Sharda Siddhi

Author(s): Shardabai Mahasati
Publisher: Saurashtra Sthanakvasi Jain Sangh
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/023373/1

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MANA (rth raayy UniIII) ITH are ss -ca6 .kA2: prakha2 vyAkhyAtA ba .pU.zrI zAradAbAi mahAsatIjI chaka CLOSEBORO3902SCSEGJEG

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zrI mahAvIrAya namaH AcArya, gacchAdhipati mA. bra. pU. ratnacaMdrajI gurUdevAya namaH uttarAdhyayana sUtra citta saMbhUtiya adhikAra tathA bhImasena harasena caritra _ zAradA siddhi (saMvata 2035nA surata cAturmAsanA vyAkhyAnA) : pravacanakAra : bhAta soMpradAyanA zAsana zirAmaNI, cAritra cuDAmaNI, sidhdhAMta nAragAmI, gacchAdhipati sva. khA. bra. pU. gurUdeva zrI ratnacaMdrajI nArAja sAhebanA suziSyA zAsana ratnA, prakhara vyAkhyAtA, viduSI mA. bra. pU. zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI E sapAdaka tA. bra. viduSI pU. zrI zAradAbAi mahAsatIjInA ziSyAo tattvaciMtaka pU. kamaLAbAi mahAsatIja tathA bA. bra. pU. saMgItAbAi mahAsatIjI cu : prakAzaka : bAbubhAi punamacaMdabhAI gAMdhI maNIkabhAi revacaMdabhAi zAhu nizA epArTamenTa nabara-1 gopIpurA, kAjInu medAna surata Te. naM. A 31421 rahe. 29284 vecANa kiMmata rU. 9-00

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pustaka : saMvata 2036 I.sa. 1980 zAradA siddhi prata 8000 (ATha hajAra) pravacanakAra : prakhara vyAkhyAtA bA. braviduSI pU. zrI zAradAbAi mahAsatIjI saMpAdaka : pU. kamaLAbAI mahAsatIjI bA. bra. pU. saMgItAbAI mahAsatIjI prakAzaka : bAbubhAI punamacaMdabhAI gAMdhI ramaNIkabhAI revacaMdabhAI zAha nizA epArTamenTa naMbara-1 gopIpurA, kAjInuM medAna surata Te. naM. ophisa 31421, dhara 29284 adhika: DAhyAbhAI je. paTela (calIkara) mahilA mudraNa, zAhapura, gelavADanA nAke, amadAvAda-380 001, phona 20159

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zrI " zAradAsidhdhi' pustakamAM sahAya ApanAra dAtAonI nAmAvalI rUpiyA nAma 21001 zeTha zrI punamaca'dabhAI bhAIcaMdabhAi gAMdhI tathA ramaNIkalAla revacaMdabhAI zAhu 3001 zrI saubhAgyamala lallubhAI mahetA 2501 lAlacaMdabhAI karamacaMdebhAI zeTha pAlaNapuravALA 2501 zrImatI subhadrAmena rasIkalAla jhaverI pAlaNupuravALA 2501 zrImatI subhadrAbena dalapatabhAI jhaverI pAlajIpuravALA 2501 zrI rAjAbhAi dalIca`dabhAi zAha 2501 zrI naimaMdabhAi ena. zAha 2501 zrI bhIkhAbhAI malAbhAI gAMdhI 2501 zrI mehanalAla mAcaMdabhAI zAha 2501 zrI maNIlAla zAmajIbhAI vIrANI 2501 zrI gIranazaMkara khImaca'dabhAI zeTha 2501 zrI zailezakumAra jayaMtIlAla jogANI 2501 zrI manubhAI vIrajIbhAI sutarIyA 251 zrI gIradharalAla maMchAca dubhAi zAha 2501 zrI dhanasukhalAla khImaca`dabhAI zera klAla tathA zrI amRtalAla khImacaMdabhAI zera lAla 2501 zrI phInalAla tribhovanadAsa zAha (dhAnerAvALA) 2501 zrI klapatabhAI laheracadabhAI zAha 2501 zrI tArAcaMdabhAI kAlIdAsabhAI zAha 2501 zrI mahendrabhAI jayaMtIlAla gAMdhI 2501 zrI prItamalAla mAhanalAla tarI 2501 zrImatI ujamabena narabherAma tejANI rUpiyA nAma 2501 eka sagRhastha taraphathI ha. devacaMdabhAi 1501 zrI jayaMta pepara mIlsa (haragAviMdabhAI rAmajIbhAi mahetA) 1001 zrImatI lIlAvatIkhena che.TAlAla ghaDIyALa 1001 zrI Ana klAla phrAnalAla koThArI 1001 zrI phula'dabhAI jaina 1001 zrI maNIbena vADIlAla saMdhavI 1001 zrImatI vINAkhena bhAnubhAI bhaNuzALI 1001 zro kItI lAla kALIdAsa mahetA 1001 zrI sAmacaMdabhAI harIlAla jhaverI 1001 zrImatI jazavaMtIbena rajanIbhAI jhaverI 1001 zromatI tArAbena caMdulAla mahetA 1001 jayaMtilAla caMdulAla mahetA 1001 zrImatI chabbalakhena nAgaradAsa zAha 1001 zrI vAlacaMda karasanadAsa pArekha 1001 zrImatI lalitAbena sumanalAla zeTha 1001 zrImatI pAmena punamacaMdabhAI valANI 1001 mesasa vesTana silka sI'DIkreTa bahuvA 1001 zrI umarazIbhAI neNasIbhAI mahuvA 1001 zrI gIradharalAla sAkaracaMdabhAI zAha 1001 zrI prANajIvanadAsa tArAcaMdabhAI kAmadAra 1001 zrI ramaNIkalAla rAjamalabhAI mahetA 1001 zrImatI tArAbena ratIlAla mahetA 1001 zrI caMdulAla gagalabhAI gAMdhI 1001 zrI vaccharAja bherUmalabhAI zAha 1001 zrImatI maNIbena talakacaMdabhAI zAha 1001 zrI ramaNIkalAla phAjalAla jogANI 1001 zrI mANekalAla bhIkhAbhAI gAMdhI 1001 zrI ca'pakalAla mAhanalAla zAha khabhAta

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rUpiyA nAma 1001 zrI laherIlAla mohanalAla zAha 1001 zrImatI a.sau. jazubena vasaMtalAla paTela khaMbhAta 1000 zrI baLadevabhAI DosAbhAI paTela 1000 zrI pipaTalAla mohanalAla gAMdhI 1000 zrI sevaMtIlAla cImanalAla pArekha 1000 zrI tArAcaMdabhAI savarAjabhAi zAha 1000 zrI dinezakumAra dhuDAlAla zAha bhaNazALI 1000 zrI kALIdAsabhAi mayAcaMdabhAi bhaNazALI 1000 zrI manubhAI surajamalabhAI zAha 1001 zrI khetazIbhAI hAthIbhAI zAha 1001 zrImatI bAgubena kItIbhAI bhaNazALI 1001 zrI tribhovanadAsa dAmodaradAsa zAha 1001 zrI kanaiyAlAla dharamacaMdabhAI zAha 1001 zrI ratIlAla kALIdAsa zAha (ha. pIyuSabhAI) 1001 zrI chabIlabhAI ela. mahetA 101 zrI ramaNIkabhAI ela. mahetA 1001 zrI choTAlAla ela. saraiyA 1001 sva. nemacaMdabhAI savajIbhAI dezI 10 01 zrI maganalAla nAgaradAsa khATaDIyA 1001 zrI narendrakumAra sAkaracaMda sADIvALA 1001 zrI zAMtIlAla bhIkhAbhAI 1001 mesarsa prabhAta meTara sTArsa 1001 zrI gIradharalAla hiMmatalAla gAMdhI 1001 zrI kalyANacaMda, mANekacaMda 1001 zrI cunIlAla khemarAjabhAI zAha 1001 zrI veNIlAla cunIlAla zAha 1001 zrI bacubhAI vIracaMdabhAI zAha 1001 zrI amRtalAla amaracaMda jasANI 1001 zrI umarazIbhAI bhImazIbhAI vIrA 1001 zrI kezavalAla narasIMhadAsa mahetA 1001 zrI praviNacaMdra narasIMhadAsa zAha, 1001 zrImatI tArAbena cImanalAla zAha, sANaMda 1001 zrImatI bhAnubena prabhudAsa ThArI,ghATakopara - 1001 zrImatI kamaLAbena bhegIlAla valANI rUpiyA nAma 1001 zrI vIjapArabhAI hIrAbhAI , 1001 zrI vardhamAna sthA. jaina saMgha, borIvalI 1001 jaya bhavAnI, surata 500 zrI ramaNIkalAla haThIcaMdabhAI pa00 zrI hiMmatalAla kakkalabhAI dhAnerAvALA 500 zrI zAMtIlAla hemacaMdabhAI zAha 501 zrI harajIvanadAsa mANekacaMda gopANI 501 zrI jayaMtIlAla ratanacaMda zAha 501 DokaTara zrI AnaMdalAla bI. koThArI 51 zrImatI jAsudabena khemacaMdabhAI gAMdhI 501 me. lIjha enTaraprAIjha surata 51 zrI tArAcaMda velacaMda jagANI 501 zrI aMbIkA sIlaka keperezana 501 gaM. sva. zAntAbena phulacaMdabhAI desAI 501 zrI prabhudAsa maNIlAla kAmadAra 501 zrI varadhIcaMda sukhalAla zeTha 501 zrI cImanabhAI DosAbhAI paTela 51 zrI jayaMtIlAla harIlAla jhaverI e 301 zrI caMpakalAla phulacaMda raMgATIyA 301 zrI vikAsa sIleka koparezana 30 zrI mahuM amathIbAI TrasTa 251 zrI muLajIbhAI khImajIbhAI 251 zrI bhavAnajI meghajI 251 zrI bhUpendra naTavaralAla bhAvasAra 251 zrImatI lIlAbena kAMtIlAla 251 zrImatI kAntAbena hiMmatalAla 251 zrI caMdrakAMtabhAI nagInadAsa bhAvasAra 251 zrI zAMtIlAla rAmalAlajI 251 zrI hIrAlAla punamacaMda raMgareja : 251 zrI bheralAla vacharAja 251 zrImatI hasumatIbena naTavaralAla 25 zrI vADIlAla tribhovanadAsa gAMdhI 251 zrI vastIlAla lakSmIcaMda 251 zrI vardhamAna prabhudAsa turakhIyA 201 zrI dalasukhabhAI sAkaracaMda 201 zrI rIkhavacaMdabhAI jugarAjajI

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rUpiyA nAma 201 zrI bhAIlAla jagajIvanadAsa zAhe 201 zrImato vIjIkhA 151 zrImatI sva. kAMtAena DhAkAralAla vakIla 151 sva. zAMtIlAla phattecaMda bhAvasAra 125 zrI cImanalAla lallubhAI vakhAravALA 125 zrI hema'tabhAI manaharalAla vakhAravALA 101 zrI kamalakAnta sukhalAla zAha 101 zrI caMdulAla saubhAgya dabhAi 101 zrImatI savitAkhena harajIvanadAsa 101 zrI narAttamabhAI hemacaMda zAha 101 zro nagInadAsa amulakharAya zAha 101 zrI dhuDAbhAI ravIcaMda bhaNuzALI 101 zrI zaMkaralAla gaNezamala zAha 101 zrI sva. bhIkhIbena amIcada paTela 101 zrI prabhAkara lallubhAI raMgareja 101 zrI kIrITabhAI maganalAla ceAkasI 101 zrI vasaMtabhAI maganalAla cAkasI 11 zrI IzvaralAla uttamacaMda DhAMgarIvALA 101 zrI cheTubhAI amIcaMda mahetA 101 zrImatI hIrAbena khImaca da galIyArA 101 zrImatI rAmarakhIbena amulakhajI zAha 103 zrI kAMtIlAla jecaMdabhAI sadhavI 101 zrI kasturacaMda karasanacaMda 101 zrI azAkakumAra gelaraca'da enDa kaMpanI 101 eka sagRhastha taraphathI 101 zrI ramezabhAI ramaNulAla zAha 101 gaM. sva. kaoNMcanabena narAttamabhAI bhaNuzALI 101 zrI mahendrabhAI lallubhAI raMgareja 101 zrI guNuvaMtalAla tArAcaMda 1001 zrI azvinabhAI manasukhalAla gAMdhI * rUpiyA nAma 101 zrImatI tArAbena cImanalAla kApaDIyA 11 zrI zAMtIlAla lakSmIcaMda bhAvasAra 101 zrI ratIlAla kALIdAsa zAha 101 sva. punamacaMda amIcaMda paTela 101 zrI chaganalAla lakSmIcaMda vakIla 101 zrI meAhanalAla amaracaMda zAha 101 zrI harakhacaMda kAnajIbhAI cheDA 101 sva. ratIlAla cheATAlAla bhAvasAra 101 mesarsa emphe TekSaTAIlsa TeTrarsa 101 OMA. ema, jI. mahetA 101 zrImatI lIlAbena cImanalAla parIkha 11 zrI mAtAcaMda uttamaca'da lekha'DavALA 101 zrI nagInadAsa amIcaMda zAha 101 zrI rAjezakumAra sukharAja 101 zrI chaganalAla zIvalAla rezamavALA 101 zrI navInacaMdra meAtIcaMda zAhu 101 sva. zAradAbena amRnalAla koThArI 101 zrI mANekacaMda DAhyAbhAI meAdI 101 zrI baLavatarAya umedacaMda 101 zrI jayaMtIlAla ela. peAlIzavALA 101 zrI cImanalAla cheTAlAla zAha 101 mesa yunAITeDa sIlDa TreDasa 101 mesasa lakSmI sIlka TreDarsa 101 zrI harSadarAya phattehacaMda barsAvALA 101 zrI manubhAI kalyANujI lAkhANI 101 zrI mahAsukhabhAI kezavalAla cItalIyA 101 zrI manumAI bhagavAnadAsa gAsalIyA 101 zrI hasamukharAya harajIvanabhAI 5`camIyA 101 zrI sevaMtIlAla bhegANI 101 zrI vardhamAna sthA. jaina saMdha DhAlata nagara. 251 zrI bAjIbhAI Ara. mahetA

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"zrI" zAradA sidhdhi sAhitya samitinuM nivedana" amArA zrI saMdhanA mahAna bhAgyodaye amArI varSonI AgrahabharI vinaMtIne mAna ApI khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA prakhara vyAkhyAtA, zAsanaratnA, mahAviduSI khA. bra. pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI ThANA, 13 saMvata 2036mAM surata zrI sadhanA AMgaNe maMgala cAturmAsa padhAryA. je mahAsatIjInI vANI sAMbhaLavA janatA dUra dUrathI dADIne Ave che evA pU. mahAsatIjInA mukhethI vahetA jJAnaga MgAnA pravAha jhIlavAnA suvarNa avasara amArA zrI saMdhane maLyA, pU. mahAsatIjInI siMhagarjanA sama jozIlI ane AtmasparzI pravacanadhArAtho zrotAe ma`tramugdha banI jAya che. AvA pratibhAzALI pU. mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAna sa MgraheAnI e vizeSatA che ke jaina jainetara samAja sIdhI, saraLa bhASAmAM samajI zake ne jIvanamAM jAgRti lAvI zake. jyAM sAdhu-sAdhvIjI paheAMcI zakatA na heAya tyAM AvA pustakA vAMcI jijJAsu bhAI bahetA jaina dharmanuM jJAna prApta karI zake. A vANInA lAbha mAtra sthAnakvAsI samAjane ja nahi paNa anya jainetarene paNa maLe te mATe pU. mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAnanA pustako zrI sa`dhoe suMdara gra MtharUpe bahAra pADayA che. te pustake bhAratamAM ja nahi paNa paradezamAM te pustakA paheAMcyA che. e pustake vAMcIne aneka jIveAnA jIvana badalAyA che. vyAkhyAna saMgrahanu" vAMcana, manana jIvananA rAha batAvavAmAM mAdaka bane che, tethI pU. mahAsatIjInA surata cAturmAsanA vyAkhyAnA graMtha rUpe bahAra pADavA tevA amArI samitie niNaeNya karyo. te mATe ame pU. mahAsatIjIne vAta karI. pU. mahAsatIjIe kahyuM ke mAre vyAkhyAna chapAvavA nathI paNa amArI AgrahabharI vinaMtIne pU. mahAsatojIe mAnya rAkhI AthI amArI samitie pustaka prakAzananA nirNaya karyo, A niya thatA A bhagIratha kAryane saphaLa banAvavA amArA saMdhanA dAnavIra, utsAhI yuvAna kAryakara bhAI zrI khAbhubhAi punamacaMda gAMdhI tathA ramaNIkalAla revacaMda zAha sAmela thayA. temaNe rUpiyA ekavIsa hunnara (21,000) jevI mAtabara rakama prakAzakanA nAma mATe ApI. AvA sahRdayI udAra dAtAethI jaina samAja ujjavaLa che. A take temane aMtarathI AbhAra mAnIe chIe. A uparAMta bIjA dAtAoe paNa ghaNI sArI rakama ApIne amArA kAryamAM khUba sAtha ApyA che. jenI yAdI A pustakamAM ApavAmAM AvI che. e sarve dAtAonA ame aMtaHkaraNapUrva ke AbhAra mAnIe chIe. AvI kAramI medhavArImAM AvuM eka hajAra pAnAnu` daLadAra, suMdara, sughaDa chapAI ane bAInDIMgavALA pustakanI ka"mata Azare rU. 27 thI 28 paDe. chatAM te pustaka ame mAtra nava rUpiyAmAM ApavAnA niNaeNya karyAM te dAtAone AbhArI che. A lokapriya vyAkhyAna saMgrahanA pAMca ke tethI vadhu pustakonA agAuthI grAhA thanAra sauneA temaja A kArTImAM pratyakSa ke parAkSa sahakAra ApanAra temaja presa menejara zrI DAhyAbhAI tathA presanA sau kAryakaronA paNa aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka AbhAra mAnIe chIe. lI. namra sevA. 1 zrI phulaca'bhAI jaina 2 zrI khIladAsa ela, mahetA 3 zrI devacaMdabhAI phrAntalAla zAha pramukha upapramukha matrI 4 zrI dharama maganalAla khATaDIyA . 5 zrI narendrabhAI sAkaraca'da sADIvALA 6 zrI bAbulAla pI gAMdhI 7 zrI bacubhAI vIracaMda zAha matrI maMtrI khajAnacI sabhya sabhya sabhya 8 zrI caMduMlAla amRtalAla jasANI 9 zrI jayaMtilAla bhAgIlAla zAha 10 zrI bhAIlAlabhAI jagajIvanadAsa zAha sabhya 11 zrI cImanalAla lallubhAI vakhAravALA sabhya 12 zrA ghanasukhabhAI khImacaMdabhAI zeradalAla sabhya 13 zrI mAtIlAlabhAI jaina sabhya 14 zrI bherUmalabhAI zAha sabhya

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prakAzakanuM nivedana khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA jhaLahaLatA zAsananA sitArA, zAsana ratnA, divya tejasvI, pratibhAzALI, . prakhara vyAkhyAtA, mahAviduSI bA. bra. pU. zAradAbAi mahAsatIjI ke jemanI vANImAM evuM ojasa ane jaLa bhareluM che ke jemanI vANI sAMbhaLatA nAtika Astika banI jAya, pApI punita banI jAya, adhama dhamI banI jAya, bhegI tyAgI banI jAya ane chevaTe saMsArI saMyamI banI jAya evA pU. mahAsatIjIne 23-23 varSe amArA kSetrane maMgala cAtumAMsane mahAna lAbha maLe pU. mahAsatIjInA punita pagalA amArA kSetramAM thayA tyArathI surata zrI saMdhanA dareka bhAI bahenanA haiyA harSathI nAcI uThayA. chellA keTalAya varSothI meM pU mahAsatIjInuM nAma ne temanI yazogAthA sAMbhaLI hatI paNa huM temanA paricayathI sAva ajANa hato. pU. mahAsatIjInuM cAturmAsa saMvata 2034mAM malADa thayuM tyAre huM pU. mahAsatIjInA darzanArthe gayA hatA. tyAM pU. mahAsatIjInI pratibhAzALI mukhamudrA ane ojasvI, jozIlI zailIthI thatA pravacane sAMbhaLyA. tyAM mArA manamAM thayuM ke aho ! A mahAsatIjInuM vyAkhyAna keTaluM asarakAraka ne jIvanapalaTa karAve evuM che? je A mahAsatIjInuM cAturmAsa amArA kSetramAM thAya te kevo ajaba raMga Ave ! temAM amArA surata saMdhanI pU. mahAsatIjInA cAturmAsa mATe joradAra vinaMtI cAlu hatI. amArA zrI saMdhanA ne amArA mahAna bhAgyodaye pU. mahAsatIjIe cAturmAsanI svIkRti ApI ne temanuM cAturmAsa suratamAM nakkI thayuM. pU. mahAsatIjIe cha cha varSa bRhada muMbaInA kSetramAM vicarI jJAna-darzana-cAritra-tapanI je suvAsa phelAvI che ane temanI prabhAvazALI vANIe janatAnA dilamAM evI jAduI asara karI che ke jethI muMbaInI janatA haju 5. mahAsatIjInA cAturmAsa mATe jhaMkhI rahI hatI chatAM pU. mahAsatIjI amArI AgrahabharI vinaMtIne mAna ApI muMbaInA kSetromAMthI vasamI vidAya laI surata zrI saMghanA AMgaNe padhAryA. 5. mahAsatIjI vaSItapanA pAraNa prasaMge padhAryA tyAre pU. mahAsatIjInI siMhagarjanA jevI joradAra. hadayavedhaka tejasvI vANInuM pAna karatA mArA dilamAM evI sapharaNA jAgI ke AvA mahAnajJAnI, viduSI pU. mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAnonuM jo prakAzana karavAmAM Ave te janatA ghera beThA paNa temanA vyAkhyAnane lAbha laI zake. mane jaNAvatA ati AnaMda thAya che ke A agAu pU. mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAnanA 11 pustaka prakAzita thaI cUkayA che ane te pustakanI nakale daza daza hajArane ATha ATha hajAra jevI bahAra paDavA chatAM Aje eka pustaka paNa maLatuM nathI, to A pustakee janatAnA dilamAM kevuM AkarSaNa karyuM haze ke e pustake mATe paDApaDI thAya che. A cAturmAsanA vyAkhyAnanuM pustaka je bahAra paDe te janatAne vizeSa ne vizeSa lAbha thAya. je ke muMbaImAM pU. mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAnanA pustaka bahAra paDayA che paNa amArA surata zrI saMghamAM te Aja sudhI kayAre paNa AvuM suMdara, rasadAra pustaka bahAra paDayuM nathI. surata saMghanA ItihAsamAM A prathama vAra che. jaina-jainetarone pU. mahAsatIjIne vyAkhyAnane lAbha kema vadhune vadhu maLe te hetuthI pustaka prakAzanane mahAna lAbha mAre le che evo dRDha nirNaya karyo ne ame pU. mahAsatIjI pAse

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amArI bhAvanA pradarzita karI. pU. mahAsatIjIe pustaka chapAvavAnI nA pADI. amArA zrI saMghe khUba Agraha karyo ne hA paDAvI. mArI bhAvanA sAkAra rUpe banavAthI mArA dilamAM apUrva AnaMda thayo. zrI saMghe pustaka prakAzanane je mahAna lAbha mane Apyo che tenA mATe saMdhane AbhArI chuM. pU. mahAsatIjI maMgala cAturmAsa padhAryA tyArathI temanI vANIne pravAha akhalitapaNe cAre mAsa vahI rahyo che. pU. mahAsatIjIne AdhyAtmika rasathI bharapUra, vairAgya rasathI nItaratA, bhAvavAhI zailIthI thatA pravacana sAMbhaLavA mATe upAzraya mAnavamedanIthI bharacaka rahyo che mArA jevA kaMIka navayuvAna bhAIo dharmanA raMge raMgAyA ne roja vyAkhyAnane lAbha letA thaI gayA. pU. mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA derAvAsI bhAI bahene paNa roja AvatA. A batAvI Ape che ke pU. mahAsatIjIe jena samAja upara keTaluM AkarSaNa karyuM che! pU. mahAsatIjInA prabhAve amAruM cAtumAMsa dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAvanAthI khUba gAjatuM ne guMjatuM banyuM che. A cAturmAsa suratanA ItihAsamAM suvarNAkSare lakhAya evuM bhavya ne yAdagdhara banyuM che, pU. mahAsatIjIe A cAturmAsamAM uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 13mAM adhyayanane adhikAra cittasaMbhUtiya ane bhImasena-harisena caritra khUba suMdara rIte temanI hRdayasparzI jozIlI relImAM pharamAvyuM che. je khUba bedhadAyakane rasaprada che. je sAMbhaLatA zretAonA hadaya hacamacI utA. A pustakamAM saMsAranA cha duHkhathI kema chUTe ne zAzvata sukhane kema pAme temaja niyANuM karavAthI jIvanI kevI durdazA thAya che ne pariNAme tenI durgati thAya che ane niyANA rahita karaNa karavAthI jIva mokSanA mahAna sukhane kevI rIte meLave che temaja bhImasena harisena caritramAM prave karelA karmo jIvane kevI rIte bhogavavA paDe che. A badhuM AbehUba suMdara varNana kareluM che. kharekhara pU. mahAsatIjIne pustaka vAMcatA jANe pratyakSa ApaNe temanA svamukhe sAMbhaLatA hoya tevo anubhava thAya che. A pustaka samAjanI pAse mUkatA amane ghaNe AnaMda thAya che te jijJAsu che ane samAja temAMthI bodhapATha laIne AdhyAtma paMthe jarUra AgaLa vadhaze e ja abhyarthanA. A pustakanA prakAzanamAM anya dAtAoe je phALo ApI tathA grAhaka banI lAbha lIdhe che. te savene huM AbhAra mAnuM chuM. vizeSa pustaka prakAzanamAM te sAcA khaMtathI vyAkhyAna saMgraha karavA badala tatvaciMtaka pU. kamaLAbAI mahAsatIjIne tathA bA. bra. pU saMgItAbAI mahAsatIjIno ane jemaNe kALajIpUrvaka prapha tapAsyA te badhA mahAsatIjIne aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka AbhAra mAnuM chuM. lI, bAbubhAI punamacaMda gAMdhI 2maNIkabhAI revacaMdabhAI zAha,

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prakhara vyAkhyAtA, bAla brahmacArI, viduSI pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInI jIvanarekhA " preraNAdAyI vairAgyamaya jIvana" pavitra bhAratabhUmi e aneka vIra ratnanI khANa che. je bhUmimAM aneka tIrthakaro, kevaLI bhagavaMte ane zAsananA vIralA ne hIralA jevA tejasvI ratna thayA che. tevA zAsana ratnathI Aje paNa A bhUmi jhaLahaLI rahI che. te ratnomAM eka che jaina zAsanamAM eka sAdhavI tarIke rahI jemaNe jaina zAsanane Dake dezadezamAM vagADI, jJAnanI parama tejasvI prabhA pragaTAvI aneka suSupta AtmAonI cetanAne jAgRta karI adhyAtma mArge vALyA che, jemaNe divya jIvana jIvavAnI kaLAne apUrva bodhapATha jagatane Apyo che, jemanA nAmathI Aje kaI paNa vyakti ajANa nahi hoya, evA che khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA prakhara vyAkhyAtA zAsanaratnA, mahAna viduSI bA. bra. pU. zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI. saMta purUne janma ApanAra mAtA paNa amara banI jAya che. tArAonA samUharUpa hajAro bALakane janma ApanAra aneka mAtAo hoya che paNa sUrya samAna mahAna tejasvI, yazasvI zAsanarane janma ApanAra mAtAe virala hoya che. Adarza mAtAo ja jaina zAsanamAM dharma dhuraMdhara banI zakanAra AtmAone janma ApI zake che ane pitAnA saMtAnone vIratAnA, dharyatAnA pATha paDhAvI, sadguNenA zaNagArothI zaNagArI saMtanenI mahAmUlya bheTa jaina zAsanane arpaNa karI zake che, tethI AvA zAsanaratnA satIjInA jIvananI rUparekhA AlekhatA pahelA temanA janmadAtA mAtA-pitAnuM Alekhana karavAnuM mana thaI jAya che. zAsanapremI dharmarasika pitA vADIbhAI tathA saddaguNathI zobhatA mAtA sakarIbahene jaina zAsanane ujjavaLa karanAra ane saMpradAyanI zAna vadhAranAra, jIvana udhAraka, pratibhAzALI, mahAnasatIratna bA.bra. pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIne saMvata 1981nA mAgazara suda 11 nA pavitra divase madhyarAtrIe sANaMda zaheramAM janma Apyo. kharekhara kone khabara hatI ke A nAnakaDI bALA bhaviSyamAM vIra prabhunA mahAna tyAga mArge prayANa karI pitAnA sadguNa sumananI saurabha sArI duniyAmAM prasarAvI, amRta vANInA si canathI bhavya jIvone baLatA dAvAnaLamAMthI tyAganI zItaLa tapovana bhUmimAM lAvI mAtA pitAnA nAmane duniyAmAM rezana karaze. A bhAgyazALI mAtA sakarIbahenane pAMca dIkarIo ane be dIkarA hatA. jemAM atyAre cAra dIkarIo ane be dIkarA. mojuda che. ApaNe te mukhya vAta jainazAsanane jayavaMta rAkhanAra zAsanadIpikA bA. bra. viduSI pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA jIvananI rUparekhA lakhavI che tethI temanA jIvananA prasaMge vicArIe. zizuvayane vaTAvI bAlyavayanA prAMgaNamAM paga mUkatA zAradAbahenane temanA upakArI

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mAtA pitAe sANaMdanI gujarAtI zALAmAM abhyAsa arthe mekalyA. jIvanamAM susaMskAra ane sadguNarUpI negeTIva ane pijheTIva vAyaranA tAro jyAM kAma karI rahyA hoya tyAM jIvanamAM jhaLahaLatA prakAzanI rozanI pragaTe temAM zuM Azcarya ! tema ApaNuM zAradAbahenane eka tarapha susaMskArI Adarza mAtApitAnA saMskAranuM siMcana maLyuM ane bIjI tarapha temanA pUrvanA saMskAronA kiraNe purUSArtha dvArA prakAza pAmatA gayA. te anusAra skulamAM che gujarAtI sudhI abhyAsa karyo ane sAthe sAthe jainazALAmAM jaI dhArmika abhyAsa karavA lAgyA. zAradAbahena bALapaNamAM skulamAM jAya che chatAM virakata bhAvamAM rahe che. temanI bAla sakhIo zALAmAM ramatI hoya, garabA gAtI hoya chatAM A bALa kayAMya rasa letI nathI. tenuM mana kyAMya coMTatuM nathI. jainazALAmAM A bALA dhArmika abhyAsa mATe jAya che. mahAna vIra purUSonI, satIonI kathAo sAMbhaLI tenuM mana kaI agamya pradezamAM vicAravA lAge che. caMdanabALA, nema-rAjula, mallIkuMvarI, mRgAvatI, padmAvatI vigere kathAo sAMbhaLI jainazALAmAM bhaNatI bALAone kahe ke sakhI! cAle, ApaNe dIkSA laIe. A saMsAramAM kaMI nathI. AvA manebhAva bAlyAvasthAmAM kumArI zAradAbahenane Ave che. temAM pitAnI bahena vimaLAbahenanA prasUtinA prasaMge thayela mRtyue cauda varSanI bahena zAradA upara saMsAranI asAratAnI sacoTa asara karI. kharekhara, mAnavIne jiMdagIne ze bharose ! mRtyu kaI kSaNe Avaze tenI keIne khabara che? AjanI kSaNa sudhAravI emAM ja mAnava jIvananI mahattA che, AvA vicArothI A bALAnuM mana dIkSA pratye daDha thatuM hatuM. mAtA-pitAe jANyuM ke bahena zAradAnuM mana saMsAra bhAvathI virakta banyuM che. te saMsAranA svarUpane lAvArasa samAna mAnI AtmakalyANanI kelejamAM dAkhala thavA mATe vinaya, namratAnA kimatI alaMkArothI sajaja banavA mahAna bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra karavAnI AzA sevI rahI che. mAtApitAnuM vAtsalyabharyuM haiyu pitAnI lADIlI vahAlasoyI dIkarIne khAMDAnI dhAra samAna saMyama mArge prayANa karavA AjJA ApI zakatuM nathI. "zAsana ziromaNuM mahAna ratnacaMdrajI gurUdevano samAgama" -saMvata 15mAM khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA sva. gacchAdhipati, zAsana ziromaNI, jinazAsana namaNI cAritra cuDAmaNI AcArya bA. bra. pU. zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanuM cAturmAsa sANaMdamAM thayuM. pU. gurUdevanA upadezathI zAradAbahenane vairAgya vadhu daDha banya pU. gurUdevane khabara paDI ke vADIlAlabhAI zrAvakanuM kanyAratna dIkSA levAnA bhAva rAkhe che, tethI temaNe zAradAbahenane bolAvIne kasoTI karI. he bahena ! saMyama mArga e khAMDAnI dhAra che. e mAge vicaravuM kaThIna che. saMsAranA sukha ane raMgarAga cheDavA sahelA nathI. bAvIsa pariSaha sahana karavA mukela che. bahena! tArI uMmara sAva choTI che. Atmavitine mArga ghaNuM sAdhanA mAge che. tame A badhuM karI zakaze ?

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mAtApitAnI zItaLa chAyA choDI zakaze? mAtA-pitA rajA Apaze? juo. have vairAgI zAradA bahenane javAba paNa kevo vairAgyabharyo che! temaNe kahyuM gurUdeva! mArI saMpUrNa taiyArI che. (aMtaranA uMDANane aMtaraMga vairAgyane A raNakAra hate.) jene mana saMsAra anarthanI khANa che ane jene cheDavuM che tene keNa rokanAra che? kSaNika jIvanamAMthI AtmaprakAza levAnI mArI ahoniza bhAvanA che.. haju bAlyavayanA prAMgaNamAM ramatI bALAnI saMyama paMthe prayANa karavAnI keTalI tIvra utkaMThA che. saMyamI jIvananI moja mANavA tenuM aMtara jhaMkhI rahyuM che, jethI have saMsAramAM vyatIta thatI kSaNe tene yuge jevI vasamI lAge che. pU. gurUdevane khAtrI thaI ke A kanyAratna dIkSA laIne jaina zAsanane ajavALaze, saMpradAyanI zAna vadhAraze ane khaMbhAta saMpradAyamAM bhaviSyamAM evo prasaMga Avaze ke saMpradAyanuM sukAna te calAvaze, ane zAsanane rozana karaze. e cAturmAsamAM vairAgI zAradAbahene pU. gurUdevanI sAnidhyamAM TUMka samayamAM dazavaikAlika sUtra, uttarAdhyayana sUtra ane thekaDA kaMThastha karyA. temaNe mAtra 15 varSanI uMmaramAM TreInanI musApharI na karavI ane basamAM amadAvAdathI AgaLa na javuM tevI manathI daDha pratijJA karI. A batAvI Ape che ke zAradAbahenane vairAgya keTalI ucca keTIne haze ! dRDha vairAgI zAradAbahenanI kasoTI :-zAradAbahenanA mAtA pitAe temanA bhAIjI hIrAcaMdabhAI sakaracaMdabhAI nyAlacaMdabhAI, khImacaMdabhAI, cImanabhAI temanA mAmA narasiMhabhAI saMghavI, temaja kezavalAlabhAI Adi badhAe bahena zAradAne samajAvavA ghaNuM prayatno karyA ne ghaNuM AkarI kasoTI karI chatAM zAradAbahena potAnA nizcayamAM aDaga rahyA. ekanA be na thayA, tethI mAtA pitAne ghaNuM duHkha thayuM ne kahyuM ke ame annajaLane tyAga karIzuM paNa jenI rageragamAM vairAgyane strota vahI rahyo che jenA cittaDAmAM cAritranI caTapaTI lAgI che ne saMsAra rUpI jvALAmukhIthI surakSita rahevA mATe jemaNe merU parvata jevI aDela, aDaga daDha zradhdhAne dhAraNa karI che te zuM vairAgyabhAvathI calita thAya kharA? vividha prakAranI AkarI kasoTI karyA bAda temane bhAvanAmAM aDaga, niSkapana joIne mAtA pitAe kahyuM ke atyAre seLa varSanI uMmare nahi paNa 21 varSanI uMmare dIkSA mATe rajA ApIzuM, paraMtu zAradAbahena te 16 varSanI uMmare dIkSA levAmAM makkama hatA. temaNe kahyuM ke sattara varSanI vimaLAbahenanA mRtyune kaI rokI zakayuM nahi te mArI jiMdagIne ze bharoso ? mAruM mana bairAgyanA raMge raMgAyeluM che. temAM pIchehaTha thanAra nathI. aMte zAradAbahenane vijaya thaze ne mAtApitAe rAjIkhuzIthI dIkSAnI AjJA ApI, zAradAbahenane bhAgavatI dIkSA mahatsava" - saMvata 196nA vaizAkha suda chaThTha tA. 13-5-1940ne somavAre sANaMdamAM temanA mAtA-pitAnA gherathI bhavya rIte khUba dhAmadhumathI zAradAbahenane dIkSA mahotsava ujavAye. sANaMda zaheramAM bahenomAM

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sau prathama dIkSA zAradAbahenanI thaI tethI AkhuM gAma harSanA hiloLe caDhyuM. dIkSAvidhi pU. gurUdeva ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebe karAvI. gurUdeva pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba ane gurUnuM pU. pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjInA ziSya banyA. sAthe sANaMdanA bIjA bahena jIvI bahena paNa temanI sAthe dIkSita thayA hatA ane te paNa pU. pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjInA ziSyA banyA. jIvI bahenanuM nAma pU. jazubAI mahAsatIjI ane zAradAbahenanuM nAma bA. bra. pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. A rIte bairAgI vijetA banyA. temanA pU. pitAzrI vADIbhAI ane mAtuzrI sakarIbahena, bhAIzrI naTavarabhAI tathA prANalAlabhAI, bhAbhI a. sI. nAraMgIbahena, a.sau. IndIrA bahena, bahene a.sau. gaMgAbahena a.sau. zAMtAbahena a.sau. hasumatIbahena badhA dharmapremI che, ane saMskArI kuTuMba che. sANaMdamAM temane kApaDane sAre vahepAra che. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA saMsArI pitA zrIyuta vADIlAla chaganalAla zAha saMvata 2021 nA vaizAkha suda 4nA maMgaLavAra tA. 4-5-65 nA roja sANaMda mukAme pahelI vakhata hArTa phelanA humalAthI avasAna pAmyA che. mRtyunI aMtima ghaDI sudhI vizuddha bhAve ane mana dharmadhyAnamAM rahetuM hatuM. teozrI ane temanA dharmapatnI tathA putro, putravadhUo ane putrIo badhA mahAsatIjInI sAnidhyamAM jeTalA divasa rahe teTalA divasa dharmadhyAnamAM vyatIta karatA ane jyAre pU. mahAsatIjInA darzana karavA Ave tyAre zubha khAtAmAM sArI rakama bheTa ApatA. Adarza mAtAnuM samAdhimaya mRtyu - pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI muMbaIthI vihAra karI saMvata 2023mAM dezamAM padhAryA tyAre vihAra karatA karatA saMvata 2025 mAM sANaMda padhAryA. te vakhate temanA saMsArI mAtuzrI sakarIbahenanI tabiyata hATenI drabala ane DAyAbITIzanA kAraNe narama hatI. asahya dardamAM paNa temanI samatA ajaba hatI. sakarIbahenanA putro, putravadhUo tathA putrIoe premathI ane lAgaNIthI temanI je sevA karI che te AjanA saMtAne bhAgye karI zake. pU. mahAsatIjI jyAre sANaMdathI vihAra karavAnA hatA tyAre sakarIbahene kahyuM mahAsatIjI ! Apa bhAvanagara cAturmAsa padhAraze pachI huM ApanA darzana nahi karI zakuM. mArA mATe ApanA A chellA darzana che, tyAre mahAsatIjIe kahyuM. tame Ama kema bole che? tyAre temaNe kahyuM have A nazvara dehane bharoso nathI, mATe mane dharmArAdhanA karAve. pU. mahAsatIjI pAse eka mahinA sudhI satata zAavAMcana sAMbhaLyuM. ghaNuM paccakhANa lIdhA ane pitAnI AtmasAdhanAmAM joDAvA lAgyA, pachI pU. mahAsatIjIe bhAvanagara tarapha vihAra karyo. sakarIbahenanI tabiyata vadhu bagaDatA vI. esa. hospitAlamAM dAkhala karyA. 10 divaso bAda aSADa suda 11 nA tabiyata vadhu bagaDatA sAMjanA pAMca vAge temaNe kahyuM ke mane saMthAro karo. have mArI jIvanayAtrA pUrNa thAya che, AthI temane parivAra vicAramAM paDI gayo ne bAjunA rUmamAM dAkhala thayelA tAMbara mUrtipUjaka jaina sAdhvIjIne

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belAvyA. temaNe tarata sAgArI saMthAre karAvyuM. badhA vrata paccakhANa lIdhA ane aDadhA kalAka bAda samAdhipUrvaka nazvara dehane tyAga karyo. kharekhara je mAtAe jaina zAsana AvuM aNamoluM ratna arpaNa karyuM hoya te mAtAnA jIvanamAM dharma otapreta hoya e sahaja che. te temanI aMtima bhAvanA uparathI jaNAI Ave che. A virATa saMsAra sAgaramAM jIvananayAnA kuzaLa sukAnI mAtra gurUdeva che. te pramANe pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIe pitAnI jIvananaiyAne pU. pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjInA zaraNe haMmezane mATe taratI mUkI, ane pitAnuM jIvana temanI AjJAmAM arpaNa karI dIdhuM. pU. gurUdeva ane pu. gurUdeva pAse saMyamI jIvananI badhI kaLA zIkhI lIdhI. cheTI uMmaramAM dIkSA levA chatAM saMyama laIne pU. gurUdeva ane gurUNadevanI AjJAmAM evA samAI gayA ke pitAnA jIvanakALa daramyAna kayAre paNa gurU AjJAnuM ullaMghana te zuM paNa sAme dalIla ke apIla paNa karI nathI. kharekhara, muktinagaranA pathika bananAra AtmAnA upavanamAM jyAre sadgurUdevanI AjJA rUpa sarcalAITa prakAze che tyAre temanuM jIvana hajAre TyubalAITanA prakAza karatA paNa vadhu prakAzita bane che. te Aje paNa Apa pratyakSa nihALI zako cho. A rIte pU. gurUdeva ane pU. gurUNIdevanI zItaLa chatrachAyA meLavyA pachI pU. mahAsatIjInA dhArmika abhyAsane purUSArtha prabaLa ba, ane ghaNuM AtmajJAna prApta karyuM. zAstronuM vAMcana karyuM. saMskRta prAkRta bhASAnuM jJAna meLavyuM. A jJAnane lAbha bIjAne ApatA alpa samayamAM pratibhAzALI ane prakhara vyAkhyAtA tathA viduSI tarIke pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI khyAti pAmyA. kharekhara khaMbhAta saMpradAyanuM A zAsanaratna pitAnA jJAna, darzana cAritra ane tapanI maghamaghatI suvAsathI sArA jainazAsananuM kahInura ratna banIne prakAzI rahyuM che. pU. mahAsatIjI jyAre vyAkhyAna Ape che tyAre mAtra vidvatA ja nahi paNa AtmAnA caitanyanI vizuddhine raNakAra temanA aMtaranA uMDANamAMthI Ave che. dharmanA, tatvanA zabdArtha, bhAvArtha, gUDhArthane evI gaMbhIra ane prabhAvaka zailImAM vividha nyAya, daSTAMta ApIne samajAve che ke zrotAgraMda temAM tanmaya cinmaya banI jAya che, ane apUrva zAMtithI zAradA sudhAnuM rasapAna kare che. temanI vANImAM AtmAne aMtaradevani Ave che ane te davanie aneka jIne pratibaMdha pamADayA che. suSupta AtmAone DhaMDheLIne saMyama mArge doryA che. temAM pU. mahAsatIjInA pravacananA pustakee te lekemAM evuM jAda karyuM che ke je pustakanuM vAMcana karI luhANA jevA bhAIoe AjIvana brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karyuM che. kaMIka e vyasanene tyAga karyo. nAstikamAMthI Astika banyA, pApImAMthI punita banyA ne bhogImAMthI tyAgI banyA. AvA te kaMIka dAkhalA che paNa atyAre lakhavA mATe jagyA nathI. are, vadhu zuM lakhuM? A pustake mIsAnA kAyadAmAM pakaDAyelA jaina bhAI o pAse gayA. te pustakanuM vAMcana karatA teo ArtadhyAna cheDIne dharmadhyAnamAM joDAvA lAgyA, ane karmanI philosophI samajavA zIkhyA. pU. mahAsatIjInI

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14 aMtaravANIne bAda temanA dila sudhI pahoMcatA eka vakhatanI jela dharmasthAnaka jevI banI gaI ane tyAM rahelA bhAIoe tapa tyAganI ane dharmArAdhanAnI maMgala zarUAta karI. ghaNAM bhAIo masAmAMthI mukta thayA pachI pU. mahAsatIjInI pAse AvIne raDI paDayA ne kahevA lAgyA ke he mahAsatIjI! ApanA vyAkhyAne je pustaka rUpe pragaTa thayA che te vANIe amArA baLatA dilamAM zItaLa jaLa chAMTayuM che, pachI temaNe ghaNAM vrata niyamo aMgIkAra karyA. TUMkamAM pU. mahAsatIjInA bahAra paDelA vyAkhyAnanA pustakee ane keTale jIvanapalTo karyo che te vAcake A uparathI vicArI zakaze. pU. mahAsatIjImAM mAtra vidvatA ja che ema nathI. sAthe temanA jIvanamAM aneka ajoDa mahAna guNa rahelA che. je guNonuM varNana karavA keInI zakti nathI. chatAM temanA jIvanamAM mukhya guNe gurUbhakti, saraLatA, nirAbhimAnatA, namratA, laghutA, apUrva kSamA, sahanazIlatA bIjA pratye apUrva lAgaNI, guNAnurAga, karUNA e guNe temanA jIvanamAM otapreta vaNAI gayA che. te guNenA prabhAve jema bhramara puSpanI sugaMdhathI AkarSAya che tema jagatanA jIve temanA tarapha AkarSAIne dharmanA mArge vaLe che temaja pU. mahAsatIjInA dilamAM satata eka mIThuM saMgIta guMjatuM hoya che ke "sarva jI zAsana rasI kema bane" vItarAga mahAvIranA zAsanane pAmelA mArA varane saMtAne varanA mArgane pAmyA vinA na rahevA joIe. pU. mahAsatIjInI tabiyata game tevI nAdurasta hoya chatAM teo pravacananI prabhAvanA karavAnuM te kayAre paNa cUkatA nathI. atyAra sudhInA 9 varSanA saMyamI jIvanamAM pU. mahAsatIjIne vihAra gujarAta, saurASTra ane mahArASTramAM thayo che. temanA upadezathI ghaNuM AtmAoe AjIvana brahmacaryavrata temaja vrata paccakhANa aMgIkAra karela che. pU. mahAsatIjInA pratibaMdhathI vIsa bahene vairAgya pAmIne temanI pAse dIkSA aMgIkAra karIne temanA suziSyAo thayela che, ane jaina zAsananI abhivRddhi karI rahela che. jaina zAsanamAM pU. mahAsatIjIe eka jaina sAdhavI tarIke rahIne temaNe pU. gurUdeva zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba ane pU. zrI gulAbacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanA kALadharma bAda khaMbhAta saMpradAyanuM sukAna calAvela che je jainazAsanamAM virala che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA saMghapati zrI kAMtibhAInI dIkSA paNa che. mahAsatIjInA hastaka thaI che. je Aje mahAna vairAgI pU. kAMtISijI mahArAja sAhebe tarIke prasiddhi pAmyA che. Aje khaMbhAta saMpradAyamAM pU. kAMtItrASijI mahArAja sAheba ThANuM 12 birAjamAna che. temAM pahelA pAMca saMtane dIkSAnI preraNA ApanAra pU. viduSI mahAsatIjInI addabhUta vANuM che. khaMbhAta saMpradAyamAM rane samAna 12 saMte jaina zAsanane zAbhAvI rahyA che. (1) mahAna vairAgI pU. kAMtISijI mahArAja sAheba (2) bA. bra, pU. sUrya muni ma. (3) bA che. pU. araviMda muni ma. (4) bA. pra. pU. navInamuni ma. (5) bA. bra. pU. kamalezamuni ma. (6) bA. bra. pU. prakAzamuni

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ma. (7) bA.bra. pU. cetanamuni ma. (8) bA. bra. pU. mahendramuni ma. (9) pU. darzanamuni ma. (10) bA. bra. pU. dharmendramuni ma. (11) bA.. pU. mRgendramuni ma. (12) bA. bra, pU. maneharamuni ma. Adi ThANA-12 vidyamAna che. pU. mahAsatIjIe AjathI 18 varSa pahelA kAMdAvADI saMghanI cauda cauda varSanI vinaMtIne mAna ApI saM. 2018nuM cAturmAsa kAMdAvADImAM karyuM hatuM. tyAre pU. mahAsatIjInI tejasvI prabhAvazALI vANIe ane khAsa karIne brahmacarya paranA sacoTa vyAkhyAnae janatAmAM alaukika asara karI ane pariNAme kAMdAvADImAM temanA sAnidhyamAM zrI saMghanA maMtrI zrI ramaNIkabhAI koThArI sahita 51 bhAI bahenee eka sAthe brahmacaryanI pratijJA lIdhI hatI. mehamayI muMbaI nagarI mATe A abhUtapUrva banAva hate kAMdAvADInA cAturmAsa pachI anukrame pU. mahAsatIjIe mATuMgA, dAdara, vilepArlA ane ghATake para cAturmAsa karyA. A cAturmAsamAM tapazcaryAnA pUra AvyA hatA. A cAturmAsamAM temaja zeSakALamAM pU. mahAsatIjI pAse kula 108 hAthaDa thaI hatI. A rIte pU. mahAsatIjIe muMbaImAM khaMbhAta sa pradAyanuM nAma rozana karI gujarAta tarapha vihAra karyo. gujarAtamAM khaMbhAta, amadAvAda, bhAvanagara, rAjakoTa, dhAMgadhrA, amadAvAda (nagarazeThane vaMDe) cAturmAsa karyA. A cAturmAsamAM pU. mahAsatIjInI prabhAvazALI vANIthI gujarAta, saurASTramAM tapa tyAganI bharatI AvI hatI. pU. mahAsatIjI eka vakhata te muMbaI nagarIne pAvana karI cUkayA hatA. paNa pU. mahAsatIjInI vANI muMbaInI janatAmAM evuM AkarSaNa pedA karI gaI hatI ke pU. mahAsatIjI dezamAM padhAravA chatAM muMbaInI janatA temanA cAturmAsa mATe jhaMkhI rahI hatI eTale kAMdAvADI, mATuMgA Adi saMghanI vinaMtI avAranavAra cAlu hatI, tethI muMbaI saMghanI AgrahabharI vinaMtIne mAna ApI cha varSamAM pU. mahAsatIjIne pharIvAra muMbaI AvavAnuM banyuM ne janatAnA dila AnaMdathI chalakAI gayA. vAcake! Apa A uparathI samajI zakazo ke pU, zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIe muMbaI nagarInI janatAnA dilane prema keTale saMpAdana karyo haze ! saMvata 2029mAM kAMdAvADI saMghanI AgrahabharI vinaMtIne mAna ApI pU. mahAsatIjIe kAMdAvADImAM cAturmAsa karyuM. te cAturmAsamAM pU. mahAsatIjIe mAtra bRhada muMbaImAM nahi paNa sArA ye bhAratamAM dAna, zIla, ane tapamAM ajoDa ane abhUtapUrva vikrama sthApyo. khaMbhAta saMpradAyane, bhagavAna mahAvIrane ane jainazAsanane jaya jayakAra karyo. parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parva daramyAna dAnamAM judI judI janakalyANanI, mAnavatAnI ane svadhamI vAtsalya pravRttio mATe rU. 10 lAkha bhegA thayA. tapazcaryA chakAIthI laIne 45 upavAsa sudhInI saMkhyA pAMcase (500) upara pahoMcI. A rIte satIjInA sanA prabhAve kAMdAvADInuM cAturmAsa abhUtapUrva banI gayuM. kAMdAvADInA cAtumAsa pachI anukrame pU. mahAsatIjIe mATuMgA, vAlakezvara, ghATakopara, berIvalI

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ane malADa cAturmAsa karyA. A cAturmAsamAM pU. mahAsatIjInA prabhAvazALI pravacanathI. zrI saMghamAM ajoDa tapazcaryAo temaja AjIvana brahmacarya vratanI pratijJAo thaI che. saMvata 2035mAM surata zrI saMghanI ghaNuM varSonI AgrahabharI vinaMtIne mAna ApI surata zrI saMdhanA mahAna bhAgyodaye pU. mahAsatIjI ThANa-13 maMgala cAturmAsa padhAryA. bAvIsa varSe surata saMghane pU. mahAsatIjInA cAturmAsane mahAna lAbha maLavAthI nAnA moTA sau keInA haiyAmAM utsAhanI umIo uchaLavA lAgI. pU. mahAsatIjInI prabhAvazALI, ojasvI, tejasvI, AtmaspazI jozIlI vANIe janatAnA dilamAM evI jAduI asara karI ke kayAre paNa upAzraye nahi AvanArA yuvAna bhAI bahene tathA derAvAsI bhAI bahene roja vyAkhyAnamAM AvatA thaI gayA. pU. mahAsatIjI padhAryA tyArathI nAnI moTI tapazcaryA, navakAra maMtranA jApa, triraMgI Adi dharmakaraNIthI upAzraya gAjate guMjate rahyo che. cAturmAsanA prAraMbhathI laIne aMta sudhI vyAkhyAna hola cikkAra bharAyele rahyo che. pU. mahAsatIjInA punita pagalA suratamAM thayA tyArathI tapane pravAha vahevA lAgyo te Aso mahinA sudhI ekadhAre cAlu rahyo ane surata zrI saMghamAM kayAre paNa nahi thayela ajoDa tapazcayAo thaI che. pa1 upavAsa, upavAsanA 4 sididhatapa, 6 mAsakhamaNa, 5 seLabhaththA Adi chakAIthI mAMDIne mAsakhamaNa sudhInI tapazcaryA 105 thaI che. je suratanA ItihAsamAM ajoDa ne anupama che. pU. mahAsatIjInuM A cAturmAsa surata saMghanA ItihAsamAM suvarNAkSare lakhAze tevuM bhavya ne yAdagAra thayuM che. pU. mahAsatIjInA brahmacarya paranA joradAra pravacanathI AkarSAIne 11 daMpatioe AjIvana brahAcarya vratanI pratijJA lIdhI che. A rIte pU. mahAsatIjInA prabhAve dAna, zIla, tapa ane bhAvanAmAM bharatI AvI hatI. vizeSa AnaMdanI vAta to e che ke Aja sudhImAM pU. mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAnanA pustako ghaNuM bahAra paDyA che. ATha hajAra ane daza daza hajAra kepIo bahAra paDavA chatAM eka paNa pustaka Aje maLatA nathI. A uparathI vAcakane khyAla AvatuM haze ke pU. mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAnanuM keTaluM AkarSaNa che! je pustaka khalAsa thaI gayA che tenI ATalI badhI mAMgaNI che ke kadAca pharIne bahAra pADavA paDaze. pU. mahAsatIjInA saMvata 2035nA surata cAturmAsanA vyAkhyAne "zAradA siddhi" (bhAga 1-2-3) nAmathI 8000 (ATha hajAra) nakale prakAzita thatAM teozrInA vyAkhyAnanA pustakomAM eka vadhu vyAkhyAna saMgrahane umero thAya che. e ApaNA samAja mATe sadbhAgyane viSaya che. - A badhe prabhAva prakhara vyAkhyAtA, bA.bra. viduSI pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIne che. saMvata 2036nA vaizAkha suda chaThThanA pavitra divase pU. mahAsatIjInA saMyamI jIvananA 40 varSa pUrA thAya che. bA. bra. pU. mahAsatIjInI saMyama yAtrAnI A rajata jayaMti ApaNane saune AdhyAtmika mArge javA dIvAdAMDI rUpa banI rahe. 5 mesIjInA caraNa kamaLamAM amArA keTI TI vaMdana he.

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svargastha lalubhAI bhIkhAbhAI mahetA bI.e. | ( pAlanapura nivAsI ) svargastha lakSmIbena lalubhAI mahetA ( pAlanapura nivAsI ) janma : 1872 svargavAsa : 193 6 ApanA TAIma ane sa vyavahAranA guNa meLavIne jIvanamAM samatA ane samabhAva ame e meLavyuM che Ape Apela saMskArothI amArI pragati thaI che. ane ApanuM RNa kadApI adA karI zakIzu nahi li. ApanAputra parivAra pautro tathA samasta parivAra | da, sabhAgamala lalubhAI mahetA pUjya mAtuzrI lamIbahena lallubhAI mahetA ApanA mAyALu ane prerALa svabhAve, kuTuMba pratyenuM' vArasalya dharma pratyenI zraddhA A badhA guNe amArAmAM preraNA rUpe sIzyA che te ame kadI vIsarIzu nahi. Aje ame je kAMI chIe te Apane ja AbhArI che, 1 li. Apane parivAra putro tathA pautro | da, saMbhogamala lalubhAI mahetA sva. ca'dulAla lalubhAI mahetA ema. bI.bI.esa. | ( pAlanapura nivAsI ) janma : 1899 svargavAsa : 1931 | mAnava sevA eja mahAna dharma che. evA saMskAronuM amArAmAM nAnapaNathI sIMcana karI amArA jIvanane sadAcAra ane sarakArItAnA sanmArge laI javAmAM preraNA ApI te badala ame ApanA bhavobhavanA RNI chIe. li. ApanA bhAIe tathA putra parivAra da. sebhAgamala lallubhAI mahetA

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prakAzaka daMpatI ramaNIkalAla revacaMda zAha sau. maMjubahena ramaNIkalAla Ape amArAmAM dAna, dayA, dharma ane anukaMpAnA saMsakAra reDI amAruM jIvana sadAcAra rUpI khuthI mahekatuM' banAvI rahyA cho te mATe ame ApanA RNI chIe Apa sAdAI, saraLatA temaja dharmamaya jIvanathI sadAya AtmAne jAgRta rAkhe che. ApanAmAM rahela deva, gurU, dharma pratyenI akhUTa zraddhAe amArA jIvanamAM susaMskAronuM siMcana karyuM che. te RNamAMthI mukta thavA yataki'cita phUla nahI ne phUlanI pAMkhaDI rUpe A jJAna pracAramAM ApI ne amAruM jIvana saddabhAgI bane che. li. opanA putro navIna ramaNIkalAla zAha a. sau. jyotsanA navInabhAI zAha araviMda ramaNIkalAla zAha a. sau, raMjana araviMdabhAI zAha

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sva, urmilAbahena caMpakabhAI gAMdhI 'phUla gayu pheDarama raDI gaI.Apa yuvAna vayamAM blaDa kensaranI bimArImAM TUMkI mAMdagImAM tame a mAne raDatA mUkIne cAlyA gayA. kensara jevI bhayakara bimArImAM paNa ApanI samatA ajaba hatI. Apa khUba zAMta, samaju ne milanasAra svabhAvanA hatA. Apa amane choDIne nAnI uMmaramAM cAlyA gayA paNa A5nA mIThA smaraNA, uca bhAvanA saguNAnA sUmane, kuTuMba pratye prema Aje paNa amane tamArI smRti karAve che. ApanA guNAne vArase amArA jIvanamAM Ave ne amArA jIvanane ujvaLa banAvIe. e ja, caMpakabhAI punamacaMda gAMdhI tathA temanA kuTuMbIjano !

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pUjya mAtuzrI sva. kesarabahena punamacaMda gAMdhI svastha : tA. 15-12-71 bhUlaze. nahi kadI mA-bApane re, enA anaMta che upakAra, aDasaTha tIratha gharanA AMgaNe re, sevA karajo sadA amApa mAtRprema e snehanI saravANI ane vAtsalyanu vaheNa che. jagatamAM badhuM maLaze paNa jananInI joDa maLavI muzkela che. evA he mAtuzrI ! Ape amArA jIvanamAM parApakAratA, karUNA, anuka MpA, mAnavatA Adi mahAna sadguNNAnA saMskAra reDIne Ape sArA kuTuMbane guNeAnI piramalathI mheMkatuM karyuM che. sAdhu saMtAnI sevA e te ApanA jIvananA prANa hatA. ApanI sahanazakti tathA kSamA ajoDa hatI. Apa amane nAnI uMmaramAM mUkIne cAlyA gayA paNa saMskArane amUlya vArasA amane ApatA gayA. Aje dhArmika kSetramAM je kaI pragati karI rahyA che te Apane AbhArI che, te mATe 'ame ApanA bhaveAbhavanA RNI chIe. li. ApanA parivAra putrI - maMjubena, suzIlAbena, ramIlAbena putra--bAbubhAI, caMpakabhAI, azvInabhAI putravadhu--sau. ni LAbahena, sau. pravINAbena, sau. jyeAtsanAbena tRptI, pIyuSa, rAkeza, mItula, pAyala, amIta

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gaM. sva. pUjya mAtuzrI samatAbena karamacadabhAi zeTha (gAma-khasa, hAla-surata) jee niraMtara zubhAzIrvAda amArA Upara varasAvI rahyA che. tevA anahaMda UpakArI amArA pUjya mAtuzrInA caraNeAmAM ameA lAkhA vadana pAThavIe chIe, ApanA putro lAlacaMda karamacaMdabhAI zeThe mahIpatalAla karamacaMdabhAI zeTha

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sva. rasIkalAla harIlAla jhaverI (pAlanapuravALA) janma tArIkha : 7-4-1921 svargastha : tA, 27-9-1978 saMvata 2034 bhAdaravA vada 11 grudhavAra | manoramya lIlAchama udyAnamAM khIlelA gulAbanA phula sArAye udyAnane suga'dhathI madhamadhAyamAna banAvI de che tema Ape jhaverI kuTuMba rUpI udyAnamAM jamIne AkhA kuTuMbamAM dAna, dayA, kSamA, saraLatA, namratA, mAtRbhakti, gurUbhakti, satya, nIti, sadAcAra, vinaya, viveka, saMpa ane samarpaNatA Adi aneka guNa rUpa putpenI parimala prasarAvI che, temaja mAyALu svabhAva, kuTuMba ane dharma pratyenI lAgaNI A badhA sarakArethI kuTuMbane amUlya vAraso mulyA che. bhale Aje amArA jhaverI kuTuMbamAM Apa deha rUpe amArI samakSa nathI paNa ApanA guNAnI suvAsa te amArA jIvanamAM maheko rahI che. Ape jhaverI kuTuMbanA sukAnI banI amArA jIvanabAgamAM mALI banIne amArAmAM sarakAra, sadAcAra, tapa-tyAga ane dAna-dayAnA sumane khIlavIne amArA jIvanabAgane saddaguNa rUpI saurabhathI madhumaghatA. banAvyA che. Ape niSkAma ane niHsvArtha bhAve amane dharma kAya-satkAryo karavAnI preraNA ApI dhArmika kSetre. sAmAjika kSetre temaja vahepAranA kSetre khUba AgaLa vadhArI amArA upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. Ape ApelA A saMskAranA amUlya vArasA badala ame ApanA RNI chIe, e gurgAne amArA jIvanamAM tANAvANAnI jema vaNIne thInkIcata RNamAMthI mukta thaIe e ja aMtaranI aAra. eja li. ApanA bhavobhavanA RNI - zrImatI subhadrA rasIkalAla jhaverI narendra, caMdrA, satendra, IlA, mukeza, mInA, rAjena, vilA, mAyA, belA.

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sva. jAsUdabena kIrti bhAI mahetA Ape amArAmAM dhArmika saMskAronI je preraNA ApI ane te preraNA vaDe ame amArA jIvanane sanmArge vahAvavA udyamazIla nyA chIe te mATe ame ApanA RNI chIe. li. ApanA parivAra

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amArA pUjya mAtuzrI sva. laherIbena rAjAbhAI zAha janma 8 saMvata 1948nA aSADha sudI 14, avasAna : saMvata 203 3nA bhAdaravA sudI 7 ApanA saMskAra ane sakama nA pUNe amAruM jIvana unnata banyu. ApanA zubha AziSathI amane daivI lamI sAMpaDI, ame sau ApanA putro-putrIe Apane lIdhe ja sukhI chIe. Apane zAMta ane saumya svabhAva, apanI dharmaparAyaNatA, ApanI nikhAlasatA ane ApanA vAtsalyabhAvane ame kadI visarI zakIe tema nathI. ame je kaMI chIe te ApanI dharmazraddhA, sevAvRtti ane ApanA susaMskAronA siMcanonuM phaLa che. ame sau ApanA sadAya RNI chIe. li. ame chIe ApanA putro kAntIbhAI, bhegIbhAI, kanaiyAlAla tathA parivAra

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pa. pU. dAdAjI amIcaMda paTela 5. pU. mAtuzrI bhIkhIbA 'janAra to jatA rahyA sadaguNa enA sajIva' jemaNe amArA jIvanamAM sadAcArI saMskAranuM siMcana karyuM che. te tenuM Aje ame dharma kSetre upaNa karIne amArA AtmAne kRtyatha mAnIe chIe sva. zrI jayaMtIlAla amIcaMda paTela devaleka : saM. 203 6 maDA vada 11ne - ravivAra tA. 4-1-7 0 Ape lakSmIne sadvyaya samAge karyo. jenA vaDe ame paNa te mATe prerAyelA chIe. keTalIka vyaktionuM jIvana ja dIpazikhA jevuM hoya che. je bIjAnA mArgane ajavALI Ape che. zrI jayaMtibhAI AvI vyaktiomAMnA eka hatA. mRtyu ya miTAvI nathI zakayu je zvAsane, e zvAsa laIne avatarela puSpa che tame. dharma patnI rasavaMtIbena jayaMtilAla paTela cetana jayatilAla paTela yogeza jayaMtilAla paTela janma : 4-8-1914 mRtyu : 12-9-79

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sva. mohanalAla machAcaMda valANI sva. gulAbabena mohanalAla valANI

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zrI bhIkhAbhAI malAbhAI gAMdho " vahetA jaLa nirmaLA bhalA, ane dhana dolata detA bhalA" A ukti mujaba Ape deva-gurU-ane dharma mAM saMpUrNa zraddhA rAkhI mAnava janmane sArthaka karyo che. | li. ApanA parivAra

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dAnezvarI zeThazrI zAmajI velajI vIrANI | "vahetA jaLa nirmaLa bhalA ane dhana dolata detA bhalA'' e saMsakAra Ape amane gaLathuthImAM pAyA, saMpatti ane samRddhi, saMpa ane sadAcAra e te puNyanI prasAdI che. eTale maLelI lamI samAja kalyANanA, janatA janArdananA, svadharmI vAsayitAnA kAryomAM vAparI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya upArjana karavA mATe Ape amArU je cAritra ghaDatara karyuM te mATe ame samasta vIrANI parivAra ApanA janmojanmanA RNI chIe. li. maNIlAla zAmajI vIrANI parivAra

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zrI khImacaMda tribhovana zeTha vaya varSa 88 upaleTA (saurASTra) jemaNe potAnA vatanamAM pU. saMta-satIonI dhArmika sevA karI che. upaleTAnI pAMjarApoLa, sArvajanika aMgrejI skUla, jaina dhArmikazALA, jIvadayA khAtuM vagere saMsthAomAM tana, mana, dhanathI sevA ApI che. zeTha kuTuMbanuM sadAvrata varSothI calAvyuM che ane potAnuM jIvana atyaMta sAdAIthI dharmabhAvanAmAM vItAvyuM che. li. Apane samasta parivAra

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dhAnerA nivAsI sva. amacaMdra vIracaMda jogANI tathA sva. dharamIbena amacaDha jogANI dehavilaya H tA. 26-11-62 sa. 2020nA kArataka suda 8 saMskArI, sadAcArI ane caritrazIla mAtApitA se| zikSakanuM kAma kare che. amAne bAlyAvasthAmAM dharma bhAvanA, saccAI, zubhaniSThA, dayA, dAna ane saraLatAnA je saMskAronuM siMcana karyuM che tene ame AcaraNamAM mUkI ApanuM RNa yata kicita adA karI jIvanamAM sa MtASa anubhavIe chIe. li. ApanA bhAbhavanA RNI AjJAMkita putra-jayaMtIlAla jhuma da jogANI tathA parivAra putravadhu-kamaLAbena jayaMtIlAla jogANI tathA ApanA AjJAMkita prapautro pAlanapura nivAsI sva. anItAbena zailezakumAra zAha janma : savata 2010nA mAgazara suda 2 avasAna : tA. 25-7-79 " phula gayu. phAramAM rahI gaI bharayuvAna vayamAM ekAeka Akasmika tamA amAne cheDIne cAlyA gayA, paraMtu tamArAM mIThA smaraNA tamArA premALa ane hasamukhA svabhAva ame badhAMya bhUlI zakatA nathI. li "" pitAzrI jaya'tIlAla jhumacaMda jogANI mAtuzrI kamaLAbena jayaMtIlAla jogANI ane bhAi, bhAbhIo tathA bahene

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zrI manubhAi vIrajIbhAI sutarIyA zAMtAbahena manubhAI sutarIyA zeThazrI manubhAIne janma sAvarakuMDalAmAM vi.sa. 1975mAM thayA hatA. jAta mahenata ane peAtAnA svabaLe peAtAnA dhaMdhA jamAvyo. sutaranA vepAranA kAraNe sutarIyA tarIke prasiddhi pAmyA. apUrvI khaMta dIrghadRSTi temaja ucca Adarzone kAraNe vyApAra temaja jAhera kSetre vipula dhana ane kIrti prApta karI. zeThazrI manubhAIe jema lakSmI upArjana karI jANo tema temane sanmArge vAparI paNa jANI, dhArmika kSetre pAlItANA jhaghaDIyAnA saMdhA kADhayA ane pratiSThA karAvI. zeThazrI manubhAIe potAnA dhaMdhA sAthe rASTriya, sAmAjIka dhArmika temaja audyogika jAhera sevAnI saMsthAmAM paNa rasa laI peAtAnI sevA ApI che. ghaNA varSo sudhI sukhaceMbara epha krAmasanA DIrekaTara pade rahyA che. relve eDavAIjharI o nA mAnada sabhya hatA. temaja aneka vyApAra udyoganI saMsthAe sAthe saMkaLAyelA hatA. temaja peAtAnI kAThA sUjhane kAraNe anekanA salAhakAra hatA. temanA zuzIla patnI zAMtAbena paNa patine pagale cAlI ane dhArmika sAmAjIka temaja samI saMsthAmAM rasapUrvaka bhAga laI lakSmInA sada upayoga karI rahyA che. jaina mahilA ma`DaLa ghoghArI mahilA ma`DaLamAM tana mana dhanathI sevA Ape che.

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zrI gIradharalAla maMchAcaMda valANI jazIbena gIradharalAla velANI

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dhanasukhalAla khImacaMda zeradalAla amRtalAla khImacaMda zeradalAla kumArI mAyAbahena amRtalAla zeradalAla parama pUjya mAtuzrI IdumatI uphe sarasvatIbena (hAla parama zraddheya paMca mahAvratadhArI bA.bra. mahAviduSI- 5 zAradAbAI svAmInA ziSyA IndubAI svAmI)bAlyAvasthAmAM dikSA vi. saM. 2011 dikSA sthaLa nAra ji. kheDA ja janma sthaLa surata Apa zrIe vaiSNava saMpradAyanA saMskArI kuTuMbamAM janma laI jIvananI aneka lIlI sukI joI amArA parama pUjya pitAjI sva. zAMtilAla urphe khImacaMda dalIcaMda jeoe phakta pAMtrIsa varSa nAM jIvanakALa daramyAna sAdagI bharyA gRhastha jIvana uparAMta mauna prArthanA navakAra maMtrane vidhi pUrvaka sAmuhika japa-yajJa vigere ArAdhanA karela temanI dIkSA aMgIkAra karavAnI bhAvanA A pe paripurNa karI chavvIsa varSanA dIkSA kALa daramyAna Ape cAritrya, saraLatA, sevAbhAva, gurUbhakti ane jaina dharma mAM aDaga zraddhAnuM apratima darzana karAvyuM che. ame ApanA Apela susaMskAronuM RNa AjIvane bhUlIzuM nahIM'. | ApazrIne amArA koTi koTi vaMdana he. li. ApanA putro tathA parivAra dhanasukhalAla khImacaMda a.sau. umilA dhanasukhalAla amRtalAla khImacaMda hirena dhanasukhalAla a.sau. arcanA hirenakumAra a.sau. madhukAMtA amRtalAla ku. maniSA dhanasukhalAla Do. bharatakumAra saubhAgacaMda ku. mAyAbena ku. AzAbena a.sau. gItAbena bharatakumAra vijayakumAra

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sva. phojAlAla tribhovanadAsa zAha (dhAnerAvALA) sva. janubena phAjAlAla zAha - (dhAnerAvALA) janma : saMvata 194 6nA vaizAkha suda 8 janma : jeTha suda 11 saMvata 1947 sva. : saMvata 2 02 8nA poSa suda 9 svargavAsa : mahA vada 6 saMvata 2 021 ApaNe ama' rA mAM je dhArmika saMskAranuM siMcana karyuM hatuM, ane amArA jIvanane samAge laI javA mAM je preraNA ApI hatI te mATe ame A paNA bhavabhavanA RNI chIe. bALapaNathI tame amArA jIvanamAM dhArmika saMsakArenA bIja vAvyA jenA kAraNe satya, nIti ane saMta sevAnA sumatA amArAmAM rahe ja rIte khIlyA che. te upakAranA RNamAMthI mukata thavA "kula nahI ne phulanI pAM khaDA" rUpa dhama kSetre ke Ika arpaNa karIne-ame kRtakRtya thavAne saMtoSa anubhavIe chIe. li. ApanA guNAnurAgI devacaMda jAlAla zAha tathA saparivAra sva. tArAbena devacaMda zAha (dhAnerAvALA) janma : tA. 8-10-1932 rU, : tA. 3-3-1971 vizALa vaDalAne chAyA samAna premanA parAgane sI cIne jIvana unnata banAvanAra, Apane mAyALu ane premALa svabhAva, sadAya hasamukha cahere, kuTuMba pratyenuM vAtsalya, dharma pratyenI zradhA sahanazIlatA ane sAdhu satenI sevA karavAnI tamannA vagere ApanA guNo e amArAmAM satya, nIti sadAcAranuM siMcana karyuM che te kadI vIsarI zakAya tema nathI. li. devarsa jIllAla zAha saMthI parivAra

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va. menAbena laheracaMdabhAI zAha

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zrImAna zAha kAlIdAsa jarAkaraNabhAI chatrANI zrImatI zAha dIvALIbena chatrANI - 2 vina 641 22 8TH 1 2 GR 0 0 ra ha La ta: , 0 0 ha 0 che che ?

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zrImAna jayatibhAI bhIkhAbhAI gAMdhI sva. ramIlAbena jayatIbhAI gAMdhI zrImatI kamaLAbena jayaMtibhAI gAMdhI

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prItamalAla mohanalAla daphatarI zrIkRSNa gItAmAM kahyuM : "#Fothe arfdharg HT jaig ravAnnara A maMtrane Ape jIvanamAM utAryo. morabI tathA rAjakoTamAM khUba muzkela paristhitimAM bhaNatara puruM karyuM ane dhaMdhAnI zarUAta karI. khaMta, dhIraja ane niSThA ane prabale pramANika parizrama karI Apa baLe pragatinA paMthe trya cAlu karI. emAM kame zurA ane dharma zurA e mujaba kamanI jema ja Ape dhama ne jIvanamAM sevyA A Apa amane dharma ane saMyamano rAha batAvyo. ApanA jIvananA siddhAMte amane ane amArA jevA anekane khuba preraNArUpa che. Ape amane kahyuM ke ''je roTale tame khAva cho tenA mATe mahetana na karI hoya, te e roTalA upara tamAro adhikAra nathI ? pramANikatA tapa, dAna, karakasara, saMyama ane sacAInA A uttama saMskAra amArAmAM reDayA tenA mATe ame ApanuM RNa kadI nahIM cUkavI zakIe. A guNanuM jatana ame jIvanabhara karI ApanuM RNu yuki'cita paNa adA karavAnI koziSa karIzuM. ApanA dAkhavela rAha uparathI ame kadI calita na thaIe evI prabhune prAthanA, kusumabena prItamalAla daphatarI devo paNuM je mAtRvAtsalyane jhaMkhatA hoya che evI mAnA guNagAna gAvA eTale taraNAthI samudra taravA. kharekhara mA, amArI uparanA tamArA agaNita upakAranuM RNa ame kaI rIte adA karIzuM ? tamArA guNo jevA ke, karakasara, saMyama gaMbhIratA, sahanazIlatA vageree amArAmAM UMDI chApa pADI che brahmacarya vrata jenA bI tame amArAmAM vAvyA che te jarUra vRkSa thaI pAMgaraze. lenI pathArImAM ucharelAM tame kAMTA upara paNa hasatA hasatA cAlI Aje amArA mATe phUle ja pAtharyA che. mA, tamArI mIThI chAyAmAM ame sau saMpathI, AnaMdathI jIvIe chIe. ame kAyama tamArI khUba sevA karIe tevA AzIrvAda vIra prabhu pAse mAMgIe chIe. nirmaLa, jayeza, saurabha, senala, ajanA cetanA, siddhArtha, AdItA

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sva. mAtuzrI ujamabena narabherAma tejANI haste suputro tathA parivAra jano

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zrImatI kaMcanalakSmI haragoviMdadAsa mahetA | (jayaMtapeparavALA) zrI kaMcanabena mahetA ghaNAMja dhArmika tathA mAyALu svabhAvanA che te haMmezA e mAne che ke mANasanI sthiti mujaba kAMI paNa sAruM kAma karavuM ja joIe. koI ne upayogI thavuM joIe. te haMmezAM kahe che ke jema sukhI thAva tema namra vadhAre banatA jAva, teoe jayaMta pepara gRpanI zarUAtamAM sAthe rahI sArI mahenatathI kAma karyuM che temaja sArA dhArmika vicArone kAraNe Aje AkhA kuTuMbane sukhI banAvyA che. sAdhu sAdhavIjI pratye haMmezA mAnabharyA vivekathI sevA kare che. temanA pati haragoviMdadAsa mahetA eka ApaNA samAjamAM temaja bhAratamAM pepara InDasTrIjhamAM sAruM sthAna dharAve che. te save kaMcanabena mahetAne AbhArI che. sva, choTAlAla aMbAlAla ghaDiyALI sva. Do. caMdulAla lallubhAI mahetA sva. maNIbahena caMdulAla mahetA sva. mANekabahena caMdulAla mahetA nI yAdamAM Do. caMdulAla lallubhAI mahetA parIvAra Sws ha janma tArIkha : 25-8-1886 mRtyu tArIkha : 8-11-1964 | saMvata 2021 kArataka suda 4 li. lIlAvatIbena choTAlAla ghaDiyALI

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zrI phulacaMda jaina tathA dharma patnI phulavaMtIbena phulacaMda jaina sva. phAjAlAlabhAI DuDuMgarazIbhAI kAhArI janma tArIkha : 28-6-1883 svarga vAsa tArIkha : 29-1-1956 6. AnadalAla phAlAlabhAI kAThArI ane parivAra sthAnakavAsI jaina saMgha- udhanAnA sadhapati che. aNameAla bhAvanA paMjAba jaina bhrAti sabhA khAra, (khAe)mAM 20 varSe maMtrI rahIne sevA karI che, paMjAbamAM dharmanI phelAmaNI karI che, mahAvIra meDIkala rIsa senTara khAra(khAmbhe)nA hAla TrasTI che. A sasthA UbhI karavAmAM meATA phALA tana, mana ane dhanathI Apela che. zAradA siddhi prakAzana pustaka samitinA pramukha che. udhanA udyoga nagara pAMDesarAmAM kemIkala kalara banAvavAnA meATA udyoga che, temanA dharmAM patnI phulatIbahenanA sahayogathI dAna, zauyaLa ane tapamAM dharmabhAvanA zIla che. tArAbena vAlaca'dabhAI pArekha

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chabalabena nAgaradAsa zAha janma rathaLa : gujaravadI phAgaNa suda 8, saMvata 1854 zrI khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA jaina zAsananA jhaLahaLatA, tejasvI, sitArA prakhara vyAkhyAtA bA.bra.pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA suziSyA ugratapasvI. madhurakaMThI bA.bra.pU. caMdanabAI mahAsatIjInA saMsArI mAtuzrI chabulabena. | pU bA. bu. caMdanabAI mahAsatIjIe 35 upavAsanI ugra tapasyA karela te samaye amAruM saDakuTuMba pU. mahAsatIjInA darzana athe pAraNA upara gayela, te samaye zAradA siddhi pustakanI jAherAta thatAM manamAM thayuM ke je mAtAe dAna, paropakAranA je saMskAra ApyA che te guNone yAda karI phUla nahIM* phUlanI pAMkhaDI rUpe ApIne amAruM jIvana dhanya banAvIe. li. ApanA RNI putro parivAra tathA kuTuMbIjane gaM. sva. maNIbena vADIlAla saMghavI(sANa davALA) pArUbena punamacaMda valANI bhUlo bhale bIjuM badhuM, mA-bApane bhUlazo nahi, agaNita che, upakAra enA, eha visaraze nahi puSpo bichAvyAM premathI, jeNe tamArA rAha para, e rAhabaranA rAhu para, kaMTaka kadI banazo nahi. | saMghavI hiMmatalAla vADIlAla | saMdhavI rasIkalAla voDIlAla tathA temanA saparivAra sahItanA lAkha lAkha vaMdana

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sva. menAbahena lakSmIcaMdabhAI jhaverI pAlanapura nivAsI sva. sumatalAla je. zeTha mATuMgA jemaNe mArA jIvanamAM bALapaNathI ja dharmanA sva. : tA. 16-7-79 sarakAre ane sadAcAranuM siMcana karyuM che, ApanA jIvanamAM sAdAI, saumyatA, sabhyatA mAnavatAnA guNorUpI khulmothI mahekatI lIlI ane sadAcAra mahAmatro hatA. temaja pU.bA.bra. phulavADInuM sarjana karyuM che. (jemanI preraNAthI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI nA paricayamAM AvyA Aje niSkAma ane niHsvArtha bhAve yathAzakti pachI A pe ghaNA ja niyama lIdhA ane samAdharma kArya mAM vAparI zakuM chuM.) tevA mahAna upakArI jamAM tathA dharmanA dareka kSetre mane saMpUrNa Ape pUjya mAtuzrIne mArA keTI koTI vaMdana hA. sAtha ApyuM che, | ApanI AjJAMkita putrI li. A panI RNI a.sau. bhAnubahena kIrtilAla bhaNasALI lalItA sumaMtalAla zeTha zAha motIlAla bhAgara (sAyarA)

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va, maNIbena umarazI baDuvA sva. zAha gIradharalAla sAkaracaMda (sa:Na davALA) amArA jIvanamAM Ape dharmanA saMskAronuM deha vilaya : tA. pa-11-1976 siMcana karI, ane preraNA ApI amArA Aje ame je kAMI chIe te ApanA ja jIvana' dareka kAryamAM yogya mArgadarzana ApI sI'elA, dharma addA sevA ane kuTuMbavAtsalya temaja jIvanane ujajavaLa banAvavA harahameza bhAvanAnA saMskA2nuM ja phaLa che ane zAsanadeva prayatnazIla rahyA che tethI ame A panA RNI chIe pAse eja prArthanA ke ApanA mArga darzana pratye li. umarazI neNazI tathA ame haMmezA satata jAgRta rahIe, eja. ApanA putrA, putravadhUe ApanA dharmapatnI hIrAbena tathA suputro tathA parivAra jItendra, azAka, mukeza tathA kuTuMbIjane sva. kezavalAla maMgaLajIbhAI mahetA

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sva. rajanIkAnta maNIlAla mahetA pAlanapura nivAsI sva. pitAzrI caMdulAla gagalabhAI gAMdhI dhAnerA nivAsI janma tA. : 8-9-193 3 maraNa tA. : 2-5-1980 ApanA jIvanamAM sahAnubhUti, satyatA, pub5 khIrayuM ane karamAI paNa gayu. Abha samatA ane anukaMpAnI susaMskAranI rUMvAsa acAnaka cAlyA jaze. tenI kalpanA paNa na hatI. amArA haiyAmAM prasarI che ApanA dharmamaya prabhu tArA AtmAne jayAM hoya tyAM apUrva jIvanathI amArAmAM dharma pratyenI dhagaMza ane zAMti Ape. anerI zraddhA pragaTI che. ApanI preraNAe ame ramaNIkalAla rAja malabhAI mahetA mUrtimaMta banAvIe eja ataranI Arajha. suzIlA ramaNIkalAla mahetA li, Apane parivAra putra, putravadhu, pautra, pautrI laherIlAla dAlacaMda saMghavI li.

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, zA. vacharAjajI nemAjI siMghavI parivAra a.sau. rUkSmaNIbena baLadevabhAI paTela(sANaMda) AvI che zA. vacharAja bhulAla enDa kapanI TekSaTAIlasa mArakeTa rIMgaroDa surata maNIbahena talakacaMda zAha pU. bA ! Ape amArAmAM dAna, dayA, dharma ane anukaMpAnA saMskAra reDI amAruM jIvana sadAcAra rUpI puSpothI mahekatuM banAvI rahyA cho. te mATe ame ApanA RNI chIe. li. ApanA putro bacubhAI baLadevabhAI paTela bakAbhAI baLadevabhAI paTela pUjaya mAtuzrI Ape amArA jIvana ghaDataramAM dhArmika saMskAronuM siMcana karyuM', temaja amone eja saMsakAroe dharma kAryo ane satkAryo karavAnI preraNA Apela che. - Apa pUjya saMta-satIzrIonA darzana karI teonA satsaMgano anupama lAbha laI rahyA che ane lamInA sadavyAya-sanyAge--karI rahyA che. je kArya amane paNa te ja mAge" javA preraNA ApI rahyuM che. li. dhIrajalAla talakacaMda zAha jyotsanAbena dhIrajalAla zAhe samasta parivAra

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bhaNazALI kALIdAsa mayAcada (dhAnerAvALA) mAtuzrI pasIbena bhIkhAbhAI gAMdhI (dhAnerA) dharma pratye akhUTa zraddhA ane milanasAra svabhAvanA ApanA saskArothI Ape amArA jIvanane preraNA ane mAdana ApI rahela che. li. ApanA parivAra 6. mANekalAla bhokhAbhAI gAMdhI a.sA. maMjulAbena ramaNIkalAla jogANI (dhAnerAvALA) pUjya mAtuzrI, amArA jIvanamAM Ape dharmAMnA sa MskArAnu sIMcana karI; ameAne preraNA ApI amArA jIvananA dareka kAryomAM yogya mArgadarzana ApI temaja jIvanane UjajavaLa banAvavA haraha Mmeza rahyA che. tethI ame ApanA RNI chIe. li. ApanA putro ane putravadhu

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sva, samubena gulAbacaMda gAMdhI - khaMbhAta nivAsI a, so. jazubahena vasaMtalAla paTela Ape amArA jIvanamAM mAnava jIvana Adarza rIte jIvavAnA khUba saMskAra ApI amAru jIvana ghaDatara suMdara rIte karyuM che te ajoDa ne anupama che. te mATe ame ApanA bhavabhavanA RNI chIe, li. Apano parivAra caMpakalAla mohanalAla kApaDIyA ApanuM jIvana eka Adarza namunA rUpa che. Ape pahelA zrI saMghanA pramukha pade rahIne caturvidha saMdhanI anupama sevA bajAvI che. Aje paNa saMta satIjIonA vyAkhyAnano lAbha laI dharmamaya jIvana jIvI rahyA che. A pe amArA jIvanamAM dhArmika saMskAronA bIja vAvI jIvanane pavitra pa'the vALavA preraNAnA pavitra vANInuM siMcana karyuM che. e ja preraNA ane mArgadarzana amArA jIvanamAM parvA badala ame ApanA RNI chIe. li. ApanA parivAra

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sva. zrI dhrApuhena dhuDAlAla zAha putramAM susa'skAra pADI, dharmapratye haiyA prema jagADI samyagajJAna ane pracAramAM preraNA karavI pratyeka sumAtAnI pharaja che. sva. gerIbahena dharamacadabhAI zAha temanAM suputra kanaiyAlAla dharamacA~da zAha parivAra taraphathI sva. zrI khetazIbhAI hAthIbhAI zAha

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sva. ku. uSAbena ramaNikalAla zAha Su Nat h janma : tA. 10-11-65 avasAna H 29-6-7 svastha kheta uSAnA smaraNArthe ramaNIkalAla lakSmIcaMda mahetA (tathA parivAra) 9/1972 khAlAjIroDa nAnI chIpavADa surata sva, ajavALIbena meAhanalAla saravaiyA (thAraDIvALI) hAla ghATakopara {{{{e sva. tribhuvanadAsa dAme!daradAsa zAha Ape amArA jIvanamAM jJAna, cArItra, tapanA, khUba saMskAra ApyA te badala ame ApanA RNI chIe. putro dAmeAdaradAsa dvArakAdAsa ramaNIkalAla kAntIlAla li. ame ApanA putra vadhu zAradAbahena cheoTAlAla praviNasAgara vasaMtabahena vidyAbahena sumanabahena harSAbahena kailAsabahena tathA saravaiyA parivAra

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sva. hemakuvara maganalAla khATaDIA - sva. zAMtilAla bhIkhAbhAI zAha svargavAsa : caitra sudI 7 ravivAra tA. 27-3-77 Ape amArAmAM bALapaNathI satyatA, samatA ane anukaMpAnA sa ArAnI suvAsa tathA cAritranuM ghaDatara karIne mAnavonI maheka sIDacI che. tame amane tapa, tyAga, dAna ane dharmane muma samajavI dharma pratyenI aDaga zraddhA dRDha karAvI che. tamArA ane ta (2) upakAra che. tamArAmAM je anaMta guNeA hatA. te amArAmAM utare tevI zakti prabhu amane Ape te ja abhyarthanA. li. Apane AjJAMkita parivAra da, dharamacaMda maganalAla khATaDIA phula kharI gayuM paNa phorama tenI rahI gai?" tema A 5 te cAlyA : yA, paNa apanA sadguNa khUba sAMbhare che. Ape aneka kaSTa sahana karIne amane pragatinA paMthe mUkI dIdhA, paNa e pragati jovA Apa na rahyA. tenuM amane khUba du. kha che. paisA karatAM saMskArane Ape vadhu mahatva ApyuM. Ape amArA jIvanamAM sAhasI katA ane dhamanuM bIja vAvI sarakAra rUpI jaLanuM sIcane karyuM te badala samagra parivAra Apane khUbaja RNI che. Apane samagra pari* vAranAM koTI koTI vaMdana hA.. li. Apane samagra parivAra chabIladAsa lakSmIcaMda mahetA Apa ATalI vRddha uMmare paNa zrI surata saghanI khaDe page sevA kare che temaja sAdhu sAdhvInI vaiyAvacca karavAmAM Apa kAyama khaDe page ubhA rahe che. temaja amArA jIvanamAM dharmanA saMskAra reDyA che te mATe ame ApanA RNI chIe, li. ApanA parivAra

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. hiMmatalAla maganalAla gAMdhI sva. zAMtAbena maNIlAla kaTArI ( 1Napura bhesANa nIvAsI) cInAra vRkSanI DALIo uparathI pavana phukAtA phula kharI paDe che. paraMtu tenI suvAsa te yathAvata rahI comera prasaratI rahe che. tevI rIte ApanA mukha para sadAye prasannatA prasarI rahetI. garIbA pratye ApanA ''tu kevI hatIne kevI nahIM mA, mane sAMbhare | dilamAM athAga karUNA bharI hatI. ApanA saMtAnanA nahIM?" tArA snehanA amRtabiMduonuM pAna karyuM, saMskA pratye ApanI purI nathati hatI ane eja - na karyuM tyAM te te prabhu caraNane pyAru gayuM ane jAgRtine kAraNe Aje ame je chIe te banI ame tArAM lADakaeN DathI vaMcIta rahyA yathAzakti zakayA ane sArAye kuTuMbane saM' 5 ane japane " satyame karI zakIe tevI preraNA maLe. tAre putra saMdeza ApI suvAsa phelAvI gayA. naTavaralAla putravadhu vilAsabena tathA putrI - eja. li. ApanI AjJAMkita parivAra gAMdhI gIra6ralAla guNavaMtarAya mahendrakumAra a, sau. prabhAbena manaharalAla gAMdhI tathA parivAra lA 11 gAMdhI kAMntAbena lattAbena tarUlattAbena preSaka : prabhAta mATara sTArsa surata kizorakumAra - haMsAbena sva. nemacaMdabhAI savajIbhAI dozI

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sva, vicaMda rAjapAla pArekha (bhAyAvadara) pU pitAzrI amRtalAla amaracaMda ja sANI pU. mAtuzrI ca'pAbena amRtalAla jasANI Ape amArA jIvanamAM jJAna cAritra, tapanA khUbaja saMskAra ApyA che. Apa saMta-satIonA darzana karI teonA satasaMgane anupama lAbha laI rahyA cho, amane paNa te ja mAge javA Ape amArA jIvanamAM jJAna, cAritra tapanA preraNA ApI rahyA che. A khUba saraskAra ApyA. te badala ame ApanA li. ApanA parIvAra khare khara ja RNI chIe li, 6. caMdrakAMta amRtalAla jasANI putro -bacubhAI, kAntIlAla, aravIda, Izvara pravINa, Indumati caMdrakAMta jasANI putravadhu e-huM sAM, yetI, rekhA, jyotsanA, saroja tathA atula, saMjaya, tRptI tathA pArekha parivAra zrI kalyANacaMda mANekacaMda jhaverI

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pU. mAtuzrI zAntAbena narasIdAsa mahetA zrImatI bhAnumatIbena prabhudAsa mANekacaMda koThArI (jetapura nivAsI) Ape amArA bAla paNamAM saMskAra ane cAritranuM ghaDatara karyuM. dAna. zIla, tapa ane tyAganA saMskAronuM siMcana karIne amArAmAM dharma janma : 6-12-26 bharaNa : 28-6-79 pratyenI zraddhA daDha banAvI che. ApanA A saMskArone jIvanamAM vaNI lIdhA ane pUNyadaye jyAre saMpati maLI tyAre yathAzakti tene sada upayeAga karatA rahyA chIe ne ApanI zikhAmaNa jIvanamAM purepurI AcaraNamAM mUkavA yathAzakti prayAsa karatA rahyA che - li. ApanA R |ii putrI kezavalAla na. mahetA cimanalAla na. mahetA praviNabhAI na. mahetA nalinakumAra na. mahetA umarasI bhImasI vIrA (kacchapatrI nivAsI hAla malADa) mULa vatana karacha patrI teoe anAja karIyANInA nAnakaDAM vepAramAMthI bi. maTIrIyalasa temaja barasenanI ejansI sudhInAM aneka vyavasAyamAM siddhi meLavI che. ghaNI saMsthAnA sabhya sthAna ke pramukha sthAna zAbhAvyA che. temaNe kaccha dharatI ka5 vakhate 250 01nI zakhAvata karI vatanuM RNa adA karela che. temaNe mahilA koleja, patrI vidyAthIgRha, sarvodaya samAja va. mAM dAna Apela che te samAjanA dAnavIra temaja udyogapati che. temaja teo svabhAve utsAhI, sevAbhAvI, kartavya niSTha, milanasAra

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sva, bhogIlAla revacaMda valANI a.sau, tArAbahena cImanalAla zAha (sANaMda) zrI tArAbena te zAha cImanalAla hIrAcaMdanA dharma patnI jeNe nAnI uMmaramAM be vakhata bhAsa khamaNa tapa karela che dhArmika saMskArothI TevA celA zrI cImanabhAI ke jemaNe varasa sudhI sAthuM da saMdhanuM sukAna saMbhALeluM che. ane Aje paNa samAjamAM eka jANItA AgevAnuM kArya kare che jeo saMsArI rIte zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA bhAIjInA dIkarI che. sva. mAtuzrI chabalabahena narasIdAsa mAtR sneha vAralya ane premanuM jharaNuM che. kaDavuM pIne amRta vahAvanAra che. sAnukULa athavA pratikuLa sayAmAM dhairya rAkhI amArAmAM jJAna, dAna, dharma, nIti, niSkAma, niHsvArtha sevAnA saMskAra siMcI tapa ane tyAgano mArga batAvI amArUM je cAritra ghaDatara karyuM che tevA Apane amArA hArdika koTI koTI vaMdana li. sva. zAhuM nAgaradAsa narasIdAsa sAdavALA zAha pravINacaMda narasIdAsa sANaMdavALA hAla, boDelI

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mAtuzrI hAMsabAI vAjapAra hIrA sva. manasukhalAla velacaMda gAMdhI (dhAnerAvALA) Ape amArA jIvanamAM jJAna tapa, cAritranA khUba saMsakAra Apyo te badala amo ApanA kharekhara RNI chIe. mAtRste e vAtsalya ane premanuM jharaNuM che. 5. - kaDavuM pIne amRta vahAvanAra che. amArAmAM jJAna dAna, dharma, nIti, niSkAma, niHsvArtha sevAnA saMskAra siMcI, tapa ane tyAgane mArga batAvI amAru" je cAritra ghaDatara karI rahyA che. tevA Apane amArA hArdika koTI koTI vaMdana. li. gAMgajI vIjapAra hIrA jeThAlAla vIjapAra hIrA tathA samasta parivAra ApanA parivAra sva. pU. pitAzrI prANajIvanadAsa tArAcaMda kAmadAra tathA sva. pU. mAtuzrIsAMkaLIbena prANajIvanadAsa kAmadAra (bAbarAvALA)nA smaraNArthe li. A5nA suputro narabherAma prANajIvanadAsa kAmadAra ne dulAla prANajIvanadAsa kAmadAra surata caMdulAla prANajIvanadAsa kAmadAra

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khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA jaina zAsananA sitArA bA. bra. pU. zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA saMsArI mAtuzro sva. zakarIbena vADIlAla zAha ( sANada ) haiyuM sukomaLa ane snehabhonuM che. dila dayAbhInuM ane dilAvara che evA pU. bA ! tame amArA jIvanamAM saMskAronuM siMcana karI amArA jIvananuM gheDatara karyuM che te ApanA asIma upakArane kayAre paNa bhUlI zakIe tema nathI. Apane vinamra, dayALu svabhAva, sa vicAra tathA dharma pratyene ananya bhAva, deva, gurU, dharma pratyenA athAga prema evA ApanA Adarza amane kAyama mRta banAvI ApanA sada guNAnA vArase amArI zAzvata zvAsa banI rahe e ja prArthanA. li, ApanA bhavobhavanA RNI AjJAMkita putrA naTavaralAla a. sI. nAragIbbahena prANalAla a. sI. IndirAbahena pUjya pitAzrI sva. pArekha cImanalAla hakamIcaMda tathA pUjya mAtuzrI sva. pArekha laherIbahena cImanalAla tathA pUjya kAkAzrI sva. pArekha pAnAcaMda hakamIcaMdanA smaraNArthe ha, pArekha ramaNIkalAla cImanalAla dhAnerAvALA | muMbaI re, na'. 811495 pArekha sevaMtIlAla cImanalAla dhAnerAvALA surata Te. naM. 3746 6 bIjAne sudhAravA hoya to. prathama ApaNe sudharavuM paDaze. AcaraNa vagarane upadeza kevaLa phogaTa che. "

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sva. AcArya, gacchAdhipati bA, bra. pU. gurUdeva ratnacaMdrajI gurave namaH "saMvata 2035nA suratanA cAturmAsamAM ApelA pravacane" - uttarAdhyayana sUtra, adhyayana 13muM adhikAra:- citta ane saMbhUti tathA bhImasena harisena caritra vyAkhyAna na. aSADha vada 5ne zanivAra tA. 14-7-79 zraddhAne apUrva mahimA . . sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ane bahene ! anaMta karUNanIdhi, zAsanapati, sarvajJa bhagavaMte jagatanA jInA zreyane mATe kalyANakArI, pAvanakArI, maMgalakArI zAsavANInI rajuAta karI che. evA zAstranuM pratipAdana karanAra bhagavAna kevA che. te batAvatA sUyagaDAyaMga sUtramAM kahyuM che ke gamatId ne, zALabi ja jANazo ' saa manati te tAruM, haMsaLavAtA / a. 15 gAthA 1 - je padArtho bhUtakALamAM je avasthAmAM hatA, vartamAnakALe je avasthAmAM rahelA che, bhaviSyakALamAM je avasthAmAM haze te sarva padArthone tathA tenI traNe kALanI paryAyane, dravyathI ane paryAyathI jIva tathA ajIva sarva padArthone jANavAvALA tathA chakAya jIvana rakSaNa karanArA, sarvanA hitaciMtaka, darzanAvaraNIya Adi ghAtI karmonA aMta karavAvALA evA sarvajJAnI, sarvadazI, kevaLajJAnI bhagavAna jIvonA netA che. teozrI jIvone viziSTa upadeza ApI prANIone saMsAra sAgaramAMthI sAco mArga batAvI pAra pamADanAra netA che. A cAturmAsanA pavitra divasomAM bhagavaMtanA mukhamAMthI jharelI vANImAMthI koI paNa eka adhikAranI maMgala zarUAta karatA pahelA sarva prathama patatapAvana, adhama uddhAraka, bhavaduHkhabhaMjana evA navakAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karI maMgalAcaraNa karIe, kAraNa ke koIpaNa zubhakAryane prAraMbha karatA pahelA paMca parameSThI bhagavaMtanuM smaraNa karavuM joIe. ApaNu jinazAsanamAM nivakAra maMtranuM eka anokhuM sthAna che. navakAramaMtrane mahimA keTalo che te tame jANe che ? eka zlekamAM paNa kahyuM che ke zA. 1

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zAradA siddhi : maMtra saMsAraM trijagadanupamaM sarva pApArimaMtra, saMsArocchedamaMtraM viSamaviSaharaM karmanirmUla maMtra / maMtra siddhipradAnaM ziva sukhaM jananaM kevalajJAna maMtra, maMtra zrI jaina maMtra japa japa japitaM janma nirvANa maMtram // caudapUrvInA sArarUpa namaskAra mahAmaMtra tribhuvanamAM anupama che. saMpAparUpI zatruone haNavAmAM vajra jevo che. janma-maraNa rUpa sauMsAranA nAza karavAmAM sama che. game tevA viSama viSane utAranArA che, bhavAbhavanA karmone nirmULa karavAmAM sama che. riddhi siddhi ane zivasukhane ApanAro che. kevaLajJAnane pragaTAvanArA che. vAra'vAra japAyelo A maMtra nirvANa sukhane Ape che. ATalA mATe jJAnI mahaSi e namaskAra mahAmatranA sauthI vadhAre mahimA gAya che, kAraNa ke navakAramaMtra e kalyANu kuMdanamAM caLakatu naMga che, cAritra cadrane camakAvanAru niLa nabha che. AtmAne jAgRta karanAra nupUra che. meAkSamaMdiramAM praveza karavAnu nagara che, niyamenu. na Mdanavana che ane namratAnI nAragI che. navakAramaMtra cauda pUnA sAra che. caudapUrvI paNa navakArama`tranA vistAra che. cauda pUrvadhArIe paNa aMtima samaye enu dhyAna dhare che ne zaraNa svIkAre che. navakAramaMtra jema sArabhUta che tema navakArane gaNanArA paNa sArabhUta bane che. caudapUrvI e paNa navakArama`tranA dhyAnamAM ekAkAra banelA AtmAnI prazaMsA kare che. navakAramatra a rUpa che. jenA dhyAnathI ApaNA karmo nAza pAme che. aMdhue ! ApaNAmAM anatakALathI ahaMkAra rahelA che te puNyane khatama kare che ne pApane vadhAre che. je manuSya Avu. uttama jinazAsana pAmIne navakAramaMtra gaNato nathI te pApathI puSTa ane puNyathI hIna heAya che. jo maraNa vakhate upayAga navakAra mahAmaMtramAM joDAI jAya ane te vakhate AyuSya badhAya te| devalAkanu aMdhAya che. mAnavamAtranuM parama ane carama lakSya sukha, zAMti ane svasthatA prApta karavAnu che. pAtAnA lakSyane paheAMcI vaLavA Aja sudhI mAnava mAtra nahi paNa prANI mAtra mahenata karI rahyA che. dhana vaibhava ane ezaArAmamAM eNe sukha zeAdhavA mATe prakhaLa purUSAtha ArabyA ne AMdhaLI doTa mUkI emAM garakAva banI gayA paNa enAthI lakSya siddhi thavAne badale ulaTI vyathA ja vadhI. Ana'-prameAdanA aneka sAdhano eNe UbhA karyAM paNa aMte hAtha ghasIne besI rahevAnuM ja rahyuM, ATalA mATe jJAnI purUSA vAra'vAra TakAra kare che ke he mAha nidrAmAM pADhelA AtmA ! have to jAgA, kAraNa ke A sa'sAramAM manavabhavanI prApti thavI ati du`bha che. mAnavabhava pAmyA pachI paNa uttama jAti, uttamakuLa, jinazAsana, zAstravANInuM zravaNa A badhA cAga maLavA enAthI paNa vadhAre durlabha che, kAraNa ke meAkSanI vizeSa

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zAradA siddhi ArAdhanA eka mAtra mAnavabhavamAM zakya che. mokSa meLavavA mATe mAnava janmanI avazya jarUra che, chatAM mAnavabhavanI prApti thavAthI kaMI mokSa maLI jato nathI. e mATe prabaLa purUSArtha karavo paDaze. sAthe mekSa mArgane batAvanAra ane e mArgane AcaranAra pratye bhakti ane bahumAna paNa joIe. mokSamArgane batAvanAra koNa che e tame jANo cho? ApaNe jenuM smaraNa karIe chIe te navakAra mahAmaMtra. navakAra mahAmaMtramAM mokSamArgane batAvanAra arihaMta bhagavaMta, mokSane prApta karanAra siddha bhagavaMta, ane mokSa mArgane AcaranAra AcArya, upAdhyAya ane sAdhu bhagavaMte rahelA che. A rIte A mahAmaMtramAM mokSanA praNetA, mokSa sukhanA bhaktA ane mokSanA sAdhaka A traNeyane triveNI saMgama thAya che, tethI A mahAmaMtra mokSanI prAptimAM sahAyaka che. keI maMtra kaho, taMtra kahe, yaMtra kaho, jJAna kaho ke dhyAna kaho A badhuM navakAramaMtramAM raheluM che paNa tamAre mana zenuM mahatva che? tame konuM mUlya AMke che ? tame tene jApa karo cho? konuM dhyAna dhare che? bole te kharA (mauna) tame mane javAba nahi Ape. huM tamane kahI dauM. tame lakSmIne sarvasva mAne che eTale jApa kaho dhyAna kahe, to badhuM lakSmI mATe kare che. ene mATe rAta divasa dhamAla karI rahyA che. emAM mana ramyA kare che bola sAcI vAta che ne ? (hasAhasa) devAnupriye ! mAnavadehamAM mananuM sthAna moTuM che. A manane vaza karavuM ghaNuM muzkela kArya che. navakAramaMtra e manane vaza karavAnuM eka anupama sAdhana che. dhananuM rakSaNa karavA mATe tame zuM rAkho cho? "tijorI dhananA rakSaNa mATe jema tijorI rAkhe che, zarIranA rakSaNa mATe jema vastra pahero che tema mananA rakSaNa mATe navakAra mahAmaMtra che. jema tijorI vinA prAyaH karIne dhananuM rakSaNa thaI zakatuM nathI tema navakAra maMtra vinA mananuM rakSaNa paNa thaI zakatuM nathI. maMtra e manane vaza karavA mATe aMkuza che. jenuM mana navakAra maMtramAM joDAtuM nathI te viSaya kaSAyamAM bhaTake che. ane durgatinA khADAmAM dhakelAI jAya che. mana e mAnavInA utthAna ane patananuM kAraNa che. viSaya ane kaSA jIvane anAdikALathI saMsAramAM rajhaLAvanAra che. paLe paLe ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAna karAve che. dharmadayAna ke zukaladhyAnamAM joDAvA detA nathI. navakAramaMtranuM eka citta zuddha bhAvathI satata smaraNa karavAthI viSaya kaSA maMda paDe che, mana pavitra bane che. ane AtmA dharmadhyAna ane zukaladhyAnamAM joDAya che. dharmadhyAna ane zukaladhyAnamAM joDAvAthI pariNAme mokSapadanI prApti thAya che ane A raudradhyAnamAM joDAyeluM mana mAnavIne durgatimAM laI jAya che, mATe durlabha evA mAnavabhavamAM A pavitra navakAramaMtranI ArAdhanA karI le. badhA tIrthakara bhagavate paNa pitAnA pUrvabhavamAM A mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanA

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zAradA siddhi karIne AgaLa vadhyA che, mATe manarUpI AMgaNAmAM navakAra mahAmatrarUpa kalpavRkSa ugADavAnI jarUra che. je kalpavRkSanA mULarUpe arihaMta bhagavAna, phaLarUpe siddha bhagavAna, kularUpe AcAya, pAMdaDArUpe upAdhyAya ane zAkhArUpe sAdhu bhagava ta che. kalpavRkSa te jugalIyAnA samayamAM hatuM. e te mAtra sa`sArika kAmanAo pUrNa karavA samartha hatuM. e kalpavRkSathI maLatA bhautika sukhAnA upabhAga tA mArA ne tamArA AtmAe ana`tI vakhata karyAM tethI kaI kalyANa thayu' nahi. have te mana madiranA AMgaNIyAmAM evuM kalpavRkSa ugADA ke jaldI AtmAnuM kalyANa thaI jAya. navakAra mahAmatra rUpI kalpavRkSa tA AtmAnA zAzvata dhAmarUpa mekSane arpaNa karavAnI apratihuta zakti dharAve che. mana-ma`diranA AMgaNAmAM mahAmaMtra rUpa kalpavRkSane ugADayA pachI AtmAnA AnaMdanA pAra rahetA nathI. hu' tamane eka vAta pUchu chu ke jenA ghara AMgaNe kalpatarU phrencA hAya ene duHkha ke daradratA rahe kharI ? "nA" e te| mahAna sukhI thaI jAya, nyAla thai jAya. A teA dravya kalpavRkSa che chatAM manuSyanA duHkha daridratA dUra thaI jAya che ne mahAsukhI banI jAya che te jenA manama MdiranA AMgaNAmAM mahAmatrarUpI bhAva kalpavRkSa phaLyu' hoya ene krutino bhaya rahe. khare? nA'. teA samajo, kalyANakArI navakAramaMtranI zraddhA sahita ArAdhanA karI. navakArarUpa kalpavRkSanu phaLa siddhapada che. jayAM sukhanI Adi che paNa a`ta nathI. jayAM gayA pachI kadI janma nathI ke maraNu nathI, bhaya ke zAka nathI. sadAkALa tyAM AtmAnA svabhAvamAM ramavAnu che. siddha paramAtmAnA eka AtmapradezanA sukhanI AgaLa Indra, deva ane cakravrutinA sukhA taNakhalA jevA che. 4 "meAkSanA sukha maLe kayAre ?" :- kama ane zIraneA saMbaMdha AtmA sAthethI chUTe tyAre AtmA meAkSanA zAzvata sukheAnI mAja mANI zake che, bAkI tA saMsAramAM jIvane bhayaMkara duHkhA bhAgavavA paDe che. narakagatimAM jIvAne nira'tara bhayaMkara vyakta vedanA hAya che. enAthI paNa vadhAre avyakta vedanA nigeAdanA jIvAne che ke jemane satata janma maraNu cAlu che. eka aMtarmuhurtImAM eka niAdanA jIva 65536 vAra janma maraNa kare che. AvA duHkhA jIve ana`takALa sudhI bheAgavyA che chatAM ema thAya che ke have A duHkhAnA ata jaldI kayAre Avaze ? jIva mAtrane du:kha gamatuM nathI chatAM durgAMtinA dvAra baMdha karavAnA kAie nirNaya karyo che ? durgAMtinA dvAra khadha karavA hoya te pApabhIrU bane. pApabhIrU banyA vinA pavitra nahi khanAya ane bhavabhIrU banyA vinA bhavakaTI nahi thAya. samajAya che mArI vAta? tamane zene bhaya lAge che? pApanA ke sarpanA ? sAcu' khAlajo hAM! hamaNAM be divasa pahelAM budha-gurUvAre tamane zenA bhaya hatA ? skAyalaeNba paDaze ne marI jaIzuM' tA ? tethI nIkaLatA keTalA Dara lAgatA hatA? AvA bhaya jo pApanA lAge tA kalyANa bahAra thaI jAya. gharanI

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zAradA siddhi * baMdhuo! A jagatamAM kIDIthI mAMDIne kuMjara sudhInA dareka jIva sukhanA abhilASI che. koIne duHkha gamatuM nathI, mATe bane teTalI nI dayA pALe. jIvonI hiMsA karavAthI jIvane narakagatimAM javuM paDe che. tyAMthI AgaLa vadhavA mATe pharIne Ave avasara kayAre prApta thAya te kahI zakAya nahi, arihaMta prabhu pratyene. anAdara bhAva e AtmAnA atyaMta kilaSTa azubha adhyavasAya che. jenA kAraNe AtmAne durgatimAM javuM paDe che. cauda rAjalaka svarUpa A vizvamAM sarvAdhika sukha siddha paramAtmAne ane sarvAdhika duHkha nigedanA jIvane che. A bhAvi duHkhane sukhamAM palaTAvavuM hoya te mahAmaMtranuM zaraNa svIkAravuM paDaze. navakAramaMtrane ArAdhaka pote paMca parameSThimaya bane che, ane paMca parameSThi padane pAmyA pachI ene saMsArane bhaya raheto nathI. "jenA manamAM che navakAra ene zuM kare A saMsAra" A navakAra maMtranI dravyathI ane bhAvathI ArAdhanA karavI paDaze. jene dravyathI ane bhAvathI navakAramaMtra AvaDI jAya tenA romeromamAM AnaMda vyApI jAya ane bhAvimAM durgatinA dvAra sadAne mATe baMdha thaI jAya che. je navakAramaMtranA mahAbhyane samaje che. te mAnavabhavane saphaLa karI jAya che. navakAra maMtranI zraddhA upara eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. kaI eka gAmamAM mahAjJAnI, paropakArI jaina saMta padhAryA. jaina saMta AraMbha samAraMbhanA tyAgI hoya. kaMcana, kAminI ane kuTuMbane tyAga karI vItarAga dazA prApta karavAnI jemane laganI lAgI che teone saMsArane rAga heta nathI. hajAra manuSyo emanA darzana karavA Ave che, vyAkhyAna vANIne lAbha le che. te saMte darekane dharma samajAve che. eka vakhata eka vaiSNavabhAI saMtanA darzana karavA AvyA. darzana karIne saMtanA caraNamAM ekase rU.nI neTa mUkIne UbhA rahyA. ene khabara nathI ke A to kaMcana kAminInA tyAgI ane zIvasukhanA rAgI saMta che, eTale mahArAje kahyuM, bhAI ! A tArI mAyA uThAvI le, mane enI gaMdha Ave che. bhAIe kahyuM. mahArAja! tame te kevA che ke so rUpiyAnI neTa tamArA caraNe dharuM chuM te paNa letA nathI. loke te paisA mATe prANa Ape che ne tamane pagamAM paDuM chuM te paNa letA nathI. (hasAhasa) bhAI! jene viSanA kaTorA jevuM samajIne choDyuM tene grahaNa karu ? jaladI upADa. mane durgadha Ave che. tamane rUpiyAnI durgadha Ave ke sugaMdha? (zrotAmAMthI javAba - amane te sugaMdha Ave che.) (hasAhasa) tamane rUpiyA bahu vahAlA che eTale sugaMdha Ave paNa sAcA tyAgIone enI durgadha Ave che. saMte kahyuM eTale pelA bhAIe rU. ekasanI neTa laI lIdhI ane caraNamAM paDIne kahyuM. mahArAja mane kaMIka Ape. saMte zuM Ape ? e paisA Adi bhautika cIja na Ape. e te tamArI pAsethI le che DuM ne Ape che ghaNuM. belo, mahArAja zuM Apaze? hIrA-mANeka, motI, rUpiyA? nAnA AtmajJAna Apaze.

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zAradA siddhi sata samAgathI choDa apUrva lAbha" :- mahArAje jijJAsu bhaktane pAMca navakAramaMtra zIkhavADavA ne kahyuM - A maMtrane kaMThastha karI leje ane enuM smaraNa karaje. ame ATha divasa ahIM rahevAnA chIe. Avaje. huM tane A navakAra mahAmaMtranuM svarUpa rAmajApADA pilAnA dilamAM apUrva AnaMda . aha, gurU mahArAje mane e Ape. huM hu yAla kaI bAyo. ame tamane navakAramaMtra ApIe te Avo bhAva eve temane te ema ja thAya ke A te badhuM mane AvaDe che. AmAM navuM zuM che ? te havI na thAya evo maMtra ApIe te AnaMda thAya. hasAhasa) ATaluM baLavA chatAM paNa bhautika banI bhUkha maratI nathI. mane te ema thAya che ke Ane zAvaka kahe ke bhakhArI ? (hasAhasa) pelA mANasa tamArA jevo rIDha . koro ghaDeDa hatuM. te saMva mahArAja pAse AvavA lAge. saMta enI jijJAsA joIne navekAra ', jaina dharmanuM ane saMsAranuM svarUpa samajAvavA lAgyA. ATha divasamAM to te evuM pAmI gayA ke sAcI zrAvaka banI gayA. bAra vrata aMgIkAra karyA. mAre tamane bAra vrata aMgakAra karAvavA hoya te? tame te keTalA bahAnA kADhe. barAbara che ne ? zaivamAMthI je banelA zrAvaka AtmazAna pAmI gayo, dhIme dhIme tene vadhu bhagama thatA jaina dharmanuM UMDuM tvarAna meLavyuM. 3 pAdAna zaddha hatuM to nimitta maLatAM para jana dhamanI zraddhAnA dIpaka paga, have to je koI enI panAM Ave tenI sara nuM , 1, ce. AThama pAkhAne divase paiSadha karavA DA. roja sAmayika, prati morDa , , eka ke na mAya Diyara vAre jijJAsa phaNuM che enI pAne 1 paMpa mAM 1.1:' - je ema eka sAdharmika ane -nehanI rAma kathAne 'rano evo ja , '' :tI . emane madhuratA samajAve, kAraka chavAnA heo bhAve majA, yA vaMtt * / sve , kayAreka jaina daphananA sUsa bAda 2 ka. kayAreka navA va mAha mAM jemA, jApa karAve, ne saMcAve te kaMpA re AvonuM sthA, 1 kama samaje che. tenI pAsethI vividha rIte viSa vi e sAMbhaLI kAM tAjanA sAnirasamAM taraboLa banI jatAM. A zrAvaka mane mATe A vizAnA paraba ane A gunA dAnazALA jevA banI gaye. banA khArAka vi avA, tatva ciMtana ane nA matAnuM hatuM. paupadhazALAmAM varariA kabhyAkha milAnI ma. e mavI e yAra thaI e nagaramAM bAmagapATA, niMdAkuthalI, vikathA vigere te jANe vidyAre thaI che. ane dAna, jJAna, lakti, ane tapa japanA madhurA gIta guMjavA lAgyA. 25 zrAvaka saMsAranI azubha pravRttithI nivRtta rahetAM ane te haMmezA vinA AinamAM mAta raheto. rAtrinA zAMta vAtAvaraNamAM yAnanI mastI mANatAM hatAM. vicAro ke i jIva ke

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zAradA siddhi hakamI haze? saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM udAsIna bhAvathI raheto hato. tame varSothI vyAkhyAna sAbhaLo cho, saMta samAgama kare che, navakAramaMtranuM raTaNa kare che chatAM saMsArathI virakta bhAva Ave che kharo? eka vakhata A zrAvake pUrNimAnA divase pauSadha karyo hato. pUnamane caMdra soLe kaLAe khIlelo hato. jagatanA cha nidrAdhIna banyA hatA. te samaye zrAvakajIe padmAsana lagAvI jinezvara prabhunA dhyAnamAM cittane joDI dIdhuM ane arihaMta prabhunA aneka guNanuM ciMtana karavA lAgyA. aho, kevuM sahAmaNuM prabhunuM samavasaraNa! ghaTAdAra azokavRkSa ! sphaTikamaya suvarNa siMhAsana ane upara traNa traNa chatra ! zuM prabhu ApanuM rUpa ! jagatanA jIne hitakara, anupama, jemanA sauMdaryanI tole koI na AvI zake. adbhuta atizayothI sabhara ane AmarSa auSadhi Adi labdhiothI nirbhara. karoDo de prabhunI sevA karavAnA keDathI doDI AvyA che, jayanAdene garava karI rahyA che. maMgala zabdo uccArI rahyA che. sipha siMha Indro prabhu caraNomAM namI paDayA che. traNa bhuvananI saMpatti prabhu caraNemAM tRNe tulya dekhAya che. azekavRkSa ane chatrayanI nIce devanimita siMhAsana para birAjamAna aglAnapaNe jagata jaMtuonA kalyANa mArgamAM pravRtta ! sarva jIvo potapotAnI bhASAmAM samajI zake evI alaukika dharmadezanA ApatuM paramAtmAnuM svarUpa kevuM mane hara che ! eka hajArane mAThuM lakSaNethI yukta ! A rUpa kharekhara sanizAyi puNya-tIrthakara nAmakamathI AkarSAyelA zAMta, pavitra, paramANamAthI nirmita che. A rUpa asAdhAraNuM prabhAvavatu che. deva, maMtrasiddhapurU temaja yogIjanAthI vaMdanIya che, pUjanIya che akamAM banI, azarIrI thaI siddha zilA upara pahoMcI gayelA siddha paramAtmAnuM svarUpa ! rUpa rahiMta, arUpI kevA asaMkhya A pradeze, ane te, manata jJAna darzananI, sukha, vIryanA tithI gamage jhagamaM kalAko : che jana anile. zrAvaka vicAruM chuM ke huM ja gavAna ! Apa ke ke huM kevuM ? " hA ha ra tera, ha! ka ha meza paDadA paDA hai cameM, Akara keDa ramI, jevuM paramAtmAnuM svarUpa tevuM mArA AtmAnuM ja che. jevA ke, mukha paryAya paramAtmAne tevA mA ravAnA che, e paramAtmA te sAdhaka dazAmAM prANImAtranI kalyANanI bhAvanAnA gIra gAyo ane huM emane sevaka svArthamAM aTavAyo ! paramAtmAe jIva mAtrane vizva sAthe prIti jeDa ane huM AtmA ! tuM jIvamAtrane jIvatvane bhUlIne jaDane premI banyo. he ramatamAM ! tAre sagAI jIva

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zAradA siddhi sAthe ke jaDa sAthe? tuM jaDa sAthe vairAgyabhAva keLavaje, udAsIna banaje paNa jIva pratye udAsIna na banIza. he jIva! tAre anaMtakALa saMsAra paribhramaNamAM eLe gaye. te karmaduzmana sAthe mitratA karI ! tArA zuddha sahajAtma svarUpane kadI na vicAryuM ! bhavacakranA duHkhamaya paribhramaNane tuM bhUlIza nahi. je je pramAda ane ajJAna nAmanA cAro dharma purUSArthanI amUlya takane jhuMTavI na jAya te mATe sadA jAgRta rahe. A pramANe dhyAnamAM ciMtavanA karatAM adhyavasAye vizuddha-vizuddhatara banatA ajJAnanA kALA paDadA cIrAyA ane e zrAvakane nirmaLa avadhijJAna pragaTa thayuM. "jJAnathI zuM joyuM ?" - avadhijJAnanA divya prakAzamAM aneka padArthone joyA. jotAM jotAM potAnA nAnA bhAIne jIvananuM avalokana karatA enA AyuSya karmanI sthiti nihALI. to mAtra cha mahinAnuM enuM AyuSya bAkI raheluM joyuM, eTale te thaMbhI gaye, paNa manane makakama karIne nirNaya karyo ke koI paNa rIte mAre mArA bhAInuM bAkI raheluM jIvana sudhAravuM. baMdhuo ! AkhuM jIvana gayuM paNa jene aMtima samaya sudharyo tenuM jIvana sudharI jAya che, bahene kUvAmAM ghaDA utAre che paNa veMta deraDuM hAthamAM hoya to ghaDo pAcho AvI zake che, paNa je e chUTI jAya to ghaDe kUvAmAM DUbI jAya che, tevI rIte ApaNI jeTalI jiMdagI gaI teTalI ke gaI paNa je bAkI che temAM dharmanI ArAdhanA karIne AtmAne ugArI lo. nahitara AtmA bhavakRpamAM kayAMya DUbI jaze. A zrAvakane nAno bhAI moTAbhAInA sahavAsathI jaina dharmanA raMge raMgAyela hato. enI dinacaryA Adarza hatI, paNa haju tene AtmayanA ghaNuM sopAna caDhavAnA bAkI hatA. laghu bAMdhavanA hitasvI moTAbhAIe pitAnA bhAIne apAyuSI jANIne kahyuM ke mArA vahAlA laghubaMdhavA ! have tuM A saMsAranI mAyA ane mamatA choDIne bane teTalI dharmakriyAomAM tapa, japa, pauSadha vageremAM rakata rahe dharmakriyAmAM bilakula pramAda na kara. emAM tAruM kalyANa raheluM che. A pramANe moTebhAI vAraMvAra nAnA bhAIne kahevA lAgyo. A sAMbhaLIne enA mitre kahyuM bhAI! A tAre nAnabhAI to hamezA dharmakiyAmAM rakta rahe che chatAM ene dararoja paSadha karavAnuM zA mATe kahe che? tyAre meTAbhAIe kahyuM mitra! e je ArAdhanA kare che e to siMdhamAM binda jeTalI che. haju sidhu jeTalI ArAdhanA bAkI che e vAta tame kema bhUlI jAo che? mitra! e vAta sAcI che paNa je e ja pauSadha karIne besI jaze te tamAro saMsAra kevI rIte cAlaze? khAvA mATe kamAvuM to paDaze ne ? mitra! tArI vAta satya che. huM samajuM chuM chatAM ene huM roja pauSadhane Agraha karuM chuM emAM gUDha rahasya chupAyeluM che. te vAta huM tane pachI karIza.

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zAradA siddhi aMtima ArAdhanAmAM masta banele nA bhAI" - devAnupriye! manuSyane jJAna thAya paNa jIravatA AvaDavuM joIe. jJAna prApta karIne jIravatAM na AvaDe te jJAna cAlyuM jAya. A gaMbhIra zrAvaka atyAre satya vAta pragaTa karato nathI. kALanA pravAhane vahetA zI vAra ! jotajotAmAM sADA pAMca mahinA vItI gayA. have to nAne bhAI paNa jaDa cetananA bhedane barAbara samajI gayo hate. have ene vAM nahi Ave. potAnA jJAna dvArA bhAInuM bhAvi joIne moTAbhAIe satya vAta raju karI dIdhI, eTale nAne bhAI sAvadhAna banI gayA. mANasa potAne pheTa paDAvatA ane vidyAthI parIkSAnuM pepara lakhatAM ke jAgRta rahe che? tema nAne bhAI jAgRta banyo ane meTA bhAIne kahyuM bhAI! have mane saMthAre karAve. parabhavanI musApharIe jatAM potAnA vahAlA baMdhune vidAya ApavA moTAbhAI sajaja banyA. pitAnI jAte pathArI pAtharI ApI nAnA bhAIne aMtima ArAdhanA karAve che. nAnA bhAI e cittamAM paMca parameSThine vasAvyA, sarva sAMsArika saMbaMdhone vosirAvI dIdhA. vizvanA tamAma cha sAthe kSamApanA karI teo sAthe maitrI bAMdhI ane AtmabhAvamAM jhulavA lAgyo. meTAbhAI vicAra kare che ke aho ? mArA sahodara bhAIne sadgatine pathika banAvI dauM, durgationI durdazAthI ugArI lauM ane muktinA mArge caDhAvI dauM. nAnAbhAInA mukhamAM navakAramaMtranuM raTaNa cAlatuM hatuM. hadaya sarva jIvo sAthe Atmasama bhAvanuM darzana karI rahyuM hatuM. AkhA gAmamAM A vAta vAyu vege prasarI gaI. janasamudAya pavitra AtmAnA darzana karavA umaTayo. enI samAdhi joIne sau prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. Ama karatA chelo divasa AvI gayo. moTAbhAIe je samaya kahyo hate barAbara te ja samaye nAno bhAI AyuSyapUrNa thatAM navakAramaMtrano jApa karatA. kSaNabhaMgura zarIrane tyAga karI devenI divya nagarIne vAsI banI gayo. atyAra sudhI moTAbhAI makkama rahyA paNa bhAI cAlyo jatAM AMkhamAM viyeganA AMsu sarI paDayA. AkhA gAmamAM zoka chavAyo. bhAInA mRtyu pachI badhA svajano pUchavA lAgyA bhAI! nAnA bhAInuM mRtyu thavAnuM che te tame kevI rIte jANyuM ? tyAre zrAvake kahyuM-bhAI ? deva-gurU ane dharmane pratApa ajaba hoya che. juo, keTalI namratA che ! pote ema nathI kaheto ke mane avadhijJAna thayuM che. svajane ane mitrae pUchyuM ke zuM tamane evuM koI viziSTa jJAna thayuM che? zrAvake kahyuM-"hA" kayuM jJAna? avadhijJAna. upakArInA caraNamAM vaMdana karate deva'':- baMdhuo ! niSkAma ane nimama bhAvathI karelI dharma sAdhanAne ke ajaba prabhAva che ! nagarajane paNa pramoda bhAvathI khUba prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. kevo bhrAtRprema ! maTAbhAIe nAnAbhAInuM mRtyu sudhAryuM. ene janma saphaLa banya, mRtyu mahotsava banI gayuM ne paraleka mahAsukhamaya bane. zA. 2

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zAradA siddhi A tarapha devaparyAya pAmelA nAnAbhAIe pitAne pUrvabhava je. eTale UMce caDhAvanAra pitAnA vaDIla baMdhune joyA eTale tarata divya dehadhArI deva pRthvI upara Avyo pRthvI upara prakAzane peja patharAye. deva vaDIla baMdhunA caraNomAM jhUkI paDe ane enA kRtajJatAvAsita haiyAmAMthI zabda saryA he vaDIla baMdhu! tame te mArA sAcA baMdhu che. Ape mane dharmanuM amRta pAI amaratva apAvyuM. tamArA keTalA guNa gAuM! tame mArA janma janmanA upakArI che. tamane mArA gurU kahe, nAthe kahuM je kahuM te Ape che. A rIte guNalA gAI upakArI vaDIla baMdhunA upakArane vyakta karI enA gharamAM sonAmahorone varasAda varasAvI deva divyalekamAM cAlyo gayo. TUMkamAM A daSTAMtathI mAre te tamane e samajAvavuM che ke navakAra maMtrane mahimA keTale badhe che ke je navakAramaMtranA raTaNanA prabhAve vaiSNava jaina banyo. eNe ATha divasanA samAgamamAM jIvana palTAvI nAMkhyuM. svakalyANa karatAM bIjAne paNa kalyANane mArga batAvyo. huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tame keTalo saMta samAgama karyo? keTalA vyAkhyAno sAMbhaLyA ? keTalI vakhata navakAdamaMtra jApa karyo ? paNa haju jIvanamAMthI viSaya kaSAyo, meha-mAyA ane mamatAnA tophAne ochA thayA? navakAramaMtra pratye zraddhA thaI ? bole te kharA? "nA" kema ? tamAruM mana sthira nathI. aMtara svastha nathI. mane te lAge che ke pelA zeThanA ekanA eka putranI jema aMtaramAM jaLo laIne AvyA lAge che? zeThanA putranA peTamAM jaLe kevI rIte AvI te huM tamane samajAvyuM. eka gAmanA nagarazeThane ekane eka dIkare eka vakhata ghoDe besIne jaMgalamAM pharavA gayo hate. gheDe tephAne caDhaye ne kayAM kayAM laI gaye. rasto bhUlI gayo. caitra-vaizAkhanA dhamadhakhatA taDakA paDatA hatA. khUba rakhaDe paNa mArga maLatuM nathI, khUba tarasa lAgI. pANI vinA prANa cAlyA jAya evI paristhiti sarjAI gaI. zeThane putra cAre tarapha pANInI tapAsa kare che. AMkhe aMdhArA AvavA lAgyA. zodhatAM zodhatAM tyAM eka nAnakaDuM pANInuM khAbocIyuM joyuM. pANI svaccha nathI paNa khUba tarasa lAgI che. kahevata che ne ke "bhUkha na jue e ke bhAta, tarasa na jue bebIghATa. vanavagaDAmAM kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI hoya tyAre koI gaMdhAtA kapaDAmAM bAMdhela -sUke roTalo Ape te paNa khAI jAone? ke hA-nA kare? (tAmAMthI javAba :- are, e te Theze khAI laIe ne mIThA dUdha jevuM lAge) (hasAhasa) te ahIM paNa ema ja banyuM. zeThane dIkare khUba tarasyA thaye hatuM eTale tarasa chIpAvavA khAbocIyAnuM gaMdu pANI pI lIdhuM ne mArga zodhatA zodhate ghera AvyA. ghera AvatAnI sAthe enA peTamAM sakhata duHkhAvo upaDe. sahevAya nahi ne rahevAya nahi. e asahya dukhA thavAthI A cheka ALoTavA lAgyo. mAthA paTakAvavA lAge.

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11 zAradA siddhi mAtA pitAe moTA moTA veda ane hakImane bolAvyA. badhAe tapAsIne davA ApI paNa peTanI pIDA tala mAtra eAchI na thaI. Ama karatAM eka anubhavI mANasa tyAM Avyo ne zeThanA putrane pUchyuM ke tamane A dukhAvo kayAre ne kevI rIte upaDe? chokarAe kahyuM jaMgalamAM khAbocIyAnuM pANI pIdhA pachI zarUAta thaI che eTale anubhavI samajI gayo ke jaMgalamAM khAbocIyAnuM pANI pIdhA pachInI A bimArI che, mATe pANImAM kaMIka hovuM joIe. zeThanA putre ApelI eMdhANa mujaba anubhavI tyAM pahoMcI gayA. pANInA khAbocIyAmAM najara karI te pANImAM jaLo khadabadI rahI che. e ja jaLa zeThanA putranA kALajAmAM cuMTI gaI haze, ene ja A bhayaMkara duHkhAve che. A anubhavI purUSe ghera AvIne hakAmAMthI pANI kADhIne zeThanA putrane pIvaDAvyuM. be traNa vakhata DuM DuM pANI pIvaDAvyuM, tyAM ulTI thavA lAgI. cothI vakhata pANI pIvaDAvyuM. tyAM ja jerathI ulaTI thatAMnI sAthe cAra jaLe bahAra nIkaLI gaI ne zeThanA putrane duHkhAvo zAMta thayo. baMdhuo ! jyAM sudhI kALajAmAM jaLo ceTI hatI tyAM sudhI badhA prayatna vyartha gayA. jaLo nIkaLyA pachI thoDA upAyathI dIkare sAjo thaI gayo. ene te cAra jaLa kALajAmAM coMTI hatI paNa AtmAne kodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, rAga, dveSa, Adi keTalI ja kALajAmAM coMTI gaI che? e jaLe anAdikALathI jIvane keTale herAna kare che? e jaLe kaDhAvavI che ne? "hA" to A cAturmAsanA divasomAM saddagurU rUpI anubhavI purUSo vItarAga vANIrUpI hekAnA pANI pIvaDAvI tamArA kALajAmAM cUMTelI jaLa kADhavAne prayatna kare che. dardI sAlatuM hoya te kaDhAvavA tayAra thaI jaje. Aje maMgalAcaraNamAM navakAramaMtranA mahimA upara ghaNuM kahevAyuM che. je navakAramaMtra upara zraddhA karI enuM smaraNa karaze tenuM kalyANa thaze. samaya thaI gaye che. vadhu bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM-2 aSADha vada 6 ne ravIvAra tA-15-7-79 "Atmika sukhanI zodhamAM sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! syAdvAdanA sarjaka, bhave bhavanA bhedaka, leya prakAzaka vitarAga vibhue bhavyajInA kAjaLa jevA karmonA melane devA mATe

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12 zAradA siddhi ane saMsAranA viSautAravA AgamavANI raju karI che. AgamavANI sa`sAranA viSamamAM viSama viSane utAranArI che. jyAre sarpa ane nALIyA vacce laDAI thAya che tyAre sapa` nALIyAne Da`kha de che paNa nALIyAne sarpanuM jhera caDhatuM nathI. kema caDhatu' nathI te jANA che ? (zrotAmAMthI avAja :- hAjI......... hAjI nahi, spaSTa kaheA.) neALIyAne sapa` DaMkha mAre che tyAre e nAravela sUdhI Ave che, eTale jhera catu nathI. A sa'sAramAM zabda-rUpa-rasa-gadha-sparza, rAga-dveSa ane meharUpI sarpA AtmAne kSaNe kSaNe DaMkha mArI rahyA che. enA kAtila viSa AtmA upara caDhI rahyA che. e viSane utAravA mATe tamAre noravela sUMghavI che? te huM batAvuM. e nAravela tamArA putra, patnI, vaibhava, lADI-vADI ane gADImAM nathI. emAM viSa utAravAnI zakti nathI. sa'sAranA bhayakara jhera utAranAra jo kAI nAravela hoya teA te vItarAga prabhunI vANI che. e vANI sa`sAranA bhaya'karamAM bhayakara vaSa utArI zake che. elo, tamane vItarAga prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLavAnA rasa che? "nA". tame teA sa sAra sukhanA rasiyA banyA che. paNa tamAru' sukha e sAcu' sukha nathI. sukha meLavatA pahelAM sAcu' sukha kone kahevAya te nakkI karo. hajI jIvane sAcA sukhanI pIchANu thaI nathI. mahAna purUSa kahe che ke sukha ane sukhAbhAsa ema'ne vaccenA bheda jANavAnI mAnavamAM zakti rahelI che. zaktine jo te vivekapUrNAMka upayAga kare te tenuM jIvana sukhanuM dhAma khanI jAya che. sukha kone kahevAya ? sukha ene ja kahevAya ke jemAM duHkhanA a'za paNa na hoya. tamArA sukhamAM duHkhanA aMza nathI ne ? mahA mahenate meLavelI kroDAnI lakSmI eka vakhata meLavyA pachI pAchI nahi jAya te nakkI che ne ? AjanA kareDapati kAle rADapati nahi ane, AjanA lAkhapati kAle rAkhapati ane AjanA ratnadhara kAle cItharAdhara nahi bane evI khAMhedharI ApeA che ? ele. "nA" tA kaI rIte dhanamAM sukha mAnA che ? A dhananI vAta karI. have tamArA putraparivAranI vAta karu'. kaIka zrImaMtonI pAse pAra vinAnI lakSmI heAya chatAM raDatA heAya che. emane pUchavAmAM Ave ke ATalI lakSmI che, vaibhava vilAsa che, gharamAM koI jAtanu duHkha nathI chatAM zA mATe raDA che? te kahe che ke lakSmInA bhogavanAra ane kheALAnA khUMdanAra dIkarA nathI. sati vinA sapatti zA kAmanI ? kadAca puNyayeAge putra janmyA paNa janmatAnI sAthe maraNa pAmyA tA sukhane badale duHkha vadhyu ke ghaTayu' ? kadAca putra jIvyo. mAtApitA putrane joIne harakhAya che ke hAza ! putra mATe thaze ne ghaDapaNamAM ApaNuM poSaNa karaze, paNa lADe koDe ucharelo dIkaro yuvAna thatAM mAtA-pitAne pATu mAre che tyAre e ja mA-bApa codhAra AMsue raDe che ne kahe che ke mahAsatIjI! A sa'sAramAM kaI sukha nathI. bhAI! ame tA samajIne sa`sAranA tyAga karyAM che. tamAre samajavAnI

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zAradA siddhi jarUra che. (hasAhasa) A saMsAramAM mANasa cAre taraphathI ciMtAothI gherAyeluM rahe. che. koIne dhananI, koIne tananI, koIne mananI koIne gharanI, kaIne kuTuMba parivAranI Adi aneka prakAranI ciMtAo hoya che. hamaNAM ja huM kahI gaIne ke koIne putra nathI enuM duHkha che te koIne tyAM Dajhana dIkarA dIkarIo che paNa gharamAM khAvA ana nathI, paheravA vastra nathI te ene bhaNAvavA gaNavavAnI te vAta ja kayAM! Avo A saMsAra aneka duHkhathI saLagate dAvAnaLa che. sukha kene kahevAya?' :- baMdhuo ! ATalA mATe jJAnIo kahe che ke sAcuM sukha ene kahevAya ke jemAM duHkhane aMza paNa na hoya. AvuM so TacanuM sukha bhegavavA mATe tamAre so TacanA mAnava jevuM banavuM paDaze. viSayamAM sukha zodhavuM e jherane amRta samajIne jIbhe lagADavA jevuM che. je saMsAramAM sAcuM sukha hota te anaMta jJAnIoe mekSano mArga prarUpyo na hota. jenA aMte duHkha che evA sukhane sukha kahevAya ja nahi. evuM ghaNuM sukha tame Aja sudhI bhagavyuM chatAM ame sukhI chIe ema tamArA haiye hAtha mUkIne kahI zake che? "nA". te zA mATe saMsAramAM sukha mAnIne besI rahyA cho ? AvI jAone amArA gharamAM. (hasAhasa) parAdhIna prajA svataMtratAnuM sukha na mANI zake, tema karmAdhIna AtmA sAcuM sukha na anubhavI zake. sAcuM ane saMpUrNa sukha eka mAtra mokSamAM che. jene anupama svAda sarva karma mukta siddha bhagavaMto sahajapaNe anubhavI rahyA che. sukha zabda saune khUba game che. sukha saune priya che. duHkha sarvane apriya che. jagatanA samagra jIve sukhane I che che, duHkha koI IcchatuM nathI paNa je sukhane sukha mAnIne jenI pAchaLa AjanA mAnave doTa mUkI che te tene nathI maLavAnuM te hakIkata che. mAnavInI tRSA jaLathI chIpe che, nahi ke mRgajaLathI. tRSAtura mAnavI jaLAbhAsarUpa mRgajaLanI pAchaLa doDa deDa karI tarasanI sAthe nirAzA tema ja thAka sivAya bIjuM kaMI ja meLavI zakato nathI, tema pAMca Indriyone rUpa, rasAdi vaDe game teTalI puSTa banAvavAmAM Avaze te paNa temAMthI sAcA sukhane svAda mAnavI nahi meLavI zake, kAraNake A jagatanA jaDa padArthomAM sukha ApavAnI zakti nathI temaja padArtho vaDe poSAtI IndriyomAM paNa sukha ApavAnI zakti nathI. jenAmAM je hoya tenI pAsethI te meLavI zakAya paNa hoya ja nahi te mAMge te kayAMthI maLe? ane nahi maLe te nirAza paNa thavuM paDe ne nirAzAmAMthI duHkha utpanna thAya. sukhanI zodhamAM':- Aje vijJAna khUba AgaLa vadhyuM che. Ajane mAnavI vijJAne zodhelA sAdhanane sukhanA sAdhane mAnI rahyo che paNa vicAra kare. je e sukhanA ja sAdhana hota to je dezamAM e sAdhana Aje moTA pramANamAM upayogamAM AvI rahyAM che tyAMnA mAna sukhI hota paNa kharekhara evuM kaMI ja nathI. eTaluM

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zAradA siddhi ja nahi paraMtu amerikA Adi dezanI prajA te e sAdhanA vipula gaMja vacce paNa mananI zAMti mATe valakhAM mArI rahI che kAraNake vijJAne zeThelA sAdhane e sukhanA sAdhane nathI paNa duHkhanA sAdhane che. jIvane adhika paravaza banAvanArA che. jeTalAM sAdhane ane sagavaDatAo vadhI teTalAM baMdhane ane agavaDatAo paNa vadhI che. gesa, kukara vigere vaijJAnika sAdhane kayAreka tamane kevI muzkelImAM mUkI de che ene tamane pratyakSa anubhava che. chatAM emAM pAgala zA mATe bane che? e sAdhane tamane be ghaDI sukha ApanArA che. e be ghaDInI mejane sAcuM sukha mAnavAnI bhUla karaze to tenI AkarI sajA tamAre jogavavI paDaze. Indriya khappara dhAriNI jogaNI jevI che. emAM jeTaluM haze teTaluM te svAha karI jaze ane tamane sukhane badale dukha maLaze. sAcA sukhanI gerasamajanA kAraNe AjanA mAnava vadhu duHkhI banatA jAya che. tame sau zAzvata sukhane Iccho cho ke nAzavaMta? (tAmAMthI avAja - amane te zAzvata sukha joIe che) e sukha meLavavA mATe sAdhana kayA che te jANo cho? te sAdhanAmAM mana, vacana ane kAyA mukhya gaNAya. kevI rIte? manane sadupayoga sArAsArane viveka kare, vacanane upaga hita, mita ane pacca evI satyavANI bAlavI, kAyAne sadupayoga saMyamanI sAdhanAmAM kare. A rIte karavAthI mAnavInA jIvanamAM sAcA sukhanA AnaMdanI anubhUti thAya che. mana, vacana ane kAyAne durUpayoga karavAthI mAnavI duHkhI thAya che, nirAza bane che. tenA vicAranI dhArA 'kSINa banI jAya che. manuSya nakakI karavuM joIe ke mAre ghaDIkamAM hasAvI jAya ane ghaDIkamAM raDAvI jAya evuM duHkhamizrita sukha na joIe. bIjAnI zAMtIne bhaMga kare, evuM sukha mAre na joIe. meharAjAnI senAne parAjita karI zAzvata sukhanuM dhAma mokSane meLavyA pahelA huM jaMpIza nahi. zAzvata sukhanI bhAvanA eka mAnava mAtra pUrNa karI zake che. e bhAvanAnI pUrti mATe bIjAne sukha Ape, sagavaDa Ape, enA duHkhane dUra karavAmAM tamArI pAse je zakti hoya tene sadupayega kare. jenA haiyAmAM sAcA sukhanI bhAvanAne bhAnu jhaLahaLatuM hoya che te mAnavI keInuM paNa duHkha joIne rAjI thato nathI, paNa sarva jIvone mitra banI potAnI zakti dvArA bIjAnA duHkha dUra karI mAnavajIvanane sArthaka banAve che. AtmA sarva karmone kSaya eka mAtra mAnavadehanA ge ja karI zake che. devanupriye! jaina dharmanA tatvane samajelo sAce zrAvaka pAMca IndriyanA viSayathI maLatA sukhamAM ane sukhanI sAmagrI pUrI pADanAra dhanamAM e kadI moha pAmate nathI. e AtmikajJAna dvArA samaje che ke A vaibhava ane vilAsa badhA vinazvara che. A jagatamAM jIva ane ajIva e be mukhya tattva che. A be tattvomAM AkhuM jagata samAI jAya che. anaMta zaktine svAmI saccidAnaMda, sahajAnaMda, zuddha

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zAradA siddhi svarUpI, anaMta jJAna-darzana baLa, vIryane dhaNuM AtmA e jIvatatva che ane zarIra dhana, gharabAra, lADI-vADI-gADI, TI. vI., phrIja vigere ajIvatatva che. ajIvatattva jIvatatvane nacAve che. jene jIvatattvanI pIchANa thaI gaI che te AtmA kadI ajIva tatvane nacAvya nAcatuM nathI. enI pAse lAkhe ne karaDenI saMpatti hoya te abhimAnathI malakAya nahi ane lakSamI cAlI jatAM akaLAya nahi. enI bhAvanA kevI hoya? koI bUrA kahe yA acchA, lakSmI Ave yA jAve, lAkha varSo taka jIvuM yA mRtyu Aja hI A jAve ! athavA koI kaisA ho bhaya yA lAlaca dene Ave, to bhI nyAya mAgase merA, kabhI na pada Digane pA!! ene kaI sAre kahe ke kharAba kahe, lakSmI Ave ke cAlI jAya, mRtyu najIka AvIne ubhuM rahe agara koI ene dharmamArgathI calita karavA bhaya batAve ke pachI lAkho pralobhane Ape te paNa e satyapaMthathI kadI calita na thAya. jene AvI AtmatatvanI daDha pratIti thaI che evA eka zrAvakanI banelI kahAnI yAda Ave che. eka moTA zaheramAM dharamacaMda nAme eka dhanADhya ane dhamaTha zeTha rahetA. hatA. te jIva-ajIva, puNya, pApa, Azrava, saMvara, nirjarA, badha ane mekSa Adila navatanA jANakAra hatA. dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya, AkAzAstikAya, pudgalAstikAya, . jIvAstikAya ane kALa e cha dravyonuM viziSTa jJAna dharAvatA hatA. dAna zIyaLa tapa ane bhAva A cAra prakAranA dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAmAM sadA tatpara rahetA hatA. teo dilanA dilAvara ane dIna duHkhIonA duHkhane haranArAM hatA. emanA AMgaNe raDate Avela mANasa hasato hasate jatuM hatuM. evA duHkhIonA belI hatA. zeThanA puNyane sahasrarazmi khUba prakAza ha. emane dharmavatI nAmanI suzIla ane vinayavaMta patnI hatI. emane rameza, maheza, hiteza ane dineza ema cAra putro hatA. jema makAna cAra thaMbhathI zebhe che tema zeTha A cAra cAra putrothI zebhatA hatA. A cAreya putrone saMskArI gharanI kanyAo sAthe paraNAvyA hatA. jyAM puNyane udaya hoya tyAM patnI, putra, putravadhUo vigere parivAra paNa sAro hoya che ane pApane udaya hoya che tyAM gharamAM kajIyA ne kaMkAsa hoya che. zeThane sAmAyika pratikramaNa, saMtadarzana, vyAkhyAna vANInuM zravaNa, dAna Adi ghaNAM niyama hatA. putra pitAjIne dAna Adi dharmakriyAomAM kadI rUkAvaTa karatA na hatAM. zeTha khUba dAna karatA hovAthI AkhA nagaramAM temanI prazaMsAnA puSponI parimala maheMkatI hatI. emanA yazagAna rAjadarabAramAM paNa gavAtA hatA. AvA guNIyala zeThanuM rAjya taraphathI sanmAna karavAmAM AvatuM hatuM. A zeTha dareka rIte sukha saMpanna hatA.

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zAradA siddhi AnaMdapUrvaka emanA divase vyatIta thatA hatA. "ka bhajaveluM nATaka":- samaya samaya baLavAna che. karmanI kaLA nirALI che. jema pUrNimAne nirmaLa caMdra thALI je prakAzato hoya che paNa enI vacamAM kALA DAgha che tema A zeThanA puNyane caMdramAM soLe kaLAe khIlI uThe hate. emAM pApakarmane kALo DAgha lAgI gayo. kamalege zeThane tyAMthI lakSmI devIe vidAya lIdhI. peDhIo, dukAne badhuM vecAI gayuM. patnI ane putravadhUonA dAgInA, mUlyavAna sADIo badhuM vecAI gayuM. mAtra eka gharanuM bekhuM rahyuM. reja avanavA miSTAnna khAnAra kuTuMbane lUkho reTa ne chAzanA paNa sAMsA paDavA lAgyA. AvI paristhiti sarjAI gaI. kAlanA karoDapati dharamacaMda zeTha kaMgALa banI gayA. lAkho duHkhIonA duHkha dUra karI emanI duvA lenArA Aje duHkhI duHkhI banI gayA. lAkho nirAdhArane AdhAra ApanAra Aje nirAdhAra banIne nokarI mATe yAcanA kare che paNa koI Azraya ApatuM nathI. kahyuM che ne ke Aje svAmI kAle sevaka, 2ka paNa rAya bane bezaka, bhAgyanuM cakra cAle aNathaka, parama subhAgI thavA A taka paNa kyAM lagI badhuM A (ra)nA puNya koInA che amara... sUryane udaya thAya che ne asta thAya che. samudramAM bharatI Ave tyAre pANInA mojA uMcA uchaLe che paNa oTa Ave tyAre paththara ja dekhAya che, tema jyAM sudhI puNyane puravaTho che tyAM sudhI saMsAranI vADI raLiyAmaNI lAge che paNa puSyane puravaTho khUTI jatAM raLIyAmaNa vADI verAna banI jAya che. A zeThanI paNa AvI dazA thaI. karmodayathI garIbAI AvI paNa zeThanI dharma zraddhAnI japeta jhAMkhI paDatI nathI. zeTha zubhAzubha karmanA phaLane samajatA hatA. te vicAra karavA lAgyA ke du:khanA samaye dharmane dhakako na mAravo joIe, paNa pApane dhakako mAre joIe. A nagaramAM ke zeThane hAtha pakaDatuM nathI. khAvAnA sAMsA paDyA eTale vicAra karyo ke have A nagaramAM rahevuM gya nathI. bIjA gAmaDAmAM jaIne mahenata majurI karIe. ema nirNaya karIne pitAnA putrane kahe che beTA ! have A nagara choDIne bIje jaIe, tyAre chokarAo kahe che bApujI! tame game teTaluM dAna karyuM paNa ame kadI Apane rokayA nathI. dharma karatA aTakAvyA nathI, to A badhI dharmakaraNI ane dAnanuM puNya kayAM palAyana thaI gayuM ke A gAma ane gharabAra choDavAne vakhata Avye? pitAjI kahe dIkarAo evuM na bole, dharmane rUDA pratApa che. dharma ApaNane duHkhI nathI karyA. ApaNe ApaNA pApa karmanA udayathI duHkhI thayA chIe. A pApa karmane khapAvIne sukhI thavuM hoya te dharmArAdhanA, sAmAyika karo navakAra maMtra jApa karo. chekarAo kahe bahu dharma karyo. have kaMI karavuM nathI.

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17 zAradA siddhi nagara cheDI vagaDAnI vATe jatA zeTha" - putranA zabda sAMbhaLIne zeThanA dilamAM khUba duHkha thayuM paNa mauna rahyA. pitAne parivArane laI ghara baMdha karIne zeTha bIjA gAmamAM AvyA. puNyano pAvara khalAsa thaI gayo che, eTale tyAM paNa kaI sahAre detuM nathI. zeThane dararoja sAmAyika karavAno niyama che paNa sAmAyika kare kayAM? besavA mATe eTale te joIene ? traNa divasa gAmamAM pharyA tyAre eka dayALu bahene besavA mATe eTale Apyo. zeThe eka sAthe traNa sAmAyika karI lIdhI. chevaTe gAmanA pAdaramAM eka jhUMpaDuM bAMdhIne rahevA lAgyA. mahenata majUrI karIne gujarAna calAve che. baMdhuo ! anAdikALathI saMsAranuM cakra A rIte cAlI rahyuM che. sukha pachI duHkha, udaya pachI asta, caDatI pachI paDatI, ane bharatI pachI oTa AvyA kare che. ema samajIne zeTha kaSTanA kaparA divasomAM paNa dharmArAdhanA karatA samabhAvathI divaso pasAra kare che. e to eka ja vicAra kare che ke A te mArI kasoTIne samaya che. jIvaDA ! tuM sajAga raheje. zeTha pratye putrane prapa":- Ama karatA divaso pasAra thayA. eka vakhata dharamacaMda zeThane khabara paDI ke gAmamAM koI jJAnI saMta padhAryA che. saMta padhAryAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne zeThanA rome roma khIlI uThayA. haiyAmAM harSa samAtuM nathI. snAnAdi kriyA karIne zeTha gurUnA darzane javA taiyAra thayA eTale dIkarAo pUche che bApujI! kayAM ja cAlyA? tyAre zeTha kahe che mArA gurUdevanA darzana karavA ane vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA. tyAM to cAreya chokarAo gusse thaIne ekI avAje bolI uThayA pitAjI! bahu dharma karyo. dharma dharma karIne tame sukhamAMthI duHkhanA divase dekhADayA. dhamane tyAM dhADa paDI. dharma pAme duHkhaDA ne sukha saghaLA zayatAnane zuM kahevuM bhagavAnane dhamI jIvo duHkha pAme che ne zayatAne badhA sukhI che. ATalI badhI lakSmI tame dAnamAM vAparI, dharmane mATe tame jIvana kurabAna karyuM, chatAM ApaNe kaMgALa te banI gayA, mATe have bhalA thaIne gharamAM beso. kaMI dharma kare nathI ne vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA nathI. putranA mukhethI AvA zabdo sAMbhaLIne zeThanA hRdayamAM koI goLI mAre e ghA vAgyo. emaNe putrane samajAvatA kahyuM ke he dIkarAo! du:kha ke garIbAI e te ApaNA pUrvakRta karmonuM pariNAma che. emAM dharmane zo de Sa? dharma te janmojanmamAM sukha sAhyabI ane samRddhi Ape che. A bhavamAM karelA dAna, sAmAyika tapa Adi dharmakriyAo bhaviSyamAM mahAna phaLa ApanAra che. vartamAnamAM ApaNA je karmone udaya thayo che e te ApaNA pUrvakRta karmonuM phaLa che. mATe he putra ! tame AvA vacana belI dharmanI niMdA na kare. kSaya rogathI zarIra jema kSINa thAya che tema pApakarmanA udayathI duHkha, daridratA Adi kaDavA phaLa bhogavavA paDe che ane dharma karavAthI te karmo kSINa thatA jAya che. mATe je tamAre A duHkhane aMta lAvavo hoya te gurUdevanA dazane cAlo. chokarAo kahe che. "amAre nathI AvavuM. tame jAo." zI, 3

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zAradA siddhi dharmalAbha" sAMbhaLatA zretAomAM thayela saMdeha - zeTha te harSabhera upAzrayamAM AvyA. gurUdeva vyAkhyAna pharamAvI rahyA che. mAnava-medanIthI vyAkhyAna hila cikkAra bharAI gayA hatA. sau vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavAmAM tallIna banyA hatA. A dharamacaMda zeTha gurUne vaMdana karIne pAchaLa besI gayA. A samaye mahArAjanI dRSTi zeTha upara paDI. saMta zeThane oLakhI gayA eTale cAluM vyAkhyAne aMte moTethI zeThane kahyuM "dharmalAbha" tyAre zrAvakanA manamAM thayuM ke gurUdeva gaucarI karavA padhAre tyAre dharma lAbha Ape che. A rIte vyAkhyAnamAM kayAre paNa koIne dharmalAbha kahetA nathI. Aje kene dharmalAbha kahyo? zuM koI moTA rAjA padhAryA che ! saue pAchaLa najara karI te eka hADapiMjara jevuM zarIra che. phATyA-tUTayAne melAghelA va paheryA che, dADhI vadhI gaI che evA garIba zrAvakane je. zrotAjanenA manamAM thayuM ke gurUdeve AvA garIbane vyAkhyAna vacce "dharmalAbha" kema kahyo haze ! saunA manamAM Azcarya thayuM. tyAM te pharIne mahArAje zeThane kahyuM AgaLa Avo. zeThe kahyuM gurUdeva ! mAre mATe ahIM ja ThIka che, paNa mahArAje kahyuM-nA, zeTha AgaLa Avo, eTale zeTha UbhA thaIne cheDA AgaLa AvIne beThAM. tyAM te pharIne AcArya mahArAje kahyuM zeTha! tyAM nahi, ekadama AgaLa Ave. lokonA manamAM te khUba Azcarya thayuM ke gurUdeva koIne nahi ke A garIbane AgaLa besADavA ATale badho Agraha kema karatA haze? devAnupriye! tame ATalA badhA beThA che. emAMthI huM kaMI garIbane Agraha karIne AgaLa lAvuM te tamane paNa Azcarya lAgene ? Aje te zrImaMtane sau mAna Ape che. pAchaLathI Ave te paNa ene bolAvIne AgaLa besADe che, paNa garIba bicAro vahelo Avyo hoya tene pAchaLa besADe che. badhA zrAvaka zeThane dhArIdhArIne jovA lAgyA ke A garIba mANasa keNa haze ne gurUdeve ene AgaLa zA mATe bolAvyo? zretAjanenA manebhAva jANIne gurUdeve spaSTIkaraNa karatAM kahyuM ke he bhavya jIvo! A garIba zrAvaka te mANasa nahi paNa deva che deva. A te mahAna zrAvaka che. sAce zramaNopAsaka che, devagurUne sAco bhakta che. duHkhIonA belI che A te cIMthare bAMdheluM ratna che ratna, paNa atyAre pApakarmanA udayathI e rAkha nIce daTAI gayuM che. mATe huM emanI ATalI badhI prazaMsA karuM chuM. ema kahIne mahArAje punaH pravacana zarU karyuM. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne sau gurUne vaMdana karIne cAlyA gayA. A zeThe paNa gurUdevane vaMdana karIne kahyuM-gurUdeva! A garIbanI jhUMpaDI pAvana karaje. lAbha Apaje. A zeThane ghera lUkho bAjarAne roTalo ne coLA banAvyA hatA paNa enI bhAvanA lUkhI na hatI. bhAvanA utkRSTa hatI. zeTha bhAvanA bhAvIne upAzrayanI bahAra nIkaLe che. tyAM kAne zabda saMbhaLAya. mAMga... mAMga. AsapAsa daSTi karI te kaI dekhAyuM nahi. bIjI vakhata avAja Avyo paNa koI na dekhAyuM. e te cAlavA

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zAradA siddhi 18 lAgyA. tyAM rogInA rUpamAM kaI deva temanI sAme AvIne Ubho rahyo ane kahyuM zeTha mAMga.... mAMga. tyAre zeThe kahyuM mAre kaMI na joIe, tyAre yogIe kahyuM zeTha! ApanA guNothI huM ApanA pratye AkarSAya chuM. ApanA jevA pavitra ane dhamaSTha vyaktinI A durdazA mArAthI jevAtI nathI tethI ApanI garIbAI sadAne mATe dUra thaI jAya ane Apa sArI rIte dharmArAdhanA karI zake te mATe huM Apane eka maMtra ApavA IcchuM chuM. Apa maMtranA thoDA jApa karazo eTale duHkha nAza pAmaze. zeThe kahyuM mAre evA maMtranI jarUra nathI. mAre te dharmArAdhanA karavI che. dhananI jarUra nathI. jIvanamAM dharma che te badhuM che. lakSamI te caMcaLa che. vezyA ane lakSmI te koInA thayA nathI ne thavAnA nathI. lakSmI te puNyAdhIna che mATe mane maMtranI jarUra nathI. baMdhuo? tamArA upara keI deva-devI prasanna thaIne Avo maMtra Ape te tame ene zuM kahe ? zeThanI jema nA pADo ke laI le? (hasAhasa) zeTha karmodayathI garIba banI gayA hatA. te kevA kaSTo sahana kare che chatAM maMtra levAnI nA pADe che, paNa tame te nA pADe ja nahi, laI le. yegIe zeThane khUba Agraha karyo tyAre zeThe kahyuM mAre paisAnI jarUra nathI, paNa mArA nimitte mAre dharma niMdAya che. huM te mArA karmodayathI duHkhI thaze chuM paNa mArA putro ane bIjA loko ema bele . che ke bahu gharma karyo, khUba dAna dIdhuM chatAM kema duHkhI the? e mArAthI sahana thatuM nathI. e baMdha karo ne mArA dIkarAonI buddhi nirmaLa bane, jainadharmanI emanA dilamAM zraddhA thAya ane mArA jainadharmane mahimA vadhe. e mATe je maMtra Apa te svIkAruM. egIe kahyuM bhale ema banaze paNa tame maMtrane svIkAra kare. zeThe kahyuM te Apa maMtra Ape. huM grahaNa karuM chuM. yogInA vezamAM rahelA deve zeThane nava akSarane maMtra ApyuM ne kahyuM have tamArA nagaramAM jaI tamArA gharamAM besIne 108 vAra eka citte A maMtranuM samaraNa karajo. sau sArA vAnA thaze. ema kahIne gI adazya thaI gayA. zeTha samajI gayA ke dharma pratApe have mArA duHkhane aMta Avaze. zeThane duHkha bhogavIne kaMTALo Avyo na hato ke emane paisAnI jarUra na hatI paNa pitAnA putro punaH dharmamAM zraddhAvAna banI jIvana saphaLa kare ane dharmane mahimA kema vadhe e ja emanI abhilASA hatI. zeTha kaparI kasoTImAMthI pasAra thayA hatA. AvA samayamAM mANasa dhIraja khoI bese che, tenI zraddhAnA pAyA hacamacI jAya che ne dharmane bAjumAM mUkI de che, paNa A zeTha te aDaga rahyA. ATalA duHkhamAM paNa emaNe dharma na choDe. e emanI eka vizeSatA che. zeThe ghera AvIne putrone kahyuM he putro ! have ApaNe ApaNuM nagaramAM ApaNe ghera jaIe. tyAM sau sArA

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zAradA siddhi vAnA thaze, tyAre chokarAo kahevA lAgyA ke tyAM jaIne zuM karIzuM? gharamAM cAre khUNA sarakhA che. tyAM te dhanavAnamAMthI nidhana banyA, tethI te ahIM AvIne vasyA ne pAchA tyAM javuM che? amAre nathI AvavuM. ahIM ThIka che. chokarAoe khI nA pADI paNa bApe kahyuM beTA ! mAro AtmA kahe che ke have tyAM jaIne sukhI thaIzu. bApanI prabaLa IcchA joIne putro bApanI sAthe pitAnA nagaramAM AvyA. gharanI te bhayaMkara durdazA thaI gaI hatI. zeThe ghara sApha karAvyuM. bIje divase zeThe putrane kahyuM dIkarAo! tame ghaNuM divasathI gurUdevanA darzana karyA nathI, navakAramaMtrane jApa karyo nathI ke sAmAyika karI nathI, te Aje upAzraye jaI gurUdevanA darzana karI sAmAyika laI navakAramaMtrano jApa kare. te ApaNe zAMtithI rahI zakIe. A chokarAone have dharmamAM zraddhA nathI. e te bApAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne baDabaDavA lAgyA ke mUkone have dharmanI vAta. dharma khUba karyo eTale te duHkhI duHkhI thaI gayA. je dhirmane prabhAva heta te ApaNe sukhI na thAta ! tame jIvanabhara dharmanI pAchaLa paDayA che te zuM vaLyuM? cItharehAla banyA che ke bIjuM kaI? putronA bola sAMbhaLIne zeThanA kALajAmAM tela reDAI gayuM paNa sAthe e samaje che ke A bicArA ajJAna che. dharmanA marmane jANatA nathI. dharmanA prabhAva ane mahimAnuM emane jJAna nathI, nahitara AvA zabdo na bole. zeTha te dharmanA rahasyane samajatA hatA eTale putrane pharIthI kahyuM dIkarAo! tame dharmasthAnake jaIne meM kahI teTalI dharmArAdhanA karI ane juo to kharA, zuM lAbha thAya che? putrae vicAra karyo, ke ApaNe nahi jaIe tyAM sudhI A Deso kUtarAnI jema bhasyA karaze. juo, A tamAre saMsAra. je mAtA-pitAe ucherIne moTA karyA, lokha lADa laDAvyA ane AgaLa vadhAryA. evA mA-bApane kUtarAnI upamA ApatA paNa kulAMgAra putrane zarama nathI AvatI paNa emane khabara nathI ke kUtarA paNa jenA roTalA khAya che temanI vaphAdArI pUrvaka sevA bajAve che. pitAjInA kahevAthI A chokarAo upAzraye gayA. gurUdarzana karI sAmAyika laI navakAra maMtranA jApa karavA lAgyA. A tarapha zeThe gInA kahevA mujaba 108 vakhata maMtra jApa karyo tyAM to gharamAM prakAza prakAza patharAI gayo ne emane avAja Avyo ke he zeTha! tArI dharmazraddhAnA baLe have pApane kALo DAgha dUra thaI gayuM che ne tArA puNyane sUrya udayamAna thayA che. tArA gharanA cAre khUNuM kheda. tArA pitAnA dATelA kiMmatI ratnothI bharelA caru nIkaLaze, eTale zeThe chedayuM te cAre khUNAmAMthI jhagamagatA ratnothI bharelA caru nIkaLyA, tyAM te chokarAo AvyA ne caru joIne pUchyuM, "pitAjI A zuM? pitAe kahyuM, beTA ! A dharmano pratApa ! putrane badhI vAta karI, eTale emanA gaLe vAta utarI ane aMtaramAM punaH dharmazraddhAne saMcAra thayo.

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zAradA siddhi pitAjIne game tevA zabdo kahevA badala khUba pazcAttApa karIne caraNamAM paDI kSama mAMgI. have zeThanuM jIvana pUranI jema pAchuM samRddha banyuM ane cAra putra, putravadhUo badhA dharmamAM vadhu daDha banyA. TUMkamAM AvA dRSTAMte dvArA mAre te tamane eka vAta samajAvavI che ke game tevA kaSTamAM paNa dharmane tame dhakko na mAraze, paNa dharmamAM daDha banajo. zeTha duHkhamAM makkama rahyA che ke mahAna lAbha meLavyo. bIjI vAta ApaNe sukhanI cAlatI hatI ke bAhyasukha e sAcuM sukha nathI paNa Atmika sukha e ja sAcuM sukha che. A zeTha Atmatatvane jANatA hatA, tethI temanI bAhyasaMpatti cAlI gaI duHkhanA pahADa tUTI paDyA chatAM kevI samatA rAkhI zakayA! A Amika sukhanI anubhUtinA baLe ne ? basa, tame paNa AvA banajo, te kayAre paNa duHkha nahi Ave. ApaNe have carama tIrthapati bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInI aMtima vANI uttarAdhyayana sUtranA teramA adhyayananA adhikAranuM vyAkhyAnamAM vAMcana karavuM che. uttarAdhyayana sUtra e mahAvIra prabhu pAvApurImAM mokSe sIdhAvyA tyAre aMtima samaye soLa prahara sudhI satata ekadhArI dezanA ApI che. emAM mahAna gUDha rahasya samAyelA che. uttarAyayana sUtranA prathama adhyayanamAM bhagavAne vinayanI vAta samajAvI che. vinaya e to jIvanamAM kiMmatI jaDIbuTTInuM kAma kare che. vinaya dharmavRkSanuM mULa, che. vinaya virIne vaza karI zake che vinayavaMta AtmA sarvatra pUjAya che. vinayavaMta AtmA sva paranuM kalyANa karI zake che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA prathama adhyayanamAM bhagavaMte vinayanuM khUba suMdara varNana karyuM che. e rIte bIjA adhyayanamAM pariSahanuM varNana karyuM che. jenAmAM vinayane mukhya guNa hoya che te pariSahane sahana karI zake che. A rIte ekeka adhyayanamAM uttarottara kama batAvela che. ApaNe te teramA adhyayanano adhikAra le che. teramA adhyayananI pahelA bAramA adhyayanamAM bhagavAne tapanI vAta batAvI che. niyANarahita zuddhabhAvathI harikezImunie je tapa karyA te emanA teja ane prabhAvathI AkarSAIne yakSa temanI sevAmAM hAjara rahyo. harakezI muni cAMDALa kuLamAM janmyA hatA paNa saMyama laI aghora tapa dvArA karmane khapAvI AtmAne vizuddha banAvyo. teramA adhyayanamAM tapa karIne niyANuM karanAranI kevI dazA thAya che te vAta batAvavAmAM AvI che. bhagavAna kahe che he jIva! tuM tapa kara. kaThina cAritra pALa. game tevI ugra sAdhanA kara paNa enuM phaLa vecIza nahi. niyANuM na karIza. niyANuM karavuM e te kehInUra ApIne kAMkarA grahaNa karavA jevuM che. hAthI ApIne gardabha levA jevuM che. ahIM A adhyayanamAM koNe niyANuM karyuM, kevI rIte karyuM ane niyANuM karavAthI kevI dazA thaI te viSayanuM khUba suMdara varNana karyuM che. bIjuM eka caritra paNa kAlathI levAmAM Avaze. samaNa ghaNe thaI gayo che. vadhu bhAva avasare.

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vyAkhyAna na. 3 aSADa vada 8 ne semavAra mAtA sujJa madhue, suzIla ana...tajJAnI, viSayeAnA vAraka, mArDanA mAraka ane guNNAnA dhAraka tI kara bhagavAe bhavya jIveAnA ekAMta hita mATe Agama vANI raju karI. bhagavatane viSayeAnA vAraka kema kahyA ? bhagavAna saMsAranA bhayaMkara viSane utAranAra che. jema koI mANasane jherI sarpa karaDe che tyAre tene jhera utAravA mATe gArUDI pAse laI javAmAM Ave che. gArUDI ma`tra prayAga dvArA sarpanA jherane utAre che tema tIrthaMkara bhagavato bhavya jIvAne dharma samajAvI anAdikALanA sahasAranA jhera utAre che. sattu jhera utAranAra gArUDI to badhe maLaze paNa sa'sAranA jhera utAranAra gArUDI samAna tIrthaMkara bhagavato ke emanI vANI tamane badhe nahi maLe. A rIte bhagavata viSayeAnu' vAraNa karanAra hAvAthI temane viSaceAnA vAraka kahyA che. mAha rUpI mahAna jakhkhara mallane haNyA che tethI bhagavAna meAhanA mAraka che ane prabhu anaMta guNAnA dhAraka hovAthI temane guNAnA dhAraka kahyA che. AvA arihaMta paramAtmAnA zaraNe jaIe to ApaNA viSaya vikAro naSTa thaI jAya bhavanA beDA pAra thaI jAya. sattAnuM' mAraNu'' ne bahene ! tA. 16-7-79 tribhuvanamAM jo koI sarvazreSTha hoya to te arihaMta bhagavato che. traNe loka upara arihaMta prabhunA upakAranA kAI pAra nathI. jagatanA tamAma jIvone arihaMta bhagavAna dharmanA mArga batAve che. ariha'ta bhagavato je dhama prakAze che tenI apramattapaNe ArAdhanA karIne jIvo tarI gayA che. sUyagaDAyaga sUtramAM bhagavAna khelyA cheke "ariMtu tattto, ristRti baLApA " zrI tIrthaMkara devAe batAvela jJAna, darzana, cAritra, taparUpa dharmAMne grahaNa karI tenuM ArAdhana karI bhUtakALamAM ghaNA jIvo sa MsAra samudrane tarI gayA che, vartamAnakALe mahAvideha kSetramAM sa'sAra samudrane tarI mekSa gatine prApta kare che ane bhaviSyakALamAM ghaNA jIvo A dharmInA ArAdhanathI saMsAra samudrane pAra karI mekSa gatine prApta karaze. mekSagati eTale zivapada jIvanA vikAsanu e paramapada. e pade paheAMcyA pachI jIva janma-maraNanI ja'jALamAMthI mukta bane che. kALarAjAnA kAi kAyado e padane asara karI zakato nathI. anaMtakALanI akhaMDa svataMtratA jIva e padane pAmIne bhAgavato rahe che. badhuo! jagatanA game teTalA ne game tevA sukho paNa e sukhA siddha bhagavaMtanA sukhAnI tulanA karI zakatA nathI. karADA jIbheAthI karADA varSo paryaMta elyA ja karIe to paNa meAkSanA sukhanu varNana karavuM azakaya che. te sukha anubhavageAcara

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23 zAradA siddhi che. A loka ane paralokanA sarvasukho eka pallAmAM mUkavAmAM Ave ane bIjA palAmAM mekSa sukhane eka rati jeTalo bhAga mUkavAmAM Ave to paNa siddha bhagavaMtanA ratibhAra sukhavALuM palluM name che. saMsAranA badhA sukhe kAcI mATInA kuMbha jevA che. evA takalAdI sukha mATe jenA vaDe zAzvata sukhanI ArAdhanA karI zakAya che evA mAnavadeha, mAnavabaLa ane kiMmatI kSaNane durUpayoga na kare. samajyA tyArathI savAra samajIne zAzvata sukhanI ArAdhanAmAM joDAI jAo. have samajAI javuM joIe ke A loka ane paralokanA sukho A jIve anaMtI vAra bhegavyA che. ane tenA phaLa paNa cAkhyA che. eTale emAM lobhAvA jevuM nathI. Aje sukhamAM masta banIne beThA che paNa kAle zuM thaze tenI kone khabara che? hamaNAM tAjetaramAM banelo eka dAkhalo ApuM. metIlAla nAmane moTA vahepArI eka vakhata gAmaDAmAM ugharANI mATe gayo. thaDI ugharANI patAvIne potAnA eka gharAkane ghera jamavA beThe. pahelo koLi moDhAmAM mUkI ane bIjo moDhAmAM mUkavA jAya che tyAM jamaNo hAtha jhalAI gayo. lIdhelo koLiye hAthamAM rahI gayuM ne meTaramAM sUvADIne ghera laI gayA. DokaTarane bolAvyA. DokaTare zarIra tapAsIne kahyuM ke lakavo thaI gayo che. tarata ja moTI, hospitAlamAM dAkhala karyo. karma sattAne vaza thayelA jIvanI AvI sthiti che. have tamane ema lAge che ke mAre karmanI kedamAMthI mukta thavuM joIe. A karma sattA kharekhara bhayaMkara che. dhAryuM dhULamAM meLavatA ene jarA paNa vAra lAgatI nathI. ghera putra ke putrInA lagna lIdhA hoya, enI kumakuma patrikAo lakhAI gaI hoya, lagnanA vAjA vAgatA hoya, maMgaLa gIto gavAtA hoya evA AnaMdanA samaye kama sattA ene kara keraDo vIMjhe to paLavAramAM AnaMdamaya vAtAvaraNane viSAdamaya banAvI detA vAra na lAge. baMdhuo ! A karmasattAthI tamAre DaravAnI ke gabharAvAnI jarUra nathI. enuM mAraNa che. karma sattAnuM mAraNa karyuM ? jANe che ? "nA". to kahuM "dharma mahAsattA". jo tame dharma mahAsattAnuM zaraNuM svIkAraze to karmasattAnI gulAmImAMthI mukta banI zakaze, paNa dharmasattAnuM svarUpa samajAvanAra koI hoya to tIrthakara bhagavAnanI duHkha vANI che. tIrthakara bhagavaMte pitAnA nirmaLa kevaLajJAnamAM A virATa vizvanA jIvone bhegavatA joyA eTale karUNAthI prerita thaIne ApaNuM ekAMta hitane mATe 11 aMga, 12 upAMga, cAra mULa sUtra, cAra cheda sUtra ane batrIsamuM avazya karavA gya Avazyaka sUtra. A batrIza AgamanI rajuAta karI che temAMthI ApaNe zAsanapati, paramapitA prabhu mahAvIra svAmInI aMtimavANI mULa Agama uttarAdhyayana sUtranA teramA adhyayanane adhikAra vAMcavo che. bhagavAne prarUpelA siddhAMtamAM cAre ya anuga samAyelA che.

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zAradA siddhi khATalAnI jema cAra pAyA hoya che tema anuganA paNa cAra prakAra hoya che. khATalAnA cAra pAyAmAMthI ekAda pAye je tUTelo hoya to te besavAnA ke sUvAnA upagamAM Ave khare? tema zAstramAM paNa cAra pAyA rUpa cAra anuga batAvyA che. (1) dravyAnuyoga (2) caraNakaraNAnuyoga (3) gaNitAnuyoga (4) dharmakathAnuga. ema anuga cAra prakAre vibhakta thaye che. zrI bhagavatIjI, ThANAMgajI, sUyagaDAga, samavAyAMga Adi sUtramAM mukhyatve dravyAnuyeganA viSayanuM pratipAdana karavAmAM AvyuM che. zrI AcArAMgAdi sUtramAM vizeSa karIne AcAranuM varNana hovAthI tene caraNakaraNAnugamAM samAveza thAya che. zrI caMdrapanattI, sUryapannattI, jaMbudvIpapannarI vigere sUtromAM moTA bhAge gaNitAnuyeganuM varNana che. zrI uttarAdhyayanasUtra, jJAtAdharmakathA, aMtagaDa, vipAkasUtra, anuttaravavAI sUtra vigere dharmakathAnugathI bharelA che. ApaNA bhAratavarSamAM pUrve eka be nahi paNa traNa traNa vakhata bAra bAra varSanA bhayaMkara duSkALa paDavAthI vismRti ane buddhimaMdatAnA kAraNe temaja muslimakALamAM cha cha mahinA sudhI ApaNuM vipula sAhitya agnimAM homI devAmAM AvyuM hatuM chatAM "bhAMgyuM bhAMgyuM toye bharUca" e ukti anusAra vartamAnamAM paNa ATaluM badhuM Agama sAhitya ApaNI pAse upalabdha che ke jenuM adhyayana karatAM varSonA vahANuM vahI jAya to paNa tene pAra pAmI zakAya nahi. ApaNe je adhyayananuM vAMcana karavuM che temAM dharmakathAnuganI vAta Ave che. kathAonA paNa vividha prakAre che jema SaDarasayukta bhajana mANasa premathI ArogI jAya che tema kathA paNa vividha rasavALI hoya che. keTalIka kathAo hAsyarasathI bharelI hoya che. keTalIka kathAo vIrarasathI yukta hoya che. keTalIka kathAo zravaNa karatA AMkhomAMthI AMsu ubharAya che ane keTalIka vArtA sAMbhaLatA vAtAvaraNa gamagIna banI jAya che. hAsyarasa, karUNarasa, zAMtarasa, bibhatsarasa, zRMgArarasa, lAyAnakarasa, vIrarasa, raudrarasa, A badhA rasomAM zAMta rasathI bharelI kathA AtmAmAM kaI judI ja asara kare che. mATe zAMtarasane rasAdhirAja tarIke varNavavAmAM Avyo che. ApaNe tyAgI saMtapurUSanA jIvanacaritre zAMtarasathI bharelA hoya che. je sAMbhaLatA mANasanA aMtaramAM bairAgyarasanA jharaNuM vahevA mAMDe che. kathA be prakAranI che eka kalpita ane bIjI Acarita. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA dazamAM adhyayananI prathama gAthAmAM dumapattae paMDurae jahA, nivaDai rAigaNANa accae evaM maNuyANa jIviya, samayaM goyama mA pmaaye| vIra prabhu pitAnA ziSyane samajAvatA kahe che ke he gautama ! jema rAtri ane divasa vyatIta thatA jAya che tema AyuSyanA daLIyA paNa ghaTatA jAya che. jema pAkeluM pAMdaDu rAtri-divase vyatIta thatA vRkSa uparathI tUTIne nIce kharI paDe che tema

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zAradA siddhi 25 manuSyanuM AyuSya paNa krame krame ghaTatuM jAya che, paNa chatmastha jIvone khabara nathI paDatI ke te kayAre jIrNa thaI jaze tethI zruta cAritrarUpa dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAmAM nidrA, vikathA Adipa eka samaya mAtrane pramAda karavo ucita nathI. dharmanI ArAdhanA karavA mATe sadA sajAga rahevuM joIe. A jIvana kumapatraka samAna kSaNabhaMgura che ane pramAda e kevaLajJAnane dhaka che. A AyuSyane vadhAravAnI ke ghaTADavAnI tAkAta koI jIvanA hAthamAM nathI, tethI A jIvanane saphaLa banAvavAnuM eka mAtra zreSTha upAya che ke te samayane dharmArAdhanA karyA vinA nirarthaka vyatIta thavA devo joIe nahi. lokamAM paNa eka rUpaka pracalita che ne ke, pIpaLa pAna kharaMtA hasatI kuMpaLIyA, hama vItI tuma vItaze, dhIrI bApalIyA." vRkSanA lIlAchama camakatA pAMdaDAo nIce paDelA jINuM zIrNa zuSka pAMdaDAone kahe che ke kema paDyA ne? ema kahIne camakanA bahAne e hase che, mazkarI kare che tyAre nIce paDelA zuSka pAMdaDAo e hasatI kuMpaLIone kahe che bhAI ! jarA dhIrA paDo. Ama abhimAne na caDhe. tamArI paNa eka divasa amArA jevI dazA thavAnI che. A saMvAda kapita che, kAraNa ke pAMdaDA kaMI AvuM zeDA le che. A te jIvane samajAvavA mATe kalpita rUpaka che. jyAM kalipata hoya tyAM sApha kapita che ema kahevAmAM - Ave che, paNa badhI kathAo kaMI kahipata hotI nathI. bIje vibhAga Acarita kathAne che. je banelI ghaTanAonuM kathana karatI hoya che tene Acarita kathAmAM samAveza thAya che. keTalIka kathA zravaNa karatA ApaNane ema lAge che ke Ama te kaMI banatuM haze? zuM A satya haze? A to kAlpanika lAge che. lokone samajAvavA mATe AvI vAta raju karavAmAM Ave che paNa e bicArA ajJAna jIvone khabara nathI ke A kathAonuM kathana karanAra koNa che? kathana karanArA mahAjJAnI purUSa che. upajAvI kADhelI kalipata vAta kahevAnuM emane zuM prayojana che? A jagatamAM zuM nathI banatuM na kalayuM, na dhAyuM azakaya badhuM bane che. karmanI kaLA akaLa che. karmathI badhuM zakaya che. azakya paNa zakaya bane che, mATe anaMta jJAnIoe kathana karelI ApaNuM mahApurUSoe zAstromAM je kathAo raju karI che te badhI ghaTita che. banelI che emAM zaMkAne sthAna nathI. emane te lekAlekanuM duniyAmAM ghaDI paLe banatA sarva banAvonuM jJAna hastAmalakavatuM hoya che. jJAnIonA jJAna AgaLa ApaNuM jJAna sAva chIcharuM kahevAya. kyAM sidhu ane kayAM bindu ! kayAM sAgara ane kyAM gAgara ! keTalAka aNasamaju mANaso vinA samaje ema bolI UThe che ke A te kathA che. emAM zuM sAMbhaLavAnuM che. Ama kahIne kathAnuyoganI ane tenuM kathana karanArA tIrthakara devenI ghara azAtanA kare che. khuda tIrthakara deve cothA anuyoga tarIke zA. 4

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zAradA siddhi dharmakathAnugane sthAna Ape che. mATe e viSayamAM ADuM avaLuM bolatAM pahelAM ApaNe khUba vicAra kare joIe. bAla jIne dharmanA mArge caDhAvavA mATe kathA vastu atyaMta upayogI che. kathAnA mAdhyama dvArA bAlajIvomAM suMdara saMskAre reDI zakAya che. keI paNa viSayane zrotAnA hRdayamAM barAbara ThasAvavA mATe udAharaNane Azraya levAmAM Ave te te viSaya saraLa rIte samajAvI zakAya che. piTa roTalIthI bharAya che paNa ApaNe ekalI jeTalI ja khAtA nathI. sAthe zAka Adi khAI e chIe, kAraNa ke ekalI jeTalo gaLe utaratI nathI tema dravyAnuga Adi tatvajJAnanA gahana viSayane zrotAjanene samajAvavA mATe kathA, yukti, dalIla ane udAharaNanI jarUra paDe che jethI badhA gahana, gUDha tattvajJAna paNa saraLatAthI samajI zake che. nyAya jevA kaThina viSayane samajAvavA mATe taiyAyikane paNa "g afmana, dhUma, kathA mAnasama" parvatamAM agni che dhUma hovAthI, jema rasoIghara kahIne udAharaNane sahAro le paDe che. devAnupriye! Aje bALagopALa sau keI ne kathA-vArtA vAMcavI-sAMbhaLavI game che. are, bhaNelAo paNa kathA daSTAMta AvatA harSamAM AvI jAya che. te bIjAnI zI vAta karavI? kathA jhaTa yAda rahI jAya che ane kathA dvArA je vastunuM nirUpaNa karavAmAM Ave che te vastu zrotAjanenA hRdayamAM sacoTa ThasI jAya che. kathA raju karavAnI paNa eka zailI che. kathAnI rajuAta karatA AvaDavI joIe. jema ghauMmAMthI ghebara paNa + bane ane gaeNsa paNa bane. A rIte zretAjane upara dhArI asara upajAvavA mATe kathA raju karavAnI paNa eka addabhUta kaLA che. vakatA ghaDIkamAM tAjanene taraboLa banAve che. ghaDImAM hasAve che. ghaDImAM raDAve che ane ghaDImAM DolAve che. anyadharmo ane anyadarzane karatA jainadarzananI aneka mukhya vizeSatAo che. ethI ja e sauthI juduM tarI Ave che. kathAnuyoganI daSTie vicAra karIe te paNa jaina kathAonI tulanAmAM bIjI kathAo nahi AvI zake, mATe kathAnuganI kathA sAMbhaLatA tamane khyAla Avaze ke jenA darzanamAM kathAnuganuM sthAna keTaluM mahatvanuM che. kathA zabdane ulaTAvatA thAka thAya che. je kathA aMtaranA thAka ane vyathAne dUra karI aMtarane svaccha banAve enuM nAma kathA. eka makAnanA bAraNAne phITa karavA mATe majAgarA ane khIlIonI jarUra paDe che, tema zAstrarUpI daravAjAmAM praveza karavA mATe daSTAMte, kathAo badhuM majAgarA ane khIlIo samAna che, A mATe kathAnuganI jarUra che. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA teramA adhyayanane maMgala prAraMbha kare che. e adhyayananuM nAma "citta saMbhUtIya che temAM citta ane saMbhUti be bhAIonI vAta Ave che. bAramA adhyayanamAM harakezI muninA tapanI vAta Ave che. niyANA rahita tapa karavAthI ke mahAna lAbha thAya

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zAradA siddhi 27 che ane niyANA sahita tapa karavAthI keTalI hAni thAya che. citta ane sa'bhUti baMne bhAI Ae sAthe tapanuM AcaraNa karyu. temAMthI eka bhAI e tapanu` niyANuM karyuM. te niyANAnA khaLe brahmadatta cakravatI thayA. cakravatI A khAra thayA che, temAM sauthI prathama bharata cakravatI thayA. mRtyulokamAM sauthI vadhu sAhyabI cakravatI ene hoya che. cha khaMDanA svAmI bharata cakravatI RSabhakUTa paryaMta upara pharavA mATe gayA hatA. tyAM eka zilAlekha upara ghaNAM cakravatI enA nAma vAMcyA tyAre manamAM thayu` ke aA hu* paNa cakravatI te ja ne! ATalAM badhAM cakravatI enA nAma che ne mAru' teA nAma ja nahi ! peAtAnu' nAma lakhavA gayA paNa eka akSara lakhe eTalI jagyA nathI te nAma kayAM lakhavu? vicAra karyo ke eka nAma lUchIne mAru' nAma lakhI dauM. jyAM nAma lakhavA jAya che tyAM vicAra AvyA ke ahA ! hu koInu' nAma lUchIne mAruM nAma lakhuM chuM te AvI rIte mAru' nAma paNa kAI lUchaze ja ne ? haLukamI jIva hatA eTale ATalo vicAra AvatAM aMtaranuM abhimAna ogaLI gayu` ke hu' mATeo cakravatI ne mAru nAma kema nahi, nAma che tene avazya eka divasa nAza thavAnA che. jIva jo AvuM samaje te abhimAna AsarI jAya. paNa Aje te AvI samajaNa ja kayAM che? thoDA paisA thayA tA abhimAnanA pAra nathI rahetA. ahIM eka prasaMga yAda Ave che. jAmanagaranA mahArAjAnuM nAma vibhAjAmasAheba hatu. teo svabhAvathI namra, saraLa ane dayALu hatA. khUba dilAvara dilanAM hatA. je divase temanA AMgaNe koI mAMgaNu AnyA na heAya te divase tee ghoDe besIne mAMgaNane geAtavA nIkaLe. emanI ekaja bhAvanA hatI ke mArA nagaranI prajA duHkhI na heAvI joie, eTale teo rAja savAre ghAMDe esIne pharavA jatA tyAre sAthe seAnAmArA lai jatA ne je duHkhI dekhe tene ApatA. rAjA AvA prajApAlaka hAya pachI prajAne vahAlA ja lAge ne ? AkhA nagaramAM jAmasAhebanI khUba prazaMsA thavA lAgI. badhe emanA guNagAna gavAya che. A arasAmAM eka vaNika paradeza vahepAra kheDIne aDhaLaka dhana dolata kamAIne vahANu bharIne jAmanagaramAM pAchA vaLyeA hateA. eNe AkhA nagaramAM vibhAjAmasAhebanI khUba prazaMsA sAMbhaLI tyAre enA manamAM thayuM ke badhe rAjAnA ja guNa gavAya ! emanI ja praza'sA thAya ! hu` ATaluM dhana kamAI ne Avyo chu. tA mArI kema koI praza'sA karatuM nathI. tene rAjA upara IrSyA AvI. rAjAne nIce pADavA rAjA dAna Ape che tenAthI Dabala dAna ApavA mAMDayu' ne peAtAnu' nAma vallabhajAma pADyuM. "jAmasAheba sAthe harIphAI karatA vaNika H kha dhue ! sa`patti meLavavI sahelI che paNa jIravavI muzkela che. bharyAM ghaDA kadI chalakAtA nathI, adhUrA chalakAya che. ema A vANiyA chalakAI gayeA. jAmasAhekha sAthe khUba harIphAI karavA lAgyA. badhA *

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zAradA siddhi lake jAmasAhebane kahe che sAheba! vANiye ApanI sAme harIphAImAM utaryo che. te paNa rAjAne vaNika upara TheSa ke krodha nathI AvatuM. te hasIne kahe che emAM TuM zuM che? mArA prajAjana duHkhIone belI che tethI mane AnaMda thAya che. barAbara bAra mahinA sudhI vaNike dAna dIdhuM, pachI enuM dhana khUTI gayuM. jyAM sAgara ane kayAM khAbocIyuM? khAbocIyAmAM pANI bharAya tyAre deDakA DrAuM DrAuM kare che paNa jyAre emAM pANI sUkAI jAya tyAre deDakA DrAuM DrAuM karavAne badale maraNane zaraNa thaI jAya che, ema A vANiye deDakA jevo hato. enI pAse dhana pUTI gayuM paNa pakaDeluM nADuM kema mUkAya? eNe te gharabAra, peDhI, patnInA dAgInA vecI dIdhA. enI patnI ene kahe che nAtha! ApaNu pAlaka mahArAjA sAme bAtha nA bIDAya. have rahevA de, paNa vANi mAnatuM nathI tyAre enI patnI enA nAmanA chAjIyA laIne raDavA phUTavA lAgI. Ama te mANasa marI jAya pachI enA nAmanA chAjIyA levAya paNa A te jIvatA chAjIyA lIdhA. (hasAhasa) vaNike badhuM vecIne dAnamAM daI dIdhuM. tadana kaMgALa banI gaye. khAvApIvAnA sAMsA paDyA. leke enI pAse mAMgavA lAgyA ke dAna kema ApatA nathI! amane Ape, paNa have kyAMthI Ape? A jagata te svArthI che. jyAM sudhI Ape tyAM sudhI guNa gAya pachI koI sAmuM jevuM nathI ane A vaNikanuM dAna dayApUrvakanuM na hatuM. IrSAthI dAna dete hate. -have zuM Ape? te gharanA khUNe besIne raDavA lAgyA. A vAtanI vibhAjAmane khabara paDI eTale pradhAnane kahyuM tame eka suMdara ratha zaNagAro ane ratha taiyAra karIne valalabhajAmane emAM besADIne ahIM laI Avo. pradhAnanA manamAM ema hatuM ke eNe rAjA sAme harIphAI karI che. mATe rAjA ene Thapake Apaze. vaNikane teDavA ratha Age ne mANase kahyuM, vibhAjAmasAheba tamane bolAve che. tyAM te vaNikanA hAjA gagaDI gayA. zarIre cheda vaLI gayA. meM mahArAjA sAme harIphAI karI che, eTale have nakkI rAjA talavArathI mAruM mAthuM kApI nAkhaze. te tharathara praje che paNa have javuM te paDe ja. rathamAM besI jyAM mahArAjA che tyAM AvyA eTale rAjAe premathI kahyuM : padhAre padhAre zeThajI! ene te jyAM maraNane Dara hate tyAM khuda rAjAnA mukhethI amIbharyA AvakAranA zabdo sAMbhaLyA. AthI te zaramathI nIcuM joI gaye. kayAM A pavitra karUNAnI mUrti ane jyAM huM adhama ! rAjAe pitAnI bAjumAM besADIne kahyuM zeThajI ! zA mATe gabharAo cho? mArA bhaMDAramAMthI joIe teTaluM dhana laI jAo ane tamArA hatA tevA baMgalA vasAve, dhaMdho dhamadhokAra kare. pelo vaNika te sthabhI gaye. rAjAnA caraNamAM paDIne pitAnA aparAdhanI kSamA mAMgI. TUMkamAM kahevAno Azaya e che ke mahAnapurUSo kevA vizALa dilane hoya che ane abhimAnI mANase kevA chIcharA dilanA hoya che. saMpatti to Aje che ne kAle nathI, ema

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zAradA siddhi , samajIne kadI ene garva na kare. ApaNe have je adhikAra zarU kare che temAM brahmadatta cakravatI niyANuM karIne kevI rIte cakravatI banyA te vAta pachI Avaze. te pahelAM e pUrvabhavamAM keNa hatA, e AgalA bhavAnI vAta karavAmAM Ave che. sAketapura nAmanuM nagara hatuM. nagara kene kahevAya ? jyAM bAga-bagIcA, dharma zALA Adi saMsAra sukhanA sAdhane ane dharmasthAnaka Adi Atmika sukhanA sAdhano hoya tene nagara kahevAya. bIjI rIte rAjAne jyAM kaI kara nathI ene nagara kahevAya. nagaranA zAsaka caMdrAvataMsaka nAme rAjA hatA. te nyAyI, nItivAna ane dayALu hatA. rAjAnI maherabAnIthI nagarajane sukhI ane samRddha hatA. A rAjAne municaMdra nAme eka putra hatuM. municaMdra enA guNothI sarvene AnaMda ApanAra hatuM. e bALapaNathI saMsAranA viSayothI alipta hato. ene saMsAranA keIpaNa kAryamAM rasa na hato. enuM nAma evA ja enA jIvanamAM guNe hatA. samaya jatAM e municaMdra moTo tha. tyAre enA pitAjI caMdrAvataMsaka rAjAe kahyuM beTA ! have tuM rAjyane kArabhAra saMbhALI le paNa municaMdranuM mana A asthira saMsAramAM TharatuM nathI. eNe kahyuM pitAjI! A rAjamugaTanI zobhA nakAmI che, duHkhadAyaka che. mAre e khaTapaTamAM paDavuM nathI. baMdhuo ! ene rAjaubhava maLe che chatAM levA taiyAra nathI ane tame e meLavavA paDApaDI kare che. Ajane mAnavI sattAnI khurazI mATe bhUkhe DAMsa banyuM che eka sattAdhIza sArI kAmagIrI bajAve te bIjAthI sahana na thAya. ene paDAvI levA bIjA taiyAra hoya. AjanA peparamAM tame vAMcyuM ne? sarakArI taMtra kevuM banI rahyuM che. merArajIbhAIe rAjInAmuM ApyuM. bIjA mane Ape te karatAM huM ja daI dauM. A nyAya badhAe pitAnA upara utAravA jevo che. jyAre AyuSya pUruM thaze, kALarAjAnA teDA Avaze tyAre choDavuM ja paDaze ne! tenA karatAM potAnI jAte samajIne cheDI devuM zuM che ahI municaMdrakumAre rAjagAdIne svIkAra na karyo. eka vakhata sAgaracaMdra munine ene samAgama thatAM vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA lIdhI ane municaMdra nAmane sArthaka karyuM. saMyama laIne gurUnA sAnidhyamAM rahIne khUba jJAnAbhyAsa karyo. pitAnA ghaNuM ziSya thayA eTale gurUnI AjJA laIne potAnA ziSyamaMDaLa sAthe svataMtra vihAra karavAne prAraMbha karyo. rAmAnugrAma vicaratAM vicaratAM eka vakhata teo mahAviSama aTavImAM jaI caDhayA. e aTavImAM kaI mANasa na hatuM eTale AhAra pANIno ga kayAMthI maLe? aTavImAM ghaNAM divasa sudhI AhAra pANIne ga na maLavAthI atyaMta bhUkha ane tRSAne kAraNe badhA munirAjonA zarIra sUkAI gayA. bhUkha tarasa Adi ugra pariSaha sahana karatAM munirAje cAlyA jatA hatA. tyAM temane gavalalabha govALanA naMda, sunaMda, naMdadara ane naMdapriya nAmanA cAra chokarAo potAne mATe bhAta laIne

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zAradA siddhi gA carAvavA jatA hatA. munirAjene joIne teo harSa pAmyA. saMtanA caraNamAM namana karIne pUchayuM mahArAja! Apa badhA kema sUkAI gayA cho? tyAre mahArAje badhI vAta karI eTale chokarAoe kahyuM mahArAja ! amAre mATe ame A bhAta lAvyA chIe te Apa svIkAra kare. sAthe chAza paNa nirdoSa che. A chokarAoe pitAne mATe lAvelA bhAta saMtene vaharAvIne mahAna lAbha meLavyo. AhAra pANI maLavAthI bhUkha tarasa zAMta thavAthI zAtA vaLI eTale municaMdra munie zevALanA chokarAone dharmane upadeza Ape. badhA haLukarmI jI hatA eTale emane khUba AnaMda thayo ne kahyuM mahArAja ! amArA ghara najIkamAM che. tame tyAM na Ave ? bALakanI khUba jijJAsA jeIne saMte tyAM padhAryA. ATha divasa rokAyA ane badhA samajI zake te rIte dharmane upadeza Ape, eTale pelA cAra chokarAo kahe che mahArAja ! amAre te have tamArA ziSya banavuM che. amane dIkSA Ape. badhuo ! ATha divasamAM cAra chokarAe zairAgya pAmyA, te huM tamane cAra mahinA dharmane upadeza ApIza te mane lAge che ke A surata saMghamAMthI ochAmAM ochA cAra zrAvake vairAgya pAmI jaze. (hasAhasa) A chokarAo dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA che paNa mahArAja temane kahe che bhAI! saMyama le te kaMI khAvAnA khela nathI, koIvAra AhAra pANI nahi maLe tyAre bhUkha tarasa sahana karavA paDaze, koI mAra mAraze, bhAlAthI vIMdhI nAMkhaze, kaI jIvatA bALI mUkaze, koI kaTuvacana kaheze A badhuM samabhAvathI sahana karI zakazo ? tyAre govALanA chokarA kahe che, hA, mahArAja badhuM sahana karI zakIzuM. have A chokarAone dIkSA levAnI laganI lAgI che. teo dIkSA leze ne zuM banaze tene bhAva avasare kahevAze. Aje ApaNe vyAkhyAnanI pAchaLa eka bodhadAyaka caritrane prAraMbha kare che. caritra" nAnA bALako temaja ghaNAM yuvAna ane vRddha bhAI - bahenane caritra sAMbhaLavAmAM ghaNe rasa Ave che. A caritra paNa jIvone khUba lAbhadAyI bane che. kaMIka bAlajI emAMthI bedha meLavI enuM jIvana dharmanA mArge dere che. A caritramAM bhImasena ane harisena be bhAIo mukhya pAtra che. emAM karmarAjA jIvane kevA kevA kaSTa Ape che, pApakarmanA udayathI jIva kevA kevA duHkho bhegave che, mANasa eka duHkhamAMthI mukta na thAya tyAM bIju duHkha enI rAha jotuM hoya evI karUNa kahANa A caritramAM Avaze. e sAMbhaLIne karmabaMdhana kema ochAM thAya e tarapha lakSa rAkhavAnuM che. karmarAjA tIrthakara, cakravati Adi koIne choDatA nathI. e vAta sAbita karavA mATe A rAsa jeDanAra mahAtmA tIrthaMkara prabhune vaMdana karI, sarasvatI devInuM smaraNa karI sarva prathama gAthAmAM kahe che ke

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zAradA siddhi vizvanAthane varanana kInhA, karmathe viratA, bAraha mAsa sahI bhUkha pyAsa, zrI AdinAtha bhagavaMta, prathama tIrthaMkara zrI AdinAtha bhagavate jugala dharmanuM nivAraNa karIne badhA jIvone vyavahAranuM jJAna ApIne pote dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA lIdhA pachI temane eka varSa sudhI AhArapANI na maLyAM tenuM kAraNa karma che. jyAre teo saMsAra avasthAmAM hatA tyAre lokone khetI Adi kArya zIkhavADayA hatA. e vakhate anAja pAkyA pachI kheDUte khaLAmAM nAMkhIne baLadene pheravavA lAgyA eTale baLada anAja khAI javA lAgyA, tyAre pitAnA rAjA rASabhadevanI pAse phariyAda karI ke baLada anAja khAI jAya che. ame zuM karIe ? tyAre emaNe kahyuM enA meDhe zIkalI bAMdhI de. kheDUtoe baLadanA meDhe zIklIo bAMdhI dIdhI paNa kAma pUruM thayA pachI cheDI nahi. ane baLadane ghAsa nIre che. pANI pIvaDAve che paNa khAtA pItA nathI eTale pAchA rAjA pAse phariyAda karavA gayA ke mahArAjA ! amArA baLade rIsAI gayA che e te khAtA pItA nathI. ame zuM karIe? tyAre pUchayuM ke tame baLadanA moDhethI zIkalI chaDI? tyAre kahe che nA, e te bAMdhelI ja che. te pachI e kevI rIte khAya? jAo, jaladI zIlI choDI nAkhe. mahArAjAnA kahevAthI zIkalI cheDI nAMkhI pachI baLadoe ghAsacAre khAdhe ne pANI pIdhuM. devAnupriye ! AmAM kaSabhadeva bhagavAnane karmabaMdhanane kaI bhAva na hatuM, e jI saraLa ane jaDa hatA. kAma pUruM thAya eTale zIkalI choDavAnuM kahevuM bhUlI gayA. enA pariNAme baLada bAra ghaDI sudhI anna pANI vinA bhUkhyAne tarasyA rahyA tethI AvuM aMtarAya karma baMdhAI gayuM, eTale RSabhadeva bhagavAnane eka varSa sudhI AhAra pANI na maLyA. carama tIrthapati mahAvIra prabhune paNa dIkSA laIne sADAbAravarSa ne paMdara divasa sudhI keTalA kaDhe sahana karavA paDayA? cha cha khaMDanA svAmI sanatakumAra cakravati ke jemane tyAM cauda cauda ratna ane nava nidhAna hatA, cesaTha hajAra te jene rANIo hatI. seLa hajAra deve te jenI sevAmAM hAjara rahetA hatA. evA sanatakumAra cakravatine zarIramAM soLa mahArogo utpanna thayA. emaNe sarva saMpattine tyAga karI dIkSA lIdhI hatI. sAtaso varSo sudhI reganA duHkha sahana karavA paDayA. A badhuM karanAra karma ja che ne ? A sivAya kaMIka mahAna puruSone kame mahAna duHkha ApyA che. A saMsAramAM mahAna purUSone kame kevA kevA dukho ApyA che. rAmacaMdrajI pitAjInI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA vanamAM gayA tyAM rAvaNa sItAjIne uThAvI gaye, tyAre sItAjInA kAraNe rAmacaMdrajIne kevA duHkha sahana karavA paDayA? satI sItAjIne mAthe paNa kevA kalaMka caDhayA ? ane parastrImAM mehAMdha banelA rAvaNanI paNa kevI dazA

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zAradA siddhi thaI ? enA prANu gayA ne sonAnI laMkA rAkhamAM maLI gaI. trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNavAsudevane janma kArAgRhamAM thayuM ane janma pachI naMda bharavADane tyAM yazomatI pAse moTA thayA. kayAM devakI mAtA ane pitAjI vasudeva rAjA ane kayAM naMda ane yazomatI ! bAra yojana lAMbI ne nava jana pahoLI chA5na karoDa yAdavothI yukta evI dvArakA nagarI dvIpAyana RSine kepanA kAraNe agnimAM bhasmIbhUta banI gaI. satyavAdI harizcaMdra rAjAne satya khAtara vecAvuM paDyuM. pote caMDALane ghera, satI, tArAmatI ane rohitane brAhmaNane ghera vecAvuM paDayuM. naLarAjA, pAMca pAMDavo vagerene paNa kevA kevA du:kha paDayA che e karUNa kahAnI vAMcatA te hRdaya kaMpI jAya che. satI draupadI, caMdanabALA, damayaMtI, aMjanA Adi pavitra satIone paNa kaMI ochA duHkha paDayA che ? metAraka munine zarIre senIe vAdaLI vIMTIne naso taDataDa tUTI, baMdhaka aNagAranI caDaDa cAmaDI utArI. gajasukumAra muninA mAthe sasarA somile saLagatA aMgArAnI sagaDI mUkI. mahAbala kumAra ane malayA suMdarIne paNa kevA duHkha paDayA che. baMdhuo ! AvA pavitra uttama puruSone kevA kevA dArUNa duHkha bhogavavA paDayA che. e vAta tame badhAe ghaNI vakhata sAMbhaLI che. e sAMbhaLIne ApaNe te eka ja vicAra karavAne che ke A pavitra purUSo, sAte ane satIo nirdoSa hovA chatAM emane dukhe bhegavavA paDayA che enuM mULa kAraNa zuM? enuM mULa kAraNa pitAnA karelA karmo che. karmo sau koIne duHkha Ape che. karmarAjAnI cakakI nizadina cAlyA kare che. emAM saMsAramAM vasatA karmAdhIna che sukha duHkha bhegavyA kare che. karmarAjAnI phAjane jItavI muzkela che. A badhI vAta kahevAno Azaya zuM che te samajyA? AjathI ApaNe je caritra zarU karavAnuM che temAM paNa karmarAjA jIvo upara kevI hakUmata calAve che ane sukhamAM mahAlatA ne kayAre, kaI paLe kevI sthitimAM mUkI de che e ja vAta AvavAnI che. A caritranuM nAma "bhImasena harisena caritra che. bhImasena ane harisena e be A caritranA mukhya pAtro che. have e be bhAIonA mAtA pitA koNa hatA? kaI nagarImAM teo nivAsa karatA hatA e vAta pahelA karavAmAM Avaze. Aje te ApaNe enI bhUmikA taiyAra karI che. samaya paNa ghaNo thaI gaye. vadhu bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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vyAkhyAna naM-4 aSADha vada 9ne maMgaLavAra "durgachAnuM phaLa tA. 17-7-79 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahena ! anaMtajJAnI, jagata uddhAraka, parama tatvanA praNetA tIrthakara bhagavaMte bhava araNyamAM bhUlA paDelA jIvone sAco mArga batAvavA AgamavANI prakAzI. ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAM aTavAtA jIvo mATe parama prakAzane dharAvatI vItarAga vANI sarcalAITanuM kAma kare che. jIvane vItarAga vANI upara zradhA thAya che, tyAre jinezvara prabhunA kAyadA kAnUnane apanAve che ane bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA mATe prANa pAthare che. Avo zraddhAvaMta manuSya jinazAsanane jayajayakAra lAvI zake che. jene jinazAsana pratye prema nathI, hadayamAM zAsana pratyenI zradhA nathI te mAtra kAcanA TukaDAne grAhaka hoya che. ratna jevuM jinazAsana maLavA chatAM ratnane choDIne je mAtra kAcanA TukaDA grahaNa kare ene ke kahe? jema jaMgalamAM lAkaDA vINatI bhIlaDIne motInI pIchANa nathI, kiMmata nathI ema AjanA mAnavIne manuSyabhava ane temAM kiMmatI ratna ane motI jevuM jinazAsana maLyuM che paNa tenI pIchANa ke kiMmata nathI paNa samajI lejo ke A avasara tamane pharI pharIne maLavo muzkela che. * ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA teramA adhyayanane adhikAra zarU karyo che. gaI kAle ApaNe cAra anuyoganI vAta karI hatI. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM cAre anuge samAyelA che. temAM ApaNe je adhikAra zarU karyo che temAM dharmakathAnuga che. A adhyayanamAM mukhya be pAtra che. citta ane saMbhUti. A bemAMthI saMbhUtie brahmadatta nAmane cakravati banyo paNa e cakravati kevI rIte bane? e badhI pUrvanI vAta jANavI joIe ne? meTI ImArata caNavI hoya to ene pAyA pahelA majabUta banAvavo joIe. e rIte ApaNe pahelA mULa pAyAnI vAta karavI che. ApaNA jIvanamAM paNa zradhAne pAyo majabUta hovo joIe. tapa, japa Adi koI paNa dharmakriyA kare paNa jyAM sudhI jIvanamAM zradhdhA nathI tyAM sudhI karmanI nirjarA nahi thAya. tamane koI pUche ke tame ATalA varSothI dharmakriyA kare che te kaMI pAmyA? te zuM kahezo? je tamArAmAM zraddhA haze te phaTa daIne kahezo ke dharmakriyAo karavAthI karmanI nirjarA thAya che. pApakarmanA bhArathI AtmA haLa bane che, paNa zradhdhA nahi hoya te kaI kahI zakazo nahi, mATe sarva prathama zradadhAne ekaDo ghUMTo ne jinavANImAM zradhA karo. jaMbusvAmIne bhagavAnanA vacanAmRta upara ananya zraddhA hatI. teo jJAna meLavavAnA khUba jijJAsu hatA, eTale jyAre jyAre sudharmAsvAmI pAse besatA tyAre kaMIne kaMI prazno pUchatA. emanI jijJAsA joIne sudharmAsvAmI emanA praznonuM samAdhAna zA. 5

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34 zAradA siddhi karatA. Aje tame paNa sAMbhaLavA tA AvyA che ne ? jakhusvAmI jevI ApaNI ekAgratA che? evI jijJAsA che? huM teA ka'Ika vAra e chu. tA koI bagAsA khAtA hoya, koI ADuM avaLu' jotAM hAya che, jyAre jajIsvAmI bhagavAnanI pAse samajavA AvatA tyAre svastha banI jatA. emanA mana, vacana ane kAyA emanAmAM joDAI jatA hatA. hamaNAM prabhunA mukhamAMthI jJAnAmRtanA phUlaDA kevA jharaze! khAra mahinAnuM tarasyuM. cAtakapakSI jema meghanI rAha jotu hAya ne varasAdanu pANI adhara jhIlI le che tema ja'busvAmI sudharmAMsvAmInI vANI potAnA hRdayapaTa upara jhIlI letA hatA. jhIlanAra jijJAsu ane ekAgra cittavALA hAya tA ApanArane paNa utsAha vadhe che. jyAM zrotAjanA zradhdhAva'ta ane jAgRta hoya tyAM vakatAne paNa jAgRta banavu' paDe. baMdhue ! zrotAjanA be prakAranA hAya che. eka seAnA jevA ane bIjA leADhA jevA. seAnA jevA ane leADhA jevA kevI rIte kahyA te samajAvu'. je kAnathI sAMbhaLe te zrotA ane prANathI sAMbhaLe te zrAvaka. zrotA sAMbhaLe ne zrAvaka paNa sAMbhaLe che, paraMtu emAMthI eka loDhA jevA che ne khIjA seAnA jevA che. lohu' ane seAnuM ane agnimAM nAMkhavAmAM Ave che tyAre agni jevA lAla dekhAya che paNa baMnenI lAlAzamAM AkAza pAtALa jeTalu a'tara che. lokhaDa agnimAMthI bahAra AvyA pachI gheADIvAramAM hatuM tevuM kALu thaI jAya che jyAre sanu agnimAM tapyA pachI vadhu tejasvI bane che AvI rIte je vyAkhyAnamAM beThA hAya tyAre rasika dekhAya che te zrotA che, kAraNake e mAtra kAnathI sAMbhaLe che. ahIMthI UThIne bahAra nIkaLyA pachI khIjA kAnathI badhuM kADhI nAkhe che, AvA zrAvaka loDhA jevA che, ane je vyAkhyAna hAlamAMthI sAMbhaLIne bahAra gayA, dukAne ke ghera gayA pachI paNa vItarAgavANImAM tarakhALa rahe che te zrAvaka che, kAraNake te eka citte prANathI sAMbhaLe che AvA zrAvaka seAnA jevA che. mAtra kAnathI sAMbhaLelu' bhUlI javAya che, prANathI sAMbhaLelu' bhUlI javAtu nathI. jayAre seAnu' ane loDhuM agnimAM paDelAM hAya che tyAre teA ane lAlacALa dekhAya che, tyAre kayuM sAnu ane kayu* loDhu te jANI zakAtu nathI, paNa agnimAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA pachI baMnenAM rUpa raga parakhAI jAya che. evI rIte sAMbhaLavA AvIne ese tyAre te zrotA ane zrAvaka ane sarakhA dekhAya che paNa A vyAkhyAna hAlamAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA eTale ane judA tarI Ave che. vItarAgavANInI dhUNImAMthI maLelI lAlAzane je suvarNanI jema tejasvI rAkhe che te zrAvaka che ane vItarAga vANInI dhUNI khaMdha thatA jenI lAlAza cAlI jAya te zrotA che. AtmA uparathI karmonA kAne sApha karavA mATe seAnA jevA zrotA banavAnI jarUra che. sAMbhaLavA jatA pahelA tamArA AtmAne pUche ke hu' loDhu tA nathIne ? mAre loDhA jevA zrotA nathI banavuM, sAcA zrAvaka anavu' che. zrotA banIne ghaNI vakhata sAMbhaLyu. have teA zrAvaka banIne

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zAradA siddhi vItarAgavANInuM zravaNa karavuM che je tame zrotA maTIne zrAvaka banazo te dharmanI dhUNI AtmA upara anAdikALathI jAmI gayelA karmanA kATane bALI nAMkhaze; Aje duniyAmAM zrotAjananI beTa nathI ne vaktAonI oTa nathI. kheTa mAtra prANathI sAMbhaLanArA zrotA zrAvakanI che. jaMbusvAmI sonA jevA chetA hatA ne sAthe ApanArA paNa evA hatA. jyAre jyAre jaMbusvAmI sudharmAsvAmI pAse kaMIka sAMbhaLavA ke samajavA besatA tyAre vinayapUrvaka vaMdana karIne besatA. vinayapUrvaka meLaveluM jJAna TakI zake che. Aje te ziSyane gurU pratye, vahano sAsu pratye, nekarano zeTha pratye, vidyArthIne zikSaka pratye je vinaya hovo joIe te jovAmAM AvatuM nathI. vinayane vidAya karyo tethI Aje jyAM ne tyAM vikhavAda dekhAya che. eka jamAne e hatuM ke gurU ziSyane bolAve eTale "jI sAheba kahIne tarata hAjara thaI jatA. gurU upara birAjatA heya ne ziSya nIce haya, gurU uparathI bUma pADe eTale tarata ja sAheba kahIne deDate Ave. vinayavaMta ziSyane gurU game teTalI vAra nIcethI upara belAve, AMTA khavaDAve paNa ziSya e vicAra nathI karate ke gurU mane vinA prayojane zA mATe AMTA khavaDAvatA haze ? e te eka ja vAta samaje che ke mArA gurUnI AjJA e ja mAre prANa che. gurU AjJA pAlanathI mAruM kalyANa thavAnuM che, te enuM kalyANa thaI jAya che. AvI rIte nakara zeThane vinaya kare, vahu sAsune vinaya kare te saMsAramAM sukhI thAya che. jaMbusvAmIne vinaya ane hate. jaMbusvAmI sudharmA svAmIne vaMdana karIne pUche che ke he prabhu zramaNa bhagavata mahAvIra svAmIe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA teramA adhyayanamAM zuM bhAvanuM nirUpaNa karyuM che. te kRpA karIne Apa mane samajAve, tyAre sudharmAsvAmIe jaMbusvAmI samakSa bhagavAne kahelI vANI kahI saMbhaLAvI. ApaNe gaI kAle e vAta karI hatI ke govALanA chokarAo pelA sAdhuone pitAne tyAM laI gayA. saMtee temane jainadharma samajAvyo, eTale vALanA cAreya putro vairAgya pAmyA ne dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA. saMtee kahyuM, bhAI ! dIkSA lIdhA pachI ghaNu kaSTa sahana karavA paDaze. mAthe leca kare paDaze. jiMdagIbhara snAna nahi karAya. A badhuM khUba samajAvyuM tyAre chokarAo kahe che ane badhuM ja sahana karIzuM. gurUdeva ! Apa amane dIkSA Ape, eTale municaMdra munie emane dIkSA ApI. chekarAo gurUnI sAthe vicAravA lAgyA. eka vakhata unALAnA samayamAM khUba garamI paDavA lAgI, tyAre zarIra parasevAthI rebajheba thavA lAgyuM. A samaye govALanA cAre putrae dIkSA lIdhI hatI, temAMnA naMda ane sunaMda be munionA manamAM e durgachA bhAva utpanna thaye ke A dharma badhI rIte sAre che paNa snAna karavAnuM nahi, kapaDAM devAnA nahi

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zAradA siddhi tethI zarIra upara keTalo mela jAmI gaye che. A prakAre cAritramAM glAni utpanna thaI. baMdhuo! jina dharmanuM cAritra mahAna uttama che. sAdhunA vastro melAghelA joIne tame kadI dugachA karazo nahi. sAdhuthI paNa dugaMchA na karAya. je sAdhu saMyama laIne AvI durgachA kare che ene mATe parabhavamAM jainadharma ghaNo dUra thaI jAya che. je sAdhunI dugachA kare che tene paNa mahAna pApa baMdhAya che. sAdhunI duzaMkA karavAthI kevuM phaLa maLe che te eka daSTAMta dvArA tamane samajAvuM. rAjagRhI nagarImAM zreNIka rAjA rAjya karatA hatA te samayanI A vAta che. eka vakhata bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI grAmAnugrAma vicaratA vicaratA rAjagRhI nagarImAM padhAryA, tyAre zreNIka mahArAjA ThAThamAThathI bhavya jInA nAtha tAraNahAra bhagavAnanA darzana karavA javA nIkaLyA. rAjamArge thaIne samavasaraNa tarapha jatA mArgamAM mAthuM phATI jAya evI bhayaMkara durgadha AvavA lAgI, eTale zreNuka mahArAjAe tapAsa karAvI ke A dudha kayAMthI Ave che? tyAre sevakee tapAsa karIne kahyuM, mahArAjA ! A nALA pAse eka navajAta bALa paDI che. tenA zarIramAMthI A ati bhayaMkara dudha Ave che. A sAMbhaLIne rAjAe tenA mANasane rakSaNa karavA mokalyo, paNa te mANasa rAjAnA gayA pachI dUra jaIne Ubhe rahyo. rAjA bhagavAnanA darzana karavA gayA. prabhune vaMdana karIne pravacana sAMbhaLyuM. badhI prakhadA vikharAI gaI, tyAra pachI temaNe bhagavAnane vaMdana namaskAra karIne pUchayuM he bhagavaMta! ahI AvatA mArgamAM nALA pAse meM eka taratanI janmelI gaMdhAtI durgaMdhavALI chokarIne joI, te teNe pUrvabhavamAM evA zuM pApakarma karyA haze ke janmatAnI sAthe ja ene enA mA-bApe tarachoDI dIdhI che? enA zarIramAMthI mAthuM phATI jAya tevI durgadha nIkaLe che. bhagavaMte kahyuM, he rAjana! ahI najIkamAM vANijya grAma nAmanuM upanagara che. tyAM rahetA dhanamitra nAmanA zeThane dhanazrI nAmanI dIkarI hatI. unALAnI RtumAM tenA lagna levAyA hatAM, eTale gharamAM lagnanI taiyArIo cAlatI hatI. te samaye eka munirAja ene ghera gaucarI vahoravA padhAryA. zeThe potAnI dIkarIne kahyuM beTA ! Aje ApaNuM dhanya ghaDIne dhanya bhAgya che ke tArA lagnanA divase ApaNuM ghara saMtanA punita pagalAM thayA che, mATe tuM vahorAvIne lAbha le. A vakhate dhanazrI nAhI dhoI zarIre sugaMdhita dravyonuM vilepana karI sArA vastrAlaMkAro paherIne taiyAra thayelI hatI. enA zarIra upara vilepana karelA sugaMdhita dravyomAMthI sugaMdha pheMkI rahI hatI. e mahArAjane vaherAvavA gaI paNa sAdhunA melA parasevAvALA kapaDAM ane zarIramAMthI AvatI durgadhanA kAraNe moDhuM macakoDayuM ne nAka caDhAvavA lAgI. eka te yuvAnI ane temAM pAcho lagnano divasa hatuM eTale khUba suMdara rIte zaNagAra sajelA hatA. temAM chakI gayelI A chokarI manamAM vicAra

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37 zAradA siddhi karavA lAgI ke aho! A muni kevA gaMdAgobarA che! keTalI vAsa mAre che? zarIra ane kapaDAM cokhkhA rAkhatA hoya te zuM vAMdho Ave? A rIte teNe duAMchA karI tethI karma bAMdhyuM. A karmano tene pazcAtApa na thAya ane te mRtyu pAmIne A ja nagaramAM eka garIba paTalANInA garbhamAM utpanna thaI, tyArathI enI mAtA khUba pIDAvA lAgI. teNe garbha paDAvavAnA ghaNAM upAyo karyA paNa kaI rIte garbhapAta na thayo ane chokarIno janma thatAM ja enA zarIramAMthI evI durgadha chUTI ke gharanA badhA kaMTALI gayA ne tenI mAtAe tene viSTAnI jema tarata gAma bahAranA nALAmAM naMkhAvI dIdhI che. rAjAe pUchyuM he bhagavaMta ! tenuM zuM thaze ! bhagavaMte kahyuM he rAjana ! teNe sAdhunI durgachA karIne je karma bAMdhyuM hatuM te ati tIvratAthI bhogavI lIdhuM che ane teNe bhAvapUrvaka je supAtra dAna dIdhuM che tenA prabhAvathI have saubhAgI thaze, dha baMdha thaze. e yuvati thaze tyAre he rAjA ! e tamArI rANI banaze ane eka vAra tame sogaThAbAjI ramatA hazo tyAre tame zarata karazo ke je hAre tenA khabhA para besI javuM. temAM tame hArazo ne rANI jItaze ane te tamArA khabhA upara besI jaze. prabhunA mukhethI AvA vacane sAMbhaLIne zreNIka rAjA pitAnA mahelamAM AvyA ne pelI bALAnI tapAsa karAvI te te na maLI, kAraNa ke jyAM durgadhA kanyA paDI hatI tyAM eka govAlaNa AvI. A vakhate te kanyAnI durgadha baMdha thaI gaI hatI. te govAlaNane koI saMtAna na hatuM. teNe A suMdara bAlikAne joI tethI khuza thaI gaIne chokarIne pitAne ghera laI gaI. tene khUba lADakeDathI ucherIne meTI karI. divase divase te chokarInuM lAvaNya ne sauMdarya khIlavA lAgyuM. pUrvabhava sAMbhaLatA dIkSita thayelI durgadhA - eka vakhata rAjA ane prajA badhA kaumudI utsavamAM bhegA thayA. abhayakumAra sAthe rAjA zreNuka kaumudI utsavanI kIDA joI rahyA hatA. te samaye rAjAnI najara e sauMdaryavatI kanyA upara paDI. ene jotAnI sAthe ja rAjA enA para mugdha banyA. catura zreNIka rAjAe capaLatAthI e kanyAnI sADInA cheDe pitAnA nAmathI aMkita vIMTI bAMdhI dIdhI. khUba bhIDa hatI tethI catura abhayakumArane paNa A vAtanI khabara na paDI. rAjA abhinaya karatAM bolyA are mArI vITI kayAM gaI? mArI kimatI vIMTI ATalAmAM paDI gaI lAge che. abhayakumArane kahyuM tame badhA mArI vIMTInI jaldI zodha karo. zodha karatAM dudhAnA cheDe bAMdhelI vIMTI abhayakumAre pakaDI. teNe te yuvatIne pUchayuM. A vIMTI tuM kayAMthI lAvI ? teNe kahyuM mane khabara nathI. tenI nikhAlasatA uparathI ema lAgatuM hatuM ke e yuvati nirdoSa che. abhayakumAranA manamAM thayuM ke nakkI pitAjIe A kapaTa karyuM che. abhayakumAra tene laIne rAjA pAse AvyA ne kahyuM ke mahArAjA !

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38 zAradA siddhi A vI`DInA cAra pakaDAyA. mane lAge che ke A dudhAe te vITI cArI nathI paNa tame ka'I......... cAyu" lAge che. rAjA kahe che sAcI vAta che, pachI enA mAtA pitAnI rajA laI ne zreNIka rAjAe tenI sAthe lagna karyAM. te yuti rAjAnI rANI anI. eka vakhata rAja rANI seAgaThAbAjI ramatA hatA temAM zarata karI hatI ke je jIte te hAranAranA khabhA upara bese. A ramatamAM rAjAjI hAryA eTale zarata mujaba rANI rAjAnA khabhA upara caDhI beThI tyAre rAjAne prabhunA vacanA yAda AvyA, tethI khabhA para beThelI rANInI ceSTA joIne rAjA hasavA lAgyA tyAre khabhA uparathI utarIne rANIe rAjAne hasavAnu kAraNa pUchyu' eTale rAjAe bhagavAnanA mukhethI sAMbhaLelI tenA pUrvabhavanI vAta kahI sa'bhaLAvI. te sAMbhaLIne rANIne varAgya Avyo, tethI rANIe rAjA pAse dIkSAnI AjJA mAMgI. AjJA maLatA mahAvIra prabhu pAse AvIne utsAhabhera cAritra a'gIkAra karyuM. na TUMkamAM A dRSTAMta uparathI e samajavAnu` che ke sAdhunI dugachA karavAthI jIvane kevu' kaM baMdhAya che mATe cAritra na levAya te khera, paNa sAdhunI duga'chA te kadI karazo nahi. govALanA cAra putroe dIkSA lIdhI hatI temAMthI naMda ane suna e e munione zarIre mela khUba jAmavAthI ane parasevo khUba vaLavAthI dugachA thaI paNa cAritra tA pALyuM. AyuSya pUrNa thatAM cAreya munirAje kALa karIne devalAkamAM gayA. emAMthI je e munirAjone cAritra upara duga'chA thaI hatI. te mane devA tyAMthI cavIne dazapura nAmanA nagaramAM zAMDilya nAme eka brAhmaNa vasatA hatA. tene yazomatI nAmanI eka dAsI hatI. te dAsInI kukSIe zoDIra ane zodatta nAmanA joDIyA putra tarIke janmyA. A ane bALako dhIme dhIme meTA thavA lAgyA. samaya jatAM baMne yuvAna thayA. eka vakhata teo peAtAnA khetaranI rakhevALI karavA ja'galamAM gayelA. khUba thAkI javAthI te ane eka vaDanA vRkSa nIce sUI gayA hatA tyAre vaDanA peAlANumAMthI eka sarpa nIkaLyA ane sUtelA be bhAIomAMthI ekane karaDayA. sapa`bhayakara jherI hatA. DaMkha zvetAnI sAthe ja te maraNa pAmyA. bIjo bhAI jAgyA tyAre pAtAnA bhAIne satu jhera caDhelu joyu'. eTale te eTalAmAM kei jhera utAranAranI tapAsa karavA gaye| tyAM e ja sarpa ene karaDayA ane enuM paNa mRtyu thai gayu. have te ane bhAIo marIne kayAM utpanna thaze. tenA bhAva avasare. caritra: ApaNe gaI kAle citranI zarUAta karI che temAM hajI tenI pU bhUmikAnI vAta karI che. caritranA je be mukhya pAtra che temanA mAtA pitA kANa hatA te vAta pahelA jANavI joIene ? Aje teA dIkarAne potAnA khApanuM nAma lakhAvatA paNa zarama Ave che. eTale nAma sAthe aTaka lakhAve che ke phalANA phalANA pazu khApanu' nAma tA bhUlAI ja gayu` che. pahelA evu' cAlatu na hatu'. jenA nAmanu

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zAradA siddhi caritra cAlavAnuM che. enI vAta pachI Avaze paNa emanA mAtA pitA koNa hatA ne temanI nagarI kaI hatI te vAta kahevAmAM Ave che. bhAratabhUmi Arya vitala meM, manahara mAlava deza, bhavya bhavana ujjavala ujajanI, damakata divya. jabudvIpanA bharata kSetramAM mAlava nAmane eka deza hate. enI rAjadhAnI ujajenI nAmanI vizALa nagarI hatI rAjadhAnInI nagarI eTale enI zobhAmAM zuM khAmI hoya! ujajanI nagarInI zobhA aneka videzIone ArkaSaNa kare tevI hatI. paradezanA aneka sahelANIo A nagara jevA AvatA ne tyAM rokAtA, ane vAha... alakApurIne zaramAve evI zuM A nagarI che! evI enI prazaMsA karatA. tyAMnA rastAo khUba vizALa hatA ane zerIo paNa ghaNI moTI hatI. rastAo ane zerIo ghaNA svaccha ane sApha hatA. bagIcAo, sarovara, nATayagRha, citrazALA saMgItazALA, nRtyazALA, dharmazALAo, dharmasthAnake, paiSadhazALA vagere core ne cauTe jovAmAM AvatA hatA. te nagarImAM koI duHkhI na hatuM. badhA leke sukhI, saMteSI, dharmapArAyaNa, anukaMpAvAna ane pApabhIru hatA. aDhAre AlamanA leke sau : saunA dharmamAM rakta hatA. koI bhedabhAva na hate. dharmanA prasaMgamAM bhAI bhAI je sAtha ApatA hatA. "guNathI zobhI uThela rAjA" : ujajainI nagarImAM rAjAnuM nAma jitArI hatuM. jenuM nAma jitaari = jitArI eTale temaNe badhA zatruone pitAnI vIratA ane parAkramathI jItI lIdhA hatA, eTale nAma pramANe guNethI alaMkRta hatA. te svabhAve khUba udAra, dayALu, ane nyAyI hatA. rAjyamAM AvanAra kaI khAlI hAthe jatuM na hatuM. te saune chUTA hAthe egya dAna karatA hatA. paMDite, sAdhue AdinuM teo hamezA bahumAna karatA hatA. prajAne pitAnA saMtAnanI jema pALatA hatA. prajA pAsethI karaverA khUba alpa letA ne sagavaDa khUba ApatA. prajAnA dukho jANavA rAtre guptaveze nIkaLatA ane dukhIone jAte madada karatA. rAjAnA AvA aneka guNenA kAraNe prajA temanuM khUba sanmAna karatI ane rAjAnA paDatA bela jhIlI letI hatI. e rAjAne guNasuMdarI nAme rANI hatI. tenA nAma pramANe tenAmAM aneka guNe hatA. tenuM rUpa te apsarAone paNa zaramAve tevuM hatuM, tene tenA rUpanuM abhimAna na hatuM. jeTaluM tenuM rUpa hatuM tenAthI hajAra gaNuM te namra, saraLa ane vinayavaMta hatI. sAdAI ane saMyamanI te e pratimA hatI. rAjA-rANI baMne janadhamI hovAthI baMne gurU bhagavatenI sevA karatA, vyAkhyAna zravaNa karatA. A rIte yathAzakti dharmanuM pAlana karatA hatA. baMne AnaMdathI saMsAranA sukha bhogavatA samaya pasAra karatA hatA. guNasuMdarIe joyeluM svapna" eka vakhata guNasuMdarI rANIe rAtrInA

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40 zAradA siddhi chellA praharamAM eka svapna joyu. svapnamAM ni`La ane vizALa maMDaLathI vibhUSita evu' sUryanuM khiMkha joyu' hatu.. A suMdara svapna joyA pachI rANI sUtA nahi. emane khakhara hatI ke Avu zubha svapna joyA pachI dhAya nahi ne uMghI javAya te svapnanu phaLa naSTa thai jAya eTale rANI sUI na gayA paNa navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karavA lAgyA, pachI rAjAne jAgavAno samaya thayA eTale rAjAnA zayanakha'DamAM gayA. rAjA paNa samaya thavAthI jAgIne AtmaciMtana karatA hatA. guNasuMdarI rANI patinI sAme jai praNAma karI caraNasparzI karI be hAtha joDIne kaIka kahevA mAMgatI hAya tevA bhAvathI ubhA rahyA. rANIne savAranA praharamAM acAnaka AvelI joI rAjAne khUba Azcaya thayu. eTale pUchyu' devI ! atyAramAM acAnaka ApanuM Agamana kema thayu? zarIra te sAru' che ne ? rAjAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne rANIe vinayapUrvaka kahyu he svAmInAtha ! huM gADha nidrAmAM sUtI hatI, tyAM huM jhakhakIne jAgI gaI, AMkha khAlIne joyu tyAre mane khyAla Avyo ke hajI rAta khAkI che ane meM svapna joyu che. svapnane lIdhe huM jhabakIne jAgI gaI. e svapne te mArI AjanI savAra khuzakhuzAla karI nAMkhI che. rAjAe kahyu` te teA koi maMgala haze. mane jaldI kahe ke e kayu svapna tame joyuM ke jethI tame ATalA badhA harakhAI gayA che ? rANIe madhura svare kahyu` nAtha ! meM svapnamAM divya krAMtivALA apUrva maoNMgaLadAyaka evA sUnA khaMkhane nihALyu` hatu`. nAtha ! A maMgalakArI svapnanu` zu` phaLa haze te Apa kRpA karIne mane kaheA. ' rANIne javAba ApatA mahArAjA '' : rAjAe kahyu' devI! svapna ema nirdeza kare che ke Apane TU'ka samayamAM putraratnanI prApti thaze. guNasu`darI rANI patinA mukhethI zubha samAcAra sAMbhaLIne AnaMdavibhAra banI gayA. haiyu haOthI nAcI uThayuM. AvA zubha samAcAra sAMbhaLIne kaI strIne AnaMda na thAya ? teNe tarata pAlavanA cheDe gAMTha bAMdhI zukanagraMthI karI patine page lAgI caraNaraja mastake caDhAvI peAtAnA kha'DamAM AvIne dharmadhyAna karavA lAgI. rANInA svapnanI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjAne paNa AnaMdano pAra nathI. svapnanu vizeSa phaLa jANavA mATe rAjA svapna pADakAne khelAvaze. te zu' kaheze tenA bhAva avasare, Wan vyAkhyAna na ma aSADa vada 10ne budhavAre mekSa mAnI pagadaDI" tA. 18-7-09 syAdvAdanA sarjaka, bhaveAbhavanA bhedaka, jagata uddhAraka, paramapathanA prakAzaka, ana'ta guNonA dhAraka, trilokInAtha prabhue jagatanA jIvAne AtmakalyANa mATe mahAna

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zAradA siddhi n mAga batAvyo che. sUyagaDAyaga sUtranA 11mA meAkSamArga nAmanA adhyayananI prathama gAthAmAM ja bhusvAmI sudharmAsvAmIne vinayapUrvaka namaskAra karIne pUche che De prabhu ! care maLe avaye" ahiMsAnA upadezaka, premanu' piyuSa pAnArA jemanI vANImAM vAtsalyanA jharaNAM vahe che, jemanA ekeka zabdo sAMbhaLatA ca`dranI zItaLatAnI jema zAtA ane Dha'Daka vaLe che, jemanA romezamamAM vizvapremanu gIta gu'jI rahyuM che evA kevaLajJAnI bhagavata mahAvIrasvAmIe meAkSanI prApti mATe kace| saraLa mAtra khatAvyo che ke na maLe ugruvita, enDru tarapha jusara" je mAne pAmIne jIveA dustara evA sa'sAra samudrane pAra karIne mAkSane prApta kare che. ba'e ! A AtmA anAdi anaMta kALathI caturyaMti sa'sAra samudranI aMdara pravAsa kheDI rahyo che. eka gatimAMthI bIjI gatimAM, bIjI gatimAMthI trIjI gatimAM ema pravAsa karI rahyo che. pravAsI te musApharI karatA karatA peAtAnA dhArelA sthAne paheAMcI zake che paNa A AtmA hajI sudhI A saMsAra samudrane pAra pAmI zakayA nathI. bhAvanA zatakamAM kahyu che ke, - pA lete huM mahAsindhuko, naukA dvArA lAha apAra, azvo dvArA pA lete hai, mahAbhayAnaka banakA pAra, aura dvivyagati se cala kAi, pA le pRthvIkA bhI pAra, pAra na pAyA para bhavadhikA, karake yatna aneka prakAra,chaM jo mAnavIne suMdara chidra vagaranI naukAnA sahAro maLI jAya, anukULa vAtAvaraNu hAya te| te mAnavI pAsIphika mahAsAgara ke svayaMbhUramaNa jevA meATA samudrone pAra karI sAmA kinAre pahAMcI jAya che. moTAmAM meATA vizALa ane viSama vanone manuSya gheADA, UMTa Adi dvArA pAra karI zake che. A pRthvI jeno pAra mANasa pAmI zake nahi te pRthvIno pAra paNa devA divya gatie cAlatA kadAca pAmI zake paNa A saMsArarUpI samudra eTalo vizALa che ke tene pAra karavAne mATe ghaNAM prayatna karyA chatAM hajI sudhI tenA pAra pAmI zakayA nathI ane bhavasamudramAM bhaTakI rahyo che. AvA dustara samudrane pAra karavA mATe ahIM e prazna karyAM che ke he prabhu ! evA kayA mArga che ke je mAne pAmIne jIva saMsAra samudrane pAra karI zAzvata evA mAkSane prApta kare che? tyAre sudharmAsvAmI jaMbusvAmIne kahe che huM AyuSyamAna jaMbu ! nANaM ca daMsaNaM caiva caritaM ca taveA tahA / " mammutti patto, vitteeivasiddi| .a. 28 gAthA-2 sa jIvAmAM zreSTha evA jinezvara bhagavate samyak jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane tapa rUpa mA atAnyeA che. A mArgane grahaNa karI tenuM ArAdhana karI bhUtakALamAM ghaNAM jIvA sasAra samudrane tarI gayA che, vartamAnakALe mahAvide, kSetramAM sa`sAra zA. huM

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zAradA siti samudrane tarI mokSagatine prApta kare che ane bhaviSyakALamAM paNa ghaNAM ja A mArganuM ArAdhana karI saMsAra samudrane pAra karI mokSagatine prApta karaze. Avo suMdara mokSamArga Aje ApaNane maLI gayA che have phakta dizA badalavAnI jarUra che. saMsArano mArga cheDIne mokSamArga tarapha AgekUca karavAnI che. kavie paNa kahyuM che ke, bhaTakavuM kayAM lagI tAre, pravAsI paMtha badalI le (2) pahoMcavuM muktinA dvAre, pravAsI paMtha badalI le (2) he AtmA ! tuM A bhavasamudramAM kayAM sudhI bhaTakayA karIza! tAre muktinA dvAre pahoMcavuM che te tAre paMtha badalI le ane bhagavAne je jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane tapa rUpa mArga batAvyuM che te mArge tuM prayANa kara. yathArtha jJAnathI ApaNane heya, reya ane upAdeyanuM bhAna thAya che, AtmAnA guNonuM jJAna thAya che. darzanathI temAM zraddhA thAya che ane cAritra dvArA ApaNe AtmAnA te guNone ApaNe vikasAvI zakIe chIe. te samajAvavA mATe huM tamane eka nyAya ApuM. eka zeThanI putrInA lagna hatA. zeThane eka ja dIkarI hatI tethI lagna khUba ThAThamAThathI ujavavAnA hatA. zeThe jAnaiyA ghaNA teDAvyA hatA, eTale badhAnI sagavaDa thAya evA moTA sagavaDavALA makAnanI jarUra hatI. zeThane rAjA sAthe khUba sArI lAgavaga ane bhAI jevo prema hato eTale zeThe rAjyanuM eka vizALa meTuM makAna temaNe mAMgI lIdhuM, paNa makAna ghaNAM lAMbA samayathI baMdha hatuM, temAM keIno vasavATa na hite eTale temAM khUba kacare, dhULa ane gaMdakI hatA ane aMdhAruM te ghamaghora hatuM. A zeThe makAnane svaccha banAvavA mATe sauthI prathama makAnanI aMdara lAITa mUkI. lAITanA ajavALAmAM makAnamAM jyAM jyAM kacare hatuM te badhe spaSTa dekhAvA lAge. tethI teNe mANasone bolAvIne kacaro sApha karAvyuM. makAnanA badhA bArI bAraNuM khelAvI nAMkhyA eTale aMdaranI azuddha havA bahAra nIkaLI gaI ane bahAranI zuddha havA temAM dAkhala thaI. sUryanA taDakAthI durgadha paNa jatI rahI, pachI temaNe makAnane dhavaDAvI raMgaregona vagere karAvI dIdhuM eTale te makAna jAnane utAravA lAyaka suMdara banI gayuM. o te sAmAnya nyAya che paNa te AtmAne lAgu paDe che. pelA gharanI mAphaka A AtmAmAM anAdi kALane karNorUpI kacare jamA thAya che, paraMtu ajJAnarUpI aMdhakAranA kAraNe te kacaro dekhAtuM nathI, te pachI te kacaro sApha kevI rIte karavuM ? A kacaro sApha karavA mATe jJAnarUpI dIpaka pragaTAvavAthI AtmagharamAM prakAza paDaze, ane te prakAza dvArA AtmA karma maLathI vIMTaLAyelo che te jANI zakAya che. AthI jJAnanI agatyatA siddha thAya che, kAraNake jyAM sudhI jJAna nathI tyAM sudhI jaDa cetananuM bhAna thatuM nathI, A samyak jJAnanI vAta thaI have darzananI vAta karuM. prakAza

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zAradA siddhi thavAthI gharamAM je kacaro tathA gaMdakI chavAyelI hatI tenI pratIti (zraddhA) thatAM ApaNane tenA upara vizvAsa thAya che ke amuka jagyAe kacare paDelo che ane tene dUra karavAnI bhAvanA thAya che. te rIte AtmAmAM paNa jJAnarUpI prakAza thavAthI temAM paDelA karmo rUpI kacarAne jANI zakavAthI te karmonI ApaNane zraddhA thAya che ane AtmAnA guNanuM ne paradravyanA guNonuM bhAna thAya che. padravya ApaNuM AtmAnA svarUpane bagADI dIdhuM che tenuM paNa bhAna thAya che ane ApaNane ApaNuM mULa svarUpa prApta karavAnI bhAvanA thAya che. enuM nAma samyakdarzana athavA zuddha zraddhA che. have cAritranI vAta karuM. jJAna dvArA kacaro jA, darzana dvArA zraddhA thaI ke amuka jagyAe kacaro paDelo che paNa ATalAthI kAMI kArya patI jatuM nathI. gharamAM rahela kacaro sApha karAvyuM, raMgarogAna karAvyuM tyAre te makAna jAnane utaravA mATe yogya banyuM, te rIta AtmAne paNa zuddha karavAmAM zraddhA pachI cAritranI jarUra paDe che. ApaNe e samajI zakyA ke karmone dUra karavAthI AtmAnuM nija svarUpa prApta karI zakAya che. tenA upara zraddhA paNa karI paraMtu jyAM sudhI tene AcaraNamAM na utArIe arthAt samyak cAritranuM pAlana na karIe tyAM sudhI te malinatA dUra thAya nahi. tethI cAritranI paNa ati AvazyakatA che. A rIte samyaphajJAna-darzana-cAritra e ratnatrayano pUrNa vega maLatA AtmA potAnA svarUpamAM Ave che. chelle samyapha tapa che. dvArA purANA kamene bALI nAkhe che, ne AtmA nirmaLa bane che. chevaTe ghAtI karmono kSaya karI AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA bane che ane paramapada evA mokSane prApta kare che. AtmaguNamAM pravRtta thavuM te AtmabhAva che tethI vimukha thavuM, para bhAvamAM pravRtta thavuM te anAtmabhAva che. parabhAva eTale AtmAnI nahi paNa paranI kathA. keInI niMdA kuthalI karavI, koIne deSa jovA, koInuM bUruM IcchavuM A badhuM parabhAva che. bhagavAna kahe che AtmabhAva nirjarAnuM kAraNa che. jyAre parabhAva karma baMdhananuM kAraNa che. je AtmA koInuM kharAba che te bInanuM bUruM thatAM thaze paNa pitAnuM pahelA thaze. ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. koI eka moTA zaheramAM eka zrImaMta zeTha rahetA hatA. puyoge A zeThane ghera lakSmIno pAra nathI, paNa eka putranI khoTa hatI, tene mATe zeThANIne khUba ciMtA rahetI hatI. bhAgyamAM saMtAna haze eTale thoDA samayamAM zeThane tyAM pAraNuM baMdhAyuM. putra janmanI khuzAlImAM zeThe AkhA zaheramAM mIThAIne paDIkA vahecyA. khUba lADakeDamAM dIkare mATe thAya che, kAraNa ke saMpattino pAra nathI. meTI uMmare putrano janma thaye che pachI enA lAlanapAlanamAM zuM khAmI hoya ! mAtA-pitA saMtAnone keTalA premathI uchere che paNa e ja dIkarAo moTA thAya che tyAre mAtA-pitAnI kaI dazA kare che te tamane badhAne anubhava che ne! huM te kahuM chuM ke je mAtA-pitAe

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zAradA siddhi duHkha veThIne tamane moTA karyA che e upakArInA upakArane tame kadI bhUlazo nahi. mAtA-pitAe putranuM nAma kalpeza pADayuM hatuM. kalpezane mAtA-pitA khUba lADa laDAve che. A kalapeza jyAre ATha varSano thaye tyAre tenA pitA A phAnI duniyAne sadAne mATe tyAga karI cAlyA gayA. saMsAra eka nATaka che." - patidevanA mRtyu pachI putrane saMbhALavAnI javAbadArI zeThANInA mAthe AvI. zeThANInI AzAnA minArA have putra upara ja hatA. eTale mAtAe putra para vAtsalyanI varSA vahetI mUkI. bALakane bALapaNamAM jevA saMskAranuM siMcana maLe che tevuM tenA bhAvinuM nirmANa thAya che. bALakanA jIvananA ucca ghaDatara mATe mAtAe prayatna karavAnI jarUra che. zikSaka vyavahArika jJAna ApI zake paNa bhAvine bhavya banAvI zake nahi. A mAtA-dIkarAne eTalA lADa laDAve che ke enI kaMI bhUla thAya te kaI kaMI kahI zake nahi. samaya jatAM kapeza yuvAna thaye eTale sArA gharanI kanyAonA kaheNa AvavA lAgyA ane sArA gharanI sauMdaryavAna kalpanA nAmanI kanyA sAthe khUba dhAmadhUmathI kalpezanA lagna thayA. paraNyA pachI thaDe samaya te gharamAM sAruM rahyuM paNa dhIme dhIme vahune sAsunA hAtha nIce rahevAmAM parataMtratA lAgavA mAMDI. ene sAsunI chatrachAyAmAM rahevAnuM bilakula pasaMda na hatuM. e jema sauMdaryamAM ajoDa hatI tema vaDIlenA zabdane sAmane karavAmAM paNa jabarI hatI. svataMtratAmAM sukha mAnanAra vyaktio parataMtratAne nAbUda karavA mATe sadA prayatnazIla rahe che. sAsu jo vahune kaI zikhAmaNa rUpe agara kaMI kAma mATe mIThAzathI kahevA jAya tyAM te vahu sAsune game tevA zabdo kahI detI. divasamAM traNa cAra vakhata te jhaghaDo thAya ane zerInA leke bhegA thAya. sAsu badhuM mUge maDhe sahana karatI. A mAtA kayAreka pitAnA patine yAda karI khUNAmAM besIne raDI letI. arere... mArA pati lAkhonI saMpatti mUkIne gayA. keTalA lADakeDathI dIkarAne mATe karyo. bhaNAvyone paraNAvyo. mane hatuM ke vahu Avaze eTale zAMtithI prabhunuM nAma daIza paNa kharekhara, A saMsAra ja duHkhamaya che. huM kuMvArI hatI tyAre saMta satIjIe mane samajAvatAM hatA ke saMsAramAM paDavA jevuM nathI. sAcuM sukha saMyamamAM che, tyAre huM samajI nahi. paraNI te atyAre pastAvAne vakhata Avyo ne? ATalA mATe mIrAMbAIe paNa gAyuM che ke paraNuM to prItama pyAre, akhaMDa saubhAgya mAre, rAMDavAno bhaya TALe re... mohana pyArA, je paraNe tene raMDApa AvavAne bhaya rahe che paNa amAre kaMI bhaya kharo? atyAre kaMIka kuMvArI bahene manamAM mUMjhAya che ne paraNelI pastAya che te Ave pastA na kare hoya te amArA gharamAM AvI jaje, (hasAhasa) A zeThANIne

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zAradA siddhi pastAvAno pAra nathI paNa pAchaLa pastA zuM kAmane? A saMsAra kevuM che. ene tamane pUre khyAla Avaze. vahue pAtharelI mAyAjALa" : eka vakhata koI parvane divasa AvyA tyAre sAsue vahune kahyuM beTA ! Aje parvano divasa che, mATe tuM dukAne jaIne mArA dIkarAne kahe ke e savAzera peMDAne baraphI lete Ave. Aje ApaNe mIThAI khAIzuM ne zerInA nAnA chokarAone paNa vaheMcazuM. sAsunI parataMtrAthI kaMTALI gayelI vaha te jhaTa dukAne upaDI ane patinI pAse jaIne banAvaTa karIne vAta karI ke ApaNuM bA have vRddha thayA che eTale emane aMtima samaya sudhAravA mATe agnisnAna karavAnI IcchA che, tethI emaNe smazAnamAM lAkaDA mokalAvI devAnuM kahyuM che. e samayamAM eka evI mAnyatA pracalita hatI ke je aMtima samayamAM mANasa agnisnAna kare te jIvanabhara karelA duSkRtya baLIne sApha thaI jAya ane parabhavamAM sukha maLe. evI mAnyatAthI strIo agniranAna karI ApaghAtanA pApathI durgatimAM sabaDatI hatI. patnInI vAta sAMbhaLIne patinA manamAM thayuM ke mArI bA zA mATe agnisnAna kare? patnI kahe che emanI khUba bhAvanA che. tame nA na pADazo, tyAre chokarAnA manamAM thayuM ke ThIka bAnI utkRSTa bhAvanA che te bhale agnisnAna kare. Aje, kaMkAsanI AgamAMthI chUTIne sadgati pAmaze. patnInA mehapAzamAM jakaDAyelo kalpeza paNa mAtAne agnisnAna karAvavA mATe saMmata thaI gayo. patnI kahe che nAtha! Aje parvano divasa che mATe dukAna baMdha karIne cAlo ApaNe pharavA jaIe. pati patnI te pharavA cAlyA gayA. ghera mAtA te putra ane vahunI rAha joI rahyA che. A tarapha rAta paDavA AvI eTale putra ane vahue lAkaDAnuM gADuM bharIne smazAnamAM mokalI dIdhuM. pachI pite ghera AvyA. putra-putravadhune jotA sAsue karelo prazna: putra ane vahune AvatA joIne mAtA harSaghelI thaIne kahe che beTA ! meM peMDA baraphI maMgAvyA hatA te tuM na lA? Aje mAre zerInA bALakone peMDA vaheMcIne pachI khAvuM hatuM paNa dIkare vahu e vAta sAMbhaLatA nathI ane kahe che bA! tamArI agnisnAna karavAnI utkRSTa bhAvanA che te ame smazAnamAM lAkaDA mokalAvI dIdhA che. cAlo, have jaldI kare. zubhamuhurta vahI jAya che. mAtA samajI gaI ke nakakI mArI putravadhUe mAruM kAsaLa kADhavA mATe A mAyAjALa bIchAvI che. emAM mAre dIkare paNa saMmata thaI gayo che. ThIka, ahIM zuM sukha che? vagara agnie baLI ja rahI chuM ne? theDI vAra vicAra karIne mAtA agnisnAna karavA mATe saMmata thaI gayA. putra ane putravadhU mAtAne laIne smazAnamAM AvyA. citA goThavAI gaI. mAtAne vacamAM besADI dIdhI. agnidAha devA jAya che paNa agnine peTAvavA mATe kerosIna lAvavAnuM te bhUlI gayA hatA. kalapeza kalpanAne

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zAradA siddhi kahyuM tuM ahIM UbhI rahe, huM kere sIna laIne AvuM chuM, tyAre kahe che nA, mane te bIka lAge che. huM te tamArI sAthe ja AvuM chuM ema kahI baMne jaNe mAtAne lAkaDAmAM besADI kerosIna levA mATe zaheramAM gayA. devAnupriye! A tamAro saMsAra ke che? samajAya che ne? saMsAramAM sukha mAnavA jevuM che? je putrane mAra mAnyo te ja sagI janetA mAtAne bALavA uTha Ave A duHkhamaya saMsAra che chatAM jIva emAM sukha mAnIne beTho che. saMta kabIre paNa kahyuM che ke, ThA sAcA kara liyA, viSake amRta jAnA che duHkha sukha saba koI kahe, asA jagata divAnA A jagatanA cha ajJAnanA kAraNe jUThAne sAcuM ane viSane amRta mAnIne emAM mohAMdha bane che pachI pastAvAno pAra rahetuM nathI. A mAtAne paNa pastAvAno pAra nathI. dIkarA ane vahu pitAne saLagAvavA mATe kesIna levA mATe gayA tyAre mAtAne vicAra thaye ke Ama kamete maravAthI zuM lAbha? A baMne jaNA kerosIne levA gayA che tyAM sudhI huM kayAMka chUpAI jAuM. pachI zuM karavuM teno vicAra karIza. mAtA citAmAMthI nIkaLIne eka ghaTAdAra vaDalAnA vRkSa upara caDhIne chUpAI gaI. theDI vAre dIkarI ane vahu kerosIna laIne AvyA. emane khabara nathI ke mAtA aMdarathI guma thaI gayA che. emane te jaladI kema baLI jAya e daSTi hatI eTale khUba kere sIna chAMTayuM ne agni dAha dIdhe. lAkaDA bhaDabhaDa baLavA lAgyA citA barAbara saLagI pachI banne pAchA pharyA. vahune manamAM apUrva AnaMda hate. hAza have DezInI parataMtratAthI chUTI. pati te mArA hAthanuM ramakaDuM che. ene jema ramADIza tema ramaze. mAtAe joyuM ke dIkarA ne vahu cAlyA gayA. have huM savAre kayAM jaIza? A smazAnamAM AkhI rAta kevI rIte pasAra karavI? ema ciMtAmAM hatA tyAM zuM banyuM? ghera aMdhakAramAM citAno prakAza jhabakI rahyo hato. te samaye kaI dhanavAna zeThane ghera cerI karIne AvelA cerenI maMDaLI e vRkSa nIce AvIne corI lAvelI miktano bhAga pADavA beThI hIrA, mANeka, motI ane sonAnA jhagamagatA dAgInA joIne DozInA manamAM thayuM ke Ameya maravAnuM te che ja. te maratA pahelA buddhino kaMIka camakAre camakAvatI jAuM. manamAM yukti goThavIne eNe mAthAnA vALa chUTA karyA ane moTA avAjathI khAuM khAuM belatI te core upara paDI. mahAbAhoza core paNa bAIno paDakAra sAMbhaLIne bhayabhIta banI gayA ke nakkI kaI vyaMtarI devI ApaNA upara kopAyamAna thaI che. hamaNAM e ApaNane bharakhI khAze. bhAge ahIMthI (hasAhasa) core bicArA bhayabhIta banIne ubhI pUMchaDIe bhAgyA. pitAnI yukti saphaLa thatAM DozI khaDakhaDATa hasavA lAgI eTale corene vadhu Dara lAge ne jahadI chava

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zAradA siAha 47 laIne nAThA. corenA gayA pachI mADIe sArA sArA kiMmatI vastrAlaMkAre paheryA ane be ghaDI rAtri bAkI hatI te pahelA pitAne ghera AvIne bAraNuM khakhaDAvyuM. mAtAne agnidAha daIne AvyA pachI baMne zAMtithI sUtA hatA. tyAM bAraNuM khakhaDavAthI jAgI gayA. atyAramAM vaLI keNa AvyuM? bAraNuM kholIne juve che te hIrA, mANeka, motInA alaMkAra ane kiMmatI vastrothI jhagamagatI mAtAne joI eTale tarata patnIne uThADI. sAsune jhagamagatA joIne vahue bA padhAre padhAre kahIne svAgata karyuM. bA gharamAM AvyA eTale uMcA Asane besADyA ne dIkarAe pUchayuM, bA! teM te agnisnAna karyuM hatuM ne pAchI kyAMthI AvI? A kiMmatI vastrAlaMkAre tane koNe ApyA? mAtAe kahyuM - beTA ! huM te marIne svargamAM gaI chuM. tyAM tArA pitAjI paNa hatA. temaNe mane A badhA divya alaMkAra ane vastro ApyA. huM te tamane darzana ApavA mATe AvI chuM bIjI eka vAta karuM. svargamAM Indrane eka kAyado che ke je koI navayuvAna strI agnisnAna kare te Indra ene AvA vastrAlaMkAthI maDhI de che ne pachI ApaNuM ghera mUkI jAya che. baMdhuo! dhananA bhUkhyA mAnavI AgaLa pAchaLano lAMbo vicAra karatA nathI. emane te lakSamInI lAlaca jAgI, eTale vahu enA patine kahe che te huM agnisnAna karuM. kAle pAchI AvI jaIza. patnInI IcchA jaIne patie rajA ApI eTale agnisnAna karavAnuM nakkI karyuM. lAkaDA mokalAvI dIdhA. sAsujI kahe che beTA! bhale dAgInA ane vastro maLaze paNa pahelA baLatI vakhate te keTalI pIDA sahana karavI paDe che! e tamAruM kAma nahi, rahevA de paNa vahu mAnI nahi ane smazAnamAM gaI. lAkaDAmAM besIne pati agnidAha devA jAya che tyAre sAsune dayA AvI gaI. karUNAvaMta sAsu enA dIkarAne kahe che beTA ! A kArya karavuM choDI de. marelA keI jIvatA thatA nathI. huM kaMI baLI nathI. jIvatI chuM. zuM banyuM te vAta ghera jaIne huM tane kahIza. mAtA samajAvIne dIkarA vahune ghera lAvI, ane je hakIkata banI hatI te satya kahI saMbhaLAvI. pite je milkata lAvI hatI te badhI dIkarA vahune soMpI dIdhI. pachI dIkaro ne vahu mAtAnI khUba sevA karavA lAgyA. mAtA paNa saMsAranA svarUpane barAbara samajI gaI ane bane teTalI vadhu dharmArAdhanA karavA lAgI. dIkarA vahunI AMkha ughADavA sAsue A kimiyo karyo hate. have sAsune saMsAranuM svarUpa samajAI gayuM hatuM eTale eka ja vicAra karyo ke mane je duHkha paDayuM te mArA karmanA udayathI paDayuM che. emAM dIkarA vahuno keI doSa nathI, jyAre jIvane samyagadarzana prApta thAya che tyAre A viveka Ave che. samyagudarzana e kaI bAhya cIja nathI. samyagudarzana eTale zuM? sAMbhaLe samyak eTale sAcI ane darzana eTale AMtaradaSTi, divyadRSTi, bahirmukha dazAmAMthI aMtarmukha dazA prApta karAvatI tejomaya dRSTi ane paramakRpALu

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48 - zAradA siddhi paramAtmA je kahI gayA che te satya che, aphara che, zAzvata che evI zraddhA karAvatI daSTi tenuM nAma samyagadarzana. sAsunI daSTi nirmaLa banI gaI tethI vahune baLavA dIdhI nahi. je sAsue baLI javA dIdhI hota to sAsunuM kAsaLa kADhavA jatA enuM kAsaLa nIkaLI jAta. AvuM samajIne, AvA dAkhalA daSTAMta sAMbhaLIne, keInuM bUruM karavuM nahi e nizcaya karaje. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInI aMtima vANI uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 13mA adhyayanano adhikAra ApaNe zarU karyo che, temAM pelA be dAsIne putrane sarpadaMza thavAthI mRtyu pAmyA che te vAta avasare laI. thoDI vAra caritra laIe. Aje amArA parama upakArI parama zradheya AcArya pU. gurUdeva zrI chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAhebanI puNyatithino pavitradina che. emane mArA upara mahAna upakAra che, eTale DIvAra caritra kahIne pU. chAnalAlajI mahArAja sAhebanuM jIvanacaritra kahIza. caritra -guNasuMdarI rAjA pAsethI svapna phaLa jANIne dharmArAdhanAmAM joDAI gaI savAra paDI. sUryanA sonerI kiraNethI AkhI ujajenanagarI camakI UThI. guNasuMdarI rANI ane jitArI rAjA potapotAnI pravRttimAM joDAyA. jitArI rAjAe darabAra bharAtA pahelAM ja anucarone mokalIne svapna zAstro ane naimittikene rAjasabhAmAM hAjara rahevA AmaMtraNa devA mokalI dIdhA hatA. A ujajainI nagarI vidvAnothI bharapUra hatI. dareka viSayanA niSNAto ane prakAMDa vidvAno vasatA hatA. jANe sarasvatIno darabAra joI lo. taiyAyika, vyAkaraNa zAstrIo, kavio, sAhitya samrATe, saMgIta ane yuddha niSNAte badhA A nagarInI zobhAmAM abhivRddhi karatA hatA. rAja darabAramAM jayotiSIonuM Agamana " : jitArI mahArAjAnuM AmaMtraNa maLatAM ja svapnazAstra ane naimittike sabhAmAM hAjara thaI gayA. rAjA sabhAmAM padhAre te pahelA te sabhA cikakAra bharAI gaI. nagarajanone paNa khabara paDI gaI ke pitAnA mahArAjAnI rANIne koI zubha svapna AvyuM che. tenuM phaLa jANavA mATe rAjAe moTA moTA naimittikane sabhAmAM teDAvyA che. svapnanuM phaLa jANavA mATe nagarajano paNa darabAramAM AvIne besI gayA. DIvAramAM mahArAjA sabhAmAM AvyA eTale chaDIdAre chaDI pokArI. prajAjanoe ubhA thaIne rAjAnuM sanmAna karyuM. mahArAjA siMhAsana upara ArUDha thayA pachI sau besI gayA. mahArAjAe premabharI najare saune upara daSTi pheravI. uMce daSTi karI te jharUkhAmAM strIonI beThaka hatI. ane guNasuMdarI mahArANI paNa tyAM AvIne beThA hatA. rANIne kayuM svapna AvyuM haze ne tenuM zuM phaLa haze te jANavA sau adhIrA banyA hatA. A aMgenI sauthI vadhu AturatA guNasuMdarI rANInI AMkhamAM dekhAtI hatI. rAjAe naimittikene uddezIne kahyuM ke he vidvAne ! tame sau te mArI nagarInA zaNagAra che. Aje eka svapnanuM

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+:-zArakSa siddhi 48 . phaLa jANavA mATe meM tamane teDAvyA che. gaI kAle rAtrInA chelalA prahare rANIe - savapnamAM divya kAMtivALuM ane saMpUrva maMgaladAyaka evA sUryanA biMbane joyuM hatuM. * A sarvapnathI rANIne zuM lAbha thaze te have Apa prakAzo. naimittike kaheluM svamanuM phaLa" rANInA svapnanI vAta sAMbhaLIne . sabhAjane AnaMdamAM AvI aMdaroaMdara bolavA lAgyA ke rANInuM svapna maMgalakArI che. jarUra koI mahAna lAbha thaze, tyAre kaI kahevA lAgyA ke rAtrinA chelA prahare AveluM svapna te avazya lAbhadAyI nIvaDe che. naimittike paNa bhegA maLIne aMdaroaMdara svapnanuM cokakasa phaLa zuM maLe tenI carcA karavA lAgyA. badhA naimittike gherathI nIkaLyA tyAre nirNaya karIne AvyA hatA ke badhAe svapnanuM phaLa vicAravuM kharuM paNa badhAne mata laI eka jaNAe mahArAjAne svapana phaLa kahevuM. je judA - dha kahevA jaIe ne belavAmAM saheja pharaka paDe te rAjAne ApaNuM upara zaMkA thAya, eTale svapna phaLane nirNaya karI eka moTA naimittike ubhA thaIne kahevAnI zarUAta karI. he sUryasamAna tejasvI rAjana! ApanI kIti sadA amara raho. rANIjIe je svapna joyuM che te kharekhara uttama che. svapnazAstramAM 72 prakAranA svapna batAvyA che. temAM trIsa prakAranA ane uttama gaNAvyA che. te trIsamAMthI koI svapna dekhAya che to te svapna jonArane lAbha thAya che. bAkInA 42 svapane azubha gaNAvyA che. te svapna jonArane nukazAna thavAno saMbhava rahe che. rANajIe svapna joyuM che tenAthI temane putraratnanI prApti thaze. je strI svapnamAM sUryanA biMbane dekhe che te uttama guNavALA putrane janma Ape che. tema svana zAstromAM batAvyuM che. temAM paNuM rANIjIe te uttama kAMtivALuM sUryanuM biMba joyuM che. te paNa rAtrInA chelalA prahare joyuM che. AthI TUMka samayamAM emane garbha raheze. A garbha khUba ucca haze. ane te je putrane janma Apaze te buddhimAM bRhaspati samAna thaze, parAkramI thaze ane lekamAM sAre prabhAva pADaze. A uparAMta te dhIra, vIra ane gaMbhIra banaze. pitAnA bAhubaLathI kIti pAmaze. ATaluM kahIne te naimittika rAjAne temaja rANIne praNAma karIne besI gayo. - svapnano phaLAdeza sAMbhaLIne rAjArANIne harSano pAra na rahyo. haju te putra janma thavAnA keI cinho rANIne jaNAtA na hatA, chatAM jANe Aje ja putrano janma na tha heya. e temanA haiyAmAM AnaMda vyApI gayo. jitArI rAjAe khuza thaIne naimittikane potAnA gaLAmAM paherelo savA lAkhanI kiMmatano hAra bheTa Ape ne aNIe, paNa pitAne hAra tene ApI dIdho. bIjA naimittikane paNa rAjAe chUTe hAthe sonAmahorenuM dAna karyuM ane badhAne rezamI zAla ApIne sanmAna karyuM. naimittikoe paNa rAjArANInI khUba prazaMsA karI ane maMgala AzIrvAda ApIne pitAne ghera gayA. zA. 7

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zAradA siddhi A pramANe naimittike e rANInA svapnanuM phaLa kahyuM. have AgaLa zuM banaze tene bhAva avasare kahevAze. have thoDIvAra pUjya gurUdeva zrI chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAhebanA jIvanamAM rahelA guNanuM smaraNa karIe. (pU. mahAsatIjIe pU. gurUdeva zrI chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAhebanA jIvananA guNenuM suMdara varNana karyuM hatuM. temanA jIvananA guNa gulAbanI gAthA sAMbhaLatA chetAonI AMkhe azathI chalakAI hatI. vyAkhyAna naM. - 6 aSADha vada 11ne gurUvAra "jIvanayAtrAmAM zuM karazo ?" tA. 1-7-79 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAone baheno! anaMtajJAnI trikALa dazI, tIrthakara paramAtmAoe bhavya jenA kalyANa mATe AgamamAM Atmahitano mArga batAvatA pharamAna karyuM ke he bhavya che ! mahAna puNyodaye tamane mAnavabhava maLe che. mAnavabhava e AtmasAdhanA karavA mATenuM uttama kSetra che. ahIM AvIne pramAda na kare. sAvadhAna banIne dharmArAdhanA karo. e dharmArAdhanA paNa evI karaje ke ochI kriyAmAM mahAna lAbha thAya, paNa kiyAnA phaLanI AzaMsA kadI rAkhazo nahi. huM A tapa karuM ne mane A lAbha maLe. AvuM sukha-saMpatti ane vaibhava maLe. evI AkAMkSAthI karelI kriyAothI bhautika sukha maLe che paNa saMsAranA mULiyA sUkAtA nathI. bhautika sukha samRddhi badhI nAzavaMta che. saMskRta subhASitamAM paNa kahyuM che ke, "nA na sAH vijAranA sunizcita samasta bAhyasaye nAzavaMta che, AtmA avinAzI che. ahIMnA sarvanAzavaMta sone choDIne dareka jIvane paralokanI dIrthayAtrAe eka divasa javAnuM nakakI che. te have vicAra kare. jIvana kenI ciMtAmAM gALavuM! vinAzInI ke avinAzInI? e bAhya saMyoge mAtra nAzavaMta che eTaluM ja nahi paNa e saMge jIvane bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanI AjJAne paNa bhUlAvI de tevA che te baMdhuo! tame ja kahe ke zuM evA bhagavAnane bhUlAvanArA ane saMsAramAM jIvane phelAvanArA bAhya sagonI ciMtA ane tenI ja sarabharA karyA karavI ke jinezvara prabhu ane jinezvara prabhunI AjJApAlananI ArAdhanA karAve evA saMgonI kadara karI A kimatI jiMdagI emAM pasAra karavI? A bAbatamAM khUba vicAra karaje. A jIvanayAtrA kaI navI nathI. anaMtI jIvanayAtrA karyA pachInI A eka kiMmatI jIvanayAtrA che, ane haju bhaviSyamAM AvanArI jIvanayAtrAonuM nirmANa karanArI che. eTalA mATe A jIvanayAtrAmAM pUrvanI jIvanayAtrAonA zubhAzubhakarma, zubhAzubha saMskAra jIvane anubhavavA paDe che temaja ahIMnA sa-asat purUSArtha para bhAvi

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51 zAradA siddhi jIvanayAtrAomAM kevA kevA sukhaduHkhe anubhavavA paDe tene AdhAra che, mATe zAMta ane svastha citta vicAra kare ke have pachInI ApaNI bhAvi jIvanayAtrAe sukhada, prakAzamaya, samAdhimaya ane ucca bhAvanAothI bhAvita bane evo purUSArtha A * vartamAna mAnavajIvana yAtrAmAM karavAnI jarUra che. baMdhuo ! ATalA mATe jJAnI purUSe vAraMvAra Takera kare che ke tame je kaMI dharmakriyA kare te zraddhApUrvaka samajIne kare ane saMsArasukhanI IcchA rahita kare. ApaNuM eka ja lakSa hovuM joIe ke he prabhu! A saMsAra bhUmimAM meM ghaNI yAtrAo karI. have mAre A saMsArayAtrAne samULa aMta lAve che. have mAre devalokanA sukhe nathI joItA. mAre to basa eka mokSa joIe che. aNasamajaNumAM dharmakaraNa vecIne puNya bAMdhyA. e puNyanA pathArA bhagavatA saMsAra sukhene rasIyo banIne sukha bhegavyA. e sukhe bhegavatA meTI duHkhanI paraMparA ubhI karI. puNya bhagavyuM ne pApa bAMdhyuM. have mAre pApAnubaMdhI puNya nathI joItuM, kAraNa ke e puNya bhegavatA bAMdhelA pApakarmo bhegavavA jIvane naraka, tiryaMca jevI durgatiomAM javuM paDe che. tyAM A jIve asahya dukha sahyA che tene yAda kare. je e dukhe najara samakSa pratyakSa dekhAze to kaMpArI chUTI jaze. tuM yAda karI le naraka, paramAdhAmInA prahAra, bhukha tRSA Adi vedana, kevA du:khe sahyA besumAra, ' have dehAlA du:khe evA pharI pharI na cAhe sahevA, maLe moMghA A janma, emAM ujALI le Atama, AvA bhayaMkara dukhe jIvane narakamAM bhegavavA paDe che. e pratyakSa dekhAya to tame kadI pApa nahi kare, ane kahI dezo ke mAre have pApa karavA nathI ne narakamAM javuM nathI. naraka tamane pratyakSa dekhAtI nathI paNa huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tiryaMca to pratyakSa dekhAya che ne ? tyAM keTalI parAdhInatA che? mAlika baLadene deraDAthI bAMdhI de che. tene khUba tarasa lAgI che, sAme pANIne hoja chalakAI rahyo che paNa deraDuM TUMkuM che eTale tarasathI talakavalaka thaI gaye chatAM pANI kayAMthI pI zake ? e bicArA eTalA parAdhIna che ke khAvuM pIvuM eka paNa kArya pote svAdhInatApUrvaka karI zakato nathI. AvuM joIne paNa samaje. ApaNuM lakSa eka ja hovuM joIe ke jaladI vikaTTI ema karuM. AMkhamAM taNakhaluM paDe to khUce che ne? piTamAM cAMdI paDe to baLatarA thAya che ne? hA to basa, saMsAra tamane evo kheMcavo joIe, saMsAra khUMcaze to tarata saMsAra vRkSane maLamAMthI ukheDI nAMkhavAnuM mana thaze. cAlu adhikAramAM e vAta Avaze. saMyama laIne ugra tapa karyA, kaThIna cAritra pALyuM paNa AtmAnuM lakSa na rAkhyuM to kevuM thayuM ? jema ke I mANusa

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zAradA siddhi mahenata karIne gaMgAjInuM pavitra jaLa lAvyo paNa hAtha paga dhovAmAM upayoga kare to tame zuM kahe ? bevakUpha ne? (hasAhasa) enA karatA hoMziyAra mANasa uttama mAnavabhava pAmIne saMsArane eMThavADa jevA sukhe bheLavavAmAM rakta rahe to jJAnI purUSanI dRSTie kevA kahevAya? e tame samajI leje. mAnavabhava ma ne bhavanA pherA TALavAne purUSArtha na karIe to samajI levuM ke haju mokSanI laganI lAgI nathI. have pharIne mAtAnA garbhamAM na AvavuM hoya to samyak purUSArtha karavA mAMDe. kaI paNa kArya karo emAM zraddhA ane purUSArtha samyaka hovA joIe. zraddhAnIta mAnavIne jIvanamAM azraddhAnA aMdhakAra dUra karI avanavo prakAza phelAve che. eka daSTAMta ApIne samajAvuM. paMjAbamAM raNajitasiMha nAme rAjA thaI gayA. emanuM zaurya ajabagajabanuM hatuM. raNamedAnamAM sadA temanI jIta thatI hatI. paMjAbanI dharatIne e siMha hato. sAthe zradheya deva paNa hatA. AkhA paMjAba dezane akhaMDa prima e ja enA jIvananI aNamola mUDI hatI. paMjAbanA gAmegAmamAM emanA zaunA gIta gavAtA hatA. Apane eka vAta bhekhI kahuM ke A jIve AvuM baLa anatI vakhata prApta karyuM. vizALa rAjyanA svAmI banyA. eka bhujAbaLathI daza lAkha subhane jItIne raNakSetramAM viMjaya prApta karyo paNa eka AtmA upara jIve vijaya nathI meLavyuM. zatranI talavArane - sAmane karyo paNa mAthe kALa rAjAnI talavAra satata jhulI rahI che. enA upara vijaya meLavyuM nathI tyAM sudhI sAcuM zaurya pragaTa thayuM nathI. AtmAnuM zaurya mekSa meLavavAmAM che. mokSanI rUcI jAge to mokSanA daravAjA khelavAnI kuMcI maLe ne! "jene thaI AtmAnI rUcI, ene maLI eAnI kaMcI. pAse karaDe rUpiyAnI mUDI hoya, peDhI dhamadhokAra cAlatI hoya, peDhImAM pacAsa ke e mANase kAma karatA hoya, zeThajIne khammA khammA karatA hoya, AvuM sukha hovA chatAM jene saMsAra khUcate heya, mokSa rUcato hoya, vaibhava pagamAM vAgelA kAMTAnI jema khaTakatA hoya te samajavuM ke A jIvane samyaktva sparyuM che. samyaktvanA pAMca prakAra che. temAM eka upazama samakti che upazama eTale zuM ? te vAta samajIe. upazama eTale dabAvavuM. zuM dabAvavuM? anAdikALanI lAlasAone dabAvavI, viSayakaSAne dabAvavA. lAlasAonuM mULa viSaya vAsanAo che.viSaya vAsanAonuM mULa viSayasAmagrI che ane viSayasAmagrInuM mULa saMsAra che. anAdikALathI jIvane saMsAra rUpI sannipAta lAgu paDelo che. temAM vAta, pitta ane kapha rUpa kaSAya, ahaMkAra ane prapaMcano rega che. te rega nAbUda karavA mATe mahAna puNyadaye A mAnavabhava maLe che. jene AtmAnI pichANa thaI che te AtmA "deha chatAM jenI dazAvate, dehAtIta, te jJAnInA caraNamAM ho vaMdana agata' dehamAM rahevA chatAM

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zAradA sahi. videhI dazAnI anubhUti karato hoya, dema dema sAhyabImAM mahAlate hovA chatAM enA ramamamAM mekSa meLavavA mATenuM jema hoya. tamane zenuM jema che? paisA kamAvA mATenuM. belo, eTaluM AtmA mATe che? heja ThIka na hoya to zuM kaha? Aje upAzraye nahi javAya paNa ophIse jAva ke na jAva (hasAhasa) nekarI javAnuM daza miniTa moDuM thAya to ubhA nahi raho moDuM thAya to pagAra kapAya tenI ciMtA che paNa kSaNe kSaNe AyuSya kapAI rahyuM che enI ciMtA thAya che? yAda rAkhajo ke saMsAra rAga cheDe mukti maLaze. ApaNe paMjAbanA raNajitasiMha mahArAjAnI vAta cAlatI hatI. A rAjA yuddhamAM jevA zUravIra ane dhIra hatA, tevA ja te dayAvAna hatA. prajAnuM duHkha eTale pitAnuM duHkha ane prajAnuM sukha e pitAnuM sukha ema mAnatA hatA. prajAne sukhI karavA pote duHkhI thAya paNa prajAne duHkhI karI pote sukhI banavAne kadI vicAra sarakho hotA karatA. mArI prajA duHkhI te nathI ne? e jovA mATe vezapalaTa karIne rAtre nagaramAM pharatA. duHkhI loke moDI rAtre jAgIne potAnA sukha duHkhanI vAto karatA hoya che. tyAre sukhI leke ghasaghasATa uMghatA hoya che. rAjA nagaracaryA jevA nIkaLe tyAre je gharamAM jhINe dIpaka jalato hoya, mANaso dhImethI vAta karatA hoya, tyAM jaIne kAna daIne vAta sAMbhaLatA, ane duHkhIonuM duHkha jANavAmAM Ave te enuM duHkha TALI detA. prajAjanane sukhI jue te emanA haiyA harakhAI jatA. zreNaka mahArAjAne zAlibhadranI riddhinI khabara paDI te hAlI cAlIne pite zAlIbhadranI riddhi jevA gayA. pitAnI riddhi karatA paNa caDhiyAtI zAlIbhadranI riddhi joIne khuza thayA ne kahyuM. huM dhanya chuM, huM puNyavAna chuM ke mArI nagarImAM AvI sukhI prajA vase che. zAlIbhadra te patnIo sAthe AnaMdavivedamAM masta hatA. mAtAe sAda pADIne bolAvyA beTA ! nIce Ava. ApaNA mAlika zreNika mahArAja "ApaNe ghera padhAryA che. mAtAnA kahevAthI zAlIbhadra bIce Avyo eTale mahArAjA e enA mAthe hAtha mUkIne kahyuM dIkarA ! tuM to mArA nagara maMdiranA kaLaza rUpa che. mArA mAthAnA * mugaTa samAna che. tArA jevA zreSThIvaryothI mArI rAjagRhI nagarI zobhI rahI che. AvuM kema kahyuM ? emAM tame kaMI samajyA? maMdiranI zobhA kaLazathI che. kaLaza vinA maMdira zobhatuM nathI. rAjAnA mAthe mugaTa na hoya te rAjAnI zobhA nathI ema nagaramAM je AvA prajAjane na hoya te nagarInI zobhA nathI. AgaLanA rAjAo rAkSasa jevAna hatA, deva jevA hatA ane Aje te kevA che te tamane badhAne anubhava che. prajA pAse dhana dekhe te kayAMthI lAvyA ne kema kamAyA? enA upara keTalA te Tekasa nAkhe. pitAnI kamANI paNa pitAne khAvA detA nathI. AgaLanA jamAnAmAM AvuM na hatuM.

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zAradA siddhi raNajitasiMha rAjA prajAnA hitasvI hatA. A rAjAne eka vakhata zarIre moTA baLIyA padhAryA eTale emanuM rUpa naSTa thaI gayuM. sAthe eka AMkha paNa cAlI gaI, paNa AtmAnuM saudarya ke teja jhAMkhu paDayuM na hatuM. prajA te temane daivI purUSa tarIke mAnatI, ane emanA nAmane jApa japatI. emanA pratye akhaMDa zraddhA dharAvatI. ApaNe zraddhA upara vAta cAlatI hatI. raNajitasiMha rAjAnI zraddhAe prajAmAM camatkAro batAvelA. loke emanI mAnatA mAnatA hatA. zraddhA cIja evI che ke loka mAnasamAM satyanuM svarUpa dhAraNa karI le che. A mahArAjA mATe, paNa evI aphavA phelAyelI hatI ke mahArAjAnuM zarIra te pArasanuM baneluM che. pArasamaNi eTale te tame samajI gayA ne? jene sparza karavAthI letuM paNa sonuM banI jAya. zraddhAne camatkAra" -eka vakhatane prasaMga che. A vAta lAhoramAM rahetA eka garIba vRddhA mADInA kAne pahoMcI, eTale DozImAne garIbI bharyA jIvanamAM jANe sonAne sitAra jhaLahaLI uThaze. enA gharamAM eka lokhaMDanI thALI hatI. enA manamAM thayuM ke A thALI je mahArAjAnA zarIre sparza karAvI dauM te mAruM daridra TaLI jAya, paNa e garIba DezIne jyAM mahArAjAne bheTe the muzkela hoya tyAM aneka mANasethI gherAyelA rAjAnA zarIrane sparza pitAnI thALIne kayAMthI karAvI zake? paNa ene zraddhA hatI ke mane kayAreka te mahArAjAnA darzana thaze ne mArI IcchA phaLIbhUta thaze ja. kharekhara zraddhAnA sahAre DezImAnI zraddhA phaLI. samAcAra maLyA ke raNajitasiMha mAMrAjA darabArI svAgata sAthe lAhera padhAryA che. DozImAnA varSonuM svapna sAkAra banavAnI aNI upara AvI pahoMcyuM. DezImAnuM dila mahArAjA pAse AvavA talasI rahyuM hatuM, paNa karacalIothI gherAyelo deha pAchuM paDatuM hatuM, chatAM senAnI AzAe dehane ghasaDe jatI hatI. DozImA eka thelImAM thALI laIne utAvaLA pagale rAjabhavanamAM pahoMcyA paNa mahArAjA pAse pahoMcavuM muzkela hatuM. bharI sabhAmAM AvA garIba DezImAne koNa javA de, chatAM hiMmatathI DozImA AgaLa vadhyA, paNa adhavacce ja paheregIre daravAjA AgaLathI AgaLa jatA aTakAvyA. A dazya mahArAjAe joyuM. emanA manamAM thayuM ke A DerImAM garIba lAge che. nakkI kaI AzAthI mArI pAse AvavA Icche che, eTale mahArAjAe paTAvALAne IzAro karyo. rAjAne IzAro thatAM DozImAne aMdara javAnI rajA maLI gaI. DozImA te sabhAmAM AvIne mahArAjAnI bAjumAM besI gayA, eTale garIbonA belI mahArAjAe pUchayuM, mAtAjI! Apane ahIM rAjasabhAmAM kema AvavuM paDayuM? DozImAe kaMI javAba na Ape paNa maLelo ke cUkI na javAya e mATe thelImAMthI lokhaMDanI thALI kADhI mahArAjAnA zarIre ghasavA mAMDI. A joIne mahArAjAne khUba Azcarya thayuM. sabhAjane paNa AnuM rahasya samajI zakyA nahi. mahArAjAe pharIthI pUchayuM. mA ! Apane zuM joIe che? Apa A

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zAradA siddhi loDhAnI thALI mArA zarIre zA mATe ghase che ? atyAra sudhI dilanI dAbaDImAM saMgharI rAkhelI zraddhAne khullI karatA hAtha joDIne DesImA belyA. mahArAjA ! Apa te mahAna pavitra devatAI purUSa che. mArA jevI rakane ApanI pAse AvavAnuM zuM gajuM? huM khUba garIba chuM. meM ghaNA vakhatathI sAMbhaLyuM che ke ApaNuM zarIra pArasamaNinuM baneluM che. tethI huM mArI A lokhaMDanI thALIne ApanA zarIra sAthe ghasI rahI chuM. A vRddha DezImAnI pitAnA pratyenI akhUTa ane atUTa aMdhazraddhAne joIne rAjAne jarA hasavuM AvI gayuM, paNa garIba DezImAnI zraddhA tUTI na jAya eTale vAtane vaLAMka ApatA kahyuM, hA, mA ! tamArI vAta sAcI che. huM pArasamaNi chuM. tamArI thALI hamaNuM sonAnI banI jaze. mArA hAthamAM ApI de. mahArAjAe pradhAnane IzAro karyo eTale eNe lokhaMDanI thALI jevI ja bhaMDAramAM sonAnI thALI hatI te lAvIne mahArAjAnA hAthamAM ApI. mahArAjAe e thALI DezImAnA hAthamAM ApatA kahyuM ke lo. mADI ! A tamArI lokhaMDanI thALI sonAnI banI gaI, paNa eka vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhaje ke mAruM zarIra tamArA jevuM lohI, mAMsa, cAmaDI ane hADakAnuM baneluM che. pArasamaNi te eka prakArane paththara che. mAruM zarIra pArasanuM nathI, tyAre mADIe te mahArAjAnA mAthe hAtha mUkIne kahyuM, mahArAjA ! ApanuM zarIra game tenuM heya paNa mArI lokhaMDanI thALI sonAnI banI gaI. mAruM jiMdagInuM daridra Aje TaLI gayuM che, mATe huM te tamane pArasa ja kahIza. devAnupriye ! DozImAnI zraddhAnI ta akhaMDa rahI. mahArAjAne aMtaranA AzIrvAda ApatA DezImA harakhAtA haiye pitAnA ghera cAlyA. sabhAjane mahArAjAnI udAstAnI be meDhe prazaMsA karavA lAgyA ane garIba DozImA paNa bajAranI vacce jAherAta karatA gayA ke mane Aje pArasamaNi maLI gaye. dekhe, kevA rAjA ane kevI prajA! Aje rAjAnI vAta te bAjumAM mUko paNa AvA moTA surata zaheramAM kaI garIba mANasa duHkhI hoya ene kaI kahe ke bhAI! phalANuM zeTha bahu sukhI che. tuM enI pAse jA. e tAruM duHkha dUra karaze. e garIba mANasa AzAbhera tamArI pAse Ave te enI AzAne dipaka jhagamagI uThe evuM tame ene Apazo ke dasakavIsako ApIne patAvazo ? (hasAhasa) hasIne patA nahi. barAbara javAba Apo. huM te tamane kahuM chuM ke tame vadhu na ApI zake te khera, paNa eka divasa garIba kuTuMba zAMtine zvAsa le eTaluM karazo te paNa tamane AzIrvAda Apaze. eka jamAnAmAM bhAratanA mahArAjAo kevA udAra ane pavitra hatA. te vakhate garIbI haThAnA pikA paDatA na hatA chatAM garInI garIbI dUra thaI jatI hatI. Aje te garIbI haThAnA pokAra paDe che chatAM garIbI haThatI nathI. garIbIne badale bicArA garIbene haThAvI rahyA che. kAryakare garInI garIbI haTAvavAnA bahAne pitAnI

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zAradA siddhi garIbI haThAvI rahyA che. AgaLanA rAjAe nyAyathI rAjaya calAvatA ne prajAne pUre saMtoSa ApatA, tethI prajA rAjAne prabhu tulya gaNatI hatI. DezImAe raNajitasiMha mahArAjAne pArasamaNi tarIke prakhyAta kya. baMdhuo! pArasamaNi te paththara che. e te lebaMDane suvarNa banAve che. A mAnavadeha paNa pArasamaNi samAna che. ene je asadupayega karatA AvaDe te AtmA mokSanA mahAna sukha meLave che. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana- mUtranA teramA adhyayananI vAta cAle che. temAM Aje mukhya vAta e hatI ke saMsAra sukha mATe tame dharma na kare. tame tamArA manathI vicAra karo ke je viSayasukhanI lAlasAthI dharma kare che te kenI ArAdhanA kare che? viSayasukhanI lAlasA e pAme che ane viSayasukhanI lAlasAne AdhIna banI jaIne . dharmane .viSayasukhanuM sAdhana banAvI devuM e ghera pApa che. viSayasukhanI lAlasAthI karelA dharmathI kadAca, devaleka maLI jAya te paNa enI kiMmata na AMke, kAraNa ke viSayasukhanI lAlasAthI karAyelA dharmathI puNyAnuMbaMdhI puNya baMdhAtuM nathI, paNa e puNya mAmAnubaMdhI hoya che. have pApAnubaMdhI puNya eTale zuM? pApAnubaMdhI puNya eka * prakAranuM puNaya te che paNa tenAthI nIpajatA pariNAmanI apekSAe te bahu bhayaMkara gaNAya che. e puNayathI je sukha maLe te bhogavaTA daramyAna, evI AtmapariNati rahe ke prAya: karIne ghaNAM azubha karmo baMdhAyA kare. - devAnupriye! pApAnubaMdhI puNyathI maLatA sukhane mANasa jove che paNa tenI . pAchaLanI durgatinA pariNAmane jete nathI te ajJAna che. pApAnubaMdhI puNyanA bhege devaloka maLI jAya emAMnA nathI paNa eka devaloka pAchaLa rahelA pariNAmane te juo. mAnI lo ke jema viSamizrita dUdha hoya paNa emAM sAkara, badAma, pistA, kesara, IlAyacI. vagere masAlo nAMkhelo hoya te e pItA mIThuM lAge ke nahi ? jheravALA lADavA khAtA mIThA lAge ke nahi ?.lAge, paNa e mIThAzanI kiMmata zI ? e mIThAza te aMte. mAranArI che ne ghaDIbhara moDhuM mIThuM lAge, peTa dharAyeluM lAge. paNa jyAM jheranI asara zarIramAM vyApe eTale kamete mare ke bIjuM kaMI thAya? maratA pahelA e vedanA keTalI na kheMcAI javI vigere pIDA thAya ne e bhayAnaka vedanA je anubhave te jANe athavA jJAtI, jANe. e rIte devalokanI prApti pelI mIThAza jevI che. e mIThAzanI kiMmata AMke to devalokanI kiMmata ane pApAnubaMdhI puNya jema bhagavAya tema jogavanArA pApanA bhArathI prAya: ladAte jAya. kezara, badAma, pistA, IlAyacI ane sAkara Adi masAlAvALA. viSamizrita dUdhanI mIThAzane jonAro paNa te viSamizrita che ema jANavA chatAM mAtra tenI mIThAzane joI te pIvAthI nIpajatA pariNAmane nahi jenAre jema kSudra daSTivALo ajJAna kahevAya tema dunyavI viSaya sukhe mATe dharma karanArane pApAnubaMdhI puNyanA ge maLatA devalokane jenAre paNa pAchaLanA

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zAradA siddhi pa7 pariNAmane nahi jenAre daSTivALo ajJAna kahevAya. ATalA mATe jJAnI kahe che ke A lokanA ke paralokanA viSayasukhene mATe dharma nahi karatA mAtra mokSane mATe nirAzasabhAve dharma kare. teramA adhyayanamAM je jIve saMyama lIdhe paNa pAchaLathI bhautika sukhanI lAlasA jAgI ane karelI karaNInuM niyANuM karyuM to mAMgyA pramANe sukha maLyA paNa e bhagavyA pachI ene narakamAM kevA duHkhe bhegavavA paDaze e badhI vAta avasare kahevAze. caritra - jatiSIoe rAjA-rANI ane nagarajane samakSa rANInA svapnanuM phaLa kahI saMbhaLAvyuM. rAjAe kahyuM te ja pramANe jotiSIoe svapnanuM phaLa kahyuM. agAunA rAjAo paNa AvuM jJAna dharAvatA hatA. svapna phaLa sAMbhaLIne nagarajanene temaja rAjA-rANI Adi sarvene khUba AnaMda thayo ane dinapratidina te AnaMda vadhavA lAgyA. temanA divase AnaMdamAM sukhapUrvaka pasAra thavA lAgyA. sukhanA divase kayAM vyatIta thAya che tenI khabara paDatI nathI. jitArI rAjA ane guNasuMdarI rANIne samaya sukhamAM kayAM pasAra thAya che tenI temane khabara paDatI nathI. teo saMsAra sukhanI sAthe yathAzakti dharmanuM paNa pAlana karatA hatA. gurUdazana, dharmazravaNa, supAtra dAna, saMta sevA Adi aneka prakAre dharmakriyAo karatA hatA. Ama karatA rANIne garbha rahyo. divase divase garbhanI vRddhi thavA lAgI. rANIe jhAjhuM haravApharavAnuM baMdha karyuM. ati tIkhuM temaja ati garama ne ThaMDu nahi evuM sAduM bhejana le che. pitAnA garbhane piSaNa maLe ane bALakane gaLathuthImAMthI sArA saMskAra maLe tevuM jIvana jIvavA lAgyA. jyAre mAtA garbhavatI hoya che tyAre teNe khUba dhyAna rAkhavuM paDe che. guNasuMdarI rANI pitAnA garbhanuM suMdara rIte pAlana karavA lAgI. te A divasa dharmakriyA ane dharmakathAmAM pasAra karatA hatA. jitArI rAjA paNa tene utsAhamAM rAkhavA mATe pUro sAtha ApatA hatA. guNasuMdarIne utpanna thayelo dehada" - rANIne trIjo mAsa beThe eTale azva upara besIne upavanamAM kIDA karavA javAne dehada utpanna thaze. garbhamAM je uttama jIva Avyo hoya to mAtAne dharmakriyA Adi karavAnuM mana thAya ane dehada sArA utpanna thAya paNa je pApI jIva AvyuM hoya to mAtAne kharAba vicAre Ave che. dharmanuM nAma gamatuM nathI. ghauMmAMthI kAMkarA vahune khAvAnuM mana thAya. rANIe pitAne utpanna thayelA dehadanI vAta rAjAne jaNAvI. rAjAe ene dehada pUrNa karyo eTale enA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. AnaMda ane utsAhamAM divase vItavA lAgyA. Ama karatA savAnava mahinA pUrNa thayA. savA nava mahinA pUraNa he pAyA, jAyA putra pradhAna, bhIma svakha darzana se dInA, bhImasena zubhanAma, zA, 8

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zAradA siddhi savA nava mAsa pUrNa thatAM rANIe eka rAtrImAM tejasvI putrane janma Ape. mahArAjA maMgala vadhAmaNInI AturatAthI rAha jotA hatA tyAM mahArANInI mukhya dAsIe utsAhapUrvaka jhaDapathI rAjA pAse AvIne putra janmanI zubha vadhAmaNI ApI. A sAMbhaLIne jitArI rAjAne AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. emanuM haiyuM harSathI nAcI UThayuM. rAjAe vadhAmaNI devA AvanAra dAsIne putra janmanI khuzAlImAM mAthe eka mugaTa rAkhIne pitAnA zarIre paherelA badhA kiMmatI AbhUSaNe bakSIsamAM ApI dIdhA. mahArAjAne tyAM putrane janma thaye te samAcAra vAyuvege AkhI ujajainI nagarImAM prasarI gayA. nagarajanoe te divase ghera ghera miSTAnna banAvyA ne rAjaputrane janma mahotsava ujavya. jitArI rAjAe putrajanmanI khuzAlImAM AkhA nagaranA gurukuLamAM ne zALAomAM mIThAI vaheMcAvI. yegIo ane phakIrane rAjarasoDe jamADyA. gurU bhagavaMtone bhAvathI gaucarI vaherAvI. rAjadarabAramAM karmacArIonuM ne anucaronuM gya bahumAna karyuM. vidvAna paMDito temaja zAstrIone ucita InAma ApyA. janmaTIpanI sajA bhogavanAra jelIothI mAMDIne badhAne mukta karyA. piMjarAmAM pUrAelA pazu pakSIone mukta karyA. te divase kasAIkhAnA baMdha karAvyA. A rIte daza divasa sudhI rAjAe putra janmane mahatsava ujavyo. bAramA divase sau svajano, nehIo, saMbaMdhIo temaja nagaranA pratiSThita ane mukhya mANasonI hAjarImAM rANuMe svapnamAM tejasvI sUrya je hato tethI bALakanuM nAma bhImasena pADayuM. puNyavAna AtmA che ne khUba tejasvI che eTale te saune vahAlo lAge che. aneka dAsa dAsIo ene ucheravA mATe rAkhyA hatA. rAjA-rANIne te haiyAne hAra je vahAlo che. kumArane joIne teo khUba harSaghelA banI jatA. ene khUba vahAlathI ramADatA ne kAnamAM navakAramaMtra paNa saMbhaLAvatA hatA. A rIte sukhamAM ucharate bhImasenakumAra be varSane thaye. sonArUpAnA ramakaDe ramavA lAge. mukhethI kAlukA belavA lAgyA, tyAra bAda zuM bane che. svapnanuM phaLa pUchatAM mahArANu" :- bhImasena be varSane thaye tyAra pachI guNasuMdarI rANI eka vakhata zAMta cAMdanI rAtre sukhazayyAmAM poDhelA hatA tyAre rAtrinA chelA prahare eka svapna joyuM. svapna pUruM thatAM rANIjI jAgI gayA. pite joyeluM svapna zreSTha che ema samajIne pahelI vakhatanI jema dharmArAdhanA karavA lAgyA. jyAre mahArAjA jAgRta thayA tyAre rANajI temanI pAse gayA ne vinayapUrvaka hAtha joDIne ubhA rahyA. rAjAe AgamananuM kAraNa pUchayuM eTale rANIe be hAtha joDIne kahyuM-he svAmInAtha ! Aje meM rAtrinA chellA prahare svapnamAM rUAbathI ubhelA ane jANe AkhA jagatane paDakAra karatA hoya evA vanavihArI mRgendrane je ene jotA huM jAgI gaI ane A svapna zubha che ema samajIne sAmayika 'karI navakAramaMtrane

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zAradA siddhi 19 jApa karyAM, to he nAtha ! A svapnanu' mane zu phaLa maLaze ? te Apa kaheA. rAjAe kahyu-devI ! Apane siMha samAna tejasvI putra ratnanI prApti thaze. rAjAe naimittikene teDAvyA. temaNe paNa A pramANe svapnanu' phaLa kahI batAvyu. A sAMbhaLIne rAjA-rANIne AnaMdanA pAra na rahyo. pharIne nava mahinA pUrA thatAM rANIe putrane janma ApyA. khIjA putranI vadhAmaNI maLatAM rAjAne khUba ha thayA. temanA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. bIjA putranA janma maheAtsava paNa rAjAe pahelAnI jema dhAmadhUmathI ujajgyA. enuM nAma risena pADavAmAM AvyuM. meTAnu nAma bhImasena ane nAnAnuM nAma hirasena. jANe rAma lakSmaNanI joDI joI lo. kha'ne bALakAne ucheravA mATe khUba kALajI rAkhavAmAM AvatI. dAsadAsIo temanI sArasa'bhALa levA mATe satata hAjara rahetA. rAma lakSmaNa jevA putronI joDI joIne rAjA rANonuM haiyuM khUba harakhAI jatuM. khUba lADakoDathI bhImasena ane risena mATA thaI rahyA che. have zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na. 7 aSADa vada 12ne zukravAra dhama konA mATe ? tA. 20-7-79 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAone ahene! anatajJAnI, bhavyajIveAnA bhAvinA ghaDavaiyA, karmAMsa grAmanA zUravIra laDavaiyA ane saMsAra sidhunA taravaiyA tIrthaMkara paramAtmA mahAvIra prabhue pAvApurImAM a MtimadezanA ApI. bhagavAne dezanA te ghaNI ApI che paNa atima dezanAnuM mahatva vizeSa che. jema pitA potAnA putrane jIvanamAM ghaNIvAra zikhAmaNa Ape che paNa aMtima samaye pitA putrane zikhAmaNanA be zabdo kahe che te putranA hRdayamAM kotarAI jAya che. tenA dilamAM thAya che ke mArA pitAjIe jatAM jatAM paNa mane kevI suuMdara zikhAmaNa ApI! evI rIte dhapitA mahAvIra prabhue ApaNA ekAMta hitane mATe satata seALaprahara sudhI je hitazikhAmaNu ApI che te amUlya che. e ApaNA jIvananA aMtima samaya sudhI hRdayapaTa upara kAtarI rAkhavA jevI che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 36 ayayana che temAM ekeka adhyayanamAM alaukika bhAvA bharelA che. ApaNe teramA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che temAM brahmadatta cakravati e cakravati'nu' pada prApta karavA tapa sayamane vecyA. koDI sATe amUlya ratne gumAvI dIdhA. " dhama AtmA mATe paNu sasAra mATe nahi ':- jJAnIo pharamAve che ke huM bhayajIvA! tame dharmanA mama samajIne dhama karo. tame dhane meAkSanuM kAraNa mITAvI daIne arthakAmanuM kAraNa na manAvA. dhamathI tamane a-kAma nahi maLe ema nahi, dharmAMthI artha kAma maLaze te evA prakAranA saLaze ke e bhAgavavA chatAM

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to zAradA siddhi emAM lepAvA niha de paNa tame dhane a-kAmanA hetu na banAveA. dhama te mekSa meLavavAnA lakSe kevaLa nirAza'sa bhAve karo. pachI enA ceAge meAkSa na maLe tyAM sudhI uttama koTinA artha-kAma maLe enI ci'tA na kare. tamArI dRSTi a-kAma tarapha nahi paNa mokSa tarapha hAvI joie. dharmAMnI ArAdhanA ane teTalA vadhu pramANamAM karavI, ane emAM koI paNa prakAranI paudgalika AzaMsA na AvI jAya te mATenI kALajI rAkhavI. jJAnI bhagavA pharamAve che ke jina AjJA mujaba ane nirAza'sabhAve karelA dharmAMthI tame jyAM sudhI sasAramAM haze| tyAM sudhI uttama koTInA sukhA prApta thaze ane ene bhAgavaTA cAlu haze te paNa AtmA temAM joDAze nahi. piraNAme ArAdhanA vadhaze ane meAkSa maLaze, ana'tajJAnIo celenja phekI kahe che chatAM dhane paudUMgalika lAlasAnI siddhinu sAdhana kema banAvyA che? jJAnIo kahe che Aza'sAthI karelA dharmAMthI je artha-kAma maLaze te AtmAne malIna banAvanArA nIvaDaze. Avu' samajIne kalyANanA athI jIvAe anaMta duHkhamaya sa'sArathI mUkAvAnA ane ana`ta sukhavALA meAkSane meLavavAnA hetuthI dharmArAdhanA karavI joIe. je AtmAo evA zuddha dhyeyathI nirAza'sabhAve dharmArAdhanA kare che te AtmAo alpakALamAM sasAranA ana'ta duHkhathI chUTI jAya che ane ana'ta sukhanA sthAnarUpa meAkSane pAme che. pAMgaLA manuSya paNa jo mAgane Azrayelo hoya te te krame karIne dUra paheAMcI zake che tema dhama karavAvALo AtmA paNa jo dhastha banI jAya te tenuM niyamA kalyANa thavAnu. je AtmA artha ane kAmamAM lIna banI gayelo chetene dharmAMmAM lIna karo ane duHkhathI mukta banAvAnA ane anata sukha pAmavAnA upAya samajAvA. Apa badhA aMtaramAM kAtarI rAkhajo ke dhama sa'sArathI cheDAvanAra che ne meAkSane apAvanAra che. jo ATalu jANavA chatAM dharmane kevaLa sa`sAranA hetu banAvI devAmAM Ave te te keTalu' bhaya kara che ! saMsArathI mUkAvanAra dhane sa`sAramAM lAvavAnA hetu jevA banAvI devA e dharmAMnI sAmAnya koTInI azAtanA nathI. dhamanA yAge paudgalika lAlasAo upara kApa mUkAvA joIe. dhane pAmyA pachI te meAkSanA dhyeyamAM nizcita banI javu' joIe. sa'sAra ana`ta du:khamaya che e vAta jenA hRdayamAM jacatI nathI tenA hRdayamAM dha pariNamI zakatA nathI. meAkSasAdhaka dharma tenA haiyAmAM pariNAme che ke jenA haiyAmAM sa'sAra ana'ta duHkhamaya ane meAkSa ana`ta sukhamaya che. jeNe uttama cAritra mA` agIkAra karyAM paNa ene mokSa sukhanu' sAdhana banAvavAne khale sa'sAra sukhanu' sAdhana banAvye te e sukha bhAgavyA pachI e jIvane durgatimAM kevA dArUNa duHkha bhogavavA paDayA e vAta A adhyayanamAM tamane jANavA maLaze. A adhyayanamAM mukhya pAtrA cittamuni ane brahmadatta cakravati che, e be AtmAo pUrve kANu hatA te vAta ApaNe cAle che. geAvALanA cAra chekarAoe dIkSA lIdhI hatI.

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zAradA siddhi 1 temAMnA be munione garamInA divaseAmAM zarIre parasevA khUba vaLavAthI dugachA thaI paNa cAritra pALyu. eTale kALakarIne devalokamAM gayA. tyAMthI AvIne dugaMchA karanAra e munionA jIva dazapura nagaramAM zAMDilya brAhmaNanI yazeAmatI nAmanI dAsInA zeADIra ane zANDavrutta nAme joDIyA putra thayA. kha dhuo ! A che bALakAne cAritra pratye kruga'chA thaI teA bIjA bhavamAM emane jaina dharma na maLye, pachI cAritranI te vAta ja kayAM? dAsInA putrA banyA tyAM khetaranI rakhevALI karavA gayA ne vRkSa nIce sUtA hatA tyAM sarpadaMzathI kha'ne bhAI o mRtyu pAmyA. tyAMthI maraNa pAmIne e ane dAsIputrA kAli'jara parvata upara haraNInA peTe janmyA. A durgaMchAnA kAraNe kevu kama' badhAI gayuM ? kaMIka bhavA sudhI A jIvAne cAritra maLatu nathI. AvA jIvA cAritrathI dUra pheMkAI jAya che. jIva karma khAMdhe che tyAre ene khyAla nathI AvatA paNa udayamAM Ave che tyAre khyAla Ave che. ATalA mATe mahApurUSA kahe che ke " adha samaye citta cetIe, udaye zA ucATa, je jIva kema bAMdhatI vakhate vicAra nathI karatA paNa bhAgavatI vakhate hAyavAyane pAra nathI rahetA. ATalA mATe jJAnI kahe che ke he jIva! ka bAMdhatA pahelA tuM enA pariNAmanA khUba vicAra kara. eka vakhata karma baMdhAI gayuM pachI ene pheravavA mATe game teTalA prayatna karIe te paNa kratuM nathI. ghaNAM mANaso peAtAnA bhAgyacakrane pheravavA mATe lAkhA prayatnA kare che paNa e banavuM azakaya che. mAnavI karmAMnI dhAraNA pramANe bhAgya ghaDI zake che. ene koI palTAvI zakatu nathI. prArabdha pramANe dareka jIvAne A sa`sAramAM sukha-duHkha bhogavavA paDe che. eka prasaMga dvArA samajAvu. eka nagaramAM eka meTu gurUkuLa hatuM. nagaranA rAjAnI kumArInuM nAma bhavyakumArI hatuM. ene rAjAe gurUkuLamAM bhaNavA mUkI. e jamAnAmAM kolejo ne hAIskUlo na hatA. badhAne gurUkuLamAM bhaNavA javu paDatu hatu. gurUkuLamAM vidyAthI one bhaNAvanAra eka kalAcA hatA. kalAcA khUba jJAnI ane bhaviSyavettA hatA. rAjaputrI bhavyakumArI emanI pAse rAja bhaNavA mATe AvatI. e rAjakumArIne mUkavA mATe enA pustakA upADIne eka nAkara rAja sAthe AvatA ane bhavyakumArIne javAnA samaya thAya te pahelA aDadhA kalAka agAu AvIne hAjara thaI jatA. eka divasa bhavyakumArIne chUTavAnA samaya thatAM pahelA AvIne te gurUkuLanA daravAje beThA. A samaye rAjakumArInA abhyAsa cAlatA hatA, tyAre kudaratI rIte kalAcAnI dRSTi daravAjA pAse beThelA nAkaranI sAme gaI, enuM lalATa joI ne te vicAramAM paDI gayA. ahA, zu' Anu teja che ! A te keAI cItharIe bAMdhelu ratna che. jema vAdaLamAM sUrya chUpA rahetA nathI tema puchyavAna mAnavInA upara bhale ne karmAMnA game teTalA vAdaLA AvI jAya tethI kaMI

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zAradA siddhi enu' lalATa chAnu rahetu' nathI. jyAM sudhI puNya jIvatu' ne jAgatuM che tyAM sudhI tamAru lalATa jhagArA mAraze paNa. jayAM puNyanI sarcalAITa olavAI gaI tyAM e prakAza madha thaI jAya che. A dAsanu tejasvI lalATa joI ne kalAcArye mastaka halAvyu'. A dRzya bhavyakumArIe joyu eTale jijJAsAthI khelI zurUdeva ! Ape mArA nokarane joine mAthuM kema halAvyu' gurUe kahyuM beTA ! e jANavAnI tAre kaMI jarUra nathI. rAjakumArIe kahyuM-gurUdeva ! Ape mane kahevu' ja paDaze. gurUe kahyu -dIkarI ! tane kahevA jevu' nathI. jANavAthI tane du:kha thAya tema che. rAjakumArI kahe bhale mane duHkha thAya paNa vAta te tamAre kahevI ja paDaze. rAjakumArIe teA haTha pakaDI. kahevata che ne ke zrIhaTha, khALahaTha, rAjahaTha ane jogIhaTha e cAra haTha choDAvavI muzkela che. te rIte A rAjakumArI haThe caDhI eTale kalAcA ne kahevu' paDayu. kalAcArye rAjakumArI sAme joI ne kahyuM, tame kaheA che te sAMbhaLeA. A nAkara tamArA pati banavAnA che. kuMvarIe ga thI kahyuM ane nahi. khanavu azakaya che. bahena ! tamArA bhAgyamAM ema ja lakhAyelu che. bhAgyamAM lakhAyelu' hAya temAM pheraphAra karavA kaI zaktimAna nathI. A samaye abhimAnathI akkaDa banelI kumArIe gavathI kahyuM. gurUdeva ! huM mArA bhAgyane paTAvI nAMkhIza. kalAcAnI bhaviSyavANI sAMbhaLIne rAjakumArInA krodhane pAra na rahyo. krodhathI dhamadhamatI e rAjamahelamAM pahoMcI. "bhAgyacakra pheravavA IcchatI rAjakumArI'' :- rAjakumArI rUparUpanA a'bAra hatI. buddhivaMta ane cAlAka hatI. teTalI haThIlI paNa hatI. eNe manamAM nakkI karyu ke A nAkarane koi upAye marAvI nAMkhu pachI mArA lagna enI sAthe thaze ja kayAMthI ? eTale khAvApIvAnu` cheDIne rAjamahelanA eka adhArA oraDAmAM rIsAIne sUI gaI. mAtApitAne e khUba lADakI hatI. temane khakhara paDI ke dIkarI tA rIsAI ne aMdhArA oraDAmAM sUI gaI che, eTale mAtA-pitA peAtAnI lADakavAyI kuMvarInI pAse AvIne kahe che beTA! tane zuM duHkha che ke Ama annajaLanA tyAga karIne ahI sUi gaI che? kuMvarIe kahyuM-hu kahu. tema karavAnuM mane vacana Ape| te ja huM annapANI laiza, nahitara A dehanA tyAga karIza. mAtApitAe kuMvarInA aDaga nizcaya joIne kahyu' tuM kahe tema karIzuM'. vinA sa'koce kahe. ku'varIe kahyu' tA tame mArA A nokarane kaI paNa rIte marAvI nAMkheA. rAjArANIe kahyu beTA ! A nAkara tA kevA sIdhAsAdA ne vizvAsu che. ene zu vAMka che? eNe tane kaI kahyuM che? tArA sAme kudRSTi karI che? zu che te jaldI kahe. bhavyakumArIe kahyu.-mArA kalAcArye tenu' bhaviSya sAMkhyuM che ke e mArA pati thaze. te mAre A pati na joIe. mAre tA mAru bhaviSya pAvI nAMkhavu' che.

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ke che zAradA siddhi "kuMvarInI vAta laNatAM kapAyamAna thayelA rAjA" - bhavyakumArInI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjArANune paNa chodha Ave. tarata ja caMDALane bolAvIne hukama karyo ke A nokarane jaMgalamAM laI jaIne enA rAI rAI jeTalA TukaDA karIne mArI nAMkhe. ene tame mArI nAMkhe enI khAtrI mATe enI AMkhe kADhIne mArI pAse lAvaje. mAnavI potAnI bhAgyarekhAne bhUMsI nAMkhavA e prayatna kare che paNa karmarAjAthI nirmANa thayelI bhAgyarekhAne keI luchI zakatuM nathI. rAjAne hukama thatAM caMDALe pelA nekarane pakaDIne jaMgalamAM laI javA lAgyA tyAre karAe pUchayuM- mAre zuM vAMka gunha che ke mane Ama pakaDIne jaMgalamAM lAvyA ? caMDALAe kahyuM tAre zuM vAMka che e te ame jANatA nathI paNa rAjAe amane tane mArI nAMkhavAne hukama karyo che. bhAIo ! meM te rAjAne kaI gunha karyo nathI ne A hukama kema karyo? amAre te rAjAnA hukama pramANe tane mArI nAkhavuM paDe. hukama pramANe na karIe te rAjA amArA upara ke pAyamAna thaI jAya. A sAMbhaLIne nokaranI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. te caMDALa pAse khUba karagaryo. bhAI! mAre kaI gunho nathI. mane jIvate cheDI mUke. rAjA Aje mane marAvI nAMkhe che ne kAle kadAca tamane ? paNa marAvI nAMkhaze. AvA anyAyI hukamanuM pAlana karIne tame zA mATe pApamAM paDe che ? chokarAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne caMDALanuM dila dravI uThayuM. emane dayA AvI eTale kahyuM chekarA ! tuM A vAta khAnagI rAkhaje. ahIMthI kyAMka tuM dUra bhAgI jA. A nagaramAM pharIne kyAre ya AvIza nahi. je rAjAne bhUlecUke A vAtanI khabara paDaze te amane mArI nAMkhaze. motanA mukhamAMthI bacelo nakAra" :- devAnupriye ! caMDALa kuLamAM janma pAmavAthI kaMI mANasa caMDALa hotuM nathI. pUrvakamanA udayathI caMDALa jAtimAM jamyA paNa je enI kAryavAhI caMDALanI nathI te e ucca che, paNa uccakuLamAM janmIne paNa je caMDALa jevA kartavya karatA hoya te te caMDALa che. jAti caMDALa sAro paNa karmacaMDALa nahi sAre. A caMDaLone dayA AvI eTale nekarane cheDI mUkya, paNa ene mAryAnI nizAnI rUpe AMkha te laI javI paDe ne? jaMgalamAM tapAsa karatAM eka mareluM haraNIyuM paDayuM hatuM. tenI AMkhe kADhIne rAjA pAse laI gayA ne rAjAne ApatA kahyuM ke ApanA hukama mujaba ame nekarane mArI nAMkhyo che. rAjAe e AMkho potAnI putrIne ApIne kahyuM-beTA ! meM nekarane marAvI nAMkhe. kuMvarI e AMkhone paga nIce cagadI nAMkhIne khuza thatI belI, hAza! meM mArI buddhithI mArA bhAgyane paTAvI nAMkhyuM che. have e mAro pati kyAMthI banavAnuM che! ema manamAM khuza thavA lAgI. "sitAro pragaTa bhAgyane" :- A tarapha pelo dAsa cAlate cAlate

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zAradA sivila ghaNe dUra pahoMcI gayA. pharate pharate eka divasa te caMdranagaranA pAdare pahoMce. te samaye caMdranagaranA rAjA mRtyu pAmyA hatA. emane keI saMtAna na hatuM eTale have rAjatilaka kone karavuM e eka prazna hatuM. rAjAnI rANI bahu hoMziyAra hatI. khUba vicAra karIne eNe rAjyamAM Dhare pITAvyuM ke AvatIkAle savAre je kaI vyakti sauthI prathama nagaranA daravAjAmAM dAkhala thAya ene mArI pAse laI Ave. huM tene ThIka karIza. A DhaDharo sAMbhaLIne nagarajanene Dara lAge ke rANI ThIka karavAnuM kahe che te zuM karaze? zuM e mANasane pakaDIne yajJamAM hemAvaze ke pachI kaI devIne bhega caDhAvaze ke phAMsIe caDhAvaze agara bIjI koI zikSA karaze? AvA bhayathI nagarajanee nakkI karyuM ke koIe nagara bahAra javuM nahi ne nagaranA daravAjAmAM praveza kare nahi. DaranA mAryA koI daravAjAmAM praveza karatuM nathI. pelo nokara te ajANyA mANasa che. ene A vAtanI kaMI khabara nathI. e bicAre bhUkhyo, tarasyo ne thAkapAka daravAjA bahAra oTale sUI gayelo. have kyAM javuM ne zuM karavuM ene vicAra karate vahelo uThIne e pahelo ja nagaranA daravAjAmAM dAkhala thayo, eTale rAjyanA anucare tene pakaDIne rANI pAse laI gayA ne kahyuM A mANasa sauthI pahelA ApaNuM nagaranA daravAjAmAM dAkhala thayo che. rANIe ene premathI bolAvIne kahyuM dhanya che....dhakya che, pachI savAre moTI sabhA bharIne kahyuM he mArA nagarajane ! meM kAle jAhera karAvyuM hatuM ke je mANasa sauthI pahelo nagaranA daravAjAmAM praveza kare ene mArI pAse laI Avaje. huM ene ThIka karIza. te A chokare daravAjAmAM sauthI prathama pravezyA che mATe huM ene Aje mArA hAthe rAjatilaka karuM chuM, kAraNa ke meM nizcaya karyo hate ke je nagaranA daravAjAmAM pahelo praveza kare ene mAre rAjatilaka ' karavuM. ema kahIne rANIe nekaranA kapALamAM rAjatilaka karyuM ne enuM nAma caMdrasiMha rAkhyuM. A jANIne nagarajanone khUba aphasosa thaye ke ApaNe bhUla karI. ApaNane AvI khabara hota te rAtre nagara bahAra cAlyA jAta ane savAramAM pahelA ja nagaranA daravAjAmAM dAkhala thAta. te ApaNe rAjA banata ne? paNa have zuM karavAnuM ? taka cUkI gayA. bhAgya vinA bhAgyazALI kayAMthI banAya? pelA nekaranuM bhAgya kAma karI gayuM ne eka nekaramAMthI rAjA bane. caMdrasiMha rAjA khUba nyAya nItipUrvaka rAjya calAve che. enI khyAti dezadezamAM phelAI gaI. cAre tarapha enI khUba prazaMsA thavA lAgI ke duniyAmAM badhA rAjA bhale rahyA paNa caMdranagaranA caMdrasiMha rAjAnI te kaI na Ave. zuM enuM rUpa che! zuM enA guNa che! jANe koI deva ja A pRthvI upara na utaryA heya! evA e pavitra ane nyAyI rAjA che. A caMdrasiMha mahArAjAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne bhavyakumArIe nirNaya karyo ke basa, paraNuM te caMdrasiMha rAjAne ja, je e pati na maLe te mAre

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zAradA siddhi v agnisnAna karIne khaLI maravu'. enA mAtApitAne A vAtanI jANa thaI eTale bhavyakumArInu' ca`drasiMha mahArAjAne kaheNu mAkalAvyu. rAjAe tene svIkAra karyAM. juo, mANasanuM bhAgya zu kAma kare che? kuvarIe . bhAgyane palaTAvavA mATe zu' ka hatu ? e tA tame jANeA che ne? paNa bhAgya kayAM laI jAya che ! kayAM nAkarane rAjA anavu' ne kuvarIne enI sAthe paraNavu! mATe ja mahAna purUSA kahe che ke kama rAjAthI nirmANa thayelA bhAgyane palaTAvavA koI samatha nathI. ca'drasi'huM rAjAnA bhavyakumArI sAthe khUba dhAmadhUmathI lagna thayA. lakumArI paraNIne AvI paNa ene khabara nathI ke A rAjA kANu che? rAjAne khabara che ke A rAjakumArI kASTha che ? paNa rAjA khUba ga'bhIra hatA. kadI rANIne e vAta kahetA nathI. anAsaktabhAve sa'sArasukha bhAgavatA bhavyakumArIne eka putra thayA. bhavyakumArI sAthe lagna thayA tyArathI rAjAnA dilamAM vicAra thatA ke ahe ! A sasAra kevA che ? kayAM e mane mArI nAkhavA taiyAra thaI hatI ne kayAM mArI sAthe paraNI ! jJAnIoe A sasArane duHkhamaya kahyo che. te sivAya A AyuSyanA zuM bharoso che? eka vakhata mRtyunA mukhamAMthI bacyA chuM. have kALarAjAnA teDA kayAre Avaze enI khakhara nathI, mATe have hu. A rAjyanA mAha cheDI sa'yama lau. caMdrasiMha rAjAne AvI bhAvanA thaI. te arasAmAM koI jJAnI satA tyAM padhAryAM. rAjA prathamathI saMteAnA premI hatA. emane khabara paDI eTale dana karavA gayA. e divase sate sa`sAra kevA duHkhamaya ane asAra che e viSaya upara ja vyAkhyAna Apyu. e sAMbhaLIne rAjAnA vairAgya daDha banyA. sa`sAra uparathI emane niveda AvyA. niveda eTale zu te jANA che ? niveda eTale kaTALe. e kaMTALe zene ? A sa'sAranA rAgadveSa ane mAnA, baMdhuo ! A rAjAne teA saMsAra uparathI ka'TAca AngeA ne dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA, paNa tamane kaTALeA Ave che kharA ? jo kaTALA AvyA hAya to sayama levA mATe taiyAra thaI jajo. jarA, tamArA AtmA sAthe vicAra karo, anAdikALathI jIve viSayeAnu sevana karyuM che. tenA kusaskAre AtmA upara paDelA che' piraNAme jevA nimitto maLe che tevA te saMskArA saceta bane che. ATalI uMmara javA chatAM A saMsAra parathI Asakti ochI thatI nathI. mamatA maratI nathI te vicAra karajo ke tamArA utArA kayAM karavA che ? jJAnI purUSA kahe che huM jIvAtmA! jiMdagInA pAsala para mRtyunI mahera vAge te pahelAM mAre kyAM javu che te saranAmu ceka karI lejo. A vAtane tame samajyA ? jyAM sudhI AyuSyanA dIpaka jale che tyAM sudhI kAma kADhI lo, jethI tamArA utArA satimAM thAya. " DhaurAgya pathe prayANu karatA rAjA H- sa`sAra uparathI jene niveda AnyA che evA caMdrasiha rAjAe mahelamAM AvIne rANI pAse potAnI sayama levAnI "" zo. 9

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zAradA siddhi bhAvanA vyakta karI tyAre rANIe kahyuM-svAmInAtha! Apane ekAeka dIkSA levAnuM mana kema thayuM? tyAre rAjAe kahyuM-huM eka vakhata mRtyunA mukhamAMthI bacI gayo chuM. tyArathI mane AvA bhAva te hatA paNa kameM mane atyAra sudhI saMsAramAM jakaDI rAkho. have mAro vairAgya tIvra banyo che eTale huM eka kSaNa vAra paNa saMsAramAM rahevA IcchatuM nathI. rANIe pUchayuM: nAtha! ApanA jIvanamAM e zuM prasaMga banI gaye ne kayAre mRtyunA mukhamAMthI bacyA? te mane kahe, eTale kuMvarI gurUkuLamAM lAcArya pAse bhaNatI hatI te vakhate kalAcA je bhaviSya bhAkhyuM hatuM ne pite nekarane mArI nAMkhavAnuM kahyuM hatuM. rAjAe hukama karyo ne pite kevI rIte bacce ne A caMdranagarane rAjA kevI rIte banyo te badhI vAta karI. A sAMbhaLIne rANInA dilamAM bhayaMkara AMcaka lAge. aha! A zuM! huM kevI duSTa banI?te nekarane mArI nAMkhyo che ema mAnIne enI AMkhe paga nIce kacarIne kevI harakhAI hatI? aha, bhAgyanI rekhA palaTAvavA jJAnI bhaviSyavettA evA mArA gurUnA vacanane paNa uthalAvavA huM taiyAra thaI! meM kevuM ghora pApa karyuM? A mArA pApakarmo kayAM chevAze? e ghera pApane jovA mATe huM paNa mArA patinI sAthe ja dIkSA lauM. rANIne paNa saMsAra pratye nirveda bhAva AvyA. putrane rAjya soMpI caMdrasiMha rAjA ane bhavyakumArI rANI baMne jaNAe karmone kSaya karavA cAritra aMgIkAra karyuM. ke devAnupri : A daSTAMta sAMbhaLIne ApaNe te emAMthI eTalo ja sAra levAne che ke mANasa abhimAnamAM AvIne kevA karma bAMdhe che. karmarAjA ApaNuM bhAgyanuM nirmANa kare che. e bhAgyane pheravavA mATe koI game tevA IlAja kare che tethI kaMI nirmANa thayelA bhAgyamAM pheraphAra karavAnI keInI tAkAta nathI. je karma baMdhAI gayuM ene bhegavye ja chUTake che. pelA be munioe cAritra laIne dugachA karI te kevA kama bhegavavA paDayA. cAritranI vAta te dUra rahI paNa jaina dharmathI ya keTalA vimukha thaI gayA! dAsIputre marIne kAliMjara parvata upara haraNInA peTe janma lIdhe. eka vakhata e baMne baccAM enI mAtAnI sAthe cAro caravA gayelAM. tyAM kaI zikArIe bANa mAryuM tethI te baMne baccAM bANathI vIMdhAIne maraNa pAmyAM. marIne e baMne jIe gaMgA nadInA kinAre rahetI eka haMsalInA peTe janma lIdhe tyAM paNa karmarAjAe emane sukhe rahevA dIdhA nahi. eka vakhata e baMne baccAM enI mAtA haMsalI sAthe kilola karI rahyAM hatAM tyAre koI duSTa zikArIe emane pakaDIne mArI nAkhyAM. have te kyAM janma leze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - bhImasena ane harisena baMne rAjakumAre aneka dAsa-dAsIo ane mAtA-pitAnA lADa pyAramAM ucharavA lAgyA. vahAlA putro zuM bolyA ne zuM laze? pANI mAMgatA emane dUdha maLatuM hatuM. divase divase baMne bhAIo mATe

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zAradA siddhi thavA lAgyA. sonA-rUpAnA ramakaDAnA hAthI-gheDAthI ramata ramatA ramatA sAcA hAthI gheDA upara besatA thaI gayA. ghaNI vAra gheDesvAre baMne kumArone ghoDe besADIne dUra sudhI pharavA laI jatA ne kayAreka hAthI upara paNa pharI AvatA. bhImasena harisena karatA be varSa mATe hatuM, paNa baMne bhAIo jANe sarakhI uMmaranA hoya te rIte rahetA hatA. kaI paNa vastumAM bhImasena harisenane je gamatI vastu hoya te tene pahelA ApI deta. harisena paNa moTAbhAInuM bahumAna karate. temane paDaye bola jhIlI le. tenI sAthe kadI UMcA avAje bolate nahi. baMne vacce athAga prema hate. | divya rUpa do bAMdhava dIpe, hari haladharakI joDa, kSIra nIra jyAM prIta akhaMDita, khAna pAna I, keDa baMne bhAIo jyAre pharavA nIkaLatA tyAre jANe ema lAgatuM ke kRSNa ane balabhadra ja na hoya! rAma ane lakSamaNa ja na hoya! baMne bhAIo vacce khUba prema hate. haravA pharavA, ramavA, jamavA jyAM jAya tyAM baMne sAthe ne sAthe ja rahetA. kadI ekabIjAthI chUTA paDatA nahi. AvA suMdara devakumAra jevA putrone joIne rAjA-rANa ane prajAjane badhA khUba AnaMda pAmatA hatAM. "gurUkuLamAM bhaNavA jatA kumAre" ane kumAre have bhaNavAne cagya thayA jANIne rAjA-rANI temane bhaNavA mUkavAne vicAra karavA lAgyA. zubha divase maMgala, prabhAte rAjAe bhImasenane gurUkuLamAM bhaNavA mUko. e ja rIte be varSa pachI harisenane paNa e ja gurUkuLamAM bhaNavA mUko. kumArane bhaNavA mokalyA pachI rAjA-rANIne putra vinA mahela sUnuM sUne lAgavA mAMDe, paNa putrone bhaNAvyA vinA kema cAle? je mAtApitAo saMtAnanA mehamAM paDI bhaNAvatA nathI te pitA zatru che ne mAtA bairI che. baMne bhAInI buddhi khUba tIvra hatI ane janmathI ja temane sArA ane ucca saMskAra maLyA hatA. AthI gurUkuLamAM badhA chAtronI vacamAM teo alaga tarI AvatA hatA. gurU je kaMI pATha Ape te baMne bhAIo eka citte sAMbhaLatA. tenuM manana karatA ane kaMThastha karavA yogya kaMThastha paNa karI letA. jyAM zaMkA paDe tyAM prazno pUchI letA. carcAmAM paNa baMne bhAIo mokhare rahetA. sAhitya, zastra ane zAstra dareka vidyAomAM baMnene prathama naMbara Avate baMne bhAI e gurUne khUba vinaya karatA. gurUnI jIbha phare ne emanA paga phare. AvA ziSya gurUne pitAnA putrathI adhika vahAlA hoya emAM zuM navAI? pitAnA vidyAthIe pitAnA karatA vadhu vidvAna banatA jAya e joIne gurU gaurava anubhavatA ane adhika utsAhathI vadhu tAlIma ApatA. gurUe bAra bAra varSo sudhI khUba jahemata uThAvIne baMne bhAIone purUSanI 72 kaLAomAM pravINa banAvI dIdhA. e 72 kaLAomAM saMsAranuM jJAna AvI jAya che. jJAnI kahe che ke he jI ! tame badhI kaLAomAM pravINa bane paNa je eka kaLAmAM

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zAradA siddha pravINa na bane te jIvana nakAmuM che. e kaba kaI che te jANe che? jANavA amarAchA viNA >> "dharmakaLA". sarva kaLAomAM je kaI zreSTha kaLA hoya te te karmakaLA che. dharmakaLA sarva kaLAone jIte che. A baMne bhAIone gurUe dharmakaLA paNa zIkhavADI. evI eka paNa vidyA ke zAstra na hatuM ke je bhaNyA vinA A baMne bhAIo rahI gayA hoya. AvA tejasvI vidyAthIone joIne gurUne paNa khUba AnaMda thaye, kAraNa ke emanI mahenata saphaLa thaI. baMne bhAIone laIne gurU harSabhera nagarImAM AvyA ne emanA mAtApitAne soMpyA. jyAre baMne bhaNavA gayA tyAre sAva nAnA sukumAra hatA ane AvyA tyAre yuvAna, sazakta ane vIra banIne AvyA. baMne bhAIoe AvIne sau prathama mAtApitAne praNAma karyA. mAtApitAe temane AzIrvAda ApyA. gurUjIe ATalI badhI mahenata karIne potAnA putrone bhaNAvIne hoMziyAra karyA tethI temane ghaNuM vastrAlaMkAro ane ratnAdi ghaNuM dravya ApI saMtuSTa karI vidAya karyA. mAtApitAe baMne putrone ghaNAM varSe joyA eTale harSanA AMsu AvI gayA ane harSamAM bolI UThyA ke are, mArA vahAlA dIkarAo! tame ATalA nAnA gayA hatA ne ATalA badhA moTA thaI gayA ! baMne putrone bhaNIgaNIne hoMziyAra thayelA joI rAjA-rANune khUba saMtoSa thayo. ke eka divasa rAjA-rANu baMne jaNa pitAnA mahelamAM beThA hatA tyAre rAjAe rANIne kahyuM ke have ApaNI uMmara thaI ane putrane abhyAsa paNa pure thayo che, eTale ApaNe rAjyanI javAbadArI emane seMpIe. ApaNe rAjayanI jhaMjhaTamAMthI mukta benI dharmArAdhanA karIe. rANIe kahyuM-nAtha ! ApanI vAta satya che. have dIkarA uMmaralAyaka thayA che eTale ApaNA kuLane ajavALe tevI kanyAonI tapAsa karIne paraNAvI devA joIe. rAjAe kahyuM huM paNa e ja vicAramAM chuM. rANIe kahyuM emAM vicAra zuM karavAnuM che? "sumarA traNa" sArA kAryamAM vaLI vilaMba zuM kare? Aje ja ApaNA putrane kULanI kanyA joI sabaMdha karI lAvavAnI dUtane AjJA Ape. rAjAe te ja divase potAnA sumitra nAmanA catura ane vizvAsu dUtane belAvyo ane rAjakumAre mATe kanyA zodhavA javAnI vAta karI. rAjAne enA upara pUro vizvAsa hato ke pote je kArya mATe ene mokale che te jarUra yazasvIpaNe pAra pADIne Avaze. rAjAnI AjJA thatAM sumitra dvata zubha divase ane zubha coghaDiye rAjA-rANIne praNAma karI temanA zubhAziSa laIne dezavideza javA taiyAra thayo. dUtane sonAmahera vagere je je cIje joIe te rAjAe sArA pramANamAM ApI. te laIne data ujajainI nagarIthI ravAnA thayA. e jamAnAmAM AjanI mAphaka jhaDapI vAhane na hatA. lAMbI ke TUMkI saphara mATe loke ghaDA ke sAMDhaNI laIne nIkaLatA. sumitra sAMDhaNuM laIne have kyAM jaze ne kevI kanyA pasaMda karI lAvaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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vyAkhyAna naM-8 aSADha vada 13 ne zanivAra anAsakata bhAva keLo" tA. 21-7-79 AsaktinI Agane olavavA, bhavaparaMparAnI jaTila jaMjIrane toDavA mATe bhagavAne AgamanI prarUpaNA karI. AgamanA bhAve kayAre samajAya? jayAM sudhI pitAnI beTI mAnyatAo dUra nahi thAya tyAM sudhI AgamanA bhAve samajI zakAze nahi. jagatanA nAthanI maitrI karavA mATe ApaNuM mananA malina bhAvane dUra karI AtmAne pavitra banAvavo joIe. bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM ArAdhana karavA mATe ApaNe beTI mAnyatAone dUra karavI paDaze, nahitara cabA jevI paristhiti thaze. mathurAnA cAra bA mitra hatA. eka vakhata khUba dArU pIne heDImAM beThA. dArUne naze barAbara caDha hato eTale laMgaranA deraDA cheDayA vinA hoDIne halesA mAravA lAgyA, paNa laMgara choDe nahi to hoDI kayAMthI cAle? ghaNAM thAkI gayA paNa heDI cAlI nahi. evI rIte anAdikALanI beTI mAnyatArUpI heDIne laMgara jyAM sudhI nahi chUTe tyAM sudhI vItarAga prabhunI vANI aMtaramAM utaravI ane tenA para zraddhA thavI e mahAmuzkela che. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA teramA "citta saMbhUtiya" nAmanA adhyayananI vAta cAle che. temAM atyAre ApaNe e vAta cAlI rahI che ke cAritra upara gaMchA karI te jIvane kevuM karma baMdhAI gayuM. bAkI AvI uttama sAdhanA karanArA nI AvI dazA thAya kharI? cAritra e uttamamAM uttama prakAranuM ciMtAmaNI ratna che. jene ciMtAmaNI ratnanI prApti thAya che tenA duHkha-daridra TaLI jAya che. A dravya ciMtAmaNI ratna te eka bhavanA duHkhe TALe che paNa jene bhAva ciMtAmaNI ratna eTale cAritra maLe che tenA te bhavabhavanA duHkhe TaLI jAya che ne muktinA sukhe maLI jAya che, be gevALa putrane saheja durgachA thaI te kevA bhavamAM phekAI gayA? keTale saMsAra vadhI gaye? je AtmAo bhagavAnanA mArganI avahelanA kare che, avarNavAda bole che, dugaMchA kare che tene anaMta saMsAra vadhI jAya che. ATalA mATe kahIe chIe ke tamArAthI bane te bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana karo ane na thAya te je pAlana kare tene dhanyavAda Apaje paNa kadI niMdA na karaze, paNa vItarAga vANI upara zraddhA karaje. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 28 mA adhyayanamAM bhagavAne kahyuM che ke nAdaMsaNissa nANaM, nANeNa viNA na hunti caraNaguNA / aguNissa masthi mokkhA, nasthi ameksissa nivvANaM // 30 // darzana eTale ke zraddhA vinA jIvane sAcuM jJAna thatuM nathI. jJAna vinA cAritra guNanI prApti thatI nathI. cAritra guNathI rahita jIvanI mukti nathI ane mukti vinA

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zAradA siddhi nirvANa nathI. bhagavAnanA vacana upara daDha zraddhA tenuM nAma samyagadarzana che. samyaggadarzana jene prApta thAya che tenI avaLI daSTi paNa savaLI thaI jAya che, pachI darekamAM te guNanuM darzana kare che. ene saMsari viSamaya lAge che. dharma pratyenI zraddhA thavAthI zuM lAbha thAya che. bhagavAna kahe che ke " dha pApa tArA vahetu rAma vija " dharmazraddhAthI jIva zAtA vedanIya karma janita sukhathI virakta thAya che, pachI gRhasthAzrama choDIne aNagAra thAya che. aNagAra thaIne zArIrika ane mAnasika saMgajanya duHkhonuM chedanabhedana karIne zAzvata sukhane prApta kare che. dharmazraddhA e samyakatvanuM lakSaNa che. jenA jIvanamAM samyakatvanA pAMca lakSaNamAMthI ekAda lakSaNanI sparzana thaI jAya ane saMsAra eLiyAnA TukaDA je kahevA lAge che. keI vyakti e vicAra kare ke eLiyo ko lAge che te huM ene zIrAmAM mUkIne khAI jaIza, paNa bhAI! eLiyAnA TukaDAne tame lADavAmAM mUkIne khAo ke zIrAmAM mUkIne khAo paNa enI kaDavAza nAbUda thavAnI nathI, ema saMsAranA sukhe bhale tamane priya lAgatA hoya paNa aMte e eLiyAnA TukaDAthI paNa vizeSa kaDavA che. eLiye te mAtra kaDavo lAge che. ene khAvAthI kaMI marI javAtuM nathI, paNa saMsAranA sukha te viSamizrita dUdha jevA che, dUdhamAM badAma, pistA, kesara, IlAyacI, sAkara vagere nAMkhIne ukALeluM hoya paNa emAM viSa nAMkheluM hoya te? e pIvAmAM svAdiSTa ane madhura lAge paNa pIvAthI marI javAya, tema saMsAranA sukha tamane dekhAvamAM sohAmaNA ane bhogavavAmAM rucikara lAge che paNa pariNAme te saMsAramAM rajhaLapATa karAve che. saMsAra sukhane atyaMta rasa bhavabhavamAM dArUNa duHkha denAra che. karmanA deNuM vadhAranAre che ne AtmAnI mUDIne ghaTADanAra che. eka nyAya ApuM. jo je DUla na thAya AtmapeDhI - eka vahepArI pAse lAkha rUpiyAnI mUDI che. enI peDhI dhamadhokAra cAle che. kamANI khUba che eTale vahepArI khUba maja uDAve che. jeTalA mejazekha vadhyA eTale kharco paNa vadhe ne? divase divase kharce vadhate game eTale mUDI ochI thaI gaI. te devAdAra banI gaye. peDhInuM nAma sAruM hoya eTale paisA dhIranAra maLI rahe, paNa aMte te peDhIne devALuM phUMkavAne vakhata Ave che, kAraNake Avaka ochI thaI ne jAvaka vadhI gaI. pachI zuM thAya? pahelA khUba jalasA karyA pachI duHkhane pAra nathI rahetuM, evI rIte A AtmA puNyanI aDhaLaka pUMjI laIne mAnava bhavanI nAmAMkita peDhI upara AvyA, paNa ahIM AvIne eNe puNyarUpI paMjImAMthI khAvuM, pIvuM, haravuM-pharavuM, viSaya sukha bhogavavA vagere khUba jalasA uDAvyA paNa puNyanI pUMcha vadhAravA mATe keI udyama na karyo, te vicAra kare ke e peDhI DUla thAya ke AbAda rahe? A mAnavabhavanI peDhI DUla thaI te samajI lejo ke ghaNu. bhava sudhI paribhramaNa karavuM paDaze. mAnavabhavanI peDhI upara besIne evI

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zAradA siddhi kamANI karI le ke e kamANI tamane bhabhavamAM sahAyaka bane. saMsAra sukhane rasa nAbUda karI Atmika sukhane rasa cakhADe. jo A bhavamAM kamanI Avaka vadhI ne puyanI paMja khUTI gaI te pachI pastAvAne pAra nahi rahe. sAcuM sukha meLavavuM hoya te saMsAra sukhane rasa ghaTADavo paDaze. anAsakta bhAvamAM kANuM rame :- jema tamane cA khUba bhAve che. cAnI lahejata mANyA vinA cittane cena paDatuM nathI. e cAne TesTa-rasa che paNa eka divasa cAra DigrI tAva Ave tyAre tamane TesTaphula garamAgarama cA ApavAmAM Ave to cA kevI lAge ? kaDavI lAge che ne? cAne svAda-rasa uDI jAya che ne? tAva utaryA pachI be-traNa divasa pachI tamane cAne svAda Avaze paNa tAva hoya tyAre svAda uDI jAya che tema samyagudaSTi chavane saMsAra sukhane svAda uDI jAya che. koI yuvAna Ane pati A phAnI duniyAne tyAga karIne cAlyo jAya pachI ene ghera karoDanI saMpatti heya, AlizAna mahelAto hoya, gADI, TI.vI. phrIja vagere tamAma sukhanA sAdhana hoya paNa e sukha bhegavavAmAM ene rasa heya? nA. ene A saMsAra sukhanI sAmagrI jhera jevI lAge che. khAvuM paDe eTale khAya paNa ene khAvApIvAmAM ke paheravAoDhavAmAM, kaI cIjamAM rasa ke AnaMda Avato nathI, evI rIte Atmika sukhanAra pipAsu AtmAone paNa eka vakhata sAcuM samajAtA saMsAra sukhane rasa uDI jAya che. mAnavajIvananI kSaNiktA ane saMsAranI asAratA samajAI jAya pachI eka kSaNa A saMsArane kArAgRhamAM rahevuM gamatuM nathI. jJAnI purUSa paNa kahe che ke dharma e to AtmAne vega upaDe tyAre karI levuM joIe. Aje karIza, kAle karIza evA vicAra karanArA AtmAo dharmanI ArAdhanA karI zakatA nathI. e to kAle nahi, Aje nahi paNa atyAre ja hamaNAM karI levAnI vastu che. bahene gItamAM gAya che ne ke Ajane lahAvo lIjIe re kAla koNe dIThI che ?" to dharmanA kAryamAM paNa evuM ja samajI levuM joIe. dharmanuM kaI paNa kArya karavAnuM mana thAya to tarata karI levuM joIe. kAlano zuM bharose che? kAla kAla karatAM kALa AvI jAya che pachI bIjI kAla AvatI nathI. jene dharmanI bhAvanA jAge che te tarata ja kArya karI le che to enuM kAma thaI jAya che. eka daSTAMta ApIne samajAvuM. A avasarpiNI kALamAM ane A bharatakSetramAM 24 tIrthakara thaI gayA. temAMnA trIjA tIrthakara bhagavAna saMbhavanAtha svAmInA dharmazAsana kALamAM banelI A eka satya ghaTanA che. saMbhavanAtha prabhu jyAre vicaratA hatA tyAre eka nagaramAM kaI kevaLajJAnI saMta padhAryA. nagaramAM vasatA eka zrImaMta zreSThI pitAnI patnI, putra Adi parivArane sAthe laIne kevaLI bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA mATe AvyA. kevaLI bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLIne zreSThI putrane vairAgya Avyo. jema jema dezanA sAMbhaLato gaye tema tema tenA

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72 zAradA siMha 'taramAM viratIbhAvanA phuvArA uDavA lAgyA ane sa`sAra saLagatA dAvAnaLa lAgyA eTale ghera AvIne enA mAtApitAne kahe che ke he mAtApitA ! bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne mane sa`sAra asAra lAgyA che. mAre have jaldI dIkSA levI che. Apa mane a'taHkaraNanI AzISapUrvaka dIkSAnI AjJA Ape. baMdhue ! e AtmAe kevA pavitra haze ke eka ja vakhata bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne ataramAM bairAgya AvI jAya. ATha varSa'nI 'mara thAya tyAM sudhI te khAlapaNu gaNAya. ATha varSa pachI jIva samaje nahi tA ene mAharAjA ThagIne saMsAranA pi'jarAmAM pUrI de che, ane jIva viSaya sukhanI lAlace epijarAmAM pUrAI jAya che. jema tamAre uMdara pakaDavA hAya to pijarAmAM roTalInA TukaDA mUke che ne ? e roTalInA TukaDA joIne uttara hAMze hAMze pi'jarAmAM pUrAya che tema A jIva viSaya sukhAnI rATalInA TukaDAnI lAlace jIva sa'sAranA pijarAmAM hAMze hAMze pUrAya che pachI ene mATe mahAra nIkaLavu' muzkela banI jAya che. "kevaLI bhagavaMtane prazna pUchatA mAbApa" :- A mAtApitA dhanA svarUpane samajelA hatA, eTale putranI bhAvanA jANIne mAtApitAnI AMkhamAMthI nA AMsu sarI paDayA. teo manamAM khelyA ahA ! mArA kuLane ujALanArA eka dIpaka mArA gharamAM pragaTayA kharo. mAtAnA manamAM ema thayu` ke have huM ratnakukSI mAtA banI. dIkSAnI anumati mAMgatA putrane enA mAtApitA kahe che beTA ! tArI dIkSA levAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne amane anahada AnaMda thayA che paNa tuM thADA divasa zakAI jA, amAre tArA dIkSA mahAtsava khUba bhavya rIte ujavavA che, jene majIThIyA bairAgya raga lAgyA che evA putra kahe che huM mAtApitA ! eka divasa te zuM, eka ghaDI paNa AganA bhaDakAthI bharelA sa'sAramAM huM rahI zakuM tema nathI. mArI ekeka kSaNa lAkheNI jAya che tyAre mAta pitA kahe che beTA ! ame tane dIkSA levAnI rAjIkhuzIthI AjJA ApIe chIe paNa tu' amArI ATalI icchA pUrI kara. mAtApitAe ghaNI rakajhaka karI tyAre dIkarA kahe che huM mAtApitA ! cAleA, ApaNe kevaLIbhagava ta pAse jaie. teo jema kaheze tema karIzuM. putranI vAta sAMbhaLIne teo kevaLI bhagava'ta pAse AvyA. bhagavAnane vaMdana namaskAra karI mAtApitAe kahyuM : prabhu ! A amArA lADakavAyA dIkarAne ApanI vANI sAMbhaLIne vairAgya Avyo che. ane te atyAre ja dIkSA levI che paNa amAre ene dIkSA maheAtsava ThAThamAThathI ujavavA che ane e have kSaNu vAra saMsAramAM rahevA cAhatA nathI. have amAre zu' karavu'? "keLavo Atma sAdhanAmAM apramattabhAva" :- sarvAMga bhagavate peAtAnA jJAna prakAzamAM A karAnuM AyuSya keTalu khAkI che te jANyu hatu. eTale enA mAtApitAne kahyu "vALuniyA mA SiSa ja !" huM devAnupriya ! jo tamArA

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zAradA siddhi 73 putrane atyAre ja saMyama levAnI utkRSTa bhAvanA che te mahotsava ujavavA mATe vilaMba kare egya nathI. kevaLI bhagavaMtanA zabdo sAMbhaLIne bairAgInA dilamAM apUrva AnaMda thaye. aho ! mArA gurUbhagavaMta mArI tarapheNamAM AvyA. tenuM haiyuM harSathI nAcI uThayuM. enA pitAe paNa kevaLI bhagavaMtanI AjJAne svIkAra karyo. bIje divase bhAgavatI dIkSAne bhavya varaghoDo caDhAvI jyAM kevaLIbhagavaMta bIrAjatA hatA tyAM AvyA. varagheDethI utarIne chokarAe bhagavaMtane vaMdana namaskAra karyA. pachI dIkSAnI vidhi zarU thaI. veza parivartana karAvI gurUbhagavaMte muni jIvananA liMgarUpa rajoharaNa Apyo ne karemi tene pATha bhaNAvyo eTale enA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. atyaMta AnaMdavibhera banIne bhagavaMtane vaMdaNa karavA lAgyA. be vaMdaNA karI ane trIjI vaMdaNuM karavA jAya tyAM te ekAeka DhaLI paDe ne tarata ja emanA prANa UDI gayA. mAtApitAnuM karUNa rUdana":- acAnaka A banAva banI javAthI enA mAtApitAne kAramo AghAta lAgyo tethI teo bebhAna banIne paDI gayA. pANIne chaMTakAva Adi karavAthI teo bhAnamAM AvyA eTale kALo kalpAMta karavA lAgyA. samaya samayanI vAtanA jANakAra kevaLI bhagavaMta te jANatA hatA ke kAle atyAre te e pUchavA Avyo hato ne Aje e kayAMya pahoMcI javAnuM che. kevaLI bhagavaMte emane, AzvAsana ApatA kahyuM tame zAMti rAkhe, kalpAMta na kare. tamArA putranuM AyuSya eTaluM ja hatuM. eNe utkRSTa bhAve dIkSA laI enuM jIvana kRtArtha karyuM che. e te meTe deva bane che. te cheDI vAramAM ahIM Avaze. A pramANe vAta cAlatI hatI tyAM te deva Avyo ne kevaLI bhagavaMtane vaMdana karIne enA pUrvanA mAtApitAne kahe che tame zA mATe raDo cho? kalpAMta kare che ? tame bilakula jharApa na karaze. huM te saMyamanA prabhAve mahArSika deva banyo chuM. tame kevaLI bhagavaMtanuM vacana namAnyuM hota ane mane tarata dIkSA na ApI hatI te huM marIne kayAMya gayo hota. bhagavaMte te mArA upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. deve A pramANe kahyuM eTale enA mAtApitA zAMta thayA. pitAne dIkaro kaMIka pAmI gayo tema mAnI zAMta thaIne teo ghera gayA. devAnupriye! vicAra karo. A chokarAe dIkSA laIne kaMI karyuM? nathI ta5 karyA, nathI bIjI kaI sAdhanA karI paNa utkRSTa bhAve dIkSA laIne bhagavAnane vaMdaNa karatA karatA cAlyA gayA chatAM A mahAna deva banyo. te je saMyama laIne sAdhanA kare enA keTalA karmonI bhekhaDo tUTI jAya? TUMkamAM ApaNe te e daSTAMta dvArA eka ja vAta samajavI che ke dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAmAM kSaNavArano vilaMba na kare. jyAre bhAvanA thAya tyAre karI lo. keInA manamAM thAya ke mAre brahmacaryanI pratijJA karavI che te tarata karI levI. hamaNAM nahi, pachI karIza e vAyado na kare. kAlanI koIne khabara nathI. mATe jIvananI paLa sudhArI lo. zA, 10

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zAradA siddhi have ApaNA cAlu adhikAranI vAta karIe. baMne cha dAsIputra thayA. tyAM sarpadaMza thavAthI marIne haraNInA peTe janma lIdhe. tyAM zikArInA hAthe marAyA, pachI hiMsalIne peTe janma lIdhe. tyAM paNa zikArInA hAthe marAyA ane tyAMthI marIne bane vArANasI nagarImAM bhUdatta cAMDAlane tyAM putra rUpe jamyA. tyAM moTA putranuM nAma citra ane nAnAnuM nAma saMbhUta rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. A baMne bhAIo vacce paraspara khUba sneha hatuM. A samaye vArANasImAM zaMkha nAme rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. emane namuci nAme eka pradhAna hatuM. e pradhAna dubuddhivALe hatuM, eTale rAjAne dareka kAryamAM beTI salAha ApyA karatuM hatuM. eka vakhata e pradhAne rAjAne koI meTe bhayaMkara aparAdha karyo, tethI rAjAe krodhe bharAIne aparAdhanI zikSA rUpe cAMDALane belAvIne kahyuM ke A pradhAnane atyAre ne atyAre jagalamAM laI jaIne mArI nAkhe. rAjAnI AjJA thatAM cAMDALa tene mazAna bhUmimAM laI gaye. pradhAna khUba raDavA lAge ane kalpAMta karate pagamAM paDe tethI caMDALane dayA AvI eTale pradhAnane metamAMthI bacAvIne eNe pradhAnane kahyuM he maMtrI ! Apa mArA gharamAM guptapaNe rahe ne mAre be putro che tene bhaNave. dareka jIvane jIvavuM game che. maravuM keIne gamatuM nathI. eTale jIvavAnA abhilASI pradhAnane AnaMda thaye ne teNe caMDALanI vAtane svIkAra karyo. caMDALa te pradhAnane gupta rIte pitAne ghera laI AvyA. pradhAna guptapaNe caMDALane - ghera rahIne citra ane saMbhUta e be bALakone saMgItakaLA zIkhavADavA lAgyA. caMDALanI patnI paNa pitAnA bALakanA vidyAdAtA gurU che ema samajIne pradhAnanI khUba sArI rIte sevA karavA lAgI. duSTa buddhivALo mANaso game tyAM jAya paNa enI buddhi sudharatI nathI. "katarAnI pUMchaDI jamInamAM dATo te ya vAMkI ne vAMkI." e kahevata anusAra A namuci pradhAne rAjAne akSamya aparAdha karyo hato tethI mArI nAMkhavAnI zikSA karI paNa bhUdatta caMDALane dayA AvI tethI tene pitAne ghera guptapaNe rAkhe. pradhAna tyAM rahe che ne chokarAone bhaNAve che, caMDALa te Akho divasa enA kAmakAja mATe bahAra jatuM hatuM ane namuci gharamAM rahete. samaya jatA pradhAna caMDALanI patnI upara Asakta bane. A vAtanI bhUdattane khabara paDI eTale ene pradhAna upara khUba gusso AvyuM ke pApIne rAjAe mAravAnI zikSA karI hatI chatAM meM tene bacAvyA tyAre e AvA kAma karavA UThe? basa, have Ane gharamAM rAkhavA jevo nathI. koI paNa upAye ene mArI nAMkhyuM. ema vicAra karIne bhUdatta namuci pradhAnane mAravAne upAya zedhavA lAge. namuci pradhAne A baMne bALakane ghaNI vidyAo zIkhavI hatI. temAM saMgIta kaLAmAM te baMne bALako khUba hoMziyAra banI gayA hatA. A chokarAone A vAtanI khabara paDI eTale emanA manamAM thayuM ke pradhAne amane bhaNAvyA eTale e ApaNuM

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zAradA siddha 75 gurU kahevAya. gurUne mAravA kema devAya? gurUnA upakArane badale vALavA mATe kaI paNa upAye pradhAnane bacAvI le. ema vicArI lAga joIne pradhAnane guptapaNe pitAnA gharamAMthI bhagADI mUkaze. pradhAna jIva laIne bhAge ane tyAMthI cAlate cAlate hastinApuramAM jyAM sanatakumAra cakravati rAjya karatA hatA tyAM AvyuM. mULa pradhAna te hatuM eTale enAmAM buddhi te hatI ja, tethI enI kAryavAhI jeIne sanatakumAra cakravatie emanA rAjyamAM namucine maMtrIpade sthA. deza ghaNe dUra hovAthI rAjAne khabara nathI ke pradhAna durAcArI che. namuci ahIM paNa kevA bhAva bhajavaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra:-"kanyA parIkSA mATe sumitra pradhAnanuM prayANa":-rAjA-rANIe sumitrane rUpa sAthe guNa jovAnI khAsa bhalAmaNa karI hatI. sumitra sAMDhaNI laIne nIkaLe. ene jitArI rAjAnA rAjamahelane zobhAve evI rAjavadhU jovAnI hatI ane bhImasenanI bAjumAM UbhI rahe te dIpI uThe evI kuLavAna kanyAnI tapAsa karavAnI hatI, eTale sumitra vividha dezanA rAjadarabAramAM jate ne tyAMthI mAhitI meLavate. rAjakanyAone nIrakhate ane banI zake te sIdhe agara parokSa paricaya 'paNa karate. A rIte te aneka rAjadarabAramAM ghUmI vaLe. ekane juo ne bIjIne bhUle evI aneka rAjakanyAe joI paNa mAtra rUpa uparathI ja kanyAnuM pArakhuM kare , ne te ja bhImasena mATe yogya che evo nirNaya sumitra kare tevuM na hatuM. e te rUpa, zIla, vidyA, saMskAra, taMdurastI, uccakuLa A badhuM dareka rIte jhINavaTathI jete hate, kaI jagyAe rUpa hoya te guNa na hoya, guNa hoya te rUpa na hoya. ghaNI kanyAo joI paNa haju sudhI kayAMya tenuM mana Thare evI kanyA enA javAmAM AvI na hatI. A rIte ghaNuM gAma-nagaranI mulAkAta letA lete kauzAMbI nagarImAM Avyo. pradhAne kauzAMbI nagarInI khUba prazaMsA sAMbhaLI hatI eTale enA manamAM ema thatuM hatuM ke pote je kArya mATe nIkaLe che te kArya ahI saphaLa thaze. A mATe enI pAse keI nakakara kAraNa na hatuM paNa sumitrane AtmA ema kahetuM hatuM ke A sapharane zubha aMta ahIM ja Avaze. kauzAMbI nagarI ujajainI nagarIthI saheja paNa utare tevI na hatI. nagarInI zobhA joIne sumitrane pitAnI ujajainI nagarInI yAda AvI gaI A nagarImAM mahAna pratApI mAnasiMha nAme rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. ghaNA deze upara enI ANa vartatI hatI. bhATa, cAraNe ane nagarajane enA parAkramI svabhAvanI guNagAthA gAtA hatA. sumitrane khabara paDI ke mAnasiMha rAjA te jaina dharmamAM apUrva zraddhA dharAve che, ane vItarAga prabhunA ananya bhakta che. enI rANInuM nAma kamalA che. te paNa kamaLa jevA svabhAvanI che. rAjyamAM rahetI hovA chatAM rAjazAhI ThAThamAThathI alipta rahe che. A rAjA-rANIne be kanyAo che. temAM mATInuM nAma suzIlA che

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zAradA siddhi ane nAnInuM nAma sucanA che. A baMne kanyAo mATe mAnasiMha rAjAe rAjamahelamAM khAsa tatva rAkhIne strIonI 64 kaLAonI tAlIma ApI che. A baMne kanyAonuM ghaNI kALajIpUrvaka jIvana ghaDatara karyuM che. ATalI mAhitI maLatAM sumitra khuza khuza thaI gaye. ene zraddhA hatI ke mAruM kArya ahIM ja saphaLa thaze. mAnasiMha rAjAe sumitranuM kareluM svAgata" :- baMdhuo ! je mANasa je kAryanI siddhi mATe nIkaLyuM hoya ene e kAryamAM saphaLatA maLavAnA nizAna dekhAya te e khuza khuza thaI jAya che. sumitra sArA vastrAbhUSaNe paherI jitArI rAjAnI pratiSThA vadhe evuM uttama prakAranuM najarANuM laIne rAjadarabAramAM javA nIkaLyo. tene zukana paNa sArA thayA. rAjadarabAranA daravAje AvIne dvArapALane khAnagImAM sonAmahora ApI eTale dvArapALa deDate mahArAjA pAse gayo ne kahyuM-mahArAjA ! ujajainI nagarIthI kaI paradezI ApanA darzana mATe Avyo che. ApanI AjJA hoya te te mahAnubhAvane ApanI pAse laI AvuM. mahArAjAe kahyuM-Avela mahAnubhAvane AdarapUrvaka ahIM laI Ave, eTale dvArapALa praNAma karIne bolya-padhAre...padhAre mahAnubhAva! amArA pratApI rAjA mAnasiMha nareza vatI huM ApanuM svAgata karuM chuM. Apa mArI sAthe cAle. mahArAjA ApanI rAha joI rahyA che. sumitranA AnaMdane pAra na rahyo. te dvArapALanI sAthe rAjadarabAramAM Avyo. mAnasiMha rAjAne rAjasiMhAsane beThelA joIne sumitre dUrathI ja prathama namaskAra karyA, pachI pAse AvIne khUba vinayathI rAjAne caraNa sparza karyo ane be hAtha joDI temanI sanmukha ubhe rahyo, eTale mAnasiMha rAjAe madhura svare kahyuM ApanuM kalyANa thAo. mahAnubhAva ! kahe, Apa kayAMthI padhAre che ? ane ApanA AgamananuM prayojana zuM che? mArAgya je kaMI kahevA jevuM hoya te jarUrathI kahe. ema kahIne sumitrane bAjunA suvarNa siMhAsane besavA kahyuM. sumitre siMhAsana upara besatA pahelAM mAnasiMha narezane najarANuM bheTa dharyuM, ane vinayathI bolyA he pratApI nareza! mAlavadezanI rAjadhAnI ujajainI nagarInA jitArI rAjAe A najarANuM mokalAvyuM che. Apa tene saharSa svIkAra kare. sumitranI vAta sAMbhaLIne mAnasiMha rAjA bolyA aho ! jitArI rAjAe mane yAda karIne A najarANuM mekalAvyuM che! dhanyavAda....dhanyavAda.pharamAve, ApanA nareze mArA mATe zuM sevA batAvI che? sumitre kahyuM-rAjana! sevA to ame karIe. Apa jevA mahApurUSoe te upakAra karavAnuM che. huM eka ghaNuM ja zubha ane maMgaLa kAme nIkaLyo chuM. mane zraddhA che ke Apa e kAma jarUrathI karazo ne mArA upara upakAra karaze. sumitranI vAta sAMbhaLI rAjAe kahyuM- mahAnubhAva! mArAthI banatuM kAma huM jarUra karIza. Apa vinA saMkoce kaho. Apano paricaya te Ape mane Ape nahi. mAruM

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zAradA siddhi nAma sumitra che. huM dUtanuM kAma karuM chuM. mArA svAmIe mane eka mahattvanA kAme dezAMtara mokalyA che. dezavidezamAM pharatA meM ApanI ghaNuM khyAti sAMbhaLI che. ApanA rANIbAnI ane kuMvarIonI paNa ghaNI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI, tethI huM bIjA dezamAM ne kAtA sIdhe ja ahIM Avyo chuM. sumitra! e ghaNuM sAruM karyuM, paNa tArA svAmIe tane kayA kAme mokalyA che te jaNAvavA gya hoya to mane jaNAva. rAjan ! e zuM bolyA? Apa ja e kAma karI zake tema cho. Apane huM nahi jaNAvuM te e kAma pAra zI rIte paDaze? A pramANe sumitre kahyuM eTale rAjA bolyA, sumitra! tuM bolavAmAM ghaNe catura che. je rAjAne tArA jevA to che te rAjA keTalA bhAgyazALI ane pratApI haze e te have mAre kalpanA karavI rahI, tyAre sumitre kahyuM: mahArAjA ! Apa paNa mArA svAmIthI kayAM utare tevA che. ApanA nAmane DaMko te daze dizAmAM vAge che. nagarajane te prabhAtamAM UThatAMnI sAthe ApanuM ja nAma prathama yAda kare che. evA Apa prAtaH smaraNIya che. huM ApanI pAse eka vAta mUkavA Avyo chuM. rAjAe AzcaryathI pUchyuM, zuM vAta che ? rAjana! mArA svAmIne ekane juvene bIjAne bhUle evA be rAjakumAre che. buddhimAM te jANe bRhaspati joI le. parAkramI ane sAhasika paNa evA ja che ane nizAnabAja to evA che ke AMkhe pATA bAMdhIne pharatA matsyanI AMkha vIdhI zake che paraMtu haiyAnA baMne kamaLa che, temAM paNa pATavIputra kumAra te haiyAne ghaNAM kUNa che. keInuM paNa duHkha joIne emanuM dila dravI jAya che. potAnI jAta pratye ghaNuM kaThera che. 72 kaLAomAM pravINa che. A bAju meM sAMbhaLyuM che ke Apane be putrIo che te cosaTha kaLAmAM pravINa che. dakSa che, sauMdaryamAM apratima che, ane zIla-cAritramAM te ajoDa che. baMnenA kuLa ane saMskAra, bhAvanA ane vicAra, dharma ane jAta, sattA ane zekha tathA zaibhava badhuM ekasarakhuM che. sumitranI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjA bolyA vAha, ghaNuM suMdara ! tArA svAmIne kuMvara che ne mAre kanyA che. ghaNI suMdara taka kahevAya. zuM ema na banI zake ke amArA baMnenA kuLo ekabIjA sAthe joDAI jAya! rAjana ! te te ApanA mukhamAM sAkara. ApanI moTI dIkarI amArA pATavI kuMvarane Apaze te sonAmAM sugaMdha bhaLI jaze. ane te pUrI zraddhA che ke ApanI dIkarIne AthI suMdara vara bIje kayAMya nahi maLe. bIjuM Apa paNa jenadhamI che ne mArA svAmI paNa jaina dhamI che. kuLane te koI vAMdho nathI. have rahI vAta kuMvara ane kanyAnI. mAnasiMha rAjAe pUchayuMsumitra! tuM e kuMvaranI chabI lAvyo chuM? temanI janmakuMDaLI tArI pAse che? mahArAjA ! e te sAthe ja heyane! e sivAya A kAma kevI rIte bane? have sumitra mAnasiMha rAjAne bhImasenanI chabI ane janmakuMDaLI Apaze. rAjA te chabI rANI ane kuMvarIne batAvaze, jyotiSI pAse kuMDaLI vaMcAvaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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vyAkhyAna na. 9 aSADhavada 14 ne ravIvAra tA. 22-7-79 sohAmaNe dekhAte saMsAra bhItarathI bihAmaNuM" sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahena ! anaMtajJAnI, patatapAvana, adhamauddhAraka zAstrakAra bhagavaMte jagatanA jIvane zAzvata sukha pAmavA mATe udgheSaNa karIne kahyuM he bhavya jIvo! bAhya daSTithI jotAM tamane je saMsAra uparathI sehAmaNo lAge che te bhItarathI bihAmaNuM che. eka saMskRta subhASitakAre paNa kahyuM che ke "sUrataH gar rakhyA:" DuMgarA dUrathI raLiyAmaNa. A prAcIna kahevatane ApaNe barAbara samajIe te DuMgarA jema dUrathI raLiyAmaNA che tema saMsAra paNa dUrathI raLiyAmaNuM che. A saMsArane ApaNe DuMgarA sAthe sarakhAvIe. DuMgara dUrathI raLiyAmaNuM lAge che paNa enI najIka jaIe tyAre enA kharabacaDA paththare, caDhatAM hAMphI javAya evA UMcA caDhANa, nIce daSTi karatA AMkhe aMdhArA Ave evI UMDI khINa, gADha jaMgalo ane kAjaLa jevA kALa zikhare A badhAthI bihAmaNo lAge che tema dUrathI sohAmaNe dekhAte saMsAra najIka jatAM dagA, prapaMca, phaTakA, kAramI meMghavArI, ane kajIyALo parivAra A badhAthI bihAmaNuM lAge che. DuMgara dhIme dhIme manuSya caDhI zake che paNa tyAMthI paDatA ane taLeTI para pachaDAtA te eka paLanI paNa vAra na lAge, tema saMsAramAM pratiSThA prApta karatAM, peDhI jamAvatA ne paisA kamAvatA ghaNIvAra lAge che paNa e badhuM gumAvIne beAbarU thavAmAM vAra lAgatI nathI. parvatanI bhavyatA te sahu nihALe che, saune game che paNa enI bhayaMkaratA te tyAMnA rahevAsIo ja jANe. saMsAranA raMgIna svapnA te sahune Ave paNa e svapnAnA sItama te je anubhavI hoya e ja jANe. A rIte DuMgara ane saMsAra vacce ghaNI samAnatA che. baMdhuo saMsAranI koI paNa cIja lo. e dareka cIjo pagalika che ane pudgalane svabhAva te paLe paLe palaTAvAne che. saMsAra eTale pudgala ane pudgala eTale saMsAra. have A saMsAra DuMgaranI jema dUrathI raLiyAmaNuM hoya emAM zuM Azcarya ! paugalika sarjananuM sauMdarya te ApaNI najare caDhe che ne e dUrathI bhavya dekhAya che paNa aMtaracakSu kholIe te enI bhayaMkaratA dekhatAM ApaNe cIsa pADI UThIe. ApaNe aMtaranI AMkhanuM udghATana karavA jevuM bIjuM ekeya maMgalakArya nathI. A aMtaranI AMkha bIDAyelI hoya te eka vRddha strImAM paNa ene navayauvanA strIne AbhAsa thAya ane AMkha uparathI je paDa khasI gayA hoya te eka navayauvanA strI paNa ene hADamAMsanI kothaLI lAge. aMtaranI AMkha UghaDI jAya te mAnava potAne prApta thayelA saubhAgyane sArthaka karI zake che.

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zAradA siddhi 70 devAnuM priye A saMsAranA mULiyA jayAM sudhI sajIvana che tyAM sudhI saMsAravRkSa phAlyuM phUlyuM rahevAnuM paNa mULIyA sUkAI jAya te vRkSa paDI jAya. saMsAranA mukhya mULa je hoya te rAga ane dveSa che. rAga ane dveSane sAtha ApanAre meha che. baLataNa ane agni hoya temAM je pavana bhaLe te Agane phelAtA vAra lAgatI nathI, tema rAga ane dveSanA baLataNamAM je mehane pavana bhaLe te saMsAranI Aga khIlI UThe che. saMsAramAM jyAM juo tyAM AganA bhaDakA prajavalI rahyA che. Aje A upAdhi ane kAle bIjI upAdhi. Aje kaIne TI. bI. thaye hoya te kAle kensara thayuM. A badhA rogonuM mULa kAraNa je kaI hoya te karma che. AcArAMga sUtramAM bhagavAna bolyA che ke "bhuja kavAdi gAyakarmathI upAdhi utpanna thAya che. "maraNa thavA na jIvana karmarahita thayela AtmAne saMsAra vyavahAra hete nathI eTale ke AtmA sarva upAdhiothI mukta thaI jAya che. koI paNa upAdhi Ave ke roga Ave e karmanA kAraNe che. kensara ke TI. bI. kayAre thayo? jIve azAtA vedanIya karma bAMdhyuM hoya tyAre ne ? azAtA vedanIyAdi karmone bAMdhanAra paNa AtmA che ne tene teDanAra paNa AtmA che. Aje TI.bI. nI zodhakhoLa ghaNI thaI che eTale davAthI maTI jAya che, paNa jene kensaranuM darda thAya enA te hAjA gagaDI jAya che. basa, ene ema ja thaI jAya che ke have te huM A saMsAramAMthI kensala thaI javAne. A kesara to tamane A duniyAmAMthI eka bhava pUratA kensala karaze paNa jIva je A mAnava bhava pAmIne evo purUSArtha kare ke ApaNuM ATha karmone kensara thaI jAya to sadAne mATe ene saMsAra kensala thaI jAya ane A saMsAranA dukhe TaLI jAya Ajane mAnavI sukha mATe taraphaDIyA mAre che. sukha meLavavA prayatna kare che paNa tene sukha maLatuM nathI. bhagavAna AcArAMga sUtranA trIjA adhyayananA bIjA uddezAmAM bolyA che ke "mane su karuM grea, te thaf fpa, pUttA " saMsAra sukhanA abhilASI jIvo nizcayathI aneka saMkalpa vikalpo karatA rahe che. jema mRgalAo jhAMjhavAnA jaLane pANI mAnIne te tarapha doDe che tema mRgatRSNanA jaLa samAna saMsArI jIvo viSayasukho pAchaLa doDadhAma kare che, te meLavavA puruSArtha kare che paNa temane prayatna cALaNInI aMdara samudranuM pANI bharavA samAna che. jema koI vyakti cALaNImAM pANI bharavA jAya to zuM temAM pANI rahI zake kharuM? na rahe, tema jyAM sukha che ja nahi tyAM sukha meLavavAne puruSArtha kare to sukha maLe kharuM? na maLe. are, kaMIka amArI pAse AvIne paNa ema kahe che ke amAre sukha joIe che. je amArI pAse AvIne paNa tame sukha mAMge che to eka vAta nakkI che ne ke tame jyAM beThA che tyAM sukha nathI. je tyAM sukha hota to amArI pAse sukha mAMgavA Avata nahi. have je tame sukha mAMgavA AvyA to amAre tamane sukhane mArga batAve joIe

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zAradA siddhi ne? ame tamane sukha mATe je karavAnuM kahIe te karavuM paDaze. hA...nA nahi karavAnI. bhAgI javAnuM nahi. tyAgI saMte tamane sukha prAptine je mArga batAvaze te mArge cAlaze to tamane asala sukha maLaze. tamArA saMsAranA sukhe nakalI che uparathI sonA jevA camakatA dekhAya paNa aMdarathI leDhA jevA hoya. tamane samajAvuM. eka mAtAne ekane eka dIkaro hate. ene bhaNAvI gaNAvIne paraNAvyo. gharamAM putranI vahu AvI. eka vakhata sAsune tAva AvavAthI khUba azakti AvI gaI hatI, eTale vahane kahyuM beTA! mAre davA ghUMTavI che te sAme nAne khala paDyuM che te lAvI Apa ne, tyAre vahue kahyuM, bA ! e khela mArAthI uMcakAze nahi. sAsue kahyuM. beTA! ATale nAne khala tamArAthI nahi uMcakAya ? vahue kahyuM. "nA", e mArAthI nahi uMcakAya. dIkarAe A sAMbhaLyuM. ene hADohADa lAgI AvyuM. aha! mArI mAtA te kaI divasa vahune kahe tevI nathI ke tuM kAma kara. e potAnI jAte ja badhuM kAma karI le tevI che paNa tAvanA kAraNe ghaNI azakti AvI gaI che eTale khala mAMge che, te zuM ATale nAnakaDo aDadhe kilo vajanane khala enAthI na uMcakAye? ahe! ke A saMsAra che! uparathI sohAmaNe paNa aMdarathI bihAmaNe. asalanA jamAnAmAM rivAja hatuM ke jamAI paraNavA Ave tyAre sAsare suMdara palaMga DhALI be gAdalA ane upara DIjhAInavALI suMdara rezamI cAdara bIchAvI hoya eTale vararAjA hoMzabhera enA upara besavA jAya. besavA jAya eTale bheMya paDI jAya tethI badhA khaDakhaDATa hasI paDe. A te majAka che paNa A tamAre saMsAra eka bhayAnaka khADe che. jema jema saMsAramAM phasAze tema tema durgatinA UMDA khADAmAM utarI jaze. saMsAranA khADAmAM paDIne ghaNAM pastAya che ne kahe che ke amane AvI khabara nahi. je khabara hota te paraNata ja nahi. patnInI zAna ThekANe lAvate patiH " vRddha mAtAne dIkaro khUba vinayavAna ane vicakSaNa hate. vahunI sAna ThekANe lAvavA mATe thoDA divasa pachI e bajAramAMthI eka suMdara hAra bokasamAM mUkIne laI AvyuM. bokasa khUba suMdara hatuM. e joIne enI patnIe pUchayuM A bokasa zenuM lAvyA ? tyAre kahyuM emAM eka kiMmatI ane bhAre hAra lAvyo chuM. ema kahIne bekasa kholyuM. gulAbI pAtaLA kAgaLamAM vITele hAra kADha. hAra jeIne patnI harakhAI gaI ke majhAne suMdara hAra che! zuM ene ghATa ane DIjhAIna che! kevo jhagamaga thAya che! Ama vicAra karatI patine pUche che ke A hAra tame konA mATe lAvyA che ? te kahe che hAra te tArA mATe ja ghaDAvyo che paNa have mane ene pastAvo thAya che. are nAtha ! zA mATe pastAvo kare che? mane te A hAra bahu game che. patie kahyuM hAra te bahu sarasa che paNa enuM penDala bahu vajanadAra che tethI mane thayuM ke tuM thoDA divasa pahelA nAnakaDe khela na uMcakI

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zAradA siddhi zakI te hAranuM vajana kevI rIte uMcakI zakIza? eTale tuM hAra paherI nahi zake. patnI kahe A zuM bolyA? Ava majhAne suMdara hAra to haze paherIza. (hasAhasa) ene pati kahe che paNa enA paeNlanuM vajana te tuM je bhale ne vajana game teTaluM hoya paNa e te sonuM che ne ? sonAne hAra che te vAta sAcI che paNa tAre hAra paherIne vAMku vaLavuM paDaze. koI paNa kAmakAja karIza te chAtImAM vAgaze, tyAre kahe che kaMI nahi thAya. mane hAra bahu game che eTale enA patie ene hAra Ape. patnIe haze haze hAra paheryo. have e kAmakAja karavA vAMkI vaLe eTale peDala enI chAtImAM bhaTakAya. cAra pAMca divasamAM te chAtImAM cAMdu paDI gayuM. dukhAve thavA lAge paNa hAra kADhatI nathI. pati badhuM dazya joyA kare che. chAtImAMthI lohI nIkaLyA paNa A hAra kADhatI nathI, tyAre enA patinA manamAM thayuM ke have Ane kaMIka camatkAra batAvavA de. nahitara mAre ja upAdhi thaze. patnInI dRSTi ughADavA karelo prayatna" :- patnI ghasaghasATa uMghatI hatI tyAre enA patie paeNDala uparathI heja pataruM UMcuM karI nAMkhyuM. savAra paDatAM patnI jAgI. UMcuM karI nAMkheluM pataruM vAgyuM eTale eNe joyuM te aMdara loDhuM che. tarata hAra gaLAmAMthI kADhIne pheMkI dIdhe. patine kahe che ke tame mane dago dIdho. pati kahe chene dago ? juo te kharA, A hAra te loDhAne che. pati kahe che meM tane dago nathI dIdhe paNa tArA zabda mane jAgRta karyo che. te bAne kahyuM mArAthI khala nahi uMcakAya. te divase tuM nAnakaDe khala na uMcakI zakI te A hAranuM vajana kevI rIte uMcakI zakI? A chAtImAM cAMdu paDI gayuM te paNa tuM hAra kADhatI ne hatI, kAraNa ke tenA pratye tane rAga che. senuM mAnIne hAra paheryo paNa lekhaMDa joyuM eTale phaTa daIne pheMkI dIdho. patnI enA patinI vAtane marma samajI gaI baMdhuo ! A saMsAra paNa senAthI maDhelA loDhA jevuM che. uparathI tamane jhAkajhamALa dekhAI rahyo che eTale pelI bAInI jema tame saMsAranA duHkha sahana karyA kare che. jJAnIo tamane saMsAra choDavAnuM kahe che chatAM choDavAnuM mana thatuM nathI, paNa pelI bAIne khabara paDI ke A hAramAM senuM nathI paNa loDhuM che eTale tarata ja hAra pheMkI dIdhe, tema tame paNa zuM kare? "eka dhakkA ora de, saMsAra ke choDa de." A saMsAramAM koI koInuM nathI. koNa jANe A saMsAramAM tamane keTalAya dhakko vAgatA haze chatAM tame saMsArane dhakko mAratA nathI. A dukhamaya saMsAramAM mIThI vIraDI samAna koI hoya te te eka dharma che. mAchalI khArA samudramAM rahe che chatAM pANI mIThuM pIe che. e kevI rIte pItI haze? jANe cho? samudramAM zagI nAmanI mAchalI rahe che. ene jyAre tarasa lAge che tyAre e je taraphathI nadInuM mIThuM pANI samudramAM Ave che te tarapha jaIne e mIThuM pANI pI le che tema A iaaN 1 0.

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zAradA siti saMsAra paNa khArA samudra jevuM che. emAM dharmarUpI eka mIThI vIraDI che. tame saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM paNa je dharmarUpI vIraDIne Azraya leze te duHkha TaLaze ne sukha maLaze. jIvana satya, nIti ane sadAcAranI sugaMdhathI maghamaghatuM banI jaze, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, rAga-dveSa vagere kaSA maMda paDaze. jayAre dharmanA svarUpane jIva barAbara samajaze tyAre tenI dazA judI haze. keI ene game tevA zabdo kahI jaze te paNa duHkha nahi lagADe. pitAnuM dhAryuM nahi thAya te paNa manamAM kheda nahi kare. jIvanamAMthI badhuM jatuM karaze. jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke je jatuM kare te jagadIza bane ne aTake te amara thAya. jatuM zuM karavAnuM e samajyA ? ApaNane kaI game te kahI jAya te samajavuM ke bhale kahyuM. e enA bhAve. emAM mAre kaSAya karavAnI zI jarUra ? ema jatuM karavuM. je jatuM kare che te jagadIza bane che te viSaya kaSAyathI je aTake te amara bane che. je manuSya jIvanamAMthI jatuM karatA nathI, abhimAna choDatA nathI enI kevI dazA thAya che te upara eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. mAnane mAMcaDe caDhelI kaumudI" - eka nagaramAM atyaMta dhanavAna eka nagarazeTha vasatA hatA. temanI patnI paNa temane anukULa svabhAvanI hatI. A zeThane vinayanA bhaMDAra ane guNavAna sAta sAta putro hatA. A sAta putre upara eka putrI janmI che. putrI paNa rUparUpane aMbAra che. mAtApitAne khUba ja lADakavAyI hatI eTale zeThe potAnA kuTuMbamAM saune kahI dIdheluM ke mArI A kula jevI kamaLa putrInI kAyA karamAya evuM vacana ene kadI kaheze nahi. pitAe ene strIonI 64 kaLAomAM nipuNa banAvI. enuM nAma kaumudI hatuM. have kaumudI yuvAna banI. rUpathI chalakatI ane mAtApitAnA moDhe caDhAvelI A kaumudIne paraNavA mATe enA rUpanI pAchaLa pataMgIyAnI jema pAgala banIne kaMIka yuvAne AvavA lAgyA. rUpa ane yauvananA unmAde caDhelI kaumudI enA pitAjIne kahe che pitAjI! je purUSe mArI hA e hA, ane nA e nA kare ane mArI AjJAmAM rahe te mArA jIvanasAthI banaze. kaumudInA rUpamAM mugdha banIne keTalAya yuvAne ene paraNavA AvavA lAgyA. je Ave tene zeTha pitAnI putrInI zarata kabUla kare tenI sAthe paraNAvavAnuM kahetA. A sAMbhaLIne sau pAchA pharI jatA. kAraNa ke sau kahetA A te jiMdagInA khela che. kAyama patnInI AjJAmAM ja rahevAnuM ne e kahe tema karavAnuM che te eka parataMtratAka hevAya. kharI rIte te patnIe patinI AjJAmAM rahevAnuM hoya, jyAre A te ApaNe enI AjJAmAM rahevuM paDe. AvI parAdhInatA na joIe. A te saMsAra che. kyAreka evuM kahyuM na paNa karI zakAya. e vicAra karIne badhA pAchA pharI jatA A jagatamAM darekanI mati kaMI sarakhI hotI nathI. e ja nagaramAM tAjetaramAM navo navayuvAna pradhAna Avyo hato. eNe vicAra karyo ke bahu te enI AjJAmAM zuM haze? mAre A

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zAradA siddhi joIe ne te joIe. te mArI pAse saMpattine pAra nathI. enA mAjazekha pUrA karIza eTale vAMdho nahi Ave. pradhAne nagarazeThanI putrI kaumudInI zaratane svIkAra karyo. pradhAna maMtrI je saMpattivAna ane sattAdhArI jamAI maLavAthI zeThanA hadaya sAgaramAM AnaMdane udadhi hileLA mAravA lAgyo. zeThe potAnI lADakavAyI dIkarInA khUba dhAmadhUmathI lagna karyA. kariyAvara khUba karyo. paraNyA pachI baMne saMsAranA sukhamAM nimagna banyA. dazeka varSa te bahu vAMdhe na Avyo paNa eka divasa kaumudIe enA patine kahyuM svAmInAtha ! ApaNe baMne vacce kSIranIra jevI prIti che. ene je Apa akhaMDa rAkhavA IcchatA ho te Ape atyAra sudhI mArI badhI pratijJA pALI che tema AjathI mArI navI AjJAnuM barAbara pAlana karaje. pradhAne kahyuM zuM? tyAre kahe che Ape dararoja sUryAsta thaI jAya te pahelA ghera pAchA AvatA rahevAnuM. pradhAna pratye dveSanA kAraNe lokoe karelI rAjAne phariyAda' -baMdhuo! A saMsAramAM ATha prakAranA aMdha manuSyo che. temAM eka viSayAMdhane naMbara paNa che. viSaya sukhamAM aMdha banelA e pradhAne paramezvaranI AjJAnI mAphaka priyatamAnI AjJA vadhAvI lIdhI. patnI upara atyaMta rAga hatuM eTale pAchaLanA pariNAmano pradhAne vicAra na karyo, kAraNa ke rAga vastu evI che ke tene anucita badhuM ucita jaNAya che. rAganuM pAtra jema nacAve tema nAcavA ramI AtmA sadA tatpara bane che. A che pradhAna potAnI patnInI A navI AjJAnuM acUka pAlana karavA lAgyA. A te rAjyane pradhAna hatuM. ene rAjyanA keTalAya kAma hoya paNa game tema karIne kAma vaheluM patAvIne paNa sUryAsta pahelA ghera pahoMcI jato. A pradhAna khUba buddhizALI che. enA upara rAjAnA cAre hAtha che eTale kaMIka rAjyAdhikArIone enA para IrSA hatI, tethI eka divasa pradhAnanI gerahAjarImAM badhAe rAjAnA kAna bhaMbheryA ke Apane pradhAna te enI patnIne AdhIna che. enuM gharamAM kaMI calaNa nathI. enI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA mATe te pradhAna dararoja sUryAsta pahelA ghera cAlyA jAya che. rAjA kahe mAre pradhAna kaMI kAyara nathI. e te bAheza che. enI patnI AgaLa enuM na cAlatuM hoya ema na bane. badhAe rAjAne khUba bhaMbheryA eTale kahe che ke ThIka, tyAre huM Aje ja enuM pArakhuM karuM. e divase sUryAsta pahelA rAjAe pradhAnane kahyuM-maMtrIzvara ! Aje rAjya sabaMdhI eka navI vicAraNA karavAnI che, mATe tame vahelA ghera na jatA. sUryAsta pahelA rAjAe pradhAnane eka navuM kArya soMpyuM. e kAma pUrNa thatAM rAtre eka vAgye, pachI rAjAe pradhAnane ghera javAnI rajA ApI, paNa pradhAne kArya pUruM thatAM sudhI mukha upara eka paNa ciMtAnI rekhA AvavA dIdhI nathI ke patnInI AjJAnuM Aje pAlana nathI thayuM te mAruM zuM thaze? ene zraddhA hatI ke huM ja AjJAnuM pAlana karuM chuM

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84 zAradA siddhi te kaI vakhata te e paNa samaje ne ke A rAjyanI nokarI che. keI vakhata meDuM thaI jAya. pitAnI patnIne maLavA pradhAnajI harSabhera ghera AvyA. patnI te bAraNuM baMdha karIne sUI gaI hatI eTale pradhAne bAraNuM khakhaDAvyuM paNa patnIe khelyuM nahi, temaja javAba paNa na ApyuM. catura pradhAna samajI gaye paNa zuM thAya? rAjAnI AjJA AgaLa nirUpAya hate. pradhAne kahyuM kaumudI ! Aje amuka kAraNasara mAre moDuM thayuM che. dvAra khola. te paNa dvAra kholyA nahi. maMtrI kahe che he priyA! Aje rAjAnI AjJA mAre ziremAnya karavI paDI che, tethI AvatA moDuM thayuM che mATe Ajane divasa kRpA karIne kamADa khela. , devAnupriye ! A tamAre saMsAra. viSayanI pAchaLa jIvane keTalI gulAmI karavI paDe che chatAM jIvane meha chUTatuM nathI. pradhAna khUba karagaryo tyAre kaumudIe dvAra kholyA, paNa enA mukha upara te kodhanI rekhAo taravarI uThI hatI. patinI sAme joIne kahe che mArI AjJAne bhaMga karIne gharamAM AvatA zarama nathI AvatI? rAjAnI AjJA mahAna ke mArI AjJA mahAna? tame kene paraNyA cho? rAjAne ke mane? A nahi cAle. patnI AvA zabdo kahe che chatAM pati kamaLatAthI kahe che devI! krodha na kare. tamArA mATe badhuM karavA taiyAra chuM paNa Aje mApha kare. huM mATe pradhAna game te houM paNa rAjyanI karI che tethI rAjAnI AjJAnuM pAlana mAre karavuM paDe. huM mArI marajIthI rekI nathI. A vakhate mane kSamA Apa, tyAre kaumudIe vizeSa krodha karIne kahyuM, kSamA nahi maLe. mArI AjJA viruddha cAlanAra pati have mAre na joIe. huM te atyAre ne atyAre mArA piyara cAlI jAuM chuM. patinuM ghara cheDatI kaumudI" :- madharAte kaumudI vastrAbhUSaNe sajIne patinAM ghara choDIne javA taiyAra thaI gaI. pati samajI gaye ke have A strI koI rIte samaje tevI nathI, eTale kahyuM kaumudI ! tArA pitAne ghera javuM hoya to khuzIthI jA paNa atyAre madharAtre javAnuM rahevA de. savAramAM UThIne jaje, paNa kaumudI kahe che ke huM te atyAre ne atyAre ja jAuM chuM ema kahIne pradhAnanuM ghara choDIne cAlI nIkaLI. patie khUba samajAvI paNa rokAI nahi. eNe vicAra na karyo ke huM rUparUpane aMbAra chuM, vaLI zarIre vastrAbhUSaNa sajyA che. rAtanA TAIme kaI guMDAo maLaze te? mAnanA mAMcaDe caDhelI te cAlI nIkaLI. tene pati pAchaLa gaye te kahyuM ke khabaradAra, je AvyA te! huM ekalI jaIza. chevaTe pati pAcho vaLyo. rastAmAM cAro maLyA. rUparUpane aMbAra ane vastrAbhUSaNothI sajaja strI che. vaLI sAthe kaI nathI. ekalI che. have cera ene cheDe kharA? hAthamAM Avelo keLiye keNuM jate kare? cerIe ene pakaDI lIdhI, ane pitAnA AgevAna pallI patine seMpI dIdhI. A navayuvAna strInuM rUpa, lAvaNya nIrakhIne pallI-saradAra enA para mahAsakta bane.

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zAradA siddhi samaya jaIne kahe che he suMdarI! tAruM suMdara majhAnuM rUpa ane mAruM thanaganatuM yauvana e baMnene suMdara suvega maLe che. e sugane ApaNe sadupayoga karI laIe. kAramAM duHkhamAM paNa zIlanuM rakSaNa karatI kaumudI" :- A kaumudI krodhane kaTake ane ahaMkArane avatAra hatI. eka ja divasa potAnI AjJAnuM pAlana na thayuM te madharAtre e patine choDIne cAlI nIkaLI ane ceranA hAthamAM sapaDAI paNa enuM cAritra so TacanA sonA jevuM zuddha hatuM. zIlaguNanI sAkSAta mUti samAna kaumudIe coranA saradArane sApha zabdomAM kahI dIdhuM ke he pApI! AryAvartanA uttama saMskArane varelI huM eka paraNelI sannArI chuM. mArA pati sivAya kaI purUSane sparza mArA zarIre nahi thavA dauM. saradAra samajI gayA ke A strI kaLathI samaje tevI nathI. mAre enI pAse baLathI kAma levuM paDaze. saradAre enI pAzavI vRttione piSavA mATe kaumudIne aparapAra duHkha devA mAMDayuM. enI pAse majurI karAvavA lAgyo. kAma karavAmAM saheja vAra lAge te Dhora mAra mAravA lAge chatAM kaumudI saradAranI IcchAne AdhIna na thaI. eNe sApha kahI dIdhuM ke he narAdhama ! tuM mArA zarIranA TukaDe TukaDA karIne mArA prANane nAza karI nAMkha paNa mArA dehamAM prANa che tyAM sudhI huM mArA ziyaLanuM khaMDana nahi thavA dauM. prANa gayA pachI mArA maDadAne kAgaDA cuMthe ema tAre cUMthavuM hoya te cUMthI nAkhaje paNa mArA jIvatA mAre dehane tuM pAmI zake e vAta svapnamAM paNa nahi bane. e tuM cakkasa samajI leje. kaumudInA zabdomAM khamIra hatuM. AryAvartanI nArIne javalaMta Adarza ane sannArInA mukhethI bhaDavIranI adAthI belAyelI vANI sAMbhaLIne saradAra samajI gayo ke A Adarza mahAsatI che. have je ene vadhu saMtApIza te mane zrApa Apaze te huM baLIne bhasma thaI jaIza. mATe javA de. ema vicAra karIne saradAre babarakUTa nAmanA nagaranA eka nIcakuLanA mAnava sAthe ene sode nakkI karIne kaumudIne vecI dIdhI. eka abhimAna na choDyuM ane krodhAvezamAM AvIne nIkaLI to keTalA purUSanA pAzavI sakaMjAmAM sapaDAI javuM paDayuM ? ane kevA duHkho sahana karyA ? kaumudI ghara choDIne nIkaLI gayA pachI ene pati khUba ciMtA karavA lAge ke A madharAte ekalI kayAM gaI haze? enuM zuM thayuM haze? ene zodhavA nIkaLe paNa e kayAMya maLI nahi eTale thAkIne pAcho pharyo. enA piyaramAM paNa khabara ApI, paNa patto na paDe. barbarakUTane nIca mAnavI paNa kaumudInuM rUpathauvana joIne mugdha banyuM ane enI pAse viSayasukhanI yAcanA karI, paNa zIladharmanI jhaLahaLatI tane akhaMDa rAkhanAra kaumudIe ene kaThora zabdomAM kahI dIdhuM-he pApI ! tuM mArA jIvatAM mane nahi aDI zake. devAnupriye! mANasane rUpa bahu game che paNa ghaNI vakhata zIlapremI AtmAo

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zAradA siddhi mATe yauvana sAthe bhaLeluM rUpa duHkhadAyI banI jAya che. barbarakUTanA nIca narAdhame paNa kaumudIne khUba samajAvI paNa kaumudI te potAnA cAritramAM aNanama rahI tyAre te nIca mAnavIe kaumudI upara Thaura vALavAnuM zarU karyuM. kahyuM che ne ke "mAta dat sfmAre jyAre mAnavInI IcchA pUrNa na thAya tyAre temAMthI krodha utpanna thAya che. pilo pApI narAdhama krodhAvezamAM AvIne kaumudIne thAMbhalA sAthe bAMdhI enA zarIramAM soye bheMkI bheMkIne enA dehamAMthI lohI kheMcavA lAgyA. kaumudInuM zarIra kRza thaI jatuM tyAre pelo mANasa ene miSTAnna vigere pauSTika padArtho khavaDAvate ane enA zarIramAM lehI bharAtuM tyAre pAchA thAMbhalA sAthe bAMdhIne dhagadhagatA aNIdAra soyA bheMko ne lohI kheMcate. A rIte vAraMvAra enA zarIrane soyA bhoMkavAthI ane lohI kheMcavAthI kaumudIne pAMDu nAmane bhayaMkara roga thaye. AvA maraNata kanTenI sAme jhajhamIne paNa kaumudI zIladharmamAM eka zUravIra subhaTanI jema aDaga rahI, paNa kuzIlana kAdavathI pitAnA AtmAne abhaDAvyA nahi. eka vakhata bhAratanI AryanArIomAM pitAnA zIlanI keTalI khumArI hatI te A uparathI samajI zakAze. eka vakhata A zIlavatI kaumudIne bhAI vahepAranA kAma mATe barbarakUTamAM AvyuM. teNe nagaramAM pharatAM pharatAM evA samAcAra sAMbhaLyA ke eka raMgArAne tyAM kaI paradezI yuvAna strI AvI che. te rUparUpane aMbAra che ane raMgAre ene khUba duHkha de che. kaumadIne bhAI A samAcAra sAMbhaLIne kutuhala vaza thaIne jovA mATe pelA gArAne tyAM AvyA ne pelI bAIne joI to te bIjI koI nahi paNa pitAnI bahena hatI. bahenanA mAthe duHkhanA DuMgara khaDakAyelA joIne bhAI dhrujI uThe. AvA duHkhamAM jyAre bahenane bhAI maLe tyAre ke AnaMda thAya? khArA mahAsAgaramAM jANe mIThI vIraDIne kyAre maLe. kaumudInA bhAIe raMgArAne aDhaLaka dhana ApIne potAnI bahenane soMpI devA mATe vinaMtI karI. ATalI badhI saMpatti maLI pachI raMgArAne zuM joIe? dhana maLyuM eTale raMgArAe kaumudIne enA bhAIe soMpI dIdhI. pitAnI vahAlI benaDIne laIne bhAI potAnA nagaramAM AvyA. kaumudI e potAne kevA kevA du:kho paDayA te vAta pitAnA mAtApitA Adi kuTuMbIjano samakSa raju karI. enA duHkhanI vAta sAMbhaLI badhAnI AMkhamAM AMsunI dhAra vahI. AvA saMkaTamAM paNa kaumudIe pitAnuM zIlaratna akhaMDapaNe jALavI rAkhyuM te jANIne saune khUba AnaMda thaye. sau enA caraNamAM jhUkI paDayA. enA patine paNa khabara paDI ke kaumudI zremakuzaLa enA piyaramAM AvI gaI che te jANI khUba AnaMda thaze ne tarata ja AvIne kaumudIne premapUrvaka pitAne ghera teDI gayo. patnIe AvA duHkhamAM paNa pitAnuM cAritra gumAvyuM nathI. te sAMbhaLIne pradhAne harSavibhora banI kaumudIne pitAnA samagra grahanI svAminI tarIke vadhAvI lIdhI ne AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA.

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87. zAradA siddhi devAnupriye! A kaumudI krodha ane abhimAnane vaza thaIne madharAtre ghara choDIne cAlI gaI. tyAra pachI ene kevA kevA duHkha sahana karavA paDayA e tame sAMbhaLI gayA ne? A kaumudI pitAnA jIvanamAM krodha ane abhimAnane karUNa aMjAma jIvanamAM anubhavI lIdhA pachI kSamA ane saraLatAnI sAkSAta pratimA banI gaI hatI. je kaumudI pahelA krodhane dAvAnaLa hatI te have kSamAne sAgara banI cUkI hatI. game tevA prasaMgomAM paNa te kadI krodha karatI na hatI. teNe pratijJA karI hatI ke have prANAMta kaSTa thAya te paNa krodha karavAnuM kALuM pApa kadApi nahi karuM. e have te evI pavitra banI gaI hatI ke enI kSamA ane zIyaLanI khuda devalokanA deve paNa prazaMsA karatA hatA. A rIte ghaNe samaya pasAra thaI gaye. eka vakhata e nagaranI bahAra udyAnamAM kaI mahAjJAnI, thAnI ane prazAMta munirAja dhyAnamAM UbhA hatA. te vakhate keNa jANe kyAMkathI acAnaka Aga lAgI ane muninuM zarIra agninA dAhathI baLavA lAgyuM. chatAM munivaranuM mana te virAganI mastInA jhulaNe jhulI rahyuM hatuM. muni te dehanI AsaktithI virakta hatA. Aga olavAI gaI. muni to samabhAve vedanA sahana karavA lAgyA. paNa temane kema sAruM thAya te mATe zeTha zaidarAjane laI AvyA, tyAre vaide kahyuM je kayAMyathI lakSapAka tela maLe to jaldI sAruM thaI jAya. lakSapAka tela khUba mUlyavAna che. e kaMI badhAnA gharamAM nathI hotuM. A kaumudIne ghera lakSapAka tela che e vAta A zeTha jANatA hatA, tethI zeThe be munirAjene ene tyAMthI tela vaherI lAvavAnI vinaMtI karI. baMne munirAje kaumudIne ghera lakSapAka tela levA mATe AvyA. munirAjene pitAne ghera AvatA joIne kaumudInuM hRdaya harSathI vikasI gayuM ne UbhI thaI sAta ATha pagalA sAmI jaIne bolI padhAre....padhAre.....gurUdeva ! saMte pitAnA gharamAM AvIne UbhA rahyA eTale bhAvapUrvaka kahe che gurUdeva ! Apane kaI cIjane khapa che? je khapa hoya te vinA saMkoce pharamAvI mane lAbha devA kRpA karo. barAbara A samaye devalokamAM Indra mahArAjA devenI sabhAmAM kaumudInI kSamAzIlatAnA guNagAna karI rahyA hatA. he de ! atyAre A pRthvI tala upara satI kaumudI jevI keInI kSamAzIlatA nathI. deve paNa tenI kSamAne khaMDita karavA samartha nathI. kaumudInI kSamAnI parIkSA karatA devo":- IndranA mukhethI mRtyulekanI eka strInI ATalI badhI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI. te eka devane anucita lAgI ke khuda Indra mahArAjA mRtyulokanI eka nArInI ATalI badhI prazaMsA kare ! ApaNe tyAM paNa kaI guNIyala vyaktinI kaI prazaMsA kare te ISyALuthI sahana thatuM nathI tema devalokamAM paNa evuM ja che. kaumudInI prazaMsAthI asahiSNu banelA deva kaumudInI parIkSA karavAne nirNaya karIne te ja samaye adazyapaNe kaumudIne gharamAM AvyuM. A samaye be munio

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er zAradA siMha lakSapAka tela levA mATe padhArelA hatA. teo kaumudInI vinatInA uttaramAM kahI rahyA hatA ke bahena ! amArA eka munirAja agnijhALathI dAjhayA che temanI zrasuSA mATe lakSapAka telanI jarUra paDI che. jo tamArI pAse hAya ne anukULatA hoya te amane Apo. kaumudIe kahyuM gurUdeva ! Apa A zu. elyA ? ApanI bhaktine lAbha maLe tyAM amane te AnaMda ja hAya ne? emAM anukULatA ane pratikULatAno prazna ja zAnA hAya ? tarata ja kaumudIe dAsIne AjJA karI ke bahena ! mALIyAnA kabATamAMthI lakSapAka telane, kUpa lAvA. ApaNe munirAjane vaheArAvIne lAbha laIe. dAsI lakSapAka telanA grUpa levA mATe mALIyA upara caDhIne telanA kUpa utAratI hatI tyAM deve tenA hAthamAMthI telanA kUpa gabaDAvI nAMkhyo ne mahAmUlyavAna telane phUpa phUTI gayA, eTale dAsI bebAkaLI banIne raDavA lAgI. kaumudIe hRdayamAM kSamA dhAraNa karI hatI eTale mRdusvare kahyuM, beTA! tu raDIza nahi. khIjo kRpa che te sAcavIne tuM laI Ava. dAsI phrIne mALIyA upara caDhIne bIjo kUpa utAre che te paNa daivI zaktithI deve jamIna dosta karI nAMkhyA, eTale dAsI tA ceAdhAra AMsue raDavA lAgI chatAM kaumudI gusse na thai, eNe trIjI vakhata mIThA madhurA zabdo dvArA kUpa khUba sAcavIne laI AvavA vina'tI karI paNa daivI zaktinA prabhAve trIjA grUpanI paNa eja dazA thaI. lAkha lAkha sonAmahoronI ki"matavALA traNa traNa krUpA phUTI javA chatAM eka samayanI krodhAvatAra kaumudI saheja paNa krodhanI kAlimAthI kharaDAI nahi. kaumudInI ati utkRSTa bhAvanA":- kaumudInA dilamAM thayu ke ahA ! mAre AMgaNe gurUdeva padhAryA chatAM huM zeThANInI jema besI rahIne dAsIne lakSapAka telanA kUpa levA meAkaluM chuM. have eka ja kUpa rahyo che te huM jAte ja laI AvuM. peAte jAte ja UbhI thaI ne levA gaI. A vakhate enA zIla dharmAMnA prabhAve deva tenI lIlA ajamAvI zakayA nahi. lakSapAka telanA kUpa laIne habhera kaumudIe munirAjane vaheArAvI dIdhA. ane munirAjo kaumudInI ati utkRSTa bhAvanA ane kSamA joI ne cikita thaI gayA. munirAjoe kahyu: bahena ! amArA kAraNe tamArA traNa traNa mahAmUlA lakSapAka telanA kUpa DhaLI gayA. kharekhara, amane khUba du:kha thAya che chatAM eka vAtanA AnaMda thAya che ke traNa traNa ki'matI telanA grUpa phADI nAMkhanAra dAsI upara Ape jarA paNa krodha karyAM nathI, ane have amArA gayA pachI paNa tame krodha karaze nahi, kAraNa ke krodhanA ajAma karUNa hoya che. munirAjonI vAta sAMbhaLIne kaumudI kahe che gurUdeva ! ApanI vAta satya che. krodhanA aMjAma atyata kara hoya che. te meM mArA jIvanamAM jAte anubhavyu' che. tethI meM pratijJA karI che ke huM prANAMte paNa kadI krodha nahi karuM, tyAre munirAje pUchyuM : bahena ! tame krodhanA kaTu phaLa kevI rIte anubhavyA ? tyAre kaumudIe TuMkamAM

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zAradA siddhi munirAjone pitAnI kahAnI kahI. kaumudInA mukhethI enA jIvananI romAMcaka ghaTanA sAMbhaLIne krodhanA karUNa aMjAmane vicAra hRdayamAM vALatA munirAje pitAnA gurUdeva pAse pahoMcI gayA ne lakSapAka tela dvArA pitAnA gurUne nirogI banAvyA. A tarapha parIkSA karavA Avele deva pitAnI parIkSAmAM uttIrNa thayelI kaumudIne abhinaMdana ApavA pratyakSa rUpe pragaTa thaye, ane IndranA mukhethI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne parIkSA karavA pite Avyo ne lakSapAka telanA traNa traNa phUpa pite pheDI nAMkhyA hatA te vAta pragaTa karIne kahyuM : he satI ! tame tamArA jIvanamAM kharekhara kSamA dharmane apanAvyo che. Indra mahArAje karelI prazaMsA satya che. emAM have mane zaMkA nathI. tamArI zItapriyatA ane kSamAzIlatA A jagatanA cha mATe mahAna Adarza rUpa che. ema kahIne deva kaumudInA caraNamAM jhakI paDe. zAstramAM kahyuM che ne ke deva dAnava gaMdhavvA, jakkha rakkhassa kinnarA / baMbhayAri namassaMti, dukkaraM je karaMti te // je zuddha bhAvathI brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare che tenA caraNamAM deva, dAnava, gaMdharva, yakSa, rAkSasa ane kinnaro namaskAra kare che. mAnavadehanI zobhA zIla, satya, sadAcAra, saraLatA ,udAratA Adi guNethI che. zarIra game teTaluM rUpALuM hoya, tenA upara sArA. vastro ane kiMmatI dAgInA pahere, sugaMdhita senTa, attara badhuM choTe paNa tenAthI zarIra kaMI zobhatuM nathI paNa guNathI zobhe che. kaumudI satIne jIvanamAM mahAna guNe pragaTa thayA hatA. tenA prabhAve deve tenA upara prasanna thaIne sugaMdhita pupe ane sonAmaherenI vRSTi karI, pachI satIne punaH vaMdana karIne enA sthAne cAlyo gayo. baMdhuo ! A saMsAramAM kSaNe kSaNe jene krodha Ave che te kaSAyamAM joDAIne AtmAne kAjaLathI paNa vadhu kALe banAve che. najIvA svArtha khAtara ekabIjAnuM khUna karatA paNa acakAtA nathI. temaja ApattionA bhayaMkara dAvAnaLa vacce paNa prANa sATe ziyaLanuM kevI rIte rakSaNa karavuM A badhI vAta kaumudIne daSTAMtamAMthI jANavA maLe che. AvA daSTAMtano sAra grahaNa karIne jIvanamAMthI rAga-dveSa, saMta vagere jatA karatA zIkhe ane viSaya kaSAyathI aTake te sAcuM sukha pAmI zakaze. Aje samaya ghaNe thaI gayo che eTale caritra baMdha. vadhu bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM.-10 aSADha vada amAsane semavAra "AtmAnuM baMdhana karyuM " tA.-ra3-7-79 anaMtajJAnI zAsanapati tIrthakara bhagavatee prabaLa purUSArtha karI karmonI kAlimAne AtmA uparathI ukheDI kevaLajJAnanI jhagamagatI jAti jalAvIne dvAdazAMgI zA. 12

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zAradA sili vANInuM nirUpaNa karyuM. AgamamAM bhagavAna pharamAve che ke he bhavya che ! ApaNo jIvAtmA karmanA saMgathI anAdikALathI saMsAramAM janmamaraNadina jAlIma duHkha jogavI rahyo che. zarIra paNa jIvane karmanI parAdhInatAthI maLyuM che. mAtra mokSa e eka evuM sthAna che ke jyAM karmanI parAdhInatA nathI. bAkI te bhavanapati, vANavyaMtara, jatiSI ane vaimAnika temAM paNa mokSathI mAtra 21 jojana dUra rahelA sarvArthasiddha vimAnanA deva paNa karmanI jaMjIramAM jakaDAyelA che. te sivAya viveka daSTie vicAravAmAM Ave te kaMI paNa saMsArI jIva zarIra vagarane te nathI, pachI cAhe sUkSma zarIra hoya ke skUla zarIra hoya vAstavika daSTie saMsArI AtmA pitAnA zarIrane pitAne AdhAra mAne che, paNa jJAnI AtmAonI daSTie zarIra e AtmAne AdhAra nathI. pipaTa, cakalI Adi pakSIone pAMjarAmAM pUravAmAM Ave che tema AtmA rUpa pakSIne mATe zarIra e pAMjarAnI mAphaka kedarUpa che. A jagatamAM AdhAra na hoya te Adheya heI zakatuM nathI te daSTie je zarIra e AtmAne AdhAra heta te zarIra sivAyane AtmA mAnI zakAya nahi, paNa mokSamAM rahelA anaMtA siddha bhagavaMte azarIrI che. emane zarIra nathI te e zarIra vinA kevI rIte rahI zake ? mATe tame samaje ke zarIra e AtmAne AdhAra nathI paNa karmabhanita baMdhana che. zarIrane kAraNe AtmAne duHkha bhegavavuM paDe che. zarIranA zIta uSNadika sparzethI AtmAne anukULatA ane pratikULatA eTale ke sukha duHkha thAya che, jyAre zarIrathI rahita AtmAne zIta uSNAdi sparzajanita sukha ke duHkha hetA nathI. A vAtane samajAvavA mATe jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke, dehe vimuhya kuruSe kimadya na vetsi, dehastha eva bhajase bhavaduHkha jAlam / lohAzrito hi sahate dhanadhAtamagni, barbAdhA na teGastha ca nabhovadanAzrayatve // he bhavya che! deha upara mamatA dhAraNa karIne zA mATe aneka prakAranA pApa kare che? kAraNa ke dehamAM vasavAne kAraNe jIvane cAra gatinA dukha bhogavavA paDe che. cAre gatimAM kaI paNa gativALA jIva e nathI ke jene zarIra sivAya duHkha bhegavavuM paDatuM hoya. dareka gatimAM zarIra dhAraNa karIne jIvane bhramaNa karavAnuM hoya che ane te zarIra dvArA cAre gatinA duHkha bhogavavA paDe che. A vAta samajAvavA mATe eka nyAya ApuM. koI mANasa vicAra kare ke mAre agnine TIpavI che, kuTavI che te agni kaMI TIpAya kharI? atyAra sudhImAM keIe agnine TIpI hoya tema tame sAMbhaLyuM che kharuM? "nA" te TIpAya kayAre?, jyAre te agni potAnA zuddha svarUpamAM na rahetA svabhAva cheDIne jyAre leDhAnI aMdara praveza kare che arthAta loDhAne Azrita bane che tyAre luhAre te leDhAne ghaNathI aneka vakhata phUTe che ane te leDuM kUTAvAthI te

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91 zAradA siddhi leDhAmAM rahelA agnine paNa phaTAvuM paDe che. jema agni alaga hoya te tene kaI phUTI zakatuM nathI, paNa te agni jyAre leDhAmAM ekameka thaIne bhaLe che tyAre te agni leDhAnA kuTAvAnI sAthe kUTAI jAya che tevI rIte A zarIrane zIta, tApa, TADha vAyare vagere padArtho kaMI paNa upadrava karI zakatA nathI paNa jyAre A jIva zarIramAM praveza kare che tyAre leDhAmAM pravezelA agnine jema ghaNunA mAra paDe che tevI rIte zarIrane lAgatA zIta, uSNa, TADha, vagerenA upadrava zarIramAM rahelA AtmAne sahana karavA paDe che. je agni pitAnA svabhAvamAM rahIne bIjAmAM pravezI na hota te ene kUTAvuM na paData, paNa e lekhaMDamAM joDAI te tapelA lekhaMDanI sAthe kUTAvuM paDayuM. jema tapelA leDhAne uThAvatA agni ane leTu sAthe UThe che, tapelA leDhAne kApatA letuM ane agni baMne sAthe kapAya che. tapelA leDhAne pheMkatA letuM ane agni baMne sAthe phekI devAya che tema A saMsAramAM jIva paNa zarIranI sAthe ekameka thayela che. tene lIdhe zarIrane upADatA, kAtA, dhakako mAratA jIva paNa tenI sAthe upaDI jAya che. dhakko khAya che ne zekAI jAya che. zarIrane chedana-bhedana, tADana-tarjana, rega vagere thatAM te tADana-tarjana, chedana-bhedana, roga vagerenuM duHkha zarIramAM rahelA AtmAne anubhavavuM paDe che. je AtmA zarIranI sAthe ekameka thayelo na hoya to zarIrane thatAM tADana-tarjana,vadha, baMdha, roga vagerenuM duHkha aMza paNa AtmAne bhegavavuM paDe nahi. AvI rIte je AtmAne jagatanA sarvara padArthothI nivRtta karI devAmAM Ave ane jagatanA sarva padArthomAM ahaMbhAva ane mamatva bhAva joDIne ekamekapaNe praveza karelo che te choDI daIne zarIra vagarane AtmA banI jAya tyAre nirAzrita evA AtmAne nirAzrita evA AkAzanI mAphaka zItatApa-tADana-tarjana vagere duHkhamAMthI koIpaNa jAtanuM duHkha anubhavavuM paDaze nahi. TUMkamAM kahevAno Azaya eTale ja che ke dareka saMsArI jIne zarIranA kAraNe cAre gatinA dukha bhogavavA paDe che. jyAM sudhI jIvane saMsAramAM rakhaDavAnuM hoya che tyAM sudhI avazya zarIra dhAraNa karavuM paDe che. jo ke duHkhane anubhava ekalA zarIra dvArA AtmAne kare paDe che evuM nathI. pAMca Indriye, tenA viSaye, tenA sAdhano, kuMTuMba, dhana, mAla milkata vageremAM ITano viyoga ane aniSTano saMga vagere dvArA paNa A jIvane duHkhano pAravAra anubhava karavo paDe che paNa A badhA deharUpI vRkSanA zAkhA, prazAkhA patra, puSpa ane phaLa che. cAre gatimAM rakhaDatA jIvarUpI pakSIone zarIra rUpI piMjaru e kedane sthAne che. zarIra rUpI kedamAMthI je kaI chUTeluM hoya te te mAtra siddha bhagavate che. A kedakhAnAmAMthI chUTavA mATe ane siddha avasthA prApta karavAno je kaImeke hiya te te A manuSyabhavamAM che. manuSyabhavamAM pramAda choDIne jAgRta banIne evI karaNa karI lo ke janma-maraNanA mahAbhayaMkara roga nAbUda thaI jAya. tamArA zarIramAM

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kara zAradA siddhi koI roga thAya che teA tame koI sArA evA DokaTarane zaraNe jAme che ne ? temAM koI moTA sarjana DaoNkaTarane batAvavu hoya to tame emaNe ApelA TAima pramANe tyAM vahelA paheAMcI jAo che ne ? tyAM paheoMcI gayA paNa haju DokaTara AvyA nathI agara eka kalAka moDA AvyA ne nadI AnA daroDo khUba che eTale e traNa kalAka besavuM paDe te zAMtithI esI raho ke DaoNkaTaranA sAmA thAe ? tyAM zAMtithI besI rahyo che. kadAca ahuvAra lAge tA jaIne DokaTarane ema kahezo ke DaoNkaTara sAheba! bahu moDuM thayuM. have mArA keza hAthamAM lo ne? tyAM eka tA DokaTarane cArja bharavAnA, traNa kalAka kheATI thavAnuM ne uparathI sAheba kahevAnuM, paNa tame ahI AvyA ne vyAkhyAnano TAIma thayA paNa saMta satIjI pATa upara na AvyA. aDadhA, pANA ke eka kalAka thAya to tame zu' kaheze ? vyAkhyAnano TAima thai gayA chatAM sa MtA AvatA nathI teA ame kAMI phUrasadIyA nathI. amAre ghaNuM ja kAma che. (husAhasa) paNa DokaTarane AvuM kahI zakazeA ? 'nA' DokaTarane tyAM tame traNa, cAra kalAka eso temAM tamane lAbha thaze ja evu nathI. je roganuM nidAna karAvavA gayA hatA te roga paNa maTaze ja evI koI khAtrI nathI paNa A dharmasthAnakamAM AvIne tame mAtra saMtanI sAme besI raheze, pAMca kalAka sudhI saMta tamArI sAthe kaMI ja vAta na kare te paNa tamane mahAna lAbha thaze. mAnavabhava ane dhama karavAno badhA yega maLe te eka kSaNa paNa niSphaLa kema javA devAya ? tamArI ekanI ja A vAta nathI bhegI amArI satAnI vAta paNa karu. mAtra sAdhuveza paherI lIdhA tethI kalyANa thaI javAnu nathI. amane ema thavuM joIe ke ame mAtra A veza paheryAM nathI paNa ka`zatruone haThAvavAnA dharmadhvaja lIdhe) che mATe saMyama laIne eka kSaNa paNa pramAda karavA pAlave nahi. evI jAgRti rAkhavAnI jarUra che. jAgRti vinAnuM jIvana jIvavAnA koI artha nathI. kahyu chene ke jAgyo na a`tara ghaTa viSe, nizA jAgavAthI zu vaLyuM? tyAgyA na DhASa dila taNAM, ghara tyAgavAthI zuM vaLyuM? manuSya AkhI rAtanI rAta jAgye paNa jAgIne AtmAnu koI ci'tavana na kahyu', bhavabaMdhana ghaTe evI ciMtavanA na karI paNa huM dhanavAna kema anu', mArA saMsAranI vADInA vistAra kema vadhe evI ja ciMtavanA karI te evuM jAgavAthI zu' lAbha ? evI citavanA te A jIve ghaNI karI che. pAse lAkhAne karoDo rUpiyAnI saMpatti hoya paNa jo pote koInA duHkha maTADavA mATe sapattino upayAga na kare te evI sa'pattithI zu' lAbha ? pete gharamAM miSTAnna Arege che ne pADozIne khAvA lUkho sUko roTalo paNa nathI teA evA khAvAthI zu` vaLyuM ? evI ja rIte jIve gharabAra choDayA, snehI, svajana ane sa`patti cheDI paNa ataramAM rahelA doSa-rAga-dveSa, vagere na chUTe te ghara tyAgavAthI zuM lAbha ? ghara tyAgavAnI sAthe AtmAmAM kSaNe kSaNe evI jAgRtinA 11

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zAradA siddhi jhaNakAra thatuM hoya ke he prabhu! have mArA bhavabaMdhane kayAre tUTaze? huM A janma-jarA -maraNa Adi regone nAbUda karIne mArA AtmAnuM bhAva Arogya evI siddha dazAne kayAre pAmIza? AvuM lakSa rahe te amAruM ghara tyAgavAnuM prayojana saphaLa thAya. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 13 mA adhyayananI vAta cAle che. emAM pelA be munirAjee cAritramAM durgachA karI te tenA phaLa svarUpe temane kevuM karma baMdhAI gayuM. temaNe kevA kevA bhava karyA ane chevaTe cAMDALa kuLamAM utpanna thayA. atyAre pahelAnI jema caMDALa pratye eTalI duzaMkA ke tiraskAra nathI paNa pahelAnA vakhatamAM harijana-caMDALa vagerene khUba tiraskAra hate. bhUlecUke harijanane aDI javAya te ghera jaIne snAna karatA. eka vakhata eka brAhmaNa pUjA karIne eka galImAMthI Avate hatuM, tyAre eka bhaMgaDI jhADu ane Tepale laIne sAmethI jatI hatI. bhaMgaDI ene aDI na hatI paNa ene paDachAyo e brAhmaNa upara paDe eTale brAhmaNane khUba krodha AvyA ne bhaMgaDI upara kodha karI ene gALe devA lAgyA, tyAre bhaMgaDIe khUba namratAthI kahyuM bhAI! mane khabara nahi ke tame pUjA karavA gayA che tethI huM AvI. khabara hatI te na Avata, mATe mane mApha kare. huM tamane aDI paNa nathI. zA mATe ATale badhe krodha kare che? tyAre brAhmaNa te bephAma gALo devA lAge eTale bhaMgaDIe vicAra karyo ke have mAre ene batAvI devuM joIe. brAhmaNa kaI rIte gALo deto baMdha na thayuM tyAre bhaMgaDIe jaIne brAhmaNane hAtha pakaDI lIdho eTale brAhmaNanA krodhane pAro AsamAne caDhaye ne Dabala gALe devA lAgyo tethI lokonuM ToLuM bheguM thayuM ne bhaMgaDIne kahyuM ke tuM zA mATe brAhmaNane aDakI? tyAre bhaMgaDIe AgaLanI badhI vAta karIne kahyuM huM atyAre brAhmaNane nathI aDakI. huM te mArA sajAtIya caMDALane aDakI chuM kAraNa ke atyAre e brAhmaNa nathI. enAmAM koI rUpI caMDALa pravezele che. krodha e paNa eka prakArane caMDALa che. pele brAhANa zaramAIne cAlyA gaye. TUMkamAM asalanA vakhatamAM caMDALa jAtine khUba tuccha gaNavAmAM AvatI. A be chokarAo karmanA udayathI caMDALa kuLamAM janmyA. emanuM rUpa athAga che. emanA pRdaye namacI pradhAna maLyo ne eNe baMne bALakone saMgItAdi kaLAo zIkhavADI. te saMgItakaLAmAM evA te pAraMgata thayA ke e gAya te jaMgalamAMthI deDatA jAnavara Ave ne sthira banI jAya. malhAra rAga gAya te varasAda paDe ane dIpaka rAga gAya te dIpaka pragaTe. saMgItakaLAmAM AvA pAraMgata thayA paNa jAtinA caMDALa hatA, eTale AvI sarasa kaLAonI koI kadara karatuM nathI. jIvane UMcanIca kuLamAM laI janAra karma che. AcArAMga sUtramAM bhagavAna belyA che ke "te zarada pujA, saMsada nigAha " A jIva karmanA kAraNe aneka vAra uccagetramAM utpanna thaye ane

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EX zAradA siddhi aneka vAra nIcagotramAM utpanna thayela che. jema phajeta phALakAmAM beThela vyakti UMce jaI nIce Ave che ema jhulAnI mAphaka ja karmAnusAra ucca nIca gotramAM vAraMvAra utpanna thAya che. vaLI nIcagotrano udaya anaMtakALa sudhI tiryaMca gatimAM (vanaspati AzrI anaMtakALa) hoya che. mATe koIe gotranuM garva abhimAna karavuM nahi. ATha mada paikI koI paNa madanuM abhimAna kare te jIva bhaviSyanA bhavamAM dInatAne pAme che. eTale je uccagetranuM abhimAna kare te bhaviSyanA bhavamAM te jIva nIcagetramAM utpanna thAya che, mATe kaI paNa madasthAnonuM abhimAna karavuM nahi. jIvane UMca-nIca kuLamAM laI janAra karma che. sukha ane duHkha apAvanAra paNa karma che. karma A jIvane saMsAramAM anekavidha nAca nacAve che. karmanI karUNa kahAnI samajAvatI banelI eka kahAnI eka mAtAne eka dIkaro ane dIkarI be saMtAna hatA. dIkare pAMca varSano thaye pachI dIkarI janmI. enuM nAma devI pADyuM. devI savA mahinAnI thaI tyAM enI mAtA cAlI gaI, eTale loke belavA lAgyA ke A chokarI kharAba pagalAnI che. juone, janmI tyAM enI mA marI gaI. mAtA te AyuSya pUruM thayuM eTale marI gaIemAM dIkarIno zuM vAMka? Ama karatA karI pAMca varSanI thaI ne enA pitA marI gayA. eTale loke te Dabala uchaLIne belavA lAgyA ke A chokarI te DAkaNa che DAkaNa. eNe janmIne savA mahinAmAM te mAne bharakhI lIdhI ne pAMca varSe bApane paNa bharakhI lIdhe, paNa bicArI devI zuM kare? mAtAe te sarasa majhAnuM devI nAma pADyuM hatuM paNa lokee ene devImAMthI DAkaNa banAvI dIdhI. mAtApitA baMne cAlyA gayA eTale bhAI bahena nirAdhAra banI gayA. meNAToNA sahana karatA kAkA-mAmAnA Azraya nIce bhAI bahena moTA thayA. bhAIne sArI nokarI maLI gaI ane bahenane sagAvahAlAoe bhegA thaIne paraNAvI. enuM eTaluM puNya hatuM ke sAsariyA sArA maLyA, bhAIno pagAra paNa sAro hato eTale ene paNa sArI kanyA maLI gaI. bhAI ane bahena baMne paraNI gayA. devI svabhAvathI saraLa, namra ane vinayavAna hatI. enuM rUpa paNa ghaNuM hatuM. sAsare enuM mAna khUba hatuM. A te devI te devI ja che. jANe gharanI kuLadevI joI lo. devIne paNa khUba zAMti thaI paNa kamarAjAe tene keDo nA mUko, ene paraNyA cha mahinA thayA tyAM enA sAsu gujarI gayA, eTale lokene te hAthamAM AvyuM. core ne cauTe sau balavA lAgyA. juo, pratyakSa dekhAya che ne ke A DAkaNI che. janmIne mAne bharakhI, pachI pitAne ane paraNIne sAsare gaI tyAM bicArI sAsune bharakhI gaI. devInA ghora pApane udaya" - ThekANe ThekANe potAne mATe AvA zabdo bolAtA sAMbhaLIne devInuM kALaju cIrAI javA lAgyuM. arere....he prabhu! meM kevA

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zAradA siddhi karmo karyA haze? mArA kevA pApakarmane udaya che ke jyAM ne tyAM AvuM ja bane che. e khUba raDatI tyAre eno pati ene khUba samajAvate ke tuM zA mATe raDe che? duniyA te doraMgI che. e te jenI pAchaLa paDaze tenI pAchaLa paDaze. ema kahIne zAMta karate, paNa devInA karmane udaya joradAra hatuM eTale zAMti kayAMthI maLe? ene paraNyA bAra mahinA thayA tyAM enA patine acAnaka peTamAM duHkhA upaDe ne mRtyu pAmyuM. have bicArI devIne mAthe kaMI bAkI rahe kharuM? eka te harIpharIne potAnA visAmAnuM sthAna je kaMI kahe te ene pati ja hate. e paNa phAnI duniyAmAMthI vidAya laIne cAlyo ga. bicArI devI te bebhAna banI Dhagale thaIne DhaLI paDI. enI dayAjanaka paristhiti thaI. ene joI bIjA raDatA paNa sAsariyA, piyariyA badhA eka ja veNa bele che ke ame to e janmI tyArathI kahIe chIe ke A chokarI DAkaNa che. juo, bAra mahinAmAM te yuvAna patine bharakhI lIdhe. badhAnA jIva lIdhA. AnA karatA e ja nAnapaNamAM marI gaI hota te sAruM thAta. AvA zabdo enI chAtImAM goLInI jema vAgavA lAgyA. koIne doSa na detA pitAnA pApakarmone deSa detI devI vicAra karavA lAgI ke ahe bhagavAna! meM gatabhavamAM kevA cIkaNA karmo bAMdhyA haze! koInA mAthe DAkaNanA khoTA Aropa mUkyA haze tethI mane AvA dukhe paDe che. karamane kyAM zarama che. kahyuM che ne ke karama nA choDaze tene koI kALe, janma jyAM dhare tuM tane tyAM saMbhALe, thaze A mUkIne acAnaka javAnuM, svajana keI sAthe nahIM AvavAnuM jaze jIva tAre karamanA sahAre, karyA je pramANe phaLe te prakAre. he jIva! tuM AkAzamAM jA ke pAtALamAM jA, dezamAM rahe ke paradezamAM jA, vastImAM vasa ke vanavagaDe jaIne vAsa kara paNa karma tane kadI nahi choDe. bIjA bhavamAM paNa e yAda karIne tArI pAse Avaze paNa jatuM nahi kare. mATe karma bAMdhavA samaye khUba dhyAna rAkhe. patinA gayA pachI devI khUba raDe che tyAre enA sasarA kahe che beTA ! tuM zAMta thA. mAro dIkare jatA mane bhayaMkara AghAta lAgyo che paNa enuM AyuSya eTaluM ja haze. ApaNuM leNadeNa pUrI thaI haze emAM tAre zuM doSa? ema kahIne AzvAsana Ape che ane devIne potAnI dIkarInI jema sAcave che paNa kismata be DagalA AgaLa ne AgaLa che. AzvAsana denAra sasarA paNa thoDA divasamAM cAlyA gayA. devIne mAthe duHkhanA DuMgarA tuTI paDayA. have bahena gharamAM ekalI paDI eTale e bhAI AvIne kahe che bahena! tuM ghera cAla. pite jyAM jAya che tyAM AvuM bane che, eTale bahena bhAIne ghera AvavAnI nA pADe che, paNa bhAIe khUba kahyuM eTale devI bhAIne ghera AvI. bhAI ghaNe sAre hato paNa bhAbhI to vipharelI vAghaNa jevI hatI. enA pati sAthe naNaMdane pitAne ghera AvatI joIne bhAbhI to vAghaNanI jema

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zAradA siddhi hA... hAu karavA lAgI. A jIvatI DAkaNane gharamAM kayAM lAvyA ? e mArA phula jevA khALakane paNa bharakhI jaze, pachI mane ne tamane paNa bharakhI jaze. patnInA AvA veNu kaveNa sAMbhaLIne pati kahe che tuM Avu zA mATe khele che? mArI bahena to dayAno avatAra che. e koine bharakhI khAya tevI nathI paNa enA evA jaththara pApakano udaya che eTale Avu bane che mATe e duHkhIyArIne AvA zabdo na kahe paNa patnI to badha thatI ja nathI. bhAbhInA zabdo sAMbhaLIne naNaMdanA manamAM vicAra thayA ke jANe gaLe TUMpo daIne marI javu'. have jIvIne mAre zu' kAma che ? bIjI tarapha enA bhAIne peAtAnI patnInA zabdothI Ugha uDI gaI. ene vicAra thayA ke mArAthI A zabdo sahana thatA nathI to mArI bahenathI kevI rIte sahana thAya? ene kevu' thatu haze ? AnA karatAM huM tenu' bhaviSya sudhare tyAM mUkI Avu to zAMtithI rahe to kharI. aMgreja bAie devI upara karelo prakApa" :- bhAbhI koI kAme bahAra gaI tyAre bhAIe bahenane vAta karI. mahenane bhAInI vAta gaLe utarI, eTale bhAI e enI bahenane nAsikamAM nasanI Treni'gaskUlamAM dAkhala karI. devI nasanI TreniMga laine nAnakaDA evA prasutigRhamAM sevA mATe dAkhala thaI. A prasUtigRhanI uparI eka aMgreja strI hatI. eka vakhata eka garIba harijana khAI A prasUtigRhamAM dAkhala thaI. tene rAtanA peTano sakhata du:khAvA upaDayeA eTale tene pAyakhAnAmAM laI javAya tema na hatu. pAyakhAnAnu Taba to mAtra aMgrejo ane yuropIyano mATe ja hatuM, paNa devIe kAyadAno bhaMga karI e Tama harijanabAIne Apyu. bIje divase uparI khAIne A vAtanI khabara paDI eTale eNe devIne khUba dhamakAvI. enA mijAjanA pArA AsamAne paheAMcI gayA. eNe devIne na kahevAnA zabdo kahyA chatAM devI to zAMta UbhI rahI. pachI eNe zAMtithI eTaluM ja kahyu' U'canIcanA bheda to ApaNe ja UbhA karyA che. dharmonI dRSTie to sau eka ja kuTuMbanA bALa che. ATalA zabdo kahyA eTale aMgreja khAI ne krodha vadhu ugra banyA ane devIne potAnA prasUtigRhamAMthI rajA ApI dIdhI. devIne TrenIMga sArI maLI gaI hatI tethI have tene nirAzA jevI kAi cIja dekhAtI na hatI. devIe aMgreja khAInI hAspitAla choDI dIdhI. atyAra sudhInA pagAranA paisA bacAvyA hatA te ane thoDA paisA enA sAsarethI lAvI hatI te badhA bhegA karIne cAra pathArI thAya eTalI eka rUma rAkhIne nAnA pAyA upara peAtAnI hArpitAla zarU karI. khAvu'pIvu', haravu phaeNravu, UMgha ALasa badhu' mUkI daIne devI tenA dadI enI pathArI pAse rAta divasa khaDe page sevA karatI. daDhI e sAthe vAto kare to paNa namratA ane mIThAzathI karatI, bIjAnuM duHkha joI ne devI peAtAnA jIvananI

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zAradA siddhi sukhazAMti rAjIkhuzIthI cheDI detI, ane ekadhArI aDhAra-aDhAra, vIsa...vIsa kalAka hRdayana umaLakAthI sevA karI dadIonA duHkha haLavA karatI. AvA niHsvArthabhAve sAravAra karavAthI dardIonA dardI maTI jatA eTale A nAnakaDI hespitAlamAM dardIo khUba AvavA lAgyA. ahIM garIba ke zrImaMtanA bhedabhAva na hatA. saunI sarakhI sAravAra thatI hatI, eTale zrImaMto ene tyAM sAmethI paisA ApavA lAgyA. "devInI phelAyelI suvAsa":- devIe enA jIvanamAM sukha-duHkha joya, AghAta ane pratyAghAto ghaNuM sahyA eTale enAmAM gaMbhIratA ane samajaNa khUba hatI. A nAnakaDI hospitAla have divase divase moTI thavA lAgI. enI prazaMsA ane prasiddhi khUba thaI. devInA jIvanakAryanI suvAsa ApoApa deza ane videzamAM phelAI chApAmAM jAherAta ApavAnI ene jarUra na paDI. enA satkAryomAM puNyano Avega hato. kAraNa ke puNya haMmezA kahudayane jItavAnA svabhAvavALuM che. puNyane prakAza saghaLuM hasatuM kare che ane dardI tathA vedanAnA kIcaDane sUkavI nAkhe che. tenI utkRSTa sevAne kAraNe have te mAtra devI ja nahi paNa lokonI lADIlI devIbhAI banI gaI devImAInI nAnakaDI hespitAlane cAre bAjuthI ghaNI madada maLI eTale emAMzI eka vizALa haspitAlanuM sarjana thayuM. eka oraDAnI hospitAla hoya ke sekaDe eraDAnI hoya paNa devImAInI sevAbhAvanA te sahu pratye sarakhI hatI. devImAInI haspitAlanI AvI khyAti sAMbhaLIne pelI aMgreja mahilA ke je eka vakhata devImAnI uparI hatI te A hospitAlanI mulAkAte AvI. bahAra mulAkAtIonI lAIna hatI. temAM A aMgreja strI paNa ubhelI hatI. A navI vizALa pitAlanuM kArya joIne e khuza thaI hatI ane tenI mukhya saMcAlikAne te dhanyavAda ApavA AvI hatI. tene khabara nathI ke meM jene eka vakhata tara choDIne rana ApI hatI e ja A hospitAlanI mukhya saMcAlikA devImAI che. tyAM te devImAI bahArathI AvIne jevI aMdaranA khaMDamAM paga mUkavA jAya che tyAM tenI najara pelI aMgreja bAI upara paDI. eTale devImAI te tarata oLakhI gaI ke A mArI uparI hatI. eNe mane apamAna karIne rajA ApI hatI paNa devImAIne evuM na hatuM ke eka vakhata mAruM ghara apamAna karIne kADhI mUkanArane have huM zA mATe bolAvuM? e te aMgreja bAIno hAtha pakaDIne aMdaranI kebInamAM laI gaI. pelI bAI paNa ene oLakhI gaI ke A ja pelI devI che, jene meM tiraskArapUrvaka kADhI mUkI hatI. devIne bhUtakALanI vAta karavAnI IcchA na hatI eTale theDIvAra mauna rahIne bolI. bhUlane pazcAtApa karatI mahilA" :- devI ! tane dhanya che. Aje A haspitAlanA khaMDe khaDe pharIne mAnavanA dukhene dUra karavAnI tArI rAta divasanI zA. 13

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zAradA siddhi satata ciMtA sahu keInuM mAthuM namAvI de che. mane mArI bhUlanuM tuM prAyazcita karavA daIza? tyAre devIbhAIe enA baMne hAtha pakaDIne kahyuM bahena ! mArI eka daDha zradhA che ke prakRti sadA maMgalamaya che. te je kaMI kare che te ApaNuM bhalA mATe che. tame mane prasUtigRhamAMthI rajA na ApI hota te AvI bhavya hospitAlanuM sarjana na thAta. mArA sAsariyA ane piyariyAoe mane kaDavA maheNAM mArIne mane ema na kahyuM hatuM ke tuM ja badhAne bharakhI khAya che te huM kadApi narsanI TrenIMga kolejamAM jAta nahi, ane mane mAruM jIvanakArya sAMpaData nahi. bahena! huM te sadA e ja mAnuM chuM ke prakRti sadA maMgalamaya che. te je kaMI kare che te ApaNA ane saunA bhalA mATe kare che, pachI bhUla ane mAphIno prazna nathI rahetuM. huM kharekhara tamArI aNu chuM ke tame mane prasUtigRhamAMthI kADhI mUkI. A sAMbhaLI aMgreja bAIno kaMTha bharAI gayo. Akhare e aMgreja bAIe potAnA parsamAMthI DAyarI kADhIne kaMIka lakhIne ApyuM ane kahyuM ke mArI thayela bhUlane sudhAravAnI A kApalIna svIkAra dvArA mane taka Ape. tevI mArI namra prArthanA che. devImAIe kAgaLanI cabarakhI ughADI. temAM te aMgreja mahilAe lakhyuM hatuM ke "mArI tamAma mAla milakata A hospitAlane bheTa ApuM chuM. devImAInA bhavya jIvanakAryane eka tuccha namra aMjali rUpe." eka vakhata jene tiraskAra karyo hate teno ja e : aMgreja bAIe keTalo satkAra ane keTalI prazaMsA karI ! A devImAInI hospitAla atyAre nAsikamAM che. ema sAMbhaLyuM che. TUMkamAM A daSTAMta dvArA tamane samajAI gayuM haze ke karmamAM keTalI tAkAta che! karmathI A saMsAranuM cakra cAlyA kare che, mATe karmazatrunI senAne haThAvavA mATe bane teTalo dharma karavAnI AvazyakatA che. samaya thaI gayo che. Aje sANaMda saMgha umaLakAbhera AgAmI cAturmAsanI vinaMtI karavA surata saMghane AMgaNe Avyo che tethI temane thoDo TAIma ApavAno che. gaI kAle navasArI saMgha Avyo hato. bIjA saMghe AvavAnA samAcAra che. caritra - kauzAMbI nagarInA mAnasiMha mahArAjAe ujajainIthI AvelA sumitra dUtane pUchyuM ke tArI pAse bhImasenakumAranI chabI ane kuMDaLI che? sumitra dute kahyuM hatuM. te mane batAva, eTale sumitre bhImasenakumAranI chabI ane kuMDaLI mAnasiMha rAjAnA hAthamAM ApyA. mAnasiMha rAjA bhImasenakumAranI chabI dhArI dhArIne jevA lAgyA. kumAranI paDachaMda kAyA, bharAvadAra mukha, vizALa kapALa, aNudAra nAka, pratApI AMkho, lobhAmaNA heTha ane najaramAM bhArobhAra namratA, A badhuM rAjA khUba bArIkAIthI jetA hatA. A joIne sumitre kahyuM-rAjana ! tame zuM joI rahyA che? zuM amArA kuMvaramAM kaMI khAmI lAge che? rAjAe kahyuM-sumitra ! tuM A zuM bolyo? tArA

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zAradA siddhi kuMvara te sarvAga suMdara che. jene kevI pratApI mukhamudrA che! te pachI he rAjana ! have zuM vicAra kare che? huM e vAtano vicAra karuM chuM ke A chabI suzIlAne ane tenI mAtAne batAvuM, ane temano abhiprAya jANI lauM, ane A kuMDalI rAjatiSIne jovA mATe ApI dauM. he rAjana ! ApanI vAta satya che. ApanI dIkarIne paricaya karAvo. mana te sAkSI pUre che ke ApanI dIkarI paNa pUrepUrI sulakSaNo ane amArA pATavI kumArane yogya haze paNa jiMdagIbharanA sabadhe joDatA pahelA badhuM pAkuM karavuM joIe. mAro avinayane mApha karajo. sumitranuM kareluM mana" :- rAjAe kahyuM emAM kAMI avinaya nathI, paNa have tAre javAnI utAvaLa nathI ne? je utAvaLa na hoya te huM mArI rANI, putrI vigereno abhiprAya laIne zAMtithI A aMge nirNaya karuM. sumitre kahyuM nA, sAheba! evI koI utAvaLa nathI. tame kaheze tyAM sudhI rAjamahelano mahemAna banIne svAgata mANaza. sumitra rAjamahelano mahemAna banyuM. tyAMnA rokANa daramyAnanA divasomAM teNe rAjakuLanA mANasane paricaya karyo. rAjarANI kamalAne paNa ma. suzIlA, sulocanA baMne kanyAone joI ane temane saMparka sAdhyo. mATI kuMvarI suzIlAne joIne sumitrane khUba saMtoSa thayo. tenuM lajajAzIla vadana, vinaya, bolavAmAM mRdutA, buddhi, sauMdarya ane ucca saMskAra vigere joIne ene AnaMda thaye ne manamAM vicAra karyo ke suzIlA ane bhImasenanuM nakkI thAya te raMga rahI jAya. pitAnuM kArya yazasvI bane te mATe prabhune prArthanA karavA lAgyo. A tarapha mAnasiMha rAjAe bhImasenanI chabI pitAnI rANune batAvIne kahyuM A kumAra ApaNuM suzIlA mATe gya che? rANIne te chabI netAnI sAthe pasaMda paDI gayuM ane vinayapUrvaka kahyuM svAmInAtha! "huM zuM kahuM! ApanI buddhi ane guNa parIkSA mATe mane zraddhA che ke Apa je karaze te-gya ja haze. rANIno abhiprAya jANune bhImasenanI chabI suzIlAne batAvI. suzIlA bhImasenanI chabI joIne AnaMda vibhera banI gaI. eNe haiyAnI urmio haiyAmAM zamAvI dIdhI. bahAra nIkaLavA na dIdhI. mananA bhAva manamAM dabAvI zAMta citte nIcuM joIne besI rahI, tyAre mAtAe pUchayuM beTA ! A rAjakumAra tane game che? tyAre suzIlAe kahyuM-bA! emAM pUchavAnuM ja zuM ? Apa to mArA hitasvI che. je kaMI karazo te mArA kalyANa mATe haze. putrInA javAbathI nakkI thayuM ke bhImasena ene pasaMda che. - tyAra pachI mAnasiMha rAjAe bhImasena ane suzIlAnI kuMDaLIo rAjatiSIne bolAvIne sarakhAvI joI ke baMneno yoga thAya ema che ke nahi? baMne sukhI thaze ke nahi? rAjatiSIe baMnenI kuMDaLI joI gaNita gayuM, pachI abhiprAya Ape ke baMnene grahe eTalA badhA sArAne sAmyatA dharAve che ke baMnenI joDI sukhI thaze,

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100 zAradA siddhi ane kanyA pAtAnA zIla ane cAritrathI sasArane abhUtapUrva rIte ajavALaze. bhImasena paNa A kanyAne sArI rIte rAkhaze, tenA sukha ane zAMti mATe kALajI rAkhaze. tene duHkha nahi paDe. suzIlA pratye te apUrva rAga dharAvaze. AveA sarasa cAga tA bhAgye ja koIne hAya che. A lagna sabadha bAMdhavAmAM sukha sukhane sukha rahelu che. jyAtiSIono abhiprAya sArA maLyA eTale saune khUba AnaMda thayA. Ama te chabI joIne bhImasena saune khUba gamI baceA hatA. temAM jAtiSIoe A pramANe kahyuM eTale suzIlAne bhImasena sAthe paraNAvavAnuM nakkI thayuM. tethI sumitrane atyaMta AnaMda thayA ke pAtAnA rAjakumAra mATe AvI ratna jevI kanyA maLI. have enu" mana ujjainI javA talasI rahyu` hatu`. jaldI mahArAjAne A zubha samAcAra ApIne khuza karu'. mAnasiha rAjAe peAtAno nirNIya jAhera karyAM eTale sagapaNa thayAnI nizAnI rUpa suvarNanuM nALiyera, sAnAmahora ApIne bharasabhAmAM sagapaNanI jAherAta karI ane sumitrane mUlyavAna vastro, ratnano hAra vigere kimatI bheTA ApI vevAInA gharano mANasa mAnI tenu' bahumAna karyuM. "ujjainImAM sumitra pradhAnanuM Agamana": have sumitre kahyu hu' jaldI jaIne amAza mahArAjAne jaldI A zubha samAcAra Apu' eTale mAnasi'harAjAe "kahyu hA, have tame jaldI jAe. jaIne jitArI mahArAjA tathA guNasuMdarI mahArANIne amArA praNAma kahejo ne jema bane tema jaldI lagna maheAtsava geAThave tema kahezo. Ama kahIne sumitrane vidAya karyAM. sumitra je kArya karavA mATe nIkaLyA hatA te kA saphaLa thayu' eTale enA pagamAM joma AvyuM. enA utsAhano pAra nathI. kauzAMbI nagarIthI ujjainI nagarI ghaNI dUra che paNa ene utsAha che eTale sAMDhaNIne pUravege calAvI bhUkha-tarasa thAka ke uMghanI darakAra karyA vinA pUvege cAlyA ja jAya che. thoDA ja divasamAM te ujjainI nagarInA rAjabhavanamAM hAjara thayA ne jitArI mahArAjAnA caraNakamalamAM mastaka namAvI ubho rahyo. rAjAe sumitranu' premathI svAgata karyu, pachI enA kSemakuzaLa pUchI tene ucita Asane besADayA. enA mukha uparathI lAgatuM hatuM ke e khUba parizrama karIne jaldI AvyA che. enA mATe rAjAe zItaLa jaLa ma'gAvyuM. ghaNAM samayathI peAtAnI nagarInu' pANI pIdhuM na hatu. te Aje maLatA sumitrane zAtA vaLI. eno aDadhA thAka utarI gayA. pANI pIne svastha thayA, pachI pote lAvelI kumakuma patrikA rAjAnA hAthamAM mUkI. jitArI rAjAnA harSa" : madhu ! AgaLanA rAjAo kevA gabhIra hatA. AvatA veMta ema na pUchyuM ke sumitra! tu zuM karIne Avye ? mArA bhImasena mATe dhI kanyA zodhI lAvyeA ? paNa pahelA enuM svAgata karIne zAMta karyAM, pachI pUchavAnu` ghaNu na rahyu ane te kumakuma patrikA ApI eTale kheAlIne rAjAe vAMcI. vAMcIne

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zAradA siddhi 101 kahyuM sumitra ! teM te ghaNuM uttama ane umadA kArya karyuM, have tu' e kahe ke te' je kanyA joI che te kevI che? tenuM kULa, mA-bApa badhA kevA che? tu' nakkI karIne Avyo che eTale ApaNA rAjagauravane anukULa haze ema huM mAnI lauM chu. sumitre ha bhera kahyuM mahArAjA ! huM ghaNAM ghaNAM dezomAM kryAM, ghaNAM rAjamahelomAM ghUmI vaLyeA. aneka rAjakanyAe joI paNa jenI sAthe meM yuvarAja bhImasenanuM sagapaNa karyu che tenA jevI kanyA te me' kayAMya joI nathI. tenA jevu' umadA kULa ane ucca saMskAra khIje kayAMya jovA maLyA nathI, pachI kanyAnA mAtApitAno paricaya ApyA, ane suzIlA rUpamAM, guNamAM, buddhimAM kevI te pote je rIte joI hatI te rIte tenA bhArobhAra vakhANa karyAM, pachI je je vidhi mAnisaMha rAjAe karI hatI te badhu rAjAne kahyu.. jitArI rAjAe sumitrane kahyu` sumitra zAbAza ! tArI buddhi, kAya ane zaktine dhanyavAda che. te khUba uttama kuLanI kanyA zodhI che. have ApaNe ghaNI tvarAthI lagnanI taiyArI karavI paDaze. hA... masiMha rAjAe paNa jaldI lagnamahesrava goThavavAnu' kahyu che. humAM ne harSoMmAM huM Apane e kahevu' bhUlI gayA. bhale, tA have AjathI ja zubha lagnanI taiyArIo zarU karI daIe. ema kahI rAjAe peAtAnA.. gaLAmAMthI ratnano hAra kADhI sumitranA gaLAmAM paherAvIne kahyu le A ratnano hAra sagAInI khuzAlImAM tane bheTa ane A rAjasAMDhaNI paNa tane bheTa Apu chuM, eTale sumitre kahyu` rAjan ! Apa ghaNuM jIve. ApanA sukhazAMti sadAkALa raheA. ema kahI rAjAne praNAma karIne sumitra ravAnA thayA. A tarapha rAjAe rAjyAtiSIone teDAvI lagnanuM zubha muhurta jovaDALyu ne lahIyA pAse suvarNAkSare lagnapatrikA lakhAvI. te laIne tAbaDatAkha eka dUtane sAMDhaNI upara kauzAMbI nagarI meAkalIne kahevaDAvyu` ke tame lagnanI taiyArI karo. ame jAna laIne AvIe chIe. e ja divase rAjAe ujjainI nagarInA pratiSThita sajjanone paNa lagnanu' AmaMtraNa meAkalyu. rAjamahelamAM lagnanI taiyArI karavAnA Adeza ApyA eTale jotajotAmAM te AkhI ujajainI nagarI lagnanI dhamAlathI dhamadhamI UThI. A rIte ujjainI nagarImAM lagnanI dhAmadhUmane dhamAla cAle che. have kevA ThAThamAThathI jitArI rAjA ujjainI nagarImAM jAna laIne jaze ne kevI rIte lagna thaze. tenA bhAva avasare, Wan Wan 45

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vyAkhyAna na. - 11 zrAvaNa suda 1 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 24-7-79 dvAdazAMgI siddhAMtanI sAgaranA peTALamAM jema rahelA che. je sAcA ana'tajJAnI bhagavate bhavya jIvAnA ekAMta hitane mATe prarUpaNA karI che. siddhAMtanu' jJAna sAgaranI jema agAdha che. meAtI rahelA che tema siddhAMta sAgaramAM paNa amUlya motIo jhaverI hAya te ja meAtIne pArakhI zake che ane tenI ka*mata AMkI zake che. sAcA meAtInI mALA paherIne baheno pAtAnA kaThane zeAbhAve che ne harakhAya che paNa e meAtInI mALA dravya mALA che. e mALA paheravAthI kaI AtmAnu` kalyANa thatu' nathI paNa vItarAga vacana rUpI amUlya meAtInI mALA paheravAthI svakalyANa sAdhavAnI sAthe parantu' paNa kalyANa sAdhI zakAya che. A vIra prabhunI vANI sa`sAra samudrathI tAranArI che. eTalA mATe vIra vANIne jagata uddhAriNI kahevAmAM AvI che. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA teramA adhyayanano adhikAra cAle che. temAM citta ane sa'bhUti e bhAI enI vAta cAle che. geAvALanA cAre putrAe eka sAthe dIkSA lIdhI hatI. temAM e bhAIone dugachA thaI tA emano saMsAra vadhyA, ane hIna jAtimAM utpanna thavu' paDayuM. ajJAnavaza jIva anaMtakALathI catuga`ti sasAramAM paribhramaNa karI rahyo che. jema samudramAM sTImara paribhramaNa kare che tema saMsArI jIvA paNu zarIra rUpI sTImaramAM besIne paribhramaNa karyAM kare che. A sa`sArI jIvAnI eka sTImara nigeAda rUpI cikAgAthI upaDI che. jayAM te ana`takALa sudhI paDI rahI hatI. tyAMthI nIkaLI pRthvIkAya, apakAya, teukAya, vAukAya ane pratyeka vanaspati rUpa mahAsAgaramAM asa`khyAta kALa rahI. ekendriyame phite te kucha zubha karmo ya AyA, taba krAIndriya te Indriyame, kAla sakhyAta kaSTa pAyA 5 kri cauIndriyame du:kha pAyA, paMcendriya gati phira pAI, vahAM naraka tiya ca yAnime, kaSTa sahA ati bhAI!" AvI rIte pAMca sthAvaramAM asakhyAtA kALa jIvane nivAsa karavA paDaceA. tyAMthI kaMIka zubha karmano udaya thatAM sthAvara nAma kano vyaya thatAM ne trasa nAma kano udya thatAM jIva eI ndriya, teIndriya ane cauindriyamAM Avyo, tyAM sakhyAta kALa vItAvyo. pachI zubha puNya rUpa pavananA jorathI sTImara AgaLa vadhI, ane jIva 5'cendriyamAM AvyA. pacendriyanA aneka bhedo che temAM mukhya nArakI, tiyaca, manuSya ane devatA. A cAra bhedo rUpa baraphanA pahADAmAM athaDAtI athaDAtI manuSya lokarUpa pistAlIza lAkha yAjananA vistAravALA mahAsamudramAM AvI pahoMcI. anArya deza rUpa bhayakara khaDakA oLaMgI jaI A deza rUpa zAMta samudramAM dAkhala thaI. jo ke zAMta hAvA chatAM

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zAradA siddhi 103 samudra te khAro ja ne? lekha, maMkha, babara, nAhAla, kAhala, puliMda, kevI vagere bhayaMkara tephAnone dUra karI khAsa uttama kULa rUpa samudranA kinArA para AvI che paraMtu bALapaNamAM orI, zItaLA Adi aneka rogo ane ramatagamata tathA khelakUdamAM sTImara gothA mAre che. tyAMthI kathaMcita AgaLa vadhI te yuvAvasthA rUpa taphAnI khADImAM sTImara sahIsalAmata pahoMcI. tyAM kamaMge azAtA vedanIyanA prabaLa jerathI tAdi 84 prakAranA vAyune upadrava, udara roga, javara, atisAra, zvAsa, bhagaMdara, harasa, zire roga, kapAla rega, netra roga, karNa rega, kaMThamALa, tAlazeSa, jihuvA roga, daMta roga, ee roga, mukha roga, kukSizULa, hadayazaLa, pIThazULa ane pramehAdi rege je audArika zarIramAM sattArUpe rahyA che teo vigna kare che. A mAnavabhava rUpI sTImaramAM pAMca mahAvrata, tathA bAravrata rUpI amUlya ratnono mAla bharelo che. khalAsI samAna sadgurUo pikAra karIne kahe che he mAnava! sTImara mahAmuzIbate kinAre AvI che, mAla utAre. tamAruM vina dUra thaze. kadApi duHkha nahi rahe, paNa bhAre kamIjI hovAthI khalAsIne hitakara vacanone eka kAne sAMbhaLIne bIjA kAnethI kADhI nAMkhe che athavA te e javAba Ape che ke hamaNAM nahi paNa pachI karazuM. baMdhuo! ahIMyA manuSya jIvana e sTImara che. khalAsInA vacana samAna gurUnA vacana che. saMsArarUpI bAjI, temAM rAga-dveSa rUpI pAsA ane seLa kaSAya seLa segaThA jANavA. sUryAsta te prabodhAbhAva ane rAtrI te mithyAtva samajavuM, ane akasmAta tophAna je thayuM te maraNa samaya jANa. jIva je na samaje to tenuM mAnavajIvana niSphaLa javAnuM. phakta lAbha mAtra eTalo thavAno ke prathama sTImara cAlI na hatI tyAre avyavahAra rAzivALe gaNAto hato. have te vyavahAra rAzimAM dAkhala thayA. A rIte ajJAna dazAmAM jIvano anaMta kALa saMsAra paribhramaNamAM pasAra thaye. have AtmajJAna prApta karIne vikaTTI karo. je AtmajJAna prApta karIne temAM lIna bane che tenA bhavobhavanA pherA TaLI jAya che. kahyuM che ne ke "je AtmajJAnamAM bane masta te kamane kare asta." jema savAre sUryano udaya thAya che tyAre aMdhakAra naSTa thAya che ane sAMja paDatA sUryAsta thAya che tyAre aMdhakAra vyApI jAya che, tema jenA jIvanamAM ajJAnanA timira vyApI gayA hoya che te AtmajJAnanuM ekAda kiraNa phUTatA ajJAnano aMdhakAra palAyana thaI jAya che. ajJAna cAlyuM jAya ane sAcuM AtmajJAna pragaTa thAya eTale karmaravine asta thaye chUTake che. jema eka nAnakaDI cinagArI moTA vananA vana bALIne sApha karI de che tema AtmajJAnanI eka cinagArI AtmA upara ceTalA karmanA kacarAnA tharane bALIne sApha karI nAMkhe che. jene AtmajJAnanI samRddhi maLI jAya che te manuSya janma pAmIne vAratavika saMpattithI samRddha banI jAya

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104 zAradA siddhi che. duniyAmAM tenA je samrATa nathI. A manuSya janma pAmIne AtmasvarUpa pAmyA vinA je hato te ne te je cAlyA jAya to tenA jevo kaI bhikhArI nathI. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA vIsamA adhyayanamAM anAthI munie zreNika rAjAne sAcA samrATa banavAnuM svarUpa samajAvatA kahyuM he rAjana ! je vidhithI huM samrATa banya chuM te vidhi tuM sAMbhaLa. ema kahIne potAnI AtmakathA kahI hatI ane khUba bhArapUrvaka samajAvyuM hatuM ke anAtha manuSya keTaluM duHkha pAme che. jyAre AtmasvarUpanI pIchANa thatAM banelo sanAtha ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA karatA je samrATapaNu pAme che evI mahAna vyaktinA zaraNe mRtyunuM AkramaNa Ave to paNa hoMza ane harSathI mRtyune AmaMtraNa Ape che. jema tamAre ghera tamArA jamAIrAja Ave tyAre tame tenuM svAgata kevI sarasa rIte kare che? tevI rIte AtmajJAna pAmelo AtmA samyakdarzana, jJAna ane cAritranI ArAdhanA karatA je mRtyu Ave to tene sahAyaka mitra mAne che, paNa mRtyuthI Darato nathI. mRtyuno Dara kone hoya che? gujarAtanA rAjyanuM tathA kendranuM pradhAna prada meLavyuM, lAkha rUpiyAnI saMpatti meLavI paNa mRtyunA AkramaNa vakhate game tevA sattAdhIze ke lakSAdhipati hoya to paNa DarI jAya che. karoDo rUpiyAnI saMpatti ke sattA mRtyunA bhayathI bacAvI zakatI nathI. anaMtajJAnIo pharamAve che ke je AtmAe ratnatrayanI ArAdhanA karI che, jeNe AtmasvarUpanI prApti karI che tene mATe mRtyu eka mahotsava banI jAya che. jyAre AtmAne potAnI amaratAnuM bhAna ane vAstavika jJAna thaI jAya che tyAre te AtmA mRtyuMjya banI jAya che. eka daSTAMta ApIne samajAvuM. eka vakhata eka rAjA gheDe besIne pharavA jaI rahyA hatA. mArgamAM eka saMnyAsI , maLyA. e to nIcI daSTi rAkhI bhikSAcarI karavA mATe jaI rahyA che. rAjA temanuM saundarya joI Azcaryacakita banI gayA. ahA, zuM emanuM teja che ! kevuM prabhAvazALI mukha che! bharayuvAnI che chatAM saMsAranA vaibhava vilAsa choDIne saMnyAsa kema lIdhe haze ? jenI jevI daSTi hoya che tene tevuM ja badhuM dekhAya che. mahAtmA tyAgathI raMgAyelA che eTale emane badhuM tyAgamaya dekhAya che. jyAre rAjA bhogathI raMgAyelA che eTale emane bhegamaya dekhAya che. tyAgIne mana rAjA hoya, cakavatI hoya ke Indra hoya badhA sarakhA che. emane mana tyAganI mahattA che. temane saMsAramAM khUcelAnI dayA Ave che. ame tamane brahmacaryanuM pAlana karatA joIe, pApathI pAchA haThatA joIe, AtmasvarUpamAM ramaNatA karatA joIe to AnaMda thAya ane vaibhavavilAsamAM gaLAbUDa khUcelA joIe to dayA Ave ke A bicAre pUrvanI kamANe khAI rahyo che. maja majhA uDAvI rahyo che paNa AvatA bhavamAM kyAM jaze ? rAjAnA manamAM bhoganA vicAra AvyA. jyAre mahAtmAe rAjAne joyA tyAre muninA manamAM thayuM ke rAjA

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zAradA siddhi 105 svarUpavAna che. rAjAne AvI suMdara kAyA maLI che. je e dharma pAmaze to keTalA jIne dharma pamADaze. devAnupriye! Aje rAjadharma cAlyA gayA che. tenA kAraNe dezamAM aMdhAdhUMdhI cAlI rahI che. jyAre akabara bAdazAha dharma pAmyA tyAre temaNe dAMDI pITAvI hatI ke jyAM sudhI mArI ANa varte che tyAM sudhI koIe hiMsA karavI nahi. je hiMsA karaze tene phAMsInI zikSA thaze. te vakhate sarvatra ahiMsAnuM sAmrAjya sthapAI gayuM hatuM paNa Aje rAjya dharma naSTa thaI javAne kAraNe hiMsAnuM tAMDava nRtya karI rahyuM che ane lAkho mUMgA cho kaccara ghANa vaLI rahyo che. sanine rAjya pralobhana ApatA rAjA" A rAjA ane saMnyAsI baMnenI dRSTi judI hatI. baMne potapotAnA sthAne cAlyA gayA. bIje divase rAjAe saMnyAsIne potAnA darabAramAM bolAvIne kahyuM he mahAtmA ! A tamAre bhagave bhekha utArI nAkha ane rAjakumArano veza paherI le. mahAtmA kahe che zA mATe ? rAjA kahe che mArI kuMvarIe Apane jyArathI joyA che tyArathI e ApanA rUpamAM mugdha banI che, ane huM paNa ApanA rUpamAM mugdha chuM mATe Apa mArI kuvarIno svIkAra karI lo. e bIjA rAjakumArane IcchatI nathI. te Apane Icche che tethI mane to ema thAya che ke ApanuM bhAgya khIlI uThayuM che. ApanA puNyano sUrya jhaLahaLI uThe che. kadAca Apane ema thAya ke huM paraNuM : te khare paNa mArI pAse paisA nathI te paraNIne zuM karuM? te Apa enI ciMtA karaze nahi. mAre ekeya putra nathI. ekanI eka putrI che. eTale AkhuM rAjya ApanuM che. kanyA maLaze ne rAjya paNa maLaze. saMsAra sukhanuM kevuM joradAra pralobhana ! A pralobhana kaMI jevuM tevuM nathI. saMnyAsI eka zabda paNa belato nathI. kadAca tamane AvuM pralebhana maLe te zuM karo ? huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tame gharethI upAzraye AvavA nIkaLyA. tyAM dIkare Avyo. cAlo bApujI ! jaldI, tamArI dukAne jarUra che. te zuM karaze? bolo, pAchA vaLazo ne ? AtmajJAnI saMnyAsI te kaMI ja bolatA nathI. rAjA kahe che ke jaldI veza utArI nAMkho ne mArI vAtane svIkAra kare. je mArI vAtane svIkAra nahi karo te A mArI talavAra taiyAra che. rAjA talavAra ugAmIne beThA che paNa mahAtmAnA mukha upara bhayanI saheja paNa rekhA dekhAtI nathI. maraNano Dara kene hoya? vago pamarasa mAM, savaiyo apamatta natyi maya AcA. sU. a. 3 u. 4 pramAdIne sarvatra bhaya hoya che, apramatta AtmAne koI prakArano bhaya hoto nathI. maraNano Dara ajJAnIne, jJAnIne nahi. jJAnIo janmathI Dare che ajJAnIo mRtyuthI Dare che. ahIM rAjA saMnyAsIne mArI nAMkhavAnI dhamakI Ape che tyAre yuvAna saMnyAsI kahe che rAjana ! huM te marI gayo chuM te tame rAjakumArI tenI sAthe paraNAvazo! jyAM huM ja nathI tyAM tame rAjakumArInA lagna kenI sAthe karaze? A zabdomAM zuM zA. 14,

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rot zAradA siddhi dekhAya che? enI vANImAM anAsakata bhAvanA jharaNA vahe che. AtmajJAnanI jyota jhagamage che. te sivAya AvA zabdo na nIkaLe. rAjAe myAnamAMthI talavAra kADhI. ahA! A sanyAsI jogaTa mAruM AvuM ghora apamAna kare ? aMdarano krodhAgni bhabhUkI UThayo ane jhera rUpe vANImAM utaryAM. eka te huM tane mArI kuvarI paraNAvIne rAjya ApavA IcchuM chu'ne tuM mAru' AvuM apamAna kare che? teA dekha, A mArI talavAra tArI sagI nahi thAya. eka sekaDamAM dhaDa ane mastaka alaga karaze. A zabdo sAMbhaLIne paNa yuvAna sa`ta bhayabhIta na thayA ke na dhrujyA. ulTI talavAra joI ne hasIne kahevA lAgyA. "munie rAjAne nirbhayapaNe ApelA javAba " :- he rAjan ! kharekhara je alaga che te alaga ja rahevAnu che. tene tArI talavAra zu' karaze ? enA ekeka vAkyA keTalA mAnanIya che, enA ekeka vacanamAM keTalo vairAgya nItare che! he rAjana! hu tane AmaMtraNa ApuM chuM ke jema vasa'tano vAyu pAMdaDAne kheravI nAMkhe che tema tuM atyAre ja A mastakane dhaDathI kheravI nAMkha te paNa mane ci'tA nathI. mane maraNano bhaya nathI. dharmajIvana pachInuM mRtyu te nIcI pAyarImAMthI UMcI pAyarImAM mUkanAra TrAnsaphara ora che. jema sArI nokarI khajAvyAthI sarakArI hukama Ave ke nAnI korTanA jajamAMthI hAikorTanA jaja tarIke tamArI badalI karavAmAM Ave che tA zu' e hukama upara dveSa thAya ? nA. khasa teA e rIte mRtyu UMcI sthitie badalA karI Ape che. e teA ullu' sAru' kahevAya. enA para dveSa zuM? enAthI DaravAnu zu' ? mANasa jyAre mRtyu pAme che tyAre duniyA enI nanAmI kADhe che. "anAmInI nanAmI kadI hotI nathI paNa nanAmI nAmInI che. " nAmI eTale samajyA ne ? nAmI eTale deha, huM te atyAre nanAmImAM bAMdhelA maDadAne joI rahyo chu joyuM ne ? AnuM nAma bhedavajJAna. mAthe maraNanI talavAra jhUlI rahI che chatAM kevA javAba Ape che ? te rAjAne kahe che he rAjan! sAMbhaLa, mAre AtmA kevA che ? nainaM chindanti zastrANi, nainaM dahati pAvakaH / na cainaM kledayantyApo na zoSayati mArutaH // je AtmA zasrathI chedyAtA nathI, agnithI maLatA nathI ne pavanathI sUkAtA nathI ane kANu mArI zake ? mane maraNano bhaya nathI. sAme mRtyuno bhaya hovA chatAM jyAre sanyAsInA mukha upara prasannatA joI tyAre rAjAne samajAyu` ke A AtmajJAnamAM masta mahAtmAne mArA rAjyano, mArI sapattino, rAjakuvarIno ke tenA sauno jarApaNa mAha nathI te temanI pAse kevu... sauMdarya ane sa`patti haze ke jenI AgaLa mArI sapatti ane rAjakumArInuM jhaLahaLatu' sau ukaraDA jevu lAge che! rAjA sa'tanA caraNamAM namI paDayA ne rAjakumArIe paNa caraNamAM paDIne pUchyuM', mahAtmA !

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zAradA siddhi 107 ame tamane ATalo maraNano Dara batAvyo chatAM Apane maraNano Dara kema na lAge? tyAre saMnyAsIe zAMtithI be ja zabdomAM javAba Apyo ke "mai jahAM ha vahAM vaha nahi hai." AtmajJAna prApta thayA pachI e bhUmi upara mRtyunI sattA dekhAtI nathI, jyAM ghora aMdhakAra hoya tyAM TayubalAITa saLagAvavAmAM Ave te aMdhakAra zo jaDe paNa khare? "nA". ema jyAM AtmajJAnano prakAza che tyAM ajJAnane aMdhakAra rahI zakatuM nathI. atyAra sudhI dehanA nAze AtmAno nAza mAnatA hatA paNa have e ajJAna TaLI gayuM. baMdhuo ! rAjA ane kuMvarI baMne saMnyAsInA samAgamathI bodha pAmI gayA. temane AtmadazAnuM bhAna thaI gayuM. Aje ApaNe badhA belIe chIe ne ke deha mare che huM nathI marato, ajara amara pada mAru." A dhUna bolAvIe tyAre jorazorathI belo che paNa bhUlecUke kasoTIno prasaMga Ave tyAre samatA rahevI kaThaNa che. mahAtmA kasoTInA prasaMgamAM paNa DagyA nahi te rAjA ane kuMvarI bodha pAmI gayA. senAnI kasoTI thAya che. hIrAne sarANe caDhavuM paDe che tyAre tenI kimata thAya che, tema tame paNa kasoTInI sarANe caDhavAno prasaMga Ave tyAre mahAtmAnI jema aDaga rahe te samajI levuM ke mane kaMIka jJAna prApta thayuM che. bAkI saMsAranuM game teTaluM jJAna meLo paNa Atmika lakSa vinAnuM jJAna e sAcuM jJAna nathI. ApaNe teramA adhyayananI vAta cAle che temAM eka vAta AvI gaIne ke namuci pradhAnane laukika jJAna ghaNuM hatuM, kaLAe ghaNI zIkhyo hate. enAmAM buddhi paNa ghaNuM hatI chatAM AtmAnuM kaI lakSa na hatuM. enI buddhi nirmaLa na hatI, eTale akSamya aparAdhane kAraNe rAjAe tene dehAMta daMDanI zikSA karI paNa caMDALane dayA AvI tethI tene bacAvyA ane te bhUttadatta nAmanA caMDALane tyAM guptapaNe rahI enA be putrane bhaNAvyA ne saMgItakaLAmAM pAraMgata banAvyA paNa namuci pradhAne bhUtadatta caMDALanI patnI sAme kudaSTi karI eTale caMDALane A vAtanI jANa thatAM ene mAravAnA upAyo zedhavA lAge. paNa bALakane A vAtanI khabara paDI eTale gurUANathI mukta thavA namucine gupta rIte bhagADI mUka, namuci tyAMthI chUTIne pharato pharato hastinApuramAM sanatakumAra cakravati rAjya karatA hatA tyAM Avyo. enAmAM buddhi te hatI ja eTale buddhi joIne sanatakumAra cakravatie ene maMtrInuM pada ApyuM. namuci te tyAM maMtrIpada bhegavavA lAgyo. A bAju be caMDALaputro dhIme dhIme moTA thayA. pUrvanA pApakarmanA udayathI caMDALane ghera janma maLe paNa emanuM rUpa ghaNuM hatuM. e baMne putro rAjakumAra jevA zobhatA hatA ane saMgIta kaLA, nRtya kaLA Adi kaLAo zIkhyA hatA. baMne yuvAna thayA eTale rUpa, yauvana, lAvaNya ane nRtyakaLA vagerethI vArANasInA nagarajanonA manane raMjana karavA lAgyA. e vINa

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108 zAradA siddhi vagADe ne saMgIta gAya tyAre lokonA ToLeTeLA emanI pAse AvIne jamA thatA ane saMgIta sAMbhaLavAmAM sthira banI jatA. manuSya te sthira thatA paNa haraNa, vAgha siMha vagere jagalI pazuo ane pakSIo paNa tyAM AvIne sthira thaI jatA. saMgItakaLAmAM te evA pravINa banyA hatA. eka vakhata vArANasI nagarInI bahAra ughAnamAM vasaMtetsava hate. vasaMtetsavamAM bhAga levA mATe nATayamaMDaLIo bhajanamaMDaLIo saMgItamaMDaLIo Adi aneka jAtanA loke AvyA hatA. sau potapotAnI kaLAonuM pradarzana karI nagarajanonA manane raMjana karatA hatA, A baMne bhAIo paNa tyAM AvyA hatA. A bAMdhava belaDI paNa pitAnI zreSTha kaLAothI lokonA dilane DelAvatI hatI. teo jyAM jyAM pitAnI kaLa pradarzita karatA tyAM tyAM mAnavamedanI khUba ekatra thatI ne temane gherI letI. te vakhate nagarajano e paNa bhUlI jatA ke A baMne kalAkAre aspRzya jAtinA bALake che. A baMne bhAIoe pitAnI saMgItakaLAthI nagarajanone gAMDAtUra banAvyA hatA. emanuM saMgIta sAMbhaLatA loke pitAnuM bhAna bhUlI jatA. strIo rasoI karatI hoya paNa jyAM saMgItano sUra sAMbhaLe tyAM hajAro kAme cheDIne tyAM doDI AvatI. purUSa vahepAra dhaMdhe choDIne AvatA. A rIte sArA nagaranI janatAne baMne caMDALa putra upara khUba prema ane mamatva hatuM, tethI temane khUba cAhatA hatA. "citta ane saMbhUtinI kaLAthI bhajanamaMDaLIne AvelI IrSyA": A vasaMtetsavamAM gAyakanI ane saMgItakArenI bIjI maMDaLIo AvI hatI. emanI pAse kaI jatuM na hatuM, tethI te loke A baMne bALaka pratyenI A prakAranI lokacAhanA ane abhyadaya joI ne temanI sAme IrSyA karavA lAgyA. keInI jAhojalAlI joIne IrSyAgnimAM jalavAthI zuM vaLe? chevaTe teo rAjA pAse jaIne kahevA lAgyA ke-he mahArAjA ! bhUttadatta caMDALanA putro citta ane saMbhUti e baMne jaNAe A vasaMtsavamAM AvIne potAnI prazasta kaLAthI nagaranI janatAne bahekAvI dIdhI che ane saghaLAnI sAthe pRsyAspRzyano vicAra karyA vinA ekatAnamAM gAtA-nAcatA AmathI tema pharI rahyA che. emanI AvA prakAranI svachaMda pravRttithI varNAzramanI vyavasthA prAyaH naSTa thaI rahI che tethI ApanuM e kartavya che ke A vyavasthAne pUrvavata kAyama rAkhavA mATe eno lopa karanAra e baMne bhAIone zikSA kare. gAyakamaMDaLInI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjAe te baMne caMDALaputrone potAnA nagaramAMthI kADhI mUkyA. A rIte rAjAnA kADhI mUkavAthI baMne bhAIonA dilamAM khUba duHkha thayuM ke aheApaNI AvI uttama kaLAthI loko keTalA ArkaSAya che paNa eka ApaNI hIna jAtine kAraNe ja ApaNe tiraskAra thAya che. A rIte emanA dilamAM kheda thaI rahyo che. have zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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zAradA siddhi 108 caritra - sumitra dUta kauzAMbI nagarI jaIne tyAMnA rAjAnI kanyA suzIlA sAthe bhImasenanI sagAI karI Avyo, eTale enA lagnanI kumakuma patrikA paNa lakhAI gaI. kauzAMbI ane ujajonI baMne nagarIomAM lagnaprasaMganI taiyArIo thavA lAgI. rAjamahelanA karmacArIothI mAMDIne nagaranA sAmAnyajano paNa lagnotsavanI taiyArI karavA lAgI gayA, ghera ghera AnaMda chavAI gayo. baheno gIta gAvA lAgI. tenA madhura sUrothI ujajainI nagarI gAjI UThI. rAjAnI AjJAthI aneka prakAranI mIThAIo thavA lAgI. rAjAe sainIone teDAvIne alaMkAra ghaDavAnI AjJA karI eTale senAo alaMkAro ghaDavA mATe ALasa choDIne rAta-divasa mahenata karavA lAgyA. rAjAe vividha jAtanA dAgInAo karAvyA. darajIo mUlyavAna pizAka taiyAra karavA lAgyA. vAjiMtravAdakee potAnA sAja ane zaNagAra navA banAvI dIdhA. rAjamahela ane maMDapa khUba bhavya rIte zaNagAryA. bhImasena rAjakumArane khUba suMdara zaNagAravAmAM AvyA. pachI veta ghoDA upara besI varaghoDe caDhayA. paMtha kApatA kApatA varaghoDo kauzAMbI nagarImAM pahoMcI gaye. mAnasiMha rAjAe khUba ullAsabhera sAmaiyuM karyuM, ane ati AnaMda ane utsAhapUrvaka bhImasena ane suzIlAnA lagna thayA. mAnasiMha rAjAe pitAnI lADIlI dIkarIne khUba kariyAvara karyo. pitAnA gharethI vidAya letI putrI" - mAnasiMha rAjAe azrubhInI AMkhe pitAnI vahAlasoyI dIkarIne vidAya ApI. mAtAe vidAya ApatA dIkarIne kahyuM, beTA ! ApaNA kuLane zobhe tevI rIte sAsarAmAM raheje. tArA sAsu sasarAne tArA mA-bApa mAnIne temanI sevA karaje. tArA zIlane barAbara sAcavaje. strIonuM moTAmAM moTuM AbhUSaNa zIla che. tenuM jAtathI paNa vadhu jatana karaje, beTA ! tuM sukhI thaje ! ane tArA khuzI AnaMdanA samAcAra kahevaDAvaje. dharmane bhUlIza nahi. A rIte putrIne hita zikhAmaNa ApIne vasamI vidAya ApI, pachI suzIlAe raDatI AMkhe mAtApitAne page lAgIne temanA AzIrvAda lIdhA, ane bhImasenanA rathamAM AvIne te vinayathI aMgeaMga saMkecIne zaramAtI besI gaI jAna kanyAne laIne ujajainamAM pAchI pharI tyAre nagarajanoe varavadhUne akSata ane phUlothI vadhAvyA. temaja te baMnenA mIThaDA-ovAraNA lIdhA. lagnano avasara nirvAidane patI gaye eTale jitArI rAjAne zAMti vaLI ane pachI rAjakAjamAM lAgI gayA. A bAju bhImasena ane suzIlA lagna jIvanano AnaMda mANavA lAgyA. bhImasenanA lagna thayA ane harisena paNa lagnane lAyaka thayo hate. e arasAmAM zuM banyuM. aMgadezanA vIrasena rAjAne surasuMdarI nAme suMdara ane sulakSaNA kanyA hatI. te saMgItakaLAmAM pravINa hatI. teno kaMTha sUrIlo hate. tenI umara divase divase vadhatI jatI hatI eTale vIrasena rAjAe eka rAjadUtane ujajainI nagarI mokalyA.

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110 zAradA siddhi rAjadUte AvIne jitArI rAjAne praNAma karIne mUlyavAna najarANuM bheTa dharyuM. eno svIkAra karIne rAjAe dUtane AgamananuM kAraNa pUchyuM eTale te harisena mATe surasuMdarInI vAta karIne teno paricaya ApIne vIrasenanA rAjanaibhavanI vAta karI. jitArI rAjAe vicAra karyo ke zubha kAryomAM vilaMba zA mATe kare? rANI AdinI saMmati laIne kaheNane svIkArI lIdhuM ane ghaDIyA lagna levAnuM jaNAvI gya satkAra karI rAjadUtane vidAya karyo. thoDA ja divasamAM pharIthI ujajainI nagarI lagnanI dhamAlathI dhamadhamI UThI ane bhImasenanI mAphaka khUba ThAThamAThathI harisenano varaghaDe nIkaLyo ne zubha divase aMga dezamAM pahoMcI gaye. vIrasena rAjAe khUba ThAThamAThathI jAnaiyAone Adara satkAra karyo, ane pitAnI lADakI dIkarIne khUba dhAmadhUmathI paraNAvI. tene aDhaLaka kariyAvara karIne hita zikhAmaNa ApIne maMgaLa dine sAsare javA vidAya karI. harisena ane surasuMdarI lagna karIne ujenI pAchA pharyA tyAre nagarajanoe te baMnenuM umaLakAbhera svAgata karyuM. jitArI rAjA ane guNasuMdarI rANIe baMne putranA lagna sArI rIte karIne zAMtino zvAsa lIdho. have emanA mAthethI bhAra utaryo eTale haiyuM haLavuM banyuM. che. A tarapha bhImasenanA sasarA mAnasiMha rAjA potAnI bIjI dIkarI sulocanA mATe ciMtA karatA hatA. eTale tene mATe rAjadUta mekalIne badhe tapAsa karAvI. rAjadUte ghaNAM dezamAM pharIne AvIne rAjAne kahyuM ke kSitipratiSThita nAme nagaramAM vijayasena rAjA rAjya kare che. tenA pratApathI duzmano tharathara dhruje che. rUpa-guNamAM temaja kuLamAM te ApaNI sulocanAne mATe yogya che. mAnasiMha rAjAe tarata pitAnI putrInuM kaheNa mokalAvyuM. vijayasene te tarata svIkArI lIdhuM. khUba dhAmadhUmathI sulocanAnA lagna thaI gayA. have putrane paraNAvyA pachI jitArI rAjA ane guNasuMdarI rANI baMne AnaMdathI rahe che. baMne putravadhUo guNavAna ane khAnadAna che. emano vinaya-viveka, namratA vagere guNe joIne sAsu sasarAnI chAtI gajagaja phUle che ne AnaMdathI divase pasAra kare che. jitArI rAjA vicAra kare che ke have putrane rAjyAbhiSeka karIne huM AtmasAdhanAmAM joDAuM. rAjA A vicAra kare che tyAM zuM banaze tene bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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zrAvaNa suda 2ne budhavAra vyAkhyAna na-12 sAmAyikanuM svarUpa" tA. 25-7-79 sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtA ne bahena ! anaMtajJAnI, rAgadveSanA vijetA ane mAkSa mArgonA praNetA paramakRpALu tIrthaMkara bhagavate jagatanA jIvAnA AtmakalyANa mATe parama pAvanakArI dvAdazAMgI sUtranI rajuAta karI che. ApaNe teramA ayayananA adhikAra cAle che. temAM ApaNane mukhya e vAta jANavA maLe che ke jIva jevA karmAM khAMdhe che tevA tene bhAgavavA paDe che. bIjI' AtmA game teTalI dharmakaraNI kare, tapa ane tyAga kare paNa jo krodhAdi kaSAye nAbUda na thAya tA ekaja vakhatanA krodhamAM varSAnI karelI dha kriyAe baLIne bhasma thaI che. masAlAthI bharapUra kesarIyA dhanu' tapelu' bharelu' hAya paNa jo emAM viSanu eka TIpuM paDe teA dUdha jherI khanI jAya che tema ApaNI sAdhanAmAM krodhAdi kaSAyeA rUpa viSanuM TIpu* na paDI jAya tenuM jIve khAsa lakSa rAkhavAnI jarUra che, jema mANasane kAI na thAya te e dardIne nAbUda karavA mATe davA le che tema ApaNA janma maraNAdi rogone nAbUda karavA mATe ane kAma, krodha, mehAda zamAvavA mATe dharmakriyA rUpa davA levAnI jarUra che. krodhAdi kAcAne nAbUda karavA mATenI uttama ane akasIra auSadhi jo koI hAya te... sAmAyika che, kAraNa ke je AtmA samyaphtva sahita zuddha sAmAyika kare che te ni pratidina zAMta-prazAMta khanatA jAya che. sAmAyika eTale zu' te jANeA che ne ? sAvadyayeAganI nivRtti athavA tA sama + Aya + Ika samabhAvanA jemAM lAbha thAya che tenuM nAma sAmAyika. sAmAyikanA atha ghaNA vizALa ane gUDha che. pA~cAzakamAM kahyu' che ke " samamAvo sAmAthuM, taLa caLasattu-mitta visa'tti / NirabhissagaM cittaM uciya pavittippaeNaM ca // " cAhe tRNu hAya, cAhe sonu' hAya, cAhe zatru hAya ke mitra hoya satra peAtAnA manane rAga-dveSanI AsaktithI rahita rAkhavu' tathA pApa rahita ucita dhArmika pravRtti karavI tenu' nAma sAmAyika che. arthAt samabhAva e ja sAmAyika che. Avu' uttama sAmAyika ratna aMgIkAra karavAnA adhikArI keNu khanI zake te jANeA che ? sAmAyika karavA mATe paNa lAyakAta joie. mAthamAM snAna karavA janArane pahelA keTalI vidhi karavI paDe che ? cAmaDInA DokaTara pAse zarIra ceka karAvavu paDe che ke cAmaDInu' kAi da tA nathI ne ? DAkaTaranA riporTa maLyA pachI khAthamAM snAna karavA jatA pahelA gherathI snAna karI svaccha vastro paherIne javuM paDe che. gherathI snAna karIne gayA chatAM tyAM jaIne snAna karIne kapaDAM badalAvyA pachI khAthamAM snAna karI zakAya che tevI rIte sAmAyika rUpI khAthamAM snAna karI AtmAne zuddha ane pavitra manAvavA joI e,

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112 zAradA siddhi bAra vratamAM sAmAyikane naMbara navame che eTale AgaLanA ATha vratanuM pAlana karIne AtmA zuddha baneluM hovuM joIe. pahelA vratamAM jIvane evA bhAva hevA joIe ke huM maTakI hiMsA karIza nahi. game tevA saMjogomAM huM svane mATe ke parane mATe asatya belIza nahi. jiMdagImAM kyAre paNa maTakI corI karIza nahi, parastrI sAme kudaSTi karIza nahi, parigrahanI ane dizAonI maryAdA karIza. kamadAnanA vahepArane tyAga karIza. anarthadaMDathI daMDAIza nahi. ATaluM je kare te sAmAyika levAne mATe lAyaka banI zake. bole, sAmAyika keTalI mahAna che! paNa Aje te sAmAyika karavI eTaluM ja lakSa che. sAmAyika zA mATe karavAnI? sAmAyika karavAthI zuM lAbha thAya che e lakSa cUkAI gayuM che. yAda rAkho ke AtmAmAM apUrva zItaLatA Ave evI sAmAyika hevI joIe. tame pote AtmA tarapha vaLo ne bIjAne vALe, kaI lAkhanA dAna kare, keI ugra tapa kare tenA karatA AtmAnA lakSapUrvakanI eka sAmAyika karanAra mahAna che. eka karoDapati zeTha hatA. te dararoja dAna detA. e zeThanA baMgalAnA kaMpAunDamAM eka nAnakaDI oraDImAM eka garIba vRddha DozImA rahetA hatA. e DozImA dararoja eka sAmAyika karatA paNa emanI sAmAyika eTale sAmAyika. eka kalAka samatA rasanuM pAna karI le tenI lahejata emane satata rahetI hatI. e DezImAne koI gALa de, game tema kahe paNa kadI emane kola Avato nahi. pelA zeTha dAna detA hatA ; paNa manamAM abhimAna hatuM ke mArA jevA koDapati zeTha A nagaramAM vase che te roja ATalA garIbane poSaNa maLe che. mArA je dAnezvarI koNa che? huM chuM te e badhAne pALuM chuM. huM na hota to A badhA kayAM jAta ? A rIte dAna denArane, tapa karanArane kayAreka abhimAna Ave che paNa samabhAvapUrvakanI sAmAyika karanArane kadI abhimAna AvatuM nathI. zuddha sAmAyika karanAra DezImAM bharIne rAjakumAra bane che ane hajArenA dAna denAra zeTha mAnanA kAraNe rAjAne nakara bane che. sAmAyikanuM mahattva batAvatA Avazyaka niyuktimAM kahyuM che ke sAmAiya vayajutto, jAva maNo hoi niyama sNjutto| chinnai asuha kammaM, sAmAiya jattiyA vAza // caMcaLa manane niyaMtraNamAM rAkhatA jyAM sudhI sAmAyika vratanI akhaMDa dhArA cAlu rahe che tyAM sudhI azubha karma kSINa thayA kare che. punIyA zAvakanI sAmAyikanA to khuda bhagavAna mahAvIre paNa keTalA guNa gAyA che. eka vakhatanA prasaMgamAM magadhAdhipati zreNIka mahArAjA e prabhune prazna karyo ke huM marIne kayA jaIza? tyAre prabhue kahyuM he zreNIka ! tuM narakamAM jaIza. A sAMbhaLIne zreNIka rAjAne khUba du:kha thayuM. prabhunA caraNamAM ALoTIne kahyuM, prabhu! zuM huM narakamAM jaIza? huM narakamAM na jAuM te

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zAradA siddhi 113 mATe koI upAya batAve, tyAre bhagavAne temanA saMtoSanA kAraNe cAra upAya batAvyA. temane eka upAya e hato ke punI zrAvaka eka sAmAyikanuM phaLa Ape to tAruM narakamAM javAnuM aTake. A sAMbhaLIne zreNIka rAjAne jema raMkane rane rAzi maLatAM AnaMda thAya tethI paNa adhika AnaMda thaze ane harSabhera garIba punIyA zrAvakane ghera AvyA ne sAmAyikanA phaLanI bhikSA mAMgavA hAtha joDIne UbhA rahyA. punIyA zrAvake kahyuM, mahArAjA ! padhAre. Aje A garIbanI jhuMpaDI pAvana thaI pharamAve, zuM AjJA che ? tyAre mahArAjAe kahyuM, ke he zrAvaka! tamAre tyAM te reja koDe kiraNone prakAza pheMkato sAmAyikane sUrya uge che te huM emAMthI vadhAre nahi eka kiraNa mAMguM chuM. sUryanuM eka kiraNa paNa rAtrInA gADha aMdhakArane kSaNavAramAM nAza kare che tema tamArI sAmAyikanuM eka kiraNa mArA pApa rUpa aMdhakArane nAza karaze. baMdhuo! vicAra karo. khuda bhagavAne punIyA zrAvakanI sAmAyika vakhANI che. te e sAmAyika kevI haze ? tame Aja sudhImAM keTalI sAmAyike karI? paNa samatA rasanuM pAna karyuM? kaMIka vRddhamAjI upAzrayethI sAmAyika karIne ghera jAya. ghera vahue rasoI na banAvI hoya te dhamadhamATI lAve, krodhane pAra nahi. A krodha joIne kaMIka yuvAne ema kahe che ke amArA mAjI Akho divasa upAzrayamAM rahIne sAmAyika kare che paNa ghera AvIne dhamadhamATa kare che. emane sudhAre te sAruM. tame reja . sAMbhaLe che paNa haju krodha jato nathI tethI sAMbhaLavuM saMtane paDe che. mANasane khUba tarasa lAgI hoya tyAre be glAsa ThaMDu pANI agara vATake chAza pIve te tRSA zAMta thaI jAya. bhUkha lAge ne eka be keLA khAI le te kalAka be kalAka sudhI zAMta thaI jAya. mAthu duHkhatuM hoya ne eka ejhe ke enA sInanI TIkaDI laIe te mAthAno duHkhAvo maTI jAya ane tame dararoja sAmAyika karo ne zuM tamArA kaSAye maMda na paDe ? jIvanamAM zItaLatA na Ave ! AvI dharmakriyAo varSo sudhI karo paNa vartana nahi sudhare tyAM sudhI kalyANa thavAnuM nathI. tame ahIM sAmAyika karIne samatArasanuM evuM amRta pIne ghera jAo pachI vahu tamane game tema kahe, koya , AvavAne prasaMga AvI jAya chatAM krodha na Ave, tyAre vahunA manamAM ema thAya ke Aje mArA sAsujI kayAM jaIne AvyA ke emanI prakRti tadana badalAI gaI! vahune khabara paDe ke mArA sAsujI upAzraya jaIne samatArasanuM pAna karI AvyA che. pachI e ja vahu sAsunA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgaze ane enI prakRtinuM parivartana thaI jaze, pachI saMsAramAM paNa svarga jevA sunI moja mANI zakAze, ane AtmAnI smRti thaze. jyAM che saMsAranI smRti, tyAM che AtmAnI vismRti, jyAM che AtmAnI smRti, tyAM che saMsAranI vismRti, zA. 15

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114 zAradA siddhi sAmAyikanA zuddha svarUpane jIva samaje che tyAre saMsAramAM beTho hoya che chatAM ene saMsAra bhUlAI jAya che ane ghasaMjJAthI sAmAyika karanArAo sAmAyikamAM beThA hoya che chatAM emane kSaNe kSaNe saMsAranuM smaraNa thayA kare che. be cAra sarakhe sarakhI bahene sAmAyika laIne beThI hoya tyAre paNa saMsAranI vAta cAlatI hoya che. huM te tamane badhAne kahuM chuM ke bAhyabhAve ghaNuM sAmAyika karI, saMsAranI vAte ghaNuM karI. have te AtmAnI vAta kare. dharmacarcA kare te tamArI nAnakaDI dharmakriyA paNa mahAna phaLane ApanArI bane. zreNIka rAjA punIyA zrAvakane ghera eka sAmAyikanuM phaLa mAMgavA gayA tyAre zrAvake kahyuM mahArAjA ! eka zuM, Apane jeTalI sAmAyikanuM phaLa joIe teTaluM ApI dauM, tyAre mahArAjA zreNIka kahe che zrAvakajI? tamArI eka sAmAyikanA phaLanuM jeTaluM mUlya thatuM hoya teTaluM pahelA laI le, mAre maphata nathI joItuM. jenA romeromamAM samatArasa bharele che e zrAvaka kahe che ke enuM mUlya keTaluM che te huM jANatA nathI. tamane jeNe levA mekalyA hoya temane pUchI Ave. zreNIka mahArAjA bhagavAnane pUchavA mATe gayA tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM he zreNIka! punIyA zrAvakanI sAmAyika e mAtra dehanI sAmAyika nathI paNa Atmika guNanI sAmAyika che. enuM mUlya jagatamAM kaI paNa vastuthI AMkI zakAya tema nathI. A te mAtra tamane AzvAsana mATe kahyuM hatuM. bhagavAne A pramANe kahyuM tyAre zreNIka rAjAne sAmAyikanuM mUlya samajAyuM. bALaka nAnuM hoya tyAre skule pATI ane pena laIne bhaNavA jAya che. pahelA te te ADAavaLA lITA dere che pATI pachADe che ne kaMIka kare che. chatAM enA TIcara samatA rAkhe che ke bhale, mAre vidyAthI lITA dore ne pATI pachaDe. Ama karatAM cha mahine te ekaDe lakhatA zIkhaze ne ? ane bALaka cha mahine ekaDo lakhatA zIkhe che pachI krame krame AgaLa vadhatAM e ja TheTha vidyAthIomAMnA keI DAkaTara, keI vakIla, keI ejInIyara, berIsTara, TIcara bane che. te ahIM tame varSothI Ave che, sAmAyikAdi karo che, chatAM samatArasane ekaDe haju na AvaDe te amAre tamane kevA kahevA? varSothI sAmAyika karavA chatAM je enuM mUlya samajatA nathI e ThoTha vidyArthI karatA paNa TheTha che. zuddha sAmAyika karavI temAM bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana thAya che. prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana karavAmAM paNa jIvane mahAna phaLanI prApti thAya che. je bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana karatA nathI tene ane te saMsAra vadhe che, jamAlI eka vakhatanA bhagavAnanA bhANeja ane jamAI hatA. temaNe utkRSTa vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA lIdhI. khUba jJAna bhaNyA, pachI eka vakhata prabhune kahe che ApanI AjJA hoya te huM mArA pa00 ziSyanI sAthe alaga vicAruM. bhagavAna enuM bhAvi jANatA hatA eTale mAna rahyA.

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zAradA siddhi bhagavAne emanA jJAnanA baLathI e paNa jANI lIdhuM ke huM emane javAnI AjJA ApIza te enuM pariNAma sAruM nathI ane nA pADIza te rahevAne nathI, eTale mauna rahyA, tyAre jamAlIe maunane artha udhe karyo ke mane javAnI AjJA ApI. teo alaga vicaravA lAgyA. A vAta te lAMbI che paNa huM tamane TUMkamAM kahuM chuM. eka vakhata prasaMge upasthita thatAM emaNe bhagavAnanA vacana uthalAvyA. eka te bhagavAnanI AjJA vinA alaga thayA ne bIjuM bhagavAnanA vacana uthalAvyA te marIne kilpiSI deva thayA. samajANuM ne? bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM ullaMghana karavAthI jIvane keTaluM nukazAna thAya che. sAMbhaLe, eka vyavahArika jJAna ApIne samajAvuM. laMDana jatA rakate cekIyAta" -eka karoDadhipati zeTha hatA. emane moTo vizALa baMgalo hatA. baMgalAne pharate vizALa bagIce hatuM. A bagIcAnuM dhyAna rAkhavA mALIo ane nokare rAkhyA hatA ane baMgalAnuM dhyAna rAkhavA mATe be cekIyAte rAkhyA hatA. temAM eka rAtane ane bIje divasano cokIyAta hato. baMne zeThanA baMgalAne pharatA AMTA mAratA ne baMgalAnuM barAbara dhyAna rAkhatA. eka vakhata zeThane laMDana javAnuM nakkI thayuM. emanI TikiTa paNa AvI gaI. eka divasa zeTha savAranA praharamAM cA-pANI pItA hatA te samaye rAtane rokIyAta deDate AvIne zeThanA paga pakaDIne kahe che zeThajI ! Apa traNa divasa pachI laMDana javAnA che che paNa huM Apane nahi javA dauM. cekIyAtanI vAta sAMbhaLIne zeThane khUba krodha AvyuM. are, bevakUpha! mAre laMDana javAnuM che ne tuM kayAM apazukana karavA Avyo! tArA jevA abhaNa ane jaDa mANasane mArI vAtamAM DakhalagIrI karavAne zuM adhikAra? geTa AuTa ! e mUrkha ! tuM ahIMthI cAlyo jA. zeThe te gussAthI AMkha lAla karIne kahI dIdhuM chatAM pelo cokIyAta te zeThanA pagamAM paDIne karagare che ke zeTha ! Apa mane geTa AuTa kare ke mArI nAMkhe, je karavuM hoya te karo paNa huM Apane nahi javA dauM. khUba karagaravA lAgyo tyAre zeThanA zeThANI bAjumAM beThA hatA emanA manamAM thayuM ke A cekIyAta zeThane laMDana nahi javA devA mATe ATaluM karagare che te ene pUchuM te kharI ke e zA mATe nA pADe che? zeTha kahe che e abUdhane zuM pUchavuM che. javA de, paNa zeThANIe pUchayuM, bhAI! tuM zA mATe nA pADe che? tyAre kahe che bA! Aje rAtre mane evuM svapna AvyuM che ke zeTha je plenamAM javAnA che te plena saLagyuM ne dharatI upara tUTI paDyuM. A sAMbhaLIne zeThANI camakyA ne emaNe paNa pelA cokIyAtanI mAphaka zeThane kahyuM to te huM paNa tamane nahi javA dauM. TikiTa kensala karAvI de. na kare nArAyaNa ane enuM svapna sAcuM paDI jAya te ? tyAre zeThe tADUkIne kahyuM ke tuM paNa enA jevI bukadhu kayAM bane che? evA svapnA kaMI sAcA paDatA haze? huM evA svapnA kaMI mAnatA nathI. huM te cokkasa javAne ja. tane kaMI bhAna che ke nahi? mAre tyAM

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116 zAradA siddhi keTalI miTiga hoya, keTalI epoInTamenTa heya, e badhuM kensala kevI rIte karAvAya? mArA vinA tyAM keTaluM kAma aTakI jaze? tame badhA mArA pravAsane zuM tIna pattInI ramata samaje che? zeTha te khUba garama thaI gayA hatA paNa zeThANIe haTha pakaDI ke game teTaluM nukazAna bhale thAya, je thavuM hoya te thAya paNa huM tamane nahi javA dauM. have zeTha zuM kare? pelA cekIyAtane geTa AuTa karyo paNa kaMI zrImatIjIne geTa AuTa karAya? emanI AjJA te mAnavI ja paDe ne? (hasAhasa) zeThANInA haThAgrahanI AgaLa zeThane namatuM mUkavuM paDyuM. aMte TikiTa kensala karAvI. trIje divase e plena upaDayuM. thoDe dUra pahoMcyuM ne TAMkI phATI javAthI plena saLagyuM ne jamIna upara paDayuM. plenamAM beThelA badhA mANaso marI gayA. chApAmAM A samAcAra pragaTa thatAM zeThanuM AkhuM kuTuMba AnaMdamAM AvI gayuM. zeThanA chokarAo kahe che cokIyAta ! te te amArA bApujInI jiMdagI bacAvI. zeThANI kahe che bhAI! te te mArA patine bacAvIne mAre saubhAgyano cAMdalo amara rakhAvyA. pite bacI gayA badala zeThane khUba AnaMda thaye. duniyAmAM svArtha kevI cIja che! plenamAM zeTha javAnA hatA ne bacI gayA eTale zeThanA AkhA kuTuMbane ane bIjA sagA snehIone AnaMda thaye paNa plenamAM bicArA keTalA marI gayA. emane bairI-chokarAnuM zuM thaze? enuM keInA dilamAM duHkha thayuM ? A A tamAro saMsAra svArtha bharelo che. . "AjJA bhaMga karatA cekIyAtane karelo DIsamIsa" - zeTha moTA milamAlika hatA. bIje divase zeThe milanA tamAma mANasane ane potAnA sagA nehIone badhAne bolAvyA. badhAne bhegA karIne A cekIyAte pitAnA prANa bacAvyA te badala tenI khUba prazaMsA karI. bIjA lokoe paNa enI prazaMsA karI. zeThe phUlahAra karI rUpiyA pAMca hajArano ceka tenA hAthamAM mUke. sAthe sAthe ene nokarImAMthI kAyama mATe sasapeTa karavAmAM Ave che ema jAhera karyuM. zeThe cekIyAtanI prazaMsA karI phUlahAra paherAvyA ne pAMca hajArano ceka ApyA tethI sau khuza thayA paNa ene nokarImAMthI kAyama mATe rITAyara karavAmAM Avyo tenuM kAraNa keI samajI zakayuM nahi eTale badhA ekI avAje bolI UThyA ke A zuM? Ama kema? jeNe zeThane bacAvyA teno upakAra te jiMdagIbhara na bhUla joIe. cekIyAte paNa zeThane kahyuM, zeTha! mAre nokarImAMthI chUTA thavuM nathI. A tamAre ceka ne phUlahAra pAchA laI lo ne mane kAyama mATe pAche nokarImAM svIkArI lo, te mArI namra vinaMtI che, tyAre zeThe kahyuM-bhAI! te mArA prANa bacAvyA te badala tAro upakAra te mAnIne tAro satkAra karIne rUA. pAMca hajArano ceka lakhI Ape paNa mArI tane AjJA zuM hatI ne te zuM karyuM ? mArI AjJA e hatI ke AkhI rAta eka paNa jhokuM khAdhA vinA khaDe page cekI karavAnI, tyAre tuM kahe che ke mane AvuM svapna AvyuM te tuM kahe ke svapna kayAre Ave?

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zAradA siddhi 117 UdhyeA hAya tA ja svapna Ave ne? rAtanA cAkIyAtathI ghAya kharuM? A rIte AkhI rAta jAgavAnI mArI AjJAno te bhaMga karyAM che. AjJAno bhaga karIne thatA koI paNa lAbha mAre mATe nakAmeA che. bhale, teM mArA jAna bacAvyA. e badala upakAra mAnIne meM tArA satkAra karyAM. phUlahAra paherAvI bahumAna karyuM. paNa mArI AjJAno bhaMga karyAM enA daMDa rUpa huM tane nokarImAMthI kAyama mATe rajA ApuM chuM. badhue ! AjJA pAlananu keTaluM mahattva che e tame samajyA ne ? ceAkIyAte zeThanI AjJAno bhaMga karyAM teA zeThe ene kAyama mATe nokarImAMthI rada karyAM. te vAta ApaNe paNa samajavAnI che. milamAlika zeTha te paramAtmA ane cAkIyAta samAna jIvAtmA. jyAre ame dIkSA laIe ne tame sAmAyika lo tyAre ApaNe vItarAga prabhune kola ApIe chIe ke he paramAtmA prabhu ! huM... ApanI AjJA pramANe jIvIza. mArA prANu kUrabAna karIza paNa Apela pAMca mahAvratA, pAMca samiti ane traNa guminu' yathAtathya pAlana karIza. dIkSA laIne je AtmA mULa guNu ane uttara guNAmAM vaphAdAra na rahe temane puNya badhAya ane tenAthI pAMca hajAra rUpiyAnA cekano jema devalokanA sukhA prApta thAya paNa te puNyano bhAgavaTA pUrNa thaI jAya pachI zuM ? adhogatinA dvAre ughaDavAnA ke mIjI kaI ? ane A jIvAtmA rUpI cAkIyAtane mAnavabhavamAMthI ghaNAM lAMbA kALa mATe sasapenTa ja thaI javuM paDe. ATalA mATe ApaNe samajavu joie ke bhagavAnanI AjJAno bhaMga karIne game teTalo lAbha thatA hAya teA evA lAbhanI amAre jarUra nathI, kAraNa ke bhagavAnanI AjJA e ja amArA zvAsa ane prANa che. vItarAganI AjJA e ja amAru jIvana che. Aje ghaNAM mANasA kheAle che ke sAdhu sAdhvIoe have mAIkano upayega karavA joI e. jamAno badalAyA che have emanA junA siddhAMtA badalavA joI e. jo mAikano upayAga kare te ghaNI mAnavamedanI lAbha le. bhAI! lAbhanI vAta AgaLa karIne bhagavAnanI AjJAno bhaMga karIne jaina sAdhu sAdhvIoe mAikamAM khelavu' te bilakula ucita nathI. khIjA te sAMbhaLIne keTalu AcaraNa karaze te te jJAnI jANe paNa ame bIjAne lAbha maLe te mATe bhagavAnanI AjJAno bhaMga karIne gunhegAra anyA ne ? mATe AvuM na khelaze. Avu... khelanAra zrAvakA paNa bhagavAnanI AjJAno bhaMga karavAmAM nimitta banIne pApanA bhAgIdAra bane che, mATe have kadI Avu. elazeA nahi. zrAvaka banIne sAdhunA cAritranA lUMTAvanAra na banaze paNa sAdhu jinazAsanane vaphAdAra rahe enI pUrI takedArI rAkhajo. sAdhunA melA kapaDA joIne dugaMchA na karaze. evuM na khelazeA ke sAdhu snAna karatA nathI eTale gadA che. AvuM khelavAthI paNa ana`tA sa'sAra vadhe che. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA teramA adhyayananI vAta cAle che. temAM e sAdhue dugachA karI teA bhava karatA karatA caMDALa kuLamAM utpanna thayA. baMne buddhizALI che,

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118 zAradA siddhi svarUpavAna che ane saMgIta nRtyAdi kaLAomAM khUba pravINa che chatAM emanI nIca jAtinA kAraNe tenA kahevAthI rAjAe te baMne bhAIone nagaranI bahAra kADhI mUkyA. temanA dilamAM khUba duHkha thayuM. ApaNI jAti halakI che tethI loke ApaNI kaLAnI kadara karatA nathI. A rIte apamAnita thayelA te baMne bhAIo nagaranI bahAra dUra jaMgalamAM jaIne rahevA lAgyA. ghaNA samaya pachI vArANasI nagarImAM eka vakhata kaumudI mahotsava zarU thayo. dUra jaMgalamAM vasatA citta ane saMbhUti A baMne bhAIone samAcAra maLyA ke nagarImAM kaumudI mahotsava ujavAI rahyo che, eTale kaumudI mahotsavanI meja mANavAnI emane IcchA thaI. mANasane jyAre keIpaNa cIjanI prabaLa IcchA thAya che tyAre te pUrI karyo chUTake kare che. A baMne bhAIone utsavamAM javAnI prabaLa IcchA thaI tene rekI na zakayA. A samaye rAjAe potAne kADhI mUkyA che te vAta bhUlI gayA, ane kaumudI utsavamAM bhAga levA mATe baMne bhAIo vArANasI nagarImAM AvyA. nagarImAM AvIne pitAnA mukha sapheda vastrothI DhAMkIne eka bAju para UbhA rahIne utsava jevA lAgyA. e vakhate tyAM saMgItanA madhura sUra relAI rahyA hatA. A baMne jaNAto saMgItakaLAmAM ajoDa hatA. jene je kaLA AvaDatI hoya temAM tene rasa vadhu hoya te svAbhAvika che. saMgItanA rasanI prakarSatAthI svabhAvataH temanA moDhAmAMthI ApoApa saMgItanA sUra vahevA lAgyA. jAti dveSanA kAraNe paDele mAra." emanA mukhamAMthI saMgItanA sUra chUTayA eTale pazuo paNa dene tyAM AvIne sthira thaI gayA. AvA kRtimadhura ane hRdayadrAvaka emanA gItane sAMbhaLIne utsavamAM AvelI janatA Azcaryacakti banIne jevA lAgI ke AvuM kRti rasAyana svarUpa ane samasta IndriyonA vyApArane rekanAra A gIta koNa gAI rahyuM che? A saMgIta gAnAra kaI kinnara che ke gAMdharva ? ke keI apsarA gAI rahI che ? je dizAmAMthI sUra Avato hato te dizA tarapha sau cAlyA. zodhatA zodhatA lokoe mukha upara va DhAMkIne ubhelA be caMDALa putrane joyA. emane jotAM ja lokoe moDhA upara DhAMkelA vastrone kheMcIne phagAvI dIdhA. meDhA. upara DhAMkeluM vastra dUra thatAM ja lokoe temane oLakhI lIdhA ke aho ! A vasaMtotsava vakhate rAjAe emane nagara bahAra kADhI mUkayA hatA te ja A caMDALa putra che. je saMgIta emanA haiyAne hiloLe caDhAvatuM hatuM tyAM rAganuM sthAna haiSe jamAvyuM. premanuM sthAna IrSAe lIdhuM. A rIte ekAeka nagarajanenA dilamAM parivartana thatAM loko temanA para krodhe bharAyA ane koI lAtethI, koI muThThIthI temane mAra mAravA lAgyA. mAre to mAryo paNa e Dhora mAra mAryo ke baMne bhAIo bebhAna thaIne jamIna upara paDI gayA. have te baMne bhAIo bhAnamAM Avaze, te zuM vicAra karaze ne kayAM jaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. (Aje khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA sva. gacchAdhipati

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zAradA siddhi 119 AcArya 1008 pUjya harakhacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanI puNyatithi hevAthI pU. mahAsatIjIe temanA prabhAvazALI ane jJAna-darzana-cAritranI rozanIthI jhagamagatA jIvana upara khUba suMdara prakAza pADo hato. je sAMbhaLatA zrotAjanonI AMkhe AMsuthI chalakAI gaI hatI.) samaya te thayo che paNa thelIvAra caritra laIe. caritra - "gurUdeva padhAryAnI vadhAmaNImAM rAjAe vanapAlakane karelo cAla" - jitArI rAjA ane guNasuMdarI rANI baMne jaNA putrane paraNAvyA pachI saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM anAsakta bhAve rahe che. temanuM mana dharma tarapha vizeSa DhaLyuM samaya jatA eka divasa caMdraprabha mahArAja sAheba rAmAnugrAma vicaratA aneka jIvane dharmane lAbha ApatA vizALa ziSya parivAra sAthe ujajainI nagarInA AMgaNe padhAryA. AcArya bhagavaMta ghaNuM vidvAna ane sakala zAstramAM pAraMgata hatA. temanI vANuM ghaNI asarakAraka hatI. evA jJAnI gurU bhagavaMta ujajainI nagarInI bahAra AvelA udyAnamAM padhAryA. vanapAlake temane vaMdana karyA bAda utaravAnI AjJA ApI temaja temane utaravAnI sagavaDa karIne harSabhera deDate jitArI rAjAne jJAnI gurU padhAryAnI maMgala vadhAmaNI ApavA mATe rAjamahelamAM AvyuM. AvIne mahArAjAne be hAtha joDIne kahyuM, he mahArAjAdhirAja ! ApaNA udhAnamAM bhavatAraka, mahAjJAnI gurUrAja padhAryA che. Apa jaladI temanA darzanArthe padhAre. jitArI rAjAe zubha samAcAra sAMbhaLIne pitAnA hAthamAM paherelI badhI vITIo vanapAlakane bheTa ApI dIdhI. AgaLanA rAjA mahArAjAo dharmanA premI hatA. gurU padhAryAnI vadhAmaNI devA AvanAra vanapAlakane nyAla karI detA. keTalI gurUbhakti haze ! tamane koI gurU padhAryAnA samAcAra devA Ave te tame AvanArane zuM Apaze? (hasAhasa) vanapAlaka samAcAra ApI khuza thaIne cAlya gaye. AcAryazrInA AgamanathI guNasenanuM haiyuM nAcI UThayuM. rAjakAjanA badhA kAma paDatA mUkIne gurU bhagavaMtanA darzana karavA mATe pahoMcI gayA. gurUdevanA darzana karIne beThA eTale AcArya bhagavaMte dharmadezanAno prAraMbha karyo. he bhavyAtmAo! A jagatamAM dharmathI sarva kArya siddha thAya che. dharma sarva manoratho pUrA karavAmAM kalpavRkSa samAna che, pApa rUpa vRkSone bhedavAmAM hasti samAna che ane sukRtane vadhAravAmAM mukhya kAraNa rUpa kaI hoya te te dharma che. dharmathI kaTe ane vighno dUra thAya che. dharmanA ArAdhanathI AtmAne lAgelA karmo kSINa thatA jAya che aneka prakAranA dAnamAM jema abhayadAna zreSTha che, sarva guNamAM jema kSamA guNa zreSTha che tema sarva sAdhyomAM dharma zreSTha che. jeNe ekavAra dharmAmRtanuM pAna karyuM hoya te AtmAnA sarva kArya siddha thayA ema samajavuM. kAraNa ke jemane dUdha maLyuM hoya che tenA mATe pachI dahIM, ghI vagere padArtho sulabha hoya che tema jene dharmarUpI ratna maLyuM che tenA sarva kAryo siddha thAya che. he bhavyAtmAo! A saMsAramAM devane

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zAradA sili paNa ati durlabha e manuSya janma pAmIne jeo dharmanI ArAdhanA nathI karatA te mahAmahenate meLavelA ciMtAmaNI ratnane samudramAM phekI de che. he rAjana! have dharma kahe kene? jenAmAM mukhya dayA hoya tene bhagavAne dharma kahyo che. jenAmAM dayA nathI te sAco dharma nathI. jema nAyaka vinAnuM sainya game teTaluM moTuM hoya te paNa te niSphaLa nIvaDe che, tema dayA vinAno dharma niSphaLa nIvaDe che, mATe dayAne pradhAna gaNavAmAM AvI che. "gurU mahArAjanA upadezathI jitArI rAjAnuM maMthana karatuM mana.": gurU bhagavaMtanA mukhethI AvI amUlya amRtamaya vANI sAMbhaLIne jitArI rAjAnA hayAmAM harSollAsanA mojA uchaLavA lAgyA. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLI gurUne vaMdana karIne mahArAjA pitAnA rAjabhavanamAM AvyA ane pitAne rAjakAryamAM joDAyA, paNa gurU bhagavaMtane upadeza emanA magajamAM gUjavA lAgyA. Akho divasa pUrNa thayo. rAtrinA zAMta vAtAvaraNamAM ekAMtamAM rAjA AtmaciMtana karavAmAM joDAyA. aha! meM Aja sudhI mane maLele uttama mAnavabhava arthahIna pravRttimAM veDaphI nAMkhe. bhautika sukha mATe meM rAta divasa dhAMdhala ane dhamAla karI ane zAzvata sukha ApanAra dharmanI ArAdhanA karI nahi. e mahAtmAone dhanya che ke jeoe A saMsArano tyAga karyo che. saMsArathI, saMsAranI vAsanAthI virakta thaIne jeo mAtra AtmajJAna ane AtmaciMtanamAM rata rahe che tevA muni bhagavatene hajAra vAra dhanyavAda che. temanuM jIvana jIvyuM sArthaka che. savAra ane sAMja, sukha ane duHkha, AzA ane nirAzA, jaya ane parAjaya amIrAI ane garIbAI ema dvo jagatamAM cAlyA kare che. kALanuM cakra niraMtara aviratapaNe ghUmatuM rahe che. kSaNe kSaNe AyuSyakSINa thatuM rahe che. aMte A jIva kALane keLiye banI jAya che tyAre mAnavIne parivAramAMthI koI tenI sAthe jatuM nathI. putra, patnI, mAtA-pitA, svajanamitra e samaye kaMI kAma lAgatA nathI. e badhAne ahIM mUkIne paralokagamana karavuM paDe che. te samaye te A bhave je kaMI achata ane duSkata karyA hoya te sAthe Ave che. bAkInuM badhuM ahI rahI jAya che. gurUdeve kahyuM che te sAva satya che. sarvajJa bhagavaMte prarUpelo jaina dharma kalyANakArI che ane temAM paNa nivRttine mArga te anaMta kalyANakArI che. tenI ArAdhanAthI samasta AdhivyAdhi-upAdhi, janma-jarA ane maraNane sarvathI nAza thAya che. mAre paNa have e ja dharmanuM ArAdhana karavuM joIe. kALarAjA mAre keLiye karI jAya te pahelA mAre dharmanI sAdhanA karI levI joIe, kAraNa ke AyuSyane zuM bharoso che? A rIte jitArI rAjAe AkhI rAta AtmaciMtanamAM pasAra karI. have AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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vyAkhyAna na. - 13 zrAvaNa suda ne 3 gurUvAra tA. 26-7-79 anaMtajJAnI, zAsana samrATa, paramArthadazI tIrthakara devee bhavya jIvonA ekAMta hita mATe upadeza ApatA kahyuM ke he mahAnubhAvo ! dravyathI trasapa, paMcendriyanI paTutA, sukulAtpati temaja manuSya janma vagere maLyuM che. kSetrathI AryakSetra. A bhArata bhUmimAM batrIsa hajAra dezo che temAM AryakSetra phakta 2pA che. bAkInA badhA anAryakSetre che. te AryakSetramAM janma muzkela che. AryakSetramAM paNa AryakuLa ane AryapaNuM prApta karavuM kaThIna che. bhagavAna uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM bolyA che ke ladhdhUNa vi mANusattaNaM, AriyataM puNarAvi dullahaM / vada tathA mijIpuyA, samaye yama mA pamAyaNa // a. 10 gAthA 15 manuSyabhava prApta karyA pachI paNa jIvane Aye dezanA AryakuLamAM janma maLa te ghaNe durlabha che. AryakuLamAM janma maLyA pachI Aryatva prApta karavuM kaThIna che, je kAraNa ke manuSya bhava pAmIne paNa ghaNuM cera ane ple che thAya che, mATe tamAre samaya pramAdamAM vyatIta karaze nahi. kALathI avasarpiNa kALanA cothA ArA samaya prApta tha muzkela che ke je samaye dharmakaraNI sugama rIte thAya che, ane bhAvathI zAzravaNa, dharmazraddhA, cAritrAcaraNa ane karma kSayezamAnusAra virati pariNAma vagere samaya maLe che. dravya sAmagrI kSetra sAmagrInI khAsa apekSA rAkhe che, je kSetramAM dharmacaryA nathI hotI te kSetramAM dravya sAmagrI anarthane pedA kare che. dravya sAmagrI ane kSetra sAmagrI baMnene samAgama thAya paNa je kALasAmagrI na hoya te kAryasiddhi thaI zake nahi, kAraNa ke je kALamAM tIrthakarane yoga hoya athavA suvihita AcArya, upAdhyAya ane munivarone vega hoya te AtmAo pUrvokta baMne sAmagrIone lAbha laI zake. AvI suMdara sAmagrIonA suga sAthe AvuM rUDuM jinazAsana maLyuM che. jene jinaprabhunuM zAsana maLyuM tenA bhAgya ughaDI gayA. samajI le, bhagavAnanuM zAsana kevuM che? mahAvIra prabhujInuM zAsana kevuM, jANe camakatA caMdra jevuM, kevuM che. A zAsana kevuM (2) zItaLa kevuM mArga bhUlyA jIvone sanmArga batAvatA, kumatI haThAvIne sumati e sUjhADatA, jhagamagatA dipakanI jyoti jevuM.........mahAvIra.. AkhA divasanI garamIthI tapI gayelI pRthvIne caMdra zItaLa banAvI de che. caMdranI zItaLatAthI jIva zAtA pAme che. aMdhakArane dUra karI sArI avanine prakAzathI jhagamagatI banAvI de che tema prabhujInuM zAsana anAdikALathI bhavATavImAM bhUlA paDelA zA. 16

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1rara zAradA siddhi jIvAne sAcA mArga khatAve che. kumati dUra karIne sumati Ape che. AvuM uttama zAsana maLe pachI jIvane kaMI kamInA rahe kharI? jema kAInA karAne kAI nAmAMkti zrImaMta zeThanI peDhI upara besADavAmAM Ave ne e sukhI thAya tyAre kAI pUche ke bhAI! tamArA dIkarA zu kAma kare che? tA kahe phalANA zeThanI peDhImAM kAma kare che, peDhInu nAma sAMbhaLIne pUchanAra vyakti kaheze ke A teA nyAla thaI javAya evI ujaLI peDhI che, A sa'sAranI dravya peDhI sArI hAya te ema mAnA che ke nyAla thaI gayA te have vicAra karI. AvA uttama mAnavabhavamAM vItarAga prabhunI nAmAMkita ane ujaLI peDhI maLI che teA A peDhI upara besanArA keTalA cAla banI jAya! mahAvIra prabhunA zAsananI peDhInu' sTeTa maLavu e sahelI vAta nathI. mahAna puNyadaye je sTeTa maLyuM che tene A bhavamAM kharAkhara sArthaka karI lejo. vIra prabhunA mukhakamaLamAMthI jharelI atima vANI uttarAdhyayana sUtranA teramA adhyayanamAM citta ane sazrutinI vAta cAle che. citta ane sa*bhUti nAmanA baMne caMDALa putra kaumudI utsavamAM AvyA. temanA mukhamAMthI vahetI sa'gItadhAra sAMbhaLavAmAM loko gAMDAtUra anyA, paNa jyAM mADhethI kapaDu' khaseDIne joyu` ke A te pelA bhUttadatta caDALanA putrA che. tyAM loko emane patharA mAravA lAgyA te koI pagathI tA kAI lAThIthI prahAra karavA lAgyA. evA mUDha mAra mAryAM ke baMne bhAIe mAranI asahya pIDAthI bebhAna thaIne paDI gayA. eka tA ca'DAla jAtinA tiraskAra ane bIjI' eka vakhata rAjAe emane zikSA karIne kADhI mUkayA hatA, chatAM pAchA pharIne AvyA eTale leAkeA ema khelavA lAgyA ke emaNe rAjyaAjJAno lopa karyo che tethI rAjyazAsananA e ane droha karanArA che tethI emane mArIne kADhI mUko. madhue ! A baMne chokarAo keTalA hoMziyAra che chatAM emanI nIca jAtine kAraNe nagarajanA emane keTalo tiraskAra kare che ? A tiraskAra thavAmAM mukhya kAraNa jIvanA kama che. jyAM sudhI kAyAnA saMga che tyAM sudhI krama rahevAnA che. kAyA eTale ke A zarIra che tyAM badhI upAdhi che. jyAM zarIra che tyAM janma che. khAvu.-pIvu'-kamAvu' A badhI upAdhi paNa zarIrane mATe che. dagA-prapa`ca vagere paNa zarIranA pASaNa mATe karavA paDe che ne ? dagA prapaMca karIne khUba dhana kamAyA eTale jIvanI tRSNA paNa vadhatI jAya che. tRSNA vadhe eTale dA, prapaMca, kAvAdAvA A badhuM vadhyA karavAnuM che. sAthe kama khadhana paNa vadhatu' javAnu' che paNa tRSNAvata manuSya pAchaLanA vicAra nathI karatA ke AvI rIte dhana meLavIne mAru' parabhavamAM zu' thaze? khasa, enI tRSNA vadhatI jAya che. AkAza jeTalI mATI cAdara banAvIne hIrA-mANeka, meAtI vagere dhanathI bharI ApavAmAM Ave te paNa tRSNAva ta manuSyanI tRSNAzAMta thatI nathI. jema jema lAbha maLatA jAya che tema tema lobha vadhatA jAya che. huM tamane

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zAradA siddhi 123 pUchuM chuM ke tame badhA surata AvyA tyAre tamArI keTalI IcchA hatI? ahIM beThelAmAM sUratanA vatanI te AMgaLInA veDhe gaNI zakAya teTalA che. bAkI te badhA alaga alaga dezanA vatanI che. ahIM AvyA tyAre je hatuM tenA karatAM atyAre keTalA badhA sukhI cho chatAM tRSNAne tAga Ave che? nA. eka dukAna dhamadhokAra cAle che te have bIjI karuM. eka phekaTarI karI, barAbara kamANI thaI te have bIjI phekaTarI nAkhuM. A rIte divase divase tRSNa vadhatI jAya che. bhaharie vairAgyazatakamAM kahyuM che ke. niH svo vaSTi zatI dazazataM lakSaM sahasrAdhipo, lakSezaH kSitirAjatAM, kSitipati svakrezatA vAJchati / cakezaH surarAjatAM, surapatibrahmAspadaM vAJchati. brahmA viSNupadaM hariH zivapadaM tRSNAvadhiM ko gataH // nirdhana mANasa so rUpiyAnI, sattAdhIza hajAranI, sahastrAdhIza lakSAdhipati banavAnI, lakSAdhipati rAjA banavAnI, rAjA cakravati pada meLavavAnI, cakravati surendra padanI, suredra brahmAjInuM pada prApta karavAnI, brahmA viSNunA padanI ane viSNujI mahAdevanA padanI IcchA kare che. have vicAra karo. tRSNAne koNa jItI zakayuM che? tRSNavaMta manuSya tRSNane jItI zakatA nathI. tRSNa jevuM A saMsAramAM bIjuM kaI moTuM duHkha nathI. tRSNavaMta manuSya jyAre joIe tyAre duHkhIne duHkhI hoya che. be pADozI vahepArIoe divALI najIka AvatA copaDA tapAsI naphATAnuM saravaiyuM kADhayuM. emAM ekane traNa lAkhane naphe thayo ne bIjAne cha lAkhane naphe thaye. eTale traNa lAkhane naphe thayo che tenA dIkarAo harakhAvA lAgyA ke A varSa ApaNuM ghaNuM sAruM gayuM. patnIne khabara paDI eTale e paNa harakhAI gaI tyAre ene pati ghera AvIne raDavA lAgyA. enI patnI pUche che nAtha! Aje te AnaMdane divasa che. chokarA khabara lAvyA che ke A varSe traNa lAkhane napho thaze. A naphAnI khuzAlImAM Aje ApaNe kaMsAra banAvIne ja joIe. tenA badale tame te ATaluM badhuM raDe che? tyAre pelo raDato raDate kahe che arena raDuM te zuM karuM? ApaNA pADozI phakIracaMdane cha lAkhane napho thayo ne ApaNane te phakta traNa lAkhane napho thaye. (hasAhasa) emanI patnI kahe che tamArA nAmanA mAre keTalA baLApA karavA? phakIracaMdane bhale cha lAkhane napho thaye. emAM ApaNe raDavAnI kayAM jarUra che? gayA varSe to mAMDa mAMDa cAlIsa hajArane napho thaye hatuM ke A varSe traNa lAkhane napho thaye te ApaNA mATe ghaNuM che. ema samajIne saMtoSa rAkhe. juo, tRSNa keTalI bhayaMkara che! tame eka vicAra kare ke pahelA ApaNI pAse kaMI na hatuM tenA badale Aje dALa, bhAta, roTalI, zAka khAIe chIe. thIgaDAM vinAnA kapaDA paheravA mATe che ne rahevA mATe sAruM ghara che. ATaluM maLyA pachI vadhAre zuM joIe?

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124. zAradA siddhi mANasanI pAse game teTalI milakata hoya paNa Aja sudhI tame kayAMya evuM sAMbhaLyuM che ke mANasa hIrA, senuM ke rUpiyA khAya che. bahu te roja navA navA miSTAnna khAya paNa hIrA-motI keI khAI zake ? nA A amArI bahenamAM keInI pAse paccIsa, koInI pAse pacAsa te keInI pAse se sADalA haze, ghera kabATanA kabATa bharyA haze paNa koI eka sAthe be sADI paherI zake che? nA. chatAM jIvanI tRSNA keTalI che? devAnupriye ! bhagavaMta kahe che anAdikALathI jIva tRNu karate AvyuM che. have samaje ne tRSNA ochI karIne saMteSanA gharamAM Ave. tRSNA te evI bhayaMkara che ke e tRSNa pUrI karavA mATe jIva dazA prapaMca kare che, anyAya kare che, jUThuM bole che. keInuM khUna karatAM ne vizvAsaghAta karatA paNa pAchA paDatA nathI. ati tRSNa lobha utpanna karAve che. sarva pApane bApa je kaI hoya te lobha che. lobha ke bhayaMkara che te upara eka banelI satya ghaTanA kahu. lobhI mANasa jeTalA pApa na kare teTalA ochA che. bIjA avaguNe te ekeka guNeno nAza kare che, paNa lobha te manuSyanA sarvaguNane nAza kare che. dazavaikAlika sUtramAM bhagavAne kahyuM che ne ke kohI pII paNAsei, mANA viNaya nAsaNI / mAyA mirA nApha, sarva vikhANA a8 gAthA 38 . jyAre mANasane khUba krodha Ave che tyAre mukhamAMthI na kahevAnA zabdo bahAra kADhe che, eTale bIjAne duHkha thAya che ane ekabIjA vaccenI prItinI gAMTha chUTI jAya che. jyAre mAna Ave che tyAre ema thAya che ke huM kaMIka chuM. abhimAnathI akakaDa thaye eTale enAmAMthI vinaya guNa vidAya thaI jAya che. mAyAvI mANasa bahArathI judu bole ne aMtaramAM paNa judu hoya che. mIThuM bolIne mANasane dage devAthI ekabIjA sAthenI mitratA tUTI jAya che. A traNa te ekeka guNane nAza kare che paNa jIvanamAM rahelA badhA guNane nAza karanAra jo koI hoya te lobha che, kAraNa ke lobhI mANasa daMbha kare, dagA prapaMca kare, chaLakapaTa kare, vizvAsaghAta kare che. lobha e sarva guNone bhakSI janAra bhayaMkara rAkSasa che. mATe enAthI khUba sAvadhAna rahe. lobhI mANasa kevA kevA pApa kare che ane e pApa ene kevuM phaLa Ape che te ghaTanA sAMbhaLIne tamane samajAze. mANekacaMda ane motIcaMda nAmanA be vahepArI hatA. e baMne mitra hatA. baMnene ekabIjA para khUba vizvAsa hato. baMne ekabIjA pAsethI mAlanI levaDadevaDa karatA. eka vakhata motIcaMde mANekacaMda pAsethI kiMmatI hIrA kharIdhyA. e hIrA mANekacaMdabhAIe eka DabbImAM mUkIne metIcaMdabhAIne ApyA. e ja DabbImAM kAgaLa nIce bIjA cAra kiMmatI hIrA hatA, paNa ene mANekacaMdabhAIne khyAla na rahyo. DabbI laIne motIcaMda ene ghera gaye ne rAtre pote kharIdelA naMga bahAra kADhIne jovA lAgyo.

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zAradA siddhi 125 DImAMthI pite kharIdelA naMga kAvyA eTale kAgaLanA paDa nIce bIjuM kaMI che ema lAgyuM tethI kAgaLa bahAra kADhIne joyuM te nIce cAra amUlya hIrA hatA. jhagamagatA hIrA joIne motIcaMdanI dAnata bagaDI. eNe te laIne tijorImAM mUkI dIdhA. A cAra hIrA eka muslIma jhaverInA hatA. e thaDA divasa pahelA ja mANekacaMdane tyAM mUkI gayo hato. A vAta mANekacaMdathI vismRta thaI gaI paNa paMdareka divasa pachI ene e vAta yAda AvI. tapAsa karI paNa hIrA na maLyA eTale mANekacaMdane yAda AvyuM ke meM motIcaMdane je DabbImAM hIrA ApyA che temAM ja kAgaLa nIce meM mUkelA hatA paNa emanA manamAM thayuM ke motIcaMda te bahu khAnadAna che ane mAro mitra che. ene e vAtanI khabara nahi hoya. khabara paDaze ke tarata mane sAmethI AvIne ApI jaze. potAnA mitra para ATalo vizvAsa hatuM, paNa metIcaMda pharIne dekhAya nahi eTale mANekacaMdabhAI hAlI cAlIne ene ghera gayA. motIcaMde karelo vizvAsaghAta" :- uparathI mIThe ane manane mele metIcaMda mANekacaMdabhAIne pitAne ghera Avato joIne kahe che padhAre....padhAre. Aje ApanA punIta pagalA mAre ghera thayA. mane khUba AnaMda thayo. ema kahIne besADayA. pachI mANekacaMde kahyuM bhAI ! meM tamane je DabbImAM hIrA makIne ApyA hatA te DabbImAM kAgaLanA paDa nIce cAra hIrA bhUlathI rahI gayA che. te mane pAchA Ape ne? tyAre motIcaMde kahyuM bhAI hIrA zuM ne vAta zI? tamArI DabbImAM kAMI hatuM ja nahiM. mANekacaMde kahyuM bhAI! huM satya kahuM chuM ke e ja DabbImAM kAgaLanA paDa nIce cAra hIrA mUkyA hatA. te mArI zarata cukathI rahI gayA che, tyAre motIcaMda gusse thaIne be ke tamArA hIrA ke kaMI hatuM ja nahi. tame mane beTA gaLe paDo cho. je je koInA maDha kahetA nahi. A sAMbhaLI mANekacaMdabhAI to sthira thaI gayA. nakkI kiMmatI hIrA jeIne enI dAnata bagaDI lAge che. mArA pitAnA hota te kAMI ciMtA nahi paNa A te pArakAnA che. have zuM karavuM? ene vizvAsa hate ke motIcaMda vizvAsaghAta nahi kare paNa A te ulaTuM banyuM. devAnupriye! paiso cIja evI che ke bhalabhalA mANasanI buddhi bagADe paNa yAda rAkhajo ke do keIno sago nathI. pelA motIlAle dago karyo. mANekacaMdane khUba duHkha thayuM ke mArA mitre Avo dage karyo? A vAtane thoDA divasa thayA tyAM jenA hIrA hatA. te muslIma vahepArIe potAnA hIrA mAMgyA eTale mANekacaMde kahyuM bhAI! huM satya kahuM chuM ke meM e DabbImAM bIjA hIrA mUkIne bhUlathI koIne ApI dIdhA che. meM ene mATe tapAsa karI che. paNa have e hIrA kaI rIte pAchA maLe tema nathI. tamArA hIrAnI jeTalI kiMmata hoya teTalI khuzIthI kahe huM cUkavI devA taiyAra chuM. mANekacaMda khUba nItivAna hatuM. e kadI koIne dago karate nahIM eTale

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zAradA siddhi A bAbatanuM enA dilamAM khUba duHkha che. je anIti karanArA che tenA dilamAM duHkha thatuM nathI. e to bIjAne kacaDIne paNa AnaMda mAne che. baMdhuo! A uttama mAnavajanma pAmIne dagA prapaMca na karaze. | musalamAna jhaverIe kahyuM mANekacaMdabhAI? amAre e hIrA koI saMjogomAM vecavAnA nathI. jyAre mArA lagna thayA tyAre e hIrA lagna prasaMge bheTa maLelA che. eTale e amAre mana zukananA hIrA che. pahelA ame garIba hatA paNa jyArathI e hIrA amArA gharamAM AvyA tyArathI amAre ghera pANInA pUranI jema lakSamI AvI che ne Aje ame moTA zrImaMta banI gayA chIe. eTale amAre te amArA e hIrA ja pAchA joIe. mANekacaMde muslIma bhAIne khUba samajAvyA paNa kaI rIte samajyA nahi eTale pharIne mANekacaMda motIcaMdane ghera gayAne hAra ApavA mATe khUba samajAvyuM ne kahyuM bhAI! tuM kahe teTalA paisA ApuM paNa e hIrA mane pAchA ApI de te tAre mATe upakAra mAnIza paNa jene pacAvI pADavuM hoya te kayAMthI samaje? mANekacaMdabhAI sIdhA muslIma jhaverIne ghera gayA ne vAta karI ke meM motIcaMdane khUba samajAvyo paNa kaI rIte e kabUla thatuM nathI. have huM zuM karuM? mAre koI upAya nathI. have te tame je bhAva kaho te bhAva huM ApI devA taiyAra chuM, tyAre musalamAna jhaverI kahe che mANekacaMda ! amAre e hIrA vecavA ja nathI. tame lAkha rUpiyA Ape te amAre nathI joItA, bIjA rUmamAM A musalamAna jhaverInA pitA alIhusena beThA hatA. temaNe A badhI vAta sAMbhaLI tethI tarata huM bahAra AvyA. chokarAone kahyuM "are, kayA bAta hai? "mANekacaMda zeTha apane ghara Aye hai!" eTale mANekacaMde alIhusenane badhI vAta karI. A alIhusena mANekacaMdanA jUnA mitra hatA. alIhusena moTA vahepArI hatA. temanuM bajAramAM ghaNuM mAna hatuM, paNa hamaNAM thoDA samayathI dhaMdhe choDI khudAnI baMdagI karatA. teo mANekacaMda ke khAnadAna ane pramANika vahepArI che te jANatA hatA. eTale emaNe kahyuM ke mANekacaMda zeTha! mujhe tumhArA para pUro vizvAsa hai, maiM tumhArI vAta mAnatA huM, tuma motIcaMda ke hamAre yahAM le Ao aura tuma mujhe lavAda banA de. meM je phesalA karuM te mAna lena" mANekacaMda e vAta kabUla karIne motIcaMdane bolAvavA mATe gayA. mANekacaMda bolAvavA Ave eTale motIcaMde ene uddhatAIthI kahyuM tuM mane cora TharAve che? meM tArA hIrA nathI lIdhA. zA mATe mAre ghera katarAnI jema hAlyo Ave che? kevA apamAnajanaka zabdo kahyA? pitAnI cIja javA chatAM AvuM apamAna sahana karavuM paDe che. paNa zuM thAya? Aje sAcAnI duniyA nathI. eka jamAne e hatuM ke AvuM kaMI bane te khuda rAjA ene nyAya karatA. je gunhegAra nIkaLe tene sajA karatA ne pramANika hoya tene zAbAzI ApatA, eTale rAjAo prajAne priya banatA ne prajA paNa rAjAne mATe prANa pAtharatI.

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zAradA siddhi 127 viradhavala rAjAnA jIvanane eka prasaMga che. viradhavala rAjA LakAmAM rAjya karatA hatA. pahelA dhoLakA virATa nagaranA nAmathI oLakhAtuM hatuM. Aja e nAnuM gAma banI gayuM che paNa pahelA moTuM zahera hatuM. enI jAhojalAlI khUba hatI. viradhavala rAjAe khUba lokapriyatA meLavelI. jyAre e mRtyu pAmyA ane smazAnamAM agnisaMskAra karavAne thaye tyAre lokhaMDanA tAranI vADa bAMdhavI paDI hatI. je rAtre rAjA gujarI gayA hatA te ja rAtre rAjyanA guptacara dvArA khabara paDI ke AvatI kAle rAjAnI citAmAM ekaso dasa yuvAne jhapApAta karavAnA che kAraNa ke rAjA mRtyu pAmatA nagarajananA hozakoza uDI gayA ne jIvanamAMthI rasa paNa UDI gayuM ke amArA pAlakapitA, paraduHkhabhajana, duHkhIonA belI cAlyA gayA. have amAre jIvIne zuM kAma che? ema samajIne yuvAne varadhavala rAjAnI ciMtAmAM paDIne baLI maravAnA hatA. e yuvAne rAjAnI citAmAM nRpApAta na karI zake te mATe citAne pharatI lokhaMDanA tAranI vADa karI hatI. ane cokIdAre khaDe page ceka karavA UbhA rahyA. TUMkamAM e rAjAo kevA haze ke prajAjane emanI pAchaLa pitAnA prANanuM balidAna devA taiyAra thaI jatA, Aje te kaI prajAne Ave nyAya ApanAra nathI. alIhusene karelo nyAya": mANekacaMda zeThe jema tema karIne motIcaMdane samajAvyuM ane bIje divase muslIma jhaverIne ghera laI AvyuM ne badhA beThaka rUmamAM beThA eTale alIhusena bAjunA rUmamAMthI yA khudA .....yA khudA karatA tyAM AvyA ne kahyuM ke metIcaMdabhAI, kayA bAta hai? mANekacaMda zeTha kA hIrA kI kayA bAta hai? tuma lega samajadAra ImAnadAra jeharI hai aura e saba kayA bAta hai? metIcaMde kahyuM cAcA ! DabbImAM te meM je hIrA kharIda karyA te hatA. mANekacaMda taddana juThuM bele che tyAre alIhusene kahyuM-cadi je tuma sacce che te khudA kA nAma lekara yaha merI kurAna para hAtha rAkho. metIcaMde kahyuM - hA huM hAtha mUkavA taiyAra chuM mANekacaMde kahyuM huM paNa tame jema kahe tema karavA taiyAra chuM, tyAre motIcaMda uchaLIne kahe che alIcAcA ! je tamane ethI paNa mArA upara vizvAsa na hoya te mArA ekanA eka dIkarAnA kasama khAIne kahuM chuM ke tamArA hIrA e DabbImAM na hatA. alIhusene kahyuM are metIcaMda! tumane ce kyA kiyA? ItanI sI bAtameM bhI laDake kI kasama khAlI ! acchA nahi kiyA. yA allA! yA khudA! karmane prapaH alIhusenanA beThaka rUmamAM A pramANe vAtacIta thatI hatI tyAM te mANasa pokAra karatAM tyAM doDatA AvyA ke metIcaMdazeTha, doDo doDe. tamArA kahIyA kuMvara jevA ekanA eka dIkarAne gADI laIne pharavA jatAM gADI sAthe khaTAre athaDAvAthI ekasIDanTa thaye che ne khUba vAgyuM che. metIcaMda zeTha doDatA tyAM

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128 zAradA siddhi pahoMcI gayA. jaIne jue te dIkarAnA mAthAnI dhorI nasa tUTI javAthI prANapaMkherU UDI gayuM hatuM. vIjaLInA karaMTanI jema AMcako lAge. pika mUkIne rane enA manamAM thaI gayuM ke mArA hAthanA karyA haiye vAgyA. meM mANekacaMdanA hIrA pacAvI pADyA te e pApano badalo mane ahIne ahIM ja maLI gamAro ekane eka lADakavA Ama cAlyA gaye. AvA pApa karIne meLavelI saMpattine mAre zuM karavI che? ahIM te mAre dIkare cAlyo gayo e duHkha kaMI ocho che? ane paralokamAM mAre kevA duHkhe bhegavavA paDaze? have enI AMkha khulI gaI eTale bIje ja divase muslIma jhaverInA zukanavaMtA cAra hIrA laIne motIcaMda mANekacaMda zeThane ghera AvyA ne khoLAmAM mAthuM mUkI chUTe meDha raDIne kahyuM-bhAI! meM tAre ghaNe mATe aparAdha karyo che. mane mArA aparAdhanI mArA karmo sajA karI dIdhI che. A tArA hIrA laIne tuM paNa mane mAphI Apa. have AvI sajA bhogavavAnI mArAmAM tAkAta nathI. mANekacaMde tene AzvAsana ApI zAMta karyo ne pelA muslIma jhaverIne hIrA emane seMpI dIdhA. A vAta AkhA gAmamAM vAyuvege phelAI gaI ke metIcaMda zeThe mANekacaMda zeThanA hIrA paDAvI lIdhA hatA tethI kudarate mahAkepa karyo. A ghaTanAthI jeNe jeNe pArakAnuM dhana pacAvI pADayuM hatuM. temane ema thayuM ke ApaNe pArakuM dhana laIe te ApaNuM ' chekarA AvI rIte marI jAya. mATe ApaNe jenA paisA pacAvI pADayA che te ApI daIe. A banAvathI bIjA lokone preraNA maLI ane jenuM dhana pacAvI pADayuM hatuM tenuM temane ApI dIdhuM. TUMkamAM paisAne lebha keTalo anartha ane dagArapaMca karAve che. ajJAnI che dagA prapaMca karIne dhana meLavIne khuza thAya che paNa e pApakarmo udayamAM Ave che tyAre jIva raDI raDIne bhegave che. ApaNu cAlu adhikAramAM citta ane saMbhUti baMnene mAra paDavAthI bebhAna thaI gayA. kudaratI zItaLa pavananI lahera AvavAthI baMne jaNa svastha thayA. bhAnamAM AvyA. potAnI A dazA joIne dilamAM khUba duHkha thayuM ne vicAravA lAgyA ke ahe! dhikkAra che A pagarane ! nagarajanene ke amArI hInajAtinA kAraNe amArA guNanI kaI kadara karatuM nathI. A rIte te baMne bhAI e khedathI khinna banIne nagarathI bahAra dUra dUra udyAnamAM cAlyA gayA. tyAM jaIne vicAra karavA lAgyA ke dhikAra che ApaNI nIca jAtine! ke A nIca jAtine kAraNe mAnavajAtie mAnya rAkhela kaLAone paNa tiraskAra thAya che. kaLAnA tiraskAranuM kAraNa ApaNe pote ja chIe. A kaLAo je ApaNAmAM na AvI hota te tene anAdara na thAta. A caMDALanI jAtie ja ApaNuM rUpa, lAvaNya, yauvana, nRtya, gIta, saMgIta Adi kaLAnA kalApane samasta janatA taraphathI apamAnita banAvela che. te have AvA apamAna bharelA jIvana jIvavAmAM zuM majhA che? AnA karatAM te ApaghAta karIne marI javuM

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zAradA siddhi 129 zreyakArI che. ema vicAra karIne baMne bhAIo mAtApitAnI rajA lIdhA vinA dakSiNa dizA tarapha cAlI nIkaLyAM. cAlatA cAlatA ghaNe dUra nIkaLI gayA. tyAM temaNe eka UMco parvata je eTale vicAra karyo ke A parvata upara caDhIne khUba UMcethI jamIna upara paDatuM mUkavuM e ja ApaNuM mATe egya che. A nizcaya karI bane bhAIe parvata upara caDyA. te vakhate emanI najara ekAeka eka zilA nIce beThelA munirAja upara paDI. munirAja aghora tapasvI hatA, eTale ugra tapanA kAraNe emanuM zarIra taddana sUkAI gayuM hatuM. A vakhate munirAja thAnAvasthAmAM magna hatA. A munirAjane joIne baMne bhAIone khUba AnaMda thaze. emanA manamAM thayuM aho ! ApaNe puNyavAna chIe. maratA maratA paNa AvA pavitra mahAtmAnA ApaNane darzana thayA. ApaNe A muninI pAse jaI emanA darzana karIne pachI ApaghAta karIe te ApaNuM jIvana saphaLa thAya. A vicAra karIne teo baMne jaNa muni pAse AvyA ne bhaktibhAvapUrvaka saMtanA caraNamAM mastaka jhUkAvyuM. barAbara e ja samaye munirAje dhyAna pALyuM ne pUchayuM-bhAI! tame baMne koNa che? ne AvA ghora jaMgalamAM zA mATe AvyA che? A baMne bALakone bhAI ! AvuM kahenAra paNa keI na hatuM, kAraNa ke jyAM jAya tyAM temane tiraskAra thatuM hatuM. tenA badale premathI nItaratA muninA zabdo sAMbhaLIne temanI AMkhamAM codhAra AMsu vahevA lAgyA, tyAre karUNAnA sAgara munirAje kahyuM che bALaka ! tame raDe nahi. tamAre zuM duHkha che? je heya te mane kahe, tyAre baMne bALakee raDatA hRdaye potAnI jIvanakahAnI munirAja samakSa kahI saMbhaLAvI. pite parvata upara ApaghAta karavA mATe caDhayA che te vAta paNa kahI saMbhaLAvI. have munirAja temane zuM upadeza Apaze tenA bhAva avasare. (Aje sva. mahAna viduSI saraLa svabhAvI sidhAMtapremI pU. jazubAI mahAsatIjInI puNyatithi hevAthI pU. mahAsatIjIe temanA cAritrasabhara jIvanamAM rahelA viziSTa guNonuM varNana karI azrubhInI AMkhe zraddhAMjalI ApI hatI.) caritra:- jitArI rAjAe caMdraprabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI vANI sAMbhaLI tenuM AkhI rAta ciMtana karyuM. e upadeza e emanA hRdayamAM jaDAI gayuM ke have teo vizeSa prakAre dharmArAdhanAmAM rata rahevA lAgyA. rAja vaibhavamAM vasavA chatAM te udAsIna bhAve rahetA hatA. eka samaya naranAtha bAga, zila5Ta dekha sapUra, dharmArAdhana karIne beThe, vastrAbhUSaNa kara dUra, deve jitArI rAjanI karelI parIkSA -eka divasa mahArAjA bagIcAmAM gayA. bagIcAmAM pharatA pharatA eka suMdara zilA temanA jevAmAM AvI. zilA jeIne rAjAnA zA. 17

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130 zAradA siddhi manamAM thayuM ke A zAMta vAtAvaraNamAM dhyAna karavAne khUba AnaMda Avaze. ema vicAra karIne mahArAjA pitAnA vastrAbhUSaNo utArI bAjumAM mUkI zilA para padmAsana lagAvIne dhyAnamAM besI gayA. A samaye kaI devane upayoga rAjA tarapha AvyuM. rAjAne dhyAnAvasthAmAM lIna banelA joIne devane parIkSA karavAnuM mana gayuM. devane pRthvI upara utaratA zI vAra! eka capaTI vagADIe eTalA samayamAM te ja budvIpane pharatA sAta cakakara mArI Ave evI devanI zakti che. A deva rAjAnI parIkSA karavA mATe mRtyu lokamAM AvyuM. AvIne kIDIonA asaMkhya rUpa banAvIne rAjAne caTakA bharyA paNa rAjA DagyA nahi, tyAre vIMchI, sarpa, vagerenA rUpa banAvIne rAjAne DaMkha dIdhA te paNa rAjA dhyAnathI calita na thayA, tyAre chevaTe vastrAbhUSaNe uThAvI lIdhA te paNa rAjAnuM mana DagyuM nahi. rAjAnuM AvuM aDaga dhyAna jeIne deva rAjA upara prasanna thayA. rAjAnuM dhyAna pUruM thayuM tyAre deve kahyuM he rAjana! tAruM aDaga dhyAna joIne huM tArA upara prasanna tha chuM. tArI IcchA hoya te tuM varadAna mAMgI le, tyAre rAjAe kahyuM mAre kaI cIjanI kamInA nathI. saMsAra sukhanI samagra sAmagrI mArI pAse mojuda che. ciMtAmaNI ratna samAna kevaLI prarUpita dharma maLe che. have tame ja kahe mAre bIjuM zuM joIe? mAre kaI cIjanI jarUra nathI, tyAre deve pharIne kahyuM ke he rAjana ! devadarzana kadI khAlI jatuM nathI. jene devanA darzana thAya e te nyAla thaI jAya che, mATe kaMIka mAMgate paNa rAjA mAMgatA nathI. 4 rAjAnI daDhatAthI maLela devatAI AMbAnuM vRkSa :- baMdhuo! A jitArI rAjA upara deva prasanna thAya che ne ene kaMIka mAMgavA vinaMtI kare che chatAM rAjA kaMI mAMgatA nathI, paNa huM Apane pUchuM chuM ke tamArA upara deva prasanna thaIne varadAna mAMgavAnuM kahe te zuM kare? rAjAnI jema kahe ke mAMgI lo? (hasAhasa) are, tame te evuM mAMge ke kaMI bAkI na rAkhe, kAraNake catura vaNika che ne? rAjAne khUba kahyuM paNa temaNe badhI nA pADI. chevaTe deva ahIM AvyuM hatuM tenI yAdI kAyama rAkhavA mATe mahArAjA je bagIcAmAM beThA hatA tyAM deve eka devatAI AMbAnuM vRkSa repIne kahyuM ke he rAjana ! A AMbA uparathI tamane darareja cha kerInA phaLa maLaze. e phaLa khAvAmAM atyaMta madhura lAgaze. ema kahIne deva rAjAnA caraNamAM namIne cAlyA gayA. have rAjAne te khAvApIvAnI kaI mamatA na hatI. A te devatAI AMbe hatuM eTale bIje divasathI dararoja savAre AMbA upara majhAnI suMdara meTI cha kerIo AvI jatI. bagIcAne mALI utArIne rAjAne ApI Avate. rAjA traNa traNa kerI baMne putranA mahela para mekalAvI detA ne pote AnaMdathI rahetA, paNa rAjAne saMsAra kAMTAnI jema khaTakavA lAge ke A jiMdagI te kAcI mATInA kuMbha jevI che. kAcI mATInA kuMbhane phUTatA vAra lAgaze paNa mArA AyuSyane kuMbha

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zAradA siddhi 131 phUTatA vAra nahi lAge. mATe have mAre bhImasenakumAra rAjyane bhAra soMpIne dIkSA laI levI joIe. * AvI saMpatti ane samRddhinA zikhare beThelA mahArAjAne paNa saMsAra khaTaka ke have mAre jaldI dIkSA levI che paNa ahIM beThelAmAMthI ghaNAnA dIkarA dukAnane bhAra upADI letA haze chatAM keIne ema thAya che ke saMsAranI veTha utArI mArA AtmAnuM kalyANa karavA dhamarAdhanA karuM ! (hasAhasa) jitArI rAjAne jaldI dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA jAgI che. have pitAnI bhAvanA vyakta karaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 14 zrAvaNa suda 4 ne zukravAra tA. 27-7-79 sagna baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMtajJAnI mahAnapurUSa jagatanA ane bodha ApatA pharamAna kare che ke anAdikALathI saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatA jIvane saMga to ghaNuM thayA che paNa kalyANamitrano saMga the e atidurlabha che. kalyANamitra eTale koNa? Apa jANo cho? kalyANamitra eTale dharma. koI mANasa saMsAramAM rahIne ema kahe ke saMganI zI jarUra che? te e vAta banI zake ema che? nA. A saMsAra eka evI cIja che ke jIva emAM ekalo rahI zakatuM nathI. ene saMsAra sukhanI game teTalI sAmagrI maLe chatAM ekalo rahIne te potAnI jAtane sukhI mAnatA nathI. e te bIjAnA sahavAsamAM rahIne potAnI jAtane sukhI mAne che. e kevI rIte? sAMbhaLe. jema ke koI mANasane sAta mALane suMdara baMgalo, dhananA DhagalA, dhAnyanA koThAra, moTara, TI. vI, phrIja vagere saMsAra sukhanI badhI sAmagrI ApIne kahevAmAM Ave ke tAre ekalA ja A baMgalAmAM rahevAnuM. te e tarata kahI deze ke A badhAne huM zuM karuM? mAre te nekara-cAkara ane sagAvahAlA badhA joIe. AvA saMga jIvane joIe che. te ja e potAnI jAtane sukhI mAne che. mAtra siddha bhagavaMta evA sukhI che ke je ekAkI rahIne anaMta sukha bhegavI zake che. saMsArI jIvanI e tAkAta nathI, kAraNa ke e te ema phariyAda kare che ke AvA moTA baMgalAmAM huM ekalo zuM karuM, ALe TuM? dhananA zuM bAcakA bharuM? dhAnyanA DhagalAmAM zuM IyaLa thaIne rahuM? mAre patnI ane putra parivAra kayAM che? enA vinA A badhI sAmagrIne huM zuM karuM? karoDa rUpiyAnI saMpatti hoya paNa svajane ane snehIo vinA mANasa ekalo sukha bhogavI zakato nathI. tame joze te daramAM bhAgye ja eka kIDI jovA maLaze, bAkI ghaNI kIDIo hoya che,

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132 zAradA siddhi jIva mAtrane sa`ga joI e che paNa jJAnIpurUSo kahe che ke saMsAra che tyAM saMga che ane saga che tyAM duHkha che. jyAM sudhI patnIneA sa`ga nahAtA tyAM sudhI jIva valakhA mAratA hatA paNa patnIneA saMga thayA pachI enuM sukha vadhyu' kharuM? 'nA'. ghaNAM te kahe che ke " paraNIne pastAyA ". paraNyA pachI jo sa`tAna na heAya te manamAM vasavase rahe ke mAre putra nathI paNa putra thayA pachI jo e mUrkhA pAyA, bajAramAM badhu' sApha karI nAMkhe evA uDAu pAkayA athavA janmathI rAgI pAkaya agara janmIne thADA samayamAM paraloka cAlatA thayA teA jeTaluM duHkha putra naheAte tenu hatu. tenA karatAM paNa vadhAre duHkha putra thayA pachI thAya che. tenI ci'tAmAM rAta-divasa haiyuM khaLyA kare che. A uparathI samajI zakAya che ke jyAM saMga che tyAM duHkha che. kadAca sukhano anubhava thAya tA te mAtra bindu jeTalo ane tenI pAchaLanA duHkhA sindhu jeTalA che. bhagavAne kahyuM che ne ke "kSamittasevA vadhu AjulA, pAmatulA aninAmaeAlA / '' saMsAramAM viSayanA saMganuM sukha thaiDuM ane duHkhamaya kaSTa ghaNuM che. devAne divya vimAna, divya vaibhava ane divya apsarAonA saMga thAya che chatAM e deva irSyA ane lobhathI jalyA karatA heAya che. emAM paNa jayAre cha mAsa bAkI rahe tyAre badhuM AMkhu lAgavAthI ane sAme maraNu temAM paNa kadAca nIcI gatimAM javAnu dekhe teA jema pANImAMthI kADhelI mAchalI garama retImAM taraphaDe tema e deva tarapha che. gaLAmAM rahelI kulanI mALA karamAya che. devIe mAna echu' Ape che. e badhuM javAnI noTIseA ApI rahyu che. te tenAthI sahana thatuM nathI. peAtAnA mRtyunI vAta te pachI paNa devInu mRtyu paNa ene asahya thaI paDe che. saMga che tyAM bhaga tA thavAnA ja. sa`ganA sukha karatAM bhaganu' du:kha vadhAre che, mATe jJAnI kahe che ke saMga e te duHkhanu' mULa mATe saoNMga cheDo, jo saMga karavA hoya tA kalyANamitranA saMga kare. kalyANamitra evA eka dhanA jIvane saMga thaI jAya teA pachI jIvanamAM aneka sadguNA pragaTe che. dAna dayA-saraLatA-kSamA jIvanamAM vaNAI jAya che, pachI sava jIvAne potAnA Atma samAna mAne che. koInu duHkha dekhIne enuM dila karUNAthI chalakAI jAya che. eka zrIma'ta zeThane lADIlo dIkarA ATha varSanA hatA. ene sArA vastrAbhUSA paheravAnA ghaNA zAkha hatA. skule bhaNavA jAya paNa roja roja navA navA pozAka paherIne jatA. mAtApitA khUba dhanavAna hatA eTale ene je game te paherAvatA. eka dvivasa mAthe jharInA sApho bAMdhI pagamAM camakatI meAjaDI paherIne te skule jatA hatA. nAkara cApaDIenI thelI UMcakIne ene mUkavA mATe jatA hatA. sArA vastro paheryAM che, mAthe jharInA sApho bAMdhyA che, enu rUpa paNu athAga che, eTale koi rAjakumAra bhaNavA jatA hAya evA e lAgatA hatA. skule jatA rastAmAM eka gAyane krUratA

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zAradA siddhi 133 kAgaDA kAkA....karIne gherI vaLyA hatA. te joIne A chokarAnA manamAM thayuM ke A gAyane ATalA badhA kAgaDA kema gherI vaLyA che? lAva jevuM te khare. gAya upara karUNu varasAvate bALaka" - A ATha varSano bAluDe gAyanI pAse gaye. jaIne joyuM te gAyanI pITha upara eka cAMdu paDeluM hatuM, eTale kAgaDA emAM cAMco mArIne ene herAna karatA hatA. jANe mIjabAnI maLI gaI hoya ema kAkA-karIne bIjA kAgaDAne bolAvatA. gAyane asahya pIDA thatI tethI Amatema ALoTatI paNa pelA kAgaDAnuM ToLuM te ene herAna karatuM. A dazya joIne ATha varSanA bALakanA dilamAM karUNAnI kaMpArI AvI gaI. enI asahya pIDA joIne enA rUMvADA khaDA thaI gayA. enA manamAM thayuM ke thoDA divasa pahelA mane eka gumaDuM thayuM hatuM. tenA upara bhUlathI koIno hAtha aDI jatA te keTaluM duHkha thatuM ! te A bicArI gAyane ATalA badhA kAgaDA jorajorathI cA mAre che to ene keTaluM duHkha thatuM haze ? eNe gAyane herAna karatA kAgaDAone uDADI mUkyA ne potAnA mAthe bAMdhelo kiMmatI sApho cheDIne gAyane oDhADI dIdhe. pelA nekare kahyuM bAbA ! A zuM kare che? A sarasa sApho gAyane oDhADI devAya ? tyAre chokarAe kahyuM A gAyanI pIDA te jue. mAre sApho oDhADatA je e jIvane sukha thatuM hoya te zA mATe na oDhADuM? enI asahya vedanA AgaLa mArA sAphAnI koI kiMmata nathI. nekara kahe che, paNa jaldI cAla, tAre skule javAnuM moDuM thaze. bhale thAya. mArAthI banatI sevA karIne ja skule jaIza. eNe te AjubAjumAMthI pANI lAvIne gAyanI pITha upara paDelA cAMdAne sApha karyuM*, pachI enA khissAmAM paisA hatA temAMthI vida pAse jaIne davA laI AvyA ne gAyanA cAMdA upara lagAvI rU mUkI tenA upara pATAne badale pitAne sApho bAMdhI dIdhe. raste AvatA jatA mANaso jovA mATe UbhA rahyA. temAM ghaNuM ema belavA lAgyA ke je moTe dayAne dIkaro ! AvI te sevA karavAnI hoya ? tyAre ghaNAM enI karUNa jeIne prazaMsA karavA lAgyA ke dhanya che enA mAtA-pitAne ke A saMskArI dIkare emane ghera jape che. ATalo nAno che chatAM enAmAM karUNA keTalI che ! te e moTe thaze tyAre kevo dayALu banaze ! kAma patAvIne bALaka skule gayo tyAre enA TIcare pUchayuM ke Aje ATalo badhe moDo kema Avyo ? tyAre chokarAe kahyuM ke sAheba ! Ape ja amane zIkhavADayuM che ke prANImAtranI dayA karavI te pahelo dharma che, tethI huM kAma mATe rastAmAM kAI ga ne ahIM AvatA moDuM thayuM. A sAMbhaLIne TIcarane khUba AnaMda thaye. ahe, ApaNe to mAtra belIne bIjAne upadeza ApIe chIe paNa jIvanamAM apanAvatA nathI, jyAre A vidyArthI e to jIvanamAM apanAvyuM che. zikSakane lAgyuM ke jarUra

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134 zAradA siri A vidyAthI kaI puNyAtmA che. samAjane dayA ane premanA pATha bhaNAvavA e janma lAge che. nahIM te AvA nAnA bALakamAM pazu pratye ATalI dayA kayAMthI hoya? baMdhuo! anukaMpA e samyaktvanuM lakSaNa che. A chokarAnA romerome anukaMpA bharI hatI. A dIkare jene tyAM hoya te mAtApitA paNa bhAgyazALI bane che. je mAtApitA pitAnA saMtAnonA jIvananuM ghaDatara kare che tenA saMtAno bhaviSyamAM mahAna sadguNI bane che. Aje to mA-bApa potAnA saMtAnone bhaNAvavAnI, paraNAvavAnI ane paisA kamAvAnI ciMtA kare che paNa emanA jIvanamAM ucca saMskAronuM siMcana karIne enA jIvananuM ghaDatara karavAnI keI ciMtA karatuM nathI. je dareka mAtApitA zrama laIne pitAnA saMtAnonA jIvananuM ghaDatara kare to mAnuM chuM ke dareka gharamAM ekeka saMtAno ratna jevA bane ne jinazAsana jhagamagatuM thaI jAya. mAtApitAne paNa vRddhAvasthAmAM sukha maLe, gharamAMthI kaleza cAlyo jAya, rAga-dveSa ane ISyanI Aga elavAI jAya. ApaNe uttarAyayanasUtranA teramA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. citta ane saMbhUti sArA saMgItakAra hovAthI tenA upara IrSyA AvI, tethI temanI kadara na karI. bAkI guNavAna vyaktie hota to emanA guNanI kadara karata. guNIyala AtmAo bIjAne eka nAnakaDo guNa jeIne paNa harakhAI jAya che ane prabhune prArthanA kare che ke amArAmAM AvA guNa kayAre Avaze? tevA AtmAone udhdhAra thAya che paNa je AtmAo koIne guNanI kadara karatA nathI ane bIjAnA durgaNe joyA kare che tene kadI uddhAra thatuM nathI. te pote DUbe che ne bIjAne DUbADe che. svabhAve AtmAne guNa nirmaLa ane pavitra che paNa viSaya kakSAnA saMge caDhIne malIna banI ga che. ene vizuddha banAvavA mATe A mAnavabhava maLyo che, mATe bane teTalA sadguNone keLavI dharmArAdhanA karo. jIvanamAM rAga, dveSa, moha, IrSyA Adi duguNe praveza na karI jAya tene khUba khyAla rAkhe. bhAta kevA rAkhazo ?":- tame tamAruM makAna keI bhADUtane bhADe Apa che tyAre AgaLa pAchaLa keTalo khyAla rAkho cho ? pahelA e tapAsa kare che ke bhADUtanI nAta-jAta kevI che? enI khAnadAnI paNa jue che. je barAbara tapAsa karyA vinA game tevA halakI jAtinA bhADUtane ghara ApI devAmAM Ave to e bhADUta samaya Avye gharane ghasAro ApIne bhADuM ApyA vagara nAsI jAya che. e ja pramANe ApaNuM AtmAmAM paNa evA halakI jAtinA bhADUto pesI na jAya e mATe khyAla rAkhavAno che. rUnA koThAramAM bhajIyAvALAne bhADUta rAkhavAmAM Ave to eka divasa rUnI rAkha ja banavAnI ne? kAraNa ke eka bAju rU bharyuM hoya ane bIjI bAju bhajIyAvALo sagaDI peTAvIne bhajIyA kare. keIkavAra ekAda taNakhe uDIne rUmAM paDe

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15 zAradA siddhi to rUnI vakhAra baLIne rAkha ja thaI jAya che ke bIjuM kaMI ? evI rIte citrazALAmAM luhArane bhADe rAkhavAmAM Ave to citrazALA paNa dhUmADAnuM saMgrahasthAna ja banI jAya ne? basa, A nyAyathI samaje. ApaNe AtmA, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, roga, dveSa ane viSayAraMbha jevA bhADUtane soMpI daIe ne pachI AzA rAkhIe ke ApaNuM kalyANa thAya, ApaNe AtmA zuddha bane to e kevI rIte banI zake? viSavRkSanI vAvaNI karIne amRtanI AzA kadI phaLIbhUta thAya kharI? e viSayakaSAyAdi bhADUto te evA jabarA lUMTArA che ke bhADuM ApavuM te dUra rahyuM paNa ulaTuM lAga Avaze te Atmika guNane cerI jaze ane vadhArAmAM kroDapUrvanA cAritrane kSaNavAramAM sApha karI nAMkhaze. - baMdhuo! A to tamArA anubhavanI vAta che ke ghaNI vakhata mANasa thoDA lAbhamAM moTo lAbha gumAvI bese che eTaluM ja nahi paNa e vadhArAmAM moTI nukasAnImAM utarI paDe che. AvA lUMTArA je bhADAvALAno e dhaMdhe hoya che ke e lADavA piMDa ane mAlamalIdAnI bheTa dharIne tamane rAjI rAkhe paNa vakhata Avye jIvane raDAvIne palAyana thaI jAya. khAnadAna bhADUta kadI paNa evI beTI khuzAmata karato nathI. e to vakhata Avye mAthe caDheluM bhADuM cUkavI de che, ema A viSaya kaSAye paNa jIvane kSaNika AnaMdamAM lapeTAvI de che ane jIva paNa e kSaNika AnaMdanA pravAhamAM taNAyA kare che ne chevaTe "labanA bAra hajAra" jevA kamanazIba pariNAmano bhega jIva bane che mATe he mahAnubhAvo ! tamArA A hADapiMjaranA mALAmAM bhADUto ghara na karI jAya te mATe rAta-divasa jAgatA raho, ane jenAthI dharmakaraNImAM uttejana maLe evA guNa tamArAmAM vasAve. nahito yAda rAkhajo ke e mevA mIThAInA DhagalAmAM e sparza, rasa, gaMdha vagerenA sevanamAM tamAro AtmA DUbI jaze ane chatAM pise devALu kADhavA jevI jIvanI dazA thaze. AvuM samajIne tame viSaya kaSAyeno saMga cheDI do. jaDa pudgalono me choDI do. anAdikALathI A AtmA jaDane mATe ja jahemata uThAvI rahyo che. jaDa mATe jhajhUmI re, kahInuranI kadara na kare, kaSAya kAjaLa AMkhe dhare, amUlya ratna aLagA kare, je manuSyane jaDa ke cetananuM bhedajJAna thayuM nathI te che rAta-divasa jaDa pugalo meLavavA mATe jhajhume che. e meLavatA cIkaNuM karmo bAMdhe che. e bicArA ajJAnI jIvaDAne khabara nathI ke mAro AtmA pote caitanyasvarUpa che. anaMta jJAnAdi guNono bhaMDAra che. kohInuranA hIrA karatAM paNa anaMtagaNo kiMmatI ane tejasvI che. jJAnAdi anaMta guNothI bharelo che. to have A jaDa pudagalonI mamatA mAre zA mATe rAkhavI joIe? jJAna darzanAdi AtmAnA anaMta guNorUpI ratnone lUMTAvIne mAre kaSAyarUpa

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13} zAradA siddhi kAjaLathI zA mATe AtmAne milana manAvavA joIe! paNa jene jaDa ane cetananI pIchANu thaI che ane dharUpI kalyANamitrano saMga thayA che te jIva kadI jaDa paudgalika sukhA pAchaLa pAgala banato nathI. duHkhanA prasaMgamAM paNa manamAM kaSAyano kaNIyA AvavA deto nathI. bhautika sukha jatuM karIne paNa dha'mitrano saMga cheDato nathI. tenuM dharmAMrUpa kalyANamitra kevI rIte rakSaNa kare che te eka dRSTAMta dvArA samajavuM. eka rAjAnA maMtrI jaina dhamI ane vItarAga-prabhunA custa upAsaka hato. te kadI koI nu' ahita thAya tevu* kAma karato nathI. dareka jIvAnu bhalu* karavAmAM te tatpara raheto. ma'trI AveA dRDhadhamI hato tyAre rAjAne dhama upara bilakula zraddhA na hatI. ma'trInuM dharmAMniSTha jIvana emane pasaMda na hatuM, paNa maMtrI rAjAnA kAI gunAmAM sapaDAtA na hatA. e matrIpadane kharAkhara vaphAdAra rahetA ane evu' kAma karatA ke jethI rAjA ene zu' kahI zake ? ma`trI peAtAnA guNaiAthI ane kAmathI e rAjAne khUba priya thaI paDayA hatA. sAthe peAtAnI dharmArAdhanA paNa cUkatA na hatA. enI khUba praza'sA thAya te khIjA amaladArAthI sahana thatuM na hatuM. pradhAnanuM kema nika'dana kADhavu' te mATe lAga zodhatA hatA. eka vakhata mATI pUnamanA divasa Avyo. te divase gAmamAM sAdhu hAjara hatA eTale pradhAnane thayu ke jJAnI gurUjI padhAryAM che to mane dhama carcA karavAnA lAbha maLaze ema samajIne ma`trIe pauSadha lIdheA ne dhama kriyAmAM lAgI gayA. te divase rAjAne koI kAraNasara maMtrInI khAsa jarUra paDI paNa maMtrIe to pauSadha karelo hatA. eTale rAjadarabAramAM hAjara thayA na hatA, tethI rAjAe rAjasevakAne pradhAnane meAlAvavA melyA. sevako maMtrIne ghera gayA to khabara paDI ke matrIe pauSadha karyAM che eTale rAjasevako upAzraye paheAMcyA ne rAjAnI AjJA pradhAnane kahI saMbhaLAvI. ma`trIe kahyuM huM Aje pauSadhamAM beThelo chu' eTale darabAramAM hAjarI ApI zakIza nahi. matrInI thayelI AkarI kasoTI" :- sevakoe maMtrIe kahelI hakIkata rAjAne kahI sa'bhaLAvI. A sAMbhaLI rAjAne khUba krodha Avyo. A takano lAbha laI ne pradhAnanA IrSyALuoe paNa rAjAnA kAna bhaMbheryAM, eTale rAjAnA krodhanI pArAzIzI Dabala UMce caDhI. krodhe bharAyela rAjA khAlI UThayA ke maMtrI mArA hukamanA anAdara kema karI zake? e enA manamAM zuM samaje che ? pagAra mA khAvA che ne sevA dhanI karavI che e kema cAle ? have tene kharAba2 batAvI devu joIe. Ama vicArIne rAjAe pAtAnA vizvAsu eka aMgarakSakane maMtrI pAse mokalyA ne kahevaDAvyu` ke rAjadarabAramAM hAjara thA| nahitara rAjyanI ma`trImudrA pAchI ApI do. A agarakSaka jAtinA jAma hato. hajAmanA svabhAva to tame jANNA che ne ? e to rUAbabhera maMtrI pAse gayA ne kaDakAIthI rAjAno sadeze kahyo. maMtrIne mAthe dharma sakaTa AvyuM.

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zAradA siddhi 137 jo e ma'trIpadane tyAga kare to pAchaLa AjIvikAnA prazna Ubho thAya ne khIjuM kIrtine laka lAge ke Ama ekadama matrInI padavI. rAjAe kema laI lIdhI haze? zu' pradhAne koI aghaTita kAryoM karyuM haze ? have zuM karavu? huM tamane badhAne pUchuM chu ke A jagyAe tame hA to zu' kare? ma`trInu' pada cheDI de ke pauSadha pALIne rAjasabhAmAM jAe ? (hasAhasa) tame javAba nahi ApeA. hasIne ja patAvI dezeA. jenI rageragamAM dharmAMnI zradhA heAya e ja AvA kaTokaTInA samaye . dhama mAM sthira rahI zake. pradhAne nirNaya karyo ke je thavu hAya te thAya. mAro dhama pahelA ne pradhAna padmavI pachI. tarata ja pradhAne ma`trImudrA hajAmane ApI dIdhI ne pote maMtrIpadethI chUTo thayA, ane manamAM vicAra karyo ke hAza....have mane zAMti thaI. "bhaluM thayuM ne bhAMgI jajALa, sukhe karazuM' dhama dhyAna." atyAra sudhI huM sukhethI dharmI karI zakatA na hatA. have upAdhithI nivRtta thaI ne zAMta citte huM dharmAMnI ArAdhanA karIza. A tarapha hajAmanA hAthamAM maMtrImudrA AvatA manamAM phulAyA ke ahe ! atyAre te mArA hAthamAM ma`trImudrA AvI che ne vaLI hamaNAM mArA upara rAjAnI ghaNI maherabAnI che te huM rAjA pAse pahoMcuM tyAM sudhI te matrInI mudrA paherIne matrIdanI meAja mANI lauM, pachI dekhA jAyegA. ema vicArIne hajAmabhAI e te AMgaLImAM maMtrImudrA paherI lIdhI. enA manamAM te eve phAMko AvI gaye ke meM ma`trImudrA paherI eTale huM ja maMtrI chuM ema samajIne pote maMtrIpada pAmyA che ema batAvavA jAramAM thaI ne cAlyA. pahelI dukAna pAnavALAnI AvI gai eTale hajAmabhAI e ma`trIsudrAvALI AMgaLI UMcI karI, tethI pAnavALeA khelyA padhAro....padhAre matrIrAja ! ema kahIne enu sanmAna karyuM, ane majAnu masAledAra pAna banAvI ApyuM. te khAI ne hajAmabhAI AgaLa cAlyA ne mIThAIvALAnI dukAne gayA te tyAM paNa maMtrInuM sanmAna thayuM ne mIThAIvALAe baraphI-pe'DAnu' ekasa Apyu. Avu. sanmAna joI ne hajAmabhAI te hu mAM AvIne phulAI gayA ke zuM mAru' mAna che ! " banAvaTI padanI meAja mAtA mRtyunA zaraNe " :- atyAra sudhI pradhAnanI nyAyaniSThAne kAraNe IrSyALu phAvI zakatA na hatA. Aje pradhAnane paraloka pahAMcADavAnI amUlya taka che ema samajIne pradhAnanuM khUna karavA mATe cAra mArAone mokalyA hatA. e mArA pradhAnane ALakhatA na hatA. temaNe gAmamAM praveza karyAM eTale pahelI dukAna pAnavALAnI AvI. temaNe pAnavALAne pUchyuM ke ahI'nA rAjama'trI kayAM rahe che? tyAre pAnavALAe AMgaLIthI khatAvIne kahyu juo, pelA cAlyA jAya te ja matrI che. tyAMthI mArA mIThAIvALAnI dukAne pahoMcyA te sukhaDIyAe paNu kahyu ke jIA, pelA jAya che te pradhAnajI che. dukAnadAra samajyA ke A lokone pradhAnanuM kAma haze tethI ja pUchatA haze, pelA cAra mArAone khAtrI thaI ke A ja zA. 18

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138 zAradA siddhi pradhAnajI che eTale tenI pAchaLa gayA. thoDe dUra jatAM eka vastI vinAnI galatI AvI. hajAmamaMtrI galImAM dAkhala thaze: eTale cAra mArAe enA upara tUTI paDayA. enu khUna karIne bhAgI chUTayA. A tarapha rAjA vicAra karatA hatA ke mAro aMgarakSaka haju sudhI pAche kema na AvyA ? zu` ma`trIe tene mudrA pAchI nahi ApI hoya ? mAre jAte ja tapAsa karavA javu' joIe. Ama vicArI rAjA ma`trInA ghara tarapha cAlyA. tyAM pelI galI tarapha jatAM bUma sAMbhaLI ke matrI marAyA, eTale rAjA ghATA uparathI nIce utarIne galImAM jaIne jIve che te aMgarakSaka hajAma marelo paDacA ne tenI AMgaLImAM ma`trImudrA camakI rahI che. A joIne rAjAnA manamAM zakA thaI ke maMtrImudrA ApavI paDI eTale maMtrIe ja mArA aMgarakSakanuM' khUna karAvyuM lAge che. "gupta bhedanA ukela pharatA rAjA'" :- maMtrI teA enA pauSadhavratamAM lIna che. ene sheja paNa gabharATa ke ci'tA nathI ke me' maMtrImudrA pAchI ApI dIdhI che tA kAle mAru' zuM thaze ? A tarapha rAjAnA vicAro palaTAyA ne vicAra thayA ke ma`trI tA khUba dhaniSTha che. e gunA vagara hajAmanu khUna kare tevA nathI. khaMdhue ! A rAjAne dhama karavA gamatA na hatA paNa dhISTha pradhAna upara ATalI zraddhA hatI. rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke nakkI A khAkhatamAM kaMIka bheda che. nahitara Ama na bane, mATe have mAre A khUna karanArAone vahelI take pakaDI levA joIe, teA temanI pAsethI badhe bheda jANavA maLaze, eTale tarata rAjAe sevakone hukama karyo ke khUna karanArAone pakaDIne mArI samakSa hAjara karo. thaDA samayamAM sipAI e khUna karanArAone zeAdhIne rAjA pAse hAjara karyo, eTale rAjAe kahyuM' ke tame mArA aMgarakSakanuM khUna zA mATe kayu ? khUnIoe kahyuM ke ame ApanA aMgarakSakanu` nahi paNa ma`trInuM khUna karyu che, tethI rAjAe pharIne pUchyu ke tamane ma`trInu` khUna karavAnu koNe kahyuM hatuM? sAcuM khelo. nahitara talavArathI tamAru. mAthu uDAvI daIza. rAjAe AvI dhamakI ApI eTale khUnIoe DaranA mAryA sAcA nAma ApI dIdhA, eTale rAjA badhI paristhiti samajI gayA ke hajAma ma`trImudrA laIne AvatA ma`trIpada bhagavavA jatAM mAryAM gayeA ane ma`trI nyAyaniSTha ane dhI`STha che eTale bIjA phAvI zakatA nathI. te IrSyAne kAraNe amaladAroe sAcA ma`trIne mArA mATenu' A kArastAna karyuM che. chevaTe dhama nA jayajayakAra' :- rAjAne sAcA ma`trI pratye mAna upajayu', enI mAphI mAMgavA mATe te ma`trI pAse paheAMcI gayA. rAjAne pAtAnI pAse AvatA joI ne pradhAnanA manamAM vicAra AvyA ke zu rAjA mane mArI nAMkhavA AvatA haze ? zuM mane mArI nAMkhaze ? paNa bIjI ja kSaNe vicAra karyAM ke he AtmA ! te' pahelA AvA ghaNAM deha dhAraNa karyAM haze ne cheDayA haze paNa dhane mATe dharmAMmAM saniSTha rahIne ekeya vakhata deha nahI. cheDayA hAya, mATe he jIva! rakhe DaratA. A te tArI 46

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zAradA siddhi 139 kaseTane avasara gaNAya, mATe tuM motathI Darate nahi. rAjAne tuM zatru na mAnIza. mitra mAnaje. e te nimitta che. temanA para reSa rAkhavAnuM hoya nahi. he AtmA! AvA samaye tuM zAMti dharaje. kalyANamitra samAna dharma tane saMsAra sAgara taravAmAM sahAyabhUta banaze. have mRtyuthI DaravuM zA mATe? maMtrIe A pramANe manamAM hita zikSA grahaNa karIne nizcaya karyo. rAjA pradhAna pAse AvIne kahevA lAgyA ke he maMtrIzvara ! tamArI dharma uparanI daDha zraddhAthI tame bacyA. huM paNa ba ne rAjya paNa salAmata rahyuM, mATe tame A maMtrI mudrAne punaH svIkAra kare. AjathI tamAre pagAra Dabala karavAmAM Ave che. temaja have pachI tamArA dhArmika anuSThAnamAM koI Dakhala UbhI na thAya tevo pratibaMdha yojavAmAM Avaze. tamArI dharmakriyA pUrNa thAya eTale pharaja bajAvavA hAjara thaje ane mArA jevA nAstikane paNa dharmanA mArge vALajo. ema kahIne rAjA pradhAnane mAnabhera rAjadarabAramAM laI gayA. baMdhuo ! dharmano prabhAva ke che ! pradhAnanI kasoTI thaI paNa je daDha rahyA te kasoTImAMthI pAra utarI gayA ne Akhare dharmane jayajayakAra thaye. hIrAne sarANe caDavuM paDe che tyAre tenA mUlya aMkAya che. sonAne agnimAM baLavuM paDe che tyAre tenI tejasvItA dekhAya che ne enI kiMmata aMkAya che. ema dharmamAM paNa kaTInA samaye je sthira rahe che tenA jIvananA mUlyAMkana thAya che. have ApaNa cAlu adhikAranI vAta karIe. baMne bhAIone pitAnI jAtinuM apamAna sahana nahi thavAthI ApaghAta karavA mATe parvata upara caDyA paNa emanA mahAna puNyodaye tyAM emane saMtanA darzana thayA. saMte emane ahIM AvavAnuM kAraNa pUchayuM, eTale bALakoe athathI iti sudhInI badhI vAta muni samakSa raju karI, tyAre karUNAsAgara munie kahyuM ke bAluDA ! A rIte ApaghAta karIne marI javAthI kaMI tamArA satkAra-sanmAna thavAnA che? tame baMne ATalI badhI kaLAo zIkhelA che? eTale tame buddhizALI ghaNAM che, to mahAna puNyodaye maLelA manuSyabhavane AvI nAnI bAbatamAM ApaghAta karIne veDaphI nAMkhe e zreyakArI nathI. tamArA jevA buddhimAnene AvuM zabhAspada nathI. tenA karatA te sarvottama mArga to e ja che ke tame muktimArgane Azraya laIne tamArA manuSyajanmane saphaLa kare. munirAjanI AvI divyavANI sAMbhaLIne baMne bhAIone vairAgya Avyo ne dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA laIne AganuM sArI rIte adayayana karyuM. baMne gItArtha banyA. gurUdevanI AjJAthI teo chaThTha, aThThama, dazama, dvAdaza, ardhamAsa. mA khamaNa vagere tapazcaryA karatA grAmAnugrAma vihAra karatA hastinApura AvyA ane nagara bahAra ughAnamAM utaryA. eka vakhata mAsakhamaNanA pAraNAne divase saMbhUti muni nagaramAM jaIne eka gherathI bIjA ghera gaucarI mATe bhramaNa karI rahyA hatA. jyAre te pharatA pharatA rAjamArga

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140 zAradA siddhi upara AvyA te samaye makAnanI gelerImAM UbhelA namuci maMtro e saMtane oLakhI gaye ke meM jemane bALapaNamAM gupta rIte enA gharamAM rahIne bhaNAvyA hatA. te baMne bhAIo mArA pUrvanA cAritrane te sArI rIte jANe che mATe A muni mArA pUrvanA dukRtyane ahIMnI janatA samakSa kahI deze te mArI kItine kalaMka lAgaze. tenA karatAM huM emano vinAza karuM. namuci maMtrI AvuM vicArI rahyA che. have zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritraH jitArI rAjA potAnA jIvanano vadhu samaya dharmArAdhanAmAM gALatA hatA. eka vakhata rAtre dharma ciMtavanA karatA nakakI karI lIdhuM ke have mAre jaladI dIkSA levI che, tethI bIje divase savAranA temaNe pitAnA maMtrIone bolAvIne kahyuM he mArA vahAlA maMtrIo ! ghaNAM samaya sudhI meM A rAjakAjanI pravRtti karI. te mATe meM ghaNAM pApa bAMdhyA. have mArI uMmara thaI che ne bhImasena paNa rAjyane lAyaka thayo che. meM ghaNAM vicAra ane manomaMthana karyA bAda vicAra karyo che ke huM A mAnavabhava hArI jAuM te karatAM bAkInuM je AyuSya che teno apramatapaNe upayoga karI lauM. A mATe meM saMsAra choDI dIkSA aMgIkAra karavAno nirNaya karyo che. jethI mAre A loka ane paraloka baMne sudharI jAya. rAjAne A vicAra sumitrA nAmanA eka maMtrIne na game. teNe rAjA sAme khUba tarka vitaka karyA, aneka dalIle karI paNa rAjAnA vairAgyabharyA sacoTa javAbethI tenI hAra thaIne mahArAjAne vairAgya vijayavaMta banya, pachI tarata rAjAe bhImasenane bolAvyA. bhImasena pitAjIne praNAma karIne bolyA: pitAjI! Aje Ape mane kema yAda karyo? bhImasenane rAjyAbhiSeka rAjAe kahyuM beTA! tuM jANe che ke have mArI uMmara thaI che. kone khabara che AyuSya kayAre pUruM thaI jAya. tuM mAre moTe putra che. mArA pachI tAre ja A gAdI saMbhALavAnI che eTale have huM dIkSA laIne dharmadhuraMdhara thAuM ne tuM rAjadhuraMdhara thA. bhImasene kahyuM ke pitAjI! Apa AvuM amaMgaLa na bolo. rAjya saMbhALavAne mATe haju mArI 5 uMmara thaI nathI, mATe A sivAya pitAjI mane bIjI keIpaNa AjJA pharamAve. bhImasene rAjya nahi levA mATe ghaNuM AnAkAnI karI paNa jitArI rAjA ane maMtrIoe bhImasenane rAjyagAdIne svIkAra karavA ghaNuM samajAvyuM. pitAjI ane maMtrIo badhAno ghaNe Agraha joIne bhImasene pitAnI AjJAno svIkAra karyo. sArA divase ne zubha coghaDice jitArI rAjAe bhImasenano rAjyAbhiSeka karyo. tene rAjamugaTa ane rAjamudrA ApatI vakhate pitAe kahyuM beTA! A rAjamugaTa ane rAjamudrAnuM gaurava barAbara jALavaje. ApaNI prajAne pitAnA saMtAna samAna gaNIne tenuM jatana karaje. tuM nyAyI temaja nItiparAyaNa banaje, prajAnA sukha-duHkhamAM bhAgIdAra banaje. rAjyanI AbAdI ane jAhojalAlI

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zAradA zihi 141 vadhu vadhe tevI rIte rAjyavahIvaTa karaje. rAjyanA badhA dharmone sarakhuM mAna Apaje. sAdhusaMte temaja vidvAnonuM sanmAna karaje, pramAdano tyAga karIne rAjakArya karaje. bhImasene vidhipUrvaka pitAnI AjJA mAthe caDhAvI ane pachI prajAjanoe jorazorathI bhImasena rAjAno jaya he, vijaya he, evA vinithI rAjasabhAne bharI dIdhI. pachI jitArI rAjAe jahadI dIkSAnI taiyArI karI. guNasuMdarI rANI paNa rAjAnI sAthe dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA. baMne jaNAe caMdraprabha mahArAja pAse AvIne dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. A uparAMta bIjA ghaNAM bhavya chAe rAjA-rANI sAthe dIkSA lIdhI. te sivAya koIe bAra vrata aMgIkAra karyA, te keIe eka cothuM vrata aMgIkAra karyuM tyArabAda ghaNAM varSo sudhI rAjA-rANI cAritraratnanuM niraticAra samyagu pAlana karIne AyuSya pUrNa karIne anuttara devalokamAM gayA. tyAMthI manuSyabhava pAmIne mokSamAM jaze. rAjA-rANIe te pitAnuM kArya sAdhI lIdhuM. have A baMne bhAIonI zI vAta cAlaze te avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 15 zrAvaNa suda ne zanIvAra tA. 28-7-7 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne baheno! anaMtajJAnI mahApurUSe pharamAve che ke A virATa vizvanA vahetA pravAhamAM aneka jIve potAnuM jIvana jIve che ne samaya pUro thatAM kALarAjAnA sakaMjAmAM sapaDAya che. A pramANe anaMtA kALacakro pasAra karyA. A kALarAjAnI kedamAMthI mukta banAvI AdhyAtmika vikAsanI keDI para caDhAvanAra je kaI jIvana hoya te te mAnavajIvana che. mAnavajIvana pAmIne AdhyAtmika vikAsanI jene jijJAsA jAgI hoya tene bhagavAna kahe che ke he sAdhaka ! tuM sAvadhAna banI jA. muhaM muhaM mohaguNe jayantaM, aNegaruvA samaNaM caranta / INA sani zamana , telakSe jamavahu mAsa pahele utta. a.4 gAthA 11 sAdhu mahayukta zabdAdikane vAraMvAra jIte, saMyamane viSe pravartatA evA sAdhune AkarA tathA suvALA zabdAdika pharase te paNa te manathI tenA para dveSa na kare, vAraMvAra mohane jItIne saMyamI jIvanane saphaLa banAvavuM sahela nathI. bhagavAna A gALAmAM sAdhaka AtmAne jAgRta karatA kahe che ke he Atmika sukha pipAsu sAdhaka! tArI zayyA keTakethI bIchAvelI che. zatruonuM mAra khAvAnuM nimaMtraNa che sAmethI svIkAreluM che. meharUpI zatrune mArIne AtmAnuM akhaMDa jIvItavya jALavavuM e tArA hAthanI vAta che. sAdhakanI sAme mahinA aneka tephAne ane prahAra Ave che paNa te prahArone ghA jhIlatI vakhate enA pariNAmanI dhArAmAM zreSane aMkura paNa na phUTe

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142 zAradA siddhi te sAdhakanI sAcI sAdhanA che. pratikULatAmAM paNa pariSahA sAme parAbhava na pAmIne prasannatA jALavavI te ja sAcI sAdhanA. te ja 'tima ArAdhanA, te ja sAcI pragati sacamI sAdhakane peAtAnA sa'yamI jIvanamAM ghaNI pratikULatAe ane pariSahe| Ave che. koI temanI prazaMsA kare, mAna Ape te koI temanI niMdA kare, apamAna kare AvA prasaMgeAmAM paNa bhagavAnanI AjJAne zIra 'sATe vadhAvanAra sAdhaka AtmabhAvamAM alatA rahI potAnI samAdhi na gumAve. pratikULa saMcAgeA tathA anAjJa viSayeAmAM paNa cittanI prasannatA vacanathI ke kAyAthI teA na gumAve paNa manathI paNa dveSanA bhAva na janmAve. pratikULa sogAmAM jJAnIpurUSo potAnA anubhavA jagata sAme dharIne kahe che je kAMI vartamAnanA sacAge che te tArI bhUtakALanI bhUleAnuM pariNAma che. teA have te sacAgeAnA saha` svIkAra kara ane pharIthI tArI bhUla na thAya te mATe jAgRti rAkha. basa, A e vAte jo sAdhakanA jIvanamAM samajAI jAya ta anukULatA ke pratikULa, ISTa ke aniSTa sa MjogAmAM paNa tene rAga ke dveSa na thAya. rAga-dveSa na karavA te vItarAgatAnI prAptinA ameAdha upAya che. deha uparathI mAlikIpaNAnA bhAva uThAvIne mAlikane bheTavAnI taiyArIvALA sAdhaka game tevA prasageAmAM, game tevA sAme AvelA sacAgeAmAM paNa AtmAnuM bhAna bhUle kharA ? ane bhale te tenI kevI' dazA thAya ? huM eka nyAya ApIne samajAvu'. ? eka gAmamAM dhana meLavavA mATe keTalAka mANaseA paradeza javA taiyAra thayA. samaye plenanI sagavaDa na hatI eTale sTImara dvArA musApharI karIne paradeza javAtu hatu, badhA musApharo sTImaramAM beThA, badhA musApharoe peAtAnI sava salAmatI sTImaranA kaptAnane soMpI dIdhI. sTImara thADe dUra pahoMcI tyAM ekAeka dariyAmAM bhayaMkara tophAna zarU thayuM. uchaLatAM meAjAe vacce sTImara hAlakaDolaka thavA lAgI. kaptAne ghaNA purUSArtha karyAM. chatAM have kaptAnane khacavAnI koI AzA na lAgI. jo sTImaranI samatulA na jaLavAya teA badhAnA jIvana tyAM ne tyAM khatama thaI jAya. kaptAna badhA musAphAnA rakSaNa mATe temanA jIva bacAvavA mATe ghaNI mahenata karI rahyo che. jayAre sTImaramAM beThelA ajJAna ane mUrkha musApharo vicAra kare che ke samudramAM bhayaMkara tAphAna thaI rahyuM che. AvI muzkelImAM paNa jo kaptAna A sTImara kSemakuzaLa sAme kinAre na laI jAya teA te kaptAna zA kAmanA ? baMdhuo ! mUrkhAonI mUrkhatA te juo. badhAe bhegA maLIne nakkI karyu ke have ApaNe kaptAnanI keAI jarUra nathI. tene samudramAM phe'kI do. badhAe sapIne bhegA thaine kaptAnane upADIne dariyAmAM phekI dIdhA. A musApharoe eTale vicAra na karyAM ke kaptAnane phekI daIzuM teA pachI teAphAna zAMta thayA pachI sTImara koNa calAvaze ? kaptAnane dariyAmAM pheMkI dIdhA pachI tAphAna te ghaNuM vadhI gayu. musApharone sTImara

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zAradA siddhi 143 calAvatA te AvaDatI nathI tethI sTImara calAvavAnI aNaAvaDatane kAraNe pote badhA samudramAM DUbI gayA ne badhA mRtyune bheTayA. kaptAnane te taratA AvaDatuM hatuM tethI te te taratA taratA kinAre pahoMcI gaye, paNa musApharonI dazA zuM thaI te tame sAMbhaLyuM ? kaptAnane pheMkIne musApharI karanAra AtmAone mRtyu sivAya bIjuM zuM hoya? basa, A ja nyAya ApaNuM jIvana sAthe ghaTAvIe. mAnavInI jIvana naiyAne nAvika AtmA che je mAnava pitAnA AtmArUpI nAvikane bhUlI jaze te te saMsAra rUpI samudramAM phekAI jaze. Atma pariNAmanI samatulA jALavavAmAM jeTalI sAvadhAnI vizeSa teTalI maMjhIla tenI sAme. mokSamaMjhIle javA mATe manuSya janma e moTuM jaMkazana che. tapa tyAga karavAno badhe vega maLe che chatAM pathArI pAtharIne besI gayA che te have kaMIka jAgRta thAo. guMdaranI jema saMsArane cITakI gayA che te have ukhaDe. (hasAhasa) je tamArI jAte nahi ukhaDe te tamane parANe ukheDavA paDaze. tame maMkoDA te joyA che ne ? A comAsAnA divasamAM maMkoDA thAya. e maMkoDA mANasanA page cUMTe tyAre ene ukheDavA mATe prayatna te kare ja ne? bolo te kharA. tamane karaDe che khare? mAnavanA hRdayamAM dayA hoya eTale maMkoDe marI na jAya te mATe sAcavIne ukheDavAno prayatna kare. ghaNAM prayatna karavA chatAM na ukhaDe te hAtha vaDe parANe ukheDe che ne ? enI kevI dazA thAya che? aDadhe cuMTI rahe che ne aDadhe ukhaDe che, eTale enI keDa bhAMgI jAya che. je e maMkoDo ukhaDI gaye heta te keDa bhAMgata nahi. A te maMkoDAnI vAta karI paNa have tamArI vAta karuM. tame saMsArane kevA cITakI gayA che? sadgurUo tamane samajAvIne kahe che meha, mAyA ane mamatAnI cIkAza cheDI saMsAranI Asakti ghaTADe. tamane be traNa vakhata A pramANe bhAra daIne kahe chatAM Asakti nahi choDe te yAda rAkhajo ke tamArI keDe maMkoDAnI jema bhAMgI jaze, mATe samajIne ukhaDI jAo. A jiMdagI te pANInA pUranI jema pUravege cAlI rahI che. nadInA pUranA pravAhane rokavA koI samartha nathI chatAM daivI zaktithI koI rokI zake. TreIna upaDavAne samaya thaI gayuM hoya chatAM eMjina DrAyavara sAthe lAgavaga haze te upaDatI TreIna paNa rokI zakaze. plenanA pAyaleTa sAthe lAgavaga haze te upaDatA plenane paNa rekI zakAze paNa kALarAjAnI savArI Avaze tyAre ene rokavAnI keInI tAkAta nathI. eka sekanDa paNa nahi rekAya. tyAM keInI lAgavaga nahi cAle, mATe A karoLiyAnI jALamAMthI bahAra nIkaLe. emAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM e tamArA hAthanI vAta che. A samaya pharI pharIne pAchA nahi maLe. ghaNAM ema mAne che ke Aje nahi, kAle dharmadhyAna karIzuM. kAla karatA mahinA ne varSo cAlyA gayA. yAda rAkho ke kAlanI kone khabara che. kAle zuM thavAnuM che te koI jANo cho? goThavelA piogrAmane kAle kensala karavAne prasaMga AvI jAya che. mANasa dhAre che kaMIne bane che juduM.

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zAradA siti , thavAnu che. " o sa'sAramAM kema besI 144 kahevAya che ne ke " na jANyuM jAnakI nAthe, kAle savAre zuM tA tamane badhAne AvaDe che. mArI pahelAM tame khAlI gayA, chatAM rahyA che ? samajIne cetI jAva. kAla koNe joI che ? rAmacaMdrajIne je divase rAjatilaka karavAnu` hatu` te divase prabhAtanA praharamAM pitAjI pAse AzIrvAda levA gayA tyAre pitAjIe kaikeyIne ApelA vacananI vAta karI. pitAjInI vAta sAMbhaLI pitRAjJAnu pAlana karavA rAmaca`drajI hasate mukhaDe vanamAM javA taiyAra thayA. rAmacaMdrajI pitA dazaratha rAjAnA AzIrvAda laIne mAtA kauzalyAnA mahele gayA. kauzalyA mAtAnuM haiyu Aje harSoMnA hiloLe caDhayu hatu. ene evA AnaMda hato ke huM rAjarANI te chuM ne ? Aje huM rAjamAtA anIza. mAro rAma Aje rAjA banaze. tyAM rAmacaMdrajI mAtA kauzalyA pAse Ave che ne mAtAnA caraNamAM vaMdana karI prAMnA kare che ke he mAtA ! huM Aje tane eka AnaMdanI vAta karavA Avye chu. mAtA kaikeyI cauda varSa mATe mane vanavAsa mokale che ane mArA nAnA bhAI rAjagAdI para bese che. pitAjInuM vacana ane mAtAnI AjJAnu pAlana karavA mATe huM vanavAsa jAuM chu. tA mane premathI AzIrvAda Apa. - ne "rAmacaMdrajInI vAta sAMbhaLatA mAtAnuM rUdana " :- putranI vAta sAMbhaLIne mAtA kahe che beTA ! tuM zuM khele che ? tuM mane ane acadhyAnu vizALa rAjya chADIne vanavagaDAnI vATe jaIza ! tyAre rAmacaMdrajI kahe che mAtA ! tuM emAM duHkhI zA mATe thAya che ? bharata rAjagAdIe bese, lakSmaNa bese ke hu besuM emAM zuM pharaka paDavAno che? zuM ame bhAI e nathI ? ame eka ja chIe ne ? tyAre mAtA kauzalyA AMkhamAMthI codhAra AMsu sAratI kahe che beTA ! rAjagAdI para koI paNa bese enu mane bilakula duHkha nathI, paNa tArA jevA vanayavaMta ane bhaktizIla putranA mane vicAga paDaze, cauda varSa sudhI tAruM mukhaDuM mane jovA nahi maLe tenu` mane duHkha che. beTA ! tAro niceAga mArAthI sahana nahi thAya, ema kahIne mAtA dhruske ne dhruske raDavA lAgyA. adhuo ! mAtAne peAtAnA sa'tAnA keTalA vahAlA hAya che! mA zabda ja evA che ke je khelatA madhura ne AlhAdaka lAge che. mA zabdanu' uccAraNa karatA romeroma ullasita thaI jAya che. hRdayanA khUNe khUNA gujita khanI jAya che. mana malakAya che. mukha bharyu bharyu lAge che. enuM kAraNa e ja che ke mA zabdane jIvanasAt banAvanArI mAtA potAnA jIvananu amRta ape che. tenA hRdayamAMthI avirata, akhUTa, askhalita vAtsalyanA jharA nira'tara vahyA kare che. mAtAnA romerome sa'tAnAne sukhI karavAnI akhASita abhilASA pratyakSa dekhAtI hAya che. saMtAnAnA hita khAtara pAtAnuM ahita karatI, pAte paNa du:khI thatI, satAneAnA sukhane jhakhatI vyakti te ja mAtA che, mAtA saddA sa tAnAnA jIvananI AbAdI ane AyuSyane cira jIvI Icche che.

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zAradA siddhi 145 sa'tAnAnA Arogya khAtara peAtAnA ArAgyanI paravA na karanAra evI vyakti jo koI duniyAmAM hAya tA te eka mAtA che. mA zabdanuM uccAraNa vinAnuM eka paNa manuSyanuM mukha niha hAya. je mA zabdamAM ATalI tAkAta che te mAtAmAM keTalI zakti haze ? paNa Aje te mAtAne badale madhara kahetA thaI gayA ne mAne addhara uDADatA thayA. are.... uve te madhara gaI ne mammI AvI. mammI kahetA thayA ne vAtsalyanuM amI cAlyu. gayuM. kauzalyA mAtAnA dilamAM putra pratyeno apAra prema hatA eTale putranA vanavAsa javAnI vAta sAMbhaLI pArAvAra du:kha thayu. mAtAnA hRdayanI vedanA ane mAtAnA atarano prema te sAcA bhaktivAna putra samajI zake. AjakAlanA putrAne mAtAnI kiMmata nathI. kaLiyugamAM evA dIkarAe paNa hAya che ke mAtAnI vedanA ke rUdana joI ne paNa aMtaramAM yA utpanna thatI nathI. mA peAtAnA mALakone keTalA kaSTo veThIne pAlana pASaNa karI meATA kare che. e teA janetA sivAya khInnu* kANu samajI zake ? mAtA yasya gRha nAsti, bhAryA yA priyavAdanI / araNyam tena gantavyam, yathA araNyam tathA gRham // jenA gharamAM janetA ke priyavAdInI patnI na heAya e mAnava mATe ghara paNu - araNya samAna che. jene mAtA hAya e bhAgyazALI gaNAya. mAtA kauzalyAe rAmane vanamAM na javA mATe ghaNA Agraha karyAM, ghaNuM samajAvyA paNa rAme mAtAne khUba premathI samajAvIne rajA meLavI, ane mAtAe AzIrvAda ApyA ke beTA ! tArA pitAnI AjJAnuM pAlana kara. mAtAnA AzIrvAda laIne rAmacaMdrajI peAtAnA mahelamAM AvyA. atyAre sItAjIne paNa AnaMdano pAra na hatA ke Aje huM rAjarANI banIza. tyAM acAnaka patine AvatA joyA eTale premathI svAgata karyu. patine Anati ane prasanna joI ne acAnaka AgamananuM kAraNa pUchyuM tyAre rAmacaMdrajI badhI hakIkata kahe che ne kahe che sAcA putra te e ja kahevAya ke je mAtA-pitAnA vacana ane AjJAnu pAlana kare. Aje e avasara mane prApta thayA che. huM vanavAsa jAuM chuM. jo tamArI IcchA hAya te| ahI` rahIne sAsu sasarAnI sevA karo. sevA karavI e tamArI pharaja che. kadAca piyara javAnuM mana thAya te paNa khuzIthI jo. patinA mIThA madhurA vacanA sAMbhaLIne sItAjIne eka tarapha AnaMda ane khIjI tarapha duHkha thayuM. mAtApitAnI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA mATe pati svargIya sukhAne choDIne vanavAsa jAya che evA mahAna patinI patnI banavAnu` saubhAgya maLyu che tenA sItAjIne AnaMda ane gaurava thAya che ne ahI rahevAnu kahyuM tenuM duHkha thayu. te kholyA ke nAtha ! tamane tamArA dharmInu` pAlana vahAlu che tema mane paNa mAre dhama vahAlo che. satI strInA dharma patinI sAthe rahIne emanI sevA karavAnA che, Apa zA. 19

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146 . zAradA siddhi vanavagaDAmAM duHkha veThe ne huM rAjabhavanamAM rahI sukha bhegavuM e kadI bane nahi. jyAM vRkSa tyAM chAyA tema jyAM pati tyAM patnI zebhe che, mATe huM te ApanI sAthe ja AvIza. AjanA jamAnAmAM te kadAca ema kahI de ke tamAre mA-bApanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA vanavAsa javuM che te zuM mAre juvAnI Ama veDaphI nAMkhavI? kaMI nathI javuM. jAya DesADeAsI (hasAhasa) , satI sItAjI pativratA mATe sarvasva choDI vanamAM javA taiyAra thaI tyAre rAmacaMdrajI ene kahe che sItA! vanamAM AvavuM saheluM nathI. tyAM tAre ghaNAM kaSTo sahana karavA paDaze. vanamAM javA mATe ratha nathI, page cAlavuM paDaze. raste cAlatA khADA TekarA Avaze, pagamAM kAMTA kAMkarA vAgatA lehInI dhAra thaze. sUvA mATe sUkA ghAsanuM bichAnuM ane zilAnuM ozIkuM karavuM paDaze. kayAreka khAvAnuM paNa nahi maLe. vRkSanA pAMdaDA khAIne rahevuM paDaze. A badhuM sahana thaze? tyAre sItAjI hasatA mukhe kahe che A duHkha mane duHkha rUpa nathI lAgatA. patinI sAthe rahIne naraka jevuM duHkha mane svarga jevuM lAgaze ane patinA viyegamAM svarga samAna sukha naraka jevuM lAgaze. mAro dharma mArA patinI sAthe rahevAmAM che. baMdhuo! AvI mahAna pavitra satInA zarIranA ekeka aMgamAM mahAna tAkAta che. mahAbhAratane eka prasaMga che. kaura ane pAMDavo vacce bhayaMkara yuddha thayuM tyAre duryodhananA 9 bhAI e yuddhamAM khatama thaI gayA. enuM sainyabaLa, zastrabaLa, bhujAbaLa badhuM ghaTI gayuM. AthI duryodhana hatAza thaIne pitAne jIva bacAvavA yuddhamAMthI chaTakIne eka sarovaramAM traNa divasa sudhI saMtAI gaye. ene lAgyuM ke have huM ahIM ja pUro thaI jaIza. e vicArathI udAsa banIne sarovaramAMthI bahAra nIkaLI eka vRkSa nIce beThe, tyAre enA sAgarite pUche che mahArAjA ! Apa ciMtA zA mATe kare che ? tyAre duSTa buddhi duryodhana kahe che ke A pAMDee mArA badhA bhAIone mArI nAMkhyA che ne e jIvatA rahyA e mArAthI sahana thatuM nathI. pAMDe para vijaya meLavavA mAre zuM karavuM? e mATe sAcI salAha ApanAra kaI che? tyAre enA sAgarite kahe che A duniyAmAM potAnA prANanA bhoge paNa je kaI sAcI salAha ApanAra hoya te te dharmarAjA che. A saMsAramAM A bAbata mATe sAcI salAha ApanAra bIjuM koI nathI. zatruonA manamAM paNa dharmarAjA pratye ATalI zradhdhA ane AtmavizvAsa hatuM ke dharmarAjA koI divasa cheTuM bolaze nahi ane khoTI salAha Apaze nahi. zatruonA dilamAM paNa A vizvAsa kayAre bese? e vyaktimAM keTalI pavitratA haze ! Aje te patnIne enA pati upara vizvAsa na hoya ane patine patnI upara vizvAsa nahi. belo che. A vizvAsa? (hasAhasa) jyAM pitAnA kuTuMbIjanene vizvAsa nathI tyAM zatrunI te vAta ja kyAM karavI?

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zAradA siddhi 147 duryodhanane A vAta gaLe utarI eTale te pAMDavonI chAvaNI pAse Avyo. ene Avate joIne dharmarAjA vicAre che ke 9 bhAIe laDAImAM marI javAthI duryodhana nisahAya thaI gayuM che tethI saMdhi karavA AvyA lAge che. te ApaNe saMdhi karI levI. ApaNane pAMca gAma Apaze te paNa cAlaze. ApaNe te pAMca gAmanI mAMgaNI karI hatI paNa te ApavA taiyAra na thayuM tyAre yuddha karavuM paDayuM ne? have je saMdhi karavA mAMge te ApaNe laDavuM nathI. ema nakkI karIne duryodhanane aMdara belAvIne dharmarAjA ene bheTI paDayA ne AMkhamAM harSanA AMsu AvyA. tene pAse besADIne AvavAnuM prayojana pUchyuM, tyAre duryodhane kahyuM ke ApanI hAra thAya ne amArI jIta thAya e mATe zuM karavuM te salAha levA Avyo chuM. A sAMbhaLIne dharmarAjAe kahyuM bhAI! tame kaMI bhAMga te nathI pIdhI ne? nA..nA.....bhAMga nathI pIdhI. huM kharA aMtaHkaraNathI sAcI salAha mAMgu chuM, A saMsAramAM ApanA sivAya sAcI salAha ApanAra keI nathI. dharmarAjA keTalA pavitra haze ke zatrune paNa zraddhA che ke dharmarAjA koI divasa khoTuM nahi bole. bolo, have dharmarAjA zuM kare salAha Ape ke na Ape? tame zuM kare? dharmarAjA vicAra kare che ke bhale mArI jIta thAya ke hAra thAya paNa sAro mArga batAva e mAro dharma che. ema vicArIne kahe che bhAI ! amane jItavAne upAya te tamArA gharamAM che. tyAM duryodhana kahe che zuM ka upAya? mane jaladI batAve. bhAI! tArI mAtA gAMdhArIe potAnA pati dhRtarASTra sivAya keInuM mukha joyuM nathI. bhUlecUke pati sivAya bIjA koI purUSanuM mukha jovAI na jAya te mATe AkhI jiMdagI AMkhe pATA bAMdhI rAkhe che, eTale emanA satItvamAM evI zakti pragaTa thaI che ke e pATo khelIne jenA deha upara daSTi nAMkhe tenuM zarIra vajAnuM banI jAya, to tame vastro utArI nagna banIne tamArI mAtA sAme jaIne UbhA rahe ane mAtA gAMdhArI AMkhethI pATo bolIne tamArA samasta zarIra upara daSTi pherave to tamAruM zarIra vaja jevuM banI jAya, pachI amArA jevA pAMca to zuM, pAMca pAMDavone harAvavA e tamArA mATe ramata vAta che. tamArA zarIrane koIpaNuM zastra vAgaze nahi. A vAta sAMbhaLIne duryodhananA AnaMdane pAra na rahyo. harSabhera mAtA pAse javA de. A tarapha kRSNajI pAMDene maLavA mATe jatA hatA tyAM duryodhana utAvaLo jato sAme maLyo. enA mukha upara AnaMdane pAra na hato, kRSNajI pUche che duryodhana ! Aje tArA mukha upara ATalo badhe AnaMda kema che? ne utAvaLo kayAM jaI rahyo che? tyAre duryodhane kahyuM ke tame to pAMDane pakSa lIdhe che. amAre kayAM lIdhuM che? tame to mahAkapaTI che. tamArA jevA kaparIne vAta nahi karuM, paNa kAle yuddhabhUmi upara batAvI ApIza. kRSNajIe kahyuM bhAI! huM koIne pakSa leto nathI paNa mane

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148 zAradA siddhi jyAM nyAya dekhAya tene pakSa lauM chuM, paNa tuM kayAM ne zA mATe jAya che e to mane kahe. kRSNajIe khUba Agraha karyo eTale duryodhane potAnA vijaya mATe dharmarAjAe batAvelA upAyanI vAta kahI. A sAMbhaLIne kRSNajIe vicAra karyo ke A dharmarAjAe to kaMI bAkI rAkhI nahi, ane bhIme to pratijJA karI che ke huM duryodhananI jAMgha cIruM to pAMDuputra bhIma sAce. to A pratijJA kevI rIte pUrI thaze? kRSNajI to hatA mahAna bakhaDajaMtara. eTale kahe che bhAI! tane dharmarAjAe salAha to sAcI ApI paNa eka bhUla karI che. tene game to huM bhUla batAvuM. duryodhana kahe che hA, batAve, eTale zrIkRSNe kahyuM bAlapaNAmAM mAtAnI pAse nagnAvasthAmAM haravuM, pharavuM, AnaMdavineda karo e zaramajanaka nathI paNa Aje tuM keTalo moTo kahevAya ? se bhAIomAM tuM sauthI moTo bhAI, tuM keTalA saMtAnane bApa che ane tAruM zarIra pahADa jevuM che. A avasthAmAM nagnAvasthAmAM UbhA rahevuM e keTaluM zaramajanaka kahevAya ! are, tArI mAtAne paNa lAja Avaze ane enuM gaurava paNa kevI rIte jaLavAya? mAtAnuM gaurava jALavavuM e to putrane dharma che, to khAlI eka nAnakaDI caDDI paherIne mAtA sAme UbhA rahevAmAM zuM vAMdhe che? duryodhanane kRSNajInI vAta satya lAgI. e to mAtA pAse gayo ne badhI vAta karI. mAtAne to putra pratye keTaluM vAtsalya hoya che e to tame jANe che ne? pitAnA putrane vijaya thAya te mATe gAMdhArIe AMkhethI pATe cheDIne joyuM te duryodhana eka caDDI paherIne Ubhe che. gAMdhArIe tenA sAme daSTi karI to duryodhananuM vastra vinAnuM zarIra vA jevuM thaI gayuM. TUMkamAM je mAtAnI AMkhamAM pitAnA dIkarAnuM zarIra vaja jevuM banAvavAnI tAkAta che tenA samagra zarIramAM keTalI tAkAta haze ? e tAkAta ane zakti satIvrata pALavAne kAraNe che. rAmacaMdrajIe satI sItAne vanavAsa nahi AvavA mATe khUba samajAvyA paNa sItAjI kaMI samaje ? emaNe to emanA pativratA dharmanuM pAlana karavAne daDha nizcaya karyo che. svarga jevA sukhane lAta mArIne sItAjI rAmacaMdrajI sAthe vanamAM javA taiyAra thayA. jaba vana jAnekA raMga huA, sItA kA dila bhI saMga huA, sukha du:khameM pati ke sAtha rahe, batalA diyA janakadulArIne satI dharmakA kaMkA duniyAmeM, bajavA diyA janakadulArIne. jagatamAM mahAna vyaktionuM anukaraNa jagatanA dareka mAnavIe kare che. A mahAsatI sItAjI paNa pitAnA tyAga ane satItva dvArA strIone mATe udAharaNa rUpa che. sItAjI rAma sAthe vanavAsa javA taiyAra thayA. lakSamaNajI paNa moTAbhAI ane bhAbhInI sevA mATe rAjabhavana ane yuvAna patnIne cheDIne gayA hatA. tyAM temaNe

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zAradA siddhi 149 rAma ane sItAjInI kevI sevA bajAvI te tame jANe che. bhAI bhAI vacce ke prema have joIe te rAma lakSmaNanA jIvanamAMthI jANavA maLe che. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA teramA adhyayananI vAta cAle che saMbhUti muni saMyama laIne nirdoSa AhAranI gaSaNa mATe hastinApuramAM gharagharamAM phare che. namucie temane joyA eTale oLakhI gayo. emanA manamAM thayuM ke A sAdhu mArA pApanI vAta pragaTa karaze to mArI pradhAnapadavI cAlI jaze eTale pitAnA pApane DhAMkavA mATe namucI pradhAne pitAne dUta mAraphata saMbhUti munine paDadA, pATu vagerene khUba mAra marAvIne nagaranI bahAra kADhI mukAvyA. munirAja to mAra khAIne udyAnamAM cAlyA gayA. tyAM gayA pachI pradhAnanA AvA duSkartavyanA kAraNe saMbhUti munine khUba kodha AvI eTale muninA moDhAmAMthI dhumADAnA goTA nIkaLavA lAgyA, ane e nagarImAM chavAI gayA. A munine ugra tapanA prabhAve tejubhecchA pragaTa thaI hatI tethI e tejulesthAnI javALAnA prakAzathI AkhuM nagara vyApta thaI gayuM. have enI nagaramAM kevI asara thaze, ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra:- jitArI rAjAe pitAnA moTA putra bhImasenane rAjyane kArabhAra seMpI dIkSA lIdhI. guNasuMdarI rANIe paNa dIkSA lIdhI. ugra cAritranuM pAlana karI baMne ekAvatArI banyA. A tarapha bhImasena rAjA banyA ne suzIlA rAjarANI banI. bhImasena rAjA khUba dhamaparAyaNa ane pApabhIru hatA. emane rAjakAjamAM oche rasa hato. chatAM nirasa bhAvathI rAjyanA dareka kAma nyAya nItipUrvaka karatA, paNa emane lAgyuM ke huM ekale rAjya karyuM tenA karatAM nAnAbhAI harisenane paNa je rAjayanI DI javAbadArI ApavAmAM Ave te potAne ghaNe bhAra haLavo thaI jAya. A vicAra bhImasene maMtrIne jaNAvyuM. maMtrIone A vAta gamI eTale e vAta saue vadhAvI lIdhI. pachI zuM karyuM? sAre deza ANa phiravAdI, jaya jaya bhIma nareza, ladhu bAMdhavake yuvarAja pada dInA, prItibhAva suvizeSa. eka zubha divase pradhAnoe bhegA thaIne bhImasena rAjAne jayajayakAra bolAvI dezadezamAM emanA nAmanI ANa pheravAvI ane nAnAbhAI harisenane yuvarAjapade sthApana karyo. baMne bhAIo vacce rAma lakSmaNa je prema hatuM. baMne bhAInI patnIo suzIlA ane surasuMdarI vacce sagI bahene je prema hatuM. baMne bhAIo khUba sArI rIte rAjataMtra calAvatA pitAnA mahelamAM AnaMdathI rahetA hatA. thaDA samayamAM baMne bhAIo prajAne priya thaI paDayA ane dezadezamAM emanI khyAti phelAI gaI harisene rAjyanuM ghaNuM kArya uThAvI lIdhuM hatuM eTale bhImasenane adhI upAdhi ochI thaI gaI. baMne bhAIe AnaMdapUrvaka svarga jevA sukhe bhegavI rahyA hatA.

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150 zAradA siddhi eka vakhata bhImasenanI patnI suzIlA sukharUpe zAMta rAtrIe divya zayyAmAM sUtI hatI tyAre teNe svapnAmAM aneka prakAranA uccakoTinA vividha ratnAnI kAMtithI sUryaMnI prabhAne AMkhI pADI de evu divya vimAna joyu. svapna joyA pachI navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karatI bhImasenanA zayanakhaMDamAM jaI madhura svare potAnA svapnanI vAta jaNAvI. A sAMbhaLIne bhImasena rAjAe kahyu` priye! tane AveluM svapna ghaNuM zreSTha che. A svapna ema sUcave che ke ApaNA kuLane dIpAve evA yazasvI ane prabhAvazALI putra ratnanI tane prApti thaze. A sAMbhaLIne suzIlA rANIne khUba AnaMda thayA, tyAra pachI suzIlAne dAna karavAnI, gurUdevanA darzana karavAnI zubha bhAvanAo thavA lAgI. rANIne zubha dohada thatAM te rAjA premathI pUrA karatA hatA. samaya jatAM savA nava mAse rANIe putrane janma ApyA. putranA janma thatAM ja dAsIe jaIne bhImasena rAjAne vadhAmaNI ApI. A khuzakhabara sAMbhaLIne rAjAnuM haiyuM nAcI UThayu' ne vadhAmaNI devA AvanAra dAsIne hIrAjaDita vITInI bheTa ApI. yAcakone khUba dAna dIdhuM. bAramA divase kuTu khIjanonI hAjarImAM putranuM nAma devasena jAhera karyuM. devasena devakumAra jevA tejasvI ane rUpALA hatA. te mAtA-pitA tathA aneka dAsa-dAsIonA hAthamAM ramatA divase divase meTo thavA lAgyA. tyAra pachI e varSe pharIne suzIlAe svapnamAM suMdara vimAna para rahele ghaNA UMcA Indradhvaja joyA. rANIe rAjAne svapnanI vAta karI. bhImasene kahyu... devI ! A OM svapnanA prabhAve kuLamAM dIpaka samAna putra janmaze. samaya jatAM teNe suMdara lakSaNaiAthI zeAlatA evA putrane janma ApyA dAsIe rAjAne A vadhAmaNI ApI eTale rAjAe dAsIne kimatI ratnAnA hAra bheTa ApyA. dAsI khuza khuza thaI gaI. khAramA divase adhA sagA snehIenI hAjarImAM bALakanu nAma ketusena pADayu. ane bALako eka khIjA sAthe premathI ramatA hatA. A baMne bALakone bhImasena kayAreka bagIcAmAM te kayAreka dharmasthAnakamAM pharavA laI jatA. bhImasenanA rAjamahelathI thADe dUra eka bagIco hatA. e bagIco aneka prakAranA phaLa-kulethI suzAbhita hatA. tenI vacamAM deve vAvelA eka AMkhA hatA, e AMbA upara dararAja cha phaLa AvatA hatA ne baMne bhAIone traNa traNa phaLa ApavAmAM AvatA, A AMbAnA kAraNe bane bhAIonA sukhamaya sa'sAramAM kevI Aga caMpAze tenA bhAva avasare.

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vyAkhyAna naM.-16 zrAvaNa suda 6 ne ravIvAra "mAnavatAnI maheMka" tA. ra9-7-79 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! AgamanA AkhyAtA, vizvanA vikhyAtA ane nirvANa paMthanA netA evA tIrthakara bhagavaMte ghAtI karmo upara ghA karI kevaLajJAnanI jota pragaTAvI. kevaLajJAnanA prakAzamAM jagatanA chane zubhAzubha karmo pramANe anekavidha sukha-duHkha bhegavatA joyA. zubha karmanA udayathI ja bhautika sukhamAM magna banI AnaMda kilela kare che ane azubha karmanA udayathI jIve evA dukhe bhagave che ke je jotAM paNa ApaNAM hRdayamAM kaMpArI chUTe che, tyAre jJAnI purUSo kahe che he jIvAtmA! emAM harSa ke kheda karavA jevuM nathI, kAraNa ke karma bAMdhatI vakhate AtmA kAMI vicAra karatA nathI. karmanA baMdha Dagale ne pagale jIvane baMdhAtA hoya che. jevA prakAranA karmo jIve bAMdhelA hoya tevA tene bhegavavA paDe che. karmarAjAnI sattA keInI zarama bhare tema nathI. "6 vAriNaM putramANi ja, tameva vAcharu saMpaITI" sUya. sUtra jJAnI kahe che ke pUrvabhavamAM jIve jevA karmo karyA hoya tenuM phaLa jIvane A bhavamAM ke koI bhavamAM bhegavavuM paDe che, pachI karma karanArA rAjA hoya ke raMka hoya paNa karmo koIne cheDatA nathI. tyAM koInI lAgavaga ke lAMca rUzvata cAle tema nathI. khuda tIrthakara bhagavAnane paNa kamena cheDayA che? "nA, te pachI ApaNA jevA pAmara jInI vAta kayAM karavI ! A saMsAramAM jIvane Dagale ne pagale jANatAM ajANatAM karmo baMdhAtA jAya che. temAM ghaNAM te evA ja hoya che ke jANIbUjhIne IrAdApUrvaka karmo bAMdhe che ane pAchA pitAnA karelA pApanI prazaMsA kare che. joyune huM keTale badhe hoziyAra chuM, ke bahAdura chuM. vaLI pAchA AvuM pApa karavAnI bIjAne anumodanA Ape che, zAbAzI Ape che paNa ene khabara nathI ke mArA karelA karmo mAre ja bhegavavA paDaze. te vakhate koI cheDAvanAra ke bhAga paDAvanAra nathI. jema ApaNane koI rega thaye te pIDA ApaNe bhegavavI paDe che ne ? gharanA mANase DekaTara lAve, davA kare, sevAcAkarI kare paNa vedanAmAM bhAga paDAvavA koI samartha thAya che ? koI nahi. mATe samajo. A saMsAramAM jIva ekale AvyuM ne ekale javAnuM che. yAda rAkhaje, karma bAMdhIne bhegI karelI riddhi-siddhi sAthe AvavAnI nathI, ane nAhakanA karmabaMdhana karI anaMtA janma maraNa vadhe che. coryAzI lAkha jIvAyeninA lAyasansa levA paDe che. karmasattA evA sthAnamAM evI gatimAM jIvane dhakelI de che ke pachI enA duHkhane Are Avato nathI, mATe jJAnI purUSo vAraMvAra jIvane Takora kare che ke he jIva ! karma bAMdhatA pahelAM tuM khUba vicAra kara. eka sAmAnya vAtamAM paNa jIvane

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para zAradA siddhi evu* karma baMdhAI jAya che ke te bhegavyA vinA chUTakArA thatA nathI, karmAdhIna jIve caturgAMti saMsAramAM keTalA cakkara lagAvyA che te batAvatA zAstrakAra kahe che, egayA devaleAsu, narapasu vi egayA / pAyA gAma jAya, gaddA murtti najIr // utta. a3 gAthA 3 karmAnusAra jIva kayAreka devalAkamAM, te kayAreka narakamAM, te kayAreka asurakAyamAM jAya che. jIve devalokanA mahAna sukhA bhAganyA ne kavaza naraka gatinA anaMtA duHkhA paNa veThayA chatAM hajI jIva samajatA nathI. A badhI vAte ghaNI jhINI jhINI che. jainadarzanamAM kama baMdhanuM nirUpaNu ghaNu' suMdara che. Aje mAsakhamaNanA dharanA pavitra divasa che. dhara eTale zuM? dhAraNa karavu, pakaDavuM. A divasa zu' pakaDavAnu' kahe che ne zu' cheDavAnu kahe che te tame samajyA ? AjathI tapa, kSamA, dayA, saraLatA, dAna vagere dharmAne pakaDI levA ane krodha, mAna, lobha, hiMsA vagerene cheDI devA. paisAnuM mamatva cheDIne dAna devuM. krodhane cheDIne kSamA dhAraNa karavI. AhArasa'jJAne teADavA tapa karavA. je bhAI bahenane mAsakhamaNu tapanI ArAdhanA karavI hoya te AjathI maMgala zarUAta karaze. AtmA anAdikALathI khAnapAnamAM paDayA che. AhArasa'jJAne teADavA mATe tapa karavAnI jarUra che. mAsakhamaNunA dharanA divasa AjathI ApaNane cetavaNI Ape che ke kanI kAlimAthI malIna banelA he jIvAtmA! AjathI barAbara trIsamA divase saMvatsarI parva Avaze, mATe tArA AtmA upara lAgelA karmAMnI malInatA dhAvA mATe sajAga banIne jJAna-dana-cAritra ane tapanI ArAdhanA karavA taiyAra thaI jA. ApaNe tyAM pavitra AtmAoe tapanI ArAdhanAnI maMgala zarUAta karI dIdhI che. tapasvI cArUmahenane Aje 23 me, vasubahenane 21 mA, minAkSIbahenane me ema ghaNI bahenone upavAsa cAlu che. tame zuM karazeA ? tapa karavAnI zakti na hoya te AjIvana brahmacaryaMmAM AvA. mAha sAme mukAbalo karavA dhamasattAnA zikhare caDho, " jJAna, darzana, cAritra, dAna, zIla, tapa, ane bhAvanI ArAdhanA karatA, bAhya AbhyaMtara tapanu' zaraNu letAM, AtmakalyANanI bhAvanA karatAM, saMsAranI asAratAnuM citra AMkha sAme rAkhatA, anityAdibAra bhAvanA bhAvatA, aneka prakAranI pratikULatAne sahana karatA AtmAne baLavAna manAvIne AgaLa vadhatA karmonA bhUkkA khelAvIne AtmA anaMta sukhano bhoktA ane che, AtmAne anata sukhanA bhAktA banAvavA mATe ne siddha svarUpa pragaTa karavA mATe ghaNAM prakAranA yuddho khelavA paDe che kAraNa ke eka tarapha dha`rAjA che. temanA hAthamAM dharma sattA che ane bIjI tarapha mAharAja che temanA hAthamAM kama sattA che. AtmA ane jaDanA sabadha anAdi kALanA che, chatAM a'ne ekakhIjAthI alaga che ne temanI pravRtti paNa alaga alaga che. dharmarAjA dharma dvArA AtmAne ka sattAthI 66

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153 zAradA siddhi mukta banAvavA Icche che tyAre maharAja karmasattA dvArA AtmAne baMdhanathI bAMdhavA Irache che. mana e maharAjAno mukhya ane AjJAMti senApati che. te sadA tenI AjJAne tAbe rahenAra che. tenI nIce cAra kaSAye mananA hukamano Adara karanAra che. tyArapachI pAMca Indriya ane tene viSaye tenI AjJAmAM aDIkhama UbhA che, ane aDhAra prakAranA pApasthAne te AtmAne DUbADavA mATe taiyAra ja che. maharAjAnI eTalI badhI dhAka, jera ane baLa che ke te AtmAne dharma sanmukha thavA deto nathI. je kaI AtmA dharmasattAne zaraNe jAya che te AtmAne TharIne ThAma rahevA detuM nathI. ATalI badhI pracaMDa zakti dharAvatA maharAjAne chata sahela nathI. te eTalI badhI yukti prayukti dvArA jIvane jakaDI rAkhe che ke AtmA baMdhanathI mukta thaI zakate nathI. eka AtmA khUba tapa kare tyAre meharAjA ene pachADavA mATe krodhane hukama kare eTale basa AtmAnuM AvI banyuM. kahyuM che ne ke je krodha sahita kroDa pUrva sudhI tapa kare ke saMyama pALe te tenuM phaLa lekhe lAgatuM nathI. ghaNI ArAdhanA karI paNa je samaya Avye jAgRta na rahyA te meharAnA pitAnI sattA dvArA AtmAne evo pachADe ke kareluM badhuM dhULamAM maLI jAya. dAna denAra pAse mAnane mekale ke huM ke moTe dAnI chuM. ema badhe ja kahete na phare tyAM sudhI ene cena na paDe meM ahIM ATalA ApyA ne tyAM ATalA ApyA Ama badhe jAherAta karate phare eTale dAna kareluM dhULadhANI. tapasvI AyaMbIla karate hoya tyAre samatA na rahevA de. AvI ThaMDI roTalI, AvI dALa, bIjuM kaMI te ThekANuM ja nahi. pAraNunA divase rAbaDI na banAvI, maga na banAvyA, keI mane zAtA pUchatuM nathI. mArI saMbhALa letuM nathI AvI durbhAvanA karAve eTale badhuM pANImAM jAya. AvI rIte sAmAyika karatA, mALA pheravatA, vyAkhyAna zravaNa karatA vagere koI paNa prakAranI dharmakaraNI karatA mahArAjAnA sainike haratA pharatA rahe che ane tenA mukhya senApati rUpI mana te haradama badhI jagyAe pahoMcI jAya che. game teTalo UMco caDhelo AtmA enA sakaMjAmAM AvI jAya che ane te moharAjA AtmAne corAzInA cakkaramAM ane cAra gatinA cogAnamAM ekendriyathI mAMDI paMcendriyanA vividha prakAranA sthAnamAM dhakelI de che jethI pharIne AvatA UMco AvI zake nahi. chatAM AtmA mithyAtvanA gharamAMthI bahAra nIkaLIne samaktinA gharamAM AvI jAya te game tyAre game te vakhate Icchita sthAna meLavI zakaze temAM be mata nathI. jene mokSamAM javAnI IcchA che, mekSanI TikiTa phaDAvavI che tene te meharAjAnA tephAne sAme jhajhamavuM paDaze. tAkAtathI sAmane kare paDaze. maharAjAnA jakhara tophAnanI sAme jhajhumatA dharmarAjAnuM zaraNa svIkAravuM paDaze. eka vakhata maharAjAnA pAzamAMthI chUTI dharmarAjAnuM zaraNuM svIkArI lIdhuM tene jarUra uddhAra thavAnuM che, zA. 20

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154 zAradA siddhi baMdhuo ! AvuM sAMbhaLyA pachI mahArAjAne kevI rIte chatAya, karmabaMdhana kevI rIte chUTe, Dagale pagale baMdhAtA karmothI AtmA kevI rIte mukta bane te mATe kevI taiyArI karavI paDaze tene vicAra karaje. bAkI maharAjA tephAna karavAmAM bAkI rAkhatuM nathI. mahArAjAe te ghaNAM UMce caDhelAne pADI nAMkhyA che. bhalabhalAnA geTalA ane chetarA kADhI nAkhyA che. jemAM mahArAjAnI mahAsenA jeIne DaryA nahi, pAchA paDyA nahi, game tevI muzIbate sAme nIDara rahIne dharmarAjAne zaraNe jaI temanuM zaraNa svIkAryuM te AtmAe anaMta sukhanA bhaktA banI gayA. je mAre ne tamAre paNa evA sukhanA bhaktA banavuM hoya te jJAnI kahe che ke, evI kadI na karIe moja, pAchaLathI Ave karmanI phoja, khabaradAra te kare sAcI kheja, emAM bane divAnA roja he AtmA! tuM harAjAne tAbe thaIne mojamajhA uDAvavAmAM bhAna na bhUlIza. A sthAna te evuM che ke saheja bhAna bhUlyA te pAchaLa karmarAjAnI moTI phoja tArI pAchaLa ubhelI che te tane evI gherI vaLaze ke emAMthI chUTavuM muzkela thaI paDaze. jene karmarAjAnI phojamAMthI mukta thavAnI laganI lAgI che e te satata sAvadhAna banIne AtmAnI beja kare che. . ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 13mA adhyayananI vAta cAle che. namuci pradhAne saMbhUti munine khUba mAra mAryo eTale muninA dilamAM krodhAgnie praveza karyo. samatArUpa rUpa jaLa baLI gayuM. bhayaMkara krodha AvavAthI tejulezyAnA kAraNe muninA mukhamAMthI dhumADAnA goTegoTA nIkaLyA ne hastinApuramAM vyApI gayA. jema agninA bhaDakA baLatA hoya tevI garamI lAgI, tethI nagarajano DarathI Amatema nAsabhAga karavA lAgyA. zA mATe Ama banyuM che tenI keIne khabara nathI. A keI daivI kopa thayo che ema samajatA hatA. A te agnino bhaya che paNa ghaNI vakhata mANasano koi evo bhayaMkara hoya che ke mANasa dhrujI UThe che, paNa A te "bahuratnA vasuMdharA" A pRthvI te ghaNuM ratnone dhAraNa karanArI che. emAM kaMIka che kodhI hoya che te kaI kSamAzIla hoya che. temane mAthe game tevA saMkaTa Ave chatAM kSamA cheDatA nathI. aMte enI kSamA ane zItaLatA rUpa pANuM AgaLa kodhAgnine TharI javuM paDe che. ene purA ApatI eka kahAnI tamane saMbhaLAvuM. eka mAtAne be dIkarA ane eka dIkarI ema traNa saMtAno hatA. moTA putranuM nAma vijaya ane nAnAnuM nAma sureza hatuM. puNyodaye saMpatti khUba hatI paNa saMtAnone mUkIne pitA svargavAsa thayA. vijya ane sureza vacce dasa varSanuM aMtara hatuM. vijaya vIsa varSane thaye tyAre sureza daza varSano hato. pApa karmanA udaye sureza janmathI mUMge ne bahere hate paNa game te dIkarI hoya te paNa mAtAne te vahAlo

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zAradA siddhi 155 hoya che, eTale mAtA surezane premathI ucheratI hatI. vijaya bAvIsa varSano thaye eTale ene kaI sArA gharanI saMrakArI kanyA sAthe khUba dhAmadhUmathI paraNa. kanyAnuM nAma sunaMdA hatuM. jevuM enuM nAma hatuM tevA ja enA guNa hatA. sunaMdA bahu DAhI ne gaMbhIra hatI. bele te jANe enA mukhamAMthI amI jhare, paNa ene pati vijaya khUba krodhI hatuM. tene nAno bhAI sureza te pahelethI ja gamatuM na hatuM, paNa jyAM sudhI mAtA beThI hoya tyAM sudhI enuM zuM cAle? A be dIkarAthI dIkarI maTI hatI. e te enA pitAjI jIvatA sAsare gaI hatI, tenuM nAma zarmIlA hatuM. ene paNa nAno bhAI gamatuM na hatuM. mAtA badhuM samajatI hatI ke huM chuM tyAM sudhI A chekarAne pALIza pachI A bhAI ke bahena ene pALe tevI AzA nathI. sureza bicAre belI zakto na hato, kaMI sAMbhaLatuM na hato paNa aMdarathI badhuM samajato hate. mANasanA mukha joIne e badhuM samajI jatA ke Ane mArA upara prema che ke nahi! vahune bhalAmaNa karatA sAsu" - moTAbhAI ke meTI bahena sureza tarapha kadI premabharI dRSTithI jotA na hatA ke kadI eka lehInI sagAInI lAgaNI vyakta karatA na hatA. bahena te kyAreka AvatI paNa bhAI te gharamAM rahetA eTale bicAre rAMka pazu je sureza vijayanI mukhAkRti joIne dhrujI uThate. jema pArevuM bilADIne joIne phaphaDe tema e phaphaDate hate. sunaMdA paraNIne AvyA pachI mahemAno badhA pitApitAne ghera vidAya thayA. vijaya kAmadhaMdhA mATe bajAramAM gaye eTale sAsu-vaha ane sureza traNa jaNa gharamAM hatA. sAsujI jamIne sUtA tyAre vinayI vahu sunaMdA sAsujInA paga dAbavA gaI tyAre sAsue khUba namratA ane mIThAzathI kahyuM beTA sunaMdA! tuM khUba saMskArI ne DAhI che, vaLI zrImaMta gharanI che eTale tArAmAM udAratA paNa ghaNI che. mane te tAruM mukha joIne ema ja lAge che ke tuM mArA gharanI kuLadevI che. beTA! huM tArI pAse eka vacana mAMgu chuM. gharamAM lakSmIno tUTo nathI, badhI rIte sukha che paNa mArA pUrvakarmanA udayathI A mAre sureza janmathI mUMge ne bahere che. bicAze pazu jevuM che. ene khAvA ApIe te khAya ne pANI pIne eka khUNAmAM besI rahe che. huM jIvuM chuM tyAM sudhI te kaI ciMtA nathI paNa A jiMdagIno zuM bharoso che? mArA aMtima samaye kadAca huM bebhAna hau, kadAca bhAnamAM houM ne bolI na zakuM te tamane bhalAmaNa karavAnI rahI jAya tethI atyArathI tArI pAse vacana mAMgu chuM. tuM mArA surezane sAcavaje. enI khabara leje, nahitara enI hAlata kUtarA jevI thaI jaze. beTA! loke mUMgA pazuonI dayA kare che, ene pALe che ne piSe che. te A eka pazu jevA garIba bALakane tuM pALaje. bhagavAna tane sukhI karaze. bAkI mAro vijaya ke zamalA te enA sAmuM jove tevA nathI, temAM paNa vijaya te ene pazukhAnAmAM mUkI Avaze. ene jarA paNa dayA nathI. ATaluM bolatAM sAsuno kaMTha rUMdhAI gaye ne AMkhamAMthI bora bora jevA AMsuDA sarI paDayA.

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156 zAradA siddhi sanadAe sAsune ApeluM AzvAsana" :-vinayavaMta sunaMdA kahe che bA ! tame raDaze nahi, mUMjhAze nahi. huM Apane vacana ApuM chuM ke mArA nAnA diyarIyAne peTanA dIkarA je gaNeza. ene jamADIne huM jamIza, ene sUvADIne huM sUIza. huM enA sAjAmAMdAnI saMbhALa laIza, mArA prANanI jema ene sAcavIza. bA...tame ciMtA na karaze. ema kahIne sAsune chAnA rAkhyA. vahune paraNIne AvyA haju traNa divasa thayA che ne enA AvA amI jharatA vacana sAMbhaLIne sAsune zAMti thaI temanA manamAM AnaMda thaze ke zuM mArI vahu DAhI, guNIyala ne gaMbhIra che! nahitara haju paraNIne AvI che ke AvuM vacana keNa Ape ? bIjI vahu hoya te ema kahI de ke e paLojaNa huM kyAM karuM ! haju te paraNIne AvI chuM ne mArA mAthe bhAra kayAM nAMkhe che? tame tamArA dIkarAne saMbhALI leje. mArA pudaye mane AvI guNIyala vahu maLI. cha mahinA AnaMdathI pasAra thayA. kudaratane karavuM eka divasa acAnaka sA sunI tabiyata bagaDI. eka ja divasanI bimArImAM sAsujI duniyA choDIne cAlyA gayA. mAtA samAna premALa sAsu jatAM sunaMdAnA duHkhano pAra na rahyo. e karUNa svare raDatI kahevA lAgI he kALarAjA ! haju te mane paraNyA cha mahinA thayA che. mArA kaMkupagalA. luchAyA nathI te pahelA mArI mAtA samAna sAsujIne kayAM jhaDapI lIdhA ! e krUra chekALarAja! tane jarA paNa dayA na AvI te A zuM karyuM? "surezane karUNa kahapAMta" - pelo mUMgone bahere sureza bicAre bolI zakatuM nathI. bhAbhInA karUNa zabdo sAMbhaLI zakatuM nathI, paNa enA mukha uparanA hAvabhAva joIne badhuM samajI jAya che. e paNa aMdarathI pokAra kare che mane pALanArI mArI mamatALu mAtA mane cheDIne cAlI gaI! mAtAnuM zaba paDayuM che. ene peTa upara mAthuM mUkIne codhAra AMsue raDate aMtarathI pakAra kare che he bhagavAna! tane A pazu jevA chokarAnI dayA na AvI ! have mAruM zuM thaze ! arere....mA, tuM mane mUkIne kyAM cAlI gaI? mane tArI sAthe ja laI jA ne! tArA vinA A duniyAmAM mAruM keNa sazuM che? ema aMtarathI mAtAne kahetA hoya te hAvabhAva vyakata kare che. bhAbhI enA mAthe hAtha pheravIne kahe che ke bhAI ! ApaNuM bA cAlyA gayA. tame dUra jaIne bese. ema IzArAthI kahe che paNa mAno prema che ne? e dUra khasatuM nathI. mAtAne joI joIne raDe che tyAre moTebhAI vijaya ene DhaseDIne dara mUkI Avyo ne kahe che e khUNAmAM besI rahe. have ahIM AvIza nahi. mAnI lAgaNInA pradarzana nathI karavA. eka te mAtAnI viga che ne bIjI tarapha moTAbhAIne krodha eTale bicAre sureza phaphaDI UTha, tyAre sunaMdA enA patine kahe che nAtha ! tame AvuM zA mATe kare che? tamane ema nathI thatuM ke mArA bhAIne mAthe hAtha pheravIne huM chAno rAkhuM ne uparathI krodha karo cho ? atyAre te sagAvahAlA badhA bhegA thayA hatA eTale kaMI na be. dukhita dile mAtAnI aMtima kriyA patAvI.

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zAradA siddhi 1pa7 jyArathI sAsujI gayA tyArathI suna`dA jema sAsu surezane sAcavatI enA karatAM paNa adhika sAcavatI hatI. e UThe tyArathI e UMghe tyAM sudhI enI pUrepUrI sabhALa rAkhatI tyAre vijaya kahetA sunaMdA ! have tuM A mU'gA pazunI mamatA cheoDI de. tuM enI pAchaLa keTalo bhAga Ape che. have huM ene gharamAM rAkhavA mAMgatA nathI. khA hatA tyAM sudhI huM kaMi bolI zakatA na hatA paNa have teA mAru' dhAtu thaze. sureza moTAbhAInAM mukha uparanA hAvabhAvathI samajI jatA ke A zuM kahevA mAMge che ? tyAre sunadA kahetI ke nAtha ! Apa A zu' belo che ? duniyAmAM loke AvA mUgA--maherA chekarAonI yA kare che. emane mATe anAthAzrama kheAlIne sevA kare che te A tA ApaNA bhAI che. zu tamane tamArA bhAInI dayA nathI AvatI ? A zabdo tamArA mukhamAM zele che? ApaNAM gharamAM zu' duHkha che? reTalA bhegA roTalo khAya che ne ATalA moTA gharamAM eka khUNAmAM sUI jAya che. je khAvA ApIe te khAI le che. jevA kapaDA paherAvIe te paherI le che. e bicArA kai mAMge che ? chatAM tame zA mATe Ama kare che ? tyAre vijye suna dAnai na kahevAnA zabdo kahyA. krodha karIne ene mArI besatA, tyAre mUMgA sureza raDI paDatA ne bhAbhIne izArAthI samajAvatA ke bhAbhI ! mArA nimitte tamAre mAra khAvA paDe che te mane javA dhra, mane bhagavAna lai jaze tyAM jaiza. surezanA bhAva jANI bhAbhI khUba raDayA. AthI sureza bhAbhIne vaLagI paDayA. bhAbhI vinA enuM koi sagu' na hatu. diyara mATe kaSTa veThatI bhAbhI" :- dararoja divasa uge ne vijaya kakaLATa kare ke A surezane have anAthAzramamAM mUkI de e tyAM jiMdagI pUrI karaze tyAre sunadA kahetI ke jo tamAre ene mUkI AvavA hoya to pahelA mane mUkI AveA. mArA dehamAM prANa che tyAM sudhI huM ene nahi mUkavA dauM. dararoja gharamAM kakAsa thato joIne sureza manamAM manamAM vicAra karato, arere....bhAbhI mArA mATe keTaluM' sahana kare che ? mArI pAchaLa eNe to bhekha lIdheA che. A rIte kalezamAM ne lezamAM traNa varSa vItI gayA, pachI eka divasa sunaMdAnI mAtA sIrIyasa thaI gaI tethI tene piyara javu' paDe tema hatu. eTale vijaya kahe che have tuM A pazune zu' karIza ? suna'dA kahe che hu. ene sAthe laI jaIza, tyAre kahe che e tane tyAM herAna karaze, mATe mAruM kahyuM mAnIne tuM ene ahIM mUkIne jA. huM ene kayAMya mUkI AvIza, tyAre sunaMdA gusse thaIne kahe che nAtha ! tamAruM kALajuM to jANe paththara jevu' lAge che ke eka lohInI sagAi chatAM bhAIne mATe tamArA dilamAM sthAna nathI. ema karIne khUba raDI. enA patine khUba zikhAmaNa ApI. bIje divase sunaMdA surezane laIne piyara AvI. tyAM mAtAe prANa cheDI dIdhA. sunaMdA chAtIphATa rUdana karavA lAgI. ahe prabhu! A zuM karyuM ? sAsarethI snehALa sAsujI gayA ne piyaramAMthI

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158 zAradA siddhi mamatALu mAtAe vidAya lIdhI. have mAruM keNa? sagAvahAlAoe ene AzvAsana ApI zAMta pADI. sunaMdA enA mAtA-pitAne eka ja dIkarI hatI, eTale vRddhapitAe pitAnA mRtyu bAda sthAvara ane jaMgama badhI milakatanA vArasadAra tarIke sunaMdAne jAhera karIne selIsITara pAse taiyAra karAvelo dastAveja sasarAe vijayanA hAthamAM mUko. be divasa rokAIne vijaya ghera Avyo ne sunaMdA thaDA divasa surezane laIne piyara rekAI pitAnI dIkarIne mUMgA surezanI sevA karatI joIne enA pitA kahe, che beTA ! tuM A garIba gAya jevA chokarAnI premathI sevA kare che tethI mane khUba AnaMda thAya che. pitAjI! e te ApanA saMskAra che. A to mAre bhAI ja che ne! bhAInI sevA te karavI ja joIe ne! emAM kaMI vizeSa nathI. putrIne vinaya viveka joIne pitAne khUba AnaMda thaze. thaDA divasa piyara rahIne sunaMdA sAsare AvI. abhimAnI zarmilAe kADhelA veNu" :- surezane kADhI mUkavA mATe vijaya sunaMdAne khUba samajAvatA ane ADaktarI rIte aneka prayatna karyA paNa koI rIte sunaMdA samajatI nathI eTale te khUba kaMTALI gaye. ane potAnI bahena zamalA ane banevI rAjezane patra lakhIne teDAvyA. bIje divase teo gADI laIne AvI gayA. sunaMdAe naNaMda ane naNadaIne satkAra karyo. jamI paravArIne badhA divAnakhAnAmAM beThA. sunaMdA paNa kAmakAjathI nivRtta thaI eTale AvIne beThI. sureza paNa bhAbhInI godamAM lapAIne beThe, tyAre zamalA sureza tarapha joIne belI bhAbhI! tame A jAnavarane kayAM sudhI jALavI rAkhaze? vijayabhAIne Ane mATe keTalI badhI vyathA bhegavavI paDe che ane tame AnI ATalI badhI ciMtA kare che e ja mane navAI lAge che. have e chekare zuM khapane che? mAre ane bhAIne enA lIdhe keTaluM zaramAvuM paDe che. amAre te kaIne koI pArTI ane pigrAmamAM javAnuM hoya che ane tame Ane sAcavavAmAM rahIne sAthe kyAMya jAva Ave nahi e kema cAle? naNaMdanA vacane sAMbhaLIne sunaMdA stabdha banI gaI sattara varSane sureza ciMtAmAM ne ciMtAmAM mAtAnA gayA pachI gaLIne nAnakaDA daza varSanA bALaka jevo thaI gayo che. te bahenanA zabdo sAMbhaLatuM nathI paNa badhuM samajato hatuM eTale erakaMDIzana divAnakhAnAmAM paNa jANe e dhagadhagatA registAnamAM AvIne beThe hoya evuM lAgatuM hatuM. e sunaMdAnI godamAM vadhu lapAI gaye eTale zamIlAne AMkhamAMthI tiraskAra chUTa. te moDhuM bagADIne kahe che chI...chI...bhAbhI! tamane AvuM kema game che? ene menTala hespitAlamAM dhakelI de. diyara mATe bhAbhIe cheDelA sukha" :- sunaMdAe gaMbhIra svare kahyuM bahena! e kaMI pAgala cheDe che? janmathI muMgA ane baherA bALakane menTala hespitAlamAM mUkavAne zo artha? vijaye lAlaghUma AMkha karIne kahyuM have huM eka

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zAradA siddhi 159 kSaNa ene gharamAM rAkhavA IcchatA nathI. hu' enAthI trAsI gayA chuM. ene menTala klinikamAM khaseDavAnu' me' nakkI karyu che. ema kahIne vijaye phAilamAMthI kAgaLA kADhIne kahyuM ke saMmati patra para tu' sahI karI Apa. e phAmane pakaDatA sunadAnA hAtha dhrujI UThayA ne AMkhamAM AMsu lAvIne kholI--Apa AvuM zA mATe karA che ? Akhare te e tamArA bhAI che ne? kuTuMbamAM enA hakka ane hissA che. suna...dA ! tArI dalIlo sAMbhaLIne hu' trAsI gayA chu. plIjha, e junI rekArDa have khUba ghasAI gaI. menTala sarjananA sarTiphikeTa pachI hakka ane hissAnI vAta khatama thaI jAya che, ane hA....kholatA bIjo eka patra phAIlamAMthI bahAra kADhace ne kahyu. A sarTiphikeTa upara paNa tArI sahInI jarUra che. suna...dAe karAra patra vAMcI gaI. pitA taraphathI maLelI saghaLI sthAvara jaMgama milakatanA vahIvaTakartA tarIke vijayanu* nAma emAM batAvavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. suna...dA taraphathI milakatanA jajamenTa tarIkenu' e mukhatyAra nAmu` hatuM. Akhare A badhu' zA mATe ? kAgaLA Tebala upara mUkIne e UbhI thaI gaI ne surezano hAtha pakaDIne kholI huM' ane sureza gharamAMthI sAthe ja nIkaLIzuM. jyAM mAro sureza tyAM huM ne huM tyAM sureza. tame selIsiTara pAse eka vadhu DrAphTa taiyAra karAvA DAyavAsa mATena. hu e tamAma kAgaLo upara sAthe sahI karI ApIza, kAraNa ke tamAre A lAkhAnI milakatanA vArasA joie che ne? tyAre vijaye mATethI kahyu' zu' tuM mane dhamakAvavA mAMge che? tyAM te zIlA ga UThI bhAbhI ! tame te vijayane anyAya kare che. e dhAre te badhu karI zake tema che. sunaMdAe kahyuM sAcI vAta che. zrImatA duniyAmAM zuM nathI karI zakatA ? bahena ! e nahi samaje. eNe mArI sAthe lagna nathI karyAM, sureza sAthe karyAM che. A zabdo sunaMdAne hADahADa lAgI AvyA te khUba raDI. bhAI ane bahena eka thaI gayA ne kahe che jo tAre surezane cheDavA na hoya te A ghara cheDIne surezane laIne cAlI jA. bahenanA sAtha maLyA eTale vijaya sunaMdAne kADhI mUkavA UcA. sunaMdA kahe. bhale, paNa mArI eka vAta sAMbhaLI lo ke me' tamArI sAthe lagna karyAM che paNa sureza sAthe nahi. mukha upara hAsya veratI e kholI mArI IcchA te gharane naMdanavana banAvavAnI hatI paNa naMdanavanane badale verAna vana banI gayu. pAtAnA nimitta gharamAM kALA kakaLATa joIne surezanuM hRdaya cIrAI gayuM. bhagavAna....mArI mAtA mane mUkIne gai tyAre A banyuM... ne ? mArA kAraNe dayAnA avatAra samA mArA bhAbhIne keTalu' sahana karavu' paDe che. ene enI mAtA yAMda AvI gaI. e....mA ! tu' zA mATe mane mUkIne gaI? bhAI bahena kAI mArA sagA nathI. atyAre sAcA sagA mArA bhAbhI che. bhAbhI na heAta te mAru zuM thAta? mAre kAraNe mArA bhAbhInA mAthe tA duHkhanA jhADa ugyA che. mA....mArI raDatI bhAbhIne AzvAsana devA tA ekavAra

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zAradA siddhi Ava. e mA? tuM kema AvatI nathI ne belatI nathI? mArA mAthe vahAlabharyo hAtha kema nathI pheravatI? ema kahI AMkhamAMthI AMsu sArate enI mUka bhASAmAM mAtAne pikAra kare che. emAo...mA...peluM paMkhI bele, sau mAnava bole, paNa tuM kema nA bele mArI mA..mane kaI batAve (2). keI kahe che gai AkAze, UMce UMce prabhu pAse, e bhagavAna mane tuM lai le, paNa pAchI dene mArI mA... mA... surezane pikAra" - he paMkhIDA ! tuM mArI mAtAne mAre ATale saMdeze ApI Ava ke tAre sureza tArA vinA gUre che ane surezanuM rakSaNa karanAra tArI putravadhUnA mAthe te duHkhanA DuMgara tuTI paDayA che mATe tuM jyAM hoya tyAMthI AvIne tArA surezane laI jA. Ama kahIne raDe che. surezanA mukha sAme jevAtuM nathI. A joIne sunaMdA belI uThI ahe.ATalI moTI A pRthvI upara mane ane mArA surezane theDI jamIna nahi maLe? zuM AkAzane eka nAnakaDe TukaDe chAparA mATe nahi maLe? huM jAuM chuM tyAre bhAI-bahena kahe che bhale jA, paNa A kAgaLIyA upara sahI karatI jA. piyaranI milakatanA kAgaLa upara sahI karAvI ane chUTAcheDA karavAnA kAgaLa upara paNa sahI karAvI. sunaMdAe hasatA mukhaDe sahI karI ApI ane surezane sAthe laI gharamAMthI kaMI paNa lIdhA vinA cAlI nIkaLI. gharanI sAkSAta kuLadevI samAna sunaMdAne jatI joIne lake balavA lAgyA ke A vijayane vinAzakALe viparIta buddhi sUjhI che. A pavitra bAIne kADhI mUkaze te duHkhI duHkhI thaI jaze. enI bahena paNa enA jevI che ke enA bhAIne sAcI salAha ApatI nathI. A saMgA chokarAnA pace e sukhI che paNa abhimAnamAM e bhAna bhUlyo che. ADozI pADozI sAmethI samajAvavA gayA paNa koInI vAta sAMbhaLI nahi. sunaMdA surezane laIne gAmanI bahAra nIkaLI. tyAM eka kUvo AvyA, tyAre sureza IzAre karIne bhAbhIne kahe che bhAbhI ! te te mArA mATe duHkha veThavAmAM bAkI nathI rAkhyuM. A pApIne jIvADavAmAM zuM sAra che? tuM mane A kUvAmAM pheMkI de ne tuM ghera jA. bhAbhI tene IzArAthI samajAve che ke tamane kUvAmAM pheMkI devA mATe ghara nathI choDayuM. cAlatAM cAlatAM teo eka gAmaDAmAM AvyA. tyAM eka jhuMpaDI bAMdhIne diyara bhejAI rahyA. sunaMdAnI pAse ceDA pisA hatA temAMthI khAvAnuM lAvIne baMnee khAdhuM. sunaMdA lokonA kAma karIne peTa bharavA lAgI. pAse theDA pisA vadhyA eTale pIparamITa vagere cIjonI nAnakaDI dukAna karI je maLe temAMthI gujarAna calAvavA lAgyA. vijayane kameM ApelI thappaDa":- A tarapha sunaMdAnA nIkaLyA pachI ATha divasamAM vijayane vahepAramAM khoTa upa2 kheTa AvavA lAgI. bahAragAmathI

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zAradA siddhi 16 samAcAra AvyA ke peDhImAM Aga lAgI ane badhuM maLI gayu. pAtAnA gharamAM paNa Aga lAgI ane badhuM rasAtALa thaI gayuM. vahepAramAM kheATa jAya te paNa gharamAM tA kaMika hAya paNa jyAM agninA prakopa badhe thAya tyAM zu kharce ? vijaya nirAdhAra manI garcA, tyAre loko kheAlavA lAgyA ke satI sunaMdAne ane rAMkaDA bhAIne te kADhI mUkayA enA niHsAsA lAgyA, tethI tuM duHkhI duHkhI thaI gayeA. have e tArI patnIne zeAdhI lAva te tAru' ThekANu paDaze. have vijayanI AMkha khulI gaI eTale premALa patnI yAda AvI. cAre tarapha sunaMdAne zeAdhavA lAgyA. zeAdhatA zeAdhatA khAra mahine patto maLyA. vijaya suna...dAnA caraNamAM paDayA ne kahyu' suna'dA....tu. cAla. tArA gayA pachI ATha divasamAM mArI A dazA thai che. mane have mArI bhUlanuM bhAna thayuM che, sunaMdAe kahyuM tame teA chUTAcheDA mATe sahI karAvI lIdhI che eTale hu tamArI sAthe nahi AvuM. mane ahIM svataMtra jIvana jIvavAmAM ghaNI zAMti che. tame khuzIthI khIjIvAra lagna karo. vijaye duHkhanI badhI kahAnI sunaMdAne kahI, tyAre dayALu sunaMdAe kahyuM hu. Avu. paNa sureza te jiMdagIbhara mArI sAthe ja raheze. te kabUla hAya te ja AvIza. vijaye hA pADI eTale traNe jaNA gAmamAM AvyA. sunadA pAse je kaI paisA hatA temAMthI peAtAnu makAna hatuM te jagyAe nAnakaDuM ghara banAvyuM ne tyAM rahevA lAgyA. have te vijaya surezane premathI rAkhe che. (6 sureze batAvela carU" :- eka divasa sureza IzAro karIne sunadAne kahe che ahIM khAdo. bhAbhIe khAdhyu. tA ratnaneA bharelo carU nIkaLyA. suna...dAe vijayane kahyu' jue, A tamArA lADIlA bhAI e carU khatAnyeA. have teA sureza vijayane zvAsa-prANa vahAlo thaI paDayA. pAse dhana AvavAthI pahelAnA jevA khaMgalo adhAvyo. vahepAra zarU karyAM. thaDA samayamAM pahelAnI jema sukhI thaI gayA ne AnaMdapUrvaka rahevA lAgyA. sunaMdA dharmISTha hatI. te dararoja dhanI ArAdhanA karatI. enA saMge vijaya paNa dhISTha anI gayA. ene mATe sunaMdA have bhagavAna tulya hatI. te dareka kA enI salAha laIne karatA. eka vakhata gAmamAM avadhijJAnI saMta padhAryAM. sunaMdA ane vijaya surezane sAthe laI ne gurUnA darzana karavA gayA. gurUnA darzana karyAM. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyA pachI khadhA loko cAlyA gayA paNa sunaMdA ane vijaya besI rahyA. "sayama mArge prayANu" gurUdevane thayuM ke A jijJAsu jIve kaI pUchavA mATe beThA lAge che. tyAM sunadAe gurUbhagavaMtane vaMdana karIne pUchyu. gurUdeva ! Aje Ape vyAkhyAnamAM karmanuM svarUpa samajAvyuM, te A mAro diyara kayA karmAMnA udayathI janmathI baherA ne mUMgA che te Apa mane kaheA. gurUe upayAga mUkIne joyu, pachI kahyu' : bahena ! A te pavitra AtmA che. eNe pUrva bhavamAM cAritra lIdhuM hatuM paNa eka cAritra mArgomAM kaleza thavAthI eNe gurUnI ghAra azAtanA karI hatI, enu* prAyazcita = zA. 21

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12 zAradA sii ke AlocanA karI nahi tethI tenI A dazA thaI che. sureza gurUnA mukhanA hAvabhAva uparathI kaIka samajyeA. enI zrotendriya khulI gaI. kAne sabhaLAvA lAgyuM. peAte pUrvabhavamAM gurUnI karelI azAtanAnu' phaLa sAMbhaLIne mukhethI prAyazcita mAMge che tyAM enI vAcA khulI gaI ane gurU pAsethI pote karelI azAtanAnuM prAyazcita lIdhuM. AlocanA karIne karmAM khapAvyA. sunaMdA tathA vijayane khUba AnaMda thayA. sureza sunaMdAnA caraNamAM jhUkI paDayeA ne mukhethI kholyA bhAbhI....bhAbhI... tu' te mArI mA che. tuM nahAta te huM jIvatA nahAta. te... mAre mATe keTalA kaSTo sahana karyAM. tArA jeTalo upakAra mAnuM teTalo eLe che. ema kahIne codhAra AMsue raDIne mAphI mAgI. suna...dAe kahyu bhAI! emAM me kaMI vizeSa nathI karyu. me'tA bhAbhI tarIke mArI pharaja bajAvI che. ema kahIne potAnA lADakA diyarane bheTI paDI, pachI sureze meATA bhAInA caraNamAM paDIne kahyu moTAbhAI ! mArA nimitte Apane Aja sudhImAM je kaI duHkha thayu. heAya tenI kSamA mAMgu chuM. Apa mane kSamA Apo. vijaya gaLagaLe thaIne kahe che o mArA lADIlA vIrA ! kSamA te tAre mane ApavAnI che. me' tane khUba kaSTa ApyuM che. mane mApha kara. meM tane oLakhyA nahi. te te mAru kaI ahita kayu` nathI. tuM te niSi che ema kahIne baMne bhAie ekabIjAne bheTI - paDayA. arasaparasa mAphI mAMgI. harSoMnA AMsu vahAvyA, pachI sureze kahyu` bhAI-bhAbhI ! Apa mane cAritra mArge javAnI rajA Apo. mArA karmAye me' ghaNAM duHkha bheganyA. have sathA duHkhathI mukta thavA mATe cAritra e ja zreSTha upAya che. nAnA bhAInA vairAgya joI ne moTAbhAI paNa pApanuM prAyazcita karavA dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA. sunaMdA tA eka sAdhvI jevI ja pavitra hatI. eNe paNa dikSA levAnA nirNaya karyo. potAnI badhI milakata dAnamAM vAparIne traNe pavitra AtmAe sayamanA mArge sidhAvyA ne ugra cAritra pALI AtmAnuM kalyANa karyuM. Aje mahinAnA dharanA pavitra divasa che. karmonA kATa ukheDavA mATe tapanI ArAdhanA karavA taiyAra thaze. Aje samaya ghaNeA thaI gayA che. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na. - 17 zrAvaNa suda 7 ne seAmavAra tA. 30-7-79 anekAMtavAda dvArA satyanu' sazodhana karanArA, syAdvAda dvArA sanayAne apanAvI satya dharmanuM svarUpa spaSTa samajAvanArA, vizvanI virATa ane virala vibhUti bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe mAnavajIvana pAmI, divya jIvana jIvI paramezvara pada prApta karyu.

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zAradA siddhi ugra sAdhanA karI karmAM sAme kezarIyA karI kevaLajJAnanI jyAta pragaTAvI svAnubhava dvArA jIvAne upadeza ApyA. bhagavAnanA upadeza sAMbhaLI bhavyajIvA unmA ne cheDIne sanmAge vaLe che. ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAM AthaDatA jIvA jJAnanA prakAzane pAme che. a'dhakAranu` sAmrAjya tyAM sudhI Take ke jyAM sudhI sUryanA prakAzanu' eka paNa kiraNa bahAra nIkaLyuM nathI. jyAM sUryanA prakAza thayA ke aMdhAru' saOthA vilaya thaI jAya, tema jyAM sudhI jIvanamAM jJAnanA prakAza thayA nathI tyAM sudhI ajJAna aMdhakAra TakI zake che. jJAnanA prakAza ApanArA tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtA ApaNA ana'tAna ta upakArI che. 163 yA jahA aMdhakAraMsi rAo, maggaM Na jANAi apassamANa | te sabisa mumeLa, maLa viyALAr vAtiyaMsi| sUya.a.14 gAthA 12 sUyagaDAyaMga sUtra e sAdhu sAdhvInA pitAnu kAma kare che ne AcAraga sUtra e mAtAnuM kAma kare che. AcArAMga sUtramAM sAdhu sAdhvIne AcAra kevA hAya, sAdhu sAdhvIe kevI rIte jIvana jIvavu joIe te AcAra vidhi samajAvI che, ane sUyagaDAya'ga sUtra pitAnI mAphaka TakAra kare che he mArA sAdhaka ! teM sva para hita mATe je zradhdhAthI cAritramArga apanAvyeA che tenuM kharAkhara yathAtathya pAlana karaje paNa sa'sAranA mAna sanmAnanA vAvAjhoDAmAM aTavAIne tAru' cAritra gumAvIza nahi. A gAthAmAM bhagavAna zuM kahe che! jema mAdaka purUSa aMdhArI rAtrimAM aMdhakAranA kAraNe mA nahi dekhAto hAvAthI mAne jANI zakato nathI, paNa sUrya nA udaya thatAM pRthvI upara prakAza phelAtA mAne jANI le che evI rIte vItarAga prabhunA upadezathI jJAnathI jIva sanmAne jANI le che. ajJAnarUpa adhakAramAM phasAI rahela AtmAo, jinamA ne nahi jANanArA sadgurUnA upadezathI sa'sAranA svarUpane jANI sa`sAra bhAvanA tyAga karI pravajoM grahaNa karyAM bAda sadgurUnA samAgamathI ajJAnarUpI aMdhakArano nAza thatAM jJAnarUpI dvIpakanA prakAzane prApta karI, meAkSa mAne prApta karavAnA jJAnane prApta karI le che. vItarAga prabhunI vANInA jJAnane prApta karavA mATe jIvanamAM sadgurUnA satsa`ganI jarUra che. satsa`ga dvArA jIvanuM ajJAna TaLe che. sAcA sadgurU sAdhakanA jIvanamAM rahelI bhUlIne TakAra karIne sudhAre che. jJAtAjI sUtramAM meghakumAranI vAta Ave che. meghakumAre bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA lIdhI te divase meghakumAra svAdhyAya, yAnADhi karIne saMthArIyA upara sUI gayA. bhagavAnanA cauda hajAra sa'to hatA. te Atre zarIranA kAraNe UThIne paraThavavA mATe jatA AvatA. tethI temanI Thokara meghakumArane vAgavA lAgI. AthI meghakumAranI nidrA uDI gaI ne manamAM vicAravA lAgyA ke have mArAthI cAritra

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zAradA siddhi 164 pALI zakAze nahi. roja AvI rIte thAya ne mArI uMgha uDI jAya te kema sahana thAya? savAra paDe eTalI vAra. bhagavAnanI pAse jaIne emane veza pAche seMpI dauM. manamAM AvA mAThA pariNAma AvyA paNa tamArAmAM ne enAmAM pharaka eTalo ke Aje je koIne AvA bhAva Ave to gurUne kahevA paNa na jAya ne sIdhA ravAnA thaI jAya, paNa meghakumAranA bhAva evA na hatA. emaNe eka ja vicAra karyo ke jenuM lIdhuM che tenuM pAchuM ApIne javuM. savAra paDI eTale meghakumAra bhagavAnanI pAse gayA ne hAtha joDIne UbhA rahyA. bhagavAna to sarvajJa hatA. samaya samayanI, ghaTa ghaTanI ane mana mananI vAta jANe dekhI rahyA hatA. emane khabara hatI ke mAre megha zA mATe AvyuM che? bhagavAna mIThI vANIthI kahe che he megha ! jarA vicAra kara. tArA manamAM A vicAra kema Avyo? tArA jevA purUSane A zobhe che? tuM A sukumAla megha kayAMthI thaye? AvA sukhe kema maLyA? tAru pUrva jIvana to tapAsa. tane mArA saMtonI saheja Thekara vAgI temAM sAdhupaNuM choDavA uTha? ATaluM tArAthI sahana na thayuM? paNa gatabhavamAM te keTaluM kaSTa sahana karyuM? yAda kara yAda kara hAthInA tanamAM, sasaluM bacAvyuM zerabakoramAM, kema megha manaDAe AvuM vicAryuM', Aja mane saMtoe ThebuM mAryuM. bhagavAne kahyuM he megha ! tAruM pUrvajIvana tapAsa. te pUrvabhavamAM zuM karyuM? te "hAthInA bhavamAM tArA rakSaNa mATe eka yojana pramANa mAMDaluM banAvyuM hatuM. vanamAM bhayaMkara dAvAnaLa lAge tyAre pazu pakSIo potAne jIva bacAvavA mATe mAMDalAmAM AvIne bharAI gayA, tyAre eka sasaluM rahI gayuM. ene mATe jagyA na hatI. bicAra jIvavAnI AzAthI dAvAnaLathI bacavA mATe Amatema phAMphA mAratuM hatuM. evAmAM tane pagamAM khaNa AvavAthI te paga uMce karyo eTale sasaluM tyAM AvIne bharAI gayuM. mRtyunA bhayathI vyAkuLa banelo mANasa ke pazu jyAM sthAna maLe tyAM pesI jAya che paNa e vicAra nathI karato ke ahIM UbhA rahetA kacarAI to nahi javAya ne ? ene vicAra karyA vinA sasaluM tyAM bharAI gayuM. he megha ! tu hAthI je tiryaMca prANI hovA chatAM te vicAra karyo ke A bicAruM sasaluM jIvavAnI AzAthI ahIM AvIne bharAI gayuM che. je huM paga nIce mUkIza to e kacarAI jaze. evI karUNAthI dAvAnaLa zAMta na thaye tyAM sudhI te paga UMce rAkhe. aDhI divasa pachI dAvAnaLa zAMta thayo. pazupakSIo sau potapotAnA sthAne cAlyA gayA pachI tuM paga nIce mUkavA jatA paDaze. te samaye tArA bhAva zuddha hatA. tammara khAIne nIce paDatA tArA prANa cAlyA gayA. hAthInA bhAvamAM potAnA prANanI paravA karyA vinA sasalAnI karUNA karIne bacAvyuM. tenA prabhAve he megha ! tuM A bhavamAM magadha samrATa zreNIka rAjAne putra ba ane vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA lIdhI. he megha ! e bhavane tuM yAda kara, bhagavAnanA

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zAradA siddhi zabda sAMbhaLatA jAtismaraNa jJAna pragaTa thayuM. eTale hAthIne bhava pratyakSa je. tyAM vicAra thayo aho ! tyAM keTaluM sahana karyuM ne ahIM mArA vaDIla saMte ke jemanI caraNaraja mane spaze te paNa huM pAvana thaI jAuM. evA saMtanI Thokara vAgI te mArAthI sahana na thaI, tethI mahAna puNyodaye maLelA cAritraratnane choDI devA taiyAra thaye! dhikkAra che mane ! meghamunine bhUlanuM bhAna thayuM. Thokara khAIne ThAkara banI gayA. prabhunA caraNamAM mastaka mUkIne kahe che ahIM mArA prabhu! have AjathI ApanA caraNakamalamAM mAruM jIvana arpaNa karI dauM chuM. phakta AMkhanI pharatI kIkI ane zvAsocchuvAsa e be sivAya huM eka paNa vAta ApanAthI chUpAvIza nahi. ApanI game tevI AjJA haze to pALavA taiyAra chuM. mArA saMtanI sevAmAM tatpara rahIza. vadhu zuM kahuM, A deha ApaNA caraNe dharI dauM chuM. baMdhuo ! meghamuni prabhune arpaNa thaI gayA. arpaNatA vinA traNa kALamAM taparNatA nahi maLe. pArasamaNuM sAthe lokhaMDane sparza karAvavAmAM Ave te lokhaMDa sonuM banI jAya paNa benI vacce bArIka kAgaLanuM aMtara hoya te lokhaMDa sonuM bane? "nA, tema gurUne arpaNa thatAM aMtara nahi rAkhe te " leha senA kare, kare Apa samAna" pArasamaNuM te mAtra lokhaMDane sonuM banAve che paNa saMta te potAnI pAse AvanArane potAnA samAna banAvI de che. vinIta ane AjJAMkti ziSya te e ja vicAre ke mArA gurU mArA hitasvI che. e je kaMI AjJA karatA haze te "mama TAmetti mArA hitane mATe ja karatA haze. meghamuni jagatagurU mahAvIra prabhunA caraNamAM arpaNa thaI gayA, tyAre prabhu ene madhura vacanathI kahe che he megha ! thA alakha taNe aNagArI, tArI surata le zaNagArI, camake cidAnaMda cInagArI, to to jarUra che bhavapArI, tAruM jIvana Aje dhanya banI gayuM. jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapa, vinayAdi guNothI tAre deha ane AtmA suzobhita banI gayA che. eka vacane tAre cidAnaMda svarUpa AtmA camakI UThayo che. jA have tArA bhavane beDo pAra thaI jaze. prabhunA vacana sAMbhaLIne meghamuninA harSane pAra na rahyo. sAruM ye jIvana meghamunie prabhunI AjJAmAM arpaNa karyuM. bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana karI, tenI sevA karIne meghamuni AyuSya pUrNa karIne anuttara vimAnamAM gayA. tyAMthI manuSya bhava pAmIne mekSamAM jaze. meghamunie prabhune samAgama karyo te ajJAnane aMdhakAra TaLe ne jJAnane prakAza thatAM muktino mArga maLe ne bhavane beDo pAra thaze. dareka ja AvI rIte prabhunI AjJAne AdhIna banI jAya te A virATa vizva upara zAMtinuM sAmrAjya sthapAI jAya ne sau enA AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya.

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zAradA siddhi ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 13mAM adhyayanamAM citta ane saMbhUtinI vAta cAle che. e baMne bhAIone sadgurUne samAgama thatAM ajJAna TaLI gayuM ne jJAnane prakAza maLe eTale saMsArane bhayAnaka aTavI samajIne temAMthI pAra thavA mATe gurUnI pAse saMyama lIdhe ne tyAga verAgyanA jhulaNe jhulavA lAgyA ane AtmasvarUpanuM ciMtana ane manana karavA lAgyA ke aha! ApaNo AtmA te ajara-amara che. AtmA sivAyanA pratyeka padArtho jaDa che. bhagavAna kahe che ke he jIva! tuM je kaMI vAMce ke sAMbhaLe tenuM ciMtana ane manana kara. manana karyA pachI enuM AcaraNa kara. AcaraNa karyA vinA karmane mela ukhaDatuM nathI. eka nyAya ApuM. jema keI mANasanA peTamAM maLa jAmI gayA hoya tyAre DekaTara kahe ke bhAI! maLa khUba jAmI gayA che. ene bahAra kADhavA mATe tamAre divela pIvuM paDaze. te sivAya maLa zuddhi nahi thAya. ajJAnIe vicAra karyo ke pAzera pIvA karatA bazera zarIra upara reDu te mArA maLa nIkaLI jaze tema samajI AkhA zarIra upara divela reDavA mAMDayuM. AvA dadIne DekaTara zuM kaheze? mUrkhA ke bIjuM kaMI? (hasAhasa) mUkha. AvI ja rIte ApaNuM AtmA upara anAdikALathI karmanA maLa jAmI gayA che tene sApha karavA mATe divela rUpa ciMtana ke manananI cinagArIe hRdayamAM na kaMtArIe, AcaraNa na karIe ne mAtra zabdamAM ja rAkhIe te zuM lAbha thAya? karmanA maLa sApha thAya? "nA". karmanA maLane dUra karI Atmazuddhi karavA mATe vItarAga vANInuM zravaNa ke vAMcana karI ciMtana manana karyA pachI AcaraNamAM utAravuM joIe. citta ane saMbhUti nAmanA baMne aNagAre khUba jJAna meLavI tapa ane svAdhyAyamAM ramaNatA karatA hastinApuramAM padhAryA che. mA khamaNanA pAraNune divase saMbhUtimuni gaucarI mATe hastinApuramAM pharI rahyA che. sAdhaka AtmA jyAre dIkSA le che tyAre pahelA ja gurU samajAve che ke he sAdhaka ! tuM umaMgabhera dIkSA le che te tAre jIvananA aMta sudhI daza prakAranA yatidharmanuM pAlana karavuM paDaze. daza prakAranA yati dharmomAM sauthI prathama dharma che khaMtI. khaMtI eTale kSamA. subhASitakAre kahe che ke "samA tu to nArita" A duniyAmAM kSamA je bIje kaI tapa nathI. te he sAdhaka! tuM game tyAM jAya, cAhe vihAra karatA hoya ke gaucarI jato hoya koI tyAre tAruM apamAna karaze, mAra mAraze, are, kaI vadha kare evA prasaMge Avaze, sAdhu jIvanamAM upasargo ane pariSahanA jhaMjhAvAte Avaze tyAre tAre kSamA dhAraNa karavI paDaze, je kSamA nahi rAkhe te tArA AtmAnuM bagaDI jaze. saMsAramAM paNa jIvane keTalI kSamA rAkhavI paDe che. mAne ke kaI gharamAM khAnadAna kuLanI dIkarI paraNIne sAsare AvI che. vahu khUba saMskArI ane DAhI che, paNa enA evA jabbara pApakarmane udaya che ke te gharamAM keIne gamatI nathI. gharamAM patithI mAMDIne badhA haDadhUta kare che. gharanuM

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zAradA siddhi 167 badhuM kAmakAja karavA chatAM enuM paLe paLe apamAna kare che. eka nokarANInuM gharamAM mAna che eTaluM vahanuM mAna nathI. koI ene premathI bahena ke beTA kahIne bolAvanAra nathI, chatAM e vahu vicAra kare che ke mArA jakhkhara karmane udaya che tethI mane duHkha paDe che, chatAM gharamAM rahIza te be pAMca varSe paNa mArA puNya jAgaze ne mane sukha Avaze, paNa je gharamAMthI paga kADhIza te huM kayAM jaIne rahIza ? khAnadAna kuLanI dIkarI badhuM sahana karIne hasate mukhe gharamAM rahe che te samaya AvatAM enI kadara thAya che ne enuM duHkha TaLI jAya che, tyAre sAdhu te badhuM samajIne dIkSA le che te emaNe keTalI kSamA rAkhavI joIe ! je samaye karmane udaya thAya tyAre sAdhue e vicAra kare joIe ke bhale mArI kAyAne atyAre kaSTa paDe paNa mArA karmo khape che ne ? jyAre mArA badhA karmo khapI jaze tyAre mane sukha ja maLavAnuM che? anaMtakALathI AtmA upara je karmo lAgyA che te karmo mane bhavATavImAM bhramaNa karAve che. e karmone khapAvavA mATe meM cAritra lIdhuM che. karmone kSaya karAvI, zAzvata sukha apAvanAra evA cAritra mArgane huM choDI daIza arthAt cAritranA vezamAM hovA chatAM cAritranA bhAvane choDIne bAhya bhAmAM ramaNatA karIza te mArI kaI dazA thaze? game teTaluM kaSTa paDe chatAM cAritra mArgamAM TakI rahIza te mahAna sukhane bhAgI banIza. saMyamanA gharamAM hoIza te mArI bhUla thaze te mArA gurUva mane Takora karIne mArI bhUla sudhAraze paNa je krodhAvezamAM AvIne nIkaLI jaIza te mane sudhAranAra kezu? AvuM samajIne pahelo yatidharma jIvana sAthe jaDIne sAdhue vicAravuM joIe. baMdhuo ! bhagavAnane mArga ke uttama che. ene vicAra karIe te ema ja thAya ke mokSanuM sukha tyAga mArgamAM ja che. amArA jevuM sukha keIne nathI. kadAca sAdhu mArgamAM upasarga AvI jAya te bhagavAna kahe che te mArA sAdhako ! zramaNe ane zramaNIo! upasarga ApanAra pratye tame krodha na kare. upasarga ke pariSaha AvatA dukha paDe tyAre he jIva! tuM e vicAra karaje ke mAre AtmA narakagatimAM gayo tyAM paramAdhAmIe mane bhAlAnI aNIthI vIM, karavatathI kApe, jhADa upara laTakAvIne nIce agni jalAvIne bALyo, kyAreka bhaDabhaDatI agnimAM nAMkhyo. AvA bhayaMkara dukhe meM naraka gatimAM vekyA che. ahIM game tevA dukhe paDe paNa te naraka jevA te nathI ne? te zA mATe krodha kare joIe? tiryaMca gatimAM paNa parAdhInapaNe kevA dukhe veDyA che? tyAM bhUkha lAge, tarasa lAge, thAka lAge chatAM kahevAya nahi. mUMge moDhe badhuM sahana karavAnuM. mAlike gajA uparAMta gADAmAM vajana bharyA te kheMcIne cAlI zakAtuM nathI. moDhe phaNa AvI gayA che, page AMTIo vaLI jAya che eTale paga upaDatA nathI. te vakhate mAlika lokhaMDanI tINu Ara lekIne lAkaDInA mAra mAre che. kavio paNa kahe che

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168 zAradA siddhi pelA pazuhA pADe pikAra, maLe AhAra mAMge tyAM mAra, AMkhe AMsuDA sAre, mAne dhik mAre avatAra, A thaye kaMIvAra behAla, have ahIMyA thAvA nihAla, AvA madha janma, emAM ujALI le Atama tiryaMca gatimAM parAdhInatAnA ghaNA duHkho veThayA che. e dukha veThatAM AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhAra thatI hatI chatAM koI sAmuM jenAra nahotuM. AvA duHkha veThI AtmA behAla banI gaye. have A suMdara mAnava janma pAmyA pachI AtmAne ujajavaLa banAvI de jethI pharIne duHkha veThavA na paDe. saMbhUtimuni mAsakhamaNane pAraNe gaucarI karavA hastinApuramAM padhAryA che. namuci pradhAne emane joyA ne oLakhI gayA. A muni mArA duSkartavyane jANe che eTale rakhe mAruM pikaLa khulluM karI deze evA vicArathI munine khUba mAra marAvI nagaranI bahAra kADhI mUkyA. muni pitAnA sthAne cAlyA gayA paNa vAraMvAra jAtinA kAraNe tiraskAra thavAthI potAnA prathama dharmanaMtIne bhUlI gayA. aMtaramAM kodhano dAvAnaLa bhabhUkI uThaze. jyAre mANasane kALI krodha Ave che tyAre huM koNa chuM. kayA sTeTa upara chuM e vAtane paNa bhUlI jAya che, ane moTo anartha saI de che. saMbhUti muninA manamAM ema thayuM ke arere...ame saMsAra choDI sAdhu banyA chatAM paNa amAro A tiraskAra! amAre kayAMya sukhazAMtithI rahevAnuM nahi! ame A nagarajanene kaMI aparAdha karyo nathI chatAM A dazA karI? Avo bhAva jAgrata thavAthI krodhAvezamAM AvI gayA. mahAna tapazcaryAne kAraNe temane tejulezyA prApta thaI hatI te cheDI eTale emanA mukhamAMthI dhumADAnA goTegoTA nIkaLIne AkhA hastinApuramAM vyApI gayA ne AkhuM nagara te julezyAnI javALAnA prakAzathI chavAI gayuM. tejulezyAnA dhUmADAnI garamIthI lokonA zarIra jalavA lAgyA. bhayAnaka Aga lAge che tyAre dhumADAnA goTegoTA nIkaLe che paNa e dhUmADe keInA zarIrane baLatuM nathI. mAtra AMkho baLe che paNa A dhUmADAthI te nagarajanene baLI javAya tevI garamI lAgavAthI AmathI tema nAsabhAga karavA lAgyA. ame kayAM jaIe te bacIe! hastinApuranI janatAnI AvI paristhiti thaI. AkhA nagaramAM dhUmADe vyApI gaye. rAjA vicAramAM paDI gayA tyAM te nagarajane upadravathI trAsIne rAjAne phariyAda karavA AvyA ke A trAsathI bacAve. sanatakumAra cakravatie vicAra karyo ke kharekhara, A kaI daivI kapa lAge che, athavA mArI nagarImAM sAdhu padhAryA che emanI keIe azAtanA te nahi karI heya ne? badhethI bacI zakAya che paNa sAdhu purUSanI azAtanA karanAra bacI zakate nathI, dazavaikAlika sUtramAM kahyuM che ke jo pancayaM sirasA mitsumicche, suttaM vA sIhaM paDi bohijjaa| jo vA sara lo pahA, ghaNomAsAthIyA pu a, 9 u. 1 gAthA 8

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zAradA siddhi 18 kadAca kaI prabhAvaka atizayanA baLathI mastakathI parvatane bhede, maMtrAdi kaI pragathI kopelo siMha enuM bhakSaNa na kare e ja rIte pragathI bhAlArUpa zastranI aNI upara pagathI prahAra karavA chatAM paga bhedAya nahi e rIte gurUnI azAtanA karavAthI mokSa pAme ja nahi. sanatkumAra cakravatine thayuM ke koI ajJAna mANase sAdhunI azAtanA karI che mATe temanA kapAnalathI A paristhiti sarjAI gaI che. A upadravathI bacavuM muzkela che chatAM tyAM jaIne munirAjanI pAse kSamA mAMgIe te kadAca bacI zakAya. Ama vicAra karI sanatakumAra cakavati ghaNuM nagarajano sAthe udyAnamAM munirAje pAse AvyA. munione vaMdana karI je muninA mukhamAMthI dhumADAnA goTA nIkaLatA hatA temanI pAse AvIne vinayapUrvaka temane zAMta karavA mATe vinavatA kahe che "zodha pramo saMdara saMdara" he prabhu! Apa A krodhAnalane zAMta kare ne tejulezyAnuM saMharaNa karI lo. A samaye citta muni paNa emane krodha zAMta karI tejulezyA pAchI kheMcI levA samajAvI rahyA hatA tyAM sanatakumAra cakravati AgaLa AvI hAtha joDIne kahe che te bhagavaMta! amArA saghaLA aparAdhane kSamA kare ne Apa A krodhAnalane zAMta karaze, kAraNa ke sAdhupurUSo sadA kSamAbhUSaNa hoya che. satkAra sanmAna karanAra para jema prasanna rahe che tema tiraskAra karanAra, upasarga ApanAra para paNa prasanna rahe che. kadI kopAyamAna thatA nathI. juo, Apane kepAlathI saghaLA hastinApuravAsIo dAjhI rahyA che. Apa temanA upara dayA lAvIne emanI rakSA kare. emanA samasta aparAdhonI kSamA Apa A prakAre sanatkumAra cakravatie ane janatAe khUba vinaMtI karI. emane prasanna karavA mATe khUba prayAso karyA paNa kaI rIte saMbhUtimuni prasana na thayA tyAre cittamunie pharIthI saMbhUtimunine kahyuM he muni ! Apa A zuM karI rahyA che? zuM Apane khabara nathI ke A kopAnala cAritrarUpI caMdanavanane kSaNavAramAM bALIne bhasma karanAra che. tame jarA samajo ne krodha zAMta karo. jJAnI purUSoe zuM kahyuM che sAMbhaLe. "dezAnapUrva koTayA yadarjItaM bhavati vimala cAritram / . tadapi hi kaSAya kaluSA, hArayati muni muhurtena // yathA vanadevo vanaM zIghra, prajvAlya kSaNena nirdahati / evaM kaSAya pariNato , jIvastapa : saMyamaM dahati // muni dezonapUrvakeTI eTale eka kroDapUrvamAM kaMIka ochuM eTaluM cAritra upArjita kare che. e samasta cAritrane te muni krodhanA AvezamAM AvIne eka muhurta mAtramAM nAza karI bese che. jevI rIte dAvAnaLa jotajotAmAM AkhA jaMgalane bALIne khAkha karI nAkhe che. evI rIte kaSAya pariNata jIva paNa tapa ane saMyamane bALIne khAkha za. 22

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170 zAradA siddhi karI nAkhe che. A krodha zreyaskara nathI paNa krodha prItine nAza karanAra, durgatine vadhAranAra ane saMtApane vadhAranAra che, mATe Apa evA aniSTanA vadhAranAra koine sarvathA parityAga karI de. cittamuninA AvA prakArane hitakara upadeza sAMbhaLIne saMbhUtimunine kepa zAMta thaI gaye eTale temaNe tejulesyAnuM saMharaNa karI lIdhuM. tethI sanatakumAra cakavati munine vaMdana karI aparAdhanI kSamA mAMgI nagarajane sAthe pAchA nagaramAM cAlyA gayA, pachI citta ane saMbhUti munie vicAra karyo ke ApaNe mA khamaNanA tapasvI te chIe. haju pAraNuM karyuM nathI. pAraNA mATe gaucarI gayA te AvI kadarthanA thaine? ApaNe vAraMvAra tiraskArane pAtra banIe chIe. te have ApaNe anazana-saMthAre kare e ucita che. A vicAra karIne baMne munirAjoe anazana karavAne prAraMbha karyo. - sanatakumAra cakravatie hastinApuramAM jaIne vicAra karyo ke AvA pavitra munirAjanI mArI prajAmAMthI koNe azAtanA karI haze ke emane A krodha Avyo? enI mAre tapAsa te karavI joIe. Ama vicArIne tapAsa karI te khabara paDI ke namucipradhAne ja A badhuM karAvyuM che, tethI sanatakumAra cakravati namuci pradhAna upara khUba gusse thayA. have tene kevI zikSA karaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. ke caritra :- deve jitArI rAjA upara prasanna thaIne AMbe vAvyo hato tyArathI 'devanA vacana mujaba cha phaLe utaratA hatA, paNa daivage te AMbA uparathI Aje pAMca AmraphaLa utaryA hatA. dararoja baMne bhAIonI dAsIo phaLa levA mATe AvatI. vanapAlaka baMnene traNa traNa phaLa ApI dete, paNa Aje te chane badale pAMca ja kerIo utarI eTale vanapAlaka manamAM mUMjhAte kerIo laIne beThe hate. DIvAramAM bane dAsIo phaLa levA mATe AvI. bhImasena rAjAnI dAsInuM nAma yazodA hatuM ne harisenanI dAsInuM nAma kuMtI hatuM. vanapAlakane e mUMjhavaNa hatI ke traNa phaLa kane devA ne be kene devA? eTale teNe pAMce phaLa rAjAnI dAsI yazodAne ApIne kahyuM ke tame baMne vaheMcI leje. yazodAe traNa phaLa pitAnI pAse rAkhyA ne kuMtIne kahyuM ke huM mahArAjA bhImasenanI dAsI chuM mATe traNa phaLa laIza paNa tU dAsI hariseNa dAsakI, kImata hIna kamIna, le jA do phala eMTha gaI te, yaha bhI lUMgI chIna, he kuMtI ! tuM te yuvarAjanI dAsI kahevAya. rAjA AgaLa yuvarAja te dAsa ja kahevAya ne? dAsanI kiMmata kaMI na hoya mATe tuM be AmraphaLa laIjA. je bahu bakavAda karIza te e paNa jhUMTavI laIza. ema kahI kuMtIne dhutkArIne tenI sAme be AmraphaLa pheMkayA. AthI kuMtIne khUba gusso Avyo ke tuM ema kahenArI koNa? zuM tArI rANI traNa kerI khAya ne mArI rANIne be ja maLe? mAre te traNa ja phaLa joIe? baMne dAsIo vacce meTa jhaghaDe tha.

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zAradA siddhi baMdhuo ! vAta te ghaNuM nAnI che. phaLa te rAjAnI rANIo khAvAnI che, paNa vagara levAdevAnI dAsIo jhaghaDI paDI. je yazodAe zAMtithI kahyuM hatuM ke bahena ! Aje pAMca phaLa che te huM traNa laI jAuM chuM paNa pharIthI AvuM banaze tyAre huM be laI jaIza ne tuM traNa laI jaje te kaMI jhaghaDo thAta? bhImasena rAjAne mana te zI vAta nAno bhAI che paNa A dAsIe kahyuM ke harisena te dAsa che. e dAsanI tu dAsI che mATe tene be ja phaLa maLaze. A zabda kuMtIne hADahADa lAgI AvyA ke basa mArA rAjAnI ne rANInI ATalI ja kiMmata ? potAnA rAjArANInuM apamAna ene khUba sAcuM eTale e be phaLa tyAM ne tyAM ja pheMkI daIne kodhathI dhamadhamatI raDatI raDatI surasuMdarI rANInA mahelamAM gaI. yazodA te traNa phaLa laIne harakhAtI harakhAtI suzIlAnA mahele gaI. eNe rANIne kaMI vAta na karI ke ame be dAsIo vacce Ave jhaghaDo thayo che. koSe bharAyelI kuMtI mahelamAM jaIne rIsAIne eka khUNAmAM jaIne sUI gaI. roja te kerI laIne doDatI AvatI ne rANIne ApatI paNa Aje te AvIne sUI gaI eTale rANInA manamAM thayuM ke Aje dAsI phaLa laIne kema na AvI? ene zuM thayuM che? lAva huM enI pAse jaIne pUchuM eTale tenI pAse AvI. dAsIe vAvelA vairanA bIja" surasuMdarIe pUchayuM he kuMtI ! tuM .. AvI gaI te kerI kema nathI lAvI? paNa dAsIe kaMI javAba na Ape eTale rANIe pharIthI pUchyuM-kutI! tuM ATalI badhI udAsa kema che? tArI AMkhamAM AMsu kema che? tuM bagIcAmAM phaLa levA gaI tyAM kaMI thayuM che? tyAre dAsIe rUAbathI kahyuM hu udAsa na rahe te zuM hasuM ? bA ! huM to tamArI dAsI chuM paNa tame te rAjayanA dAsI che, gulAmaDI che. catura surasuMdarI samajI gaI ke nakkI kaMIka banyuM che. rANI kahe-kuMtI ! zuM banyuM che. te mane zAMtithI vAta kara. bA! kaMI kahevAnI vAta nathI. Aje te mane jhera khAIne marI javA de. AvA apamAna sahana karavA karatA te jhera khAIne marI javuM sAruM che. ema kahI jerathI pitAnuM gaLuM dabAvI maravAne Dhaga karyo ne raDavA lAgI eTale rANIe kahyuM ATaluM badhuM zuM che. je hoya te mane tarata kahI de te ene pheMsalo thAya. kuMtIe jANyuM ke have barAbara raMga jAmyo che eTale maracuM, mIThuM nAMkhI vAta barAbara banAvIne karI ke bA ! zuM vAta karuM ? kerI levA gaI tyAre Aje AMbA upara pAMca phaLa AvyA hatA te vAta karIne kahyuM mAruM apamAna karyuM hota te ThIka paNa A te bheguM tamAruM paNa ghera apamAna karyuM che. e yazodADI zuM samaje che? huM ene barAbara batAvI ApIza. e mArA rAjA ane rANInuM apamAna karanArI keNa! bA! meM te traNa phaLanI mAMgaNI paNa karI nathI paNa pAMca phaLa joIne yazodAe mane rUAbathI kahyuM ke tane AmraphaLa levAne zuM hakka che? tuM te amArA rAjAnA dAsanI gulAmaDI che. jyAre

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172 zAradA siddhi huM te rAjAnI rANInI dAsI chuM, mATe te be phaLa laI jA. tane traNa phaLa te nahi ja ApuM. ema kahIne eNe be phaLane mArA upara chUTo ghA karyo. bA! jeTalA e dAsInA mAna che eTalA tamArA ke mArA mAna nathI. AvA rAjayamAM jIvIne zuM kAma che? ema kahIne kuMtI bhIMta sAthe mAthA kUTavA lAgI tyAre rANIe kahyuM kuMtI ! tuM zAMta thA. tAre raDavA phUTavAnI jarUra nathI. huM A apamAnane pUrepUro badalo laIza. e yazodA ane suzIlA emanA manamAM zuM samaje che? rAjyane badho kArabhAra te mArA pati kare che. sAcA rAjA te e ja che. bhImasena te mAtra zebhAna ja rAjA che, mATe tuM ciMtA na kara. huM mArA patine badhI vAta karIne e lokone batAvI daIza. ema kahIne surasuMdarIe strIcaritra bhajavavAnI zarUAta karI. strIcaritrane duniyAmAM koI pahoMcI zake tema nathI. rANue bhajaveluM strIcaritra - surasuMdarIe mAthAnA vALa vIMkhI nAMkhyA. AMkhene ceLIne lAlaghUma karI dIdhI. kapaDA paNa melAne junA paherI lIdhA ne moDhuM caDhAvIne mahelanA eka aMdhArA oraDAmAM jaIne sUI gaI. thoDIvAramAM harisena AvyuM eTale dAsIne pUchayuM ke rANI kayAM gayA? kuMtIe rUAbathI kahyuM ke mane zI khabara? haze, mahelanA kayAMka khUNAmAM paDayA haze. tame tapAsa karo ne ! dAsIne javAba sAMbhaLI harisena sajajaDa thaI gaye. ene thayuM ke nakakI kaMIka banyuM lAge che. have harisena surasuMdarI pAse jaze tyAre surasuMdarI kevuM caritra bhajavaze ne rajanuM gaja karaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na. - 18 zrAvaNa suda 8ne maMgaLavAra tA. 31-7-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAone bahene! rAganI Aga olavI zAMtinA sadanamAM mahAlavAne mArga batAvanAra tIrthakara bhagavaMta AgamanI vANInuM nirUpaNa karatA kahe che he bhavya che ! aMtaM karaMti dukkhANaM, ihamegesi AhiyA vAyAMya puna ghauM, kuTTameva samu sUya a. 15gA. 17 done aMta karavAnI taka kaho ke sIjhana kahe che A mAnavabhava che. ahIM kayA duHkhanI vAta karI? tame duHkha kone mAne che ane kayA duHkhane aMta karavA Iccho cho? tamArI pAse paisA na hoya, putra parivAra na hoya ane kadAca hoya te AjJAMkita na hoya, patnI kajIyALI hoya, rahevA mATe pitAnuM ghara na hoya, samAjamAM

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zAradA siddhi 173 pratiSThA na hoya te ema mAneA che ke ame duHkhI chIe paNa jJAnI purUSonI dRSTie A duHkha to sAmAnya che. jJAnI kahe che ke "addo juvo chu saMsAro" aheA ! A sa'sAra mAtra duHkhathI bharelo che. temAM ekeka jIvA aneka prakAranA duHkhAthI prajaLI rahyA che. tame te paisAvALAne sukhI mAne che ne ? paNa e ja zrImaMta pAse game teTalu dhana hAya paNa jo enA ataramAMthI asateSanI Aga olavAI nathI ne tRSNAnA tara'gA zAMta thayA nathI to e sukhI nathI. subhASitakAra paNa kahe che ke "na A saMtoSAvara pula na ca subbA vovyAdhi" saMtASa jevuM koI sukha nathI ne tRSNA jevI koI vyAdhi nathI. madhue ! asaMtaSI mANasa pAse lAkhkhA ke karADo rUpiyA hAya chatAM e asa teASanI AgamAM jalyA kare che. peAtAnI pAse 50 lAkhanI milakata hAya paNa e karADapatinI lakSmI joIne jalatA hAya che ke A bhAInI pAse karoDa rUpiyA che ne mArI pAse niha ? A baheno pAse ghaNAM dAgInA hAya paNa kAI bahenanA hAthamAM navA ghATanI baMgaDI joze to ema thaze ke huM AvA ghATanI baMgaDI banAvuM. ene mana thAya eTale jyAM sudhI evA ghATanI khaMgaDI na bane tyAM sudhI cena na paDe. jyAM sudhI maLe na evA ghATa tyAM sudhI bahenanA jAme nahi jhA".. jyAre ene managamatuM maLe tyAre ene satoSa thAya che, mATe kahyuM che ke asateSI sadA du:khI che. - tIrthaMkara prabhu uparanI gAthAmAM jagatanA jIvAne udghASaNA karIne kahe che ke huM bhavya jIvA! manuSya bhavamAM ja samasta duHkhonA ata karI zakAya che. manuSya bhava sivAya khIjA kAi paNa bhavamAM sava duHkhAnA nAza thaI zakatA nathI, kAraNa ke jJAna sahita yathAtathya cAritranuM pAlana manuSya dehathI thaI zake che, paNa manuSyabhavanI prApti thavI jIvane ati du`bha che. ghaNI kaThInatAthI manuSyabhava maLe che, kAraNa ke bhadra prakRti, vinaya, anuka'pA, ane ahaMbhAva rahitapaNAnuM sevana tathA dAna, dayA, vrata, niyama Adi dharmAMnI ArAdhanA jeNe na karI heAya tene manuSyabhavanI prApti thatI nathI. jema samudramAM paDI gayela ratna pharIne prApta thavuMduCbha che tema manuSyabhava prApta thavA paNu ati durlabha che. ghaNAM ema kahe che ke anuttara vimAnanA devene mATe te meAkSa taddana najIka che. eka kUdakA mAre ne tyAM pahoMcI javAya tema che chatAM zA mATe manuSyabhavamAM Avavu paDe che ? tyAMthI sIdhA meAkSamAM jAya teA zu khATu? paNa ema banI zakatu' nathI, kAraNa ke devane paNa manuSya thayA vinA meAkSamAM jaI zakAtuM nathI. huM tamane samajAvuM. tame khAvA mATe hAthamAM bheAjananA kALIceA lo che te moDhAmAM mUkIne peTamAM utArA che ne ? koI vicAra kare ke mAre moMDhAmAM mUkayA vinA khAvu che teA te ane kharu? "nA", tevI rIte manuSyabhava sivAya khIje kayAMyathI meAkSamAM jaI zakAtu' nathI.

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174 zAradA siddhi sa`virati cAritra manuSyabhava sivAya bIje kayAMya nathI, mATe manuSyabhava pAmIne enI kSaNe kSaNu jainadharma dvArA saphaLa karI levI joIe. kAraNa ke dharma manavAMchita sukha ApanAra che mATe dhanI ArAdhanAmAM A mAnavajanmane mahA kiMmatI samaya lekhe lAge che, jema mAravADamAM durlabha pANInuM eka TIpu paNu veDaphI na'khAtu nathI tema manuSya janmanI ati ki`matI ekeka kSaNa paNa veDaphI na naMkhAya. manuSya janmanI kSaNekSaNanA sadupayeAga karI levo joI e. samaya kayAM veDaphAI jAya ane kayAM lekhe lAge ? hi sAdipApA, krodhAdi kaSAyA ane zabdAdi indriyAnA viSayAmAM samaya veDaphAI gayA kahevAya ane dAna-zIla-tapa-bhAvanA tathA samyakUdana, jJAna, cAritranI ArAdhanAmAM samaya lekhe lAgyA kahevAya. aDhAra pApasthAnakomAM samaya veDaphAI jAya che. jIva anAdikALathI mAhavaza ajJAna ane mUDha banI mAnavabhavane ka'matI samaya pApakAmAM veDaphI nAMkhe che tyAre saMta samAgamathI jIva vivekI khanI dhama ArAdhanA karI jIvana saphaLa kare che. jJAnIo kahe che ke pApa pravRttimAMthI nivRtta anI mAnavajIvananI kSaNekSaNa dharmArAdhanAmAM joDI do. nivRtti ane pravRtti e, vRttie sarva jIvane, pravRtti sayame rAkho ne nivRtti asatyame dareka jIvAne pravRtti ane nivRtti ba'ne hoya che, paNa saMsArarasika jIvAnI pravRtti pApamAM hoya che ane dharmAMnA kAryAMmAM nivRtti hoya che. A pravRtti ane nivRtti AtmAnuM kalyANa karAvI zakatI nathI, mATe tamArI kAryavAhIne badalo. pApanA kAryAMthI nivRtti lo ane sayama, dhama Adi kAryamAM pravRtti karo. saMsAranI pravRtti patana karAvaze ane dharmanI pravRtti pragati karAvaze, mATe tamArA ki'matI samaya dhama ArAdhanAmAM vItAveA. A sasAramAM rakhaDatA jIvanA jo kharekhara premALa pitA kAI hAya to dhama che. dhama' atyaMta snehathI bharela mAtA che. peAtAnA vicArAthI jarA paNa judAI na batAve tevA dhama kharekharA bhAI che. sukhaduHkhamAM sAthe rahenAra sadA eka sarakhA prema rAkhanAra dhama eka kuzaLa mitra che. jIvana jIvavu te che ja paNa pramAdamAM jIvavAne badale dhamanI ArAdhanApUrvaka jIvavu te mAnavajIvana pAmyA te lekhe lAge, anuttara vimAnanA mahAna sukhI devA paNa AvA manuSyabhavane prApta karavA talasI rahyA che kAraNa ke manuSyabhava sivAya saduHkhAne a'ta karIne meAkSamAM javAnu zakaya nathI, eTale devA manuSyabhavane jha MkhI rahyA che tyAre AjanA mAnavI devalAkanA sukhe! mATe talasI rahyo che. e devanA bhavane jha'khI rahyo che. kheAlo, tamAre devanI kRpA joI e che ne ? (hasAhasa) yAda rAkho. "avA vi te namasaMti, naladharmo nA maLo jenu mana sadA dharmomAM lIna rahe che tenA caraNamAM deve paNa namaskAra kare che, paNa

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zAradA siddhi 105 jenuM mana dhanamAM lIna rahe che tene nahi hAM, bhautika sukhanI bhUtAvaLa jIvane dharmArAdhanAmAM joDAvA detI nathI. jenA zarIramAM pArako pallo pravezelA hAya tene rAta-divasa cena paDatuM nathI. enu mana sthira thatuM nathI. enA jIvanamAM koI AnaMda ke rasa rahetA nathI. ene mATe game teTalA davA upacArA karavA chatAM rAga jatA nathI tyAre tame kaheA che ke enA zarIramAM pArako pallA pravezelA che, tema jenA jIvanamAM meharUpI pArako pallo pravezelo che te rAta divasa bhautika sukha meLavavA mATe bhamyA karatA hAya che. ane game teTalu maLe teA paNa enI IcchA pUrNa thatI nathI, tethI rAta divasa jyAM ne tyAM phAMphA mAryAM kare che. pelA pallo te jAya che paNa meharUpI pArakA palle kayAre keDA cheDaze tenI khabara nathI. e pallAne kADhavA mATe jIvane satsaMganI khAsa jarUra che. satsa`gathI bhaya'karamAM bhayaMkara viSayAnA viSa utarI jAya che, mAharAjAnA tAkAne zamI jAya che ne AtmA pavitra banI jAya che eka dRSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM. ujjainInA mahArAjAne maneAramA nAme ekanI eka lADakavAyI putrI hatI. e moTI thaI eTale enA mA-bApa vicAra karavA lAgyA ke kuvarI yuvAna thaI che tA have enA mATe muratIye zeAdhavA joIe. anAdikALathI jIvanI dRSTi viSayavAsanA tarapha DhaLelI che tethI dIkarI meATI thAya eTale mAbApa muratIyA gotavAnI vAta kare che paNa ene dIkSA ApavA mATe gurU-gurUNInI zeAdha kare che kharA ? (hasAhasa) gurUgurUNI zeAdhavAnI vAta te bAjumAM rahI paNa enA dIkarA-dIkarI haLukamI hAya ne dIkSA levAnuM kahe teA upAzraye javAnuM baMdha thaI jAya. maneAramA rAjakumArI rUparUpanA avatAra hatI. eNe nirNaya karyo hatA ke je purUSa sauthI vadhAre rasika haze tenI sAthe lagna karIza. maneAramAnA rUpanI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI kaMIka rAjakumAre enI mAMgaNI karavA AvyA. maneAramA darekanI parIkSA karatI paNa enI rasikatAne anurUpa koI rasayeAgI na maLyA. sau ene nirasa ane yAMtrika jevA lAgyA. Ama karatAM be traNa varSo vItI gayA paNa manAramA koIne pasa`da karatI nathI, AthI rAjA-rANIne ciMtA thavA lAgI ke zuM ApaNI dIkarI ku'vArI raheze ? A vipula rAjavaibhavane bhagavanAra keAI nahi rahe ? ekaekathI caDhiyAtA rAjakumAro Ave che chatAM rAjakuMvarI keAI ne pasada karatI nathI teA tene kevA rAjakumAra pasaMda paDaze ? te maneAramAne khUba samajAvavA lAgyA. manoramAnA manamAM thayuM ke mArA mAtApitA mArA mATe khUba ci'tAtura rahe che te| have huM mArI jAte ja muratIyA zeAdhavA jAuM, ema vicAra karIne maneramA pAlakhImAM esIne bahAra nIkaLI. pAlakhI rAjamArga uparathI pasAra thaI rahI hatI. tyAM koI makAnamAMthI gheADA vAyA enA kaNu paTa para athaDAyA. sauthI prathama tA e bolanAranA

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176 sAdA siddhi kaMThanI madhuratAthI mugdha banI gaI. ahe! jenA kaMThamAM ATaluM mAdhurya che te kaI rasagI jarUra haze. paNa ene kyAM khabara hatI ke vegI purUSanA kaMThamAM naisargika rasamAdhurya kevuM pragaTe che! eNe te A makAnamAM rasanI tAjagIthI yukta pitAne pasaMda purUSa haze ema mAnIne pAlakhI UbhI rakhAvI, eTale zabdo spaSTa saMbhaLAvA lAgyA. jema jema sAMbhaLatI gaI tema tema tenA hayAmAM harSanI umio uchaLavA lAgI. tene thayuM ke have mane Icchita varanI prApti thaze. A vakhate abhayadevasUri mahArAje kaI bhAvavAhI stavananI kaDI emanA ziSya parivArane samajAvI rahyA hatA. temAM jinezvara devanI bhaktimAM taraboLa banelI asarAo pRthvI para utaratI hatI temanuM varNana cAlatuM hatuM. jema jema rAjakumArI sAMbhaLatI gaI tema tema enuM dila e tarapha AkarSAvA lAgyuM. ene khabara nathI ke A vyakti koNa che? te ekadama pAlakhImAMthI utarIne uparathI avAja AvatuM hatuM eTale jhaTapaTa upara gaI te ekalo sAdhu samudAya beThe hate. abhayadevasUri pATe besIne emanA ziSyone samajAvI rahyA hatA. rasanI madhuratAnI rasika maneramAM te jhaDapabhera abhayadevasUrinA caraNe najIka pahoMcI gaI ne be hAtha joDIne kahe che he rasezvara ! Apa mAro svIkAra karo. A duniyAmAM mArI daSTie sauthI rasika purUSa Ape che. have huM mAruM bhAgya ApanI sAthe ja jeDIza. kRpA karIne tame mAruM pANigrahaNa kare. ene khabara nathI ke A jainanA sAdhu kahevAya. e strIone saMga na kare. eNe te tarata ja anucane mokalIne rAjArANIne saMdeza mokalAvyo ke tamArA rAjyane vArasadAra mane maLI gayo che. meM manavAMchita patine pasaMda karI lIdhuM che. ene vadhAvavA mATe hIrA-motInA thALa bharIne jaldI Avo. e saMdeza mokalAvI te muninA caraNane sparza karavA jAya che tyAM muni kahe che bahena! tuM dUra rahe. ame jaina sAdhu chIe. ame bALapaNathI saMsAra choDIne sAdhu banyA chIe eTale akhaMDa brahmacArI chIe. ame strInA sAme daSTi paNa na karIe te sparzanI te vAta ja kayAM rahI! devAnupriye ! brahmacArInA jIvanamAM alaukika zakti hoya che. je manuSya mAtra kAyAthI brahmacarya pALe che tenA jIvanamAM paNa zakti pragaTa thAya che te je gI purUSa mana, vacana ane kAyAthI zuddha brahmacarya pALe che temanI zaktinI te vAta ja kayAM ! brahmacaryanI zakti AgaLa devenI zakti paNa kAma karI zakatI nathI. bhalabhalA deve brahmacArInA caraNamAM name che. AvA brahmacaryanA kaIka dAkhalAo ApaNuM jaina zAsanamAM banelA che. siddhAMtemAM paNa brahmacaryane khUba guNa gavAyA che. brahmacaryamAM keTalI zakti rahelI che te pUravAra karatA etihAsika dAkhalA paNa ghaNuM che. TaMkArAmAM dayAnaMda sarasvatI thaI gayA. zuddha brahmacaryanA pAlanathI emanAmAM mahAna zakti pragaTI

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177 zAradA siddhi hatI. emanI zaktinI khUba prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne eka mala emanI parIkSA karavA AvyA, tyAre dayAnaMda sarasvatIe snAna karIne vastra nivIne mUkayuM, temaNe mahalane kahyuM ApaNe kustI karIzuM te hADakA khAkharA thaze tenA karatA A mArA nIcavelA vastramAMthI pANI kADhIzuM te huM mAnIza ke tuM mArAthI vadhu baLavAna che. male vastra laIne nicavyuM te eka TIpuM pANI na nIkaLyuM ne dayAnaMda sarasvatIe nicAvyuM te pANI nIkaLyuM. A hatI emanA brahAcaryanI zakti. chevaTe mahala caraNamAM paDIne cAlyo gayo. svAmI vivekAnaMde amerikA jevA anArya dezanI prajAne mugdha karI e zenA prabhAve? zuM paisAthI ? bAhya bhaNatarathI? nA....nA..zuddha brahmacaryathI. emanAM vA bhagavAM hatAM. AvA vivekAnaMda svAmIe paradezI prajAne gAMDI banAvI. amerikAmAM emanA tejasvI vyAkhyAnee ajabagajabane jAdu karyo. temanA vyAkhyAnethI prabhAvita thaIne ghaNuM amerikana emanA ziSyo banyA. emanAmAM je AvI zakti pragaTa thaI hoya te te emanA zuddha brahmacaryane prabhAva hate. pitAnuM kArya paripUrNa karIne svAmI vivekAnaMda bhAratamAM AvyA, tyAre temanA keTalAka bhAvi amerikana zive paNa emanI sAthe bhAratamAM AvyA. eka divasa svAmI vivekAnaMda potAnA ziSyo sAthe , jJAnacarcA karI rahyA hatA tyAre eka amerikana ziSya UbhA thaIne namra nivedana karyuM ? svAmIjI ! ghaNuM vakhatathI eka vAta pUchavAnuM mana thAya che, paNa pUchI zakAtI nathI. amerikAthI cheka bhArata sudhI kheMcAIne AvavAnuM mAruM prayojana paNa A ja che." amerikana ziSyanI vAta sAMbhaLI sau tenI sAme jovA lAgyA. svAmInI anumati maLI eTale zice dilanI dAbaDI kholatA kahyuM, "svAmIjI! hajAre amerikane ApanI vANI ane vyaktitvathI prabhAvita thayA che. e saunA manamAM eka tIvra jijJAsA che ke jemanuM potAnuM vyaktitva AvuM prabhAvazALI ane tejasvI che te emanA gurunuM vyaktitva kevu bhavya haze! amane ApanA gurudevanA darzana karavAnuM sadbhAgya sAMpaDaze kharuM ?" svAmIjI A ziSyanI vAta sAMbhaLI ekITaze emanA sAmuM joI rahyA, ane pachI malakAtA mukhaDe kahyuM, "are, emAM zI moTI vAta che? cAle, atyAre ja tamane mArA gurudevanA darzana karAvuM," tyAre ziSya pUchyuM ke "jatAM pahelAM epoInTamenTa te levI paDaze ne ?" A sAMbhaLIne svAmIjI khaDakhaDATa hasI paDyA ne kahyuM "amArA bhAratamAM sAdhu saMtonA darzana mATe samayanI kaI maryAdA hotI nathI. vIsa kalAkamAM jyAre IcchA thAya tyAre saMtanA darzana karI zakAya che. saMtenA nivAsasthAnanA dvArA saune mATe sadA khullAM rahe che. ziSya svAmIjI sAthe vAta karatAM nadI kinAre rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa dayAnAvasthAmAM beThA hatA tyAM AvyA. gurUdevane jotA svAmI vivekAnaMda emanA caraNamAM ALeTI zA. 23

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178 zAradA siddhi paDayA ane temanI caraNaraja mastake caDhAvI peAtAnA dehane pAvana karyAM. svAmIjI UbhA thaIne kaIka kahe te pahelAM eka amerikana ziSye khIjAnA kAnamAM dhImethI kahyu', "are, AmanA guru to kevA che. emanA kapaDAnu' paNa kaMI ThekANuM nathI. A raMgIbha'gI jevA emanA veza che." svAmIjInA kAna saravA hatA. tee A zabdo sAMbhaLI gayA, eTale gurudevane vaMdana karI UbhA thaIne kahyuM-bhAIe ! bhAratanI ane amerikAnI saoNMskRti bhinna bhinna che. amerikAmAM koI paNa mANasanI kimata eNe paherelAM vastra uparathI aMkAya che. mAnava bhale mAmUlI hoya paNa apaTuDeTa kapaDAM pahere to tyAM enI jhAjhI ki`mata aMkAya che. bIjA zabdomAM kahuM to amerikAmAM mAmUlI mANasane eka kuzaLa darajI bhadra puruSa manAvI zake che. jyAre bhAratamAM to mAtra sadAcAra ja bhadrapuruSa banAvI zake che. svAmIjInI vAta sAMbhaLIne amerikana zikhyAne sAcI vAtanuM bhAna thayu. peAtAnI bhUla samajAtAM saue mAphI mAMgI ane guru caraNamAM vaMdana karyAM. svAmI vivekAna'da amerikA jevA vilAsI dezanI janatAnA dila pIgaLAvI zakayA hAya tA te emanA ajoDa brahmacaryanI tAkAta hatI. ahI' abhayadeva sUrinI vANImAM Avu' suMdara rasamAdhuryaM pragaTa thayu. hAya to te paNa emanA brahmacaryanI tAkAta hatI ke jenA sUra sAMbhaLIne maneAramA jevI rUparUpanA akhAra samI kanyA matramugdha banI hatI. e sa`tanA caraNanA sparza karavA AvI tyAM munie kahI dIdhu, "bahena ! ame strInA sauMsaganI svapne paNa icchA na karIe, mATe tuM amArAthI dUra rahe." enA hAvabhAva ane khelavAnI rItabhAta joIne abhayadevasUrijI paristhiti samajI gayA. e brahmacArI saMyamamUtie madhura svare kahyu', "bahena ! je varNana sAMbhaLIne tuM mArA pratye AkarSAI che, mugdha banI che te vana to hajI adhUruM che. te tuM sAMbhaLa." Ama kahIne abhayadevasUrijIe zRMgArarasanI dAhaka javALAne parama zAMtarasanI jyeAtimAM palaTAvI dIdhI. sAcu` sauMda, sAcuM dhana ane sAcu' mA` zu` che te anubhavanI cAvIthI kheAlI khatAvyu.. A tarapha manAramAnA mekalelo saMdeza sAMbhaLIne enA mAtA-pitA hIrAmeAtInA thALa bharIne haSa bhera tyAM AvI pahoMcyA ne hIrA meAtIthI jamAIrAjane vadhAvavA ane jovA adhIrA banelA rAjA rANIe pUchyuM- beTA ! te' pasaMdakarelA tArA saubhAgyazALI pati ane amArA jamAIrAja kayAM che ? tu' amane jaladI matAva." mAtApitAnA AvAM vacanA sAMbhaLIne kumArI maneAramAe kahyuMke, "he mAtA-pitA ! meM je pati zeyA hatA te have guru manI gayA che. me' jemane pasaMda karyAM hatA te have tamArA jamAIrAja nathI paNa yAgIrAja che. pahelA mane khabara na hatI ke A yAgIzvara che tethI samAcAra mAkalyA. have hu emanI patnI thavA nathI sajA`I paNa ziSyA thavA sAI chuM. huM dIkSA levAnI chuM." putrInA zabdo sAMbhaLIne mAtApitA kahe che, "beTA ! evuM te kaMI

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zAradA siddhi 179 hoya? e bhale gIrAja hoya, tane bIje vara maLI raheze. bahuratnA vasuMdharA che." tyAre mane ramA kahe che, "he mAtA-pitA ! satI strIne pati eka ja heya. emane madhura svara sAMbhaLIne mane ema lAgyuM ke A puruSa rasamAdhuryathI bharelo haze. meM emane joyA na hatA tethI manathI pati tarIke mAnI lIdhA. emane mArA pratye kaI rAga nathI. have to emane je mAge che te ja mAro mArga. e ja mArA sAcA guru che. temaNe upadeza ApatA mane samajAvyuM che ke, A Atama tAre taravuM che to saddaguru zaraNa svIkArI le, vItarAgI padane varavuM che te vIrano mArga vicArI le, tuM akhaMDa sukhane svAmI che tArI Atmabadhine pAra nathI, svarUpanuM sAcuM bhAna thatAM, siddhi maLatA kaMI vAra nathI, tAre AtmadazAmAM karavuM che te vIrane mArga vicArI le." "he mAtA-pitA ! A vAta mane barAbara samajAI gaI che. mArA hadayatalane spazI gaI che. zRMgAra rasanuM kharuM mAdhurya ane vItarAga dazAnI parama zAMtinuM svarUpa A mArA parama upakArI gurue mane samajAvyuM che, mATe have huM dIkSA laIza. mAre paraNavuM nathI. mane dIkSAnI AjJA Apo." eno tIvra vairAgya joIne mAtApitAe ene dIkSAnI AjJA ApI ane maneramAe dIkSA lIdhI. eka vakhatanI .. keDa bharelI, raMgabharelI, yauvananI mastIthI madamasta banelI manoramA varaNAgI varane zodhavA mATe nIkaLI hatI te vItarAga mArganI upAsikA sAdhvI banI gaIbaMdhuo! mane ramAe te jaina munine kadI joyA na hatA eTale munine pati tarIke svIkAravA taiyAra thaI paNa sAcI vAta samajAtA vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA lIdhI. paNa tame te keTalA saMtenA darzana karyA ne keTalo upadeza sAMbhaLyo chatAM tamArA hRdayamAM vItarAga vANI UtaratI nathI. tamArA hRdayanI bhIMta kevI majabUta banAvI dIdhI che ke vItarAga vacananI eka nAnakaDI khIlI paNa aMdara jatI nathI. mane te lAge che ke tame badhA patharaNuM khaMkhere che tema hRdayane khaMkherIne jatA lAge che, eTale vairAgya nathI Avate. sAMbhaLIne ekAda zabda paNa jIvanamAM apanAvaze to kalyANa thaze. bAkI te AvyA tema javAnuM che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 13 mA adhyayananI vAta cAle che. sanatakumAra cakravati munionA darzana karIne pitAnA mahele pAchA pharyA. pachI temane vicAra thaye ke kSamAnA sAgara, bhavya jInA tAraNahAra, jJAna-dhyAna ane tapamAM masta rahenArA AvA pavitra saMtene koNe saMtApyA haze? mAruM kartavya che ke saMtane satAvanAranI zodha karI tene zikSA karavI joIe ke jethI karIne AvuM kAma kaI kare nahi. muninA darzana karavA mATe khuda cakravati AvyA, nagarInA badhA loko AvyA paNa namuci pradhAna na Avyo. tenA manamAM bhaya hate. sanas kumAra cakIe tapAsa karAvI te je mANasoe

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180 zAradA sidi munione mAra mAryAM hato te pakaDAI gayA. cakravatie temane mArI nAMkhavAnI dhamakI ApI eTale maraNanA bhayathI temaNe satya vAta kahI dIdhI ke amane pradhAne A kAma sAMkhyuM hatu. A sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe rAjAne khUba krodha AnyA. namrucine kholAvIne khUba majabUta doraDAnA baMdhanathI hAtha paga vagere aMgeApAMgane badhAvI dIdhAM. evA gADha aMdhane namucine bAMdhavAmAM Avye ke zvAsa paNa laI zakAya nahi. AvI rIte bAMdhIne AkhA nagaramAM enA gunAnI jAherAta karAvatA dUtonI sAthe munirAjo pAse udyAnamAM mAkalyA. A samaye citta muninA samajAvavAthI sa'bhUti muninA krodha zamI gayA hatA. pachI baMne bhAIo vicAra karavA lAgyA ke ApaNA kevA ghAra karmInA udaya che ke ApaNe jyAM jaI e chIe tyAM ApaNA tiraskAra thAya che. AhAra levA gayA tA AhAra na maLyA paNa prahAra paDayA. te ApaNA e karmAne khapAvavA mATe sathArA karIe. Ave! vicAra karI sarva jIvAne khamAvI uccAra pAsavaNu bhUminu' paDilehaNa karIne saMthArAnA paccakhANa karavAnI taiyArI kare che tyAM rAjAnA mANase namuci pradhAnane 'dhane bAMdhIne lAvyA. nasucinI AvI karuNAjanaka dazA joIne ane munirAjone khUba dayA AvI, kAraNa ke vItarAgI sato to karuNAnA sAgara hAya che. teo eka kIDIne paNa dubhavatA nathI te mAnavInI AvI dazA kema joI zake ? have te pAtAne mAra marAvanAra pratye paNa dveSa na hatA. zatru *mitra pratye samabhAva AvI gayeA hato tethI namucine dhanathI mukta karAkhyA. te jevA adhanathI chUTayA tevA bhAgyA. have pharIne cakravati darzana karavA Avaze ne zu' khanaze tenA bhAva avasare, : caritra dAsInA caDhAvavAthI caDhI gayelI surasuMdarI rANI mahelanA eka aMdhArA khUNAmAM jaIne sUI gaI. risene ghera AvIne dAsIne pUchyuM ke, "rANI kayAM gaI ?" to eNe kharAbara javAba na ApyuM, eTale risena jAte rANInI tapAsa karavA mahelamAM Amatema ghUmI vaLyeA. zeAdhatA zodhatA eka aMdhArA oraDAmAM behAla dazAmAM surasuMdarIne sUtelI joIne pUchyuM, "he surasuMdarI ! Aje tane zuM thayu che ? tArA mukha upara ATalI badhI udAsInatA kema ? raDIraDIne te AMkha kema sUjhADI che ?" rANIe risenanA sAmuM na joyuM. hirasene pharIthI pUchyuM : pyArI apamAna krisane kiyA, tuma jaldI kaheA havAla, AMsu pAMchana lagA priyAkA, lekara khuda rUmAla" vhe rANI ! zuM tAruM koIe apamAna karyuM che ? keAI e tane kaTu zabda kahyA che? je hAya te jaladI kahe tA kahenArane huM zikSA karu." surasu darIe jANyu' ke have kharAkhara vAtanA raga jAmaze eTale teNe srIcaritranu nATaka bhajavavAnI zarUAta karI. te ekadama gussAmAM AvIne kahe che ke, tamane kahevAthI zu? A rAjyamAM tamArA

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181 zAradA siddhi adhikAra keTale? tame te bhImasenanA nekara che. nekarathI zuM banI zake? AthI tamane kahevuM vRthA che. patnInI vAta sAMbhaLI harisene kahyuM, "surasuMdarI ! tuM A zuM bele che? jarA viveka te rAkha. AvI goLa goLa vAta karavA karatA je banyuM hoya te mane zAMtithI kahe, paNa mAruM lehI UkaLe tevuM vacana na bela" eTale rANIe vadhAre masAlo bheLavIne kahyuM, svAmInAtha! ApaNAM lagna thavAnA hatA te pahelAM thoDA divasa agAu meM amArI kuLadevInI ArAdhanA karI hatI tyAre kuLadevI mArA upara prasanna thayA ne mane varadAna mAMgavAnuM kahyuM eTale meM vacana mAMgyuM ke, mArA lagna pachI bAra varSe mArA patine rAjya maLavuM joIe. je bAra varSe mArA patine rAjya nahi maLe te mAruM mastaka utArIne tane caDhAvIza, tyAre kuLadevIe mArA para prasanna thaIne mane varadAna ApyuM ke, beTA ! tAre maravAnI jarUra nathI. bAramA varSe tArA patine avazya rAjya maLaze. svAmInAtha ! e divaso pAkI gayA che ane tame jANe che ke deva-devIonuM vacana kadI niSphaLa jatuM nathI. vaLI tame te have rAjakArabhAramAM nipuNa banI gayA che. badhe vahIvaTa tame saMbhALe che chatAM paNa suzIlAnI tarakaDA jevI dAsI tamane ema kahe ke e te bhImasenane dAsa che, nekara che e mArAthI kema sahana thAya? have mArAthI A gulAmI sahana thatI nathI. AvA apamAna sahana karavA ane dAsamAM gaNAvuM tenA karatA te gaLe phAMso khAIne marI javuM zreSTha che. mAre, have A kUtarAnA avatAra jevuM jIvana jIvavuM nathI. surasuMdarInI vAta sAMbhaLI apamAnanI dAhaka javALAthI harisenanA romeromamAM baLatarA upaDI. tyAM pharIne rANIe kahyuM, "nAtha ! ApaNuM lagna thayA ne bAra varSo vItI gayAM. Aje devIe vacana ApyAne chelle divasa che paNa haju sudhI tamane rAjya maLyuM nathI. eTale mAre te devIne mAruM mastaka caDhAvavuM joIe." bhImasenane rAjyabhraSTa karavA IcchatI surasuMdarI : surasuMdarInA vacane sAMbhaLIne harisene kahyuM, he priye ! have tuM zAMti rAkha. rAjyane kartAhartA te huM ja chuM. nagarajano mArI AjJAnuM pAlana kare che. bhImasena te nAmanA ja rAjA che. emane te keI oLakhatuM nathI. e A rAjyamAM kaMI karavA samartha nathI, kAraNa ke mArI AjJA vinA nagaramAM pAMdaDuM paNa hAlatuM nathI, mATe tuM ciMtA na karIza. tuM te mAruM jIvana che. tArA vinA huM kSaNa vAra TakI zakuM tema nathI. tArA sarva manorathe huM pUrA karIza. tuM zraddhA rAkha ke ApaNA AkhA nagaramAM mArI ANa vartAya che ne huM dhAruM tema karI zakuM chuM. nAtha ! tamArI badhI vAta sAcI che paNa je rAjagAdIe beThA hoya te rAjA gaNAya. nekaranI mAphaka kArabhAra kare te kaMI rAjA na kahevAya. loke rAjAne jeTaluM mAna Ape teTaluM te tamane na ja Ape ne? bhImasena rAjA te kaMI kAma karatA nathI. e te A divasa raMgamahelamAM svarganA sukhamAM hAle che ane

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182 zAradA siddhi tame te A divasa gaddhAvaitaruM kare che jethI tamane te ciMtA ane duHkha sivAya bIjuM zuM maLe che? je bhImasena rAjA che te tamAre AvuM nakAmuM kAma zA mATe karavuM joIe? tame jyAre bhImasenane rAjyathI bhraSTa karI rAjyapada pAmaze tyAre mAre janma saphaLa thaze ema huM mAnIza. vicAre, surasuMdarIe kevuM caritra bhajavyuM ? ene keI kuLadevIe kaMI kahyuM na hatuM paNa vAta evI goThavIne karI ke harisenanA magajamAM vAta barAbara UtarI gaI eTale tarata ja kahyuM, he rANI ! tArI vAta taddana satya che. kAle huM rAjagAdIe besIza ne AkhA nagaramAM mArI ANa phelAvIza, ane bhImasenane rAjyathI bhraSTa karIne rAjyanI tamAma sattAne dera mArA hAthamAM laIza. devage kadAca ema nahi bane te huM bhImasena, suzIlA ane emanA be putrone mArI nAMkhIza, pachI tane ciMtA che? huM tArA badhA mane ratha pUrA karIza. tuM ciMtA na karIza. harisenanA vacana sAMbhaLI sura suMdarI hasatI thaI gaI. have bhImasenane kevI rIte padabhraSTa kare te harisena vicAre che. - A tarapha be dAsIo vacce jhaghaDe thayo che te suzIlA ke bhImasena jANatA nathI paNa emanI dAsI yazodAnA manamAM thayuM ke Aje kerI mATe ame be dAsIo jhaghaDI che. meM enuM apamAna karyuM che tethI kadAca enI rANuM surasuMdarIne caDhAvI te nahi hoya ne ? A te rAjyanI khaTapaTa kahevAya. AvA vicArathI rAtrinA samaye yazodA mahelanI pAchaLa jaIne chAnImAnI UbhI rahI. kahevata che ne dIvAlane paNa kAna hoya che tethI sujJajane AvI kaI khAnagI vAta kare tyAre ekAMta sthAnamAM jaIne khUba dhImA avAje kare che. eka kAnethI bIjA kAne na jAya tenI khUba takedArI rAkhe che, paNa harisene evI kaI sAvadhAnI na rAkhI ane moTA avAje be. bhImasenane padabhraSTa karavAnI ane tema na banI zake te rANI ane kuMvaro sAthe temane mArI nAMkhavAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne yazadA nakhathI zIkha sudhI dhrujI UThI, ane keI na jANI jAya te rIte chAnImAnI cAlI gaI. A vAta sAMbhaLIne yazodAne khUba duHkha thayuM ke rAjA-rANIne kaMI na hatuM. e bhAIo zAMtithI sukha bhogavatA hatA paNa ame halakA peTanI dAsIoe jhaghaDe karyo te keTaluM moTuM svarUpa banI gayuM. have mArA rAjAnuM zuM thaze? hu na bolI hatI te sAruM thAta paNa have zuM thAya? yazodA te tharathara dhrujavA lAgI. dhrujatA page zvAsathI hAMphatI hAMphatI bhImasena rAjAnA mahele pahoMcI gaI. bhImasena rAjA te vakhate UMghatA hatA. have dAsI bhImasenane jagADaze ne badhI vAta karaze, pachI zuM banaze te avasare.

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vyAkhyAna naM. 19 zrAvaNa suda 9 ne budhavAra tA. 1-8-79 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahena ! anaMtajJAnI bhagavAna pharamAve che ke A saMsAra mahAna virATa che. A virATa vizvamAM jIva vividha gatiomAM ne vividha yoniomAM anaMtakALathI paribhramaNa kare che. ApaNuM AtmAe anaMtakALathI rAzI lAkha jIvanimAM paribhramaNa karatAM mahAna puNayane saMcaya thatAM Aje mAnavabhava prApta karyo che. A jIvana aNamela che. kaI paNa vyakti lAkha ke kareDo rUpiyA ApIne athavA cakravati jevA samartha puruSe pitAnuM cha khaMDanuM rAjya ane pitAnuM sarvasva ApIne paNa mAnavajIvana kharIdI zaktA nathI, eTale A mAnava bhavane mahimA aparaMpAra che. devenuM vaibhavathI chalakatuM jIvana paNa mAnava jIvananI tela AvI zakatuM nathI, kAraNa ke AdhyAtmika dRSTithI vicAra karatA ane vitarAga prabhunA vacanene vALatA samajAya che ke Atmika sukhanI caramasImA sudhI vikAsa mAtra manuSya karI zake che. jo ke manuSya karatAM devenuM sukha anekagaNuM adhika che paNa jyAre AtmasAdhanA ane AtmasiddhinI vAta Ave che tyAre deve pAchaLa haTI jAya che kAraNa ke deve vadhumAM vadhu zuM guNasthAnaka pAmI zake che. jyAre AtmAnI anaMta zaktine upaga karavAmAM samartha e manuSya caude cauda guNasthAnene pAra karIne paramAtmapada prApta karI zake che. eTalA mATe kahyuM che ne ke ghartha kAma zekSarrH mumuja sevA dharmanuM, dhananuM, kAma ane mokSa prAptinuM sAdhana A mAnava zarIra che. A uttama mAnava janma pAmIne je manuSya anyAya, anIti, dagAprapaMca Adi pApakarmo karIne dhana upArjana kare che te AtmA marIne kayAM jAya che? uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM bhagavAna belyA che ke, "je pAvakammehiM dhaNaM maNUsA, samAyayantI abhaI gahAya / vahAra te vAsa paddiA no, veNuddhA nA veti che." a. 4. gA. 2 je manuSya dubuddhinA cakkaramAM phasAIne khetI, vahepAra AdimAM anyAya, anIti, vizvAsaghAta Adi pApakarmo karIne dhana upArjana kare che, dhana kamAya che te putra kalatrAdi rUpabaMdhamAM jakaDAI rahe che ane A saMsAramAM vairane anubaMdha karatAM karatAM aMte rAgadveSathI sahita banIne te manuSya dhana, vaibhavAdi cheDIne marIne ratnaprabhAdi narakomAM utpanna thAya che ne tyAM pApakarmanA phaLarUpe pArAvAra vedanA bhegave che. baMdhuo! kharekhara, A saMsAramAM dhana anarthanuM kAraNa che, chatAM manuSya potAnI patnI, putraparivAra, sagAMvahAlAMne rAjI karavA ane samAjamAM mAnapratiSThA meLavavA

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184 zAradA siddhi pApa karIne manuSya dhana kamAI lAve che. dhanathI putra parivAra badhAM rAjI thaze ane patnI kaheze ke, "vAha vAha nAtha! zuM tamArI buddhi che! bApA te nirdhana mUkIne gayA hatA paNa Ape te zUnyamAMthI sarjana karyuM." A sAMbhaLI puruSa harakhAya che paNa ene khabara nathI ke AvuM ghora pApa karIne meLavelI lakSmI mane narakanA rau sai duHkha bhogavavA laI jaze, tyAre koI cheDAvavA nahi Ave. are, lakSamI paNa sAthe nahi Ave. ATalA mATe jJAnI puruSa kahe che, he mAnava ! A uttama bhava pAmIne dhana prApta karavAnI pravRtti karavAne badale pramAda cheDIne dharma upArjana karavAnI pravRtti karavI joIe. dhanane ati lebha kevA kara karmo karAve che te upara eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka cera hatuM. te khUba ustAda hatA tethI ghaNAM moTAM gharamAM corI karIne khUba dhana lAvato. te kayAreya pakaDAte nahi. dhana sAcavavA mATe teNe eka khAnagI DhAMkaNAvALe kU rAkhyuM hatuM. temAM te dhana nAMkhate. kayAre paNa koIne gaMdha sarakhI AvatI na hatI. mAtra tenI patnI ane bALaka jANatAM. eka divasa ceranA manamAM vicAra thaze ke, ahe! A dhana lAvIne kUvAmAM nAkhuM chuM te vAta A strI ane chokarAo badhA jANI gayA che te ATaluM kaSTa veThIne meM dhana bheguM karyuM che tene A leke nAza karaze. mATe huM evuM karuM ke "na rahe vAMsa ane na vAge vAMsaLI" ' A kahevata pramANe evuM karuM ke kaI jIvatuM na rahe. A badhAne mArI nAMkhyuM te mAruM dhana e leke vAparI na zake. huM ekale ja badhuM dhana bhegavuM. juo dhana keTalI kumati karAve che? dhanamAM Asakta banele cAra pitAnI patnI ane putrone mArI nAMkhavAne vicAra karIne eka divasa bajAramAM jaI lADavAmAM bhAre viSa nakhAvIne laI Ave ne ghera AvIne patnI tathA putrone kahe che, "le, huM Aje tamArA mATe bajAramAMthI lADavA lAvyo chuM. peTa bharIne khAo, eTale enI patnI ane putro premathI lADavA khAvA besI gayA. lADavAmAM bhArebhAra jhera naMkhAvyuM hatuM eTale lADavA khAvA pachI thoDI vAramAM coranI patnI ane bALaka DhaLI paDayA eTale tarata cAre e badhAMne UMcakIne bIjA khAlI kUvAmAM nAkhI dIdhA ne kUvA upara majabUta DhAMkaNuM DhAMkI dIdhuM. ene zAMti thaI ke, hAza! have badhuM dhana huM ekale bhegavIza. thoDA divasa thayA eTale ADozI pADozI pUchavA lAgyA ke tamArA bairA chokarAM kayAM gayAM? tyAre kahe che e te piyara gaI che. thoDA divasa pachI eNe vAta bahAra pADI ke tyAM khAvAmAM jherI padArtha AvavAthI badhA marI gayAM. baMdhuo ! joyuM ne dhanane ati lobha ke anarthakArI che. je dhana mATe cAra cAra jInI vAta karI te dhana zuM parakamAM sAthe AvavAnuM che? nA, chatAM jIvane keTalI mamatA che. core lakSmInA lebha khAtara patnI ane putrone mArI nAMkhyAM. pachI

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zAradA siddhi 185 thaDA samayamAM te pharIne paraNya. e strI khUba rUpALI hatI. cora enA rUpamAM ghaNe mugdha hate. ene eka putra thaze. e patnI paNa jANI gaI ke A badhuM dhana lAvIne kUvAmAM nAMkhe che paNa enAmAM Asakta hovAthI ene mArI nAMkhavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. ene dIkaro ATha varSane thayo. eka divasa te nirdoSa bhAve ramato hato. tene joIne corane vicAra Avyo ke meM mahAsakta banIne strIne jIvatI rAkhI te moTI bhUla karI. mAre te te baMnene mArI nAMkhavA joIe. vicAra karIne bAraNuM baMdha karIne patnInI chAtI para caDhI beThe, eTale strIe cIsa pADI te maDhAmAM Duco bharAvI enuM gaLuM dabAvIne mArI nAMkhIne tarata kUvAmAM phekI dIdhI. A dazya joIne chokare dhrUjI UTha. pitAnI mAtAne A rIte mArI nAMkhavAthI raDatA raDate bhayabhIta banIne gharanI bahAra nIkaLI gayo ne dUra jaIne jorajorathI cIsa pADIne karuNa svare rudana karavA lAgyuM. bALakanuM karuNa rudana sAMbhaLI raste AvatA jatA loke ene gherI vaLyA ne pUchavA lAgyA ke, "chokarA ! tuM zA mATe ATaluM badhuM raDe che?" bALake badhI vAta karI ke, mArA bApe mArI mAne mArIne kUvAmAM nAkhI che. AthI lokee polIsane jANa karI. sau bhegAM thatAM cera pakaDAyo. kUvAmAM tapAsa karatAM marelI strI ane agAu marelAMnAM hADakAM nIkaLyAM, pachI bIjA kUvAmAM tapAsa karI te aDhaLaka dhananA DhagalA nIkaLyA. eTale cora pAke gunegAra Tharyo. badhuM dhana rAjAnA sipAIoe japta karI lIdhuM ane cArane muzkeTATA bAMdhIne rAjAnI samakSa hAjara karyo. dhanane mATe cAre keTalA jIvonI ghAta karI. rAjAe ceranuM badhuM dhana japta karyuM ane mAlanA sAcA mAlikenI tapAsa karAvI temane temanuM dhana suprata karyuM ane corane kaDaka zikSA karI ke raja pAMcase keraDAnA mAra mAre. khUba mAra mAryo ne rIbAI rIbAIne jIva gaye, ane chevaTe te naraka gatimAM cAlyo gayo. baMdhuo! parigrahe kevo anartha karyo? pApa karIne dhana bheguM karyuM paNa zuM e dhana bhogavI zake ? ahIM bhayaMkara dukha bhogavyA ne marIne narakamAM gayo. tyAM paNa ene karelAM karmonAM phaLarUpe bhayaMkara dArUNa duHkho bhogavavAM paDayAM. ATalA mATe jJAnI puruSo paDakAra karIne kahe che ke, he bhavya jIvo! dhananI tRSNane tyAga karI dharmanI ArAdhanA kare. sadAcAranuM sevana kare. eka tatvaciMtake traNa bola lakhyA che: 1. bhalAI kara. 2. bUrAIthI baca. 3. kusaMgatithI dUra rahe. tattvajJa puruSe zuM kahe che? he jIva! vahelA ke meDA eka divasa to tAre A badhuM choDIne javAnuM che te A maLelA manuSyabhavamAM jema bane tema paropakAra, dayA, sevA Adi dvArA keInuM bhaluM kare. je banI zake te koIne mArgamAM, phUla banIne patharAI jaje paNa kaMTaka kadI banaze nahi. banavuM hoya te pula banaje, seya banaze zA. 24

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186 zAradA siddhi paNa kAtara kadI na banazo. pula nadInA be kinArAne joDe che tema tame paNa keInA tUTelA hRdayane joDanAra pula banaje. jethI karmabaMdhana na thAya. trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNa vAsudevanI paTTarANI kSamaNae AgalA bhavamAM saheja AnaMda khAtara tAjI maMdI makelA hAthe moralInAM IMDA pakaDayAM. te IMDAne meMdI raMga lAgatA moralI pitAnA iMDAne oLakhI na zakI. tethI seLa ghaDI sudhI eNe iMDAMnuM sevana karyuM nahi te trAhmaNIne evuM karma baMdhAyuM ke ene seLaseLa varSo sudhI putrane viyoga po. kSmaNane keIne duHkhI karavAnA bhAva na hatA chatAM karma baMdhANuM. te je jIve hasI hasIne IrAdApUrvaka karma bAMdhe che ane te kevAM cIkaNuM karma baMdhAya? bIje bola che bUrAIthI bace. jJAnI kahe che he mAnava ! tArAthI je bane te bIjAnuM bhaluM kara. bhalAInA mArge cAla. agara jo tuM keInuM bhaluM na karI zake te keInuM bUruM te kadI karIza nahi. tu bhalA kisIkA kara na sake te barA kisIkA mata karanA Aje te moTA bhAge mANase potAnA manaraMjana khAtara keTalAM pApa kare che. zikArI loke pitAnA manoraMjana khAtara gaganamAM mastapaNe UDatA nirdoSa pakSIone goLIthI vIMdhI nAkhe che. pAradhIo jaMgalamAM mastapaNe AmathI tema kUdatA haraNa sAdi pakSIone tIrathI vIMdhI nAMkhe che. e nirdoSa prANuoe emanuM zuM bagADyuM che?. bahene gharanAM kAryomAM asAvadhAnI rAkhe te keTalAya InI hiMsA thaI jAya che. eMThAM vAsaNe rAtre mUkI rAkhe che temAM mAkhI, phudA Adi jIvonI hiMsA thaI jAya che, mATe jatanA dharmane samaje te pApakarmanuM baMdhana evuM thaze. trIje bela che kusaMgatithI dUra rahe. tattvajJAnI trIjA bolamAM kahe che, he mAnava tuM bhalAIne mArge cAlya, bUrAIthI bacI gayo paNa je kusaMgatine tyAga nahi kare te pariNAma kevuM Avaze? te eka nyAya ApIne samajavuM. amArI bahenanA anubhavanI vAta che. emane pUche. e judI judI jAtanAM athANAM judI judI baraNImAM nAMkhe che. paNa khAvA mATe te baraNImAMthI DuM thoDuM kADhe che. te zuM loTavALA ke eMThA hAthathI athavA dALazAkavALA eMThA camacAthI kADhe che kharA ? "nA". e te UTakelA svaccha camacAthI kADhe che, kAraNa ke je eMThA hAthathI ke camacAthI kADhe te athANuM bagaDI jAya evI ja rIte mANasa gheDe samaya paNa durguNInA saMgamAM rahe te ene duguNa banatA vAra lAgatI nathI. jema koI catura mANasa kAjaLanI koTaDImAM game teTalI sAvadhAnIpUrvaka jAya te paNa tene svaccha vao upara kaMIne kaMIkAjaLane DAgha lAge che evI rIte guNavAna vyakti durguNI AtmAnA saMgamAM rahIne game teTalI sAvadhAnI rAkhe chatAM enAmAM kaMIne kaMI durguNa AvI jAya che, mATe kusaMgatithI dUra rahe. lIbuM ke kerInuM athANuM bagaDI jAya to bIje varSe navuM banAvI zakAya che.

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zAradA siddhi emAM mAtra eka varSa bagaDe che paNa je manuSya janmarUpI athANuM bagaDI jAya te janmojanma bagaDI jAya, mATe tatvajJa puruSo kahe che ke kusaMgatine tyAga karIne sajjanane saMga kare. sajajanane saMga pApImAM pApI mAnavane pavitra banAve che ne kraramAM krara mAnavIne karuNAvaMta banAve che. te eka daSTAMta ApIne samajAvuM. anya dharmamAM ugrAnaMda nAmanA eka pavitra saMta thayA che. dayA, kSamA ane bIjAnuM hita karavAnI paraMpakAra bhAvanA-e traNa guNe jenAmAM hoya te sAce saMta che. AvA guNe jenAmAM hoya te saMsArI hovA chatAM sAdhu jevuM che. A ugrAnaMda svAmI pratyeka AtmAmAM paramAtmAnuM darzana karanArA ucca keTinA pavitra saMta hatA. temanI pAse je kaI Ave tene dharmane upadeza ApI tenA jIvanamAM dharmanA saMskAranuM siMcana karatA. eka vakhata ugrAnaMda svAmI koI eka gAmanI bahAra ekAMta sthAnamAM jaI eka vRkSa nIce dhyAnamAM besI AtmAnaMdanI mastImAM jhUlatA hatA. te ja rAtre e gAmamAM vasatA eka kheDUtane baLada kaI cerI gayuM. kheDUtane mana baLada enI mUDI che. 500 rUpiyAnI baLadanI jeDI hatI. baLada nahi jaDavAthI kheDUta AkuLavyAkuLa thaI gaye. badhA zodhavA nIkaLyA. zodhatA zodhatA jyAM ugrAnaMda svAmI prabhune dhyAnamAM lIna banelA hatA tyAM AvyA ne bolavA lAgyA, ke, A sAdhuo ja ApaNuM baLada carI gaye lAge che. baLadane kayAMka saMtADIne prabhunI bhakti karavA besI gayo che. emane DhaMDhoLIne kahe che, e sAdhuDA ! amArA baLada kayAM gayA? jaladI amane kahe, nahi Ape te tane batAvI daIzuM, paNa A to kSamAnA sAgara kaI bolatA ja nathI, eTale pelA kheDUto ugrAnaMda svAmIne mAravA lAgyA keIe lAkaDIne mAra mAryA, keIe paganI lAtothI mAra mAryo. evA mAryA ke emanA mukhamAMthI lohI nIkaLavA lAgyuM, chatAM svAmIjIe khUba kSamA rAkhI. manathI paNa krodha na karyo. manamAM eka ja vicAra karyo ke A to mArI kasoTIne prasaMga che ke huM keTalA aMze krodhane jItyo chuM. Ama samajIne eka zabda paNa bolyA nahi. kheDUto bolavA lAgyA ke A to pAke Thaga che. baLada laI gayuM che eTale bolato nathI mATe ene kethaLAmAM pUrIne thANedAra pAse laI jaIe eTale bolaze. ema vicAra karIne eka meTo kethaLe lAvIne ugrAnaMda svAmIne kethaLAmAM pUrI dIdhA. chatAM eka zabda bolatA nathI. teo ema mAnatA hatA ke A lokone huM game tema kahIza chatAM samajavAnA nathI. mArA karmane udaya che to samabhAve sahana karI lauM. kothaLAmAM pUrIne savAra paDatAM polIsanA thANumAM laI gayA, thANedAranA manamAM thayuM ke A loke kethaLAmAM zuM lAvyA haze ? emaNe kothaLAmAMthI ugrAnaMda svAmIne bahAra kADhyA. svAmIne joIne thANedAra to emanA caraNamAM paDI gaye, kAraNa ke thANedAra ugrAnaMda svAmIne bhakta hato. enA manamAM thayuM ke AvA pavitra mahAtmAnI AvI dazA kema

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188 zAradA siddhi thaI ? kheDUtane pUchyu ke tame A pavitra sa`tane kothaLAmAM zA mATe pUryAM che ? emanA zarIra upara ghA paDayA che, mADhAmAMthI lohI nIkaLyA che. zu' tame temane mAryAM che ?" &aa sAheba ! e to ceAra che. A vacana sAMbhaLatA thANedAra khUba gusse thayA ne kahyuM : hai duSTo ! A mahAtmA to eka kIDInA prANa dubhave tevA nathI te zuM tamArA khaLada cArI le ? nirdoSa mahAtmAne du:khI karyAM che mATe tamane ja hu` kedamAM pUrI daIza. peAlIsAne bolAvIne hukama karyAM ke A kheDUtone kedamAM pUrIne khUba mAra mAro. A kheDUto tharathara dhrUjavA lAgyA. ugrAnada svAmIe thANedArane kahyu', bhAI ! jo tu' mArA sAcA bhakta hoya to A badhAMne mIThAI maMgAvIne khavaDAva, thANedAre kahyuM : svAmIjI ! Apa A zuM kholI rahyA che ? jemaNe Apane ATalo badhA mAra mArIne maraNatola karI nAMkhyA. eTalethI na paDyuM te kothaLAmAM pUryAM. evA aparAdhIone to zikSA ja karavI joIe, enA badale mIThAI ApuM ? tyAre svAmIe kahyuM, e bicArAe AkhI rAta baLada zeAdhyA, mane mAra mAryAM. have thAkI gayA haze. te bhUkhyA che. svAmIjInA kahevAthI thANedAra kheDUtone mArane badale mIThAI khavaDAvI. aDadhue ! tame ja kaheA. AvA mahAtmAnA kevA prabhAva paDe! kheDUtonAM mana upara kevI asara thAya ? Aje to duniyA ema mAne che ke zanI sAme za ... joie, paNa e mAnyatA khATI che. zanI sAme zaTha banavAthI sAmI vyakti sudharatI nathI paNa vadhAre krodhI bane che. ugrAnaMda svAmInI kSamAthI kheDUtonA hRdayanuM parivartana thayuM. svAmInA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgI ke, svAmIjI ! amArA aparAdhane mApha kare. temanI AMkhamAMthI pazcAttApanA AMsu AvI gayA ane e badhA kheDUto ugrAnaMda svAmInA bhakta anI gayA. have caritra kahyu', = caritra :- " yazAdA rAjAnA mahelamAM": bhImasenanI dAsI yazeAdAe hirasenanA mahelethI vAta jANIne bhImasenane jagADayA. yazeAdA bhayathI tharathara dhrUjavA lAgI. bhImasene pUchyuM, yazeAdA ! Ama rAtrinA samaye acAnaka kema AvavAnu` banyu ? ane tuM Ama gabharAI ne zA mATe dhrujI rahI che? eNe rANInA zayanagRhamAM jaIne rANIne pahelA jagADayA, pachI bhImasenane tathA suzIlAne eka khUNAmAM besADIne kaI jANI na jAya te rIte sAvadhAnIpUrvaka dhImA avAje banelI vAta karI. suzIlAe kahyu: yazeAdA ! teM eka kerI mATe ATaluM badhu... karyuM ? AvuM anyA pachI paNa te mane vAta na karI ? vAta karI hAta to huM mArI derANI pAse jaIne kerI ApI Avata ne enI mAphI mAMgata. to A vakhata to na Avata ne ? yazodAne paNa khUba pastAvA thaze ke meM AvuM zA mATe karyuM? me jheranAM jhADa vAvyAM ane A mArA niSi rAjArANIne enA phaLa khAvAnA vakhata Avye ne?

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zAradA siddhi bhImasena rAjA A vAta sAMbhaLIne UMDA vicAramAM paDI gayA. te vicAravA lAgyA aho! karmanI gati kevI vicitra che! mAro sago bhAI mane mArI nAMkhavA taiyAra thayuM che. strImAM mohAMdha banI Aje te viveka ane bhAna gumAvI beThe che. A badhI karmanI vicitratA ja che ne ? nahitara sage bhAI Aje AvuM akArya kare khare? kharekhara, karma jIvane bhAna bhUlAve che ne na karavAnAM kAma karAve che. harisena paNa karmane vaza thaIne Aje AvuM duSkRtya karavA taiyAra thayA che. mAre have sAvadha banIne mArI rANInA tema ja baMne kumAronA jAnamAlanI rakSA karavI joIe, kAraNa ke je huM jIvato haIza to A rAjasaMpadA pAchI meLavI zakIza. Ama vicArIne bhImasene pitAnA eka vizvAsu ane aMgata anucarane bolAvIne pavanavegI ratha taiyAra karI lAvavAnI AjJA karI ane rANI tathA kuMvarone sAthe laIne javA mATenI taiyArI karavA lAgyA. A tarapha bhImasena pitAnA prANa bacAvavAnI taiyArI kare che tyAre harisena tenA mahelamAM bhImasenanA prANa levAnI taDAmAra taiyArI karI rahyo hato. zayanarUmamAM harisenane cetavatI rANI "--bIjI tarapha harisena pitAnA zayanarUmamAM jaIne bhImasenane tenI rANuM ane be putre sahita kevI rIte mArI nAMkhe tenI vicAra karatA hatA tyAM surasuMdarInA manamAM vicAra thayo ke ame je vAta karI te kaI sAMbhaLI to nahi gayuM hoya ne! e vicAra AvatAnI sAthe harisena pAse AvIne kahevA lAgIH svAmInAtha ! mArA manamAM ema thAya che ke ApaNI vAta kaI sAMbhaLI te nahi gayuM hoya ne ? kadAca koI sAMbhaLI gayuM hoya ne jaIne bhImasenane vAta karI de te jarUra e nAzI jaze, ane kadAca nAsI na jAya to tamArA upara humalo kare ne yuddha kare. je ke mane te tamArA baLa ane parAkrama upara pUro vizvAsa che, chatAM zatrune te Ugate DAmI devuM joIe. jethI te kadI mAthuM na UMcakI zake, mATe tame hamaNAM ja bhImasenanA rAjamahelane pharate cekI pahero goThavI de. jethI te kaI nAzI chUTe nahi. tame A rIte karaze te mArA manoratha pUrA thaze. patnIne zabdo sAMbhaLI harisena khuza thaIne bolI UThaH surasuMdarI ! tArI buddhine dhanya che. te mane yAda karAvyuM te ThIka thayuM. huM hamaNAM ja te mATe prabaMdha karuM chuM. "bhImasenanA baMgalA pharatI khullI cokIH--surasuMdarInI vAta sAMbhaLI harisene anucarane-lazkaranA mukhya subhaTane bolAvI lAvavA hukama karyo. yuvarAjanI AjJA thatAM tarata subhaTa hAjara thayo ne hAtha joDIne bolyA : rAjana ! pharamAve, zI AjJA che? harisene kahyuM juo, atyAre ne atyAre ApaNuM sazastra TukaDIne laIne tame bhImasenanA mahelane pharatI sakhta cokI gaThavI de. mArI AjJA vinA e mahelamAMthI keIne bahAra javA deze nahi tema ja koIne aMdara praveza karavA deze nahi. je ema karatAM koI paNa mANasa najare paDe che tyAMne tyAM tene vadha karI nAMkhaje. jevI AjJA, ema kahIne

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100 zAradA siddhi subhaTa tyAMthI cAlyA gaye, ane harisenanI AjJA mujaba bhImasenanA mahelane pharatI sazastra cAkI goThavI dIdhI ne darekane sakhta cetavaNI ApI ke mahelamAMthI koI bahAra jAya nahi ane mahelamAM koI praveza karavA pAme nahi. ema karavAmAM je bhUla karaze tenuM mAthuM dhaDathI juduM karavAmAM Avaze. senA nAyakanI AvI sakhta AjJA sAMbhaLIne zrA sainike sAvadhAna banIne mahelane pharatI jhINI najare jovA lAgyA. suzIlA bebhAna ane rAjA mUMjhavaNamAM" -A tarapha bhImasene mahelanI bArImAMthI bahAra daSTi karI te harisenanA sainike khullI talavAre cekI kare che. A joIne te bhayabhIta banI gaye. have bahAra kevI rIte nIkaLavuM? je bahAra nIkaLIe te mAthuM ne dhaDa judAM thaI jAya. have zuM karavuM? pitAnA mahelane pharatI khullI talavAre ceka karatA sainikone joIne suzIlAnuM te hRdaya cIrAI gayuM. enA kemaLa hRdaya upara bhAre AghAta lAgyA. arere.A mArAM kumaLAM phUla jevAM be bAluDAMnuM zuM thaze? emane laIne huM kevI rIte jaIza? emanuM zuM thaze? A ciMtAmAM suzIlA bebhAna thaIne paDI gaI. bhImasena ane yazodA tyAM ja hatA. bhImasene suzIlAnuM mAthuM potAnA khoLAmAM lIdhuM ne yazodAe zItaLa jaLane chaMTakAva karyo eTale suzIlA bhAnamAM AvI ane koLe kalpAMta karavA lAgI tyAre bhImasene tene zAMta karatAM kahyuM suzIlA! Ama * raDavAthI zuM vaLaze? jyAM ApaNuM bhAgye ja paravArI gayuM ne gADha karmane udaya thayo tyAM hiMmata rAkhe ja chUTako che, tyAre suzIlA raDatI raDatI kahe che, nAtha ! mane bIjI koI ciMtA nathI, paNa mane A mArA be bAluDAMnI khUba ciMtA thAya che. ApaNe te ATaluM sukha bhegavyuM paNa be kumaLAM bAluDAMne te A nAnI uMmaramAM duHkha AvyuM. e bicArA kevI rIte cAlI zakaze? ema kahIne khUba raDI paNa bhImasene tene samajAvIne zAMta karI. tyAM yazedA kahe che, rAjana ! have tame utAvaLa kare ne jaladIthI rANuM ane kuMvarene laIne nAsI javAnI taiyArI kare. bhImasene kahyuM-yazodA ! bahAra te sakhta cakI pahere che. javuM kevI rIte? yazodA kahe che, rAjana ! tame bhaMDAramAMthI rane, senAmahore vagere kImatI cIje levAnI hoya te laIne jhaTa taiyAra thaI jAo, pachI badhuM thaI paDaze. bhImasena ane suzIlA javA mATe taiyArI kare che ne bahAra kI pahere goThavyo che. have teo kevI rIte jaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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vyAkhyAna naM. 20 zrAvaNa suda 10 ne guruvAra tA. 2-8-79 sujJa baMdhuo ! suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anAdi kALathI A saMsAramAM janma ane maraNane pravAha cAlI rahyo che. janma le ane maravuM, A janma-maraNanI paraMparAne naSTa karavAne mATe jJAnI puruSoe svayaM prayatna karIne janma maraNane aMta karyo ane anya jIvene paNa e mArge cAlavAne upadeza ApyuM. ThANAMga sUtranA bIjA ThANAmAM jJAnIe kahyuM, he bhavyajIvo! je tamAre janma maraNanI A duHkhadAyI zaMkhalAne teDavI hoya te be vAte apanAvavI paDaze. "vikAra reva jaLakha jevA paheluM jJAna ane bIjuM cAritra. jJAna ane cAritrane samyaga sumeLa janma maraNanA cakrane aTakAvI zake che. jJAna mananA samasta vikArone naSTa karIne zuddha ane pavitra banAve che. jJAna pratyeka manuSyamAM svataH vidyamAna che paNa enA upara ajJAnane majabUta paDade DhaMkAyeluM che. tene puruSArtha dvArA khaseDayA vinA zakti pragaTa thatI nathI. jyAre cAra ghAtI karmone paDado saMpUrNapaNe AtmA uparathI haTI jAya che tyAre sarvajJa bane che. A kALamAM ahIM ApaNe sarvajJa banI zakIe tema nathI paNa aMze aMze ajJAnane paDado khaseDIe te paNa AtmajJAna dvArA jANIne pApakarmo karatA aTake che. jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA kSapazamathI kadAca manuSya ghaNuM jJAna meLavI le paNa jJAna sAthe AcaraNa-cAritra joIe, kahyuM che ne ke "ra mA thi vinA samyapha cAritra vinA jJAna kevala bhAra svarUpa che. sArA prathama dharmaH AcAra arthAt cAritra prANI mAtrane mATe utkRSTa dharma che. manuSya game teTaluM jJAna prApta kare, ghaNAM zAstronA arthamAM pravINa banI jAya, moTA moTA graMthe kaMThastha karI le paNa jo enuM cAritra uttama nathI, hRdayamAM viveka nathI te enA jJAnanI kaI kiMmata nathI. bhale, theDuM jJAna hoya paNa enuM cAritra nirmaLa che, vivekavAna che ane vItarAga vacana upara acala zraddhA che te jJAnInI kaTimAM AvIne potAnuM jIvana saphaLa banAvI le che. cAritrathI rahita vyaktinuM jJAna nirarthaka hovAthI phaLazUnya hoya che, ane samyaga jJAnathI rahita manuSyanI kriyA paNa bhArabhUta hovAthI vyartha bane che. samyajJAna ane samyaga kriyAnA sumeLathI AtmasAdhanAnI gADI cAle che. Apa jANe che ne ke pRthvI upara ratha be piDAMthI cAle che. e be paiDAMmAMthI eka paNa paiDuM tUTI jAya te ratha aTakI jAya che. AkAzamAM pakSI UDe che te paNa potAnI be pAMkhe dvArA ghaNe UMce uDDayana kare che paNa eka pAMkha kapAI jAya te te 3yana karavAmAM samartha banI zakatuM nathI evI ja rIte ApaNe AtmA paNa eka pakSI samAna che. ene UDIne ucca gatimAM javuM che te enI jJAna ane kriyAnI be pAMkha barAbara majabUta hovI joIe, eka pAMkha tUTI jAya te mekSamAM javuM muzkela che. ATalA

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192 zAradA siddhi mATe jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke mumukSu AtmAoe sarva prathama samyapha jJAnanI prApti karavI joIe. jJAna prApta karIne cAritra eTale ke AcaraNamAM utAravuM joIe. je jJAnane AcaraNamAM utAravAmAM nahi Ave te te prApta kareluM jJAna vyartha che. jemAM tijorImAM dhana bhareluM che paNa tenI cAvI khavAI gaI che te te dhana zA kAmanuM ? evI rIte AcaraNa vinAnuM jJAna paNa vyartha che, mATe jeTaluM jJAna prApta thAya te pramANe AcaraNa karIne jJAna ane cAritra dvArA muktine prApta karavA sadA prayatnazIla banavuM jarUrI che. sajJAna ane saccAritrane mArga batAvanAra mahAvIra prabhunI aMtimavANI uttarAdhyayana sUtranA teramA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. citta ane saMbhUti e be munirAje saMthAre karavAnI taiyArI karatA hatA tyAM namuci pradhAnane gADha baMdhanethI bAMdhIne dUtanI sAthe sanatakumAra cakravatie mokalyA. A joIne karuNAvata munionuM hadaya dravI UThayuM. emane khabara paDI ke amane jeNe mAra marAvyuM hatuM e ja A mANasa che, chatAM muninA dilamAM kaSAyane kaNiyo na Avyo kAraNa ke have emane reSa olavAI gayo hato. chatmastha dazAmAM kaSAya AvI gaI paNa pachI kaSAyane nAbUda karI. kaSAyane nAbUda karavA mATe upazamabhAva jarUrI che. jeTalA pramANamAM upazamabhAva Ave teTalA pramANamAM AtmAmAM sukhane anubhava thato jAya che, ane saMpUrNa kaSAyanA ke nAzathI AtmA vitarAga bane che. rAga dveSathI thatAM nukasAnane vicAra Ave te kSapazama bhAva AvatA vAra nahi lAge, athavA jyAre dveSa karavAne prasaMga Ave te vakhate vyaktimAM rahelA guNane ekAda upakArane vicAra karavAmAM Ave te zreSanuM jera nahi cAle. A vAtane samajavA mATe vikrama rAjAnA jIvanane eka prasaMga tamArI samakSa rajU karuM. vananI vATe kaSTamAM sapaDAyelA rAjA" :-eka vakhata vikrama rAjA jaMgalamAM karavA gayelA. pharatA pharatA UMdhe raste caDhI javAthI rAjA ane emanA sAthIdAra ekabIjAthI chUTA paDI gayA, rAjA sAco rasto zodhavA mATe AmathI tema bhamavA lAgyA, paNa nathI maLate mArga ke nathI maLate mArga batAvanAra kaI mANasa. have zuM karavuM? samaya jatAM rAjAne khUba bhUkha tarasa lAgavAthI rAjAnuM mana AkuLavyAkuLa thayuM ne pANInI zodha karavA lAgyA paNa vAva ke saravara kaMI dekhAtuM nathI. chevaTe eka jhUMpaDI joI tethI AzAbhera vikramarAjA jhUMpaDI pAse pahoMcyA paNa bhUkha tarasanI pIDAthI cakkara AvavAthI tyAM besI gayA, eTale jhUMpaDInA mANasee rAjAne ThaMDuM . pANI ApAne svastha banAvyA, pachI bhejana banAvIne sArI rIte jamADyA, tyAra bAda rAjAe pitAnI badhI kahAnI kahI eTale jhUMpaDInA mANasee temane sAcA mAge caDhAvyA. AthI rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke A lokoe mArA upara khUba upakAra karyo che. atyAre te upakArane badalo vALavA mArI pAse kaMI nathI. eTale vikrama rAjAe

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zAradA siddhi 193 kahyuM, "bhAI! tame mArA upara ghaNe upakAra karyo che. tame jyAre ujajainI nagarImAM Ave tyAre mArI pAse jarUra Avaje. are, tyAM te vikrama rAjA rahe che. bhAI! te ja huM chuM." A sAMbhaLIne badhAne khUba AnaMda thaze. Aje amArA bhAgya jAgyA. ApanA punita pagalAM amAre tyAM thayA. rAjAne pharIne takalIpha na thAya te mATe eka mi Apyo. bhomiyAnI sAthe rAjA jaMgalamAMthI potAnI nagarImAM AvI gayA. eka vakhata jhUMpaDImAM rahenAro mANasa kaI kAma prasaMge ujajainI nagarImAM Avyo. tenA manamAM thayuM ke Avyo chuM te rAjAne maLatuM jAuM. Ama vicAra karIne te rAjadarabAramAM AvyuM. upakArInA guNa gAtA rAjA":- vikrama rAjA tene oLakhI gayA eTale tenuM sanmAna karyuM ane pitAnI sabhAmAM sabhAsada tarIke rAkhI lIdho. tene rahevA mATe suMdara makAna ApyuM, A mANasa dararoja sabhAmAM jAya che ne rAjA je kArya karavAnuM kahe te barAbara kare che. rAjA paNa avAranavAra sabhAmAM A mANasanA guNa gAtA ne kahetA ke A mANase bhayaMkara aTavImAM mAro jIva bacAvIne mAruM rakSaNa karyuM hatuM. Ama bharasabhAmAM rAjA vAraMvAra prazaMsA karatA. AthI pelA mANasane vicAra Avyo ke mArI prazaMsA mAtra zabdanA ADaMbarathI che ke hadayathI te parIkSA karavI joIe. A vicAra karIne eka divasa rAjAnA nAnA kuMvarane chAne mAne upADI pitAnA makAnamAM saMtADI dIdhe. kuMvaranI thatI zedha" - A tarapha thoDI vAra kuMvara nahi dekhAvAthI zodhAzodha thaI. tapAsa karatA kuMvarane patto na paDavAthI AkhI nagarImAM vAta phelAI gaI ke rAjAnA nAnA kuMvarane kaI uThAvI gayuM che. ghaNA divase gayA chatAM kuMvarane patto paDato nathI. AkhA rAjyamAM duHkhanI lAgaNI phelAI gaI, pachI pelA mANase rAjakumAranuM eka AbhUSaNa nakarane ApIne kahyuM ke A dAgIne bajAramAM jaIne vecI Ava. nekare bajAramAM jaIne be traNa dukAne dAgIne batAvyo. temAM eka vepArIne A dAgIne joIne zaMkA thaI ke A rAjAnA kumArane hoya tema lAge che. eTale te nokarane dukAne besADI polIsane khabara ApI, tethI nekara pakaDAI gayo ne tene rAjA pAse hAjara karavAmAM AvyuM. rAjAe tene khUba dhamakI ApIne pUchayuM eTale nokare zeThanuM nAma ApI dIdhuM ke mane zeThe A dAgIne vecavA mokalyuM hatuM eTale rAjAe tenA zeThane pakaDavA mANaso mokalyA. polIsee tarata pelA mANasane pakaDIne rAjA pAse hAjara karyo. rAjAe pUchayuM ke zuM hakIkta che? je hoya te satya vAta kahI de. te mANasa AMkhamAM zrAvaNa bhAdare varasAvato bolyo : he rAjana! tamArA kuMvaranA zarIra upara paherAvelA alaMkAra joIne mArI buddhi bagaDI eTale kuMvarane huM chAne mAne uThAvI gayo ne lobhane vaza thaI enA zarIra uparanA alaMkAro utArI lIdhA. eTalethI huM aTakayo nahi. mArI kubuddhinA kAraNe mArA hAthe kuMvaranuM khUna thaI gayuM che. have Apane je ThIka lAge te zA, 25

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194 zAradA siddhi zikSA karo. A sAMbhaLatAM khAjumAM beThelA sAmatAnI AMkhamAMthI agni jharavA lAgI. eke kahyuM, AvA kRtaghnIne teA kharAkhara zikSA thavI joIe. enA zarIranA rAI rAI jevaDA TukaDA karI pakSIone khalI ApavA joi e. khIjo bAlyA, AvA mANasane to kAMTAmAM suvADIne bALI mUkavA joIe. trIjo melyA ke, Ane te jIvatA jamInamAM dATI devA joIe. cothe khelyA ke Ane te hAthInA paga nIce chUMdI nAMkhavA joI e. Ama sau pAtapeAtAnA abhiprAya pragaTa karavA lAgyA. upakAranA badalo vALatA rAjA'' :-rAjAe zAMta citte khadhu' sAMbhaLIne sabhA tarapha dRSTi karIne kahyuM ke, he sabhAjanA ! je banavAnuM hatuM te banI gayuM. have enA upara krodha ke dveSa karavA te bilakula ceAgya nathI, kAraNa ke jyAre huM' ja*galamAM bhUlo paDayA hatA tyAre eNe ja mane pANI ane bhojana ApIne jIvADayA hatA ne nagarImAM paheAMcADayA hatA, mATe ene A gunA mApha karu' chu'. ema kahI sipAI Ane kahyu` ke, Ane baMdhanathI mukta karI do. rAjAnA hukama thatA mANasane badhanamAMthI chUTA karavAmAM AvyuM. je parIkSA karavAnI hatI te thaI gaI. rAjA kevaLa zabdanA sAthiyA pUratA na hatA paNa hRdayathI upakAra mAnatA hatA. A mANase potAne ghera AvI kuMvarane laIne rAjasabhAmAM hAjara thayA. hasatA khelatA kuvarane joI ne badhAne Azcaya lAgyu ke, A zuM ? emaNe kuMvarane mArI nAMkhyA hatA ne jIvatA kayAMthI Avce ? sAmatAe AnuM kAraNa pUchayuM te A mANase kahyu ke, sAMbhaLe. rAjA sabhAmAM vAravAra mArI prazaMsA karatA hatA, tethI mane thayu` ke te mArA sAcA upakAra mAne che ke khATA ? e jANavA mATe meM A pramANe karyuM' hatu. devAnupriyA ! A prasaMga bhayaMkara krodha Ave ne dveSa thAya tevA hatA ne? chatAM vikrama rAjAe tenA upakAra mAnIne tenA upara krodha ke dveSa na karyAM ane uparathI tenA gune mApha karIne choDI mUkayA. A dRSTAMta sAMbhaLIne ApaNe te eTalo ja sAra levA che ke kaSAya thAya evA prasaMge samatA rAkhIne jIve zu' vicAravuM joIe ? ke mArA pApa kanA doSa che. emAM khIjA koInA doSa nathI. khIjA tA nimitta mAtra che. A rIte zubhAzubha karmanA udaya vakhate zubhAzubha karmanI prakRtine vicAra karIe te ApaNune koInA upara krodha ke dveSa Ave nahi. dareka jIvA pratye prema thAya mATe aparAdhI pratye paNa kSamA rAkhI AtmAne ujjavaLa banAvavA joIe. sa`bhUti munine sakhata mAra marAvanAra namuci pradhAna upara muniee dveSa bhAva na rAkhatA tene baMdhanamAMthI mukta karAvyA. namruci chUTayA evA tyAMthI jIva laI ne bhAgI gayA, ane munirAjoe pUSkRta karmanA udaya jANI karyAM khapAvavA mATe anazana karyuM. A tarapha sanatkumAra cakravatine khabara paDI ke samatAnA sAgara munirAjoe aparAdhIne khaMdhanathI mukta karAvyA ne anazana karyuM che. A sAMbhaLIne

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zAradA siddhi 195 khUba AnaMda thaye. atyaMta harSollAsathI pulakita thaIne bhaktibhAvapUrvaka aMtaHpurane sAthe laIne baMne munirAjanA darzana karavA mATe udyAnamAM AvyA. atyaMta bhaktithI e brahmacArI munirAjanA caraNamAM temaNe pitAnuM zIra gUMkAvyuM. A baMne munirAje zuddha brahmacArI hatA. emaNe choTI vayamAM dIkSA lIdhI hatI. pite cAMDAlanA putra hatA paNa emanA mukha upara brahmacaryanA teja jhaLakI rahyA hatA. mahApuruSoe brahmacaryane mahAna mahimA gAyo che. eka gAmamAM madhyama sthitinuM kuTuMba vasatu hatuM. temane eka dIkarI hatI. pitAnI samAna kakSAnA kuTuMbanA dIkarA sAthe dIkarInuM sagapaNa kareluM paNa thoDA samaya pachI chekarAnA mAbApa khUba garIba thaI gayA. chokarI maTI thaI eTale enA mAbApe vicAra karyo ke AvA taddana garIbane ghera dIkarI paraNavIe te zuM sukhI thAya ? have ApaNe tyAM paraNAvavI nathI. bIje kayAMka paraNAvI daIzuM. A vAta karIne jANavAmAM AvI eTale chokarIe mA-bApane kahI dIdhuM ke, tame jyAM mArI sagAI karI che e mAre pati banI cUkI che. have A bhavamAM mAre bIje pati na joIe. je tamAre mane paraNAvavI hoya te tyAM ja paraNuM, nahitara jIvanabhara kuMvArI rahIza. dIkarIne nakkara nizcaya jANuM mAtApitAe tyAM ja paraNAvavAnuM nakkI karyuM. vevAIne tyAM lagna mATe kahevaDAvyuM, tyAre jamAIne samAcAra AvyA ke huM jAna joDIne AvI zakuM tema nathI. phakta huM ekalo AvIza. zubha divase muhUrta jevaDAvI lagnane divasa nakkI karavAmAM AvyuM, paNa vevAInA gherathI maTI ke nAnI jAna AvavAnI hoya to kanyAne ghera dhamAla dekhAya paNa A to gharamAM cerI bAMdhIne paraNAvavAnI che tethI lagna jevuM lAgatuM nathI. have bane che evuM ke kanyAe muratiyo nathI je ne muratiyAe kanyAne nathI joI. bolo, Aje Ama cAle kharuM? (hasAhasa) A chokarAnuM nAma locanadAsa hatuM. khUba sIdhe, sAde ne saMskArI hato. lagnanA divase kanyA gAmanA pAdara kUvAkAMThe pANI bharavA gaI hatI ane A taraphathI locanadAsa lagna karavA mATe sAsare AvI rahyo hato. jenI sAthe Aje rAtanA hastameLApa thavAne hato e ja kanyAne locanadAse pUchyuM, e bahena ! A gAmamAM phalANu bhAInuM ghara kayAM AvyuM? kanyAe AMgaLI cIMdhIne ja gharanI pRcchA karato hato te gharane rasto batAvyuM. ekabIjAne kadI joyA na hatA eTale kayAMthI oLakhI zake ? rAtanA baMnenA lagna thayA. kanyA paraNIne sAsare AvI. zayanakhaMDamAM baMne bhegA thayA tyAre baMnene ekadama kaMIka bhUtakALanuM smaraNa tAjuM thatuM hoya tema stabdha banI gayA. theDI vAra mauna rahyA pachI navapariNIta kanyAe mauna toDatA kahyuM, Apa Aje paraNavA mATe AvI rahyA hatA te vakhate kUvAne kAMThe mane bahena kahIne bolAvI hatI

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196 zAradA siddhi ne ? locanadAse kahyuM-hA, huM tane oLakhato na hato eTale bahena ja kahuM ne? tyAre kanyAe kahyu' : basa, Ape mane ahena kahIne khelAvI che to hu. AjathI ApanI bahena anIne rahIza. Apa pharIne lagna karI, paNa mArI eka namra prAthanA svIkAro ke AjIvana paryaM ta mane ApanI sevA karavAnA lAbha maLavA joI e. huM ApanI badhI sevA karIza ne A gharamAM rahIza. ApanA sukhamAM kaDhI ADakhIla nahi anu. huM to ApanI sevAnI bhUkhI chu, vAsanAnI bhUkhI nathI. patnInA AvA zabdo sAMbhaLIne locanadAse kahyu', meM tane bahena kahI to huM tArA bhAI ja thayA ne ? jo tuM mArI bahena banIne jIvanabhara mArI sevA karavA icche che to zu huM bIjI kanyA sAthe lagna karIne sukha bhogavuM? huM kaI vAsanAnA bhUkhyA nathI. hu' dehanA pUjArI nathI paNa AtmAnA guNanA pUjArI chuM. ApaNe sadAnA sAthI sagA bhAI-bahena banIne rahIzu.. badhue ! sa'sAranA sukha mhAlavA jhaMkhatA eka vakhatanA patipatnI bhautika sukhane lAta mArIne zuddha brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavA taiyAra thayA. bharayuvAnImAM brahmacarya nuM pAlana karavu. e kAMI sAmAnya vAta nathI. mahAduSkara che. dhanya che AvA pavitra brahmacArI AtmAone! have ApaNe mULa vAta upara AvIe. citta ane sa`bhUti e khane muniee anazana karyu che. khIjI tarapha sanatkumAra cakravati peAtAnA aMtera sahita temanA druna karavA mATe AvyA che. brahmacaryaMnA tejathI jhaLahaLatu lalATa joI ne sanatakumAra cakravati munirAjonI stuti karatA kahe che, ahe munirAja ! dhanya che Apane! Ape laghuvayamAM bhAga cheDIne yAganA mArga apanabyA che. Ama kahIne muninA caraNamAM vana kare che tyAre cakravartinI mukhya paTTarANI zrIratna sunaMdA paNa atyaMta bhAvathI munine vaMdana karavA lAgI. strIoe dUra rahIne sAdhune vaMdana karAya paNa A sanatkumAra cakravatinI paTTarANI atyaMta harSAvezamAM bhAna bhUlIne najIka jaI ne va'daNA karavA lAgI. enA mAthAnAM vALa khUba lAMbA hatA. e samayamAM strIenI zeAbhA enA lAMbA ne suMdara kezakalApathI vadhatI hatI, je strInA vALa vadhAre lAMbA hoya te vadhAre bhAgyavAna gaNAtI hatI, paNa Aje teA UlaTI gaMgA vahI rahI che. amArI baheneAne lAMbA vALa gamatA nathI eTale kApIne TUMkA karAve che ne bhAI e vALa vadhAre che. kema kharAkhara che ne ? (hasAhasa) A sunaMdA rANIne ceTale ghaNA lAMbe hatA. temAMthI eka laTa chUTI paDI gaI ne saMbhUti muninA zarIrane tene sparza thayA. sunaMdA rANInA suvALI ane sugaMdhita telathI maheMkatI kezarAzinA sparza thatAM munine sukhano anubhava thayA eTale UMce joyu'. cakravartinI srIratnane joI. enu rUpa joI satkRti muni bhAna bhUlyA. baMdhue ! A sa bhUti munie jyAre namuci pradhAne mAra marAbyA tyAre paNa bhAna

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zAradA siddhi 17 bhUlyA hatA ne phodhAvezamAM AvIne tejulezyAne prayoga karyo hate. cittamuninA samajAvavAthI krodha zAMta thayo ne tejulezyAnuM haraNa karI lIdhuM ne saMthAre karyo, tyAM pAchA A strIratna sunaMdAnA vALane sparza thatAM saMbhUti muninuM mana e tarapha DhaLyuM. manamAM thayuM, kevuM suMdara rUpa che ! kevuM sauMdarya che ! enA kezarAzinA sparza mAtramAM paNa ATale badhe sukhAnubhava thaze to AvI strI maLe te e sukhanI te vAta ja zI karavI ? saMbhUti muninA manamAM AvA bhAva AvyA eTale teo niyANuM karavA taiyAra thayA. temanA mukha uparanA taravaratA bhAvane joIne citta muni samajI gayA. baMdhuo ! manuSyanuM mukha e kemere che. kemere manuSyanI jevI mukhAkRti hoya tevI jhaDapI le che, tema mANasanA mukha uparathI enA mananA bhAve jANI zakAya che. te rIte cittamunie saMbhUti muninA hadayanA bhAvane jANune vicAra karyo ke ahAhA.. maharAjAnI durjayatA kevI che ane IndriyanI kevI nibaLatA che ke jenI prabaLatAthI sadA tapa ane saMyamamAM ramaNatA karanArA evA A mArA bhAI saMbhUtimuni ke jeo jinavacananA rahasyanA jJAtA che teo A cakravatinA strIratnanA kezarAzinA sparzathI niyANuM karavA tarapha jhUkavAnI taiyArI karI rahyA che. niyANuM karIne te emanA AtmAnuM ahita karaze, mATe mAre emane cetavavA joIe. have citta muni emane kevI rIte, samajAvaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra: "rAjamahelane cheDatA rAjA rANa-zeda dAsI bhImasena rAjAne kahe che have tame jaladI A rAjamahela choDI de. nahitara moTI muzkelImAM AvI jaze. rANInuM haiyuM hAtha rahetuM nathI. nAnAM be bAluDAM sAme najara kare che ne raDe che. mAtAne raDatI joIne bALako paNa raDavA lAge che. bhImasena rAjAe hiMmata karIne tijorImAMthI baha mUlyavAna ratna, metI vagere jhaverAtanI eka poTalI bAMdhI. amuka zastro lIdhA. babe joDI vastro lIdhAM. A badhuM taiyAra karIne bahAra daSTi kare che te harisenanuM sainya sajaja banIne khullI talavAre cokI kare che. A joIne bhImasena rAjA gaLagaLA thaIne yazadAne kahe che jIva bacAvavA game tema karIne nAsI chUTavuM che paNa javuM kevI rIte ? mahelanI cAre tarapha sainike goThavAI gayA che. hAthe karIne motane bheTavA javuM tenA karatAM mota Avaze tyAre joyuM jaze. yazodA gaMbhIra hatI. eNe kahyuM, mahArAjA ! tame gabharAo nahi, ciMtA na kara. mane mahelanA gupta mArganI khabara che. he mahArAjA ! tame badhA mArI pAchaLa pAchaLa cAlyA Ave. ApaNA mahelamAMthI eka gupta suraMga che. e suraMganA mArgethI tame jaladI bahAra nIkaLI jaze ane savAra sudhImAM te tame A nagarIthI ghaNe dUra jaMgalamAM jaze tenI koIne khabara paNa nahi paDe. yazodAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjA raNu baMne bALakone laIne jhaDapabhera taiyAra thaI gayA. sAthe hIrA, motI ane sonAmahoronI poTalI, kapaDAM ane zastro vagere laIne

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198 zAradA siddhi sajja thayA. baMne bALakone khane jaNAe teDI lIdhA ane yazeAdAe eka mazAla saLagAvIne hAthamAM lIdhI ane badhAM mahelanA gupta bheAMyarAmAM thaIne azvazALAmAM AvyA. azvazALAmAMthI gupta sura`ga nagara bahAra jatI hatI. aMdara jaI ne yazeAdAe sura'ganI kaLa dabAvI eTale suraMganuM dvAra tarata khUlI gayuM. sau suragamAM UtaryAM eTale yazodAe suraganuM dvAra khadha karI dIdhu' ane mazAla pakaDIne saunI AgaLa cAlavA lAgI. "rAjaparivAra suraMganI vA':-cAlatAM cAlatAM bhImasene kahyu', yazodA ! atyAra sudhI mane te A sura`ganI vAta kema na karI? ane suraga che e tane zI rIte khakhara paDI ? yazodA vinayapUrvaka khelI-mahArAjA ! keTalIka khAkhatA evI gUDha hAya che ke tenI kAIne khakhara kahevAnI hAtI nathI, samaya Ave tyAre ja tenA prakAza karavAnA heAya che. Aje evA samaya Avyo tyAre meM tamane A sura`ga khatAvI. mArI mAtAe maravA pahelAM theADA divasa agAu mane eka divasa A gupta suraMga batAvI hatI, ane A dvAra kholavAnI kaLa kevI rIte dabAvavI, dvAra kema khAlavu' ne khaMdha karavu. adhuM zIkhavADIne kahyu' hatu ke kaTokaTInA prasaMga Ave tyAre A suraMga rAjAne khatAvaje, eTale Aja sudhI A suraMganI vAta AkhA rAjamahelamAM mArA sivAya koI jANatu' nathI. Ama vAta karatAM karatAM e traNa ceAjana jeTalo patha jhaDapabhera kApI nAMkhyA, pachI yazodAe kahyu', mahArAjA ! have mAre pAchA pharavuM joIe. tamane AvI rIte asahAya dazAmAM cheDIne jatAM mAru' mana mAnatuM nathI. mAruM haiyuM hAtha rahetuM nathI. aMtara valovAI jAya che paNa mAre gayA vinA chUTakA nathI. have tame ahIthI ardhA ceAjana jeTalu cAlazo eTale suraga pUrI thaze ne gADha ja gala zarU thaze. e jaMgala pasAra karatA eka guphA Avaze. e guphA pasAra karIne bahAra nIkaLazo eTale vasto Avaze. tyAMthI tame ThIka lAge tyAM cAlyA jajo. "raDatI AMkhe yazAdAe chelle kahelA zabdo " :- mahArAjA sAheba ! mArA pApe Apane A du:kha bhAgavavAnu Avyu che. hu' te eka dAsI chuM. tamane vadhAre kahevAnA adhikAra nathI paNa lAgaNIvaza kahevAI jAya che ke Apa khUba hiMmata rAkhajo ne mArA rANImA tema ja A kha'ne kumaLAM bALakeAnI tame khUba sabhALa rAkhajo. dharmAMnuM jatana karo. navakAramaMtranu' niraMtara smaraNa karo. tenA prabhAvathI sau sArAM vAnAM thaze, ATaluM khelatAM khelatAM yazAdA caiAdhAra AMsue raDI paDI. suzIlA ane bhImasenanI AMkhAmAM paNa AMsu ubharAI AvyAM. jatAM jatAM suzIlAne gaLe vaLagIne khUba raDI, tyAre bhImasene tene eka seAnAmaheAra ApavA mAMDI paNa yazeAdAe na lIdhI ane raDatI AMkhe teNe badhAne vidAya ApI. rAjArANI dekhAtA baMdha thayA tyAM sudhI e mazAla dharIne UbhI rahI, pachI tarata utAvaLI gatie pAchI pharI ane

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zAradA sivila 199 suraMga ughADI koIne khabara na paDe te rIte baMdha karIne pitAnA rUmamAM cAlI gaI jANe kaMI banyuM ja nathI te rIte badhI pravRtti karavA lAgI. A tarapha yazodAnA batAvyA mujaba bhImasena, suzIlA ane baMne kuMvaree adhe jana kApI nAMkhyuM. cAlatAM cAlatAM teo suraMganI bahAra nIkaLI gayA, tyAM te ghera, gADha ane bhayAnaka jagala zarU thayuM. A jaMgalamAM eTalAM badhAM nAnAM moTAM ane vizALa vRkSe hatAM. ke jene koI pAra na hatuM. tyAM siMhanI bhayaMkara garjanAo, vAghanI bhayaMkara trADe, tema ja aneka jaMgalI pazuonA vikarALa avAjo saMbhaLAvA lAgyA tethI chAtI thaDakavA lAgI chatAM hiMmatathI AgaLa vadhyA, paNa phUla jevAM bAluDAM te keTaluM cAlI zake? DuM cAle che ne thAkI jAya che eTale thoDI vAra besI jAya ne pAchA cAlavA mAMDe che. yamadhara jaisA vana bhayakArI, ThArI are aMdhakAra, kuza kakara lAge caraNemeM, paDe rakta kI dhAra, e vana evuM bihAmaNuM lAge ke bhalabhalA jambara puruSanI chAtI phATI jAya. evA gADha jaMgalamAM bhImasena rAjA, ane suzIlArANI pitAnA be bAluDAne laIne nirAdhArapaNe ekalA aTulA cAlyA jAya che. ziyALAnA divase hatA eTale kaDakaDatI, ThaMDI hatI ane vanamAM cAre tarapha vRkSone kAraNe aMdhakAra lAgatuM hatuM. raste paNa khUba kAMTALo ane paththaravALe hatuM. A bicArA puNyavAna che kaI divasa page cAlyA na hatA. temane Aje khullA page cAlavAno vakhata Avyo. cAlatAM cAlatAM pagamAM paththaranI Thokara vAge eTale paDI jAya che. UThIne cAle tyAM pAchA kAMTA vAge eTale pagamAM lohInI dhAra thavA lAgI. kayAMka pagamAM kAMTAnA jhAMkharAM bharAI javAthI pagamAM ujharaDA paDI gayA ne kapaDAmAM kAMTAnA jhAMkharA bharAvAthI phATI gayA, A nAnAM phUla jevAM bAluDAM devasena ane ketusena te bicArA cAlI zakatA nathI eTale raDavA lAgyA, kesariyA dUdha pItA sUve ne UThe evAM bAluDAM khUba bhUkhyAM thayAM eTale kahe che bA! amane bahu bhUkha lAgI che. dUdha Apane. roja te keTaluM badhuM dUdha ApatI hatI ne Aje kema nathI ApatI? bA ! ApaNe mahela kayAM ne ApaNe ahI kema AvyAM chIe? have te amArAthI calAtuM nathI. amane dUdha Apa. ema bALako haTha kare che. bAluDAnA kAlAkAlA bela sAMbhaLIne mA-bApanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. have teo bALakone kevI rIte samajAvaze ne kayAM jaze tenA bhAva avasare. (11)

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vyAkhyAna na. 21 zrAvaNa suda 11ne zukravAra tA. 3-8-79 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAe ne mahenA ! parama pathanA prakAzaka, bhavya jIveAnA uddhAraka, rAga-dveSanA vinAzaka, evA ana ta upakArI tIrthaMkara bhagavAe jagatanA jIveAne AtmakalyANanA mArga atAnye. sUyagaDAyaMga sUtramAM zrI jabusvAmI zrI sudharmAsvAmIne pUche che ke, he bhagavaMta! sarva duHkhAthI mukta karAvanAra, sa`thI zreSTha mokSamArga zrI tIrthaMkara devAe kahelA mALane Apa jANeA che te saraLa mAkSamA, sarva karmonA kSaya karAvanAra ane meAkSanI prApti karAvanAra evA mA amane batAveA. tyAre sudharmAsvAmI peAtAnA priya ziSya jajIsvAmI Adi ziSyAne te mA nu svarUpa samajAvatAM kahe che. aNupuvveNa mahAgheoraM, kAsaveNa paveiyaM / namAvAya bo putraM, samudra vALA a, 11. gAthA 5. zAsanapati, trilokInAtha bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe kahelA mokSamAne huM tamAne anukramathI batAvuM chuM te tame sAMbhaLeA. jema vepAra karanAra vepArI leAkeA vahANu, sTImara Adi sAdhanathI samudrane pAra kare che eTale samudra tarIne potAne je sthaLe javu hAya te sthaLe paheAMcI zake che tema zrI tIrthaMkara bhagavatAe batAvela meAkSamAga nA Azraya sahAro laI bhUtakALamAM ghaNAM jIve A saMsAra sAgarane tarI gayA che ane peAtAnA dhArela sthaLa sidhdhi gatine prApta karela che. meAkSamA nu ArAdhana mahAkaThina che. manuSya janma, dharma zravaNanA yAga, samyaktva rUpa zraddhA, ane caritra, pAlananI zakti e badhuM prApta thAya tyAre meAkSanI prApti thAya che. jethI alpa zaktivALAne mATe A meAkSamA' ArAdhana mahAkaThina che. samyak jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane taparUpa dharmanI ArAdhanA sapUrNa upayAgavaMta rahIne karavAthI meAkSanI prApti thAya che. mokSamArganI ArAdhanA karI rahelA citta ane sabhUti muninI vAta cAle che. temAM sa'bhUti muni sanatakumAra cakravatinI strIratnanA suvALA kezanA spanA zItaLa anubhavathI sa yamathI calAyamAna thayA. temanuM mana cakravartinA vaibhava ane vilAsanI meAja mANavA tarapha AkarSAyuM, tethI muninuM mana sa`yamathI calita banyuM. strIratnanu manameAhaka sauMdarya jotAM citta calAyamAna banyuM. AvA khIjo eka prasaMga che. za'karajI jaMgalamAM dhyAna karavA jatA tyAre eka divasa pArvatIjI kahe che tame dhyAna teA kharAkhara karI che ne? tyAre zakarajI kahe che, mAru dhyAna eTale dhyAna. mane koI gAvI na zake. eka divasa pArvatIjInA manamAM vicAra Avyo ke, lAva, hu. parIkSA

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zAradA siddhi. 201 to karuM ke emanuM dhyAna kevuM che? eTale pArvatIjI soLe zaNagAra sajI, page ghUgharA bAMdhI bhIlaDInuM rUpa laIne zaMkarajI pAse AvyA ne nAcavA lAgyA eTale zaMkarajI dhyAnamAMthI calita banyA ne Ama joyuM tyAM bhIlaDIne nAcatI jeI rUparUpane avatAra ane ghUgharAne raNakAra karatI bhIlaDIne joIne zaMkarajInuM dhyAna to havAmAM UDI gayuM ne bhIlaDInA rUpamAM mugdha banyA. aha, A zuM bhIlaDI che! bhIlaDIne kahe che, tuM mAre ghera cAlane ! tyAre bhIlaDI kahe che, tamAre ghera zuM Ave? tamAre ghera te jIvatI ne jAgatI zakya pArvatI beThI che. are, tuM zA mATe ciMtA kare che? huM pavatIne piyara mokalI daIza, paNa tuM mAre ghera cAla. tyAM pArvatIjIe pitAnuM asalarUpa pragaTa karyuM eTale zaMkarajI zaramAI gayA. pArvatIjI kahe che, meM joI lIdhuM tamAruM dhyAna kevuM che ! ahIM cakravatinI strIratnanA sparzathI sukhAnubhava thatAM saMbhUti muninuM citta calAyamAna thayuM, ane niyANuM karavAnI taiyArI karavA mAMDI. juo, eka ja mAtAnA jAyA baMne bhAI che paNa baMnemAM keTalo pharaka che. cittamuninuM citta mokSanA sukha meLavavA mATe jhaMkhI rahyuM che tyAre saMbhUti muninuM mana bhautika sukha meLavavA mATe jhaMkhI rahyuM che, tethI amUlya saMyama ane tapanI karaNane vecavA taiyAra thayA, tyAre cittamunie pitAnA baMdhu munirAjane kahyuM-bhAI! AvA prakAranA duryAnathI, beTA adhyavasAyathI manane pAchuM vALe. bheganA sukha meLavavAnI lAlasAmAM tame tamArA kartavya paMthane bhUlIne AtmAne duHkhI banAvavAnA paMthe AgaLa vadhI rahyA che te sarvathA niHsAra che. enuM pariNAma mahAbhayaMkara che. vicAra kare, bhAI! jema kipAka vRkSanA phaLa dekhAvamAM manahara ne svAdamAM madhura che paNa ene khAvAthI pariNAme mata nIpaje che tema je kAma bheganA sukha meLavavA tame Atura banyA che te AtmAne durgatimAM laI janAra che. anaMta saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karAvanAra che mATe tame bhUlecUke evuM niyANuM karaze nahi. ApaNe sAdhune AcAra zuM che e te tame jANe che ne? bhagavAne zuM kahyuM che tene vicAra kare ladhdhe kAme Na patthejjA, vivege evamAhie / zAyariyANaM sivegA, yudhdhA tig savA sUya. a. 9 gAthA 3ra vItarAga prabhune vidvAna sAdhu prApta thatAM kAmone grahaNa karavA Icche nahi. tenuM sevana kare nahi, kadAca tapanA prabhAvathI prApta thayela labdhithI gamanAdi zakti prApta thAya te paNa tene upaga na kare. te sAcA sAdhune viveka gaNAya. zuddha AcAra gaNAya. tema ja bhege mATe niyANuM na kare paNa guruvAsamAM gurunI pAse rahIne sadA jJAna-darzana-cAritra Adi zikSAgrahaNa karatAM thakA saMyamanuM pAlana kare. he muni! bhagavAnanI AvI hita zikhAmaNa bhUlIne tame zuM karavA UThayA che? je kAmagone za. 26

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202 zAradA siddhi viSanA kaTorA jevA samajIne eka vakhata cheDI dIdhA ene meLavavA amUlya tapane lAbha vecI de che? tapa ane saMyama rUpI naMdanavanamAM bheganI Aga lagADI AtmabAga bALavA UThayA che? cAritrarUpI pavitra gaMgAjaLane paga devAmAM vAparI rahyA che? koDI sATe tame amUlya ratnane gumAvI rahyA che? A khoTane dhaMdhe koNa kare? niyANuM karavAthI ati ghora tapa ane saMyamanuM je phaLa maLavuM joIe te nahi maLe. enAthI aMte te duHkhanA dAvAnaLamAM baLavAnuM che, tame samaju thaIne paramAM zA mATe ramaNatA kare che? A tana, rUpa ane yauvanamAM mugdha banyA che te tamane kayAM laI jaze? mArI vAta sAMbhaLo. "tane abhimAna che rUpanuM re juvAnI taNuM, camakaze kayAM sudhI gAlanuM gulAbIpaNuM tame rUpa, yauvana ane ramaNInA gulAbIgAla joI temAM Asakta banI anaMta sukha ApanAra tapa ane saMyamane vecI rahyA che paNa vicAra karo. A cAmaDInI lAlI kayAM sudhI manamohaka lAgaze? jyAM sudhI zarIramAM roga ane ghaDapaNa nathI AvyuM tyAM sudhI. pachI zuM? cAmaDInA tejane jhaMkhAtA vAra nahi, jema bharyA dehane nakhAtA vAra nahi, indriyonA nUrane haNAtA vAra nahi, AzabharI AMkhaDI mIcAtA vAra nahi, jemAM tame mugdha banyA che te cAmaDInuM rUpa jhAMkhuM paDI jaze, A zarIramAM je jema dekhAya che te UtarI jaze. IndrinuM nUra jhAMkhuM thaI jaze, tyAre je sukhamAM mugdha banyA che te paNa apriyakArI lAgaze. vahelA ke meDA eka divasa zarIra choDavuM paDaze, AMkha mIMcAI jaze paNa A tana, yauvana ane sauMdaryamAM mugdha banIne karelAM pApakarmo te tamArI sAthe Avaze, e bhagavatI vakhate kAramAM lAgaze mATe samajIne niyANuM na kare. A rIte cittamunie saMbhUtimunine khUba samajAvyA chatAM paNa teo e rAhathI pAchA haTavA nahi ne temaNe daDha saMkalpa karyo ke "je mArA tapa ane saMyamanuM phaLa heya te huM enA prabhAve havenA bhavamAM cakravati banuM." A prakAranuM niyANuM karyuM. A samaye cittamunie saMbhUtimunine kahyuM ke, tame niyANuM karyuM hoya te enuM prAyazcita karI lo, AlocanA kare paNa saMbhUtimuni AlecanA karI nahi. mAnavI bhAna bhUle ne pApa kare paNa pachI hadayanA pazcAttApapUrvaka je e AlocanA kare te e karmanA bhArathI haLavo banI zake che. gautama svAmIe bhagavaMtane prazna karyo ke, he bhagavaMta! mAyAthary mane lIdhe vi. nAya? AlocanA karavAthI jIvane zuM lAbha thAya che? tyAre bhagavate kahyuM he gautama! AloyaNayAeNaM mAyA niyANa micchAdasaNa sallANaM mokkha magga vigdhANaM aNaMta saMsAra bandhaNANaM uddharaNaM karei, ujjubhAvaM ca jaNayai, ujjubhAvapaDivanne yaNaMjAve amAI itthIveyanapuMsagaveyaM ca na bandhai // puvvabaddhaM caNaM nijjarei / /

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zAradA siddhi AlocanA karavAthI jIva mokSa mArga vighAtaka anaMta saMsAra vardhaka evA mAyA, nidAna ane mithyA darzana zalyane dUra kare che, ane junAvane prApta kare che. gajubhAvathI mAyArahita bane che. mAyArahita banIne strIveda ane napusaMkadane baMdha karate nathI. pUrve bAMdhelAM karmonI nirjarA kare che. AlocanA karavAmAM AvA mahAna lAbha rahelo che, paNa saMbhUtimunie bhAre kamapaNAne kAraNe cittamunie samajAvavA chatAM AlocanA karI nahi. tyAM muni paNAnuM AyuSya pUrNa karIne baMne munirAje pahelAM saudharma devalokamAM gayA. baMdhuo ! mAnava mAtra bhUlane pAtra che. chadmasthapaNAmAM mANasathI bhUla thaI jAya paNa bhUla thayA pachI potAnI bhUlanuM bhAna thAya ane bhUlane pazcAttApa thAya te mANasanuM jIvana sudharI jAya che. mANasanA mahAna puNayano udaya hoya te potAnI bhUla batAvanAra maLe che, bhUlanuM bhAna karAve che, ane thaI gayelI bhUlanuM prAyazcita karAve che. saMbhUti munine cittamunie ghaNuM samajAvyA, AlocanA karavAnuM kahyuM chatAM samaje nahi tenuM pariNAma kevuM Avaze te AgaLa Avaze. bAkI bhUla karanAra je bhUla sudhAre te mAnavamAMthI mahAmAnava, pApImAMthI punita, khUnImAMthI muni ane bhAlAdhArI bhakta banI jAya che. eka daSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM khAnadAna kuTuMbanA mAtA-pitAne eka dIkaro hate. pitA putrane nAne mUkIne cAlyA gayA hatA. A chokare maTe thatAM kumitrenI saMge caDhI gayo. bAlapaNuM vItAvI yuvAna banyA. enuM nAma nAmadeva hatuM. DAku jevA mitronA saMgathI khAnadAna kuLamAM jamelo nAmadeva mATe DAkU banI gaye. lokenA dhanamAla lUMTI laIne temane jAnathI mArI nAMkhate hate. nAmadeva nAmathI deva hato paNa enA kAma te dAnavathI paNa vadhAre kara hatA. khAnadAna kuLamAM e aMgArA pAka hato. putranA AvA durtavyathI kuLavAna mAtAnuM aMtara valovAI jatuM hatuM. kuLanI kIti para kukarmane kALo kucaDe pheravIne kulAMgAra banelA putranI pApI pravRttithI te kaMTALI gaI hatI. ghaNI vAra enI mAtA kahetI, beTA! tuM kaMIka te vicAra kara. ApaNuM kuLa keNa? ane tuM A pAkayo? AnA karatAM patharo pAkyo hota te loke kapaDAM dhovata. Ama ghaNI vAra kahe paNa nAmadeva mAtAnI vAta sAMbhaLatuM nathI, eTale mAtAnA dilamAM khUba duHkha thatuM. samAjamAM mukha batAvatAM paNa ene zarama AvatI. eka divasa nAmadevanI mAtA kahe che, beTA ! huM tane kahI kahIne thAkI. have eka mArI chellI zikhAmaNa tArA gaLe Utare te sArI vAta che. nahitara huM mAnIza ke he chate dIkare vAMjhaNI chuM. tArA jevA pApI putranI mAtA kahevaDAvavA karatAM vAMjhiyApaNuM mane vadhAre vahAluM che. tArA je dIkare hoya te zuM ne na hoya te zuM? sAMbhaLa.

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zAradA siMha ekena zuSka vRkSeNa, dahyamAnena vhninaa| dahyate tadvanaM sarva, kuputreNa kulaM tathA // jema agnithI baLatuM eka ja sUku vRkSa AkhA vanane bALIne bhasma karI de che evI rIte khAnadAna kuLamAM pAkelo eka ja kuputra kuLane naSTa karI de che. kuLanI ujjavaLa kItine kalaMkita karI de che. ATaluM bolatAM mAtAnA hRdayamAM DUmo bharAI AvyuM. mAtAnI gadgad vANI sAMbhaLIne kaThera hadayanA nAmadevanuM hRdaya kaMIka pIgaLyuM eTale eNe mAtAne kahyuM. mA! tuM mane zuM kahevA mAMge che? beTA ! mAre tane eka pratijJA ApavI che. nAmadevanA manamAM thayuM ke mArI mAtAne mArI AvI pravRtti gamatI nathI. e khUba raDe che, enA dilamAM duHkha thAya che te enI eka vAta mAnIne e je kahe te pratijJA lau te enA jIvane zAMti thAya. vicAra karIne kahyuM mA ! tAre mane je pratijJA ApavI hoya te Apaje. enuM mArA jAnanA jokhame pAlana karIza paNa tuM eTalo khyAla rAkhaje ke huM DAku chuM ne DAku rahevA ja mAguM chuM, mATe mArI lUMTaphATanI pravRtti ADe pALa na baMdhAya evI pratijJA Apaje. putranI vAta sAMbhaLIne mAtAnuM hRdaya harakhAI gayuM ne belI, beTA ! tArI pravRttimAM mArI pratijJA bilakula ADakhIlIrUpa nahi bane. sAMbhaLa, tAre savAranA praharamAM koI ekAMta sthAnamAM jaIne phakta kalAka ekAgra citte prabhunuM dhyAna dharavuM pachI bIjI pravRttimAM paDavuM paNa e dhyAna evuM hovuM joIe ke dayAnamAM nazvaranA nakharA bhUlAI jAya. phakta eka bhagavAna ja tArI AMkha ane aMtara sAme vyApelA jaNAya. mAtAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne enA manamAM thayuM ke, AmAM mArI pravRttine kyAM AMca AvavAnI che? eNe khuza thaIne kahyuMH mAtAjI ! tame thAo rAjI. prANanI bAjI lagAvIne paNa huM A Tekane sAjI rAkhIza. tame ApelI pratijJAnuM huM game tevA kaparA prasaMgomAM paNa pAlana karIza. putranuM vacana sAMbhaLIne mAtAjIne khUba AnaMda tha ne prabhune prArthanA karavA lAgI ke, he prabhu! mArA dIkarAnI A kALavRttinI vAdaLIne pratijJAnI A prakAzabharI kinAra kayAreka ujajavaLa banAve te kevuM sAruM? mAtAe nAmadevane aMtarathI AzIrvAda ApyA ke, jA beTA! tAre pratijJA paMthane pravAsa saphaLa nIvaDe. baMdhuo ! nAmadeva kusaMge caDhIne bhayAnaka DAku banI gayo hate chatAM bhAratanI pavitra dharatI para pedA thayele e mAnava hatuM. bIjA divasathI pratijJAne amala karavAne AraMbha karyo. savAramAM pathArImAMthI UThIne bhagavAnanA maMdiramAM jaIne ekAgra ci dathAna karate. jyAM sudhI mana ekAgra na thAya tyAM sudhI e maMdiramAMthI bahAra nIkaLatA nahi. mana ekAgra banyA pachI 15 miniTa dhyAna karato. maMdiranA pagathiyAM UtarI gayA pachI te jANe e bhagavAnane mAnata ja na hoya evI pratIti karAvatA pApanA

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205 zAradA siddhi paMthe pavana vege doDI jato. ene dhadhe lUMTaphATane hatuM eTale bhAgye ja lUMTaphATa ane pUna vinAne divasa jAya. AvAM pApanI pravRttimAM paNa enI pratijJA ghaNAM vakhata sudhI akhaMDa rahI. devAnupriye! je pratijJA kare enI kyAreka parIkSA thAya che paNa je koI pratijJA letA nathI tenI parIkSA kayAMthI thAya? nAmadevanI pratijJA paMthe eka divasa parIkSAne paMtha banI gaye. cAre tarapha nAmadevanA nAmanI hAka vAge che. enuM nAma sAMbhaLIne leke dhrujI UThatA. A nAmadeva eka vahelI savAre maMdiramAM jaIne dayAna karavA beThe paNa enuM citta bhagavAnamAM ekAkAra thatuM nathI. manamAM eka pachI eka vicAra AvyA ja kare che. saLaMga 15 miniTa citta prabhu bhaktimAM ekAgra thayA vinA UThI jAya te mAtAno vizvAsaghAta karyo kahevAya. eTale ema karavAmAM te rAjI na hate. vahelI savArane maMdire Avyo che. sUryanA sonerI kiraNe pRthvI upara prasaravAnI taiyArImAM hatA. nAmadeve cittanA cAkarane cAbUka mArIne ekAgratAnA oTale bAMdhavA ghaNA prayatna karyA paNa coka ane corAmAM bhamatuM citta ekAgra na thayuM. tyAM eNe maMdiramAM eka bALakano raDavAno avAja sAMbhaLe. bALaka raDato raDate enI mAtAne kahetA hatA, bA! mane A mIThAI khAvA, Apane! tyAre enI mAtA bALakane samajAvIne kahetI hatI ke, beTA! A mIThAI bhagavAnane dharAvavAnI che. te dharAvyA vinA ApaNAthI na khavAya. bhagavAnane dharAvyA pachI tane prasAda ApIza, paNa mIThAI meLavavA mathate bAbo chAnuM rahetuM nathI. A sAMbhaLIne nAmadevanA manamAM thayuM ke A bALaka raDe che tethI mAruM citta ekAgra thatuM nathI. eTale UbhA thaIne bALakanI mAtAne kahyuM-"mADI ! mArI anADI cittavRttio Aje prabhubhaktimAM ekAgra thatI nathI. mane lAge che ke A bALaka raDe che tene avAjathI mAruM citta ekAgra nahi thatuM hoya, mATe tame A bALakane laIne thoDI vAra bahAra jAo te mArI pratijJA pUrNa thAya." strIe kahyuM, "bhAI! huM nirAdhAra chuM. dukhiyArI chuM. jene koI belI nathI ene bhagavAna belI che. badhethI jAkAre maLaze paNa bhagavAnanA dvArethI jAkAro nahi maLe. zrImaMta ane garIba mATe bhagavAnanAM dvAra khullAM che, A bALaka mIThAI khAvA haTha kare che. huM ene mIThAI kayAMthI lAvI ApuM !" karuNa kahAnI sAMbhaLatA nAmadevane jIvanapalaToH nAmadeve kahyuM, mADI ! kaMInI dukAnanA daravAjA kaMI baMdha nathI thaI gayA tyAM jaIne bALakane eka TukaDe apAvaze te e tarata raDatuM baMdha thaI jaze. mAtRtva dharAvatI nArIne bALaka kema chAnuM rAkhavuM e zIkhavADavAnuM hotuM nathI. nAmadevanI vAta sAMbhaLIne AMkhamAM AMsu sAratI vedanAbharI vANIthI bAIe nAmadevane javAba Apyo ke, bhAI! arere...mArI pAse mIThAI kharIdavAnA paisA hota to mArA A vahAlaseya dIkarAne mIThAInA TukaDA mATe raDAvata

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zAradA ti zA mATe? eka vakhata huM zrImaMta gharanI zeThANI hatI. paisAnI kamInA na hatI paNa have gaI gujarI yAda karavAthI zuM? bAInuM karuNa rudana ane enuM dayAmaNuM mukha jeIne nAmadevane dayA AvI. eNe pUchyuM-mA! tArI AMkhamAM AMsu kema che? tyAre bAI raDatI raDatI kahe che, pitAnI duHkhanI kahAnI bIjAne kahevAthI kaMI duHkha thoDuM maTI javAnuM che? tyAre nAmadeva kahe che, mADI ! huM tAro putra chuM ema samajIne mane badhI vAta kara paNa kahetI nathI, paNa jyAre nAmadeve khUba kahyuM tyAre pAlavanA cheDe AMsu lUchatI bAI kahe che, beTA ! mAro bhUtakALa ghaNe ramya ane bhavya hatuM, paNa pelo niSphara nAmadeva DAku eka divasa amAre ghera corI karavA Ave ne eNe amArI lIlIchama vADI verAna vana jevI banAvI dIdhI. vaibhavanI vADInI DAkaNa jevA e DAkue lUMTa calAvI. eTalethI patAvyuM hota te sAruM hatuM, paNa eTalethI e aTako nahi. eNe mArA aMtaranAM AdhAra ane mArA haiyAnA hAra jevA evA mArA patine talavAranA eka jhATake mArI nAMkhyA ne mArA saubhAgya kaMkaNane teDI nAMkhyuM. mArA seMthInuM siMdUra luchI nAMkhyuM, ane e hatyArAe A mArA dIpakane nabApa banAvyo. gharano mobha tUTI paDatAM ame nodhArA banI gayA. dIkarA! mAre pati cAlyA jatAM Avaka te baMdha thaI gaI ne jAvaka cAlu rahI. gharama hAMllA kustI kare che. eka TaMka paNa khAvAnuM maLI rahe te bhagavAnanI kRpA mAnuM chuM. Aje te amAre anna ane dAMtane vera ukhaLe che. have A mArA A kALajAnI kera jevA lADIlAne mIThAI kyAMthI khavaDAvuM? ATaluM bolI nedhArI strInI AMkhamAMthI codhAra AMsu vahevA lAgyA. bAInI karuNa kahAnI sAMbhaLIne kaThora hRdayane nAmadeva DAku dhrusake dhrusake raDI paDyA. AkhuM vAtAvaraNa karuNa banI gayuM. enuM rudana joIne pavana paNa jANe thaMbhI gaye hoya ema lAgatuM hatuM. pitAnI keDe bharAvelI kaTAra kADhIne pelI duHkhiyArI strInA hAthamAM ApIne kahyuM, he mADI ! A kaTAra tArA hAthamAM pakaDIne A duSTanuM mastaka uDAvI de. tArI lIlIchama vADIne verAna vana jevI banAvanAra, tAro saubhAgya cAMdalo luchanAra hatyAro pApI nAmadeva DAku huM pote ja chuM. mane jIvavAne have bilakula adhikAra nathI. mane mArIza te tene puNya baMdhAze ane jIvaMta rAkhIza te pApanuM kalaMka tArA kapALe cUMTaze. bairanI vasUlAtanuM jhanUna sevatI e dukhiyArI bAI AryabhUmimAM janmelI hatI. pitAnI sAme nAmadevane matanI bhIkha mAMgate joIne enuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM. enA aMtarAtmA aMdarathI belI UThazeH aho ! zatrune kSamA ApavI e ja zrIranI vasUlAtanI vIratAbharI vATa che. talavAra calAvavAthI zatru mare che paNa zatrutA vadhatI jAya che. ema samajIne e strI bolIH nAmadeva! te mane mADI kahIne bolAvI have tuM mAro dIkaro ane ? have tuM ja kahe, mADI dIkarA upara talavAra calAve kharI ?

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zAradA siddhi 207 mArA pUrvabhavanA koI pApa karmAye mane nirAdhAra banAvI che, mArA dIkarAne namA banAvye che, paNa have hu* koI mA bApane naputriyA banAvIne mArA pApakane prabaLa banAvavA IcchatI nathI, * beTA ! hu' tane kSamA ApuM chuM. tArA jevA nAmAMkita DAkune zikhAmaNa devAnA mane adhikAra nathI, chatAM te mane mAtA mAnI che eTale kahu' ', "beTA ! have AjathI hatyAnI A hALI mujhavI daI ne dayAnI divALI pragaTAvaje ane mahApuNye mAnavadeha maLyA che tenAthI navI kamANI na thAya teA hajI bahu vAMdhA nahi paNa gatajanmanI kamANIne dhuLadhANI tA na karatA." A pramANe kahIne pelI duHkhiyArI bAI pAtAnA raDatA bALakane teDIne cAlatI thaI gaI, paNa nAmadevanA aMtaramAM pAte karelA pApanA valopAtanA valoNAM ghammara ghammara ghUmavA lAgyA. 'diramAM vAtAvaraNa zAMta hatuM. pharIthI te dhyAna dharavA beThA paNa citta ekAgra na ja thayu eTale enI pratijJAneA laga thayA. have enA aMtaramAM vicArAnuM vegIlu vAvAjhoDu' pApakarmAMnAM du:khanI vedanAnAM vAdaLAne khe'cI lAvyu` hatu'. aMtaramAM pApanA pazcAttApanA pAvaka jalavA lAgyA. bhagavAna sAme joIne AMkhamAM AMsu sAratA khAle che he bhagavAna ! mArA cittanI, lohiyALa cAdarane dhAvA mATe A pRthvInA paTa upara keAI pANI haze kharu? me pApIe keTalA lokonI prANasamI vahAlI lakSmI lUTI ? keTalI saubhAgyava'tI suMdarIonAM saubhAgyaka kaNa me' tADAkhyAM! mArI A tIkSNa talavAre keTalAya putrAne nabApA banAvyA ne keTalA mAtApitAne aputriyA banAvyA! dhikkAra che mArA pApI jIvanane! have to A pApanA tatanA aMta lAvavA mATe mAre saMta banyA vinA khIjo kAI mAga nathI. mArI mAtAnu bhalu thajo ke eNe mane prabhunu yAna karavAnI pratijJA ApI. A pratijJAe mane pApathI bacAvI lIdhA, ane sayamanI sahAmaNI sRSTinA mA matAnyeA. vAliyA lUMTArAne nAradaRSinA samAgama thatAM e vAliyA lUMTArAmAMthI vAlmikI RSi banyA. rAjanA sAta jIvAnI ghAta karanArA arjunamALI bhagavAnanA bheTo thatAM sAdhu banI gayA ane nAmadeva enI mAtAe ApelI pratijJAnA prabhAve nAmathI deva have kAmathI deva khanI gayA. eNe manathI nakkI karI lIdhu ke basa, A zetAnanA jIvanane AjathI so so salAma. huM have bhAlAdhArI khUnI nahi paNa mAlAdhArI muni ! a'taramAM jalatA pazcAttApanA pAvakane bUjhAvI nAmadeva enI mAtA pAse Avyo ne namratApUrvaka gadgad kaThe kahe che, mA! tArI ApelI pratijJAnA Aje mArAthI bhaMga thayeA che. pratijJA bhaMganuM prAyazcita karavA A tArA dIkarA sata thaI jAya tA tu' rAjI che ne ? tArI mane AjJA che ne ? Aje mArI ekAgratA tUTI gaI che. enA prAyazcita mATe me' sata thavAnA nakkara nirdhAra karyA che.

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208 zAradA siddhi dhyAnanI ekAgratA kema tuTI e badhI vAta nAmadeve enI mAtAne vistArapUrvaka kahI saMbhaLAvIne saMta banavAnI AjJA mAMgI. mAtAe ene AjJA ApI ane aMtaranA AzIrvAda ApatI bolI : beTA nAmadeva ! jema sa5 kAMcaLIne choDIne jAya tema tuM saMsAra vAsanAne choDate jaje. tAruM kalyANa thAo. have mane saMtoSa thaze, have huM ema mAnIza ke nAmadeva mArA peTe kuladIpaka pAke tyAre nAmadeve mAtAnA caraNamAM paDIne kahyuM, mA ! A zetAnanuM jIvana cheDIne saMtanA mArge laI janAra hoya te tArI eka nAnakaDI pratijJA che. tArI pratijJAnA prabhAve bhAlAdhArI DAku nAmadeva mAlAdhArI saMta banavA jAya che. mAtAe ene pharIne aMtaranA AzIrvAda ApIne kahyuM ke beTA ! saMyamanA pathe sukhethI sidhA. zivAjo paraMtu ghaNAna: " ATaluM bolatAM mAtAnI AMkhamAM AMsu vahevA lAgyA. Aje ene putra prema AMsuvATe UbharAIne bahAra Avyo. e AMsunA TIpAne nAmadeve gaMgAjaLa mAnIne mastake caDhAvyA ane vAsanAnA vamaLamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI upAsanAnI Urva keDIe kadama UThAvyA, ane bhAlAdhArI DAku maTIne mAladhArI saMta banelA nAmadeva pote ja "saMta nAmadeva" tarIke jagatamAM prasiddhi pAmyA. TUMkamAM, ApaNe A daSTAMtathI eka ja vAta samajavI che ke mAnava mAtra bhUlane mitra che paNa jyAre pitAnI bhUla samajAya che tyAre tenI sAna kevI ThekANe AvI jAya * che. nAmadeva ke DAku hato paNa mAtAe ApelI pratijJAnA aNIzuddha pAlanathI e ke ThekANe AvI gayo. potAnA pApanuM prAyazcita karavA saMta banI gayo. samaya thaI gaye che. DIvAra caritra laIe. na caritra :- bhImasena rAjA, suzIlA rANuM ane temanA baMne bAluDAMo jaMgalanA trAsa veThatA paMtha kApI rahyA che. devasena ane ketusena baMne khUba thAkI gayA. have cAlI zakatA nathI. eTale kahe che, bA ! amane bahu bhUkha lAgI che. have calAtuM nathI. ema kahIne khUba raDavA lAgyA eTale baMnene samajAvIne kahe che, beTA! hamaNAM khAvAnuM maLaze. ema kahIne devasenane bhImasene UMcakI lIdhe ane nAnA ketusenane suzIlAe teDI lIdhe. A baMne bAluDAMne teDIne rAjA-rANuM bicArA athaDAtAM ne Thokaro khAtAM dhIme dhIme cAlavA lAgyA. rANI ane A bALako jaMgalanA bhayathI dhrUjI UThayA hatA. kayAreka to emanA mukhamAMthI vedanA ane DarathI cIsa nIkaLI jatI hatI tyAre bhImasena emane samajAvate ke, beTA ! A jaMgalamAM ApaNe khUba sAvadhAnIthI javAya, ApaNu avAjathI je koI hiMsaka pazune ApaNe gaMdha Avaze te teo ApaNane jIvatA nahi cheDe, mATe badhA duHkhane maunapaNe sahana karIne navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karatAM karatAM A jaMgalane pasAra kare. navakAramaMtrane mahimA apAra che. navakAramaMtrane japanA bhavasibdha tarI jAya che te zuM ApaNe A avI pAra nahi karI zakIe ?

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200 zAradA siddhi jarUra karI zakIzuM. bhImasenanA kahevAthI badhA navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karatAM AgaLa cAlyAM, to yazodAnA kahevA mujaba eka guphA AvI temAM teo dAkhala thayAM. "vanavagaDAmAM kaSTa veThato rAjaparivAra" suraMgamAMthI nIkaLyA pachI jaMgalane mAga ghaNo vikaTa hatuM te pasAra karI guphAmAM piTha to guphAmAM paNa ghanaghora aMdhAruM hatuM ane jIva gUMgaLAI jAya tevI gaMdI havA hatI, paNa temAM dAkhala thayA vinA chUTake ja na hatuM. sau navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karatAM guphAmAM dAkhala thayA. temane pagarava thatAM cAmAciDiyAM uDAuDa karavA lAgyAM. jherI sarpo kutkAra karatA AmathI tema daDavA lAgyA. jagala karatAM te guphA vadhu bhayAnaka hatI. bhImasena cakamaka ghasate ne ajavALuM karate badhAnI sAthe hiMmatathI AgaLa vadhI rahyo hate. te A bhaya ane ApattithI mukta thavA dauryathI zraddhApUrvaka navakAramaMtranuM satata smaraNa karate cAlatA hatA. cAlatAM cAlatAM ghaNI vAre A trAsadAyaka, bhayajanaka sapharane aMta Avyo. sau guphAnI bahAra AvI gayA tyAM eka jhUMpaDI temanA jevAmAM AvI. baMne eTalA badhA thAkI gayA hatA ke have eka pagaluM bharavAnI zakti na hatI chatAM mana makkama karIne dhIme dhIme cAlIne jhUMpaDI AgaLa pahoMcI gayA. baMne bALako bhUkha ane thAkathI pIDAtA jamIna upara sUI gayA. vAha re karmarAjA vAha! tArI kevI ajaba lIlA che! kayAM rAjamahelanA . suvarNa palaMga ane sukamaLa makhamalanI zayyAmAM sUnArA A rAjakumAre! ne kyAM Aje bheMya pathArI karI hAthanuM ozIkuM karIne sUtA che! kayAM e rAjamahelanA vaibhava ane ThATha ne kayAM A jagalanI garIbAInAM kaSTo ! kayAM roja navAM miSTAnna jamanArA ane kayAM Aje tene reTInA sAMsA ! kayAM e rAjamahelanI sukhasagavaDo ane kayAM A dhULathI kharaDAyelA zarIre! baMdhuo! kharekhara, karmanI lIlA aparaMpAra che. tene pAra pAmavI bahu muzkela che. karmanA prabhAve eka vAra jIva apUrva sukha-sAhyabImAM mahAle che ne e ja jIva kyAreka mahAna duHkha bhegave che. baMne bALako bhUkha ane duHkhanA kAraNe jamIna para sUI gayA. karmanI vicitra ghaTanA joIne rAjA rANInI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayAM, chatAM dharmane samajelA hatA eTale vicAra karatAM ke pote pUrvabhavamAM evAM gADha karmo karyA haze tenuM phaLa A bhavamAM gavavAnuM AvyuM che. baMne bALake UMghI gayA eTale bhImasene pitAnI sAthe lAveluM jhaverAta ane sonAmahorano Dabba jhUMpaDInA eka khUNAmAM khADo karIne dATI dIdhe, kAraNa ke khulluM mUke te koI uThAvI jAya. dAgInAne Dambe dATIne bhImasena sUI gayo. sauthI chelle suzIlA rANI sUtI. pativratA AryanArI patinA sUtA pachI sUI jAya che. cAre jaNane eTalo badhe thAka lAgyuM hatuM ke thoDI vAramAM sau nidrAdhIna thaI gayA. madharAta thaI tyAM baMne kumAre ekadama cIsa pADIne jAgI gayA. e cIsa zI. 27

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20 zAradA siddhi sAMbhaLIne rAjA rANI bane saphALA jAgI gayA ne pUchayuM beTA! zuM thayuM? kema raDe che? eTale bALake kahe che, bA-bApujI! amane pagamAM kaMIka thAya che ne baLe che. aMdhArAmAM kaMI jIvajaMtu karaDayuM haze paNa tyAM dekhAya kevI rIte ? hAtha pheravIne joyuM te lehI nIkaLatuM hatuM. nakakI kaMIka karaDI gayuM che. suzIlAe pitAnI sADI phADIne baMnenA page pATo bAMdhyo ane samajAvIne pAchA sUvADI dIdhA. teo paNa thoDI vAramAM ghasaghasATa UMghI gayA. baMdhuo ! emanA pApakarmane udaya che eTale AvI ciMtAgrasta sthitimAM ne AvA viSama sthAnamAM paNa UMgha Ave che. cAre bAjuthI ciMtAe gherI lIdhA hoya, peTamAM bhUkha lAgI hoya tyAre mANasane game teTale thAka lAge hoya ne ughavA mATe prayatna kare te paNa UMgha UDI jAya. jyAre ahIM bhImasena ane suzIlAne UMgha AvI gaI. mUchagata thayelI suzIlA -teo ghasaghasATa UMghatA hatA te samaye cAra leka gAmamAMthI corI karIne AvyA ne e parNakuTiranI pAchaLa lAvelA mAlane bhAga pADavA beThA. tyAre A corane lAgyuM ke A jhUMpaDImAM kaI sUtuM lAge che. ema mAnIne eka cera UThIne aMdara jovA gaye te bhImasena Adine sUtelA joyA. jevA game tyAre bhImasene je khUNAmAM Do dATa hatuM te jagyAe paga AvatA jamIna pacI lAgavAthI tene vahema paDe ke ahIM sUtelA mANasee ahIM mAlamattA dATI lAge che. badhAne ghasaghasATa UMghatA joIne core khADe khodIne pelo Dabbe laI lIdhe ne tyAMthI ravAnA thaI gayA te paNa bhImasena ke suzIlA kaI jagyA nahi. paDhiyuM thayuM ne kUkaDo bolyo te paNa jAgyA nahi. chevaTe sUryanAM kiraNe jhUMpaDImAM pravezyA tyAre teo jAgRta thayA. jAgRta thatAM ja suzIlA ane baMne kumAroe bhImasenane praNAma karyA. pachI saue navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karyuM, pachI bhImasene jyAM piTalI saMtADI hatI te jagyAe khedIne joyuM te tyAM DabbAne badale dhULanAM DhephAM sivAya kaMI na hatuM. sonAmahore ane jhaverAtane bharelo Dabbe kaI laI gayuM hatuM. A jANI bhImasenanA dilamAM caDe paDe ne suzIlAne A vAtanI khabara paDI eTale e te mUchita thaIne jamIra upara DhaLI paDI. arere.. amArAM karmo kevAM kaThaNa che ke je kaMI thoDuM lAvyA hatA te paNa cAlyuM gayuM. A nAnAM bAluDAM bhUkhyAM thayAM che. have tene zuM khavaDAvIzuM? senAmAhera heta te kaI gAmamAM jaI vecIne khAvAnuM lAvIne khavaDAvata. have zuM karIzuM? e ciMtAmAM bebhAna banI gaI. bhImasene eTalAmAMthI zItaLa jaLa lAvIne enA mukha upara chAMTayuM te thoDI vAre suzIlA bhAnamAM AvI, eTale ene AzvAsana ApIne zAMta karatAM kahyuM: priye! je banavAnuM hatuM te banI gayuM. ApaNAM evAM kamene udaya che ke ApaNe game teTaluM sAcavIzuM te paNa rahevAnuM nathI. eka zrImaMtane ghera senAnI ghaNI thALIo hatI. enA pApakarmane udaya thaye eTale badhI lakSamI te

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211 zAradA siddhi cAlI gaI. sAthe sonAnI thALIo paga karIne jAya tema javA lAgI, tyAre pelA zeThe jatI thALIone pakaDavA mAMDI paNa rahI nahi. chellI thALIne hAthamAM pakaDI te ene kAMThe hAthamAM rahI gayuM ne thALI cAlI gaI, mATe suzIlA! bhAgya rUThe tyAre pahereluM kapaDuM paNa saguM thatuM nathI, mATe tuM zAMti rAkha. vivekI AtmAe gayelI cIjane zeka karatA nathI. tuM vivekI che mATe zoka choDIne svastha bane. vaLI AvA duHkhanA vakhatamAM ApaNane ahIM koI duSTa mANasa oLakhI jaze te upAdhimAM mUkAI jaIzuM, mATe ciMtA choDIne navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karI AgaLa cAlavA mAMDIe. suzIlA samajI gaI ke svAmInAtha kahe che ke te vAta sAcI che. je vastu corAI gaI che te pAchI maLavAnI nathI. ene zeka karavo vRthA che. haju te ghaNuM sahana karavAnuM che. je huM hiMmata hArIne raDavA besI jaIza te A kumAre tenA AdhAre hiMmata rAkhaze? ema samajIne cAlavA taiyAra thayA. have e loke ahIMthI AgaLa cAlaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 22 zrAvaNa suda 13 ne ravivAra tA. 5-8-79 anaMta karuNAnidhi, jagata uddhAraka, paramapitA vIra prabhue bhavya jIvonA kalyANa mATe vANIne dhadha vahAvyo che. e dhaMdhanI dhArA jabusvAmInI jema jijJAsu banIne aMtaramAM jhIlavAmAM Ave te anupama bedhanI prApti thaI zake che. vItarAga prabhunI aMtima vANu uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 13 mA adhyayananI vAta cAle che. temAM cittamuni ane saMbhUtimuni bane bhAIo kALadharma pAmIne pahelAM devalokamAM gayA. tyAMnuM AyuSya pUruM karIne te baMne kyAM kayAM Utpanna thayA te vAta zAstrakAra bhagavaMta teramA adhyayananI prathama gAthAmAM batAve che? jAI parAjio khalu, kAsi niyANaM tu hathiNapurammi / * putrI mattA, lavane ghamagumAvyo che ? cAMDAla jAtithI pUrva bhavamAM eTale saMbhUtinA bhavamAM parAjita banelA e saMbhUtimunie hastinApuramAM sanatakumAra cakravatinI sunaMdArANI munine vaMdana karavA mATe AvI tyAre saMbhUtimunie vicAryuM ke mArA tapanuM phaLa hoya te "huM AvatA bhavamAM cakravati thAuM." AvA prakAranuM niyANuM bAMdhIne kALadharma pAmyA. tyAMthI kALa karIne teo saudharma devalokanA padmagulma nAmanA vimAnamAM devanI paryAyamAM utpanna thayA. tyAMnuM AyuSya pUrNa thatAM e padmagulma vimAnathI cavIne brahArAjAnI patnI culanI rANInI kUkhe " ilagnamAM kAMpilya nAmanA nagaramAM utpanna thayA.

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212 zAradA siddhi baMdhuo! mahAna puNya karyA hoya tyAre cakravatinI padavI prApta thAya che. cakravati janme tyArathI kaMI cakravarti banI jatuM nathI, paNa jyAre temane cauda ratna ane nava nidhi prApta thAya pachI cha khaMDanuM rAjya meLave tyAre cakravarti bane che. pitAnA pUrvabhavanA saMcita puNyanA udayathI cakravati bane che. te cha khaMDanA rAjyanI Asakti cheDI zake che, paNa je niyANuM karIne cakravati pada pAme che te cheDI zakatA nathI. bAra cakravartimAM AThamAM subhUma cakravati tRSNAne na jItI zakayA. te sAta khaMDa sAdhavA jatA maraNa pAmyA ane marIne narake gayA, brahmadatta cakravati narake gayA. sanatakumAra cakravati ane maghavA cakravati trIje devaloke gayA ne bAkInA ATha cakravati mekSamAM gayA che. brahmadatta cakravatie AgalA bhavamAM ghaNuM aghera sAdhanA karI paNa eka suMvALA sparzamAM lapeTAIne amUlya sAdhanAnA caMdanavanamAM nidAnazalya rUpI aMgAre cAMpI dIdhe eTale badhI sAdhanAnA phaLarUpe eka cakravatinuM pada prApta karyuM paNa e sukha bhogavyA pachI enuM pariNAma te naraka ja ne? ATalA mATe bhagavAna kahe che ke, huM AtmA ! tuM tArAthI je thAya te dharmakriyAo kara paNa emAM saMsAra sukhanI bilakula AkAMkSA na rAkhIza. AkAMkSA rAkhIza te tArI dharmakriyAnuM mahAna phaLa lUMTAI jaze. saMbhUtimunie cittamuninI zikhAmaNa mAnI nahi. baMne muni kALa karIne devalokamAM gayA. pAMca bhava sudhI baMne sAthe rahyA. chaThThA bhave baMne judA paDayA. judA kema paDayA? tapa saMyamanI sAdhanA te baMnee sarakhI karI paNa saMbhUti munie niyANuM karyuM tethI judA paDayA. saMbhUti munine jIva kAMpilyapura nagaramAM brahmarAjAnI culanI rANInI kukSImAM padmagulma nAmanA vimAnamAMthI cavIne utpanna thayA tyAre culanI rANIe cauda svapna joyAM. tIrthaMkara prabhunI mAtA paNa cauda svapnA dekhe che. e ja svapnA cakravatinI mAtA dekhe che, paNa baMnemAM pharaka eTalo che ke tIrthaMkara prabhunI mAtA cauda svane spaSTa dekhe che ne cakravatinI mAtA jhAMkhA dekhe che. culanI rANIe kaMIka UMghatA ne kaMIka jAgatA evI avasthAmAM cauda svapna joyAM. jeIne sukhazayyAmAMthI jAgRta thaIne pitAnA pati brahmarAja pAse AvI je svapna AvyAM hatAM te badhI vAta karI. svapnanI vAta sAMbhaLIne brahmarAjA paNa harSita thayA ane kahyuM che, rANI! tame bhAgyavAna che. tamArI kukSIe cakravatine janma thaze. A pramANe kahyuM eTale culanI rANIne khUba AnaMda thaze. vadhu khAtarI karavA brahmarAjAe svapna pAThakane teDAvIne svapnanuM phaLa pUchayuM. temaNe paNa e ja javAba Ape ke mahArANIe cauda svapna joyAM che te zubha che, maMgalakArI che. enuM phaLa jotA lAge che ke mahArANInI kukSIe cakavatine janma thaze. A maMgala vadhAmaNuM sAMbhaLI rAjArANI khuza thayA ne svapna pAThakone khUba dAna ApI khuza karIne vidAya karyA.

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zAradA siddhi 213 A tarapha culanI rANInA AnaMdane pAra nathI. aho! huM te mAMDalika rAjAnI nahi, baladevanI ke vAsudevanI nahi paNa cakravatinI mAtA banIza. cakravartinI mAtA banavAnuM saubhAgya mane prApta thayuM. Aje mAre janmAro saphaLa banI gayo. ema harSamAM AvI gaI. jJAnI bhagavate kahe che ke karmanI lIlA kaMI ora che. mANasa dhAre che kaMI ne bane che kaMI game teTalo hoziyAra mANasa hoya paNa karmarAjAnI karAmata AgaLa hoziyAra mANasanI tIkSNa buddhi paNa buThThI banI jAya che. karmarAjA manuSyane ghaDIkamAM UMce caDhAvI de che ne ghaDIkamAM UMce caDhelAne nIce pachADI de che, mATe Aje sukhamAM AnaMda mAna ne kAle duHkha Ave tyAre zeka kare vRthA che. baMdhuo! jIvanane paMtha kaMTaka ane saMkaTathI bharelo che. karmarAjAnI vicitratAne kAraNe ApaNe AtmA anAdi anaMtakALathI viSaya kaSAyanA viSathI poSAI rahyo che tethI AtmAnuM amaratva ane svasvarUpa bhUlAI gayuM che. AtmA anaMta zaktine svAmI hovA chatAM pAmarathI paNa pAmara banI rahyo che. para pudgalonA premamAM pAvara banI rAzInA cakkara lagAvI rahyo che. A badhI karmarAjAnI lIlA che. eka kavie paNa raMka bane keI rAya bane che, jevI jenI karaNI, nAnA meTA sahune mATe, sukha duHkhanI nisaraNI, karma pramANe prANImAtrane, sukha duHkhane AdhAra che. sukha duHkha e te eka sikakAnI be bAju che. taDako ne chAMyaDo che. karma pramANe sukha duHkha maLe che. karmanI A ramata che, mATe kahyuM che ke, "sukha duHkhanI ciMtA na kare, ve hI Ate jAte hai phUla sadA kAMTo meM khIlate, seja para mUrajhAte hai " sukha duHkhanI ghaTamALa harahaMmeza cAlyA kare che. kAMTAnI vedanAne satata anubhava hovA chatAM phUla sadA khIleluM rahe che. jyAre kAMTAthI chUTA paDelA phUlane palaMga para bichAvavAmAM Ave te ghaDI be ghaDImAM e karamAI jAya che. satata sahe kaMTaka chatAM, puSpa prasAre suvAsa, rahIne tuM sukha cainamAM, kAM saraje vinAza? gulAbanuM phUla sadA kAMTAthI gherAyeluM rahIne kaMTakanI vedanA sahana kare che chatAM bIjAne te suvAsa ja Ape che tyAre Ajane mAnavI te sukhamAM mazagUla rahIne paNa bIjAnuM ahita kare che. je manuSya karmane gulAma banatuM nathI te karmanA karajathI mukta banI Atmika sukhane apUrva AnaMda prApta karI zake che. karmarAjA jIvane kevA khela karAve che ne kayAM sukhamAMthI duHkhamAM laI jAya che te upara eka banelI kahAnIH eka sAmAnya kuTuMba hatuM. temAM pati-patnI ane be dIkarA. A cAra mANasanuM

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re14 zAradA siddhi kuTuMba sukhapUrvaka pitAnuM jIvana vItAvI rahyuM hatuM. be dIkarAmAM moTAnuM nAma mohana ane nAnAnuM nAma kizora hatuM. mAtA-pitA zrImaMta na hatA paNa saMskArI ghaNu hatA. baMne putronA jIvanamAM mAtA pitAe sArA saMskAronuM siMcana karyuM hatuM. jIvanamAM saMskAra e sAcuM dhana che. je jIvanamAM sArA saMrakAra haze te mANasa duHkhamAM TakI zakaze. gADha karmanA udaya vakhate paNa samabhAva rAkhI zakaze. mohana paMdara varSane have ne kizora daza varSane hate. mAtApitAe moTA dIkarAne bhaNAvyo, gaNa ne sArI nokarIe lagADe. nAne kizora haju bhaNato hato tyAM mAtA pitA baMnene acAnaka bimArI AvatA paralokanA paMthe cAlyA gayA. baMne bhAIone khUba AghAta lAgyo. gharanI Arthika sthiti te nabaLI hatI. paisAnI pUMjI na hatI eTale mohanabhAInI kamANuM upara jIvanane AdhAra hate. mehanabhAIne traNa bAbA ane eka bebI ema cAra saMtAna hatA. kizera bhaNavAmAM khUba hoziyAra hato. e bhaNato hato eTale mAtra moTAbhAInI kamANI upara gharane AdhAra hato. sthiti nabaLI hatI paNa khAnadAnI khUba hatI. kizora bI. kema. pAsa thaye, tenA mATe sArA gharanI kanyAonAM kaheNa AvavAM lAgyAM. kizoranI hamaNuM lagna karavAnI IcchA na hatI paNa bhAI bhAbhInA AgrahathI lagna karyA. ( kizora bhaNavAmAM khUba tejasvI hatuM eTale enA zikSake AgaLa bhaNavA mATe khUba Agraha karavA lAgyA paNa kizore kahyuM ke, mArA moTAbhAInI kamANI upara amAre nirvAha cAle che mATe huM AgaLa bhaNI zakuM tema nathI. eNe moTAbhAIne kahI dIdhuM ke, bhAI! have mAre bhaNavuM nathI. moTAbhAIe kahyuM : huM takalIpha veThIza, peTe pATA bAMdhIne paNa mAre tane bhaNAve che. bhAInA Agrahane vaza thaIne e bhaye ne Dabala grejayueTa pAsa thayo. tene paNa be saMtAna hatAM. kizora bhaNI rahyA pachI tarata moTAbhAInI lAgavaga ane mahenatathI vimA kaMpanImAM sArA hoddAnI nokarI maLI gaI moTebhAI nAnA bhAIne kahe che, bhAI! tuM have nokarIe lAgI gayo eTale mane zAMti thaI. ApaNA baMnenA pagAramAMthI ApaNA jIvana nirvAha sukhethI karI zakAze, pachI ApaNe baMne maLIne kaMIka dhaMdho zarU karIzuM ne sukhI thaIzuM. AvA mananA manoratha sAthe divasa vItAvatA hatA, paNa karmanI lIlA nyArI che. ene kaI pahoMcI vaLatuM nathI. mANasanI mananI murAde manamAM rahI jAya che. putranI pAchaLa magaja gumAvatA pitA:- baMne bhAIo premathI rahetA hatA. emAM eka divasa moTAbhAIne daza varSane dIkaro skUlethI bhaNIne Avate hate. rastAmAM moTara ekisaDanTa thavAthI tyAM ne tyAM ja mRtyu pAme. khabara paDatAM AkhuM kuTuMba deDIne tyAM gayuM. A karuNa dazya joIne moTAbhAIne khUba ja AghAta lAgavAthI tenA magaja upara asara thaI. te gAMDA jevA thaI gayA, eTale kuTuMbanI

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zAradA siddhi 215 samagra javAbadArI kizAranA mAthe AvI paDI. ahAhA ! ceDA divasa pahelAM kuTu'ba kevuM killeAla karatu ne Aje A zu banI gayu? mohanabhAI sUnamUna besI rahetA. kAI emane kaI pUche te ema kahetA mArI khAdhe mane lAvI ApeA. e kayAM gayA ? ene kAI khelAvI lAvA ne ? kAI kholAvI lAvA (2) mArA bAluDAMne kAI laI AveA, Ama khelIne raDI paDatA. ene khIjuM kAMI gamatu' na hatu. A samaye gaMgA AMkhamAM AMsu sAratI peAtAnA patine samajAvatI : nAtha! tame Ama zA mATe karA che ? vahelA ke meADA eka divasa ApaNe madhAe javAnu che. A jagapaMkhInA meLA, kema raheze sauva bheLo... keAI kayAMthI (2) eka vRkSanI DALe, pakhIDAM sau AvI beThAM kAI DALe koI mALe (2) prabhAtanA pacaraMgI 2Mge, jAtAM sau vikharAI (2)...A... A sa`sAra pa'khInA meLA jevA che, sau judI judI dizAmAMthI AvIne ahI bhegA thayA chIe. AyuSya pUrNa thatAM A meLAmAMthI UDI javAnuM che, mATe vicAra karo. amAruM badhAnuM zuM thaze ? tamArA sahAre te amArI badhAnI ji DhagI che. tame AvuM jhUryA karaze te kema cAlaze? tame tamArI jAte putrane agnidAha dIdhA che te zu have ApaNA ghera AvavAnA che? badhAM ghaNu' samajAve che paNa mana uparathI asara" jatI nathI. gaMgA khUba samajI hatI eTale manane vajra jevuM banAvIne patine samajAvatI hatI. khIjI tarapha peAtAnA lADakavAyA diyarane mAthe gharanA badhA bhAra AvI paDayA. A kAramI meAMghavArImAM traNa bALako, pati-patnI, diyara, derANI ane temanA be saMtAno ema nava nava mANasAnu.... eka jaNunA pagAramAM peASaNa karavuM e kaMI sahela vAta nathI. AvA kaparA samayamAM kizAranA manamAM thatu ke je mArA lagna na thayA hota te peAtAnI patnI ane be bALakonI javAbadArI te mArA mAthe na heAta ne? mArA bhAI e kevI kasoTI veThIne mane bhaNAvyA che. A vicAra AvatA te raDI paDato ane kholato, emanA upakArano badalo vALavA huM' samatha nathI. kizAranI patnInu nAma zAMtA hatu. zAMtA kharekhara zAMtinu' sarAvara hatI. e enA patine kahetI ke, tame kaDhI mATAbhAInI sevA karavAmAM pAchI pAnI na karaze. meATAbhAIne bAbAnA AghAtathI magaja upara asara thaI gaI che to ApaNe koI sArA magajanA spezyAlIsTa DokaTarane khatAvIe ne mATAbhAIne sAru thAya. kizore kahyu....hA....ema karIe. koI sArA DeAkaTarane batAvyu. tyAre DokaTare kahyu` ke, zaiATa ApavA paDaze ne cha mahinA hospiTalamAM rAkhavA paDaze. hAspiTalamAM dAkhala aa karIe paNa khaca tu zu karavu...? sajjana mANasA koInI pAse hAtha dharatA nathI. ga`gAe vicAra karyAM ke mArA patine jo sAruM thaze te dAgInA ghaNAM maLaze. emanA karatAM dAgInA kaMI vizeSa

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216 zAradA siddhi nathI. te dAgInA vecIne paNa patine hospiTalamAM dAkhala karavA. A vicAra karIne gaMgAe potAnA diyarane vAta karI. bhAI! tame eklA kamAvanArA che, nava nava jaNane boje tamArA mAthe che. tame keTalI mahenate pUruM kare che e badhuM huM samajuM chuM. tame ciMtA na kare. A mArA dAgInA vecIne tamArA bhAIne hospiTalamAM dAkhala kare, tyAre derANI zAMtAe kahyuM bhAbhI ! moTAbhAI ane tame keTaluM kaSTa veThIne emane bhaNavyA ne paraNAvyA che te have kuTuMbanI javAbadArI emanA mAthe che eTale kharcane pahoMcI vaLavAnI pharaja emanI che. emane madada karavI te mAro dharma che, mATe mArA dAgInA vecavA joIe, tyAre jeThANI kahe che, bahena ! tuM haju UgIne UbhI thAya che. tArA dAgInAne epa paNa Utaryo nathI. zuM mArA patinI sevA mATe tArA dAgInA vecavA dau kharI? mArA patinI sevA mATe je mArA dAgInA kAma nahi Ave te karavAnA zuM? Ama baMne derANI jeThANI pitAnA dAgIne ApavA mATe vivAda kare che. A jamAnAmAM AvI derANI jeThANuM maLavI muzkela che. kharekhara ! karmanA udayathI duHkha te AvyuM paNa sAthe e puNyane udaya che ke gharamAM derANI jeThANIne mA-dIkarI jevo prema che. chevaTe kizere kahyuM : bhAbhI! tame kheMcatANa rahevA de. eka dAgIne tamAre ne eka dAgIne zAMtAne vecavA de eTale baMnenI pharaja adA karI zakAya. baMnene ekeka dAgIne vecIne paisA lAvyA. moTAbhAIne cha mahinA hospiTalamAM rAkhyA paNa aMza mAtra phera paDe nahi, tyAre DokaTare bIjA cha mahinA vadhAre rAkhavAnuM kahyuM eTale A lokonA paga DhIlA thaI gayA. hospiTalamAM te rAkhIe paNa kharcanuM zuM ? gaMgAnA duHkhane pAra na rahyo, tyAre kizera ane zAMtAe kahyuM, bhAbhI ! ciMtA na kare. bIje dAgIne vecI nAMkhIzuM paNa moTAbhAI sAjA thAya te ApaNane badhAne sAruM che ne ? ema kahIne bIjA che mahinA hospiTalamAM rAkhyA. patine zikhAmaNa ApatI patnI" - bIjA cha mahinAmAM ATha divasa bAkI rahyA paNa kaMI sAruM thavAnAM cihna na dekhAyAM, tyAre eka divasa gaMgA enA patine kahe che, nAtha ! bAbAne gayA eka varSa vItI gayuM paNa haju tamArA mana uparathI zeka ja nathI paNa mane ciMtAne pAra nathI. ekalA nAnAbhAI mAthe keTalo bhAra AvI paDe che ? A badhAnuM pUruM karatAM emanA nAke dama Ave che, mATe tame kaMIka samaje. have ATha divasa pachI ghera jaIzuM tyAre tame bajAramAM jajo. kaMIka kAma karajo. chatAM, mohana kaMI javAba ApatuM nathI. sUnamUna besI rahyo che tyAre gaMgA kahe che. arere....nAtha ! mAre te vahAla lAla gaye sAthe patinuM mAja paNa gayuM. vicAra kare nAtha ! A saMsAramAM koI koInuM nathI. jyAM saMga che tyAM viyoga

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zAradA siddhi 217 avazya che. sarva sabaMdhe anitya che. ApaNe lAla A duniyAmAMthI vidAya laIne cAlyo gayo te have zeDo pAcho AvavAne che? tame raDo nahi, zeka na kare, enA upara tamAre rAga hatuM, gADha saneha hatA te vAta sAcI che paNa eka vAta tame jarUra yAda rAkhe ke soga mAtrane vahelo ke meDe aMta Ave che ne saMyogane viyega thAya che. kone saMga kAyama rahyo che? e eka paNa dAkhalo batAve ke saMga pachI jene viga na hoya ! jenI sAthe saMbaMdha je te samajIne jeDa ke A saMbaMdhane kayAreka aMta AvavAnuM che. devAnupriye ! saMga nitya nathI, anitya che mATe sagajanya sukha meLavavAnI AzA tyajI de. sarva duHkhe saMgamAMthI janme che. tamAre enI sAthe gADha saMbaMdha hatuM, tenA para tamAre vizvAsa paNa pUrNa hite paraMtu Aje teNe tamArA saMbaMdhane baMdha teDI nAMkhe. ApaNI leNAdeNI pUrI thaI gaMgAne lAgelo AghAta":- gaMgAe enA patine khUba samajAvyuM paNa kaMI samajyo nahi. teNe magajazakti sAva gumAvI dIdhI che. have davAkhAne jyAM sudhI rAkhavA ? tene ghera lAvyA. Ama sUnamUna besI rahe paNa kyAreka meTara dekhe ke patharA mAre. basa, ANe ja mArA dIkarAne jIva lIdhe che. maraNa pAmelA bAbA je koI bAbo dekhe te tene vahAlathI UMcakIne vAta karavA jate paNa bALako enAthI Dare eTale raDavA lAge te paNa cheDe nahi. A rIte aneka prakAranA trAsathI kizora mUMjhAyo. emAM eka divasa thAkIne ghera AvatuM hatuM tyAM mehane gADI upara patharA pheMkayA. loko phariyAda laIne AvyA tethI kizarane khUba krodha Avyane moTAbhAIne tamAco mAryo, AthI gaMgAne khUba AghAta lAge. are, kizorabhAI! tame A zuM kare che? e te gAMDA che paNa tame A zuM kare che? Ama karatA gaMgA khUba raDI. derANI khUba hiMmata Ape che. zAMtA pitAnA patine Thapako Ape che. - gaMgAe vicAra karyo ke, mArA diyara upara bojo ghaNe che. temane kaI doSa nathI. huM bhaNI nathI tethI bIjuM zuM karuM? paNa jarUra gharagharamAM kaMIka karI zakuM tema chuM tethI teNe pitAnI derANIne bolAvI paNa tene jeThANI pAse AvatA lajajA AvatI ke mArA jeThane temanA bhAI e tamAco mAryo che. huM bhAbhIne kevI rIte mAruM meTuM batAvuM. chevaTe jeThANInA AgrahathI gaIne DUsakA khAtAM bolIH bhAbhI ! gaI kAle emaNe moTAbhAIne tamAco mAryo tethI huM zaramiMdI banIne tamArI sAthe bolI zaktI nathI. bAkI tame ema na rAkhaze ke mane khoTuM lAgyuM che, eTale huM nathI bolatI. bhAbhI ! rAtre meM emane kahevAmAM bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. derANInA zabdo sAMbhaLIne gaMgA paNa khUba raDI. baMnenAM haiyAM raDIne haLavA banyA eTale gaMgAe kahyuM, tame baMnee je karyuM ne kare che e bIjAthI thAya evuM nathI. mAre te enI kadara karavI joIe. enA badale huM tamane apayaza ApuM te mArA jevI duniyAmAM mUkha kezu? paNa zA. 28

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218 zAradA siddhi mArI bahena, eka vAta sAMbhaLa. mArA diyara ekalA ATaluM kAma kare che. e have thAkI jAya che. ekalo mANasa keTaluM kheMce ! eTale ciMtA te thAya te svAbhAvika che. AvA samayamAM huM mArI jAtane sAcavIne besI rahuM tenA karatAM kaMIka kAma karuM te gharamAM thoDo umero thAya. bhAbhI ! pArakAM kAma karavAM temAM ApaNI AbarU zuM? te karatAM bhAbhI tame gharakAma saMbhALo. huM bhaNelI chuM. nekarI karuM. gaMgA kahe, are! mArA mATe tAre nekarI karavAnI? nA. huM ja kAma karIza. khUba samajAvyA pachI gaMgAe hA pADI. zikSikAnI nekarI karatI zAntA" -bIje divase zAMtAe pitAnA pati pAse vAta karI, tethI kizore zikSikAnI nekarI karavAnI saMmati ApI. zAMtAne skUlamAM zikSikAnI nokarI maLI gaI. zAMtAne svabhAva e hato ke e je kAma kare emAM ja ene jIva parovAyelo rahe. enA patinI sAthe vAta kare te paNa skUlanI karatI. bIjI kaMI vAta ja nahi. atyAra sudhI zAMtAnA svabhAvanI e khUba prazaMsA karate paNa nokarI karyA pachI e kaMTALI jato. enA manamAM thatuM hatuM ke Ane nekarI karavAnI rajA ApI e ja meM khoTuM karyuM che. basa, A lokenA pApe mAre saMsAra bagaDI ga. huM thAka pAka AvuM tyAre mArI sAthe kaI AnaMda vinedanI vAta nahi. enI skUlanI vAta karyA kare. bIjuM ghara sAMkaDuM che eTale chUTathI rahI zakatA nathI. kAmanA hisAbe haravA pharavA javAnI zAMtA nA pADe tethI kizorane khUba duHkha thatu'. te paLe paLe zAMtA sAthe jhaghaDI paDane. gaMgA samajatI hatI ke pitAne lIdhe diyara derANI vacce kaleza thAya che paNa te mUMge moDhe sahana karatI. pitAne pati te nimitta hata ne pite paNa A kalezamAM nimitta na bane te mATe khUba saMbhALIne rahetI. zAMtAnA bALako mAtAne bhUlI jAya te rIte emane rAkhatI. pitAnA bALako karatA derANIne bALakone badhI rIte haiyA upara rAkhatI ne savAyA sAcavatI. gharanuM badhuM kAmakAja karatI. derANI kahe, bhAbhI ! Ama nahi karavAnuM, tamArAM bALake te mArAM che. baMnene sarakhAM rAkhe. zAMtAne bhAbhI mATe khUba hatuM. zivaliMga phUTavAthI gaMgAne thayelI ciMtA" :- jyArathI diyare pitAne patine tamAco mAryo tyArathI gaMgAnuM mana gharamAMthI UThI gayuM hatuM paNa je e atyAra sudhI gharamAM TakI zakI hoya te te zAMtAnA saujanyazIla svabhAvathI, paNa diyaranuM vartana jeIne gaMgAnA manamAM ema thatuM ke diyarane have ame bhArarUpa lAgIe chIe. je have diyarane A javAbadArIthI mukta nahi karuM te enuM pariNAma eka divasa karuNa Avaze. pitAne lAta khAIne paNa ghara choDavuM paDaze. A rIte phaphaDATathI divasa vitAvatI hatI temAM eka divasa e kAramo UgyuM ke enA patie enA diyarane atipriya evI zivapArvatInI mUti bhAMgI nAMkhI. gAMDA mANasane kaMI bhAna thoDuM

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zAradA siddhi 219 hoya che? A mUti kizerane zvAsaprANu vahAlI hatI. ene page lAgI e bahAra jato ne Ave e tarata darzana karatA. e mUrti mohane bhAMgI tethI gaMgAnA phaphaDATane pAra na rahyo. diyara Avaze ne A vAta jANaze tyAre gusse thaze. arere....zuM karuM ? gaMgAnA manamAM thayuM ke navI mUti maLe te huM lAvIne mUkI dauM, paNa e kayAM maLatI haze? kadAca maLe te paNa e lAvavAnA paisA paNa mArI pAse kayAM che? patinA sAmuM joIne e gusso karavA gaI paNa enA mukhamAMthI bela nIkaLe te pahelAM ene vicAra thaye ke DAhyA hatA tyAre pAI pAInI ciMtA karanAra Aje AvuM nukasAna kare kharA? A badhuM gAMDapaNanA kAraNe che. emAM emane doSa nathI. enA upara gusse kare ke Thapake deve e paNa eka prakAranuM gAMDapaNu ja che ne? bhAIe bhAI para karele julama " - gaMgAe pati upara krodha na karatAM mIThAzathI kahyuM ke, tame nAnAbhAI ophisethI Ave te pahelAM kayAMka bahAra cAlyA jaje. e mArA para gusso utAre tyAra pachI tame Avaje, tyAre gAMDe pati kahe che ke, zuM huM kaMI bhAIthI DarI jAuM te chuM? mAre A gharamAM rahevAne hakka nathI te cAle jAuM? gaMgAe vicAra karyo ke ThIka, diyarane AvavAne samaya thaze tyAre pharIthI samajAvIne bahAra mokalI daIza. sAMja paDI. gaMgAe patine bahAra javA kahyuM, paNa e te haThe . caDho. bahAra na gaye. kizorane ophisethI AvavAne samaya thaye. gaMgAne khUba phikara che. sAMje kizora ophisethI ghera Ave che tyAM moTAbhAIne nAne bAbe sAmo gayo ne kahevA lAgyuM ke, kAkA....mArA bApujIe zivapArvatInI mUrti phoDI nAMkhI. bALakane kaMI bhAna che? bhadrikabhAve kahI de che. A vAtathI kizorane te khUba gusso Avyo ne pitAnA pagamAMthI bUTa kADhIne moTAbhAInA baraDAmAM bUTathI phaTakA mAravA lAgyo. khUba mArIne cokamAM eka lIMbaDAnuM jhADa hatuM tenI sAthe jorathI bAMdhI dIdhe ne game tevA zabdo bolavA lAgyo. cokamAM mANaso bhegA thaI gayA. jarUdana karatI ghara choDatI gaMgA*:-patinI A dazA joIne gaMgA kakaLI UThI. aho ! DAhyA hatA tyAre emanI kevI buddhi hatI. pAMcamAM pUchAya evA hatA. emanI diyare Aje A dazA karI? ene khUba AghAta lAgyuM. raDatI kakaLatI cokamAM AvIne eNe pitAnA patinuM baMdhana cheDI nAMkhyuM jene ene phaphaDATa have te ghaDI AvI pahoMcI. eNe potAne pAlava dharIne kahyuM, diyarajI! ATalo gune mApha kare. huM emane laIne atyAre ja cAlI jAuM chuM. eTale pharIne tamAre Avo gusso karavo na paDe, paNa eka vAta yAda rAkhajo ke eka mATIne pUtaLAnA zivajI bhAMgatA tamane ATaluM badhuM duHkha thAya che te mArA jIvatA ne jAgatA zivajIne tame bUTanA phaTakA mAro, jhADa sAthe kacakacAvIne bAMdhe tyAre mane kaMI na thAya tyAre kizora gaMgA sAme joIne kodhathI bolyA ke, bhAbhI! basa karo. tame te mane AvA zabdo kahIne

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22e zAradA siddhi bIvaDAve che. AMkhamAMthI AMsu lUchatI gaMgA bolI ke, huM tamane bIvaDAvatI nathI tema tamane beTA paNa kahetI nathI. tame je sahana karyuM che te bIjA na karI zake e paNa huM samajuM chuM paNa mArA karmo kaThaNa che emAM tamAre zuM deSa? pote jANe pUrI taiyArI karI hoya tema dayAmaNuM moDhe AMkhamAM AMsu sAratI enA patine kahe che, cAlo, ApaNAM karma ApaNe bhogavIzuM. te vinA karmInI kaThaNAI kevI che tenI zuM khabara paDe? kharekhara, A saMsAranuM svarUpa ja evuM che. he jIva! . : svajana mAnyAM sau te tArAM, paNa madhalALe zuM mAkhI pAyamAla thaye ne prIta tUTI e saMsArI sukhanI jhAMkhI-are o re.... te jene Aja sudhI tArA mAnyA te kaI tArA nathI. RNAnubaMdha saMbaMdhe badhAM bhegAM thayAM chIe. Aje ApaNe saMbaMdha pUre thaye eTale have A dazA thaI che. kharekhara A saMsAra duHkhane bhaMDAra che. emAM kaI jIva sukhI nathI, mATe nAtha ! cAlo, ApaNuM bhAgye jyAM laI jaze tyAM jaIzuM. ema kahI gAMDA patine hAtha pakaDIne cAlI. enAM saMtAne paNa AMkhamAM AMsu sAratAM mAbApanI pAchaLa cAlyAM. kizoranA manamAM thayuM ke bhAbhI ATalA badhA mANaso vacce mane beTo dekhADe che, vagove che tethI ene krodha bhabhUkI UThe. bhAI bhAbhIne jatAM aTakAvavAne badale kahe che, meM tamAre lIdhe ATaluM badhuM duHkha veThayuM chatAM jazane badale juttA ApavA hoya te mArI tamane rajA che. khuzIthI jAo. kizoranA bola sAMbhaLIne bhegA thayelA leke paNa dhrujI UThayA ne gaMgAne jatI rokavAnI keInI hiMmata cAlI nahi. gaMgA, ene gAMDa pati mohana ane ene traNa bALake AMkhamAM AMsu sAratA zerImAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA. e karuNa dazya joIne bhegA thayelA loke paNa raDI paDyA. A badhuM banyuM tyAre zAnatA te skUle hatI. te barAbara samaye AvI gaI. ene AvatI joIne saune manamAM thayuM ke have zAMti thaI jaze. hamaNu zAntA enA jeTha-jeThANIne pAchA vALaze. pitAnA ghara AgaLa lekenuM jAmeluM ToLuM ane jeTha-jeThANIne potAnA bALako sAthe jatAM joIne enA haiyAmAM phALa paDI ke jarUra kaMIka navAjanI thaI hovI joIe. zuM bIne banI che te pUchavA jAya te pahelAM te kizora zAntAne hAtha pakaDIne tene DhaseDIne gharamAM laI gaye ne oraDAmAM pUrI dIdhI. zAntAe pUchayuM paNa che zuM e to mane kahe ? tyAre kodhathI AMkha lAla karIne kahyuM ke, emaNe ApaNe bhavADe karyo che te have pUre bhajavI levA de. bhAbhI ene zivajIne mAthe laIne bhale phare. mAre emane manAvavA javuM nathI, tyAre zAntAe kahyuM: nAtha! zuM banyuM e te kaho, tyAre kizore potAnI ziva-pArvatInI mUti bhAMgI nAMkhyAnI vAta karI. zAntAe kahyuM, evI mUrti te ghaNI maLaze paNa tame moTAbhAIne bUTathI mAryA ne bAMdhI dIdhA e sAruM nathI karyuM. Aje je tame ATalA AgaLa AvyA hoya te

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zAradA siddhi 23.1 kAnA pratApa che? emanI A dazA karAya ? emanA pApakamanA udaya thaye tyAre e gAMDA thayA ne ? nahitara zA mATe AvuM bane? ApaNe zAMti rAkhavI joIe. A jagyAe ApaNuM AvuM anya hota te zuM karata? " patnInA ekisaDanTathI thayelA camatkAra " :- A tarapha gaMgA, enA pati ane mALako zerInI bahAra nIkaLyA tyAre emane khabara na hatI ke peAte kayAM jaze ? krodhAvezamAM ghara cheADIne te nIkaLI gayA paNa have kayAM javuM ? tenA vicAramAM ne vicAramAM gaMgA meIna roDa upara cAlI rahI hatI. bALako paNa eTalA DarI gayA hatA ke ApaNe kayAM jaIe chIe te pUchavAnI hiMmata karI zakatA na hatA. meIna reADa uparathI krU'TAI ne ga`gA sTezana tarapha vaLI. tyAM rastAmAM meTaranI Takkara mAthAmAM vAgatAM bebhAna thaIne paDI gaI. lohI nIkaLyu. paNa bhAgya sArA ke dhArI nasa na tUTI ke khAparI na phUTI gaI. patnInA ekisaDanTanA AghAtamAM patinu khasI gayelu* magaja ekadama ThekANe AvI gayuM. kevA camatkAra thayA ! ke putranA ekisaDanTanA AghAtathI caskI gayeluM magaja patnInA ekisaDanTanA AghAtathI ekadama ThekANe AvI gayuM. nAnAbhAI e zuM karyuM' tenA emane khyAla nathI. e te jANe javAbadArIpUrvaka peAtAnI jUnI duniyAmAM dAkhala thatA hoya tema peAtAnA dIkarAne kahe che, beTA ! tu' jaladI doDa ne kAkAne khabara Apa ke tArI bAne meTara sAthe athaDAvAthI ekisaDanTa thayA che, ane hAspitAlamAM dAkhala karu' chuM tyAM jaladI AvI pahoMce. eTale mATI dIkarI raDatI raDatI ghera AvIne kAkA kAkIne khabara ApyA ke mArI khAne ekisaDanTa thayA che. mArA pitA tene hAspiTalamAM laI gayA che ne Apane kholAvavA mane mAkalI che. bhUlanA pazcAtApa karatA kizAra :- A samaye zAMtAnA samajAvavAthI kizorane krodha zAMta thaI gayA hatA ne peAtAnI bhUlanA pazcAtApa karate hatA. tyAM karIe AvIne samAcAra ApyA eTale kizora ane zAMtA baMne doDatA hAspiTalamAM AvyA. A samaye meATAbhAI DAhyA mANasanI jema patnInI ciMtA karatA hatA ne doDAdoDa karatA hatA. ane sAru' tA thaI jaze ne? te mATe DaoNkaTarane pUchaparacha karatA hatA. tyAM peAtAnA nAnAbhAI ne AvatA joIne sAme gayA ne bhAIne bAthamAM laI ne kholyuM: bhAI! tuM Avye ! ane bhAInI AMkhamAMthI nA AMsu vahevAM lAgyAM. A vakhate gaMgA tA bebhAna hatI. ane bhAI e ane zAMtA enA pala'ga pAse besIne keTalA varSe Aje sukha duHkhanI vAta karI rahyA hatA. baMne bhAI ene ema thayu ke keTalA samaye Aje ApaNe bhAIbhAInA prema joyA. kizore peAtAnA moTAbhAIne mAryAM ne jhADa sAthe bAMdhyA hatA te anAvathI tene zarama AvatI hatI, tethI UMcuM joI zakatA na hatA. moTAbhAI e kahyu', bhAI ! tuM zA mATe zoca kare che ? hu gAMDA thayA

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K zAradA siddhi ne tArA mAthe badhI javAbadArI AvI paDI tyAre tAre AvuM karavu paDayu ne ? tArI jagyAe hu' hAta te huM' paNa evo banI jAta, mATe tuM sakoca na rAkha. zAMta thA. mATAbhAI e ene khUba samajAvyeA eTale enuM haiyu' haLavu paDayu ne moTAbhAInA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgI. ane bhAI ene paraspara vArtA karatA joIne zAntAnA Ana'nA pAra na rahyo. e prabhune prAnA karatI hatI ke, bhagavAna! teM ATalAM varSe amArA sAmuM joyuM che te mArA mAtA samAna bhAbhIne AghAtamAMthI bacAvI leje. bIje divase gaMgA bhAnamAM AvI tyAre patinA DAhyA thayAnA samAcAra jANatAM tene khUba AnaMda thayA. sAthe diyara derANI anene AvelA joyA ne baMne bhAIone premathI vAteA karatA joIne enA AnaMdanA pAra na rahyo. gagAne sAru' thayu' eTale premathI pahelAMnI jema rahevA lAgyA, pachI te emanA puNyAya jAgatA koI sajjananA sahakAra maLatAM vepAra karyAM ne mATA zrImata banI gayA. zrImaMta banavA chatAM potAnuM pUrvajIvana bhUlyA na hatA. puNyAyathI maLelA dhananA garIbenI sahAyamAM sadupayoga karatA hatA. 'e ! A kahAnI sAMbhaLIne tamane samajAI gayu' ne karmAMrAjAnI kaLA kevI vicitra che! kamarAjA jIvane kayAMthI kayAM paTakI de che. mANasanI pAse game teTalI lakSmI hoya ne e mAne ke hu' teA mahAna sukhI chuM paNa karmAMrAjA ene sukhamAMthI duHkhamAM kayAre mUkI deze tenI khakhara nathI. culanI rANI cauda svapnAnuM phaLa sAMbhaLIne AnaMdathI nAcI uThI ke huM to cakravartinI mAtA banIza. ahAhA.... huM keTalI bhAgyazALI ke AvA putranI mAtA banavAnu` saubhAgya mane maLyuM. hajI zu' banaze te avasare. caritra :- mahelamAM bhImasenanI zeAdha karatA harisena" :- bhImasena suzIlA ane mane bAluDAM to vagaDAmAM mahAna kaSTa bhegavI rahyAM che. A bAju savAra paDatAM risena bhImasenane jIvato pakaDI levAnA toramAM krodhathI dhamadhamato cakamakatI nAgI talavAra laIne bhImasenanA mahelamAM Avyo, paNa mahela to sUnakAra dekhAya che. nathI bhImasena, nathI suzIlA ke nathI emAMthI eka paNa rAjakumAra. mahelanA ekaeka khaMDamAM hirasena ghUmI vaLye paNa rAjA, rANI ke kuvAnA patto na lAgyA, eTale risena krodhathI dhamadhamato paga pachADato jorathI barADI UThayA ke, are ! ahI koI che ke nahi ? eTale yazeAdA tharathara dhrUjatI tyAM AvIne UbhI rahIne praNAma karIne khelI : jI rAjana ! ene joIne hissena tADUkI UThayeA-bhImasena kayAM gayA ? rANI ane kuMvaro paNa dekhAtA nathI to badhAM gayAM kayAM ? yazeAdAe kahyu: sAheba! huM to mArA rUmamAM sUtI hatI. rAjA rANI kayAM gayA enI mane kaI khabara nathI, eTale risene cokI karanAra subhaTanA senApatine khelAvyo ne pUchyuM', ke ahI thI koI bahAra gayuM hatuM ? subhaTe kahyu: sAheba ! ahIthI to eka cakalu paNa pharakayu' nathI. ame to ughADI AMkhe ne nAgI talavAruM

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zAradAsiddhi 223 cokI karI rahyA chIe. to pachI e badhA mahelamAMthI gayA kevI rIte? ne kayAM gayA? tame badhAe kevI cokI karI? subhaTa zuM javAba Ape ? yazodA ane subhaTa baMne mauna UbhA rahyA. AthI harisene paga pachADIne subhaTane hukama karyo ke jAo, nagaranA khUNe khUNe ghUmI vaLe ne bhImasenanI tapAsa karIne mArI pAse hAjara kare. subhaToe AkhI nagarI ane nagarInI bahAra ghaNe dUra sudhI tapAsa karI paNa kayAMya patto maLe nahi. AthI harisenane khUba AnaMda thayo. TADhA pANIe khasa gaI. mAre ene mAravAnuM pApa na levuM paDyuM. je thAya te sArA mATe. prajAjanemAM thayelo hAhAkAra" - harisene ujajainI nagarImAM potAnA nAmanI dAMDI pITAvI ane rAjyAbhiSekanI taiyArI karavAnI jAherAta karI. A sAMbhaLIne ujajainI nagarImAM hAhAkAra macI gaye. A zuM ? ApaNuM bhagavAna tulya bhImasena mahArAjA kyAM gayA? emanuM zuM thayuM ? ke acAnaka harisena yuvarAjamAMthI rAjA bane che. sattA zuM nathI karI zakatI? emAM paNa A to harisena, tene krodha ghaNe hato. enA avAja mAtrathI nagarajane dhrujatA hatA. maMtrImaMDaLa paNa enI AjJAnuM ullaMghana karavAnI hiMmata paNa karI zakatA nahi. eka tarapha harisenanA rAjyAbhiSekanI taiyArIo cAle che. bIjI tarapha prajAjane kahe che ke, bhIma bhUpakA kala kiyA thA, dilhA takhta utAra, yA janapadase bAhu2 nikAlA, ghaTanA kauna prakAra kAM to harisena rAjyanA lobhathI emanI katala karAvI nAMkhI hovI joIe. kAM to gupta rIte emane dezanikAla karyo have joIe. bAkI sAcuM che te jJAnI jANe. AkhI nagarImAM hAhAkAra chavAI gaye kAraNa ke bhImasena rAjA khUba nyAyI ne prajAvatsala hatA. prajAnA hRdaya siMhAsana upara emaNe sthAna jamAvyuM hatuM. e prajAne prANathI adhika priya hatA tethI AkhI nagarImAM harisenanI niMdA thavA lAgI. kaMIka strIo to emanA nAmanA chAjiyA levA lAgI. A vAta enA kAne pahoMcI gaI. eka tarapha ene rAjyAbhiSeka thavAne heya ne bIjI tarapha enA chAjiyAM levAtAM hoya to ene to apazukana thAya ne? eTale eNe AkhA nagaramAM dAMDI pITAvI ke je koI harisenanI niMdA karaze ne bhImasenanA guNa gAze tene harisena phAMsIe caDhAvI deze. A to rAjAne hukama thaye eTale koNa bolI zake ? harisenanI bIkathI mukha upara hAsya ane aMtaramAM duHkha rAkhIne dubhAtA dile pradhAne ane prajAjanee maLIne rAjyAbhiSeka karyo. zubha coghaDIe harisenane rAjamugaTa paherAvIne rAjamudrA ApI. bhATa cAraNoe harisenanI stuti karI ane rAjA harisenane "jaya he, vijaya ho" evA jyanAda kyAM ane AkhA nagaramAM enI ANa vartAvI paNa prajAjanenA mukha upara umaMga ke AnaMda nathI, paNa surasuMdarInA AnaMdane pAra

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224 zAradA siddhi nathI. rAjA banyA pachI harisena surasuMdarI pAse jaIne kahe che, dekha, mAruM teja kevuM che? tuM eka ja divasamAM mahArANI banI gaI ne? tyAre rANI kahe che, Aje mArA manerathe pUrA thayA. enA AnaMdane pAra nathI. have bhImasenanuM jaMgalamAM zuM thayuM tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na. 23 zrAvaNa suda 14 ne semavAra tA. 6-8-79 anaMtajJAnI mahAna puruSoe jagatanA jIna ekAMta hita ane kalyANa mATe AgamavANI prakAzI che. e vANInuM eka ja vakhata zraddhApUrvaka zravaNa karavAthI jIva karmabaMdhananA trAsathI mukta bane che. caMdanavRkSane pharatAM aneka jherI sarpo vITaLAyelA hoya che paNa meranA eka ja TahukArathI aneka sarve paLavAramAM palAyana thaI jAya che, tema ApaNe AtmA paNa apekSAe caMdana vRkSa jevo che. tenA upara karmarUpI aneka jherI sarpo vIMTaLAyelA che paNa vIravANIrUpI meranA eka ja TahukAre karNorUpI sarpo palAyana thaI jAya che. Atma caMdana para kama sapanuM, nAtha atizaya je, dUra karavA te duchone, Apa padhAre mAra..Ave, Avo. che. je manuSyanA aMtara sudhI vItarAga vANIne TahukAre pahoMce che tenA saMsAranA jhera UtarI jAya che. te ema vicAre che ke anAdikALathI parane sva mAnIne huM caturgati saMsAramAM ghaNuM bhaTakya paNa sAcuM sukha pAmI zakyo nahi. sAcuM sukha prApta karavA mATe have satsaMga karavAnI ghaNI jarUra che. jJAnI puruSane saMga e ja sAce satsaMga che. satsaMga AtmAne bhavasAgarathI tAranAra che ane kusaMga jIvane bhavabhavamAM mAranAra che. jIvana to jJAnInuM vyatIta thAya che ne ajJAnInuM paNa vyatIta thAya che paNa baMnemAM pharaka che. pharaka zuM che e tame jANe che? jJAnIo duHkhane zodhe che. ajJAnI sukhane zodhe che. jJAnI sukhaduHkhamAM karmanirbhara kare che, ajJAnI sukha-duHkhamAM karmabaMdha kare che, jJAnI svecchAe duHkha sahana kare che, ajJAnI anicchAe duHkha sahana kare che. jJAnI pApane dhikkAre che, ajJAnI pApIne dhikkAre che. ajJAnI pate sukhI thaI bIjAne duHkhI banAve che. jJAnI pate duHkhI thaI bIjAne sukhI banAve che. jJAnIe indriyane gulAma banAvI che. ajJAnIne Indrie gulAma banAvyuM che. jJAnI jaDanA rAgane duHkhanuM kAraNa mAne che ajJAnI jaDanA rAgane sukhanuM kAraNa mAne che. jJAnInI sAdhanAmAM paramArtha hoya che, ajJAnInI sAdhanAmAM svArtha hoya che. jJAnI AtmAne jyAre azubha karmane udaya thAya tyAre e khUba samatA rAkhe che. e kahe che ke meM pUrvabhavamAM karmo bAMdhyAM che te mane udayamAM AvyA che. e to hoya..emAM navAI che! khuda tIrthaMkara prabhune paNa jyAre karmoe cheDayAM nathI te mArA jevA sAmAnya jIvanI to zuM vAta karavI? jyAre ajJAnI che azubha karmane udaya thAya tyAre zuM kahe che, hAya.hAya. A duHkha mane kyAMthI AvyuM? A rega mane kayAMthI

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225 - zAradA siddhi thayo? hAya..hAya...A badhuM mArAthI kema sahana thaze? ema kahIne raDe che, jhare che, gabharAI jAya che, AkuLa vyAkuLa thAya che. tyAre jJAnI to samabhAvathI vede che. je karma udayamAM AvyuM tene hoya...hoya karIne paNa bhegAvavAnuM che ne hAya hAya karIne paNa bhogavavAnuM che. hoya..hAya karIne bhogavanAra jJAnI AtmAo karmane khapAve che ne hAya... hAya karIne bhegavanAra ajJAnI che navAM karmo bAMdhe che, mATe je tamAre jaladI karmone kSaya karavuM hoya to jJAnI AtmAone saMga karo. jJAnI kare evI vAta, saMsArane mAre lAtA ghAtI kamanI kare ghAta, to AtmAne banAve unnata, che jJAnI puruSenI vAta kevI hoya te jANe che? e to eka ja vAta samajAvaze ke AtmA karmabaMdhanathI kevI rIte mukta thAya? jIva kevI rIte karmo bAMdhe che? karmonuM svarUpa zuM che? karmo AtmAne keTalA herAna kare che ane dharma AtmAne keTalo lAbhadAyI che. AvI badhI vAto karIne pAse AvanAra vyaktine tyAgane mArga samajAve che. je haLukamI jIva hoya to saMtonI vAta enA aMtaramAM UtarI jAya eTale saMsArane lAta mArIne nIkaLI jAya. je manuSya jJAnI puruSone saMga karIne saMsArane lAta mArIne nIkaLI jAya che te AtmA apramatta banIne sadA karma sAme jaMga khelavAmAM jAgRta rahe che eTale anukrame karmone kSaya thatAM cAra ghAtI karmone kSaya kare che. ghAtI karmo kone kahevAya? je AtmAnA jJAnAdi guNo upara ghA kare tene ghAtI karma kahevAya. ghAtI karmo AtmAne anAdi kALathI herAna parezAna karI rahyA che. jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya, mehanIya ane aMtarAya e cAra karmo upara jeNe vijaya meLavyo e karmanA jagane jItI gayA. ghAtI karmonI ghAta thAya eTale AtmAnI malinatA dUra thAya, ane AtmAmAM kevaLajJAnanI jhaLahaLatI ti pragaTe che. ApaNuM parama pitA bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe ghAtI karmo upara vijaya karI kevaLajJAnanI jyota pragaTa karI, tyAra pachI ja jagatanA jIvane upadeza Ape che, evA bhagavAnanI vANI uttarAdhyayana sUtranA teramA adhyayananI vAta cAle che. saMbhUti munine jIva devalokanuM AyuSya pUrNa karIne kAMpilyapura nagaramAM brahmarAjAnI calaNI nAmanI rANInI kakSAmAM utpanna thaye. garbhanI sthiti pUrNa thatAM ene janma tha. e garbhamAM Avyo tyAre mAtAe cauda svapna joyelAM, eTale temane khabara che ke A putra bhaviSyamAM cakravarti banaze. brahmarAjAe putranA janma mahotsavanI khuzAlImAM jelamAM pUrelA baMdIvAnene mukta karyA. rAjakuLamAM rAjaputrane janma thAya che tyAre janmaTIpanI sajAvALA jelIone paNa mukti maLe che. jyAre tIrthaMkara prabhune janma thAya che tyAre narakamAM prakAza prakAza patharAI jAya che ane be ghaDI mATe mArakUTa baMdha thaI jAya che. jyAM AMkhanA palakArA jeTalo samaya paNa mArakUTa baMdha thatI nathI zA. 29

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22 zAradA siddhi tyAM be ghaDI mATe mArakUTa baMdha thaI jAya che te samaye mahAna duHkhA bhAgavatA ane gheAra adhakAramAM aTavAtA jIvAne keTalI zAtA vaLe ? A vakhate nArakInA jIvA ekabIjAne pUche che ke Aje evuM zuM che ke ApaNane mArakUTa baMdha thaI ane prakAza prakAza patharAI gayA, tyAre emane koI kahe che ke Aje mRtyulokamAM trilokapati, zAsananAyaka tIrthaMkara prabhunA janma thayA che. A samaye nArakIe vicAra kare che ke je bhagavAnanA janma thatAM ApaNane ATalI zAtA vaLI to emanA zaraNe jaIe to kevA mahAna lAbha thAya ! brahmadatta kumAranA janma nimitte jIvanabharanI sajAvALA jelIone kAyama mATe mukta karavAmAM AvyA. garIkha lokone puSkaLa dAna dIdhuM. prajAjaneAnA karaverA mApha karavAmAM AvyA. te sivAya aneka duHkhIonA duHkha dUra karyAM. kha e ! A brahmarAjAe to putra janmanI khuzAlI nimitte A badhu karyu" che paNa AgaLanA rAjAo evA nyAyI ane dayALu hatA ke potAnI nagarImAM koIne duHkhI rAkhavA IcchatA na hatA. jo koI ne paNa du:khI dekhe to tarata enuM duHkha dUra karatA, paNa AjanI rAjanItimAM prajAne phaphaDATano pAra nathI. koI koInI unnati joI zakatu nathI. tenA upara eka rAjyakahANI che. eka nagaramAM eka rAjA hatA. te koInI praza'sA sAMbhaLI zakatA nahi. bIjAnI praza'sAthI tenA dilamAM dAhajavara jevI khaLatarA thAya. mAnava jyAre IrSyAnI AgamAM * jhaDapAya che tyAre tene sArAsAranA viveka raheto nathI. pote konI ane zA mATe IrSyA kare che tenuM paNa tene bhAna rahetu' nathI. pariNAme sAmI vyaktine utArI pADavAnI ane potAnI jAtane mahAna tarIke prakhyAta karavAnI vRtti aMdarathI jora pakaDatI jAya che. A rAjAnA nagaramAM eka zeTha rahetA hatA. zeTha ghaNA samajI, saraLa ane vivekI hatA. zeThanI pAse dhana paNa khUba hatu. jamIna jAgIra paNa ghaNI hatI. potAnA mANasA pAse premathI kAma letA ane enu' vaLatara paNa pUratuM cUkavatA hatA, eTale mANasA paNa tana toDI ane mana daIne zeThanuM kAma premathI karatA hatA. zeTha potAnI saMpatti pramANe dAna khUba karatA. koI paNa mAnavI raDato Ave to hasato thaIne jato hato. zeThanA AvA guNAnA kAraNe AkhA gAmamAM emanI prazaMsA khUba thatI. zeThanI prazasA TheTha rAjAnA kAne AvI eTale rAjA IrSyAnI AgathI maLavA lAgyA, ane koI paNa saMjogeAmAM zeThane kAMTo kADhavAno vicAra karavA lAgyA. baMdhue ! Aje duniyAmAM koI koInu sukha joI zakatu' nathI. rAjA prajAnuM sukha joI zakatA nathI. pradhvajano paNa paraspara ekakhItanu sukha ane unnati sahana karI zakatA nathI. eka vakhata koI attara banAvanArA gulAmanA phulone kharalamAM pIsI rahyo hatA tyAre koI dArzanike pUchyuM: huM gulAma ! te zu' aparAdha karyAM ke tAre kharalamAM pisAvu paDe che ? tyAre gulAbanA phUle javAba ApyA ke A duniyA tA IrSyALu che. enAthI mArA sadA hasatA rahevAnA svabhAva sahana thatA nathI paNa hu* te jIvatAM ka'Traka

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zAradA siddhi 227 vacce sadA hasatuM rahIne bIjAne sugaMdha ApuM chuM ne marIne attara banIne paNa lokone sugaMdha ApatuM rahIza. eka gulAbanuM phUla paNa kevuM vizALa hRdayanuM che ! jyAre mANasanuM mAnasa eTaluM badhuM saMkucita che ke te koInI prazaMsA sahana karI zakatuM nathI. zeThanuM kAsaLa kADhavA rAjAe zodhelo rasto":- ahIM rAjA pelA zeThane vinAza karavAne upAya zodhavA lAgyA. vicAra karatA temane raste maLe eTale zeThane lAvyA. zeTha te harSabhera rAjA pAse AvyA. rAjAe zeThano Adara satkAra karyo. thoDI vAra zAMtithI temanI sAthe vAtacIta karI, pachI pitAnI mUMjhavaNa vyakta karatA hoya tevA mukha upara bhAva batAvIne rAjAe zeThane kahyuM ke, zeThajI ! ghaNuM samayathI traNa prazno mArA manamAM ghoLAyA kare che tene ukela jaDatuM nathI. e praznono ukela lAvavAmAM madada karaze? bhalA ne bheLA zeTha te rAjAnI mAyAvI vALamAM phasAI gayA. zeThe namratApUrvaka kahyuM-ja, sAheba ! ApanA prazno zuM che te pharamAve. mArAthI zakaya haze te huM e praznono ukela lAvavA avazya prayatna karIza. rAjAe pitAnI vAjALamAM zeThane phasAvavAno kimi racIne kahyuM, zeTha! tamArI vAta te barAbara che paNa jo tame mArA praznonA javAba na ApI zako te zuM? rAjAnI mAyAjALa zeTha samajI zakayA nahi eTale kahyuM ke Apane jema ThIka lAge tema karajo. rAjAe kahyuM: zeThajI! sAMbhaLe. jo tame mArA praznonA javAba na ApI zako te tamArI tamAma mAla milakata mUkIne rAjyano tyAga ke karIne cAlyA javAnuM. rAjAno cUkAdo sAMbhaLIne zeThane jarA AMcako te lAge chatAM hiMmatathI kahyuM, sAheba! ApanA prazno zuM che? eTale rAjAe kahyuM: jue zeThajI ! mAre pahelo prazna che ke huM keTaluM jIvIza? bIjo prazna che, huM keTalA samayamAM pRthvInI pradakSiNA karI zakuM? ane trIjo prazna che ke huM atyAre zuM vicArI rahyo chuM? A mArA traNa praznonA javAba tamAre paMdara divasamAM zedhI lAvavA paDaze, je paMdara divasamAM nahi zedhI lAve te tamArI badhI milakata lUMTI laIne tamane mArA rAjyanI hadapAra karI devAmAM Avaze. zeThane ciMtAmAM mUkatA rAjAnA prazno -rAjAnA AvA vicitra prazno sAMbhaLIne zeTha te stabdha banI gayA. emanI ciMtAne pAra na rahyo. ciMtAtura vadane zeTha ghera AvyA paNa gharamAM kayAMya cena paDatuM nathI, kAraNa ke manamAM ciMtA che ne? ciMtA bahu bUrI cIja che. je paMdara divasamAM rAjAnA praznonA pratyuttara nahi ApI zakAya te mATe A badhI milakta, gharabAra, badhuM mUkIne ahIMthI ravAnA thaI javuM paDaze. ciMtAmAM daza divasa te pasAra thaI gayA, paNa praznonA javAba jaDatA nathI. zeThane khAvuM pIvuM bhAvatuM nathI. UMgha te UDI gaI che. haravuM-pharavuM ke keInI sAthe vAtacIta karavI paNa emane gamatI nathI eTale kayAMya bahAra jatA nathI. zeThane eka jigarajAna mitra hato. tene zeTha reja maLatA paNa A vakhate daza divasathI mitranuM mukha joyuM nathI eTale mitra hAlIcAlIne zeThane ghera maLavA Avyo ne pUchayuM, bhAI!

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228 zAradA siddhi daza divasathI ApaNe maLyA nathI te zuM tame bahAra nathI nIkaLyA ? ane tamArA mukha upara ATalI badhI udAsInatA ane phikAza kema che? ane ciMtAnI rekhAo taravare che te zuM che? je hoya te mane kaho te mArAthI banatI mahenate tamArI ciMtA dUra karIza. daza daza divasathI zeTha ciMtAtura banIne pharatA hatA, paNa koI pUchanAra na hatuM. Aje mitranA AvA dilAsAbharyA zabdo sAMbhaLIne kaMIka hiMmata AvI ane rAjAnA praznonA javAba paMdara divasamAM na ApI zakAya to badhuM choDIne cAlyA javAnI sajAnI vAta karI. zeThane mitra ghaNe buddhizALI ane hAjarajavAbI hato. eNe zeThane kahyuM : mitra! A prazno to mAre mATe sAmAnya che. huM ene javAba ApIza, tyAre zeThe kahyuM-bhAI! tame javAba Apo te uttama che paNa rAjA ema kaheze ke te kayAM javAba Ape che? e to tArA mitra ApyuM che, eTale vaLI AvA bIjA prazno pUchaze. mitrane zeThanI vAta vyAjabI lAgI, tethI mitre zeThane praznonA javAba samajAvyA eTale zeThane AtmAne zAMti thaI. baMdhuo! Aje saMsAramAM mitra to ghaNAM hoya che paNa moTA bhAganA mitra to sukhamAM sAthe rahenArA hoya che paNa duHkhanA vakhate to kayAMya palAyana thaI jAya che. je mitra karo to kevA kare ? mitra asA kIjiye, DhAla sarikhA hoya, duHkhameM to Age rahe, sukhameM pAchA hoya. zeThano mitra duHkhamAM sAtha ApanAre hato. eNe javAba ApI dIdhA. paMdara divasa pUrA thayA ne seLabhe divase zeTha rAjasabhAmAM hAjara thayA. praznonA javAba barAbara maLI gayA hatA eTale zeThanA mukha upara teja hatuM ne pagamAM jema hatuM. A joIne rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke, zeTha mArA praznonA javAba laIne AvyA lAge che. rAjAe hasatAM hasatAM kahyuM ahA zeTha! tame AvI gayA? tame mArA praznonA javAba laIne AvyA che ne? zeThe hAtha joDIne kahyuM: jI sAheba ! Apa ApanA prazno pUcho. huM javAba ApavA taiyAra chuM. eTale rAjAe pUchayuM, mArA pahelA praznano javAba Ape ke, huM keTaluM lAMbuM jIvIza? zeThe kahyuM sAheba ! jyAM sudhI mata nahi Ave tyAM sudhI tame jIvI zakaze. rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke, zeThe te bhAre karI. eNe mArA praznane uttara ApI dIdhuM. ThIka, haju te bIjA be prazno bAkI che. ciMtA nahi. rAjAe kahyuM, zeThajI! mAro bIjo prazna e che ke huM keTalA samayamAM pRthvInI pradakSiNA karI zakuM? tyAre zeThe hasIne kahyuM sAheba ! Apa sUrya upara bese te 24 kalAkamAM pRthvInI pradakSiNA karI zake. A praznane javAba paNa barAbara Avyo, pachI rAjAe kahyuM, zeTha ! have mAre trIjo prazna che ke, atyAre huM zuM vicAruM chuM? sAheba! tame atyAre e vicAre che ke zeThane huM kema karIne harAvuM ne enI milakata laI lauM. zeTha mArA nagaramAMthI

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zAradA siddhi 228 cAlyA jAya te emanI prazaMsA thatI aTakI jAya. bole, tamArA manamAM atyAre AvA prakAranA vicAra cAle che ne? rAjAe kahyuM-hA. zeThanA javAbathI rAjA khuza thaI gayA, ane kahyuM: dhanya che tamArI buddhine ! zeTha kahe, rAjAjI! A che mArA dharmane pratApa. mane dharma mitra maLe che ne teNe mane bacAvyo che. rAjAne zeTha pratye IrSA hatI te choDI dIdhI ne zeThane mitra banAvI dIdho. zeThanA saMgathI rAjA paNa dharma pAmI gayA. have ApaNuM mukhya vAta upara AvIe brahmarAjAe brahmadattakumAranA janma mahotsava nimitte ghaNuM dAna karyuM. prajAnA kara mApha karyA. A rIte khUba dhAmadhUmathI putrane janma mahotsava ujavyuM, ane bAramA divase putranuM nAma brahmarAjA uparathI brahmadattakumAra rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. brahmadattakumArane ucheravA mATe aDhAra dezanI dAsIo rAkhavAmAM AvI. aDhAra dezanI dAsIe rAkhavAnuM prayojana zuM te jANe che? aDhAra dezanI dAsIo aDhAra dezanI bhASAo bele eTale bALakane ramADatI vakhate sau potapotAnI bhASAmAM bele tethI kuMvarane ApoApa aDhAra dezanI bhASA AvaDI jatI. bALakanuM magaja phulapAvara hoya che eTale ene jaldI yAda rahI jAya che. ahIMyAM . savAre ja bhakatAmara stotranI prArthanA cAle che. prArthanAmAM nAnAM bALako Ave che emane reja badhAnI sAthe bolatAM vagara gokhe bhaktAmara stotra kaMThastha thaI jaze, kAraNa ke bALakonI magajazakti tIvra hoya che. e jaladI kecaapa karI zake che. TUMkamAM brahmadattakumAra mATe aDhAra dezanI dAsIo ane pAMca dhAvamAtAo enuM lAlanapAlana karatI. aneka dAsadAsIo ane dhAvamAtAonA lADa-pyArathI kumAra divase divase meTo thavA lAgyo. brahmarAjAne cAra mitra hatA. te cAre mitro kulIna hatA. jemanA nAma kAzIrAja kaTaka, bIjA gajapura nareza kaNeradatta, trIjA kauzalAdhIza dIrgha ane cothA caMpApati pu5cula hatA. A cAra ane pAMcamA brahmarAjA. A pAMca mitronI maMDaLI hatI. A pAMce mitramAM paraspara khUba sneha hatuM. teo ekabIjAthI ghaDI paNa chUTA rahI zakatA na hatA. ekAda ghaDIne viga paNa temane mATe duHkhadAyaka banata. dareka rAjA vizALa rAjayavALA hatA eTale darekane rAjyane vahIvaTa saMbhALavAna hoya tethI badhA kAyama mATe te eka sthAne rahI zake nahi, ane ekabIjAnI prIti evI hatI ke ekabIjA vinA rahI zakatA na hatA, eTale emaNe nakkI karyuM ke ekabIjAne tyAM ekabIjAe vArApharatI ekeka varSa rahevuM, tethI sau ekabIjAne tyAM eka varSa vArApharatI parivAra sahita rahevA lAgyA, ane vividha sukhane anubhava karavA lAgyA. Ama karatAM cAra mitrone tyAM rahevAne vAre pUro thayo ane have pAMcamA mitra brahArAjAne tyAM rahevAne vAro Avyo. have cAre mitra rAjAe brahmarAjAne tyAM eka varSa mATe rahevA Avaze tyAre zuM prasaMga banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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230 zAradA sile caritra - ujajainamAM harisena rAjAnI ANa vartAvA lAgI. enI bIkathI loko belI zaktA nathI paNa darekanA dilamAM eka vasavase che ke bhImasena rAjAnuM zuM thayuM ? A pApI harisene emanuM khUna te nahi karyuM hoya ne? paNa bhImasena gupta rIte nAsI gaye che te vAta yazodA dAsI sivAya koI jANatuM nathI. harisena rAjA banya ne surasuMdarI rANI banI. enI icchA pUrI thavAthI enA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. harisena ane surasuMdarI bane svargIya sukha bhogavavA lAgyA. A tarapha sonAmahore ane jhaverAtathI bharelo Dabbo corAI javAthI bhImasena tathA suzIlAne khUba AghAta lAge, paNa have zuM thAya ? mana manAvyA vinA koI upAya na hatuM. jhUMpaDImAM ArAma karavAthI temane thAka cheDe haLave thaye hatuM tethI teoe AgaLa prayANa karyuM. prayANa karatAM pahelAM bhImasene suzIlAne kahyuM: tana para jevara khUba sajA he, Ima ghara dila saMteSa, saba utAra bAMdhI eka puTTI, phira AyA che ke he suzIlA! ApaNe sonAmahore ane jhaverAta bharelo Dabbo te core corI gayA, tene aphasesa kare have nakAmo che, paNa ApaNA zarIra upara kImatI alaMkAre ghaNuM paherelAM che. A vanavagaDAnI vATe kaI cora loke ApaNane maLaze te ApaNuM dAgInA lUMTI leze. tenA karatAM badhA aMgethI utArIne enI eka piTalI bAMdhIne tuM tArA mAthe mUkIne cAla. suzIlAne A vAta barAbara lAgI eTale patinI AjJA pramANe pitAnA aMge je AbhUSaNe paherelAM hatAM te badhAM utArIne eka phATalA kapaDAthI poTalI bAMdhIne suzIlA mAthe mUkIne cAlavA lAgI. jeNe kadI pAzera vajana paNa UMcakaryuM na hoya tene mATe ATalI nAnI piTalI paNa vajanadAra lAge. suzIlA eka hAthe piTalI saMbhALatI hatI ne bIjA hAthe ketusenane pakaDIne cAlatI hatI. bhImasena devasenano hAtha pakaDIne cAlato hato. thoDuM cAlyA tyAM devasena ane ketusena kahe cheH bA! amane khUba tarasa lAgI che te thoDuM pANI lAvI Apa ne! suzIlAe baMne bAluDAMone paMpALIne kahyuM: beTA ! juo, sAme nadI dekhAya che tyAM sudhI cAlo, pachI tamane pANI pIvaDAvuM. ema samajAvI dhIre dhIre cAlatA cAre jaNuM nadI kinArAnI najIka AvI gayA. tyAM eka ghaTAdAra vRkSa hatuM. tenI zItaLa chAyAmAM thAkayA pAkayA cAre jaNA besI gayA. thayelo ghora pApane udaya" bhImasene suzIlAne kahyuM: tame badhAM DI vAra ahIM ArAma kare. tyAM sudhImAM huM A nadImAM keTaluM pANI che te mApato AvuM ne pAchuM leto AvuM. ema kahIne bhImasena nadInA pANInuM mApa kADhavA nadImAM paDe ane potAnI sazakta bhujAonA baLathI nadInA nIrane vIMdhato nadI pAra karavA lAge. A tarapha devasena ane ketusena kahe che bA ! have amArAthI tarasa sahana thatI

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zAradA sili 231 nathI, gaLuM sUkAI jAya che ne AMkhe aMdhArA Ave che. tyAre suzIlA baMne bALakone kahe che, beTA ! hamaNAM tArA bApu pANI laIne Avaze. ema kahIne bALakone samajAvavA lAgI. A tarapha bhImasena nadInI madhyamAM jaIne pANInuM mApa kADhe che tyAM to potAnA baMne kuMvare kAramI cIsa pADIne jorajorathI bolavA lAgyA ke, he pitAjI! doDe daDo. mArI bAne kaMIka thaI gayuM che, ema jorathI bUma pADavA lAgyA. potAnA bALakonI kAramI cIse ane raDavAne avAja sAMbhaLIne bhImasene jhaDapabhera tarIne nadIne pAra karI. bhImasena rAjA deDato raNuM bebhAna paDI che tyAM AvIne bALakone pUche che beTA ! tArI mAtAne zuM thayuM ? pitAjI! ApaNuM dAgInAnI poTalI koI laI gayuM. eTale mAtA raDatI raDatI bebhAna thaIne paDI che. bhImasene bALakone raDatA zAMta karI nadImAMthI pANI lAvIne suzIlAnA zarIra upara chAMTayuM ne tenA mAthe hAtha pheravavA lAgyuM. zItaLa jaLa ane nehALa svAmIne sparza thatAM suzIlA theDI vAre bhAnamAM AvI. bhAnamAM AvatAnI sAthe hayAphATa raDavA lAgI ne nizAzA nAkhavA lAgI ke hAya..hAya... have amAruM zuM thaze? eTale bhImasene ene samajAvIne zAMta karIne pUchayuM: suzIlA!ghareNAMnI poTalI koNa laI gayuM? tyAre kahe che, svAmInAtha? ApaNuM nasIba be DagalAM AgaLa ne AgaLa che. karmanI kaThaNAI kevI che! tame amane ahI besADIne gayA pachI huM A be bAluDAMne paMpALatI beThI hatI. dAgInAnI poTalI paNa mArI pAse hatI. koI cora ahIM Avyo ne poTalImAM milakta samajIne mArA paga AgaLathI poTalI uThAvI. huM ene pakaDavA ghaNuM deDI paNa e pakaDAyo nahi ne poTalI laIne ravAnA thaI gayo. svAmInAtha! ApaNe khacI mATe lAveluM dhana gayuM. zarIra uparathI utArIne sAcavavA mATe poTalI bAMdhIne jIvanI jema sAcavatI hatI te paNa gaI. have ApaNuM zuM thaze ? ApaNe to kadAca bhUkha-tarasa sahI zakIzuM paNa A komaLa keLa jevAM bALakonuM zuM thaze? Ama karIne suzIlA pAchI raDavA lAgI. vAta jANI bhImasene, tyAM sakhata AghAta lAge, have huM zuM karIza Aje, keNa sAMbhaLaze mArI vAta A vAta sAMbhaLIne bhImasenane khUba AghAta lAgyuM. tenuM hRdaya cIrAI gayuM. paNa je e DhIlA thaI jAya to suzIlA ane bALakonuM zuM thAya? eTale manane makkama banAvIne manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke, he bhagavAna! have huM kyAM jaIza? mArA duHkhanI vAta huM kone jaIne karIza ? mArI vAta sAMbhaLanAra koNa che? mane kayA bhavanAM pApa udayamAM AvyAM che ? ke mAre sago bhAI Aje mAre duzamana banyo ! mAruM rAjya gayuM. svajanene vize paDe, vanavagaDe bhUkha tarasanAM duHkho veThavAM paDayAM. temAM bAkI hatuM te cera AvIne amAruM dhana lUMTI gayA. amArA pApakarmanA udaya sivAya AvuM bane nahi.

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232 zAradA sihi karmanI vicitratA" - A rIte bhImasena karmanI vicitratAne vicAra karIne pitAnA manane manAvavA lAgyA. pharI pharIne enA manamAM vicAre ghUmavA lAgyA ke have huM dhana vinA zuM karIza? Aje jagatamAM dhanavAna pUjAya che. garIbanA keI bhAva pUchatuM nathI. dhana hoya to sagA saMbaMdhIo sneha rAkhe che ne nirdhananI upekSA kare che. rAjA vicAre che amAruM badhuM dhana lUMTAI gayuM ne sAva garIba banI gayA. vastro melAM ne gaMdhAtAM che, A bAluDAM bhUkhyAM thaI gayAM che ne khAvAnuM mAMge che. rANI paNa hatAza banI gaI che. have huM zuM karuM? kayAM jAuM ? kharekhara, mArA karmo ja mArI A dazA karI che. mAruM duHkha to jJAnI sivAya koNa jANI zake? Aje huM mArA kayA karmonuM phaLa bhegavI rahyo chuM e to sarvajJa bhagavaMto ja kahI zake che. A badhI kamanI viTaMbaNA che. moTA moTA camarabaMdhI ane zahenazAhanI paNa karmarAjAe paravA karI nathI. kameM rAmacaMdrajIne vanavAsa mokalyA, pAMca pAMDe, draupadI ane kuMtAjIne vanavagaDe rakhaDAvanAra hoya to karma che. naLarAjAne potAnI priya rANI damayaMtIne vanavagaDe TaLavaLatI mUkavAnI buddhi karAvanAra karma che. A badhA mahApuruSoe jIvanamAM bIjA keTalAMya duHkha veThayAM che! kharekhara, he karmarAjA! tArI sattA amApa che. pUrvane sUrya pazcimamAM Uge, meruparvata kadAca DolAyamAna thAya; agni kadAca zItaLa bane paNa karmanA lekhamAM kadI pheraphAra thato nathI. Aje mArA karmo udayamAM AvyA che te mAre bhagavyA sivAya chUTako nathI. A rIte karmanI vicAradhArAmAM taNAta bhImasena suzIlAne kahe che, Aje ApaNe karmone udaya thayo che tethI ApaNuM badhuM cAlyuM gayuM. cera dAgInA laI gayA che. evAM karmone udaya thaze to ApaNane jIvatAM mArI nAMkhaze, mATe have ahIMthI jaladI vidAya thaIe. have bhImasena pitAnA parivArane laIne kyAM jaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. 0 0 0 vyAkhyAna naM. - 24 zrAvaNa suda 15 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 7-8-79 - anaMtajJAnI mahAna puruSoe jagatanA jInA ekAMta hita ane kalyANa mATe AgamavANI prakAzI che. bhagavAna kahe che, he jIvAtmAo! je tamAre jaladI AtmakalyANa karavuM hoya to viSayathI virakta bane. viSaya sukhanI Asakti choDayA vinA ane virakti keLavyA vinA mokSanA sukho maLavAnA nathI. A saMsAramAM be prakAranA jevo che eka rakta ane bIjA virakta. rakta ane virakta kone kahevA e jANe che? bhagavAne uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 25 mA adhyayanamAM samajAvyuM che ke rakta eTale rAgI che. je viSayamAM cUMTI jAya. virakta eTale virAgI. je viSayothI

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233 zAradA siti nilepa rahe che. A vAtane barAbara samajavA mATe eka gAthAmAM nyAya ApIne samajAvyuM cheH ullA sukkhA ya dA chUThA, golayA mttttiyaamyaa| te vi kAvahiyA 3, ne hA seltha kArDa / kara | mATIne bhIno ane sUko ema be prakAranA goLA che. te baMne prakAranA gaLAmAM je bhInI mATIno gaLe che tene dIvAla para pheMkavAmAM Ave to te bhIMta upara ceTI jAya che, kAraNa ke temAM cIkAza che, ane sUko geLe e ja bhIMta upara pheMkavAmAM Ave te te tyAMthI nIce paDI jAya che, kAraNa ke temAM cIkAza nathI. A vAta tamane sAmAnya lAgaze paNa emAM gUDha bhAva bharelA che. vItarAga prabhunI vANInA bhAva jIvane vItarAgatA prApta karAvanAra che. saMsAranA svarUpanuM bhAna karAvI, saMsAranI asAratA samajAvIne tyAga tarapha vALe che. temAM je rAgI jIve che te vItarAga vANInA bhAvane samajatA nathI. je rIte bhIno gaLe dIvAla upara caeNTI jAya che te rIte rAgI cha aMtaramAM paDelI rAga-dveSanI cIkAzanA kAraNe zabda, rUpa, rasa, gaMdha ane spardhAdi IndriyonA viSayomAM evI caeNTI jAya che ke pachI teo sAmAnya prayatnathI UkhaDI zakatA nathI. viSayenI tIvra Asakti e jIvene evA grudha banAvI de che ke ene rAgamAM ja ramaNatA karavI game che. rAganA raMge raMgAIne AkhI jiMdagI kAmabhogamAM pasAra karIne aMte mAnava jiMdagIne hArI jAya che. jyAre "vattA : na DhArita virakta jIve vItarAga vANInA bhAvo samajatA hovAthI ane emAM zraddhA hovAthI emane AtmAnuM jJAna thAya che jethI te jAgRta AtmAo bhegane bhayaMkara samajI, viSayone viSanI vela jANI temAM cUMTatA nathI, temAM Asakta banatA nathI paNa tenAthI dUra rahe che. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA teramA adayayananI vAta cAle che. brahmarAjA ane temanA mitra badhA varSa varSa vArApharatI ekabIjAnA ghera rahetA. prema jALavI rAkhavA badhA sAthe rahetA, sAthe jamatA. kahevata che ne ke anna judAM tenA mana judAM. eka gharamAM bApadIkare baMne jaNA darareja sAthe besIne jamatA hatA paNa eka divasa dIkarAe nakkI karyuM ke have mAre bApAnI sAthe jamavuM nathI, eTale eNe enA bApAne kahyuM ke, have mAre tamArI sAthe jamavuM nathI. bApe kahyuM bhale beTA, jevI tArI icchA. e jamAnAmAM AjanI jema khurazI-Tebala na hatA. nIce besIne jamatA. bIje divase dIkaro ekalo jamavA beThe eTale tenA pitA enI bAjumAM thALI vADako laIne jamavA besI gayA tyAre dIkarAe kahyuM: bApA ! meM tamane kAle nA kahI che ne ke mAre tamArI sAthe jamavuM nathI chatAM tame mArI sAthe zA mATe jamavA beThA? tyAre bApe premathI kahyuM: beTA! te ema kahyuM hatuM ke huM tamArI sAthe nahi jamuM, paNa mane tArI sAthe kaMI vAMdhe kharo ? pitAnI vAta sAMbhaLI dIkare pagamAM paDI gaye. zA. 30

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234 zAradA siMha brahArAjAne ghera enA cAra mitro AvyA che. badhA premathI carcA vicAraNA aneka prakAre AnaMda killola karI rahyA che, paNa jJAnI kahe che ke tArA raMgamAM kayAre bhaMga paDaze tenI khabara nathI, mATe samajIne cetI jA. kSaNe kSaNe tAruM AyuSya kapAI rahyuM che. A pAMca mitronI maMDaLI AnaMdamAM masta hatI paNa kudaratanI kaLA nyArI che. karmarAjAnI lIlAne koI pahoMcI zakatuM nathI. kamANe brahmarAjAne acAnaka mAthAmAM bhayaMkara darda thavA lAgyuM. tarata moTA moTA DekaTare ane rAjakIdane belAvyA. temaNe pitAnI zaktinI ajamAza karIne mUlyavAna auSadhio dvArA brahmarAjAne kema jaladI sAruM thAya te mATe yogya cikitsA karavA mAMDI, paNa rAjAnuM darda aMza jeTaluM paNa ochuM na thayuM, tyAre maMtravAdIo ane taMtravAdIone bolAvyA. emaNe potAnA maMtra ane taMtranI ajamAza karI tenAthI paNa rAjAnI vedanA zAMta na thaI tyAre rAjAne ema lAgyuM ke, have mAre aMtima samaya najIka Avyo che. A bImArImAMthI huM bacI zakuM tema nathI, tethI brahArAjAe pitAnA cAreya mitrane pAse besADIne kahyuM: he mArA prANasamA vahAlA mitra! have jIvI zakuM tema lAgatuM nathI te mAro A ekano eka putra brahmadattakumAra mane khUba vahAlo che. e garbhamAM Avyo tyAre enI mAtAe cauda svapna joyA hatA. cauda svapna sUcita eno janma thAya che mATe e anumAna pramANe bAramA cakavati thavAnA che, mATe huM tamane soMpuM chuM. jyAM sudhI rAjyanI dhUrAne vahana karavAnI enI uMmara na thAya tyAM sudhI tame badhA ene sAcavaje, pachI ene rAjya soMpajo. A vAtathI mitroe brahmarAjAne vacana ApyuM ke tame putranI ke rAjyanI bilakula ciMtA na karaze. mitrae A pramANe vacana ApyA bAda thoDA samayamAM ja brahmarAjA mRtyu pAmyA eTale mitra rAjAonA dilamAM khUba duHkha thayuM. ApaNA pAMca mitronI kaMpanImAMthI eka mitra Ama cAlyo gayo ! duHkhita dile cAre mitroe maLIne brahmarAjAnI aMtima kriyA karI. aMtima kriyA patAvyA pachI mRta AtmAnI zAMti mATe je je kriyAo karavAmAM Ave che te saghaLAM kAryo paNa pUrAM karyAM. mRta AtmA saMbaMdhI uttarakriyA patAvyA pachI cAreya mitroe eka divasa bhegA maLIne vicAra karyo ke brahmarAjAe ApaNane A rAjyano bhAra upADavAnuM kAma soMpyuM che. te ApaNe badhAe sAthe maLIne A kArya karavuM joIe, ane A brahmadattakumArane rAjya saMcAlananI gya vidhinuM jJAna ApavuM joIe. ApaNe mitra cAlyo gaye tethI badhAe eka rAjyamAM besI rahevAnI jarUra nathI. tenA karatAM ApaNA cAramAMthI ekane A kAryavAhI seMpI daIe, pachI badhA avAranavAra dhyAna rAkhIzuM te badhuM kArya vyavasthita thAya. Ama vicAra karIne mitroe kozalAdhipati dIrgharAjAnA hAthamAM rAjyanuM zAsana sepyuM. dIrgharAjAe rAjyanuM saMcAlana khUba gyatAthI karavA mAMDyuM. senA ane sImAnuM

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zAradA siddhi 275 niraMtara nirIkSaNa karavuM e temanuM januM kArya hatuM. prajAjanenuM ane rAjya-bhaMDAranuM yathAvidhi pAlana ane dekharekhanuM kAma temaNe potAnA hAthamAM rAkhyuM hatuM. rAjakumAranI dekharekha rAkhavAnI sugya vyavasthA karavAmAM AvI. rAjakumAra zuM kare che? enA mitro kevA che ? ene kevI pravRttimAM vadhu rasa che e badhuM jANavA mATe eNe khAsa guptacara rAkhyA hatA. thoDA divasomAM dIrgharAjAe samagra rAjya vyavasthA upara pitAne kAbU meLavI lIdhuM. emanA badhA prayatna saphaLa banavA lAgyA, tethI emane cAre taraphathI sArA rAjayakta tarIkenI khyAti maLavA lAgI. rAjamAtA culanI paNa emanA rAjya calAvavAnI buddhi upara Azcarya pAmI thayA. dIrgharAjA avAranavAra rAjamAtA culanI pAse AvatA ane rAjyanI suvyavasthA aMge vigerenI Apa le karatA. rAjamAtA culanI dhIme dhIme dIrgharAjAnA vAkcAturyamAM aMjAI gayA. dIrgharAjA yuvAna hatA ne culanI rANI paNa yuvAna hatI. pitAnA pati brahmarAjAnA akALa avasAnane kAraNe e atRpta ja hatI. rAjamAtA culanI sAthe dIrgharAjAnA rojanA sahavAsanA kAraNe tenA dilamAM kuvAsanA jAgI. dIrgharAjAnuM hRdaya kAmagathI AMdhaLuM banI gayuM. culanI upara te Asakta bane devAnupriye! ekAMta bahu bhUrI cIja che. ekAMta maLe, sattAnA sarvocca .. siMhAsane, yauvananuM AkarSaNa ane anukULa vyakti maLe pachI zuM bAkI rahe? ATalA mATe zAstrakAra bhagavaMte kahe che. brahmacArI AtmAoe vRddhamAM vRddha strI sAthe paNa ekAMtamAM rahevuM nahi. dazavaikAlika sUtramAM kahyuM che ke hattha pAya paDicchinnaM, kanna nAsa vigappiyaM / kavi vAsaNAM narf, vaMthArivijhA a. 8, gAthA pa6 je strI vRddha uMmaranI hoya, jenA hAtha, paga, kAna, nAka kapAyelA hoya evI strIne paNa ekAMta saMga na karavo. dIrgharAjA ane culanI rANuM baMne yuvAna hatA. temAM ekAMta vAsa maLyo eTale baMnenA dilamAM ekabIjA pratye kudaSTi thaI, baMne viSayAsakta banI gayA. have keNa kone sudhArI zake? je bemAMthI eka vyakti sArI heya te bIjAnuM jIvana unnatinA zikhare caDhAvI zake che. ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che avaMtI dezanA saMkazya gAmamAM devarSi parahita hate. te cAra veda, purANa, nyAya ane vyAkaraNamAM nipuNa hatA. e rAjAnA mAnanIya purohita hatA eTale rAjA taraphathI emane ghaNuM dhana maLatuM hatuM paNa kahevAya che ke saMpatti ane sarasvatine yugonA yugathI jUnA baira che. vidyA ane vaibhava baMne eka ThekANe bhAgye ja koI puNyavAnane ghera jovA maLe che. A devaSi paMDita puhitanA mahAna puNyane udaya hate eTale emanI pAse vidvatA hatI ne vaibhava paNa ghaNe hate. ene sarvadeva nAme

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zAradA siddhi eka putra hatuM. e paNe bhaNIgaNIne taiyAra thayo. vidyAmAM enA pitA je ja hate. pitAthI caDhe paNa Utare te nahi. samaya jatAM pitAjI maraNa pAmyA. devarSi purehitanA gujarI gayA pachI lakSmI ekadama ghaTatI gaI. dhIme dhIme evI paristhiti AvI gaI ke khAvAmAM paNa sAMsA paDayAM, tyAre leka ema bolavA lAgyA ke sarvadevanA pitA devarSi purohita puNyavAna hatA. jethI emane ghera lakSmI hatI, paNa emanA maraNa pachI te sAva garIba banI gayo. te bhaNele ghaNo hato paNa kameM garIba banAvyuM. dhananI mamatAthI saMta pAse gayele sarvadeva -sarvadeva paMDitane be dIkarA hatA. maTe dhanapAla ane nAne zebhana. baMne dIkarA rUpamAM devakumAra jevA hatA ne vidyAsaMpanna hatA, paNa kahevata che ke "vasu vinA nara pazu" jJAna ane rUpa game teTaluM hoya paNa garIba mANasonA keNu bhAva pUche? A zaMkAzya gAmamAM eka vakhata mahendrasUrijI nAme prakhara saMta padhAryA. AkhA avaMtI dezanA khUNe khUNe emanI kIrti phelAyelI hatI. khUNe khUNe leke eka ja vAta karatA ke saMyama, sarasvatI ane sauMdaryane triveNI saMgama te AcAryazrImAM ja che. zuM emanuM jJAna che ne zuM emanI vANuM che! eka vAra je sAMbhaLe te beDo pAra thaI jAya. A rIte khUba prazaMsA thavA lAgI. mahendrasUrijInI prazaMsAnI parimala sarvadevanA nAkane sparzI ane emanI kItinI kathA enA kAne athaDAI, eTale sarvadevane vicAra thaye ke mArA pitAjI te rAjyanA mAnanIya purohita hatA. rejanI hajAra senAmahere emane dAnamAM maLatI hatI. e badhuM dhana kyAM gayuM haze! gharamAM kayAMka te dATeluM haze ja. meM ghaNI tapAsa karI paNa maLatuM nathI. A mahArAja te bahu jJAnI che. emane batAvaze te huM emanI pAse jAuM. A vicAra karIne sarvadeva upAzraye AvyA. mahArAjazrIne vaMdana karI caraNaraja mastake caDhAvIne Ubho rahyo. mahArAja pAse ghaNAM zrAvake beThelA hatA. jJAnacarcA cAlatI hatI. kaI kaI paMDite emanI pAse veda-purANa sabaMdhI carcA karavA AvatA hatA paNa AcAryazrI pAse niruttara banIne pAchA cAlyA jatA sarvadeva paNa vidvAna hatuM. ene jJAna carcAne khUba AnaMda Avyo. emanA dilamAM jaina dharma pratye ahaMbhAva jAgyA ke kevuM suMdara A jIvana ! A saMsAranI kaI jaMjALa nahi. e bhalA ne emanA dharmanA graMthe bhalA. thoDI vAre mahendrasUrijInI daSTi sarvadeva upara paDI. emanA manamAM thayuM ke A brAhmaNa vaLI ahIM kayAMthI Avyo? jaina dharma sAthe te bArame caMdramA ! e zA mATe AvyA haze? emaNe premathI pUchayuMH sarvadeva ! Apane kema AvavAnuM banyuM? Ama te brAhmaNabhAI mahArAjane bhAva pUche ema na hato paNa A te garaje gadheDAne bApa kahevuM paDe. evI sthiti hatI eTale mahArAjane pharIthI laLI laLIne vaMdana karyA. pagethI caraNaraja ghasI ghasIne mAthe caDhAvIne kahyuM. saMtane prazna pUchate sarvadeva brAhmaNa" - mahArAja ! Apa te khUba

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zAradA siddhi 237 jJAnI che. mAre Apane ekAMtamAM eka vAta pUchavI che. mahArAja kahe,' pUcha. mArA pitAjI hatA tyAre lakSmI ane sarasvatI amArA gharamAM saMpIne rahetA hatA. mArA pitAjI gayA ne lakSmIjI paNa emanI pAchaLa rIsAIne gaI che. amAre te khAvAnAM paNa sAMsA che, paNa mArA pitAjIne roja hajAra sonAmahore dAnamAM maLatI hatI te emaNe gharamAM kayAMka te dATI haze ne? meM te gharamAM ghaNI jagyAe khedayuM paNa kaMI maLatuM nathI. te ApanA jJAnamAM kaI gupta sthaLa dekhAya te batAvaze? te huM Apane mATe upakAra mAnIza. ATaluM bolatAM sarvadeva gaLagaLo thaI gayo. mahendrasUri te jJAnI hatA paNa jena sAdhuo AvA kAmamAM mAthuM mAre nahi paNa tenuM bhAgya joIne kahyuM sarvadeva! tamArI saceta ke aceta milakatamAMthI mane je game te aDadho bhAga amane ApavAnuM vacana Ape te batAvIe. mahendrasUrijIe lAbha e je hatuM ke enA baMne dIkarAmAMthI zobhana zAsanane caraNe samarpita thaI jAya te jinazAsananI zAna vadhe. A tarapha sarvadeve vicAra karyo ke atyAre mArI pAse kaMI ja nathI. te je nIkaLaze temAMthI aDadhuM te maLaze ne? eTale mahArAjane kahyuM bhale, tamane aDadhe bhAga ApIza. saMtone AvatA joIne brAhmaNaputranA manamAM zaMkA " :- mahArAja , ceDA ziSyone laIne brAhmaNane ghera AvyA, tyAre sarvadevanA be putra dhanapAla ane zobhana te stabdha thaI gayA ke A jainanA sAdhue emanA jenenuM ghara mUkIne ApaNe ghera kema AvyA? sarvadeve IzArAthI badhI vAta putrane samajAvI dIdhI. mahArAja AkhuM ghara joyA pachI eka eraDAmAM khUNAmAM theDI vAra UbhA rahyA ne pachI cAlyA gayA. AthI te samajI gaye ane sarvadeve te jagyAe saheja te tyAM eka moTo caru nIkaLe. carUmAM cAlIsa hajAra senAmahora bharelI hatI. temAMthI sarvadeva vIsa hajAra sonAmahoro laIne mahArAja pAse AvyA ne mahArAjazrInA caraNamAM Dhagalo karIne kahyuM ke, Ape batAvelI jagyAmAM khodatA cAlIsa hajAra senAmahere bharelo caru maLe. te A vIsa hajAra senAmahore Apa laI lo. senAmaherenA DhagalA AgaLathI paga khaseDIne mahArAje kahyuM: bhAI! A parigraha rUpa kALAnAgane paDachAye amane na khape. te Ape vacana mAMgyuM hatuM ne? mahArAje hasIne kahyuM sarvadeva ! meM ema nahotuM kahyuM ke, jamInamAMthI je milakta nIkaLe emAMthI aDadho bhAga Apaje paNa meM te ema kahyuM hatuM ke, saceta, aceta milakatamAMthI mane je game te aDadhe bhAga ApavAne. brAhmaNe bahu bahu vAnAM karyA, pagamAM paDIne karagaryo te paNa mahArAje sonAmahera na lIdhI eTale sarvadevanA dilamAM khUba duHkha thayuM. ene manamAM vicAre ghUmavA lAgyA ke mahArAjane milakatanI jarUra nathI te emaNe zemAM aDadho bhAga ma pe haze? emane mArA upara mahAna upakAra che. te

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zAradA siddhi huM emanA upakArano badalo paNa vALI na za? e vicAre sarvadeva rAta divasa gamagIna rahevA lAgyuM. tyAre nAnA putra zubhane pUchayuM: pitAjI! have te ApaNe ATalA sukhI thaI gayA, chatAM Apa zA mATe udAsa rahe che ? tyAre pitAjIe ene dilanI vAta karI. zebhananA dilamAM thayuM ke, e mahArAja jJAnI che, paropakArI ane dayALu che. huM temanA darzana karavA jAuM. ema vicArI zobhana mahArAjanA darzane AvyuM. mahArAja tene oLakhI gayA. zobhana darzana karIne mahArAja pAse beThe tyAre mahArAje ene jena dharmane marma samajAvIne saMsAra ke duHkhamaya che tenuM AbehUba varNana karyuM. jaina munine upadeza sAMbhaLI pavitra AtmA zobhanane vairAgya Avyo. ghera AvIne kahe cheH pitAjI! mane A saMsAra asAra lAge che. A duHkhanA dAvAnaLa jevA saMsAramAM huM eka kSaNa paNa rahI zakuM tema nathI. mane dIkSAnI rajA Apo tyAre sarvadeve kahyuM: beTA! tane A zuM thaI gayuM tuM te mane khUba vahAlo che. bIjuM ApaNe te brAhmaNa chIe. huM tane jaina dharmanI dIkSA nahi ApuM, paNa jene vairAgya AvyuM tene koNa rokI zake? chevaTe sarvadeva bhanane laIne mahendrasUri pAse A ne enI icchA pradarzita karI. mahArAje kahyuMH sarvadeva! meM aDadhA bhAganI mAMgaNImAM tArA putranuM bhAgya joyuM hatuM ke, tArA ghare haLukamI jIva che. basa, Aje mane aDadho bhAga maLI gayuM. tyAM zebhane dIkSA lIdhI paNa enA moTA bhAI dhanapAlane A vAta gamI nahi, enA manamAM ema ja thayuM ke jaina sAdhue mArA bhAIne bharamAvyuM. A vAtanuM duHkha enA manamAM rahevA lAgyuM. have te e sukhI thaI gayA hatA. emanI vidvatAthI e rAjadarabAramAM mAnanIya purohitanI padavI pAmyA. eka divasa jJAnacarcA karatAM emanI samajAvavAnI zailI joI rAjA khuza thayA ne kahyuM purohitajI ! ApanI je IcchA hoya te khuzIthI mAMgI lo. huM Apa je kaheze te ApavA taiyAra chuM. samaya joIne dhanapAle sogaThI mArI. mahArAjA! ApaNe vaidika dharma che tyAre ApaNe avaMtI dezamAM hamaNuM jaina sAdhuonuM jera khUba vadhyuM che. e jaina sAdhuo ApaNuM dharmane virodha karIne emanA janadharmane khUba jorazorathI pracAra kare che. A mArAthI sahana thatuM nathI. ApaNe vaidika dharma TakAvI rAkhavo hoya te avaMtImathI jaina sAdhuone kADhI mUke. rAjAne A vAta gamI eTale avaMtI dezamAM DhaMDhero pITAvyo ke je sAdhuo avaMtImAM hoya te avaMtI deza cheDIne cAlyA jAya ne navA sAdhuo avaMtImAM praveza kare nahi. "avaMtImAMthI sAdhuonI vidAya":-rAjasattA ALa koInuM cAle nahi. jaina sAdhuo avaMtImAMthI vihAra karavA lAgyA. sAdhuone te ghaNuM gAma hoya che eTale vadhe nathI Avate paNa zrAvakone te duHkha thAya ne? sAdhuone vihAra karatA joIne zrAvaka zrAvikAo raDavA lAgyA. arere.... ApaNe kevA kamabhAgI chIe ke

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zAradA siddhi 229 ApaNA dezamAMthI ApaNA dharmaguruone bahiSkAra thaye? ApaNe have darzana karavA kayAM jaIzuM? ApaNe dAna kone ApIzuM? vinA svArthe amIrasa vANI koNa saMbhaLAvaze? AvA nispRhI gurudevee rAjAnuM zuM bagADyuM che ke emane dezanikAla karyA? jene khUba raDavA lAgyA tyAre saMto emane sAMtvana ApatA kahe che ke amane bhagavAnanI evI AjJA che ke jyAM rahevAthI koIne dveSa thate heya, aprIti thatI heya te e sthAna ke dezane choDI deje, eTale have amArAthI rahevAya nahi. jyAre kSetra sparzanA haze tyAre pAchA AvIzuM. tame bane teTalI dharmArAdhanA karaje. cheDA divasamAM te Akhe avaMtI deza jaina sAdhu vinAne banI gaye, eTale dhanapAlane zAMti thaI ke meM kevuM vera vALyuM! jaina saMghane gurunI khoTa khUba sAlavA lAgI. eka vakhata avaMtInA mukhya zrAvako khAnagImAM bhegA thayA. badhAe bhegA thaIne karelA nirNaya pramANe eka patra lakhIne mahendrasUrine ApavA eka khepiye ravAnA karyo. khepiye ghoDA para besIne ravAnA thayA. mahendrasUri to avaMtIthI ghaNe dUra vicaratA hatA. zebhanamuni te have mahApaMDita banI gayA hatA. dhanapAlane paNa Takkara khavaDAvI de evuM ajoDa tattvajJAna * prApta karyuM hatuM, paNa avaMtImAMthI sAdhuone bahiSkAra karavAmAM AvyuM tenI emane khabara nathI. ghaNA mahine pelo khepiye zeSate zodhate mahendrasUri pAse pahoMcyo ne patra Ape. patra vAMcIne emaNe zebhanamunine kahyuM: zebhana ! tArA bhAI dhanapAle to avaMtInA jaine upara kALo kera vartAvyo che ne sAdhuone te dezanikAlanI sajA thaI che. le, A patra vAMca. patra vAMcIne zebhana munie kahyuM: gurUdeva ! A kALA keranuM nimitta ja huM chuM. je ApanI AjJA heya te dhanapAlanI sAna ThekANe lAvIne ene dharmane marma samajAvavA jAuM, gurune potAnA tejasvI ziSya ratna zobhanamuni upara vizvAsa hatuM eTale pITha thAbaDIne kahyuM: jA, zebhana ! tArA bhAIne sAco mAga. cI dhaje ne jaina zAsanane jayajayakAra bolAvIne pAcho pharaje. avaMtInA AMgaNe zebhana muninuM Agamana":- zobhanamuni ekalA vihAra karIne avaMtI tarapha padhAryA. avaMtInA gAmaDAmAM loko kahevA lAgyA ke, gurudeva! rAjAnuM pharamAna che ne Apa zA mATe jAo cho? tyAre muni ema ja kahetA ke huM te dhanapAla bhAI chuM. zuM mane paNa dhanapAla jAkAro Apaze ? lokone A pramANe kahetA kahetA zabanamuni eka divasa avaMtInA rAjA rahetA hatA te nagaramAM pahoMcI gayA. nagaramAM je praveza karyo te ja dhanapAla temane sAme mo. zobhanamuni dhanapAlane oLakhI gayA, paNa dhanapAle temane oLakhyA nahi. Ama te jaina dharmano kaTTara dveSI hate. jaina munine joIne ene krodha kodha AvI jate paNa A tejasvI yuvAna munine joIne dhanapAlane phodha na Ave ne sAmethI

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24. zAradA siddhi pUchyuM ke, mahArAjA ! tame kone tyAM Utaraze? munine te mAna apamAnano prazna ja na hatA. e te khAsa karIne ene sudhAravA mATe ja AvyA hatA eTale sAmethI kahyu* ke, bhAI ! khIje te kayAM jAuM? tArA ghera ja UtarIzu. mane jagyA te maLaze ne? eTale dhanapAle kahyuM ke mAre ghera tA ghaNI jagyA che. dhanapAla zobhanamunine laI ne peAtAne ghera AvyA. lokonA manamAM Azcarya thayu ke, A zu ? dhanapAla tA jaina sAdhune potAne ghera laI jAya che. zAbhanamunine pAtAne ghera utAryAM pachI muni gaucarI jaI ne AvyA pachI dhanapAle lADavAno thALa hAthamAM laI ne kahyuM ke, mahArAja! A lADavAno thALa hamaNAM ja mArA mATe AvyeA che. Apa vahorIne mane kRtArtha karo, tyAre munie kahyuM: mAre lADavAno khapa nathI, tyAre dhanapAle muninI majAka uDAvatAM kahyu ke, zu' AmAM jhera che ke tame levAnI nA pADA che ? munie kahyuM-hA. AmAM jhera che. jo A lADavA upara mAkhIe beThI che te badhI marI gaI che. dhanapAlane vAta sAcI lAgI tethI tapAsa karAvI te vAta sAcI nIkaLI. dhanapAla upara IrSyAthI maLatA paDatAe enu kAsaLa kADhavA mATe jheravALA lADavAno thALa bharIne mAkalyA hatA. dhanapAla manamAM sAdhuno upakAra mAnavA lAgyA. jo A muni Aje AvyA na heAta tA huM lADavA khAI ne marI jAta. muni gaucarI vAparI rahyA pachI dhanapAle emanI pAse jaI ne pUchyu': mahArAja ! tame mahendrasUrine ALakhA kharA ? e mArA nAnAbhAI zeAlanane upADI gayA che, tyAre munie kahyu-hA, hu' emane sArI rIte oLakhuM chuM. te tArA bhAIne upADI nathI gayA paNa kalyANa karAvyu che. dhanapAle pharIne pUchyuM ke, te tame koNa che ? tyAre munie kahyu ke, hu* pAte ja zeAlanamuni dhanapAlanA jIvanapalaTo :- A sAMbhaLIne dhanapAla Azcaya pAmyA ne bhAI ne bheTI paDatAM kahyuM: bhAI ! zuM tu. peAte zAlana che ? te te Aje mAro jIva bacAvye che, tyAre munie kahyuM dhanapAla ! tamArI AjJAnu ulladhana karIne AnyA chuM tenI kSamA mAMguM chuM, tyAre dhanapAle zaramAI ne kahyuM-bhAI ! te teA Aje mArA prANa bacAvyA che. tane joIne mAruM hRdaya palaTAI gayuM che. khasa, have mane tArA jaina dharma samajAva. tyAM zobhanamunie dhanapAlane jaina dharmanA mA~ samajAvye eTale ene jaina dharma para zraddhA thaI ane zrAvaka dharma aMgIkAra karyAM, pachI jaina dharmonA tattvajJAnanA UMDA abhyAsa karyAM. enuM jIvana palaTAI gayuM, pachI teNe jaina sAdhuone avatImAM padhAravA mATenI jAherAta karAvI. kha' ! jo zAlanani jaina dharma pAmyA ne sAdhu banyA te potAnA bhAIne paNa sudhArI zakayA, paNa jo pote jaina dharma pAmyA na heAta te sudhArI zakata nahi. ahIM hI rAjA ane culanI rANI baMne ekakhIjAmAM mehAMdha banyA che, eTale koNa

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zAradA sili 241 kone sudhArI zake? culanI rANIe vicAra na karyo ke, meM cakavatine janma Apyo che. cakravati jevA uttama puruSanI mAtA banIne huM A zuM karI rahI chuM? AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - karmanI vicitratAno vicAra karate bhImasena potAnI patnI ane bALakone laIne nadI kinArethI AgaLa cAlyA. thoDuM AgaLa cAlyA tyAM te evA thAkI gayA ke suzIlA ane baMne bALako te mUcha khAIne jamIna upara DhaLI paDyA. badhAnI A dazA joIne bhImasenane khUba AghAta lAgyo eTale e paNa bebhAna thaIne DhaLI paDaze. cAra cAra mANase vanavagaDAmAM behAla dazAmAM paDayA che paNa ahIM emanI khabara lenAra ke pANI chAMTanAra koNa che? theDI vAre zItaLa pavana Avyo eTale bhImasena bhAnamAM Avyo ne joyuM te patnI ane bALako te bebhAna dazAmAM ja paDayA che. eTale bhImasena UbhuM thaIne eTalAmAM kayAMkathI pANI zodhI lAvyA ne emanA upara pANI chAMTI pavana nAMkhIne jAgRta karyo ne kahyuM tame badhA hiMmata rAkhe. Ama gabharAI javAthI zuM vaLavAnuM che? ema kahIne badhAMne UbhA karyA eTale dhIme dhIme cAlavA lAgyA. cAlatAM paga paNa dhrujatA hatA kAraNa ke thAka ane bhUkha badhuM bheguM thayuM che. cAlavAnI zakti nathI paNa mana makkama karIne parANe paga DhasaDIne cAlI rahyA che, kAraNa ke koI nagaramAM pahoMcI javAya te ja khAvAnI ne rahevAnI sagavaDa maLe. ketusena kahe che, bA! mArAthI bhUkhyA nathI calAtuM. ema kahIne raDavA lAge paNa bicAre bhImasena kayAMthI khAvAnuM lAvI Ape? ghareNuM ane dhana badhuM corAI gayuM hatuM. gAma haju dUra hatuM. jaMgalano mArga vikaTa hatA. pitAnA putrane duHkhathI pIDAtA joIne mA-bApanuM hRdaya valovAI gayuM. baMnenI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayAM. ahAhA ! zuM karmanI gati che! aDhaLaka sukha ane vaibhavamAM rahenAra bhImasenane Aje vanavana rakhaDate kaMgALa banAvI gaye. bhUkha tarasanuM duHkha veThatuM rAjakuTuMba":- devasena ane ketusena kahe che, pitAjI! je tame amane khAvAnuM lAvI Apo tema nathI te tamArI keDethI kaTAra kADhIne amane mArI nAMkho te badhAM duHkhano aMta AvI jAya. have amAre jIvavuM nathI. dIkarAnA AvA karuNAjanaka zabdothI mA te pachADa khAIne tarata bebhAna banI gaI bhImasenane to duHkhano pAra nathI. te paNa bhUkhyo tarasyo ne thAkelo che, chokarAone ne suzIlAne kSemakuzaLa kema sAcavavA ne zuM karavuM ? tenI ciMtA karatAM suzIlAne pANI chAMTayuM te bhAnamAM AvI. mA dIkarA karuNa svare raDe che. bhImasena kahe che, beTA ! juo, sAme moTuM zahera dekhAya che. savAra thatAM ApaNe tyAM pahoMcI jaIzuM, eTale huM zaheramAM jaIne tamArA mATe baraphI peMDA badhuM lAvI ApIza ne khavaDAvIza, mArA vahAlA dIkarAo! tame thAkI gayA che, rAta paDI che mATe sUI jAva. Ama zA. 31

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242 zAradA siddhi samajAvI sUvADayA. navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karI pote sUI gaye paNa UMgha na AvI. savAra paDI eTale bALakone laIne cAlavA mAMDyuM. bALakone UMcakIne cAlavAnuM, thAka, bhUkha ane ujAgarA badhuM bheguM thatAM bhImasenane cAlatA cakkara AvavA lAgyA. kayAM mIThAM madhurAM bhejana jamanAra ne kayAM Aje pAMdaDAM cAvIne peTa bharanAra ! kayAM hemahiMDoLe jhUlanAra ne kyAM vanavagaDe ghUmanAra ? zuM karmarAjAnI karAmata che? badhAe pANI pIdhuM ne pachI cAlavA mAMDyuM. jagalamAM maMgala -tyAM eka munirAjane joyA tethI bhImasena ane suzIlAnA harSane pAra na rahyo. aho ! Aje ApaNe pAvana banI gayA. Aje jaMgalamAM maMgala thayuM, ema kahIne harSabhera munirAjane vaMdana karyuM. jANe pitAnA svajana maLyA na hoya ! e AnaMda thaye, AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayAM. te pUchayuM: bhAI! tame koNa che? ATaluM pUchyuM tyAM bhImasene pitAnI badhI kahAnI saMtane kahIne kahyuM: gurudeva! amAruM du:kha kayAre maTaze ? saMta jJAnI hatA. emanA jJAna baLathI jANyuM ke A jAno jambara pApakarmane udaya che. ghaNuM bhegavavAnuM bAkI che chatAM AzvAsana ApavA kahya: mahAnubhAva! tame duHkhamAM dharmane bhUlaze nahi. puNyathI pApa ThelAya che tyAre rAjA kahe che, mahArAja ! chokarAo bhUkhe TaLavaLe che. huM kayAM jAuM? zuM karuM? saMte kahyuM, najIkamAM eka moTuM zahera che. tyAM jAva. sau sArAM vAnAM thaze. Ama AzvAsana ApIne saMta cAlyA gayA. AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 25 zrAvaNa vada 1 ne budhavAra rakSAbaMdhana tA. 8-8-79 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne baheno! anaMtajJAnI, zAsanapati tIrthakara bhagavatee jagatanA jIvanuM kalyANa kema thAya evI pAramArthika dRSTithI upadeza ApatAM pharamAna karyuM ke, he bhavya jIvo ! mahAna puNyodaye maLelo ghere bhava bhoganA gulAma banavA mATe nahi paNa yuganA sAdhaka banavA mATe che. yoganA sAdhaka banavA mATe ApaNe bhogane gulAma banAvavA paDaze. moTA rAjA hoya paNa rAjya kayAre sAruM calAvI , zake ? e rANIonA gulAma na bane te. Aja sudhImAM rANIonA gulAma banelA kaMIka rAjAo nAlezI laIne gayA ane je gulAma na banyA te zAbAzI laIne gayA. evI rIte AtmAmAM yoganuM sAmrAjya sthApavuM hoya te sarvaprathama bhoganI gulAmI phagAvI devI paDaze. bhega ane bheganA sAdhanonI gulAmI e eka prakAranuM baMdhana che. emAM baMdhAyelA pAmara che ane behAla dazAmAM mare che. amerikAmAM rokaphelara nAmane abajopati

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243. zAradA siddhi rajanI karoDanI AvakavALo hato paNa e lamIno gulAma hatuM. je tenI lakSmI thaDI paNa kharcAI jAya to pika mUkIne raData. eka vakhata eNe mAlanA vahANa bharIne paradeza ravAnA karyA. enA sekreTarIne eNe pUchyuM ke tame vImo utarAvyo che? sekeTarIe kahyuM: nA, sAheba! eTale rokaphelare gusso karIne kahyuM, tame mUkhanA saradAra lAgo cho. eTaluM paNa bhAna nathI ke kadAca vahANa DUbI jAya te ? bhale sAheba! hamaNAM ja vImo utarAvI AvuM. 150 DelaranA primiyamanI rasIda lAvIne rekaphelaranA Tebala para rajU karI. e joIne rAjI thayA tyAM sAmA baMdarethI khabara AvyA ke vahANe kSemakuzaLa AvI gayA che. tAra Tebala para AvIne paDe. e vAMcatA rekaphelara kapALe hAtha lagADIne bolI UThaye : hAya hAya....mArA 150 Dolara nakAmA gayA. A vime utarAvavAnI cheTI utAvaLa karI. bolo, A lakSamIno gulAma kahevAya ke mAlika kahevAya? karoDanI AvakavALe 150 Delara kAyadesara gayA emAM hAya-hAya kare khare? rovA bese khare? e te gulAma hoya te ja raDe ne hAya-hAya kare, mAlika na kare. baMdhuo! lakSmInA gulAma aMtakALe reIroIne mare. juo, mammaNa zeTha pAse senAnA ratnajaDita baLadanI joDI hatI paNa aMtakALe bhayaMkara duryAnamAM marIne narake gaye. kayAM evI lakhalUTa saMpattithI lAkhe duHkhIonA duHkha nivArIne AdhyAtmika zAMti prApta karavAnuM saubhAgya ane kayAM enI gulAmI karIne aMte rotA kakaLatA choDIne naraka gatine dArUNa dukhe bhegavavAnuM durbhAgya ! AvuM sAMbhaLIne ane vAMcIne tame mAnavabhavanuM mUlya samaje ne vicAra kare ke A mAnavajIvana nAzavaMta saMpatti ane viSaya sukhanA baMdhana vadhAravA mATe nathI maLyuM paNa janma maraNanA trAsathI chUTI mokSanI prApti karavA mATe maLyuM che. mAnavajIvana pAmIne mokSa meLavavA mATeno puruSArtha joIze. bhagavAne mokSa meLavavA mATe ke ajoDa puruSArtha karyo? e to jANe che ne ? sarvaprathama to rAjaubhava, mahela-mahelAto, patnI, bhAI putrI Adi samasta kuTuMbano tyAga karyo. tyAga karyA pachI paNa e zAMtithI beThA nathI paNa 1rA varSa ne 15 divasa sudhI ugratAnI sAdhanA karI to ApaNe paNa evI ja sAdhanA karavI joIze ne? je AtmAone pApa choDavAnI vAta gamatI nathI ane mokSa ke mokSanI vAto gamatI nathI. Aje pazcimanA jherI vAtAvaraNamAM ajJAnI cho mugdha banI gayA che, jethI ene pApa choDavAnI, viSayenI gulAmI ochI karavAnI ne e ochI karavA mATe vrataniyama AdaravAnI vAto gamatI nathI paNa enA badale Aje sinemAe, hoTalo, kalabe bAtha, kArakhAnA, udyogo vagerenA guNa gavAya che, paNa kaI dAnazALA, pauSadhazALA, gazALA vagerenA guNa gavAtA nathI. teonI daSTimAM moTo zrImaMta

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244 zAradA siddhi karoDapati ke akhopati mAnanIya lAge che paNa meATA vratadhArI pavitra puruSa, brahmacArI ke ugra tapasvI sAdhu mAnanIya nathI lAgatA. enI STi jaDa padArthA tarapha doDI rahI che paNa AtmA tarapha lakSa nathI. meTAI tA Aje rUpiyAnA kATale mapAya che paNa satya nItinA kArTale mapAtI nathI, tethI mANasa khATA kAma karatA lezamAtra acakAtA nathI, paNa ene kamarAjAnA adala insAphanI khabara nathI paDatI ke mArA pApakamA badalo mAre kevA lAgavavA paDaze ! ghaNAM varSo pahelAMnI A vAta che. eka konTrAkaTare relavenA pUla bAMdhavAnA konTrAkaTa lIdho. pUla bAMdhavAmAM eNe halako mAla vAparIne rUpiyA be lAkha pacAvI pADayA. sarakArI inspekaTara vagerene rUpiyA khavaDAvI pUla pAsa karAvI dIdhA, pachI te bhAI gulAkhanA geTAnI jema khIlI UThayA. manamAM ne manamAM harakhAvA lAgyA ke cAlo ThIka thayuM. e lAkha rUpiyA teA maLI gayA paNa enA manamAM ema nathI thatuM ke me A zuM karyuM? paisA vadhyA ke pApa vadhyuM? pote anIti karyAne koI aphasosa nathI paNa kudarata e kaI sahana kare kharI ? karelAM pApa kaI theADAM chAnAM rahe che? e pUla upara relave TreIne pasAra thavA lAgI. gheADA divasa pachI dainika patranA AgaLanA peja para mATA kALA akSare e pUla tUTavAthI TreIna akasmAta thayAnA samAcAra vAMcatA konTrAkaTaranI chAtInA pATiyAM besI gayAM kAraNa ke e ja TreInamAM enu' AkhuM 'kuTuMba AvI rahyuM hatuM paNa have zuM vaLe! enu' kuTu'ba emAM khatama thaI gayu, kAraNa ke peAtAnA karelAM karyAM peAtAne bhogavavAM paDe che, je kuTuMba mATe anItinu pApa mAMdhyuM e kuTuMba tA khatama thaI gayuM. devAnupriyA ! ATalA mATe jJAnI puruSo kahe ke A mAnavabhava anAdikALanI AhAra sa`jJA, viSaya sa`jJA, krodha saMjJA, mAna saMjJA, parigraha sa'jJA vagerenA kha'dhanathI chUTavA mATe che, paNa e baMdhanone poSavA mATe nathI maLyA. A vAta samajAya te AtmA pApakamAMthI pAche haTe. jIvanI sAcI svAdhInatA A sa'jJAenI gulAmImAMthI mukta thavAmAM che, mATe e sa'jJAnI gulAmImAMthI mukta banavA mATe mahAnapuruSoe je puruSArtha karyAM tevA ApaNe karavA paDaze. te sivAya mukti nahi maLe. AjanA divasa triveNI saMgama tarIke oLakhAya che. devatA upara rAkha vaLI gaI hAya tyAre bhUMgaLI vaDe krU'kIne rAkha uDADI mUkavAmAM Ave che tevI rIte dhama bhAvanA upara caDhI gayelI rAkhane kADhavA mATe parvonA divase bhUMgaLIrUpa che. Aje hinduonu dhArmieka pa che. have payUSaNu panA divase najIkamAM AvI rahyA che. badhA pardhAmAM parvAdhirAja payUSaNu pa` mahAna che. pa game te hAya paNa jJAna-viveka dRSTithI tenu rahasya vicAravAmAM Ave te AtmA pApathI pAche paDe che. ATalA mATe jJAnI kahe kahe che ke, he jIva! tArI viveka dRSTi khAla, ane jJAna prApta kara. jJAna haze teA tuM pApakama karatA aTakIza, sUtramAM bhagavAne kahyu` che ke "duma nALa to cA

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245 zAradA siddhi pahelAM jJAna pachI dayA. jJAna haze te jIva ajIvanuM bhAna thaze. te jInI dayA pALI zakAze, kAraNa ke kahyuM che ke "no vi kALA ane vi Tit" je jIvane jANe, ajIvane jANe, jIvAjIvane jANe che te enI dayA pALI zakaze paNa je jIva, ajIva ke jIvAjIvane nathI jANatA te saMyama kevI rIte pALI zakaze AMkhane sApha karavA mATe tame AMkhamAM aneka prakAranA aMjana Aje che paNa e dravya AMkhane sApha kare che paNa bhAvacakSune sApha karavA mATe te jJAnanuM aMjana AMjavuM paDaze. aMjana Aje tame rUDAM jJAnanAM re, jAze ajJAnanA aMdhakAra (2)-aMjana. ajJAnanA kAraNe anaMtakALathI jIva bhavATavImAM paribhramaNa karI rahyo che, ene dUra karavA jJAnanAM aMjana AMjo, kAraNa ke ajJAna e duHkhanuM mULa che. A jagatamAM ajJAna jevuM kaMI duHkha nathI ne jJAna jevuM kaMI sukha nathI. ajJAna jevo kaI aMdhakAra nathI ne jJAna je kaI prakAza nathI. kahyuM che ke, tana regakI khAna hai, dhana bhegoM kI khAna, zAna sukI khAna he dukha khAna ajJAna, A dArika zarIra e reganI khANa che. ApaNuM zarIra upara sADA traNa koDa marAya che. temAM ekeka marAya upara paNa babbe roga rahelA che, mATe azAtAne udaya thaye nathI tyAM sudhI dharmArAdhanA sukhapUrvaka karI zakAze. dhana e bhegonI khANa che. tamane badhAne khabara che ne ke mAnavI pAse jema dhananA DhagalA khaDakAtA jAya tema tenA mojazokha ane bhegavilAsa vadhatA jAya che, sAthe pApakarmanAM baMdhane paNa vadhatA jAya che, mATe kahyuM che ke dhana e bheganI khANa che ane jJAna e sukhenI khANa che, kAraNa ke jema jIvanamAM AtmajJAnanuM Agamana thAya che tema jIvane viSa pratyethI virAgabhAva Ave che. jJAna dvArA zubhAzubha karmanA phaLane jIva jANI zake che. jJAna dvArA samabhAvathI udayamAM AvelA karmone bheLavIne khapAve che. "nAnni salAmaffja, maramasAt kuhara kSaNAta " samyak jJAnarUpI agnine eka taNakho karmanA gaMjane kSaNavAramAM bALIne bhasmIbhUta karI de che. jJAnI AtmA duHkhamAM gabharAto nathI paNa duHkhanA mULa kAraNane zodhe che ne tene nAbUda karavAnA upAya zadhIne eka divasa sarvathA duHkhathI mukta banI jAya che. ApaNe AjanA divasane anulakSIne vAta cAlatI hatI ke Ajano divasa triveNI saMgama tarIke oLakhAya cheH (1) nALiyerI pUrNimA, (2) baLeva ane (3) rakSAbaMdhana. nALiyerI pUrNimA tarIke manAte Ajano divasa tamane zuM sUcana kare che? emAM paNa jJAnanI daSTie ghaNuM rahasya raheluM che. nALiyeranuM uparanuM kAcaluM bahu kaThaNa hoya che, paNa aMdara raheluM TeparuM khUba picuM ne veta hoya che. khAvAmAM paNa TeparuM mIThuM lAge che, tema ApaNe AtmA paNa veta ane zuddha che. nALiyeramAM TeparAne

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246 zAradA sili goTe rahevA chatAM baMne ekabIjAthI bhinna che tema deha ane AtmA baMne ekabIjAthI bhina che. baMnenA svabhAva paNa bhinna che. kAcalI samAna ApaNuM zarIra che ne ToparA samAna AtmA che. AtmAne dehanA kAcalAthI svataMtra banAvavA mATe AjathI puruSArtha karavA mAMDe. bIjuM, AjanA divasane baLeva paNa kahevAmAM Ave che. baLevanA divase brAhmaNa dariyA kinAre jaIne jaI badale che. brAhmaNane mana baLevane mahimA ghaNe hoya che. pahelAnI janaImAM ne atyAranI janeImAM ghaNo pharaka che. pahelAM te cAritra pAlanamAM pUrI pramANikatA hoya tene jaI paherAvavAmAM AvatI hatI. jaIne traNa tAra che. dareka mAnavInA mAthe traNa prakAranAM traNa hoya che. te traNamAMthI kema mukta thavAya te vicAravAnuM A parva che. bIjI rIte jema jaIne traNa vAra che temAMthI eka tAra tUTI jAya te eka pagaluM paNa AgaLa calAya nahi. jema jaina munione rajoharaNa vinA na calAya tema brAhmaNane jaI vinA calAya nahi. eka tAra tUTe te paNa na calAya. evI rIte mana-vacana ane kAyAnA traNa tAra che. e traNa tAramAMthI eka paNa tAra azuddha thAya te tene zuddha karyA vinA Abha Urdhvagamana karI zakate nathI, mATe mana vacana ane kAyAnA traNa tArane sadA pApanI pravRttimAMthI aTakAvI dharma pravRttimAMthI vALI vItarAga vANInA pavitra pANIthI zuddha banAvI UMce laI ja e A baLevanA parvanuM mahatva che. trIjI rIte Ajane divasa rakSAbaMdhananA nAme oLakhAya che. rakSAbaMdhanane divasa zatrane svajana banAve che, vairIne vahAlA banAve che ane manane de batAve che. AjanA divase bahena bhAIne rAkhaDI bAMdhe che. bhAI bahenane pitAne ghera jamADIne potAnI zakti pramANe kaI sADI, keIsa, koI pacAsa te kaI paccIsa ke pAMca rUpiyA Ape che. suratamAM karI ane rezamanI banAvelI rAkhaDI bAMdhavAmAM Ave che paNa mAravADamAM te senAnI, cAMdInI, motInI ane hIrAnI rAkhaDI bAMdhavAno rivAja che. A prathAnuM mahatva khUba samajavA jevuM che. bahena bhAIne rAkhaDI bAMdhe che eTale bhAI bahenane jamADIne kaMIka Ape che. te ApavA mAtrathI patI jatuM nathI paNa bahenanA rakSaNanI javAbadArI bhAInA mAthe Ave che. - bahenanI rakSA mATe bhAIno zubha saMkalpa eTale rakSAbaMdhana. jagatanA sarva saMbaMdhonI vacce niHsvArtha ane pavitra saMbaMdha hoya te bhAI-bahenane che. bahena mATe bhAI ane bhAI mATe bahena e snehanuM sarovara che. bhAI bahenanI prItaDI eTale jANe khArA samudramAM paNa eka nAnI mIThI vIraDI. A divasanI e mahattA che ke bahenI harSaghelI banI maiyAnA hAthe rakSA bAMdhe che ne jIvanane amUlya lhA mANe che. mAtra rakSA bAMdhavAthI patI jatuM nathI paNa rakSA bAMdhavAnI sAthe bhAInA kAnamAM

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247 zAradA siddhi saMdezA pAThavI jAya che. huM mArA lADIlA maiyA! A rAkhaDInA pratyeka taMtumAM bahenanA hRdayane nija akhUTa prema bharela che. jenA pratyeka tAramAM bahenanA dilanI lAgaNI bharelI che. rAkhaDI e mAtra sUtarane dera nathI paNa zIla ane snehanuM rakSaNa karavAnI, tArI pavitra pharajanI yAdI apAvatuM pavitra baMdhana che. rakSAbaMdhananuM A pavitra parva mAtra zArIrika rakSA mATe nathI paNa dharma, pavitratA ane sadAcAranI rakSA mATenuM che. bahena bhAIne rakSAbaMdhana-rAkhaDI bAMdhatA evI zubha bhAvanA bhAve che ke mAre bhAI pAMca indrio para vijaya meLavI, kAma krodhAdi kaSA rUpa mahAregamAMthI mukta thaI nirogI banI, tana manane taMdurasta banAvI kuLane ujajavaLa banAve. A pavitra parvanuM AdhyAtmika rahasya jANavuM khUba jarUrI che. A parva kahe che, pavitra bane. kAma, krodhAdi vikAre para vijaya meLave. rakSAbaMdhana duzmanAvaTa dUra karavAmAM ati upayogI che. agAu hindu rAjA upara muslima rAjAo AkramaNa karatA tyAre hindu rAjAnI rANIo patine duzamana rAjAne rAkhaDI mokalAvatI, eTale bahenane saMbaMdha baMdhAto, ane pariNAme duzmanAvaTane aMta Avate. eTaluM ja nahi paNa e duzmana rAjA jarUra paDe bahenane sahAya karavA tatpara banate. rakSAbaMdhana upara ghaNI aitihAsika kahAnIo banelI che. temAM rAnavaghaNanI eka kahAnI pracalita che. jUnAgaDhanA mahipAla rAjAnI naladevI nAmanI rANInI kUkhe rAnavaghaNane janma thaye hate. eka vakhata dilhInA samrATa anaMgapALa rAjAnuM sainya jUnAgaDha upara caDhI AvyuM, eTale mahipALa rAjA yuddha karavA taiyAra thayA paNa anaMgapALatuM rInya vizALa hovAthI mahipALa rAjAnI senA khatama thaI gaI eTale jIvanane meha cheDIne mahipALa rAjAe yuddhamAM kezariyA karyA ne anaMgapALe jUnAgaDha sara karyuM. patinA mRtyu bAda sonaladevIe vicAra karyo ke have jIvIne zuM karavuM che? je jIvatA rahIzuM te muslima rAjA ziyaLa lUMTaze. tenA karatA patinI pAchaLa agnisnAna karI marI javuM zreSTha che. huM te patinI pAchaLa jAuM chuM paNa je A mAro navaghaNakumAra jIvate haze te koIka divasa enA pitAnuM rAjya pAchuM meLavaze. ema vicAra karI pitAnI vaphAdAra dAsIne navaghaNane pI badhI bhalAmaNa karIne pite agnisnAna karI maraNa pAmI. baMdhuo! e samayanI dAsIo paNa keTalI vaphAdAra hatI! jUnAgaDhathI navaghaNane laIne javuM enA mATe sahela na hatuM, chatAM jAnanA jokhame dAsI navaghaNane TopalAmAM nAMkhI bheMyarAmAMthI chUpI rIte jUnAgaDhanA daravAjA bahAra nIkaLI gaI. cAlatI cAlatI cha mahine gIranA nAke alIdAra beDIdAra nAmanA gAmamAM AvI. dAsIe tyAMnA devAyata nAmanA AhiranI khUba prazaMsA sAMbhaLI hatI eTale zodhatI zodhatI devAyatane ghera gaI ane eraDAmAM laI jaIne badhI vAta karIne kahyuM: vIrA ! jUnAgaDhanI gAdI

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248 zAradA siti zebhAvanAra A navaghaNakumArane jAnanA jokhame mRtyu sAthe jaMga khelIne tAre tyAM lAvI chuM. tenuM tuM ratnanI jema jatana karaje. A rAjyanuM bIja che. je te jIvate haze te mATe thatAM rAjyane musalamAnanA paMjAmAMthI choDAvaze. dAsI A phUla jevA bALakane soMpIne bhalAmaNa karI cAlI gaI. A devAyata Ahirane ugA nAmane putra ane jAhala nAmanI cha mahinAnI dIkarI che. jAhala ane navaghaNa sarakhI uMmaranA che. Ahira vicAre che ke A rAjyanuM bIja che. enA upara AzAnA minArA che. e jIvate haze te hiMduonuM rakSaNa karaze. eTale jAhalanI mAtA pitAnI dIkarIne dUdhapAna karAvatI choDAvIne navaghaNane dUdhapAna karAvatI, ane jAhalane bIjuM dUdha pIvaDAvatI. bALapaNathI navaghaNanA kapALamAM rAjyanuM teja jhaLahaLatuM hatuM. gAmaDAnA bharavADI vezamAM paNa dekhAI AvatuM ke A rAjakumAra che. samaya jatAM navaghaNa 10 varSane thaye. eka vakhatanA prasaMgamAM devAyatane tenA bhAI sAthe takarAra thaI eTale manamAM auranI gAMTha bAMdhI lIdhI ane jUnAgaDhanA rAjAne caDhAvyo ne kahyuM, tame zAMtithI beThA che paNa beDIdAra gAmamAM devAyata Ahirane tyAM tamAre zatru navaghaNa taiyAra thaI rahyo che. A samAcAra sAMbhaLIne jUnAgaDhanA rAjA devAyatane tyAM Avyo. AvIne kahe che tuM je mAMge te ApuM paNa mane rA'navaghaNane seMpI de. devAyata kahe che, mAre ghera rA'navaghaNa che ja nahi te kayAMthI ApuM? Akhare devAyata na mAne tethI tenA para rAjyadrohano Aropa mUkI jUnAgaDha laI jaI kedamAM pUrI dIdho ane evI kaDaka zikSA karavA lAge ke enA paganI ghUMTImAM sAraDI mUkIne lAkaDAnI jema vadhatA paga ane hAthasAraDI mUkIne kANuM karI nAMkhyAM ne AkhuM zarIra vIMdhI nAMkhyuM. kevI bhayaMkara vedanA thaI haze ? paNa eTaluM jhanUna che ke mArA prANa jaze te kurabAna paNa zaraNe AvelAnuM rakSaNa te karavuM ja joIe. mArA maraNa pachI rA'navaghaNanuM zuM thaze ema vicAra karI beH mane AvuM kaSTa na Apaze. rA'navaghaNa mAre ghera che. te vakhate huM asatya bolyA hatA. huM tamane maMgAvI AvuM chuM. devAyate ciThThI lakhI sUbAnA mANasane tenI patnI pAse mokalyo. ciThThImAM lakhyuM hatuM ke mArAthI ko sahana thatA nathI, mATe tuM rAkhIne vAta karaje ne navaghaNane ahI mokalI deje, Ahira rANI ciThThI vAMcIne samajI gaI ne pitAnA putra ugAne belAvIne kahe che, ugA! Aje mArI ne tArI kasoTI che. beTA ! moTuM dharmasaMkaTa AvyuM che. badhI vAta karI. zuM karavuM te samaja paDatI nathI chatAM manamAM hiMmata rAkhIne putrane kahe che beTA ! tuM mane haiyAnA hAra jevo vahAlo che. tArA jevA guNiyala putrane mRtyunA mukhamAM dhakelavAno samaya Avyo che. ApaNuM sarvasva jatuM karIne rAjAnuM rakSaNa karavuM te ApaNI pharaja che. tArA bApe te rAjAnuM rakSaNa karavA

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cArA siddhi 249 jAta khuvAra karI nAMkhI. pote cAlyA jAya te navaghaNanuM zuM thAya e vicArathI patra lakhe che tyAre uga kahe che, mAtA ! tuM zA mATe gabharAya che? jeje, nAnA bALakanA javAbamAM paNa keTalI khumArI bharI che. rAne rAkhaNahAra, jagamAM jaza bahu vadhaze, dhIraja manamAM dhAra, ugo tuM ja kukhe upanyo. putra ke DAhyo che. pote hasate mukhaDe mRtyune bheTavA taiyAra thaye, mAtA ! A te huM eka ja chuM paNa rAjAnuM rakSaNa karavA mATe mArA jevA hajAre ugAno bhaMga ApavuM paDe te Apavo joIe. rA'navaghaNane saMtADI teno veza ugAne paherAvI dIdhe, rAjAe sUbAne kahyuM hatuM ke rAnavaghaNa Ape tyAre tuM teno cahero joje. rA'navaghaNa nahi hoya ne eno putra haze te eno cahere karamAI jaze ane eno nahi hoya te cahere nahi badalAya. Ahira rANIe hasatA mukhe putrane seM, eTale AvanAra samajI gayo ke A teno putra nathI paNa rA'navaghaNa che. jIvatA dIkarAne mRtyanA mukhamAM mokalI devo e jevuM tevuM kAma nathI. navaghaNane bacAvavA putrane Apelo bhoga" -ugAne laIne sUbAnA mANasa AvI pahoMcyA. navaghaNanA vezamAM ugAne Avelo joIne devAyatane AnaMda thayo. caDAu mANasa haju rAjAne kahe che kadAca tene putra paNa hAya mATe tenI parIkSA karavA devAyatanA hAthamAM talavAra ApI tenI pAse marAve ne tenI AMkhanA DoLA kADhIne tenI patnI pAse cagadAvI nAMkho. Ama kare te mAnaje ke A rA'navaghaNa che. sUbAnA kahevA pramANe haiyAmAM hiMmata bhegI karIne talavAranA eka jhATake ugAnA be kaTakA karI naMkhAvyA ane tenI strIne bolAvIne DoLA paga nIce kacarAvI nAMkhyA chatAM AMkhamAM AMsunuM eka TIpuM paNa na AvavA dIdhuM. je AMsu paDe to samajI jAya ke A rA'navaghaNu nathI paNa tene putra che. eka rAjakumArane bacAvavA pitAnA putranuM balidAna ApyuM. ahAhA...zaraNe AvelAnuM keTaluM rakSaNa. rA'navaghaNa ane jAhala sagA bhAI bahenanI jema rahe che. jyAre rakSAbaMdhanane divasa Ave tyAre jAhala navaghaNane rAkhaDI bAMdhatI, navaghaNa ene kaMIka ApavAnI IcchA karato paNa tyAre enI pAse zuM hoya? tyAre jAhala kahetI vIrA! mAre atyAre tArI pAsethI vIrapasalI nathI joItI paNa jyAre tuM junAgaDhane mahArAjA banIza te vakhate jarUra paDaze tyAre huM tArI pAsethI vIrapasalI mAMgI laIza. samaya jatAM jAhala moTI thaI. enA lagna lIdhA. lagnamAM dezadezamAM jeTalA Ahira loko rahetA hatA te badhAne AmaMtraNa ApIne bolAvyA. jAhalanA lagna thaI gayA. A vakhate rA'navaghaNa aDhAra varSane thaye che. jAhalanA lagna pachI badhA Ahirene sAthe laIne jUnAgaDha upara caDhAI karI ane junAgaDha jItI lIdhuM. ne rAnavaghaNane jUnAgaDhane rAjA banAvyA. rA'navaghaNa rAjA banyA paNa mAtA pitAnuM sArI

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250 zAradA siddhi rIte rakSaNa kare che. thoDA samaya pachI devAyata ane tenI patnI mRtyu pAmyA. navaghaNe enA mAtA-pitAne ugAnI kheTa jarA paNa sAlavA dIdhI na hatI, ane bahena jAhalanuM paNuM pUruM dhyAna rAkhato hato, jAhalanA lagna vakhate navaghaNa hAthagaraNuM ApavA gaye tyAre jAhale kahyuM hatuM ke, "vIrA ! atyAre mAre tArI pAse kaMI joItuM nathI, paNa jyAre mArA mAthe Abha phATe tyAre tuM thIMgaDuM devA Avaje, tyAre huM pasalI laIza." zIlanI rakSA mATe bahenane bhAIne sadezo" - eka divasa eve Avyo ke jAhala je dezamAM rahe che tyAM bhayaMkara duSkALa paDe eTale Ahire potAnuM pazudhana laIne siMdhamAM gayA. eka vakhata hamIra sumara (siMdhane rAjA) gheDe besIne pharavA jato hato tyAre jAhalane taLAvamAM snAna karatI joI gaye ne tenA rUpamAM mugdha bane. aho ! Ate keI devAMganA lAge che! tenA rUpamAM mehita thaIne tenA ziyaLa para tarApa mAravA tenI jhUMpaDIe AvyuM, eTale jAhala cAritranA rakSaNa mATe beTuM bolI ke, meM cha mahinAnuM brahmacaryanuM vrata lIdhuM che. te vrata mane pUruM karavA nahIM do te huM jIbha karaDIne marI jaIza. siMdha dezanA rAjAe jAhalane najara kedamAM rAkhI. jAhalane pati khUba raDe che, tyAre jAhala kahe che Apa raDaze nahi. teNe eka ciThThI lakhIne bAraNAnI tirADamAMthI nAMkhI ane kahyuM, tame jUnAgaDha pahoMcI jAva. e mane vizvAsa che ke mAre bhAI jarUra mArI vahAre Avaze. ciThThImAM lakhyuM che, mArA dharmavIrA! mArA para saMkaTa AvI paDyuM che. hamIra sumarAe mane rokI rAkhI che. meM tene cha mAsanI mudata ApI che. A tArI bahena tArA para mITa mAMDIne beThI che, mATe mArA vIrA ! tuM vahelo Avaje. huM devAyata taNI viza, jAhalanA mAthe duHkhanA dariyA phariyA, suNaje navaseraThanA nRpati, mArI jIbhanA mAnela mAmariyA, - tArI bahenanA mAthe Aje duHkhanA DuMgarA UtarI paDyA che. mArA lagnanA mAMDavA nIce vIrA te kola dIdhe hato te divase tArI pAse kaMI mAMgyuM na hatuM, tyAre te kahyuM hatuM ke, bahena ! tAre jyAre jarUra paDe tyAre tuM mAMgI leje, vIrA ! e kelanA mUla atyAre thAya che. tuM rAjA thaIne bhUlI jaIza nahi. tArI rakSA khAtara mA ja ekane eka bhAI hemAI gaye. tene bacAvavA mAtAe mane dUdhapAna karatI cheDAvIne tane dUdhapAna karAvyA che. tuM sukhamAM paDIne mane bhUlI gaye ne mAtA pitAnA upakArane bhUlyA. bhale tuM badhAne bhUlyo paNa tArI bahenane eka satI samajIne enA ziyaLanuM rakSaNa karavA bahenanI vahAre vahelo Avaje. je tuM vahelo nahi Ave te huM jIbha karaDIne marI jaIza paNa mAruM cAritra javA daIza nahi jo mudata mAsa nI vItaze, tane satya vacana kahe vIra, jAhala mukha joIza nahi, ne rete rahIza raNadhIra virA! yAda rAkhaje. cha mAsanI mudata pUrI thaze pachI eka divasa paNa huM

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zAradA sahi. 251 jIvavAnI nathI, pachI tuM game teTalA mAthA pachADIza te A bahena tane maLavAnI nathI. A mAro daDha nizcaya che. je moDe paDIza te he jUnAgaDhanA rAjA! tArI bahenanuM mukha tuM nahi jove. kalevara joIza pachI mananI manamAM rahI jaze ane mArI vIrapasalI tathA kapaDAnuM deNuM tArA mAthe rahI jaze, mATe he vIrA ! tuM vahelo Avaje. mane vizvAsa che ke mAre vIrA AvyA vinA nahi rahe." baMdhuo! kaMIka bahenenA AMsu lUchavA dharmanA bhAI banaje. kadAca kaI pApanA udayathI bhAI-bahena sAthe aNabanAva thaye hoya te Aje teDI nAMkhaje ne bahenanI AMtaraDI ThAraje. rA' navaghaNu sadeze vAMce che. tenA lagnanA cAra divasa bAkI che. pahelA ciThThI vAMcatA khyAla na Avyo ke tene saMdeza che? pachI banevIne joIne oLakhI gaye. ahe, huM kayAM bhU? jema ciThThI vAMcate game tema bAlapaNanI smRti tAjI thaI. AMkhamAMthI daDadaDa AMsu paDayAjyAre jAhala rAkhaDI bAMdhatI tyAre kahetI. vIrA! mAre atyAre kaMI nathI joItuM. mane samaya Avye badalo Apaje. atyAre sAcI vIrapasalI ApavAno samaya Avye che. lagnanA cAra divasa bAkI che. have kayAM javuM e vicAra na karyo. tarata sainya laIne siMdha dezamAM pahoMcI gaye, ane hamIra sumarAne harAvIne batAvI dIdhuM ke, mArI bahena nirAdhAra ekalI nathI paNa , hajAra hAthavALo bhAI tenI rakSAmAM taiyAra beTho che. rA' navaghaNe bahenane hamIranA paMjAmAMthI mukta karAvI enA zIlanuM rakSaNa karyuM. AnuM nAma sAce vIra. bhAI bane te AvA banaje. (A kahAnI pU. mahAsatIjIe khUba vistArapUrvaka rajU karI hatI. ahIM tenI TUMkI neMdha lakhI che.) caritra -caritramAM paNa kALaju kaMpAvatI karuNa kahAnI AvI che. jaMgalamAM bhImasena ane suzIlAne saMtanA darzana thayA. saMta cAlyA gayA pachI A leke AgaLa cAlyA, paNa kemeya kayuM zahera AvatuM nathI. dUrathI dekhAya che paNuM thAkelA page ne bhUkhyA peTe jANe dUra dUra jatuM hoya tema lAgyuM. have te ATaluM cAlavuM paNa bhAre thaI paDayuM che. chekarAo te khAvAnuM mAMge che tyAre zuM ApavuM te ciMtAmAM suzIlA ane bhImasenanA hozakoza UDI jAya che ke zuM karavuM ? baMne jaNAM khUba raDe. che. chekarAonuM duHkha joyuM jatuM nathI. mA-bApane raDatA joIne chokarAo kahe che, bA-bApujI ! ame khAvAnuM mAMgIe tyAre tame raDo che. bebhAna thaI jAo che. te have ame khAvAnuM nahi mAMgIe, paNa tame chAnA rahe. ema kahIne mA bApane samajAve che. Ama karatAM cAlatAM cAlatAM AgaLa jAya che tyAM vacamAM eka nAnakaDuM gAmaDuM AvyuM eTale teo gAmaDAmAM gayA. A gAmaDAmAM paTelanA ghara hatA. eka paTalANIne A lekanI khUba dayA AvI. paTela te savAranA UThIne khetaramAM gaye hate. paTalANIe emane premathI bolAvIne pitAnA oTale besADayA ne pANI pAyuM, eTale emanA

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2paraM zAradA siddhi manamAM thayuM ke A bAI bahu dayALu che. e jarUra ApaNane khAvAnuM Apaze, ne enA eTale rahevA deze te ApaNe majUrI karIne kAma karIne khAIzuM. paTalANIe pUchayuM ke tame kayuM che ? tyAre kahe che, bahena ! ame duHkhanA mAryA AvyA chIe. A chokarA khUba bhUkhyA thayA che. te khAvA mATe kajiyA kare che ne amArI pAse kaMI nathI. eTaluM belatAM bhImasena ane suzIlAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA, paTalANI khUba dayALu hatI. eNe kahyuM, tame ciMtA na karo. huM tamane badhAne hamaNuM khAvAnuM ApuM chuM. tame khUba thAkI gayelA che te khAI pIne AjanI rAta mArA eTale sUI raheje. ema kahIne paTalANIe garamAgarama roTalI-zAka banAvyA ne sAthe chAza ApIne badhAne jamADayA. keTalA divase Aje roTalo ne zAka maLyA, te joIne chokarAo te harakhAI gayA. pahelA baMne chokarAne peTa bharIne jamADyA, pachI je vadhyuM te baMne jaNAe khAI lIdhuM, pachI hAza karIne paTalANInA eTale sUtA. khetaramAMthI AvelA paTele bhImasena ane suzIlAne ApelI dhamakI" -saMdhyAkALa samaye paTalANane pati paTela khetaramAMthI gADuM ne baLada laIne thALe pAye ghera AvyuM, tyAre A te bicArA thAkyA pAkayA baTakuM roTalo khAIne sUtA hatA. temane joIne khUba krodhe bharAye ne jorathI bolI UThe ke, A bhikhArA keNu eTale sUtA che? UbhA thAo ne cAlyA jAo, tyAre bhImasena ane suzIlAe namratAthI kahyuM: bhAI! ame ajANyA mANase chIe. duHkhanA mAryA bahenanI rajAthI eTale sUtA chIe. ame kaMI mAMgIzuM nahi ne savAra paDatAM sAmenA zaheramAM cAlyA jaIzuM. AjanI rAta ahIM sUI rahevA do. khUba AjIjI karI paNa paTela samaye nahi. e te lAkaDI laIne mAravA UThaze. tame jAo che ke nahI ? nahitara A lAkaDI joI che? tamAruM mAthuM phADI nAMkhIza. paTalANIe paTelane khUba samajAvyuM paNa e na samaje, e lokone sUtelA UThADIne kADhI mUkyA, tyAre niHsAse nAMkhatA bhImasena kahe che. arere krUra vidhAtA ! tane amArI jarA paNa dayA nathI AvatI ? eka rAta te amane zAMtithI sUI rahevA devA hatA ne? ema kahIne khUba raDayA. baMdhuo ! karmo bhImasena rAjA Adine kevA kaSTa Ape che? je sAMbhaLatAM ApaNuM hadaya kAma karatuM nathI, te emaNe kevI rIte sahana karyuM haze! bhImasena, suzIlA ane baMne bALake rAtre gAmaDAnI bahAra jaMgalamAM AvyA, ane eka jhADa nIce sUI gayA. jema tema karIne rAta pasAra karI. savAra paDI eTale rajanA niyama mujaba navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karIne AgaLa cAlyA. paga UpaDatA nathI ne cAlyA vinA chUTake nathI. chokarAo te pAchA bhUkhyA thaI gayA ne khAvAnuM mAMgavA lAgyA. eka te ghaNAM divasanA bhUkhyA hatA. temAM paTalANuMe roTalo ne zAka ApyA. thoDuM khAdhuM emAM kaMI bhUkha DI maTI jAya. A peTa te dukALiyuM che. ghaNI bhUkha lAgI hoya tyAre

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zAradA siddhi 253 thoDuM khAvAnuM maLe tyAre UlaTI Dabala bhUkha lAge che. bhImasena ane suzIlAe te baTakuM baTakuM roTalo khAdhe hatA. teo manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke, arere...ApaNAM kevA karmone udaya che ke ke ApaNane eTale paNa sUvA detuM nathI. ema karmone doSa ApatA putrone samajAvatAM dhIme dhIme kSitipratiSThita nagaranA pAdaramAM AvI pahoMcyA. eka sarovara dekha manahara, zItala chAyA aMba, tInAM ke rakhakara bhUpa zaharameM, calA na karI vilaMba, nagaranA pAdaramAM eka suMdara manohara sarovara joyuM. tenI bAjumAM eka moTuM AMbAnuM vRkSa hatuM. bhImasena paNa khUba thAkI gayo hato eTale badhA A sarovaranI pALe AMbAnA jhADa nIce besI gayA. theDI vAra visAme khAIne bhImasene suzIlAne kahyuM-tuM ane A baMne kumAre jhADa nIce besIne ArAma karo. huM nagaramAM jaIne tamArA badhA mATe khAvAnuM laIne tarata pAchA AvuM chuM. ema kahIne bhImasena nagaramAM gaye ne suzIlA ane baMne bALake AMbAnA jhADa nIce besIne navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karavA lAgyA. kSitipratiSThita nagaramAM bhImasenanuM prathama vAra Agamana" :bhImasena kSitipratiSThita nagaranA mukhya daravAje thaIne cAlatA cAlate madhya bajAramAM Avyo. mukhya bajAramAM ghaNI moTI moTI dukAna hatI. vepAra dhamadhokAra cAlatA hatA. leke aneka jAtanI kharIdI karatA hatA eTale bajAramAM khUba bhIDa hatI. e bhIDamAMthI pasAra thaIne bhImasena eka vepArInI dukAna AgaLa Avyo. badhI dukAnomAM e eka ja evI dukAna hatI ke jyAM kaI gharAka na hatuM. bAkI dareka dukAne gharAkanI bhIDa hatI, eTale A vepArI Atura nayane grAhake sAme jete hate. bhImasenane bIjI dukAnanA oTale jagyA maLe tema na hatuM, tethI A gharAka vinAnI dukAnanA oTalAnI eka bAjue jyAM keIne AvavA javAnI agavaDa na paDe te rIte beThe ne vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke have mAre zuM karavuM? bhojananI vyavasthA kyAMthI karavI? bhImasenanA pagale gharAkanI bharatI" - bhImasena dukAnanA oTale AvIne beTho ne thoDI vAramAM ja acAnaka A gharAka vinAnI sUnI dukAne kIDIyArAnI mAphaka gharAke UbharAyA. eTalI badhI bhIDa jAmI gaI ke jotajotAmAM vepArIne badhe mAla khapI gayo ne vepAramAM sAro naphe the. vepArI vicAra karavA lAge che, aho! Aje A zuM? mAre tyAM gharAka AvatA ja nathI ne ATalI badhI bhIDa ! ane AjanA jeTalo naphe meM jiMdagImAM prathama vAra je. mAro badho mAla khapI gaye, mATe mArI dukAne Aje kaI puNyavAna puruSanA pagalA thayA hovA joIe. ema vicAra karIne zeThe bahAra najara karI te pitAnI dukAnanA oTalA para bhImasenane beThelo joyo. ene

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zAradA sivila 254 joIne zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke nakkI A kaI prabhAvazALI pavitra puruSa che. enA pagalAthI Aje mAre sAro vepAra thaye che. bhImasenane jatA zeThane lAgyuM ke A tejasvI puruSa che paNa enI mukhamudrA jotA lAge che ke e koI moTI upAdhimAM AvI paDe che. lAva, huM ene pUchuM ne mArAthI banatI madada karuM, eTale zeThe pUchayuM: bhAI! tuM koNa che? kayAMthI Ave che? A nagaramAM tAre zA mATe AvavuM paDayuM che? meM tane kadI A nagaramAM je nathI, tethI ema lAge che ke tuM kaI paradezI mANasa che. have bhImasena A zeThane pote koNa che te kaheze, pachI zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. ra6 zrAvaNa vada 2 ne guruvAra tA. 9-8-79 parama tatvanA praNetA ane parama paramArthanA puruSArtha dvArA jemaNe Atmika zuddhi prApta karI che tevA bhagavaMtanA mukhamAMthI jharelI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. meha ane pramAdanI gADha nidrAmAM sUtelA jIvone vItarAga bhagavAna jagADavA mATe prayatna karIne kahI rahyA che. UMdhe mata parathI jana! saMsAra avIvana, kAyA rUpI nagarameM rahe kAma cora hai" : je rIte rAtrIe keInA gharanA daravAjA khullA hoya te tarata cokIdAra tene bUma pADIne daravAjA baMdha karavAnI ane sajAga rahevAnI cetavaNI Ape che te rIte jJAnI puruSe cetavaNI Ape che ke, devAnupriya ! mehanidrAmAM kayAM sudhI sUI raheze? have te jAga, rAga-dveSa, kaSAya, mada Adi aneka cera tArA AMtaramAnasanA khullA daravAjA tarapha tAkItAkIne UbhA che. je tuM asAvadhAna rahIza te barAbara meke meLavIne e duSTa lUMTArA tAruM Atmika dhana cerI jaze, mATe have UMghamAMthI jAgRta thA. A saMsAra eka bhayAnaka aTavI che. anaMtakALathI emAM bhaTakatA ghaNuM puNyadaye jIve mAnava zarIra rUpI nagarane prApta karyuM che. jo ke enuM javAnuM sthAna mekSa te haju ghaNuM dUra che ane AtmAne tyAM pahoMcavAnI abhilASA che. paraMtu mahAyAtrA karate karate Avelo hovAthI thAkI javAthI A suvidhAjanaka paDAva para AvIne sUI gaye che. sUte te e sUte che ke pramAdane kAraNe UDavAnuM nAma letA nathI. AtmA e bhUlI gayo che ke A kAyA nagarImAM kAma, krodha, lobha ane viSayabhoga Adi aneka ThagAra che. je prati kSaNa Atmadhana luMTavA mATe AjubAju ghUmI rahyA che. ApaNe joIe chIe ke je mithyAtvanA aMdhArAmAM mehanidrAne vaza thaIne sajAga nathI rahetuM tenuM samyakdarzana, samyakjJAna ane samyapha cAritra rUpI amUlya dhana kaSAya Adi Thaga ane vAsanArUpI ThagArIo corI le che. pariNAme AtmA mekSa maMjile pahoMcADanArI

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zAradA siddhi 55 pUjIne gumAvI bese che ane saMsAra rUpa aTavImAM paribhramaNa kare che, mATe jJAnI puruSA keTalA mIThA ane kAmaLa zabdothI jagADe cheH huM AtmA ! have tArI nidrAmAMthI tu' jAga. cokIdAra samAna sadgurue pramAdarUpI nidrAthI sajAga manAvI rahyA che. te temano zikSAne grahaNa karIne jAgRta ane ane sAvadhAnIthI AgaLa kadama bhare. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA teramA ayayananA adhikAra cAle che. temAM brahmadatta kumAranI mAtA culanI rANI dIgharAjAmAM viSayAsakta banI che. viSayane AdhIna banelA AtmA sArAsArane viveka bhUlI jAya che. cUlanI rANI dIrAjAne vAravAra ekAMtamAM maLavAnu' anyu' eTale dRSTi bagaDI. kahyu` che ke ekAMtavAsa, hAMsI mazkarI ane adhika pramANamAM rasAnuM sevana A badhA viSayavAsanAne uttejana ApanArA che. cAritranA lUMTArA che. dI`rAjA ane culanI rANIne viSaya vAsanAneA bhaDako thavAnA adhA sAdhanA maLI gayA pachI bAkI rahe kharu' ? viSayavAsanAmAM a`dha banelA jIvAnI kevI dazA thAya che te batAvatAM bhagavAna kheAlyA che ke, bhogA misadosa visanne, hiya nisseya sabuddhi voccatthe * vAhe ya mandri mudde, vArUM maljIiyA va verazmi / utta a.8 gAthA 5 jema lALa, lITa ke khaLakhAmAM mAkhI sapaDAI jAya tema kAmabhoga rUpa Amiya (mAMsAdika padA') viSe ajJAnI, viparIta buddhinA dhaNI phasAI jAya che. Atmahita ane meAkSa mAnu' ArAdhana tene rucatuM nathI. AthI te dhama mAgamAM pramAdI ane che. ajJAnI ane mUkha jIvA kAmabhoganI indrajALamAM phasAIne potAnA Atmika guNAnA nAza kare che. kAdavanA kIDA jema kAdavamAM masta rahe che, tema viSayanA kIDo viSayabhogamAM masta rahe che. kapAkanA phaLanI mAphaka tenu' sevana karatA Akhare pastAvuM paDe che. jagatanA badhAM jhera karatAM viSayanuM viSa bhayaMkara koTinuM che. viSanuM viSa aMgamAM vyApI gayA pachI badhA ja matro tyAM nAkAmiyAba nIvaDe che. viSayanA viSacakramAM eka vakhata phasAI gayA pachI temAMthI bahAra nIkaLavu' muzkelI bhareluM banI jAya che. viSayanA jhera caDhavAthI ataramAM aMdhApeA vyApI jAya che. chatI vastune paNa te joI zakatA nathI. viSaya vAsanAne vAvaToLa vaLatA sAthe viveka dRSTivihANA banAve che, sAdhanA mArgothI bhraSTa banAvI de che. kSaNika sukhanI lAlasAmAM anaMtakALanu duHkha vaheArI levuM enA jevuM ka`badhana bIjuM kayuM hoI zake ? viSayAnI bImArI cittanI khumArI ane aMtaranI amIrI tane harI le che. eka vakhata viSayAnA vicAra jAgyA pachI e vadhato jAya che. UMgha ane bhUkha paNa harAma ane che. badhI ja khImArInA kadAca upAyA thAya paNa viSayanI bImArI mAravAnA upAya maLato nathI. anAdghinA karmInI bhekhaDAne teADavA mATe mahAna puruSAe kAmabhAgane breDI dIdhA che. ApaNA parapitA mahAvIra prabhue paNa trIsa varSanI bharayuvAnImAM saMsAranA

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256 zAradA siddhi bhoge cheDI dIdhA ne saMyama mArga aMgIkAra karyo. bhagavAne rAjanaibhavanA sukhe choDI zA mATe saMyamane svIkAra karyo te vAta to tame jANe che ne? karmanI bhekhaDo toDavA mATe ApaNA parama upakArI bhagavaMte e ja pharamAvyuM che. he AtmAo! AtmAnI je karmAdhIna avasthA che te saMsAra che ane karmarahita avasthA te mokSa. ApaNe AtmA karmathI gherAyeluM che. A badhI sukhasAmagrI karmajanya che. karmo e AtmAnA kaTTA zatru che. zatrue bichAvelI sAmagrIne sAvadhAnI rAkhyA vinA AnaMdapUrvaka bhogavanAra mUrkha che. have tame tamArA manathI samajI lejo ke tame keNa che? mUrkha ke DAhyA? (hasAhasa) mAre tamane kaMI kahevuM nathI, paNa mAnI le che ke tamAre phaTTo duzmana che teNe avasara joIne tamane bhojana karavA mATe AmaMtraNa ApyuM. tame jamavA mATe gayA ne saheja gaMdha AvI ke miSTAnnamAM bhArobhAra jhera nAMkhyuM che. te pachI tame zuM kare ?bhojana kare ke peTamAM duHkhavAnuM bahAnuM kADhIne UbhA thaI jAo? (tAmAMthI javAba: sAheba! jheravALuM bhojana jamAya? tarata UbhA thaI jaIe.) A nyAyathI tame samaje. karNorUpI zatruoe mAyAjALa bichAvI che evuM tamane jJAnI puruSonA vacana dvArA jANavA maLyuM pachI tamArAthI saMsAramAM besI rahevAya kharuM? anaMta jJAnIonA vacana upara je zradhA hoya te karmazatruthI cetatA rahe, paNa A cetavaNI tamArA magajamAM kyAre Utare ? aMtaramAM zradadhA pragaTe tyAre. vItarAga vacana pratye zradadhA - pragaTe tyAre mithyAtva jAya. mithyAtve jIvane atyAra sudhI sAcI vAta samajavA dIdhI # nathI. teNe anaMtajJAnInA vacanathI jIvane anAdikALathI alaga rAkhe che. A mithyAtvanA kAraNe jene rAga karavA je hato te na karyo, paNa AtmAthI para evA zarIrane tema ja parapudgalone rAga karyo che paNa yAda rAkhajo ke A zarIrane tame game teTaluM sAcavazo te paNa eka divasa te saune choDavAnuM che. A rIte saMsAranA bhautika sukhonI je sAmagrI maLI che te badhI eka divasa tamArI IcchA haze ke nahi hoya paNa choDavuM paDaze. cheDayA vinA chUTake nahi thAya. tame nahi choDe te e tamane choDI deze. Aje tame najara samakSa dekhe che ne ke Ajane lAkhe pati AvatI kAle bhikhArI bane che. Ajane nirogI kAyAvALe kAle bhayaMkara rogathI ghe I jAya che. belo, Ane meha rAkhavA jevuM che kharo ? "nA." te bhagavAnanA vacana upara zraddhA karI mithyAtvanA timira TALI AtmAnA svarUpane nihALo. baMdhuo ! bhagavAne A jIvane saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra traNa prakAranA zalya batAvyA che. pratikramaNamAM cothA zramaNusUtramAM belo che ne ke paDikkamAmi tihiM salaeNhiM, mAthA salleNuM, niyANu salleNuM, micchAdaMsaNu salleNuM" A traNa prakAranA zalya jIvane durgatimAM laI janAra che. traNa zalyamAM paheluM zalya che mAyAzalya. mAyA eTale bhagavAna kahe che ke + yA. rakhe ne huM enI pAse jete.

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zAradA siddhi 257 enI pAse gaye te sapaDAI jaIza. mAyAnI jALamAM phasAyelo mAnavI dharmanI ke saMsAranI kaI paNa kriyA kare che te aMtaramAM mAyA rAkhIne kare che. pariNAme tene AtmAne lAbha prApta thatuM nathI. bIju zalya che niyANuM. niyANuM eTale te tame sAMbhaLI gayA ne? karelI karaNIne vecavuM tenuM nAma niyANuM. dharmamArganI, saMyama mArganI, ArAdhanA karatAM mane A bhavamAM mAna-pAna, sukha samRddhi maLe, parabhavanI aMdara devendra ke cakravatinI siddhi maLe evI abhilASA sevavI nahi. dharma prabhAve sukhanI IcchA karavA jatAM bhanI vRddhi thAya che ne AtmasamRddhi khatama thAya che. saMbhUti munie niyANuM karyuM te brahmadatta cakravati banyA. je vyakti dharmakaraNInA phaLanuM niyANuM kare che tenA phaLa svarUpe bhautika sukha maLe che paNa AtmAne akhaMDa AnaMda lUMTAI jAya che. te ja kAma bhAgamAM ane parigrahamAM masta rahevAthI gatimAM jAya che. trIjuM zalya che mithyAdazanazalya. A zalya jIvane jinavacana upara zraddhA thavA detuM nathI. kSaNe kSaNe e jIvane beTA saMza UbhA karAve che. jinavacanamAM zaMkA thAya eTale samyakatva jAya. zaMkAzIla vyakti keIne prema saMpAdana karI zakatI nathI. - e guNavAna vyaktine paNa chidra joyA kare che, paNa enA premabhAvanI kadara karI zakato nathI. zaMkA e DAkaNa jevI che. duniyAmAM roganuM auSadha che paNa vahema-zaMkAnuM kaI auSadha nathI. huM eka daSTAMta ApAne samajAvuM. eka guNiyala ne pavitra bahena paraNIne sAsare AvI tyAre maranAra bahenane eka bA hatuM. tene te khUba vahAlathI ne premathI rAkhatI. samaya jatAM tene paNa be bAbA thayA. A bahena khUba samaju ane vicArazIla hatI. tene vicAra thaye ke loka kahe che ke "oramAyA eziyALA" te A kahevatane mAre beTI pADavI che. huM mArA dIkarA karatA oramAna dIkarAne vadhu sAcavIza. A mAtA pitAnA dIkarA karatAM oramAna dIkarAne vadhAre sAcave che. kapaDAM paheravAmAM, jamavAmAM, dUdha pIvAmAM badhAmAM pitAnA putra karatAM oramAna putrane adhika rAkhe che. oramAna putranuM nAma che maheza. mahezane vAyAprakRti vadhAre hatI eTale mAtA ene dUdhamAM be traNa kALA marInA dANuM nAMkhIne ApatI. mAtAnA khUba premane lIdhe mahezane kyAre ema nathI thayuM ke mAre mAtA nathI. patnIne bALaka pratye atineha joIne patine khUba saMtoSa hatuM. A kuTuMba AnaMdathI rahetuM hatuM, paNa A saMsAra e vicitra che ke keIne AnaMda ke sukha kaInAthI sahana thatuM nathI. "IrSyALu DezImA' :-emanI bAjumAM eka vRddha DozImA rahetA hatA. enAthI A lokonuM sukha sahana thayuM nahi eTale kaMIka pathare mUkuM te ThIka thAya ema vicAra karIne DozImA mahezane kahe che beTA! ahIM Ava. maheza enI pAse zA. 30

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258 zAradA sili gayo eTale meLAmAM besADIne pUche che ke tArI mA tane barAbara sAcave che ne ? kevI rIte sAcave che? maheza kahe, dAdImA ! mArI mA te mane khUba sAcave che. mArI mA te mA ja che. duniyAmAM evI mA keIne nahi hoya, tyAre DezImA kahe che, e tane game tevuM sAcavatA hoya paNa tArI sagI mA nathI. e te tuM jANe che ne? maheza kahe-dAdI! tame Ama kema kaho che? mArI mA te mane eTalo badhe sAcave che ke sagI ke oramAna mAtAne bheda rAkhatI nathI. mane te eTalo badhe sAcave che ke mArI sagI mAnI yAda AvavA detI nathI, mATe tame mane evuM na kaheze. ema kahIne cheka cAlyo gayo. baMdhuo IrSAnI Aga kevI bhayaMkara che! unnatinA zikhare pahoMcanAra pavitra manuSyane paNa adhogatinI khAImAM paTakI denAra IrSyA che. IrSyALu mANasa bIjAnI unnati joIne baLI jAya che ane bIjAne kema halako pADe evI enI dRSTi hoya che. ISyALu mANasa IrSAnI AtazabAjImAM rAjI thaI potAnI jAtane kAjI bhale mAnatA hoya paNa pAchamAM ene prathama naMbara che. ISyALu kaI paNa kAma zAMta citto karI zakato nathI. te bIjAnI zAMtimAM Aga cAMpavAnI pravRtti kare che. kharekhara, te pitAnI daSTi pramANe jagatane mApe che. pitAnA sivAya ene kaI sAruM dekhAtuM nathI. koInI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne enA kAnamAM jANe kaDakaDatuM tela reDAtuM na hoya evI vedanA thAya che. e bIjAnA deSa na hoya te paNa enAmAM devonuM ApaNuM karI nirdoSane deSita TharAve che ne pitAne sAre batAve che. A duniyAmAM badhuM tyAgavuM saheluM che paNa ISyane tyAga karavo ghaNe muzkela che. ISya e eka DAkaNa che. e jene vaLage e bIjAnI sAme ghurakiyAM karI herAna parezAna kare che. IrSyALu mANasa pitAnI ArAdhanA gumAve che ne bIjAne herAna kare che. hAthamAM mALA pheravata hAya paNa manamAM te bIjAne sapaDAvavAnI ghaTamALA racato hoya che. jayAre mAnavInA manamAM ISyane Avega uchALA mAre che tyAre mAnava mAnava nathI rahete paNa dAnava banI jAya che. bIjAnuM ahita karatAM ene saheja paNa AMcake nathI AvatuM. ISyALa vRtti eTale zvAnavRtti. eka kUtare goLa khAto hoya ne bIje kUtaro relAnuM baTakuM khAto hoya te pelo kUtare goLanuM baTakuM choDIne pelA kUtarAnA moMmAMthI roTalAnuM baTakuM paDAvI levA bhasavA lAge che. pariNAme geLa ane roTalo baMne gumAvI de che. pita khAte nathI ne bIjAne khAvA deto nathI. A rIte ISyALu mANasa paNa abhraSTa, tatabhraSTa je banI jAya che. ISyanuM kuTuMba ghaNuM vizALa che. sAMbhaLo. IrSAnA pitA krodha, niMdA enI mAtA, mAna meTebhAI ane mamatA enI bahena che. A vizALa kuTuMbamAM vaselI IrSyAnA pAzamAM sapaDAyA pachI chaTakavuM bahu muzkela che. IrSALu IrSAnA jerathI pitAnuM badhuM jalAvI daIne paNa bIjAne barabAda karavA mathe che. bhale mAruM sukha cAlyuM jAya paNa bIje sukhanI zayyAmAM ALoTe na joIe.

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zAradA siddha 250 A IrSALu DozImA mahezane vAraMvAra bolAvIne enI mAtAnA avaguNa bolavA lAgI tyAre chokare kahe che, dAdImA ! tame evuM na bolaze. mAre nathI sAMbhaLavuM. to paNa DozImA to lekacara cAlu rAkhatA. eka divasa kahe che, dIkarA ! tuM mArI vAta sAcI nathI mAnato paNa tuM bhUle che. tArI mA to strI caritra bhajavI rahI che. ene koI pahoMcI zake nahi. bhalabhalA brahmAjI paNa strI AgaLa pANI bhare che. nArIone te ghaNuM nATako bhajavatAM AvaDe. tuM to haju nAnuM che, tane zuM khabara paDe ke strIonA meMDhAmAM madha hoya che ne hRdayamAM te jhera bharyuM hoya che. beTA! tuM mane sAcuM kahe ke e tane zuM khAvAnuM Ape che? chekare kahe, dAdImA ! mArI mAtA enA dIkarA karatAM paNa mane vadhAre dUdha Ape che. emAM kALuM kALuM kaMIka nAkhe che je beTA! e kALuM kALuM je nAMkhe che ne e jhera ja nAMkhatI haze, mATe kAlathI tuM dUdha pIte nahi, nahitara marI jaIza, tyAre maheza kahe che te mane reja evuM nAMkhIne Ape che. je jhera hoya te huM marI paDe? e dhImuM dhImuM jhera nAMkhatI na jAuM! eTale DozImA kaheH beTA! tuM nA kahevAya, tane zuM khabara haze. eka divasa e tArA prANa leze, mATe have tuM dUdhane aDIza nahi. "caDhavaNathI caDhelA bALakanI mAtA pratye zaMkA" kumaLA phUlane jema, vALe tema vaLI jAya. mahezanA manamAM A vAta ThasI gaI. bIje divase mAtAe rojanI jema premathI dUdhane glAsa Ape paNa have te ene mAtAnA premabharyA vartana upara zaMkA thaI che, eTale kahe che mAre dUdha nathI pIvuM, tyAre premALa mAtA kahe cheH beTA ! tane zuM thayuM che? tuM dUdha pIvAnI kema nA pADe che? tane ThIka nathI ? tyAre maheza gusso karIne kahe che, mAre nathI pIvuM. ema kahIne ramavA cAlyo gayo. bapore jamavA belA te paNa na Avyo, eTale mAtA kahe che beTA! tuM zA mATe Ama kare che? tAre je khAvuM hoya te banAvI dauM paNa tuM khAI le. tuM bhUkhyA rahe te mane khAvuM kema bhAve ? A rIte mAtA kALe kapAMta kare che paNa chokaro khAte nathI ne kema nathI khAvuM e kahetA nathI. bapore enA pitA ghera AvyA eTale mAtAe enA bApane vAta karI ke juo ne ApaNu mahezane zuM thayuM che te meM ene keTaluM samajAvyuM chatAM khAtuM nathI. bApe paNa chokarAne khUba samajAvyo te paNa khAte nathI eTale kahe che bhale bhUkhyo rahe. kayAM sudhI nahi khAya ? e skUle jAya tyAre vAparavAnA paisA Ape emAMthI caNA mamarA khAI lete. agara enA mitrane ghera jAya ne Agraha kare te jamI le paNa gharamAM kAMI paNa na khAya. mAtA te valopAta kare che ke mArA dIkarAne zuM thaI gayuM che ke e khAte nathI. ATha divasa eNe khAdhuM nahi te enI mAtA paNa enI pAchaLa aDadhI thaI gaI. samajAvI samajAvIne thAkI paNa na khAvAnuM kAraNa paNa na jaNAvyuM tyAre mAtAne

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260 zAradA siddhi gussA Avyo tethI eka tamAcA mArca eTale kA raDavA lAgyA ne enI zakA majabUta thaI ke huM nathI khAtA eTale khavaDAvIne mArI nAMkhavA mATe Ama kare che. karAnI pAchaLa mAne jhUratI joIne enA pitAne paNa gusso AvyeA. enA pitAe e tamAcA mAryAM. chekarA raDatA raDatA DeAzImA pAse gayA ne badhI vAta karI. mahezanI vAta sAMbhaLI DozImAne pANI caDhayu' ne olI UThI: beTA ! hu khATu' kahu chu ? tArA khApa paNa tArI navI mAnA nacAvyeA nAce che. huM te joyA ja karu' chu'ke tArI mA enA cheAkarAne kaI nathI kahetI ne enI caDhavaNIthI tArA bApe tane keTalo mAra mAryAM? mAre tA jIva khaLI gayA. beTA ! khAlapaNamAM koInI mA na maraze. Ama kahIne DozI raDavA lAgI, eTale chekarAnA manamAM thayu` ke dAdImAne mArA upara keTalI lAgaNI che! bALakane evI rIte samajAvavA lAgI ke enI za`kA majabUta thavA lAgI. enI mAtA te ene sAcavavA ghaNuM kare, skUlethI Ave eTale mAthamAM laI le, vahAla kare paNa enA manamAM evA vahema ThasI gayA hatA ke mArI mA mane mArI nAMkhaze. e vahemamAM ne vahemamAM khAdhApIdhA vagara enuM zarIra sUkAvA lAgyuM. chokarAnI zaMkAnu thayelu. samAdhAna":-A vAta mAnumAM rahetA eka sajjana puruSanA jANavAmAM AvI eTale ene ghera AvIne kahe cheH beTA ! tu kema khAtA pItA nathI? tArI mAtA tane khAvAnu nathI ApatI ? tyAre kahe che mArI A mane dUdhamAM jhera nAMkhIne Ape che. te kevI rIte pIvu` ? sajjana mANasane e jovu` hatu` ke chekaro nathI khAtA enuM mULa kAraNa zuM che? eTale enA pakSamAM bhaLI gayA ne avaLI cAvI lagADIne vAta kaDhAvavA mATe kahyuM: beTA ! tArI mA evI che te kaMI nahi, ApaNe nahi khAvAnuM paNa e dhamAM jhera nAMkhe che evI tane kevI rIte khabara paDI ? cheokaro kahe, kAkA! A bAjumAM dAdImA rahe che emaNe mane kahyu', kAkA samajI gayA ke nakkI A dAdImAnA kArastAna lAge che, eTale kahe che beTA ! tArI mA tane kevu' jhera nAMkhIne Ape che e mAre jovu che. jA, tuM tArI mAtA pAsethI dUdha laI Ava. dIkarAe Aje ghaNA divase dUdha mAMgyu eTale mAtAne harakhanA pAra na rahyo. hAza....Aje mArA lAle dUdha pIvA mAMgyuM. mAtAe harakhabhera glAsa bharIne dUdha ApyuM. aMdara traNa cAra marInA dANA nAMkhyA. e dUdhanA glAsa laI ne chokarA doDatA AvyeA ne kahyuM: jIe, kAkA, A jhera nAMkhyu che. kAkA tA jANatAM hatAM ke enI mA keTalI lAgaNIzIla che. emaNe zAMtithI kahyu', beTA ! A jhera nathI. A teA marI kahevAya. tane vAyu na thAya eTalA mATe tArI mAtA dUdhamAM nAMkhIne Ape che. le, A dUdha tu' pI jA paNa chekarAnI zakA maTatI nathI eTale pItA nathI. tyAre kAkAe kahyuM ke, jo tane vahema hoya teA lAva huM pI jAu'! pelA bhAI dUdhanA glAsa pI gayA eTale chekarAnI za`kA dUra thaI. ene khAtarI karAvavA mATe DabbAmAM

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zAradA siddhi 261 vadhAre marI hatA te magAvIne khAtarI karAvI ke A jhera nathI. sAthe samajAvyu' ke, beTA ! AvA kAcA kAnanA na thaI e. dAdImA tApahelethI IrSyALu che. te koInu sukha joI zakatA nathI. jenA tenA gharamAM Aga lagADe che. kAkAnA kahevAthI chekarAnI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna thayu' eTale pahelAMnI jema premayI rahevA lAgyA, tethI enA mA- bApane Ana' thayA. mahezanI zakA gaI tA jIvanamAM AnaMda AnaMda chavAI gayA. ahIM za kA viSe bIjI eka vAta yAda Ave che te sAMbhaLe, eka vakhata eka bhAI sa`DAsa gayelA tyAM eka kAcaDA bhAInA paga uparA nIkaLIne alopa thaI gayelo. te pachI jovAmAM na AvyeA. pelA bhAInA manamAM ema thayuM' ke nakkI kAca'DA pUThethI mArA peTamAM pesI gayA, eTale bhAIsAheba te ghera AvIne pathArImAM lAMbA thaIne sUI gayA. bolavA cAlavAnA heAza na rahyA. AMkhAmAMthI ceAdhAra AMsu vahevA lAgyA, ane vAravAra peTa upara AMgaLI mUkIne badhAne batAvavA lAgyA ke mane peTamAM kaIka thAya che. bhayanI vilatAthI bhAIne tAva AvI gayA, eTale DAkaTarane khelAvyA. DAkaTare tapAsyA pachI davA ApIne kahyuM, hamaNAM tamane maTI jaze. zAMti rAkheA. ema gheADu' sAMtvana ApIne pUchyuM: bhAI! tamane zuM thAya che ? tyAre pelA bhAI kahe che ke mane je thAya che te mAru' mana jANe che. Aje huM sa'DAsa gayA tyAre mArA peTamAM kAcaMDo pesI gayA che. e peTamAM UbhA thaI ne kUdAkUda karI rahyo che. DokaTara sAheba! mane lAge che ke nakkI hu' marI jaIza. DaoNkaTara khUba hoziyAra ane anubhavI hatA. te dardInuM darda pArakhI gayA ne kahyuM, eka divasa tamAre hospiTalamAM dAkhala thavuM paDaze. ema kahIne daDhI ne davAkhAne laI gayA. Tekhala para sUvADayA ne AparezananI taiyArI karIne kahyuM: bhAI! ci'tA na karo. hamaNAM oparezana karIne kAcaMDAne bahAra kADhI nAMkhIzu. tamane kaI IjA nahi thAya. nadI raDatA raDatA kahe cheH sAheba ! hu' khacI jAu' tema karajo hAM....tame mArA bhagavAna che. tamArA vinA mane kAI nahi khacAve. heAMziyAra DaoNkaTare kalorophema sudhAyu' TamamAM marelo kAcaDo zodhI lAvIne pahelethI mUkI rAkhyo hateA. dI' bhAnamAM AvatAM kAcaDA tene matAnyeA eTale tene zAMti thaI ne enuM darda maTI gayu.. AvA virala vaida ke DAkaTara maLI jAya teA dardInA vahema dUra karI zake. khAkI to jIvanamAM evAM vartuLA racAtA hoya che ke mANusanI zaMkAne majabUta banAve. manuSyanA jIvanamAM koI paNa jAtanI zaMkA utpanna thAya to e za`kA TaLe nahi tyAM sudhI enA jIvanamAM keAI jAtanI majhA AvatI nathI. vahema to jaLanA vaheNu jevA che. e jyAM mA na heAya tyAM moTA mArga banAvI de che. jaLa ane sthaLanA bheda bhUlAvI de che. zaMkAnI dUSita havA vAtAvaraNane dUSita anAve che, gharamAM Aga peTAve che. 'taramAM IrSyAnI hALI ja jalAve che, zaMkA rUpI DAkaNI DAkalA vagADatI tamArA dvAra khakhaDAvI rahI

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26ra zAradA siddhi che ene aMdara pesavA deze to tamAruM jIvana jhera jevuM banI jaze. ene vidAya Apaze te amRtane AsvAda laI zakaze, mATe dharmanA kAryamAM ne saMsAranA kAryamAM badhethI zaMkA TALI de. ApaNe zaMkA viSe vAta cAlatI hatI. jyAM sudhI mithyAtva jAya nahi tyAM sudhI jIvane sAcI vAta samajAya nahi. tenA kAraNe jinavacanamAM zaMkA kare che paNa jyAre jinavacana upara zraddhA thAya che ne saMto dvArA sAcI vAta samajAya che tyAre ene bhrama TaLI jAya che. cAlu adhikAramAM culanI rANI ane dIrgharAjA baMne hAMdha banyA che. baMne jaNAM svachaMdapaNe ekabIjAmAM Asakta banIne rahevA lAgyA. emanuM belavuM, cAlavuM, hasavuM vagere vartana patipatnI jevuM banI gayuM. dhIme dhIme A vAta rAjAnA dhanu nAmanA pradhAnanA jANavAmAM AvI. mANasa mAne ke mArA duSkartavyane koI jANatuM nathI paNa pApa kaMI chAnuM rahetuM nathI. pApane ghaDo bharAya eTale phUTe che. dhanumaMtrI khUba vicakSaNa ne DAhyo hate. enA manamAM thayuM ke arere...khuda mahArANI AvA anAcAranuM sevana kare che. tene eTalo paNa vicAra nathI AvatuM ke huM kevA parAkramI putranI mAtA chuM! kAmI manuSya hitAhitane vicAra nathI karate, mATe bhaviSyamAM nakkI rANI rAjakumAranA hitane nukasAna pahoMcADaze, mATe mAre A bAbatathI brahmadatta kumArane vAkepha kare joIe. ''' have pradhAnane putra varadhanuM brahmadattane khAsa mitra hato. te brahmadattanI sAthe ja raheto, eTale dhanupradhAne e vAta varadhanune kahIne kahyuM beTA! tuM A vAta rAjakumArane khAnagImAM karaje. mehanI vicitratA kevI che ke je rAjarANu dharmanA samajanAra ne satI jevA hatA te paNa IndriyanI dunigrahane kAraNe Aje kAmAMdha banI vyabhicAramAM rakta banI gayA che. dhikkAra che A viSayavRttine ! aphasosanI vAta che ke kAmAMdha banela che pitAnA suvicAro ane vivekane kSaNamAtramAM bhUlI jAya che. A pramANe samajAvIne pradhAne potAnA putra varadhanune rAjamAtAnA anAcAranI vAta spaSTapaNe samajAvI dIdhI. samaya maLatAM varadhanue ekAMtamAM rAjakumArane badhI vAta kahI saMbhaLAvI. mAtAnA duzcAritranI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjakumArane khUba krodha Avyo paNa kumAre nakkI karyuM ke huM khAnagI rIte tapAsa karI lauM, pachI je karavuM haze te karIza. brahmadattakumAre khAnagI rIte dIrgharAjA ane culanI rANIne vartAva joyo eTale tene khUba duHkha thayuM. enA manamAM thayuM ke huM A mArI tIkSaNa talavArathI pApI dIrgharAjAnA rAI rAI jeTalA TukaDA karI nAMkhyuM. ghaDIkamAM ema thatuM ke huM mArI mAtAne ja evI kaI zikSA karuM ke jethI sudharI jAya, to ghaDIkamAM enA manamAM thatuM ke AvA pApabharyA saMsArano tyAga karIne vanamAM cAlyA jAuM. ghaNuM vicArane aMte dIrgharAjA ane culanI rANIne pitAnI bhUlanuM bhAna karAvavA mATe ene eka vicAra sUjhe.

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zAradA siti 263 rAjakumAre jaMgalamAMthI eka kAgaDe ane eka haMsalI, ane bIju gonasa sarSa ane padmanAgaNI ema be joDI maMgAvI. temAM eka samayamAM kAgaDo ane haMsalI, ane bIjI seyamAM gesa sarpa ane padmanAgaNane parevIne dIrgharAjA ane culanI rANI beThA hatA tyAM AvIne tamArA duzcaritrane huM jANuM chuM ema saMketa karavA baMne joDA emanI sAme dharIne kahe cheH he mAtA ! A kAgaDe ne haMsalI ane gesa sapa padmanAgaNI sAthe kucAle cAle che, tethI meM emane soyathI vIdhI nAMkhyA che. mArA rAjyamAM A lokonI mAphaka je kucAle cAlaze tene huM bhAlAnI aNuthI vIMdhI nAMkhIza. A sakhta daMDa ApIza ema kahIne kumAra bahAra nIkaLI gaye. A rIte brahmadattakumAre ADakatarI rIte samajAvavA mATe prayatna karyo. rAjakumAranA AvA prakAranA vartana jANIne dIrgharAjAnA dilamAM zaMkA thaI ke rAjakumArane amArA dukRtyanI jANa thaI gaI lAge che. A pramANe tarkavitarka karatA dIrgharAjAe rANIne kahyuM: priye ! ApaNe A mIThe saMbaMdha tamArA putranI jANamAM AvI gayA che, tethI teNe kAgaDo ane haMsalI, gonasa sarpa ane padmanAgaNI A baMne yugalane seyamAM paravIne ApaNane batAvyA che. A uparathI e ApaNane kahI gayA che ke je AvA prakAranA anAcAranuM sevana karaze tene huM daMDa ApIza. to zuM rAjakumAra ane kAgaDA, ane ganasa sarpa je mAnIne tema ja tane haMsalI ane padmanAgaNI rUpa mAnIne A jAtanuM dazya ApaNane batAve che ! mane to AthI cokkasa khAtarI thAya che ke ApaNuM baMne vaccenI prItine e sahana karI zakato nathI, tethI gusse thaIne ApaNe saMbaMdha toDAvavA mATe e tatpara thayo che. ATaluM bolIne dIrgharAjAe rANInI sAthe hasavuM-bolavuM, cAlavuM baMdha karI dIdhuM. culanI rANIe dIrgharAjAne kahyuM huM mArA prANeza ! tame AvI zaMkA na karaze. e mAro putra haju nAnuM che. ene saMsAra vyavahAranI, duniyAdArInI kaMI khabara nathI. e bALaka che tethI manamAM Ave tema bele che, mATe Ape enA mATe kaI zaMkA karavAnI jarUra nathI, tyAre dIrgharAjAe kahyuM: he priye ! tuM game tema kahe paNa mane to lAge che ke mArI zaMkA sAcI che. e ApaNA mATe kaDaka pagaluM bhare te pahelAM ApaNuM mArgamAM kaMTaka rUpa evA rAjakumArane ApaNe dUra karI devuM joIe. baMdhuo ! bhagavAne ATha prakAranA aMdha kahyA che temAM je kAmAMdha che te bahu kharAba che. kAgaDo rAtre AMdhaLo, ghuvaDa divase AMdhaLuM paNa kAmI puruSo to rAtre ane divase baMne vakhata AMdhaLA che. pote koNa che te vAta bhUlI jAya che. dIrgharAjA te kAmAMdha bo paNa culanI rANI te dharmane samajanArI pativratA satI hatI te paNa bhAna bhUlI gaI. jenI kukSIe cakravati je puNyAtmA jamyo hoya te AvI kusaMgI bane kharI? dIkaro have moTo thaye che ne huM A zuM karI rahI chuM? zuM mane AvuM vartana karavuM zuM che? e paNa vicAra na karyo. dIrgharAjAne te nizcaya thaI gaye

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214 zAradA siddhi che ke brahmadattakumAra vipharyA che paNa kAmAMdha rANInI AMkha UghaDatI nathI. haju paNa te rANI rAjAne kevA mehabharyA zabdo kaheze te avasare. caritra - ujajainI nagarIne bhIma jevo bhaDavIra bhImasena rAjA Aje rAMka banI gayo che. eka vakhata jyAM pANI mAMge tyAM dUdha hAjara thatA, jyAM reTI mAMge tyAM miSTAnna maLatA tene badale Aje bicArA eka lUkhI sUkI roTI mATe taraphaDe che. kameM kevI behAla dazA karI dIdhI ! bhImasena lakSamIdatta zeThanI dukAnanA oTale beThe ne zeThanI gharAkI vadhI gaI. zeThe pUchayuM ke, bhAI! tuM koNa che ne kayAMthI AvyA che? zA mATe AvyuM che? te mane vinA saMkoce khuzIthI kahe. zeThana AvA sahAnubhUtibharyA zabda sAMbhaLIne bhImasena be meM kSatriyakI jAta zeThajI, ujajainI se AyA, peTa bharIke kAraNa bhaTakA, Isa vastImeM AyA, he zeTha! huM jJAtie kSatriya chuM ne UjajainI nagarIthI AvuM chuM. mArA pUrvanA pApakarmonuM phaLa bhogavI rahyo chuM. udarapUrti karavA mATe A nagaramAM Avyo chuM. bhImasenanI dayAjanaka sthiti joIne zeThanuM haiyuM dayAthI chalakAI gayuM. te bolyA : bhAI! kharekhara tAruM mukhaDuM jotAM ane tArA bolavA cAlavA uparathI ema lAge ja che ke tuM koI sArA gharane mANasa che paNa tArA pUrvabhavanA keI pApodaye tuM duHkhI bane che paNa ciMtA na karIza. AjathI mArI dukAne raheje ne kAma karaje. A zeThanA manamAM ema che ke je A mArI dukAne rahI jAya te mAruM kAmakAja barAbara cAle ne huM moTo zrImaMta banI jAuM. bhImasenane te atyAre je rAkhe tene tyAM javuM evA bhAva hatA. teNe kahyuM, zeThajI! Ape te dayA karIne mane ApanI dukAne rahevAnuM kahyuM paNa huM kaMI ekalo nathI. mArI patnI ane be bALake che. temane huM A nagarInI bahAra, sarovaranI pALe, AMbAnA vRkSa nIce besADIne Avyo chuM. e loke mArI rAha jotA haze, zeThanuM zaraNuM maLatAM thayelo AnaMda":-zeThe kahyuM-bhAI! tuM tArA kuTuMbane khuzIthI ahIM laI Ava. e badhAne mAre tyAM samAveza thaI jaze. mAre tArA jevA mANasanI jarUra che. huM AvA mANasanI zodhamAM hatuM tyAM anAyAse tuM maLI gaye, eTale mane AnaMda che. mArI badhI ciMtA dUra thaI gaI che. bIjuM huM tane mArI vAta karuM. ame pAMca sagA bhAIo hatA. amArA dareka vacce atUTa prema hato. ame badhA jaina dharmanuM pAlana karanArA hatA. moTA thatAM amArA mAtA pitAe uttama kuLanI kanyAo sAthe amArA lagna karyA. amArA pAMce bhAIone jIvanavyavahAra khUba AnaMdapUrvaka cAlatuM hatuM. sau sukha ane saMpathI divasa vyatIta karatA hatA, paNa pApodaya jAgyo ke mArA cAre bhAIo svargavAsa pAmyA. huM ane mArI patnI baMne jIvatA rahyA chIe, tethI mArA bhAI enA ghara khAlI paDayA che. temAMthI tane eka

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zAradA sili 25 ghara rahevA mATe ApIza, temAM tuM sukhethI raheje. jA, tuM jaladI tArA kuTuMba parivArane laI Ava. tame badhA mAre ghera jamaje. je tamane mAre ghera jamavAnuM na phAve te huM anAja ApIza, tame tamArI jAte rasoI banAvI leje ne paheravA mATe kapaDAM ApIza. A uparAMta mahine be rUpiyA pagAra ApIza. tuM mArI dukAne kAmakAja karaje ne tArI strI mArA gharanuM kAmakAja karaze. khAvA pIvA uparAMta tamAre bIje kaI vastunI jarUra haze te huM jarUra pUrI karIza. tArA AkhA kuTuMbanI ciMtA mArA mAthe. bola, tane A vAta maMjUra che ne? A rIte lakSmIpati zeThe pUchayuM, eTale bhImasenanA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. potAnI rahevAnI, khAvAnI vagere ciMtA saheje dUra thatI hatI tethI bhImasena kRtajJa bhAve belI UThe ke dhanya che zeTha tamane ! Apane upakAra huM kadI nahi bhUluM. te jA bhAI..jaladI tArA kuTuMbane laI Ava. bhImasene kahyuM: zeThajI ! ame chelA traNa cAra divasathI bhUkhyA chIe. ame anAjane eka kaNa paNa je nathI, te khAvAnI to vAta ja kyAM karavI? bhUkhathI saune peTa bhaDake baLI rahyA che. mArA be bAluDA te pANI vinA jema mAchalI taraphaDe tema khAdhA vinAnA bhUkhyA taraphaDe che. patnIne paNa cAlatAM AMkhe aMdhArA Ave che, te zeTha temanI bhUkha maTe tema kare. pachI huM lAvIza. lakSamIpati zeThe bajAramAMthI magaphaLI, goLa, seva ane cavANuM vagere maMgAvI ApyuM. e badhuM laIne bhImasena jaladI jaladI harSabhera sarovaranI pALe putrone ane patnIne besADyA hatA tyAM Avyo. atyAra sudhI bALakanI bhUkhanuM duHkha joyuM jatuM na hatuM. chokarAo kahe, bApujI! tame amArA mATe khAvAnuM lAvyA? ema kahIne chalAMga mArIne bALako rAjAne vaLagI paDayA. bhImasene kahyuM: beTA ! le, huM tamArA mATe bhejana lAvyuM chuM te khAI le. ema kahIne bhImasene pote lAveluM bhAtuM ApyuM ane sarovaramAMthI ThaMDuM pANI lAvI ApyuM. bhUkhyA peTamAM bhojana javAthI ketusena ane devasenanA peTamAM ThaMDaka thaI ane teo utsAhamAM AvIne kahe che. pitAjI! Aje te tame bahu sarasa khAvAnuM lAvyA. hA, beTA ! tamArA puNya maLI gayuM che. putro zAMta thayA eTale bhImasena ane suzIlAne zAMti thaI, pachI baMne jaNAe vadheluM bhAtuM khAI lIdhuM ne sarovaranuM zItaLa pANI pIdhuM. khAIpIne nivRtta thayA pachI suzIlAe kahyuM: svAmInAtha! ApaNuM AjanuM duHkha dUra thayuM paNa have pachI zuM? bhImasena suzIlAne zuM kaheze te avasare. (Aje pU. parasanabAI mahAsatIjInI puNyatithi hovAthI pU. mahAsatIjIe temanA vinaya, vaiyAvaccanI khIlelI jIvanavADI ane sevAnA sumanonI saurabhathI maghamaghatAM jIvananuM TUMkamAM paNa khUba suMdara rIte varNana karIne temane bhAvabhInI zraddhAMjalI ApI hatI.) para na kara zI. 34

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vyAkhyAna naM. 27 zrAvaNa vada 3 ne zukavAra tA. 10-8-79 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMta karuNAnidhi zAstrakAra bhagavaMta jagatanA ane upadeza ApatA samajAve che ke, he bhavya jI! tame badhA sukhanA abhilASI che. rAta-divasa sukhane jhaMkhe che ane te sukha meLavavA mATe doDAdoDI karI rahyA che paNa sAcuM sukha kayuM che, te sukha kevI rIte maLe che te samajyA vinA sAcA sukhanI prApti thatI nathI. Ajane mAnavI IndriyanA managamatA viSayamAM sukha mAne che paNa e sAcuM sukha nathI. duniyAmavaM raudazaM guNamA tapuF I indriyanA viSayomAM utpanna thatuM sukha te vAstavika sukha nathI paNa sukhAbhAsa che. sAcuM sukha kone kahevAya te jANe che? dukkhI sukhaM patthayati, sukhI bhiccApi icchati / upekkhA pana santattA, sukha micceva bhAsitA // A saMsAramAM dukhI mANasa sukhanI icchA kare che, sukhI mANasa adhika sukhanI icchA kare che paraMtu sukha ane duHkhamAM upekSA-taTastha bhAva rAkhavo e vastutaH sAcuM sukha che. AtmAnA sukha AgaLa saMsAranA bhautika sukhe kaMI visAtamAM nathI. zAstrakAra bhagavaMto AtmAnA sukha ane bhautika sukhanI tulanA karatA samajAve che ke cauda rAjalokamAM rahelA dareka AtmAnuM bhUgajanya paugalika sukha ekaThuM karavAmAM Ave ane bIjI bAju je Atmika sukhanI lahejata mANI rahyA che evA siddha bhagavatenuM sukha mUkavAmAM Ave te cauda rAjalokanA samagra jIvananuM sukha siddhanA anaMtamA bhAge paNa nahi Ave. e sukhanI lahejata to anubhavavAthI mANI zakAya che. keI kahe ke e sukhanuM varNana karI batAve te AcArAMga sUtramAM bhagavAne kahyuM ke ke "3Ama kara ra vikA, sarva sattA, cAraca pada narivA" siddha bhagavaMtanA sukha mATe A saMsAramAM koI upamA nathI. teo arUpI sattAvALA che. skUla avasthA rahita che jethI temanuM varNana karavA mATe kaI pada nathI. siddha bhagavaMtanA sukhanI upamA apAya evA keI zabda ApaNI pAse nathI. upamA kenI apAya ? sAme tenA samAna bIjI kaI vastu vidyamAna hoya tenI apAya ne? tame chAza pIo che, te mIThI hoya te kahe che ne ke Aje chAza dUdha jevI mIThI che. chAzanI sAme dUdha che to tame chAzane dUdhanI upamA ApI zakyA paNa jenI sAme bIjI kaI paNa vastu ja na hoya te tene tenI upamA ApI zakAya ? senAnI sarakhAmaNa senA sAthe thAya, pittaLa sAthe na thAya. bIjA keI paNa sonAne se TacanA sonA sAthe sarakhAvIne kahI zakIe ke A senAmAM ne pelA

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zAradA siddhi 267 seAnAmAM keTalo pharaka che paNa je sAnu ja nathI mAtra pittaLa ja che tene sarakhAvIne zuM kahI zakAya ? seA (100)nI sa`khyAne koI paNa sa khyAthI bhAge te bhAgamAM kaIka Ave paNa zunyane zUnyanI sAthe bhAgAkAra karaze te zu Avaze ? zUnya ja Ave. tema je sukha nathI tene sukha mAnIne doDI rahyA che paNa e tamArA sukhA zUnya jevA che, mATe bhautika sukhAnI Atmika sukhA sAthe sarakhAmaNI karI zakAtI nathI. yAda rAkho, sa'sAranu' sukha kAlpanika, bhramapUrNa ane tuccha che. chatAM tame ema mAnIne beThA che ke e sAcuM sukha che. jema nAnA bALaka peAtAnA aMgUThA cUsatA hAya che tA tene cheDAvavA prayatna kare che paNa te aNusama bALaka cheADatA nathI, kAraNa ke temAM ene AnaMda che. agUThAmAM kAMI nathI chatAM che tema mAnavuMte bhrama che. AtmAnA sukha AgaLa bhautika sukha zUnya jevu` che. sa'sAranA eka paNa padArtha dhana, vaibhava, sattA, sa'tAneA, patnI vagere sukhanA sAdhanA nathI. e padArthaM jema jema maLatA jAya tema tema sukhane badale duHkha vadhatu' jAya che. jo emAM sukha hAta te| mahAnapuruSo e gaibhavane choDIne zA mATe cAlI nIkaLyA hAta ! e mahAnapuruSo ema samajatA hatA ke saMsAranA sukhA pApajanaka ne duHkhavaka che. e sukhAmAM masta banIne "sukha hasI hasIne bhogavIe te pApa vaLagI jAya ane duHkha hasI hasIne bhogavIe te pApa saLagI jAya." ajJAnI jIvA ema mAne che ke "dUrathAyA me nAma" je kAmabhAga hAthamAM AvyA che tene zA mATe na bhogavavA ? bhaviSyakALanA sukhA mATe vartamAnanA sukhAne zA mATe jatA karavA joIe ? tame teA pratyakSa dekhAya tene mAnanArA che. bhautika padArthAMmAM jeTaleA rAga teTalu duHkha. jo tame zrAvaka hA te AvA sukhA tamane tuccha lAge. sukhanI icchA thaze te paNa ema ja thaze ke AvA sukhA zA kAmanA ? A sukhanI mArI icchA ja khATI che, jene sukhanI IcchA thavA chatAM sukha khoTA lAge te zrAvaka che." jema keAI eka taddana garIba mANasa hatA. pAse eka rAtI pAI paNa na hatI. evI ka'gAla hAlatamAM e surata ke muMbaI jevA meATA zaheramAM AvyeA. khUba mahenata karIne paisA kamAyA. enA puNyAye koI evI sArI lAina enA hAthamAM AvI gaI. puNyadaya jAgatA thADA samayamAM e pAMca lAkha rUpiyA kamAI gayeA. have tame vicAra kare ke jenI pAse rAtI pAi paNa na hatI ene rU. pAMca lAkha maLI jAya teA keTalA AnaMda thAya? mUDI vadhatA vadhatA A mANasanI pAse ATha, daza lAkha rUpiyA thaI jAya teA enA AnaMdanI sImA rahe kharI ? e AnaMda kevA hoya te te tame jANI zako. e bAbatamAM tame catura che paNa catura kayAM nathI te kahuM ? jIvatattva, ajIvatattva, puNya, pApa, Azrava, saMvara, nirjarA, baMdha ane meAkSa kAne kahevAya e jANeA che ? e tattvAne je samaje tenA AnaMda kevA heAya enI tamane khabara nahi

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zAradA si. 268 paDe, kAraNa ke e bAbatamAM tame catura nathI. vepAramAM daza lAkha maLyA paNa phaTake lAgatAM e daza lAkhanA ghaTatA ghaTatA pAMca lAkha thaI jAya te zuM thAya? zrotAmAMthI javAba :- aphasosane pAra na rahe. jyAre pahelA pAMca lAkha maLyA tyAre atyaMta AnaMda thaye. mUDI vadhIne daza lAkha thayA tyAre ethI adhika AnaMda thaye. emAM ghaTADo thaIne daza lAkhamAMthI pAMca lAkha thayA tyAre te mANasa kheda karavA lAgyo. asvastha thaI gayo. tenuM kAraNa zuM ? pahelAM ene ema hatuM ke mArI mUDI vadhI rahI che eTale ene AnaMda hato, pachI ene ema thayuM ke mArI mUDI ghaTI gaI eTale kheda thaze. je dhanamAM sukha hota te pahelA pAMca lAkha maLyA tyAre je AnaMda hato te ghaDIne pAMca lAkha thayA tyAre paNa rahevo joIe, kAraNa ke bhale mUDI ghaTI gaI paNa pAMca lAkha te che ne? kharekhara je A sAcuM sukha hota te duHkha na thAta. eTalA mATe jJAnI puruSo kahe che ke A saMsAranuM sukha kAlpanika che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA teramA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. temAM paNa evI ja vAta AvI che ke cUlaNa rANI ane dIrgharAjAnA duSkRtyane sudhAravA mATe brahmadaro Takora karI te tene brahmadatta kaMTaka rUpa lAge, tethI e kaMTakane pitAnA sukhanA mArgamAM ADe Avato hovAthI enuM nikaMdana kADhavA Icche che. dIrgharAjA rANIne kahe che ke, tAre putra ApaNu badhI vAta jANe gayA che mATe have huM tArI pAse AvIza nahi. dIrgharAjAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne viSayAMdha banelI calaNI rANI kahe che ke, nAtha! tame A zuM bolyA? tamArA vinA te huM eka kSaNa paNa jIvI zakuM tema nathI. tame mArA putranI bIkathI Dare nahi. e te haju nAnuM che. ene AvI kaMI khabara paDatI nathI mATe e ApaNA sukhanI ADe nahi Ave. A te eNe koI ramata UbhI karA lAge che tethI A kAgaDe ane haMsalI laI AvIne AvuM bole che. juo, calaNI rANI keTalI mehAMdha banI che! ene te ema lAge che ke mAre putra haju nAnuM che. ene saMsAra bAbatanI kaMI khabara paDatI nathI, paNa e vAta bhUlI gaI che ke huM kenI mAtA chuM? mAre putra bhaviSyamAM keNa bananAra che ! have te putra mATe thaye che. zuM e samajI zake tema nathI ? paNa kAmAMdha mANasanI sthiti ja evI hoya che. kAmAMdha mAnava pote je kaMI kare che te kaI jotuM nathI tema mAne che, ATalA mATe jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke kAmAMdha je bIje kaI AMdhaLo nathI. "mAtALa 7 mAM ja 4 kAmAtura puruSane keIne bhaya paNa nathI lAgatuM ke koInI lajA paNa nathI AvatI. lAja zarama te neve ja mUkI de che. bhogamAM aMdha banelI calaNIe Apelo javAba" - lAja zarama cheDIne culaNI rANIe kahyuM ke, nAtha ! tamAre viyega huM sahana karI zakIza nahi. mArA putra viSe tame kadI evI zaMkA karaze nahi. rAjA kahe che rANI! tamane putra

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zora siddhi pratye vAtsalya che eTale sAcI vAta samajI zakatA nathI. bAkI have e ApaNuM sukhamAM kAMTe banI gayuM che. huM te mAnuM chuM ke e kaMTakane ukheDIne pheMkI deve joIe. nahitara ApaNuM upara caDhI bese, mATe je huM tane vahAle houM, jIvanabhara mArI sAthe rahevA IcchatI hoya to huM spaSTa zabdomAM tane kahuM chuM ke tArA putra brAdatane tAre paraleka bhego karI devo paDaze. te sivAya have mArAthI ahIM rahevAze nahi, kAraNa ke ApaNI madamastI bharI duniyAmAM e patharo thaIne paDyo che. have kAM huM tAre nahi ke kAM e tAre nahi ! bola, have tAre koNa joIe? putra ke priyatama! e bAbatane nirNaya karI levAnI paLe AvI cUkI che. dIrgharAjAnA vacane sAMbhaLIne calaNI rANI kahe che. e mArA prANadhAra ! emAM pUche che zuM? tamArA mATe te huM mArA prANa pAtharI devA taiyAra chuM. ApaNA sukhamAM DakhalagIrI karanAra kALotarA nAga jevA e brahmadattane paraloka pahoMcADe emAM te zI moTI vAta che? kAraNa ke haju e kaMI rAjA banI gaye nathI. rAjyanI tamAma sattAne ghera ApaNuM hAthamAM che. ApaNe sattAthI ApaNe je karavuM hoya te karI zakIe tema chIe. baMdhuo ! juo, A saMsAra ke svArthamaya che! eka te viSayavAsanAnuM halAhala jhera ane bIjuM sattAnuM abhimAna mANasane kayAM laI jAya che? sattAnA madamAM mANasa potAne viveka ane zAna paNa gumAvI de che. mAtA jevI mAtA banIne pitAnI malina vAsanAnuM piSaNa karavA khAtara putrane paraloka pahoMcADavA UThI che, kAraNa ke ene sattAnuM abhimAna che ke huM rAjyanI svAminI chuM. mArI IcchA pramANe karI zakuM tema chuM. e chokaro mArA sukhamAM ADe AvanAra koNa? moha ane abhimAnamAM ene khabara nathI paDatI ke huM AvuM duSkRtya karavA beThI chuM te mAruM zuM thaze? A pApakarmanuM pariNAma kevuM viSama Avaze? A sattAnI khumArI eka dina mArI kevI khuvArI karI nAMkhaze? e te potAnA sukhamAM masta rahe che, pachI ene keInI sArI vAta paNa gamatI nathI. jyAre potAnA pApakarmanuM phaLa bhogavavAne vakhata Ave tyAre enI sAna ThekANe Ave che. eka daSTAMta ApIne samajAvuM eka moTA zaheramAM eka zrImaMta zeTha zeThANI moTA AlezAna bhavana jevA baMgalAmAM rahetA hatA ne saMsAranA sukha bhogavatA hatA. emane dhananuM khUba abhimAna hatuM. abhimAna te kevuM ? emanA AMgaNe koI garIba duHkhI mANasa mAMgavA Ave te enuM mukha jovAmAM paNa A zeTha zeThANI nAnapa samajatA. abhimAna mAnavIne UMcethI nIce pachADanAra che. eka abhimAnanI pAchaLa ghaNuM durgaNe kheMcAIne Ave che. juo, abhimAnanI pAchaLa krodha kheMcAIne Ave che ne tRSNAnI pAchaLa mAyA kheMcAIne Ave che. Ama krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lobha e cAre kaSAyonA mULa upara saMsAra vRkSa lIluM chamane phAlyuM phUluM rahe che. dazavaikAlika sUtramAM bhagavAna belyA che ke,

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270 zAradA siddhi koh| ya mANA ya aNiggahIyA, mAyA ya lAbho ya pvtttthmaannaa| sattAra U #sina vasAvA, siMnti mAruM puLamavasa a8 gAthA 40 vaza nahi karelA kodha, mAna, mAyA ane lobha vRddhi pAmatA rahetA A cAre saMpUrNa ane kilaTa kapAye punarjanma rUpI vRkSanA mULane athavA ATha karmarUpI mULane athavA mithyAtva Adine azubha bhAvarUpI pANIthI siMce che eTale janma maraNanI vRddhi karAve che, paNa abhimAnamAM aMdha banelAne A bAbatane khyAla kayAMthI Ave ? eka divasa A zrImaMta zeThane ghera eka saMnyAsI saMta padhAryA. saMnyAsIne pitAne ghera AvatA joIne zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke A bAvo bhIkha mAMgavA nIkaLI paDe che. ene kaMI kAmadhaMdhe che? jANe emanA mATe ja na kamAtA hoIe! jethI ApaNA ghera bhIkha mAMgavA Avyo che. zeThe pitAnA baMgalAne sAcavanAra gurakhAne belAvIne kahyuM ke, jA, A badamAza, harAmIne phiTakArIne bahAra kADhe. sAdhu zeThanA mukhanA bhAva joIne samajI gayA ke huM Avyo te zeThane gamyuM nathI. tyAM te gura AvIne rUAbathI kahe che, bAvAjI! khaDe raho. aMdara jAnekI manAI ha, sAdhue kahyuM: bhAI! tArA zeThane jaIne kahe ke e mArA para gusso na kare. huM tamArI pAse mAMgavA nathI Avyo paNa tamane kaMIka ApavA mATe Avyo chuM, eTale gurakhAe jaIne zeThane vAta karI ke, zeThajI ! mahArAja to ema kahe che ke huM tamArI pAse kaMI mAMgavA nathI A paNa tamane kaMIka devA Avyo chuM, eTale zrImaMta zeThe pitAnA munimane belAvIne kahyuM ke, A bAve zuM kahe che? e zuM devA Avyo che? enI vAta sAMbhaLIne ene jhaTa ravAnA kare. baMdhuoabhimAna keTaluM bhayaMkara che! sAdhu bicArA enI dayA khAIne ene kaMIka devA mAMge che chatAM emanA sAmuM jovuM paNa gamatuM nathI te pachI emanI vAta sAMbhaLavAnI te vAta ja kayAM ! zeThanA hukamathI munimaja sAdhu pAse Avyo ne pUchyuM mahArAja ! tamAre mArA zeThane zuM ApavuM che? tyAre sAdhue kahyuM munimajI ! tamArA zeThajI je cepaDAmAM jamA-udhArane hisAba lakhe che te copaDo mArI pAse lAve. saMtanA kahevAthI munimajIe cepaDo emanA hAthamAM ApyuM. sAdhue cepa khelIne pahelAM ja pAne eka lITImAM kaMIka lakhyuM ne pachI copaDe baMdha karIne cAlyA gayA. munime jUne copaDo Apyo hato. eNe kabATamAM copaDe mUkI dIdho. zeThane te abhimAnamAM e jANavAnI paNa kyAM paDI hatI ke sAdhu copaDAmAM zuM lakhI gayA? munimajIe ke zeThe keIe kaMI vAMcyuM nahi. karmarAjAnA kAyadA ane niyama bahu vicitra che. kamarAjA bhalabhalAne abhimAna eka rAtamAM teDAvIne rAyane raMka banAvI de che ne raMkane rAya banAvI de che. camarabaMdhIne

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zArA citi ra71 cItharehAla ane cIMtharehAlane camarabaMdhI banAvI de che. kenA abhimAna kAyama TakI zake che? rAvaNa je rAjA paNa eka divasa abhimAnanA kAraNe rAkhamAM roLAI gaye. enuM nAmanizAna na rahyuM. 'A zeThane tyAM paNa evuM ja banyuM. zeThane dhamakAra cAlate vepAra dhIme dhIme maMda paDe ne eka divasa zeThane vepAramAM moTI beTa AvI. moTo dhakko lAgyo tethI zeThanI evI paristhiti AvI gaI ke khAvAnAM sAMsA paDayAM. AlezAna bhavana jevA vizALa baMgalA, gADI, vADI, zeThANInA dAgInA badhuM vecAI gayuM. eka vakhatanA jigarajAna dete paNa duzmana banI gayA. evA jambara pApakarmane udaya thaye ke badhuM cAlyuM gayuM. pApa kaMI keIne cheDe che? vahelA ke meDA koIne paNa pApa pragaTa thayA vinA rahetA nathI. na pApa aMdhAre rahe, chAnuM karo ke cokamAM, aMte pukArI UThaze, A leka ke paralokamAM, zeThanA pApa Aje pragaTa thayA eTale te duHkhI duHkhI thaI gayA. sagAMvahAlAM ke svajana saMbaMdhI keIemanA sAmuM jotA nathI. zeThANInuM abhimAna osarI gayuM. emanA hAtha heThA paDI gayA. paisAnI magarUrImAM mANasa dharatIne prajave che tyAre ene koI garIbanA sAmuM jovuM gamatuM nathI, paNa jyAre pApakarmane udaya thAya che ? tyAre khyAla Ave che ke garIbAInA duHkha kevAM hoya che! have zeTha zeThANIne pitAnuM jIvana akAruM lAgyuM. emane lAgyuM ke AvI sthitimAM jIvavuM tenA karatAM ApaghAta karIne jIvanane aMta lAvIe. baMne jaNe ApaghAta karavA taiyAra thayA te ja vakhate zeThANInA manamAM eka camakAre thayo. acAnaka kaMI yAda AvyuM hoya tema zeThane kahyuM: "svAmInAtha! tamane yAda che? eka divasa ApaNA AMgaNe sAdhu mahAtmA AvyA hatA. tame ene kADhI mUkatA hatA tyAre emaNe kahyuM ke, huM tamArI pAse levA nathI Avyo paNa devA Avyo chuM. tame gusse thaIne lapamAMthI chUTavA munimajIne mokalyA hatA. emaNe munima pAse copaDe maMgAvyo ne pachI copaDAmAM e kaMI lakhI gayA hatA. to ApaNe A duniyAmAMthI vidAya laI e te pahelAM e cepaDa tapAsI laIe.' zeThane zeThANInI vAta gamI eTale zeTha zeThANuM copaDAnA pAnAM pheravavA lAgyA, pheravatA pheravatA eka junA copaDAmAM pahelA pAne lakhyuM hatuM ke, "vaha dina na rahA te vahu dina kayA rahegA ?" . A vAkya zeThe vAMcyuM ne enA upara manana karyuM te samajAyuM ke mahAtmAe ema lakhyuM che ke zeTha! tamArA sukhanA divaso sadA mATe na rahyA te A duHkhanA divase paNa kayAM sudhI rahevAnA che? sukha ane duHkha e te saMsAranI ghaTamALa che, mATe sukhamAM chalakAo nahi ne duHkhamAM gabharAo nahi. tana, dhana ane yauvana cAra divasanA camakArA che mATe ene garva na kare. saMtanA eka vAkyanuM gUDha rahasya samajIne zeThanA jIvanamAM zAMti thaI gaI ne vicAra karavA lAgyA ke saMta mahAtmAo

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272 zAradA siddhi kevA paropakArI hoya che. meM te emanA sAmuM nathI joyuM te paNa emaNe mArA upara ke mahAna upakAra karyo! saMtanuM eka vacana hRdayamAM UtarI gayuM pachI ApaghAta karavAno vicAra mAMDI vALye ne baMne jaNa dharmamaya jIvana gALavA lAgyA. pharIne puNyadaya thatAM hatI te sthiti AvI gaI, paNa abhimAna cAlyuM gayuM eTale jIvanamAM sadAcAra, namratA, dayA Adi aneka sadguNa khIlI UThayA, tethI AkhuM jIvana paropakAramaya jIvana jIvyA ne AtmAnuM kalyANa karyuM. ApaNe te abhimAna upara vAta cAlatI hatI. sattAne mada, dhanane garva, kevI bUrI cIja che! A zeTha zeThANIne dhanane keTalo garva hato ! paNa saMtanA eka vAgye emane garva gaLI gayA ne ThekANe AvI gayA. emane to dhanane garva hato tethI ThekANe AvyA paNa culanI rANune to enI rAjasattAnuM abhimAna che. bIjuM enI daSTi vikAramaya banelI che. jenI daSTimAM vikAra bharyo hoya ne bIju abhimAna hoya pachI zuM bAkI rahe? calaNa rANuM dIrgharAjAnA mehamAM pAgala banI ne bhAnabhUlI gaI che. enA vivekacakSu baMdha thaI gayA che tethI dIrgharAjAne premabharyA zabdo kahe che. mohAMdha rANa pitAnA ekanA eka putrane mArI nAMkhavAnuM kahetA belatI acakAtI nathI. haju AgaLa calaNI rANI dIrgharAjAne zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. che. caritra: bhImasena ane suzIlAe bALakone khavarAvyA pachI khAdhuM. bhImasena pitAnI talavAra ane DhAla zeThanI dukAne mUkIne Avyo hato. khAdhA pachI suzIlAe pUchayuMH svAmInAtha! tame A badhuM khAvAnuM laIne to AvyA paNa ApanI keDe DhAla ne talavAra kema dekhAtI nathI? he nAtha ! talavAra ane DhAla vecIne te khAvAnuM nathI lAvyA ne? kAraNa ke talavAra ane DhAla e te kSatriyapaNAnuM cihna kahevAya. bhale, eka vakhata bhUkhyA marI jaI e paNa e vecAya nahi, eTale bhImasene kahyuM, suzIlA ! huM talavAra ane DhAla kadI vecIza nahi. atyAre paNa kaMI vecIne nathI A paNa mane lakSmIpati zeThanI sahAya maLI che. tyAM gayA pachI zuM banyuM ne kevI rIte khAvAnuM lAge te badhI vAta vistArapUrvaka kahI saMbhaLAvI ane kahyuM, zeTha bahu sArA che. ApaNane baMnene emane tyAM nokarIe rAkhI lIdhA che. huM emanI dukAnanuM kAma karIza ne tAre emanA gharanuM kAma karavAnuM, khAvA pIvAnuM kapaDAM tathA rahevAnuM Apaze. te uparAMta mahine be rUpiyA pagAra Apaze, mATe ApaNe jaladI tyAM javAnuM che. te Apa badhA have cAlo. ahAhA! karmanI kaLA vicitra che. eka vakhatanA sattAdhIza rAjA ane rAjAnA raMgabhavanamAM saMsAranuM mahAsukha bhogavanArI rANI Aje eka vaNikane ghera nokara banIne raheze. kevI karuNAjanaka paristhiti ! atyAre emanA gADha karmano udaya che eTale bhImasena rAjAe ATalI badhI majUrI karavAnI chatAM mAtra mahine be ja

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zAradA siddhi 273 rUpiyAno pagAra ApavAnuM kahyuM te svIkArI lIdhuM. suzIlAe kahyuM: nAtha! tame nakkI te karI AvyA paNa ApaNe rahevAnuM kayAM? e zeThanA gharamAM huM nahi rahe. eka te mAruM rUpa che ne bIjuM yuvAnI che. mANasane pitAnuM rUpa paNa kayAreka duHkhadAyI bane che. muzkelImAM mUkI de che. Aje ApaNe pApakarmane udaya che. temAM vaLI je zeThanI daSTi bagaDe te mAthe duHkhanA DuMgare tUTI paDavAmAM bAkI nahi rahe tyAre bhImasene kahyuM: suzIlA ! e zeThe mane kahyuM che ke, mArA cAra bhAI gujarI gayA che. emanA ghara khAlI paDayA che. temAMthI ApaNane eka ghara rahevA mATe Apaze eTale ApaNe tyAM rahevAnuM kAma karavA mATe mAre dukAne javAnuM ne tAre emanA ghera javAnuM. sukhazAtAse samaya keTegA, karasthA unakA kAma, Aye cAla dukAna zeThajI, cAre ke nijaghara lAyA. ApaNu duHkhanA divase tyAM pasAra thaze mATe tame badhA jaladI cAlo. ApaNe zeThane tyAM jaIe. bhImasenanA kahevAthI suzIlArANI, devasena ane ketusena cAre jaNAM dhImA pagale cAlatAM cAlatAM lakSmIpati zeThanI dukAne AvyA. zeTha e cArene laIne pitAne ghera AvyA. A zeTha te bhalA bhoLA ne dayALu hatA. emane saMtAna paNa na hatuM. parivAramAM zeTha zeThANI be jaNA hatA. zeThANInuM nAma bhadrA hatuM paNa nAma pramANe enAmAM guNa na hatA. nAma bhadrA kAma kubhadrA" -enuM nAma to majhAnuM bhadrA hatuM paNa svabhAvathI e kubhadrA hatI. potAnuM kAma keInI sAthe laDI jhaghaDIne karAvI levAmAM hoziyAra hatI. tenA zarIrane raMga kALa, mukha bhayaMkara bihAmaNuM, tema ja AMkhe bilADI jevI hatI. jene jotAM bhaya lAge e enA zarIrane dekhAva hato. ene krodha Ave tyAre rAkSasaNa jevI banI jatI ke jANe hamaNAM badhuM bALI mUkaze ema lAgatuM. enI jIbha te ghaNI lAMbI ne kaDavI hatI. jANe jIbhamAM jhera bharyuM na hoya! paraniMdA karatAM te enI jIbha saheja paNa thAkatI na hatI. jyAre keInI sAthe jhaghaDo thAya tyAre to enI jIbha tIkhI maracA jevI banI jatI. kUDa kapaTa ane kukarmo karavAmAM te e pUrI pAvaradhI hatI. lAja zarama to neve mUkI dIdhelI hatI. enA hadayamAM dayAne choTe te hato nahi. dharma-puNyanI ke dAnanI vAte ene gamatI nahi. AvI bhadrA zeThANI hatI. zeThanI zeThANune bhalAmaNu":-zeTha A cArene laIne pitAne ghera AvyA ne pitAnI patnIne kahyuM : he suMdarI ! bhadrA dekhAvamAM suMdara na hatI paNa game tevI teya pitAnI patnI che ne! eTale zeThe ene kahyuM, he suMdarI ! A cAre ya AtmAo pavitra ne bhAgyazALI che, paNa emanA keI pUrva bhavanA pApakarmanA udayathI emanI AvI duHkhadAyaka dazA thaI che. ApaNAM bhAgyeAdaye teo ApaNe tyAM AvyA che. kAma karavAmAM A baMne pati patnI kuzaLa che tethI meM temane ApaNe tyAM kAma karavA zA. 35

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ra74 zAradA siddhi nekara tarIke rAkhyA che. A puruSa che te mArI dukAnanuM kAmakAja karaze ne A strI che te tane gharakAmamAM madada karaze. A be emanA chokarAo che te paNa emanI sAthe raheze. he bhadrA! tuM emanI pAse naramAzathI premathI kAma leje. emane halakA mANasanI jema haDadhUta na karIza ke eka paNa kaTu vacana kahIza nahi. jamavAne samaya thAya tyAre ApaNe je jamIe te emane peTa bharIne barAbara jamADaje. emanA dilane duHkha thAya evuM eka paNa kAma emanI pAse karAvIza nahi. e ApaNA ghara kAma karaze ne khAze. rAtre ApaNI bAjunA jUnA gharamAM raheze. ema kahIne zeTha bhImasenane dukAne laI gayA. suzIlAne mUkIne te gayA paNa e te bhadrAnuM beDoLa rUpa joIne tharathara dhrujavA lAgI. pelA bALake paNa DarIne suzIlAne vaLagI paDayA ne kahe cheH bA! amane bIka lAge che. suzIlA ane bALake zeThANInuM bihAmaNuM rUpa joIne DarI gayA che. have zeThANI emanA bALaka upara ke julma karaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. - 28 zrAvaNa vada 4 ne zanivAra tA. 11-8-79 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMtajJAnI tIrthakara bhagavaMta jagatanA jene upadeza ApatA pharamAve che ke he bhavya jIvo ! A saMsAramAM jyAM juo tyAM cAre tarapha duHkha, duHkha ane duHkha ja dekhAya che. saMsAra jANe eka duHkhano dariye ja na hoya! jema dariyAmAM daSTi karIe te dUra dUra sudhI pANI dekhAya che. kyAMya ene kinAre dekhAto nathI tema A jJAnI-puruSe paNa saMsArathI para banIne saMsAra tarapha dRSTi kare che to emane saMsAra duHkhathI bharelo dekhAya che, to vicAravA jevI vastu che ke saMsAramAM duHkha zAthI? A praznanA uttaramAM bhagavAna uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 32 mA adhyayanamAM kahe che ke, dukkhaM hayaM jassa na hoi mohA, moho hao jassa na hAi taNhA / taNhA hayA jassa na hAi lAho, lohA hao jassa na kiMcaNAi // 8 // jyAM moha che tyAM duHkha che. jene moha nathI tene A saMsAramAM kaI jAtanuM duHkha nathI. jene meha nAza pAme che tenuM duHkha paNa nAza pAme che. jyAM vase che meha tyAM rahe che duHkha. meha eTale zuM? para vastu ane para vyakti pratyenI Asakti. parane pitAnuM karavAnI lAlasA ane mamatA tenuM nAma meha. A moha TaLe to duHkha saheje TaLI jAya. jenI tRSNa yuvAna che tyAM sudhI maha paNa vRddha kayAMthI thAya? jyAM sudhI tRSNa jIvatI ne jAgatI che tyAM sudhI mehanuM astitva rahevAnuM. lobhane nAza thAya tyAre tRSNA cAlI jAya che. tamane thaze ke tRSNa ane lobhamAM zuM pharaka che? aprApta vastunI prApti mATenI tIvra jhaMkhanA enuM nAma tRNA, ane

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zAradA siddha 275 prApta vastune potAnI karIne sAcavI rAkhavI tenuM nAma lobha che. jyAre jIvane kaI paNa jAtanI IcchA ke AkAMkSA na rahe tyAre lobhane nAza thAya che. A gAthAne nicoDa e che ke mehamAMthI duHkha janme che. tRSNAnA tArathI meha Take che. lobhanA lohacuMbakathI tRSNane tAra laMbAya che, ane aMtaramAM chUpAyelI IcchAothI lobhane udaya thAya che mATe sarva IcchAonA nAzathI lobhano nAza, lobhanA nAzathI tRSNAne nAza, tRSNAnA kSayathI mehane kSaya ane mohanA kSayathI duHkhane vinAza thAya che, eTale jene meha, tRSNa ane lobha kSaya thAya tenuM du:kha avazya nAza pAme che. mehamukti e ja duHkhamukti che. baMdhuo ! ATalA mATe ame bhagavAnanA vacanAnusAra tamane kahIe chIe ke he jIvAtmAo! tame A saMsArane meha cheDe, parigrahanI mamatA che. jagatanA jIve para mAnuM eTaluM badhuM varcasva che ke bhalabhalAne paNa moha durjaya che. jenA upara tame meha rAkhe che, evuM A zarIra ane parigraha badhu jIvane baMdhanakartA che. jyAM sudhI karma che tyAM sudhI zarIra rahevAnuM che. karmane AdhIna banIne jIvane saMsAranI jelamAM rahevuM paDe che. jelamAM rahevuM tamane game kharuM? mAne ke sarakAranA gunAmAM pakaDAI gayA ne jelamAM pUrAvuM paDayuM to ema thAya che ne ke jelamAMthI chUTuM ! jhera pIne marI javuM sAruM paNa jelamAM pUrAI rahevuM khoTuM eTale mANasa game tema karIne pitAnI sthiti hoya ke na hoya chatAM paisAnA pANI karIne paNa jAmIna para chUTI jAya che, paNa jelamAM rahetA nathI. to pachI jIva anaMtakALathI zarIranI jelamAM pUrAI rahyo che. ene mukta karavAnI bhAvanA kema thatI nathI? A jelamAMthI kayAre chUTuM ene jIvane talasATa thavo joIe. je kAyAnI mAyAmAM jIva aTavAI gayuM che, je kAyAne meha rAkhIne muktinA mahAna sukha mANavAne badale enA baMdhanamAM baMdhAI rahyo che e zarIra kevuM che? cAmaDAM, hADaka, lohI, ane mAMsanuM baneluM che. AvuM zarIra vahAluM lAge che paNa anaMta guNothI bharelo sata cita ane AnaMdamaya e AtmA vahAle lAgatuM nathI. zarIramAM kaI sAra nathI. enA para rAga na kare. rAga karI karIne zarIrane zuddha karavAne prayatna kare che paraMtu zarIra zuddha thavAnuM nathI. Aje tame zarIrane zuddha karyuM te kAle azuddha banI jaze. Aje jene mAla malIdA khavaDAvIne puSTa banAvyuM te kAle svayaM nirbaLa banI javAnuM che. kolasAne dhovA mATe tame sAbu lagADIne game teTalI mahenata kare paNa e kALe ne kALe ja rahevAne, tema zarIrane svabhAva paNa e che, mATe zarIranI cAmaDIne na juo paNa zarIramAM je AtmA che tene juo. rUpa e te pugalanI mAyA che. AtmA arUpI che mATe A zarIranA svabhAvane vicAra karIne ene rAga cheDe.

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276 zAradA siddhi pudgalanI mAyAnA pAyA para sa'sAranA moTA mahela Ubho che, paNa vicAra karo ke A sa`sAra mahela nathI paNa jela che. svAtha`maya che, A sa'sAramAM koI koInu nathI. jyAM sudhI manuSyanu puNya kAma kare che tyAMsudhI sau tene elAve che te mAnapAna Ape che pachI kAI koI ne pUchatuM nathI, mATe jJAnI puruSo kahe che ke puNyanA dvIpaka jale che tyAM sudhI kAma kADhI lo. e dIpaka bUjhAI gayA pachI jIvanamAM aMdhakAra chavAI jaze. krizA paNa sUjhaze nahi. jyAre mANasanA puNya khalAsa thaI jAya che tyAre bhalabhalo buddhivAna paNa bevakUph khanI jAya che. mANasa game teTalo buddhizALI hoya, catura hAya, sadAcArI hAya paNa puNya na hoya teA duniyA enA guNNAnI kadara karatI nathI, paNa jene puchyAdaya che tevA mANasa buddhihIna heAya chatAM te samAjamAM buddhivAna manAya che. AvA sa'sAranA khela che. e tame nATaka jovA jAe che ne ? ahI' kheDelAmAMthI ghaNAne nATaka jevu' gamatu' haze. cAra cAra divasa agAuthI nATakanI TikiTa maMgAvIne rAkhe che paNa vicAra karaze. A tamArA sa'sAra e paNa eka prakAranu' nATaka che. nATakamAM judAM judAM pAtro judA judA pATha bhajave che. tyAM tame prekSaka banIne jAme che ne ? nATakamAM game tevu karuNu dRzya Ave ke hAsyajanaka dRzya Ave te tenI tamane koI asara thAya che ? kadAca karuNu dRzya Ave te ghaDI vAra asara thaI jAya che paNa pachI te ene kaI yAda nathI karatA. nATaka pUru' thAya eTale tarata tyAMthI UThIne ghara bhegA thaI jAe che ne? e rIte tame A sa'sAramAM paNa prekSaka banIne raheA. jo mArApaNAnI mamatA karI te marI gayA samajo paNa mamatArahita prekSaka bhAvathI raheze| te tamane game tevA prasaMgeAmAM paNa du:kha nahi thAya. puNyadayathI lakSmI maLI hoya te tenA dAnapuNyamAM sadupayeAga karo. zarIra sAruM hoya teA tapa kareA, sevA karo, brahmacarya nuM pAlana karo. have payUSaNa panA divasA najIka AvI rahyA che. ghaNAM bhAI baheneAe tapazcaryAM zarU karI che paNa have jeNe kaI karyu nathI temaNe e vicAra karavAnA che ke mAre zuM karavu? je karaze te sAthe AvavAnu` che. mAkI kaI sAthe AvavAnu` nathI. ema samajIne mAhu cheDA. je AtmAe AMkhA baMdha karIne sa'sAranA mehamAM phasAya che te ghora pApa ka nuM AcaraNa karatAM acakAtA nathI. ApaNA cAlu adhikAramAM dIrgha rAjA ane culaNI rANI kevA mAhamAM paDayA che! emanu pAkaLa brahmadattakumAranI jANamAM AvI gayuM', eTale dIrgha rAjAnA dilamAM camakAro thayA ke have jo A brahmadattakumAra jIvatA raheze te amAru sukha lUMTAI jaze. mATe game tema karIne enA jIvananA ata lAvavA paDaze. DhI`rAjAe AvuM kahyu tA paNa rANInI AMkha khUlI nahi. kadAca mAhavaza bhAna bhUle paNa jyAre peAtAnA ekanA eka putrane mArI nAMkhavAnuM' kahyu' te paNa calaNIne ema na thayuM ke he rAjA !

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277 zAradA siddhi tame A zuM bolo cho? tamane mArA patie je dIkarAnuM ane rAjyanuM rakSaNa karavA mATe rAkhyA tenA badale rakSaka ja bhakSaka banavA UThayA ! khetaranuM rakSaNa karavA mATe vADa hoya che paNa jyAre vADa ja cIbhaDAM gaLI jAya te phariyAda kone karavI? huM tamArA premamAM mugdha banIne bhAna bhUlI paNa je mArA dIkarAne tame mAravA UDyA cho te have mAre tamArI jarUra nathI, cAlyA jAo. je enAmAM sudhAro thayo hato te pitAnA putrane mArI nAMkhavA taiyAra na thAta. je bemAMthI eka paNa vyakti sArI hata te bhAna bhUlyAM paNa Thokara vAgatAM ThekANe AvI jAta, paNa Ate baMne jaNa patananA paMthe gayelAM che eTale koNa kone sudhAre ? calaNIe dIrgharAjAne kahyuM: o mArA haiyAnA hAra ! mArI AMkhanI kIkI samA vahAlA prANanAtha ! huM dIkarAne meha choDI zakIza paNa tamAro meha nahi choDI zakuM. dIgharAjAe jANyuM ke culaNI barAbara potAnAmAM mugdha banI che. mAchalI barAbara jALamAM sapaDAI gaI che eTale have vAMdho nahi Ave. ema mAnIne khaDakhaDATa hasI paDyA. calaNa rANI paNa mehathI bharelA cenacALA karavA lAgI ane dIrgharAjAne kahe che, he priyatama! brahmadattane khatama karavAno upAya tame ja batAve, eTale huM ene jaladI khatama karI nAMkhyuM. samaya ghaNe thaI gayo hato eTale dIrgharAjAe kahyuM , ke, huM Aje mArA mahelamAM jAuM chuM. kAle e kAMTAne khatama karavAno ilAja jarUra zodhI lAvIza. baMdhuo ! saMsAra jIvane madha je mIThe lAgyo che paNa joI le, saMsAra keTalo svArthI che! jyAM svArtha AvIne UbhuM rahyo tyAM mAtA e mAtA na rahI ne pAlaka e pAlaka na rahyo. saMsAramAM kone kenI prIta che? koNa kone cAhe che e khabara paDatI nathI. AkhI duniyA AvA zaMkAmAM vartuLamAM phasAyelI che. dIrgharAjA pitAnA mahele jaIne sUI gayA paNa UMgha AvatI nathI, kAraNa ke mANasanA manamAM je jhera pragaTayuM che tene je kArya karavuM che te kArya pUruM na thAya tyAM sudhI ene bIjuM kaMI dekhAtuM nathI. enI uMgha UDI jAya che ne bhUkha bhAMgI jAya che. temAM paNa brahmadatta kumArane mArI nAMkhave e kaMI sahela vAta nathI. dIrgharAjA calaNI rANImAM Asakta banyuM hatuM paNa e samajatA hatA ke A brahmadattakumAra e koI sAmAnya nathI. mahAtejasvI ne mahAparAkramI che. have yauvanane AMgaNe AvIne Ubhe che. prajAnA tenA upara cAra hAtha che. rAjAne ekane eka putra che. ene ekadama mArI nAMkhave e kaMI sahelI vAta nathI. ene mATe te kaMIka upAya zodhave joIe ke jethI koIne khabara na paDe. Ama vicAra karatAM potAnA sukhanI ADe AvanAra, pitAnA chidra jenAra brahmadattakumAra upara dIrgharAjAne e krodha AvI gayuM ke sUtA sUtA dAMta pIsavA lAgyA ne muThThIo vALIne kaMIka babaDavA lAgyA, tyAre bAjumAM sUtelI

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278 zAradA siddhi enI rANI jhabakIne jAgI gaI ne pUchavA lAgI ke, svAmInAtha ! tamane zuM thAya che? kema UMgha nathI AvatI? tamane ThIka nathI ke koI ciMtAnuM kAraNa che? je hoya te mane kahe, tyAre dIrgharAjA kahe che tane kahevAya tema nathI. rANI kahe che, huM te tamArI agana kahevAuM. mane tamArA sukha duHkhanI vAta nahi kare te kene karaze? kaho te kharA. kema UMgha nathI AvatI? khUba pUchayuM paNa A vAta kaMI rANIne kahevAya tema hatI? rAjAe kaMI na kahyuM eTale rANIe ema mAnyuM ke koI rAjya kAryanI ciMtA haze tethI mane kahevAya tema nahi hoya. ema mAnIne rANI UMghI gaI paNa rAjAne UMgha AvatI nathI kAraNa ke ene brahmadattanuM kema kATaluM kADhavuM tene upAya zodha che tethI citta bIje kayAMya cuMTatuM nathI. jenA manamAM je vicAro cAlatA hoya te kArya na thAya tyAM sudhI tene cena paDatuM nathI. eka dRSTAMta ApIne samajAvuM? vikramapuranA nagarazeThane rUpavatI nAmanI ekanI eka lADakavAyI putrI hatI. tenuM rUpa kaI alaukika hatuM. rUpanI sAthe tenAmAM buddhi, vinaya, namratA Adi aneka guNe hatA. rUpavatI yuvAna thatA tenA mAtA pitA muratiyAnI zodha karavA lAgyA, paNa dIkarIne gya vara kayAMya jaDatuM nathI. koI jagyAe rUpa hoya te guNa na hoya, koI jagyAe guNa hoya te rUpanuM mIMDuM dekhAtuM, AthI rUpavatInA pitAne khUba ciMtA thavA lAgI ke zuM mArI dIkarIne cagya vara nahi maLe? mArI dIkarI AvI guNiyala ne huM tene game tyAM paraNAvI dauM? "nA", evuM mAre nathI karavuM. mAre te dIkarIne gya vara maLe tyAre ja paraNAvavI che. Ama karatAM traNa varSa vItI gayAM chatAM dIkarIne yogya vara na maLe eTale eka divasa zeTha lamaNe hAtha daIne udAsa thaIne beThA che. A vakhate rUpavatI acAnaka tyAM AvI caDhI. pitAjIne ciMtAtura joIne catura dIkarI ciMtAnuM kAraNa samajI gaI. te pitAjIne kahe che, bApujI! tame mArI ATalI badhI ciMtA zA mATe kare che? mAre yogya jIvanasAthI sAmethI AvIne UbhuM raheze agara huM mArI jAte zodhI laIza te divase huM Apane kahIza ke A mane yogya che. tyAM sudhI huM sAdhanAmaya jIvana gALuM evI mArI bhAvanA che. Apa mArA upara vizvAsa rAkhaje. huM ApaNA kuLane kalaMka nahi lagADuM. putrInA mIThAM madhurAM vacane sAMbhaLIne pitAnI ciMtA dUra thaI zeTha ghaNA sukhI hatA. emanA baMgalAnI AsapAsa pharate bagIce te baMgalAnI bAjumAM eka nAnakaDe baMgale hate. rUpavatIe kahyuM: pitAjI! huM mArI sAdhanA karavA mATe A bAjunA baMgalAmAM eka dAsIne sAthe laIne rahuM? pitAjIne dIkarI upara pUre vizvAsa hato eTale rahevAnI rajA ApI. rUpavatI enI dAsIne laIne mahelamAM gaI. rUpavatIe vicAra karyo ke huM anaMtakALathI saMsAramAM bhaNuM chuM. meM ghaNI vAra lagna karyA. have mAre evA lagna karavA nathI. mAre te aMdara beThelA caitanyadevanA darzana karavA che. jenI sAthe lagna karyA pachI raMDApo na Ave e dhaNI mAre zodha che.

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zAradA siddhi 279 dhyAnamAM masta banelI rUpavatI:- baMgalAmAM rUpavatI ane enI dAsI sivAya kaI AvatuM na hatuM, eTale ekAMtamAM ene dhyAna dharavA mATe anukULa vAtAvaraNa hatuM. mahelamAM paNa ene dhyAna karavA mATe alaga rUma hato. rUpavatI e rUmamAM besIne divasabhara prabhunA dhyAnamAM lIna banI jatI hatI. ghaNI vakhata te evI lIna banI jatI ke dAsI ene DhALIne jagADe. divasamAM eka TaMka khAdhuM na khAdhuM e te dhyAnamAM besI jatI. dhyAnamAM prabhunA guNanuM ciMtana karatI. pite veta kapaDA paheratI ne sAduM bhojana jamatI, chatAM enA mukha upara alaukika teja jhagArA mAratuM hatuM. jANe kaI sAkSAt devI ja na hoya ! rUpavatInA rUpamAM mugdha banela bhaMgI" :- koI vakhata UgatA prabhAtamAM mahelanI bArI e UbhI rahIne kudaratI sauMdaryanAM darzana karatI hatI. eka divasa te samaye mahelanA cogAnamAM jhADu vALanA bhaMgI ene sAvaraNe laIne Avyo. eNe bArImAM UbhelI soMdarya suMdarI rUpavatIne joI ene manamAM thayuM ke, aho ! A koNa? devalokanI apasarA te nahi hoya ne ? bhaMgI te rUpavatInA rUpamAM e magna banI gayo ke enA hAthamAMthI sAvaraNe nIce paDI gaye ne e te tyAM ne tyAM sthira thaI gayo. rUpavatI te aMdara jaIne prabhunA dhyAnamAM lIna banI tyAre bhaMgI enA rUpamAM tallIna banyuM. rUpavatI to kayAranIya cAlI gaI che paNa bhaMgI te bArInI sAme AMkhe tAkIne rUpavatI enI sAme na UbhI hoya ne pote je te hoya ema jhADanA kaMThAnI jema tyAM ne tyAM sthira Ubhe rahyo. pAMca-cha kalAka thayA chatAM tyAM ne tyAM Ubho rahyo. bhUkha-tarasa paNa bhUlAI gayA. ghaNo samaya thavA chatAM bhaMgI ghera na gayo eTale enI patnI jhakalI aneka jAtanI ciMtAo karatI zodhavA AvI te patine rUpavatInA mahelanI bArImAM tAkIne Ubhelo joyo. jhakalI pAse jaIne DhALIne kahe che keTalA vAgyA che ? kaMI khabara che? jaladI ghera cAlo. ema kahIne jhakalI te hAtha pakaDIne enA patine ghera laI gaI patnInI sAthe bolyA cAlyA vagara ne jamyA vinA e to khATalo DhALIne sUI gayo. jhakalInA manamAM thayuM ke kaMI bhUta, palIta te nahi vaLagyuM hoya ne ! e mATe ghaNuM upacAro karyA chatAM kaMI sudhAro na the. bIje divase jamavAnuM kahyuM te paNa na jamyA. AthI patnI mUMjhAI gaI ke Amane zuM thaI gayuM ? "jhakalIe patine ApeluM AzvAsana" :- bIje divase rAtre jhakalIe enA patine kahyuM-tamane zuM thayuM che? mane kahe te kharA. tamArA mATe tame je kaho te karavA huM taiyAra chuM. pati mUMjhAya che ke A vAta kevI rIte kahuM? chatAM kahevata che ne ke "kAma bhUlAve bhAna." bhaMgIe te zarama choDIne pitAnA mananI vAta kahI dIdhI ne kahyuM, je tuM mAruM ATaluM kAma karIza te ja huM jIvI zakIza,

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280 zAradA siddhi nahitara mAruM prANa pataMgiyuM rUpavatInI rUpatanI pAchaLa pAgala banIne bhasma thaI jaze. jhakalIe kahyuM: tame ciMtA na kare. huM hamaNAM ja zeThANInA ghera jAuM chuM. A vAta sAMbhaLI bhaMgInA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. jhakalI mATe A kAma ghaNuM kaparuM hatuM chatAM haiyAmAM patiprema ane hAthamAM zraddhAne dIvaDe laIne zeThane tyAM pahoMcI paNa manamAM vicAra Ave che ke kayAM nagarazeThanI apsara jevI rUpavatI dIkarI ane kayAM kALo bhIla je mAro pati ! A baMnenuM milana thavuM e AkAza pAtALa eka karavA jevuM che. jhakalI rUpavatInA mahele" - rUpavatI enA rUmamAM hatI ne dAsI bahAra hatI. jhakalIe dAsIne kahyuM mAre rUpavatIbahenane maLavuM che. dAsI kahe, zuM savAranA praharamAM hAlI nIkaLI che. jA, bahena atyAre nahi maLe. rUpavatI dhyAnamAM beThI na hatI eTale dAsIne zabdo sAMbhaLIne pUchayuM ke, koNa AvyuM che? dAsI kahe-bahena! pilI jhakalI bhaMgaDI atyAramAM tamane maLavA AvI che. rUpavatIe ene aMdara bolAvIne pUchayuM: bahena ! tuM zA mATe AvI che? je hoya te khuzIthI kahe. jhakalIne kahetA dhrujArI chUTI ane AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayAM. bolI zakatI nathI tyAre rUpavatIe kahyuM tAre zuM duHkha che? mane vinA saMke kahe. eTale jhakalIe hRdaya khelIne rUpavatIne pitAnA patinI vAta karI. rUpavatI kaheH bahena ! tuM gabharAIza nahi. AmAM zuM moTI vAta che? tuM tArA patine kaheje ke, satata sAta divasa sudhI ekAgra citte : rAmanAmane jApa kare. je manamAM bIje saheja paNa vicAra Ave te pharIthI jApa kare paDaze. je barAbara rAmanAma leze te AThamA divase rUpavatI tamane paraNaze. rUpavatI meLavavA rAmanAmane jApa":- rUpavatInI vAta sAMbhaLIne jhalI te khuza thaI gaI ne ghera AvIne enA patine rUpavatIe kahelI badhI vAta karI, eTale bhaMgInA te AnaMdane pAra na rahyo. rUpavatInA rUpamAM divAne banelo e je kahe te karavA taiyAra hate. e te sAta divasa ekAgra citta rAmanAmane jApa karavA taiyAra thaI gaye. jenI jemAM ramaNatA hoya te meLavavA mANasa potAnuM sarvasva arpaNa karavA taiyAra thaI jAya che. eNe te nagaranI bahAra jaI jhADane karato oTalo hate tenA para besIne dhyAna karavAnuM nakkI karyuM. bIje divase dhyAnanI dhUNI dhakhAvavA UpaDyo. jatI vakhate enI patnIne kahI dIdhuM ke, huM sAta divasa jagatamAM zuM ja nahi ema mAnaje. sAta divasa sudhI huM AMkha paNa belIza nahi. huM bhalo ne mAro rAma bhalo. zuddha vastro paherIne bhaMgI te jhADa nIce oTalA upara palAMThI vALIne besI gayo. rUpavatInA raTaNane badale have rAmanuM raTaNa zarU thayuM. zarUAtamAM te rAmanA badale ramAmAM mana cAlyuM jatuM. ene ThekANe lAvavA prayatnazIla bano. trIjA divase te e ekAgra banI gaye ke keNa AvyuM ne keNa gayuM. enI paNa khabara nathI. divase jatAM ekAgratAthI ene AtmAne sAkSAtkAra thayA,

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zAradA siddhi 281 * rAmanAmanA japane prabhAva" :- nagaravAsIone A vAtanI jANa thaI, ke ApaNuM nagara bahAra sAkSAt bhagavAna jevA saMta padhAryA che, eTale badhA loke bhaMgI saMtanA darzana karavA AvavA lAgyA. keI bhagavAna mAnIne phUla caDhAvavA lAgyA te keIsa mUkavA lAgyA, paNa bhaMgI te rAmanAmamAM e lIna banI gayo che ke pitAnI pAse thatA kolAhalanI ene bilakula khabara nathI. jema vAta prasaratI gaI tema lokonAM ToLeToLAM UbharAvAM lAgyAM. chaThe divase te tyAM eka moTuM tIrthadhAma heya evuM vAtAvaraNa banI gayuM paNa bhaMgI te rAmanAmanuM raTaNa karatAM karatAM aMdaranI duniyAmAM lIna banate gaye. nagarazeThanA kAne A vAta AvI eTale e paNa saMtanA darzana karavA AvyA. saMtanI ekAgratA ane prazAMta mukhamudrA jotAM zeThane evI zAMtine anubhava thayo ke je zAMti baMgalAmAM kadI maLI na hatI. zeThane te tyAMthI UThavAnuM mana thatuM na hatuM paNa na chUTake ghera AvyA ne rUpavatIne badhI vAta karI. pitAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne rUpavatInA manamAM thayuM ke pelo bhaMgI te nahi hoya ne ? lAva, huM paNa darzana karI AvuM. rUpavatI pitAnI dAsIne laIne saMtanA darzana karavA gaI. dUrathI joyuM te pitAnA rUpamAM mugdha banelo bhaMgI che. mArA rUpamAM divAne banelo bhaMgI Aje bhagavAnanA nAmamAM divAne banyuM che. meM sAtamA divase ene paraNavAne kela Ape che. e to kAma kADhI gaye. have mAre mAruM vacana pALavAnuM che. rAta paDI eTale bhaMgInI pAse mANase AvatA baMdha thaI gayA tyAre rUpavatI enI pAse jaIne kahe che, he saMta ! AMkhaDI khelo ne mArA sAmuM juo. bhaMgI te dhyAnamAM masta che. vAraMvAra kahevAthI kAne avAja jatAM pUchyuM ke, tuM koNa che? rUpavatIe kahyuM ke, jenA rUpamAM mugdha banIne jene mATe sAta sAta divasa ekAgra citte rAmanAmanuM raTaNa karyuM che e huM pote rUpavatI chuM. ApanA caraNa kamaLanI dAsI ApanA caraNamAM jIvana arpaNa karI mArI pratijJA pUrNa karavA mATe AvI chuM. Apa mAre svIkAra karo, tyAre saMte AkhaDI khelyA vinA ja kahI dIdhuM ke, he rUpavatI ! je rUpanA mATe meM rAmanAmanuM raTaNa karyuM e rAmanAme te mArA jIvanamAM kamAla karI che. e rAmanAme te Aje mane arUpI evA AtmAne darzana karAvI dIdhA che. jenuM rUpa rUpAtIta che. jenA rUpanAM teja AgaLa jagatanA tamAma rUpe pANI bhare che ne tamAma sauMdarya phikkA lAge che evA arUpI AtmAnA alaukika sauMdaryane mane sAkSAtkAra thayo che. tenI AgaLa rUpavatInA rUpa sauMdarya ane phikkA lAge che. mAre te rUpasuMdarIne maha teDI muktisuMdarI sAthe saMbaMdha joDe che, mATe have tuM mArI mAtA ane bahena samAna che. bhaMgIne AtmasAkSAtkAra thayo che e jANI rUpavatInI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayAM. aho ! eka vakhata cAmaDAnA rUpamAM mugdha banelo Aje AtmAmAM mugdha banI gayo ! e te pAmI gaye ne huM rahI gaI! rUpavatI paNa AkhuM jIvana jJAna dhyAnamAM vItAvIne Atmika sukha pAmI gaI. bhaMgI je bhaMgI sudharI gaye paNa dIrgharAjA na sudharyA. zA, 36

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282 zAradA siddhi - brahmadanakumArane nAza kevI rIte kare tenA vicAra karatAM temane kaMIka raste jaDe. te harSabhera calaNa rANI pAse AvyA ne guptakhaMDamAM jaIne calaNI sAthe ekAMtamAM besIne kahyuM: devI ! ApaNA mArgamAM kaMTaka banIne patharAtA evA tArA putra brahmadattane vinAza karavAno zreSTha mArga ApaNane Aje maLI gayA che. ane have jaladI vinAza karavAmAM ApaNuM zreya che. tuM ema na mAnIza ke mArA putrane mArI nAMkhe. jyAre huM enAthI nirbhaya banI jaIza tyAre mArAthI tane evA putronI prApti thaze, mATe tuM ciMtA na karIza. huM kahuM chuM tema kumArane mAravAthI lokone zaMkA nahi thAya. sAMbhaLa, have vahelI take tame brahmadatta mATe kaI kanyA zedhI kADho ne dhAmadhUmathI enA lagna kare. huM eka na lAkhane mahela banAvavAnI taiyArI karuM chuM. enA lagna thAya te pahelA tAbaDatoba dekhAvamAM suMdara lakSagRha taiyAra karAvI dauM. paraNyAnI prathama rAtre nUtana varavadhUne sUvA mATe tyAM moklI devA. ATaluM bolIne dIrgharAjAe rANInI najIka jaIne dhImethI kahyuM ke, pachI madharAtre huM AkhuM lakSagRha saLagAvI mUkIza. ATaluM bolIne mohAMdha banelA pApI dIgharAjA ane calaNI rANI baMne khaDakhaDATa hasyA. e ja vakhate gupta khaMDamAM saheja uMkAra saMbhaLAya tethI dIrgharAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke nakkI kaI guptacara amArI vAta jANI gayo lAge che. tarata ja UbhA thaIne khUNe khAMce tapAsa karI paNa koI dekhAyuM nahi eTale mAnI lIdhuM ke A te khoTo bhrama che. vAta ema banI hatI ke dIrgharAjA ane calaNa rANInA AvA vartanathI pradhAna ane pradhAnane putra baMne sajAga banI gayA hatA. jUnA pradhAnane brahmadattakumAra pratye khUba lAgaNI hatI, eTale eNe nakkI karyuM hatuM ke game tema karIne brahmadattakumArane bacAvI le. enA putra varadhanane paNa kahI dIdhuM hatuM ke, beTA ! brahmadattakumArane bacAvatAM kadAca ApaNuM baMnenuM mRtyu thaI jaze te vAMdhe nathI paNa brahmadattane ApaNe bacAvI le. e jIvate haze te ApaNA rAjAnuM nAma rAkhaze. brahmadattakumAranA puNyane sitAre camakatuM hatuM eTale ene AvA rAjabhakta pradhAna ane tenA putrane pUro sAthe hate. brahmadattanuM rakSaNa karavA mATe pradhAnanA putra varadhana dIrgharAjAnI pAchaLa paDayA hatA eTale jyAre A vAta dIrgharAjAe rANIne karI tyAre khAnagI rIte gupta khaMDanA paDadA pAchaLa AvIne Ubho rahyo hato ne gupta vAta sAMbhaLI tamAma bAtamI meLavIne tyAMthI sApanI jema jhaDapabhera sarakI gaye. ghera AvIne varadhanae pitAnA pitA dhanupradhAnane badhI vAta karI tyAre pradhAnanA dilamAM pArAvAra duHkha thayuM, aho! A saMsAra ke bhayaMkara svArthamaya che ke mAtA jevI mAtA pitAnA ekanA eka putrane saLagAvI devA taiyAra thaI che. dhikkAra che ene! Ama kahI dhanupradhAna ciMtAmagna banyA, have brahmadattakumAra mATe zuM vicAraze tenA bhAva avasare.

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vyAkhyAna na. 29 zrAvaNa vada 5 ne ravivAra tA. 12-8-79 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! zAsanapati trilokInAtha, vailokya prakAzaka, jagata uddhAraka, rAga-dveSa vinAzaka, evA anaMtAnaMta upakArI bhagavAna jagatanA jIvone AtmakalyANane mArga samajAvatA kahe che ke, he jI ! je tamAre paribhramaNane parimIta karavuM hoya ne karmabaMdhanathI aTakavuM hoya te jJAnIe batAvelA mArgane sahAro lo. bhavavananI aMdara mArga bhUlelA mAnavIne bhagavAnane mArga e eka sAce sathavAre che. je bhUlelAne sAcA rahe caDhAve che, paNa e mArgane sahAre haju AtmAe lIdhe nathI. mAnavIne lAMbI musApharI karavI hoya athavA keI ajANyA sthaLe javuM hoya te tenA manamAM e bhAva thAya che ke mane kaI sAre sathavAre maLe te mArgamAM koI muzkelI ke Apatti Ave te mane AzvAsana maLe te mATe lAMbe pravAsa AnaMdapUrvaka pUrNa thAya. page cAlIne pravAsa kare hoya, relvenI ke basanI musApharI karavI hoya te sArA sathavArAne badhA Icche che. mAnavIe sathavAre sAro mAnIne lIdhe paNa pachI je te pravAsamAM sahArA rUpa na banatA bejArUpa banI jAya te musApharImAM kaMTALo Ave che. ahIM jJAnIo ApaNane samajAve che ke je AtmA sAmAnya musApharImAM paNa sArA sathavArAne Icche che te pachI A AtmAne te ahIMthI paralokanI lAMbI musApharI karavAnI che te tenA mATe ke sathavAre joIze? jenA sahArAthI AtmA sukhI bane te sathavAre joIe che ke AtmA duHkhI bane te sathavAre joIe che? A jIvane haju sAro sathavAre kone kahevAya ne khoTo kene kahevAya tenI khabara nathI. saMsAra sukhamAM masta banelA kaMIka jIvo ema mAne che ke jIvana te bahu alpa che. A TUMkA jIvanamAM je bhautika sukha nahi jogavIe te mananI manamAM rahI jaze. te sukha meLavavA mATe dhananI jarUra che, mATe jIvanane sAce sathavAre dhana che. keI pitAne suMdara managamatI anukULa patnI maLe ene jIvanane sAce sathavAre mAne che. keI kItine sahAre mAne che. je kIti na hoya te badhAM sukha jhAMkhAM dekhAya che. keI managamatA mitrane jIvanane sAce sathavAre mAne che. mAnavI AvI aneka kalpanA kare che paNa jJAnI kahe che tArA mAnelA A badhA sathavArA zuM cirasthAyI che? je pApane udaya thAya te dhana varALa mAphaka verAI jAya tyAre te duHkhI thAya che. anukULa sauMdaryavAna patnI paNa saMsAramAM kayAreka adhavacce kALanA aMdhakAramAM adazya thaI jAya che. zarIra e roganuM ghara che. kayAre enA para dardanA humalA Avaze ne Arogya vidAya leze tenI khabara nathI. kIrti paNa kayAreka eka bhUlanA kAraNe nAza thaI jAya che. A rIte sattA, baLa, saMpatti vagere AkarSaka jaNAtI vastuo cirasthAyI rahevAnI nathI. kAM te ApaNe

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284 zAradA siddha ene tyAga karIne javuM paDe che athavA jIvananI saphara pUrI thatAM pahelAM e ApaNane cheThIne cAlyA jAya che. te have ahIM ApanA manamAM prazna thaze ke cirasthAyI ane sAce sathavAre karyo? A praznane suMdara javAba jainadarzane Ave che. e cirasthAyI sathavArAnuM nAma che jJAna ane darzana. A sathavArA janma maraNanI ghaTamALamAMthI mukti apAvIne zAzvata sukha apAvI zake che. jJAna-darzana ane cAritra rUpa sathavArAnI prApti ati alpa samayamAM bhavabhramaNane aMta lAvI je sukhanI kalpanA karI zakAya nahi evA zivasukhane Ape che. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 13mA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. temAM culanI rANI ane dIrgharAjA baMne ekabIjAnA premamAM phasAI gayA che. emane sArAsArane viveka nathI, kAmagamAM madamasta banyA che. kAmavAsanA manuSyane moTAmAM moTo duzmana che, premanA sahAmaNA zabda kavacamAM lapeTAI manuSyane bheLavI jAya che. e prema nathI paNa mAtra vAsanA che. bhagavAna kahe che ke je manuSya potAnA cAritrane cokhkhuM rAkhe che te mahAna che ane je manuSya potAnA cAritrane gumAve che e te adhamamAM adhama che. jeNe dhana gumAvyuM che teNe kaMI nathI gumAvyuM, AbarU ane taMdurastI gumAvI eNe kaMIka gumAvyuM che paNa jeNe cAritra gumAvyuM teNe te badhuM ja gumAvyuM che. culanI rANI ane dIrgharAjAe cAritra gumAvIne pitAnA jIvananI barabAdI te karI. emanA sukhamAM brahmadattakumAra emane ADakhIla rUpa lAge che eTale ene mArI nAMkhavAnuM kAvataruM paNa ghaDAI gayuM. dUdha je dUdhanA rUpamAM hoya te pI zakAya paNa je dUdha phATI jAya te e besvAda banI jAya che, tema culanI ane dIrgharAjA baMne phATelA dUdha jevA banI gayA che. e manuSya maTIne kara rAkSasa jevA banI gayA che, eTale emane AvA bharayuvAna putrane mArI nAMkhavAnI buddhi thaI che, paNa culanIne khabara nathI ke mAro putra koNa che? na baMdhuo ! kamanI vicitratA kevI che! brahmadatta cakravatie pUrvabhavamAM pitAnI amUlya sAdhanA vecIne cakravatinuM pada mAMgyuM. emanI sAdhanA te cakravati padathI paNa adhika sukha Ape evI hatI paNa kame bhAna bhUlA ne niyANuM karyuM, ane cauda svapna sUcita ene janma thaye te mAtA jANe che chatAM enI kevI dazA karavA UThI? kayAM bALapaNamAM enA pitA brahmarAjAnuM acAnaka maraNa thavuM ne kayAM eka vakhata satI kahevAtI culanI rANIne dIrgharAjAnI sAthe patananA paMthe javuM ne brahadatta kumAranA mAthe A aNadhArI vipattinI vijaLI tUTI paDavI. dIrgharAjA ane culanI rANue brahmadattakumArane jaDamULamAMthI nAza karavAnuM nakakI karyuM che, paNa brahmadattakumAranA pApanI sAthe puNyane paNa udaya hato eTale ene dhana pradhAnanI pUrI sahAya hatI.

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zAradA siddhi 285 rAjyane vArApharatI kArabhAra calAvatA narabaMkAomAM dhana pradhAna eka rAjabhakta puruSa hatA. vaphAdArImAM te emane bheTe na maLe. A dhanapradhAne brahmadattakumAranA pitAjI brahma mahArAjAnI AjIvana khUba sevA karI hatI. rAjyane vikAsa karavAmAM emane ghaNe meTa phALo hato. dIrgharAjAnA kAvAdAvA ane prapaMcI svabhAvathI teo pUrA mAhitagAra hatA, tethI teo brahmadattakumAranuM rakSaNa karavA mATe khUba sAvadhAna banI gayA hatA. potAnA putra varadhanune brahmadattakumAranA paDachAyAnI jema goThavI dIdhuM hatuM. pradhAnaputra varadhanu bAdatta kumArane mitra hatuM eTale te brahmadattakumAranuM dayAna rAkhatuM hatuM. sAthe dIrgharAjA ane culanI rANI zuM karI rahyA che tenuM paNa gupta rIte nirIkSaNa karatA hatA tethI gupta khaMDamAM dIrgharAjAe culanI rANIne brahmadattakumArane kevI rIte mArI nAMkhe te vAta karI te jANI zake, ane ghera AvIne enA pitAjIne badhI vAta karI, eTale catura maMtrIe bIje ja divase rAjasabhAnuM kArya pUruM thayA pachI rAjamAtA culanI ane dIrgharAjA samakSa evI vinaMtI karI ke have huM vRddha thaI gaye chuM. rAjayanuM kArya mArAthI saMbhALI zakAtuM nathI, tethI mArI bhAvanA evI che ke mArA upara bhAra mArA putra varadhanune seMpIne ghaDapaNanA divase mAM mArA paralokanA hita mATe dAna, tapa Adi dhArmika anuSThAna karuM. dhanumaMtrInI vAta sAMbhaLIne dIrgharAjAe vicAra karyo ke A pradhAna te moTA bhAge rAjakAryamAM mArI sAthe rahe che ne mArA duSkartavyane paNa e jANe che, mATe ahIMthI nivRtta thaIne bIjA gAmamAM jaze te tyAM e mArA avaguNone jAhera karaze ne mArI vAta badhA jANI jaze mATe e bhale pradhAnanI nokarImAMthI chUTe thAya paNa ene mAre A nagara choDIne bIje javA devuM joIe nahi. jethI e mArA duguNenI jAherAta bIje kare nahi. A pramANe vicAra karIne dIrgharAjAe maMtrIne kahyuM: maMtrIjI! tamAro putra bhale tamAruM maMtrI pada saMbhALe emAM mane koI harakata nathI, paNa tame A nagara choDIne bIje kyAMya jaze nahi. ahIM rahIne ja dharmadhyAna kare. huM tamane A nagara choDIne bIje kyAMya nahi javA dauM, eTale dhanumaMtrIe rAjAnI vAtane svIkAra karyo, dIrgharAjAnA dilamAM brahmadatta kumAranuM jaldI kAsaLa kADhavAnI tAlAvelI che. tyAre dhanumaMtrIne e ja bahmadattakumArane enA kAvatarAmAMthI bacAvI levAnI tAlAvelI che. mANasa te baMne che ne? chatAM baMnenA guNamAM keTale pharaka che. A te baMne alaga gharanA che. ghaNI vAra eka ja mAtAnI kUkhe janmelA be sagA bhAIo hovA chatAM emanI daSTimAM ne svabhAvamAM keTaluM aMtara hoya che te eka daSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM. eka garIba mA bApanA be dIkarA hatA. temAM moTAnuM nAma zAMti ane nAnAnuM nAma sureza hatuM. mATe dIkare zAMti pAMca copaDI bhaNI rahyo eTale enA mA-bApe kahyuM: beTA! have tuM bhaNavAnuM choDIne kayAMka ne karIe lAgI jA te gharakharcamAM rAhata

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zAradA siddhi thAya. bApa eka nAnakaDI hATaDI jevI dukAna calAvatA hatA. temAMthI mAMDa pUruM thatuM. ghaNI jagyAe AvuM bane che ke mA-bApanI Arthika sthiti nabaLI hoya eTale moTA chokarAnuM bhaNavAnuM bagaDe. ema A zAMtilAlane paNa gharanA saMyoganA kAraNe bhaNavAnuM choDI devuM paDayuM. zAMtilAla khUba DAhya, gaMbhIra ne vivekI kare hato. zAMti ane sureza baMne eka mAtAnA bAluDAM hatAM paNa baMnenA svabhAvamAM AsamAna jamIna jeTaluM aMtara hatuM. zAMti pahelethI svabhAve namra, nirAbhimAnI, dayALu ane milanasAra svabhAvane hato tyAre sureza akakaDa, ataDo ne jiddI hato. te nAne eTale mA-bApane lADako hate. zAMti bhaNI na zake tethI karI na maLI eTale bApanI hATaDImAM beTho. sureza meTrika pAsa thayA pachI kolejamAM gayo. te sArA mArke pAsa thato hato. mA-bApe zAMtinA suzIla saMskArI kanyA sAthe lagna karyA. samaya jatAM mA bApa ekAeka bimAra paDayA, tyAre zAMtine bhalAmaNa karI ke tuM surezane bhaNAvaje ne khUba sAcavaje. A pramANe kahIne mAtA pitAe deha che. emanI aMtima kriyA karI. dhIme dhIme zeka visAre paze. zAMtilAla mA-bApanI AjJA mujaba potAnA nAnAbhAIne bhaNAvavo ne sAcava te barAbara karatA. zAMtilAla samajatA hatA ke bhale, ApaNane atyAre kaSTa paDaze paNa sureza bhaNI raheze pachI e nokarI dhaMdhAmAM lAgI jaze pachI koI ciMtA nathI. AvI AzAmAM ne AzAmAM duHkha veThIne paNa nAnAbhAIne bhaNAvavAno AnaMda mAnatA, kAraNa ke - hajAre nirAzAomAM eka amara AzA chupAyelI che. paNa A saMsAramAM AzAo kenI pUrI thAya che? saMsAra ja svapna jeve che. kahyuM che ne ke, supane saba kucha dekhiye, jAge to kucha nahI, esA yaha saMsAra hai, samaja dekhe mana mAMhI. | svapnamAM mANasa dekhe che ke huM moTo karoDapati banya. AvuM mahAna sukha bhogavI rahyo chuM paNa jyAM svapna pUruM thayuM ne AMkha khulI eTale kAMI nahi. A saMsAranuM sukha paNa AvuM che. zAMtilAla ane enI patnI AzA baMne bhAvinA saMsAra sukhanA raMgIna svapna joI rahyAM hatAM paNa bhAvi te kaMIka juduM ja ghaDAI cUkyuM hatuM. sureze kelejamAM DokaTarI lAIna lIdhI. bhAI kaSTa veThIne bhaNAve che. bhaNatAM bhaNatAM sureza DaoNkaTara banyo, tyAre moTAbhAI zAMti ane tenI patnIe zAMtine dama kheMcyo ke hAza...have amAre kaMIka sukhanA divase Avaze, paNa karmanI gati vicitra che. sureza DekaTaranI DigrImAM pAsa thatA moTI hospiTalamAM dAkhala thatAM pagAra sAre zarU thayo. sureza DokaTara banyuM eTale sArA gharanI sukhI dIkarIonA kaheNa AvavA mAMDyAM. bhAIe sArI kanyA sAthe paraNAvyo. tene pagAra sAre, vaLI sAsariyA sukhI eTale meTAbhAI bhAbhIne te harSane pAra nathI. zI vAta surezabhAI zuM bolyA ne zuM belaze? paNa DaoNkaTarane A gAmaDiyA have gamatA nathI. ene mana te bhAI bhAbhI nekara jevA

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zAradA siddhi 287 lAgatA hatA. eka divasa enA bhAIne kahe che, tame badhA have A ghara cheDIne cAlyA jAo. bApanI milakta kaho ke je kaMI kaho te eka ghara ane eka nAnI hATaDI hatI. bIjuM kaMI ja na hatuM eTale zAMtie kahyuM: bhAI! ame kayAM jaIe? tyAre kahe che, A hATaDInI pAchaLa eka eraDI che temAM rahejo. tame mArA bhegA nahIM, tyAre zAMti kahe che. bhAI! tuM kaMIka te vicAra kara. tane meM duHkha veThIne kevI rIte bhaNAvyuM che ene badalo tuM Ama vALe che? tyAre sureze kahyuM emAM zuM navAI karI? tamArI pharaja hatI ne ? have huM moTo DokaTara kahevAuM. mane maLavA mArA mitra ane DokaTare Ave, tyAre tame te mArA gharanA nekara jevA dekhAo che. mane tamArI gAmaDiyA jevI vartaNuka bilakula pasaMda nathI mATe tyAM jaladI cAlyA jAo. makAnamAMthI dhakko mArate sureza" : zAMti gaLagaLo thaIne kahe che, bhAI! A makAna te bApAnuM che. emAM mAro bhAga che, tyAre sureze kaDakAIthI kahI dIdhuM, tamAre emAM bilakula hakaka nathI, tyAre zAMtilAlanI patnI AzA kahe che, svAmInAtha! tame ne meM te emanA mATe jAta ghasI nAMkhI che. ene ApaNe zuM nathI ApyuM ?badhuM ja ApyuM che to have A gharanA oraDAmAM zuM che? ApI de. ApaNe ApaNI hATaDInI pAchaLanI oraDImAM khuzIthI rahIzuM bhale, e sukhI thAya. ema kahIne baMne mANase thaDA vAsaNa ne pitAnA kapaDAM laIne gharamAMthI nIkaLI gayA ne hATaDInA rUmamAM rahevA lAgyA. AgaLa nAnakaDI hATaDI ne pAchaLa pite rahe che. jenA upara AzAnA minArA bAMdhyA hatA te tUTI gayA, eTale moTAbhAInuM hRdaya paNa tUTI gayuM. arere..je bhAIne mATe meM bALapaNamAMthI ja kaSTa veThayuM, peTe pATA bAMdhIne bhaNajo. eNe A dazA karI? meM pUrvabhavamAM kevA pApakarmo karyA haze ke meM mA-bApanA lADa te joyA ja nahi. duHkha veThIne moTo thaye ne bhAIne paNa duHkha veThIne moTo karyo. e sukhI thayo ne huM te garIbane garIba rahyo. bhagavAna ! tuM mArI sAmuM te je. ema kahIne khUba raDe che tyAre enI patnI kahe cheH nAtha ! hoya, emAM raDavAnuM zuM? enA puNyane udaya che eTale e sukha bhogave che ne ApaNA pApakarmane udaya che eTale duHkha jogavIe chIe, paNa ApaNA karmo khape che mATe zAMti rAkho. - "hekaTaranA AMgaNe zAMtinuM Agamana :-zAMtilAlane eka bebI hatI. judA thayA be varSa thayA paNa sureza kadI moTAbhAInA sAmuM jete nathI. chatAM bhAIne joIne enuM haiyuM harakhAI jatuM ke mArA bhAIne maLI AvuM paNa nAnA bhAIne te enA sAmuM jovAnI paNa paDI nathI, ke mAro bhAI zuM kare che? eTale zAMti maLavA kevI rIte jAya? hayAne ha haiyAmAM ja zamAvIne besI rahetuM. eka divasa e prasaMga banyuM ke moTAbhAInI pAMca varSanI ekanI eka vahAlI bebI maMjune ekadama pAMca tAva caDhI gaye. ThaMDA pANInA pitA mUkayA paNa tAva ocho thatuM nathI. zarIra

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288 zAradA siddhi loDhAnI jema dhIkhI rahyuM che. kumaLI kula jevI bebI tAvamAM karamAI gaI eTale zAMtine thayuM ke bIjA DakeTarane kyAM zodhavA jAuM! huM mArA bhAIne ja bolAvI AvuM. mArA mATe te bhale na Ave paNa A kumaLI phUlanI kaLI jevI bhatrIjIe enuM zuM bagADyuM che? ene mATe to mAre bhAI jarUra Avaze. e te hAMphato hAMphate nAnA bhAIne ghera AvyuM. DokaTara sAheba sUI gayA hatA. DakaTaranI patnIne dhrujatA dhrujatA kahyuM: mAre bhAI kayAM che? ene jaladI ghera mekalo ne. maMjune sakhta tAva caDhe che. bebhAna jevI thaI gaI che. sureze moTAbhAInuM kareluM apamAna":-ramAe tarata potAnA patine jagADIne kahyuM: jaladI UThI. ApaNe moTAbhAInI bebI siriyasa thaI gaI che. zAMtilAla tyAM Ubho hite. ene joIne surezane khUba gusso Avyo. palaMgamAMthI UThIne zAMtine jorathI dhakko mAratA kahe che tuM zA mATe mAre ghera AvyuM che? tane zarama nathI AvatI? mArI sAthe tamAre zuM levA devA? A gAmamAM mArA sivAya bIjA keI DokaTara nathI ke mAre tyAM hAlyA Ave che ? jAva ahIMthI. AvA zabdo kahyA te paNa zAMtilAle kahyuM bhAI! huM bIjA DekaTarane bolAvavA jAuM tyAM te maMjunuM zuM thaI jAya e kaMI kahevAya nahi, mATe tuM jaladI cAla. sureze kahyuM, bhale ne marI jAya emAM mAre zuM? tyAre ramAe kahyuM. nAtha ! kaMIka te vicAra kare. zuM kAlanA divase tame bhUlI gayA? AvA moTA DokaTara banAvanAra koNa che ? AvA moTAbhAIne te paga dhoIne pIvA huM joIe tenA badale tame AvA zabdo kaho cho ? tamane zarama nathI AvatI? emane sArA prasaMge na belA te kAMI nahi paNa emanI ekanI eka bebI maravA paDI che enA sAmuM te juo. AvA prasaMge tame kAma nahi lAge te kayAre lAgaze? moTAbhAI upara karelo krodha joIne DokaTaranI patnI ramA khUba UkaLI gaI. haju e AgaLa kaMIka bolavA jAya tyAM te cAra lAphA mArIne kahe che, AvA bhikhArIne te gharamAM pesavA ja kema dIdhe? gharamAM pesADIne pAchI emAM bhaLI jAya che? evA jorathI lAphA mAryA ke ramA te bheMya paDI gaI nAnAbhAIne kALI nAgaNa je krodha joIne zAMti te pitAne ghera pAcho Avyo tyAre bebI sUI gaI hatI. thoDI vAra thaI paNa bebI bolatI cAlatI nathI eTale bIjA DokaTarane bolAvyA. DokaTare AvIne joyuM te bebInuM prANapaMkheruM UDI gayuM hatuM. DokaTara hAtha khaMkherIne UbhA thaI gayA ne kahyuM: zAMtibhAI! have A bebI tamArI nathI. e tamane choDIne cAlI gaI. dIkara gaNa ke dIkarI gaNe eka ja hatI eTale khUba vahAlI hatI. te eka ja divasanA tAvamAM cAlI gaI. mA bApa kALApANIe raDe che. surezane khabara paDI ke bebI gujarI gaI AthI ramAne khUba AghAta lAge ne patine kahe che cAlo, tyAM jaIe. sureze kahI dIdhuM ke, mAre ke tAre keIne javAnuM nathI. ramAe ghaNuM samajAvyo paNa te mAnya nahi. ekanI eka bebI cAlI gaI chatAM bhAI AvyuM nahi eTale zAMtine

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zAradA siddhi 289 khUba AghAta lAgyA. arere....ApaNA kevAM pApa karmonA udaya thayA che ke ApaNuM koI nahi. jenA upara AzAnA minArA bAMdhIne bhaNAvyA e minArA jamIna dosta thaI gayA, ane ApaNI ekanI eka lADakavAyI bebI paNa saune raDAvI cAlI gaI. ema karIne pati-patnI dhruske ne dhruske raDe che tyAre ADozI pADozI baMnene AzvAsana ApIne zAMta pADe che. chevaTe haiyu jarA haLavu banyu. eTale potAnA AtmAne kahe che ke du:kha Ave manavA jyAre tyAre rAtru zA mATe ? je vALyu. te Uge che enA zAka zA mATe ? he jIvAtmA ! tane je duHkha AvyuM che te tArA pApakarmanA udayathI Avyu che. ApaNAM karmAM ja ApaNAM upara rUyAM che emAM bhAInA doSa nathI, kAraNa ke jJAnI satA ghaNI vAra samajAve che ke huM AtmA ! A saMsAra ja vicitra prakAranA che. " jyAM janma che tyAM mRtyu che, jyAM yauvana che tyAM nRthatva che, jyAM sAga che tyAM viyAga che, jyAM kAyA che tyAM rAga che, jyAM sukha che tyAM duHkha che, jayAM hAsyanI cheALA UDe che, tyAM rudananAM samAM paNa hAya che, A bannene samaje che te sAce dhamI kahevAya che. " jyAM puNyanI pradhAnatA hoya che tyAM sukhanI cheALA UchaLe che ne jayAM pApanI pradhAnatA che tyAM duHkhanI jhaDIe varase che. Avu` samajIne je manuSya sukha-duHkhamAM sthira rahe che tenu' mAnavajIvana saphaLa bane che, bAkI karyAM te koI ne cheDanAra nathI. AvA vicAro karIne zAMtilAla ane tenI patnI AzA peAtAnA divase zAMtithI dharma -ArAdhanAmAM pasAra karavA lAgyA. nAnA bhAI sureza paNa sukhamAM enA divase pasAra kare che. eka vakhata surezabhAInA puNyanuM pAMdaDu' khasyuM'. ravivAranA divasa hatA eTale sureza ane tenI patnI ane sinemA jevA gayelA. sinemA joI ne AvyA ne ghasaghasATa UMghI gayA tyAM acAnaka kANuM jANe gharamAM Aga lAgI. pAMca varSane khAdhe acAnaka jAgI gayA ne AganA bhaDakA joIne bUmAbUma karavA lAgyA. eTale sureza ane tenI patnI baMne jAgyA ne bUmA mArI ke Aga lAgI che. bacAvA bacAve.... gharamAMthI nIkaLavAnA bAraNA tarapha ja Aga lAgI hatI. pAchaLanA bhAgamAM khAraNu nathI eTale kayAMthI nIkaLavuM te kaI sUjhatuM nathI. loko doDatA AvyA ne bUmarATa karavA lAgyA paNa kAI bacAvI zake tema na hatu.. Aga elavavA khaMkhA lAvyA paNa e Ave tyAM sudhImAM te Aga traNene bharakhI jAya tema hatuM. khAkhe| khIjA rUmamAM aTavAI gayA hatA. zuM karavuM te dizA sUjhatI nathI. " apakAra upara upakAra karatA mATAbhAI" :- A khAvu moTAbhAIne AganA samAcAra maLatA te jaladI doDayA ke mArA bhAIne bacAvu. sureza ane ramAe agninA bhaDakAmAMthI moTAbhAI ne doDatA joyA, eTale emanA manamAM thayuM. ke zA, 37

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20 zAradA siddhi ApaNe emanI sAthe saMbaMdha nathI rAkhyo mATe tee ApaNane khacAvavA nathI AvatA. Ama khaMne jaNAM dhrujatA hRdaye vAta kare che tyAM te moTAbhAIe lokha'DanI pAIpa laI ne khArI tADI nAMkhIne bhItamAM mATu' khAru' pADayu' ne bUma mArI sureza-2mA ! have tame bahAra kUdI paDI. ane mANasa kUdI paDayA paNa jIva bacAvavA jatAM ekane eka khAkha adara rahI gayA. arere....enuM zu thaze ? ema kahIne ane mANasA mATI pAke raDavA lAgyA paNa koI aMdara javAnI hiMmata karatuM nathI. A samaye jenuM hRdaya zAMtithI chalakAI gayeluM che evA zAMtibhAI bhaDabhaDatI AgamAM aMdara jaIne mAmAne laI AvyA. mAmAne acAvavA jatA peAte aDadhA baLI gayA. mAmAne ApyA bAda tarata te bebhAna banI gayA. "hRdayathI pazcAtApa karatA nAnAbhAI" :- tarata ja baMnene hospiTalamAM dAkhala karavAmAM AvyA. Aga bUjhavavA khabAvALAne khelAvyA. Aga bUjhAI gaI, sAthe surezanA hRdayamAM zAMtibhAI upara krodhanI je Aga bhabhUkatI hatI te paNa olavAI gaI. enA dilamAM potAnuM pApa zULanI jema sAlavA lAgyuM. potAnI bhUlo yAda AvI ke bhAInI bebI bImAra paDI tyAre bhAI mane khelAvavA AvyA te samaye meM kevu. uddhata vartana karyu hatuM! mane emaNe ATalA duHkha veThIne UcheryAM, bhaNAvyA, paraNAvyeA. emanI sevA karavAne badale meM emanI AvI dazA karI ? bebI gujarI gaI chatAM AzvAsana devA gayA nathI. te sivAya pAMca pAMca varSoMmAM me' emanI bhUkhyA tarasyAnI sa'bhALa lIdhI che? peAtAnI bhUlothI bharelo bhUtakALa enI najara samakSa khaDa thaI gayA. AMkhamAM pazcAtApanA AMsu AvI gayA ke, dhikkAra che mane pApIne ! kayAM huM dAnava ane kayAM deva samAna moTAbhAI! hospitAlamAM jaI ne hRdayapUrNAMkanA pazcAtApa sAthe sAravAra karI rahyo che. he prabhu! mArA bhAI ne jaladI sAru' thaI jAya tema karajo. kayAre bhAI bhAnamAM Ave ne huM mArA pApanuM prAyazcita karu. e vicAramAM rAhu joI ne beThA hatA. bIje divase bAra vAge bAe bhAnamAM Avyo ne meTAbhAI e vAge bhAnamAM AvyA. AMkha kholIne joyuM teA nAnAbhAI pAtAnA pala`ga upara beThA che. bhAInI sAthe AMkheAMkha maLI eTale sureza enA moTAbhAIne vaLagI paDayA ne kahyuM, moTAbhAI! Aje te mane sAcA pArasamaNinA spardhA thayA. tame kharekhara pArasamaNi che. meM AvA pavitra moTAbhAIne Aja sudhI eLakhyA nahi. tame te dareka vakhate dhUpasaLI khanIne rahyA che. pote khuda baLIne suvAsa phelAvI che. enI sugaMdha me' Aja sudhI na mANI, paNa Aje mAru abhimAna egaLI gayu che. hu ApanI mAphI mAMguM chuM. ApanA paga dhoIne pIuM' ke mArI cAmaDInA juttA banAvIne Apane paherAvu te paNa AchA che. Ape te apakAranA badale upakArathI vALyeA che. ema kahIne moTAbhAInA paga pakaDIne praske ne ske raDavA lAgyA tyAre peAtAnA bhAI ne

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zAradA siddhi 21 khAthamAM letA zAMtilAle kahyuH A mArA vahAlA bhAI sureza ! me te kAMI karyu nathI. mAtra mArI pharaja bajAvI che, duniyAmAM cheru' karu thAya paNa mAvatara kamAvatara thatAM kayAMya sAMbhaLyA che? hAya, culanI rANI jevA kAIka. bhAI! Aje tArA hRdayanuM parivartana thatAM mArI dAjhayAnI baLatarA paNa zAMta thaI. Aje mane mArA ataramAM alaukika zItaLatA, zAMti ane AnaMdano anubhava thAya che. khasa, Aje mane bhAI maLI gayA, pachI teA sureze mATAbhAinI khUba sArI rIte sevA karI. enI sevA phaLI ane meATAbhAIne dAjhayAnA ghA rUjhAI gayA. khAA paNa sArA thaI gayA, pachI a'ne bhAI onu` kuTuMba bhegu rahevA lAgyuM. mAre sureze kahyu': moTAbhAI ! tame ghaNI majUrI karI che. have tamAre kaI kAma karavAnuM nathI. tame zAMtithI khAIpIne bhagavAnanu' nAma le, paNa bhAI ! hu' tamane eka vAta pUchuM chuM ke, tamArA jIvanamAM ATaluM duHkha paDavA chatAM ATalI zAMti rAkhavAnu' koNe zIkhavADayu ? tyAre zAMtilAle kahyu: bhAI! eka te ApaNA mAtApitAnA saskAra che ke beTA ! tAre ane teTalo sa ta samAgama vadhu karavA. vadhu nahi tA echAmAM eche daza miniTa te saMta samAgama karavA. saMta na hoya tyAre ochAmAM ennu 15 miniTa vAMcana karavuM, tethI huM avAranavAra satAnI pAse jAuM chuM', vAMcana karu chuM tethI mArA jIvanamAM zAMti AvI che. A sAMbhaLIne nAnA bhAI sureza DaukaTara paNa dharmanA mArge vaLI garcA. ApaNe tyAM mahAvIra hAspiTalanA cIpha sarjana DaoN. AnadalAla khI. koThArIne Aje 15 me upavAsa che. vasubenane Aje 35me upavAsa che. 51 upavAsanA bhAva che. baheneAne ghaNAMne upavAsa che. jaina samAjamAM AvA DokaTara tapa kare che e gauravanI vAta che. upavAsanI sAthe Aparezana karI dardI ne zAtA upajAvavAnI sevA cAlu che. dhanya che AvA tapasvIone ! Apa badhA AjathI tapanA mAMDavaDA nIce AvI jAva ane kramanA gajane bALI nAMkheA. caritra :- kanA ceAge bhImasena rAjA ane suzIlA rANI, lakSmIpati zeThane ghera nokara banIne rahyA. zeTha bhalA hatA tethI zikhAmaNa ApIne gayA paNa zeThanI zikhAmaNu jhAMpA sudhI. bhadrA zeThANIe enuM pota prakAzyuM. prathama divasathI suzIlAnI agniparIkSA zarU thaI. eka teA zeThANInuM rUpa bihAmaNuM rAkSasI jevu hatu' eTale khuda suzIlA ja enAthI DarI gaI hatI te bALakonI te vAta ja zu' karavI! e kahe cheH mA ! A koNa che? amane khahu khIka lAge che. suzIlA kahe che, beTA ! tame Dare nahi. e te ApaNAM khA che. ema kahIne peAtAne vaLagI paDelA karAne chUTA pADe che paNa karA tA mAtAthI vikhUTA paDatA nathI. tyAM te zeThANI gusseA karIne kahe che tArA karAne ramatA mUkI de ne jaladI kAma zarU kara. vAMsaDAnI jema zu' UbhI rahI che ?

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292 zAradA siddhi gharamAM te ATaluM badhuM kAma paDayuM che tenI tane kaMI khabara paDe che ke nahi? bhadrAe vagara vAMke suzIlAne dhamakAvI nAMkhI. zeThANIne karkaza avAja sAMbhaLIne suzIlA te tharathara dhrujavA lAgI. ene khUba du:kha thayuM. ene pitAnuM apamAna thatuM lAgyuM, kAraNa ke game tema teya rAjAnI rANI che. enA mahelamAM te ghaNuM nokaracAkara ane dAsa dAsIo hatA. pite rAjarANuM hovA chatAM evI saraLa ne bhadra prakRtinI hatI ke e potAnA karacAkarane paNa UMcA sAde kaMI kahetI na hatI eTale ene te duHkha thAya ne ! paNa atyAre enA ghora pApakarmane udaya hatuM eTale svamAna sAcavavAno prazna ja kayAM? eNe maunapaNe zeThANInA kaThora zabdo sAMbhaLI lIdhA ane potAnA bALakone kahyuM beTA! tame ahIM rame paNa A chokarAo te raDavA ja lAgyA ke bA ame te tArI sAthe ja rahIzuM, ekalA nahi. suzIlAe samajAvIne dUra ekalI dIdhA ne pachI bhadrAne kahyuM: bA! mAre zuM kAma karavAnuM che te kahe eTale huM karavAnI zarUAta karuM. suzIlA upara bhadrAne juma":-tarata ja bhadrAe be moTA mATalA ApIne kahyuM, le, ahIMthI eka mAIla dUra mIThA pANIne kUve che tyAM jaIne pANI bharI Ava. rAjAnI rANIe kaI divasa pANI bharyuM nathI. beDuM hAthamAM kema uMcakAya enI khabara nathI chatAM zeThANInA hukamane mAthe caDhAvIne eka mATaluM kAMkhamAM ne eka mAthe mUkIne hAthamAM deraDuM laIne pANI bharavA cAlI. navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karatI kUvAnA kAMThe pahoMcI paNa deraDuM mATalAne kevI rIte bharAvavuM enI paNa khabara nathI, eTale kUve pANI bharavA AvelI strIone kahe che bahena ! tame mane doraDuM bharAvI Apane. bAI e kahe che. bahena! tame koNa che? tame jANe rAjAnI rANI na ho evI tamArI mukhamudrA che. tame kaI divasa kaMI kAma na karyuM hoya evuM lAge che, tyAre suzIlA kahe che bahena ! huM rAjAnI rANI hota te zA mATe pANI bharata ! mArA karme mane dAsI banAvI che. dayALu bahene mATalAne deraDuM bAMdhI ApyuM. mahAmuzIbate be mATalAM pANI sIMcyuM paNa rAjarANInI hatheLIo te suMvALI makhamala jevI hoya tethI hAthamAM chAlAM paDI gayA ne sakhta baLatarA thavA lAgI. mAthe moTA vajanadAra pANInA bharelA be mATalA mUkIne cAlavA lAgI. koI divasa mAthe pANInuM beDuM mUkIne cAlI na hatI. cAlatAM cAlatAM pANI ghaNuM chalakAI gayuM. enA manamAM ema thatuM ke mAthethI beDuM paDI jaze te? AvI bIkathI dhIme dhIme cAlatI mahAmuzIbate pANI bharIne ghera AvIne beDuM utAryuM. enI keDa ane Deka khUba duHkhatA hatA eTale visAmo khAvA beThI. enA moDhA upara thAka thAka tarI vaLe che. zarIra pasInAthI rebajheba thaI gayuM che paNa A nirdaya bhadrA zeThANInA dilamAM dayAna chAMTo na hate, have e suzIlAne kevI dhamakAvaze ne kevA kaThora zabdo kaheze tenA bhAva avasare.

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vyAkhyAna na. 30 zrAvaNa vada 6 ne somavAra tA. 13-8-79 anaMtajJAnI, trilokInAtha, sarvajJa bhagavate pharamAve che ke, he bhavya che ! A saMsAra sarvAge duHkhamaya che. sarvAge sukha te tArA pitAnA AtmAnA zuddha svarUpamAM che, AtmasvarUpanI ramaNatAmAM che. te sivAya jaDa padArthonA saMyogomAM te sukhAbhAsa che, sukhanA paDachAyA che. te paNa pAchaLa mahAna duHkhanI phejane lAvanArA che. tyAM sukhanI AzA kayAMthI hoya? je jaDamAMthI sukha meLavavAnI AzA ThagArI che te pachI jaDa padArtho meLavavA pAchaLa ATalI badhI vyAkuLatA zA mATe karavI? saMsAra sarvAge duHkhamaya che. emAM eka aMza jeTaluM paNa sukha nathI chatAM saMsAra rasika jIva dIna banIne sukha meLavavA rAta divasa aviratapaNe prayatnazIla rahe che, ane puNya pramANe nAzavaMta sukha meLave che. saMsAra sukhamAM mUDha banelo jIva AtmAnuM avinAzI, aparAdhIna, ekAMta sukha jaDa pudgalanA svarUpamAM zedhe che, paNa ene bhAna nathI ke pudgala te nAzavaMta che, parAdhIna che ane pudgalanA pyAsIne duHkha devAnA svabhAvavALA che. tyAM sukha kayAMthI jaDe? amRtanI zodha sapanA mukhamAM karAya? "nA" tyAM to jhera ja che. ATalA mATe jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke, he jIvAtmA! jo tAre sAcA sukhI thavuM hoya te saMsArane A vizvAsI na bana. saMsAra eTale ja e chapa. tyAM kadI pUrNatA na hoya, tethI theDAmAM saMtoSa mAnIne vicAra kara ke mArAmAM zenI khAmI che? mArI pAse zuM nathI? badhuM ja che. ema manane manAvIne saMtoSa mAne, A saMteSa jIvane kayAMthI Ave? A vItarAga vANInA zravaNathI. vItarAga vANInuM je AtmA zraddhApUrvaka zravaNa kare che. ene ahaM ogaLI jAya che, mada marI jAya che ne vAsanAo viramI jAya che. jene mada marI jAya, ahaM ogaLI jAya ne vAsanAo viramI jAya ane pachI saMsArane meha lobha ke tRSNA rahe kharI? 'nA'. te tame paNa reja vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLo che ne? te tamArA jIvanamAMthI lebha ane krodhAdi kaSAye ochA thayA haze ne? tamArI sAme be adhikAra vaMcAya che. nAnA satIjIe uttarAdhyayana sUtranuM navamuM adhyayana vAMce che. navamA adhyayanamAM nami rAjarSine adhikAra Ave che. e pahelethI kaMI sAdhu banI gayA nathI. pahelA te rAjA hatA chatAM emane namirAjarSi kahIne sau bolAvatA hatA. enuM kAraNa zuM hatuM? rAjyamAM vasavA chatAM anAsakta bhAvathI rahetA hatA. deha chatAM jenI dazA vate dehAtIta, te jJAnIne caraNamAM che vaMdana agaNita: rAjyanA vaibhavathI te anAsakta hatA paNa pitAnA dehathI paNa anAsakta bhAve rahetA hatA. dehamAM vasavA chatAM e samajatA hatA ke A deha ane aMdara vasavAvALo caitanya svarUpa mAre AtmA baMne bhinna che. popaTane piMjaramAM pUravAmAM '

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zAradA siddhi Ave che te zuM popaTa ane piMjara eka thaI jAya che kharA? popaTa piMjarathI bhinna che tema A zarIra te piMjara che ne AtmA e piMjarAmAM rahevAvALo pipaTa che. pipaTane ja dADamanI kaLIo maLatI hoya ne senAnA kaTorAmAM pANI pIvA maLatuM hoya te paNa pipaTane piMjaruM gamatuM nathI. emAMthI kyAre chUTuM enI taka zodhatA hoya che tema AtmAne deha dvArA Indriyajanita vividha prakAranA viSaya sukha maLe te paNa ene gamatA nathI. kayAre A karmarAjAnI sattAthI taiyAra karelA dehapiMjarAmAMthI chUTuM. A dehanA nAze kaMI mAre nAza nathI. deha te huM nathI paNa anaMtazaktine svAmI AtmA chuM. AvI jene bhAvanA hoya te saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM anAsakta bhAvathI rahI zake che ne samaya AvatA saMsAra choDIne saMyamI bane che. saMyamI banIne evI sAdhanA ane puruSArtha kare che ke karmarAjAe bAMdhelA deharUpI piMjarAne teDIne mokSamAM pahoMcI jAya che. namirAjarSine janma jaMgalamAM thaye hatuM. tenI mAtA janma ApIne tene kapaDAthI vIMTALI jhADe jhaLI bAMdhIne sUvADI nadIe zarIra sApha karavA gaI tyAM hAthI deDa AvyuM ane tene sUMDha vaDe uchALI. tyAM vidyAdharanuM vimAna jatuM hatuM. mayaNarehAne nIce paDatI vidyAre potAnA vimAnamAM jhIlI lIdhI. tene vimAnamAM besADIne vidyAdhara cAlatA thayA. mayaNarehAne jotA vidyAdharanI draSTi bagaDI. saMtanA darzane jatAM temanA upadezathI vidyAdharanI mati sudharI gaI ane mayaNarehAne potAnI bahena mAnIne tenI pAse potAnI bhUlonI mAphI mAMgI, chevaTe mayaNarehAe samasta saMsArane tyAga karI dIkSA lIdhI. bIjI bAju kuMvara jhoLImAM sUve che tyAM pamaratha rAjA Ave che. kuMvarane jotAM temane khUba prema jAgyo ne potAnA ghera laI gayA. A kumAranA prabhAvathI pamarathI rAjAnA badhA zatruo temane namatA AvyA tethI temanuM nAma namirAja pADayuM. namirAja yuvAna thatAM temane rAjayano bhAra oNpI rAjAe dIkSA lIdhI. namikumAre AkhI mithilAne neha saMpAdana karI lIdhuM. emanA parAkramanA prabhAvathI aneka rAjAo emanA mitra banI gayA paNa sudarzana nagarIne rAjA caMdrayaza mithilApati namirAjanA tAbe rahevA mAMgatA na hatA. caMdrayeza mirAjanI viruddhamAM hatA, paNa baLamAM sudarzana karatA mithilA ajeya hatI. sudarzananuM baLa mithilAne mukAbalo karI zake tema na hatuM paNa IrSA A badhuM karAve che. namirAjanA manamAM ema hatuM ke, AvA baLavAna mithilA narezanA tAbe sudarzana nareza kema na thAya? game tema karIne yuddha dvArA paNa caMdrayazane mAre namAve che, tyAre caMdrayaza ema kahe ke namirAja baLavAna ane mithilA meTI emAM mAre zuM lAgevaLage? e enA gharane baLavAna, emAM amAre zA mATe enA hAtha nIce dabAvavuM joIe?

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zAradA siddhi 295 baMne jaNA paraspara yuddha karavA mATe koI nimittanI rAha joI rahyA hatA. tyAM eka divasa yuddhanI cinagArI ca'pAI gaI. evuM banyu` ke namirAjanA zveta paTTahasti unmatta banatA sthaMbhane UkheDIne bhAgI gayeA. e hAthI mAtra namirAjane nahi paNa AkhI mithilAnA nagarajaneAne priya hatA. zveta enA va, lAMbA be daMtazULa, ane enI cAlamAM evuM cAturyaM hatuM ke jyAre e rAjamArga uparathI pasAra thatA hatA tyAre janatA ene premabharI najare joI rahetI. e hAthI cAlatA cAlatA aneka nadI paryaMta ane jaMgalo vaTAvatA vidhyAcalanI gIca jhADImAM pharavA lAgyA. eka divasa caMdrayaza rAjAnA guptacaro vidhyAcaLanI taLeTImAM pharatA hatA. tyAM temaNe A zveta hAthIne joceA. emanI najara A hAthI para TharI gaI. emaNe jaI ne caMdrayaza rAjAne vAta karI eTale ca'drayaza rAjAe AjJA karI ke game tema karIne e zveta hAthIne pakaDI lAvA. tarata ja mahAvatA UpaDayA. temaNe ghaNA hAthI joyA hatA paNa AvA hAthI kadI joyA na hatA. khUba prayatna karIne hAthIne pakaDIne caMdrayazanI hastizALAmAM laI gayA. A vAtanI mithilApatine ANa thaI. A eka yuddhanI camakatI cinagArI ca'pAI gaI. nimarAje eka rAjadUtane ravAnA karIne kahevaDAvyuM ke, A hAthI mithilApati nimarAjanA che mATe mane soMpI de ane hAthI na soMpe teA yuddha karavA taiyAra thAze." hAthI mATe yuddhanI thayelI taiyArI :- namirAjanI AjJAthI dUta UpaDayA ne thoDA divasamAM sudana nagaramAM AvI pahoMcyA ne nimarAjanA sa MdezA kahI saMbhaLAvye, eTale caMdrayaze kahyu` ke, tAA mirAjane kaheje ke mithilAnA mukAbalA karavAnuM mArAmAM baLa che. ratnA para koInA nAma aMkita hAtA nathI. jenA bAhumAM baLa hoya ja ratnonA svAmI banI zake, mATe e hAthI nahi maLe. enA mATe yuddha khelavA caMdrayaza taiyAra che. caMdrayazane mithilAnI sAme meAraco mAMDavA hatA. temAM nimittarUpe hAthI maLI gayA, eTale dUtane AvA javAba ApIne ravAnA karyAM. dUte AvIne nimarAjane vAta karI. A sAMbhaLIne nimarAja dhamadhamI UThayA. khasa, yuddhanI bhayaMkara javALAe phATI nIkaLI. mithilAmAM yuddhanI taiyArIo thavA lAgI. nimarAjane khabara nathI ke peAte jenI sAme yuddha karavA taiyAra thayA che te koNa che? potAnA sAcA mAtA-pitA koNa che e paNa nimarAja jANatA na hatA. etA padmaratha rAjA ane puSpamAlA rANIne potAnA mAtApitA mAnatA hatA. mithilApati namirAja sudanapati caMdrayazanI sAthe yuddha karavA mATe mATu* sainya laIne jAya che. A vAta sAvI mayaNarehAnA sAMbhaLavAmAM AvI. emane khakhara hatI ke putrane pAte ja galamAM ekalo mUkayA che te kayAM meATA thayA che e vAta teNe muni pAsethI jANI hatI eTale A yuddhanI vAta sAMbhaLatA sAdhvIjInA 'taramAM kheda thayA. hAya..... bhAI bhAI laDI maraze ? laDAImAM aneka mANasAnA kaccaraghANa kADhIne

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296 zAradA siddhi mahAna pApanAM piTalAM bAMdhIne narakamAM jaze? huM ema nahi thavA dauM. baMne potAnA putro che. AvA uttama kuLamAM janmavA chatAM bicArA ajJAna ane mehavaza AvuM khataranAka yuddha karavA taiyAra thayA che. - baMdhuo! bhautika sAmrAjya ja evuM che ke enI hakUmatamAM rahelAne e ajJAna ane mehamAM gaLAbUDa DUbADUba rAkhe. ghara pApakarmonuM AcaraNa karo ane narakamAM dhakelI de. sAdhvI mayaNarehAe vicAra karyo ke mArA putranuM patana thAya te mArAthI kema joI rahevAya? huM tyAM yuddhabhUmimAM jAuM ne baMnene oLakhANa ApI zAMta paDavA samajAvuM. kharekhara, A sAdhvIjI keTalA pavitra che ! temane sarvanA kalyANa mitra banavAnI uttama bhAvanA hatI. sarva prathama pitAnA jeTha maNiratha rAjAne kalyANa mitra tarIke salAha ApI, pachI pitAnA pati yugabAhune kalyANamitra banI narakane badale svargamAM laI janAra banI, pachI potAnA upara kudaSTi karanAra maNiprabha vidyAdharanI kalyANamitra banI. tyAra pachI pitAnA AtmAne kalyANa mitra banIne cAritra lIdhuM. have pitAnA putrane kalyANamitra banavA taiyAra thAya che. kevuM dhanya jIvana ! dila saraLa ane pavitra hoya, maitrI, prada, karuNuM ane mAdhyastha bhAvathI otapreta haya, aMtaramAMthI svArthanI lAlasA baLIne khAkha thaI gaI hoya ane paramArthanI bhAvanA jAgI hoya te ja mAnavI AvuM dhanya jIvana jIvI zake che. " gurunI pAse AjJA mAMgatA mayaNarehA - mayaNarehA sAdavajIne baMne sagA bhAIonI vacce thate bhayaMkara saMgrAma ane lAkhe nirdoSa jIvane saMhAra thata aTakAvavAnI bhAvanA jAgI eTale teo pitAnA guruNI pAse gayA ne vaMdana karI vinayapUrvaka kahyuM: he mArA gurudeva ! ApanI AjJA heya te huM sudarzananI yuddha bhUmimAM jAuM. A baMne sagA bhAIo ekabIjAne oLakhatA nathI. te huM emane mArI oLakhANa ApIne lohInI nadIo vahetI aTakAvuM' ne yuddhavirAmane sAda karuM. A sAMbhaLIne emanA guruNI gaMbhIra banI gayA. emaNe mayaNarehA sAdhvIjIne kahyuM: bhUkhyA siMhanA mukhamAMthI haju sasaluM choDAvI zakAya paNa raNabhUrA rAjavIonA hAthamAMthI zastro na choDAvI zakAya. tane tArA mAtRpada upara vizvAsa che paNa e vizvAsa tane chellI kSaNe daze te nahi de ne ! eka vAkayamAM gurue ghaNuM ghaNuM pUchayuM. mayaNarehA sAvIne daDha vizvAsa hatuM ke pote baMne bhAIo vacce yuddhavirAma karAvI zakaze. emanI daDhatA ane pavitratA joIne gurune lAgyuM ke jarUra yuddhavirAma karAvI zakaze. eTale emaNe kahyuM-bhale tame khuzIthI jAva ne yuddhavirAma karAvIne Avaje. baMdhuo! jainanA sAdhu sAdavIo jyAM khUnakhAra jaMga ma hoya, yuddhanA nagArA vAgatA hoya tyAM kadI jAya nahi paNa A te caMdrayaza ane namirAjanI mAtA hatI. ene aTala vizvAsa hato ke huM A yuddhane aTakAvI zakIza, eTale anivArya kAraNe mayaNarehA sAThavIjI potAnA parivAra sAthe yuddhabhUmimAM javA mATe vihAra karI gayA,

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zAradA siddhi 297 kAraNa ke mithilAnuM virATa sainya sudarzana nagaramAM na pahoMce te pahelAM pite pahoMcI jAya te ja tyAM javAno artha saphaLa thAya. hRdayamAM aTala zraddhA hatI ke pote yuddhavirAma karAvI zakaze eTale je divase mithilA pati namirAje pitAne virATa sainya sAthe sudarzanamAM paga mUka te ja divase sAvaja paNa sudarzanapuramAM padhAryA. yuddhanIchAvaNImAM satI mayaNarehA":-namirAje sudarzananagarane pharate ghere nAMkhyo ne pitAnI chAvaNamAM jaIne caMdrayazane harAvavAnI yukti goThavavAnA vicAramAM beThA hatA. tyAM te sAdavajI mayaNarehAe yuddhabhUmimAM AvIne sIdhA namirAjanI chAvaNImAM praveza karyo. sAdhvIjIne joIne namirAja Azcarya pAmyA ke samarAMgaNamAM sAdhvIjI kyAMthI? A te asaMbhavita vAta che. tarata ja namirAjA pitAnA Asana uparathI UbhA thaI gayA ne vinayapUrvaka vaMdana karIne kahe che padhAro padhAre ema kahIne svAgata karyuM. e jamAnAmAM rAjA mahArAjAomAM paNa keTalo vinaya hato ! sAdhu sAdavIo pratye emanA dilamAM keTaluM mAna hatuM. sAmAnya rAjAe te ThIka paNa cakavati jevA cakavatio paNa sAdhu saMtone vinaya, AdaramAna ane svAgata karatA hatA. te ema samajatA hatA ke lAkhe durjaya saMgrAmamAM vijaya meLava sahela che paNa kAma rUpI ddhAne chata duSkara che. emaNe ene ja che mATe e mahAna che. mATe emanA caraNamAM mUkI javuM joIe. emanuM bahumAna karavuM joIe. bolo, Aje evI bhAvanA che? meTA rAjA mahArAjAo ane pradhAnamAM te AvI bhAvanA che ja nahi paNa emanI daSTie sAmAnya gaNAtA zrImaMta ane zreSThIomAM paNa AvI bhAvanA bahu jovAmAM AvatI nathI. A kevo viSama ane vinAzaka yuga cAle che! AgaLanA rAjAo paNa ema samajatA hatA ke amArI keTe, hAIkorTe ane amArA kAyadA ane amArA polIsethI nagarajane mAM je cerI, anIti, lUMTaphATa, asatya ane bhraSTAcAra aTakI zakatA nathI te AvA sAdhu saMtenA pavitra jIvana ane dharmopadezathI aTake che. je durAcArathI dezanuM satyAnAza thaI rahyuM che tene sudhAranAra je kaI hoya to AvA tyAgI, saMyamI, mahAna vibhUtio che. cerane zAhukAra, khUnIne muni, pApIne punita ane guMDAne gRhastha banAvanAra A saMte che ame nahi. kharekhara AvA zreSTha ane manuSyo upara mahAna upakAra karanAra sAdhusaMte te amArA rAjayanA ne samasta vizvanA alaMkAra samAna che. emane te ApaNe mahAna upakAra mAnavo joIe. vaLI e rAjAo ema paNa samajatA hatA ke ame te prajAnuM cAra DAkuthI rakSaNa karIe chIe. DI ghaNI bAhya sagavaDa karI ApIe chIe tyAre saMte te prajAjanone mahAna kalyANakArI dharma samajAve che. jagatapitA paramezvaranA bhakta banAve che, dayA ane dAnanA upAsaka banAve che, paropakAranuM sukRta karAve che ne zA. 38

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298 . zAradA siddhi dukALa jevA samayamAM sukhI mANasane parigrahanI mamatA cheDAvIne dhana-dhAnyanI nadIo vahevaDAve che. emAMnuM ame kaMI ja karI zakatA nathI. teo te jagatane tyAga, vairAgya, sadAcAra, saMteSa, saMpa ane sahAnubhUti vigere zIkhavADe che. namirAjAnA vicAra AvA UMcA hatA. te vaMdana karIne namra zabdothI pUche che. mayaNarehAne paDakAra :-ahe satIjI ! ApazrIne yuddhabhUmimAM kayA kAraNe padhAravAnuM banyuM ? sAdhvIjIe TUMkamAM javAba vALatA kahyuM he rAjana ! "yuddha virAma". A sAMbhaLatAM namirAjanI AMkho pahoLI thaI gaI. yuddha virAma? hAM.rAjana ! yuddha virAma. yuddha eTale zuM e tame samaje che? "mAnavatAnuM mota. karuNAnuM kamakamATI bharyuM khUna ane dayAnuM karuNa rudana." hA, satIjI ! huM badhuM samajuM chuM paNa yuddha vinA virAma zakya ja nathI. zatrunI zatrutA zastra vinA maTe kharI? sAdhvIjIe prazna karyo ke tamAro zatru koNa? caMdrayaza. he rAjana ! je tame samajo te A duniyAmAM keI keIne zatru nathI, kAraNa ke anaMta kALathI anaMta bhavanA pherA pharatA pharatA pratyeka jenI sAthe pratyeka jIve anaMtIvAra snehanA saMbaMdha bAMdhyA che. te daSTie vicAra karaze te A saMsAramAM kaI keIna zatru nathI paNa badhA svajane che. he narendra! A rAjyalakSmI te zaradUjhatunA meghanI jema caMcaLa che. evI caMcaLa lakSmI khAtara tame tamArA moTAbhAInI sAme laDavA taiyAra thayA che? mahAnubhAva! jIvana jaLabiMdunA samAna kSaNika che. emAM mahAsukRta karavAnuM choDIne A tamArA moTAbhAInI sAthe jhaghaDavAnuM mahA akArya karavA taiyAra thayA che ? A zarIrane zuM bhare che? aneka rogonuM ghara che. rega ane vRddhAvasthAthI jarjarita thaI jAya te pahelA emAMthI dharmArAdhanA karI kasa kheMcI levAne ke moTAbhAI sAthe yuddha karIne pApa bAMdhavAnA? yuddhamAM thatI hiMsAthI jIvane narakamAM javuM paDe che. mATe kaMIka samaja. pUrva paricaya ApatA sAThavI mayaNarehA" -namirAje krodha karIne kahyuM sAdhavajI! tame ene mArA moTAbhAI kevI rIte kahe che? e te mAre pAke duzmana che duzmana. are, tAre duzmana kevI rIte che te samajAvIza? eNe mAre Ata hAthI laI lIdhuM che. te sivAya amArI baMnenI vacce varSothI vairanI vaNajhAra cAlI Ave che. e mArAthI kema sahana thAya? A sAMbhaLIne sAdhavajI samajyA ke, AnI sAme sarva vAta khullI karyA vinA chUTako nathI. ema samajIne mayaNarehA sAdhavIjIe kahyuM he rAjana ! tuM bhale pamaratha ane puSpamAlAnA putra tarIke tane mane paNa e vAta taddana beTI che. tArA mAtA-pitA koNa enI kayAM tane khabara che? sAdhvIjInA vacana sAMbhaLIne namirAja camaka. zuM-huM mArA sAcA mAtApitAnuM nAma nathI jANate? A sAdhvIjI zuM kahI rahyA che? e jANavA namirAjA Atura banyA eTale sAdhvIjIe pUrvane saghaLe vRttAMta kahI saMbhaLAvyo. tethI mAnelI mAtA puSpamALAne pUchayuM che

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zAradA siddhi 299 mAtAjI ! A vAta sAcI che? vITI ane kAMbaLa tame rAkhyA che kharA ? puSpamALAe kahyuM, hA. e badhI vAta satya che ane padmaratha rAjA jaMgalamAMthI ene kevI rIte lAgyA hatA te badhI vAta karI, eTale sAdhvIjInA vacanamAM zraddhA thaI. A badhu' jANIne nimarAja stabdha banI gayA ne manamAM ema thayuM' ke, aheha kevA vicitra kama saMcega ! paNa yuddhavirAma karavAnI vAta haju ene rucatI nathI. kAraNa ke game tema teya kSatriyanA baccA ne ? eTale enuM mAna haNAI jAya te bilakula gamatuM nathI. enA manamAM ema thAya che ke bhalene e mATobhAI che ne hu' nAnA bhAI chuM, paNa huM kayAM gunegAra chu..! moTAbhAI e mArA hAthI kabaje karyAM che ne e mAMgavA chatAM pAche na ApatA mane yuddha karavAnI hAkala kare che te have mArAthI pAchA kema javAya? jo pALe jAuM te e mane kAyara ja kahene ? namirAjane mana mATAbhAI karatAM potAnuM sanmAna vadhAre vahAluM hatuM. huM pAche phIza tA duniyA mane zuM kaheze ? eka vakhata moTAbhAI upara vijaya meLavI lauM. pachI hu emanA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgI laIza paNa atyAre te yuddhavirAma nahi ja karu, evA nizcaya karI lIdho. bIjI khAjI mAtAnA niNya hatA ke yuddhavirAma karAvIne ja japIza. namirAje kahyu', he mAtA ! ca`drayaza mArA moTAbhAI che e vAta sAcI paNa mithilAnA Aje gunegAra che mATe mArAthI yuddhavirAma niha thaI zake. A sAMbhaLIne sAdhvIjInA dilamAM AMcako lAgyeA chatAM e hatAza teAna ja banyA. mAtRtva uparathI enI zraddhA UThI nahi. e nimarAja pAsethI UThIne caMdrayazane maLavAne ane tene yuddhavirAmanA saMdezA ApavA cAlI nIkaLyA. caMdrayaza te sAdhvInA vezamAM peAtAnI mAtAne tarata oLakhI gayA. pitAnA khUna pachI caMdrayaze mAtAnI khUba tapAsa karAvelI paNa Aja sudhI ene patto nahi maLavAthI khUba AdhAta lAgyA hatA. te mAtA Aje najara samakSa AvIne UbhI rahI ne te paNa sAdhvIjInA vezamAM joIne caMdrayazanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. thoDI vAre haiyuM haLavu karIne Azcaryacakti thaIne pUchyuM mAtA ! atyAre acAnaka kayAMthI padhAryAM ? tyAre mayaNarehAe enA patinuM khUna thayuM tyArathI laIne enA mAthe zuM zuM vItaka vItI, pote kevI rIte dIkSA lIdhI ne ahIM zA mATe AvI che te athathI iti sudhInI sa vAta kahI sa MbhaLAvI. ** mAtAnA upadezathI thayelo camatkAra " :- ca'drayaza rAjA peAtAnI mAtA sAdhvInA mukhethI rAmAMcaka ghaTanAnu varNana sAMbhaLIne raDI paDayA ane vizeSamAM namirAja peAtAnA nAnA bhAI che e jANIne khUba khuzI thayA. enA haiyAmAM bhrAtR vAtsalya uchaLyu eTale jhaTa ubhA thaI gayA ane mAna mUkIne mATA vaibhava sAthe namirAjAnI sAme gayA. mirAja peAtAnA nAnA bhAI che ema khabara paDatA harSoMthI peAtAnA bhAI ne maLavA cAlyA. ca`drayazane peAtAnI sAme AvatA joI ne narmirAja ubhA thaI ne meATAbhAInI sAme AvyA ane bhAInA caraNamAM namI paDayA. caMdrayaze ene khUba vAtsalyabhAvI

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zAradA siddhi bAthamAM laI lIdho. baMne bhAIo caMdra-sUryanI jema zobhI uThayA. yuddha virAma thaI gayuM. AnaMdanI zaraNAIo vAgI ne khUba ThAThamAThathI caMdrayaza mirAjane pitAnA nagaramAM laI gaye. nagaramAM pahoMcyA pachI kahyuM bhAI nami ! pitAjInuM mRtyu thayuM ne mAtAjInI beTa paDI pachI mane gharamAM kayAMya AnaMda na hatuM. saMsAra uparathI mana uThI gayuM hatuM paNa rAjyane bhAra upADI zake e mANasa maLyo na hato tethI anicchAe ATalo vakhata rekAI javuM paDayuM. emAM paNa Aje mAtAjInI badhI hakIkta sAMbhaLIne mAre vairAgya ekadama tIvra bane che ane tuM rAjya saMbhALanAre maLI gaye. te have tuM A sudarzananuM rAjya saMbhALI le ane baMne rAjyane svAmI bana. caMdrayazanI keTalI udAratA! caMdrayazanI udAratA, brA vAtsalya vigere joIne namine enA pratye prema UbharAya che. have e moTAbhAIne ema javA de kharo? emaNe moTAbhAInA caraNamAM paDIne kahyuM moTAbhAI! A baMne rAjya tamArA che ne huM te tamAre sevaka chuM. tyAre caMdrayaze kahyuM bhAI! huM te ekane choDavA mAMguM chuM tyAre tuM bIjuM mane kyAM vaLagADe che? namirAje kahyuM, tame mane pitAjInA sthAne maLI gayA. pachI mAre zA mATe vaDIlonI zItaLa chAyA na bhegavavI ? vaDIlanI zItaLa chAyAmAM je AnaMda che te svataMtra QhevAmAM nathI. are bhAI! tuM tAruM ekanuM na jotAM mAruM che. te mAtAnuM karuNa jIvana sAMbhaLyuM ? emaNe zuM karyuM ? huM have bhautika sAmrAjayanI lIlA jevA saMsArathI thAkI gaye chuM. have te AdhyAtmika sAmrAjyavALA prabhune mArga mAre pakaDa che. te mArge javAmAM mAre tuM kalyANa mitra bana. caMdraze namine samajAvIne AgrahapUrvaka manAvI khUba dhAmadhUmathI rAjagAdI upara ene abhiSeka karyo ne pite dIkSA lIdhI. pachI mirAjane mahAmaibhavanI prApti thaI paNa anAsaktabhAvathI teo rAjya calAvavA lAgyA. tethI teo saMsAramAM hovA chatAM namirAjarSi kahevAyA. chevaTamAM teoe paNa saMsAra choDe ne dIkSA lIdhI. have ApaNuM mULa adhikAranI vAta karuM. Aje tame badhA ema mAne che ke dIkarA mATe badhuM karuM paNa yAda rAkho keI keInuM nathI. brahmarAjAe putra mATe badhuM karyuM paNa Aje kaNa bhegavavA taiyAra thayA che? kharekhara zAstrakAre kahyuM che ke, tao teNajjie davve, dAre ya parirakkhie / vinine nA rAya, hu tuH mAyA | utta. - 18 gAthA 16 keIka vAra maranAranI pAchaLa maranAre bhegA karelA dhanAdikanA dhaNI bIjA thAya che ane je strInuM ghaNuM rakSaNa kareluM hoya che te strI sAthe bIjA narakIDA kare che. te paNa maranAre taiyAra karelA vastrAlaMkAre paherIne harSa ane prIti sahita te strI para puruSanI sAthe viSayasukha bhogave che. brahmarAjA mATe Ama ja banyuM ne? pote nAnI

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zAradA siddhi umaramAM mRtyu pAmI gayA ne emanI rANI dIrgharAjA sAthe sukha bhogavavA lAgI. - temAM potAnA putrane prema paNa vIsarI gaI ne dIrgharAjAnI caDhavaNIe caDhI ekanA eka lADakavAyA putrane mArI nAMkhavA taiyAra thaI. dIrgharAjA je kAvataruM ghaDI lAvyA tene teNe saharSa svIkAra karI lIdhuM. ahAhA ! saMsAra Ave che chatAM tamane khUba vahAlo lAge che. brahmadattakumAranA puNya prabaLa che eTale dhanumaMtrI enI tarapheNamAM che. varadhanune rAjA rANInA kAvatarAnI khabara paDI eTale te pradhAnapadathI nivRtta thayA ane nagara bahAra eka dAnazALA belI. Akho divasa maMtrIjI tyAM rahetA hatA ane A divasa je yAcaka ane duHkhite AvatA temane satkAra karatAM ne peTa bharIne jamADatA. bIjI bAju rAjamAtA culanI taraphathI anupama lakSAgRha taiyAra thavA lAgyuM ne trIjI tarapha brahmadattakumAra mATe gya kanyA zodhavA lAgyA. A pramANe sau potapotAnA kAryamAM magna che. have dhanumaMtrI zuM karaze tene bhAva avasare. caritra - baMdhuo ! karmanI kuTilatA kevI che ene tamane A caritra sAMbhaLatA khyAla Avaze. eka siddha bhagavaMtanA jIvane choDIne AkhuM jagata karmarAjAnI hakUmata pramANe cAlI rahyuM che mATe puNyane dIvaDe jyAM sudhI baLe che tyAM sudhI kAma kADhI lo. karmarAjA kone kayAM mUkI deze tenI khabara nathI. Aje tame "gujarAta mitra' peparamAM vAMcyuM haze ne ke macchu nadIne Dema tUTavAthI hajAre mANase pANInA bhoga banyA. A che karmodaya! bhadrA suzIlA sAmuM joIne barADA pADIne belI. eka beDuM pANI bharIne AvI tyAM te zeThANInI jema besI gayA. je zeThAI karavI hoya te nokarI karavA zA mATe AvI ? uTha ubhI thA. eka beDAmAM zuM thAkI gaI? haju te AvA daza beDA pANI bharIne lAvavAnuM che. pachI cUlo saLagAvIne raseI banAvavAnI che. pachI vAsaNa uTakavAnA che, kapaDAM dhovAnA che, ghara sAphasUpha karavAnuM che. anAja vINavAnuM che. AvAM ghaNuM ghaNuM kAma karavAnA che. UbhI thaIne jaladI jaladI badhuM kAma karavA mAMDa. dhananA madamAM chakI gayelI bhadrAne rANInI bilakula dayA nathI AvatI. tuccha zabdase saMbodhana kara, rAnI ke batalAya, sAta prahara dhaMdhemeM jeDI, kSiNa beThana de nAMya, enA patie te kahyuM hatuM ke, tuM A bAI pAse naramAzathI kAma karAvaje, ene tuMkAre bolAvIza nahi paNa e te game tevA zabdothI belAve che ne eka pachI eka kAma cIdhyA ja kare che. eka miniTa paNa visAme khAvA detI nathI. A te bicArI komaLa rANIe kaMI kAma kareluM nahi. temAM gajA uparAMtanuM kAma karavuM paDe eTale kevuM thAya? chatAM suzIla mUMge meM pitAnAthI thAya teTaluM jhaDapathI kAma karatI paNa bhadrA te ene vAraMvAra tataDAvyA karatI ne tADUkIne kahetI ke je te A jhADuM kADhyuM che paNa keTalo kacaro rahI gaye che. tArI AMkhe phUTI gaI che? A

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zAradA siddhi vAsaNa te keTalA cIkaNA rAkhyA che! jarA ghasIne mAMjatA zIkha. tArA hAthanI meMdI sUkAI nahi jAya. "bhadrAne vadhela trAsa" - Ama bhadrA dhamakAve che tyAM pelA be bALake ramatAM ramatAM mAtAnI pAse deDIne AvyA ne kahe che bA! tuM amane mUkIne kayAM gaI hatI? ema kahIne suzIlAne vaLagI paDayA, eTale bhadrA kahe che, maTI rAjAnI rANI banIne AvI che? tArA chokarAne sAcavavA hatA te ahIM zA mATe AvI che? tuM mArA gharanI nekaraDI banIne kAma karavA AvI che, chokarAM ucheravA nathI AvI, samajIne? AvI rIte bhadrA kaTakaTa karatI, ane suzIlAne na kahevAnA veNa kahI nAMkhatI tyAre suzIlAne khUba dukha thatuM eTale chAnImAnI khUNAmAM jaIne raDI letI. pote bhImasenane paNa vAta karatI na hatI. badhuM samabhAve sahana karI letI. kayAreka bALaka enI mAtAne vatA, khAvA mATe kajiyA karatA tyAre bhadrA bALakane mAratI ne kayAreka deraDI laIne thAMbhalA sAthe bAMdhI detI. A joIne suzIlAnuM kALajuM kapAI jatuM hatuM. jyAre bhadrA Ave kera karatI tyAre rAtre suzIlA pitAnA baMne bALakone meLAmAM suvADI vahAlathI paMpALIne khUba raDatI ke, he bhagavAna! A mArA phUla jevAM bALakoe tAro zuM gune karyo che ke bicArAne vagara vAMke AvAM duHkha sahana karavA paDe che. mArAthI A chokarAMonuM dukha joyuM jatuM nathI. Ama karIne khUba raDatI. thoDA divasomAM te bhadrAe suzIlA ane tenA bALakanI dazA adhamUo jevI karI nAMkhI. "kALI majUrI karAvatI bhadrA":- savAramAM UThe ke tarata suzIlAne e kAme jaDI detI. sauthI prathama daLaNuM daLavAnuM kAma soMpyuM. daLIne UThe ke tarata vAsI kacara kADhavAne pachI taLAve pANI bharavA javAnuM. e pachI lakhesUko nAsta karavA ApatI. nAsta kare ke tarata nadIe kapaDAM dhovA mokalatI. kapaDAM dhoIne Ave eTale tarata baporanA vAsaNa maMjAvatI. pachI khAvA ApatI. baporanA bhejanamAM zuM ApatI hatI? pati-patnI ane be bALake e cAra vacce gaNIne lUkhIsUkI cAra bhAkharI ApatI ne sAthe khATI chAza ApatI. zAka ke dUdha-dahIM te ATalA divasamAM jovA paNuM maLyA nathI. lukhI bhAkharI bhAve nahi chatAM sukhaduHkhe khAI letA ne divase pasAra karatA. jamyA bAda bhadrA suzIlA tathA bALako pAse kapaDA vaLAvatI. e kAma pate eTale anAja sApha karavAnuM kAma kADhatI. moDI rAta sudhI suzIlA ane bALako pAse paga dabAvatI. pathArIo patharAvatI. pachI moDI rAtre emane ghera sUvA mATe mokalatI. dareka kAmamAM enuM gALo devAnuM ne vacce kaTakaTa karavAnuM kAma cAlu rahetuM hatuM. kayAreka te bicArA bALake khAlI ramatA hoya te dhamakAvatI ane AMkho kADhIne DarAvatI. A suzIlAthI sahana thatuM nathI. zarIra cAlatuM nathI. bhadrAnI zeThAI ane suzIlAnI gulAmInA divase pasAra thAya che. haju kevAM dukhe paDaze te avasare.

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vyAkhyAna naM. - 31 zrAvaNa vada 7 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 14-8-79 zAstrakAra bhagavaMte karmabaMdhanamAMthI mukta thavAne mahAna mArga batAvyo. sarvajJa bhagavaMtene ApaNuM upara e mahAna upakAra che ke emaNe AtmAnuM evuM sAyansa batAvyuM che ke baMdhane kevI rIte AtmAne baMdhAya che ne te baMdhane teDavA AtmAe kevA upAya karavA joIe. kevaLI bhagavaMtenA jJAnamAM kaMI javAmAM bAkI nathI. teo te sarvadravya ane paryAne jANe che. jagatamAM suvarNa banAvI zake tevI auSadhio, maMtra ItyAdi badhuM jANavA chatAM temaNe e batAvyuM nathI paNa e jarUra batAvyuM che ke AtmAnA baMdhana kevI rIte tUTe? jagatanA jaDa padArtho Rddhi, mAlamilakta Adi kSaNavAra bhapakAdAra sthiti sajIne dIrghakALa sudhI saMsAramAM ragadoLI nAMkhanArA ane AtmAne karmanA baMdhanathI bAMdhanAra che. A badhAM baMdhane teDe te ja UMcI gati maLe che. sarvajJa vinA A upAya bIjo keNa batAvI zake? kAraNa ke jenA jJAnamAM dareka vastu ane vastunA pariNAme dekhAya te ja e viveka karI zake che ke A vastu jIvane kharekhara lAbhadAyI che ane A bIjI vastu dekhAvamAM lAbhadAyI hovA chatAM aMte nukasAnakartA che. je AtmAne jJAnInA vacane para zraddhA thAya ke AtmA nitya che, AtmAe karelAM karmonA phaLa ene potAne bhogavavA paDe che te e AtmA vicAraze ke je mahinA ane karmanA baMdhane UbhAM rAkhyAM te enA bhayaMkara kahuphaLa mAre bhegavavAM paDaze. mATe A bhavamAM AtmAnA baMdhana toDI nAMkhavAM joIe. nahitara bhAvimAM ghaNuM kALa sudhI bhaTakavuM paDaze. mAnavajIvananI Aja vizeSatA che ke bIjA bhavemAM AtmAne baMdhanethI bAMdhavAnuM bane che tyAre A bhavamAM e baMdhanene ochAM karI zakAya che, ane mana-vacana kAyAnI zaktine pUrNa vikAsa je Atma sAdhanAmAM kare te sarva baMdhanene kSaya karI vItarAgatA ane mokSanI najIka paNa pahoMcI zakAya. e baMdhano teDavAnI kaLA ejansIvALA mAnavabhavamAM choDIne bIje dhaMdho karavo e bina sAvadhAnI che. tethI ciMtAmaNIratnathI adhika kiMmatI e mAnavabhava hArI javAya che. A mAnavajIvanane saphaLa karavA rAgadveSa, abhimAna, harSa, kheda vagerenA Aveza ane Aga ochA karavI paDaze ane adhyavasAyanA saMklezane badale adhyavasAyanI vizuddhi karavA tarapha khAsa lakSa ApavuM paDaze. saMkilaSTa adhyavasAya e saMsAravardhaka che. sukha-duHkha kevuM ne keTaluM ene koI hisAba nathI paNa je cittanA adhyavasAya saMkalezavALA hoya te enAthI saMsAra vadhe che, bhavanA pherA vadhe che, durgatinI zerIo khullI thaI jAya che ane pachI halakA jIvanamAM saMkalezanuM tAMDava mace che pachI pApamAM zuM bAkI rahe ? ekaluM

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zAradA siddhi pApAcaraNathI bhareluM jIvana maLe che. ATalA mATe jJAnI puruSA kahe che ke he jIva! tAre kSaNe kSaNe khUba sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI jarUra che. sukha ke duHkha game te Ave paNa cittane saMkalezamAM paDavA devu' na joIe. jIvananI pratyeka paLe adhyavasAya niLa rAkhavA joI e. vizuddha adhyavasAya eTale bairAgyanA bhAva, upazamabhAva, kSamA, udAratA, parA vRtti, dayA, sahAnubhUti, tattvaci'tana. dunyavI paudgalika vastu game tevI sArI maLI hoya paNa ene joI ne e ja vicAravAnuM ke AmAM ze mAla che. aMte te saDana, paDana ane viva'sana svabhAvavALu pudgala che ne? aMte te ene mUkIne javAnu che to pachI e maLavAthI harakhAvAnu zu' ? AvA vinazvaranA saMcAgamAM hu mArA AtmAne rAga, dveSa ane ahatva vigere kIcaDathI zA mATe kharaDu? e cIja te cAlI jaze paNa e kIcaDanA lapeDA tA mArA AtmA para cAMTI raheze. AvI jAgRti kSaNe kSaNe rAkhavAmAM Ave te adhyavasAya nirmAMLa rahe. duHkha, pratikULatA AdinA prasaMgamAM paNa ene kSaNika ane vinazvara samajIne dveSa, ukaLATa pedA na thavA detA zAMti, saumyatA, jIvA para bhAva yA, ApaNA AtmAnI niMdA, jugupsA vagere bhAvA jAgRta rAkhIe te adhyavasAya niLa rahe. AtmAnI niMdA ane gA~ eTale zu? te jANA che ? uttarAdhyayana sUtranA rahmA adhyayanamAM bhagavatane prazna pUchyA ke nirLacaLa mant nIce di naLaya6 ? he bhagavaMta! AtmAnI niMdA karavAthI jIvane zuM lAbha thAya ? tyAre bhagavaMte kahyuM ke, gautama ! " ni LayApaLa pachANutAya naLayar / padhdhALutAveja virajjamANe karaNaguNa seTiM paDivajjai, karaNaguNaseDhi paDivaNNeyaNa aNagAre mohaNijja kamma ugdhApara / AtmAnidrAthI pazcAttApa thAya che. pazcAttApathI vairAgyavata banIne kSapaka zreNIne prApta kare che. kSapaka zreNIvALA jIva mAhanIya ka`nA nAza kare che. svaniMdAthI jIvane AveA mahAna lAbha thAya che. have gurunI samIpe peAtAnA pApanI niMdA karavI. garha karavAthI paNa jIvane mahAna lAbha thAya che. rahaNayANaM bhante jIve kiM jaNayai ? garahaNayAeNaM apurakkAraM jaNayai, apurakAragaeNaM jIve appasatthehitA jogerhito niyattei pasattheya paDivajjai, pasatthajeAga paDivaNNe ya NaM aNagAre anaMta ghAi pajjave khavei / << gA~ eTale zuM ? gA~ eTale 66 '' he bhagava ta ! gA~thI-AtmatiraskArathI jIvane zu lAbha thAya ? garha karavAthI AtmAmAM namratA Ave che. AtmA namratAthI, aprazasta ceAgeAthI nivRta thaIne prazasta cAgAnI prApti kare che. prazasta yAtra pAmIne te aNugAra anataghAtI paryAyAnA kSaya kare che. 304 dd ba'e ! jyAM sudhI kevaLajJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI sa` jIve chadmastha chIe. chadmasthapaNAmAM jIvA bhUlo kare che paNa AvA amUlya mAnavabhava ane gurunA caitra maLyA che teA have bhUlo sudhAravAnI jarUra che. bhUla na sudhare teA A mAnavijagI

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zAradA siddhi 305 DUla thaI jAya che. A mAnavabhavamAM te durgaNe cheDIne sadguNarUpI amUlya ratna grahaNa karI levAnA che, paNa moTAbhAganA jIne svabhAva e hoya che ke paraniMdA, IrSyA vagere avaguNane grahaNa kare che. jema kUkaDAne ukaraDA phIdavAnI Adata hoya che. ukaraDe phIdatA phIdatA kadAca hIrAkaNI ene maLI jAya te ene phekI daIne eMThavADanA kaNa e grahaNa karaze. kAgaDo drAkSanA mAMDavAne cheDIne lIMboLIo grahaNa kare che tema ajJAnI AtmAo hIrAkaNI jevA saMpa-sadAcAra-zIyaLa-dayA-kSamA-nirlobhatA vigere guNorUpI hIrAkaNIone choDI daIne durguNa grahaNa kare che tethI asaMtoSathI baLe che ne tRSNAnA pUramAM taNAya che. tRSNA evI che ke vadhatI ja jAya che. kahyuM che ke, "mag: pUrNatAnetigmaLag rIte " je tRSNAne pUrato nathI tenI tRSNAnI khAI bharAI jAya che. je tRSNane poSaNa Ape che tenI tRSNanI khAI UMDI thatI jAya che, eTale ke tRSNa vadhatI jAya che. baMdhuo! je AtmAo tRSNAnA pUramAM taNAyelA che tevA AtmAo sukhI nahi dekhAya kAraNa ke tene kema meLavavuM te ja hAya baLatarA hoya che. Aje tRSNane kAraNe khUna keTalA thAya che? cerIo keTalI badhI ? jUTha, prapaMca, ThagAI keTalI cAle che? tRSNAthI sukha nathI vadhatuM paNa duHkha vadhe che. tRSNathI maLatAM bAhya sukhanA rasamAM AvuM rUDuM vItarAga prabhunuM zAsana ApaNane sparyA vinA bAjue rahI jAya che. AyuSya pUruM thayA pachI bIjA bhavamAM vItarAga zAsanathI dUra thaI javAze tenuM bhAna che? aphasosanI vAta che ke AvuM uttama zAsana maLavA chatAM mAnavI enA mahatvane samajato nathI ne jIvana judA prakAranuM jIvI rahyo che. jIvana te vItarAga prabhunA zAsananI AjJA pramANe jIvavuM joIe. jIvanamAM tRSNanuM rasAyaNa TaLe to jinazAsanane prakAza maLe. ApaNe tRSNAne navapallavita nathI banAvavI paNa sUkAvI nAMkhavI che. kAraNa ke vairAgyarasathI bharapUra upadeza sAMbhaLavA chatAM paNa cAre tarapha khUba vistRta ane navapallavita thayelI paugalika tRSNanI vela hRdayamAM mokSa ke mokSamArganI sAdhanAnI laganI lAgavA detI nathI, mATe ene sUkavI nAMkhIe te ja mokSa meLavavAnI laganI lAge. ApaNe mukhya vAta upara AvIe. culanI rANI ane dIrgharAjA vicAre che ke bahAdattakumAranuM mULa ukheDI nAMkhIne kAMpilyapuranuM rAjya sukhethI bhegavIe. manuSyanA manamAM vikAra jAge che tyAre enA vivekacakSu baMdha thaI jAya che. jene vikAra naSTa thaI jAya che tenA aMtaramAM vivekane dIpaka pragaTe che. mahAbhAratane eka nAnakaDo prasaMga che. vyAsajIne zukadeva nAme eka putra hate. zukadevane A saMsAra uparathI vairAgya AvyA eTale sAdhu banavA taiyAra thayA, tyAre enA pitA vyAsajI kahe che ke tuM hamaNAM saMsAramAM rahe. saMsAra sukhane anubhava kara, pachI saMsArane tyAga karaje paNa zukadevane e vAta rucatI nathI. e te ghara choDIne cAlyA tyAre vyAsajI putrane pakaDavA enI zA, 39

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30} zAradA sahi pAchaLa doDI rahyA che. rastAmAM eka sarovara AvyuM. enA kinAre keTalIka kanyAe snAna karI rahI hatI, paNa zukadevajI te nIcuM joI ne AgaLa cAlyA jAya che ne pAchaLa vyAsajI AvI rahyA che. zukadevajI sarovara pAsethI pasAra thayA tyAre kanyAe snAna karatI rahI paNa vyAsajI AvyA tyAre kanyAoe jhaTa jhaTa kapaDAM paherI lIdhAM ne peAtAnAM aMga DhAMkI dIdhAM. vyAsajIe A baMne prasage joyA. emanA manamAM Azcaya thayu` ke mArA yuvAna dIkarA pasAra thayA tyAre A kanyAe snAna karatI rahI ane mArA jevA vRddhane joIne vastro paheryAM enuM kAraNa zuM ? pAchA vaLatA vyAsajIe e kanyAone pUchyuM ke, jyAre mAro yuvAna putra jatA hatA tyAre tame niHzaMka banIne snAna karatI hatI ne mane joIne tame vastro kema paherI lIdhAM ? AnuM kAraNa zuM? vyAsajInI vAta sAMbhaLI kanyA hasatI hasatI eTalI tamane kahu kharI paNa khATuM te nahi lAge ne ? vyAsajIe kahyu. nA, khATu' nahi lAge. tame khuzIthI kaheA. baMdhue ! A kanyAnA javAba sAMbhaLavA jevA che. eNe kahyu vyAsajI ! vikArIne sa'khaMdha vaSaeN sAthe niha paNa vRtti sAthe che. jevI jenI vRtti tevI tenI pravRtti." zukadevajInA jIvanamAM jAgRtinI jyAta jhagamagatI hatI ke mAnavadeha vikAro mATe nahi paNa vivekapUrvakanA vicAra mATe che. zukadeve amArI samakSa najara sarakhI karI nathI paNa te vakhate tamArA manamAM zuM vatu hatuM te kaheA. tamArI najara kayAM hatI ? thAsajI badhI vAta samajI gayA ke varSoM vadhatA vikArA ghaTe che evu nathI. vivekapUva kanA vicArAthI vikAro ghaTe che. ane tyAre aMtaramAM AMtara vaibhava pragaTe che. brahmacarya e teA jIvananu' sAcu' kAhinUra che. brahmacarya e mAnavanA zaNagAra che. brahmacaya jevu' duniyAmAM koI nUra nathI. brahmacarya e dravyarega ane bhAvarALa nAbUda karavAnI ameAtha jaDIbuTTI che, ane aneka guNAne khe'cIM lAvanAra leAhacu'khaka che. eka brahmacarya nu pAlana karanAranA jIvanamAM khIjA aneka guNA ApameLe khecAIne Ave che ne eka brahmacarya vrata khaMDita thAya te tenI pAchaLa aneka duguNA kheMcAIne Ave che. prazna vyAkaraNa sUtramAM bhagavaMte kahyu che ke, jaMmiya bhaggaMmi hoi sahasA savvaM saMbhagga mathiya cunniya kusalliya pallaTapaDiya sakriya parisakriya viLattiya viLaya sIha tava niyamanuLasananuM 1 eka brahmacaryanA bhaMga thavAthI tarata ja vinaya, zIla, tapa, niyama, Adi samasta guNAne samUha mati, mathita, cUMta, kusalita, khaoNMDita, galita ane vinaSTa thaI jAya che. A bhagavAnanA vacana che. mATe dareka jIveAe samajIne vizeSamAM vizeSa prakAre brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM joIe. eka brahmacaya nA guNa cAlyA jAya te enI pAchaLa kevA mahAna guNNA cAlyA jAya che. je jIvanamAMthI guNAnu' sattva cAlyu' jAya che te jIvana nisteja banI jAya che. enI buddhi vivekahIna bhraSTa banI jAya che eTale te jIvAnI hiMsA karatA paNa acakAtA nathI,

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zAradA siddhi 30rSa brahmadattakumAranI mAtA culanI rANIe eka sAmAnya strIne paNa na chAje evu vana kayu che, nahitara je strInA pati maraNa pAme eNe te brahmacarya'nu' pAlana karavu' joIe. ene badale eNe te brahmacarya vratane phagAvI dIdhuM. eka brahmacaryaMne mahAna guNu enA jIvanamAMthI gayA tyAre e putrane mAravA taiyAra thaIne? nahitara kaI mAtA evI hAya ke peAtAnA putrane jIvatA khALI mUkavA taiyAra thAya? brahmadattakumAra ane enI patnI e lakSAgRhamAM maLaze ke nahI' maLe e te enA bhAgyanI vAta che paNa dIrgharAjA ane culanI rANIe teA nizcaya karIne pApa bAMdhI dIdhuM ne ? brahmadatta te bhaviSyamAM cakravruti ananAra che. ApaNe 63 lAkA puruSo kahIe chIe temAM 24 tIrthaMkara, 12 cakravarti, 9 vAsudeva, huM prativAsudeva, huM baLadeva A 63 zlAkA puruSotu. AyuSya nikAcita hoya che. emane koI moTA paryaMta uparathI pachADe ke agAdha pANImAM DUbADI de ke agnimAM nAMkhe paNa e jeTalu' AyuSya bAMdhIne AvyA che te pUru thayA vinA mare nahi. ApaNuM manuSya ane tiryaMcAnu AyuSya sopakrama hAya che te kAcA sUtaranA tAranI jema tUTI jAya che. koI ma`tra-mUDha AdithI tUTe che. devatA, nArakI, jIgaliyA ane 63 lAkA puruSonuM AyuSya nirUpama hoya che eTale e pUru* thayA vinA adhavaca kaI prayAgathI tUTatu nathI. "putrane mAravAnA kapaTathI lakSAgRhanI taiyArI karatI rANI" :- brahmadattakumAra paNa cakravita che, enI mAtA jANe che ke mAro putra bhaviSyamAM cakravati thanAra che chatAM paNa jenA a'taramAMthI vivekane dIpaka bUjhAI gayA che ne kAmavAsanAmAM aMdha banI che evI mAtA culanI rANI peAtAnA putrane khALI mUkavA mATe lakSAgRha taiyAra karAvI rahI che paNa ene khabara nathI ke AvA bhAvimAM thanAra mahApuruSa kaI Ama marI jaze ! chatAM mAravAnA ghATa ghaDe che. tyAre dhanuma`trI ene bacAvavA ghATa ghaDe che. dhanumatrIe ma`trIpadethI nivRtta thaIne nagaranI bahAra gaMgAnadInA kinAre peAtAne mATe raheThANu karyuM. vizALa bhojanazALA taiyAra karAvI. temAM apaMga, anAtha ane yAcake je Ave tenuM svAgata karIne sahune peTa bharIne jamADatA. A rIte temanuM kArya zarU karI dIdhuM. khIjI tarapha rAjamAtA culanI taraphathI anupama lakSAgRha taiyAra karavAnA Ara'bha thaI gayA. dI` rAjA ane culanI rANInA phula Ara che ke jagatabharamAM kayAMya na heAya evu', nakazI kAtaraNI karIne suMdara lakSAgRha vahelI take taiyAra karA. rAjA mahArAjAne tyAM mahela UbheA karavAemAM zI vAra ? hajAro mANaso kAme lagADI dIdhA eTale thoDA samayamAM maneAhara lAkhanA mahela taiyAra thaI gayA. A vAta dUra dUra sudhI phelAI gaI hatI eTale lakSAgRhanuM navanirmANa kA jovA mATe lokonA ToLe ToLAM AvatAM hatAM. "gupta rIte bheAMyaruM banAvatA dhanumatrI" :- khIjI tarapha jyArathI lakSAgRha banAvavAnA Ara`bha thayA tyArathI dhanumaMtrIe paNa peAtAnA zubha kAryanA Arala karI dIdhA

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308 zAradA siddhi hate. lakSAgRhanuM kArya divase dhamadhokAra cAlatuM hatuM tyAre dhanumaMtrIe potAnA vizvAsu majurane taiyAra karyA hatA. teo gupta rIte rAtane dAnazALAe AvI jatA ane lakSAgRhanI nIcenI bhUmimAM bheMyaruM ke taravAnuM kAma zarU karatA. thaDA samayamAM bheMyaruM paNa taiyAra thaI gayuM. enuM eka dvAra lakSAgRhamAM nIce banAvIne moTI paththaranI zIlAthI DhAMkI dIdhuM hatuM ne bIjuM dvAra TheTha jaMgalamAM kADhavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. dhanumaMtrIe bhoyaruM suraMga taiyAra thaI eTale pitAnA putra varadhanune batAvI dIdhuM. suraMganuM dvAra lakSAgRhamAM kaI jagyAe che, kayAMthI kevI rIte khelavuM ane kyAM nIkaLavuM te badhuM gupta rIte batAvI dIdhuM. A tarapha culanI rANI ane dIrgharAjAe paNa pracAra karyo che ke A lakSAgraha te khAsa karIne brahmadattakumArane mATe ja banAvyuM che. emanA lagna thaze eTale teo e mahelamAM ja raheze. brahmadattakumAranI lagnanI thatI taiyArI" :- brahmadattakumAranI sagAI puSpagula rAjAnI putrI puSpAvatI sAthe nakakI karavAmAM AvI. dIrgharAjA ane culanI rANI baMne brahmadattakumAranA lagna mATe khUba hoMzathI badhI taiyArIo karavA lAgyA. saunA dilamAM ema ja thatuM ke rAjamAtAne pitAnA putrane paraNAvavAne keTalo harakha che! ane pAlaka pitA samAna dIrgharAjA paNa kumAranA lagnamAM keTalo bhega Ape che ke A samaye enA pitAnI yAdane bhUlAvI de. lagnanA muhUrta jovAyAM. brahmadattakumAranA lagnotsava mATe AkhuM nagara zaNagAravAmAM AvyuM. saubhAgyavaMtI strIo maMgala gIte gAvA lAgI. TheraThera lagnanA vAjA ane zaraNAIo vAgavA lAgI. AkhuM kapilyapura vAjAnA davanithI ane lagnanA maMgala gItothI gAjI UThayuM hatuM. dIrgharAjA paNa lagnamahotsavamAM AvelA rAjAo tema ja bIjAnA moDhe harSa vyakta karatA kahetA hatA ke, hAza...have huM mArA mitranA RNamAMthI mukta thayo chuM. brahmadattakumAra have rAjyakArya saMbhALavAmAM kuzaLa thaI gayA che. enA lagna thaI jAya eTale ene rAjyAbhiSeka karIne huM mArA rAjyamAM cAlyA jaIza. lagnane divasa AvI gaye. khUba dhAmadhUmathI moTA ThAThamATha sahita brahmadattakumAranI jAna cAlI, tyAre rAjabhakta dhanapradhAne varadhanu sAthe brahmadattanA sasarAne gupta saMdeze kahevaDAvyuM. temAM culanI rANI ane dIrgharAjAnA kAvatarAnI saMpUrNa jANa karIne jaNAvyuM hatuM ke tame tamArI putrInA sthAne kaI dAsInI kanyAne mekalaje. brahmadattakumAra culanI mAtA ane dIrgharAjA vigere vaDIlonA AzIrvAda laIne vidAya thayA. puSpagula rAjAne tyAM jAna pahoMcI. dhAmadhUmathI brahmadattakumAranA puSpAvatI sAthe lagna thaI gayA. lagnanI tamAma vidhi pUrNa thayA pachI varadhanukumAre pitAjIne saMdeze puSpagula rAjAne Apyo. A sAMbhaLIne rAjA dhamadhamI UThayA. je pahelAM samAcAra Ape te vAta phUTI jAya eTale pachI ja kahevAya, paNa rANInA kAvatarAnI vAta jANIne rAjAne khUba krodha caDhaye,

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zAradA siddhi 309 pazu khabara paDI ke peAtAnA jamAI te cakravati bananAra che, traNa kALamAM emane koI vAMke vALa karI zake tema nathI. tethI khuza thayA ne maMtrInI sUcanA mujaba peAtAnI dAsInI eka sauMdaOvAna kanyAne taiyAra karIne vaLAvI. nava pita paraNIne AvyAM. ati bhavya lakSAgRhanA paTAMgaNamAM bhavya maDapa bAMdhavAmAM AvyeA hatA. cAre dizAmAMthI hajAra lokoe A rAjalagnamAM hAjarI ApI hatI. culanI rANIneA utsAha ane Ana' joIne lokeAnA manamAM ema thaI gayu. ke zu' brahmadattakumAranI mAtA che ! mAtA hai| te AvI hAjo. duniyAmAM asalI vastu karatAM nakalI vastu vadhu camake che tema sAcA prema karatA nakalI prema vadhu camakI UThe che. jenA peTamAM Dhage! hAya te mIThuM elIne mANasane geALagALa karI nAMkhe che. culanIne brahmadattakumAra pratye kevA prema che te te tame sAMbhaLyu ne ? navapati paraNIne AvyA eTale mAtA culanIne page lAgyA tyAre mAtAe 'nenA mAthe hAtha mUkIne AzIrvAda ApyA ke, beTA ! tame ghaNuM jIve! ane A vizALa rAjyanA tuM svAmI bana. baMdhue ! have peAtAnA putrane keTalo jIvADavA che e te e jANe che, paNa dagAbAja mANusane mIThuM khelatA bahu AvaDe che. lagnanA divasa vItI gayeA. jamIne svajane pAtapAtAne ghera gayA. rAta paDI eTale nava'patine rAjamAtAe AzIrvAda ApIne lakSAgRhamAM sUvA mATe mokalyAM. vadhatu pradhAnane paLepaLe peAtAnA mitranA rakSaNu mATe sajAga manavAnuM hatuM. varadhanue kahyu: kumAra ! hu' tamArI sAthe mahelamAM sUvA AvIza. kumAre kahyuM-bhAI! tyAM tArI zI jarUra che ? varadhanue kahyuM-bhAI ! have mAre tArI sAthe ja rahevu che. hu' eka kSaNa tArA vicAga sahana karI zaku tema nathI. tame tamArA zayanagRhamAM sUI jo. hu* bahAra sUI jaIza eTale tu UThe ke tarata mane tArA mukhanA darzana thAya ne ? brahmadattakumArane enI mAtA dIrgharAjA sAthe kharAba thaI che e khabara hatI paNa A mahela peAtAne bALI nAMkhavA mATe manAvye che te vAtanI khakhara na hatI. A kAvatarAnI vAta te dhanupradhAna ane varadhanu e ja jANatA hatA. Aje rAtre ja Aga lagADaze e te varadhanune paNa khabara na hatI, paNa varadhanukumAra sAvadhAna manIne jAgatA sUtA che. navapati lagnajIvananA AnaMda mANIne zAMtithI sUI gayA che. have zuM banaze te avasare caritra - bhadrA zeThANI suzIlAne khUba duHkha Ape che. have bIjI khAju bhImasena rAjAnI zuM paristhiti che te vicArIe. lakSmIpati zeTha svabhAve dayALu ne namra hatA. sAmA mANusanA duHkha dardI ane zakti-azakti jANatA hatA. zeTha-zeThANImAM AsamAna jamIna jeTaluM aMtara hatu. temaNe bhImasenane badhuM kAma zIkhavADayu'. gharAkone mAla kevI rIte ApavA, dukAnamAM mAla kevI rIte goThavavA, gharAko sAthe kevI rIte vata vu', kayA mAlanI zu' kiMmata ane keTalA bhAve vecavA vagere aneka vAta zIkhavADI.

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30 zAradA siddhi baMdhuo! bhImasena rAjakuLamAM janmelo hate. janmathI rAjabhavanA sukhe joyA hatA. rAjagAdIe beThAM pahelAM ne pachI paNa emaNe te mAtra hukama karyA hatA. emane koIne hukama jhIlatA kyAMthI AvaDe? paNa paristhiti AgaLa mAnavIne namavuM paDe che. je kadI na karyuM hoya te karavuM paDe che ane na AvaDatuM hoya te paNa zIkhavuM paDe che. lakSmIpati zeThe bhImasenane dukAnanuM kArya zIkhavADIne pachI ugharANInA kAme mokalavA mAMDe. tame te ugharANInA kAmamAM pUrA mAhitagAra che ne? vepAramAM ugharANInuM kAma ghaNuM kaThina hoya che. caDhI gayelI ugharANIne vasUla karatA zeThiyAone nAke dama AvI jAya che. mANasane ghaNIvAra dhakkA khavaDAvavA paDe che. mANasone samajAvavA paDe che. je samajIne paisA na Ape te temanI sAme kaDakAIthI kAma levuM paDe che. A lakSmIpati zeThanI nagaramAM ghaNI ugharANuo bAkI hatI, eTale zeTha bhImasenane divasamAM be cAra jagyAe ugharANI karavA mekalatA. ugharANIe jata bhImasena:-bhImasena game tema teya rAjA hatA. rAjAne kadI mAMgatA na AvaDe. svabhAvathI zaramALa prakRtinA hatA, eTale mAMgatA zarama AvatI. e jyAM ugharANuM jAya tyAM eTaluM ja kahetA ke mArA zeThanI ATalI rakama tamArI pAsethI nIkaLe che te ApIne tame mArA zeTha upara upakAra kare. AvuM bele eTale kaI paisA Ape kharuM? jyAM jAya tyAMthI khAlI hAthe pAchA pharatA thoDI paNa ugharANI vasUla karI zaktA na hatA. jenI pAse mAMgavA jAya te enI namra vANI sAMbhaLIne majAka uDAvatA ne avAranavAra dhakkA khavaDAvatA. ghaNA divasa sudhI ugharANI gayA paNuM - kaMI na lAvyA tethI eka divasa zeThane mijAja gaye. game tema ene vepArI vaNika kahevAya ne? e pAI pAIne hisAba gaNanArA hatA. bhImasenanA pagale zeThane dhUma kamANI thaI hatI chatAM e vAta bhUlI gayA ne vicAra karavA lAgyA ke huM cAra cAra jaNanA peTa bharuM chuM ne A te kaMI kAma karatuM nathI. bhImasenane damadATI ApatA zeTha" - eka divasa zeThe garama thaIne kahyuM, are bhAI! tuM te kAma kare che ke veTha utAre che? ATalA divasathI tane ugharANI karavA ekaluM chuM paNa eka dokaDo haju sudhI vasUla karIne lAvyuM nathI. tuM jo barAbara kAma nahi kare te huM tane pagAra nahi ApuM. tyAre bhImasene namratAthI kahyuM, zeTha ! huM dararoja ugharANIe jAuM chuM ne badhAne kahuM chuM ke mArA zeTha tamArI pAse paisA mAMge che te ApIne mArA zeTha upara upakAra kare paNa mane kaI pasA ApatuM nathI. huM zuM karuM? tyAre zeThe gussa karIne kahyuM are mUrkhanA saradAra ! leNadArenI sAthe evI rIte vAta karAya ? ema kaMI ugharANI maLI jatI haze? e ApaNA upara upakAra nA kare ? emane muzkelImAM udhAra mAla ApIne meM emanA upara upakAra karyo che. ApaNe emane dhamakAvavA joIe. evI kaDakAIthI vAta karIe ke e loke

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zAradA siddhi mA ApaNA pagamAM paDe. enA badale tuM emanA page lAge che. tu' tA khilakula gamAra che gamAra ! teM te khAIpIne zarIra tagaDu karI jANyu' che. buddhinu' tA tArAmAM sAva devALu che. have huM tane mAre tyAM kevI rIte nAkarI rAkhI zakuM! cAlyeA jA ahI'thI. zeThanA AvA kaDaka vacanA sAMbhaLIne bhImasena dhrujI uThayA, arere....zeTha mane kADhI mUkaze te hu kayAM jaIza ? nAkarI javAnA bhayathI gaLagaLA thaIne zeThanA caraNamAM paDI gayA ne kahevA lAgyA ke zeTha! huM garIba mANasa chu', tame te dayALu che. mArA mahAna upakArI che. tame mane nokarImAMthI kADhI mUkaze| te huM kayAM jaIza ? mAru zu thaze ? huM te ApanA dIkarA chuM. Apa mArA upara krodha na karo. havethI hu... barAbara yAna rAkhIne kAma karIza. AvA dIna vacane sAMbhaLIne zeThane dayA AvI eTale kahyu ThIka, havethI kAmamAM kharAkhara dhyAna rAkhaje ane kaDaka rIte ugharANI karaje. bhImasena pachI kAmamAM kharAkhara dhyAna rAkhavA lAgyA. potAnI kaMI bhUla na thAya tenI kALajI rAkhatA. have ugharANImAM paNa ugra thavA lAgyA, eTale loko ene ugharANI ApavA lAgyA. tethI enu' gADu' teA ThIka ThIka cAlatu. paNa kAMne enu gADu' sIdhuM cAle te pasaMda na hatuM. hajI teA karyAM enI ghaNI kaseATI karavA mAMge che. bicArI suzIlAnu zarIra paNa kAma karIne ghasAI gayu. hatu. ethI kayAreka bhImasenane kahetI svAmInAtha! have mArAthI kAma thatuM nathI. kAma jarA dhImethI thAya ke bhUla thAya teA zeThANI mAravA uThe che. A sAMbhaLIne bhImasenanI AMkhamAM daDadaDa AMsu paDI jatA, paNa zuM thAya ? e suzIlAne kahetA, huM badhu... samaju chuM paNa jo ApaNe nokarI cheDI daI e te jazu kayAM ? bhale ApaNane mAre che, gUDe che, kAma khUba karAve che chatAM e Taka khAvA teA Ape che ne ? aMga DhAMkavA phATayAM tUTayAM kapaDAM paNa Ape che ne! ane rahevA ghara paNa ApyuM che ne ? duHkhe sukhe ApaNA karmI bhAgavI levAnA. ema kahIne samajAvIne divase gujAre che tyAM eka divasa zuM khanyuM. eka samaya ghara madhya cAkame, zeTha bIrAje Aya, rAnI pAnI lAya. kAika merA hAtha dhulA dA, zeTha apeAranA samaye saDAsa javA ghera AvyA. zeTha bahAra jaIne AvyA eTale kahyuM. mArA hAthapaga dhAvaDAvA. tyAre nAkaranI pharaja che ne ! eTale suzIlAe pANI laIne zeThanA hAtha paga dhAvaDAvyA. kharAbara A samaye zeThANIe uparanI mArImAMthI A dRzya joyuM. suzIlA nIcI najare zeThanA hAtha paga dhovaDAvatI hatI paNa te samaye pavanathI tene ghUMghaTa khasI gayA. tenA nisteja ane nirdoSa mukha upara zeThanI karuNAbhAve STi paDI. A bhadrA zeThANI joI gaI, eTale enA krodhanA pAra na rahyo. enA dilamAM IrSyAnI Aga phATI nIkaLI. have suzIlAne mAthe zeThANI kevA ALa caDhAvaze ne tene kevA duHkhA paDaze te avasare,

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vyAkhyAna naM. 32 zrAvaNa vada 8 ne budhavAra "paMdaramI ogaSTa" tA.15-8-79 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! Atmika sukhanI khoja karavA, ghAtI karmonI phojane haTAvI, anaMta svataMtra sukhanI moja mANanAra evA tIrthakara bhagavatee bhavya jIva upara mahAna karuNa karI kalyANane dherI mArga batAvyo. bhagavAnanI vANI ApadAne bhedanArI, AtmAnI anaMta saMpadAna ApanArI, mithyAtvanA mahAna regane nAbUda karanArI ne bhavabhramaNane maTADanArI che. tame mAnatA haze ke zarIranA rogo maTADavA kaThaNa che paNa e roga te azAtA vedanIya karma zAMta thaI jaze tyAre maTI jaze, athavA te azAtA vedanIya karmanuM prabaLa jara haze ne rega nahIM maTe te maraNa sudhI raheze ane zarIra chUTI jatAM e rega ahIM ja rahI jaze paNa mithyAtvane mahArega te jIvane anaMtakALa sudhI saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karAve che, kAraNa ke mithyAtva e saMsAranI jaDa che. jyAM sudhI enA mULiyAM sajIvana che tyAM sudhI saMsAra paNa sajIvana che. jema aDadane dANe Akho che tyAM sudhI te vAvyo UgI zakaze paNa tenuM photaruM UDI jAya che tyAre te vALe UgI zakato nathI. te rIte AtmA uparathI mithyAtvanuM phetaruM UDI jaze tyAre AtmA samyaktvanA gharamAM AvI jaze. mithyAtva jIvanuM keTaluM ahita karanAra che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 36 mAM adhyayanamAM bhagavaMta pharamAve che ke, micchA daMsaNarattA, saniyANA kaNhalesamogADhA / iya je maraMti jIvA, tesiM puNa dullahA bohI // 252 // je jIva mithyA darzanamAM anurakta che, nidAna sahita karma karanAra che ane kRSNalezyAthI yukta che tene mRtyu pachI anya janmamAM bodhibIja-samyaktvanI prApti atyaMta kaThina che. AvuM tame ghaNI vAra sAMbhaLyuM haze chatAM tamane ema thAya che kharuM ke mAro mithyAtvane roga jaladI kema maTe ? "nA". kAraNa ke zarIrane nirogI rAkhavA mATe tamArI jeTalI sAvadhAnI che teTalI AtmAne nirogI banAvavA mATe nathI. zarIrane rega te eka bhava pUratuM nukazAna kare che paNa mithyAtvane rega te A bhava ane parabhava baMnemAM nukasAna pahoMcADe che. tame eka makAna lo te havA ujAzavALuM lo ke aMdhArAvALuM lo? (zrotAmAMthI avAja:- havA ujAzavALuM.) barAbara che ne ? hA", tema AtmAmAM anAdikALathI aMdhakAra chavAyelo che tene dUra karavAnuM mana thAya che? samyakatva e AtmAne prakAza che. samyaka jIvane keTaluM lAbhakArI che te jANe che? aMto muhuttamittaM pi phAsiyaM hujja jehiM sammattaM / tesiM avaDhapuggala, pariyaTTo ceva sNsaare||

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zAradA siddhi 313 je jIva aMtarmuhUrta mAtra paNa samyaktvane sparza karI le che tene ardha pudgala parAvartana saMsAra bAkI rahe che, eTale ke te AtmAne ardhapudgala parAvartana kALathI vadhAre kALa saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karavuM paDatuM nathI. jyAM taDake hoya tyAM chAyA rahI zakatI nathI. jyAM prakAza hoya tyAM aMdhakAra rahI zakatuM nathI. evI rIte jyAM samyaktvane sUrya udayamAna thAya che tyAM mithyAtvane gADha aMdhakAra TakI zaktA nathI. A badhA ekabIjAnA pratipakSI che. jJAnI puruSo kahe che ke, he AtmA! je tAre sAcuM sukha ane svataMtratA joItI hoya te sauthI prathama mithyAtvanA mahAna regane nAbUda karavAnI jarUra che. mithyAtva kone kahevAya? je AtmAne sAco mArga sUjhavA de nahi. sAcI vastune sAcI rIte oLakhavA de nahi ane AtmAne enA pitAnA viSayamAM paNa bhrama pedA karAve tenuM nAma mithyAtva. kahyuM che ke, Atma brAti sama rega nahi, sadagurU vaida sujANa, guru AjJA sama pathya nahi, auSadha vicAra dhyAna, AtmabrAnti jevo bIjo koI roga nathI. Aje AtmAnA viSayamAM ghaNune zaMkA che. sau saunI mAnyatA pramANe pracAra karavA lAgyA che. keI kahe che ekalA jJAnathI mokSa che. keI kahe che ekalI kriyAthI mokSa che, ghaNAne AtmA che ke nathI e viSayamAM paNa zaMkA che. keI AtmAne ekAMta nitya mAne che koI AtmAne ekAMta anitya mAne che, koI AtmAne kSaNika mAne che. je AtmA kSaNika hoya te karelAM karmo bhagave koNa? A badhI brAntiorUpa AtmAnA rogane koNa maTADI zake ? "saddagurU da sujANa". AmAnA rogane pArakhanAra sadgururUpI vaide A badhI jAtio maTADe che, paNa tamane AtmAnA DakaTare pAse AvavuM gamatuM nathI. tame vakIla phemilI rAkhe, enjiniyara phemilI rAkhe, ne DaoNkaTara paNa phemilI rAkhe che. tame kahe che ne ke A amArA phemilI DaoNkaTara che, paNa kaI divasa kahe che ke mArA gurU phemilI che? saddagurUe tamane eka ja upadeza Ape che ke he mahAnubhAve ! A durlabha manuSya janma pAmIne tame pramAda na kare. ghAtI karmo upara ghA kare. karmo ATha che temAM cAra ghAtI karmo che ne cAra aghAtI karmo che. aghAtI karmo AtmAne naDatara rUpa nathI. ghAtI karmonI gAMTha evI majabUta ne cIkaNuM che ke tene teDavA mATe maMda puruSArtha kAma nahi Ave paNa tIvra puruSArtha joIze. jema lAkaDAnI kaI majabUta gAMThane cIravI hoya te bUTho kuhADe ane vRddha puruSa kAma AvatuM nathI. tyAM tIrNa kuhADo ane baLavAna yuvAna puruSa joIze. lAkaDAnI gAMTha te tIkSNa kuhADe laIne baLavAna puruSa cIrI nAMkhaze paNa ghAtI karmonI gAMTha te evI majabUta che ke ene cIravA jabbara puruSArtha karavo paDaze. jyAM sudhI tana sAruM che, Indriyo barAbara kAma zA. 19.

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314 zAradA siddhi kare che tyAM sudhI tapa ane tyAgane tIkSaNa kuhADo laIne ghAtI karmonI majabUta gAMThane cIrI nAkhe. devAnupriye! morabImAM karmarAjAe ke kALo kera karyo? jyAM mANasanA karma rUThe tyAM ke kene phariyAda kare? vepAramAM keIe kaMI paDAvI lIdhuM hoya te mANasa kerTamAM phariyAda kare che paNa jyAM mANasenA karmo rUThe tyAM pANInI ne agninI honArata sarjAya. lAkhanA jAnamAlanI khUvArI thaI jAya che te vakhate kene phariyAda karavA javAya che? kALa gojhAre kone kayAre upADI jaze tenI khAtarI nathI jIve kevA cIkaNAM karmo bAMdhyAM haze te A paristhiti sarjAI ne? AvA kamanA svarUpane samajIne jIvanamAM dharmane apanAve ne karmane bALIne sApha karI nAMkhe. mahAna puruSe A uttama manuSyabhava pAmIne kameM kema jaladI khape, ghAtI karmanI gAMTha kema jaladI bhedAI jAya te mATe sadA jAgrata rahIne puruSArtha upADe che. karmanA kASThane bALavA mATe tapanI dhUNI dhakhAve che. ApaNe tyAM ugra tapasvIo tapa sAdhanA karI rahyA che. ugra tapasvIone joIne amArA ugra tapasvI pU. gulAbacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanI yAda Ave che. khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA gacchAdhipati pU. gulAbacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba ugra tapasvI hatA. emane tapa te kevo hato? kayAreka chaThThane pAraNe chaThTha, amanA pAraNe aThThama, cArane pAraNe cAra upavAsa karatA hatA. e tapa eka be varSane nahi, varSo sudhI evI tapazcaryA cAlu rAkhI hatI. eka vakhata teo amadAvAdamAM cAturmAsa birAjatA hatA tyAre tenA cAra upavAsanA pAraNanA divase dhedhamAra varasAda tUTI paDe. bAra kalAkamAM 24 iMca pANuM paDayuM. have pAraNuM kayAM thAya ? pU. gurUdevane pAMcame upavAsa thayo. chaThThA divase varasAda baMdha thaze. zrAvaka zrAvikAone khUba ciMtA thaI. amuka jaNAe to manamAM nakkI karyuM ke pU. gurUdeva pAraNuM kare pachI ApaNe jamavuM. A che gurUbhakti. deva-gurU ane dharmanI zraddhA e vyavahAra samakti pAmavAnuM lakSaNa che. chaThThA divase zrAvaka zrAvikAo bhAvanA bhAve che ke bhAgyazALIne pAraNune lAbha maLaze. gurUdeve te pAMca upavAsamAM cAra upavAsa bheLavI dIdhA. badhA bhAvanA bhAve che. koIne upavAsanI khabara nathI, eTale badhA kahe che: gurUdeva ! lAbha Ape, paNa e te mauna rahyA. emanA tapanA pAraNanI koIne jANa karatA nahi. evA gupta tapasvI hatA, pachI zrAvakone jANa thaI ke nava upavAsanA paccakhANa thaI gayA che, tyAre badhAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA ane mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI paDayA "dhanya che mahAna tapasvI gurUdevane !" A chelluM cAturmAsa emaNe amadAvAda karyuM. khUba ugra tapazcaryAne kAraNe zarIra khUba azakta thaI gayuM hatuM, paNa AtmabaLa alaukika hatuM. chelle kArataka suda bIjanA divase vyAkhyAna ApatAM bI.pI. ekadama ghaTI javAthI pATa upara DhaLI paDayA. zrAvake

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zAradA siddhi 15 DokaTara lAvyA paNa vilAyatI davA na lIdhI. pachI tabiyata sudharI ne pAchI kArataka vada dazamanA divase tabiyata bagaDI. peAtAne mRtyunI khabara paDI gaI hatI. bhIMta mAjI mukha rAkhI sAdhanA karI rahyA hatA. deha cheADavA agAu gheADI vAra pahelAM amArA hAlanA pU. kAMtiRSijI mahArAja sa'sAramAM hatA. saMsAramAM emane sau zakarAbhAI kahetA. teo tyAM hAjara hatA. temane pUche che zakarAbhAI! keTalA vAgyA ? te kahe che sAheba ! doDha vAgyA. tyAre kahe che hajI thADI vAra che. peAtAne vAge daMDa cheDavA che. daza miniTa agAu lokeAnI samakSa mukha karIne saune darzana ApyA ne kArataka vada dazamanA divase e vAge samAdhipUrvaka kALadhama pAmyA. teo tA AtmakalyANa karI gayA. dhanya che ugra tapasvI gurUdevane ! Aje 5daramI AgasTanA svAta'trya dina che. agrejoe bhArata upara aDhIse varSa rAjya karyuM. te daramyAna bhAratane agrejonI gulAmI khaTakI tethI e gulAmImAMthI mukta thavA mATe bhArate keTalI jhuMbeza uThAvI. keTalAya navayuvAne peAtAnA lohI reDIne zahIda manyA ne bhAratanA itihAsane pAne potAnu nAma amara banAvI gayA. potAnu' lohI reDIne, prANa ApIne paNa aMte bhArata dezane aMgrejonI gulAmImAMthI mukta karyAM. tene Aje 32. va pUrAM thayAM ne 33mu' va` bese che. dezane aMgrejonA adhanamAMthI cheDAvyeA chatAM Aje kayAMya zAMtinuM nAmanizAna dekhAya che ? aMgrejonA rAjyamAM prajAne ATalo trAsa na hatA. Aje te sarakAranA keTalA kAyadA vadhatA jAya che. prajAne keTalI ciMtA vadhI che. chatAM jIva sa'sArane sva mAnIne AnaMda mAnI rahyo che, paNa sAcu' pUche te deza svataMtra banavAne badale parataMtra manI rahyo che. tamane agrejonI gulAmI sAlI ne temAMthI mukta thavA mATe jahemata uThAvI tema AtmArUpI bhArata upara kamarUpI aMgrejo rAjya karI rahyA che. tenI gulAmI khaTake che kharI ? agrejoe te mAtra 250 varSa rAjya karyuM paNa karrIrUpI briTiza sarakAra ana'takALathI rAjya karI rahI che. enI gulAmImAMthI mukta thavAnu... kema mana thatuM nathI ? jyAre mIsA kAyado AvyA ne mANasAne pakaDayA tyAre mIsAnA kAyado evA hatA ke enI sAme keAInI apIla ke dalIla cAlI zakatI na hatI. eTale koI koIne jAmIna upara cheDAvI zakatA na hatA.. e mIsAmAMthI kayAre chUTA thavAze enI khakhara na hatI chatAM rAjyapalaTa thayA te mIsA uThI gaI ane keda pakaDAyelA chUTA thayA paNa karAjAnI mIsA kayAre uDaze enI khabara nathI. yAduM rAkhA, jo AtmA puruSArtha kare teA kanI gulAmImAMthI jarUra svataMtra ane, AtmA AThamA guNasthAnakethI kSapaka zreNI mAMDIne dazamethI bArame Ave. tyAM bAramA guNasthAnakanA chellA samaye mehaniyAdi cAra ghAtI karmonA kSaya karIne teramA guNasthAnake AvI jAya pachI enA koI duzmanA rahetA nathI. jhagamagatI kevaLajJAnanI

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31 zAradA siddhi ati pragaTa karIne jIva svataMtrapaNe vicArI zake che. pachI ene kadI parataMtra thavAne bhaya nathI. Aje tame jene svataMtratA mAne che e sAcI svataMtratA nathI. sAcI svataMtratAne haju tame svapnamAM paNa joI nathI, paNa nakalI svataMtratAe manuSyane divAnA banAvI dIdhA che. "sAcI svataMtratA te ene ja kahevAya ke jyAM badhuM ja svataMtra hoya, parataMtratAne paDachAyo paNa na hoya ane svataMtratAne sUrya kadI asta na thAya. enuM nAma sAcI svataMtratA." AvI svataMtratA saMsAramAM kadI siddha thatI nathI. A svataMtra deza je kaI heya te te eka nirvANa nagarI ekSa ja che." devAnupriye! AtmA uparathI AThe ATha karmanA lepa ukhADIne mokSamAM javAya tyAre sAcI svataMtratA kahe ke sAcI AjhAdI kaho te maLe che. A svataMtratAno AnaMda amara che. AjhAdI e haiyAne AnaMda ApanAre ke mane hara zabda che! AjhAdI AvI ne muktinA gIta gavAyA. uSA UgI ne teja kiraNe prasarAyAM. svarAjanA nUtana prakAzamAM raMgabhara rAcatA ja AjhAdIne AnaMda mAnavA lAgyA, paNa kharekhara Aje AjhAdI jIvanamAM AbAdI lAvI ke barabAdI? svataMtratA lAvI ke svacchaMdatA? nyAya pakSanuM dhoraNa UMcuM AvyuM ke lAMcaruzvatakhArI ke kALAM bajAranuM? A badhI bAbate khUba vicAravA jevI che. durguNanI durvAsanA jyAre dilamAMthI dUra thaze ne jIvanamAM dayA ane divyatAnI divyajati jhaLahaLI uThaze tyAre AMgaNe AvakAra nahi ApavA chatAM AjhAdI amara banIne tamane vijayamALA paherAvaze. jyAre AtmA karmathI mukta banI saccidAnaMdI banaze tyAre AjhAdIne sAco prakAza pUrNapaNe prakAzI UThaze. e AjhAdI jIvana ane mRtyunI sAMkaLa bhedI nAMkhaze tyAre ja AjhAdIne amara ane apUrva AnaMda anubhavI zakAze, mATe AjhAdI ke svataMtratA meLave te evI meLavo ke je mahAna puruSe meLavI gayA che, ne AtmAne apUrva AnaMda mANI rahyA che. ApaNe citta-saMbhUtine adhikAra cAle che. emAM culanI rANI ane dIrgharAjAe pitAnuM uttama cAritra gumAvI dIdhuM cAritra e te jIvanano prANa che. dehamAMthI prANa game eTale tene maDaduM kahevAya tema jenA jIvanamAMthI cAritra gayuM enuM jIvana maDadA jevuM che. culanI rANI ane dIrgharAjA baMne cAritrathI bhraSTa thayA che tethI emanuM jIvana jIvatA chatAM maDadA jevuM che. AgaLanI satI strIoe mRtyune vahAluM karyuM che paNa cAritra cheDyuM nathI. cAritra mATe mayaNarehAe keTaluM vadhyuM. mAlavA dezamAM sudarzananagaramAM maNIratha rAjA hatA ne temane nA bhAI yugabAhu yuvarAja hato. enI patnInuM nAma mayaNarehA hatuM. eka vakhata koI kAraNasara maNIrathane pitAnA nAnA bhAI yugabAhunA mahele javAnuM banyuM tyAre mayaNarehA pitAnA mAthAmAM tela naMkhAvI rahI hatI. acAnaka jeTha AvyA joIne tarata mayaNarehAe potAnA

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zAradA siddhi mukha ADuM kapaDuM dharI dIdhuM paNa maNirathanI daSTi enA upara paDI gaI. barAbara enuM sauMdarya nihALI lIdhuM. mayaNarehAnuM saudarya athAga hatuM. sauMdaryanI sAthe zIlane saMgama hatuM. eTale mayaNarehAnuM rUpa keI devAMganA samAna dIpatuM hatuM. strIonuM sauMdarya e dUdhanA kuMbha jevuM gaNAya. dUdhanA kuMbhane joIne bilADI dUdha pIvA tarApa mAre ema satI strInA sauMdaryanuM pAna karavA kAmI puruSa enA upara tarApa mAre che. ema mayaNarehAne joIne maNirathanI dRSTimAM vikRti ane vikAra ubharAyA, eTale e manamAM ja bolI UThaze. jyAM sudhI mayaNarehAne mArI paTTarANI na banAvuM tyAM sudhI mAruM jIvana vyartha che. e kAma patAvIne potAnA mahele gaye. enI najara samakSa te mayaNarehA ja dekhAvA lAgI. ene mATe kevI rIte meLavavI enA vicAramAM ja e mazagUla rahevA lAgyo, kAraNa ke jenI daSTimAM je bharyuM hoya e ja ene dekhAya che. mayaNarehA eka zIlavatI sannArI hatI. haju maNidhara nAganA mastakethI maNi meLavo sahela che paNa mayaNarehAne meLavavI muzkela che. e jANatA hatA chatAM pitAnA mananI melI murAda pUrI karavA mATe eNe pitAnI eka catura dAsIne belAvIne hIrA mANeka-motIne thALa bharIne Ape ne kahyuM ke, tAre A thALa mayaNarehAne ApIne kahevAnuM ke, he yuvarANuM ! maNiratha rAjA tamArA guNe jaIne prasanna thayA che ne ApanA guNone yAda kare che, ane Apane A bahumUlya jhaverAtane thALa bheTa mokalAvyo. che te Apa svIkArI lo. baMdhuo! jevI daSTi tevuM darzana, ane AMkha tevuM avalokana mayaNarehA te pavitra hatI. ene evI kalpanA paNa na hatI ke A bheTanI pAchaLa koI jIvaleNa vAsanA rAsaDA laI rahI haze. guNavAna AtmAne badhe guNa dekhAya che. enA manamAM thayuM ke mArAmAM te kaMI evA guNa nathI paNa mArA jeTha kevA guNAnurAgI che ke emaNe mArAmAM guNa joyA. emanI mArA upara keTalI kRpA che ema samajIne bheTane premathI svIkAra karyo eTale maNiratha khuza thayo. pachI te avAranavAra judI judI bheTe mokalAva lAge tyAre mayaNarehA te jeThanI mArA upara kRpA che ema samajIne svIkAra karavA lAgI. A tarapha maNiratha mayaNarehAmAM Asakta banyuM che. e kayAM sudhI chAne rahe? eka divasa lAjazarama choDIne eNe dAsI dvArA khullA zabdomAM kahevaDAvI dIdhuM ke maNiratha rAjA tamArA zarIranA saravare khIlelAM sauMdaryanA kamaLa daLanI paNa pIvA khUba Atura che. A sAMbhaLIne satI mayaNarehA dhrujI UThI. enA dilamAM thayuM ke cAMdanImAMthI cinagArIo jhare ? jaLamAMthI javALAo bhabhUkI UThe kharI? e kadI nahi bane. eNe dAsIne khullA zabdomAM kahI dIdhuM ke, mahArAjAne kaheje ke satI strIne pati eka ja hoya. siMha bhUkhe mare paNa kadI ghAsa na khAya. A bheTa mokalavAnI pAchaLa jeThanI AvI malina bhAvanA haze evI mane khabara na hatI. huM

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318 zAradA siddhi peTamAM kaTAra bheMkIne hasatA mukhe mRtyunA mukhamAM cAlI jaIza paNa A vAta kadI nahi bane. A tarapha dAsI zuM samAcAra laIne Ave che e jANavA kAmAtura maNiratha Atura banIne Ubhe hate. mANasa jyAre kAmAMdha bane che tyAre e janmAMdha karatAM paNa vadhu kaMgALa bane che. janmAMdha te dekhate ja nathI paNa kAmAMdha te je nathI te dekhe che. jema sapanA mukhamAM amRta nathI chatAM paNa koI ghelo mANasa amRta che ema samajIne sarSanA mukhamAM hAtha nAMkhe te enuM pariNAma zuM Ave? mare ke bIjuM kaMI? evI rIte satI strIomAM jyAM ducAcAra pratye keI AkarSaNa ke pralobhana nathI chatAM kAmI puruSa enI kalpanA karIne deDI jAya te ghora anartha ja sarjAya ne? satI strI pitAnA pati sAthe saMsAra sukhamAM paDI hoya te paNa durAcAra, maryAdA ulaMghana ane pralobhanenA pUranI sAme te paththaranI majabUta dIvAla samAna aDaga rahe. emAM taNAI na jAya. satI mayaNarehA te jinavacananI zradadhAvALI hatI. kapaDAMnI aMdara mUkelI kastUrI ke attaranuM pUmaDuM jema kapaDAne suvAsita karI de che tema jinavacananI zraddhAe A satInI matinA khUNe khUNAne suvAsita banAvI dIdhuM hatuM. attaravALA kapaDAnA kaI paNa bhAgane suMgho to emAMthI sugaMdha sugaMdha maheMkI UThe che tema A satI mayaNarehAnI buddhine, vicAraNAne ke enA manorathane kaI paNa bhAgane tapAsavAmAM Avaze te emAMthI jinavacananI suvAsa ja mahekatI dekhAze. rAjavaibhavamAM ucharI hovA chatAM enA mAtA pitAe bALapaNathI kevA saMskAranAM bIja vAvyAM haze! jJAnathI enA AtmAne ke prakAzita karI dIdhuM haze! eNe vicAra karyo ke zIlabhaMga karIne rAjarANI banavAnI kiMmata nathI. jyAM yauvana ane AyuSyarUpI ghAsa niraMtara kALanI kSaNa kSaNa rUpI dAvAnaLanI prabaLa javALAnA samUhathI saLagI rahyuM che tyAM AvA durAcAramAM ramaNatA kema karAya ? je manuSya kAmanI paravazatAmAM paDe che ene te traNe lekamAM apayaza maLe che ne pitAnA ja hAthe narakanA dukhene kharIdI laIne ghora narakamAM javuM paDe che. mayaNarehAe maNirathane Apelo jaDabAtoDa javAba':- dAsI mayaNarehAne saMdezo laIne maNiratha pAse gaI vAta sAMbhaLIne maNirathanI AzAnA minArA tUTI gayA, paNa kaI hisAbe mayaNarehAne meLavavI e sAcI. enuM citta rAjakAjamAM lAgatuM nathI. e lAga zodhato hato ke kayAre mayaNarehAne maLuM. eka divasa baporanA samaye yugabAhu mahelamAM na hatuM. te avasara joIne maNiratha mayaNarehAnA mahelamAM gaye. jeThane AvatA joIne e samajI gaI ke A zA mATe AvyA che? chatAM jeThane vinaya viveka karyo. maNirathe thoDI ADI avaLI vAta karyA pachI pitAnI kuvAsanA pragaTa karatA kahyuM-AjanI yuvarAja patnI AvatI kAlanI mahArANI

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zAradA siddhi 319 banI zake evI lAkheNI paLa Aje sAmA pagale tilaka karavA AvI che. ATaluM bolIne maNiratha aTaka. enA javAbamAM mayaNarehAe kahyuM ApanA nAnAbhAI AvatI kAlanA rAjA che te huM mahArANI banavAnI chuM, tyAre maNIrathe kahyuM ke, evI AvatI kAle keTalIya UgI UgIne AthamI jaze. je tuM mArI vAta mAne te mAre e kAla jaladI ugADavI che. ATaluM bolIne maNiratha aTaka. have mayaNarehA vadhu jAgRta banI. zIla rakSA kAje enAmAM jusso AvI gaye. aho ! mArA jeThanI AMkhamAM A vikRti AvI? A huM zuM sAMbhaLI rahI chuM? tamArI amUlya bheTanI pAchaLa vAsanAnI DAkaNa DakiyAM karI rahI che. e vAtanI mane pAchaLathI khabara paDI. nahitara huM ene svIkAra na karata. paNa moTAbhAI! sAMbhaLe mAre javAba eka ja che ne eka ja rahevAne ke satIne pati eka ja hoya. A saudaryanI kamaLa parAgane pInAre bhogI bhramara eka ja hoI zake. ApaNA kuLane kalaMkita karanAre A duSTa vicAra tamane kema A e ja mane nathI samajAtuM. cAlayA jAo ahIMthI. enA gussAne jusso jaIne maNiratha prajI UThaze ne hatAza thaIne cAlyo gayo paNa manamAM ene kema meLavavI enA vicAro cAlu rahyA. khUba vicArane aMte eNe nakkI karyuM ke kaI paNa rIte yugabAhunuM khUna thAya. te ja mane mayaNarehA maLe. juo, kAmavAsanA kevI bhayAnaka che! culanI rANI enI vAsanAne tRpta karavA mATe bhaviSyamAM cakravarti thanAra pitAnA ekanA eka putrane bALI nAkhavA taiyAra thaI che. ahIM paNa melI vAsanAnuM piSaNa karavA mATe potAnA nAnA bhAInuM khUna karavAne vicAra karatAM paNa acakAtuM nathI. dhikkAra che AvI kAmavAsanAne ! bAkI te jene bApa marI gayuM hoya enA moTAbhAI te nAnAbhAInA pitA samAna heya ne tenA badale moTAbhAI nAnAbhAInuM khUna karavA uThe e te hada thaI gaI kahevAya ne! kAmAMdha banelo maNiratha avasaranI rAha jovA lAgyA. A tarapha mayaNarehA vicAratI hatI ke meM je javAba Ape che tethI mArA jeThanI kumati sudharI haze. tenA badale tenI viSayavAsanA vadhu prajavalita thatI jatI hatI. samayanI rAha jotAM samaya AvI gayo. duSTa vAsanAo karAyeluM nAnAbhAInuM khUna " eka vakhata vasaMtaRtu khIlI hatI tyAre yugabAhu ane mayaNarehA savArathI krIDA karavA mATe bagIcAmAM gayA hatA. maNirathe tapAsa karI te khabara paDI ke teo bagIcAmAM rAta gALavAnA che. A vAta jANIne enuM mana khUba prasanna thaI gayuM ne potAnA nAmavALI kaTAra kammare besIne bagIcA tarapha doDato Avyo ne dvArapALone pUchyuM ke, mAro bhAI kayAM che? huM te enI rAha joI joIne thAka. moDI rAta sudhI na Avyo eTale enI tapAsa karavA Avyo chuM. jANe bhAI upara keTaluM heta uchaLatuM hoya e bhAva batAvatAM

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320 zAradA siddhi A pramANe kahyu. eTale dvArapALanA manamAM paNa ema thayu` ke mahArAjAne emanA bhAI pratye keTalI lAgaNI che! mahArAjAne namana karIne kahyu' sAheba! yuvarAja Aje vasaMtakrIDA karatA khUba thAkI gayA ne sAMja paDI gaI hAvAthI bagIcAnI latAku jamAM ArAma karatA haze. ahA! AvA nirjana bagIcAmAM kaI ekalA paDI rahevAtu haze ? cAlA, huM tene rAjabhavanamAM laI jAu'. ema kahIne maNiratha doDatA yugamADu jyAM sUtA hatA tyAM AvyA ne yugabAhune hetathI DhaDhALIne kahe che, vIrA ! tu' ahI' vagaDAmAM kayAM rokAI gayA ? tane rAjamahelamAM na jotAM mArA jIva addhara thaI gayA, eTale tArI zeAdha karatA karatA hu' ahIM Avye . vIrA ! ahIM rAtre na rahevAya. cAla, ApaNe rAjabhavanamAM jaIe. potAnA vaDIla aneA prema joIne yugabAhu UbhA thaI gayA ne hAthamAM hAtha milAvatA kahyu meATAbhAI! Ape mArA mATe keTalI badhI takalIph lIdhI. AkhA divasanA thAkayA pAkayA pAchA rAtre mane khelAvavA AvyA. cAleA, ame AvIe chIe, ema kahIne yugakhAhu Ubho thayA tyAM te maNirathe jhaDapabhera potAnI kammarethI kaTAra kADhIne nAnAbhAInA peTamAM bhokI dIdhI, tyAre enA mukhamAMthI kAramI cIsa nIkaLI gaI, eTale mayaNurehA doDatI tyAM AvI. jene doDatA joI ne ane patine ghAyala thayelo joI ne paristhiti samajI gaI. patinA peTamAMthI lohInI dhArA vahevA lAgI ne mayaNarehAnI AMkheAmAMthI AMsunI dhArA vahevA lAgI. 4 patinA a'tima samaya sudhAratI mayaNurehA aMdhue ! mayaNurehA e yugamAhunI patnI ja nahi paNa dharma patnI hatI. eNe jANyu` ke pati have mRtyu zaiyAmAM poDhayA che tyAre emanuM maraNa sudhAravuM e mArI pahelI pharaja che. ataramAM jabbara AghAta hatA. AMkhanI pAMpaNa pAchaLa AMsuonA sAgara laherAI rahyo hatA, paNa e rudanane dAkhI daI ne potAnA patine sa`sAra bhUlAvI dharmanI yAda ApatA kahyuM': nAtha! A sa`sAranI mAyA choDI dejo, AMkha sAme arihaMta, siddha, sAdhu ane dhane rAkhIne emanu zaraNa svIkAro. AtmAne kAI duzmana nathI ke dAsta nathI. dAsta kaheA ke duzmana kaheA e potAnA AtmA ja che, A kaTArI ApanA bhAI e nahi paNa kame mArI che mATe emanA upara dveSabhAva nahi karatA. sarva jIvAnI sAthe vairanuM visarjana ane snehanuM sarjana karIne mRtyune mahAtsava manAvI lejo. AvA suMdara upadeza ApIne saMthArA karAvI navakAramaMtranA zaraNAM devA lAgI. thoDI vAramAM patinuM prANapa'kheru' UDI gayuM. satInA upadezathI yugamAhu enI sAdhanA sAdhI gayA. ,, - bIjI tarapha yugamAhune mArIne maNiratha jaI rahyo hato. keI joI na jAya te bhayathI jaladI doDavA gayA, eTale peAtAnI nAmavALI lohIthI kharaDAyelI kaTAra tyAM ja paDI rahI, maNirathe vicAra karyAM ke meTA rastethI jaIza te mane koI joI jaze

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zAradA siddhi 321 eTale te nALAnA TUMkA rastethI pasAra thatuM hatuM. mANasanA peTamAM dago hoya tyAre ene kaMI sUjhatuM nathI. utAvaLe cAlyA jAya che. rAtane samaya che eTale kaMI dekhAtuM nathI. eka bhayaMkara riga sarpa enA paga nIce AvI javAthI eNe krodhAyamAna thaIne DaMkha dIdhuM. tyAM ne tyAM maNirathanuM prANapaMkheruM UDI gayuM. juo, hAthanA karyA haye vAgyAM ne? tIvra pApa karyuM te ene tarata udayamAM AvyuM. je kAmavAsanAne kAraNe pitAnA bhAIne mArI nAMkhavAnuM ghora pApa karyuM e te karma baMdhAI gayuM. te pApa karmanuM phaLa bhogavavA mATe narake cAlyo gayo. eka ja mAtAnI kUkhe janmelA be bhAI chatAM baMnemAM keTale pharaka che! eka pavitra ane eka pApI. eka devalokamAM sarvocca sukha bhogavavA gaye ne bIje narakanI rau rau vedanA bhogavavA gaye. savAra paDatAM mahArAjA ke yuvarAja bane na dekhAtA nagaramAM dhamAla macI gaI. tapAsa karI te yuvarAja bagIcAmAM paDayA che. pati paraloke prayANa karI gayA pachI satI mayaNarehA pitAne zIlanuM rakSaNa karavA mATe cAlI gaI. yugabAhunuM khUna thayuM che. pAse lohIthI kharaDAyelI maNirathanA nAmanI. kaTAra paDI che. e joIne anumAna thayuM ke nakkI koI paNa kAraNe mahArAjAe yuvarAjanuM khUna karyuM che, paNa mahArAjA kyAM gayA? tapAsa karatAM emanuM zaba maLI gayuM. zarIra lIluM kAca jevuM thaI gayuM che, kapaDAM lehIvALAM che, eTale zaMkA daDha banI ke yuvarAjane mAranAra enA moTAbhAI che. ene mArIne bhAgI jatA haze ne rastAmAM jherI sarpanA bhega banI gayA lAge che. pachI te bagIcAnA rakhevALAe kahyuM ke, rAtre mahArAjA AvyA hatA. dAsIe vAta pragaTa karI ke mahArAjAnI mayaNarehA upara kudaSTi hatI. A vAtanI AkhA gAmamAM jANa thatAM maNirathe mayaNarehAne meLavavA mATe IrAdApUrvaka yuvarAja yugabAhanuM khUna karyuM che e kAvataruM khulluM paDI gayuM. baMne bhAIonI eka sAthe samazAnayAtrA nIkaLI, yuvarAja upara loko AMsuonI aMjali ApatA hatA jyAre maNiratha upara phiTakAra varasAvI rahyA hatA. maNirathanI duSTa kAmane te pUrI na thaI paNa bhayaMkara pApa bAMdhyuM e te tarata udayamAM AvyuM. TUMkamAM, mAre te tamane e sAra samajAve che ke je AtmAo viSayavAsanAmAM lapaTAya che te kevA kara banI jAya che. maNiratha potAnA bhAInuM khUna karatA paNa acakAya nahi.. A rIte culanI rANIe paNa putra brahmadattakumAra ane tenI patnIne taiyAra karAvelA lakSAgrahamAM sUvA mATe mokalI dIdhA. rAta paDI eTale sau saunA ghera gayA. AkhI nagarInI prajA sUI gaI. rAjamahelamAM nekara cAkare ane dAsadAsIe badhA lagnanA kAryathI thAkayA pAkayA sUI gayA paNa culanI rANI ane dIrgharAjAne UMgha AvatI nathI, kAraNa ke aMdara kapaTa che. jaldI putranuM kAsaLa kADhavuM che. lakSAgRhamAM pradhAnaputra varadhanune UMgha AvatI nathI, kAraNa ke pitAnA mitranuM rakSaNa karavuM che. zA. 41

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322 zAradA sivila jenuM anna ApaNuM peTamAM paDyuM hoya ene upakAra kema bhUlAya? mitra ho te AvA heje ke je duHkhamAM paNa sAthe rahe. Aje te mitro kevA hoya che? jenA khissA bhAre hoya, mAlapANInI mijabAnIo uDAvate hAya, hoTelo ane sinemA jevA laI jatuM hoya te mitra sAre, paNa jyAM khabara paDI ke khissA khAlI thaI gayA tyAM badhA mitro khasI jAya che paNa A mitra te jAna Ape eve che. dhanumaMtrInI e ja AjJA che ke, beTA ! kumAranuM rakSaNa karatAM mAruM ke tAru mata bhale thaI jAya paNa kumArane ApaNe kaI paNa rIte bacAva che. kumAra sUI gaye. mitra jAgate ja bAraNA pAse sUto che. barAbara rAtrInA be vAgyA. culanIe jANyuM ke, rAjamahelanI aMdara ke bahAra kaI jAgatuM nathI. badhe tapAsa karIne mahelamAMthI bahAra nIkaLIne lakSAgRhana guptadvArethI aMdara pravezIne rAjamAtA culanIe potAnA hAthathI ja e lakSAgRhamAM Aga cAMpIne keIna dekhe tema jhaDapabhera ravAnA thaI gaI. A te lAkhane mahela hatuM. ene baLatA zI vAra? cokIdAree bUmAbUma karI mUkI. doDe deDemahelamAM Aga lAgI che. rAjakumArane kaI bacAve.....bacAve bUmarATa thatAM mANase doDI AvyA ne sAthe culanI rANI ane dIrgharAjA paNa doDatA doDatA AvyA. culanI rANI te pachADe pachADe khAvA lAgI ke A zuM thaI gayuM? A e vikarALa Aga kayAMthI lAgI? mArA navaparaNita dIkarA vahanuM zuM thaze? ema kahIne karuNa rudana karavA lAgI. culanI rANInI mAyAjALa te juo ! A saMsAramAM badhAne mArA mAne che paNa svArtha AgaLa koI koInuM nathI. svArtha AgaLa bhaviSyamAM cakravati bananAra putra paNa mAtAne vahAla na lAge. Aga lAgI che. badhA bUmarATa kare che. culanI rANI ane dIrgharAjA paNa dekhAva karavA mATe raDe che. have mahelamAM kumAra, enI patnI ane varadhanunuM zuM thaze te avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 33 zrAvaNa vada 10 ne zukravAra tA. 17-8-79 anaMtajJAnI, lokya prakAzaka, zAsanapati, tIrthakara bhagavatee jagatanA jIvana kalyANane mATe zAstranI vANI prakAzI. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA teramA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. temAM culanI rANI pitAnI viSayavAsanAnuM poSaNa karavA mATe pitAnA ekanA eka putrane mArI nAMkhavAnA prayatna karatA paNa acakAI nahi. juo, A saMsAra ! saMsArI jIve mAne che ke "mAyA ke, piyA che, mArA che, mathaLa , mannA che, puttA che, pujA che, dulA che," mAtA, pitA, svajane, bhAIo, bahene badhA mAre che. paNa vicAra kare ke A saMsAramAM keNu kevuM che? kaI keInuM nathI.

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zAradA siddhi 323 sau svArthInA sagA che. tame jemane mArA mAne che, jemanA upara rAga rAkheA che ne jemane mATe rAta-dvivasa karmInu adhana karo che e tamane krama bhAgavatI vakhate sAtha ApavA nahi Ave. pApakama karatI vakhate tame eTalo jarUra khyAla rAkhajo ke kama` mane traNa kALamAM cheDanAra nathI. ApaNA AtmA anaMtakALathI ka rAjAnI kedamAM phasAyelo che. ka`sattAnuM jhera bhayaMkara che. jevA kama bAMdhazo tevA vahelA ke meADA eka divasa bhAgavavA teA paDaze ja. sUyagaDAyaMga sUtramAM bhagavAna kahe che ke, assiM ca loe aduvA paratthA, sayaggaso vA taha annahA vA saMsAra mAtrA paraM paDyuM te, vaMyati vaiyaMti ya duniyALI || a. cha gAthA 4 jIvAe bhUtakALanA bAMdhelAM karyuM ke vartamAna bhavamAM bAMdhelAM karyAM paikI kaI . kama cAlu bhavamAM kartAne vipAka phaLa Ape che. vaLI koI kama pAsenA khIjA bhavamAM phaLa Ape che ane kAI karyAM eka bhavamAM agara seMkaDA bhavamAM phaLa Ape che, ane sekaDA bhave paNa bhAgavavA paDe che. koI kama cAlu bhavamAM ane kaI ka khIjA trIjA bhavamAM ke se'kaDA bhavamAM uDDaya AvatA bhAgavavA paDe che. kAI kama je pramANe khAMdhyAM hAya evA prakAre bhogavavA paDe che te kAIka anyathA prakAre bhAgavavA paDe che. kAI karmonA phaLa eka vAra bhogavavA paDe che te kAI kanA phaLa vizeSa prakAre bhogavavA paDe che. karmAMnA baMdha jIvanA pariNAma mujaba tIvra ke maMda, dIdha sthiti ke alpa sthitinA paDe che. eka karmInA phaLa bhegavatA rAga-dveSa karIne, A dhyAna karIne navA navA kamanA aMdha khAMdhe che. AvI rIte peAtAnA karelAM karmonAM phaLa sau koI bhAgave je karmAM zIghra phaLa denArA hAya te cAlu bhavamAM bhAgavavA paDe che. vaLI koI karmAM anya bhavAmAM naraka, tiya ca, manuSya Adi bhavAmAM bhAgavavA paDe che. je prakAre zubha ke azubha karyAM kare e pramANe tenA vipAka phaLA bhAgavavA paDe che. kAI paNa karyAMnA phaLa bhAgavyA vinA chUTakArA thAya tema nathI. culanI rANIe brahmadattakumArane khALavA mATe badhA prapaMca karyAM e paNu karmInI vicitratA che ne ! nahitara mA jevI mA thaIne dIkarAne bALIne bhaDathu* karavA taiyAra thAya kharI ? mA-dIkarA vacce pUrvabhavanA koI baira haze eTale sAMkaDI sagAImAM utpanna thayA ne A baira vALyA, ane brahmavruttakumArane vanavagaDe rakhaDatA karyAM. naLarAjA ane damaya'tI rANInI kame` kevI dazA karI e teA tame jANA che ne ? naLarAjAne damayaMtI rANI, vanavagaDe mUkI ane TaLavaLatI, eka kapaDuM paNa sAthe na rahyuM, A teA kama taNI che alihArI, " naLarAjAne damayaMtI rANI keTalI vahAlI hatI, paNa enA karmAMce vanavagaDAmAM javAnu` AvyuM. chatAM vanavagaDAmAM pati-patnI sAthe rahIne AnaMa mAnatA hatA paNu krama rAjAne e na gamyu.. tA kamarAjAe naLarAjAnI mati aThThalAvI ane damayatIne

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ra4 zAradA siddhi vanavagaDAmAM ekalI aTulI ghasaghasATa UMghatI mUkIne cAlyA gayA. juo, karmanA khela kevA che! ahI cularnI rANue madharAte lakSAgRhane Aga lagADI ane pAchI zAhukAra thaIne raDavA lAgI. A mahelamAM varadhanuM maMtrI barAbara sajAga hate. jevI Aga cAMpI te mahela bhaDabhaDa baLavA lAge. Aga cAre bAju phelAI gaI varadhanue tarata ja pitAnA mitra brahmadattakumArane nidrAmAMthI jagADIne kahyuM -kumAra ! A mahelane tamArI mAtAe Aga lagADI che, mATe have eka kSaNa paNa ahIM rahevuM jokhama bhareluM che, tyAre brahmadatta kahe che mitra ! bahAra nIkaLavAnI dizA sUjhatI nathI. have kyAM jaIzuM ? tyAre varadhanue kahyuM bhAI, tame ciMtA na karo, huM tamane mArga batAvuM chuM. juo, pradhAna putra varadhanu pitAnA mitrane khAtara keTalo sAvadhAna hatuM ! ene zaMkA hatI ke Aje jarUra kaMIka navAjUnI banaze eTale pahelethI ja be puruSa ane eka strI ema traNa maDadA gupta rIte maMgAvIne peTImAM rAkhyA hatA te peTImAMthI kADhIne tyAM mUkI dIdhAM, ane traNe jaNa agAuthI dhanumaMtrIe taiyAra karAvelI suraMganuM gupta dvAra kholIne suraMgamAM dAkhala thayA. pachI varadhanukumAre suraMganuM dvAra baMdha karyuM ne pachI traNe jaNa suraMganI vATe cAlIne gAma bahAra jaMgalamAM nIkaLyA. tyAM AvyA eTale pradhAne dAsI kanyAne agAuthI prabaMdha karyo hato te mujaba enA piyara mokalI dIdhI. tema ja teNe eka nAI ane be pANIdAra gheDA taiyAra rAkhyA hatA eTale jevA AvyA tevA tarata ja baMnene mAthA muMDAvI nAMkhyA ne vezapalaTa karI gheDA para besI jhaDapabhera ravAnA thayA. ghaDA calAvatAM teo ghaNe dUra nIkaLI gayA. A tarapha Akho mahela baLI gayA pachI tapAsa karAvI te aMdara traNa maDadA baLelA paDyA hatA tethI dogharAjA ane culanI rANIe zAMtine zvAsa lIdhe. hAza have ApaNe nirbhaya banyA. emaNe te pitAnA mahelamAM AvIne khUba AnaMda pramoda karyo. devAnupriye ! A saMsAranuM svarUpa kevuM bhayAnaka che? mA jevI mA DAkaNa banI ane vizvAsu pitA samAna dIrgharAjA drohI banyA. brahmadanakumAra ane varadhanu gheDAne mAra mAra calAvIne ghaNe dUra nIkaLI gayA. pachI khUba thAkayA eTale eka jhADa nIce beThA ne ghaDAne jhADa sAthe bAMdhyA. satata cAlavAthI ghaDA khUba thAkI gayA hatA. khUba thAkane kAraNe baMne ghoDAo paDatAnI sAthe marI gayA. juo, karmane udaya thAya che tyAre mANasa kevI vipattimAM mUkAI jAya che. haju te paraNIne AvyA, paraNyAnI prathama rAtre mAtAe mahelane Aga lagADI ane teo bhAgyA. baMnene gheDAne sahAre hate e ghaDA paNa marI gayA. kahevata che ne ke karmane udaya thAya tyAre paMDa para pahereluM kapaDuM paNa saguM na thAya. e rIte A brahmadattakumAranA karmane udaya thaye che. emane guptaveze rahevAnuM che. je sAcA vezamAM rahe te koI oLakhI jAya ne muzkelI UbhI thAya tethI baMne bhagavo veza paherI saMnyAsI banyA ne pagapALA

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zAradA siddhi 325 cAlavA lAgyA. cAlatA cAlatA khUba thAkI gayA. rAjakumAra brahmadatta te kadI page cA na hate. kAMTA kAMkarA vAge che ne pagamAMthI lohInI dhArA vahe che. bhUkha tarasa khUba lAgI che eTale have paga kAma karatA nathI. brahmadattakumAra enA mitrane kahe che bhAI! khAvAnuM te dUra rahyuM paNa mane kayAMkathI DuM pANI lAvI Apa. pANI vinA mArA prANa cAlyA jaze, eTale varadhanuM brahmadattakumArane eka jhADa nIce besADIne pANI levA gaye. varadhanune paNa khUba tarasa lAgI hatI. paga cAlatA na hatA paNa pitAnA mitrane mATe eNe bhekha lIdhe che. potAne duHkha sahana karIne paNa bIjAnuM rakSaNa karavuM che eTale pANI levA mATe gayo. baMdhuo! karmarAjAnA khela te dekho. mANasane kayAre kevI sthitimAM mUkI de che. eka vakhata jene pANI mAMgatA dUdha maLatuM hatuM te kumAra Aje vanavagaDAmAM pANI mATe talakavalaka thaI rahyo che, pANI mATe taraphaDe che. bIjI tarapha pitAnA sukhamAM kaMTaka banelo brahmadattakumAra baLI gaye ema samajIne dIrgharAjA ane culanI rANuM AnaMdathI masta banIne rahevA lAgyA paNa emane hatyAro AnaMda jhAjhe samaya TakI zakaze nahi. trIje divase dUrathI mArate ghoDe eka guptacara AvyuM ne dIrgharAjA ane culanI rANIne praNAma karIne hAMphato hAMphato kahevA lAgyuM ke mahArAjA! ApaNuM brahmadattakumAra baLI gayA nathI. e jIvatA che. he mAtA ! tame raDazo gUraze nahi. emanI pAchaLa kapAta karaze nahi. e mANasane rANInA kAvatarAnI khabara na hatI, paNa jyAre mahelamAM Aga lAgI tyAre rANI khUba jhUrApa karatI hatI eTale ema mAnyuM ke huM kumAra jIvatA che evA samAcAra ApIza te rAjamAtA taraphathI moTuM InAma maLaze. ema samajIne deDate kahevA Avyo. rANIe samAcAra laI AvanAra mANasane kahyuM, arere....bhAI! mAro brahmadattakumAra te baLIne khAkha thaI gayo che. e have kayAMthI maLe? e te te bIjA koIne je haze. kumAra te jIvatA che ja nahi. tAre bhrama che. ema kahIne culanI mAtA raDavA lAgI, tyAre guptacare kahyuM nA...nA....mAro bhrama nathI. meM najarenajara ahIMthI pacAsa kesa dUra brahmadattakumArane je che. temanI sAthe varadhanu paNa hatA ne baMnee mAthuM muMDana karAvI saMnyAsIne veza paheryo hate. A mAro bhrama nathI. sAcA brahmadattakumAra hatA. Avelo mANasa te inAmanI AzA rAkhIne AvyuM hatuM paNa inAma na maLyuM. e te samAcAra ApIne cAlyA gaye, paNa A vAta sAMbhaLIne dIrgharAjA ane culanI rANInA hozakoza UDI gayA. je e jIvato haze te pAcho ApaNane herAna karaze. mATe tapAsa karavI joIe. Ama te lakSAgrahamAM Aga lAgyA pachI tapAsa karatAM be puruSa ane eka strI ema traNa zaba maLyA hatA eTale A lokone zaMkA na hatI. chatAM vadhu cekasAI karavA mATe tapAsa karAvI te bhoMyaruM nIkaLyuM, eTale emanA manamAM

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326 zAradA siddhi pelA mANase samAcAra ApyA te zaMkA daDha thaI. nakkI A loka bhoMyarAmAM thaIne bhAgI gayA ne ApaNane ramADI gayA che. guptacaranI vAta sAcI che. ema samajIne rAjAe brAdantakumArane pakaDavA mATe cAre dizAmAM sainikane deDAvyA. dIrgharAjA ane culanI rANIne brahmadattakumAra upara koI krodha AvI gayo. have je e pakaDAI jAya te ene ApaNI najare ja mArI nAMkhavo eTale AvuM te na thAya. samaje, saMsAra ke che! manuSyanuM jIvana adhava, azAzvata che. emAM AtmAne zaraNabhUta hoya te te eka dharma che paNa bhogamAM paDelA ne bhAna nathI tethI AvA akRtya kare che, paNa bhagavAna zuM kahe che? adhuvaM jIviyaM naccA, siddhimaggaM viyaanniyaa| viLi phrijha meluM, vA mila gag | daza. a. 8. gAthA 34 bhegamAM bhAna bhUlelA mAnava ! A jIvana adhruva che, kSaNika che. pANIne parapoTAne phUTatA vAra lAgaze paNa AyuSyane tUTatA vAra nahi lAge. ema samajIne mekSa meLavavA mATe tame bhegone tyAga kare ne tyAgane rAga kare. saMsAra tyAgIne sAdhu banI javAya te bahu AnaMdanI vAta che paNa je saMsAra tyAgI na zake te eTaluM te nakkI kare ke bhale kadAca gharamAM raho paNa tamArA aMtaramAM keI na rahevuM joIe. je ATaluM karI zake te A ghera mAnavabhava saphaLa thaI jAya, paNa jemane mehane 'riga Dakhyo che evA AtmAnI rageragamAM viSa vyApyA hoya tyAM kaDavA lIMbaDA jevA bhega sukhomAM jIvane addabhUta mIThAzane anubhava thAya emAM zI navAI! paNa bhegarasika e eTalo khyAla rAkhavAne che ke jo sukha atyaMta vinAzI che. je jIvana tamane atyaMta vahAluM che te jIvana paNa atyaMta kSaNika che. A sukhone viraha te avazya paDaze, ane virahanI e paLa tamane poka mUkIne raDAvaze. enA karatA avinAzI evA siddhapadanI sAthe prIti bAMdhI le jethI pachI raDavuM na paDe. A jIvanane zuM bharoso che? ghaNAM mANaso ema kahe che ke hamaNAM dharmadhyAna nathI karavuM, pachI ghaDapaNamAM karIzuM. A paryuSaNa parva Ave che eTale tapanI baMsarI jorazorathI vAgI rahI che, tyAre ghaNuM ema kahe che ke A varSe nahi, AvatA varSe tapazcaryA karIzuM paNa AvatA varSe hayAta haIzuM ke nahi enI khabara che? kAle zuM thaze tenI kene khabara che? bIjI vAta te javA do paNa hAlamAM morabInA pANInI honArate sajelI tArAjI ApaNane tAjuba banAvI de che. mATe jJAnI bhagavaMta kahe che ke, jaina kuLamAM janmIne vItarAga prabhunuM zAsana pAmyA pachI sattA, saMpatti ane zaktine abhimAna rAkhavA jevuM nathI. abhimAna bhalabhalAne UMcethI nIce paTakAve che. ahIM mane eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. dhULakAmAM mahArAjA vIravaLa rAjya karatA hatA te samayanI A vAta che.

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327 zAradA sihi mahArAjA viradhavaLa darekanI khUba kadara karanArA hatA emanA darabAramAM somezvara nAmanA eka paMDita hatA. temane sau rAjagurU tarIke oLakhatA. e rAjagurU paMDita navA navA kAvya banAvIne rAjAne saMbhaLAvIne khuza karatA. rAjA paNa emanI sArI evI kadara karIne sAruM InAma ApatA. rAjaguru kAvyazAstramAM khUba pravINa hatA. viradhavaLa rAjAne emanA paMDita mATe khUba mAna hatuM. eka vakhata rAjAnI sabhAmAM dUra dezAvarathI eka nave paMDita Abhe. emanuM nAma harihara zAstrI hatuM. zAstrIjI rUperaMge zelatA hatA. keI na mANasa Ave eTale ene satkAra kare e mAnavamAtranI pharaja che. emane satkAra karIne pUchayuM paMDitajI! tame kayAMthI Ave che? kaMI navIna kAvya prasAdI lAvyA che? mAre tyAM te paMDitanI pariSada che, eTale zAstrIjIe navIna kAvya lalakAryuM. emanA kaMThamAM komaLatA hatI. emanuM kAvya sAMbhaLIne sabhAjane ane paMDite temanI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. AnuM nAma kAvya kahevAya. kAvya sAMbhaLIne somezvara rAjagurUne khUba AnaMda thaye. mahArAjAe pitAnA rAjagurU somezvarane kAvya lalakAravAnuM kahyuM eTale rAjagurUe pitAnI kAvyagaMgA vahAvI. e sAMbhaLIne harihara zAstrI paNa eka vAra tAjuba thaI gayA paNa enA kALajAmAM ISyanI Aga bhabhUkI uThI, ane moTethI bolyA rAjagurU! A kAvye tame pote ja racelAM che? paMDita.. kahe che, hA. tyAre zAstrIe kahyuM, mane te ema lAge che ke tame sAhityanI corI karI che." IrSAnI bhayaMkara Age ApelI beTI ALa" - harihara zAstrInI vAta sAMbhaLIne sabhA dimUDha banI gaI. saune rAjagurU upara atUTa vizvAsa hato ke ApaNA rAjagurU kadI koIne kAvyanI corI kare evA nathI ne A zuM? rAjagurUne paNa duHkha thayuM, chatAM zAMtithI kahyuM zAstrIjI ! tamArI pAse je koI purAve heya te mane cira tarIke puravAra karI Apa. pachI huM mArI jAtane zAhukAra tarIke siddha karI ApIza. rAjA vIrajavaLa rAjagurUne pitAnI sabhAnI zebhA mAnatA hatA. emaNe kahyuM zAstrIjI ! so gunegAra chaTakI jAya e pAlave paNa eka bina gunegAra mAryo jAya e na pAlave. mATe mArA rAjagurU upara cerInI cAdara oDhADatA pahelAM tame purAvA Ape, tyAre harihara zAstrI abhimAnathI uchaLIne belayA mahArAjA ! rAjagurU bolyA e badhA kAvyo huM akSareakSara belI jAuM e zuM e purAvo che? bolo, rAjagurU tamArA badhAM kAvyo hu akSareakSara bolI jAuM te tame cAra kharA ne ? A vAta tamane mAnya che? rAjagurUne pitAnI saccAI upara pUro vizvAsa hato eNe chAtI ThokIne kahyuM zAstrIjI ! e vAta mane maMjUra che. atyAre huM je kAvya be te tame bolI jAo ne mane cera tarIke puravAra karI Apo. rAjagurunI hiMmatabharI hAkala sAMbhaLIne sabhAjanenI chAtI gajagaja uchaLavA lAgI. tyAM te zAstrIjIe rAjagurUe je kAvya gAyA hatAM te akSarazaH gAI batAvyAM. A sAMbhaLIne

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328 zAradA siddhi AkhI sabhA chaka thaI gaI. rAjA viradhavaLa paNa zaramathI nIcuM joI gayA, ane semezvara rAjagurUnA te chAtInAM pATiyAM besI gayAM. aho, A zuM? meM je kAvya gAyA te badhAM meM pote ja banAvyAM che ne taddana navA che ne A zAstrIjI kaI rIte bolI zakyA? Aje mArI jiMdagIbharanI kItinI kamANI dhULadhANI thaI gaI. Ama vicAratA hatA tyAM zAstrIjI moTethI belyA e cora gurU! have bIjo koI purAve joIe che? meM tamane cora tarIke puravAra karI batAvyA. have tame tamArI jAtane zAhakAra tarIke siddha karI Ape. huM paNa jouM. (semezvara rAjapaMDitane lAgelo AghAta" - sabhAmAM ekadama zAMti patharAI gaI. kaI kaMI belI zakayuM nahi. chevaTe sabhA visarjana thaI. nirdoSa rAjagurU bhAre page vidAya thayA tyAre zAstrIjI garvathI paga pachADatA bahAra nIkaLyA. duniyA te dera gI che. sau zAstrIjInA be moDhe vakhANa karavA lAgyA ne rAjagurUnI cAra moDhe niMdA karavA lAgyA. je samajI ne zANA hatA te mauna rahyA. A banAva banyA pachI divaso upara divaso vitavA lAgyA. rAjagurUne have jIvavuM jhera jevuM lAgyuM. emaNe rAjasabhAmAM javAnuM baMdha karyuM. Akho divasa sUnamUna besI rahetA. je mANasa taddana nirdoSa hoya chatAM enA mAthe bharasabhAmAM cerInuM kalaMka Ave te kevuM duHkha thAya! jANe dharatI phATe te samAI jAuM. evI ene lajajA AvI gaI, paNa zuM thAya? jema tema divase vitAvatA hatA. A vAta phelAtI phelAtI taMbhatIrthamAM maMtrIzvara tejapAlanA kAne pahoMcI. tejapAlane rAjagurUnI vidvatA upara khUba mAna hatuM. sAthe rAjagurU sAthe mitratA hatI. emanA dilamAM thayuM ke nakakI kaI prapaMca karIne zAstrIjIe rAjagurUne chetaryA lAge che. teo vahelI take dhULakA AvIne rAjagurUne ghera pahoMcI gayA ne badhI paristhiti jANI lIdhI. vAta jANIne maMtrIzvaranA dilamAM thayuM ke nakakI A koI mAyAjALa che. emaNe rAjagurUne AzvAsana ApatAM kahyuM sAcane kadI AMca AvatI nathI. tame sAcA che. tamArA kALe kAcA nathI e tamArI vAcA uparathI jaNAI Ave che. pApa kadI chUpuM rahetuM nathI. have e prapaMcanA paDadAnuM rahasya jANavA mATe hu harihara zAstrInA ghera jAuM chuM. ema kahIne tejapAla maMtrI harihara zAstrIne nivAsasthAne gayA. maMtrIzvarane pitAne tyAM AvatA joIne zAstrIjI harakhAI gayA ke aho ! mAruM mAna vadhI gayuM che. TheraThera mArI prazaMsA thAya che. khuda rAjA paNa mArA guNa gAya che. mAre keTalo badho prabhAva che ke khuda maMtrIjI paNa sAme cAlIne mane maLavA AvI rahyA che. ema harakhAtA harakhAtA zAstrIjIe maMtrIzvarane satkAra karyo. maMtrIzvare paNa zAstrIne kuzaLa samAcAra pUchayA. pachI baMne eka Asane beThA. maMtrIzvare zAstrIjInI vidvatAnI prazaMsA te khUba sAMbhaLI hatI, paNa pratyakSa

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329 zAradA siddhi maLavAne te A pahelo prasaMga hato, eTale kahyuM zAstrIjI ! cAlo, ApaNe De. zAstravida karIe. thoDI vAra zAstranI vAte-carcA vicAraNA karI paNa zAstrIjIe rAjagurUne cera TharAvIne je vijaya meLavyuM che e vAta maMtrIzvarane jaNAvavI hatI paNa evI kaMI vAta nIkaLyA vinA kevI rIte svaprazaMsA karAya? maMtrIzvara kaMI vAta uccAre te pahelA vAtanI pUrvabhUmikA racavA mATe zAstrIe kahyuM meM te sAMbhaLyuM hatuM ke joLakAnI paMDita sabhA te bRhaspatine paNa harAvI de tevI che. tethI mane ema hatuM ke tyAM jaIza te AnaMda Avaze paNa mArI e AzAo dhULamAM maLI gaI paNa Aje ApanA sahavAsathI mane kaMIka AnaMda AvyuM. maMtrIjI paNa e vAta kADhavAnI takanI rAha jotA hatA eTale emaNe pUchayuM amArA rAjagurU te bhalabhalAne pANI bharAve evA che. emanA jJAnane lAbha Apane nathI maLyo ? eTale tarata harihara zAstrIe abhimAnathI akkaDa thaIne kahyuM keNa pelA cera gurU semezvarajI? emaNe te mArA sAhityanI corI karI che. meM te emane pahele divase ja bharasabhAmAM sAhitya cera tarIke puravAra karyA che. evA ceranI sAthe carcA kaNa kare? e te ujajaDa gAmamAM eraMDo pradhAna evI vAta che. huM te ene paMDita kahuM ja nahi. meM emane cora tarIke puravAra karyA tyArathI eka paNa divasa sabhAmAM AvyA nathI. maMtrIzvare kahyuM-hA, meM taMbhatIrthamAM theDA divasa pahelAM evI vAta sAMbhaLI hatI ke rAjagurUne zAstrIjIe cera tarIke sAbita karyA te zuM e zAstrIjI Apa pite ja che? te te mAruM AvavAnuM saphaLa banI gayuM ke Apa jevA paMDitanuM mane milana thayuM. dhanya che ApanA jJAnane ne kAvyakaLAne! maMtrIe khUba prazaMsA karI eTale pitAnI hoMziyArI batAvatA abhimAnathI kahyuM ke, maMtrIzvara! A te sarasvatI devInI kRpA che. tenA pratApe meM ekalA somezvarane ja nahi paNa Aja sudhImAM te ghaNA rAjagurUone cera tarIke puravAra karyA che. A sAMbhaLIne maMtrI tejapAlanA manamAM thayuM ke nakkI A zAstrIjI sarasvatInI kRpAne durupayoga karI rahyo che. nakakI mArA rAjagurU sAcA che paNa ANe enI prapaMca jALamAM pakaDIne emane beTI rIte cora TharAvyA che. have enA prapaMcanuM pikaLa khulluM na karuM te mAruM nAma tejapAla nahi. Ama vicArI javA mATe UbhA thayA ne kahyuM zAstrIjI! ApanI sAme zAstravida karatA mane khUba AnaMda AvyuM. have huM jAuM chuM paNa ApanI koI navI kAvyakRti hoya to mane Apo. jethI huM vAMcana karIne Apane yAda karuM. zAstrIjIe pitAnI peTI kholIne eka pithI kADhIne maMtrIne ApatA kahyuM- A mArI hamaNunI chellI kAvyakRti che te tame laI jAo, tyAre maMtrIzvare kahyuM- zAstrIjI ! mAre te Aje ja thaMbhatIrtha pAchA javuM paDe ema che. paNa Apane tyAM padhAravAnuM mAruM zA, 42

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330 zAradA siddhi AmaMtraNa che. Apane levA mATe mArA mANasAne mAkalIza. jo rajA hoya te hu A pAthI letA jAuM. Apa tyAM padhArazeA tyAre hu' Apane ApI daIza. zAstrIe kahyu, khuzIthI laI jAo. ApanA AmaMtraNane kaMI ThelAya ? hu' jarUra tyAM AvIza. A pramANe vAtA karIne bane chUTA paDayA. ekanA dilamAM abhimAnanAM mAjA UchaLI rahyAM hatAM tyAre bIjAnA dilamAM mitranuM RNa adA thaI zake evI bhUmikA racAyAne satISa hatA. jIA, abhimAna zuM kare che? abhimAnane khIjA zabdamAM da paNa kahevAmAM Ave che. jJAnIpuruSa kahe che ke, sapanA da` haNavA sahelo che paNa 6degnA sarpane karaDiyAmAM pUravA muzkela che. eka madArI jevA madArI paNa sapanA dapa utArIne karaDiyAmAM pUrI zake che, jyAre mahApaDita jevI vyaktine paNa 4 nA sa` peAtAnA sarkajAmAM sahelAIthI sapaDAvI zake che. A danA sapanA saka jAmAM sapaDAI gayelA zAstrIjI mahAmatrI tejapAla ane vastupAlanA sadezAnI rAha jotA hatA. thoDA divasamAM ma`trIzvaranA eka sevaka saMdezA laIne Avyo eTale zAstrIjIe tA mATA ThAThamAThathI staMbhatI tarapha prayANa karyuM ne thoDA divaseAmAM e tyAM pahoMcI gayA ne maMtrIzvaranA mahemAna banI gayA. peAte je navA kAvyanI peAthI maMtrIzvarane ApI hatI tenI praza'sA sAMbhaLavA mATe zAstrIjI talapApaDa thaI rahyA hatA eTale baporanA samaye jJAnagoSThI karatAM kahyu maMtrIzvara ! Apa hAlamAM kaI kAvyakRtinu' vAMcana kare che ? " prapaMcanA khullo thayelo paDadA :- " zAstrIjInI vAta sAMbhaLIne ma`trIzvare kahyuM zAstrIjI ! ThIka Ape mane yAda karAvyuM. ahIM AvIne huM kAvya "navyaauSadha" je pothI ApI hatI te AkhuM vAMcI gayA. mane te khUba majhA AvI. zu' Apanu kaLAkauzalya che ? me' vAMcIne amArA mukhya paDitajIne vAMcavA ApyuM. te e paMDitajI vAMcIne mArI pAse AvIne mane kahevA lAgyA ke A kAvya maulika nathI paNa cArelI cIja che. meM te emanI vAta sAcI mAnI nahi, tyAre e jJAnabhaDAramAMthI " nabya naiSadha" nAmanI e prAcIna hastalikhita prata laI AvyA ne mane ApIne kahyuM ke A prata uparathI akSareakSara utArA karyAM che. jo mArI vAta Apane mAnavAmAM na AvatI hoya to A baMne pratA meLavI lejo, eTale hAlamAM huM A baMne pratA meLavI rahyo chu. mane amArA mukhya paDitajInI vAta sAcI lAge che. A pramANe matrIzvare kahyu' eTale zAstrIjI teA uchaLIne khelI uThayA zuM " nabanaiSadha " me cArelI kAvya kRti che. ema ! eTale vastupAle kahyuM, ApaNe A baMne pratA meLavIe e ja ApaNane cukAdo Apaze. zAstrIjIe jUnI prata kheAlIne vAMcavA mAMDI te emAM ane peAtAnI kRtimAM mI'DAM ke mAtrAnA pharaka na hatA. pharaka mAtra kavi tarIkenA nAmanA hatA. A vAMcIne zAstrIjInI

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zAradA zikti chAtImAM thaDakAro thavA lAgyo. e manamAM vicAravA lAgyA ke rAjagurU semezvarane cAra karAvanAra huM pote ja cora TharIza ke zuM? Ama vicAramAM hatA eTalAmAM vastupAla jorathI bolI UThyA rAjagurU semezvarane bharI sabhAmAM cAra TharAvanAra A zAhakAra! bolo, tame cAra che ke zAhukAra? A prAcIna prata tamArI cArIne pAke purA che tyAre zAstrIjIe kahyuM maMtrIzvara! huM bhagavAnanA segana khAIne kahuM chuM ke A navyanaiSadha mArI ja kRti che. meM rAtanA ujAgarA veThIne AvuM sarjana karyuM che paNa mane lAge che ke mArI sAthe kaI prapaMcanA pAsA ramAI rahyAM che. maMtrIzvare kahyuM zAstrIjI! sAcuM bole. rAjagurUne cera tarIke karAvavAmAM tame kaye prapaMcane paDade UbhuM karyo hate? tyAre zAstrIjIe be hAtha joDIne kahyuM maMtrIzvara ! mane mApha karaje. mArA upara sarasvatI devInI kRpA che tethI kaI eka vAra bele ne mane akSareakSara yAda rahI jAya che. A sarasvatI devInI kRpAne avaLe upayoga karIne meM rAjagurUne cira TharAvyA che. mArI A yAdazaktinA kAraNe huM Aja sudhI badhAne cera karAvatA hate. satya vAta pragaTa thatA rAjagurUnuM sanmAnaH-zAstrIjIe satya vAta pragaTa karI eTale maMtrIzvare paNa vAtane bheda khelatA kahyuM ke te A nanaiSadha paNa tamAruM ja che. Ane prapaMcane paDade cIravA meM mAyAjALa racI hatI. tamArA kAvyanI kepI karAvIne enA upara dhumADe apAvyo ne pachI bheMsanI pITha upara ghasIne e pratane prAcIna banAvavAnI tarakIba racI hatI. tame rAjagurune sAcA TharAvyA che tethI have huM paNa tamane sAcA gaNuM chuM. nahitara tamArI barAbaranI phajetI karata. zAstrIjI! A abhimAnanA ajagarathI khUba sAvadha rahevAnI jarUra che. ApaNuM abhimAna ApaNane nIce pachADayA vinA rahetuM nathI paNa have tamAre eka kAma karavuM paDaze. zAstrIjIe kahyuM-zuM? tame rAjagurUne jAheramAM cera TharAvyA che te jAheramAM dhoLakAnA darabAramAM ja tamAre rAjagurUnI mAphI mAMgIne prapaMcane paDade haTAvI nAMkhavo paDaze. maMtrIzvaranI vAtane harihara zAstrIe mitrabhAve svIkArI lIdhI ne ceDA divasamAM zAstrIjI dhoLakA pAchA AvyA ne bharasabhAmAM pitAnA prapaMcane paDade khullo karI rAjagurU pAse mAphI mAMgI. A prapaMcane paDade khUlI jatAM rAjagurUnuM jevuM mAna ane sanmAna hatuM tethI vizeSa sanmAna vadhyuM ane zAstrIjIe jAheramAM potAnI bhUla kabUla karI tethI temanA pratye paNa saune mAna jAgyuM. A daSTAMta uparathI ApaNe e samajavAnuM che ke abhimAna keTaluM bhayaMkara che! pitAnA abhimAnanuM piSaNa karavA mATe mANasa sAcA mANasane beTa ne nirdoSane doSita TharAvatA paNa acakAtuM nathI. ApaNI mULa vAtamAM dIgharAjA ane culanI rANIne khabara paDI ke nakkI seMyarA vATe brahmadattakumAra bhAgI gayA che eTale ene pakaDavA mATe cAre tarapha sainikane

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332 zAradA siddhi doDAvyA che. have pakaDAya to jIvatA choDavA nathI. viSayala paTa mANaso potAnA sukha khAtara khIjAnA paNa prANa letA acakAtA nathI. caMDALanA hAthamAM gayelo mAva hajI khacI zake paNa AvA lapaTa mANaseAnA hAthamAMthI bacavu muzkela che, kAraNa ke enA limAMthI yAnA dezanikAla thaI gaya hAya che. kAmAsakta mANasa ca'DALa ane kasAIthI paNa vadhAre nirdaya hAya che. A tarapha varadhanu khAdattane jhADa nIce besADIne pANI levA mATe gayeA che. pANInI zeAdha karatAM eka sarAvara joyu eTale ene AnaMda thayA. hAza, have jaldI pANI laIne jAuM ne mArA mitranI pyAsa bujhAvu'. ema vicArI pAMdaDAnA paDiyA banAvIne temAM pANI lIdhuM. pote te haju pANI pIdhu nathI. mitrane mATe pANI laIne jaI rahyo che tyAM dIrAjAnA sainiko ene joI gayA. jevA joyA evA cAre taraphathI gherI vaLyA. sainiko ghaNAM hatA ne varadhanu ekalo hatA. enu zuM cAle ? sainikoe pakaDIne bAMdhI dIdhA ne khUba mAra mArIne kahyu. brahmadattakumAra kayAM che ? amane jaldI batAva. lakSAgRhamAMthI te ja kumArane bhagADayA che. A badhA tArA ja praca che. tu have jaldI brahmadatta kyAM che te khAlI jA. jo nahiM batAve te tane ahI' ne ahI' pUrA karI nAMkhazuM paNa varadhanu javAba ApatA nathI. jue. peAtAnA mitra mATe keTaluM duHkha sahana kare che. khUba mAra paDavA chatAM varadhanu kumAre javAba ApyA nahi tethI sainiko vadhAre mArapITa karavA lAgyA. have zuM khanaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra :-"bhadrAe suzIlA para mUkelo AreApa" :-suzIlAe zeThane hAtha paga dhovaDAvyA tethI zeThANIne IrSyA AvI ane vicAra karyAM ke A lokeAne gharamAMthI kADhavA joIe. te mATe upAyA zodhavA lAgI. gharamAMthI vAsaNA, kapaDAM ane dAgInA badhuM potAnA piyara mUkI AvI. eka divasa apeAranA samaye zeTha ghera jamavA mATe AvyA tyAre zeThANIe suzIlAne kahyu' thALI-vATakA lAva. suzIlA levA gaI. eka paNa vAsaNa nahi hAvAthI te pAchI AvI. zeThANIe gusse thaIne kahyuM-thALI vATako kema na lAvI ? ene gusso joI ne bicArI suzIlA teA dhrUjI uThI ne DaratI DaratI kheAlI, A tyAM thALI vATako nathI. huM zuM kahyuM ? tyAM thALI vATakA nathI teA kayAM gayA ? te ja savAre mUkayA hatA ne kayAM jAya ? suzIlAe namratAthI kahyu'-bahena ! mane khabara nathI. tane khabara nathI te zuM mane khabara ? keTalAya divasathI mArA vAsaNa khUTe che. paNa hu' khelatI nahotI ne zeThane paNa kahetI na hatI, paNa Aje meM ja tane thALI vATako laIne bahAra jatA joI che ne pAchI zAhukArI kare che ke mane khakhara nathI. Ama ja tuM badhA vAsaNA cArI jatI lAge che. kheAla, thALI ane vATakA kayAM mUkI AvI che? kAne tyAM vecI AvI che ? kema khAlatI nathI ? zuM tArA mAMmAM maga bharyAM che? "bhadrAe bhajavelI bhavAI" :-zeThANInA vacana sAMbhaLIne bicArI zIAsula

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zAradA siddhi te nIcuM joIne UbhI rahI. bhImasena ane zeTha paNa A vAta sAMbhaLIne sajajaDa thaI gayA. suzIlAne mauna UbhelI joIne bhadrA pAchI tADUkI uThI. bicArI zenI bole? bole te be khAya ne? mane te enA lakSaNa pahelethI sArA dekhAtAM na hatAM. Aje te mArA vAsaNa caryA ne kAle mArA ghareNAM nahi re kone khabara che? nAtha ! huM ekalI paDe gharamAM keTaluM dhyAna rAkhuM ? huM game teTaluM dhyAna rAkhyuM paNa huM ekalI ne e cAra jaNe che. emane kyAMthI pahoMcI zakuM? mATe have huM tamane sAcuM kahuM chuM ke tame A lokone gharamAM rAkhaze nahi. kADhI mUke. je Aje tame mArI vAta nahi mAne te pastAvAne vakhata Avaze, tyAre mane yAda karaze, paNa zeThe e vAtamAM dhyAna ApyuM nahi, tyAre zeThANI vadhu kopAyamAna thaIne kahe che ke mArA vAsaNe te cerI gaI. lAva, tapAsa karuM dAgInA te cerI gaI nathI ne ? ema bolIne potAnA dAgInA ane vastronI tapAsa karavA lAgI. dAgIne na maLe eTale chAtI ane mAthA kUTatI jorajorathI raDatI raDatI bolavA lAgI ke, arere A raDe te mArAM dAgInA ane bhAre kapaDAya corI lIdhAM. hAya..hAya have huM zuM karIza? jANe sAta beTane bharayuvAna dIkaro marI gaye na hoya te rIte chAtI phATa raDavA lAgI. bhadrAne raDavAno avAja sAMbhaLIne ADozI pADozI badhA deDIne AvyA. tamAsAne kaMI teDuM hAya! vagara AmaMtraNe eka pachI eka AvavA lAgyA ne ekabIjAne pUchavA lAgyA ke, zuM thayuM? zeThANuM kema raDe che ? mANasone joIne bhadrA vadhu jorathI raDavA lAgI eTale zeTha ene chAnI rAkhavA zAMtithI kahe che bhadrA ! A bicArA evA mANase nathI. garIba gAya jevA che. mane te lAge che ke A keI uttama kuLanA puNyavaMta mANaso che paNa emanA pApano udaya che tethI ApaNuM ghera AvyA che. te emanA para beTI ALa na caDhAvIza. keIna upara khoTI ALa caDhAvavAthI mahAna pApakarma baMdhAya che. hasIhasIne pApa bAMdhIe chIe te raDI raDIne bhegavatA paNa pAra Avato nathI. mATe tuM zAMta thA. vAsaNa gharamAM ja haze. gharamAMthI kayAM javAnAM che. kayAMka ADAMavaLAM mUkAI gayA haze. zeThe Ama kahyuM eTale zeThANa te vadhu vipharyA. kodhathI lAlaghUma AMkho karIne kahe che hA..hA..huM te emanA upara ALa caDhAvuM chuM. arere.. tame mane na oLakhI ! huM te varSothI tamArI sevA karuM chuM ne A te hajI AjakAla AvI che. huM jUThuM boluM chuM ne A te jANe satyavAdI harizcaMdranI dIkarI! arere.. huM mAruM duHkha kone kahuM? jyAM dhaNuM ja eka gulAmaDInA rUpamAM AMdhaLe hoya tyAM mAruM zuM cAle? A dAsIe te mane barabAda karI nAMkhI. eka te mArA vAsaNa eNe vecI nAMkhyAM. ghareNAM ne kapaDAM corI gaI ne have mArA dhaNIne vaza karavA beThI che. bhadrAnuM navuM svarUpa joIne suzIlA, bhImasena ane zeTha e traNeya sajajaDa thaI

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334 zAradA siddhi gayA. suzIlAnA zarIramAMthI te jANe lohI uDI gayuM. aMdarathI hadaya raDI uThayuM. arere....mArI A dazA ! cerIne AkSepa to samabhAvathI sahana karI lIdhe paNa bhadrAe cAritra upara AkSepa Ape e enAthI sahana na thayuM. chatAM manane kAbU gumAvyA vinA khUba zAMti ane namratAthI eNe kahyuM bA ! tame A zuM bolo cho? zeTha te mArA pitA samAna che ne huM te tamArI dIkarI samAna chuM. bA! tame mane A zuM kahI rahyA che? A sAMbhaLIne bhadrA belI, joI moTI dIkarI banavA AvI che! tane A zabdo bolatAM zarama nathI AvatI ? kayAM tuM eka gulAmaDI ane kayAM ame ! Ama kAluM kAluM bolIne ja te mArA patine phasAvyo che. huM tane barAbara oLakhuM chuM. te te mArA jevI keTalIyanAM ghara bhAMgyAM haze! eka te mArA gharamAM corI karI ane pAchI zAha thavA Ave che. Ama bolatA bolatA bhadrAnuM raDavAnuM cAlu ja rahyuM. tyAM agAuthI nakkI karyA pramANe enA pitA ane bhAIo badhA tyAM deDI AvyA. bhadrAne te retI tI ne piyariyA maLyAM. emane joIne vadhu raDavA lAgI ne chAtI phUTavA lAgI. - bhadrAnA piyariyA lakSamI pati zeTha upara tUTI paDyAM ne kahyuM zeTha! tame kaMIka te vicAra kare. AvA duSTa ane nIca mANasone kaMI gharamAM rakhAtA haze temane tame atyAre kADhI mUke ne kakaLATa zAMta kare. pitAnA sAsu, sasarA ane sALAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne zeThe kahyuM A mANaso bicArA sAdA ne sIdhA che. e koI duSTa ke cAra nathI. emanA kamanI kaThaNAIne kAraNe mAre ghera nekarI kare che. dukAnamAM ATalo badhe mAla bharyo che paNa A mANasa eka cIjane uThAvate nathI ne huM je kAma batAvuM chuM te kAma tana teDIne kare che. bAI paNa kALI majUrI kare che. ATaluM kAma karavA chatAM e vadhAre pagAra mAMgatA nathI, huM je ApuM chuM temAM e saMtoSa mAne che ne AnaMdathI mAruM tathA gharanuM kAma kare che. AvA mANasonI ApaNe dayA karavI joIe. ne bane teTalI madada karavI joIe tene badale temanA upara julama gujAre ne temane kADhI mUkavA te yogya nathI. bhadrAe joyuM ke, zeTha te emanAM gANa gAyA kare che ne bAjI bagaDatI jAya che. have huM mauna besI rahIza te mArI bAjI badhI UMdhI vaLI jaze, eTale ATalA badhA mANaso vacce moTA avAje zeThane kahevA lAgI. rahevA de have. huM paNa tamArA lakSaNa pArakhI gaI chuM. tame A duSTa dAsInA rUpamAM mugdha banI gayA che eTale tame e rUpALInA vakhANa karyA kare che paNa have huM nahi calAvI lauM. have A loke mArA gharamAM eka ghaDI paNa na joIe, hamaNuM ne hamaNAM emane gharamAMthI kADhI mUke. bhadrAnA zabdo sAMbhaLIne zeThanuM moTuM paDI gayuM. emane eTalI zarama AvI gaI ke mArI patnI ja UThIne mArA upara AvuM kalaMka caDhAve che te mAre kone kahevuM ? zeTha te lajajAIne bIjA khaMDamAM cAlyA gayA. mANasanuM moTuM TeLuM jAmyuM che. badhA aMdaroaMdara

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zAradA siddhi 335 vAtA karavA lAgyA ke zeTha ane suzIlA khAI ane pavitra che, paNa bhadrAnA svabhAva ja duSTa che. "" upara bhadrAe vartAvelA ker " :- zeTha aMdara gayA eTale bhadrAe gusse thaIne kAne na sA~bhaLAya tevAM veNa kahyAM ne pachI suzIlA tema ja ane bALakAne bAvaDethI pakaDIne haseDavA. jema kUtarAne seDe tema traNene DhaseDIne bhadrAe jorathI dhakko mAryAM ke te DelInA bAraNAM sAthe athaDAyA. eTalethI patyuM nahiM te hAthamAM lAkaDI laIne mAratI mAratI kahe che huM pApI ! rAMDa ! nIkaLa mArA gharamAMthI. mAre tAru' jarAya kAma nathI. jo have pharIne mArA gharanA uMbare paga mUkayA che te joyA jevI karIza, ema kahIne dhakkA mArIne gharanI DelInI bahAra kADhI mUkayA. have zuM khanaze tenA bhAva avasare. pavitra AtmA cu vyAkhyAna na. 34 zrAvaNu vada 12 ne ravivAra tA. 19-8-79 sujJa badhu, suzIla mAtA ne bahenA ! ana'tajJAnI, vizvaSTA evA tIrthaMkara bhagavatIe ghAtI karmonA kacarAne mALI, AtmAne ujjavaLa banAvI kevaLajJAnanI jhagamagatI yAti pragaTAvyA bAda AgamanI vANI prakAzI. emAM bhagavatA amRtadhArA vahAvatA kahe che ke, he AtmAe ! sa puvvamevaM na labhejjapacchA, eseovamA sAsayavA iyANaM / visIyara siddhio gAyazmi, vhAaAvaLI" sarIsameT || utta. 4-9 uttama manuSyabhava dharmonI kamANI karavAnI taka che. A takane tame jaldI jhaDapI lo. jeNe pahelI avasthAmAM dhama karyAM nathI te pAchalI avasthAmAM dharma karavA na pAme. jene peAtAnA AyuSyane nizcaya che ke huM ATaluM jIvavAnA ` evA nizcayavAdInuM kathana kadAca aMze ThIka hAya paNa jene peAtAnA jIvananA bhAse nathI evA pramAdI manuSyeA AyuSya zithila thatAM zarIranA nAza vakhate mRtyu najIka Ave che tyAre kheda kare che. tenA karatAM pahelethI nayananI nidrA uDADIne AMkha kholIne A vizvanA viSacakranu' avalokana karI lo. A sasAra sAgaranA pravAhamAM taNAtA ajJAnI . jIvA pote bhUtakALamAM bhUlo karIne khAMdhelA karmAM udayamAM Ave che tyAre ene bhAgavatAM hAyavAya karI pAchA navA kamanA adha kare che, Anu' nAma kacakra che. A anAdikALanA karmacakramAMthI chaTakavA mATe AtmAe parabhAvane cheDIne svabhAvamAM sthira khanavuM paDaze. svabhAvamAM AtmA sthira bane che, tyAre ene khyAla Ave che ke je vyakti karmAM bAMdhe che e kAM ene

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33} zAradA siddhi vahelA ke meADA udayamAM Ave che ne bhogavavA paDe che. te samaye jIva A yAnaraudradhyAnamAM joDAya te navAM karmAM bAMdhe ane kacakramAMthI chUTavAne badale emAM phasAya che, paNa jo karmanA udaya vakhate jJAtA ane dRSTA anIne sAkSIbhAve vede te navA kamabaMdhana thatAM aTakI jAya. AvuM amUlya tattvajJAna ApaNane maLyuM che ane vIra prabhunA mukhamAMthI jharelI amRtavANI pIne amara banavAnI kalA paNu hastagata thaI che jenuM yathArtha paNe zraddhApUrvaka pAna karIne AcaraNa karavAmAM Ave te jIva sarvajJa banI zake che. are....enA eka bindunu' AsvAdana karI te paNa A svArtha bharelA sa'sAramAMthI tamane sarakI javAnu` mana thaze paNa AjanA jIvAnI dazA evI che ke haju tene AtmAnA jJAnanI ruci thatI nathI. sAcu jJAna te te che ke je AtmAne saLagatA saMsAra dAvAnaLamAMthI khacAve. Avu' satya jANavA chatAM jIvanI AMkho kema khUlatI nathI e eka prazna che. ,, anata puNyane rAzi ekaTho thAya tyAre A mahAmUlu' mAnavajIvana maLe che. devAnA patyeApama ane sAgaropamanA AyuSya AgaLa manuSyanuM jIvana keTalu alpa che ? ApaNI jiMjaMdagI krU'kI che ne kAma teA hajI ghaNuM karavAnu` che. anAdikALathI kALanA pratrAha aviratapaNe vahI rahyo che. temAM mahAna bhAgyAye AtmAnI sAdhanA karavAne suavasara prApta thayA che. AvA samaye ArAdhanA karavA udyamavaMta nahi manA te kayAre banaze ? he mAnava ! TUMkI jiMdagImAM tuM prabhunI baMdagI karI le. " prabhunI 'RRgI vinAnI jiMdagI gadakI jevI che. " varasAdanA kALAM vAdaLAMthI chavAyelA AkAzamAM vIjaLInA jhaLakATa kSaNa vAra prakAza pAtharI jAya che pachI te dhamadhora adhakAra chavAI jAya che. ApaNuM jIvana paNa "vintu savAya cacaha" vIjaLInA camakArA jevu' kSaNika che. AvA kSaNika jIvanamAM jo samyaktva bIjanI prApti nahi thAya te samajI lejo ke AveA prakAza kAyama TakavAnA nathI. ATalA mATe paramakRpALu paramAtmA ApaNane menidrAmAMthI DhaDhoLIne jAgRta karatAM kahe che ke "nna pukhvameva na labhejja pacchA " je pahelAM prApta thAya che te pachI prApta thaI zakatuM nathI. zu' pahelAM ne zu pachI ? e vAta tamane samajAya che ? jJAnI bhagavAnanA A vacanamAM gUDha rahasya chUpAyela che e to jene bhagavAnanA vacanamAM zraddhA hoya, rasa hoya tene samajAya. e samajavA mATe AMtaraSTi kholavI paDaze. bhagavAna kahe che ke je pahelAM prApta thAya che te pachI nathI thatuM. tenA gUDha artha e che ke pahelI vayamAM je kamANI thaI zake che te pAchalI vayamAM thaI zakatI nathI. tamane thaze ke zenI kamANI karavAnI tame te dhanarasika che eTale dhananI kamANI ja yAda Ave ne ? paNa A vAta bhautika dhananI kamANI karavAnI nathI paNa AtmAnI kamANI jJAna-dana-cAritranI che. jema bhautika lakSmInI kamANI karavA yuvAvasthA zreSTha che tema Atmika lakSmInI kamANI karavA mATe paNa yuvAnI zreSTha che. ghaDapaNamAM dhArI kamANI thaI zakatI nathI.

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337 zAradA siddhi - jyAre zarIra zithila thAya che, AyuSyane dIpaka bUjhAvAnI taiyArI thAya che tyAre meM kaMI na karyuM. huM AvuM mAnavajIvana pAmIne hArI gayo! e aphasosa thAya che kheda thAya che. A kheda thavAnuM kAraNa tamane samajAya che? huM Apane eka nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. jema keI mANasa potAne deza cheDIne paradeza kamANI karavA gayA. paccIsa varSa sudhI satata parizrama karIne ghaNuM dhana kamAye. e laIne harSabhera pitAnA vatana tarapha pAcho pharyo. rastAmAM lUMTArA maLyA ne enI paccIsa varSanI kamANI lUMTI lIdhI. belo, have enI dazA kevI thAya? kevI karuNa paristhiti sarjAya! enuM rahayuM raDI uThe. ene keI AzvAsana devA jAya te paNa raDI uThe che, paNa zuM karavAnuM? jyAM bhAgye ja rUThayuM hoya, puNya paravArI gayuM hoya, zAMti saLagI gaI hoya tyAM AnaMda ke harSa kayAMthI hoya? bhautika saMpattine viyoga mAnavIne kevuM rUdana karAve che! vinazvara saMpattinA viyoganI ciMtAne bhagavAna ArtadhyAna kahe che. temAM je AyuSyane baMdha paDe te durgatimAM utArA thAya ne? AvI rIte anaMtakALathI caturgati saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatA ApaNA jIve mahAna kaSTa veThIne puNyanI mUDI bhegI karI. tenAthI manuSyabhava pAme paNa sAcI samajaNa AvI nahi, sAvadhAna banyo nahi tethI krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, rAga, dveSa rUpI lUMTArAoe enI kamANuM lUMTI lIdhI. pachI pazcAttApa, aphasosa-duHkha ane rUdana vinA bIjuM zuM hoya? mATe zarIramAM jema che, haiyAmAM hoMza che, bhAmAM jeza che ne aMtaramAM viveka che tyAM sudhI dharmanI ArAdhanA karI lo. AvA zubha samaye je dharmakArya nahi thAya te pachI vRddhAvasthAmAM te kayAMthI karI zakAze? kAraNa ke AyuSya alpa che, jiMdagI TUMkI ne kSaNabhaMgura che. A tamAre ne mAro deha kayAre daga deze tenI khabara nathI. jyAre maraNanI ghaDIo gaNAtI hoya tyAre keIbhAgyazALI AtmAne ja ema thAya ke arere.... meM jiMdagImAM kaI na karyuM. hAthamAM AvelA amUlya avasarane hAthe karIne gumAvyo. kamANInA samaye meM beTane baMdha karyo, paNa have zuM thAya? kAle karIza. jema bharatI koInI rAha jotI nathI tema kALa paNa koInI rAha jotuM nathI. e te AyuSya pUruM thatAM sau koIne upADI jAya che. jJAnI puruSe vAraMvAra kahe che ke, he jIvaDA ! je janme che te mare che, mATe dehalakSI maTI AtmalakSI bane te jatI vakhate kheda nahi thAya. mAnavajIvana pAmIne kaMIka karyAne AnaMda thaze. kahyuM che ke "kAunidrA na hRAArita, tAva dharma samAre " jyAM sudhI indriye kSINa thaI nathI ne pAMce Indriyo pitAnuM kAma egya rIte kare che tyAM sudhI dharmanI ArAdhanA karI lo. pachI game teTalo aphasosa karaze te paNa kAma nahi Ave, jyAM sudhI AyuSyane dIpaka jale che tyAM sudhI AtmAnA svarUpane oLakhI AtmasAdhanA sAdhI lo. jema yuvAnImAM kamAyeluM dhana vRddhAvasthAmAM kAma zA, 3.

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338 zAradA siddhi lAge che, zAMti ane samAdhi Ape che tema yuvAnImAM karelI dhamanI ArAdhanA A bhavanA aMtima samaye samAdhi ane zAMti Ape che ne paralokamAM paNa jIvane mahAna sukhane bhAgI banAve che. A vAtane barAbara samajavA mATe sarva prathama jIve jJAna meLavavuM paDaze. jJAna nahi hoya te mArga nahi sUjhe. tamAre koI paNa jAtane vepAra kare hoya te te viSayanuM jJAna meLavavuM paDe che ne? ke mAla keTalA bhAve vecave, kayAre kharIdI karavI ne kyAre vecANa karavuM, kaI kavoliTIne mAla che, A badhuM jJAna meLavavuM paDe che. je jJAna meLavyA vinA baMdha kare te chetarAI jAya. ene na maLavAnI vAta te dUra rahI paNa uparathI khoTa jAya che te rIte Atmika dhana kamAvA mATe e viSayanuM jJAna meLavavuM joIe ne? jJAna sahitanI kriyA mahAna phaLa ApanArI bane che. mATe jJAna meLavo. bAhyA bhaNatara game teTaluM hoya paNa enI Atmika daSTie kaI kiMmata nathI. Aje bhaNatara ghaNuM vadhyuM che, jJAna ghaNuM vadhyuM che paNa jJAnane vikAsa ke prakAza nathI. aMtarane ukela nathI. gaNatara ane caNatara vinAnuM bhaNatara nakAmuM che. kahyuM che ne ke, bhaNyA paNa citta na karatuM, bhUla paDI e bhaNataramAM mahela caNAvyo paNa je hAle, bhUla paDI e caNataramAM." che. game teTaluM jJAna meLo paNa citta svastha na thAya, aMtaramAM zAMti na thAya ane haiyAnI sUjha na Ave te e jJAna zA kAmanuM? lAkhanA kharce moTo sAta mALane havAI mahela caNo paNa pAye majabUta na hoya te bhayaMkara varasAda, vAvAjhoDuM ke AMdhI AvatAM e makAna hacamacI UThe che ne mahela jamInadosta thaI jAya che. AvuM caNatara zA kAmanuM? evI rIte je jJAnathI AtmAmAM pavitratA na pragaTe, duHkhamAM sthira rahevAnI zakti na pragaTe e jJAna zA kAmanuM? AgaLanA mANase bhaNelA na hatA paNa emanAmAM aMtaranI sUjha, viveka ghaNe hate. eka vakhata eka zrImaMta gharamAM grejyueTa thayelI vahu paraNIne AvI. sAsunA manamAM thayuM ke mArI vahu rUpALI ne raMgIlI che vaLI bhaNelI gaNelI che paNa vyavahArika jJAna kevuM che enI huM parIkSA karuM. ema vicArI sAsue vahune kahyuM vahu beTA ! huM Aje bahAra javAnI chuM te tame gharamAM aMdhArI pheja na pesI jAya tene khyAla rAkhaje. Ama kahIne sAsu bahAra gayA paNa vahu vicAra karavA lAgI ke aMdhArI pheja vaLI kevI haze ! huM te ATaluM badhuM bhaNuM paNa A zabda kyAMya nathI AvyuM ne mArI sAsu te phakta traNa ja copaDI bhaNyA che te emanA bhaNataramAM Avo aghare zabda kayAMthI Avyo haze? aMdhArI pharaja eTale zuM ? sAMja paDI. sUryAsta thaye ne aMdhAruM chavAvA lAgyuM. e jamAnAmAM lAITa na hatI. vahu bhaNI hatI paNa gaNI na hatI. tethI bAraNAM baMdha karyA. mukhya daravAje UbhI rahI. rAta paDatA gharamAM ghera

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zAradA siddhi aMdhAruM thayuM. manamAM thayuM ke aMdhArI phoja pesI gaI. lAkaDI laIne aMdhArAne jhUDavA lAgI. gharamAM ghaNuM nukasAna thayuM. sAsujI AvyA, badhI vAta samajI gayA. dave pragaTAvI gharamAM ajavALuM karyuM ne vahune sAcuM samajAvyuM. A ja rIte AtmAmAM anaMtakALathI ajJAnane gADha aMdhakAra chavAyeluM che. ene dUra karavA mATe samyajJAnanI eka nAnakaDI dIvaDI basa thaI jaze. samyagajJAnane prakAza pAtharavA mATe AvatI kAlathI parvAdhirAja Ave che. eka mahinA agAuthI ApaNane cetavaNI ApI dIdhI che ke, he AtmAo! tame tapa ane tyAgathI tamArA AtmAne nirmaLa banAvo. ajJAnanA aMdhArA ulecI jJAnanI jhaLahaLatI rozanI pragaTAve. AtmasthAnanA sAdhano laIne paryuSaNa parvanI savArI rUmajhuma karatI Ave che. janma maraNanI mahAbImArIne dUra karavA tapa tyAganI anupama jaDIbuTTI laIne Ave che. aneka varSothI nahi paNa aneka janmathI ekaThAM karelAM karmonA samUhane halake karavA mATe tapa-tyAga saMyama dAna vigere vividha anuSThAne laIne lokettara mahAparva paryuSaNanI padharAmaNI thaI rahI che. meharUpa madirAnI pyAlI pIne enA ghenamAM cakacUra banelA mAnavIne jAgRti ApavA parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parva AvI rahyA che. karmarUpa karoLiyAnI jALamAMthI AtmAne mukta karavA paryuSaNa parvanI padharAmaNI thaI rahI che. belo, A meMgherA mahemAna keTaluM badhuM kImatI bhAtuM laIne Ave che! te tame enA vadhAmaNAM kevI rIte karaze ? parvAdhirAjanuM svAgata kevI rIte karavuM e te tame vicArI rAkhyuM haze. parvAdhirAja ApaNane AtmAnI smRti karAvavA AvyA che. e kahe che ke he jIva ! AtmAnI sanmukha thayA vinA dharmasAdhanAne AnaMda nahi anubhavAya, kAraNa ke dharmasAdhanA AtmAnI sanmukha thavA mATe che. AtmAnA lakSapUrvaka thatI dharmakriyA ja dharmakriyA kahevAya. je AtmAnuM lakSa keLavyA vinA jIvanane aMta AvI jaze te paralokamAM zuM thaze ? mATe dAna kare, brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare, saMyama lo. A pratyeka kriyAo karatAM pahelAM huM AtmA chuM. mAre mArA AtmAne vizuddha kare che A vicAra have joIe. paryuSaNa parvamAM peTa bharIne AtmAnI sAdhanA karI lo. kAla kevI ugaze tenI khabara nathI. eka moTA zaheramAM eka saMpattivAna sukhI zeTha rahetA hatA. pAse dhananI kaI kamInA na hatI. zeTha-zeThANIne eka dIkarI hatI. tenuM nAma guNavaMtI hatuM. dhIme dhIme guNavaMtI ATha varSanI thaI. guNavaMtI kharekhara guNonI khANa hatI, dekhAvamAM rUpavaMtI hatI ne guNamAM guNavaMtI hatI. mAtA pitAne e haiyAnA hAra jevI vahAlI hatI. traNe jaNA AnaMdathI rahetA hatA. zeTha zeThANI dhanavAna hatA ne sAthe dharmavAna paNa hatA, eTale pitAnI dIkarIne paNa bALapaNathI dharmanA saMskAronuM siMcana karatA. badhA

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34 zAradA siddhi Ana MdathI rahetA paNa kudaratane e sukha nA gayu. eka ja divasanI bImArImAM guNavaMtInA pitAjI gujarI gayA, eTale AnaMdamaya vAtAvaraNa zAkamaya khanI gayuM. "kAle hatA je dehu dhabakatA, dekhyA Aja nanAmImAM, suMdara kAyA rAkha svarUpe, vahetI dIThI pANImAM, samajAve Abha uparathI kharatA sitArA kayAM samajuM chuM. " 66 je pitA kAle tA enI lADIlI dIkarI guNavatIne lADa laDAvatA hatA, je pati peAtAnI pyArI patnIne premathI sAcavatA hatA te pati Aje paLavAramAM paralokavAsI banI gayA. enI suMdara kAyA agnimAM jalAvI devAmAM AvI. AvI rIte ApaNe dareke e samajavAnu` che ke vahelA ke meADA saune eka divasa A duniyAmAMthI DerA uThAvIne javAnu che mATe koInI mamatA rAkhavA jevI nathI. patinu... avasAna thavAthI guNavatInI mAtA chAtIphATa rUdana karavA lAgI. ahA nAtha ! Apa mane mUkIne kayAM cAlyA gayA ? strIone game teTaluM sukha hAya paNa enA pati cAlyA jatAM enuM saCsva lUMTAI jAya che. pati gayA pachI game teTalo paisA hAya tA paNa zu' karavAnA ? sagAvahAlA badhA guNavatInI mAtAne AzvAsana Ape che, samajAve che paNa kaI rIte enu` mana vaLatu' nathI. sagAvahAlA kayAM sudhI Ave ? gheADA divasa pachIAvatA badhA baMdha thaI gayA, paNa ahenanuM mana zAMta thatu nathI, tyAre ATha varSoMnI guNavaMtI enI mAtAne samajAve che khA! tu zAMta thA. jo tu Ama kalpAMta karyAM karIza te mAru* kANu ? mane paNa mArA pitAjI khUba yAda Ave che. ema kahIne mAtAnA kheALAmAM mAthu' mUkIne khUba raDI. pachI khAlI ke, khA ! ApaNane gurudeve kevu' sarasa samajAvyu che. mATe have tuM raDIza nahi. A rIte mAtAne samajAvatI. theDA divaseAmAM patinA viceAga thADA visAre paDaceA. pachI mA dIkarI dharmIyAna karavA lAgyA. mA dIkarI zAMtithI rahetA hatA. tyAM acAnaka mAtAne bImArI AvI ne te paNa cAlI gaI, AthI guNava'tIne bhaya'kara AdhAta lAgyA, ane bhagavAnane prArthanA karatI kahevA lAgI. arere....bhagavAna ! me' evAM te zuM pApa karyAM' ke bAlapaNamAM mArA matApitA mane choDIne cAlyA gayA! pitAnA AghAta tA hajI bhUlAyA na hatA tyAM mAtA tu kayAM cAlI gaI! mAtA hatI te! mane mIThI hUMpha maLatI hatI. have mAru' kANu ? kuTuMbamAM kAkA kAkI ke bhAI kAI na hatuM. mAsI paNa na hatA. meAsALamAM eka mAmA ane mAmI hatA. kAkA ane mAmA game teTalu' sAcave paNa mAtApitAnI teAle te na AvI zake ne? guNuvatInA pitAjI paisA khUba mUkIne gayA hatA eTale dUranA sagA paNa sagapaNu kADhIne Ave che, paNa jo pAse paisA na heAya te dUranA ke najIkanA koI sagA sAmuM jovA AvatA nathI. jenA mA-bApa satAnAne bAlapaNamAM mUkIne cAlyA jAya che enA che.karAone caudazanA vA vAI jAya che eTalA mATe kahevAya che ne ke ". A bAlapaNamAM koInA mA-bApa te marA nahi."

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34 zAradA siddhi bhale game tevA garIba mA-bApa hAya paNa mA-bApane pitAnA saMtAne vahAlA hoya che. mIThI hUMpha ApanAra mA-bApa cAlyA jatAM saMtAnone keI saguM rahetuM nathI. A guNavaMtI mAtA-pitAnA vivegamAM gUrI jhUrIne zeSAI gaI. enA mAmA mAmI kahe che, guNavaMtI! tuM amAre ghera cAla, tyAre guNavaMtI kahe che mAmA! tame ahIM ja rahe ne. mAmA kahe, beTA! amArAthI kAyama tAre ghera rahevAya nahi ne tane ekalI mUkAya nahi, mATe tuM amAre ghera cAla. ema kahI samajAvIne mAmA-mAmI guNavaMtIne potAne ghera lAvyA. mAmA te bahu bhalA che paNa mAmI te kAphara che. guNavaMtInA mA-bApanI badhI milkata potAnA kabaje karI dIdhI ne guNavaMtInI pAse gharanuM kAmakAja karAvavA lAgI. Aja sudhI eNe kaMI kAma karyuM na hatuM. te have mAmInuM badhuM kAmakAja karavA lAgI. A te khUba saMskArI hatI. dararoja sAmAyika karavAnI, cauvihAra karavAne vigere ene niyame hatA. gharanuM kAmakAja karIne nivRtta thayA pachI guNavaMtI sAmAyika laIne besI jatI paNa mAmIne e sAmAyika kare te bilakula gamatuM na hatuM. e sAmAyika laIne bese eTale kahe ke roja sAmAyika laIne zuM besI jAya che? mArA gharamAM AvuM badhuM dhatIMga nahi cAle. A bicArI kahe che, mAmI! mAre sAmAyika karavAno niyama che. huM gharanuM badhuM kAma karIne pachI sAmAyika karuM chuM. mane zA mATe Ama kare che? Ama kahe eTale mAmIne krodha vadhI . guNavaMtI te guNavaMtI ja hatI. jevA nAma tevA ja guNa hatA. Aje kaMIka bahenanuM nAma caMdanabahena hoya paNa enAmAM zItaLatAne chAMTe heta nathI, paNa guNavaMtI te enA nAma pramANe guNathI bharelI hatI. eNe nakkI karyuM ke mArA nimitte mAmIne je ATalI badhI kaSAya thAya che te have mAre e sUI jAya agara bahAra jAya tyAre ja sAmAyika karavI, eTale e mAmI UMghI jAya tyAre sAmAyika laIne besatI paNa mAmI khUba bhAre kamI hatA. ghaNI vAra UMghamAMthI uThIne jovA AvatA ke sAmAyika laIne te nathI beThI ne? je joI jAya te guNavaMtInA bAra vAgI jAya. kadAca mAmI bahAra gayA hoya ne sAmAyika laIne bese te moDA AvavAnA hoya te vahelA AvI jAya ane kALo kera macAvI de, tyAre guNavaMtInI AMkhamAMthI TapaTapa AMsu sarI paDatAM, ane enI mAtA yAda AvI jatI. ahe mA ! tuM mane mUkIne cAlI gaI tyAre mArI A dazA thaIne? mAmAnA gharanI bAjumAM vasatA pADozInI dIkarI guNavaMtInA jevI ja hatI, enI sAthe enuM mana khUba maLI gayuM hatuM eTale guNavaMtI enA sukhaduHkhanI vAta enI pAse karatI. A bahenapaNI mAmI bahAra jAya tyAre enA ghera AvatI ne mAmI AvatA pahelAM cAlI jatI. Ama karatAM guNavaMtInI mAtAne gujarI gayA eka varSa pUruM thayuM, enA mAtAnI

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34 zAradA siddhi puNyatithine divasa AvyA eTale mAtAne yAda karI khUba raDI. te divase teNe upavAsa karyo hato ne nizcaya karyo ke Aje game tema karIne mAre upAzraye javuM che ne sAmayika karavI che. gharanuM kAmakAja badhuM karI lIdhuM. pachI mAmIne kaIne ghera lagnamAM javAnuM hatuM eTale e lagnamAM gayA ne guNavaMtI enI sakhIne sAthe laIne upAzraye gaI upAzrayamAM sAdavajI birAjatA hatA. sAdavajIne vaMdana karI sAmAyika laIne eka bAju besIne guNavaMtI mALA gaNavA lAgI, tyAre sAdavIjInI najara enA upara paDI. sAdavIjI khUba guNiyala ne gaMbhIra hatA. enuM mukha joIne pArakhI gayA ke A kaI haLukamI jIva lAge che, paNa enA mAthe saMkaTa hoya tema lAge che. guNavaMtIne te sAmAyika pUrI thAya eTale tarata javAnuM hatuM. mAmInA bhayathI sAmAyika pUrI thatAM ghera jAya che tyAre sAdhvIjI kahe che, bahena ! saMsAramAM kaMI sAra nathI. guNavaMtInA bhAva UMcA hatA. lagna karavAnI enI IcchA na hatI eTale kahyuM satIjI! ApanI vAta satya che. kaTu vacanenA prahAra veThatI guNavaMtI":- guNavaMtI ghera AvI tyAre mAmI sAheba te AvI gayA hatA. te gusse karIne kahe che, kayAM bhaTakavA gaI hatI ?, tyAre guNavaMtI namratAthI kahe che mAmI ! huM kyAMya gaI na hatI. huM ahIM najIkamAM upAzraye gaI hatI, paNa mAmIe te gALenI jhaDI varasAvIne kahyuM ke, have tane jhaTa paraNAvI dauM te bhaTakatI te aTake. guNavaMtI kahe, mAmI! huM lagna karavAnI nathI. jIvanabhara brahmacArI rahevAnI chuM ne saMyamI banavAnI chuM. mAmI kahe-hA, tAre te na ja paraNavuM hoya ne! paNa mAre tane paraNAvavI che. enA mAmA dukAnethI sAMje ghera AvyA eTale kahe che have A guNavatIne jema bane tema jaladI paraNAvI de. e bahu bhaTakatI thaI gaI che, tyAre enA mAmA kahe che ke tuM je bela te vicArIne bola. mArI bhANeja evI nathI. A te kaI pavitra ane haLukamI jIva che. ApaNAM mahAna puNe ApaNA ghera enA pagalAM thayAM che. sAcuM kahuM te jyArathI e ApaNe ghera AvI tyArathI ApaNe khUba sukhI thayA chIe, mATe tene tuM kaMI kahIza nahi. guNavaMtI kahe, mAmA ! mAre brahmacArI rahIne dIkSA levI che. hA, beTA ! tuM kahIza tema karIza. guNavaMtIne parANe paraNavatI mAmI" theDA vakhata bAda mAmAne bahAragAma javAnuM thayuM. pAchaLathI mAmI sagapaNa nakkI karIne AvyA ne khoTuM bolI bhANejane nAnakaDA gAmamAM laI gaI. tyAM eka chokarA sAthe lagna karavAnI taiyArI karI. guNavaMtI khUba raDI. mAmI! mAre jIvanabhara brahmacaryanI pratijJA che paNa baLajera karI paraNAvIne cAlI gaI. samaya thatAM tenA patine kahyuM ke tame mArA bhAI che. mAre pratijJA che. ghaNuM samajAvavA chatAM jyAre te mAnatuM nathI tyAre teNe ATha divasanI mudata mAMgI. ATha divasa patine ghaNuM samajAvyo chatAM te na mAne. tenI vahAlI sakhIne khabara

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zAradA siddhi paDI ke mAmIe AveA kALA kera karyAM che tethI te gupta rIte maLavA AvI ane baMne jaNAe haiyAvarALa kADhI ane chevaTanA tene nirNaya kahyo ke, bena ! huM brahmacaryaMtA khaDana nahi karuM. A mATe huM jhera pIne marIza paNa mAru vrata te akhaDita rAkhIza. tenI vAta sAMbhaLIne tenI ahenapaNI khUba raDI. ahAhA! tArA mA-bApa cAlyA gayA tyAre tArI A dazA thaI ne! 343 " daDha pratijJAthI patinA jIvanapalTo :- " peAtAnA jIvananA aMta ANavAnI taiyArI karatI guNava'tI jyAM seAmala halAvIne pIvA jAya che tyAM tenA pati AvI caDhe che ne tenA hAthamAMthI jhUMTavI le che. te samaye tenA AtmA raDI paDe che ne kahe che ke, huM satI ! have huM tane jhera nahi pIvA dauM. tArA jevI patnInA pati anI mAru jIvana dhanya banyuM che. jA, huM AjathI akhaMDa brahmacarya pALIza. AthI guNavaMtIne khUba saMtASa thayA. guNava'tInI keTalI gaMbhIratA! enu' ziyaLa keTalu' pavitra hatu` ke enA prabhAve enA pati enI sAthe brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavA taiyAra thayA. kharekhara, guNava'tI ATalI kaseATImAM sthira rahIne patine samajAvI zakI hAya te te che mAtApitAnA 'skAranuM khaLa. "sa MtAna e saskRtinu smAraka che. " jIvananA pAyAmAM saMskAronu ghaDatara karavAmAM Ave che tenuM jIvana divya ane bhavya ane che. bhale enA mAtA pitA cAlyA gayA paNa guNavatInu jIvana te zIla ane saoNMskRtinI suvAsathI maghamaghI uThayuM hatuM. guNavaMtIne paraNyA ATha divasa thayA ane tenA pati khUba dhamI banI gayA tyAre guNavatIe kahyu. vIrA! jo tu mane rajA Ape to huM sayama lauM. tenA pati kahe, huM paNa saMyama lau. baMne dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA tyAre guNava`tInI sakhI paNa sAthe taiyAra thatAM traNe jaNAe cAritra a'gIkAra karI jIvana dhanya banAvyuM. ApaNA cAlu adhikAramAM brahmadattane jhADa nIce besADI varadhanu pANI levA gayA che. tyAM dIrAjAnA sainikoe ene pakaDI lIdhA. pachI gaDadA, pATu ane lAkaDIthI khUba mAra mAryAM chatAM brahmadattakumAra kayAM che te kahetA nathI, kAraNa ke peAtAnA prANunA bhAge paNa ene teA brahmadattakumAranI rakSA karavI hatI. sainikAe ene mArI nAMkhavAnI dhamakI ApI chatAM kumAra kayAM che e kahyu' nahi. tyAre sainiko ene bAMdhIne DhaseDI DhaseDIne jyAM brahmadattakumAra beThA hatA te tarapha laIne cAlyA. kumAra jhADa nIce beThA hatA te varadhanu jANatA hatA eTale teNe te tarapha dRSTi rAkhI. varadhanu ane kumAranI STi eka thatA kumAre dUrathI joI lIdhu ke mArI pAchaLa prANa ApanAra mitra te dIdha`rAjAnA sainikonA hAthamAM jhaDapAI gayA che. varadhanue brahmadattane tyAMthI bhAgI chUTavAnA saMketa karyAM. A sa`keta sainikonI jANamAM na AvyeA. varadhanunA saMketa samajIne brahmadattakumAra te| tyAMthI jIva laIne nApho. peTamAM bhUkha kakaDIne lAgI hatI ne tarasathI

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344 zAradA siddhi AkuLavyAkuLa thaI gayuM hatuM. AMkhe aMdhArA AvatA hatA. eka pagaluM paNa cAlavAnI zakti na hatI paNa sainikane joyA eTale lAgyuM ke huM pakaDAI jaIza te badho mAmalo khatama thaI jaze, eTale bhUkha tarasane bhUlIne pitAne jAna bacAvavA mUThIo vALIne bhAgye ne mahA bhayaMkara jaMgalamAM pahoMcyo. bhUkha tarasathI pIDAte kumAra traNa traNa divasa sudhI jaMgalamAM bhaTakaze paNa ene khAvA pIvAnuM maLyuM nahi. have calAtuM nathI. kayAM javuM ne zuM karavuM e sUjha paDatI nathI. chevaTe thAkelo brahmadattakumAra eka jhADa nIce beThe ne manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke, he bhagavAna! meM pUrvabhavamAM evAM zuM pApa karyA haze ke A duniyAmAM mAruM koI na rahyuM! harIpharIne eka mitra mAro have, mArA sukha duHkhane visAme hato te paNa mArAthI vikhUTo paDI gayo ! have huM kayAM jAuM ? mArA karmo kevAM kaThaNa che! kharekhara, meM pUrvabhavamAM puNya karyuM haze tethI rAjAne ghera mAro janma thaye paNa sAthe pApa ghaNuM karyuM haze jethI duHkha bhogavavAno samaya Avyo. nahitara AvuM duHkha mane kyAMthI Ave? kharekhara A saMsAramAM be prakAranI vyaktio hoya che. eka dharma karyA vagara saMsAramAMthI lUMTAIne jAya che tyAre bIjA saMsAramAM dharma karIne potAnA kartavyanuM pAlana karIne puNya lUMTIne jAya che. AvI rIte huM pUrvabhavamAM dharma karIne puNya lUMTIne te Avyo chuM paNa sAthe pApa luhIne lAvyo chuM. nahitara mArI A dazA hoya kharI? Ama vicAra karIne brahmadattakumAra jaMgalamAM Ama tema pharI rahyo hate. tyAM trIje divase eka tApasane je. jaMgalamAM ghUmatA brahmadattane maLelA tApasa" - traNatraNa divasathI brahmadatta ekalo jaMgalamAM ghUmate hate. keI mANasa joyuM na hatuM. Aje eNe tApasane je, eTale enA manamAM thayuM ke nakkI ATalAmAM koI Azrama hovo joIe. tethI mane kaMIka Azraya maLaze evA vicArathI brahmadattane kaMIka zAMti vaLI ne pitAnA jIvananI AzA baMdhAI. brahmadattakumAre tApasanI pAse jaIne pUchayuM bhavana ! Apane Azrama kayAM che? tyAre tApase kahyuM bhAI! amAro Azrama ahIM najIkamAM ja che. cAlo, huM tamane laI jAuM. ema kahIne tApasa brahmadattakumArane laIne potAnA kulapati pAse Azrame AvyA. kulapatine joIne brahmadattakumAre namaskAra karyA. enuM mukha joIne tApasanA kulapatinA manamAM thayuM ke nakkI, A koI rAjakumAra lAge che, paNa duHkhane mAryo A jaMgalamAM AvI pahoMce che. baMdhuo! atyAre brahmadattakumAra karmanA udaye duHkhamAM che paNa bhaviSyamAM cakravati bananAra che. bhUtakALamAM khUba tapa karIne AvyA che eTale emanA mukha uparanA teja chAnAM rahe kharAM? caMdra-sUrya game tevA vAdaLa nIce DhaMkAI gayA heya paNa enA teja chUpA rahe kharAM? "nA, e te dekhAI ja Ave che, evI rIte puNyavAna che upara game tevA vipattine vAdaLAM AvI gayAM

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zAradA siddhi 345 hoya paNa enA teja chAnAM rahetAM nathI. ema kulapati brahmadattanuM mukha joIne samajI gayA ke A kaI puNyavAna AtmA che. " kalapatinA samAgamathI brahmadattane thayelo saMtoSa" :- kulapatie brahmadattakumArane pUchayuM bhAI! tame kyAMthI Ave che? Aje ghaNAM vakhate brahmadatta bhAI zabda sAMbhaLe. enA me me AnaMda thaye. eNe kahyuM, bhagavana! khUba bhUkhyA tarasyo chuM. mArAthI bhUkha-terasa sahana thatI nathI. mane kaMIka khAvAnuM Ape eTale tApasIe ene bhejana karAvyuM ne ThaMDu pANuM ApyuM. enI bhUkha tarasa zAMta thayA pachI kulapatie pUchayuM, have tame kaho ke A vanamAM tamAruM Agamana kayAMthI thayuM? brahmadattane vAta karavAno koI visAmo na hato. ene thayuM A to mahAtmA leke che eTale mArI gupta vAta kaIne karaze nahi. ema samajIne pitAnA pitAjI gujarI gayA pachI mAtA dIrgharAjamAM mohAMdha banI che ne pitAne bALI mUkavA jevuM kapaTa karyuM ne pote ahI kevI rIte Avyo te badhI vAta kulapatine kahI. kumAranI vAta sAMbhaLIne kulapatie kahyuM beTA ! huM tArA pitA brahArAjAne moTo bhAI chuM. meM bALapaNathI tApasapaNuM aMgIkAra karyuM che. to have A tArA pitAnuM ja ghara che. have tuM kaI jAtanI ciMtA na karIza. A tAruM ghara mAnIne AnaMdathI rahe. tApasanA AzvAsanabharyA madhura vacane sAMbhaLIne jANe enA bApa maLyA hoya e brahmadattane AnaMda thayo ane sukhapUrvaka tyAM rahevA lAgyo. pate te ahI zAMtithI rahe che paNa potAnA jIvana sAthI varadhanunuM zuM thayuM haze? enI kaI dazA haze? enI kumArane khUba ciMtA thavA lAgI. brahmadatta kumArane tApasanA Azrame lagabhaga eka varSa jeTalo samaya pasAra thaI gaye. kumAranuM ajoDa parAma" - game tema toya kSatriyane bacce che ne! eTale ene navarA besI rahevuM game nahi. A tApasane dhanurvidyA AvaDatI hatI. temanI pAsethI kumAre eka varSamAM dhanurvidyA barAbara zIkhI lIdhI. eka vakhata zaraduRtunA divase cAlatA hatA. tApase pitAnI bhajana sAmagrI meLavavA mATe bahAra jatA hatA tyAre brahmadattakumAra paNa emanI sAthe cAlyo. vananI zobhA jotA jotA badhA cAlyA jatA hatA tyAM acAnaka eka gAMDetUra banelo madonmata hAthI doDate enI sAme AvyuM. tApasoe kahyuM kumAra! tame bAjumAM khasI jAo paNa kumAra khasyA nahi. hAthI doDate enI pAse AvyA. ghaNuM jorathI cItkAra karyo. cItkAra sAMbhaLIne kumAre potAnuM uttarIya-uparanuM vastra utArIne tenA para pheMkayuM. te hAthIe pitAnI sUMDhathI pakaDIne UMce AkAzamAM uchALyuM tyAre kumAre e vastrane kuzaLatAthI addhara jhIlI lIdhuM. kodhathI dhamadhamatA hAthIne potAnA tarapha doDI Avate jaIne kumAra AmathI tema goLa goLa pharavA lAgyuM, eTale hAthI paNa enI pAchaLa pharavA zA. 4

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346 zAradA siddhi lAgyA. Ama karatA ghaNI vAra thaI eTale hAthI tA thAkI gayA paNa kumAra na thAkayA. chevaTe thAkIne hAthI zAMta thaIne maMdamaMda gatie cAlavA lAgyA. kumAra paNa enI pAchaLa cAlavA lAgyA. hAthI cAlatA cAlatA pUrva dizA tarapha vaLyA. gheADe dUra cAlyA tyAM eka jINu nagara Avyu. nagara teA ghaNu vizALa ane suMdara hatuM paNa zUnya hatuM. jema merakhI zahera gAjatu ne gU jatu hatu. paNa Aje pANIe vinAza sarjyo ne mArakhI zahera veravikhera thaI gayu' che. mANasAnI behAla dazA thaI gaI che. jyAM ne tyAM mANasAnI lAze paDelI che. ghaNAM gharo paDI gayAM che. mAla-sAmAna pANImAM taNAI gayA che, paNa dharmasthAnakAne AMca nathI AvI. tema ja kaMIka khacI gayA che. ahAhA....A zu' ? puNyapApanA khela. jyAM kumAra jAya che tyAM gAma salAmata che paNa vastI nathI. AthI tene vicAra thayA ke nagara kema zUnya dekhAya che ? Azcaryacakti banIne cAre bAju najara nAMkhata nagaranA daravAjethI teNe praveza karyAM. nagaramAM jatAM rastAmAM vAMsanI jALa pAse eka ANu ane talavAra joyA, eTale kumAranA manamAM thayu` ke AvI A--va'zajALavAMsaDAnI jALa kANe racI haze ne A talavAra keANe mUkI haze ? ema vicAra karIne talavAra uMcakIne vAMsaDAnI jALa upara phekI eTale tarata vAMsaDAnI jALa kapAI gaI ne temAMthI eka mANasanuM dhaDa kapAIne nIce paDayuM. talavAra lohIthI kharaDAI gaI. A joIne brahmadatta kumAranA manamAM thayuM ke, ahA ! A zu ? A nagaramAM te eka cakaluM paNa pharakatuM nathI ne A jALamAM mANasa kayAMthI ? kumAre jhINavaTathI tapAsa karIne joyuM te jenuM dhaDa eka bAju paDayu' hatu ne mastaka bIjI khAjI paDyuM' hatuM. e koI sudara puruSa hatA. enA hAthamAM pAna, karyAM, nADAchaDI vagere vastuo hatI. A badhu joIne brahmadatta kumAranA dilamAM khUba du:kha thayuM. ahA, huM kevA pApI chu'! adhama chuM! vagara vicAye me A kAI niraparAdhI manuSyane kApI nAMkhyA. enA manamAM thayuM ke nakkI A koI vidyAsAdhaka puruSa haze. e keTalI hAMzathI, mananA keTalA manArathA sAthe vidyAnI sAdhanA karI rahyo haze! me enA talavAranA eka jhATake e TukaDA karI nAMkhyA ! brahmadattane A mANasane mAravAnA bhAva na hatA. ene khabara na hatI ke A vAMsaDAnI jALa nIce koI puruSa che. eNe te sheje talavAra vAMsaDAnI jALa upara phUMkI ane niraparAdhI puruSa kapAI gayeA, tethI brahmadattanA dilamAM khUba duHkha thayuM. te peAtAnA pApane pazcAtApa karatA peAtAne hajArA vAra dhikkAratA AgaLa cAlyA. peAtAnI cAra dRSTi cAre tarapha pheravatA nagarane jotA AgaLa gayA. tyAM teNe eka sudara majhAnA ra'gabera'gI sugaMdhita puSpo ane vividha prakAranA phaLanA vRkSeAthI yukta bagIce joyA eTale tarata te khagIcAmAM javAnuM mana thayuM. bagIcA khUba AkarSaka ne

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zAradA siddhi 347 manohara hite. kumAre bagIcAmAM praveza karyo. bagIcAnI zobhA nihALate te AgaLa cAlyA. jema jema AgaLa cAlato gayo tema tema tenuM Azcarya vadhatuM gayuM ke, aho! AvA nirjana ane ujajaDa zaheramAM Avo suMdara naMdanavana je bagIce kayAMthI? vastI vagara bagIce navapallavita kayAMthI? Ama aneka prakAranA saMkalpa vikalpa karate AgaLa cAlyo. tyAM te eNe sAta mALane eka bhavya mahela je. AthI kumAranuM Azcarya vadhyuM. Azcarya mugdha banelA brahmadatta mahelamAM praveza karyo. sIDI caDhatA caDhatA sAtamA mALe pahoMcyo. tyAM zuM Azcarya jeze te vAta avasare. caritra - bhadrAe suzIlA ane tenA bALakone DhaseDIne gharanI bahAra kADhI mUkyA. pitAnI patnInI ne putranI A dazA joIne bhImasenanuM hRdaya kaMpI UyuM. arere.... karme mane chinnabhinna karI nAMkhe. rAjarANI suzIlAnI A dazA ! mArA jIvatAM ene AvAM duHkha bhogavavA paDe che! bhImasena paNa A apamAna sahana na karI zake. kulina puruSo bhUkhanuM duHkha sahana karI zake che, garIbAIne jIravI zake che paNa AvuM kalaMka ane apamAna sahana karI zakatA nathI. AthI bhImasena raDatI AMkhe ne baLatA haiye suzIlA tathA bALakane raDatA kakaLatA laIne zerInI bahAra nIkaLe. te vakhatanuM dazya khUba karUNa hatuM. loke bolavA lAgyA ke A bicArA nirdoSa mANasonA mAthe bhadrAe kera karyo. bhUkhyA tarasyA bicArA kayAM jaze ? ema meDhathI belIne dayA karavA lAgyA. "niSphara hRdayI bhadrA" :- bhImasena ane suzIlAne raDatA joIne devasenA ane ketusena paNa hIbakAM bharIne raDavA lAgyA ne suzIlAnA gaLe vaLagIne pUchavA lAgyA he bA ! zeThANIe ApaNane kema kADhI mUkayA ? e lAMbA lAMbA hAtha karIne tane kema vaDhatI hatI ? tyAM te nAne ketusena pUche che : bA-bApujI! have ApaNe kayAM jaIzuM? beTA! bhAgya laI jaze tyAM jaIzuM. cAre jaNane nirAdhAra jatA joIne zeThanuM dila dravI UThayuM. arere...A zuM karaze? zuM khAze ? A kumaLAM phUla jevAM bALakanuM have zuM thaze ? lAvane thoDuM anAja ApuM. te game tyAM jaIne rAMdhI khAze. ema vicAra karIne bheDA ghauM, bAjarI, cokhA, dALa vagerenI eka poTalI bAMdhIne zeThANIthI chAnAmAnA pioTalI saMtADIne bhImasenane ApavA mATe bahAra nIkaLyA. tyAM bhadrAne joI gaI eTale tarata vAMdarAnI jema kudake mArIne eNe zeThanA hAthamAMthI piTalI jhUMTavI lIdhI ne kahyuM, huM beTuM kahuM chuM ke tamArI dAnata ja kharAba che. ema kahIne eka saLagatA lAkaDAne jorathI zeTha upara prahAra karyo tethI zeThanuM mana udvigna banI gayuM. zeTha kaMTALIne dukAne cAlyA gayA ne bhadrA te jANe kaMI banyuM nathI e dekhAva karIne sUI gaI bhImasena, suzIlA ane baMne bALake cAre jaNa raDatI AMkhe gAmanI bhAgoLe

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348 zAradA siddhi eka jhADa nIce jaIne beThA. pachI bhImasena zeThanI dukAne AvI hAtha joDI prArthanA karavA lAge ke, zeThajI ! zeThANIe te amane dhakakA mArIne kADhI mUkyA. tame dayA karIne anAja ApavA AvyA te paNa zeThANIe jhUMTavI lIdhuM. te have amAre zuM khAvuM? mAre eka mahinAne pagAra caDhaye che te tame mane ApI de, te ame kaMIka lAvIne khAI zakIe. bhImasenanI vAta sAMbhaLIne zeTha te vicAramAM paDI gayA, kAraNa ke emaNe nakkI karyuM hatuM ke dukAnamAMthI eka rAtI pAIno kharca na kare, ane bIjI je kaMI rakama hatI te badhI ghera che ne te bhadrAne khabara che tethI laI zakAya tema nathI. A te caDhelo pagAra devAne hatuM chatAM zeDa mauna rahyA. zeTha dayALu khUba hatA paNa sAthe lobhI ghaNA hatA. eTale gAMThethI paisA chUTatA na hatA, paNa caDhelo pagAra te Apa paDene ? zeThe be rUpiyA ApIne kahyuM : le A tAre pagAra.. "lobhI zeThanA dilamAMthI vidAya letI dayA" - zeThe pagAranA be rUpiyA ApyA temAMthI bhImasene eka rUpiyAmAM thALI-vATako ne loTa kharIda karyA, ane eka rUpiyAmAMthI leTa dALa, cokhA, ghauM vagere anAja lAvyA. have rahevA mATe ghara na hatuM eTale emaNe lAkaDA, ghAsa vagere zodhI lAvIne eka jhUMpaDI banAvIne temAM rahevA lAgyA. eka rUpiyAmAMthI je anAja lAvyuM hatuM tenAthI cha divasa TUMkA thayA pachI badhuM khalAsa thaI gayuM, eTale AjIvikAne prazna te pAcho Ubho ja rahyo. have kayAM jAuM, zuM karavuM te bhImasenane sUjhatuM nathI. chatAM vicAra karyo ke lAva, mArA upakArI zeTha pAse jAuM e jarUra mane madada karaze. ema vicArI pAche zeThanI pAse AvyA ne be hAtha joDIne AjIjI karate kahe che : zeTha! tame ApelA be rUpiyA khalAsa thaI gayA. have amAruM zuM ? ame kayAM jaIe ? zeThajI ! Apa te khUba dayALu che, sajajana puruSo te haMmezA duHkhI upara dayA kare che. Apa mArA upara dayA kare ne mane bhojana mATe kaMIka vyavasthA karI Ape. kAM te mane tamAre tyAM pharIthI nokarIe rAkhI lo. zeThe kahyuM ke mArAthI have kAMI bane tema nathI. zeThanI vAta sAMbhaLIne bhImasena vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke ame baMne mANasoe A zeThane tyAM tana teDIne kAma karyuM chatAM Aje mArA sAmuM jotA nathI. emanA gherathI hAthe page nIkaLyA chIe chatAM mArA pagAra uparAMta rAtI pAI ApI nathI. bhImasena zeThane khUba karagaryo paNa zeThe dAda na dIdhI eTale bhImasena dIna vadane khAlI hAthe zeThanI dukAnethI pAcho pharyo ne ciMtA karate karate cAlavA lAge. duHkha dUra karavA batAvelo raste" - enA manamAM hajAre prazno UThatA hatA ke have mAre kayAM javuM, zuM karavuM? jaIza eTale bALake pUchaze ke bApujI ! kaMI khAvAnuM lAvyA, te huM zuM ApIza ? arere...bhagavAna ! A dukhene aMta kayAre Avaze ? Ama ciMtAtura banIne bhImasena lamaNe hAtha daIne rastAmAM eka

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zAradA siddha 349 bAju para beThe che ne AMkhamAMthI AMsu paDe che. te vakhate tyAMthI eka sajajana puruSa nIkaLe. eNe bhImasenane glAna cahero joIne pUchyuM ke, tuM keNa che ? tArI mukhamudrA jetA ema lAge che ke tArA upara ghaNI moTI Aphata AvI gaI che. bhAI ! je hoya te tuM mane kahe. mArAthI banatI sahAya karIza. sajajana mANasanI pavitratA ane gaMbhIratA joIne bhImasene pitAnI vItakakathA kahI saMbhaLAvI. enI kahAnIe sajajana mANasanA dilane DelAvyuM. arere...mAnavI jevA mAnavInI A dazA ? vidhinA lekha alaukika che. kharekhara, karma sattA ghaNI niSphara che. bhImasenanI vAta sAMbhaLIne ene khUba dayA AvI eTale kahyuM -bhAI! tamAruM duHkha dUra karavA mATe eka upAya batAvuM. sAMbhaLo. bAraha yojana Apa padhAre, nagarI purapaIThAna, batrIsa rUpiyA rAjA deva, rahane kAje makAna. ahIMthI bAra jojana dUra paThANapura nAmanuM eka nagara che. e nagaramAM ghaNuM dhanavAna ane udAra puruSo rahe che. e nagaramAM arijaya nAme rAjA rAjaya kare che. e rAjA ghaNuM dayALu ne paropakArI che. te dara cha mahine prajAnA duHkha darda jANavA bahAra nIkaLe che, ane aneka duHkhIone madada karI temano uddhAra kare che. jarUriyAtavALAne dhana Ape che. bhUkhyAne bhajana ane navastrAne vastra Ape che. gharabAra vinAnAne rahevA mATe ghara Ape che, bekArane nekarI Ape che, apaMgonuM rakSaNa kare che, sAdhusaMtonI sevA kare che. pitAnA karmacArIone yogya InAma Ape che. jIvananirvAha mATe te dareka karmacArIone pratimAse batrIsa rUpiyA Ape che. Ama aneka rIte dayA dharmanuM pAlana kare che. A rAjAnA jamAI te temanAthI paNa vadhu sahAya Ape che. dara mahine te cesaTha rUpiyA Ape che. jamAInuM nAma jitazatru che. te bhAI! badhI ciMtAo cheDI tame purapaIThana nagare pahoMcI jAo. tyAM tamAruM jaldI kalyANa thaze. have A bAbatamAM bhImasena suzIlAne pUchaze tyAre suzIlA zuM kaheze te avasare. baMdhuo ! samaya te thaI gayo che. AvatI kAle ApaNA meMgherA mahemAna paryuSaNa parvanI padharAmaNa che. Aja divasa ApaNane maMgala vadhAmaNI Ape che. have A parvanA divasomAM zuM karavuM tene vicAra karI ArAdhanAmAM ujamALa banaze. OM zAMti HT vyAkhyAna naM. 35 zrAvaNa vada 13 ne semavAra "aThThAI dhara" tA. 20-8-79 "ArAdhanAnuM elAma" sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMta karUNAsAgara, zAsana samrATa

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350 zAradA siddhi zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe sADAbAra varSane eka pakhavADiyA sudhI aghera sAdhanA karI kama jaMjIne toDavA samyak puruSArthanA kuhADA upADyA ane ghAtI karmone kSaya karI kevaLa jJAnanI divya jyoti pragaTAvI. evA bhagavAne ArAdhanA karavA mATe A panotuM paryuSaNa parva rajU karyuM. A parva lokeAra parva che. je parvanI ArAdhanA karavAthI AtmA lokanA mAthe eTale ke mokSa maMjile pahoMcI jAya che. parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parva eTale AtmAne pApathI pele pAra pahoMcADanAra pAvana parva. samasta saMsArane saMgrAma nahi paNa kSamAne saMdeza suNAvatuM, hiMsAnA ghora vaTavRkSane mULane ukheDIne ahiMsAne aMkura pAvatuM, A mahAna maMgalakArI parva ApaNane elAna karIne kahe che ke zatrunA hRdayamAM rahelI zatrutAne premanI talavArathI teDI nAMkhe, premanuM pANI pIvaDAvo, kSamAnuM sarabata dharo te zatru paNa tamAro mitra banIne tamArA caraNamAM ALoTaze. preraNavaMtu pAvanakArI paryuSaNa parva jenA punita pagale mAnavamAM paDelI suSupta zaktio jAgrata bane che. varSamAM kaMI na karanAra A parvanI preraNA pAmI pAvanakArI bane che. eka zahera, eka gAma ke jenuM eka ghara evuM nahi hoya ke je pAvanakArI mahAparvanA panotA pagalAthI navapallavita na banyuM hoya ! AkAzamAM karaDe tArAone prakAza sUryanA prakAzamAM samAI jAya tema A mahAparvane prakAza bahAranI rozanIne jhAMkhI pADI aMtaranA aMdhakArane nAza karI AtmaprakAzanI divyajati pragaTAve che. ke A parvAdhirAja parvanuM maMgala Agamana thatAM nAnA moTA saunA aMtaramAM AnaMdanI saravANIo phUTe che. navapallavita gulAba pitAnI maghamaghATa bharI suvAsane cAre bAju prasarAve tema dharma rUpI puSpanI suvAsane prasarAvatuM A parva ApaNA AMgaNe AvIne UbhuM che. A parva saunA dilamAM maitrIbhAvanuM tathA ahiMsAnuM pavitra jharaNuM relAve che. viSayamAM pAgala banelAonI zAna ThekANe lAve che. mehanI gADha nidrAmAM poDhI rahelA AtmAone jAgRta kare che. anAdikALanA mahinA tathA kuvAsanAnA saMskArane dUra karI AtmArUpI upavanamAM dharmanI pamarATa prasarAve che. AtmAmAM apUrva utsAha ane baLa pragaTAve che. AtmA sAthe cirakALathI saMgrAma khelI rahelA ATha karmo rUpI mahA baLavAna dhAne sAmane karI AtmAne javalaMta vijaya prApta karAvI mokSanA mahAsuone bhoktA banAve che. parva be prakAranA che. laukika ane lokettara. je parvomAM kevaLa raMgarAganuM prAdhAnya hoya che te laukika parva. A parvonuM AdhyAmika dRSTie mahatva nathI. parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parva AtmAne UdarvagatinA ropAna sara karAvanAra lekottara parva che. A parvamAM raMgarAganuM mahatva nathI. raMgarAgane te tilAMjalI ApavAmAM Ave che. A parvamAM te mahattva che virAga ane tyAganuM. A parvanI ArAdhanA karavAthI lokettara

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351 zAradA siddhi divya sukha maLe che. A parva jinazAsananA zaNagAra rUpa che. A parvanA vadhAmaNAM kevI rIte karazo? A parvanA senerI divasamAM aMtaranA AMgaNe kSamAnA AsopAlava bAMdhI, ArAdhanAnI vividha raMgoLI pUrI tapa tyAganI diveTa pUrIe jethI AtmAnA eraDAmAM jhaLahaLato prakAza phelAze. A maMgalakArI divasomAM badhAnA dila kemaLa rahe che. A parva ApaNane e saMdeza Ape che ke A divasamAM dila svaccha, zuddhane nirmaLa banAvaje, ane eTalo nirNaya karaje ke je mArI jIvana jatane bUjhavI nAMkhe che. sadguNone nAza kare che tevA krodhAdi kaSAyone mAre jItavA che. krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lobha e cAre kaSAye che. kaSAyathI AtmA malIna bane che. kaSAya eTale kaSa+Aya. jenAthI saMsArane lAbha thAya, saMsAramAM rakhaDavuM paDe tenuM nAma kaSAya. tamane kapaDAM svaccha game che, sUvAnI zayA svaccha game che. jamavAnI thALI, besavAnA sophA badhuM svacha game che te jJAnI kahe che ke A divasomAM tamArA AtmAne paNa svaccha nirmaLa ane pavitra banAvaje. AjanA divasanuM nAma che aThThAIdhara. dhara eTale pakaDavuM. zuM pakaDavuM? paisA pakaDavA ? saMsAra ane saMsAranA sukha pakaDavA ? nA..nA...A mATe bhagavAna pharamAve che ke AjathI AThamA divase saMvatsarI mahAparva Avaze. e parvane pakaDIne, lakSamAM rAkhIne kaSA para vijaya meLavIne tArA jIvananI dIvAla nirmaLa ane zuddha banAva. eka subhASitakAre kaSAyane agni sAthe sarakhAvI che. bhayaMkara bhaDakA rUpe dekhAtI agninuM mULa eka nAnakaDo taNakho hoya che tema krodhamAMthI jAgatA bhayaMkara virodhanuM mULa zarUAtamAM te eka nAnakaDI bhUla hoya che. agni jyAMthI pragaTe tyAM ene pahelAM bALe che jyAre krodha bIjAne te bALe tyAre bALe paNa pahelAM te e pitAne AtmAnA guNone baLe che. agni saLage pachI ene mANasanuM ke dhanasaMpattinuM keInuM bhAna rahetuM nathI tema krodhI mANasane paNa nAnA moTAne, aparAdhI ke niraparAdhIne khyAla rahetuM nathI. kaSAyo ApaNe keDe pakaDIne jIvanane barabAda karI rahyA che. kaSAye AtmAnuM keTaluM nukasAna kare che te batAvatA zAstrakAra bhagavAna bolyA che ke, ahe vayanti kAheNaM, mANeNaM ahamA gi| mA zaru ghahipALo, mAgo Tu marSa utta. a. gAthA 24 krodhathI jIva narakagatimAM jAya che, mAnathI nIca gatimAM jAya che, mAyAthI sagatinI prAptimAM rUkAvaTa thaI jAya che, ane lobhathI A leka ane paraloka saMbaMdhI bhaya rahe che, mATe kaSAya rUpI duzmanI dostI karavA jevI nathI. eka vakhata eka ziSya vinayapUrvaka gurUdevane vaMdana karIne prazna pUche che ke he guru bhagavaMta! Apa mane koI e suMdara ne saraLa mArga batAve ke jethI huM

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para zAradA siti muktinagarIne meLavI zake, tyAre gurUe kahyu' he ziSya ! sAMbhaLa. kaSAyeA upara sapUrNa vijaya meLave te jIvane meAkSanI prApti thAya che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 29mA adhyayanamAM bhagavAnane prazna karyAM che he bhagavata! kasAya pazca khANeNu bhaMte! jIve ki jayaI? kaSAyeAnA paccakkhANathI jIvane zu phaLa prApta thAya ? tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM 'kasAya paccakkhANeNu' viyarAgabhAva' jayaI, vIyarAgabhAva' paDivanne viyaNuM jIve samasuhadukhe yAvi bhavaI !! kaSAyanA paccakkhANuthI jIvane vItarAga bhAvanI prApti thAya che. vItarAga bhAvane pAmelA jIvane sukha ane duHkha ane samAna hAya che. kaSAyAne dUra karavAthI AtmasAdhanA thAya che. jema jema kaSAyeA ghaTatI jAya, dUra thatI jAya tema tema AtmA guNusthAnaka upara caDhatA jAya che. kaSAya agiyAramA vItarAgI guNasthAnaka sudhI che. 11 mA guNasthAnaka sudhI caDhelo jIva jo sukSma loLanA udaya thAya te kaSAya agni pragaTatAM nIce cheka pahelAM guNasthAnaka sudhI paTakAI jAya che. tamAru* guNasthAnaka pAMcamu che ne amAru* guNasthAnaka chaThThuM che. ahIM paNu kaSAyeA che, paNa purUSArtha karavAthI te dhIme dhIme ma'da thaI jAya cheH A ma'gala parvanI ArAdhanA sArA mUlyavAna vastro ane kImatI alakAro paheravAthI thatI nathI paNa kAcA upara vijaya meLavavAthI thAya che. krodhe sarjelo Aja sudhInA karUNa itihAsa jo koI khullI AMkhe eka vAra vAMce te ene krodha upara krodha AvyA vinA rahe nahi. jeTalo krodha bhayaMkara che teTalA mAna, mAyA ane lobha paNu bhayaMkara che. jIvatuM jyAM mAna haNAya tyAM krodha agni prajaLI uThe che. mAnarUpI ajagarane jItavA sahelo nathI. mAyA ane lobha paNa bhayaMkara che. kAyA zatru utpanna karAve che ne paraspara mitratAne toDAve che, mATe bhagavAna paNa kahe che ke AtmAe ! jo tame vame catta iyono 7 muinte diyamaqLo / AtmAnu hita icchatA haiA te cAra kaSAya rUpa doSAnuM vamana karI do. kaSAyA pApI che, e saMsArarUpI vRkSanA mULamAM pANI sI'cavAnu kAma kare che tethI sa'sAra vRkSa phAlyu. phUlyu rahe che, mATe kaSAyeA rUpI AMtarazatru sAme khUba sAvadhAna rahevAnI jarUra che. jema khadhA eTale pAkaTa mANasa eka vakhata gharamAM peTho ke pachI nIkaLe nahi te rIte kaSAyA paNa kha'dhA mANasa jevI che. tenI khadhAI teA keTalI badhI che ke sAdhupaNAnI ucca kakSAe paheAMcavA chatAM A kaSAyA emane gaLacImAMthI pakaDe che. eka sAmAnya duzmana hoya te paNa ApaNe enAthI sAvadhAna rahIe chIe. jo jarA gAphela rahyA tA e lAkaDI mArI jAya che tyAre ahIMyA kaSAya e te sAmAnya duzmana nahi paNa gaLAvADha duzmana che. pAche te eka vakhatano ke eka bhavanA duzmana nahi paNa bhavAbhavane duzmana che. te tenA bhaya keTalo hovA joIe ?

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zAradA siddhi 353 jarA krodha karyo, mAna, mAyAmAM phasAyA ke lobhamAM lalacAyA tyAM basa e tamArA para caDhI besI durgatimAM roLI nAMkhavA taiyArI thaI jAya, mATe have e kaSAye sAme ApaNA AtmAnuM rakSaNa karavuM joIe ke enA zaraNe javuM joIe? haju kaSAyonI bhayaMkaratA ane ene pIche pakaDavAnI kaTTaratA pichAnI nathI eTale bephikara thaIne pharIe chIe nahitara te mavAlI guMDAnI jema enA paDachAyAthI dUra bhAgatA hata. baMdhuo ! dUdhamAM sAkarane badale mIThuM paDI gayuM te ararara....A zuM karyuM? ema thaI jAya. davA pIvA mATe davAnI bATalI belI davA pIvA lIdhI tyAM bATalI para najara gaI ke A poIjhana che te tyAM ekadama arere...meM A davA kayAM pIvA lIdhI ema thAya che. makAnanI sIDI caDhatAM eka pagathiyuM bhUlathI cUkAI gayuM ne gabaDI paDayA to ahAhA thAya che paNa jIvanamAM krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha AvI jAya tyAre ararara....meM A zuM karyuM? e akasesa bharyo raNakAra AtmAmAM thAya che? laukika nukasAnane khaTakAre che eTalo Atmika nukasAnane nathI. tame jainakuLamAM janmyA che. jinazAsanane mAnanArA che te jina eTale zuM? khabara che? kaSAyone jItyA te jina ane kaSAye rUpI paradezI zAsakene bhagADavA mATe jhaMDA laIne phare te jaina. kaSAnI sAme tenI AMkho lAlacaLa hoya. jema paradezI prajA tamArA deza para AkramaNa kare tyAre tenI sAme keTalA pAvaravALe ane khUnasavALA rahe che? basa, e paradezIone te bhAratanI bahAra bhagADI mUkIe. emaNe te amane kacarI nAMkhyA che. A nyAye samaje. kapAye zuM paradezI nathI ? kaSAya e AtmAnI vibhAva dazA che eTale e paradezI che. eNe zuM AtmAnA guNene satyAnAza nathI saryo ? A kaSAya rUpI dumanenI sahAyathI AtmA pote ja potAnuM nikaMdana kADhe che. kakSAnA pariNAme saMsAra akhaMDa rahe che. saMsArane puSTa karanArA pApane jene khapa nathI teNe kaSAyathI dUra rahevuM joIe. kaSAya Ave ke samajavuM ke pApane paheregIra Avyo. kaSAyathI pApa, pApathI karma ane karmathI saMsAra ubhuM rahe che. saMsAra ubhe che tene te pachI pUchavAnuM zuM ? saMsAramAM duHkhAnA moTA samudAya khaDakAyelA che, duHkhonA ToLA phare che mATe je kaSAyathI kaMTALyA hoya temaNe kAne cheDI devA joIe. anaMtakALathI kaSAyanI cAlI AvatI kuTeva sAme killebaMdhI karavI joIe, eTale koInI sAme kSamA. mAnanI sAme namratA, mAyAnI sAme saraLatA ane lobhanI sAme saMteSa rUpa killebaMdhI thAya to A kaSAya rUpI DAkuo AtmAmAM pravezI zake nahi, mATe bhagavata kahe che ke, A AMtaraduzmananI mastI ane dastI karatA nahi. je karaze te anaMta bhava sudhI ThekANuM nahi paDe. kapAye keTaluM ahita kare che te nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. zA. 45

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354 zAradA siddhi eka vakhata be benaDIe gurUdevanA darzana karavA gaI. darzana karI gurUdevane vaMdana namaskAra karIne pUche che aha gurU bhagavaMta! amArA dIkSita banelA bhAI kayAM che? jyAre caudapUrvanuM jJAna apAtuM hatuM te samayanI A vAta che. te munie khUba vinaya vivekapUrvaka gurUdeva pAsethI jJAna meLavyuM hatuM. jJAnI kahe che ke je jJAna vinaya ane samajaNapUrvaka bhaNAya te te maMtrarUpa banI jAya che. navakAramaMtra e mahAnamaMtra che. je tene zraddhAthI vinaya sahita bhaNavAmAM Ave te e mahAnamaMtra banI jaze. zabda tene te che paNa bhAvamAM pharaka che. eka gAmamAM eka vRddha mAtAne eka dIkare hate. mAtA khUba duHkhIyArI che. mahenata majUrI karIne AjIvikA calAve che. garIbI che paNa garIbAImAM amIrI ghaNuM che. tenA chokarAnuM nAma haMsa hatuM. mAtAe pitAnA lADakavAyA putranuM jIvana ghaNAM suMdara saMskArothI ghaDayuM hatuM tethI haMsanuM jIvana paNa sadguNenI suvAsathI mahekI rahyuM hatuM. haMsa moTo thatAM mAtAe tene ghaNAM kaTa veThIne bhaNu. haMsa bhaNIgaNIne hoziyAra che, paNa mAtRbhakti te bhUlatuM nathI. mAtAnI sevA khUba kare che. AthI mAtAne khUba saMtoSa thaye. haMsa bhaNIgaNIne taiyAra thaye eTale tene koI sArI mIlamAM nokarI maLI gaI. have mA dIkare sukhapUrvaka jIvana nibhAvavA lAgyA. mAtAne putra pratye khUba lAgaNI che, vAtsalyanA vaheNa vahe che. mAtA te sadA saMtAne mATe hita IcchatI hoya che. tene prema niHsvArtha hoya che. A putrane mAtA upara khUba prema ane pUjyabhAva che, mAtRdevo bhavaH e sUtra tenA hRdayamAM ketarAI gayuM che. kharekhara je saMtAnothI mAtApitAne zAMti maLe ane temanuM haiyuM Thare te sAcA dIkarA paNa je saMtAne mA-bApane azAMti kare, temanuM haiyuM bALe, temanI AjJAne anAdara kare te dIkarI nahi paNa ThIkarA che. e saMtAna nathI paNa zetAna che. A haMsane je pagAra maLe che temAMthI baMnene saMtoSathI jIvananirvAha thaI zake che. A baMnenI dharma pratyenI bhAvanA ane zraddhA paNa khUba che. eka vakhatanA prasaMgamAM evuM banyuM ke haMsane nekarIethI AvatAM moDuM thaI gayuM. sUryAsta thaI gaye. amAsa jevuM ghamaghera bhayaMkara aMdhAruM chavAI gayuM, te samayamAM atyAranA jevI lAITa na hatI. AvA aMdhArAmAM AvatAM gharanI bahAra tene eka jherI sarSe AvIne DaMkha mAryo eTale tenA mukhamAMthI kAramI cIsa nIkaLI gaI haMsanI cIsa sAMbhaLIne tenI mAtA ekadama gharamAMthI bahAra doDI AvI ane pUchyuM ke dIkarA ! tane ekadama zuM thayuM? hase kahyuM mAtA ! mane sarpa karaDyo che. mAtAe aMdhArAmAM sarpane jatAM paNa bUmAbUma na karI, kAraNa ke kadAca koI bUma sAMbhaLe te sarpane mArI nAMkhe. tenA jIvanamAM ahiMsA dharma vaseluM hatuM. te samajatI hatI ke jagatanA sarva jI jIvavAne icche che. koI mRtyune IcchatuM nathI. badhAne

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zAradA siddhi 355 jIvana priya che ne maraNa apriya che. eTale bUmAbUma na karatAM te dIkarAne gharamAM laI gaI, haMsakumArane dhIme dhIme zarIramAM jhera caDhavA lAgyuM. kumAra sapanA kAtIla jherathI bebhAna banI gayo. mAtA khUba gUravA lAgI ne raDavA lAgI. chevaTe putranuM LuM mAthAmAM lIdhuM. ghaNuM upacAra karyA chatAM mUcha na vaLI, AMdhaLAnI lAkaDI samAna, jIvanadIpaka samAna pitAnA ekanA eka putranI AvI dazA joI mAtA khUba gabharAI gaI, te raDatI raDatI kahe che he vahAlA haMsa! tane zuM thayuM ? tuM eka vAra te bela. he haMsa ! tArI A vRddha mAtAnuM zuM thaze? tArI mAtAne pokAra te sAMbhaLa. Ama karUNa svare kapAMta karatI balI rahI che. tene avAja sAMbhaLIne ADozIpADozI badhA bhegA thaI gayA. te badhA kahe, mA! tArA dIkarAne sarpadaMza thayela che. tene bhayaMkara jhera caDhI gayuM che. te jhera utAravA ghaNuM upacAra karyA paNa jhera lehImAM bhaLI gayuM lAge che. haMsane joIne tenI mAtA te kALo kalpAMta kare che. huM mArA lAla! tuM eka vAra te bela. AMkha kholIne eka vAra mArA sAmuM te je. zuM tuM tArI premALa, mamatALu mAtAne mUkIne cAlyA jaIza? he putra! A tArI rAMka mAtAnuM zuM thaze? zuM A rAMka mAtAnuM ratna roLAI jaze ! tArA vinA huM eka kSaNa paNa kevI rIte jIvI zakIza? he haMsa! tuM zuM mArAthI risAI gayo che ke javAba paNa Apane nathI ! Ama AkhI rAta raDatI raDatI mAtA "he haMsa ! he haMsa !" ema putranuM nAma laIne kapAta karI rahI che. Ama thatAM AkhI rAta pUrI thaIne savArane samaya thaye tyAM putranI lIlIchama kAyA dhoLI thaI gaI. thoDI vAra pachI ulTI thaI eTale badhuM jhera nIkaLI gayuM ne haMsa dhIme dhIme bhAnamAM Avyo. AthI mAtAnA AnaMdanI avadhi na rahI. haMsane sarpanuM jhera utaravAnuM kAraNa e hatuM ke mAtA pitAnA putranuM nAma haMsa hovAthI vAraMvAra kalpAMta karatI haMsanuM nAma bolatI hatI, paraMtu hUM ane ra e baMne akSare gArUDika maMtranA bIjaka hovAthI vAraMvAra e akSarene pravega thatAM jhera utarI gayuM. mAtA e jANatI na hatI ke haMsa e gArUDika maMtranA bIjaka akSare che. putra bebhAna avasthAmAM paDele hate. AvA saMgomAM paNa haMsa evA akSarenuM vAraMvAra uccAraNa karavA mAtrathI haMsa zabda maMtra rUpa banI gayo ne tethI jhera utarI gayuM. baMdhuo! zabda tenA te hoya paNa temAM je bhAva joDAya ane zraddhA sahita tenuM smaraNa karavAmAM Ave che te maMtra rUpa banI jAya che. motI paDIkAmAM hoya te tene khetI kahevAya paNa te ja motane dorAmAM parovAya te tene motInI mALA kahevAya che. tema jainadarzana paNa ema kahe che ke jenA jIvanamAM eka vAra samyaktvane dare paravA teNe mokSanI TikiTa meLavI lIdhI. te vItarAga banavAne lAyaka banyuM. derA

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356 zAradA siddhi vagaranI seya khavAI jaze paNa je seyamAM dare parevele haze te game tyAMthI jaDI jaze, tema jenA jIvanamAM samyaktvane dere parevele che te AtmA cAra gatimAM kayAMya khovAI gaye haze to te ThekANe AvI jaze. samyatve te pArasamaNuM karatAM paNa mahAna che. pArasamaNI te lekhaMDane senuM banAve che. paNa pArasamaNI nathI banAvatA jyAre samakti te AtmAne paramAtmA, jIvamAMthI ziva ane naramAMthI nArAyaNa banAve che. avirati rUpI DAkaNane dUra karo -AtmA samyaktva pAme paNa samakti pAmyA pachI je teNe virati dharmane svIkAra karyo nathI te tene jokhamane kaI pAra nathI. je sabhyatva AtmAne meDAmAM meDA ardhapudgala parAvartanakALe mokSa apAve chUTako kare evA samyaktvanI kiMmata keTalI ? A samyatvane sAcavavA mATe, tenA rakSaNa mATe virati aMgIkAra karavI paDaze. jenI pAse virati nathI evA samyaktvI AtmAnI sAthe avirati nAmanI je bAI beThI che te kaI sAmAnya nathI, e te moTI DAkaNa che. ene vizvAsa kayAre paNa karaze nahi. A DAkaNane jyAre taka maLe che tyAre te ja paLe samyagu darzana rUpI bALakane pIsI nAkhe che. Ama vicAra karazuM te samajAze ke avirati rUpI DAkaNa karatAM samyaktvanuM baLa ghaNuM che. virati hoya paNa je samyaktva na hoya te tenI kiMmata ekaDA vagaranA mIMDA jevI che. je A samyatva rUpI mahAna ratnane sAcavavuM hoya te aviratine dUra khaseDavI paDaze. samyatva ratnanI saMpUrNa rakSA mATe te sarvavirati dharma e dAbaDe che. samyaktvI AtmA saMsAramAM rahe te A ratna cerAI javAnI saMbhAvanA rahe kharI, mATe tenI saMpUrNa jALavaNI mATe sarvavirati dharma eTale cAritra mArgane aMgIkAra kare zreSTha che. saMyama mArganI AsapAsa evuM anukULa vAtAvaraNa sarjAyeluM rahe che ke jethI A ratna jaladI corAI jatuM nathI. jyAre samakti pAmelA paNa saMsAramAM rahetA AtmAonuM AjubAjunuM vAtAvaraNa khUba lapasaNuM ne suMvALuM hoya che, suMvALI lapasaNI jagyAmAM sAcavIne paga mUkavA chatAM kayAreka paga lapasI jAya che ne paDatA hADakAM bhAMge che tema lapasaNuM saMsAramAM rahetAM samakti AtmAne kyAreka A ratna jokhamamAM mUkAI jAya che. eka kavie A saMsArane ceranI patnI sAthe sarakhAvyo che. ApaNe cAre bAju ane ApaNu gharamAM e ce rahelA che paNa temane oLakhavA muzkela che. sagAMsaMbaMdhI, mAtA-pitA, kuTuMba parivAra temaja jaDa pudgalo e badhAnA mahAdinA kAraNe samyaktva rUpI ratnane lUMTAI jatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. A ratnane meLavavuM ghaNuM muzkela che. kahyuM che ke, mahA rAjyasattAka pAnA, puNya pegase kaThina nahIM, pAnA vijaya zatruo para bhI, nahIM jagatameM kaThina kahIM, tapa balase surapatika vaibhava, kaThina nahIM hai yA jAnA, 52 ati dulabha bodhiratnakA, mahA kaThina jagameM pAnA,

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zAradA siddhi kapas moTI sabhA ke koMgresa jevI moTI saMsthAnA pramukha tarIkenuM pada maLavuM ati muzkela nathI. sAdhAraNa kuTuMbamAM janmelA mANasane rAjya meLavavAnI IcchA thAya ane parAkramathI satata purUSArtha kare te sainya ekaThuM karI zatrunI sAthe laDI kadAca rAjya paNa meLavI zake. zivAjIe sAdhAraNa sthitimAMthI purUSArtha karI marAThA sainyane bheguM karI parAkramathI laDAI karI rAjyane vistAra vadhAryo. tapanA baLathI IndranI padavI paNa prApta thAya che. tAmali tApase IzAnendranI ane kArtika zeThe zakendranI padavI, tapobaLathI meLavI che. pramukhapada, rAjyapada ane Indrapada e traNa padavIo prayatna dvArA meLavI zakAya che. A traNa padavIo bhabhakAdAra ane moTI lAge che paNa badhiratna eTale samyaktva jeTalI tenI mahattA nathI. te padavIo thoDA mAsa ke thoDA varSo sudhI pitAne caLakATa batAve che. te eka bhava pUratI che. jyAre bodhiratnane prakAza bhavabhava sudhI rahe che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa anaMta, akSaya, avyAbAdha, mokSane zAzvata AnaMda ApanAra paNa te ja che. - Ajane divasa kevo pavitra ne maMgalakArI che ke upAzraye nahi AvanArA paNa Aje badhA Ave che. A pavitra divasomAM de naMdIzvara dvIpe jaIne mahatsava - ujavaze. jyAre tamane sAmAyika laIne beThelA dekhe ke tapa karatA dekhe ke saMyamI AtmAne dekhe tyAre je samakitI de che te bele che ke dhanya che A mahAna tyAgI saMcamI ArAdhakene! dhanya che A tapasvIone ane dezavirati zrAvakone ! ke jeo ugra tapazcaryAo karI rahyA che. saMyamI sAdhake ratnatrayInI sAdhanA vaDe prabaLa purUSArtha kheDI karmanI kAtIla jajIne teDI rahyA che. he bhagavAna! amane A avasara kayAre Avaze? devenI pAse game teTalA bhautika sukha hoya paNa temanI pAse virati nathI. samyaktva pAmelA hovA chatAM aviratinA gharamAM beThA che. samakitI deve reja zuM bhAvanA bhAve che? aho he prabhu! Avo avasara amane kyAre Avaze, kayAre pAmIzuM A nara avatAra che, sarva duHkhenuM aMta karavAnuM sthAna jyAM, jana zAsanamAM lezuM sa yama bhAra je. amane e suMdara amUlya avasara kyAre Avaze ke A aviratinA baMdhana teDI viratine pAmavA kImatI mAnavadeha kayAre pAmIzuM? je zarIra dvArA sarvavirati eTale cAritra mAne aMgIkAra karI samyapha purUSArtha dvArA karmabaMdhane teDI mokSanA mahAna sukhane meLavI zakAya che. e Arya bhUmimAM mAnavadeha kayAre pAmIzuM? samaktiI deva AryabhUmi, mAnavadeha, jainazAsana, jainadharma ane saMyama mArgane jhaMkhatA hoya che. temane denA bhautika sukhomAM AnaMda nathI A te. mithyAtvI devAne e sukho cheDavAnA thAya tyAre duHkha thAya che, mATe caturgatimAM rakhaDatA AtmAne ThekANe lAvavA samyaktva rUpI ratnane prApta karavAnI jarUra che.

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358 zAradA siddhi Aje payuMSaNa parvanA prathama divasa che. A patra ApaNA aMtaranA AraN TakorA vagADIne kahe che, huM AtmA ! A parvanA divaseAmAM tuM kaSAyenA upara vijaya meLava, ApaNe vAta cAlatI hatI ke kaSAye ApaNuM keTaluM ahita kare che. ane enaDIe gurUdeva pAse AvIne vaMdana karIne pUche che gurUdeva ! amArA dIkSita banelA bhAI kaya gayA ? tyAre gurUdeva kahe che teo jagalamAM gayA che. gurUdevanI vAta sAMbhaLI baMne bahene te muninA dana karavA jaMgalamAM gaI. jaMgalamAM munine zeAdhe che paNa kayAMya dekhAtA nathI. chevaTe temanI dRSTimAM eka sihu paDe che, munine na jovAthI baheneA pAchI AvIne gurUdevane kahe che, gurUdeva! ame jaMgalamAM gayA paNa kayAMya muni jovAmAM na AvyA. eka si'hu Ubhelo joyA. gurUdeva samajI gayA ke A ziSyane jJAna pacyuM nathI. temaNe labdhithI siMhanuM rUpa kayu haze. temane jJAnanuM abhimAna AvI gayuM lAge che. have A ziSyane vidyA ApavAthI tene jJAna pAcana thaze nahi. jJAna pace tene apAya che, mATe mAnane jItavAnI jarUra che. mAyA ane lobha paNu kaSAya che. hajArA varSoM sudhI tapa karyAM paNa jo kaSAye para vijaya meLavye nathI teA kevaLajJAna thavAnu nathI. tapa karanArA paNa kaSAyA para vijaya nahi meLavanArA rahI gayA ane kaSAya vijetA, kSamAsAgaro kalyANa karI gayA, tevA kAMIka dAkhalAo che. A paOmAM cAra khelanI ArAdhanA karavAnI che: dAna,zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAva. parigraha saMjJAnA viSautAravA mATe dAna che. jema koIne sarpa karaDayA ne jhera caDhayuM te te jhera utAravA gArUDI ke garUDa pakSI Ave te te jhera utarI jAya tema parigrahanA jhera utAravA mATe dAna e saMjIvanI che. dAna kaI phekI devA jevA ke lUMTAvI mAravA jevA tyAga nathI. e teA jIvana rUpa dharatImAM dhAnyanu' vAvetara che. je aneka gaNu thaI ne pAchuM maLavAnuM che. maithuna sa`jJAne teADavA mATe zIyaLa che. AhAra sa'jJAne tADavA ane aNuAhArika padane prApta karavA tapa che. ane bhayasa'jJAne teADavA mATe bhAva che. A rIte dhama cAra prakArathI thaI zake che. Aje jenI pAse aDhaLaka sapatti che teomAM ghaNAM vyasanI ane uDAu najare paDe che. jarUriyAta vinAnI nakAmI vastue pAchaLa dhana veDaphI devAya che. sa'sAranA kArDamAM karakasara karo paNa dAna ApavAmAM nahi. dharmAMnA kSetre dhanano sadupayoga karo. mAtra saMgraha karavAnI bhAvanA na rAkhatA dAna tyAganI zuddha bhAvanAthI paNu jIvana pavitra bane che. zuddha bhAvanAthI paNa mahAna lAbha thAya che. bharata mahArAjAe arisA bhavanamAM zuddha bhAvanA bhAvatA kevaLajJAna prApta karyu, pavitra bhAvanAothI paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanA thaI zake che. samaya cAlyA jaze pachI pastAvAnA pAra nahi rahe. je samayane oLakhIne enA kharAkhara lAbha laI le e buddhimAna kahevAya che.

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zAradA siddhi 359 eka zrImaMta zeThane traNa dIkarAo hatA. vRddhAvasthAne kAraNe zeThanuM zarIra dhIme dhIme azakta thavA lAgyuM. zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke have kALarAjAnI nobata vAgI rahI che. te A lakSamI upara mAre mamatva zA mATe rAkhavuM? eTale zeThe traNa dIkarAo ane putravadhUone bolAvI badhI milkata sarakhA bhAge vaheMcI ApI. zeThanI pAse have eka caMdrakAMta maNuM che. zeThe kahyuM huM jyAM sudhI jIvate chuM. tyAM sudhI A maNI mArI pAse rAkhI ! mArA mRtyu bAda tame traNe jaNa vArA pharatI cAra cAra mahina rAkhaje. maNInA guNa, tenI viSezatAo samaya Avye huM batAvIza. Aso mAsanI zaradpUrNimAnI rAtrI AvI. zeThe Aje rAtre traNe putrone belAvIne caMdrakAMta maNInuM mahattva batAvavAnuM nakkI karyuM. zeThe rAtre 11 vAge traNe putrone jagADavA mokalyA. pitAnI milakata te maLI gaI hatI eTale sauthI moTA ane bIjA naMbaranA be bhAIoe vicAra karyo ke atyAre majAnI suvarNa UMgha Ave che te AvI UMgha bagADIne ApaNe javuM nathI. kAle savAre jazuM, ema vicArIne ALasa karIne teo pitAjI pAse na gayA. nAne kare vicAra kare che pitAjI have vRddha ane khUba azakta banI gayA che. temaNe bolAvyA ne je huM na jAuM te temane keTaluM duHkha thAya? ema vicArI te rAtre pitA pAse pahoMcI gaye. dIkare game tyAre bApA mALA. gaNatA hatA eTale chokarAne thayuM ke, bApAjInI tabiyata te sArI che te zuM kAma mATe bolAvyA haze? teNe vinayapUrvaka pitAjIne pUchayuM-pitAjI! pharamAve. ApanI zuM sevA che? vinayI saMtAne mAtA pitA pAse jaIne vinayapUrvaka temanI caraNaraja mAthe caDhAvI pUche che ke aho kRpALu mAtApitA ! ApanI zuM sevA che? mArA lAyaka sevA pharamAve. ahIM nAnA putre paNa ema ja pUchayuM ke pitAjI! amArA lAyaka AjJA pharamAve. ema na kahyuM ke aDadhI rAtre tame mArI UMgha bagADI. bhASAmAM paNa vinaya che joIe. zatrune mitra ane mitrane zatru banAvanAra bhASA che. | nAnA dIkarAne vinaya viveka joIne pitAjI khuza thayA ne kahyuM tArA baMne bhAIo kema nathI AvyA? Aje mane mAruM mRtyu sUjI AvyuM che. te huM tamane belAvIne A caMdrakAMta maNInA vidhividhAna samajAvI dauM. zeTha rAtre 12 vAge nAnA putrane laIne agAzImAM gayA. aDadhe pANI bharele kuMbha maMgAvyuM. caMdrakAMtamaNuM maMgAvyuM ane gharamAM jeTaluM letuM hatuM te badhuM maMgAvI Dhagalo karyo. caMdrakAMtamane pANIthI bharelA kuMbhamAM mUkI dIdho. caMdra ane maNIne kiraNe jyAre eka thAya che, tyAre maNImAMthI suvarNarasa nIkaLIne veDhA upara pheMkAya che ane loDhuM suvarNa banI jAya che. nAnA putrane A maNInI oLakhANa thaI gaI. tene vidhividhAne badhA samajI lIdhA. pitAe A caMdrakAMtamaNI tene soMpI dIdhuM ane dareka bhAIne ghera traNa traNa mahinA rAkhavAnuM kahyuM, pachI pitAjI badhuM AlovI, vrata niyama laIne tarata paralokavAsI

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zAradA sili thayA. nAne putra deDate badhAne bolAvavA gaye. ane chevaTe aMtima kriyA karyA bAda nAnAbhAI e caMdrakAMtamaNI moTAbhAIne Ape. A maNa rAtre caMdranA prakAzanI jema ajavALA pAtharavA lAgyo. gharamAM jhAkajhamALa ajavALa patharAI gayA. teNe vicAryuM ke hAza, have dI karavo maTI jaze, bIjA bhAIe joyuM ke A maNIthI prakAza khUba patharAya che te ApaNuM gharamAM mAMkaDa bahu karaDe che. A maNanA prakAzamAM barAbara mAMkaDa vINI zakAze. A rIte badhA samaya teNe mAMkaDa vINavAmAM pasAra karyo. chelle nAnAbhAInI pAse A maNI AvyA. eNe te pitAnI banAvelI rIta pramANe lAkha maNa loDhuM suvarNa banAvI dIdhuM ne lAkhonI saMpattine mAlika banI gayuM. A joIne baMne bhAIonA manamAM thayuM ke pitAjIe caMdrakAMtamaNInA vidhividhAna, tenuM rahasya e phakta nAnAbhAIne batAvyuM lAge che. ApaNane te kaMI batAvyuM nathI. kharI rIte te je ApaNe samajIe te pitAjIe te traNa putrone bolAvyA hatA paNa moTA be bhAIone mIThI UMgha cheDIne pitAjI pAse javuM gamyuM nahi. ApaNe te ahIM e samajavuM che ke be moTA chekarAo pramAda karIne rAtre na gayA te dravya lAbha maLate gumAvI dIdhe, tema Apa badhA Aje nahi kAle karIzuM ema mAnIne besI gayA che paNa vicAra kare bAla paNa te khelakUdamAM gumAvyuM, yuvAnI ezaArAmamAM vItAvI ane vRddhAvasthAmAM te parAdhIna dazA thaI jAya che te pachI dharma dayAna kayAre karaze? gayelo samaya pharIne pAcho Avato nathI. ja A parvanA divasemAM upAzraye nahi AvanArA upAzraye Avaze, sAmAyika pratikramaNa karaze, yathAzakti tapa karaze, divALI Ave tyAre tame copaDA khA kare che. A varSamAM naphe keTale ke tenuM saravaiyuM kADhe che, A paryuSaNa parvamAM AtmAe saravaiyuM kADhavAnuM ke mArA jIvanamAMthI krodha-mAna-lobha keTalA ochA thayA? Ajano divasa e sUcana kare che ke pugalabhAvanI dUra thAye pastI, aMtaramAM jAme AtmabhAvanI mastI, anAdinI prakRti tyAMthI khasatI, pachI nathI tyAM kaI jAtanI tasvI. AtmAne pudgala pastI jevA lAge ane te pastIne dUra kare te AtmabhAvanI mastI jAge. AtmabhAvanI mastI jAgavAthI karmabaMdhana karAve evI prakRti dUra khase. prakRti dUra khase pachI koI jAtanI tastI rahetI nathI mATe pula bhAvanI pastIne dUra karaze. jIva Akho divasa zarIranI ALapaMpALamAM vItAve che. tapa karavAnuM kahIe te kaheze ke mArAthI tapa banI zakatuM nathI. purANuM karmone bALavA mATe tapa e amogha hathiyAra che. A maMgala divasamAM bhagavAna mahAvIranuM smaraNa karIe ke temaNe keTalA ugra tapa karyA? mAsI, chamAsI, be mAsI vagere aneka tapa karyo. pAMca mahinA ne 25 divasane paNa tapa karyuM. temAM te 13 belane abhigraha hate. abhigraha

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zAradA siddhi eTale ja gharagharamAM gaucarI nIkaLavuM paDe. je abhigraha pUro thAya te pAraNuM nahitara upavAsa kare paDe. ApaNA zAsanapati bhagavAna pAMca mAsa ne 25 divasathI phare che paNa abhigraha pUro thatuM nathI. deve paNa vicAra kare che ke jagata uddhAraka, zAsananAyaka bhagavAnanuM pAraNuM kayAre thaze ? Ama pharatAM pharatAM bhagavAnane chele divasa AvI gayo ane eka gharanA AMgaNe jaI caDhayA. te tyAM nirdoSa bALA uMbarAmAM beThI che. eka paga uMbarAmAM che ne bIjo paga uMbarA bahAra che. mukhe adruma che, hAthapagamAM beDIo che, mAthe muMDana che. bhagavAnanA abhigrahanA badhA bela pUrA che. eka bela adhUro che tethI bhagavAna pAchA vaLyA, eTale satI caMdanabALAnA mukhamAMthI kAramI cIsa nIkaLI gaI ne AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhAra vahevA lAgI. cIsanA avAje bhagavAne joyuM to satInI AMkhamAM AMsu jetA bhagavAna pAchA vaLyA. bhagavAnane pAchA vaLatA joI caMdanabALAnA hRdayamAMthI raNakAra nIkaLyo Ava Ava deva mArA sUnA sUnA dvAra mArA AMgaNu sUnA, rotI rotI caMdanabALA vinave che Aja mAre AMgaNA sUnA, aho prabhu zuM ochuM AvyuM daDadaDa AMsu paDyA mAre, AMkhanA AMsue pAchA vaLelA bhagavAna" - he bhagavAna! Apa padhAre. mArA mananA AMgaNIyA sUnA paDI gayA che. baMdhuo! A caMdanabALAnA mAthe kaSTonA pahADa tUTI paDayA chatAM tenI AMkhamAM AMsu AvyA nathI, paNa prabhune pAchA vaLatA joyA tyAM enuM haiyuM hAtha na rahyuM ne AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhAra thaI. caMdanabALA eka sAmAnya gharanI dIkarI na hatI paNa eka rAjakumArI che. mahAna rAjasukhamAM ucharelI che. yuddhamAM pitA marI javAthI dhAraNI mAtA ane putrI caMdanabALA zIla sAcavavA tyAMthI bhAgI chUTyA. sArathInI dhAraNI rANI para kudaSTi thatAM rANI zIla sAcavavA gaLe TUMpo daIne marI gaI. mAtAnA prema ane vAtsalya gumAvelI caMdanAne AghAta lAgyo. sArathIe caMdanAne vezyAne tyAM vecI paNa caMdanAne zIla sAcavavA mATe aMtarane pikAra zAsananA devee sAMbhaLyo ne tene tyAMthI choDAvI, pachI zeTha temanA ghera laI AvyA. khamAM sukhane anubhava karatI caMdanA" :- tyAM mULA zeThANIe tenA hAthapagamAM beDIo nAMkhI mAthe muMDana karI bheMyarAmAM pUrI dIdhI. karmanI philosophIne samajelI caMdanA bhoMyarAmAM beThA beThA mahAvIrAya namaH ne jApa karatI duHkhamAM paNa sukhane anubhava karatI hatI. mULa zeThANIe mAthe muMDana karyuM tyAre eNe e ja vicAryuM ke mArI pAlaka mAtAe mArA para keTalo upakAra karyo ke mAthuM oLavAmAM samaya bagaDe che te samaya na bagaDe ne huM prabhu smaraNa vadhu karI zakuM te mATe mAthe zA. 46

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362 zAradA siddhi muMDana karAvyuM che. hAthapagamAM beDIo nAkhI te teNe e ja vicAra karyo ke je beDI na hoya te uThavA besavAnuM mana thAya paNa A te nirAMte prabhubhakti karuM te mATe mane keTalI anukULatA karI ApI che! keTalI suMdara vicAraNA ! duzmana pratye paNa prema daSTi ! avaguNamAM paNa guNa jovAnI kevI bhavya bhAvanA ! AvI caMdanabALAnA mAthe duHkhanI jhaDI varasI chatAM eka AMsu nahi paNa bhagavAna pAchA vaLyA tyAM AMsune baMdha chalakAI gaye. aho prabhu! Apane zuM ochuM AvyuM ke Apa pAchA vaLyA? caMdanane pokAra sAMbhaLI badhA bela pUrA thatA bhagavAna pAchA vaLyA. teNe aMtaranA umaLakAthI, haiyAnA hetathI bhagavAnane bAkuLa vahorAvyA. tyAM devee ghoSaNA karI dhanya che dhanya che satI caMdanabALAne ! tyAM sADA bAra koDa senaiyAnI vRSTi thaI. tenA beDInA baMdhana paNa tUTI gayA. tyAMnA rAjA paNa ciMtA karatA hatA ke bhagavAnanuM pAraNuM kayAre thaze ? tyAM khabara paDI ke bhagavAnane pAraNuM thaI gayuM eTale rAjArANI AvyA. joyuM te pitAnI bhANejane joI. tenI mAsI mRgAvatI kahe, tane AvA duHkhe paDayA chatAM tuM mAre tyAM na AvI ? paNa te samaye tenA karmo evA hatA ke je te gaI hota te paNa mArI sagI na thAta. have tenA karmo pUrA thayA. caMdanabALA dIkSA laIne bhagavAnanA 36000 ziSyAomAM vaDerA sAdhvI banyA. kahevAno Azaya e che ke caMdanabALAne ATalA upasargo AvyA chatAM zatru 'para teNe krodha na rAkhe paNa kSamA rAkhI. ApaNe paNa A parvanA divasomAM zatrune kSamA ApavAnI che. karmonA kAjaLane devAnA A pavitra divase che. tapanA mAMDavaDA ApaNe tyAM rapAI gayA che. A parvAdhirAjanA svAgata tapa ane kSamAthI karavAnA che. pANIne svaccha karavA phaTakaDI, kapaDAne svaccha karavA sAbu, senAne zuddha karavA tejAba ane agninI jarUra che, mazInarI sApha karavA peTrolanI jarUra che tema anaMtajJAnIo kahe che ke jIvanane pavitra, nirmaLa ane zuddha banAvavA tapanI jarUra che. kareDe bhavenA saMcita karelA kane bALavA mATe tapa rUpI agninI jarUra che. ApaNe tyAM vasubahenane Aje 43 mo upavAsa che. DokaTara keDArI sAhebane 23mo ane praphullAbahenane 23 me upavAsa che. temanA tapa joIne Apa paNa tapane raMga lagADaje. tapa vinA karma cakacUra nahi thAya. eka pleTamAM kahyuM che ke, ___ "malaM svarNa gataM vanhi, haMsa kSIra gataM jalaM / yathA pRthakarotyevaM, janto karmamalaM tpH|| tapa rUpI tApa vinA tejasvItA prApta thavI azakaya che. khANamAMthI nIkaLeluM sonuM melamizrita hoya che. keTalAya varSothI e suvarNa sAthe ekameka thaI gayelA melane bhedavAnI tAkAta eka mAtra agni che. dUdha sAthe ekameka thaI gayelA pANIne alaga

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zAradA siddhi 363 karavAnI zakti huMsa dharAve che. ema ApaNA AtmA anatakALathI kamanA kacarAthI melo banI gayelo che. e melanA nAza karavAnI tAkAta tapa dharAve che. tapanI dhUNI dhakhAvIe eTale AtmA nirmaLa anate jAya. jIva janme che tyArathI e AhAra saMjJAnI AratI utAravA maDI paDe che. enI A AratI mRtyunI chellI paLa sudhI cAlu rahe che. eka dRSTie ema kahI zakAya ke AhAra sajJAnI AdhArazilA para bhayasajJA, maithuna saMjJA ane parigraha sa`jJA phAlephUle che. A cAre saMjJAnA kAraNe cArAzInA cakkaramAM pIsAtA mAnave muktinA sukhanA AnaMda lUMTavA hoya tA sau prathama AhArasaMjJA para kAbU meLavavA joIe. AhArasa'jJA para kAbU AvI jAya te pachI khIjI traNa saMjJAo dhImedhIme nima La anyA vinA rahe nahi. AhArasa'jJA tapanI tAkAtathI kAbUmAM AvI zake che. Apa badhA A parvanA divaseAmAM tapa tyAgamAM joDAjo. vadhu bhAva avasare. 0 vyAkhyAna na. 36 "6 zrAvaNa vada 14 magaLavAra meAkSa eTale zuM ?" tA. 21-8-79 sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtA ne bahena ! Aje teA pAvanakArI paryuSaNa parvanA bIjo divasa che. adhyAtmavAdanI madhurI vINA vagADavAnA A pavitra divasA che. AvA mahAna parvAM sa`sArI AtmAone bhavasAgaramAM jholA khAtI jIvana naukAne pAra pahoMcADavA mATe dIvAdAMDI samAna banI rahe che, keI paNa AtmA sAthe vaira vidha thayA hoya tenI sAthe sAcA hRdaye hArdika kSamApanA karavAnI hAkala kare che. parvAdhirAja parvonI padharAmaNI thatA zubha bhAvAnI mALAnA gaja khaDakAtA jAya che. anaMtakALanA bhavAnI bhUle sudhAravA, guNAnA saravALA ane bUrAInI bAdabAkI karavA A maMgala paneAtuM pa ApaNA AMgaNe Avyu che. parvAdhirAjanA bIjo divasa te AvI gaye. sArA divaso jatA vAra lAgatI nathI. duHkhanA divaso DuMgara jevaDA lAge che ne sukhanA divaseA rAI jevaDA lAge che. A magala divasamAM ArAdhakonA ataramAM bhAvanAnI bharatI Ave che. punama ane amAsanA divase dariyAmAM pUrajozamAM bharatI Ave che. khIjA divaseAmAM teTalI bharatI nathI AvatI, tema A divaseAmAM tapa tyAganI vadhu bharatI Ave che. A divasonI vizeSa mahattA che. zAstrakAra bhagavAna A pavano mahimA batAvatA kahe che ke ma tromAM parameSThi matra, sadAnomAM abhayadAna, temAM brahmacarya, guNAmAM vinaya zreSTha che tema sa` pardhAmAM pa`SaNa parva e zreSTha koTInuM pa che. A pa sava parvonA rAjA che.

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364 zAradA siddhi A paryuSaNa parvamAM ghera ghera tapanI maheka mahekI uThI che. nAnA moTA sarva AnaMdanA hiMDoLe hiMcakA khAI rahyA che. ApaNI jIvana nadI saMsAranA vilAsI vAtAvaraNathI bephAma banI gaI che. jIvana nadIne e vaheNane vALavA mATe jaina zAsane paryuSaNa parvanI baMdha yojanA yojI che. dara varSe A baMdha yojanAmAMthI ATha divasanI ArAdhanAnI nahera dvArA saMvatsarI parvanA prANa sama "micchAmi dukkaDa" rUpI jaLa lokene apAya che. jema zarIra gaMduM ne meluM hoya te manane AnaMda mAryo jAya che. zuddha pANI dvArA zarIrane zuddha banAve che tyAre jIva AnaMda anubhave che tema "micchAmi dukkaDenA zuddha pANI dvArA vera virodha ane kodhAdi kaSAya rU5 AtmAnA mela devAya che tethI AtmAmAM koI alaukika AnaMda ane prasannatAne anubhava thAya che. paryuSaNa parva eTale kamANI karavAnI sAcI sIjhana. jema vahepArI loko vahepAranI sIjhanamAM AkhA varSanI kamANI kamAI le che tema A parvamAM dAna, zIyaLa, tapa, bhAva, sadAcAra, saMyama, pratikramaNa, pauSadha Adi anuSThAne dvArA bhavya AtmAo dharmanI sAcI kamANI karI le che. baMdhuo ! AjanA yugamAM mAnavI koi virodhanI avAvarI oraDIomAM guMgaLAmaNa anubhavI rahyo che. mAnavInA aMtarane premane thaDe pavana maLe paNa azakya banI gayuM che. maitrI meMghI banI rahI che, snehanI saritA sUkAI rahI che. vizvAsa | niHzvAsa laI rahyo che. duzmanAvaTa damakI rahI che. prema pAtALamAM pahoMcI rahyo che. AvA samaye A parvAdhirAja parva kSamAnA nIra chAMTIne maitrI bhAvanI madhurI mAdaka hekAve che. ekabIjA vacce bairanI sAMkaLa toDIne premanI parimala prasarAve che. duzmanane dasta ane vairIne vahAlA banAve che. bhUtakALamAM ApaNe bhArata deza ahiMsAnI ArAmazayyA para ArAma karatuM hatuM. Aje te ja dezamAM bhayaMkara hiMsAnA tAMDava sajaI rahyA che. ahiMsAnI Ahuleka pUkAratuM patuM parva ahiMsAne divya saMdeza Ape che. A parva AvatA tapa karanArAonI bhAvanA era vadhI jAya che. kaI paNa divasa tapa nahi karanArA upavAsa, chaThTha, aThThAI, soLabhaSNu ane mA khamaNa Adi meTI tapazcaryA karIne jIvanane pavitra banAve che. A divasomAM zuM karavAnuM che te mATe kahyuM che ke, bhAvanAmAM bharatI lAve, jAgRti jIvanamAM lAve, avasara A aNamola che vadhAvI le, vadhAvI lo. zubha bhAvanAmAM bharatI lAve. jIvanamAM jAgRti lAve. zraddhAnA dIpaka pragaTAve, haju jIvane dharma pratye zraddhA nathI. kaMIka ajJAnI che ema bole che ke amane dharmanuM phaLa pratyakSa batAve. te huM tevA jIne pUchuM chuM ke tame nAraMgI, saMtarA badhuM dekho che paNa tenA mULane joI zake che? nA. jhADanA phaLa, phUla, pAMdaDAM badhuM

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zAradA siddhi 365 dekhAya paNa tenA mULIyAM na dekhAya tethI ema mAnavuM ke mULIyuM nathI ! jhADa che te mULIyuM che ja. ema zraddhA rAkhavI paDe. bhagavAna belyA che ke "savA dhyuM, radhdhA parama gudA" | kadAcita vItarAga vANInuM zravaNa karavAnuM maLI jAya paNa tenA para zraddhA thavI bahu muzkela che. jene zraddhA thAya che tene beDe pAra thAya che. ekalavya droNAcArya pAse vidyA meLavavA gaye. gurUdeva ! mane vidyA Apo. droNAcArye pUchayuM tuM kaI jAtine che? huM koLI jAtine chuM. gurUdeve kahyuM keLIne dhanurvidyA nahi ApuM. ekalavyanA manamAM thayuM ke jJAna ApavAmAM paNa jAtibheda? te nirAza thaI gayA. theDI vAre nirAzAmAM AzAnuM kiraNa pragaTayuM. gurUdeve bhale mane nA pADI paNa meM temanA darzana karI lIdhA. temanI AkRti mArA hRdayamAM sthApita thaI gaI che, tethI teNe droNAcAryanI AkRti jevuM mATInuM pUtaLuM banAvyuM. te roja tenI pAse jaIne copaDI mUke ne pote pATha le. A rIte hRdayamAM zraddhApUrvaka gurunuM sthApana karI dhanurvidyA zIkhI gayA, ane arjuna karatAM paNa caDhI jAya evI vidyA prApta karI. A che zraddhAne prabhAva. AjanA maMgala divase eka ziSya gurudevane prazna karyo ke gurUdeva! mekSa eTale zuM ? mokSa kevI rIte maLe ? je AtmAne jANavAnI jijJAsA thaI te kaMIka pAmI zakaze. jijJAsA thaI eTale bIjanA caMdra samAna bane. bIjanA caMdramAMthI chevaTe purUSArtha vadhatAM pUrNimAno caMdra banI zakaze. bhagavatI sUtramAM pRcchA thaI ke bhavI kene kahevAya ane abhavI kene kahevAya ? tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM jenA manamAM saMzaya thAya che ke huM bhAvI chuM ke abhavI ? te bhavI samaja. abhavIne AvI zaMkA thAya nahi. zive jyAre gurudevane A prazna karyo tyAre gurUdeva kahe che " kSo mokSaH he ziSya ! AThe karmone sarvathA nAza thaI ja tenuM nAma mokSa. jyAM sudhI AtmA upara karmo lAgelA che tyAM sudhI tene mokSa thatuM nathI. jene mokSanI cAhanA che tene saMsAranA sukha sArA lAgatA nathI. jene mokSa joIe tene saMsAra sukha na game. mokSanA abhilASI jInI pAse saMsAranA vaibhava vilAsanI game tevI moTI vAto cAlatI hoya te paNa enA dilamAM umaLako ke ullAsa na Ave. e te e ja vicAre ke je saMsAranA bhega 01 kalAka hasAvI pAMca kalAka raDAve che temAM AnaMda zuM? saMsAranA bhega eTale puNya badhuM vaTAvI khAvAnuM ane zirapAvamAM aDhAra pApasthAnakanI ramatanA ge aDhaLaka pApanA vArasA maLe. saMsAra eTale zuM? mAla khAvAnI vAta pokaLa (bAjumAM rahI) paNa durgatimAM mAra khAvAnuM nakkI. saMsAra sukho bhogavatAM Atmika mAla te na maLe paNa naraka, tiryaMca Adi durgatinA duHkho bhogavavAnA nakakI. dA. ta. brahAdatta cakravatie cha khaMDanI sAhyabI bhegavI, cakravartAinA mahAna sukha bhogavyA paNa tenA pariNAmamAM zuM? kaMI mAla maLyA ? are, Atmika mAla maLavAnI vAta te bAjumAM rahI paNa

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zAradA siddha narakagatine bhayaMkara mAra maLyA. mokSa eTale jyAM mAra khAvAnI te vAta ja nahi paNa mAla maLavAnuM nakakI. jyAM karmo che tyAM jIvane mAra khAvuM paDe che paNa mokSamAM gayA eTale AtmA sarvathA karmathI rahita thaI gayo eTale mAra khAvAnuM baMdha thayo. karmathI rahita thayo eTale ene anaMtajJAna, anaMtadarzana, sukha, vIrya Adi Atmika mAla maLavAno. have huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamAre zuM joIe che? jyAM mAlanI nakakara vAta che ne mAla piThaLa che te khape ? ke jyAM mAra nakakI che ne mAla pokaLa che te joIe che? anAdi anaMtakALathI A AtmA karmabaMdhananA kAraNe saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karI rahyo che ne karmonA mAra khAI rahyo che. je AtmAne mokSa meLavavAnI jijJAsA jAgI che te AtmA pitAnA samyapha purUSArtha dvArA mokSa meLavavA mATe prayatna karaze. eka sAmAnya nyAya ApuM. vahepArInA dIkarAne sAmAnya rIte badhA zeTha kahIne bolAve, paraMtu je chokaro levaDadevaDanA kAmamAM samajato nathI, nAmuM jANato nathI tene tame gallA para besADe kharA ? na besADo kAraNa ke enAmAM cagyatA nathI. cothuM guNasthAnaka e mokSane gallo che. A galA upara te te ja besI zake ke jenAmAM mokSanI sAdhyatA pratye viveka hoya. je jainakuLamAM janme che te mahAna bhAgyazALI che paNa je bhAmAM A mokSane viveka che, mokSa e ja eka sAdhya che. evI jenA AtmAmAM zudha zraddhA thaI che te cethA guNasthAnane egya che. yuddhamAM laDAIne kedI tarIke zatrunA kabajAmAM gayelo mANasa zatrunA rakSaNa mATe killo caNe che, paraMtu tenA hRdayamAM te e ja bhAvanA hoya che ke kayAre lAga maLe ane A killAne uDAvI dauM ! A nyAya ApaNA AtmAne lAgu paDe che. AtmA zarIranA Azraye rahelo che. paraMtu te AtmAnI icchA eka ja hevI joIe ke kayAre samaya maLe ne A zarIra Adine vyavahAra choDIne eka mAtra mekSanI ArAdhanA karuM. cothA avirati samyakdaSTi guNasthAnakathI A bhAvanAnI zarUAta thAya che. te bhAvanA 13 mA guNasthAnaka sudhI rahe che. jyAre karmanA kilAne nAza thAya che tyAre A bhAvanA paNa jAya che. AtmA 13 mAM guNasthAnake Ave che tyAre tenA ghAtI karmone nAza thaI jAya che pachI AvI bhAvanA rahevA pAmatI nathI. je AtmA teramAM guNasthAnake pahoMce che tene evA vicAranI jarUra hotI nathI ke mArA lazkarane vijaya thAo ke karmanA killAne nAza thAo. mokSane vicAra paNa tene karavAno hoto nathI, kAraNa ke tyAM AtmA ghAtI karmothI nivRtta thayo che ne mekSanA dvAramAM ubhe che pachI tene mokSane vicAra karavAnuM na hoya e te saheje samajI zakAya tevuM che. sAthe eka vAta yAda rAkhaje ke je vAta teramAM guNasthAnake choDavAnI che tene pahelethI choDI deze te pachI tamAre kayAMya patte nahi lAge. AtmA teramA guNasthAnake pahoMce eTale kevaLI banI gaye. jema auda pote nirogI hovA chatAM bIjAne mATe pote davAne bATalo hAthamAM le che te rIte kevaLI bhagavate paNa bIjA mATe manane upaga kare che. regIne mATe

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367 zAradA siddhi jema vaida davA vApare che tema kevaLI bhagavaMte je anuttara vimAnanA deve mana vaDe zaMkAzIla thaIne mana dvArA prazna kare che temanA samAdhAna mATe pitAnA mananA pudgalo pariNamave che. ApaNe vAta cAlatI hatI ke ziSya gurUne prazna karyo ke mekSa kone kahevAya? ane mokSa kevI rIte maLe ? mekSa kene kahevAya te vAta ApaNe karI. have mokSa kevI rIte maLe te praznano javAba ApatA gurUdeva samajAve che ke karmanA be prakAra che. niddhata karmo ane nikAcIta karmo. je karmo tapa, brahmacarya, jJAna, zubha bhAvanA, gurUnI, tapasvInI vaiyAvacca, bhakti, sevA Adi dvArA nAza thAya che. te niddhata karma kahevAya che. koDe bhanA pUrANA karmo tapa dvArA apAvI zakAya che. ApaNe game teTalI kriyA karIe chatAM je karmo bhogavyA vinA chUTakAre thAya nahi e nikAcita karma kahevAya. nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. koI eka bahenane lADavA banAvavAnI icchA thaI eNe ghI, loTa, goLa vagere sAmagrI kADhI. A traNe vastu jyAM sudhI judI judI paDI hoya tyAM sudhI bahenane vicAra thAya ke mAre lADave nahi paNa zIre banAvavo che te e lADavAne badale zIre banAvI zake paNa traNe vastu bhegI karI lADavA karI dIdhA ne pachI je zIre banAvavAnI IcchA thAya te zIre banAvI zakAya nahi, pachI te lADavA ja khAvA paDe. A rIte karmo jyAM sudhI AtmAnI sAthe ekarUpa thayA na kara hoya tyAM sudhI karmone tapAdi dvArA khapAvI zakAya che paNa ekarUpa thayA pachI te tene bhegavavA ja paDe che. - AtmA traNa prakAre karma bAMdhe che. maNa daMDeNa, vaya daMDeNuM, kAya daMDeNuM. gunhegAra jema gunAthI daMDAya che tema AtmA paNa mana, vacana, kAyAnI duSTa pravRttithI daMDAya che. A traNa daMDa karmanA pravAhane avicchinnapaNe Atma taLAvamAM AvavA de che tyAre traNa guNie te pravAhane aTakAve che. jo ke sarvathA vega aTakI zakato nathI kAraNa ke kevaLI thayA pachI paNa temAM guNasthAnake yoga rahe che ane tethI tyAM AtmA jama jama vardhA, viza samag , tA samaju nikitaUT I" pahelA samaye karma bAMdhe che, bIjA samaye vede che ne trIjA samaye nirjarI nAMkhe che. jIva caudamAM guNasthAnake pahoMce tyAre agI avasthA prApta thAya che, tyAre sarvathA karmabaMdhana aTakI jAya che. AtmA manathI, vacanathI ke kAyAthI traNa prakAre karmo bAMdhe che. manathI thoDA samayamAM ghaNAM karmo bAMdhI zakAya che. taMdulIye macha ke jenuM zarIra cokhA jeTaluM hoya che. te magaramacchanI aMkhanI pAMpaNamAM pedA thAya che. jenuM AyuSya mAtra eka aMtarmuhurtanuM hoya che. magaramaccha pANI pIve tyAre pANInI sAthe ghaNuM mAchalA tenA peTamAM jAya che. jyAre phU karIne pANI bahAra kADhe tyAre nAnI nAnI ghaNI mAchalIo bahAra nIkaLI jAya che. A joIne taMdulIye maccha manamAM vicAra

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zAradA sili kare che ke je huM A magara jeTalo mATe heta te eka paNa jIvane bahAra kADhata nahi. A magara ke mUrNa che ke pANInI sAthe che paNa bahAra kADhe che. basa, manathI eNe duSTa karmo bAMdhyA ane pariNAme sAtamI narake 33 sAgaropamanA AyuSya utpanna thaye, mATe jJAnI kahe che ke manamAM saDo praveze ke tarata ene dUra karajo. AgaLa vadhavA deze nahi. vANI priya ane hitakArI belajo paNa bIjAne duHkha thAya tevI kaTu vANI bolaze nahi. kAyAthI koInuM ahita na karazo. mana, vacana ane kAyA e traNa yuga dvArA je karmabaMdha thAya che te nikAcIta thAya che mATe mana, vacana ane kAyAne pavitra ne nirmaLa rAkhe. akabare karelI bIrabalanI mazakarI"-eka vakhata akabara bAdazAha ane bIrabala baMne ghoDe besIne pharavA jatA hatA. rastAmAM akabara bAdazAha kahe. pradhAna ! huM tane eka vAta karuM. pradhAna kahe sAheba ! kare. akabare kahyuM bIrabala! Aje rAtre mane eka svapna AvyuM. bIrabala samajatuM hatuM ke bAdazAha ghaNI vAra pAyA vinAnI bhIMta ubhI kare che ane vagara pANIe sarovara ubhuM kare che. bIrabala khUba gaMbhIra hatuM. teNe kahyuM bAdazAha! zuM svapna AvyuM ? jahAMpanAha! Apa jaldI kaho. Apane zuM svapna AvyuM hatuM? bIrabala ! bahu vicitra svapna hatuM. huM ane tuM baMne ghoDA para besIne kyAMka pharavA jaI rahyA chIe, pharatAM pharatAM ApaNe eka vikaTa vanamAM pahoMcI gayA. tyAM be kuMDa hatA. bIrabale pUchayuM Ape e kuMDamAM zI vicitratA joI? tyAre akabara bAdazAha kahe che, e be kuMDamAM eka kuMDa kIcaDa ane gaMdakIthI bharelo hato ne bIjA kuMDamAM amRta bhareluM hatuM. ghaDAe ApaNane baMnene pachADayA. huM amRtanA kuMDamAM paDe ne tuM kIcaDathI bharelA kuMDamAM paDaze. A vicitra svapna joIne mArI nidrA ekadama uDI gaI. bAdazAhanA svapnanI vAta sAMbhaLI badhA hasavA lAgyA. temAM paNa jemane bIrabala pratye IrSA hatI teo te khaDakhaDATa hasyA ne tALIo pADavA lAgyA. temanA manamAM thayuM ke ThIka thayuM. temane jeTalo AnaMda bAdazAha amRtanA kuMDamAM paDayA tene na hatuM tethI vadhu AnaMda bIrabala kIcaDanA kuMDamAM paDaye tene hate. baMdhuo ! bIrabale rAjAnI vAta sAMbhaLI. bIrabala catura ane buddhizALI hate. te rAjAthI utare te na hatuM paNa mahA vicikSaNa hate. IrSyALuonA manamAM je AnaMdanA phuvArA uDI rahyA hatA temanI vacamAM te belI uTha mahArAjaApe jevuM svapna joyuM tevuM ja meM paNa gaI rAtre eka vicitra svapna joyuM, paNa chelle zeDo pharaka che. ApaNe baMne pharavA nIkaLyA. eka nirjana vanamAM pahoMcyA. tyAM kIcaDane ne amRtane kuMDa Avyo. huM kIcaDanA kuMDamAM paDayo ne tame amRtanA kuMDamAM paDyA. e paNa satya che paNa meM ApanAthI eTaluM vizeSa joyuM ke Apa amRtanA kuMDamAM

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zAradA siddhi 369 paDyA pachI mane cATatA hatA. A vAta sAMbhaLI AkhI sabhA khaDakhaDATa hasI paDI. akabara bAdazAha te jhAMkhA paDI gayA. badhA bIrabalanI buddhi upara stabdha thaI gayA. bAdazAhe je vANIthI bIrabalanI mazkarI karI ne tenuM pariNAma zuM AvyuM ? bIrabale zuM kahyuM e Ape sAMbhaLyuM ne ? A te eka rUpaka che. A sAMbhaLIne tamane hasavuM Ave te svAbhAvika che, paNa Ane sAra mAtra hasavuM eTalo nathI paNa ApaNe emAMthI be grahaNa karavAne che. ahIM jJAnI samajAve che ke samakita e amRtane kuMDa che ane mithyAtva e kIcaDane kuMDa che. mithyAtvI AtmA anaMtakALathI dhana, mAla, putra parivAra, sattA ane saMpattimAM Asakta banyA che. mithyASTi vAraMvAra bhegarUpI kAdavamAM DUbakI lagAvyA kare che. jyAre samyaphadaSTi AtmA bhale ne kuTuMba parivAra ke samAjanA kuMDamAM rahe ke pachI game tyAM rahe paNa tenA jIvana upara kaI asara thatI nathI. te kadAca kIcaDanA kuMDa samAna saMsAramAM paDe te paNa amRtanA kuMDane AnaMda anubhave che. samaya Ave samakitI AtmA A kIcaDanA kuMDa samAna saMsArane choDIne amRtanA kuMDa samAna cAritra mArgane grahaNa kare che. huM te kahuM chuM ke cAritranA sukhamAM je AnaMda ane mastI che te svarganA deve pAse paNa nathI. AtmA cAritra mArgane apanAve che tyAre tenA guNasthAnanI zreNu vadhe che. cothuM guNasthAnaka avirati samyaphadaSTinuM che. pAMcamuM guNasthAna dezavirati zrAvakanuM che ane chaThTha guNasthAnaka sAdhunuM che. - chaThThA guNasthAnake bhAvamana ane dravyamana baMne hoya che. mana evuM bhAMjagaDIyuM ne paMcAtIyuM che ke te nirAMte zAMta besI zakatuM nathI. tene kAMIne kAMI bhAMjagaDa ubhI hoya che. eTalA mATe chaThThA guNasthAnake manane lokavyavahArathI dUra rAkheluM che. duniyAmAM keTe, nyAyAdhIze e badhuM jagatanA kajIyA kaMkAsane AbhArI che. je kajIyA, kaMkAsa ke pakSApakSI na hoya te nyAyAdhIza ane korTonI jarUra na paData. A sthiti mananI che. jagatanI bhAMjagaDe e kajIyA che ne mana nyAyAdhIza che. jema kajIyA kaMkAsa na hoya te nyAyAdhIzanI asti vyartha che tema jagatanI bhAMjagaDo na hoya te mana paNa nakAmuM che. jyAM saMpUrNa bhAMjagaDa jAya eTale jIva kevaLI banI jAya che. kevaLI thayA pachI mananA upayoganI khAsa jarUra rahetI nathI eTale kevaLI bhagavAnane anikriyA kahevAya che. chaThThA sarvavirati guNasthAnake saMsAranI bhAMjagaDa eTale ke ciMtA hotI nathI. e ciMtAone tyAM aMta Ave che paNa eka navI jAtanI ciMtAne prAraMbha thAya che. e ciMtA kaI? te huM Apane samajAvuM. chaThThA guNasthAnake laukika ciMtAone aMta Ave che ne lokettara ciMtAne prAraMbha thAya che. lokettara ciMtA eTale mokSa mArgane meLavavAnI ciMtA, samyaga jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapa, vinaya AdinI ciMtA. A ciMtA munionA dilamAM rAta zA. 47

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370 zAradA siddhi divasa cAlyA kare che. tamArI ci'tAe pApamaya jyAre sAdhaka AtmAnI ci'tA dha maya che. sAdhaka AtmAnI ciMtA kare. sAdhu rAtre sUve te| aDhAra pApasthAnakanI kriyA veAsarAvIne sUve. uMghamAM paDakhu` malavu' hAya te paNa jamIna ane zayyA pUjIne pherave. sAdhu uMghe ke jAge paNa sva AtmAnI ciMtA karatA hAya. sAdhaka AtmA cAvIse kalAka AtmazreyanI jhaMkhanAmAM rokAyelA hoya. sAdhunI citA lokottara ciMtA che. e ci'tA lADI, vADI ane gADI mATenI nathI tethI temanI ciM'tA AdaraNIya kahI che, ane sa`sAranI ciMtA heya kahI che. eka rIte joIe te tamArI ci'tA evI che ke zatrune AvavA na deve. tenAthI rakSaNa karavu', jayAre amArI ci'tA evI che ke karma zatrune jaDamULathI nAza karaveA jethI e zatruo pharIne ubhA na thAya. amAre kama' zatruenI sAthe jhajhUmI tenA upara vijaya meLavaveA che. zatruthI macI javAnI sthiti tamArI che paNa kama zatruone mULathI nAza karavA e zakti tamArAmAM che kharI ? nathI. tame mAnatA he| ke sAdhune zu ci'tA hAya ? e citA vinAnA che. e mAnyatA bhUlabharelI che. spaSTa zabdomAM kahu' tA tamArA karatA vadhu ci'tA sAdhune hoya che. emanI ci'tA sa'sAramAM racyApA rahevA mATenI nathI paNa saMsArane tarI javAnI che. ame rAta divasa kama zatruone haTAvavAnA vicAra karIe chIe. aDadhue ! tamane za kA thAya ke amArA zatruo kayA ne tamArA zatrue kayA ? tA sAMbhaLeA. tamArA zatruo cetana che. temane nAza karavAnA vicAro karavA e mahApApa che. amArI vAta enAthI sAva alaga che. amArA zatrue karyuM che, amAre e zatruone nAza karavAnA che paNa e zatrue evA nathI ke jene nAza karatA pApa lAge ke hiMsA thAya. kazatruone mArIe tethI kadI hi~'sA thavAnI nathI. AvA bhAva zatruone nAza karavAnI ci'tAvALA munie chaThThA guNasthAne vicare che. sAdhaka AtmAe bhayakara ane ati viSama evA bhava paryaMtane ALa'gI jAya bhagavAna sUyagaDAyaMga sUtramAM khelyA che ke, AvA che. jaM mayaM savvasAhUNaM, taM mayaM salagattaiNaM / sattALuM te tinnA, DhuvA vA kavinuM te! a. 15 gAthA 24 je sarva sAdhuone mAnya che te saMyama ATha kamarUpI zatrune nAza karanAra che. te sa'yamanu' pAlana karI ghaNAM jIvA sa`sAra sAgarane tarI gayA che. siddha gatine pAmyA che, ane zeSa karyAM khAkI rahI jAya te vaimAnika devamAM utpanna thAya che, pachI devAnA bhava pUrNa karI tyAMthI cavIne manuSya bhava pAmI sayama laIne mekSa gati prApta kare che, mATe kahuM chuM ke cAritra jevA Anada ke sukha khIje kayAMya nathI. Apa ApanA hRdayamAM kAtarI rAkhajo ke levA jevI hAya tA dIkSA che ne

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zAradA siddhi 371 meLavavA jevA mekSa che," paNa meLavavA jevu' dhana nathI. game teTalu' meLavaze paNa AMkhaDI mIMcAyA pachI tamAruM' kaI nathI. je dhana svadhInI sevAmAM, duHkhInA AMsu lUchavAmAM, paradu:khabhajana banavAmAM ne jJAna pracAramAM vAparazeA te tamAru' che. jIvadayAnA dharma alaukika che. samaktinA pAMca lakSaNamAM anukapA te paNa eka lakSaNa che. anuka'pA hoya te jIvAnI dayA karI zake. jJAnI kahe che ke tame pApane nijo paNa pApInI niMdA karaze! nahi. AjanA pApI kAle pavitra banI jAya che. AjanA krUra kAle kamaLa khanI jAya che. zetAna saMta ane che ne hevAna mAnava mane che. rAmapura gAmamAM rAmasIMga nAme eka bahAraviTayA thaI gayA. te cAre bAju lUMTa calAve, dhADa pADe ne prajAne herAna parezAna karI de. rAmasIMga bahAraviTayA hatA chatAM enA haiyAmAM UMDe UMDe karUNA bharI hatI. ghaNI vakhata kahevAtA zAhukArAmAM jovA na maLe evI karUNA bahAraviTayA tarIke 5'kAyelA vyaktinA jIvanamAM jovA maLe che. A rAmasIMga bahAravaTiyA binaharIpha bahAdurI dharAvatA. tenI bahAdurI karUNAsabhara hatI.rAmasIMganA trAsathI rAjA ane prajA kakaLI uThayA. rAjAe InAma bahAra pADayu' ke je rAmasIMga bahAraviTayAne pakaDI lAvaze tene mahArAjA pAMca hajAra rUpiyA InAmamAM Apaze. rAmasIgane pakaDavA eTale pavanane pakaDave. jema pavanane pakaDavA muzkela che tema A rAmasIMgane pakaDavA muzkela hatA, chatAM jyAre puNya paravAre che tyAre te game te rIte chaTakavA jAya chatAM pakaDAI jAya che. rAmasI'ga mATe eka vAra Avu' banyuM. eka divasa gojhAro AvI gayA ke sipAI enI najaramAM aneka vAra chaTakI gayelo rAmasI'ga eka vAra sipAI enA sANasAmAM sapaDAI gayeA. InAma meLavavAnI AzAmAM rAcatA sipAIe ene rAjadarabAramAM laI gayA. ene jotAM mahArAjAnI AMkhamAMthI Aga varasavA lAgI. temanA manamAM thayu* ke jo Ane phrAMsInI zikSA ApIza te ghaDInuM duHkha bhogavI cAlyeA jaze paNa ene evI zikSA karu` ke te rikhAI ribAI ne mare. Ama vicArI rAjAe kahyu` kALI kAjaLa jevI adhArI koTaDImAM ene keda kare. pavana ke prakAza enI koTaDImAM pravezI na zake evI kedamAM pUre. ene anna-pANI paNa hamaNAM Apaze nahi. enA aparAdhAnI lAMbI hAramALA jotAM mArA ataramAM Aga vyApI jAya che. dehAMta krUDa karatAM bhaya kara sajA AnA mATe apUratI che. jelamAM cakalu' ya pravezI na zake evI jelanA mahemAna banelA rAmasIMga jelamAMthI chaTakI jaI ne darabAranI AbarUne dhULadhANI karavAnA kimiyA vicAravA lAgyA. enA manamAM thayuM ke jo huM AvI jelamAMthI bhAgI chUTu te bahAraviTayAnI nAtamAM mArI bahAdurInI prazaMsA thAya. A bahAdura bahAraviTayAne ekAda khArI ke khAkAru' maLI jAya teA khArI ke khAkeArAne bAraNuM banAvIne chaTakI javAnI agamya kaLA ene AvaDatI hatI.

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372 zAradA siddha bhIta teDIne bhAgI chuTele rAmasIMga" khUba vicArane aMte rAmasIMgane jelamAMthI nAzI chUTavAne eka raste maLI gayA. jelanA pAchalA bhAgamAM eka kAcI bhIta hatI. potAnuM baLa ajamAvI hAthe paganI beDIo toDI nAMkhI ane pagathI bhIMtamAM evI jorathI lAta mArI ke e bhIMtamAM eka bAkoruM paDayuM. bAkorAmAMthI bArI ane bArImAMthI bAraNuM banAvavAnI kaLAmAM e pAvaradho hate. eka rAtre rAmasIMga A bArAmAMthI bhAgI chUTa. bIjA divase cekIyAto jevA gayA te bhItamAM moTuM bAkoruM joyuM ane rAmasIMgane na je. rAmasIMga bahAravaTiyAnI bahAdurIne binaharIphanA birUdathI biradAvatI A ghaTanA gAmamAM phelAI gaI. jeNe A vAta sAMbhaLI temane badhAne hadayamAM eka AMcako lAge. zuM dIvAle teDIne rAmasIMga bhAgI chUTayA ? samudrane pAra thayelI kinAre AvelI naukA DUbI jAya ne je AghAta lAge te AghAta rAjAnA dilamAM lAge. dariyAnA pANImAM hAthathI sarakI gayelI mAchalI je hAthamAM Ave te rAmasIMgane pharI pakaDI zakAya. "rAjAnuM kaDaka pharamAna":-have gAmamAM zuM bane che te jovA mATe rAmasIMga veza parivartana karIne gAmamAM phare che. loke rAmasIMganA baLa-kaLanI prazaMsA karatA hatA. rAmasIMga enI kIrtikathA sAMbhaLo tyAre pote khUba gaurava anubhavate. rAmasIMgane * pakaDavA mATe badhA traNa traNa divasa gAmamAM pharyA paNa badhAnA prayatna niSphaLa gayA. kaI rAmasIMgane meLavI zakayuM nahi. AthI rAjA khUba gusse bharAyA. temane koi hada vaTAvI gaye. lUMTArA para koI sipAIe para utaryo. rAjAe cekIdArane kahyuM rAmasIMga bhAgI gaye emAM tamAre hAtha lAge che. tame bhagADI mUka lAge che. tamArI ceka kaDaka heta te enI zI tAkAta hatI ke jelanI dIvAle teDI zake. je traNa divasamAM tame rAmasIMgane pakaDIne hAjara nahi kare te cothA divasanI savAra tamArA mATe gejhArI nIvaDaze ane tamane phAMsI ApavAmAM Avaze. A kaDhaka zikSA sAMbhaLIne badhA prajI uThayA. cokIdArone te matiyA ja marI gayA. have mRtyu AMkha sAme dekhAvA lAgyuM. jayAM bhalabhalA sipAIo paNa rAmasIMgane meLavavAmAM hAra pAmyA hatA tyAM cokIdAranuM zuM gajuM ! mRtyudaMDanI A bhayaMkara zikSA jenA kAne athaDAI e badhAnA dila dravI gayA. prajA te jANe ThIka paNa khuda rAmasIMganuM kALajuM paNa karUNAthI pIgaLI gayuM. mRtyu daMDanI A sajA rAmasIMganA dilamAM eka AMdolana jagAvI gaI. tenuM haiyuM karUNAthI chalakAI gayuM. zuM mArA ekanA pApe 40 jInI hatyA! gune mAre ane zikSA bIjAne ! A duniyAnI daSTie huM kadAca nirdoSa TharIza paNa mArA doSane daMDa parabhavamAM mane aneka gaNo maLyA vinA rahevAnuM nathI. tenA aMtaramAM maMthana zarU thayuM. zuM karuM ? dravya mana kahe che bhale, e badhA mare. huM te baLathI chUTa chuM. kayAM

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zAradA siddhi 37Te gune karyo che? bhAva mana kahe che nA..nA.... tArA eka khAtara bIjA nirdoSane zA mATe maravA devA? rAmasIMga bahAravaTiye hato paNa dilamAM karUNa bharI hatI. nirdoSa cokIdAronA jIvana maraNanI cAvI rAmasIMgane hAthamAM hatI. pote eka je mRtyu vahorI le te aneka nirdoSanA jIvana sahIsalAmata rahI zake. tenuM khamIra uchaLyuM. bhAva mane vijaya meLavyo ane pite phAMsInA mAMcaDe laTakI jaIne cokIdAronA jIvana bacAvavAno nirNaya karyo. e abhaNa hate paNa samaja hato ke pApa karyA pachI enA kaDavA phaLa mAre bhegavavA paDaze, tethI samajIne sAmA pagale mRtyudaMDane svIkAra karavA ane aneka jIvonI rakSAnuM puNya bAMdhavA taiyAra thaze. zetAna ke saMta" :- bIje divase savAre rAmasIMga pitAne veza paherIne rAja darabAramAM hAjara thaI gaye ne pitAnI oLakhANa ApatA kahyuM ke darabAra ! jelamAMthI bhAgI chUTavAnA jenA aparAdhane kAraNe Apa 40 nirdoSa cokIyAtane phAMsI ApavAnA aphara nirNaya para AvyA che e bahAravaTIyo rAmasIMga huM pote ja chuM. jelanI dIvAla teDIne bhAgI chUTavAne gune meM karyo che tethI gunegAra huM chuM. cokIdAra te bicArA sAva nirdoSa che. emanI zikSA rada kare. phAMsInA mAMcaDe mane caDhAvI de, ane badhAne jIvatadAna Ape. maratA maratA ya ATalA mANasono saMhAra aTakAvavAnuM kArya thaze te mAnIza ke huM kaMIka puNya karI zako chuM. darabAra pUche che ke zuM tuM sAce rAmasIMga che? hA. mahArAjA! meM badhI vAta sAMbhaLI che tethI ahIM Avyo chuM. eka zetAnanA dilamAM jAgelI saMtavRtti badhAne ajabagajabanI lAgI. darabArane haju vizvAsa besatuM na hatuM ke A rIte rAmasIMga pitAnI jAte pakaDAI jaIne pite meta vaherIne bIjAne bacAvavA taiyAra thAya! pAkI khAtarI karavA cekIyAtane pUchyuM A rAmasIMga che ne ? cekIyAto kahe-hA. te divase jelamAM pUryo hato te ja che. "jIvadayAnuM phaLa":- rAmasIMganI A jIvadayA kAjenI pitAnI jAna kurabAnI jeIne rAjA cakita thaI gayA. bhUla te dareka kare che paNa bhUlane bhUla mAne te mAnavamAMthI mahAmAnava banI zake che. rAmasIge pitAnI bhUla kabUla karI. rAjA tenA para prasanna thayA ne pitAnA nirNayane sAva badalI nAMkhe. mRtyunI zikSAne badale abhayadAna ApatAM kahyuM he rAmasIMga! dhanya che tArA jIvanane! tArI A karUNAne pUro badalo ApavA te huM samartha nathI chatAM AjathI tane huM mArA rAjyane eka sAro hoddo ApavAnuM vacana ApuM chuM. tArA jevA karUNavaMta ane dayALune huM daMDuM te kudarata mArA para rUThavAmAM bAkI na rahe! Ama kahI rAjAe tene bAthamAM laI lIdhe ne tene bheTI paDayA. eka vakhatana pApI punita banI gaye. DAku maTIne dhama banI gaye, mATe pApIne dhikkAraze nahi.

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374 zAradA siddha huM Apane kahI gaI ke ziSye gurUdevane prazna pUchyA ke mekSa prApta kevI rIte thAya ? gurUdeve kahyuM meAkSa meLavavA mATe kazatrunA sAmanA karavA paDaze. kama zatrue upara vijaya meLavavA sayama ane tapanI jarUra che. jo sayama na laI zake| te marIne du`timAM na javAya te mATe sa'sAramAM rahIne paNa e guNA upara te adhikAra meLavI levA joI e, eka bhIti ane bIjo prIti. bhIti pApanI rAkheA ne prIti paramAtmAnI karo. saMsAranI, dhananI, kuTu'ba piravAranI ane jaDa pudgalonI prIti tA jIve ana'takALathI karI che. e prItithI teA AtmAnu patana thayuM che, mATe e prIti karavA jevI nathI. saMsAranI prIti svAthI che ane paramAtmAnI prIti niHsvAthI che. rAjanA sAta sAta khUna karanArA manamALIne sudarzana zeThaneA samAgama thatAM pApanI bhIti lAgI ane bhagavAnanA zaraNe jaI prabhu sAthe prIti karI teA paramAtmA banI gayA. siddhAMtamAM AvA kaIka dAkhalA che. Aje parvAdhirAjane bIje divasa te AvI gayA. tapasvIee te kama nija rAnA athe ugratapa karyAM che. tamArAthI khanI zake teA tapa karajo paNa kAI ne a'tarAya na pADaze. kRSNa vAsudeve dIkSAnI dAMDI pITAvI tame tapanI dAMDI pITAvajo. mAnavane mukti bhaNI dorI jatA rAjamAgerImAM trIjo na'khara tapanA che. tapa e kamanA kALA DibAMga vAdaLane vikherI nAMkhanAra vaTALa che. sa'sAranI aMdhArI khINamAMthI siddhazilAnI jyeAtiya bhUmikA para pahoMcADanAra pagathAra koI hoya teA tapa che. jenAmAM jAge tRptinI talapa ene na game khAvAnI lapachapa, ' AhAra sajJAne abhayadAna eTale tapa, dhananu dAna karavuM saheluM che paNa anaMta anaMta yugeAthI jIva jenA kAraNe rakhaDapaTTI karI rahyo che, evI AhAra sa'jJAne tilAMjalI ApavI muzkela che. tapa eTale AtmAnuM ghara ane AhAra eTale zatrunuM ghara. tapane AtmAnuM ghara zA mATe kahyuM? tapa e AtmAneA guNu che. A AhArane zatrunu` ghara eTalA mATe kahyu` ke AhAra e AtmAnA guNa nathI. AtmAnA guNu aNuAhArika che. AtmA svabhAve aNuAhArika che. kane vaza thaIne tene AhAra karavA paDe che. samyaktvI AtmA jamavA beThA hAya, tenA bhANAmAM 32 jAtanA pakavAna ane 33 jAtanA zAka Ave tA tene joIne tenI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jAya. tevA AtmA jamatA jamatA paNa karmo teADe che. jyAre mithyAtvIne sArA pakavAna Adi joIne jIbhamAM pANI chUTe. te khUba TesTathI ne vakhANI vakhANIne jamatA hAya, AvA jIvA khAtA khAtA kaIM khAdhe che. jJAnI kahe che tapanA rAga eTale aNuAhArIpadanA rAga, tapamAM rahelI sa pApane nAza karavAnI zaktine varNavatA aneka dAkhalA siddhAMtamAM mAjIda che. Apa jANA che ke dvArakA nagarImAM jyAM sudhI eka paNa tapa cAlu hatA tyAM sudhI deva paNu

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pAradA sili 75 tene nAza karavAne samartha thaI zakayA nahi. tapane prabhAva ajabagajabane che. eka saMskRta zlokamAM tapane mahimA batAvatA kahyuM che ke tapAMsi tAnyAd dvivighAnI nitya, mukhe kaTunyAyati sundarANi / nidhnanti tAnyeva kukarmarAzi, rasAyanAnIva kSurAmayAna yat // duSTa regone nAza karanArA rasAyaNa che, mATe ArogyanI prAptine Icchuka rasAyaNenuM sevana kare che, ema bhAva Arogyane abhilASI AtmA tapa rUpI rasAyaNanuM sevana kare che, kAraNa ke kukarmonI rAzionA bhukkA karavAnI tAkAta tapamAM che. bhale, tapa zarUAtamAM kadAca Akara lAgatuM hoya paNa pariNAme te khUba suMdara che, mATe mokSAbhilASI AtmAe avazya tapanI ArAdhanA karavI joIe. tapanA maMgala divaso cAlI rahyA che. Apa badhA tapanI ArAdhanAmAM vadhu ne vadhu joDAva. tapathI AtmA ujavaLa bane che. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 37 zrAvaNa vada amAsane budhavAra "zraddhAne dIpaka" tA. rara-8-79, sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMta jJAnI bhagavAne jagatanA jInA Atma kalyANa mATe Agama vANI prakAzI. temAM maMgalakArI parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parvanuM svarUpa samajAvyuM. A suMdaratama parvanA tejasvI kiraNe AtmAnA ajJAnanA aMdhakArane dUra karI jJAnanA ajavALA pAthare che. jemAM mahAziratAja paryuSaNa parvanI sahAmaNI AmatAraka ArAdhanA karavAne suyoga maLyo che, te pramAdanA tharo dUra karI A parvane vadhAvI lo. vinaya vinAnI vidyA ane sugaMdha vinAnuM puSpa jema zebhatuM nathI tema paryuSaNa parvanI suMdaratama sAdhanA, ArAdhanA ullAsa vinA zobhatA nathI. dhananI ghelachA bharI mUchane utAravA mATe paryuSaNanI sonerI taka maLI che te bhavabhavamAM bhaTakAvanAra dhananI mamatA cheDe. manane dharmadhyAnamAM joDo ane anAdinA saMcita karmonI jaDane teDa. pApanA pUMjane pakhALavA A parvanI ArAdhanA kare. Aje paryuSaNa parvane trIjo divasa AvI gaye. jJAna-darzana-cAritra-tapathI A parvane vadhAmaNuM kare. parvanI ArAdhanA karavA bhagavAne aneka mArgo batAvyA che. bhagavAna kahe che jyAM sudhI samyakdarzana prApta thayuM nathI tyAM sudhI tenI kriyAo karmanirjarA rUpa banatI nathI. samyakdarzana prApta karavA mATe sarva prathama viSaye pratye virAga keLavavuM paDaze. viSa pratye virAga keLavavAthI samyagadarzananI sanmukha thavAya che. megnemiTarane cuMbakazakti ApanAra yaMtra vaDe jamInanI aMdara kayA kayA padArtho che te khabara paDe che tema samyagdarzana rUpa megnemiTarane cuMbakazakti ApanAra yaMtra

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37 zAradA siddhi vaDe AtmAne kyA kayA pApe| herAna karI rahyA che tenuM jJAna thAya che, ane te jJAna dvArA AtmAmAM sthira rahI zakAya che. gesa nIkaLe tyAre tenI AjubAjumAM tela hoya che tema samyagdaza nanI AsapAsa sAdhutA ramatI heAya che. samyaktvI AtmA sasAramAM raheta hAya paNa enI e ja bhAvanA hAya che ke huM kayAre A sa`sAra jelamAMthI chUTu ne sayama mAMne aMgIkAra karu'. te sa`sAramAM mAlika banIne nahi paNa mahemAna khanIne rahetA hoya che. te AtmA duHkhanA dveSathI ane sukhanA rAgathI mukta hAya che. duHkhanA dveSa upara paNa tene dveSa hoya che ne sukhanA rAga upara paNa tene dveSa hAya che. DrIlIMga mazIna dvArA hajAro phUTa 'Du' pANI hoya te paNa khabara paDe che, tema samyagdarzona e AtmAne uMDe utAranAra DIlI'gamazIna che. A mazIna dvArA jema jamInamAMthI tela prApta thAya che tema AtmAmAM samyagdarzana rUpaDIlIMga mazInathI kevaLajJAna prApta thAya che. DrIlI`ga mazIna pahelA pANI ane mATIne dUra kare che tema samyagdana rUpa mazIna viSaya kaSAya rUpa pANI ane mATIne dUra kare che, pachI temAMthI anaMta jJAna, dana rUpa telanA phuvArA uDe che. samyagdana eTale zudhdha zraddhA. samyagdana kone kahevAya te matAvatA bhagavAna uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM khelyA che ke tahiyANaM tu bhAvANaM, sanbhAve uvasaNaM / mAve saddantamsa, sammatta te viyAddiya / a. 28 gAthA 15 jIva, ajIva, puNya, pApa Adi nava padArthAMnA yathArtha bhAveAnI svabhAvathI athavA upadezathI bhAvapUrvaka zraddhA karavI tenuM nAma samyagdarzana eTale ke samyaktva. samyaktva eTale sAcI zraddhA. mahAna puNyAye jinazAsana ane tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanI vANInu' zravaNa karavA maLyuM paNa tenA pratye zraddhA thavI e bahu durlabha che. zraddhA vinAnI dharmakriyAe ekaDA vinAnA mI'DA jevI, pAyA vinAnA makAna jevI ane chAra upara lI...paNa jevI che. zraddhA pragatinu' pagathiyu' che. mukti mahelanI nisaraNI che ane Atmadarzana karAvanAra dUrabIna che. samakita sahita gheADI karaNI ghaNu phaLa Ape che tyAre samyaktva vagaranI karaNI gheADuM phaLa Ape che. sUyagaDAya'ga sUtramAM bhagavAna khelyA che ke je yA buddhA mahAbhAgA, vIrA asbhttdNsnne| mudra tetti vAta, sabar3hArsase| . 8 gAthA 22 je purUSa jagatamAM pUjanIya gaNAtA hAya, mahA bhAgyavAna manAtA hAya, zatrunI senAne nAza karavAmAM samatha hAya, zAomAM tathA vyAkaraNamAM kuzaLa hoya, paDita kahevAtA hAya, bAhya tapa-tyAga AdithI jagatamAM praza'sanIya hAyapara`tu dharmAMnA svarUpane jANatA na hAya, samyaktva rahita hAya tevA sAdhakanA tapa, japa, niyama,

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zAradA siddhi 377 sayama Adi dha kriyAe azubha ane karmabaMdhana vadhAranAra che, ane samyaktva sahitanA anuSThAnA karmAMbadhanane tADanAra che. samiti e cAritranuM bhAjana che, samyaktva hoya tyAM cAritranI bhajanA eTale cAritra hAya paNa kharune na paNa hoya, paNa samyak cAritra hoya tyAM samyakRtya niyamA ( avazya ) heAya. jayAre jIva samakita prApta kare che tyAre tenI sthiti unALAnI zuSkabhUmi jevI nahi paNa cAmAsAnA varasAda pachI navapallavita anelI bhUmi jevI ane che. khAdelI jamInamAMthI jema pANI AvyA kare tema du:khI prANIone joI tenuM aMtara dravyA kare, anuka'pAnA madhura TIpAM a'taHkaraNamAMthI paDayAM kare. koI paNa mAhaka cIjamAM meha na pAmatAM tenu` mana tenAthI alipta rahe. kaSAyanA udaya kadAca thAya teA tarata elavAI jAya, lAMbe vakhata Take nahi, verajhera, kalezathI haMmezA dUra rahe. AvI sthiti samyaktvI AtmAnI che. vItarAga bhagavAnanA vacanAmAM jo yathA zraddhA thAya teA anaMtA karyAM khapI jAya. zraddhA haze te tame tarazeA ne tamArA samAgamamAM AvanArane paNa tAraze. amerikAmAM eka meTaranA kArakhAnAvALA jeNe karoDo rUpiyA dhaMdhAmAM rokayA hatA evA eka zrImatane meTaranA ekasIDanTa thatAM pagamAM nukasAna thayuM. te te khUba zaktisapanna hatA eTale ilAjo, upacArA karavAmAM khAkI na rAkhyu, tethI paga sudharyAM paNa jarA asara rahI gaI. cAle teA laMgaDAtA page cAlavu paDe. moTA karoDapati zeThane laMgaDAtA page cAlavuM paDe eTale ene zarama AvatI. dhananuM abhimAna che. hu AveA meTo ne mAro paga laMgaDA dekhAya e sAruM na lAge. te mATe duniyAnA nAmAMkita moTA DokaTarone khelAvyA paNa sAruM' na thayuM. ahI' jJAnI ApaNane e samajAve che ke akhajo rUpiyAnI sapatti hAya paNa kama AgaLa e nAkAmiyAba banI jAya che. pelA moTara kapanInA mAlike ghaNA ghaNA upAcA karyAM chatAM page sAru thatu nathI. eka vAra bhAratanA eka jaina mitra tyAM gayA. te A zrImata zreSThIne tyAM utaryAM. zeThanA paga laMgaDAtA joIne eNe pUchyuM' tamArI AvI sthiti kema thaI ? zeThe badhI vAta karI ane kahyuM meM ghaNA ilAjo karyAM paNa eke ilAja saphaLa na thaze. AvanAra bhAratIya mitre kahyuM huM tamane eka ilAja batAvu? te tame karaze ? zeTha kahe jo mAre paga sudharatA hoya te tame kaheA te karavA taiyAra chuM. mitra kahe tame roja savAramAM eka jagyAe besIne bhagavAnanI prAnA karo. A sAMbhaLIne zeTha hasavA lAgyA. he", zI vAta kare che ? zuM prAnAthI A paga sAro thAya ? tA zvaramAM mAnatA nathI, tyAre mitra kahe che tame nahi mAnatA ho paNa zvara che e satya hakIkata che. IzvaranI prAthanAthI hajArAnA duHkha TaLyA che. are, paNa mukhethI prAthanA kheAlI jaI e ethI zarIranuM aMga zu' sAjI thaI jAya ? mitra kahe zeTha ! mAtra A mADhathI khelavAnI vAta nathI. hRdayathI eka citto zA. 48

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378 zAradA sivila eka dhyAne besIne prArthanA karavAnI che. enI tAkAta aciMtya che, kAraNa ke IzvaranI zakti aciMtya che. huM tamane kahuM chuM ke tame upAye te ghaNuM karyA. have hArIne beThA cho te basa A upAya karI juo. hRdayapUrvaka bhagavAnanI prArthanA karavAthI tamArA paga jarUra sudharI jaze. A te navA ghaDA hatA. zeThanuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM. rIDhA ghaDA jevA hoya ene kaMI asara na thAya. A zeThanA manamAM thayuM. A mitra mane ghaNA dAkhalA sahita vAta kare che, mATe jarUra IzvarIya jevuM tattva haze kharUM. te lAvane huM paNa A prayoga ajamAvI jouM. badhA DokaTaroe te hAtha khaMkherI nAMkhyA che, pachI A karavAmAM mAruM zuM javAnuM che? zeThe kahyuM, mitra! bhale tamArA kahyA pramANe karIza. mitranA kahevA pramANe zeTha dararoja savAramAM eka sthAnamAM besIne hRdayapUrvaka prArthanA karavA lAgyA. zuddha bhAvathI karAtI prArthanAthI zeThane paga sudharato gayo, eTale zeThane camatkAra te lAge, tethI emanI zraddhA vadhavA lAgI. eka mahinAmAM to paga sAva sAjo thaI gaye. e Izvarane premI banI gaye. nAstika hato te Astika banI gayA. A che zraddhAne prabhAva. ApaNe samyakdarzananI vAta karI. have samyakajJAna tarapha jarA daSTi karIe. naMdI sUtramAM bhagavAne pAMca jJAnanuM suMdara varNana karyuM che. jJAna pAMca che. matijJAna, zratajJAna, avadhijJAna, mana:paryavajJAna ane kevaLajJAna. matijJAna ane zratajJAna e be jJAna ane anya paraspara mAMhomAMhe kSIranIranI jema rahe che. "jattha AbhiNIbohiyanANa tattha suyanANa, jattha suyanANa tattha aabhinniibohiynaann|" jyAM matijJAna hoya che tyAM zratajJAna hoya che. jyAM zrutajJAna hoya che tyAM matijJAna hoya che. jIva matie karI jANe te matijJAna ane zrata karIne jANe te zratajJAna. sarva jIvane sarva pradeza akSaranA anaMtamA bhAge jJAna sadA ughADuM che. je teTaluM jJAna paNa haMkAI jAya te jIva maTIne ajIva thAya, ane caitanya maTIne jaDa thAya. jema varSAkALe vAdaLAthI sUrya tathA caMdra DhaMkAvA chatAM sUrya caMdranI prabhA sarvathA DhaMkAI jatI nathI tema gADha jJAnAvaraNIya karmane udaya hovA chatAM caitanyapaNuM sarvathA AvarAtuM nathI. nigadanA jIvane paNa akSaranA anaMtamA bhAge jJAna sadA khulluM rahe che. trIjuM avadhijJAna rUpI padArthone jANe che. tenA mukhya be bheda che. bhavapratyayika ane kSApazamika. nArakI ane devatAne bhavapratyayika avadhijJAna hoya che, eTale te utpanna thAya tyArathI te bhavanA aMta sudhI temane hoya che. lApazamika avadhijJAna saMjJI manuSya ane saMjJI tiryaMcane hoya che. te kSapazama bhAvathI athavA kSamAdika guNe karI sahita chane thAya che. cothuM manaH paryavajJAna aDhIdvIpamAM rahelA saMzI paMcendriyanA mane gata bhAvane jANe che. AjanI sAyaleja bAhya AkRtinA cokkasa AkAra mujaba mANasane svabhAva

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3i79 zAradA siddhi Adi kahI de che, paraMtu mana:paryavajJAnI te mane vargaNAnA cokkasa AkRtinA pudgalane joIne te vakhate mananA adhyavasAyane kahI zake che. Aje mane vagaNanA, karmavargaNanA pudgala pakaDavAnI vAta thaI rahI che, paNa te thavuM asaMbhavita che. mane vargaNa karatAM kamavagaNanA pudgale bArIka hoya che. mane vargaNanA pudgale eka vAra pakaDavA kaThina che, to pachI karmavagaNanA pudgale zI rIte pakaDI zake ! AjanA kALamAM koIne mana:paryavajJAna ke kevaLajJAna thatuM nathI. je busvAmI mokSe pahoMcyA pachI te viccheda gayuM che. AjanI sAyakolojI iMgita AkAra mujabathI mANasanA svabhAvane kahe che paNa te vAta sAyakolejI beTI paNa pADe che. corane pakaDavA mATe amerikAe Aje mazIna zevyuM che. tenI nADInA ne chAtInA dhabakArA dvArA te corane pakaDI zakaze, paraMtu te mazIna peTavAI jAya ke khoTI gaNatarI thaI jAya te nirdoSa mANasa kaI vAra mAryo jAya paNa viziSTa avadhijJAnI ke mana:paryava jJAnInI vAte kayAre paNa khoTI nahi paDe. manaH paryAvajJAnI te kayA mANase zuM zuM vicAra karyA hatA ne zuM zuM vicAra karavAne che ane zuM zuM vicAra karI rahyo che te badhuM jANe che. mana:paryavajJAna dIkSA lIdhA pachI thAya che. naMdIsUtramAM bhagavAnane prazna karyo ke he prabhu! manapAnA ji majurakSA , 3pavg amagar? mana:paryavajJAna manuSyane utpanna thAya ke amanuSyane ? bhagavAne kahyuM he gautama! manuSyane thAya paNa amanuSyane na thAya. manuSyamAM paNa saMkhyAtA varSanA AyuSyavALA karmabhUminA garbhaja manuSyanA paryAptAne thAya, paNa asaMjJI manuSya ane asaMkhyAtA varSanA AyuSyavALA akarmabhUmine na thAya. garbhaja manuSyamAM paNa paryAptA hoya, samakti dRSTi hoya, apramata saMyati heya ne labdhidhArI hoya tene thAya paNa mithyAdaSTi ke mizradaSTi hoya, pramatta saMyati hoya ne alabdhidhArI hoya tene na thAya. tIrthaMkara thanAra AtmAne janmathI traNa jJAna hoya che. jyAre dIkSA le tyAre cothuM mana:paryavajJAna utpanna thAya che. ahIM ApaNane jJAnI e samajAve che ke viziSTa jJAna prApta karavA mATe saMyama mArganI jarUra che. A jJAna chaThThA guNasthAnakathI bAramA guNasthAnaka sudhI hoya che. sarvavirati saMyamI sAdhakanuM guNasthAnaka chaThuM che. saMyamI AtmAe aneka jIvone ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya, aparigraha bhAvanA zIkhavADe che. A paMcama kALamAM jagatanA jIve upara sauthI mahAna upakAra sAdhuone che. dezanA vaDApradhAna karatA saMyamI AtmA A rIte dezanuM utthAna vadhAre kare che. mana:paryavajJAnI eTale mane gata bhAvane jANanArA spezyAlIsTa DokaTara. mana paryAvajJAna pachI pAMcame naMbara Ave kevaLajJAnane. je jJAna cAra ghAtI karmone saMpUrNa kSaya karyA pachI thAya che. kevaLajJAnI sarva TUthapathapu para sarva dravya ane sava paryAne jANe che. kevaLajJAnamAM prathama cAre jJAnane samAveza thaI jAya che. jema

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380 zAradA siddhi caMdranA prakAzamAM tArAonA teja samAI jAya che tema kevaLajJAnamAM cAre jJAna samAI jAya che. ziSye bhagavAnane prazna karyA ke ahe| bhagavaMta! ekI sAthe eka jIvane keTalA jJAna hoya ? bhagavAne kahyu ekI sAthe eka jIvane e jJAna hAya te| matijJAna ane zrutajJAna. traNa hAya te mati, zruta ane avadhijJAna athavA mati, zruta ane manaHpava ane cAra hAya te! mana:paryAyajJAna vadhyuM. eka hoya te mAtra kevaLajJAna hAya. eka sAthe koI ne pAMca jJAna na heAI zake kAraNa ke kevaLajJAna thAya pachI bIjA jJAnAnI jarUra rahetI nathI. A pAMca jJAnanI vAta karI. samyak jJAnathI jIvane sArA khATAne viveka thAya che. heya, jJeya ane upAdeyanuM bhAna thAya che, samyakdanathI vItarAganA vacana pratye akhUTa zraddhA thAya che. samyakcAritra dvArA jIva navA AvatA karmAne ke che. bhagavAna uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 28 mA adhyayanamAM khelyA che ke nANeNa jANai bhAve, daMsaNeNa ya sahe / vRttiLa niddiAra, tayeLa munnarUM // 35 / / jJAnathI jIva yathAtathya bhAvAne jANe che, danathI tenA para zraddhA kare che, cAritrathI AvatA karmAMne zake che ane tapathI jUnA karmo khapavAthI zuddhi thAya che. cAritra aMgIkAra karyAM pacho sayamI sAdhakane anukULa ane pratikULa upasage sahana karavA paDe che. te gaucarI jAya tyAre kayAreka mAna sanmAna maLe ne kayAreka tiraskAra maLe, koI praza'sA kare, koI niMdA kare, badhAmAM samabhAva rAkhe. bhagavAna khelyA che ke hammamANo Na kuppejja, buccamANo na saMjale / mumaLe ahiyA sinhA, La ya mahA re / sUya. a. huM gAthA 31 koI vyakti sAdhune lAThI, mUThThI AdithI mAra athavA gALeA Ape, Akroza vacanA kahe te paNa sAdhu krodha kare nahi, manathI paNa dveSa na kare, tathA viparIta vacana na kahe, sAmane na kare paNa prasanna cittathI samabhAve sahana kare. ane manustuo karATevu | maneAhara zabdAdika viSaceAmAM utkaMThita na bane. ullAsa na lAve. te jagatathI nirALA rahe. jagata sArA kahe ke kheATA kahe tenI paravA na kare, kAraNa ke duniyA dAra'gI che. ghaDIkamAM Ama bele ne ghaDIkamAM tema khele. jagatane koI paheAMcyu nathI. eka vakhata zakarajI pAvatIne kahe che A jagatane kaI paheAMcI zakayu nathI ne paheAMcI zakaze nahi. jo enA rAhe gayA tA AvI ja anya samajo. pAMtIjI kahe ema na heAya. zakarajI kahe te cAlo ApaNe parIkSA karIe, tethI za'karajI gheADA para esIne pharavA nIkaLyA. pAMtIjI temanI sAthe pagapALA cAle che. lokeAe temane joyA eTale khelavA lAgyA ke A purUSamAM te kaI buddhi che! pAte gheADA para beThA che ne

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zAradA siddhi 381 patnIne calAve che. zaMkarajI pArvatIne kahe che sAMbhaLyuM ? loke kevuM bole che. have tame ghoDA para bese ne huM cAluM, pachI joIe zuM bele che? pArvatIjI ghoDA para beThA ne zaMkarajI cAlavA lAgyA. A rIte joIne loke kahevA lAgyA ke A strImAM te kaMI buddhi che! pote ghoDA para beThI che ne pitAnA patine calAve che. pArvatIjI ! sAMbhaLyuM ne? have loke kevuM bole che. tame cAlatA hatA tyAre mane kahyuM ane huM cAlyo tyAre tamane kahyuM. A duniyA deraMgI che. ene jema phAve tema bole che. have ema karIe ApaNe baMne ghoDA para besI jaIe. zaMkara-pArvatI baMne ghoDA para besI gayA. baMnene beThelA joIne loka bolavA lAgyA ke A te kevA nirdaya ane dayAhIna che ! emanA jIvanamAM karUNA jevuM kaMI dekhAtuM nathI. A ghoDo bicAre hRSTapuSTa nathI, dubaLo che ane A baMne jaNa enA para beThA che. hamaNAM bicAre ghoDo baMnenA bhArathI marI jaze. A sAMbhaLI zaMkarajI pArvatIne kahe che juo, sAMbhaLyuM ne? huM ekalo beThe te mane kahyuM, tame ekalA beThA te tamane kahyuM ne baMne jaNa beThA te AvuM bolyA. have zuM karavuM? have ApaNe ghoDA para besavuM nathI. baMne cAlIne jaIe, pachI zuM kahe che te sAMbhaLIe. baMne ghoDA parathI utarI gayA ne cAlavA lAgyA. sAthe ghoDe paNa cAle che. A sthiti joIne kaMIka bolavA lAgyA ke A te kevA mUrkha che ! ghoDo - sAthe che chatAM baMne pagapALA cAle che. A nakAmI veTha sAthe rAkhI che. A sAMbhaLatA pArvatIjIne bhAna thaI gayuM ke A jAtane vizvAsa karavA jevo nathI. ghaDIghaDImAM juduM juduM bole. A jagatane kaI pahoMcI zake nahi, mATe koI paNa kArya karavuM hoya te AtmAne pUchIne je satya lAge te karavuM. ApaNe samyaphadarzana, samyakrajJAna ane samyAritranI vAta karI. A ratnatrayInI ArAdhanAmAM jene purUSArtha hoya te sAcA svarUpane meLavI zake che. AvA AtmAo pApanA kAryathI DaratA hoya che. jene pApane Dara lAge tene AtmAnI laganI lAge. jJAnI kahe che "pApathI Dare te nA hoya to ya DAhyo ane pApathI na Dare te moTI umarane hoya te ya gAMDe. pApathI Dare te ochuM bhaNele heya te ya paMDita ane pApathI Dare nahi, te game teTaluM bhaNelo hoya te ya mUrakha." mATe Dara pApane rAkho, bhIti bhavanI rAkhe, laganI AtmAnI lagADe ne prIti paramAtmAnI karo. bhavanI jene heya bhIti, tene thAya AtmAnI sAthe prIti, e che sAcI jIvananI rIti, sadA rahe sAdhakamAM e ja nIti." jene bhavanI bhIti lAge ene AtmA pratye prIti jAge. AtmAnI prIti thAya ene mokSanI ruci thAya. Aje AtmA paramAM paDI gayo che ne svane bhUlI gayo che. jeNe AtmA sAthe prIta karI che tevA AtmAone paisA karatA paramezvara, saMtAne

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382 zAradA siddhi karatAM saMta ane dhana karatA dharma vahAlo lAge che. mahAna puNyodaye ApaNane jinazAsana ane kiMmatI manuSya janma maLe che. A zAsanane pAmIne paNa je AtmA svane bhUlI paranI paMcAtamAM paDI jaze te tene AMTo niSphaLa jaze. tame ugharANuM levA gayA ne deNIyAta na maLe te kaheze ke mane AMTo paDe. keI svajana AvavAnA che tene levA sTezane gayA ne te na AvyA te kaheze ke AMTo paDe. are, vadhu zuM kahuM ! upAzraye AvyA ne saMte kaI kAraNathI vyAkhyAna na ApI zakayA te kahezo ke mane AMTo paDyo. are, A AMTo nathI paDe paNa mahAna lAbha le che. eka zrAvaka saMtane vaMdana karavA jatA hatA. rastAmAM mizradaSTivALo mitra maLyo teNe pUchayuM kayAM jAo cho? zrAvaka kahe saMtane vaMdana karavA jaIe chIe, eTale mizradaSTivALe kahe emane vaMdana karavAthI zuM lAbha thAya? zrAvaka kahe mahAlAbha thAya. tyAre mizradaSTivALo kahe huM paNa AvuM. ema kahIne teNe vAMdavAne paga upADayo. rastAmAM bIje mahAmithyAtvI mitra maLe. teNe pUchyuM kayAM jAva che? mizradaSTivALo kahe saMtane vaMdana karavA jaIe chIe, tyAre mahAmithyAtvI kahe emane vaMdana karavAthI zuM lAbha thAya? e te melAghelA hoya ema kahIne bheLavI nAMkhyo tethI mizraSTivALo pAcho gaye. zrAvake jaIne jJAnI saMtane pUchyuM gurUdeva ! vaMdana karavA paga upADa tene zuM lAbha thayo? gurUdeve kahyuM, kALA aDada je hatuM te chaDIdALa sarakhe thaye. kRSNapakSI daLIne zukalapakSI thayA. anAdi kALane ulaTa hato te sulaTa thayo. te jIva 4 gati, 24 daMDakamAM bhamIne paNa deze uNuM ardha pudgala parAvartanamAM utkRSTa saMsArane pAra pAmaze. mAtra vaMdana karavA paga upADe. haju vaMdana karyA nathI chatAM keTalo mahAna lAbha meLavyo? tamArA saMsAramAM evI kaI kiyA che ke je A lAbha apAvI zake ! tyAM tamArA AMTA niSphaLa che. upAzraye AvavAne ATo niSphaLa ja nathI. baMdhuo! A mAnavabhava pAmIne evI suMdara ArAdhanA karI lo ke jethI tamAro AMTo niSphaLa na jAya. A mATe (1) udAratA (2) vizALatA (3) gaMbhIratA (4) madhuratA. A guNe khUba jarUrI che. Aje parvAdhirAja parvane trIjo divasa che. A5 ATalI badhI vizALa saMkhyAmAM AvIne ekatra thayA che paNa moTA bhAganA loko sau manathI pitAne moTA mAnatA hoya che. kema sAcI vAta che ne? paNa sAcI meTAI meLavavA mATe uparanA cAra guNa keLavavA jarUrI che. pahelAnA rAjAo eTale mAtra jamInanA TukaDAnA bAdazAha nahi paNa mananA paNa bAdazAha. bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara duzmanane paNa sudharyA pachI enA gunAnI kSamA ApI de. je eTalI kSamA ApavAnI taiyArI na hoya te moTAI TakI paNa na zake. je ene sAcI moTAInuM bhAna na hoya to gunegAra pastAvo kare,mAphI mAMge te paNa enI sattAthI ene kacaDI nAkhe. jo guNanI moTAI joItI hoya

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zAradA siddhi 383 te pahelA nakhare udAratA keLavA. udAratA eTale zu'? mAru' je badhu dekhAya che te mAtra mAruM nahi paNa mArA kuTuMbanu, mArA sa`ghanuM, mArA sagAMsaMbadhIonu` ane mArA AzritAnuM, udAratAnA guNa keLavavA mATe paranI vastuemAM te peAtAnuMmArApaNuM nahi laI javAya paNa peAtAnI gaNAtI vastuomAMthI paNa svatvanI bhAvanA uThAvI laI emAM parakIyatvanI bhAvanA jamAvavI joI e. jo pAte meTAne sukhI che to badhI sagavaDo pAte bhAve ema nahi paNu e sagavaDA nAnAe bhAgave ne pote khUba sAdAIthI rahe. samaye pote agavaDa veThI le paNa jyAM prasa`ga Ave tyAM khIjAnI sevAmAM potAnA tana, mana, dhananI udAratA kare. koIe peAtAnu' kharAma karyu hAya paNa kharAba karanArane peAtAnI bhUlano pazcAttApa thAya te pachI eNe e bhUla karI che e vAta peAtAnA manamAMthI paNa kADhI nAMkhe. mana eTalu badhu sahiSNu ne kSamAzIla banAvI de ke e gunegAranI gunAnI mAphI te| Ape paNa sAthe inAma Ape. dilamAM Da*kha na hoya te ja A rIte kAma karI zake. A udAratAnA guNa ApaNA mATe mahAne Adaza rUpa che. khIjo guNa che vizALatA. tenu' hRdaya eTaluM vizALa hoya che ke badhAnI bhUlo emAM samAI jAya. jema meTA vizALa sAgaramAM game teTalI sArI ke kharAba vastu nAMkhavAmAM Ave te temAM badhuM samAI jAya tema vizALa haiyAmAM badhI bhUlo samAI jAya eTale ke khIjAnI bhUlo zeAdhIzodhIne mAtra a'taramAM rAkhe ema nahi paNa e bhUlAne bhUlI jAya. kayAre yAda paNa na kare. jo tenu hRdaya vizALa na hoya te e bhUlone karI pharIne yAda kare. jo bALake bhUla karI hAya teA vizALa hRdayanA mAnavI eveA vicAra kare ke hAya, khALaka che bhUla kare. meM teA jIvanamAM keTalI badhI bhUlo karI che. kAI yuvAna ke vRddha mANase bhUla karI hAya tA vicAre ke hAya. juvAnInuM jora che. te bicArA ajJAna che. nahi te AvI bhUla na kare. samaya Ave temane hita zikhAmaNa Ape. temanu hRdaya eTaluM vizALa hoya che ke emAM sAmI vyakti pratyenI aneka ujjavaLatAe ramatI hAya. "AvA vizALatAnA mahAna guNavALA uMmaramAM nAnA hoya te paNa meTA che. A guNu vinAnA meTA hoya te paNa nAnA che." A vizALatAnA guNa jenAmAM che tenA jIvanamAM Anada koI alaukika hAya che. gunegAra pratye paNa tenI bhAvanA kSamAnI hAya. tenA pratye rAga ke roSa hotA nathI, eTale kA~kha'dhana thatuM nathI. jenuM hRdaya vizALa nathI paNa chIcharu' che te evuM vicAre ke ANe mAruM Avu karyu. A mANase badhA kevA che ke ApaNu kAI sAMbhaLe nahi, ApaNu' kaI mAna nahi, AnI sAthe huM' kayAM phasAI gayA ! AvA chIcharA vicAramAM ramavAthI nukasAna keTalu' thAya ! e game tevA mAla miSTAnna jame chatAM zarIranI puSTi na thAya kAraNa ke dilamAM AnaMda nathI. e ataramAM khATA

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384 zAradA sivi vicArethI baLate heya che. vizALa hadayI sUko roTalo ne chAza khAze te paNa haSTapuSTa raheze, kAraNa ke e badhI vAtane bhUlI jAya pachI ene baLavAnuM rahetuM nathI. sadAya AnaMda AnaMda hoya che. chIcharA dilavALo ema vicAre ke zuM sAmAnI badhI bhUlo mAre sahana karI levAnI ! tyAre vizALa hRdayI kahe bhAI! A duniyAmAM eka cIja evI nathI ke jemAM bhUla na hoya. badhAmAM kAMIne kAMI vAMdho te hoya che. jamIe chIe te bhajana zemAMthI banyuM ? ghauM ane vanaspatimAMthI. te ghauM vigeremAM kayA pudgala banyA? khAtaranA. te khAtara kevuM ? azuddha melA padArthonuM baneluM. eka zaucavAdI brAhmaNa hate. zauca eTale zuddhi. te bahAranI zuddhimAM khUba mAne. brAhmaNanA eka caMDALa pAse pisA leNA hatA. caMDALa eka divasa pasA laIne ApavA Avyo. zaucavAdI brAhmaNa eTale caMDALanA paisA tene ghevarAvIne levA hatA, paNa te karyA pahelA caMDALe paisA brAhmaNanA gharamAM pheMkayA. brAhmaNane te mijAja gaye. te bhabhUkI uThaye are nAlAyaka ! bezarama ! te A zuM karyuM? julma thaI gaye. mAru AkhuM ghara abhaDAvI dIdhuM. A sAMbhaLIne caMDALa bicAre te baraphanI mAphaka TharI ga. are zeThajI! paNa meM zuM karyuM che? zuM zuM karyuM ? tArA paisA mATe pANIthI Ine levAnA hatA ene badale te tArAthI abhaDAyelA ja pheMkI dIdhA ? zeThajI! mApha karaje, paNa huM Apane pUchuM te e pANI paNa zuM cepyuM che ? ene paNa amArA jevA aDelA te kharA ja ne ? brAhmaNa kahe are badamAza ! eka te mAruM ghara abhaDAvyuM ne pAcho uparathI deDha DahApaNa kare che. cAlyA jA ahIMthI. caMDALa te gayo paNa brAhmaNanA dilamAM caMDALanA zabdoe ceTa lagADI. hA. enI vAta te barAbara che. caMDALanA kahevA pramANe badhuM ja meluM. te A pRthvI para caMDALe paNa vasyA che te mArAthI A pRthvI para paNa na rahevAya. badhuM abhaDAyeluM. basa, huM evI bhUmi para jAuM ke jyAM AvA mAnavo na hoya. ahIM te dharatI paNa kayAMthI cAkhI hoya! je bhUmi para caMDALe cAle tyAM huM cAluM ? basa, have A dharatI harAma ! jJAnI kahe che ke bAhya zuddhi game teTalI haze paNa aMtarazuddhi na hoya tyAM sudhI kalyANa thavAnuM nathI. brAhmaNa te bhUkhya bhUkhe tyAMthI nIkaLI gayA ne dariyAkinAre pahoMce. tyAM jaIne vahANumAM besI gaye. dariyAnI vacce eka nirjana beTa AvyA. tyAM nAvikane kahe che bhAI! mane ahIM utArI de. khalAsIne paNa Azcarya thayuM ke A nirjana beTamAM utarIne zuM karaze ? brAhmaNa utarI gayo. teNe jUnA kapaDA kADhIne dariyAmAM phekI dIdhA ne navA kapaDA paherI lIdhA. pachI harakhAvA lAge ke basa, have barAbara zucidharma paLAze. brAhmaNane pavitratAnI laganI lAgI che paNa huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke mAtra kapaDAM badalavAthI zuM pavitra thavAya? nA, pavitra banavA mATe dilane pavitra

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zAradA sili 385 banAvavuM paDaze, aMtaramAM rahelI azuddhione dUra karavI paDaze. A brAhmaNa te beTa para cAlyA jAya che. bhUkha kakaDIne lAgI che paNa khAvuM zuM? tyAM phaLavALuM jhADa joyuM. ahe! A jhADa para phaLa te che paNa ene paMkhIo aDayA hoya. temaNe cAMca mArI hoya tethI azaucavALA (azuddha) kahevAya, A te mArAthI na khavAya. bhUkha lAgI che paNa azuddha ne melA phaLa kema khavAya? e te AgaLa gaye. eNe dUrathI kaMIka paDeluM joyuM. basa, A mAre khAvA mATe barAbara che kAraNa ke paMkhIo te jhADa para khAvAnuM paDatuM mUkIne nIce na Ave. pazu paNa dekhAtA nathI mATe ene zuddha mAnIne jamIna para paDelA phaLa khAdhA. vAvaDInuM pANI lAvIne pIdhuM. have mArI pavitratAne AMca nahi Ave. tyAM eka vAra bIje mANasa tene bheTI ga. brAhmaNe pUchyuM tame koNa cho? huM paradezI chuM. mAruM vahANa dariyAmAM bhAMgI gayuM che tethI ahIM pharuM chuM, paNa tame keNa cho ? bhAI! huM brAhmaNa chuM. zauca dharmane pALavA ahIM Avyo chuM. zuM tamArA dezamAM zauca dharma te paLAte? nA. bhAI! jyAM joIe tyAM apavitratA che. nadI, taLAvanA pANI caMDALathI abhaDAyelA che. je bhUmi para bhaMgI cAle tyAM ApaNe cAlavuM paDe. khetaramAM anAja melA khAtarathI pAke, paisA paNa caMDALanA abhaDAyelA ApaNI pAse Ave. pilA mANasane thayuM ke A te kaI pAgala lAge che. teNe pUchyuM. zuM tamane ahIMyA ' phAvI gayuM ? hA. te ahIM zuM khAo cho? brAhmaNe kahyuM. tame mane zuM samaje che? huM kaMI jevo tevuM nathI. barAbara joI vicArIne kAma karuM chuM. zuM huM A jhADa paranA phaLa khAuM chuM ema tame mAne che ? e te pakSIonA khAdhelA hoya tethI apavitra hoya eTale huM ya paDelAM phaLa khAuM chuM. juo A rahyA. ema kahIne pitAnI pAse je phaLa hatA te batAvyA. A joIne pelA bhAI te khaDakhaDATa hasavA lAgyA. brAhmaNa kahe che tame hase che kema ? tamane zuM kahuM? e te A dvIpanA UMDANamAM je uMTa rahe che te tyAMnI zeraDI khAya che tenA A lIDA che lIDA. A sAMbhaLI brAhmaNa zaramAI gaye. A uparathI e samajavAnuM ke jenI daSTi TUMkI ane vAtavAtamAM kacakaca kare te pratyakSa paNa sukhI nathI. jyAM hRdayanI vizALatA nathI tyAM Ama bane che. vizALatA nathI tyAM sAcI moTAI nathI. vizALatA mATe dRSTine khUba vizALa banAve. jethI jIvanamAM AnaMda ne saMtoSa anubhavI zakAya. trIjo guNa che gaMbhIratA. meTAI meLavavA mATe hRdayamAM gaMbhIratA joIe. bIjAnI koI gupta vAta jANato hoya te game tevA prasaMgamAM paNa te bahAra uchaLI na Ave. prANa jAya paNa tenA peTamAMthI vAta na jAya. e guNathI ApaNe bIjAnA hadaya siMhAsane premabharyuM sthAna jamAvI zakIe chIe. gaMbhIratAthI badhuM pacAvatA AvaDe che. jethI guNa che madhuratA. uparanA traNa guNe hoya paNa ethe guNa zA, 49

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381 zAradA siddhi madhuratAne na hoya te na cAle. sAmAnI bhUle pacAvI jAya paNa svabhAvamAM kaDavAza heya ne madhuratA na hoya te badhA guNe jhAMkhA paDI jAya che. svabhAva te haMmezA mIThe ne madhure he jAIe. je meTAI joItI hoya te vANI mulAyama ane mIThI madhurI lo. vyavahAra paNa madhura rAkho. temAM paNa jyAre pote koI uMcI padavI para beThA che tyAre te khAsa madhuratA joIe. A cAre guNo jyAre jIvanamAM Ave che tyAre te meTAI meLavI zake che. tenuM jIvana gulAbanA phUlanI mAphaka sugaMdhita bane che. tene mAnava jIvanane ATo saphaLa bane che ane te karmanA bhArathI haLa bane che. paryuSaNa parvanA divasomAM karmanA kacarAne dUra karavAne che. te kacarAne dUra karavA tapa rUpI sAvaraNanI jarUra che. A divasamAM dAna, ziyaLa, tapa ane bhAvanAne je vega hoya che te bIjA divasomAM nathI AvatuM. potAnI zakti pramANe dAna devAnuM mana thAya che. A divasemAM ApaNe vIra bhAmAzAha, jagaDuzAha, khemo dedarANI vigerene yAda karIe chIe. zA mATe? zuM temanI pAse lakSamI hatI teTalA mATe ? nAnA haragIjha nahi. kaMIka dhanavAna purU thaI gayA paNa temane koI yAda karatuM nathI. teo janme che ne mare che. temane kaI bhAva pUchatuM nathI, ane A purUSane yAda ja karIe chIe tenuM kAraNa zuM? teoe pitAnI lakSmI samAjanuM duHkha dUra karavA samAjane caraNe dharI hatI. mahArANA pratApa jyAre jaMgalamAM bhaTakI rahyA hatA tyAre vIra bhAmAzAhe pitAne A bhaMDAra temanA caraNe dharyo ane kahyuM ke A lakSmIthI Apa lazkara ekaThuM karIne mevADane svataMtra kare. AthI mahArANA pratApamAM hiMmata AvI. temaNe te dhanathI lazkara bheguM karyuM ane mevADane gulAmInA paMjAmAMthI mukta karyuM. cAMpAneramAM cAMpazI mahetA nAmanA mahAjana thaI gayA. teo eka vAra bAdazAhanA darabAramAM jaI rahyA hatA tyAre eka cAraNe temanuM svAgata karavA kahyuM, padhAraze zAha pahele ane bAdazAha pachI". bAdazAhe A zabdo sAMbhaLyA tethI temane cAnaka lAgyuM. zuM mArA karatA vaNika caDhI jAya ? ThIka. samaya Avye joI laIza. eka vakhata e prasaMga Avyo ke dezamAM bhayaMkara duSkALa paDaze. joke, bhUkha tarasathI taraphaDavA lAgyA. jIvana jIvavuM paNa muzkela thaI paDyuM. prajAe rAjAne araja karI ke amAruM rakSaNa kare. bAdazAhe kahyuM prajAnuM rakSaNa karavuM e mArI pahelI pharaja che paNa bAdazAhathI zAha moTA che te prajAnuM rakSaNa kare. bAdazAha zAhane bolAvIne kahyuM A duSkALamAM prajAjanone anAja pUruM pADe. je nahi pADI zake te tamAruM zAha pada laI levAmAM Avaze. A vaNike DhIlA picA na hatA. khamIravaMtA hatA. pitAnA zAha padane zebhAvavA pitAnuM sarvasva daI devuM paDe te devA taiyAra hatA. zAha nAmane zobhAvavA vaNike e keDa bAMdhI. gAmegAma pharIne TIpa karavA lAgyA.

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zAradA siddhi 387 360 divasa nedhavAnA che. keI e pitAne svataMtra eka divasa noMdhAvyo. keI ATha daza mANase bhegA thaIne lakhAve. A rIte karatA 165 divasa neMdhAI gayA. mahAjana pharatuM pharatuM pagapALA cAlIne eka gAmathI bIje gAma jaI rahyuM che. tyAM eka gAmanA pAdaramAM eka mANasane je. teNe mAthe sAphe bAMdhyuM hatuM ne keDIyA jevuM paheryuM hatuM. A mANasa mahAjanane joIne harakhAI gaye. pahelAM dhamanI sevA khUba thatI, svAmI pratye mAna ane prema hatuM. svadhamanI sevAmAM mahAna lAbha samajatA hatA. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 29 mA adhyayanamAM gautamasvAmIe bhagavAnane prazna karyo. aho, mArA trilekInAtha prabhu! gurU sAhasmiya sUsUsaNayAe zuM kiM jaNAI? gurU ane svadhamI janenI sevA karavAthI jIvane zuM lAbha thAya ? tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM he gautama! "gurUsAhasmiya sUsUsaNayAe viNuya pavitti jaNaI viNuya paDivane ya | jIve aNucA sAyaNasIle neraIya tirika khaNiya mANurUdeva due nirulsaI, vaNa saMjalaNa bhatti bahu mANayAe maNurUdevagaIo nibadhaI, siddhi sugaI ca vihei, pasasthAI caNuM viNayamUlAI savakajajAIsAheI, ane have chavA viIittA bhavaI ' gurU ane svamAnI sevA karavAthI vinaya guNanI prApti thAya che. vinayathI anAzAtanA zIla-satkAra karatA karatA jIva naraka, tiryaca, manuSya ane deva saMbaMdhI durgatine rekI de che. (akarmabhUmi AdimAM janmanI apekSAe manuSya gatine durgatirUpI kahI che, kiviSikAdi devemAM janmanI apekSAe devagatine durgati rUpa kahI che. ane lAghA, prazaMsA, bhakti, bahumAna meLavate manuSya ane deva sabaMdhI sugati bAMdhe che ane siddhagatinI vizuddhi kare che tathA vinayamUla badhA prazasta kAryone sAdhI le che. te sAthe bIjA aneka jIvone vinaya dharmamAM je che. mahAjanane joIne A vaNika pUche che Apa kyAM jAya che? mahAjana kahe bhAI! dezamAM bhayaMkara duSkALa paDe che tethI eka varSanI TIpa karavA nIkaLyA chIe. 165 divaso noMdhyA che. bAkInA divaso bAkI che. bAdazAhe kahyuM tame duSkALamAM badhAne anAja pUruM pADe ne zAha nAmane dIpAve. A vaNika kahe Apa kRpA karIne mAre ghera padhAre ne mane pAvana kare. DuM unuM pANI pItA jAva. mahAjananA manamAM thayuM ke A te sAva garIba jevo lAge che. A ApaNane zuM ApavAnuM che? vaNikanA khUba AgrahathI mahAjana tenA ghera gayuM. tenI jhuMpaDI joIne mahAjananA manamAM ema thayuM ke A nakAme ApaNane khetI karavA lAvyo che. vaNike khUba Adara satkArathI badhAne mIThuM bhejana jamADayuM, pachI garIba dekhAte vaNika kahe mAre paNa TIpamAM kaMIka lakhavavuM che. ema kahIne tenA pitA pAse jaIne vAta karI. pitA kahe tArI zuM IcchA che? pitAjI! mArA svadharmabaMdhuonI sevA mATe mAruM svasva daI devuM

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388 zAradA siddhi paDe te huM devA taiyAra chuM. putranI AvI bhAvanA joIne pitAnI chAtI gajagaja uchaLavA lAgI. pitAe kahyuM. gurU ane svadhamanI sevA karavAmAM mahAna lAbha che. A avasara pharIne nahi maLe mATe jeTale lAbha levAya teTale laI le. vaNike mahAjanane kahyuM Apa mArA para kRpA kare. mahAjananA manamAM thayuM ke A kRpA karavAnuM zA mATe kahe che? kadAca be divasanI Avaka mAMgaze te? mahAjana kahe sAheba! zuM mAMgaNI che? vaNika kahe huM nAne mANasa chuM. Apane mArI eTalI vinaMtI che ke Apa ApanI lakhelI TIpa phADI nAkhe, ane 360 divasa mArA lakhI de. A sAMbhaLI mahAjana te sthaMbhI gayuM. bhAI! ATalo moTo kharco tuM ekalo kevI rIte pUruM karI zakIza ? tyAre te khUba namratAthI kahe che Ape mAre ghera pagalAM karI mane pAvana karyo che te phUla nahi ne phUlanI pAMkhaDI huM ApanA caraNe dharuM chuM. Apa mArA upara kRpA karI mArI nAnI zI bheTane svIkAra kare. ema kahI kammare bAMdhelI vAMsaLImAM rUpiyAnI noTonI thappIo bharI hatI te kADhIne mahAjanane ApI dIdhI. A vaNika bIje kaI nahi paNa eme dedarANI. AnuM nAma sAce dAnavIra. bAdazAhane khabara paDI ke eka ja zAhe bAra mahinAnI javAbadArI lIdhI che, tyAre temane garva utarI gayo. " jainadarzanamAM dAnane mahimA apUrva batAvyA che. je dAna dharma hota nahi te bhagavAne dIkSA letA pahelAM eka varSa sudhI vaSIdAna dIdhuM te na Apata. te vaSIdAna daIne dIkSA le che AthI dAnadharmane mahimA khUba gavAya che. jagaDuzAhe paNa dukALanA samaye pitAnI dhAnya sAmagrI ane lakSmI samAjanA caraNe dharI hatI, ane duSkALanI bhayaMkaratAmAMthI prajAne ugArI lIdhI hatI. ApaNe teone yAda karIe chIe tenuM kAraNa e che ke temaNe potAnI lakSmIne upayoga paramArtha kAje karyo, tethI te badhAnA nAma ItihAsamAM sonerI akSare aMkti thAya che. potAnA tana, mana, dhana je samAjane caraNe dhare che te amaratva prApta karI zake che. jeo sukha sAhyabInA sAdhano ekaThA karavAmAM racyApacyA rahe che, pitAnA svArthamAM jeo magna che temaNe AvA mahAna purUSanA jIvanane yAda karIne temanA guNe apanAvavAnI jarUra che. - ApanI samakSa ghaNuM ghaNA mahAnapurUSanA jIvananA smaraNa rajU karyA. te sAMbhaLIne have tame nirNaya karajo ke tame kevuM jIvana jIvavA mAMge che ? jIvanane upayoga svArthamAM kare che ke paramArthamAM? bhogapabhogamAM ke tyAgamAM? dehanA upabhogamAM ke AtmannatimAM? A nirNaya tamAre karavAne che. lakSmI, sattA, putra-parivAra, deha vigere kSaNika vastuo pAchaLa prayatna kare e retI para makAna caNavA jevuM che. A badhuM kSaNika, nAzavaMta che. AtmAe vicAra kare joIe ke "ghoDathuM nadhi

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zAradA siddhi 389 je do" A saMsAramAM dhana mAruM nathI, sattA-saMpatti, putra parivAra ke I mAruM nathI. huM koIne nathI. A badhI beTI ghaTamALa meM ubhI karI che. A saMsAra Akhe svArtha bharele che, mATe cetI jAva ne ArAdhanA karavA taiyAra thAva. dhanane rAga choDI dAna kare, kAyAno moha choDI tapa karo. tapa vagara mukti nathI. ApaNe tyAM mahAna tapasvIo ugra sAdhanA karI rahyA che. dhanya che AvA tapasvIone, % zAMti. vyAkhyAna naM. 38 bhAdaravA suda 1 ne gurUvAra tA. 23-8-79 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMta upakArI kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMtoe bhavya jInA Atmazreya mATe AgamanI prarUpaNa karI. vItarAga bhagavAnanI vANa mithyAtvarUpI mahAroganuM auSadha che. meha velaDInA mULane nAza karavAmAM aMgArasama che. bhavabhramaNa nivAranAra mahAbhUmi che. duHkhanI jaDa ukheDI sukhanA sAmrAjya sthApanAra vijayI senApati che. karma jaMjIrone teDavA mATenuM akhUTa baLa che. anaMta anaMta kALanI bhava kedamAMthI choDAvanAra vibhUti che. evA jinezvara bhagavAnanA : vacanane mahAna vidvAna gaNadharadeva jevAe paNa mAthe dharyA che ane devendro jevAe enA abhinaMdana karyA che. jinavacananI tAkAta eTalI jabaradasta che ke kusaMskoranA vA jevA pAyAne paNa hacamacAvI nAMkhe che. tenA dvArA duHkhamaya saMsAranI oLakhANa thAya che, pApane bhaya lAge che ane mokSa mATe dharma karavAnI vezyA jAge che. A jinavacananI zraddhAmAM evA aDaga daDha banyAnA siddhAMtamAM kaMIka dAkhalA che ke jemanI parIkSA karavA deva AvyA chatAM jarA paNa DagyA nahi. emane jinavacananA mUlyAMkana samajAI gayA hatA. temanA manamAM e daDha pratIti hatI ke dunyavI mahAna riddhi siddhi jinavacana rUpI khajAnA AgaLa kAMI ja visAtamAM nathI. kayAM e bhavabaMdhananI beDImAM jakaDI rAkhanArI dunyavI riddhi siddhi ane kayAM bhavabaMdhanathI mukta karAvanAra jinavacana! dunyavI samRddhi mAraka che ane jinavacana tAraka che. jene jinavacana maLyuM ane apUrva zraddhAthI ene hRdayaMgama karyuM eTale tene te tAvika rIte vItarAga banavAne paMtha hAthamAM Avyo. baMdhuo! jinavacana pAmavuM bahu durlabha che. Aje jagatamAM joIe chIe ne ke jinavacana keTalAne maLyuM che? jainakuLamAM janmathI jinavacana maLelAne jinavacananI durlabhatA na samajAya e enI bhAre kamanasIbI che, pachI keTalAya lAMbA samaya sudhI jinavacana maLavuM durlabha bane che. devalokanA divya ThATha maLavA sahelA che. DuM ajJAna tapa kare te paNa devaloka maLe paNa jinavacana maLavuM ati durlabha che. je e maLavuM

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390 zAradA siddhi sahelu' hAta te te jagatamAMthI ghaNAMnA uddhAra thaI gayA hAta. mAtra vartamAnakALa nahi paNa bhUtakALanA hisAba jovAmAM Ave tA khIjA jIvA karatAM jinavacana pAmelA jIvA AchA maLavAnA. emanI saMkhyA bahu alpa. evI alpa sa`khyAvALA bhAgyazALImAM ApaNA naMbara lAgI gayA. kevu' mahAna bhAgya kahevAya! AvA durlabha jinavacanane upayega bhavarAga dUra karavAmAM che. jene bhavarAga nAbUda thAya enI sa`sAranI viTaMbaNAo parAdhInatA ane samasta duHkhanA paNu nAza thAya. jinavacana bhavarAgane kevI rIte nAbUda kare che ? bhavareAganA kAraNabhUta mithyAtva, avirati, pramAda, kaSAya ane yAgane dUra karavAnA upAya batAve che, mATe sa`sArAgane nAza karanAra koI hAya tA mahAsama jinavacana che. Aje parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parva nA ceAtheA divasa che. A pavitra divaseAmAM tyAga, bairAgya ane sa Myamanu' vAtAvaraNa sateja bane che. tema ja tapanu' vAtAvaraNa tA ajoDa hAya che. A bhautikavAdanA viSamakALamAM paNa aTThaSTrathI ekAvana upavAsa jevA duSkara tapa karanArA tapasvIenA ApaNane dana thAya che. svAti nakSatramAM chIpamAM paDelAM pANInAM bindu jema pANIdAra ane mahAmUlyavAna meAtI bane chetema A parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa pa`mAM karelI samatApUrvakanI theADI paNa ArAdhanA ghaNAM karmonI nirA karAvI Ape che. AvuM samajIne ane sAMbhaLIne bhavya jIveAe A dharma ArAdhanA karavAnI amUlya takane jhaDapI levI joie. duniyAmAM sazreSTha ane dharmArAdhanAnI asarI huM bajAvatu. A anupama pa` khAra mahine eka ja vAra Ave che. je bhAgyazALI AtmAe ArAdhanA kare che emanu' jIvana saphaLa bane che. paryuSaNa parva eTale AtmAnI vasa'taRtu. vasa taRtunA AgamanathI jema ADa phaLa, phULathI lacI jAya che tema pa`SaNa pa'nA AgamanathI dAna, zIla, tapa, bhAvanA, kSamA, samatA, karUNA Adi suMdara bhAvAthI bhAvika AtmAonA haiyAM pulakita banI jAya che. maMgalamaya panI ArAdhanA karIne tamAru jIvana maMgalamaya banAvA maMgala eTale zu? maMgala anAdikALathI AtmA upara kane kacarA jAmyA che. tene tapa, brahmacarya Adi dharmAnuSThAnA dvArA gALI nAMkhavA tenu nAma maMgala che. kama rUpI kacarAne sApha karavA mATe ApaNe tapa-tyAganI auSidha levAnI jarUra che. tapa ane sayama vinA AtmA upara jAmelA karmAMnA thara sAph thavAnA nathI. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM bhagavaMte kahyu che ke jahA mahAtalAgasa, sannirudhdhe jalAgame usmi caNAe tavaNAe, kameNa' sosaNA bhave|| 5 // jema meTA taLAvamAM pANI AvavAnA mArgane rokIe, enuM pANI ulecIe tA pachI rahelo kAdava sUryanA tApathI sUkAI jAya che.

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zAradA siddhi 391 evaM tu saMjayasAvi, pAvakamenisa bhava keDI saMciya karma, tavasAnijajarijai 6 che te rIte saMyamI purUSa navAM pApakarmI rekIne kare bhavanA saMcita karelA karmone tapa dvArA apAve che. AtmAne zuddha karavAnI kriyAmAM jeTaluM tapa dharmanuM mahatva che teTaluM mahatva cAritra dharmanuM che. baMne ekabIjAnA pUraka banIne AtmAne mokSa prAptimAM sahAyaka bane che, mATe tapa ane saMvara dvArA karmanA pravAhane aTakAvI devA kaTibaddha bane. karma pravAhane rokavA mATe sarvaprathama rAga-dveSane aTakAvavA paDaze, kAraNa ke kama pravAhanuM mULa rAga ane dveSa che. "jo roNo vamaLI " rAga ane dvaSa e be karmanAM bIja che. meMgherA mAnavabhavanuM mUlya jene samajAya che enI AtmAnA rAgAdi bhAva tarapha karaDI najara thAya che. e kaI paNa rIte rAgAdi azubha bhAvamAM joDAtuM nathI. paryuSaNa parva AtmAne jAgRta karavA elArma che. paryuSaNa parvanA punita padharAmaNAM thayA ne AtmAne pavitra banAvavAnA saMdezA lAvyA. sAthe tapa-tyAganI rUDI navI navI bheTe lAvyA." AtmAnA khUNe khAMce bharAI rahelA karmanA kacarAne sApha karavA mATe parvAdhirAja'. parva navA saMdezA laIne AvyA che ne sAthe tapa-tyAganI navI navI bheTo lAvyA che. tamArA dIkarA dIkarInA lagna hoya tyAre sagAsnehIo, mitro ane sakhIo badhA jAtajAtanI ane bhAtabhAtanI navI bheTo lAve che ne? ene tame premathI svIkAra kare che. evI rIte parvAdhirAjanI bheTane paNa svIkAra karaze ne ? tamArI senAcAMdInI bheTe badhI ahIM rahI jaze paNa parvAdhirAjanI bheTa tamArI sAthe Avaze. jenAthI tapa thAya te tapa kare. parigrahanI mamatA choDe, brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare. A badhAmAM sarvazreSTha te saMyama che. tenA vinA traNa kALamAM siddhi thavAnI nathI. AtmA upara AvatA karma pravAhane rokavA mATe saMyamanI jarUra che. saMyama levAne mATe rAgAdi baMdhane toDavA paDe che. rAgAdi karmane vipAka ke hoya che te huM Apane samajAvuM. eka vakhata eka nagaranI bahAra udyAnamAM eka jJAnI saMta parivAra sahita padhAryA. nagarajanone khabara paDI ke ApaNAM nagaranI bahAra udyAnamAM jJAnI saMta padhAryA che eTale atyaMta harSa thaye. harSabhera nagarajane gurUne vaMdana karavA mATe moTI saMkhyAmAM AvavA lAgyA. e jamAnAmAM rAjA ane prajA badhA saMtanA darzana karavA AvatA, kAraNa ke e samajatA hatA ke jIvana kSaNika che. dhana, vaibhava, lADI, vADI, gADI badhuM choDIne eka dina sau koIne javAnuM che. sAthe te dharma sivAya koI AvanAra nathI. dharmanuM svarUpa samajAvanAra kaI hoya te saMte che. ema samajIne

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392 zAradA siddhi ane teTalA satsaMga karatA hatA. A nagaranA rAjA potAnA prajAjanA sahita sa`tanA darzane AvyA. dana karIne pravacana sAMbhaLavA beThA. AcArya zrI dhama dezanAnA megha varasAvI rahyA hatA. rAjA ane prajAjanA ekAgra rIte upadezanu amRta jhIlI rahyA hatA. jema cAtaka' pakSI varasAdanuM pANI addhara jhIlI le che tema janatA AcAryazrInI amRta vANI jhIlI rahI hatI. A samaye AsapAsamAM jhADa upara kUdAkUda karatI eka vAMdarI jhADa uparathI nIce utarIne AcArya mahArAjanI kharAbara sAme AvIne besI gaI, ane eka citte dharmAMpadezanu... zravaNa karavA lAgI. jevI AcAya mahArAjanI dha dezanA pUrI thaI evI ja vAMdarI ubhI thaI ne AcArya mahArAjanI sAme ubhI rahIne nAcavA ne kUdavA lAgI. "nagarajanAne thayela Azcaya :"-A dRzya joIne rAjA tathA nagarajane ne khUba Azcarya thayu ke ahe, A zu'? manuSyA teA mahArAjanA vyAkhyAnamAM Ave paNa A vAMDharI ke je eka ThekANe ese nahi, eka jhADethI bIjA jhADe kUdAkUda kare e ahIM AvIne ATalI vAra beThI ne eka citte vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyu' ane sAMbhaLyA pachI enA haSa vyakta karatI hAya tema AcAya bhagavatanI sAme nAce che te kUde che. A zuM? A AzcaryakArI dRzya joIne rAjAe vinayapUrvaka vaMdana karIne pUchyu, bhagavaMta ! A vAMdarIe pahelA eka citte ApanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyu' ne pachI Apane joIne vAravAra nAce che, kUde che ne harSoMne anubhava kare che. enu' kAraNa zuM ? ane te ghaNI vAra A udyAnamAM ApanA jevA gurU bhagava ta padhAre che tyAre darzana karavA ane dharmopadeza sAMbhaLavA AvIe chIe paNa AvI rIte vAMdarI upadeza sAMbhaLavA mATe AvI hoya ane koI sAdhune joIne AvI Sita banI hoya evuM ame joyu nathI, tethI amane khUba Azcaya lAge che. te A bAbatamAM zu' satya che te kRpA karIne amane kaheA. rAjA tathA nagarajanone Azcarya nA pAra nathI. have gurUdeva zu' kahe che te sAMbhaLavA mATe badhA Atura banI gayA che. Avu' ja Azcarya mahAvidehakSetramAM tyAMnA cakravartine thayela, te kevI rIte ? kRSNa vAsudevanI paTTarANI zrRkSmaNInA putra pradyumnakumArane tenA janma thayA pachI chaThThI rAtre koI pUrvabhavanA vairI deva tenuM apaharaNa karIne laI gayA. te vakhate zrRkSmaNI bharanidrAmAM hatI. jyAre jAgI tyAre paDakhAmAM potAnA putrane na joyA tyAre peAtAnI dAsIe ane sakhIone pUchyuM ke mArA lAlane ramADavA keAI laI gayu che ? badhAe nA pADI eTale zrRkSmaNIne khUba AghAta lAgyA ke mArA lAlane nakkI koI uThAvI gayu' lAge che, eTale RkSmaNI kALA kalpAMta karavA lAgI. A vAtanI kRSNa vAsudevane khabara paDI eTale te doDatA RkSmaNInA mahele AvyA ne RkSmaNIne AzvAsana ApatA kahyuM ke he RkSmaNI ! tuM raDIza nahi, jhUrIza nahi. kalpAMta karIza nahi. huM traNa

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zAradA siddhi 393 khaMDane adhipati vAsudeva chuM. tArA putrane game te uThAvI gayuM haze te paNa huM tene zodhI lAvIza. kRNe pitAnA putranI zodha karavA pitAnA khAsa subhaTone cAre dizAmAM doDAvyA. subhaTo cAre bAju kRSNanI jyAM hAka vAge tyAM nagara, cauTA, cerA, bajAre, parvata, khINa, jaMgala, nadI, nALAM dareka ThekANe tapAsa karIne pAchA AvyA, paNa kayAMya pradyumnakumArane patto paDaze nahi, tethI kRSNa vAsudeva, dAsa-dAsIo, nekara cAkare, Adi sAre parivAra udAsa banI gaye. sArI dvArakA nagarImAM hAhAkAra macI gaye. atyAra sudhI haiyAmAM hAma hatI paNa pite khUba tapAsa karI ne subhaTa dvArA tapAsa karAvI chatAM jyAre patto na paDe tyAre kRSNajInA paga DhIlA thaI gayA ke aho ! huM eka hAke dharatI dhrujAvanAre ne mahelane ATale sakhta cekI pahere hovA chatAM mArA lAlane keNa laI gayuM? kRNujIne prazna karatA nAradajI" :- kRSNa vAsudeva, rUmaNuM ane A parivAra nUre che, kayAM jAuM ne zuM karuM? rUkSamaNIe khAvApIvAnuM choDI dIdhuM badhA kALo kalpAMta kare che. te samaye nAradaRSi AkAzagamana karatAM dvArakAmAM kRSNajInA mahele AvyA. kRSNajIne udAsa joIne nAradajIe kahyuM aho trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNa vAsudeva ! Aje Apa ATalA badhA udAsa kema che? tyAM kRSNae uce joyuM ne, ubhA thaIne nAradajIne satkAra karI Asana upara besADayA. kRSNajInA manamAM thayuM ke nAradajI to gaganavihArI che, e jarUra mAruM duHkha dUra karaze. tethI kahyuM-trASizvara ! rUkSmaNInI kUphIthI utpanna thayelA mArA putranuM kaI deva agara dAnave apaharaNa karyuM che, tethI mAruM mana atyaMta vyAkuLa che. khUba tapAsa karAvI chatAM pattI paDatuM nathI. have mAre zuM karavuM? kaMI sUjha paDatI nathI. kRSNanA duHkhamaya vacane sAMbhaLIne nAradajIne paNa khUba duHkha thayuM paNa hiMmata karIne kahyuM ke he trikhaMDa adhipati ! tame zAMti rAkho. ApanI ciMtA mane saMpI de. huM ApanA putranI zodha karI lAvIza. Apa sukhethI prajAnuM pAlana kare. A pramANe nAradajInA vacana sAMbhaLIne kRSNajIne zAMti maLI. hiMmata AvI ane temanuM haiyuM haLavuM banyuM eTale nAradajIne kahyuM ke huM te kaMIka zAMti rAkhI zakuM chuM paNa putra viyogathI duHkhI banelI rUkamaNInuM mana kaI rIte vaLatuM nathI te Apa ene sAMtvana ApIne samajAvo. rUkSmaNune AzvAsana ApatA nAradajI": kRSNajInuM vacana sAMbhaLIne nAradajI rUkmaNInA mahele gayA. rUkSamaNIe emane vinayapUrvaka AdarasatkAra karIne yegya Asane besADayA. AvA putra viyeganA duHkhamAM paNa rUkSmaNane vinaya joIne nAradajI prasanna thayA ane rUkSamaNInI prazaMsA karatA kahyuM beTA! tuM te mArI dIkarI che. tuM ciMtA na karIza. tAruM duHkha dUra thaI jaze. tAro putranuM kaI deve haraNa karyuM lAge che. tAre putra game tyAM haze te te mahAna sukhamAM haze. tuM raDIza nahi, zA. 50

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394 zAradA siddhi sUrIza nahi. huM tArA putrane thoDA samayamAM jarUra zekI lAvIza. rUkSmaNIe kahyuMmunizvara ! trikhaMDa adhipatie traNe traNa khaMDanA khUNe khUNe tapAsa karAvI chatAM kaI jagyAe patto paDaze nathI. eTaluM ja nahi paNa enA kAMI samAcAra paNa nathI. ATaluM bolatAM te tenI AMkhamAM dhAra AMsu vahevA lAgyA. nAradajIe rUkSmaNane hiMmata ApatA kahyuM, dIkarI ! gabharAIza nahi. huM mahAvideha kSetramAM sImaMdhara svAmI pAse jaIne tArA putra viSe pRcchA karIne tenA samAcAra laIne AvIza. tyAM koI page cAlanAra mAnavI jaI zakatuM nathI paNa huM te AkAzamAge gamana karanAre chuM. baMdhuo! nAradajI zuddha brahmacArI hatA. emanuM brahmacarya evuM uttama keTInuM hatuM ke e game tyAre game te rAjAnA aMteuramAM jAya paNa emanA viSe keIne zaMkA na hatI. khuda IndranI apsarA emane calAyamAna karavA mATe Ave to paNa emanuM mana cale nahi evuM emanuM zuddha brahmacarya hatuM. evA brahmacaryanA prabhAvathI AkAzagamana karavAnI zakti pragaTa thaI hatI. evA brahmacArI nAradajI rUkSamaNIne AzvAsana ApIne dvArakA nagarIthI AkAzagAminI vidyAnA baLathI upaDayA. aneka pahADa, parvate badhuM joI vanya paNa kayAMya pradyumnakumArane patto paDe nahi, eTale mahAvideha kSetramAM sImaMdhara svAmI bhagavAna pAse upaDayA. emane AkAzamAge uDatA zI vAra? mahAvideha kSetramAM puMDaragirI nagarImAM jyAM sImaMdhara svAmI bhagavAna birAjamAna hatA tyAM nAradajI pahoMcI gayA. bhagavAna samavasaraNamAM besIne bAra prakAranI parSadAne dharmane upadeza ApI rahyA hatA. samavasaraNanI zebhA apUrva lAgatI hatI. nAradajI bhagavAnane vaMdana karI, stuti karIne yogya sthAne besI gayA. bhagavAnanI amIrasa vANIne varasAda varasI rahyo hato. sAMbhaLatAM saunA haiyA harakhAI rahyA che tyAM nAradajIne vicAra Avyo ke ahIMnA manuSyanA zarIra moTA bhAge pAMcaso dhanuSyanI avagAhanAvALA che, ane huM daza dhanuSyanI kAyAvALo chuM. emanA dehamAna AgaLa te huM kIDI maMkaDA jevo chuM. A lokenA paga nIce cagadAI jaIza. Ama vicAra karIne nAradajI pitAnuM rakSaNa karavA sImaMdhara prabhunA siMhAsananI nIce jaIne besI gayA. "padma nAmanA cakIne thayeluM Azcarya- jema ApaNA bharata kSetramAM cakravati hoya che tema tyAM mahAvideha kSetramAM paNa cakravati hoya che. tyAMnA padma nAmanA cakravati bhagavAnanI dezane sAMbhaLavA AvyA hatA. prabhunA siMhAsana nIce AvuM adaSTa pUrva rUpa joIne vicAra karavA lAgyA ke aho ! deva, manuSya ke tiryaMcamAMthI A keNa haze? A kaI jAtanuM jIvaDuM ke pakSI haze te samajAtuM nathI. enI AkRti manuSya jevI che paNa manuSyanA AkAranuM kaI jIvaDuM lAge che ema

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35' zAradA siddhi samajIne nAradajIne padma cakravatie eka nAnakaDA jIvaDAnI mAphaka hAthamAM lIdhA ne emane ramADavA lAgyA. emanA aMgopAMgane kutUhalatApUrvaka jevA lAgyA ke A kaI ninuM prANI che. zrI sImaMdhara bhagavAnane prazna pUchatA padamacakI" - cakravatine mana te nAradajIne uMcakavA ne eka kIDIne uMcakavI e baMne sarakhA hatA. lokone paNa khUba Azcarya thayuM. bhagavAnanI dezanA pUrI thaI eTale cakravatie prabhune pUchayuMbhagavaMta ! A kaI gatine jIva che? bhagavaMte kahyuM ke A koI jIvajaMtu ke pazu nathI paNa A te bharata kSetramAM manuSya nimAM janmelA nAradaRSi che, teo zuddha brahmacArI che. lokemAM temanuM nAma prakhyAta che. te tapasvI che ne saMsArathI virakta che. teo mane eka prazna pUchavA mATe ahIM AvyA che, tyAre padma cakavati pUche che bhagavaMta! te zuM prazna pUchavA AvyA che te kRpA karIne amane kahe. nAradajInA manamAM ema hatuM ke bhagavAnanI dezanA pUrI thAya eTale huM emane prazna pUchIza. tyAM te cakravatie prazna pUchI lIdhe eTale emane te pUchavAnuM rahyuM ja nahi. cakInA praznanA javAba" :- bhagavAna kahe che he cakravati ! tame sAMbhaLe. bharatakSetramAM devaloka jevI zobhAyamAna dvArakA nAmanI nagarI che. tyAM trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNa nAmanA vAsudeva vase che. temane rUmaNI nAmanI eka paTTarANI che. teNe eka putrane janma Apyo. tene janma mahotsava dhAmadhUmathI ujavAI rahyo hato, ane chaThTho divasa pUro thatAM madhyarAtrinA samaye te putranuM pUrvanA vairanA kAraNe deve apaharaNa karyuM. AthI AkhI dvArakA nagarI zekasAgaramAM DUbI gaI che. jema tame che khaMDanA dhaNI che tema kRSNa vAsudeva traNa khaMDanA dhaNI che. temaNe traNa traNa khaMDamAM tapAsa karAvI paNa temanA putrane kayAMya patto maLe nahi tethI tenI mAtA rUphamaNI te kALA pANIe raDe che, jhUre che. ene zAMti thAya te mATe nAradajIe pradyumnakumAranuM zuM thayuM? e jIvate che ke mRtyu pAme che? ene keNu laI gayuM che ne hAla kayAM che e viSayamAM prazna pUchavA mATe teo bharatakSetramAMthI ahIM AvyA che. sImaMdhara svAmInA mukhethI A vAta sAMbhaLIne cakavati Adi tyAMnA lokone te pradyumnakumAra kayAM che te jANavAnI jijJAsA thaI eTale pUchyuM-prabhu! e putra kayAM che ? enuM keNa bairI duSTa deva apaharaNa karI gayA che? tyAre bhagavAne emanA badhA praznonA khulAsA karyA ne nAradajIne kahyuM tame rUphamaNane kaheje ke ene putra mahAsukhamAM vidyAdharane tyAM ucharI rahyo che, te soLa varSane thaze tyAre ghaNI jAtanI labdhio ane zaktio laIne Avaze. e dvArakAmAM Avaze tyAre tyAM zuM zuM banave banaze te paNa kahyuM, tyAre nAradajIe kahyuM bhagavaMta! enI mAtA khUba raDe che te zuM kRSNajI pote tyAM jAya te putra maLe khare? bhagavaMte kahyuM, nAradajI! eka zuM, evA sAta kRSNajI

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396 zAradA siddhi jAya te paNa emane emane putra nahIM maLe, kAraNa ke karma baLavAna che. rUkSmaNIe pUrva bhavamAM merilInA IMDAMne meMdIvALA hAthe uMcakayA hatA ne meMdI raMga lAgI javAthI moralIe soLa ghaDI sudhI iMDAne sevyA nahi. te samaye eNe karma bAMdhyuM che tethI karma pUruM thayA vinA lAkha upAya karavA chatAM putra nahi maLe, mATe atyAre zAMtithI dharmadhyAna kare tema kaheje. baMdhuo ! jema nAradajIne joIne mahAvidehakSetranA cakravatine Azcarya thayuM tevI rIte ahIM vAMdarIne joIne gurUdevanI vANI sAMbhaLavA AvelA rAjA tathA prajAjanone khUba Azcarya thayuM, tethI AcAryazrIne pUchayuM ke bhagavaMta! e vAMdarI koNa che? saMta asatya bole nahi. saMte rAjA ane prajAjanenI vacce satya vAta rajU karatAM pharamAvyuM ke he rAjana ! jagatamAM mehanIya karmanI gati vicitra che. karmanA khela AgaLa rAjA, raMka, zeTha, kara keInuM cAlatuM nathI. pUrvabhava kahetA AcAryazrI vAMdarI mArI pUrvabhavanI patnI che, ane A sAme beThelI dhanavatI mArI putrI che ne dhanadatta mAre jamAI che. eka vakhata amArA nagaramAM eka mahAna pratibhAsaMpanna mahAna jJAnI, AcArya bhagavaMta vizALa parivAra sAthe padhAryA. emanI vANImAM evI zakti hatI ke eka vakhata vANI sAMbhaLe ne tene sassAranI asAratAnuM bhAna thaI jAya ne dIkSA levA taiyAra thaI jAya. amArA nagaramAMthI ghaNAM AtmAo vairAgya pAmI gayA. mane paNa jJAnI gurUnI vANI sAMbhaLIne vairAgya Avyo eTale meM mArI patnI pAse dIkSAnI AjJA mAMgI, paNa mArA pratye patnIne khUba anurAga hovAthI dIkSAnI rajA ApatI na hatI. chatAM khUba samajAvIne meM dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA laIne ugra tapa ane saMyamanI sAdhanA karavA lAge. gurUkRpAthI huM aneka zAstromAM pAraMgata banyo. gurU AjJAmAM rahIne jJAna bhaNatAM vinaya, tapazcaryAdi karatA jJAnAvaraNIya karmone kSayopazama thatAM mane avadhijJAna prApta thayuM, pachI mArA gurUdeve mane AcArya padavI ApI ane ghaNuM ziSya parivAra sAthe judA vicAravAnI AjJA ApI tethI AtmakalyANanI bhAvanA sAthe aneka jIvane jinavANInuM amRtapAna karAvatAM karAvatAM ame tamArA nagaramAM AvI pahoMcyA. - A tarapha mArA dIkSA lIdhA pachI mArI patnI mArI pAchaLa khUba jhUravA lAgI ne jhUratI mUratI thoDA vakhatamAM marIne mAchalI thaI. tyAM thoDuM AyuSya bhogavIne bIjA bhavamAM te A vAMdarI thaI. prAyaH karIne ArtadhyAnathI jIva tiryaMca gatimAM jAya che. raudradhyAnathI narakagatimAM, dharmadhyAnathI devagatimAM ne zukaladhyAnathI mokSamAM jAya che. zubha pariNAmathI manuSyagati pAme che. e anusAra mArI pAchaLanA ArtadhyAnanA kAraNe A vAMdarI banI che, tethI mane joIne mArA pUrvabhavanA snehanAM kAraNa harakhAya che,

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zAradA siddhi 397 kUde che ne nAce che. gurUmahArAjanA mukhethI vAMdarInA pUrvabhavane vRtAMta sAMbhaLIne rAjA temaja prajAjane kamanI gatine vicAra karavA lAgyA ke ahe! karma jIvane kevA kevA nAca nacAve che! mATe karma karatAM pahelA cetI javuM joIe. kayAM AvA jJAnI gurUmahArAja ! ane kyAM emanA vivegamAM ArtadhyAna karIne emanI patnI mAchalI thaI! vaLI mAchalI marIne eka jhADethI bIjA jhADe kUdakA bharanArI vAMdarI thaI! AvuM ArtadhyAnanuM pratyakSa phaLa joIne ApaNe ArtadhyAna na karavuM. AvI ghaNu jIe pratijJA karI. gurU bhagavaMtanA mukhethI vANI sAMbhaLIne emanI saMsAra avasthAnI putrI dhanavatI raDavA lAgI. he mAtA ! tArI A dazA thaI! Ama belatI jAya ne raDatI jAya. A dazya joIne gurUmahArAje kahyuM he dhanavatI ! tuM zA mATe raDe che? samaja. karmanI gati duSkara che. saMsAra sAgarane pAra karavA mATe samartha nAvaDI hoya te te eka dharma che. "kAyA mahiM Asakti che, te duHkhanuM kAraNa kahyuM. dharma mAMhI anuraktatA che, te sukhanuM kAraNa kahyuM." durlabha manuSya janma pAmIne je jIvAtmAo kAyAnI mAyA kare che, je aMtima samaya sudhI enA mohamAM mUrajhAyA kare che tenI AvI durdazA thAya che ane je dharmamAM . anurakta bane che te mahAna sukhanA bhAgI bane che, mATe durlabha e manuSya janma pAmIne je trikaraNe zudha jinadharmanI ArAdhanA kare che te janma maraNanA duHkhane aMta lAvIne mokSapadane prApta kare che. AcArya mahArAja dhanavatIne je upadeza ApatA hatA te A vAMdarI dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLI hatI, kAraNa ke vAMdarI saMjJI paMcendriya jIva che te pUrvabhavanI AcArya bhagavaMtanI anurAgI che, eTale emanI vANI sAMbhaLIne ene pitAnA pApane pazcAttApa thayuM ke huM kevI durbhAgI ! mArA patine te saMsAramAM kaI pratye rAga nathI ke koI pratye dveSa nathI. mArA ke tArAnA emane bhedabhAva nathI dareka AtmAo pratye samabhAva che. emaNe te mane ghaNuM ghaNuM samajAvyuM hatuM paNa rAganA kAraNe samajI nahi ne meM ArtadhyAna karyuM te mArI A dazA thaI ne? A rIte potAnA pApane pazcAttApa karatA vAMdarIne jati smaraNa jJAna thayuM. saMtanA upadezathI bodha pAmelI vAMdarI - vAMdarIe jAtismaraNajJAna thavAthI jANyuM ke AcArya bhagavaMta potAnA pUrvabhavanA pati che. dhanavatI putrI ane dhanadatta jamAI che. emane oLakhIne vAMdarI paNa atyaMta kheda karavA lAgI. te samaye AcArya mahArAje bodha Apyo ke he bhadra! have kheda karavAthI zuM ? mehanI gati ja AvI che. meM dIkSA lIdhA pachI te mArA viyogamAM aMtima samaya sudhI khUba ArtadhyAna karyuM. te karmanA udayathI tuM marIne mAchalI banI ne tyAMthI marIne vAMdarI banI. jIva pitAnA deSathI durgatimAM bhame che. sarva jI svakarmAnusAra sukhaduHkhane

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398 zAradA siddha anubhava kare che. pUrvakRta karmo bhogavyA vinA, ugra tapazcaryA karyA vinA karmane kSaya thaI zaktA nathI. tuM paNa paMcendriya che. pAMcamA guNasthAnakane prApta karavA gya che mATe tuM yathAzakti tapa kara. manamAM navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa ane dhyAna kara. jenA pratApe A durgatimAMthI tAre chUTakAre thAya, ane paraMparAe tuM mokSa pAmIza. A dhanavatI tAruM pAlana karaze ne tane sahAyaka thaze. A pramANe AcArya bhagavaMtane upadeza sAMbhaLIne vAMdarIe potAnA pApakarmonuM prAyazcita karavA jAvajIva sudhI ekAMtara upavAsa karavAne niyama lIdho. gurU bhagavaMte jJAna dvArA jANIne dhanavatIne kahyuM ke A vAMdarIne tAre ghera laI jA. eNe ekAMtara upavAsa karavAno niyama lIdhe che mATe tuM ene sAcavaje. mAtAnA upakAranA RNamAMthI mukta thavAne tane A avasara maLyo che. dharmathI vimukha banelI tArI pUrvabhavanI mAtAne dharmamAM joDavA mATe tuM sahAyaka bana, jethI tamAre mA-dIkarIne saMbaMdha saphaLa thAya. dhanavatI gurU bhagavaMtanuM vacana ziromAnya karIne vAMdarIne pitAne ghera laI AvI ane tenuM barAbara pAlana karavA lAgI. vAMdarIne paNa jJAna thayuM eTale ene potAne vAnara jAtine svabhAva bilakula yAda AvatuM nathI. eka jhADa parathI bIjA jhADe kUdavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. e te gharamAM eka bAju besIne navakAramaMtranuM dhyAna ane samaraNa karavA lAgI. dIkarI dharmanA pustakanuM vAMcana kare, pratikramaNa kare te eka citte sAMbhaLatI hatI. dhanavatIe potAnA putra tathA putravadhUne kahI rAkhyuM hatuM ke kadAca mAruM AyuSya pUruM thAya ne huM acAnaka marI jAu te tamane kahI rAkhuM chuM ke A vAMdarI mArI pUrvabhavanI mAtA che. enA karmodaye enI AvI dazA thaI che paNa atyAre e bodha pAmI che. jAtismaraNajJAnathI yukta che. eNe te ekAMtara upavAsa karavAno niyama lIdhe che mATe tamAre baMnee enA pAraNuM vigerenuM dhyAna rAkhavuM. vAMdarIne sudharelo bhava:"--vAMdarI paNa tapazcaryAnI sAthe navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karatI ne dhyAna dharatI. thoDA samayamAM tyAMthI mRtyu pAmIne pahelA saudharma devalokamAM devIpaNe utpanna thaI. jJAna dvArA te AcArya mahArAjane potAnA upakArI jANIne temane sahAya karavA lAgI. juo, vAMdarI jyAre manuSya hatI tyAre ene enA pati pratye prema hatuM, paNa patie dIkSA lIdhI tyAre e prema ArtadhyAnamAM pariNamyo hato. jethI pApa karmanuM baMdhana karIne tiryaMca banI ane tiryaMca gatimAM potAnA patine joIne prema ubharA ne khabara paDI ke sAdhu mahArAja potAnA pati che. pite pitAnA karmanA vipAkathI mAchalI thaIne pachI vAMdarI thaI tethI ene khUba duHkha thayuM, ane e ja prema pazcAttApa rUpe pariName. pApane pazcAttApa ane tapa dvArA prAyazcita karIne devalokamAM gaI. have tene pati pratyene zuddha prema ke hoya tenuM bhAna thayuM hatuM eTale devI banIne dharmanI jAhojalAlI karavAmAM, jainazAsananI

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zAradA siddhi 399 ta kema vadhu pragaTe te mATe sahAya karavA lAgI. A daSTAMtane sAra eTale che ke jo tamAre durgatinA dvAra na khakhaDAvavA hoya te ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAna karatAM aTake ane samajo ke AyuSya pANune pUranI jema vahI rahyuM che, mATe pANI pahelAM pALa bAMdhI lo ne vicAra kare ke A karmothI mane sukha maLaze ke duHkha ? tenA pariNAmane vicAra karI zubha dhyAnanI laganI lagAvIne mokSa maMjhIlane sara kare. Aje ApaNe tyAM brahmacaryanI pratijJAo che. brahmacarya e AtmAne nirogI banAvanAra mahAmUlyavAna auSadha che. je AtmA brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare te janmamaraNanI sAMkaLathI mukta thaI jAya che. tame dhanavaMtarI Adi zaidenA nAma te sAMbhaLyA haze. e vaide evA hatA ke mANasane sarva rIte sukhI banAvI zakatA. eka vakhata eka mANasa dhanavaMtarI vaida pAse jaIne pUche che ke Apa mahAna vaida che. Apa bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara roganuM nidAna karI rogIonA roga maTADIne sAjA kare che paraMtu ApanI pAse evI kaI davA che ke jenAthI manuSya janma maraNathI mukta thaI jAya, tyAre vaida kahe che hA, mArI pAse evI amogha auSadhi che. je ApanI IcchA hoya te ApuM. bolo che IcchA? "hA." te sAMbhaLe. mRtyu vyAdhi jarA nAsi, piyuSa paramoSadham / brahmacarya mahAyatnam , satyameva vadAmyaham // mRtyu, vyAdhi ane vRddhAvasthAne dUra karanArI ane janma maraNathI mukta karanArI mArI pAse eka davA che brahmacaryanuM pAlana. je aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka zuddha bhAvathI brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavAmAM Ave te badhA vrate saraLatAthI pALI zakAya che. mahAnamAM mahAna ane zreSThamAM zreSTha je kaI tapa hoya te brahmacarya che. kahyuM che ke "affja jafsa ti =Atra je AtmAmAM, nijasvabhAvamAM ramaNatA kare enuM nAma brahmacarya. AtmabhAvamAM ane nijasvarUpamAM tallIna rahe te saMpUrNa brahmacaryanuM pAlana karI zake che. brahAcaryanuM pAlana karavA mATe eka mahAna zaktinI jarUra che. brahmacArI AtmAone deve paNa namaskAra kare che. brahmacarya vratane mahAna prabhAva che. samaya thaI gayo che. have brahmacarya vrata lenAra AtmAone pratijJA karAvuM chuM. OM zAMtiH ; ; ; vyAkhyAna naM. 39 bhAdaravA suda 2 ne zukavAra "mahAvIra jayaMti" tA. 24-8-79 "pragaTayo zAsana sitAre" sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! mahAna maMgalakArI paryuSaNa parvanA ekeka pavitra divase ja ApaNuM jIvanamAMthI pasAra thAya che ne sAthe ApaNI

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zAradA siddhi jiMdagIne ekeka sonerI divasa paNa pasAra thAya che. A ekeka divase Atmazuddhine maMgala maMtra ApatA jAya che, tethI A divase khUba mahatvanA che. viziSTa jJAnI purUSa paNa A parvane mahimA kahevAne asamartha che. Aje ApaNI samakSa kevaLI bhagavaMta ke tIrthakara bhagavata upasthita nathI eTale kevaLajJAnanA abhAve vartamAnamAM zrutajJAna dvArA thoDe ghaNe mahimA samajAvAya che. zrutajJAnathI paNa A parvane mahimA samaje Aje kaThina banI gayuM che. zrutajJAna che sAgara jeTaluM ne ApaNI buddhi che gAgara jeTalI, eTale zrutajJAnanA baLe A parvanA mahA mahimAnuM varNana karavuM te be hAtha pahoLA karIne samudranuM mApa batAvavA barAbara che. paryuSaNa parvane Aje pAMca divasa che. Ajane divasa mahAvIra jayaMtinA nAmathI oLakhAya che. mahAvIra prabhune janmadina te rautra suda 13 ne che paNa A parvamAM ghaNAM mANase lAbha laI zake tethI AjanA divase bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne janma vaMcAya che eTale AjanA divasane mahAvIra jayaMtinA nAmathI nirmANa karavAmAM Avyo che. ApaNuM paramapitA prabhu mahAvIrasvAmI kevA hatA? emaNe manuSya lokamAM janmIne zuM zuM kAryo karyAM che? jagatanA jIvane zuM ApyuM che tene khyAla Ave. Aje bhAratabharamAM ane paradezamAM vasatA jaina saMghamAM mahAvIra prabhune janma vaMcAze. bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmIne mokSamAM gayA 255 varSa thaI gayA chatAM emanuM nAma sAMbhaLatA darekanA dilamAM ane AnaMda thAya che. evA bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmIne ApaNe eka varSamAM traNa vAra yAda karIe chIe. rautra suda terasanA divase, bhAdaravA suda bIjanA divase ane A vadI amAsanA divase temane nirvANa dina ujavIe chIe. A rIte eka varSamAM traNa traNa vakhata mahAvIra prabhune yAda karIne emanA jIvanamAM rahelA mahAna guNenuM smaraNa karIe chIe. jema ghora aMdhakAramAM sUryanA kiraNe bahAra Ave eTale pRthvInA paTa uparathI aMdhakAra vilIna thaI jAya che tema A jagatamAM jyAre ajJAna rUpI aMdhakAra chavAye hatuM tyAre upadeza rUpI jJAnanA kiraNe vaDe ajJAna rUpI AMdhImAM paDelA mAnavane bhagavAne jJAna rUpa kiraNe pheMkIne ajJAnane aMdhakAra dUra karAvI mArgadarzana karAvyuM che. evA bhagavAnanuM zAsana Aje jayavaMtu vate che. bhagavAne ApaNA jevA alpa jIve upara mahAna karUNu ane mahAna upakAra karI ApaNuM bhavabhramaNa kema jaladI TaLe e mATe Ama kalyANane mArga batAvyo che. mANasa traNa ke cAra sIDI eka sAmaTI caDhe che te zvAsa paNa dhamaNa thaI jAya che ne thAkIne hAza karIne besI jAya che paNa anAdikALathI catuti saMsAranI sIDIo caDhIne utarI rahyo che. tene kadI jIvane thAka lAge che khare? e thAkathI kaMTALIne hAtha karIne besavAnuM mana thAya che kharuM? bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmIe manuSya janma pAmIne prabaLa purUSArtha karIne

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401 zAradA siddhi mAthethI kAmanA karaja utArI nAMkhyA. emane bhavanA pherAne thAka ane mAthe karmanA karajane bhAra lAgyuM hatuM eTale jambara purUSArtha karI karmane be je utAryo ane ApaNane karmano bhAra utAravAne upadeza Ape che. tAre mAthe (2) che kamanI hela, ene utArI aLagI mela, he bhavya che ! anAdikALathI tame karmanA karajamAM phUlI rahyA che te have mAthethI kAmanA karajane bhAra utAre. A bhavamAM nahi utAre te kyAre utAraze? AgaLanA jamAnAmAM bahenone mAthe pANInA beDA bharIne lAvavA paDatA hatA. Aje te gharagharamAM naLa AvI gayA. haju kaI kaI gAmaDAmAM dUra dUra kUvethI pANI bharI lAvavA paDe che. te traNa cAra vakhata bahene pANInA beDA bharI lAve te thAkI jAya che, mAthuM tapI jAya che. e samaye enA mAthethI koI eka ghaDe utArI le te ene bhAra haLave thaI jAya che pachI gharamAM AvIne saMpUrNa bhAra utArI nAkhe che tyAre hAza karIne besI jAya che. jJAnI puruSe kahe che he jIva! pANInA beDAne bhAra utAranAra tane koIne kaI maLI raheze paNa anAdikALathI mAthe karmanA bhArA uMcakIne phare che te tArA purUSArthathI utArI zakAze. A karmane bhAra pratyeka saMsArI jInA mAthe 25, 30 varSothI nathI paNa anAdikALathI che. A bhAra upADIne jIva kALa rUpI cakkInA piDA nIce pIsAIne janma maraNa karyA kare che. emAMthI bacavuM hoya te 18 pA5 cheDe. jaDa pugalo pratyenI mamatA ghaTADe. A saMsAramAM AtmA sivAyanA pratyeka pudgalo para che. e para pudgalanI mamatA jIvane pitAnA svarUpanuM bhAna thavA detI nathI. ratnatrayIne vahepArI (2) paranI mAMge banI gayo che bhikhArI, - paryAye tuM saMsArI (2) dravya lakSe zivapadane adhikArI, nizcayanI dRSTithI sukhane svAmI che, kartabuddhi e to bhavane gAma che, tamArA saMsAramAM hIrAne vahepArI jhaverI kahevAya che ne? tema ApaNe AtmA paNa jJAna-darzana-cAritra rUpa ratnane jhaverI che. enA vahepAramAM kadI khoTa AvatI nathI ne sukhamAM oTa AvatI nathI, paNa ajJAna dazAnA kAraNe para pudgalanA rAge e raMgAI gaye che ke potAnA svarUpanuM bhAna bhUlIne khoTane baMdha karI khuvAra banI gayA che. bhikhArI je kaMgAla banIne bahAra sukhanI mAMgaNI karI rahyo che. jIva paryAya dazAmAM bhale saMsArI hoya paNa AtmadravyanA lakSe mokSanA zAzvata sukhane adhikArI che. anaMta sukhane svAmI che paNa saMsAra sukhamAM mArApaNAnI buddhithI bhavanI paraMparA vadhArIne bhavamAM bhamI rahyo che. bAkI AtmAnI zakti kaMI jevI tevI nathI. je bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne AtmA che te ja ApaNe AtmA che. emaNe je AtmaprakAza pragaTa karyo te ApaNe karI zakIe tema che. emanAmAM ne ApaNAmAM koI pharaka nathI. pharaka hoya te te eTalo ja che ke emaNe samyapha purUSArtha zA, 51

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402 zAradA siddhi karIne jJAna dIpakanI jAti jalAvI ane ApaNe mithyA purUSArtha karIne AtmAne aMdhakAra tarapha DhasaDI rahyA chIe. baMdhuo ! haju sudhI AtmAmAM samyaphajJAnane dIpaka pragaTa nathI, jJAnadIpanA ajavALA thayA nathI. jJAnadIpanA ajavALA eTale AtmasvarUpane prakAza. jenA aMtaramAM e prakAza pragaTa hoya te AtmAnuM jIvana eTaluM badhuM pavitra hoya che ke koDe devenA svAmI Indra paNa enA caraNamAM namaskAra kare che, paNa jJAnadIpakanA prakAzane pragaTAvavA mATe rAta divasa bhagIratha purUSArtha karavo paDe che. sUryodaya thatAMnI sAthe jagata para aMdhakAra dUra thaI jAya che e rIte jJAnadIpa pragaTa thatAM ajJAna rUpI aMdhakAra dUra thaI jAya che. A badhuM thAya kayAre ? sva tarapha daSTi kare ne bAhyabhAvane cheDe tyAre. eka vRddha DozImA sAMje sUryAsta thavAnA samaye gharamAM besIne kapaDA sIvI rahyA hatA. sIvatA seya paDI gaI. DozImA ya zodhavA cogAnamAM prakAza hovAthI tyAM gayA. A samaye eka samajaNavALA bhAI tyAMthI nIkaLyA. emaNe pUchayuM mADI ! tame zuM zuM che? tyAre mADI kahe che beTA! kapaDAM sIvatA seya evAI gaI che te zeThuM chuM tyAre kahe che kapaDA kayAM sIvatA hatA? te kahe ke gharanA oraDAmAM. pelA bhAI kahe mADI ! cAle, tamArA gharamAM. kyAM sIvatA hatA te mane batAve. huM tamane zodhI ApuM. mADI pelA bhAIne laIne potAnA gharamAM AvyA. gharamAM jaIne zodha calAvI te tarata ja maLI gaI " zuM zeAdhavuM che ne kayAM zodhI rahyA che ?" AvI rIte anAdikALathI mAnava pitAne zuddha svarUpanA prakAzane meLavavA parvata ane jaMgalamAM ghUme che paNa ene khabara nathI ke prakAza te mArA AtmAmAM che ne sukha paNa mArAmAM bhareluM che. tethI mAnava jagatanA jhAkajhamALa vacce sukhanI khoja karavA nIkaLI paDe che, paNa jagatanA jhAkajhamALamAM maLavuM te sAva azakaya che. gharanA aMdhArA khUNe khovAyelI soya hajI kadAca jagatanA cegAnamAM maLI zakaze paNa sukha te jagatanA cagAnamAM na ja maLI zake. te te AtmAmAMthI ja maLavAnuM che. kabIrajIe eka dehAmAM kahyuM che ke mujha ke kahAM tU ba de, meM te tere pAsa meM, nahi maMdirameM nahi masjidameM, nahi kAzI kailAsameM ! ghAsa kusameM hama nahi rahe, hama to hai vizvAsa meM, he AtmA! tuM bahAra zuM bhaTakI rahyo che? tuM jene bahAra zodhI rahyo che te tArA pitAnAmAM ja che, e caitanyadevane prakAza kaI maMdiramAM, kaI masjidamAM ke keI kAzI mathurA Adi tIrthasthAnamAM nathI ke kalAsa parvata upara nathI paNa tArA pitAnA aMtaramAM sahasrarazmine prakAza jhaLahaLI rahyo che. AtmA anaMta prakAzane

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zAradA siddhi 4 svAmI che. anaMta jJAnazaktinA dhaNI che paNa enA upara mehanIyAdi karmAnA paDade AvI gayA che tethI tene potAnA prakAza dekhAtA nathI. sukhane anubhava thatA nathI. eTale sukha zodhavA bahAra bhaTakI rahyo che mATe jJAnI kahe che ke svane ALakhA te AtmAnA prakAza ane AtmAnuM sukha prApta thaze. " samaktinI prApti kayAre ?" :- Aje ApaNA paramapitA, zAsanapati, mahAvIra prabhunA janmadina vAMcavAne pavitra divasa che. mahAvIra bhagavAnanA AtmA paNa eka vakhata ApaNI jema bhavamAM bhaTakatA hatA, paNa jyAre nayasAra suthAranA bhavamAM samakti pAmyA tyArathI temanA bhavanI gaNatarI thaI che, ane tyArathI ApaNe temane oLakhIe chIe. samyakRtva eka amUlya ratna che. e jene maLe che ene mAnava janmAro saphaLa banI jAya che. samyaktva pAmyA pachI AtmAnA vicAro paNa keTalA ucA hoya che. huM kema apAra'bhI khanuM ? alpa parigrahI kema khanuM ? vahepAra dhaMdhAnI mamatA uThAvI lauM. AvA bhAveA pragaTe che. tamane AvA vicAra Ave che kharA ? tame eTalu jarUra yAda rAkhajo ke samakti pAmyA vinA koI kALe AtmAnA meAkSa thavAne nathI. samikata pAmavA mATe jIvane lAyakAta keLavavI paDe che. jema kALI bhUmimAM thADA varasAda paDe che teA tarata te bhUmi vAvaNIne cAgya banI jAya che tema ApaNuM jIvana pavitra ane saraLa banaze, tattvA upara yathAtha zraddhA jAgaze tyAre samyaktvanI prApti thaI zakaze. samyaktva prApta karavA khAdya pravRtti saMkelavI paDaze ne AtmAnuM ciMtana karavuM paDaze, kAraNa ke samyaktva e kaI bahAranI cIja nathI. e te AtmAnA guNa che. bhagavAnanA vacanAmRtA upara zraddhA karavAthI ane tenu' vAraMvAra ciMtana manana karavAthI samyagdarzana pragaTa thAya che. ba'e ! Aje jo tame samajo te ApaNe keTalA puNyavAna chIe ke jaina dananA tattvajJAnanA niceADa rUpe siddhAMtA ApaNane maLI gayA che. zAstranuM ekeka pAnu. vAMcatA AtmAmAM eTalI jAgRti Avaze ke tamane sa'sAra asAra lAgyA vinA nahi rahe. zAstra vAMcatA AtmAne jJAna thaze tyAre atarAtmA belI uThaze ke are ! A rAga-dveSathI bharelA saMsArathI nivRtta kayAre thAuM ! akSaya AnaMda svarUpa Atmasukha kema pAsuM ? meAkSanuM parama sukha pAmIne kayAre huM zAMtithI TharIne besIza ? aMtaramAM AvI bhavya bhAvanAonA umaLakA Avaze. tamane dhana-dolata, kuTuMba-kamIlA, a`galA, gADI, dAsa-dAsI, putra, patnI vigere tarapha udAsInavRtti jAgaze. tyAga ane vairAgyanI ruci jAgaze. yAda rAkhajo, citta zuddhi vinA Atmadarzana nahi thAya. darpaNa zuddha che te tame tamAru* mukha joI zako che paNa jo tenA upara kAI saphedAnI pIMchI pheravI de tA zuM tame joI zakazeA ? nA. tamArA eraDAmAM adhAru che paNa tame baTana dakhAve ke ajavALuM phelAI jAya che paNa tenA balba upara koI DAmara pheravI de te

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404 zAradA siddhi zuM prakAza dekhAze khara? e nyAye ApaNo AtmA paramArtha daSTie jovAmAM Ave te vIjaLInA balba jevo che, paNa rAga-dveSa ane mohane DAmara AtmAnA pradeza pradeze patharAI gayuM che, tethI prakAza kayAMthI dekhAya? rAga-dveSa ane mohanA kAraNe anaMtakALathI A jIva pitAnuM svarUpa bhUlyuM che. teNe para vastumAM mArApaNuM mAnyuM che. ghaNe kALa emAM vItAvyo have AtmA tarapha vaLavAnI jarUra che. Aje bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne janmadina vAMcavAne pavitra dina che. te emanA jIvana tarapha theDI daSTi karIe. vartamAnanA zAsanapati anaMta upakArI zrI bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInuM zAsana Aje jayavaMtu vatI rahyuM che. tevA bhagavAnanuM pUrva jIvana kevuM hatuM te vicArIe. zrI tIrthakara denA bhavanI gaNatarI paNa te tArake je bhavamAM samyakatva pAme tyArathI thAya che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne AtmA nayasAranA bhavamAM samyaktva pAme che. pazcima mahAvidehamAM AvelA "mahAvrapa" nAmanA vijayamAM "jayaMtI' nAmanI nagarImAM nyAyI, parAkramI, paraduHkhabhaMjana zatrumardana nAmanA rAjA hatA. te rAjAnI rAjadhAnImAM AvelA "pRthvI pratiSThAna" nAmanA gAmamAM nayasAra nAme suthAra hatA. samyagudazananI prApti pahelAnuM paNa jIvana kevuM Adaza" :namrasArane AtmA e ja vartamAna zAsananA nAyaka bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra prabhune AtmA che. samyagudarzana pAmyA pahelAM paNa nayasArane AtmA uttama guNa saMpadAne dharanArA hatA. dharmazAstronA zravaNathI zeya, heya ane upAdeyanA vastu svarUpane jANanArA hatA. viziSTa prakAranA AcAranuM paripAlana karavAmAM parAyaNa hatA. gaMbhIratA Adi guNenA samUhathI yukta hatA. saraLatA, vinaya-viveka, priyavAditA ane paropakAra bhAvanA e badhuM temanAmAM svabhAvathI hatuM. parane pIDA karavAthI paragamukha hatA. paranA chidro jovA mATe te cakSu vinAnA hatA. AvA aneka guNane kAraNe te zatrumardana rAjAnA parama vizvAsapAtra banyA hatA. nayasAra AvA sadguNI hovA chatAM temanA vaDIloe ApelI hitazikSAne grahaNa karatA. - "rAjAnI AjJAthI zrI nayasAra mahA aTavImAM" eka vakhata rAjAne suMdara mahela bAMdhe hatuM tethI sArA lAkaDAnI jarUrata hatI. nayasAra lAkaDA pArakhavAmAM khUba hoMziyAra hatA. eTale rAjAe nayasArane bolAvIne kahyuM he nayasAra! tame ghaNAM lokenA kAphalA sAthe gADAo laIne lAkaDA levA mATe mahAiTavImAM jAva. rAjAnI AjJAne tahata karI nayasAra viziSTa prakAranA bhAtA sAthe sarva sAmagrIthI sajaja thaIne mANasanA kAphalA sAthe mahAiTavImAM javAne mATe nIkaLyA. cAlatA cAlatA te mahAna vizALa aTavAmAM AvI pahoMcyA. aTavImAM pahoMcyA pachI nayasAre amuka puruSone jarUrI uttama lAkaDA kApavAnuM kAma soMpyuM. A rIte kare dvArA lAkaDA kapAvavAnuM kArya karatAM barAbara madhyAhnane samaya thayo. nayasAra Adi badhA jamavA mATe sajaja thayA.

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405 zAradA siddhi nayasAranI atithi bhAvanA"-e vakhate puNyAtmA zrI nayasAra vicAra kare che ke kaI zramaNa ke atithi je ahIM Ave te temane ApIne pachI huM bhajana karuM. A pramANe vicAra karIne nayasAre cheDe dUra sudhI jaIne cAre bAju avalokana karyuM. nayasAra haju samyakatva pAmyA nathI chatAM AvA uttama vicAro Ave che. barAbara madhyAhnane samaya thaI gayuM che, peTamAM bhUkha lAgI che, AMkha sAme viziSTa prakAranA bhejana taiyAra che chatAM AvI suMdara bhAvanA thaI e ja batAve che ke e AtmAmAM uttamatA che ja viziSTa koTinA AtmAmAM uttamatA hoya te svAbhAvika che. mithyA daSTipaNAnI dazAmAM paNa tIrthakara bananAra AtmAo bIjA AtmAo karatAM uttama hoya che. nayasAra e covIsamA parama tIrthaMkara mahAvIrasvAmIne jIva hovAthI te AtmAnI uttamatA jhaLakayA vinA rahe nahi te svAbhAvika che. "mArga bhUlelA muninuM te pradezamAM Agamana - nayasAra koI zramaNa ke atithi mATe cAre bAju daSTi kare che tyAM potAnA sArthathI chUTA paDelA, bhUkha-tarasathI pIDAtA, garamIthI AkuLavyAkuLa banelA eka saMtane joyA. saMtane jotA tenA romarAya AnaMdathI pulakita banI gayA. ekadama ujjaDa ane verAna mArgamAM munine AvatA joIne nayasAranA manamAM Azcarya thayuM ke sAthe nahi, rakSaka nahi, hathiyAra nahi. je mArgamAM zastradhArI paNa AvI na zake evI bhayaMkara aTavImAM khUba thAkI gayelA, bhUkha-tarasathI pIDAtA, jemanA zarIra uparathI parasevAnA TIpAM paDI rahyAM che evA muni ekalA kema AvatA haze? munine jeIne nayasAra muninI sanmukha gayA. munine jotAM jenuM dila karUNAthI chalakAI rahyuM che, aMtaramAM AnaMdanI Umio UchaLI rahI che evA nayasAre munine prazna karyo ke he bhagavAna ! Apa AvA verAna vanamAM vihAramAM ekalA kema che? A bhayaMkara mahATavI che, tyAre munie kahyuM-bhAI? huM ekalo nathI. huM mArA sAdhu samudAya sAthe vihAra karate hatorastAmAM zarIranA kAraNe jarA rekA tethI parivArathI vikhUTo paDI gaye ne rastAmAM be mA AvavAthI huM mArga bhUlI gayo chuM. nayasAra kahe Apa mArA para kRpA karI mArA AvAse padhAro ne mane pAvana karo. "yunivara nayasAranA AvAse":-bhAgyazALIne I che te vI maLe ane pApI icche te tenAthI dUra bhAge. ahIM te atithi evA AvyA ke jene jagamAM joTo na maLe. atithi aneka prakAranA hoya che, paNa A atithi te evA hatA ke jenA samAgamathI AtmA jAgRta thaI jAya. nayasAra munine oLakhatA nathI paNa sAdhunA veSamAM AvI rahelA, ati thAkathI zramita thayelA, parasevAthI rebajheba thayelA, bhUkhatarasathI AkuLavyAkuLa banelA munine joyA. jyAM sAmAnya atithi pratye paNa prema ane sadbhAva hoya tyAM kaMcana, kAminInA tyAgI, jagatathI sAva nirALa', mAyA-mamatAnA tyAgI ane AvI muzkelImAM paNa zAMtithI cAlyA AvatA atithi maLI jAya pachI

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zAradA siti AnaMdanI avidha hAya kharI? te munine kahe che Aje mAru bhAgya phaLyu ke mane AvA bhagavAna samAna gurUdeva maLyA. Apa mArA raheThANe padhArA. mane lAbha ApI mArA nistAra kare. AhAra pANI lo pachI hu* Apane sAcA mAge` caDhAvI daIza. badhAne jamavA mATe rasAi ane snAna karavA garama pANI banAvelA taiyAra hatA. munie AhAra pANI sUjhatA joIne gaucarI karI, pachI munine temanA sAdhu samudAya sAthe bhegA karavA nayasAra mArga batAvavA muninI sAthe cAlyA. samyagdarzana rUpI amUlya ratnanI prApti :- muni vicAra kare che A AtmA ceAgyatAvALA che ke jene sAdhu para ATalo badhA prema che. tenA a'taramAM amuka jAtanA viveka pragaTace che. jenA haiyAmAM sAcA pratye ruci ane khATA pratye tiraskAra jAgyA che tevA AtmA amArA sagamAM Ave ne kaMI paNa na pAme te suMdara sayAga zA kAmanA ? mArga bhUlelA evA mane teNe dravya mA banAvyo te huM' bhavavanamAM bhUlelAne sAcA bhAva mA batAvuM. munie nayasArane sAcA bhAva mALa batAvye. vidhipUrvaka navakArama`tra zIkhavADayeA. enA ci'tanamAM e bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne AtmA nayasAranA bhavamAM samyagdarzana pAmyA. samyagdarzana pAmyA pachI emanA bhavanI gaNatarI thaI. temanA naMbara noMdhAyA. duniyAmAM zreSTha keTimAM gaNAyA. eka vAra jIva samyaktva pAme te vadhumAM vadhu sasAramAM rahe te adha purdUgala parAvartanakALa, ethI vadhu nahi. te pachI sasAra ene rAkhe nahi. samyakdRSTi AtmA sAthe sa'sArane phAve nahi, e sa'sArathI vAMke cAle. samyaktvanI prApti thavAthI zrI nayasAranA bhatrathI bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmInA bhavAnI gaNatarI zarU thaI. bhagavAnanA 27 bhava mAMheneA pahelo bhava che. (nayasAranA bhavathI mAMDIne sattAvIsamA bhave bhagavAna devAnaMdA mAtAnI kUkSImAM AvyA tyAM sudhInA badhA bhavAnI vAta pU. mahAsatIjIe khUba vistArapUrNAMka samajAvI hatI paNa A vAta AgaLanA pustakomAM khUba vistArapUrvaka chapAI gaI hAvAthI ahI' lakhyu nathI. ) 66 devAnaDhAnA bhAgye lIdhelA palaTo" :- bhAvAna meATA 26 bhavA karIne sattAvIzamA bhave mANku'Da nagaramAM RSabhadatta brAhmaNane tyAM devAnadA brAhmaNInI kUkhe utpanna thayA, tyAre devAnaMdAe eka pachI eka cauda mahA svapnA joyAM. cauda svapnA jotAM devAnanA brAhmaNInA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo teNe haSa vibhAra banIne ene peAtAne AvelA svapnanI vAta karI RSabhadatta brAhmaNe kahyu' ahA devAnaMdA ! tArA svapnAnuM phaLa bahu uttama che. tuM jarUra tIrthaMkara prabhunI mAtA anIza. tuM mahAna bhAgyazALIche. mahAna puNyanA udaya heAya tyAre tIrthaMkara prabhunI mAtA banavAnuM saubhAgya prApta thAya. devAna dAnA ha`nA pAra na rahyo. te harSoMthI nAcI UThI. bhagavAna 82aa rAtrI devAna dAnA ga'mAM rahyA. tyAM zakrendra

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. 407 zAradA siddhi mahArAjanuM Asana calAyamAna thayuM, tyAre zakrendra mahArAjane krodha Avyo ke koNa mahAduSTa che ke mAruM Asana DelAvI mArA sukhamAM bhaMga pADI rahyuM che. zakendranI AMkha krodhathI lAla banI gaI. badhA sAmAnika de doDIne AvyA ne zakrendra mahArAjane vaMdana karIne kahyuM mahArAjA ! ahIM te Apane kaI duzamana dekhAtuM nathI, tyAre zakedra mahArAje upayoga mUkIne joyuM te bhagavAnane bhikSuka kuLamAM utpanna thayelA joyA tyAre emane krodha zamI gaye. potAnA siMhAsanethI nIce utarIne bhagavAna je dizAmAM hatA te dizAmAM sAta ATha pagalA sAmA jaIne bhagavAnane vaMdana namaskAra karIne kSamA mAMgI. aho prabhu! meM Apane joyA nahi ne mithyA krodha karyo. Apa mane kSamA karajo. Ama prabhu pAse mAphI mAMgIne vicAra karyo ke tIrthakara bhagavAnane AtmA kSatriyakuLa sivAya bIje utpanna na thAya ne bhagavAna te brAhmaNakuLamAM utpanna thayA che. A eka Azcarya che, eTale tarata haraNagameSI nAmanA devane bolAvIne AjJA karI ke mAhaNakuMDa nagaramAM 2Sabhadatta brAhmaNane tyAM devAnaMdA brAhmaNInI kUlImAM bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne AtmA gabhaMpaNe rahelo che tenuM sAhAraNa karIne kSatriyakuMDa nagaramAM siddhArtha rAjAne ghera trizalAdevI rANInI phUkhe mUko ane trizalAdevInA garbhamAM putrIpaNe je garbha che te devAnaMdAnI kUkhe mUko. baMdhuo ! Ama banavAnuM kAraNa devAnaMdA ane trizalAnA karmo hatA. AgalA bhavamAM devAnaMdA ane trizalA baMne derANI jeThANI hatA. trizalA devInA ratnane dAbhaDo devAnaMdAe cArI lIdhuM hatuM tethI A bhavamAM ratnanA dAbhaDA karatA adhika vahAlA evA enA garbhanuM sAhAraNa thayuM. ahIM zakendranI AjJA thavAthI haraNagamelI deve te pramANe karyuM tethI devAnaMdAnA mukhamAMthI eka pachI eka svapna nIkaLIne trizalA rANInI pAse javA lAgyA, eTale devAnaMdAnA dilamAM khUba dukha thavA lAgyuM ke ahe! A zuM? mArA svapna badhA kayAM cAlyA jAya che? A badhuM zuM thaI rahyuM che? ema karIne raDavA ne mUravA lAgI. eka devAnaMdA du:khIyArI (2) sukhanA svapna khUba nihALyA, pAmI nA kAMi bicArI evI devAnaMdA dukhiyArI deve AvI garbha haryo ne badale kanyA dIdhI, duHkhanA uDA sAgare hAtha jhaboLI dIdhI, kamaLa enuM kALaju karAyuM, svapna bhayaMkara AvyuM emAM, sukhanuM svapna bhUlAyuM, enuM nAjuka hayuM naMdavANuM-eka devAnaMdA, cauda svapnA AvyA tyAre devAnaMda khUba AnaMdathI chalakAI uThI hatI paNa jyAM enA mukhamAMthI svapnA nIkaLIne cAlyA tyAre atyaMta zekAtura banI gaI paNa A te karmarAjAnA khela che ! karmarAjA eka kSaNamAM harSanA sthAne zokamaya vAtAvaraNa saI de che jyAM zakaya vAtAvaraNa hoya tyAM AnaMdamaya banAvI de che.

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408 zAradA siddhi "bhAgyazALI banelA trizalA mAtA":- devAnaMdAnA svapnA eka pachI eka trizalA rANIne AvavA lAgyA eTale trizalA rANI harakhAvA lAgyA. devAnaMdAne raDAvI ane trizalAdevIne harakhAvI. trizalAdevI rANI cauda svapnA joIne siddhArtha rAjA pAse gayA ne pitAne AvelA svapnAnI vAta karI. he nAtha ! mane A pramANe cauda svapnA AvyA che. mahArAjA svapnanI vAta hRdayamAM avadhArIne kahe che he trizalA rANI ! tame mahAna baDabhAgI che. tame ratnakUphI cho. tamArI kUkSImAM trilekInAtha padhAryA che. tame cauda uttama svapnA joyA che. te ekeka svapna sUcave che ke tame mahAna tIrthaMkara prabhune janma Apaze. A sAMbhaLIne trizalAdevInuM haiyuM harSathI nAcI UThayuM. tIrthaMkara prabhunI mAtA banavAnuM saubhAgya maLe te kene AnaMda na thAya? savAra thatAM siddhArtha rAjAe svapnanA phaLa jevA mATe svapna pAThakane teDAvyA. svapna pAThaka saMpa karIne AvyA hatA. sauthI moTA svapna pAThake rANIne AvelA cauda svapnAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne kahyuM he mahArAjA! trizalA devIe je cauda uttama svapnA joyA che te tIrthakara janma sUcita che. temanA garbhamAM tIrthakarane AtmA utpanna thaye che. he rAjana ! tame mahA bhAgyazALI che ne trizalAdevI paNa mahAna bhAgyazALI che. emanI kukSIe tamArA vizuddha vaMzamAM sUrya samAna tejasvI putraratna avataraze. e putraratnanA prabhAvathI tamArA kuLamAM anaMtagaNA AnaMdane vadhAre thaze. tamArA bhaMDAramAM lakSmInI vRddhi thaze. tamArI rAjasattA vistRta banaze. sarvaguNAlaMkRta e putra tamArA kuLane uddhAra karaze ne sAthe samasta jagatane paNa uddhAraka banaze. tamAre yaza, kIti digaMtamAM phelAze. caude svapnanuM A sAmUhika phaLa che. have ekeka svapnanuM alaga alaga phaLa sAMbhaLe. (1) pahelA svapnamAM cAra daMtazULavALo hAthI je tenA phaLa svarUpe tamAro putra jagatamAM dAna, ziyaLa, tapa ane bhAvarUpa cAra prakAranA dharmanI prarUpaNa karaze. (2) bIjA svapnamAM he mahArANI ! tame vRSabha je che tethI e putra dharmanI dhUrAne dhAraNa karI bhavya jInA hRdaya rUpI kSetramAM bedhibIjanuM vAvetara karI samakti rUpa dharmanA bIjanuM AropaNa karaze. (3) trIjA svapnamAM siMha jevAthI tamAro e lADakavA putra siMha samAna sAttvika vRttine dhAraNa karI jagatanA jIvane satvazIla samajUtI ApI bhavyAtmAone rakSaka banaze ne saune uddhAraka banaze. (4) cothA svapnamAM abhiSeka karAtA lakSmIdevIne joyA. eno artha e thAya che ke te ajoDa dAnadhArA vahAvIne pite akiMcana ane nirmohI banIne tIrthaMkara padanI anupama Atmika lakSmIne bhagavaze. (5) pAMcamA svapnamAM anupama puSpamALAne joI. ene bhAva e che ke e putra traNe bhuvanamAM mAnanIya ane pUjanIya sthAnane pAmaze. (6) chaThThA svapnamAM camate caMdra je tethI tamAre putra sarvajana vallabha banI sarva

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zAradA siddhi 409 jagatane prItipAtra banaze. enuM darzana saune priya lAgaze. (7) sAtamAM svapnamAM sUryane je te evuM sUcave che ke tamAre lADIle dedipyamAna kAMti ane mahAtejathI bhUSita thaze ne sUryanI jema pratApI banIne teja vahAvaze. (8) AThamA svapnamAM anupama davAne joI. enAthI evuM sUcita thAya che ke e suputra dharmadhuraMdhara banIne jagatamAM dharmanI davajA pharakAvaze. (9) navamA svapnamAM kaLaza je enuM phaLa e che ke Apane putra dharmanI pUrNatAe pahoMcaze. (10) dazamA svapnamAM joyelA patra sarevaranuM rahasya e che ke tamAre sahadaya putra devaracita suvarNa kamaLa para padArpaNa karI viharanAro thaze. (11) agiyAramAM svapnamAM joyelA kSIrasamudranuM phaLa e che ke zaktisaMpanna Apane e putra paripUrNa jJAnane adhipati sarvajJa banaze. (12) bAramA svapnamAM joyelA devavimAnanI phalazruti evI che ke bhavanapati, vANuvyaMtara, jyotiSI ane vaimAnika e cAre prakAranA deve enI sevA karaze ne pUjA karaze. (13) teramA svapnamAM camakatA ratnarAzine jovAthI tenuM phaLa evuM jaNAya che ke divya lakSamIthI suzobhita ratnathI maDhelA samavasaraNamAM besIne zrI tIrthakara sUcita anaMta lakSamIne bhagavaze. (14) caudamA svapnamAM nidhUma agnine levAthI Apane baDabhAgI putra pitAnA jJAna ane tapanI zaktithI aneka bhavyAtmAone suvarNa sama nirmaLa banAvI pAparahita sthAne pahoMcADaze. vaLI A cauda svapnanA maMgaLa vinine sUra e che ke cauda rAjalokanA agrabhAge birAjI agresarapaNuM bhegavaze. TUMkamAM lokanA mAthe birAjamAna thaze eTale ke siddha padane pAmaze. caude svapnanuM vistRta phaLa sAMbhaLIne siddhArtha rAja ane trizalAdezI rANIne khUba harSa thaye. svapna pAThakone jIvanabhara khUTe nahi teTaluM dravya ane uttama vastrAlaMkAre ApIne temane satkAra karyo ne saMteSa pamADIne svasthAnake vidAya karyo. trizalAmAtA AnaMdapUrvaka garbhanuM pAlana karavA lAgyA. bhagavAna te dayAnA sAgara hatA tethI vicAra karyo ke mArA halanacalanathI mAtAne pIDA thAya che tethI bhagavAne halanacalana baMdha karyuM tyAre mAtAnA dilamAM ema thayuM ke mAro gabha corAI gaye ke zuM? eTale trizalAmAtA raDavA lAgyA. vAjA ane zaraNAI e vAgatA baMdha thayA tyAre bhagavAne jANyuM ke A A te sukha karatAM duHkha thayuM eTale halanacalana zarU karyuM. bhagavAna traNa jJAnanA paNa hatA temaNe vicAra karyo ke je mArA halanacalana baMdha karavAthI mAtAne ATaluM duHkha thayuM te huM dIkSA laIza tyAre keTaluM duHkha thaze ? jJAna dvArA joyuM ke mAruM AyuSya keTaluM che ne mAtA pitAnuM AyuSya keTaluM che. e joIne nirNaya karyo ke mAre mArA mAtApitAnI hayAtImAM dIkSA na levI. jeje, tame evuM na vicAratA ke mAre mArA mA-bApanI hayAtI bAda dIkSA levI. te te AyuSya jANuM zakyA hatA paNa tamane mana thAya te ubhA thaI jAva. (hasAhasa) zA. 52

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410 zAradA siddhi "jape rAja lAre" - Ama karatA nava mAsa ane sADAsAta divasa pUrNa thatAM citra suda terasanI rAtre uttarA phAlgunI nakSatra ane zubha yogamAM zAsanapati bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne janma thaye. jyAM mahAprakAza pragaTa thayo e kSatriyakuMDa bhUmine paNa dhanya! temanA mAtA-pitAne paNa dhanya ! jaina zAsanamAM pragaTaye eka divaDe re lola, sArI AlamamAM vApe ene Dake cAre kera trizalAnI kUkhe janmI eka evI mahAvibhUti, zukanavaMtI rahI jagADI sudI terasa caitranI mahAvIra nAme pragaTI banI jagatanI jayoti. bhagavAnane janma thatAMnI sAthe sArI ye AlamamAM prakAza prakAza patharAI gayo. manuSyalokamAM te ThIka, narakamAM paNa aMdhakArane kALo paDado cIrAIne prakAza prakAza thaI gayo, ane be ghaDI mATe mArakUTanA dukhe baMdha thaI gayA. vanaspatio khIlI UThI ne pRthvI para caMdananA vilepana karatAM vadhu zItaLatA prasarI gaI. devenA hayA AnaMdathI thanaganI uThayAM. chapana dikumArIo bhagavAnane janma mahotsava ujavavA AvI. IndronA IndrAsana DolI uThayA, Indro ane koDe dee bhegA thaIne bhagavAnane harSa pUrvaka merU parvata upara laI jaIne snAna karAvIne janma mahotsava ujavyuM ne piMchI pAchA bhagavAnane emanI mAtA pAse mUkIne de ane digakumArIo AnaMdabhera AvyA hatA tema svasthAnake cAlyA gayA. bhagavAnane janma mahotsava ujavatA siddhArtha rAjA" - siddhArtha rAjAe pitAnA nagaramAM khUba utsAhapUrvaka janma mahatsava ujavyo. janma pachI bAramA divase mAtA-pitA svajane ane phaIbA badhAe maLIne kumAranuM vardhamAnakumAra evuM zubha nAma pADyuM. dhIme dhIme vardhamAnakumAra moTA thavA lAgyA. emanuM mukha te pUrNimAnA caMdranI jema zobhatuM hatuM. A trizalAne lAla saune haiyAnA hAra je vahAlo lAgatuM hatuM. vardhamAnakumAra ATha varSanA thayA eTale deva emanI kasoTI karavA AvyA, tyAre vardhamAna kumAre pitAnI ajoDa zaktithI daivI zakti dharAvanAra devane paNa harA, tethI deve khuza thaIne mahAvIra nAma ApyuM. mAtApitAe vardhamAna kumArane nizALe bhaNavA mUkayA tyAM TIcaranA praznanuM samAdhAna karIne TIcarane paNa AzcaryamAM garakAva karI dIdhA. vardhamAnakumAra bhaNIgaNIne yuvAna thayA tyAre emanA rAjakumArI yazodA sAthe lagna karavAmAM AvyA, paNa kumAra te anAsakta bhAve saMsAramAM rahetA vicAre che ke A badhA sukhanA sAdhane duHkhanA nimitte che. have huM evuM keI divya rasAyaNa zodhuM ke je badhA ne upayogI nIvaDe. bhagavAna 28 varSanA thayA mAtA pitAne aMtima samaya najIka Ave jANIne saMthAre karAvIne pAvana karyA. mAtA-pitA kALa karIne svarge gayA pachI bhagavAna dIkSA

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zAradA siddhi 411 levA taiyAra thayA, paNa moTAbhAI naMdIvardhananA AgrahathI be varSa vadhAre saMsAramAM rokAI gayA paNa te kevI rIte rahyA? bhAva sAdhunI jema rahyA hatA. "rAjapATane tyAga karatA vadhamAnakumAra" -30 varSanI bharayuvAnImAM rAjapATane rajA ApI, vaibhava vilAsane Thekara mArI vardhamAnakumAre saMyama mArgane aMgIkAra karyo. rAjayanI moTI mahelAto emane jhera samAna lAgI ne vagaDAnI vikaTa vATo vahAlI lAgI. jemanA nayanamAM karUNA ane prema chalachala chalake che, jemanA tana manamAM tyAga ane tapanA tIra vAgyA che evA mAyA-mamatA ane rAjapATane vaibhava tajI daIne garIba navAja bhagavAna mahAvIra vananI vikaTa vATe cAlI nIkaLyA. rAjamahelamAM vasanAra jaMgalamAM vasanAra thayA. kayAM rAjabhavanA sukha sAdhana ane kayAM vagaDAnA vAyara ! kyAM rezama jevI pathArI ane kyAM paththaranI pathArI ! bhagavAnane mana te rezama ane paththara baMne samAna che. saMsAra tyAgI prabhu bahAranI duniyAne bhUlI aMtaranI duniyAmAM utarI moTA bhAge dhyAnamAM rahevA lAgyA ne aghora tapazcaryA karavA lAgyA. hasatA mukhaDe karma sAthe kesariyA karatA prabhu" :- baMdhuo ! bhagavAne A duniyAmAM janma laIne kevA kevA kAryo karyA che, ne keTalA kaSTa sahana karyA che. saMgrAmamAM vijaya meLavavA pahelA raNaddhAne maraNiyA jaMga khelavA paDe che tema siddhinA siMhAsane birAjatA pahelAM saMtapuruSone paNa maraNAMtika kaSTomAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe che. Atmika sAmrAjyanI prApti mATe tAraka bhagavAnanI jAgRta dazA sateja banI. emanA mAthe upasargonA pahADa tUTI paDayA paNa prabhu jarAya na DagyA. bhagavAnane je upasargo AvyA che tenuM varNana sAMbhaLatA ApaNuM kALajuM kaMpI jAya che. sAMbhaLe, bhAna bhUlelA bharavADe bhagavAnanA kAnamAM khIlA nAMkhyA, saMgamAsUre kALacakra mUkayuM, gozAlake ghelachA karI tejulezyA cheDI. AvA jI upara paNa bhagavAne te bhAvadayAnI amIvarSA varasAvI. daSTiviSa kaLatarA nAge page DaMkha dIdhe te ene paNa mIThA madhurA zabdothI kahyuM. samaja samaja e caMDakauzika! tuM kaMIka samaja. dUdhathI bharelA ghaDAmAM viSanuM eka TIpuM paDe te dUdha jhera banI jAya che tema krodha jIvananI sarva saMpattine vinAza notare che. keTalA nI bAjI tuM krodhamAM hArI gayo. bhagavAnanI amIrasa jharatI mIThI vANI sAMbhaLIne dRSTiviSa caMDakauzika sarpa zAMta banI gaye. te bhagavAnanA caraNamAM namI paDaze ne potAnuM jIvana sudhAyuM. bhalabhalA kaThera hRdayanA mAnavInI AMkhanA khUNA bhInA kare evI bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInI sAdhanA hatI. sADA bAra varSa ne paMdara divasa sudhI ugra tapazcaryA karI. kevaLajJAnanI prApti sudhI prabhu A bhUmi upara palAMThI vALIne beThA nathI. sADA bAra varSamAM zAMtithI eka kalAka UMgha lIdhI nathI. UMgha ane ArAma tajI maunanI sAdhanA AdarI. AtmahitanI bhAvanA sAthe vizvakalyANanI bhavya bhAvanA hatI. aneka AkarI karIomAMthI pasAra thayA tyAre bhagavAna mahAvIra prabhunI sAdhanA phaLI ane vaizAkha

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412 zAradA siddhi suda dazamanA divase kevaLajJAnanI prApti thaI. teo sarvajJa ane sarvadazI banyA. vaizAkha suda 11 nA divase tIrthanI sthApanA karI ane jagatanA jIvane tattvajJAna samajAvyuM. ahiMsA paramo dharmane maMgala saMdeza Apyo. "che ane jIvavA de" e siddhAMta samajAvyo. pite AcaraNamAM mUkIne jagatanA jIne samajAvyuM. mitrI, pramada, karUNA ane mAdhyastha bhAvanAnA gUDha bhAvene samajAvI syAdvAda mAnI prarUpaNuM karI jagatanA cha upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. jemanI AMkhamAMthI amInI dhArA vahe che. jemanA vacane vacane vAtsalyane vAridhi chalakAya che, jemanA vAkaye vAkaye vizvamAM vimalatA vyApI che, jemanA paDachAye paDachAye pavitratA patharAI che, jemanA pagale pagale pArAvAra prema pragaTe che evA mahAvIra prabhunA yazogAna ane emanI kItinI kathAo ApaNA jIvanamAM avanavo AnaMda ane utsAha Ape che. lehInA aNuaNumAM navuM ciMtanya reDe che eTaluM ja nahi paNa e ApaNA manamAM tAjagI Ape che. manamAM mastI Ape che ne aMtaramAM ArAma Ape che. AvA bhagavAnane Aje ApaNe janmadina ujavyuM che te bhagavAnanA jIvanamAMthI kaMI ne kaMI preraNA letA jaze. duniyA yAda kene kare" - A duniyAmAM aneka vyaktio janme che ne mAre che paNa dareka mANasone duniyA kaI yAda karatI nathI. keI paNa kSaNa evI nahi jatI haiya ke mANasa janma pAmyo ke maraNa pAmyA na hoya ! dareka kSaNe janma maraNa te - thayA kare che, paNa e badhAnI jagatanA ItihAsamAM seMdha levAtI nathI. je vyaktie huM potAnuM jIvana svArthamAM gALyuM hoya, paropakAranA kAryo karyA na hoya, dhana hovA chatAM kaI duHkhInA AMsu lUchayA na hoya tene maraNa pachI kaI yAda karatuM nathI, paNa je bIjAnA sukhe sukhI ane duHkhe duHkhI bane che ne bIjAnA duHkha dUra karavAmAM prayatnazIla rahe che tene duniyA yAda kare che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne mokSamAM gayA ATalAM varSo vItI gayA chatAM ApaNe temane dara varSe yAda karIe chIe, kAraNa ke duniyAne duHkhathI mukta karavAno mArga batAvI gayA che. jagata samakSa anukaraNIya Adarza mUkatA gayA gayA che. je vaya bhoganI gaNAya te vaye bhagavAne bhegane tyAga karyo. je vaya dhana upArjananI gaNAya, sattA ane adhikAra meLavavAnI gaNAya te vaye bhagavAne dhanane ne rAjapATane tyAga karyo, sAthe strI, parivAra vigerene tyAga karIne saMyamanI kAMTALI keDIe kadama uThAvyA. ugra tapazcaryA karI kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana prApta karyuM. eTaluM karIne aTakyA nahi paNa jagatanA khUNe khUNe vicarIne duniyAne duHkhamAMthI mukti meLavavAne ane janma-maraNanA pherA TALavAne mArga darzAvatA gayA che, mATe ApaNe dara varSe AvI vibhUtione yAda karIe chIe. Aje mahAvIra bhagavAnanA jIvana viSe ghaNuM kahevAI gayuM che. samaya thaI gayo che. ApaNe sau bhagavAnanA divya jIvanamAMthI kAMIka laIe te ja manISA. 34 zAMti.

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vyAkhyAna na. 40 bhAdaravA suda 3 ne zanivAra tA. 25-8-79 sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtAe ne bahena! pAvanakArI, magalamaya parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa paCnA pavitra divasA cAlI rahyA che. magalakArI ATha divasamAM pAMca divase te pasAra thaI gayA. cAlu divaseA karatAM panA A divaseAmAM ArAdhanA joradAra thAya che. jJAnI kahe che ke paryuSaNa mahAparva e meAhanagarI para bembamArA karavAnA suvarNa avasara che, kAraNa ke A divaseAmAM cAlu divaso karatAM dAna, ziyaLa, tapa ane bhAvanI vividha ArAdhanAe satata ATha divasa sudhI bharacaka thAya che. A joradAra ArAdhanA meAhanagarI para ekadhArA AkramaNarUpa bane che. bharacaka ArAdhanAe e meAhanagarI para ekadhArA sakhta mArA che. jema jayAre dezamAM rAjA rAjAe vacce yuddha thAya che tyAre mATA vizALa sainyavALA rAjA jo zatrunA sanya para peAtAnA lazkarathI ekasarakhA sakhta mAre calAve te zatru rAjAnu` sanya hiMmata gumAvI de che ne potAnA zastra sarajAma nIce mUkI mATA rAjAnA zaraNe Ave che tema ja emanA rAjA paNa moTA rAjAnA caraNamAM namIne khaMDiyA rAjA tarIke gulAmI svIkArI le che. kayAreka evu paNa bane che ke, nAnA rAjA moTA rAjAnA sainyane gaphalatamAM rAkhI cAre bAju peAtAnu' sainya gADhavI ekasAmaTA humalA kare che teA nAnA rAjA paNa vijaya meLavI zake che. ahIyA vizeSatA nAnA moTAnI nathI paNa jenA ekadhArA joradAra mArA tenA vijaya pahelo. A rIte pa`SaNa mahApaCmAM mAharAjAnA lazkara para dAna, zIla, tapa Adi ArAdhanAnA joradAra ekadhArA humalo thAya che tethI meharAjAnA lazkarane hAravu paDe che. dA. ta. A divaseAmAM dAna karavAnA sArA avasara maLe che. dAna karavAthI dhananI mamatA para embamArA thAya che tethI parigrahanI mamatA chUTe che. brahmacarya pALavAthI maithuna sa`jJA para humalo thAya che, tapa karavAthI AhAra sattA para joradAra AkramaNa thAya che tethI khAnapAnanA mAha kapAya che. A ma`gala visAmAM savAre ne sAMje pratikramaNa karavAnuM mana thAya eTale emAM nidrAnA meAha kapAya. sAmAyika karavAthI sarvathA pApanA tyAga thAya. temAM cauda rAjalokanA sarva jIvAne abhayadAna maLe tethI jIvahiMsAnA mAha para mArA thAya. rAja upAzraye nahi AvanArA A ATha divasa rAja vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA Ave che. vItarAga bhagavAnanI amRtamaya vANInu pAna karatAM AtmAnA kaSAyA maMda paDe che tethI kaSAya para joradAra AkramaNa thAya che. A rIte anekAneka bharacaka ArAdhanAnuM' A mahApava mAhurAjAnA aneka subhaTo para sakhta bembamAro karavAnA amUlya avasara che, mATe zakti pramANe bane teTalI ArAdhanA karavI e ja mAnavabhavanI sArthakatA che. madhue ! devAne paNa dula bha evA mAnavabhava tamane maLyo che e sasAranA

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414 zAradA siddhi sukhamAM gaLAbUDa khUMcI javA mATe nahi, bhogavilAsa mATe nahi paNa tapa-tyAga mATe che. je AvI amUlya mAnava jiMdagI mojazokha, ezaArAma ane bhogavilAsamAM khacI nAkhe che te arAvata hAthI vecIne gadheDA, ciMtAmaNI ratna vecIne kAcanA TukaDA kharIdavAnuM ane kalpavRkSane chedIne dhaMturAne choDa vAvavA jevuM kAma kare che. karoDo ne abajo sonAmahoro ApavA chatAM A mAnavajiMdagI te zuM, tenI eka kSaNa paNa kharIdI zakAtI nathI. jema ratnomAM ciMtAmaNI ratna, pakSIomAM haMsa, pazuomAM kezarIsiMha ane hAthIomAM gaMdhahasti zreSTha che tema "mag mAnuSya mavaH pradhAna: " sarva bhavamAM mAnavabhava pradhAna che. karoDo ciMtAmaNI ratnanA mUlya emAM samAI jAya che. evA pUrvanA prabaLa pudaye mAnava jiMdagI maLI che. mAnavadeha caMdanane bagIcA samAna mUlyavAna che. dareka vastumAM durlabha ane mokSa prAptimAM asAdhAraNa nimitta che. evA mAnavadehane pAmIne je manuSya jIvanamAM satya, nIti ane sadAcAra apanAvate nathI ne viSaya vilAsamAM, majazekhamAM mehAMdha banIne mAnavajIvananI amUlya kSaNene phegaTa gumAve che te AtmA puNyodaye prApta thayela caMdanavRkSanA amUlya bagIcAne bALIne tene kelasA banAvavA jevuM kArya kare che. mAnavabhava kalpavRkSa samAna che, mATe AvA pavitra divasomAM aMtaranA aMdhArA ulecIne jJAnanI jati jhagamagAvo. verajheranA bhayaMkara jhaMjhAvAtenA ukaraDA dUra karavA haiyAmAMthI krodhanI durgadha dUra karIne samAnI sugaMdha prasarAve. dAna-ziyaLa-tapa-bhAvanAnA mAMDavaDA zaNagArI paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanA karI mAnavajIvanane saphaLa banAve. dAna e dharmanuM prathama sopAna che. akSaranI Adi "ethI thAya che. aMkanI Adi ekathI thAya che tema dharmanI zarUAta dAnathI thAya che. dharmanuM paheluM pagathiyuM dAna che. dAna, zIla, tapa ane bhAva A ekekathI caDhiyAtA dharmo hovA chatAM dAnane dharmamAM prathama pagathiyAnuM sthAna ApavAmAM AvyuM che to e dAna kevuM divya ane bhavya haze tene ApaNe vicAra kare joIe. sarvaprathama dAna eTale zuM ? e ApaNe vicArIe. saMskRtamAM "va zodha" A dhAtu uparathI dAna zabda banyo che. eTale dAnane AtmAnI zuddhi karavAnI prakriyAnuM prathama pratIka gaNI zakAya. "pApanA parigrahane mela dhoIne AtmAne je nirmaLa banAve te dAna, parigrahanA pApanuM prAyazcita eTale dAna." jema dharmanI Adi dAnathI thAya che tema adharmanI Adi arthathI thAya che. artha eTale pise, arthanI vAsanA ghaNane jIvananA aMta sudhI hoya che. arthavAsanA rUpI tephAnI gheDAne bAMdhavAmAM na Ave tyAM sudhI dAna dharma rUpI pavitra dharatI upara manuSya pravAsa kheDI zakatA nathI. dAna e arthanA azvane kAbUmAM levA mATenI lokhaMDI lagAma che mATe e dharmanI Adi gaNAya che. ApaNe dAnane sAmAnya rIte eTalo ja artha karIe chIe ke "daI devuM"

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415 zAradA siddhi paNa dAna e kaMI mAtra daI devA jevI mAmUlI kriyA nathI paNa dAna te dharatImAM dhAnya vAvavA jevI mahatvanI kriyA che. kheDUta dhAnyanI vAvaNI kare che. vAvaNImAM pitAne upakAra mukhya che tethI kheta pite seMghu ne sastuM anAja khAya che paNa dharatImAM vAvavA mATe te sArAmAM sAruM ne meMghuM anAja lAve che ne vAve che. dAtAe paNa kheDUtanI mAphaka bIjAne upakAra mATe nahi paNa pitAnA upakAra mATe dAna devAnuM che. dAna detI vakhate dAtAra e vicAra kare che ke huM je dAna daI rahyo chuM te lenAra upara kaMI upakAra karatA nathI paNa huM te mArA pitAnA upara upakAra karI rahyo chuM. te dAtAranuM dAna namratAthI zobhI UThe ne mAnanA melathI alipta rahI zake. mAna rahita ane namratAthI dIdheluM dAna dharatImAM vAvelA eka kaNa maNa banIne bahAra Ave che temAM thoDuM dAna paNa bhaviSyamAM mahAna phaLa ApanAra bane che, ane pitAnA upara upakAra karavAnI sAthe jagata upara paNa upakAra karanAra bane che. bIjI daSTie vicAra karIe te dAna e ahiMsaka jIvana jIvavAnI eka anokhI kaLA manuSyane zIkhavADe che. bhagavAne kahyuM che ke "rALarf te amathauthA" sava dAnamAM zreSThamAM zreSTha je kaI dAna hoya te abhayadAna che. ahiMsaka jIvana sAdhya che ne abhayadAna enuM sAdhana che. ApaNuM jIvana evuM hovuM joIe ke ApaNA taraphathI kaI jIvane bhaya na rahe te mATe sarva jIne abhayanA dAtA banavuM joIe, ane je abhayadAna denAra bane che enuM jIvana ahiMsaka banyA vinA rahevAnuM nathI, eTale ahiMsaka jIvananA virATa vaDalAnuM bIja abhayadAna che, mATe zIla tapa ane bhAvanI pavitra dharatI upara musApharI karavI hoya te sarvaprathama dAnanuM pagaluM bharavuM paDaze. ATalA mATe jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke zIlanuM zikhara sara karatA pahelAM, tapanA teja pAmatA pahelAM, ane bhAvanAnI bhavyatAne bheTavA jatA pahelAM ApaNe pAyAnuM mULa sUtra yAda karavuM joIe ke "dharmANi paraM rA" dharmanI Adi dAnathI thAya che. dAnano mahimA aparaMpAra che. zuddha bhAvathI ApeluM dAna kayAre paNa niSphaLa jatuM nathI. eka saMskRtanA lokamAM kahyuM che ke "pAtra dharmanibandhanaM taditare zreSThaM dayAravyApakaM, mitre prItivivadhana, taditare vairApahArakSamam / bhRtye maktibharAvahaM narapatau saMmAnasaMpAdakaM, bhaTTAdau suyazaskaraM vitaraNaM nakvApyahA nissphvm||" supAtrane dAna devAthI dharma thAya che. anya garIbone dAna devAthI dayA paLAya che, mitrane dAna devAthI prema vadhe che, zatrune dAna devAthI vairane nAza thAya che, nekarene dAna devAthI bhakti pedA thAya che, rAjAne ApavAthI sanmAna vadhe che ane bhATacAraNane dAna devAthI e yaza kIti phelAve che,

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41 zAradA sii juo, dAna devAmAM keTalo badhA lAbha che ane dAna dIdhA pachI dAnanA AnaMda paNa aneAkhA haiAya che. zAlibhadranA jIve AgalA bhavamAM mAgI tAgIne bhegI karelI khIra mAsakhamaNunA tapasvI satane utkRSTa bhAvathI vaheArAvI dIdhI. vaheArAvyA pachI paNa enA aMtaramAM keTalo apUrva AnaMda! pariNAme khIjA bhavamAM zAlIbhadranI Rddhi pAmyA. mane AvI Rddhi maLe evA bhAvathI dAna dIdhu' na hatuM paNa utkRSTa bhAvathI dAna dIdhuM hatu. tame besatA varSe zAradApUjana kare che tyAre cApaDAmAM lakhA che ne ke zAlibhadranI Rddhi maLajo paNa sAthe e lakheA che ke zAlibhadre lakhalUTa Rddhine tyAga karI sayama lIdhA te amane paNa evA sayamanA bhAva Avajo. (hasAhasa) Rddhi tA mammaNa zeThane paNa maLI hatI paNa ene enI RddhinI Asakti narakamAM laI gaI ne zAlibhadre enI Rddhine tyAgI te anuttara vimAnamAM gayA ne ekAvatArI banyA. "bhAvanAmAM AveluM AsaktinuM jher':~ mammaNa zeThanI AvI dazA kema thaI e jANeA che ne ? mammaNa zeThanA AgalA bhavamAM emanA ghera mAsakhamaNanA tapasvI sata padhAryAM, tyAre enA gharanA badhA jamavA gayA hatA ne zeTha ghera hatA. emanA mATe pIrasaNuM Avyu hatu. sa'tane peAtAne ghera padhAratA joI ne zeTha hu ghelA maiMnI gayA. padhAro....padhAro....gurUdeva ! mahArAja padhAryAM. pAtAne mATe pIrasaNAmAM AvelA lADavA mahArAjane vaheArAve che. mahArAja kahe che bhAI! eka ja lADaveA lo N paNa eNe te khUba Agraha karyAM eTale saMte kahyu` bhAI! tamArI khUba bhAvanA che te e lADavA lo paNa zeThe tA utkRSTa bhAve cAra lADavA AvyA hatA te cAre cAra vaheArAvI dIdhA. mahArAja te vaherIne gayA. zeThanA aMtaramAM Ana'da samAtA na hatA. mane Aje tapasvI sa'tane vaheArAvIne supAtra dAna devAnA lAbha maLyo, pazu pAchaLa lADavAnI kaNI khAdhI ne tenA svAda AvyeA ke temanA bhAvamAM palTo AvyeA. ahAhA....A zuM karyuM" ? eka rAkhyA hata te| sAru` hatu`. ema vicArIne te saMtanI pAchaLa gayA ne upAzrayamAM paDelA pAtarAmAMthI lADavA laI lIdhA. zeThe utkRSTa bhAve dAna dIdhuM tethI puNya baMdhAI gayu. eTale RddhitA puSkaLa maLI paNa pAchaLathI dIdheluM pAchu lAvyA tenA kAraNe mammaNu zeTha banyA, paNa evA ka*jUsa ke pote khAya nahi ne khIjAne khAvA de nahi. ene teA tela ne cALA sivAya kaI sade ja nahi. jo tamAre AvI dazA na karavI heAya te tamArA puNye tamane je sa*patti maLI che tenA sadupayAga karo. parigrahanI mamatA ghaTADA. lakSmIne tijArImAM pUrI rAkhaze te e kaTALI jaze paNa jo tene chUTA hAthe dAnamAM vAparazeA te lakSmI tijorImAM vadhatI jaze. A bhArata bhUmimAM kevA mahAna dAnezvarI purUSA thaI gayA che. itihAsanA pAne emanA nAma suvarNAkSare lakhAyA che,

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zAradA siddhi 425 pAvaradhA rAjAnI rAjyakaLA duzmanane pAchA pADe che, tevA rAjAne joIne duzamane DhIlA thaI jAya che, hoMziyAra DakaTaranI cikitsA regInA roga maMda pADe che te rIte dharmakaLAthI AtmAnA guNane nAza karanAra zatruo nabaLA ane zaktihIna bane che. suMdara mAnavajIvana pAmyA pachI have sajAga bane, jAgRta bane. saMsAranI kaLAmAM otapreta rahIne saMsAra ghaNo vadhAryo. have bane teTalI dharmakaLA vadhu ne vadhu vikasAvI saMsArane ocho karavAnI kiMmatI taka ApaNuM hAthamAM AvI che. e takane barAbara vadhAvI lo. A jIvana te kSaNabhaMgura che. jotajotAmAM te pUruM thaI jaze, mATe saMsArakaLAo paDatI mUkIne dharmakaLAmAM vikAsa karatAM jAo te bhAvi anaMtakALa ujjavaLa banaze. dAna karavAne samaya Avye ne saMsArakaLA ajamAvIne temAMthI chaTakI gayA, te puNya kamAyA ke gumAvyuM? saMsArakaLA ghaNuM jANIe chIe ne vAparIe chIe. bhaluM thoDuM karI bahAra ghaNuM batAvIe chIe, hadayamAM jhera bharyuM che paNa uparathI mIThuM bolIne yaza meLavIe chIe. AvI saMsArakaLAne apanAvavAthI uttama bhava hArI javAya che. anaMtakALe maLela AtmasaMzodhana ane AtmasvAtaMtryanI taka barabAda thaI jAya che mATe saMsArakaLAne paDatI mUke ne dharmakaLAne apanAve. saMsAranuM svarUpa samajAvatA anaMta upakArI, kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMta bolyA che ke, saMsArambhi asAre jAi-jarA-maraNa vippagahiyaMmi / divasa nathi solaMva, tA movo 3vA mahAnizItha sUtra janma-jarA-mRtyuthI pakaDAyelo A saMsAra asAra che, tethI jIvane emAM sukha nathI, mATe janma-jarA-mRtyuthI para evo mokSa prApta karavA yogya che. mokSa prApta karavA mATe saMsAra kaLAne choDI daI dharmakaLAne apanAvavI paDaze. mokSa e eka evI avasthA che ke je pAmyA pachI kaMI meLavavAnuM bAkI rahetuM nathI, tyAre saMsAra eka evI avasthA che ke jemAM kAMI ne kAMI meLavavAnuM bAkI ne bAkI rahe che. saMsAra eTale haMmezA kAMIne kAMI meLavavAnuM bAkI. dA.ta. cheka bhaNIgaNIne hoMziyAra thaye, yuvAna banyA eTale mAtApitA kaheze ke have panI meLe eTale ke lagna kara. patnI maLI gaI pachI ghara meLave. ghara vasAvyuM eTale suMdara phanacara, upabheganA sAdhana meLavo. A rIte eka pachI eka meLavavAnI IcchA vadhatI jAya. chatAM emAM kyAMya kAyamI tRpti ke AnaMda to che ja nahi. tame lAkha cIjo meLave chatAM aMte meLaveluM mUkAvanAra mRtyu te UbhuM ja che. haju karmo bAkI che eTale mRtyu pachI janmanI keda. aMte pAchuM mRtyu ne pharI janmanI keda. AvA saMsAramAM jIvane sukha kayAMthI maLe ? sukha te che mokSamAM ke jyAM zarIranI keda nahi. sarva karmothI AtmA mukta banyuM eTale AtmA azarIrI banI gaye. zarIra nathI tyAM kaMI meLavavAnuM bAkI nathI. zarIra che te badhI upAdhi che. e mATe pApa karavAM paDe. zarIra nathI zA, 54

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zAradA siriM tyAM te mATe kaI pApa nahi. pApa nahi eTale karmabaMdhana nahi. karma nahi eTale janma-jarA ane mRtyu Adi kaMI duHkha nahi, mATe bhagavAna kahe che ke A kiMmatI mAnava bhavamAM mokSa meLavavA mATe prayatna kare. jJAnI purUSonI A vAta je barAbara magajamAM ThasI jAya te saMsAranA dukhada janmonI hAramALA lAve evAM kAryo karatAM tene aMtaramAM AMcako Ave ke are, huM zuM karI rahyo chuM? janma-maraNanI paraMparA vadhAre evA AraMbha samAraMbha, rAga-dveSa, krodhAdi kaSA tathA viSapabheganI pravRtti karI rahyo chuM ke ene ghaTADI mokSanI najIka thavAnI pravRtti karuM chuM? jene janma-maraNanI paraMparAnI baMka nathI ene pitAnA AtmAnI kaI paDI nathI. are, Aje kaMIka che evA che ke jene AtmAnI zraddhA nathI. jene AtmAnI zraddhA hoya ene janma-maraNanI hAramALA jeIne enuM haiyuM kaMpe nahi! baMdhuo! huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamane AtmAnI zraddhA che? je zraddhA che te AtmAe anaMta janma maraNa karyA ne haju viSayaroga, viSaya sukhanI lInatAthI, pApakaryothI, navA janma maraNa UbhA thaI rahyA che enA tarapha dRSTi che? kheda ke bhaya che? je kheda che te viSayasukhamAM AnaMda mAnavAnuM, emAM masta rahevAnuM zA mATe kare che? jyAM meTA Indra, cakavatine paNa aMte maraNane zaraNa thavuM paDe che tyAM tuM game tevA viSaya mAM lubdha bane te ya maraNa te AvavAnuM che te A viSaya sukhe mUkIne dharma sAdhanA karavAnuM mana thatuM nathI ? mahAna puNyodaye jinazAsana maLyuM che. enI kimata hajI jIvane samajAI nathI tethI sAmAyika, pratikamaNa, saMta-samAgama, tapa-tyAga, kSamA saraLatA, paropakAra bhAvanA badhuM karavAnuM choDIne viSayenI gulAmImAM DUbelo rahe che. jagata tarapha daSTi karazuM te jaNAze ke dhana, mAlamilkata, kuTuMba parivAra, khAnapAna vigere viSayanuM eTaluM aMjAmaNa che ke e ja ene prANu ane e ja enuM sarvasva, eja jIvanane sAce hA ane e ja AdhAra, tethI e meLavavA, sAcavavA vadhAravA ane bhogavavA satata manamAM mUMjhavaNa cAlyA kare che. A AtmA janmojanma viSayenI kAramI bhUkha rAkhI enI bhIkha mAMgate rahyo che. e bhIkha mATe navI kAyA ane Indriyo e bhIkha mAgavAnA rAmapAtra (ThIkaru) che. A jIva eka bhikhArI che. enI kAyA e bhIkha mAMgavAnuM rAmapAtra che. emAM jIva viSaye rUpI eMThavADa mAMgIne khAya che. jJAnI kahe che ke viSaya tarIke konI milkata hoya, cakavartinuM cha khaMDanuM sAmrAjya hAya, navayuvAna rUpALI ramaNIo hoya ke suMdara pakavAna hoya paNa e badhuM eMThavADa che. tamane kadAca prazna thAya ke lADI-vADI, gADI, lakSamI badhuM eMThavADa kevI rIte ? jamyA pachI eMThuM jUhuM vadhyuM hoya ene eMThavADa kahevAya tema A badhI bhautika sAmagrI dhana Adi pUrvanA keI ne koI jIve bhagavelI che. temaja viSayanA bhegavaTAthI pharmanuM ajIrNa thAya che ane rAgAdi roga thAya che mATe viSaye e eMThavADa che.

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zAradA siddhi 427 viSenA kAraNe ahIM A janmamAM paNa ciMtA, zoka, saMtApa, vyAdhi, upAdhi, Adi keTalAya duHkha pedA thAya che ne paralokamAM ahI enAthI (viSayethI) baMdhAyelA karmo duHkhI kare che. temaja viSaye rAga-dveSa, Asakti, tiraskAra, krodha, mAna Adi kaSAye rUpI rogo UbhA kare che. A jIvarUpI bhikhArI viSayenA eMThavADa bhegavI karmasaMcayanA ajIrNa ane rAgAdi rogavALo banyo che. puNyadaye maLeluM jinazAsanarUpI rAjya : A jIvarUpI bhikhArI saMsAranI zerIomAM bhaTakate bhaTakta mahAna puNyadaye jinazAsanarUpI rAjyamAM AvI caDha che. A jinazAsanarUpI rAjyanA samrATa mahArAjA arihaMta bhagavAna che. jIvanA karmomAM kaMIka gAbaDuM paDayuM eTale jinazAsanarUpI rajavADAmAM praveza maLe. jaMgalamAM bhaTakatA musAphare jeNe kaI divasa rAjyanI zobhA joI na hoya ene prasaMgopAta jevA maLe te keTalo AnaMda thAya ? AcArAMgasUtramAM bhagavAne kAcabAne nyAya Ape che. zevALathI AcchAdita jaLamAM eka divasa joradAra pavana AvatA zevALanuM paDa khasyuM tethI kAcabo bahAra AvyuM, tyAre zaradU pUrNimAne caMdra soLe kaLAe khIlelo hatuM. te suMdara dazya jotA ene apUrva AnaMda Avyo, ke ahe ! A te kyAreya meM nahi joyeluM anupama, AhAdaka, ramaNIya dazya che. te rIte jIvarUpI bhikhArIe jinazAsanarUpI rAjyanI zobhA joI. enA manamAM thayuM ke aha! A te meM pahelA kayAreya joyuM nathI. kevuM suMdara ! jema rajavADAmAM pradhAne heya, divAne heya, ratnene khajAne hoya tema A rAjyamAM jJAna-darzana-cAritrarUpI rannenA gaMja che. mahAna gaNadhare, AcAryorUpI pradhAna che. munio rUpI bhaDavIra subhaTa che. siddhAMtane emAM kiMmatI khajAne che. upAzrayo emAM mahelAte che. cAritrarUpI adbhUta auSadhi che je rAgAdi sarva rogane nivArI adUbhUta tAjagI Ape che. A jinazAsanarUpI rAjyanI zebhA keI alaukika che. tamane emAM praveza maLI gaye te tene AnaMda che ke nahi? tamane ema thAya che ke aho ! eka vakhatane huM saMsArarUpI zerIonA viSayanA eMThavADane bhikhArI, ane mane zuM A jinazAsanamAM praveza maLI gayo ! baMdhuo ! Apa duniyAmAM daSTi kare te Apane jaNAze ke jinazAsana keTalAne maLyuM che. tenI saMkhyA bahu alpa che. e tamane anAyAse maLI gayuM che. eTale jinazAsana zedhavAne parizrama nathI karyo paraMtu jainakuLamAM janmavA mAtrathI tamane e maLI gayuM che. te ene AnaMda ke heya! jinazAsanarUpI nidhAna maLyA pachI e AtmAne dunyavI agavaDamAM duHkha bahu na lAge paNa nahivat lAge. cUMTaNInA prasaMgamAM lAkho, kare rUpiyA kharcAI gayA ne pachI pradhAnanI sITa maLI te ene AnaMda eTalo badhe hoya che ke lAkhe, karoDo rUpiyAne dhumADe karyo tenuM duHkha nathI lAgatuM, kAraNa ke e samaje che ke pradhAna banyA pachI lAkhonA lAkho rUpiyA

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428 zAradA siddhi maLavAnA che. te zuM ahIM tamane zraddhA nathI? jinazAsana maLyA pachI lAkho zuM kareDane kareDe maLavAnA che. mAtra pharaka eTalo che ke cUMTaNImAM thoDA kALamAM maLe che ne ahI jarA vilaMbe paralokamAM maLe che. jenA haiyAmAM jinazAsana otapreta vasI gayuM che ene koDenuM dhana tuccha lAge, bhArabhUta ane AtmAne karmabaMdhana kartA lAge. kaMIka ja evA che ke jinazAsanamAM praveza maLavA chatAM viSayanA eMThavADanI Asakti choDI zakatA nathI. temanI dazA kevI thAya che eka nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. eka vakhata eka garIba bhikhArIne rAjamahelamAM praveza maLI gayA. mahArAjAnI enA para dRSTi paDI, eTale raseDAnA menejaranA manamAM vicAra AvyuM ke A bhikhArIne rajavADo joI khUba camatkAra lAge che ne AnaMda paNa thAya che. te, lAva huM ene dUdhapAkanuM jamaNa jamADuM. ema vicArIne bhikhArIne dUdhapAka levA mATe belAve che paNa bhikhArIne enA para vizvAsa nathI besato. eTale pharI vAra menejara kahe che bhAI! tuM tArA rAmapAtramAM je eMThavADa che te phekI de ne tAruM rAmapAtra joIne emAM A suMdara dUdhapAka le. A vAta sAMbhaLatA bhikhArInA manamAM zaMkA thaI ke mAre ghaNA divasa sudhI cAle evo sAre eMThavADa pheMkAvI daIne mane bhUkhyo te nahi. rAkhe ne? *. baMdhuo ! juo, A bhikhArInI kevI durdazA ! keTalAya divasanA eMThA dALa bhAta ne teya paNa saDI gayelA, chatAM ene sArA lAge che ne enI sAme sugaMdhita suMdara dudhapAka maLe che chatAM e sAro nathI lAgatuM. rasoDAne menejara khUba dayALa che. enA manamAM ema thAya che ke A jIva abhAgiye lAge che. eNe pahelA eMThavADa khUba khAdhe che tethI tene ajIrNanA kAraNe ene AvA suMdara dUdhapAkanuM paNa mana thatuM nathI. ene dUdhapAka karatA eMThavADa sAre lAge che, mATe lAva, ene aMjana Aje ne enI daSTi je sudhare te eThavADa ane dUdhapAkane bheda te khyAla Ave. ema vicArIne eka saLI para aMjana laI bhikhArIne AMjavA jAya che. bhikhArInA manamAM Dara che ke kadAca A mArA rAmapAtranI vastuo pheMkI daIne emAM ene mAla nAMkhaze te? e DarathI te rAmapAtra majabUta pakaDI AMkho baMdha karIne ubho rahyo. AMkha khole te aMjana aMjAya ne? | menejara khUba heziyAra hatA eTale teNe yuktithI enI AMkha jarA kholI aMjananI saLI pheravI dIdhI. AMkhamAM aMjana jatAM bhikhArIne ThaMDaka vaLI, tethI enA manamAM thayuM ke A mANasa sAre che. eNe mArI baLatI AMkhamAM ThaMDaka karI. have daSTi nirmaLa thatAM AMkha kholIne joyuM te dUdhapAka sAro dekhAyo ne rAmapAtranA mAlamAM zaMkA paDI ke A mAro mAla mane rega karanAra te nahi hoya ne ? menejara pratye have tene vizvAsa beThe eTale kahe che ke A tame zuM A yuM? mane sAruM

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zAradA siddhi 428 lAge che. menejara kahe tane sAru aMjana karyuM eTale tArA roga kaMIka zamyA tethI sAruM lAge che. te have A sarasa dUdhapAka che te le ane tArA rAmapAtrane eMThavADa phekI de. pitAne atipriya eMThavADa pheMkI devAnI vAta sAMbhaLatA te gabharAI gayA. hAya! zuM A mAru phagAvI deze? mAruM mane keTaluM badhuM vahAluM che! ghaNI mahenatathI meLaveluM che e zuM pheMkI devA lAyaka che? menejara vicAra kare che ke aho! A bicArAne eMThavADanA ajIrNanA rAganuM keTaluM jora ! sAme vastu sArI jevA chatAM mana zaMkAzIla rahe che te lAva have jarA divya pANI pIvaDAvuM. ethI enA roganI kaMIka zAMti thAya te ene A dUdhapAka para vizvAsa bese ne eMThavADanI mamatA ochI thAya. menejare divya pANI maMgAvI bhikhArIne ApyuM, paNa te pIto nathI. dayALu menejare parANe tene pANI pIvaDAvI dIdhuM. divya pANI peTamAM jatA TADhaka vaLI; reganI ugratA maLI paDI eTale ene lAgyuM ke A mANasa sAthe che. kharekhara mAra mAla regakArI ane A bhAIne mAla dUdhapAka, aMjana, divya pANI vigere ArogyakAraka che. menejara kahe. le, tyAre tAro A gabharyo eMThavADa phekI de. tAruM pAtra dhoI nAkha ne A dUdhapAka laI le. bolo, have bhikhArI zuM karaze ? dUdhapAka leze? nA. pitAne vastunI kharAbI samajAvA de. chatAM e chUTatuM nathI. e te zuM vicAre che ? mArI cIja te ghaNI mahenatathI meLavelI, keTalIya zerIomAM rakhaDe, ghara ghara bhIkha mAMgI, kaMIkanA apamAnatiraskAra veThayA ema karatAM mAruM A pAtra bharAyuM che te zuM have pheMkI devAya? je pheMkI dauM te jyAre mane bhUkha lAge tyAre zuM khAuM! bhUkhe ja maravuM paDe. keTalI ghelachA che bhikhArInI! sAme sAre suMdara svAdiSTa dUdhapAka Ape che tenI kiMmata nathI ne pitAnA keTalAya divasonA bhegA karelA ne saDI uThelA eMThavADiyA dALabhAtanI kiMmata che. dALabhAta bhegA karatAM khUba mahenata paDI che mATe enI kiMmata AMke che ne dUdhapAka vagara mahenate maLe che mATe enI kiMmata nathI. keTalI mUDhatA! basa, saMsArI jInI AvI dazA che. IndriyanA viSaye, dhana-mAla, parivAra je karmabaMdhana karAve che temaja rAga-dveSa, kAma, krodha, lobha vigere rogone ubhA kare che tethI e eMThavADa samAna che. mahenata karIne meLavela dhana, mAla mahatvanA lAge che ne ApanI sAme gurUo maphatamAM dharma batAve che ke je dharma AtmAnuM utthAna karAve che tene bhAva rogane dUra kare che evA dharmanI kiMmata nathI samajAtI. viSayamAM grudha banelo jIva ema kahe che A lakSmI, mAla milkata bahu mahenate maLyA che mATe ene na cheDAya paNa ene bhAna nathI ke pelA bhikhArInI jema A jIvane bhavATavImAM viSayanI bhIkha mAMgatA bhaTakatA bhaTaktA mahAmahenate jinazAsana maLyuM che te tenI kimata kharI ke nahi? pUrvabhavonI keTalIya ArAdhanAthI A jinazAsana jovA maLyuM che te have viSayamAM gRddha banavuM zebhe ?

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430 zAradA siddhi saMsAramAM dIkare lagna karIne kanyA paraNIne AvyuM. A kanyAne pitAnI sAsu sAthe ke derANI jeThANI sAthe manameLa maLatuM nathI tethI kayAreka avAranavAra kalezanA prasaMgo ubhA thAya che. te dIkare AkhA kuTuMbane cheDIne potAnI patnIne laIne juda thAya che ne? ATalA varSonA paricita ane sAthe rahelA hovA chatAM manaduHkha thavAthI judA thavAmAM AnaMda mAne che. te pachI AtmAnA hita mATe dhana, mAla mikta, kuTuMba parivAra cheDavAnI vAta Ave tyAre ema kema thAya che ke ghaNI mahenate meLavelA ane varSonA saMbaMdhavALA te kema chUTe? je saMsAramAM AvA manaduHkha thAya che te saMsAra sAthe manaduHkha karavuM hoya te thAya ke nahi? bhagavAna kahe che manaduHkha karo te saMsAra, viSaya kaSA sAthe kare. enI sAthe manaduHkha karavAthI enAthI alaga rahI zakazo. jeTalA saMsArathI, viSayathI ne kaSAyothI alaga teTalA karmabaMdhana a5, paNa ApaNe AtmA anAdikALathI mithyAtva, avata, pramAda, kaSAya, azubha ga AdinA kAraNe ghora karmabaMdhana karI rahyo che, tene jinazAsana ane sagurUne vega maLavA chatAM haju sudhI jIvanamAM jAgRtine prAdurbhAva thayuM nathI. jyAM sudhI jIvanamAM jAgRtine prAdurbhAva thAya nahi tyAM sudhI bhavaTI thavI muzkela che. vikaTI karavA mATe Indriyika sukhamAM ameha banavuM joIe. ameha dazA kayAre prApta thAya? samyam darzana pragaTe tyAre, samyagadarzana eTale zuM ? je darzananI pAchaLa mahAna AbAdI maLe, AMtarazaktio bharapUra khIle, AtmAparanI anaMtAnaMta kamabeDIo phaTAphaTa tUTavA lAge te darzananuM nAma samyagadarzana. juo, samyagadarzananA tejane keTale camatkAra che ! 2 zrI bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA mukhethI naMdISeNe ekavAra dezanA sAMbhaLI ane emane AtmA dIkSAnI bhikSA levA taiyAra thaye, tyAre prabhue kahyuM ke vikAranA vAyu rUpI tophAna eka vAra tArA jIvanane patananA paMthe laI jaze, chatAM naMdISeNe aDIkhama banIne karmanI sAme kArastAna karavAnuM nakkI karyuM ane dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA laIne e nadISeNa munie zarIra upara tapazcane keraDAo vIjhavA mAMDayA. karmanA aNunI chAtI cIranA kaThera saMyamarUpI vAvanA nakha lIdhA. e saMyama rUpI nakhathI keTalAya karmone cIrI nAMkhyA paNa je nikAcita karmo hatA te mATe temanI chAtI te lekhaMDI hatI paNa tyAM vAgha nakha buTTA banyA. naMdISaNa jevA mahAna AtmA paNa mahAta banI gayA, parama AtmA pAmara banI gayA ne dharmAtmA karmAtmA banI gayA. naMdISeNe pitAnA jIvanamAM vicAryuM ke mArA karma rUpI vikAranA vAyumaMDaLa mane herAna kare che. te mATe temaNe ghaNuM upAyo vicAryA paNa eka upAya kAma na AvyA tethI manamAM thayuM ke jIvuM te A jaMjALa ane maruM te mUkuM karmacaMDALa. chevaTe temaNe jIvanane chAvara karavAnuM vicAryuM. vikAranI dhagadhagatI javALAmAM jhaMpalAvavA karatAM zarIrane nAza zreSTha lAge, tethI arihaMtAdinA cAra zaraNa svIkArIne AkAzane aDatI parvatamALA uparathI tenIga khAImAM jhapApAta karyo paNa nikAcita karmo kayAM

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431 zAradA siddhi tene cheDe tema hatA ! parvata uparathI paDatA deve temane jhIlI lIdhA. nadISeNa munie karmanI sAme nAnI kAratUsa nahi paNa bhayaMkara mazInagana lIdhI. AkarI vihAranI te calAvI. dhagadhagatA tApamAM AtApanA rUpa eTababa phoDayA ane karmone teDavA prabaLa purUSArtha Adaryo, paNa acaLa hoya tene caLa keNa karI zake? aphaLa hoya tene viphaLa koNa karI zake? je aDIkhama hoya tene ghaDIkhama koNa karI zake. mA khamaNanA pAraNe mA khamaNanI tapazcaryA cAlu rAkhI. eka vAra pAraNAnA divase pharatA pharatA vezyAnA bAraNe jaI caDhayA ne belyA "dharmalAbha". dharmalAbha sAMbhaLIne vezyA vicAra karavA lAgI ke A keNu dharmalAbha ApanAre gama vinAne agama hAlya AvyuM che? kApaDiyAnI dukAne sonAnA kacarA mAMganAra koNa ghamaMDI che? gAMdhInI dukAnanA trAjave hIrAne jokhavAnuM kAma karavAnuM sAhasa koNa avaLacaMDAe karyuM che? ema vicArIne gaNikA belI mahArAja ! zuM tame mArga bhUlyA ? ahIM dharmalAbha nahi paNa arthalAbha che. e tamAruM gajuM nahi mATe Apa tarata sIdhA pAchA vaLe. kAmalattAnA kaThera zabdo sAMbhaLatA muninI samatulA cAlI gaI. temanA mukha upara viSAdanI eka chAyAe hale karyo. kema, tAre joIe che artha lAbha? le tyAre. ema kahIne labdhinA baLe eka taraNuM teDayuM ne sanaiyAne mUzaLadhAra varasAda varasyo. sADAbAra koDa seniyAnI vRSTi thaI. kAmalattAnA kAmaNagArA kaTAkSamAM muni saMyamathI sarakI gayA. pragatinA paMthethI patananA paMthe, virAgamAMthI vilAsanA paMthe javA taiyAra thayA. baMdhuo! tapamAM evI keI apUrva zakti che ke dariyAnA uMDANanA taLiye rahelA mahAmUlA motIne sapATI para lAvI zake ane sapATI para rahelA kharabacaDA paththarane pAtALanA taLiye pisADI zake. basa, mahAmuni naMdISeNanA jIvanamAM artha mATe evuM banyuM. mekasIke pAse Aje dariyAnI nIce evA kUvAo taiyAra karAyA che ke phUTabolanA medAna jevA telanA kUvAo eka cAMpa dAbatA dariyAnI sapATI upara tarI Ave ne bIjI cAMpa dAbatA nIce sarakI paDe. AvI rIte zubha bhAvathI karelI tapazcaryA eka kSaNamAM munine mukti apAvI de che ne azubha bhAvathI karelI tapazcaryA nIce narakamAM dhakelI de che. tapa dvArA labdhi maLavI sahaja che paNa labdhine pacAvavI ati kaThina che. naMdISeNa munie brahmacaryane sAcavavA tapazcaryA karI paNa meharAjA e mahAbhayaMkara DAkU che. eka rUpamAM te phAve te aneka rUpa kare. jJAnamAM kAbU meLavyuM te AhAramAM phasAve ne AhAramAM kAbU meLavyuM ne tapa karyo te abhimAna lAve, tethI bhagavAne saMyamamAM badhe cetatA rahevAnuM kahyuM che. vahANamAM paDeluM eka chidra vahANamAM besanArA badhAne jokhamamAM mUkI de che. vahANanI eka bAjunI asAvadhAnI jIvanane khatama karI

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432 zAradA siddhi nAMkhe che. nadISeNa munimAM Avu ja banyuM. nadISeNune gaNikAnu apamAna naDayuM ne jIvanamAM mAna Avyu tethI kAmalattAnI kAmaNagArI vANIthI muni sayamathI patita thayA, paNa A te kANuM ? nadISeNunA mahAna AtmA. zarIra uparanA mela zarIrane azeAlatuM anAve che, paNa mela nIce cAmaDI teA prakAzita hAya che. jema mATI nIce daTAyelu. ratna jhaLakatuM hAya che tema ahIM A muninA AtmA nikAcita karmAMce sayama mArgathI khasyA paNa aMdara te zraddhAnA lAkha lAkha teje prakAzI rahyo hatA. aMdhakAramAM rahelo e AtmA prakAza tarapha javA taraphaDiyAM mArI rahyo hateA. muni sayama bhAvathI khasyA paNa manamAM pastAvA che ke hAya ! mArA virATa AtmA vAmana banI gayA ! marada AtmA mATI thaI gayA ! eka bAju virATa AtmAnuM vizALa tejasvI svarUpa dekhAya che tyAre khIjI bAju vikAranA siMha ghUghavATA karI rahyo che. mananI mathAmaNane aMte nadISeNa munie dariyAmAM DUbakI mArI jhaLahaLatu' ka'matI meAtI meLavI lIdhuM ne manamAM nakkI karyu ke dararAja mAre daza AtmAone pratiAdha pamADavA ne pachI annapANI vAparavA. badhue ! vicAra karo. gaNikAnA AvAsamAM rahIne rAja daza jIvAne pratibeAdha pamADavA e kAMI nAnI sUnI vAta che ? te karyAM pahelAM annapANI nahi, kevI kaDaka pratijJA ! A che samyak dananA camatkAra. bahArathI paDavA chatAM AtmA keTalo jAgRta haze ? kharekhara samyakdarzananI evI tAkAta che ke kadAca kadiye satyathI sarake paNa tenA AtmAmAM teA te pApanI akathya vedanAnA agArA capAtA hoya tema pazcAttApa thAya che. temAMthI mahAra nIkaLavA te taraphaDiyA mAratA hoya che. jo eka vAra paNa samyakdananA sparza thaI jAya te tenA hRdayarUpI AkAzamAM paNa mithyAtvanI a'dhArI rAtamAM paNa UMDA UMDA camakatA tArAo paDelA che. samyagdarzananI tAkAta tA jue. eka vAra samyagdarzana sparzI jAya te AtmA ardha pudgala parAvartana kALamAM saMsAranA adhane phagAvI daIne ka baMdhanathI mukta banIne UMce siddhazIlAmAM birAjI jAya che. siddha banyA pachI AtmA sthira jgyAtinI mAphaka prakAzita rahyA kare che. tyAM AtmA aDola girIza`ga samAna bane che. meAtI eka vAra vIMdhAyA pachI pharIne metIne parAvavA mATe vIdhAvAnu' rahetu' nathI tema siddhapadane pAmyA pachI pharIthI jIvane sa'sAramAM vI'dhAvAnu' rahetuM nathI. samyakUdana aneka doSAne guNamAM pherave che. nyukalIara reDIezana aNuviSayaka kiraNeAtsagathI nepolIyananA eka vALa parathI nakkI thayu' che ke nepolIyananu' mRtyu sAmalathI thayuM che. tema samyakdarzIna eTale doSone pakaDavA mATenuM nyukalIara reDIezana aNuviSayaka kiraNAtsa kiraNa che. nadISeNa muni dehathI paDavAI thayA paNa temanA jAgRta AtmA aMdarathI jAgatA hatA. teo rAja daza daza AtmAone pratidha pamADI potAnI pratijJAnuM pAlana karI

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433 zArI zAMtinA zvAsa letA ane pachI leAjana jamatA. teo savAranA kama sAme siMha samAna zUravIra banIne jhajhUmatA kAraNa ke daza jIvAne pratimAdha pamADayA pahelAM jamatA nathI tethI kamAM sAme siMha samAna banatA. sAMjanA karmAM sAme ziyALa samAna banI jatA. samaya vItatA bAra khAra mahinA nahi paNa bAra bAra varSoMnA vahANAM vAyA. eka vAra gheADA samayamAM nadISeNe nava jIvAne pratidha pamADayA paNa dazame jIva evA maLazelIyA paththara jevA sAnI manyeA ke e kaI rIte khUjhatA nathI tyAre "khAdhA mArI tu' mA, dALa uparathI UThI zIrA upara jA." evu' A nadISeNu karatA nathI. kAmalattA kahe che tamArA bheAjananA ThIkarA kayAM sudhI sabhALu* ! sAMja paDavA AvI tAya haju paravAratA nathI. bhAre gu'dara jevA cIkaNA. eka jIva e mUjhaze te temAM tamArI lakA kayAM lUMTAI javAnI che! nadISeNunA niyama eTale niyama. dazame seAnI koI rIte mUjhatA nathI ne khIjo koI dekhAtA nathI, tyAre kAmalattA kaTALIne kahe che ke bIjo koI dazamA na maLe te tame tA che ja ne! siddhi majAkanA A zabdoe tA sAcu' tAkyuM tIra jAgyA kezarI siMha sUtelA toDIne ja jIra, gaNikAnA vinAdI veNe Aja ughADayA neNu pIrasyA bhAjana paDayA rahyA ne nIkaLyA naMdISeNu, kAmalattA nadISeNunA vilAsane jANatI hatI paNa virAgane pichANutI na hatI. vilAsathI virAganuM tattvajJAna gahanamAM gahana ne sUkSmamAM sUkSma che. mAnavInI jaDa AMkhanI kIkI pheravavA mATe oparezana karavu paDe che ane temAM khase sUkSma dvArA vAparavAmAM Ave che, te dvArA eka jhINIgAMTha marAya che, tethI leAhI AMkhanI nasamAM kratu' thaI jAya che, tema vilAsane jyAre virAgamAM pheravavAmAM Ave che tyAre sUkSma tapa ane saMyamarUpI gAMTha dvArA AtmAnuM jJAna-dana cAritrarUpa lohI pharatuM thaI jAya che. vilAsa jyAre virAganA rUpamAM pheravAya che tyAre duniyAnA pAtALamAM rahelI vastu thADI vAramAM sapATI upara lAvI zakAya che ane eka capaTImAM jagatane thU* paNa karI zakAya che. "" kAmalattAe nadISeNune kahyuM ke "dazamA tame. " A zabdothI tarata ja na'dISeNunA vicAre vaLAMka lIdhA ane kAmalattAne hAthatALI daIne nirmaLa jharaNAnI mAphka gurU pAse prAyazcita levA cAlI nIkaLyA, tyAre kAmalattAnA dilamAM AMcako AvyA paNa naTvISeNu mahiSa have lapaTAya kharA ? nA. have lapaTAya te khIjA. nikAcita bhAgAvalI ka pUru thayuM. nadISeNu mahiSa nA mahAna AtmA gurU zaraNamAM paheAMcI gayA. vilAsanA pathe gayelo AtmA virAgI banI gayA. gurUdeva pAse prAyazcita laI ne peAtAnuM jIvana sudhArI lIdhu'. nadISeNe jyAre AtmA tarapha doTa mUkI evA tarata ja zA. 15

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434 zAradA siti gurU caraNamAM jaIne AlocanA karI lIdhI. ahIM vicAravAnuM e che ke chatmastha avasthAmAM AtmA kayAreka bhUla karI bese paNa bhUlane bhUla mAnIne tarata gurU caraNamAM jaIne AlocanA karI levI joIe. kayAre paNa pApa chUpAvavA nahi. AtmAe e vAta khAsa lakSamAM rAkhavAnI che. pApa cheDavAmAM kayAre paNa akaDAI rAkhavI nahi. thayelA pApane nikAla karavA ALasa choDIne jhaTa gurUnA zaraNe pahoMcI javAnuM, ane huM gurU pAse kema kahuM evI akaDAI dUra karI nirdoSa bhAve kahI daI prAyazcita levAnuM. AlocanA ane prAyazcitanI vidhi te mahAna jabaradasta rasAyaNa che. enAthI pApane te kSaya thAya ane te uparAMta zubha adhyavasAyanA kAraNe bIjA kaMIka azubha karmo kSINa thAya che ne azubha karmo kSINa thavAthI AtmahitanI mahAna kamANI thAya che. ApaNe lAkha rUpiyAnuM khAI e chIe, paherIe chIe ne bhogavIe chIe paraMtu enA para kareDa, abajo rUpiyAthI paNa adhika AtmahitanI kamANI karavAnI cIvaTa ane ekasAI rAkhIe chIe kharA? AtmahitanI kamANImAM prathama te e Ave ke badhI sukha sagavaDa para haiyAmAM vairAgya jhaLahaLatuM rahe. tenA manamAM ema thAya ke mane te zuM maLyuM che? AnA karatAM lAkha karoDagaNuM vadhAre bharata cakravartine maLyuM hatuM chatAM e ene tuccha gaNutA, e sukhasagavaDe AtmahitanA ghAtaka ane mAraka dekhAtA. te ja arisAbhavanamAM samaya AvatAM eka miniTamAM ene moha utArI vItarAgI banIne kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA. bharata cakravartie jaDa daSTinA hisAbe eka 6 miniTamAM paDatA mUkayA ane AtmabhAvanI vicAradhArAe caDhI eka miniTamAM zuM kevaLajJAna pAme ema banI zake ? te pachI bhalene ApaNe jIvanabhara jaDa daSTie gADuM huMkA rAkhI aMtakALe eka miniTamAM AtmadaSTie hisAba mAMDIne nyAla thaI zakIe ne? nA...nA...khene jojo evuM samajatA. bharata cakravati ema nyAla thaI gayA nathI. e te emaNe temanA pitA rASabhadeva bhagavAnanA ucca vairAgyamaya jIvanane joyuM pachI bhagavAnanuM kaThora saMyamI jIvana joI tathA bhagavAna tIrthakara banyA pachI emane upadeza sAMbhaLI emAMthI vairAgyanI preraNuM letA rahyA hatA ane varSonA varSo jaDa dRSTinI vacce AtmadaSTinA hisAba mAMDI verAgyabhAvane vizeSa vizeSa jhagamagAvatA rahyA hatA. enuM phaLa arisA bhuvanamAM jaDa daSTimAMthI eka miniTamAM AtmadaSTinA hisAbamAM caDhI jatA kevaLajJAna pAmyA. ApaNe paNa jema jema jaDa daSTinA hisAba ochA karI AtmadaSTinA hisAbamAM AgaLa vadhazuM tema AtmaguNenI vadhu khIlavaTa karI zakazuM. A karavA mATe A mAnavajIvana e suMdara amUlya samaya che. AtmA para bhavabhavanA karmo ane anaMta bhavanI kuvAsanAonA jaMgI bhAra ladAyelA che. ene nikAla karavAne A uttama mAnavabhava che. dhyAnamAM rAkhajo ke aneka yuganA aMdhArapaTa pachI prApta thayela A TUMke prakAzakALa bhAvidIrgha aMdhAriyA kALane sarjanAra na bane,

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zAradA siddhi 435 mATe vItarAga dharma rUpI zAzvata lakSmInI kamANI karI lo jethI mAnavajIvana saphaLa ane te bhavAbhava ApaNA sudharI jAya. parvAdhirAjanu` ma`gala svAgata karatA Aje sAtamA divasa te AvI gayA. have phakta AvatIkAlane eka divasa jenA mUlyAMkana thaI zake nahi eve! kSamApanAnA pavitra divasa che. je divasane ApaNe AdAna-pradAnanA parva tarIke oLakhIe chIe. A zabdonA ardhAM tame samajI gayA ne? levu' ne devuM. khelo, zu Apaze ne zuM leze ? (zvetAmAM-zAMta vAtAvaraNa) badhAya zAMta thaI gayA. jojo kAlanA divasa bhUlatA nahi DAM. kSamA levAnI ane kSamA devAnI. kSamA e sAcu` kehinUra che. samaya thaI gayA che. Aje cAra 'pati AjIvana brahmacarya vratanI pratijJA levAnA che. temane have pratijJA karAvavAmAM Ave che. OM zAMti. vyAkhyAna na 42 "sa'vatsarI'' bhAdaravA suda 5 ne sAmavAra 66 duzmanAvaTanu'rAjInAmu' sujJa badhu, suzIla mAtA ane bahena ! ApaNe aMtaranA umaLakAthI jenI ja ghaNAM samayathI pratIkSA karI rahyA hatAM te panetA paryuSaNapatranA pavitra divase ApaNA AMgaNe padhAryA. temAM AjanA divasanA mahimA vizeSa che, kAraNa ke sAta sAta divasa dharmanI ArAdhanA karyAM pachI Aje sa'vatsarI parvanA mahAma galakArI dina Ave che. " sAdhanAnA sAta divasa ane siddhi kSamApanAnA AThame divasa, '' sAta sAta divasa sudhI satata tapa tyAga, dhazravaNu ane prAyazcita AdithI dilanA dUSane dUra karIne pavitra banyA pachI Aje sa`vatsarI mahApanA divase kSamAnI saritAmAM snAna karIne AtmAne zItaLa banAvavAnA che. AjanA divasanA mukhya uddeza kSamAnuM AdAna-pradAna karavAne che. kSamA ApanAra ane kSamA mAMganAra baMnenuM hRdaya arisA samAna ujjavaLa bane che ne rUnI pUNI samAna pAcu' bane che. A sa'sAramAM bhAI bhAI vacce, svajanA vacce, mitrA vacce, jJAtIjane agara stradhamI baMdhue sAthe vera jhera ane kaleza thayelA jovA maLe che, jethI ekabIjAnuM dila dubhAvAthI manaduHkhanA kAraNe ekabIjAnu dila tUTI javAthI ekabIntanA sAme' jotA nathI. ekabIjAnA bhAMgyA haiyAne sAMdhavA mATe sAlyuzana samAna jo koI patra hoya te te saMvatsarI mahApa che, mATe AjanA divase ApaNe namra banIne aMtaranA zuddha bhAvathI ekabIjAnI pAse mAphI mAMgIne kSamApanA karIne zuddha manavAnu' che, ane jIvanane maitrInI mheka ane kSamAnI saurabhathI bharI devAnu che. jIvanarUpI zerIomAM heta ane prItanA tAraNu khadhAya ane bhUlAnI leA ukhaDI jAya tenuM nAma kSamApanA che, tA. 27-8-79

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zAradA siddhi | dara varSe paryuSaNa parva ApaNI samakSa upasthita thAya che ne premane payagAma ane averanI Ahuleka pukArI jAya che chatAM AtmA upara enI asara kema dekhAtI nathI. AnuM kAraNa zuM? kaI mANasane rega thAya che tyAre te DekaTara ke vaida pAse davA levA mATe jAya che. ghaNe vakhata sudhI davA levA chatAM je darda maTe nahi te tame zuM zuM kahezo? "davA lIdhI chatAM darda maTayuM nahi, vaida maLyA chatAM vedanA gaI nahi, tema ahIM paNa varSothI paryuSaNa parvanI ujavaNI karI, saMvatsarInA divase moTA avAje micchAmi dukkaDa dIdhA ne prANImAtranI sAthe kSamApanA karI chatAM hatA tevA ne tevA ja rahyA te mAre zuM kahevuM? "kSamA mAgI chatAM kSAra gaye nahi" Ane artha te e ja thayo ne ke kAMte davA lIdhI nathI, kAM te davA lIdhI che te davA e davA nathI paNa davAnA nAme dago che. tevI rIte kSamA mAMgI chatAM kSAra rahI gaye te mAnavuM paDaze ke ApaNe kSamA hayAthI nahi paNa hoThethI mAMgI che. haiyAthI mAMgelI kSamA e amRta samAna che, paNa Aje te evI dazA che ke mANasa kSamA mAMge che paNa pAcho sAmAnI kSatio-bhUle joyA kare che ane e kSatione joIne sAmI vyakti upara kSAra rAkhyA kare che. A che AjanA jIvonI dazA, tethI kahyuM che - amRta pIdhuM paNa amara thaye nahi, pIvAnI rIta nA jANI, kAM to amRta ghaTamAM gayuM nahi, kAM teM pIdhuM pANI. ahIM kSamAne amRta samAna gaNI che. he jIva! te kSamA mAMgI chatAM tArA aMtaramAMthI kSAra eTale rAga-dveSa, kaSAya vigere jatA na hoya te samajI lejo ke hajI sAcI kSamApanA karI nathI. sarva jenI sAthe kSamApanA karIne maitrI sAdhavAne avasara maLe chatAM haiyAmAM krodhanI haLI zamI nathI. vAtsalyanI AvI keTalIya vasaMte AvI ne gaI chatAM ApaNe jIvanabAga hariyALo banelo dekhAtuM nathI. te samajI leje ke ApaNane Avo kSamApanA karavAne avasara maLyo teTaluM sadabhAgya che paNa kSamApanA karavAnI sAcI rItane samajyA nathI eTaluM durbhAgya che. tame mAnatA che ke meM micchAmi dukakaDa dIdhA eTale mAre badhA ja sAthe matrI thaI gaI paNa e tamArI mAnyatA bhUla bharelI che, kAraNa ke tame tenI sAthe micchAmi dukkaDaM kare che? kone khamA che? bapore tame AlocanA karaze ne sAMje pratikramaNa karaze tyAre tame moTA avAje bolaze ke sAtalAkha pRthvIkAya Adi rAzI lAkha javAnInA jamAM kaI paNa jIvanI mArAthI virAdhanA thaI hoya te tassa micchAmi dukaDa. have tame ja kahe ke tame pRthvIkAya Adi ekandriyanA tema ja beIndriya, teIndriya, caurindriya ane paMcendriya jIvemAM nArakI, deve, gAya, bhesa Adi tiyanI sAthe laDavA ke jhaghaDavA gayA che? emanI sAthe mana duHkha

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zAradA siddhi 437 thayuM che ke ene khamAve che? paMcendriyamAM manuSya AvI gayA paNa cauda lAkha manuSyamAM tamAre badhAnI sAthe vaira thayuM che? e ke tame eka paraMparAgata vyavahArathI khamAvyA paNa jenI sAthe tamAre manaduHkha thayuM che, vaira thayuM che tenI sAthe tame kSamApanA kare te sAcI kSamApanA karI kahevAya ne badhA ja sAthe tamAre maitrIbhAva jAme, bAkI te AvI kSamApanA varSo sudhI karatA raheze te paNa maitrIbhAva saMdhAvAne nathI. A davA pIdhI che tyAre ja pramANu kahevAya ke jyAre dardInuM darda daphanAI jAya. sAcA vaida tyAre ja maLyA kahevAya ke jyAre dehanI vedanA vidAya thaI jAya, evI rIte kSamAyAcanA sAcI tyAre ja kahevAya ke jyAre AtmAmAMthI kaSAyane kSAra kSINa thaI jAya. dareka jIva pratye maitrIbhAva pragaTa thAya. bAkI te uparathI kSamApanA karI che. ApaNuM paramapitA bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne dIkSA lIdhA pachI devasaMbaMdhI, manuSya saMbaMdhI ane tiryaMca sabaMdhI kevA kevA kaThera upasargo ane upadro sahana karavA paDayA chatAM koI jIvo upara kodha ke dveSa karyo che? "nA". mAranAra upara paNa kSamAnuM amRta varasAvyuM ne pUjanAra upara paNa rAga na karyo. aghAra kaSTo ApanArane, paNa kSamA ApI. ATaluM kaSTa sahana karyuM tyAre kevaLajJAnanI prApti thaI ne pachI prabhue tIrthanI sthApanA karI, ane jagatanA jIvane kSamA Adi dharmonuM pAlana karIne mokSamAM javAne mArga batAvyo. ApaNe AvA bhagavAnanA saMtAna chIe. te ApaNA jIvanamAM evI kSamA AvavI joIe ne? evI kSamA Ave te ja ApaNuM A anaMta kALanA janma-maraNanA pherA TaLaze ne mokSa maLaze. AtmAne jAgRti ApatuM parva" -baMdhuo ! A paryuSaNa parvanA pavitra divase mAnavajIvanane pavitra ane dhanya banAvanAra che, mATe A divase mAM ApaNe khUba jAgrata banIne dharmArAdhanA karI levI joIe. mAnavajIvana e dharmanI ArAdhanA karavA mATenI sIjhana che. jema vahepAranI sIjhanamAM vahepArIone vahepAra karavAne khUba rasa hoya che tethI teo bhUkha-tarasa-UMgha vigerene dUra karIne apramattabhAve kAma karIne nANAM kamAI le che, tema sarva manuSyae paNa paryuSaNa parvanA pavitra divasamAM khAvuM, pIvuM, haravuM, pharavuM badhuM choDIne dAna, zIla, tapa, bhAva, ahiMsA, saMyama, jJAna, kSamA Adi dharmonI apramatta banIne ArAdhanA karI levI joIe. jeo reja dharmanI ArAdhanA karatA nathI evA manuSya paNa A parvanA divasomAM dharmArAdhanA karavA saheje utsuka bane che. parvanA divasomAM vAtAvaraNa, vAtacIte, dharma karavA mATe utsAha vadhAre tevA hoya che, tethI A parvanA divasomAM samyaga jJAna tathA samyaga cAritra dharmanI ArAdhanA karIne potAnA pAparUpI maLane dhoIne jIvanane nirmaLa ane niSpApa banAve che. saMvatasarInA divase zuM karazo"? -parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parva sarva parvomAM

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438 zAradA siddhi zirAmaNI che. sa`sAramAM viSaya-kaSAya, meha, pramAda, hiM'sA, asatya Adi pApAne bhAra AtmA upara paDayA kare che. A pApakarmAMnA bhAra haLavA banAvavAmAM paryuSaNa pavanI ArAdhanA sahAyaka bane che. parvAdhirAja panI ArAdhanA e pavitratA zItaLatA ane zuddhi mATenu' gaMgAsthAna che. bAra bAra mahinAthI vera, rAga, IrSyA, nidA vigerenA kAdavathI kharaDAyelA AtmAne parvAdhirAjamAM karelI ArAdhanA vizuddha banAve che. kSamApanA e parvAdhirAjanA prANa che. bAra mahinAmAM je koInI sAthe kaMI paNa mamatAnA kAraNe kadAgraha, svArtha, rAga dveSa, ityAdinA ceAge khelavA cAlavAmAM, levA mUkavAnA vyavahAramAM varabhAva badhAi gayeA hAya te vara mananA maLa ke hRdayanA bhedo TALI sAta peDhInA duzmane sAthe paNa hRdayanI saraLatApUrvaka kSamA mAMgIne AtmAne haLavA banAvavA joI e. kSamA mAMganAra mahAna che ane a'taranA vaira dUra karI kSamA ApanAra paNa mahAna che. A rIte paraspara kSamApanA karanAra jIvananI kSaNabhaMguratA, sa'pattinI caMcaLatA tathA sa`sAra saMbadhAnI asAratAnu jene satata bhAna che evA jAgRta AtmA parvAdhirAjanI ArAdhanA mATe jIvanamAM dareka prakAranI taiyArIe karI rAkhe che, ane bAra mahinAnI puNya-pApanI pravRttionu* saravaiyuM kADhIne paraspara vaira virAdhanI kSamApanA karIne mAnavajIvanane ujjavaLa banAve che. kSamA e meAkSanu bhavya dvAra che, mATe AjanA pavitra divase dareka jIvAe jene jenI sAthe varabhAva hoya, ekabIjA sAthe manaduHkha thayelu hoya teNe dilanA daravAjA kholIne aMtaHkaraNa pUrvaka kSamApanA karI levI joIe. haiyAmAM veranI Aga saLagatI hAya te bUjhAvIne sAmI vyakti sAthe kSamA na kare tyAM sudhI tenI ArAdhanA ArAdhaka bhAvane pAmatI nathI. pachI bhale te tapasvI, tyAgI, jJAnI ke dhyAnI hAya. bhagavAne je khamAve tene ArAdhaka ane na khamAve tene virAdhaka kahyA che. jema ke caMdanabALA ane mRgAvatIjI. jevI rIte mRgAvIjIe potAnA gurUNIjI caMdanabALAne khamAvyA ne peAtAnI bhulanA pazcAtApa karIne kevaLajJAna prApta karyu tyAre caMdanabALAe paNa kSamApanA karIne kevaLajJAna meLavyuM tema ApaNe paNa paraspara khamatakhAmaNA karavA joIe. jo e pramANe ekabIjA sAthe kSamApanA na karIe teA bhavanI para'parA vadhI jAya ane AtmAne bhaveAbhavamAM mahAna duHkhA lAgavavA paDe, uDhAyana rAjAne ca'Dapradyota rAjA sAthe bha'kara yuddha thayu'. emAM ca'Dapradyota rAjAne udAyana rAjAe jItI lIdhA. emane pAMjarAmAM pUrI sAthe laIne peAtAnA gAma AvatA hatA tyAM vacamAM saMvatsarIno divasa AvI gayA. mANusa sa`vatsarI pratikramaNanA adhikArI kayAre banI zake ? jenI sAthe vera virAdha thayA hoya tenI sAthe kSamApanA kare tyAre. udAyana rAjA pratikramaNa karatA pahelAM ca'DapradyotanI pAse kSamA mAMgavA gayA ne kahyuM ke bhAI ! huM tArI pAse kSamA mAMguM chuM, tyAre caMDapradyote kahyu ke hu' tamane

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zAradA siddhi kSamA kSamA nahi ApuM. ApaNe koInI pAse kSamA mAMgIe paNa je sAmI vyakti na Ape te| e zA mATe kSamA nathI ApatA te jANavu' ne pachI te kAraNa dUra karI te AtmAne satASa thAya te rIte kSamA mAMgIe chatAM paNa e kSamA na Ape te enA bhAve paNa ApaNe te kSamA mAMgI levI joIe. udAyana rAjAe caMDapradyotane pUchayu ke bhAI ! huM... zuM karu' tA tuM mane kSamA Ape? tyAre kahe che ke tame mArI dAsIne laI lIdhI che te mane pAchI ApI de tA huM tamane kSamA ApIza. jene sAcI kSamApanA karavI hatI tevA udAyana rAjAe je dAsI mATe bhayakara yuddha karyu hatu. ne caDapradyotane pakaDI lIdheA hatA, je peAtAnA kaTTo duzmana hatA tene enI dAsI pAchI ApI dIdhI, ane ca'Dapradyota pAsethI kSamA lIdhI. A AtmAone mana kSamApanAnuM keTalu' mahattva haze ? tenA vicAra kare, ane AvI kSamApanA karatA zIkho. Aje rAjA mahArAjA jevI laDAI ane vaira na hoya, sAmAnya elAcAlIthI manaduHkha thayelu hAya che chatAM mananI maDAgAMTha chUTatI nathI. te choDI devI joIe. kaIka pavitra AtmAe A pavitra parvanI preraNA laIne mananI maDAgAMThane choDI de che. eka nAnakaDuM dRSTAMta ApuM. sAMbhaLe. re eka gAmamAM dineza ane mineza nAmanA be mitrA rahetA hatA. ba'ne vacce gADha mitratA hatI. ane eka sAthe abhyAsa karatA. haravA pharavA game tyAM jAya te paNa teo sAthe ne sAthe rahetA hatA. baMnene ekabIjA vinA cAlatuM na hatu. evI gADha mitratA hatI. Ama karatA parIkSAnA divaseA najIka AvyA eTale kha'ne jaNA ekabIjAne ghera vArApharatI vAMcavA mATe jatA hatA. Ama karatA parIkSAnA divasa AvI gayA. ane jaNA parIkSA ApavA mATe gayA. parIkSAmAM gaNitanu' pepara Avyu. dineza gaNitanA viSayamAM kAcA hatA ne mineza khUba hAMziyAra hatA. ba'nenA besavAnA nabara sAthe hatA. dineze minezane IzArA karIne kahyuM ke tuM mane A dAkhalAnA javAma lakhI Apa, mane AvaDatA nathI. mineza bahu satyavAdI ane suzIla hatA. parIkSAmAM cArI karavI ane karAvavI emAM bahu pApa mAnatA hatA. cArI karIne ke koIne javAba kahI daIne pAsa karAvavAmAM e AnaMda mAnate niha. e ema mAnatA hatA ke cArI karIne pAsa thavuM emAM Ana hazene ? peAtAnI mahenatathI bhaNIne pAsa thavAya emAM ja sAcA AnaMda che tethI eNe tarata ja dinezane dAkhalAnA javAba lakhI ApavAnI nA pADI, eTale dinezane khUba du:kha thayu ke ahA! amArA ane vacce keTalo prema che! ame kha'ne jIgarajAna mitro chIe chatAM eNe mane ATalI madada na karI ? duHkhamAM sahAya kare ene mitra kahevAya. mineze mArA mATe eTale vicAra paNa na karyAM ke dineza eka pepara mATe nApAsa thaze teA ?

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zAradA zihi A prasaMga bane tyArathI dineza ane mineza vacce abelA thaI gayA. baMne vaccethI mitratAne tAra tUTI gaye. jeo jigarajAna mitro hatA, jemane ekabIjAne maLyA vagara cAlatuM nahi evA dineza ane mineza baMne desta maTIne ekabIjAne duzmana jevA banI gayA. ekabIjA sAmA maLe te paNa AvuM joIne cAlyA jatA, paNa ekabIjAnI sAthe belatA cAlatA nathI. skUlanA chokarAonA manamAM thayuM ke A te baMne jigarajAna dete hatA ne A zuM thaI gayuM? kema ekabIjA sAthe bolatA nathI? ghaNuM dineza-minezane pUchavA lAgyA paNa aMtaranI sAcI vAta koIne kahetA nathI. eTalI emanAmAM khAnadAnI hatI. samaya jatAM mAsuM AvyuM. A vakhate gAmamAM kaI jJAnI saMtanuM cAturmAsa hatuM. baMne mitro jainanA dIkarA hatA eTale upAzraye jatA AvatA hatA. Ama karatAM AvA paryuSaNa parvanA pavitra divase AvyA. saMtanI ciThThI rUpI prabhAvanAe choDAvelA vara":-paryuSaNanA divasomAM dineza ane mineza dararoja vyAkhyAnamAM jatA hatA. vyAkhyAna bAda dararoja prabhAvanAo thatI hatI. saMvatsarInA divase saMta kahe ke Aje AlocanA karI che mATe amArI prabhAvanA letA jAva. amArI prabhAvanA tamArA jevI nathI hoM. amArI prabhAvanAmAM ciThThI rAkhI che. e ciThThImAM je lakhyuM hoya te niyama tamAre levAne. mahArAje vyAkhyAnamAM kahyuM eTale badhAe A ciThThInI prabhAvanA lIdhI. prabhAvanAnI ciThThImAM koIne upavAsa, keIne AyaMbIla, ekAsaNuM, navakArazI, mALA, nATaka sinemAne - tyAga, brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM vigere ghaNI jAtanA niyame lakhelA hatA. e sivAya amuka ciThThIomAM evuM lakhyuM hatuM ke "tamAre jenI sAthe vera thayuM hoya tenI sAthe sAcI kSamApanA karaje." kudarate dineza-minezane AvA lakhANavALI ciThThI AvI. have zuM karavuM? ciThThImAM je lakhyuM hoya e niyama te le ja paDe. baMne dharmiSTha chekarA hatA. ciThThIne niyama havAmAM uDADI de tevA na hatA. dineza ciThThI laIne mineza jyAM beThe hatuM tyAM A ne premathI pUchayuM mineza! tAre ciThThImAM zuM AvyuM? mineze pitAnI ciThThI batAvI eTale dineze mAna cheDIne minezane kahyuM bhAI! huM tArI pAse kSamA mAMguM chuM. tArI te bhUla hatI ja nahi. mArI ja bhUla hatI ke cerI karIne parIkSAmAM pAsa na thavAya chatAM meM tArI pAse javAba mAMgyo, paNa tuM kharekhara satyavAdI rahyo ne mane paNa satyavAdI banavAne Adarza zIkhavADa, chatAM meM tArA upara atyAra sudhI rela rAkhe. prANa samA mitrane zatrunI dRSTithI je, mATe tuM mane kSamA Apa. mineze kahyuM bhAI! ApaNe baMne bhUlane pAtra chIe. tuM mArI sAthe na belyo te huM paNa tane belAvavA na AvyuM ne? e mArI paNa bhUla che. ApaNe baMne paraspara kSamA mAMgI laIe. ema kahIne baMne ekabIjAne bheTI paDayA ane baMnenA aMtaramAM pahelAMnI jema maitrIbhAvanuM pavitra jharaNuM vahevA lAgyuM. A che saMtanI prabhAvanAne ne paryuSaNa parvane prabhAva.

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441 zAradA siddhi baMdhuo! saMvatsarI mahAparvane ke prabhAva che! kaMIka ja vItarAga prabhune pravacananI prabhAvanA laIne ghaNAM varSonA jUnA vairanuM visarjana karIne jIvanamAM sanehanuM sarjana kare che. kSamApanA eTale zuM? "duzmanAvaTanuM rAjInAmuM, vairanuM visarjana, snehanuM sarjana, hRdayanI vizALatA ane vizuddhine mApavAne mApadaMDa." bIjAe karelA aparAdha ke bhUlane zuddha dilathI mApha karavI, mAphI ApI devI ane pite koIne aparAdha karyo hoya te pite sAmA pagale jaIne pitAnI bhUlane ekarAra karIne namrabhAve tene pratyene durbhAva dUra karIne zuddha hRdayathI kSamAyAcanA karavI, tenuM nAma che sAcI kSamApanA. dharmiSTha manuSyathI hRdayamAM vairanI gAMTha na rakhAya. zatru sAthe zatrutA hoya te cheDI devI joIe. sAce jaina ema mAne ke A jagatamAM mAre kaI duzmana je hoya te te mArA azubha karmo che, ane e ja mAruM bagADe che. bIjA te temAM nimitta mAtra che. eka vakhata sAcA hRdayathI kSamAnuM AdAna pradAna karI lIdhA pachI pharIne e kaI prasaMge upasthita thAya tyAre e vAta sAmI vyaktine ApaNAthI yAda na karAvAya. doSita vyaktinA je dene (bhUlone ApaNe mApha karI dIdhA pachI tene tenA aparAdhe pharI yAda na karAvAya. tenI bhUlane sAva bhUlI ja javAnI. sAmI vyakti , deSita hatI te vAta bhUlI ja javAnI, ane tenI sAthe sadvyavahAra rAkhavAne. paryuSaNa parva eTale vairanuM vamana karavAnuM parva. vairanuM vamana karyA vinA vItarAga vacana hadayamAM nahi utare ane vItarAga zAsananI samyam sevA ane ArAdhanA nahi thAya. vairanI maDAgAMTha chUTyA vinA gADha baMdhane nahi chUTe. aMtaramAM verabhAvane rAkhI mUkavuM te mahApApa che. A mahApApathI pAchA pharyA vinA ApaNA bhavanA pherA nahi TaLe. ApaNA parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parva saMsAranA jIvone kSamAdharmanA gIta gAvAnI hAkala kare che, ane zatrune nahi paNa zatrumAM rahelI zatrutAne premanI tAtI talavArathI teDI nAMkhavAnuM elAna kare che ke premanuM pANI pIvaDAve, kSamAnuM zarabata dhare, prItinA puSpathI vadhAvo pachI jeI lo. zatru tamArA caraNomAM ALeTaze, zatrutA kabaramAM daTAI jaze ne mitratAnI mahebata sadhAI jaze. tenAthI e mahAna lAbha thaze ke tamAre anaMta saMsAra kapAI jaze. baMdhuo ! khATalAnA pAyA cAra hoya che tema A saMsAranA pAyA paNa cAra che. krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lobha. e cAra saMsAranA majabUta pAyA che. A cAra pAyA jeTalA majabUta teTalo saMsAra paNa majabUta ema samajI leje. kodhane vaza thayelA cha aneka sAthe vairabhAva bAMdhe che. je jIvanamAM kSamAdharmanI prApti thaI jAya te vairabhAvane nAza thayA vinA rahe nahi. ApaNA jaina dharmamAM te kSamAvata mahAna purUSanA aneka daSTAMte che, paNa Itara dharmomAM paNa kSamAnuM mahatva batAvatAM udAharaNa zA. 16

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442 zAradA siti che. eka tApasa mahAna krodhI hovA chatAM khIjA AtmAnI kSamA joI ne kevA kSamAvaMta banI gayA te upara kSamAnI mahattA batAvatuM eka dRSTAMta Apu'. eka nagaranI bahAra AvelA udyAnamAM eka tApasa ajJAnapaNe tapa karI rahyo hatA. tapanu' vAstavika phaLa tA kamanI nirjarA che. A tApasa paNa tapa karIne ghaNuM kaSTa sahana karatA hatA paNa ajJAna dazAnA kAraNe vAstavika phaLa ene prApta na thayuM. avivekI-ajJAnI tApasa abhimAnathI eveA vicAra karavA lAgyA ke A jagatamAM mA koI parAbhava karanAra nathI. je koI mAro parAbhava karaze tene hu mArI dRSTinA viSa dvArA khALIne bhasma karI daIza. eNe khAla tapa karIne dRSTinI zakti meLavI hatI. eka vakhata tApasa vRkSa nIce besIne tapa dharmanI sAdhanA karatA hatA tyAre eka cakalI enA mastaka upara carakI. AthI tApase krodhAvezamAM AvIne cakalI upara viSabharI dRSTi pheMkI. cakalI khaLIne bhasma thaI gaI. ajJAnI jIvA potAne maLelI zaktino kevA bhayaMkara durUpayAga kare che ? ene bhAna nathI rahetu' ke hu' AvAM pApakarmAM karIne kayAM jaIza ? thADA divasa pachI tApasa eka divasa eka zeThane ghera bhikSA levA mATe gaye tyAre zeThANIe bhikSAmAM ene ThaMDA AhAra ApyA. tApase ThaMDA AhAra na lIdhe, eTale zeThANI khelyA hai bhikSuka ! have tamane jyAM garama bhAjana maLe tyAM tame jamajo. A sAMbhaLatA tApasane zeThANI upara khUba krodha Avyo eTale viSamaya dRSTithI zeThANIne bALI nAMkhavA mATe lAla AMkha karI. A joI ne tarata ja zeThANI elyA ke jaMgalamAM uDatI cakalIne tame khALI nAMkhI evI huM nathI. e tame dhyAna rAkhajo. A sAMbhaLIne tApasane khUba Azcaya thayu` ke jaMgalamAM anelI cakalInI hakIkata ANe kevI rIte jANI ? tApase zeThANIne pUchyu` ke tame A vAta kevI rIte jANI ? javAbamAM zeThANIe kahyuM ke he bhikSuka ! uttama manudhyeA koI divasa potAnA mukhe peAtAnI prazaMsA karatA nathI mATe tu' aceAdhyA nagarImAM eka devaDa nAmanA kuMbhAra rahe che tenI pAse jA. te tane badhI hakIkata kaheze, eTale tApasa ayeAdhyA nagarImAM devaDa kuMbhAranuM ghara zeAdhatA zeSatA pahoMcI gayA. kubhAre tenA Adara satkAra karyAM, pachI pAtAne ghera AvavAnu kAraNa pUchyuM, tyAre tApase kuMbhArane kahyu` ke jaMgalamAM cakalI saMbaMdhI banelI hakIkata zeThANIe kevI rIte jANI? temanA kahevAthI tamane pUchavA mATe huM Avyo chuM. te tame mane kaheA. kuMbhAre tApasane kahyu ke te zeThANI kSamAnA bha`DAra che. krodha karavAnA game teTalA nimitto maLavA chatAM paNa e kayAreya krodha karatA nathI. jagatamAM krodha e AtmAne zatru che. jJAnIee krodhane dAvAnaLanI upamA ApI che. dAvAnaLa jema kSaNa mAtramAM AkhA jagalane bALIne bhasmIbhUta karI nAMkhe che tevI rIte krodha paNa kroDa pUrvanA

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zAradA siddhi 243 saMyamane kSaNa mAtramAM nAza karI nAMkhe che. AtmAnA adbhUta guNlRAnA nAza karanAra hAya teA te krodha che. A zeThANI Avu' samajanArA tethI temaNe jIvanabhara krodha na karavA evI pratijJA karI che. tenI alaukika kSamA ane sAdhanAnA pratApe tene avadhijJAna utpanna thayu' che. te jJAnanA prabhAve te cakalInI vAta jANe che. mahApurUSA kahe che ke kSamA khaDga kare yasya durjanaH kiM kariSyati / atRNe patite vahniH, svayameva prazAmyati // kSamA rUpa eka adbhUta talavAra che. AvI talavAra jenA hAthamAM Ave enI pAse krodhathI dhamadhamI rahela duna paNa ThaMDAgAra banI jAya che ane tene kaIpaNu karavA mATe zaktimAna rahetA nathI. jema ghAsa vagaranA sthAnamAM paDelI agni peAtAnAM meLe ja zAMta thaI jAya che tema krodhathI saLagelo AtmA paNa kSamAvatane jotAM peAtAnI meLe zAMta thaI jAya che. kuMbhAranI vAta sAMbhaLIne tApase pUchyuM ke tame zeThANInuM svarUpa kevI rIte jANI zake che ? eTale kubhAre kahyu ke mAru' svarUpa tamane zeThANI kaheze, pachI tApasa aceAdhyAthI pAche zeThANI pAse Avye ne kuMbhAranu svarUpa pUchyuM tyAre zeThANIe kahyuM ke e paNa kSamA dvArA mArI mAphaka baMdhu jANI zake che. tApase zeThANIne pUchyuM' ke tame AvI kSamA jIvanamAM kevI rIte apanAvI ? zeThANIe kahyuM ke amArA gurUdeva pAsethI upadeza dvArA amane kSamAnu` mahattva samajAyuM che. tApase kahyu.-bahena ! mane paNa tame samajAve. te huM tamArA mahAna upakAra mAnIza. zeThANIe krodha e kevA anaMnuM mULa che ne kSamA keTalA guNaneA bhaDAra che e vAta sudara rIte tApasane samajAvI eTale tApase paNa jIvanamAMthI krodhanA tyAga karIne kSamA dharmone apanAvye ane samatApUrvaka tapa dharmAMnI ArAdhanA karIne tApasa devalokamAM gayA. kha'dhue ! zeThANInI kSamA joIne krodhImAM krodhI tApase paNu krodhanA tyAga karI jIvanamAM kSamAnuM amRta apanAvIne jIvana ane maraNa sudhAryAM te ApaNe paNa AvA pavitra paryuSaNa parvanA divaseAmAM vyAkhyAna vANI sAMbhaLIne jIvanamAMthI krodhAdi kaSAyAnA tyAga karIne kSamA, saraLatA, namratA Adi guNAne apanAvavA joIe. A pava khUba preraNAdAyaka che. enA pagale vAtAvaraNamAM prasannatA Ave che. savatsarInA pavitra divase zrAvakAne pAMca niyamAnu pAlana karavAnu hoya che. zrAvaka zrAvikAoe e vakhata pratikramaNa karavu', yathAzakti dAna devuM, ziyaLa pALavuM, jenI jenI sAthe vaira badhAyu. hAya tenI aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka kSamA mAMgavI ane koIe tamAro aparAdha karyAM hAya te tamArI pAse kSamA mAMgavA Ave tyAre tene mukta hRdaye kSamA ApavI, ane yathAzakti tapa karavA. A rIte sAdhune paNa pAMca niyamAnu pAlana karavAnuM hoya che. savatsarInA divase cauvihArA upavAsa karavA, be pratikramaNa karavA, loca karavA,

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444 zAradA siddhi saunI sAthe kSamApanA karavI, zAstra siddhAMtanu vAMcana karavu. sAdhujIvananI aMtima ghaDI hAya, agara game tevI bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara mAMdagInA bichAne sUtelo hoya te paNa temane Aje cauvihArA upavAsa pharajiyAta karavAnA. Aje vera-jhera ane viSaya kaSAyeAnA kAMTA--kAMkarA kADhIne hRdayanI bhUmine pavitra manAvavAnA ma`gala divasa che. kheDUta khetaramAM vAvaNI karatA pahelAM jamInamAMthI kAMTA kAMkarA kADhIne jamInane kheDIne pAcI banAvIne taiyAra rAkhe che, pachI varasAda paDatAnI sAthe vAvaNI thAya che tema A paryuSaNa panA sAta divasa vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLIne hRdayarUpI bhUminA kSetrane kAmaLa ane vizuddha banAvI dIdhu haze teA Aje kSamAnA sa Mdeza kharAbara jhIlI zakazeA. verajherane bhUlIne jIvana pavitra banAvI AjanA saMvatsarInA dvivasane sAka khanAvI zakaze|. jIvanamAM thayelI bhUlenuM prAyazcita karavAthI AtmA pavitra banI zakaze. tamane nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. zayatAnamAMthI saMta :- eka paDacha`da kAyAvALo, cAlatAM dharatI dhrujAvanArA mANasa nagaranI bahAra jagalamAM beThA beThA pAtAnA pApanA pAkAra ane pazcAttApa karatA e khelatA hatA ke he bhagavAna! mAruM zuM thaze? mane AvI kumati kayAMthI sUjhI ? huM teA pUrA pApI chuM. A duniyAmAM mArA jevA duSTa ane pApI jIva khIne kAi nahi hAya. have huM... kayAM jAuM ? zu karu` ? he bhagavAna! A jIvanabhara bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara ghora pApa karyuM karanArane tuM khacAva....bacAva. A hatyArA, duSTa ane pApI narAdhamane tuM bacAva. A rIte zarIrathI kadAvara dekhAtA mANusa ekadama azakta ane DhIlo khanI AMkhe azrudhAra vahAvatA, nIcI dRSTie bhUmi nihALatA, lathaDiyAM khAtA emAkaLA banI vilApa karI rahyo hatA. enA pApakarmAnA valopAta enA aMtarane valovI rahyA hatA. enA pApakarmanA sAcA pazcAtApanI arajI jANe bhagavAne sAMbhaLI hoya tema e samaye e cAraNumunie AkAzamArgethI nIce UtaryA. munirAjone joIne pelA mANasa doDatA emanI pAse jaIne daMDavat praNAma karatA emanA caraNamAM jhUkI paDaye ne nata mastake AMkhamAMthI AMsu sAratA daMDavat praNAma karIne kahe che mahAtmA mane macAve....bacAvA. mAru rakSaNa karo. saMtenu hRdaya karUNAthI bharelu' hAya che. e kAI paNa duHkhInA duHkhane joI zakatA nathI. kahyuM che ke, vajrAdapi kaThorANi, mRduni kusumAdapi / lokottarANAM cetAMsi ko nu vijJAtumarhati / sata purUSAnu' hRdaya kevuM heAya che e jANeA che? pAtAnA karmAMnI sAme vajrathI paNa atyata kaThAra hoya che. pAtAnA karmAMnA kSaya karavA mATe game teTalA duHkhA Ave tyAre teo peAtAnu hRdaya vA jevu... kaMThAra manAvI de che paNa jayAre emanI sAme

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445 zAradA siddhi kaI duHkhI mANasa Ave tyAre enA duHkhane joIne emanuM hadaya phUla karatAM paNa adhika kemaLa banAvI de che, eTale saMtenuM hadaya karmo kSaya karavAnI apekSAe vajIthI paNa kaThera hoya che ne duHkhIonA duHkha maTADavAmAM phUlathI paNa kamaLa hoya che A vAta koNa jANI zake che? je jJAnI hoya te ja jANI zake. ahIM pelA mANasane raDate ne sUrate jaIne cAraNa muninuM hadaya karUNAthI pIgaLI gayuM. ene pUchyuM bhAI! tuM koNa che ne zA mATe raDe che? tuM kahe che ke bacAve bacAve...te zuM keI duzmane tArI pAchaLa paDayA che? koI cora lUMTAru tArI pAchaLa paDayA che? zenAthI tAre bacavuM che? tyAre kahe che nA. mahArAja! mArI pAchaLa kaI duzmana, zatru ke guMDA paDayA nathI. enAthI bacAvavAnuM huM kahetuM nathI, paNa mane mArA pApakarmothI bacAve. mArA karelA pApakarmonI mArA hRdayamAM khUba baLatarA thAya che. e mArA pApakarmothI mane bacAvavA mATe tame je kaheze te karIza. bhUkhyA rahevAnuM kaheze te bhUkhyA rahIza. tame kaheze ke dhagadhagatI zIlA upara sUI jA. te huM e karavA taiyAra chuM, paNa mane pApathI bacAve. ATaluM bolatAM pelo mANasa muninA caraNamAM paDIne rodhAra AMsue raDavA lAgyuM, tyAre mahArAje kahyuM bhAI! teM zuM pApa karyuM che e te kahe. " aMtarathI pApane pakAra karate lUMTAra" - pelo mANasa kahe che mahArAja ! mArA pApanI te koI sImA ja nathI. huM je te nathI paNa eka bhayaMkara lUMTAro chuM. mAruM nAma sAMbhaLIne loke dhrujI UThe ane nAnA bALake raDatA hoya te mAruM nAma sAMbhaLIne cUpa thaI jAya che. koIne ema khabara paDe ke A lUMTAro Avyo te gAma ane ghara choDIne bhAgI jAya che. huM jene ghera dhADa pADavA jAuM enuM dhana te lUMTI lauM. ene badhI rIte sApha karI nAMkhuM ne uparathI talavAranA eka jhATake mANasanA be TukaDA karI nAMkhyuM. mAre mana cIbhaDA cIravA ne mANasa cIravA sarakhA che. dayAnuM te mArA dilamAM bilakula sthAna ke mAna nathI. e huM bhayaMkara pApI rAkSasa chuM. mahAtmA! meM Aja sudhI ghaNAM mANasone lUMTayA ne ghaNane mAryA paNa Aje huM je pApa karIne Avyo chuM tenAthI mAruM hRdaya valovAI jAya che. e pApakarmathI mArA hadayamAM je dhrujArI chUTI che te keme ya karI baMdha thatI nathI. sAMbhaLo e pApanI kahAnI. ' huM A sAmenA nagaramAM mArA sAgaritone laIne corI karavA mATe gaye hate. A nagaranuM nAma kuzasthaLa che. meM mArI ToLIne laIne jyAM kuzasthaLa nagaramAM praveza karyo tyAM AkhA nagaranA loke bhayabhIta banI gayA ne A pApInA paMjAmAMthI chUTavA mATe cAre tarapha bhAgAbhAga karavA lAgyA. huM te eka garIba brAhmaNanA gharamAM gaye. mane khabara nahi ke A brAhmaNa khUba garIba che. e brAhmaNanuM nAma devazarmA hatuM. ene eka patnI ane be bALako hatA, ane eka sukalakaDI gAya enA AMgaNAmAM

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maM4e zAradA siddhi bAMdhelI hatI. evA garIba brAhmaNa hatA ke mAMDa mAMDa enu gujarAna calAvatA hatA. ADozI pADozInA chekarAone khIra khAtA joine A brAhmaNanA chekarAoe khIra khAvA mATe kajiyA karyAM. jayAM khAvAnA sAMsA hoya tyAM khIra kyAMthI lAvavI ? paNa chokarAoe khIra khAvAnI haTha karI tethI brAhmaNa ane brAhmaNI AjubAjumAM pADAzIne gherathI dUdha, ceAkhA ane sAkara mAMgI lAvyA eTale brAhmaNIe tapelu' bharIne khIra banAvI. " AzAbhera beThelA bALakanI lUTelI khIra" :- hajI mALakoe khora khAdhI nathI paNa emanA dilamAM eTalo harakha hatA ke hAza-Aje ApaNane khIra khAvA maLaze. ADozI pADAzIne ghera jaI ne paNa e bALako evA harakha karI AvyA ke tame dUdha ApyuM, cokhA ane sAkara ApyA tA amane khIra khAvA maLaze. brAhmaNIe khIra banAvI. khALake khIra khAvA mATe talapApaDa banI gayA hatA eTale e thALImAM mAtAe khIra ThArIne esarImAM bALakAne besADI pete gharamAM kAma karavA lAgI. brAhmaNu nadIe snAna karavA gayA hatA. khIra bahu garama hatI. Thare eTale bALako khAvA mATe Atura banIne beThA hatA. tyAM huM paheAMcI gayA. AkhI zerImAM zerakhakAra macI gayA ke bhAge ....bhAge ....khacAvA....cAra AvyA, lUMTArA AvyA. jotajotAmAM tA AvA bUmabarADA sAthe lUMTAruonA hAkoTA ane mAnavAnA hRdayabhedaka citkArAthI AkhA nagaramAM khaLabhaLATa macI gayA. huM ne mAre sAgarita te pelA brAhmaNanA chokarAe thALImAM khIra Thare ne ApaNe khAIe enI rAha joIne beThA hatA, tyAM paheAMcI gayA. ame cAra loko gameteTaluM dhana cArI lAvIe paNa koInu anna na khAIe, ane jenuM khAI e tene ghera cArI na karIe paNa kANu jANe kema ame te pelA bALakAne mATe ThArelI khIra khAvA ma`DI paDayA, eTale chekarAe raDavA lAgyA, ciciyArIo pADavA lAgyA ke mA....jone cAra AvyA che. te amArI khIra khAI jAya che. bALakAnI vhAre AvatA mAtAe gumAvelA prANa":- bALakonI bUma sAMbhaLIne brAhmaNI doDatI bahAra AvI ane peAtAnA bALakAnI khIra khAI jatAM joIne mUThI vALIne amArI sAme dhasI. tyAM meM te| talavAranA eka jhATake enA e TukaDA karI nAMkhyA. e brAhmaNI garbhavatI hatI eTale enA peTamAM rahelo gabha paNa talavAranI dhArathI kapAIne taraphaDatA nIce paDayA. nadIe snAna karavA gayelA brAhmaNane khabara paDI ke gAmamAM cAre pesI gayA che, eTale doDatA ghera AvyA. tyAM tA peAtAnI patnInuM khUna thaI gayu` che. bALakA bUmabarADA pADe che, bacAve....bacAve. A cAre mArI mAtAne mAre che. bALaka raDe che, patnI nIce paDI che ne lohInI dhAra vahe che. A krUra banAva joIne brAhmaNa krodhathI samasamI uThayA. cArono sAmana karavA AvyA paNa jamAdAra jevA amArI sAme rAMkaDA brAhmaNanuM zuM gaju...? me te amArA sAmanA karavA AvanAra brAhmaNane paNa talavArathI mAryAM eTale te paNa taraphaDatA

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zAradA siddhi 447 nIce paDayA. phaLiyAmAM bAMdhelI gAya paNa mAlikanI A dazA joI ne badhu' baLa ekaThuM' karIne jamInamAMthI khIlo kADhIne doDatI AvIne amArI sAme thaI. jyAM mANasanu` maLa na cAle tyAM khAdhApIdhA vagaranI sUkalakaDI gAyanuM zuM gajuM! ame tA ene paNa kApI nAMkhI. A joIne bALako tA kALA kalpAMta karatA meAlavA lAgyA ke arere....A duSTa cAree te mArI mAne mArI nAMkhI, khApane mArI nAMkhyA. eka gAya hatI tene paNa mArI nAMkhI. arere....ame kayAM jaIzuM? A pApIe hamaNAM amane paNa mArI nAMkhaze. bALakAnA pAMtathI zayatAnAnA hRdayanA paTTo" :- mA-bApa marI gayA eTale nirAdhAra banelA bALaka kahe che have amane paNa mArI nAMkhA. amAre have jIvIne zuM kAma che? tamArI talavAra amArA gaLA upara pheravI do. ema karIne raDavA lAgyA. mahAtmAjI ! A dRzya khUba karUNa hatuM. cAra cAra nirdoSa jIvAnI hatyA ane A bALakonA kAramA ne karUSNu vilApa sAMbhaLIne mArA hAthamAMthI talavAra nIce paDI gaI. hRdaya dhrujI UThayuM. citta cagaDoLe caDhayu. eTale huM badhuM cheDIne zAMtinI zeAdha mATe tyAMthI bhAgIne ahIM AvyeA. e karUNa dRzyane bhUlavA mAMguM chu', paNa mArAthI bhUlAtuM nathI. mAro AtmA e pApathI khaLabhaLI uThayA che. prabhu ! have AjathI hu e lUTa-khUna ane cArInA pApane tilAMjali Apu chuM. have kadIx evA adhama kAryAM nahi karu.. have mane zAMtinA rAha batAveA. pApanA pazcAtApa karatA lUTArA" prabhu ! huM pahelethI lUMTAro nathI. huM paNu brAhmaNanA dIkaro chuM. mArA pitAjInuM nAma samudradatta ane mAtAnuM nAma samudradattA hatuM. huM mA-bApanA ekanA eka lADakavAyA putra hAvAthI khUba meDha caDhAvelo tethI khUba taphAnI hatA. AjubAjumAM vasatA karAene mArIjhUDIne emanI vastu paDAvI levAmAM huM bahu hAMziyAra banyA. mane te emAM bahu AnaMda AvavA lAgyA, paNa mArA mAtA pitAe mArA duMNA tarapha lakSa na ApyuM ne mane aTakAnyA nahi eTale hu tA dhIme dhIme cerI karatA zIkhyA. mane mArA jevA mitrA maLI gayA, eTale meATI cArI karavAnuM zarU karyuM, pachI te cArI karavAmAM je koI ADakhIla karavA Ave tene ame yamasadana pahoMcADI detA acakAtA nahi. cArIthI gAmanA loko trAsI gayA ne rAjA pAse phariyAda paheAMcI gaI. eka divasa huM pakaDAI gayA. rAjAe khUba zikSA karI paNa huM sudharyAM nahi eTale rAjAe mane dezanikAla karyAM, tethI huM dUra dUra jaMgalamAM cAlyA gayA. tyAM eka cArapallI AvI. e cArAnA pallIpatine maLye ne emAM bhaLI gayA. pallIpatie mane badhA cArAnA nAyaka banAvyeA. huM ceranA uparI banIne AjubAjunA gAmanI prajAne raMjADavA lAgyA. meM Aja sudhImAM ghaNAM khUna karyAM che paNa Aje je cAra khUna karyAM. che tethI ane vizeSa e bALake.nA kalpAMta sAMbhaLIne mAruM hRdaya dhrUjI UThayuM che. bhagavAna ! :

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48 zAradA siddhi A pApamAMthI mAro chUTakAro thAya e kaI upAya hoya te batAve. mArA pApakarmo bhegavavA huM kyAM jaIza? huM pote brAhmaNa chuM ne brAhmaNanI hatyAe mane jagADe. mArA mahAna sadbhAgya che ke Aje mane pApIne Apa jevA bhagavAna maLyA che te have mane jaladI bacAve. ema kahIne hibakAM khAIne raDavA lAge. karmo karelA mujane naDe che, hibakA bharI ne haiyuM raDe che, jIvavA cAhuM to jIvAtuM nathI, maravA cAhuM to marAtuM nathI, kaI janme karama meM hasIne karyA, AMsuDAM Aja mArA nayanamAM bharyA. he bhagavaMta! meM pUrvabhavamAM kevA karmo karyA haze te AvA uttama brAhmaNa kuLamAM janmIne huM A pApI bane! A talavAra, baMduka, lAThI, pistola have mAre na joIe. hasI hasIne meM karmo bAMdhyA che e bhegavavA huM kayAM jaIza? mane bacAve ne pApathI chUTavAne mArga batAve mahAtmA kahe che bhAI! je tAre tArA pApakarmone jaldI jovA hoya te mArA je sAdhu banIne ugra tapazcaryA kara te tArA AtmAne uddhAra thaze. devAnupriye ! jyAre mANasanA dilamAM pApa khaTake che tyAre e pApane kSaya karavA taiyAra thAya che, pachI e mATe game teTaluM kaSTa paDe te e kaSTa ene kaSTarUpa lAgatuM nathI. core e ja samaye dIkSA laI lIdhI. dIkSA laIne gurUnI AjJA mAMgI ke gurUdeva! meM A nagaranA ghaNAM mANasane mAryA che te ApanI AjJA hoya te AjathI jyAM sudhI mArA pApakarmo naSTa na thAya tyAM sudhI mAre annajaLane tyAga karI A nagaranA ekeka daravAje deDha doDha mahinA sudhI kAusagga dhyAnamAM sthira banuM. gurUdeve potAnA jJAnathI jANyuM ke bhale eka vakhata mahAna pApI bane paNa have ene enA pApane khUba pazcAtApa thaI rahyo che. A pramANe karavAthI enA karmo khapI javAnA che eTale e pramANe karavAnI AjJA ApIne cAraNamuni cAlyA gayA. "khUnImAMthI muni" - khUnImAMthI muni banelA saMta jyAM sudhI mArA pApakarmo na khape tyAM sudhI "annajaLane tyAga" e abhigraha karIne nagaranA daravAje jaI kAusagga dhyAnamAM sthira thayA. daravAjethI jatA AvatA loke ene kahevA lAgyA ke A lUMTAruM, cera, pApI, narAdhame te amane behAla banAvI dIdhA. koI kahe mArA patine mAranAra che, keI kahe mArA putrane, mAtAne, pitAne, bhAIne mAranAre che paNa atyAre sAdhune Dhaga karIne Ubhe che. Ama belI kaI lAkaDIthI, ke paththarathI, te kaI zastrathI ene mAravA lAgyA, tyAre A sAdhu te e vicAra karavA lAgyA ke A bicArAonI vAta te sAcI ja che ne ? e badhA mane je kaMI zikSA kare te yogya ja che. e te badhAmane paththarathI, lAkaDIthI ne zastrothI mAre

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vAratA siha che paNa mAre jIva te letA nathI ne? meM te emanA svajanenA jIva ane kAyA judA karyA che. mane te jeTalI zikSA thAya teTalI ochI che. muni A rIte pitAnA pApane pazcAtApa karavA lAgyA. pApane pazcAttApa karavAthI paNa jIva ke mahAna lAbha meLave che. manusmRtimAM paNa kahyuM che ke, __ kRtvA pApa hi saMtappa, tasmAtyApAtpramucyate / naivaM kuryA punariti, nivRtyA pUyate tu sa // jeNe pApa karyuM che te enA hadayapUrvaka pazcAtApa kare che te pApakarmathI mukta banI jAya che, ane pharIthI evAM pApakarmo huM nahi karuM evA zubha saMkalpathI te mahAna pavitra banI jAya che. A saMta paNa pazcAtApapUrvaka e saMkalpa karIne je kaSTa paDe che te badhuM samabhAvathI hasatA mukhe sahana karatA vicAre che ke jIva! hasI hasIne karmo bAMdhyA che te hasI hasIne bhegava. muni nagaranA cAreya daravAje doDha deDha mahine dhyAna lagAvIne UbhA rahyA. zarIra paNa lehIluhANa banI gayuM. leka paNa emane prahAra karI karIne thAkI gayA paNa saMtanI daDhatA khUTI nahi. samatAbhAve sahana karavAthI emanA badhAM karmo baLIne khAkha thaI gayA. talavAra calAvanAre kama sAme banelo daDhaprahArI" "chAttAveja vikamA gukha te vijhA kAusagamAM uttama zreNae caDhI gayA. karelA pApakarmane pazcAtApa karavAthI jIva vairAgyavaMta banIne kSapaka zreNIne prApta kare che te rIte A muni paNa zubha dhyAnanI dhArAe caDhatA kSepaka e caDhI karmone kSaya karIne kevaLajJAna pAmyA. AkAzamAM deva duMdubhI vAgI ane aveta puchapanI vRSTi thaI. A vAta vAyuvege nagaramAM prasarI gaI ne lekenA ToLe ToLA eka vakhatanA laMTArAzayatAnamAMthI saMta banelA kevaLI bhagavAnanA darzane AvavA lAgyA. devee emanA kevaLajJAnane mahotsava karyo. A mahAtmA te bIjA keInahi paNa daDhaprahArI. talavAranA daDhaprahAro karanAra daDhaprahArIe karmasattA upara daDha prahAro karIne cha mahinAmAM kevaLajJAna prApta karIne lokone bhayathI mukta karyA ne pote paNa pApakarmonA baMdhanathI AtmAne mukta karyo. have emanA koI zatru ke mitra na hatA. A daDhaprahArI muni aneka jIne uddhAra karI mokSamAM gayA. eka vakhatanA pApImAM pApI karapINa khUna karanAra paNa kevaLajJAna pAmIne mokSamAM gayA te zuM ApaNe mekSa na thAya? thAya. Aje tame saMsAramAM pApa karo te AnA jevuM pApa karavAnA che? "nA". e karma karavAmAM zurA hatA ane dharma karI karmone kSaya karavAmAM paNa zUravIra hatA. e mahAtmA dRDhaprahArI jagatanA jIvane e saMdeze ApI gayA che ke "bhayaMkara pApa karanAra pApI paNa pazcAtApanA punita jaLa vaDe pApone dhoIne AtmakalyANa zA. 27

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450 zAradA sidi karI zake che." dhanya che AvA mahAtmAone ke jagatamAM janmIne jIvana jIvI gayA ne emanuM nAma amara anAvI gayA. pApanuM prAyazcita karI AtmAne vizuddha banAvavAnA AjanA maoNMgala dina che. vizva ApaNuM che ne ApaNe vizvanA chIe. evu' jIvana banAvavA mATe A savatsarI mahApa ne suvarNadina che. duniyA mAtranA doSone bhUlI jaIne hRdayathI kSamAnI Apa-le karI ane vizvanA prANImAtrane ApaNA mAnI hRdayamAMthI prema, sneha ane badhutAnI siritA vahAvavI e ja savatsarI parvanA uddeza che. kSamApanAnA jAdu alaukika che. kSamA rAkhavAthI jIvane keTale badhA mahAna lAbha thAya che. krodhAgne rupa zAmanAm, " yasya kSAntimayaM zastra nityameva jayastasya, zatruNAmudava : ta H ga sa zUra : sAcciko vidvAna, sa tapasvI jItendriya:, yena kSAntyAdi khaDgena krodha zatru nipAtitaH // " jenI pAse krodha agnine zAMta karanAra kSamArUpa zastra che tenA sadA jaya thAya che. kAraNa ke tyAM zatrunA udaya hAtA nathI. jeNe kSAtyAdi khaDga dvArA krodhAdi zatruone naSTa karI dIdhA che te sAcA zUravIra che, baLavAna che, vidvAna che, tapasvI ne jitendriya che. kSamA guNamAM Ave mar3Ana lAbha che. sAdhunA daza dharmomAM sauthI prathama kSamA che. kSamAnA prabhAva paNa mahAna che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 29mAM ayayanamAM gautama svAmIe bhagavAnane prazna karyAM ke he bhagavaMta! kSamApanA karavAthI jIva zu phaLa prApta kare che? tyAre bhagavate kahyu ke he gautama ! "khamaviNayAe NaM palhAyaNabhAvaM jaNayai, palhAyaNabhAvamuvagae ya savvapANa bhUyajIvasattesu mattIbhAva muppAus, bhittIbhAvamuvagaNa yAvi jIve bhAvavisohi kAuNa nibbhae bhavai / kSamApanA karavAthI cittanI prasannatA thAya che. citta prasanna bane eTale cittamAMthI udvega, kheda, viSAda cAlyeA jAya che. cittanI prasannatAthI, prANImAtrathI maitrIbhAva karIne bhAva vizuddhi karIne jIva nirbhIya thAya che, mATe Aje tame badhA sarva jIveAnI sAthe kSamApanA karIne pavitra khano. vairanu visarjana karIne snehanu' sarjana karavAnI sonerI ghaDI che. tame ATaluM samajI lejo ke "varamAM vAMdhA che ne snehamAM sAMdhe che. vairamAM vikRti che ne snehamAM saskRti che, bairamAM vamaLa che ne snehamAM kamaLa che. varamAM vakIlAta che ne snehamAM kabulAta che. vairamAM vilApa che ne snehamAM milApa che. vairamAM visarjana che ne snehamAM sarjana che." mATe Aje tame badhA aMtaranA khUNekhUNethI krodhAdi kaSAyAne kADhIne kSamAnA pavitra nIramAM snAna karI pApAnu` prakSAlana karIne AtmAne pavitra ane

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zAradA sii 451 nirmaLa banAvaze. Aje kSamAnA viSayamAM ghaNu* ghaNuM kahevAI gayu che. have Aje ApaNe tyAM pAMca da'pati brahmacarya vratanI pratijJA levAnA che. tenI AleAyaNA zarU thAya che. sa'vatsarInA zubha dine kSamA manathI karajo, verajhera visArIne premanI jyAta pragaTAvajo, khamata khAmaNA khamAvI punita bhAvanA rAkhajo pratikramaNa karI zuddha bhAve micchAmi dukkaDa' dejo. vyAkhyAna na. 43 bhAdaravA suda 8 ne gurUvAra tA. 30-8-79 sujJa khadhue, suzIla mAtA ne bahena ! anaMtajJAnI tIrthaMkara bhagavate jagatanA jIvAnA uddhAra mATe siddhAMtanI vANI prakAzI che. tenu' jo jIva eka citte zravaNa kare teA enA bhavanA pherA TaLI jAya. jema keAI madhura ka`The gIta gAnAra saMgItakAra AkhyA haiAya tyAre tame badhA eka citte sAMbhaLe che ne? temAM tallIna banI jA che tyAre zAstranI vANInA saMgItakAra teA traNa jagatanA nAtha tIrthakara bhagavAna che. e traNe jagatanA lokonu hita karanAra che. evA sajJa bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLavAmAM je manuSyanuM citta ekAgra bane te bhavanA pherA TaLI jAya paNa Aje tamArAmAM ekAgratA che kharI ? yAda rAkhA, nATaka sinemAnA citrA jovAmAM ane vahepAranA dareka kAryAMmAM ekAgratA karA che tevI ekAgratA bhavanA baMdhana TALavA mATe vItarAgavANInu zravaNa karavAmAM karA. janma maraNunI ja jALamAMthI mukta banavA mATe bhagavAne siddhAMtanuM nirUpaNa karyuM. jyAM sudhI jIva sa kameAMnA kSaya na kare tyAM sudhI janma maraNanI para parA cAlu rahevAnI che. A saMsAramAM janma ane maraNa ane khATA che. te kheATA kevI rIte te vAta vicArIe. mANasanA janmadina Ave tyAre e divasa Ujave che, ane kaIka meTI Aphata ke vipatti Ave ke duHkha Ave tyAre e mRtyune icche che. jJAnI kahe che ke A kha'ne bhAva kheATA che. janma ke maraNu eke AnanI vastu nathI. janma eTalA mATe khATA che ke janma thatAMnI sAthe indriyA rUpI cAre ApaNA AtmAnI sAthe thaI jAya che. tame rastAmAM cAlyA jatA hai| ne cAro sAthe thaI jAya teA zu tamane AnaMda thAya kharA ? A cArAne sAtha maLyA te sAru thayuM evA bhAva Ave kharA ? na Ave, kAraNa ke cAranA bhaya che ke mAMrI pAse je sa'patti che te lUTI te nahI' le, ne ? jIva mATe janma evu' sthAna che ke janma thatAMnI sAthe indriyA rUpI

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separe zAradA siddhi cArA sAthe thAya che ne rahe che paNa pAse ne pAse rahe che jarA paNu dUra khasatI nathI. te haMmezA Atmadhana lUMTavAnI pravRttivALI hAya che. tamane kadAca prazna thAya ke indriyA zu cAra che? te AtmAnuM zuM lUTI le le che? Apane samajAvuM. indriyA AtmAnuM dhana jevA ke viSayavirAga, viSayatyAga, kSamA, sahiSNutA, saraLatA, jJAna, darzana Aki guNeArUpI dhana para lUMTa calAve che. AMkhane sAru rUpa jovA maLe, kAnane mIThA zabdo sAMbhaLavA maLe, sparzendriyane managamatA suMvALA sparza maLe, rasendriyane sArA svAdiSTa bheAjata maLe, nAkane sArA sugaMdhI padArthA maLe eTale AtmAnA vairAgyanA anAsakta bhAvanA kuracA UDe che. A viSayAnA tyAga du:kha rUpa lAge pachI tyAgarUpI Atmadhana zAnu game ? vairAgya ane tyAga rUpI Atmadhanane luTanAra koNa ? indriyA. jIva krodha karIne kSamAdhana gumAve che. e zAthI ? koI ne koI indriyAnA gamatA viSayeA mATe. A rIte AtmA kSamA, namratA, saraLatA, laghutA, niHspRhatA. nimatA vigere potAnu dhana gumAve che. IndriyA AtmadhananI cAra che. sa`sAramAM janma pAmIne indriyA tA keATe vaLagI che. eNe rAta divasa 'dhA zu karyAM ? Atmadhana coravAnA. AtmAne enI guNasa'pattithI dUrane dUra rAkhavAnA, mATe AvA corAne sAthe lAvanAra janma khoTA che. te je janma khATA che tenI dara varSe ujavaNI karavAnI hAya ke pharIthI saMsAramAM mArA janma na thAya ne ajanma dazA prApta thAya tevA purUSA karavAnA hoya ! janma che tyAM mRtyu te avazya che. mRtyu pAmavA mAtrathI navA janma aTakatA nathI. navA janma maLe eTale tArI indriye sAthe maLavAnI ne e Atmadhana cAravAnuM kAma karavAnI. A janma maLyA pachI AtmA je zubha kamANI karI le ne prabaLa purUSArtha karI ghAtI aghAtI karyAMne kSaya kare te mRtyu pAmyA pachI tene pharIthI janma leveza na paDe. janma nathI tyAM mRtyu nathI. mATe ajanma dazA prApta karavA mATe prabhunI AjJAnA sahArA sAthe rAkhI indriyAne ene gamatA viSayeAne male AtmAne hitakArI viSayAmAM kAme lagADI AtmadhananI kamANI karI levI. have ApaNA cAlu adhikAra vicArIe, brahmadattakumAra cAlatA cAlatA agIcAmAM AvyA. tyAM mahela joyA eTale mahelamAM praveza karyAM. tyAM teNe kamaLa samAna mukhavALI eka sauMdaryavAna kanyAne joI. AthI te vadhu Azcarya cakti banyA. kumAre kanyA sAmu' joI ne pUchyuM' he bhadre ! tame kANu che? A vizALa baMgalAmAM ekalA zA mATe raheA che? te jo Apane harakata na heAya tA mane kaheoN. kumAranA vacana sAMbhaLIne kanyAe kahyuM ke huM kumAra! mArI jIvanakahAnI khUba lAMkhI che, mATe tame kANu che ne kayAMthI AvA che te vAta mane pahelAM kahe, tyAre kumAre kahyuM ke huM pAMcAla dezanA prArAjAnA brahmadatta nAme putra chuM. mArI A dazA thavAthI bhAgIne pharatA pharatA ahI Avye chuM, ema badhI vAta brahmadatta kumAre kahI sa'bhaLAvI,

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zArado sidi 453 thayelA AnaMda '' : oLakhANa thatAM kumArane brahmadatta kumArane paricaya sAMbhaLIne kanyAne khUba Ana' thayA ne tenI AMkhamAM harSoMnA AMsu ubharAyA. te kumAranA caraNamAM paDIne kahevA lAgI ke huM tamArA mAmAnI putrI chu, mArA pitAe ApanI sAthe paraNAvavAne mane nizcaya karyAM che. ema kahIne khUba raDavA lAgI tyAre kumAre ene hi'mata ArpAne kahyuM' ke he kumArI! tame mane satya kahA ke tamArI A dazA keANu duSTa karI che? tyAre kumArIe kahyuM ke jyArathI mArA pitAjIe ApanI sAthe mArA vivAha karavAnu' nakkI karyuM. tyArathI huM ApanA madhura milananA sAnerI svapnAmAM samaya pasAra karatI hatI. eka divasa huM khagIcAmAM pharavA gaI tyAre kAI duSTa vidyAdhare mane joIne mAru' apaharaNa karyuM, ane mane aDI laI Avye. ahIM lAvIne mAruM ziyaLa khaMDita karavA ghaNAM prayatnA karyAM. mane ghaNu' kaSTa Apyu chatAM meM mAru' ziyaLa akhaMDa rAkhyu che. mArA mAtA-pitA bhAI vigerethI vikhUTI paDI viraha rUpI agnithI divasA vItAvatI hatI. tyAM Aje ApanA darzananI amRtavRSTie mane praphullita khanAvI che. kanyAnA AvA prakAranA vacana sAMbhaLIne kumAre kahyu' he subhage ! tAru' apaharaNa karanAra ane mArA zatru e vidyAdhara kayAM rahe che? mAre ene jovA che ke e keTalo baLavAna che. ke kumAranI vAta sAMbhaLIne kumArIe kahyu-kumAra ! e duSTa vidyAdhare mane vaza karavA mATe zAMkarI nAmanI vidyA ApavAnuM kahyu che. e vidyAne prabhAva evA che ke jyAre tuM e vidyAne yAda karIza tyAre e vidyA dAsa-dAsIe, sakhIe Adi parivAra sAthe svayaM pragaTa thaze ne tene tu* kahIza te tArA dareka kAmeA karI Apaze. tArA je koI zatru haze teneA paNa te vinAza karI Avaze. huM tArAthI dUra hoIza te paNa mAro vRttAMta pUchavAthI e mArA samAcAra Apaze. Ave e vidyAnA prabhAva che mATe huM e vidyA sAdhavA jAu' chuM. ema kahIne e vidyAdhara eka vAMsaDAnI jALamAM vidyA sAdhavA kheDe che. A sAMbhaLIne kumAre kahyuM te tA have tAre bhaya rAkhavAnI jarUra nathI, kAraNa che zAMkarI vidyA siddha karavA mATe vAMsaDAnI jALamAM beTheleA vidyAdhara A rIte mArAthI haNAI gayA che ne maraNa pAmyA che. A sAMbhaLIne kumArI nirbhIya banI ane tyAM gAMdhata vidhithI temaNe lagna karyAM ne saMsAranA sukha bhAgavavA lAgyA. thADA divasa vItyA bAda eka divasa hinya AbharaNunA raNakAra sa'bhaLAyA, A sAMbhaLIne kumAre potAnI patnIne pUchyuM ke A raNakArazAnA sa`bhaLAya che ? rAjakanyAe kahyuM svAmin! e vidyAdhara vidyA sAdhIne AvyA pachI mArI sAthe lagna karavAnA hatA. eNe enA manathI mArI sAthe lagna karavAnA AjanA divasa nakkI karelA hateA tethI e duSTa vidyAdharanI bahena vidyAdhara kumArikAone sAthe laIne vivAhanA sAja

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454 zAradA siddha sAmAna sAthe ahIM AvI che. enuM nAma zaNazAkhA che. A avAja vidyAdhara kumArikAoe paherelA kaMkaNane che. have tame ahIMthI cAlyA jAo ne dUrathI mArI pravRtti upara dhyAna rAkhaje. e vidyAdharanI bahena enA bhAIne nahi dekhe eTale mArA upara krodhAyamAna thaze, chatAM huM e jouM chuM ke ene mArA ne tamArA upara ke sadbhAva che. je ene sadbhAva haze te huM tamane lAla kapaDuM batAvIza ane sadbhAva nahi hoya te sapheda kapaDuM batAvIza. sapheda kapaDuM batAvuM te tame ahIMthI dUra cAlyA jaje. Ama nakkI karIne brahmadattakumAra tyAMthI cAlyo gayo ne eka gupta sthaLamAM rahIne zuM bane che te jovA lAgyo, pachI pelA vidyAdharanI bahena ghaNI vidyAdhara kanyAo sAthe AvI pahoMcI ne pelI kanyAne khUba dhamakAvavA lAgI ke mAre bhAI kyAM gayA? tyAre kanyAe je banyuM hatuM te satya vAta kahI dIdhI, eTale e vidyAdharI kodhathI lAlacoLa banI gaI. kanyAe jANyuM ke A te barAbara vipharI che. hamaNAM kumAranI tapAsa karaze ne mArI nAMkhaze, eTale eNe sapheda kapaDuM batAvyuM tethI brahmadattakumAra jhaDapabhera tyAMthI cAlyo gayo. kumAra cAlate cAlate eka pahADa upara pahoMcyo. khUba thAkI gayo hovAthI eka vRkSa nIce visAmo khAvA beThe. tyAM vicAra karavA lAge, ahe, karmarAjA ! tArI lIlA te kaI ora che. kayAM mArI mAtA ne kayAM mArA pitA ! kayAM rAjamahela ane kayAM mAro sukhaduHkhane bhAgI mitra ! mArI janmadAtA mAtA paNa mArI na thaI harIpharIne mane mArA mitro sAthe hatA te paNa cAlyo gayo. ema vicAra karate theDI vAra visAmo laIne pahADa upara eka sarovaramAM snAna karyuM. snAna karIne sarovaranA pazcima kinArA tarapha gaye, tyAM teNe rUpa lAvaNya yukta evI eka kanyA joI e ja pramANe tyAM rahelA maMtrIe paNa kumArane je, eTale maMtrIe kumArane bolAvavA mATe eka dAsIne mokalI. dAsIe AvIne kumArane maMtrIne saMdezo pAThavyA. kumAranA manamAM thayuM ke ahI mane vaLI keNa bolAvanAra nIkaLe ? lAva, tyAre huM tyAM jAuM. ema vicAra karIne kumAra te dAsInI sAthe maMtrInA nivAsasthAne gaye. maMtrIe kuMvaranuM khUba suMdara rIte svAgata karyuM ne pitAne ghera rAkhyA. bIje divase maMtrI pitAnI sAthe kumArane rAjasabhAmAM laI gayA. ' brahmadara kumArane satkAra karatA rAjA" - rAjAe kumArane paricaya pUche ne kumAra koNa che te badhI vAta jANI lIdhI, pachI ene eka suMdara Asana upara besADe. sabhAnuM kArya pUruM thayA pachI rAjA kumArane potAnA mahele laI gayA, ane aneka prakAranI bhajana sAmagrIthI kumAranuM svAgata karyuM. bhejana karyA pachI rAjAe kumArane khUba vinayapUrvaka kahyuM, kumAra!'huM tamAruM saMpUrNapaNe svAgata karavA zaktimAna nathI chatAM mArI zakti pramANe eka bheTa ApIne ApanuM svAgata

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zAradA siddhi karavA IcchuM chuM. te Apa ene svIkAra kare. A pramANe kahIne rAjAe pitAnI kanyA kumArane arpaNa karavA mATe khUba Agraha karyo. kumAre rAjAne khUba premabhAva joIne temanI vAtane svIkAra karyo, pachI eka zubha divase ne zubha muhUte temanA lagna karyA. brahmadattakumAra tyAM pitAnI patnI sAthe sukha bhagavate AnaMdathI rahevA lAge, paNa ene ene mitra varadhanu khUba yAda AvavA lAge ke ahe! huM te rAjamahelamAM sukha bhegavuM chuM ne mAro mitra mArA mATe keTaluM kaSTa sahana kare che? have mAro mitra mane kyAre maLaze? ema mitranI ciMtA karato divasa vItAve che. brahmadaro rAjakumArIne karelo prazna :-eka divasa kumAre enI patnIne pUchyuM ke suMdarI ! mArA jevA rakhaDatA mANasa sAthe tArA pitAe tane kema paraNavI? rAjakumArIe kahyuM nAtha ! sAMbhaLe. eka vakhata ghaNuM zatruo mArA pitAjInI pAchaLa paDayA hatA. teo vAraMvAra khUba herAna karatA, pachI te eka vakhata mArA pitAjInuM rAjaya paNa zatruoe laI lIdhuM ne mArA pitAne bhAgI javuM paDeluM. pitAnA rAjyamAMthI bhAgIne temaNe A viSama sthaLane Azraya lIdhe. mAre cAra bhAIo che. sauthI nAnI huM chuM. mArI mAtAnuM nAma zrImatI che. mAruM nAma zrIkAMtA che. huM mArA pitAne khUba vahAlI hovAthI yuvAna thaI eTale mane mArA pitAjIe kahyuM-beTAAje te badhA rAjAo mArA duzmana banI gayA che, chatAM huM tArA mATe yogya varanI zodhamAM chuM. eTalAmAM mArA bhAgyadaye maMtrIjIe Apane joyA ne tyAra pachInI badhI vAta Apa jANe che. e rIte kumArIe kumArane badhI vAta karI eTale ene khUba AnaMda thayo. A brahmadattanA sasarA pAse sainya ghaNuM hatuM eTale teo sanya sajaja karIne pitAnA jamAI brahmadattakumArane sAthe laIne zatruo sAthe saMgrAma karavA mATe nIkaLyA. brahmadattakumAra bhaviSyamAM cakavati banavAnuM che eTale enAmAM parAkrama te hoya ja ne? kumAre potAnA parAkramathI jeTalA pitAnA sasarAnA zatruo hatA temane laDAImAM harAvI dIdhA, ane pitAnA sasarAne vijayanI varamALA paherAvI. sasarAne pitAnA jamAInuM parAkrama joIne khUba AnaMda thayo ne brahmadattakumArane khUba dhanyavAda ApyA. have brahmadattakumAra pAcho pharatuM hatuM tyAM jaMgalamAM brahmadattakumAre acAnaka pitAnA hAlasoyA mitra varadhanune AvaDe che. jene mATe rAta divasa ciMtA karate have evA varadhanune joIne brahmadattakumAranA sADAtraNa koDa remarAya khIlI uThyA ne deDate enI sAme jaIne bheTI paDe. varadhanuM paNa pitAnA mitrane jotAM prazke ne dhruske raDI paDyA. brahmadattanuM haiyuM bharAI AvyuM. theDI vAra te baMne ekabIjAnA sAmuM joI rahyA. keI kaMI belI zakayuM nahi, mana haLavuM thayA pachI brahmadattakumAre kahyuM mitra! te te mArA mATe tArI kAyA kurabAna karI che. te mArA mATe ghaNuM

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456 zAradA siti kaSTa veThayuM che. virA! mArAthI chUTA paDayA pachI tAruM zuM thayuM te mane kahe, tyAre varadhanue kahyuM. mitra! mArI rAmakahAnI ghaNI lAMbI che. pahelAM tAruM zuM thayuM. tuM ahI kevI rIte AvyuM te mane kahe, eTale brahmadattakumAre atyAra sudhI ApaNe je vAta AvI te badhe vRttAMta varadhanune kahI saMbhaLAvyuM. have varadhanuM pitAnI kahAnI brahmadattakumArane kaheze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. Ajano divasa ApaNane e sUcana kare che ke he jIva! anAdikALathI ATha kame tane herAna kare che. tene tuM tapa-tyAga brahmacarya pAlana, Adi dharmakriyAo karIne dubaLA karI nAMkha. dubaLI AThama eTale mananA pariNAme dubaLA na paDavA joIe paNa karmo ane kaSAye dubaLA pADavA joIe. paryuSaNa pUrA thayA ne tapasvIonA pAraNu thayA paNa haju cAturmAsa pUruM thayuM nathI. haju mahAsatIjIonA tapa cAle che. bA. bra. pU. caMdanabAI mahAsatIjIne Aje 19 me ne bA. bra. bhAvanAbAI mahAsatIjIne 11 me upavAsa che. temane haju AgaLa vadhavAnA bhAva che. navasArImAM bA. bra. pU. harSidAbAI mahAsatIjIne Aje 28 me upavAsa che. ravivAre temane pAraNAnA bhAva che. A rIte tapazcaryA cAle che, mATe sau ArAdhanA karavA tatpara banajo. have thoDIvAra caritra kahuM chuM. che. caritra:- bhadrA zeThANIe bhImasena, suzIlA ane tenA bALakane kADhI mUkyA eTale e te bicArA nirAdhAra thaIne cAlavA lAgyA. gAmanA pAdaramAM jaIne have - kayAM jAuM, zuM karavuM tenI ciMtAmAM bhImasena gamagIna banIne beTho hato. tyAM eka sajajana mANase tene ciMtAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM. e vAta jANIne sajane kahyuM. bhAI! tuM pratiSThAnapuramAM jA. tyAMnA rAjA ane temanA jamAI khUba dayALu ane paropakArI che, mATe tuM tyAM jA. jarUra tAruM duHkha dUra thaI jaze. A vAta sAMbhaLIne bhImasenane khUba AnaMda thaye. tene tyAM javAnuM mana thaI gayuM eTale pitAnI patnI suzIlA tathA kumArI pAse AvIne badhI vAta karIne bhImasene suzIlAne kahyuM tuM mane rAjIkhuzIthI javAnI rajA Apa te. "jAu paIThaNanagarameM, le pagAra do tIna mAsa, pIchA jaladI cala AugA, karaje yahIM nivAsa." he priyA! huM pratiSThAnapuramAM jAuM ane be traNa mahinA nekarI karI pagAra laIne jaladI pAchA AvI jaIza. tyAM sudhI tuM ane bALako ahIM ja raheje, paNa suzIlAe kaMI javAba na Apyo kAraNa ke je patine javAnI rajA Ape te pitAne patine viga sahana karavo paDe ane ajANyA nagaramAM rahI bALakane ucheravA kevI rIte? ane je nA pADe che te duHkha dUra thAya tema nathI, eTale e te javAba ApyA vinA mauna besI rahI. patnIne mauna joIne bhIsasena ene samajAvatA kahe

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zAradA siddhi 457 che suzIlA ! tuM jarA paNa ci'tA na karIza. kAryanI siddhi thaze eTale doDatA AvI paheAMcIza. tuM te ghaNI samajI che eTale jANe che ke je purUSa ghara cheDIne dezAMtara jatA nathI, je navI navI bhASAo, rItiravAjo ane vividha saMskArone jANatA nathI te mANasanI buddhi khIlatI nathI. te sadAya sa'kucita rahe che. jema pANImAM paDeluM ghInuM TIpu vistAra pAme che tema jee dezAMtara kare che, navA navA mANaseAnA vividha sa'skAra ane rItabhAtAnA saparkamAM Ave che temanI buddhi vikAsa pAme che ane jee pramAda karIne eka jagyAe paDayA rahe che tee te daridratAne vare che, mATe tu mArA viyeAganu duHkha sahana karIne paNa mane javAnI rajA Apa. thoDA samayamAM ghaNuM dhana meLavIne AvI jaIza. tyAM sudhI tuM mahenata majUrI karIne tamAruM traNenuM pAlana pASaNa karaje. " bhImasenanI javAnI vAtathI suzIlAne lAgelA AghAta " :-bhImasena jema jema javAnI vAta karatA gayA tema tema suzIlAnu hRdaya vI dhAtuM gayuM. patinA viyAganA vicAra AvatAM enu aMtara raDI UThayuM ne AMkhamAM AMsu sAratI khelI uThI he svAmInAtha ! AvA duHkhanA samaye Apa amane ekalA cheoDIne cAlyA jAo te kevI rIte cAgya gaNAya ? duHkhamAM te kuTubIjanA upakAraka che mATe he nAtha! Apa amane ApanI sAthe ja laI jAo. mUkIne na jAe. ame te traNeya tamArI sAthe AvIza. ahIM ekalA nahi rahIe. suzIlAe sAthe AvavAnuM kahyu' eTale bhImasene kahyu' suzIlA ! tArI vAta sAcI che, paNa huM tyAM tamane traNene kevI rIte laI jAuM ? huM tyAMnA ajANyA chuM. tyAM kevA mANase hAya, kayAM rahevAnu` maLe. ajANyA sthAnamAM tArA jevI rUpavaMtI strIne laI ne rahevu te mane ceAgya lAgatu nathI. e rIte rahevAthI bIjI ghaNI navI upAdhi AvI paDe che, mATe he vallabhA ! tu' eTaleA samaya bhagavAnanuM smaraNa karatI mArA viyeAgane sahana karaje. huM jema mane tema jaldI dhana kamAIne pA karIza ne tuM ahI' rahIne ApaNA khALakenuM rakSaNa karaje, kAraNa ke e ja ApaNuM sa'skAra dhana che. A vAta cAlatI hatI tyAM devasena ane ketusena baMne khALaka raDatAM raDatAM enA pitAjIne keATe vaLagI paDayA ne kahevA lAgyA . " nahi javA dauM' nahi javA dau.." bALakeAnI AMkheA nisteja banI gaI hatI. pa'Da uparanA vastro paNa jINu thaI gayA hatA, ne mukha tA sAva karamAI gayA hatA. AvA bALakoe kahyu pitAjI ! tame amane mUkIne javAnI vAta kayAM kare che ? he pitAjI ! tame amane AvI du:khI hAlatamAM nirAdhAra mUkIne na jAo, tame amane mUkIne cAlyA javAnA hai| tA he pitAjI! A tamArI talavAra vaDe amAru* mastaka uDAvI do ane pachI tame sukhethI paradezagamana kare. khAkI ame tamane nahi javA daIe. putrAnA AvA khela sAMbhaLIne bhImasenane ghaNuM duHkha lAgyu. patnI ane bALakone mUkIne javAnI enI zA. 18

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52 bilakula IcchA nathI, paNa mUkIne gayA ketusena e baMnene vahAlathI papALyA, " nahi jAu... beTA ! haiM nahi jA ane bALakone sUvADI dIdhA. zAradA siti sivAya chUTako na hatA eTale devasena ane thoDI vAra ramADayA ane temane samajAvIne kahyuM " tame sukhethI UdhI jAo. ema kahIne " azrubhInI AMkhe suzIlAe patine ApelI vidAya " :- pitAjInA vacana upara vizvAsa rAkhIne ane bALako sUI gayA. ane bALakone ghasaghasATa uMghatA joIne vahelI savAre bhImasena jAgye. suzIlA te jAgatI ja paDI hatI. patine beThA thayelA joI ne e paNa beThI thaI gaI ne teNe patine praNAma karyAM. bhImasene suzIlAne jematema karIne samajAvI. duHkhita dile suzIlAe bhImasenane javAnI rajA ApI. bhImasene tenA mAthe hAtha mUkIne AzIrvAda ApyA ane mALako jAgI na jAya te rIte khUba dhImA avAje tene mIThA zabdothI badhI salAha-sUcanA ApIne suzIlA taraph eka mIThI karUNa najara nAMkhIne tyAMthI vidAya thayA. patinA javAthI suzIlAne ghaNA AghAta lAgyA. patine jatA joIne suzIlA jyAM sudhI bhImasena dekhAye tyAM sudhI AMkhamAM AMsuDA sAratI patinA sAme jotI UbhI rahI. bhImasena talavAra ane DhAla laI ne navakArama tranu' smaraNa karI cAlI nIkaLyeA. mANusa kAI paNa kArya karavA mATe kAya che tyAre manamAM moTI AzA laI ne jAya che, ema bhImasenane paNa AzA hatI ke ari'jaya rAjA enu' duHkha dUra karaze. evI AzA ane uma'gathI jhaDapabhera cAlavA mAMDayu. vahelI savArathI khapeAra sudhI cAlatA. apeAranA jhADa nIce zItaLa chAyAmAM visAme khAtA ne apeAra namatA pAche cAlI nIkaLatA. rAtre keAI dhama zALA, madira ke gAmanA corA upara sUI jatA ane bhUkha lAge tyAre rastAmAM vanaphaLa maLe te khAI lete ane nadIsAvaranu pANI pI letA. Ama savAra sAMja be vakhata daDamajala karatAM cothe divase bhImasena pratiSThAnapuranA pAdaramAM pahoMcyA. e bicArA nagaranA ajANyA hatA ne pAchu rAjAne maLavu' hatu' eTale pAdaramAMthI AvatA jatA mAsAne pUchyuM. bhAI ! A gAmanA rAjA ane emanA jamAI dInaduHkhIenA duHkha dUra karavA mATe kayAre mahAra nIkaLe che ? nagarajanoe kahyu', bhAI! gaI kAle ja rAjAnA jamAI mATI savArI sAthe nIkaLyA hatA ne emaNe kAMIka duHkhIenA duHkha dUra karyAM che. tu... eka divasa meADA paDayA. kAle AvyA hAta te tAru' kAma thaI jAta. have kayAre Avaze ? loke kahe che have tA cha mahinA pachI rAjA pAte nIkaLaze. tyAM sudhI tuM ahI zakAI jA. e sivAya tArA mATe bIjo koI upAya nathI. A sAMbhaLIne bhImasenanI AMkhe aMdhArA AvavA lAgyA. zarIra ThaMDuM paDI gayuM kAraNa ke pote je AzAthI Avye hatA te AzA upara tA pANI pharI vaLyu hatuM, tethI te khinna ne udAsa manI gayA. haiyuM bhAre banI gayuM, mana viSAda anubhavavA lAgyu. ne khelavA lAgyA,

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zAradA siddha 459 " nabaLAnuM bhAgya nabaLu :- hAya....nabaLAnuM bhAgya nabaLu ja hAya che. arere....huM bhAgya ! tu keTaluM badhu nirdaya che. jo tAre mane duHkha ja ApavuM che tA have mane tu' mAta Apane! mArAthI have A duHkha sahana thatuM nathI. mArA mahAna puNyeAye mane AveA manuSyabhava maLyA che. pUrve kaIka sukRta karyAM haze tethI rAjavaibhava ane sukhasAhyakhI maLyA. te bhAgavatA me' kadI pramANikatA, nyAya ane nItinu* ullaghana karyuM nathI chatAM Aje mArI kevI chUrI hAlata thaI che! mAre jaMgale jaMgala bhaTakavu paDe che. bhUkhyA ne tarasyA AthaDavu' paDe che. mArA bALakone paNa mAre bhUkhyA sUvADavA paDe che. mArI sAthe mArI patnIne paNa badhA duHkhA sahana karavA paDe che. arere....bhagavAna ! mArA duHkhAne te koI pAra nathI. koNa jANe kayAre A duHkhamAMthI mArA chUTakArA thaze? have kayAM javuM ? zu karavu' ?cha mahinAnA samaya kevI rIte pasAra karavA ? mAre tyAM sudhI kayAM rahevu? A nagaramAM mane koI eLakhatu pichANatuM nathI, teA khIju kANu nAkarI rAkhe ? Ama aneka prakAranA vicAro karatA beThA hatA. have tyAM bhImasenane kANu maLaze ne zuM khanaze tenA bhAva avasare. * vyAkhyAna na. 44 bhAdaravA suda 9ne zukravAra tA. 31-8-79 anaMtajJAnI, vAtsalya vAridhi, vItarAga prabhunA mukhamAMthI jharelI zAzrvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. siddhAMtanI vANInA zabde zabdamAM gahana bhAvA bharelA che. zAstranu` kAma satyanA prakAza karavAnu' che. je vastu jevI hoya tene tevA svarUpe batAvavAnu kAma zAstranu' che. kayAM AtmAnu' hita che ne kayAM ahita che tene spaSTa batAve te zAstra. mATe sa`jJa purUSAe racelA pavitra zAstronA vacana para kadI azraddhA ke, avizvAsa na karavA. meAkSAbhilASI manuSyeAnA jIvanamAM teA zAstro mukhya hAya che. zAstra kahe e ja sAcuM. AvI dRDha zraddhA mumukSu manuSyanI heAya che. zAstranI zraddhA karyA sivAya kadI meAkSa maLatA nathI. Apamatinu' visarjana karIne zAstramatine dhAraNa karavAthI mekSanI siddhi thAya che. zAstravacanamAM zaMkA karavAthI sAdhanA DaheALAI jAya che. zAstranA mAdana anusAra AtmAe meAkSamArge AgaLane AgaLa kadama uThAvatA rahevu' joI e. zAstrane AgaLa karIne cAlyA sivAya mekSamAga upara AgaLa nahi vadhAya. zAsravacanane AgaLa karIne cAlanAra jIva sahelAIthI sasAra aTavIne ALagI zake che. zAstra ta sumukSunI AMkha che. mumukSu jIva e AMkhathI joI ne dareka kArya kare che. AtmAthI jIva zAstrane khUba mAna Ape ane zAstranA dareka abhiprAyane mAnya rAkhe. tene zAstra prANathI

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560 zAradA siddhi paNa adhika priya hoya che. zAstranA pavitra pANI vinA Atmazuddhi thatI nathI, mATe dareka manuSya zAstranA vacana upara pUrNa zraddhA rAkhavI joIe. mahAna puNyane udaya hoya tyAre ApaNane jinavacana sAMbhaLavA maLe che. jinavacana bhavasAgarathI tAranAra che. jinavacana kevA maMgalamaya che! maMgalakArI jinavacane rAjAone tAryA ne rakane tAryA, abhaNa ane vidvAnane, bALaka ane buddAone paNa tAryA che. sarva jIvonI dayA, sarva pApane tyAga batAvanArA jinavacane kevA hitakArI che! A rIte manathI paNa jinavacananA guNagAna karyA kare che enI sArI asarathI malina bhAva na jAge ane jIva pApa pariNatimAM paNa joDAya nahi. jinavacananA guNagAna aMtaramAM vAraMvAra cAlatA hoya te daSTi jAgRta bane, ane jAgRta daSTi viSaya sAme AvatA jIvane sAvadhAna banAve che ke A jherI nAga tArI sAme AvyA. dilamAM jinavacana pratye zraddhA hoya, bahumAna hoya ane enA ja guNagAna gavAtA hoya pachI viSaya pratye e jIvane Asakti hoya kharI? nA. tene te viSe kAtila jhera jevA lAge. AvA jAgRta jIvane viSa pratye bilakula Asakti ke AkarSaNa na thAya. dharma pariNatI jAgatI rahe. chatAM mAne ke anAdina kusaMskAravaza viSaye tarapha Asakti ke AkarSaNa thAya to paNa enI jhera rUpe oLakhANa haiyAmAM jAgatI paDelI hoya eTale enA manamAM thayA ja kare ke huM beTA mArge jaI rahyo chuM, jhera khAI rahyo chuM. kayAM sudhI A jhera khAvAnA ! je Avo eLakhANa ane saMtApa haiyAmAM jAta hoya te e dharma pariNati che. jinavacananI zraddhAvALA jIvane pApakarma karavA paDe te enA dilamAM khaTakyA kare che ke A saMsAramAM beTho chuM eTale pApasthAnaka sevavA paDe che. kayAre huM A pApamAMthI chUTIza? AgaLanA rAjA mahArAjAe jinavacana sAMbhaLIne evI bhAvanA karatA hatA ke kayAre A rAjabhavanA piMjaramAMthI chUTakAro thAya ! A rAjavaibhava ane sukha e kaMI dharma pravRtti nathI paNa pApanI pravRtti che. AvI sukhanI sAhAbImAM paNa AvI jAgRti, vairAgyabhAvanA ane cAritra levAnA keDa jAgavA e kaMI sAmAnya vAta nathI. aMtaramAM jinavacananI zraddhAnI jyota jalatI hoya, dharma pariNati jIvatI ne jAgatI hoya tyAre AvI bhAvanA thAya che, ATalA mATe tamane vAraMvAra Takera karIe chIe ke jinavacana pratye zraddhA kare ane ratna jevuM jinazAsana maLyuM che tene sadupayoga karI lo. have ApaNe mULa vAta vicArIe. "brahmadattane potAnI vItaka kahAnI kahete varadhanu":- brahmadattane ghaNA samaye pitAne mitra varadhanuM maLyuM tethI baMnenA harSane pAra na rahyo. varadhanunA kahevAthI brahmadatta potAnI kahAnI badhI kahI saMbhaLAvI, pachI varadhanuM kahe che he kumAra ! huM tamane vRkSa nIce besADIne pANI levA gayo. tyAM pANInI zodhamAM bhaTakate hate

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zAradA siddhi tyAre acAnaka dIrgharAjAnA sainike e mane pakaDI lIdhe ne khUba mAra mArIne mArA hADakAM bhAMgI nAMkhyA ne kahyuM amane brahmadattakumAra batAva, nahi batAve te tane jAnathI mArI nAMkhIzuM paNa huM te kaMI be nahi, eTale huM tamane jyAM besADIne A hate te raste mane mAratA mAratA laIne cAlyA. meM joyuM ke A loka kumArane jeze te pakaDIne mArI nAMkhaze, mATe meM e lokenI najara cUkavIne tamane tyAMthI jaladI bhAgI javA IzAro karyo, eTale tame tyAMthI tarata bhAgI gayA. meM joyuM ke tame tyAMthI cAlyA gayA che eTale tame je sthaLe beThA hatA te jagyA batAvIne kahyuM ke brahmadatta kumAra ahIM beThA hatA paNa atyAre ahIM dekhAtA nathI mATe mane ema lAge che ke A vikarALa jaMgalamAM kaI vAgha-varU ke siMha Adi khAI gayuM haze paNa mArA vacana upara emane vizvAsa na beThe, eTale pharIthI e lokoe mane khUba mAra mAryo. mane khUba pIDA thavA lAgI tyAre mArA manamAM thayuM ke A loke have mane jIvate nahi choDe tyAre mane eka parivrAjake ApelI goLI hatI te meM meDhAmAM mUkI dIdhI. e gALIne e prabhAva che ke mANasa nicetana banI jAya. goLI moDhAmAM mUkavAthI huM nijIva je banI gaye tethI e lokee mAnyuM ke A marI gaye eTale sainike tyAM ja paDene mUkIne cAlyA gayA. A samaye huM te mAranI asahya vedanAthI bebhAna banI gayelo hato. emanA gayA pachI be divase huM bhAnamAM AvyuM tyAre meM moDhAmAMthI goLI bahAra kADhI eTale huM pahelAMnI jema cetanavaMta banI gaye paNa mane mAra khUba sAlate hate. cAlavAnI zakti na hatI, chatAM manane makkama karIne tamArI zodha karate Amatema jaMgalamAM bhaTakavA lAgyA. ! duniyAmAM mitra te ghaNuM hoya che paNa AvA mitrane jeTo kyAMya maLatuM nathI. mitra che te AvA hajo. sukhaduHkhamAM sAthe rahenAra mitra te koIka ja hoya che. aMjanA satIne vasaMtamAlA sakhI evI maLI hatI ke je aMjanA satInI sAthe bAra bAra varSa sudhI sukhaduHkhamAM sAthe rahI hatI. AnuM nAma sakhI. varadhanu pitAnA duHkhanI kahAnI brahmadattane kahetA kahe che ke he mitra! huM tamArI zedha karatA vane vane ghUmate hato. ApanI zodha karato karate huM eka gAmamAM gayA. tyAM tame na maLavAthI huM nirAza thaIne beThA hatA tyAM eka tApasa AvyA ne mane pUchyuM beTA! tuM ke putra che? ane udAsa thaIne ahIM kema beThe che? tyAre meM emane mArI oLakhANa ApI eTale emaNe kahyuM ke mane tAruM mukha joIne lAgyuM ke tuM mArA bhAIne putra che. huM tArA pitAne nAno bhAI subhaga chuM emaNe mane khabara ApI ke tame lakSAgRhamAMthI bhAgI chUTayA pachI traNa cAra divase dIrgharAjA ane culanI rANIne khabara paDI ke tame baMne jIvatA che eTale e vairane badale levA dIrgharAjAe tArA pitAjIne pUba trAsa Ape. tethI teo kayAMka bhAgI chUTayA che, ane tArI mAtAne teNe mAtaMga

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462 zAradA siddhi nAmanA cAMDAlane ghera mUkI che. A samAcAra jANIne mane khUba dukha thayuM. mAtAne duHkhamAMthI choDAvavI e paNa mArI pharaja hatI eTale huM mArA mULa veze te tyAM na jaI zakuM, tethI huM saMnyAsIne veza laIne mAtaMga cAMDAlanI pAse gaye ne tene khUba samajAvIne mArI mAtAne tyAMthI choDAvIne mArA pitAjInA mitra devazarmA brAhmaNane tyAM mUkIne tamane zodhate zeta Aje ahIM pahoMce. ApanuM milana thatAM mAruM badhuM duHkha cAlyuM gayuM. brahyadatta ane varadhanuno pIcho karatA sainike":- A rIte varadhanue pitAnI vItakakathA brahmadatta kumArane kahI. vAta pUrI thaI e ja vakhate tyAM eka mANasa doDatuM AvyuM ne temane kahyuM ke Apa baMne jaladI ahIMthI bhAgI jAo, kAraNa ke dIrgharAjAnA sainike ApanI tapAsa karatAM ahIM AvI rahyA che. juo, haju te baMne mitro maLyA ne sukhaduHkhanI vAta karIne haiyuM haLavuM karyuM. mAMDa zAMtine zvAsa lIdhe tyAM te bhAgavAno vakhata Avye. dIrgharAjAnA sainiko tamane zodhatA Ave che. A samAcAra sAMbhaLIne baMne jaNA jIva laIne tyAMthI zvAsabhera nAThA. cAlatA cAlatA teo kauzAMbI nagarImAM pahoMcyA. A nagarI bahAra bagIcAmAM baMne mitra visAmo khAvA beThA. A bagIcAmAM sAgaradatta ane buddhi nAmanA be vahepArI putre pitAnA be kukaDAne sAmasAmI yuddha karAvatA hatA. temAM evI zarata hatI ke jene kukaDe hAre teNe eka lAkha rUpiyA ApavAnA. AvI zarata karIne baMne kukaDAne sAmasAmI yuddha karAvatA hatA. ghaNu mANase A yuddha jevA mATe AvyA hatA. brahmadattakumAra ane varadhanu baMne mitre paNa A yuddha jevA ubhA rahyA. thoDIvAramAM buddhilanA kukaDAe sAgaradattanA kukaDAne harAvyo, tethI sAgaradattane khUba duHkha thayuM, ane teNe pitAnA kukaDAne buddhilanA kukaDA sAthe laDavA khUba preraNA karI paNa ene kukaDo pharIthI laDavA taiyAra na thayuM. A joIne varadhanue sAgaradattane kahyuM che koSThI ! tamAre kukaDe sArI jAtine che chatAM buddhilanA kukaDA sAthe laDavAmAM kema hArI gaye? A vAtanuM mane khUba Azcarya thAya che. tamArAmAMthI keIne vAMdho na hoya te mAre jevuM che ke buddhilane kukaDe ke che! varadhanunI vAta sAMbhaLIne sAgaradane kahyuM-bhAI! khuzIthI jue ne. kukaDAne jovAmAM keNa virodha karI zake tema che? huM eka lAkha rUpiyA hArI gaye enI mane ciMtA nathI paNa mArI pratiSThA gaI enuM mane duHkha che. tame buddhilanA kukaDAne khuzIthI joI zake che, eTale varadhanu buddhilanA kukaDAne jovA lAge, tyAre buddhilanA manamAM thayuM ke A mANasa mArA kukaDAne joI rahyo che mATe hamaNuM mArI pola pakaDAI jaze, eTale eNe varadhanune khAnagImAM kahI dIdhuM ke huM tamane 50000 rUpiyA ApIza paNa tame mArI vAta bahAra pADaze nahi. ema kahI de ke kukaDAmAM kAMI nathI. varadhanu

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zAradA siddhi ra buddhilane zAMta rahevAnuM kahIne kukaDAne dhArIdhArIne jovA lAgyA. te joyuM ke kukaDAnA pagamAM jhINI seAya bAMdhelI hatI. tenA kAraNe trAsa pAmIne sAgaradattanA kukaDA hArI gayA hatA. varadhanue dhIme rahIne koI na jANe tema e sAya kADhI lIdhI ne jAheramAM kahyuM ke meM buddhilanA kukaDA joI lIdhA. emAM kaI nathI. ema kahIne varadhanu tyAMthI eka bAju para khasI gayA ne sAgaradattane khAnagImAM satya vAta jaNAvI dIdhI, eTale sAgaradaro pharIthI peAtAnA kukaDAne buddhilanA TukaDA sAthe laDAI karavA taiyAra karyAM. baMne kukaDA pharIthI laDavA lAgyA. A vakhate sAgaradattanA kukaDAe buddhilanA kukaDAne harAvI dIdhA eTale buddhila paNa eka lAkha rUpiyA hArI gayA. A vakhate sAgaradatta khUba prasanna thayA ne eNe varadhanune kahyuM huM A ! ApanI kRpAthI mArA kukaDA A vakhate jItyA che, eTale mArI pratiSThA paNa jaLavAI gaI che, mATe Apa mArA ghera padhAre te mane khUba AnaMda thaze. ema kahIne sAgaradatta baMne mitrAne peAtAnA rathamAM besADIne peAtAnA ghera laI gayA ne temane khUba Adara satkAra karyAM. sAgaradattanA prema joIne ane jaNA tyAM AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA sAgaradatta ane mitrane peAtAnA jamAInI jema sAcave che. have AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra:- "bhImasenane ci MtAtura joIne mAdIe Apelu AzvAsana" :duHkhIenA duHkha dUra karavA rAjAnA jamAI savArI sAthe gaIkAle nIkaLyA hatA ane huve cha mahinA pachI rAjA nIkaLaze. A samAcAra jANIne bhImasena ekadama udAsa thaI gayA. have cha mahinAnA samaya kevI rIte ne kayAM pasAra karavA? ema aneka prakAranA vicAro karatA beThA hatA. dhanasAra nAmanA eka moTA anAjanA vahepArI je rAjAnA medI hatA te te vakhate tyAM hatA. bhImasenanA mukha uparanA bhAvA joI ne te samajI gayA ke nakkI A mANasa khUba duHkhI che. duHkhanA mAryAM AvyA che paNa have cha mahinA kema kADhavA tenI ciMtAmAM paDayA che. eNe kahyu bhAI ! tame kaNa che ne kayAMthI AvA che ? bhImasene potAnI badhI kahAnI dhanasArane kahI saMbhaLAvI. dhanasArane bhImasenanI khUba dayA AvI tethI eNe mamatAthI kahyu-bhAI! hAya, ApaNu. bhAgya ja jayAM phyu* hoya tyAM kAne doSa devA ? sau jIvA bhAgyane AdhIna che. tuM muMjhAza nahi. A cha mahinA tu' mAre ghera raheje, khAje, pAje ne mArI dukAnanuM kAma karaje. cha mahinA tA kAle vItI jaze ne tAruM duHkha dUra thaze, mATe tuM UTha, UbheA thA. tu ciMtA iMDIne mAre ghera cAla. AvA jammara pApeyamAM paNa puNyanuM kiraNa phUTayuM. dhanasAranA AvA vacana sAMbhaLIne bhImasenane kaMIka hiMmata AvI eTale te dhanasArane upakAra mAnatA karmInI lIlAthI Azcarya ane duHkha pAmatA e tene ghera Avyo ne dukAnanA kAme lAgI gayA. peAtAnI talavAra ane DhAla dhanasArane sAcavIne mUkavA

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zAhA siti ApI dIdhA ne pote dukAnanuM kAma karavA lAgyA. Ama karatAM jotajotAmAM te che mahinA pUrA thaI gayA. pApa zuM nathI karatu" :- cha mahinA pUrA thatAM pratiSThAnapuramAM arijya rAjAnI savArI nIkaLI. aneka garIba yAcake tyAM AvIne potAnA duHkhanI araja karavA mATe tyAM AvIne UbhA hatA. tyAM bhImasena paNa jaIne ubho rahyo. ene vAre AvyuM eTale e be hAtha joDIne namratApUrvaka rAjAne vinaMtI karavA lAge ke he parama dayALu mahArAjA! huM khUba ja duHkhI mANasa chuM ane ApanA zaraNe Avyo chuM. mane zraddhA che ke Apa jarUra mArA duHkha dUra karaze ja. Apa mane game te kAma ApIne paNa mArA duHkhane aMta lAve, eTale rAjAe pUchyuM ke tuM keNu che ne kayAMthI Avyo che? te badhI vigata mane jaNAva. A bhImasena bhale ne bheLa mANasa che. ene kUDakapaTa karatA AvaDatuM nathI. AvA duHkhamAM paNa kadI e asatya bolatuM nathI. eTale satya vAta karI ke huM ujajainI nagarIne rahevAsI chuM ne mArA karmodayathI duHkhI chuM tethI ApanI pAse Avyo chuM, tyAre rAjAe pUchyuM ke tyAMnA rAjA keNa che? harisena. A sAMbhaLIne ajiMkya rAjAe kahyuM tAre rAjA harisena te dayALu che. enA rAjyamAM koI du:khI nathI. e paNa mArI jema dukhIonA duHkha dUra kare che te tuM enI pAse kema na game ? kadAca tuM gaye hoIza ne tArAmAM lAyakAta nahi hoya mATe nahi rAkhe hoya. te huM paNa tArA sa jevA ajANyA mANasane rAkhIne zuM karuM? mane te tuM kaI dhUta jevo lAge che mATe huM tane kAMI madada karI zakuM tema nathI. hamaNAM mAre mANasanI jarUra nathI. mATe tAre kyAM javuM hoya tyAM cAlyo jA. ema kahIne rAjA te cAlyA gayA. karmanI dazA kevI vicitra che! bhImasena te ahIM moTI AzAthI AvyuM hatuM. e samajato hato ke rAjA mane kaMIne kaMI kAma Apaze ne mArA duHkhane aMta AvI jaze, paNa ahIM te enAthI UlaTuM ja banyuM. hajArenI dayA karanArA rAjA ene mATe nirdaya banI gayA. ene kAma ApavAnI spaSTa nA pADI eTale bhImasenanuM haiyuM cIrAI gayuM. enI AzAnA minArA bhAMgIne bhukkA thaI gayA, ane bhAMgelA haiye bhImasena dhanasArane tyAM AvyuM. enuM mukha udAsa joIne dhanasAre pUchayuM kema bhAI! zuM thayuM ? tyAre dhanasAre vyathita hRdaye badhI vAta karI. dhanasAre kahyuM-bhAI! jevI bhavitavyatA. tuM vRthA zoka na karIza. hiMmata rAkha. duHkha kAyama TakavAnuM nathI. rAja jamAi nikalegA, jaba use milanA yAra, che rakheMge jarUra tumake, dayAvaMta dAtAra cha mahinA pachI rAjAnA jamAI Avaze tene tuM maLaje. te tAruM duHkha jarUra dUra karaze. tyAM sudhI bhale tuM mArI dukAne kAma karaje. Ama kahIne dhanasAre bhImasenane Azraya

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cArA sii 465 ane AzvAsana ApyA eTale bhImasenane hiMmata AvI. sukhanA svapnA sevatA divase pasAra karavA lAgyA. samaya jatAM bIjA cha mahinA pUrA thayA ne rAjAnA jamAI jitazatru AbyA. bhImasena doDatA emanI pAse gayA ne potAnA duHkhanI kahAnI kahevA lAgyA. jitazatrue ene pUchyu ke bhAI! tuM keTalA vakhatathI ahIM rahe che? bhImasene kahyuM ke huM te khAra mahinAthI ahIM AvyA chune ApanI rAha jou chu.. teA cha mahinA pahelAM mArA sasarA arijya rAjAnI pAse tuM kema na gayA ? bhImasene badhI vAta karI eTale jitazatru vicAramAM paDayA ke mArA sasarA tA mahAdayALu che te| A duHkhI mANasa upara dayA kema nahi karI hAya ! AvuM te kayAre anyu' nathI. te zuM A mANasa sAro nahi hoya ! Ama aneka tarka vitarka karavA lAgyA. paNa "taTI paDelA AzAnA minArA' A joI ne bhImasena A vabharyAM kahe elyo-rAjana! Apa te mahAdayALu che. Apa je kAma, kaheze te karIza paNa mAru duHkha dUra kare. huM ApanA zaraNe chuM, tyAre jitazatrue kahyuM- mArA sasarAe je karyu che te ceAgya ja karyu haze. emane tArAmAM yeAgyatA nahi lAgI hAya tethI tane madada karI nathI teA hu` kevI rIte karI zakuM? huM... paNa tane ma nahi karI zakuM. A zabdo sAMbhaLatA bhImasenanI AMkhamAMthI azrunI dhArA vahI ane kahyuM he rAjan! zu Apa paNa mane kAma nahi Ape ? huM te ApanI AzAe beTho hatA. Ape paNu mane nirAza karyAM ? arere....have mAru zu thaze ? he bhagavAna ! huM kAnAM zaraNe jAuM ? Ama vilApa karatA DhagalA thaI ne DhaLI paDayA. ATalo karUNa vilApa sAMbhaLavA chatAM jitazatrune dayA na AvI ne tyAMthI cAlyuM gayA. badhue ! kamanI kevI kaThaNAI che! jayAre mANusanuM puNya khatama thAya che tyAre dayALu paNa niya banIne cAlyA jAya che. nahitara jitazatru te rAjA karatA paNa vadhAre dayALu hatA chatAM bhImasena mATe Ama kema bane ? koIne nirAza na karanArA ene ja zA mATe nirAza kare ? A badhA kanA khela che. bhImasena kanI vicitratAnA vicAra karatA peAtAnA pApane nIdatA bhAMgelA haiye ne bhAMgelA page dhanasAranI dukAne Avye eTale dhanasAre pUchyuM-kema, Aje tA tAruM duHkha dUra thaI gayu` ne ? bhImasene duHkhita dile kahyuM- zeTha ! mArA nasIba ghaNA vAMkA che eTale huM jyAM sukhanI AzAthI doDuM chuM tyAM mAru' nasIba be DagalAM AgaLa AvIne ubhuM rahe che. lAkhA garIbe upara dayA karanAra jitazatrue paNa mane nA pADI dIdhI. je AzAthI huM khAra mAra mahinA rahyo e AzA mATImAM maLI gaI. have hu. mArA bALako tathA patnIne zu mukha batAvIza ? e bicArA zu' karatA haze ? zeTha! have mAre ahIM rahIne zuM kAma che? have jyAM kAI AzA ja nathI tyAM vRthA samaya zA mATe gumAvave!? have huM zA. pu

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46 zAradA sihita jaIza. Ape te mane rAkhIne mArA upara upakAra karyAM che. huM. ApanA upakAranA adalo vALI zakuM tema nathI. have mAre javuM che. mane mArA zastro, DhAla ane talavAra pAchA ApA, eTale hu' ahIthI jAuM. jue, mANasanu' puNya khalAsa thaI jAya che tyAre tenI kevI dazA thAya che ke pote sAcA hoya te paNa jUThA Thare che ne puNyavAna juThA hoya te paNa sAcA Thare che. ahI' paNa AvuM ja banyuM. bhImasene dhanasAra pAse zo ane DhAla pAchA mAMgyA. have dhanasAra paNa kevA pharI jaze ne zuM khanaze tenA bhAva avasare, 5 cu vyAkhyAna na. 45 bhAdaravA suda 10 ne zanivAra tA. 1-9-79 parama pathanA praNetA, meAkSa mAganA netA, AgamanA AkhyAtA, vizvamAM vikhyAtA evA kevaLajJAnI bhagavatA ApaNane paDakAra karIne jAgRta thavA mATe kahe che ke mAnavajIvana e Atmasapatti kamAI levAnA apUrva avasara che. te A kamANI karavAnA apUrva hAvA zA mATe na laI levA ? sa'sAramAM mAnavI dareka kArya karatAM vicAre che ke AmAMthI mane lAbha maLaze ne ? dA. ta. bahene kapaDA dhAvA bese tyAre kapaDAne sAbu lagADe, dheAkA mAre pachI te joze ke kapaDu' ujaLuM thayuM ke nahi ? jo kharAkhara ujaLuM na lAge te e traNa vAra sAbu lagADe. jo kapaDAnI bAbatamAM ATalo lAbha dekhA che teA AtmAnA sabaMdhamAM AvuM lakSya che ke nahi ? kapaDA para sAbu lagADayA, dheAkA mAryA chatAM jo temAM ujjavaLatA na dekhAya te te jarUra vicAra karaze Ama kema ? zuM kapaDu' teliyu' che ? ujaLu` kema nathI thatu' ? te pachI AtmA para je kanA melanA thara jAmI gayA che tene ujaLA karavA uttama mAnavabhavamAM AtmA tarapha kaI dhyAna nahi ApavAnuM ? baheneA kapaDA dhAvA mATe sAbu, pANI ane samaya bagADe chatAM jo kapaDA ujaLA na thAya te ane tame zuM kaheze| ? phuvaDa, tA pachI A suMdara jIvanamAM puNya ane purUSA kharcAtA jAya chatAM AtmAmAM jarA paNa ujajavaLatA na Ave te jJAnInI dRSTie ApaNe paNa phuvaDa jevA ja gaNAI e ne? ahI' kadAca tamane prazna thAya ke AtmAnI ujjavaLatA kaI? niHsvArtha bhAve du:khI thavAnA duHkha dUra karavA, sarva jIvA pratye yAbhAva keLavavA, jagatanA sarva jIvAne peAtAnA samAna gaNavA, viSayeA pratye virAgabhAva keLavaveA, saMsAra pratyethI niveda bhAva lAvavA, arihaMta paramAtmA pratye ane emanI AjJA upara apara pAra prema ane atUTa zraddhA rAkhavI ane chevaTe sa'sAranA sarva madhanA teADI saMyama mAge prayANu karavuM. jIvanamAM ATaluM' karavAthI AtmA para lAgelA kanA thara jarUra pAtaLA paDavAnA

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zAradA siddhi 47 ne AtmA ujajavaLa banavAnA. mATe Atmasa...pattinI kamANI karavAnA suavasarane nya na gumAvatAM tene apUva hAvA laI lo. ApaNA rAjanA adhikAramAM brahmadattakumAra ane varadhanu baMne jaNA sAgaradatta zeThane tyAM Ana MdathI rahe che. tyAM eka dAsa AvyeA. eNe varadhanune ekAMtamAM khelAvIne eka DakhkhA ApIne kahyuM' ke tame kukaDAnA pagamAM je sAya hatI te gupta rIte kADhI hatI. tenA badalAmAM Apane pacAsa hajAra rUpiyA ApavAnu` kahyu' hatuM teA te nimitte teNe hAra meAkalela che. ema kahIne hAranA DakhkhA ApIne cAlyeA gayA. varadhanu hAranA DakhkhA laIne brahmadattakumAra pAse Avye ane buddhile dAsa mAraphata je samAcAra mAkalyA hatA te kahI sabhaLAvyA, ane DabbAmAMthI hAra kADhIne teNe kumArane matAnyA. kumAre te hAranu nirIkSaNa karavA mAMDayuM. jotAM jotAM tenA eka bhAgamAM peAtAnA nAmathI ati eka lekha joyA. e joIne kumAre varadhanune kahyu... mitra! jo tAra kharo ke A hAramAM mArA nAmanA lekha lakhelo che. teA te koNe lakhyA haze ? kumAranI vAta sAMbhaLIne samAdhAna khAtara varadhanue kahyuM' ke brahmadatta nAmanI tamArA sivAya bIjI aneka vyaktie A jagatamAM hAya, temAM kANu jANe kayA brahmadattanuM nAma ahI lakhavAmAM Avyu' haze ! A pramANe kahIne varadhanu kumAranI pAsethI cAlyeA gayA. ane lekhane khAlyA te temAM A pramANe gAthA lakhelI joI. prArthyate yadyapi janeA janena saMyeogajanita yatnena / tathApi tvAmeva ramaNaM, ratnavatI manyate manasA || varadhanue sUkSma buddhithI A gAthAnA arthanA vicAra karyAM te ene a samajAyA. khIje divase tyAM eka parivrAjikA AvI ne teNe kumArane cAkhAthI vadhAvIne AzIrvAda ApyA ke huM kumAra ! tame eka lAkha varSanA AyuSya bhAgavanAra aneA. A pramANe AzIrvAda ApIne teNe varadhanune ekAMtamAM khelAvIne tenI sAthe kaIka gupta vAtacIta karIne cAlI gaI, tyAra pachI kumAre varadhanune kahyu... he mitra ! e paritrAjikAe tamane zu kahyuM? varadhanue kahyu-mitra ! sAMbhaLeA. teNe mane ema kahyu ke buddhile tamane DabbAmAM je hAra mAkalAvyo che temAM je lekha che tenI mane nakala karavA do, tyAre meM tene ema kahyu ke A lekha te brahmadattanA nAmathI akita che te tame mane pahelAM e kahe ke e brahmadatta kANu che? tyAre eNe mane kahyu ke huM tamane e vAta kahu chuM paNa tame gupta rAkhajo. koI ne paNa kaheze nahi. sAMbhaLe. A nagaranA kroDAdhipati nagarazeThane ratnavatI nAmanI ekanI eka putrI che. te buddhilanI bahena thAya che. khAlapaNathI ene mArA pratye khUba sneha che. enA pitAe ene aneka prakAranI kaLAo, zAstro vigere bhaNAvIne hAMziyAra banAvI. have te yuvAna

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468 zAradA siMha thaI che. atyAre te ene samasta strIomAM eka strIratna samAna mAnavAmAM Ave che. eka divasa e ratnAvatI khUba ciMtAtura banI gaI. ene kayAMya cena paDatuM na hatuM. enI AvI sthiti joIne meM ene pUchyuM ke beTA! sadA kamaLanI mAphaka praphullita rahetuM tAruM mukhakamaLa Aje kema karamAI gayuM che? AvA moTA zrImaMta pitAnI putrIne evuM te zuM mAnasika duHkha che? tuM tArA duHkhanuM kAraNa je mane nahi kahe te kene kahIza? tane mArA upara vizvAsa nathI ? bIjuM koNa evuM tAruM vizvAsa pAtra che ke jenA maDhe tuM duHkhanI vAta kahIza. baMdhuo ! Aje duniyAmAM mANasa te ghaNuM hoya che paNa vizvAsapAtra vyakti te keIka ja hoya che. are, jenA upara pUre vizvAsa hoya che evA jigarajAna mitro hovA chatAM kyAre e vizvAsane badale vizvAsaghAta karI bese che te kahI zakAtuM nathI. eka daSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM.. eka gAmamAM zAntilAla ane savAIlAla nAmanA be mitro rahetA hatA. baMne vaNika putra bALapaNanA geThiyA hatA. baMne vacce sArI mitratA hatI. ekabIjAne ekabIjA pratye khUba vizvAsa hato. saheja paNa avizvAsa na hatuM. baMne sukhI khUba hatA paNa saunI sthiti sadA ekasarakhI rahetI nathI. te anusAra savAIlAlanI sthiti ghasAvA lAgI. paisATake khUba ghasAI gayA, paNa samAjamAM ene me sAre hate. eka vakhata savAIlAlane ghera lagnane prasaMga Avyo. emanI sthiti ghasAI gaI hatI eTale teNe pitAnA vizvAsapAtra mitra zAMtilAlane ghera jaIne mAMgaNI karI ke he mitra! mAre ghera lagnane prasaMga che ne mArI sthiti tuM jANe che te lagnamAM paheravA mATe tAre tyAMthI dAgIne Apa te mArI AbarU jAya nahi. je Ape te tArI maherabAnI. lagna pataze eTale tarata huM pAchA ApI jaIza, tethI udAra dilanA zAMtilAle hIrAnA dAgInAne dAbaDe Ape. "dAgInA jotA bagaDelI buddhi :-dAgInAthI bharelo dAbaDo laIne savAIlAla pitAne ghera Avyo. hIrAne hAra, baMgaDI, vIMTI, buTIyA vigere hIrAnA dAgInA hatA. e badhA enI patnIe lagnamAM paheryA. sArI rIte lagnane prasaMga patI gayo eTale dAgInA te mitranA pAchA ApI devA ja joIe ne? paNa A kiMmatI dAgInA joIne savAIlAlanI dAnata bagaDI. eNe savA lAkha rUpiyAnI kiMmatane hIrAne hAra laI lIdhe ne bAkInA dAgInA dAbaDAmAM bharI jyAre zAMtilAlanI dukAne ghaNAM mANaso beThA hatA. e khUba kAmamAM hatA te samaye laIne Avyo ne kahyuM-bhAI! A tamArA dAgInAne dAbaDe saMbhALI lo. tame mane A dAgInA ApyA te badala huM tamAre meTe upakAra mAnuM chuM. Apa barAbara joI lejo. A vakhate zAMtilAla khUba kAmamAM hovAthI mitra upara vizvAsa rAkhIne dAgIne joyA vinA dAbaDo tijorImAM mUkI dIdhe. ene savAIlAla upara avizvAsa na hatuM eTale dAgIne joyA nahi. A vAtane

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zAradA siddhi 49 traNa cAra mahinA vItI gayA paNa zAMtilAle hAra mATe bUma pADI nahi eTale savAIlAle mAnyu ke have hAra ApaNane pacI gayo. e te zAMtithI beThA hatA. eka divasa zAMtilAlanA sabadhIne ghera lagnanA prasaga Avyo eTale lagnamAM paheravA mATe dAgInAnA dAmaDA khAlyo te mukhya hAra nathI, tethI emanA manamAM thayu` ke kadAca savAIlAlane ghera rahI gayo haze. enI tapAsa tA mAre karavI joI e. eTale e te savAIlAlanA ghera AvyAne hAranI vAta karI tyAre savAIlAle kahyuM ke mitra! meM tA tamane badhA ja dAgInA ApI dIdhA che. e vAtane traNa cAra mahinA vItI gayA ne have mane gaLe paDo che ? te bhAMga te nathI pIdhI ne? hAra zu' ne vAta zI ? A tA sAva nAmarma ja gayo, tyAre zAMtilAle kahyu me* tA te dAgInAnA dAbaDo Apyo te kheAlIne joyo ce nathI. tArA vizvAse tuM ApI gayo tema mUkI dIdhA. Aje jarUra paDI eTale kheAlyo tyAre hAra na maLyo. huM tane kahevA Avyo tyAre tu' te vAta ja uDADI mUke che. baMne vacce khUba khelAcAlI thaI. loke bhegA thaI gayA ne aMte A jhaghaDA rAjadarabAramAM pahoMcyo. "vizvAsumAMthI banelo vizvAsaghAtI" :-baMne jaNAM rAjA pAse hAjara thayA. rAjAe savAIlAlane pUchyuM ke tame hAra lIdhA hatA ? hA sAheba. teA tame pAchA kema nathI Apyo? tyAre savAIlAle rUAbathI kahyuM mahArAjA ! me' te enA badhA ja dAgInA hAra sahita ApI dIdhA che. enA gharamAM ja haze paNa nakAme e mArI AbarUnu' lIlAma kare che ne mane herAna kare che, tyAre zAMtilAle kahyu' sAheba ! me tA enA upara vizvAsa rAkhIne dAgInA ApyA ane vizvAsa rAkhIne Apyo tevA dAkhaDA joyA vagara tijorImAM mUkI dvIdheA. paNa Aje mArI patnIne lagnamAM paheravA mATe joItA hatA te DakhkhA kADhayo te temAM hAra na joyo. tethI tene ghera gayo te teNe vAta addhara havAmAM ja uDADI dIdhI. kharekhara eNe vizvAsaghAta karyo che. Apa mArA savA lAkhanI kiMmatanA hIrAnA hAra pAche apAveA, rAjAe savAIlAlane ghaNu samajAvyo paNa eNe te eka ja vAta karI ke meM hAra lIdhA ja nathI. pachI kayAM vAta rahI? "C satyanI parIkSA karavA divya ApatA rAjA" :-chevaTe rAjAe 'nene divya ApavAnu nakkI karyu. dvivya eTale tame samajo che ne ? agnimAM hAtha rAkhavAnA. je sAcA hoya tene agni khALI na zake, gunegAra hAya tenA hAtha khaLI jAya. A rIte banene agnimAM hAtha rAkhavAnuM yi nakkI karyuM. mATenA divasa, samaya nakkI thaI gayA. e divase rAjAnA darabAra cikkAra bharAI gayo hatA. tamAsAne kaMI teDu' hAya ? badhA jovA bhegA thayA. zAMtilAla ane savAIlAla ane AvI gayA. rAjA paNa AvI gayA. vacamAM agninI bhaThThI saLagAvavAmAM AvI. zAMtilAlane vizvAsa hato ke

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470 zAradA siMha savAIlAlanA hAtha jarUra agni bALaze ne mane mAro hAra maLI jaze. Ama vicAra karatA hatA tyAM rAjAne hukama thayo ke zAMtilAla! tame pahelA agnimAM tamAre hAtha dhare eTale tarata zAMtilAla ubhA thayA. teo pitAnI sAthe pANIne ghaDe lAvyA hatA temAMthI thoDuM pANI laIne pitAnA ISTadevanuM smaraNa karIne belyA ke he agnideva ! je mAre hAra mane savAIlAle pAcho Apyo hoya ne mArI pAse hoya te mArA hAtha bALaje. Ama kahIne agnimAM potAne hAtha nAMkhyo, paNa hAtha banyA nahi. ene jANe ThaMDA pANImAM hAtha baLIne beThA hoya tema lAgyuM, eTale rAjA ane sabhA khuza thayA. rAjAe temane hAtha kADhI levA mATe kahyuM. zAMtilAle hAtha bahAra kADhayA eTale lokee emane jayajayakAra belAvyo ne zeThane paNa AnaMda thayo. satyane jaya":- have rAjAe savAIlAlane agnimAM hAtha nAMkhavAne hukama karyo. saune ema hatuM ke nakkI savAIlAlanA hAtha baLI jaze. savAIlAla paNa pANIne ghaDo bharIne lAvyuM hatuM. eNe thoDuM pANI hAthamAM laIne pitAne ghaDe zAMtilAlane pakaDavA ApIne pote agni pAse gayo ne belyo ke he agnideva! je meM zAMtilAlane hirAne hAra hAthohAtha na Ape che te mArA hAtha bALaje. ema kahIne savAIlAle agnimAM hAtha nAMkhyA paNa bilakula banyA nahi. pAMca sAta miniTa bAda rAjAe hAtha kADhI levA kahyuM eTale AnaMdabhera pAcho pharyo. AthI zAMtilAlanuM mukha karamAI gayuM. rAjA ane sabhAjane badhAne paNa Azcarya thayuM ke A zuM? zuM A baMne jaNA nirdoSa che? te pachI hAra gaye kayAM? Ama sau vicAramAM hatA tyAM savAIlAla pote nirdoSa Tharyo ne hAra potAne maLI gaye e AnaMdanA atirekamAM jhaDapabhera zAMtilAlanA hAthamAMthI ghaDe lIdhe paNa utAvaLathI levA jatAM enA hAthamAMthI chaTakI gayo ne nIce paDI gaye. mATIne ghaDo phUTatA zI vAra? hIrAne hAra paNa nIce paDaze. A joIne rAjA ane sabhAjane badhA hAra joIne savAIlAlanI karAmata samajI gayA. tame badhA paNa samajI gayAne ? A vAtamAM te mAre tamane vadhu samajAvavuM paDe tema nathI. pANInA ghaDAmAM hIrAne hAra zAMtilAlanA hAthamAM ApIne kapaTathI savAIlAla divyamAM jItye paNa aMte pApane ghaDe phUTa. rAjA savAIlAla upara khUba krodhAyamAna thayA, ane tene khUba mAra marAvyuM ne AkarI sajA karI ane zAMtilAlane hAra emane ApI dIdhe, tethI e prasanna thaye. aMte satyane ya tha ne pApane parAjaya thayuM. "pApa chapA nA rahe, rahe te moTA bhAga, dAbI dUbI navi rahe, rUI lapeTI Aga." duniyAmAM pApane chUpAvavA mANasa lAkha prayatna kare paNa pApa kaMI chUpuM rahI zakatuM nathI. juo, savAIlAle pApa karyuM te chAnuM rahyuM? enA pApane ghaDe bharAI gaye te phUTI gayo. tyArathI A kahevata paDI che ke "pApane ghaDo phUTayA vinA na rahe." AvuM samajIne tame paNa vizvAsaghAta, asatya, cerI vigere pApakarmo karatAM pAchA haThaje.

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cArA siddhi 471 ApaNe brahmadattakumAranI vAta cAlatI hatI temAM pelI paritrAjikA ratnavatIne pUche che ke beTA ! tArA manamAM je hoya te tuM mArA para vizvAsa rAkhIne mane kahe. mArAthI khanaze tyAM sudhI huM tAruM duHkha dUra karavA mATe prayatna karIza. tA paNa ratnavatI zaramathI nIcu' joIne besI rahI. mane kaI javAma na ApyA tyAre tenI pAse beThelI tenI priya sakhI priya'zulikAe kahyu` mAtA ! e lajjAne kAraNe tamane kaI kahetI nathI paNu hu' tamane kahu sAMbhaLeA. e thADA divasa pahelAM udyAnamAM pharavA gaI hatI tyAre tyAM enA bhAI buddhila ane sAgaradattanA kukaDA vacce thatu. yuddha te jotI hatI. tyAM teNe eka tejasvI su Mdara yuvAnane joyA. ene jotAM ja teNe tenI sAthe lagna karavAnA niOya karyAM che. ratnavatInI vAta sAMbhaLIne meM ene kahyuM putrI! tuM dhIraja rAkha. sau sArA vAnAM thaze. tArA maneratha pUrNa thAya te mATe mArAthI banatA prayatnA hu' karI chUTIza. huM e brahmadattakumArane jANu chu, mArA AvA zabdo sAMbhaLIne tene zAMti vaLI che, ane tene mArI vAta upara vizvAsa bese te mATe A nimitto buddhilabhAInA khahAnA heThaLa A hAra brahmadattanA nAmathI aMkita karIne ene DabbAmAM mUkIne koI mANasa sAthe mekalAvA. A mATe meM gaI kAle hAra Apane meAkalAvyo che. A pramANe kahIne a`tamAM eNe e paNa kahyu ke je gAthA hAranI sAthe meAkalAvI che tenA pratyuttara paNa tamAre ApavA joIe, tethI me' paNa enA pratyuttaranA samAcAra rUpe nIcenI gAthA lakhelI che ke ucitatvAdvaradhanunA, suhyadokto bahmanAmapi / strIratnaM ratnavatI, micchati goviMda iva kamalAm // mitra varadhanu dvArA ucita rUpamAM kahevAmAM AvyuM ke jevI rIte lakSmI viSNune cAhe che tevI rIte brahmavrutta ratnavatI jevI srIratnane cAhe che. A pramANe varadhanue kahelo vRttAMta sAMbhaLIne brahmadattakumAra ratnavatImAM anurakta banyA. A banAva banyA pachI varadhanu nagaranI bahAra pharavA gayA, tyAre tene samAcAra maLyA ke dvI rAjAnA guptacaro ApaNane zodhavA mATe ahI AvyA che ne ahInA rAjAneA temAM sAtha che. varadhanue brahmadattakumArane kahyu mitra! have ApaNA mATe ahI' rahevu' te hitakAraka nathI, mATe ApaNe ane jaldI ahIMthI cAlyA jaI e. ema vicArI sAgaradattane vAta karI. sAgaradatte temane bheAMyarAmAM sa'tADI dIdhA paNu aMne jaNAe kahyu. ahI rahevAmAM amAru* jokhama che mATe javA do. sAgaradattane A vAta ThIka lAgI eTale rAtrInA samaye te baMnene nagaranI bahAra ghaNe dUra sudhI paheAMcADI pAche +, ve tee ane kayAM jaze te avasare. caritra : :- rAjA ane jamAI anenI savArI gaI paNa bhImasenanu' duHkha TaLyu. nahi tethI bhImasene dhanasAra zeThane kahyu', dayALu zeTha ! tame mArI talavAra ane DhAla

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472 zAradA sivi ** pAchA ApA eTale huM ahIthI jAuM. jIe mANasanuM puNya khalAsa thaI jAya che tyAre tenI kevI dazA thAya che ke pote sAcA hAya te paNa jUThA Thare che ane puNyavAna jUThA hAya te paNa sAcA che. ahI' paNa AvuM ja banyuM. bhImasene dhanasAra pAse peAtAnA zastro mAMgyA tyAre dhanasAre zu kahyu " bAraha mahinA reTI khAI, lajajA hIna gamAra." tane duHkhI jANIne meM tane khAra bAra mahinA mAre ghera rAkhyA, phATalA khavaDAvyA ne pAcho mArA gaLe paDe che? tane koI lAja zarama che ke nahi ? " bhImasenanA DhAla ane talavAra paDAvI lete dhanasAra' :-dhanasAre gusso karIne kahyuM ke DhAla ane talavAra zI ne vAta zI? teM mane kayAM zasro ApyA che ke te mArI pAse mAMge che ? tyAre bhImasene namratAthI kahyu zeTha ! tame tA mane nirAdhArane Azraya ApIne mArA upara ghaNA upakAra karyAM che. tamArA RNamAMthI huM... mukta thaI zaku tema nathI, paNa huM AvyA tyAre mArA zastro tamane sAcavIne mUkI devA ApyA che. kadAca Apane e vAta vistRta thaI gaI hoya teA tapAsa karo,. dhanasAre pATalI pheravI tenuM kAraNa e che ke bAra mahinA dukAnamAM bhImasene khUba kAma karyuM hatuM eTale badalAmAM kaMIka pagAra tA ApavA paDe ne ? paNa jo atyAre enI lAcArInA lAbha uThAvIne ene jUTho pADI dau' tA ene pagAra ApavA maTI jAya ne mAre dhana khacI jAya. AvA garIba mANasane joIne dayA AvavI joIe, tenA badale dhanasAra niya banI gayeA. kevA kanA khela che! dhanasAre AMkha pheravIne kahyu ke * eka tA duHkhI jANIne meM tArA para dayA karIne tane mAre ghera rAkhyA. eka bAju tuM mArA upakAra mAne che ne bIjI bAju mArA para ALa mUke che? kharekhara, tuM koi Thaga mANasa lAge che. jo tuM sArA hota teA tane ari'jaya rAjA ke jitazatru madada na karata! tArA lakSaNe ja tane madada nathI karI. basa, have tuM cAlyA jA. ema khUba elAcAlI thaI eTale dukAne mANaso bhegA thayA. bhImasena bicArA ghaNuM sAcu' kahe che paNa enI vAta kANu sAMbhaLe ? sau dhanavAnanI vAta sAMbhaLe che. sauedhanasArane pakSa lIdhe ane bhImasenane dhUtkAravA lAgyA, tyAre bhImasene gaLagaLA thaI ne kahyu ke arere....zeTha! hu* jIvatA marelA jevA thaI gayA chuM. mAre have e zastranA ja AdhAra che. Apa mane maratAne na mAro. tyAM te dhanasAre ene dhakko mArIne kADhI mUkayeA. eka tA rAjA tathA jamAI e kaMI madada na karI. bIjI tarapha peAtAnA zastro paNa dhanasAre na ApyA, eTale bhImasena vadhAre duHkhI thaI ne peAtAnI patnI tathA putrAnI ciMtA karatA ghara tarapha pAcho cAlyeA. arere....huM gherathI nIkaLye tyAre zera khAjarI paNa mUkIne nIkaLyA nathI. mArA vahAlA devasena ane ketusenane bhUkhyA tarasyA sUvADI, suzIlAne raDatI mUkIne eka mahinAmAM pA AvIza ema kahIne nIkaLyA hatA. tene badale pUrA khAra mahinA thaI gayA. emanuM zuM thayu' haze ? suzIlA bicArI zu kAma karatI haze ?

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273 zAradA sita A kaDakaDatI ThaMDInA divasomAM emanI pAse paheravA mATe jADA ke pAtaLA kapaDA paNa haze ke nahi? bhayaMkara duHkhamAM e loke divase gujAratA haze ne huM te hato te ne te pAcho jAuM chuM. kima kuba mukha dikhalAu, kaisI vakta kilaSTa, pUchaMge kayA lAyA, meM kara AyA sarva aniSTa." huM tyAM jaIza eTale suzIlA, devasena ane ketusena badhA mane vIMTaLAI vaLaze ne pUchaze ke tame bAra bAra mahinAthI amane mUkIne gayA hatA te zuM lAvyA? huM emane zuM kahIza? huM emane zuM moDhuM batAvIza? kAraNa ke huM kaMI lAvyA te nathI paNa talavAra ane DhAla je mAruM kSatriyanuM cihyuM che te paNa mUkIne Avyo chuM. arere.. bhagavAna ! amAruM zuM thaze? ema ciMtA karate bhUkha tarasathI pIDAyelo ne ghaNuM divasanI sapharathI thAkelo bhImasena rAtrInA samaye pote jyAM rahetA hatA tyAM kSitipratiSThA nagaranA pAdaramAM pahoMce. rAta paDI gaI che paNa pitAnI patnI tathA bALakone maLavA mATe adhIre banelo potAnI jhUMpaDIe AvyuM, te jhUMpaDI baMdha hatI, eTale enA manamAM thayuM ke huM A kANAmAMthI je ke badhA zuM kare che? * bALakane karUNa kalpAMta" - ghAsanI jhUMpaDImAM chidro dvArA bhImasene aMdara dRSTi karIne joyuM te bhalabhalA kaThora hRdayanA mAnavInuM kALajuM kaMpI uThe tevuM e dazya hatuM. jhUMpaDImAM phATelA tUTelA eka kaMtAna upara be bAluDA hatA. suzIlA bAjumAM jamIna para sUtI hatI. emanA traNenA zarIra te hADapiMjara jevA thaI gayA hatA. baMne bALake ughADA zarIre TUMTiyuM vALIne sUtA hatA. ziyALAnI kaDakaDatI ThaMDI ane pavana phUMkAI rahyo hato, tethI traNenA zarIra ThaMDIthI tharathara dhrujatA hatA. tyAM ketusena jhabakIne jAgyo ne be bAbA...mane bahu bhUkha lAgI che ne khUba ThaMDI lAgI che. te mane tuM kaMIka khAvAnuM Apa ane kaMIka oDhADane. tyAM te devasena paNa beTho thaI gaye ne e paNa raDavA lAgyA, tyAre suzIlAe potAnA vahAlasoyA bAluDAone pitAne phATalo sADalo oDhADaze. tyAM baMne kahe che bA....khAvuM che. beTA ! haju rAta bAkI che. rAtre na khavAya. sUI jAo mArA lAla. huM tamane savAre khAvAnuM ApIza, tyAre devasena ane ketusena kahe che bA! tuM te roja amane samajAve che. ame babbe divasanA bhUkhyA chIe. suzIlA pite pitAnI sADI bALakone oDhADIne TUMTiyuM vALIne beThI che. bALako raDe che. A dazya joIne bhImasenanuM haiyuM cIrAI gayuM. arere....mArI patnI ane bALakonI A dazA! have suzIlA bALakone zuM kaheze tene bhAva avasare.

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vyAkhyAna na. 46 bhAdaravA suda 11 ne ravivAra tA. 2- 79 anaMtajJAnI, anaMta darzanI, vAtsalya vAridhi, premanA pAnidhi, evA tIrthakara bhagavatee jagatanA jIvane udhana karatA kahyuM ke he AtmAo! "davudA saMto mAthura" tame bodhane prApta kare. manuSyabhava pharIthI prApta tha mahAdurlabha che, ane temAM jainazAsana ane dharmanI prApti thavI e te ati durlabha che. badhI anukULatAvALe kiMmatI mAnavabhava ApaNane maLI gaye. A senerI takane kevI rIte vadhAvI levI e ApaNe vicAravAnuM che. paugalika sukhanA pipAsu AtmA saMsAranA raMgarAgamAM ne jaDa pudgalo meLavavAnI mathAmaNamAM pitAnI taka gumAvI de che. Aje mAnavI vahepAra khuvAra thatA dekhe che tyAre tene hAya lAge che. are ekaso vIsanA mAtra vIsa. keTalA bhAva paDI gayA! jIvane e khuvArI dekhAya che paNa mAnavajIvananA mahA kiMmatI samayanI khuvArI thaI rahI che te nathI dekhAtuM. pahelA pAMca hajAramAM ghara maLatuM hatuM tyAre vicAra karavA rahyA ne lIdhuM nahi ane Aje pAMcanA paccIsa hajAra thaI gayA. kharekhara meM e taka gumAvI dIdhI ema thAya che paNa asaMkhya ja varSanA devalokanA sukha pachI UMcuM ne suMdara mAnavajIvana temAM AtmakalyANa karavAnI vartamAna jIvananI sonerI taka pApakAryamAM khuvAra karI nAMkhI tenI hAya thAya che? je jIva saMsAra sukha meLavavAmAM pitAnI takane na gumAve te potAnA jIvanane ghaNe sadupayega karI zake. A eka bhava dvArA anaMta saMsArane ucheda karI zakAya. anaMtakALathI bhavenuM laMghara cAlI AvyuM che. bhava para bhava, bhava para bhava. A eka jIvanamAM e sAmarthya che ke anaMta karmonA bhAra nIce utArI zakAya, ane bhavenA laMgharane teDI zakAya. A jIvane jagatanI aMdara eka halakA nATakiyAnI jema navA navA veza karI moharAjAnA hakama mujaba nAca karavA paDe che. A badhI sthiti anaMtakALathI cAlI AvI che chatAM haju ochI thatI nathI. karmanI parAdhInatAmAM jakaDAyelA AtmAe Aja sudhI anaMta prakAranA veza bhajavyA. have e badhAne sarAsara aMta lAvavo hoya te mAnavajIvana e amUlya taka che. vartamAna samaye asaMkhya cha sAta narakamAM mahAna bhayaMkara duHkha bhogavI rahyA che te ja samaye anaMtAnaMta siddha paramAtmAo anaMta sukhamAM mahAle che, kAraNa ke emane karmanI parAdhInatA ke gulAmI nathI jyAre narakanA jIne karmanI gulAmI che, tethI e bicArAne paramAdhAmI AgaLa kara, hAsya, majAkanA pAtra tarIke nATaka bhajavavA paDe. A badhI kharAba dazA anaMtakALathI cAlI AvelI che. jene aMta A jIvananA senerI samayanA sadupayegathI karI zakAya. pApakarma khapAvavAne A amUlya samaya che, mATe A samaye

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zAradA siddhi 475 pApa DAkune bahAra kADhavAne badale navA pApa DAku aMdara pesI na jAya te dhyAna rAkhavAnI jarUra che. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA teramA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. sAgaradatta zeTha baMne mitrone nagara bahAra thoDe dUra sudhI mUkavA gayA. pachI baMne mitro AgaLa cAlyA te thoDe dUra jatAM temaNe eka yakSanuM maMdira joyuM. e maMdiranA AgaLanA bhAgamAM eka sauMdaryavatI kanyA beThI hatI. yakSanA maMdira sAme vRkSa nIce astra zastrathI yukta eka ratha paNa taiyAra hatA. A kanyAe A baMne mitrene AvatA joyA eTale ubhI thaIne khUba Adara karIne namratApUrvaka kahevA lAgI ke Apane ahIM AvatA ghaNI vAra lAgI. huM te kayAranI ApanI rAha jotI ahIM AvIne beThI chuM. kumArInA AvA madhura vacana sAMbhaLIne kumArane khUba Azcarya thayuM ke jyAM vAraMvAra nAsabhAga karavI paDe che tyAM vaLI mArI rAha jonAra koNa suMdarI haze ? eTale AzcaryathI pUchayuM ke ame koNa chIe e tame jANe cho ? tyAre kanyAe kahyuM-'hA'. huM jANuM chuM. Apa brahmadattakumAra che ane bIjA ApanA mitra varadhanukumAra che, tyAre kumAre pharIthI pUchayuM ke tamane amAro paricaya kevI rIte maLe ? kanyAe kahyuM ke sAMbhaLo. A nagaramAM dhanapravara nAme eka mahAna zrImaMta zeTha vase che. temanI patnInuM nAma dhanasaMcayA che. temane ATha putro che, ane ekanI eka vahAlasoyI huM dIkarI chuM. huM ATha ATha bhAInI lADIlI bahena chuM. mAruM nAma ratnAvatI che. mane mArA mAtA pitAe khUba bhaNAvI gaNAvIne hoMziyAra banAvI. huM bAla paNa vaTAvIne yauvana avasthAmAM pahoMcI tyAre mArA mAtA pitAe mArA mATe yogya varanI zodha karI paNa temane sateSa thAya te kare nahi maLavAthI temane khUba ciMtA thaI, tyAre meM kahyuM ke tame mArI ciMtA na karaze. huM jIvanabhara kuMvArI rahIne brahmacaryavratanuM pAlana karIza. mArI mAtAe mArI A vAtane svIkAra na karyo ne kahyuM tuM tArI IcchA pramANe kaI zrImaMta zreSThI putrane pasaMda karI le jethI tArA pitAjInI ciMtA ochI thAya. meM A vAtane svIkAra na karyo tyAre mane kahyuM ke beTA! sArAvAranI prApti mATe yakSanI ArAdhanA kara te tArI IcchA pUrI thaze. A rIte mAtAnA kahevAthI meM pakSanI ArAdhanA karavA mAMDI. sAthe ugra tapa vrata ane niyamanuM AcaraNa karyuM, tethI yakSa mArA upara prasanna thayo ne mane AzIrvAda ApIne kahyuM ke beTA ! bhaviSyamAM cakravati bananAra brahmadattakumAra tAre pati thaze ne teo temanA mitra varadhanukumAranI sAthe ahI Avaze. e vAta tuM lakSyamAM rAkhaje. A pramANe vAta karIne ratnAvatIe kahyuM ke yakSanA kahevAthI meM Apane mATe hAra mokalAvyo, vigere zuM zuM karyuM e vAta ApanA dhyAnamAM che. ratnAvatInI vAta sAMbhaLIne brahmadattakumArane khUba AnaMda thaye ne mAnyuM ke A kanyAne mArA pratye sAro prema che. ema mAnIne kumAra tenA pratye AkarSAyo, ane

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476 zAradA siddhi madhura vacanothI tene AzvAsana ApyuM, tyArabAda ratnavatIe kahyu` ke A ratha Apane mATe ja taiyAra karAvIne lAvI chu' eTale kumAra, ratnavatI ane varadhanu traNe jaNA rathamAM besI gayAM, pachI brahmo ratnavatIne pUchyu ke he bhadra! tame ja kahe ke have ApaNe aDI thI kayAM javuM ? tyAre ratnavatIe kahyu` ke mArI vAta sAMbhaLe, magadhadezamAM zivapurI nAme nagarI che. tyAM mArA kAkA rahe che. temanuM nAma dhanasAvAya che. temane khabara paDaze ke ratnavatI, brahmadattakumAra, ane emanA mitra badhA ahI Ave che te e jANIne emane khUba Anada thaze mATe ApaNe tyAM jaie, pachI jevI ApanI icchA. ratnavatInI vAta sAMbhaLIne brahmadattakumAre magadeza tarapha javAnuM nakkI karyuM. have rastAmAM temane kevA kaSTa Avaze ne zuM banaze te vAta avasare vicArIzuM. Aje amArI jIvananaiyAnA tAraNahAra, amArA mahAna UpakArI amArA jIvana uddhAraka pUjya gacchAdhipati, zAsana zaratAja, vyAkhyAna vAcaspati, paDitaratna sva. mA. bra. pU. gurUdeva zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanI 31 mI puNyatithinA pavitra divasa che, e upakArI gurudevanA jeTalA guNa gAi e teTalA ochA che. pU. gurUdevanI puNyatithinA pavitra divase emanA jIvanamAM rahelA pavitra guNAnu` smaraNa karIne ApaNe ApaNAM jIvanane dhanya banAvIe ane upakArI gurUdevanA upakAranA RNamAMthI yakicita paNa mukta manIe. gauravava'tI gujarAtanA eka khUNAmAM pavitra sAbaramatI nadInA kinAre Avelu galiyANA nAme eka gAma che. e gAmanI pAvanakArI bhUmi e kSatriyAnI janmabhUmi che. jayAM AtmAnuM kSAtrateja pragaTa karanAra ApaNA pUjya gurUdevanA janma thayA hatA. galiyANA gAmamAM jetAbhAI nAme eka kSatriya garAzIyA vasatA hatA. temanA dharma patnInu nAma jayAkuMvarabahena hatuM. jayAkuMvarabahene saMvata 1942 nA kArataka suda agiyArazanA pavitra divase eka putraratnane janma ApyA. emanuM nAma ravAbhAI pADavAmAM AvyuM. Aje duniyAmAM nAma te ghaNAM suMdara pADavAmAM Ave che paNa nAma pramANe guNu hAtA nathI. jyAre ravAbhAImAM tA nAma tevA guNa hatA. dahI'ne valovavA mATe ravaiyo rAkhavAmAM Ave che tema A ravAbhAI paNa jIvanamAMthI asAra cIjone cheDIne sArarUpa tattva mAkhaNane meLavanArA hatA. ritra eTale sUrya jema adhakArano nAza kare tema A ravAma I rUpI rine ajJAnarUpa aMdhakAranA nAza karIne jJAnarUpa sUryanA karA dvArA jIvanamAM prakAza pAtharanArA hatA. bAlapaNathI ja ravAbhAInu jIvana ucca saMskArothI bharelu hatu. kahevata che ne ke " putranA lakSaNa pAraNAmAM ne vahunA lakSaNa bAraNAmAM." e rIte ravAbhAI nAnA hatA tyArathI emanA mukha upara jaNAI AvatuM hatuM ke A nAnakaDA ravAmAMthI bhaviSyamAM amUlya tejasvI ratna khanaze. tee be bhAI ane eka bahena hatA. mAtA pitA traNe saMtAnane bAlyAvasthAmAM mUkIne svarganA paMthe sIdhAvyA hatA, eTale A traNe bALako emanA kAkAne ghera ucharavA lAgyA. ''

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zAradA siddhi " ravAbhAInI kuzaLatA " :- tee jJAtinA kSatriya hatA eTale emanI jamInajAgIra ghaNI hatI. emanA mukhya dhaMdho khetInA hatA. ravAbhAI 13 varSanA thatAM khetInA kArTImAM hAMziyAra banyA. eka vakhata kAI prasaMge ravAbhAI ne galiyANAnI najIkamAM AvelA vaTAmaNa nAmanA gAmamAM javAnuM banyuM. emanA saMbaMdhInuM ghara jaina upAzrayanI khAjumAM hatu. A ravAbhAI sabadhIne ghera rAta rokAyA hatA. sAMjanA jamI paravArIne cAkamAM khATalAmAM tee beThA hatA. A samaye vaTAmaNamAM khabhAta sapradAyanA pUjya meghIbAI mahAsatIjI birAjatA hatA. e sAdhvIjI e jamAnAmAM paNa sa`skRta-prAkRta vigerenu' ajoDa jJAna dharAvatA hatA. prakhara vidvAna sAghvIjI hatA. emane kaTha khUba madhura hatA. teoe pratikramaNa karIne AdhyAtmika rasathI bharapUra eka stavana madhura kaMThe gAyuM. wql " satIjInuM stavana suNI, aMtaramAM varAgyanI vINA vAgI, " ceAkamAM beThelA ravAbhAIe satIjInA pavitra mukhe gavAtA stavananA sUra sAMbhaLyA ne ravAbhAInA kAna camakayA. ahe, A zuM ? AvuM suMdara bhajana kANu gAI rahyu che ? potAnA sabaMdhIne pUchyuM-kAkA ! AvuM masta bhajana kANu gAI rahyuM che? tyAre kAkAe kahyu' bhAI ravA! e te A ApaNI bAjunA upAzrayamAM jaina satIjI gAI. rahyA che. ravAbhAI kahe che kAkA! cAlone ApaNe upAzrayamAM sAMbhaLavA mATe jaI e, kAkAe kahyu bhAI! A sAdhvIjI pAse sUryAsta thayA pachI purUSe na javAya. ApaNe savAre jaIzuM, ravAbhAIne te laganI lAgI ke kayAre savAra paDe ne hu bhajana sAMbhaLavA jAu'. laganI lAge teA aganI jAge. tera varSanA ravAbhAInA a'taramAM stavana sAMbhaLavAnI laganI lAgI, eTale uMgha paNa na AvI. savAra paDatA ravAbhAI peAtAnA saMkha'dhIne laIne upAzraye gayA. satIjIne vaMdana namaskAra karIne beThA ne kahyu' satIjI ! Ape rAtre je bhajana gAyuM hatuM te mane sAMbhaLAveA. mahAsatIjIe bhajana saMbhaLAvyu. eka sAMbhaLyu eTale kahe che have bIjI' saMbhaLAveA. emanI jijJAsA joI ne satIjIe bIjI stavana sabhaLAvyuM. stavana sAMbhaLIne emanuM hRdaya harSoMthI nAcI uThayu.. ahA ! zu' sudara bhajanamAM bhAva bharyAM che! AvuM bhajana te me' kadI sAMbhaLyu nathI. " ravAbhAIne jotAM satIne AvelA vicAra " - satIjIe jANyuM ke A koI haLukamI jIva che. enu' lalATa jotAM lAge che ke A koI mahAna purUSa banaze, eTale satIjIe tene sAdI ane saraLa bhASAmAM dharma-adharma ane puNya pApanuM svarUpa samajAvyu. A sAMbhaLIne tera varSoMnA ravAbhAI e kahyu ke satIjI ! tamArA samajAvavA pramANe te sauMsAramAM badhA kArcImAM pApa, pApa ne pApa ja che, te jyAM pApa na heAya evuM teA kaIka batAve. satIjIe kahyuM bhAI! amArA jaina dharmanA niyama pramANe te asAvadhAnIpUrvaka cAlavAmAM, ubhA rahevAmAM, besavAmAM, sUvAmAM, khAvAmAM ne elavAmAM badhe pApa che, pazu

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478 zAradA siddhi jayaM care jayaM ciDe, jayaM mAse jaya sae / nayaM mutrantA mAmaMtA, vAvamaM navadha / / dA. sU. a. 4 gAthA 8 sAdhu-sAvI ke zrAvaka zrAvikA game te hoya paNa jo te yatnApUrvaka cAle, ubhA rahe, bese, sUve, khAya ane bele te ene pApakarmanuM baMdhana thatu' nathI, mATe A badhA kAryo AtmakalyANanA Icchuka dareka AtmAoe koI paNa jIvanI hiM`sA na thAya tenI sAvadhAnIpUrvaka karavA joIe, te ene pApa na lAge. bAkI te dareka kAryomAM pApa raheluM che. satIjInA AvA sacoTa upadeza sAMbhaLIne ravAbhAInA a'taramAM vairAgyanI bhAvanA jAgRta thaI. manamAM eka vAta ThasI gaI ke AtmakalyANa karavu hoya te AvI dIkSA levI joIe, paNa emanA pitAjIne mULa dhama svAmInArAyaNanA hatA. tee bIje divase te pAchA galiyANA peAtAne ghera AvI gayA paNa emane kayAMya cena paDatuM nathI. emanA hRdayarUpI sItAramAM satIjInA stavana ane upadezanA sUrA gjI rahyA hatA. 66 kapAsa vINatA jAgelI vairAgyanI yAta" :- A samaye khetaramAM rUnA kAlA vINavAnI sIjhana hatI, tethI ravAbhAI dhaNuAM, mANasAne sAthe laIne khetaramAM rUnA kAlA vINAvA mATe gayA. peAte rUnA kAlA vINatA hatA ne bIjA pAse vINAvatA hatA. kapAsanA choDa upara hasatA ne khIlelA rUnA kAlA vINatAM vINatAM ravAbhAInA manamAM vicAra AvyA ke ahA! pelA satIjI teA ema kahetA hatA ke eka lIluM pAMdaDu tADavAmAM paNa pApa che, to huM ATalA badhA kAlAne enA cheDa uparathI teDIne judA karuM chuM teA mane keTaluM badhuM pApa lAgaze! have A kAlA mArAthI vINAze nahi. ema vicAra karI rUnA kAlA vINavAnu` kAma paDatuM mUkIne pote ghera AvyA ne emanA kAkA kAkIne kahyuM huM mArA kAkA! A saMsAramAM te pagale ne pagale jayAM jue tyAM pApa, pApa ne pApa che. mArAthI have A pApathI bharelA saMsAramAM nahi rahevAya, mATe mAre tA jainanA sAdhu banIne AtmakalyANa karavu' che. Apa mane sAdhu banavAnI rajA Ape. "sayama sthAnanI parIkSA.":-kAkA kAkIe temane khUba samajAvyA paNa e tA emanA vicAramAM dRDha rahyA, tyAre kAkA kAkIe jANyu ke have A chokarA saMsAramAM nahI' rahe, eTale kAkAe kahyuM beTA! tAre AtmakalyANa karavu che te bhale khuzIthI kara. amArI nA nathI paNa ApaNeA dharmasvAmInArAyaNanA che mATe tuM svAmInArAyaNa pathanI dIkSA le, tethI ravAbhAI svAmInArAyaNanI gAdInuM gAma gaDhaDA zaheramAM AvyA. tyAM svAmInArAyaNanA maMdiramAM jaIne tyAMnA mukhya mahaMtane maLyA. mahaMtane vinayapUrvaka va Mdana karIne ravAbhAIe peAtAnA mananI IcchA mahaMta pAse vyakta karI. mahate kahyu bhAI tu' kayAMthI AvyA che? tAru' nAma zuM che? tyAre ravAbhAI e (

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thAradA siddhi Pe peAtAnA paricaya ApyA. emanu' tejasvI lalATa joIne mahu'ta samajI gayA ke A karI mahAtejasvI banaze ane cegya AtmA che eTale kahyu bhAI! tArA hissAnI jeTalI milkata hAya te tuM ahIM laI Ava ne gAdIne apaNu karI de, pachI tane amArA pathanA sAdhu banAvIe. A zabdo sAMbhaLIne tera varSanA nAnakaDA ravAbhAInA manamAM vicAra AvyuM ke ahA ! A zuM? AtmakalyANa karavAmAM lakSmInI zI jarUra ? jyAM tyAganuM sthAna hoya tyAM parigrahanI zI jarUra ? parigraha ane sayama e be alaga mAga che. jyAM lakSmI levAnI lAlaca hAya, parigrahanA pATalA bhegA karavAnI vAtA thatI hAya ane yAM Arabha samArabha hAya tyAM sayama zI rIte hoI zake ? AtmakalyANa kevI rIte thAya ? pelA satIjI teA ema kahetA hatA ke parigraha e pApa che. amArAthI paisA rakhAya nahi, gADI meTara vigere koI paNa vAhanamAM besAya nahi, kAcu' pANI, agni vigerene aDAya nahi. pa"khA vigerethI pavana khavAya nahi. jhADanu eka pAMdaDu paNa tADAya nahi ane parigraha rakhAya naddhi. A badhAmAM ghaNu' pApa che. ahIM te A badhA pAponuM sevana chUTathI thAya che te ahI mArA AtmAnuM kalyANa kevI rIte thaI zake? mArAthI evA pApa nahi thAya. tera varSanA bAluDAnI kevI ucca bhAvanA! AvI nAnI uMmaramAM pAte jaina nahAvA chatAM eka ja divasanA theADIvAranA satIjInA paricayamAM kevuM tattvajJAna tAravatA AvaDyuM...! tame badhA keTalA varSothI upadeza sAMbhaLe che chatAM tamane AvA bhAva thAya che ke sa'sAra e pApanA akhADo che, svAtuM samarAMgaNa che ne upAdhinA ukaraDA che tA AtmAnuM kalyANa karavA dIkSA laIe. ravAbhAI tA gaDhaDAthI pAchA pharyAM ne peAtAnA kAkA pAse AvIne kahyuM kAkA! tyAM te AtmakalyANane badale parigraha bhegA karavAnI vAtA thAya che. jaina sAdhvIjIe mane je tyAganI vAte samajAvI hatI tevuM tyAM kaMI ja nathI mATe tyAM AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya tevu' mane lAgatuM nathI, mATe Apa mane AjJA Ape te huM jaina sAdhvIjI pAse jAuM.... kAkA-kAkIe emane khUba samajAvyA paNa ravAbhAI samajyA nahi eTale kAkA-kAkIne rajA ApavI paDI. "dRDha thorAgI ravAbhAI" :- ravAbhAI kAkA kAkInI rajA laI ne vaTAmaNu satIjInI pAse AvyA. A bAluDAne khakhara nathI ke A sAdhvIjI che mATe mArAthI emanI pAse na rahevAya. emaNe te satIjInA caraNamAM mastaka namAvIne kahyuM. mahAsatIjI ! mane ApanA ziSya banAveA. pU. madgAsatIjIe kahyuM bhAI! ame te sAdhvIjI chIe eTale tamAre amArI pAse rahI zakAya nahi, mATe jo tamArI icchA hAya te| amArA gurUdeva pU. zrI chaganalAlajI mahAja sAheba khabhAtamAM birAje che tyAM tamane mAluM. ravAbhAIe hA pADI eTale mahAsatIjIe temane khabhAta

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480 zAradA siddhi gurUdeva pAse abhyAsa karavA mATe mokalyA. pU. gurUdeva zrI chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba eka prabhAvazALI, pavitra ane vicakSaNa saMta hatA. teo paNa jAtinA kSatriya hatA. ravAbhAInuM lalATa joIne temaNe bhAkhI lIdhuM ke A kaI cItharIe bAMdheluM amUlya ratna che. ravAbhAIe gurUnA caraNamAM zira jhUkAvIne kahyuM, gurUdeva ! mane Apane ziSya banAve. mAre jaldI AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM che. gurUdeve kahyuM, bhAI! amArAthI tarata dIkSA na apAya. hamaNAM tuM abhyAsa kara, pachI vAta. A te svAmInArAyaNa dharmanA hatA eTale emane sAmAyika AvaDatI na hatI. sAmAyika zuM kahevAya e paNa khabara na hatI, eTale pU. gurUdeve ravAbhAIne sAmAyika zuM cIja che? pratikramaNa zuM cIja che? enuM svarUpa zuM? ane zA mATe sAmAyika pratikramaNa karavA joIe te badhI vAta samajAvI. devAnupriye! jene aMtaranI laganI lAge che tene koI kArya kaThina lAgatuM nathI. be divasamAM sAmAyika ane ATha divasamAM pratikramaNa artha sahita zIkhI gayA. sAmAyika, pratikramaNa zIkhyA pachI kahe che gurUdeva ! have mane dIkSA Ape, tyAre gurUdeve kahyuM bhAI! haju tuM abhyAsa kara. eka varSamAM te ravAbhAIe zAstrone ghaNo abhyAsa karI lIdhe. dIkSA mATe talasatA ravAbhAIe namratApUrvaka gurUdevanA caraNamAM paDIne kahyuM gurUdeva ! have mane saMsArathI jaldI bahAra kADhe eTale gurUdeve kahyuM. bhAI! tuM AjJA laIne Ava. ravAbhAI pitAnA kAkA-kAkI pAse AvyA ne namratApUrvaka AjJA mAMgatA kahe che. saMyamanI dhUna lAgI ne Atama pyAsa jAgI, Apo mane Apa mane dIkSAnI bhikSA..are...saMyamanI. ravAbhAInI vAta sAMbhaLIne kAkA-kAkI kahe che dIkarA! haju te tuM keTale nAnakaDe kizera che ne jaina dharmanI dIkSA eTale mahAna kaThina kAma che. e badhuM ATalI nAnI vayamAM tArAthI kema sahana thaze ? mATe hamaNAM tuM gurU pAse rahIne abhyAsa kara, pachI AjJA ApIzuM, tyAre ravAbhAIe kahyuM kAkA-kAkI! AyuSya vIjaLInA camakArA jevuM kSaNika che. kAlane bharose nathI. huM eka varSa tyAM rahIne Avyo chuM. mane dIkSAnuM pAlana karavAmAM bilakula vAMdhe nahi Ave. ravAbhAInI makkamatA joIne kAkA-kAkI temaja sagA snehIoe gurUdevanI samakSamAM ravAbhAIne dIkSAnI AjJA ApI. AjJA maLatAM ravAbhAInA sADAtraNa koDa remarAya khIlI uThayA ne manane mayura nAcI uThaze. ahe Aje mArI bhAvanA pUrNa thaI. have huM jaldI saMyama laIne AtmAnuM kalyANa karIza. vikrama saMvata 1956 nA mahA suda pAMcama vasaMtapaMcamInA pavitra divase khaMbhAta zaheramAM khUba utsAhapUrvaka pU. chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba pAse bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. pU. gurUdeve te pahelethI ja bhAkhyuM hatu ke A nAnakaDA ravAmAMthI

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zAradA siddhi 481 amUlya ratna banavAnuM che eTale temanuM bhAvi jIvana ujajavaLa jaIne ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba nAma pADayuM. A ravAbhAI eka divasa sAcA ratna banI gayA. ratna samAna ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba saMyama laIne pU. gurUdevanA caraNakamaLamAM arpaNa thaI gayA. saMyama le sahelo che paNa gurU caraNamAM arpaNa thavuM e te mahAmuzkela che. gurUnA caraNamAM arpaNa thayA pachI emanI AjJA e ja mAre zvAsa ane e ja mAro prANa hovuM joIe. emAM kaI jAtanI dalIla ke apIla na levI joIe. te ja gurUnA hRdayamAM ziSyane vAsa thAya che. ApaNA gurUdeve dIkSA laIne mana-vacana ane kAyAthI potAnI jIvananaiyA gurU caraNamAM arpaNa karI dIdhI. arpaNatAne ajaba namUne, jethI meLavyo jJAna khajAne, kSamAnI ajoDa mUti gurUjI, deze dezamAM pAmyAre khyAti. je ziSya gurUnA caraNamAM arpaNa thaI jAya che tene beDo pAra thaI jAya che.' pU. gurUdevanA jIvanamAM eka kSamA ane bIjI kamaLatA e be guNa vizeSa hatA. game te prasaMga Ave paNa pU. gurUdevanA jIvanamAM kadI krodha Avate nahi. jyAre juo tyAre temanuM mukhaDuM hasatuM ne hasatuM ja heya kayAre paNa mukha upara udAsInatA jevA na maLe. are kaI krodhathI dhamadhamatuM Avyo hoya, paNa pUjya gurUdevanuM tapa, '. tyAga ane brahmacaryanA tejathI camakatuM zItaLa saumya mukhakamaLa jatA TharI jAya ne emanA caraNamAM paDI jAya. A che gurUdevanI kSamAne prabhAva ! pU. gurUdeva emanA gurUdevane vinaya kadI cUkatA nahi. eka vakhata pUjya chaganalAlajI mahArAjasAhebanI tabiyata barAbara na hatI eTale AjJA karI ke ratnacaMdrajI ! Aje tame vyAkhyAna vAMcI Avaje. " taheta gurUdeva !" ema kahI gurUdevane vaMdana karI upara vyAkhyAna vAMcavA mATe gayA paNa bAjoTha upara beThA. zrAvake kahe che gurUdeva ! pATe bese, tyAre kahe che huM nAnuM chuM. mArA gurUdeva je Asane besatA hoya tyAM mArAthI kema besAya? ahAhA...kayAM temane vinaya ane gurUbhakti! ane kayAM Ajane vinayane vidAya karate yuga! gurudeva lagabhaga rAtre moTA bhAge dhyAnamAM besatA. gurU ziSyane prema kSIranIra je hate paNa kALanI gati nyArI che. pU. gurUdeva zrI chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba saMvata 15 ne vizAkha vada dazamanA divase kALadharma pAmyA. AcArya padavI pradAna " pU. gurUdevanA svargavAsathI gurUdevanA dilamAM viyegane ghaNe AghAta lAge, kAraNa ke duniyAmAM gurUviyega jevuM bIjuM koI moTuM duHkha nathI. pitAne gurUdevanI zItaLa chAMyaDI cAlI jatAM khaMbhAta saMpradAyanuM sukAna pUjya gurUdevanA hAthamAM AvyuM. saMvata 195 nA vaizAkha vada 11nA divase temane AcArya padavI pradAna karavAmAM AvI. e varSe 1995nuM cAturmAsa karavA sANaMda

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482 zAradA siddhi padhAryA. pU. gurUdeva sANaMda cAturmAsa padhAratA zrI saMghamAM Anada AnaMda chavAI gayo. cAturmAsamAM dharma ArAdhanAnA pUra AvyA. pU. gurUdeva cAturmAsa padhAryA tyArathI emane eka ja dayeya hatuM ke bhAvinI peDhI jaina dharmane phelA kare. te mATe temaNe jainazALA, zrAvikA zALA, yuvakamaMDaLa Adi aneka saMsthAo jJAna pracAra mATe ubhI karI. te cAturmAsamAM pU. gurUdevanA sadupadezathI amArA jIvanamAM vairAgyanI peta pragaTI. " ratna jevA ratna gurUjI maLyA, jIvanabAganA mALI banyA, ! mane ApyuM saMyama ratna, huM karuM gurUdevane keTavaMdana, saMvata 1996 vaizAkha suda chaThThane semavAranA pavitra divase pU. gurUdeve mane tathA jazubAI mahAsatIjIne uttama cAritra ratna ApyuM. duniyAmAM mANasa keIna upara eka sAmAnya upakAra kare che te paNa ene upakAra bhUlatA nathI. te A te saMyama jevuM alaukika ne uttama ratna ApanAra tAraNahAra gurUdevane upakAra kema bhUlAya? pU. gurUdeva amane saMyama ratna ApIne amArA jIvanabAganA mALI banyA. jema mAnI pitAnA bagIcAnuM rAtadivasa jatana kare che tema pU. gurUdeva paNa amArA saMyamI jIvanarUpa bagIcAnA mALI banIne jJAnanuM siMcana karavA lAgyA. saMyama laIne jIvana kema jIvavuM joIe, saMyamanA AcAra kema paLAya? gurUne vinaya kevI rIte karavuM joIe, vinaya e kevuM vazIkaraNa che, gurUne vinaya karavAthI zuM lAbha thAya che? gautama svAmI mahAvIra bhagavAnane vinaya karIne kevI kevI zaktio ane labdhio pAmyA hatA. AvuM vinayanuM svarUpa amane pU. gurUdeva suMdara rIte samajAvatA hatA. AvA mahAna upakArI gurUdeva jIvanamAM kyAre paNa bhUlAze nahi. pU. gurUdeve ghaNAM zAstro lakhyAM che. temanA prabhAvazALI pravacane temaja temanA jIvanamAM rahelA adbhUta guNothI ghaNuM jaina jainetara pratibaMdha pAmyA che. atyAre paNa ghaNAM jainetaro e mahAvIra ane gautamanI joDalI samAna gurUdevane yAda kare che. "mRtyunI AgAhI sUcavatA zabdo' :- AvA upakArI gurUdeve aneka jIne dharma pamADatA saMvata 2000 mAM harSadamunine A surata zaheramAM dIkSA ApI, ane 2003 nuM cAturmAsa surata karIne khaMbhAta tarapha vihAra karyo tyAre jhaverI mANekalAlabhAIe pUchyuM-gurUdeva ! ApanuM AvatuM cAturmAsa kyAM che? te kahe che mAruM chelluM cAturmAsa khaMbhAta che, paNa AvA saMketanI keIne zuM khabara paDe? saMvata 2004 nuM cAturmAsa karavA teo pitanA be zikhe kulacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba tathA harSadamuni mahArAjane laIne khaMbhAta padhAryA. pU. gurUdeva cAturmAsamAM moTA bhAge vyAkhyAnamAM bhagavatI sUtrane adhikAra vAMcatA paNa A cAturmAsamAM uttarAdhyayana sUtranuM pAMcamuM adhyayana sakAma-akAma maraNanuM lIdhuM. zrAvakoe pU. gurUdevane pUchayuM ke A vakhate Ape bhagavatI sUtrane adhikAra kema na lIdhe? tyAre kahe che ke A vakhate

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zAradA siddhi 183 mAre tamane sakAma akAma maraNanA bhAva samajAvavA che ne mAre paNa samajavA che. A vakhatanA chellA cAturmAsamAM khUba dharmArAdhanA thaI. tapa tyAganA pUra umaTayA. khUba sudara ane bhavya cAturmAsa thayuM. ,, aMtima samayanA udgAra " :- pU. gurUdeva kayAre paNa bImAra paDayA na hatA paNa sa Mvata 2004 nA khaMbhAtanA cAturmAsamAM saoNMvatsarInA divase pU. gurUdevane zaradI thaI hatI te te maTI gaI. pU. gurUdeve potAnA jIvanamAM kayAre paNe davAnA upayega karyAM na hatA. bhAdaravA suda dazamanA divase temanA ziSya phulacaMdrajI mahArAjane 38 upavAsa pUrNa thayA. temaNe pAtAne ghaNI sArI zAtA hovAthI 41 upavAsa karavAnI icchA darzAvI, tyAre pU. gurUdeve kahyuM' ke Aje hu' tane chellu' pAraNuM karAvI lauM paNa temanA A gUDha saMketane keAI samajI zakayuM nahi ke Ama zA mATe kahe che ? te divase pU. gurUdeva lagabhaga AkhA khabhAta saMdhanA gharagharamAM pharIne gaucarI karIne AvyA pachI 1 vAge tapasvI phulacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebane svahaste khUba premathI pAraNuM karAvyu, pachI peAtAnA baMne ziSyAne sayamamAM dRDha banavAnI ne cAritra mA` dIpAvavAnI hita zikhAmaNa ApI, pachI atima je je kahevuM hatuM te darekane kahyuM. sAMjanA pratikramaNa pUru' thayA pachI peAtAnA ziSyAne kahyuM ke Aje rAtre tamane viyeAganA upasarga Avaze. Apa khUba hiM'mata rAkhajo. cha cha mahinA agAuthI pU. gurUdevane mRtyu sujhI AvavAthI dareka rItanA saMketeA karyAM paNa A saketene koI samajI zakayu nahi. AvA pU. gurUdevane pratikramaNa bAda rAtanA nava vAge ekAeka zaradInu jora vadhyuM ne hATa upara asara thavA lAgI. te samaye pU. gurUdeve potAnA ziSyane tathA zrIsaMghane kahI dIdhuM ke mArI 48 vaSa~nI sayamaparyAyamAM sheja paNa doSa lAge evA eka paNa upacAra na karazeA. A rIte ghaNI bhalAmaNa karIne ziSyAne kahyuM ke tame svAdhyAya eTalo. rAtanA khAra vAge cAra AMgaLA uMcA karIne sa`keta karyo ke A nazvara deha cAra vAge chUTI javAnA che. pU. gurUdevanI takhiyata bagaDI che evA samAcAra maLatAM rAtre ne rAtre kha'bhAtanI janatA darzana mATe umaTI. pU. gurUdevanA saMketa tathA tabiyata sAmu' zvetAM zrAvaka zrAvikAonI AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhAra vahevA lAgI. AtmasamAdhimAM ramaNatA karatA hajAro mAnavIenI vaccethI ratna samAna tejasvI evA pUjya gurUdeva kharAbara parADhiye cAra vAge A nazvara dehanA tyAga karIne saune raDatA mUkIne temanI sAdhanA sAdhIne cAlyA gayA. gAmegAma tAra ane TelIphonathI samAcAra maLatA saunI AMkho azruthI chalakAI gaI ne khelavA lAgyA ahA ! zuM A zAsananuM ratna cAlyuM gayuM! "na jANyuM jAnakInAthe kAle savAre zuM thavAnu che. " e pramANe kAlanI kone khabara che? kALanA krUra jhapATAe aneka jIvAnA lADIlA ane mAnavatA zAsana ziratAjane ``cavI lIdhA. kharekhara ! e

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444 zAradA siddhi gurUdevanI eTa hadayamAM khUba khaTake che. amAruM jIvana nAvika vinAnI niyA jevuM banI gayuM che. e tAraNahAra gurUdevanA huM jeTalA guNa gAuM teTalA ochA che. kahyuM che ke _ tiyeka samApi puruSaH suguroH kRpAtaH, samyatvaratnamanaghaM labhate caritram / / ' sarvajJatAM ca tarasA hayajarAmaratvaM, ki varNayAmi suguroH karuNA mahatvaM // jemanI kRpAdraSTithI pazutulya puruSa paNa nirmaLa samyakatva ratna, samyak cAritra ane sarvajJatA tathA ajara amara padane karI le che e gurUkRpAnI keTalI prazaMsA karuM ? gurU ane gurUkRpAmAM keTaluM baLa che ! ene keTalo mahimA che! pU. gurUdevanA guNenI huM game teTalI meTI kitAba lakhuM te paNa guNe pUrA thAya tema nathI. - sAgaramAM saphara karatAM sArthavAhane ekAeka jahAja bhAMgI jatAM hAthamAM phalaka AvI jAya, aTavIne pasAra karatAM bhUlA paDelA musApharane keI pathadarzaka bhUmi maLI jAya, saharAnA raNamAM koI tRSAturane mIThI madhurI pANunI vIraDI maLI jAya te keTalo AnaMda thAya tevI rIte bhavavanamAM bhUlA paDelA evA amArA jevA pAmara jIne pUjya gurUdevane cega maLatA amAruM jIvana dhanya banI gayuM. emanA asIma upakArane badalo A bhavamAM te zuM bhavobhavamAM ame vALI zakIe tema nathI. khaMbhAta saMpradAyamAM Aje ATalA badhA saMto ane satIjIe birAjamAna hoya ane khaMbhAta saMpradAya je phAlyo hoya te te pU. tAraNahAra gurUdevane pratApa che. AjanA divase huM mArA vatI tema ja mArA samasta satIvRMda vatI e mArA paramapakArI gurUdeva jyAM birAjatA hatA tyAM temane bhAvabhInI aMjali arpa chuM ne prArthanA karuM chuM ke he gurUdeva ! Apa jyAM che tyAMthI amArA upara kRpAdaSTi varasAvI ApanA jevA banavAnI preraNuM ApatA raheje. - dipaka bujhAye prakAza apI, phUla murajhAyuM suvAsa samapI, tUTayA tAra paNa sura vahAvI, garadeva cAlyA nUra pragaTAvI. - pu. gurUdevanuM jIvana sAMbhaLIne emanA jIvanamAMthI ekAda guNanuM kiraNa prApta karIe te ja ApaNe sAcI zraddhAMjalI arpaNa karI kahevAya. Aje pU. gurUdevanI 31 mI puNyatithi hovAthI Apa ochAmAM ochA kaMI ne kaMI 31 divasanA pratyAkhyAna karaze. samaya ghaNe thaI gayela che. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 47 bhAdaravA suda 15 ne somavAra tA. 3 -79 anaMtajJAnI mahAnapurUSe pharamAve che ke he jIvAtmA! tuM anAdikALathI saMsAranA raMgamaMca upara nAcI rahyo che chatAM AzcaryanI vAta to e che ke haju tane thAka

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zAradA siddhi 485 lAge nathI. "kuna inanana punati majAnuM " vAraMvAra janma ane janma pachI maraNa. janma-maraNanI sAMkaLa teDavAnuM haju tane mana thatuM nathI. keI haLukamI mumukSu AtmAne jyAre janma-maraNanI sAMkaLanuM baMdhana khaTake che tyAre bhagavAnane prArthanA karatAM bolI uThe che ke he bhagavaMta! "bhavamaMDapamAM re nATaka nAco re, have mujane dAna dine, " A saMsAranA raMgamaMDapamAM huM khUba nAcce. have huM thAkI gayo chuM mATe have mane dAna Apo. pahelAnA jamAnAmAM sinemAnA thIeTare na hatA. nATakakAre TheraThera pitAnI nATaka maMDaLI laIne pharatA hatA. teo moTA moTA rAjA mahArAjAonA rAjadarabAramAM nATaka karavA mATe jatA hatA. nATayakAre khUba suMdara rIte potAnI badhI zaktione ajamAza karIne rAjA ane prajA samakSa nATaka karIne rAjA, mahArAjA ane prajAjanone khuza karatA, pachI khuza thayelA rAjA pahelA e nATayakArane bakSIsa Ape, InAma Ape ne pachI prajAjane potapotAnI zakti ane khuzI pramANe dAna ApatA ne nATayakAranI jheLI chalakAvI ene khuzakhuzAla karI detA hatA. A nATayakAra samAna ApaNe AtmA che. e anAdi anaMtakALathI pitAnA karmAnusAra nAraka, tiryaMca, manuSya ane deva yonimAM bhamIne vividha prakAranA nATaka bhajavI rahyo che. emAM je sAdhaka AtmAo che emane AvA nATaka karI karIne khUba thAka lAge che eTale AMkhamAM AMsuDA lAvIne kahe che ke he bhagavAna! hu bhabhavathI nATyakAranI mAphaka khUba nA. nAcI nAcIne huM thAkI gayo. have te mArA upara prasanna thaIne mane dAna Ape. baMdhuo! tamane ema thaze ke pelA nATayakArane te paisAnA dAnanI jarUra hatI paNa sAdhaka AtmAne vaLI kayA dAnanI jarUra che? tame jANe che ne ke sAdhakane karyuM dAna khape che? e kahe che ke "traNa ratna Apo mujane bhagavaMtajI, " he bhagavaMta! mane traNa ratna Apo. mAre bIjuM kaMI nathI joItuM. e traNa raste kayA che? A tamArA jhaverAta ke hIrA nahi ha. je ratnatrayInA nAmathI prasiddha che e traNa ratna samyagadarzana, samyagUjJAna ane samyagucAritra. A traNa ratnanuM dAna sAdhaka AtmA mAMge che. eTalethI paNa sAdhakane saMtoSa thatuM nathI eTale kahe che ke he prabhu! mAre te tArI padavI joIe. prabhu! mAre tArA jevuM thavuM che. A te sAdhaka AtmAnI vAta thaI, paNa tame bhagavAnane prArthanA karatA zuM mAMge che? lADI, vADI ane gADI rUpa traNa ratna mAMge che ke meM je kahyA evA rane mAMge che? evuM kadI kaho cho ke he bhagavAna! have mAre saMsArane rajhaLapATa kayAre TaLaze? ane AvuM kadAca kahetA he te bhavabhramaNanA khedathI tamAruM aMtara pazcAttApanA AMsuthI chalakAI jAya che kharuM? jene bhavabhramaNane kheda thatuM hoya e ja AtmA bhavabhramaNane TALI zake.

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48 zAradA siddhi tame badhA nATaka sinemA jevA jAo che tyAre prekSaka banIne jAo che. sinemA nATakamAM game tevA prasaMgo Ave chatAM tenI asara tamane thatI nathI, tema A saMsAranA sAre ne beTA game te prasaMgomAM tame prekSaka banIne sAkSIbhAvathI raho. jyAM mArApaNuM mAnIe tyAM duHkha che. mArApaNAmAM rAgadveSanA tophAna hoya che, paNa sAkSIbhAvamAM evA tephAna hetA nathI. dA. ta. jema potAnA ghara upara mANasane sAmAnya rIte rAga hoya che tethI keI sagAsnehI ke bIjA game te mANase potAnA makAnanI bAMdhaNa , raMgarogAna vigere ghaNuM sarasa banAvyuM che evI prazaMsA kare te makAnane mAlika khuza khuza thaI jAya che ane je e makAnamAM tirADo paDI jAya te enA haiyAmAM dhake paDe che. AnuM nAma mArApaNAnI mamatA. potAnA makAnanA badale bIjAnA makAnamAM tirADa te zuM paNa moTA moTA bakarAM paDI jAya te saheja paNa duHkha thatuM nathI, kAraNa ke tyAM pite makAna mAlika kartA che e bhAva nathI te paNa sAkSIbhAva che, udAsInabhAva che. sanatkumAra cakavartinA zarIramAM soLa soLa roga utpanna thayA tyAre zarIra AvuM azucinuM bhareluM che! je deha ane dehanA sauMdarya pratye mane rAga hato te ja dehe mane dago dIdhe? basa, ATalA vicAre vairAgya AvI gaye ne cha cha khaMDanI samRddhine lAta mArIne dIkSA lIdhI, ane zarIrane rAga cheDIne AtmAne rega rahita banAvavA mATe ugra tapazcaryA AdarI. rogagrasta zarIra hovA chatAM mA khamaNanA pAraNe mA khamaNa karatA hatA. emanA deha uparanA verAgyanI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI be deve vaidanuM rUpa laIne temanI parIkSA karavA AvyA ne kahyuM, munirAja! Apa amane AjJA Apo te ame ApanA regone dUra karI daIe. muni kahe che mAre rega te maTADavA che paNa A zarIranA nahi paNa AtmAnA. huM karmothI gherAyelo chuM. e rogone dUra karavA che. belo, e regone dUra karavAnI tamArAmAM zakti che? muninI vAta sAMbhaLIne devoe temanA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgI. munirAja! Apa amArA aparAdhenI kSamA kare. ame Apane na oLakhyA. A munine tapanA prabhAve aneka labdhio ane zaktio pragaTa thaI hatI. teo potAnI ghUMkavALI AMgaLI regabharyA zarIra upara pherave to roga maTI jAya ne kAyA kaMcanavaNuM banI jAya, chatAM emaNe rega maTADavAnI IcchA na karI. keTalI emanI deha pratye niHspRhatA ! dehamAM rahevA chatAM dehanI mamatA na hatI. e te sAkSI bhAve dehamAM vasatA hatA. baMdhuo ! ApaNe A sAkSIbhAva, nispRha bhAva prApta karela hoya AvA mahAna purUSanA daSTAMte vAMcI tenA upara ciMtana manana kare te jyAre roga Avaze tyAre samabhAva raheze. bhale, darda maTI jatuM nathI paNa AvA mahAna purUSanA sAkSIbhAvanA dAkhalAo bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara vedanAo samatApUrvaka sahana karavAnuM baLa Ape che.

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zAradA siddhi 487, mATe saMsAramAM dareka vastunI mamatA cheDIne sAkSIbhAvathI rahe. ApaNe tyAM AvA mahAna tapasvIo ugra tapazcaryA karI rahyA che te kevI rIte kare che? emaNe deha uparathI mamatvabhAva utAryo che. bA.bra. caMdanabAI mahAsatIjIne Aje 23 me ne bA. bra. bhAvanAbAI mahAsatIjIne 15 me upavAsa che. teo dararoja vagara Teke vyAkhyAnamAM bese che. A divasa svAdhyAya, dhyAna badhuM kare che. tame gaI kAle moTI saMkhyAmAM navasArI bA.bra. harSidAbAI mahAsatIjIne mAsakhamaNa tapanA pAraNe zAtA pUchavA ne vaMdana karavA mATe gayA hatA. A uttama mAnava deha pAmIne tapa-tyAga Adi kriyAo karIne jaldIthI AtmAne karma rahita karavAne uttama purUSArtha kare. mAnavabhava e mekSa meLavavA mATenuM noleja meLavavAnI keleja che. vidyAthI esa. esa. sI.mAM pAsa thayA pachI kolejamAM Ave che. kelejamAM AvyA pachI je DIgrI meLavavI hoya te meLavI zakAya che, tema mAnavabhavamAM AvyA pachI mokSanI mahAna DIgrI meLavI zakAya che. mAnavabhava e parIkSAmAM pAsa thavAne hoMziyAra kalAsa che. bIjA bhava te TheTha kalAsa che. vidyArthI sArI DIgrI meLavavA mATe rAta-divasa tanatoDa mahenata kare che. je mahenata na kare ne pheIla thAya te enI AbarU jAya che tema A AtmA mAnavabhava pAmIne mekSamAM javA mATe mahenata na kare ane hatA tevA ne evA je pAchA jAya te Ijata jAya ne? Aje mANasa potAnA gharanI, gAmanI Ijjata sAcavavA keTalA vAnAM kare che! ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. attaranA vahepArInuM udayapuramAM Agamana :- mevADa dezanI ApaNe ghaNI ghaNI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI che. je bhUmimAM mahArANA pratApa jevA zUravIra ane dhIra purUSane janma thaye hate. evA mevADa dezanI rAjadhAnI udayapuramAM banelo A prasaMga che. udayapuranA mahArAjAnI khyAti sAMbhaLIne ghaNAM dUra dUra dezathI attaranA vahepArIo kIMmatImAM kIMmatI uMcI natanA attara laIne vecavA mATe udayapuramAM AvyA. A samaye mahArAjA potAnA divAnakhAnAmAM beThelA hatA. tyAM dvAra pAse AvIne khabara ApyA ke paradezathI kaI mATe vahepArI Apane darzanArthe AvyuM che. mahArAjAe kahyuM emane aMdara AvavA do. mahArAjAnI AjJA thatAM paradezI vahepArI mahArAjA pAse AvyA eTale mahArAjAe ene Adara satkAra karIne besADe pachI pUchayuM ke tame kayAMthI Ave che ? AvanAra vahepArIe kahyuM ke sAheba ! ApanI khyAti ane prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne huM ghaNAM dUra dUra dezathI AvuM chuM, pachI pitAnI pAse rahelI attaranI peTI khelatA kahyuM ke huM attarane vahepArI chuM. uMcAmAM uMcI jAtanA attara laIne ApanI pAse Avyo chuM. Aje ghaNAM bhAI bahene pitAnA kAnamAM attaranA pumaDA bharAve che ane kapaDA

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Fee zAradA sidi para paradezI senTa chAMTIne suga'dhathI maghamaghatA banIne bahAra jAya che paNa vicAra karaza. A attaranI sugaMdhathI kaI AtmA sugadhita nahi ane, je attara ane senTanI sugaMdhanA meha rAkhe che ene khAsa samajavAnI jarUra che ke paradezI senTa ane attara Adi dareka cIjo hiMsaka heAya che. paradezI Rsi"saka cIjo vAparIne mAre AtmA kayAMya kruti rUpa dUra dezamAM dArUNa duHkhA bhAgavavA cAlyeA jaze. ,, " udayapuranA rAjAnI pavitra bhAvanA udayapuranA mahArAjAne paradezI vahepArI peAtAnI peTImAMthI eka pachI eka attaranI zIzIe kADhI kADhIne batAvavA lAgyA. mahArAjAe badhA attaro joyA ane dareka attarAnA bhAva pUchyA. ekekathI caDhiyAtA badhA uMcI jAtanA attaro hatA. rAjA mahArAjAe sivAya kharIdavAnI koInI zakti na hatI. udayapuranA mahArAjAe vicAra karyAM ke ATalA badhA 'cI jAtanA attarAmAM ATalA badhA nANAM kharcI nAMkhavAnA zuM artha ? A mahArAjAne AvA khATA ThAThamATha pasaMda na hatA. emanI evI mAnyatA hatI ke mArA bhaDAramAM je nANAM che te mArA nathI paNa prajAnA che. prajAnA paisA prajAnA kalyANamAM ane prajAnI unnatimAM vaparAvA joIe. peAtAnA meAjazeAkha ane ThAThamATha mATe na vaparAvA joI e. ema vicAra karIne mahArAjAe vahepArIne kahyu', bhAI! mAre atyAre attaranI jarUra nathI. A zabdo sAMbhaLIne vahepArInuM mana udAsa thaI gayuM. vahepArI * vIle meDha rAjamahelanA pagathiyA utarI gayA. enA manamAM thaI gayuM ke jenI khyAti sAMbhaLIne ATale dUradUrathI huM AvyA e mahArAjA teA sAva kaMjUsa che. jenA mahArAjA AvuM kImatI attara kharIdavA mATe zaktimAna nathI te enI prajA te zuM kharIdI - zakavAnI che ? nirAzA maLatA vahepArInu dilhI tarapha prayANa " :- vahepArIe vicAra karyA ke ahIM mArA attaranA kharIdanAra na maLyA teA have huM dilhI jAu. tyAMnA akabara bAdazAha jarUra mAruM attara kharIdaze. ema mana sAthe nakkI karIne peAtAnI gheADI upara besIne dilhInA mArge ravAnA thayA. bapAranA samaya thayA eTale eka jhADa nIce visAmeA khAvA beThA. have dilhI javu' che paNa udayapuramAM peAtAnuM attara na vecAyu' eTale mukha upara udAsInatAno pAra nathI, kAraNa ke dilhI jAuM* chuM te kharA paNa tyAMnA bAdazAha uyapuranA mahArAjAnI jema mane nirAza tA nahi kare ne! Ama vicAra karatA hatA tyAM sAmethI eka gheADesvArane AvatA joyA. gheADesvAre vahepArInuM mukha udAsa joyu' eTale pAtAnA gheADA ubhe rAkhIne pUchyuM ke bhAI! tame kayAMthI AvA che ? ane ApanuM mukha ATaluM badhuM udAsa kema che ? vahepArIe kahyuM ke huM AvuM chuM te udayapurathI paNa tyAMthI nirAzA maLatAM have dilhI tarapha jAu chuM. 66

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zAradA siddhi 489 " deza mATe khamIra dharato yuvAna" AvanAra DesvAra cAlAka hate. eNe pUchayuM ke bhAI! evI te tamArI kaI moTI AzA hatI ke je udayapuramAM na phaLI ane dilhImAM phaLaze? tyAre vahepArIe kahyuM ke udayapuranA mahArAjAnI khyAti sAMbhaLIne AvyuM hatuM ne tyAM ghaNI moTI AzA laIne gaye hate paNa mArA attaranI eka paNa bATalI tyAMnA mahArAjA kharIda karI zakyA nahi, te prajA te bicArI kayAMthI kharIdI zake ? tyAre mArA manamAM ema thayuM ke AvA amUlya attare te kaI bAdazAha ja kharIdI zake. AvA sAmAnya rAjAnuM zuM gajuM ! mATe have huM dihI jAuM chuM. A sAMbhaLIne ghoDesvAra samajI gayo ke nakkI amArA mahArAjA paisAne AvA attara jevI majazekhanI cIjamAM durUpaga kare tevA nathI, mATe enuM attara kharIda karyuM nahi hoya, paNa A paradezI vahepArI dilahImAM jaIne akabara bAdazAha pAse mArA mahArAjAne kaMjUsa tarIke jAhera karaze te mArA mahArAjAnI Ijajata jaze, eTale pitAnA dezanuM ane mahArAjAnuM gaurava vadhAravA gheDesvAra rekaDA paisA ApIne vahepArInuM badhuM attara kharIdI lIdhuM. yuvAnanI dezagauravatA" :- DesvAre badhuM attara kharIdIne vahepArInI najara samakSa pitAnA ghaDAne attarathI navaDAvI dIdhe, tyAre vahepArIe kahyuM are! bhAI! AvA kiMmatI attarone te A zuM durUpayoga karyo? hesvAra kahe che bhAI! durUpayoga nathI karyo paNa sadupayoga karyo che. amArA mahArAjA kaMjUsa nathI paNa tArA jevA attarathI te amArA udayapuramAM ghoDAne snAna karAvavAmAM Ave che. AvA attaranI amArA rAjyamAM kaMI kiMmata nathI. amArA rAjyamAM te satya, nIti, sadAcAra, zIla ane ahiMsArUpI kiMmatI attaro vaparAya che. e attare AgaLa tArA attaranI zI kiMmata ? A zabdo sAMbhaLIne vahepArInA Azcaryane pAra na rahyo ne enA mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI paDayA ke dhanya che mevADa tArI pavitra bhUmine! eka yuvAne attara kharIdhuM che tevI jANa thatAM udayapuranA mahArAjAne khUba krodha caDhaye ke "je attara meM na kharIdhuM te attara mArA hAtha nIcenA mANase kharIda karIne mAruM ghora apamAna karyuM che. tarata ja mahArAjAe ene belAvIne kahyuM ke meM attara na kharIdhuM te attara te kharIdIne mAruM bhayaMkara apamAna karyuM che te badala tane phAMsInI zikSA karavAmAM Ave che, pelo mANasa kahe che, bhale sAheba! phAMsInI zikSA pharamAvaze te huM phAMsIe caDhavA taiyAra chuM paNa phAMsIe caDhAvatA pahelA tame mArI eka vAta sAMbhaLI lo. e mANasa paNa kaMI raste rakhaDate sAmAnya na hatuM ke ema rAjAne gusse joIne gabharAI jAya ke phAMsIe caDhAvavAnI bIkathI DarI jAya. eNe mahArAjAne dhaDAkAbaMdha kahI dIdhuM-saheba! e attara mArA mATe nahi paNa ApaNu mevADa dezanI rAjadhAnI udayapuranuM nAka rAkhavA ane mevADanuM gaurava vadhAravA zA. 62

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40 zAradA siddhi kharIdyuM hatuM. jo meM attara na kharIdyuM hota te mevADanuM nAka Aje javAnuM hatuM. ahIM tame attara kharIdayu nahi eTale e vahepArI dilhInA bAdazAha pAse jatA hatA. tyAM jaI ne ema ja kahevAnA hatA udayapuranA mahArAjA ghaNA jUsa che. hu* ghaNI moTI AzAe gayA hatA. mAru' attara emane gamyu.. kharu paNa kha ghaNA thaI jAya e DarathI mAru' attara kharIdyuM nahi. " dhanya che mevADa tArI dharatIne !" :- A paradezI vahepArInI vAta sAMbhaLIne dilhImAM akabara bAdazAhane mevADa ane mevADanA badhA mahArAjAonI mazkarI karavAnA moko maLI jAta ne mevADanI phajetI thAta ane udayapuranA mahArAjA makhkhIcUsa-kajUsa che. evI jAherAta thAta. e mATe me' khUba vicAra karIne vahepArI pAsethI attara kharI " hatuM ApanuM apamAna na thAya te mATe e vahepArInI sAme ja meM e badhu attara ghoDA upara DhALI daI ne ghoDAne attarathI navarAvI dIdhA. A joI ne vahepArIe mane pUchyuM ke AvA ka'matI attarano te' A kevA durUpayega karyAM ? tyAre me ene kahI dIdhuM' ke amArA mevADamAM te AvA attarathI ghoDAne navaDAvavAmAM Ave che. A attaranI koI kiMmata nathI. amAre tyAM te AthI paNu vadhu kiMmatI satya, nIti, sadAcAra, zIla vigerenA attara vaparAya che, pachI tArA *. AvA mAmUlI attarane kANu kharIde? mArI vAta sAMbhaLIne vahepArI pote khelI ucA ke dhanya che mevADa tArI dharatIne ! mahArAjA sAheba! mevADanI dharatInuM gaurava vadhAravuM emAM jo Apane Apanu apamAna lAgatu' hoya te Apa je zikSA kare te hasatA mukhe sahevA taiyAra chuM. mevADanI dharatInu gaurava vadhAravA lAkho rUpiyA khacI nAMkhanAra e navayuvAnanI nibhIkatA ane vaphAdArI joI ne mahArAjAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA ane mahArAjA peAtAnA si`hAsanethI UbhA thaI ne ene bheTI paDayA. rAjya taraphathI ene mATuM inAma Apyu. e jamAnAmAM potAnA deza pratyenA prema ane dezanu RNa adA karavA khAtara AvA prajAjanA lAkhkhA rUpiyA kAcI seka'DamAM nyAcchAvara karI detA. khelo Aje che dezanu' ATaluM' gaurava ! ApaNA cAlu adhikAramAM ratnavatInA kahevAthI brahmadattakumAra, tenA mitra varadhanu ane ratnavatI traNa jaNAe rathamAM besIne magadha deza tarapha javAnu' nakkI karyuM. varadhanu ratha calAvavA lAgyA. khUba jhaDapathI ratha cAlavA lAgyA. vatsa dezanI sImA ALagIne teo ghaNA dUra nIkaLI gayA. cAlatA cAlatA giriguhA nAmanI eka bhayaMkara aTavImAM te AvI pahoMcyA. tyAM eka cArapallImAM cArAnA ka'Taka ane suka'Taka nAmanA mukhya senApatio rahetA hatA. temaNe A rathane jate joyA eTale rathane lUTavA mATe e cArA emanI TALI sahita rathanI najIka AvavA lAgyA. brahmadattakumAra samajI gayA

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zAradA siddhi ke cora lUMTArAo ApaNane lUMTavA mATe AvI rahyA che eTale kumAre pitAnA parAkramathI bANa vaDe cerene harAvIne jarjarita banAvI dIdhA, tethI cAre tyAMthI nAsI chUTayA, ane nirbhaya banyA tyAre varadhanue kahyuM ke tame cere sAthe yuddha karyuM eTale khUba thAkI gayA haze, mATe tame rathamAM thoDI vAra ArAma kare. juo, mitrane brahmadattakumAra upara keTalI lAgaNI che! varadhanunA kahevAthI brahmadattakumAra rathamAM sUI gayA. cAlatA cAlatA mArgamAM eka pahADI nadI AvI. ghoDAo paNa khUba thAkI gayA hatA eTale nadI pAra karavAnI emanAmAM tAkAta na hatI tethI tyAM ja aTakI gayA. A vakhate brahmadattakumAra jAgI gayA, tyAre temaNe pitAnA mitra varadhanune je nahi eTale vicAra karyo ke kadAca ratha thaMbhAvIne e pANI levA gaye haze. ema samajIne thoDI vAra rathane tyAM ubhe rAkhe, paNa varadhanuM na AvyuM tyAre kumArane ciMtA thavA lAgI ke mAro mitra kyAM gayo? haju te kema pAcho na Avyo ? e kyAM gaye haze ? enuM zuM thayuM haze? ema aneka prakAranI aniSTanI zaMkAothI AkuLavyAkuLa banIne kumAre AjubAju daSTi pheravI te rathanA agrabhAgane lohIthI kharaDAyelo joye. brahmadattane karuNa vilApa" - lehIthI kharaDAyelA rathanA agrabhAgane jetA kumAre vicAra karyo ke nakkI kaI duSTa mArA mitra varadhanune mArI nAMkhyo lAge che. A vicAre tenuM hRdaya bharAI AvyuM ne e karUNa svare rUdana karavA lAgyuM ke arere.... mitra! tuM mane A vanamAM ekale choDIne kayAM cAle? tuM kayAM gaye che? jyAM gayo hoya tyAMthI jaladI doDIne mArI pAse AvI jA, mane vipattimAM sahAya karanArA he mitra! tArA je mitra have mane kyAMthI maLaze? are.e kALagojhArA ! te nirdaya banIne mArA mitrane kyAM laI lIdhe? te mArA A mitranuM haraNa karyuM te enA pahelA tAre mane ja upADI le te ne! A prakAre karUNa vilApa karatA karatA brahmadattakumArane mUcha AvI gaI. kumArane bebhAna thayelo joIne ratnAvatIe zItaLa pANI chAMTayuM, pavana nAMkhyo. A rIte upacAra karavAthI kumAranI mUcha dUra thaI ane te zuddhimAM Avyo tyAre te pharIne vilApa karavA lAge ne vaDanA jhADa sAmuM joIne dhUke ne dhrusake raDate kahevA lAgyuM ke he vRkSarAja ! mArA mitrane tame je che? he paMkhIDA! mAro mitra kayAM gayo che? ene saMdeza tuM mane lAvI Apane ! kaI lAvI Ape (2) mArA mitrane saMdeze mane kaI lAvI Ape. kayAM gayo e kayAM gaye (2) mAro lADakavA mitra kayAM gayo e paMkhIDA (2) mArA mitrane saMdeze jaldI laI Ave. Ama karuNa svare vilApa karate brahmadattakumAra AkhA vanamAM pharI vaLyuM paNa kayAMya ene mitrane saMdeza na maLe. AthI hatAza thaIne paDe. A samaye ratnAvatIe

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422 zAradA siddhi mIThA zabdothI sAtvana ApatAM kahyuM ke ciMtA na karaze. ApanA mitra jarUra ApaNane maLI jaze tyAre kumAre kahyuM ratnAvatI! varadhanu marI gayo che ke jIvate che, enuM zuM thayuM te kaMI ja khabara paDatI nathI. te have mAruM kartavya che ke mAre enI zodha karavA javuM joIe, mATe tuM ahIMyA rathamAM besI raheje. huM enI zedha karavA jAuM chuM. kumAranI vAta sAMbhaLIne ratnAvatIe kahyuM ke Aryaputra! mitranI zodha karavA javuM e tamArI pharaja che paNa atyAre A cAra lUMTArA ane hiMsaka prANIothI bharelA jaMgalamAM mane ekalI mUkIne javuM e yogya nathI. A vanamAM mANasanA pagalA dekhAya che tethI ema lAge che ke ahI najIkamAM gAma levuM joIe. te Apa mane gAmamAM keI surakSita sthAne rAkhIne Apa mitra varadhanunI zodhamAM jAo e ThIka che. kumArane vilApa sAMbhaLIne jhADe paMkhI dhrujI uThayA. jaMgalI pazuo paNa sthira thaI gayA. e vilApa karatAM karatAM ratnAvatIne laIne kSitipura gAmamAM pahoMcyo. kumAre jyAre kSitipura gAmamAM praveza karyo tyAre aneka mANasanI vacamAM ubhelA kSitipuranA rAjAe kumArane je. ene rathamAM besIne Avate joIne rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke mArA gAmamAM AvanAra A vyakti ke sAmAnya purUSa nathI paNa kaI uttama AtmA lAge che. e emanA mukha uparathI jaNAI Ave che. mAruM saubhAgya che ke AvI puNyavAna vyakti mArA nagaramAM Ave che te mAre emanuM sanmAna karavuM joIe. ema vicArI rAjA emanuM svAgata karIne pitAnA mahelamAM laI gayA ane temane rahevA mATe eka mahela Ape. brahmadattakumAra ane ratnAvatI baMne jaNa tyAM rahevA lAgyA paNa brahmadattakumArane ene mitra bhUlAtuM nathI. ene yAda karIne udAsa rahevA lAgyA, tyAre kSitipatie pUchayuM ke he kumAra ! Apa ATalA badhA ciMtAtura kema dekhAo che? kumAre kahyuM, bhAI! mArA duHkhanI zI vAta karuM? ame traNe jaNa rathamAM besIne ahIM AvatA hatA tyAM rastAmAM eka cerapasalI AvI. tyAM meM corene sAmano karIne temane pAchA haThAvyA. cAre te bhAgI gayA pachI mArA mitre mane suI javAnuM kahyuM eTale huM rathamAM uMdhI gaye. te samaye mArA mitranuM zuM thayuM te mane kaMI khabara nathI. mAro jIvanasAthI kahuM, sage bhAI kahuM ke je kahuM te mAre mitra ja hate. khUba tapAsa karI chatAM mAre mitra mane kayAMya maLatuM nathI. tame mArA mitrane je che khare? kSitipatie kahyuM nA bhAI! meM tArA mitrane je nathI, tyAre brahmadattakumAre kahyuM ke mAre mArA mitrane zodhavA mATe javuM che. ATaluM belatAM brahmadattakumAranI AMkhe AMsuthI chalakAI gaI varadhanunI zodhamAM subhaTo":- kumAranI AvI duHkhada sthiti joIne kSitipati rAjAne khUba duHkha thayuM. eNe kahyuM kumAra! Apa ciMtA na karo. Apane

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zAradA siddhi jodhavA javAnI kaeNI jarUra nathI. huM mArA subhaTone tamArA mitranI tapAsa karavA mATe mokaluM chuM. je e jaMgalamAM haze te jarUra maLI jaze. A pramANe kahIne kumArane sAMtvana ApIne potAnA subhaTone varadhanunI zedha karavA mekalyA. rAjAnA subhaTe cAre tarapha varadhanunI zodha karavA lAgyA. jagalamAM pahADa para, guphAomAM badhe varadhanunI zodha calAvI paNa varadhanune patto na maLe eTale badhA subhaTo pAchA pharyA. pAchA pharatA rastAmAM eka bANa emane maLyuM. bANa lohIthI kharaDAyeluM hatuM. subhaToe AvIne rAjAne kahyuM ke sAheba! ame khUba tapAsa karI paNa A. eka bANa rastAmAMthI jaDayuM che. bAkI varadhanune patto maLe nahi. A sAMbhaLIne brahmadattakumArane khUba duHkha thayuM. je bANa subhaTone maLyuM hatuM tene khUba dhArI dhArIne joyuM te bANa upara varadhanunuM nAma hatuM. bANa lohIthI kharaDAyeluM hatuM. A joIne brahmadattakumAre nizcaya karyo ke mAre mitra marI gayo che eTale jyAM sudhI te kSitipuramAM rahyo tyAM sudhI tene varadhanunA maraNanuM dukha ochuM na thayuM. have te varadhanunI zodha karavA jaze ne rastAmAM zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra" - jhaMpaDImAM devasena ane ketusena baMne bhUkhanA kAraNe vAraMvAra uMghamAMthI jAgI jAya che ne khAvAnuM mAMge che tyAre suzIlA kahe che beTA ! huM zuM, karuM? huM jene tyAM kAma karuM chuM te zeThANIe mane kaMI ja khAvAnuM na ApyuM - eTale mAre tamane bhUkhyA rAkhavA paDayA. beTA! huM bIjA zeThane tyAM kAma karuM chuM emaNe mane dALa, cekhA, ghI, sAkara, loTa badhuM ApavAnuM kahyuM che eTale mane Apaze te huM tamane rasoI banAvIne jamADIza. he mArA vahAlA beTA! tuM sUI jA, tyAre nAnakaDA ketusene raDatAM raDatAM kahyuM. bA ! have te A dukha sahana thatuM nathI. kayAM sudhI ApaNe duHkha veThavAnuM? suzIlA kahe che beTA ! have ApaNe bahu duHkha nathI veThavAnuM. sAMbhaLa, tArA pitAjIne gayA ghaNe samaya thaI gaye che eTale mAruM mana kahe che ke jANe kAle ja tArA pitAjI khUba dhana kamAIne Avaze. tamAre mATe te peMDA, baraphI, jalebI Adi jAtajAtanI ne bhAtabhAtanI mIThAIo tathA kAju, badAma Adi me lAvaze, pachI huM tamane roja ja peTa bharIne mIThAI khavaDAvIza. ema karIne ketusenane vAtsalya bharyo hAtha pheravIne sUvADe. bALakane svabhAva che ke jAge tyAre khAvAnuM mAMge paNa mAtAnA hAthamAM evuM jAdu che ke ene sparza thatAM bhUkhyuM bALaka paNa nirAMte UMghI jAya che. e rIte mAtAne vAtsalya bharyo hAtha pharatAM ketusena uMghI gayo. patnI ane bALakanuM duHkha joto bhImasena" :- bhImasena jhUMpaDInI bahArathI pitAnI patnI ane bALakonI kevI paristhiti che te phATI AMkhe nihALI rahyo che. jyAM ketusena uMghI game tyAM devasena jA ne kahe che bA..bahu ThaMDI lAge

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zAradA siddhi che tyAre suzIlA kahe che beTA! have mArI pAse kaMI ja nathI rahyuM. mAre paherelo sADalo paNa oDhADI dIdhuM. have huM kapaDA kayAMthI lAvIne oDhADuM. beTA! tamane bhUkhathI pIDAtA ne ThaMDImAM TharI jatAM joIne mAruM kALajuM, baLI jAya che paNa zuM karuM ? lAcAra chuM, paNa beTA! Ajane divasa te ThaMDI sahana karI le. - beTA kala tumhArA pitA AyagA, lekara moTI poTa, ghatI pAjAmA kuratA, aMgI gama unakA koTa, beTA ! tArA pitAjI paradeza dhana kamAvA mATe gayA che. e Avaze eTale tamArA ne mArA mATe kapaDAnuM pioTaluM laIne Avaze. tamAre ne mAre mATe suMdara kapaDAM, ThaMDImAM paheravA mATe garama unanA keTa lAvaze. sUvA mATe pocI gAdI ane takiyA lAvaze, ane oDhavA mATe garama dhAbaLA lAvaze eTale ApaNI ThaMDI uDI jaze, mATe beTA! tuM sUI jA. ema kahI samajAvIne devasenane paNa sUvADI dIdhe paNa suzIlA te kyAMthI ughe ! Aje kaMIka saMtAne mA-bApane bhUlI jAya che, paNa vicAra kare. mAtA pitAnA saMtAnanuM rakSaNa karavA mATe keTaluM kaSTa sahana kare che ! suzIlA te tharathara dhruje che. devasenane uMgha AvatI nathI. potAnI mAtAne ThaMDIthI dhrujatI joIne kahe che arere....bA ! tuM te keTalI badhI je che ! tAro sADalo paNa te amane oDhADI dIdhuM che. suzIlA kahe che beTA ! zuM karuM ? have bIjA kapaDAM nathI paNa tuM ciMtA na karIza ha.kAle tArA pitAjI mAre mATe kapaDA laIne AvavAnA che. Ama suzIlA bALakone samajAve che paNa aMdarathI ene AtmA raDI rahyo che. bALakane sUvADI pote ThaMDIthI dhrujatI (2) raDavA lAgI. baMdhuo ! duHkhanI paNa hada hoya che. mANasa sahana karI karIne keTaluM kare. eka duHkhamAMthI mukta na thAya tyAM bIjuM duHkha AvIne UbhuM rahe che. jyArathI rAjamahela cheDIne nIkaLyA che tyArathI bicArAnA mAthe duHkha, duHkha ne duHkha AvyA kare che. sukhanA darzana thatAM ja nathI, chatAM bhImasena hatuM tyAM sudhI hiMmatathI badhuM sahana karatA hatA. eka mahinAmAM AvavAnuM kahIne gaye ne bAra mahinA thayA chatAM bhImasena na Avyo. bIjI tarapha bALakanuM rUdana jevAtuM nathI, eTale suzIlAnuM hadaya raDI uThayuM. meTethI DusakA bharIbharIne raDavA lAgI. mAtAne raDavAno avAja sAMbhaLIne baMne bALaka jAgI gayA. gaLe vaLagIne pUchavA lAgyA ke mAtA ! tuM kema raDe che ? tane zuM thayuM che? suzIlAe kahyuM-beTA ! kaMI nathI thayuM. huM kayAM raDuM chuM? e te mArI AMkhamAM kaMIka paDyuM che eTale tamane ema lAge che. bALako kaheba! tuM sAcuM belane ! zA mATe amane jUhuM kahe che? nAnakaDo ketusena kahe che huM mAtA ! huM rahuM chuM ne khAvAnuM mAMgu chuM eTale tuM raDe che ne? te have tuM na raDIza. ame khAvAnuM ne kapaDAM kaMI nahi mAMgIe. tuM chAnI rahI jA. ema kahetAM baMne bALako

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zAradA siAha 45 raDavA lAgyA. suzIlAe baMne bALakone chAtI sarasA cAMpatA kahyu beTA ! tame ane khAvAnuM ne oDhavAnuM mAMgeA che eTale ka'I huM nathI raDatI. ' ,, " patinI yAdamAM haiyAphATa rUdana karatI suzIlA :- beTA ! Aje ApaNe ATalu duHkha veThIe chIe. A duHkhamAM ApaNane kAne AdhAra che ? eka tArA pitAnA AdhAra che. e gayA tyAre mahinAmAM dhana kamAIne AvavAnuM kahI gayA che paNa eka mahinAne badale bAra bAra mahinA thaI gayA chatAM AvyA nahi. are, paisA meAkalyA hota tA paNa mAre tamane bhUkhyA ne ughADA na rAkhavA paData ne ? have ApaNI pAse kaMI nathI. mane AvI khakhara hAta te huM emane javA ja na deta. mane emanI ciMtA thAya che ke hajI kema na AvyA ? kANu jANe kayAre emanA darzana thaze ? mA'mAM kaMI amaMgaLa tA niha thayu' hAya ne ? nahitara ApaNane bIjuM kaMI nahi . te sadezeA paNa mekale ne ? Ave vicAra AvatAM huM' raDI paDuM chuM, tyAre ane bAluDAe kahe che khA! tuM amane kahetI hatI ne ke eka be divasamAM tArA pitAjI AvI jaze. mATe tuM dhIraja rAkha. ATalA mahinA ApaNe rAha joI ne kADhayA have zu' e cAra divasa nahI. nIkaLI jAya ! jarUra mArA pitAjI AvI jaze. ema kahIne ane bALako mAtAne AzvAsana Ape che. atyAra sudhI mA dIkarAone AzvAsana ApatI hatI have dIkarAe mAtAne AzvAsana Ape che. A badhuM dRzya bhImasena jhUMpaDInI bahAra rahIne gupta rIte joI rahyo che. bahAra ubhA ubhA patnI ane putrAnA zabdo sAMbhaLatA bhImasenanuM hRdaya valovAI gayu. e vicAravA lAgyA ke A loko mArA AgamananI keTalI AturatAthI rAha joI rahyA che. Aje Avaze....kAle Avaze ema rAja mArI rAha jove che ne mArA upara kevI kevI AzAnA minArA bAMdhIne divase pasAra kare che, tyAre hu teA khAlI hAthe AvyA chuM. are, hatuM te paNa gumAvIne Avyo chuM. A vAta A traNe jANaze tyAre emanA aramAna upara kevI vIjaLI tUTI paDaze ! suzIlAnuM haiyuM te bhAMgIne bhukko thaI jaze. have bhImasena zu' karaze te avasare. vyAkhyAna na. 48 bhAdraravA sudra 14 ne magaLavAra tA. 4-9-79 sujJa badhue! anaMtajJAnI, zAsanasamrATa, zAstranA pratipAdaka evA tItha kara bhagavatAnA mukhakamaLamAMthI je vANIne dheAdha chUTaye te gaNadhara bhagavaMtAe jhIntheA. bhagavAnanA mukhamAMthI atha rUpe vANI nIkaLe che ane gaNadhara bhagavaMtA enI sUtra rUpe gUthaNI kare che, pachI maha!na vidvAna ane bahuzruta AcAya bhagavatAe ene tADapatra ane pAnA--pustakamAM lakhI che, e vANI paraMparAgata ApaNI pAse AvI che. jinezvara

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496 zAradA siddhi bhagavAnanI vANI pAvanakArI, kalyANakArI ane jIvanA bhavarega nAbUda karanArI che. jina kone kahevAya ? " jJatti rAga dveSa meghAmnitti sina : " jemaNe rAga-dveSa ane mAhune jItyA chete jina kahevAya. bhagavAna rAga-dveSa ane mAha upara vijaya meLavIne jina banyA tyAre ApaNe te e traNa mahAna zatruothI jItAI gayA chIe. enA tAbedAra thaI gayA chIe, pachI ApaNA bhavarAga kayAMthI nAbUda thAya? bhagavAne te e traNa mahAna zatruone jItyA pachI ApaNane jItavAnA upadeza Apyo che. A bhavarAga nAbUda karavAne mATe A vItarAga zAsana rUpI hAspitAlamAM jinezvara bhagava'ta rUpI sAcA sarjana DaoNkaTarA maLyA che. emanI vANI rUpI amUlya auSadhi maLI che paNa hajI ApaNe e sarjana DaoNkaTarane oLakhI zakayA nathI. Aje tamane kAI dehanA rAga thAya tyAre tame DaoNkaTaranI pAse jAo che. DaoNkaTara tamArA roganuM nidAna karIne davA Ape pachI e davA lAvIne tame zAkezanA kabATamAM mUkI de te rAga maTe kharA? eTalo bhAIlAlabhAI, khacubhAI! 'nA.' te rAga kayAre maTe ? dhruvA pIvAmAM Ave teA ja maTe. davA mAtra khAI javAthI nahi paNa sAthe parejI pALavAthI rAga maTe, parejI pALyA vinA davA khAvAthI paNa roga maTatA nathI. DAyAkhiTIza thA. DaoNkaTare khAMDa khAvAnI manAI karI paNa kadI kahe ke mAre kharaphI peDA vinA cAlaze nahi te DAyAmiTIzanA rAga maTe kharA ? na maTe. samajo, tame badhA ahI` zA mATe Ave che ? bhavaroga nAbUda karavA mATe ne? hA, tA jinezvaraprabhunI vANIrUpI auSadhi laI jAe che paNa eno upayoga karatA nathI. mAtra sAMbhaLavA pUratI che te bhavarAga kayAMthI maTe ? sAMbhaLyA pachI tenu AcaraNa thavu joI ene sAthe tapa-tyAga rUpI parejI pALavI joI e. parejI sahita davAnu' pAna karavAmAM Ave te bhavaroga nAbUda thayA vinA rahe nahi. baMdhue ! tapa tyAga karavAnI sAthe krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha Adi kaSAyA rUpa dugu NAne paNa choDavA paDaze. e nahi chUTe te paNa kalyANa nahi thAya. jinavANInA zravaNu pachI enA upara zraddhA karI kaSAyAdinA tyAga karyAM pachInI tapa-tyAga rUpa sAdhanA e sAcI sAdhanA che. jema gharamAM praveza karavA mATe suthAra bAraNuM te mUke che paNa e bAraNu* khAraNu kayAre kahevAya ? mAraNAne khIlI, majAgarA vigerethI phITa karavAmAM Ave, sTopa ane sAMkaLeA jaDavAmAM Ave te e bAraNuM kahevAya, paNa jo ene khIlI, majAgarA, sTopara ke sAMkaLa kAMI javu' na hoya te ene bAraNu kahevAya ? nA....e te pATIyu kahevAya. evI rIte kaSAyeAnA tyAga vagaranI sAdhanA e sAdhanA na kahevAya paNa dehanuM damana karyuM' kahevAya. ajJAnapaNAmAM jIve dehanuM damana ghaNu' karyu che paNa ethI kaI AtmAnuM kalyANa thayuM nathI. have A bhavamAM ApaNane bhavatAraNI jinavANI maLI che. e bhavya jIveAne sAcI sAdhanA karavAnA mAga batAve che,

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sArA mita 47. vANI re vANI mahAvIra kerI vANa, chala chala vahetI jANe e saravANI, mahAvIranI A vANI suNatAM, du:kha saghaLA TaLI jAye, zuddha bhAvathI zravaNa kare to sukha sAgara laherAye, aMtara 5TamAM dhAraNa ka2tAM sukha rahe che mANI......vANI re vANI.. jema parvatamAMthI nadIo nIkaLe che. e nadIonA khaLa khaLa vahetA pANIne sAgara jhIlI le che ne pitAnAmAM samAvI le che, ema mahAvIra prabhunA mukhakamaLa rUpI himAlayamAMthI vahetI vANInI saravANIne je AtmA pitAnA hRdayarUpI sAgaramAM jhIlIne zamAvI le che enA bhavaduHkha zamI jAya che. tIrthakara bhagavAnane keI beya ApatuM nathI. ApaNe natthaNuMnA pAThamAM tIrthaMkara prabhunI stuti karatAM belIe chIe ne ke "sayasabudANuM" he bhagavAna ! Apa te svayaM bedhane pAmelA che. bhagavAna pite svayaM baMdha pAmelA che ne emanA mukhamAMthI vANI paNa svayaM nIkaLelI che. AvI bhagavAnanA mukhamAMthI vahelI vANIrUpa saravANInuM AtmA ekAgra citte pAna kare te enA saghaLA pApa dhovAI jAya, paNa Aje te citta kayAMya bhamatuM hoya che. (zrotAmAMthI avAja -mana sthira rahetuM nathI.) huM tamane pUchuM rUpiyAnI neTe gaNutA, nAmAne hisAba meLavatA citta ekAgra thAya che ke nahi? thAya che. jIvane karmabaMdhana teDavAnA sthAnamAM A badhuM naDe che. saheja tAva Ave ne mAthuM dukhe te kaheze ke Aje upAzraye nathI javuM paNa cAra DIgrI tAva Avyo hoya ne eka mATe gharAka rekaDethI rUpiyA dazathI paMdara hajAranI kharIdI karavA Avyo hoya te tamAre tAva kayAM bhAgI jAya? tyAM mAthuM paNa utarI jAya ne pagamAM thatuM kaLatara paNa maTI jAya che. A samaye zuM tamAro tAva utarI gayo? 'nA', tAva che, mAthuM paNa dukhe che ne pagamAM kaLatara paNa thAya che chatAM paisA kamAvAne rasa che eTale emAM upayoga jeDAvAthI badhuM maTI gayuM ema lAge che. jeTalo rasa dhana kamAvAne che eTalo rasa dharmamAM pedA kare. dharmamAM zraddhA kare pachI juo kevI majhA Ave che! eka dhamiTha zeTha hatA. temane vahepAra ghaNo moTo hate. paisAne te pAra nahi chatAM kayAre paNa sAdhu sAdhvInI sevA ke vrata niyama cheDayA nathI. lAkha rUpiyAnA vahepAra karatAM paNa AtmAne bhUlyA nathI. AvA zeThane ekavAra kasoTIne samaya Avyo. mAla bharIne je vahANa gayA hatA te mAla vecIne na mAla laIne vahANuM AvI rahyA hatA paNa game te banyuM. mudata pramANe vahANa nahi AvavAthI zeTha ciMtAtura banyA. lokomAM vAta cAlI ke vahANa DUbI gayA. AthI paisA dhIranAra badhA zeThane tyAM AvavA lAgyA, ne kahevA lAgyA ke amArA paisA Apo. zeTha mUMjhAyA. have badhA leNIyAte levA Avaze. huM zuM karIza? mArI AbarU kevI rIte raheze? badhA levA AvatA pahelA huM jhera pIne marI jAuM paNa pAcho vicAra AvyuM ke mAre ja zA, 63

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ve zAradA sii eka sAmAyika karavAnA niyama che te sAmAyika karIne pachI jhera pIu' tA sAru: zeke sAmAyika karI. sAmAyika pUrI thaI eTale zeTha jherano kaToro hAthamAM laIne hoThe aDADavA jAya che tyAM daravAje TakeArA paDayA. zeThanA manamAM hatuM ke leNIyAta AvyA lAge che. jene jenI manamAM bhIti hAya tenA ja vicAra Ave ne! tyAM pharIne TakorA paDayA ne avAja Avyo ke zeThajI! jarA daravAjA kheAlo, tyAre zeThane lAgyu ke A avAja koI leNadArAnA nathI paNa pradhAnajIne hAya tema lAge che. zeThe jheranA kaTorA hAthamAMthI nIce mUkIne daravAjo kheAlyA tyAre pradhAnajI hIrA, mANeka, meAtI, dAgInA ane rokaDa rakamanA DabbA bharIne makAnamAM AvyA. A badhI sapatti zeThanA caraNamAM mUkIne pradhAnajIe kahyu' zeThajI! A badhI mArI soMpatti sAcavajo. huM mArA kuTuMba sahita ahI thI jA" chuM. jo bhaviSyamAM amArA puNyanA udaya thaze te ne nirderdoSa TharIza tA hu. A gAmamAM pA| AvIza ane mArI sapatti ApanI pAsethI pAchI meLavIza. jo kadAca huM ghaNAM varSo sudhI pAche na Avu' te Apane jema yeAgya lAge tema A mArI badhI sa'pattinA sadvyaya karajo. mArI tamane rajA che. ATalu khelatAM khelatAM teA pradhAnajI dhrujI uThayA ne AMkhamAM AMsuDAM AvI gayA, tyAre zeThe kahyu' pradhAnajI ! Apane mAthe evuM te zu kaSTa AvI paDayu che ke Apa ATalA ciMtAtura ane gabharAyelA dekhAo che ? pradhAnajI kahezeTha! atyAre mArA ghora pApakamanA udaya thayA che. hu' amArA rAjAne emanA sagA bhAI jeTalo vahAlo chuM paNa kANu jANe Aje mArA evA pApakamanA udaya thayA che ke rAjAnA khUnanA mArA upara Aropa mUkavAmAM AvyA che. rAjA mane pakaDIne jelamAM pUrI kaDaka zikSA karavAnA che eTale rAjA mane pakaDe te pahelAM hu ahIMthI nAsI jAuM chuM. ATaluM kahIne pradhAnajI jhaDapabhera tyAMthI vidAya thaI gayA. ,, huM zeThanA jAgelA puNyodya :- have A zeThane jhera pIvAnI jarUra na hatI. pradhAnajInI rekaDa rakama ghaNI hatI, eTale vicAra karyAM ke mAre pradhAnajInI milkata pacAvI pADavI nathI. mane maLaze eTale huM temanI sa`pattimAM mUkI daIza. ema vicAra karIne jara jhaverAtanA DabbA tiorImAM mUkI dIdhA tyAM te leNadArAne daroDA paDayA, eTale zeThe badhAne rokaDa rakamamAMthI ApavA mAMDayu' tethI leNadArA paNa Azcaya pAmI gayA ke ApaNe jevu' sAMbhaLyuM hatu. tevuM kaI dekhAtu nathI eTale kahe che have amAre paisAnI jarUra nathI. zeDa ! Apane tyAM ja rahevA do, paNa zeTha kahe che nA, have mAre tamArA paisAnI jarUra nathI. khuzIthI laI jAo. khIjI tarapha thaiDA divasamAM zeThanA vahANa paNu AvI gayA eTale pradhAnajInI milkata pAchI mUkI dIdhI. A zeTha ghaNA pramANika ne uddAra hatA. emane rAjA sAthe paNa ghaNA sAra

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zAradA siddhi 499 saMbaMdha hatuM eTale avAranavAra rAjAnI pAse javAnuM banatuM hatuM ane pradhAna sAthe te zeThane ghaNI mitratA hatI eTale zeTha vicAra karavA lAgyA ke rAjAnA pradhAnajI te ghaNuM dharmiSTha che. satya, nIti ane sadAcAranA premI che, ane rAjA pratye te emane ghaNuM mAna che. A pradhAna kaMI rAjAnuM khUna karavA uThe khare? A vAta mArA mAnavAmAM AvatI nathI. te have mAre rAjA pAse A vAtane khulAso karavo joIe. eka divasa rAjA khuza mijAjamAM hatA tyAre avasara joI ne zeThe pUchayuM sAheba ! ApanA pradhAnajI hamaNuM kema dekhAtA nathI ! ane emanA gharabAra Ape japta karyA che te sAcI vAta che?rAjAe kahyuM-hA. pradhAnajI te kayAMka bhAgI gayela che. e pradhAna te mahA kapaTI hate. eNe mane mArI naMkhAvavAnuM kAvataruM goThavyuM hatuM paNa mArA aMgarakSakanA rUDA pratApa ke mane mAravA AvelA guMDAone emaNe sAmano karIne mane bacAvI lIdho. ane guMDAone pakaDIne kedamAM pUryA che. meM emane pUchyuM tyAre emaNe kahyuM ke amane te maMtrIe khUna karavA mokalyA hatA. zeThanI cAlAkIthI khulatuM thayeluM pApa" - zeThe kahyuM sAheba! ema guMDAonI vAta upara vizvAsa na rakhAya. kadAca ema paNa banI zake ke kAvataruM karanAra bIjA hoya ne pote pakaDAI gayA eTale pradhAnanuM nAma daI dIdhuM hoya, mATe A bAbatamAM ApaNe uMDI tapAsa karavI joIe. rAjA kahe che ke have kevI rIte tapAsa karavI? tyAre zeThe kahyuM sAheba ! emAM te zI moTI vAta che? Ape guMDAone pakaDIne kedamAM pUrelA che ne ? emane belAvIne barAbara dhamakI ApIne pUche ke tamane mane mArI nAkhavAnuM keNe kahyuM hatuM ? sAcuM bolaze te jelamAMthI kAyama mATe mukta karIza ane sAcuM nahi belo te tamane badhAne phAMsIe caDhAvI daIza. A rIte pUche te jarUra ApaNane sAcA samAcAra maLI jaze. zeThanA kahevA mujaba rAjAe guMDAone belAvIne AMkha lAla karIne kahyuM ke he guMDAo! tame sAcuM belajo ke tamane mAruM khUna karavAnuM keNe kahyuM hatuM? je kheTuM bolazo te phAMsIe caDhAvI daIza. jyAM phAMsInI vAta AvI eTale satya vAta te kahevI ja paDe. guMDAoe kahyuM sAheba! amane te tamArA rAjakumAre ApanuM khUna karavA mokalyA hatA, ane pakaDAI jaIe te amane pradhAnajInuM nAma ApavAnuM kahyuM hatuM eTale ame pradhAnajInuM nAma guMDAonI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjA camakyA he....zuM? mArA kumAre ja mane mAravA mATe kAvataruM karyuM? ane pitAnuM pApa chUpAvavA mATe nirdoSa ane pavitra evA mArA pradhAnajIne deSita TharAvyA? have rAjAne pitAnA putra upara krodha Avyo ne kahevA lAgyA ke basa, have te e putrane ja mArI nAMkhuM, tyAre dayALu zeThe kahyuM ke juo sAheba, tamArA putrane paNa doSa nathI. deSa Apane che. ApanA putrane ApanuM khUna

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5. zAradA siddhi karavAnI buddhi kema thaI? Apa have vRddha thavA AvyA che chatAM hajI rAjasattAnA mAha cheDatA nathI tethI mane ema lAge che ke ApanA doSa gaNAya. jo tame tamArA putrane rAjyanA bhAra soMpI dIdhA hata to ene ApanuM khUna karavAnI buddhi na thAta. kAraNa ke saMsAramAM dareka jIvAne parigrahanI mUrchA che. koInA upara mamatva bhAva rAkhavA jevA nathI. jahAhi vittaM pasavA ya savvaM, je baMdhavA je ya piyAya mittA jALa seviyarU moDhuM, bannekaLA saMsiti vittuM sU. a. 10-19 mAtA-pitA, bAMdhava, mitra, putra Adi svajane agara dhanasapatti vigere koI AtmAne zaraNabhUta thatA nathI. sukha-duHkha potAne ekalA bhAgavavA paDe che. parabhavamAM jIva ekalo jAya che. ema samajIne manuSye dhana-dhAnya, pazu tathA svajaneAnA mamatvane tyAgI, AraMbha parigrahanA tyAga karI jJAna-dana-cAritra-tapanI ArAdhanA karavI joIe. jIvA svajana vigere saMbadhInA viyeAge rUdana kare che ne mehanI vRddhi kare che paraMtu peAtAnA mRtyu bAda maranArane bhUlI svajane Adi tenA dhanane haraNa kare che. dhanane vahecI laI AnaMda bhAgave che. manuSyeA peAtAnA svArtha mATe prANI jIvAnI hiM'sA karI kaSTa bhagavI dhana upArjana karI kanI gAMsaDI bAMdhI dhanane cheDIne paralokamAM cAlyA jAya che. svAmaya saMbadhIe tenA jIvatA paNa dhanAdimAMthI bhAga paDAve che ne maraNa pachI paNa tenA dhanane grahaNa karI mAja uDAve che. maranArane koI svajane yAda karatA nathI mATe AtmAthI jIvAe dharmArAdhana karI AtmAnI sAdhanA karI levI jethI bhaviSyakALa sukharUpa bane ane zubha gati prApta thAya. rAjAne zeThanI vAta ucita lAgI, eTale potAnA putrane rAjagAdI seAMpI dIdhI ane peAtAnA nirdoSa pradhAnanI tapAsa karAvIne mAna sahita rAjyamAM lAvyA. pradhAnajI AvyA eTale zeThe emanI miphta emane pAchI soMpI dIdhI. badhu ! A zeTha dharmiSTha hatA paNa du:khamAM AvatA jhera pIne maravA taiyAra thayA hatA paNa jheranA pyAlo pItA pahelA dhanu' zaraNuM lIdhuM', sAmAyika karI tA mAthe AvelI Apatti dUra thaI. zeThe nizcaya karyAM ke dharme mane maratA bacAvyeA ne mArI jatI ijjata rAkhI tA have mAre mArA jIvanamAM vizeSa dharmArAdhanA karavI joIe. rAjAne potAnA putra taraphathI phaTako vAgatA zeThanA samajAvavAthI AMkha khulI gaI, pradhAna nirdoSa heAvA chatAM aNudhArI upAdhi AvI gaI tethI emanI paNa AMkha khulI ane zeTha dharmanA pratApe meTI ApattimAMthI khacI gayA, eTale A traNe AtmAe svajana, sa`patti ane sa'sAranA meha cheDIne AtmakalyANa karavA lAgyA. tamAre paNa AvA dRSTAMtA sAMbhaLIne ane teTalo sa`sAra uparathI rAga ghaTADavA joIe. jo rAga nahi cheDA tA karma baMdhana vadhavAnA che.

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zAradA siddhi 51 ApaNA cAlu adhikAramAM varadhanune zodhavA gayelA subhaTone varadhanunA patto na paDaceA paNa lohIthI kharaDAyelu. bANu maLyu.. tenA para varadhanunuM nAma hatuM eTale brahmadatte mAnyuM ke mArA mitra marI gayA che. eka vakhata A kSitipurane lUMTavA mATe cArenI eka TALI AvI tyAre kumAre dhanuSya bANu laIne A cArAnA sAmanA karyAM eTale cArA brahmadattakumAranuM parAkrama joIne tyAMthI bhAgI gayA. gAmane sheja paNa AMca na AvI tethI kSitipati tenA upara prasanna thayA ne ene khUba zAmAzI ApI. thoDA divasa tyAM rAkAIne zrAdgharo rAjA pAse javAnI rajA mAMgI. rAjAnI rajA laI ne brahmadattakumAra ane ratnavatI khaMne tyAMthI cAlatAM cAlatAM zivapurI pAse pahoMcyA. rastAmAM eka sanyAsInA Azrama AvyeA. e AzramamAM tapasvI ane brahmacArI tApasAne joI ne kumAranA manamAM thayuM ke A tApasanA viSaya vikAre| tA tapathI baLI gayA hoya mATe ratnavatIne ahIM mUkIne mArA mitranI tapAsa karavA jAuM. kadAca bhAgyamAM hoya te e maLI jAya. prazno AzramamAM jaI tApasAne namaskAra karI kSemakuzaLa pUchIne kahyuM huM mArI patnIne tamArI pAse mUkIne mArA mitranI tapAsa karavA mATe jAu chuM. Apa ene sAcavajo. huM sAMje pALe AvI jaIza. ema kahIne te cAlI nIkaLyeA. brahmado varadhanunI khUba tapAsa karI paNa kayAMya enA mitranI bhALa maLI nahi, eTale khUba hatAza thaIne sAMje te tApasanA Azrame Avye. AzramamAM jaIne jIve teA na maLe ratnavatI ke na maLe tApase, tethI kumAranI ci'tA khUba vadhI. brahmadattakumAra kahe che ke bhagavAna ! huM te kone ze` ne kone raDuM ! meM pUrvabhavamAM kevA pApa karyAM haze ke mArA mitranuM duHkha te haju bhUlyA nathI tyAM mArI patnIne mane viyANa paDacA ! arere....e kayAM gaI haze ? ahIM kAI tApasa paNa nathI ke hu` emane pUchyuM.. A mArI patnI kayAM gaI haze ? arere.....mitra ! tuM mane mUkIne krAM cAlyA gayA ! are, ratnavatI tuM paNa mane mUkIne kayAM cAlI gaI ! Ama aneka prakAranA vicAro karatA ciMtAtura banIne AMkhamAM AMsu sAratA brahmadatta vyagra cittavALA banIne ratnavatIne zodhatA AmathI tema bhaTakI rahyo hatA. evAmAM eka mANasane teNe joyA, eTale kumAre tenI pAse jaIne pUchyu...-bhAI ! gaI kAle agara Aje Ape AvA prakAranA vezavALI ATalI uuMmaranI kaI strIne joI che kharI ? kumAranI vAta sAMbhaLIne te mANase kahyuM-hA. gaI kAle sAMjanA samaye eka navayuvAna ane rUparUpane abAra evI kanyAne meM ahIM ceAdhAra AMsue raDatI joI hatI. me ene pUchayuM dIkarI ! tuM kANu che ? ahI kayAMthI AvI chuM ne tuM zA mATe raDe che? tAre kayAM javuM che ? A pramANe meM tene pUchyu' eTale e raDatI adha thaI gaI ne eNe mane enA badhA vRttAMta sakSepamAM kahI sa`bhaLAvyA. enA vRttAMta sAMbhaLIne meM kahyuM he putrI! te tuM mArI dohitrI thAya che, pachI

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pa02 zAradA siddhi te huM ene zivapurI nagarImAM enA kAkA dhanA sArthavAha rahe che tyAM laI gaye. enA kAkA paNa ene joIne khuza thaI gayA che. atyAre e tyAM ja che. enuM nAma ratnAvatI che. te zuM Apa e ratnAvatIne zodhI rahyA che ? hA, bhAI. AvanAra mANase pUchayuM ke te zuM e ratnAvatI ApanI patnI che? kumAre kahyuM-hA, tyAre mANase kahyuM ke te te cAlo. huM zivapurIthI ApanI zodha karavA mATe ja Avyo chuM. huM ApanI zodha karatA hatA tyAM ja Apa mane maLI gayA. cAlo bahu AnaMda thaye ema kahIne te purUSa brahmadattakumArane sAthe laIne zivapurI nagarImAM ratnAvatInA kAkA dhanA sArthavAhane tyAM pahoMcyA. tyAM A baMne jaNe AnaMdapUrvaka rahevA lAgyA. zivapura nagaramAM baMne mitronuM thayeluM milana" :- eka vakhata zivapura nagaramAM kaI mATe mahatsava hate. bahArathI ghaNAM loke A utsavamAM bhAga levA AvyA hatA. brahmadattakumAra ane ratnAvatI paNa utsava jevA mATe gayA tyAre varadhanu brAhmaNanA vezamAM utsavanI zebha jevA mATe AvyA hatA. brAhmaNanA vezamAM ubhelA varadhanune brahmadara oLakhI gayo ne doDate enI pAse jaIne be hAthathI bheTI paze. ghaNAM divasathI je mitrane zodhavA mATe vanavagaDe bhaTakate hate. e mitra Ama acAnaka maLI javAthI jema AMdhaLAne AMkha maLe, bhUkhyAne bhojana maLe, garIbane dhana maLe ne vAMjhIyAne putra maLe ne jeTalo AnaMda thAya enAthI paNa adhika AnaMda varadhanuM mitra maLavAthI tha. e samayane Anada avarNanIya hato. varadhanunA milanathI kumAranA jIvamAM jIva Avyo. mitranA milanathI harSonmatta banelA kumAranI baMne AMkhomAMthI zrAvaNa bhAdaravAnI jhaDIo varasavA lAgI. ghaNAM samaye potAnuM svajana maLe tyAre mANasanI AMkhamAM harSanA AMsu AvI jAya che. have brahmadattakumAra enA mitrane pUchaze ke tuM amane mUkIne kyAM gayA hatA te badhI vAta varadhanu kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra:- " vidhAtAne elaMbhA ApatI suzIlA" :- he vidhAtA! kaI abhAgaNI mAtA pitAnA bALakane duHkhI jaI zake ! mArAthI have mArA A lAlanuM duHkha joyuM jatuM nathI. kayAM e rAjakuLanA saMtAne! eka vakhatanA chatra palaMgamAM piDhanArA, mevA mIThAI jamanArA, senAnA jhulaNe jhulanArA, senAnA ratnajaDita ramakaDe ramanArA, kInakhAba ane jharInA vastro paheranArAne Aje roTalAnA ne kapaDAnA paNa sAMsA! kahevata che ke vidhAtA mANasane bhUkhyA uDADe paNa bhUkhyA sUvADe nahi. te he vidhAtA ! huM tane pUchuM chuM ke e tAre nyAya kayAM ga? mArA bAluDA be divasathI bhUkhyA sUI jAya che ne bhUkhyA ja uThe che ane jyAre khAvAnuM maLe tyAre lakhuMcUkuM ne eMThuM maLe che. are o vidhAtA ! tuM mArA bALakane zA mATe herAna kare che? emane sukhethI tuM jIvADa ne emane rAjya, senAnA gulaNiyA, kezariyA dUdha, mevA-mIThAI, paheravA mATe kimatI pizAka A badhuM na Ape te kaMI nahi,

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zAradA sidi 13 mAtra be TaMka khAvA mATe lUkhAsUko roTalo ne aga DhAMkavA kapaDAM te Apa. jethI te nirAMte udhI zake. A sivAya mAre khIjI' kaMI joItu nathI. huM vidhAtA ! tArI nirdayatAnI vAta mAre kone karavI ? tane A mAru duHkha echuM lAgatuM hatuM ke te mArA svAmIne paNa paradeza mAkalI dIdhA! jaLa vinA mAchalI taraphaDe tema huM... mArA patinA viyAgathI taraphaDI rahI chuM. teo eka mahinAmAM pAchu' AvavAnuM kahI gayA hatA. Aje emane gayA khAra khAra mahinA vItI gayA chatAM hajI mane emanA dana thatA nathI. e mArA svAmI kayAM che e tA mane kahe. mArA pati jyAM che tyAM sukhI teA chene? emanu' zarIra te sAru chene? vAyado ApIne gayA paNa hajI kema pAchA pharyAM nathI ? are e niSThura vidhAtA! tuM mane kaIka javAba te Apa. Ama peAtAnA patinI yAda AvatA, suzIlA meTethI raDI paDI. "ceAdhArA AMsue raDatA bhImasena' :- peAtAnI patnInI A dazA joIne bhImasenanI AMkhamAM codhAra AMsu vahevA lAgyA, ane bebhAna thaI ne tyAM ja paDI gayA. suzIlA khUba ciMtAtura ane raDatI hAvAthI avAja sAMbhaLI zakI nahi. bhImasena gheADI vAre bhAnamAM AvIne peAtAnA kamane doSa detA kahe che he bhagavAna ! huM mArA mALakone kevI rIte sukhI karuM? mArI patnIne kevI rIte zAMti ApI zakuM! nidhana ane akicana e jIvAne kevI rIte sukha zAtA ApI zakIza? arere....AvA jIvane jIvavA karatAM te mRtyu ghaNu... uttama che, mATe he mArA bhAgyavidhAtA! A duHkha have hu joI zakatA nathI. have teA tArI pAse be hAtha joDIne eka ja yAcanA karu chuM. ke mArI jIvana dorI TUMkI karIne mane upADI le. ema kahIne bhImasene peAtAnI patnI suzIlA temaja pyArA devasena ane ketusena sAme eka mamatAbharI STi phe`kI azrubharI AMkhe kuTuMba piravAranA meha choDI mRtyune bheTavA tyAMthI cAlI nIkaLyA. " duHkhaneA mAryA jIvananA aMta lAvavAnA vicAra karatA bhImasena " :badhue ! A jIveAnA kevA gADha karmanA udaya che ke ATalu' ATaluM duHkha paDavA chatAM paNa bhAgya ene sAtha ApatuM nathI. kevA aMtarAya karmanA udaya ke pati ghera Avye chatAM potAnA kuTuMbane duHkhathI mukta karavA zaktimAna na heAvAthI koIne maLyA vinA mana makkama karIne cAlyA gayA. patnI ane bALako mATe aneka prakAranA vicAra karatA bhImasena cAlatA cAlatA nagaranI bahAra nIkaLI garcA ne eka vaDanA jhADa nIce jaI ne ubhe rahyo. vaDanI vaDavAIo kRNidhara nAganI jema nIce laTakI rahI hatI. e joIne bhImasene vicAra karyAM ke A vaDanI vaDavAI e vaDe huM gaLe phAMso khAu", bhImasene peAtAnA duHkhI jIvananA aMta lAvavAnA pAko nirNaya karI lIdhA. have peAtAnu mRtyu najIkamAM che ema samajIne peAtAnA aMtima samaya sudhAravA mATe ekAgra citte navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karyuM, pachI peAtAnA jIvana daramyAna je kaI jANatAM ajANatAM

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504 zAradA sita sthULa ke sUkSma aparAdha karyo hoya tene yAda karavA lAge ane jagatanA samasta jIve sAthe kSamApanA karI, pachI bele che te mArI vahAlI suzIlA! mArA pyArA devasena ane ketusena! A pApIne tame mApha karaje, kAraNa ke mArA pApInA kAraNe tamAre AvA bhayaMkara duHkhe bhegavavA paDayA che. huM eka rAjA thaIne ke pAmara, raMka banI ga! eka sAmAnya mANasa paNa pitAnI patnI ane bALakonuM premathI pAlanapoSaNa kare che jyAre huM eka vakhatane moTo rAjA thaIne Aje potAnI patnI ane bALakanuM pAlanapaSaNa na karI zaka! tethI tamane badhAne TaLavaLatA nirAdhAra mUkIne pApI bhImasena maravA mATe bhAgI chUTa. tame mane kSamA Apaje. A pramANe kahIne bhImasene zuM karyuM? mRtyunA mukhamAMthI bacAvate zeTha" - chelle bhImasene badhA jIvone khamAvI, pote karelA pAponA micchAmi dukkaDa daIne zuM kahe che he arihaMta ne siddha bhagavaMta! tamane mArA namaskAra che. he prAtaHsmaraNIya AcArya, upAdhyAya ane zramaNa bhagavaMte! mArA tamane chellA namana. ema kahIne vaDanI vaDavAIone gaLe vIMTALIne casakAvIne bAMdhIne phase nAMkhIne laTakavAnI aNI upara che paNa karmanI lIlA keI ora che. bhImasena duHkhathI kaMTALIne motane bheTavA taiyAra thaye che paNa mAMgyu mata maLatuM nathI. ahIM zuM banyuM ke keI zeThane sAthe e vaDalAnA jhADanI najIkamAM paDAva nAMkhIne sUte hate. ThaMDInA divase hatA eTale ThaMDIne dUra karavA mATe tApaNI karI hatI. tApaNI bhaDabhaDa baLatI hatI. tenI agnizIkhAthI cAre tarapha cheDe sudhI ajavALuM paDatuM hatuM. A samaye sArthanA mukhya zeThanI najara e ajavALAmAM bhImasena tarapha gaI. temaNe dUrathI joyuM ke eka mANasa gaLe phAMse nAMkhI jIvanane aMta ANI rahyo che eTale eka kSaNane paNa vilaMba karyA vinA zeTha pite talavAra laIne deDyA, emanuM hRdaya karUNAthI dravI uThayuM. zeTha vegathI doDatA bhImasena pAse pahoMcyA ne tarata ja talavAranA eka ghAthI vaDavAIne kApI nAMkhI ane bhImasenane mANasoe jhIlI lIdhe. jamIna upara sUvADIne gaLAmAM nAkhelA phAMsAne kADhI pavana nAMkhavA lAgyA. saune thayuM ke A puNyavAna yuvAna zA mATe phAMso khAIne jIvanane aMta lAvatuM haze ? khUba pavana nAMkhatA bhImasena bhAnamAM AvyuM. have zeTha tene pUchaze ne zuM banaze te avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 49 bhAdaravA suda punama ne budhavAra tA. 5-9-79 - sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! zAsanapati tIrthakara bhagavaMtoe jagatanA jInA uddhAra mATe anaMta karUNAne dhodha vahAvI AgamavANI prakAzI. Aje

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zAradA siddhi 505 jinezvara bhagavAna ApaNI pAse hayAta nathI. kevaLI bhagavaMta nathI. mana:paryavajJAnI ke avadhijJAnI nathI. AvA samayamAM je ApaNe pAse jinAgama na hota to ApaNuM zuM thAta? jinAgama eTale zuM? prANathI kiMmatI priya cIja, apUrva nidhAna. bhavabhava ajavALanArI umadA cIja. jinAgama eTale kalyANanI keDI mATe e ja upAsya ane ArAdhya che. rAta divasa smaraNIya, ciMtanIya ane jIvanamAM AdaravA gya che. A maLelA uttama mAnava janmamAM je jinAgamane ArAdhavAne badale jagatane ArAdhyA karIzuM te pharI keNa jANe kayAre jinAgama maLaze? jagatamAM badhuM maLavuM saheluM che ane te pAchuM vAraMvAra maLI zake che paraMtu jinAgama vAraMvAra te zuM ekAda vAra maLavuM paNa muzkela che. sukha ane unnatinA sAcA rastA jinAgamamAM batAvelA che. kharekhara, jinAgama e dIpaka che. jema aMdhArI guphAmAM game tevA ratnanA Dhagale DhagalA paDayA hoya paNa dIpaka vagara e zI rIte dekhAya? ane je dekhAya nahi te ene grahaNa kevI rIte karI zakAya? tema A aMdhakArabharyA jagatamAM ke aMdhArAbharyA AtmAmAM game tevA rane heya paNa jinAgamanA dIpaka vinA e zI rIte meLavI zakAya? mokSa che, mokSanA upAya che paraMtu e badhAnuM sAcuM bhAna karAvanAra te jinAgama ja che. Agama rUpI cakSuthI sAcuM darzana karIne kaMIka AtmAo alpakALamAM AtmAnuM kalyANa karI gayA che. bhavanA bhramaNane teDI nAMkhyuM che. karmanA baMdhane te anaMtakALathI AtmAmAM bhegA thayelA che. e karmabaMdhanane jinAmane sahAro laIne kaMIka chae alpakALamAM teDI nAMkhyA che. atyAre vartamAna paMcama ArAmAM taravAnuM sAdhana jinAgama che. sAce ja jinAgama e jIvana sArthaka karavAne eka sacoTa upAya che. ApaNuM AtmAe TheTha nigodamAMthI nIkaLI UMce caDhatAM caDhatAM je suMdara mAnavajIvananI prApti karI che temAM je jinAgamanuM zaraNuM svIkArAya to mAnavajIvana maLyuM sArthaka thAya. mANasane dharma kara hAya, e mATe upAsanAnA anukuLa sayAgo hoya paraMtu jinAgama na maLe te e zuM sAdhanA karI zake ? kAyAzakti, vicArazakti, vANuzakti vigerene ucca saMyama mArge vALI jIvanamAM saphaLatA karAvI ApanAra jinAgama che. kharekhara je A jinAgamanuM zaraNuM na maLyuM hota te huM mada, ajJAna, mithyAtva, kaSAya AdimAM sabaDI A bhayaMkara bhavATavImAM rakhaDI rakhaDIne marI jAta, mATe jinAgama e mahAmUlyavAna kehinura che. jinAmanA praNetA bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne saMgamadeve eka rAtrimAM vIsa vIsa mahAkaSTadAyI upasargo ApyA. kIDI, vIMchI, sarpa vigerenA rUpa banAvI bhagavAnane je DaMkha dIdhA che ne je kAramAM kaSTa ApyA che enuM varNana sAMbhaLatA te ApaNAM rUMvADA khaDA thaI jAya che ne kALaju kaMpI jAya che. saMgame AvA ghara upasargo zI. 4

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506 zAradA siddhi ApyA chatAM bhagavAne enA upara manathI paNa krodha ke dveSa karyo nathI ke vacanathI belyA nathI ke he saMgama! tuM A zuM kare che? kAyAthI emane sAmane karavA gayA nathI. eTaluM ja nahi paNa emanA lohI ke aNumAM paNa saMgama pratye roSa ke teSa Avyo nathI. AvA mahAna kaSTo sahana karIne bhagavAne "kSamA vIrasya bhUSaNa e sUtrane sArthaka karI batAvyuM. krodhanI bhISaNa Agane ThAravA mATe kSamA e zItaLa pANI che. ahI mane eka vAta yAda Ave che. keI eka gAmamAM motIcaMda nAmanA jhaverI vasatA hatA. A gAmamAM motIcaMda jhaverInuM khUba mAna hatuM. pasA TakAnI kaI kamInA na hatI. nekara cAkara bagIcAthI haryobharyo ene suMdara baMgalo hatA. motIcaMda zeThe enA bApadAdAnI AbarUne savAI karIne pratiSThA vadhArI hatI. pAse lakSmI khUba hatI paNa emanA jIvanamAM nAma abhimAna na hatuM. dila paNa dilAvara hatuM. e kaI dukhInA duHkhanI vAta sAMbhaLe te tarata tenA duHkhane dUra karavA pitAnI jAte pahoMcI jatA. A zeTha nirAbhimAnI, dAnezvarI ane svabhAve zAMta hatA. emane kadI krodha AvatuM na hatuM. AvA pavitra ne bhadrika metIcaMda zeTha badhI vAte sukhI hatA paNa eka vAtanuM meTuM duHkha hatuM. A zeThanA zeThANInuM nAma kamaLa hatuM. ene svabhAva khUba krodhI hatA. e saheja saheja vAtamAM krodha karatA. divasa ugyA vinA rahe ke zeTha sAthe jhaghaDyA vinA rahe. ADozI pADozI sAthe paNa jhaghaDyA karatI. nAma te majhAnuM kevuM sarasa kamaLa che. kamaLa eTale lakSmI, paNa evA emanAmAM guNa na hatA. je emanA jIvanamAM zeThanA jevA guNe heta te kamaLA gharanI lakSamI banI jAta, paNa enA krodhI svabhAvane kAraNe loke ene kajIyALInA upanAmathI bolAvatA hatA. zeTha hatA zItaLa pANI tyAre zeThANI hatA Aga jharate bomba. vAtavAtamAM enuM jhaghaDavAnuM cAlu ja hoya. kAma karanAra nekare paNa kamaLA zeThANa pAse Take nahi. be cAra divasa rahe ne enI kaTakaTathI kaMTALIne bicArA cAlyA jAya. zAMta svabhAvanA motIcaMda zeTha ThaMDA kaleje A badhuM sahana karyA karatA, patnInA krodhI svabhAvathI zeThanA dilamAM ghaNuM duHkha thatuM hatuM paNa je kaI kaMI kahevA jAya to peTrolanI TAMkI phATe ne meTI Aga bhabhUkI uThe te ene ThAravI muzkela thaI paDe. bIjuM je pite sAmA kaMI kahe te bolAcAlI thAya ne loko sAMbhaLI jAya te gharanI phajetI thAya. Ijajata khullI thaI jAya te mATe sahana karatA. sAthe e paNa vicAra karatA ke krodha e AtmAno zatru che. krodhathI prItine nAza thAya che. krodha karavAthI AtmAne durgatimAM javuM paDe che. krodha bhayaMkara nukazAnakAraka che. krodharUpI dAvAnaLanI javALAmAM bIjA aneka guNo kSaNavAramAM baLIne bhasmIbhUta banI jAya che. mahAnapurUSa paNa kahe che ke

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zAradA siAha * 50. koheNa appaMDahati paraM ca atthaM ca dhammaM ca taheva kAmaM / tivvaM pi verapi karaMti kohA, adharaM gatiM vAvi uviti kohA / krodhathI AtmA sva ane para baMnene jalAve che. eTale ke pite paNa baLe che ne bIjAne paNa bALe che. koi e dharma-artha-kAmane paNa jalAve che. tIvra vaira paNa utpanna kare che ane nIca gatine prApta kare che. sADAnava ghaMTA sudhI zArIrika zrama karavAthI jeTalI zakti kSINa thAya che teTalI zakti paMdara miniTa krodha karavAthI kSINa thAya che. AvuM samajatA hovAthI zeTha pote krodha karatA nahi ne bIjAne kodha karAvavAmAM nimitta paNa banatA nahi. zeThANI nokaracAkara upara krodha karatAM tyAre zeTha nekara cAkarene samajAvatA ke AganI sAme tame pANI banI jAo te ja AnaMda mANI zakazo. zeThanI kSamA ane zeThANano krodha" - kamaLA zeThANI hIrAnI vIMTI paheratA hatA. eka divasa emanI vIMTIne hIre khavAI gaye. e hIre ghaNe kiMmatI hite. zeThANIe zeThane vIMTInuM bekhuM ApatAM kahyuM ke A vIMTIne hIre vAI gaye che te A vIMTI laI jAo ne neve hIre jaDAvI lAvaje. kimatI hore be vAI gaye chatAM zeTha zeThANa upara jarA paNa garama na thayA ke hIre kayAM kheInAMkhyo? tame gharamAM tapAsa karI ke nahi? kaMI ja na bolyA. zeTha te vITI khissAmAM mUkIne bajAramAM gayA. e divase dukAne bahAragAmathI ghaNuM vahepArIo AvyA hatA. mAlanI kharIdI ane vecANanI levaDadevaDamAM zeThane vIMTImAM hIrA jaDAvavAnI vAta te vismRta thaI gaI. A divasa dukAnamAM khUba kAma cAlyuM hatuM eTale zeThane bhUkha ane thAka khUba ja lAgelA. ghera haju uMbarAmAM paga mUke che tyAM ja kamaLA zeThANa siMha jevI garjanA karIne belyA ke kema, vITImAM hIre jaDAvI lAvyA ke nahi? lAve, mArI vIMTI , thAkelA zeThane sAMtvanA ApavAne badale krodhathI bhabhUkI uThI. zeThe kahyuM ke Aje dukAne ghaNuM kAma hatuM eTale vITInI vAta mArAthI bhUlAI gaI che. tyAM te zeThANInA krodhane pAro AsAmAne caDhI gaye. krodhathI dhamadhamATa karatI kahe che ke tamane te bhUlI ja javAya ne ? zAnuM yAda rahe? AkhA gAmanA loke upara upakAra karavA nIkaLI paDyA che. e badhuM tamane yAda Ave che paNa gharanA mANasanI te tamane kAMI kiMmata nathI. keIka divasa kAma batAvyuM hoya te paNa na kare. jyAM mArA bhoga lAgyA ke tamArA jevA namAlA dhaNIne paraNIne AvI. Ama belatA belatA kamaLA zeThANI kapALa kUTavA lAgyA ne meTethI raDavA lAgyA. zeTha te bicArA divAnakhAnAmAM jaIne besI gayA. patnI kayAM bhUkhyA-tarasyA ke thAkyApAkyAne bhAva pUche tema hatA. zeTha bhUkhyA tarasyA mauna laIne besI rahyA, eTale zeThANI DI vAre zAMta thayA, pachI meM caDhAvIne zeTha pAse AvIne belyA ke mane khAtarI ja hatI

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58 zAradA siddhi ke tamArAthI kaI nahi thAya. lAvA vITI mane ApI de. huM mArA bhAI pAse ja karAvI laIza. zeThe vITI levA mATe khissAmAM hAtha nAMkhyA teA vI'TI ja maLatI nathI, eTale zeThe zAMtithI javAba ApyA ke vI.TI khAvAI gaI lAge che. zeThANIe kahyu. eTalI mArI vIMTI paNa sAcavI na zakayA ? sAru' thayu' ke tame khAvAI na gayA. Aje te vITI khAvAI gaI ne kAle badhu khAvAI jaze. tamane yAda ja zu rahevAnu che? zeThANInA krodha vadhu bhabhUkI uThacA. zeTha teA zAMta citte divAnakhAnAmAM besI rahyA. e samajatA hatA ke enI sAme kheAlavAthI zuM vaLavAnu che? khAlavAthI vAta bagaDI jaze, e jaNA sarakhA bhegA thaIzuM' teA gharanI AbarUnA kAMkarA thaze lokeAnA ToLA jovA maLaze, eTale kaI ja khelatA nathI, paNa zeThANInuM tA jema phAve tema kholavAnuM cAlu hatuM. tyAM zeThanA khAsa mitrA maLavA AvyA. zeThe emane premathI Adara satkAra karyAM ne zeThANI khelI rahyA che te vAta mitrA sAMbhaLI na jAya te mATe mATethI vAtA karavA lAgyA paNa mAthA upara kaTakaTa cAlatI heAya te kaI chAnI rahe kharI? zeTha tA enI vAta upara lakSa ApatA nathI. mitrAnI sAthe premathI vAtacIta karatA joI ne enA manamAM thayuM ke A te mArI vAta sAMbhaLatA ja nathI eTale vadhu krodhanI Aga bhabhUkI uThI, ane mana phAve tema khakavAda karavA lAgI. te paNa zeTha kaI bolyA nahi, tyAre zeThANIe mitrAnI vacamAM beThelA zeThanA upara pANInI bharelI Dola lAvIne lavI dIdhI. zeThanA mitrA te A joI ne sthira thaI gayA ne zeThane kahyu` ke tamArA upara ATalo badhA julama kare che? kayAranA jema phAve tema khele che. eTalethI na patyuM te pAchA ame ATalA badhA beThA chIe chatAM lAjazarama cheDIne tamArA upara AvI eDAjUThA ne gaMdA pANInI Dola ThalavIne tamAruM' keTalu ghera apamAna karyuM... chatAM tame ATalA badhA zAMta rahyA. A te meTu. Azcaya gaNAya. ame te AvuM jarA paNuM sahana na karI zakIe. mitrAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne zeThe kahyu ke ApaNI kahevata che ke " gAjyA megha varase nahi " paNa tamArA bhAbhI gAjyA ane varasyA ane kayu. zeThanI vAta sAMbhaLatA zeThANI TharI gayA ne pazcAtApa sAthe AMsu sAratA dhikkAra che mArA krodhane ! Ama vicAra karI zeThanA caraNAmAM paDIne raDatA raDatA peAtAnI bhUlanI mAphI mAMgavA lAgyA, tyAre zeThe eTalu ja kahyu. kamaLA ! tArI vITIne hIrA tA phrIne maLaze paNa jo samatA rUpI hIrA meM gumAvyeA hAta te mAruM' zuM thAta? kamaLA zeThANIe kahyu ke AjathI pratijJA karu chuM ke have hu* kaDhI krodha nahi karu. mArA krodhanI sAme ApanI kSamAe te kAmaNu karyu. nAtha ! mane Aje mArA sAcA

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zAradA siddhi 509 hIre maLI gayo. ema kahIne zeThANIe zeThane ane zeThanA mitrone premathI jamADayA. zeThane AnaMda thaye ne zeThANIne pitAne samatA rUpI sAce hIre jaDyAne saMtoSa tha. baMnee kSamAvAna banI dharmArAdhanA karI AtmAnuM kalyANa karyuM. TUMkamAM kSamA je kaI tapa nathI. kSamA e vIra puruSonuM bhUSaNa che. ApaNuM cAlu adhikAramAM brahmadattakumAra varadhanune pUche che he mitra! tuM mane rathamAM sUvADIne kayAM cAlyo gayo hato? ane ATalo vakhata kayAM rokAya? varadhanue kahyuM mitra ! sAMbhaLo. tame ane ranavatI rathamAM nidrAdhIna hatA tyAre vaMzajALamAM chUpAyelo eka cera bahAra Avyo ane teNe mArA paga upara bANene jorathI prahAra karyo, eTale mane khUba vedanA thavA lAgI. sakhata vedanAne kAraNe huM rathamAMthI nIce paDI gayo. brahmadare kahyuM ke bhAI! AvuM banyuM tyAre te mane kema jagADa nahi? tyAre varadhanue kahyuM-mitra! tamane jagADuM te tame ciMtA kare tethI meM tamane jagADayA nahi, ane ratha te paLavAramAM ghaNe AgaLa nIkaLI gayo mane jarA kaLa vaLI eTale huM ubhuM thaye paNa laMgaDAtA page rathane pakaDI zakAya tema na hatuM, tethI huM te lAkaDIne Teke dhIme dhIme kSitipura ke jyAM tame ane ranavatI rahyA hatA tyAM pahoMce. tamane je kSitipurapatie Azraya Ape hatA temane mane daivayege bheTe thayo ne temaNe mArI khUba sevA karI eTale mArA pagane ghA dhIme dhIme rUjhAvA lAge. mane ApanA kuzaLa samAcAra dararoja maLatA hatA paNa Apa tyAMthI cAlyA gayAnA samAcAra maLyA tyAre mArA pagane ghA barAbara rUjhAI gayuM hatuM tethI huM paNa tyAMthI nIkaLI gayuM ane cAlate cAlate Aje ahIM AvyuM, tyAM mArA pudaye mane ApanA darzana thayA.A rIte varadhanu e pitAne badhe vRttAMta brahmadattakumArane kahyo. "brahmadattane hAthI sAme paDakAra":- eka vakhata e gAmanA nAgarika vasaMtetsava ujavavA nagaranI bahAra gayA. kumAra ane varadhanu paNa vasaMtotsava jevA mATe nagaranI bahAra AvyA. A samaye zivapurInA ripumardana rAjAne hAthI ekAeka madenmatta banIne mahAvatane jamIna para pachADI daI bilakula niraMkuza banIne upadrava macAvato bephAma banIne deDate e tarapha AvavA lAgyo. gAMDA hAthIne A tarapha Avate je eTale nagarajanomAM hAhAkAra macI gayuM ane maraNanA DarathI bhayabhIta banIne AmathI tema nAsabhAga karavA lAgyA, eTale vasaMtetsavane raMga tUTI gayo. lagabhaga moTA bhAganA mANaso bhAgI gayA tyAre eka kanyA bahu jaladI deDI zakatI na hatI. e dhIme dhIme deDatI hatI. A hAthI enI pAchaLa paDaye, tyAre e kanyA bhayabhIta banIne bacavAnI AzAthI kaMI mane bacAve....bacAve ema bUma pADavA lAgI. A samaye brahAdattakumAra tyAM ja ubhelo hato. bhayabhIta banelI bAlikAne bacAvavA mATe kumAre hAthInI sAme AvIne paDakAra karyo. kumArane paDakAra sAMbhaLIne hAthI e kanyAne

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510 ' zAradA siddhi cheDIne kumAranI pAchaLa paDe eTale kumAre potAnA khabhe raheluM vastra utArIne hAthI para pheMkayuM. hAthIe kumAranuM uttarIya vastra pitAnI sUMDhamAM jhIlI laIne UMce uchALyuM. e vastra nIce paDayuM. hAthIe tene pharIthI uMce uchALavA mATe pitAnI sUMDha nIcI karI ke tarata brahmadattakumAra uchaLIne tenA gaMDasthaLa upara svAra thaI gayo ane enA mastakamAM muThThIonA prahArathI tenA kuMbhasthaLane DhIluM pADI dIdhuM. brahmadattanA parAkramane abhinaMdana ApatI prajA" :- hAthI zAMta paDaye tyAre brahmadattakumAre ene madhura vacanathI paMpALe ane tenA upara ghaNo premabhAva batAvyo eTale madonmatta hAthI kumArane vaza thaI gayA. brahmadattakumArane hAthInI pITha upara beThelo joIne loke bUmAbUma karavA lAgyA ke A yuvAna chokare koNa che? zA mATe AvA gAMDA hAthInI pITha para caDhI beTho che? hamaNuM ene A hAthI mArI nAkhaze. A pramANe kahe che paNa hAthIne kumArathI zAMta thayelo joI sau dhanyavAda ApavA lAgyA. saunI sAthe brahmadattakumAra hAthI upara besIne zivapurImAM ripumana rAjA pAse AvyA. keIthI vaza na thAya evA hAthIne kumAre vaza karyo te joIne rAjAne paNa khUba Azcarya thayuM. tene dhanyavAda ApIne pitAnA rAjyamAM rAkhI lIdhe. enuM parAkrama, hiMmata ane buddhicAturya joIne rAjA khuza thayA ane pitAnA maMtrIne pUchyuM ke A chokaro ke che? maMtrIe kumArane paricaya jANI lIdhelo hato eTale teNe rAjAne kahyuM. mahArAjA ! A te pAMcAla dezanA brahmarAjAne putra brahmadattakumAra che. A vAta jANIne rAjA enA upara khuza thayA ne kumArane khUba satkAra karyo. rimardana rAjAnI kuMvarIo sAthe brahmadattanA lagna":- ripumana rAjAne rUpa ane guNamAM ekaekathI caDhiyAtI ATha dIkarIo hatI. te ATheya kanyAone kumAra sAthe paraNAvI ane temane rahevA mATe eka bhavya mahela Apo. brahmadattakumAra pitAnI patnIo ane varadhanunI sAthe AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. eka vakhata eka strIe AvIne brahmadattakumArane kahyuM ke kumAra ! mAre Apane kaMIka kahevuM che. kumAre kahyuM ke bahena! tamAre je kahevuM hoya te khuzIthI kahe, tyAre te strIe kahyuM ke A nagarImAM vaizramaNa nAme eka sArthavAha che. temane sakala kalAomAM nipuNa evI zrImatI nAme eka putrI che. vasaMtsavamAM hAthI gAMDa thaIne deDAdoDa karatA hatA te vakhate Ape tenuM rakSaNa karyuM hatuM ane jIvatadAna ApyuM hatuM. te kanyAe e nizcaya karyo che ke mane jIvatadAna ApanAra sivAya bIjA keI sAthe huM paraNIza nahi, eTale e ApanA sivAya bIjA koI sAthe paraNavA cAhatI nathI mATe Apa ene svIkAra kare. kumAre e strInA vacanone svIkAra karyo ne eka zubha divase zrImatI sAthe baDI dhAmadhUmathI lagna thayA, tyAra pachI tyAMnA subuddhi nAmanA maMtrInI naMdanA nAmanI putrI sAthe varadhanunA lagna karavAmAM AvyA. kumAra ane varadhanu baMne jaNa ghaNuM samaya

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zAradA siddhi 511 sudhI sasarAnA gAmamAM sukhapUrvaka rahyA. ahIM rahevAthI baMnenI khUba prasiddhi thaI have brahmadattakumAranA barAbara puya jAgyA. mahAna rAjAnA jamAI banyA ne badhAne sahakAra maLavA lAgyuM. have AgaLa kevuM puNya jAgaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - bhImasena bhAnamAM AvyuM eTale enA mukhamAMthI zabda sarI paDayA ke "name arihaMtANuM." A zabdo sAMbhaLIne zeTha camakyA, kAraNa ke pite jainadhamI hatA, eTale vicAra karavA lAgyA ke A mANasa ATalA duHkhamAM paNa arihaMta prabhunuM smaraNa kare che, mATe jaina have jaIe. emanA haiyAmAM AnaMda chavAye ne emanuM aMtara pokArI uThayuM ke are! A te mArA bhAIsvamIMbaMdhu jaina che. nahitara enA heThe arihaMtanuM nAma kyAMthI Ave? huM te ene eka duHkhI mANasa samajIne bacAvavA mATe Avyo hato ne ene banatI madada karavAnuM hatuM paNa have te svadharmIne madada karavAnI mArI pharaja che, tethI zeTha pragaTa rUpe belyA, bhAI! tuM koNa che? ane A uttama mAnavabhava pAmIne Ama akALe tArA jIvanano aMta lAvavA kema taiyAra thaye che? tAre je duHkha heya te tuM mane khuzIthI kahe. huM tane mArAthI banatI badhI sahAya karIza. AjathI tuM mane tAre bhAI mAnaje. zeThanA mIThA zabdathI maLeluM AzvAsana -"zeThanA zabda sAMbhaLIne.. bhImasenanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. ahe! jyArathI ujainIne rAjamahela cheDIne nIkaLyo chuM tyArathI mane kaI bhAI kahenAra maLyuM nathI, ane AzvAsana ApanAra kaI maLyuM nathI. be zeTha maLyA paNa baMne duHkha denAra maLyA. lakSmIpati zeThane tyAM ATalI nItithI kAma karyuM chatAM be rUpiyA mAMDa mAMDa ApatA. pratiSThAnapuramAM dhanasAre Azraya Ape paNa chelle DhAla ane talavAra laI lIdhA, paNa A zeTha te koI deva jevA lAge che. ema samajIne bhImasene kahyuM he dayALu ! tame keNa che? huM te eka duHkhI mANasa chuM. duHkhathI kaMTALIne ApaghAta karavA Avyo chuM. meM asahya duHkha veThayA che. atyAra sudhImAM mane ke tuM mAro bhAI chuM. huM tane duHkhamAM sahAya karIza evA zabdo kahenAra maLyuM nathI. mane Apa ja maLyA che. ema kahIne bhImasene zeThane pitAnI badhI duHkhanI kahAnI kahI saMbhaLAvI ane kahyuM kaho zeTha! have huM ApaghAta na karuM te zuM karuM? maryA sivAya mAre chUTake na hato paNa vidhine e maMjUra nathI lAgatuM, eTale tame mane dayAbhAvathI mukta karyo ne jIvatadAna dIdhuM paNa have huM kyAM jAuM? zuM karuM? ane mAruM gujarAna kevI rIte calAvIza ? zeThe kahyuM mahAnubhAva ! tArI jIvana kahAnI karUNa che. sAMbhaLIne mArA rUMvADA khaDA thaI gayA paNa have dhIraja rAkha. A mAnavabhava mahAna puNyodaye maLe che. vAraMvAra maLa durlabha che. temAM je mANasa ApaghAta kare te ArtadhyAna ane

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512 zAradA sii raudradhyAnanA yoge narakagatine pAme che. tuM te sunna ane samajadAra lAge che mATe tAre A rIte hiMmata hArIne jIvananA 'ta lAvavA te yogya nathI. tuM jIvatA haze teA kaIka pAmI zakaze. kahevata che ne ke "jIvatA nara bhadrA pAme." mATe bhAI tuM hiMmata na hAra. nirAza na thA. sAMbhaLa, sukha-duHkha e te samaya samayanI chAMyaDI che. karmAnusAra sukha duHkha dareka jIvAne Ave che paNa ethI gabharAvAnI jarUra nathI. bhAI ! ema duHkhAthI hArI jaIne Avu. avicArI sAhasa karIe te enuM pariNAma kharAba Ave che. pUrva karmAM bAMdhyA hAya te duHkha Ave che. ene bhAgavatAM A dhyAna raudradhyAna karIe teA navA karyAM adhAya che. rAmacaMdrajI, harizcaMdra rAjA, naLarAjA ane pAMca pAMDavAne karmAMnA udayathI kevA duHkhA bhAgavavA paDayA ! gheAra kaSTa sahana karyAM paNa hiMmata na hAryAM ne jIvatA rahyA te je sukha hatuM tenAthI paNa vadhAre sukha-sa patti pAmyA. kame te khuda tIrthaMkara bhagavAna ane cakravati jevA purUSane paNa cheDayA nathI te mArA ne tArA jevAnI teA zuM tAkAta ! mATe tuM samabhAva rAkha. A tArA azubha karmAMnuM piraNAma che. tArA puNya pragaTaze tyAre jarUra tArA duHkhane aMta Avaze. A rIte zeThe bhImasenane AzvAsana Apyu. eTale bhImasenanu... haiyu haLavu' anya. have AgaLa zuM khanaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na 50 bhAdaravA vada 2 ne zukravAra tA. 7-9-79 anaMta upakArI, zAsanapati bhagavAna jagatanA jIvAne paDakAra karIne jagADatA kahe che huM jIve!! have teA jAgeA. kayAM sudhI sUI raheze ? mAtA pitA peAtAnA saMtAneAne dravya nidrAmAMthI jagADe che jyAre bhagavAna ApaNane bhAva nidrAmAMthI jagADe che. bhAvanidrA eTale zuM? samajo che? AMkha khullI che, jAgatA chIe, saMsAranA kAryAmAM pUravegathI pravaCmAna chIe para`tu jo AtmahitanA upayAga nathI, bhAna nathI, lakSa nathI te| bhAvanadrAmAM pADhayA chIe. dravya nidrAmAM kAyA ke bahAranA padArthAnuM bhAna nathI ane bhAvaniMdrAmAM AtmAnu ke AtmahitanuM bhAna nathI. dravya nidrAthI eTalu` nukasAna ke gharanuM kAmakAja ke dhA badha rahe tyAre bhAvanidrAthI tA nukasAna apara'pAra. jIvane ajJAna, rAga-dveSa, tRSNA, kaSAyA rUpI keTalAya sA~ ane vIMchIe kuraDI khAya che chatAM bhAvanidrAthI bebhAna banelAone karaDayAnI khabara nathI paDatI. karaDayAnu... du:kha ke zoka nathI. manuSyabhava Ama ne Ama pasAra thaI jAya e keTalI meATI kamanasIbI! bhagavAnanu virATa zAsana maLyA chatAM jAgavuM nathI te pachI kayAM jagAze ? mATe jAge. jAgeA. e mATe AtmaciMtA, paramAtmaci'tana, maitrI Adi bhAve, vairAgya bhAvanAo, dAna, zIla, tapa vigeremAM joDAI jAo,

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zAradA siddhi 513. A uttama mAnavabhava pAmIne je AtmA kaMI sAdhana nahi kare ne karmanA karaja bharapAI nahi kare te karma udayamAM Avaze tyAre bApaliyA bolAvaze te ya kaI choDAvavA nahi Ave. tame mAnatA ho ke A badhA mArA che paNa saMsAramAM kaI koInuM nathI. karmane udaya thaze ne leNadeNI patI jaze eTale koNa pitA ne keNa putra, kaNa pati ane keNu patnI, keNa mAtA ane keNa putra! kaI kaIne oLakhatuM nathI. rAjayalakSamInA lobhe putra keNike pitAne pAMjarAmAM pUryA. roja laMgaDI page ubhA rAkhI baraDe khullo karAvI mIThAnA pANI chAMTIne reja 500 cAbakhAnA mAra mArate hate. bolo, kyAM gaI A pitA ane putranI sagAI ! mayaNarehAnA rUpamAM Asakta banI maNIrathe yugabAhunuM khUna karyuM. kayAM gaI bhAI bhAInI sagAI! paradezI rAjAne sUrIkatAe jhera ApyuM. kayAM gaI pati patnInI sagAI! AvI rIte ApaNuM uttarAdhyayana sUtranA cAlu adhikAramAM paNa e ja vAta Ave che. brahmadattane mAravA culanI mAtAe, lAkhanA mahela banAvyA, viSayAMdha banI ati du:kha dIdhA, to kayAM gaI bhAta sagAI. dIrgharAjAnA mohamAM paDelI culanI rANIe pitAnA ekanA eka vahAlasoyA putra brahmadattakumArane mArI nAMkhavA mATe lAkhane mahela banAvyo, ane je divase paraNIne Avyo te ja divase lAkhanA mahelamAM putra ane putravadhUne sUvA mATe mokalyA ne madharAtre mahelane Aga lagADI. eNe eTale paNa vicAra na karyo ke A varaghoDiyuM haju te paraNIne AvyuM che. emanA manamAM saMsAra sukha bhegAvavAnA keTalA keDa haze! emanA keDane huM bALIne bhasmIbhUta karavA uThI chuM ! ATalo paNa vicAra na karyo? AnuM kAraNa pUrvabhavanAM karmo che. evA kamane udaya hoya che te eka mAtAnA be saMtAnamAM mAtAne eka dIkare vahAluM hoya ne bIjA pratye bilakula prema na hoya. eka mAtAnI kUkhe janmelI be sagI bahene che chatAM kayAreka sagI bahena pratye jeTalI lAgaNuM na hoya tethI adhika dharmanI mAnelI bahena pratye hoya che. kaMIka saMtAnane mAtA-pitA pratye jeTalo prema na hoya teTale kAkA kAkI pratye hoya che. A badhA pUrvanA trANAnubaMdha saMbaMdhe che. jyAre aNAnubaMdha saMbaMdhe pUrA thAya che tyAre kaI keIne oLakhatuM nathI. ane je pUrvabhavanA vaira bAMdhelA hoya te mAtA ane putra, pitA ane putra, ke sagA bhAI e tarIke janmIne e vairane badale le che. ATalA mATe bhagavAna kahe che ke he jIva! tuM karma karatI vakhate khUba vicAra kara. tArA gADha karmane udaya thaze tyAre tArI mAtA paNa tArI nahi rahe. " eka gAmaDAmAM kheDUtane be putro hatA. eka vakhata gADAmAM besIne baMne bhAIo bahAragAma jaI rahyA hatA. nAno bhAI gADuM hAMkato hatA ne moTA bhAI gADAmAM beTho hate. ghaNe dUra jaMgalamAM nIkaLI gayA tyAre moTAbhAIne khUba tarasa lAgI eTale

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514 zAradA siddhi nAnAbhAIne kahe che bhAI! tuM gADuM ubhuM rAkha. mane khUba tarasa lAgI che eTale huM pANI pIne AvuM chuM, tethI nAnAbhAIe gADuM UbhuM rAkhyuM ne meTebhAI pANI pIvA mATe gaye. jaMgalamAM Amatema khUba tapAsa karI te eka taLAva joyuM. teNe pANI pIdhuM ne nAnAbhAIne mATe pANuM laIne AvI rahyo che. tyAM je cIlAmAM pitAnA bhAIe gADuM ubhuM rAkheluM che, e ja cIlAmAM eka AMdhaLI nAgaNa paDI che, eTale moTAbhAIe nAnAbhAIne kahyuM ke bhAI ! A cIlAmAM eka AMdhaLI nAgaNa paDI che, mATe tuM gADuM A cIlethI pheravIne bIjA cIlA upara laI jA. cIlo badalAvI nAMkha, tyAre nAne bhAI kahe che bhAI! jarA eche dharama DhIMgalo thA. cAla besI jA gADAmAM. jaMgalamAM te evA ghaNA ja hoya. ene bacAvavA rahIzuM te jyAM javAnuM che tyAM kyAre pahoMcIzuM? moTAbhAInA manamAM hatuM ke huM game tema karIne A cIlethI bIjA cIle gADuM levaDAvIza, eTale te gADAmAM besIne nAnAbhAIne kahe che bhAI! tuM samaja. ApaNe A cIle je gADuM calAvIzuM te bicArI AMdhaLI nAgaNa marI jaze. ApaNe mANasa chIe ne e pazu che. mAnava mAtrane dharma che ke AvA jIve upara karUNa rAkhavI. joIe. je ApaNe jIva che e ja ene jIva che. e bicArI AMdhaLI che eTale te cIlAmAM paDI rahI che. je dekhatI hoya te jyAranI bhAgI gaI hoya, mATe tuM gADuM bIjA cIle laI le, paNa nAno bhAI mAne nahi, eNe te e cIle ja gADuM calAvyuM. pelI nAgaNInA be TukaDA thaI gayA. A joIne moTAbhAIne AtmA kakaLI uThaze. arere....Aje keTaluM moTuM pApa thaI gayuM ! nAnAbhAIne kahe che arere...bhAI! te mArI vAta mAnI nahi! mane te eTaluM duHkha thAya ke mArA jevA ghora pApakarmane udaya ke mAre bhAI A nirdaya ! Aje tArI sAthe huM na Avyo hota te sAruM thAta. Aje huM tArA gADAmAM beTho te tArI sAthe pApane bhAgIdAra banyuM ne ! meTAbhAInuM aMtara valovAI gayuM. enI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA paNa nAnAne enI bilakula asara thatI nathI ne moTAbhAInA dilamAMthI e pApanI asara jatI nathI. moTebhAI nAnAne kahe che bhAI! tuM keI saMta mahAtmAnI pAse jaIne tArA pApanuM prAyazcita karI le, paNa nAnAne A vAta gamatI nathI. nAgaNanA TukaDA thaI gayA. e no gaNa marI gaI. e nAgaNIne jIva eka brAhmaNane ghera dIkarIpaNe jame. e brAhmaNanI putrI moTI thaI enA mAtA pitAe ene paraNAvI. paraNIne sAsare gaI pachI thoDA samayamAM pelA be bhAImAMthI moTAbhAI marIne brAhmaNanI putrInA garbhamAM AvIne putrapaNe utpanna thaye. A dIkare garbhamAM Avyo tyArathI brAhmaNane khUba AnaMda thaI gaye. dAna dauM, gurUbhakti karuM evA sArA vicAro AvavA lAgyA. garbhasthiti pUrI thatAM bAI e putrane janma Ape.

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zAradA siddhi 515 A dIkarA pratye brAhmaNIne apAra mamatA hatI. ene mATe zu karu' ne zuM na karuM? eTalI lAgaNI hatI. putranu` sheja paNa mana dubhAvatI nahi. e je mAMge te Ape che. putra sheja raDe tA enuM kALaju kapAI jAya evA ene vahAlo hatA. A karA pAMca varSanA thayA tyAre pelo nAnAbhAI paNa marIne e brAhmaNInA garbha mAM AvyeA. A jIva garbhamAM AvyA tyArathI brAhmaNInA manamAM udvega....udvega rahevA lAgyA. enA manamAM ema ja thatuM ke hu' A jIvane mArI nAMkhuM. e marI jAya te sAruM. ema vicAra karatI garbhane pADavA mATenA upAyeA karavA lAgI paNa pUrvabhavanA evA vaira che eTale game teTalA upAyeA karyAM paNa e maryAM nahi. baMdhue ! pUrvabhavanA vairabhAva zu' kare che? A jIva pApakarmanuM phaLa bhAgavavA mATe brAhmaNInA gA~mAM Avyo. tene mAravA prayatna karyAM paNa maryAM nahi. jIvAnI hiMsA karavAthI kevuM gADha karma baMdhAya che! hiMsA e moTAmAM moTuM pApa che. AcArAMga sUtramAM bhagavAna kahe che ke "ta' che aAiva, te te goDhiyApa, pasa lahu na ce, sa vastu mATe, pasa lahu mAre, paNa laTTu narava / '' jIvahi'sA ahita karanArI che. ameSi eTale mithyAtvanuM kAraNa che, nizcaya e ATha karmanI gAMTha che, mAha che, mRtyu che ane naraka che mATe jIvahiMsAthI virAma pAme, ane jIvAnI dayA pALA. hi'sAne cheDIne ahiMsAnuM pAlana karavAmAM mahAna lAbha rahelo che. ahiMsAmaya jIvana e sAcuM jIvana che. jaina zAstromAM te bhagavAne ahiMsAnA upadeza ApcA che. cegazAstramAM paNa ahi'sAnA mahimA samajAvatAM kahyu' che ke dIrghamAyuH paraM rUpamArerAgya zlAghanIyatA / ahiMsAyAH phalaM sarvaM kimanyatkAmadeva sA / do AgnuSya, zreSTha rUpa, nirAgatA ane praza'sanIyatA e badhA ahiMsAnA phaLa che. vastutaH ahiMsA sava manerathAne siddha karanArI kAmadhenu che, mATe ahiM sAnu avazya pAlana karavu' joI e. nAgaNI marI gaI. tenA moTAbhAIne khUba pazcAtApa thayo hato. e Rsi'sA joIne tenuM dila dravI gayu hatuM. nAgaNIne bacAvavA mATe enA bhAIne keTalu samajAvyeA hatA. pote pApa karyuM na hatu. paNa e mAnatA hatA ke huM e gADAmAM beThA hatA tethI huM paNa e pApamAM bhAgIdAra thayo ne! maraNa sudhI enA aMtaramAM pApa khaTakayu hatu. eTale brAhmaNIne e khUba priya hatA ne nAnA bhAI e ene mArI nAMkhI hatI tethI e jIva ga`mAM Avyo tyArathI ene mArI nAMkhavAnI brAhmaNIne bhAvanA thaI. chevaTe enA janma thayo, eTale brAhmaNIe enA patine kahI dIdhu ke tame A chekarAne jyAM mUkavA hoya tyAM mUkI do. mAre enu' mukha jovu... nathI, tyAre enA pati kahe che ke are! tuM Ama zA mATe kare che ? jema moTo dIkaro tArA

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516 zAradA siddhi che ema A paNa tAre ja dIkare che. te ja jene janma dIdhe ene Ama tarachoDI devAya? jarA vicAra kara, tyAre brAhmaNIe gussAthI kahyuM ke huM tamane sApha zabdomAM kahI dauM chuM ke je A chokare mArI pAse raheze te huM mArI nAMkhIza. ene jIvate nahi mUkuM evo mane ene joIne kodha Ave che. brAhmaNe eka dhAvamAtAne bALaka seMpI dIdhe. ene kharca vigere ApavAnuM nakkI karyuM. A chokarAne dhAvamAtA ene ghera ucheravA lAgI. joI lejo. karmanA khela kevA che! vairabhAvathI baMdhAyelA karmane ke kavipAka che! moTo dIkare enA mAtA pitAnA lADapyAramAM ucharI rahyo che ne nAne dhAvamAtAne tyAM moTo thAya che. brAhmaNane pUrvabhavanuM vera che paNa brAhmaNane vera nathI, eTale e avAranavAra chokarAnI khabara le che. e chokare mATe thaye. najIkamAM ja rahe che tethI nAnuM ane moTo baMne bhAI avAranavAra bhegA thaI jAya che. eka ja lohInI sagAI che eTale ekabIjA pratye khUba lAgaNI che. moTAbhAIne enI mAtA kaMI khAvAnuM Ape te e chAne mAne nAnA bhAIne ApI AvatuM. baMne vacce khUba prIti jAgI eTale eka vakhata nA bhAI moTAbhAIne kahe che bhAI! jANe ApaNe baMne sagA bhAIo ja na hoIe evuM lAge che. ApaNe baMne eka mAtAnA putro hota te kevuM sAruM thAta? meTebhAI te jANa hatuM ke ame baMne sagA bhAIe chIe paNa nAnAne bicArAne te jamyo tyArathI mAtAe ene dhAvamAtAne soMpI dIdhuM hatuM, eTale e emaja samaje che ke Aja mArI mAtA che. eka divasa ekarAnA bApane bahAragAma javAnuM thayuM eTale jatAM jatAM moTA dIkarAne bhalAmaNa karato gayo ke tuM nAnAbhAIne laIne kadI tArI mAtA pAse jaIza nahi, kAraNa ke mAtA enI pUrvabhavanI vairI che, eTale ene joze te mArI nAMkhaze. moTAe kahyuM ke bhale, bApujI! bApa te bahAragAma gaye. eka divasa baMne bhAIo zerImAM ramatA hatA tyAre nAnAbhAIe pharIne moTAbhAIne kahyuM ke ApaNe baMne eka ja mAtAnA putra heIe te kevuM sAruM! tyAre moTAbhAIne kahyuM ke bhAI! ApaNe baMne eka ja mAtAnA putro chIe. mArI mA e ja tArI mA che, tyAre nAno bhAI kahe che nA. mArI mAtA te A che, tyAre moTe kahe che ke nA bhAI ApaNe baMne sagA bhAIo chIe, paNa kaI kAraNasara tane ahIM rAkhyo che. atyAra sudhI ene khabara na hatI ke mArI sAcI mA keNu che ? paNa have khabara paDI ke A mArI sAcI mAtA che, eTale ene mA pAse javAnuM mana thaI gayuM. te moTAbhAIne kahe che te cAla. mAre paNa mAtA pAse AvavuM che. ene mAtAne maLavAnA keDa jAgyA paNa moTAbhAIe kahyuM nA.... hoM. tuM kadI mAtA pAse AvavAnuM nAma na le. bApujI nA pADIne gayA che, paNa e te haThe caDhayo ke mAre te mAtA pAse AvavuM ja che. moTAe ghaNuM

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zAradA siddhi 517 samajAvyo paNa samajyo nahi. e moTAbhAInI sAthe gharamAM Avyo. A vakhate mAtA garamAgarama bhajIyAM banAvI rahI hatI ke A chokare mAmA karate heta karavA jAya che tyAM te ene joIne mAtAne e krodha Avyo ke bhajIyAM taLavA mATe je telanI kaDAI mUkI hatI te ukaLatuM tela enA upara reDI dIdhuM. pAMca cha varSane kumaLo phUla je bAluDe keTaluM sahana karI zake ? e khUba dAjhI gayo. moTebhAI pUrvabhavathI saMskArI hato eTale eNe kahyuM je bhAI! tuM mA upara krodha na karIza. tAre pUrvabhavanuM evuM kaI mA sAthe vera haze jethI AvuM banyuM che. ema kahI ene aMtima samaye navakAramaMtra saMbhaLAvyA. te bAjumAM vasatA jainanA chokarA sAthe sAdhu pAse gayelo tyAre saMte ene navakAramaMtranuM svarUpa samajAveluM. tyArathI e navakAra maMtra zIkhI gayo hate. ene navakAramaMtra upara khUba zraddhA hatI. aMtima samaye bhAIne navakAramaMtra saMbhaLAvyA. cheka khUba dAjha hate paNa aMtima samaye kSamA bhAva rAkhI navakAramaMtranuM zravaNa karate devalokamAM gaye. je eNe mA upara vara rAkhyuM hatuM te vairanI paraMparA cAlata paNa A chokarAe kSamAM rAkhI te paraspara vaira patI gayuM. TUMkamAM ApaNe te A dRSTAMtamAMthI eTalo sAra grahaNa karavAne che ke jIva .. karmabaMdhana kare che tyAre ene bhAna nathI rahetuM ke mane AvA gADha karmo baMdhAze. ApaNe sahajabhAve keInI majAka karIe te paNa karma baMdhAI jAya che. vaDanA bIja jeTaluM nAnakaDuM karma paNa jyAre bhagavAne samaya Ave che tyAre moTuM vaDalA jevuM banI jAya che, mATe bhagavAna kahe che ke saMsAmAM kSaNe kSaNe khyAla rAkho ke mArAthI kayAMya pApakarma na baMdhAI jAya. A saMsAra karmarAjAnI sattA nIce cAlI rahyo che. saMsAramAM karma jIvane sukhI banAve che ne karma duHkhI banAve che. ApaNe cAlu adhikAra brahmadattakumAre ripumardana rAjA pAse javAnI rajA mAMgI. sasarAe zekAvA mATe ghaNe Agraha karyo, paNa brahmadatta kAryo nahi. moTA rasAlA sAthe zivapurathI nIkaLIne brahmadattakumAra ane varadhanu baMne jaNe brahmarAjAnA jigarajAna mitra kaTaka rAjA rahetA hatA te vArANasI nagarImAM AvyA. vArANasI nagarInI bahAra udyAnamAM pahoMcyA eTale brahmadattakumArane udyAnamAM besADIne varadhanuM kaTaka rAjA pAse gaye. jaIne eNe saMdeze Ape ke ApanA mitra brahmarAjAnA putra brahmadattakumAra AvyA che ne nagaranI bahAra rokAyA che. brahmadattakumAranuM svAgata karatA kaTaka rAjA":- A samAcAra sAMbhaLIne kaTaka rAjAne khUba AnaMda thaye, kumAranuM svAgata karavA mATe AkhuM nagara vajA patAkAothI zaNagAryuM, ane baDI dhAmadhUmathI kaTaka rAjA brahmadattakumAranuM svAgata karavA mATe moTI svArI laIne nagara bahAra jyAM kumAra hatuM tyAM AvI pahoMcyA.

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518 zAradA siddhi kaTaka rAjA jema brahmarAjAnuM svAgata karatA hatA tema brahmadattakumArane hAthI upara besADIne ThAThamAThathI nagaramAM praveza karAvya ne pitAnA rAjamahelamAM laI gayA, pachI ekabIjA premathI bheTI paDayA, ane kaTaka rAjAe brahmadattakumArane pUchayuM beTA! tuM ghaNA vakhate maLe. rAjamAtA culanI devI te majhAmAM che ne ? ema kuzaLa samAcAra pUchyA tyAre brahmadattakumAre saghaLI vAta vistArathI kahI saMbhaLAvI. A vAta sAMbhaLIne kaTaka rAjAe eka lAMbe nisAse nAMkhe ne belI uThayA ke hAya! kayAM eka vakhatanI zIlavaMtI culanI "ane kayAM A kulaTA, pati drahiNI, putraghAtinI culanI! khera, beTA ! karmanI A badhI ramate che. have tuM jarA paNa ciMtA na karIza. tAruM ja ghara samajIne ahIM ArAmathI rahe." kaTaka rAjAnA zabdo sAMbhaLIne brahmadattakumArane jANe enA pitAjI maLyA na hoya e AnaMda thaye. kumAra ATalI kanyAo paraNIne Avyo che, ene ATalo badhe ThAThamATha che ne ATaluM mAna che, vaLI parAkramI paNa khUba che. A badhuM joIne kaTaka rAjAe paNa pitAnI kanakAvatI nAmanI putrI brahmadattakumAra sAthe paraNAvI. kariyAvaramAM rAjAe hAthI, ghoDA, jara jhaverAta, dAgInA vigere ghaNuM ApyuM ane rahevA mATe eka suMdara ane bhavya mahela Ape. tyAM brahmadattakumAra kanakavatI sAthe rahevA lAgyo. tyAM cakavati padanA dyotaka cakAdi ratna pragaTa thayA eTale cakavatie enI je vidhi karavI joIe te karI. kaTakarAjAne cakAri rane pragaTa thayAnI khabara paDI eTale emaNe vicAra karyo ke A brahmadattakumAra cakravati banavAnA che te have amAre temane rAjyA. bhiSeka kare joIe. Ama vicAra karIne kaTaka rAjAe potAne tene puSpagula, kaNeradattA Adi je pitAnA mitro hatA temanI pAse pitApitAnI sainyAdi sAmagrI laIne vArANasI AvavA mATenuM AmaMtraNa ApavA mokalyA, eTale badhA rAjAe potAnI sainya sAmagrIthI susajaja thaIne vArANasI AvyA. badhAe bhegA thaIne eka zubha divase brahmadattakumArane rAjyAbhiSeka karyo ane varadhanune senApatinuM pada ApavAmAM AvyuM. have brahmadattakumAre vicAra karyo ke huM mArA bAhubaLathI mArA pitAnuM rAjya pAchuM meLavuM. e bAbatamAM kaTakAdi badhA rAjAo saMmata thayA. have brahmadattanI pAse pIThabaLa ghaNuM che. eka te caka Adi rane pragaTa thayA che ne bIjA pitAnA mitra rAjAonI pUrI sahAya maLI eTale brahmadatta cakravati badhA rAjAo sAthe meTuM lazkara laIne dIrgharAjA sAthe saMgrAma karavA nIkaLe. cAlatAM cAlatAM brahmadattakumAra eka divasa kAMpilyapura nagaranI bahAra AvI paho, ane te dvArA dIrgharAjAne saMdeze A ke tamAre zatru brahmadattakumAra yuddha karavA mATe AvI pahoMce che mATe tame yuddha karavA taiyAra thAo. dIrdharAjAne paNa khabara paDI paI ke brahmadatta cakravarti banavAnuM che, ane cakrAdi

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zAradA siddhi 519 ratnA sahita mATu' lAvalazkara laIne Avyo che. teA have emaNe samajavuM joI e ke cakravartinA baLa AgaLa mAru' aLa keTaluM ? cakravati te mahA khaLavAna heAya che. dAkhalA tarIke nadInA kinAre mATu' lazkara doraDAnA eka cheDA pakaDIne ubhuM hoya ne khIje cheDA sAme kinAre ekalA cakravarti pakaDIne ubhA che paNa jo cakravati' eka ja AMcake mAre tA AkhuM lazkara dirayAmAM paDe. Avu che cakravatinuM khaLa. emanI sAthe bAtha bhIDavI e sAmAnya vAta nathI, paNa dIgharAjAe e vAtanA vicAra na karyAM. kahevata che ne ke (6 vinAzakALe viparita buddhi." te anusAra brahmadattakumAra sAme yuddha karavA taiyAra thayA. have brahmadattakumAra ane dIgharAjA vacce kevu... bhaya'kara yuddha thaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. - caritra " bhImasenane zeThanA maLelA pUrA sahakAra " :- bhImasenane jANe duHkhanA vAdaLA vikharAtA hoya tema lAgyuM ne nirAzAno adhakAra bheddAtA lAgyA. eNe zeThane namratAthI kahyuM ke ApanA preraka vacanAthI mane ghaNI zAMti thaI che, paNa mArI zAMti kAyama mATe TakI zake te mATe Apa mane nAkarIe rAkhe| te mAru garIbAInu duHkha TaLe. huM ApanA upakAra kadI nahi bhUluM. Apa je kAma batAvaze te hu' karIza, tyAre zeThe kahyu` bhAI! tuM mArA svadhamI bhAI che eTale mArA sage bhAI. have tuM ciMtA na karIza. zeThe kahyuM ke jo bhAI! ahIthI dhannApannA deza che. tyAM rAhaNAcala nAmanA pata che tyAM jhaverAtanI ghaNI khANeA che. e khANeAmAM rAjAenA mugaTamAM jaDavAnA, saudaryavatI strIonA gaLAmAM zelatA navalakhA hAramAM jaDavAnA hIrAe che. pannA, meAtI, mANeka, nIlama vigerenI khANeA che. tyAM tuM khAdya, jo tArA bhAgyamAM haze te tane ratnA maLaze ane nahi maLe teA huM tane mahenatANuM ApIza. have AjIvikAnI tuM ciMtA na karIza. navakAramaMtranu smaraNu karIne tuM amArI sAthe cAla. A pramANe zeThe bhImasenane AzvAsana Apyu' ne kahyu have savAre ahIthI javAnu che mATe atyAre zAMtirthA ta MbUmAM sUI jAe. ema kahIne sarasa palaMga upara pAcu' gAdaluM pAthareluM hatu. tyAM zeThe bhImasenane sUvADayeA. ghaNA samaye bhImasenane AvA sarasa gAdalA upara sUvAnu` maLyuM. e sUtA te kharo paNa uMgha AvatI nathI. AkAzamAM pUrNimAneA ca'dra khIlyeA hateA. enA ajavALA taMbUmAM patharAtA hatA. e caMdra sAme joIne vicAra karavA lAgyA ke ahA ! huM te| AvA makhamalanA suvALA gAdalAmAM sUtA chuM paNa mArI patnI ane bALakAnI kevI ka'gAla dazA che! e bicArA kumaLA bAluDAe tharathara dhruje che ne eka vakhatanI rAjarANI suzIlA Aje rAMkaDI banIne behAla dazAmAM beThelI meM najare joI che. khambe divasathI khAvA annanA kaNa maLyA nathI. e badhA AvA duHkha bhogavatA hAya te mArAthI palaMgamAM kema sUvAya ? tarata ja palaMgamAMthI ubhA thaI gayA ne jamIna

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para0 zAradA siti upara hAthanu' ozIkuM karIne sUI gayA. manamAM vicAra thAya che ke ATale AnyA ne suzIlAne maLyA ni. jo maLavA jAu' te mane zeTha sAthe nahi javA de. te bhale, have ATalA bheguM vadhAre duHkha bhogavaze paNa AvA dayALu zeThane mane je sahakAra maLyA che te kema javA devAya ? Ama vicAra karatA thoDI vAramAM uMdhI gayA. vinaya vivekathI zeThanA dRzyamAM meLaveluM sthAna " : "" savAra paDatAM zeThanA mANasA DerA taMbu uThAvIne gADAmAM mAlasAmAna bharavA lAgyA. bhImasena paNa saune kAma karavAmAM madada karavA lAgyA. khadheA mAlasAmAna bharIne badhA tyAMthI cAlavA lAgyA. savAre saphara, apeAranA zItaLa chAyA Ave tyAM ArAma karatA ne pAchuM cAlavA mAMDatA ane rAta paDe eTale koI gAmanA pAdaramAM DerA taMbu tANIne sUI jatA. Ama sau AgekUca karatA. bhImasena kayAreka pagapALA cAlatA, kayAreka gheADA upara tA kayAreka gADAmAM besI jateA. tene A sapharamAM sAthIdAro sAthe khUba AnaMda AvatA, eTale peAtAnuM duHkha dhIme dhIme bhUlatA jatA hatA, paNa vacamAM kyAreka peAtAnA piravAranI duHkhI karUNa dazA yAda AvatI. bhImasena zeThanA khUba vinaya karatA. badhA mANasonI sAthe kAmakAje lAgI jatA, tyAre zeTha ene kAma karavAnI nA pADatA. bhAI! tuM kaMI mArA nAkara nathI. tuM te mArA svadhamI adhu che, mATe tAre majUrI karavAnI nathI paNa bhImasena khUba pramANika hatA kAma karyA vagara harAmanuM khAvuM ene gamatuM na hatu. kayAreka zeThanI sAthe dhamacarcA paNa karatA. bhImasenane vinaya, viveka, pramANikatA, kAma karavAnI kuzaLatA, dhamabhAvanA Adi joIne zeThane enA upara khUba prema vadhyA. tethI zeTha pAte ja bhImasenanuM khAvA pIvAnuM badhuM yAna rAkhatA. "bhUmi parIkSaka bhImasena ':- ghaNA divasa sudhI pravAsa karIne eka divasa te rAhaNAcala paryaMta pAse pahAMcI gayA. have temane majila maLI gaI. AgekUca karavAnI na hatI. have tA kamara kasIne kAma karavAnuM hatuM. rehaNAcala paryaMtanI eka taLeTImAM emaNe mukAma karyAM. e divase te badhA khUba thAkelA hAvAthI ArAma karyAM. bIje divase pahADa upara jaIne sau khANA khAdavA lAgyA. zeThe bhImasenane kahyu. bhAI! tuM paNa tArI jyAM IcchA haiAya tyAM kAdALI pAvaDA vagere laI ne kheADhavA mAMDa. bhImasena rAjakumAra hatA tyAre chara kaLA zIkhyA hatA. temAM bhUmi parIkSAno abhyAsa karyAM hatA. te Aje ene ahI' kAma lAgI gayA. bhImasene eka divasa tA badhI jamIna tapAsI. pachI mAre kayAM kayAM khAddavu te mATenA nizAna karyAM ne manamAM eka plAna krAryA. khIjA divasathI bhImasene savAramAM vahelo uThI navakArama`tranuM smaraNa karI phAdALI pAvaDA laIne jamIna kheAdavAnu zarU karyuM. traNa cAra divasamAM te cakamakatA

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zAradA siddhi para1 ra'gabera'gI paththarA, mATImAM jaDAi gayelA hIrA ane ratnA laIne zeThanI pAse gayA. zeTha tA enA mAla joIne khuza khuza thaI gayA. tenA kAmane dhanyavAda ApatA zAbAzI ApIne kharaDA thAkhaDayA. baMdhue! bhImasene ghaNI mahenata ane sakhata parizrama karIne ratnA meLavyA hatA. e ratnA pAte rAkhI le te peDhIonI peDhIenu daridra TaLI jAya evA ki"matI ratnA hatA paNa bhImasene te emAMthI eka paNa ratna lIdhuM nahi ne tamAma ratnA zeThane ApI dIdhA. zeThe kahyu` bhAI! tuM A ratno laI ne gAmamAM jaIne jhaverInI dukAne vecI Ava. zeThane bhImasena upara khUba vizvAsa hateA. bhImasena ratnAne laIne gAmamAM gayA. jaIne jhaverIne badhA ratnA batAvyA. te koI e tenI ka'mata e lAkha, koI e traNu lAkha ema alaga alaga kahI. ema karatAM eka pramANika jhaverI maLI gayeA. eNe kahyuM jo bhAI! A mAla daza lAkha rUpiyAnA che paNa huM tane daza lAkha ApI dauM te mane zuM kamANI thAya? mATe hu. eka lAkha rUpiyA naphA khAu" chuM ne tane nava lAkha rUpiyA Apu chuM. bhImasena nava lAkha rUpiyA laIne zeTha pAse AvyeA ne vinayapUrNAMka kevI rIte mAla vecyA, kayAM vecyA, badhI hakIkata jaNAvI. * bhImasenanI pramANikatA upara tAjIba thayelA zeTha '' :- zeTha te bhImasenanI pramANikatA joIne khuza thayA. temanA manamAM thayuM ke A mANasa keTalo pramANika che! navalAkhane badale eNe mane phakta cAra ke pAMca lAkha ApyA hota te paNa mane zuM khabara paDavAnI hatI. kharekhara jo eNe enI pramANikatA nathI cheDI te mAre paNa enI kadara karavI joIe. zeThe kahyu' bhImasena ! teM te ghaNI mahenata karI che ne ghaNuM sarasa kAma karyu che mATe A nava lAkha rUpiyA te tuM ja laI le. bhImasene kahyuM zeTha ! mAre ATalA badhA paisA nathI joitA, tame mane mArI mahenatanu phaLa ApeA. bAkI mAre na joIe. zeThe kahyu ke bhale, tane ema thAya che te A nava lAkha tane huM tArI mahenatanA phaLa rUpe mahenatANuM Apu chuM ane have tuM je ratnA meLavI Ape te mArA, paNa A navalAkha rUpiyA upara tAze adhikAra che. zeThanA ghaNA AgrahathI bhImasene laI lIdhA ne pharIne khAdyakAma zarU karyu.. khAdatA ghaNA mUlyavAna hIrA vigere nIkaLyuM te zeThane badhu soMpI dIdhu. zeDa khUba khuza thayA, pachI bhImasena kahe ke have A dharatImAM mAla nathI. Apa mane rajA Ape te huM jAuM. mArA bALako, patnI badhA mArA vagara jhUre che. zeThane bhImasenane javA devAnuM mana nathI paNa na chUTake zeThe AMkhamAM AMsu pADatA rajA ApI. baMne jaNA ekabIjAne bheTIne khUba raDayA. have bhImasena habhera navalAkha laIne jaI rahyo che. ghaNAM varSe ATalI milkata maLavAthI tene khUba AnaMda thayA che. manamAM aneka vicAra karatA bhImasena jaI rahyo che. have tenu zuM thaze tenA bhAva avasare, zA. 66

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vyAkhyAna naM. 51 bhAdaravA vada 3 ne zanivAra "jIvana saMgrAma" tA. 8-9-79 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! ApaNA jIve anatI vakhata janma maraNa karyA. te Aja sudhI haju cAlu ne cAlu ja che. ene aMta Avyo nathI. kayAre aMta Avaze e paNa dekhAtuM nathI, tyAre vartamAna jIvana upara evI koI zAbAzI laI zakIe evuM koI kArya kare che ke jenAthI bhaviSyamAM janma-maraNanI ghaTamALa baMdha thAya. jIva anaMtI vakhata mAtAnA garbhamAM Avyo, nava nava mahinA sudhI garbhanI koTaDInA duHkha sahana karIne janma lIdhe. janma lIdhA pachI AtmA mATe kaI purUSArtha vinAnuM jIvana vitAvavuM ane karUNa rIte maraNane zaraNa thavuM emAM AtmAnuM daLadara zuM phITe? tamane AtmAnuM daLadara phITe evuM lAge che kharuM? jo ema ja phITatuM hata te Aja sudhI zA mATe rakhaDI rahyo che ? AnuM kAraNa eka ja che ke vastu svarUpanA prakAzane badale mahA aMdhakAramAM AthaDayA kare che tethI AtmAnI sthiti kevI rIte sudhare ? janmamaraNanI ghaTamALa cAlu che tene baMdha karavA mATe jIvanasaMgrAmanI jarUra che. jIvanasaMgrAma eTale rAjA mahArAjAo ekabIjAnuM rAjya paDAvI levA mATe je ' saMgrAma kare che evA saMgrAmanI vAta nathI. ApaNe je saMgrAmanI vAta karIe chIe te saMgrAma judA prakAra che, anAdikALathI cAlI AvatI ane ahIM paNa jIvane satAvatI aMtaranI malina vRttio sAthe ane karma sAthe jhaghaDavAnuM che. mohAMdhatA, krodhAMdhatA, viSayAMdhatA vigerenI malina vRttio sAthe jIvanabhara jhaghaDI, mehanidrA tyajI, tattva jAgRtimaya jIvana jIvavuM enuM nAma jIvanasaMgrAma. jyAM sudhI mokSamAM na javAya tyAM sudhI A saMgrAma khele paDaze. jIvanabhara saMgrAma khelyA vinA A haThIlI prakRtio AtmAthI aLagI nahi thAya. anAdikALathI AtmAnI pAchaLa lAgelA karma zatru sAme jhajhumavAmAM badhI zakti kharcI nAMkhavI paDaze. te ja A jIvanasaMgrAmane aMta Avaze. jJAnI purUSe kahe che ke he bhavya jI ! tame jIvanasaMgrAma e khelo ke jethI zAzvata jIvana (siddha avasthA) maLI jAya. vAraMvAra badalavA paDatA jIvananI para para aTake. A jIvana khAvApIvA ane khelavA mATe nathI. evuM badhuM te kAgaDA katarAnA bhAvamAM paNa jIve ghaNuM karyuM che. deha maLyo che ene TakAvavA mATe khAvuM pIvuM paDe che paNa deha TakAvIne karavA jevI hoya te te dharmasAdhanA che. e vAta bilakula na bhUlaze. sAdhanathI sAdhya avazya sAdhI lo. sAdhya ajaba keTinuM che e vAta najara samakSa rAkho. jagatamAM zAbAzI maLe evuM jIvana jIve, jIvanasaMgrAmane eka preraka prasaMga huM tamane kahuM sAMbhaLe.

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zAradA sili 523 samarAditya kevaLI thaI gayA. emanA nava bhavanI vAta jeNe sAMbhaLI hoya ene te huM mAnuM chuM tyAM sudhI te vairAgya ja AvI jAya. mehanI tAkAta nathI ke e AtmAne mUMjhavI zake. enI pAse mehanuM zastra bahuM thaI jAya. mohanuM marmasthAna bhedAI jAya. mithyAtvane aMdhakAra naSTa thaI jAya ne samyaktvane prakAza jhaLahaLI uThe. evI e samarAditya kevaLInA nava bhavanI vAta che. temAMnA chellA bhavane eka prasaMge vicArIe. samarAdityane jIva sarvArtha siddha vimAnamAMthI cavIne rAjakumAra tarIke jamyo che. pitAjIne tyAM vaibhavavilAsa ane ThAThamAThanI kaI kamInA nathI. khUba lADakoDathI uchare che. dhIme dhIme kumAra moTo thaze paNa ene saMsAranA keI kAryamAM rasa na hatA. pUrvabhavamAM ArAdhanA karIne Avyo che ne e ja bhavamAM meze. javAne che eTale e bALapaNathI udAsIna bhAve rahe che. A joIne enA pitAjInA manamAM thayuM ke mAre dIkare te vairAgI thaI jaze. ene vairAgya utarI jAya ne kaI rIte ene saMsAramAM rasa jAge te mATe vasaMtsava ujavavAno eka prasaMga yojyo. vasaMtsava ujavavAnA divase AvyA eTale AkhA nagarane khUba sArI rIte zaNagAravAmAM AvyuM. mArgamAM vividha prakAranA dazya goThavavAmAM AvyA. e jamAnAmAM e rivAja hatuM ke rAjAnI sAthe prajAe utsavamAM bhAga levA joIe. nagara bahAra jaIne ujANI karavI joIe, eTale vasaMtsavanI badhI taiyArIo karIne mahAjana rAjA pAse AvyuM ane rAjAne vinaMtI karI ke mahArAjAdhirAja ! badhA nagarajano vasaMtetsava ujavavA mATe taiyAra che. jema ke caMdranI rAha jue ane cakravAka sUryanI rAha jue tema sau ApanI rAha joI rahyA che. padhAre....bApu....padhAre. rAjAe barAbara taka joIne kahyuM mArA vahAlA prajAjane ! meM te ghaNI vakhata vasaMtsava ujavya ne ghaNI ujANIo joI che paNa Aje tame A samarAdityakumAra je bhaviSyanA tamArA rAjA che emane laI jAo. prajAjanee AnaMdathI e Adezane vadhAvI lIdhe ne samarAdityane samAcAra ApyA. Ama te samarAdityakumAra e bAbatamAM nirasa ha paNa AjJAMkita hatuM eTale pitAjInI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA mATe vasa tetsavamAM javA taiyAra thaze. moTI savArI nIkaLI. kuMvara prajAjanenI sAthe aneka prakAranA dazyo jota jote jhaLahaLatA sonerI rathamAM besIne pasAra thaI rahyo che. baMdIjane chaDI pokArI rahyA che, vAjiMtranA madhura svare guMjI rahyA che. AkhuM nagara enA AnaMdamAM garakAva che tyAre pavitra AtmA samarAdityakumAranI najara juduM ja nihALI rahI che. zaba jotAM kaMvare sArathIne karelA prazno" - svArI jaI rahI che. samarAditye mArgamAM eTalA para paDelA eka mANasane joIne pUchyuM he sArathI !

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pa24 zAradA siddhi A kaI jAtanuM dazya rAkhyuM che? enuM rahasya zuM che ? sArathIe kahyuM-bApu! e kaI dazya nathI. e te eka mANasa mRtyu pAme che. are bhAI! mRtyu pAmyo eTale zuM thaI gayuM? bhale ne e mRtyu pAmyo. e A badhA loko sAthe kema belata, cAlo ke nAca kUdato nathI? sArathI kahe ene jIva ja uDI gayo pachI kaI rIte e bele cAle? A te enuM zaba che. kumAra kahe zuM mRtyu Avu julamagAra che ? mArA pitAjI te eka hAke dharatI dhrujAve evA baLavAna che. teo potAnA rAjyamAM cara DAkune paNa rahevA detA nathI te pachI AvA prANa haranArA julamagAra mRtyune potAnA rAjyamAMthI zA mATe hAMkI kADhatA nathI? sArathIe kahyuM kumAra ! e mRtyu upara tamArA pitAjInI sattA cAle tema nathI. khuda tamArA pitAjIne paNa eka divasa mRtyunA tAbe thavuM paDaze. tIrthakara, cakravati, badhAne eka divasa mRtyune tAbe thavuM paDe che. tattvajJakumAre kahyuM-bhAI! je eka divasa badhAne mRtyu AvavAnuM che te pachI A badhI dhAMdhala ane dhamAla zA mATe ? A badhA dazyonA dhAMdhala zuM mRtyuthI bacAvaze kharA ? game tevI baLavAna sarakAra prajAnuM rakSaNa karavAne dAva rAkhatI hoya te paNa mRtyu te prANane harI le che. prANa lUMTAvAnI sAthe enuM badhuM lUMTAI jAya che. mRtyune te rAjA-raMka, regI. nirogI, baLavAna-nirbaLa, sajajana-durjana, jJAnI ke ajJAnI keInI paravA nathI. e te badhA upara ene eka sarakho DaMDa pherave che. mANase manamAM game teTalA mane rathanA havAI mahela caNyA hoya paNa mRtyu e bicArAnA maneranA mahelane eka jhapATe jamInadesta karI nAMkhe che. mANase game tevI janA ghaDI rAkhI hoya te e badhI mRtyuthI ema ja sthagita thaI jAya che. mANasanA dhanamAla upara game tevA majabUta cekIpaherA heya ane kAyA upara uMcAmAM uMcA vaida ke DokaTaranI joradAra dekharekha heya chatAM mRtyu te badhAne ema ja kahe che ke tamArA vaida, DekaTara ane cokIpaherA bhale salAmata heya paNa khuda tame pote asalAmata che mATe tame pote ahIMthI nIkaLe. tamArA veda ane DokaTare bhale tamArI kAyAnI nADa pakaDIne ubhA rahe, ijekazana Ape paNa tame pote ja A kAyAmAMthI "geTa AuTa" thAo. (bahAra nIkaLI jAo.) je mANasa eka maTe vahepArI gaNAte hatuM. jene karacAkare che sAhebajI sAheba karatA hatA e badhuM mRtyunuM AkramaNa thatAM hatuM na hatuM thaI jAya che. samarAditya kumAranuM tatvajJAna" :- samarAdityakumAra kahe che ke je mRtyu niraMkuzapaNe jIvananI badhI bAjI radabAtala karanAra che te pachI AvA utsavane zuM artha? zuM A utsava ujavavAthI mRtyunI jAlima johukamI aTakAvI zakAze? nA. zuM A mRtyunI pIDA eka ja vAra che? "nA, jyAM sudhI mokSamAM na pahoMcIe tyAM sudhI e vedanA cAlu che. te pachI tamane ema nathI lAgatuM ke jagatamAM evI

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zAradA siddhi parapa koI sAdhanA che ke jethI mRtyu sAme jIvanajaMga khelI enu... Agamana sadA aTakAvI zakAya. krUra mRtyunI talavAra mAthe jhajhUmatI hoya tyAre AvA AnaMda ane utsavanI lIlA karavI e kanA gulAma jIvane mATe zaramajanaka nathI lAgatI ? kumAranA tattvajJAna bharelA vacanathI loko cakita thaI gayA. kumAre badhAne samajAvyu ke " manuSyajItrana bhayaMkara mRtyu para kAyamI vijaya meLavavA mATe ne mahAna sa'grAma khelavA mATe maLyu che, " mATe tame AvA utsava, mahAtsava ane bAhya ThAThamAThamAM mAnava jIvananA amUlya samaya gumAvaze nahi, A pramANe kahyu pachI svArI AgaLa cAlI. AgaLa cAlatA bIjA prakAranuM dRzya joyuM. A utsavamAM vividha prakAranA ghaNAM dRzme geAThavavAmAM AvyA hatA paNa samarAdityakumAra jevI tattvadRSTi bhAgye ja koI purUSanI haze! emanI AdhyAtmika dRSTi khIlI UThI hatI tethI bIjA keAI dRzya upara dRSTi na paDatA mANusanA maDadA upara enI dRSTi paDI. " samarAditye joyeluM bIjI daya " : AgaLa cAlatAM bIjI dRzya enI najare paDayu. eka vRddha mANasanu' zarIra tharathara dhrUjatuM hatuM. mADhAmAMthI dAMta paDI gayA hatA ne lALa jharatI hatI ane e vRddha DosA mA pADatA hatA ke mane kaI pANI ApeA, khAvAnuM Apo paNa koI enA sAmuM jotuM nathI. A vRddha purUSane joI ne kumAre puchyu,? A dRzya kevu che? sArathIe kahyuM huM kumAra sAheba ! A mANasane bicArAne ghaDapaNe gherI lIdhA che. kumAra kahe, bhAI! ghaDapaNu eTale zuM? sArathIe kahyu' sAheba! batrIsI pADI nAMkhe, mAthAnA vALa dheALA karI nAMkhe, kAne Achu sAMbhaLavA de. cAmaDIne karacalIo pADI de, indriyA ane avayavA DhIlA karI nAMkhe enu' nAma ghaDapaNa. kumAre kahyuM mArA pitAjI AvA dhuraMdhara rAjA thaI ne AvA ghaDapaNane kema dezavaTo nathI ApatA ? ene zA mATe potAnA gAmamAM rahevA de che? tyAre sArathIe kahyuM ke khApu! ghaDapaNa e te mRtyunA dUta che. e agAuthI AvIne manuSyanI jIvana zaktine haNavAnu kAya kare che. enI pAse ApanA pitAjInu kaMI cAle tema nathI, kAraNa ke emanA upara paNa ghaDapaNanA kopa utaraze, tyAre kumAre kahyu' tA pachI Avu. dhAMdhala zA mATe mAMDayuM che ? kha'e! vicAra karo. samarAditye ahIM paNu jIvana sa`grAmanI dRSTi keLavI che. jema mRtyu AvatA pahelA mRtyunI sAme jhajhumavavAnu che tema ghaDapaNanI sAme paNa ghaDapaNa AvatA pahelAM jhajhamavAnu che, kAraNa ke ghaDapaNanA hallo thayA pachI kaMI joradAra kAma nahi thaI zake. yuvAnImAM maLanA, zaktinA, bhUkhanA, pAcananeA vagere phAMkA rAkhanArane ghaDapaNamAM phrAMka bhUlI javA paDe che. snehIo ane sabaMdhInA prema paNa ApaNA zArIrika ghaDapaNe ghaDapaNa pAme che tyAre tyAga, tapazcaryAM, dhAmika kriyAo, Atmahita karavAnI doDadhAma vigere karavAnI zakti

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para de zAradA siddhi ghaDapaNa AvatAM gharaDI thaI jAya che. eTale samarAditya kumAra pUche che ke Avu' ghaDapaNa jo avazya'bhAvI Avatu hAya teA pachI ATalA utsava ane ujANInA ze atha ? jo ghaDapaNa AvavAnu ja hAya ane bhAvi bhavAnA paNa ghaDapaNa e nivArI zakatuM na hoya te kharekhara evA kAryAMmAM lAgI javu joIe ke jethI ghaDapaNanA nirmUOla nAza thaI jAya. ApaNe te janmajanma AvatA ghaDapaNane rokavAnA che, tethI ghaDapaNanA saMsArI jIvana sAme sagrAma khelI levAnA che paNa e kayAre khanI zake? AvA sonerI samayane AvA gIta nRtyAdi utsavamAM durapayoga na karAya tyAre. ghaDapaNa AvatA pahelAM khoTI lAlace ane lAgaNIo rUpI pApa pravRttie sAme pUrvAvasthAnA jIvana kALamAM saMgrAma khelI ene haTAvavanI che, pachI vRddhAvasthAnA samayamAM thAya teTalI sAdhanA karIne saMgrAmanu bAkI rahelu kArya sAdhavAnu` che. "samarAditye joyeluM trIjuM dRzya " :- AgaLa cAlatA samarAdityakumAre trIjuM eka dRzya joyuM. eka mANasane khATalAmAM nAMkhIne cAra jaNA khATalo ucakIne laI jAya che. A dRzya joI ne kumAre sArathIne pUchyu - -A dRzya vaLI kevuM che ? sArathIe kahyu', kumArasAheba ! A dezya nathI paNa A mANasa rogathI pIDAyelo che eTale tene vaidane tyAM laI javAmAM Ave che. kumAre pUchayu-bhAI ! vyAdhi eTale zu' ? vyAdhi jenI ceATalI pakaDe che tenI zuM ATalI badhI karUNa dazA thAya che ? mArA pitAjI AvI ka zA DAkaNane talavArathI kema mArI nAMkhatA nathI? ATaluM belIne kumAre myAnamAMthI talavAra kADhI hAthamAM laIne evA dekhAva karyAM ke jANe vyAdhi rUpa DAkaNIne hamaNAM ne hamaNAM haNI nAMkhaze. sArathIe kahyuM- bhAgyavAna kumAra ! ghaNI khammA tamane ! jarA zAMta thAo, dhIrA paDeA. Apa te jANakAra che, dhIra, vIra ne gaMbhIra che. huM jANu` chuM ke Apa khIjAne pratidha ApavA mATe AvI pavitra pravRtti karI rahyA che. dhanya che tamane ! sArathInA kahevAthI kumAre talavara myAna karI tyAre sArathIe kahyu ke kumAra sAheba ! ApanI puNDAI jabarI hoya te Apane vyAdhinA anubhava na hoya e banavA joga che. bAkI vyAdhi paNa jarAnI jema mRtyunu' dUta kArya kare che. vyAdhi, jarA ane mRtyunI yojanAmAMthI jIva chaTakI zake tema nathI. A sAMbhaLIne kumAre eka ja vAta karI ke jo mANasa mRtyu, jarA ane byAdhine zikAra che teA pachI AvA utsava, nRtya vagere dhAMdhala dhamAla karavAnA ze| artha ? kumAre te traNe prasaMge A eka ja prazna karyAM che. enI pAchaLa gaDha tattvajJAna chUpAyelu che. enA kahevAnA Azaya ema nathI ke tame utsava, mahAtsavanI mAja choDIne gharamAM besI raheA paNa kumAranu kahevu' ema che ke je jIvananA mAthe rAga-jarA ane mRtyunA DaMDA jhajhUme che ene dUra karavA tapa tyAgAdi sAdhanA karavAne badale roga jarA ane mRtyunI vRddhi karAvanArA utsava nRtyAdimAM AvuM amUlya jIvana veDaphI

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zAradA siddhi 1ra7 nAMkhavuM e keTalI mUrkhAI che. A traNa dRzya najara samakSa rAkhIne mANuse potAnA dhruNA ane duSkRtyAthI pAchA pharI javu... joI e. have teA A raga-raNa, irSyA, anIti, kSudratA vigere doSothI huM thAkI gayA chuM. mAre emanI jarUra nathI. have te mAre virAga-pramAda-maitrI Adi guNA vikasAvIne durguNNA sAme jhajhUmavu' che. sadguNA pragaTAvIne dugu NeAnI sAme jhajhUmavu. evu' nAma jIvana sagrAma. samarAdityakumAra prajAjanAne uddezIne kahe che ke pyArA prajAjanA ! janma pAmelA mATe vyAdhi ane vRddhAvasthA te Ave tyAre Ave paNa mRtyu te nizcita che. te A gItagAna, nAcara'ga vigere jalasA ane ujANInA koI artha nathI. jema patagiyuM dIvAnI AsapAsa ghUmatA thoDI vAramAM svAhA thaI jAya che tema ApaNI AsapAsa ghUmatA kALarAjA kayAre ApaNane svAhA karI jaze tenI khakhara nathI. huve tame ja kaheA. jenu' piraNAma Akhare vinAza ane vilApamAM Ave evA raMgarAgamAM zu' jIvananA ka"matI samaya phekI devA ? nA.' A amUlya avasara te A traNenI sAme jhajhUmavAnA che. mRtyu-jarA ane vyAdhi A traNenu' mRtyu thaI jAya te mATe AtmasAdhanAmAM mathavAnA che. A zuM batAvyu` ? jIvanasaMgrAma. kumAre prajAjanAne evI chaTAthI upadeza Apyo ke lokeAne mAga mAM ja sthabhita karI dIdhA ne kAMIka jIvAne vairAgyanA rage ragI dIdhA. ujANI ujANInA sthAne rahI ne mAmalo khadalAI gayo. A bAju adhikArIoe jaI ne rAjAne vinayapUrvaka A vAta karI. rAjAe kumArane mekalyA tyAre emane sheja paNa evI kalpanA na hatI ke mArA dIkarA verAgI banI jaze. rAjAe teA kumAranA jIvanamAM sa'sAranA rasa pragaTe e mATe A vasatAtsavanI ujANI karavAnuM AyeAjana karyu hatu. tenA badale utsavanA ekeka dRsyA joIne kumAranuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM ne enA vairAgya dRDha banyA. have samarAdvityakumAra sa`sAramAM anAsakta bhAvathI rahe che ne jagatanA jIvAne saMsArathI anAsakta rahevA mATe samajAve che. meAkSamAM javuM heAya teA karmonI sAme jIvanasa'grAma khelavA paDaze. e saMgrAma khelavA mATe tapazcaryA, jJAna, yAna, vinaya, bhakti Adi sAdhanAmAM racyApacyA rahevuM paDaze te ja jIvana sAthe kama sa'grAma khelAze. ApaNe mekSa prApti mATe karmAMnI sAme jIvanasaMgrAmanI vAta karI tyAre brahmadatta kumAra pitAjInuM rAjaya pAchuM meLavavA mATe dIrgharAjA sAthe sa MgrAma khelavA AvI rahyo che. dIrgharAjAne khabara paDI ke brahmadatta cakravati bananAra che, ene aneka rAjAonI sahAya che chatAM brahmadatta sAthe yuddha karavA taiyAra thayA. A bAju dIrgharAjAmAM mehAMdha banelI culanI rANIne khabara paDI ke brahmadattakumAra moTuM lazkara laIne yuddha karavA Avyo che, e te jANatI hatI ke mArA putra koNa che? pAte cauda svapnA joIne

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528 zAradA siddhi ene janma ApyA hatA. AvI culanI rANI vicAra karavA lAgI ke dhikkAra che mArA pApathI bharelA jIvanane! meM dIrgharAjAnA meAhamAM paDI kevA kevA pApakarmAM karyAM ! mArA ekanA eka dIkarAne huM khALavA uThIne! e teA enA puNyAdaye jIvatA rahyo. have mArAthI putrane kema mADhuM batAvAya ! AvA vicAra karIne culanI rANI gupta mAgethI gAmanI bahAra nIkaLI gaI. cAlatA cAlatA tene eka pavitra sAdhvIjI maLI gayA ne dIkSA laI lIdhI. dIkSA laIne pAte karelA ghera kA~nI sAthe saMgrAma karavA mATe tIvra tapazcaryAM karIne zarIrane sukakebhukake karI nAMkhyuM. tyAMthI marIne culanI sadgatine pAmI. A tarapha brahmadattanA sainye nagarane cAre taraphathI gherI lIdhuM. dIgha`rAjAne khakhara paDI ke brahmadattanA sainye nagarane cAre taraphathI gherA nAMkhyA che. te have hu" jAte ja yuddhanA medAnamAM jaI brahmadattakumArane mArA zauyanuM bhAna karAvuM. AvA nizcaya karIne dIrAjA mehu jabaradasta sainya laI ne nagaranI bahAra rahyA, pachI yuddhanA samaye yuddhabhUmimAM AvyA. ane senAe vacce bhayaMkara saMgrAma zarU thayo. bhayAnaka yuddha khelAvA lAgyuM. lohInI nadIe vahevA lAgI. AkAzamAM dhaDa, mAthA ane hAthapaganA TukaDA uDavA lAgyA. nirdeSa sainiko laDAImAM khapI gayA. A karUNa dRzya joIne brahmadattakumAra vicAra karavA lAgyA ke rAjya tA mAre levu che chatAM mArA kAraNe A badhA nirdoSa jIvAnA dhaDa pRthvI upara paDelA che ne hajI yuddha cAlu raheze teA keTalAya jIvAnA saMhAra thaI N jaze, enA karatAM huM jAte ja dIrgharAjAnI sAthe yuddha karu'. have brahmadattakumAra dIgha rAjA sAthe kevI rIte yuddha karaze ne zu' banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra:- zeThe bhImasenane duHkhita dile rajA ApI ane potAnI patnI tathA bALakone maLavA utsuka banelo bhImasena tyAMthI nIkaLyA. manamAM vicAra karyAM ke huM ekalo ja chuM ne mUDI nava lAkha rUpiyAnI che. kadAca cAra maLe te? AthI teNe nava lAkha rUpiyAmAMthI ratnA kharIddI lIdhA ne eka katAnanI gAdaDI banAvI temAM bharI dIdhA. godaDIne barAbara TAMkA mAryAM ne tene retImAM ragadoLI dvIdhI. bhImasena pAte bhikhArI jevA vezamAM ravAnA thayA. jANe sAkSAt bhikhArI hAya tevI dazA banAvI che. bhImasena geAdaDI laI ne manamAM aneka prakAranA manorathA ghaDatA cArlse jAya che. A bAju suzIlA ane tenA bALake jha'paDImAM mahAna duHkhA bhegavI rahyA che, ane pUratA jhUratA khele che eka mahinA kahIne gayA hatA paNa hajI AvyA nahi. zu thayu' haze ? zuM amane bhUlI gayA haze ? are, khIjI kaI te naDhui thayu. hAya ne? Ama aneka prakAranA vicAro kare che. pADozIne tyAM daLaNAM daLI, kAma karIne peTa bhare che. bALaka paNa kAle amArA pitAjI ghaNuM dhana laIne Avaze evI sukhanI AzAmAM divaso pasAra karatA hatA paNa kudarata juduM ja vicArI rahI che. eka divasa

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zAradA siddhi saraka banyA che suzIlA potAnI jhUMpaDImAM juvAra-bAjarI ne cAkhAnI gheMsa banAvatI hatI ane ketusena ane devasena AnaMdathI jhapaDI pAse ramatA hatA. e bhUkhyA khUba hatA tethI mAne kahe che khA! gheMsa thAya ke tarata amane khelAvaje. ane bAluDA gheMsa khAvA mATe adhIrA suzIlA peAtAnA bhUkhyA khAluDAne khavaDAvavA adhIrI banI che, paNu ka`rAjA kahe che he suzIlA! kALI majUrI karIne lAvelI ghesa paNa tArA ke tArA bAluDAnA bhAgyamAM khAvAnI nathI, eTale tyAM zu` banyu ke lakSmIpati zeThanA dharma patnI bhadrA zeThANI tyAMthI pharavA javA mATe nIkaLyA, tyAre devasena ane ketusenane paDI pAse ramatA joyA eTale bhadrA zeThANInu leAhI ukaLI uThayu. enA IrSyALu svabhAva saLagI uThayA. e te sIdhI jhUMpaDImAM dAkhala thaI ane suzIlAnu` kAMDu pakaDIne kahe che ke are kulTA! hajI paNa tuM ahI' marI gaI che? tane kaI lAja che ke nahi ? mArA gharamAMthI te tane kADhI mUkI chatAM ahI AvIne rahI che? tArI dAnata haju sudharI nathI. A jhUMpaDI tArA bApanI nathI. cAla....nIkaLa jhuMpaDInI bahAra. suzIlA kahe A te ame banAvI che. tamArI nathI. tyAM te kahe je jhupaDI bahAra nahi nIkaLe te tane jIvatI saLagAvI mUkIza. 66 bhadrAnA bhayaMkara prakApa " :-suzIlA teA zeThANInA krodha joI ne sajajaDa thaI gaI ke hu ene ghera jatI nathI, kaMI mAMgatI nathI chatAM vagara vAMke zA mATe mane herAna kare che? e vicAramAM kaI khelI zakatI nathI. te ubhI ubhI tharathara dhrujavA lAgI. e bALako paNa suzIlAne pakaDIne bhadrAthI DaratA ne dhrujatA ubhA rahyA che. tyAM tA bhadrA jhUMpaDImAM rahelA mATInA vAsaNeA upADIne pheMkavA lAgI. suzIlA kahe che amArA vAsaNA zA mATe phekI do che ? ame zemAM khAIzuM ne zuM karIzuM? tyAM tA suzIlAne cATalA pakaDIne dhakko mArIne jhuMpaDInI bahAra kADhI mUkI, tyAre karAo kahe che amArI mAne na mAraze, na mArazeA karatAM raDavA lAgyA paNa zeThANIne dayA AvatI nathI. ene DhaseDIne, gaDadA pATu mArIne jhuMpaDInI bahAra dhakelI mUkI. karAe paNa tenI sAthe phekAI gayA. bhadrAne ATalethI sa`OASa na thayA eTale enI jhuMpaDIne Aga lagADI dIdhI. ghAsanI jhuMpaDIne aLatAM zI vAra ? bhaDabhaDa karatI jhuMpaDI maLI gaI. bhaMDa vasa jala khAka hA gaye, tInAM bhaga gaye bahAra, dina bhara bhaTake phire zaherame, kAIna rakhe dvAra. jhuMpaDIne bhadrAe Aga lagADI tyAre suzIlA, devasena ane ketusene kALA kalpAMta karyAM ke arere... amArI jhUMpaDI na mALaze. ame garIba mANasA kayAM jaIzuM ? amAru......zuM thaze ? mANasA ghaNAM bhegA thaI gayA. badhA lokone A traNenA pAkAra sAMbhaLIne dayA AvI paNa emanA kama evA baLavAna che ke keI bhadrA zeThANIne kahI zA. 67

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zAradA siddhi zakatuM nathI ke tame A garIbanI paDI zA mATe jalAvI dIdhI ? ke emane kaI madada paNa karatuM nathI ke koI Azraya ApatuM nathI. jhUMpaDImAM emanA phATayA tUTayA kapaDA hatA te paNa baLI gayA. mATInA vAsaNe hatA te badhA bhadrA zeThANIe keDI nAMkhyA. mahenata karIne mAMDamAMDa gaeNsa banAvI hatI te paNa baLI gaI ne badhA bhUkhyA tarasyA rahI gayA. have kayAM javuM ne zuM karavuM tene suzIlA vicAra karavA lAgI. anna, vastra ane ghara badhAMthI nirAdhAra banelI suzIlA pitAnA bAluDAMne laIne navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karatI ghaNI vAra sudhI tyAM ne tyAM ubhI rahI paNa Ama ne Ama kayAM sudhI ubhA rahevAya? ane ubhA rahevAthI zuM vaLe? theDI vAre aMtaranI pUrI svasthatA meLavI suzIlA kAmanI zodha karavA mATe cAlI ane rahevA mATe bIjA koI sthAnanI tapAsa karavA lAgI. "gharagharamAM bhamatI suzIlA":- suzIlA pitAnA baMne bALakane laIne kSitipratiSThita nagaranA gharagharamAM pharavA lAgI ne lokene pUchavA lAgI ke he bahena! tamAre koI kAma karanArI bAInI jarUrata che? huM tamArA gharanuM tamAma kArya karIza. amane keI nekarI rAkho. loke ene joIne kahevA lAgyA ke A bAI kevI sArI che! koI uttamakuLanI strI hoya ema lAge che paNa enA kameM ene gherI che. A be bALako paNa kevA majhAnA sarasa che! Ama kahe che paNa keIne ema nathI thatuM ke lAva AvI dukhiyArI bAIne ApaNe ApaNA ghera rAkhIe. bhAI! karmanA udaye dayALu mANasa paNa nirdaya banI jAya che. A bhImasena ane suzIlAnA jIvanamAM paNa AvuM banyuM che. jenA rAjyamAM hajAre mANase nekara tarIke rahevA mATe lAcArI karatA hatA e ja rAjyanA rAjA-rANI Aje eka reTIne TukaDo meLavavA karI mATe gharagharamAM lAcArI kare che chatAM ene keI Azraya ApatuM nathI. pharI pharIne suzIlAnA paga thAkI gayA. babbe divasa sudhI te AkhA gAmamAM sArA sArA zrImaMtanA aneka gharamAM pharI paNa kayAMya ene kAma na maLyuM. saue tene tiraskAra karIne jAkAre Apyo. mA-dIkarA banne divaso bhUkhyA ne bhUkhyA pharyA. chevaTe teo sAva nirAza thaI gayA. have kayAM jaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na. para bhAdaravA vada 4ne ravivAra "visAmAne vahelo jinavANI" tA. 9-79 - sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMtajJAnInA mukhakamaLamAMthI jharelI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. bhagavAnanI vANI maMgalakArI, pAvanakArI ane bhavajalatAraNa che. tIrthaMkara prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLatA bhUkha-tarasa ke thAka kaMI na lAge.

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zAradA siddhi paka evo temanI vANIne adbhuta prabhAva che. prabhunI vANInI apratima vizeSatAo avarNanIya hoya che. dA.ta. bhagavAna eka ja bhASAmAM bese chatAM devo, asuro, mAna, bhinna bhinna jAtinA pazupakSIo potapotAnI bhASAmAM samajI jAya che. kevI ajoDa e vANInI vizeSatA ! ema prabhunA eka vAkayathI hajAre zretAjanA saMdehane javAba maLI jAya. e kevI anupama zakti ! AvI vANI ApaNane sAkSAta sAMbhaLavA maLe te keTalo AnaMda Ave? bhagavAnanI vANInuM mahattva samajAvatA kavioe eka rUpaka gAyuM che. jinamukha dIThI vANI mIThI surataru velaDA, drAkSa vihAse gaI vanavAse pIle rasa zeraDI, sAkara setI taraNuM letI mukhe pazu cAvatI, amRta mIThuM svarga dIThuM suravadhU gAvatI. prabhunA mukhethI apUrva mIThAzavALI vANI pragaTatI joIne kalpavRkSanI velaDI te jANe vihAze-AkAzamAM eTale ke devalokamAM bhAgI gaI. drAkSa bicArIe te vanavAsanuM zaraNuM svIkAryuM athavA kalpavRkSanI velaDI jevI mIThI vANIne joIne pitAnI mazkarI lAgavAthI drAkSa vanavAsa karavA cAlI gaI ane zeraDI te bicArI kelamAM bharAIne beThI tethI ene pIlAvAne vakhata Avyo. jinavANI pAse sAkara paNa mIThAzamAM jhAMkhI paDI javAthI zeSAI jAya che. nAnA svarUpavALI banI gaI che, tyAre ghAsamAM mIThAza hoya che paNa teya hArI javAthI koI ene bhAva pUchatuM na hatuM, tethI janAvare ene mukhamAM laIne cAvavA lAgyA. bAkI amRta paNa jinavANI AgaLa evuM parAjya pAmI gayuM ke ahIMthI e svargamAM bhAgI gayuM. evI vijayavaMtI ane amRtathI paNa utkRSTa mIThAzane anubhava karAvanArI jinavANInA guNagAna deve, Indro ane apsarAo kare che. AvI vANInA rasane anubhava karanArane ene khyAla Ave che. prabhue bhavya jIvonA kalyANa mATe AgamanI vANI relAvI che. e vANamAM keTalI badhI mIThAza hoya che te jANe che? game teTalI kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI hoya ke game teTalo thAka lAgyo hoya te paNa bhagavAnanI vANI e bhUkha ane thAka badhuM bhUlAvI de che. evI ajaba zakti ane madhuratA prabhunI vANImAM rahelI che. jema keI vRddha DezImA zarIre khUba azakta che. jaMgalamAM lAkaDA zodhatI nirAza thaIne pAchI AvI hovAthI zeThe gussa karIne khAvAnuM ApavAnI nA pADI, ane pharIthI lAkaDA levA mATe mekalI. e bicArI vanavagaDAmAM khUba mahenata karIne lAkaDA laIne mAthe bhAre caDhAvI sUryanA prakhara tApamAM cAlI AvatI hoya tyAre vicAra kare ke keTalo thAka haze ! keTalI bhUkha ! A badhuM hovA chatAM paNa je tyAM najIkamAM samavasaraNamAMthI prabhunI vANIne avAja kAne saMbhaLAya che te samaye e DezI pitAnA bhArAmAMthI nIce paDI gayeluM lAkaDuM levA vAMkI vaLI hoya te evI ne evI vAMkI sthitimAM sthabhI jAya

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532 zAradA siddhi ane jinavANI sAMbhaLavAmAM layalIna banI badhA duHkhe bhUlI jAya. A jinavANIne mahimA ane prabhAva che. AvI mahA pavitra ane mahA prabhAvazALI jinavANI upara je jIvane zraddhA thAya te enA bhavabhavanA duHkho gayA vinA na rahe. sAcA zrAvakane vItarAga prabhunA vacane vacane ananya zraddhA hoya. e eka ja vicAra kare ke mArA jinezvara bhagavAnanA ekeka vacana TaMkazALI che. aphara che, niHzaMka che. bhalene sAkSAta denA gurU bRhaspati kema na Ave! paNa mArA bhagavAnanA vacanamAM e pheraphAra karavA zaktimAna nathI. "sakala karmone ane pApone vinAza karI, Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhithI saMtapta banelA che mATe visAmAne vizALa vaDale hoya te eka jinavANuM che. aneka prakAranA saMkaTonI sAMkaLa teDanAra jinezvara prabhunI vANI che. jIvane bhavasAgarathI pAra utAranAra sTImara hoya te te vItarAga prabhunI vANuM che." tame badhA paNa zrAvaka cho ne? belo, tamArAmAM jinavANI pratye AvI zraddhA che ? belone? kema javAba ApatA nathI? huM sAcuM kahuM te peka karelA geLanA ravAmAM maMkaDA pesI gayA ne badhe goLa khAI gayA paNa uparanuM pikIMga te paka rahyuM paNa jyAre vahepArIe bAradAna khelyuM te aMdarathI geLa badhe gepa thaI gayelo joye. bolo, tamArI dazA paNa AvI che ne? jainakuLamAM janmyA cho eTale tame jainanuM lebala lagAvyuM che. uparathI jaina tarIkenuM, sIla peka che paNa aMdarathI jainadharmanI zraddhA rUpI mAla gepa che, mATe mAre tamane kahevuM ja paDaze ke sIla peka ne mAla pa." kema chaganabhAI mArI vAta barAbara che ne ? (hasAhasa) tame AvI chApa na rAkhaze. AjathI A chApa badalI nAMkhaje ne sAcA zrAvaka banI jajo. bhagavAnanA zrAvako jevA tevA na hoya. e daDhavAmI ane priyadhamI hoya. 3AAre tevatte sana fa sar: Brah: 2 sAdhuonI upAsanA-sevA kare che tethI zrAvaka upAsaka kahevAya che. sAdhu saMtonI samIpamAM vasanArA, sAdhuonI sevA bhakti karanArA, Aje ghaNuM ghaNuM zrAvake che. saMte pratyenI ghaNane laganI che eTale saheje samajI zakAya che ke mArA vitarAga prabhunA zAsanamAM janmelA moTA bhAganA zrAvake priyadhama te jarUra che, paNa jeTalA priyadhamI che eTalA daDhadhamI nathI. Aje surata saMghanA AMgaNe amadAvAda saMgha, kAMdIvalI saMgha, mATuMgAthI prArthanAmaMDaLa, ghATakopara Adi saMgha, maMDaLa, mahilA maMDaLa vigere darzanArthe AvelA che. A zuM batAve che? badhA zrAvako priyadhamI che. koIka daDhaSama haze. (zrotAmAMthI avAja -Aje jANe dIkSA na hoya) are, kaIka ubhA thaI jAva te kevuM sAruM ! (hasAhasa) bhagavAnanA zrAvaka bhale karmodaye saMsAramAM rahetuM hoya paNa bhAvanA te sadA sAdhu banavAnI ja hoya.

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za:radA siddhi aMtaraGgAriSaDvarga, parihAra parAyaNAH / vazIkRtendriyagrAmA, gRhidharmAya kalpate / / 533 zrAvakanA jIvanamAM kevA kevA guNeA heAvA joI e ? kAma krodhAdi AMtarika cha zatrunA tyAga karavAmAM sadA taiyAra hoya ane peAtAnI pAMce indriyA ane chaThThA manane vazamAM rAkhanAra hAya, zrAvakanI IndriyAnA gheADA bephAma chUTA na heAya. jo gheADA bephAma haze teA DA khAvA paDaze. eka rAjAe peAtAnA nagaramAM jAherAta karI ke je kAI peAtAnI bakarIne peTa bharIne khavaDAvIne lAvaze ane hu cAro ApuM emAM mehuM nahiM nAMkhe te enA mAlikane huM eka hajAra rUpiyAnuM inAma ApIza. rAjAnI jAherAta sAMbhaLIne jenI jenI pAse bakarIo hatI te badhA peAtAnI bakarIone rAja lIlu ghAsa, ghauM', bAjarA, maTha vigere dharAIne khavaDAvavA lAgyA. kaMIka tA peAtAne ghera bakarI na hatI te vecAtI laI AvyA. rAjAe bakarIenI parIkSA levAnA divasa, TAIma jAhera thatAM badhAe khUba ja peTa bharIne khavaDAvyuM. khakarInA mAlikA TAima pramANe laIne AvyA. rAjAe lIlu chama dhAsa ane mAphelu sarasa anAja taiyAra rAkhyu hatu.. jeTalI khakarIe AvI te badhIe emAM meAMdu' nAMkhyuM paNa eka e bakarIe lIluMchama ghAsa joyuM, anAjanA kuMDA joyA paNa emAM mAMhu' nAMkhyuM nahi, eTale enA mAlikanI jAherAta pramANe rAjAe rUA. 1000nuM InAma ApyuM. InAma maLavAthI bakarIneA mAlika rAjI thaIne jAya che tyAre ene rAjAe pUchyu ke bhAI! badhI bakarIee anAja ane ghAsamAM mAMDhuM nAMkhyuM paNa tArI bakarIe kema na nAMkhyuM ? tyAre bakarInA mAlike kahyuM ke sAheba! A jAta ja evI che ke dharAya ja nahi paNa mArI bakarI jyAM khAvA mATe mAMduM nAMkhe tyAM be divasathI hu* tene sIdhI lAkaDI mAru, AthI te khUba bhaya pAmI gaI tethI khAvAmAM mAMhuM nAMkhyu' nahi, baMdhue ! ApaNI indriyA paNa bakarI jevI ja che ne ? indriyAne managamatA viSayA maLe che chatAM ene tRpti thAya che kharI ? pAMce indriyAnI A dazA che. tene vrata niyamathI damana karavAmAM Ave te e vaza thAya che. RSibhASitamAM paNa kahyu` che ke " yuddhaMtA rUndripaMca, saMsArAe sarIriNaM / te caiva niyamiyA saMtA, NejjANAe bhavanti hi // '' durghAMta eTale mahA muzkelIthI damana karI zakAya evI indriyA prANIene saMsAramAM bhaTakAvanArI che, paNa jo e ja indriyA sayamita bane te mekSanA hetu banI zake che. IndriyA tA enI e ja che paNa enA upayAga karavAmAM phera che. Aja sudhI je je AtmAe mekSamAM gayA e badhA indriyeAnA vijetA banIne gayA

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zAradA siMhe che, paNa indriyanA gulAma banIne nathI gayA, mATe bane teTalo Indrio upara vijaya meLave, ane mAnavajIvananI maheka mahekAvatA jAo. phUla bagIcAmAM khIle che ne karamAya che paNa e enI maheMka mahekAvatuM jAya che ema tame paNa mAnava jIvananI saurabha phelAvatA jAo. A pRthvI upara evA ghaNuM manuSya thayA che ke jemane gayA varSo vItI gayA chatAM Aje tenuM nAma A pRthvI upara amara che. emanuM nAma gaMjatuM ne gAjatuM che. * Aje ghaNI jagyAe jhaMDu phArmasInI davAo maLe che. ghaNI dukAne upara borDa lagAveluM hoya che ke "jhaMDu phArmasInI davAonI prakhyAta dukAna." e jhaMDu phArmasInI davAo banAvanAra keNa hato ? ane enuM jIvana kevuM pavitra hatuM e jANe che ? ghaNAM varSo pahelA jhaMDu bhaTTa thaI gayA, paNa Aje enI saurabha prasarI rahI che. mAnavatAnA jhaLahaLatA dIvaDA kAyama jagata upara prakAza pAtharatA rahe che. emAMne A jhaMDu bhaTTa paNa eka jhagamate dIvaDe hate. e dIvaDo jAmanagaranI pavitra bhUmimAM pragaTa hato. A jhaMDu bhaTTa nADI pArakhavAmAM khUba hoMziyAra hatA. emanuM jAmanagaranA rAjyamAM rAjada tarIke mAna hatuM. jAmanagaranA jAmasAheba khUba dayALu hatA eTale pitAnA nagaramAM dardIonI sArI cikitsA thAya ne lokone sArI rAhata maLe te mATe jhaMDu bhaTTane nImyA hatA. A jhaMDu bhaTTa jJAtinA brAhmaNa hatA. emanA dharmanA kiyA kAMDamAM paNa ghaNuM custa hatA. ke rAjyamAM rAjavaida tarIke emanuM ghaNuM mAna hovA chatAM pitAnA dharmanA niyamo ane kriyAkAMDe kadI cUkatA na hatA. vaidamAM je je guNe hovA joIe te badhA ja guNe emanA jIvanamAM mejUda hatA. A rAjavaidane rAjya taraphathI rUpiyA 200) maLatA hatA. baso rUpiyAmAMthI emane badhuM pUruM karavAnuM hatuM. davAkhAnAne hisAba rAkhavA mATe eka munimajI rAkhyA hatA. parivAramAM te pote be ja mANasa hatA. rU. 2000mAMthI munimajIne pagAra, gharane kharca, davA ane davAo pIsavA mATenA nekarano pagAra, A badhuM 200) rUpiyAmAMthI kADhavAnuM ane prajAne davA maphata, sevA paNa maphata, nAnA maTA, zrImaMta-garIba vigerenA bhedabhAva rAkhyA vagara e saunI sarakhI mAvajata karatA hatA. emanI davAthI ghaNuM dardIone rAhata thatI. cAre tarapha emanI kIti khUba phelAI gaI hatI. loke dUra dUrathI davA levA mATe AvatA hatA. emanI sevAthI khuza thaIne zrImate emane paisA ApavA AvatA tyAre jhaMDu bhaTTa kahI detA ke bhAI! mane rAjya taraphathI pUrate kharca maLI rahe che, pachI mAre tamArA paisA levAnI zI jarUra? mAre tamArA paisA laIne bhagavAnanA ane rAjAnA gunegAra thavuM nathI. mane je maLe che temAM saMteSa che. jhaMDu bhaTTanA jIvanamAM keTalo saMteSa haze ! ene sAmethI maLe che chatAM levAnI icchA karatA nathI, te zrImaMta nathI, mAMDa mAMDa pUruM kare che paNa emane eka siddhAMta

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zAradA siddhi 535 che ke nItithI jIvavuM ne jIvanamAM saMteSa rAkhave. "saMtoSI nara sadA sukhI. jenA jIvanamAM saMtoSa nathI tene game teTaluM dhana maLe chatAM te sadAne mATe duHkhI ne duHkhI che. "go dhana, gajavana vAjidhana, era ratana dhana khAna jaba Ave teSa dhana, saba dhana dhULa samAna mANasa pAse gAye, meM se, hAthI, ghoDA vigere game teTaluM pazudhana hoya. jamIna jAgIre hoya, hIrA, motI, mANeka, pannA vigere jhaverAta ane senAmahoro vagere dhana hoya paNa je eka saMteSa rUpI dhana na hoya te badhuM dhana nakAmuM che. jenI pAse eka saMteSarUpa dhana che tene mana te A badhuM dhana dhULa ane mATInA DhephA samAna che, kAraNa ke saMteSa eja manuSyanuM sarvotkRSTa dhana che mATe tame tamArA jIvanamAM saMteSarUpI dhanane apanAve. Aje duniyAmAM jyAM juo tyAM kyAMya zAMti dekhAtI nathI. cAre bAju duHkha, dukha ne duHkha dekhAya che. enuM kAraNa zuM? enuM kAraNa eka ja che ke jIvanamAM asaMtoSanI Aga saLagI rahI che. asaMtoSanA kAraNe jeTaluM maLyuM che teTaluM paNa sukhe bhegavI zaktA nathI. asaMtoSI jIva keInuM sukha joIne baLI jAya che. e vicAra kare che ke ene ghera ATalI saMpatti ane mAre ghera nahi! ene ghera cAra moTara ane mAre ghera kema nahi? Ane cAra cAra dukAne dhamakAra cAle che ne mAre be dukAne paNa kema barAbara cAlatI nathI ? Ama asaMtoSanI AgamAM jale che ne pite pitAne sukhI hovA chatAM duHkhI mAne che. baMdhuo ! pAse paisA nathI. moTara gADI ane baMgalA nathI ene tame duHkha mAne che paNa e duHkha sAcuM duHkha nathI. bhagavAne te kone duHkha kahyuM che te jANe che ne? bhagavAne te kahyuM che ke "nagna surata nA sura rAjALa maLarIna " he che ! janma, jarA. maraNa ane roga enA jevuM duniyAmAM bIjuM kaI dukha nathI, mATe A duHkhane TALavA prayatna kare. janma maraNanA dukho TALavA mATe je kaMI zreSThamAM zreSTha jaDIbuTTI hoya che te saMyama che, cAritra che. ATalI vAta tame tamArA hRdayamAM kotarI rAkhajo ke "g sE nathi che kag, nAimarajarata A saMsAramAM mAruM kaI nathI ne huM paNa koIne nathI. jIva ekalo Avyo che ne ekalo javAne che. A vahAlAmAM vahAluM zarIra paNa mAruM nathI. A zarIra te dagAra che. ghaNI vAra mANasa gherathI bahAra gaye hoya te rastAmAM ne rastAmAM AyuSya pUruM thatAM ene sAtha choDIne adhavaca DhaLI paDe che, paNa e vicAra nathI karatuM ke lAva ene bicArAne ghare te pahoMcADI dauM. zarIra mATe keTalA keTalA pApa karyA paNa e pApamAM zarIra bhAgIdArI nahi karAve. e te AtmAne ekalAne ja bhegavavA paDe che. mATe zarIra paNa mAruM nathI, huM ekalo ja chuM ane jyAre e vicAra karIe ke huM ekalo kayAM chuM? mAruM. kuTuMba te ghaNuM moTuM che tyAre zuM vicAravAnuM te jANe

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536 zAradA hiti che? "Atmavata sarva bhUteSa" je mAre AtmA che te ja duniyAnA dareka jIne AtmA che. e apekSAe "vasudhaiva kuTumbakama" AkhI pRthvI eTale ke jInI samAnatAnI apekSAe AkhI pRthvI upara rahelA samasta che e mAruM kuTuMba che, eTale apekSAe kuTuMba nAnuM paNa che ne huM paNa che, chatAM saMyamI AtmAne keIne pratye rAga ke dveSa nathI. sarva jIvo pratye samAna bhAva che. saMyamI sAdhakane joItI cIja maLe ke na maLe chatAM jIvanamAM asaMtoSa nathI. saMtoSa che. jhaMDu bhaTTanA jIvanamAM khUba saMteSa hatuM. sAdAIbharyuM jIvana gALatA hatA ne bane teTalI sevA karatA hatA. pite garIba hovA chatAM je sukha meTA karoDapati pAse na hatuM te A jhaMDu bhaTTa pAse hatuM. kahyuM che ne ke saMtoSAmRta tuptAnI, yatsukha zAMta cetasAm / kutastad dhana lubdhAnAM, mitazceta zca dhaavtaam||" saMteSa rUpa amRtathI tRpta zAMta hRdayI purUSanI pAse je sukha che te sukha Amatema bhaTakatA dhananA lobhI purUSa pAse nathI. jhaMDu bhaTTa jevA saMteSI, nikhAlasa ane sevAbhAvI vaidanI khUba vAhavAha belAtI hatI chatAM emanAmAM kadI abhimAna AvatuM na hatuM. vedanA kAmakAjamAMthI nivRtta thAya tyAre emanI patnI sAthe dharmadhyAna karavAmAM lAgI jatA. AvI rIte emanA divaso pasAra thatA hatA. emane munima paNa emanA je saMtevI hate. enuM kAmakAja pUrI vaphAdArIpUrvaka karatuM hatuM, paNa chellA thoDA divasathI enA mukha upara udAsInatA dekhAtI hatI. enA kALajAmAM ciMtAnA kALA DAgha paDelA hatA te chAnA rAkhavA munimajI hasatuM mukha rAkhavA prayatna karatA paNa e chAnuM rahetuM ja na hatuM. munimajanI ciMtA bAbatamAM pRcchA karatAM jha Du bhaTTa" - jhaMDubhaTTa munimajIne udAsa cahero joIne vicAra karavA lAgyA ke A munimajI vIsa vIsa varSathI mAre tyAM kAma kare che. mArA eka AtmIya jana tarIke rahe che chatAM emane kahyuM duHkha satAvI rahyuM che? e zA mATe udAsa ane ciMtAtura rahetA haze? je mAre AtmIyajana duHkhI hoya te mArAthI AnaMdamAM kema rahevAya? emanA duHkhanuM kAraNa te mAre pUchavuM joIe. Ama vicAra karIne jhaMDubhaTTe pUchyuM-munimajI ! hamaNu hamaNuM eka mahinAthI tamArA mukha upara ciMtAnI rekhAo dekhAya che. te tamAre ciMtAnuM kAraNa che? tyAre munime kahyuM kAMI nathI. baMdhuo ! A saMsAra te upAdhine ukaraDe che, ciMtAne cetare che, matalabanuM medAna che ne karmabaMdhananuM kArakhAnuM che. saMsAravata jIne aneka prakAranI ciMtAone kI kerI khAte hoya che, chatAM te koInI pAse vyakta karI zakatA nathI. keTalAya chanI evI sthiti hoya che. bilakula ciMtA vagaranA ane sukhI hoya te mAtra vItarAgI saMte che.

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537 zAradA siddhi jhaMDubhaTTanI garIbImAM amIrI" - jhaMDubhaTTane divase te dardIonI sevAmAM TAIma maLe nahi eTale munimajIne rAtre belA rAtrinI nIrava zAMtimAM munima AvyA eTale ekAMtamAM besADIne pUchayuM munimajI! sadA hasatA mukhe rahenAra cheTalA eka mahinAthI Ama ekadama kema udAsa che? bhaTTajIne prazna sAMbhaLIne munimajI stabdha banI gayA ne kaMI javAba ApyA vinA mauna besI rahyA tyAre jhaMDubhaTTa pharIne pUchyuM ke munimajI! tame te mArA nAnAbhAI cho. tamAre gabharAvAnI jarUra nathI. tamAre je ciMtA hoya te mane dila kholIne kaho. pAse hoya ke na hoya, ApavuM ke na ApavuM te vAta judI che paNa duHkhIne AvuM AzvAsana ApanAra keNa che? | munimajIe gaMbhIratAthI kahyuM ke bhaTTajI ! saMsArI jIvone ciMtA te hoya ja. mArI dIkarIo have moTI gaI che. temAM moTI dIkarInA A varSe lagna levAnA che paNa mArI pAse paisA che nahi tethI huM muMjhAI rahyo chuM. munimajInI vAta sAMbhaLIne jhaMDubhaTTe kahyuM tamArI dIkarInA lagna che tene mATe ATalI badhI ciMtA kare che ? mane kema vAta karatA nathI ? munie kahyuM ke huM Apane zA mATe upAdhimAM nAMkhuM? kAraNa ke Apane je kaMI maLe che temAMthI ApanuM ja mAMDa pUruM thAya che, ApanI pAse kaMI ja vadhatuM nathI pachI Apane vAta karIne vimAsaNamAM nAMkhavAthI zuM phAyado? bhaTTa kahyuM-munimajI ! tamArI ciMtAnuM kAraNa have mane samajAI gayuM. tamArI dIkarI e mArI ja dIkarI che. mArI dIkarIne huM kaMIka ApI zakuM te mane saMtoSa thaze. munime kahyuM paNa ApanI pAse te kaMI ja nathI. Apa ja akiMcana cho te zuM Apaze? bhaTTajIe kahyuM mArI zakti anusAra mArI pAse je kaMI haze te ApIza. tame ahI bese. ema kahIne bhaTTajI emanA patnI pAse gayA. patnIne kahe che ke ApaNuM munimajInI dIkarI e ApaNI dIkarI kharIne? patnIe kahyuM ema kema pUcho che? tyAre jhaMDubhaTTe kahyuM dIkarInA lagna che te ApaNe kaMI karavuM paDaze ne? patnIe kahyuM emAM mane pUchavAnuM hoya? tamane je gya lAge te karo. bhaTTajIe kahyuM vAta sAcI che paNa ApaNA gharamAM zuM che te tuM jANe che ne? nAtha! dIkarInA lagna hoya tyAre evuM kaMI javAnuM nahi. pAse je hoya te ApI devAnuM. baMdhuo ! A jamAnAmAM AvI patnI maLavI muzkela che. mANasanI pAse lAkho rUpiyA hoya e te Ape emAM bahu vizeSatA nathI paNa jenI pAse kaMI ja nathI e pitAnuM sarvasva garIbanI sevAmAM arpaNa kare enI mahAna vizeSatA che. pitAnuM sarvasva-paraNyAnuM pAnetara dIdhuM dAnamAM":-A jhaMDu bhaTTanI keTalI khAnadAnI che! jAmasAhebanA mahine 200 rUpiyAnA pagAramAM dardIonI davA, munimajIne pagAra, davA vATanAra majUre pagAra ane pitAne gharakharca. emAMthI zuM bace? mAMDa pitAnuM gujarAna calAvatA hatA. chatAM ThaMDubhaTTanI patnI emanA jevI

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538 zAradA siddhi udAra hatI. eNe kahyuM ke nAtha ! ApaNI pAse bIjuM te kaMI nathI, paNa mAruM pAnetara meM lagna vakhate paheryuM che pachI kaI divasa paheryuM nathI. e pAnetara ghaNuM kiMmatI che te te ApaNe dIkarIne ApI daIe. jhaMDu bhaTTe kahyuM ke mArI paNa evI ja IcchA hatI. kharekhara tane dhanya che ! tuM mArI patnI ja nahi paNa sAcI dharmapatnI che. kharA samaye tuM mArA mananA bhAvane barAbara pArakhI gaI. patnIe peTImAM sAcavIne rAkheluM pAnetara kADhIne harSabhera patinA hAthamAM mUkI dIdhuM. jhaMDubhaTTa Atma saMteSathI chalakAtA harSabhera munimajI pAse AvyA ne pAnetara ApatA kahyuM, munimajI! huM A mArI dIkarIne kariyAvaramAM ApuM chuM. jhaMDu bhadanI udAratA joIne munimanuM mastaka emanA caraNamAM jhUkI paDayuM. jhaMDubhaTanA mukha upara paNa harSane bhAva ubharAte hate. emanI patnIne paNa potAnA lagnanI yAdInA pratIka samuM vahAluM pAnetara dIkarIne kariyAvaramAM ApyAne pUro AtmasaMteSa hate. saMteSI, udAra ane sevAbhAvI, dayAddha cittavALA jhaMDu bhaTTanA zubha guNenI yAdI mATe jhaMDu phArmasI sthApavAmAM AvI. sAdA-saraLa-ane akiMcana chatAM paNa dadIonA dardanuM sacoTa nidAna karanAra e sevAbhAvI vaida saunA dilamAM vasI gayA. kevA e pavitra ane saMtoSI ja haze ke pitAnI mUDImAM raheluM pAnetara paNa harSabhera munimanI dIkarIne daI dIdhuM. Aje - te pitAnA svama baMdhu agara sagA bhAI sAmuM paNa janAra bahu alpa che. A duniyAmAMthI cAlyA javA chatAM je tamAruM nAma bhAratanA itihAsanA pAne amara banAvavuM heya te ThaMDubhaTTa jevA udAra banajo. jhaMDubhaTTane duniyAmAMthI vidAya thayA ne keTalAya varSo vItI gayA chatAM Aje emanuM nAma gAje che. ApaNA cAlu adhikAramAM brahmadara ane dIrgha rAjA vacce ghora yuddha macI gayuM. ekabIjA potapotAnA zastra ane astrane ekabIjA upara chUTathI upayoga karavA lAgyA. brAdattakumAre bhAre kauzalyathI dIrgharAjAnA saghaLA zastrone nAkAmiyAba banAvI dIdhA eTale enI pAse zastro paNa khUTI paDayA, chatAM baMne vacce ghaNu samaya sudhI yuddha cAlyuM. baMnemAMthI koI keIne harAvI zakayuM nahi. brahmadatta te cakravati hatA eTale hAre nahi paNa dIrgharAjA cakravati na hatA chatAM emanAmAM baLa khUba hovAthI koI rIte emane parAjaya thatuM nathI, tyAre brahmada vicAra karyo ke dIrgharAjA sAmAnya zastrothI parAjita thaI zake tema nathI eTale have mAre emanA upara mAruM chelluM zastra caka cheDayA vinA chUTako nathI. A dIrgharAjAe brahmadattane mArI nAMkhavA mATe kAvatarAM ghaDayAM ne ene pakaDavA mATe sainike doDAvavAmAM bAkI rAkhI nathI. e ja brahmadattanA hAthe enuM meta thavAne prasaMga Avyo. kahevata che ne ke "vArA pachI vAra ne mArA pachI tAro". soya pachI dera ne derA pachI seya. ka koIne cheDatA nathI. brAdaro dIgharAjA upara cakaratna cheDayuM. jyAM cakravartinuM cakraratna chUTe

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mArA siri 539 pachI zu khAkI rahe ? cakrarane enu kAma kharAkhara khajAnyu. cakranA prahArathI dIdha rAjAnu mastaka kapAI ne jamIna upara paTakAyuM. "" "AkAzavANI cakravatinA jaya hai| vijaya hai :- A samaye cAre taraphathI " brahmadatta cakravatinA jaya thAo, vijaya thAe " nI gheASA nagarajane karavA lAgyA. A samaye devAe paNa brahmadatta cakravati upara AkAzamAMthI puSpavRSTi karI. sAthe sAthe devAe udghoSaNA karIne nagarajanAne evI sUcanA karI dIdhI ke A brahmadatta khAramA cakravati' tarIke utpanna thayA che. e samaye deveAnI vANI sAMbhaLIne saghaLA lokoe brahmadatta cakravatinI stuti karI, strIoe temanI maMgaLa AratI utArI ane khUba utsAhabhera utsava manAvyeA. A pramANe brahmadatta cakravati saghaLA zrI purUSonI stuti pAmyA pachI ma`trIma`DaLa vigeree temane khUba vAjate gAjate nagaramAM praveza karAvyeA. nagaramAM padhAryA tyAre paNa brahmadatta cakravatine koI e hIrAthI, teA keAI e mAtIthI, koI e puSpAthI te koI e akSatathI vadhAvyA. Ama aneka janAnA satkAra sanmAna ane vaMdana svIkAratA brahmadatta cakravatie ghaNAM vakhate kAMpilyapuranA rAjabhavanamAM praveza karyAM. tyAM saghaLA nagarajanoe ane sAmAe maLIne brahmadattane cakravati padma upara abhiSeka karyo. A rIte cakravati padmathI alaMkRta banIne brahmadattakumAra peAtAnA jIvananA samaya sukhapUka pasAra karavA lAgyA. adhue ! A avasarpiNIkALamAM ApaNAM kSetramAM khAra cakravati e thaI gayA. temAM daza cakravartIe teA dIkSA lIdhI che. je cakravatinuM pada pAme tene cha kha'Danu rAjya bhAgavavAnu` hAya che. e cha khaMDanuM rAjya maLavA chatAM e cakravati e ene choDIne dIkSA letA hatA, kAraNa ke teo ema samajatA hatA ke jema lavaNusamudra khArA pANIthI bharelo che tema A sa`sAra paNa zArIrika ane mAnasika duHkhothI bharelA che. vaLI svapnAmAM prApta thayela dhananI jema A jagatamAM ka'I tathya nathI. A cha khaMDanuM rAjya, aveA, madajharatA hAthIe, sainya vigere DAMgaranA photarA jevA asAra che. e badhuM vIjaLInA jhamakArA jevuM atyaMta asthira che tathA khALakeAthI karAtA dhULanA gharanI jema manane AnaMda ApanAra che mATe enA tyAga karavA joI e. ema samajIne tyAgI detA. cakravarti jo cakravati padanA tyAga kare te meAkSamAM athavA devalokamAM jAya ane jo atima samaya sudhI cakravati padanA meha na cheDe to narakamAM jAya Ave niyama che. A te cakravatinI vAta thaI paNa kAI paNa jIva jIvananA a`tima samaya sudhI sa`sAranA mAha nahi cheDe tenI paNa evI dazA thAya che. saMsAra cheDIne sAdhupaNuM na laI zake teA khera, paNa sAcA zrAvaka te jarUra bane bhagavAnanA zrAvaka kadaye saMsAramAM rahe kharA paNu enu mana te sadA tyAgamAM ramatuM hAya. sa`sAramAM rahevA chatAM Asakti na heAya, kAraNa ke e samaje che ke "yAM Asakti tyAM Apatti

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540 zAradA siddhi ne virakti tyAM mukti. jyAM Asakti che tyAM Apatti-duHkha che ne jyAM virakti che tyAM mukti jevuM anaMta sukha che. tame paNa AvI samajaNavALA zrAvaka bane. tamArI jiMdagIno amUlya samaya saMsAranI jUThI vAtomAM, haravA pharavAmAM ne khAvApIvAmAM gumAvo nahi. samaya te pANInA vaheNanI jema cAlyA jaze ne pachI pelA khalAsInI jema pastAvo thaze. eka khalAsI dariyA kinAre hoDI calAvatuM hatuM. dariyA kinAre sahela karavA AvatA sahelANIone te sAme pAra laI jate ne sAme pArathI A pAra lAvato hate. ne pitAnuM jIvana gujAratA hatA. eka divasa sAMjanA samaye nAvika pitAnI heDI ghara tarapha haMkArI jatA hatA. evAmAM nAvikanI najara eka beTa upara paDI. e beTamAM paDelA caLakatA kAMkarAo jeIne nAvikanuM mana harSathI nAcI UThayuM. potAnI hoDIne bhAvIne eNe e badhAM kAMkarA hoDImAM bharI dIdhA ne pachI hoDI ghara tarapha haMkArI, paNa eNe te hoDImAM beThA beThA nAnA bALakanI jema eka eka kAMkare upADIne pANImAM dUra dUra pheMkavA lAge. kinAre pahoMcatA sudhImAM te badhA kAMkarA ramata karatA sAgaramAM pheMkI dIdhA. mAtra traNa cAra kAMkarA rahI gayA che tyAM ne tyAM rahevA daI nAvika pitAne ghera cAlyo gayo. je bIje divase savAramAM musApharone laIne heDI haMkArI. sUryanA tejasvI kiraNe heDImAM paDatAM gaI kAlanA rahI gayelA traNa cAra caLakatA kAMkarA prakAzathI jhagamagI uThayA. ene anupama prakAza joI nAvika te stabdha banI gaye. enA manamAM thayuM ke kAMkarA nathI paNa kiMmatI ratna che. eNe pelA traNa cAra kAMkarA laIne khissAmAM mUkI dIdhA, ane bIjA kAMkarA hoDInA khUNe khAMcare paDyA hoya te zodhavA lAge, paNa kayAMya kAMkare maLe nahi tyAre jANe enA bAra vahANa dariyAmAM DUbI gayA hoya evuM duHkha thayuM ane mukha upara nirAzAnI chAyA chavAI gaI. hoDImAM beThelA musApharomAMthI eka musAphare nAvikane pUchayuM kema bhAI ! ame badhA tArI hoDImAM beThA tyAre tuM AnaMdamAM hatuM ne Ama acAnaka ekadama udAsa ne nirAza kema banI gaye? nAvike potAnI vAta karI. pelA cAra kAMkarA musApharanI sAme dharyA. A musAphara devacaMdabhAI ane bAbubhAI jevA jhaverI hatA, eTale tarata kAMkarAne pArakhI lIdhA ne kahyuM bhAI ! A te mahAmUlyavAna ratna che. AvA rane maLyA te have tAruM to bhAgya khulI gayuM. tAre have A baMdha nahi kare paDe, tyAre nAvika kapALa kUTIne kahe che zuM khulI gayuM ? mAruM bhAgya te phUTI gayuM. gaI kAle sAMje meM mUrkhAe AvA aneka ratna ramatamAM ne ramatamAM pANImAM pheMkI dIdhA. basa, have te A be cAra rahI gayA che tethI mAruM mana udAsa thaI gayuM che. jhaverIoe nAvikane ApeluM AzvAsana":- nAvikanI vAta sAMbhaLIne

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zAradA siddhi 51 musApharIe kahyu` bhAI! A ekeka ratnA savAlAkhanI ka'matanA che. tane cAra ratnAnA pAMca lAkha rUpiyA maLaze. zA mATe aphsosa kare che ? nAvika kahe e vAta sAcI paNa jo vadhAre ratnA hAta tA vadhAre paisA maLata ne ! ema kahIne nAvika raDavA lAgyA tyAre musAphAe kahyuM, bhAI! thaI gayu. te thaI gayuM. have tuM raDIza ke jhUrIza tethI ka'I sAgaramAM pheMkAI gayelA ratnA hAthamAM AvavAnA nathI paNa jeTalA hAthamAM che eTalAne paNa jo tu samajaNapUrvaka sadupayoga karIza teA tAru' jiMdagInu daridra TaLI jaze. musApharanA A zabdothI nAvikane AzvAsana maLyu' paNa ratno gumAvyAne dilamAM aksesa jIvanabhara sudhI rahyo. A nyAya ApaNA upara ghaTAvavA che. ApaNA jIvananI ekeka kSaNa kiMmatI ratna samAna che. are, kimatI ratnonuM teA mUlya aMkAya paNa mAnavajIvananI ka'matI kSaNeAnuM mUlya AMkI zakAtuM nathI. evI amUlya kSaNAne khAvApIvAmAM, haravApharavAmAM, viSaya vilAsamAM teA vya gumAvatA nathI ne ? ajJAna dazAmAM je kSaNeA gumAvI tenA asAsa na karatAM je kSaNA hAthamAM che ene sadupayega karIe te mAnavajIvana saphaLa anI jAya. brahmadattakumAra have brahmadatta cakravati banyA. cakravartine cauda ratnA ane nava nidhAna haiAya che. temanA vaibhava kevA heAya che te avasare. caritra :- suzIlA kAma mATe AkhA gAmamAM ne gharamAM pharI paNa kayAMya kAma na maLavAthI nirAza thaI gaI, chevaTe pharatI pharatI gAmanA kATa pAse eka kuMbhAranu ghara hatuM tyAM AvI. kuMbhAra mATalA ghaDatA hatA ne kubhAraNu mATI khUMdatI hatI. tyAM AvIne suzIlA kuMbhArane kahe che e vIrA ! tuM mane tAre ghera kAma karavA mATe rAkha. tuM kaheze te badhuM karIza. ame babbe divasanA bhUkhyA chIe. tame kaI kAma ApeA tA majUrI karIne e paisA meLavIe ane khAvA bhegA thaIe. suzIlAnA karUNa ane namra vacano sAMbhaLIne kubhArane dayA AvI eTale kahyuM bhale, mahena ? huM tane kAma ApIza paNa ame jAtinA kuMbhAra chIe eTale amAre tyAM te zuM kAma hoya te tu' jANe che ne ? sAMbhaLa. tAre gadheDA upara chAlaku' nAMkhIne mATI khANethI mATI khATTI lAvavI paDaze, pachI pANI bharavA javu paDaze, mATIne khUMdavI paDaze, vAsaNa mAMjavAnA, daLaNAM daLavAnA ane ethI vadhAre TAIma heAya te A taiyAra karelA mATalA bajAramAM jaIne vecavAnA. A badhA kAma peTe pagAramAM tane AkhA divasamAM cha reTalI khAvA ApIzuM, mAla kabUla che ? tArAthI kAma thAya teA khuzIthI mAre ghera kAma kara. A koTanI pAse thoDI jamIna che tyAM jhUMpaDI mAMdhIne raheje. kuMbhAre keTaluM badhuM kAma batAvyuM.. kAma ATaluM badhuM karavAnuM chatAM pagAra kaheA ke je kaheA te phakta cha roTalI ja ApavAnI. chatAM suzIlAe kabUla karyuM, kAraNa ke peTa mANasane badhI veTha karAve che,

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542 zAradA siddhi - "rAjarANIne karma banAvelI ku bhAraNa :- suzIlA kuMbhAranA gharanI najIkamAM gAmanA koTa AgaLa ghAsanI jhUMpaDI bAMdhIne rahevA lAgI, ane kuMbhAranA gharanu` madhu kAmakAja karavA lAgI, pANI bharI lAve, mATI kheAdI lAve, mATI khUMdI Ape. A badhuM kAmakAja karIne kharA apeAre kuMbhAra ene mATalA laIne bajAramAM vecavA meAkale. jeNe kadI taDako joceA na hatA te suzIlA khullA page dhAmadhakhatA taDakAmAM mATInA vAsaNa vecavA mATe jAya che. ahAhA.... karAjAnI kevI karAmata che! eka vakhatanI rAjarANI Aje bharabajAre mATInA vAsaNa vecavA lAgI. je bahene mATalA mATalI levA AvatI tene kahetI bahena ! mArA mATalA bahu sArA che. bahu ThaMDA che, ziyALu mATalA che tame lo. jo thADA ghaNA paNa vAsaNa vecAya teA vAMdhA na Ave paNa divase eka paNa vAsaNa na vecAya te divase suzIlA bicArInuM AvI banatuM. ATaluM kAma kare che tyAre mAtra cha jADI ne lUkhA reATalI khAvA maLe che. emAM traNa traNa jaNane khAvAnuM. emAM zu' peTa bharAya ? samaya samayanI kevI balihArI ! mAtAne jIva che. dIkarAne vadhu khAvA Ape te devasena ketusena nA pADe. nA....khA ame ni khAI e. tuM te keTalu' badhu kAma kare che eTale tane bhUkha vadhAre lAge. have traNe jaNA bhImasenanI rAha jue che. bhImasena Avaze ne zu' banaze te avasare. X vyAkhyAna na. 13 bhAdaravA vada 5 ne sAmavAra cakravatinA sukho kevA? tA. 10-9-79 anatajJAnI bhagavAna kamAve che ke he bhavya jIvA! dharmaLa zAzvata sulamukhya dharmathI jIvane zAzvata sukha maLI zake che. tribhuvanamAM sarva zreSThamAM zreSTha cIja hoya te te dhama che. dharma jIvane zAzvata, avinAzI sukha ApI zake che. dharma e zAzvata vastu che mATe zAzvata evA dhama dvArA jIva zAzvata sukhanI prApti karI zake che. A sa'sAranI dareka vastuo anitya ne nAzavata che. mAtra dharma e ja zAzvata che. zAzvatanI sAdhanA mATe maLelo meghe2A mAnavabhava nAzavatanI sAdhanAmAM veDaphI nakhAya nahi. dharmAMthI uttama kuLamAM janma, sudararUpa, AreAgya, buddhi, baLa, susa'skArI mA-khApa, sArI patnI, sArA piravAra, dhanasa'patti, mAna, meAbhA ane adhikAra badhuM maLe che ane maraNa pachI dharmAMthI svatra ane meAkSanA sukhA maLe che. sarva sukhAnu` mULa dhama che. dharma vinA sukha maLatu' nathI, eTalA mATe jJAnI purUSoe kahyu` che ke " sunna thata tuNuM pApA" dharmAMthI sukha ane pApathI duHkha maLe che. vamAnamAM ApaNe je sukha bhAgavIe chIe te sukha paNa dharmAMthI maLelu che, mATe sukhamAM paNa dha na bhUlavA joIe. sukhamAM je dhama ne cheDatA nathI ene sukha kaDhI cheoDatuM nathI, mATe sukhI ane "

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zAradA siddhi 543 duHkhI, zrIma'ta ane garIba, rAgI ane naregI, dareka manuSyAe dhama nI vizeSa prakAre ArAdhanA karavI joI e. dhathI sukhI thavAya che. e dharma eTale ahi'sA, satya, asteya, brahmacarya ane aparigraha. AvA dharmAM jIvane vAravAra maLatA nathI, mATe ja maLyeA tenA kharAkhara sadupayAga karI lo. ene meAjamajhAmAM ne bhAgavilAsamAM gumAvazeA nahi kAraNa ke sa`sAra teA eka meTe meLo che. meLo vikharAI jatAM badhu cAlyuM javAnuM che. moTA meLAmAM zu' hAya che? meLAmAM aneka prakAranA manuSye bhegA thAya che. AjubAjunA gAmaDAmAMthI paNa mANase meLAmAM Ave che. je mANaso gAmaDAmAMthI meLAmAM AvyA hAya te pAtapeAtAnu sAthe lAvelu bhAtu khAya ane meLAmAM aneka prakAranA mAla vecAvA AvyA hAya temAMthI peAtAne je je mAlanI jarUrata hoya te mAla kharIde, hare, ke ne AnaMda manAve. meLo vikharAtA sau potapAtAnA sthAne cAlyA jAya, tema jJAnI purUSA kahe che ke A sa`sAra paNa eka meATA meLA jevA che. emAM kANu keAnuM svajana ane keNu pAraku A sa`sAramAM koI koInu' nathI. sau tapeAtAnI karaNI anusAra karmo upArjana kare che ane upArjana karelAM karmo uddayamAM AvatAM bheLave che. saMsAra eTale kadAca putra marIne vairI thAya ane vairI marIne putra ke pitA thAya che. AvA taddana caMcaLa svabhAvavALA jIva rUpI ramakaDA para meha rAkhavA jevA nathI. saMsAranA svajanA upara Asakti rAkhavA jevI nathI. asthira bhAvAthI bharelA svajana ane snehIe upara Asakti dharavI e mUrkhatA che. ajJAna dazA che. A mArA snehI che tene huM kAyama sAcavIza. Ave mamatvabhAva karavA e mAhanu' phaLa che. satbuddhinu phaLa nathI. samuddhi hAya tA vicAra kare ke huM koNa chuM ? pachI kharAkhara sAvadhAna ane. relvenA pATAnI vacce ubhelA mANasa keTalo sAvadhAna hoya che ! phATaka krosa karatAM kadAca khissAmAMthI paisA paDI jAya ane e jue ke sAmethI TreIna AvI rahI che tA e pasA levA mATe ubho rahe kharA ? 'nA.' ane kadAca le te keTalI sAvadhAnIthI le. tyAM gaphalata cAle kharI ? tema mAnava jIvananI kaTokaTI bharelI sthitimAM jo dhana vigerenA lobha ane mamatAne kUdI jatA AvaDe te| bhAvi ana Mta sa MsAra rUpI TreineAnI kacarAmaNamAMthI bacI javAya ne jo kUdatA na AvaDe te mAmalo khatama. paisA-snehI svajane ane zarIranI paNa A ja sthiti che. emanA upara game tevA rAga karyAM paNa emAM jIvatu' kaMI vaLatu nathI. UlTA pApathI bhAre thAya che ne ka`baMdhana kare che. mANasa raste janAra trAhita mATe je pApa nahi kare te pApa peAtAnA snehI pAchaLa karaze. piraNAme peAtAne bhAvimAM bhayakara duHkha bheLavavu' paDe che. A badhI paristhitiomAM jIve peAtAnu' rakSaNa karI levu* te AkhA upadezanA sAra che. "mAna rakSa" AtmAne pApamAMthI bacAvA, AtmAne bacAvavA mATe kheALiyA sAthenI ramata krUra khaseDo. A

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544 zAradA sidi duniyAnA svajanA kheALiyA sAthe ramata rAkhe che paNa aMdarathI AtmArUpI paMkhIDu' uDI gayu' eTale e ja svajanA khoLiyAne bALIne pheMkI devAnA che. AvA saMsAramAM rAga dharave ne emAM ja bhUlA paDI javu' te badhu' mithyAmatinu phaLa che. A saMsAra rUpa meLeA vikharAI jatAM jIve potapotAnA zubhAzubha karmo bhogavavA karelA karmAnusAra gatimAM cAlyA jAya che, pachI A meLA khatama ane mAmalo paNa khatama. mAmalo khatama thatAM pahelA jeTalI bane teTalI sAdhanA karI lo, ane AtmAnA svarUpane oLakhI lo. tattvajJAnI purUSa kahe che ke jene AtmAne prema hAya, AtmasvarUpane pAmavAnI tAlAvelI hAya tene viSaye te viSa karatA paNa bhayaMkara lAge che. yasya jJAnasudhA sindhu :, patravrutti mamatA / viSayAntarasaMcAra, tasya dUddiopama : / / '' je pavitra purUSanI jJAna rUpI parabrahmamAM magnatA che tene viSaye viSa karatAM adhika bhayaMkara lAge che. sadAcAranA guNa jenA ataramAM vasyA hAya tene Dagale ne pagale viSaye viSathI paNa vadhAre khaTake, kAraNa ke viSayAne AMdhaLA rAga sadAcAranuM nikana kADha che. paNa ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 13 mA adhyayananA adhikAra cAle che. temAM brahmadatta kumAre pUrvabhavamAM cakravarti paNAnuM sukha meLavavA mATe niyANuM karyu. emaNe mAMgIne cakravati' sukha lIdhu' hatuM, tethI cakravati pada meLavyuM. pratyeka cakravartinI pAse sAta sAta ekendriyaratno ane sAta sAta pacendriya ratno hoya che. peAtapeAtAnI jAtimAM je zreSTha hAya che e ratna kahevAya che. brahmadatta cakravatinI AyudhazALAmAM sauthI prathama cakra ratna utpanna thayuM hatu, pachI ekeka pachI sAta ekendriya ratna utpanna thAya che. te A pramANe cheH (1) cakraratna (2) chatraratna (3) camaratna (4) daDaratna (5) khaga ratna (6) maNI ratna ane (7) kAkiNI ratna. A sAta ekendriya ratnA che. te pRthvIkAya rUpa che. "sAta ratnAnA kArya" :- "cakraratna' cakravartinI senAnI AgaLa AkAzamAM gaDagaDATa zabda karatuM cAle che ane te cha khaMDa jItavAnA mArga batAve che. (2) chatraratna" senA upara bAra ceAjana lAMbA ane navayeAjana paheALA chatrarUpa banI jAya che, ane ThaMDI-tApa-vAyu vigerethI rakSaNa kare che. (3) "Daratna" viSama sthAnane sama karI rastA sApha saDaka jevA karI che ane vaitADhaya parvatanI ane guphAnA dvAra khullA kare che. A traNeya ratnA cAra cAra hAtha lAMbA hAya che. (4) "khaDgaratna" pacAsa AMgula lAMbu, sALa AMzuLa paheALu, ardhA AMgaLa jADuM ane ati tIkSNa dhAravALuM hAya che, ane hajArA gAu dUra rahetA zatrunuM mAthuM cheI nAMkhe che. A cAreya ratnA cakravartinI AyudhazALAmAM utpanna thAya che. (5) "maNiratna" cAra

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zAradA sili AMguLa lAMbuM ne be AMguLa pahoLuM hoya che. tene UMce mUkavAthI caMdramAnI jema bAra jana sudhI prakAza kare che ane hAthInA mastake bAMdhavAthI svArane keI paNa jAtanI bIka rahetI nathI. (6) "carmarana" be hAthanuM lAMbu hoya che. te bAra jana lAMbI ane nava jana pahelI nAva-heDIrUpa banI jAya che. temAM cakravatinI senA svAra thaI gaMgA siMdhu jevI mahA nadIothI pAra thaI jAya che. (7) "kAkiNI ratna" che e bAjuthI cAra cAra AMgula lAMbuM, paheltha senAnI eraNa samAna, cha taLiyA, ATha khUNa, bAra hAMsiyAvALuM ane vajanamAM ATha sonaiyA jeTaluM bhAre hoya che. emAMthI vaitADhaya parvatanI ane guphAomAM eka eka ejananA Atare 500 dhanuSyanA gaLAkAra 49 maMDaLa thAya che. tene caMdra samAna prakAza jyAM sudhI cakravati jIvatA rahe tyAM sudhI rahe che. (A traNeya rane lakSmInA bhaMDAramAM utpanna thAya che.) baMdhuo ! A sAta ekendriya ratnanI vAta thaI. juo, cakavatinA ekeka ranemAM keTalI badhI zakti hoya che ! AvA ratna mahAna puNyane udaya hoya tyAre prApta thAya che tyAre enI sahAyathI cakravati cha khaMDa upara jIta meLave che. jyAre cakravati cakravartinI padavI upara Ave tyAre cha cha khaMDa upara emanI sarvoparI sattA hoya che. jyAre teo cha khaMDa sAdhavA jAya che tyAre kaMIka rAjAo sAmethI emanA caraNamAM paDI jAya che ane ghaNuM rAjAe namatA nathI tyAre cakavatine enI sAthe yuddha karavuM paDe che. yuddha karIne rAjAne jIte che. AvI rIte cha khaMDa jItavA jatAM te keTalA moTA saMgrAme karavA paDe che. AvA mahAna saMgrAme karIne je rAjya meLave che evA rAjayane cakravatie chele asthira, adbhava, azAzvata ane anarthanuM kAraNa samajIne cheDIne dIkSA le che. dIkSA lenArane te saMsAranI tamAma saMpatti taNakhalA tulya lAge che. emane mana jeTaluM tyAganuM mahatva hoya che teTaluM rAjavaibhavanuM mahatva nathI hatuM. temaja saMsAra tyAgIne sAdhu banyA pachI paNa nAma abhimAne nathI rahetuM ke huM te meTo cakravati chuM, cha cha khaMDanI samRddhi ane vaibhavane cheDIne Avyo chuM. e te eka ja vicAra kare ke vItarAga prabhunA zAsanamAM cakavati ke camarabaMdhI, zrImaMta ke garIbanA keI bhedabhAva nathI. saMpattithI koI ahI moTA banI zakatA nathI, paNa je dIkSA pahelAM le te moTA gaNAya che. AvA bhagavAnanA sAdhuo nAva samAna che. pite bhavasAgara tare che ne bIjAne tAre che. jema hoDI pANImAM rahe che. emAM ja enI gatine AdhAra che, paNa jyAre e cAlatI hoya tyAre lahere kApavAmAM jarA paNa te saMkecAtI nathI. sAdhaka mekSamAM na jAya tyAM sudhI te saMsAramAM rahe che paNa saMsAranI vAsanAo enI sAdhanAmAM vidana nAMkhe che mATe tene saMgharSa karavAmAM jarA paNa vilaMba nahi kare. sAdhaka AtmA game tevA saMjogomAM paNa pitAnI sAdhanA cUkatA nathI, ane pitAnI pAse AvanAra sukhI hoya ke duHkhI hoya darekane dharmane sAce rAha batAvI kalyANanA mArgamAM joDe che, zA. 19

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4 zAradA siMhi pahelA enI pAse acAnaka enA dhaMdhAmAM eka vakhata eka zrImata zeThanA pApakamanA udaya thayA. karADInI sa patti hatI paNa puNyanI TAMkI khAlI thaI gaI eTale khATa AvI ane evI bhIMsamAM AvI gayA ke gharamAra, moTaragADI ane patnInA dAgInA badhuM ja vecavAnA vakhata AvyA, tyAre zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke have huM zu karu? jhera pIne marI jAuM ? AvI garIkhAI bharelA jIvane jIvavAnA zu atha ? jhera pIne marI javAnuM nakkI karyuM", pachI zeThane vicAra AvyeA ke satA ema kahe che ke A manuSya janma durlaCbha che. A saMsAramAM duHkhathI kauMTALelA jIvanuM zaraNu dharma che. te huM paNa maratA pahelA eka vakhata te saMtanA darzana karI lauM, pachI vAta. Ama vicAra karIne zeTha gurUnI zeAdha karavA nIkaLyA. eka AtmAthI saMta gAma mahAra jaMgalamAM eka vRkSa nIce besI emanI sAdhanA karI rahyA hatA. A zeThane sa'ta sArI rIte oLakhatA hatA. sAcA nItarAgI satAne mana zrIma'ta zuM ke garIma zuM, koInA bhedabhAva hAtA nathI. badhAne samAnabhAvathI jue che. jyAre A zeTha zrImata sthitimAM saMtanI pAse AvatA ne je upadeza ApatA hatA tevA ja upadeza atyAre garIbAInA samayamAM ApyA, pachI zeThane pUchyu ke Aje ApanI A dazA kema thaI ? tyAre zeThe peAtAnA duHkhanI kahAnI sa`bhaLAvI ne kahyuM gurUdeva ! have huM kayAM jAuM ? zu' karuM te mane samajAtu nathI, tyAre karUNAnA sAgara sata kahe che che bhAI! A sa`sAra eka sikko che. sukha ane duHkha e sikkAnI be bAju che, mATe puNyanA udaya hoya tyAre sukha Ave che ne pApanA udaya thatAM sukha cAlyu' jAya che. AvuM samajIne samatAbhAva rAkhA. " calita thavAnA prasaMge paNa zeDanI saMyamanI dRDhatA H- A zeThane sasAranI kSaNikatAnuM bhAna thayu' eTale emaNe sa'tane vina'tI karI ke gurUdeva ! have mAre A du:khathI bharelA sa*sAramAM rahevu' ja nathI. Apa mane dIkSA Ape. sate zeThane sayamamAM kema rahevAya, pariSahA Avaze tyAre samatAbhAva rAkhavA paDaze, A badhuM zeThane samajAvyu', paNa zeTha aDaga rahyA. saMta emane dIkSA ApavA taiyAra thayA. A samaye zeThanA mANaso te tapAsa karatA karatA tyAM AvyA ne zeThane kahyu` zeThajI ! jaldI ghera cAlo. have punaH tamArA puNyanA udaya thayA che. dariyAmAM ghaNAM vakhatathI aTavAI gayelA vahANA Aje AvI gayA che. je leNiyAta paisA mATe daroDA pADatA hatA te have sAmethI ApavA Ave che, mATe jaldI dhera cAlo. A vakhate tame hA te zu kare ? Avu... badhu' sAMbhaLIne saMsAramAM paDavAnu' mana thAya ke vairAgyanA bhAva TakI rahe ? A zeThe te kahI dIdhuM ke tamAre jema karavuM hoya tema kare. sukha duHkhathI bharelA A sasAramAM have mAre paDavu' nathI. jo sapattimAM sukha hAta te mArI A dazA thAta ? mATe have mAre sa'sAra na joIe. A zeTha pAtAnA niyamAM dRDha rahyA ne sayama laIne khUba suMdara rIte sAdhanA karIne AtmAnuM kalyANa karyuM..

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zAradA siddhi 547 cakravartinA sAta ekendriya ratnonI Aje ApaNe vAta karI. have paMcendriya ratna kevA hoya ane e raste cakravatinuM zuM zuM kArya kare che te vAta avasare kahevAze. Aje amArA gurUbhAI bA. bra. pU. harSadamuni mahArAja sAhebanI puNyatithine divasa che. (harSadamuni mahArAja sAhebanA jIvanamAM saraLatA, namratA, vinaya Adi kevA mahAna guNo hatA, saMyama letA pahelA emanI kevI kasoTI thaI ne tyAre teo kevA makkama rahyA, dIkSA laIne gurUnI kevI bhakti karatA, emanAmAM ke vinaya hate, gurUdevanI sAMnidhyamAM keTaluM jJAna meLavyuM. 18 varSanI choTI vayamAM saMyama laIne phakta nava varSa cAritra pALI kevI kaThera saMyama sAdhanA karI, AvA eka yuvAna saMtaratnanI khaMbhAta saMpradAyane ane sArA ke jaina samAjane beTa paDI che evA bA.bra. pU. harSadamuni mahArAja sAhebanA tapa-tyAga ane jJAna dhyAnathI jhaLaktA tejasvI jIvanamAM rahelA guNenuM pU. mahAsatIjIe AbehUba varNana karyuM hatuM. je sAMbhaLatA zrotAjananA rUMvADA khaDA thaI gayA ne AMkhe athathI bharAI gaI hatI. saue abhInI AMkhe pU. gurUdevane bhAvabhInI aMjali ApI hatI.) caritra - vidhAtA ! Ama kayAM sudhI duHkha veThavAnA?' kuMbhAra suzIlA pAse kALI majurI karAve che. bajAramAM mATalA vecavA mokale, savAramAM vahelI uThADIne kuMbhAraNa daLaNuM daLavA besADe. ATalI kALI majUrI kare che. have duHkhanI hada AvI che. lUkhuM sUkuM khAvAnuM te paNa peTa bharIne nahi. temAM paNa jyAM sudhI cAle? have te suzIlA duHkhathI kaMTALIne bhagavAnane prArthanA karatI hatI ke he bhagavAna! amArA nasIbamAM AvA dukha kayAM sudhI veThavAnA haze ? have dukha sahana thatuM nathI. bhagavAna! tuM have mArI sAmuM je, ane mArA patine jaldI mekala. emanA darzana karIne huM marI jAuM te mArI sadgati thAya. Ama suzIlA bhagavAnane prArthanA karatI hatI. kharekhara enI prArthanA te bhagavAne jarUra sAMbhaLI eTale bhImasena A tarapha AvI rahyo che, paNa haju enA duHkhane aMta Avaze ke kema e te jJAnI jANe che. bhImasene ujajainI nagarInuM rAjya cheDayuM tyArathI duHkha ja veThayuM che. pahelI ja vakhata ATaluM aDhaLaka dhana hAthamAM AvyuM che. rehaNAcala parvata upara pote karelI kALI majurI ugI nIkaLI hatI. mahenatane badalo ene pUrepUre maLyuM hatuM. nava lAkhanI kiMmatanA rane maLatA bhImasenanI tamAma ciMtAo dUra thaI hatI. sukhanA sonerI svapnA sevane jhaDapabhera kSitipratiSThita nagara tarapha AvI rahyo hate. ratnanI godaDI gaMdhAtI banAvI ane pote bhikhArI jevA kapaDAM paherIne AzAbhera cAlyA AvatuM hatuM. rastAmAM vanaphaLa maLe te khAI letA. ghaNuM lAMbA samayathI patnI ane putrane joyA na hatA. temane maLavA ane zubha samAcAra ApavA mATe tenuM mana have adhIruM banI gayuM hatuM. e adhIrAImAM ghaNuM jhaDapathI cAlatA eka divasa te

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zAradA siddhi kSitipratiSThita nagaranI najIkamAM AvI gayA. have tamane ema thaze ke enI patnI ane khALakAne maLI jaze ne nava lAkhanA ratnA hAthamAM AvyA che eTale enA duHkhanA aMta AvI jaze. paNa enA duHkhanA aMta Ave e vidhAtAne mAnya na hatuM, kSitipratiSThita nagaranI najIka eka sudara sarovara hatuM. tenA niLa pANImAM gulAbI kamaLe! khIlI rahyA hatA. "tUTI paDelA AzAnA minArA" :- bhImasena khUba cAlavAthI thAkI gayA hatA. enA vastro paNa ghaNAM melA ne phATelA hatA. zarIra para ghaNuA mela jAmyA hatA eTale vicAra karyo ke huM AvA mikhArInA veze mArI patnI ane putrone maLIza te e mAre mATe zuM vicAra karaze ? e te mAro AveA veza joze eTale ema ja mAnaze ke loTiyA khAvA jevA gayA hatA tevA ja pAchA AvyA lAge che. eka tA duHkhathI kaTALI gayA che ne temAM jo hu' AvA veze jaIza tA mane joIne bebhAna thaI jaze, mATe mAre AvA veze temane maLavuM nathI. have kaI nagara dUra nathI. huM A sarevaramAM snAna karI ThIka kapaDA paherIne huM mArI patnI ane mArA vahAlA devasena ane ketusenane maLIza. A pramANe bhImasene manathI nakkI karyu ane arihaMtanu' nAma laIne sarovaramAM snAna karavA gayA. bhImasene sarAvaramAM DUbakI mArI. sarovaranA zItaLa jaLanA sparzathI enA thAka utaravA lAgyA eTale ekAda e vadhu DUbakI mArIne AnaMda ane ullAsathI snAna karavA lAgyA. jue, enA kama kevA baLavAna che ! e keTalI sAvadhAnIthI cAre bAju tapAsa karIne nhAvA gayA hatA paNa kama kahe che ke tuM game teTalI sAvadhAnI rAkha paNa hu' te adRzyapaNe tArI sAthe ne sAthe ja chuM. bhImasena sarovaramAM snAna karatA hatA te samaye eka vAMdaro doDatA doDatA sarAvaranI pALe AnyA ne bhImasenanI jIgarajAna vahAlI geAdaDI laIne jhaDapabhera sAmenA jhADa upara jaIne beThA. bhImasena snAna karIne sareAvaramAMthI bahAra nIkaLye ke tarata enI najara gAdaDI tarapha gaI paNa gADI hAya tA dekhAyane! gADI na joI eTale bhImasenanI AMkhe adhArA AvavA lAgyA, jIva gabharAvA lAgyA. hajI nAhIne bhInA kapaDA paNa badalyA na hatA te pahelAM A banAva banI gayA. cAre bAju najara karI te kaI mANasa na dekhAcA ke jamIna para mAnavanA pagalAM paNa na dekhAyA. teA geAdaDI kANu laI gayuM haze ? bhImasena hatAza banI gayA. kinAre AvelI naukA DUbI gaI eTale enI AzAnA minArA tUTI paDayA. 548 " bhImasenanA bhagavAna pAse pAkAra" :- bhImasena ekadama nirAza thaI ne khelyu are vidhAtA ! A mArA kamanI kevI kara viTaMbaNA che! ATalA duHkhA sahana karyAM chatAM hajI mArA du:khAnA aMta AvatA nathI. bhagavAna ! tane mArI, mArI rAMka patnI suzIlA ke kumaLA phUla jevA devasena ane ketusenanI paNa yA na AvI ! huM

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zAradA siddhi 549 keTalI AzAthI dhana kamAIne AvyuM hatuM ke te A zuM karyuM? ema bela e bebhAna thaIne dharatI para DhaLI paDe, paNa jaMgalamAM ene keNa pavana nAMkhe? jaMgalane zItaLa pavana AvyuM tyAre thoDI vAre bhAnamAM Avyo ne potAnA karmone deSa deto AmathI tema najara kare che tyAM sAmenA jhADa upara beThelA vAMdarAe hupAhupa avAja karyo. bhImasene uMcuM joyuM to vAMdarAnA hAthamAM godaDI hatI. vAMdare godaDIne hAthamAM laIne Ama tema jhulAvI rahyo hato. tene dAMta mArI rahyo hato, nakha bharI rahyo hate ne tenI sAthe AnaMdathI ramI rahyo hato. bhIsasena ubho thaIne jhADa pAse gaye. jhADa nIce ubhA rahIne teNe hAkoTA karyA. e sAMbhaLIne vAMdarAe jorathI hupAhupa karavA mAMDyuM. bhImasene enI sAme paththara pheMke te vAMdarAe ghA cUkavI dIdhe ne chalAMga mArIne bIjA jhADa upara caDhI gayA tyAre bhImasena paNa jhADa upara caDho, te vAMdaro kUdIne bIjA jhADe gaye. haju bhImasena vAMdarAnA hAthamAMthI geDI meLavavA zuM zuM prayatna karaze tenA bhAva avasare. ka ka aa vyAkhyAna naM. 54 bhAdaravA vada 6 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 11-9-79 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI bhagavate pharamAve che ke he bhavya che ! anaMtakALathI mahArAjA ane temanA sainike e ApaNe parAjya karyo che. ApaNA AtmAnI anaMta akSaya saMpatti e mahA mahArAjAe harI lIdhI che ane AtmAne rakhaDatA bhikhArIthI paNa vadhu bhayaMkara hAlatamAM mUkI dIdhuM che. mithyAtva, ajJAna ane avirati e traNeya moharAjAnA senApatio che. e traNeya senApatiomAM evI koI adbhuta maMtrazakti che ke vizvanA sarva jene aMdha ane paravaza banAvyA che. anaMtakALathI AtmAne parAjaya karanAra maha ane tenA senApatione sAthe raNasaMgrAma karI vijaya meLavavA taiyAra thavuM joIe. mithyAtva vigere mehanA senApatioe vizvanA sarva jIne kevI rIte aMdha ane paravaza banAvyA che te jANavuM jarUrI che. AtmA pitAnA svarUpe anaMtajJAnamaya che. dareka AtmAnA pradeza asaMkhyAta che. kIDInA AtmapradezanI saMkhyA ochI ane kuMjaranA AtmapradezanI saMkhyA vadhAre evuM nathI. saMsAranI corAzI lAkha chavAyoni pakI game te jIvAyonimAM AtmA karmayoge utpanna thayelo hoya, cAhe narakamAM hoya ke nigadamAM hoya, deva hoya ke dAnava hoya, ekendriya hoya ke paMcendriya hoya, AMgulanA asaMkhyAtamA bhAga jeTaluM zarIra hoya, hajAra yojanAnuM hoya ke lAkha yojanAnuM uttara vaikaya zarIra hoya paraMtu hara kaI AtmAnA AtmapradezanI saMkhyA samAna che. karmane nAnuM zarIra prApta

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papa0 thoradA sivila thAya te temAM Atma saMkucita thaIne rahe che, ane hAthI jeTaluM moTuM zarIra hoya te AtmAnA pradeze vistRtapaNe rahe che. karmane game te enimAM AtmA vartate hoya paraMtu AtmapradezanI saMkhyA asaMkhyAtI traNe kALamAM samAna che. AtmAnA asaMkhyAta pradezamAM eka paNa Atma pradezane vadhAre thato nathI ke ghaTADo thatuM nathI, ane e asaMkhyAta AtmapradezamAMthI eka paNuM Atmapradeza chUTo paDatuM nathI. pudgala skaMdhamAMthI pradeza chUTA paDe ane navA pradeza temAM AvIne maLe. pudgalamAM bheda ane saMghAta bane che paNa AtmAnA pradezamAM ema nathI banatuM. cAra hAthanA eka kapaDAnA be, pAMca ke tethI vadhAre TukaDA thaze, sonAcAMdInA paNa TukaDA thaze. paramANu sivAya pudgalanA paNa vibhAga thaI zakaze paNa AtmapradezanA vibhAga nahi thaI zake. AtmAnuM chedana bhedana thatuM nathI. jyAre upasanA prasaMgo Ave tyAre AtmAthI saMyamI purUSe AtmAne e ja zikSaNa Ape che ke te AtmA tuM svayaM acchagha, abhedya che. je chedanabhedana thAya che te tattvadaSTie tAruM chedanabhedana thatuM nathI, mATe tuM samatAmAM TakI jA. ArtadhyAnAdi na thAya tene upayoga rAkha. kAyAnA chedanabhedanamAM tAruM chedanabhedana nathI. tuM te trikALI akhaMDa avinAzI dravya che. ", baMdhuo ! ApaNe AtmAnI vAta cAlI rahI che. jJAna ane darzana e AtmAnA svAbhAvika guNa che. potAnA svarUpathI AtmA paripUrNa jJAnamaya prakAzathI yukta che. paraMtu jevI rIte sUryane vAdaLAnA AvaraNa AcchAdita karI le che tevI rIte prakAzapuMja AtmA karmothI AcchAdita thaI rahyo che. jevI rIte buddhivAna purUSa paNa madirApAna karIne viveka rahita banI jAya che tema AtmA mohanIya karmanA nazAne kAraNe viveka zUnya banI jAya che, paraMtu jevI rIte vAdaLAnA AvaraNa dUra thatAM sUrya potAnA asalI svarUpamAM prakAze che ane madirAnI asara dUra thavAthI manuSya potAnA rUpamAM AvI jAya che tevI rIte mehanIya Adi karmonA nAza thavAthI AtmAnuM asala svarUpe pragaTa thAya che ne badhI vikRti dUra thAya che. tIrthakara bhagavaMta mohanIya Adi karmone nAza karyA pachI sarvajJa ane sarvadazI bane che, ane pachI dharmane upadeza Ape che. Ama te badhA karmo AtmAmAM kaIne kaI prakAranA vikAra utpanna kare che paNa te badhAmAM mohanIya karma prabaLa che. te ATha karmomAM rAjA samAna che. A karmanA rahevA para badhA karmonI hayAtI rahe che ane tene nAza thayA bAda badhA karmone nAza thAya che. mehanIya karmamAM ghaNI tAkAta che. te AtmAnA samyagadarzanane ghAtaka che. cAritrane paNa nAza kare che. samyagadarzanane naSTa karavAvALA darzana mehanIya ane cAritramAM aTakAyata karavAvALA kamane cAritra mehanIya karma kahevAya che. jevI rIte 105 DigrI tAvavALAne bhejananI ruci thatI nathI te rIte darzana mehanIyanA udayavALAne

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zAradA siti 151 dhamanI ruci thatI nathI. jene pitta javaranA roga lAgu paDayA hoya tene kezariyu madhura dUdha, badAmanA halavA evI mIThI vastue paNa kaDavI lAge che, tevI rIte mAhanIya karmInI prakhaLatAthI dharma jevA madhura ane upakAraka tattva paNa mithyArdaSTivALAne rucikara thatA nathI, paraMtu meAhanIya ka` zithila thatAM jIvane dharmAMnI ruci utpanna thAya che. mithyAtva Adi kAraNeAthI sa`sArI jIvAne hamezA Azrava ane aMdha thayA kare che. baMdhanA mukhya kAraNa pAMca che: mithyAtva, avirati, pramAda, kaSAya ane ceAga. pahelA guNusthAnakamAM baMdhanA pAMce kAraNeA vidyamAna che. cAthe guNasthAnake mithyAtva sivAyanA cAra kAraNeAthI baMdha thAya che. pAMcamA guNasthAnakamAM dezavirati thaI jAya che eTale AMzika rUpamAM avirata dUra thAya che, tethI tyAM pUrNa rUpathI traNa kAraNu ane dezarUpathI aviratijanya karmAMnA khadha thAya che. chaThThA guNasthAnakamAM avirati sapUrNa paNe dUra thaI jAya che tethI tyAM pramAda, kaSAya ane cega e traNa kAraNathI madha thAya che. sAtamAthI te dazamA guNasthAnaka sudhI kaSAya ane cAga e e kAraNathI aMdha thAya che. dazamA guNasthAnakanA aMtamAM kaSAyane kSaya athavA upazama thavA para AgaLanA teramA guNasthAnaka sudhI phakta yAga ka`ba'dhanamAM kAraNa che. caudamA guNasthAne yAganA niAdha thaI jAya che tethI tyAM kamabaMdhananu kAI kAraNa nathI. te guNasthAnake pUrNa akhadhaka dazA prApta thaI jAya che. kahevAnuM tAtparya e che ke Azrava ane baMdhanA kAraNeAnI prabaLatAthI AtmA adhika ka`badhana kare che, ane tenA virAdhI sa'vara ane nirAnI prabaLatAthI AtmA krama badhana ghaTADI nAMkhe che. A rIte AtmAnA svAbhAvika guNeAnA vikAsa thAya che. A vikAsanI atima sImA te meAkSa, uparanI vAtathI tamane samajAze ke madhanA abhAvanA athavA saMvarane prArabha samyaktvathI thAya che, ane upara kahI gayA ke samyakRtva cAthA guNasthAnamAM hoya che tethI kahI zakAya ke mekSa mAganI zarUAta cAthA guNusthAnathI thAya che. jo ke ceAthA guNasthAnakavALA avirati samyagdaSTi hovAthI vratAnu' AcaraNa karI zakatA nathI chatAM paNa zarAkha pIvI, dArU pIvA Adi dusanA tathA kharAba kAme cheDI de che. samyagdaSTa hiMsA, jUTha, cArI, kuzIla Adi pApone heya samaje che ane A pApAnu... AcaraNa karavAmAM tenI ruci rahetI nathI. jo ke te ahiMsA Adi vratane aMgIkAra karI zakatA nathI paNa mithyASTinI jema pApane sArA samajatA nathI ane kadAcita na chUTake pApanu AcaraNa karavuM paDe te te pote potAne dhikkAre che ke arere....mAre AvuM pApa karavuM paDayuM? A pApa karmAMne leAgavavA huM kayAM jaIza ? evI arerATI enA aMtaramAM cAlu ja hAya. brahmadattane cakravati nu' padma meLavavA mATenA cakraratna Adi sAdhanA maLI gayA

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552 zAradA siddhi paNa cha khaMDanI prApti karavA mATe emane purUSArtha te kare paDe che. brahmadare pUrvabhavamAM karmanI kroDe khapI jAya evI ugra sAdhanA karI hatI paNa dhamakaraNane sade karIne cakravatinI padavI kharIdI. puNyanuM vecANa karIne brahAdatta cakravatinI mAphaka padavIo kharIdI zakAya che ane abhyAsa karIne DigrI meLavI zakAya che paraMtu saddaguNa eka e sikako che ke je kaMI paNa kiMmate kharIdI zakAtuM nathI. keI paNa padavI maLe paNa enI sAthe saguNa hoya te jIva padavInA mehamAM ke sattAmAM Asakta banatuM nathI. brahmadatta cakavatie te uttama kehinUra jevI karaNInA badalAmAM kAMkarA jevI padavI kharIdI. tamArA saMsAramAM kaI kehinUra ApIne kAMkarA kharIde te tame ene ke kaheze ? mUkhane ? evI ja rIte amUlya karaNI bhautika padavI mATe vecI denAra paNa jJAnInI daSTie mUrkha che. mahAna purUSane mana Atmika saMpatti AgaLa bhautika saMpattinuM kaMI ja mahatva nathI. - AtmAnA akhaMDa upAsaka adhyAtmayogI AnaMdaghanajI mahAtmA thaI gayA. emaNe jyAre dIkSA lIdhI tyAre emane eka mitra paNa emanI sAthe dIkSA levA taiyAra thaye tyAre emaNe kahyuM, bhAI! jaina dharmanI dIkSA bahu kaThina che. tArAmAM evI gyatA dekhAtI nathI. sAdhune veza paherI levA mAtrathI kalyANa thaI jatuM nathI paNa veza parivartananI sAthe prakRtinuM parivartana thAya te ja AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya che, eTale emanA mitre saMnyAsInI dIkSA lIdhI ane AnaMdaghanajIe jaina dharmanI dIkSA lIdhI. AnaMdaghanajI bhegI mahArAja saMyama laIne AtmAnaMdamAM masta banyA. lokone emanA upara evI zraddhA hatI ke A mahAtmAnA darzana karIe to ApaNAM pApa dhovAI jAya. emanI caraNaraja mastake caDhAvIe te ApaNuM duHkha ane daridra dUra thaI jAya, tethI loke emanI pAsethI khase ja nahi. Akhe divasa mANaso bharAyelA rahe, tyAre mahAtmA AnaMdaghanajIe vicAra karyo ke huM vastImAM rahIza te A loke mane japavA deze nahi. mAre te AtmAnI sAdhanA karavI che. AtmasAdhanA karavA mATe AnaMdaghanajI nagara cheDIne jaMgalamAM jaIne vasyA. emane satkAra sanmAnanI ke khAvA pIvAnI paDI na hatI. emane te basa eka AtmakalyANa karavAnI laganI hatI. teo gAma cheDIne jaMgalamAM gayA te jaMgalamAM paNa emanI pAchaLa lokonA ToLeToLAM umaTavA lAgyA paNa e te moTAbhAge AtmAnI sAdhanA karavAmAM lIna banyA. emanA mitra je saMnyAsInI dIkSA lIdhI hatI te paNa saMnyAsIne veza paherIne parvata, guphA ane jaMgalamAM rahevA lAge. jaMgalamAM aneka prakAranI vanaspatiomAMthI khUba mahenata karIne eka prakAranuM rasAyaNa prApta karyuM. e rasAyaNanuM eka TIpuM je lokhaMDa upara paDe te lokhaMDa sonuM banI jAya. saMnyAsIe vicAra karyo ke meM AvI siddhi prApta karI che te mArA mitra AnaMdaghanane huM rasAyaNa kalAvuM. ema vicAra

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zAradA siddhi 553 karIne sanyAsIe eka kAcanI zIzImAM rasAyaNa bharIne potAnA ziSyane kahyu` ke mArA mitra jaina sAdhu che. enuM nAma AnaMdaghanajI che. moTAbhAge te jagalamAM AtmAna6mAM masta rahe che mATe tuM vanavana pharavu' paDe te pharaje . paNa mahAtmA AnaMdaghanajIne zeAdhIne rasanI khATalI tuM hAtheAhAtha Apaje. ziSya nA laI ne gayA. zodhatAM zodhatAM eka varSa thayu. tyAre jaMgalamAM eka paththaranI zilA upara masta khanIne beThelA mahAtmA AnadadhanajInA bheTo thayeA. sanyAsIe AnaMdaghanajI mahAtmAnA caraNamAM namana karIne rasAyaNanI mATalI ApI, tyAre mahAtmAe pUchyuM ke bhAI ! A zu' che ? ne tu' kayAMthI lAvyeA che? mitranA ziSye kahyu -mahAtmAjI! ApanA mitra sanyAsInI dIkSA lIdhI che. emanA hu' ziSya chu' emaNe khAra varSa sudhI sAdhanA karIne je siddhi prApta karI che te Apane bheTa mAkalI che. A amUlya rasAyaNa che. enuM eka ja TIpu' lokhaMDa upara nAMkhavAmAM Ave te hajAro maNa lokhaMDanu sAnu` banI jAya che. AkhI duniyAnI saMpatti A zIzImAM samAyelI che. jemane mAtra Atma siddhinI ja jhaMkhanA che ane AtmAnI siddhi mATe ja je tapa-tyAga, yAnAdi sAdhanA karI rahyA hatA temane mana AvI siddhinu' zu' mahattva hoya emaNe teA zIzI hAthamAM laI ne pote je paththaranI zilA upara beThA hatA tenA upara jorathI pachADI, eTale zIzI phUTI gaI ne rasAyaNa DhoLAI gayuM. A joI ne sanyAsInA ziSyane khUba krodha AvyA. are, mArA gurUe A mUkhane Avu kimatI rasAyaNa zA mATe meAkalAvyuM ? jenI pAchaLa bAra bAra varSAM gumAvyA e rasAyaNanI eNe A dazA karI ! AnA karatAM na mekalAvyuM hAta te sAru' thAta. enA mukha uparanA bhAva joIne AnaMdadhanajIe kahyu...-kema bhAI! tane krodha AvyA ? tyAre kahe che mArA gurUe tamane keTalA premathI AvuM ka'matI rasAyaNa mekalAvyu. enI siddhi karatA emane khAra varSa thayA ne tamane zodhatAM mane eka varSa lAgyu tyAre mane Aje tamArA darzana thayA. mane teA ema hatu` ke mArA gurUnA mitra kevAya haze, paNa tame te mUkhanA saradAra lAgo che ke mArA gurUe premathI mokalAvelA rasAyaNane tame DhoLI nAMkhyuM, pachI krodha na Ave te zuM thAya ? AnaMdaghanajIe kahyu-tArA gurUe khAra khAra varSa sudhI sAdhanA karI tyAre lAkhaDane suvarNa banAvavAnI siddhi meLavI ke khIjuM kaI ? enI siddhi tA lekha Dane seAnu' banAve che paNa paththarane sAnu' manAvI zakatI nathI, tyAre mArI pAse te lokhaMDa ane paththara baMnene sonuM banAvavAnI siddhi che. ema kahIne potAnI laghunIti paththaranI zIlA upara chAMTI teA paththaranI zIlA sAnAnI banI gaI. ene pratyakSa batAvIne kahyuM ke jA....tArA gurUne kaheje ke AtmasAdhanAnA amUlya samaya te A najIvI siddhimAM gumAvyeA ! Atmasiddhi mATenI sAdhanA karatA AvI siddhi tA saheje prApta thAya 911 180

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554 zAradA sahi che, ene mATe koI sAdhanA ke mahenata karavI paDatI nathI. mane te vagara mahenate AvI siddhi prApta thaI che. pratyakSa purA joIne saMnyAsIne ziSya ThagAra banI gaye ke zuM A mahAtmAnI sAdhanA che ne zuM emanI siddhi che! dravyasiddhi batAvavA Avelo ziSya bhAva Atmasiddhine saMdeza laIne ga. - brahmadatta cakravatie amUlya sAdhanA gumAvIne A bhautika addhi-siddhi mAMgI ane mAMgyA pramANe maLI gaI. cakravartinA je cauda ratna ane nava nidhi hoya che te badhuM sAmethI emane AvIne maLe che. gaI kAle cakravatinA cauda ratnamAM sAta ekendriya ratna zuM zuM kArya kare che te viSe samajAvyuM hatuM. have sAta paMcendriya rane kayA? (1) senApati ratna (2) gAthApati ratna (3) vArSika ratna (4) purahita - ratna (5) strI ratna (6) azvaratna (7) gajaratna. A sAta paMcendriya ratna che. sAta paMcendriya ratnanuM kArya - (1) "senApati ratna" vacalA be khaMDene te cakravati jIte che ane cAre khUNAnA cAre khaMDa senApati jIte che. vaitADhaya parvatanI guphAnA dvAra daMDarathI khele che ane plecchone parAjaya kare che. (2) "gAthApati ratna" carmaratnane pRthvIne AkAre banAvI tenA upara covIsa prakAranuM dhAnya, badhI jAtanA mevA, masAlA ane zAkabhAjI vigere divasanA prathama prahare vAve che te bIjA praharamAM pAkI jAya che ne trIjA prahare taiyAra karIne cakavatine khavaDAvI de che. tamAruM vijJAna game teTaluM AgaLa vadhyuM hoya paNa enAmAM AvI zakti che ke pahelA prahare vAvaNI kare, bIjA prahare anAja pAkI jAya ne trIjA prahare e khAvAmAM kAma lAgI jAya! A te vijJAna karatAM paNa AgaLa vadhI jAya tevuM A vijJAna che. (3) "vArSika ratna":- (suthAra) e muhurta mAtramAM bAra jana lAMbA ne nava jana pahoLA 42 mALanA mahelo, pauSadhazALA, ratha zALA, pAkazALA, bajAra vigere badhI sAmagrIthI paripUrNa nagara vasAvI de che. mArge jatAM cakravati temAM saparivAra nivAsa kare che. (4) "purohita ratna" zubha muhurta batAve che. hastarekhA, tala-masa vigere, svapna, aMganuM pharakavuM vigerenA phaLa kahe che. zAMtipATha kare, jApa kare che. A cAreya ratna cakravartinA nagaramAM hoya che. (5) "zrI ratna" vaitADhaya parvatanA uttara zreNInA mAlika vidyAdharanI putrI hoya che. e mahA rUpavatI ane sadA kumArikA jema yuvatI rahe che. enuM dehamAna cakravatithI cAra AMgula ochuM hoya che. e putra prasava karatI nathI. (6) "azvaratna" - pUchaDethI mukha sudhI 108 AMgula lAMbe, khurathI kAna sudhI 80 AMgula uMce, kSaNabharamAM dhArelA sthAne pahoMcADanAra ane vijayapradAna karanAro hoya che. (7) gajaratna" - cakravartithI bamaNe uMce hoya che. mahA saubhAgyazIla, kAryadakSa ane atisuMdara hoya che. A ghoDe ane hAthI bane vaitADhaya parvatanA mULamAM utpanna thAya che. A badhA ratna cakravati mahArAjAnA hoya che ane navanidhi hoya

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zAradA sida ana che. e nava nidhi kaI te jANeA che ? cauda ratnanI vAta karI. have sAthe navidhinI vAta vicArIe. (1) naisanidhi"--thI grAmAdi vasAvavAnI, senAnA paDAva nAMkhavAnI sAmagrI ane vidhi prApta thAya che. (2) "paDUka nidhithI dhana ane phaLa maLe che. (3) "savarayaNanidhi"thI cakravartinA cauda ratnA tathA sa AtanA jhaverAtanI prApti thAya che. (4) "piMgalanidhi"thI manuSya ane pazunA AbharaNAnI prApti thAya che. (5) "mahApadmanidhi'thI badhI jAtanA vastronI tathA vastrone raMgavA dhAvAnI vastuonI prApti thAya che. (6) "kAlanidhi"thI aSTAMga nimittanA itihAsanA tathA kuM bhakArAdi karmAMnA zilpazAstranI prApti thAya che. (7) mahAkAlanidhi"thI seAnu' vigere adhI jAtanA dhAtunA vAsaNA tathA rokaDa dhananI prApti thAya che. (8) mANavaDa mahAnidhi'thI badhI jAtanA astra zastronI prApti thAya che. (9) "za...khanidhi"thI dhama, atha, kAma ane meAkSanA sAdhana khatAvanAra zAstronI tathA prAkRta, saMskRta, apabhraMza, saDakI, gadyapadyamaya zAstronI tathA badhI jAtanA vAjitrAnI prApti thAya che. A nava mahAnidhi peTInI jema khAra ceAjana lAMbI, nava ceAjana paheALI, ATha yeAjana UMcI, ATha paiDAvALI jyAM samudranI sAthe gaMgAnadI maLI che tyAM rahe che. jyAre cakravati aThThama tapa karIne enu ArAdhana kare che tyAre tyAMthI nIkaLIne cakravartinA pagamAM nIce AvIne rahe che. emAMthI dravyamaya vastue teA sAkSAt nIkaLe che ane kamarUpa (kAya karavA rUpa) vastune batAvatI vidhionA pustako nIkaLe che. jene vAMcIne iSTa anI siddhi karI zakAya che. A cauda ratna ane navidhie A badhuM jyAM sudhI rAjyamAM cakravarti rahe che tyAM sudhI rahe che. jo cakravati dIkSA le te emanA dIkSA lIdhA bAda agara je dIkSA na le ane sa'sAramAM rahe te temanuM AyuSya pUru* thayA bAda e potapeAtAnA sthAne cAlyA jAya che, pachI cakravatinA putrane mATe rahetA nathI. kAraNa ke e badhuM cakravatinI punnAIthI maLe che, eTale khIjA koI ene lAgavI zakatA nathI. e cauda ratnA ane navidhinuM rakSaNa karavA mATe cauda hajAra devA niyukta karelA hAya che. te devA ja A badhuM kAya kare che. AvA cakravrutinA cauda ratnA ane navanidhi hoya che, cakravartinI bIjI Rddhi keTalI hoya che tenA vizeSa bhAva avasare, caritra :- bhImasena rAjAnA kevA gADha ka`nA udaya thayA che. je sAMbhaLatA paNa ApaNu' hRdaya kapI jAya che. keTalI hAMze navalAkhanI milkata laI ne AvatA hatA ne A zu thayu ? vAMdarA godaDI laI gayA. gADI laI ne vAMdarA jhADe jhADe kUdakA bharavA lAgyA. jotajotAmAM te vAMdarA dekhAtA baMdha thaI gayA ne kayAMnA kayAMya pahADa upara cAlyA gayA. bhImasena tA joto ja rahI gayA, enA badhA prayatno niSphaLa gayA. "taTI paDelu bhImasenanu' hRdaya " have te godaDI maLavAnI koI AzA ja na rahI. bhImasenanuM haiyuM naMdavAI gayu. dheAra nirAzAthI enuM mana bhAMgI gayu.

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papa6 - zAradA sivila enA mukha upara bhAre viSAdanA vAdaLo chavAI gayA ane kakaLatA haiye vicAra karavA lAge. are, bhagavAna! A te mArI kevI jiMdagI che! sukhane zvAsa to meM mAMDa haju lIdhuM hatuM tyAM he vidhAtA ! te A duHkhane dIrgha niHzvAsa mane kayAM Ave? kevA umaMga ane ullAsathI huM snAna karI rahyo hata! keTalA aramAnothI huM mArA haiyAne bharI rahyo hate. suzIlAnI smRtimAM huM skUti anubhavI rahyo hate. ghaNuM samaye mane mArI patnI ane putronuM milana thaze. hAthamAM have ATaluM badhuM dhana AvyuM che eTale amArI garIbAI ane bhUkhamarAne aMta Avaze. sukhethI jeTalo khAIne zAMtithI niMdara laIzuM, ane mArA vahAlA devasena ane ketusena paNa lADa-pyAra ane sukha sagavaDamAM ucharaze. keTaluM ramya svapna huM nihALI rahyo hato. paNa...hAya...mArA bhAgyane kaMI juduM ja maMjUra che. Ama kahete kapALa kUTavA lAge ne raDavA lAge ke arere...mAre snAna karyA vinA zuM tuM cAlatuM ! bhikhArIne veze gayA hota te zuM suzIlA mane kADhI mUkavAnI hatI? A mArI mUrkhAInuM pariNAma che. have A yAtanAo mArAthI sahana thatI nathI. suzIlA ane kumaLA phUla jevA bALake to bicArA haju khIlIne vikasvara thAya te pahelAM emanA para duHkhanI jhaDIo paDavA mAMDI che. emanI kevI karUNa sthiti haze ! he bhagavAna! have te hada thaI gaI. svajanenI vedanA ane paritApa mArAthI sahana thatA nathI. have koI paNa rIte jIvanane aMta lAve che. bIjI vAra jIvanane aMta lAvate bhImasena.":- A pramANe nizcaya karIne tarata ja bhImasene maravAnI taiyArI karI. tyAM najIkamAM ja eka vaDalAnuM jhADa hatuM tyAM gaye. vaDalAnI vaDavAIe jamIna sudhI patharAyelI hatI. te teNe potAnA gaLe vIMTALI barAbara bAMdhI phAM barAbara nAMkhIne laTakavA lAgyA. vaDavAI enA kaThaNa pAzathI tene zvAsa rUMdhAvA lAgyA. AMkhe UMce caDhI gaI. na taNAIne bahAra upasI AvI. rUMvADA khaDA thaI gayA. have jIvana ane mRtyune be ghaDInuM cheTuM hatuM, paNa duHkhanA samaye mRtyu paNa ene vahAluM nathI banatuM. jeTalA AvegathI ne AvezathI e mRtyune bheTavA gayo enA bamaNA AvegathI mRtyu enAthI dUra bhAgatuM hatuM. "mRtyunA mukhamAMthI bacAvatAM saMnyAsI." :-bhImasena jIvana ane mRtyunI vacce jholA khAI rahyo che. te ja vakhate eka jaTAdhArI saMnyAsI bAvAe laTakatA bhImasenane je. A dazya jotAM saMnyAsIne manamAM thayuM ke A yuvAna zA mATe Ama mare che? tethI ekadama trizULa vaDe vaDanI vaDavAIne chedI nAMkhI. tarata bhImasena jamIna upara paDe, gaLAmAMthI phAMse kADhI saMnyAsIe bhImasenane kamaMDaLamAM ThaDuM pANI hatuM te chAMTayuM, ane pitAnA khoLAmAM enuM mAthuM laIne premathI paMpALavA lAgyuM. A rIte ghaNI vAra karyuM tyAre bhImasena kaMIka zuddhimAM AvyuM. je zuddhimAM Ave e ja enA mukhamAMthI zabda nIkaLe. "arihaMta" A sAMbhaLIne saMnyAsInA manamAM

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zAradA siddhi 157 thayu ke A mANasa jainadhamI lAge che. ene dharmAMnI keTalI zraddhA che ke mRtyunA mukhamAM sUtA che chatAM bhagavAnanuM nAma bhUlate nathI. gheADI vAre bhImasena sapUrNa bhAnamAM Avyo tyAre pAtAnu' mAthu' eka saMnyAsInA kheALAmAM joyu. eTale pUchyu...mahAnubhAva ! Apa kANu che ? ane huM ahI' kayAMthI AvyA ? tyAre sanyAsIe satya vAta kahI dIdhI. bhImasene kahyuM-mahAtmA ! tame mane zA mATe bacAvyeA ? mane maravA devA hatA ne! tyAre saMnyAsIe kahyuM ke bhAI ! yuvAnImAM tuM meAtane bheTavA uThayA che tethI lAge che ke tu ghaNA duHkhI che. tArA duHkhanuM zuM kAraNa che te mane kahe. huM mArAthI banatA prayatne tAru' duHkha dUra karavAne prayatna karIza. sAdhunA AzvAsana bharelA zabdo sAMbhaLIne bhImasene pAtAnI duHkhathI bharelI saghaLI kahAnI kahI sabhaLAvI. e kahetAM kahetAM paNa enI AMkhAmAM AMsu ubharAI AvyA. enA duHkhanI kahAnI sAMbhaLIne sanyAsInI AkhA paNa karUNAthI bhInI thaI ane eNe kahyuM-vatsa ! tu' hiM'mata na hAra. banavA kALe badhuM banyA kare che. tenA zeAka na kara. have jaTAdhArI saMnyAsI bhImasenane peAtAnI sAthe kayAM laI jaze tenA bhAva avasare, Wan Wan 5 vyAkhyAna na. 55 bhAdaravA vada 7 ne budhavAra " pramAdane tyAga tA. 12-9-09 ana'tajJAnI tIrthaMkara bhagavatAe jagatanA jIvA upara snehanI saravANI vahAvIne siddhAMta rUpa vANInuM nirUpaNa karyu che. vItarAga prabhunI vANI bhanya jIvAne saMsAra rUpI jelamAMthI mukta karAvanArI che. jema keAI mANasa gunA kare te ene sarakAra jelamAM pUre che tema A jIva ana`takALathI pApaka rUpI gunA karI rahyo che, tethI ka rAjAe ene zarIra rUpI jelamAM pUrI dIdhA che. jyAM sudhI karmAM che tyAM sudhI jIva jelamAM che. karma pUrA thAya eTale jelamAMthI mukta thavAnuM che. jyAM zarIra che tyAM vRddhatva che, rAga che, aneka prakAranI jhaMjhaTA che. eTalA mATe bhagavAna kahe che ke muLA vArlRi nAyam| karmathI upAdhio utpanna thAya che. A upAdhimAMthI jaldI mukta thavA mATenuM jo koI sAdhana hoya teA cAritra che. cAritra vinA traNa kALamAM uddhAra thavAnA nathI, mATe AtmAne kanI kedamAMthI mukta karavA hAya te pramAdane tyAga karI sayama mArga apanAvA. sa`pUrNa tyAga mAga na apanAvI zake teA khera, jeTalI ane teTalI ArAdhanA tA karo. Aje karIza....kAle karIza....ema pramAdamAM paDIne mAnavajIvanane amUlya samaya gumAve nahi. mahAna purUSA kahe che ke, jaM kalle kAyavvaM, ajjeva taM varaM kAlaM / maccu akaraNa hiao, na hu dIsai Avayante / vi // ""

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558 zAradA siddhi kAla upara koI kAma rAkhaze nahi. kAle karavAnuM zubhakArya Aje ja karI lo, kAraNa ke mRtyu mukha phADIne sAme ubhuM che. kAle ApaNe ahIM rahIzuM ke nahi tenI ApaNane khabara nathI. A leka ApaNane kevI suMdara hita zikhAmaNa Ape che ke kaI paNa zubhakArya kAla upara rAkhe nahi. kAla upara rAkhavAthI zuM phAyado ? zubha kAryamAM AtmasAdhanA karavAnA amUlya samayamAM ALasa ane pramAda je pagadaMDe jamAvIne besI jaze te je karavA jevuM che te bAjumAM rahI jaze. mahAna purUSa mAnava sAme eka prazna kare che ke he mAnava ! A uttama mAnavadeha pAmIne tAruM kartavya zuM? tyAre koI kaheze ke dhana meLavavuM ane mAna, pratiSThA meLavavA mATe marI phITavuM e kartavya che, tyAre bIjA keI ema kahe che ke AnaMda meLavavA mATe kaTibaddha banavuM e kartavya che, koI kahe che ke khAvuM, pIvuM, khelavuM, sArA vastrAbharaNathI zarIrane sajAvavuM ne mojamajhA mANavI e kartavya che. A rIte judA judA kartavyanA saMbaMdhamAM phasAyela mAnava e ja dizAmAM Daga bhare che ne pariNAme je karavA jevuM che te kAla upara rahI jAya che. Ajane mAnava kayAMya paga vALIne besatuM nathI. jeTalI jhaDape te deDI rahyo che, AkAzane AMbI rahyo che ne pRthvInA peTALamAM pesI rahyo che, jagatane khUNekhUNe e khUdI rahyo che chatAM ene haju kartavyanI dizA maLI nathI ne zAMtine sAce rAha eNe apanAvyo nathI. AnaMdanA akhUTa bhaMDAra enA aMtaranA oraDAmAM bharelA che. paNa AtmasAdhanA dvArA khelavA mATe jarA paNa prayatna karatuM nathI, mATe mAnave kartavyanI bhUmikA samajavAnI khAsa jarUra che. kartavya samajAze te kaI kAma kAla upara rAkhavAnuM mana nahi thAya. are ! vyavahAramAM paNa AjanuM kAma kAla upara rAkhavA jatAM ghaNAM mANase jIvanamAM hAra khAI jAya che pachI e jaladI uMcA AvI zakatA nathI. cikAgothI bhareluM vahANa dariyA kAMThe AvI pahoMcyuM ne zeThane samAcAra ApavAmAM AvyA ke vahANa AvI gayuM che. Apa Ave te mAla utArI laIe. A vakhate zeTha pattAnI ramata ramavA mazagUla hatA. uMcuM jovAnI emane kurasada na hatI. theDI vAra pachI AvuM chuM evo javAba Apyo. ramatane raMga barAbara jAmyo hato. zeThane bIje kaI vicAra karavAnI phurasada na hatI. sAMja paDavA AvI. dariyA kinArethI vAraMvAra teDA AvavA lAgyA chatAM zeTha na gayA, chevaTe kahevaDAvI dIdhuM ke AjanI rAta ema ja rahevA de. kAle mAla utArI laIzuM. rAtre samudramAM bhayaMkara tephAna jAgyuM, zeThanuM vahANa bhAMgIne bhukko thaI gayuM, ane dhanavAna zeTha raste rakhaDatA bhikhArI jevA thaI gayA. thoDI ALasane kAraNe pariNAma viparita AvyuM. ATalA mATe mahAna purUSe vAraMvAra ApaNane kahI rahyA che ke kAle karavAnuM kArya Aje kare ne Aje

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zAradA siddhi 559 karavAnuM kArya hoya te hamaNAM ja karI lo. koI paNa kAryane kAla upara rAkhavuM e mUrkhatA che te pachI Atma-sAdhanAnA kAryane AvatI kAla upara rakhAya ja kema! kAlanI vikarAla talavAra mAthA upara laTakI rahI che chatAM mAnava bhAna bhUlIne bhegamAM mazagula banI rahyo che. tene samayanI kiMmata samajAtI nathI. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI paNa gautamasvAmIne vAraMvAra Takera karatA hatA ke "samaya goyama mA pamAyae." he gautama! eka kSaNane paNa pramAda karIza nahi. sAdhaka je pramAdane paravaza banI jAya te enI badhI bAjI uMdhI vaLI jAya. mehanI gherI nidrAne choDIne jAgRta dazA sudhI pahoMcavuM che te e mATe prayatna kAyama cAlu rAkhe paDaze. saMsAranA pApanA kAryo kAla upara rAkha paNa dharmanA kAryo kAla upara rAkhaze nahi. sinyanA mokhare rahelA vIra sainike je thoDI paNa ALasa kare te emanI jItanI bAjI hAramAM palaTAI jAya. peDhIone vahIvaTa calAvanAra zeTha je pUratuM dhyAna na Ape te emanA uDatA pataMganI dorI kaTa thaI jatAM vAra na lAge. vimAnane pAyaloTa je saheja gaphalata kare te vimAna sAthe enA paNa bhukkA balI jAya. A ja vAta ApaNA jIvanamAM utAravAnI che. pramAdanI paravazatA jIvane pragatinI pagadaMDIethI gabaDAvI denArI che. evuM samajIne ApaNe ALasa ane pramAdane dUra karIne AgaLa vadhavA mATe bhagIratha purUSArtha karavAnI jarUra che. baMdhuo! ATaluM vAkaya tamArA aMtaramAM lakhI rAkhe ke "kaI paNa zubha kArya kAla upara rAkho nahi.Aje suga che. sAdhanAne susamaya che mATe AjanuM kArya Aje kare. mRtyu te mAnavamAtranI pAchaLa bhamI rahyuM che. kALa kayAre enA jaDabAmAM jhaDapI leze tenI khabara nathI, chatAM mojazokha ane vaibhava vilAsamAM zuM paDI rahyA che? have jAgRta bane. zubhakAryamAM pramAda na karo. uTha jAga musAphira bhera bhaI, aba rena nahi je sevata hai, je jAgata hai se pAvata hai, je sevata che je khovata hai he AtmAo! pramAdanI pathArI ane ALasanuM ozIkuM choDIne beThA thAo. AMkhamAMthI uMgha uDADe. rAtri pUrI thaIne prabhAta pragaTyuM che. have nahi jAge te kayAre jAgaze? je avasarane oLakhIne jAge che te jIvanamAM kaMIka pAme che ane je mehanidrAmAM bhAna bhUlIne ghasaghasATa uMdhyA kare che te AtmakalyANa karavAnI amUlya takane gumAvI de che, pachI pharI pharIne AvI amUlya taka jIvanamAM AvavI muzkela che. A uttama manuSyabhava, Aryadeza, uttama kuLa ane AtmakalyANa karavA mATe jinazAsana maLyuM che. emAM pAchI vItarAga bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLavAne vega maLe che te A takane kema cUkAya? bhagavAnanI vANI te bhavasAgaramAM bhUlA paDelA mAnavIne sAce rAha batAvanArI che. sUyagaDAyaMga sUtramAM bhagavAna kahe che ke

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50 zAradA sidi varNasi mUDhassa jahA amUDhA, maggANusAsaMti hiyaM payANaM / teLeva mA phaLameva setha, gaM me vuddA samajIsasayaMti / a. 14. gAthA 10 ghora jaMgalamAM dizAmUDha thayelA, mAga bhUlelo mAnavI mAga bhUlavAthI gabharAI jAya che. Amatema bhaTake ne AkuLavyAkuLa banI jAya che. AvA samaye ene kAI mAga khatAvanAra bhAmiyA maLI jAya te te mANasa keTalo khuza thAya che? peAtAne mArga batAvanArane jIvitadAna ApanAra mAnIne tenA upara prasanna thaI ne tenA mahAna upakAra mAne che. eka sAmAnya upakAra karanAra upakArIne paNa jIvanabhara bhUlatA nathI tA pachI je bhagavAne anAdikALathI bhUlA paDelA evA ApaNane bahAra nIkaLavAnA mArga khatAnyA tA emanA ApaNe keTalo upakAra mAnaveA joIe ? bhale atyAre tIrthaMkara bhagavAna ApaNI sAme upasthita nathI paNa bhagavAnanI vANI te ApaNI pAse meAjUda che. bhagavAnanI vANI bhavATavImAM bhUlA paDelA jIvarUpa musApharane mATe bhomiyA samAna che. enA sahAre ApaNe taravAnu' che. AvA bhagavAnanA ApaNe keTalo upakAra mAnavA joIe ! ApaNe adhikAramAM brahmadatta cakravatinI vAta cAle che. cakravartine 14 ratno ane 9 nidhi prApta thAya che te vAta Apa sabhaLI gayA. hajI cakravati mahArAjanI riddhi keTalI hAya che te batAvatA kahe che ke cakravatine be hajAra AtmarakSaka deveza, khatrIsa hajAra dezeAnA khatrIsa hajAra mukuTabadhI rAjA temanA sevaka hAya che, ceAsaTha hajAra ' rANIe hAya che. cArAzI lAkha hAthI, teTalA ghoDA, teTalA ja ratha ane chantu kroDa pAyadaLa, 32,000 nRtyakAra, 16,000 rAjyadhAnI, 16,000 dvIpa, navvANuM hajAra droNumukha, channunkroDa grAma, ogaNapacAsa hajAra khALa, caudahajAra mahAmaMtrI, soLahajAra mleccha rAjA sevaka, seALa hajAra ratnAnI khANu, vIsa hajAra seAnA cAMdInA bha'DAra, 48,000 pATaNa, traNakroDa gokuLa (daza hajAra gAyAnu` eka gAkuLa), 360 rasoIyA, AThahajAra paDatA, cAsaTha hajAra khetALIza mALanA mahelo, 4 karoDa maNa anAja rAja vaparAya, 10 lAkha maNa mIThuM rAja vaparAya, 72 maNu hiMga rAja vaparAya. ATalI cakravatinI riddhi hAya che. have teo cha khaMDa kevI rIte sAdhe che te vAta vicArIe. cauda ratnA prApta thayA pachI cakravati cha khaMDa sAdhavA mATe jAya che, tyAre cakraratna AgaLa cAle che. tenI pAchaLa cakravati mahArAjA sainya sahita cAle che. brahmadatta cakravati che kha`Da sAdhavA mATe kAMpilyapurathI nIkaLyA. cakranI pAchaLa brahmadatta cakravati jayAM jyAM jAya che tyAM tyAMnA rAjAe cakravatinI ANu svIkArI laI tene seAnu, rUpu' ane ratnAnI bheTa Ape che. ema cAlatAM cAlatAM mAgadhatI pAse Ave che. tyAM 12 x 9 yAjanamAM paDAva nAMkhe che. vArSika ratna cakravarti mATe eka pauSadhazALA taiyAra kare che. brahmadatta cakravatti mAgadhatInA devane sAdhavA mATe pauSadha

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561 zAradA siddhi zALAmAM jaIne aThThama kare che, pachI sainya sahita lavaNa samudramAM cheDe sudhI gayA ne pachI dhanuSya para bANa caDhAvIne bolyA ke je nAga, asura ke suvarNadeva hoya te mArI AjJA svIkAro. ema kahIne bANa choDayuM. te bANa bAra yojana dUra rahela mAgadhatIrthanA adhipatinA bhavanamAM jaIne paDyuM. bANa jeIne pahelAM te te khUba gusse thAya che, paNa jyAre te bANa upara brahradatta cakravartinuM nAma joyuM tyAM deva zAMta thaI gaye, ane pachI vicAra karyo ke pUrve thaI gayelA, vartamAnamAM huM ane bhaviSyamAM je kaMI A jagyAe mAgadhatIthakumAra deva thaze te badhAne e chata AcAra che ke cakrIne bheTa Ape. ema vicAra karIne hAra, mukuTa, vastra, AbharaNa, tIrthanuM pANI vigere laIne brahmAdatta cakavati pAse AvyA ane aMtarikSa AkAzamAM rahIne nAnI nAnI ghUgharIo ghamakAvate pAMca raMganA uttama vastro paherela e te deva brahAdatta cakravatine be hAtha joDI ya vijaya zabdothI vadhAvIne kahevA lAgyuM ke, brahmadatta cakIne caraNamAM de":- he devAnupriya! huM Apane AjJAdhAraka nokara chuM. Apa mArI A bheTa svIkAre. brahmadatta cakavatie tenI bheTa svIkArI. tene satkAra sanmAna karI ravAnA karyo, pachI brahmadatta cakIe rathane pAcho pheravI mAgadhatIrthathI lavaNu samudra pAra karyo. tyAM prajAne belAvI 8 divasa AnaMda karavA kahe che, pachI caka varadAma tIrtha tarapha cAle che. brahmadatta mahArAjA sainya sahita tenI pAchaLa cAle che. pachI AgaLanI jema varadAma tIrthane deva brahmadatta cakrInI pAse Ave che ne aneka jAtanI bheTa Ape che, pachI caka prabhAsatIrtha tarapha cAle che. tyAM cakI 3 upavAsa kare che. tyAM deva AvIne bheTa Ape che. pachI cakra tyAMthI siMdhu nadI tarapha cAle che. tyAM traNa upavAsa kare che tethI siMdhu devInuM Asana caLe che. devI upaga mUkIne jue che, pachI bheTo laIne brahmadatta mahArAjA pAse Ave che ane bheTo Ape che. aThThamanuM pAraNuM karI prajAne lAvI ATha divasane mahotsava kare che. pachI cakra vaitADhaya parvata tarapha cAle che. cakI 3 upavAsa kare che. vaitAya girikumAra devanuM Asana cAle che. deva upaga mUkIne jue che te brahmadatta cakrIne dekhe che. te uttama prakAranuM bheTazuM laIne cakravatine Ape che ke deva cAlyo jAya che. pachI cakra timigra guphA tarapha cAle che. cakI 3 upavAsa kare che. kRtamAla devanuM Asana cale che. te bheTayuM laIne cakI pAse Ave che. A deva je bheTayuM lAve che temAM khAsa karIne cakravatinA strIratna mATe tilaka pramukha 14 prakAranA AbharaNa lAve che. te A pramANe (1) hAra (2) ardhahAra (3) ekAvalI (4) kanakAvalI (5) ratnAvalI (6) muktAvalI (7) keyura (8) kaDA (9) truTita (10) mudrA (11) urasUtra (12) cuDAmaNI (13) kuMDala ane (14) tilaka. ahIM sudhI cakravatie cha telA (aThThama) karyA, pachI brahmadatta cakrIe pitAnA zA. 71

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562 zAradA sili senApatine bolAvIne kahyuM ke he devAnupriya! tame siMdhu nadInI pazcima dizAmAM rahela nAne khaMDa sAdhe ane vijya prApta karIne vajA, ratna vagere lAve. A senApati kAMI sAmAnya nathI letA. e cakravartinA 14 ratna mAMhene eka ratna che. te kevA che? tenuM varNana karatA zAstrakAra kahe che ke te caturaMga (hAthI, ghoDA, ratha ane pAyadaLa) lazkaranA svAmI, bharatakSetramAM prasiddha, mahA parAkramavaMta, mahAtmA, ojasvI, tejasvI, pleccha lokenI badhI bhASAnA jANakAra, aneka jAtanI manahara bhASA belavAvALA, bharata kSetranA badhAM viSama, gupta ane gaMbhIra sthAnanA jANakAra, artha ane nItizAstranA jANakAra hoya che. AvA senApati ratna brahmAdatta cakravartinI AjJA sAMbhaLIne khuza thayA ne baMne hAtha joDI namaskAra karIne vinayapUrvaka kahevA lAgyA ke "tahatti" ApanI AjJA mujaba karIza. ema kahIne sainyane taiyAra karI siMdhu nadInI pAse AvyA ane carmaratna hAthamAM grahaNa karyuM. tarata ja te carmaratna nAva jevuM banI gayuM. tenA upara AkhuM e sainya siMdhu nadI pAra karI gayuM ane ghaNuM deza sAdhI temanI pAsethI vastra AbhUSaNanAM bheTanuM lIdhA, pachI brahmadatta cakavati pAse AvIne badhI vAta karI ane je je deza pite jItyA hatA tenI vigata kahI saMbhaLAvI tethI cakravati mahArAjA khuzI thayA ane senApatine dhanyavAda ApI vidAya karyo. haju brahmadatta cakravati senApatine zuM AjJA karaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - bhImasenane ApaghAta karatA saMnyAsIe bacAvyuM ane ApaghAta karavAnuM kAraNa pUchayuM tyAre bhImasene pitAnI saghaLI kahAnI kahI saMbhaLAvI. e sAMbhaLIne saMnyAsInuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM ne kahyuM bhAI! tuM ciMtA na kara. mArI sAthe cAla. huM suvarNa siddhine pravega karavA jAuM chuM. mArA e prayogamAM tuM mane sAthe Apa. tArI te navalAkha rUpiyAnI milakta gaI che paNa huM je suvarNasiddhi karavA jAuM chuM tyAM te koDe rUpiyAne mAla maLaze. kArya badhuM mAre karavAnuM che. tAre te mAtra : huM kahuM ema ja karavAnuM che. mAruM kArya siddha thaze pachI tane keI jAtanuM duHkha nahi rahe. AvA AzvAsana bharyA zabdo sAMbhaLIne bhImasenane khUba AnaMda thayo ne upakAranI lAgaNIthI bhImasenanuM haiyuM gadgadita banI gayuM ne te saMnyAsInA pagamAM paDaze. saMnyAsIe tenA mAthe hAtha mUkIne AzIrvAda ApyA eTale bhImasenanA pagamAM jema AvyuM ne kahyuM- mahAtmAjI! mArA puNyodaye tame mane maLyA. tame mane maratA bacAvyuM ke have te tame mane mAthe hAtha mUkIne AzIrvAda ApyA eTale mane te lAge che ke have mAruM badhuM duHkha cAlyuM gayuM. ApanI kRpAthI huM sukhI thaIza. huM ApanI sAthe AvavA taiyAra chuM. bhImasena badhI nirAzA khaMkherIne saMnyAsInI sAthe cAlavA lAgyo.

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zAradA siddha "jaTAdhArI jogInI sAthe gayelo bhImasena" - baMne jaNA cAlatAM cAlatAM ati ghanaghora ane nibiDa jaMgalamAM AvyA. A jaMgalamAMthI pasAra thatA saMnyAsIe rastAmAM kayAMkathI cAra tuMbaDA lIdhA. pitAne je prayoga karavAno che tethI teNe pitAnA pravega anusAra jayAM jayAMthI anukULa ne jarUrI sAmagrI maLI tyAM tyAMthI teNe bhegI karavA mAMDI cAra tuMbaDAmAMthI be tuMbaDAmAM saMnyAsIe tela bharyuM ane be tuMbaDA khAlI rAkhyA. khAlI tuMbaDA potAnI pAse rAkhyA ne telathI bharelA tuMbaDA bhImasenanA hAthamAM ApyA. baMne hAthamAM ekeka tuMbaDuM pakaDIne bhImasena kamanI vicitratA upara vicAra karate cAlatuM hatuM. cAlatAM cAlatAM baMne jaNa jaMgala vaTAvI eka parvata AgaLa AvI pahoMcyA. baMne jaNAM parvata upara DuM caDyA pachI eka meTI guphA AvI, eTale teo guphAmAM dAkhala thayA. A guphAmAM khUba aMdhAruM hatuM. tethI eka mazAla saLagAvI. te prakAzanA sahAre baMne AgaLa vadhavA lAgyA. guphAmAM jherI janAvare ane pakSIonA citkAra saMbhaLAtA hatA. parvatanI kaMdarAomAM sUtelA vAgha-siMhanI trADa saMbhaLAtI hatI. kAcApocA mANasanuM te hArTa ja besI jAya evI e bhayAnaka guphA hatI, paNa A te baMne jaNA bhaDavIra hatA. temAMya pAchA svArtha mATe sAhasa karavA nIkaLyA hatA eTale Dara rAkhe kema pAlave ? jagalI sarSanAga, , cAmAciDiyA vigerethI bacatA ne tenAthI sAvadha banI teo eka kuMDa pAse AvIne ubhA rahyA. suvarNarasanI siddhi":- A kuMDamAM caLakATa mArate suvarNarasa uchaLI rahyo hato. te rasa eTalo badhe garama hatuM ke dUra sudhI tenI aganajhALa lAgatI hatI. A saMnyAsIe te dUrathI kaMIka maMtra jApa karyo ne bhImasenane AMkha baMdha karavAnuM kahyuM. jApa pUro karIne saMnyAsIe kahyuM che svAhA.... OM svAhA...bhImasene paNa sUcanA mujaba e be zabdonuM be vAra punarAvartana karyuM, eTale aganajhALa zItaLa thavA mAMDI. saMnyAsIe be khAlI tuMbaDA kuMDamAM banyA eTale gaDaDaDagaDaDaDa avAja thaye. e sAthe ja bhImasene temAM telanI dhAra bheLavI. saMnyAsIe pAchA kaMIka maMtroccAra karyA, pachI pharIthI bane jaNAe 3 svAhAne sAta vAra jApa karyo ane cAre tuMbaDA bharIne baMne jaNa guphAnI bahAra AvyA ne pahADa parathI nIce utaryA. saMnyAsIe kahyuM-vIra bhImasena ! A tuMbaDAomAM suvarNarasa che tenuM eka TIpuM so maNa lokhaMDa upara nAMkhavAmAM Ave te te badhuM sonuM banI jaze. varSonI mahenata bAda meM A siddhi prApta karI che. huM tane eka tuMbaDuM ApuM chuM. tene tuM sadupayoga karaje. tenAthI tArI nirdhanatAno aMta Avaze. bhImasene kahyuM-mahAtmA ! ApanI mArA upara aparaMpAra karUNa che. Ape mArA upara anahada upakAra karyo che. huM A rasanA ekeka buMdano sadupayoga karIza. ema kahIne te saMnyAsInA caraNamAM paDaze, pachI

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564 zAradA siddhi jaI e. saMnyAsIe kahyuM, bhAI ! cAla, have ApaNe kSitapraSThita nagaramAM paheAMcI sa'nyAsI ane bhImasena ane cAlatAM cAlatAM kSitapraSThita nagaranA pAdaramAM AvI paheAMcyA. viSamavanamAM ekadhArA jhaDapabhera satata pravAsa karyo hatA eTale bhImasena khUba thAkI gayA hatA, paNa suvarNarasanI prApti thaI hatI tethI baMnene khUba AnaMda hatA. aMne jaNA nagaranI bahAra eka yakSanA madiranI najIka eka vaDalAnI chAyAmAM visAme khAvA beThA. thoDI vAra pachI sanyAsIe kahyu', bhImasena ! mane khUba bhUkha lAgI che. mAru peTa bhUkhathI bhaDake baLe che. tane paNa bhUkha teA lAgI haze. te le A eka rUpicA ne tuM A nagaramAMthI mIThAI laI Ava, pachI ApaNe kha'ne bhegA besIne khAI e. pachI te ApaNe kayAreya maLIzu ! bhImasena kahe-bhale, hu. mIThAI levA jAuM" chuM. eka rUpiyA laI ne bhImasena mIThAI levA jaze ne 'pAchaLatho saMnyAsInI buddhi kevI rIte badalAze tenA bhAva avasare, sa 83 PS3 vyAkhyAna na. 56 bhAdaravA vada 8 ne guruvAra kanu nATaka " tA. 13-9-79 anatajJAnI bhagavate kahyuM ke he bhavya jIvA ! karmAM jIvane vividha prakAranI ceniAmAM janma-maraNa karAve che. sUyagaDAyaga sUtramAM bhagavAne kahyuM che ke savve sayakamma kaNpiyA, aviyateNa duheNa pANiNA dinti mAhA sA, nArU nA maLehikamittu' ||a.2. u.3 gAthA 18 saMsAranA uttara rUpI AvAsamAM nivAsa karavAvALA sarva prANIe saMsAramAM paTana karatA thakA svayaM jJAnAvaraNIya Adi ATha kanA prabhAvathI sUkSma, khAdara, paryApta, aparyApta, ekendriyAdi avasthAe karmAnusAra prApta kare che, ane e avasthAmAM alakSita duHkhothI duHkhI hAya che ne arahaTa yuMtranI mAphaka vAra vAra ceAniemAM paribhramaNa karatA janma-jarA-maraNathI pIDita ane bhayathI vyAkuLa banelA prANIo vAravAra sa'sAracakramAM paribhramaNa kare che. anaMtAkALathI peAtAnA karelA karmAM jIvane bhavAlavamAM bhamAve che. pUrva pApa phalase nigoda, gole me` paDA jIva duHkhavaMta, sUkSma aura khAdara zarIra dhara, vahAM khitAyA kAla anaMta nikala vAMse pAMca sthAvara, gatime bhaTakA kAle anaMta, bhAgA kaSTa vahAM jo Isane, kahate use na AyA aMta. bhUtakAlamAM pApakamanA ceAge, azubha karmAMnA dabANathI A jIva nigodanA goLA ke jayAM caitanyazakti ekadama dakhAyelI hoya che. eka sparzendriya paNa jyAM bahu ochI

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zAradA siddhi 565 zaktivALI hoya che tyAM utpanna thaye, ane anaMtA jI vacce eka zarIra pAme eTaluM ja nahi paNa sUkSma ane bAdara nigodamAM thaIne anaMta kALa sudhI nivAsa karyo. ekendriyamAM bhramaNa karatAM, duHkha veThatAM karmo ochA thayA tyAre kaMIka uMcI padavI para Avyo, eTale ekendriyamAMthI beIndriya thayuM. tyAM saMkhyAtakALa sudhI paryaTana karIne anukrame teIndriya ane cauridriyamAM utpanna thayuM. tyAM paNa duHkha bhegavatA saMkhyAta kALa sudhI bhamyuM, tyAra pachI paMcendriyamAM praveza karyo. temAM paNa nArakI tiryaMca ke jyAM duHkha ja che tyAM sukha vagarane kALa vyatIta karyo. baMdhuo! jIvane upajavAnuM kSetra lokAkAza parimita che. upajavAnI cenio aneka che, paNa kALa aparimita che. A kAraNe karmavaza jIvane ghaNuM paribhramaNa karavuM paDayuM che. A saMsAra samudramAM taravAnA sAdhane karatA DUbavAnA sAdhane ghaNuM vadhAre che. zAstramAM puNya bAMdhavAnA nava prakAra kahyA che ne pApa bAMdhavAnA aDhAra prakAra kahyA che. dharma karavAne kALa svalpa che tyAre pApane mATe te anaMtakALa che. sAdhAraNa rIte joIe te jyAM ne tyAM A jIvane pApane vega maLavAthI azubha karmane lepa thavAthI nIca nimAM ghaNe samaya pasAra kare paDaze. ekeka ThekANe keTalo kALa pasAra kare paDe te vAta ApaNe pahelAM kahI gayA A lokamAM nikRSTamAM niSkRSTa sthAna hoya te te nigadanuM che, kAraNa ke tyAM anaMta jIvonI bhAgIdArI vacce eka ja zarIra hoya che. tame vahepAramAM bhAgIdArI kare, eka bApane cAra dIkarA hoya ne rahevA mATe eka ja ghara hoya te te paNa sarakhe bhAge vaheMcI ApavuM paDe eTale eka gharamAM cAra bhAIo vacce bhAgIdArI thaI zake che. bApanI milakatamAM jeTalA dIkarA hoya teTalA bhAgIdArI karI zake che. bIjI dareka cIjomAM bhAgIdArI karI zakAya che paNa zarIramAM bhAgIdArI karI zakAtI nathI, paNa nigodamAM te jIve zarIramAM bhAgIdArI karI che. eka zarIramAM bhAgIdAra ghaNuM ne pAchuM zarIra keTaluM ? kIDI ke kaMthavA jeTaluM hota te haju paNa ThIka paNa e te enAthI paNa atyaMta sUkSma hoya che. jema ke eka seyanA agra bhAga upara kaMdane jeTalo bhAga rahI zake teTalAmAM asaMkhyAta zreNI ane pratara che. ekeka zreNI upara asaMkhyAta gaLA che ane ekeka gALAmAM asaMkhyAta zarIre che te vicAra karo ke eka zarIramAM keTalI theDI jagyA AvI? AvA nikRSTa kSudra zarIramAM Indriya mAtra eka pazendriya che ane paryApti cAra che, paNa te anaMta cha vacce che. eTale anaMtA jIvane eka zvAsocchavAsa paryAtithI zvAsa levAnuM hoya che. te jenI bhavasthiti ghaNI geDI che. taMdurasta mANasanA eka zvAse zvAsa jeTalA samayamAM te tenA jhAjherA sADAsattara bhava thaI jAya che. eTalI vAra janme che ne mare che. AzcaryanI vAta te e che ke marIne punaH te kAyamAM utpanna thAya che. arthAt sUma nigeda

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zAradA siddhi ane bAdara nigadamAM thaIne anaMtakALa sudhI nigodamAM bhava karyA che. Ane kAyasthiti kahevAmAM Ave che. eka bhavanI je sthiti hoya te bhavasthiti ane bIjI kAyamAM gayA vinA eka ja kAyamAM utpanna thayA kare tene kAyasthiti kahevAmAM Ave che. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM paNa bhagavAne kahyuM che ke, puDhavIkAyamaigao, ukkosaM jIvA u saMvase / vArka saMvA, samartha noma mA mAthA | a 10, gAthA 5 A jIva sUkSma pRthvIkAya ane bAdara pRthvIkAyamAM gayo tyAM vadhumAM vadhu rahe te asaMkhyAta kALa sudhI rahe che. evI rIte apakAya, teukAya, vAukAyamAM paNa vadhumAM vadhu asaMkhyAta kALa sudhI rahe ane vanaspatikAyamAM anaMtakALa sudhI rahe. A rIte pAMca sthAvaramAM dareka jIvane utkRSTo ATalo vakhata nivAsa kare paDe che. A sthAvara nAma karmane vyaya thatAM jyAre trasanAma karmane udaya thaye tyAre beIndriya, teIndriya, caurindriya ane paMcendriyamAM kame kame caDha. tyAM paNa dareka sthaLe rokANa te kharuM ja. beIndriya, teIndriya, cauridriya e traNenI kAyasthiti utkRSTa saMkhyAta varSanI che. karmanuM je vadhAre dabANa hoya te e darekamAM utkRSTa kAyasthitie samaya pasAra karate jyAre jIva paMcendriyamAM Ave tyAre nArakI devatAmAM te ekeka bhava thAya che, kAraNa ke tyAM bhavasthiti e ja kAyasthiti che. manuSya ane tiryaMcamAM niraMtara sAta ATha bhavane nivAsa thaI zake paNa emAM manuSyabhava te pUrA puNyanA ge ja maLe. bAkIne mATe te tiryaMcane bhava che. tyAM utkRSTa sAta ATha bhava kare. A kAyasthiti pramANe ekeka sthAvaramAM lagolaga asaMkhyAtA ane vanaspatikAyamAM te anaMtA bhava karyA. kAraNa ke pRthvIkAyanI bhavasthiti utkRSTa bAvIsa hajAra varSanI, pANInI sAta hajAra varSanI, agninI traNa aho rAtrinI, vAyarAnI traNa hajAra varSanI. vanaspatimAM pratyekanI daza hajAra varSanI ane sAdhAraNanI aMtamuhurtanI, beIndriyanI bAra varSanI, teIndriyanI 49 divasanI, caurindriyanI cha mAsanI, nArakI, devatAnI tetrIsa sAgaropamanI ane manuSya tiryaMcanI traNa palyopamanI sthiti che. nArakI ane devanI jaghanya bhavasthiti daza hajAra varSanI che. bAkI badhAnI aMtamuhurtanI che. aMtamuhurtanA aneka bhedo hovAthI aMtamuhurtamAM eka bhava paNa thAya ne aneka bhava paNa thAya che te eTale sudhI ke sAdhAraNa vanaspatimAM nAnAmAM nAnA bhave eka aMtarmuhurtamAM 65536 thAya che. pratyeka vanaspatimAM 3ra000, pRthvI pANI, agni ane vAyumAM 12824, beIndriyamAM 80, teIndriyamAM 60, caurindriyamAM 40, asaMjJI paMcendriyamAM 24 ane saMjJI paMcendriyamAM eka aMtarmuhurtamAM eka bhava thAya che. AvI rIte nAnA ane moTA bha saMkhyAtA, asaMkhyAtA ane anaMtA karyA. manuSya ane deva sivAya dareka nimAM pAra vinAnuM duHkha jogavyuM ane avyaktapaNAmAM anaMta kALa pasAra karyo.

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zAradA siddhi - A rIte anaMtakALa sudhI vividha eniomAM bhavabhramaNa karatA ane duHkha jogavatAM jyAre vadhAre azubha karmo kSINa thayAne zubha karmone udaya tha athavA tyAM kAMI sukRtane vega maLatA puNyane saMcaya thayo tyAre ati puNyanA bhegathI ciMtAmaNI ratna karatA paNa vadhAre kiMmatI ane ghaNI muzkelIthI maLI zake te A manuSya bhava prApta thayA. AvA uttamabhavamAM manuSya jAgRta banIne bane teTalI AtmasAdhanA karI levI joIe. je AvuM amUlya jIvana pAmIne kaMI AtmasAdhanA karatuM nathI, hiMsA jUTha, cerI, mithuna ane parigraha jevA pApakarmomAM rakta rahe che tene upara kahI gayA pramANe anaMta bha karavA paDe che ne bhayaMkara duHkho bhegavavA paDe che mATe AvuM samajIne pApakarmathI aTake. mANasa parigrahanI mamatAthI eka sAmAnya corI jevuM pApa kare che te paNa ene ahIM sarakAra pakaDe che ne gunAnI sajA kare che te pachI bhayaMkara pApakarmonI parabhavamAM kevI sajA bhogavavI paDe ! eka zaheramAM eka garIba vidhavA mAtAne ekane eka chokaro hate. mAtA lakenA kAmakAja karIne peTa bharatI hatI. Ama karatA A chokaro bAra varSane thaye tyAre enI mAtA ene eka chAbaDImAM pUrIo banAvIne vecavA mekalatI. A chokare jyAM mANasonI vadhu avarajavara hoya tyAM jaIne pUrIo vecavA besate. emAMthI je kaMI traNa cAra AnA maLe ane mAtA lokonA kAma kare emAMthI pitAne nirvAha karatA. eka vakhata gAma bahAra meLA jevo prasaMga hato tyAre A chokare pUrIonI chAbaDI laIne vecavA gaye. eka paththaranI zIlA upara beThe. eka AnAmAM be pUrI Apate. nAnA bAluDAnI kAlI belI sAMbhaLIne dayALu mANaso eka Ano ApIne be pUrI kharIdatA ne premathI khAI jatA. cheka je paisA AvatA te badhA chAbaDImAM nAMkhate. eka AnAmAM be pUrI Apate eTale lagabhaga badhI AnI o bhegI thaI hatI. enI badhI pUrIo vecAI javA AvI hatI. thoDI ja bAkI hatI. e samaye eka mANasa pUrI kharIdavA AvyuM tyAre nAnakaDA chokarAnI chAbaDImAM badhI AnIo jaIne enI dAnata bagaDI. chokarAne kahe che-bhAI! tArI pUrIne zuM bhAva che? chokarAe kahyuM eka AnAnI be pUrI. zeTha! have te cAra pUrI che. tamAre joIe te laI le. chokarAthI thoDe dUra eka garIba vRddha mAsa beThe hate. enA sAmuM joIne kahe che ke mAre pUrI khAvI nathI paNa sAme pelo garIba mANasa bhUkhe che ene mAre pUrI khavaDAvavI che mATe tuM ema kara. A cAra pUrI ene ApI Ava, pachI huM tane be AnA ApuM chuM tyAM sudhI huM ahIM ubhe chuM. chokare bicAre bhadrika hate. enA manamAM ke A sajajana mANasa che, ke dayALu che ke garIbanI dayA kare che, eTale khavaDAvavA gaye. tyAM pelo mANasa chAbaDImAMthI AnIo laIne palAyana thaI

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568 zAradA siti . pacAsa AnIo hatI. chokare pUrIo ApIne Ave tyAM AnIe nahi ne pelo mANasa paNa nahi. chAbaDI khAlI paDI che. A garIba chokare te bicAre kALA pANIe raDavA lAgyuM. arere...mArI AnIo kayAM gaI? kare te paththara sAthe mAthA paTakAve che ne raDe che, kAraNa ke garIba hateA. mAMDa mAMDa ATalA paisA maLyA hatA, temAMthI loTa, tela vigerenA pisA bharavAnA hatA. emAMthI thoDe naphe maLe te levAne hato. chokarAne karUNa kalpAMta joIne bhalabhalAnuM hRdaya kaMpI uThatuM hatuM. A samaye eka dayALu vakIla tyAMthI nIkaLe. A chokarAne raDate joIne enI pAse AvIne pUchyuM ke beTA ! tuM kema raDe che ? - chokarAe kahyuM-sAheba! A paththaranI zIlA mArI pacAsa AnIe gaLI gaI che. ene nyAya kare. mAre enI sAme korTamAM keza kare che. vakIla samajI gayA ke zIlA kaMI theDI paisA gaLI jAya, paNa keI uThAvI gayuM haze. temaNe chekarAne pUchayuM ke paisA mUkIne tuM kayAMya gaye hato? tyAre chokarAe raDatA raDatA badhI vAta kahI, eTale heziyAra vakIla badhI vAta samajI gayA ne chokarAne raDate chAne rAkhIne kahyuMbeTA ! kAMI nahi. kAle korTamAM A paththaranI zIlA sAme keza mAMDIzuM. ema kahIne vakIla paththaranI zIlA keTamAM laI gayo ne A chokarAne korTamAM AvavAnuM kahyuM. ane jAherAta karI ke AvatI kAle adAlatamAM A nAnakaDo chokaro paththaranI zIlA sAme phariyAda kare che tene keza cAlaze ne tene gya nyAya karavAmAM Avaze. sAthe e paNa jAherAta karAvI ke jene jovA AvavuM hoya tene eka AnI sAthe letA AvavuM. AnI sivAya kaI paisA nahi lAvavAnA. AvI vAta sAMbhaLIne lokone khUba Azcarya lAgyuM ke nAnakaDe choka paththaranI zIlA sAme zuM phariyAda karaze? ane vakIla ene zuM nyAya karaze? AvuM jovAnuM te bahu gamene? lokenA ToLeToLAM tamAso jovA mATe umaTayA. vakIle zIlA pAse pANIthI bharelI bATI mUkAvI ane be mANaso ubhA rAkhyA. emane barAbara sUcanA ApI dIdhI. daravAjA pAse paheregIre ubhA rAkhelA hatA. je jovA Ave te AnI nAMkhe. tenA upara mANaso khUba dhyAna rAkhatA. Ama karatA AnIo ceranAra paNa Avyo. teNe eka AnI pANInI bATImAM nAMkhI. AnI cIkaNI hovAthI pANImAM nAMkhI ke cIkAza upara AvI. telane svabhAva che ke te tarata jaNAI Ave. jevI cIkAza dekhI ke tarata tene pakaDI lIdhe. ne vakIlane havAle karyo. vakIle pUchayuM te A chokarAnI AnIo corI lIdhI che ne ? te teNe nA kahI. vakIla kahe tamArI cIkaNI AnI uparathI tame pakaDAI gayA che. tame cera che. emAM zaMkA nathI, tyAre chokarAe kahyuM-hA sAheba! A mANasa ja hato. eNe mane kahyuM ke tuM sAme beThelA garIba mANasane pUrI ApI Ava. huM tane pachI paisA ApuM chuM. huM pUrI ApIne A tyAM te na maLe mANasa ke na maLe mArI AnIe, mAtra khAlI chAbaDI ja paDI hatI.

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zAradA siddhi pelA mANasane vakIle kahyuM ke tame A chokarAnI pacAsa AnIo ApI de. ane cerI karI tenA daMDapeTe rUpiyA se A chokarAne Ape. nahitara hAthakaDI karIne jelamAM pUrI devAmAM Avaze. have so rUpiyA ApavA ja paDe ne? pelA mANase khissAmAMthI AnIo kADhI te chekarAnA kahyA pramANe badhI AnI cIkaNI nIkaLI. vakIla dayALu ne hoziyAra hatA te sAce nyAya karyo ne garIba cheka khuza tha. sAce nyAyAdhIza keInI zarama bharyA sivAya sAco nyAya kare che. evI rIte karmarAjAnI adAlatamAM paNa sahune sarakhe nyAya maLe che. tyAM keInI lAMcaruzvata ke lAgavaga cAlatI nathI. karma karatI vakhate khyAla nahi rAkhe te karmarAjAnI keTemAM ke Akare daMDa Apa paDaze! have cAlu adhikArane vicAra karIe. brahmadatta cakravati cha khaMDa sAdhavA mATe nIkaLyA che. cakraratna emane je je mArga batAve che te rIte brahmadatta cakravati AgaLa vadhatA jAya che. je je cakavati bane che teo pahelA madhyakhaMDane sAdhe che, pachI senApati ratna dvArA siMdhu khaMDane jIte che, tyAra pachI guNanupraveza nAmanA ratna dvArA vitADhaya parvatanuM ullaMghana karIne tyAMnA mayakhaMDane jIte che, pachI gaMgAkhaMDa ane siMdhukhaMDane sAdhIne te potAnI rAjadhAnImAM Ave che. gaMgAkhaMDa ane siMdhukhaMDanI gaMgAdevI ane siMdhudevI cakravationI sevikA banIne rahe che. brahmadatta cakavati che khaMDa upara vijaya meLavIne potAnI rAjadhAnImAM AvyA. prajAjanee khUba utsAha ane umaMgabhera brahmadatta cakravatinuM svAgata karyuM. brahmadatta cakavati vAjate gAjate harSabhera pitAnA mahele AvyA ne cakravartipaNAnA sukho bhegavavA lAgyA. te samaye zuM banAva bane che. "siMhAsane beThelA cakavati pAse nATayakaLA batAvatA nATayakAre" manuSyalokamAM cakravartinI sAhyabI jevI keInI sAhyabI hetI nathI. cakravatine tyAM roja saMgIta, nATaka Adi mane raMjananA kAryakame cAlatA hoya che. eka vakhata brahmadatta cakravartinI nATayazALAmAM koI bahAranA naTe AvIne nATakane kAryakrama goThavyuM hate. ghaNI meTI saMkhyAmAM mANaso nATaka jovA mATe AvyA hatA. brahmadatta cakravati paNa nATaka jovA mATe nATayazALAmAM AvyA ne uttama siMhAsane beThA. nATayakAre cakravati mahArAjAne prasanna karavA mATe pitAnI zaktine ajamAza karIne suMdara rIte nATaka karavA lAgyA. A tarapha brahmadatta cakravarti AvIne beThA tyAre dAsIe AvIne gulAba, mogare, Adi uttama jAtine sugaMdhI punA guccho jene ApaNe chaDI kahIe chIe te cakravatinA hAthamAM Ape. e phUlanI chaDImAMthI khUba sugaMdha maheMkavA lAgI. tethI emanuM mana khUba prasanna thayuM. zuM sarasa sugaMdha Ave che ! phUla vanaspatikAya che, ekendriyanI jAti che chatAM ATalI sugaMdha mahekAvI zake che. mAnavInA manane prasanna zA. 2

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57e zAradA siddhi kare che te manuSya zIlavratanuM pAlana kare te keTalI sugaMdha mahekAvI zake ! zIlanI sugaMdha alaukika che. ghaNI vakhata patananA paMthe gayelo AtmA paNa potAnA jIvanane pavitra banAvI zIlanI sugaMdha kevI rIte prasarAve che ne zIla mATe keTalI kurabAnI kare che e eka dRSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM. auraMgajheba bAdazAhanA samayanI A vAta che. eka nagaramAM eka rAmadulArI nAmanI vezyA rahetI hatI. akA nAmanI enI nAyikA khUba hoziyAra hatI. eka vakhata rAmadulArI vezyAne eka dIkaro thayo. mAtA banelI vezyA bAbAne lADa laDAvavAmAM evI gUMthAI gaI ke have e potAnA dhaMdhA tarapha bedhyAne rahevA lAgI. parapuruSanI sAme prema daSTithI jetI nathI. hAvabhAva karatI nathI. basa, enuM dhyAna, enuM citta enA vahAlA bALakamAM masta rahetuM hatuM. A joIne enI nAyikA akkA vicAra karavA lAgI ke A rAmadulArI te ene bALakamAM ja mugdha banI gaI che. mAre dha che te karatI ja nathI. mAre Avaka baMdha thaI che, eka divasa rAmadulArI kaI kAma prasaMge bahAra gaI tyAre enI nAyikAe cha mahinAnA phUla jevA hasatA ne khelatA bAbAne mahelanA trIje mALethI pheMkI dIdhe. phUla jevuM bALaka trIje mALethI pheMkAI jAya te jIvI zake? enuM zuM gajuM! bA tarata maraNa pAme. rAmadulArI bahArathI AvI. " pitAnA bAbAnI A dazA joIne enA aMtaramAM jambara AMcako lAgyo. aha.... A saMsAramAM keNa konuM che? A duHkhada ghaTanAthI rAmadulArI pAgala jevI banI gaI eNe dhaMdhe sAva choDI dIdhuM. rAta divasa enA bAbAnuM raTaNa karavA lAgI. enI jidaMgI jhera jevI banI gaI. e nagaranI bahAra eka brahmacArI saMta rahetA hatA. rAmadulArInI sakhI eka vakhata ene saMta pAse laI gaI. brahmacArI saMtanA mukha upara rahelA brahmacaryane teja ane mastI joIne vezyA stabdha banI gaI. saMtanA darzana karI emanI sAme besI gaI eTale saMte ene dharmane upadeza ApyuM. A sAMbhaLIne rAmadulArInA dilamAM lAgyuM ke saMsAra asAra che. jIvanane sAco AnaMda AvA tyAgI mahAna saMte pAsethI maLe che. eNe saMtane pUchayuM-mahAtmAjI! jIvanamAM A AnaMda ne mastI kyAMthI maLe che? saMte kahyuM bhagavAnanI bhaktithI. enA manamAM thayuM ke te huM paNa have AjathI bhagavAnanI bhakti karuM. basa, e ja divasathI rAmadulArI bhagavAnanI bhaktimAM mastAnI banI gaI. traNa cAra kalAka te e bhagavAnanI bhaktimAM masta banIne maMdiramAM rahetI hatI. bhagavAnamAM masta banelI rAmadulArI":- jema mIrA saMsArane meha choDIne kRSNanI bhaktimAM masta rahetI hatI, AnaMdavibhera banIne page ghUgharA bAMdhI hAthamAM karatAra laIne nAcatI kUdatI hatI tyAre ene duniyAnuM koI bhAna rahetuM na

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zAradA siddhi 571 hatuM. tema A rAmadulArI paNa vezyA phITIne bhagavAnanI sAcI bhaktA banI gaI. nagarajane paNa ene bhaktA kahIne bolAvavA lAgyA. AvI rAmadulArI prabhumaya banIne prabhumAM lIna rahevA lAgI. eka vakhata bAdazAha auraMgajheba moTuM sainya laIne nIkaLyA. e hiMdu dharmane nAza karavA IcchatA hatA, tethI jyAM hiMduonA maMdira dekhe, mahAdevanI, rAma, kRSNa Adi kaI paNa hiMdu dharmanA bhagavAnanI mUrti dekhe ke bhAMgIne TukaDA karIne pheMkI detA. eka divasanA gojhArA prabhAte rAmadulArI mahAdevajInA maMdiramAM bhaktimAM ekatAra banIne nAcatI hatI. te vakhate auraMgajheba virATa sanya sAthe mahAdevajInA maMdiramAM ghUsya. maMdirane toDI nAMkhyuM. zivaliMganA TukaDA karI nAMkhyA. ane rAmadulArInA rUpamAM mugdha banI gaye. brahmacaryanI khumArI" :- ene uThAvIne dilhInA darabAramAM laI gayA ne kahyuM he dulArI ! huM tArA rUpamAM mugdha banyo chuM. tArA pyAra he pyAsI chuM. mane tAre pyAra Apa. dulArIe kahyuM bAdazAha ! je tAre pyAra karI hoya te A kAyAmAMthI haMsalo uDI gayA pachI maDadAne maLaze paNa mArA jIvatA te nahi maLe. khUba khUba samajAvI paNa na mAnI tyAre bAdazAhe ene cakacakatI talavAra batAvIne mArI nAMkhavAnI dhamakI ApI, tyAre rAmadulArIe kahyuM bAdazAha! marI jaIza te kabUla paNa jyAM sudhI A dehamAM prANa che tyAM sudhI mAruM ziyaLa khaMDita nahi karuM. mArA jIvatA tuM A dehane AMgaLI nahi aDADI zake. jAtie te vezyA che paNa sAcuM samajyA pachI cAritranI keTalI khumArI che! e vicAra nathI karatI ke A bAdazAha AgaLa mArI ekalInuM zuM gajuM ! bhegane kIDe banelA bAdazAhe ene kahyuM dulArI ! tuM kahe teM mArI badhI begamamAM tane mukhya banAvuM. tuM kahe te tArI caraNaraja mastake caDhAvuM. tuM kahe te tAro dAsa banIne rahuM paNa have tuM mArI vAta mAnI le. zIlanA rakSaNa mATe zodhelo kImiyo" - vAsanAnA bhUkhyA bAdazAha upara phITakAra varasAvatI dulArIe kahyuM ke huM tamane pyAra ApavA taiyAra chuM paNa eka zarate. bAdazAhe kahyuM-zuM ? tuM jaldI kahe, tyAre kahe che ke je jagyAe mArA mahAdevajInuM maMdira hatuM te ja jagyAe maMdiranuM navanirmANa karAvI de. auraMgajheba hiMduone pAke duzmana hatuM. e bolI uThe : duzmananA maMdiranuM navanirmANa ! e te mArAthI kadApi nahi bane. dulArI! tuM bIjuM kaIka mAMga, tyAre dulArIe paNa sattAvAhI sUrathI bAdazAhane kahI dIdhuM ke te AvA zaktihIna nAmane haiyAne pyAra ApavAnI vAta mArAthI nahi bane. bAdazAha ! ATaluM tame paNa samajI leje. bhaganA gulAma banelA bAdazAhe anicchAe lAcAra banIne madiranuM navanirmANa karyuM. A samaye muslIma prajAjanee hAhAkAra macAvyo. ahe! mahArAjA muslIma banIne zA mATe hiMdunuM maMdira baMdhAve che? prajAe bAdazAhanA mAthe ghaNuM karyuM paNa rAjA pAse

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pa72 zAradA siddhi raiyatanuM zuM jora cAle ? maMdira taiyAra thaI gayA pachI bAdazAhe pitAnI malIna IcchA pUrI karavA vinaMtI karI, tyAre rAmadulArIe bAdazAhane kahyuM-have mane chelI vakhata mArA bhagavAnanI sAme mana mUkIne nRtya karI levA de, pachI A deha tamane seMpI daIza. pachI A deha tamAro ne haiyAne pyAra paNa tamAre, bAdazAhe A vAta kabUla karI. cAritra mATe prANu ApatI dulArI" - e divase pUnamanI rAta hatI. soLa zaNagAra sajIne dulArIe rAtanA daza vAge maMdiramAM jaI nRtya zarU karyuM. sAme bAdazAha paNa gAdI takiyA para besI gayA. rAta vItatI gaI tema dulArInI bhakti paNa jAmatI gaI. Ama karatA pareDhiyAnA cAra vAgyA. dulArI nRtya karI karIne thAkI gaI hatI eTale nIce besI gaI ne mahAdevanA caraNamAM zIza jhukAvyuM. sASTAMga daMDavatane abhinaya zarU karyo. AMgaLIe paherelI viSa pAyelI hIrAnI vIMTI cUsI laIne rAmadulArIe mahAdevane sASTAMga praNAma karyA. e ja samaye enA prANa cAlyA gayA. ghaNI vAra emane ema praNAma karatI joIne bAdazAhanA manamAM thayuM ke A kema hAlatI nathI? uThIne joyuM te rAmadulArIne dehamAMthI prANapaMkherU uDI gayuM hatuM. A joIne bAdazAhanA dilamAM pArAvAra duHkha thayuM. dhikkAra che mArI kAmavAsanAne! huM enI pAchaLa paDI tyAre ene prANa tajavA paDayAne ! enuM aMtara kakaLI uThayuM, ane "yA khudA"! kahete auraMgajheba dimUDha banIne dulArInA niprANa dehanI sAme jete rahI gaye ne dulArI te cAlI gaI. baMdhuo ! A daSTAMtamAMthI mAre te tamane eka ja vAta samajAvavI che ke eka vakhata patIta banelI vezyA paNa cAMTa lAgatA kevI pavitra banI gaI!, zIyaLa mATe kAyA kurabAna karI paNa zIyaLa cheDyuM nahi. zIla dharmanI saurabha prasarAvIne itihAsanA pAne enuM nAma amara banAvI gaI. phUlanI sugaMdha te ghaDI be ghaDI Take che paNa zIlanI sugaMdha te yugonA yugo sudhI mahekatI rahe che. brahmadatta cakravati nATaka jotAM jotAM sugaMdhita phUlanI chaDI premathI sUMghI rahyA che. have sUMghatA sUMghatA temane zuM vicAra Avaze te avasare. caritra - bhImasena ane saMnyAsI baMne jaNe suvarNa rasanA tuMbaDA bharIne kSitipratiSTha nagaranI bahAra yakSanA maMdira pAse zIlA upara beThA. bhImasenane jaladI javuM che paNa bhegI kahe ke mane gAmamAMthI mIThAI lAvI Apa, pachI jaje. bhImasenane thayuM ke jeNe mArA upara upakAra karyo che tenuM kAma karavuM joIe eTale hA pADI. bhImasena pitAnI tuMbaDI laIne jAya che tyAre saMnyAsI kahe tuMbaDI mUkIne jA. pachI laI jaje. bhImasena saMnyAsIne vizvAse mUkIne gaye. uThAvagIrI karate saMnyAsI " - bhImasena dekhAte baMdha thayo ke tarata

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zAradA siddhi ja saMnyAsIe pitAnI malIna bhAvanAne amala karavA vicAra karyo. huM zA mATe A bhikhArI jevA bhImasenane mAro A mahAmUlo suvarNarasa ApI dauM ! mahenata badhI meM ja karI che ane enuM phaLa A raMkane ApavAthI zuM phAyade ? AvA raMka ane dIna te duniyAmAM ghaNuM ya rakhaDe che. sau saunAM karmo bhogave che. mArA puNyathI mane Aje suvarNarasa maLyo che. te bhImasenane zA mATe ApI dauM? Ama vicAra karIne teNe bhImasenane mIThAI levAnA bahAne nagaramAM ekalI dIdho ane pite tyAMthI jhaDapathI palAyana thaI gayo. A tarapha bhImasene nagaramAM jaIne mIThAI phaLa phUla lIdhA ane jhaDapabhera maMdira tarapha Avyo. AvIne jue che te saMnyAsI kayAMya dekhAya nahi. saMnyAsIne nahi jotAM jaLa vinA mAchalI taraphaDe tema bhImasena taraphaDavA lAge, ane hAMphaLe phAMphaLe banI gaye. ene duniyA pharatI lAgI. haiyuM besI jatuM hoya tema lAgyuM. AMkhe aMdhArA AvavA lAgyA. manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke mahAtmA kayAM gayA haze? zuM emanI mati badalAI gaI haze? emanA dilamAM pApa pi haze ? zuM agAuthI emaNe nakkI karI rAkhyuM haze ke mane mIThAI levAnA bahAne nagaramAM mokalIne pite ahIMthI palAyana thaI javuM ? arere....bhagavAna ! teM A zuM karyuM? tane A garIbanI dayA na AvI! meM pUrvabhavamAM kevA pApa karyo haze! ATaluM belatA bhImasena bebhAna thaIne dharatI upara DhaLI paDaze. haju ke bUrA karaze ne zuM banaze te avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 57 bhAdaravA vada 10 ne zanivAra "saMtoSa e ja sAcuM dhana" tA. 15-8-79 zAstrakAra maharSi bhagavaMtoe bhavasAgara taravA mATenA adbhuta upAyo batAvyA che. samyaphajJAna, darzana, cAritra ane tapa e bhavasAgarathI taravAnA adbhuta upAya che. A cAranI sAdhanA sivAya karmone kSaya thAya nahi. karmonA kSaya vinA bhayaMkara bhavasAgara tarAya nahi. zAstra dvArA maLelo prakAza ane tenAthI vikasAvelI daSTi sAdhanAne saphaLa karAvI AtmAne bhavasAgarathI pAra utAre che. jene vItarAga dharmanI rome rome zraddhA hoya, bhavasAgara taravAnI laganI heya e te eka ja vicAra kare ke huM jaina na hota ne mAtra zrImaMta ja heta agara sattAdhIza hata ne dhamI na hata, AbarUdAra heta ne Astika na hota te huM kamabhAgI hota. bhale, mArI pAse dhana nathI paNa dharmiSTha chuM, jaina chuM, Astika chuM te huM mahAna bhAgyazALI chuM. AvI khumArI AtmAmAM eka ajaba prakAranI pariNati ghaDe che. e AtmA jagatamAM magarUra thaIne phare che paNa dInahIna banIne pharate nathI. ene te evI khumArI hoya che ke huM Astika chuM te badhI sukha samRddhi ane sagavaDa mArI pAse

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574 zAradA siddhi che, kAraNa ke emAM bhavasAgarathI taravAnA upAyone avakAza che, avasara che. have mAre jaladI bhavanA baMdhane kApavA che. e ja laganI hoya che. baMdhuo ! tamane ema thaze ke bhavane bhayaMkara kema kahyo che? bhava eTale saMsAra. A saMsAra dekhIte ja potAnI bhayaMkaratA rajU kare che. juo ne gaI kAlanA rAjA mahArAjAo Aje padabhraSTa thaI gayA che. gaI kAlanA AbarUdAra ane sattAdhIze Aje gulAma thaI gayA che. kAlanA karoDapati Aje reDapati jovAmAM Ave che. gaI kAle jene loke khammA khammA karatA hatA tenI sAmuM Aje ke jenAra nathI. je saMsAra AvuM pratyakSa dekhADe che tene kevo mAnavo? bhayaMkara ke suMdara? saMsAra dekhIte bhayaMkara che paNa haju tamane bhayaMkara lAgyo nathI. jeTalo saMsAra sukhanI sAmagrI pratye jIvane prema che eTale dharmArAdhanAnI sAmagrI pratye prema nathI. manuSya bhavamAM jIvane jema puNyathI ArAdhanAnI sAmagrI maLe che tema puNyage saMsAra sukhanI paNa sAmagrI maLe che. mAre tamane e pUchavuM che ke baMne prakAranI sAmagrImAM tamane kaI sAmagrI pratye adhika prema che? saMsAra sukhanI sAmagrImAM ke dharma ArAdhanAnI sAmagrImAM? sukhanI sAmagrI eTale tame samajyA ne? paisA, khAnapAna, makAna, patnI, putra parivAra, baMgalA, gADI, moTara, TI.vI., phIja A badhI saMsAra sukhanI sAmagrI manAya che ane ArAdhanAnI sAmagrI eTale? jinezvara prarUpita dharmane vega, sadgurUne ne zAstra zravaNane vega. A badhI ArAdhanAnI sAmagrI che. have tamArA haiyAne pUche ke tane sukhanI sAmagrI game che ke ArAdhanAnI sAmagrI game che? kaI sAmagrI game che? ahIM ApaNe jene sukhanI sAmagrI kahIe chIe te vAstavika sukhanI sAmagrI nathI. e dhyAna rAkhaje paNa mehAMdha AtmAone sAce khyAla nathI. aMtarathI vicAre ke paisA, kuTuMba-parivAra, bhega sAmagrI mATe zuM zuM karyuM? ane vitarAga deva, nigraMtha gurUdeva, ane tyAgamaya evA jinazAsana ane jina dharmanI bhakti mATe zuM zuM karyuM? ahIM ja tamane samajAze ke mAro prema kaI bAju vadhAre che? vicAra karatA tamane jaNAze ke sukha sAmagrI mATe meM mAre AtmA homI dIdho jyAre dharmasAmagrI mATe haju sudhI meM kaI karyuM nathI. A jAtanI hadayanA maMthanapUrvakanI vicAraNA e paNa dharmaprAptinI pUrvabhUmikA che. Aje tamAre jhoka kayAM che? AtmAne ja pUcho ke te prabhunA anupama zAsananI ArAdhanA mATe A bhavamAM zuM karyuM ? zAsana khAtara prANanI, dehanI ke IndriyenI keTalI kurabAnI ApI ? eka vastu dhyAnamAM rAkhajo ke ArAdhanAnI sAmagrIne sadupayoga karavAthI niyamA sadgati che. jyAre saMsAra sukhamAM pAgala banavAthI gati che. makAna, dhana, strI, putra-parivAra, peDhI e badhI bAhya sukhanI sAmagrI che jyAre dharma, dharmagurUo, dharmazAstro, dharmasthAnake e dharma sAmagrI che. tamAro prema kaI sAmagrI

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zAradA siddhi 575 upara che? tamArI peDhImAM nukasAna thAya to duHkha thAya ke dharmasthAnakamAM nukasAna thAya te duHkha thAya? hasAhasI hasIne patAvI dIdhuM. kharekhara ArAdhanAnI sAmagrI pratye prema jAgye hoya te te tarapha adhika jhoka ke vaLAMka hai joIe. saMsArarUpI sAmagrImAM moharAjAnuM evuM bhayaMkara nATaka che ke te zAMtithI jaMpavA na de. ApaNu adhikAranA nAyaka brahmadatta cakravati nATaka jevAnA mehamAM masta banelA che. baMdhuo! tame badhA paNa nATaka sinemA jevA jAo che ne? paNa khyAla kare ke A saMsAra eka nATaka che. jema nATakamAM sukhanA, duHkhanA, hasavAnA ane raDavAnA badhA do dekhAya che tema A saMsAramAM paNa sukha-duHkha, hasavAnuM raDavAnuM badhuM raheluM che. jema nATaka sinemAmAM game tevA drazya jevA chatAM enI tamane kaMI asara thatI nathI tema saMsAramAM game tevA prasaMgo Ave tyAre samabhAva rAkhatA zIkho. tame kAvAdAvA -dagA prapaMca karIne dhana ke sattAnI khurazI meLavaze paNa aMte te badhuM cheDIne javAnuM ne! eka kAMkarI jeTaluM paNa sAthe Avaze? AvavAnuM hoya te kahI deje. je sAthe AvatuM heta te cha cha khaMDanA svAmIe badhuM cheDIne dIkSA leta nahi. paNa aMte to ene choDavAnuM ja che ema samajIne e pahelethI cheDI de che. jethI aMtima samaye pastAvAne vakhata na Ave. jiMdagIbhara pApanI pravRtti. karIne je meLavyuM che aMtima samaye choDavAnuM che. te samaye dharma vinA bIjuM kaI zaraNabhUta thavAnuM nathI. juo, eka aitihAsika dAkhalo ApuM. "tRSNanI Age karAvelI 17 vAra laDAI" --mahaMmada gajhanIe hiMdustAna upara nAnI moTI 17 vakhata laDAI karI. laDAI karavAnuM kAraNa jamInanA TukaDAnI bhUkha, sattAnI bhUkha ane parigrahanI atyaMta tRSNA. A traNa cIjone mATe khUnakhAra jaMga khelyA, lohInI nadIo vahAvI che. nirdoSa jInA prANa lIdhA hatA. A mahaMmada gijhanI hiMduonA maMdirane khUba dveSI hatA. jyAM maMdira dekhe tyAM tUTI paData. 17 caDhAImAM eka vakhata eNe soraThana prabhAsa pATaNanA somanAtha tIrtha upara caDhAI karI. maMdiranuM rakSaNa karavA mATe hindu rAjAo khUba jhajhUmyA paNa phAvyA nahi. hinduone pAchA haThAvIne mahaMmada gijhanIe mahAdevanuM maMdira toDayuM. temAMthI apAra sonuM, rUpuM, hIrA-mANeka vigere jhaverAtanA gADA bharyA. somanAtha mahAdevanA maMdirane teDyuM ne ATalI milkata lIdhI chatAM enI bhUkha maTI nahi, tyAre somanAtha mahAdevanA liMgane teDavA uThe. vicAra karo ke e keTalI karatA haze! enI kUratAe kaMIka yuvAna patnIone pati vagaranI banAvI dIdhI. kaMIka mA-bApa dIkarA vinAnA gUratA thaI gayA te kaMIka saMtAne mA-bApa vagaranA banI gayA. sauMdaryavatI navayuvAna ramaNIone uThAvIne ene janAnakhAnAmAM laI jate. enA dilamAM dayAne te choTe paNa na hato.

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57 zAradA siddhi " mahAdevanA liMgane tADatA mahaMmada'' :- - te jyAre mahAdevanA ligane tADavA uDayA tyAre hiMdu rAjAoe sAmanAthanA liMgane kAyama rAkhavA mATe ghaNI vinaMtI karI, sAnAnI lAlaca ApI chatAM maha madre e vAta na mAnI ane liMga tADayuM. tenI nIcethI paNa puSkaLa hIrA-mANeka metI vagere jhaverAta nIkaLyuM, kAraNa ke ghaNAM vakhatanuM jUnuM maMdira hatuM. temAM ghaNI saMpatti ekaThI karavAmAM AvI hatI. A lUMTa karIne gujarAtamAMthI jatA aNahilapura pATaNanI bhUmi phaLadrupa hAvAthI mahu'madane pasa6 paDI tethI tyAM rahevAnu` mana karyu paNa leAkeA sAthe phAvatuM na AvavAthI eka varSI rahIne svadeza tarapha ravAnA thayA. ajameranA raste rajapUta rAjAe bhegA thayA che evI khAtamI maLavAthI kaccha-siMdha ane mUlatAnane rastethI te gIjhanI javA nIkaLyeA. rastAmAM tenA lazkarane ghaNI muzkelIo naDI. enA meTA bhAganA lazkaranA tyAM nAza thayA. peAte mahAmusIkhate gIjhanI Avyo pachI te hindustAnamAM Avyo nahi. teNe musalamAna rAjAomAM sulatAnanuM pada meLavyuM hatuM. hindustAna upara sattara sattara vakhata laDAI e karIne, lUMTa karIne akhUTa dhana meLavyuM hatuM. chatAM tenI tRSNA maTI na hatI. khasa, kema dhana vadhAre meLavu? vadhAre sattA meLavu' e ja enI bhUkha hatI. " maraNu vakhate zuM jhaverAta bacAvI zake ? " madhue ! Ave meTa sattAdhIza sulatAna akhUTa sa*pattinA svAmI banyA paNa kALa ane kama kone cheDe 'che? Akhare I. sa. 1030 mAM te khImAra paDayA tyAre moTA moTA DaoNkaTaro, do ane hakImeAne melAvIne enA zarIranI cikitsA karAvavAmAM AvI chatAM enI vedanA echI thatI nathI. zuM sapatti pIDA laI zake che? Aja sudhI koI e sAMbhaLyu che ke meTo samrATa hAya ene hIrAjaDita cAdara pathArI upara bichAvIne sUvADe tA vedanA zAMta thAya ? akhopatine meAtInI cAdara bichAvIne sUvADe tA enI vedanA maTe Avu' kaDhI ane kharu? nA. te pachI zA mATe ATalA badhA mADu rAkhA che? jene meLavatAM ghAra karyAM karyAM che te ja vastu kamanA udaya vakhate sahArA ApatI nathI. evu' samajIne paNa enI mamatA cheADavI joIe. mahu`mada gIjhanI vRddha thayA, mAM thayA ne maravA paDayA tyAre ene mATe lAkhkhA ilAjo vyartha gayA, tyAre ene najara samakSa hajAro maNa jeTalI seAnA cAMdInI pATA taravA lAgI. be hajAra maNa hIrA dekhAvA lAgyo. rUpa suMdarIonu darzana thavA lAgyuM. hAya....hAya....A badhuM cheDIne mAre javu' paDaze ? A praznane ene pAgala banAvI dIdhA, gAMDAnI jema lavArA karavA lAgyA. chevaTe ene have khacavAnI koI AzA na rahI tyAre teNe vajIrane hukama karyAM ke mArI saghaLI dolata khajAnAmAMthI bahAra kADhI eka medAnamAM gehaveA. mAre enuM aMtima daza na karavuM che. sulatAne maha'mada gIjhanInA hukama pramANe hIrA, mANeka, ..

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zAradA siddhi 577 mitI, nIlama, pAnA, senuM, rUpuM vigere saghaLuM dravya, hAthI, ghoDA, ratha, pAyadaLa, lazkara vigere badhuM vyavasthA pUrvaka zeThavyuM. eka tarapha jhaverAtanA DhagalA, bIjI tarapha senA rUpAnA DhagalA, trIjI tarapha hAthI, gheDA ratha vigere ane ethI tarapha pAyadaLa, lazkara, nekara cAkare goThavyA, pachI mahaMmada gajhanIne palaMga tyAM lAvavAmAM AvyuM. palaMga upara paDayA paDayA cAre bAju potAnI dAlata tarapha daSTi karI. apAra delata joIne e meTethI babaDavA lAgyo ke ATalI badhI delata meM bhegI karI e zuM mAre mUkIne javAnuM? e delata ane vaibhave sAme jevA lAge. jema jema jete gaye tema tema tenuM gAMDapaNa vadhavA lAgyuM ane jorajorathI cIse pADavA lAge. A badhA saMgene ekI sAthe thanArA virahanI yAda ene saLagAvatI hatI. sukhImAM sukhI gaNAte sulatAna aMte pAgala banIne hAtha ghasate cAlyA gaye paNa enI samRddhi ene bacAvI zakI nahi ke sAthe keI gayuM nahi. AvA dAkhalAo sAMbhaLIne jIvanamAMthI moha-mamatA ochA karo. saMsAra eka nATaka che. ema samajI AzravanuM ghara choDI saMvaranA gharamAM Ave. brahmadatta cakravarti nATaka jovAmAM masta banyA ke aha! zuM A suMdara nATaka che! nATaka jotAM jotAM sugaMdhita puSponI chaDI suMghavA lAgyA. e gulAba-magara Adi uttama prakAranAM puSpanI chaDI suMghatA saMghatA temanA manamAM vicAra AvyuM ke e: pUrve AvA punI chaDI kayAMya sUghela che. tema ja AvA prakAranuM nATaka paNa kayAMka jeyela che. tema AvuM gIta paNa kayAMka sAMbhaLyuM che, paNa A badhuM meM kyAM anubhaveluM che te yAda AvatuM nathI. A vicAra karatAM karatAM brahmadatta cakavatine mUcha AvI gaI eTale dAsa-dAsI, nekara, cAkare vigere bhegA thaI gayA. aha! ApaNuM mahArAjAne A ekadama zuM thaI gayuM ? ke paMkho vIMjhe che, koI cAmara DhoLe che, kaI zItaLa pANuM chAMTavA lAgyA te kaI caMdananuM vilepana karavA lAgyA. cakravatine mUchavasthAmAM jAtismaraNajJAna utpanna thayuM. enA prabhAvathI emaNe pitAnA pAchalA pAMca bhava jANI lIdhA eTale ene nizcaya thaI gayo ke jyAre huM pahelA saudharma devalokamAM padmagulma nAmanA vimAnamAM hatA tyAre meM AvuM nATaka joyuM hatuM. AvI uttama prakAranA phUlonI chaDI (gucho) suMghela hatI, ane AvuM gIta paNa sAMbhaLela. AvI vAta mRgAputramAM banI che. mRgAputra emanA mahelanA jharUkhAmAM ubhA hatA. nagaranI vacce mahela hato. cAra rastA paDatA hovAthI seMkaDo mANasanI avarajavara che. mRgAputra gokhe ubhA jotA hatA emAM emanI dRSTi samatAnA sAgara, nayanamAM neha che, aMtaramAM karUNuM che ane jemanA mukha upara saMyamanA teja jhagArA mArI rahyA che evA tyAgI saMta I samitinuM pAlana karatAM nIcI daSTie cAlyA jAya che temanA upara paDI. saMtane jotAM mRgAputrane vicAra thayo ke meM AvuM kayAMka joyuM zo. 73

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578 zAradA siddhi che. e ciMtanamAM joDAtA mehanIya karmanI upazAMta thatA jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. e zAnamAM potAnA pUrvabhave jeyA. ahIM paNa brahradatta cakravatie jAtismaraNa jJAna thavAthI pUrvanA pAMca bha joyA ne vicAra AvyuM ke mAre saMgAthI mArI sAthe ne sAthe rahenAre mAre bhAI hAla kayAM haze? tenI zodha karavA brahadatte eka aDadhe zloka ra "mArava vArtA iM, mAtaM vamatte tathA A lokanI racanA karIne brahmadatta cakravatie potAnA priya mitra ane mukhya pradhAna varadhanune lAvIne kahyuM ke tame AkhA nagaramAM khUNe khUNe jAherAta karAve ke je vyakti A zlokanA uttarArdhanI pUrti karI Apaze ene rAjA aDadhuM rAjya Apaze. A pramANe sUcanA karI. A jAtanI jAherAta thatAM loke e zlokanI pUrti karavA tanatoDa mahenata karavA lAgyA. A mahenata zA mATe thaI te samajANuM ne? rAjya mATe. lakSmI te badhAne khUba vahAlI che. kema barAbara ne ? eka zrImaMta zeThane sudhIra nAme eka putra hatuM. sudhIranA pitAjI ekAeka maraNa pAmyA. thoDA divasa pachI pitAjIno zeka visAre paDe tyAre sudhIre enA vRddha munImajIne kahyuM ke tame barAbara hisAba karIne mane kahe ke mArA pitAjInI milkata keTalI che? munIme traNacAra divasa sudhI khUba mahenata karIne barAbara kayAsa kADha, pachI sudhIrane kahyuM e mArA nAnA ne navA zeTha! tamArA pitAjI to tamane hIrAthI taLe eTalI milakata mUkIne gayA che. sudhIre kahyuM eTale keTalI milkata kahevAya? tyAre munIme kahyuM ochAmAM ochuM tamArI cAra peDhI sudhI te na ja khUTe eTaluM dhana che, mATe have tamAre koI jAtanI ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI, paNa te divasathI sudhIranI bhUkha ne uMgha cAlyA gayA ne zarIra sUkAvA lAgyuM. patnI pUchavA lAgI--nAtha ! tamane zuM ciMtA che? huM tamArI ardhAganA chuM. tamArA sukha dukhamAM bhAgIdAra chuM. je mane nahi kaho te kene kahezo? sudhIrane ghaNuM samajAvyo chatAM kaMI bolato nathI. sUnamUna je banI gayA. pitAnA putranI AvI dazA joIne enI mAtA paNa pUchavA lAgI ke beTA ! tane zuM thAya che? tAruM zarIra divase divase kema sUkAtuM jAya che. tArA pitAjI ATalI badhI milakata mUkIne gayA che ne tAre zI ciMtA che? te paNa kaMI be nahi. AthI mAtAne ghaNA vicAra AvavA lAgyA. A samaye eka saMnyAsI bhikSA mAMgavA mATe Avyo. e saMnyAsIne sudhIranI mAtAe kahyuM mahArAja! mArA dIkarAnI AvI dazA thaI che. have Apa ene mATe kaMI upAya batAve. saMnyAsIe sudhIrano raMga pArakhIne enI mAtAne kahyuM ke tamAre dIkare ja ekAda garIbane zera bAjarI agara ghauMne loTa ApIne jame te ene

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zAradA siddhi 59 sAru' thaze. sudhIrane AvA niyama levaDAvyeA. sudhIra dararAja A rIte kare che paNa eka divasa eve Avye ke koI lenAra na maLyu. tyAM traNa vAge eka bhikhArI nIkaLyA. tene lAve che ne ApavA taiyAra thAya che tyAre bhikhArI kahe che ke huM mArI patnIne pUchIne Avu chu. sudhIre kahyuM tuM bhikhArI che te tAre loTanI jarUra haze ja ne ! emAM pUchavAnu` zu` ? bhikhArI kahe che nA....mArI patnInI rajA sivAya hu* loTa nahi lauM. huM pUchIne tarata AvuM chuM. pelo garIba bhikhArI ene ghera gayA ne patnIne pUchyu ke ApaNAM gharamAM keTalA divasa cAle teTaluM anAja che ? patnIe kahyu` ke AjanA divasa cAle eTalu anAja che, mATe ApaNe Aje jarUra nathI. bhikhArIe sudhIra pAse AvIne kahyuM zeTha ! amArI pAse AjanA divasanu che mATe amAre jarUra nathI. sudhIra kahe bhale rahyu` paNa kAle cAlaze. bhikhArIe hasatA hasatA kahyu' zeTha! ame te kAlanI ci'tA karatA ja nathI. bhikhArInI vAta sAMbhaLIne sudhIra mugdha banI gayA ke AnI pAse kAMI nathI chatAM kAlanI ciMtA karatA nathI ane mArI pAse cAra peDhI cAle eTaluM che chatAM hu raDu' chuM. dhikkAra che mArI vRttine! kharekhara saMteSa rUpI dhana e sAcuM dhana che ane lakSmInA saMgraha karavAnA AnaMda karatA dAnaneA AnaMda zreSTha che. Avu' samajI sudhIra lakSmIne sadupayeAga karavA lAgyA. enu' jIvana palTAI gayu. have ApaNI mULa vAta upara AvIe. brahmadatta cakravatinI thayelI jAherAta pramANe nAnA moTA badhA aDadhA zrloka le che. darekanA manamAM evI bhAvanA che ke ApaNe aDadhA zloka joDIne aDadhu rAja meLavIe paNa jyAM moTA moTA vidvAne ane 'DitAnI mati cAlatI nathI tyAM bIjAnI teA vAta ja kayAM ? kaI zlokanuM pada joDI zakatA nathI. AgaLa zu banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritraH- " vagaDAmAM bhImasenanA hRpAMta. " saMnyAsI vizvAsaghAta karIne cAlyeA gayA, tethI bhImasenane khUba AghAta lAgyA. te ekalo beTho beTho ahsAsa karavA lAgyA ke hAya vidhAtA! teM mArI jiMdagI sAthe kevI krUra ramata khelI ? Aje mArI jItanI bAjI hAramAM palTAI gaI che. keTalA kaSTa veThIne huM sanyAsI sAthe gayA hatA. meM bhUkha-tarasa, TADha-taDakAnI paravA na karI. meM khUba sAvadhAnIpUrvaka vaphAdArIthI emane emanA kAryanI siddhimAM pUrepUro sAtha ApyA. ene mane A ja badalo maLyeA ! mArA prayatna ane pramANikatAnuM A ja pariNAma ! he ka`rAjA ! mArA kayA karmonI tuM mane zikSA phaTakArI rahyo che? A bhavamAM te me' khUba zuddha jIvana vItAvyuM che. nyAya ane nItithI me rAjyazAsana karyu che. koI ne paNa kaSTa na paDe e rIte hu jIvana jIvyeA chuM. svapatnImAM me" sateSa mAnyA che. parastrIne meM mArI mAtA ane bahena samAna gaNI che. vyasanA ane bhabhUkatI vAsanAethI huM sadAya phra

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580 zAradA siddhi rahyo chuM. meM yathA zakti tapa karyuM che. supAtra dAna dIdhA che. vataniyamanuM paNa meM yathArtha ne zuddha rIte pAlana karyuM che. te paNa he karmarAjA! mArI AvI avadazA zA mATe karI? mArA A bhavanA keI karmanuM A pariNAma te nathI ja, paNa meM pUrvabhavamAM karelAM pApakarmonuM A pariNAma che. pApane pazcAtApa karate bhImasena" - pUrvabhavamAM meM evA ghera kame bAMdhyA haze tethI jyAM sukhanI veLA Ave che tyAM pAchuM koIne koI rIte duHkha AvIne ubhuM rahe che. meM pUrvabhavamAM keI ne khAvApIvAmAM, sukha bhegavavAmAM dareka rIte aMtarAya pADI haze. jaMgalamAM lIlAchama jhADe kapAvyA haze agara vanamAM Aga lagADIne lIlA jhADane ubhA ne ubhA saLagAvI mUkyA haze ! mAtAthI bALakane vikhUTA paDAvyA haze! mAge jatAM nirdoSa vaTemArguone lUTayA haze ! jaMgalamAM ja karatA nirdoSa pazuonA zikAra karyA haze! koInI thApaNa oLavI haze ! koInA mAthe beTI ALa caDhAvI haze ! strIo upara atyAcAra karyA haze ! dagA prapaMcathI keInuM dhana meM lUMTI lIdhuM haze! na jANe meM kayA kayA pApa karyA haze! sarvajJa bhagavaMta sivAya bIjuM keNa kahI zake? puNyahIna pUrA muja jesA, mile nahI saMsAra, sahAyaka agara mile to badale, vi bhI karmAnusAra " he bhagavAna ! A saMsAramAM mArA je puNyahIna, hatabhAgI bIjuM koI nahi hoya. dhana vinA mArA ane mArA kuTuMbane jIvananirvAha kevI rIte calAvavo? have te zarIra paNa kAma ApatuM nathI. mane je DI ghaNI hiMmata AvI hatI te paNa saMnyAsIe karelA vizvAsaghAtathI cAlI gaI che. mArA jIvanane dhikAra che! mAru jIvatara vyartha che. huM mArI patnIne ke mArA bALakone upayogI thaI zakato nathI. AvA jIvane jIvavA karatAM mArA mATe mRtyu zreSTha che. ema vicArI trIjI vakhata gaLe phasa khAIne maravA taiyAra thaye. bhImasena have jIvanane chellA rAma rAma karavA lAge. e hAma gumAvI beThe hate. paNa eNe buddhi gumAvI na hatI. aMdarathI enI jAgatI sadbuddhie paDakAra karIne kahyuM ke bhImasena ! tAruM AkhuM jIvana te dhULamAM gayuM. have jyAre te A jIvanane aMta lAvavAne ja nizcaya karyo che te pachI tuM chellI jiMdagI sudhArI le. AtayAna ane raudradhyAna karIne tuM AvatA bhavane bagADIza nahi. mRtyune tAre bheTavuM ja che te hasatA hasatA aMtaranA umaLakAthI enuM svAgata kara. zubha dhyAna dhara. prabhunuM nAma smaraNa kara ne tArA aMtane ujaLo banAva. have bhImasena zuM karaze tene bhAva avasare. ApaNe tyAM ugra tapasvI bA. bra. caMdanabAI mahAsatIjIne je tapa karavAnI

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zAradA siddhi 581 tIvra bhAvanA hatI te bhAvanA pU. gurUdevanI kRpAthI ane zAsanadevanI sahAyathI Aje paripUrNa thAya che. Aje emane 35 me upavAsa che. AvatI kAle pAraNAnA bhAva che. Apa badhA tapasvInA bahumAna nimite 35 divasane zuM tyAga kare tene vicAra karIne Avaze. bA. bra. bhAvanAbAIne paNa Aje 27 me upavAsa che. zAsanadeva temanI bhAvanA pUrNa kare.' vyAkhyAna naM. 58 bhAdaravA vada 11 ne ravivAra "tapasAdhanA eTale zuM?" tA. 16-9-79 bAba, ugra tapasvIni pU. caMdanabAI mahAsatIjIno 35 upavAsanI ugra tapazcaryAnA pAraNA prasaMge ApeluM mananIya pravacana. mokSa mALanA netA, rAga-dveSanA vijetA evA kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMte siddhAMtamAM jIne Atma lyANane paMtha batAvatA samajAve che ke he AtmAo! AtmasAdhanA karavAnuM kaI kSetra ke sthAna hoya te mAnavabhava che. anaMtakALathI rakhaDatA AtmAe mahAna puNyane paMja ekaTho karyo haze tyAre A janma maLe che. A AtmA catargati saMsAranI aMdara pravAsa kheDI rahyo che. A pravAsamAM pharatA pharatA ApaNe eka evI - alabelI nagarImAM AvI caDhayA chIe ke jyAM aciMtya puNyAnubaMdhI puNya ane dhodhamAra pApakSayanI kamANune dharma vahepAra thaI zake che. bhale, AvA anupama sthaLe kadAca ajANyA AvI caDhayA hoIe paNa AvI mahAna, bhavya, AtmAne anupama sukha ApanAra kamANInA vahepAra jANyA pachI e vahepAra karavAnI takane koNa cUke? ane je cUke te pachI tenA pastAvAne pAra na rahe. AvuM kimatI jIvana maLyA pachI jIvanane ajavALuM che ke aMdhakAramaya rAkhavuM che? jIvanane prakAzamaya banAvavuM hoya te je jaDa vastuonA rAgamAM raMgAyA che te rAgane cheDe. jaDanI game teTalI sevA karaze paNa enI jAta tame oLakho cho? e tamane tarachoDIne kADhI mUkaze. mahela mahelAtamAM mugdha banelAne paNa mRtyu pAmatA mahelanI bahAra kADhaze. tijorInI pAse ne pAse sUnArA paNa e dhananA kAraNe kaMIka vAra khaMjarathI marAyA athavA chevaTe marIne tijorI choDIne ceha bhegA thayA, mATe jaDa padArthone rAga cheDe ne sukRta karavAmAM lAgI jAva. jIvanamAM sukRta e dIvA samAna che. AtmA anaMtakALathI aneka prakAranI pudgalanI beDIomAM jakaDAI rahyo che. enuM kAraNa che mithyAtva, AhArAdi saMjJAo, cAra kaSA ane hiMsAdi aneka pApanI doDadhAma. A badhI AtmAnI vikRti che. AtmA vikRtine vaza thaI gayA tethI anaMta anaMtakALathI e parAdhIna, duHkhI ane haDadhUta banI gaye. AtmAnuM asalI svarUpa

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582 zAradA siddhi te anata jJAnamaya, anaMta darzanamaya, anaMta sukha ane anaMta vIryamaya che, paNa Aje enI dazA kaI che? vikRti jIvane karma ane kAyAmAM jakaDe che. tene paravaza banelA AtmAo karmanI beDIothI jakaDAya che ke je karmanI khilAo enA anaMtajJAna ane anata sukhAdi para tALAM mArI de che. jANe karmarAjA jIvane kahe che saba kucha tamArA magara hukama hamArA." badhuM aMdara che. kaMI khovAI gayuM nathI mAtra sIla lAgI gayA che. karma sarakAranI ciThThI phATe tyAre rezana maLe, kAraNa ke jIva saMskRtine bhUle ne vikRtinA panAre paDI gaye. AhArAdi cAra saMjJAoe vikRti che. huM khAI lauM, bheguM karI lauM, huM bheLavI lauM" A badhI vikRti che. e jIvane vAraMvAra kAyAnI kedamAM pUre che ne kahe che A tAre mahelavAsa. duniyAnI jelamAM rahelA kedIne jelanA raMgarogAna karavAnuM mana na thAya paNa A jIva te kAyA rUpI jelamAM janme tyArathI mAre tyAM sudhI hoMzathI A deha rUpI jelanI sevA sarabharA karavAmAMthI uMce nathI Avato. saMsArI jIva saMsAramAM dehanI, kuTuMbanI ane dravya eTale paisA, vahepAradhaMdhA A tripuTInI sevA karI rahyo che. A tripuTInI sevA jIvane saMsAramAM rajhaLAve che. A tripuTInI sevAmAM otapreta banelo jIva deva-gurU ane dharma A tripuTIne bhUlI jAya che. baMdhuo! huM tamane pUchuM ke kAyArUpI koTaDInI sevA keTalI kare che ane anaMtajJAnI, guNanidhi evA parama upakArI prabhunI bhakti keTalI kare che? kuTuMba parivAranI sevA kare che teTalI jIvanamAM anupama jJAnane prakAza ApanAra, mArga bhUlelAne sAcA re caDhAvanAra, gurU bhagavatenI sevA bhakti kare che kharA? jeTalA premathI vahepAra dhaMdhA ane paisATakAnI sevA kare che teTalA premathI durgatithI bacAvanAra, karmabaMdhanane teDanAra kevaLI prarUpita dharmanI sevA karI che kharI? A baMne jAtanI tripuTImAM kaI tripuTI pratye tamArA haiyAmAM bahumAna ane satkAra sanmAna che? je AtmAnI pragati karavI hoya te kharI rIte kAyA karatA prabhu pratye vizeSa bahumAna jAgavuM joIe. kuTuMba ane kAminI karatAM gurU pratye ane dhana karatAM dharma pratye AdarabhAva have joIe. dehe dravye kuTumbe ca sarva saMsAriNAM mtiH| jine jinamate saMghe, punakSiAbhilASiNAm // mokSane abhilASI te kahevAya ke jeNe eka tripuTI parathI daSTi uThADI bIjI tripuTI para dRSTi sthApita karI hoya. kAyA, kuTuMba ane dhana e tripuTI para jyAM sudhI premabharI dRSTi che tyAM sudhI jIva saMsArane abhilASI che. A tripuTImAM koNa phasAyuM nathI ? kIDI paNa kaNane saMgraha kare che. dehanI sarabharA pAchaLa koNa pAgala nathI? viSTAne kIDe paNa dehanI darakAra kare che. enA rakSaNa mATe e doDAdoDI kare

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583 zAradA siddhi che. tiryae paNa A kare che te pachI mAnava ATaluM kare emAM zI vizeSatA ? jJAnI kahe che je have AtmAnuM bhAna thatuM hoya te kAyA parathI daSTi pheravIne prabhu tarapha daSTi kara. je kiMmata prabhunI bhaktinI che te kAyAnI sevA nathI. kAyA te pApanI preraNAo kare che, mATe kAyAnI sevA cheDIne paramAtmA prabhunI sevA karo. kuTuMba parivAranI sevA cheDIne gurU bhagavaMtonI sevA kare, dhanamAla uparathI daSTi uThAvI dharma para sthita kare. jyAre dharma para daSTi thaze tyAre cakamakatA sonA, hIrA, paisA para je dhanabuddhi thatI hatI te have dAna-zIla-tapa-bhAva Adi para thaze ane enI kamANI karavAnuM mana thaze. ApaNuM jaina dharmamAM tapane mahimA khUba che. jaina dharmanA tapa AgaLa anya dhamIonA mastaka paNa jhUkI jAya che. jinazAsanamAM tapanA teja ane jhaLakATa pAtharI jinazAsanane jhagamagatuM banAvI rahyuM che. tapa karavAthI AtmAne mahAna lAbha thAya che. AtmA pavitra, nirmaLa ane haLa bane che. tapa lokettara kAryonI siddhi karanAra che. tapanI ArAdhanA karavAthI aneka prakAranI labdhio utpanna thAya che ne pUrvakRta karmone kSaya thAya che. tapa e aneka guNonI khANa che. Avo aneka guNenI khANa samAna tapadharma ApaNA jinazAsanamAM sadA yevata vatI rahyo che. . baMdhuo! jevI rIte jamIna, khAtara ane pANInI barAbara anukULatA maLe te te vanaspati suMdara rIte khIlI uThe che tevI rIte dhamI AtmAne cAturmAsamAM saMta satIjI Adine saMyoga maLe che ne vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLavA maLe che. sAthosAtha kudaratanuM vAtAvaraNa paNa tapazcaryA karavAmAM sahAyatA Ape che kAraNa ke cAturmAsanA divasamAM vAtAvaraNa ThaMDakabhareluM ane taDakA vagaranuM hovAthI tapa sArI rIte thaI zake che, tethI jIvanabAga guNonI suvAsathI maheMkI uThe che. karmone kSaya karavA mATe tIrthakara bhagavAne aneka rastAo batAvyA che. temAM tapa e dhorI mArga che jema jagalane bALavA mATe dAvAnaLa sivAya bIjuM kaMI samartha nathI. dAvAnaLane olavavA mATe megha ane meghane vikherI nAMkhavA pavana sivAya bIjuM kaI samartha nathI tema karmonA samUhane nAza karavA mATe tapa sivAya bIjuM kaI samartha nathI. mArI saMnighaM khaM, tavA nijharina " koDo bhavanA saMcita karelA karmo tapathI kSaya pAme che. A mahAna tapa ApaNe mAnavabhavamAM karI zakIe chIe, jIva anaMtakALathI cAra gatimAM bhramaNa kare che. naraka, tiyaca, manuSya ane devaloka. tiryaMca gatimAM koI samajaNanA gharamAM Ave te tapadharmanI ArAdhanA karI zake che, naraka gatimAM atyaMta mArapITa ane duHkhanA kAraNe e jIva tapanI ArAdhanA karI zakatuM nathI. devabhavamAM sukha te ghaNuM che, paNa tyAM vrata paccakhANa nathI. devone aviratine udaya hoya che tethI teo navakArazI jevuM nAnakaDuM

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zAradA siddhi paccakhANa paNa karI zakatA nathI. cAra gatimAM mukhyatayA mAtra manuSyabhavamAM tapa karI zakAya che. tenA aMtaramAM AvA utkRSTa tapa dhama vaselo hoya che tene deveza paNa namaskAra kare che. tapanA mukhya be bheda che. eka bAhya ane bIjo AbhyaMtara tapa. bAhya tapanA cha bheda che. anazana, UAdarI, vRttisaMkSepa, rasaparityAga, kAyakaleza ane pratisa lInatA. A bAhya tapathI pAMca IndriyA upara kAbU meLavI zakIe chIe, ane zarIranI ArogyanI rIte paNa zuddhi thAya che. AbhyaMtara tapanA paNa cha bheda che. prAyazcita, vinaya, vaiyAvacca, svAdhyAya, dhyAna ane kAusagga, AbhyaMtara tapathI AMtarika zatrue jevA ke krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha Adi kaSAyA pAtaLA paDe che, AtmA sva-svabhAvamAM ramaNatA kare che. bAhya tapa karatAM Abhyatara tapa sAmAnya mAnavI mATe agharA che. tenAthI paNa kaneA kSaya thAya che. tapamAM AvI mahAna tAkAta rahelI che. eka sa`skRta zlokamAM paNa kahyuM che ke, , tavasA zrIyate meM, vahI rmaLa thAt / vRNuyAtaM ca mukti strI, tatra saukhyaM niraMtaram // tapathI karmonA kSaya thAya che. kamanA kSayathI jIva kevaLajJAnI bane che. tathA tene mukti rUpI strI vare che ne tyAM nira'tara avyAbAdha sukha maLe che. dareka manuSyane potAnA purANA karmAMnA kSaya mATe avazya tapa dharmonuM zaraNu svIkAravuM paDe che. kane koI zarama nathI. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe kanI nirA mATe sADA khAra varSoM ane paMdara divasa sudhI satata kaThora tapa karyAM tyAre kA kSaya thayA ne kevaLajJAna pAmyA. jaina itihAsamAM ghaNAM udAharaNA che ke jemane tapathI aneka prakAranI labdhi, anna-mahAsiddhi prApta karI hatI. sanatakumAra cakravartinA zarIramAM soLa soLa mahArogo utpanna thayA tyAre emaNe e rAgane nAbUda karavA sayama lIdho. saMyama laIne mAsakhamaNane pAraNe mAsakhamaNu jevA ugra tapanI sAdhanA karIne aneka prakAranI labdhie meLavI hatI. daDhaprahArI jevA cAra, rAjanA sAta sAta jIvAnI ghAta karanArA arjunamALI tapazcaryAthI kA kSaya karIne mahAsukha meLavI gayA che. tapanuM AvuM phaLa jANyA pachI kacA AtmA pramAda kare ? kaI nahi. ' " karyAM khapAvavAnu` hathiyAra tapa" :- devAnupriyA! tapanI ArAdhanAnA apUrva avasara Ave tyAre AtmAnA alaMkAra samAna tapane sAdhavA vadhu udyata anavu' joIe. koI paNa jAtanA sukhanI AkAMkSA rahita karAte tapa AtmakalyANanI anerI AbhA prasarAvI zake che. huM te amArA A khaMne tapasvIone kahu' chu' ke tame tapa karIne eka ja lakSa rAkhajo ke anAdi kALanA mArA purANA karmanA jaldI kema kSaya thAya ? ane hu karmAMnA melane taparUpI agnimAM khALIne jaldI bhavasAgara tarI jAu, evI bhAvanA rAkho. A sa'sAranI saLagatI jvALAone zAMta karavAne mATe 584

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zAradA siddhi tapa rUpa pANInuM siMcana karo. anAdikALanI AhAra-sajJAnA tyAga karI anAhAraka dazA prApta karavA mATe tapanA amRtane ArAgeA. viSayama dhanane bhedI mukti ma`jile paheAMcavA mATe tapadhanA sahArA svIkArA. tapanA prabhAve karmAMnA rAzikSaNamAM bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya che. 66 indriyA upara eka te ja tapa " :- icchAne rAkavI ane jIbha upara kAbU meLavavA e sAcA tapa che. AvI ugra tapazcaryAe karIne rasendriyanI gulAmI dUra karavAnI che. ApaNA jainazAsanamAM tapanuM eka anAkhuM sthAna che. jainazAsana jeTalI tapanI mahattA khIje kayAMya jovA ke sAMbhaLavA maLatI nathI. kukarmAnA nAza karavAmAM tapa e ananya sAdhana che. hamaNAM ja huM kahI gaI ne ke mahAvIrasvAmIe tapa rUpI agni dvArA ka rUpa kASThAne bALIne sApha karyAM. gautama svAmIe paNa tapa dvArA aneka labdhie prApta karI hatI. e labdhinA prabhAve eka vATakI khIrathI 1500 tApasAne pAraNA karAvyA. AyaMbIlatapa dvArA zrIpALa mahArAjAnA bhayaMkara kaDhanA rAga nAza thayeA. bhayakara pApImAM pApI ane khUnImAM khUnI manuSyeAe jIvAnI hatyA karIne kaThAra karyAM khAMdhyAM chatAM tapa dvArA karmAthI vimukta banyA. A che tapanu phaLa. A che tapanA prakAza. A che tapanA prabhAva. 55 tapa dharmAMnA sAmarthya nA preraNAdAyaka dRSTAMta ApaNA jaina zAstromAM sthaLe sthaLe zreNIbaddha jovA maLe che. tapa e utkRSTa ma`gaLa che. tapathI sakhaLa vighnA kSaNa vAramAM nikhaLa khanI jAya che. duSTa deve paNa tapathI anukULa banI jAya che ne caraNAmAM name che. A kaLiyugamAM Aje anekavidha tapazcaryAe thAya che te kharekhara praza'sanIya ne anumedanIya che. bIjI bAju dRSTi karIe te jovA maLe che ke Aje jIbha uparana bekAbU vadhatA jAya che. lakSyAbhakSyanA viveka zUnya thatA jAya che. je vAnagI banatI vakhate jovI paNa na game te vAnagI taiyAra thayA pRchI rasanAnA svAdathI heAMzehAMze khAtA jovAmAM Ave che. AveA ugra tapa karyAM pachI jIvanamAM amuka prakAranA tyAga AvavA joIe te ja tapa karyAnI sAkatA che. tapanA pAraNA karyAM pachI indriyA upara kAbU rAkhavA joI e. " kaSAyA upara vijaya e ja sAcI tapa ArAdhanA "- jema tapathI indriye upara kAbU meLavavAnA che tevI rIte krodhAdi zatrue upara paNa vijaya meLavavAne che. kaSAya e kharekhara bhaDabhaDatI jvALAvALI praca'Da agni che. jenA spa mAtrathI AtmAnA ucca keTinA guNA kSaNamAtramAM baLIne bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya che. kaSAya e kroDo varSo sudhI sudara rIte pAlana karAyelA sayamanI katala karanArA kasAI samAna che. AtmAne meAkSathI dUra laI janArA kaSAyeA jIvane uMDA pANImAM utArI de che. AvI kaSAye| jyAM sudhI dUra na thAya tyAM sudhI tapanA phaLa rUpe unnatinA zikhara zA. 74

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586 zAradA siddhi sara karI zakAtA nathI paNa tyAMthI gabaDIne jIva bhayaMkara khINamAM paTakAI jAya che. kodhanI kAramI gulAmI nIce AvI paDelo AtmA kartavyAkartavyanA vivekathI rahita banI jAya che. juo, krodhanA kAraNe mahAna ugra tapasvI saMta caMDakauzika sarSa banyA hatA. AvI rIte kaSAyAdhIna banelA aneka AtmAo nArakInA asahya duHkhonA bhoktA banyA che. tapathI maLatA mahAna phaLane keLiye karI jAya che. krodha sahita karavAmAM Avate tapa kAyAne kaSTa ApanAra bane che. jema jema tapamAM vRddhi thatI jAya tema tema krodhamAM hAni thatI jAya te samajavuM ke sAce tapa karyo che. koi vinAne ane nirdoSa tapa bIjA mANasone tapamAM sAmela thavA preraNAdAyaka bane che. pratikULatAnA prasaMgomAM paNa samabhAvathI karelo sohAmaNe tapa pAmarane paNa parama banAve che. AtmAnA mULa svarUpane pUrNa rUpe pragaTa karavAmAM tapa sahAyaka bane che. mahAna purU paNa kahe che ke kALa anAdike karma saMgati , jAuM paDIyo jayU khaTapaTamAM, tAsa viyoga karaNa e karazuM, jeNe navi bhamIe bhavataTamAM, tapa karIe samatA rAkhI ghaTamAM. anAdi kALathI chava karmanI saMgatithI khaTapaTamAM paDayo che. te khaTapaTa dUra karavA mATe ApaNe tapa karavAnuM che. tapa karavAthI karmone kSaya thAya. karmone kSaya thAya pachI saMsAramAM bhamavAnuM rahe nahi. caMpAbahena nAmanI zrAvikAnA cha mAsanA upavAsanI ugra tapazcaryA sAMbhaLIne muslIma akabara bAdazAha Azcaryamugdha banI gayA hatA, ane pitAnI samakSamAM caMpA zrAvikAne cha mAsane tapa karAvyuM. ene tapa ane samatA joIne akabara bAdazAha enA caraNamAM mUkI paDayA. caMpAbAInA tapathI ane hIrasUrizvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA sadupadezathI akabara bAdazAha ahiMsA premI banyA ane potAnA AkhA rAjyamAM hiMsA nahi karavA mATe amAri paDaha vagaDAvyo, ane jaina zAsananI zobhAmAM abhivRddhi karI. A hate Asakti vinAne akhaMDa tapa. zrI jainazAsana tapazcaryAnA sthaMbha upara AdhArita che. cAreya prakAranA AhArano tyAga ane maryAdita niyamanavALe tapa kevaLa zrI vItarAga paramAtmA bhASita jina dharma sivAya bIje kyAMya nathI. AtmAnA sahaja ane cidAnaMda svarUpane pragaTa karavA mATe tenA parama duzmanarUpa vibhAva-pagalika ramaNatA ane durbhAva saMkaleza, rAga-dveSa vigerene dUra karavA mATe paNa jIvanamAM tapa sAdhanA karavAnI jarUra che. tana tapamAM joDAI jAya, vacana svAdhyAyamAM ke bhagavAnanA guNastavanamAM joDAI jAya ane mana tatvaciMtana ke zubha dhyAnamAM, paramAtma-magnatAmAM lIna banI jAya te AtmA uttarottara nirmaLa pariNAmavALo bana jAya. AtmAnA ati nirmaLa pariNAmanuM kArya ghAtI karmone ukheDavAnuM che. ghAtI karmo dUra thatAM kevaLa jJAna pragaTe

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zAradA siddhi 587 che. AtmAnA nirmaLa pariNAmanA bAdhaka mithyAtva, viSayAsakti, kaSAyonA ukaLATa Adi de che. jina vacananA zravaNa, manana ane maMthanathI tattva zraddhAnA prakAze mithyAtva dUra thAya che. bAhya tapathI viSayAsakti dUra thAya che. Azvetara tapathI kapAye dUra thAya che. anaMtakALanA saMsAranA mohaka rasathI upajelA saghaLA doSane dUra karavA mATe ane anaMta guNamaya zAzvata sAmrAjya prApta karavA mATe karUNanA bhaMDAra anaMta jJAnIoe pAmarane parama banAve, parAjitane vijayI banAve, rAgIne virAgI banAve, kodhIne zAMta banAve, lebhIne nispRhI banAve, ajJAnIne jJAnI banAve, adhamIne dhama banAve, ane bhavabhavanA pIDitane paramasukhI banAve e bhagavAne Atmahitakara, tapa-tyAgane bhavya upadeza bhavya jIvonA kalyANa mATe pharamAvyuM che. mahAnapurUSoe A zarIrathI jeTaluM thAya teTaluM karI lIdhuM che. jyAM sudhI emaNe dehanuM damana karyuM che ! kevA ugra tapa karyA che ! zAstramAM te mahAnapurUSanA tapanuM varNana karavAmAM AvyuM che. te vAMcatAM ApaNuM kALaju kaMpI jAya che. anuttaravavAI sUtramAM dhanA aNagAranA tapanuM kevuM suMdara varNana karavAmAM AvyuM che. te dhannAkumAre eka ja vakhata bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLIne saMsAranA kAmone tyAga karyo hate. e dhanAkumArane vairAgya kevI rIte Avyo hato. eka vakhata bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI grAmAnugrAma vicaratA vicaratA kAkaMdI nagarImAM padhAryA. te vakhate kAkaMdI nagarImAM jitazatru rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. e ja nagaramAM bhadrA nAmanI sArthavAhinI rahetI hatI. tene dhannAkumAra nAmane eka putra hato. te khUba vaibhavazALI hate. te rajavADA jevA sukhe bhagavato hate. tene eka-be nahi paNa batrIsa batrIsa patnIe hatI. A samaye zAsanapati bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI kAkadI nagarImAM padhAryA. bhagavAna padhAryAnA samAcAra maLatAM jitazatrurAjAnA sADAtraNa koDa remarAya khIlI uThayA. ane rAjA pramukha nagarajane bhagavAnanA darzane javA taiyAra thayA. AkhI kAkaMdo nagarImAM AnaMdanuM vAtAvaraNa chavAI gayuM che. lokonA ToLeToLAM tathA rAjA badhA bhagavAnane darzane jaI rahyA che. dhannAkumAre jharUkhAmAMthI badhAne jatA joIne pUchayuM ke Aje nagarImAM kaI utsava che ke ATalA badhA saMkhyAbaMdha loke jaI rahyA che? tyAre mANasoe kahyuM ke trilokInAtha bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmI nagaranI bahAra udyAnamAM padhAryA che. temanA darzane ApaNuM mahArAjA tathA nagarajane jaI rahyA che. A sAMbhaLI dhanAkumAranA manamAM thayuM ke je bhagavAnanA darzane khuda mahArAjA jAya che te e bhagavAna kevA haze? huM paNu bhagavAnanA darzana karavA jAuM. ema vicArIne te paNa bhagavAnanA darzane gayA. bhagavAnanI amRtamaya mIThI madhurI dezanA sAMbhaLatAM temanA dilamAM jhaNajhaNATI thaI bhagavAne dezanAmAM pudgala parAvartananI vAta samajAvI ke A jIve anaMtakALathI

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588 zAradA siddhi keTalA pudgala parAvartane kya, paNa haju bhavane aMta Avyo nahi, tyAre dhannAkumAre bhagavAnane be hAtha joDI vinayapUrvaka pUchyuM ke he prabhu! pugala parAvartana eTale zuM? bhagavAna kahe che ke AhArakane choDIne audArika Adi zarIranI vargaNIone gya cauda rAjalokavartI samasta paramANuonuM samasta rUpathI saMmilana e ja pugala parAvartana che. te jeTalA kALanA thAya che te kALa paNa pugala parAvartana kahevAya che. tenuM parimANa (kALamAna) anaMta utsarpiNIo ane anaMta avasarpiNIo che. A pudgala parAvartana sAta prakAranuM che. (1) dArika pudgala parAvartana (2) vaikiya pudgala parAvartana (3) taijasa pudgala parAvartana (4) kAmaNa pudgala parAvartana (5) manapudgala parAvartana, (6) bhASA pudgala parAvartana (7) zvAsocchavAsa pudgala parAvartana. A sAta pugala parAvartananuM svarUpa bhagavAne khUba suMdara rIte samajAvyuM. bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne dhanAjInA hADahADanI mIjAmAM vairAgyane raMga lAgI gayA. temaNe vinayapUrvaka be hAtha joDI bhagavAnane kahyuM- he prabhu! have mane saMsAra asAra lAge che. ApanI vANI mane khUba rUcI che. have huM ghera jaIne mAtAnI AjJA laIne jaldI ApanI pAse saMyama levA AvuM chuM. Apa tyAM sudhI ahIM sthiratA karaje. bhagavAne kahyuM- "sadA sudaM revAkuLiya! mA gaMdha "he devAnupriyA tamane jema sukha upaje tema kare. sArA kAryamAM vilaMba na kare. dhannAkumAre ghera AvIne mAtA pAse jaIne pote bhagavAnanA darzane gayA. bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI vigere vAta karatA chelle vairAgyanI vAta karI. te vAta sAMbhaLatA mAtA dharatI upara DhaLI paDI. bhAnamAM AvatA 2DavA mUravA lAgI chatAM dhanAkumAranuM mana saheja paNa DhIluM na paDayuM. te samajato hato ke mAtA mArA pratye mehanA kAraNe Ama kare che. chevaTe dhannAkumAre mAtAne khUba samajAvI. mAtAe jANyuM ke mAro putra have saMsAramAM rokAya, tema nathI eTale dIkSAnI AjJA ApI ane pote sAmethI cAlIne pitAnA putrane bhagavAnane arpaNa karavA gaI. dhannAjIe bhagavAna pAse dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. je divase dIkSA lIdhI te ja divase dhannA aNagAre bhagavAnane vaMdana namaskAra karIne vinayapUrvaka kahyuM he prabhu! je ApanI AjJA hoya te huM jIvanabhara cha-chaThThanA pAraNA karuM. pAraNanA divase AyaMbIla karuM. evI rIte chaThTha chaThThane pAraNe AyaMbila karatAM tapa saMyamathI pitAnA AtmAne vizuddha karI vicaruM. chaThThanA pAraNAne divase vikRti rahita rUkSa anna aceta pANImAM nAMkhI eka ja Asane besI AyaMbilane AhAra kare, paNa AyaMbila vinAne nahi. "taM ca saMsadaM, ne reva karaMta, tapi yaNa ujjhiyadhammiya), no ceva Na aNujjhiyadhammiya, ta pi ya ja aNNe bahave samA, mA masiddhi vina, vaLI navadaMtio te rUkSa anna paNa kharaDela (loTa AdithI bharela) hAthathI dIdhuM hoya te kalpe paraMtu mArA mATe hAtha kharaDIne

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zAradA siddhi paDha Ape te na ka2e. te AhAra paNa nirasa hAvAthI nAMkhI devA jevu hAya paNa khAvAnA upayegamAM AvavA jevuM na heAya. te AhArane khIjA kA zramaNu, zAkayAdika brAhmaNa, yAcaka, atithi, bhikhArI, kRpaNu, daridrI, vanIpaka, karUNAbharyA avAjathI bheAjana mAMgatA atya'ta bhUkhyA manuSya paNa levAnI icchA na kare evA AhAra mAre pAraNAnA Aya khila mATe grahaNa karavA ka2e. bhagavAne emanI cAgyatA joIne e pramANe karavAnI AjJA ApI. 22 kAlanA mahAna vaibhavazALI je bhANA upara jamavA beThA hAya tenA upara eka mAkhI bese te e bhANu oDIne ubhA thaI janArA Aje kevA AhAra pANI levA taiyAra thaye! jyAre ApaNe te "laDu bhI khAnA ne meAkSa bhI jAnA....aisI bAta hai| teA kahanA, nahIM te mata beAlanA. (hasAhasa) madhue ! A hasIne patAvavAnI vAta nathI. jo karmAMnA melane khALavA Deze te avazya tapa karavA paDaze. A dhannA aNugArane kayAreka bhikSAmAM AhAra maLe te pANI nahI ane pANI maLe tA AhAra nahI.. AhAramAM amUti-varNa rasa AdimAM gRddha na thatA. mAdhyasthabhAve tIvra vairAgya bhAvanAthI pUrve karela suMdara tathA sarasa AhAranuM smaraNa na karatA, rAgadveSa rahita koI paNa svAda vinA AhAra karatA. te AhArane paNa ekavIsa vAra pANIthI dhAI nirasa tema ja sattvahIna karIne AhAra karatA hatA. jevI rIte sapa milamAM praveza karatI vakhate khilanA ane bhAgane sparSyA vagara madhya bhAgathI temAM praveza kare che tevI rIte dhannA aNugAra paNa mukhanA baMne bhAgethI AhArane sparzAyA vagara svAda rahita AhAra karatA hatA. A rIte chaThThu chaThThanI AvI ugra tapazcaryAe karIne zarIrane sukake bhukake karI nAMkhyu. A ugra tapanA kAraNe temanuM peTa teA roTalI zekavAnI leADhI athavA leTa khAMdhavAnI katharoTa aMdarathI UDI hoya che tevuM mAMsa, leAhInA abhAvathI zuSka, rUkSa, tema ja UMDuM thaI gayuM hatuM. e cAle tyAre jema sUkA maga ane cALInI zIgA khakhaDe tema emanA hADakA khakhaDatA hatA, A rIte ugra tapanA kAraNe dhannA aNugAranuM zarIra lehI mAMsanA abhAve sarvathA sUkAI gayu` hatu`. temanAmAM zArIrika zakti jarAya na hatI. gaucarI, paDilehaNa, svAdhyAya, dhyAna, pratikramaNa, kAryoMtsaga Adi sarva kAryAM te AtmAnA vIguNunI sahAyatAthI karatA hatA. ugra tapanA kAraNe zarIra sUkAI gayuM hatuM paNa sayama ane tapathI temanu Atmateja jhaLakI uThayu hatu. AvA ugra tapasvI dhannA aNugAra bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInI sAthe grAmAnugrAma vicaratA vicaratA eka vakhata rAjagRhI nagarImAM padhAryAM. zreNika mahArAjAne khabara paDI ke bhagavAna padhAryA che eTale saparivAra teo ha bhera bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA AvyA, zreNika mahArAjA bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLIne tarata ja pAchA phare tevA na

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590 zAradA siddhi hatA paNa e jANavAnI jijJAsAvALA hatA, e jyAre jyAre dezanA sAMbhaLavA jatA tyAre bhagavAnane kaMIka ne kaMIka prazno pUchatA hatA. temaNe bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLyA pachI bhagavAnane vaMdana namaskAra karI A pramANe pUchayuM : "piLa mane ! mUra pAmokkhANa,cauTuMsaha samaNa sAhassINaM kayareM aNAre mahAdukkara kArae ceva mahA. nijjaratarAe ceva ?" he prabhu! indrabhUti pramukha ApanA cauda hajAra ziSyomAM mahAna duSkara karaNI karanAra ane mahAnirjarA karanAra kayA ziSya che? bhagavAne kahyuM zreNika! mArA cauda hajAra ziSyamAM koI jJAnamAM AgaLa che, koI tapasvI che, kaI vinayavAna che, koI vaiyAvaccamAM AgaLa che, kaI rasanA tyAgI che. A rIte mArA badhA ziSyo guNavAna che, metInI mALA samAna che paNa tAro prazna e jAtane che ke atyAre duSkara karaNanA karanAra koNa che te sAMbhaLa. ame grAmAnugrAma vicaratA vicaratA kokadI nagarImAM gayA hatA. tyAM jitazatru rAjA pramukha badhA darzane AvyA hatA. temAM bhadrA sArthavAhInA putra dhanyakumAre eka ja vakhata dezanA sAMbhaLIne vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA lIdhI. je divase dIkSA lIdhI te ja divasathI te chaThTha-chaThThanA pAraNa kare che. pAraNAne divase teo AyaMbila kare che. AyaMbilamAM paNa khUba rUkSa AhAra vApare che. AvI e duSkara karaNI kare che, tethI dhannA aNagAranuM zarIra taddana sukakebhukake thaI gayuM che. cAmaDI laTake che, hADakA khakhaDe che. he zreNika! hAla mArA cauda hajAra saMtamAM duSkara karaNI karanAra dhannA aNagAra che. dhannA aNagAranI vAta sAMbhaLIne zreNika rAjA cakita thaI gayA, ane temane dhannA aNugAranA darzana karavAnI bhAvanA jAgI, eTale zreNika rAjA bhagavAnane vaMdana namaskAra karIne motInI mALA samAna cauda hajAra pavitra saMtane vaMdana karatA karatA jyAM ugra tapasvI dhannA aNagAra birAjatA hatA tyAM AvyA. AvIne zuM karyuM? dhanA aNagArane vaMdana namaskAra karIne kahe che "dhanesiLa sumaM devALufequi ! supuom, sukayatthe, sukayalakkhaNe, suladhdhega, devANuppiyA! tava mANussae jammajIviya phale!" he devAnupriya ! Apa dhanya che, devatAo dvArA prazaMsanIya che, Apa mahA puNyazALI che, Ape saMyama laIne tarata ja saMyama tathA tapanI ArAdhanA zarU karI che. Apa kRtArtha cho kAraNa ke Ape AtmAnuM kalyANa karyuM che. Apa kRtalakSaNa che. kAraNa ke Ape samyakracAritra sAthe tapanI ArAdhanA karI lIdhI che. kharekhara Ape janma ane jIvataranuM phaLa prApta karI lIdhuM che. A pramANe kahIne zreNika rAjAe dhannA aNagAranI stuti karI, pachI vaMdana namaskAra karIne pAchA bhagavAna pAse AvyA ne bhagavAnane vaMdana karIne cAlyA gayA. dhannA aNagAre tapa karIne zarIramAMthI kasa kADhI lIdhe. have A zarIra dvArA kaMI thaI zakaze nahi, ema vicArI bhagavaMtanI AjJA laI sthavira

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zAradA siha 591 bhagavatenI sAthe vipulAcala parvata upara jaIne pAdapagamana saMthAro karyo. eka mAsane saMthAre cAlyo. mAtra nava mAsanI dIkSA paryAyamAM kAma kADhI gayA. tyAMthI AyuSya pUrNa karI sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAM devapaNe utpanna thayA. tyAMthI AvI ekAvanArI thaIne mokSamAM jaze. tapa dvArA mahAna karmonI nirjarA thAya che. zarIra sAruM che tyAM sudhI bane teTale tapa karIne zarIramAMthI kasa kADhI lo. e na bane te brahmacaryAdi vrata niyamanuM pAlana kare. Aje ApaNe tyAM bA.bra. ugra tapasvI caMdanabAI mahAsatIjIne 35 upavAsanI ugra tapazcaryAnuM pAraNuM che. teo tapazcaryA karIne mahAna karmanI graMthio teDI rahyA che. bA. bra. ugra tapasvI bhAvanAbAI mahAsatIjIne Aje 28 me upavAsa che ane 34 karavAnA bhAva che. hamaNAM to ApaNe tyAM tapazcaryA mahotsava khUba ujavAI rahyA che. bhAdaravA suda 11 ne ravIvAre navasArImAM bA. bra. ugra tapasvI harSidAbAI mahAsatIjInA mAsakhamaNanA pAraNAne divasa hato. Aje caMdanabAI mahAsatIjInI tapazcaryAne pAraNAne divasa che. aneka gAmothI ghaNuM saMgho, maMDaLa, mahilAmaMDaLa, AvyA che. saheje saheje AvA tapasvIonA darzanane lAbha maLI gayo. mahAna bhAgya hoya tyAre AvA tapasvIonA ane saMtanA darzanane lAbha maLe che. hamaNuM tame sAMbhaLI gayA ne ke dhannA aNagAre ugra tapanI sAdhanA karIne phakta nava mahinAmAM kAma kADhI lIdhuM. zreNIka rAjA jevA rAjA paNa emanA tapanI vAta sAMbhaLIne emanA darzana karavA gayA. temane joIne emanuM haiyuM AnaMdathI nAcI uThayuM! ne khUba dhanyavAda ApyA. A kALamAM dhannA aNagAra te nathI paNa AvA tapasvI saMtasatIjIe ApaNane e mahAna purUnI yAda tAjI karAve che. tapa e kamaragane nAbUda karavAnuM zreSTha auSadha che. tapa e pApa rUpI aMdhakArane nAza karavA mATe sUrya samAna che. tapathI bhavane tApa dUra thAya che. A tapane mahimA che. evuM samajIne amArA baMne satIjIoe tapanI sAdhanA karI che. baMne satIjIe pitAnI pratyeka kiyA jAte karI svAdhyAya, manana, vAMcana sahita tapazcaryA karI che. bA. bra. caMdanabAI mahAsatIjIe emanA jIvanamAM traNa mAsakhamaNa karyA che. Aje cothI vakhata 35 upavAsanI sAdhanA karI che. te sivAya 22-11-20-16 upavAsa Adi tema ja chaThThane vaSItapa vigere bIjI ghaNI tapazcaryAe karelI che. AvI rIte mahAna tapa karIne emaNe emanA jIvanane tejasvI banAvyuM che ane haju paNa AvI ugra tapazcaryA karI karmanI graMthione teDI, bhavanA bhukaDA karIne AtmAne amara banAve. AjanA divase huM mArA taraphathI ane mArA saMtavRMda taraphathI emane aMtaranA AzIrvAda ane abhinaMdana ApuM chuM ke Apa jJAna-dhyAna ane tapamAM vRddhi karI AtmAnuM kalyANa karo. ' A saMpradAyanA mahAna tapasvIe pU. choTAlAlajI mahArAja, pU. gulAbacaMdrajI

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592 zAradA siddhi mahArAja, pU. phUlacaMdrajI mahArAja ane vartamAnamAM pU. kAMtiSijI mahArAja tathA pU. sUryamuni mahArAja, pU. prakAzamuni mahArAja Aje paNa mahAna tapa karIne AtmAne ujajavaLa banAvI rahyA che. temane lAkha vAra mArA vaMdana che. vyAkhyAna naM. 59 bhAdaravA vada 12 ne somavAra "sAcI samAdhi kayAre ?" tA. 16-9-79 anaMtakALathI chava karmanA kAraNe saMsAracakkAmAM pIsAI rahyo che. e kamane dUra karavA mATe A mAnavabhavamAM kammara kasIne puruSArtha karI le. bhagavAna kahe che ke " ja ro vi ja mAM" ! rAga ane dveSa e baMne karmanA bIja che. bIjI rIte kahIe to rAga ane dveSa e baMne anAdikALathI AtmAnuM ahita karanAra moTAmAM moTA zatruo che. A be zatruoe to AtmAnuM satyAnAza vALI nAMkhyuM che. A be zatruonA kAraNe AtmA duHkhI che, eTale je AtmAe A be zatruo upara vijaya meLave che ene kaI jAtanuM duHkha hotuM nathI, ane je AtmAo enI sattA nIce dabAyelA che emane koI jAtanuM sukha hetuM nathI, kAraNa ke rAga ane zreSa satata karmonuM utpAdana karyA kare che ane te utpanna thayelA karmo AtmAne duHkha ApyA kare che. sukhane rAga ane duHkha pratyene cheSa, mitra uparane rAga ane zatru pratye dveSa, sArA rUpa uparane rAga ane kharAba rUpa uparane dveSa, sArA svAdiSTa padArtha upara rAga ane asvAdiSTa padArtha uparane dveSa, mAna-sanmAna ApanAra uparane rAga ane apamAna-tiraskAra uparane dveSa sonA uparane rAga ane mATInA DhephA upara zreSa, Ama rAta divasa rAga ane dveSarUpa zatruonuM tephAna jIvanamAM satata cAlatuM hoya che. A rAga-dveSathI alipta rahevuM enuM nAma samAdhi, samatA ane samabhAva. sAcuM sukha samAdhi, samatA ane samabhAvamAM raheluM che. mATe rAga-dveSathI mukta evA vItarAga paramAtmAnuM ja dhyAna dharavuM joIe, vItarAga prabhunA dhyAnathI vItarAgatA pragaTe che, ane rAgInA dhyAnathI rAga vadhe che, mATe rAga-dveSano saMpUrNa nAza karavA mATe roja vItarAga prabhunuM dhyAna dharavuM joIe. vItarAga prabhunI vANInuM zravaNa karavuM joIe. vItarAga prabhunI vANInuM zuddha bhAvathI zravaNa karatAM jIvane utkRSTa rasa Ave te tIrthakara nAma kama upArjana kare ane jaghanya rasa Ave te anaMtA karmanI koDe khapAvIne pavitra bane che. evI vItarAga prabhunI aMtima vANI uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 13 mA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. temAM brahmadatta cakravartine nATaka jotAM jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM ane jJAnamAM emaNe pUrvanA pAMca bha joyA. pAMca pAMca bhava sudhI pote baMne bhAIo

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pa83 zAradA siddhi sAthe ne sAthe rahyA hatA paNa A bhavamAM chUTA paDI gayA che, tethI vicAra thayo ke A bhavamAM e mAre vahAle baMdha kayAM haze ? baMdhunI bhALa mATe ardho leka banAvIne, sarvatra rAjyamAM ene saMdeza pAThave nRpa, ardhA rAjya taNe bhAgI huM banAvIza ehane, uttarArdha zlokano jeha banAvI Apaze mane." - brahmadatta cakravatie pitAnA vahAlA baMdhunI tapAsa karavA mATe aDadhe loka banAvyo ane AkhA nagaramAM evI jAherAta karAvI ke je kaI paNa vyakti A lokane uttarArdha eTale nIcene aDadho kalAka pUre karI Apaze tene huM mAruM aDadhuM rAjya InAmamAM ApI daIza. brahmadatta cakavatie kaloka banAvI Apaze tene aDadhuM rAjya ApavAnI jAherAta karI. vicAra karo ke ene pitAne bhAI keTalo vahAlo haze ! brahmadatta cakravati samajatA hatA ke mArA bhAI vinA bIjuM ke A loka banAvI zakaze nahi. je lokanI pUrti thaze te mAre bhAI mane avazya maLI jaze. ApaNe te baMne bhAIo sAdhupaNAmAM kALa karIne devalokamAM gayA pachI brahmadara devalokanuM AyuSya pUrNa karIne kayAM janme tenI vAta karI paNa cittamuni kayAM jagyA te vAta karI nathI, eTale have baMne bhAIone bhegA karavA che te pahelAM e jANavuM paDaze ne ke cittamunine jIva devalokamAMthI cavIne kayAM Avyo? te vAta sUtrakAra bhagavaMta batAve che. kaMpile saMbhUo citto, puNa jAo purimatAlammi / sehi kulammi visAle, dhamma seoUNa pvvio|| 2 // pUrvabhavamAM saMbhUta ke je cittamuninA nAnAbhAI hatA temane janma kAMpilyapura nagaramAM brahmarAjAne ghera culanI rANInI kUkhe thayuM hatuM ane je moTAbhAI citta hatA te parimatAla nAmanA nagaramAM dhanasAra nAmanA eka Ikhya zeThane ghera guNasAra nAme putrarUpe ja hate. cittamani jene ghera jamyA te zeTha kaMI sAmAnya na hatA paNa Ibna zeTha hatA. ane ghera pAMcaso hAtha UMco hAthI aMbADI sahita hIrA, mANeka, metI vigere jhaverAtathI DhaMkAI jAya, eTaluM dhana jenA gharamAM hoya e Ibna zeTha kahevAya. cittamunine jIva jene ghera ja te dhanasAra zeTha AvA samRddhizALI hatA. emane ghera bhautika sukhanI bilakula kamInA na hatI. e zeTha udAra ane vizALa hRdayanA hatA. Aje ghaNuM mANu udAra hRdayanA hoya che paNa e udAratA potAnA sukha pUratI hoya che. potAnA mojazokha mATe, sukha sagavaDa mATe, jeo hajAra rUpiyA vApare che paNa bIjAne mATe vAparatA nathI, tyAre bIjA udAra ane vizALa hRdayanA manuSyo hoya che, jeo pitAnA AtmA samAna bIjA darekanA AtmAne samaje che. potAne sAruM game che, sukha sagavaDo game che te dareka AtmAne paNa evuM sukha game che. ema samajIne tAne mATe jema lakSamIne vyaya kare che te rIte bIjAne mATe paNa chUTA hAthe vApare che. zA, 75

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zAradA sivila cittamuni jemane ghera janmyA hatA te dhanasAra zeTha paNa AvA udAra ane vizALa hRdayanA hatA. sAthe dhamiTha paNa khUba hatA, tethI satsaMga khUba karatA hatA. jevA mAtApitAnA saMskAra hoya che tevA saMtAnamAM paNa saMskAra Ave che. A dhanasAra zreSThIne putra guNasAra paNa bALapaNathI saMskArI ane dharmiSTha hatuM. eka vakhata pitAnA nagaramAM kaI jJAnI saMta padhAryA tyAre guNasAra paNa mAtApitAnI sAthe dharmopadeza sAMbhaLavA gaye. sate upadeza ApatA kahyuM, he jI ! A jIvana dhanuSyanA raMga jevuM ne vIjaLInA jhabakArA jevuM kSaNika che mATe pramAda karavA jevo nathI. manuSyanuM jIvana kSaNika che, kSaNika jIvanamAM bane teTalI sAdhanA karI lo. jene AtmA haLukamI heya che te eka Takare jAgI jAya che. ene vadhAre upadezanI jarUra rahetI nathI. turkastAnamAM eka bAdazAha thaI gayA. emanuM nAma sirAjudulA hatuM, paNa turkastAnanI prajA ene sirAju kahetI hatI. aDhaLaka saMpatti ane amaryAdita sattAnA puNyathI enA rAjyane sUrya kadI Athamate na hate paNa sattA ane saMpattinA kepha kene nathI caDhyA? sattA ane saMpattinA kepha vinAnA rAjA te kaIka viralA hoya che. A sirAju bAdazAha paNa sattA ane saMpattinA nazAthI mukta rahI zakyA na hatA. yauvananA uMbare paga mUkatA pahelAM eNe pitAnA jIvananI cAdara anAcAranA kAjaLathI kALImeza banAvI dIdhI hatI. surA ane suMdarI enuM jIvana banyuM hatuM. prajAnI nAkhuzInI ene kaI paravA na hatI. eNe A dharatI upara nazAbAjInuM svarga utAryuM hatuM eTale svargamAM javAnI paNa ene ciMtA na hatI. ghaNI vakhata enI begama ene kahetI ke tame rAjasabhAmAM jAo, nyAya kare. A amArA mohamAM ne mahamAM besI rahevuM zobhe nahi, te paNa rAjasabhAmAM jatA na hatA. surA ane suMdarImAM masta rahetA hatA. AvA bhega viSayanA kIDA jevA sirAju bAdazAhe potAnA darabAramAM dhamegejhine pogrAma goThavyA hatA. emanA dharmanA molavIo ane phakIrone AmaMtraNa ApavAmAM AvyA. suMdarIonA nAcagAna pUrA thaI jAya ke tarata ja e sabhA dharmasabhAmAM pheravAI jatI. melavIo kurAnanI vAta saMbhaLAvatA ane enA rahasya gaMbhIra artho saMbhaLAvatA. e sAMbhaLIne sirAju mAthuM dhuNAvato ane yA....khudA....yA....khudA vagere zabdo bolIne avelA melavIne prasanna karato. khuzAmatakhora molavIone sirAjunA viSaya nathI bharelA aMdhakAramaya jIvananI koI paravA na hatI paNa eka vRddha molavIne A vastu sthiti khUba sAlatI hatI, eTale e ghaNI vAra sirAjune satya vAta samajAvato hate. te bAdazAha sirAjune gamatuM na hatuM eTale ghaNI vakhata gusse thaIne kaDavA zabdo kahI dete hato, chatAM e kaDavA ghUMTaDA pIne paNa e molavI sirAjune satya vAta samajAvatuM hatuM. taka maLe ke tarata surA ane suMdarInA vilAsathI bharapUra jIvanathI

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zAradA siddhi 595 mukta thaIne khudAnI baMdagI karavAnuM samajAvatA, paNa aphasesa! paththara upara pANI paDe te niSphaLa jAya tema melavIne upadeza niSphaLa gaye, paNa sirAjunA aMdhakAramaya ane pApI jIvanamAM eka divasa senAne sUraja Ugyo. maulavInA upadezanA yuga enA jIvanane palaTAvI zakayA nahi. e enI begamanI dAsInA eka ja vAkaye sirAjunA jIvananI ronaka badalAvI nAMkhI. jIvanamAM taka te sadAya bAraNe AvIne UbhI hoya che paNa abhAgIne e dekhAtI nathI. bicAro enI rAha jotAM jotAM ja pitAnuM jIvana pUruM kare che. jyAre samajadAra mANasa bAraNe AvelI takane jaladI jhaDapI le che, ane e ja paLe divasanI rAha joyA vinA potAnA jIvanamAM rahelI khAmIone dUra karI, jIvanane palTo karI nAkhe che. Idhara calaNa hai, magara reNu nahi" - eka divasa baporanA samaye sirAju bAdazAha bhejana karIne hiMcakA upara ArAma karatA hatA. e samaye enA moTA begama sAheba sIvaNanuM kAma karatA hatA. begamane kaMIka yAda AvyuM eTale bahAra beThelI enI bAMdI (dAsI) ne bUma pADIne kahyuM ke "vahAM calaNake nIce reNu hai vo Idhara le Aya." (tyAM cAlaNanI nIce rIMgaNAM che te ahIM laI AvI begama sAhebane hukama thatAM ja dAsI pitAnI jagyAethI UbhI thaIne rIMgaNa levA mATe gaI paNa tyAM cAlaNanI nIce rIMgaNAM na hatA, eTale dAsI stabdha banI gaI ne manamAM belI uThI ke "Idhara reNu te haya nahi," tyAM ubhA ubhA dAsIe bUma pADIne moTA begama sAhebane kahyuM ke begama sAheba! "Izvara calaNe hai magara reNuM nahi." ahIM cAlaNa te che paNa rIMgaNa nathI. hiMcakA upara sUtelA sirAju bAdazAhe dAsInuM A vAkya sAMbhaLyuM ane enA aMtarane bhAre AMcako lAgyo ne e manamAM ja bolI uTho ke, zuM ! eka vAra mAre ahIMthI cAlavAnuM ja che ! ahIM rahevAnuM nathI. vAkaya evuM ja che ne ke "calaNa hai magara reNA nahi." eTale AgaLanI vAta je na jANatuM hoya e to eno artha ema ja samaje ke mAre vahelA ke moDA eka divasa ahIMthI cAlavAnuM che paNa rahevAnuM nathI. eka vAgye jAgI uThela sirAju" :- bAdazAha sirAju paNa evuM ja samaje. Aja dina sudhI surApAna karI suMdarIo sAthe bhega viSayamAM masta rahenAro bAdazAha A vAkaya sAMbhaLIne jAgI gaye. basa, A rAja bhava, mArI vahAlI begama, dhana-dhAnya, bAga, baMgalA badhuM choDIne eka divasa te mAre javuM ja paDaze, te huM mArI jAte ja zA mATe na choDI dauM? e ja paLe bAdazAha sirAju phakIrane veza paherIne rAjamahelamAMthI nIkaLI gaye. phakIra banIne bAdazAhane jatAM joIne enI begamo raDavA lAgI. enA mANase raDavA lAgyA, ane sirAjune rokavA mATe khUba vinavavA lAgyA, paNa sirAjue te badhAne kahI dIdhuM ke vahelA ke moDA eka divasa

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pa zAradA siddhi te saune badhuM choDIne ahI'thI cAlavAnuM ja che teA huM. pahelA ja cAlavA mAMDuM chuM. tame paNa jyAM rahevAnu nathI evA sa'sArane vaLagI paDazeA niha. Ama kahIne bAdazAha phakIra banIne rAjamahela ane vaibhavavilAsa cheoDIne cAlatA thaI gayA. ApaNA adhikAramAM purimatAla nagaramAM dhanasAra zeThanA putra guNasAra peAtAnA mAtApitAnI sAthe zubhacaMdra nAmanA mahAnajJAnI muninA dana karavA mATe gayA. muninA darzIna karIne emanA mukhethI zruta cAritrarUpa dharmanA upadeza sAMbhaLyeA. upadeza sAMbhaLIne emanA aMtaramAM vairAgya bhAvanA jAgI. eka ja vakhata upadeza sAMbhaLyuM ne vairAgya AngeA. tame keTalI vakhata upadeza sAMbhaLye ? paNa saMsAra cheDavAnu` mana thAya che kharu? bhAgamAM mastAna anelo sirAju khAdazAha paNa dAsInA eka ja vAkayamAM jAgI gayA. A guNasAra paNa eka ja vakhata upadeza sAMbhaLIne jAgI gayA ne dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA laIne gusAra munirAja khUba jJAna-dhyAna ane tapamAM masta rahevA lAgyA. emanu meAhanIya kama upazAMta thatA emane paNa adhijJAna (graMthakAranA AdhAre ) thayu' eTale pUrvanA pAMca bhavA joyA, tethI emanA manamAM paNa ema thayu ke aho ! ame bane bhAI A pAMca pAMca bhava sudhI sAthe rahyA, ane A chaThThA bhavamAM ame ane judA paDI gayA chIe. pUrvabhavamAM karelA niyANAnA baLe e tA cakravati banyA che. cakrezvarI te narakezvarI. je cakravati cakravati paNAmAM mare te narake jAya che te huM sAdhupaNuM pALIne sadgatimAM jAuM ne mArA bhAI zu narakamAM jAya ? evuM huM nahi thavA 4. jyAM mArA bhAI che tyAM huM jAu" ne ene dharmanA dha ApIne vairAgya pamADuM ne mArA jevA sAdhu banAvI dau. bIjA lokone hu* upadeza ApuM chuM ke huM bhavya jIve ! tame mAhanidrAnA tyAga karI pramAdane kha MkherI nAMkhA ne jAgRta thAo. naraka-tiya ca jevI dugatiemAM ApaNA AtmA khUba rakhaDaceA ne khUba duHkha pAmyA. ekendriya, eindriya, teindriya ane caurindriyanA bhavamAM kapAyA, chedAyA, bheDhAyA. tyAM kAI rADa ke khUma sAMbhaLanAra na hatu. tiyaca pacendriyanA bhavamAM gheTA-bakarAMgAya-bheMsa AdimAM janmyA tyAM katalakhAnAmAM kapAye ne kevA kevA karUNa duHkhA bhAgaLyA! enA kAI sumAra nathI, Aje koI mANasanu' khUna thAya teA enA sagAMvahAlAM badhA kArTImAM kesa dAkhala kare paNa AjanI sarakAra pAte ja khAlAve, nirdoSa jIvAne mazIna dvArA mArI nAMkhe enA nyAya karavA mATe koI kATa che? ene mATe koI sarakAra sAme kesa karanAra che? Aje tamArA meAjazAkha mATe je je mulAyama cIjo mane che te ekAMta jIhi'sAthI bane che. e vastuo banAvavA mATe jIvAne kevI rIte rIbAvI rIbAvIne mAre che tene khyAla kareA ne have nakkI karI lejo ke jIhi'sAthI je vastu banatI hAya te mAre vAparavI nahi te tame pApamAMthI thADA ghaNAM aMze paNa chUTI zakaze. katalakhAnA

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zAradA siddhi 197 mahAna puNyAye mAnavabhava pAmyA che. tA A bhavamAM evI sAdhanA karI ke jIvananaiyA bhavasAgara tarI jAya. kAMThe AvelI naiyA DUbe nahi. A manuSyabhava rUpI kinAre AvI gayA chIe. have tA thaiDA purUSA karavAnI jarUra che. ApaNA mATe A kALa evA suvarNa samaya che alpa karaNImAM mahAna kanI nirjarA thAya che. AvA samaya hAthamAMthI cAlyA na jAya tene khyAla rAkho. ahIM manuSya bhavanI dula bhatA samajIne guNusAra zreSThIputre aDhaLaka sa'pattine tyAga karIne dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA laIne mArA bhAI kayAM haze ! hu have jaldI tenI pAse jAuM ne enA AtmAne jagADuM. evA bhAvathI citta muni brahmadatta cakravatine pratidha pamADavA mATe Avaze ne baMne bhAI enuM kevI rIte milana thaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra : " paMca parameSThi padanuM zaraNu letA bhImasena ": bhImasene abbe vakhata gaLe phrAMsA khAdhe paNa bacAvanAra maLI gayA. have trIjI vakhata gaLe phrAMsA khAIne maravA taiyAra thayA. vaDanI vaDavAI enA phrAMse taiyAra karyAM. tyAM aMdarathI enI samuddhie ene jAgRta karyAM ke bhImasena ! jatAM jatAM paNa tAru jIvana tA sArthaMka banAvatA jA. buddhinI Takore bhImasena jAgRta banyA. phrAMsA gaLAmAM paherI lIdhA, paNa laTayeA na hatA. te pahelAM eNe zuM karyu? pUrva dizA tarapha UbhA rahIne e hAtha joDayA. AMkhe baMdha karIne mahA magalakArI namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM bhAvapUrvaka raTaNa karavA lAgyA. namA arihaMtANu....namA siddhANu....namA AyariyANu.....namA uvajjhAyANu....namAlAe savvasAhUNu.. ema ekAgra citte, zuddha bhAvapUrvaka ekeka pada khAlatA garcA ane AkhA khadha karIne jema kalpanAthI arihaMta bhagavAnane, siddha bhagavAnane sAkSAt nihALatA hAya ema ekeka pada khAlIne mastaka namAvavA lAgyA. temAM pahelAM e pada namA arihaMtANuM...namA siddhANu. elyA pachI trIjI padma name AyariyANaMnu AvyuM. tyAM te enA rUMvADAM khaDA thaI gayA. AcA bhagavAnane namaskAra karatA enA jAgRta AtmAmAM utkRSTa bhAvanAnA uchALe AvyeA. aMtima samaye gurUdananA talasATa" :-te manamAM vicAravA lAgyA ke ahA! A samaye mArA gurU bhagava'ta kayAM birAjamAna haze! A samaye jo mane emanA darzana thAya te mAru jIvana saphaLa banI jAya, paNa evu' mAru' bhAgya kayAMthI hoya ? huM teA vanavagaDAmAM UbheA chuM. mane mArA gurUbhagavaMtanA darzanane cAga ja kayAMthI maLe ! (pU. mahAsatIjIe ahI' paradezI rAjAnI gurUbhaktinI bhAvanA samajAvI hatI.) bhImasena bhagavAnane prArthanA karatA kahevA lAgyA ke he bhagavAna ! zu` mArA avatAra gurU bhagavaMtanA dana vinA eLe jaze ? huM vidhAtA ! Aja sudhI meM tArI pAse sukha ane sa patti mAMgI che. tenA badale te' mane duHkha ane vedanA ApI che. tA paNa meM tene hasatA hasatA svIkAryo che. Aje maraNa paNu e ja rIte svIkAru' chuM. maratA mANasanI eka aMtima abhilASA paNa huM vidhAtA! tuM pUrI nahi kare? 66

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zAradA sili mArA jIvananI aMtima paLe mane eka ja jhaMkhanA che ke mane mArA saMsAra tAraka AcArya bhagavaMtane darzana maLe te mArA bhAgya khulI jAya. Ama aMtarathI bhAvapUrvaka bhImasene pUrva dizA tarapha mastaka namAvyuM, ane bolyo ke mArA taraNatAraNa, mArA anaMta upakArI, mArA pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtane mArA aMtima samayanA lAkha lAkha namaskAra che. A pramANe bhAvapUrvaka namaskAra karIne tarata ja bhImasene zuM karyuM? zuddha bhAvanAno camatkAra" : bhImasene paMca parameSThi bhagavaMtanuM dhyAna dharI, smaraNa karIne taiyAra karI rAkhelo phasa gaLAmAM paherI lIdhuM. tyAM zuM banyuM? barAbara e ja samaye eka ja ghAcAraNa saMta AkAza mAge uDatA cAlyA jatA hatA. emaNe jANe bhImasenanA aMtaranI Araju sAMbhaLI na hoya tema tyAM AvI pahoMcyA ne UMcethI bhImasenane gaLe phAMso khAte je eTale ekadama AkAza mArgethI nIce utaryA ane madhura avAje bolyA ke, dharmalAbha-dharmalAbha. vananA zItaLa ane zAMta vAtAvaraNamAM A avAja guMjI uThaye. dharmalAbha zabda sAMbhaLatA bhImasena Azcarya ne AnaMdathI ekadama camakI uThaze ne ubho thaI gayo ane manamAM belI uThe ke ahI A jaMgalamAM mane dharmalAbha ApanAra mArA gurU bhagavaMta kyAMthI hoya ! e te mArI beTI bhramaNa che, chatAM avAja saMbhaLAyo hate e vAta te sAcI che, eTale jamIna upara ubhe thaIne cAre tarapha javA lAgyA. tyAM te enI aMtima samayanI bhAvanA sAkAra banelI joI. aha, A zuM ? mahA taponidhi dara mAsa, ta5 jJAnavaMta yoniMda, zama dama guNa ke sAgara, pUraNa paga pUje dharaNiMda, potAnI sAme eka mahAna ugra tapasvI, mahAnajJAnI, zama, dama Adi guNanA bhaMDAra evA saMtane potAnI sAme sAkSAt AvIne ubhelA joIne bhImasenanuM haiyuM harSathI nAcI uThayuM, enI AMkhomAM AnaMda ubharAI AvyuM. enA sADA traNa koDa marAya khIlI uThayA ne ghaNAM bhAvapUrvaka bhImasene vidhipUrvaka vaMdaNA karI sukhazAtA pUchI, pachI emanA caraNane sparza karIne AnaMdathI chalakAtI AMkhee be hAtha joDI ubho rahyo. A jaMghAcaraNa saMta dharmaghoSasUri hatA. Aje emane 60 upavAsa be mA khamaNa) nA pAraNane divasa hato eTale gaucarI mATe te AkAzagamana karIne kaI nagara tarapha jaI rahyA hatA. tyAM temanI karUNAdra najara bhImasena upara paDI. vaDanI nIce gaLe phAse nAMkhate bhImasenane je. be hAtha joDIne namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM raTaNa karatA bhImasenane sAMbhaLe, eTale tarata ja teo nIce utaryA ane bhImasenane AtmahatyAnA mahApApamAMthI ugAravA tenI samIpa AvIne ubhA rahyA ane "dharmalAbha" ema belIne AvIne ubhA rahyA. maratAM maratAM paNa pitAnI AzA phaLI ane gurUnA darzana thayA tethI tenA harSane pAra nathI. have saMta bhImasenane zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare.

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vyAkhyAna na. 60 bhAdaravA vada 13 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 18-9-79 anaMta upakArI, railokaya prakAzaka, karUNAsiMdhu, zAstrakAra bhagavate jagatanA jInA ekAMta hita mATe upadeza ApatAM pharamAna karyuM ke he jI ! muni tais sattrf" sarvane sukha bahu priya che paNa sAcuM sukha zemAM che tenI khabara nathI. samasta sukhe saMteSa pradhAna che. sukhane sAco sAthI saMtoSa che. jyAM saMteSa che tyAM sukha che. tyAM duHkha bicAruM pharakI zakatuM nathI, mATe je kAMI pUrvakRta karmAnusAra maLe temAM saMtoSa mAne. tamArA karatA vadhu zrImate tarapha ane sattAdhIza tarapha te jeze nahi. je temanA tarapha joze te tamArA sukhI saMsAramAM Aga caMpAze ane sukhI saMsAra paNa duHkhI duHkhI banI jaze. je tamAre jevuM ja hoya te dharmanA kSetramAM ApaNuM AgaLa hoya tenI tarapha jevuM ane sAMsArika kSetramAM je ApaNuthI pAchaLa hoya enA tarapha jevuM. sAcA saMtoSIne sukha kadI choDatuM nathI ane asaMtoSane duHkha kadI choDatuM nathI, mATe IcchAone ghaTADaze te duHkha ghaTaze ne sukha vadhaze. vividha ane vicitra IcachAo InsAnane Izvara tarapha jatAM ADI Ave che mATe icchAo upara niyaMtraNa mUke. IcchAe InsAnane accha banavA detI nathI. vadhu paDatI IcchAonA kAraNe Ajane mAnavI nyAya nItinA mArgathI calita banyo che. zIla ane sadAcArane chelI salAma bharI che. amaryAdita IcchAoe Aje mAnavIne durAcArI, bhraSTAcArI, vyabhicArI, anyAyI ane anItikhera banAve che. jenI IcchAe maryAdita hoya te dharmanA mAge aNanama ubhuM rahI zake, mATe saMtoSa jevuM sukha ke dharmasAdhana nathI mATe saMtoSI banene sukhI thAo. baMdhuosaMteSa e mAnava jIvananuM amUlya kohinUra che. kehinUra ratnane keNu pichANuM zake? ratnane pArakhanAra te jhaverI ja hoya ne! sAce jhaverI najara paDe ne jhaverAtane pArakhI jAya ke A sAcuM jhaverAta che ke kAcanA TukaDA che? evI rIte dharmane pAmelo AtmA tarata samajI zakaze ke kSamA, saMteSa Adi ratnanuM jIvanamAM keTaluM mUlya che! e guNa rUpI rane keTalA badhA kiMmatI che. e ratna mAnava jIvanamAM jaDAI jAya te jIvana kevuM tejasvI jhagamagatuM bane che e te dharma upara zraddhA rAkhanArA uttama jI samajI zake che. jIvanamAM saMtoSa AvyA pachI bahArane ukaLATa zamI jAya che ane jIvanamAM sukha zAMtine anubhava thAya che paNa jenA jIvanamAM kSamA nathI te sadA kaSAyenI AgamAM jalato rahe che ane jenA jIvanamAM saMtoSa nathI ene ghera rAjA mahArAjA jevI sAhyabI hovA chatAM e asaMtoSanI AgamAM baLatuM rahe che ne tRSNanA pUramAM taNAte rahe che.

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zAradA siddhi ApaNe citta ane brahmadattanI vAta cAle che. emAM brahmadaro cakavati banyA pachI temanA bhAInI zodha mATe aDadhe ka ra che ane jAhera karyuM che ke je A zloka pUre karaze tene aDadhuM rAjya maLaze. AthI AkhA nagaranA prajAjanee mArA i go mAtA yama tathA " ATale loka kaMThastha karI lIdhe ane bhaNelA, abhaNa, bALaka, buDhDhA, yuvAna sarvanA mukhamAM A lokanuM raTaNa hatuM. paNa kaI A kaloka pUre karI zakatuM nathI. brahmadatta cakavati potAnA bhAIne maLavA Atura banyA che. "pUrvabaMdhu viyogathI thayo te dukhI rAjavI, jarA e sukhanA pAme vaibhava ke vilAsamAM pitAne bhAI kayAM che te brahmadatta cakravati jANI zakatA nathI, tethI temanA dilamAM khUba duHkha thayA kare che. jene ghera cha cha khaMDanI samRddhi che, 32 hajAra Rtu kalyANikA ane 32 hajAra janapada kalyANikA ema 64 hajAra rANIo hoya che. chata kalyANikA eTale jene sparza uNaRtumAM zItaLa lAge ane zItaRtumAM uSNa lAge ane cha RtumAM sukhadAyI hoya evI 32 hajAra rANIo che. temane Rtu kalyANikA kahevAmAM Ave che, ane je badhA dezanI strIomAM ati uttamamAM uttama hoya evI 32 hajAra rANIo che. temane janapada kalyANikA kahevAmAM Ave che. Ama cakavatine 64 hajAra rANIo hoya che. cakravationuM bhajana kalyANa bhojana kahevAya che. e viSayamAM evuM kathana che ke rogarahita eka lAkha gAyanuM dUdha dohIne te pacAsa hajAra gAyone pIvaDAvI devAmAM Ave che. e pacAsa hajAra gAyanuM dUdha dohIne pacIsa hajAra gAyane pIvaDAvI devAmAM Ave, evI rIte karatAM karatAM anukrame chelle e dUdha eka gAyane pIvaDAvI devAmAM Ave, pachI e eka gAyanuM dUdha dehIne temAM uttama jAtinA cAvala nAMkhIne khIra banAvavAmAM Ave, temAM uttama jAtinA masAlA, padArtho nAMkhavAmAM Ave che. AvI khIranuM bhajana kalyANa bhajana kahevAmAM Ave che. cakravati ane emanI paTTarANI sivAya bIjuM kaI e khIra khAI zakatuM nathI. ane kadAca khAI jAya to ene pacAvI zakatA nathI paNa emanA zarIramAM mahAna unmAda pedA thAya che. - brahmadatta cakravartinI paTTarANI (strIratna)nuM nAma kurUmatI hatuM. cakavatinI evI zakti hoya che ke te mULa rUpe te paTTarANI pAse rahe che te sivAyanI badhI rANIo pAse vekiya rUpe rahe che, eTale saune ema lAge ke cakravati pitAnI pAse che. ATalA vaikriya rUpe karI ATalI rANIonI sAthe cakavati ekasAthe bhoga bhogave che. jemanI ATalI trAddhi, saMpatti ane vaibhava vilAso che evA brahmadatta cakavatine pitAnA pUrvabhavanA bhAIne viyeganA kAraNe kayAMya cena paDatuM nathI tethI pitAnA bhAInI tapAsa karavA mATe je aDadhe leka pUro karI Apaze tene aDadhuM rAjya ApavAmAM Avaze evI jAherAta karAvI che,

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zAradA siddhi 601 baMdhuo ! ahIM samajavAnuM eTaluM che ke brahmadatta cakravatinA A bhavane bhAI nathI chatAM emanuM bhAI mATe keTaluM lohI uchaLe che! bhAI pratye keTalI lAgaNI che ke bhAIne mATe aDadhuM rAjya ApavA paNa taiyAra thayA che ! Aje AvA bhAI maLavA muzkela che. Aje te eka mAtAnI kUkhe janmelA be bhAIo hoya temAM eka bhAI lAkhe pati hoya ne bIje sAdhAraNa sthitine hoya, mAMDa mAMDa enA peTa pUruM karate hoya chatAM bhAInI khabara lete nahi hoya. pitAnI vAhavAha mATe, pitAne dAnezvarI kahevaDAvavA mATe hajAre ne lAkha rUpiyA paLavAramAM vAparI nAMkhe paNa pitAne sago bhAI raDe che, bhUkhe TaLavaLe che enI khabara letuM nathI. tamane je tamArA puNyathI lakSmI maLI hoya te pahelA tamArA bhAInI saMbhALa rAkhe. pachI jJAtijanonI, svayamI baMdhuonI, pachI gAmanA mANasonI saMbhALa lo. duHkhIonI sevA kare paNa pitAnA sukhamAM ja lakSmIne sadvyaya na kare. je potAne maLyuM che emAMthI potAnI zakti pramANe garIbane-duHkhIne Ape che e sAcuM mAnavuM che. Aje amIrImAM garIbI batAvanAra ghaNuM che paNa garIbImAM amIrI batAvanAra bahu ochA che. ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka tadana garIbamAM garIba kuTuMba eka nAnakaDI jhUMpaDImAM vasatuM hatuM. kuTuMbamAM pati-patnI ane eka traNa varSane bA hatuM. e traNe jaNa jhUMpaDImAM rahetA hatA ne mAMDa mAMDa potAnuM gujarAta calAvatA hatA. eka divasa rAtre acAnaka keIe jhUMpaDInuM bAraNuM khakhaDAvyuM eTale bAIe bAraNuM kholIne joyuM te eka tadana garIba je mANasa AMgaNe AvIne ubho hato. bAIe pUchyuM ke bhAI! zA mATe atyAre tamAre mArI jhUMpaDInuM bAraNuM khakhaDAvavuM paDayuM ? tyAre AvanAra vyakti kahe che bahena! varasAda khUba paDe che. mArA kapaDAM khUba bhIMjAI gayA che eTale ThaMDI khUba lAge che. te mane tamArI jhUMpaDImAM thoDI vAra ubho rahevA deze? te huM tamAre mahAna upakAra mAnIza, tyAre bAIe mIThe AvakAra ApatA kahyuM-bhAI! Ava ne ! emAM mAre upakAra mAnavAnI jarUra nathI. je mAnava mAnavane sahakAra nahi Ape te bIjA kene Apaze? Apa A khuzIthI Ave. ema kahI AvakAra ApIne potAnI jhUMpaDImAM bolAvyA. jhUMpaDImAM eka khUNAmAM khATalA upara ene pati sU hatuM ne bAjumAM nIce ene bAbe sUte hate, eka bAju piote phATalA tUTelA kapaDAM sAMdhatI hatI. ghera mahemAna AvyA eTale bAIe enA patine jagADyo ne kahyuM, uThe! ApaNe ghera mahemAna padhAryA che. tethI ene pati paNa beTho thaye ne eNe paNa atithine Adara satkAra karyo ne kahyuM - dhanya ghaDI ne dhanya bhAgya ke Aje amAre ghera padhArIne amArI jhUMpaDI pAvana karI. baMne mANasonA premabhAva joIne AvanAra te Azcarya cakita banI gayuM ke zuM! A baMne zA. 76

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602 zAradA siddhi mANasanI khAnadAnI che ne garIbImAM paNa amIrI che. Ama vicAra karate hato tyAM bAInA patie kahyuM-bhAI! tamArA kapaDAM khUba bhIMjAI gayelA che te e utArIne A mArA eka joDI kapaDA che te paherI le, tyAre AvanAra vyaktie kahyuM, bhAI! mAre kapaDAM badalavA nathI. tame mane tamArI jhUMpaDImAM besavA dIdhe e tamAre mATe upakAra che, tyAre kahe che-bhAI! emAM ame kaMI upakAra nathI karyo. upakAra te tame amArA upara karyo che kAraNa ke ame rahyA garIba mANasa. amArA gharanA mahemAna banavA keNa Ave? jyAM ame ja bhikhArI hoIe tyAM amArI pAse koNa mAMgavA mATe Ave ? Aje amArA mahAna sadbhAgye amAre tyAM padhAryA che tethI tame amArA upara upakAra karyo che. bhAI! tame bhUkhyA thayA haze te amArA gharamAM lakhe sUko aDadhe roTalo paDe che, te khAI le. AvanAra kahe che bhAI! mAre nathI khAvuM. te paNa parANe Agraha karIne roTalo khavaDAvyo. mANasa premathI lUo roTalo khavaDAve te paNa mIThA lAge. savAra paDI eTale AvanAra vyaktie kahyuM-mane mArA kapaDAM pAchA Ape. have huM jAuM chuM, tyAre kahe che, bhAI! haju kapaDAM pUrA sUkAyA nathI ne tame javAnI vAta kare che? tyAre kahe hA...mAre javuM che. mArA kapaDAM Apa. garIbImAM paNa amIrI batAvanAre kahyuM-tamArA kapaDAM che te mArA che ne mArA che te tamArA che. tame khuzIthI paherI jAo, paNa pelAe khUba kahyuM eTale enA kapaDA pAchA ApI dIdhA ne javA mATe rajA le che tyAre kahe che Aje mArA bAbAne traNa varSa pUrA thayA ne Aje cothuM varSa bese che. ame amArA pramANamAM bAbAnI varSagAMTha ujavavAnA chIe. ame bIjuM te kaMI karI zakIe tema nathI, paNa bAjarIne savAzera loTa kaI garIbane ApIzuM paNa tame rokAI jAo te amane vizeSa AnaMda Ave. AvanAra vyaktie kahyuM ThIka, tame mArI rAha jojo. huM thoDI vAramAM AvuM chuM. ema kahIne e mANasa potAnA mahelamAM cAlyo gayo. mahelamAM jaIne snAna karI sArA kiMmatI vastro paheryA, ane sAthe hIrA-mANeka-pannA-matI vigere ghaNI jAtanuM jhaverAta, senAmahora, rekaDanANuM, anAja, vAsaNuM, vastro, ghI, tela, goLa, khAMDa vigere ghaNI vastuo laIne moTA lazkara sAthe rAjA tyAM AvyA, tyAre peluM garIba yugala te bicAruM prajI uThayuM ke ApaNe zuM gunho che ke rAjA ApaNe tyAM Ave che? zuM e ApaNane pakaDIne laI jaze? Ama aneka vicAra karavA lAgyA. tyAM te rAjAe badhI cIjo jhuMpaDInA daravAjA AgaLa khaDI karI dIdhI ne kahyuM ke bAbA kayAM gayo ? ene mArI pAse lAvo. mAre ene janmadivasa ujavavo che. A garIba daMpati pUche che mArA dIkarAne janmadina che te Apane kayAMthI khabara paDI? rAjAe kahyuM ke tame mane na oLakhe ? je mahemAnane tame rAtre Azraya ApyuM hatuM te huM

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ritA siddhi pite ja chuM. huM rAtre e jovA mATe nIkaLyuM hatuM ke mArI prajAmAM amIrI ane sajajanatA keTalI che. tamAre ghera AvatA pahelAM huM dazA zrImatanA baMgalA khakhaDAvIne AvyuM hatuM paNa mane koI e Azraya na Ape. mAtra tame ja Ape. tamArI sajjanatA ane garIbImAM paNa AvI uttama amIrI joIne khUba AnaMda thayo. mane saMtoSa thayo ke mArI prajA AvI garIbImAM paNa amIrI batAvI zake che. huM tamArA upara khUba prasanna thaye chuM. ema kahIne bAbAne sArA mUlyavAna vastro ane dAgInAthI zaNagArI dIdhe, ane lAkhe nI milkata ApI enI garIbAI TALI dIdhI. jhUMpaDImAMthI zaheramAM laI jaIne eka sAruM makAna baMdhAvIne rahevA ApyuM ne bhAIne pitAnA rAjayamAM sArA hoddedAra tarIke nimaNuMka karI. garIba mANasa mahAna sukhI thaI gaye, paNa enAmAM nAma mAtra abhimAna na Avyo ke na te potAnI amIrI cheDI. jIvanabhara eNe duHkhInI sevA karIne pitAnuM jIvana ujajavaLa banAvyuM. brahmadatta cakravatie potAnA bhAIne zedhavA mATe aDadho kaleka banAvI ApavA mATe jAherAta karAvI che. bIjI tarapha cittamuni ke jemanuM nAma ahIM guNasAra che. e guNasAra khUba dhanavAna kuTuMbamAM janmyA che. emaNe eka ja vakhata zubhacaMdra nAmanA AcAryanA mukhethI jinavANuM sAMbhaLIne emane vairAgya Avye ne mahAna sukha saMpattine tyAga karIne saMyama lIdhe. saMyama lIdhA pachI A guNasAra munirAja grAmanugrAma vicaravA lAgyA. vicaratAM vicaratAM aneka jIvane dharmane upadeza saMbhaLAvatA, ghaNuM jIvanuM kalyANa karAvatAM karAvatAM eka divasa kAMpilyapura nagaranI bahAra udyAnamAM padhAryA. munirAja te pitAnA AtmabhAvamAM, jJAna-darzana ane cAritramAM ramaNatA karanAra che. emane jagatanI paDI nathI. emanuM kAma te mAtra ne dharmane upadeza ApavAnuM che ane svAdhyAya, dhyAnamAM masta rahevAnuM. tyAM zuM banyuM. adharA lokanI pUrti karatA muni" - e udyAnanA eka suMdara bagIcAmAM jyAM munirAja utaryA hatA te bagIcAne mALI reMTa calAvIne kUvAmAMthI pANI kADhIne bagIcAmAM rahelA vRkSene pANI siMcI rahyo hate. e mALI pANI siMcatA siMcatA brahmadatta cakravatie banAvelA aDadhA kalekanuM raTaNa karatuM hatuM. A raTaNa bagIcAmAM beThelA munirAje sAMbhaLyuM. sAMbhaLIne manamAM thayuM ke A te amArI be bhAInI vAta che. te A mALI kayAMthI jANuM ga? munie e mALIne pitAnI pAse belAvI kahyuM ke bhAI! A tuM zuM bele che? mALIe kahyuM- mahAtmA! A aDadhe kaleka te amArA brahmadatta mahArAjA je cakravati che temaNe banAvyuM che ne emaNe jAherAta karAvI che ke je mANasa zlekane pUro karI Apaze tene aDadhuM rAjya Apaze paNa haju sudhI koIe A loka pUro karyo nathI. moTA moTA vidvAne ane paMDitee paNa A leka pUro karyo nathI. A samaye munirAje pelA mALAne kahyuM ke bhale kaI A leka pUro

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64 zAradA siddhi karI zakayuM na hoya paNa huM tane hamaNAM ja pUre karI ApuM. A vAta sAMbhaLIne pele mALI te rAjI rAjI thaI gayo, ane harSa pAmate belI uDaze ke mahArAja ! te te huM Apane mahAna upakAra mAnIza. A saMtane te kaI rAjya joItuM nathI paNa potAnA svAnubhavanI A vAta hatI eTale emaNe tarata pelA aDadhA kalekanI nIce bIjA be pada lakhI dIdhA. "paNa no jhikA nAtAvyA vimuH " ghaNAM mANasa A leka pUro karavA mathatA hatA, paNa koI pUro karI zakayuM nathI, paNa Aje A bagIcAnA mALInA bhAgyanA dvAra khUlI gayA ke enA bagIcAmAM saMtanA pAvanakArI pagalAM thayA ne saheja vAramAM leka pUro karI Ape, eTale mALI khuza khuza thaI gaye. hAza... have mane aDadhuM rAjya maLaze. mAruM duHkha ane daridra TaLI jaze. evA vicAro karete kaleka laIne atyaMta prasanna citta banIne harSabhera muni pAsethI nIkaLIne rAjabhavanamAM Avyo. loka sAMbhaLatA mUrzita thayelA cakravati":- brahmadatta cakravati A samaye siMhAsane birAjatA hatA tyAM gaye ne cakravatine namana karIne Akhe zleka saMbhaLAvyA. brahmadatta cakravati samajatA hatA ke mArA bhAI sivAya koI A loka pUre karI zake tema nathI. te nakkI A mAre bhAI ja lAge che, tethI loka sAMbhaLatAM ja pUrvabhavanA bhAIne nehathI gadgadita thaIne brahmadatta cakravati mUcha khAIne siMhAsana uparathI nIce paDI gayA, cakravati mUcha khAIne paDayA evA ja emanA dAsa dAsIo tyAM doDI AvyA ne saunA manamAM ema thayuM ke A mANasa ahI Avyo ne eNe mahArAjAne kaMIka jaMtaramaMtara karyA. eNe kaMIka kahyuM ne tarata mahArAjA bebhAna banI gayA che, mATe nakkI A mANase kaMIka karyuM che. ema samajIne rAjAnA mANaso ene khUba mAra mAravA lAgyA. have e mALI rAjAnA mANasone zuM kaheze ane brahmadatta cakavati bhAnamAM Avaze tyAre zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - bhImasenane gurUderzananI laganI hatI. gurUnA darzana thatAM enA AnaMdanI avadhi na rahI. mArA dhanya ghaDI ne dhanya bhAgya ke Aje mArI icchA thatAMnI sAthe chakAyanA rakSaNahAra mArA gurUbhagavaMtanA mane darzana thayA. bhImasena tarata ja gurUdevanA caraNamAM paDI gaye. ghaNAM samaye gurUdevanA darzana thavAthI Aje enA haiyAmAM alaukika AnaMdanI laharIo laherAvA lAgI. bhImasenane mIThe Thapako ApatA muni" - pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta khUba jJAnI hatA. teo bhImasenane oLakhI gayA. emaNe vaDanI vaDavAIonA banAvelA phasA tarapha joIne kahyuM-he bhImasena ! tuM A zuM karI rahyo che? A saMta bhImasenane oLakhatA hatAM, eTale nAma daIne kahyuM ke tuM te ujajainI nagarIne mahArAjA, mahA zUravIra-dhIra banIne AvA akAma maraNe maravuM tane zobhe che? tuM A rIte AtmahatyA

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vArA siri karIne tArA anaMtA bhava bagADavA beThe che! he rAjana ! tuM te sujJa che. tuM jANe che ke A saMsAramAM sukha ane duHkha badhuM karmAdhIna che. azubha karmanA udayathI jIvane duHkha maLe che ne zubha karmanA udayathI sukha maLe che. jIvanane akALe aMta lAvIne je karmone kSaya thaI jatA hatA te koNa jIvavAnuM pasaMda kare ? badhA tArI jema gaLe phAMse khAIne jIvanane aMta lAvI deta, paNa evuM nathI banatuM. he bhImasena ! tuM te bhavyAtmA che. pUrvanuM puNyadaye tane AvuM uttama jaina zAsana maLyuM che, vItarAga prabhune dharma maLe che. A uttama dharma pAmIne paNa tuM A rIte AvA akAma maraNe marI rahyo che? he rAjan ! tuM tArA AtmAne jAgRta kara. pUrvakarmathI tArA mAthe AvI paDelA duHkhane samabhAve sahana kara. ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAne dUra kara. e be dhyAnathI to duHkhe ghaTavAne badale vadhatA jaze. karmonA AvaraNa pAtaLA paDavAne badale jADA banatA jaze. mATe tuM AvuM akArya na kara. zubha dhyAna dhara. karmone bhogavatA bhogavatA paNa karmonI nirjarA kara. tuM e vicAra kara ke A je dukha tane paDI rahyA che te tane nahi paNa tArA dehane paDI rahyA che. tuM deha nathI paNa tuM anaMta sukhamaya AtmA che. duHkha te dehane hoya, AtmAne na hoya. mATe he bhImasena ! tuM sAvadha bana. mananI nirbaLatAne khaMkherI - nAMkha, AtmavIryane pharava ane mahApuNyodaye maLelA mAnavajanmane sukRtya karIne sArthaka kara. AcArya bhagavaMta dharmazeSa muninI maMgaLa ane maMjulavANI sAMbhaLIne bhImasenanA badhA paritApa zAMta paDI gayA. mananI tamAma nirAzA ane durbaLatAo bhasmIbhUta thaI gaI. tene AtmA caiitanya svarUpane AnaMda anubhavavA lAgyA, ane duHkhathI thAkelI kAyAmAM tAjagIne saMcAra thaye. jIvananI dhanyatA anubhavata bhImasena":- gurUdevane upadeza sAMbhaLIne bhImasena gadgada kaMThe bolI uThaye he gurUdeva ! Apa te karUNAnA sAgara che. saMsAra samudrathI pite taranArA che ane mArA jevA abhAgI pAmara jIne tAranArA che. Ape samayasara ahIM pahoMcIne mane maratA bacAvI lIdho. je A5na padhAryA hatA te huM phAMso khAIne maravAnI taiyArImAM hatuM. gurUdeva ! Aje mAre janmAre saphaLa thaI gaye. ApanA darzana mAtrathI mArA samasta duHkha dUra thaI gayA hoya tema lAge che. ApanuM kahevuM yathArtha che. sukha ane duHkha karmAdhIna che. jIvanane akALe aMta lAvavAthI karmasattAnI kedamAMthI chUTakAro thavAnuM nathI. mananI durbaLatAnA kAraNe huM ApaghAta karavA taiyAra thayo hato, paNa Ape saveLAe AvIne mane ugArI lIdho. gurUdeva ! Apane mArA koTI koTI praNAma. Apane upakAra kadI paNa bhUlAze nahi. ema kahIne bhImasene tikakhuttone pATha bhaNane gurUnA caraNamAM vaMdaNA karI tyAre munirAje kahyuMhe rAjana ! tArA Atmadharmane tuM bhUlIza nahi. tenuM yathArtha rIte ArAdhana karaje.

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zAradA siddhi ema chellA be zabdo kahIne munirAja javA mATe taiyAra thayA, tyAre bhImasene vinayapUrvaka pUchyuM-bhagavaMta! Apa ahIMthI kaI tarapha padhArI rahyA che? saMte kahyuM ke Aje mAre 60 upavAsanuM pAraNuM che, mATe kaI moTA zaheramAM gaucarI mATe jAuM chuM. A zabdo sAMbhaLIne bhImasenane AnaMda thayo. have te munirAjane vinaMtI karaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 61 bhAdaravA vada amAsa ne gurUvAra tA. 19-9-79 "mAnavajIvananI sArthakatA zemAM ?" sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! atajJAnI bhagavaMte saMsArane eka baMdhana rUpa kahe che. jyAM sudhI saMsAranI lapa jIvane vaLagelI raheze tyAM sudhI paramAtmA banavAnI parama zakti dharAvate AtmA paNa piMjaramAM pUrAyelA mahAna baLavAna siMhanI mAphaka rAMka ane baLahIna banIne raheze. ATalA mATe Atmatatvane ane AtmAnI parama zaktine sAkSAtkAra karavA IcchanAra mANase sauthI pahelAM e Atmazaktine rUMdhI rAkhanAra saMsAranI beDIne teDIne enA TukaDe TukaDA karI nAMkhavA joIe. ATalA mATe zAstrakAra bhagavaMte e zAstromAM e beDIne teDavAnA eTale ke e saMsAra rUpa mahA samudrane oLaMgavAnA sAdhananuM khUba vistArapUrvaka varNana karyuM che. tame samajI lejo ke nAnAmAM nAnA kAryathI mAMDIne mahAnamAM mahAna kArya sudhInuM koI paNa kArya evuM nathI ke je kaMI paNa prakAranA sAdhanono upayoga karyA vinA mAtra emane ema siddha thaI zake, eTale darekanuM sauthI paheluM kArya e che ke AvA uttama sAdhanene zedhIne ene upayoga zarU kare. sAdhana haze te sAdhya maLaze paNa jyAM sAdhana nahi hoya tyAM sAdhyane paDachAyo paNa kayAMthI maLavAne che? zAstromAM ApaNuM parama upakArI tIrthakara bhagavatee saMsAra samudrane taravAnA je je upAye ane sAdhanonuM varNana karyuM che e badhAmAM sauthI prathama ane sauthI mahatvanA sAdhana tarIke manuSya janmane gaNavAmAM Avela che. devapaNuM e koI apekSAe manuSyapaNuM karatAM jarUra caDhiyAtuM gaNavAmAM Ave che paNa e te kevaLa bhautikasukha, vaibhava ane sAMsArika AnaMda vilAsanI daSTie ja. je kevaLa AdhyAtmika dRSTine lakSamAM rAkhIne A baMnenuM nirIkSaNa karavAmAM Ave te nivivAdapaNe manuSyapaNuM sarvottama gaNAya. devapaNuM game teTaluM bhogave chatAM tyAMthI saMsArathI mukti na thaI zake. e te manuSya thAya tyAre thaI zake che. ATalA mATe zAstromAM ThekANe ThekANe manuSyapaNAne eka ucca avasthA tarIke gaNavAmAM Ave che.

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zAradA siddhi 607 baMdhuo! manuSyapaNuM e keI udhAra laI zakAya evI vastu nathI ke jene jIva manamAM Ave tyAre meLavI zake ane manamAM Ave tyAre pAchI ApI zake. e te pUrvanA keI mahApuNyanA phaLa rUpe nadI pASANa nyAye karIne svayaM pitAnI meLe maLatI vastu che. anaMta AtmAoe A sAdhAraNa dekhAtA mAnavadehathI pitAnA AtmAnI mukti meLavI che. vartamAnamAM meLave che ne anaMta AtmAo bhaviSyamAM meLavaze. ATalA mATe manuSyabhavane mahAdurlabha ane mahAmUlyavAna gaNavAmAM Ave che. saMsAramAM koI paNa vastu evI nathI ke jenuM mUlya enA keI paNa prakAranA upayoganuM nirIkSaNa karyA vinA thaI zakatuM hoya. kharI rIte te dareka vastunA mUlya pramANe ene upayoga thAya che. je vastune upaga jeTale mahAna eTalI vastu vadhu mahatvanI hoya che. bhale, pachI e vastu dekhAvamAM game tevI lAgatI hoya. A ja hisAba mAnava deha mATe che. mAnava dehathI thatI sAdhanA ati mahAna che. yAvat mekSa meLavavA sudhInI e sAdhanAnI maryAdA che. mekSa meLavavA mATe mAnavadehanI mahattA che. jeTalI sAdhanA mahAna eTalI mahattA paNa mahAna, tethI mAnavadehanI prApti atyaMta durlabha che. mAnavadeha prApta thayA pachI manuSyapaNunI prApti thavI atyaMta durlabha che. zA mATe? jIvAtmAe pUrvabhavamAM keTaluMya puNya saMcita karyuM hoya, keTalIya zubha pravRttio AdarI hoya ane keTaluMya tapa karyuM hoya tyAre A manuSyapaNuM prApta thAya che. ATalA mATe ene muzkela mAnavAmAM Ave che. baMdhuo ! A rIte manuSyapaNuM bhagavAne mahAdurlabha kahyuM che. tamane A vAta samajANI? saMsAra rUpa kedakhAnAmAM pisavAnA bAraNAM ghaNAM che paNa emAMthI nIkaLavAnuM bAraNuM te eka manuSyabhava che. paheregIra bhUlathI jelane daravAjo khullo mUkIne kadAca cAlyo jAya, kedInA hAthapagamAM beDI nAMkhavAnuM paNa kadAca bhUlI jAya che te samaye kedI jelamAM pUrAI rahe kharo? nA. tema jIvane saMsArarUpI jelamAM pUranAra moharUpI paheragIre bhUlathI daravAjo khullo mUkyuM che. matalaba ke meharUpI paheregIre jIvane saMsArarUpI jelamAM pUryo paNa e paheregIranI najara cukAvI saMsAra rUpI jelamAMthI cheDAve e dharma ane jinazAsana maLyuM. manuSya janmAdi sAmagrI maLI, hAtha pagamAM nAMkhelI kaSAyarUpI beDIo DhIlI thaI gaI che, upazamI che te samaya oLakhIne A jelamAMthI nAsI chUTo. bAkI A jelamAMthI chUTavuM mahAmuzkela che. viSaya kaSA A jIvane jelamAM jakaDI rAkhe che. emAMthI chUTavA detA nathI. viSaya kakSAe te ApaNA AtmAnA guNane khuvAra karI nAMkhyA che. viSaya bhego bhogavavAthI puNyanI pAyamAlI thAya che ne pApanI kamANI ubhI thAya che. viSaye e viSa che e jyAre samajAze tyAre dharma e amRta che e vAta samajAze. viSaye ane kaSAyanA kacarAne dUra karavA brahmacaryanuM pAlana karo, viSaya kaSAyanA Aveza hoya tyAM guNasamRddhi

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* zAradA siddhi AvatI nathI ne vairAgyanA prakAza hAtA nathI. brahmacarya e mahAna tapa che. mahAna purUSonA jIvanamAM tapa-tyAga-zIla-sa Myama-sadAcAranI saurabha mhe'katI hoya che. AvA guNiyala mahApurUSo sa'sAramAM rahIne paNa tyAgI jevu... jIvana jIvatA hAya che. kayAreka evA purUSAthI bhUla thAya teA e bhUlanuM prAyazcita karavA mATe kAyA kurabAna karI de che. zIla dhane nima`La rAkhavA AgaLanA mANasoe kevu. khalidAna Apyu che ! ahI mane eka vAta yAda Ave che : bhAratanA eka rAjyamAM valarAja nAme eka pavitra rAjA thaI gayA. e bhagavAnanA parama bhakta hatA. nyAya, nIti ane sadAcAra Adi guNAthI ala'kRta hatA. emanA vizuddha jIvananA prabhAvathI emanu' rAjya samRddha ne svastha hatuM. prajAjanAne khUba zAMti hatI. prajA rAjAne dilathI khUba cAhatI hatI. A dharmAtmA vallarAjane eka putra hatA. e paNa pitA jevA dhamapremI, nyAyapremI, zIlapremI ane satsa*gapremI hatA. ane sa'sAranA jarA paNa mAha na hatA. AvA putrane joIne pitAnI chAtI gajagaja phUlI jatI hatI. AvA vallarAjane eka vakhata yAtrA karavA javAnuM mana thayuM, tethI peAtAnA dharmiSTha pATalIputra pAse jaI ne kahyuM-beTA ! mArI cha mahinA yAtrAe javAnI bhAvanA che. jayAM jayAM saMta satIjIe haze tyAM huM jaIza ne emanI pAsethI satsa`ganA lAbha laIza. tithine divase pauSadha karIza, ane mArI icchA pramANe e traNa divasa rAkAI na cha mahine pAcho AvIza. tyAM sudhI tuM rAjyanuM' kharAbara saMcAlana karaje. "" "putra taraphathI pitAne maLelA sateSa " :- rAjakumAre kahyu-pitAjI ! Apa rAjyanI bilakula ci tA na karaze. Apane jyAM sudhI satsaMgano lAbha levAnI IcchA hAya tyAM sudhI lejo. putranA vacanethI saMtuSTa thaIne rAjAe tene rAjya seAMpIne eka zubha divase rAjyamAMthI prayANa karyu. yuvarAja kharAkhara rAjataMtra sa`bhALavA lAgyA. jyAre rAjakA mAMthI nivRtta banatA tyAre peAtAnA mitro sAthe dhama carcA karatA ne AtmAnI vAta karatA ne AnaMdathI divase pasAra karatA. rAjAne gayA ne traNa cAra mahinA thayA haze tyAM eka divasa evA gAjhArA ugyeA ke yuvarAjanA jIvanamAM eka bhayakara durghaTanA banI gaI. " panihArIone jotA kumArane Avelo vicAra" :- eka divasa yuvarAja ane emanA mitra mahelanA jharUkhe potAnA mitro sAthe vAteA karatA beThA hatA. te vakhate nagara bahAra kUvethI pANI bharIne panihArIe pasAra thaI rahI hatI. temAM e yuvAna panihArIe mAthe pANInuM cakamakatu kheDu laIne jatI hatI emanA upara yuvarAjanI kiSTa paDI. A baMne nihArIe jANe keAI svagamAMthI devAMganAo na utarI paDI hAya evI saudaryavAna hatI. ene joI ne pavitra hRdayanA zIlapremI

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zAradA siddhi 609 yuvarAjanA dilamAM vikAra bhAva jAgyA ne manamAM khelI uThayo ke kevI sau vAna su'darIo che! A rAjadarabAramAM zeAbhI uThe tevI che. kumAra Ama vicAra karatA rahyA ne nihArIe cAlI gaI. emanI teA A tarapha dRSTi paNa na hatI. emanA gayA pachI yuvarAja ekadama svastha banI gayA ne emanA cittanA gagana upara dhasI AvelI vikAranI kALI vAdaLI ekadama vikharAI gaI. game tema te ya uttama AtmA hatA. hRdaya pavitra hatu. eTale peAtAnA manamAM AvelA kuvicAranA khUba pazcAtApa vadhavA lAgyA. are, mArA manamAM AveA vicAra AbyA ja kayAMthI? mArAthI AvuM akA thaI gayuM ! AvA prakAranI ciMtAthI yuvarAjane kayAMya cena paDatuM nathI. enuM mana udAsa banI gayu. kIDInA caTakAnI jevI vedanA thAya tema pApakanI kIDIonA caTakAnI vedanA thavA lAgI, eTale mukha karamAI gayuM. - " pApanuM prAyazcita karavA kumAre choDelA prANu " bIje divase cuvarAjanA mitre pUchyu-yuvarAja ! Aje tamAru mukha kema karamAI gayuM che ? tamane zuci'tAnuM kAraNa che ? tyAre yuvarAje kahyuM ke gaI kAle ApaNe jharUkhAmAM beThA hatA. te vakhate e sau vatI panihArIone joIne mArA manamAM vikArabhAva jAgyA hatA. tene mane khUba pazcAttApa thAya che ke meM A zuM karyuM? have mAre enuM prAyazcita karavuM che. mitre kahyuM ApaNe kAI mahAtmA pAse jaI ne karI laIzuM. paNa atyAre tamAro pazcAtApa eTalo badhe che ke emAM ja tamArA pApanu' prAyazcita thaI rahyu che. pApanA pazcAtApa jema tIvra tema pApanA vadhu nAza. pApane pazcAtApa mAnavIne dharmanA mahela caNI Ape che. yuvarAje kahyuM ke mitra ! tamArI vAta sAcI che, paNa mane te ema ja thAya che ke Aje mArAthI manathI pApa thaI gayuM che paNa koNa jANe kAle kAyAthI zuM pApa nahi thAya! ane mAru jIvana bhraSTa thaI jAya tA pahelAM mAre te mArA pApanu prAyazcita karavuM che. ema kahetAMnI sAthe mahelanI gelerImAMthI paDatu mUkayuM. dharatI upara paDatAnI sAthe khAparI phUTI gaI ne yuvarAja tarata maraNa pAmyA. 64 kuMvaranA mRtyuthI lAgelA AMcakA " :- A dRzya joIne mitra te stabdha banI gayeA. ceDI ja vAramAM A vAta vAyuvege AkhA nagaramAM prasarI gaI. loko doDatA AvyA ne pUchavA lAgyA ke yuvarAjane ApaghAta karavAnu` kAraNa zuM ? tyAre mitre pUchanArane satya vAta kahI, eTale e vAta paNa bhegI phelAtI gaI. pelI e sau vatI panihArIone paNa yuvarAjanA ApaghAtanI khabara paDI, tethI e paNu jovA AvI. emaNe paNa pUchayu` ke yuvarAjane zA mATe ApaghAta karavA paDacA ? tyAre kAI e emane kahyu` ke emaNe ApadhAta nathI karyAM paNa e sau'vatI panihArIone jatI joIne manamAM vikAra bhAva jAgyA tenu prAyazcita karyu che. A sAMbhaLIne e baMne yuvatIe vicAramAM paDI gaI ke nakkI ApaNe baMne kAle sAthe pANI bharavA gayA hatA zA. 77

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610 zAradA siddhi ne A gAmamAM ApaNuM jevuM sauMdarya keInI pAse nathI mATe nakkI ApaNuM rUpa ja yuvarAjane prANa levAmAM nimitta banyuM che. A hakIkta jANIne be panihArIone khUba AghAta lAge. panihArIoe cheDelA prANa" :- A baMne sagI bahene hatI. emaNe vicAra karyo ke ApaNI pavitratAmAM khAmI che. je ApaNuM brahmacarya nirmaLa hoya te ApaNane joIne vikArInA vikAra paNa zamI javA joIe. tenA badale ApaNuM rUpa joIne yuvarAjanuM mana bagaDayuM. e manana pApanuM prAyazcita karavA emaNe prANa choDayA. he bhagavAna! A zuM thaI gayuM ? baMne yuvatIoe vicAra karyo ke ApaNAmAM khAmI che. jenA kAraNe A paristhiti banI che. AvatI kAle ApaNuM patana nahi thAya tenI zuM khAtrI? AvuM patitAnuM jIvana jIvavA karatAM te bahetara che ke pavitra jIvanamAM ApaNe prANa choDI devA. ema vicAra karIne baMne yuvatIoe e ja rAtre potAnA makAnanI bArImAMthI paDatuM mUkIne prANa choDI dIdhA. bIje divase savAranA praharamAM A durghaTanAnA samAcAra AkhA nagaramAM vyApI gayA, tyAre pavitra nArIoe e baMne yuvatIone aMtarathI vadhAmaNAM ApyAM ne emanA zaba upara puSponI aMjali apa. vRddha strIo kahevA lAgI ke A balidAne eLe nahi jAya. bhAratanI dharatI * upara thanArI bhAvi prajAnA zIlane A gaDha A balidAnanA raktathI vadhu amara banI gaye. putranuM balidAna jANavA chatAM gaurava dharatA rAjA" :- ahIM A vastu banI gaI. have mahArAjA vallarAja kyAM che enI keIne khabara na hatI eTale samAcAra kyAM mekalavA ? yuvarAja saune priya hatA eTale enA avasAnathI AkhI nagarImAM gADha zeka vyApI gayuM. sarvatra udAsInatAnuM vAtAvaraNa chavAI gayuM. divase jatAM theDA ja samayamAM rAja valarAja nagaramAM AvyA. nagaramAM paga mUktA vAtAvaraNa zekamaya lAgyuM. leke ghaNuM chupAvavA jAya paNa chAnuM rahe kharuM? mahArAjA rAjamahelamAM pahoMcyA tyAM te vAtAvaraNa gamagIna hatuM. rAjAe saune udAsInatAnuM kAraNa pUchayuM paNa kaI kahevAnI hiMmata karI zakatuM nathI. saunA dilamAM ema hatuM ke mahArAjA A vAta jANaze tyAre emane ke bhayaMkara AghAta lAgaze? yuvarAja mahArAjAne prANa samA vahAlA hatA. emane AghAta mahArAjA nahi jIravI zake. te ApaNe kadAca rAjA vinAnA banI jaIzuM ne ApaNuM zuM thaze? eTale koI javAba ApI zakatuM nathI, tyAre mahArAjA vatsarAje pUchyuM ke yuvarAja kayAM gayA ? hu Avyo ne e kema dekhAtA nathI, eTale vAtAvaraNa vadhu zokamaya banyuM. have te kahyA vinA chUTake na hato. aMte pradhAne gaMbhIra avAje satya hakIkata rajU karI. A samaye mahArAjAnA dilamAM AghAta te lAge. putra viyeganuM duHkha thayuM chatAM svastha manathI valarAje badhAnI vacamAM kahyuM ke haju mArA pUrvajonA puNyane sUrya madhyAhe tapI

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zAradA siddha 11 rahyo che ethI mArA vhAlasAce putra ane mArI be dIkarIe mAnasika kuzIlatAne mAnasika sparza paNa na karI zakayA ! jIvanamAM kAI kalaMkanA kALA DAgha lAgatA pahelAM ja emaNe peAtAnA pavitra dehamAMthI prANa choDI dIdhA. dhanya che emanA pavitra jIvanane! emaNe mAru' gaurava vadhAryuM' che. duniyAmAMthI bhale tee cAlyA gayA paNa emanu' jIvana amara banAvI gayA che ane mArA prajAjanAmAM koInA manamAM paNa AvI kuvAsanA jAgaze te A pavitra AtmAone yAda karIne peAtAnu' jIvana sudhAraze. mahArAjAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne prajAjaneAe pavitra jIvane jIvavAnA saMkalpa karyAM. ApaNe citta ane brahmadattanA adhikAra cAlI rahyo che. munie pUrA karI Apela zloka mALI harakhAtA laIne brahmadatta cakravartinI pAse Ayai. brahmadatta cakravati zrloka vAMcatAnI sAthe ekadama bhUti thaI ne siMhAsanethI nIce paDI gayA tyAre rAjAnA mANaseA AvanArA mALIne khUba mArapITa karavA lAgyA. Ama te mALI pahelAM kahevAneA na hatA ke meM A zloka banAvyeA nathI, kAraNa ke jo ema kahe ke me' zloka pUrA karyAM nathI te ene aDadhuM rAjaya maLe nahi paNu e zloka vAMcIne cakravati bebhAna banI gayA eTale rAjAnA mANase ene khUba mArapITa karavA lAgyA tethI mALI sAcu' khelI gayA ke bhAI! tame mane mArI nahi. meM A zloka pUrA karyAM nathI. e teA mArI vADImAM koI jainanA sAdhu AvyA che. huM A aDadhA zloka khelatA hatA te sAMbhaLIne emaNe A zloka pUrA karI ApyA che. me' te e zloka ahIM AvIne mahArAjAne saMbhaLAvyA. emAM mahArAjAne zuM thaI gayu enI mane khabara paDI nahi,brahmadatta cakravati zloka laI ne AvelA mALIne joI ne ema samajayA ke A ja mArA bhAI che. huM moTA cakravarti rAjA ane mArA bhAI AvA garIba mALI banyA che! enI AvI dazA ! enA AghAtamAM bebhAna banI gayA. enuM kAraNa pUrvabhavanA sneha che ne ? A e bhAIe pAMca pAMca bhavathI sAthe rahyA hatA ane temanAtha bhagavAna ane rAjematI nava nava bhava sudhI sAthe rahyA hatA. ( ahI' pU. mahAsatIjIe temanAtha rAjematInA nava bhavatu sudara varNana karyu* hatu.. ) caMdanAdi zItaLa upacArothI brahmadatta cakravati svastha banI gayA ne pUchyu pelo mANasa kayAM gayA ? ene jaldI mArI pAse lAvA. mALIne rAjA pAse hAjara karda ne pUchyuM' ke A zloka pUrA karanAra bhAgyavAna tame che? mALIe kahyuM-mahArAjA ! mArA khetaramAM eka jaina muni padhAryA che. temaNe zlokanA be pada joDI ApyA che. A sAMbhaLIne brahmadatta cakravati samajI gayA ke hu' jemane maLavA mATe talasI rahyo chuM, jemanA viyeAgathI jhUrI rahyo chuM. e mArA pU`bhavanA vaDIla aMdhu muni avasthAmAM udyAnamAM padhAryAM che. eTale khuza thaIne brahmadatta cakravati'e mALIne ghaNuM dravya ApIne satuSTa karyAM. dhana maLavAthI garIba mALInu ridra TaLI gayu, eTale

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(12 zAradA si khuza thaI gayA ane cakravartine praNAma karIne cAlyA gayA. have brahmadatta cakravartine peAtAnA bhAIne jaldI maLavAnI laganI lAgI che. ekamekassa ||3|| kaMpillamma ya Nayare, samAgayA do vi citta saMbhUyA | suha dukkha phala vivAgaM, kahaMti te brahmadatta cakravati' peAtAnA bhAIne maLavA mATe javA taiyAra thayA. peAte meTA cakravati che chatAM ema vicAra na karyAM ke huM mANase mAkalIne mArA moTAbhAIne ahIM khelAvI lau. teo jANe che hu emanA nAnA bhAI chuM ne e mArA mATAbhAI che. te nAnAe moTAnA sAme javuM joie emAM mArI zeAbhA che. ema vicAra karIne brahmadatta cakravarti peAtAnA aMtaHpurathI parivruta thaIne meTA ThAThamATha sAthe atyaMta utkaMThAthI potAnA bhAI evA munirAjanA dana mATe udyAnamAM AvyA. udyAnamAM paheAMcatA emanA premanA ubharA khUba vegavAna banyA. pahelAM karatAM paNa emanA prema-sneha adhika svarUpamAM uchaLavA lAgyA. tyAM paheAMcIne munirAjanA dana karyAM. emanI baMne AMkhA AMsuthI ubharAI gaI, ane snehavaza brahmadatta cakravata munipaNAmAM rahelA potAnA bhAIne bheTI paDayA. A rIte baMne bhAIo maLyA ane temaNe paraspara potapotAnA puNya pApanA phaLanA vipAkanI kathA kahI. A gAthAmAM citta sa*bhUtinA nAmathI je kahyuM che te pUrvaMbhavanA nAmanI apekSAe kahyu che. potapotAnA sukha duHkhanI vAta karI rahyA pachI zuM banyu : cakavaTTI mahiDio, baMbhadatto mahAyaso / bhAyaraM bahumANeNaM, imaM vayaNamantravI // 4 // sarvotkRSTa Rddhisa'panna, cha cha khaMDanA adhipati, yazakItine pAmelA brahmadatta cakravatie ghaNAM ja Adara ane vinayapUrNAMka potAnA moTAbhAI ke je zrImaMta zreSThInA kuLamAM utpanna thayA hatA ane jayAre pote maLyA tyAre dIkSAthI ala'kRta che eTale ke munivezamAM che. evA potAnA meATAbhAIne A pramANe kahyuM: Asibho bhAyarA dovi, annamannavasANugA / annamanna maNuratA, annamannahie siNo ||5|| he munirAja ! ApaNe baMne pUrvabhavamAM saheAdara bhAI e hatA. tame mArA moTAbhAI hatA ne huM tamAro nAnAbhAI hatA. ApaNe baMne bhAI e vacce gADha prema hatA. ApaNe sAthe ramatA, jamatA ne pharatA. AvA premasa'panna ane ekabIjAnA hitasvI ApaNe bhAI e hatA. A pramANe kahIne munirAjane vaTvana karIne brahmadatta cakravati kahe che ke huM munirAja ! je rIte Ape mane ApanA darzanathI sa`tuSTa karela che e ja rIte ardhA rAjyanA svIkAra karIne Apa mane saMtuSTa kare. Apa mArA pUrvabhavanA

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zAradA siddhi bhAI che. vaLI Ape ja leka pUro karI Ape che tethI mArI jAherAta pramANe tame ardhA rAjyanA mAlika te kharA ja ne? mATe Apa aDadhuM rAjaya laIne sukhI thAo. mane tamArI AvI dazA joIne khUba duHkha thAya che. ApaNe AgaLanA bhAvamAM kayAM hatA ? dAsA dasaNNe AsI, miyA kAliMjare nage / . haMsA mayaMga tIre ya, sovAgA kAsIbhUmie // 6 // brahmadattanA manamAM ema che ke huM jJAnanA baLathI jANuM chuM ke AgaLanA pAMca bhavamAM ApaNe keNa hatA? tethI pite citta munine kahe che ke he munivara ! ApaNe baMne pahelAM dazArNa dezamAM zAMDilya brAhmaNanI yazomatI nAme dAsInA putra thayA. tyAM dAsapaNe sAthe hatA. tyAM sarpadaMza thavAthI sAthe maryA. tyAMthI mArIne kAliMjara parvata upara haraNa rUpe avataryA. tyAM zikArIoe ApaNane mArI nAMkhyA tyAMthI marIne ApaNe mRtagaMgA nadInA kinAre haMsa thayA. tyAM paNa zikArIe ApaNane bANathI vidhI nAMkhyA, eTale tyAMthI marIne ApaNe baMne kAzI nagaramAM cAMDAlane tyAM putrarUpe avataryA. tyAM ApaNuM nIca jAtinA kAraNe ApaNe parAbhava thaye tethI apamAnita banelA evA ApaNe ApaghAta karavA mATe jaMgalamAM gayA. tyAM ApaNane saMtanA, darzana thayA. emaNe ApaNane dharmane upadeza Apyo tethI ApaNe dIkSA lIdhI." dIkSA laIne khUba ugra sAdhanA karIne AyuSya pUruM thatAM kALadharma pAmIne ApaNe baMne bhAIo devalokamAM gayA. A rIte ApaNe baMne bhAIo pAMca pAMca bhava sudhI sAthe ne sAthe rahyA. (uparanI traNa gAthAnuM varNana AgaLa vistArapUrvaka AvI gayuM che tethI ahIM tenuM vivecana karyuM nathI.) A pramANe brahmadatta cakravatie cittamunine kahyuM. cittamuni emanI badhI vAta maunapaNe sAMbhaLI rahyA che. haju brahmadatta pUchaze ne cittamuni zuM javAba Apaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - bhImasene munine pUchayuM ke Apa kayAM padhAre che? tyAre kahyuM mAre Aje 60 upavAsanuM pAraNuM che, mATe nirdoSa AhAranI gaveSaNa karavA mATe jAuM chuM. A sAMbhaLIne bhImasene vicAra karyo ke mArI pAse mIThAI paDI che te huM saMtane vahorAvIne lAbha lauM. Ama vicAra karIne bhImasene kahyuM ke he mArA upakArI parama kRpALu gurUdeva ! huM mArA mATe ne saMnyAsIne khAvA mATe mIThAI ane pharasANa lAvyo hato. saMnyAsI mAruM suvarNarasanuM tuMbaDuM laIne cAlyo gayo che. amArA mATe lAveluM che, taddana nirdoSa che ne Apane khape tema che. te Apa kRpA karIne mane lAbha Ape te mAro bhava sArthaka banI jaze. aMtaranI bhAvanAthI bhImasene khUba Agraha karyo eTale munie enI bhAvanA ane AhAra zuddha ane nirdoSa che ema jANune pAtra dharyuM. bhImasene atyaMta ullAsabhAvathI harAvyuM. enA haiyAmAM harSa samAtuM nathI. utkRSTa bhAve dAna devAmAM bhImasenanA ghaNuM karmo khapI gayA.

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zAradA siddhi "supAtra dAnanA camatkAra :- je samaye bhImasene saMtanA pAtramAM vaheArAkhyuM te ja samaye AkAzamAM devaduMdubhInA sUra guMjI UThayA. deva vimAnAmAMthI devAe pArijAtaka puSponI vRSTi karI. sugaMdhita jaLanI varSA karI. divya vastronA varasAda varasAvye. ane sADA bAra kroDa seAnAmaheArAnI vRSTi karI. bulaMda svare aha dAna....ahe| dAna....nA ghASapUrvaka dharmAMdyASa muninA jayanAda karyAM ane dharatI upara AvIne deva devIoe vidhipUrvaka AcArya bhagava'tane vaMdyanA karI temaja bhImasene AvA tapasvI saMtane supAtra dAna ApyuM. te mATe tenI khUba prazaMsA karI. devAe potAnI jAte ja rAjAneA pAzAka temaja mUlyavAna AbhUSaNo paherAvI dIdhA. tethI bhImasena eka divya purUSanI mAphaka zAlavA lAgyA. pahelA rAjA te hatA ja paNa enA pApakamanA udaye ene bhikhArI banAvyA hatA. have enuM duHkha ane daridra badhu TaLI gayu. deve enI praza'sA karatA khAlavA lAgyA ke kharekhara ! A mAnavabhava uttama che. jIvane meAkSamAM laI janAra eka mAnava janma che. " mahAmAnava bhImasenanA jaya heA. " ema jayanAda karIne deve te adRzya thaI gayA, paNa A devadudubhInA sUra kaI chAnA rahe kharA ? e te ghaNe dUra sudhI sa'bhaLAya che. devadu dubhInA kaNapriya avAja sAMbhaLIne kSitipratiSThita nagaranA prajAjanAne khUba Azcarya thayuM ke devavrudubhInA avAja kayAMthI Avye ? A nagaranA vijayasena mahArAjAe paNa A nAda sAMbhaLyA. A rAjA jainadhamI ane zraddhALu hatA. jainadharmInu jJAna paNa prApta kareluM hatuM eTale samajI gayA ke A avAja devaduMdubhIneA che. keI dAtAre prabhune dAna vaheArAvIne puNya prApta karyuM lAge che. tethI ahe| dAna.....ahA dAna....evI gheASaNA thaI rahI che. 14 devadu'dubhI e kAraNe vAge che. jayAre tIrthaMkara prabhune koI dAtAra dAna de agara tIthaMkara prabhu ke keAI pavitra saMtane kevaLajJAna thAya tyAre devA devadudubhI vagADe che. tIrthaMkara prabhune dAna de tyAre devA AvA pAMca divyeAnI vRSTi kare che. agara koI tapasvI pavitra sa ta hAya, dravyathI ne bhAvathI zuddha hAya AvA sateAne dAna detA hoya tyAre devA emanA upara prasanna thaIne paMcajyanI vRSTi kare che ne deva duMdubhI vagADe che. harakezI munine jayAre dAna dIdhu' tyAre paNa AvI vRSTi thaI hatI. ahI paNa bhImasene ja dhAcaraNu ugra tapasvI saMtane dAna dIdhu. eTale paca kriSyanI vRSTi thaI ane AkAzamAM devaduMdubhI vAgI. mA sAMbhaLIne vijayasena rAjA rAjyanA hajAro kAma paDatA mUkIne peAtAnA rAjazAhI rasAlA sAthe je taraphathI avAja AvatA hatA te dizA tarapha cAlyA. A tarapha bhImasena rAjA muni jAya che temanI pAchaLa jAya che. ene ATalI sonAmahArA vigere varasyu che e levAnA meha nathI. enI dRSTimAM ene sa'ta sivAya bIju koI dekhAtu' nathI.

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zAradA siddhi 615 ' vijayasena rAjAnI pAchaLa ghaNA prajAjane paNa cAlyA. badhA cAlatAM cAlatAM jyAM AcArya bhagavaMta beThA hatA tyAM AvyA. rAjAe te dUrathI saMtane joyA eTale ghoDA uparathI nIce utarI gayA. mAthethI mugaTa utAryo, zastrAstra bAjumAM mUkyA. ughADA page dharmazeSa mahArAja pAse AvyA. utkRSTa bhAvathI vaMdaNa karI, nagarajanee paNa vaMdaNa karI. jotajotAmAM te nagaranA pAdaramAM ghaNI mAnavamedanI ekatra thaI gaI eTale eka vaDanA vRkSa nIce AcArya bhagavaMte te saune dharmadezanA ApavAne prAraMbha karyo. dezanA pUrI thayA bAda muni AkAzagamana karIne cAlyA gayA, kAraNa ke te jaMghAcaraNa muni hatA. teo gayA paNa temanA darzanathI ane vANIthI je AnaMda thayo che te AnaMdamAM bhImasena masta banI gaye che. bhImasenane atyAre dee rAjazAhI pizAka ane divya alaMkArothI zaNagArI dIdhuM hatuM chatAM ghaNuM duHkha veThayuM che tethI enA deha upara duHkhanA ujharaDA ane zarIra sUkAI gayeluM dekhAtuM hatuM. ghaNuM samaya pahelAM A vijayasena rAjAe bhImasenane ujajainImAM je hatuM temAM ne atyAre emane ghaNe pharaka dekhAtuM hatuM tethI bhImasenane oLakhe muzkela hatuM chatAM dhArI dhArIne jotAM ene oLakhI kADhaye ne vyAkhyAna pUruM thatAM munirAja cAlyA gayA eTale tarata emaNe bhImasenane premathI belA ke ahi ! avaMtI nareza bhImasena ! Aje Apa mArA AMgaNe padhAryA che? A zabdo sAMbhaLatA bhImasenanI bhAvasamAdhi pUrI thaIne tarata vijayasena rAjA sAme joyuM. aho ! A te potAnA sAhubhAI che. ghaNAM varSe pitAnA nehInuM milana thatAM emanI AMkha harSanA AMsuthI UbharAI gaI ne haiyuM harSathI nAcI UThayuM, ane belI uThayA he vijayasena nareza! Apa ahIM kayAMthI ? dene sAddha mila premase, kabase Apa padhAre, nIca anuja parasaMga, tuhe cAra paradeza sidhAze." baMne sAdrabhAI ekabIjAne bheTI paDayA ne premathI maLyA. A kSitipratiSThita nagaranA rAjA pitAnA sADhubhAI thAya che. emanI rANI sulocanA suzIlAnI sagI bahena hatI. A vAta bhImasena jANatuM hatuM, paNa uttama ane sajajana purU duHkhanA samaye keI sage ke sanehIne ghera javAnuM pasaMda karatA nathI. je bhImasena Avyo tyAre rAjAnI pAse gayo hota ne potAnA duHkhanI vAta karI hota to ATalAM duHkha veThavA na paData. paNa svamAnI AtmAo duHkha sahana kare che paNa duHkhamAM kaIne Azraye jatA nathI. te rIte bhImasena ke suzIlA rAjA pAse gayA na hatA paNa Aje anAyAse baMne bhegA thaI gayA. bhImasene supAtra dAna dIdhuM ne devee duMdubhI vagADI tethI vijayasena rAjAne AvavAnuM banyuM ane temaNe pite ja bhImasenane oLakhe, baMne sAtRbhAIo maLyA. baMnenI AMkhamAMthI milananA harSAzruo vahI rahyA. tyAM vijayasena rAjA bolI UThayA.

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- 16 zAradA siddhi "bhImasenane pRcchA karatA vijayasena rAjA" - ahe bhImasena bhUpALa! Apa acAnaka kayAMthI padhAryA? Apa padhAryA che te sAthe sainya, senApati ke pradhAna kaI kema nathI? Ape Avo rAjazAhI pizAka paheryo che paNa kSatriyanA cihna rUpa talavAra ke DhAla e kaMI ApanI pAse kema nathI? ane Apa Ama ekalA kema cho? hA....ghaNA samaya pahelA mane samAcAra maLyA hatA ke ApanA nAnAbhAI harisene kaMIka khaTapaTa ubhI karI hatI. tenA kAraNe Apa, ApanA mahArANI, ane baMne bALake sahita ujjainI nagarI cheDIne cAlyA gayA hatA tyAra pachI ApanA kaMI samAcAra maLyA na hatA. te tyAra pachI zuM banyuM ? Apa atyAra sudhI kyAM hatA ? ane Aje rAjAnA pozAkamAM hovA chatAM rAjAnA nizAnethI rahita ekalA kema cho ? mArI sALI suzIlA rANI ane nAnakaDA devasena ane ketusena e baMne bAluDAM badhA kayAM che? tame emane kayAM mUkIne AvyA che ? Apa A nagaramAM kyAre padhAryA cho ? te mane jaldI kaho. vijayasena rAjAne A jANavAnI laganI lAgI che. have bhImasena vijayasena rAjAne potAnA duHkhanI kahAnI kaheze ne zuM banaze te avasare. | _ \ vyAkhyAna naM. 62 Aso suda 1ne zukravAra "apramatta dazA e jAgRta dazA" tA. 21-9-79 anaMtarAnI, trikALadarzI, vAtsalya vAridhi, premanA pAnidhi sarvajJa bhagavaMtoe kevaLajJAnanI jhagamagatI jAti pragaTAvavAne mATe saMyama laIne sarva prathama pramAdane tyAga karI bhagIratha purUSArtha karyo ne bhavyajIne samajAvyuM ke tame paNa Atma kalyANa karavA mATe pramAdane tyAga kare. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA dazamA adhyayanamAM bhagavAna kahe che ke, evaM bhava saMsAre, saMsarai suhAsuhehi kammahi / nI mAMga vadhu, samaya nAyama mA pamAyaNa 15 che he gautama ! mahApramAdI jIva A janma-maraNa rUpa saMsAramAM zubhAzubha karmo pramANe paribhramaNa kare che, mATe samaya mAtrane pramAda na kare. pramAda kone kahevAya? je kriyAthI jIva bebhAna thAya che, hitAhitanA viveka rahita bane che. jene vaza thaIne jIva sagadarzana, jJAna, cAritra rUpa mokSa mArga tarapha prayatna karavAmAM zithilatA lAve che. tene pramAda kahevAmAM Ave che. pramAda e kharI rIte te AtmAne AnaMda meLavavAmAM vidanarUpa che. enA kAraNe jIva pitAnA tarapha daSTi karI zakatuM nathI. jyAM sudhI jIva pitAnA svarUpamAM ramaNatA nathI karate tyAM sudhI tene bhavabhramaNathI chUTakAro maLatA nathI, tethI je jIvane saMsAra bhayaMkara lAge che, saMsAranA viSayabhegenI asAratA samajAya che ane je svabhAvika

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zAradA siddhi 617 sukhonI IcchAvALA che emaNe pramAdane tyAga kara joIe. apramatta dazA e jAgRtinI dazA che. apramatta dazAmAM jIva hitAhitane viveka karI zake che. e dazAmAM pitAnA aMtaHkaraNamAM pravezatA pAparUpa cArathI potAnA AtmAnI rakSA karI zake che. pramatta dazA e suSama dazA che. jema dravya nidrAmAM AMkha baMdha thAya che tema bhAvanidrAmAM AMtarika netre para paDadA paDI jAya che. sUtelo purUSa jema hita ke ahitane vicAra karI zakatA nathI tema bhAvanidrAmAM paDelo AtmA hita ke ahitane vicAra karI zakti nathI. gADha nidrAmAM sUtelo purUSa potAnA dhana vigerenuM rakSaNa karI zako nathI tema pramAdI jIva pitAne Atmika dhananuM rakSaNa karI zako nathI. ugha vakhate duniyA aMdhakAramaya lAge che tema pramAdI purUSanA bhAvanetra sAme ajJAnane gADha aMdhakAra phelAI jAya che. mATe sujJa purUe pramAdane avazya tyAga karavAnI jarUra che. baMdhuo ! pramAda e karma rUpI rogane utpanna karanAra che. tyAre apramAda e karma vyAdhine nAbUda karavA mATe amegha auSadha che. dareka saMsArI jIvone anAdi kALathI karma rUpa vyAdhi lAgelo che. emAM mULa kAraNa pramAda che. have e karma vyAdhine je jaDamULathI nAza karavAnI IcchA hoya te apramAda nAmanA bhAva auSadhanuM sevana kare. pramAdane jIvanamAM pesavA deze nahi. pramAda karavAthI te karma vyAdhi vadhe che. mATe madha, viSaya-kaSAya-vikathA, nidrA, avata, asaMyama, dharma pratye anAdara, ajJAnatA ane asadAcAra rUpI pramAdono tyAga karI jinezvaradevanI AjJA mujaba dAna-zIla-tapa bhAvarUpI apramAda nAmanA auSadhanuM niyamita, ane zraddhAthI satata sevana kare. anAdi kALathI jIve satata pramAdanuM sevana karyuM che. jIvana gharamAM aho jamAvI gayelA e pramAda rUpI kUtarAne kADhavA mATe apramAdanI lAkaDI laIne hAMkI kADhavA prayAsa kare paDaze. keI vAra dAna ApIne nirAMte besI rahevAze nahi. thoDuM zIla pALIne saMtoSa mAnI levAze nahi, keIka vAra zeDa tapa karIne pachI rAta divasa khA khA karAze nahi. keIka vAra thaDe saMta samAgama karI levAthI nahi cAle. kalAka, be kalAka AtmadhyAnathI kAma nahi paDe. anAdikALathI khUba ja abhyasta karele pramAda satata sAdara apramAdanuM sevana karavAthI dUra thaze. pramAda e pApa che ane e saMsArane mArga che. jyAre apramAda e mokSane mAge che. sakala duHkhanuM mULa je karma vyAdhi che tene jaDamULathI nAza karavA apramAdanuM auSadha sau khAo ane sadA mATe nirogI bane. jvare nivRtta ruciredhate yathA, malegate zAbhyati jAThari vythaa| tathA prabhAde vigate 'bhivadyate, guNAcyayA durbalatA ya nazyati // mANasane tAva utarI gayA pachI jema bhejana levAnI rUci utpanna thAya che, jema piTamAM jAmela maLa nIkaLI gayA pachI jaTharanI pIDA zAMta thAya che tevI rIte jyAre pramAda dUra thAya che tyAre Atmika guNe utpanna thavA mAMDe che. jyAM guNe zA, 78

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}18 zAradA siddhi utpanna thayA tyAM dASA vilaya thavAnI sAthe mana ane AtmAnI dubaLatA dUra thAya che. pramAda e AtmAnA eka roga che. enI hayAti rahe tyAM sudhI Atmika guNNAnA vikAsa thatA nathI. A rAgane dUra karavA mATe samyaktva mAhanIya, mithyAtva mAhanIya, mizra mAhanIya, anaMtAnukha'dhInI cAkaDI, apratyAkhyAnInI cAkaDI, pratyAkhyAnInI ceAkaDI, ane sajjavalanA krodha e mehunIyanI 16 prakRtine upazamAvavI ke khapAvavI joIe. e 16 prakRtie khapAve ke upazamave tyAre apramattAvasthA prApta thavAnI sAthe sAtamu guNasthAnaka prApta thAya. nigI ane baLavAna mANasa jema sahelAIthI uMcANavALA pradezamAM caDhI zake che tema apramAdanA yAgathI baLavAna thayele AtmA sahelAIthI upazama ke kSapaka zreNIe caDhI zake che. sUkSma pramAdano tyAga karavA mATe sthUla pramAdane tyAga karavA joIe. zakti, sAmagrI ane anukULa samaya maLyeA hAya chatAM dharmakaraNI karavAmAM upekSA karavI, ALasa karavI, avazya karavAnI kriyAne anAvazyaka mAnI zuSka banI javu' te save sthUla pramAda che. A pramAdane dUra karIne dararoja be vakhata Atmaci'tananI sAthe pApAleAcana karavu joI e. tratAmAM lAgelA pApAno pazcAtApa karavA. A kArya niyamita karavAthI pramAda dUra thatAMnI sAthe mana ane AtmAnI svacchatA thAya che. eka divasa paNu ALasa karavAthI aMtaHkaraNa rUpa ghaTamAM pApa rUpa kacarA bhegA thAya che, ane tethI AMtarika divyatA naSTa thAya che. pramAdathI jIvatu' keTaluM patana thAya che ne AtmAnA lAbha keTale gumAve che te upara eka dRSTAMta yAda Ave che. koI eka jJAnI, vidvAna sAdhu pAse eka bhAIe vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA lIdho. gurUe sAdhupaNAnI pratyeka kriyA yatnApUrvaka karavAnuM ene zIkhavADayuM. gurUnI hita zikhAmaNa mujakha ziSya paNa sAdhupaNAnI pratyeka kriyA apramattapaNe karavA lAgyA. svAdhyAya, dhyAna, jJAna bhaNavu', gaucarI, paDilehaNu, pratikramaNa Adi badhI kriyAe samayasara apramattapaNe karatA. A pramANe sAdhu jIvananI niyamita kriyAothI tene AkhA divasa kayAM pasAra thatA te khabara na paDatI. kasarata thavAthI zarIra taMdurasta ane mana prasanna rahetuM. A rIte gurUnI sevAbhakti, jJAna-dhyAna vigere karavAthI gurUnI paNa enA upara kRpAdaSTi vadhatI jatI hatI. ghaNAM samaya sudhI ziSya A pramANe karate rahyo paNa pachI ziSyane kriyAe upara kaTALA AvavA lAgyA ke dararAja pratikramaNa zA mATe karavuM joIe ? paMdara divase ke mahinAmAM eka ja vakhata karyuM hoya te na cAle ? rAja zA mATe paDilehaNu karavuM joIe ? kapaDAmAM kayAM sarpa ke uMdara bharAI jAya che! A rIte kaMTALo AvavAthI enI kriyAe mada paDavA lAgI. paDilehaNa eka divasa kare te cAra divasa na kare. pratikramaNa paNa niyamita na kare. gurUnA vinaya temaja kAmakAja karavAmAM

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zAradA siddhi 619 paNa ALasa AvavA mAMDI. AvI aniyamitatAthI enA zarIranI tathA mananI sthiti bagaDI. ene vairAgya paNa maMda paDavA lAgyA. tapa karavAno baMdha thayo. khAvAnI Asakti vadhI. tethI jaTharamAM ajIrNane saMcaya thatAM bimArI lAgu paDI. enuM zarIra kSINa thavA lAgyuM. juo, pramAde keTaluM nukasAna karyuM? pahelA A ziSyanuM jIvana keTaluM niyamita ane jAgRta hatuM, ane have kevuM aniyamita ane zuSka banI gayuM ! AtmasAdhanAmAM keTalI beTa AvI? ATalA mATe jJAnI purUSe kahe che ke pramAda eTaluM patana ane jAgRti eTaluM jIvana. pramAda e AtmAnuM vismaraNa karAvanAra che mATe enAthI sAvadha rahe. pramAda e mahAna doSanI khANa che. jIvane ardhagatimAM laI janAra che. sUyagaDAyaMga sUtramAM bhagavAne, pamA kammamAhaMsu, appamAyaM tahAvaraM / tamavA deto vAva, vAruM pahiyameva vA a. 8, gAthA 3. pramAdane karmabaMdhana karAvanAra ane apramAdane karmabaMdhanathI mukta karAvanAra kahyo che. pramAdI manuSya bAla-ajJAnI kahevAya che ne apramAdI paMDita kahevAya che. ahI A ziSya pahelA paMDita hate. have pramAda AvatA bAla-ajJAnI banI gaye. ziSyanuM AvuM patana thatuM joIne gurUnA dilamAM khUba duHkha thayuM. gurU ziSyane sudhAravA mATe hitazikhAmaNa ApavA lAgyA. sAdhuo je upAzrayamAM rahetA hatA tenI bAjumAM eka gRhasthano baMgale hate. baMgalAne pharate vizALa bagIce hatA. baMgalAnA mAlikanI dekharekhathI mALI bagIco khUba suMdara, vyavasthita rAkhato. eka vAra zeThane paradeza javAnuM thayuM, tethI mALI bagIcAnI saMbhALa rAkhavAmAM taddana bedarakAra banI gaye, ane tethI naMdanavana je ramaNIya dekhAte bagIce chinna bhinna thaI gaye. ziSyane zikhAmaNa ApavAnI taka joIne gurU A pramAdI ziSyane bagIcAmAM laI gayA. bagIce joIne ziSya pUchayuMgurUdeva ! suMdara ne ramaNIya dekhAte bagIce chinnabhinna kema dekhAya che? ziSyanI vAta sAMbhaLIne gurUdeve kahyuM he ziSya! bIjAnA doSa jevA ke kADhavA sahelA che paNa pitAnA deSa tarapha keNa daSTi kare che? tuM tArA zarIra tarapha daSTi kara ke pahelAM tAruM zarIra kevuM sarasa hatuM ne Aje kevuM kharAba thaI gayuM che! tane khorAka paNa pacatuM nathI. jhINe jhINe tAva paNa AvyA kare che. tAre cahere sAva phikko paDI gayo che. Ama kema banyuM? AnuM kAraNa zuM ? tene tane vicAra Ave che khare? zive kahyuM-gurUdeva ! vicAra te thAya che paNa ene upAya zuM? A te zarIrane dharma che. dehanA daMDa dehane bhegavavA paDe che. gurUe kahyuM, bhAI! AmAM dehane doSa nathI, paNa tArA pitAne deSa che. A bagIcAnI ane tArA zarIranI sthiti lagabhaga sarakhI thaI gaI che. A bagIcAne mAlika hAjara hatuM tyAre bagIce

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120 zAradA siddhi niyamita rIte sAphasUpha thatuM hatuM, tethI ramaNIya lAgato hato paNa ene mAlika hamaNAM paradeza gaye che eTale mALI enI barAbara saMbhALa rAkhatA nathI. tethI enI sthiti kharAba thaI gaI che, tema tuM paNa pahelAM niyamita rIte dareka kriyAo karate hatuM tethI tAruM zarIra sAruM rahetuM hatuM ne mana paNa zuddha rahetuM hatuM paNa keTalAka vakhatathI tuM kriyAo karavAmAM pramAdI banI gayela che. darareja A kriyAo karavAnI zuM jarUra che? e na karIe te ethI zuM nukasAna! ema mAnIne tane kriyAo upara kaMTALo Avyo ane badhI kriyAo karavI cheDI dIdhI. tenuM tane A phaLa maLyuM che te tuM Aje jogavI rahyo che. mALInI aniyamitatA ane pramAdathI jema bagIcAnI durdazA thaI che tema tAre pramAdathI tArI paNa A durdazA thaI che. gurUnI hitazikhAmaNa ziSyanA hadayapaTa para kotarAI gaI ane te ja divasathI ziSya pramAdane tyAga karIne punaH pUrvavat badhI kriyAo karavA lAgyA, tethI temanuM zarIra ane mana baMne sudharI gayA, ane cheka sudhI apramatta jIvana jIvI suMdara rIte saMyamanuM pAlana karI AtmAnuM zreya sAdhI gayA. juo, pramAdathI jIvana keTaluM bagaDyuM ne apramAdathI jIvana keTaluM sudharyuM ! - baMdhuo ! A daSTAMta sAMbhaLIne tame paNa tamArA jIvanamAMthI pramAdane khaMkherI nAMkhaje. pramAda jIvane bhavavanamAM bhamAve che ne aneka prakAranA kaSTo Ape che, ATalA mATe cAra jJAna ane cauda pUrvanA jJAtA paTTa gaNadhara gautama svAmI jevA mahAna purUSane paNa bhagavAne Takera karI ke "samaya gAyama mA pamAyae." he gautama! samaya mAtrane pramAda na kare. A Take ApaNe paNa grahaNa karavAnI che. bhagavAnanA vacananI eka Take re cakara banI jAo. Take re cakara bane te hoMziyAra ane Take re cakAra na bane te hevAna, bele, tamAre naMbara zemAM che ? (hasAhasa) tamArA manathI tame samajI leje. bhagavAnanI AjJA pramANe je cAle che tenuM kalyANa thaI jAya che. ApaNu adhikAramAM cittamuni jemaNe saMsAranA sukha-vaibhavane tyAga karIne dIkSA lIdhI che. cittamuni ane brahmadatta cakravarti baMnenuM madhuruM milana thayuM. temAM brahmadatta cakravarti munine kahe che: "devA ya devalogammi, AsI amhe mhiddiyaa| imA No chaTThiyA jAi, annamanneNa jA viNA // 7 // " sAdhupaNAmAM aMtima samaye saMthAra karIne ApaNe pahelAM devalekamAM padmagulma nAmanA vimAnamAM maharthika deva thayA. tyAMthI cavIne (chaThThI paryAyamAM) chaThThA bhAvamAM ApaNe baMne ekabIjAthI vikhUTA paDI gayA. AvuM kema banyuM?

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zAradA siddhi " kayA DhAdhe thayA khudA, ApaNu beu mAMdhavA, kAraNa enuM kahA bhAI, jANavA citta ulase, " 621 he munirAja ! AgalA bhavamAM ApaNe ekabIjA vinA rahI zakatA na hatA. ApaNA prema dUdha sAkara jevA hatA. A bhavamAM e snehanI sAMkaLa tUTI gaI. tA A bhavamAM ApaNe kema vikhUTA paDI gayA te mane kahe. e jANavAne mATe mAruM dila thanaganI rahyu che. e jANavAnI mane khUba jijJAsA che. mATe tame mane jaldI kaho. cittamuni kahe che, he brahmadatta ! tAre jANavu che te sAMbhaLaH jammAniyALanakA, tume rAya! vivittiyA / tesi phalavivAgaNaM, vipaoga muvAgayA ||8|| he rAjan! saMbhUtanA bhavamAM eTale ke caMDALanA bhavamAM jAtithI parAbhava pAmIne ApaNe baMnee dIkSA lIdhI hatI. dIkSA laIne jJAna-dhyAna sAthe tapa karatA ApaNe hastinApuramAM gayA. tyAM mAsakhamaNunA pAraNAne divase tuM gaucarI gayA tyAre eka upasaga Avye. namuci pradhAne khUba mAra marAvyo tethI tamane khUba krodha Avyo ne tejulesyA cheADI tethI AkhA nagaramAM dhUmADA vyApI gayA. enAthI AkhA nagaranA lokeA khaNu khaNu thaI gayA ne khacavA mATe nAsabhAga karavA lAgyA, tethI hastinApuramAM rAjya karatA sanatakumAra cakravartinA manamAM thayu ke A koI daivI propa che. nakkI mArA nagaramAM kAI e sAdhunI gheAra azAtanA karI che. tenuM ja A pariNAma che. mATe hu' emanI pAse jaI ne mAphI mAMgu jethI A prakopa zAMta thAya, ane prajAne ane mane paNa zAMti maLe. e STithI sanatkumAra cakravati emanA mukhya paderANI temaja sarva piravArane laI ne AvyA ne tamArA caraNAmAM paDI laLI laLIne peAtAnAthI agara kaI paNa prajAjanathI aparAdha thayA hoya tenI mAphI mAMgI. meM paNa tamane ghaNu' samajAvyA tyAre tamArA krodha zAMta thaye ne tejIlezyA pAchI kheMcI eTale garamI zAMta zItaLa banI gaI. tamArA krodha zAMta thayA te samaye cakravatinI paTTarANI ApanA darzana karatI hatI tyAre enA vALanI laTanA sheja sparze tamane thayA. e suvALA sparza thatAM ne Rddhi tathA ramaNI jotAM tamAru mana saMyamathI calita thayuM. te samaye tame niyANuM kayuM ke mArA tapanu' phaLa hoya teA huM AvatA bhavamAM Avela meTo cakravarti anu he rAjana! e bhavanI tamArI sAdhanA mahAna karmonA bhukkA khelAvI de tevI ane cakravatinA sukhathI paNa ana...tagaNu sukha apAve evI hatI paNa tame mAhamAM bhAna bhUlI gayA ne niyANuM karyuM. hAthI ApIne gabha lIdhA, hIrA ApIne kAMkarA lIdhA, hAthInI aMbADI upara svArI karavAnuM cheDIne gadheDA upara beThA. kayAM sAdhupaNAnA zAzvata sukha apAve evI uttama sAdhanA! ane kayAM A cakravartipaNAnA nazvara

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22 zAradA sini ane tuccha sukhA! sAdhanA vecIne niyANuM karyuM. e kAraNathI A bhavamAM ApaNe baMne judA paDI gayA. citta muni brahmadatta cakravati ne hajI zu' kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. " caritra " :-bhImasena ane vijayasena ane ekabIjA premathI maLyA. pachI vijayasena rAjA pUche che tame ekalA ja kema AvyA che ? suzIlAbahena, devasena ane ketusenane kayAM mUkIne AvyA che ? e tame mane jaldI kA, tyAre bhImasena ujajainIthI kevI rIte ne zA mATe rAjya cheDIne nIkaLyA ane nIkaLyA pachI kevA kevA duHkho veDhayA e badhI vAta vijayasena rAjAne kahI saMbhaLAvI. bhImasenanA duHkhanI karUNa kahAnI sAMbhaLatAM vijayasena rAjAnuM kALaju` ka pI gayu, AMkhamAMthI ceAdhArA AMsu vahevA lAgyA. gadgad kaThe khelyA. arere....bhAI tame ATalAM badhA duHkhA veThayAM, ane te paNa mArA ja gAmamAM! dhikkAra che mane ! mAga ja gAmamAM mArI sALI ane sAtubhAIe AvA du:kha veThayAM! bhAI! tamAre mAre tyAM ja sIdhA AvavuM hatuM ne ! bhImasene kahyu.-bhAI! yAre mANasanA ghAra pApakarmInA udaya hAya che tyAre sagA paNa zatru khanI jAya che. jo mArA bhAgyamAM sukha bhogavavAnu` hAta tA mArA sage bhAI AvA DhageA zA mATe karata! vagara vAMke amAre rAjya cheDIne bhAgavuM paDayuM ne? e samaye huM tamAre tyAM Avye heta te tame paNa mArA sAmu jovata nahi. satI ajanA seA seA bhAInI ekanI eka lADIlI bahena hatI paNa enA karmInA udbhaya thayA tyAre mA-bApa bhAIoe kAI e enA sAmu na joyu'. are, sAmu' * tA na joyu' paNa eka pyAlA pANI paNa nA pADyuM. emAM koI nA doSa nathI. kamanA udaya hatA. bhImasenanA duHkhanI vAta sAMbhaLIne vijayasena rAjAne lakSmIpati zeTha ane bhadrA zeThANI upara khUba krodha caDhayA. mArI sALI ane sAtubhAIne duHkha denArane tA kharAkhara zikSA karIza. 66 vijayasena rAjAe Apelu AzvAsana" :- vijayasene pUchyuM ke suzIlA ane mALA vigere kayAM che ? bhImasene kahyu* ke amane kADhI mUkayA pachI ame tA gAma bahAra gU paDI banAvIne tyAM rahetA hatA. hu* te ghaNAM samayathI nIkaLI gayA. eTale e leAkeA tyAM grU'paDImAM mahA duHkha veThatA rahetA haze. peAte jhUMpaDI pAse AvIne patnI tathA putronI karUNa hAlata joI hatI, ane peAte gaLe phrAMse khAvA gaye, kANe bacAvyA te badhI vAta karI, eTale vijayasene kahyu -bhImasena ! have tame khilakula ci'tA na karo. huM suzIlA rANI ane mane kumArone levA mATe subhaTane mokala' chu. ema kahI subhaTone gU paDImAM suzIlA tathA kumArone levA mekalyA, ane bIjA subhaTAne hukama karyAM ke tame hamaNAM hamaNAM lakSmIpati zeThane ghera jAe ne temane ane temanI patnI bhadrAne muzkeTATa bAMdhIne baMdIkhAnAmAM pUrI deze. rAjAnI AjJA thatAM subhaTA gheADe besIne lakSmIpati zeThane tyAM gayA ne thoDA suzIlA rANIne teDavA gayA.

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zAradA siddhi 623 patnI ane putronA duHkhamAM sukhanA sAdhane zuM che ?" - subhaTanA gayA pachI vijayasena rAjAe premathI bhImasenane kahyuM he ujajenI nareza! ApanA AgamananA AnaMdathI A azvo paNa haNahaNATa karI rahyA che. Apa padhAro. adhArUDha bane ne mArA rAjamahelane pAvana karo, tyAre bhImasene kahyuM ke vijayasena nareza! jyAM mArA kumaLA phula jevA bALake bheMya pathArI karIne ALoTatA hoya tyAM mane zuM makhamalanI zayyAne ArAma zebhe? jyAre mArI patnI ughADA page lokone ghera kALI majurI karIne thAkIne letha banI jatI hoya tyAre mane zuM A azvonI savArI karavI zebhe ? tamArI lAgaNI ne prema che paNa jyAM sudhI mAruM kuTuMba mane bheguM nahi thAya tyAM sudhI ghoDA upara nahi besuM eTaluM ja nahi paNa eka paNa sukhanA sAdhanane upaga nahi karuM, mATe tame mane kSamA karo. vijayasene kahyuM ApanI vAta sAcI che paNa have tamAruM duHkha gayuM samaje. duHkhane kALa vItI gaye. have sukhane kALa Ave che, mATe ciMtA na karo, subhaTo suzIlA rANIne levA mATe gayA che te emane laIne sIdhA rAjamahele jaze. te ApanI IcchA ghoDA para besavAnI nathI te ApaNe sau pagapALA cAlIne tyAM jaldI pahoMcI jaIe. ema kahIne baMne rAjAo ghaNAM mANase sahita pagapALA cAlIne nagaramAM jAya che. tyAM AkAzamAMthI devavANI thaI ke "suvarNamudrA bhImasenakI, je legA aura, zIza uDegA IsI vakata meM milasI daMDa kaThera." he nagarajana! tame sAMbhaLI leje, je sADA bAra koDa sonAmaheronI vRSTi thaI che te badhI bhImasena mahArAjAnI che. keI e bhUlathI paNa sonAmahora levI nahi. je kaI laI jaze tenuM mastaka dhaDathI juduM thaI jaze, mATe kaI ene aDazo nahi. bhImasenane te senAmahoro paNa yAda AvatI na hatI. tyAM devavANI thaI eTale vijayasena rAjAe tarata ja senAmaha bhegI karAvIne rathamAM bharAvIne rAjamahelamAM laI jaIne alaga rAkhavAnI sUcanA karI ane thoDuM AgaLa cAlyA tyAM te suzIlA rANIne levA mATe gayelAM subhaTo pAchA AvyA. ' vijayasene kahyuM tame badhA rANIne lIdhA vinA kema pAchA AvyA? tyAre subhaTee kahyuM mahArAjAdhirAja! mahArANI ane rAjakumArone te bhadrA zeThANIe mAra mArIne kADhI mUkayA che, ane teo je jhUMpaDImAM rahetA hatA te jhUMpaDIne paNa e bhadrA zeThANIe bALI mUkI che, ane teo kayAM rahe che tenI koIne khabara nathI. tyAM rahetA pADozIe A samAcAra ApyA che. A samAcAra sAMbhaLatAM bhImasenanA haiyA upara vIjaLI tuTI DI. enA mukhamAMthI kAramI cIsa nIkaLI gaI ne mUchita thaIne jamIna para paDI gaye. bIjI tarapha bhadrAnA AvA vartanathI rAjAne krodha te hate ja temAM A sAMbhaLI vizeSa kola Avyo. have vijayasena rAjA bhImasenane samajAvaze ne pachI jAte suzIlAnI zodha karavA jaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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vyAkhyAna naM. 63 Asuda 2 ne zanivAra tA. rara-9-79 anaMtajJAnI kahe che ke macchara jJAna cAritrafna elamar: samyagadarzana, samyagajJAna ane sammacAritra e traNane suyoga thAya tyAre jIvane mokSa thAya che. samyaktva vinA karelI kriyAo bahu phaLadAyI banatI nathI. samyapha sahita karelI kriyAo jIvane mahAna phaLa ApanArI bane che. jevI rIte je dhanathI leza mAtra sukha maLatuM nathI tenuM nAma dhana nathI. je sukhamAM saMtoSa ke samatAne ArvibhAva nathI tenuM nAma sukha nathI. je saMteSamAM AtmasaMyama nathI tenuM nAma saMtoSa nathI ane je saMyamamAM samyaphadaSTi nathI tenuM nAma saMyama nathI. samyakatva sahita saMyama e ja sAco saMyama che. dhana te te sAcuM kahevAya ke je dhana sukha Ape. sukha te che ke je sukhathI manamAM saMtoSa ane prasannatA prApta thAya che. saMtoSa paNa te ja che ke je saMteSathI cittavRttio zAMta thaI saMyamamAM pariNata thAya che. tema saMyama paNa te ja che ke jenuM mULa samaddhidaSTimAM repAyeluM che, mATe dareka chAe samyaktva prApta karavAnI jarUra che. samyagRSTi AtmA cAhe te kiyA karato hoya te paNa temAM Atmika bhAva bhareluM hoya che. samaktiI jIva rAmAyaNa, mahAbhArata Adi sUtro vAMcate hoya te paNa ene bhagavatI Adi samasUtro vAMce tevA bhAva Ave che. je AtmAne samyaktvanI prApti thAya che te AtmA paritasaMsArI banI jAya che. ekavAra samakti spaze, nikaTabhavI banI jAye, mArga ane vizuddha bane to vimAnika gati pAme, vaimAnika gati pAme, mithyAbhAvane vase, traNa ke paMdara bhave mokSa gatimAM jAye.. jANe Atma bhAvathI zraddhA thAtAM samakinI kahevAya, samakitI pAmIne mAnava saMyama pathe jAye jinezvara bhagavAnanA vacanamAM anurakta banele samakitI jIva nikaTabhavI eTale ke ochA bhava karIne mokSamAM jAya che. te ochAmAM ochA traNa ne vadhumAM vadhu paMdara bhave e mokSamAM jAya che samyaphavarUpI sUryane udaya thatAM mithyAtvane gADha aMdhakAra cAlyo jAya che ane jIvane mokSanI rUcI jAge che. samakitIne mokSa pratye prema hoya che ne saMsAra pratye aNagamo hoya che. jema eka bApane be dikarA hoya. temAM eka dIkaro e uDAu pAka che ke vahepAramAM pisA gumAvyA ja kare che. bApa ene kahe beTA ! tuM vahepAra na karIza te paNa na mAne bApanI AjJA viruddha kAma kare che chatAM AbarU Ijajata jALavavA mATe ene alaga karI zakAtuM nathI, tethI ene sAcava paDe che, paNa aNagamAthI. enA upara rAga hote nathI. evI rIte samaktiI jIva saMsArane sAcave khare paNa premathI nahi, paNa aNagamAthI sAcave che. bIjo dIkarI kamAla che. je vahepAra kare temAM kamANI karIne Ave evo che. sAthe vinayavaMtane

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625 zAradA siddhi bhaktivaMta che. nAma dIpAve eve che. A dIkarAne bApa sAcave che pUrNarAgathI. enA para pUro prema che. A rAga samyaphIne mokSa para che. "samakitI saMsArane harAmakhera mAne che " paNa pilA uDAu dIkarAnI mAphaka ene alaga karI zakatuM nathI. tattva uparanI rUcI bIjA kuLadIpaka dIkarA samAna che. te jIvane tAraNahAra che. "samakitI jIva saMsArane guMDAnI galI mAne che ne enAthI cetatuM rahe che." ene choDIne javAmAM pitAnuM hita mAne che. e samaje che ke aMte madhamAkhIne jema paga ghasavA paDe che ane vAgharI badhuM lUMTI jAya che evI rIte mUkha jIve ubhA karela AkhA saMsArane kALa rUpa vAgharI laI jaze ane cha behAla banI jaze, mATe jJAnI kahe che ke he jI ! tame cete ane dRSTi phera. saMsArane, jaDa padArthone ane kaSAne mitra na mAne, upakArI na mAne. saMsAra e te meha duzmanane kile che. enAthI chUTe. saMge temAMthI na nIkaLavA de te paNa tene lUTAro mAne. jenakuLane e prabhAva che ke janmathI vairAgyanA vAtAvaraNa jovA maLe, sAMbhaLavA maLe, gaLathuthImAM saMsAranI asAratAnA pAna karavAnA maLe che. kevuM mahAna sadbhAgya che AvuM rUDuM jainazAsana ane jainakuLa ApaNane maLyuM che te ene barAbara lAbha uThAve ne saMsAra taraphane rAga ghaTADe. je saMsArane rAga ghaTADe che te mokSanI TikiTa kharIde che. cAlu adhikAramAM brahmadatta cakravati cittamunine pUche che ke he bhAI! ApaNe pAMca pAMca bhava sudhI sAthe rahyA ne A chaThThAbhavamAM judA kema paDI gayA? cittamuni kahe che sAMbhaLa. nirakhI nadhi ane ramaNI vaLI, cakavati sanatakumAranI, kSaNika saukhya viSe banI AMdhaLA, paradu:kha taNuM bIja vAvIyA. sAdhupaNumAM sanatkumAra cakavatinI Rddhi ane ramaNa A badhuM joIne tuM aMjAI gayuM ane e sukha meLavavA mATe te niyANuM karyuM. bhautika sukhanA TukaDA meLavavA mATe AvuM uttama mokSanuM sukha ApanAra cAritrane tuM hArI gayo. cAritranI akhUTa ane gire mUkIne bhautika sukhanA TukaDA mAMgyA. mokSanA mahelamAM mahAlavAnI maja cheDIne A saMsAranA jhuMpaDAmAM paDI rahevAnuM te pasaMda karyuM " vAryo tu ne tadapi na sUjhayuM, mohamAM bhAna bhUlyo, kaDI sATe amulakha hIre, hAthathI teM gumAvyo, karmagraMthI niyati thakI te mUkha thaIne vadhArI jJAnAdi je nija guNa taNI, cira zAti gumAvI. >> te niyANuM karyuM tyAre meM tane khUba samajAvyo paNa jema koIne sarpadaMzathI jhera caDhayuM ane bebhAna banyo pachI DhelanagArA vAge te paNa te jAgatuM nathI. tema tane. paNa mehanA halAhala jhera caDhI gayA hatA. e mehanA jherathI bebhAna banelA zA. 79

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darama zAradA siddhi te mArI vAta sAMbhaLI nahi. sayamanA sukhA AgaLa A tArA cakravartinA sukhA tA tuccha che. e koDI jevA sukhA mATe te* amUlya kohInura hIro ApI dIdhA. hIro ApIne keADI levAnI mUrkhAI kaNa kare? ApaNe te kayAM cAMDALa jevA nIca kuLamAM janmyA ne kayAM satanA yoga maLyo! sate dayA karIne amUlya kohInura jevu sayama ratna ApaNane Apyu. sayama laIne te ugra tapazcaryA karI kAyAne sUkavI nAMkhI paNa te kAmane sUkavyo nahi. saMsAranA tyAga karyAM paNa vAsanAnA tyAga na karyAM eTale te niyANuM karyuM. huM brahmadatta ! cakravatinI strIratnane ane tenI Rddhine te joI ane tAruM mana saMyamathI calAyamAna thayu. jo A vakhate te kAma zatru upara vijaya meLaveleAhAta teA tArI pAse khuda IndranI IndrANI Ave ke cakravartinI srIratna Ave te paNa tArI dRSTimAM kASTanI putaLI dekhAta, hADakAnA mALA dekhAta, lAhI-mAMsa ane parUthI bharelI azucInI gaTara jevuM tane dekhAta paNa tuM teA ramaNInA rUpamAM mugdha banyA, ane cakravatinI RSi joI ne aMjAI gayA, paNa pachI mAruM zuM thaze tene te vicAra na karyAM. uttama cAritrarUpa bagIcAmAM vicaravAnu... cheDIne catu`tinA cAgAnamAM bhamavAnu kAma karyuM. me' tane niyANAnI AlecanA karavAnI kaDI, te paNa tuM samajyo nahi. viSaya vAsanAmAM tAruM citta joDAyuM. kayAM gayu' tArA sayamanuM satva ! baMdhue ! sattva eTale zuM? 'taramAM jAgatI kSudra vRttiene dabAvavI, Avezane dabAvavA, AtmAhitakara vRtti vikasAvavI tenu' nAma satya. vrata laIne tene pALavAmAM sAhisaka thavu. te sattva. sattvazALI purUSa dIna na hoya. zUravIra ne dhIra hAya. kAyara na heAya. sa MsArI jIvAmAM paNa keTaluM. sattva hAya che! vikramAdityanA jIvanane eka prasaMga che. je paraduHkhabhaMjana vikramarAjA thaI gayA te jayAre rAjA banyA na hatA tyAre eka vakhata emanA mitranI sAthe pharavA gayA. pharatA pharatA eka divasa rAhuNAcala parvata upara paheAMcyA. rAhaNAcala parvata upara ratno ghaNAM maLe che, paNa jene ratna joIe te jamInamAM kuhADo mArIne ema bele hA....za. ema khelIne raDe to ene ratnA maLe. evI enI vidhi hatI. A vAtanI vikramAdityanA mitrane khabara hatI eTale eNe vikramAdityane vAta karI ke mitra! tamAre ratna joIe che ? jo ratnAnI jarUra hAya te! tame hAthamAM kuhADI le ne A jagyAe jamIna kheAdavA mATe kuhADAnA ghA karA ne sAthe ema beleA ke hA....za. ATaluM kholIne raDavAnu, te ratnA tamane maLaze, tyAre vIra vikrame kahI dIdhu` ke mAre evI rIte ratnA joItA nathI. zu' huM ratnA mATe hA....za kahuM ne raDu ? huM tuccha ratnA mATe evA dIna nahi khanu. ema kahIne vikrame AgaLa cAlavA mAMDayuM, tyAre mitranA manamAM thayuM ke atyAre vikrama pAse dhana nathI. amAre AgaLa javu che to dhananI tA jarUra paDaze. dhana nahi hAya

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zAradA siddhi 127 te herAnagati thaze. ema vicArIne enA mitre eka yukti karI. vikramanA hAthamAM kuhADI ApIne kahyuM bhale, tame hAza na belazo ne raDaze paNa nahi. mAtra kuhADIne ghA te kare. vikrame kahyuM hatuM. te karIza. ema kahI hAthamAM kuhADI laIne je vikama ghA kare che te ja vakhate mitre vikramanA kAnamAM kahyuM. are, mAtAjI gujarI gayA. A samAcAra sAMbhaLatA vikamanA mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI paDayA. he...hA...za mArI mAtA gujarI gayA ? ATaluM bolatAM AMkhamAMthI AMsu sarI paDyA, eTale tarata kuhADInA eka ja ghAe rane nIkaLyA. pachI mitre vikramane chAne rAkhatA kahyuM raDaze nahi. e vAta khetI che. keInA samAcAra AvyA nathI, paNa A te ratna meLavavA mATe eka yukti racI hatI. A sAMbhaLIne vikame tarata ja rane kAMkarAnI jema phagAvI dIdhA. tame kapaTa karIne mane dIna banAvyo ne! e dInatAthI maLeluM dravya mAre na joIe. vikramamAM kSatriyapaNAnuM keTaluM satva hatuM! keTaluM khamIra ne gaurava hatuM ! baMdhuo ! jenAmAM satta hoya tenAmAM vadhAre paDatA krodha, mada, lebha ke kAma na hoya. satvazALI vyakti kodha, lebha Adi na kare. Aje A pavitra dezamAM guNane, satyAdine, satvane hAsa thaI rahyo che. pAzavI vRttio phelAI rahI che ne divya vRttione te dezavaTe apAI rahyo che. savazIla mANasa kadI akaLAya nahi. eka kUtaruM bIjuM navuM kUtaruM dekhe te tyAM bhasavA lAgI jAya ane koI ene roTalAne TukaDe Ape tyAM paga cATavA, gela karavA ne pUMchaDI paTapaTAvavA sudhInI dInatA karavA lAgI jAya. jyAre hAthI ke satvazIla ! enI sAme sense kUtarA bhase te paNa gaNakAre nahi. enI sAme najara sarakhI na kare. e te enI mastImAM masta hoya. IdrinA viSayone vaza thavuM e zvAna jevuM vartana che. Aryadezane sAtvika manuSya te AMkhane kahI de ke parastrInuM rUpa mAre jevuM harAma che. svastramAM saMteSI ema kahI de ke Aje te parva tithine divasa che mATe brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM joIe. saMgItanA sUra kAne athaDAya tyAM kahI de ke hamaNAM mAruM citta bhagavAnanA guNa smaraNamAM rokAyeluM che, mATe hamaNAM A sAMbhaLavAnI mane kurasada nathI. AvuM satva tamArA jIvanamAM khIla, ane arihaMta prabhunA zaraNe jAo te krodha kapAI jaze, mAna marI jaze, khumArInI khuvArI thaI jaze. kAma, mAyA, lebha, IrSyA vigere duguNe jIvanamAMthI cAlyA jaze ne jIvana sukhI ane unnata banaze. TUMkamAM bhejana vinA cAlaze paNa sattva vinA jIvanamAM nahi cAle. sattva vinAnuM jIvana prANa vinAnA kalevara jevuM che. citta muni brahmadattane kahe che ke he brahmadatta! je mANasa jIvanamAMthI satvane jatuM kare che te zUravIra nahi paNa kAyara che. te AvuM niyANuM karIne tArA jIvanamAM raheluM satva bALI nAMkhyuM ne cAritrathI keTale dUra pheMkAI gaye ! have keNa jANe kayAre cAritra maLaze? tane khabara che ke saMsAra te bhaDabhaDate dAvAnaLa che. AvuM

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28 zAradA sidi jANyA chatAM te' AvI halakI IcchA karI ! te niyANuM karyu tethI ApaNe baMne bhAI A judA paDayA. A vAta sAMbhaLIne brahmadatta cakravati cittamunine zu' kaheze avasare. caritra:- bhImasena rAjA ane vijayasena rA^ 'ne pagapALA cAlIne rAjamahelamAM jaI rahyA hatA. pAchaLa ghaNA mANaseA hatA. te vijayasena rAjA ane bhImasena rAjAnA jayajayakAra beAlAvatA kheAlAvatA cAlatA hatA. jue, A kamanA khela kevA che ! Aja sudhI bhImasena A nagaramAM ja rahetA hatA ne? tyAre ene koI bhAva pUchanAra na hatuM ne bhUkhyA tarasyAnI kAI khabara letuM na hatuM. Aje enA puNyanA udaya thayA che eTale enA nAmanA jayajayakAra khelAvI rahyA che. ene khammA khammA kare che. kamanI gati nyArI che. ghaDIkamAM rAjAne raMka ane rakane rAjA anAve che, bhImasenanA jIvanamAM Avu' ja 'manyu' che. peAte pahelA rAjA hatA ane nAnAbhAI harisenanA prakApanA kAraNe uMghamAMthI jAgIne rAjamahela cheoDIne bhAgavuM paDayuM hatuM. bhImasena ane vijayasena rAjA rAjamahela tarapha jAya che tyAre rastAmAM subhaTa AnyA. temaNe suzIlA ane bALakonI vAta karI. A sAMbhaLatAM bhImasena mebhAna banI gayA. vijayasena rAjAe khUba pavana nAMkhyA. lokoe hAre| upacAra karyAM tyAre bhAnamAM AvyA. vijayasene kahyu, bhImasena ! tame DhIlA na thAe. svastha aneA. suzIlAdevI ane baMne kumArane hamaNAM zeAdhI kADhIzu.. juo, me badhA subhaTone temanI tapAsa karavA mAMkalI dIdhA che, mATe tame dhIraja rAkho. humaNAM gheADIvAramAM ja ApaNane emanu milana thaze. bhImasene kahyu-mahArAjA! me ghaNI dhIraja rAkhI. ghaNuA viyAga sahana karyAM. have huM eka kSaNa paNa emane viyeAga sahana karI zakuM tema nathI. mAru' aMtara mArI patnI ane bALakone maLavA mATe adhIru' manyu' che. ahA! e bicArA atyAre kayAM rahetA haze ? kayAM gayA haze ne zuM khAtA haze ? hu' jAte ja emanI zodha karavA jaIza. e maLaze te ja rAjamahelamAM AvIza, bAkI mAre tamArA mahelamAM Avavu' nathI. mArI patnI ane mALako duHkhamAM hoya te mAre rAjamahelamAM AvIne zu karavuM che ? ema kahIne bhImasena rAjA ubhA thaI gayA tyAre vijayasene kahyuM, cAleA, huM paNa tamArI sAthe AvuM chuM. A baMne rAjAe ghaNAM meTA subhaTanA samuha sAthe nagaramAM ne nagaranI bahAra zeAdhAzeodha kare che. nagaranI galIgalImAM badhe ja tapAsa kare che, paNa kyAMya emanA patto paDatA nathI. have zu khanaze te vAta avasare. Aje khA.--bra. bhAvanAbAI mahAsatIjInI ma'gala tapazcaryAnI pUrNAhUtinA chellA divasa che. emanI 34 upavAsanI bhAvanA Aje paripUrNa thai che. AvatI kAle temanuM pAraNuM che. Apa sau 34 divasanA sArA vrata niyama levAno nirNaya karIne Avaze. cu 5 Wan

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vyAkhyAna naM. 64 Aso suda 3 ne ravIvAra tapanA teja tA. 23-9 79 bA. , ugra tapasvini pU. bhAvanAbAI mahAsatIjInI 34 upavAsanI tapazcaryAnA pAraNuM prasaMge ApeluM mananIya pravacana sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMta jJAnIoe tapanI khUba vizeSatA batAvI che, mATe huM Aje theDuM tapa upara kahevA mAMguM chuM. khAnapAna pratyenI Asakti ane dehanA mamatvane dUra karavA mATe tapa e sarvazreSTha sAdhana che. tapathI karmanI paraMparA ane anAdikALathI baMdhAyelA cIkaNuM karmo baLIne bhasmIbhUta thAya che. jyAM sudhI zarIra paranuM mamatva dUra na thAya tyAM sudhI tapa thaI zakato nathI. tapa japanI ArAdhanAthI aneka prakAranI labdhio ane zaktio prApta thAya che. aMtarAtmAmAMthI zaktione zrota vahevA mAMDe che. tapa karavAthI bhale zarIra sUkAI jAya che paNa AtmabaLa vadhe che. AtmAnuM teja jhaLakI uThe che. tapamAM AvI mahAna zakti rahelI che. jIvanamAM AvatA aneka prakAranA avarodha, aMtarA ane vine tapa dharmanI ArAdhanAthI dUra thAya che. tapa dvArA zarIramAM vartatA bhayaMkara roga paNa dUra thAya che. kaI dhAtune zuddha karavA mATe prathama ene tapAvavI paDe che, tema karmarUpI ja kathIra vaDe kharaDAyelA AtmAne zuddha karavA mATe tapa dvArA tapAvavo paDe che. tapa vinA tRpti nahi, tRpti vinA zuddhi nahi ane zuddhi vinA siddhi nahi." AvI maMgalamaya tapanI ArAdhanA karavAmAM pramAda na kare. jIvananI vizudidha mATe aMtaranA abhAvathI tapa dharmanuM ArAdhana kare ke jethI jIvana maMgalamaya, kalyANamaya ane karmamalathI rahita tejasvI bane. ApaNuM karmo lIlA lAkaDA jevA che. karmarUpI lIlA lAkaDAne sUkavavA mATe ApaNe tapa karavAnI jarUra che. tapa e karma rUpI zatrune jItavA mATenuM amodha zastra che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA navamA adhyayanamAM bhagavAne kahyuM che ke tavanArAyajuttaNa, mittaNa kammakaMcu / muLI vidyA saMgApo, mavALA pafmuka I 22 . vItarAga bhagavAnanA saMte karma rUpI zatrune jItavA mATe hAthamAM taparUpI dhanuSya le che. jenA hAthamAM dhanuSya hoya tene vAgha-siMha Adi jaMgalI pazuone bhaya rahetuM nathI. e nirbhayapaNe jaMgala pasAra karI jAya che tema bhavATavImAM bhramaNa karatA che paNa vItarAga prabhunuM AvuM anupama zAsana pAmIne saMsArathI virakta banI jAya che ane tapa rUpI dhanuSya hAthamAM le che te dhanuSyathI karmarUpI kaMcukane eTale ke karmarUpI zatrune bhedIne saMgrAma rahita bane che, eTale ke karmarUpI zatruo upara vijaya meLave che ane caturgatinuM cakkara choDI paMcamagati mokSane meLave che.

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130 zAradA siddhi baMdhuo ! ApaNe badhAe paNa mokSamAM javuM che ne ? mokSamAM javA mATe sarva prathama daza saMjJAo upara vijaya meLavI paDaze. daza saMjJAo kaI che te jANe che?, AhArasaMsA, bhayasaMjJA, maithuna saMjJA ne parigraDa saMjJA, krodha-mAna-mAyA-lebha, lekasaMjJA ane e ghasaMjJA. e daza saMjJAo anAdikALathI jIvane vaLagI che. ene pratirodha karavAne che. jIvanamAM saMjJAone ghoDApUra Ave che, tenI sAme killebaMdhI karavAnI che. e killebaMdhImAM eka paNa kANuM haze te nahi cAle. nahitara emAMthI pUranA pANI pesI jaIne avasare bhayaMkara vinAza sarje che. saMjJAonA tephAne caDhelA jagatanA bUrA hAla Aje kyAM pratyakSa nathI dekhAtA? saMjJAnI jIvanabhara lata rAkhavAthI parama pavitra paramAtmA, sadgurU ane dharmanI sevA mUkIne mehAMdha ane ajJAna evA adhama AtmAone 18 pApanI kALI ramata ramavI paDe che. e kayAM anubhavanI bahAra che! e keTaluM duHkhada ane zaramajanaka che. saMjJA e janmasiddha aMdhApAnI jema, ethI anaMtaguNa kaSTadAyI janmasidadha roga che. eNe zuM karAvyuM ? badhuM yAda rakhAvyuM. mAtra AtmAne ja bhUlAvyA. eNe aneka prayatna karAvyA paNa te badhA svArthanA. paramArthanA nahi. saMjJAoe mAnavabhavanI saphaLatA uDAvI dIdhI. saMjJAone AdhIna banelAnuM zarIra mAnavanuM hoya che paNa hRdaya pazu jevuM banI jAya che. pachI pazunA hRdayavALA mAnavazarIre e baLIyAnA be bhAga e nyAye nirbaLane kacaraze. kuTuMbane trAsa Apaze, mitradroha, dezadroha, dharmadroha karatA nahi acakAya. abhimAna ane daMbhane te jANe IjAradAra banavAne. tyAgI, virAgI ane dharmAtmAone niMdaka banavAne. ahAhA... he saMjJA ! tAre ke julma! mATe prabhu pAse ApaNe eTaluM mAMgIe chIe ke he prabhu ! mane A saMjJA rUpa DAkaNanA pAzamAMthI jaladI mukta karAva. daza saMjJAomAM sauthI prathama AhAra saMjJA che. AhAra saMjJA eTale zuM? e samaje che ne? basa, khAuM khAuM ne khAuM. zarIrane khavarAvyuM chatAM saMjJA chUTatI nathI, eTale khAvA chatAM ema thAya che ke Aje barAbara khavAyuM nathI. koNa jANe peTamAM zuM thaI gayuM? are, bhalA ! ochuM khavAyuM tene zeka zA mATe kare che? eTalAmAM kaMI zarIra nahi utarI jAya. ochI bhUkha lAgIne ochuM khAdhuM temAM tAruM zuM bagaDyuM? ema samaje ke jeTalI pudgalanI ochI veTha karavI paDI eTaluM sAruM. zuM eTalAmAM kAyAthI badhA kAma aTakI paDayA kharA? "nA." te pachI vadhAre khAvAmAM zAbAzI che? ethI paralekamAM kIti vadhe? parabhavamAM InAma maLe? are, InAma nahi paNa julama maLe. anaMtakALathI AhAranI veTha karI, mATe ja te keTe vaLagIne jIvane herAna parezAna karI rahI che. A veTha evI che ke jema jema tene piSatA jAo tema tema te jIvane vadhAre vaLagatI jAya paNa je ene lAta mAre te e muDadAla thaIne nAsI jAya. AhAra saMjJA ane bIjI saMjJAone bhagavAne kevI lAta mArI hatI ! bhagavAne

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mAradA siddhi 31 hajAra, dIkSA lIdhA pachI chaThThathI Ache tapa karyAM nathI eTale be divasa sudhI te AhArane yAda nahi karavAnA. A te ochAmAM A tapa che paNa bhagavAne te kevA kevA ugra tapa karyAM che! pUrvabhavamAM bhagavAne mAsakhamaNane pAraNe mAsakhamaNu karyA. e mAsakhamaNu be hajAra nahi paNa 11 lAkha ne 81 hajAra mAsakhamaNa karyAM hatA, ane ahI paNa nava ceAmAsI, e chamAsI tapa karyAM. ethI adhika AgaLa vadhIne kevA ugna abhigra dhAraNa karyAM hatA ke rAjakumArI hAya, hAthapagamAM beDI DAya, gharanA uMbarA vacce beThelI hAya, mAthe muMDIta hoya, supaDAmAM aDadanA bAkaLA, aTThama tapa hoya, raDatI vaheArAve vigere 13 belanA abhigraha kevA kaThIna ne ghAra abhigraha ! kama khapAvavA kevA ugra kaThIna tapa karyA ! yAda rAkhajo. saMjJAnA page paDIe, ene mAthe laIne pharIe tyAM sudhI ApaNane cheDavAnI nathI. anAdikALanI AhAranI, viSayanI, parigrahanI veThane kahI do. have e badhu' ApavAnA divaso gayA. jaina kuLamAM janmele zrAvaka tA siMhu che ane sattA ziyALa che. si'hu dabAya ke ziyALa ? A veThe jayAM sudhI ubhI che tyAM sudhI citta paramAtmAmAM rahI zakaze nahi. jema sa`jJAne AdhIna rahenAra kaI mANasa Aphusa kerInA TukaDAnI DIsa mADhA sAme rAkhIne citta zuddha karavAnI vAta kare teA te anI zake kharI ? nA. A te vevalI vAta ja che ne? A jagatamAM vadhumAM vadhu phAna saMjJAnA che. temAM paNa AhAra sa'jJA te jANe mahArANI ! jenu citta bhAjanamAM lIna che te bhajanamAM kayAMthI bhaLI zake! bhAjanamAM citta etapreAta eTale zu? tame samajyA ne ? bhajanamAMthI mAda. tIthaMkara prabhunu' jIvana ApaNane batAve che ke je tamAre paramAtmAnA caraNe citta joDavu' hAya te A pApI sa'jJAne kADho. manane kaheA ke jo mAru' cAle te A peTane khambe divasane AMtare khAvAnuM ApuM. jo ema na bane te ekeka divasanA AMtare ApavAnu'. e paNa na khane te divasamAM eka ja vakhata devAnu. e paNa jo na banI zake te AkhA divasamAM chevaTe e TaMka traNa TaMka eTale samajyA ne? bhANe besIne jamavu'. jeTalA TaMka nakkI karyA hoya eTalA TakathI uparAMta eka dANA ya nahi levAnu'. AhAra sa'nAnI leAtha jyAM sudhI ochI na thAya tyAM sudhI pragatinI uMcI pAyarIe caDhI zakAya nahi. 'jJA kApavA mATe sa'jJAethI thatI barabAdI tathA bhAvi kaTu pariNAmane vicAra karo. mathurAmAM Arya maMgu nAmanA AcArya thaI gayA. te AhAra saMjJAmAM taNAI ne halakI yakSayonimAM gayA ne tyAM cAMkI uThavAthI peAtAnA ziSyone rasa ane AhArasa'jJAnA gulAma na banavA mATenA upadeza Apyo. e ja upadeza ApaNe levAnA che. ApaNe tA rasanA tyAga ane TaMkanI tapazcaryAnA jhaverAtanA vahepAra karavA joIe. e mATe satata na bane te anukrame thADo thADA paNa satata prayatna AdaravA jeI e, pachI

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632 zAradA sili bhale Aje eka paNa cIjane tyAga na karyo hoya paNa mAtra ekAda cIjamAMthI pramANa ochuM karyuM paNa bIje divase ene tapa tyAgathI AgaLa vadhatA rahevuM joIe. AhAra saMjJAnI bhAvimAM kevI vikarALatA thAya che te juo. ajJAnI jIva saMjJAthI UMdhu mAne che ne uMdhu kare che. basa, khAdhA vinA kema cAle? emAM zuM pApa che? paNa ene e vicAra nathI AvatuM ke huM A bhavamAM A mIMcIne khAdhA karuM chuM, AhAra saMjJAmAM joDAyelo rahuM chuM. tenA saMskAro bhavAMtaramAM mane bhayaMkara bhUkha lagADaze. pachI tyAM kayAM jaIza? jyAre ahIM bhUkha eTalI tIvra nathI, tema cha kalAka pahelA te khAdheluM che. jIvanamAM ekavAra nahi paNa ekeka mahinAmAM keTalIya vAra managamatA rasa cAkhelA che. te paNa AhAra saMjJA joradAra pIDI rahI che. reja divasa uge ne enI veTha ane enI gulAmI karye rAkhavI paDe che. emAM paNa kAlanA rasa karatAM Aje judA judA rasa joIe. ISTa rasanI ATalI badhI asahya bhUkhAravI dazA che te pachI khabara nathI ke jyAre bhavAMtaramAM jIva narakamAM jaze tyAre asaMkhya varSonI kAramI bhUkha veThavI paDaze. reja ekAda vAra te nahi paNa AkhA AyuSyakALa daramyAnamAM ekeya vAra khAvAnuM nahi maLe tyAM pachI managamatA rasanI te vAta ja kayAM karavAnI ! tyAM kAramI bhUkhanI vyathA kevI rIte sahana thaze? ATalA mATe jJAnI bhagavate vAraMvAra Takera karIne kahe che he bhavya jI! AhAra saMjJAne ghaTADI tame bane teTale tapa karo. AhAra saMjJA upara kApa AvI javAthI cittanI svasthatA Ave che. cittanI svasthatA AvavAthI durgatinA dvAra baMdha thAya che. temaja bhaviSyamAM e saMjJAnI lata jIvane satAvI zakatI nathI. bhaviSyanA A mahAna lAbhane vicAra karIne saMjJAo upara kApa mUkI mAnavajIvanane saphaLa banAvI do. devAnupriyo! pudgalanI sevA rUpI bhejana e jJAnaprakAzI ane jJAnAnaMdI cetanane svabhAva nathI. sahajAnaMdI AtmAne svabhAva ajana, anAhArIpaNuM ane tapa che. samagra vizvamAM mAnavanI je kaI mahAna zakti hoya te te tapanI che. vividha prakAranA tapathI AtmAnuM parivartana karI zakAya che, tapa rUpI dhIkhatI agnimAM karmanA gaMja baLIne sApha thaI jAya che. e mATe ApaNuM zAsanapati, carama tIrthakara mahAvIra bhagavAne aghera tapa karyA che. tapathI rAga-dveSa, kAma, krodha, mada, matsarAdi aneka dene dUra phagAvI zakAya che. tapamAM AtmAnuM mahAna ojasa vadhe che. mahAna guNa khIle che ne zakti vikasvara thAya che. zrI jinezvaradeve batAvelA tapamArganI ArAdhanA zUravIra ne dhIra AtmAo karI zake che. pachI bhale ne e strI hoya ke purUSa hoya. AtmAnI zakti anaMta che. AjanA kALamAM bhAIe karatAM bahene vadhAre tapa kare che. bAkI zArIrika dRSTie joIe te puruSo karatAM strIonuM zarIra vadhAre kamaLa hoya che chatAM tapazcaryAmAM tamArA karatAM bahenenuM parAkrama vadhAre hoya che ne purUSa vadhu

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zAradA sida 633 khaLavAna zarIravALA hovA chatAM tapamAM emanI kAyaratA dekhAya che. Anu kAraNa zuM? tamane ema che ke bhale, bahenA vahelI meAkSamAM jAya ? yAda rAkhajo, A sa`jJA hADakA bhAMgI nAMkhaze. sa'sAranA sukha mATe kalAkonA kalAkA bhUkhyA rahI zakAya te pachI zu meAkSa mATe tapa na karI zakAya ? jyAM viSayonA rAga hoya, zarIranA rAga hoya tyAM tapa nahi thAya. zAsana para, deva-gurU ane dharma para hRdayanA javalaMta rAga hAya te tapa vigere badhu' zakaya che. ! purANA karmAMnI kedamAMthI mukta thavAne mATe tapa karavAnA suvarNa avasara pAche kayAre prApta thaze ? ema vicAra karI umaLakAbhera ane teTalA tapa karI le. anaMta bhavamAM bhamatA ApaNAM jIve 'mAM na spi mAM maiM napi" A mAruM' che ne A mAru nathI. Ama mArA tArAnA rAgamAM paDI aDhAra pApanu sevana karIne ajJAnapaNe jIve kevA kevA karmAM bAMdhyA che. ajJAnane vaza banelA AtmA pAMcamu pApa parigrahanI mamatAmAM kevA kevA karmI mAMdhe che, je peAtAnuM hAtu nathI paNa pArakAnuM paDAvI laIne potAnu banAvavA Icche che paNa ene khabara nathI ke parabhavamAM mArA kevA bUrA havAla thaze ne A lokamAM paNa kevI sajA bhAgavavI paDaze. eka gAmamAM eka vArA rahetA hatA. enI dukAna gAmamAM ghaNI meATI ne prakhyAta hatI. bAjumAM rahelA eka vaNikane enI sAthe levaDadevaDa sArI hatI. A vaNika kaDhiye khUba garIba hatA paNa bhale ne bheALA hatA. Ama tA . vANiyA bhalA ne bheALA ochAM hoya kAraNa ke vANiyA mAtra peka hoya. (hasAhasa) sAmAM ekAda bhale bheALA bhaTakAI jAya. A bhALe vANiyA eneA keTaleAka mAla vaTAvathI vecavA mATe veArAbhAInI dukAne mUkI gayele. enA mAlamAM lokhaDanI amuka cIjo hatI. sAmu hatA ne ka"koDI hatI. A traNe cIne vANiyAe verAbhAIne khUba bhalAmaNu karIne dukAnamAM mUkIne kahyu` ke jo je hAM zeTha! sArA bhAva Ave te rIte veco. hu tA garIba mANasa chuM. mArI mUDI kahu` ke mAla kahuM je kahu' te A che, tame mArA mAla kharAbara sAcavajo ne caDhIyAtA bhAve vecajo. ema bhalAmaNa karI vANiyA ghera gayA. viNakano mAla joIne vArAbhAInI budhdhi bagaDI. A bAju paMdara divasa thayA eTale vANiyAnA manamAM thayuM ke have mAla vecAI gayA haze. ema mAnIne vArAnI dukAne paisA levA Avyo tyAre vArA enI kAlI bhASAmAM kahe che " bhAI Tame AyA ? paNa me kahuM su...! su" vakhata khI khIgarI gae ? " tyAre vANiyAe pUchyuM' ke zuM! mAla udhAra ApyA che? paisA nathI AvyA ? tyAre vAre kahe che are yAra ! ema TA A baMdA khAsarA mArIne paisA parAve evA che. pazu vAta ema banI che ke khuDAnA sogaMda khAIne kahu chu" ke zA. 80

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634 zAradA siddhi "leharu cu khAI gayA, sAburI sarI gai ne kerImAM karA para." verAnI dAnata bagaDI eTale eNe vANiyAne zuM kahyuM, te tame samajI gayA ne? le udaraDA khAI gayA, sAbu saDI gaye ne kakaDImAM kIDA paDI gayA. bela bhAI! have tArA mAlanA paisA kayAMthI lAvavA? (hasAhasa) vANiye bhale hate paNa kaMI bhoTa na hatuM eTale verAnI peTI dAnata samajI gaye. mAla Apyo hato paNa kaMI lakhANa kareluM na hatuM, tethI vANiye vicAra karavA lAge ke A kAma kaLa vinA thAya tema nathI. ema samajIne vANiyAe vAta uthalAvIne kahyuM kharuM che zeTha. tame emAM zuM karo ? A jamAne badalAI gayo che. A jamAnAnA uMdare paNa leTuM khAtA thaI gayA che. kakaDImAM kIDA paDayA ne sAbu. paNa saDI gaye. emAM tame zuM karo? e to heya jevI khudAnI marajI! ema kahIne vANiye te cA gayo paNa vachI te A vANiyo gAmaDAmAMthI zaheramAM rahevA AvI gayA ne verAnI sAthe maitrI sArI jamAvI. A verAne traNa cAra varSanI harabAI nAmanI chokarI hatI. te avAra navAra vANIyAne ghera AvatI jatI hatI. A joIne vANiyAnA dilamAM eka budhi jAgI eTale eka divasa vANiyAe pIparamInTa, gAMThIyA, cavANuM vigerenI lAlaca ApIne hurabAIne potAnA gharanA eka oraDAmAM saMtADI dIdhI. A tarapha ghaNIvAra thaI chatAM paNa hurabAI ghera na AvI tyAre vorAbhAI enI zodhAzodha karavA lAgyA. khUba zodha karavA chatAM harabAI na maLI tyAre voro vANiyAnI pAse AvyA ne pUchyuM ke hIrAlAla zeTha! amArI hurabAIne tame dIThI che? tyAre vANiyAe kahyuM hA zeTha hA! IsamAIlajI zeTha! meM tamArI harabAIne sagI AMkhe dIThI. khudA tamane sahAya kare, mArI jIbhe kema kahevAya! kahetA jIbha upaDatI nathI paNa kahevuM paDaze. tamArI hurabAI ahIM ATalAmAM ramatI hatI tyAM bagalA AvyA ne harabAIne cAMcamAM nAMkhIne laI gayA. (hasAhasa) - vorA vANiyAnuM gapu samajI gaye. nakkI mArI harabAIne A vANiyAe saMtADI dIdhI lAge che, eTale eNe te bicArA vANiyAne khUba damadATI dIdhI, paNa A vANi have gAmaDAmAMthI zaheramAM AvIne hoMziyAra thaI gayuM hatuM eTale vorAthI gAM jAya evo na hato. vorAe vANIyAne phariyAdanI dhamakI ApI paNa vANiyAe kaMI dAda na dIdhI. e te cAlyA gaye, vANiyAe harabAIne mAlapANI khavaDAvIne khuzakhuza ne sAjI tAjI rAkhI che. A tarapha verAbhAIe korTamAM phariyAda karI ke "mArI dIkarI harabAIne A vANiyAe saMtADI che. ene pachI apAve. ene tyAM e ramavA mATe jatI hatI ane meM pUchayuM tyAre vANiyo pite ema kahe che ke hurabAIne bagalA laI gayA. zuM A vAta zakaya che? bilakula banAvaTI vAta che.

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zAradA siddha 635 nyAyAdhIze vANiyAne pUchyuM' kema bhAI! A vAta sAcI che? tyAre vANiyAe 'De kaleje kahyu' hA....me' mArI najare hurakhAIne bagalAe laI jatAM joI che, tyAre nyAyAdhIze Azcarya pAmIne pUchyuM' ema te kaI hoya ? vAtamAM kaMI bheda lAge che, vAta zu che? je DAya te sAcuM kaho. vANiyAe mAM ThAvaku` rAkhIne kahyu' sAheba! je jamAnAmAM sAbu saDI jAya, ka'kADhImAM kIDA paDe ane uMdaraDA lehuM cAvI jAya e jamAnAmAM zu' bagalA hurabAI ne na laI jAya sAheba ! (hasAhasa) mejIsTreTa badhI vAta samajI gayo ne vaNikane vigatathI vAta pUchI eTale vANiyAe athathI Iti sudhI badhI vAta karI. vAro tA khATA hatA eTale khelatA adha thaI gayA. pariNAme mejIsTreTa mAlanA napho ane enA vyAja sahita paisA vANiyAne veArA pAsethI apAvyA, eTale vANiyAe hasatI ramatI hurabAIne pAchI ApI. nyAyAdhIze vArAbhAI pAsethI rU. 500 6'DanA lIdhA ne eka mahinA jelamAM pUryo. eka pApanI keTalI badhI zikSA bhegavavI paDI ! anIti karavAnI TevathI TevAyelA vArAne enA pApanu phaLa bhogavavuM paDyuM. A dRSTAMta sAMbhaLIne anyAya ane anItine cheDA. pAraku dhana taphaDAvI levAnI AdatathI kharcA, roja sAMje tame saravaiyuM kADho ke huM AvI mahAna tapazcaryA karI zakatA nathI paNa meM satyanuM keTaluM' pAlana karyu? mArAthI sukRta keTalu thayu'? guNeA pratye surUci keTalI keLavAI ? satsa`ga keTale thayA ? e rIte jIvanamAM sattva keTaluM vikasAvyuM Ave| vicAra karIne mahAmUlA mAnavabhavamAM kaMIka dharma karo. tapa-tyAga karIne cIkaNA kamAM khapAvA. A veArAnI jema ApaNA jIve ana`ta bhavamAM bhamatA bhamatA ghaNAM ghaNAM karmo khAMdhyA haze. ApaNe| AtmA keTalA moTA karyAMnA pahADa nIce dabAI rahelA che. e purANA karmAnA pahADane toDavA mATe tapanI avazya jarUra che. tapa e karmArUpI majabUta paththaranA pahADanA cUrecUrA karavA mATe vajra samAna che. tapa rUpI maMtra dvArA mAhanuM jhera dUra thAya che. tapa rUpI tApathI kaeNrAjAnI senA dhrujI uThe che. tapamAM AvI mahAna zakti rahelI che, mATe jIvanamAM navakArazI tapathI mAMDIne tamArAthI jeTalA bane teTalA tapa karo. A jIve anAdikALathI ghaNuM khAdhu che. enA to koI hisAba nathI. A jIvane jo pApa karavu' paDatu hAya te khAvA mATe. pApa e AtmAne mATe jhera che ema samajIne tapa karo. belA, tamane AvA bhAva Ave che ? Avu' samajIne upavAsa karo che ? jIvane khAvuM hAMzeheMze game che paNa upavAsa eTalI heAMzathI nathI thatA, eTale upavAsane divase mADhuM joyuM. hAya tA karamAI gayelu dekhAya che, ane khAdhuM hoya tyAre jANe praphullita banI gayA hoya tema dekhAo che. jarA vicAra karo. jJAnI purUSA kahe che ke

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zAradA siddhi khAvuM e te paragharamAM javA jevuM che ne upavAsa e potAnA gharamAM AvavA samAna che." - potAne ghera AvavAnuM hoya tyAre AnaMda hoya ke karamAI javAnuM hoya? keInI kANa mekANe javAnuM hoya tyAM AnaMda na hoya te vAta barAbara che. ene ghera khUba Agraha karIne jamADe, cA-pANI nAstA karAve chatAM tyAM AnaMda AvatuM nathI, kAraNake tyAM khAvA-pIvA ke cA-nAsto karavA hoMzathI gayA nathI ke cAra divasa mahemAnagatinI meja mANavA gayA nathI tethI AnaMda ke ullAsa nathI paNa udAsInatA che. ema ahIM khAvuM e pApa che ne khAnapAnanA pudgale rUpI paraghera javuM e kANu meMkANe javA jevuM che. jema kANa mekANe gayelAne khAvApIvAmAM AnaMda ke ullAsa hete nathI tema AtmArthI jIvane khAnapAnanA pudgale rUpI paraghera javAmAM AnaMda ullAsa hete nathI paNa udAsInatA hoya che, tethI upavAsanA divase ema lAge ke Aje kANe javAnuM nathI paNa tene upavAsa karyAne AnaMda hoya, paNa Aje te tamArI badhAnI kaI dizA che? upavAsanA divase haju te daza vAgyA hoya chatAM meTuM joIe te jANe divela pIdheluM na hoya ! evuM susta ane udAsa lAge che. keI pUche ke kema DhIlA che? te kaheze ke Aje mAre upavAsa che. baMdhuo ! bhejanane jhera mAnyA sivAya ta5 upara kharo Adara nahi thAya. khAvuM e pApa che ema lAge te ja tapa e dharma che ema samajAya ne dharmanI kiMmata aMkAya. pApa mAla vinAnA lAge te dharma kiMmatI lAge, ane dharma karavAnuM mana thAya, rUcI thAya. tapazcaryA e karmane gAMThene ogALavA mATenI akasIra TebleTa che. e tame bhAvathI levA mAMDe te karmanI gAMTho ogaLI jaze. tapa karavAthI peTanA maLanuM zuddhikaraNa thAya che, tethI dhyAna paNa sAruM dharI zakAya che. tapa karanArane zarUAtamAM AkaruM lAge pachI lAMbA abhyAsathI khAvApIvAnA keI vicAra AvatA nathI. Aje ghaNuM ema prazna kare che ke tapa Adi dvArA AtmAne damavAthI zuM lAbha thAya che? sAMbhaLo. damane thayelI vastu duniyAmAM vadhAre upayogI thAya che. jema sAthe doro pAtaLo karyA pachI nAkAmAM pese che te rIte karmanA maLI kADhayA pachI dhyAna sAruM dharI zakAya che. karmane maLa kADhavA mATe tapa e amogha sAdhana che. gharamAM bAraNuM besADatA bAraNuM moTuM hoya te tene cholavuM paDe che pachI te phITa besI jAya che. te rIte karmathI chelAyele AmA dayAnamAM phITa besI jAya che. tapa karavAthI zarIra pAtaLuM paDe che, tethI mANasane duHkha thatuM nathI, kAraNa ke jema vyavahAramAM peTamAM gAMTha thaI hoya te gAMThanuM oparezana thayA pachI vajana ochuM thAya chatAM AnaMda pAme che te rIte tapazcaryAthI karmanI gAMTha nIkaLI jAya che tethI samakitI jene AnaMda thAya che. bhAre vastu hoya te pANImAM nIce besI jAya che ane halakI vastu tare che tethI paththara laIne tarI zakAtuM nathI paNa pATIyuM laIne tarI zakAya che, tevI rIte

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zAradA siddhi (37 bhavasamudramAM kA~thI halakA thayelA mANase tarI zake che. pAtaLA mANasa jeTalu doDI zake teTalu jADo mANasa doDI zakatA nathI, tevI rIte tapa dvArA kathI halako thayelA mANusa mokSa taraphe jaldI doTa mUkI zake che, mATe tapa avazya karavA jevA che. prAkRtika cikitsAmAM paNa zarIrane suMdara karavA mATe tapa karAvavAmAM Ave che. eTale tapazcaryA khAdya maLa ane Abhyatara maLa e ya kADhe che.jaina dharmamAM te tapanu mahAna mahatva batAvyu che, paNa anya dharmamAM paNa kahyu` che ke tapa dvArA sattva tapasA prApyate satvaM sattvAt saMprApyate manaH / manasA prApyate tvAtmA, hayAtmApatyA nivartate // prApta thAya che. sattvathI mana vaza AtmAnI (pichANu) thAya che. AtmAnI pichANu thavAthI jIva zake che. tapanI AvI mahAna zakti che, mATe je AtmAe che evA tapasvIonuM bahumAna karavu' joIe. Aje khA. bra. ugra tapasvI bhAvanAkhAI mahAsatIjInu ApaNe ataranA aheAbhAvathI bahumAna karavAnuM che. je tapasvInuM bahumAna kare che te tapadhanuM bahumAna kare che. tapa dharma ane tapasvInuM bahumAna karavAthI ApaNA jIvanamAM tapa dharmanI padharAmaNI thAya che. tapadhanI padharAmaNI thavAthI jIvanamAM AvatA amaMgalA dUra thAya che. tapa e mahAma'galakArI che. game tevA pahADa jevA vinAno nAza karavAnI pracaMDa zakti tapamAM rahelI che. zatrune mitra, Apattine sapatti ane jherane amRta banAvavAnI tAkAta zuddha niSkAma tapadhama mAM rahelI che. tapasvIonuM bahumAna karavAthI tapa karavAmAM ADe AvatA aMtarAyeA hoya te dUra thAya che ne tapamAM pragati thAya che, mATe tapasvIonA sAcA hRdayathI vinaya karavA, temanI sevAbhakti karavI, temanA tapanI prazaMsA karavI, anumehanA karavI, tene tapa karavAmAM banatI badhI sahAya karavI, tapasvIone joI ne Ana ti thavuM. AvI rIte tapanI anumeAdanA karavAthI paNa ApaNA karmAM khape che. tapasvIe te vizvanA zaNagAra che, AdhAra che. temanA darzInathI duHkhA bhAgI jAya che. pApAnA kSaya thAya che ne jIvana dhanya dhanya banI jAya che. thAya che. mana vaza thavAthI saMsArathI chUTakAro meLavI AvI ugra tapazcaryA kare khA. bra. bhAvanAbAI mahAsatIjIe paNa AvI mahAna tapazcaryA karIne peAtAnA jIvanane dhanya banAvyuM che. bhAvanAbAIe ATalI nAnI uMmaramAM agAu pAMca mAsakhamaNu karyAM che, ane A chaThuM mAsakhamaNa-34 upavAsa thayA. te sivAya 16-8-9-10-11-11-18 Adi tapazcaryAe ghaNI karI che. emanA tapa jJAna---yAna-svAdhyAya-vAMcana Adi sahita, potAnI badhI kriyAe sahita che. AtmajAgRtipUrvaka mahAna tapanI sAdhanA emaNe pUrNa karI che. AvA mahAna tapasvInuM bahumAna karavA Aje ghaNAM gAmanA saMghA ane mahemAna AvyA che. te sivAya A tapanI anumedanAmAM haLukamI jIvA brahmacarya

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zAradA siddhi vrata aMgIkAra karavAnA che. ApaNe tyAM pahelA sAta pratijJAo thaI che. aSADa suda pUrNimAthI mahAna tapanA mAMDavA ropAyA hatA te tapazcaryAne akhaMDa zrota Aja sudhI cAlu rahyo che. vasubahene zarUAta karI hatI ne bhAvanAbAI mahAsatIjI tenI pUrNAhuti kare che. AjanA dine tapasvI bhAvanAbAIne aMtaranA abhinaMdana sAthe AzIrvAda ApuM chuM ke te bhaviSyamAM AthI paNa vadhu ugra tapazcaryA karI karmonA koSone bALI AtmAne tejasvI banAve. ma vyAkhyAna naM. 65 Aso suda 4 ne semavAra - tA. 24-9-79 anaMtajJAnI tIrthakara bhagavatee bhavya jInA AtmakalyANa mATe udgheSaNA karI ke he bhavya che ! jAge. bhAva nidrAmAMthI jAge. kayAM sudhI uMdhyA karaze ? bhAvanidrA eTale " mAni nAma zAna, raja parijha thatA" jIvanamAM jJAna, darzana,cAritranI zanyatA. anAdikALathI jIva bhAvanidrAmAM sUve che. bhAvanidrAmAM sUtelA jIvane e bhAna rahetuM nathI ke mAruM svarUpa zuM? huM koNa chuM? mAruM zuM che? tethI je pitAnuM nathI tene pitAnuM mAnIne pakaDI beThe che ne je pitAnuM che tene sAva choDI dIdhuM che. A jIvane svathI sukha maLe che te parathI pIDA maLe che. A jIva svane choDIne paranA premamAM paDe che tethI sukhI thavAne badale duHkhI bane che. AtmAne je pitAnuM kaMI paNa hoya te te jJAnadarzana cAritra che. sAro , nAgalaMga guNo sesA me bAhirAbhAvA, savvasaMjogalakkhaNA // jJAna darzanathI yukta e eka mAro AtmA ja zAzvata che. bAkI te badhA bAhya bhAve che, ane e sarva saMgonA lakSaNe che. jJAna eTale tatvane sAce bedha. darzana eTale tavanI sAcI zraddhA ane cAritra eTale tatvamAM ramaNatA. A jJAna, darzana, cAritrane jaina dharmamAM ratnatrayI kahevAmAM Ave che. A ratnatrayI AtmAne atyaMta hitakArI che. A ratnatrayI e paramaga che. e ja paramadharma che. jene A ratnatrayI maLe tenuM jIvana dhanya dhanya banI jAya che. jene A ratnatrayInI prApti nathI thaI te saMsArika daSTie kadAca dhanavAna hoya paNa AdhyAtmika dRSTie te taddana garIba che. A mAnavabhavarUpI ratnAdvIpamAM AvIne A durlabha kimatI ratna meLavI levAnA che. A rane jenI pAse hoya te kadI duHkhI thatuM nathI. ratnatrayI vinAnuM jIvana mIThA vinanA bhajana jevuM nirasa che, zUnya che. mAnavajIvanane sAce AnaMda ratnatrayInI

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mArA sii 639 sAdhanAmAM che. ratnatrayInI niLa sAdhanAthI jIvane mekSa maLe che, mATe sadgurU pAse AvIne vinaya ane bahumAnapUrNAMka ratnatrayInu svarUpa samajo. ratnatrayInA mahimA zu che te jANA. ratnatrayI e mAnavajIvananuM sArabhUta tattva ane zAzvatadhana che. e AtmAne parama zreyakArI che, mATe bhAvanidrAne tyAga karIne jema bane tema jaldI ratnatrayInI upAsanA ArAdhanA karI le. ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA karanAra cittamuni brahmadattane kahI rahyA che ke he rAjan! tame niyANuM karIne jJAna, tapa ane saMyamanI sAdhanA dvArA maLatI AtmAnI zAMti gumAvI dIdhI. tamArI karaNI mAtra cakravati pada maLe eTalI ja na hatI paNa meAkSanA mahAna sukha apAve tevI hatI para'tu tame niyANu' karIne eka cakravati pada meLavavA mATe badhI uttama sAdhanA gumAvI dIdhI, ane devalAkamAMthI cavIne manuSyabhava pAmIne cakravati' anyA che. pUrvanA niyANAnA kAraNe ApaNe A bhavamAM judA paDayA chIe. A pramANe cittamuninA javAba sAMbhaLIne brahmadatta cakravati` zu` kahe che. sacca sAyappagaDA, kammA mae purAkaDA / te ajja paribhuMjAma, kiM nu cite vi se tahA // 9 // he cittamuni ! tame ema kaheA che ke pUCbhavamAM me... ane te sAthe dIkSA lIdhI hatI, ane tapa, japa Adi anuSThAnA sAthe karyAM hatA te pachI jo ema ja hoya te huM pUrvabhavamAM mRSAvAdano tyAga karIne satya khelyA, mAyAkapaTa rahita zuddha jIvana gujAryu, mAsakhamaNane pAraNe mAsakhamaNa evI ugra tapazcaryA karI enA zubha kaLA hu Aje bhAgavI rahyo chu. paNa he cittamuni ! tame AvI dazA kema pAmyA? tame karelA zubha karmo kayAM cAlyA gayA ke tamAre gharagharamAM TukaDA mAMgIne khAvAno vakhata AvyA! cakravartinA vacana sAMbhaLIne muni kahe che bhAI! tu AvI bhASA khelIne pApa na bAMdha. A gaucarI karavI eTale gharagharanA TukaDA mAgavAnA nathI paNa gaucarIthI teA mahAna karmonI nirjarA thAya che ne AtmA sugatine meLave che, tame je saMsAra sukhamAM rAmyA che tyAM te pApa, pApa ne pApa ja che. rhiMsAdi aDhAra pApanuM sevana karI kanA kothaLA bharazeA teA e karmInI sajA bhAgavavI paDaze, pachI emAMthI tamAro chUTakAro nahi thAya. pApa karIne mAla lAvaze| tame, ne mAlapuA uDAvaze khIjA. e khAsa yAda rAkhajo. eka vakhata eka gAmanA rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke huM mArI prajAne mAlapU khavaDAvuM. zrImaMtA te khAya che paNa garIbene koNu khavaDAve ? tethI AkhA gAmamAM ghara dITha babbe mAlapuA ApavAnu nakakI karIne e pramANe mAlasAmAna maMgAvyA, ane mAlapUA banAvavA mATe koIne lAvyA. kaMdoIe mAlapuA banAvavA mATe beThA che, cAkhkhA dhInA majhAnA dhIthI lasalasatA mAlapuA anI rahyA che. mAlapU cArAI

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640 zAradA sihi na jAya te mATe rAjAe sakhata cekI pahero goThavI dIdhuM che, eTale kaMI mAlapUAmAM gApacI mArI zake ja nahi. ghaNAM kadaIe mAlapUA taLI rahyA che. A samaye eka kaMInA manamAM vicAra thaye ke A hA....kevA sarasa mAlapUA banI rahyA che ! ApaNane te be ja mAlapuA ja maLaze. ame cAra mANasa chIe tethI aDadhe aDadhe khAvA maLaze. je ahIMthI be mAlapUA corIne ghera laI jAuM te Akhe mAlapUo khAvA te maLe! baMdhuo ! jIbhane mAlapUA khAvAnuM mana thayuM. eTale cerI karavAnuM mana thayuM. eka pApa jIvane keTalA pApakarAve che! kaI mAlapUAnI corI karavAne lAga zelate hatuM, paNa enI pAse je cekIdAra hatuM te bahu kaDaka hate barAbara dhyAna rAkhate hate. tyAMthI saheja paNa khasatuM na hatuM eTale bicAro corI kevI rIte karI zake? jyAre bIjA kaMdoIonA manamAM corI karavAnI bhAvanA na hatI. tyAM cAkIdAro sArA hatA, eTale bahu bArIkAIthI dhyAna rAkhatA na hatAM. DIvAra bIje AMTo mArI AvatA. pelA kaMdoIne nAne chokaro koI kAme tyAM Avyo, eTale kadaIne manamAM thayuM ke mAro chokaro saheje saheje Avyo che te lAvane be mAlapuA ghera ekalAvI dauM paNa cokIdAra khasatuM nathI. kevI rIte pitAnI bhAvanA pUrI karavI? kaMIe cokIdArane kahyuM-bhAI! atyAre bahu garamI che. khAIne tarata A garamImAM tAvaDA para beTho chuM eTale mane vomITa thAya evuM thAya che te tuM mArA mATe eka seDAnI bATalI laI Ava. cokIdAra bahu jabaro hato. kahe bhale, laI AvuM chuM. e seDAnI bATalI levA te gaye paNa enI jagyAe bIjA cekIdArane mUkate gaye. e cekIdAra enA jevuM ja hatuM. pele sIdhI rIte joyA kare ne A ADakatarI rIte joyA kare che. AMkha bIje rAkhe che ne dhyAna A tarapha hoya che. kadaIne manamAM thayuM ke A cokIdAra sAro che. enI najara bIjI tarapha jaI eNe be mAlapUA chokarAne ApI dIdhA. e mAne che ke koI jotuM nathI paNa cekIdAranuM barAbara dhyAna hatuM paNa e kaMI bolyo nahi. kaMIe mAnI lIdhuM ke meM je cerI karI te koI jANatuM nathI paNa bhagavAna kahe che ke tame pApa guptapaNe karo ke pragaTapaNe karo e kadI chAnuM rahevAnuM nathI. nAnuM sarakhuM kareluM pApa paNa chAnuM rahetuM nathI. pagamAM vAgele nAnakaDo kAMTe paNa khUMce che ne pIDA kare che. AMkhamAM paDeluM nAnakaDuM kANuM paNa becena banAve che. manamAM cUiMTelI nAnI ciMtA paNa uga karAve che. Agane eka nAnakaDo taNakhe moTA moTA vana bALIne bhasmIbhUta kare che. sTImaramAM paheluM nAnuM kANuM moTA makAna jevI sTImarane dariyAmAM DUbADI de che ane jheranI nAnakaDI pyAlI mAnavInA prANa laI le che evI rIte kareluM nAnakaDuM pApa paNa mAnavIne mahAna duHkhanA sAgaramAM dhakelI de che,

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zAradA siddhi 641 jIvanamAM kareluM nAnakaDuM pApa sAdhanAnuM badhuM satva bALI nAkhe che. mATe pApa karatI vakhate khUba vicAra karo ke A mAruM pApa mane kayAM laI jaze ? pApa kaIne cheDatuM nathI. kaMdoIe be mAlapUA ghera mokalAvI dIdhA, ane bIjA be rAjA taraphathI vaheMcavAnA zarU thaI gayA hatA. jema mAlapUA banatA gayA tema naMbara pramANe ekeka ghare babbe mAlapUA apAtA gayA, tethI A kaMIne ghera te cAra mAlapUA pahoMcI gayA. mAlapuA banAvavAnuM kArya pUruM thaI gayuM. kaMIo sau saune ghera gayA. pele kaMI te Akhe mAlapuo khAvAnI hoMzamAM ne hoMzamAM ghera AvyA paNa enuM karma kayAM ene mAlapUo khAvA de tema hatuM. bhUpe DAMsa jevo thaIne ghera gaye tyAM te enI patnIe rojanI jema roTale ne zAka bhANumAM pIrasyA, tyAre kaMIe pUchyuM ke Aje te Akhe mAlapUo khAvAne che ne roTale kema mUka? patnI kahe che ke nAtha ! tame be mAlapUA mekalyA hatA ne be rAjA taraphathI AvyA hatA. temAMthI eka meM khAdho, eka bAbAe khAdhe, eka bebIe khAdha ne eka tamArA mATe rAkhyuM hatuM te jamAI AvyA hatA temane pIrasI dIdhe. basa...patI gayuM ne! kaMI bhAIne A mAlapUo khAvAnI hoMza manamAM rahI gaI ane roTale ne zAka khAvA beThe. haju roTalAnuM baTakuM meMmAM mUkavA jAya che tyAM zuM banyuM? mAlapUAne badale maLelo mAra" :- rAjA taraphathI badhA mAlapUA vaheMcAI gayA. mAtra eka ghara bAkI rahyuM tyAre rAjA pUche che ke meM badhe mAla barAbara Apyo hato ne mAlapUA ghaTayA kema ? khUba tapAsa karAvI tyAre cekIdAre kahyuM sAheba ! phalANuM kaMdoIne belA. eNe be mAlapuA cerIne ghara bhegA karyA che. Ama vAta banI eTale pelAne moDhAmAM roTalAnuM baTakuM mUkavuM ne rAjAnA mANasanuM AvavuM banyuM. kaMdoIne kahe che cAla, tane rAjA belAve che. A sAMbhaLIne kaI bhAInA hezakaza uDI gayA. rAjAnA mANase ene pakaDIne laI gayA. rAjAe ene pUchayuM ke bela. te mAlapuAnI corI karI che ne ? sAcuM bolI jA. je khoTuM bolIza te phAMsIe caDhAvIza. have sAcuM badhe ja chUTake thAya ne ! kaMdoI sAcuM bolI gayo. rAjAe ene khUba mAra mAryo ne cha mahinAnI jelanI sajA karI. baMdhuo! vicAra karo. be mAlapUAnI najIvI cerInA pApamAM keTaluM duHkha bhegavavuM paDayuM. duHkha te bhegavyuM chatAM mAlapUo- khAvA te maLyo nahi. ATalA mATe jJAnIo kahe che ne ke mAla khAI jAya bIjA ne mAra khAya karma karanArA. be mAlapUAnI kaMI kiMmata nathI chatAM mAlapUAe mAra khavaDAvyo. AvuM samajIne pApakarma karatA aTake. parigraha saMjJAne meha ocho karo. nAnakaDuM pApa pachI moTuM pApa karAve che. jemAM sudhI mANasa pApa nathI karate tyAM sudhI e pApathI Dare che, zA. 81

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42 zAradA siddhi paNa ekavAra nAnu` pApa karaze pachI enA dilamAM pApanA AMcake nahi lAge. mAnavI jyAre pahelI vAra pApa kare che tyAre ene AtmA pApathI bhayabhIta banI jAya che. AMcakA anubhave che. bIjI vAra kare tyAre Ache bhayabhIta ane ane vAravAra pAya karatA thaI jAya che tyAre tenA bhaya nIkaLI jAya che. pApa pratyenI dhRNA paNa chUTI jAya che, pApanI pApa tarIkenI oLakha paNa maTI jAya che ne chevaTe pApa e eka vyasana manI jAya che. pachI ene pApanA Dara rahetA nathI, mATe pApanA nAnakaDA kaNIyAne paNa tame jIvanamAM pravezavA na dezo. nAnakaDuM pApa paraleAkamAM te keTalA gaNuM thaI ne bhogavavu` paDaze e teA jJAnI jANe che paNa A leAkamAM mANusanI AbarU Ijjata nA thaI jAya che ne sajA bhogavavI paDe te vAta judI, mATe samajIne pApa cheDo te sArI vAta che nahiMtara paraleAkamAM pIDAne pAra nahi rahe. jJAnI kahe che ke " pApa ane pApanI vAsanAnA eTamameAMbathI je satata sAvadha rahIne jIve te sAco na sarvathA pApathI chUTavA jemaNe cAritra mALa apanAvyo che evA cittamunie brahmadattane kahyuM tame pUrvabhavamAM sayama laIne niyANu karIne mahAna sAdhanA vecI dIdhI. niyANu' e eka zalya che. zalya paNa pApanI jema khaTakavu' joI e. tenA badale upara jatAM brahmadatta cakravati cittamunine zu' kahe che. saraLa satya tapAdika karyA, zubha phaLa anubheguM hu.. ehunA, tapa cusatyamanA phaLa je rUDA, cittamuni tamane kema nA maLyA. he cittamuni! tame tamArA tapa ane sayamanI mahattA batAve che. jo ema ja che te e batAvA ke me pUrvabhavamAM satya ane saraLa bhAve je tapa karyAM ane saMyamanuM pAlana karyuM... enA zubhA bhagavI rahyo chuM. jue te kharA ! mArI sAhyabI ane vaibhava kevA che! 64 hajAra tA mAre rANIe che. seALa seALa hajAra devA tA mArI sevAmAM hAjara rahe che. cha cha khaDa upara mAruM adhipatipaNu che. AvI Rddhi ane samRddhi mane maLI che te tamane kema nathI maLI tamArI A dazA kema che ? mane te lAge che tamane ka'I ja sukha maLyuM nathI. tamArI sabhALa lenAra koI nahi hAya tethI tame sAdhu thayA che. tapa dvArA tamAruM zarIra paNa kevu: tamArA tapa ane sayamanu` jo tamane phaLa maLyu. heAta to tame paNa bhAgavatA nahAta ! mATe nakkI thAya che ke tame tapazcaryA karIne ujita karela nathI. sUkAI gayuM che! mArI mAphaka sukhA kAMIpaNa zubha phaLa A pramANe brahmadatta cakravatie cittamunine kahyu'. muni te zAnta, dAnta ane ga'bhIra che. emaNe brahmadatta cakravatinI badhI vAta maunapaNe sAMbhaLI ane e zu' kahevA mAMge che ene kahevAnA Azaya zu che te kharAbara samajI gayA. brahmadatta caphrIne enA

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zAradA siddhi 43 cakravatI paNAnuM abhimAna che ke huM' kevA sa`pattizALI chuM ! tyAre cittamunine peAtAnA cAritranuM jhanUna che. vItarAgI saMtAnI pAse game tevA cakravarti ke moTA mugaTabadhI rAjA Ave te paNa teo koInI zehamAM taNAtA nathI. satya vAtanI rajuAta kare che. AvI ja vAta uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 20 mAM adhyayanamAM anAthI nigatha ane zreNIka rAjAnI Ave che. zreNIka rAjA te vakhate jainadhamI na hatA. bauddhadhamI hatA. te samaye jayAre ma`DIkukSa bagIcAmAM pharavA mATe AvyA tyAre bagIcAmAM paga mUkayA eveA ja enA aMtaramAM alaukika AnaMda, zAMti ane zItaLatAnA anubhava thaye. vAtAvaraNa khuzanumA hatuM. rAjA AgaLa vadhyA tyAM bagIcAnA madhyabhAgamAM eka navayuvAna ane rUparUpanA avatAra evA tejasUti munirAjane joyA, munine joI ne zreNIkanuM dilaDuM TharI gayuM. zu' A muni che! rAjA gheADethI nIce utarIne muninA caraNamAM paDayA ane vinayapUrvaka vaMdana karIne pUchyuM' he munirAja ! A bhAga bheLavavAnI tamArI uMmara che. AvI bharayuvAnImAM sauMsAra sukhane cheDIne zA mATe tame sAdhu banyA tyAre munirAje kahyu` rAjan! huM anAtha hatA. rAjA kahe tame jo anAtha che! teA hu' tamArA nAtha anIza. homi nAho bhayaMtANaM, bhoge bhuMjAhi saMjaya / / he bhagava'ta! huM tamArA nAtha khanu. tame mArA rAjamahelamAM cAle. tamane huM tamArA jevI rUpALI suMdarIe paraNAvu. tamArA sukha mATe adhI sAmagrI hu' tamane pUrI pADI daIza, enI tame ciMtA na karo. AjathI huM tamAro nAtha banuM. A samaye munie kahyuM he rAjan! ghvavi anAdesi tu pote ja jo anAtha che tA mArA nAtha kevI rIte banI zakavAne che ? Avu' satya kahI dIdhuM. chevaTamAM sanAtha anAtha kAne kahevAya te badhu' samajAvyu. anAthI muninI jema cittamuni paNa brahmadatta cakravati ne enA praznanA kharAbara sacATa javAba Apaze tyAre brahmadatta kevI kevI dalIleA karaze te vAta avasare. caritra :-" suzIlA ane bALakonI zeAdhamAM bhImasena ' :- bhImasena ane vijayasena ane rAjAe ghaNAM subhaTo ane nagarajanA sahita AkhA nagaramAM zerIe, zerIe ne cauTe cauTe pharI vaLyA. nagara bahAra tapAsa karI paNa kayAMya patto maLyA nahi eTale badhA nirAza thaI gayA. temAM bhImasena tA taddana hatAza banI gayo. arere... bhagavAna ! mArI suzIlA ane khALako kayAM gayA haze ? bhadrA zeThANIe emane jhapaDImAMthI mArI jhUDIne kADhI mUkayA ne......paDI bALI mUkI tethI nirAdhAra khanI javAthI duHkhiyArI khanelI suzIlAe baMne bALako sAthe ApadhAta teA nahi karyAM hoya ne? emanu zu thayu' haze ? Ama aneka prakAranA azubha vicAro karatAM tapAsa karye jAya che. badhe tapAsa karIne pharatA pharatA nagaranA killA AgaLa AvyA.

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zAradA siddhi 644 kadAca garIba mANaso killAnA ethe jhuMpaDI bAMdhIne rahetA hoya ne suzIlA tyAM maLI jAya. evA bhAvathI bhImasena ane vijayasena jhINavaTathI killAnI ekeka jagyA tapAsI rahyA hatA, paNa kayAMya patto na lAgyo. tyAM I ne dhULa sivAya koInI vastI na hatI chatAM saue zedha cAlu ja rAkhI. nirAzAmAM AzAnuM kiraNa":- cAlatAM cAlatAM thoDe dUra gayA tyAM dUrathI bALakane raDavAne avAja saMbhaLAyo, eTale bhImasene e tarapha kAna mAMDayA te ene ema lAgyuM ke jANe mArI ketusena ja na raDate hoya! cekasAIthI sAMbhaLatA bhImasenanA manamAM nizcaya thaI gayo ke nakakI mAro ketusena raDe che, tethI bhImasena harSathI bolI uThayo vijayasena...vijayasena...mArA kumAro mane maLI gayA. juo, A bAjuthI mA ketusenane raDavAne avAja saMbhaLAya che. vijayasena rAjAe e tarapha kAna mAMDayA te emane paNa rUdanane avAja saMbhaLAyo. tarata ja badhA e tarapha cAlavA lAgyA. ketusena bhUkhane mAryo raDatuM hatuM ne kahete hatuM ke devasena ! ApaNI bA kayAre Avaze? mane khUba bhUkha lAgI che. bApujI te ApaNane mUkIne cAlyA gayA che. Ama karIne baMne bhAI khUba raDe che, ALoTe che ne khAvuM khAvuM kare che. tyAM raDavAnA avAja tarapha bhImasena deDa ane bolyo o mArA vahAlA devasena... ketusena ! huM AvI gayo chuM. have tame raDaze nahi. dUrathI A bUma sAMbhaLIne devasenane lAgyuM ke jANe mArA pitAjIne avAja te na hoya! eNe jamIna upara ALoTatA ne raDatA ketusenane kahyuM bhAI ketu-ketu! jo tuM hamaNAM kahetuM hatuM ne ke pitAjI ne AvyA te sAMbhaLa. ApaNuM pitAjIne avAja Ave che. je e ApaNane bolAvI rahyA che. uTha, ubhuM thA, tyAre ketusene raDatA raDatA kahyuM bhAI! tuM te huM bele che. kayAM che pitAjI! devasene kahyuM. bhAI ketu! huM jarA paNa asatya nathI bolate. je tuM sAMbhaLa, kene avAja Ave che? ketue beThA thaIne kAna mAMDayA te e mArA devasena...ketusenadevasena... ketusena...Ama sAda pAData bhImasenane avAja najIka AvatA jatA hatA, eTale ketusena ne devasena baMne bhAI ubhA thaI gayA. pitA putrone maLavAno talasATa -" baMne jaNe jhuMpaDInI bahAra nikaLyA ne joyuM te bhImasena ane vijayasena baMne deDatA jhUMpaDI najIka AvI rahyA che, eTale baMne bALako paNa pitAjI....pitAjI karatAM pitAjIne maLavA mATe doDayA. sAmethI bhImasena doDatuM hatuM ne A tarapha devasena ane ketusena baMne deDI rahyA hatA. baMne kumAre ane bhImasena sAmasAmI dizAmAMthI eka thavA mATe taDapI rahyA hatA. ketusena ane devasenanI daSTi bhImasena tarapha hatI. tyAM vacamAM eka khADo AvatA ketusena paDI gayo eTale devasena ene paMpALIne ubhuM karavA mATe tyAM ja

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zAradA siddhi 645 aTakI gayeA. e ja samaye bhImasena ane vijayasena tyAM AvI paheAMcyA. ane bALako traNa traNa divasanA bhUkhyA che. emanAmAM cAlavAnI tAkAta na hatI, paNa A tA pitAnA prema emane doDAvatA hatA. atyaMta bhUkhanA kAraNe ketusena * paDI gayo hatA. devasena ene papALavA lAgyA. "" AMsunI dhArA sAthe pitA putranu milana :- A samaye bhImasene ketusenane uMcakI lIdhA ne bIjA hAthe devasenane khAthamAM laI tene vahAlathI kharaDA pa'pALatA cuMbana karavA lAgyo. ghaNAM vakhate putrAne joIne bhImasenanI AMkheAmAMthI codhAra AMsu vahevA lAgyA. tenA gaLe DUmA bharAI AvyeA. A joI ne vijayasenanI AMkhamAM paNa AMsu AvI gayA. pitA putranuM milana joIne eka paLa emanu haiyuM AnaMda anubhavatu' hatu' tA mIjI paLe putronA didAra joIne emanu' 'tara kakaLI uThatu' hatuM. ahA! A bALakAnI kevI karUNa dazA che! zuM A rAjakumAra che? ujajainanA rAjavaMze che! emanA mukha upara rAteja kayAM dekhAya che ! A phula jevA bAluDA kevA thaI gayA che! zarIra tA kALu paDI gayuM che. peTa pAtALamAM pesI gayuM che, emanI AMkheAmAM teja nathI, gAla upara lAlAza nathI, hAthamAM kauvata nathI, pagamAM cetana nathI, chAtImAM hAma nathI, zarIramAM mAMsa ke leAhI te che ja nahi. jANe hADakAnA mALA joI leA. zarIra upara sattara thIgaDAnA phATayA tUTayA vastro che. koNa jANe A bALake keTalAya divasanA bhUkhyA haze ! keTalAya divasothI A sukumAra khALaka nirAMte ughyA nahi hAya. are vidhAtA! tane kAI na maLyuM ? te A kumaLA phula jevA bALako upara ja julma karyAM! bhImasenanA manamAM paNa evA bhAva AvatA hatA. sAthe AvelA parivAra paNa kumArone joI ne karUNAthI raDatA hatA. 66 pitA pAse putrAe karelA kalpAMtaH-" ane bAluDA raDatA raDatA kahe che pitAjI....pitAjI ! tame amane mUkIne kayAM cAlyA gayA hatA ? tamArA vinA amArI dazA kevI thaI gaI che? have te tame amane mUkIne nahi cAlyA jAAne ? tame amane samajAvI paTAvIne cAlyA gayA hatA ne ! have ame tamane nahi javA daI e hAM.... che.karAone have pitAjI pAchA jatA te nahi rahe ne evA avizvAsa che. eTale Ama kahe che. tyAM tA nAnakaDA ketusena kahe che pitAjI ! have amane bhUkhyA te nahi mAro ne! have te tame amane rAja khAvAnu` Apaze ne ? amArAthI have bhUkha sahana thatI nathI. pitAjI....ema kahIne ketusena bhImasenane jorathI vaLI paDayo. bhImasene ene vahAlathI cuMbana karatA kahyu' have nahi jAu' beTA ! have tamane mUkIne huM nahi jAuM. have huM tamane rAja sAru' sAruM khavaDAvIza, ramavA mATe ramakaDA lAvI ApIza ane tamane khUba Ana'dathI ne ArAmathI rAkhIza haiAM beTA ! have tame jarA paNa ciMtA na karazeA. ema kahI pAtAnI AMkhAmAMthI AMsu lUchavA lAgyA. suzIlAnI kathanI sAMbhaLatAM lAgelo AghAtaH-" beTA devasena ! << **

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46 zAradA siddhi tamArI mAtA kayAM che ? A pramANe vijayasena rAjAe pUchyuM' tyAre devasene kahyu'. mArI duHkhIyArI mA amArA uThatA pahelA vahelI savAramAM kAma karavA gaI che te rAtre sUvA samaye Avaze. mArI mAtA majurI karI karIne marI jAya che chatAM traNa traNa divasathI amane khAvA baTakuM' roTalA maLyo nathI evI amArI sthiti che. A sAMbhaLIne bhImasena ane vijayasenanI AMkhAmAM AMsu AvI gayA. gadgad kaMThe bhImasena rAjAe pUchyu ke beTA devasena ! e kayAM kAma kare che? tyAre baMne bAluDA kaDe che kAma te cAra pAMca gharanA kare che paNa atyAre e nagarazeThanA ghera lagna che eTale tyAM khUba kAma rahe che. micArI amArI mA teA kAma karI karIne bhUkha tarasa veThIne hADipa'jara jevI thaI gaI che. have enAmAM paNa tAkAta nathI. ema kahIne kha'ne chekarAoe nisAsA nAMkhyA, bhImasena te dhrusake dhrusake raDavA lAgyA. vijayasene kahyu` bhAI ! raDA nahi. jue, A bALake maLI gayA ane hamaNAM ja tamane suzIlAdevI maLI jaze. have hu' emanI tapAsa karAvuM chuM. ema kahIne hiMmata ApI. have suzIlAnI tapAsa karaze ne zuM banaze te avasare, vyAkhyAna na 66 AsA suda 5 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 25-9-72 anaMtajJAnI sarvajJa bhagavate mAnavabhavanI duCbhatA khUba gAI che, kAraNa ke sa'pUrNa virati mAnavabhavamAM maLe che. devaleAkamAM viratinu pAlana thaI zakatuM nathI. tee aviratinA aMdhane adhAyelA che. mAtra mAnavabhava ja evA che ke jayAM sa`viratI sudhInI kakSAe paheAMcI zakAya che. jJAnIoe mAnavabhavane hospitAlanI upamA ApI che. ana'takALathI AtmAne rAga-dveSa-krodha-mAna-mAyA-lAbha-viSaya pratye Asakti, mAha, mamatA, ItyAdi rogo lAgu paDayA che. A mAnavabhava rUpI hospitAlamAM AvIne A rogA maTADI zakAya che. jo ahI A rogA na maTayA te mAnavajIvananI AspitAlamAM AvavAthI zu' ? taka te suMdara maLI che paNa AtmAne e nathI samajAtu ke A hAspitAlamAM Avyo chuM. te kharAkhara davA ane pathyanu' sevana karI mArA AtmAnA roga maTADu: zuM A hospitAlamAM praveza tamane emane ema ja maLI gaye che ? nA....nA....e mATe te keTalA puNyarAzInI ka mata cUkavavI paDe che. duniyAmAM kaI sArAmAM sArI hospitAlamAM rahevu' hAya tA sekaDo, hajAro rUpiyAnA kharcA karavA paDe che. eTalA kharco karyA pachI paNa jo pathya kharAkhara pALe ne davA khazakhara le te nirogI thaIne bahAra nIkaLe paNa jo davAna khAya, pathya na pALe ane koI ne koI kupathya khAdhA kare te eka divasa te mahArogI banavAne ne

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zAradA siddhi 647 hAspitAlamAMthI DIsamIsa thavAne. kema A vAta sAcI che ne? basa, e ja rIte mAnavabhavamAM samajavAnuM che. AtmAnA roga maTADavA davA, pathya na paLAya ane kupathyanuM sevana cAlu rAkhe te aMte mahArogI banIne mAnavabhavamAMthI DIsamIsa thaIne durgatinA duHkhe bhegavavA cAlyA javAnuM. AtmAne roganA jutha eTalA badhA lAgu paDayA che ke je vicAratA paNa hRdaya kaMpI jAya. te rogane dUra karavA mATe kSamA, saraLatA, samatA, namratA, saMtoSa, viSa pratye virAgabhAva, cAritra, anAsaktabhAva Adi akasIra davAo che. A davAonuM pAna karavAthI AtmA nirogI avasthAne pAmI zake che. A badhuM mAnavabhava rUpI hespitAlamAM thaI zake tema che, mATe amUlya takane nirarthaka na gumAvatA AtmasAdhanAmAM tene sadupayoga karo. jemaNe AtmAnI nirogI avasthA prApta karavA saMyama aMgIkAra karyo che tevA cittamuni ane brahmadattanI vAta cAle che. temAM brahmadatta cakravati samaje che ke meM pUrvabhavamAM jambara puNya karyA tenuM phaLa mane maLI gayuM. cittamunie mArA jevI sAdhanA karI nathI. je mArA jevI sAdhanA karI hota te zuM emane paNa mArA jevA mahAna sukha na maLata! emanI sthiti AvI kaMgAla kema che? saMpatti, suMdarI ane saudaryanA sukhamAM je masta banyA che ne jene mohane na ca che evA brahmadatta cakravati Atmika sukhanA bhaMDArane joI zaktA nathI. bhautika sukhamAM AnaMda che che ema mAnIne uttama mAnavabhava bhautika sukhamAM veDaphI rahyA che. jJAnI AtmAo saMsAranA sukhe viSanA karA samAna samajIne cheDI de che. jevI rIte kipAka vRkSanA phaLa AkarSaka, manohara, madhura ane svAdiSTa che chatAM tenuM pariNAma bhayaMkara che te rIte saMsAranA sukhe dekhAvamAM suMdara hovA chatAM tenuM pariNAma bhayaMkara jANIne mahAnapurUSe tene cheDI de che. saMsArika sukhe game teTalA maLe ne game teTalA bhagave chatAM tRpti thavAnI nathI. jema sUryamukhI kamaLa sUryane dekhIne khIle che tyAre bhramara enI upara AvIne bese che. kamaLamAM mugdha banele bhramara sUryodayathI sUryAsta thavA Ave tyAM sudhI ene rasa cUse che ne enI suMgadha le che chatAM tRpti thatI nathI. chevaTe sAMja paDatA hamaNAM uDI jAu chuM tema vicAre che paNa meha cheDIne uDI zakato nathI ne aMte maraNane zaraNa thAya che. AvI rIte je AtmAo saMsAranA sukhamAM jIvananA aMta sudhI mugdha banelA rahe che, je samajIne choDatA nathI te eka divasa pelA bhramaranI jema aMte maraNane zaraNa thaI durgatimAM cAlyA jAya che, mATe samajIne sAdhanA karI le. citta muni tyAgI che ne brahmadatta bhegI bhramara che. cittamuninI evI bhAvanA ke cakravati saMsAranA sukhamAM, pAMca indriyonA viSayomAM kheMcI gayo che te huM ene sAce mArga samajAvuM. je samajIne cheDI de te enuM kalyANa thAya. nahitara enA

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48 zAradA siddhi mATe te narakanA kAramA duHkhA enA lalATe lakhAyA che, kAraNa ke cakravati jo dIkSA le te devalAka ke meAkSamAM jAya ane cakravati paNuM na cheDe teA niyamA narakamAM jAya. eTale cittamuni samajAvI rahyA che tyAre mAhAsakta banelA brahmadatta kahe che ke cittamuni ! tamane mArA jevA sukho kema nathI maLyA ? tyAre cittamuni kahe che he cakravati sAMbhaLa. savvaM suciNaM saphalaM atthehi kAmehi yaM narANaM, kaDoNa kammANa na mekkha asthi / uttamehiM AyA mamaM puNa phalovave // 10 // he brahmadatta ! tu' mane kahe che ne ke huM munirAja ! tamArA tapa ane sayamanA phaLa maLyA nathI eTale tame saMsAra tyAgIne sAdhu banI gayA che. kaDakaDatI ThaM'DImAM paNa AvA jINu kapaDA paherIne besI raho che, pagapALA vihAra karo che ane gharagharamAM pharI roTInA TukaDA ugharAvIne tamAro nirvAha karo che. khaMdhue ! ajJAnI jIvane sAdhunI bhikSAcarI e gharagharamAM bhIkha mAMgIne TukaDA ugharAvavA jevu' lAge che. paNa jainanA sAdhunI gaucarI mahAna nirAnu kAraNa che. bhikhArIne bhIkha mAMgavI paDe che jayAre satAne te zrAvako AdaramAnathI khelAvI sAdhune khapatI ka'matI cIja hoya tA paNa premathI vaheArAve che. jaina sA gRhasthane gherathI AhAra pANI lAvI khAIpIne temAM Asakta banatA nathI paNa jJAna dhyAna Adi dharmapravRttimAM masta rahe che. dharmArAdhanA karavA mATe ne zarIranA nirvAha karavA mATe satA AhAra kare che. tame sAdhune supAtra dAna ApeA che te laIne sAdhu keTalA jIvAne abhayadAna ane keTalA jIveAne jJAnadAna Ape che eTale supAtra dAna tA mahAna zreSTha che, mATe kahyuM che ke sukSetre vApayed bIjaM supAtre dApayedhghanam / , sukSetra ca supAtre ca, kSipraM naiva hi duSyati / sArA kSetramAM vAveluM khIja kadI naSTa thatuM nathI ane supAtrane Apelu dAna naSTa thatuM nathI ATalA mATe kahevAmAM AvyuM che ke sukSetramAM bIja vAve ane supAtrane dAna Ape. sArI jamInamAM vAvele eka kaNa aneka kaNa Ape che evI rIte supAtre ApeluM gheADu' dAna paNa mahAna karmAMnI nirA karAve che. are ! tItha kara nAma kama' paNa baMdhAve che. tame keAInA upara khuza thaIne lAkha, be lAkha ke daza lAkha rUpiyA ApI do emAM tamane evA mahAna lAbha nahi thAya ke karmInI nirA nahi thAya, paNa supAtra dAna daIne tamArA haiyAmAM alaukika ha thAya, abhimAna na Ave ke kheda na thAya teA jIva tIthakara nAma kama khAMdhe che. vicAra te karI ke kayAM tamAre ApelA AhAra athavA koI vastu ane kayAM tIrthaMkara nAmakarma ! A duniyAmAM tItha kara prabhuthI te khIjuM koI zreSTha nathI ne? AvI padmavI dAnathI maLI

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649 sArA sivi zake che. supAtra dAnano mahimA apara'pAra che, paNa ajJAnI jIvA abhimAnathI asabhya bhASA khele che paNa pAchaLanA pariNAmane vicAra karatA nathI. cittamuni brahmadattane kahe che he rAjana! samasta suuMdara rIte AcaravAmAM Avela tapa, sayamapAlana Adi saghaLI rIte saphaLa bane che. pote karelA karmAMthI chUTakAro thatA nathI. arthAt karelA karmonuM phaLa avazya maLe che. e kadI aphaLa banatA nathI. kama e prakAranA che zubha ane azubha. cAhe te kama hoya paNa jIvane bhAgavyA vinA chUTakAro thatA nathI. zubha kama e senAnI kheDI che ne azubha kama e lAkha*DanI eDI che. meAkSamAM javA mATe tA ane prakAranA karmAM khapAvavA paDaze. zubha karyAM karatI vakhate Tu' mahAna sukhI banuM evI jJAnI jIvA IcchA rAkhatA nathI. enI tA eka ja IcchA hoya ke bhagavAna! sarva karmAMne khapAvIne huM jaldI meAkSamAM jAuM...! sa'sAra tyAgIne sAdhu banelA ziSya paNa enA gurunA caraNamAM samapaNa thaI jAya che te gurUnA vinaya, vaiyAvacca, AjJAnuM pAlana, sevAbhakti kare che teA enu ekaja lakSa hAya che ke huM bhagavAna ! mArA karmAMnA kema jaldI kSaya thAya. te gurU bhagavaMtane eka ja vinaMtI kare che ke gurUdeva ! jaldI mAre mekSa thAya evI sevAnuM kArya amane kamAve. AvA vinayavaMta ziSyonu' jaldI kalyANa thAya che. vinaya e meAkSanu' khIja che. haribhadra' sUrizvarajIne e ziSyo hatA. ekanu nAma haMsa ane bIjAnuM nAma paramahaMsa. A baMne hirabhadra sUrizvaranA sa`sAra pakSe bhANejo thatA hatA. emaNe vairAgya pAmIne mAmA mahArAja pAse dIkSA lIdhI hatI. baMne bhAIe gurUnA khUba vinaya karatA, sevAbhakti karatA. gurUnI jIbha ka ne ziSyeAnA paga kare. gurU bolAve tyAM taheta karIne ubhA rahetA. evA vinayavaMta ratna jevA ziSyo hatA. gurUnI sAnidhyamAM rahIne zAstrAnu' uDuM jJAna meLavyuM. jJAna sAthe svAdhyAya, tapa vigere kriyAe khUba karatA hatA. jaina dhanu' ghaNuM jJAna meLavyA pachI emane bauddha dharmanu jJAna meLavavAnI IcchA thaI. anyamatanu' jJAna meLavyu` heAya te kayAreka anya danI sAme vivAda karavAnA prasaMga Ave te vAMdhe na Ave. Ama vicAra karIne hasa ane paramahaMsa baMne bhAIoe gurUdeva pAse jaI bauddha matanA abhyAsa karavA mATe baudhdhanA maThamAM jaIne gupta rIte rahevAnI AjJA mAMgI paNu gurUne emAM pariNAma sAru' Ave tevu' dekhAyu' nahi ane bIjI tarapha ziSyAnI tIvra bhAvanA che eTale nA pADIza tA paNa rahevAnA nathI tethI gurU mauna rahyA. huMsa ane paraha'sa baMne khUba vicakSaNa ane vinayavata hatA. gurUnI AjJA e ja amAro zvAsa ane e ja prANu ema samajanArA Aje jJAna meLavavAnA mehamAM bhUlyA. gurUnA AziSa na maLyA te paNa e ane vinaya cUkIne vezapalTo karIne audhanA maThamAM jaIne rahyA, ane baughdha matanA abhyAsa zarU karyAM. buddhi mULa-tItra za, 82

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50 zAradA simita hatI eTale thoDA samayamAM ghaNuM jJAna meLavI lIdhuM. eka vakhata baudhdhAcAya jaina matanuM khaMDana kevI rIte thAya enI yuktie samajAvatA hatA. te vakhate huMsa ane paramahaMsa munie e yuktinI nabaLI kaDIe nAMdhavAnu gupta rIte zarU karyuM. kAgaLanI cakharakI upara A noMdha karI paNa kamanasIbe e cabarI ADI avaLI mUkAI javAthI eka bauddha vidyArthInA hAthamAM AvI gaI. eNe laI ne baudhAcAya ne ApI. A camarakInA lakhANa uparathI AcArya anumAna karI lIdhuM ke nakkI A maDhamAM gupta veSe jainanA anuyAyI AvyA hAvA joI e. ATalA vidyAthI emAM jaina kANu che enI khAtrI karavA mATe emaNe meDI rAtre vidyAthI enA kha'DamAM chata uparathI ghaDA gabaDAvyA. ekAeka dhaDAkA thA eTale audha vidyAthI enA mukhamAMthI zabdo nIkaLyA ke " budha' zaraNaM gacchAmi, " tyAre hu`sa ane paramahu`sanA mukhamAMthI " name arihaMtANu " zabdo nIkaLyA, eTale baudhAcA ne khAtrI thaI gaI ke nakkI A jaina che. "" phrIne vadhu cAkasAI karavA mATe bIjI parIkSA karI, temAM haMsa ane paramaha'sane lAgyuM' ke nakkI amArI parIkSA che tethI baMne jaldI pAchalA bAraNethI nAsI chUTayA. baudhdhoe emanA pIcho pakaDayA. A baMne bhAI e ghaNu* doDayA paNa 'samuni pakaDAI gayA ane praudhoe emanu" karapINa rIte khUna karI nAMkhyuM. paramahu'samuni zUrapALa rAjA pAse paDhoMcI gayA. baudhdho zodhatA zodhatA tyAM pahoMcI gayA. bauodhae zUrapALa rAjAne paramahaMsane potAne sAMpI devAnu kahyu tyAre zUrapALa rAjAe kahyuM ke e munei mArA zaraNe che. mAru' emane abhaya vacana che, mATe tame cAlyA jAe, eTale audho nirAza thaIne potAnA maDa tarapha cAlyA gayA, pachI rAjAnA IzArAthI paramahusa muni taka joIne tyAMthI nIkaLI gayA. A samaye emanA gurU haribhadrasUri ciMtADamAM birAjatA hatA. bhaya bharelA vAtAvaraNamAM paramahaMsa muni gurUdeva pAse paheAMcyA. AvIne gurUnA caraNamAM paDIne saghaLI vAta kahI. kahetA kahetA te paramahaMsa muninI AMkhamAMthI codhAra AMsu vahevA lAgyA. te raDatA raDatA kahe che gurUdeva ! ApanI AjJA vinA, ApanI AziSa lIdhA vinA ApanI AjJAnu' ullaMghana karIne ame uparavaTa thaIne abhyAsa karavA gayA tenA ja A karUNa aMjAma Avyo che. peAtAnA sagA bhAI huM samuninuM jIvana A rIte khatama thayu' ema kahIne pAte avinaya karyA badala dhruske ne dhruske raDIne gurUnI mAphI mAMgI ke gurUdeva! have kadI Avu' nahi karuM.... avinayanI je bhUla thaI gaI te thaI gaI paNa mAro bhAI te me' gumAvI dIdhA ne! enA temanA dilamAM kAramo AghAta hatA. haribhadrasUrine paNa AvA ratna jevA ziSya gumAvyA tene sakhata AdhAta lAgyA. paramaDu samuninI vyathAne tA keAI pAra ja na hatA. e te jANe potAnA gurUne A duHkhada samAcAra ApavA ane potAnA bhUlanI mAphI mAMgavA ja A

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zAradA sidi pa dehamAM haMsalA TakI rahyo hAya ema gurUdevanA kheALAmAM mAthu'mUkI raDatAM raDatAM ja parama'samunie prANa choDI dIdhA. haribhadrasUrine mATe tA jANe ghA upara mIThu` bhabharAvyu` hAya evA AghAta lAgyA. ahA ! bhaviSyamAM zAsananA sthaMbha bananArA, jinazAsanane ujjavaLa karanArA evA mArA ziSya ratnA Ama cAlyA gayA! AvA vicAre emanu mana becena banI gayuM. eka divasa zAsanadevIe haribhadrasUrine kahyuM ke vidvAna ziSyonA virahanI vyathAne zAMta karo." Apa te| mahAjJAnI che. Apane zuM kahu? paNa Apane eka vAta jaNAvI dau' ke ApanA bhAgyamAM have koI ziSya prApti nathI. A viraha vyathAne zAMta karavA mATe Apa navA navA graMthAnA nirmANa rUpa svAdhyAyamAM lAgI jAe te Apane khUba zAMti maLaze, tyAra pachI haribhadrasUrijIe ghaNAM graMthA racyA che. ema karavAthI emanA AtmAne parama zAMti maLI. '' cittamuni brahmadatta cakravatine kahe che he rAjan! tu' jemAM sukha mAne che e sukha sAcuM sukha nathI. saMsAranA kaNa jeTalA sukhanI pAchaLa maNa du:khAnI phAja doDatI Ave che. eTale ke sa'sAranA pratyeka sukhanI pAchaLa du:kha hAya che. jevI rIte varasAdanI pAchaLa kAdava, gulAbanI pAchaLa kAMTA, pANI hoya tyAM zevALa hAya che, tevI rIte saMsAramAM eka sukhanI pAchaLa duHkha DokiyA karatuM hoya che. saMsAranuM sukha tuccha ne kSaNika che. AvA sukhamAM unmatta banIne tuM mane kahe che ke tamane mArA jevuM sukha nathI maLyuM? tamArI karaNInu phaLa kayAM gayuM ke tamAre sAdhupaNuM levu paDayuM ? tA sAMbhaLa. mane sukha nhotu. maLyu. eTale hu' sAdhu banyA chu' ema nathI. jIve je karyAM karyAM che te bhegaLyA vinA. traNa kALamAM mekSa thatA nathI. eka saMskRta zrlAkamAM paNa kahyuM che ke ye nAsti, kalpakeoTi zatairapi / avazyameva meAtavyaM kRta karma zubhAzubham // karelA karmo kadI paNa karADo zata kalpakALamAM paNa kSaya pAmatA nathI. cAhe te zubha hAya ke azubha, enuM phaLa tA avazya jIvane bhAgavavuM paDe che, mATe he cakravati ! AvA mamaM puLa hoveva / mAre AtmA paNa uttama dravya kAma rUpa athavA jana prAnIya rUpa zabdArdikAnA bhAga dvArA puNya kLAthI yukata che. zubha azubha karyA gata kALamAM, na chUTake badhu bhAgavyA vinA, phaLa supuNya taNAM mujane maLyA, sukha vilAsanI uNapa nA rRpa. brahmadatta cakravatine samajAvavAnA zubha AzayathI cittamunie kahyuM he karelA zubha azubha karmonuM phaLa jIvane pAtAne bhAgavavuM paDe che. zubha karmonA saMcaya karyAM hAya te sukha ane azubha karmonA saMcaya karyAM hoya to duHkha bhogavavuM paDe che paNa karelA kamemAM bhAgaLyA vinA jIvanA chUTakAro nathI. A eka aTala siddhAMta rAjan !

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kapara zAradA sii AghAta '" :- vijayasena kayAM gayA che ? tyAre kumAre che. A siddhAMta anusara mane paNa mArA zubha karmanA phaLa svarUpe utkRSTa atha, kAma, pAMca IndriyonA mahAna sukhA, vaibhavavilAsa badhu ja maLyuM hatuM, tethI tame tamArA manamAM evA vicAra na karaze ke A bhikSue pUrve karelA tapa Adi sukRtyA niSphaLa che. hu' tArA jevA cakravarti nathI banyA paNa mane saMsAramAM eka paNa sukhanI uNapa na hatI. sa'sAranA tamAma sukhA mArI pAse upasthita hatA mATe ema na mAnaze| ke sAdhu pAse pahelAM kaI naheAtu' eTale sa'sAra cheDayA che. mane kevA sukha maLyA hatA te huM tane kahu chu' sAMbhaLa. have cittamuni brahmadatta cakravatine potAne kevA sukhA maLyA hatA te vAta kaheze tenA bhAva avasare, caritra "karUNlR kathanI sAMbhaLatA lAgelo rAjAe devasena ane ketusenane pUchyu ke beTA ! tArI A kahyu' nagarazeThane ghera lagna che eTale ene tyAM khUba kAma che. zeTha mArI khAne traNa divasathI ghera AvavA detA nathI. zeThane ghera ghara sAphasUphI karavAnuM', vAsaNa uTakavAnA, kapaDAM dhovAnA, bajAra mAMthI mAlasAmAna lAvavAnu', Avu' majurInu' kAma karI karIne mArI khA adhamU thaI gaI che, ane amane paNa traNa divasathI khAvAnuM maLyuM nathI. ema kahIne bALakA raDavA lAgyA. bhImasena paNa patnInA duHkhanI vAta sAMbhaLIne raDavA lAgyuMA. bhImasenane samajAvIne chAnA rAkhIne vijayasene bALakonA sAmu joI ne kahyu' beTA ! have tArI khAne kAma nahi karavu paDe hAM....ane tamane paNa duHkha nahi paDe. cAle, ApaNe saue rAjamahelamAM javAnu` che. tyAM tame khAjo, ramajo, sArA sArA kapaDA pahero, ane lIlA lhera karo. ema kahIne raDatA chAnA rAkhyA, tyAre bhUkhyA ketusene kahyu' he' pitAjI ! have amane khUba khAvAnuM maLaze ne ? nirdoSa bALakonI khAvA mATe kAkaludI bharI kAmaLa bhASA sAMbhaLIne vijayasenanu haiyu' cIrAI gayu.. kharekhara ! AmAM doSa tA mAro ja che ne ? meM rAjA banIne koI duHkhInI saMbhALa na lIdhI tyAre A bALakAnI ane suzIlA rANInI A dazA thaI ne ? mArA ja gAmamAM mArI sALI, sADhubhAI ane A kumaLA bAluDAone AvA kAramA duHkha bhogavavA paDayA ne ? A bAluDA khAvA mATe kevA TaLavaLe che! dhikkAra che mArA rAjavIpaNAne! Ama kahIne potAnI bhUlanA pazcAtApa kare che tyAM devasena-ketusene pUchyu' he pitAjI ! A kANu che ne e ApaNane kayAM teDI jAya che? -: bhImasene kahyu... beTA ! e A nagaranA mahArAjA che. teo ApaNane emane tyAM laI javA mATe teDavA AvyA che. vadhu kahuM te e tamArA mAsA che. he....amArA mAsA che ? A jANIne kumAro Ana MdamAM AvI gayA ne hasatA hasatA vijayasenane bheTI paDayA. vijayasene paNa emane vahAlathI papALyA ne "cakI lIdhA, tyAre bALako kahe che mAsA ! tame amane levA kema na sAnyA ? amane bahu duHkha paDayuM. mAsA !

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bAdo siddhi tame kayAM gayA hatA bALakanI karUNa kathanI sAMbhaLatA vijayasenanuM hRdaya cIrAI javA lAgyuM paNa have zuM thAya? maunapaNe sAMbhaLatA ketusenane teDI lIdhuM ane devasene bhImasenanI AMgaLI pakaDI. sau have nagara tarapha cAlavA lAgyA. ' "bahenane maLavA utsuka banelI sulocanA" :- jatAM jatAM vijyasene subhaTane AjJA pharamAvI ke jAo, mahArANIne samAcAra Apo ke tamArA bahena, banevI ane bALake A nagaramAM padhAryA che ane teo rAjamahelamAM AvI rahyA che. bIjA subhaTane AjJA karI ke tame nagarazeThanI havelIe jAo ne tyAM jaI rANI suzIlAdevIne A zubha samAcAra Ape ne teone atyaMta AdarabhAvathI rAjamahelamAM teDI lAve. AjJAnuM pAlana karavA mATe baMne subhaTo ravAnA thaI gayA. nagaranA mahArAjA, emanA sADhubhAI ane be bALakane laIne nagaramAM thaI pagapALA cAlatA rAjamahela tarapha padhAre che. A vAta kaI chAnI rahe? jotajotAmAM te vAta AkhA nagaramAM prasarI gaI. subhaTe utAvaLA jaIne mahArANI sucanAne maMgala samAcAranI vadhAmaNI ApI, eTale tarata ja pitAnI meTI bahenane maLavA mATe pAlakhImAM besIne nagaramAM AvI. tyAM ja tene vijyasenanA subhaTo maLyA. temaNe kahyuM suzIlArANI nagarazeThanI havelIe kAma kare che eTale rANIe pAlakhIne nagarazeThanI havelI tarapha levaDAvI. koIe nagarazeThane samAcAra ApyA ke tamAre tyAM rANIsAheba Ave che. have A tamAruM AvI banyuM samajI leje. zeTha-zeThANane te biMcArAne vAtamAM kaMI samajAyuM nahi. amAro zuM gune che, vAMka che ke AvI banyuM! emanA te hAjA gagaDI gayA. tyAM te sucanA rANI pAlakhImAMthI utarIne havelIe AvyA. mahArANI sucanAne pitAnI havelIe AvelA joIne zeTha-zeThANa hAMphaLA phAMphaLA thaI gayA. emanA satkAra mATe hAtha joDIne ubhA rahyA ane atyaMta AdarabhAvathI sucanA rANIne pitAnI havelImAM lAvyA ne bolyA rANI mA ! Aje Apa amAre ghera padhAryA. dhanya ghaDI ne dhanya bhAgya amArA ke amAruM ghara pAvana thayuM paNa je saMdeza mokalyo hota te huM pite ApanI sevAmAM hAjara thAta. Ape zA mATe ATale zrama ve? ema kahIne nagarazeThe vinaya karyo. "besatama kAma karatI suzIlA" - zeThanA AMgaNamAM mANase samAtA nathI. zerabakora macI gayo che, paNa bicArI suzIlA te gharanuM kAma karI rahI che. ene A vAtanI kaMI khabara nathI ke have mArA pApa pUrA thayA che ne puNyane udaya jAge che, eTale mane teDavA mATe mArI bahena jAte AvI che. e te A nagarazeThanI havelIe kALI majurI kare che. traNa traNa divasathI pitAnA vahAlasoyA lAlane joyA che nathI. te zeTha zeThANIne kahetI ke mane thoDI vAra ghera javA de. mArA bAluDA bhUkhyA tarasyA haze. emanI khabara laIne AvuM chuM. tyAre zeTha zeThANI kahetA ke je tAre

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(54 zAradA sidi javu' hAya to jA, pachI ahIM AvIza nahi, tyAre bicArI suzIlA ema vicAra karatI ke rojanA rUpiyA lekhe mahinA kAma karIza tA 60 rUpiyA maLaze ne lagna Avaze eTale sAru khAvAnuM maLaze te mArA bAluDA rAjI thaze ne jo jaIza te mane zeTha nAkarI rAkhaze nahi, eTale badhu' sahana karatI hatI. hajI thoDI vAra pahelAM lagnamAM mohanathALa, mesUba, magasa badhI mIThAI e banAvavA mATe caNAnI dALa daLIne uThI hatI eTale paraseve rebajheba thaI gaI hatI. khUba thAkI gaI hatI tethI sheja visAme khAvA eThI tyAM te zeThANIe dhamakAvI nAMkhI ke zu besI rahI che? ghera lagna Ave che ne tAre ArAma karavA che? uThe, A eMThavADa kADhI nAMkha, eTale bicArI suzIlA vAsaNa uTakatI hatI. **66 99 :~ A sulecanA rANIe nagarazeThane kaDakAIthI prazna karyA ke Apane tyAM suzIlA nAme koI strI kAma kare che? nagarazeThe kahyu. hA. Apane enuM zuM kAma che ? rANIe kahyu mAre enu kAma che. zeThe kahyu ke chellA eka mahinAthI e strI mArI havelInI sAsuphInu kAma kare che, vAsaNa uTake che, kapaDA dhAve che ne amArI dIkarInA lagna Ave che eTale lagnanuM kAmakAja paNa e kare che. khAI ghaNI bhalI che. keAI uMcA khAnadAna kuLanI hAya ema lAge che, paNa karmInA udayathI A dazA bhagavI rahI che. mahinAthI amAre tyAM Ave che. paNa haju me' enu mukha joyuM nathI. evI maryAdAvALI che. suzIlAnu duHkha jotA codhArA AMsue raDatI sulocanA vAta sAMbhaLIne suleAcanAnuM hRdaya cIrAI gayuM. ahA! mArI moTI bahenanI A dazA ! huM rAjarANInuM sukha bhogavuM ne e gharagharanA vAsaNa uTake! kapaDA dhAve ne daLaNAM daLe! e bicArI kevA duHkhA bhagavI rahI che! e vicAre rANInI AMkheA AMsuthI chalakAI gaI. A joIne zeTha zeThANInA manamAM thayuM ke rANIjI zA mATe raDatA haze ? zeThANIe pUchyuM. Apa kema raDeA che ? zu' e dAsIe tamAruM kaI kharAba kayu che ? ene kayAM khabara che ke A rANInI bahena che. suleAcanAe kahyu' zeTha! tame mane jaldI enI pAse laI jAo. eTale nagarazeTha sulAcanAne jyAM suzIlA vAsaNa uTakatI hatI tyAM laI gayA. suzIlA bicArI nIcuM joIne vAsaNa uTakatI hatI. zarIra parasevAthI rekhajheba thaI gayu hatuM. suzIlAne jotAM ja sulecanAe doTa mUkI ne mATethI bolI e meATI bahena....moTIbahena....A sAMbhaLatA suzIlA camakI, kAraNa ke ujjainInu rAjya cheADacA pachI atyAra sudhImAM meTIbahena kahIne koI khAlAvanAra na hatu. cu' joyuM teA peAtAnI nAnI bahena sulecanA Ave che, tethI suzIlA ekadama ubhI thaI gaI. tyAM te suleAcanA AvIne mATI bahenane bheTI paDI, ane bahenanI A dazA joI ne e ceAdhAra AMsue raDavA lAgI. baMne baheno ekabIjAne bheTI paDI che. have zuM khanaze tenA bhAva avasare. ** 8 $3

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vyAkhyAna naM. 67 A suda ne budhavAra tA. 26-9-79 tRptinA gharamAM AvavA zuM karaze?" sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAone bahene! jagatanA chanA kalyANa mATe jJAnIoe Agama vANI prakAzI. AgamanI vANI vikRtine dUra karI saMskRtinA saraLa mArge laI janArI che. Aje jyAM juo tyAM Arya saMskRtinuM patana thaI rahyuM che. A saMskRtinA patanakALamAM enuM saMrakSaNa karavAnA prayatna Aye dezamAM thayelA mahApurUSa ane emane anusaranArA Arya leke karatA AvyA che. AjanA lekone mULamAM e samajAvavAnI jarUra che ke pUrve AtmAnA sthAnanI ucca zraddhAnA kALamAM je AbAdI, sukhazAMti ane mAnavatA khIlelI hatI te Aje kayAM dekhAya che? jo mAnavanA dilamAM SasthAnanI zradadhAne dipaka jalaze te ene udadhAra thaze ane te ja sukha, zAMti, AbAdI ane mAnavatAne cAMda seLe kaLAe khIlI uThaze. AtmA che, te nitya che, eNe karelA karmanA phaLa bhegavavA paDe che. A vAta je lakSamAM na hoya te e saMskRtinuM jIvana kayAMthI jIvI zake? kAraNa ke A duniyA te pratyakSamAM dhana, sattA ane sanmAna batAve che tethI ene meha keNa cheDI zake? jene SasthAnanI pAkI zraddhA thAya tene ema samajAya ke je huM mohanIyAdi karmanA baMdhane ubhA rAkhIza te enA bhayaMkara kaTuphaLa mAre pitAne bhegavavA paDaze, mATe ahIM AtmAnA baMdhane mAre teDI nAMkhavA joIe nahitara bhAvi asaMkhyakALa bhaTakavuM paDaze. AtmAnA baMdhana kema tUTe ane AtmAne anaMtakALa kema rakhaDavuM na paDe tevuM pratyakSa samajAvanAra A kALamAM arihaMta bhagavAna ke kevaLI bhagavAnane vega ApaNane maLyo nathI. are ! mana:paryavajJAnI ke avadhijJAnI saMte paNa ApaNI samakSa upasthita nathI, eTale kaI bAbatamAM ApaNane saMzaya thAya te enuM nivAraNa karanAra koI nathI, chatAM eTaluM ApaNuM sadbhAgya jarUra che ke AlaMbana rUpe ApaNane tIrthakara bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLavAne suyoga maLyo che. tIrthakara bhagavAnanI vANI kevI apUrva che. temanI vANInA prabhAve mAnavanA jIvanamAM keTale palaTo thAya che ! juo. bharata cakravatie rAjya upara pitAnI hakUmata calAvI tyAre 98 nAnA bhAIe kodhathI dhamadhamI uThyA tyAre bhagavAna 2Sabhadeve emane zuM upadeza Apyo A vAta khUba jANavA jevI, samajavA jevI ane vicAravA jevI che. "bhagavAna gaSabhadeva pAse phariyAda karatA akuNuM pucho": 2Sabhadeva bhagavAne pitAnA badhA putrone rAjayano hisso vaheMcI ApIne dIkSA lIdhI, tyAra pachI bharata mahArAjAnI AyudhazALAmAM cakra ratna utpanna thayuM, pachI anukrame cauda ratane,

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'656 zAradA siddhi navanidhi badhuM maLyuM ane cha khaMDa sAdhIne AvyA pachI bharata mahArAjAne saMpUrNa cakravati banavuM che eTale pitAnA 98 nAnA bhAI ane pitAnI AjJA mAnI levA dUta mAraphata samAcAra kahevaDAvyA, tyAre nAnA aThThANue bhAIo bharata mahArAjA para gusse thaI gayA ne kahevA lAgyA zuM, badhA rAjaya upara emanI ja sattA che? A te pitAjIe rAjya ApyuM che. ene ATalI badhI khumArI che ke pitAjIe ApaNane ApeluM rAjya paNa paDAvI levA Icche che? e eka che te ApaNe aThThANuM chIe. evI enI AjJA amAre svIkAravI nathI. ame enI sAme laDAI karIzuM paNa laDAI karatA pahelAM ApaNe pitA RSabhadeva bhagavAnane vAta jaNAvI daIe. e zuM kahe che te joIe, pachI vAta. aThThANuMe bhAIe jhaSabhadeva bhagavAna pAse upaDyA. jaIne kahe che pitAjI! Ape amane rAjya ApyA te laIne saMteSathI ame rAjya karIe chIe, paNa moTAbhAI bharata lebhI banIne AkhA jagatane dabAvI Avyo. haju paNa ene lebha maTayo nathI. te amane kahe che, ke tame mArA gulAma bane. te bele pitAjI! have ame ene batAvI ApIe ne? bhagavAna A bAbatamAM zuM kahe ? vItarAga prabhu te AraMbha samAraMbha ane jIvahiMsAnI vAtamAM rasa le kharA ? "nA". pitAnI pAse nyAya karAvavA AvelA 98 putrone vItarAga paramAtmAe zuM ApyuM? zuM zIkhavyuM? te sAMbhaLe. bhagavAna RSabhadevanI mIThI Takera :- aThThANuM putre bhagavAnane vaMdana karI pitAnI vAtanI rajuAta karIne prakhadAmAM besI gayA. trASabhadeva bhagavAna te sarvajJa hatA. A nimitte zuM lAbha thavAne che te badhuM jANatA hatA. eTale emaNe te je auSadhanI jarUra hatI te pIrasavA mAMDavuM. jyAM kapAyenA jhera ubharAI rahyA hatA tyAM upazama rasanA-vairAgyanAM jharaNA vahetA karI dIdhA. amUlya upadeza ApatA bhagavAne kahyuM ke he rAMkaDA cho ! tame bharatane duzmana samaje che ? duzamana te tamArI aMdara beThelA che. krodha-mAna-mAyA-labha-mahamada-matsara-rAga dveSa vigere AtmAnA kharA duzmane che. anaMtakALa bhavacakramAM bhaTakAvanAra che. emane ja ukheDI nAMkhe che. bharatane zuM batAvI ApavuM che? bharatane jItavA jaze te tamArA aMdara beThelA duzmane vadhu baLavAna banaze. paNa bhagavAna ! e amAruM rAjya laI le che. are ! tame vicAra to kare. rAjya konuM? A dharatI koInI thaI che? A dharatI tamane hasI rahI che ke tame tenA upara mamatva karo che? kaMIkane meM ravAnA karyA chatAM huM te ahIM ja chuM ane tamane paNa eka divasa ravAnA karavAnI chuM. phogaTa phAMphAM zA mATe mAro che ? bele, A jamIna, zAnya tamArI sAthe AvavAnuM che?, aThTha. bhAIee javAba Ape ke "nA." te pachI zAnA upara mamatA karI che? aSabhadeva bhagavAne emane vairAgyathI bharapUra.upadeza Apyo ne sAthe eka aMgAraka nAmanA vahepArInuM daSTAMta ApyuM.

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sto mitti aMgAraka nAme kalasAne meTo jambare vahepArI hate. e lAkaDA banAvIne kalasA banAvatuM hatuM, tethI enuM nAma aMgAraka hatuM. eka vakhata aMgAraka vahepArI kelasA banAvavA gayo. sAthe pANInA moTA moTA pIpa bharIne gayo hate. lAkaDA saLagAvyA ne kAma zarU thayuM. baporane samaye thayo. sUrya mAthe Avyo eTale garamI te ekadama vadhI gaI. pANI sAthe lAvyA hatA te aMgArA ThAravAmAM, zarIre chAMTavAmAM, pIvAmAM, dharatI ThaMDI karavAmAM, vaparAI gayuM eTale te pANInI tapAsa karavA lAgyo. paNa eTalAmAM te pANI kayAMya dekhAtuM nathI eTale e dUra dUra sudhI pANInI tapAsa karavA upaDayo. ene eTalI badhI tarasa lAgI hatI ke pANI mATe deDyo kharo paNa sakhata garamI ane asahya tarasanA kAraNe kaMTha sUkAvA lAgyo. cakakara AvI gayA eTale eka vRkSanI zItaLa chAyAmAM Avyo. tyAM ene mUcha AvI gaI tethI e tyAM DhaLI paDayo. mUchagata avasthAmAM ene pANInuM svapna AvyuM. - baMdhuo! moTA bhAge tamane svapnA zenA Ave che? A divase jenI raTaNa karatA che, jenI haiyALI karI hoya tenA ja svapnA Ave ne? ATalA badhA beThA cho emAMthI koIne evuM svapna kadI AvyuM che kharuM ke huM mahAvideha kSetramAM pahoMcI gaye, meM sImaMdhara bhagavAnanA darzana karyA, emanI mIThI ne madhurI dezanA sAMbhaLI mane vairAgya Ave ne meM dIkSA laI lIdhI. (hasAhasa) bole, kadI AvuM svapna Ave che kharuM? kyAMthI Ave ? Akhe divasa manamAM saMsAranA rAganI rAmAyaNa karI hoya tyAM AvA uttama svapnA kayAMthI Ave ? gharanI ne dukAnanI vAta cheDI do paNa ahIM dharmasthAnakamAM AvIne maDha muhapatti bAMdhI sAmAyika laIne beThA ho chatAM emanI vAte saMsAranI cAlatI hoya. dina-rAta ekalI tuccha pudgalenI raTaNa cAle pachI svapnA paNa padgaleno ja Ave emAM zI navAI! moTI nukazAnI te e che ke tuccha padArthonI karelI raTaNa bhaviSyanA tuccha nI AgAhI kare che. bhaviSyamAM jene halakA bhava karavAnA hoya ene ahIM halakuM sUjhe che. ' ' "tRNunI AgathI jalato tRNavaMta" - aMgAraka vahepArIne mUchagata avasthAmAM svapna AvyuM ke sAme taLAva dekhAyuM. taLAva joIne ene khUba AnaMda thayo ne vicAra karavA lAge ke sAruM thayuM. ane pUba tarasa lAgI che. e te pANI pIvA mATe svapnAmAM taLAva pAse doDa ane udhe paDI lAMbo thaIne heranI jema moTuM baLIne pANI pIvA lAgyo. thothavAramAM to AkhuM taLAva pI gaye. krodha ane tRSNAmAM dhamadhamatA 98 putronI vItarAga bhagavAna upadeza Ape che ke juo, A tarasa kevI che! pANI pIne vadhe evI ke ghaTe evI ? tyAMthI AgavI doDa te eNe gaMgAnadI jevI moTI nadI joI, eTale gaMgAnA kinAre udhe sUIne eNe pANI pIvA mAMDayuM. zA. 83 ' ' . . .

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158 zAradA siti AkhI gaMgAnadI khAlI karI nAMkhI, A vAta sAMbhaLatA tamArA mukha sAme huM jouM chuM te tamane hasavuM Ave che ke e keTale tara thaye haze ke AkhA taLAvanuM ne nadInuM pANI pI gayo ! ene hasavA pahelA tamArI tRSNa keTalI che? je maLI jAya te AkhA jagatanuM bheguM karI levAnI dAnata kevI vikarALa che. tene vicAra karI leje. anaMtakALamAM keTaluM bheguM nathI karyuM ! keTaluM bhogavyuM nathI ? ene vicAra karIne pachI pelA vahepArInI tRSA upara hasaje. bAkI tRSNA te mahA bhayaMkara che. ene koIne Dara nathI. kahyuM che ke yauvanaM jarAyA grasta, mArogyaM vyAdhibhirhatam / jIvitaM mRtyurabhyeti, tRSNaikA nirupadravA // * yuvAnI vRddhAvasthAthI grasta che, taMdurastI bimArIothI dabAyelI che, ane jIvananI sAme mRtyu AvI rahyuM che paNa tRSNA ja eka A jagatamAM nirUpadrava che. ene koIne bhaya nathI. AvI tRSNa bhayaMkara rAkSasI che. pelA aMgAraka vahepArIe te svapnAmAM kAma cAlu ja rAkhyuM. AkhI duniyAmAM pharI vaLe, nadIo, kUvA, sarovara je AvyA te badhA pI pIne khAlI karyA chatAM haju tRSA chIpatI nathI. enA manamAM thAya che ke haju paNa pANI maLe te pI jAuM. A jIvanuM je cAlatuM hoya te tRSNanA badhA daravAjA khullA che eTale e duniyAnA koI khUNAmAM dhana rahevA de nahi. tRSNanI Aga keTalI saLagI che ! agnine pUche tane keTalA lAkaDA khape? keTalA lAkaDA maLyA pachI tuM zAMta thAya? agnine je vAcA hota te e zuM kaheta? duniyAbharanA lAkaDA mane khape che. mane game teTalA lAkaDA Apo te paNa huM zAMta thavAnI nathI. jJAnIo kahe che ke tRSNa paNa agni jevI che, mATe je tamAre sukhI thavuM hoya te tRNa ochI karo. cakravatine cAmaro vIMjhAtA hoya chatAM jo e tyAgane Azaka na hoya te enuM aMtara atRpta hoI zake che. ane parNakuTiramAM vasatA mAnavanA mukha para paNa saMteSanuM sonerI smita pharakI zake che je enuM jIvana pratibaddha hoya te. "tRNumAMthI pitanA mudrAlekha sAthe ane tenA sathavAre ApaNe je divase dharmanI dharatI upara cAlavA mAMDIzuM e divasa muktinagarI ApaNane sAmethI teDavA Avaze." mATe je jaladI mekSamAM javuM hoya te tRSNA tyAga karIne tRptinA gharamAM AvI jAo. vahepArIe AkhI duniyAnA pANI pIdhA chatAM enI tRSA maTI nahi. hajupaNa phAMphAM mAre che paNa have te kayAMya ene pANI dekhAtuM nathI. evAmAM tyAM teNe eka khAbociyuM joyuM. temAM pANI nathI paNa ragaDe kAdava che. emAM eNe pitAnuM kapaDuM kADhI kAdava para pAtharI dIdhuM. kapaDuM bhIMjAyuM. ene lece laI uce pakaDI moMmAM nice che. enA TIpA meDhAmAM paDe che ne mAne che ke hAza..pANI pIdhuM. .

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huM pahe : aThThANuM putrone samajAvatA bhagavAna RSabhadeva " RSabhadeva bhagavAna aThThANu' bhAI Ane pUche che ke kahA bhAI! have enI tRSA maTI javAnI ne ? are prabhu ! jagatabharanA nadI, kUvA, ane sareAvaranA pANI pIdhA chatAM je tRSA na maTI te zuM A kAdavanA pANInA TIpAthI maTe ? na maTe. te pachI he putro ! ApaNeA jIva nava grevayeka sudhI jaIne ghaNI vAra vaibhava vilAsa bhAgavI AvyeA. ratnAnA vimAna, bagIcA, vAvaDI, miNa-mANekanA alaMkAro, sukAmaLa rUpasuMdarI-devAMganAo A badhu devatAI sukha ghaNIvAra meLavyuM ne bhAgavyuM. tA paNa enAthI je jIvanI tRSNA na maTI te pachI ahIM kAdavanA pANInA eka bindu samAna A pRthvIne eka nAnakaDA TukaDA ane tuccha sa patti je maLI tenAthI zuM jIvanI tRSNA maTaze ? jo nahi maTe teA zu ene pAchI vadhe evuM karavAnu... ke e tRSNA maTADavAnA sAcA IlAjo karavAnA ? RSabhadeva bhagavAna aThThANu putrone uddezIne kahe che ke, zAradA siddhi 46 he rAMkaDAe ! tamane AvA tuccha rAjaya pratye ATalA badhA rAga che ? enI ATalI badhI tRSNA ! je tRSNA devalAkanA ghaNIvAranA divya bhAgethI paNa zAMta thatI nathI e tRSNA ahIM maLelA sukhAthI zamI jaze ema mAnA che ? aThThANuMe bhAI e A sAMbhaLIne kapI uThayA ne emanA manamAM thayu` ke ame keTalA rAMkaDA chIe ! kAM sukha mATe phAMphA mArI rahyA chIe ! RSabhadeva bhagavAnanA aThThANuM putro bharata mahArAjA sAthe yuddha karavAnu' pUchavA AvyA hatA have zAMta banI gayA. emanI tRSNA tyAMthI ja aTakI gaI. bhagavAnanA upadeza sAMbhaLIne vairAgyanA raMge raMgAI gayA. teo vicAra karavA lAgyA ke bharata mahArAjAe ApaNane samajavAnA A sAre| mAkA A ceA. have dRSTi savaLI thaI gaI. aThThANuM bhAI e bhagavAnanA caraNamAM namI paDayA ne bhagavAnane kahe che ke prabhu ! have amAre kaI sa`patti ke rAjya na joI e. amAre te ApanuM zaraNu joi e. e e samajI gayA ke khAvAnI tRSNA khAvAthI na maTe, paNa ajJAnI leAkeA ema bele che ke khAI e te bhUkha maTe, paNa lokottara zAsanane pAmelA te ema kahe ke " tapa karavAthI AhAranI tRSNA maTe. unALAnA divaseAmAM jema sarabata pIvAnuM mana thAya ne pIvAthe jAya tema tarasa vadhe che evI rIte khAnapAnADhi bhAgathI tRSNA vadhe che. emane samajAI gayuM ke A tRSNAnA pUramAM taNAI rahyA chIe ne have jo tRSNAnI gulAmI rAkhIzuM teA khalAsa thaI javAnA. ema samajIne aThThANu e bhAI ee bhagavAna pAse ca ritra lIdhuM. -- "bharata mahArAjAne thayelI pazcAtApa aThThANu bhAI o bhagavAna pAse phariyAda karavA mATe gayA che e vAtanI bharata mahArAjAne khabara paDI eTale emaNe tapAsa karavA te mekalyA. ahIM tA khadhA bhAI e bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI 'taramAM ??

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60 zAradA siddhi jhIlIne sAdhu thaIne besI gayA. datae AvIne, bharata mahArAjAne khabara ApyA tyAre emanA manamAM thayuM ke mArA bhAI ane mArI AjJAmAM rahevAnuM kahyuM eTale khoTuM lAgyuM haze ne rIsAIne tyAM besI gayA haze, tethI temane pastAvo thaye ane tarata tyAM AvIne bhagavAnane vaMdana namaskAra karI aThThANuM bhAIone hAtha joDIne kahe che ke mArA vahAlA bhAIo ! mArA para kRpA karIne pAchA ghera padhAro. mAre tamArA para sattA nathI jamAvavI. tame rAjamahelamAM AvIne khuzIthI svecchAe rAjapATa bhega. mArAthI rIsAso nahi. Ama namrabhAve vinavaNI karavA lAgyA. chevaTe bhagavAne khulAso karyo ke bharata ! tArA uparanI rIsathI nahi paNa saMsArathI virakti pAmIne A mahAnubhavoe kharekhara cAritra jIvana svIkAryuM che. kSamA zramaNa banyA che mATe tuM beTI kalpanA na karIza. - tRSNa ane kaSAyathI baLatA AvelA aThThANuM putrone kaSabhadeva bhagavAne ugArI dIdhA ne e saMsAra tyAgI sAdhu banI gayA. lehInI nadIo vahetI aTakI ane bharata mahArAjAne potAnI hakumata jamAvavAnI bhUlane pazcAtApa thaye. kSamA mAMgavA sAthe aThThANuM bhAIonI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA ke aho! saMsAranA udvegathI, bhavanA virAgathI mArA laghu baMdhavAo samasta aMtaraMga baMdhane toDIne besI gayA che. dhanya emanuM vana ane dhanya emane avatAra! e AtmAo kevA uttama che ke viSayanI tRSNA ane kaSAyone saMsAranuM bIja samajIne mekSanA paMthe caDhI gayA! ene na samajanArA adhama che paNa huM te AvuM jANavA chatAM ene choDatuM nathI, tethI huM te adhamAdhama chuM baMdhuo ! je laDAI karI hota te A bhavya jIne hadayapalaTA thAta ! ane sAcI saMskRtine saMvega-virAgabharyA mArge vicarAta ! bhAIe mahAsaMta banyA ane bharata mahArAjAe kSamA mAMgI bhAIonI prazaMsA karI. baMdhuo ! bhagavAna trASabhadeve 98 putrone Apele upadeza ApaNA sarva mATe vicAraNIya, AdaraNIya ane grahaNa karavA yogya che. have ApaNe cAlu adhikAra vicArIe. brahmadatta cakavatie cittamunine kahyuM ke mArA puNyakarmanA phaLa te tame najare joI zake che. vadhAre jovuM hoya te mArA rAjabhavanamAM padhAro ne dekho ke mArI saMpatti keTalI che! mArA bhaMDAra trAddhi siddhi ane samRddhithI kevA chalakAI rahyA che! mArI rU5 ramaNae te jANe IndranI asara joI le. AkhA rAjyamAM mArI keTalI hakUmata cAle che mArI eka hAke gharatI dhrujI uThe che huM saheja AMcake mAruM te AkhuM lazkara dariyAmAM paDI jAya eTalI te mArAmAM tAkAta che. ATaluM sukha mAre ghera che, ane tamArAmAM te mane kaMI daivata dekhAtuM nathI tyAre cittamunie kahyuM, he rAjana ! karelA karmo kadI niSphaLa jatA nathI. pachI cAhe te satkarmo karIne puNya bAMdhyuM hoya ke duSkarmo karIne pApa bAMdhyuM hoya. satkarmanA zubha phaLa maLe che ne duSkarmanA

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zarA siddhi azubha phaLa maLe che. karmanA zubhAzubha phaLa jIvane bhegavyA vinA emAMthI chUTakAro thata nathI. mATe tene jema tArA zubha karmane udayathI sukho maLyA che tema mane paNa mArA zubha karmonA phaLa maLyA hatA paNa tane khabara nathI eTale tuM A pramANe bole che. mArI vAta tuM sAMbhaLa. cimuni brahmadattane kahe che ke | gALAzi samUya mahApumA, maraghAM pukhyatovA - niraMsfpa vALAhi tara javuM, nu takSa vijaLamULat | zA. A gAthAmAM saMbhUye kahyuM che eTale brahmadatta cakavatine pUrvabhava eTale ke devakathI pahelAnA bhAvamAM saMbhUta nAma hatuM ne! A gAthAmAM cittamunie brahmadatta cakavatine janmAMtaranA nAmathI saMbodhana karatA kahyuM ke he saMbhUta! tamane jevA sukhe maLyA hatA tevA ja mane paNa maLyA hatA, paNa vAtane jANyA pahelAM beTA mArka mUkI devA e mUrkhatA che mATe tame jema tamArI potAnI jAtane atizaya mahAbhyathI saMpanna ane cakravati padanI prAptithI atizaya vibhUti viziSTa mAnIne sukRtyanA phaLanA bhegavanAra mAnI rahyA che e ja rIte he rAjana ! A cittane paNa tame e ja mAne. jo ke tame saMsArI che eTale tamArI Rddhi-samRddhinA tame guNagAna kare, ene mArI sAme pradarzana kare che paNa huM te sAdhu chuM. jaina munio game teTalI saMpatti choDIne AvyA hoya chatAM teo gRhasthanI pAse ema nathI kahetA ke meM AvA saba choDIne dIkSA lIdhI che. eTale mAre paNa tamane kahevuM na joIe paNa tamAre prazna e che ke jema mane mArA satya ane saraLa tapa ane saMyamanA phaLa maLyA che tevA tamane maLyA nathI, ane tame tapazcaryA karIne kaMi phaLa prApta karyuM nathI. tamArA manamAM evI zaMkA thaI che te zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karavA mATe huM tamane kahuM chuM saddabhAgyavAna manathI tujane tuM mAna, tevo subhAgI cittane manathI pramANa, ddhi ane zarIra kAMti taNe suyoga, pAmyo hato citta 2he sukha bhoga pUrNa jenuM citta sadA prasanna che, jenA haiyAmAMthI karUNAne strota vahe che, nayanamAMthI amI jhare che evA cittamuni kahe che he saMbhUti ! jema kUvAnA deDakAne kUvAmAM AnaMda Ave che ne te ema samaje che ke ahe ! mAruM ghara keTaluM moTuM che! paNa sarovara dekhe te khyAla Ave ne ke kenuM ghara moTuM? ema he saMbhUti ! tamArI daSTi paNa kavAnA deDakA jevI che, tethI tamArA sukhanA gANA gAyA kare che paNa sAMbhaLe huM te atyAre tamArA karatAM te aneka gaNa sukhI chuM, kAraNa ke sAdhunA eka divasanA saMyamanA sukhanI tele devonA sukhe paNa AvI zakatA nathI evA cAritranA mahAna rAkhe che. duniyAmAM sauthI vadhumAM vadhu ne sAcA sukhI hoya te "ekAMta sukhI munI vItarAgI" e apekSAe huM tamArA karatA aneka gaNe sukhI chuM. ThIka, A te sAdhupaNunI vAta thaI.

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zAradA sili have tane saMsAranI vAta karuM. saMsAra avasthAmAM paNa mane eTale ke cittanA jIvane Rddhi, dAsa, dAsI, hAthI, gheDA, maNa suvarNa Adi dhana-dhAnya saMpanna ane iti-teja pratApa, rUpa vipula pramANamAM hatI. AnuM tAtparya e che ke je prakAre tame nidAnanA kAraNe devalekamAMthI cavIne brahmarAjA ane culanI rANIne tyAM brahmadatta nAmanA putra rUpe janmIne cakavati padane bhegavI rahyA che evI ja rIte huM tamAre bhAI citta paNa niyANA rahita tapanA prabhAvathI devakamAMthI cavIne susamRdadha dhanasAra zeThane tyAM putrapaNe ja chuM. je prakArane tamAro vaibhava che e ja mAro vaibhava hatuM. huM paNa e avasthAmAM eTale ke saMsAramAM hatuM tyAre dararoja eka karoDa senAmahore dAnamAM Apate hate. dareka RtuomAM anukULa, sukhadAyaka ane manohara bhavya prasAdo hatA. temAM nivAsa karIne saghaLA bhegene upaga karate hate. ratha, ghoDA ane hAthInI mAre tyAM kamI na hatI. mAre aneka sukumAra patnIo hatI. mAre tyAM 32 prakAranA nATaka thatA hatA. e jotAM huM alaukika sukha bhogavate hate. TUMkamAM mAre tyAM keIpaNa vastune abhAva na hatuM. saMsAranA saghaLA sukhe mane prApta thayA hatA. pUrve karelA sukRtyane prabhAva mane dina pratidina AnaMdita banAvatuM hatuM. A pramANe cittamunie brahmadatta cakravatine kahyuM. have brahmadatta : cakravati cittamunine zuM kaheze tene bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 68 A suda 7 ne guruvAra "samyak darzanane prabhAva" tA. 27-9-79 anaMtajJAnI bhagavaMte anAdikALathI mahamadirAnA pAna karI bhavavanamAM bhaTakatA nA udadhArane mATe dvAdazAMgI sUtranI rajuAta karI. jJAnInI vANunA ekeka zabda alaukika bhAva bharelA che. tenI zraddhA thAya te meha madirAnA kepha utare, bhavabhramaNa TaLe, ane samyagadarzananI prApti thAya. samyagadarzana e jIvane mokSanI najIka laI janAro alaukika guNa che. samyagudarzana thatAM AtmAmAM eka prakAranuM teja pragaTa thAya che. e teja saMcaya karyA pachI AtmA meha upara eka nizcita prakArane kAbU meLave che. jemAM e mohanIya karmathI utpanna thatI ghaNA kALa sudhInI dUragAmI asarone kaIne kaI prakAre reke che yA nAbUda kare che. A rIte AtmAmAM eka mahatvane guNa prakAzane paMja vere che. A guNanuM nAma che samyagadarzana. samyagadarzana prApta thayA pachI jIva ardha pudgala parAvartanakALamAM sidhine hAMsala karI le che.

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sArA siti 3 lAkha jIva samyagdarzana pAme che tyAre Atmasa'pattimAM sArI vRddhi thAya che. AtmAnI gADI ayAtmanA sIdhA ane saraLa mArge caDhI jAya che. samyaktva dazAmAM te AtmAnA upavanamAM sumadhura saurabhathI mhe'katI vAstavika adhyAtmanI lAkha puSpakaLI prasannatAnI parimala prasarAve che. samitI AtmAnI vaiSayika rasavRttinI mastI AgaLI gayelA himAlayanA avaziSTa himasamUha jevI khanI jAya che. samakti pAmela AtmA sasAramAM rahe paNa svecchAe sukhanI mastI mANatA nathI, kAraNa ke ane saMsAranI ane bhAgAnI asAratAnu spaSTapaNe bhAna thaI cUkayuM hAya che. bhAgAdi meLavavAnI ane bhAgavavAnI pravRtti cAlu hovA chatAM AtmAnI mukhya rasavRttinu kendra adhyAtma banI cUkayuM hAya che, ane e adhyAtmanI khilavaTa vairAgyanI kakSA sudhI pahoMce che. Ama tA samyaktvanI aneka bhUmikA che ane bhUmikAnA bhedathI aneka prakAranu emAM tAratamya hoya che paraMtu samyaktvanI ucca bhUmikAnuM danaspana tA koI aneru hAya che, sAMbhaLeA. anAdikAlIna caMcaLatAmAMthI apunama "dhaka dazAmAM pragaTAvelI sthiratA vikasatA vikasatA ahI' AtmAne evI pacavaTI upara lAvIne mUke che ke jyAM AtmA zamanA sudhApAnamAM eTalA badhA rasalIna banI jAya che ke bIje badhethI enI rasavRtti khecAIne ahI Ave che. saveganA rasasAgaramAM e evu adbhUta snAna karatA hoya che ke vaiyika bhAge pabhoganI upasthiti ane pravRttimAM paNa gADha AsaktinA koI rajakaNu ene lAgI zakatA nathI. zamanA sudhApAnathI ane sa MvegarasanA snAnathI AtmAmAM eka adbhUta khaLa pragaTe che, sphurti ane taravarATa jAge che. enA kula svarUpe AtmA sa'sAranA tamAma baMdhanA cheDhIne mukta banavAnI taDapa anubhave che. bhAgipa'jaramAM paDeluM A Atmapa'khI piMjaranA saLIyA sAthe ekadhAro saMdharSa Araje che ane pAMkhonA phaDaphaDATa karI mUke che. A saMmAM dayAnA dIpa ane zraddhAnI jyota AtmAne sahAyarUpa thAya che. A rIte samikatI AtmA lAgeAnI ayeAdhyAmAMthI vidyAya laI adhyAtmanI A pa'cavaTImAM AvIne vizrAma kare che. adhyAtmanI pacavaTInA ramya udyAnamAM AtmA adhyAtmanA mahAyajJa Ara le che. AmAM AtmA satata viSayA ane kaSAyAnA mali caDhAve jAya che ane nirmaLatA prApta karatA jAya che. Ama AtmA saMsArika paLojaNa bhUlatA jAya che. bhAgeApabhAganI rasavRttinA vadhu ne vadhu abhAva sAdhatA jAya che. premamaMtranA jApa kare che, karUNAne dheAdha vahAve che, AnaMdanI cheALA uchALe che ane mAdhyasthanu` madhura gIta gAya che, A rIte niraMtara sanuSThAnamAM rata rahe che ne asAra saMsAramAM sAradana kare che. A rIte samyaktva e sa'sAra rUpa mahArogane jaDamULathI nAbUda karavA mATenI ameAgha jaDIbuTTI che. ''

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4 zAradA sili }" AjethI mahAna maMgalakArI AyaMbIlanI oLIne prAraMbha thAya che, ApaNA jaina dharmamAM AyaMbIla tapane mahAna mahimA che. je AtmAo AvA mahAna tapanI ArAdhanA kare che tene uttama guNonI prApti thAya che. enA prabhAve anAdikALane bhavaroga nAbUda thAMdhe che. AyabIlanI oLInA nava divasa che. emAM pAMca parameSThI bhagavAnanA pAMca pada, jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane tapa e cAra emanA guNe ema navapadanI ArAdhanA karavAnI hoya che. tIrthaMkara nAma kama upArjana karavAnA vIsa bela che temAM sauthI prathama arihaMta bhagavAnanA guNagrAma karavAthI paNa jIva tIrthaMkara nAma karma upArjana kare che. e sauthI prathama bela che. AyaMbIlanA pahelA divase ApaNe arihaMtapadanI ArAdhanA karavAnI che. jenAthI AyaMbIla tapa thAya te AyaMbIla tapa kriyA sahita karo ane jenAthI AyaMbIla na thAya te arihaMta prabhunA guNagrAma kare, arihaMta prabhune jApa kare, emanuM dhyAna dhare te paNa mahAna lAbhanuM kAraNa che. arihaMta banavAne mATe arihaMta bhagavAnanI ArAdhanA karavAnI jarUra che. je AtmA pote A AyaMbIla tapa kare che, karAve che ne karanArane anumodana Ape che te mahAna lAbha meLave che. kaMIka jI pite karI zakatA nathI paNa je kaI bhavya che AvA mahAna tapanI ArAdhanA kare che temane joIne emanuM aMtara AnaMda anubhave che, ane huM paNa AvI ArAdhanA kayAre karuM evI aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka bhAvanA bhAve che emAM paNa enA keTalA karmo khapAvI de che. '' sAketapura pATaNa nAmanA nagaramAM hastipAla nAme rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. A rIje Indra jevA ezvaryavALA ane sUrya jevA pratApI hatA. samudranI jema guNaratnanA ratnAkara hatA. sAthe paraduHkhabhaMjana hovAthI lokapriya hatA. prajAjanenA duHkha TALI saune upara mahAna upakAra karatA hatA eTale prajAjane AvA mahAna upakArInA guNa gAtA thAkatA na hatA, A rAjA AvI paraduHkhabhaMjana, nirAbhimAnI ne nyAyapriya Adi ghaNAM guNethI yukta hatA. nyAyane sAcavavA mATe anyAyapAjita sukha sagavaDa ane sanmAna emane gamatA na hatA. AvA pavitra rAjAne caitra nAmane eka pradhAna hatuM. eka vakhata caitra pradhAnane rAjyanA koI kAma prasaMge caMpA nagarImAM javAnuM banyuM. A pradhAna khUba dhArmika, DAhyo ne guNavAna hatA. jaina dharmI hatuM eTale rAjyanA kAme jAya ke gharanA kAme jAya paNuM saMsAra kAryanI sAthe pitAnA AtmAnuM kArya karate jyAM jAya tyAM sauthI pahelA tapAsa karate ke kayAM jaina sAdhu sAdhvIjI birAje che. je sAdhu sAdhvIjI hoya te tyAM jaIne darzana karatA. vyAkhyAna vANune lAbha lete ane satsaMga-dharmacarcA kara. A caitra pradhAna caMpA nagarImAM jaIne AvyuM tyAre hastipALa rAjA pUche che aho pradhAnajI! tame caMpAnagarImAM gayA hatA te tyAM navIna zuM joyuM? navuM zuM jANyuM? te mane kahe. A citra maMtrI caMpAnagarImAM gayA hatA tyAre AyaMbIlanI

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zAradA siddhi pa eLInA divaso cAlatA hatA. pradhAne AyaMbIla tapanI ArAdhanA karI. te samaye mahAjJAnI, yAnI :mahAna saMyamI ane bahuzruta evA dhama ghASa nAmanA AcArya mahArAja emanA ziSya parivAranI sAthe padhAryAM hatA. AvA pavitra sastAne joIne pradhAnane khUba AnaMda thayA. emanA darzana karIne catra pradhAna vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA mATe beThA. saMtA AyaMbIla tapanI ArAdhanA karavA mATe jorazeArathI dAMDI pITAvI rahyA hatA ke ahe| bhavya jIvA ! AvI re AvI AyaMbIlanI ALI AvI, lAvI re e teA navalA saMdezA lAvI. AyaMbIlanI ALI karajo re bhAve, mAhyAbhyatara roga mITAve, sAcI sAdhanA mayA jevI, zrIpALa sapatti pAmyA kevI. gaNajo nitya e navakAra, tethI thAzA bhavapAra...AvI re... A sa'sAramAM jIva peAtAnA AtmAnu bhAna bhUlIne anaMtakALathI rakhaDe che. e bhavabhramaNane TALavA mATe ne sAcuM sukha prApta karavA mATe AvA mahAnatapanI ArAdhanA karo. zrIpALa rAjA ane mayaNAsuMdarI kevA mahAna duHkhAthI mukta thayA ne mahAna sukhanA svAmI banyA. emane dravya sukha te maLyA sAthe AtmAnA bhAva sukhA paNa meLavI lIdhA, kAraNa ke ghaNA du:khamAM paNa e jIvA AtmalakSa na cUkathA tA bhavasAgara tarI gayA. jo tamAre bhavapAra thavu hAya ! AtmalakSa karo. asAra saMsAramAM jIva peAtAnu bhAna bhUlIne cAra gatimAM anaMta anaMta kALathI rakhaDyA kare che. jene potAnA AtmAnuM bhAna nathI tene AtmAnA akSaya, avyAbAdha AnaMdanu' bhAna kayAMthI hAya ? tethI e AnaMdane bhUlIne jIva tuccha IndriyAnA nAzavata viSayasukhAmAM rAcI rahyo che, ane e nAzavata viSaya AnaMdane paravaza thayelA jIva sukhA meLavavA mATe jIveAnI hiMsA kare che. e viSaya sukhanI Asakti ane jIvanI hi'sAnA kAraNe anaMta janma maraNu karI rahyo che. ana'tAkALathI duHkhA bhagavI rahyo che. je AtmAone janma maraNanI ghaTamALanA thAka lAgyo che ane karmInI jAlima viTabaNAnA ka'TALA Ave che te jIvane viSaya sukhA upara ghaNA chUTe che ane e sukha khAtara je jIvAnI hiMsA karavI paDe che e jIvA pratye te dayALu ane che. jema dayAbhAva vadhatA jAya tema viSaya pratyena vairAgya bhAva vadhatA jAya ne AtmAnI kakSA vadhatI jAya. "" " A mAnavabhava AtmAnI kakSA unnata banAvavA mATe maLyeA che ane te kA` dayAmaya, vairAgyamaya dhamathI banI zake tema che, " ApaNAM jaina dharmImAM jyAM dRSTi karaze tyAM vairAgya ane jIvadayAnI vAte Thera Thera tamane sAMbhaLavAne vAMcavA maLaze. A saMsAramAM kama viTabaNAe jIva para varasI rahI che. tene jene thAka lAgyA hAya, kaMTALo AvyeA hAya e emAMthI chUTavA Icche che. ene mATe zuddha dhama e ja tAraNahAra che. jIvane zuddha dharma puNyanA yAge maLe che, mATe dhamanI zuddha bhAvathI ArAdhanA karI lo. sa dharmomAM utkRSTa dhama dayAmaya che, enu` kAraNu zA. 84

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}}} zAradA siti "" "" e che ke jIvAne potAnA prANathI bIjuM kaMI vahAlu' nathI tethI enA prANanI rakSAmAM e atyaMta AnaMda mAne che. kahevata che ne ke " ThAryA tevA DarIe ne mAnyA tevA banIe. ATalA mATe samajI AtmAe Atmavat sarva bhUteSu " bIjA jIvA pratye peAtAnA AtmA samAna dRSTi rAkhe che. peAtAne duHkha nathI gamatuM te bIjAne paNa nathI gamatu', mATe mAre bIjAne du:kha Apavu joI e nahi, pachI bhale ne sUkSma ekendriya jevA jIvA hAya, ene paNa hu' duHkha na pamADuM, A vRtti jene nathI te bIjA jIvAnA du:khAne jotA nathI. mAtra potAnA khAnapAna, parigraha, viSayA vigere bAhyasthAne dekhe che tethI AvA AtmA bahirAtmA che. tyAre jene jIvA pratye samabhAva samAnabhAva che ane khIjAnuM duHkha te mAru' duHkha che evI samajaNu te aMtarAtmA che. sUkSma jIvAnI dayA pALavA dvArA peAtAnA AtmAne aMtarAtmabhAvamAM AgaLa vadhatAM vadhatAM paramAtma bhAva sudhI paheAMcI jAya che. te jIvamAMthI ziva ane che. Ama te sa jIva mAtra AMtara svarUpamAM ziva rUpa che. mAtra ka ane vAsanAonA aMdhana paramAtma dazAne pragaTa thavA detA nathI. purANamAM paNa kahyuM che ke yatra jIvaH zivastatra na bhedaH zivajIvayAH / na hisyAt sarvabhUtAni zivabhakti samutsukaH // jyAM jIva che tyAM zIva che. jIva ane zIva vacce keI bheda nathI, mATe zIvanI bhaktinA utsuka manuSye koIpaNa jIvanI hiMsA karavI joIe nahi. Avu. samajatA jIvane sarva jIvA pratye karUNAbhAva utpanna thAya che ane evI bhavya bhAvanA jAge ke huM sa` jIvene saMsAranA A mahA duHkhamAMthI mukata thavAne mArga batAvuM. sa jIvAne zAsanarasI banAvuM. sArA e jagatanA jIvAne ugAru evI pavitra bhAvanA jAgatA, tapa-tyAga vigere dharmAnuM zuddha bhAvathI pAlana karatA jIva tIrthaMkara nAma kama bAMdhe che baMdhuo! saunA dilamAM ema thAya ke huM tIrthakara nAma ka upArjana karu paNa e shela vAta nathI. e mATe keTalI ugra sAdhanA karavI paDe che. mahAvIra svAmInA jIve naMdarAjAnA bhavamAM kevI ugra sAdhanA karI hatI. agiyAra lAkha ne ekayAsI hajAra mAsakhamaNu karyAM. e mAsakhamaNu kevA ? eka sthAnake rahIne nahi karavAnA, vihAra karavAnA, vihAramAM pAraNAneA divasa Ave. AhAra maLe na maLe. jevA AhAra maLe tevA AhAra karIne khIjI' mAsakhamaNu karI levAnuM. A jevI tevI sAdhanA che! ATalI sAdhanA karI tyAre tIrthaMkara nAma kama bAMdhyuM. tIthaMkara nAma karmInA aMdha paDayA pachI trIje bhave ahiM'ta padanI prApti thAya che. arihaMta prabhu dIkSA laIne kevaLa jJAnanI prApti karyAM pachI tIrthanI sthApanA kare che, ane jagatanA khUNe khUNe vicarIne ana'ta bhavyAtmAne sa'sAra sAgarathI taravAne mA batAve che. pote tare che ne khIjA jIvAne tAre che, AvA arihaMta prabhunA padanI prApti

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zAradA sita karavA mATe arihaMta prabhunI upAsanA karavI joIe. emAM mukhyatve arihaMta paramAtmAnuM dhyAna dharavuM joIe. e dhyAna evuM ke jANe sAkSAt arihaMta bhagavAna ApaNuM sAme ja na birAjamAna hoya ! evuM dayAna AtmAnI karma zuMkhalAone toDI nAMkhe che. jevI rIte viSanI vyAdhIvALAne amRtanuM eka biMdu paNa niviSa karI nAMkhe che ema arihaMta bhagavAnanuM kSaNavAra paNa layalIna dhyAna karmonA gaMja bALI nAMkhe che ane duSkRtyonI vAsanAnA kUracA uDADI de che." AvI rIte vAraMvAra arihaMta bhagavAnanuM dhyAna cAlu rahe te ApaNe keTalA karmonA gaMja baLIne sApha thaI jAya, ane keTalI kuvAsanAo sApha thAya pachI anukrame ghAtI karmono kSaya thatAM AtmA kevaLa jJAna pAmI paramAtmA svarUpane prApta kare che. ATale sudhI je jIva pahoMcavAne lAyaka banatuM hoya te te samyaktvane prabhAva che, mATe manuSya bhava pAmIne ochAmAM ochuM samyaktva ratna te prApta karI leje, kAraNa ke samyaktva pAmyA pachI jIvanI renaka badalAI jAya che. pApa pratye praNa chUTe che. pApamAM evI javalaMta heya buddhi jAge che ke tethI ene pApa karavAne rasa marI paravAre che. je enuM cAle to e pApanuM sevana kare nahi. mithyAtva gayA pachI samyaktvanI prApti thAya che, tyAre ene pApa kharAba lAgavA chatAM nikAcita cAritra mohanIya karma baLajabarIthI enI pAse pApa karAve che. pApamAM rasanirbhIkatA rakhAvanAra karma mithyAtva mehanIya karma che ane pApa sevana karAvanAra cAritra mahanIya karma che. jeNe mithyAtva mohanIyane kacarI nAMkhyuM hoya tene pUchI pApa AdaravA jevuM na lAge paNa jene cAritra mehanIya karma nikAcita koTInuM arthAta tIvra cIkaNuM karma baMdhanavALuM hoya e jIvane pApa tyAganA vrata niyamane purUSArtha karavA na de. pApasevanamAM DUbele rAkhe. pApamAMthI ene uThavA na de. A nikAcita karma lakavAnI bimArI jevuM che. jema ke I mANasane laka thayo heya ne e pathArIvaza che. sAmethI sApa AvI rahyo che. e AvatA sApane joIne samaje che ke mAre ahIMthI bhAgI javuM joIe. nahi bhAgI jAuM te sApa karaDaze ne huM marI jaIza, chatAM e bicAro uThI zako nathI. sApanA bhayathI bacavA mATe ene uThIne bhAgI javAnuM ghaNuM mana thAya che chatAM lakavA jevo vyAdhi ene uThavA detuM nathI, tethI ene te baLatarAne pAra nathI. ema nikAcita karma ene pApamAMthI uThavA detuM nathI. eTale ke pApa tyAga karavA detuM nathI, samyaktvanA prakAzamAM ene dekhAya che ke pApa rUpI sApa pitAne Deza deze ane eka mata nahi paNa aneka duHkhada janma mRtyu Apaze tethI ene bhAre baLatarA thAya che eTale samajavA jevuM che ke je aMtaramAM kharekhara samyakatvane prakAza jhaLahaLatuM hoya te pApe sevanamAM baLatarAne pAra na hoya ane je pitAnuM cAle to

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}}e zAradA siddhi pApane phagAvI de ane pApa nahi karavAnI pratijJA laI le che. samyaktvanuM e nizAna che ke pApa karavAmAM khaLatarA thAya ane sadA pApane cheDavAnI bhAvanA rahe. jema lakavAvALAne sApa jotAM je khaLatarA ane bhaya lAge che tema samitIne pApa karatAM bhaya lAge che. khaLatarA thAya che. kama`nA udayathI dIkSA na laI zake paNa samitI jIva e avazya samaje che ke mArA AtmAne jaldI mAkSamAM laI javA mATe samasta pApAnA tyAga karI savirati svIkArI levI joIe, ane jo e na khanI zake te aMze paNa pApakarmanA tyAga karI dezivarati svIkArI levI joIe. te ja arihata. bhagavAnanI upAsanA karI emanA jevA banI zakAya, mATe manuSyabhava pAmIne kaMIka Atmazreya karI le. AvA gurUnA mukhethI upadeza sAMbhaLIne maMtrIe khUba AnaMda anubhavyeA. emane lAgyuM' ke janma-maraNanI ja jALa ane kanI viTabaNAmAMthI chUTavA mATe arihata prabhunuM dhyAna karavu' jarUrI che, ane ene mATe dezivarita ke sa`vati banavAnI jarUra che. eTale pAte tyAM gurUnI pAse samyaktva sahita khAra vrata agIkAra karyAM, pachI gurUne 'daNA karI khUba upakAra mAnI rAjyanuM kAma patAvI peAtAnA rAjyamAM AvavA pAcho pharyAM. ma`trI mArgomAM vicAra karavA lAgyo ke ahA ! mAru' jIvana Aje dhanya banI gayuM. mane kevA mahAna upakArI gurUrAja maLI gayA! gharethI nIkaLyo tyAre A kalpanA na hatI paNa paramAtmAnA mahAna upakAra che ke jJAnI ane tyAgI mahAtmA maLI gayA. * emanI pAsethI AtmAnA udhAranA A mahAna prakAza maLyo. jIvanane ajavALanArI mahAna vratAnI samRddhi maLI. AkhA raste AnA ja vicAro AvyA. A mahAna sukRta pAmyAnA AnaMda enA mukha upara tarI vaLatA hatA. e AnaMdamAM peAtAne gAma paheAMcyA ne hastipALa rAjAnI pAse AvIne namana karIne ubhA rahyA, tyAre rAjAe pUchyu` ke he maMtrIzvara ! tame capAnagarImAM jovAlAyaka zuM dIThu` ? caitra ma`trIe hastipAla rAjAne kahyuM mahArAjA ! Aje te huM nyAla thaI gayA. mAru' jIvana dhanya banI gayu. ema kahIne matrIe kahyuM mahArAjA! huM. caMpA nagarImAM gayA tyAre AyaMbIlanI oLInA divaseA hatA. tyAM mane jJAnI gurUrAjanA darzana thayA. meM emanA mukhethI upadeza sAMbhaLyeA. ahA! vItarAga sajJa tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanA kevA TaMkazALI vacana ! kevA sarasa emanA kahelA trikAlAmAdhya tattva ! jaina dharmamAM kevu suMdara yathA mokSamArgInu pratipAdana ! kevu* sUkSma jIvavijJAna ane kavijJAna ! kevuM suMdara samyaktvanuM' svarUpa ! jaina dharmanI kevI alaukika dravya ne bhAvayAnI vAte ! kevA alaukika bAhya AbhyaMtara tapanA prakAronu pratipAdana ! kevu* arihaMtAdi paMca parameSThi bhagavAnanu' svarUpa ! kevA vizvazreSTha jinAgama ! A pramANe khUba prazaMsA karIne gurUnA sukhethI je upadeza sAMbhaLyo hatA te rAjAne vistArapUrvaka kahI sabhaLAvyo.

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zAradA siddhi :- A 8 caitra pAsenI vAtAthI harSita thayela hastipAla rAjA sAMbhaLIne hastipAla rAjA gadgad thaI gayA ne ha bhera khelyA ke maMtrIzvara! tame kevA mahAna bhAgyazALI ke tamane AvA mahAna gurUnA darzIna thayA ne emanA zrImukhethI ATaleA su'dara upadeza sAMbhaLye! mane te ema lAge che ke kharekhara mATu' rAjya maLavAthI je bhAgyazALI nathI evu tame Aje pAmyA che. tenI AgaLa cha khaMDanu rAjaya e kaI meATI saMpatti nathI. A devAdhideva, sadgurU ane dhama maLe e sAcI sapatti che, kAraNa ke " dunyavI sapatti AtmAne arayAda karanArI che, jayAre deva-gurU ane dharmo vagere Atmika sapatti AtmAne AbAda karanArI che. pelI sapatti mAtra eka janmanI, mRtyue pahoMcADanArI, ane puNyane khuTADanArI che tyAre Atmika sapatti akSaya, ajara, amara sthAne pahAMcADanArI ane puNyane vadhAranArI che." hastipAla rAjAne caitra ma`trI pAsethI gurU maLyA ne emanI amUlya vANInA ahevAla sAMbhaLIne e Atmasa'patti sAme potAnuM rAjya ane sa`patti tuccha lAgavA mAMDI, ane ma`trInI khUba anumeAdanA karavA sAthe manamAM evI bhAvanA bhAvavA lAgyA ke e gurUrAja kayAre ahI' padhAre ane huM emanA pAvanakArI dana karI pAvana khatuM ! ane emanA zrImukhethI huM vANI . . sAMbhaLu ! AvI pavitra bhAvanAmAM paNa rAjAe keTalA karmAM khapAvyA, ane peAtAnuM jIvana sArthaka karyuM.. dd }}C/& ApaNA cAlu adhikAramAM paNa brahmadatta cakravatine viSanuM' vamana, kaSAyAnuM zamana ane indriyAnu damana karAvI meha rUpa sapanu. jhera utAranAra gArUDI samAna gurU cittamuni maLyA che, paNa jene bhayakara meAhanA bhaya kara jhera caDhathA che, saMpattinI magarUrI che evA e brahmadatta cakravati cittamunine kahe che mahArAja! tamane mArA jevI sukha sa patti kema na maLI ? javAbamAM munirAje kahyuM. brahmadatta ! huM paNa kaMI sAmAnya gharamAM janmyA na hatA. mahAna sukhI, samRddha ane dhI zreSThIne ghera mAro janma thayA hatA. mAre ghera sa'sAranA tamAma sukhA hatA. eka paNa sukhanI kamInA na hatI. mane te mArA mAtA-pitA ane patnIe khammA khammA karatA hatA. zuM elcA ne zu khelaze, evA mArA pratye saunA prema hatA. zarIra paNa su Mdara ane nirogI hatuM. roja lAkhA rUpiyAnA citta dAna ApatA hatA. evA sukhA maLyA hatA, mATe tuM A cittane koI rAMkaDo, garIba ke rakhaDatA bhikhArI na mAnIza, tuM cittane tArA jevA ja mAna. A pramANe citta munie kahyu tyAre brahmadatta cakravati ene kahe che ke huM cittamuni ! ' maLyA jo bhega evA tA bhAgavyA kema'nA tame ? brahmadatte pUchyu. tyAre vade che munipugava, "

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670 zAradA siddhi tame je ema kahe che ke huM AvA sukhI gharamAM janmyA hatA ne AvA sukha bhagavate hate. ApanI pAse mArA jevI vibhUti hatI te pachI tame e sukha samRddhi choDIne zA mATe dIkSA lIdhI ? tame e sukha zA mATe bhagavyA nahi? ane badhuM cheDIne zA mATe sAdhu banI gayA? te mane kahe, mahAna purUSane e svabhAva hoya che ke kaI paNa vAta koI pUche te ja javAba Ape. brahmadattanA pUchavAthI cittamuni kahe che te brahmadatta ! sAMbhaLa. mahatthatvA vayaNapabhUyA, gAhANugIyA nara saMghamajjhe / jaM bhikkhUNo sIlaguNAvayA, ihajjayaMte samaNAmhi jAo // 12 // eka vakhata amArA parimatAlapuramAM mahAna jJAnI bahuzruta saMte padhAryA. bAlapaNathI mAtApitAnA dharmanA saMskAronA kAraNe huM dharmanA raMge raMgAyeluM hatuM. sAthe saMsAranA sukhamAM paNa eTaleja kheMcela hatuM, paNa janma-maraNanA roga maTe evI amegha auSadhi ApanAra vaida samAna jJAnI gurUrAja padhAryA eTale huM emanA darzana karavA gaye. ghaNuM bhAgyazALI nara-nArIo jJAnI gurUnA mukhethI vANI sAMbhaLavA AvyA hatA. vipula janasamudAyanI vacce gurUrAje vistRta arthavALI gAthA gAI je gAthAne sAMbhaLIne cAritra ane jJAnaguNathI yukta banIne A jaina zAsanamAM mekSaprApti mATe prayatnazIla bane che tema huM paNa A gAthA sAMbhaLIne saMsAra ane bhegathI virakta thaIne muni banI gayuM chuM paNa kaMI daridra hovAthI muni banyuM nathI. cittamunie brahmadatta cakavatine A pramANe javAba Ape. baMdhuo ! DAhyA ane sujJa purUSa saMsAranA sukhamAM AnaMda mAnatA nathI. emane te kaMIka nimitta maLavuM joIe. nimitta maLatA e mahAna purUSe jAgI jAya che. AtmAne kAyAthI alaga mAnanAra Astika manuSyane paisATaka, mAla milkata vigere saMpatti pitAnA AtmAnI nahi paNa kAyAnI saMpatti lAge. pitAnA AtmAnI saMpatti rUpa te devAdhidevanI prApti, saddagurUne samAgama ane saMyama, satya, zIla, dAna, tapa, kSamA Adi saddaguNa lAge. Atmika saMpattithI paralokanA lAbhanI vAta to pachI paNa ahIMyA ya kharekharI huMpha, zAMti ane pralitatA maLe che e dunyavI saMpattithI nathI maLatuM >> AvA sarvajJa bhagavAnanA vacana ane saddagurUnA garUpI AtmasaMpatti aMtarane vAtane visAme ane sAcuM mArgadarzana Ape che ne dilane praphullita banAve che. dunyavI saMpattimAM evuM kaMI maLatuM nathI. bAhyasaMpattithI kaMI sAcI huMpha maLatI nathI paNa jinavANI, tatvabodha maLavAthI haiyAmAM huMpha ane khumArI Ave che ke mane A sAcuM jhaverAta maLyuM che te have mane pahelekamAM paNa ciMtA nathI. A jhaverAta paralekamAM paNa sAthe Avaze. emAM pahelekanI salAmatI che, paNa dunyavI saMpatti upara AvI

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zAradA siddhi 1 khumArI laI zakAya ! A rIte khAAsa'patti karatAM Atmasa pattine zreSTha mAnanAro manuSya dAna ApIne e dAnane potAnI sAcI sapattirUpa mAnIne enA para huMklR anubhave che ke meM mArA AtmA mATe ATalI sukRtanI kamANI karIne mAru' jIvana saphLa banAvyuM. dAna e sAcI sa`patti che. e kevI rIte ? eka dRSTAMta ApIne samajAvuM. eka vakhata eka mAdazAha pAse eka brAhmaNu AvIne kahe che sAheba ! mAre ATalA rUpiyAnI jarUra che. mane Apaze ? tyAre bAdazAhe pUchyuM bhAI ! tAre paisA zA mATe joIe che? brAhmaNe kahyu mAre aDasaTha tIrthanI yAtrA karavI che bhAI ! aDasaTha tInI yAtrA karavAthI zuM lAbha thAya? brAhmaNe kahyu sAheba ! enAthI janma pAvana thAya ne bhagavAnane tyAM vAsa maLe. bAdazAhe ene joItA hatA eTalA rUpiyA tA ApyA, pachI pUchyuM bhAI! mAre te ATalA meTA rAjyane vahIvaTa sabhALavAnA eTale A jhaMjhaTa choDIne huM yAtrA karI zakuM tema nathI teA mane bhagavAnane tyAM vAsa kevI rIte maLe ? brAhmaNe kahyu' sAheba! Apa koI satyavAdI ke ji MdagImAM jUhuM na khelyeA hAya enA dana karo te bhagavAnane tyAM Apane vAsa thaze. ema kahIne brAhmaNu tA cAlyA gayA paNa madazAhane bhagavAnane ghera vAsa karavAnI laganI lAgI. bIje divase bAdazAhe meATI sabhA bharI ane kahyuM mArA sabhAjanA ! melA, ATalA badhAmAM sAcA satyavAdI koNa che ? mAre enA dana karI pAvana banavu' che ne bhagavAnane ghera vAsa karaveA che. A sAMbhaLIne sabhAjane sau stabdha banI gayA. koI javAba ApatuM nathI, tyAre bAdazAhe pradhAna sAme joIne kahyu pradhAnajI ! tame to satyavAdI che ne ? pradhAne kahyuM sAheba ! mApha karo. satya melIne pradhAnapaNuM na karAya. khAdazAhe kahyuM, huM tamane satyanA avatAra samajate hatA. ThIka pachI khajAnacI, phojadAra vigere hoddedArone pUchyuM' ke tame satyavAdI che ne ? badhAe hAtha joDIne kahyuM ke kSamA karajo. sAheba ! jIvana satya upara nabhAvavuM kaThIna che. 66 nirAza thayela bAdazAhaH-" bAdazAhe AkhI sabhAmAM senApati, phojadAra nagarazeTha badhAne pUchyuM to badhAnA eka ja javAba maLyA ke satyathI jIvana cAlatu nathI. koI satyavAdI na maLyu. eTale mAdazAhanuM pANI utarI gayuM. te nirAza thaIne mahele AvyA tyAre egame pUchyu. Aje Apa ATalA badhA udAsa kema che ? bAdazAhe kahyuM. bhagavAnane ghera vAsa karavA mATe mane koI satyavAdInA darzana maLatA nathI. ema kahI bAdazAhe begamane badhI vAta karI. begame kahyu' nAtha ! emAM tame ATalI badhI ciMtA zA mATe karA che ? mAre eka viSuka sakhI che. ene pati satyavAdI che, enA hu' tamane dana karAvuM'. bAdazAhe kahyu. ATalA badhAmAM te koI satyavAdI nathI nIkaLyA ne e zu' satyavAdI haze? begame kahyu.. hA. kadI asatya nathI khelatA. ema kahI tarata ja begame pAtAnI sakhIne khelAvIne vAta karI. eTale eNe ghera jaIne enA patine bAdazAha pAse mokalyo,

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672 zAradA siddhi vaNika bAdazAha pAse Avyo eTale bAdazAhe ene Adara satkAra karIne pitAnI pAse besADyo ane e keTale satyavAdI che te jANavA mATe pUchyuM bhAI! tamArI pAse keTalI saMpatti che! vaNike kahyuM. daza hajAra rUpiyA. pharIne pUchyuM ke tamArI uMmara keTalI? te kahe che traNa varSanI. tamAre dIkarA keTalA? te kahe che cAra. tamAre keTalA dIkarAne tamArI milkata ApavAnI che? vaNike kahyuM. sAheba ! enI mane cokkasa khabara nathI. vaNikane javAba sAMbhaLIne bAdazAhane khUba krodha AvI gaye ke enI pAse lAkhonI saMpatti che chatAM kahe che daza hajAranI. uMmara te trepana varSanI dekhAya che ne kahe che traNa varSanI, ane milkata keTalA dIkarAne ApIza enI zuM ene khabara nathI ke AvuM halAhala juhu bele che! lAlaghUma AMkha karIne begamane kahe che dekha, A tArI sakhIno pati keTale satyavAdI che ! tuM te kahetI hatI ne ke e bahu zrImata che ne enA mukha uparathI paNa dekhAya che ke e zrImaMta che, chatAM kahe che ke mArI pAse te daza hajAranI saMpatti che. vaLI najare trepana varSane hoya te dekhAya che ne kahe che ke huM te traNa varSane chuM. temaja pitAnA keTalA dIkarAne saMpattine vAraso ApavAnuM che e te abhaNane paNa khabara hoya ne A kahe che mane enI cekakasa khabara nathI. A badhuM kevuM haDahaDatuM juThuM bele che! Ane tuM satyavAdI kahe che? . begama kahe che. nAtha! jarA zAMta thAo. AvuM najare dekhItuM pheraphAra bele che mATe enI pAchaLa kaIne koI rahasya haze. ene pUche te kharA ke e kevI rIte Ama kahe che ? DAhyA mANasanuM kartavya che ke jyAre sAmA mANasanI belacAla ane dekhAva magajamAM baMdhabesatA na Ave tyAre tarata jajame Ta ApatA pahelAM pUchavuM ne vicAravuM joIe ke Ama kema kahetA haze? mAnI le ke kaI tamane ahIM AvIne ema kahI jAya ke "gadheDuM taLAvamAM paDyuM ne baLI gayuM." te zuM tame A vAtane sAcI mAnaze kharA ? "nA" tarata juThThI kahI de. dekhItI rIte te beTI ja vAta che ke gadheDuM kaMI taLAvamAM baLI jAya kharuM? e te TharI jAya, paNa khulAse pUchIe te khabara paDe ke gadheDA para cunAnuM chAlakuM hatuM ne taLAvamAM paDayuM eTale cune bhIne thatAM phadaphadI uThayo, tethI gadheDe baLI gaye. (hasAhasa) A vAta sAcI che ne ? tame paNa pahelAM te sAcI na mAnI le ne? paNa have mAnaze ne? AvI rIte DAhyA mANasa bese tyAre tela bAMdhatA pahelAM ja pUchavuM ja joIe ke Ama kema? begame kahyuM Apa pUche. bAdazAhe vaNikane pUchyuM ke zeTha! tame traNa varSane chuM ema zAthI kaho cho? vaNike kahyuM nAmadAra ! huM traNa varSathI dharma pAme chuM eTale e ja mArI sAcI jiMdagI che, bAkInI jiMdagI te dharma vinA eLe gumAvI che. je mUkha hoya te gumAvelI jiMdagIne pitAnI mAne. kharekhara te dharmamAM gALelA varSo uMmaramAM gaNAya

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zAradA siti }73 e dRSTithI meM kahyuM ke mArI uMmara traNa varSanI che. viNakanA javAba sAMbhaLIne bAdazAha te stabdha thaI gayA, ane pUchyu ke tamAre keTalA dIkarAne vAraso ApavAne che enI tamane cAkkasa khabara nathI ema kema kahyuM ? vaNike kahyuM-nAmadAra ! e te dIvA jevI spaSTa vAta che ke vArasA mAre aMtima samaye ApavAnA che. e samaye mAre keTalA dIkarA rahe che enI cAkkasa khabara atyAre kevI rIte paDe ? kAraNa ke kAnu' AyuSya keTaluM che tenI khakhara nathI. kadAca vArasA ApavAnA rahI jAya ne huM DhaLI paDuM, agara cAra dIkarAmAMthI enuM AyuSya kadAca mArAthI pahelAM pUruM thaI jAya ne marI jAya te ? atyAre huM Apane kahI dau' ke hu`cAreya dIkarAne ApIza ne pachI ene ApavAno vakhata Ave teA huM khATA paDI jAuM ne ? e dRSTithI Ama kahyu` che. bAdazAha A javAkha sAMbhaLIne sajajaDa thaI gayA, ane pharIthI pUchyuM ke tamArI sapatti teA lAkhAnI kahevAya che ne tame daza hajAranI ja kahI e kevI rIte ? vike javAbamAM kahyuM ke nAmadAra ! Ape mArI sapatti pUchI te meM je sa`patti dAnamAM vAparI eTalI mArI gaNAya. saMgharelI sapattimAMthI te kAle AchA thaI jAya ne aMtakALe te e mAre avazya mUkIne javAnu che. e te niHzaMka vAta che. te ene mArI sapatti kevI rIte gaNuM ? paralokamAM na e sAthe Ave ke nate enA badalAmAM kaI sa'patti maLe. e tA ahIM dAna karyu hAya teA enu puNya paralokamAM aDhaLaka sapatti apAve. mATe dAna e mArI sAcI sa'patti kahevAya. huM traNa varSathI dha pAmyA chuM ane meM daza hajAra rUpiyA dAnamAM vAparyAM che. ATaluM. sukRta karyu che tethI eTalI mArI saMpatti gaNuM chuM. A sAMbhaLIne paNa bAdazAha stabdha thaI gayA ne khuza thaIne kahyuM zeTha! kharekhara, tame satyavAdI che. tamArA jevA satyavAdIne te pagale pagale pApano Dara hAya, te kadI asatya khele ja zenA ? Aje tamArA darzanathI hu* pAvana thaI gayA. pharIne da"na ApatA rahejo. huM tamAro AbhAra mAnuM chuM... AvA satyavAdInuM jIvana tyAgI jevu... hAya che. ene sa'sAranA ra'garAgamAM Anada AvatA nathI. brahmadate cittamunine pUchyuM ke tamane AvA sukha maLyA hatA te tame kema na bhAgaLyA ? tyAre Atmika sukhamAM masta rahenArA cittamunie kahyu' ke 'me' muninA mukhethI mahAna avALI gAthA sAMbhaLI. jethI mane sa`sAra asAra lAgyA, ane me' vaibhava-vilAsane tyAga karIne dIkSA lIdhI che. have brahmadatta zu' kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. PS3 3 PS3 vyAkhyAna naM. 69 AsA suda 8 ne zukravAra tA. 28-9-79 sujJa dhue, suzIla mAtAe te baheneA mahAna magalakArI, AtmAnuM utthAna karAvanArI Aya`khIlanI ALIne Aje bIjo divasa che. Aya'bIlanI oLImAM navapadanI zA, 81

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..... 674 dhAradA sii ArAdhanA karavAnI che. navapada eTale arihaMta, sidhdha, AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu, jJAna, dana, cAritra ane tapa. A navapadanI zuddha bhAvapUrvaka ArAdhanA karanAra bhavasAgara tarI jAya che. A sa'sArasAgaramAM DUbatA sa'sArI jIvAne sahAro ApI AbAda rIte ugArI lenArI nAva DAya te A navapada che. e kathIrane kacana banAvanAra che. dAnavane deva, InsAnane izvara ane mAnavane mahA mAnava banAvanAra che, ane A saLagatA saMsArane zItaLa chAyA ApanAra che. navapadamAM AvI mahAna zakti rahelI che, mATe zarIranA moha choDI, pramAdane tyAga karIne navapadanuM ArAdhana karI le. mANasa sukhI hAya ke duHkhI hoya. baMnenA sa'sAra aMte tA samasyAmaya che. sukhInI samasyA sukhI jANatA heAya che ne duHkhInI samasyA duHkhI jANatA hoya che. pApa karmanA udayathI mANasanA mAthe pAra vagaranu devu caDhayu hoya tyAre enI sthiti kevI kaphoDI banI jAya che! zeThe sIsamAMthI chUTA thavAnu ekA eka vAniMga ApI dIdhu hoya. bIje kayAMya koI savIsa rAkhavA taiyAra na hoya tyAre ene thAya che ke jANe jherano kaToro pI lau. evA samaye bhAgyayeAge jo ene navapadanuM zaraNuM maLI jAya ane duHkhInA dilamAM zraddhA jAge ke navapada e eka ja sAcu' zaraNu che. khAkI badhu azaraNu che ane pAte ene zaraNAgata che. AvA bhAtra enA haiyAmAM ragerage prasarI jAya ane pachI enI ArAdhanA zraddhApUrvaka karavA lAge tA enI mUjhavaNNAnA aMta AvatA jAya ane manamAM parama sa MtASa thaI jAya, tyAre enA haiyAmAM khumArI pragaTe che ke mane je maLyu che e jagatamAM koI ne nathI maLyuM. navapadamAM kevI mahAna zakti rahelI che! eNe mArA jIvananA adhakAra ulecI nAMkhyA. bhArekhama banI gayelA evA mane haLavA kula kevI rIte banAvI dIdhA! have sukhI manuSyanA jIvananI vAta karIe. jema keAI lAkhApati pATI hoya. bagalAnA ka`pAunDamAM cAra cAra kAro ubhI rahetI hAya, bajAramAM moTI peDhI dhamadheAkAra cAlatI hoya, bahAra lAke zeDa sAheba.... zeTha sAheba kahIne khelAvatA hAya, paNa aMdaranI vAta te e ja jANatA hAya. peDhI devALu kADhavAnI taiyArImAM hoya. peAlisa daroDA pADavAnI che evA uDatA samAcAra eka bAjuthI AvI rahyA hoya, peDhInA mukhya munIma aMgata duzmana thatAM rUpiyA paccIsa hujAranI uthalapAthala karI cApaDAnI badhI bleka AITama DAyarImAM utArI laI sAme paDacA hoya. zeTha kaMI karavA jAya te jelamAM besADI devAnI dhamakI ApatA hAya, jherano kaToro pI levAnI ke dirayAmAM jha'palAvavAnI hiMmata cAlatI na hoya, AkhI duniyA pharatI dekhAtI hAya, zu karavu' ne zu na karavuM e samajAtu na hoya, zI rIte jIvavuM athavA zI rIte maravu' e paNa eka prazna hoya, koI rastA jaDatA na hAya ne emAM ekAeka ene navapaduM yAda AvI jAya ne sukhI hovA chatAM duHkhanI

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zAradA siddhi 675 saLagatI bhaThThImAM zekAtA e zrImaMta navapadanA zaraNe pahoMcI jAya ane peAtAnI jIvananaiyA navapadanA zaraNamAM jhukAvI daI ne e peAte navapadanA dhyAnamAM tadAkAra banI jAya pachI bhale devALu' nIkaLavu hoya teA ya nIkaLe ne daroDo paDavA hoya tA ya bhale paDe mAruM' emAM kaMI javAnu nathI, kAraNa ke mane te navapada maLI gayA che. AvI khumArI enAmAM pragaTI jAya ane pachI enA jIvanamAM je camatkAro sarjAvA mAMDe, haiyAmAM je ThaMDaka vaLavA mAMDe, duHkha Ave te paNa hasatA mukhe sahana karI levAnI je tAkAta pragaTavA lAge e joine e zrIma'tane paNa kabUla karavu' paDe ke kharekhara, navapada e jagatanI tamAma tAkAtAne paga nIce rAkhe evI eka sarvopari tAkAta che. baMdhue ! jIvanamAM navapadanI AMzika zaktinA eka vAra paNa jene A rIte sAkSAtkAra thaI jAya che e jIvananA koI paNa sayAgAmAM pachI sukhamAM ke duHkhamAM, saceAgamAM ke viyeAgamAM, jelamAM ke mahelamAM game tyAM hoya paNa e navapadane bhUlI zakatA nathI. nirAza'sabhAve rAta-visa navapadanu raTaNa e enu jIvana banI jAya che. satI mayaNAsuMdarI ane zrIpALa rAjAnu jIvana Aje paNa A vAtanI sAkSI pUre che. Ama te sAgarikanAre ghaNAM ya lAkaDAnA pATIyA ane hADIe ubhI haiAya che paNa enu kharuM mUlyAMkana kinAre ubhelA mANasa nahi paNa mariye DUkhatA mANasa ke je ekAda pATIyu ke hADInA sahAro laIne maratA maratA khacIne kinAre AvI gayeA hoya e ja AMkI zake. navapadanI oLI e teA bhavasAgara taravAnI DeADI che. DUbatA sa'sArI jIvA jo ene sahAro le te taryA vinA rahe nahi, paNa ApaNI pAsethI cAlI jatI e hADIne pakaDIne ApaNe emAM besI javu paDe. nahitara te je emAM jaI ne besI jAya e sAme kinAre paheAMcI jAya ne nahi bese e te rAha jotAM rahI jaze, mATe samaya Avye che ene vadhAvI le. navapada rUpI naukAmAM besI jAo ne mAnavajIvanane saphaLa banAvI le. AvA avasara phIphIne niha maLe. gaI kAle navapadamAM pahelA arihaMtapadanI ArAdhanA karavAnI hatI. Aje bIjA divase sidhdha bhagavAnanI ArAdhanA karavAnI che. anata anaMtakALathI kAma, krodha, lAbhArdi malina vRttiothI kharaDAyela AtmAne nirmaLa banAvavA mATe A mAnavabhavamAM ati, siddha Adi navapadmanI ArAdhanA e mahAsnAna che. A pavitra navapadanI ArAdhanA ane upAsanAmAM AtmAne jema jema snAna karAvyA karaze tema tema e malina vRttienA mela dUra thatA jaze. mAnavabhavamAM A badhuM karI zakAya che, tethI jJAnI bhagavAe mAnavabhavanA uMcA mUlya AMkayA che. manuSya dhAre te ariha MtapadanI ane siddhapadanI ArAdhanA karI zake che. A padomAM evI mahAna zakti rahelI che ke enI ArAdhanA karatAM karatAM AtmA upara rahelI malIna vRttiene dabAI javu' paDe che. A malIna vRttie eka prakAranI nathI, aneka prakAranI che, jema ke kAma-krodha, lAbhanI vRtti,

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{7} zAradA siddhi rAga-dveSa ane mehanI vRtti, ma-mAyA ane IrSyAnI vRtti, AhAra-viSaya ane parigrahanI saMjJA, hiMsA jUTha, cArInA bhAva vigere aneka prakAranI malina vRttie AtmA upara jAmI che te e badhI malina vRttione dUra karavA mATe e darekanI sAme alaga alaga ArAdhanA joIe. jema ke kAmanI sAme brahmacaryanI ArAdhanA krodhanI sAme kSamA-maitrInI ArAdhanA, lAbhanI sAme sa MteASa ane tyAgavRttinI ArAdhanA. A navapadanI ArAdhanA A badhI ArAdhanAone sulabha banAve che, kAraNa ke A nava divasa Aya'bIla tapa thAya, rAtri bhAjananA tyAga thAya, brahmacaryanuM pAlana thAya, mALA, kAusagga, vadhruNA Adi vidhi vidhAnA thAya che, tethI kSamA Adi guNA paNa Ave che ne milana vRttio dUra thAya che. tIrthaMkara nAma karma upArjana karavAnA vIsa khelamAM pahelu arihaMta ane pachI sidhdhapada che. navapadamAM paNa ema ja che. arihaMta bhagavAne cAra ghAtI karmAMnA kSaya karyo che ne sidhdha bhagavAne AThe ATha kana kSaya karyAM che, eTale siddhapada mATu' che paNa ApaNe pahelA arihaMta prabhunI ArAdhanA karIe chIe. enuM kAraNa eka ja che ke ariha'ta bhagavAna ApaNane sidha banavAnA mArga batAve che, sidhdhapadanI prApti karavAnA upAcA batAve che tethI emanA ApaNA upara mahAna upaDAra che, eTale ApaNe pahelA . arihaMta bhagavAnane bhajIe chIe. bAkI tA sidhdhapadanI ArAdhanAmAM paNa arihaMta padmanI ArAdhanAnI jema e padanu' 'cu mUlya haiye vasI jAya ane enA upara athAga prema ane atyaMta prakRti ubharAya. emanA vAravAra guNagrAma karAya te epanI ArAdhanA thaI zake. siddha pada eTale sighdha avasthA, eTale ke sava upAdhithI rahita avasthA. tyAM koI ka nahi, zarIra nahi, karmanA udayanI viTaMbaNA nahi, bhUkha nahi, tarasa nahi, janma jarA-maraNa nahi, roga-zAka nahi, TADha ke tApa nahi, mAna-apamAna nahi, AbarU-beAbarUne savAla nahi, harakha ke kheda nahi, kazI tRSNA nahi, koI jAtanA vikA karavAnu mana nahi, ISTa aniSTa viSayonI, zAtA-azAtA bhAgavanArI IndriyA nahi pachI tyAM duHkha zu? viTa*khaNA, rIkhAmaNI ke satAmaNI zenI ? jIvane jo satAmaNI hAya teA karyAM, zarIra, mana, IndriyA vigere upAdhionI satAmaNI che sighdha avasthAmAM e kazI upAdhi nahi pachI satAmaNI zenI ? paNa mohamAM ghelo banelo jIva jyAM A satAmaNI, viMTabaNA ane rikhAmaNu che tyAM sukha mAne che ne enI kiMmata AMke che. jyAM emAMnuM kai ja nathI evI parama AnaMdamaya siddha avasthAnI ki mata AMkatA nathI. A kevI ghelachA che! aMtaradRSTithI jo vicAra karavAmAM Ave te samajAya ke jayAM sudhI siddha avasthA pragaTa thaI nathI tyAM sudhI A upAdhie ane viTabaNAe mane kevI satAvI rahI che ! savArathI uThayA tyArathI jotA mArA jIvanamAM zu' cAlI rahyuM che ?

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zAradA siddhi 77 bhUtanA vaLagADa jevI upAdhi jeTalI vadhAre eTalI jIvane sattAmaNI vadhu che. jAgyA tyArathI uMdhe nahi tyAM sudhI jape nahi, janmyA tyArathI mare nahi tyAM sudhI e jape nahi. jema bhUtanA vaLagADa jyAM sudhI nIkaLe nahi tyAM sudhI jIvane japavA de nahi, ema kAyA, Indriyo, kuTuMba, kaMcana, ghara, dukAna, mAlasAmAna vigere upAdhie jIvane satAvyA kare che chatAM khUbInI vAta tA e che ke ajJAna mUDha jIvane e satAmaNIe satAmaNI rUpa lAgatI nathI paNa jJAnI bhagavatA kahe che ke upAdhi ochI eTalI satAmaNI ane valApAta eche. siddha bhagavAnane kaMI upASi nathI tA emanI kaI satAmaNI nathI. A upAdhionA lIdhe sa'sArI jIvAnI dudarzAnA pAra nathI. ane siddha bhagavAnane upAdhi nadhI eTale akhUTa, atUTa, anata AnaMda ane 'sukhanA bhaMDAra bharyAM che. AvA sidhdha bhagavAnanA padanI prApti karavA mATe mana, vacana ane kAyAthI ApaNe emanI ArAdhanA karIe, emanu dhyAna dharIe, emanA guNagAna karIe te ApaNAM karmono kSaya thAya ane ApaNe evA sidhdha bhagavatanA uccapadane pAmI zakIe. jemane siddhanA zAzvatA sukhA meLavavAnI laganI lAgI che evA cittamuni ane bhautika sukhA ane sa'pattinA mahAsAgaramAM mahAlatA brahmadatta cakravarti baMne vacce vArtAlApa cAlI rahyo che. brahmadatta cakravartine khakhara nathI ke Atmika sukhAnA AnaMda kevA heAya che! kahevata che ne ke khAkharanI khisakelI sAkaranA svAdane zu samaje ? ema bhAgamAM sukha mAnanArA brahmavrutta tyAgInA sukhane kevI rIte samajI zake ? mATe munine kahe che ke tame bhAgasukhAne choDIne dIkSA zA mATe lIdhI ? e amane kaheA. tyAre cittamuni kahe che huM brahmadatta sAMbhaLa. navIna zlAka kaDI zravaNe suNI, bhavanadhi taratA kaI prANIo, parama cAgI kanaiyo ja sAMbhaLI, virati bhAva sva aMtara halastyA. jJAnI gurUrAje vizALa jana samudAyanI vacamAM eka evI gAthA sa`bhaLAvI ke ene sAMbhaLAne haLukamI jIvA zIla ane guNaiAthI yukta banI jAya che. e gAthA zrlokanA akSaro bahu ochA hatA ne emAM bhAva ghaNAM hatA. emAM mukhyatve jJAnadarzIna, cAritra, dAna, zIla, tapa vigerenA upadeza hatA. ghaNAM mANasAe e gAthA sAMbhaLI. enA atha-paramAtha ane bhAvA sAMbhaLye paNa jenI jenI pAtratA hAya che te te pramANe potAnA aMtaramAM jhIlI zake che. muninA upadeza sAMbhaLIne kaMIka jIvA saMsAra choDIne saMyamI banI gayA. kaika tapamAM joDAyA, kaIka jJAnamAM joDAyA, kaMIka bhavabhramaNa aTakAvanAra sabhyatvane pAmI gayA, kaika mAra vratadhArI banyA, ane kaIka dAnanA mahimA samajayA. baMdhue ! dAna dAnamAM paNa ghaNA pharaka che. je dAnanI pAchaLa mAtra samyag dana-jJAna-cAritranI puSTi thAya che e dAna supAtra dAna che. evuM dAna muninI bhakti

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zAradA siddhi karavAmAM che. muni pitAnA jIvanamAM ekalI samyagadarzana, jJAna ane cAritranI ArAdhanA ne vRddhi karyuM jAya che. temaja potAnA samAgamamAM AvanArane paNa enI prApti karAve che, tethI mahAlAbha e thAya ke vItarAga paramAtmA zrI arihaMta deva pratye bhakti ane bahumAna vadhe che, ane emanI pavitra AjJA jIvanamAM utAratAM hiMsA, jUTha, corI, mada, matsara, mAyA, ADAra, viSaya, parigraDanI lelupatA, kAma, krodha, lebha vagere doSa ghaTatA jAya che tethI jAte te sukhI thavAya che ne jagatane paNa AvA guNIyala jInA nimittathI rAhata maLe che. supAtra dAnanuM mahAna phaLa che. eka daSTAMta ApIne samajAvuM. eka brAhmaNa khUba zrImaMta hate. eka vakhata enA manamAM evo vicAra thaye ke huM brAhmaNanI bhakti karuM te mane puNya maLe eTale eNe eka meTa bhajana samAraMbha goThavya ne ghaNAM brAhmaNone jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM, paNa jamaNavAramAM kaI vyavasthA karanAro sAro mANasa te joIe ne? e mANasa zodhatuM hatuM tyAM ene eka garIba jaina vaNika maLI gaye. ene brAhmaNe kahyuM ke je bhAI! tuM Ajano divasa ahIM raheje ane A raDAnuM dhyAna rAkhaje ne jamavA AvanAra brAhmaNane barAbara pIrasaje. tArI mahenatanA badalAmAM jamaNavAramAM jeTalI cokhkhI rasoI vadhe e badhI tArI, bela kabUla che ne? vaNike kahyuM. bhale, jaina vaNika badhuM kAma karavA lAge. bapore TAIma thayA. brAhmaNa ane mahemAne badhA jamavA AvyA. sau jamIne gayA pachI ghaNI raI vadhI. brAhmaNanA kahevA pramANe mIThAI vigere je vadhyuM enI mAlikI vaNikanI thaI. brahANe jamaNavAra patyA pachI kahyuM ke bhAI! A je kaMI vadhyuM che te tAruM. vaNika vicAra karavA lAge ke Aje mane supAtra dAna devAne mahAna lAbha maLe te kevuM sAruM ! taddana nirdoSa AhAra che. e te harSabhera zaheramAM upaDe ane jyAM jaina sAdhu sAdhvIjIe birAjamAna hatA tyAM jaIne namrabhAve bhAvanA bhAvI ane kahyuM ke nirdoSa ane sUjhato AhAra che. A garIba mANasane lAbha ApI kRtArtha kare te mAro udhAra thAya ne mArA AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya. A pramANe khUba AgrahapUrvaka bhAvanA bhAvatA gAmamAM je saMta satIjIe hatA te tyAM padhAryA. utkRSTa bhAvathI sAdhu sAdhavIne gaucarI vaherAvI. vaNike utkRSTabhAve supAtra dAna ApyuM enA prabhAve marIne zreNuka rAjAne putra naMdiSeNa banya. A che supAtra dAnane prabhAva. citta muni brahmadattane kahe che ke amArA nagaramAM padhArelA mahAtmAe aneka prakArane dharma samajAvyo. emAM ghaNAM chavA vividha prakAre dharma pAmyA. e rIte mane paNa emanI vANI sAMbhaLIne saMsAra asAra lAge. manamAM thayuM ke A saMsAra te eka pApanuM piMjara che. saMga ane viyeganuM ghara che "saMsAra eTale vikAre ane tRNune khIlavavA mATenuM rasALa kSetra, saMsAra eTale tRNuM ane vikAronI gulAmImAM Idrane nAcavA kUdavAnuM kIDAMgaNuM. je saMsAra rUpI

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zAraka sini : 678 kSetramAM vikAro ane tRSNAo bharapUra khIle che. AvA asAra, adhruva ane anitya evA saMsAramAM rahIne traNe kALamAM AtmAnuM kalyANa thavAnuM nathI. Atma kalyANa karavA mATe te saMyama zreyakArI che ema samajIne meM e saMsAranA sukhe cheDIne AtmakalyANa karavA mATe e munirAja pAse dIkSA lIdhI che. je huM Aje tamArI sAme AvIne u chuM sAdhupaNAmAM te mahAna sukho che. saMyama e Atma kalyANa karavA mATe zreyakArI mArga che. A pramANe cittamunie brahmadattane kahyuM. have brahmadatta cakvati cittamunine zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - sucanA rANI pitAnI moTI bahena suzIlAne maLavA mATe Ave che. kAmavALI rANInI bahena che te jANatAM nagarazeTha ane zeThANa dhrujI uThayA. sucanA rANane suzIlA kAma karatI hatI tyAM laI AvyA. suzIlA te bicArI moTI lAja tANI vAsaNa uTakI rahI hatI. sucanA doTa mUkIne belI moTI bahena...moTI bahena suzIlAe uMcuM joyuM ke ahIM vaLI mane moTI bahena kahIne bolAvanAra keNuM maLyuM? sAme najara karI te pitAnI nAnI bahena sulocanA doDatI AvI rahI che. e haju kaMI vicAra kare te pahelAM sucanA doDatI tyAM AvI ne belI, arere. moTI bahena! tamArI A dazA ! ema kahetI. dAno lalanA lipaTa gaI hai, mohavaza haI malAla, saravara umaDa paDI AMkho se, phUTa paDa paranAla, baMne bahene ekadama bheTI paDI. ekabIjAnA khaMbhe mAthA mUkIne khUba raDI. AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhArA vahevA lAgI, pachI haiyuM haLavuM karIne sulecanA kahe che moTI bahena ! tamArI A dazA ! mane khabara maLyA ke mArA nagaramAM tame traNa traNa varSathI AvyA cho ne AvA kALI-majurInA kAma kare che? tyAM te mAruM haiyuM cIrAI gayuM. moTI bahena ! tamane khabara te hatI ne ke A nagaramAM huM rahuM chuM te mane maLavuM hatuM ne ? zuM moTI bahena ! tame mane pArakI gaNa? ema kahIne sucanA karIne khUba raDavA lAgI, tyAre suzIlA kahe che mArI nAnI bahena ! chAnI rahe, raDIza nahi, A te sau karmanA khela che. karmanI sattA AgaLa konuM cAlyuM che te mAruM cAle? saue pitAnA karelA karmo te bhogavavA paDe ne? raDIza nahi. cAla, e badhI duHkhanI vAta javA de paNa tuM e kahe ke mArA banevI te kSemakuzaLa che ne? sazIlAnI sahiSNutA":- sucanAe kahyuM. moTI bahena ! tame keTalA badhA sahanazIlatAvALA che ke ATalA duHkhamAM paNa tame mArA samAcAra pUche che, paNa ApanA duHkhanI kaMI vAta karatA nathI, tyAre suzIlAe sucanAnA sAmuM joIne kahyuM ke arere...bahena ! mArI te huM zI vAta karuM? mane te mArA karmoe cAre bAjuthI sApha karI nAMkhI che. have mArA jIvanamAM zuM rahyuM che? ame rAjapATa

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zAradA siddhi cheDayA pachI jyAM gayA tyAM duHkha sivAya bIjuM kaMI joyuM nathI, ane have te mane mArA jIvanamAM sukha Ave tevuM kaMI dekhAtuM nathI. traNa traNa varSathI tArA banevI amane mUkIne gayA che tyAra pachI te amArA mAthe duHkha paDavAmAM bAkI rahI nathI. eka mahinAmAM pAchA AvavAnuM kahIne gayA te gayA pharIne emanA samAcAra nathI. emanuM zuM thayuM haze ? e patinuM mukha mane kyAre jovA maLaze. ATaluM bolI suzIlA khUba raDI, tyAM sucanAe kahyuM moTI bahena moTI bahenatame raDe nahi. ubhA thAo. huM tamane eka AnaMdanA samAcAra ApuM. e jANIne tamane khUba AnaMda thaze. "nirAzAmAM pragaTaluM AzAnuM kiraNa":- hatAza thayelI suzIlAe kahyuM bahena ! mArA zuM AnaMdanA samAcAra hAya! sucanAe kahyuM-bahena ! mArA banevI A nagaramAM padhAryA che, ane tArA banevI sAthe baMne bALakane sAthe laIne vAjate gAjate rAjamahelamAM jaI rahyA che. A sAMbhaLIne suzIlAnI jIvanasitAra jhaNajhaNI uThI. khuzInuM eka gIta enA haiyAmAM guMjI uThayuM. virahanI AgamAM zekAI gayeluM tenuM dila pharIthI khIlI uThayuM. suzIlA A samAcAra sAcA mAnI na zakI chatAM mAnIne pUchayuM te bahena ! tArA banevI sIdhA mArI pAse kema na AvyA? e AvyA hoya te mArI pAse AvyA vinA rahe ja nahi. sucanAe kahyuM, moTI bahena! mArA banevI tArA banevIne maLyA eTale emaNe pahelA te tArA samAcAra pUchayA, te khabara paDI ke tuM jhUMpaDImAM rahe che. tyAM tapAsa karAvI te tame tyAM na hatA. khabara paDI ke tamArI jhUMpaDI bhadrA zeThANIe bALI mUkI che, ane tame ne baMne bALake pharIthI ghara vinAnA nirAdhAra banIne kayAMka cAlyA gayA che, eTale baMne sADhubhAIee tamArI nagaranI bahAra ane nagaramAM khUba tapAsa karI. khUba tapAsa karatAM tamArA baMne bALako maLyA paNa tame na maLyA. bALaka pAsethI tame kayAM che te samAcAra maLyA. bALakee tamArA duHkhanI thoDI ghaNI vAta karI. tamArA duHkhanI vAta sAMbhaLIne mArA banevI te mUcha khAIne jamIna upara DhaLI paDayA, ane bhAnamAM AvyA tyAre bAvarA banIne e tArI zodhamAM doDavA lAgyA. tyAM emane khabara paDI ke tame ahIM kAma karo che eTale e AvavA taiyAra thayA, paNa tamArA banevIe emane khUba samajAvIne ahIM AvatA rokyA, kAraNa ke tamane AvA duHkhamAM jaIne emanA mana upara asara thaI jAya tethI AvavA na dIdhA, ane mane teDavA mokalI. emanuM svAgata karavA mATe tamArA banevIe hAthI-ghaDA zaNagArIne maMgAvyA paNa jyAM sudhI tame na maLe tyAM sudhI e hAthI ke ghoDA para besavAnI emaNe cokhkhI nA pADI. teo pagapALA cAlatAM hajAro nagarajane sAthe mahela tarapha jaI rahyA che. have tame paNa jahadI padhAre. suzIlA zeThanI rajA laIne sucanAnI sAthe kevI rIte jaze ne zuM banaze te avasare.

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- vyAkhyAna ne 70 A suda 9 ne zanIvAra tA. ra9-9-72 - sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAone bahene! AtmasAdhanA karavA mATe uMcAmAMuMcI kakSAne janma Apane maLe che. A manuSya janma ApaNI sAme dekhAtA pazupakSInA janma karatAM ghaNe uMce janma che. tiryaMcane ApaNA jevA hAthapagavALuM zarIra nahi, ApaNu jevI vANI nahi, vicAra karavAnI buddhi ke vivekazakti nahi, zAstra vAMcana karavAnI AvaData nahi, gharamAM rAcaracIluM ke phanIcara tathA jarUrI vastunI vyavasthita geThavaNa vigere kaMI janAvara pAse nathI. e badhuM ApaNI pAse che, tethI A baMnenI sarakhAmaNImAM pazujanma karatAM lAkha daraje ApaNe janma uce che. te ahIM e vicAravAnuM che ke pazu karatAM lAkha daraje uMce janma pAmyA pachI ApaNe pazu jIvana karatAM lAkha daraje uMcuM jIvana jIvIe chIe kharA ? zuM sAruM sAruM khAvuM, sAru bheguM karavuM ne bhegavavuM e ja uMcuM jIvana che ? sAruM sAruM maLe te pazu paNa khAya che, emAM pazu karatAM zuM uMcu jIvyA ? viSayasaMjJAne piSavAnuM te pazu paMkhI darekane AvaDe che. haraNIyA saMgItamAM masta bane che. pataMgiyA dIvAnA rUpamAM, hAthI sparzamAM, sapa gaMdhamAM ane mAchalA mAMsamAM gulatAna bane che. IdrinA viSayenI pAchaLanI deDadhAmanuM jIvana te pazu pakSI jIve che ane mAnavI paNa je eTaluM ja karate hoya te pazu karatAM uMcuM jIvana kevI rIte ? mAnavI pAse vicAra karavAnI Atmazakti che te teNe e vicAravuM joIe ke pazu karatA lAkha darajaje uMce avatAra pAmyA pachI huM lAkha darajaje uMcu jIvana jIvuM chuM? mane vicAra zakti, viziSTa zarIra tathA sukhanI badhI sAmagrI maLI paNa ethI adhika padaye tIrthakara bhagavAnanuM anupama zAsana, vItarAga vANInuM zravaNa, aMdhakAramAMthI prakAzamAM laI janAra mArgadarzaka gurUdeva AvA suMdara bhegavALo janma maLe ke je vega manuSyamAM paNa anAryane nathI maLatuM te huM anAryo karatA ucca kakSAnuM jIvana jIvuM chuM kharuM ? vahepAra dhaMdhe, khAnapAna, keLavaNI, vyavahAra saMbaMdha te anAryo paNa kare che ne huM paNa je eTaluM karavA mAtrathI aTakI te hIM te mAro janma uce hovA chatAM jIvana anArya jevuM che. A janmamAM bhautikatAne nahi paNa AdhyAtmiktAne vikasAvavAnI che. AdhyAtmika vikAsathI jIvana ucca banavAnuM che. AdhyAtmikatA eTale AtmAne uddezIne thatI zubha mana-vacana-kAyAnI pravRtti. jyAM AdhyAtmiktAnI chAyA nathI tyAM mAtra kAyAnI, IndriyanI khuzakhuzAlInI ane mAna sanmAnanI daSTi rahe che. e maLavAthI jIva AnaMda anubhave che, paNa kAyAdinA AnaMdamAM ne khuzakhuzAlImAM AtmAnI puNya mUDI kharcAtI zA. 86

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682 zAradA siddhi jAya che, ane vadhArAmAM rAga-dveSa, kaSA, avirati vigerenA sevanathI aDhaLaka azubha karmabaMdhananI kamANI thAya che. khAna-pAna ane raMgarAgamAM ramavuM e badhI mATInI ramata che. e kSaNika ne nAzavaMta che. emAM kadI tRpti thatI nathI. 'DI vAra tRpti lAge paNa ulaTu mananuM bhUkhAravApaNuM vadhatuM jAya che mATe emAM moha rAkhavA jevuM nathI. pazu karatAM lAkha darajaje uMco janma maLyo e jIvana pazu karatA lAkha daraje UMcuM jIvavA mATe maLyo che. ApaNI jiMdagI bahu nAnI che. pAMca paccIsa varSanI jiMdagImAM kUdavuM hoya teTaluM kUdI lyo paNa e vAta na bhUlaze ke bhAvi bhayaMkara che. jaMgalamAM bakarA gheTA sarovaramAM pANI pItA hoya, pANI ThaMDu ne svaccha hoya, jaMgala lIluMchama hoya, pavana paNa ThaDe AvatuM hoya tyAM dUrathI vAgha ke siMhanI garjanA saMbhaLAya eTale badhA bhAgAbhAga karI mUke che. zItaLa pANI, lIluMchama ghAsa ane majhAne ThaMDo pavana A badhuM mUkIne jIva laIne bhAge che ne? e samaje che je nahi bhAgIe te marI gayA samaje. hamaNu siMha ke vAgha Avaze ema samajIne jIvavA khAtara bhAge che. e te pazu che. emane maravAnI ATalI badhI bIka lAge che tyAre ApaNe te manuSya chIe. te vicAra karyo ke ApaNAM jIvana para mRtyunI talavAra laTakI rahI che. e dareka darzana mAne che ne? are, Astika te zuM? nAstika paNa mAne che. AyuSya pUruM thayA pachI eka kSaNa paNa tamAruM kaI sAMbhaLanAra nathI. have A pudgalanA nAcamAM je acAnaka AyuSyane baMdha thAya te kaI gati thAya ? tene vicAra karo. pudgalanI paLojaNamAM jiMdagInI jiMdagI cAlI gaI ne kaMI ArAdhanA karI nahi. jenI paLojaNamAM jiMdagI vitAvIne karmo bAMdhyA e jIvane paralekamAM karma bhagavatI vakhate sAtha nahi Ape. e te pitAne badhuM bhegavavuM paDaze. je kuTuMbane tame sArI rIte pALe che, che ane enA pratye meha karo che e tamane kayAM sudhI sAtha Apaze ? jyAM sudhI svArtha haze tyAM sudhI. sau pitAnA svArthanA sagA che. keI AtmAnA sagA nathI. AjanA kuTuMbamAM vAtAvaraNa kevuM che ArAdhanAmaya ke svArthamaya? svArtha maya vAtAvaraNa hoya tyAM svArthanI vAta hoya che, mAnI le ke tame suratathI muMbaI jaIne Avo tyAre tamArI mAtA, patnI ane bALako zuM pUche che? mAtA kaheze ke beTA! tuM Avyo? mArA mATe kaMI lAvyo? patnI pUchaze ke mArA mATe phorenanI sADI, vITI vigere lAvyA ke nahi? moTA bhAge AvuM ja pUchAya che. nAnA nAnA bALake pUche ke bApAjI... amArA mATe kaMI sAruM sAruM khAvAnuM lAvyA ke nahi? huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tame ATalA badhA beThA che emAM koInI mAtA pUche che kharI ke beTA ! muMbaI gaye hatuM te kayA kayA dharmasthAnake ga hato? te saMta satIjInA darzana karyA? vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM ? emAMthI te zuM preraNA lIdhI? zuM zuM vrata paccakhANa karyA ? are ! tamArA zrImatIjI pUche che kharA

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zAradA sili 683 ke svAmInAtha ! muMbaImAM jaIne abhakSyanuM bhakSaNa te nathI karyuM ne? nATaka-sinemA joIne AtmAnI kharAbI te nathI karIne ? keInI mAtA ke patnI AvuM pUche che? jyAM mohamaya kuTuMbane meLo bhego thayo hoya tyAM AvuM koNa pUche? AvA vicAro kene Ave? puNyavAna jIve che tyAM AvI vicAraNA Ave. - zrIpALa mahArAjA jyAre paradeza javA prayANa karatA tyAre parama zrAvikA, mahAsatI ane Arya sannArI bhUSaNa mayaNAsuMdarI temane zuM kahetI? svAmInAtha! Apa sadA kuzala , Apa te puNyavaMta che. A5 jayAM jyAM padhAro tyAM tyAM AnaMda maMgala pravarte. ApanA puNyayoge Apane Dagale ne pagale badhu maLaze paNa nAtha! mArI eka vinaMtI dayAnamAM leze. A dAsIne kadAca bhUle te bhale bhUlo paNa mahAna puNyodaye maLelA A vItarAga zAsanane bhUlatA nahi tamArA gharamAM tamane AvuM kaI kahenAra che? jenA mahAna sabhAgya hoya tene AvI paLe paLe AtmAnuM dhyAna rAkhanArI pavitra patnI maLe, bAkI te pote ja potAnA AtmA mATe sajAga rahevAnI jarUra che. savAranA praharamAM uThIne navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karo, AtmasvarUpanuM ciMtana karo pachI saMsAranA kAryamAM joDAze te AtmAmAM kaMIka jAgRti raheze, paNa Aje te moTAbhAganA mANaso uThIne tarata nyujha pepara vAMcaze, bAkI haLukamIjI dharmArAdhanA karaze. ApaNI jiMdagI kevI che? jema ke I bhAMgalI khurazImAM beTho hoya ne nIce bhaDabhaDa agni saLagatI hoya, mAthA upara khulI talavAra laTakatI hoya e dizAmAM ene kaI miSTAnna khAvA Ape te ene bhAve kharuM? jJAnI kahe che ke tAruM AyuSya paNa bhAMgalI khurazI jevuM che. viSaya kaSAya rUpa agninA bhaDakA bhaDabhaDa baLI rahyA che, ane mRtyunA bhaya rU5 nagna talavAra mAthe laTakI rahI che. AvI dazAmAM vivekI AtmAne bhego game kharA ? A ja vicAra roja ekAMtamAM karavA jevuM che. AvI vicAraNe ane ciMtavanuM je roja karavAmAM Ave to virAdhanA upara tiraskAra chUTaze ne ArAdhanA pratye prema jAgaze. jene jinazAsana pratye prema che, jinaprarUpita dharma pratye zraddhA che evA AtmAne game teTalI kasoTI Ave, game teTalA kaSTo Ave ne game teTalA kaI prabhane Ape chatAM DagatA nathI, kAraNa ke ene mana pitAnI jAta karatAM jinazAsana vadhAre vahAluM hoya che. eka vakhata eka gAmamAM kaI jJAnI saMta padhAryA. loke emanI vANI sAMbhaLavA mATe AvavA lAgyA. saMte vyAkhyAnamAM bAra vratanuM svarUpa bahu suMdara rIte samajAvyuM ane pachI prakhadAne uddezIne kahyuM ke jemAM brAhmaNane jaI vinA na cAle, tema jaina kuLamAM janmelAe bAra vrata aMgIkAra karavA joIe. bAre bAra vrata aMgIkAra na karI zake te kaI eka, kaI be vrata paNa avazya aMgIkAra karo. vrata vinAne deha zaDha vinAnI naukA jevuM che. je mANasane dhana maLyuM hoya te dhanane sAra dAna deve te

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24 zAradA siddhi che. vANInA sAra madhura vacana khelavu, bhagavAnanA guNalA gAvA te che. evI rIte TreTastha sArA vrata dhAraLa = " A manuSya dehanA sAra vrata dhAraNa karavA te che. gADIne brekanI jarUra che, gheADAne lagAmanI jarUra che, hAthIne a'kuzanI jarUra che. naukAne zaDhanI jarUra che, plena calAvavA mATe pAyaleTanI jarUra che, ane sTImarane calAvavA mATe kepTananI jarUra che evI rIte mAnava deha rUpI naukAne calAvavA mATe ane vrata niyama rUpI zanI jarUra che. sa'tane upadeza sAMbhaLIne saue zakti pramANe vrata. niyamA aMgIkAra karyAM. temAM sauthI paheluM prANAtipAta viramaNa vrata che temAM sa Mte samajAvyu` ke hiMsA karavAthI keTaluM pApa kama baMdhAya che ne ahiMsAnuM pAlana karavAthI kevA mahAna lAbha thAya che. kaivalyodaya kAriNI matravatAM saMtApasaMhAriNI, sahRt padmavihAriNI kRtiharI dInAtmanAM dehinAm / sadbodhAmRtadhAriNI kSatitale nRNAM manohAriNI, jIvAjjIvadayA satAM sukhakarI sarvArthasaMdAdinI // kevaLa jJAnanA udaya karanArI, sasArI jIvAnA kaSTane haNanArI, zuddha hRdayarUpI kamaLamAM vicaranArI, dIna prANIonA duSTa kane kSaya karanArI, pRthvI upara samyag jJAna rUpI amRtane varSAvanArI. sajjaneAnA manane haranArI, samanerathAne pUrNa karanArI, sukhadAyI evI zAsananI vijayavatI jIvayA jIva'ta raheA.....ahiM'sAnu pAlana karanAra jIva A bhavamAM ne parabhavamAM mahAna sukhI thAya che. jeNe saghaLAM AgamanA abhyAsa karyAM hoya, mahAmahenate tapa karyAM hAya, atyaMta harSoMthI supAtrane ki'matI vastuonu' dAna karyuM' hoya gurUdevanI khUba bhakti karI hAya A badhAnI sAthe jo ahiMsAnuM pAlana na karyuM` hoya te e badhu niraka che. jyAM hi'sA che tyAM dharma nathI paNa adhama che. AveA upadeza sAMbhaLIne eka zrIma'ta ane zraddhAvata zrAvake pahelu vrata a'gIkAra karyuM ke mAre meATakI hi'sA karavI nahi. A pahelu' vrata a`gIkAra karIne zeTha khUba sAvadhAnIpUrvaka enu... pAlana karavA lAgyA. baMdhuo ! vrata aMgIkAra karavu teA rahela che paNa jIvana sAthe enu pAlana karavu' mahAmuzkela che. zeThane vrata aMgIkAra karyAM ghaNA samaya thayA. eka vakhata eka devane vicAra thayA ke A zeTha enA vratanuM pAlana teA kharAkhara kare che paNa kaseATI Ave tyAre kevA makkama rahe che enI huM parIkSA karu.. parIkSA karavA mATe zAsanadevI rUmajhuma karatA padhAryAM ne zeThane kahyu' mahAnubhAva! huM tamArA upara prasanna thaI chu.... mAMga....mAMga tuM mAMge te Apu'. zeThe kahyuM ke devI ! mAre koI cIjanI kamInA nathI. mAre ka'I mAgavu' nathI. Ape mane darzana dIdhA e mAru' sadbhAgya mAnuM chuM kAraNu ke devanA darzana mRtyuleAkanA mAnavIne mahA dula bha che. devIe kahyu zeTha! tamAre ghera

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zAradA siddhi badhuM sukha che paNa tamArI milkatane bhegavanAre putra nathI. A saMpatti koNa bhegavaze ! gharanAM dvAra khullA rAkhavAne pAraNAmAM jhulanAro putra thAya evuM varadAna mAMge. zeThe kahyuM devI ! saMtAna prApti thavI e te bhAgyAdhIna che. keI deva devInI tAkAta nathI ke e putra ApI zake ! te pachI tame mane kevI rIte putra ApI zakavAnA cho? mArA bhAgyamAM haze te thaze ne bhAgyamAM nahi hoya to nahi thAya. mane evI koI lolupatA nathI. zeThe A javAba Apyo te paNa devIe kahyuM "tathAstu," tAre ghera pAraNuM baMdhAze paNa zeTha! tamAre eka bekaDAne bhega ApavuM paDaze, tyAre zeThe kahyuM ke meM kayAM ApanI pAse putra prApti mATe varadAna mAMgyuM che ke mAre bhega caDhAva paDe! meM mAMgyuM ja nathI pachI vAta ja kayAM rahI tyAre devI kahe che meM "tathAstu kahyuM eTale tane varadAna maLI cUkayuM che, mATe tAre e kArya karavuM ja paDaze. zeThe kahyuM varadAna mAMgyuM hoya te barAbara che paNa vagara mAMge tame kene "tathAstu" kahyuM? paNa devI te kahe che zeTha! tamAre e kAma karavuM ja paDaze. zeThe kahyuM meM vrata aMgIkAra karyuM che. huM ahiMsA dharmane upAsaka chuM mArA hAthe evuM aghaTita kArya nahi thAya, tyAre devI khUba krodhe bharAIne kahe che je tAre sukhI rahevuM hoya te tAre e kAma karavuM paDaze nahitara tuM duHkhI thaI jaIza. tArI patnI Adi samasta kuTuMbane saMhAra karI nAMkhIza, eTale tuM jIvate marelA je thaI jaIza, tyAre zeThe daDhatApUrvaka kahI dIdhuM ke je thavuM hoya te bhale thAya, saMpatti jAya, patnI jAya ane mane mAra hoya te paNa mArI nAMkhe. A nimitte maravAnuM haze te pAMcamanI chaThTha kaI karI zakavAnuM nathI. mane maraNane Dara nathI. huM mArA prANunuM balidAna ApIne paNa pratijJAnuM pAlana karIza, tyAre devIe enI patnInuM kRtrima rUpa banAvIne enuM dhaDa juduM karI lehIthI nItaratuM mastaka enI sAme pheMkayuM paNa zeTha DagyA nahi, eTale zeThane majabUta gADha baMdhanathI bAMdhIne mAra mAravA lAgyA te paNa zeThanA manamAM pratijJA cheDavAne vikalpa paNa na AvyA tyAre devI sAkSAt rUpamAM pragaTa thaIne zeThanA caraNamAM namI paDI ne kahyuM zeTha ! dhanya che tamArI aDagatAne ane dhanya che tamArI daDha pratijJAne meM ATalI ATalI kasoTI karI chatAM tamAruM rUMvADuM pharakayuM nahi. AvA daDhapratijJa zrAvake jinazAsanane jayavaMtu rAkhaze. ema kahI AzIrvAda ApIne devI adazya thaI gaI. bole, Aje AvI parIkSA thAya te tame vratamAM daDha rahI zake kharA? are! sauthI pahelAM te AvuM vrata levA taiyAra nathI, ane kadAca vrata laI le te pALavAmAM makkamatA nathI. saheja kasoTI Ave te pratijJAne neve mUkI de. je vratamAM daDha rahyA emanA nAmo siddhAMtane pAne suvarNAkSare lakhAyA. saMyamamAM dRDhapratijJa evA cittamuni kahe che ke brahmadatta ! saMsAranI asAratA,

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68 zAradA siddhi pagalika padArthonI vinAzakAritA ane AyuSyanI kSaNabhaMguratA samajIne meM dIkSA lIdhI che. A pramANe cittamunie kahyuM tyAre pitAnI saMpatti tarapha munirAjane AkarSavA mATe brahmadatta cakravati kahe che te cittamuni! , uccoyae mahu kakke ya baMbhe, paveDyA AvasahA ya rmmaa| rUma nihaM vitta ghaLauM, pAdi vAha zujAuM ! 13 . tamAre ghera game teTalI saMpatti haze paNa mArA jevI saMpatti nahi heya. mAre tyAM ucca-udaya-madhu-karka ane brahma A pAMca prakAranA prAsAdo-mahele che. A mahela khAsa mArA mATe banAvelA che. e paNa devakRta che. emAM te kaMI pUchavApaNuM ja na hoya. te sivAya bIjA paNa mAre ghaNuM suMdara mahele che. te badhA pracura-puSkaLa maNI mANeka hIrA Adi rUpa dhana samRddhithI ThAMsI ThAMsa bharelA ane pAMcAla dezanA viziSTa evA sAdarya Adi guNathI saMpanna che, mATe he cittamuni ! Apa ene svIkAra kare. A pramANe kahIne brahmadatta cakravarti cittamunine kahe che ke pAMcAlamAM ane bharatakSetramAM jeTalI viziSTa vastuo che te badhI vastuo mArA bhavamAM che, mATe Apa A bhavanene svIkAra kare. *. baMdhuo ! cakavatinA evA prabaLa puNya hoya che ke cakravartine rahevA mATe je je rAtamAM jevI jevI sAnukULatA joIe tevA mahele, deve emane mATe taiyAra kare che, eTale kahe che ke he muni ! - " udaya, ucca, madhu, karka, brahma A sukha mahAlaya ne vaLI rAjya A." pAMca prakAranA devakRta mahela, dhana-dhAnya, jhaverAta Adi samRddhithI bharelA che. tene Apa sukhapUrvaka bhega. tamAre ghera game tevA mahele ne baMgalA haze paNa mArA mahelanI jema dee banAvyA nahi hoya! pahelAM te tamane khabara na hatI ke mArA pUrvabhavanA bhAIne ghera AvI samRddhi che tethI tame choDIne nIkaLI gayA paNa have ApaNe baMne bhAIo bhegA thayA chIe mATe cAritra choDI mArA mahelamAM AvI jAo. A rIte brahmadatta citta munine pitAnA tarapha AkarSavA mATe pitAnI samRdidhanuM varNana kare che. jema nadI kinAre AvelA haDA nAmanA vRkSe pANInA pUra AvatA. vAvAjhoDuM thAtAM jaDa mULamAMthI ukhaDI jAya che paNa A munine vairAgya haDA nAmanA vRkSa je na hatuM, tethI cakravati game teTalI saMpattinA prabhane Apaze chatAM enAthI emanuM mana calita nahi thAya ne pitAne saMyamamAM daDha rahIne brahmadattane kevA kevA javAba Apaze te avasare. - Aje AyaMbIlanI oLIne trIjo maMgalakArI divasa che. trIjA divase ApaNe trIjA parameSThI bhagavAna AcArya devanI ArAdhanA karavAnI che. vaDale jema gaMbhIra hoya che tema jinazAsanamAM AcArya bhagavaMte guNagaMbhIra hoya che. tApamAM AkuLavyAkuLa

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zAradA siddhi }es thayelA musApharo e ghaDI var3elAnI chAyAmAM visAmA khAya che ne thAka utAre che evI rIte sa`sAra tApathI AkuLa vyAkuLa thayelA musApharo, AcArya bhagavata rUpa vaDalAnI zItaLa chAyAmAM visAme khAya che, zAMti anubhave che. AcArya bhagavaMtA potAnA jJAnanA prabhAvathI aneka jIvAne tAre che. AcAya . bhagava'tanA 36 guNA che. Aje emanA guNAnuM yAna-smaraNa Adi karIne ApaNe emanA padane pAmavA mATe ArAdhanA karavAnI che. mahAna purUSonA guNalA gAtA, emanI upAsanA karatA emanA jevA khanI zakAya che. caritra :- " zeThanA gherathI vidAya letI suzIlA - " sulocanA rANIe suzIlAne samAcAra ApyA ke mArA banevI ane mane bALako pagapALA cAlIne rAjamahela tarapha jaI rahyA che ne hu tamane teDavA AvI chuM, mATe bahena! tame jaldI cAleA. nagarazeTha teA A badhu' sAMbhaLIne AzcaryathI digmUDha banI gayA. enA manamAM Dara hato ke hamaNAM rANI mane kaMIka kaDaka zabdo kaheze paNa suzIlA bicArI tA potAnA karmone doSa Ape evI hatI. koInA doSa kADhatI nathI. eNe kahyu.. bahena ! huM mArA zeThanI rajA laI lauM. suzIlAe zeThane namaskAra karIne kahyuM. Ape mArA upara ghaNA upakAra karyAM che. ApanI udAratAne dhanya che! have Apa rajA Ape te huM' mArI bahena sAthe jAuM. A rIte vinayathI suzIlAe zeThane vaMdana karIne rajA mAMgI, tyAre zeThe kahyuM' are ! Apa A zuM karo che ? vadananA adhikArI te Apa . che. me... ApanI pAse kAmakAja karAvIne ApanA akSamya aparAdha karyAM che. mane kSamA karo. Apa rAjarANI che te meM ApanI pAse kALI majurI karAvI ! Ama pazcAtApa karatA nagarazeThe kahyuM mane mApha karo, tyAre suzIlAe kahyuM. zeTha! emAM ApanA koI aparAdha nathI. ApanA koI doSa nathI. doSa te mArA pApa ka`nA che. meM pU`bhavamAM evA koI pApa karma karyAM haze ke e pApane badale Aje huM vALI rahI chuM. tame tA mArA duHkhane haLavuM karyuM' che. huM tamAre tyAM raka nAkarANI banIne duHkhanI mArI AvI hatI huM kaI rANInA rUpamAM AvI na hatI, mATe Ape evA pazcAtApa karavAnI jarUra nathI. basa, have mane tame sukhethI rajA Ape| tA huM vidAya lau. Ama kahIne suzIlAe nagarazeDane sAMtvana ApyuM. baMdhue ! suzIlA kevI pavitra che! atyAra sudhI te duHkho veThayA ne kALI majurI karI. traNa traNa divasathI zeTha-zeThANIe pAtAnA bALakone maLavA paNa javA dvIdhI nathI chatAM enA keTalA upakAra mAne che ! have te zeThane khabara paDI ke A rAjAnI sALI che ne pAchI rAjAnI rANI che. khuda mahArANI ene teDavA mATe AvyA che. have kayAM ane zeThanI rajA levAnI jarUra hatI ! paNa guNavAna AtmAe vinaya guNu cUkatA nathI. nagarazeThe khUba premathI khane rAjarANIenI bhakti karI ane najarANuM leTa dharyuM. suzIlAnA zarIra para kapaDA phATalA tUTalA hatA te badalAvI sArA vastrAlaMkAro paherAvI dIdhA ne pAlakhImAM besADI zeThe baMnene bhAva bharI vidAya ApI.

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zAradA siddhi ( "bhImasenanuM svAgata ane zeTha zeThANane tiraskAra - suzIlAne patine maLavAne harSa hatuM eTale pAlakhI jhaDapabhera rAjamahela tarapha ravAnA thaI. bhImasena ane vijyasena paNa kumAro sAthe rAjamahela tarapha AvI rahyA hatA. khuda nagaranareza pitAnA sADhubhAI bhImasena narezanI sAthe pagapALA rAjamahela tarapha jaI rahyA che e jANIne temane jovA mATe ne temane satkAra karavA mATe nagarajane core ne cauTe, gekhe ne jharUkhe ubhA hatA ane jyAM jyAMthI teo pasAra thatAM tyAM tyAM prajAjane temane puSpothI, cokhAthI vadhAvatA hatA, ane jerazerathI temane jayanAda belAvatA hatA. kaMIka nagarajane aMdaro aMdara vAto karatA hatA ke jue, A keNa che? khabara che? pelA lakSmIpati zeThane ghera A mANasa mahine be rUpiyAnA pagAramAM nokarI karate hate. zeDa be rUpiyAmAM te enI pAse kevI kALI majurI karAvatA hatA, ane enI patnI pAse bhadrA zeThANI keTaluM kAma karAvatI hatI, mAra mAratI hatI ne chevaTe bhadrAe enA upara kalaMka caDhAvIne bAvaDuM pakaDIne haseDIne bahAra kADhI mUkI, ane bicArI jhUMpaDI bAMdhIne rahetI hatI te jhUMpaDI paNa bhadrAe bALI mUkI eTale nirAdhAra banIne kuMbhArane ghera kAma karatI hatI. tyAMthI hamaNAM nagarazeThanI havelIe kAma kare che. mahArANI pAlakhI laIne ene teDavA nagarazeThane ghera gayA che. e paNa hamaNuM AvI pahoMcaze. ApaNA rAjAnI sALI ane sADhubhAIe ApaNuM ja nagaramAM keTalA duHkha veThayA? atyAra sudhI koIe emane oLakhyA nahi. Aje emanA puNyane udaya thaye. have emanuM badhuM duHkha cAlyuM gayuM. Ama aMdaroaMdara vAto karatA hatA. * "bhImasenane jotAM vAMdarAne jAgelo ulAsa -" cAlatAM cAlatAM mahArAjA nagaranA cokamAM AvyA. hajAre nagarajane emanuM svAgata kare che. tyAM rastAnI bAju upara jhADa hatA. e jhADa upara vAMdarAonuM ToLuM beThuM hatuM. temAMnAM eka kapirAjane (vAMdarAe) prajAjanone rAjAnuM svAgata karatA joI svAgata karavAnuM mana thayuM. jhADa upara beThA beThA eNe te hupAhupa karIne pitAne harSollAsa vyakta karyo. te kayAMkathI sugaMdhI puSponI eka suMdara mALa upADI lAvyo hato te evI rIte phekI ke e sIdhI bhImasenanA gaLAmAM paDI, ane bIjA chUTa puSponI vRSTi karI. bhImasene ucuM joyuM te kapirAja enA sAmuM joIne hupAhupa karIne harSanI cIcIyArIo karI rahyo hate. ne be hAtha joDI namana karI rahyo hato. vAMdarAnI A bhakti joIne lokone khuba Azcarya thayuM ke A jhADa upara kUdAkUda karate vAMdaro A zuM karI rahyo che? tyAM vAMdarAe zuM karyuM? markaTa kaMthA lAkara dInI, bhIma bhUpa ke DAra, pheka na lage leka mata ke ke, isameM mAla apAra. sarovaramAM bhImasena snAna karavA gaye tyAre vAMdaro AvIne enI melI godaDI uThAvI gayA hatA te ja gaMdI ane jIrNa geraDI vAMdarAe jhADa uparathI bhImasena

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zAradA siddhi 689 upara pheMkI. e sIdhI bhImasenanA paga AgaLa paDI. bhImasene tarata ene harSa thI laI lIdhI, tyAre vijayasena rAjAe kahyuM bhImasena ! A zuM kare che? AvA gaMdA ne melA gAbhAne tame zuM sparza kare che ? chI....chI..chI...ene ahIMthI pheMkI de. rAjAnA mANase paNa chI chI karIne bhImasenanA hAthamAMthI laIne pheMkI devA mATe AvyuM. tyAre bhImasene kahyuM A gaMdhAte gAbhe nathI, A te mahAduHkhamAM kALI majurI karIne meLavelI A amUlya bheTa che. A mAtra kaMthA nathI paNa amUlya ratnane e khajAne che, pachI cAlatAM cAlatAM bhImasene kaMthAnI kathA vistArapUrvaka vijayasena rAjAne kahI saMbhaLAvI, eTale vijayasene tarata e kaMthAne saMbhALIne rAkhavAnI subhaTane sUcanA karI. baMdhuo ! jyAre mANasanA pApane paDade khase che ne puNyano udaya thAya che tyAre cAre bAjuthI badhuM maLI jAya che. jyAre mahAna duHkhamAM hatA ne dhananI jarUra hatI tyAre mahA duHkha veThIne lAvelu dhana vAMdaro hupAhupa karIne uThAvI gayA ne pUNyane udaya thaye tyAre hupAhupa karIne ranI godaDI phekI gaye. bhImasenane sADhubhAI maLyA, putra manya, ratnanI godaDI maLI. haju rANI suzIlA maLI nathI. enI rAha jovAya che. have suzIlA rANIne laIne sucanArANI AvI rahI che. have zuM banaze tenAbhAva avasare. - vyAkhyAna naM. 71 A suda 10 ne ravivAra tA. 30-9-79 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anAdi anaMta saMsAramAM karmathI paravaza banele AtmA cAra gatiomAM pAMca jAti rUpe anaMtakALathI paribhramaNa karate AvyuM che. sukhAbhAsa rUpa sukhamAM AnaMda, harSa ke unmAdane AdhIna banate tathA pApadaya janita sAMsArika duHkhamAM zeka, AkaMdane dhAraNa karatA saMsArI AtmA anaMta bhUtakALamAM kayAMye kaI rIte karIne ThAma banIne rahyo nathI. janma-jo-mRtyu ane enA kAraNarUpa karma ane kaSAyana kalezanI paraMparAne vRddhi pamADate A jIvAtmA pitAnA sAcA svarUpane I beTho che. tethI tenuM saMsAra paribhramaNa satata cAlu rahyuM che. saMsArI jIvane paugalika ISTa saMgajanya ke aniSTa viyogajanya sukha game che paNa ISTa vigajanya ke aniSTasaMgajanya duHkha gamatuM nathI. AvA dukhethI te bhAgate phare che. A saMsArI jIvane mRtyu gamatuM nathI. tenA pratye tene bhAre arUcI che. khUba napharata che. ene janma game che. ITa lAge che, priya-atipriya lAge che. yauvana game che. Indriye thanaganatI rahe, kAyAmAM baLa, jema, tAkAta ke saMskRti rahe te ene game che, paNa DAcA besI gayA hoya, zarIranA aMgeaMgamAM karacalIo paDI gaI hoya, kAne zA. 87

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690 zAradA siddhi sAMbhaLe nahi, AMkhethI dekhAya nahi hAtha-paga dhAryuM kAma Ape nahi evI A zarIranI avasthA ke je jarA kahevAya che te saMsAramAM kone game? keNu tene vadhAve ? pitAnA jIvanamAM potAnI jAta mATe na game eTaluM ja nahi paNa koIne jarAthI jarjarita, bibhatsa zarIravALe jotAM mana uMcuM thaI jAya, AMkhane te aLakhAmaNe ane bihAmaNuM lAge, paNa saMsArI jIvanI karUNa ajJAnatA che, viSama vicitra che ke bAvaLa vAvyA pachI kAMTA uge tyAre vAvatI vakhatanA AnaMda ke unmAdane bhUlIne zeka temaja AkaMdanI cIcIyArIo pADe che. je janmane vadhAre hoya te mRtyu anivArya che, yauvana gamI jatuM hoya te jarA vaLagelI che, sukhane AnaMda gamate na hoya te duHkha anubhavavuM paDaze. janma ane mRtyu, yauvana ane jarA, sukha ane duHkha A dro saMsAramAM anAdikALathI pratyeka saMsArI jIvone vaLagelA che. e taMdramAM janmanA AnaMda karatA mRtyunuM duHkha kSaNe kSaNe jIvananI pratyeka paLamAM AtmAne karthanA ApI rahela che. yauvana karatAM paNa jarAnI vedanA AtmAne bhayAnaka rIbAmaNa Ape che, ane sukha karatAM duHkha saMsAramAM sarva keIne anaMta vyathA janmAve che. A sthitimAM eka ja nidAna hoI zake ane te e ke janma, jarA, mRtyu e traNeyanA sarvanAzanuM je kaI je sAdhana te ja AtmAne anaMta vyathA, vedanA ke rIbAmaNamAMthI vimukta karavAne sarva rIte samartha che. traNeya lekamAM AvuM koI sAdhana zodhavA mathe, budhi, bAhubaLa ke ezvaryAnI amApa sAhyabIthI AvI vastune meLavavA mathe te tamane zrI arihaMtanA zAsana sivAya koI sthAne A sAdhana prApta nahi thAya. zrI arihaMta paramAtmAe prarUpelA saddharmane e mahimA che. temanA mArgane e anaMta upakAra che ke tenA ArAdhaka AtmA mana, vacana temaja kAyAthI A dharmArAdhanAmAM pitAnuM sarvasva samarpita karI de te pariNAme janma-jarA tathA mRtyunA pArane pAmI Adhi, vyAdhi temaja upAdhinA anaMta sAgarane haLa karI tene tarI jAya che. te sAdhaka AtmAne zrI arihaMta prarUpita dharmanI ArAdhanAne aMte karmanA kalezane nAza thatAM avyAbAdha, anaMta temaja akSaya sukhane sAkSAtkAra thAya che. AvA anaMta sukhane ApanAra saddharmanI prApti bhUtakALamAM AtmAne thaI nathI. agara thaI hoya te tene saphaLa banAvavA AtmAe purUSArtha Acaryo nathI. Aja kAraNe AtmAne jagatanA adharya, saMpatti ke akhUTa bhave ane paudgalika sukhone virATa samudAya prApta thavA chatAM sukha, zAMti ke svasthatAnI tenI bhUkha sAcI rIte zamI nahi. A kAraNa jagadgurU, jagatabaMdhu, anaMta karUNasiMdhu, devAdhideva zrI arihaMta paramAtmAne e upakAra che ke teoe saMsAranA samasta AtmAonA maMgala kAje, vAstavika zreya mATe, avyAbAdha sukha, anaMta sAmarthya tathA akSaya samRddhinI prApti mATe saddharmane

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zAradA sini 1 bhavya saMdezA vahetA karyAM, zarIra, sapatti tathA svajananI tripuTInA maiAhamAM aMdha banelA ane rAga-dveSa, krodha, mAnAdri kaSAyeA tathA ajJAna, aviratimAM AthaDatA A AtmA ana'takALathI je asIma vedanAnA mahAsAgaramAM DUbI rahyo che temAMthI tenA uddhAra karanAra, teneA hAtha pakaDI tene ana'ta sukha sAgaramAM nimagna rAkhanAra deva, gurU tathA dharmAMrUpa tripuTI che, temAM dhama sAkSAt upakAraka che, chatAM te zuddha dharmAMrUpa ratnanuM dAna karI samasta sa`sAranA bhavya jIve para anata upakAra karanArA vizvamAM je keAI hAya tA zrI arihata paramAtmA che. dharmImAnA pravartaka, pracAraka tathA saMsthApaka te zrI arita bhagavato che, mATe vAstavika rIte zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnI oLakhANu karavI jarUrI che. e oLakhANu ratnAnI khANa che. badhue ! sa`sAramAM tame oLakhANu te ghaNI karI che, paNa e eLakhANu svArthInI che. te paNa jyAM sudhI tame sAcavA, saune anUkULa banIne raheA, vAra tahevAre yAda karo, bahAragAma rahetA heAya te kAgaLa-patra lakheA te oLakhANa ne saba`dha cAlu rahe. A oLakhANu mAtra A bhava pUratI che. jyAre deva-gurU ane dhanI eLakhANu tA bhaveAbhava pUratI che, ane paramArthamaya che. tame bhagavAnanI pAse ke bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM vicaratA saMtAnI pAse game tyAre jAo ke dha'nu' zaraNu' a'gIkAra karo te| e tamane duHkhamAM avazya sahAyaka thavAnA, kAraNa ke emanAmAM svArtha nathI, ekalA paramArthInI bhAvanA che, mATe deva-gurU ane dharmanI oLakhANane ratnAnI khANa kahI che. jene deva gurU ane dharmAMnI zradhdhA thAya e AtmA samyaktva pAmI jAya che. samakita pAmyA pachI jIvanI pravRtti ane prakRtimAM paNa parivartana AvI jAya che. karmonA udaya thAya tyAre samatA rAkhavAnuM baLa maLe che. duHkha vakhate e pAtAnA karmAMnA doSa dekhe che. sukha maLe te samaje ke mArA zubha karmAne udaya che ane duHkha paDe te samaje ke mArA azubha karmAnA udaya che. AvI samajaNu ane viveka ApanAra hoya teA bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA devavazI dUtA samAna satapurUSo che. ApaNA adhikAramAM cakravati cittamunine kahI rahyA che ke he muni ! mArA devakRta bhavanAmAM devAMganA jevI kanyAo che. mahelamAM je phanIcara che te madhu' hIrA ane ratnAthI jaDeluM che. A mArA jhagamagatA hIrA ane maNIthI jaDelA suvarNanA mahelA te dekhA. vadhu zuM kahuM! huM. AkhuM rAjya tamArA caraNAmAM samarpita karI dau, paNa tame eka vAra mArA mahelamAM cAleA. baMdhuo ! bhautika sukhanA athI bhAgamAM AnaMda mAne che kAraNa ke pUrva` niyANu karIne AvyA che. e sukhane mATe amUlya karaNI vecI nAMkhI che, eTale ene te emAM AnaMda Ave che ane tyAgI munine paNa pAtAnA bhegA bheLavavA mATe vinatI kare che. pApanI lakSmI mANusane dharma bhUlAvI de che ne saMsAranA sukhamAM gaLAbUDa khUMcelA rAkhe

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692 zAradA siddhi che, ane puNyanI lamI mANasa adhamI hoya te paNa dharmanI preraNA Ape che. te sArA kAryamAM vaparAya che. Aje jyAM juo tyAM pisA te khUba dekhAya che. mANase dAna puNya ghaNAM kare che. lAkha rUpiyA dAnamAM vApare che paNa paisA te be naMbaranA ne? eka bhakta gAya che ke chUpA dAna paNa kahe chuM paNa e dauM chuM kyAre? - be naMbaranA nANAMne saMtADI zakuM nA jyAre, je mAro Tekasa bacAve huM ene dAna kare che, mane kIti je baMdhAve ene huM dAna karuM chuM, bAkI je mAMge enuM apamAna karUM chuM. jIvanI kevI dazA che ! A sarakAranA lapharA vadhyA ne tamArA cepaDA paNa eka naMbaranA ane be naMbaranA thaI gayA. jIvana eTalA puNya ghaTayA ke AjanI sarakAra tamArA para keTalA Tekasa nAMkhI rahI che ! chatAM vairAgya Ave che ! yAda rAkhaje. dharma vagara jIvanI siddhi nathI. ' eka moTA zaheramAM sumanalAla nAme eka zrImaMta zeTha vasatA hatA. zeThane cAra dIkarA hatA. cAre sukhI ghara paraNyA hatA. puNyodaye lakSmI ghaNI che. dIkarA vahu badhA zeThanI AjJA pramANe rahe che. AthI sumanalAla zeTha chAtI phulAvIne pharatA ke ja A duniyAmAM mArA jevuM sukhI koNa che? zeThanA gharamAM gADI-moTara-nokara cAkara badhuM hatuM paNa sukhanA mULa rUpa dharmanuM nAmanizAna dekhAtuM na hatuM pUrvabhavamAM puNyanI kamANI karIne AvyA che te A bhavamAM beThA beThA khAI rahyA che, AnaMda kare che paNa kAyama mATe divase sarakhA rahetA nathI. eka vakhata e nagaranA rAjAne pradhAna badalAya. e na pradhAna khUba TUMkI dRSTine hate. prajAmAM je kaMI zrImaMtane dekhe ke enuM dhana kaIne kaI rIte rAjAnA bhaMDAramAM bharavuM evI daSTi hatI. eTale e navA navA Tekasa vadhArIne prajAne cUsavA lAge. te sivAya bIjI ghaNI rIte prajAne herAna karavA lAge tethI nagaramAM trAsa trAsa vyApI gaye. pradhAnane trAsa joIne moTA moTA vepArIoe bhegA thaIne nakkI karyuM ke have A nagaramAM rahevA jevuM nathI. bIje kyAMka jaIne rahIe. ema vicAra karIne badhA vahepArIo badhe vahepAra saMkelIne bIjA gAmamAM jaIne vasyA. "putravadhunI cetavaNuthI nagara choDatA zeTha: " A sumanalAla zeThanA manamAM e abhimAna che ke A nagaramAM huM moTo chuM. mAruM keI nAma laI zake tema nathI, paNa zeDanA moTA dIkarAnI vahu manamAM vicAra karavA lAgI ke A nagaramAM pradhAnanA trAsanA kAraNe moTA moTA vahepArIo gAma choDIne cAlyA gayA ne mArA sasarA haju kema zAMtithI beThA che? eTale vahue sAsune vAta karI ke bA ! badhA zeThIyAo lagabhaga nagara khAlI karIne cAlyA gayA ne mArA sasarA te nizcita banIne

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zAradA siddhi deva beThA che. zuM emane khabara nathI ke A pradhAna kayAre ApaNane lUMTI leze tene kaI bhoso nathI. je ApaNe A nagarane ane A baMgalAne moha rAkhIne besI rahIzuM te bhikhArI thaI jaIzuM. enA karatAM pAse je mAlamilkata che te laIne paradeza cAle. ApaNuM bhAgyamAM je haze te maLI raheze. moTA putravadhunI vAta sAsune lAgI, eTale eNe zeThane vAta karI, tyAre zeThe pitAnA cAre dIkarAone bolAvIne vAta karI ane paradeza javAnuM nakkI karyuM. dukAnamAM je mAla hatuM te badhuM vecIne paisA karI lIdhA, ane pitAnI mAlamilkata laIne zeTha nagara choDIne cAlyA gayA ne bIjA keI sArA zaheramAM jaIne vasyA. zeThane jAgele pR daya" :- tyAM temaNe eka moTo baMgale lIdhuM. zaheranA madhyabhAgamAM eka moTI dukAna nAMkhI. A zeThanuM puNya ghaNuM hatuM eTale ahIM paNa vahepAra dhamadhokAra cAlavA lAgyo. cAra dIkarAo ane pAMcamA zeTha ema pAMca pAMca jaNA kAma karavA lAgyA. bAra mahinAmAM te zeThane khUba kamANa thaI tethI pitAnA vatanamAM baMgalA-bagIcA choDavA paDyA ene aphasa na rahyo. tyAMnI jema ja baMgalA, bagIcA badhuM vasAvI dIdhuM badhA AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA, paNa tyAMnI bajAramAM badhA vahepArIone IrSyA AvI gaI ke A zeTha ApaNe badhA karatA caDhI gayA. AthI, vahepArIoe nakkI karyuM ke AjathI ApaNe A zeTha sAthe koI jAtane vyavahAra rAkhave nahi. zeThane ke enA dIkarAone koIne bolavavA nahi. have bajAramAM ke bagIcAmAM keI zeDanI sAthe vAta karatuM nathI ke zeThanA dIkarAone kaI belAvatuM nathI. badhA emanI viruddha vAto karavA lAgyA. baMdhuo ! atyAra sudhI A zeThanA AnaMdane pAra hate."eema mAnatA hatA ke mArI pAse paisA khUba che. putre paNa barAbara vahepAra kare che. putravadhUo ane mArI patnI badhA sArA che eTale mArI pAse te hAma-dAma ne ThAma badhuM che. bhale, mAruM mULa vatana choDavuM paDyuM paNa huM ahIM badhI rIte sukhI chuM. Ama khuza thaIne pharatA hatA paNa A gAmamAM AvuM IrSyAnuM vAtAvaraNa sarjAtA zeThane AnaMda uDI gaye. karama rUThe kadI jyAre jo leha mekha kanaka thALe, " ' ' sumanalAla zeThanA evA karmane udaya thayuM ke A zaheramAM, bajAramAM, ane ADozapADozamAM keIemanA AkhA kuTuMbane belAvatuM nathI. emanA pratye sahAnubhUti ke prema koI darzAvatuM nathI. have karavuM zuM? A saMsAranuM svarUpa vicitra prakAranuM che. game teTaluM sukha heya paNa je temAM duHkhanI eka ja cinagArI caMpAI jAya te badhuM sukha naSTa thaI jAya che. ghaNuM sukha hovA chatAM e sukha duHkharUpa lAge che, ATalA mATe jJAnIoe saMsArane asAra kahyo che. atyAra sudhI AnaMdamAM masta rahenAra sumanalAla zeThane badhe AnaMda have osarI gayuM. eka divasa zeThanuM AkhuM

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zAradA siddhi kuTuMba bheguM thaIne beThuM. sau vicAra karavA lAgyA ke have zuM karavuM ? tyAre zeTha kahe che ke badhA zAMti rAkhe. thaDe samaya joIe. dhIme dhIme ApaNe badhA sAthe bhaLI jaIzuM. prabhukRpAe sau sArA vAnA thaze. zeThANuM kahe zuM zAMti rAkhe? AkhuM gAma pUrvabhavanuM vairI hoya e ApaNI sAthe vyavahAra rAkhe che. mane te ahIM eka divasa paNuM rahevuM gamatuM nathI, tyAre moTA dIkarAnI vahu bolI ke bAnI vAta te sAcI che. AvA gAmamAM rahIne zuM karavAnuM? jyAM prema ke Adara nahi tevA gAmamAM rahIne ApaNe zuM sukhI thavAnA chIe? bIjI putravadhu kahe ke gAma cheDe duHkha nahi TaLe paNa lokone rAjI kare. moTA mANasane jamADe. koIne vagara vyAje paisA Ape. Ama karavAthI loko ApaNA thaze ne ApaNuM sAruM belaze. trIjI vahu kahe paisA evA keTalA ApazuM? ApaNe tyAM sudhI sAruM lAgaze sAsu kahe beTA! te zuM karavuM? tame kaho, tyAre vahu kahe ThAThamATha e che kare. sAduM jIvana jIve. gADI moTara kADhI nAkhe. rasezyA, nekara badhAne rajA Apa. tadana sAdAIthI jI. A sAMbhaLIne dIkarAo bolyA ke tame te badhI moja mANI lIdhI paNa amAruM zuM ? mA-bApa kahe ke badhA divasa ochuM AvuM rahevAnuM che! cethA dIkarAnI vahune A badhI vAtethI saMtoSa na thayo. A vahu khUba guNIyala hatI. enuM nAma nirvANuM hatuM. nAma tevA ja tenAmAM guNa hatA. sAthe te zaramALa paNa khUba hatI, eTale dhImethI sAsune pUchyuM-bA ! mArA badhA bhAbhIoe temane abhiprAya Ape te huM kAMI kahI zakuM ? A nAnI putravadhu khUba samaju ane vinayavaMta hatI ane sauthI nAnI hatI tethI sAsune khUba vahAlI hatI. vaDIle pratye nirvANunI dharma mATe mIThI Takera" -sAsujIe kahyuM beTA nivaNI! tuM zA mATe zaramAya che? badhAe pitApitAnA abhiprAya ApyA. have tuM paNa tAre abhiprAya jaNAva. nirvANI kahe che Apa badhA mArA vaDIla che. mAro avinaya thAya te mApha karaje. paNa dukha sAthe mAre kahevuM paDe che ke huM jyArathI A gharamAM paraNIne AvI chuM tyArathI joyA karuM chuM ke khAvA pIvA ane khelavA sivAya bIjI kaI vAta che? gharamAM ghaNI badhI vAte thAya che paNa dharmanI kaI vAta thAya che? bA, bApujI, bhAIo ane bhAbhIo ! badhA jarA vicAra karo. ApaNe ApaNuM gAma ane ghara badhuM choDIne ahIM AvavuM paDyuM. ahIM navA nAme badhuM vasAvyuM. ApaNe potAnA paisAthI baMdha karIe chIe. A gAmamAM ApaNe keInuM kaMI bagADayuM nathI chatAM badhA ApaNA upara ATalI badhI IrSyA zA mATe kare che? tenA mATe badhI vicAraNAo thaI. keI kahe gAma choDI de, koI kahe badhAne khavaDAve, ane vagara vyAje paisA dhIro, te kaI kahe ka jusAI karo paNa emAM keIe dharma karavAnI vAta karI? pahelA te A sukha saMpatti ApaNane kema maLI ne emAM

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zAradA siddhi AvuM duHkha kema AvyuM ? tenuM mULa kAraNa vicAro. sukha pAmavAnA ane duHkha TALavAnA upAya ane janAo vicAro che paNa e te badhI jaDa kriyAo ane upalakIyA vicAraNAo che. keI divasa A gharamAM dharmanI vicAraNA cAlatI nathI. huM te paraNIne AvI tyArathI Aja divasa sudhImAM meM supAtra dAna detA, dharmamAM paisA vAparatA ke garIbanA duHkhe maTADatA joyA nathI. temaja sAmAyika pratikramaNa ke cauvihAra koI karatuM nathI. jo tame samaje te tamane jaNAze ke leke ApaNA upara IrSyA kare che eja batAve che ke ApaNuM puNya have ghaTavA mAMDayuM che, ane pApanA udayanI taiyArI che, mATe pApane udaya thatAM pahelAM dharmanI ArAdhanA karavA mAMDe. ApaNuM ghara te jANe nAstikanuM ja na hoya tema lAge che, mAre avinaya hoya te mApha karaje, paNa mAruM aMtara te duHkhathI valevAI rahyuM che eTale mArAthI bolAI jAya che ke bhagavAna ! meM pUrvabhavamAM kevA pApa karyA haze ke je ghera dharma nahi te ghera mAre AvavuM paDyuM! ATaluM bolatAM nirvANanI AMkhamAM daDadaDa AMsunI dhArA vahevA lAgI haiyuM bharAI gayuM. nirvANInI AvI kiMmatI badhabharI vANI sAMbhaLIne AkhuM kuTuMba stabdha banI, gayuM. sAsu kahe che beTA nirvANI ! tArI vAta taddana sAcI che. tArA ekeka bela" lAkha rUpiyA karatA paNa kiMmatI che. ame sukha bhogavyuM paNa sukha ApanAra dharmane kadI yAda nathI karyo ! beTA ! tuM raDIza nahi. zAMta thai ane tAre je kahevuM hoya te dila kholIne khuzIthI kahe. amane keIne duHkha thatuM nathI. nirvANI kahe che bA-bApujI! huM mArA piyaramAM khUba dharma karIne AvI chuM eTale mane ahIM dharma nathI maLyo enuM pArAvAra duHkha thAya che. mArA pitAjIne tyAM te dararoja niyamita upAzraye javAnuM, sAdhu sAvIne bhAvanI bhAvanAnI, sAdhu sAdhvIjI padhAre tyAre bhAvapUrvaka dAna devAnuM, savAre prArthanA karyA vinA dUdha pIvAnuM nahi, mahinAmAM daza tithine lIletarIne tyAga, kaMdamULa te kadI gharamAM Ave ja nahi, sAdharmika baMdhuone yathAzakti sahAre devAne, gAmamAM sAdhu sAdhvIjI birAjatA hoya ane supAtre dAna devAne lAbha na maLe to roja eka vigayane tyAga karavAne. dararoja sAmAyika pratikramaNa karavAnA. A amAre niyama hate, pratikramaNa karIne mArA pitAjI AdhyAtmika pustaka vAMce ane amAruM AkhuM kuTuMba sAMbhaLe. huM AvuM badhuM joIne AvI hatI ne ahIM te mojamajhA sivAya bIjuM kaMI na maLe eTale mArA hadayanA TukaDe TukaDA thaI jatA paNa huM sauthI nAnI rahI tethI mArAthI kema belAya? eTale akaLAI mUMjhAIne rAtre prabhune eka ja prArthanA karatI hatI ke, heje acakAuM nA sadhaLuM bhale cAmuM jatuM, khIle je bAga te e phUla bhale karamAtuM, mAre te joie basa tAruM zaraNa ke bhagavAna.

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zAradA siddhi he bhagavAna! mAruM badhuM sukha bhale cAlyuM jAya paNa mArA jIvananA aMta sudhI mane tAruM zaraNuM che. Aje mane besavAno avasara maLI gaye. je have Apane badhAne mArI vAta rUMcatI hoya te jAgyA tyArathI savAra samajIne dharmArAdhanA karavAnI zirUAta karo. dharma jIvane sahAyabhUta che. ApaNe je pahelethI dharma karyo hota te svadeza choDIne paradezamAM AvavuM na paData ane lokone ApaNuM pratye ISya na thAta. mArIthI vadhu bolAyuM hoya te kSamA mAMguM chuM. ' " "" rminI vAtathI dharma pAmeluM kuTuMba" --devAnupriye ! nirvANInI vANI kevI kiMmatI ne DahApaNu bharelI che! enI vANInI AkhA kuTuMba upara sArI asara dhaMI. sasarAe enA ekeka belane tela karyo. aho, zuM A vahumAM DahApaNa che! AvI devI jevI vahu mArA gharamAM hovA chatAM ame aMdhArAmAM ja kuTAyA ? zeTha, zeThANI ane dIkarA tathA vaheo kahe che nirvANa te ApaNuM gharanuM ratna che. eNe Aje ApaNA ajJAnane aMdhakAra dUra karI sAce prakAza pAtharyo che. have ApaNe dharmamaya jIvana gALavuM che. A sAMbhaLIne nirvANInA harSane pAra na rahyo. enuM haiyuM harSathI nAcI uThayuM. sasarAjI kahe che beTA ! Aja sudhI ame jIvanamAM saMsAra rakhanI aneka vAta karI paNa dharmanI vAte na karI. ame atyAra sudhInuM jIvana mAtra leonI vAhavAhamAM vItAvyuM. A lekamAM ne paralokamAM sukha-zAMti ane samAdhinI ; sagavaDatA karI ApanAra dharmane bhUlyA. kevI amArI durdazA ! ATaluM bolatAM sasarAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA, ane AkhuM kuTuMba raDI uThayuM, tyAre nirvANane harSa thaye ne bolI uThI ke Ajano divasa mArA mATe dhanya banI gaye ke Apa vaDIlane dharmanuM svarUpa samajAyuM. - nirvANIe A dharmarahita kuTuMbane dharmanI rozanIthI jhagamagatuM karI dIdhuM, pachI te temanA gharamAM dharmArAdhanA karavA mATenuM TAImaTebala taiyAra thaI gayuM. have gharamAM dharmanI vAta sivAya bIjI vAta nahi, enI suvAsa AkhA gAmamAM evI prasarI gaI ke Aja sudhI ISya daSTithI jonArA premabharI daSTithI jovA lAgyA. AkhA gAmamAM emanI prazaMsA thavA lAgI. juo, dhamanI kevI ajaba tAkAta che ke je zeThane kaI bolAvatuM na hatuM te badhA temanA anurAgI banI gayA. evuM samajIne tame paNa jIvanamAM dharmane tANAvANAnI jema vaNI le. tamArA jIvanamAM je dharma haze te tamArA saMtAnamAM paNa dharmane vArasa Avaze ane saune A leka ane paraloka sudharaze. je jIvanamAM dharmanA saMskAre nahi hoya te mahAna duHkhI thaze. A leka te bagaDaze ne paralaka paNa bagaDaze. sAthe puNya ane pApa sivAya kaMI laI javAnuM nathI. anyAya, anIti, ane dagA prapaMca karIne meLaveluM dhana te badhuM ahIM ne ahIM rahI jaze ne pApakarmanA vipAka te paralekamAM tamAre jogavavA paDaze. te ,

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zAradA siddhi 697 sikadara bAdazAhu thaI gayA. emanI vAta teA tame ghaNI vAra sAMbhaLI che. emaNe keTalI sapatti bhegI karI hatI ! paNa sAthe zuM laI gayA ? emanA jIvananA aMtima samayanA eka prasaMga kahuM. bAdazAha sikadara evA julmI hatA ke emaNe loko upara julma gujArIne ghaNuM dhana bheguM karyuM. jyAre e chelle bimAra paDayA tyAre emane mATe ghaNAM IlAjo karyAM. ghaNAM vaida, hakImA ane DaoNkaTaro AvyA. saue tana-mana-dhanathI peAtAnI zakti reDIne upacAro karyAM paNa emanu' nru zAMta thatu nathI, tyAre sikandare AvezamAM AvIne hakImAne kahI dIdhu` ke " jo tame padara divasamAM mArI bimArI nahi maTADA tA tamane badhAne ghANImAM pIlIne mArI nAMkhavAmAM Avaze. " A sAMbhaLIne hakImA ane vaido te bicArA dhrujI uThayA, kAraNa ke IlAjo ane upacAro karavAmAM bAkI rAkhI na hatI paNa koI IlAja kAragata na nIvaDe emAM e zu kare ? A khAdazAha kevA nirdaya ane julmI hatA e te sau jANatA hatA, kAraNa ke bhayaMkara julameA karI karIne emaNe dhananA DhagalA bhegA karyA hatA, kaMIkanA prANa lIdhA hatA, kaMIkane tArAja karyAM hatA. hakIme te maraNanA bhayathI DarIne begama pAse gayA ne begamane badhI vAta karI. begama paNa samajI gaI ke A ThIka nathI. bAdaza hatu... AyuSya pUruM thayu haze teA rahevAnA nathI paNa A bicArA nirdoSa hakImAnA kaccaraghANa kADhI nAMkhe e bhayaMkara julama kahevAya chatAM e hakImAne uparathI damadATI detA khAlI ke " AdazAhakA hukama ThIka hai, tuma lAgAMne beThe beThe daramAyA khAyA hai, te ama roga kayu' na miTAe A hakImeAe kahyu. begamasAba ! hama kare kayA! jama khudAtAlAkI marajI nahIM. tA eka bhI davAI kAma detI nahi. ApaNe te kane doSa ApIe chAe paNa e loko te khudAne doSa Ape che, eTale hakImA begamane kahe che ke khudAnI marajI nathI eTale ATalI kiMmatI davAo karavA chatAM bAdazAhane ArAma thatA nathI, tyAre begama kahe che " tumerI davAI me' tilesmAta (camatkAra) haya ayasA sAputa bAdazAha ke pAsa batA do, phira mAnA jAyagA ki tumhArI kasura nahi, khudAtAlAkI marajI asI haya. " begamanI vAta sAMbhaLIne hakImA khuza thayA ne davAnA camatkAra batAvavAnu` kabUla karyuM. begame kahyuM ke AvatI kAle tame badhA bAdazAha pAse Avajo. huM paNa tyAM hAjara rahIza. nakkI karyAM mujaba hakImeA ane vaido AvyA ne begamasAheba paNa hAjara thayA. begame bAdazAhanI tabiyata bAbatamAM hakImAne ghaNAM prazno pUchyA ane badazAhane kema ArAma nathI thatA e mATe thADI damadATI paNa dIdhI. hakImeAe kahyu` nAmadAra ! kayA kare ? khudAtAlAkI marajI nahi. haya, hamArI kaise bhI tilesmAtika (camatkArIka) davAIkA natIjA nahIM AtA ! begame kahyu, yahu kayA kahA ? kisa ke samajAte hA ? davAI meM tilesmAta ya aura natIjA nahi ? phira bhI khIcameM khudAtAlAkolAte ? acchA ! bAdazAhu salAmata ke dikhAe tumhArI koI bhI davAIkA ! tilesmAta ya kayA ? te phira mAnA jAyagA. khudAtAlAkI marajI hI zA. 88

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L zAradA siddhi ayasI haya. A bAdazAha si'kadara ghaNAM julmI hatA. emanA koThAmAM yAneA chAMTo na hatA, paNa eka vakhata e AdezamAM AvelA tyAre A dezanA koI saMta mahAtmAnA sa'pa'mAM AvelA, tethI emanA dilamAM evI chApa paDI gayelI Aya. sa`skRttinA pAyeA satya che. e vAta bhalabhalA jhulmagArane paNa svIkAravI paDe che. sikannura jevAne paNa e vAta avasare samajAya che. begamanA manamAM paNa e vAta jacI gaI hatI tethI eNe AvA prayatnA karyAM. mANasa game tevA anAya ke nAstika hAya paNa chelle enA hAtha heThA paDe tyAre ene paNa bhAna thAya che ke koI chUpI zakti ka MI kAma karI rahI che. begame jyAM hakImAne davAnA camatkAra batAvatA kahyu' e bAdazAhe sAMbhaLyu. begamanu kahevu ene gamyuM. hakImoe tarata pANInA be ghaDA ma`gAvyA. ekamAM ukaLatu' pANI hatu' ne ekamAM ThaMDu barapha jevuM pANI hatuM. baMnemAM rAInA dANA jevI jhINI jhINI paNa judI judI jAtanI eka eka gALI nAMkhI. te je ukaLatu pANI hatu. te ThaMDu kharapha jevu thaI gayu, ane je barapha jevu' 'Du pANI hatuM te ukaLatuM thaI gayu. A joIne begame bAdazAhane kahyuM. jahAMpanAha dilAvara ! mujhe te ayasA mAlUma hAtA hai ki khicAra hakImo teA begunAha haya, dekhie tA davAIkA gajaba tilesmAta, ayasA hakImo Apa nAmadAra ke lIye kayA na kare ? hA, `khudAtAlAkI marajI hogI te jarUra acchA hogA. A pratyakSa camatkAra joI ne bAdazAhanA manamAM paNa thaI gayuM ke khudAtAAlakI marajI nahI. te jInA paisA ? bAdazAhanI vRtti evI pharI gaI ke julamagAra tarIke eLakhAtI prajA have e so varSa jIve ema IcchavA lAgI. hakImo khuza khuza thaI gayA. hakImone bacAvavA badala begamane paNa sateASa thayeA. pachI teA bAdazAhe cAra pharamAna karyAM e vAta bahu junI ane jANItI che, paNa TUMkamAM A dezanI saskRtinA prabhAve chelle sikadarane satya lAdhyuM. pote karelA anyAya, anIti, atyAcAra ane julamane temanA dilamAM ghaNA pazcAtApa thayA, ane A badhu mUkIne javu paDaze ema samajIne e maryAM tyAre cAra pharamAno jAhera karAvyA, ane matrIone agAuthI kahI rAkhyu` hatu` te mujaba enI nanAmI khullA hAthe kADhavAmAM AvI. je dhana khAtara sika Mdare apAra jIlma karyAM hatA te dhanamAMthI eka pAI paNa e maratI vakhate sAthe laI gayA ? nA. hakImoe nanAmI upADI zA mATe ? e batAvavA mATe ke AvA moTA zaktizALI hakIma hovA chatAM rAgamAMthI ke mRtyumAMthI koi bacAvI zakayuM niha. vaLI sAthe lazkara khullI talavAre cAlyu. ethI jagatanA lokone e sUcanA karI ke game tevuM baLavAna sainya paNa rAjAne mRtyumAMthI bacAvI zakayuM nathI, tethI mArA jevA lAbha ane julma kAI kare nahi. AvA krUra bAdazAha paNa Aya. saMskRtinA A saskAranA pratApe atima samaye sudharI gayA, te tame badhA janmathI Aya che mATe vahelAsara cetI jajo ane tamArA jIvanamAM AtmA mATe kaIka bhAtuM bharI lejo. OM zAMti.

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vyAkhyAna na. 02 Aso suda 11 ne sAmavAra tA. 1-10-79 sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtAe ne bahene ! anaMta upakArI tattvajJAnI mahAnapurUSa peAtAnA divyajJAnanI prabhAne jagata upara pAtharatA jagatanA jIvAne e vAta kramAve che che ke pratyeka manuSyane rasavALuM jIvana game che paNa have ApaNe e vAta samajavI che ke jIvanane rasa zemAM rahele che ? A AdezanI bhAratabhUmi upara jyAM sudhI sa`skRttinA vaheNu vahetA hatA tyAM sudhI mANaseAne jIvanamAM nirasatAnI phariyAda na hatI. Aje saMskRttinA vaheNu sUkAI gayA che. te piraNAma spaSTa dekhAya che ke jyAM ne tyAM nIrasatAnI phariyAda che, mATe prathama te e vicAra kare ke rasa keTalA prakAranA che ? jJAnI purUSA kahe che ke koI ne IndriyAnA viSayAmAM rasa che te koI ne sArA bheAjanamAM rasa che teA kAI ne adhyAtmarasathI bharapUra zAstromAM rasa paDe che. have ahI e tapAsA ke rasa kayAM tUTaka vahe che ne kayAM gaMgA pravAhanI jema atUTa dhArAe vahyo jAya che. e batAvatA zAsrakAra bhagavata kahe che ke mANasa kAmamAM IndriyAnA viSaceAmAM rasa levA doDe che ane ema mAne che ke mArA jIvanane AnAthI ja rasatarameALa karI dau' paNa rasatarabaLatAnA vicAra karatA dekhAya che zuM ? " datta meLApadhiH jAme. IndriyAnA viSayAmAM rasa mAtra enA bhogavaTA sudhI. bhAgavaTo karI lIdhA ke rasa chUTI gayA ? pachI navA viSayanA rasanI bhUkha jAgI. e rasane bhAgavaTA karyA na karyAM ke rasa khUTI gayA. saharAnA raNamAM doDatuM pAmara haraNIyu' pANI mATe dADe che. jhAMjhavAnA jaLamAM ene rasa dekhAya che paNa kharI rIte te tyAM hatu' kaMI ja nahi. mAtra sUryanA sonerI kiraNe| retIne cakamaka karI rahyA hatA. pANInA mAtra dekhAva ja hatA, chatAM evA pANInA AbhAsamAM kreTa kayAM sudhI? jyAM sudhI kalpelA sthAne na paheAMce tyAM sudhI. tyAM jaIne joyuM ke pANI nathI eTale nirAzA chavAI gaI, ane rasa bUTacA. badhI AzA jamInadosta thaI gaI. pAche navA rasa, navI AzA ane pharI doTa cAlu thaI. IndricAnA viSayeAnI pAchaLa doDanAranI paNa AvI ja mRgajaLIyA haraNIyA jevI kagALa dazA che. ,, eka gIta ekavAra sAMbhaLyu ke rasa chUTayA. have bIjAnA rasa jAgyA. sinemAnuM eka dRzya joyuM ke rasa khUTA, pachI bIjA dRzya jovAne rasa jAgyA. eka gulAmanu phUla sUrUMdhyuM ke ene rasa chuTayA ne bIjI jAtanA mAgarA, caMpA vigere jAtanA phUla sUMdhavAnA rasa jAgyA. A zu' batAve che? ke je viSayAnA bhAgavaTA karyAM tenA rasa pUrA thaye ke nirasatA AvI gaI, A jagatamAM evA bIjA prakAranA manuSyA hAya che ke jemane paisA kamAvAnI

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700 zAradA siddhi laganI khUba hoya che. emane paisA maLI gayA pachI ene rasa pUrNa thaI jAya che? nA. tyAM to vadhu tRSNa jAge che. jema sanepAtanA tAvavALAne DaoNkaTara melerIyA samajIne IMjekazana Ape te sanepAta vadhI jAyane? ema lakSmIne sanepAta paNa e ja che ne? bheDA ghaNAM kukA hAthamAM Ave ke sanepAta ora vadhe. maLyAne rasa rahetuM nathI paNa pachI te navuM meLavavAne rasa jAge che. kahyuM che ke "sAtavAna sadAjhiti sTa Tyafdhactta strAtaH zArimitA se rUpiyA meLavavAnI IcchA hatI te se maLyA. have e sene rasa khUTe ne hajArane rasa jAge, pachI lAkhanI IcchA, AgaLa vadhatA kareDanI IcchA thAya che. A zuM rasanI vRddhi che? nA. aMdarane saMtApa dazagaNe vadhe. TUMkamAM A badhA nAzavaMta padArthomAM tamAre rasa TakavAne nathI, mATe jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che ke AdhyAtmika zAstramAM akhUTa ne atuTa rasa che. AdhyAtmika zAstramAM DUbakI mAravAthI ke anupama rasa Ave che te anubhave. te rasa kayAre khUTaze ja nahi e amApa rasa che. A pavitra bhUmi para pahelA AryaprajAne AdhyAtma zAstranI rUcI hatI. rAjasabhAomAM paNa AdhyAtma zAstronA rasanI choLe uchaLatI hatI. Aje e badhuM naSTa thaI gayuM che. Aje te jyAM ne tyAM bhautikavAdanI dAMDI pITAya che. enA kAraNe duHkha paNa vadhyuM che. azAMti vadhI che, kaleza, kaSAya ane ragaDAjhaghaDA vadhyA che ane sukhazAMti ane samAdhine nAza thaI gayela che. Atmika zAMti, sukha ane samAdhi mATe te zAstranA rasanI jarUra che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA teramA adhyayanamAM citta ane brahmadattanI vAta cAle che. temAM cittamuni AdayAtmika rasamAM AnaMda mAnanArA che ane brahmadatta cakravati bhautika rasamAM AnaMda mAnanArA che, tethI cittamunine kahe che ke tamArA tyAgamAM keTaluM badhuM kaSTa che! juone, tapa karI karIne tamAruM zarIra kevuM sUkAI gayuM che! A badhuM bolAvanAra je kaI hoya te pitAnA bhAI pratyene rAga che. rAganA kAraNe AvA zabda kahI saMsAranA bhega-sukhane bhegavavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApI rahyo che, paNa enI sAme cittamuni paNa jabbara vairAgI che. emaNe saMsAranuM svarUpa samajIne vicArIne dIkSA lIdhI che, eTale brahmadatta cakravati emane game teTalA prabhane Ape chatAM emanuM mana pIgaLe tema nathI. eka vakhata jemanA dilamAM eka vAta samajAI gaI ke saMsAranA sukho kSaNika ne nAzavaMta che. e kSaNika sukhonI pAchaLa anaMtakALanuM duHkha che. A re vaibhavanA bhaMDAra pAchaLa, duHkhano sAgara chalake senAnA piMjaramAM keda pUrI tane, duniyA jone kevI malake. saMsArane kSaNika sukhanI pAchaLa duHkhane mahAsAgara uchALA mArI rahyo che. tenI ajJAnI jIvane kyAMthI khabara paDe ! A saMsAramAM jIvane game teTaluM sukha bhale ne hoya paNa jIvane mokSagati na maLe tyAM sudhI naraka, tiryaca, manuSya ane deva A A cAra gati rUpe jelamAM pUrAyele che. A jelamAM enA gunA pramANe sajA bhogavI

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zAradA siddhi rahyo che. manuSya ane deva e e sugati che. e ujaLI jela che ane naka ane tiya ca e e kALI jela che. ahI paNa mANasAne jevA gunA tevI ene jela maLe che. amuka jelIone te enA ghara karatA paNa vadhAre suvidhA jelamAM maLe che tyAM managamatu khAvA pIvAnu', haravA pharavAnuM, reDiyA sAMbhaLavAnu, TI. vI. jovAnu, pepara vAMcavAnuM badhuM hoya che chatAM mANasa ema na vicAre ke mane mArA ghara karatAM paNa ahI vadhAre sukha che teA rahI jAuM, paNa e te eka ja vicAra kare ke aThThI' mane game teTalA sukhA maLe paNa aMte jela ja che ne! A jelamAMthI mAro kayAre chUTakAro thAya, ema ja jha*khatA hoya che. ema AtmAne paNa A sa'sAra eka jela che. ema lAge tA jelamAMthI chUTavAne purUSArtha kare paNa hajI tamane A saMsAra e jela che evu lAgyuM nathI. jelamAMthI chUTavA mATe kAyA, kuTuMba, ka Mcana ane kAminInA rAga cheDavA paDaze. cittamunine caturga tinI jelanA saLIyA rUpa ATha ka`nA badhanA teDIne meAkSanA sukhA meLavavAnI laganI lAgI hatI tethI sa'sAranA mahAna sukhA cheoDIne saMyamanA mA lIdhA hatA paNa jene sa`sAra jela nahi paNa mahela jevA lAgyA che evA brahmavrutta cakravati` cittamunine sa'sAranA sukhA bhogavavA mATenu AmaMtraNa ApatAMzu kahe che. nahiM gIehi ya vAiehi, nArI jaNAhi parivArayaMtA / h my jAhi bhogAI imAI bhikkhU, mama royaha pavvajjA hu dukhaM ||14|| ' he bhikSu ! mArA divya mahelAmAM sa'sAranA sukhanI sa'pU` sAmagrIo bharelI che. tyAM dararoja batrIsa prakAranA nATakonA dhamakAra cAle che, e nATakAmAM gavAtA vividha prakAranA gItA sAMbhaLeA ne nATakA jIe. vAjiMtronA sUra sAMbhaLo ane ekeka rUpa ramaNIonI sAthe Apa zabdAdika viSayabhegAne AnaMdathI bhogavA ane A sayamano veza utArI nAMkhA, kAraNa ke mane te ApanI A dIkSA duHkhakAraka lAge che. kAyAne kaSTa ApanAra tamArI pravayamAM che ja zuM ? Apa kaho tevI su MdarIo sAthe tamane paraNAvI dauM. tamane je mahela gamaze te ApI daIza. kimatI AbhUSAthI ApanA dehane zaNagArIza. managamatA vastro paheravA ApIza, ane tamAre sukha bhogavavA mATe je je cIjonI jarUra haze te badhI hu* pUrI pADIza. kadAca tamane ema thatu hAya ke hamaNAM te A cakrati mane sukhanI badhI sAmagrI ApI de paNa pachI mAruM zuM? tA tamAre evI paNa ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI. tamArI badhI javAbadArI mArA mAthe che. hu' ji MdagIbhara tamane pALIza, paNa tame A dIkSA choDIne mArA mahelamAM pAro, ane nArIjanenI vacamAM besIne gIta, nRtya ane vAjiMtronI sAthe ApanA manane bahelAveA. A jIvanane zA mATe bya gumAvA ? A zuSka tapazcaryAmAM du:kha sivAya bIjI che zu? A pramANe kahIne pUrvabhavanA bhAInA snehamAM anurakta anelA e brahmadatta cakravati cittamunine saMsAranA sukhA bhAgavavAnu AmaMtraNa Ape che paNa

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702 zAradA siddhi cittamuni emAM lalacAya evA na hatA. e samajatA hatA ke saMsAra te bhaDabhaData dAvAnaLa che. ekAMta svArthanuM ghara che. jyAM sudhI svArtha che tyAM sudhI sagAI che. ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. * eka jaMgalamAM eka vRddha DozImAM rahetA hatA. emane sAta dIkarA hatA. eka vakhata acAnaka kolerAne roga phATI nIkaLe. e regamAM DozImAnA sAte sAta dIkarA bharakhAI gayA, eTale DezImA karUNa svare rUdana karavA lAgI. jaMgalamAM keI AzvAsana ApIne chAnI rAkhanAra ke pyAle pANI pAnAra keI na hatuM ekalI aTulI 2DatI hatI, ane raDatI raDatI bolatI hatI ke arere....mArA dIkarAo ! tame mane ekalI mUkI nirAdhAra karIne cAlyA gayA! have mAruM zuM thaze? A uparathI samajAya che ne ke DezI kema raDatI hatI? dIkarA bharayuvAnImAM cAlyA gayA ane manuSya bhava hArI gayA eTalA mATe raDatI na hatI paNa have potAnuM zuM thaze ane pite nirAdhAra banI eTalA mATe raDatI hatI. badhA ja potAnA svArthanA kAraNe raDe che. A samaye zaMkara-pArvatI baMne vimAnamAM besIne pharavA nIkaLyA. pArvatIjIe A DozImAno karUNa vilApa sAMbhaLyo ne daSTi karI te DozImAM pitAnA dIkarAnA maDadA pAse besIne raDe che. A karUNuM dazya joIne pArvatIjInuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM. eNe zaMkarajIne kahyuM nAtha ! Apa vimAna nIce utAro. zaMkarajIe kahyuM paNa che zuM? pArvatIe kahyuM juo te kharA, A vRddha DezImAnA sAte sAta vahAlasoyA dIkarA marI gayA che, tethI bicArI ke karUNu vilApa kare che ! "premanuM pArakhuM karatA zaMkarajI!" zaMkarajIe kahyuM-saMsAra A svArthane bhareluM che. pArvatIjIe kahyuM tamAruM purUnuM hRdaya te kaThera hoya che. tamane na lAge. mAtAne te dIkarA vahAlA ja heya ne! zaMkare kahyuM ke e DozIne enA dIkarA upara kevo prema che enuM pArakhuM karavuM che? te tane batAvuM. pArvatIjIe kahyuM hatuM...mane batAve eTale zaMkarajIe devamAyAthI tyAM eka pAkI kesarI kerIonuM jhADa banAvI dIdhuM. enI sugaMdha te evI madhura ke na pUcho vAta. DozImA te nIcuM joIne raDatA hatA. tyAM ene kerInI sugaMdha AvI eTale uce joyuM te sAme AMbAnA jhADa para suMdara pAkI kerIo AvI che. A joIne kerI khAvA mATe DezImAnuM mana lalacAyuM. sAme sAta sAta dIkarAnA maDadA paDayA che. AvA AghAtanA duHkhamAM paNa kerI khAvAnuM mana thayuM eTale vicAra karavA lAgI ke mArA dIkarA gayA e gayA. have huM game tema karuM paNa koIe pAchA maLavAnA nathI. huM bhUkhI chuM tethI lAvane kerIo khAI lauM. kerI levA mATe eNe hAtha laMbAvyuM paNa DALIe pahoMcI zake nahi. kUdake mAryo te paNa kerI hAthamAM AvI nahi. have zuM karavuM? kerI khAvAnI tIvra IcchA thaI che paNa kerI maLatI nathI. zuM karavuM? game tema karIne kerI te khAvI ja che eTale

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702 zAradA siddhi uMcI thavA mATe potAnA dIkarAnuM maDaduM DhaseDIne lAvI ane enI chAtI upara paga mUkIne kerI levA hAtha laMbAve che. vimAnamAM beThelA zaMkarajI kahe che he pArvatIjI! A mAtAne dIkarA upara ke prema che te tame barAbara joI leje. DozImAe karI levA hAtha lAMbo karyo paNa A te devanI mAyA che eTale jhADa jarA uMcu thayuM, tyAre DozImAe dIkarAnI chAtI upara ubhA rahIne be traNa ThekaDA mAryA, paNa na pahoMcI eTale bIjuM maDaduM lAvIne pelA maDadA upara goThavIne enA upara caDhI te paNa na pahoMcI tyAre eka pachI eka ema sAteya dIkarAnA maDadA ekabIjA para beThavIne enA upara caDhI. tyAM AMbo adazya thaI gaye. A badhuM joIne pArvatIjI te stabdha banI gayA. hAya...A zuM? kalaiyA kuMvara jevA dIkarAnA maDadA paDayA che. hamaNuM te keTalI mUratI hatI. e ene garApa kayAM gaye? kharekhara mAtAne prema nathI paNa svArtha che. A duniyAmAM jyAM jue tyAM svArtha bharelo che. baMdhuo! A DozImAnuM daSTAMta sAMbhaLIne tamane hasavuM AvyuM ke dIkarAnA maDadA upara caDhIne kerI levA gaI! paNa tame samajI le ke saMsAra kevo che? A saMsAra Akho svArtha bharelo che. AvA svArtha bharyA saMsAranI ghelachA cheDIne bane teTalo jIvanamAM satsaMga karI le. satsaMga jIvane svArtha ane paramArthanA bhedane samajAvanAra che. jIvanamAM sAdhu samAgama bahu jarUrI che. enAthI jIvanamAM ghaNuM guNe Ave che ne jIvanamAMthI pApa ane duHkha ghaTe che, paNa AjanA vilAsI vAtAvaraNamAM koIne dharmanuM nAma sAMbhaLavuM gamatuM nathI tyAM satsaMga te kayAMthI game? are, te te dharma karatA nathI paNa je kare che enI paNa majAka uDAve che, ane dharmanI paNa hAMsI kare che. eka vakhata eka jagyAe AjanA sudharelA cAra pAMca kelejIyane beThA hatA. tyAMthI eka prauDha vayane dhamaSTha purUSa pasAra thato hato tene dekhIne pelA kolejIyana paraspara vAta karavA lAgyA ke AjanA junavANInA lokene te jANe dharmanI ghelachA lAgI che. sAdhunI pAchaLa te jANe gAMDA ghelA banI jAya che. e lekene bIjuM jJAna paNa zuM che? cAra divAlomAM rahIne jerazerathI upadeza ApyA kare ane AvA bheLA bhagataDA hA jI hA karyA kare che. emanAthI te ame vadhu jANIe chIe. have bIjuM jANavAnI jarUra paNa zI che? lAyabrerImAM badhI jAtanA pustako che. tyAM jaIne vAMcI laIe eTale badhuM jANavA maLI gayuM. sAdhu navuM zuM kahevAnA hatA ? vilAyatamAM, jarmanImAM, jApAnamAM ne amerikAmAM zuM cAle che enuM kayAM emane jJAna che? A sAdhuo samAjane tathA dezane bhArarUpa che. emanI jarUra ja zI che? A sarakAre te evA kAyadA ghaDavA joIe ke sAdhue have joIe nahi. pelA dhamITha mANase A badhI vAta sAMbhaLI tethI tenuM hRdaya raDI uThayuM. e bicAre bIjuM zuM kare?

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704 zAradA siddhi pelA prauDha mANase jANe kaMI ja sAMbhaLyuM nathI e dekhAva karIne emanI pAse gaye ne kahyuM ke bhAIo! tame sArA vaktA lAgo cho. kaI kolejamAM bhaNo che? ema pUchIne khUbIthI vAtane viSaya pheravyo. AjanA bhaNelA prauDhanI prauDhatAne kyAMthI pArakhI zake? kelejIyanee kahyuM ke amuka kelejamAM, prauDhe pUchayuM ke e kolejamAM zikSaNa sAruM che ne? tamArA prephesara kevA che? tyAre pelAoe hasIne kahyuM ke vAta mUko ne AjanI paristhitinI! hisTarIne prophesara te sAva tuMDamijAjI che. kemIsTrIne prophesara te sAva dhaMbA jevo che. mesane jarA sAro paNa mahete mAre ya nahi ne bhaNAve nahi e. iMglIzane prophesara te keTalIya vAra gerahAjara rahe che. eke ya vAtanI sarakhAI nathI. amane te have A kelejamAM phAvatuM nathI, eTale keleja badalavAnI vicAraNA cAle che. have kayAM javuM e paNa mUMjhavaNa che. TAIpisTa-zarTahenDa zIkhavuM che paNa e mATene keI sAre kalAsa zeLe jaDatuM nathI. kelejIyane vAta AgaLa calAvatAM kahyuM ke amArA bhAbhIne blAujha sIvatA AvaDatuM nathI ne darajI te pAvaravALA thaI gayA che. te sIdhe javAba paNa ApatA nathI. emane mATe blAujha vetaranAra zodhIe chIe te paNa maLatuM nathI. amArA vAIpha Ama to meTrikayuleTeDa che paNa rasoI karatAM ja AvaDatuM nathI. emane rasoI karatAM zIkhavavA mATe raseIo rAkhe che te paNa vizvAsu kayAM maLe che? zikSaNa meLuM thaI gayuM che. A te kaI lAIpha che! - kelejIyananI vAta sAMbhaLIne pelA prauDhe kahyuM-bhAIo! tame zA mATe prophesara ane zikSakanI garaja kare che? cepaDIo meLavIne, vAMcIne dareka cIja zIkhI le ne! ItihAsa, gaNita, IglIMza. zIvaNa, vetaraNa tathA pAkazAstranI copaDIo kayAM nathI maLatI? tyAM te pelA kelejIyana yuvAne belI uThayA ke misTara! tame zuM kahevA mAge che? zuM zikSaka vinA mAtra pustakothI zikSaNa meLavAtuM haze? prauDha kahyuM sAmAnya jJAna meLavavA mATe prophesara ke zikSaka joIe, blAujha vetaravAnuM zIkhavA mATe zIkhavanAra joIe, te AdhyAtmika jJAna zIkhavA mATe koI upadezaka na joIe ema ? anaMtakALathI je aMdhakArathI AtmA avarAye che tene keI prakAza ApavAnI jarUra nahi? Aje jagatamAM je zAMti che te sAdhu saMtanA zikSaNane AbhArI che. kevI rIte jIvavuM e batAvanAra saMta che. saMtenI saMsthA te AzIrvAda rUpa cheH ene tame mUrkhAo bhArarUpa kahe che ? kAma, krodha, moha AdithI bacAvIne A jagatamAM zAMti rakhAvanAra hoya te saMtanuM zikSaNa che. game teTalA paisA meLave, vijJAnanI zodhanI sagavaDe meLa paNa tamArA jIvanamAM dhanamAlanI, vyavahAranI aneka ciMtAo naDe che, ene dUra karI tamArA dilane ThAravA mATe sAdhu saMta vinA kaNa che? sAdhu saMtone tyAga ke mahAna che. emanuM popakArI kArya kevuM che! e te tapAsavuM

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705 zArA siddhi nathI ne game tema bole che? mATe samajIne dharma upara zraddhA kare ane jIvana pavitra banAvo. prauDhanA upadezathI kelejIyanene dharma pratye zraddhA thaI . bhAInA nehamAM anurakta evA brahmadatta cakravati paNa cittamunine kahe che te munirAja! mane tamArI pravajya bahu duHkharUpa lAge che, mATe e badhuM cheDIne mArA rAjyamAM padhAro ne sukha bhega. have cittamuni zuM javAba Apaze te avasare. caritra - "saMnyAsIne thayelo pazcAtApa" :- bhImasena rAjAnA puNyane udaya thayuM che eTale ene pitAnI cIjo sAmethI maLI jAya che. jemAM rUpiyA navA lAkhanA ratna bharyA hatA te melI godaDI vAMdaro sAmethI ApI zake te laIne bhImasena rAjA AgaLa cAle che. tyAM eka aMdha saMnyAsI bAvo deDate deDate mArga vacce AvIne bUmo pADavA lAgyuM ke mane kaI bacAve...bacAvo. mane ghaNI vedanA thAya che. huM te sAva lUMTAI gayo chuM. arere....mane AvI kubudidha kayAMthI sUjhI ? bhImasena tarata e bAvAne oLakhI gaye, ane eka subhaTane AjJA karI ke e saMnyAsIne ahIM laI Avo. mAre emanI sAthe vAta karavI che. subhaTa saMnyAsIne laI Avyo. bhImasene kahyuM. namaskAra sidhdhapurUSa! kuzaLa te che ne? tamArI AMkhene A zuM thaI gayuM? tyAre saMnyAsIe kahyuM keNu bhAI! bhImasena! hA, mahAtmana ! huM bhImasena chuM eTale saMnyAsIe kahyuM bhAI! huM te taddana barabAda thaI gayo chuM. arere...meM tane keTaluM dukha ApyuM che ! tArI sAthe dago rame tenuM huM A phaLa bhegavI rahyo chuM. mahAnubhAva!, tuM mane kSamA kara. mane mArA pUrvanA pApane khUba pazcAtApa thAya che. mAruM aMtara roja raDe che. bhAI! zI vAta karuM ! tAro rasa meM laI lIdho ne vidhAtAe mArI AMkhe laI lIdhI. mArA e pApane badale mane A bhavamAM maLI gaye. huM dararoja tArI pratIkSA karatA hatA paNa A aMdhane tArA darzana kyAMthI thAya? mArA mahAna puNyadaye Aje mane tArA darzana thayA che. bhAI bhImasena ! mArA aparAdhane kSamA kara. huM te vezathI saMnyAsI chuM, paNa saMnyAsInA vezamAM rahIne meM te zetAnanA kAma karyA che. lakSamInI lAlacamAM lalacAIne tArA jevA nirdoSanI aneka AzAonuM khUna karyuM che. he bhImasena ! tuM have e rasanI tuMbaDIne svIkAra kara, ane mane mArA pApanA bejathI haLavo kara. ATaluM bolatAM saMnyAsInI AMkhamAM codhAra AMsu chalakAI gayA, ane raDatA raDate potAnA pApane pazcAtApa karatAM karatAM bhImasenanA caraNamAM namI paDaze. "saMnyAsIe meLavelI AMkha" :- saMnyAsInI aMdha dazA joine bhImasenane enI khUba dayA AvI, eNe saMnyAsIne ubhA karIne kahyuM- mahAtmA! Apa e badhuM bhUlI jAo. je banavAnuM hatuM te banI gayuM. tamAruM aMtara pApanA pazcAtApathI raDI rahyuM che e ghaNuM che. haiiyAne bhaDabhaDa baLate pastA tamArA jIvanane sukhI karaze. tame te siddhapurUSa cho, saMnyAsI-jJAnI che. Apane huM vizeSa zuM kahI zakuM! chatAM

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Ga} zAradA siddhi mArA lAyaka kaI kAma sevA hoya tA pharamAve. bhImasena ! tArI udAratAne dhanya che ! tu tA haiyuM vizALa rAkhIne chUTI gayA paNa mArI kaI gati thaze ? bhAI! tuM tArA rasanuM tuMbaDu' svIkArI le ane mane pApamAMthI mukta kara. bhImasene kahyu` mahAtmA ! jevI ApanI IcchA. ema kahIne bhImasene sanyAsInI AjJAnA svIkAra karyAM. e ja paLe sanyAsInI AMkhamAM ajavALu thayu. STi AgaLa khaMdhAyelA AvaraNA tUTI gayA ne adhatva nAza pAmyuM'. sanyAsIe AMkha kholIne joyu. tA sAme mugaTadhArI vijayasena rAjA, ane bhImasena rAjA tathA ghaNA moTA jana samudAya ubhe che. upakAranA badalA vALatA sanyAsI" :- saMnyAsInuM aMdhatva cAlI jatA enA AnadanA pAra na rahyo. krItho te bhImasenanA caraNamAM paDI vAravAra kSamA mAMgIne enA upakAra mAnyA tyAre pavitra ane saraLa hRdayanA bImasene kahyuM mahAtman ! AmAM mArI keI vizeSatA nathI, A badhA kanA khela che. tamArA azubha kamanA kAraNe tamane aMdhatva maLyu' hatuM. e kama puru' thayu' ne zubha karmAMnA udaya thayA eTale tamane prakAza maLyA. huM teA nimitta mAtra chuM. mAruM emAM kAMIja nathI. sanyAsI AnaMdamAM AvIne upakAranA bhAvamAM AMsu sAratA kahe che tame sau cAlatA thA. huM hamaNAM ja suvaNaeN rasanA tuMbaDA laine Avu chu.. have mAre koI rasanA khapa nathI. mane Atmarasa lAdhI gayA che. ema kahIne sanyAsI gayA ane theDIvAramAM rasanA cAra tuMbaDA laIne AvyA, ane cAre cAra tuMbaDA bhImasenane khUba premathI apaNu karI ene page lAgIne cAlyA gayA. A tarapha suzIlAne levA mATe sulocanA rANI gayA hatA. te TUMkA rastethI rAjamahelamAM pahoMcI gayA, ane rAjAne samAcAra kahevaDAvI dIdhA ke sulocanA rANI suzIlAne laIne rAjamahelamAM paheAMcI gayA che. jyAM samAcAra maLyA tyAM bhImasenanuM hRdaya harSoMthI nAcI uThayuM. have jaldI suzIlAne maLavAnI adhIrAI AvI gai che. vijayasena rAjAe kahyu-bhImasena ! have tamAruM' kuTuMba maLI gayuM. tame hAthI upara esA, tyAre bhImasene nA pADI. khUba kahyuM tyAre devasena ane ketusenane besADayA ne pote te pagapALA cAlyA. A tarapha suzIlAne paNa potAnA patinA dana karavAnI adhIrAI AvI che, kAraNa ke traNa traNa varSoMthI patinA viyAga che. e viyeAgamAM paNu kevA kAramA ne asahya duHkho veThayA che. jyAM patine maLavAnI AzA paNa cheDI dIdhI hatI tyAM acAnaka patinA darzana thavAnA che e vicAre hu thI enA romAMca khaDA thaI jatA hatA. enA AnaMdanI avadhi na hatI, tethI e cacaLa manathI peAtAnA prANavallabha patinI rAha joI rahI hatI. suzIlAnI bahena sulocanAe rAjamahelamAM AvIne tarata peAtAnI vahAlI moTI bahena suzIlAne rAjarANIne cAgya vaAlaphAro paherAvIne suzobhita manAvI. jyArathI

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zAradA sita 707 bhImasena chUTo paDe tyArathI te ghaNAM dukho vaiyA hatA. anna ane dAMtane te vaira thayuM hatuM. mAMDa khAvAnuM maLatuM hatuM ne pite bhayaMkara duHkho veThayA hovAthI enuM zarIra taddana dubaLuM banI gayuM hatuM chatAM satItvanA tejathI tenuM mukha jhaLakI rahyuM hatuM. suzIlAne sArA vastro tathA alaMkArethI zaNagArI tyAM te vAjiMtrane avAja ane bhImasenanA jayanAdane maMgala ivani saMbhaLAvA lAge eTale sucanAe kahyuM bahena! have mArA banevI AvI gayA. hamaNAM ja tamane emanA darzana thaze. suzIlA te patinuM svAgata karavA harSaghelI banI gaI. have suzIlA enA patinuM svAgata kevI rIte karaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. kA ka vyAkhyAna naM. 73 Aso suda 15 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 2-10-79 anaMtajJAnI, svAduvAdanA sarjaka, visaMvAdanA visaMjaka, tIrthakara bhagavatee jagatanA jIvonA kalyANa mATe amRtamaya vANIne dhodha vahAvyo che. bhagavAnanI vANInA ekeka zabda zAzvata sukhane raNakAra rahe che. bhagavAne pote zAzvata sukhane meLavavA mATe saMsAranA sukhenA svAda ane parigrahanI mamatA choDI tyAre Amika sukha meLavyuM. jayAre AjanA yugamAM mAnava mAtrane sukha meLavavAnI tIvra tamannA che paNa parigrahanI mamatA choDavI nathI ne zAzvata sukha meLavavuM che e kayAMthI maLe? zAzvata sukha meLavavuM hoya te saMsAranA bhautika sukhonI mIThAza ane parigrahanI mamatA choDavI paDaze. jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke jIvane saMsAra cakramAM ghumAvanAra hoya te parigraha nAmane eka graha che. parigrahanA pApanuM mApa nIkaLI zake tema nathI. pAse aDhaLaka dhananA DhagalA paDyA hoya chatAM vadhu ne vadhu meLavavAnI jhaMkhanA jIvamAtramAM paDelI che. jyAM sudhI parigrahanI vRttinuM mahApApa aMtaranA anaMta AkAzamAM DokiyuM karatuM hoya tyAM sudhI AzAnA AkAzamAM pragatinA darzana thaI zakatA nathI. khAvA-pIvA ane oDhavAnuM maLyuM hoya chatAM enI tIvra jhaMkhanAmAM jIvana vItAvI rahyo che. savArathI sAMja sudhI AzAnuM khapara bharavA mATe parigrahane lelupa mANasa bhIkha mAgatA zaramAto nathI. jema kANAvALI TapalI kadI bharAtI nathI tema game teTalI mahenata kare chatAM AzA-tRSNanI TepalI kadI bharAvAnI nathI, paNa manuSyane jema maLatuM jAya che tema asaMteSanI Aga bhaDake baLatI jAya che. A saMsAra sukhanI sAmagrI meLavIne sukhe jIvanAra te kaIka ja haze. moTara ane baMgalAmAM mahAlatA dhanavAnone paNa emanA sukhamAM uNapa lAge che jethI rAta divasa kamara kasIne mahenata karavAmAM mazagula rahe che. pAMca sAta peDhIo jAmelI hoya, dhaMdhe dhIkhate hoya chatAM haju sudhI tRptinA gharamAM AvyA nathI. mANasa mAne ke huM samRddhi meLavIne zAMtithI jIvIza te te banI zakavAnuM nathI. pIDA vadhArIne kIDA karavA cAhatA ho te te banI zake ? ke . .

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OM zAradA siti sapattinA svAmIe rIbAmaNamAM peAtAnA amUlya samaya vItAvI rahyA che. magaja upara azAMtinI bhaThThI jalatI rAkhI AjanA dhanavAnA jIvI rahyA che chatAM dhana meLavavAnI vRtti tathA tenA mATenI pravRttimAM vadhAro thatA rahyo che. dhanavAna pAse jaI jarA ene pUche teA kharA ATalI sapattinA svAmI banyA pachI tame keTalA sukhI banyA ? are, sukhanI vAta te dUra rahI paNa zAMtithI e ghaDI jamavA paNa nathI pAmatA. eka khAnu jamavA beThA hoya ne khIjI bAju TelIpheAnanI ghaMTaDI vAgI. rIsIvara hAthamAM lIdhuM ne samAcAra sAMbhaLyA tyAM emane zvAsa addhara thaI jAya che. te have vicAra karo. je saMpatti maLyA pachI sukha maLe nahi, je sAdhana maLyA pachI zAMtinu nAmanizAna nahi, kevaLa saMpattinA dAsa banI enu rakSaNa karavA pAchaLa rAta divasa vItatA hAya e sa'patti zA kAmanI? A sa'pattie te! bhAI bhAI vacce verajheranA khIja vAvyA che. aneka gharone ujjaDa banAvyA che. sa`pattinA kAraNe Aje bApa dIkarAnu' khUna kare che ne dIkaro bApanA upara kuhADInA ghA kare che. baMdhue ! je sa`patti aneka Apattie apAvanArI che, mAnavInuM hIra cUsI janArI che ene meLavavA mAnavI keTalI jahemata uThAvI rahyo che. sukhanI suvALI zayyA para sUI javAnI AzA pUrI thatI nathI chatAM jIvanI jhaMkhanA jarA paNa echI thatI nathI. parigrahanuM' pApa sApanA DaeN'kha karatAM paNa vadhAre jherI che. sApa tA jene Da*kha de te ja marI jAya che jyAre sa`pattinI mUrchA rAkhanAra mAnavane pApanA paDachAyA adhogatine zaraNe sadAne mATe sUvADI de che. A parigrahanuM bihAmaNuM svarUpa joI leA, vicArI le ane pachI pApanA poTalA kha'dhAvanAra sa'pattinI lAlasAne hRdayamAMthI ochI karavA sajaja aneA. zAMti-samatA-svasthatA ane samAdhi prApta karavI hAya te haiyAmAM rahela parigraha vRttinA pApane ochuM karavA kaTibaddha banavu paDaze. ApaNA cAlu adhikAramAM brahmadatta cakravati cittamunine kahI rahyA che ke kharekhara mane te tamArI dIkSA duHkhakArI dekhAya che. sukha te badhu mAre tyAM che, mATe tame mAre tyAM Ave. jene jemAM rasa heAya che tene temAM Ana' Ave che. bhAganA kIDAne bhAgamAM AnaMda Ave che ane je AtmasukhanA pipAsu hoya temane tyAgamAM tapamAM Ana Ave che. A rIte ahI' eka AtmA tyAgamAM AnaMda mAnanArA che ane khIjo bhAgamAM Ana' mAnanArA che. bhAgamAM mazagya anelA brahmadatta cakravatine enA bhAI pratye rAga che eTale rAgamAM mugdha banelA brahmadatta cittamunine kahe che bhAI! hu. tamArA bhAI AvA mATo cakravati hAu ne tame A majuranI jema kha'bhe vajana upADIne phrI che, gharagharamAM TukaDA mAMgIne khAva che. tamArI A dazA joine mane khUba duHkha thAya che ne zama Ave che. brahmavrutta cakravarti ne AvA zabdo kaNa khelAve che? pUrvabhavamAM niyANu' karIne AvyA che eTale

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zAradA siddhi 709 emane cakravatinI saMpattimAM, bhogavilAsamAM khuba Asakti che. bhautika sukhe pratyene gADha rAga che. A saMsAramAM jIvane rIbAvanAra rAga ane dveSa che. rAga kone kahevAya ane deSa kene kahevAya? sAMbhaLo. athamamaya sumikA : saMyamahIna paugalika sukhonI abhilASAne rAga kahevAmAM Ave che, ane "pa ugharAmagriAraNa vikA " upazamanA tyAga rUpa AtmAne vikArane DhaSa kahevAmAM Ave che. A rAga -dveSanA kAraNe anaMtakALathI jIva saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karI rahyo che. zreSathI duHkhanI paraMparA cAlu rahe che. cheSa te dekhIte bhayaMkara che paNa rAga e chUpI Aga che. rAganI Agane olavyA vinA saMyamane bAga nahi khIle. rAga be prakAra che. eka prazasta rAga che ne bIje aprazasta rAga che, emAM deva-gurU-dharma pratyene rAga che te prazasta rAga che ane saMsAranA sukha pratyene raga che te aprazasta rAga che. prazasta rAga jIvane tAre che ne aprazasta rAga jIvane saMsAranA kAdavamAM gaLAbUDa khUcave che. eka ja vastu hoya, eka ja kArya hoya, chatAM eka ja vastumAM bhinnabhinna prakAranA rAga hoya che. jema ke kaI bahena enA patine jamADe che, putrane jamADe che ane sAdhune gaucarI vahorAve che paNa darekamAM rAganI bhinnatA hoya che. patnI enA patine premathI jamADe. che te vakhatane rAga e kAma rAga-moha che. potAnA putrane jamADe te sneharAga che ane sAdhune vaherAve te dharmarAga che. juo, vastu eka ja che. eka ja tapelAmAM rasoI banI che ane strI paNa eka ja che chatAM patine jamADavAmAM, putrane jamADavAmAM ane saMtane vahorAvavAmAM judA judA prakArano rAga hoya che ne ? A traNe ya rAgamAM sAdhune vaharAvavAne rAga prazasta che, kAraNa ke e dharmane rAga che. dharmane rAga jIvane AgaLa jatA vItarAga banAve che. saMtane prema niHsvArtha prema che. saMtenuM darzana jIvane mahAna lAbhadAyI che ane saMtone samAgama te ethI paNa vizeSa lAbhadAyI che. yo nityaM kumati vahanti satataM mahiM vibhinte hRdo, gRhaNIte binayaM ratiM ca kurute dhate guNAnA tatim kIrti vardhayati vyapAhati gati duSTo prasUte yama, - naiva kuLa supiniAmo nathati miTa jAye gunAnuM che ? - guNIjanene saMga kumati ane hRdayanA mohane sadaMtara sApha kare che. vinayane zIkhave che. sukha, AbAdI ane sadguNanI aNamola bheTa Ape che. kItine vadhAre che, nIcagatine TALe che, zAMtine Ape che. bhalA! guNavAnone saMga manuSyanA kayA kathA arthone-IcchAone pUrNa karatuM nathI? arthAt saghaLI IcchAone e sarvathA pUrNa karanAruM amogha zastra che. satsaMgane A mahAna mahimA che. mATe jIvane satsaMga mahAna lAbhadAyI che. dareka manuSya avazya satsaMga karavAnI jarUra che. -* ?

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710 zAradA siddhi brahmadatta cakravatine paNa saMtane samAgama thaye che. ene saMta pratye rAga che paNa ene rAga mohamayI che, tethI bheganuM AmaMtraNa Ape che. temaNe pUrvabhavamAM tyAgane lAbha vecIne bhautika sukha mAMgyuM che. je cIja mAMgIne lIdhelI hoya emAM ene atirAga hoya che, tethI te emAM Asakta bane che, ane bIjAne paNa e tarapha kheMcavA mATe prayatna kare che. have zAstrakAra zuM kahe che. taM puvanehega kayANurAga, narAhivaM kAmaguNesu giddhaM / ghammasiMgo taH diyAnuNI, vino vathANuhari 15. pUrvabhavanA snehanA anurAgane AdhIna banelA, ane mane zabdAdika viSayamAM lepa banelA evA brahmadatta cakravatine dharma mArgamAM sthita ane cakavatinA hitanA abhilASI evA cittamuni A pramANe kahevA lAgyA. cittamuni zuM kaheze te vAta AgaLa gAthAmAM Avaze paNa brahmadatta zuM kahI rahyA che? he muni! kaSTadAyI tyAga mArga choDI do ne mArA rAjamahelamAM padhAro, tyAM tamane kevA suMdara nATaka jovA maLaze, kevA madhurA sUrathI gavAtA gIta sAMbhaLavA maLaze, sArA vastrAbhUSaNo paheravA maLaze, suMvALI zAmAM chatrapalaMge paDhavA maLaze. nitya navA miSTAna khAvA maLaze. apsarA jevI kanyAo khammA khammA karaze ane devee banAvelA dareka jAtanI sukha sAmagrIthI yukta mahelamAM mahAlavAnuM maLaze. kayAM mArA divya sukha ane kayAM tamArA tyAganA dukha ! tamane AvA duHkhamAM joIne mAruM te kALajuM kaMpI jAya che, mATe A badhuM choDIne tame mArI sAthe cAle. A pramANe brAdatta cakravatie cittamunine ghaNuM kahyuM paNa jemane AtmA saMyama mArgamAM sthira che tene game teTalA prabhane ApavAmAM Ave chatAM te enA mAgathI calAyamAna na thAya. AgaLanA zrAvake paNa kevA daDhadhamI hatA! kAmadeva, zrAvaka, aneka zrAvaka Adi zrAvakanI dee kevI AkarI kasoTI karI hatI chatAM pitAnA zrAvaka dharmamAM kevA daDha rahyA hatA ! devae emane mAraNatika upasargo ApyA chatAM dharmathI emanuM mana calita na thayuM, te jeNe saMsArane asAra samajIne che ne pAMca mahAvrata dhAraNa karyA evA saMyamI muni te kema calAyamAna thAya? A te saMsAramAM AvavA mATenA prabhane Ape che paNuM enA badale duHkha Ape te paNa pitAnA cAritrane cheDe nahi. prANa jAya te kurabAna paNa dharmane choDe nahi. dharmamAM daDha rahe te ja sAce daDhadhamI che. Aje priyadhamI zrAvake te ghaNAM jovA maLe che paNa daDhadhamI bahu ochA jovA maLe che. daDhadhamI AtmAo pitAnA dharmamAM kevA aDaga rahe che te upara eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. che . eka rAjAne jayasuMdara nAme ekane eka rAjakumAra hatA. te pUrvabhavanA sArA saMskAro laIne AvyuM hatuM, eTale enA jIvanamAM bALapaNathI vinaya, viveka,

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zAradA siddhi udAratA Adi ghaNAM guNe hatA. divaso jatAM jayasuMdara kumAra moTo thaze. eka vakhata enA mitronI sAthe jaMgalamAM kIDA karavA mATe gaye. Ama kumAra ghaNe guNIyala hate paNa rAjakuLamAM janmele eTale zikAra karavAne zekhIna hatuM, tethI jagalamAM jaIne enA mitro sAthe zikAra karavAnuM zIkhavA lAgyA. emanA bhayathI jaMgalanA haraNIyA bhayabhIta banIne AmathI tema doDavA lAgyA. kumAra zikAra khelavAnuM kArya zIkhavAmAM mazagula banyuM hatuM paNa enA puNyage jaina munio vihAra karIne e jaMgalamAMthI pasAra thatA hatA. emaNe kumArane zikAra khelatA je, eTale karUNAvaMta jaina munie enI pAse AvIne kahyuM. mahAnubhAva tuM A zuM kare che? ApaNAthI bIjA ne herAna karAya? tyAre kumAre kahyuM mahArAja ! huM keIne herAna karate nathI. A te huM ramata ramuM chuM. munie komaLatAthI kahyuM bhAI! AvI ramata ramAya kharI? vicAra kara. koI mANasa tane mAra mAre ne kahe ke huM ramata ramuM chuM te tane game kharuM? tane mAre te duHkha thAya ne? kumAre kahyuM-hA. mane mAre te duHkha thAya ja ne? te tuM eka vAta samajI le ke tane kaI mAre, trAsa Ape te nathI gamatuM te bIjAne tuM trAsa Ape e ene game kharuM? tAre mana ramata che paNa e jI bicArA tArAthI keTalA phaphaDe che ne maraNanA bhayathI Ama tema deDI rahyA che, mATe tuM sarva jIvone tArA AtmA samAna gaNa tane jema jIvavuM game che tema saune jIvavuM game che mATe che ane jIvavA de ATalo siddhAMta hRdayamAM ketarI le. muninA upadezathI kumArane jIvanapalaTo":- jayesudara kumAra haLukamI jIva hatuM, eTale muninI vAta enA aMtaramAM utarI gaI. eNe kahyuM. mahArAja ApanI vAta te sAcI che, tyAre saMte kahyuM te have AjathI tuM evI pratijJA kara ke huM koI jIvane AvI rIte mArIza nahi ne herAna karIza nahi. kumAranA kamaLa hRdayamAM muninI mIThI vANInI sArI asara thaI. eNe pratijJA karI ke mAre koI jIvane mAre nahi. haiyuM kamaLa hoya te saMtapurUSane AvA kiMmatI ne hitakArI vacane emAM utarI jAya, paNa hRdaya kamaLa kayAre bane e jANe che? paisAne, hoMziyArIne ane sattAne ghamaMDa aMtaramAMthI nIkaLe che. jyAM sudhI ghamaMDa hoya tyAM sudhI aMtara kuNuM na bane, mATe abhimAnane dUra karavA jevuM che. suMdara kumAre e abhimAna rAkhe heta ke huM moTe rAjakumAra chuM, A sAdhu mane kahenAra keNu? te e AvI pratijJA karI zakta nahi, ane enuM jIvana sudharata nahi. kumAre te pratijJA laI lIdhI ne enuM barAbara pAlana karavA lAge. koI jIvane pitAnA taraphathI duHkha thAya evuM vartana karate nahi. khAvAmAM paNa abhakSa khAte nahi paNa enA pitAjIne khabara nathI ke mArA dIkarAe AvI pratijJA lIdhI che. eka vakhata evuM banyuM ke e nagaramAM eka cera pesI gaye, ane cerI karIne tene khUba

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zAradA zihi jADavA lA. ene trAsa khUba vadhI gayuM tyAre lekee rAjAne phariyAda karI. rAjAe cerane pakaDavA mATe sipAI ene hukama karyo eTale rAjAnA sipAIe rAtadivasa cerane pakaDavA mATe mahenata karavA lAgyA paNa kaI rIte cora pakaDAtuM nathI. rAjAe jayasuMdarakumArane corane pakaDavA mATe javAnI AjJA karI eTale e paNa rAtanA sipAIonI sAthe cArane pakaDavA mATe pharavA lAgyA. zedhatAM zodhatAM eka divasa cera pakaDAI gaye. cerane joIne jayasuMdarakumAra vicAra karavA lAge ke A corane sipAIo savAre pitAjI pAse hAjara karaze ane pitAjI cerane mArI naMkhAvaze. te mArAthI AnuM duHkha kema jovAze? huM ene kaMIka samajAvIne choDI dauM. - " kumAranA upadezathI ceranuM parivartana":- vicAra karIne kumAre cArane kahyuM ke corI karIne ghaNuM lekene herAna karyA emAM tane zuM maLyuM ? cerInuM pApa te karyuM. cerIne mAla tArA gharanA badhA khAze ne pakaDAvuM tAre paDyuM, ane rAjA je zikSA karaze e paNa tAre ja bhegavavI paDaze ne? rAjA te tane phAMsIe caDhAvaze. sama ? A sAMbhaLIne ceranI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA, ane kumAranA caraNamAM paDIne kahyuM sAheba ! tamArI vAta sAcI che. dhananA lebhamAM huM bhAna bhUlya. meM ghaNAM lokone raMjADayA. ghaNAne kaSTa ApyA paNa have je tame mArA upara dayA kare ne mane choDI mUke te huM pharIne jiMdagImAM cerI nahi karuM. ema kahIne kumAranA caraNamAM paDIne karagaravA lAge. kumAranA dilamAM dayA te hatI eTale cArane A rIte karagarate joIne sipAIone kahe che, A cAra have kadI cerI nahi kare mATe ene choDI mUke. sipAIoe kahyuM kumAra ! ema kaMI cerane cheDI mUkAya ? e te atyAre pakaDAI gaye eTale chUTavA mATe raDe che paNa pachI ApaNane herAna karaze. '"kumAranI karUNu" :- kumAranuM hRdaya pavitra hatuM eTale eNe kahyuM bhAI! meM ene barAbara cakAsI lIdhuM che. mane khAtrI che ke have e cerI nahi kare, mATe pitAjIne A vAta kahetA nahi. piolisee te ghaNI nA pADI chatAM kumAre ene choDI mUkA. cerane kumAre pitAnI pAsethI paisA ApyA ne kahyuM -bhAI! le, A paisA. emAMthI kaMI kAmadhaMdhe karaje paNa have pharIthI karI corI kare nahi. AthI ceranA dilamAM kumAra pratye khUba mAna upajayuM ne haiyAmAM harSa thaye. enA manamAM thayuM ke aho ! mAnava te huM paNa chuM ne A paNa mAnava che, chatAM mArAmAM ne emanAmAM keTale badhe pharaka che ! A rAjakumAranI keTalI badhI udAratA che ne huM ke adhama pApI chuM! Ama vicAra karatAM ceranuM hRdaya bharAI AvyuM, AMkhamAM jhaLajhaLIyA AvI gayA. tyAM cora hadayapUrvaka pratijJA karI ke have huM cerI nahi karuM, eTale kumAre pilisenI IcchA na hovA chatAM ene choDAvI mUkyo. e te khuza khuza thate kumArane upakAra mAnIne cAlyA gaye.

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zArala siddhi . 13 dayALakamAre dayA khAtara svIkArela dezavaTo -kumAre sipAIone pitAjIne kahevAnI nA pADI hatI paNa mANasanA peTamAM ana Take che, paNa vAta TakatI nathI, sipAIoe khAnagImAM rAjAne vAta karI dIdhI eTale rAjAne khUba krodha AvyuM ane kumArane pitAnI pAse bolAvyuM ne AMkha lAla karIne kahyuM ke rAtre cera pakaDAye hatuM ke nahi ? kumAra samajI gaye ke vAta pitAjIne pahoMcI gaI lAge che. eTale kumAre nIDaratAthI kahyuM pitAjI ! cora pakaDAya hate paNa meM ene choDAvI mUke. zA mATe choDAvI mUka? kumAre kahyuM Apa ene mArI nAMkhe e mATe are mUrkha ! ene pharIne corI karavA mATe te cheDAvI mUke ne ? nA, pitAjI ! meM ene corI na karavAnI pratijJA karAvIne chUTo karyo che. zuM Ama rAjya kaMI dayAthI cAlatA haze? pitAjI! dayAmAM te devI tAkAta che. kadAca dayAthI rAjya na cAle te dayA gumAvavI paDe evA rAjyane zuM karavAnuM ? kumArane javAba sAMbhaLIne rAjA gusse thayA ne kumArane cAra tamAcA mArIne kahyuM te mArI AjJA vinA corane choDAvI mUka? mArAthI A sahana nahi thAya. je AvI dayA rAkhavI hoya te mArA rAjyamAMthI cAlyA jA. kumAra te ja kSaNe kaMIpaNa lIdhA vinA pitAjIne page lAgIne tyAMthI cAlI nIkaLe. baMdhuo ! kumAra dayAnuM pAlana karavAmAM keTale deDha rahyo ! dayA khAtara hasatA mukhe dezavaTo svIkArI lIdhuM. sAthe rAtI pAI lIdhI nathI. tethI vanavagaDAmAM je kaMI .. phaLaphUla maLe te khAIne cAlatA cAlate eka moTA zaheramAM pahoMcyA. have kyAM javuM? piTa bharavA mATe karI te karavI paDe ne? ahIM te kaIne oLakhate nathI. manamAM vicAra karatA rAjadarabAranA rasoDA pAse jaIne ubho rahyo tyAre raseiyAe ene pUchayuM bhAI! tuM ahIM zA mATe ubho che? tyAre kumAre kahyuM mAre nekarI karavI che, tyAre rasoIyAe kahyuM A rAjAnuM raDuM che. amAre raseDAmAM eka mANasanI jarUra che. tAre rahevuM hoya te rahI jA. kumAra rasaDA khAtAmAM nekarI rahyo. raseIo raI kare ane je kAma batAve te kumArane karavAnuM. rasoDAmAM anAja lAvavuM, sApha karavuM, zAkabhAjI lAvavA vigere kAmakAja kumAra karavA lAgyA. karmanI kaLA kevI che! kyAM enA pitAne tyAM rAjakumAra tarIke ene sanmAna maLatuM hatuM. khammA khammA thatI hatI. roja navA miSTAnna jamate, gADI moTaramAM pharate, senAnA palaMgamAM makhamalanI gAdImAM sUte, tenA badale Aje kyAM ene nekara banIne kALI majurI karavI paDe che ! chatAM enA manamAM vicAra sarakhe nathI AvatuM ke mAre bIjAnA mATe duHkha veThavA paDayA. ene te sukha jatuM karIne ahiMsAnuM pAlana thAya che ne ! ene AnaMda hate. e te manamAM e vicAra karatA hatA ke mane je duHkha AvyuM che e mArA pApakarmanA udayathI AvyuM che. duHkha bhogavatAM mArA pApakarmane kacaro sApha thaI rahyo che. duniyAmAM mArA karatAM te ghaNuM ja duHkhI che. enA karatAM te huM ghaNe sukhI chuM. Ama vicArI AnaMdathI divase vItAvatA hatA.

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714 zAradA siddhi prANInA rakSaNa khAtara hAthInA paga nIce chuMdAvA taiyAra thayela kumAra" eka divasa raseIyAe be maraghI ApIne kahyuM ane samArI lAva, jayasuMdara kumAre kahyuM mArAthI A kAma nahi thAya raseIe tADukIne kahyuM-nahIM kema bane ? nekarI kare che te je kahIe te badhuM karavuM paDaze. kumAre kahyuM tame je kaheze te badhuM karIza paNa A nirdoSa jIvone mAravAnuM hiMsAnuM kAma mArAthI bilakula nahi bane, tyAre rasoIyAe be tamAcA mArIne kahyuM che tuM e kAma nahi kare te huM tane rAjAsAheba pAse laI jaIza. bhale, khuzIthI laI jA. marI javuM kabula che paNa koI jIvano vadha huM nahi karuM. kumAra te makkama rahyo tyAre rAjAe gusso karIne kahyuM-bhAI! tuM te nekarI kare che ne AvuM kare te kevI rIte cAle ? nekarI eTale nokarI. nokarImAM te zeThane je hukama hoya te bajAva paDe. AvI rIte AjJAnuM apamAna karAya? kumAre kahyuM sAheba ! badhI AjJAnuM pAlana thaze paNa jene mAravAnuM kAma mArAthI nahi thAya. e te tAre pahelAM ja karavuM paDaze. kumAre nIDaratAthI kahyuM sAheba! je ema ja hoya te huM nekarImAMthI chUTI thaI jaIza. rAjA kahe che huM tane ema chUTe nahi thavA dauM', tane te huM bhayaMkara sajA karIza. Aje tane chUTa karuM te kAle bIjA nokaro paNa emaja karaze Aje tane sajA karuM te bIjA nekarI upara chApa paDe, mATe haju kahu chuM ke kahyA pramANe kAma karavA mAMDa, nahitara hAthInA paga nIce kacarIne tane mArI nAMkhIza. A samaye kumAra vicAra kare che ke Aje mArI parIkSAne divasa che. senAnI parIkSA agnimAM thAya. senuM agnimAM paDe tyAre cakamakatuM thAya. evI rIte AtmA paNa AvI agni parIkSA thAya tyAre nirmaLa bane che. te parIkSAmAM gabharAvAnuM zuM ? bhale ne hAthInA paga nIce chuMdAI javuM paDe. huM jIvIne bIjAne mAruM enA karatAM huM pite ja marI jAuM te zuM khoTuM? mAro AtmA te amara che. e kyAM maravAne che? ema vicArI eNe rAjAne kahI dIdhuM ke tamAre je zikSA karavI hoya te khuzIthI karo, paNa huM kaI jIvane mArIza nahi. chevaTe kumArane thayele vijaya" - rAjAe ene medAnamAM sUvA ane eka gAMDotura hAthI ene mAravA mATe choDe. hAthI doDato kumAranI pAse gaye paNa najIkamAM AvatAM enA paga aTakI gayA, tyAre mANase hAthIne aMkuza mArIne kumArane chUMdI nAMkhavA kahe che te paNa hAthI tyAM jaI zakatuM nathI. A joIne rAjA paNa thaMbhI gayA. nakkI A kaI daivI purUSa che. A mANasa jAnI dayA khAtara prANunuM balidAna ApavA taiyAra thayela che tyAre huM ene kayAM mArI nAMkhuM chuM! mArAthI adhama keNa rAjAnuM hadaya palTAI gayuM ne enI pAse jaI ene bAthamAM laIne kahyuM che

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mArA siddhi paM daivI purUSa! tane dhanya che! ema kahI ene 'cakI lIdhA ane vAjate gAjate peAtAnA mahelamAM laI gayA. rAjAne putra na hatA eTale ene peAtAnA putra banAvIne potAnuM rAjya soMpI dIdhu have enA puNyanA udaya thayA hatA eTale enA pitAne paNa potAnI bhUlano pazcAtApa thayA ke eka najIvI bhUlanA kAraNe meM mArA ekanA eka putrane dezanikAla karyAM ? have A rAjya kANu saMbhALaze ? evAmAM samAcAra maLyA ke jayasuMdarakumAra amuka zaheranA rAjA banyA che eTale enA pitAjIe ene peAtAnA rAjyamAM teDAvyeA,, ane putrane rAjatilaka karyuM. kumAre ane rAjyamAM ahiM'sA dhama ne khUba phelAveA karyAM. game tevA duHkha paDacA paNa eNe peAtAnuM vrata cheDayu` nahi ane jaina muni pAse sAMbhaLelu ke " jIvA ane jIvavA " e siddhAMta jagatanA jIvAne AcaraNa karIne batAvyo ne peAtAnu jIvana sArthaka karyu. - A jayasuMdara kumAra te sa'sArI hatA chatAM peAtAnI pratijJAnuM pAlana karavA prANanuM balidAna ApavA taiyAra thayeA, paNa pratijJA toDI nahi, te zu cittamuni sa'sAranA pralobhanamAM paDIne saMyama mA`thI calita thAya kharA ? kadI na thAya. hajI brahmadatta cakravati emane saMsAranA praleAbhanA Apaze ne cittamuni zu javAba Apaze tenA bhAva avasare, caritra :- bhImasenanuM svAgata karatI rANI' - bhImasena ane vijayasena rAjA moTA janasamudAyanI sAthe jayajayakAra melAvatAM rAjamahelanI najIka AvI gayA. mulecanA rANI kahe che moTA mahena! tame mArA banevInu' svAgata karavA taiyAra thaI jAe. eTale suzIlAe sAnAnA thALamAM nAnI nAnI dIvoe geAThavIne dIvA pragaTAvyA ne sAcA motInI DhagalI karI, pachI patinuM mukha jovA mATe adhIrI banIne ubhI rahI. tyAM tA ane rAjAe mahelanA meina daravAjA pAse AvI pahAMcyA. suzIlAnA hAthamAM sonAnA thALamAM pavitrajayAta rekhAe TamaTamI rahI hatI. e yAta rekhAnA prakAzamAM tenuM namaNuM ane sukumAra mukha prakAza karI rahyu hatu. bhImasene rAjamahelanA daravAjAnA uMbare jevA paga mUkayeA ke tarata suzIlAe ene sAcA motI ane puSpAthI vadhAbyA, ane enI AratI utArI, pachI pote patinA caraNamAM bhAvathI namaskAra karyAM. asIma duHkhA sahana karyA pachI traNa traNa varSa patinuM milana thayuM, eTale suzIlAnI AkhAmAMthI daDadaDa AMsunI dhArA vahevA lAgI. enAthI bhImasenanA paga bhIjAI gayA. ` bhImasene paNa ghaNAM kathru veDacA ane putra ane patnInI pAchaLa jhUratA hatA emanuM milana thatAM enI AMkhamAMthI zrAvaNa bhAdaravAnA meghanI jema AMsunI dhAra thaI. bhImasena ane suzIlAne raDatA joIne mulAcanA ane vijayasene kahyu have te tamArA duHkhanA aMta AvI gaye, Aje tA AnaMdanA divasa che ema kahIne 'nene zAMta karyA. bhImasene suzIlAnA mAthe hAtha mUkIne AzIrvAda ApyA, pachI suzIlA khAjI

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16 zAradA sidi para khasI gaI eTale bhImasena AgaLa vacceA. devasena ane ketusaina ane bAluDAe khA....khA....karatAM AgaLa AvIne suzIlAne vaLagI paDayA. suzIlAe apUrva vAtsalyathI ane bALakone peAtAnI chAtI sarasA cAMpI dIdhA. bALako paNa traNa traNa divasathI mAtAthI vikhUTA paDelA hatA. mALakone teA mAtAnA traNa divasanA viyeAga traNa varSa jevA hatA eTale mAtAne evA vaLagI paDyA ke have mAtA mUkIne pAchI cAlI na jAya, paNa Aje teA mAtA ane pitA baMnene sAthe joIne bALako khUba AnaMdamAM AvI gayA ne sau sAthe rAjamahelamAM AvyA. vijayasenanA rAjamahelamAM teA jANe eka utsava thaI gayA. snehIonA milanathI mahelanA khUNe khUNA gu'cha uDayA ane cAre khAjI AnaMdanuM vAtAvaraNa chavAI gayuM. adhA AnaMdathI maLyA pachI sudara svAdiSTa bheAjana taiyAra karAvelA hatA te jamavAnA samaya thatAM badhA sAthe jamavA beThA. vijayasena tathA suleAcanAe bhImasena, suzIlA tathA baMne bALakone khUba premathI AgrahapUrvaka jamADayA. rAjamahela cheADayA pachI Aje ja miSTAnna pIrasAyA hatA paNa Aje teA svajane maLavAthI bhUkha paNu bhAgI gaI hatI chatAM premathI jamyA. jamyA pachI bhImasena, suzIlA, devasena ane ketusena badhA maLyA, ane huM ne zAkanAM AMsu vahAvyA, pachI nAnakaDA devasena ane ketusena bhImasenanI korTa vaLagIne kahe che pitAjI! tame tA amane uMghatA mUkIne cAlyA gayA. gayA te gayA pachI AvyA ja nahi ne ? amArI mAtAe keTalA duHkha veThayA ? kevI majurI karI peTe pATA bAMdhIne amane khavaDAvatI. ghaNI vAra te traNa traNa divasa bhUkhyA rahevAnA vakhata AvI jatA. pitAjI ! ame tamane khUba yAda karatA hatA ne amArI mAtA tA kevI raDatI hatI! paNa tame teA amArI khabara levA ja na AvyA ne ? A sAMbhaLIne bhImasenanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. suzIlAe bALakone kahyu' tArA pitAjIne evuM na kahevAya. jo emane keTaluM duHkha thAya che ? ema karIne bhImasenane zAMta karyAM. tyAM vijayasena ane sulocanA paNa AvI paheAMcyA. ' jIvanane dhikkAratI suleAcanA " :- traNa varSa mAM tA bhImasena ane suzIlAnA mAthe eTalI badhI vItaka vItI hatI ke vAta kahetA ene pAra Ave tema na hatA. badhA bhegA thaI ne divAnakhAnAmAM beThA pachI vijayasena ane suleAcanAe bhImasena tathA suzIlAne pUchyuM ke tamAre rAjya choDavAnuM kAraNa zuM banyu ? tyAre bhImasene athathI iti sudhInI badhI vAta kahI saMbhaLAvI paNa emAM koInA doSa na kADhayA. peAtAnA kama`nA doSa kADhaceA. bhImasena ane suzIlAnA duHkhanI kahAnI sAMbhaLIne vijayasena ane mulecanAnI AMkhamAM AMsunI dhAra thaI. muddocanA te meTI bahenane gaLe vaLagIne raDavA lAgI, ane raDatI raDatI kahe che. arere....mArA bahena-banevIe mArA ja gAmamAM AvA duHkhA veThayA ! huM kevI kamabhAgI ke amane kAMI khabara ja na paDI ! amane dhikkAra che ke ame sukha <<

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mArA siddha 917 bhAgaLyA ne tame AvA duHkha veThayA ! Ama paraspara vAtA karIne haiyA haLavA karyAM. vijayasena rAjA paNa kAmakAja choDIne bhImasena ane suzIlAnI sevAmAM khaDe page ubhA rahyA. sau jyAre bhegA maLIne vAta karatA tyAre emanI eka AMkhamAMthI harSoMnA AMsu chalakAtA hatA ne khIjI AMkhamAMthI duHkhanA AMsu TapakatA hatA. punarmilananA AnaMdathI haiyu' ghaDI harakhAI uThatuM teA khIjI ja paLe vicAganI paDelI yAtanAonI vAta sAMbhaLIne haiyu' AkraMda karI uThatu', devasena ane ketusenane te rAjamahelamAM majhA paDI gaI hatI. ghaNAM vakhate emane peTa bharIne khAvA maLyuM hatuM. ramavA mATe sAnAcAMdInA ramakaDA maLyA hatA. sUvA mATe makhamalanI zayyA maLI hatI, mAtAnI mamatA ane pitAnuM vAtsalya eka sAthe baMne upara ghaNAM varSe DhaLI rahyuM hatu, ane meAjamAM AvIne khUba ramatA, kalleAla karatA, ane ramatAM thAkI jatAM tyAre tyAM ne tyAM 'ghI jatA. bhImasene ghaNAM vaSaeN sukhanA zvAsa lIdheA hatA. badhA bhegA maLyA pachI trIjA divasanI apeAre sau bhImasenane vITaLAI ne kheDA hatA tyAre bhImasene kahyuM vijayasena ! joyuM ne ! jyAre mANasanA azubha karmAMnA udaya thAya che tyAre mAnavI sukhethI zvAsa lai zakatA nathI ane zubhakamanA udaya thAya che tyAre sukha AvatA paNa vAra lAgatI nathI. sukha duHkhanuM cakra nira'tara pharyAM kare che sukha ane duHkha baMne sthAyI nathI. khaMne asthirapaNe ghUmyA kare che. ame pUrvabhavamAM kevA nikAcita azubha karmo karyAM haze ke A bhavamAM amArI dazA AvI thaI, ane have amArA karmAM pUrAM thatAM amane badhuM pAkku' maLavA lAgyu che. niha tA kathA vAMdaro uThAvI gayA tyAre ane sa`nyAsI suvarNa rasa laIne cAlyA gaye| tyAre teA hu' eTalA badhA hatAza thaI. gayA ke mane jIvavuM duHsahya lAgyu hatuM. te samaye meM jIvananA ata lAvavA gaLe phAMsa khAdhA hatA, paNa karmInI lIlA vicitra che ke e baMne cIjo sAmethI mane maLI gaI. kathA ane suvarasanI vAta AvatA suleAcanA ane vijayasenane ekadama kaIka yAda Avyu hoya tema kahyuM ke tamArA dAgInA amArI pAse che tamane ApI devAnuM te ame bhUlI ja gayA. tyAre bhImasena ane suzIlAe kahyuM ke amArAM dAgInA ahI kevI rIte AvyA ? have vijayasena ane sulecanA e vAta bhImasenane kaheze ne zu banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na 74 AsA suda 13 ne budhavAra tA. 3-10-79 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAe te mahenA ! anaMtajJAnI, sajJa, mahAna upakArI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAe A jagatanA jIveAnA udhAra mATe dvAdazAMgI vANI prakAzI.

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,f zorahA siddhi bhagavAnanI vANImAM addabhUta zakti rahelI che. jinavacanamAM jene yathArtha zraddhA thAya che enA bhAbhavanA pAtaka TaLI jAya che. vIranI vANI che pAvanakArI, e jI e te pApIne pAvana karaze, vANInA pyAlA je premathI pIze, janmo janmanA pAtaka jAze he jI..e to aMtarane nirmaLa karaze...vIranI vItarAga prabhunI vANInA pyAlA je AtmAo premathI pIve che enI bhavabhavanI tRSNAnI pyAsa bUjhAI jAya che, ane AtmAmAM alokika AnaMda ane zAMtine anubhava thAya che. AtmA nirmaLa ane haLavo bane che. vItarAga prabhunI vANInuM pAna karIne kaMIka AtmAo saMsArarUpa saharAnA raNane pasAra karI mokSanI mahelAtamAM pahoMcI gayA che te have ApaNe paNa anaMtabhavanI rakhaDapaTTI aTakAvI akSaya-avyAbAdha ane zAzvata sukhanI moja mANavA, mokSanI mahelAtamAM mahAlavuM hoya te e vANIne sahAre levuM paDaze. jJAnI kahe che ke dhana, strI, putra-parivAra, zarIra, sagAvahAlA, khAnapAna, ghara, dukAna, jamIna jAgIra, saMpatti, bAga-bagIcA, vastrAbhUSaNe tathA saMpatti vagere uparanuM mamatva chavane mokSa tarapha AgaLa vadhavA detuM nathI. basa, A mAruM che ne te mAruM che ane huM tene mAlika chuM, svAmI chuM. AvA sva svAmItva saMbaMdhanA kAraNe AtmasAdhanA aTakI gaI che, mATe A duHkhadAyI mamatvane tyAga karIne sukhadAyI samatAnuM sevana karo. mamatvane dUra karIne samatA lAvavAne je kaMI upAya hoya te te eka ja che ke "g nathi che jo nAda manahara rasa " A asAra ane kSaNika saMsAramAM huM ekale ja chuM. mAruM koI nathI temaja huM paNa keI nathI. huM ekale Avyo chuM ne marIne paralekamAM eLe javAne chuM. sAthe kAMI ja AvavAnuM nathI. huM to A saMsAramAM cAra divasane mahemAna chuM. mahemAnane vaLI pArakA gharanI ATalI badhI mamatA ane moha zA mATe have joIe ! mAre eka divasa ociMtA A badhuM mUkIne maravAnuM che. huM jape tyAre A saMsAranI eka paNa vastu laIne jamyo na hatuM, ane ahIMthI AyuSya pUruM thaze tyAre paNa khAlI hAthe javAne chuM te pachI he jIva ! zA mATe mAruM mAruM karIne tuM marI jAya che. tAru je kaMI che te tArI pAse che, mATe moha, mAyA ane mamatAne tuM choDI de ane samatAbhAva jIvanamAM apanAvI le. vItarAga vANI upara zraddhA karanAra jIvane jyAre A vAta samajAI jAya che tyAre moha mAyA ane mamatAnA baMdhane teDI saMsArane tyAga kare che. ApaNuM cAlu adhikAramAM cittamunine ghera keTalI saMpatti hatI. vaibhava vilAsa hatA paNa emaNe eka ja vakhata saMtanA mukhethI vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLI ane vairAgya Avyo ne dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA lIdhA pachI saMyamanI kaThora sAdhanA karatAM karatAM emane

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zAradA sihi. 719 avadhijJAna prApta thayuM. samaya jatAM baMne bhAI maLyA. brahmadatta cakravatie potAnA bhAIne sAdhuvezamAM joyA eTale ene khUba duHkha thayuM ke huM A meTo saMpattizALI ane mAre bhAI A sAdhu ! eTale pUrvabhavanA snehanA anurAgathI cittamunine kahe che he munirAja! tame A sAdhupaNuM choDIne mArA rAjyamAM AvI jAo, ane managamatA sukho bhega. mArA mahelamAM nRtyakAro dila khuza thaI jAya evuM nRtya kare che. saMgItakAra gIta gAya che, aneka prakAranA AbhUSaNo ane vastro che te paherIne zarIrane sajAve, ane navayuvAna rAjaramaNIo sAthe saMsAranA sukha bhega. A pramANe ghaNuM ghaNuM kahyuM paNa jenuM mana merUnI jema aDola che, aMtara vairAgya rasathI tarabaLa che evA cittamuninuM mana enA pralobhane tarapha jarA paNa AkarSAyuM nahi. baMdhuo ! sAdhuone sAdhupaNAmAM upasargo Ave che. enI sAme barAbara Takkara jhIlI zake te sAdhupaNAmAM TakI zake che. upasarga be prakAranA Ave che. eka anukULa ne bIje pratikULa. emAM pratikULa upasargamAM te makkama rahI zake che paNa anukULa upasargamAM makkama rahevuM muzkela che. brahmadane cittamunine ghaNAM pralezane ApyA paNa DagyA nahi paNa pitAne saMsAra tarapha AkarSatA bahmadatta cakravatine cittamunie ke jaDabAtoDa javAba Ape ke he brahmadatta ! sAMbhaLo. savvaM vilaviyaM gIrtha, savyaM narse viDambiyaM / have sAmAna mArA, sarave mAmA kuhA hA . 16 tame kaho che ne ke mAre tyAM AvA saMgIta gavAya che, paNa e gIta mArI daSTie te vilApa jevA che. saghaLA nATake viTaMbaNA rUpa che. saghaLA AbharaNe bhAra rUpa che ane saghaLA IndriyenA viSayo ane te duHkhadAyaka dekhAya che. jema kaI bAI paraNyA pachI cha bAra mahinAmAM vidhavA thAya tyAre sagAvahAlA tene gharacoLuM paherAve che, paNa e gharALuM jyAre paraNIne e zvasuragRhe AvI tyAre enA manamAM keTale AnaMda ane ullAsa hato paNa jyAre pati marI jAya ne paherAve tyAre ene AnaMda ke u9lAsa hoya kharo? e samaye te e gharALuM zarIre agni mUke ne baLatarA thAya evI baLatarA karanAru duHkharUpa lAge che. ene pati marI javAthI e jema karUNa svare vilApa kare che, ema A tArA saMgItanA sUra paNa mane te bharayuvAnImAM vaidhavya pAmelI strInA vilApa jevA lAge che. A tArA nATaka caTaka e te mahA kaSTadAyI viTaMbaNA rUpa lAge che, ane tame kaho che ke hIrA-mANeka ane motInA AbhUSaNothI zarIrane zobhAve paNa brahmadatta ! evA jaDa AbhUSaNe kone game? e te mane bhArarUpa lAge che, je bhautika sukhamAM mugdha banelo bahirAtmA hoya te zarIre AbhUSaNo paherIne malakAya ke huM ke suMdara dekhAuM chuM! AbhUSaNethI mAro deha ke dedipyamAna dekhAya che! ema kahIne AnaMda mAne che paNa je Atmika

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720 zAradA siddhi sukhamAM masta banela aMtarAtmA che ene mana te e badhA AbharaNe bhArarUpa lAge che, ane je zabdAdika viSaye che e te tRSNAne vadhAranAra hovAthI duHkharUpa che. jema saMgrahaNIne dadIne mATe dUdha jhera jevuM che. tridoSane dadIne mATe patAsuM jhera jevuM che ema A tArA saMsAranA sukho mokSa sukhanI abhilASAvALA tyAgI saMtene mATe ekAMta jhera jevA che. tyAgIne mana cakravartinI to zuM paNa devalokanA devanI addhi paNa tuccha che. ene mana bAhya saMpattinI kAMI kiMmata nathI. rajakaNa ke Rdhi vaimAnika devanI, samAnyA pudagala eka svabhAva jo." AtmAthI tyAgI AtmAone mane mATInA DhagalA hoya ke eka bAju senA rUpAnA DhagalA heya baMne emanI daSTimAM sarakhA che. devalekamAM rahelA vaimAnika devanI saMpatti hoya ke mRtyulekanA mAnavInI saMpatti heya badhuM mATI tulya che. enI sAme devAMgane AvIne ubhI rahe ke mRtyulekanI sauMdaryavAna strI ubhI rahe paNa ene mana te baMne lAkaDAnI putaLI jevI lAge. hADakAnA mALA jevI lAge che, pachI emAM kayAM moha utpanna thAya? emAM tyAgIne AnaMda kayAMthI Ave? te sivAya A tAro saMsAra te bhaDabhaDatA dAvAnaLa jevuM lAge che. ekAMta duHkhane bhareluM che. jyAM ekAMta je svArtha bharele che evA saMsAramAM sukha ke AnaMda nathI AvatuM. bhautika sukhamAM ramaNatA karanArane saMsAramAM AnaMda Ave che ane game teTaluM duHkha paDavA chatAM e duHkhane sukha mAnIne saMsAramAM paDI rahe che. saMsAra ke svArthamaya che! samaya " Ave upakArIne upakAra paNa bhUlI jaIne ke apakAra kare che te eka daSTAMta ApIne samajAvuM. eka moTA zaheramAM eka zrImaMta zeTha-zeThANa rahetA hatA. puNyodaye lakSmI khUba hatI. zeTha zeThANa baMne khUba sajajana ane dhamaSTha hatA. emane eka putra hate. tenuM nAma sureza hatuM. A zeThANa khUba dayALu hatA. sAdhu saMto ane garIbanI khUba saMbhALa rAkhatA hatA. te potAnA putra surezane khUba sArA saMskAra ApatA. se zikSaka je saMskAra nathI ApI zakatA te eka mAtA ApI zake che, ane saMtAnanA jIvananuM suMdara ghaDatara karI zake che. sureza dekhAvamAM rUpavAna hato sAthe guNavAna paNa hata, tethI te mAtApitAne khUba vahAle lAgatuM hatuM. sAthe bIjA lekane paNa ghaNe priya hato. khUba AnaMdathI zeThanuM kuTuMba vasatuM hatuM paNa saMsAranuM sukha ane AnaMda kayAM kAyama mATe TakavAnuM che! sukhamAM kayAre dukhane taNakhe AvI jAya che enI kayAM keIne khabara paDe che! mAtAne prema ApatI mAlatI" :- sureza pAMca varSane thaye tyAM enI mAtAne kALarAjAe jhaDapI lIdhI. mAtAnuM acAnaka avasAna thavAthI surezane tathA enA pitAne khUba AghAta lAge. AvI guNIyala patnIne viga thavAthI zeTha khUba rApa karavA lAgyA tyAre emanA kuTuMbIjane kahe che zeTha! Ama jhUrApa karavAthI

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zAradA sidi 721 zu' vaLaze ? tame have pharIthI lagna karo. zeThe kahyu have mAre lagna karavA nathI, tyAre loko kahe che paNa A nAnakaDA sureza mATe to kaIka vicAra karo. badhAe bahu Agraha karyAM eTale zeThe lagna karavAnI hA pADI. mAlatI nAmanI eka khAnadAna kuTu banI kanyA sAthe zeThanA lagna thayA. zeThe mAlatIne pahelethI kahI dIdhuM hatuM ke jo huM saMsAra sukhanI AzAthI tArI lAthe 'lagna karatA nathI paNa mArA surezanI sabhALa rAkhavA mATe pharIthI lagna karuM chuM. mATe mArA surezane enI mAtAnI jema tuM kharAkhara sAcavaje. mAlatI paraNIne AvyA pachI khUba AnaMdathI rahevA lAgI ne surezane khUba sAcavatI hatI. tethI zeThane khUba satASa hatA. zeThane tyAM paisAnI kamInA na hatI. ane tyAM pAra vagaranu saMsAranu'sukha hatuM. paNa zeThANI gujarI gayA tyArathI zeThanA manamAM ema thatu` ke khasa, A badhu... cheDIne ama ja cAlyA javAnu che. teA huM jAte choDIne dIkSA laI AtmAnu kalyANu karu. sureza ATha varSanA thayA tyAre mAlatIne paNa eka putra thayA. enuM nAma vinaya pADayuM. ATha varSa sureze nAnAbhAInu mukha yu' eTale ene paNa khUba AnaMda thayA. e nAnAbhAI ne premathI ramADatA hatA. A baMne bhAI e ane mAtAnA prema joI ne zeThane khUba saaASa hatA, samaya jatAM sureza pa dara soLa varSanA thayA tyAre zeThe mAlatIne kahyuM ke ApaNA puNyodaye ApaNe tyAM sukhanI kamInA nathI. mAre mArA AtmAnuM kalyANa karavA dIkSA levI che, mATe tuM mane rAjIkhuzIthI rajA Apa. mAlatIe kahyu' nA....tame sa'sAramAM rahIne dharmadhyAna karo paNa hu' tamane dIkSAnI AjJA nahi ApuM. zeThanA atima udgAra " :1 patnIe AjJA na ApI eTale zeTha dIkSA laI zakayA nahi, paNa emanuM mana te tyAgamAM ramavA lAgyuM, ane kudaratI banya' evuM ke eka mahinAmAM zeTha acAnaka bimArImAM jhaDapAI gayA. zeDane lAgyu ke huM have jIvavAnA nathI eTale mAlatIne bhalAmaNa karI ke huM A pathArImAMthI uThuM' ema lAgatuM nathI. tuM atyAre te kha'ne dIkarAne sAcave che. paNa mArA gayA pachI paNa evA ja sAcavaje. DAbI ne jamaNI AMkha sarakhI rAkhaje, ane mArI je Ijata--AkharU che te vadhe evu karaje. A rIte khIjI ghaNI bhalAmaNa karIne zeTha paraleAka sIdhAvyA. patinA javAthI mAlatI, sureza ane vinayane khUba AghAta lAgyA, paNa A aa sa`sAra che ne ! divase divase viyeAganuM duHkha visAre paDavA lAgyuM. zeTha gujarI gayA pachI mAlatIe rasAI karavA mATe eka garIba brAhmaNu khAI ne rasAyANI tarIke rAkhI, ane AnadathI divase pasAra karavA lAgI. sureza ane vinaya ane bhAI e paNa khUba premathI ekameka banIne rahevA lAgyA. Ama karatAM sureza bhaNIgaNIne taiyAra thayA ne pitAnA dhaMdhAmAM joDAyA. " sAvakI mAtAnI badalAyelI budi" :- sureza khUba hoMziyAra hatA. A joIne mAlatInA manamAM thayuM ke have te sureza kamAtA thayA, kAle enA lagna thaze. pachI badhI sattA enA hAthamAM raheze. mArA vinayane e zu ApavAno che ? ane 66 zA. 91

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722 zAradA siti atyAre che e ja rahe te paNa mArA dIkarAne te aDadhI ja mikta maLavAnI ne? enA karatAM huM keI paNa rIte enuM kAsaLa kADhI nAMkhuM te badhI milkata mArI vinayane maLe ne huM gharanI ThakarANuM banI jAuM. baMdhuo ! jJAnIe kahyuM che ke saMsAra asAra che, svArthane bhareluM che. bele, tamane A sAcuM lAge che ne? baMne bhAIone keTale prema che! ekabIjAne ekabIjA vinA cAlatuM na hatuM e prema. vaLI sureza moTo hate eTale nAnAbhAIne khUba lADa laDAvatA hatA. mAtAne te devanI jema pUjato hate chatAM lamIna lebhe mAtAmAM kevI svArthI ghatA pragaTa karI ! nazvara dhanane Izvara mAnIne InsAna ke hevAna banI jAya che! ane dhanane mATe kevuM pApa karavA taiyAra thAya che! ane e dhana paNa guNIjananA guNa nihALavAnI zakti harI le che. paranA duHkhane jotI, AMkhe harI le che, ane enuM jIvana khatama karavA sudhI pahoMcI jAya che. saMsAramAM ke ekAMta svArtha bharele che! kavio paNa kahe che ke sUto hato huM nIMdamAM, jAgI jouM jyArathI, saguM kaI keInuM nathI, duniyA badhI che svArthanI." mANasa game teTale saMsAra pratye mamatvabhAva rAkhe paNa vakhata Ave tyAre koI sagAI rAkhatuM nathI. koNa pitA ane kaNa putra! keNa mAtA ane kaNa putra! dhikkAra che AvA svArthabharyA saMsArane ! mAtA mAlatI surezane mArI nAMkhavAnA upAya zodhavA 'lAgI. eka divasa koI utsavane divasa Avyo, eTale lADavAnuM jamaNa banAvyuM hatuM. sureza alaga baMgalAmAM raheto hato. jamavA mATe agara kAmakAja hoya te Avate hate. bAkI vahepAranuM kAmakAja karate sAthe sAmAyika-pratikramaNa vigere dharmadhyAna karate. A divase mAtAe lAga joIne be lADavA pitAnI jAte banAvyA paNa e divase surezane kaMI kAma levAthI jamavA javAnuM moDuM thayuM eTale mAtAe rANI bAI sAthe sureza mATe lADavA ane bIjuM badhuM TIphInamAM bharIne baMgale mokalyuM. sureze bAIne kahyuM ke bahena ! tame thoDI vAra bese. huM kAma patAvIne jamI lauM chuM. sureza saraLa hatA. e samajatuM hatuM ke mArI mAtAne mArA pratye keTale prema che! huM jamavA na jaI zake te mArA mATe ahIM mokalAvyuM. sureza kAmamAM che. tyAM theDIvAramAM vinaya deDate AvIne surezanA meLAmAM paDe, ane surezane vahAla karatA bo-moTAbhAI! Aje te savArathI tame mane maLyA ja nathI eTale huM skulethI sIdhe tamane maLavA AvyuM chuM. skulamAM khUba ramata ramIne Avyo chuM eTale thAkI gaye chuM ne bhUkha khUba lAgI che. te bhAI! mane kaMIka khAvAnuM lAvI Apo ne? sureze kahyuM-bhAI! bAe mArA mATe TIphIna mokalyuM che. bAjunA rUmamAM bahena beThA che e tane Apaze. tuM jamI le. paranuM bUruM karavA jatAM pitAnuM bUruM thayuM -" vinaya bAjunA rUmamAM

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zAradA sita 723 ga ne khAvAnuM mAMgyuM tethI bAIe ene lADa Ape. haju lADa pUre khAdhe na khAdhe tyAM te vinayanI nasenasa kheMcAvA lAgI ne AMkhenA oLA cakaLavakaLa thavA lAgyA. zarIra pasInAthI rebajheba thaI gayuM. A joIne rasoIyANa bAI gabharAI gaIne bUma pADI ke surezabhAI tame jaladI Avo. A nAnAbhAIne kaMIka thaI gayuM eTale sureza deDate vinayanI pAse gayo ne jaIne jue che te pitAne vahAle bhAI hAthapaga pachADI rahyo che. eTale sureza tarata DokaTarane bolAvI lAve, ane mAlatIne paNa baMgale AvavAnuM kahevaDAvI dIdhuM. DaoNkaTara samajI gayA ke bhejanamAM viSa prayoga che, tethI jhera kADhavA tAtkAlika upAya karavA mAMDyA. bIjI tarapha mAlatIne khabara maLyA ke dIkarAne kaMIka thayuM che paNa kayA dIkarAne thayuM che e kahenAre kahyuM nahi. ene te khabara hatI ke meM surezane mATe zuM karyuM che? potAne vinaya tyAM gayo che e te kalpanA paNa na hatI eTale uparathI raDavAne DeLa karatI paNa aMdarathI harakhAtI baMgale AvI. tyAM potAnA dIkarAnI A dazA jotAM enAM taraMgane bhaMga thaI gaye. chAtI ane mAthA phUTavA lAgI ne raDatI raDatI bolI ke arere.... hAthanA karyA haiye vAgyA. A sAMbhaLatAM sureza ane DokaTara samajI gayA ke nakkI ANe ja kALo kera vartAvyuM che. DokaTare akasIra davAo ApIne jhADA-ulaTI vATe thoDI vAramAM badhuM jhera kaDhAvI nAMkhyuM, pachI traNa cAra kalAke vinaya bhAnamAM AvyuM ne AMkha khelI paNa zarIra ekadama naravaza banI gayuM hatuM, tethI DokaTare e mATe TamenTa zarU karI dIdhI pachI mAlatI sAme joIne kahyuM ke lADumAM sarpa ke garoLInuM jhera nathI paNa bhAre semalanuM jhera bheLavAyuM hoya tema lAge che. A lADu koNe banAvyA che? rANIe kahyuM ke A te bAe banAvyA che. meM nathI banAvyA. surezanA manamAM thayuM ke mAtA khullI paDaze eTale DaoNkaTarane kahyuM sAheba! e te game te rIte paDI gayuM haze. mArI bA kaI jANI joIne thoDuM jhera nAkhe! tame e vAta javA de. mArA bhAIne jaldI sAruM thAya tema karo. mAtAnA vartanathI surezane Avela vairAgya-" pAMca sAta divase vinaya taddana svastha banyuM. sureza mAtAnuM kArastAna samajI gayA, tethI vinayane pAse belAvIne kahyuM bhAI ! tuM mane atyaMta vahAlo che paNa have huM tane A badhuM soMpIne mArA AtmAnuM kalyANa karavA mATe saMsArano tyAga karIza, kAraNa ke have mane saMsAranI asAratA samajAI gaI che. dhanane mATe bAe mArA prANa levA mATe AvuM kAvatru karyuM hatuM paNa huM na maryo. mArA badale tArA upara prayoga thaI gayo. tuM mArI jAta paNa mAruM bhAgya ujaLuM eTale tuM bacI gaye. have huM ujaLe moDhe saMsArane tyAga karIne AtmakalyANa sAdhIza. mArA nimitte bAne keTaluM pApa karavuM paDayuM ? mATe have tuM mane rAjIkhuzIthI rajA Apa. have mAre eka tArI rajA levAnI che. huM bAnI rajA levA javAnuM nathI. A sAMbhaLIne vinaya dhrusake ne dhrusake raDavA lAgyA ne kahyuM moTAbhAI!

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24 zAradA siddhi tame mArA bhAI che. mAtA ane pitA paNa tame che. mane tamArA vinA gamaze nahi. tame jyAM jaze tyAM huM tamArI sAthe ja AvIza. sureze ene khUba samajAvIne ghera mokalyA. surezanA aMtima samAcAra- A tarapha sureze keInA maDhe dIkSA levAnI vAta jaNAvI haze. e vAta mAlatIne pahoMcI gaI tethI enA AnaMdane pAra nathI ke ThIka thayuM. maryo nahi paNa sAdhu thaze eTale TADhA pANIe khasa jaze. tyAM vinaya bahArathI Avyo eTale ene bAthamAM laIne kahe che beTA ! tuM te mahAbhAgyazALI che. have sureza sAdhu thaze eTale sAla jaze ne tuM badhI milkatane mAlika banaze, tyAre vinaye moDhuM pheravIne kahyuM bA have tuM chAnImAnI besI rahe. tArI mAyAjALa have tUTI paDI che. basa kara. mAre tArI vAta sAMbhaLavI nathI. te deva jevA ane mArA bApathI paNa adhika evA mArA moTAbhAInA prANa levAnuM kAvavuM karyuM hatuM. temAM huM ja kUTAI gayo paNa mArA bhAInA puNya huM bacI gaye. have huM tane aMtima samAcAra ApavA Avyo chuM. mArA moTAbhAI saMsAra tyAgI sAdhu banavA Icche che te huM paNa emanI sAthe ja jAuM chuM. emanAmAM keTalA guNo che! emane mArA upara keTale nirmaLa ane niHsvArtha prema che e tuM na samajI zakI te tAruM bhAgya... have tuM saMbhALI leje. ema kahIne te moTAbhAI pAse cAlyo gayo. mAtA raDatI rahI paNa enA sAmuM jovA na rahyo. baMne bhAInI dIkSA levAnI utkRSTa bhAvanA hatI eTale kudaratI thoDA divasamAM mahAna saMta padhAryA. emanI pAse baMnee dIkSA lIdhI. je dIkarAne mATe mAtAe surezane mAravAnA kAma karyA tyAre e ja dIkaro paNa pitAne na rahyo. lAkhonI saMpatti choDI baMne yuvAna putroe dIkSA laI lIdhI, tethI e bahu duHkhI thaI gaI ane cha mahinAmAM ene karmane udaya thatAM bhayaMkara rogathI gherAI gaI ne khUba rImAI rIbAIne marIne enA karmo bhegavavA durgatimAM cAlI gaI, ane baMne putre ugra tapa ane saMyamanI sAdhanA karIne kAma kADhI gayA. juo A tamAro saMsAra, che emAM sakha? je milkatane mATe ATalA karmo bAMdhyA e te ahIM ne ahIM paDI rahI. koI bhegavavA rahyuM? pAchaLathI e milkatane sajajana purUe zeThanA nAmathI dharmAdAmAM vAparI nAMkhI. TUMkamAM ApaNe te e samajavuM che ke je saMsArane tamane meha che e ke bhayAnaka che! AtmAthI chane AvA saMsAramAM game kharuM? AtmasamAdhimAM lIna evA cittamunine brahmadatta cakravati emanI addhinA game teTalA pralobhane Ape chatAM emane AvA svArtha bharyA saMsAramAM kayAMthI game? baMdhuo! AtmAthI purUSane devanA banAvelA mahela paNa jela jevA lAge che. emane emAM saheja paNa AnaMda ke rasa hete nathI, eTale cittamunie brahmadatta cakravatine kahyuM ke he rAjana ! huM te tamAre 'upara dayA karIne tamane saMsArathI

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zAradA siddhi 725 bahAra kADhavA Avyo hato ene badale tame mane tamArA gharamAM laI javAnI kayAM vAta karo che? mane je sukhonI lAlaca Ape che te sukha kevA che ? . . gIta vilApa viDaMbana nRtya che, viSama bhAra gaNuM bhUSaNe badhA, viSaya bhega haLAhaLa jhera che, kSaNika saukhya anaMta du:khakara, tArA gIta ane saMgIta e te badhA vidhavA bahenanA vilApa jevA lAge che. nATaka te viTaMbaNA rUpa che. sarva AbharaNe bhAra rUpa che ane pAMca IndriyanA viSayo e te bhayaMkara viSama jhera che. jhera te mANasane eka ja bhava mAre che paNa A viSaya bhege te jIvane bhavobhava sudhI mAranArA che. jemAM kSaNika sukhanA svAda pAchaLa lAMbA kALa sudhI duHkha bhogavavA paDe evA A saMsAramAM jANI joIne kaNa paDe? saMsAranuM svarUpa kevuM bihAmaNuM che e te tame dekhe. nRtya hetA thA jisa ghara, hAya hAya ho rahI vahAM, nahIM roTIyAM bhI milatI, lagatA thA SaTarasa bhega jahAM Isa kSaNabhaMgura jagameM rahatA, sthira sukhakA sAja nahIM, * nahIM are dikhatA Isa jagameM, du:kha rahita sukha hAya kahIM. je gharamAM Aje dIkarAnA lagna levAyA hoya te gharamAM keTale AnaMda AnaMda hoya? tyAM strIo mIThA sAde maMgala ane madhura gIta gAtI hoya, maMgala vAjiMtra vAgatAM , hoya, nRtya cAlatA hoya e utsava ane utsAha hoya che. sagAsabaMdhI ane jJAtijane AnaMda vibhera banI gayA hoya che. e ja ghare bIje divase kaMIka vAra ekAeka yuvAna dIkarAnuM mRtyu thatAM AnaMdane badale zeka chavAI jAya che. maMgala gIte gavAtA hatAM tene badale karUNa rUdana ane hAya..hAya...-vigere zabdo sAMbhaLavA maLe che. jyAM hAsyanA phuvArA uDatA hatA ene badale sagA snehIonI AMkhamAMthI codhAra AMsunI dhArAo vahevA lAge che. A rIte je ghare AnaMdanI umio uchaLatI hoya tyAM udAsInatA chavAI jAya che. cittamuni brahmadattane kahe che he rAjana! tamAruM sukha e sAcuM sukha nathI, duHkhamizrita sukha che. kadAca tamArA bhautika ThAThamATha jhAkajhamALa dekhAtA hoya paNa e te cAra divasanI cAMdanI ne pachI aMdhArI rAta che. jema paMThAnI heDI game teTalI manahara dekhAtI hoya paNa emAM besanArane dariyAmAM adhavaca DUbADI de che. paNa lAkaDAnI haDI bhale dekhAvamAM sAdI dekhAtI hoya paNa emAM besanArane kSemakuzaLa sAme kinAre laI jAya che. evI rIte tArA saMsAranA sukho bhale mane hara hoya paNa e pUMThAnI hoDI jevA che, ane saMyamanA sukhe lAkaDAnI naukA jevA che. have sAcuM sukha kyAM che te vAta cittamuni kaheze tene bhAva avasare. caritra - sucanAe bhImasena tathA suzIlAne kahyuM tamArA dAgInA tamane ApI dau, tyAre bhImasena ane suzIlAe kahyuM ke, amArA dAgIne ahIM kayAMthI AvyA?

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726 zAradA siddhi vijayasena rAjAe kahyuM amArA nagaramAM eka moTA jhaverInI dukAne eka mANasa dAgInAnI piTalI laIne Avyo ne kahyuM A dAgInA mAre vecavA che. enI kiMmata karIne mane paisA Apa, jhaverIe dAgInAnI piTalI choDIne dAgInA joyA. e kiMmatI dAgInA ane emAM jaDelA mUlyavAna ratna, ene ghATa A badhuM joyuM. ekeka AbhUSaNa khUba cakAsaNI karIne jotAM jhaverInA manamAM lAgyuM ke AvA mUlyavAna dAgInA zrImaMtamAM zrImaMta mANasa paNa ghaDAvI zake nahi. AvA alaMkAro te rAjAnA rajavADAmAM hoI zake. khUba nirIkSaNa karIne jotAM AbhUSaNe upara ujajainInI mudrA tenA jovAmAM AvI, tethI jhaverInI zaMkA daDha thaI. chatAM cokkasa karavA mATe jhaverIe pUchyuM bhAI! A AbhUSaNe kenA che? sucanA suzIlAne seMpatI dAgInA" - tyAre te mANase kahyuM ke mArA che. huM pahelAM ghaNe zrImaMta hatuM, paNa atyAre mArA karmodaye garIba thaI gayo chuM. huM bhIDamAM AvI gayo chuM, tethI vecavA mATe Avyo chuM. mArA jIvanane AdhAra A AbhUSaNe che, tethI jhaverIe e mANasane kahyuM ke bhAI! tame ahIM bese. tamArA alaMkAro ghaNAM kiMmatI che eTale enI kiMmatanA dAma laIne AvuM chuM. ema kahI AvanAra mANasane besADIne jhaverI mArI pAse Avyo ne badhI vAta karI. meM subhaTone mokalIne ene keda karAvIne mArI pAse hAjara karyo. meM ene alaMkAro sabaMdhI judI judI rIte pheravIne pUchayuM paNa eNe te eka ja vAta karI ke alaMkAro mArA ja che, pachI e alaMkAro meM jAte jeyAM ne sucanAne paNa batAvyA. ame baMnee khUba dhArIne joyA to enA upara ujajainInI chApa hatI. vaLI alaMkAro sucanAne alaMkAro jevA ja hatA eTale ame anumAnathI nakkI karyuM ke A badhA alaMkAra tamArA che, paNa kaI cora tamArI pAsethI game te rIte erI lAvyo haze tethI e mANasane ame baMdIkhAnAmAM pUrAvyo ne alaMkAro meM sucanAne sAcavavA ApI dIdhA. A rIte vijayasena rAjAe vAta karI tyAM sucanA alaMkAro laIne AvI pahoMcI ne suzIlAne ApatAM kahyuM ke, moTI bahena! A alaMkAro tamArA ja che ne? joI le. bhImasena ane suzIlAe badhA AbhUSaNe barAbara joI lIdhA. emAMthI eka paNa vastu guma thaI na hatI. e badhA potAnA ja AbhUSaNa che. bhImasene kahyuM joyuM ne? AnuM nAma karma. ApaNuM azubha karmane udaya hatuM tyAre e ApaNI pAsethI cAlyA gayA ne e karma dUra thatAM ApoApa ApaNane maLI gayA. vAha karmarAjA vAha! zuM tArI lIlA che! pachI dAgInA kevI rIte cAra cerI gayo te badhI vAta sucanA tathA vijayasenane kahI saMbhaLAvI. emane duHkhanI ekeka vAta sAMbhaLatA sucanA ane vijayasenanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jAya che. have bhImasena ane suzIlA karmarAjAnI lIlA jotAM AnaMdathI rahe che. tyAM zuM banaze te avasare.

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vyAkhyAna na. 75 Aso suda 14 ne gurUvAra tA. 4-10-09 anaMta guNNAnA dhAraka, meAhanA mAraka, viSayeAnA vAraka, evA bhagavAne bhavya jIvAne Atma uddhAranA mArga batAvye. he jIva!! jo tamAre AtmAnI unnati karavI hAya tA je jaDa vastunA sukhanI pAchaLa tame AkarSAyA che ane je meLavavA mATe rAta divasa kALI mahenata karo che te sukhathI unnati nahi thAya. AtmAnnati mATe jaDa vastuonA rAga choDavA paDaze. jeTalA jaDano vikAsa thAya che teTalA AtmAnA guNAnA nAza thatA jAya che. " jaDa jeTaluM khIle eTalA AtmA karamAtA jAya. jaDanA vikAsamAM AtmAnA vinAza thatA jAya che. maMgalA, bagIcA, dukAna, vahepAra vigeremAM vikAsa thavAthI AtmAne zu' lAbha thavAnA che? jema sUryAsta pachI AvelA aMdhakAra divasanA phAlIphUlIne rahelA prakAzane nAbUda karI nAMkhe che tema A jaDanA vikAsamAM paNa evuM che. pUnA puNyAdace jaDanA vikAsanA sAdhano maLyA parNa e maLyA pachI jIva temAM lIna khanI jAya teA meLavelA puNyane sUkavI de che ane tenI uccagati aTakI jAya che. "" pahelAnA ItihAsa tapAse te jarUra samajAze ke jema jema bhautika uddaya thatA gayA tema tema AdhyAtmika vinAza thatA gayA. dA. ta. manuSya jIvanamAM koI AtmAne sAmAnya mAnavane badale rAjAne tyAM rAjaputra tarIke avatAra maLyA. samaya jatAM te rAjA banyA. rAjA banyA pachI te bhautika rAjyamAM ane jaDa sukhamAM garakAva banyA tA tenI gati kaI? narakAti. Anu nAma jaDanA vikAsa te AtmAnA vinAza. cakravatinI samRddhi keTalI che? cha cha khaMDanI mahAna riddhi, paNa jo e sukhamAM racyApacyA rahe ane jaDa sukhAne cheDe nahi te TheTha sAtamI naraka sudhI pahoMcI jAya. A zuM che? jaDanA vikAsathI AtmAnA vinAza. jaDanA vikAsathI AtmAnA sukhazAMti leApAtA javAnA. dharma vahepArathI dUra thatA javAnuM ane enA badale pApa vahepAra vadhatA javAnA. jaDa vikAsanA aMjAmaNamAM jIva evA aMjAI jAya che ke tethI pAtAnI jAtanuM bhAna bhUlI jAya che. jaDa sukhane vistAravAnI pravRtti karanArAne pUche ke dunyavI pravRttimAM bahu lAMbA paheALA thayA paNa chevaTe tenu pariNAma zuM ? tA e kaheze ke khUba dhana kamAyA, te ema kahenArane pachI pUche ke paNa pachI zuM ? te kaheze ke jIvanamAM ghaNI sagavaDo maLI, mAna sanmAna maLyA, paNa pachI ? te te ka'I uttara nahi ApI zake. A sthiti jaDa vikAsanI che jyAre AtmAnA vikAsIne A prazna pUchazA te kaheze ke paisAthI zubha kAryamAM vAvetara karyuM, pachI uttama dha'sAdhanA ane e sAdhanAthI chevaTe meAkSa. pachI te saMsAramAM bhaTakavAnuM nahi.

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728 zAradA sili jaDanA vikAsamAM AtmaguNo badhA kacarAI jAya. A badhe jaDa saraMjAma, moha, gavilAsa ane durga vigere ne poSanAro che, tethI Atmika guNene vinAza thAya che, mATe jJAnI kahe che ke jema kimiyAgara vaida jherI aphINamAMthI jIvADanAruM auSadha banAve che, tema tuM paNa vikaselA jaDa padArthomAMthI evA AtmahitanA-paramArthanA kArya karI le ke jethI tene bhaviSyamAM sArI gati maLe. je AtmAmAM AvI sAvadhAnI Ave te jIva bhAvi anaMtakALane ujajavaLa kare evI avasthA prApta kare che. je cakavati jaDanA vikAsamAM mare te narake jAya. evA jaDanA vikAsane bharata cakravatie arisAbhavanamAM eve sakecI lIdhuM ke emAM AtmAnA guNonI anupama khIlavaTa thaI ane kevaLajJAnane apUrva vikAsa pAmyA, jaDane vikAsa jIvane ghAtaka che ane jaDane saMkeca jIvane uddhAraka bane che. jaDanA saraMjAmanI pheja AtmAnA guNone saLagAvI nAMkhanArI pharaja che. jaDanI apekSA vadhArI eTale ora rAga va, ciMtA vadhI ne pApakharcA vadhyA. devalokamAM rahelA de, ratna, vAvaDIo vigerene khUba suMdara mAnI tenA pratye meha rAkhe che te emanI kaI sthiti thAya che te khabara che ne? prathama be devaleka sudhInA de tyAMthI cavIne pRthvI pANI ane vanaspatikAyamAM phekAI jAya che. kevI kAramI sajA ! mATe vItarAganA zAsananI hRdaye sparzanA karAvI hoya te jaDanI jarUriyAta ochI karI ane AtmavRtinI jarUriyAta vadhAro. - ApaNuM adhikAramAM brahmadatta cakravati jaDanA vikAsamAM aMjAI gayA che ane citta muni Atma vikAsa mATe puruSArtha karI rahyA che. brahmadatta cakravati pitAnA pUrvanA bhAI evA cittamunine saMsAranA sukhe bheLavavA mATe AmaMtraNa Ape che ne saMsAranA sukhanuM pralebhana Ape che, ane pitAnA mahelamAM saMsAra sukhanI meja mANavA mATe bolAve che paNa jene samajAI gayuM che ke jaDanA vikAsamAM AtmAnA guNene vinAza che evA cittamuni brahmadattanI vAta upara dhyAna ApatA nathI. eka niyama che ke je tyAge che tene loko sAmethI ApavA Ave che, paNa nizcala tyAgIo emAM lalacAtA nathI. saMyamI munione saMyama lIdhA pachI anukULa ane pratikULa upasargo ane pariSaha sahana karavA paDe che. temAM mArakUTa, vadha, baMdhana, sudhA, tRSA vigere pratikULa pariSaha Ave che. tene mokSAbhilASI saMte samabhAvapUrvaka sahana kare che. te ja rIte Adara satkAra, mAna pUjA, saMsAra sukhanA pralebhana vigere anukULa pariSaha Ave temAM paNa lalacAya nahi. sUyagaDAyaMga sUtranA trIjA adhyayanamAM jJAnIe kahyuM che ke ___ hatthA ssarahajANehi, vihAra gamaNehi y| muMDa maLe ne ghe, mahariNI ! pUnay i | u-2 gAthA 16 rAjA tathA cakravati mahArAjA, pradhAna, brAhANa, purohita athavA kSatriya e badhA uttama AcArathI jIvana nirvAha karavAvALa yauvanasaMpanna sAdhune zabdAdi viSaya bhegane

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729 zAradA siddhi bhegavavAnuM AmaMtraNa Ape che ne kahe che he maharSi! tame hAthI, gheDA, ratha, pAlakhI, Adi vAhanone upabhega karo ane citta vineda rUpa kIDAne mATe bAga bagIcA Adi sthAnamAM vicaratA thakA uttama bhegane bhega. ame tamAro pUjA satkAra karIe chIe. viSayanI sAmagrI ApIne satkArIe chIe. A anukULa pariSaha che. ahI brahmada cakravati cittamunine paNa ema ja kahe che ke he muni ! tame eka prakAranI haTha laIne beThA che ke mArA tyAga mAgamAM sukha che, paNa tame eka vAra mAre tyAM Ave ane mAruM sukha jue te khabara paDe ne ! mAre tyAM kevA mada jharatA hAthIo khUle che! pANIdAra aradho azvazALAmAM kevA haNahaNATa kare che! besIne pharavA javA mATe kevA suMdara ratha che! pAlakhI che ne zibikAo che. be ghaDI manane zAMta karavA mATe naMdanavana jevA bagIcA che. tyAM jaIne besaze te tamAruM mana zAMta thaI jaze. AvA pralebhane Ape che chatAM muni DagatA nathI tyAre kahe che. "vattha gaMdha malaMkAraM, itthIo sayaNANi yA mulAdimA mogA gA ! dUSayA tA sU. a. 3 u. 2 gAdA 17 he AyuSyamAna ! vastra, gaMdha, alaMkAra, strIo, zayyA Adi bhegane Apa segave. ame ApanI pUjA karavA IcchIe chIe. manane prasanna kare tevA bhegene bhegavatAM thakA Apa vicAro. bhege paganI sAmagrI ApIne Apane satkAra karIe chIe. AtmAthI purUSane mana AtmA sivAyanI badhI vastuo pudgala che. raMgaberaMgI mUlAyama vastro, jADA vastro, garamavastro ane kiMmatI jharInA vastro A badhuM rUnI pUNI ane sUtaranA DhagalA jevA dekhAya che. senA rUpAnA ke ratanA alaMkAro badhA pRthvI kAya dekhAya che. strIonuM zarIra uparathI game teTaluM sahAmaNuM ne AkarSaka dekhAtuM heya paNa aMdarathI te lehI-mAMsa-parU, maLamUtra vigere durgadhI padArthothI bhareluM dekhAya che. suMdara divya bhavane badhuM ITa, mATI ane cunAnA khaMDera dekhAya che. bAga bagIcA, sugaMdhI puSpa badhuM vanaspatikAya dekhAya che, pachI emane emAM zuM moha upaje? A badhuM bhegavavAnuM phaLa te aMte durgati che ne? hAthe karIne keNa durgatinA khADAmAM paDavA taiyAra thAya? cittamunie cakravartinI badhI vAte zAMtithI sAMbhaLI, pachI cakavatine bodha ApavA mATe zuM kahe che? citra vicitrita mahala atula baLa, suMdara bAga ramya udyAna, caMcala ratha ghoDe asaMkhya vaha yaha terA kuTuMba sukhadAna hai kucha dina ke liye mUDha re, yaha sthira huM nahIM kabhI, jaba yaha tana bhI nahIM rahegA, kyA raha sakate aura sabhA he brahmadara ! jANuM chuM ke tuM cha khaMDane adhipati e cakravati che. tArA zA, dura

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730 zAradA siddhi mahele devakRta che. jhummaro, arisA ane phanIcarathI zaNagArelI ArasapahANanI havelIo che. tArAmAM mANasane cakti karI nAkhe evuM atula zarIra baLa che. vividha vRkSanA phUlanI sugaMdhavALA suMdara bagIcA, pavanavege cAlanAra hajAro hAthI, ghoDA, ratha ane vistRta kuTuMba A badhI vastuo zuM tArI pAse kAyama rahenArI che? nahi.. nahi. mUrkha ! samaja. jyAre A zarIramAMthI prANa uDavAnI taiyArI thaze ne AMkhe mIMcAI jaze tyAre A zarIra ke je tAruM najIkanuM sabaMdhI che te paNa tAruM thavAnuM nathI te pachI bIjI vastuonI te vAta ja zI karavI? A jagatamAM jeTalI cIje dekhAya che te badhI cIjo pudgala svarUpa che. pudgala eTale "pUraLa jarA samAvaH puruH " pUrAvuM, maLavuM, gaLI javuM ane vikharAI javuM e jene svabhAva che te pudgala kahevAya che. khIlelA puSpanI sugaMdha e pudgala che. khAvAne pakavAna, paheravAnA vastro, AbhUSaNe, sUvAnI zayyA, Asane, rahevAnI havelI vigere pudgalanI vastuo che tethI te kSaNe kSaNe palaTAyA kare che. sAMjanA samaye saMdhyAnA raMgathI AkAza jhaLahaLatuM dekhAya che ne pAMca miniTa pachI aMdhakAra dekhAya che. thoDI vAra pachI caMdrane udaya thatAM aMdhakAra naSTa thAya che ne pRthvI para prakAza patharAya che. rAtri pUrI thatAM caMdra adazya thAya che ne prabhAta pragaTe che. eTale sUryane udaya thatAM A tApa prasare che ne aMdhakAra naSTa thAya che. sUrya prabhAte kizora, madhyAhe yuvAna ane sAMja paDatAM vRddha banI asta pAmI jAya che te prakAzane kheMcI laI aMdhakArane mUkate jAya che. A rIte prakAza ane aMdhakAra e pudgala svarUpa che. A rIte dareka vastuo para vicAra karaze te jaNAze ke AtmA sivAyanA pratyeka padArtho para che, pudgala svarUpa che, ane emAM kSaNe kSaNe parivartana thayA kare che. eka divasa badhuM cheDIne khAlI hAthe javAnuM che. sAthe kaMI laI javAnuM nathI te pachI AvA parivartanazIla padArtho para ATale badhe meha zuM rAkhe? je vastu nAzavaMta che ene meLavavA mATe ajJAnI jIva rAta-divasa tRSNavaMta banIne mahenata karyA kare che. ene meLavavAne mATe jIva keTalA pApa kare che ! senAnI bhUkhe vartAvela vAsa" :- eka vakhata eka gAmanA rAjAne evI laganI lAgI ke mAre jyAM maLe tyAMthI senuM lAvIne bheguM karavuM che, eTale eNe te lazkarane hukama karyo ke AjubAjunA badhA gAmamAM lUMTa calAvIne jeTaluM maLe teTaluM sonuM lAvIne mArA bhaMDAramAM bharo. rAjAne hukama thatAM sinya upaDyuM ne cAre tarapha lUMTa calAvI. leko trAhi trAhi pokArI gayA ke A zuM? A te rAjA che ke rAkSasa? vinA prajane zA mATe luMTa calAve che? ghaNAM gAmamAM lUMTa calAvI pachI pitAnA gAmamAM luMTa zarU karI. jemAM trAsa trAsa thaI gaye. je senuM na Ape tene rAjAnA

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zAradA siddhi 731 mANaso mArI nAMkhatA. leke maraNanA bhayathI DarIne bhAgavA lAgyA. mANasa bhAgIne gAmathI ghaNe dUra jaMgalamAM gayA, tyAre jhADa nIce eka mahAtmA beThA hatA. emanI pAse jaIne lokoe vinaMtI karI ke mahAtmAjI ! Apa te mahAna zaktizALI purUSa cho. amane bacAve.....amAruM rakSaNa kare. mahAtmAe kahyuM bhAI zuM che? tame ATalA badhA mANaso zA mATe bhayabhIta banIne Ama daDadaDa karI rahyA che ? tyAre leka AMkhamAM AMsu sAratA kahe che mahAtmA ! amArA gAmanA rAjAne senAnI bhUkha jAgI che. e lekene lUMTIne tenuM bheguM kare che. tenuM levAnI sAthe rAjAnA mANaso bIjuM ghaNuM lUMTI jAya che, ane kaMIkane mArI nAMkhe che. jyAM rakSaka ja bhakSaka banI gayo. tyAM ame kyAM jaIe ? ame gharabAra badhuM choDIne jIvavA mATe bhAgI chUTayA chIe. Apa A rAjAne samajAve ne amAruM rakSaNa kare. " rAjamahelamAM saMnyAsInuM Agamana -" A saMnyAsI mahAtmA khUba zaktidhArI hatA. emaNe vicAra karyo ke je mane zakti maLI che te mAre rAjAnI sAna ThekANe lAvavI joIe, ane A bicArA prajAjanonuM rakSaNa karavuM joIe. ema samajI dayALu mahAtmAe kahyuM he prajAjane! tame have kaI Daraze nahi ne kayAMya jazo nahi. tame badhA ahIM raheje. rAjAne samajAvavA jAuM chuM. mahAtmA te rAjA pAse AvyA. mahAtmAne AvatA joIne rAjA bolyA padhAro padhAro.mahAtmAjI! kema ApanuM Agamana thayuM ? tyAre mahAtmAe kahyuM mahArAjA ! tame bahu duHkhI che eTale huM tamane sukhI karavA Avyo chuM. bele, tamAre zuM joIe? tamane zuM duHkha che? tamAruM duHkha maTADavA mATe je cIjanI jarUra hoya te ApavA taiyAra chuM. " sanyAsI pAse rAjAe karelI mAMgaNuM -" rAjA vicAra karavA lAge ke aho! huM ke bhAgyavAna ke mahAtmA purUSa hAlI cAlIne mAruM duHkha maTADavA AvyA che. te huM zA mATe mAMgatA bhUluM? rAjA kahe che mahAtmA ! mane senuM bahu game che. sonuM maLe te sukha thAya. huM tamane badhAne pUchuM chuM ke tamArI pAse AvI rIte kaI mahAtmA Ave ne mAMgavAnuM kahe te zuM mAMgaze ? tame paNa e ja vicAra karaze ne ke atyAre nAnA bhAva AsamAne caDhI gayA che te tenuM mAMgI lauM. (hasAhasa) rAjAe sonuM mAMgyuM paNa e jagyAe keI samakitI jIva heta te evuM mAMgata ke he gurUdeva ! he bhagavaMta ! "ArUSNa bahilAbhaM, samAviramuttama riMtu....siddhA siddhi mama disatu." mane roga rahitapaNuM Ape jethI huM AtmasAdhanA karuM. mane samyaktvanI prApti thAo. jethI bhavaroga nAbUda karI anaMta siddha bhagavaMte birAje che evA siddhakSetramAM huM pahoMcI jAuM ne anaMta avyAbAdha sukha prApta karyuM, paNa rAjAne te tRNA hatI. e tRSNanA kAraNe duHkhI hatA, eTale sonuM mAMgyuM, tyAre mahAtmAe kahyuM. bhale, tamAre sonuM ja joIe ne ? mAruM vacana che ke

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732 zAradA siddhi tame je cIjane aDazo te badhI cIje sonAnI banI jaze. ema kahIne mahAtmA cAlyA gayA. rAjAne te AnaMdane pAra na rahyo. basa, have te huM jene aDIza te badhuM senAnuM thaI jaze, ema vicAra karIne rAjA siMhAsane beThA te siMhAsana sonAnuM banI gayuM. siMhAsanethI uThIne bhIMtane aDayA te bhIMta sonAnI banI gaI bAraNAne aDayA te bAraNuM senAnuM banI gayuM. rAjAne AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. harSamAM ne harSamAM rANIne mahele AvyA. rANe pUche che nAtha ! Aje ApanA mukha upara ATale badhe AnaMda zene che? tyAre rAjA kahe che je te kharI. Aje te mArA bhAgyane sitAro jAge che ke huM jene aDuM chuM te badhuM senAnuM banI jAya che. ema kahIne rANIne aDyA. te rANI sonAnI jaDa pUtaLI banIne jamIna para paDI gaI bIjI rANIo AvI ne ene aDayA to e paNa senAnI banI gaI. pachI te rAjA kaMIka dAsa dAsIone aDakayA te badhA senAnA pUtaLA banIne paDI gayA, eTale saunA manamAM thayuM ke A te rAjA jene aDe che te sonAnuM banI jAya che eTale keTalAka dAsadAsIo bhAgI gayA. rAjAnI kuMvarI vicAra karavA lAgI ke badhA ja jaDa pUtaLA banI jaze te pachI zuM thaze? e paNa gabharAI gaI. rAjA paNa gabharAI gayA. emaNe mAMgyuM tyAre A khyAla nahi ke AvuM banaze. rAjAne bhUkha bahu lAgI eTale kuMvarIne kahe che beTA ! mane khAvAnuM te Apa. bahu bhUkha lAgI che. kuMvarIe rAjAne thALamAM bhejana pIrasyuM. bhejananA thALane aDakyA te e bhajana paNa senAnuM banI gayuM. have zuM khAya ? samajANuM? ati lebha duHkha ane pApanuM mULa che. senuM game teTaluM hoya paNa kaMI bhUkha maTADI zake che? rAjAnA peTamAM bhUkhanA kAraNe baLatarA uThI che, paNa have zuM khAya? senAnA TukaDA khavAya? (hasAhasa) khAvAnuM te senAnuM banI gayuM, pachI rAjA kahe che beTA ! pANI te Apa. pANI ApyuM te e paNa senAne jADo rasa banI gaye. AthI rAjA bebAkaLA banI gayA ne bhUlathI kuMvarIne aDI gayA, te e paNa senAnI banI gaI. (hasAhasa) eTale rAjA pANI...pANI karatA gAma bahAra deDayAne taLAve pANI pIvA gayA te taLAva senAnu banI gayuM. vanaphaLa khAvA gayA te e paNa sonAnA banI gayA. rAjA jyAM gayAM ne jene aDyA che badhuM senAnuM banI gayuM. rAjA trAsa trAsa pAmI gayA ne mahAtmAne zodhavA lAgyA. have je mahAtmA maLe te emanI pAse jaIne emanuM vacana emane pAchuM ApI dauM. zedhatAM zodhatAM rAjA jyAM mahAtmA beThA hatA tyAM AvyA. mahAtmAnA caraNamAM mAthuM mUkIne kahe che huM te trAsa...trAsa pAmI gayo. mahAtmA! bacAvabacAve...mAre have sonuM nathI joItu. mahAtmAe kahyuM he rAjA ! te sonAnA mehamAM paDI tRSNanA pUramAM taNAIne keTalA lekone trAsa Ape? keTalAnA prANa tUTayA? ane sonAnA DhagalA bhegA

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zAradA siddhi karyo. zuM e sonuM tArI bhUkha ke tarasa maTADI zakayuM ? zuM e sonAnA DhagalA paralokamAM tArI sAthe Avaze? bela, have tuM keIne lUMTIza? rAjAe hAtha joDIne mahAtmAnI mAphI mAMgI ane kahyuM have huM kaMI jIvane trAsa nahi ApuM, ane jenuM lIdhuM che te badhuM jAherAta karAvIne pAchuM ApI daIza. evuM vacana ApyuM tyAre mahAtmAe kahyuM ke bhalejA, have tArA aDakavAthI je je cIje sonAnI banI gaI che te tArA aDakavAthI pAchI hatI tevI banI jaze. ema kahIne pitAnI zakti pAchI kheMcI lIdhI ne badhuM hatuM tevuM banI gayuM, chevaTe rAjAne moha utarI gaye. ahIM cimuttani paNa brahmadatta cakavatine kahe che he rAjana! tane jene moha che, jenI tRSNa che tene mane moha ke tRSNA nathI. mane te tArA saMsAranA ekeka padArtho duHkhadAyI lAge che. A saMsAramAM kayAMya zAMtinuM sthAna nathI. Aje A duHkha te kAle bIjuM duHkha. Ajane karoDapati hajAro nakarone hukama kare che ne bhAgya palaTAtA kAle emane zeThane hukama pALavAno vakhata Ave che. jyAM juo tyAM duHkhanI hAya baLatarA sivAya A saMsAramAM koI nathI, mATe kahuM chuM ke he brahmadatta ! mane te tArI dayA Ave che. je tAre sAcuM sukha joIe te mArA gharamAM AvI jA. haju cittamuni AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra "tapanI sIDIo caDhatA bhImasena rAjA" - bhImasenarAjA, suzIlA - rANI ane baMne bALake badhA AnaMdathI rahe che. bhImasenanA manamAM thayuM ke zubha karmanA udayathI badhuM sukha maLyuM che te huM mArA AtmA mATe kaMI dharma sAdhanA karI lauM! ema vicAra karIne eka zubha divase vardhamAna tapane prAraMbha karyo. A samaye vijayasena tathA sucanAe bhImasenane khUba samajAvyo ne kahyuM hamaNAM tame khUba duHkha veThayA che. zarIra sAva sUkAI gayuM che mATe hamaNuM tame khamI jAo. thoDA vakhata pachI tapa karaje. dharmArAdhanA karavA mATe zarIra sAdhana che, mATe hamaNAM zarIrane sAcave, tapa na karo. dharmArAdhanA kare paNa tapa karavA utAvaLa na karo. bhImasene kahyuM-bhAI! Aje mane je kaMI tamArA saunA prema ane AdarasatkAra maLe, rahevA mATe suMdara AvAsa, khAvA mATe miSTAnna, paheravA suMdara vastro vigere je kaMI maLyuM te sau dharmane pratApa che. mahAna ugra tapasvI dharmazeSa munine dIdhelA supAtra dAnanuM A phaLa che. tapathI te mAro AtmA ane kAyA baMne nirmaLa thaze. mATe tame mArI ciMtA na karo, tapanA prabhAvathI badhuM sAruM thaI jaze. bhImasenanI tapa karavAnI aMtima IcchA jeIne vijayasena tathA sucanA kaMI bolI zakyA nahi. jIvanA jambara puNya hoya tyAre Ave tapa karavAnI bhAvanA thAya che, tapanI sAthe sAthe sAmAyika pratikramaNa vigere dharmakriyA karavA lAgyA. suzIlA ane baMne putra paNa sAthe ghamarAdhanA karavA lAgyA.

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734 zAradA siddhi eka divasa vijayasena rAjA ane bhImasena baMne darabAramAM beThA hatA. rAjadarabAra ThaTha bhara hatuM. te samaye vijyasena rAjAe subhaTone hukama karyo ke mArA vaDIla baMdhu samAna bhImasena rAjAne trAsa ApanAra lakSmIpati zeTha, bhadrAzeThANI ane pelA cArane traNene ahIM mArI sAme hAjara karo, eTale subhaToe hAthapagamAM beDI sahita traNene hAjara karyA. rAjAe zeTha-zeThANI sAme AMkha lAla karIne joyuM ne krodhathI bolyA he zeTha! tame A bhImasena rAjAne eka mahine mAtra be rUpiyAne pagAra ApIne divasa ugyAthI rAta sudhI kALI majUrI karAvI ane A tamArI patnIe te hada vALI che sukamaLa suzIlA pAse gajA uparAMta kAma karAvyA chatAM peTabhara khAvA dIdhuM nathI. paganI lAta mArI, mUThThA mAryA, bALakane bAMdhI dIdhA, eTalethI na patyuM teonA mAthe khoTuM kalaMka caDhAvyuM ne kAne na saMbhaLAya tevA vacane kahyA ne gharamAMthI kADhI mUkayA. he pApaNu! tane eTalethI zAMti na vaLI ke pachI ene jhUMpaDImAMthI bahAra kADhI jhUMpaDI jalAvI dIdhI. have tame kSamAnA bilakula adhikArI nathI. tame te mAnavane na zobhe evA kArya karIne ApaNuM nagarane kalaMkti karyuM che, mATe tamane ane bhImasena tathA suzIlAnA dAgInAnI corI karanAra cora e traNe ne phAMsIe caDhAvavAnI zikSA karuM chuM ema kahI subhaTane kahyuM jAo, A traNene phAMsIe caDhAvI de. ja zeTha-zeThANa ane cAra traNe jaNA mRtyunA bhayathI dhrujI uThayA. maravuM tene game che? e traNe ya AtmAoe pitAnI bhUla kabUla karI ne kahyuM pharI AvuM kadI nahi karIe. amAro aparAdha kSame, paNa rAjAe kahyuM nA huM mApha nahi karuM. Aje tamane zikSA karuM te bIjA AvuM karatA bhUlI jAya. A traNe gunegAro maraNanA bhayathI phaphaDI uThayA che. A joIne dharmAtmA evA bhImasenane temanI khUba dayA AvI. te rAjAne kahe che A nagaramAM huM behAla dazAmAM Avyo tyAre mane emaNe sauthI pahelA Azare Ape che tethI emane mArA upara anahada upakAra che. A zeThe te mAnavatAnuM kAma karyuM hatuM. amane bane teTalI sukha sagavaDa karI ApI hatI paNa zeThANIe na karavAnuM ghaNuM karyuM che ne na belAya tevuM belyA che. chatAM have emanA mukha sAme najara karo, emane emanA pApane pazcAtApa thaI rahyo che. emane hAthapagamAM beDI paherAvI tethI emanI Ijajata te gaI, AthI bIjI kaMI vadhu zikSA ! mATe mArI namra vinaMtI che ke tame emane mukta karI do. keIne deSa nathI. A karmanA khela che ! rAjAe corane paNa khUba dhamakAvya. bola! have cerI karIza? cere cerI nahi karavAnI pratijJA lIdhI. bhImasenanA kahevAthI vijayasena rAjAe traNene baMdhanathI mukta karyA, eTale zeTha zeThANuM ane cera traNe jaNA kRtajJa bhAve bhImasenanA pagamAM paDayA ne vAraMvAra emane upakAra mAnavA lAgyA. baMdhuo ! upakAra upara upakAra te so kare che paNa bhImasene te apakAra upara upakAra karyo. A traNe jIvene jIvatadAna apAvI senAmahera ApIne

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735 zAradA siddhi khuza karyo ne javAnI rajA ApI tyAre sabhAmAM beThelA prajAjanee bhImasenane jaya jayakAra bolAvyo. traNe AtmAo bhImasena tathA vijyasenane namana karI bhImasenanI udAratA ane dayALutAnA guNagAna karatA cAlyA gayA, pachI sabhA visarjana thaI. sAMje pratikramaNa karyA pachI bhImasenane vicAra che ke mArI pAse have dhananI kamI nathI, saMsAranA kAryo te ghaNuM karyA ne haju karIza paNa A gAmamAM mAruM dravya duHkha dUra thayuM te huM bhAva duHkha TALavA mATe eka bhavya dharmasthAnaka baMdhAvuM. A pramANe vicAra karI vijayasenanI salAha laI e zubha kAryane prAraMbha karyo. ghaNuM bhavya dharmasthAnaka banAvyuM. bIjI tarapha dAnazALA zarU karI. bhImasena rAjA dharmasthAnakanuM udghATana karavAne vicAra karatA hatA tyAM banyuM evuM ke e dharmasthAnakanA mukhya daravAjAnI kamAna tUTI gaIeTale pharIthI banAvI te pachI tUTI gaI. ema ghaNI vakhata banyuM tyAre rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke Ama kema bane che? A daivI prameya che ke kArIgaronuM kAma barAbara nathI. zuM che? have rAjA enuM kAraNa zodhaze ne zuM banaze tene bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 76 Aso suda punamane zukravAra tA. 5-10-79 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI zAstrakAra bhagavAnanA mukhamAMthI jharelI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. jene ApaNe jinavANI kahIe chIe. jinavANIe bhavyatAnA bhAgyane jenAra joSI che. nivRtti nagarIe javA mATenuM jaMkazana che, ane Atma gharane svaccha karavA mATenI sAvaraNI che. ApaNe tyAM cauda pUrvanA sAra rUpa navapada-AyaMbIlanI oLInA maMgalakArI divaso cAlI rahyA che. emAM ApaNe paMca parameSThi padanI ArAdhanA karI. emanA guNa jJAna-darzana-cAritra ane tapa che. temAM Aje chellA pada tapanI ArAdhanA karavAne Aje pavitra divasa che. navapadanA ekeka akSaramAM alaukika zakti rahelI che. sauthI paheluM pada "namo arihaMtANuM" nA sAta akSara sAta bhayane nAza kare che. namo arihaMtANuMne jApa karanArane jagatamAM koI jAtane bhaya rahetuM nathI. paMca parameSThInI godamAM besatAM niSkapatA, abhayatA ane amaratA prApta karAve che. parameThIne hRdayamAM dhAraNa karatAM mAruM e sAcuM "nA jherane nikAza thAya che ane "sAcuM e mAruM " nA amRtanI AyAta thAya che. ratna ciMtAmaNI, kalpavRkSa, kAmakuMbha ane kAmaghenuM maLyA pachI dhULanI kiMmata samajanAre, kAdavane kiMmatI mAnanAro jagatamAM hInatAne prApta kare che, tema paMca parameSThIne prApta karyA pachI patnI, putra parivAra, saMpatti, baMgalA, bagIcA,

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zAradA riti gADI-moTara, TelIphena, TelIvIjhana, nATaka-sinemA ane phanIcara rUpI dhULa-kAMkarAne kimatI kahenArA, mahApurUSanI dRSTie te dayAne pAtra bane che. lehacuMbakathI jema lekhaMDa kheMcAIne Ave che tema mahAmaMtra navakArathI sarva guNe kheMcAIne Ave che, Atma kalyANa mATe karelI namaskAra mahAmaMtranI sAdhanAthI jIvana zuddha bane che. mahAmaMtranA sAdhakane khAvuM, pIvuM, haravuM, pharavuM ne levuM levuMnI bUmo mAratAM asaMtoSIo te saLagatA dAvAnaLamAM baLatA dekhAya che. emane joIne te emane karUNuM utpanna thAya che. viratinA pariNAma vinA janma-maraNanI zaMkhalAo tUTI zakatI nathI. vivekanI sAcI prApti thaI zakatI nathI. virAgI banavAnI taka sAMpaDavI muzkela bane che AvuM tava mahAmaMtranA sAdhakone heje samajAI gayuM hoya che. vipattionA varasAdamAM samAdhine vijaya davaja pharakAvanAra, kaparI kasoTInA kaSTomAM uttIrNa bananArA gurU samaparNatAnI vAMsalaDInA mIThA sUromAM AnaMda mAnanArA, ahita karanAranuM paNa kSamA maMtrathI vazIkaraNa karanArA, AvA lAkha, karoDa ke abaja nahi paNa anaMta anaMta mahAtmAonuM smaraNa, vaMdana ane guNakIrtana karavAnuM sadbhAgya mahAmaMtra gaNavAthI maLI jAya che. - baMdhuo! vikrama saMvata mAne ke vIra saMvata mAne, IslAma saMvatanA kelenDara svIkAro ke zAke varSane apanAve paNa darekane maraNa te nakkI che, paraMtu maraNa pachI na thAya ane zAzvata sukha maLe evuM ApanAra te namaskAra mahAmaMtra che, maraNanuM paNa maraNa karanAra dayALu paMca parameSThI bhagavAna che. keIpaNa jIve duHkhI na thAo, jagatanA saghaLA ja sukha pAme. AvI sumadhura bhAvanAnA rasa ghUMTaDA jema jema hRdayamAM utare che tema tema AtmAne morale thanaganI uThe che. jevI rIte meghanA gaDagaDATathI mayUra nAce che tevI rIte maitrI Adi bhAvanAnA AcaraNathI Atma mayura nAcI uThe che ne khilakhilATa karI mUke che. siddha bhagavaMtanA sukho jeNe jANyA che ane te A saMsAranA nirmAlya ane kaThera sukhomAM AnaMda AvatuM nathI. tuccha lAge che. jeNe baMgalAnI moja mANI heya tene jhuMpaDAmAM rahevuM pasaMda paDatuM nathI. jene roja mevA-mIThAI ane malAI maLatI hoya te lUkhA bhajana zene Aroge? navalakhA hAra ane kehInura jene maLatA hoya te kAMkarAmAM moha pAme khare ? mAna sarovaranA haMsane gaMdA ane gaMdhAtA pANInA khAbociyAmAM rahevuM game kharuM? nA. tema je jinazAsanane sAco premI hoya te kSaNika sukhamAM lapaTAya kharo? tenI mITa te mokSanA zAzvata sukha tarapha hoya ane te namaskAra maMtranA dhyAnathI maLe che, himAlayanA evaresTa para cAlIne javuM hoya te keTalI mahenata karavI joIe? tema siddhonA zaileSamAM javuM hoya te tenA karatAM anaMta gaNI mahenata karavAnI jarUra

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737 zAradA siddhi che, ane tene mATe sarvavirati banI zakAya te zreSTha che ane je te na banI zakAya te dezaviratinI jhaLahaLatI Azadhana vadhAravI paDaze. siddha gatine prApta karavA mATe purUSArthanI pagadaMDIe jemaNe prayANa karyuM che evA cittamuni saMyamanA jhulaNe jhulI rahyA che tyAre brahmadatta cakravarti saMsAranI gaMdhAtI kAdavathI bharelI khAImAM rUlI rahyo che, ane cittamunine evA sukha jogavavA mATe AmaMtraNa ApI rahyA che. emanA eka ja bhAva che ke mAro bhAI mArA ghera Ave, mArA mahela, bhaMDAra, saMpatti ane suMdarIone juve te emane bhAna thAya che ke mAruM sukha kevuM che? joyA vinA emane kayAMthI khabara paDe? eka vakhata rasa cAkhaze te pachI sAdhupaNAmAM javAnuM nAma nahi le. bhegarasika ivenI kevI tuccha ane halakI bhAvanA hoya che! sUyagaDAyaMga sUtramAM bhagavAne kahyuM che ke bhegarasika jIve tyAgInI pAse jaIne kevuM kevuM bele che. ciraM dRicjamANassa, doso dANiM kuo tavaM / pharavA ii nimatteti, navA vAyAM a. 3 u. 2 gAthA 19 he munivara ! Ape ghaNAM dIrghakALa sudhI saMyamanA anuSThAne karyA te have bhogo bhegavatAM Apane kayAMthI deSa lAge? eTale deSa nahi lAge. AvI rIte cakavati, rAjA, mahArAjA Adi taraphathI sAdhune AmaMtraNa ApIne jema ke sUara-bhUMDane cAvalanA dANAnuM pralebhana ApIne phasAvI mAre che evI rIte sAdhune bhegenuM AmaMtraNa ApI sAdhuone phasAvI saMyama mArgathI bhraSTa karAve che. baMdhuo! je raMgarAgamAM rame che te AtmAo sAdhune kevA kevA vacane kahe che ne kevA kevA pralebhane Ape che? jema zikArI bhUMDane pakaDavA cokhAnuM pralobhana Ape che, mAchImAra mAchalAne jALamAM phasAvavA loTanI goLInuM pralebhana Ape che ema bhegI purUSe tyAgIne bhoganuM AmaMtraNa Ape che ne pAchA kahe che ke have tamane deSa nahi lAge. are ! samaje. jema eka viSanI goLI se varSanA mANasane mArI nAMkhe che, eka agnine taNakho lAkha maNa rUnI gaMjIne bhasmIbhUta karI nAMkhe che tema eka ja divasane asaMyama, bhogane ekaja taNakhe hajAro varSo sudhI kaSTa veThIne ugra sAdhanA karIne je lAbha meLavyo hoya che tene bALIne bhasmIbhUta karI nAMkhe che, paNa jenuM mana merU jevuM aDela che. nizcita che ene hajAro prabhane maLe chatAM e phasAtuM nathI. jenI rageragamAM saMyamanI laganI che ene game teTalA kaTo paDe, pralobhana maLe chatAM e saMsAramAM lebhAtuM nathI. A te meM tyAgInI vAta karI paNa kaMIka saMsArI che je dharmamAM aDela zraddhAvAna hoya che tevA che paNa game tevA kaTo paDe chatAM dharmamAM kevA aDola rahe che. enA aMtaramAM dharma pratye evI zradadhAne dipaka pragaTele hoya che ke dharmanA pratApe kadI duHkha AvatuM nathI. ema samajI zA. 93

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738 zAradA siddhi zraddhApUrvaka dharma kare che, ane aneka prakAre dharmArAdhanA karIne pitAnuM jIvana ujajavaLa banAve che. evA eka daDhavamI ane bhaktivaMta zeThanuM dRSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka vakhata eka moTA zaheramAM kaI mahAna jaina AcArya ghaNuM zikhyaparivAra sahita padhAryA. bhAvika bhavya AcArya bhagavaMtanI vANI suNavA AvavA lAgyA. mahArAjanI vANImAM jAdu hatuM. je kaI eka vakhata sAMbhaLavA Ave ene bIje divase AvavAnuM mana thAya ja. be divasamAM te care ne cauTe mahArAjanI amRtavANInI prazaMsA thavA lAgI. hajAro mANasenI medanI bharAya che. bhavya jIve vANI sAMbhaLIne pitAnuM jIvana dhanya banAve che. A nagaramAM zAmaLadAsa nAme eka zrImaMta zeTha vasatA hatA. e daDhavamI hatA. Aje priyadhamI ghaNuM che paNa daDhadhamI zrAvakane tUTo che. jinazAsana mATe jAta hAmI denAra AmAMthI keTalA ? A zeTha saMsAranA hajAro kAma paDatA mUkIne vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA mATe samayasara hAjara thaI jatAM ane mahArAjanA mukhamAMthI nIkaLatI vItarAga vANInI zItaLa saravANInA pravAhamAM gaLAbUDa khUMcI jatA. samaya kyAM sudhI sarakI jAya che ene khyAla paNa rahetuM nathI. mahArAja dararoja judA judA viSaya upara vyAkhyAna pharamAvatA hatA. vyAkhyAnamAM bhagavAnanA vacanAnusAra kahetA hatA ke aho bhavya jI ! ApaNuM zarIra vinazvara che. tame ene game teTaluM sAcavazo paNa e te eka divasa mATImAM maLI janAru ane je khAkhamAM khapI janAruM che. AvuM A khataranAka zarIra je enA mUlya rUpe oLakhAI jAya te kAma thaI jAya, pachI enA dvArA AtmA azarIra banavAnuM bhagIratha purUSArtha kheDI ajara amara, ne azarIrI banI jIvananuM carama ne parama dhyeya prApta karI kRtArtha banI zake, mATe A kAyAthI kAma kADhI le, jIvanamAM namratA ane saraLatA lA. niMdA kathalI cheDo "namratA eka evo guNa che ke je jIvanamAM prAyaH badhA sadaguNane kheMcI lAve che ane ahaM evI cIja che ke je jIvanamAM prAyaH badhA guNene kheMcI lAve che." mATe keIne doSa jevAnA choDIne guNa grahaNa karavA hoya te guNAnurAgI bane. AcAryazrI evI suMdara zailImAM upadeza ApatA ke sAMbhaLanAranA magajamAM vAta utarI jatI. eka vakhata mahArAje vyAkhyAnamAM pharamAvyuM ke tamane je tamArA puNyathI lakSmI maLI hoya te tame lakSamInA dAsa na banazo paNa lakSmInA pati bane. lakSmInA dAsa kevaLa lakSmInuM rakSaNa karI jANe che jyAre lakSamIpati lakSmIne dharmanA mArgo sadupayoga karI sadgatine bhAgI banI zake che, mATe tamane je lakSamI maLI che tene sadupayoga karo. dharmArAdhanA karo, karo ane jo tame na karI zakatA ho te je kaMI kare che tene karavAmAM uttejana Ape. gurUdevanI vANI sAMbhaLIne kaMIka e pratyAkhyAna karyA. kaI tapamAM joDAyA, koIe dAna karavAmAM lakSmIne sadupayoga karyo. jenAthI je banI zake te jIvanamAM apanAvyuM.

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zAradA siddhi 739 zAmaLadAsa zeThanI bhavya udAratA" - zAmaLadAsa zeTha pAse karoDanI saMpatti hatI. teo dhanane dAnamAM vAparyA karatA hatA. emaNe Aja sudhImAM ghaNAM sukRtya karyA hatA. dharmArAdhanA paNa khUba karatA hatA. dAnane pravAha paNa cAlu hate. A zaheramAM jenenI vastI ghaNI hatI paNa dharmasthAnaka ghaNuM junuM ne nAnuM hatuM eTale jyAre keI vidvAna sAdhu sAdhvIjI padhAratA tyAre khUba mAnavamedanI bharatI hatI ne besavAnI khUba saMkaDAza paDatI hatI, tethI zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke huM A dharmasthAnaka pAyAmAMthI navuM baMdhAvIne mArI lakSamIne sadvyaya karuM. hajAro ja dharmasthAnakamAM AvIne dharmArAdhanA karaze ene mane mahAna lAbha maLaze. ema vicArI zeThe saMgha samakSa vAta raju karI. saunA dilamAM khUba AnaMda thayo. zubha divase e kAryane prAraMbha karyo. dharmasthAnaka nAnuM ane junuM hatuM eTale zeThe AjubAjunA khAlI ane junA makAne hatA temanA mAlikane dhana ApI vecAtA laI lIdhA. e makAno tathA junA dharmasthAnakane teDIne pAyAmAMthI navuM banAvavAno prAraMbha karyo. zeTha paisA kharacavAmAM pAchI pAnI kare tevA na hatA. pANInI jema paisA kharcavA mAMDayA. nagarajane zeThanI udAratAnA be moDhe prazaMsA karatA ke zuM zeThanI bhAvanA che! dhanya che emanI udAratAne ! emane dhana maLyuM che te sArthaka che. zeTha paNa utsAhathI kArya karatA hatA. A zAmaLadAsa zeThane zIlavatI nAme patnI hatI. e paNa dharmanI anurAgI hatI. patinI AvI udAra bhAvanA joIne te harSa anubhavatI hatI. mananI manamAM rahI gaI" :- baMdhuo ! ghaNI vakhata evuM bane che ne ke mANasanA AdarelA kAryo adhUrA rahI jAya che. dhAryuM kAma pAra pADatAM aneka muzkelIo AvIne ubhI rahe che. ahIM paNa evuM ja banyuM. acAnaka zeThanA vahepAramAM moTI khoTa AvI. pAse hatuM te nANuM kharcAI rahyuM hatuM ne navI Avaka baMdha thaI gaI dhIme dhIme evI paristhiti AvIne ubhI rahI ke zeThane be TaMka roTInA sAMsA paDI gayA. dhamaSTha ane pavitra zeTha zeThANIe jIvanamAM samajaNa AvyA pachI kadI kaI jIvane dubhAvyA nathI, paNa emanA keI pUrvabhavanA pApakarmane udaya thayo. zeTha zeThANInA mAthe vIjaLI tUTI paDI. paisA khUTayA eTale dharmasthAnakanuM kAma baMdha thaI gayuM. zeThazeThANIne potAne mAthe duHkha AvyuM tenI ciMtA ke duHkha na hatuM, paNa je utsAha ane umaMgabhera dharma sthAnaka banAvavuM hatuM te adhUruM rahyuM tenuM khUba duHkha hatuM. dharmasthAnakanI sAme dekhe ne AMkhamAMthI bera bera jeTalA AMsu TapakI paDe che. - aho bhagavAna ! mArA kayA bhavanA pApakarmo udayamAM Avyo ke eka zubha kArya pUruM na karI zakya! dhamIjane dharmArAdhanA kayAM jaIne karaze ? jyAM sudhI zeThanI pAse lakamI hatI tyAM sudhI temanI AjubAju seMkaDe mANaso vIMTaLAIne rahetA. Aje zeThane AzvAsananA be zabdo kahenAra keI na hatuM. sagAsabaMdhI dUra bhAgI gayA. gaI

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740 zAradA siddhi kAla sudhI je zeTha upara prazaMsAnA puSpa veratA hatA te badhA Aje zeThanI kaMgALatA upara kaDavA veNanA paththaro pheMkI kALajAne vadhI rahyA hatA. zeTha zeThANI maunapaNe badhuM sAMbhaLI letA. kahevAya nahi, sahevAya nahi ane rahevAya nahi evI emanI sthiti hatI paNa zuM thAya? atyAre emanA hAthanI vAta na hatI. eka vakhata zeThANIe zeThane kahyuM. nAtha ! Ama ciMtA karavAthI kaMI vaLavAnuM nathI, chatAM purUSArtha karavo joIe. jethI ApaNA prArabdha ADethI pAMdaDuM khasI jAya. zeThe kahyuM zIlavatI ! tArI vAta sAcI che paNa purUSArtha zenA sahAre karuM? Aja sudhI te vahepAra khUba karyo che. have te majurI maLI zake tema nathI ne huM karI zakuM tema paNa nathI, ane vahepAra mATe te nANAMnI jarUra paDe, tyAre zeThANIe zeThane kahyuM ke nAtha! Apa mArA piyara jAo. mArA pitAjI khUba sukhI che, huM mArA mAtA pitAnI ekanI eka lADIlI dIkarI chuM. meM Aja sudhI kaMI lIdhuM nathI, mATe mane khAtrI che ke ApaNI AvI duHkhI sthitimAM jarUra sahAya karaze. zIlavatI ! A jagatamAM saghaLe svArthanI sagAI che. sukhamAM vagara mAMge denAra ghaNuM hoya che paNa duHkhamAM te dilathI dilAso denAra paNa bahu ochA hoya che, mATe duHkhanA vakhate huM nahi jAuM paNa zIlavatIe khUba Agraha karyo eTale javA taiyAra thayA. zIlavatIe jema tema karI maracuM-mIThuM, tela nAMkhI sAta ATha DhebarA banAvI eka DabbAmAM bharI ApyA. te laIne zeTha gherathI nIkaLyA tyAre emaNe aThThamanA paccakhANa karyA. traNa divasa te khAvuM na hatuM eTale bapore kayAMka theDI vAra visAmo letA, sAMje pratikramaNa karatA, rAtre jhADa nIce sUI jatAM ne savAre pratikramaNa karIne cAlatA, A rIte cAlatAM cothA divase savAramAM navakArazI paccakhANa pUrA thayA ne eka taLAva AvyuM eTale zeThe vicAra karyo ke A sasarAnuM gAma AvI gayuM, pachI bhAtAnI jarUra nahi rahe. huM Aje ahIM besIne pAraNuM karI lauM. ema vicAra karI zeThe hAtha paga dhaMI taLAvanI pALe besI navakArazI paccakhANa pAnyA. jaMgalamAM saMtane dAna devAne maLela apUrva lAbha" :- DabbAmAMthI DhebarA ne maracuM kADhIne bhAvanA bhAve che ke keI munirAjane lAbha maLI jAya to kevuM sAruM ! kharekhara mANasanI zuddha bhAvanA hoya te phaLyA vinA rahetI nathI. AvI bhAvanA bhAvIne zeTha cAre tarapha najara kare che te dUrathI jenanA sAdhune AvatA joyA, eTale zeThane harSane pAra na rahyo. AMkhamAM harSanA AMsu AvI gayA. dhanya ghaDI ne dhanya bhAgya! mAre te jaMgalamAM maMgala thayuM. sAta ATha pagalA sAme jaIne kahyuM padhAre gurUdeva ! mane pAvana kare. Aje mAre aThThama tapanuM pAraNuM che. mArA mATe bhAtuM lAvyo chuM. te vaherIne mane pAvana kare. munirAje dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAva joIne pAtra dharyuM. zeThe badhA DhebarA upADyA, paNe mahArAje kahyuM bhAI! eka ja vaherAve. paNa

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wlq zAradA siddhi zeThe te utkRSTa bhAve badhA DhebarA vaherAvI dIdhA. pite zuM khAze tenI ciMtA na karI. saMtane vahorAvI vaMdana karIne pUchayuM bhagavaMta! Apa kayAM padhArI rahyA che? eTale saMte kahyuM. bhAI! Aje mAre mAsakhamaNanuM pAraNuM che, tethI najIkanA zaheramAM pAraNA mATe nirdoSa AhAranI gaveSaNa karavA jato hato. A sAMbhaLI zeThane khUba AnaMda thayo. ahe, mane lAbha te maLe, te paNa mA khamaNanA upavAsI tapasvIne! AvA duHkhamAM paNa mArA puNyane sitAre jhagamage che. muni ta vahorIne gayA paNa zeThanA haiyAmAM harSa samAtuM nathI. sADA traNa koDa romarAya pulakita banI gayA ne jANe pAraNuM karyuM hoya tevI mukha upara tejasvItA AvI gaI. dAnanA puNyano mAMgelo bhAga - zeTha cAlatAM cAlatAM nagaramAM gayA. nagaranI vacce zeThanI moTI peDhI che. sasarAe ne sALAe zeThane AvatA joyA, eTale zeThane vIMTaLAI vaLyA. zeThanI AvI paristhiti thaI gaI che tenI khabara na hatI tethI khUba premathI svAgata karyuM ne ghera laI gayA. tyAM sAsue svAgata karyuM. khUba premathI jamADayA ne potAnI dIkarIne khabara aMtara pUchyA. be traNa divasa te zeThane khammA khammA karyA. Agraha karIne rokyA, pachI Ama ekalA acAnaka AvavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM eTale zeThe badhI hakIkata jaNAvI dIdhI. sAsue kahyuM kAle vAta. zeTha samajI gayA ke kAle nA ja pADavAnA che paNa zuM kare che e to jeuM. rAtre sAsune daivika avAja Avyo ke tamArA jamAIe tamArA gAmanA taLAvanI pALe mA khamaNanA eka tapasvI munine DhebarA vahorAvIne jabaradasta puNya bAMdhyuM che, tethI ene puNyane sitAro camakI rahyo che mATe tame munine dAna ApIne bAMdhelA puNyane cothA bhAga mAMgIne e jeTaluM dhana mAMge teTaluM Apaje. savAre sAsue potAnA patine tathA putrone vAta karI, eTale sALA, sasarA ane sAsujIe bhegA thaIne zeThane kahyuM-jamAIrAja! ame tame mAMge teTaluM dhana ApavA taiyAra chIe paNa ApaNe sATA pATA karIe. tamAruM amane Ape ne amAruM tamane ApIe. zeThe kahyuM mArI pAse to kaMI che ja nahi. zenA sATApATA karavAnA che? tyAre kahe che ke tame taLAvanI pALe sAdhune vaherAvIne baMdhelAM puNyane ce bhAga amane Ape. badalAmAM tame je mAMgaze te ame ApavA taiyAra chIe, eTale zeThanA manamAM vicAra Avyo ke zuM puNya kaMI vecavAnuM hoya? saMpatti maLe ke nA maLe enI ciMtA nathI. e puNyanA badalAmAM mAre kaMI joItuM nathI. "zeThanI daDhatA":- zeThe vicAra karIne kahyuM puNya kaMI kharIdavAnI cIja nathI. ene kaMI sATA pATA na thAya. mAre puNya ApIne paisA levA nathI, eTale tarata sAsu, sasarA ane sALAoe meM bagADIne kahyuM-te eka rAtI pAI paNa nahi maLe. zAmaLazA zeThe kahyuM-bhale, te huM jAuM chuM. ema kahIne ravAnA thayA paNa. keIe

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742 zAradA sili zeThane Avajo eTaluM paNa na kahyuM. zeTha tyAMthI nIkaLyA tyAre pAcho aThThama karyo. navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karatAM cAlyA jAya che. manamAM kheda ke mUMjhavaNa nathI. cAlatAM cAlatA traNa divasa pasAra thaI gayA. pitAnuM nagara DuM dUra hatuM. zeTha vicAra karavA lAgyA ke huM khAlI jaIza te zIlavatI nirAza thaI jaze. have mAre zuM karavuM? tyAM ja emanI najara nadInA geLamaToLa patharA upara paDI. zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke A nadImAM paththaro camakI rahyA che. tene poTalI bAMdhIne laI jAuM te zIlavaMtIne thaze ke kaMIka laIne AvyA che. ema samajI zeThe nadIne camakatA patharAnuM pioTaluM bAMdhI mAthe mUkI sIdhA ghera AvyA. zIlavatI pitAnA patinI rAha joI rahI hatI. patine moTuM piTaluM laIne AvatAM joIne te harakhAI gaI ne doDatI sAme jaIne piTaluM laI lIdhuM. enA manamAM te ema che ke mArA piyarathI ghaNuM lAvyA che paNa zeTha te manamAM samaje che ke zuM lAvyo chuM? eTale eka rUmamAM jaIne sUI gayA. - " zIlavatInI adhIrAI":- zIlavatInA manamAM adhIrAI AvI gaI ke mArA piyarathI zuM lAvyA che? huM jaladI joI lauM. amArI bahenane A svabhAva hoya che eTale eNe eraDAmAM jaIne pioTaluM choDayuM te lAkhanI kiMmatanA aMdhAre ajavALA pAthare evA ekeka rane hatA. A joIne zeThANI khuza khuza thaI gayA ne manamAM dhImethI bolI uThyA ke aho ! huM mArA mAtA-pitA ane bhAIone keTalI vahAlI che ke duHkhI avasthAmAM dIkarIne ApatAM pAchuM vALIne joyuM nathI. savAre zeThane pAraNuM che eTale zeThANI tarata upaDyA ne jhaverIne tyAM eka ratna vecIne savA lAkha rUpiyA laI AvyA ne pAraNAnI kula taiyArI karI. A joIne chokarAo harakhAI gayA ne kahyuM-pitAjI ! cAle..cAle jaladI jamavA. zeTha te pitAnA nitya niyamathI paravArIne bahAra AvyA eTale zIlavatIe kahyuM nAtha ! navakArasI AvI gaI che. have pAraNuM karo. badhI taiyArI joIne kahyuM ane zeThANI ! tame A zuM karyuM? devuM karIne mArA pAraNA mATe ATalI cIjo banAvavAnuM zuM prayojana? pAraNuM te pANIthI paNa thaI jAya, tyAre zIlavatIe harSabhera kahyuM are...Apa A zuM bolyA ? mArA mAtA pitAe tamane ApavAmAM kayAM kamInA rAkhI che ke huM kharcavAmAM pAchI paDuM? zeThe kahyuM-tArA mA-bApe mane zuM ApyuM che? zIlavatIe kahyuM. zuM kema vaLI ? ATalA badhA kiMmatI ratna to ApyA che ! ema kahIne zeThANIe zeThanI sAme ratnane Dhagalo karyo. tyAM te aMdhAre jhAkajhamALa ajavALA thaI gayA. zeTha badhI vAta samajI gayA. zeTha zeThANIne athathI Iti sudhInI badhI vAta karI, ane kahyuM ke tArA mAtA pitAnuM AmAM kaMI ja nathI. huM te patharA bAMdhI lAvyuM hatuM paNa mA khamaNanA tapasvI munine ApelA dAnanA prabhAve patharA divya rane banI gayA. zeThANIne AnaMdane

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zAradA sili pAra na rahyo. sAthe saMsAranuM svarUpa paNa samajAI gayuM. have zeThane paisAnI kamInA na hatI. temaNe rane vecIne dharmasthAnakanuM kAma pahelA zarU karI dIdhuM. pachI vahepAra dhaMdhA zarU karyA ane niyama karyo ke jyAM sudhI dharmasthAnakanuM kArya pUruM na thAya tyAM sudhI alUNa AyaMbIla karavA ne brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM. zeTha-zeThANIe AvI pratijJA karI. have zeThane puNyadaya thayo eTale dhaMdhAmAM je paisA boTavAI gayA hatA te badhA pAchA AvyA. sagAM nehIo, mitra, kuTuMbIo paNa pahelAnI jema zeThanA paDayA bola jhIlavA lAgyA. paNa have te zeThane bhAna thaI gayuM ke saMsAra ke asAra ne svArthamaya che! gheDA samayamAM suMdara dharmasthAnaka taiyAra thaI gayuM. zeTha zeThANanI bhAvanA pUrNa thaI. emanA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. dharmArAdhanA khUba thavA lAgI. TUMkamAM je lakSamInA dAsa bane che te jIvanamAM vinAzane netare che, ane je lakSmIne sadupayoga kare che te jIvanane dhanya banAvI zake che. Aje oLIne chello divasa che. Aje tapanI ArAdhanA karavAnI che. tapathI purANa karmone kSaya thAya che, mATe tapanI ArAdhanA karavI atyaMta jarUrI che. tapathI dravyaroga ane bhAvaroga maTe che. Aje amArA tAraNahAra 5, gurUNIdeva pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjInI puNyatithi che. eTale emanuM jIvana TUMkamAM kahIza. (pU. mahAsatIjIe pitAnA tAraNahAra, gurUdeva pU. pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjInA tapa-tyAganI tithI jhagamagatA ane sahanazIlatAnI saurabhathI maghamaghatA jIvanamAM rahelA kSamA-saraLatA vigere aneka guNenuM khUba suMdara varNana karI, jagatamAM janmIne kevI rIte jIvavuM ne jIvanane kevI rIte sArthaka karavuM enuM suMdara rIte varNana karI pU. gurUdeva pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjIne azrubharI AMkhe aMjalI ApI hatI.) * caritra - bhImasene bhavya dharmasthAnaka baMdhAvyuM paNa koI paNa kAraNe meIna daravAjAnI kamAna vAraMvAra tUTI jAya che AthI jyotiSIone bolAvIne pUchayuM ke zA kAraNathI AvuM bane che? tiSIoe graha, nakSatro, sUrya, caMdra, aMza, akSAMsa vigerenuM gaNita gamyuM. e paNa badhuM barAbara nIkaLyuM, te pachI ja kamAna tUTIne paDI javAnuM kAraNa zuM? zuM koI duSTa devane A upadrava haze? e bAbatamAM, bhImasena tathA vijayane khUba vicAraNA karI paNa kaMI samAdhAna na thayuM tyAre vijayasena tathA bhImasena rAjAe AkhA nagaramAM jAherAta karAvI. he nagarajane! sAMbhaLo. je kaI strI ke purUSa A daravAjAnI kamAna tUTI jAya che tenuM kAraNa zodhI Apaze tene rAjya taraphathI meM mAMgyuM InAma ApavAmAM Avaze. ghaNAM divase pasAra thaI gayA paNa keI kAraNa zodhI zakyuM nahi. eka divasa savAranA praharamAM paTAvALAe bhImasena rAjAne samAcAra ApyA ke

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haja zAradA siddhi videzane kaI mahA naimittika Apane maLavA mAMge che. bhImasene ene pitAnI pAse belA ne kSemakuzaLa pUchyA, pachI bhImasene kamAna viSe pRcchA karI tyAre videzI botiSIe kahyuM ke A dharmasthAnakamAM kaI zIlavatI strI enA putra sAthe praveza kare te divasathI kamAna sthira thaI jaze pachI e tUTaze nahi. A sAMbhaLIne bhImasena roja khuza thayA ane AvelA videzI tiSIne khUba InAma ApyuM ne tene pitAne tyAM roka, rAjAe e ja divase AkhA nagaramAM ulleSaNa karAvI ke je putravALI ane zIlavatI strI hoya te A dharmasthAnakamAM praveza kare. A uddaghaSaNa sAMbhaLIne nagaranI strIo bhaya pAmavA lAgI, kAraNa ke vizuddha zIla eTale mana vacana ane kAyAthI para purUSane saMpUrNa tyAga. manathI paNa deSa lAgyo na hoya. na kare nArAyaNa ane praveza karavA chatAM kamAna tUTe te zuM? AvuM vicArI nagaranI keIpaNa putravatI strI dharmasthAnakamAM praveza karavA taiyAra na thaI, AthI bhImasena udAsa thaI gaye. "" "bhImasenanI ciMtA dUra karatI suzIlA:-" bhImasenane udAsa joIne suzIlAe pUchayuM svAmInAtha! Apa ATalA badhA udAsa kema che? Apane tapamAM koI azAtA te nathI ne? nA, devI! tapanA prabhAve te mArA tamAma paritApa upazamI gayA che, paNa daravAjAnI kamAna tUTI jAya che tene mATe ciMtA thAya che. jayotiSIe A pramANe kahevAthI meM A nagaramAM udgheSaNa karAvI che paNa koI strI praveza karavA AvatI nathI. te zuM A nagaramAM koI vizuddha zIlavatI nArI ja nahi hoya? bhImasene pitAnI ciMtA vyakta karI tyAre suzIlAe kahyuM-nAtha ! evuM to na ja bane, paNa evA jheranA pArakhA kaNa kare ? suzIlA Akhare te eka strI ja hatI ne? eTale e strInI zarama ane strInA bhayane e barAbara samajatI hatI. eNe kahyuM ke kaMI vAMdho nahi. kAle devasena ane ketusenane laIne huM dharmasthAnakamAM praveza karIza. bhale, jAtanA loko jANI jAya ke ujajainI narezanI rANI satI che ke asatI ? bhImasene kahyuM devI! tame evuM na bole. tame te satI ja cho. tamArA satItva upara mane pUrepUrI zraddhA che. | | suzIlAe kahyuM Apane mArI satItva upara eTalI badhI zraddhA che. e te mArA ahobhAgya che, paNa have mAre e zraddhAne kaseTIye caDhAvavI rahI. bIje divase nagaramAM vAta prasarI gaI ke suzIlAdevI emane be putrone laIne dharmasthAnakamAM praveza karaze, tethI dharmasthAnakamAM javAnA mArge mAnava maherAmaNa umaTaye, strIo te cokhA ane punA thALa laIne satIne vadhAvavA ubhI rahI. samaya thatAM suzIlAdevI pitAnA be putrone laI rathamAM besIne nIkaLyA, tyAre prabhune prArthanA karI ke he zAsanadeva! meM Aja sudhI mana vacana ane kAyAthI kaI paNa purUSane sevyuM nathI. A aMge je , ke I mArI bhUla thaI hoya te mane zIkSA karaje, ane je huM aNIzuddha zIlavatI hou te kamAna sthira karo. A pramANe zuddha hRdayathI prArthanA karIne suzIlAdevIe

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745 zAradA siddhi dharmasthAnakanA mukhya daravAje praveza karyo, evI ja tUTelI kamAna saMdhAI gaI nagarajanoe mahAna satI suzIlAdevIne jayakAra bolAvyA. satInA punita pagalAthI dharmasthAnakanuM bhavya udghATana thaI gayuM. rAjAe e nimitta aThThama tapanI ArAdhanA karavI ghaNAM lokee aThThama tapa karyA emane rAjAe kiMmatI prabhAvanA vaheMcI. A samaye bhImasena rAjAe paNa je vardhamAna tapane pAyo nAMkhyo hato tenuM pAraNuM hatuM. pAraNuM karatA pahelA ghaNAM saMta satIjIne bhAvapUrvaka gaucarI vahorAvIne pAraNuM karyuM. dAna ane tapanA prabhAve bhImasenanA samasta duHkhone aMta AvI gayo ne sarvatra AnaMda AnaMda vartAI gayo. tapa karavAthI temane AtmA vizuddha banI gayA. mukha upara paNa tapanA teja jhagArA mAratA hatA, pachI vijayasena, sulocanA ane suzIlAe bhImasenane zarIranI kALajI rAkhavA khUba vinaMtI karI. A samaye bhImasene paNa emanI vinaMtIne svIkAra karyo ane zarIranuM saMpUrNa svAthya meLavavA gya auSadhI lIdhI eTale thoDA samayamAM bhImasenanuM svaracyuM hatuM tevuM thaI gayuM. suzIlA ane devasena-ketusenane paNa vijayasena ! rAjAe khUba uMcI jAtanI auSadhIo ApI, tethI zarIra upara rAjateja dekhAtuM hatuM ane mukhamudrA pratApI ane prabhAvI lAgatI hatI. badhA AnaMdathI dharmArAdhanA karatA vijayasenanA rAjayamAM rahe che. have ahIM zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM 77 A vada 1 ne zanivAra tA. 6-10-79 anaMta jJAnI kahe che he bhavya che ! A saMsAra Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhi Adi aneka duHkhothI bhareluM che. saMsAranA svarUpanuM je jIvane samya rIte bhAna thAya te saMsArathI mana virakta bane che. saMsArathI virakta baneluM mana vItarAganuM ane vItarAga dharmanuM rAgI bane che. eka gatimAMthI bIjI gatimAM, eka yonimAMthI bIjI yonimAM, eka jAtimAMthI bIjI jAtimAM, eka kuLamAMthI bIjA kuLamAM, eka padArtha parathI bIjA padArthamAM, eka IcchAmAMthI bIjI IcchAmAM niraMtara sarakayA karavuM enuM nAma saMsAra. saMsAramAM badhuM asthira ane avyavasthita hoya che. jJAnI kahe che saMsAra eTale jyAM sAcA sukhanI chAyA paNa jovA maLatI nathI. saMsAra eTale sAkSAt saLagato dAvAnaLa. jemAM ja niraMtara duHkharUpa agnimAM saLagI rahelA dekhAya che. saMsAra eTale duHkharUpI daityonuM nivAsasthAna. saMsAramAM jyAM najara nAMkhIe tyAM duHkharUpI daityo doDatA daSTi gocara thAya che. saMsAra eTale sAkSAt smazAnabhUmi che ke jyAM niraMtara duHkha, daI ane doSarUpI bhUtaDA bhaTakayA kare che. saMsAra e

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746 zAradA siddhi moharAjAnI rAjadhAnI che, kAraNa ke jyAM juo tyAM mohanuM sAmrAjya ane mohanuM nATaka jovA maLe che. saMsAranI raMgabhUmi para judA judA zarIrarUpI veza dhAraNa karIne che judA judA nATaka bhajavI rahyA che. saMsAra eTale jANe eka samarAMgaNa bhUmi ke jyAM saMsArI jI paraspara ekabIjA sAthe laDatA hoya che. A pramANe vAraMvAra saMsAranA svarUpanuM ciMtana karavAthI jIvane saMsAranI asAratA samajAya che, tethI jIva saMsArathI virakta banI bhavasAgara tarI jAya che. jeNe saMsAranuM AvuM svarUpa samajIne saMsAra choDe che ane saMyamanA sukhane AnaMda mANI rahyA che evA cittamuni saMsAra sukhanA kIcaDamAM kheMcI gayelA brahmadatta cakravati A baMnene saMvAda cAle che. temAM brahmadatta cakravatie cittamuni AgaLa pitAnA sukhanI rajuAta karI ke mArA ghera AvA bhautika sukho che. enI moja mANavA tame mAre ghera padhAro. mohamAM gherAyele jIva moha tarapha AkarSe che jyAre cittamuni emanA tyAga mArganI rajuAta kare che ke tyAga mAga satyabhUta ane pramANabhUta che. je jIvane mekSamAM javAnI laganI lAgI haze e jIvane A tyAga mArgane Azraya levo paDaze. tyAga vinA traNa kALamAM bhavasAgara tarI zakAze nahi. cittamuni kahe che te brahmadatta ! tuM saMsAra sukhamAM mohAMdha banIne mane paNa saMsAramAM AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApI rahyo che paNa vicAra kara ke je tIrthakara thavAnA che, niyamA mokSe javAnA che emaNe paNa saMsAra tyAgIne saMyama apanAvyo che. tIrthakara, cakravati ane baLadeva vigere e mahAna samRddhine tyAga karI saMyama lIdhuM che. mAne che ke huM cha khaMDane adhipati mATe cakravati chuM. mArA jevuM koIne sukha nathI paNa vicAra kara. je emAM sukha heta te tArA jevA daza daza cakravatio zA mATe saMsAra choDIne tyAganA paMthe cAlI nIkaLyA ? emane saMsAranA sukha viSanA kaTorA jevA lAgyA. viSane viSa rUpe jANyA pachI emAM koNa AnaMda mAne? saMsAra te eka nATayabhUmi che. temAMnI nRtyakaLA karmabaMdhanane viSaya che. AkhuM jagata mohajALe vIMTaLAyeluM che. eTale saMsArane trividha tApa mohanIya karmanA jerathI trAsa rUpa lAgatuM nathI. A jIvanuM eka prakAranuM ajJAna ja che ne ? sAcuM sukha kayAM che te tuM sAMbhaLa. bAlAbhirAmesu duhAvahesu, na taM suhaM kAmaguNesu rAyaM / viratta kAmANa tavodhaNANaM, jaM bhikkhuNaM sIlaguNe syANaM // 17 // he rAjana ! ajJAnIjanene AnaMdane AbhAsa karAvanAra, AtmajJAna vagaranA jene madhura lAganAra tathA pariNAmamAM duHkhane ApanAra evA manesa zabdAdika viSamAM sukha nathI ke je sukha zIla guNamAM rata rahenAro, kAmaganA tyAgI ane tapa e ja jemanuM dhana che evA bhikSuone hoya che je sukha kAmagathI virakta banelA tapasvI ane zIlavaMta sAdhune che te sukha

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zAradA siMha 747 jagatamAM bIjA keIne nathI. ajJAnI cha kAmagamAM masta rahe che. je AtmajJAnathI ajANa che evA bAla-ajJAnI manuSyone zabdAdika mane viSe priyakara lAge che, paNa jenI pAse saMyamarUpI dhananA bhaMDAra bharelA che evA saMyamI munirAjane mana te saMsAranA sukho sarvathA asAra ane nirasa che mATe jJAnacakSuthI enA svarUpanuM avakana karaze te Apane pitAne jaNAze ke tRSNAne kSaya karanAra saMyamI munionA sukha AgaLa saMsAranA sukhanI keDInI paNa kiMmata nathI. jema ajJAna bALaka varasAda paDe che tyAre retIne ghara banAvIne rame che ne kahe che ke A mAruM ghara che, A ophisa che, A divAnakhAnuM che ema kahIne harakhAya che, paNa ene bhAna nathI ke A retInuM ghara te be ghaDI ramata pUratuM che ema ajJAnI jIvane bhAna nathI ke A saMsAra asAra che, mAruM AyuSya alpa che emAM huM zuM A kAmaganI melI ramata ramI rahyo chuM. A ramata pUrI thaze ne A gharabAra badhuM choDIne javuM paDaze. jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke he mUDha jIva! tArI mUDhatAne pAra nathI. kSaNe kSaNe tAruM AyuSya kSINa thaI rahyuM che, paNa tArI pApabuddhi kSINa thatI nathI. tArI uMmara ghaTatI jAya che paNa viSayAbhilASA ochI thatI nathI. mAMda paDe tyAre davAmAM mugdha bane paNa dharmarUpa auSadhane te jarA paNa upaga karyo nahi. haMmezA sArA bhegone bhogavavAne te cittamAM vicAra karyo paNa e rogarUpa che e kadI vicAra karyo che? haMmezA dhana meLavavAne vicAra karyo paNa maraNa najIka Ave che tene vicAra karyo? strInA saMbhoganA vicAro karyA paNa enAthI tArI kevI durdazA thaze teno vicAra karyo? jema deva vinAnuM devaLa, jaLa vinAnuM sarovara, caMdra vinAnI rAtrI ane sugaMdha vinAnuM pupa zobhatuM nathI tema sadudharmanI sevA vinAne mAnavabhava paNa zobhate nathI. jenI pAse lAkhonI sAhyabI hoya paNa jenA haiyAmAM saddharmanI zraddhA na hoya tenA jIvananI keDI jeTalI paNa kiMmata nathI. jenA jIvanamAM dharma nathI tenuM jIvana luhAranA gharanI dhamaNa jevuM che. te che mAtra zvAsa le ane mUke eTaluM che bAkI enA jIvanamAM sAcA caitanyane dhabakAra nathI. je cha krodha agnithI baLI rahyA hoya, mAnarUpI ajagarathI jeo gaLAI rahyA hoya, mAyAjALamAM je phasAI gayA hoya ane lebharUpI mahAnAga vaDe ja DasAI rahyA hoya te bicArA dhamanI ArAdhanA kayAMthI karI zake ? jemane saMsAranA sukha bhogavavAne rasa che te tyAganA madhura sukhane AnaMda kayAMthI mANI zake? jene hIrAnI pIchANa nathI te kAcanA TukaDAne hIrA mAnIne harakhAya che. kAcanA TukaDA upara sUryanA kiraNe paDe tyAre te hIrA jevo camake che tyAre ajJAnIne mane ema thAya che ke hIro ke jhagamagI rahyo che! ema samajIne ajJAnI jIva ene uThAvI le che ane mane hIro maLe ema mAnIne harakhAya che,

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48 zAradA siddhi paNa sAce jhaverI harakhAya? bole te kharA? "nA." jhaverInI te najara paDe ne pArakhI jAya ke A te kAcane TukaDe che. enI zuM kiMmata ! ema Atmika sukhane pIchANanArA jJAnI purUSane mana bhautika sukha kAcanA TukaDA karatAM paNa tuccha che. sAcA sukhI koNa che? "kAMta muLa vatana jinAjJAnuM pAlana karanAra, jinezvara bhagavate batAvelA paMthe cAlanAra, tyAgI, tapasvI ane saMyamI munio che. emanA jevuM jagatamAM keI sukhI nathI. jinAjJAnuM pAlana karanAra sAdhu bhagavaMte so TacanA sonA jevA che, ane emanuM sukha paNa so TacanA sonA jevuM che. jema suvarNa viSanuM haraNa kare che tema bhAva sAdhuo mehaviSanuM haraNa kare che. suvarNanuM rasAyaNa rAjarogane dUra karI zarIrane puSTa banAve che, tema bhAva sAdhuo bhagavAnanA upadeza rUpI rasAyaNathI karma rogone dUra karI bhAva Arogyane prApta kare che, ane bIjAne bhAva Arogya apAve che. jema suvarNa maMgalarUpa manAya che tema bhAva sAdhue tapazIla ane AcAranI pavitratAthI mahAmaMgala svarUpa che. suvarNamAM vALyuM vaLavAnI yogyatA hovAthI tenA alaMkAro bane che, tema bhAva sAdhuo suvinIta hovAthI temanuM zAstrAnusArI ghaDatara thAya che jema agnithI tapAveluM suvarNa pradakSiNAkAre phare che tema upasarga ane pariSahanA agnitApamAM bhAva sAdhuo sanmArgane anusare che, paNa umege jatA nathI. suvarNa jema vajanadAra hoya che tema bhAvasAdhuo gaMbhIra ArAyavALA hovAthI gauravane pAtra hoya che. suvarNa karI saDatuM nathI tema bhAvasAdhuo zIla guNathI sadA surakSita che. suvarNa agnithI zuddha bane che tema bhAvasAdhuo samyaga jJAna, kriyAthI zudha bane che. sAdhunuM niSpApa ane pavitra jIvana vizvamAM sAdhutAnI suvAsa phelAve che. AvA ucca keTinA jIvana dvArA sAdhupurUSe potAnA jIvanamAM mahAna sukha pAme che ane potAnI pAse AvanAra chane paNa mahAsukhane rAjamArga batAvI sarva saMtApane hare che. cittamuni brahmadatta cakavatine kahe che he rAjana ! tArA jevA ajJAna che pAMca IndriyanA viSayamAM sukha mAne che paNa jemanuM tArUpI ghana che ane zIlarUpI guNamAM jeo rakta che emane je sukha che tenA aMza bhAganuM sukha "ra 4 juduM jamarmtu " kAmamAM nathI, mATe A sukhanI pAchaLa jiMdagI veDaphI nAMkhe nahi. saMsAra sukhene rAma ekAMta duHkharUpa che. rAganI Aga AtmaguNonA bAgane saLagAvI mUke che, mATe jAge ne tenAthI dUra bhAge, ane svarUpanI pIchANa karo. jyAM sudhI sva-parane bheda nahIM samajAya tyAM sudhI bhavanA khedane cheda thavo muzkela che. AvI gama nahi Ave tyAM sudhI jama dama kADhayA ja karaze eTale ke janma maraNanA duHkho bhegavavA paDaze, mATe saMsAramAM sukha che e vAta cheDI do. brahmadatta cakravatine abhimAna che ke saMsAramAM sukha che. tyAgamAM zuM sukha che ? paNa jJAnI kahe che "je

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zAradA siddhi 749 manudhyeA zarIra-sa Mpatti ane sattAnA abhimAnathI laDanI mAphaka aDa thaIne phare che tenA janma-maraNanI pakaDa majabuta banI jAya che. mATe samajIne saMsArane rAga choDo ne AtmAbhimukha bane, A sasAranA sukha meLavavA mATe gADAnA khela banIne rAta-divasa kALI majurI karI rahyA che. paNa e ja sukha tamane eka divasa duHkhanI khAimAM dhakelI deze. jayAM sudhI puNyanA utkraya che tyAM sudhI AnaMda mAnI le, pachI kevA hAla thAya che e tA bhAgavanAra jANe che. pApa karIne ekaThuM' karelu. bhAgavavA rahezeA ke nahi e jJAnI jANe. vAsudeva ane prativAsudevamAM kevA krama che te jANeA che ? prativAsudeva saMpatti meLavIne bhegI kare che ane vAsudeva yuddha karIne traNa khaMDanuM rAjya laI le che. rAvaNu prativAsudeva hatA. eNe traNu khaMDanuM rAjaya meLavyuM. enI pAse cakraratna hatuM. e cakraratna cheDe eTale sAmA zatrunu mAthu laIne pAchu' Ave evI enI zakti hAya che, paNa jyAre enu' puNya khalAsa thaI jAya che tyAre kAI ne kAI nimitta pAmIne vAsudeva enA upara caDhAI karavA Ave che. rAvaNa sItAjIne apaharaNa karIne laI gayA e nimitte rAma ane lakSmaNa laMkA upara caDhI AvyA. baMne vacce yuddha thayuM. kaI rIte rAma-lakSmaNu hAryA nahi tyAre rAvaNe emane duzmana gaNIne emanA upara. cakra cheDayuM, paNa lakSmaNanA puNyanA udaya hatA eTale cakra enu' mastaka kApavAne badale emanA kheALAmAM besI gayu' ane e ja cakrane dhumAvIne lakSmaNe rAtraNa upara cheDayu te e rAvaNanuM mAthuM laIne pAchu' yu''. lakSmaNa vAsudeva hatA eTale emaNe rAvaNane mAryAM, TU*kamAM kahevAno Azaya e che ke mANasa peAtAnI sa`patti ane sAdhanA upara gumAna kare che paNa potAnA ja sAdhanathI pAtAnA vinAza thaI jAya che, AveA ja bIjo prasaMga rAvaNunA bhANejanA banelA che. rAvaNunI bahena zUpaNakhAne zabUka nAme eka putra hatA. te eka vakhata enA mAmA rAvaNane tyAM gayelA. tyAM eNe mAmA pAse sUhAsa khaDUga joyuM, eTale ene meLavavAnuM mana thayuM. e meLavavA mATe barAbara bAra varSoM ane sAta divasa sudhI jaMgalamAM jaIne sAdhanA karavI paDe che. e sAdhanA kevI rIte karavAnI ? bAra varSa ne sAta divasa sudhI akhaMDa brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavAnuM, emAM vacce eka vakhata paNa vikalpa AvI jAya teA sAdhanA nakAmI jAya. dararoja eka muThThI aDadanA AkuLA te paNa mIThA vagaranA khAvAnA, AvI sAdhanA karavA mATe zabuka daDakAraNyamAM gayA. tyAM vAMsanI jALI banAvIne jhADa sAthe paga bAMdhIne udhe mastake laTakIne sAdhanA karavA lAgyA. jue, mANasa eka zastra meLavavAnI sidhdhi mATe keTalu' kaSTa veThe che! A jagyAe Atmalo, kA~nirA karavA mATe ATalA divasa AyaMbIla tapa karyAM hota, viSayabhogano tyAga karavAnI buddhithI brahmacaryanuM pAlana karyu hota tA keTalA karmAnI

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750 zArA sita bhekhaDa tUTI jAta ! game teve tapa kare ne sUryahAsa khalga meLave ethI ene maLavAnuM te zuM? zastrathI te saMhAra ja thavAne ne ? A zaMbUkane dravya zatrune saMhAra karavA sUryahAsa kha meLavavA ATalI badhI sAdhanA karavI paDI te ApaNe te anAdi kALathI AtmAne parezAna karanAra karmazatruone saMhAra karavA mATe keTalI ugra sAdhanA karavI joIe? zabUkane A rIte sAdhanA karatA bAra varSane cha divasa te pasAra thaI gayA ne sAtamo divasa Avyo. e divasa pUro thAya eTale ene khaDraga maLI javAnuM che. enA manamAM te potAnA kAryanI siddhi thaze e mATe keTalA aramAne che, sAdhanAnuM phaLa maLavAnI taiyArI che. jema eka kaDiyAe mahArASTra sarakAranI leTarInI TikiTa kharIdelI. enA puNyodaye leTarI lAgI. peparamAM ene pheTo Avya, nAma AvyuM, have ene InAma levA jAya eTalI ja vAra che paNa banyuM evuM ke kaDIyo sAtame mALe pAlakha para caDhI gaNu rahyo hato tyAM keIe AvIne kahyuM ke bhAI! have tAre A majurI karavAnI jarUra nathI. tArI leTarI lAgI. rU. 40,000nA InAmanI jAherAta sAthe tAro pheTa peparamAM AvI gayo. have tAre InAma levA javAnuM che. A samAcAra sAMbhaLIne kaDIyA harakhAI gayo. temane rU. 40000nuM InAma. peparamAM mAruM nAma ane pheTa Avyo. harSamAM ne harSamAM bicAro kaDIyo nAcavA lAgyo paNa ene bhAna na rahyuM ke huM kayAM nAcuM chuM? tethI te pAlakha uparathI paDayo. sAtame mALethI paDyo eTale enI parI tuTI gaI ne prANa cAlyA gayA. mahAna puNya enI leTarI lAgI. InAma levA jAya teTalI ja vAra hatI paNa bicAro phAnI duniyAmAMthI vidAya thaI gayo. tame badhA paisA pAchaLa pAgala banyA che. eka kavie ThIka kahyuM che ke lakSmI pAchaLa ghelA banIne joyA na chAyA tApa. (2) dhananA madamAM masta banI, karyA kaMIka meM pASa... (2) sagAvahAlAnA mohapAzamAM, jiMdagI cAlI gaI... prabhu tArI sAthe mArI prIti nA thaI..jiMdagI mArI dhULamAM maLI gaI lakSmInI pAchaLa pAgala banIne keTalA kaSTo veThayA? keTalA pApa karyA? paNa pAchaLane vicAra karyo ke A mArA pApakarmo bhogavavA huM kayAM cAlyo jaIza? lakSmI meLavavA mATe kaMIke potAnA prANa gumAvyA che paNa lakSmI keInI sAthe jAya che kharI ? tame lakSmInI pAchaLa pAgala che paNa e tamArI pAchaLa pAgala thatI nathI. tamane cAhatI nathI. lakSamI maLyA pachI cAlI jAya te kaMIka raDe che, kaMIka pAgala banI jAya che paNa tame kaI jAe te lakSmIne kaMI harakha zeka nathI. AvuM samajIne paNa have ene meha choDavA jevo che. zabUkane sUryahAsa khaga maLavAnI taiyArI che paNa pApakarmane udaya thAya tyAre

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mArA siti 51 maLelu' sAruM' phaLa paNa avaLu paDe che, rAma-lakSmaNa ane sItAjI krU'DakAraNyamAM kuTIra bAMdhIne rahetA hatA lakSmaNajI tyAM thaIne vanaphaLa levA mATe jatA hatA. barAbara e ja vakhate sUhAsa khaDUta AkAzamAMthI nIce utaratu joyu, eTale emane e levAnu` mana thayuM'. kSatriyanA baccAne zastra dekhe eTale levAnuM mana thaI jAya. maLavAnuM hatuM za'bUkane paNa vacamAM lakSmaNujI AvI gayA ne laI lIdhuM. zastra hAthamAM laI ne joyu. cakacakatu dhAradAra khaDUga joI ne emanA manamAM thayuM ke lAvane jou' ke khaDga kevu pANIdAra che ! enI khAtrI karavA lakSmaNajIe vAMsanI jALImAM jorathI khaDganA prahAra karyAM. e ja jALImAM za'bUka sAdhanA karI rahyo hatA. A sU hAsa khaDUga enI sAdhanAnI siddhirUpe AvatuM hatu. paNa eja khaDgathI enuM mAthuM kapAI gayu' ne jALImAMthI leAhInI dhAra vahevA lAgI. lakSmaNajIe vAMsanI jALImAMthI lAhInI dhAra vahetI joI eTale doDatA gayA ne joyu' te zabUka kapAI gayo hatA. tyAM paDelI sAmagrI ane paga uMcA joIne samajI gayA ke nakkI, A khaDga mATenI sAdhanA karanAro che. arere....te mArAthI kapAI gayo ! tema pazcAtApa karatA udAsa banIne peAtAnA sthAne AvyA. hAthamAM khaga joIne rAmacaMdrajIe pUchyuM. bhAI ! Avu' uttama khaga tame kayAMthI lAvyA ? lakSmaNajIe duHkha sAthe kahyu`'-moTAbhAI! khaDga tA mane sheje maLyu. paNa enu' pANI jovA jatAM bicAro nirdoSa sAdhaka kapAI gayo. lakSmaNujIe badhI vAta karI. rAme kahyu. A khaDga mATe bAra bAra varSo sudhI kaThora sAdhanA karavI paDe che. A tarapha zabrUkanI mAtA zUpaNakhA ha bhera enA mATe bhAjana laIne AvI. ene paNa khabara hatI ke Aje mArA putranI sAdhanAnA chello divasa che. AvIne joyu teA peAtAnA putranu mAthu' kapAI gayu che. dhaDadhaDa leAhI vahI rahyuM che. A joI ne enu kALajuM cIrAI gayuM. nakkI mArA putrane sUryahAsa khaDga maLyu haze, paNu kAI e laine mArA dIkarAne mArI nAMkhyA. hu e duzmanane zodhIne vairanA badalA laIza. ema kahI krodhathI dhamadhamatI. dhUMvApUvA thatI duzmananI zodhamAM nIkaLI. zeAdhatI zedhatI lakSmaNajI hatA tyAM AvI. tyAM eNe sUryahAsa khaDga joyuM eTale samajI gaI ke nakkI, Aja mArA putrane mAranAra duzmana che. have ene mArI nAMkhu. e lakSmaNajInI pAse jaI ne kahe che tame mArA DhIkarAnuM mAthu' kApI nAMkhyuM ? lakSmaNujIe kahyuM-hA bahena ! huM tArA putrane mAranAra aparAdhI chuM. zUparNakhA zatrune mAravA AvI hatI paNu lakSmaNajInuM rUpa joI ne mugdha banI gaI. e samaye peAtAnA juvAnajodha dIkarAnuM khUna karanAra duzmana che e vAta bhUlI gaIsa'sAramAM mohanI viTaMbaNA kevI che ! moha kevA bhayaMkara rAkSasa che! eNe peAtAnI sAthe saMsAranA sukhanI lakSmaNujIne AjIjI karI paNa lakSmaNajIe te cAkhkhA zabdomAM kahI dIdhu ke bahena ! mAre

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chapara zAradA siddhi parastrIne tyAga che. pitAnI patnI sivAya jagatanI tamAma strIo mATe mAtA ane bahena che, mATe tuM ahIMthI cAlI jA. lakSmaNajIe enI vinaMtIne svIkAra na karyo tyAre khUba gusse thaIne enA varane badale levA pitAnA bhAI rAvaNa pAse jaIne kahe che bhAI! tamArA aMteuramAM game teTalI rANIo bhale rahI paNa rAmanI patnI sItAnA nakhamAM maMdodarI rANI paNa na Ave. ema kahIne rAvaNane pANI caDhAvyuM eTale rAvaNa sItAjIne upADI gaye. emAMthI moTI rAmAyaNa sarjAI gaI. kahevAne Azaya e che ke zaMbUke sUryahAsa khaga meLavavA keTalI sAdhanA karI paNa meLavyuM bIjAe. cittamuni brahmadatta cakravatine samajAve che ke he brahmadatta ! tuM mane je sukha bhogavavAnuM pralebhana Ape che te sukhe jIvane karmanuM baMdhana karAvanAra che. aMte e sukhane choDIne javAnuM che. have AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - bhImasena rAjA, suzIlA rANI, devasena ane ketusena badhA AnaMdathI kSitipratiSThita nagaramAM rahe che. dee vRSTi karIne bhImasenane je sADAbAra koDa seniyAnuM dhana ApyuM hatuM te badhuM dAna-puNyamAM chUTA hAthe vAparI nAkhyuM. baMdhuo! samayanI kevI balihArI che ! A ja nagaramAM eka vakhata bhImasena ane suzIlAe kevA kAramA duHkho veThayA ! mahine be rUpiyA mATe kALI majurI karatuM hatuM ne suzIlAne roTInA TukaDA mATe keTaluM kAma karavuM paDatuM hatuM ! khAvA mATe devasena ane ketusena karagaratA hatA. AvA duHkhanA DuMgarA mAthe tUTI paDyA chatAM e puNyAtmAoe koIne doSa dIdhe nahi. samatAbhAvathI udayamAM AvelA karmone sahana karyA te azubha karmanA vAdaLa khasI gayA ne zubha karmane udaya thaye. e nagaranA loko paNa vicAra karatA. ahAhA...karmarAjAnI kevI karAmata che ! ke eka vakhata A jIvane kevI sthitimAM mUkI dIdhA. ane atyAre kevA mahAna sukhanA sAgaramAM snAna karI rahyA che! - suzIlAe dharmasthAnakamAM praveza karyo eTale enA satItvanI saune pratIti thaI. bhImasene khUba dAna dIdhuM. ane abhayadAna dIdhA, saMtenI sevAbhakti karI, nirAdhArane AdhAra ApyuM eTale emanI kItinI suvAsa cAre bAju prasarI gaI. A vAta pratiSThAnapuranA rAjA arijayanA kAna sudhI pahoMcI gaI ke bhImasena pitAnA parivAra sahita kSitipratiSThita nagaramAM vijayasena rAjAne tyAM rahe che ne AvA zubha kAryo kare che eTale arijaya rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ne are ! bhImasena te mAro bhANeja thAya che. e tyAM kayAMthI ! lAva, huM jAte ja tyAM jaIne emane maLI AvuM. A baMne nagara ati dUra na hatA, eTale arijaya rAjA vijayasena rAjAne tyAM AvyA. bhImasenane khabara paDI ke mArA mAmA AvyA che eTale mAmAne maLavA bhImasena rAjamahelamAM AvyuM. mAmAne joyA eTale kahe che praNAma ! keTale vinaya che! Aje te vinayane dezavaTo daI dvidhe che !

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753 zAradA siddhi arijaya rAjAe bhImasenane bAthamAM letA kahyuM-bhImasena ! tuM kuzaLa che ne? mAmA! ApanA AzIrvAdathI badhuM kSemakuzaLa ne AnaMda maMgala che. bhImasenanA avAjane raNakAra ane belavAnI chaTA ne enuM mukha joIne arijaya rAjA te emanA sAmuM joI rahyA. enA aMtaramAM khaLabhaLATa thavA lAgyo ke meM A bhImasenane kayAMka je che paNa kayAM je haze ? khUba vicAra karatAM kaMIka yAda te AvyuM, paNa e ja bhImasena haze ke kema ? e ekadama nakkI karI zakyA nahi. mAmAne vicAramAM paDelA joIne bhImasene pUchayuM mAmA zuM uMDA vicAramAM paDI gayA? bhImasena meM tane pahelAM kyAMka je hoya tema lAge che paNa kyAM je haze te yAda AvatuM nathI, tyAre bhImasene asala vAta chUpAvIne hasatA hasatA kahyuM-mAmA ! emAM yAda zuM karavAnuM hoya?Ape mane ujajainI nagarImAM je haze. nA... nA. ema nathI. te ujajainI nagarI cheDayA pachI meM tane varSa pahelAM je che, paNa e tuM ja haze ke je koI te nakkI karI zakatuM nathI. ariMjaya rAjAne pazvAtApa" - ariye rAjA kahe che meM jene je hato tenuM mukha tArA jevuM hatuM. bolavAnI zailI paNa tArA jevI hatI. pharaka mAtra eTale hatuM ke e mANasa sAva nisteja ane kaMgAla hate. zarIre sAva kuza hate ne enA aMga upara kapaDA paNa taddana phATalA tUTelA hatA. A sAMbhaLIne bhImasenanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA, kAraNa ke e divase ja evA kaThaNa hatA ke yAda karatAM haiiyuM bharAI jAya. bhImasenanI AMkhamAM AMsu joIne mAmAe pUchyuM, bhImasena ! tArI AMkhamAM AMsu kema ? mAmA! e kamanazIba, kaMgALa mANasa bIje kaMI nahIM paNa huM ja hatuM. tamArI pAse nokarI karavA Avyo hato. A sAMbhaLIne ajiMkya rAjAne khUba AghAta lAgyo. te Dhagale thaIne besI gayA. arere...he bhagavAna! meM tane ja nA pADI dIdhI! meM nA pADI tethI mArA jamAIe paNa tane sahAro na Apyo. huM bhagavAna! meM A zuM karyuM? beTA bhImasena! mane mApha kara. meM tane duHkhamAM sAtha ApavAne badale tarachoDI mUkyo ? tArA sAmuM na joyuM ? hajArene huM nokarI ApuM ne tane ja nA pADI? meM tane ghaNuM duHkha ApyuM che. huM tane oLakhI na zake ke tuM mAro bhANeja che. mApha kara bhImasena, mane mApha kara. bhImasene kahyuM. mAmA! emAM Apane koI deSa nathI. deSa mArA karmane che. meM pUrvabhavamAM kaMI azubha karmo karyA haze, nahi te rAjyanA dhaNane nekarI mATe rajhaLavuM paDe kharuM? A badhI kamanI lIlA che. emAM Apane zuM deSa che? Apa ene aphasosa na karo. Apane mArA upara premabhAva che e ja mAre mana moTo AnaMda che. ema kahIne mAmAne zAMta karyA, pachI mAmAe pUchayuM bhImasena! pachI tuM kayAM gayo ? eka varSa te kayAM gALyuM ? bhImasena kahe che e vAta have cheDI de, paNa mAmAnA AgraDathI bhImasene pitAnI badhI vAta kahI. za. 95

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zAradA siddhi bhImasenanA duHkhanI kahAnI sAMbhaLIne ajiMkya rAjAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. chevaTe jyAre bhImasene dhanasAra zeThe talavAra ane hAla laI lIdhI te vAta karI tyAre emanI AMkhe gussAthI lAlacoLa thaI gaI ahe! e dhanasAra zeThe Ave julama karyo? mAre ene barAbara zikSA karavI paDaze. ajANyA paradezIone A rIte lUMTanAra prajAjanene te sakhata zikSA karavI joIe. arijaya rAjAne khUba gusse Avyo che paNa dayALu bhImasena mAmAne zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 78. Ase vada 2 ne ravIvAra tA-7-10-79 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI tIrthakara bhagavatee jagatanA jIvane AtmakalyANane mArga samajAvatAM kahyuM ke he AtmAo je tamAre A lekamAM ne paralokamAM sukhI thavuM hoya te ghara je AtmAnuM damana karavuM joIe. AtmAnuM damana eTale zuM? AtmA bhautika sAmrAjyanA Adeza pAchaLa rAMka thaIne majurI kare che tene aTakAva, tene kabajAmAM le ane AdhyAtmika * sAmrAjyanA kartavyamAM otapreta karI de. Atmika guNa rUpI saMpatti meLavavAmAM purUSArtha kare, indriyone tRpta karavAnI ciMtA cheDI daI AMtarika tRti keLavavAmAM prayatna kare, ajJAna ane mithyAjJAnanI pravRtti ochA karatA javuM ne jJAnanI suMdara rUcI ane pravRtti vadhAratA javI, kaSA, saMjJAo, vikathAo, azubha dhyAna ItyAdi azubha bhAvomAM ramatA pitAnA AtmA upara kaDaka aMkuza mUkI, kSamAdi bhAva, dAnAdi guNe, niHzalyatA, zubha dhyAna vagere zubha bhAvamAM layalIna banavuM. pAMce Indriyone pitAnA viSayo taraphathI pAchI vALI IndriyanuM damana karavuM. je IndriyonuM damana na karyuM ane ene mana gamatuM maLyuM tyAM vaLagavA dIdhI te bAra vAgI javAnA. jyAre jIvane Atmadamanane mA samajAze tyAre enA manamAM evA suMdara bhAva Avaze ke zA mATe AvI Indriyane jyAM tyAM pheravavAnI gejhArI ramata karI rahyo chuM! zA mATe A viSaya sAro ne A kharAba, A laI lauM ne A pheMkI dau evA ajJAnatAnA dheraNa bAMdhI ene mahattva ApI rahyo chuM ! akkala vagaranI ane mUDha IndriyanI gaNatrIe zuM cAlavuM! ema karavAmAM te anaMtajJAnI paramAtmAe je bhavya gaNatrIo ApI che ke viSaye asAra che, durgatimAM rajhaLAvanArA che AvA hisAba je ApyA ene Thokare mAravAnuM thAya che. anaMtajJAnI kevaLI bhagavAnanA vacana pALavA e bahu durlabha che. e puNyadaye maLI gayA chatAM jo enI avagaNanA karI te bhaviSyamAM dIdha kALa mATe evA tArakanA vacana maLavA durlabha thaI jaze. je jinavacanane moTA

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sAradA siddhi upapa moTA cakravatioe rAjA, mahArAjA ane zeTha zAhukAroe apanAvyA che. are indrabhUti, sudhamAM svAmI jevA jainetara vidvAne e paNa apanAvyA evA vacanene bAjue mUkI nAdAna Indriyane AgaLa karatAM zarama nathI AvatI ! ATale uce daza daSTAMte durlabha e manuSya bhava ane ATalI uMcI jina vacananI sAmagrI kyAM maLaze ? Indriya te bhavobhava maLaze paNa jinavacana ane bhavyajIvana maLavAnuM A virATa saMsAramAM ati muzkela che, mATe jJAnI kahe che ke IndriyanA managamatA viSayarAga cheDe. A viSaye mAM badhuM Avaze. sArA sArA rUpa, gandha, rasa, sparza ane zabda te kharA paNa sAthe rUpALI vastuo rasadAra vastuo vigere Avaze. sAthe dhana mAla milkata paNa kharI, baMgalA, bagIcA, strI, putra parivAra paNa kharo. A badhAne rAga e che karatA javAnuM. rAga cheDayA vinA vItarAga nahi banAya paNa virAgI banI zakAya. viSaya paralekamAM duHkhakArI che mATe viSaya pratye baLatarA ubhI karavAnI che. jemAM tamAro koI zatru hoya, tene tyAM tamArI paga mUkavAnI IcchA na hoya paNa amuka saMjogavazAta ene tyAM jamavAne prasaMga Ave te bhANumAM AveluM pakavAna mIThuM lAge, tenA pratye rAga karAve paNa e rAga kevo ? haiyAnI bhAre baLatarAvALa ne ? tema viSaya pratye AvI baLatarA ubhI karavAnI che, kAraNa ke e palakamAM duHkhadAyI che. jema vahepAra dhaMdhA baMdha thaI gayA hoya, agara dhaMdhAmAM kheTa gaI hoya ane sAcavelI mUDImAM ghara calAvavuM paDatuM hoya te e ghara calAvavAmAM thaDe sukhane anubhava thAya paNa dilamAM e vAta khaTakatI hoya ke huM sukha bhogavuM chuM paNa mArI mUDI khavAI rahI che. e mATe manamAM khaTakAro hoya. baLatarA hoya. evI baLatarA viSaya pratye ubhI karavAnI che kAraNa ke emAM puNyanI ne zubha bhAvanAonI mUDI khavAI rahI che. devuM karIne gharanA kharcA kADhavAmAM saMsAra sukhanA anubhava te maLe paNa e jIvane zuM AnaMdaprada lAge? "nA" e te jhera jevA lAge tema dhamI jIvane viSayanA AnaMda jhera jevA lAge, kAraNa ke viSayasukha bhogavatA AtmAmAM pApanI bharatI thAya che tethI pApanuM devuM vadhe che. viSayo vizvAsaghAtI ane bhADUtI che. jema vizvAsaghAtI munima kamANI karI Ape tethI ene jaladI kADhI na mUke paNa e kamANamAM AnaMda sAthe bhaya paNa rahyA kare che tema viSayonA AnaMdamAM bhaya rahyA kare, kAraNa ke e vizvAsaghAtI che, bhADUtI che. bIjAnA ghareNAM paherI keI utsavamAM javuM paDayuM paNa e ThaThArAne AnaMda che ? nisAsAbharyo ne? tema viSayone rAga nisAsAbharyo hovA joIe, kAraNa ke viSayo bhADUtI che. te AtmAnI milkata nathI te puNyanI mUDIne sApha karanAra che, deva-gurU ane dharmane bhUlAvanArA che ne saMsAramAM bhaTakAvanAra che. pAMce IndriyonA managamatA viSayomAM aneka cha bhUlA paDayA che, potAnA jIvanane barabAda karavAnI hade pahoMcI gayA che. viSayo

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756 zAradA siddhi yAtrIne AtmapathathI bhraSTa banAvI de che. dhamI mAnavIne IndriyonuM gulAmIpaNuM pAlave nahi. managamatA padArtho maLyA pachI Indriyo be lagAma bane che. tene meLavatAM ya mUMjhavaNa ane bhogavatAM paNa mUMjhavaNa ubhI ja hoya. vivekI, tyAgI AtmAo IndriyonI AdhInatA kadI svIkAre nahi. eka vAta mane yAda Ave che. saMta saracUdAsa nAmanA eka saMta thaI gayA. te jaina dharmanA saMta na hatA. IndrionuM gulAmIpaNuM na AvI jAya enI khUba kALajI rAkhatA. bane tyAM sudhI teo bhaktone tyAM jamavAnuM kadI svIkAratA nahi. emanI sAthe bIjA saMte ghaNAM hatA. eka divasa eka bhaktanA atyaMta Agrahane vaza banI emaNe jamavAnuM svIkAryuM saracUdAsa sivAyanA bIjA saMte vahelA pahoMcI gayA. sarayadAsajI haju AvyA nathI. bhaktane tyAM sugaMdhathI lacapacatI mIThAI, pakavAna badhuM thaI rahyuM che tenI mIThI sugaMdha bahAra AvI rahI che. badhA saMtenuM mana jaladI jamavA mATe talapApaDa thaI rahyuM che. chevaTe yajamAna pAsethI anumatI meLavI badhA jamavA besI gayA. keIe gurUnA AgamananI rAha na joI ane badhA jamavA mATe besI gayA. badhA saMte barAbara jAmI rahyA che tyAM ja sarayadAsajI AvI gayA. yajamAne emane Adara satkAra karI bhaktibhAvathI besADayA. sonAnI pATa, sonAnI thALI, vATakA ane batrIsa prakAranA bhojane sAme dharavAmAM AvyA. sarayUdAsajI kahe che bhAI! AmAnuM mAre kaMI ja khape nahi. mAre te pittaLanI thALImAM sAme paDele bAjarIne jeTaluM joIe. bIjuM kaMI nahi. bhakta kahe-gurUdeva ! Apa ghaNAM divase mArA AMgaNe padhAryA. meM Aje ApanI bhakti karavAnuM nakkI karyuM che, ane Apa AmAMnuM kaMI svIkAre nahi e kema cAle? yajamAne khUba Agraha karyo. saMte kahyuM, bhAI! Apa eka arise maMgAve. arise lAvyA pachI saMte zuM karyuM? enA upara ghIthI lacapacatA pakavAna mUkyA pachI pakavAnane bAjumAM mUkI saMte kahyuM je have arisAmAM kaMI dekhAya che? gurUdeva ! ghIthI cIkaNa arisAmAM zuM dekhAya? kaMI nahi, saMte tarata bAjarIne roTale maMgAve, ne ene cUro karI arisA upara ghasI dIdhe eTale ariso svaccha banI gaye, pachI saMta kahe-have ? svaccha spaSTa dekhAya che. basa, bhAI! mAruM e ja kahevuM che. ApaNuM mana arisA jevuM che, ene je vadhu managamatA ITa padArtho ApavAmAM Avaze te enI svacchatA cAlI jaze. svacchatA kAyama TakAvavI hoya te indriyone sArA padArthothI piSavAnI kaI jarUra nathI. A hadayavedhaka vANIthI ziSyA paNa zaramiMdA banI gayA. ja cittamuni paNa e ja kahI rahyA che ke he brahmadatta ! saMsAra te ekAMta duHkhane dariye che. kAmabhogamAM traNe kALamAM sukha nathI. kadAca tane tene kSaNika AnaMda Avate haze paNa e AnaMda jIvane mahAna duHkhenI khAImAM dhakelI denAra che. saMsAranA viSaya sukhe kevA che te sAMbhaLa.

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zAradA siddhi jahA ya kiMpAga phalA maNoramA, raseNa vaNNeNa ya bhuNjmaannaa| te vira vavamAnar, govA maLe vivAda | utta. a. 3ra gAthA 20 he rAjana ! jevI rIte kipAka vRkSanuM phaLa dekhAvamAM suMdara, khAvAmAM mIThuM, svAdiSTa ane manane rocaka che paNa ene khAvAthI jIvanane nAza thAya che, evI rIte kAma bhogonuM paNa kaDavuM pariNAma che. kipAka vRkSanuM phaLa khAvAmAM mIThuM ne dekhAvamAM suMdara, manane game tevuM hoya che paNa khAvAthI jIva ane kAyA judA kare che. tame keI AvuM phaLa khAva kharA? "nA". barAbara che ne ? te vicAra kare. A saMsAranA sukha, pAMca IndriyenA viSayanA kAmabhoga paNa kipAka vRkSanA phaLa jevA che. e dekhAvamAM suMdara, manahara ane AkarSaka lAge che, paNa ene bhogavavAthI jIvane bhayaMkara duHkhanA bhoga banavuM paDe che. kAmabhoga jhera jevA che. jhera eka bhavamAM mAre che paNa kAmabhoganA jhera te jIvane bhavobhavamAM mAranAra che. AvA dekhItA jherane pIvuM e te mUrkhatA che, jANI joIne maravA jevuM che. AtmAthI, tyAgI purU enI sAme daSTi paNa karatA nathI. tyAgIne mana bhoga e te mahAduHkhanI khANa che. baMdhuo ! saMsAranuM eka nAnakaDuM sukha paNa mahAna duHkhanuM janmadAtA che. mAnavI jene sukha samajIne emAM rAce che paNa kharekhara e te sukhane AbhAsa hoya che. AtmAnA gharanuM sukha e sAcuM sukha che. mahanA gharane AnaMda kayAre paNa zAzvata AnaMda banI zakatuM nathI. bhautikatAmAM sukha zodhavAno prayatna e jalamaMthana karIne navanIta kADhavAne prayatna che. je sukhanI prApti mATe mAnavI anekAneka mathAmaNe kare che te sukha nazvara hoya che paNa kSaNika sukhamAM lubdha banI jato mAnavI tene nitya mAnIne bese che. e sukha mATe talasATa e ja enuM moTAmAM moTuM duHkha banI jAya che. tyAga mAge jIvananuM sAcuM sukha maLe che. saMsAranA kSaNika sukha pratyene rAga jIvanane vinAza sarje che. mAnavInI mahattA tRSNavaMta banIne sukha-vaibhava prApta karavAmAM nathI, paNa virAgI banIne meha vijetA thavAmAM che. sAMsArika bhegothI alipta banavuM, anAsakta banavuM e sukhI banavA mATenuM sAce rAjamArga che. cittamuni brahmadatta cakravatine kAmaganI bhayaMkaratA ane tyAga mArganI mahattA samajAvatA kahe che te brahmadatta ! saMsAranA tuccha sukha mATe zuM huM amUlya cAritrano tyAga karuM? A te mAthA sATe mAla lIdhe che. aggaM vaNiehiM AhiyaM, dhAranti rAiNiyA ihaM / rva paramA mahayA, gavAyA 3 sAruM mothaLA | sUya. a. ra u ra gAthA 3 tArA saMsAranA sukhe te kAMkarA tulya che ane mArA saMyamanA sukhe ratnanA bhaMDAra jevA che. tArA dhananA. jhaverAtanA bhaMDArane lUMTArA tUTI jaze, pANIne puramAM

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758 zAradA siti taNAI jaze, agnimAM baLI jaze paNa mArA jJAna-darzana-cAritra rUpa amUlya ratnAnA bhaMDArane koI lUTArA lUMTI zakatA nathI, agni khALI zakatI nathI, pANInA pUramAM e taNAI zakatA nathI evA akha'Da ane akSaya e bha'DAra che. e kiMmatI ratnAne kANu grahaNa karI zake ? jema vahepArIe dura dUra dezAvara vahepAra karavA mATe jAya che. tyAMthI uttamamAM uttama ka"matI vastuo jema ke ratnA, vastrAbhUSaNA laI Ave che. tene moTA moTA rAjA-mahArAjAe agara meTA zrImaMte grahaNa karI zake che. ene kharIdavAnu sAmAnya mANusanu` gajuM nathI, evI rIte tIthakara bhagavate tathA AcA dvArA pratipAdita rAtrIbhAjananA tyAga sahita pAMca mahAvratA sAdhupurUSA grahaNa karI zake che. kAyara manudhyeA agara viSaya lelupI jIvA mATe A mahAvratA grahaNa karavAnuM duSkara hAya che. dhairyavAna purUSo mahAvratA aMgIkAra karI zake che. he brahmadatta ! meM mArA gurUnI pAse si'hanI jema zUravIra ane dhIra banIne pAMca mahAvata rUpa ki'matI ratno lIdhA che. e gurUdeve mArA upara mahAna kRpA karIne Ave mA mAla Apyo che. eka vahepArI jevA paNa kamatI mAla sAcavIne tijorImAM mUkI de che paNa jyAM ne tyAM mUkI detA nathI ke jema tema veDaphI nAMkhate nathI, te huM mArA kiMmatI mAlane saMsAranA viSayabhAgamAM veDaphI nAMkhu ! koDI sATe amUlya ratnA kaNu ApI de? je Ape te mUkha gaNAya ! te ka matI ratna jevuM cAritra vecIne koDI jevI cakravati'nI padavI kharIdI ane mane paNa e tarapha khecavA mAMge che ? e traNa kALamAM nahi bane. hu' mArA mahAvata rUpI ratnAne veDaphIne kAmabhAgamAM lubdha nahi khanuM. A te tuM mane sukha bhogavavAnA praleAbhana Ape che, paNa kadAca koI mane ema kahe ke tAru' cAritra cheDI de, nahi cheDI de teA jAnathI mArI nAMkhIza. AvI dhamakI Ape te paNu hu' calAyamAna nahi thAuM. sAdhu-saMtAnu jIvana paropakArane mATe hoya che. saMsAramAM meADumAM paDelA jIvAne meAhanA kIcaDamAMthI bahAra kADhI sAcA sukhanA mArga batAvavA mATe kadAca peAtAne kaSTa paDe che te sahana kare che paNa khIjA jIvA kema sAcu sukha prApta kare evI paropakAra bhAvanA hAya che. paramAnI STi hAya che. A tA meM sAdhunI vAta karI paNa ka'ika sa'sArI jIvA paNa paropakArane khAtara keTalu kaSTa sahana kare che! eka STAMta ApIne samajAvu. vRkSA paththaranA ghA sahana karIne paNa peAtAne mAranArane mIThA phaLa Ape che. agarabattI baLIne paNa sa'sAranA jIvAne suga'dha ApavAmAM gaurava anubhave che. dIvAnI jyota pote baLIne rAkha thaI ne paNa jagatanA jIvAne prakAza Ape che, teA mAnava paNa zuM koI evA na nIkaLe ke je pote duHkha veThIne bIjAne sukha na Ape ? jarUra nIkaLe. A pRthvI aneka ratnAne dhAraNa karanArI che. koI eka meTA zaheramAM eka meTA vaNika vahepArI rahetA hatA. ene dekhrIva nAme eka putra hatA. A dothrIva bhaNIgaNIne

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zAradA siddhi 754 heziyAra thayo eTale paraNAvyo. brIva vahepAra karavAmAM paNa hoMziyAra hate. sAthe ene jIvanamAM paropakArane meTo guNa hate. keI duHkhI mANasane dekhe eTale enuM dila dravI uThe. brIvanA pitAjIe ene paradeza vahepAra karavA javAnuM kahyuM, tethI e javA taiyAra thayo. karoDa rUpiyAne mAla vahANamAM bharyo. mAtApitAne namana karIne emanA AzIrvAda laIne vahANumAM beThe, tyAre enA pitAjIe kahyuM-beTA ! tuM pahelavahele sAgaranI saphara karI paradeza dhana kamAvA jAya che te tuM phatteha meLavaje, ane khUba kamANI karI vahelavahelo pAcho AvI jaje. brIvanuM paradeza prayANu" - pitAjIne AzIrvAda laIne zubha muhurta sAgara kinArethI vahANa upADayuM. AkhuM vahANa kiMmatI mAlathI bhareluM hatuM. pavana paNa anukULa hatuM ne vahANa calAvanAra nAvika paNa ghaNe anubhavI hate. be divasa sudhI sAgaramAM satata saphara karI, pachI vahANa calAvanAre kahyuM-zeTha ! ApaNe barAbara madhadariye AvI gayA chIe. ApaNI saphara kSemakuzaLa che. ApaNuM sadbhAgye vAdaLa paNa svaccha che. koI jAtane vadhe Ave tema nathI. A rIte nAvikanA kahevAthI brIvane khUba AnaMda thayo. vahANa pUravege AgaLa vadhI rahyuM hatuM. tyAM ekAeka keI karUNa AkaMda karatuM hoya e avAja saMbhaLAyo. ATalI badhI kALI cIcIyArio ke. karatuM haze ? ema vicAra karI dobrIva Amatema jovA lAgyo. te sAmethI eka vahANuM AvI rahyuM hatuM ane A rokaLane avAja paNa e taraphathI AvatuM hatuM. thoDIvAramAM to e vahANa A vahANanI najIka AvI gayuM. e vahANa tukanuM hatuM. debrIve joyuM te e vahANamAM navayuvAna ane svarUpavAna strIo beThelI hatI. e dareka strIonA hAthapaga bAMdhelA hatA, ne emanI AMkhamAMthI bora bora jevA AMsu TapakatA hatA ane mukhethI karUNa vilApa karI rahI hatI. mAlathI bharelA vahANa Apate debIva" :- dayALu dilane debrIva A karUNa dazya joIne dhrujI uThayo. A zuM ? eNe tuka vahANanA kamAnane pUchyuM ke A badhI strIo keNa che ne zA mATe raDe che? tuka kaptAne kahyuM ke A badhA kedI che. ame ene gulAma tarIke vecavA mATe laI jaIe chIe. emane vecIne ame paisA kamAIzuM. pelI strIo paNa debrIvane araja kare che ke vIrA! amane A pAzamAMthI cheDAva. A pApIo amane laI jaIne vecaze. amArA cAritra lUMTAvaze. A sAMbhaLIne dabrIvanuM hRdaya karUNAthI chalakAI gayuM. eNe tukI kaptAnane kahyuM bhAI! tamAre A lekene vecIne paisA ja kamAvA che ne? te ema karo. tame mAMge teTaluM dhana huM AvuM ne tame A strIone cheDI de. are ! tuM ApI ApIne keTaluM dhana Apaze? debrIve kahyuM ema karo. ApaNe arasaparasa sodo karIe. mAruM mAlathI bhareluM vahANa tame laI le ne tamAruM vahANa mane ApI do. tuka kaptAne vahANa upara najara nAMkhIne

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760 zAradA siddhi joyuM te debrIvanuM vahANa mAlathI bhareluM hatuM. AvI kamANI karavAno moko koNa javA de? baMnene sodo nakkI thayo ne paraspara vahANanI adalAbadalI thaI tukI kaptAna vicAra karavA lAgyo ke A mANasa ke mUrNa che ke karoDene mAla ApI dIdhe! eNe te mUrkhAI karI paNa mAruM te kAma thaI gayuM. devAnupriyo! A brIva kaMI mUrkha na hatA paNa eNe te mAtra dayAnI khAtara karoDa rUpiyAne mAla ja karI A sodo karyo hato. bhale, paisA gayA paNa ATalA ane trAsamAMthI mukta karyo ne temanA zIyala sAcavyA ene dilamAM AnaMda hato. aDhAra, vIsa, bAvIsa, vIsa varSanI abaLAo paNa A vIrAnI udAratA ane dayA joI Azcarya pAmI gaI ne ene dhanyavAda ApavA lAgI. ahe vIrA! te te amArA cAritranuM rakSaNa karAvyuM ke amane jIvatadAna ApyuM. dhanya che tArI udAratAne! tuM na maLyo hota te amAruM rakSaNa keNa karata? bhagavAna tane dIrdhAyuSa banAve, ema AzIrvAda ApavA lAgI. debrIve A bALAonA hAtha pagamAMthI beDIo kaDhAvI nAMkhI ane saune sAMtvana ApIne vahANa dvArA pitApitAnA gAma poMcADIne mAnavatAnuM eka mahAna kartavya adA karyAne saMtoSa anubhavyo. A badhI kanyAo moTA zrImaMta ane sukhI gharanI chokarIo hatI. temAM rasa dezanA rAjAnI paNa kuMvarI hatI. badhI kanyAo potapotAnA sthAne pahoMcI gaI, paNa eka rUsa dezanA rAjAnI kuMvarI ane tenI dAsI be jaNe rahyA. debrIva ciMtA karavA lAgyo ke A baMnene dezamAM kevI rIte pahoMcADavA, kAraNa ke ene deza ghaNe dUra hato ne vahANa calAvanAra kaptAna e mArgane ajANa hate. A kanyAe debrIvanI ciMtA pArakhI lIdhI. kanyA te debrIvane manathI pitAnA ArAdhya deva mAnatI hatI kAraNa ke AvI gulAmImAMthI ahIM bhara dariyAmAM keNa choDAve tema hatuM ? have huM lagna karIza te AnI sAthe karIza. e nirNaya karI lIdhe ne kahyuM Apa mArI ciMtA na karaze. huM rUsa dezanA rAjAnI putrI chuM. A vRddha mArI dAsI che. dezamAM pahoMcavuM e mArA mATe khUba kaThIna che, paNa Ape mane gulAmImAMthI mukta karAvI che te huM Apane pati tarIke apanAvavAne nirNaya karI cUkI chuM. je Apa mAro svIkAra karo te mane mArA dezamAM pahoMcavAne meha nathI. dabrIve A bAbatamAM thoDo vicAra karIne kahyuM ke jevI tArI IcchA. rUsanA rAjAnI kanyA dabrIva jevA navayuvAna, svarUpavAna, dayALu ane paropakArI patine pAmIne khuza khuza thaI gaI. vahANamAM ja baMnee ekabIjAne pati-patnI tarIke svIkArI lIdhA. have vahANa AgaLa laI javAne koI artha nathI, kAraNa ke vahANa khAlIkhama hatuM. dhana ke mAla kaMI na hatuM, eTale vahepAra zenAthI kare? tethI debrIve vahANa pitAnA deza tarapha pAchuM vALyuM

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zAhA zihi 71 - " vahANa khAlI jotAM pitAnI nAkhuzI - theDA divasamAM vahANa baMdara para AvI pahoMcyuM. pitAne saMdeze maLyuM ke putra kamAIne Avyo che eTale enA pitA putrane levA mATe harSabhera baMdara para AvyA ne joyuM te vahANa khAlIkhama che. dhana ke mAla kaI cIja nathI. A joIne pitAjIe pUchyuM beTA ! vahANuM kema khAlIkhama che? kaMI na mAla nathI kharIdI lAvyo? brIve vahANamAMthI nIce utarIne pitAjIne page lAgIne kahyuM pitAjI! dhana mAla kaMI nathI lAvyo, paNa mApha karaje. ApanI rajA sivAya ApanA dhanathI meM so nirAdhAra abaLAone jIvatadAna ApyuM che ne emanA aMtaranA AzIrvAda meLavyA che eTaluM ja nahi paNa rUsa dezanA rAjAnI kuMvarIne paraNIne lAvyo chuM. e paNa emAM ja hatI. te Apa ja kaho ke huM je lAvyo chuM te mUlayavAna che ke je beI Avyo te mUlyavAna che? A sAMbhaLIne enA pitA nAkhuza thayA paNa have zuM kare? game tema te ya potAne putra che ne ? eTale cheDe Thapako Apyo ke ATaluM badhuM dhana te Ama veDaphI nAMkhyuM paNa have pharIthI kadI AvuM karato nahi. debrIve kahyuM, bhale. "brIvanuM pharI vAra paradeza prayANu":- bAra mahinA pachI pharIthI enA pitAne thayuM ke putrane paradeza kamAvA mokaluM. ema vicAra karIne putrane kahyuMhuM tane kamAvA paradeza mokaluM chuM. evA mATe nathI malate, mATe A vakhate barAbara dhyAna rAkhaje. dobrIve kahyuM ke bhale, pitAjI ! ApanI AjJA pramANu. mAlathI bhareluM vahANa baMdara para taiyAra rAkhyuM hatuM. debrIva pitAne praNAma karIne vahANamAM beThe ne kaptAne laMgara choDIne vahANa calAvyuM. vahANa dariyAI mArge saDasaDATa AgaLa vadhI rahyuM hatuM. vacamAM eka baMdara AvyuM tyAM eka divasa vizrAMti levAnI IcchAthI vahANa baMdaranA kinAre lAvyA. tyAM bIjA ghaNAM vahANe ubhA hatA. temAMnA eka vahANa upara dIbrIvanI najara paDI. te dazya khUba karUNAjanaka hatuM. cAra-pAMca varSanA kumaLA bALake eka bAju bhUkhyA taraphaDI rahyA hatA ne bIjI bAju sipAIo e bALakonA garIba mA-bApane cAbUkanA mAra mArI hAtha pagamAM beDI nAMkhI keda karIne vahANamAM besADatA hatA, ane rAjyanA Tekasa na cUkavavAnA gunA badala emane kedI banAvIne rAjyanI jelamAM dAkhala karavAnA hatA. dIbrIvanA hRdayamAM dayAne dipaka pragaTI uThe. arere....A bicArA garIba mANase kayAMthI Tekasa cUkave ? emanA upara Ave julma! A bALako kevA bhUkhyA TaLavaLe che ne A emanA mA-bApanI kevI karUNa dazA che! emane koNa bacAvanAra che? debrIvanA manamAM thayuM ke A karoDonI saMpatti zuM karavAnI? mAruM je thavuM haze te thaze paNa mArAthI A duHkha nathI jovAtuM, tethI sipAIone kahyuM bhAI! A bicArA garIbene zA mATe mAro che ? emane cheDI do, tyAre sipAIe enA zo, 96

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}ra zAradA siddhi para gusse thayA ne kahyu amAre te Tekasa AI e. dayALu dAmrIve peAtAnA vahANumAM rahelA badhA mAla Tekasa rUpe cUkavIne badhAne kedathI mukta karAvyA. dayAnA avatAra samA dAmrIvane badhA leAkeA ataranA AzIvAda ApatA hasatA hasatA peAtAnA sthAne pahoMcI gayA. ATalA badhA mANasAne abhayadAna ApyAnA dAmrIvane khUba AnaMda thayo ne khAlI vahANa laIne pAcho vaLyo. tenA pitAjIne A vAtanA samAcAra maLyA eTale enA krodhanA pAra na rahyo. te jorathI khelI uThayA. are mUrkha ! karoDAnA mAla Ama veDaphI naMkhAya ? evA te ghaNAM du:khI mANase heya. e badhAnI dayA karavA jaIe te ApaNe bhikhArI banI jaIe. te' teA mArI ghaNI sapatti lUMTAvI dIdhI. have tuM A gharamAM na joIe. ema kahIne pitAe doSThIva, enI patnI ane dAsI e traNene gharanI bahAra kADhI mUkayA. paropakAra-dayAne khAtara duHkha sahana karavu' paDe te karavA dothrIva taiyAra hatA. e hasatA mukhe cAlyo gayo. nAnuM makAna bhADe laI ne rahevA lAgyo, ane mahenata majurI karIne gujarAna calAvavA lAgyo. A rIte be varSa thayA tyAre enA pitAjInA dilamAM pAche putraprema jAgRta thayo, tethI ghera khelAvyo. dothrIva enI patnI ane dAsI sahita ghera Avyo. enA pitAe vicAra karyAM ke be vakhata te sa'patti gumAvIne Avyo paNa hajI - eka vakhata ene paradeza dhana kamAvA javAnA hu' cAnsa ApuM. have jo e bhUla karaze tA hu' enA sAmuM nahi jouM, pachI bhale enuM game te thAya. ema vicAra karIne ane trIjI vakhata paradeza javAnI AjJA karIne kahyu ke joje A vakhate vahANu khAlI laIne AvIza tA pharI kadI tArA sAmuM nahi jouM. pitAjInA kaDaka zabdo ziromAnya karIne dASrIva trIjI vakhata sAgaranI sarpha upaDayo. mAla bharelA vahANamAM besIne pravAsa zarU karyAM, A vakhate jo e sa'patti gumAvIne Ave te enA mATe gharamAM kayAMya sthAna na hatu. dezrIva nIkaLyo tyAre enI yAdI mATe patnIe peAtAnI 'matI hIrAnI vITI dothrIvane paherAvI hatI. daza paMdara divasanI saphara khAda vahANa eka ajANyA baMdaranA kinAre paheAMcyu.. krobrIva vahANamAMthI nIce utaryAM. baMdaranA kinAro tadna nIrava hatA, koI mANaso AvatA jatA dekhAtA na hatA. doSrIve AjubAju najara pheravI teA thADe dUra be purUSo bAdazAhI pASAkamAM ubhelA joyA. thADI vAramAM e baMne purUSo dozrIva ubhA hatA tyAM AvyA. dASrIvanA hAthamAM 'kika'matI hIrAnI vITI camakatI hatI. e joIne pelA purUSoe kahyu ke A vIMTI te mArI putrInI hoya tevI lAge che. tArI pAse kayAMthI AvI? tuM cAra che. dAmrIve kahyuM huM cAra nathI, Apa koNa che? hu* rUsa dezanA bAdazAha chuM ne A mAro pradhAna che, tyAre dASrIve vITInA AkhA itihAsa kahI sabhaLAvyA, tyAre bAdazAha ane emanA pradhAna khuza thaI gayA. ahA! ApaNI ghaNAM vakhatathI guma thayelI putrIne A

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zAradA siddhi 763 pati che. ANe mArI putrI sahita ATalI badhI abaLAnA prANa bacAvyA. dhanya che ApanI paropakAra vRttine! tamArA jevA jamAI maLavAthI huM mAruM ahobhAgya samajuM chuM. basa, have tame mArI putrI sahita tamArA samasta parivArane laIne rasa deza Ave. huM mAruM adhuM rAjya Apane bakSIsa karIza. A mArA maMtrIne huM ApanI sAthe mokaluM chuM. e pAchA vaLatAM tamane rUsane mArga batAvaze. sasarAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne debrIve vahANa deza tarapha pAchuM vALyuM. baMdhuo ! paropakAranuM vAveluM vRkSa jANe ekAeka phaLethI lacI paDyuM. A che brIvanI paropakAra bhAvanA ane dayAnuM phaLa. vahANa pitAnA nagaranA baMdare pahoMcyuM ane pitAjIne khabara ApI eTale pitAjI harSabhera sAmA AvyA. debrIve pitAjIne saghaLI hakIkata kahI saMbhaLAvI. pitAnA paropakArI putranA puNyanI lIlA joIne pitAnA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. te vahAlathI putrane bheTI paDayA, dabrIva potAnA kuTuMba parivArane laI rUsa deza tarapha javA ravAnA thaze. vahANu sAgaramAM saphara karatuM AgaLa vadhI rahyuM hatuM paNa haju dabrIvanI kasoTI bAkI hatI, tethI rUsanA maMtrInA dilamAM IrSA jAgI ke A raste rakhaDate sAmAnya mANasa rUsanA aDadhA rAjayane mAlika banaze? basa, keI paNa rIte enuM kATaluM kADhI nAkhyuM. te mATe zuM karavuM te eNe manamAM nakakI karI lIdhuM. madharAtre badhA bharanidrAmAM hatA te vakhate maMtrIe debrIvane bharanidrAmAMthI uThAvIne dariyAmAM pheMkI dIdhe. debrIvanuM bhAgya jora karatuM hatuM eTale dariyAmAM paDatAnI sAthe enA hAthamAM eka pATIyuM AvI gayuM. enA sahAre tarata tarate kinAre AvI gaye. A tarapha maMtrIe je debrIvane dariyAmAM pheMkyo e avAja thaze eTale badhA jAgI gayA. maMtrI beTo DeLa karIne raDavA lAgyo ne kahyuM jamAI zArIrika kAme uThayA hatA ne bahAra pATIyA upara ubhA rahyA, ane cakakara AvavAthI dariyAmAM paDI gayA. meM pakaDavA ghaNuM karyuM paNa pakaDI zakyo nahi ne vahANa dUra nIkaLI gayuM. vahANamAM te rokakaLa macI gaI paNa have zuM thAya? keIne upAya na hatuM. vahANuM rUsa pahoMcyuM paNa jamAI dariyAmAM paDI gayAnA samAcAra jANuM khUba du:kha thayuM have brIvanI AzA na hatI. A tarapha dabrIva kinAre pahoMcyA. tyAM eNe eka heDI joI, eNe heDIvALAne kahyuM bhAI! tuM mane rUsa dezamAM pahoMcADIza? heDIvALe nAvika kahe che rUsa pahoMcADuM te kharo paNa eka zarata ! rUsamAM tamane je maLe temAMthI mane adhe bhAga ApavAne. e zarata maMjura hoya te rUsa pahoMcADuM. brIve zarata maMjura karI. traNa divasane bhUkhyuM hatuM eTale eNe kinArethI phaLa phUla lAvIne khAdhA pachI heDImAM besIne AgaLa cAlyA. dasa divase nAva rUsanA kinAre pahoMcI. ahIM te rUsanA bAdazAha, enI putrI ke dostrIvanA pitA badhAe enI AzA choDI.

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764 zAradA siddhi dIdhI hatI. tyAM acAnaka dAthIvanA AgamananA samAcAra maLyA eTale badhA khuzakhuza thaI gayA ne khUba ThAThamAThathI dAbrIvane rUsamAM lAvyA ne khUba AnaMda maheAtsava ujavyo. maMtrInA te| hAjA gagaDI gayA ke have mArI peAla khullI thaI jaze. khAdazAhe dAmrIvane dariyAmAM kevI rIte paDaco enu' kAraNa pUchatAM zrIve satya vAta raju karI eTale bAdazAha maMtrIne zikSA karavA taiyAra thayo, paNa dayALu hRdayanA dothrIve maMtrIne zikSA na karavA vinaMtI karI. pAtAne mAranAra pratye paNa keTalA karUNA bhAva ! deobrIvanI AvI udAratA, pavitratA ane paropakAra pArAyaNatA joine enA sasarAe enu Akhu rUsanu` rAjya ene soMpI dIdhuM. ene rAjamugaTa paherAvI rAjatilaka karavAnI taiyArI thavA lAgI. te vakhate pelA nAvike dothrIvane kahyuM. kema bhAI ! pelI zarata yAda che ne ? dekhrIve te ja vakhate nAvikane ardhuM rAjya ApavAnuM lakhANu karI ApyuM. eTale nAvike dothrIvanA caraNamAM namI paDayo ne kahyuM. dAmrIva ! dhanya che tArI udAratAne ane tArI paropakAra vRttine! mAre rAjayanI jarUra nathI. huM teA tArI parIkSA karatA hatA. tuM AnadathI rUsanuM rAjaya bhAgava ane sukhI thA. ema kahIne be hAthe rAjamugaTa uMcakIne dothrIvanA mAthe paherAvI dIdhA, pachI pelA nAvika adRzya thaI gayA. A vakhate deve enI parIkSA karI hatI ke atyAra sudhI te e paropakAra pArAyaNu rahyo paNa rAjya maLyA pachI enA bhAva kevA rahe che e jovA mATe deva hADI laIne nAvika banIne Avyo hatA paNa e kasoTImAMthI pasAra thaI gayo ane mahA sukhI samRddha dezanA rAjA banyo. rAjA banIne paNa eNe ghaNAM parApakAranA kAryo karyA ne peAtAnA guNAnI praza'sA jagatamAM phelAvI gayo. je dhama kare che tenI kasoTI teA avazya thAya che. kaSTa paDe che chatAM je ka sATInA samaye majabUta rahe che, sheja paNa calAyamAna thatA nathI te enA caraNamAM devAne paNa namavu paDe che, mATe tame je je vrata aMgIkAra karo temAM aDaga raheA. dRDha rahe ane jIvanamAM paropakAra, sevA, dayA, sadAcAra, udAratA vigere guNAnI parimala prasarAvA tA A mAnavabhava sACka thaze. cittamunine paNa brahmadatta cakravatie keTalA praleAbhanA ApyA chatAM cAritramAM kevA aDaga rahyA che ane sa'sAranA ragarAgamAM mohAMdha banelA brahmadatta cakravatine teo samajAve che ke sAcuM sukha kayAM che? hajI cittamuni brahmadatta cakravati ne samajAvaze ne zu' banaze tenA bhAva avasare. O vyAkhyAna naM. 79 O AsA vada 3 ne sAmavAra tA. 8-10-09 ana'tajJAnI tIrthaMkara bhagavAne ApaNA upara mahAna upakAra che. kAraNa ke nameAthyuMmAM ApaNe belIe chIe ke bhagavAna kevA che?"abhayadayANu, cakakhudayANu"

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zAradA siddhi magnadayANuM." jJAnarUpI cakSunA denAra che. mekSa mALanA batAvanAra che ane jagatanA sarva jIne abhayadAnanA denAra che. jema keI mArgamAM jatA ke pravAsIne lUMTAza lUMTane hAtha paga bAMdhIne tenI AMkhe pATA bAMdhIne jaMgalamAM rakhaDate mUkI de te te pravAsI AMkhe pATe bAMdhela hovAthI potAnA sAcA raste jaI zakatA nathI, vaLI tyAM jaMgalI pazuonI bhayaMkara garjanAonA kAraNe tene bhaya lAge che, ati bhUkha-tarasathI AkuLa vyAkuLa thayo hoya ane keIne Azaro na hoya AvI duHkhI sthitimAM pIDAte heya. te samaye koI dayALu hathiyArabaMdha mAnavI AvIne tenA hAtha paganA baMdhana teDI nAMkhe, AMkhethI pATA choDI de. tene sAco mArga batAve. khAvA pIvAnuM lAvI Ape te pachI e pravAsI sukharUpa pitAnA sthAne pahoMcI jAya. te tene keTale upakAra mAne? evI rIte anaMta kALathI bhavanamAM rakhaDate AtmA mithyAjJAna viSaya-kaSAyo vigere lUMTArAothI lUMTAyele paLe paLe duHkhanA bhayathI phaDaphaDate rahyo che. mithyAtvAdi karmanA pATAthI mokSa tarapha javA mATe aMdha banyuM che, tethI mokSa mArgane badale saMsAra vanamAM bhaTakayA kare che. saMsAra vanamAM bhUlA paDelA mAnavIne mokSamArganI musApharI yogya khAnapAna ke tAkAta maLatI nathI. AvA jIvone tIrthakara bhagavate tatvajJAna ane AtmAnI anaMta zaktinuM bhAna karAvI duHkhanA bhayathI mukta karAve che.. mithyAtvAdinA pATA cheDAvI mekSa mArga taraphanI aMdhatA dUra karAvI mokSamArgane bedha" Ape che ane samyadarzana, samyaphajJAna, ane samyaphacAritra rUpI dharma sAdhanAnA bhejana ApI mokSa tarapha AgekUca karavAnI tAkAta Ape che. A sAdhanA dvArA ajJAnAdinA vizALa samudra pAra karAve che, ane kevaLa jJAna rUpI lakSmIne prApta karAve che. aMte te jIva sarva karmone kSaya karI mokSamAM pahoMcI jAya che. AvA anaMta upakArI prabhunA ApaNA upara keTalA agaNita ane asIma upakAra che! evA prabhue ApaNane taravA mATe sidhAMtanI mahAmUDInuM dAna karyuM che. e sidhdhAMtamAM ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 13mA adhyayananuM vAMcana cAle che. brahmadatta cakravati saMsAra vanamAM bhUlA paDayA che. cittamuni temane sAce mArga samajAvI rahyA che. te kahe che he brahmadatta cakravati! amArA tyAgInA sukha AgaLa tamArA saMsAranA uMcAmAM uMcA sukho paNa DAMgaranA pherA jevA che. saMyamanI mIThAza ane saMyamanuM sukha te te ja samajI zake che ke jeNe khuda saMyamanA sukhane anubhava karyo hoya, mATe sAcuM sukha kayAM che te tuM sAMbhaLa. sukha je 2chuM tapa dhana tathA cAritranA guNa pujamAM, ... temaja anaMta sukha sAcuM virati kerI kuMjamAM. te sukha bhAga anaMtamo nA hoya bhega vilAsamAM, kAmAdimAM je moja mAne aMdha te ajJAnamAM - Ajane mAnava sukhanI zodha karavA mATe AkAzapAtALa eka karI rahyo che

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zAradA siddhi bhUkhatarasa veThI, uMgha uDADI sukha mATe deDAdoDa karI rahyo che. chatAM ene sAcuM sukha maLatuM nathI. te have vicAra karo sukha kyAM che? sAcA sukhI A duniyAmAM koNa che? jJAnI purUSa kahe che sAcuM sukha tyAgamAM che. je rAga-dveSathI mukta thayelA che, tapa e jenuM dhana che evA saMyamI muni je sukhane anubhava kare che, je AnaMdano upabhega kare che tene lAkho bhAga paNa saMsAranA svachaMdamAM phasAyelA game tevA samRdhivAna ane zaktimAna purU nathI karI zakatA. eTalA mATe kahevAmAM Ave che ke "vItarAgI sadA sukhI" vItarAgI muni jevuM bIjuM kaMI sukhI nathI, saMyamI sAce dayAvAna che, sAce paropakArI che, ane sevAne sAco bhekhadhArI che, jenA romeromamAM saMyamanI laganI che, je sahanuM kalyANa Icche che ane sahu AtmAo AtmAnuM sAcuM sukha prApta kare evuM Icche che, tethI saMyamI purUSa sAce dayAvAna che Aje jagatamAM je pApano pravAha vahI rahyo che ane jenA lIdhe manuSyone duHkha, Aphata ke muzIbatene anubhava karavo paDe che. te badhAnuM mULa svadayAne siddhAMta nahi samajavAmAM raheluM che. je manuSya potAnA AtmAne pApamAMthI bacAvatA nathI te samagra pApa pravAhane bhAgIdAra bane che ane svayaM duHkhI thAya che, jyAre potAnA AtmAnI dayA ciMtavanAra saMyamI purUSa pApa pravAhamAMthI pitAnI bhAgIdArI pAchI kheMcI le che ne pote svayaM sukhI banI jagatanAM jIvanane sukhI thavAne mArga batAve che. Asakti ane bhegavilAsanuM je viSavartuLa anAdikALathI A saMsAramAM cAlI rahyuM che temAM bhAgIdArI karavI, tene : Teke Ape ke tenI anumodanA karavI te sujJa purUSanuM kAma nathI. sujJa purUSa te te ja che ke pote tare che ne bIjAne tAre che. jyAre sUrNa ane mithyAbhimAnI pite be che ne bIjAne paNa DUbADe che. jeo sAcuM sukha pAmyA che te mahAtmAo bIjA jene sAcuM sukha kayAM che. e sukha kevI rIte prApta karAya te samajAve che. eka gAmamAM eka anyadarzanI mahAtmA padhAryA. teo gAmathI be mAIla kara eka vRkSa nIce kuTira banAvIne tyAM rahevA lAgyA. A mahAtmA jaina sAdhu na hatA. paNa saMnyAsI hatA, chatAM emanA jIvanamAM nispRhatA khUba hatI. teo tapasvI hatA. cAra pAMca divase gAmamAM bhikSA levA jatA hatA. bAkI Akho divasa e paramAtmAnA dhyAnamAM lIna rahetA. je kaI emanI pAse Ave temane dharma samajAvatA. mahAtmA khUba zAnI, nispRha ane tapasvI hatA eTale emane amuka labdhio ane vacanasiddhi maLI hatI. mahAtmAnA tapa-tyAganI cAre tarapha prazaMsA thavA lAgI. bhAvika zraddhALa bhaktonI emanI kuTire bhIDa jAmavA lAgI. dharmamAM zraddhALu leke te emane bhagavAna tatya mAnavA lAgyA, ane keTalAya rogIonA asAdhya roge paNa mahAtmAnA caraNasparzathI dUra thavA lAgyA, eTale lekenI zradadhA vadhavA lAgI. AjubAjunA gAmanA lokonA ToLe TeLA temanI jhUMpaDIe AvavA lAgyA. emanA darzana karavAmAM ane emanA mukhethI

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zA sili dharmane upadeza sAMbhaLavAmAM pitAnuM ahobhAgya samajavA lAgyA. mahAtmAnuM nivAsa eka tIrthadhAma jevuM banI gayuM. bIjA badhA leke mahAtmAnA darzana karI upadeza sAMbhaLIne cAlyA jatA paNa e gAmanA cAra mANaso te evA hatA ke te mahAtmAnI rAta divasa khaMtathI sevA karatA. Ama karatAM cAra mahinA palakArAmAM vItI gayA. mahAtmAe cAre jaNane pitAnI pAse bolAvIne kahyuM ke huM have ahIMthI prayANa karIne kAzI tarapha yAtrAe javA IcchuM chuM. tame cAre jaNAe aMtaranA bhAvathI mArI khUba sevA karI che, mATe tame cAre ya jevA sukhI cho evA sadA sukhI rahe evA tamane mArA aMtaranA AzIrvAda che. A cAre ya bhakto mahAtmAnA AvA AzIrvAda sAMbhaLIne udAsa banI gayA. e cAramAMthI eka jaNe kahyuM ke gurUdeva ! AkhA gAmamAM ame cAra ja mANase vadhumAM vadhu duHkhI chIe. ame dharma karma ke saMta sevAmAM kaMI samajatA nahotA paNa duHkhamAMthI mukta thavA mATe ja ApanI sevAmAM rahyA chIe. ApanI pAse ATalA divasa rahyA paNa ame amArA duHkhane eka zabda paNa ApanI sAme uccAryo nathI. paNa AkhA gAmamAM ame cAra vadhAre duHkhI chIe. Apa te karUNAnA sAgara che, te amArA duHkha dUra karo. amane ApanA vacana upara zradadhA che, eTale je ApanI kRpA daSTi thaze te jarUra amAruM duHkha TaLI jaze. mahAtmAe kahyuM are ! tame A zuM bole che? mane te ema lAge che ke AkhA gAmamAM tame cAra mANasa ja sauthI vadhAre sukhI che. tame pUrvabhavanA puNyathI AvuM sukha jogavI rahyA che. dareka manuSyane tamArA jevuM sukha maLavuM durlabha che. tame tamArI jAtane beTI rIte duHkhI mAnI rahyA che. chatAM je tamane ema lAgatuM hoya ke ame dukhI chIe te kahe tamane zuM duHkha che? tyAre eka jaNe kahyuM gurUdeva! ame cAreya jaNA pUrA abhAgI chIe. amArA cAramAMthI ekeyane parivAra dhana, gharabAra ke kIti-khyAti nathI, tethI ame cAre jaNe ekalA aTulA AmathI tema bhaTakI rahyA chIe. ame cAreya mitrae dhana, strI, gharabAra, kIrti, parivAra vigere meLavavA mATe khUba prayatna karyA paNa badhA vyartha gayA. ame nirAza thaIne ApanA zaraNe AvyA chIe. have je Apa amArA upara kaMIka kRpAdaSTi karo te amAruM duHkha TaLe ne sukha maLe. mahAtmAe kahyuM he vatsa! haju tame khoTI bhramaNAmAM che. te kahuM chuM ke tamArA jevuM kaMI sukhI nathI chatAM paNa je tamArI IcchA saMsAranA dunyavI sukho bhegavavAnI che te ema banaze paNa tame cAre jaNuM tamane je sukha pasaMda hoya te khuzIthI mAMgI le. huM tamArI IcchA pUrI karIza. bole, tamAre zuM joIe che? cAre ya jaNAe vicAra karIne mahAtmA pAse potAnA sukhanI IcchA pradarzita karI. pahelAe kahyuM mAre suMdara strI joIe. bIjAe kahyuM mAre putra parivAra sahita

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rAjA vidhi mAnI joIe. trIjAe kahyuM mAre khUba dhanavAna banavuM che ne cethA e kahyuM mAre te dezanA netA banavuM che. huM moTe netA banuM ane mArI yaza kIrti khUba phelAya evuM thana Apo. cAre ya jaNAe pitAnI IcchA vyakta karI eTale mahAtmAe kahyuM # tathAti". ema kahIne cAre jaNAne vidAya karyA, ane mahAtmA paNa tyAMthI jhUMpaDI choDIne hAthamAM pitAnuM kamaMDaLa laIne vidAya thayA ne pelA cAra mitre paNa tyAMthI nIkaLIne sau saunA sthAne cAlyA gayA. samaya jatAM saune icchita sukha maLI gayuM. e sukha jogavatA palakArAmAM vIsa varSo vItI gayA, ane mahAtmA paNa pAchA pharatA karatA e ja gAmamAM jyAM pitAnI kuTIra hatI tyAM AvyA, gAmanA lokoe harSabhera emanuM svAgata karyuM, paNa temAM pelA cAra mANase dekhAyA nahi. moDI rAtre jeNe strInuM sukha mAMgyuM hatuM te Ave ane mahAtmAne praNAma karIne emanI pAse beTho. paNuM mahAtmAe ene oLakhyo nahi, kAraNa ke enuM zarIra taddana phIkaku, pILA pAMdaDA jevuM ane rogathI gherAyeluM hoya tevuM dekhAtuM hatuM. vIsa varSa pahelAM te e pahelavAna je dekhAtuM hatuM, eTale mahAtmA kayAMthI oLakhI zake? AvanAre pitAnI oLakhANa ApI eTale pUchayuM ke strIne sukhanI tArI mahecchA pUrI thaIne ? - mahAtmAnA zabdo sAMbhaLIne pele gaLagaLA thaI gaye ne bolyo-gurUdeva ! huM mAnate hatuM ke suMdara strI maLe eTale svarga jevuM sukha maLatuM haze tethI huM e sukha mATe phAMphA mAratA hatA ane suMdara strI maLI paNa huM te strImAM e mugdha banI gaye ke na pUcho vAta. viSaya vAsanAnA pariNAme huM rogane bhoga banI gaye ne have te e sukhathI kaMTALI gayo chuM. mane saMsAramAMthI bacAve. evI mArI Apane prArthanA che. mahAtmAe ene samajAvIne kahyuM ke tuM pachI mArI pAse Avaje. ema kahIne mahAtmAe ene vidAya karyo. bIje divase bIje mANasa AvyuM. jeNe mahAtmA pAse putra parivAra sahita sInI mAMgaNI karI hatI te Avyo. ane mahAtmAne vaMdana karIne emanI pAse beTho. eTale mahAtmAe ene pUchayuM ke kema bhAI! have te tame saMpUrNa sukhI che ne? tyAre teNe dukhita dile kahyuM gurUdeva ! A saMsAramAM kaMI sAra nathI. mArA duHkhane te kaI pAra nathI. zuM vAta karuM ? AnA karatAM te huM pahelA vadhAre sukhI hate. A putra te e abhAgI pAka che ke mane rAta-divasa satAve che ane milakatane bhAga mAMgI judo thavA mAMge che. na ApuM te koTe caDhIne levAnI dhamakI Ape che. ne vyasanemAM paNa pUro che. AvA chokarA karatAM vAMjhIyA rahevuM vadhu sAruM. have te huM enAthI trAsI gaye chuM. e mArI AbarUnA kAMkarA karavA beTho che. enI mA te mane gaNakAratI ja nathI. eTale huM te duHkhI duHkhI thaI gayo chuM. A duHkhamAMthI ugavAne mane mArga batAve te mane zAMti maLe. putra parivAra ke strImAM kayAMya sukha

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zAztA siddhi 769 nathI. ATaluM bolatAM te enI AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhAra thaI e AzAbhera mahAtmA sAmuM joI rahyo tyAre mahAtmAe kahyuM-bhAI! tuM pachI mArI pAse Avaje. ema kahIne vidAya karyo. trIje divase jeNe dhananuM sukha mAMgyuM hatuM te mANasa be ghaDAnI bagImAM besI karacAkaro sAthe ThAThamAThathI Avyo. AjubAjumAM ubhelA mANasee ene namaskAra karyA, pachI zeTha ekalA kuTiramAM gayA ne mahAtmAne namaskAra karI ubhA rahyA. mahAtmAe ene oLakhyo ja na hoya ema Azcarya pUrvaka enI sAme joI rahyA, tyAre te mANase kahyuM-gurUdeva! mane na oLakhyo? ApanI pAse meM dhana mAMgyuM hatuM ane ApanA AzIrvAdathI huM khUba dhanavAna banyo chuM. gurUdeva ! huM ema mAnate hatuM ke jenI pAse ghaNuM dhana hoya te mahAsukhI che. dhanavAnane sau mAnapAna Ape che. dhanathI samAjamAM pratiSThA vadhe che paNa e mArI mAnyatA ThagArI nIvaDI che. dhanavAna banyA pachI te huM vadhAre duHkhI duHkhI thaI gayo chuM. dhana vadhatA jaMjALa vadhI gaI. rAta-divasa dhana meLavavAnI ane dhana sAcavavAnI ciMtAmAM mane jarA paNa zAMti maLatI nathI. dhana mATe vahepAra vadhAre paDe, eTale vahepArIo Ave, bIjA loko sagA saba dhIo paNa jyAM dhana hoya tyAM vadhAre Ave che. bIjuM dhadha vadhe eTale magaja para Tensana vadhe che eTale tabiyata paNa bagaDe che ene mATe prAIveTa DokaTara rAkha paDayo che. vaLI dhana jema jema maLatuM gayuM tema tema mAro lebha paNa vadhatuM gayo. pAse je dhana che tene hu pite vAparate nathI ne bIjAne vAparavA detuM nathI. sukhe peTa bharIne khAI zakato nathI ne nirAMte UMdha paNa AvatI nathI. dhana meLavavAnA lebhamAM be ghaDI bhagavAnanuM nAma paNa laI zakatA nathI. mane te ema ja thAya che ke mAruM dhana mane narakamAM laI jaze, mATe gurUdeva ! tame mane bacAva...mAro udaghAra kare. ATaluM bolatAM te enA gaLe DUmo bharAI gayo. mahAtmAe tene zAMta karIne kahyuM bhAI! tuM pachI mArI pAse Avaje. ema kahIne ene paNa vidAya karyo. cothA divase je mANasa Avyo ne gurUne vaMdana karI temanI pAse beThe. mahAtmA ene tarata oLakhI gayA, eTale pUchayuM ke, have te tame moTA netA banI gayA che ne ? cAre tarapha kIti phelAI gaI haze? tamArI vAha vAha belAtI haze ! A sAMbhaLIne e bhAI te raDavA jevo thaI gayo ne eNe kahyuM gurUdeva! mane je sattAnI bhUkha hatI te have sattA maLyA pachI cAlI gaI che. emAMthI mane kAMI saMteSa ke AnaMda maLyo nahi, paNa e sattA TakAvI rAkhavA mATe mAre daMbha kare paDyo che. pariNAme mArI sAme duzamane ane pratispadhIo vadhyA che. teo mArI virUddhamAM pracAra kare che, ane guMDAo dvArA mane motanI dhamakI ApI rahyA che. AvI padavInI have mAre kaI jarUra nathI. pahelAM jIvanamAM je sukha zAMti hatI te have naSTa thaI gaI che. have te mane jIvana kaMTALA tha, 971

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770 zAradA siddhi bharyuM lAge che. gurUdeva! have mAre zuM karavuM ? e mATe mane keI upAya bata. ATaluM bolatAM e paNa hale thaI gayo. samaya jatAM mahAtmAe e cAre mANasane upadeza Apyo ke A saMsAramAM kyAMya sukha che nahi. meM te tamane pahelAM kahyuM hatuM ke tame je sthitimAM che te sthitimAM mahAna sukhI che, paNa tamane e vAta gaLe na utarI. have te pratyakSa anubhava karyo ne? have je thaI gayuM te bhale thaI gayuM. AjathI navA nAme zarUAta karaze. bhUlyA tyArathI pharI gaNe ne tamane je kAMI dhana sattA, vaibhava maLyA che te paramAthe vAparaze ane moha choDaze te sukhI thaze. bAkI vaibhava vilAsamAM jIvananI barabAdI sivAya bIjuM kaMI prApta thatuM nathI, mATe tame cAre jaNa saMtoSI ane saMyamI bane te sukhI thaze. devAnupriyo ! ahIM cittamuni brahmadattane paNa eja kahI rahyA che ke he brahmadatta cakravati ! je sukha saMyamamAM ne tapamAM che te tArI cha khaMDanI sAhyabImAM nathI. tArA jevA cakravatie paNa zA mATe tyAganA mArge cAlI nIkaLyA? emane samajAI gayuM ke AtmAnuM zAzvata sukha tyAgamAM che. te have tAre paNa A vAta samajavAnI jarUra che. haju paNa cittamuni zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra:- bhImasena pAsethI pasAra zeThe talavAra ane DhAla laI lIdhA te vAta sAMbhaLI tyAre arijaya rAjAne khUba gusso Avyo ne kahyuM ke evAne te kaDaka zikSA karavI joIe ke jethI bIjA keI pharIne mArA rAjyamAM evuM kAma kare nahi. huM tyAM jaIne ene sajA karIza, tyAre dayALu bhImasene kahyuM-mAmA ! tame ene sajA na karaze. ene te InAma ApavuM joIe, kAraNa ke ene mArA para mahAna upakAra che. je eNe mane eka varSa sudhI ene tyAM na rAkhyo hota te tamArA nagaramAM mAruM zuM thAta! bhale meM majurI ghaNuM karI paNa eNe mane je Azraya na Apyo hoya te mAro kaI bhAva pUchanAra na hatuM, mATe ene nAnI ke meTI keI sajA na karaze. ema kahIne bhImasene mAmAne zAMta karyA. e ja samaye dvArapALe AvIne samAcAra ApyA ke pratiSThAnapurathI eka zreSThI AvyA che te bhImasena narezane maLavA mAMge che. bhImasene dvArapALane kahyuM ke emane AdarathI ahIM laI Ava. AvanAra zeThane dUrathI jotAM bhImasena siMhAsanethI - nIce utaryo ne zeThanI sAme jaI tenuM svAgata karatA belyo padhAro...padhAro..zeTha! Apa kaI bAjuthI padhAryA ? bhImasenane AdarabhAva joIne pelA zeThanA paga dhrujI uDyA. temanI AMkhamAMthI AMsu TapakavA lAgyA. te raDato raDate kahe che meM aparAdhI ApakA jabara, mApha karo sarakAra, namra bhAva karajeDa mukhAgala, 2khI DhAla talavAra. * he mahArAja ! mane mApha karo. huM Apane aparAdhI chuM. mArA e aparAdhane

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fwq zAradA siA mApha karo. huM te Apane dAsa chuM. ema kahIne bhImasena rAjAnA caraNamAM paDyo ne talavAra ane DhAla bhImasenane hAthamAM ApIne kahyuM A ApanA zAne Apa svIkAra karo ne mane pApamAMthI mukta karo. Ama kahIne tharathara dhrujate ubhe rahyo. enA manamAM ema thAya che ke A te moTA mahArAjA che. vaLI amArA rAjA paNa ahIM ja beThA che. eTale nakkI hamaNAM mane zikSA karaze. evA DarathI dhrujavA lAgyo. mUjate dhrujato paNa pitAne bacAva karavA mATe kahe mahArAjA ! Apa pratiSThAnapuramAM padhAryA tyAre meM Apane oLakhyA nahi ne ApanI pAse mahenata karAvI ane chevaTe jatI vakhate mAre kaMIka ApavuM joIe tenA badale meM ulaTA talavAra ane DhAla laI lIdhA tyAre bhImasene kahyuM zeTha! te samaye mArA jakhkhara karmane udaya hatuM eTale huM garIba hate. baTaku roTInA sAMsA hatA. temAM Apane keI doSa nathI. mArA pApakarmane doSa che. Ape emAM aphasesa karavAnI jarUra nathI. ema kahIne zeThane zAMta karyA. A samaye bhImasenanA mAmA ariMya rAjAe pUchayuM-bhImasena ! tArA zo lIdhA hatA te A dhanasAra zeTha che? hA. mAmA! zeTha te e ja che paNa tyAre zeThane pApa kone kahevAya eja khabara na hatI ne atyAre temane pApano pazcAtApa thaI rahyo che. mAmAe bhImasenane dhanyavAda ApatA kahyuM bhImasena ! tArI udAratA ane karUNAne '' dhanya che, pachI bhImasene talavAra ane DhAla hAthamAM laI lIdhA ne kahyuM, zeTha! mAnava mAtra bhUlane pAtra che paNa eka vAra bhUla e bhUla gaNAya. e ja bhUla je bIjI vAra karAya te e guno banI jAya che, mATe pharIne evI bhUla na karaze. deha para DAgha paDaze te snAna karIne dUra karI zakAze paNa AtmA upara lAgele DAgha devA mATe te keNa jANe keTalAya bhava karavA paDaze, mATe zeTha ! AtmAne ujaLe rAkhajo. zeThe bhImasenanI salAha ziromAnya karI laLI laLIne praNAma karI bhImasenanI udAratA joI khuza thatAM tyAMthI vidAya thayA. puNyane udaya thAya che tyAre ekeka vastuo kevI sAmethI maLI jAya che! pitAne bhANeja A pavitra che te joIne arijaya rAjAnI chAtI gajagaja kulavA lAgI. cha sAta divasa mAmA bhANeja bhegA rahyA. e divasomAM mAmA bhANejoe vicAronI khUba Apa le karI, pachI agiMjaye rAjAe rANIne ne putrane aneka bheTe ApIne vidAya lIdhI. . A tarapha devasena ane ketusena moTA thaI rahyA che. bhImasene baMne bALakane keLavaNI ApavAmAM khUba dhyAna rAkhavA mAMDayuM. baMne putrone potAnI jAte zAstranuM jJAna ApavA mAMDayuM ane bIjA viSayenuM jJAna ApavA mATe zikSakane pitAnA mahelamAM belAvyA ne kumAronA jIvananuM ghaDatara karavA mAMDyuM. devasena ane ketusena baMne khUba capaLa ane hoMziyAra hatA, eTale emane je je pATha zIkhavavAmAM Ave te jaldI dhyAnapUrvaka zIkhI letAM. saMtAnone vikAsa thate joIne bhImasena ane suzIlAne

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772 zAradA siddhi khUba AnaMda thate, A badhe dharmane pratApa che ema samajIne pote dharmadhyAna karatA hatA. jotajotAmAM baMne kumAraze purUSanI 72 kaLAmAM pravINa banI gayA. have te emanuM zarIra pahelavAna jevuM banI gayuM. temanA mukha upara rAjateja jhaLakavA lAgyA. baMne kumAro eka divasa potAnA mAtApitAne pUche che ke ApaNe te mAsI mAsAne tyAM rahIe chIe te zuM ApaNuM pitAnuM rAjya nathI? ahIM zA mATe AvyA chIe ? bhImasena ane suzIlAe potAnA putrane badhI vAta karI. A vAta sAMbhaLI ane putranuM lehI ukaLI gayuM ke zuM kAkAe ApaNane Ave anyAya karyo che? kAkAnI caDhavaNIthI kAkAe potAnA pitAne mArI nAMkhavA sudhInA kAvatrA karyA, tethI pitAnA mAtA-pitAne rAtorAta ujajainI choDIne bhAgavuM paDyuM. A badhuM sAMbhaLIne devasena ane ketusena kahe che pitAjI! have te ApaNe ujajainInuM rAjya meLavavA kAkA sAme yuddha karavuM joIe ne emane barAbara batAvavuM joIe. ApaNe Aja sudhI ghaNuM duHkha veThyuM. have amArAthI sahana nahi thAya. pitAjI! je Apa AjJA Ape te ame ujajenI upara laDAI karIe. bhImasene pitAnA putrone kahyuM beTA ! tamArI vAta sAcI che, paNa ApaNe ema ka utAvaLa karavI nathI. pahelAM ApaNe guptacarone mokalIne tyAMnA samAcAra jANI laIe ke harisenanA manobhAva kevA che? rAjapATa choDIne ApaNe cAlI nIkaLyA pachI enA dilamAM eNe karelA anyAyane kaI pazcAtApa che ! tyAMnuM vAtAvaraNa kevuM che te jANI laI e pachI ApaNe ahIMthI prayANa karIzuM. ema kahIne devasena ane ketusenane zAMta karyA. have bhImasena rAjA potAnA guptacarone ujajenI mokalaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 80 A vada 4 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 9 10-79 anaMta upakArI jinezvara bhagavAna kahe che ke he bhavya ! muktipadanA pathika keNa banI zake? A jagatamAM anekAneka che vaselA che. temAM je tejasvI bane che e AtmAo muktipadanA sAdhako bane che. vyavahAramAM daSTi karazuM te jaNAze ke je vastu tejasvI hoya che tenA mUlya aMkAya che. te jarahita vastunA mUlya aMkAtA nathI. jagatanI bAhya vastuonA teja vastunI khAsiyatanA hisAbe hoya che. tevI rIte mAnavanA teja tenI koI prakAranI vizeSatAthI che. bahAranA rUpa raMga game tevA bhapakAdAra hoya paNa aMdara tene te ja na hoya te tenI kaMI kiMmata nathI. hIrAnI kimata zAthI? zuM te mAtra tejasvI ane camakadAra che eTale? tejasvI hovA chatAM je aMdara kalaMka

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zAradA sahi, hoya te enI kimata kharI? nA. hIro tejasvI ane niSkalaMka hoya te tene mUlya aMkAya che. badhA metImAM je pANIdAra matI hoya tenI vizeSatA che. mAtra caLakATa ke ujaLAmaNa te teja nathI tema kALAza e paNa teja nathI paNa je vastumAM jevI khAsiyata tevuM tenuM teja gaNAya che. jema kasturI zuM sArI, rUpALI, sapheda dUdha jevI hoya te enA mUlya aMkAya? nA." kasturI te jema vadhAre kALI ane garama hoya ema tejasvI gaNAya che. pILuM ane camakadAra, keI jAtanA bheLaseLa vinAnuM sonuM tejasvI gaNAya. sukhaDa tenI zItaLatA ane sugaMdhIne laIne tejasvI gaNAya che. kerInI tejasvItA enA mIThA madhurA rasathI che. je kerI kaThaNa ane patharA jevI hoya te kAcI gaNAze. kerI picI hoya te mAladAra gaNAya ane tenuM nakkara, rasa vinAnuM hoya te mAladAra, vastunI khAsiyata pramANe tenA mUlya aMkAya che. prANIomAM ema kahevAya che ke A gheDa tejadAra che, pANIdAra che eTale zuM ? jene gADImAM joDyo ne lagAma nAMkhI ke vAyuvege upaDe, mAIlena mAIla sudhI doDe te paNa thAke nahi e ghaDe tejadAra gaNAya che. hastimAM rAjasti che te tejasvI ratna gaNAya che paNa tenI tejasvitA ghoDAnI jema na gaNAya. te je ghaDAnI jema deDe te te jaMgalI gaNAya. enA teja te enI prauDhatA, gaMbhIratA - ane viveka para aMkAya. Ama dareka vastunA teja enI judI judI vizeSatAone kAraNe aMkAya che. have mAnavanA tejanI vAta karuM. manuSyanA teja zemAM che? zuM mAnavIne teja enI gulAbI cAmaDIthI aMkAya? "nA." gulAbI raMga te gulAbanA phulamAM paNa che. te zuM kaMThanI madhuratAthI aMkAya.? "nA." kaMThanI madhuratA te keyalamAM paNa hoya che. te jene mIThuM mIThuM belatAM vaDe tenAmAM tejasvitA gaNAya? "nA". pipaTa jevA pakSIne je keLavaNI ApavAmAM Ave te e paNa mIThuM mIThuM belIne mANasane khuza karI zake che. to zuM paisA e mAnavanA teja gaNAya? "nA. te tijorImAM ghaNAM pisA bharyA hoya che te e paNa tejavALI gaNAya ne? paisAthI kaMI mAnavanA teja gaNatA nathI. A jagatanI daSTie jenI pAse ghaNuM dhana ane sattA heya te tejasvI gaNAya che paNa jJAnInI dRSTie te Ave manuSyabhava pAmIne jJAna-darzana-cAritra-tapa vigere sAdhanA karIne AtmAne- karma rahita banAvavAmAM mAnavane teja rahelA che. A bhavamAM ajJAnanA aMdhakAra TALI jJAnane prakAza pragaTa karavAnuM che. kAyaratA cheDIne parAkrama tapa-saMyamanA mArge pheravavAnuM che. jenAmAM dayA, kSamA, saraLatA, saMteSa, zIla, sadAcAra Adi guNe che tenAmAM mAnavanAM teja che. jeo mAnavabhava pAmIne AvA guNe jIvanamAM apanAvI gayA che e pite svayaM tejasvI banIne jagatanA jIvane mAnavanA teja pragaTa karavAne mArga batAvI gayA che. ApaNu cAlu adhikAramAM jemaNe mAnavanA teja pragaTa karelA che evA cittamuni

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zAradA siddhi brahmadatta cakravatine samajAve che ke he brahmadatta! tuM mane tArA sukhanI mahattA batAve che paNa haju tane mArA tyAga mArganA sukhanI mahattA samajAI nathI. saMyamanA mukhe AgaLa saMsAranA sukha zUnya che. saMsAranA sukha bhogavavAmAM mAnavanA teja pragaTa thatAM nathI. saMyama ane tapanuM pAlana karavAthI mAnavanA teja prakAze che. vaLI tuM kahe che ke mArI pAse ATalI ATalI zakti che, mAre ghaNuM sukha che. yaha merA ghara yaha upavana hai, yaha hi ratha, haya gaya mere, yaha hai dAsI, dAsa sabhI hA, yaha mere sukha ke Dere, kahatA hai merI merI jaga, kAla kAlameM jaba jAtA, hAya akelA rahI jAtA taba kaI sAtha na cala pAtA." A havelI mArI pitAnI che, mAre tyAM te pAMca pAMca prakAranA suMdara mahele che je dee banAvelA che. bAga-bagIcA mArA che. mAre besavA mATe kevA ucI jAtanA hAthIo ane ghoDA che. dAsa-dAsIo ane kara cAkarane te kaI hisAba nathI. A badhAne tuM mArA mArA karIne tenA upara mamatva bhAva rAkhe che paNa vicAra kara. A badhuM tAruM kayAM sudhI che? jyAM sudhI kALarAjAnI savArI nathI AvI tyAM sudhI. jyAre kALarAjAne humale thaze tyAre IcchAo ke anicchAe paNa tAre badhuM choDavuM paDaze. maraNa samaye paNa je mamatAnuM mULa hRdayamAMthI nahi ukhaDayuM hoya te maratI vakhate maraNanI pIDA karatA paNa mamatAnI pIDA vadhAre sahana karavI paDaze. tene ema thaze ke : hAya..hAya.A mArI havelI, baMgalA, mahela, lADI vADI ane gADI, A mArI ratnanI mALAo, hAthI, ghoDA, ratha, putra, patnI, putrIo, sagAsabaMdhIo, mitro A badhuM mAruM che. arere...A badhuM choDIne mAre javuM paDaze. Ama hAyavoya karatAM hAtha paga pachADatAM te prANa dehane chellI salAma bhare che. hAtha heThA paDe che ne mananI AzA manamAM rahI jAya che, ane mahAmahenata karI saMcita karelI saMpatti bIjAne svAdhIna thAya che. saMpatti ane sAthIdAre badhA A lekamAM rahe che. mAtra maranAra AtmA ekale ja paralekane pravAsI bane che. AvA bhayaMkara samaye badhA ene sAthe cheDI de che tyAre dharma, adharmapuNya ane pApa maranAranI sAthe jAya che, mATe he naradeva! mata vakhate mamatA tArA hRdayane DaMkhaze, raDAvaze, mahAduHkhadAyaka thaze, mATe je mAruM mAruM kare che e mamatAne cheDI de. nahi cheDe te tArI mamatA tene potAne durgatimAM kheMcI jaze, mATe mamatAne dUra karIne jIvanamAM samatAnuM sthApana kara. A asAra saMsAramAM keIkeInuM nathI, chatAM jIvane ekeka padArtho pratye ghaNI mamatA hoya che. koIne dhananI, koIne vastronI, koIne khAvApIvAnI to keIne baMgalA ane bagIcAnI mamatA hoya che te meIne vAha vAha kahevaDAvavAnI mamatA hoya che. ghaNAM vakhata pahelAM kalakattAmAM eka banelI ghaTanA che.

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zAradA siddhi 5 - kalakattA zaheramAM eka khUba zrImaMta zeTha rahetA hatA. emaNe e jamAnAmAM rUpiyA sAta lAkha pacIne eka AlIzAna baMgale baMdhAvyo. e jamAnAnA sAta lAkha eTale AjanA sittera lAkha samajI le. zeThane baMgale taiyAra thaI gayo. jeTalA loke A baMgale jue te badhA joIne ema ja kahetA ke zuM sarasa baMgale che ! baMgalAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne zeTha khuza khuza thaI jatA paNa zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke huM kaI saMtane mArA baMgalAmAM pagalA karavA mATe laI AvuM. leka te A gAmamAM mArA baMgalAnI prazaMsA karaze paNa je saMta munirAja ze te gAme gAma mArA baMgalAnA vakhANa karaze, ane loko mArI vAha vAha karaze. A zeTha dhamISTha khUba hatA paNa pitAnI vAha vAha kahevaDAvavAnI mamatA hatI. zeThanA baMgalAnA udghATana prasaMga Avyo tyAre AgalA divase zeTha upAzraye darzana karavA mATe gayelA, tyAre saMtane vinaMtI karelI ke gurUdeva ! Apa mAre tyAM padhArajo. mane lAbha Apaje. jainanA saMta kadI nizcayakArI bhASA bole nahi. kene tyAM kayAre gaucarI javAnuM e paNa nakkI na haya, eTale kahyuM avasare. zeTha ghera AvyA. bIje divase potAnA navA baMgalAnA udghATana prasaMge pATIne pogrAma goThavele, eTale sagA sabaMdhIo, sanehIo vigere khUba mahemAna AvyA. kudaratane karavuM ke zeThane lAbha maLavAne haze eTale saMta e raste thaIne gaucarI javA mATe nIkaLyA. zeThanI . najara paDI eTale zeTha saMta pAse gayA ne vinaMtI karI ke gurUdeva ! Apa padhAro. mArA baMgalAmAM ApanA punIta pagalA karo. Aje mArA dhanya ghaDI ne dhanya bhAgya che ! zeThanI bhAvanA joIne saMta padhAryA. zeTha gurUdevanI sAthe rahIne potAnA baMgalAnI ekeka rUma kholI kholIne batAvavA lAgyA. juo gurUdeva ! A mAruM divAnakhAnuM che. emAM dezavidezanA Adhunika DhabanA phanIcaro goThavyA che. lAITonI rozanI, paMkhA A badhI sAmagrI divAnakhAnAmAM goThavI che. saMte kahyuM-hA. AgaLa vadhIne kahe che A mAruM raDuM che. rasoDAmAM paNa evI suMdara sagavaDa karI che ke rasoI karanArane vAraMvAra ubhA thavuM na paDe. badhI cIjo beThA beThA laI zakAya. badhI cIjo mUkavA mATe cAre tarapha kabATo banAvyA che. saMta kahe-hA. AgaLa vadhIne kahe che A mAro ophIsane rUma che. AgaLa cAlatAM kahe che A mAro svAdhyAya rUma, pauSadhazALA che. zeTha dhamaSTha hatA eTale pauSadhazALA banAvI hatI. AgaLa cAlIne bIje rUma batAvatA kahyuM ke A mAro zayanarUma che. koI mahemAna Ave te temane utaravA mATe A atithigraha che. zeThe ekeka rUma batAvyo tyAre zeThanA sagA sabaMdhIo enA baMgalAnI prazaMsA karatA hatA tyAre saMta te mAtra hA..hA....ema hoMkAro ApIne eka rUmamAMthI bIjA rUmamAM saheja ubhA rahIne pAchA pharatA hatA. AkhA baMgalAmAM rUme rUma pharyA paNa mahArAjAnA mukhamAMthI hakAra sivAya kaMI

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76 zAradA siddhi vAha....vAha ke prazaMsAne eka paNa zabda nIkaLatuM na hatuM. zeTha te gurUdevanA mukhethI baMgalAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLavA talapApaDa thaI rahyA hatA. zeThe kahyu-gurUdeva ! mAMgalika pharamAve! eTale gurUdeve mAMgalika pharamAvI, pachI zeThathI bolyA vinA rahI zakAyuM nahi, tethI pUchayuM gurUdeva ! Apa mArA baMgalAmAM padhAryA tyAre ApanA mukha upara jevA bhAva hatA tevA ja bhAva atyAra sudhI dekhAya che. te mAro baMgale Apane ke lAgyo ? baMgale batAvIne zeTha zuM cAle che ene marma saMta samajatA hatA, paNa tyAgI saMta purUSo mauna dvArA ghaNuM badha ApavAnuM sAmarthya dharAvatA hoya che paNa dhananA vyAmohamAM paDelA ajJAna ne ene khyAla AvatuM nathI. A rIte zeThane paNa khyAla na Avyo eTale baMgalAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLavAnI IcchAthI pUchayuM ke gurUdeva ! mAro baMgale ke banyo che? Ama prazna pUchIne gurUdeva zuM kaheze te sAMbhaLavA mATe gurUdevanA sAmuM joI rahyA. tyAM te gurUdeva bolyA. jaina munio jyAM AraMbha samAraMbhanA kAma hoya, chakAya jIvonI hiMsA thatI heya evA kAryane kadI sAruM kahe nahi ke gRhasthanA rUme rUme pagalA karavA paNa na jAya. e te je rUmamAM gaucarI levAnI hoya te rUmamAM jAya. e rUmamAM paNa emanuM dhyAna te pitAne je cIja levI che te sUjhatI che ke asUjhatI enI ekasAI karavA mATe e tarapha daSTi kare che. bAkI e rUmamAM zuM hatuM tenI saMtane khabara hatI nathI, paNa A te zeThanI dRSTi lAvavI hatI eTale saMte A pramANe kahyuM. zeTha! baMgale te badhI rIte sAro majhAne thaye che paNa mAtra eka khAmI rahI gaI che. gurUdeva jaladI batAve. zuM khAmI rahI gaI che? atyAre A baMgale bAMdhanAra kendrAkaTara ane enA majuro badhA hAjara che eTale je khAmI haze te tarata dUra karI zakaze. Apa AjJA karo eTalI vAra che. * zeThanA manamAM ema hatuM ke kaI bArIbAraNAnI ke kaI raMgarogAnanI ke bahu bahu te kaI nAnA moTA rUmanI vyavasthAmAM khAmI haze. saMtane te kevA rUma che, kevA raMgarogAna che. dareka rUmamAM zuM zuM vastuo che enI paNa khabara na hatI paNa prazaMsAne athI prazaMsA IcchatA hoya che eTale e gurUdeva zuM kahe che tenI rAha jovA lAgyo. eTalAmAM maMdamaMda hasatA gurUdeva bolyA-zeTha ! A khAmI kAMI khAsa moTI nathI. ene sudhAravA mATe konTrAkaTara majura ke bIjA koInuM kAma paDe ema nathI. A baMgalAmAM badhuM che paNa ene paiDA mUkyA nathI eTalI ja khAmI che, mATe je Ane piDA caDhAvI do te te e khAmI dUra thaI zake. A zeTha bahu hoMziyAra hatA eTale samajI gayA ke gurUdeva paiDA mUkavAnA bahAne mane kaMIka kahevA mAMge che eTale pharIne zeThe pUchayuM-gurUdeva ! Ape je kahyuM ke huM barAbara samajI zakyo nathI te kRpA karIne mane pharIthI Apa spaSTa bhASAmAM kahe,

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sArA siddhi ses gurUdeve kahyu' zeTha! ATale moTA AlIzAna bhavana jevA khaDagalA kaI ega ke khIstarAnI jema thADA sAthe qI zake? ene jo paiDA joDavAmAM Ave teA ja mahAyAtrAmAM sAthe kheMcI javAya ne ? gurUdevanA makArI vacananA Azaya have zeTha samajI gayA eTale tarata javAba ApcA ke gurUdeva ! eka kalAkamAM A baMgalAne paiDA tA joDAI jaze paNu Apa tyAM sudhI A mahemAnane dhanuM svarUpa samajAve. huM baMgalAne paiDA caDhAvIne eka kalAkamAM AvuM chuM. ema kahIne zeTha teA gayA ane sate badhA mahemAneAne tyAM moTA hAlamAM besADIne vyAkhyAna zarU karyuM. A tarapha zeTha berisTaranI salAha laI te pramANe TrasTa karIne sarakArI sTempa sAthenu eka dAnapatra taiyAra karIne tyAM AvI gayA. badhA loko vicAra karatA hatA ke mahArAje bagalAne paiDA caDhAvavAnu kahyu' ne zake kahyu hamaNAM paiDA caDhAvIne Avu chu te A zu karaze ? kevI rIte baMgalAne paiDA banAvaze. paiDAvALA agale te ApaNe kadI jocA nathI. tyAM te gurUdevanu vyAkhyAna pUru thayu' eTale tarata zeTha jAherAta karavA ubhA thayA ne khelyA. pU. gurUdevanI IcchA mujaba A vizALa baMgalAne paiDA joDavAnA prayAsa karavAmAM AbyA che. tenI zubha zarUAta rUpe AjathI A maMgalAne "vizrAmagRha" (dhama zALA) tarIke samarpaNu karavAmAM Ave che. A baMgalAnA upayoga dareka dharmanA sAdhu satA, yAtrALuo ane musAphara badhA sArI rIte karI zakazeA. zeThanI jAherAta sAMbhaLIne loko teA chaka thaI gayA. ahA ! kalAka pahelAM teA zeThane A bagalAnA keTale moha hatA ne ghaDIkamAM ATalA moTA maMgalA dAnamAM bakSIsa karI dvIdhe ! dhanya che zeThanI udAratAne ! Aje gurUdevanA pAvanakArI pagalA saphaLa banyA. gurUdeva paNa A jAherAtathI prasanna thayA ke kharekhara ! zeTha eka ja Takore cakAra banI gayA, ane emaNe kha'galAne AdhyAtmika paiDA joDI dIdhA Aje bhale, e zeTha pote hayAta nathI paNa kalakattAmAM Aje paNa e paiDAvALA bagalA tarIke eLakhAtA eka AlIzAna vizrAmagRha tarIke aDIkhama ubhA che. Aje hajArA leAkeA e vizrAmagRDanA lAbha laI rahyA che. devAnupriyA ! A zeTha saMtanI eka ja TakAre jAgI gayA. emane dhananA, bagalAne ne kuTuMba piravArane mAha utarI gayA, ane dharmoMmaya jIvana gALavA lAgyA. ame te tamane Takora karI karIne thAkayA paNa hajI tame jANatA nathI, ekeka divasa karatAM have te cAturmAsa pUruM thavA Avyu. have te ame suratamAM mAtra chavvIsa divasa chIe, pachI cAturmAsa pUrNa thaze ane eka divasa ApaNI jiMdagI paNa khalAsa thaze. atyAre nahi jAgeA ta kayAre jAgazeA ? cittamuni paNa brahmadattane kahe he rAjan ! je sukhA ane vaibhava vilAsonuM tu' mane Ama'traNa Ape che te badhA sukhA tane kevI rIte maLyA che? e sukhAnu mULa tA tapa ane saMyama ja che ne ? tapa ane sayamanA khaLe tame cakravatinI padavI meLavI zakayA che paNa emAM Asakta thavA jevuM nathI. sa'sAranA zA. 98

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778 zAradA sili. sukhanI Asakti ane viSayone rAga jIvane bhavamAM bhramaNa karAve che mATe rAga ane Asakti ghaTADe. atyAre AvA sukha maLyA eTale mAne che ke mArA jevuM kaMI sukhI nathI, paNa pahelAM koNa hatA? narida jAi ahamA narANaM, sevAga jAi duhao gayANaM / jAhiM vayaM sabba jaNassa vessA, vasIya sevAga nivesaNesu // 18 // he brahmadatta cakravarti ! A saMsAramAM manuSya jAtimAM je kaMI paNa adhamahalakI jAti hoya te te cAMDAlanI jAti che. ApaNe baMne e jAtimAM janma pAmyA hatA. tyAM ApanI zI dazA hatI e vAtanI zuM Apane khabara nathI? tyAM ApaNe baMne jaNa sarva janene mATe e samaye dveSanuM kAraNa banyA hatA. e sthitimAM ApaNe cAMDAlane ghera rahetA hatA. dharmathI jIvane zuM phaLa maLe che e vAta cittamuni brahmadatta cakravatine samajAvavA Icche che, tethI teo tene pahelAnI sthitine khyAla Ape che ne kahe che nIca gaNAya manuSyanI jAti je, adhama evuM ya jIvana bhogavyuM, azubha karma taNuM vipAkathI, sthaLe sthaLe haDadhUta bahu thAtAM ApaNe baMnee kaI bhavamAM cAritra pratye durgachA karI haze enA phaLa rUpe halakAmAM halakI cAMDALa jAtimAM janmyA. enI jAtinA mANase pratye loko tiraskAranI dRSTithI jue che. he rAjana ! ApaNI paNa evI ja dazA hatI. ApaNe je koIne savAranA praharamAM bhUlecUke sAmA maLI gayA te gALIne varasAda varase. eka kapaDAne cheDe je bhUlecUke ApaNane aDakI jAya te ApaNane kevI gALa de ne e snAna karI Ave. koI ApaNI sAthe vAta karavA paNa IcchatuM na hatuM. evI ApaNI dazA hatI. ApaNe moTA thayAne saMgItakaLA zIkhyA. ApaNAM saMgItathI jaMgalamAMthI haraNIyA doDIne AvatA ne manuSya paNa sAMbhaLIne sthira thaI jatA, paNa jyAre tene khabara paDI ke A te cAMDAla jAtinA putro che tyAre ApaNuM pratye praNA karI ane rAjAne phariyAda karIne ApaNane nagaramAMthI kADhI mUkAvyA. nIca jAtinA kAraNe azubha karmanA udayathI jyAM gayA tyAM ApaNe haDadhUta thayA. tiraskArane pAtra banyA eTale duHkhathI kaMTALIne ApaghAta karavA taiyAra thayAM. parvata uparathI paDatuM mUkavAnI taiyArImAM hatA tyAM ApaNA puNyodaye eka sAdhu mahAtmAnA darzana thayA. emaNe ApaNane ApaghAta karatA bacAvyA ne mAnava jIvananI durlabhatA samajAvI, dharmanI mahattA samajAvI eTale vairAgya pAmIne ApaNe dIkSA lIdhI. saMyama laIne kevA upasargo, pariSahe sahana karyA, kevA ugra tapa karyA! sAdhupaNAmAM sanata kumAra cakavartinI didha joIne tamAruM mana lalacAyuM ne evA sukha meLavavA mATe niyANuM karyuM. tyAMthI AyuSya pUruM thatAM devalekamAM gayA, tyAMnI

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zAradA siddhi 779 devasthiti pUrI thatAM tame brahmadattA cakavati banyA, ane huM eka zrImaMta zreSThIne ghera jamyo. tyAM svarga jevA sukhe bhegavate hate paNa gurUdevane eka vakhata upadeza sAMbhaLatA mane vairAgya AvyuM ne dIkSA lIdhI. tame A saMsAranA bhegavilAsamAM, raMgarAgamAM kheMcI gayA che paNa pahelAnI sthiti yAda karo. haju cittamuni brahmadattane zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra:- " bhImasenanA nIkaLyA pachI harisenanA duSTa vicAre" bhImasene be guptacarone ujajenI mokalyAM. have ApaNe A vAta ahIM aTakAvIne bhImasenanA nIkaLyA pachI harisenanuM zuM banyuM te tarapha daSTi karIe. bhImasena enA kuTuMba parivAra sAthe rAjamahelamAMthI nIkaLI gayo. savAra paDatAM harisena kodhathI dhamadhamate nagna talavAra hAthamAM laIne bhImasenane mahele Avyo, paNa mahelamAM te bhImasena, suzIlA ke enA bALako keIne joyA nahi. mahela mANasa vinA nakAra lAgatuM hatuM. phakta yazeda dAsI sUtI hatI. tene jagADIne kahe che bhImasena ane suzIlA kayAM gayA? dAsIe kahyuM mane khabara nathI. huM te atyAre UMghamAMthI jANuM chuM. pote kAMI jANatI na hoya te rIte bebAkaLI jAgI hoya tema jAgIne raDavAne DeLa karavA lAgI. harisenanA manamAM thayuM ke mAre te emane rAjyamAMthI kADhavA hatA ne mAre. rAjA banavuM hatuM eTale kAM huM emane mArI nAMkhata agara te jelamAM pUrI deta te leka mArA mAthe pastAra karata, mAruM vAMkuM bolata, ane mane bhAInI hatyA karavAnuM pApa lAgata. enA karatAM je thayuM te ThIka thayuM. TADhe pANIe khasa gaI. ema kahIne e cAlyo gayo, ane pite rAjyane mAlika banyo. AkhA nagaramAM potAnA nAmanI ANa pheravI dIdhI tyAre leke bolavA lAgyA ke ApaNuM bhImasena mahArAjA kayAM gayA ? emanuM zuM thayuM ? nakkI A yuvarAje rAjyanA lebhamAM paDIne ApaNuM bhagavAna tulya pavitra mahArAjAne eNe kAM te gupta rIte kADhI mUkyA haze agara te jelamAM pUryA haze, kAM te khUna karyuM haze ema aneka prakAranI prajAjane vAta karavA lAgyA, tyAre harisene hukama karyo ke je kaI mArI niMdA karaze tene pakaDIne jelamAM pUrI devAmAM Avaze, eTale ke I harisenanI virudhdha belI zakatA na hatA paNa manamAM khUba duHkha hatuM. bhImasenanA pudaye harisenanI badalAvelI daSTi" - harisena rAjA banIne AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA, pachI emaNe evI tapAsa paNa na karAvI ke A leke mahelamAMthI bhAgI gayA te kayAM gayA haze? harisena ane enI patnI rAjA-rANInuM pada pAmIne mahAsukhanA sAgaramAM mahAlavA lAgyA. enA manamAM ema ja hatuM ke mArI budidha kevI ? mAro prabhAva ke ke bhImasenane bhAgI javuM paDyuM. Ama AnaMdathI rAjya calAvatA hatA, atyAra sudhI te harisenanA manamAM ema hatuM ke meM je kaMI

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78* zAradA siddhi karyuM che te barAbara che paNa jyAre bhImasenanA pApakarmo pUrA thayA ne enA puNyane udaya thayo tyAre eka divasa harisena sukha zayyAmAM sUte hate. te madhyarAtrie ekadama jhabakIne jAgyA. emanI uMgha uDI gaI. emanA manamAM vicAra thayo ke aho ! bhagavAna tulya mArA bhAI kayAM haze? arere....meM eka strInI caDhavaNIe caDhIne mArA bhAIne mArI nAMkhavA sudhIne vicAra karyo, je ke mArA kukartavyanI emane kaI paNa rIte gaMdha AvI gaI haze jethI teo potAnA parivAra sahita kayAMnA kayAMya cAlyA gayA che paNa meM te pachI kadI emanI tapAsa karI nathI ke e kayAM gayA? emanuM zuM thayuM? arere.huM strInA phaMdamAM kayAM phasAI gayo? he bhagavAna! have mAruM zuM thaze? pitA tulya evA mArA moTAbhAI A hatyArAnA trAsathI rAtorAta bhAgIne kyAM gayAM haze? ane Aje teo kyAM haze ? sadAya sukha ane AnaMdamAM rahenArA evA mArA mAtA samAna pUjya bhAbhInI Aje kevI dazA haze? ane kumaLA phUla jevA devasena ane ketusenanuM zuM thayuM haze? A vicAra AvatAnI sAthe emanuM haiyuM kakaLI uThayuM ne aMtaramAM pazcAtApane bhaThTho saLagyo. harisenane kakaLI uThelo AtmA" :- he bhagavAna ! have mAre nathI joItuM A rAjya! ane nathI khapatA mane A vaibhava vilAsa. AvA vicAramAM e jorathI balI uThayA bacAvo...bacAve..mArA aMge aMgamAM kALI baLatarA baLe che. harisenanI cIsa sAMbhaLIne enI rANI temaja dAsa-dAsIo, nekara cAkaro badhA deDI AvyA. pradhAnane paNa bolAvavAmAM AvyA. saunA dilamAM ema thayuM ke harisena rAjAne acAnaka zuM thaI gayuM ? sau harisena rAjAne samajAvavA lAgyA, tyAre kahe che ke mArA bhAIbhAbhI kayAM gayA ! emane ahIM lAvI Ape. he bhagavAna ! e jyAM hoya tyAM emane sukhI rAkhaje. Ama bolyA kare che tyAre sau samajyA ke harisenane emanA moTAbhAI yAda AvyA che. emane have pitAnI bhUla samajAI gaI lAge che. pradhAna vigere harisenane samajAve che ke mahArAjA ! tame raDe nahi, gUro nahi. ApaNe emanI tapAsa karAvIzuM, paNa harisenane kayAMya cena paDatuM nathI. rAjapATa te ene jhera jevA lAgavA lAgyA. khAvuM-pIvuM, haravuM-pharavuM badhuM jhera jevuM thaI paDayuM che. kayAMya enA cittane cena paDatuM nathI. ciMtAmAM ne ciMtAmAM harisenanuM mana asvastha banI gayuM. e buddhi upara kAbU gumAvI beThA. maMtrIoe rAjavaide teDAvIne harisenanI davA karAvI tyAre mAMDa enuM magaja svastha banyuM, paNa pahelAM jevI skuti ke AnaMda jaNAtuM nathI. pradhAna tathA prajAjanone ciMtA thaI ke harisenanuM mana asvastha che. have zuM thaze? ane harisenane ciMtA thAya che ke mArA bhAI-bhAbhI ane bALake kayAM haze ! haju paNa ke bUrA karaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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vyAkhyAna na. 81 A vada 5 ne budhavAra tA. 10-10-79 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anatajJAnI karUNAsAgara bhagavaMte jagatanA jInA udadhArane mATe dvAdazAMgI sUtranI prarUpaNa karI. traNe kALe siddha thayelI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. bhagavAnanI vANImAM amUlya khajAne bhareluM che. jema vahepArInA cepaDA mATe kahevAya che ne ke " pAnuM phare ne senuM jhera." je kuzaLa dIkaro hoya te pitAe kaI apekSAe lakhyuM che te zodhI nAkhe che, tema bhagavAnanA ekeka vacana upara zraddhA thAya te karmabaMdhana tUTe. bhagavAnanI vANI upara zraddhA thAya te ane e vacanAmRtone sAra samajAya te A saMsAra ke che e vAtane khyAla AvI jAya. jJAnIo kahe che. janma mRtyu jarA vyAdhi, zoka cintaayupdrte| asAre 'smin tu sasAre, dharma eva sukhAvahaH // A saMsAra janma-mRtyujarA-vyAdhi-zeka-saMtApa vigere anekAneka upadravathI bharele che mATe asAra che. AvA saMsAramAM sukha kayAMthI jovA maLe? A saMsAramAM dharma ja sukhakArI che. saMsAra aneka upadrathI bhareluM che eTale tyAM sukhanI kalpanA paNa kayAMthI thaI zake ! chatAM paNa mana aneka sukhanI AzAomAM ne taraMgomAM ramatuM heya te e bhAre aviveka ane ajJAna dazA kahevAya. jyAM aneka upadronI hAramALA lAgelI hoya tyAM AnaMda zA ? nizcitatA kevI? AzAo kevI? mAnI le ke tame musApharIe gayA ne kaI gAmamAM dharmazALAmAM utaryA. tyAM sAMbhaLyuM ke ahIM kyAreka sarSa ane vIMchI nIkaLe che tyAM vaLI ekAda vIMchI najare joyo paNa kharo. have kaho. upadrava bharyA sthAnamAM tamane zAMti rahe kharI? nirAMte UMgha Ave kharI? "nA" sukhe uMghI zake nahi ne? to evI rIte tame jJAnI purUSonA mukhethI sAMbhaLyuM ke saMsAra janmamaraNAdi aneka upadravothI bharele che pachI saMsAramAM zAMti rahe kharI? saMsAramAM sukhethI rahevAya kharuM? eka nAnakaDA gharamAM paNa nAnA nAnA upadravathI gabharAI jAo che te pachI ATalA meTA saMsAra rUpI gharamAM moTA moTA upadra vacce kaMI gabharAmaNa nathI thatI? zuM vAraMvAra janma-maraNa Ave e moTA upadrava nathI? tamane bhUtakALamAM kevA kevA duHkhe veDyA enI kadAca khabara na paDe te khera! paNa vartamAnakALamAM te anubhavI rahyA che ne ke ahIM janma lIdhA bAda keTalAya upadrava veThavA paDyA. e paNa pUrvajanmonuM phaLa che. e vAta bhUlatA nahi. upadrava eTale zuM? herAnagati ja ne? te vArevAre janma le paDe, maravuM paDe e zuM herAnagati nathI? (zrotAmAMthI avAja H che ja.) he...tamane AvuM samajANuM !

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782 zAradA siddhi to have bahAra nIkaLI jAe, A sa`sAranA upadbhava eTale pIDA. A zarIrane roga thAya, vRddha banI jAya, gAtrA badhA zithila thaI jAya, A badhu pIDA rUpa ja che ne ? temaja roga Ave. ISTa vastunA viyoga thAya ne aniSTanA Agamana thAya, udvega thAya. zAka thAya, eka pachI eka ci'tAe AvIne ubhI rahe, satApa jAge, A badhI pIDAe che mATe ene upadrava kahevAya. e upadrA cittanI zAMtinA lepa kare che ne azAMti jagAve che. AvA upadravathI bharelA sa`sAra asAra che, chatAM mAha mUtAne laIne dhana mAla, piravAra ane pratiSThA maLavAthI jIva harakhAya che, ene sAra rUpa mAne che, paNa e sArabhUta nathI. AtmA te| svataMtra che paNa janma pAmIne e parAdhIna bane che, ane ene aneka duHkhAnA bhAga thavu paDe che, mATe janma e duHkhanuM nimitta che. AvI samajaNu Ave te janma-jarA-mRtyu-roga-zAka-daridra-sa'tApa ane ci'tAothI bharelA A saMsAra jIvane eka upadrava rUpa lAge, lAgavu' eTale samajo che ne? mAtra eka vAra jANI lIdhuM, khAlI manathI vicArI lIdhu. eTaluM ja khasa nathI paNa dilamAM sacoTa vasI jAya, pachI dilathI enA tarapha dRSTi upadrava tarIkenI rahe e lAgyuM kahevAya. sasAra evA upadrava rUpa lAgavA joIe ke jethI tenA tarapha bahumAna thAya nahi, ene pakSa karavAnu` mana thAya nahi. baMdhue ! sa`sAra ane sa'sAranA pratyeka sukhe tamane upadrava rUpa lAgaze tyAre enI sAme dharma e mahAmagalarUpa lAgaze. dhama te sAro che chatAM Aje manuScAnA mukha upara dharmanA utsAha kema dekhAtA nathI ? dharmanA kAryoMmAM kaiMTALA kema Ave che ? enA upara vicAra karaze! tA samajAze ke hajI saMsAra ane sauMsAranI dareka khAkhatA jema ke viSaya kaSAya, mAna-sanmAna, mAla milkata, badhuM upadrava rUpa che evu sacoTa samajAyu' nathI eTale jANe rotaDanI jema parANe dharma karatA hoya evu dekhAya che. jene paisA e upadrava rUpa lAgyA hoya ene dAna dharmImAM utsAha na heAya evu khane nahi. zarIra ane Indriye je upadrava rUpa lAge te pachI zuM zIla, vrata, tyAga vigeremAM utsAha na jAge ? jAge, paNa hajI dharma kAryoMmAM utsAha nathI dekhAtA enu' kAraNa e che ke saMsAra ane samasta sAMsArika padArthoM tathA pravRtti upadrava rUpa hajI lAgatA nathI, eTale dharmanA utsAha, dharmAMnI laganI ke dharmAMnA vicAro AvatA nathI, e mATe teA vAravAra evI bhAvanA karavI joIe ke saMsAra upadrava rUpa che, zalya rUpa che, jIvane sa'sAramAM paribhramaNu karAvanAra che. A vAta hRdayamAM besI jAya tA bhavaniveda jAge. bhavaneiveMda e dhana pAyo che. jyAM sudhI bhavanivedana Ave tyAM sudhInI karelI dharmakriyAo jIvane meAkSanI najIka laI janArI banatI nathI. kaMika abhavI jIva

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* 783. zAradA sili cAritranuM pAlana kare che chatAM ene saMsAra ghaTatuM nathI, enuM paribhramaNa cAlu rahe che kAraNa ke ene bhavanirveda nathI. saMsAra upara anAdikALathI AsthA che, sukha prApta karavAnI daSTi che e ochI thayA vinA keI paNa dharmakriyAthI saMsAra kyAMthI kapAya? saMsAra upara kaMTALe jAge, vAraMvAra janma-maraNa karavA paDe ene trAsa lAge te saMsAra upadrava rUpa lAge ane tyAre saMsAra rogane kADhanArA dharma rUpa auSadhanI tAlAvelI lAge. ene samajAI jAya ke saMsAra e eka roga che ne dharma e auSadha che, rogathI duHkha ane davAthI sukha ema saMsArathI duHkha ane dharmathI sukha thAya che mATe have saMsArane choDavA jevuM che. e chUTaze te bhavabaMdhana kapAze. A nizcaya jene thAya che te jIva saMsAra choDIne AtmAnuM kalyANa karI zake che. saMsArathI duHkha ane dharmathI sukha maLe che evuM jene samajAyuM che tevA cittamuni brahmadatta cakravatine saMsAranuM duHkhamaya svarUpa samajAvIne emAMthI mukta karAvavA mATe AvyA che. temane samajAvatAM zuM kahe che. tIse ya jAI ya u pAviyAe, vucchAmu sovAga NivesaNesu / sabvassa logassa dugaMchaNijjA ihaM tu kammAiM purekaDAiM // 19 // ApaNe baMne cAMDAla jAtimAM janmyA tyAM ApaNuM sthiti kevI dayAjanaka hatI. kaI ApaNuM sAmuM te nahotA jotA paNa ApaNo tiraskAra karatA hatA. chatAM ApaNe tyAM rahIne e sthitine zAMtipUrvaka sahana karela che. leke ApaNe kayAM sudhI tiraskAra karatA hatA ke kaI mANasa upara ApaNe paDachA paDI jAya te paNa ApaNe mAthe kaMIka karatA hatA. ahIM pUrvakRta zubha karmonuM phaLa bhegavI rahyA chIe. te he brahmadatta cakI ! kaMIke pUrvanA duHkhane vicAra karIne paNa saMsAranI asAratA samaja. samajIne tuM saMsArano tyAga kara. devenupriye! jene tyAganA mIThA sukhane anubhava thAya che te AtmA bhegIne tyAgI banavAne upadeza Ape che. Arya dezamAM janmelA Arya purUnI bhAvanA te uMcI hoya che. pApa karmanA tyAganI jenI bhAvanA che te Arya kahevAya. Aryane pApa karma karavAnuM mana thAya nahi. kadAca na chUTake enAthI pApakarma thaI gayuM hoya te paNa enA aMtaramAM e pApa karmane baLApa te rahyA kare che. pApanA tApathI jeTaluM bacAya teTaluM bacavA mATe Arya haMmezA tatpara rahe che, mATe AryadezamAM janmelA ane Aryatvane amara vArase jene maLyo che evA jIvanI bhAvanA sadA uMcI hoya che. Arya manuSyane pApathI bhAgI chUTavAnI bhAvanA hoya eTaluM ja nahi paNa manamAM pApane vicAra Ave te paNa te DaMkhe AryavanI jhalaka kaI judI ja hoya che. jyAre anArya pApanA vicAro vadhu karate hoya che. pApakarmanA vicAro pApa karavAmAM preraNA ApatA hoya che, mATe jyAM sudhI pApanI vRtti dUra nahi thAya tyAM sudhI pApanI pravRtti ochI thaze nahi.

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784 zAradA sili je tamAre Arya banavuM hoya te eka nirNaya kare ke pApanI vRttine pApanA vicArane mAre AtmAthI aLagA karavA che. bole, tamAre Arya banavuM che ne ? Arya banavuM hoya te pApa tamArA dilamAM kAMTAnI jema khaTakavuM joIe. pApane khaTakAro karavA mATe kAyA, kaMcana ane kAminIne rAga ocho kare paDaze. je kAyAnI keTaDInI sAravAramAM jiMdagI khatama karaze, te garbhanI aMdhArI keTaDImAM vAraMvAra pUrAvAnI ghera vedanAne aMta AvI muzkela che. kAyAnA mohamAM dharmane bhUlI janArA geLane bhUlI jaIne kheLa khAvAnI gAMDI ceSTA karI rahyA che te pApakarmanuM AcaraNa kare che. mohamAM paDelA jIvane pApakarma khaTakatuM nathI. jene pApa khaTake te pApathI aTake. jyAM sudhI pApa khaTakatuM nathI tyAM sudhI pApa kadAca aTakI gayuM haze te paNa samaya maLatAM pApa ubhuM thavAnuM che. samaya, sAdhana ane saMge jyAM sudhI prApta na thayA hoya tyAM sudhI sAmAnyataH bahAranI daSTie kadAca pApa aTakeluM dekhAya paNa kharI rIte te pApakarma aTakayuM na hatuM. manamAM te bhALela agni baLato hoya ane bAhyathI pApa vyApAne tyAga karyo hoya evA manuSyanuM Ayatva TakI zakatuM nathI. jyAM ekAMta pApane vyApAra che e A saMsAra ke bhayAnaka che e jyAM sudhI khyAla nathI Avate tyAM sudhI ene vyAmoha ocho thatuM nathI. saMsArI jIve dhananA vyAmohamAM ne vyAmohamAM potAnI jIvanalIlA samApta kare che. saMpattinI seDamAM sUtelA saMsArI ane saMpattimAM kadAca tAtkAlika vipattinA darzana bhale na thatA heya paNa chelle te pArAvAra muzkelI veThIne je saMpatti meLavI, enAthI zuM meLavyuM ene khyAla AvI jAya che. baMdhuo! tame dhananA lebhI na banaze. ene mAtra saMgraha karI na jANaze paNa dAnamAM sadupayoga karajo, je pote maLelI saMpattine dAnamAM sadupayoga kare che tenI lakSamI e sAcI lakSamI che. dAna rUpI deraDAthI muzkeTATa bAMdhelI lakSamI tamArI pAsethI jarA paNa casakaze nahi, paNa tijorImAM gaMdhI rAkhelI lakSamI tamene duHkhathI goMdhI leze. jema tame tamArA saMtAnane dhana vArasAmAM ApIne jAo cho tema dAna Adi dharma je vArasAmAM ApIne jaze te te putra dharmanA kSetre paiisA vAparaze, paNa paisA sAthe je dharma vArasAmAM nahi hoya te te paisA vyasanemAM ne mojazokhamAM vAparaze mATe tame pote dAna ApIne saMpattine sArthaka banAve. lelI manuSyone dAna devuM muzkela che. eka zeThe khUba parizrama karIne lakSamI bhegI karI hatI paNa lebhI khUba hatA. emanA hAthanI mUThI evI vALI rAkhatA hatA ke dAnamAM keIne eka keDI paNa parakhAvatA nahi. dAna ApavA mATe emanA dilanA dvAra sadA baMdha rahetA hatA eTale AkhA gAmamAM lebhI tarIke emanI khyAti hatI. keI divasa je kaMI Ape nahi enA dvAre

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zArA siddhi 785 keNuM jAya? jyAM madha hoya tyAM mAkhIe jAya, sugaMdha hoya tyAM bhamarA kheMcAIne jAya che tema je mANasa saMpatti dAnamAM Ape che tene tyAM sau deDIne jAya che. eka vakhata gAmamAM kaI saMsthAe rAhataphaMDa zarU karyuM. teo ghaNe ThekANe pharyA paNa sArI rakama kaI lakhAvatuM nathI. mAmUlI rakama lakhAve emAM mahAna kArya kayAMthI pUruM thAya ! je kaI dhanavAna sArI evI rakama lakhAvanAra maLI jAya te kAma thAya. e mATe kayAM javuM? Ama vicAra karatAM mahAjane eka raste ze, ane kaMIka nakkI karIne pelA kaMjusa zeThane ghera gayA. zeThe kahyuM padhAre...padhAro.mahAjana ! ema kahIne AdarasatkAra karyo. thoDI vAra beThA ne ADI avaLI vAta karI, pachI mahAjane kahyuM zeTha! ame ApanI pAse eka agatyanA kAme AvyA chIe. amArI saMsthA rAhataphaMDa bheguM kare che. e vAtanI Apane khabara che ne? haju mahAjane paisA lakhAve tema kahyuM nathI te pahelAM te zeThanA zarIre parasevAnA cheda vaLI gayA ne manamAM vicAravA lAgyA ke A aNadhArI Aphata kayAM AvI ? AvyA che eTale kaMIka te ApavuM ja paDaze ne? zeThanA mukha uparanA bhAve joIne mahAjana samajI gayuM ne kahyuM zeTha! ciMtA na karaze. ame ApanI pAse rakama levA nathI AvyA paNa tame amArA kAryamAM eTalI sahAya karo ke rUpiyA daza hajArane ceka lakhI Apo. ame sAMje te pAcho ApI jaIzuM. zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke ceka pAcho ApI javAnuM kahe che te mane lakhI devAmAM zuM vAMdho che? mahAjana upara vizvAsa rAkhIne lebhI zeThe ceka lakhI Apyo. mahAjana te ceka laIne gayuM paNa zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke A te paisAnI vAta kahevAya. kadAca mahAjana beMkamAM ceka vaTAvavA jAya te? ema vicArIne zeTha tarata beMkamAM upaDyA, ane beMkanA khAtAmAM nava hajAra ne navase rUpiyA rAkhIne vadhArAnI badhI rakama zeTha laI AvyA. daza hajAra pUrA hoya te ja paisA maLe ne? kadAca ceka geravale jAya te paNa enA nANAM na maLe. e pAke baMdobasta karIne zeTha zAMtithI beThA. A tarapha mahAjana daza hajArane ceka laIne gayuM ne daza hajAranI moTI rakamanuM nAma sauthI mokhare lakhI lIdhuM, ane jyAM jAya tyAM zeThane ceka batAvavA lAgyA, tethI saunA manamAM Azcarya thayuM ke ahe! AvA lobhI zeThe AvI moTI rakama lakhAvI te pachI ApaNe te lakhAvavI joIe ne? eTale koI kahe che mArA pAMca hajAra lakho. kaI kahe che mArA sAta hajAra, te kaI kahe che mArA daza hajAra lakho. Ama AkhA divasamAM rUpiyA deDha lAkhanuM phaMDa bheguM thaI gayuM. mahAjana te vArApharatI badhAne ghera jAya che paNa A vAtanI jANa thatAM sau zeThane maLavA AvyA. badhA zeThanI prazaMsA karatA kahevA lAgyA ke zeTha! atyAra sudhI ame Apane oLakhyA nahi Ape udAra dile daza hajArane ceka lakhI Apyo. thA. 99

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zAradA siti dhanya che ApanI udAratAne! Ama zeThanI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. prazaMsAnI parimala kene nathI gamatI? pitAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne zeThanA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. sAMja paDatA mahAjana zeThane ceka pAcho ApavA AvyuM ne kahyuM-zeTha ! Aje tame amArA upara ghaNe upakAra karyo. tamArA ceke amane ghaNI moTI rakama bhegI karAvI ApI. bIjAo para enI khUba sArI asara thaI. jyAM jyAM gayA tyAM tyAM amane dhAryA karatA vadhAre sArI rakama maLI. mahAjane khUba prazaMsA karI eTale lebhI zeThanA hRdayanuM parivartana thaI gayuM. ahe! meM te sAMje pAcho ApI devAnI zarate ceka Apyo. kaMI dAna tarIke Apyo na hatuM, chatAM mArI ATalI badhI prasaMzA thaI! kemAM mArI udAratAnI chApa paDI. te have mArAthI A ceka pAcho levAya? theDA TAIma pUrata Apela ceka mahAjananA hAthamAM ApIne kahyuM Aje tame mArA upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. tame mane dAna devAnuM zIkhavADayuM. Aja sudhI huM dAna devAmAM samajato na hato paNa ApanA pratApe mAruM aMtara ane AMkha Aje khulI gayA che. haiyuM, hAtha ane hoTha ughaDI gayA che. meM te ceka pAcho levA mATe Apyo hate. kaMI dAnamAM ApavA mATe Apyo na hate chatAM Ape mArI ATalI badhI prazaMsA karAvI. A badhe dAnane prabhAva che. tame A rAhata phaMDamAMthI duHkhI lokone rAhata Apaze tyAre emane kevI zAMti thaze ! e vicArathI amane khUba AnaMda thayo che. mAro ceka tame AvatI kAle vaTAvI leje. mAro khoTo ceka tamArA jevA sevAbhAvI mahAjananA sparzathI pArasamaNi je banI gayo. devAnupriyo! lebhImAM lebhI zeThanuM hRdaya paNa pIgaLI gayuM. samAjamAM lebhI gaNatA zeTha udAra banI gayA, ane saMpattine sadupayoga karavA lAgyA, saMpattine sadupayoga e mAnavajIvanane sAthe AnaMda che. paropakArane arthe vAparelI saMpatti ghaTatI nathI paNa vadhe che, mATe mana mokaLuM karIne tamane je saMpatti maLI che tene sadupayoga karI le. bAkI Aje moTA bhAganA mANaso saMpatti meLavavA mATe bajAramAM besIne nyAya nItine neve mUke che. pitAnA bhAgIdArane Thage che. sarakAranA karaverAmAMthI chaTakavA mATe kALA nANAM kaI rIte sAcavavA tenI ciMtA karyA kare che, ane kALA nANune ujaLA karavA mATe judA judA upAyo zodhyA kare che. koInI thApaNa hajama karI jatAM paNa hRdayamAM AMcake lAgatuM nathI. vidhavA mAtAonI mUDI pacAvI letA paNa dilamAM duHkha thatuM nathI. sa bhAIne paNa dago karIne dhana ghara bheguM karavAnI vRtti thAya che. evA dAkhalA sAMbhaLatAM dilamAMthI unA nisAsA nIkaLI paDe che ne AMkhamAMthI unA AMsu sarI paDe che. AvI rIte dazA prapaMca karIne meLaveluM dhana jIvane durgatimAM laI jAya che, mATe jema bane tema lakSmIne moha cheDe are, huM te kahuM chuM ke sAcuM sukha joIe te saMsArano tyAga karI tyAganA gharamAM AvI jAo. ahIMnA jevuM sukha te tamane kayAMya nahi maLe.

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zAradA siddhi 787 cittamuni brahmadatta cakravatine paNa e ja vAta samajAve che ke tyAgamAM je sukha ane AnaMda che te saMsAramAM nathI. haju cittamuni brahmadatta cakravatine zuM kaheze te avasare. caritra :- "harisenane satya samajatAM thayelo pazcAtApa - harisena rAjAne have enA moTAbhAI bhImasena rAjA, bhAbhI suzIlA rANuM ane be bhatrIjA devasena ane ketusena badhA khUba yAda AvyA che, ane pote karelA haDahaDatA anyAya badala khUba pazcAtApa thavA lAgyo. bhAIbhAbhInuM zuM thayuM haze? e vicAre harisena magaja gumAvI beThe. te mATe moTA moTA rAjavaido ane DokaTarone teDAvIne cikitsA karAvI tyAre emanuM magaja kaMIka zAMta thayuM, paNa emanAmAM pahelA je kuti hatI te dekhAtI nathI. rAjasabhAmAM jAya. Ave khAya pIve badhuM kare che paNa jANe na chUTake karatA hoya tevI rIte kare che. keI kAryamAM emane rasa ke AnaMda nathI. pitAnA mahelamAM jAya tyAre pitAnI rANuM surasuMdarIne joIne krodha AvI jate ne kahe ke he duSTA ! he pApiNI ! A tArI caDhavaNuthI mArI mati kumati thaI gaI ne meM AvuM akAya karyuM. dhikkAra che mane pApIne ke huM strIne caDhAvyo caDhI gayo! ema kahI surasuMdarI upara khUba krodha karate. eTalethI patI jatuM nahi. le ThaMDA kAmaNa ke kUTa, durmatikI dAtAra, satyAnAza kIyA saba gharakA, vahAlA jANI nAra. hAthamAM lAkaDI laIne khUba mAra mArate ne kahe ke te ja mane TI salAha ApI che. tArA mohamAM huM AMdhaLe banI gayo eTale meM tArI vAta sAcI mAnI ane AvuM aghaTita kArya karyuM. e kulapaMpaNa! te te mAro ane mArA kuTuMbane satyAnAza vALI dIdhuM. te eka karIne mATe dAsInI vAta sAMbhaLIne A badhe uzkerATa macAvyo. kadAca eka kerI ochI AvI te emAM samabhAva na rAkhI zakI ke A meTo jaMga macAvyo ! kayAM gaI e dAsI? ene te huM atyAre ja mArA nagaranI bahAra kADhI mUkuM chuM. ema kahIne bhUMDA hAle rotI ne kakaLatI dAsIne kADhI mUkAvI, ane rANIne kahe che ke have mArA moTAbhAI ane bhAbhI Ave eTale tane paNa kADhI mUkIza. arere....je purUSo A duniyAmAM strInA kahyA pramANe cAlyA che e khuvAra thaI gayA che, evA te kaMIka dAkhalA che. - strInI caDhavaNuthI thatAM ana" :- zreNika rAjAne putra keka enI rANI padmAvatIne caDhAvyo caDhI gayo ne hala-vihala pAsethI hAra ane hAthI paDAvI levAne mATe keTaluM karyuM? eNe hala-vihala pAse hAra ane hAthI mAMgyA paNa emaNe kahyuM ke e te pitAjIe amane ApelA che te nahi ApIe. te paNa keNIke jabarajastIthI levA mATe dhamakI ApI tyAre hala ane vihala potAnA dAdA ceDA mahArAjAnA zaraNe gayA. tyAM baMne vacce anyAyanI sAme jIta meLavavA mATe bhayaMkara "

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788 zAradA siddhi yuddha thayuM. emAM karoDo nirdoSa mANasAnA khUna reDAyA, chatAM koNIkane na maLyo hAthI ke na maLyo hAra ane jIvAnI gheAra hiMsA thaIne pApanA bhAtA baMdhAyA. badhuM banavAnu` mULa kAraNa te strI ja ne! kaikeyI rANI paNa enI dAsI maMtharAnI caDhavaNIe caDhI gaI ane enA kahevAthI dazaratha rAjAe rAmaca'drajIne je divase rAjatilaka thavAnu hatuM te divase vanavAsa Apyo. AnuM mULa kAraNa paNa strI che. je strInI caDhavaNIthI caDhayA che eNe te mahAna ana karyAM che. huM paNa emAMnA ja eka chuM. arere.... bhagavAna ! mAruM' zuM thaze ? Ama kahIne jorajorathI raDavA lAgatA. A rIte hirasenanI sthiti khUba karUNAjanaka banI gaI. " nagarajane ciMtAmAM'' :- AkhA nagaramAM hAhAkAra macI gayo ke ApaNuM zu thaze ? A vicAramAM AkhI nagarInA mANasoe vahepAra dhaMdhA choDI dIdhA ne kaMika nagarajanAe te jyAM sudhI bhImasena rAjA parivAra sahita na Ave tyAM sudhI AyaMbIla karavA, ekAsaNAM karavA, ekAMtara upavAsa karavA evA niyama lIdhA ne prabhune prAthanA karatA dharmadhyAna karavA lAgyA. bhImasena rAjAe mAkalelA be guptacaroe ujjainImAM AvIne A badhI hakIkata meLavI lIdhI, pachI pAchA pharyAM ne kSitipratiSThita nagaramAM pAchA pahoMcI gayA, ane bhImasena rAjAne badhI hakIkata vigatavAra jaNAvatAM 'kaMhyu ke nareza ! ApanI ujjainI nagarI Aje na dhaNIyAtI jevI banI gaI che. rAjyanA vahIvaTa te mATA bhAge pradhAna sabhALe che. rAjA harisena, pradhAna ane prajA Apane jha Mkhe che, mATe have Apa jaldI padhAro. A pramANe guptacarAe samAcAra ApyA. A tarapha ujjainI nagarImAMthI paNa ghaNAM subhaTane bhImasenanI zodhamAM mokalyA che. bhImasenane peAtAnA bhAInI karUNAjanaka sthiti sAMbhaLIne khUba duHkha thayuM che. have teo ujjainI javA mATe taiyArI karaze. devasena ane ketusena te rAhu joI ne beThA che. huve zu banaze tenA bhAva avasare. Es vyAkhyAna naM. 82 AsA vada 6 na gurUvAra tA. 11-10-79 bhagavaMtA jagatanA jIvAnu batAvatA khelyA ke he jIve ! ana"ta karUzuAsAgara saMjJa ane sarvaidazI tIrthaMkara kalyANu kevI rIte thAya ne pApa kevI rIte dUra thAya te duHkhanuM mULa pApa pravRtti ne sukhanu` mULa dhama pravRtti che, eTale ke dharmArAdhanA karavAthI sukha maLe che ne pApakama karavAthI duHkha maLe che. gata bhavAmAM karelI duSkRta pravRttithI A bhavamAM pApa echuM karyuM. hAvA chatAM duHkha Ave che mATe jyAre jyAre

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789 zAradA siddhi duHkha Ave tyAre nirAza thayA vagara samatA bhAve duHkha bhegavavuM joIe. duHkhamAM je samatAbhAva nahi keLavyuM hoya te navA karmo baMdhAya che. navA karmone baMdha na thAya te mATe avazya kALajI rAkhavI joIe. jyAre du:kha Ave tyAre e vicAra karo ke A jagatamAM aneka che mArA karatA vadhu duHkhI che. enI apekSAe to mane kaMI ja duHkha nathI. narakanA jIvane te kSaNavAra paNa rAhata ke zAMti nathI, ane nigodanA jIne te satata janma-maraNa, cAlu hovAthI leza paNa sukha nathI. mAnava jIvanamAM sukha ane duHkha te vArApharatI AvavAnA che, mATe duHkha Ave tyAre nirAza banavAnI jarUra nathI. duHkha Ave tyAre vicAravuM ke A duHkha te mArA upara mahAna upakAra karI rahyuM che kAraNa ke e mArA pUrvopAjIta karmone laI jAya che. duHkhamAM samatvabhAva e pUrve upArjana karelA azubha karmarUpa kacarAne kADhavAne apUrva avasara che. je duHkhamAM samatA rAkhIe te duHkha paNa kamANIne avasara banI jAya che. sukhamAM ane duHkhamAM AtmAnI dazA kevI hoya che? sukha AtmAne patana tarapha laI jAya che ane duHkha unnatinI tarapha laI jAya che. sukhamAM vRttio bahirmukhI thAya che ne duHkhamAM aMtarmukhI thAya che. sukhamAM vicAra vikAranI tarapha deDe che ne duHkhamAM nirvikAratA tarapha deDe che. sukhanA divase mastImAM vyatIta thAya che ne duHkhanA divase sustImAM vyatIta thAya che. sukhamAM manuSya potAnI vAta sAMbhaLe che tyAre duHkhamAM badhAnI vAta sAMbhaLe che. sukhamAM manuSya abhimAnI banI jAya che tyAre duHkhamAM nirAbhimAnI bane che. zarIrane mATe rAtri e vizrAmane samaya gaNAya che. rAtre uMdhIne uThayA pachI mANasa jema prabhAtamAM skuti prApta kare che ane kArya karavAmAM e tatpara bane che, evI rIte jyAre duHkha Ave che tyAre tame ene rAta mAne. jema rAtre vizrAma laI levAthI savAramAM skuti AvI jAya che, evI rIte duHkhamAM uMghI jAo eTale zAMta banI jAo. duHkhane samatApUrvaka sahana kare. je AvelA duHkhane uMghavAnI mAphaka samatApUrvaka sahana karI leze te e duHkhane beja paNa haLa banI jaze. jema sUryodaya sAthe ApaNuM daSTi sateja banI jAya che e rIte samatApUrvaka duHkhane bhogavyA pachI eka apUrva AnaMdanI anubhUti thaze. duHkha te karma khapAvavAne apUrva avasara che. duHkhamAM samatAbhAvane keLavavAnI taka maLe che. trichalakamAM sadAne mATe rAtri nathI ne sadAne mATe divasa nathI. rAta pachI divasa ane divasa pachI rAta Ave che ne jAya che, evI rIte ApaNuM jIvanamAM sukha duHkhanI ghaTamALa cAlu rahe che. jIvanaparyata sukha hoya ke jIvanaparyata dukha hoya evuM A mRtyulekamAM banI zakatuM nathI. mAtra ekaluM duHkha naraka ane nigedamAM che. mAtra sukha mokSamAM che ane sukha-duHkha baMne A saMsAramAM che.

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790 zAradA siddhi duHkhamAM duSkRtanI gaha karavI joIe, kAraNa ke je kaI sukha-duHkha ApaNA jIvanamAM Ave che te duHkhamAM kAraNabhUta ApaNe pitAne AtmA che. "mag fr vattAya tudAna ya dudALa " pUrvabhavamAM bAMdheluM ApaNuM potAnuM pApakarma atyAre udayamAM AvyuM che. keI paNa jIva ekabIjAne sukha-duHkha ApavAmAM samartha nathI. bIjA te nimitta mAtra che. evuM samajIne mohanA saMtApane dUra karI AtmasvarUpanuM ciMtana karavuM joIe, bhUtakALane vicAra karIne sAvadhAna banavuM ane bhaviSya bagaDI na jAya tenI satata kALajI rAkhavI joIe. pUrvane anaMta bhavamAM je dukRta karyA che enI niMdA karavI. Aja sudhI jIve aDhAra pAponuM sevana karyuM che. aDhAra pApane bApa mithyAtva che. have jAgRta banIne e mithyAtvane tajavuM joIe. bhagavAnanI AjJAnI virAdhanAthI anaMtakALathI ApaNo AtmA saMsAramAM rajhaLe che. e duSkatonI niMdA karavI. have pachI evA dute jIvanamAM na thAya enI khAsa kALajI rAkhavI joIe. jIva jyAM gayo tyAM eNe pApanA hetubhUta sAdhane ekaThA karyA che. have e sAdhanene tyAga karI devo joIe. tIrthaMkara prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana na karavuM, emanI avahelanA karavI e ghora mithyAtva che. mithyAtva eTale zuM? adeve deva budhdhiyo, gurudhIra gurAvapi / adhame dharmabudhdhizca, mithyAtvaM tadviparyayAt // - rAga-dveSa yukta devane bhagavAna mAnavA, mahAvrata rahita gurUne sadgurU mAnavA, ane adharmane dharma mAnave te mithyAtva che kAraNa ke e viparIta dhAraNA che. jyAM sudhI mithyAtvane nAza na thAya tyAM sudhI bAhya rUpe dekhAtI dharmakriyA mAtra saMsAranuM kAraNa bane che. je jIva mithyA darzanamAM rakta che, niyANa sahita che, eTale ke je hiMsAmaya pravRtti karanAra che evI sthitimAM maranAra jIvane bIjA bhavamAM samyaktvanI prApti thavI kaThina che, mATe A durlabha ane uttama manuSya bhava pAmyA che te bIjuM na karI zake te khera, paNa ochAmAM ochuM samyaktva te pAmI jAo. samyaktva pAmyA eTale bhavane cheDe nIkaLyo ema samajI le. samyaktva pAmele jIva samaje che ke saMsAranA sukhane game teTalA sohAmaNuM ne suMdara hoya paNa aMte te dakhadAyI hoya che ane mokSanA mukhe game teTalA duHkhathI maLatA hoya te paNa aMtamAM te te sukhadAyI che." ATalA mATe jJAnI bhagavaMte kahe che ke saMsAranA sukhomAM Asakta na bane. saMsAramAM prApta thatuM bAhya sukha pUrvabhavamAM upArjana karelA zubha karmonuM phaLa che. ema samajIne ene tyAga thAya te karo ne jo tyAgana karI zake te anAsakta bhAva keLave. saMsAra sukhanI Asakti karmabaMdhanane hetu che. brAhya sukha e kharekhara sukha nathI paNa bhAvinA duHkhane AmaMtraNa ApanAra che. sukhamAM abhimAna na karo, kAraNa ke tamArI pAse je sukha che e mokSanA sukha AgaLa kaMI nathI. sidadha bhagavAnanuM sukha kevuM che?

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kSAradA siddhi 71 vi asthiM maNussANaM, taM seAkkhaM Na vi ya savva devANaM, jaM siddhANaM sokkhaM avvAbAha uvagayANaM / jaM devANaM sekkhiM savvaddhA piMDiyaM anaMtaguNaM, Naya pAvaI muttisuhaM NatAhi vagga vaggUhiM // nirAkhAdha avasthAne jemaNe prApta karI che evA siddha bhagavaMtAnuM je sukha che evuM sukha te mRtyuleAkanA sukhImAM sukhI manuSye ane makimAM mahiSaka devA are sava`deveAnA bhUta-bhaviSya ane vamAna e traNe kALanA sukhA bhegA karavAmAM Ave ane ene anaMta vAra varga athavA guNAkAra karavAmAM Ave te paNa te meAkSanA kSaNavAranA sukhAnI teAle AvI zakatuM nathI. AvuM meAkSanuM sukha joItu hAya te purUSArtha karA, kAraNa ke tamArI pAse je sukha che e te devalAkanA sukhAnI AgaLa kaI nathI te mekSanA sukhanI vAta teA karavI ja kayAM ! mATe tamArA khAdya bhautika sukhAmAM abhimAna na karo. * Aje je kaI sukha prApta thayu che te mAtra puNyanu phaLa che. ApaNA puNyanA baMdhamAM aneka jIveAnI sahAyatA hoya che mATe sukhamAM paNa bIjAnA upakArane yAda karatA zIkhA, ane sukhamAM khIjAne bhAgIdAra banAveA. ApaNane jema sukha priya che tema jagatanA badhA jIvAne sukha priya che, mATe mAtra svasukhanA vicAra na karavA. sukhamAM AsaktibhAvane tyAga karIne sukRtAnI anumeAdanA karavI joIe. sukhamAM kAraNabhUta je sukRta che enI anumeAdanA karavAthI navuM puNya badhAtu' jAya che, ane e rIte puNyanA bhaDAra akhUTa khanatA jAya che. puNyathI maLelI bhautika sAmagrImAM jo AsaktibhAva AvI gayA ne emAM tanmaya anI gayA tA e puNyathI maLelI sAmagrI paNa AtmAnA akalyANane mATe hoya che. ghauM" vAvavAthI ghAsa tA sheje maLe che tema meAkSanI sAdhanA karatA bAhya bhautika sAmagrI na joIe te paNa sheje maLe che, paratu e sAmagrInI prApti thayA pachI vadhu sAvadhAna ne jAgRta rahevu' joI e. jAgRta na rahe te e sAmagrI AtmAnuM adhaHpatana karAvanAra banaze. bAhya sAmagrI jema vadhu maLe tema AtmAnA anAsaktabhAva vadhavA joIe. puNyanA phaLa rUpe prApta thayela bhautika sAmagrI AtmakalyANanA Icchuka AtmAne mATe parIkSAnI paLa che, mATe emAM vadhu jAgRta rahevAnu che. jIvane potAnA sukha pratye rAga che ne duHkha pratye dveSa che. A jagatamAM anaMtA jIvA du:khI hAvA chatAM jIvane peAtAnA sukha pratyenu' dhyeya che. manuSya potAnA sukhamAM eTaleA badhA lIna banelA che ke bIjA jIvA sukhI hAya ke duHkhI hoya enI ene bilakula paDI hotI nathI, tyAre ApaNA bhagavAna te rAga-dveSathI rahita hovAthI vItarAga che. emanA hRdayamAM tA sa jIveAnA hitanI bhAvanA hAya che, tethI tIrthaMkara bhagavAna peAte kRSkRtya hovA chatAM paNa dhamatInI sthApanA karIne bhavya jIvane upadeza Ape

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792 zAradA niti che ke sukhamAM AsaktibhAva tajIne je sukRtanI anumodanA karavAmAM Ave ane duHkhamAM nirAzAne tajIne je duSkRtanI gaha karavAmAM Ave te avazya sukhane rAga ane duHkhane dveSa cAlyA jaze, ane phaLa rUpe AtmA zAzvata sukhane adhikArI banI jaze. tIrthakara bhagavAna sarva jInA zaraNadAtA che. A jagatamAM zaraNadAtA keNa banI zake? je pote pUrNa ane sarva guNethI saMpanna hoya te zaraNadAtA banI zake che, mATe tIrthaMkara bhagavaMta Adi jagatamAM bhaTakatA jene mATe zaraNarUpa che, kAraNa ke e pite sarva duSkatAthI rahita ane sukRtathI yukta che, mATe je janma maraNanA kArAvAsamAMthI mukta thavuM hoya te mukta evA arihaMtAdinuM zaraNa svIkArI levuM joIe. A saMsAramAM je manuSya tIrthaMkara prabhunuM zaraNuM svIkAre che ane emanI AjJAnuM pAlana kare che te AtmA parita saMsArI banIne jaladI mekSamAM jAya che. | tIrthakara bhagavaMta sarva jIvone mATe mAtA samAna che. mAtAne te pitAnA saMtAne upara ja vAtsalya hoya che paNa tIrthakara bhagavAna jagatanA sarva jI upara vAtsalya bhAva rAkhe che. emanA hRdayamAM sarva ne karmabaMdhanathI mukta karAvI mokSanA anaMta avyAbAdha zAzvata sukha prApta karAvavAnI bhAvanA hoya che. ApaNA hRdayamAM te ApaNuM pitAnA duHkha dUra karavAnI bhAvanA che, paNa bhagavaMtane te sarvajInA duHkho dUra karavAnI bhAvanA che. saMsArI jIve potAnA upara Apatti Ave che tyAre dIna banI jAya che paNa bIjAnI Apattine paNa pitAnI mAnIne sahAya karavAnI vRtti jenAmAM hoya che evA AtmAo muktinA mArgamAM AgaLa vadhI zake che. vartamAnakALamAM je dukha AvyuM che te pitAnA karelA pApakarmanuM phaLa che ema samajIne samatAbhAvathI sahana karatA zIkho. pitAne duHkha na Ave evI bhAvanA saune hoya che paNa samakitI AtmAne jagatamAM koIpaNa jIve pApa na karo, koI paNa jIve duHkhI na thAo, sarva che sukhI thAo, sarva che saMsArathI mukta bane. A vicAra Ave che, mATe A uttama mAnavabhava pAmIne ochAmAM ochI samyaktvanI prApti te avazya karI leje, te mAnavabhava pAmyA sArthaka thaze. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 13mA citta saMbhUtIya nAmanA adhyayanano adhikAra cAle che. temAM cittamuni mahAna pavitra cAritravAna sAdhu che. teo brahmadatta cakravatine kahe che te brahmadatta cakavati! atyAre tuM tArA cha khaMDanI sAhyabImAM masta banI gayo che paNa yAda kara, pUrve kevA dukhe sahana karyA che? rahIne caMDALa jAtimAM, vezyA duHkha anekaza, tiraskAra parityAga, thAnavata karatA jane ApaNe baMne cAMDALa jAtimAM janmyA hatA tyAre tyAM kevA bhayaMkara ane keTalA badhA dukhe bhagavyA hatA ane tene khyAla che ke nathI? badhI jAtiomAM cAMDAlanI jAti halakAmAM halakI gaNAya che eTale ke I cAMDAlanA sAmuM jovA paNa IcchatA nahotA.

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zAradA siddhi 7 ane kUtarAnI jema ApaNe tiraskAra karatA hatA. tyAM ApaNA zubhakarmanA udayathI mahAna tyAgI saMtanA darzana thayA ne emaNe ApaNane zubhAzubha karmanA phaLa, mAnavabhavanI mahattA vigere samajAvyuM, tethI ApaNe baMnee tyAM vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA lIdhI. khUba suMdara cAritra pALyuM ne zubha karmonuM upArjana karyuM. tenA pratApe A badhuM sukha maLyuM che mATe samaja. tuM cakavati padanuM niyANuM karIne AvyuM che eTale tArI saMpatti tuM jIve tyAM sudhI kadAca TakI rahe paNa e tArI saMpatti tane kayAM laI jaze? A AyuSyane paNa kaMI bharoso che? mAthA upara motanI talavAra jhajhUmI rahI che. mahAna purUSo te kSaNekSaNe maraNanA bhayathI DaratA rahe che, ane potAnI pAse AvanArane paNuM maraNane bhaya batAvIne AtmakalyANa karavAne mArga batAve che. eka vakhata eka saMta pAse kaI bhakta enI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karavA mATe AvyuM, saMte ene dharmanI gUDha vAte ghaNI samajAvI, tyAre eNe prazna karyo ke mahArAja ! Apa dharmanI vAte bahu suMdara rIte samajAve che e vAta badhI sAcI che, paNa mAruM mana sthira rahetuM nathI. tene koI upAya batAve. saMta khUba gaMbhIra, jJAnI, vicArazIla ane anubhavI hatA. emaNe bhaktanI vAta sAMbhaLIne vicAra karyo ke A samajAvyo nahi samaje paNa kaI bhayanI vAta karuM te samajaze. ema vicAra karIne bolyA ke tArA praznane javAba pachI ApIza, paNa te pahelA eka vAta sAMbhaLa. : tAre gabharAvavAnI jarUra nathI. tAruM AyuSya mAtra sAta divasanuM che. have te kadAca AThame divase jIvate rahe te mArI pAse Avaje. huM tane tArA praznano javAba ApIza. maraNanI vAta sAMbhaLIne pele bhakta dhrujI uThayo. gaLagaLo thaI gayo ne belI ukyo chuM....heM huM sAta divasa pachI marI jaIza ? haju te mAre ghaNuM kAma karavAnA bAkI che ne AyuSya te sAta divasanuM che. have huM zuM karIza? mUMjhavaNane pAra na rahyo. raDate ne jhUrate ghera Avyo. khAvuM pIvuM uMghavuM ke kAma karavuM e kaMI ja ene gamatuM nathI. eka divasa te raDavA gUravAmAM vitAvI dIdho. bIje divase ene vicAra Avyo ke he jIvaDA ! jene janma che tenuM maraNa avazya eka divasa thavAnuM che A duniyAmAM ghaNuM jamyA ne maryA. maraNa AgaLa kenuM cAlyuM che? mRtyune koI rokI zakatuM nathI. te pachI zA mATe jhUre che? tArA puNyane udaya che ke saMte tane sAta divasa bAkI che ema kahI dIdhuM. nahitara khabara kayAMthI paData! eka divasa te cAlyo gayo. have te mAtra cha divasa bAkI che. A saMsAramAM koNa konuM che? huM A badhI jhaMjhaTa choDIne mArA AtmAnuM kalyANa karI lauM. ema vicAra karIne paisA, patnI, putra parivAra, ghara, vahepAra badhAnI ciMtA choDIne bhagavAnane dhyAnamAM besI gaye. te dhyAnamAM e lIna banI gayuM ke jANe bhagavAna enI sAme ja na beThA hoya! heja mana caMcaLa bane tyAM mRtyuno mahAbhaya enI najara samakSa khaDe thaI jate. jema jema divase pasAra thatA gayA tema tema enI ekAgratA vadhavA lAgI. zA. 100

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794 zAradA siddhi sAta divasa pUrA thayA. bhagavAnanA dhyAnamAM enuM hRdaya zAMta banI gayuM. mukha upara alaukika AnaMda prasarI gaye. AThamA divase e saMta pAse gayo eTale saMte pUchyuM kema bhAI! sAta divasamAM te zuM karyuM? bhakta kahyuM. gurUdeva ! mane te sAta divasamAM bhagavAnanA nAma sivAya koI vicAra Avyo nathI. gharabAra, paisA, kuTuMba vigerenA vicAra vilIna thaI gayA. have te jANe bhagavAnanI bhaktimAM tarabaLa banI jAuM ema ja thAya che. saMte kahyuM. have tArA praznano javAba maLI gayo ne ? meM tArA praznane javAba ApavA mATe ja tane mRtyune mahA bhaya batAvyuM hatuM. jyAM sudhI mANasane mRtyune bhaya nathI lAgate tyAM sudhI tenuM mana caMcaLa rahe che. dharmamAM sthira thatuM nathI. vahelA ke meDA eka divasa saune maravAnuM che e vAta nakkI che. AvuM jANavA chatAM mAnavIne saMsArane meha Ta nathI. AnuM kAraNa saMsAranA sukhane rAga che, moha che. je sAcuM sukha prApta karavuM hoya te saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM anAsakta bhAvathI raho. - beMkane kezIyara beMkamAM lAkhe ne karaDenI uthalapAthala kare che. levaDadevaDa kare che. A divasa rUpiyA sAthe ramanAra kezIyara sAMje potAnuM kAma patAvIne ghera jAya che ne khAIpIne zAMtithI sUI jAya che tyAre enA manamAM beMkamAM paDelI karoDonI milakta saMbaMdhI kaI vicAra AvatA nathI, kAraNa ke e samaje che ke huM kAMI beMkane ke rUpiyAne mAlika nathI. huM te kezIyara chuM. mAre te mAruM kAma karIne pagAra levAne che. beMkamAM karoDonI mita bharI che emAM mAruM kAMI nathI. kadAca beMka upara baba paDe, Aga lAge ne beMka baLIne khAkha thaI jAya te paNa kezIyarane kaMI duHkha thAya kharuM? enI UMgha uDI jAya kharI ? "nA", enuM kAraNa eka ja che, ke e beMkane mAlika nathI, ene beMka upara mamatA nathI. jyAM mArApaNanA bhAva Ave che tyAM duHkha thAya che, paNa jyAM rAga nathI tyAM duHkha thatuM nathI. te rIte tame paNa saMsAramAM mAlika banIne na rahe paNa TrasTI banIne rahe. te cheDatI vakhate duHkha nahi thAya. jene AtamarAma kSaNe kSaNe sajAga baneluM che. jAgRti e ja jemanuM jIvana che evA cittamuni brahmadatta cakravatine kahe che ke ApaNe cAMDAlanI jAtimAM apamAna tiraskAra, mArakUTa Adi kevA kevA duHkhe sahana karyA ! e duHkhane yAda karatA paNa mArA rUMvADA khaDA thaI jAya che ane atyAre ApaNAM zubha karmane udaya che, eTale mahAna sukha-saMpatti pAmyA chIe. emAM tArI saMpatti te bAhya che. mane paNa bAhya saMpatti ghaNI maLI hatI, paNa gurUdevane upadeza sAMbhaLIne huM ene vinazvara samajIne choDIne sAdhu banI gaye, tethI mArI pAse Atmika saMpatti che. e sadA TakavAnI che. paNa tArI saMpatti kAyama TakavAnI nathI, mATe tuM ene meha choDI de ne AtmAnuM kalyANa karI le. haju citta muni zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare,

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vyAkhyAna naM. 83 Aso vada 8 ne zanivAra tA. 13-10-79 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI tIrthakara deva mahAvIra bhagavAne bhavya jIvana ekAMta hita mATe AgamanI vANI prakAzI che. zAstranA praNetA tIrthakara bhagavaMte hoya che. covIsa tIrthakaramAM zrI mahAvIra bhagavAna ApaNA Asana upakArI che. mahAvIra bhagavAnane ApaNe vIra zA mATe kahIe chIe? "vIra" zabdane artha paNa samajavuM joIe. jeo vizeSa prakAre karmane nAza karIne je mokSane mArga prApta kare che temane vIra kahevAmAM Ave che. A jagatamAM vIra ghaNAM prakAranA hoya che paNa je karma zatruone nAza kare che te sAce vIra che. bhagavAne karmazatruo upara vijaya meLavavA mATe zuM zuM karyuM che te tame jANe che ne? bhagavAne karmarUpa kASTane bALavA mATe dhyAnanI dhUNI dhakhAvI hatI. dayAna cAra prakAranA che. ArtadhyAna, raudradhAna dharmadhyAna ane zukaladhyAna. temAM ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAna saMsAravRdhimAM kAraNabhUta che. jyAre dhamaMdavAna ane zukaladhyAna AtmazudhimAM nimittabhUta che. ApaNuM vIra bhagavAne zukaladhyAna rUpI agnimAM karmarUpa iMdhanane bALIne khAkha karyo che. jenAthI tavanuM ciMtana prApta thAya athavA te cittanI ekAgratA prApta thAya tenuM " nAma dhyAna ane mithyAtva, avirati, pramAda, kaSAya ane vegathI jIva je kare te karma. te karmo jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya, vedanIya, mohanIya, AyuSya, nAma gotra ane aMtarAya ema ATha prakAranA che, AtmA upara samaye samaye sAta athavA ATha karmanA rajakaNe ceTatA jAya che. jJAnI purUe karmone iMdhananI upamA ApI che, ane dhyAnane agninI upamA ApI che. vira bhagavAne sAcuM vIrapaNuM meLavIne anAdikALanA saMcita karelA karmone dhyAnathI bALIne khAkha karI nAMkhyA che, eTale bhagavAna e sAcA vIra che. evA bhagavAne jagatanA jIvane AdhyAtmika kAMtine mArga batAvyo che. e mArge je jIva cAle te tenuM avazya kalyANa thAya. sUyagaDAyaMga sUtramAM bhagavAne kahyuM che ke bujjhamANANa pANiNa, kiccatANa skmmunnaa|| vAva sAdu te rIlaM, varUNa pazudava II a. 11 gAthA ra3 mithyAtva, avata, pramAda, kaSAya ane azubhayoga Adi saMsAra rUpa pravAhamAM taNAtA, saMsAra tarapha dhasatA ane svakarmanA udayathI pIDA pAmatA saMsAra samudramAM DUbatA jene dvIpa samAna samyagadarzana Adine upadeza zrI tIrthakara bhagavaMta tathA gaNadhara bhagavatae karUNAbhAvathI duHkhathI mukta thavA ane sukhanI prApti mATe Apela che. temaja vidvAna purUSo kahe che ke samyagadarzana Adi dvArA jene saMsAra paribhramaNamAMthI vizrAma prApti rUpa mokSanI prApti thAya che.

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Get zAradA siddhi mithyAtva Adi uparokta pAMca kAraNeAne lIdhe jIva anaMtakALathI A sa'sAra samudramAM geAthA khAI rahyo che, ane zubhAzubha karmAnusAra sukha ane duHkha bhagavI rahyo che. paNa haju enA duHkhanA aMta AvyeA nathI. jema samudramAM saphara karatA acAnaka vAvAjhoDu' ane varasAda Adine kAraNe teAphAna thAya ne vahANa DUbI jAya jIvananI AzA chUTI jAya te vakhate puNyAge jo enA hAthamAM ekAda pATIyu AvI jAya, agara hADInA sahArA maLI jAya te kevA AnaMda thAya ? pATIyu... agara hADInA sahAre mANasa samudranA sAmA kinAre paheAMcI jAya che, evI rIte A sa`sAra samudranA pravAhamAM taNAtA jIvAne vItarAga prabhunA prarUpelo dhama, vItarAga prabhunI vANI rUpa pATIyAnA sahAro maLI jAya te enA bhavanA beDA pAra thaI jAya. agara samudramAM taNAtA jIvane jo vacamAM dvIpa maLI jAya tA paNa ene vizrAMti maLe che, evI rIte saMsAra samudramAM taNAtA jIvane samyagdaCna rUpa dvIpa maLatA ene vizrAMti maLe che. enA adha pudgala parAvartana sa`sAra kaTa thAya che. samyakRtva e jIvane mekSa najIka mUkI denAra Treina che, ane mithyAtva e jIvane sa`sAra sAgaranI musApharI karAvanAra sTImara che. mithyAtvanA kAraNe jIva kanA baMdhana kare chene duHkha bhAgave che. vastro ke manane meM hAtA, jase sUta mUla kAraNa, ghaTa khanane me' hAtI hai jyAM, miTTI ahe| mukhya sAdhana, tRNa pedA karaneme.. hAtA, khIja mUla kAraNu huM jyAM, krama badhukA isa jagameM, mithyAtva mUla kAraNa huM tyAM. " vajranI utpattimAM jema ta tuonA samuha mukhya kAraNa che, ghaDAnI utpattimAM jema mATIno samuha mukhya kAraNa che ane jamIna upara je asaMkhya taraNA uge che tenuM mULa kAraNa tenuM khIja che tema jJAnAvaraNIya, daza nAvaraNIya, mehanIya Adi kamanI utpatti ane tenI para'parA vadhavAmAM mukhya kAraNa zAstravettA jJAnIpurUSoe mithyAtva kahyu' che, eTale ke AtmapradezamAM kane AvavAnA je dvAra che te pAMca Azrava che. temAM sauthI prathama nabara mithyAtvanA che. baMdhue ! ApaNA AtmAne taLAva rUpa mAnIe te Azravane garanALA eTale ke pANI AvavAnA dvArarUpa mAnI zakAya. jo AtmAne eka mahela rUpa kalpIe te prakAza ane havAne AvavA denAra mArI bAraNAnA sthAne AzravanI kalpanA karI zakAya, athavA AtmAnA kANu zarIranI eka keAhAra tarIke kalpanA karIe tA koThAramAM dhAnya nAMkhavAnA dvArane Azrava rUpa mAnI zakAya. anAdikALathI A kArmAMNu zarIra rUpa koThAramAM karma rUpa dhAnyanI Avaka cAlu che. koThAramAM anAja niha nAMkhIe te koThAra khAlI thaI jaze, paNa kANu zarIra rUpa koThAramAM te kamanI Avaka cAlu rahe che. vipAkAyamAM AvelA karyAM bhAgavAya che teTalI jAvaka thAya che tyAre sAdhAraNa rIte Avaka tenAthI ghaNI vadhAre rahe che, tethI A koThArane khAlI thavAno vakhata AvatA nathI.

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wy zArA siddhi jema mahelane bArI bAraNuM ghaNuM hoya che tema kAmaNa zarIra rUpa mahelamAM karmane AvavAnA dvAra paNa ghaNAM che paNa temAM mithyAtva, avirati, pramAda, kaSAya ane azubhaga e pAMca dvAra te mukhya che. jyAM sudhI mithyAtvanuM dvAra khulluM hoya che. tyAM sudhI bIjA dvAra baMdha thatA nathI, kAraNa ke mithyAtva e badhAmAM mukhya che. jema ke 12345 A pAMca AMkaDAomAM pahele ekaDe mukhya che. pAMca AMkaDAmAM e dekhAya che sauthI nAne paNa enI sattA adhika che, kAraNa ke te ekaDe daza hajAranI saMkhyAne pratinidhi che. je ekaDAne bhUMsI nAMkhavAmAM Ave te "12345" nI saMkhyAmAM sIdhe daza hajArane ghaTADo thAya che. eTale mAtra "2345" rahe che. bIjA naMbare bagaDe che te be hajAranI saMkhyAne pratinidhi che. tene bhUMsI nAMkhatA 345 rahe che. trIje AMkaDo traNasenA sthAne che. tene bhUMsI nAMkhatAM mAtra 45 rahe che. jegaDAne bhUMsatA mAtra pAMca rahe che, eTale ke AgaLanA ekeka AMka bhUMsatA saMkhyAmAM moTe ghaTADo thAya che, tevI rIte ekaDAne sthAne mithyAtva, bagaDAne sthAne avirati, tragaDAne sthAne pramAda, cegaDAne sthAne kaSAya, ane pAMcaDAne sthAne yoga che. A pAMce AzravanA dvAra khullA hoya te AtmAnA koThAramAM eka kSaNe 12345 karmanI vargaNAonI Avaka che ema ka95nA karIe te emAMthI ekaDA rU5 mithyAtvane kADhI nAMkhatA daza hajAra jevI Avaka ghaTI jAya. bagaDA rUpa aviratinA dvArane baMdha karatA 12345 mAMthI bAra hajAranI Avaka ochI thaI. tragaDA rUpa pramAdane rekatA bAra hajAra traNasenI Avaka ghaTI. cegaDA rUpa kaSAyane rekatA mAtra pAMcanI Avaka rahI. bAra hajAra traNa cAlIsanI Avaka baMdha thaI gaI. have pAMcaDA rUpa vegane rokavAmAM Ave te karmanI Avaka sarvathA aTakI jAya. kharI rIte te ekeka samaye karmanI anaMta vagaNae jIvane ceTe chepaNa mithyAtva, avirati vigere dvArenuM paraspara tAratamya samajAvavAne mATe 12345" e saMkhyAnA daSTAMta tarIke kalapanA karavAmAM AvI che. A jIvane anAdi kALathI bhavabhramaNa karAvanAra ke saMsAra samudramAM gothA khavaDAvanAra je kaI hoya te te mithyAtva che. bhUtakALamAM AtmAnI vadhAre nukazAnI mithyA karI che, ane vartamAnamAM paNa karmanI Avaka vadhArI AtmAne durgatinA uMDA kUvAmAM je koI utAranAra hoya to paNa mithyAtva che, tethI AzravanA pAMca dvAramAM tene naMbara sauthI prathama che. eTalA mATe jJAnI purUSae karmabaMdhananuM mULa mithyAtva kahyuM che, mATe vItarAga prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLIne sauthI prathama mithyAtvanuM mULa ukheDI nAMkhIne samyakatva rUpa bIjanI vAvaNI karI le. jemanA jIvanamAMthI mithyAtvane aMdhakAra cAlyA gayA che ne samyaktva rUpa sUryanA tejasvI kiraNane prakAza jhaLahaLI uThayo che evA cittamuni brahAdattane kahe che te naradeva ! pahelAM tArI sthiti kevI hatI tene vicAra kara. baMdhuo ! je mANasa potAnI

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768 zAradA siddhi pahelAMnI kharAba sthitine dhyAnamAM rAkhe te ene kadI abhimAna Ave nahi. atyAre pUrvanA puNyodaye lAkhe pati ke karoDapati haya, enA AMgaNe kaI garIba bhikhArI baTakuM reTI mAMgavA Ave tyAre emane tiraskAra karavAmAM Ave che. e samaye je pahelAM pite garIba hato e sthitine yAda kare te abhimAna na Ave, paNa garIbane joIne enA pratye dilamAM sahAnubhUti jAgaze ne manamAM thaze ke eka vakhata mArI A ja dazA hatI ne! A saMpattine kaMI garva karavA jevuM nathI. Aje che ne kAle haze ke nahi enI zuM khAtrI ? mATe dhana che tyAM sudhI ene dAnAdi dharmakAryomAM sadupayoga karI lauM, paNa je pUrvanI sthitine khyAla na rAkhe te abhimAne caDhI jAya che. e rIte ahIM cittamuni paNa brahmadattane kahe che so dANi siM rAya ! mahANubhAgo, mahiDio punnnnphlovveo| caittu bhogAI asAsayAI, AdANaheuM abhiNikkhamAhi // 20 // he brahmadatta cakravati! e samaye cAMDAlanA bhAvamAM Apa je saMbhUti nAmanA muni hatA te ja Apa A samaye atyAre mahAna prabhAvazALI cha khaMDanA adhipati cakravati thayA che e pUrvanA sukRtyanuM phaLa che. jene Apa atyAre bhegavI rahyA che, have ApanuM kartavya che ke Apa azAzvata ane kSaNabhaMgura evA A mane zabdAdika kAmagone tyAga karIne cAritra dharmanuM pAlana karavA mATe dIkSA grahaNa karo. baMdhuo! cAritra saMpanna cittamuni kevA daDha saMyamI che ke brahmadatta cakravatie emane saMsAranA sukhe bhegavavA mATe kevA kevA pralebhane ApyA chatAM teo potAnA vatamAM merUnI mAphaka aDela rahyA ne brahmadattane kahe che ke atyAre tArA mahAna puNyane udaya che tethI AvuM pada tane maLyuM che paNa emAM Asakta thavA jevuM nathI, paNa AtmAnuM kalyANa karavA saMsAranA bhegavilAsa choDIne tyAga mAge AvI jA. ApaNe baMne bhAIo AtmAnuM kalyANa karIzuM. AvuM kaNa kahI zake? je potAnA saMyamamAM barAbara daDha hoya te kahI zake. sAcA saMyamI purUSonI deva ke devenA adhipati Indra parIkSA karavA mATe Ave te paNa Dage nahi. A te sAdhunI vAta karI paNa saMsArI AtmAo paNa pitAnA vratamAM evA daDha hoya che ke prANanA balidAne paNa pite lIdhelA vratanuM pAlana kare che. eka rAjAne kumAra khUba dhamaSTha hatuM. eNe eka vakhata saMtanI vANI sAMbhaLI. saMte avirati, dezavirati ane sarvaviratinA bhAva samajAvyA. e sAMbhaLIne rAjakumAre vicAra karyo ke huM sarvavirati te banI zakuM tema nathI, paNa dezavirati te banI zake tema chuM ema samajIne eNe bAra vrata aMgIkAra karyA. jIvanabhara doreja sAmAyika karavI temaja AThama pAkhInA divase pauSadha kare. AvI pratijJA karI. dharma te

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zAradA siddhi 799 rAjakumArane zvAsa ane prANa hate. dharmanI aneka kriyAothI enuM jIvana atyaMta suvAsita hatuM. kumAre je pratijJA lIdhI che tenuM te barAbara pAlana karato. kadAca yuddha karavA javuM paDe te yuddha baMdha rAkhIne paNa pauSadha karI lete. rAjakumAranI vrata pAlanamAM AvI daDhatA joIne eka vakhata Indra mahArAjAe potAnI sabhAmAM A rAjakumAranI khUba prazaMsA karI. A sAMbhaLIne mithyAtvI devene IrSA AvI ke Indra mahArAjA ApaNI prazaMsA nathI karatA paNa jenuM zarIra durgaMdhamaya ne azucIthI bhareluM che evA mAnavInI ATalI badhI prazaMsA kare che. cAle, ApaNe enI parIkSA karIe ke e ke enA vratamAM daDha che ! kharekhara, IrSA bahu bUrI cIja che. IrSALu mANasa guNavAnanA guNanI prazaMsA sahana karI zakato nathI, tethI enuM kharAba karavA Icche che paNa bIjAnuM kharAba karavA ke parIkSA karavA jatA pahelA potAne keTaluM sahana karavuM paDe che! eka te devakanA divya sukhe cheDIne mRtyulekamAM asahya dudhamAM AvavuM paDe che, ane devanuM divya zarIra choDIne mRtyulekanA mAnavI jevuM zarIra dhAraNa karavuM paDe che, tyAre bIjAnI parIkSA karI zake che. A be mithyAtvI de navayuvAna suMdara strIonuM rUpa laIne mRtyulekamAM AvyA. juo, ene purUSamAMthI strInuM rUpa levuM paDayuM ne ! A baMne yuvAna ane dekhAvamAM apsarA jevI suMdarIo dharmasthAnakamAM jyAM gurU upadeza ApatA hatA tyAM AvIne sAmAyika laIne besI gaI, pachI dararoja dharmasthAna ke AvIne dharmadhyAna karavA lAgI. A rAjakumAra dararoja vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA Avate, ane bapore gurUdevanI pAse dharmacarcA karavA Ave tyAre pelI strIo paNa AvatI. khUba dhamITha, namra, vivekI strIone eka divasa mahArAje pUchayuM bahena! tame kayAMthI AvyA cho? tyAre kahe che gurUdeva ! ame baMne bahAragAmathI AvyA chIe paNa ApanI vANI ane jJAnacarcAmAM amane khUba rasa Ave che eTale rokAI gayA chIe. AvI dhamaSTha kanyAone joIne kumAranA dilamAM paNa enA pratye bahumAna jAgyuM. devakanyAne pRchA karate kumAra" eka divasa rAjakumAre kahyuM bahena ! tame kayAM utaryA che? tyAre baMne suMdarIo kahe che ane te dharmazALAmAM utaryA chIe. kumAre kahyuM Apa mAre tyAM padhAro, paNa baMne yuvatIoe kahyuM-nA bhAI amAre dharmazALAmAM sAruM che. khUba kahyuM paNa emaNe mahelamAM AvavAnI nA pADI tyAre kumAre kahyuM ke te eka divasa mAre tyAM jamavAnuM che, te mane AvI dhamITha bahenanI sevAne lAbha maLe, tyAre A be kanyAo kahe che bhAI! ame tamAre ghera : jamavA te AvIe paNa amAre te kaMdamULa vigere ghaNAne tyAga che. kumAre kahyuM mAre paNa e badhAne tyAga che. amAre tyAM evI cIjo banatI nathI. te bhale, ame kAle Apane tyAM jamavA AvIzuM. temaNe rAjakumAranA AmaMtraNane svIkAra karyo. bIje divase

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200. zAradA siddhi bane rAjamahelamAM jamavA mATe AvyA. jamyA pachI rAjakumAra emanI sAthe dharmacarcA karavA beThe. baMne kanyAonuM jJAna, dharmanI zraddhA, daDhatA emane tyAga vigere joIne kumAranA manamAM thayuM ke A baMne kanyAo mane badhI rIte anukULa che. jIvanarathanA je be paiDA barAbara hoya te jIvanaratha barAbara cAlI zake. ema samajIne rAjakumAre pUchayuM ke tamArA lagna thayelA che? tyAre kahe che amane yogya vara maLatuM nathI, eTale amArA lagna thayA nathI, tyAre rAjakumAre kahyuM huM paNa mArA vicAra ane vartanane yogya kanyA maLe te paraNavA IcchuM chuM jethI mane dharma ArAdhanA karavAmAM sahAyaka bane. je tamArI IcchA hoya te ApaNe ekabIjAnA jIvanasAthI banIe. - "baMne kanyAe kumArane vacanathI bAMdhavA karelA prayatana :- baMne kanyAoe kahyuM ke Apane joyA tyArathI amane paNa evI IcchA che. ame baMne ApanI sAthe lagna karavA taiyAra chIe paNa eka zarate. ame je kahIe te tamAre karavuM paDaze. evuM vacana Ape te ame tamArI sAthe lagna karIe. kumAranA manamAM ema hatuM ke A bahu dhamITa che, vivekI che eTale bahu te mane yuddha nahi karavAnuM kaheze. agara bIjI kaI pApanI pravRtti karate dekhaze te mane nA pADaze, paNa pite dhamaSTha che eTale mane dharma ArAdhanAmAM kaMI ADakhIlI nahi kare. ema samajIne kumAre e kahe tema karavAnuM vacana ApyuM ne baMne kanyAo sAthe lagna karyA. lagna karyA te divasanI prathama rAtrie kanyAoe kahyuM nAtha! ame ApanI sAthe lagna te karyA paNa jyAM sudhI amArA mAtA pitAne A vAtanI jANa na thAya tyAM sudhI brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM evI amArI IcchA che, A kumAra paNa dhama hatuM. e kaMI kAmAMdha na hatuM. ene te khUba AnaMda thayo ke heje brahmacaryanuM pAlana thaze. ethI rUDuM zuM? lagna pachI cAra pAMca divasa bAda pAkhIne divasa Avyo eTale AgalA divase kumAre pitAnI patnIone pauSadha vrata karavAnI vAta karI. pratijJA pAlana mATe kaTI" - baMne kanyAoe kahyuM svAmInAtha! Apa kAle pauSadhavrata karI zakaze nahi. kumAre kahyuM mAre jIvanabhara AThama pANInA pauSadha karavAnI pratijJA che, mATe mAre pauSadha te karavuM ja paDaze. tamAre pratijJA hoya te bhale rahI paNa ame Apane pauSadha nahi karavA daIe. kumAre kahyuM paNa meM te gurUnI pAse pratijJA karelI che, tyAre baMne kanyAo kahe che ke tame gurU pAse pratijJA lIdhI che te amArI sAthe paraNatI vakhate Ape amane ame kahIe tema karavAnuM vacana ApyuM che te e vacanane bhaMga thaze ne ? tamArI pratijJA bhaMga karo paNa amane ApelA vacanane bhaMga nahi karI zake. rAjakumAranA mAthe dharmasaMkaTa AvyuM ! vacana ApyuM tyAre A khyAla na hatuM ke A kanyAo pitAnA vratamAM ADakhIla rUpa

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zAradA siddhi 801 banaze. e te ema samajato hato ke dharma ArAdhanA karavAmAM, mArA vrata niyamanuM pAlana karavAmAM mane sahAyaka banaze paNa ahIM te juduM ja banyuM. rAjakumAre baMne kanyAone khUba samajAvI paNa samajI nahi eTale rAjakumAra mUMjhavaNamAM paDyo, kAraNa ke je pauSadha na kare te pratijJAne bhaMga thAya che ne pauSadha kare che te pitAnA vacanane bhaMga thAya che. have zuM karavuM? pratijJAne bhaMga karavo ke vacanane bhaMga karaze? vata pAlana mATe jIvanano aMta lAvate kumAra" -devAnupriyo! A sthAne tame ho te zuM karo ? pratijJA bhaMga ke vacanabhaMga? tame te pratijJAne bhaMga karI le. barAbara che ne? (hasAhasa) rAjakumAre pratijJAne bhaMga na thAya ne vacanabhaMga paNa na thAya e mATe jIvanabhaMga karavAne saMkalpa karyo. rAjakumAre manamAM nakkI karyuM" ke bemAMthI ekeyane bhaMga karyA vinA mRtyune bheTI levuM te vadhu zreSTha che. jIvate rahIza te pratijJA bhaMga ke vacana bhaMgane prazna che ne? je mane jIvatAM AvaDe che te maratAM paNa kayAM nathI AvaDatuM? Ama vicAra karIne rAjakumAre tarata ja keDethI kaTAra kADhIne jerathI pitAnA gaLA upara jhIkI dIdhI, paNa rAjakumAranuM gaLuM kapAyuM nahi, eTale bIjI vakhata, trIjI vakhata ghA karyo te paNa kaTAranI dhAra jANe buThThI ja na thaI gaI hAya ! ema kumAranuM gaLuM kapAtuM nathI, eTale cothI vakhata gaLA upara kaTAra pheravavA , jAya che tyAM baMne kanyAoe kumAranA hAthamAMthI kaTAra jhuMTavI letAM pitAnuM mULa svarUpe pragaTa karIne kahyuM sabUra kara kumAra sabUra kara. ame tArI strIo nathI, ame tane paraNyA nathI. ame te devakanA de chIe paNa tArA vrata pAlananI dRDhatAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne parIkSA karavA mATe AvyA hatA. dhanya che kumAra tArI daDha pratijJAne! pratijJAne khAtara prANa ApavA taiyAra thayo paNa pratijJAna bhaMga na karyo ! ema kahIne deve rAjakumArane vaMdana karIne pitAnA sthAne cAlyA gayA. jenuM mana sadA dharmamAM rahe che tene levA vinaM namaMti deve paNa name che. tame paNa tamArA vrata niyamamAM AvA daDha rahe cittamuni paNa pitAnA mArgamAM daDha che. brahmadatta cakravatie emane game teTalA pralebhane ApyA paNa teo manathI paNa vicalita thayA nahi, paNa brahmadatta cakravatine saMyama mArge AvavA mATe elAna karIne kahe che. pUrava puNya phaLe nRpa pAmI, ddhi samRddhi ane baDa bhAgyane, du:khada nazvara bhega tyajI daI laI susaMyama meLava tu sukha, he brahmadatta cakravati ! tame mane kahe che ne ke dharmasevana karavAnuM zuM phaLa che? te sAMbhaLo. dharma ArAdhanAnuM A phaLa pratyakSa dekhAya che ke dharmanI sahAyathI Apa AvA moTA cakravati banyA che, te tame je saMpUrNapaNe dharmarUpa vRkSanI zItaLa chAyAmAM besI jaze te tame AthI paNa vadhAre unnati karI zakaze e nizaMka vAta che. A zA, 101

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802 zAradA siddhi zabdAdika pAMca IdrinA viSaye te azAzvata che mATe je tamAre zAzvata sukhanA svAmI banavuM hoya te A kAmagone tyAga karI cAritra dharma aMgIkAra kare. cAritra vagara traNa kALamAM AtmAnuM kalyANa thavAnuM nathI. je cakavatioe cakravartinuM pada azAzvata samajIne choDI dIdhuM ne saMyamane mArga apanAvyo temaNe emanA AtmAnuM kalyANa karyuM che. te he brahmadatta! tame paNa A padavIne moha cheDI de, kAraNa ke A badhA vaibhava vilAsa azAzvata che, ane A mAnavanI jiMdagI paNa bahu alpa che. emAM je kAmaga nahi choDe te narakanI kAramI vedanAo bhegavavI paDaze, kAraNa ke cakavati cakravati paNamAM mare te ene mATe narakamAM javAnuM niyama che, ane je samajIne ene tyAga kare che te cakavatie mokSamAM athavA devalokamAM jAya che, mATe je tamAre narakanA dukhe bhegavavA na javuM heya ne sAcuM sukha meLavavuM hoya te cakravatipadane moha choDe. saMsAra tyAgI saMyama svIkAre jaganA baMdhana choDIne cosaTha hajAra rANuone tyAgI, vaibhavathI mukha meDIne pUva puye cakravati banyA pAmyA cho ddhi apAra, cha khaMDanA svAmI banyA, maLyA che vaibhava vilAsa, sukha samRddhi tyAgI daIne, saje saMyamanA zaNagAra... saMsAra... '' he cakavati! A saMsAranA sukhe, rAjapATa, vaibhava vilAsa, kAmaga A badhuM duHkhadAyI che. bhavaparaMparAne vadhAranAra che. vaLI pAchA kAyama TakavAvALA nathI. A saMsAra te karmabaMdhana karAvanAra kArakhAnuM che. AvuM samajIne tame saMsAra ane saMsAranA sukhane tyAga kare. tamane A badhuM sukha pUrvanA puryodaye maLyuM che. vahelA ke meDA eka divasa te saune choDavAnuM che. A divya mahelone tame ubhA ubhA tyAga karI do. je ubhA ubhA svecchAe nahi nIkaLe te A tamAre prANapyAre parivAra tamane ADA pADIne mahelanI bahAra kADhaze ne A suMdara zarIrane agnimAM jalAvI deze. je svecchAthI ubhA ubhA mahelamAMthI nIkaLI jAya che te zUravIra che ne je ADA nIkaLe che te kAyara che. tamAre badhAne paNa ubhA ubhA nIkaLavuM che ne? bhAva jAge te taiyAra thaI jaje. (hasAhasa) nahitara ADA te nIkaLavAnuM che, paNa emAM kaI vizeSatA nathI. mATe samajIne choDavAmAM kalyANa che. A pramANe cittamuni brahmadatta cakravatine samajAvI rahyA che. haju paNa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - bhImasena rAjAe mokalelA guptacaree AvIne samAcAra ApyA ke harisena rAjA te Apane khUba jhaMkhe che. khAtA pItA nathI. emane kaI khAvA pIvAnuM ke rAjaya saMbhALavAnuM kahe che te ema ja kahe che mArA bhAI bhAbhI ane bhatrIjA AvyA ? emane koI laI Ave. have emanA vagara huM jIvI zakuM tema nathI. eka ja raDha laIne beThA che temaja nagarajane paNa Apane jhaMkhe che,

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83 zAradA siddhi "dukha denAra pratye pavitra bhAvanA" - guptacaranA mukhethI samAcAra sAMbhaLIne bhImasenanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA, ane tenuM karUNA haiyuM belI uThayuM. arere.... mArA laghu baMdhavAnI AvI dazA thaI che? e ke pratApI ane parAkramI hatA. te Aje A rAMka jevo banI gayA ? baMdhuo ! bhImasena rAjA kevA pavitra che! emaNe e vicAra na karyo ke eNe eka strInA caDhAvyA caDhI jaIne kerI mATe amane mArI nAMkhavAnuM nakkI karyuM tyAre amAre mahela choDIne rAtorAta bhAgavuM paDayuM ne? enA karmo e bhegave emAM mAre zuM? evo vicAra na karyo. A sthAne bIjA hoya te e ja vicAra kare ne? paNa bhImasena rAjA te e vicAra kare che ke e gussAmAM AvIne bhUla karI beTho paNa emAM ene zuM vAMka ! e te bicAre nimitta che. mArA bhAgyamAM jyAM duHkha bhegavavAnuM hoya tyAM mithyA koNa karI zake? have huM tyAM jaIne mArA nAnA bhAI ne premathI bheTI paDIza ne huM ene kahIza ke bhAI! have tuM e pahelAnI vAtane bhUlI jA. e te eka svapna hatuM te pUruM thayuM ne savAra paDI. AjathI navA jIvanane AnaMda mANa. AvA vicAre karatAM te udAsa banI gayA. "pitAnI udAsInatA jotA putre karela prazna" :- bhImasenane udAsa joIne devasene pUchyuM pitAjI! Apa ekAeka kema udAsa banI gayA? ApanuM zArIrika svAgye te sAruM che ne? bhImasene pitAnA hRdayanI vedanA chUpAvatA kahyuM beTA ! kAMI nahi. e te khAlI....svAthya te sAruM che. guptacara e AvIne vAta karI tyAre ketusena tyAM hAjara hatA, eTale eNe kahyuM te pitAjI ! have ApanI zuM AjJA che ? tyAre bhImasene kahyuM beTA! yuddha karavA mATe mAruM mana mAnatuM nathI. atyAre mArI IcchA te yAtrAe javAnI che. tyAM te devasena ane ketusena bane bhAIo kahe che pitAjI! atyAre yAtrA karavAne samaya nathI paNa vijayayAtrA karavA javAno samaya che. ApanI IcchA che te yAtrA karIzuM paNa pahelA anyAyanI sAme jhajhUmIne nyAyathI rAjya levuM e ApaNuM kartavya che tyAre bhImasene kahyuM beTA ! tamArI baMnenI vAta sAcI che paNa mArA aMtaramAM ema thAya che ke laDAI konI sAme karavAnI? mArA nAnA bhAI sAthe ne? emAM rAjya ApaNe levAnuM ne nirdoSa sainikenA lehI reDavAnA ne? AvI laDAIthI mAro AtmA DarI rahyo che. huM evI laDAI nahi karI zakuM. A samaye vijayasena rAjA paNa tyAM hAjara hatA. emaNe kahyuM. he bhImasena rAjA ! A kaMI yuddha karavAnuM nathI, paNa anyAya sAme paDakAra karavAnuM che. nAnAbhAIne mAthe kaMI talavAra vIMjhavAnI nathI paNa anyAyanI sAme nyAyanI talavAra upADavAnI che. anyAyane sAmane kare ane nyAyane pakSa le e kSatriyane dharma che. tyAM devasena ane ketusena belI ukyA pitAjI! ApaNe have yudadha

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804 zAradA siddhi karavAnI jarUra ja kyAM cheApaNuM guptacaro je samAcAra lAvyA che te uparathI te ema ja lAge che ke kAkA Apane jhaMkhI rahyA che eTale teo ApaNe jaIzuM ke ApaNI sAme AvIne ApaNane rAjya seMpI deze, mATe have ame rokAvAnA nathI. amAre te have moTuM sainya laIne jaladI ujajenI nagarI tarapha prayANa karavuM che. putrone ujajainInuM rAjya meLavavAnI tIvra bhAvanA che ane bhImasenane bhAInI sAme yudhdha karavAnI bilakula IcchA nathI paNa devasena ane ketusena sAme enuM cAle tema nathI. have e zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 84 Ase vada 8 ne ravivAra tA. 14-10-79 sujJa baMdhuo. suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! parama tAraka bhagavaMtoe jagatanA jIvane sAcI jJAnadaSTi ApIne pharamAvyuM ke A saMsAra anAdine che ane anAdi karma sAgathI jIvane vaLagyA che, paNa saMsAra e jIvanuM svarUpa nathI, paNa virUpa che. jIvanuM sAcuM svarUpa mokSa che. saMsAramAM jIva puNyathI sukha pAme che ne pApathI duHkha pAme che. jIva pitAnI ajJAnatAnA kAraNe sukhamAM mojamajhA uDAvIne saMsAramAM bhaTake che. je AtmAne zrI arihaMta bhagavaMtenI sAcI oLakhANa thAya che tevA AtmAo kharekhara temanI AjJAnuM pAlana karI zake che. jenA haiyAmAM bhagavAnanuM sthAna hoya tene paise pApa rUpa lAge che. pAMcamuM pApa parigraha che. parigrahane pApa te badhA darzanakAroe mAnyuM che. jene pise e pApa rUpa na lAge e jaina te nathI, paNa enAmAM AryapaNAne ya abhAva che ema kahI zakAya. paiisAne bhagata keIne sAce bhagata banI zake nahi. paisAne bhagata sAdhune paNa bagADe che. dhana meLavavA mATe Aje keTalIya hiMsA vadhI gaI che. jaThanuM sAmrAjya phelAyuM che, ane cerI sArvatrika banI gaI che. A badhAnuM mULa kAraNa paise e pApa che ema lAgyuM nathI, ane paisAthI maLatuM sukha kharAba lAgyuM nathI te che. jagatanA che je jAtanuM sukha Icche che te sukha zAzvata nathI. saMsAramAM je sukha che te duHkhathI bhareluM che. alpakALa rahevAvALuM ne adhUruM che. jyAre mokSamAM je sukha che temAM leza mAtra duHkha nathI. sadAkALa rahevAvALuM che ne saMpUrNa che. dareka jIvane AvuM sukha joIe che paNa AvuM sukha saMsAramAM nathI. saMsAranuM sukha te parataMtra che, duHkhamizrita, thoDo vakhata rahevAvALuM ne aMte nAza pAmanAruM che. A sukha upara je je rAga kare che te badhA saMsAramAM bhame che. A vAta arihaMta bhagavatee jorazorathI kahI che. e paramakRpALu bhagavate pharamAve che ke duniyAnuM sukha bhayaMkara che mATe tame

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zAradA sili 805 badhA A bhautika sukhamAM phasAo nahi ne keIne bhautika sukhanA rAgI banAve nahi. sAdhu banyA pachI paNa jo e bhautika sukhamAM phasAya te te paNa saMsAramAM bhaTakavAnA che. puNyathI maLatuM saMsAranuM sukha e tajavA yogya che. puNyathI maLatA sukhanI ane te sukhanI sAmagrInI IcchA paNa pApanA udayathI thAya che. te IcchA paNa pAparUpa che, ane tenAthI navA pApane baMdha thAya che. A vAta na bese tyAM sudhI bhagavAnanI sAcI bhakti thaI zake nahi. bhagavAnanI AjJAnA pAlana rUpa je dAna, zIla, tapa, ane bhAva che te paNa sAcA bhAve thaI zake nahi. bhagavAnanI AjJA para je prema thAya te kAryasiddhi thAya. bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM masta rahetA evA cittamuni brahmadatta cakravatine kahe che ke A saMsAra te eka jela che. jelamAM rahetA jelIne jelamAM game teTaluM sukha hoya, enA ghara jevuM sukha ane sAmagrI maLatI hoya te paNa ene jelamAM AnaMda Avata nathI. enI te eka ja bhAvanA hoya che ke huM A jelamAMthI kema jaldI mukta thAuM ! evI rIte A cha khaMDanuM rAjya e paNa eka prakAranI jela che. pachI bhale emAM game teTalA vaibhava ane sukhanI sAmagrI hoya, zarIranI tamAma sAnukULatAe maLatI hoya paNa AtmAne mokSamAM jatA rokavA mATenI jela che. mekSAthI jIvene te ema ja . thAya ke huM A saMsAra rUpa jelamAMthI kayAre mukta thAuM! saMsAra jelamAM rahevAthI AtmAne sAce vikAsa thatuM nathI. Atmika, mAnasika ane zArIrika e dareka zaktinA vikAsanuM mULa saMyama che. saMyamanuM baLa jema jema vadhe che tema tema Atmika teja vikAsa pAme che. A uttama manuSya bhava Atmika teja pragaTa karavA mATe maLe che. manuSya bhava pAmIne saMsAranA sukhamAM Asakta banavAnuM nathI. he cakravati! manuSya janma amulakha pAmIne, bhUlI jaInija AtmA svarUpa A, jIvanamAM kadI zubha karyuM nahi, thaI ja gRddha zarIra sukha viSe. A manuSya bhava te devone paNa durlabha che. AvA durlabha bhAvamAM pAMca IndriyonA viSaya sukhamAM Asakta banIne amUlya samaya emAM veDaphI nAMkhanAra manuSya mUkha che, ane je samayane oLakhIne saMyamanI ArAdhanA karI AtmasvarUpanI pichANa karI le che e mahAcatura che. to tame paNa saMsAra sukhene meha cheDIne AtmasAdhanA karI le. hAthamAM Avelo uttama samaya gumAve nahi, paNa maLelA samayane sArthaka karo. baMdhuo ! mahAna puNyathI Aje manuSya bhava maLyo che, paNa enI kiMmata samajANa nathI. vicAro, lAkhe manuSyo jagatamAM duHkhI che. ghaNAMne rahevA ghara nathI, khAvA anna nathI, te ghaNAM manuSyo bicArA janmathI AMdhaLA, baherA mUMgAne apaMga che. ApaNe badhA sArA chIe, zarIra sAruM che, Indriya sArI maLI che. A badhuM

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zAradA siddhi tamane tamArA pUrvabhavanA puNyathI maLyuM che ema mAne che? paNa tamArI vartamAna kALanI karaNIthI tamAruM zuM thaze ene vicAra karo cho kharA? A lIlA lahera kene AbhArI che? bhUtakALamAM karelA zubha kAryathI baMdhAyela puNyanA prabhAve. ATalI zraddhA thAya te pApakarma karavAnuM mana thAya nahi. ahIM kharAba kAryo karazo te durgatimAM javuM paDaze e vAta bhUlatA nahi. tamane maravAnI ciMtA vadhAre thAya che ke mAre durgatimAM na javuM paDe enI ciMtA vadhAre che? bolo te kharA. meM jIvanamAM kharAba kAma nathI karyuM, keIne duHkha thAya evuM kArya nathI karyuM, keInA kharAba kAryamAM bhAga nathI lIdho. meM te bane tyAM sudhI mArI zakti mujaba sAruM kArya karyuM che, mATe mane maravAne bhaya nathI. huM te sadgatimAM javAnuM chuM. A pramANe tame haiye hAtha mUkIne kahI zake che kharA ? nA tame ema nahi kahI zake kAraNa ke evuM tamAruM jIvana nathI. haju paisA ane paisAthI maLatuM sukha e be cIja jene kharAba nathI lAgatI te hiMsA-jUTha-cArI, vigere pApa karyA vinA rahe ja nahi. ApaNu bhagavAne paisAne tyAga karyo ne sukhane paNa tyAga karyo ne aghera duHkhene sahana karyA. AtmAnA dene nAza karyo ne Atmika guNo pragaTa karyA, rAgI maTIne vItarAgI banyA. pachI anaMtajJAnI banIne jagatanA jIvane upadeza Apyo ke he bhavya che ! paisA ane paisAthI prApta caMtAM sukhamAM phasAze nahi. e bemAM je phasAze te duHkhI duHkhI thaI jaze. e samaye kaI bacAvavA nahi Ave. koI tamane sukhI nahi karI zake. Aje jagatamAM evA manuSyo che ke jeo tarasyA mare che paNa ene koI paNa pAnAra nathI. bhUkhyA mare che paNa koI khavarAvanAra nathI. raMgamAM rIbAya che ne duHkhI duHkhI thaI rahyA che ene koI bacAvanAra ke sukhI karanAra nathI. tamane vadhu paisA maLe te bhaya lAge ke AnaMda thAya? jene AnaMda thAya te paisAne zuM upayoga kare? Aje moTAbhAganA dhanavAnA jIvana tapAso. emanA paisA kyAM jAya che? bhegavilAsamAM ne majazekhamAM. potAnA sukha mATe ene upayoga thAya che. je kadAca dAnamAM vApare te nAmanA mATe, kIti mATe, loke ene sArA kahe, enI vAha vAha belAya te mATe e dAna kare che paNa ApaNuM jainazAsanamAM evuM dAna karanAranI koI kiMmata nathI. dhanane meha jIvane durgatimAM laI janAra che, bhAvakRpamAM DUbADanAra che. mATe ene sanmAge eTale upaga thAya teTalo sAro. e mATe dhanane sadupaga kare. AvI bhAvanAthI dAna Ape te enuM dAna sAcuM che. - dhana ane dhanathI maLatuM sukha sAruM che ema jenA haiyAmAM hoya te pApa karyA vinA rahevAne nathI. Aje zAha e zAha nathI, sAheba te sAheba nathI ane zeTha te zeTha nathI rahyA, kAraNa ke zAha eTale e te sAcA hoya, sAheba te badhAnuM bhaluM kare ane zeTha te badhAthI sArA hoya. zAha e zAhukArInI padavI che. sAheba e sattAnI

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zAradA siddhi 807 padavI che ane zeTha e zrImaMtAInI padavI che. je zAha pAse paise hoya te te tene sArA kAryamAM sadupayoga kare paNa je pAse paisA na hoya te te hiMsA-jai-corI- apramANikatA vigere pApa te na kare. marI jAya paNa asatya na bele. je badhAnI ciMtA kare, badhAnuM bhale kare te sAheba, ane zeTha te jyAM hoya tyAM sArA hoya, tenI pAse . je kaI duHkhI Ave te duHkhI na rahe. badhAmAM je zreSTha tenuM nAma zeTha. je pasAne lebhI banyo, bhautika sukhane bhikhArI banyo te zAha zAha na rahe, sAheba e sAheba na rahe, zeTha e zeTha na rahe, mATe paisA ane paisAthI maLatuM sukha e baMne bahu kharAba cIja che. je jIva sukhane lebhI ane atipremI banyo to samajI levuM ke e bagaDo. hiMsAdi pApa karIne paisA meLavavA ane pachI khAIpIne mojamajhA uDAvavI tenA karatAM bhUkhyA rahevuM sAruM. garIba rahevuM sAruM. AvI bhAvanA jAge te te durgatimAM nahi javuM paDe paNa je pApa karmo karIne mojamajhA uDAvaze te gatimAM javuM paDaze. tyAM keI tamane bacAvavA nahi Ave. Aje duniyAmAM pApa vadhI gayuM che, anIti vyApaka banI gaI che te pramANikatA te kyAMya dUra bhAgI gaI che. Aje leke bUma pADe che ne ke paisA ApavA chatAM paNa pramANika mANasa maLato nathI. enuM kAraNa hoya te te eka ja che ke manuSyanA jIvanamAM dharma nathI. dharma koNa karI zake? je adharmathI Dare te. adharmathI keNa Dare? je paisA ane paisAthI maLatAM sukhane kharAba mAne che. Aje te eka bAju bhagavAnane sArA mAnavA che jJAnI mAnavA che ne bIjI bAju bhagavAne je cheDayuM te sAruM mAnavuM che. e bene meLa kevI rIte maLe? jyAM sudhI puNya che tyAM sudhI sAruM che paNa puNya khalAsa thaI jaze eTale hAlata kharAba thaze. je tamAre tamAruM bhaviSya sudhAravuM hoya te jJAnI bhagavaMte kahe che ke huM koNa chuM ? kayAMthI Avyo chuM ne kayAM javAne chuM? mAre zuM karavAnuM che ne zuM nathI karavAnuM? meM karavA yogya zuM karyuM che ane mArA jIvanamAM kayA kharAba kAma cAlu che ane kayA sArA kAryo cAlu che, AvA vicAro roja karo. kharAba kAryane pazcAtApa karI, sArA kAryanuM anumodana karI have pachI mAre kharAba kArya karavuM nathI, bane teTaluM sAruM karavuM che A vicAra karIne rAtre sUI jAo. je badhA loke AvA vicAro kare te jIvana badalAI jAya. bAkI AjanI sarakAra game teTalA kAyadA kare, jelamAM pUre paNa sudhAro thavAne saMbhava nathI. bhagavAne jeTalAne sArA banAvyA te mAtra upadezathI banAvyA che. keIna upara baLajabarI karI nathI. svaparanuM kalyANa karavA nIkaLelA cittamuni brahmAdata cakravatine samajAvI rahyA che ke saMsAra asAra che. saMsAramAM suMdara mehaka ane AkarSaka dekhAtA pudgale tamAma azAzvata che. jIvane kSaNamAM hasAvanAra ane kSaNamAM raDAvanAra che. kAmaga kSaNika sukha ane lAMbA kALanuM duHkha ApanAra che. he rAjana ! temAM tame zuM moha pAmyA che? sAcuM sukha ane sAce AnaMda bhegamAM nathI tyAgamAM che. mATe tyAganA gharamAM Ave.

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808 zAradA siddhi suMdara A brahmadatta saMsAra cheDI...AvA re Ave! sayama gharamAM... sasAra sukhanA tyAga karIne...AvA cAritra caraNamAM... zAzvata sukhanA bharyA khajAnA, nija svarUpamAM masta re manavA, vibhAva dazA bhUlI javAne-amUlya khajAnA levA Ave...... huM brahmadatta ! A sasAra te ekAMta AzravanuM ghara che, jayAM kSaNe kSaNe pApakamanI Avaka cAlu che, mATe Avu. Azravanu' ghara choDIne ekAMta sukhanu ghara evA sayama mAmAM AvI jAe. alpa sukha ane mahA duHkha ApanAra viSayAnA rAga cheDI sadA zAzvata sukhane ApanAra tyAga mAge AveA. aviratinA badhana teADI viratinA khIlaDe badhAI jAA. bAhyakhajAne cheDIne AtmAne Ayatara khajAnA meLavI leA. e khajAnA tyAga mArgImAM maLaze. sa'sAramAM tamArA cha khaMDanI sAhyabImAM nahi maLe. karuNAnA sAgara cittamuni brahmadatta cakravatine sa'sAramAMthI bahAra kADhavA kevA upadeza Ape che. kevI TakAra kare che, paNa jene mAhanA jhera caDhayA hAya tene enI asara kayAMthI thAya ? Ama aa lIMbaDo kaDavA lAge paNa kAI mANusane bhaya'kara jherI sarpa karaDayA hAya ne enuM jhera AkhA zarIramAM vyApI gayu... hAya, ene jo lIbaDAnA pAMdaDA cavaDAvavAmAM Ave ne ene pUchavAmAM Ave ke bhAI ! tane lIMbaDAnAM pAna kevA lAge che ? te e tarata kaheze ke mane mIThA lAge che. ene lIbaDAnA pAna kaMDavA niDu paNa mIThA lAgaze, paNa jene jhera caDhayuM nathI evI vyaktine lIMbaDAnA pAna kaDavA lAge che evI rIte jene mAhanA jhera caDhayA evA manuSyAne saMsAra lI'baDAthI paNa adhika kaDavA hovA chatAM mIThA sAkara jevA lAge che paNa jene meAhanA jhera caDhayA nathI evA tyAgI purUSone saMsAra kaDavA jhera jevA lAge che, jJAnIone sa'sArI jIveAnI dayA Ave che, tethI jagatanA jIvAne sa`sArano tyAga karavAne upadeza Ape che, paNa sa'sArI jIvAne e vAta rUcatI nathI. hu' te tamane kahuM chuM ke tame saMsAranA tyAga na karI zakA tA khera, paNa eTaluM te karajo ke jema ane tema parigraha ocho rAkhavA, nyAya nItipUrvaka jIvana jIvavuM AvI bhAvanA rAkhaze. tA paNa kAIka vakhata saMsAra cheADI zakazo. anyadarzanamAM paNa kaMIka jIvA kevuM pavitra jIvana jIvI gayA che te eka dRSTAMta Apone samajAvu' AgaLanA samayamAM eka gyAsuddIna nAmanA bAdazAha thaI gayA. emanA jIvanamAM khUba sAdAI hatI, e jAta mahenata karI paisA kamAine peAtAnu gujarAna calAvatA hatA. rAjyanA bhaMDAramAMthI potAnA jIvananA kharca mATe eka pAI paNa vAparatA na hatA. enI begamane rasAI jAte ja banAvavI paDatI. AvA moTA bAdazAha hAvA chatAM enA gharamAM nakaracAkara ke rasoIyA na hatA. peAtAnA zarIrane kaSTa ApI kharekhara parasevAnA paisAnI kamANI karIne pavitra jIvana jIvatA hatA. enA jIvanamAM rahelI sAdAI, nIti ane pavitratAnI khUba prazaMsA thavA lAgI,

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zAradA siddhi 809 'IrAna dezanA eka mahamada zAha nAmanA phakIre gyAsuddIna bAdazAhanI khUba prazaMsA sAMbhaLI, tethI enA manamAM thayuM ke huM A bAdazAhanI pAse jAu te e mane ghaNI moTI rakama bakSIsamAM Apaze ne mAruM daridra TaLI jaze. mAro janmAro saphaLa banI jaze, pachI jiMdagIbhara kamAvAnI kaI ciMtA nahi rahe. Ama vicAra karIne phakIra IrAna dezamAMthI hindustAnamAM dilhImAM AvyuM. phakIra te ghaNI moTI AzAthI A hatuM, paNa bAdazAha te rAjyanA bhaMDAramAMthI eka pAI paNa pitAnA mATe vAparatA na hatA. temane eka ja dayeya hatuM ke rAjyanA bhaMDAra mArA nathI. e te prajAne paiso che ane prajAnA hita mATe ke rakSaNa mATe vAparavA joIe. emAM mAro hakka nathI. ema samajIne svayaM kamANI karIne jIvana gujAratA hatA. e bIjAne dAna kayAMthI ApI zake ? phakIra te darabAramAM AvI bAdazAhane praNAma karIne ubhe rahyo ne bAdazAhane duA dIdhI, tethI bAdazAhe paNa enuM svAgata karyuM, ane potAne tyAM jamavA mATenuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. phakIre tene saharSa svIkAra karyo. bapore bAdazAhane jamavAne samaya thaye. eTale pelA phakIrane paNa pitAnI sAthe jamavA besADe. phakIranA manamAM te e harSa thaye ke Aje mArA bhAgya ughaDI gayA. hamaNuM jAtajAtanA miSTAnno pIrasAze ne huM dharAIne miSTAnna jamIza. mArI bhUkha ane daridra bhAgI jaze. Ama vicArone havAI mahela caNa rahyo hato. tyAM bhejana thALamAM miSTAne badale juvArane riTale ja ane maganI dALanuM bhejana pIrasAyuM. khuda bAdazAhanA thALamAM paNa e ja bhajana pIrasAyuM. phakIra mAnate hatuM ke mane bAdazAhunI sAthe jamavA besADyo che eTale bhojanamAM mAlamalIdA maLaze ne pachI rAjA mane moTuM InAma Apaze, paNa bhejanamAM juvArane roTale ne maganI dALa joI eTale enI AzAne caNele havAI mahela tUTI paDe. phakIranA manamAM thayuM ke bAdazAha 5te juvArane roTale ne maganI dALa jame che ane pitAne tyAM AvelA mArA jevA videzI phakIrane paNa AvuM sAduM bhajana jamADe che te e mane zuM ApI zakavAne che? ahIM rahevAne koI artha nathI. Ama vicAra karIne jamyA pachI phakIre javAnI rajA mAMgI. bAdazAhe ene rokAvA mATe khUba kahyuM paNa phakIra rokAyo nahi tyAre bAdazAhe enA khissAmAMthI be AnA kADhIne phakIrane bakSIsa ApyA. be AnAnI zuM kiMmata? atyAranA jamAnAmAM te be AnAnA dAtaNa paNa nathI maLatA. AvI be AnAnI rakama jotAM phakIranA dilamAM khUba duHkha thayuM. e manamAM vicAravA lAgyo ke huM te lAkho rUpiyAnI AzAthI IrAna deza choDIne hindustAnamAM Avyo. ATalI mArI mahenata paNa saphaLa na thaI! ahIM te mane phakta be Ane ja maLyA. be AnAne mAre zuM karavAnA? Ama vicAra karate e be AnA laIne mahelamAMthI pAchA pharyo. dilhInI bajAramAMthI pasAra thatAM enA manamAM vicAra Avyo ke huM IrAna jaIza tyAre mArA bALake pUchaze ke bApujI! zI. 102

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10 zAradA sidi tame hiMdustAna gayA hatA te! tame tyAMthI amArA mATe zu lAvyA ? mAre bALako mATe zuM laI javu? Ama vicAra karatA cAlyA jatA hatA, temAM eNe eka sudara kerIonA TA palA. joyo tyAre phakIranA manamAM thayuM ke mArA dezamAM kerI maLatI nathI, mATe A be AnAnI kerIo laI jAuM. eNe te be AnAnI kerIo kharIdI lIdhI. e rUmAlamAM bAMdhIne pAtAnA deza tarapha cAlyuM. a'dhue ! A phakIrane mana nItinA be AnAnI ki'mata nathI. eNe tA mAnyuM hatu ke A be AnAne zu karavA che? AnAthI mAru daridra kaI TaLI javAnu` nathI paNa have jue e gyAsuddIna bAdazAhanI nItinI kamANInA paisA zuM kamAla kare che ? phakIre teA pAkI kerIo lIdhI hatI. e te keTalA divasa rahI zake? hiMdustAnamAMthI IrAnamAM pahoMcyo tyAM sudhImAM te bagaDI jAya ne ? thoDA divasamAM IrAna pahoMcI gayo. jaIne pelI pATalI cheoDIne joyuM teA kerIe bagaDI gaI hatI. emAMthI gaMdha AvatI hatI. evI kerIone phakIre eka khUNAmAM pheMkI dIdhI. A arasAmAM IrAnanA bAdazAhu ekAeka bimAra paDayA. emanA zarIranI cikitsA mATe moTA moTA vaido ane DokaTaro AvyA paNa kAI rAjAnA roga pArakhI zakatu nathI. game teTalI sArAmAM sArI davA Ape che paNa kaI rIte rAjAnA roga maTatA nathI, paNa vadhatA jAya che, tyAre mATA hakImAne teDAvavAmAM AvyA. hakImeAe rAjAnA roganu nidAna karIne kahyuM ke jahAMpanAha ! Apane roga pakaDAI gayA che ne e maTI jaze e vAta nakakI che paNa e mATe kerInI goTalInI jarUra che, paNa e kerInA phaLA ApaNA dezamAM thatA nathI. e hiMdustAnamAM khUba thAya che. e phaLanA jhADane AMkhe kahevAmAM Ave che. jo e AMbAnA jhADanA phaLanI geATalI maLe te Apane roga nAbUda thaze, mATe Apa geTalI meLavavA jaldI tajavIja karI. hakImeAe kerInI goTalIthI roga maTaze ema kahyuM eTale tarata rAjAe peAtAnA gAmamAM Dha'Dhero pITAbyA ke je koI mANasa 24 kalAkamAM kerInI goTalI lAvI Apaze tene rAjA se gAma InAmamAM Apaze. hiMdustAnamAM goTalI levA jAya tyAM sudhI te rAjA jIvI zake tema na hatuM eTale geATalInI jaldI jarUra hatI, paNa je dezamAM kerInA pAka ja na thatA hAya tyAM geATalI kayAMthI maLe ? tyAM geTalI maLavI muzkela hatI, paNa mahamadazAha kIrane khUba AnaMda thayA. eNe khUNAmAM je kerIe pheMkI dIdhI hatI temAMthI kerInA geATalA sApha karI temAMthI geATalI kADhI. pachI geATalI laIne jhaDapabhera rAjA pAse hAjara thayA. geTalI maLatA rAjAne khUba Ana' thayA ne hakImeA paNa rAjI thaI gayA ne khUba utsAhathI rAjAnI davA karavA lAgyA. theADA divasomAM rAjAnA roga nAbUda thayeA ane rAjA sAva sAjA thaI gayA. addazAha sAjA thayA ke tarata peAtAnA vacana pramANe phakIrane khelAvIne se gAma

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zAradA siddhi : 211 bheTa ApyA eTale enA harSane pAra na rahyo. je bAdazAhe ene lAkha rUpiyA bakSIsamAM ApyA hota te phakIra A lAbha na meLavI zakata, paNa kharekhara jAta mahenatathI zarIrane parase utArI nItithI meLavelI kamANImAMthI be AnAnI bakSIsathI phakIra bhAgyazALI banI gaye. pratyakSa joyuM ne ke ghaDI pahelAne phakIra e phakIra maTIne so gAmane rAjA banI gaye. baMdhuo! kharekharI mahenatathI zarIrane kaSTa ApIne meLavelI kamANI e sAcI mUDI kahI zakAya paNa garIbenA lehI cusIne meLavelI mUDI e sAcI mUDI nathI. juo, gyAsudIna bAdazAhanI nItinI kamANInA be AnAnI bakSIsamAMthI phakIra se gAmane rAjA bane ne mahA sukhI banI gaye, tyAre ene khyAla AvyuM ke huM to be AnAnI milkatane sAva tuccha gaNato hato paNa enAthI huM mahAsukhI banI gaye. gyAsuddIna bAdazAha nyAya nIti ane pavitratAthI jIvana jIvatA hatA ne rAjya calAvatA hatA chatAM emane bilakula mamatA ke moha na hatA. rAjayamAM rahevA chatAM phakIra jevuM jIvana jIvatA hatA ane pele phakIra phakIra hovA chatAM saMsAranA sukhamAM Asakta hate. se. gAmanuM rAjya maLatAM ene khUba AnaMda thayo, paNa aMte te e badhA sukhe, rAjavaibhava badhuM azAzvata che ne? e badhuM ahIM cheDIne javAnuM che. sAthe eka rAtI pAI paNa AvavAnI nathI. ApaNu adhikAramAM paNa evI ja vAta cAle che. cittamuni brahmadatta cakavatine samajAve che ke A manuSya janma pAmIne mahApuNyadaye tamane ATalI saMpatti maLI che. badhI jAtanA sukha maLyA che, ane emAM tame Asakta banI gayA che paNa eka divasa to ene meha tamAre cheDe paDaze. iha jIvae rAya asAsayambhi, dhaNiyaM tu puNNAI akuvymaannaa| che selaH madhu avaLag, dharma patf g || 21 . he rAjana ! A manuSyanuM jIvana azAzvata che. AvA kSaNabhaMgura ane azAzvata jIvanamAM je manuSya niraMtara dharmanA kAryo, puNyanA kAryo karato nathI te manuSya jyAre mRtyunA mukhamAM pahoMce che tyAre te A lekamAM te zoka kare che ane paralokamAM jyAre jAya che tyAre tyAM duHkhI thAya che ane meM kAMI paNa dharmakArya karyuM nathI evA vicAramAM te rAtadivasa duHkhI rahyA kare che. kahevAnuM tAtparya e che ke durlabha eve manuSya janma pAmIne avazya dharmanuM AcaraNa karavuM joIe. je manuSya dharmArAdhanA karato nathI ne mAtra saMsAranA sukhamAM Asakta rahe che te naraka-tiryaMcAdi durgatimAM jAya che ne tyAM asahya duHkhe bhogave che, pachI pazcAtApa kare che ke hAya..hAya...meM e samaye eTale ke huM manuSya hatuM tyAre meM kaMI dharmArAdhanA karI nahi. je e

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- 812 zAradA siddhi samaye dharmArAdhanA karI hatI te atyAre mAre AvA duo bhegAvavAne samaya na Avata. AvI rIte pazcAtApa karavAno samaya na Ave e mATe mahAna purUSe ApaNane saMsArane meha cheDavA mATe upadeza ApIne jAgRta kare che. ' he bhavya che ! A saMsAramAM eka paNa cIja zAzvata nathI. jene udaya che tene asta thavAne che. je khIle che te avazya karamAya che. jenuM nAma che tene eka divasa nAza thavAno che. AvuM jANavA chatAM ane samajavA chatAM paNa manuSya dharma karato nathI. e te ema ja samaje che ke mane A badhuM sukha-vaibhava vilAsa je kaMI maLyuM che te kayAMya javAnuM nathI. sadA kALa TakavAnuM che. AvuM mAnavuM te mUrkhatA che. koNa kAyama rahyuM che ne kenA sukha kAyama TakyA che ? devakanA devenuM sukha paNa kayAM kAyama Take che? sUyagaDAcaMga sUtramAM bhagavAna kahe che ke ThANI viviha ThANANi, caissaMti Na saMsao / kaNiyaNa 3yaM vAse, jAya hi sudhI iya che a. 8 gAthA 1ra devalekanA Indro tathA sAmAnika deve Adi uMca sthAnavALAo tathA manuSyomAM cakavati, baLadeva, vAsudeva, mahAmAMDalika rAjA, Adi uccapada para rahelA tathA bhogabhUmimAM rahelA yugale Adi ucca sthAnavALA tathA sAdhAraNa manu, tiya vagerene potapotAnA sthAna eka divasa choDavA paDe che, eTale mRtyu pAmI paralokamAM javuM paDe che. temAM lezamAtra saMdeha nathI. jethI svarga lokanAM ane A lekanA sAMsArika sarva sukho azAzvata tathA thoDA kALanA jANIne ahaMkAra tathA mamatvane dUra karavA joIe. temaja jJAtijana, svajana tathA mitrajane sAthe sahavAsa paNa anitya che. ghaNAM kALa sudhI bAMdhave sAthe rahevA chatAM aMtamAM to sadAne mATe viyega thAya che. ghaNAM kALa sudhI bhoge bhegavavA chatAM tRpti thatI nathI. ghaNAM kALa sudhI zarIranuM piSaNa karavA chatAM zarIrane paNa eka divasa nAza thAya che paNa je premathI dharmanuM sevana karyuM hoya, AtmAnI ciMtA karI hoya te dharma A lekamAM ne paralekamAM sahAyaka thAya che, sukha prApta karAve che. jyAre bhege paganA sukhanA bhegavaTA pAchaLa duHkhanA vipAke lAMbA kALa sudhI bhegavavA paDe che. temaja bheganA sAdhane kadAca bhegI jIvene choDIne cAlyA jAya che agara te bhegIjIva bheganA sAdhane choDIne cAlyo jAya che ne adhama gatimAM utpanna thAya che. AvuM samajIne mahAna puNyadaye maLele amUlya mAnavabhava dharmarAdhanA karIne sArthaka kare. baMdhuo ! A vAta dareka manuSya khUba vicAravA jevI che ke A badhuM kyAM sudhI TakavAnuM che? dipaka kayAM sudhI jalI zake che? jyAM sudhI dipakamAM tela che tyAM sudhI. tela khUTaze eTale dipaka bUjhAI jaze ne cAre bAju ghora aMdhakAra chavAI jaze, e rIte jyAM sudhI AyuSyane dipaka jale che tyAM sudhI A sukha vaibhava badhuM che e

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813 zAradA siddhi bujhAI gayo eTale samajI le ke cAre bAju ghora aMdhakAra che paNa AvuM keNa samajI zake che? jenuM tanya dhabakatuM hoya te, paNa jenuM caitanya dhabakatuM nathI e samajI zakatA nathI. jyAM sudhI dehamAM cetana hoya che tyAM sudhI ene koI saheja cUMTI khaNe agara agni aDe te bUma pADe che, paNa cetana vinAnA maDadA upara game teTalI cUMTIo khaNa, zastronA ghA kare, agara te enA upara agni mUke te e kaMI belavAnuM che? "nA". evI rIte jenuM cetana dhabakatuM hoya ene saMsAranI kSaNiktA ane asAratA samajAya che ane samajyA pachI e saMsArano tyAga karI de che. eka zrImaMta zreSThIne cetanakumAra nAme putra hatuM. bAlapaNathI e dharmanA raMge raMgAyeluM hatuM. ene cetanadeva jAgRta hate. ene saMsAramAM paDavAnI bhAvanA na hatI, paNa mehaghelA mAtA pitAe ene baLAtkAre jinamatI nAmanI zreSThI kanyA sAthe paraNAvya. jinamatInI rageragamAM dharmane raMga hatuM. jinavacana pratye ene atuTa zradadhA hatI. cetanakumAranI evI bhAvanA hatI ke mAnavajanma pAmIne bane teTale vadhu saMyama pALave, eTale ene patnIne jaladI teDAvavAnI kaMI utAvaLa na hatI. mAtA pitA jinamatIne teDavAnI vAta karatA tyAre cetanakumAra ema ja kahete ke zI utAvaLa che? enA bhAva evA hatA ke jyAM sudhI patnI piyara rahe tyAM sudhI heje saMyama. pALI zakAya. Ama karatAM eka varSa nIkaLI gayuM tyAre sagAvahAlA badhA vAta karavA lAgyA ke cetanakumArane paraNAvyo che ne enI patnIne kema teDAvatA nahi hoya? eTale cetanakumAranA mAtA-pitA kahe che beTA! leke ApaNe AvI vAta kare che, mATe have tArI patnIne teDI lAvIe, tyAre cetanakumAre kahyuM te huM jAte ja teDavA jAuM chuM. lekepavAdane kAraNe cetanakumAra patnIne teDavA javA mATe taiyAra thaye, tyAre enA mAtA-pitA kahe che beTA! tuM sAsare jAya che te ekalA nathI javuM. A ApaNe june maMgaLiye kare che ene tuM sAthe laI jA. to tane ThIka raheze ne amane paNa ciMtA nahi. cetanakumAra maMgaLiyAne laIne ravAnA thayA. e samaye Treina ke base na hatI. pagapALA agara ghoDA-hAthI-baLadagADI vigere sAdhane upara javAtuM hatuM. A cetanakumAra te potAnA nimitte kaI jIvane kaSTa Ape te na hatuM, eTale pagapALA cAlatA gayA. cAlatAM cAlatAM ghaNe dUra jaMgalamAM pahoMcyA. enA sAsarAnuM gAma be traNa mAIla dUra hatuM. khUba thAkI javAthI eka jhADa nIce visAme khAvA beThA. cetanakumAra bahu thAkI gae hovAthI sUI gaye ane maMgaLiye beThe rahyo. maMgaLiyo tyAM beThA beThe jamIna khetaravA lAge. khotaratAM khetaratAM uDe khADo paDe eTale jamInamAMthI eka sonAne ratnothI bharele carU nIkaLyo. cetanakumArane kahe che zeTha! juo te kharA A ratnothI bharele carU nIkaLyo. cetanakumAre kahyuM maMgaLa! A dhana ApaNuM nathI. e keIe ahIM dATayuM haze. A dhana te mahAna anarthanuM kAraNa che, mATe tuM

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814 zAradA siddhi ene pAchuM dATI de. e ApaNe na joIe. zeThanA kahevAthI maMgaLiyAe carU dATI dIdhe, paNa ene jIva kacavAya, paNa zeTha AgaLa enuM kaMI cAle tema na hatuM. DIvAra ArAma karIne baMne cAlyA paNa nekarane jIva pelA carUmAM hate. sasarAnA gAmanA pAdaramAM AvyA, eTale cetanakumAre nekarane kahyuM -bhAI! tuM AgaLa jaIne sAsare khabara Apa ke jamAI tamArI putrIne teDavA mATe Ave che. pachI huM AvuM chuM, kAraNa ke acAnaka jaIne ubhA rahIe te sAruM nahi. maMgaLiye kahe bhale, ema kahIne e game te khare paNa enA manamAM thayuM ke nakkI A zeTha mane AgaLa mokalIne pele carU laI leze. mane AgaLa mokalavAnuM kAraNa A ja lAge che, eTale ene theDe jaIne pAcho pharyo ne jadI zeThanI pAse pahoMce. cetanakumAre kahyuM kema bhAI! tuM te jaldI AvI gayo tyAre moTuM gaMbhIra karIne kahe che zeTha! julama thaI gaye. huM tamane zuM vAta karuM ? kahetA mArI jIbha upaDatI nathI. cetanakumAre kahyuM-bhAI ! zuM che? je hoya te sAcuM kahe. zeTha ! huM te tame AvyAnI vadhAmaNI devA deDate harakhabhera tamArA sAsare gaye tyAre tamArA sAsu sasarA khUba raDatA hatA. mArAthI emane kema pUchAya ke tame kema raDo cho ? eTale meM ADozI pADozIne pUchayuM te khabara paDI ke tamArI patnI jinamatI parAyA purUSamAM mugdha banIne cAlI gaI che, ane enA mA-bApane koIe samAcAra ApyA ke tamArA jamAI jinamatIne teDavA Ave che eTale emanA dilamAM AghAta lAgyo che ke jamAI teDavA Ave che ne dIkarI te bhAgI gaI che. have zuM huM batAvavuM ! devAnupriye! dhanane lebha ke anartha kare che ! kevI mAyAjALa race che! mAnava jIvana te svAtmAne sAre, guNiyala ane sAtvika udAra prakRtivALA banAvavA mATe maLyuM che paNa jenuM caitanya mUDha banI gayuM che evA AtmAe te avaLuM kAma kare che. dhananA lebhI nekare pavitra jinamatI upara ke Aropa mUka! A sAMbhaLIne cetanakumAranA manamAM AMcako lAgyuM ke AvI pavitra ane dhamaka jinamatI AvI banI gaI! paNa nekara upara vizvAsa hato ne pote saraLa prakRttine hato eTale nekaranI vAta sAcI mAnI lIdhI, ane manamAM vicAra Avyo ke aho ! mohanI kevI viTaMbaNA che ke AvI uttama kuLamAM janmelI ane AvI dharmanI saMskArI jinamatIne AvI buddhi kayAMthI sUjhI? kharekhara saMsAra mohanI viTaMbaNAothI bharele che. mAre AvA saMsAramAM rahIne zuM kAma che? Ama vicAra karIne nekarane kahe che ke he maMgaLa! to have mAre sAsare javAne zuM artha ! jenA mATe jaIe chIe e te nathI, mATe have huM te ahIMthI sIdhe kaI gurU mahArAjanI zodhamAM jAuM chuM. mane gurU maLaze te huM dIkSA laI laIza. tuM ahIMthI ghera jA ane mAtA pitAne badhI vAta karaje,

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zAradA siddhi 815 jenuM sAcuM caitanya dhabakatuM hatuM evA cetanakumAre jinamatIne paNa deSa na kADho ke enA upara krodha paNa na karyo ke tuM AvI kharAba nIkaLI! eNe te saMsAranI asAratA upara vicAra karyo ne vairAgyanA raMge raMgAI gaye, paNa maMgaLiyAnuM jIvana jaDatAnA dhabakArA laI rahyuM hatuM eTale enA manamAM e vicAra Ave ke A zeThanA peTamAM kapaTa bhareluM che. e mane ekalI daIne pele dhanathI bharele carU laI levA Icche che, tethI kahe che zeTha! Apane ema ekalA mUkIne mArAthI javAya! Apane gurU mahArAja maLaze eTale soMpIne pachI jaIza. ema kahIne sAthe cAlyo kharo paNa enA manamAM pAcho vicAra thayo ke e kyAre gurU mahArAja pAse pahoMce ne mAre kyAM sudhI emanI sAthe cAlavuM? Ama vicAra karIne manamAM kaMIka goThavaNa karI baMne jaNA cAlyA jAya che. vacamAM bhayaMkara vagaDe Avyo, eTale maMgaLiyAe keDethI charo kADhI ne cAlatAM cAlatAM cetanakumAranI pIThamAM charo bheMkI daIne bhAgyA. charo bhoMkAvAthI cetanakumAre pAchuM vALIne joyuM te maMgaLiyAne bhAgate je. eNe ghaNI bUma pADI paNa pAchuM vALIne jete nathI. e te mUThI vALIne bhAgye jAya che. A banAva uparathI cetanakumAranA manamAM thayuM ke pelA ratnothI bharelasenAnA carUnA lebhathI te ANe AvuM kAma te nahi karyuM heya ne? eNe jinamatI mATe paNa TI. vAta te nahi karI hoya ne? game tema heya paNa have mAre saMsAramAM paDavuM nathI. enuM caitanya dhabakatuM che, tethI maMgaLIyo upara paNa kodha na karyo, paNa saMsAranI asAratA upara ciMtana karavA lAgyo. eNe ghA upara sUkA pAMdaDAne bhUko karIne dAbI enA upara pATo bAMdhI dIdhe. theDI kaLa vaLI eTale dhIme dhIme cAlate cAlate eka moTA zaheramAM pahoMcyA. tyAM ene kaI yogya gurU maLI gayA. eNe gurUne satya hakIkata kahI saMbhaLAvI ane ghA rUjhavavAnI davA karIne ghA rUjhAyA pachI eNe te dIkSA lIdhI. cetanakumAre dIkSA lIdhAnA samAcAra jinamatIne maLyA. e paNa dharmanA raMge raMgAyelI hatI. e paNa caitanya dhabakatuM jIvana jIvanArI hatI, eTale patie dIkSA lIdhAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLIne ene khUba AnaMda thayo. e enA mAtA-pitA pAse jaIne kahevA lAgI ke he mAtA-pitA ! emaNe saMyama lIdhe che te mArI IcchA che ke huM emanA darzana karIne mArA netrane pAvana karuM, mAruM jIvana saphaLa banAvuM ne pachI huM dIkSA lauM. mAtA pitAe kahyuM beTA ! saMyama mArga kaMI saheluM nathI. tuM tAre zAMtithI saMsAramAM rahIne dharmadhyAna kara, tyAre jinamatIe kahyuM saMsAramAM rahIne game teTaluM dharmadhyAna karuM paNa saMyama jevI sAdhanA thAya nahi. ema mAtApitAne samajAvI AjJA laIne jinamatI jyAM cetanakumAra sAdhu hatA tyAM AvI. pitAnA patine munivezamAM joIne AMkhamAM harSAzra AvI gayA ne gadgad kaMThe belI he svAmInAtha ! Apane dhanya che! Ape to saMyama laIne ApanA AtmAne tAryo ane mane paNa bhavasAgarathI

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816 zAradA siddhi taravAne mArga batAvyuM. huM Apane keTale upakAra mAnuM ! anaMta kALathI saMsAramAM bhaTaktA jIve anaMtI vakhata janma lIdhA ane viSayaraMgamAM ragadoLanArA pati te anaMtA maLyA, paNa paraNIne nirmaLa brahmacaryanuM pAlana karAvI cAritranA mArge caDhAvanAra saubhAgI pati te mahAna pudaya hoya tyAre maLe che. Ama kahIne kRtajJatAthI vAraMvAra laLIlaLIne patine vaMdana karavA lAgI ane pachI sAdavajInI pAse pite cAritra aMgIkAra karI lIdhuM ne AtmAnuM kalyANa karyuM. ahIM cittamuni brahmadatta cakravatine saMsAranI kSaNikatA samajAvatA kahe che te cakavati! tame jemAM sukha mAne che e badhuM kSaNika che. evuM samajIne moha choDI AtmAnuM zreya karavA cAritranA mArge AvI jAo. atyAre nahi samaje te pAchaLathI pastAvo thaze paNa jenuM caitanya dhabakatuM nathI tevA brahmadattane A vAta samajAtI nathI. haju cittamuni zuM kaheze te avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 85 A vada 11 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 16-10-79 anaMtajJAnI bhagavaMte jagatanA jIne maMgala vANu dvArA samajAve che ke aneka prakAranA amaMgalethI bharelA saMsArathI mukta banI mahA maMgalakArI mekSamAM javA mATe A maMgalakArI mAnavabhava maLe che. temAM bane teTale purUSArtha karI le. dareka Astika ane mokSamAM javAnI IcchA hoya che. te sauthI prathama e vicAravAnI jarUra che ke saMsAra kyA kAraNathI cAlyo Ave che ane kayA kAraNathI saMsArane aMta Ave che ? te jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke "nAtha mUA saMta nAyA viratimar >> saMsArana mULa kAraNa rAga-dveSakodha-mAna-mAyA-lebhAdi kaSAya che ane e kaSAye IndriyonA viSayenI sAthe baMdhAyelA che arthAt ene AzrIne rahelA che, kAraNa ke viSayanI pUti karavA mATe kaSAyo janme che. kaSAyothI chUTakAro e mekSa che. kaSAyonA kAraNe saMsAra che. kaSAyonA tyAga sivAya saMsAra TaLavAne nathI. jinavacanamAM zraddhAvaMta ane avinAzI AtmAne mAnanAro manuSya nAzavaMta padArtho mATe rAga-dveSAdi kaSAyo karIne saMsAranI parAdhIna, nirAdhAra ane duHkhagrasta sthitimAM bhaTakavAnuM pasaMda na kare. e te anAdikALathI AtmA upara ghara karIne besI gayelA kaSAyone dUra karI mokSamAM jaIne zAzvata sukha prApta karavAnI IcchA rAkhe paNa e kaSAyo kevI rIte dUra karavA ? te mahAna purUSe mArga batAvatAM kahe che ke he jIvAtmA ! saMsAra pratye je udAsInabhAva AvI jAya te kaSAyonuM mULa kapAyA vinA rahe nahi. kaSAyenuM mULa kapAya te mokSa thAya. "khIye mArga zivanagarane, je udAsIna pariNAma re, teha aNu choDatA cAlIe, pAmIe jina paramadhAma re,

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zAradA siddhi 817 mokSanagarImAM javAno mArga udAsInabhAva che. ene je barAbara pakaDI rAkhIne jIvana jIvAya te paramadhAma-mekSe pahoMcI javAya. have vicAra karo ke udAsInabhAva eTale zuM? udAsInabhAva eTale jagatanA jaDa ke cetana padArtho ane enA paryAya pratyethI uThI gayeluM mana, taTastha-mAdhyastha anAsakta hRdaya. AvuM hRdaya banAvavA mATe sauthI prathama rAga-dveSane dUra karavA joIe. baMdhuo ! karmabaMdhana thavAnuM mULa kAraNa rAga-dveSAdi bhAvo che. ISTa ane aniSTanI kalpanAmAMthI rAga-dveSa janme che paNa A ISTa che ne A aniSTa che. enAthI je jIva udAsIna bane ane vimukha banI jAya enI ciMtA mUkI de te pachI koI paNa padArtho pratye rAga-dveSa ke krodha thAya nahi. A mAro mitra che ke A mAro zatru che. A baMgale sAro che ne jhUMpaDI kharAba che, A mane mAna Ape che ne ANe mAruM apamAna karyuM evA bhAva na lAve ne badhAmAM samabhAva rAkhe te enA upara rAgazreSa na Ave ke kodhAdi kaSAya paNa na Ave. jethI vyAkuLatA, vihavaLatA ke ukaLATa paNa na thAya. AtmAthI para eTale ke bAhya padArtho pratye rAga karavAthI e na maLatAM, IcachA pramANe kArya na thatA dilamAM duHkha thAya che. ArtadhyAna ane rAdradhyAna thAya che ne tethI karmabaMdhana thAya che, tyAre je udAsInabhAvathI rahe che tevA AtmAo ema vicAra kare che ke huM te avinAzI, zAzvata ane akhUTa sukhane bhaMDAra chuM. mAre che AvA bAhya ane anitya padArthomAM zA mATe mUMjhAvuM? enA upara zA mATe rAga kara? e badhA te nAzavaMta che, ane enI pAchaLa navA karmabaMdhane karI rAganI rAmAyaNa ubhI karavAnI che. enA karatAM huM ene rAga cheDI dauM te mAro AtmA A saMsAramAM mahAsukhI banI zake ne paralokamAM paNa mahAsukhI banI zake. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA teramA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. temAM cittamuni brahmadatta cakravatine samajAve che ke he cakravati ! A saMsAranA badhA sukha anitya ane dukhaprada che. A jIvana kSaNabhaMgura che mATe tame ene moha na rAkhe. ene rAga-moha cheDIne parabhava mATe te kaIka dharmArAdhanA karo. pUrvabhavamAM tame zubha karmo karyA te A bhavamAM AvuM mahAna sukha pAmyA che paNa A bhavamAM je sukhamAM magna raheze to tamArI zI dazA thaze ? jarA vicAra karo. motanI ghaDI sudhI je nahi karuM dharama, kayAM thaze janma? (2) jIvanI sAthe jaze je A kUDA karama, kyAM thaze janma? jiMdagI lAMbI che huM chuM evA khyAlamAM, bheLavI lo saghaLA zuM upAdhi hAlamAM bAdamAM besI jazuM mALA laIne hAthamAM, je tUTI jaze acAnaka zvAsanI saragama.. jIvanamAM aMtima samaya sudhI paNa je dharmadhyAna nahi karo ane A bhegAsakita nahi chUTe te tamAruM zuM thaze ? mane te tamArI khUba ciMtA thAya che, kAraNa ke jIva zA, 103.

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* 818 zAradA siddhi ahIthI marIne parabhavamAM jAya che tyAre enI sAthe zuM jAya che? je zubhAzubha karmo bAMdhyA che te javAnA che. bAkI te jenA upara rAga karyo, meha karyo, jenI pAchaLa pAgala banIne pApa kare che e kaI parabhavamAM sAthe AvanAra nathI. . saMbaLa zubha nA lIdhuM, jAtA parabhave nare, mahAduHkhe mUMjhAye e, aMtakALe ja mAnavI.. tame gAma choDIne bahAragAma jAo cho tyAre sAthe bhAtuM laI jAo che ne ? je bhAtuM hoya te bhUkha lAge tyAre khAvA kAma lAge che paNa bhAtuM na hoya te bhUkha lAge tyAre zuM karavuM? mUMjhavaNa thAya che, duHkha thAya che ke je bhAtuM sAthe lAvyA hatA te khAvA kAma lAgata. te rIte parabhavamAM jatAM jIvane tapa-tyAga-saMyama ane satsamAgama karIne je zubha karmo upArjana karyA che tenuM bhAtuM sAthe laI javAnuM che. e bhAtuM je sAthe na hoya te mahAna dukhe bhegavavA paDe che. cittamuni kahe che he cakrI ! pApakarmonA phaLa bhogavavA mATe kaI bhAgIdAra nahi bane. sAMbhaLe. jaheha sIho va bhiyaM gahAya, maccU naraM nei hu antkaale| Na tassa mAyA va piyAva bhAyA, kAlAmmi tambha shr| bhavanti // 22 // jema vanamAM siMha mRgalAne pakaDIne laI jAya che ane mArI nAkhe che tyAre tyAM ja tenI kaI rakSA karI zakatuM nathI. e ja rIte mRtyunA samaye kALa A jIvane paralekamAM laI jAya che e vakhate mAtA-pitA-bhAI-bahena-patnI vigere kaI paNa mRtyunA mukhamAMthI rakSaNa karavAmAM samartha banI zakatuM nathI. temaja mAla milkata ke parivAra kaI sAthe nahi Ave, mATe samajIne saMsArane meha cheDe. cittamunine pitAnA bhAIne saMsArathI mukta karI AtmakalyANa karAvavAnI bhAvanA che. emane brahmadatta cakIne dharma pamADIne saMsArathI bahAra kADhe che, kAraNa ke je e cakavatipaNAnA sukhamAM Asakta raheze te enI kevI adhogati thaze? ene naraka gatimAM kevA duHkha sahana karavA paDaze? evI karUNA bhAvanAthI cittamuni vAraMvAra upadeza Ape che. AmAM cittamunine kaMI svArtha che kharo? sAdhune te dareka jIve pratye karUNAbhAva hoya che eTale niHsvArtha bhAvanAthI upadeza Ape che. Aje ghaNI vakhata sAdhu saMte kahe ke kema bhAI! tame upAzraye AvatA nathI ? kema kaMI dharmArAdhanA karatA nathI? tamane A rIte Takora karavAmAM sAdhune kaMI svArtha kharo? sAdhu te Takora karavAmAM nimitta mAtra che. bAkI upAdAna te tamAruM pitAnuM joIze. je haLukamI jIva haze te te e vicAra karaze ke mArA upara saMtanI kevI karUNA che! mane Takora kare che te huM ke puNyavAna chuMje bhArekamI jIva haze te ulaTA vicAra karaze. haLukamI che gurUne upadeza sAMbhaLIne bedha grahaNa kare che ane pitAnuM jIvana unnata banAve che.

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zAradA siddhi tame puNiyA zrAvakanI vAta te sAMbhaLI che ne? puNiye zrAvaka kaMI pahelethI garIba na hatuM. pahelA te e mahAsukhI ane zrImaMta punamacaMda nAme zeTha hatA. pAse paise khUba hate chatAM sAmAyika, pratikramaNa vigere dharmArAdhanA khUba karatuM hatuM, paNa enuM mana sthira rahetuM na hatuM. te eka vakhata bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLavA gayele. bhagavAne dezanAmAM pharamAvyuM ke je manuSya cittanI sthiratApUrvaka dharmanI ArAdhanA kare che tene mahAna lAbha maLe che. A sAMbhaLI punamacaMda zrAvake bhagavAnane prazna karyo ke he bhagavaMta! huM sAmAyika-pratikramaNa vigere dharmakriyAo karuM chuM, mALA gaNuM chuM, svAdhyAya-yAna vigere karuM chuM paNa emAM mAruM mana sthira rahetuM nathI. to prabhu mAre cittanI sthiratA lAvavA mATe zuM karavuM ? citta sthira kevI rIte bane? tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM AraMbha parigraha ghaTADe. parabhAva choDI svabhAvamAM Ave. - punamacaMda zrAvake harSabhera kahyuM bhagavaMta! basa, have mane mArga maLI gaye. mArA reganuM nidAna thaI gayuM. have huM AraMbha parigraha ochA karI nAMkhIza. ema kahIne ghera gaye. ghera jaIne emanI patnIne pUche che ke bole, tamAre zuM joIe? bhavathI tAraNahAra mahAna dharmasaMpatti joIe che ke bhAvamAM bhamAvanArI arthasaMpatti joIe che ? emanI patnI paNa mokSanI rUcIvALI hatI, tethI bolI anaMta upakArI deva-gurU . ane dharma maLyA pachI paNa je ApaNe bhavabhavanI ghANImAM palAvAnuM hoya te evI artha saMpatti mAre nathI joItI. jIvana te jotajotAmAM pANInA pUranI jema cAlyuM jaze, ane arthasaMpattinA DhagalA ahI paDayA raheze, mATe ApaNe te sAcI dharmasaMpatti joIe. juo, A zrAvikAne paNa dharmanI kevI laganI haze ! bele, ghera jaIne tame pUchaze ne ? (hasAhasa) patnInA zabdothI punamacaMda zeTha te prasanna thaI gayA ne potAnI badhI saMpatti chUTA hAthe dAnamAM vAparI nAMkhI. vADI-gADI-baMgalA ane dukAna badhuM kADhI nAMkhyuM ne eka nAnakaDA bhADUtI makAnamAM rahevA lAgyA. mUDImAM phakta be AnA rAkhyA. be AnAnuM rU lAvIne emAMthI pUNIo banAvIne vahepArIne ApIne tenI mahenatanA phaLamAM je maLe temAM jIvana calAvavAnuM. pUNIo vaNane jIvananirvAha karatA hovAthI jagatamAM puNIyA zrAvaka tarIke prasiddhi pAmyA. ke dharmane raMga ! ane ke tyAga! AvA zrAvakanuM jIvana tame najara samakSa rAkhe. e ja arasAmAM zreNIka rAjAe bhagavAnane prazna karyo ke he prabhu! huM marIne kayAM jaIza ? tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM ke he zreNuka ! tame narakamAM jaze, tyAre zreNIka rAjAe bhagavAnane kahyuM he prabhu! huM narakamAM na jAuM te mATe kaMIka upAya batAve. bhagavAna te jANe che ke nikAcita karmane baMdha paDe hoya te kaI kALe chUTe tema nathI. e kameM te bhagave ja chUTake che, paNa zreNIka rAjA khUba karagaryo tyAre mAtra

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820 zAradA siddhi AzvAsana khAtara bhagavAne kahyuM ke puNI zrAvaka eka sAmAyikanuM phaLa Ape te tamAre narakagatimAM javuM na paDe. mahArAjA zreNIka te upaDyA puNIyA zrAvaka pAse ne eka sAmAyikanuM phaLa mAMgyuM, tyAre paNa zrAvaka kahe che huM rAjIkhuzIthI ApuM paNa jemaNe Apane mekalyA che temane pUche ke sAmAyikanuM mUlya keTaluM ApuM? zreNIka rAjA te upaDayA jagadgurU bhagavAna mahAvIra pAse, ane pUchyuM bhagavan! puNIyA zrAvakanI eka sAmAyikanuM phaLa keTaluM? bhagavAna kahe. tenI sAmAyikanuM phaLa amUlya che. he rAjana ! keInuM phaLa keIne nathI maLatuM. A uparathI vicAra karo ke puNI zrAvaka e zrAvaka ja hatuM ne? chatAM kevuM ucca jIvana jIvate hate e sAdhu na hate. zrAvaka hate. tame paNa emanA jIvanane Adarza te apanAvI zako ne ! enA jIvanane aMza paNa jIvanamAM apanAvaze te paNa mAnavajIvana sArthaka banaze. cittamuni cakavatine samajAve che ke he brahmadatta! vicAra karo. jyAre mRtyune samaya Avaze tyAre cosaTha hajAra rANIo, sainya, hAthI, ghoDA, ratha, pAyadaLa A badhuM tArI AsapAsa vIMTaLAIne beThuM haze te paNa maraNanA mukhamAM jatAM tamane kaI bacAvI zakaze nahi. badhA raDaze, gUraze, kALo kalpAMta karaze paNa kALarAjA AgaLa keInuM kaMI cAlaze nahi, mATe samajIne tArA parabhavane sudhAravA mATe kaMIka te karI le. huM tane ATaluM samajAvuM chuM chatAM kema samajatuM nathI ? kaMIka ja eka vakhata sAMbhaLe ne pAmI jAya che. eka devane prasaMga yAda Ave che. eka vakhata tIrthaMkara prabhunI dezanA cAlatI hatI. tIrthaMkara prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLavA mATe deva, devIo, manu, tiryaMco vigere Ave che. eka vakhata eka deva tIrthakara prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLavA Avyo. dezanA sAMbhaLIne bhagavaMtane pUche che he bhagavaMta ! huM ahIMthI marIne kyAM jaIza? tyAre tIrthakara bhagavaMte kahyuM ke tuM ahIMthI marIne phalANuM nagaranI bahAra jaMgalamAM vAMdarAne avatAra pAmIza. bhagavAnanA mukhethI A sAMbhaLIne deva te prajI uThe. ene manamAM bhayaMkara aphasosa thavA lAge ke arere.. huM deva marIne eka jhADethI bIjA jhADe kUdakA bharanAro ne hupAhupa karanAro vAMdaro banIza? devene te avadhijJAna hoya che. enA baLathI e jANI zake che ke meM pUrvabhavamAM sArI sAdhanA karI te huM deva thaye, paNa ahIM AvIne svarganA divya kAmagamAM masta banI gayo. sukhamAM Asakta banya, ane mAruM puNya khatama karI nAMkhyuM. hAya! have huM dharmavihoNe ane udhamati vAnara banIza! kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMtanA vacana te traNa kALamAM khoTA na paDe. huM te vAMdaro thaIne taddana dharmahIna banIza ane tyAMthI pApakarmanA bhAtA bAMdhIne adhama durgatimAM jaIza. tyAM paNa mane dharma te nahi ja maLe, mAruM zuM thaze ? A rIte deva ciMtAtura banI gayo paNa manamAM vicAra karyo ke vAMdaro banavAnuM

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zAradA siddhi 821 che te nakkI che te tyAM mane dharma maLe evuM kaMIka karI lauM. Ama vicAra karIne deve avadhijJAnanA baLathI jANI lIdhuM ke pitAne kayA jaMgalamAM vAnara banavAnuM che. jue, A deva avadhijJAnathI pUrvabhava ane ene dharma tathA dharmanA phaLa rUpe maLelA A divya sukhane pratyakSa dekhe che eTale ene te dharmanI zradhA thaI jAya che paNa manuSya pAse dharma karavAnI zakti hovA chatAM te dharma karatuM nathI. manuSya gurUnA vacana ane zAstrothI dharma ane tenA kAryakAraNa bhAvane jANI zake che eTaluM nahi paNa e ucca keTinA tyAga-tapa-saMyama-vrata niyama Adi dharmanuM AcaraNa karI zake che. devakanA deva te karI zakatA nathI. pelA ciMtAgrasta banelA deve vicAra karyo ke mane parabhavamAM dharma maLe te mATe huM kaMIka karI lau. eNe jJAna dvArA jANI lIdhuM ke huM amuka jaMgalamAM janmavAne chuM, tethI eNe e jaMgalamAM jeTalI paththaranI zIlAe ane jeTalA vRkSanA jADA thaDiyA hatA te badhI jagyAe "name arihaMtANuM" Adi pAMca navakAra maMtra kotaryA ne te ratnamaya banAvI dIdhA ke enI sAme je dekhe tene te ema ja lAge ke navakAramaMtra ketarIne emAM jhINuM jhINuM ratna ja na bharyA heya! eTale pite jyAM juo tyAM jhagamagatA navakAramaMtra ja dekhAyA kare, ane pitAnA vimAnamAM paNa jyAM enI dRSTi paDe tyAM badhe navakAramaMtra ketaryA, tethI te jyAM dRSTi kare che tyAM badhe ja navakAramaMtra dekhAya che. te sivAya bIjuM kaMI dekhAtuM nathI. A rIte devanuM AyuSya pUrNa karIne deva tyAMthI cavIne pelA jaMgalamAM vAMdaro banya. vAMdarAbhAI eka jhADethI bIjA jhADe kUdAkUda karate mejathI masta banIne rahevA lAge. eka vakhata vAMdaro eka jhADethI bIjA jhADe kUdAkUda ane hupAhupa karate pelI zIlA upara paDaze. tyAM eNe pote karelA navakAramaMtra joyA. bIjI zIlA upara gaye te tyAM paNa e ja joyuM, pachI te ghaNuM zIlAo ane vRkSanA thaDIyA upara navakAramaMtra joyA. eka ja jAtanA akSaro dareka ThekANe jevAthI enA manamAM e bhAsa thavA lAgyuM ke meM AvuM kayAMka joyuM che. Ama uhApoha karatA vAMdarAne jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM, eTale badhI vAta yAda AvI gaI pote je devalekamAM deva hatuM tyAM joyuM te tyAM paNa navakAramaMtra katarelA joyA, ane jaMgalamAM paNa TheraThera navakAramaMtramAM divya rane bhUke emAM bharI dIdhuM hoya tema prakAzamaya katarelA joyA. aho ! A te meM ja karyuM che e paNa dharma pAmavAne mATe ja karyuM che. bIjI tarapha ene kheda thayo ke aho! viSaya vilAsamAM Asakta banIne devabhava barabAda karIne kyAM huM ahIM vAnara banyo ! pazuonimAM paTakAI gaye! bIjI vAta ene AnaMda thayo ke meM devabhavamAM navakAramaMtra ketaryA te mane e joIne jJAna thayuM. Aje pratyakSa dekhAya che ke huM dharma vinA deva bhavamAMthI bhraSTa banI nIce paTakAI gaye chuM. basa, have mAre AjathI eka jhADethI bIjA jhADe kUdavAnI, vRkSanA pAMdaDA, phaLa phUla vigere teDavAnI pAMpa pravRttine

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zAradA siddhi 822 baMdha karI navakAra maMtranA smaraNamAM lAgI jAuM. huM manuSya jevI sAdhanA te nahi karI zakuM paNa mArAthI jeTaluM bane teTaluM te huM avazya karI lauM. Ama vicAra karIne vAnare tyAM anazana karyuM ane navakAramaMtranA dhyAnamAM lIna banI gayuM. tyAMnuM AyuSya pUrNa thatAM kALa karIne pAche devalekamAM gaye. devAnupriye! A daSTAMtamAMthI ApaNe te e sAra grahaNa karavAne che ke parabhavamAM pitAne dharma udayamAM Ave te mATe jema deve potAnA vimAnamAM ThekANe ThekANe navakAramaMtra ketaya, vAraMvAra enA darzana ane smaraNathI vAnaranA bhAvamAM paNa ene AtmA jAgrata ba, evI ja rIte tamArA jIvanamAM paNa tame navakAramaMtrane evI rIte ketaryA che ke parabhavamAM paNa enA saMskAranI asara thAya ? je kaTokaTImAM aMtakALe ane paralekamAM khUba lAbhadAyI bane. tamArA gharamAM paNa navakAramaMtra kayAMya katarelA che ke jyAM daSTi paDe tyAM navakAramaMtra gaNavAnuM mana thAya? jenI rageragamAM navakAramaMtra vaNAI gaye hoya ene te udhAra thaI jAya che kAraNa ke navakAramaMtra e sarva maMtramAM zreSTha maMtra che. navakAramaMtra e ApaNA ISTadeva tathA gurU bhagavaMtanA nAma smaraNa mahAmaMtra che. enA jApathI paMca parameSThinA nAmanuM smaraNa ane namaskAra ema be zubha kriyAo thAya che. enA phaLa rUpe maMgalanI prApita, vidanene nAza, karmone kSaya, jagatamAM pUjya evA uttamottama vyaktione vinaya vigere agaNita lAbhe thAya che tethI jJAnI bhagavatee aneka dhArmika vidhAmAM temaja sAMsArika kAryonA prAraMbhamAM paNa navakAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karavAnuM pharamAvyuM che. AmAMthI keTalA zrAvakene e niyama che ke mAre navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karyA vinA dUdha pIvuM nahi? tame kSaNe kSaNe navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karatA raheze te A lekamAM te ene smaraNanA prabhAvathI tamArA vidane nAza thaze, manane zAMti maLaze ane paralekamAM paNa mahAna sukha ApanAra banaze. juo te kharA, emAM keTalI tAkAta che ! eka vakhata eka rAjA moTI sabhA bharIne beThA hatA. sAthe enI yuvAna kuMvarI beThelI hatI. emAM rAjAne jozathI chIMka AvI eTale gAmanA nagarazeTha dUra beThA hatA. emanA mukhamAMthI "namo arihaMtANuM" zabda nIkaLI gayo. vicAra kare. A nagarazeThanA jIvanamAM navakAramaMtranuM keTaluM raTaNa haze! ghaNI vAra evuM banI zake ke pitAne chaka Ave te "namo arihaMtANuM" zabda bolAya paNa bIjAne chIMka Ave te "name arihaMtANuM" balavAnuM yAda na Ave. rAjAne chIMka AvI ane nagarazeTha "namo arihaMtANuM" belyA e sAMbhaLIne rAjakumArIne mUcha AvI gaI eTale badhAnA manamAM thayuM ke A zuM? paNa rAjakumArIne e samaye jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. eNe jJAnamAM joyuM ke pote pUrvabhavamAM samaDI hatI. koI pAradhIe tIra mArIne ene vIMdhI nAMkhI, tethI taraphaDatI jamIna upara paDI hatI. te samaye eka jaina sAdhu tyAMthI pasAra thayA. emaNe e

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823 zAradA siddhi taraphaDatI samaDInA kAnamAM "name arihaMtANuM" saMbhaLAvyA. enA prabhAve e samaDI marIne rAjakumArI banI. zIte pacAra karavAthI rAjakumArI thoDI vAramAM bhAnamAM AvI ane pite kema bebhAna banI ne pUrvabhavamAM pote koNa hatI te badhI vAta karI, tyAre saunA manamAM thaI gayuM ke aho ! "name arihaMtANuM" zabdamAM ATalI badhI zakti ke samaDI marIne rAjakumArI banI. baMdhuo! ahIM e vAta vicAravA jevI che ke samaDInA jIve aMtima samaye "name arihaMtANuM" sAMbhaLyuM. emAM eNe citta kevuM etaprata karyuM haze ke eka ja vakhata sAMbhaLatA yAda AvI gayuM ke meM AvuM kayAMka sAMbhaLyuM che, ane tenA prabhAve jAti smaraNa jJAna thayuM. bIjuM nagarazeThe paNa jIvanamAM kevuM ghUMTI dIdhuM haze ke keIne chIMka AvI emAM pitAnA mukhamAMthI "name arihaMtANuM" zabda nIkaLI gayA ane e rAjakumArIne jAtismaraNa jJAnamAM nimittabhUta bane ! AvI rIte je jIvanamAM navakAramaMtranuM zraddhApUrvakanuM raTaNa hoya te bhavasAgara tarI javAya. mAtra "name arihaMtANuM" ATaluM paNa jIvanamAM ghUMTI rAkhe te kalyANa thaI jAya, ane manamAM evA bhAva Ave ke he bhagavaMta! tuM ja mAruM zaraNa che. arihaMta pyAreevuM caraNa kamaLa tArA-gAvuM nizadina gIta tArA .. tame cho sAcA sAthI mArA arihaMta pyAre jIvana tamArA caraNe vItAvuM, bhavobhava pApa khapAvuM bhavabhavanA che. svAmI mArA-tArA caraNe rahuM zIra nAmI, huM choDuM saMsAranI chAyA arihaMta pyAre jIvanamAM arihaMta...arihaMtanI laganI lAge te enI bhakti karatAM eka divasa jIva arihaMta pada pAmI jAya. navakAramaMtra tANAvANAnI jema vaNavA mATe jIvanamAM evI pratijJA karo ke mAre kalAke kalAke navakAramaMtranuM raTaNa karavuM. e bhUlAI na jAya te mATe gharamAM pAMca sAta jagyAe navakAramaMtra lakhI rAkhe. tamArA khissAmAM DAyarI rAkhatA ho te tenA mathALe lakhI rAkhavuM. je jotAM tarata yAda AvI jAya. cheDA divasa yAda karavuM paDaze, pachI te evI Teva paDI jaze ke jIvanamAM sUtA, uThatA, besatA, khAtA pitA dareka kAryamAM "name arihaMtANuM" agara AkhA navakAramaMtrane abhyAsa pADa haze te yAda AvI jaze. A bhavamAM ApaNe je raTaNa karyuM hoya tenA gherA saMskAra paDI jAya ane bhavAMtaramAM enuM saheja darzana thatAM ke zravaNa thatAMnI sAthe ApaNane yAda AvI jAya che. juo ! devanA bhavamAM vAnaranA jIve pitAnA devabhavamAM TheraThera navakAramaMtra ketaryA te aMtakALa sudhI enuM smaraNa rahyuM ane marIne vAnara thaze te jaMgalamAM paNa eNe TheraThera zIlAo upara ane jhADanA thaDa upara navakAramaMtra kotaryA hatA te eka ja

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zAradA sili jAtanA zabdo TheraThera joyA ane te paNa tejathI jhagamagatA joyA eTale ene jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM, tethI saMthAre karyo ane navakAramaMtranA dhyAnamAM lAgI gaye. samaDIne paNa name arihaMtANuM" padanuM zravaNa thatAM jAtismaraNazAna thayuM te pUrvabhava . te eNe paNa jIvanabhara navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karIne pitAnuM jIvana saphaLa banAvyuM. tame paNa A navakAramaMtrano jApa karo te AtmazAMti pAmaze, cittamuni brahmadatta cakravatine samajAve che ke pUrvabhavamAM je sukRtya karyA che tenA prabhAve tamane A badhuM sukha maLyuM che paNa emAM Asakta banIne rahevA jevuM nathI. kayAre AyuSya pUruM thaze tenI khabara nathI ane kALa rUpa ajagaranA mukhamAMthI bacAvavA keI samartha nahi bane. mAtra eka dharma zaraNabhUta banaze, mATe samajIne meha cheDI de. haju paNa zuM kaheze te avasare. - te vyAkhyAna naM. 86 Aso vada 13 ne gurUvAra tA. 18-10-79 anaMtajJAnI bhagavatee kahyuM che ke he bhavyajIvo! A saMsAra eka mahAsAgara che. mAnavajIvana e mahAsAgarane taravA mATe maLelI naukA che. jIva ene nAvika che. kima e pavana che. naukAne calAvanAra nAvike A saMsAra sAgaramAM naukA athaDAI pachaDAIne bhAMgIne bhUkko na thaI jAya te mATe khUba sAvadhAna ane sajAga rahevAnI jarUra che. nAvika je sajA na hoya te pavana je tarapha kheMcI jAya e tarapha naukA kheMcAI jaze. pavana kadI e jotuM nathI ke huM nAvane anukULa dizA tarapha kheMcI jAuM chuM ke pratikULa dizA tarapha kheMcI jAuM chuM? dizAnuM bhAna rAkhavAnI javAbadArI nAvikanA mAthe hoya che. nAvika je gAphela hoya, purUSArtha hIna haya, nisatva ne nisteja hoya te karmane pavana jIvana niyAne bhavasAgarane pele pAra pahoMcADavAne badale ADA avaLe dhakake caDhAvIne kayAM DUbADI de e kaMI kahI zakAya nahi, paNa nAvika je jAgRta, sAvadhAna ane sattvazALI hoya te nAva DUbI na jAya, bhAMgI tUTI na jAya enI ene ciMtA hoya te karmane pavana bhale ne game teTale pratikULa banIne sUsavATA mArate hoya paNa nAvika enI naukAne jyAM hoya tyAM ja ubhI rAkhe paNa ADI avaLI thavA na de ke DUbavA na de. anukULa pavana vAte hoya tyAre te purUSArtha rUpI zaDha evA khullA mUkI de che ke jotajotAmAM te jIvananAva sAgaranA sAmA kinAre pahoMcI jAya ane pratikULa pavana nAvane halesA mArI mArIne AgaLa dhapAvavA prayatna kare che. emAM je niSphaLa jAya te chevaTe laMgara nAkhIne khAvanuM rakSaNa karI le te paNa nAva madhadariye jaIne DUbatI, te aTakI jAya. je nAva salAmata haze te pharIne kayAreka ene anukULa pavana maLatAM te sasaDATa kinAre pahoMcI jAya che.

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zAradA sii 825 madhue ! anata kALa cakramAM AvI tA anata anaMta jIvananAvA A jIvarUpI nAvikanA prayatna, purUSAtha ane sAvadhAnIthI sasAra sAgarane pele pAra paheAMcI gaI che, paNa ApaNI jIvana nAva haju madhadariye jholA khAI rahI che, ane e paNa DUkhI ke DUbaze evI bhayajanaka sthitimAM che enuM kAraNa zu' ? e zeAdhavu' paDaze. vicAra karo, niMgAnA khadarethI upaDelI ApaNI jIvana naukA ekendriya, eIndriya, teIndriya, caurindriya ane asaMjJI pacendriya jevA pAMca meTAmeTA khaDadAne pasAra karIne Aje sa'jJI paoNMcendriya manuSyanA baMdare AvIne sahI salAmata ubhI che. jo mAnava dhAre te enI jIvananAvane A manuSya bhava rUpa baMdarethI a Mtima majhIla meAkSa nagara tarapha saDasaDATa doDAvI zake che, paNa aphasosanI vAta che ke Aje badhI jAtanI anukULatA maLI hAvA chatAM nAvikane enI nAkAnI ciMtA nathI. bhale ne, naukA sAmA kinAre paheAMce ke madhadariye DUbI jAya paNa e tA mAha mastInI madirAnI pyAlI pIne bhAgavilAsanI mastImAM mastAnA banIne sUtA che. jIvanarUpI AkAzamAM meAtanA ghamaghAra aSADhI vAdaLA caDhI AvyA che. eka bAju Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhinI vijaLI jhabUkI rahI che ane e bhaya'kara gaDagaDATa karIne AkAzane gabhIra ane bhayAnaka banAvI rahI che. nAva madhariye che ne kinAro hajI dUra che, paNa kinAre ubhelA mahAnapuruSa vItarAga vANInI sIseATI mArIne nAnanA nAvikane sAvaceta karI rahyA che ne kahe che he nAvika ! uThe ubhA thA, sajAga ane sAvadhAna bana. meAhanI pathArImAM pADhavAne A samaya nathI, anukULa sAmagrInA pavana vAI rahyo che. tArI jIvana naukAnA dhama ane mokSa purUSArthAMnA e zaDha khullA mUkI de ane jJAna dana-cAritranA haeNlesA mArIne tArI jIvananaiyAne haMkAra, anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzIna, anaMta cAritra ane anaMta sukhanA akSatathI vadhAvavA ane tAru svAgata karavA ame ubhA chIe. tu jaldI Ava. A kinAro sAme ja dekhAya che. sAme kinAre ubhelA sa'sArI jIvAne saMtapurUSA kahe che paNa nAvika jAge te ne? e tA kinAre ubhelAne sAmethI kahe che ke tamAruM sukha tamane mukhAraka rahe. mAre tamArA akSaya sukhanI jarUrata nathI, marice meAhanI mIThI nidrA letA mane jagADaze nahi, dha karmAMnI vAtA huM mAnatA nathI. mane emAM rasa nathI. puNya-pApa-straga-naraka ane mekSa A badhu' mane teA huMbaka lAge che mATe huM chuM tyAM barAbara chuM. tame koI mane tyAM khelAvaze nahi. ATalu kahIne jAgRta banelA nAvika mAhanI pathArI pAtharIne pAche majhAthI 'dhI jAya che. satapurUSo enI dayA khAya che ke keTalAMya jIvAnI nAvaDI kinAre paheAMcI gaI ane A bicArA jIvanI nAva hajI madhadariye jholA khAya che. koNa jANe e kayAre kinAre paheAMcaze ? saMsAra sAgaramAM saphara karatI ApaNI jIvananaiyA Aje madhadarace jholA khAI rahI che, ane sa'sAra sAgarane kinAre pahoMcelA sana zA. 104

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826 * zAradA siddhi bhagavate AgamarUpI sITI vagADI ApaNane sAvadhAna kare che, paNa meha nidrAmAM pihelA ja jAgatA nathI. enI dayA Ave che ke e kayAre jAgaze? ane kayAre enI nAvaDI kinAre pahoMcaze! - ApaNuM rojanA adhikAramAM paNa evI ja vAta AvI che ke cittamuni saMsAranI asAratA samajIne tyAgI banyA che ane brahmadatta cakravatine e tyAganA mArge AvavA mATe upadeza ApatA kahe che ke he rAjana ! mArI vAta tame sAMbhaLe. tame je rAjavaibhava ane bhogasukhamAM Asakta banyA che te badhA keI tamane duHkhamAMthI bacAvanAra nathI. tame tamArI mukhya paTTarANI strIratnamAM mugdha che ane kurUmatI ! kurUmatI ! karo che paNa e tamArI priya rANu kurUmatI paNa tamane duHkhamAMthI mukta karAvanAra nathI. mukta karAvanAra je kaI hoya te te vItarAga prabhune dharma che. dharma vinA traNa kALamAM keIne udhdhAra thavAnuM nathI. karelA karmo jIvane pitAne bhegavavA paDe che, are Indra paNa jIvane karma sattAnI kedamAMthI mukta karAvI zakatA nathI, te pachI sAmAnya mAnavInI te zuM tAkAta! tame tamArI cha khaMDanI sAhyabImAM magarUrI dharAve che ke basa, mAre ghera svarganuM sukha che. ema samajIne AnaMdathI sukhanI mastI mANI rahyA che paNa kayAre kALane jhapATo Avaze te khabara che? mahA manohara banameM suMdara mRga samuha kIDA karatA, bharatA hai chalAMga vahu sukha, Idhara udhara caratA pharatA Ana acAnaka duSTa siMhane, jaba mRga zIzu pakaDa lIyA, keI use na bacI zake taba, bhAga gae nahI sAtha diyA" kaI jagalamAM aneka prakAranI vanaspatio ugelI hoya, tyAM siMha-vAgha-varU vigere jaMgalI hiMsaka pazuone bhaya na hoya tyAre haraNiyAonuM ToLuM AnaMdathI nirbhayapaNe lIle ghAsa cAro care che, kaI kUde che, nAce che, gela kare che ane kaI marajI mujaba nirbhayapaNe AmathI tema phare che. e samaye kaI vikarALa siMha pharato pharate tyAM AvI pahoMce, ane pelA mRganA ToLA upara tarApa mArIne AzAthI bharelA mRganA baccAne pakaDI lIdhuM ane jotajotAmAM te mRganuM baccuM pelA siMhanA rAkSasI meDhAnuM atithi banI gayuM. te vakhate tene sahacArI bIjA ghaNAM mRgalAo hatA paNa keI tene bacAvavA ubhA na rahyA. jema phAvyuM tema te dizAne mArga laIne badhA mRgalA nAzI gayA, tevI rIte mRtyu rUpI siMha jyAre Ave che tyAre kuTuMbanA ghaNAM mANasanI vaccethI ekAda jaNane jyAre pakaDe che tyAre te mANasanA mA-bApa, bhAI-bahena, patnI-putra-mitre Adi kaI paNa mANasa tene sahacArI banI zakatA nathI ke motanA paMjAmAMthI choDAvI zakatA nathI. A jagatamAM jIvane je kaMI moTAmAM moTe bhaya hoya te te mRtyune che, kaI kaTTAmAM kaddo amaladAra hoya te tene hukama paisAthI ke ke moTA mANasanI lAgavagathI

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zAradA siddhi 827 pharI zake che. rAjAne hukama paNa prajAnI AjIjIthI ke santa pikArathI badalAI jAya che, paNa mRtyune hakama keIthI badalI zakAtuM nathI. je ghaDIe ane je paLe jene hukama thayo te ja kSaNe tene AdhIna thavuM paDe che. mRtyu e vicAra nahi kare ke A bicAro mANasa yuvAna che, gaI kAle ja paraNe che. enA javAthI AkhA kuTuMbanuM zuM thaze? evI dayA paNa nahi khAya ke AnI pAchaLa enI bALa ne jIvanaparyata vaidhavya pALavuM paDaze. tene AMdhaLA vRddha mAtA pitAnuM zuM thaze ? badhA bicArA nirAdhAra banI jaze. mRtyune eka nAnakaDA kula jevA bALakane upADatA jeTalI vAra lAge che eTale ja vakhata hajAro ane lAkhe mANasanA lazkara vaccethI eka saradArane upADI jatA vAra lAgaze. mRtyu koInI zarama nahi rAkhe ke koInAthI dabAze nahi. ___ "na vijjaI so jagati padeseo yathaDhiyaM nopasaheyya maccU" / saMsAramAM evuM keI sthAna nathI ke jyAM rahenArane mRtyu dabAve nahi, eTale ke A jIvane sarvatra mRtyune bhaya rahe che. cittamuni kahe che ke he brahmadatta ! tuM ema na mAnIza ke huM cha khaMDane svAmI chuM mArA tAbAmAM ghaNAM mANase che, mAruM kuLa maTuM ne uttama che, mAre sagAvahAlA ghaNuM che. mArI pAse dhananuM jora che, ATalA de mArI sevAmAM hAjara che, mArI pAse cauda ratna ane nava nidhAna che. te sivAya bIjI saMpattine pAra nathI. te mane zI ciMtA che? mAre zene bhaya che? paNa vicAra kara. jyAre mRtyu Avaze tyAre pelA mRgalAnI jema tArA sagA vahAlA badhA dUra bhAgI jaze. enI AgaLa tAruM ke keInuM jera nahi cAle, mATe eka kSaNane paNa vizvAsa rAkhyA vinA je aMta samaye sAthe Ave evA dharmanuM zaraNuM aMgIkAra karI le. jene te mArA mAnyA che te jaDa padArtho tane zaraNadAyaka nahi bane, mATe A IndriyenA viSaye ane ene pUrA karanAra sAdhanane moha choDIne tyAganA paMthe AvI jAo. A IndriyenA viSamAM, mojamajhAmAM ne bhega sukhamAM AtmAne bhUlI javAya che. jyAM jaDane khIlavavAnA heya, enI mAMgaNI pUrI karavAnI vicAraNAo cAlatI heya, tyAM cetananA vicAra kayAMthI Ave ? jyAM madhubiMdu samAna bhegenI mIThAza cAkhavI hoya tyAM tyAganI mIThAza cAkhavAnuM svapna paNa kayAMthI yAda Ave ? e mATenI vicAraNA paNa kayAMthI thAya ? je AtmakalyANa karavuM hoya te jaina zAsanane samaje jinezvara prabhunA hitakArI, kalyANakArI vacanene samaje. te jIvanamAM AtmahitakArI keTalIya vicAraNAo thaze paNa e karavA mATe bahAramAMthI aMdaramAM AvavuM paDaze. Indriyane bahu bahelAvavA ane enI saMbhALa levA karatA pitAnA anaMtakALanA duHkhI AtmAnI saMbhALa levAnI jarUra che. AtmaciMtA mATe ATaluM sUtra gokhI rAkho ke jeTalA pramANamAM Indriyone anukULa viSamAMthI rokIza eTalA pramANamAM

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828 zAradA siddhi AtmAnuM baLa vadhaze, puNya vadhaze ane pApathI bacAze. anukaLa viSaya hAthamAM che ene choDIza te emAM mahAna sava pragaTaze ne mahAne puNyanI mUDI vadhaze, evI rIte jeTalA pramANamAM rAga, Asakti, mamatA, tRSNa, dveSa, gusse, mada mAyA, karavAne prasaMga Ave chatAM nahi karuM te eTaluM mAruM puNya vadhaze, pApathI bacAze ne AtmabaLa vadhaze. - A lAbha bhale pratyakSa na dekhAya kAraNa ke e AMtarika che, atIndriya che. chatAM e vacana sarvajJa prabhunA kahelA che, ane tarkathI samajI zakAya evA che, mATe enA upara atUTa zraddhA rAkhI e mAge dhIme dhIme cAlavAnuM nahi paNa doDavAnuM che. pratyakSa dekhAtA viSayone sukha te kSaNika che. kSaNavAra mATe tRti lAgaze ne kSaNavAramAM pAchI enI bhUkha lAgaze eTale enI jhaMkhanA thaze. temaja e sukhe aneka prakAranI viTaMbaNAo, gulAmI ane pApAcaraNathI bharelA che ane mAnavabhavanI megherI zakti, buddhi ane kSaNene niSphaLa ne barabAda karanArA che. IndriyenA viSaye yatheccha bhogapabhega kare manuSyane chAje nahi. AcArAMga sUtranA lakavijaya nAmanA adhyayanamAM bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke "je june te mUDhane je mUDhAne se ne ? ka kAmaganA je guNa, zabda, rUpa, rasa, gaMdha ane sparza che arthAta IndrinA je viSaya che te mULanuM sthAna che. mULa eTale saMsAra vRkSanA mULa kaSA che. enuM sthAna eTale Azraya. kaSAyane Azraya koNa? zabdAdi viSe. enA upara kaSAye Azrita che. arthAta viSayenA AlaMbanathI kaSAye krodhamAna-mAyA-lebha, rAga, tRSNamamatA vigere janme che ane e badhA saMsAra vRkSane lIluM chama rAkhe che. eTalA mATe nAnIoe kaSAya, viSa ane viSayenI Asaktine pApa kahyA che. bhavabhramaNamAM mULa kAraNa viSayenI laMpaTatA che. eTalA mATe bhagavAne viSaya kaSAyone tyAga karavAnuM kahyuM che. A saMsAramAMthI rAga ane viSaya kaSAyenuM jhera nIkaLI jAya eTale khalAsa! pachI e saMsAra manuSya mATe jhera vinAnA sarpa jevo ane aMgArA vinAnI sagaDI je banI jAya pachI e na te manuSyane DaMkhI zake ke na te e dajhADI zake, mATe saMsAramAM anAsakta bhAvathI rahe. bane te saMsAra choDIne sAdhu banI jAo te koI jAtanI upAdhi ke ciMtA rahe nahi. divase divase AyuSya ghaTatuM jAya che pachI game teTale pazcAtApa karazo te dharmArAdhana nahi thAya. cittamuni brahmadatta cakravatine kahe che rAjana ! have tame sajAga bane. A cakravatinuM pada prApta karavA tame ghaNAM yuda khelyA che. emAM ghaNAM nirdoSa jIveno saMhAra thayo che. A saMsAra te ekAMta AzravanuM ghara che, tethI pApakarmane pravAha AvI rahyo che. tene baMdha karI junA karmone kSaya karI AtmAnuM kalyANa karavA saMyama mAge AvI jAo. A mAge nahi Ave te eka divasa kALarAjA tamAro koLiye karI jaze. te vakhate tamane

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zAradA siddhi 29 enA mukhamAMthI choDAvavA keI samartha nahi banI zake. badhA raDatA raheze ne kALarAjA enA jaDabAmAM tamane jhaDapI leze. are, e teA ThIka, paNa A mRtyuleAkamAM paNa koI duHkhamAM bhAga paDAvI zakaze nahi. na tassa dukkhaM vibhayanti nAio, na mittavaggA na suyA na baMdhavA / eko saMyaM paccaNu hoi dukkhaM, kattArameva aNujAI kammaM / / 23 / / jIve zubhAzubha bhAvA dvArA upArjita karelA karmAM jIva jyAM sudhI sa'sAramAM rahe che tyAM sudhI ene bhogavavA paDe che. te bhAgavavAmAM peAtAnA aMgata gaNAtA evA kuTuMbIjanA, mitravarga, mAtA-pitA, patnI ke baMdhujanA vigere koI sahAyaka banI zakatA nathI. A eka aTala sidhdhAMta che ke kama jIvAnI sAthe jAya che. jevu kama kayu hAya che tevu' enA udayakALamAM bhAgavavu paDe che emAM koI bhAga paDAvI zakatuM nathI. mANasa pApakama karIne dhana kamAI lAve cheteA paisAmAM putra-bhAI, bahena vigere bhAgIdAra bane che. dAgInA, jhaverAta vigeremAM bhAgIdAra bane che, sArA vastromAM, makAnamAM dukAnamAM, vahepAramAM bhAgIdAra bane che paNa he cakrI ! kama bhAgavatI vakhate koI bhAga paDAvI zakatuM nathI. khAvApIvAmAM, haravA pharavAmAM, meAjamajhA uDAvavAmAM sau sAthIdAra banaze paNa tArA duHkhamAM koI bhAgIdAra banaze nahi. mAla khAvA sahu Avaze paNa mAra khAvA kAI nahi Ave. e teA jIva jevA karyAM kare che tevA ene peAtAne bhAgavavA paDe che. kaMbadhana karatI vakhate jIvane khyAla nathI rahetA ke huM A zu karu chuM? paNa bhAgavatI vakhate bApalIyA elI jAya che. 46 isadbhiH kriyate karmaH rudRdbhiH bhuMjyate phalam / " jIva hasatAM hasatAM karma bAMdhe che enA phaLa raDatA raDatA bhAgave che. e kama evu' kha'dhAI jAya che ke ene bhAgavyA vinA chUTakAro thatA nathI. he jIva ! A jagatamAM koI tAro zatru ke mitra nathI. tAro petAnA AtmA tAro zatru che ne tAro mitra che. vibhAvamAM joDAyelA AtmA tArA zatru che ne svabhAvamAM sthira banelA AtmA mitra samAna che. jyAre jIva vibhAvanI pariNatimAM joDAya che tyAre kanu kha'dhana kare che. e ja karyAM udayamAM Ave che tyAre duHkha bheAgavavA paDe che. bIjA te emAM nimitta mAtra hAya che, mATe tame koIne doSa na Apaze, ane keAInA upara baira na rAkhaze. koInA upara vera rAkhavAthI naira zamatuM nathI paNa vaira vadhe che te tethI ka`ba dhana thavAthI anaMtakALa sudhI sa'sAramAM jIvane paribhramaNa karavu' paDe che, mATe vairanI sAme kSamA rAkheA. vaira te Aga che ne kSamA te pANI che. Aga bALe che ne pANI ThAre che. karmAMnA siddhAMtane samajanArA AtmAe vairIne paNa potAnA mitra samajIne keTalI kSamA rAkhe che, tenA kevA paDaghA paDe che te eka dRSTAMta ApIne samajAvuM.

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zAradA siddhi ghaNuM samaya pahelAM semapura ane bhImapura be najIkamAM gAma hatA. bhImapuramAM bhImasena nAme che ane samapuramAM somasena nAme rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. rAjAone rAjyane vistAra vadhAravAne lebha hoya che. keIka rAjA saMtoSI hoya che. semasena rAjA khUba dhamITha, saMtoSI ane dharma karmanA svarUpane samajanAra hatA, tyAre bhImasena khUba lebhAM hatA. emane semasenane harAvI sema pura pitAne kaje karavAnI IcchA thaI, eTale acAnaka sainya laIne somapura upara caDhI Avyo. semasena rAjA te bicArA zAMtithI beThA hatA. tyAM acAnaka potAnuM rAjya sanyathI gherAI gayuM tethI emane jItavAnI keI zakayatA na rahI, chatAM je yudadha kare te hajAro nirdoSa sainikane kaccaraghANa nIkaLI jAya. hajAro jIvane saMhAra karIne rAjya rAkhavAno prayatna karo chatAM rAjya rahe ke jAya e nakkI nathI. te rAjya mATe AvI ghera hiMsA karI pApakarma bAMdhavA te karatA rAjya cheDI devuM ene vadhu yogya lAgyuM eTale pitAnA maMtrIo, senApati tathA prajAjanone navA rAjAnI tAbedArI uThAvavAnI bhalAmaNa karI pote suraMga vATe pitAnI rANI tathA putrane laIne jIva bacAvavA bhAgI chUTayA. bhImasenane te vagara mahenate kaIpaNa jAtanI muzkelI vinA rAjya maLI gayuM eTale AnaMdano pAra na rahyo - paNa semasena jIvate rahyo te ene gamyuM nahi. je duzmana jIvate heya te kayAreka pAchA rAjya levA mATe Ave, mATe roga ane zatrune kadI jIvatA rakhAya nahi. ene nAza karyA vinA zAMtithI besAya nahi. ema samajIne bhImasena rAjA guptacaro dvArA semasena rAjAnI tapAsa karAvavA lAgyA. "semasena rAjAne pakaDavA mekaleluM sanyA-A tarapha somasena rAjA pitAnuM rAjya choDIne gupta rIte suraMga vATe bhAgI chUTayA. ghaNe divasa sudhI te jaMgalamAM guptapaNe rahyA, pachI eka nAnakaDA gAmamAM AvIne rahevA lAgyA. eka nAnakaDI hATaDI mAMDIne pitAnuM gujarAna calAvatAM saMtoSathI rahevA lAgyA, paNa emanA kameM emane zAMtithI rahevA de tema na hatA, eTale ke I guptacara A rAjAne oLakhI gayo ane bhImasenane samAcAra ApyA ke semasena rAjA amuka gAmamAM gupta veze rahe che. A vAtanI jANa thatAM bhImasena rAjA ghaNAM sinika sahita tyAM AvI pahoMcyA, gAmanA leke paNa bhayabhIta banI gayA ke ApaNuM gAmamAM nathI keI jhaghaDe TaTa ke nathI koInuM khUna thayuM ke nathI koI mArAmArI thaI chatAM ATaluM moTuM sanya ApaNu gAmamAM kayAMthI AvyuM ? paNa semasenane A vAtanI khabara paDatAM vahema paDI gayo ke nakkI A leke amane pakaDavA mATe AvyA lAge che, pite te bhAgI zake evI kaI sthiti na hatI, paNa je putra kaI rIte bhAgI chUTe te sAruM. "jIvate nara bhadrA pAme." e nyAye je putra jIvate haze te kayAreka rAjya meLavI zakAze. ema samajIne potAnA putrane pAse belAvIne TUMkamAM badhI paristhiti samajAvIne kahyuM.

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831 zAradA siddhi beTA ! tuM ahIMthI kayAMka nAsI jA. A putranuM nAma vinayakumAra hatuM. kharekhara enAmAM vinayane moTo guNa hate. e mAtA-pitAne khUba vinaya karate hate. vinayavaMta evA vinayakumAre kahyuM pitAjI! tamAre mAthe meta jhajhUmatuM hoya ne huM nAsI jAuM! rAjAe kahyuM. beTA! tuM jIvate haIza to kayAreka ApaNuM rAjya meLavI zakIza ane ane rAjya nahi maLe te AtmAnuM kalyANa te thaze! mATe tuM cAlyuM jA. mAtA pitAe khUba kahyuM eTale anicchAe javA taiyAra thayo. jatAM jatAM mAtA-pitAne chelA praNAma kare che tyAre mAtA pitAe kahyuM. beTA! tArAmAM je vinaya che te sadA rAkhaje. vinayathI vairI paNa vahAla thaI jAya che. duzmana desta banI jAya che. bIjuM ame tane eka maMtra kaho ke jaDIbuTTI kaho te ApIe chIe. te tuM sadA tArI pAse rAkhaje. enuM sadA tuM raTaNa karaje. "are zame vera na zame vera verathI, A vacana tuM tArA hRdaya paTa para kotarI leje ane verajhera vadhe tevuM kArya karIza nahi. apakArIne paNa kSamA Apaje. jA. bhagavAna tAruM rakSaNa karaze. jaladI cAlyA jA. ema kahI AzIrvAda ApIne putrane ravAnA karyo ne thoDI vAramAM bhImasena rAjA sainike sAthe AvI pahoMcyA, ane rAjA rANInI dharapakaDa karIne laI gayA ne emane phAMsIe caDhAvavAne hukama karyo. dharmanA svarUpane samajelA rAjA rANIne maraNane Dara, na lAge ke ArtadhyAna paNa na karyuM. e te eka ja vicAra karavA lAgyA ke baMdha samaye jIva cetIe, udaye ze saMtApa he jIvAtmA! jyAre karma bAMdhyA tyAre hasatA hasatA bAMdhyA hatA. te have e udayamAM AvyA che te tuM hasatA hasatA ja bhegavI lepUrvabhavamAM ApaNe emane phAMsIe caDhAvyA haze eTale e ApaNane phAMsIe caDhAve che. ATalA mATe bhagavAne kahyuM che ke koI jIva sAthe vera karazo nahi. vaira karaze te vaira bhegavavA paDaze, mATe ApaNe A bhavamAM vaira bAMdhavuM nathI. udayamAM AvelA karmone samatAbhAve vedI laIe. baMdhuo! vairane vipAka bahu bhayaMkara hoya che. sUyagaDAyaMga sUtramAM bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke verAI kubai verI, tao verehiM rajjai / vAvevA ya bAramAM, DuvAva tA baMtA | a 8 gAthA | jIvahiMsA karavAvALA purUSe mRtyu pAmanAra jenI sAthe aneka janmane mATe vaira baMdhana bAMdhe che ane e ja bhavamAM ke bIjA bhavamAM e ja ghAta karanArA ane mAre che. trIjA bhavamAM pharI maranAra jIva mAranArane mAre che. AvA prakAre vairanI paraMparA cAlatI rahe che. jIvahiMsA pApane utpanna karanArI che. tenA vipAke duHkharUpa hoya che, azAtA rUpa hoya che mATe AvuM jANu sajajana purUSoe hiMsAthI dUra rahevA upayoga rAkhave.

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832 zAradA siddhi sAmasena rAjA ane temanI rANIne phAMsInA mAMcaDe laI javAmAM AvyA. phrAMsIe caDhatAM pahelAM emaNe savAne khaMmAnyA ne sAgArI saMthAro karyAM. navakAramaMtranu smaraNa karatAM karatAM hasatA mukhe mRtyune bheTayA, samAdhi maraNe marIne e deva anyA paNa ahI lokomAM hAhAkAra macI gayA ke bicArA nirdoSa rAjA rANIne ApaNA rAjAe phAMsIe caDhAvyA, paNa zu thAya ? rAjA AgaLa raiyatanu zu cAle ? A tarapha vinayakumAra guptaveze pharatA eka vakhata bhImasena rAjAnA rAjyamAM AvyeA. peTa bharavA mATe kaMIka kAma te karavuM joI e eTale rAjamahela pAse AvIne ubho rahyo. pradhAne ene pUchyuM-bhAI! tuM ahIM kema ubhA che? tA kahe mAre nokarInI jarUra che. rAjAnI azvazALAmAM mANusanI jarUra hatI, tethI ene azvazALAmAM nAkarI rAkhyA. vinayakumAra azvane lATavA, keLavavA ane tAlIma ApavAnA kAya`mAM kuzaLa hatA eTale enI kAryadakSatAthI azvazALAnI ronaka badalAI gaI. enI AvaData ane kunehathI e rAjAnA khUba mAnItA banI gayeA. " varanA badalA levAnI jAgelI bhAvanA " - rAjA rathamAM besIne jayAre bahAra nIkaLe, tyAre sArathi tarIke vinaya sAthe ja hAya. eka vakhata rAjA rathamAM besIne pharavA nIkaLyA. ghaNuM dUradUra jaMgalamAM ratha nIkaLI gayeA, ane aMgarakSakA badhA pAchaLa rahI gayA. ghaNe dUra gayA tyAM phaLa phUlanA vRkSeAthI madhamadhatu suMdara udyAna Avyu. rAjAne khUba thAka lAgyA, eTale ratha ubhe rakhAvyo. vinaye ratha thAbhAgye. azvone paNa ArAma karavA mATe chUTA karyAM. rAjA ane vinaya kha'ne eka ghaTAdAra vRkSa nIce beThA. ThaMDA pavana AvatA hatA, eTale rAjAne uMdha AvavA lAgI, tethI vinayanA kheALAmAM mAthuM mUkIne sUI gayA. bhImasena rAjA ghasaghasATa uMghe che. A samaye vinayanA manamAM vicAra thayA ke ahA ! A rAjAe amAruM rAjapATa paDAvI laI amane vanavana rajhaLatA karyAM ! eTalethI na paDyuM te mArA mAtA pitAne phAMsIe caDhAvyA. A badhuM karanAra koNa ? A mArA kheALAmAM sUtelA duSTa pApI rAjA ja ne? khasa, Aje e vairane badalA levAnI sAnerI taka che. A emanI talavArathI ja emanu' mAthu uDAvI dauM.. mAtA pitAnA khUnIne joI vinayane khUba krodha AvyA eTale bAjumAM paDelI rAjAnI talavAra myAnamAMthI bahAra kADhIne hAthamAM pakaDIne ghA karavA jAya che, e vakhate ene mAtA-pitAnA zabdo yAda AvyA. ahA! mArA mAtA-pitAe mane matra ApyA che avere zame vera na zame vara vairathI " mAtA-pitAe mane te verajhera vadhAravAnI nA pADI che ane A tA vairanI vaNajhAra vadhAravAnA mArga che, A huM zuM karavA taiyAra thayA chuM? "atima zabdo yAda AvatAM vicAramAM parivartana " :- mArA mAtA pitAne A rAjAe mAryAM. have hu ene mArIza eTale emanA chokarA mane mAraze. Ama vI para parA cAlyA ja karaze. A vairanI para'parA cAlu rahe tevuM kAryAM mAre ', HH ,,

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zAradA sita karavuM nathI. vinayanuM mana vairanI vaNajhArathI pAchuM vaLyuM. emanuM mana zAMta thaI gayuM, ane talavAra pAchI myAnamAM mUkI dIdhI. thoDI vAra pachI rAjA bebAkaLA jAgI gayA. emanA meM upara gabharATa ane AMkhemAM udvega joIne vinaye pUchayuM mahArAjA ! Apa Ama asvastha kema banI gayA? ane zarIra kema dhruje che? rAjAe kahyuM mane UMghamAM evuM svapna AvyuM ke jANe koIe mArA upara talavArane ghA karyo na hoya! eTale huM bebAkaLe jAgI gaye paNa jAge eTale joyuM ke huM te mArA vinayanA meLAmAM sUte chuM. mArA upara talavArane ghA karanAra koNa che? A te mAtra svapna hatuM. svapnA kaMI cheDA sAcA hoya ! vinaye kahyuM bApu! e svapna na hatuM, satya hatuM. tyAM rAjA camakayA. huM satya hatuM? kevI rIte? te tuM mane jaldI kahe. vinaye rAjA pAse karelo khulAso":- vinaye zAMtithI kahyuM-mahArAjA! huM Apane satya vAta karI dauM chuM ke huM somapuranA semasena rAjAne putra chuM. Ape amArA nagara upara yudadha karyuM, pachI bacavAnI bArI na hovAthI ame suraMgadvArA nAsI chUTayA. sAMbhaLavA mujaba Ape mArA mAtA-pitAne phAMsIe caDhAvI dIdhA che. huM pharato pharate ahIM Avyo ne ApanI azvazALAmAM karI rahyo ne Apane mAnIte sArathi banyo. Aje Apa mArA khoLAmAM sUtA hatA tyAre mane vairano badalo levAnI IcchA thaI tethI meM ApanI talavAra myAnamAMthI bahAra kADhI ane ApanuM DokuM uDAvavA ugAmI kharI, paNa te vakhate mane mArA pitAjIe ApelI hitazikhAmaNa yAda AvI. tArA pitAjIe zuM zikhAmaNa ApI hatI? vinaye kahyuM, mArA mAtA pitAe mane kaheluM ke "are zame vaira na zame vaira vairathI." A zabdo yAda AvyA eTale meM ApanI hatyA karavAne vicAra cheDI dIdhuM ne talavAra myAna karIne mUkI dIdhI ne thoDI vAramAM Apa jAgI gayA. vinayanI pavitra bhAvanAthI rAjAne thayela pazcAtApa -" A zabdo sAMbhaLI rAjA vinayane vahAlathI bheTI paDayA. avairanA amRtathI vairI vahAle banI gaye ne belyA beTA! kharekhara, tArA pitAjI bahu sajajana hatA. meM duSTa rAjyanA lebhamAM AvA pavitra rAjAne mArI nAMkhyA. emanuM rAjya paDAvI lIdhuM chatAM emaNe tane kevI suMdara zikhAmaNa ApI ane te ene hRdayamAM avadhArI te huM jIvate rahI zakyo. huM ke pApI ! mane dhikkAra che! huM rAjya laIne jaMpyo nahi paNa pAchA emane phAMsIe caDhAvyA. meM bahu moTI bhUla karI che beTA! mane mArI bhUla samajAI gaI che. mane mApha kara. vairanI paraMparA bAMdhIne keI sukhI thaI zakatuM nathI. have ApaNe vaira-jhera choDI daI maitrIbhAva bAMdhIe. ema kahIne bhImasena rAjAe potAnI kuMvarIne vinayakumAra sAthe khUba dhAmadhUmathI paraNAvI ane ene somapuranuM rAjya soMpI dIdhuM ne zubha divase tene rAjyAbhiSeka karyo. vinayakumAra paNa mAtApitAnI mAphaka dhamaSTha hate. kamanI zA. 105

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84 zAradA siddhi philAsAphrIne kharAkhara samajatA hatA, eTale khUkha nItithI rAjya calAvavA lAgyA. ene rAjyanA leAbha nathI eTale koinI sAthe verajhera karatA nathI, kAraNa ke e samaje che ke huM kama karIza to mAre bhAgavavA paDaze. cittamuni paNa brahmadatta cakravartine e ja vAta samajAve che ke he rAjan ! jyAre kamanA udaya thaze ne vedanA bhegavavI paDaze tyAre tamArI vahAlAmAM vahAlI rANI ke putrA koI bhAga paDAvavA nahi Ave. " janaka mAta sudhava enaDI, ramaNI putra snehI samAja je, du:khada ka udaya jaba AvatAM, na lai bhAga zake sukha i zake, '' huM rAjan! tame mAne che ke A rAjarANIe, putrA, dhana-vaibhava badhu mAruM che te e tamAre bhrama che. sa'sAra svAmaya che. kama bhogavavA kaI nahi Ave, mATe kA~khadhanA kArakhAnA jevA saMsAranA tyAga karI sayama mAge Ave. hajI paNa cittamuni brahmadatta cakravatine zuM kaheze te avasare. caritra H- "so zasra zaNagAra " :- guptacaro samAcAra laIne AvyA ke hirasena bhImasena rAjAne jhaMkhI rahyA che. bhAInA viyeAge jhUrI rahyA che. devasena ane ketusene kahyuM ke pitAjI ! guptacarAnA kahevAthI tA ema lAge che ke have kAkA pAte ja tamane maLavA Icche che mATe laDAInA prasaga ja nahi Ave. chatAM taiyArI karIne javu' tA joI e. bhImasene kahyuM-bhale, beTA. tamArI khUba IcchA te " karI prayaNu ane so zastra zaNagAra. mArA tamane AzIrvAda che. ema kahI bhImasene sa'mati ApI eTale eka zubha divase maMgala muhUte bhImasena rAjA peAtAnA ane putro sahita vijayasenatu' mATu' sainya laI ne kSitipratiSThita nagarathI nIkaLyA. vijayasena rAjA paNa sAthe cAlyA. bhImasena sainya laIne nIkaLyA che paNa emanA manamAM te ahiMsAnA vicAra cAle che. ahA ! jo bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmIe premathI caDakauzikane vaza karyAM te huM mArA nAnAbhAIne premathI vaza karIza, kAraNa ke pote potAnA bhAIne duzmana mAnatA na hatA. e teA peAtAnA azubha karmanu' phaLa samajatA hatA. khUba vAjate gAjate sainya nagaranI bahAra nIkaLyu. zd dAnAM bhUpa sainya dala sayA, calA ulaTa dariyAva, agaNita sakhiyA saMga suzIlA, calI ghara ucchAva ghaNuM ja vizALa sainya hatuM. suzIlA rANIne paNa AnaMdano pAra nathI, kAraNa ke peAtAnA nagaramAM javAnuM che eTale ghaNI sakhIone sAthe laIne cAlI. vijayasena rAjA paNa sAthe AvyA che. nagaramAMthI nIkaLatA zukana paN sArA thayA. yuddhanI bherIe vAge che ne hAthI gheADA haNahaNATa kare che. bhImasena ane vijayasena rAjA vizALa ja sainya sAthe gAmanagara oLaMgatA ghaNe dUra nIkaLI gayA. ghaNAM divasathI sainya sAthe

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zAradA siddhi 875 daDamajala karatA teo gaMgA nadInA kinAre AvyA. vizALa jagyA joI bhImasena rAjAe be divasa visAmo khAvA mATe tyAM paDAva naMkhA eTale tyAM taMbu nAMkhIne sau thAka utAravA lAgyA. bhImasena rAjA ane vijayasena rAjA vigerenA taMbu alaga alaga hatA. bhImasena rAjA pitAnA taMbumAM baporanA samaye ekalA sUtA hatA tyAM zuM bane che. devasabhAmAM bhImasenanI prazaMsA" :- A samaye devalokamAM devonI sabhA bharAI hatI. devanI sabhAmAM alakamalakanI vAte cAlI rahI hatI. te samaye Indra mahArAjA dene uddezIne kahevA lAgyA ke kharekhara ! ApaNu karatAM mAnava bhava ghaNe uttama che. tyAM je sAdhanA ane siddhi meLavI zakAya che tevI sAdhanA ane sididha ApaNAM lekamAM meLavI zakAtI nathI. temAM paNa mekSanI sAdhanA te duSkaramAM duSkara che. e te mAnava-janma vinA karI zakAya nahi. e rIte mAnavajanma ApaNAthI zreSTha che. mRtyulekamAM paNa atyAre sarvazreSTha bhImasena rAjAne joIne mAruM mastaka temane mUkI paDe che. aho! e kevA kaNomAMthI pasAra thaya? rAjya gumAvyuM. nAnA bALakane laIne patnI sAthe rAterAta ene jaMgalanI vATa pakaDavI paDI. peTa gujArA mATe putra ane patnIne duHkhamAM mUkIne chUTA paDavuM paDyuM. bhUkhamaro veTha, apamAna ane aneka AkSepo sahana karyA. aneka viTaMbaNAo anubhavI chatAM vItarAga dharmanI zraddhA choDI nahi. aTala vizvAsathI pairyapUrvaka kaSTone sahana karyA. A pRthvI upara aneka mAnavo che paNa zuM enuM svapatnIvrata! zuM ene saMyama! zuM enI niSThA! zuM enI AsthA! kharekhara, bhImasena te bhImasena ja che. vAraMvAra ene mArA namaskAra ! A sAMbhaLI IrSyALa deva balI uThe ke eka pAmara manuSyanI ATalI badhI prazaMsA ! InDe kahyuM. deva! tame jene pAmara mAne che te pAmara nathI. e te bhaDavIra che. deve kahyuM. deva AgaLa manuSyanI tAkAta keTalI ? Indra mahArAjAe kahyuM he deva! tame bhUle che. mAnavane AtmA jyAre jAge che tyAre deve paNa enI tAkAta AgaLa mastaka jhukAvI de che. A sAMbhaLI IrSyALu deve ghamaMDathI kahyuM ke mAnavane mAthuM namAve e bIjA, huM nahi. te bhale, tame enI kasoTI karI je. bhImasenane enA brahmacarya vratathI calita karI zake te huM paNa jANuM ke deve mahAna che. bhale, huM Apane batAvI ApIza ke devenI tAkAta AgaLa mAno keTalA mudra che ! bhImasenanI AkarI kasoTI" :- bhImasena potAnA taMbumAM sUtA hatA tyAM pele IrSALu deva devAMganAnuM rUpa laIne Avyo. ghaNuM devAMganAo vikuvI. suMdara saMgItanA sUra chUTayA. jhAMjharanA jhaghukAra saMbhaLAvA lAgyA. apsarAo madhura kaMThe gIta gAvA lAgI. kaMIka emanI sAme AvIne nRtya karavA lAgI. A badhuM ekalA bhImasena rAjAne dekhAya che ne saMbhaLAya che, kAraNa ke kasoTI emanI karavAnI che. A samaye bhImasena rAjA te palAMThI vALI AMkha baMdha karI AtmasAdhanAmAM lIna banelA hatA.

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zAradA siddhi 836 eka apsarAe temanI najIka AvIne emanA mukha upara pitAne pAlava pheravyo eTale bhImasenanI AMkha khulI gaI ne joyuM te sAme sAkSAt apsarAo nRtya karI rahI che. bhImasene svasthatAthI pUchyuM ke tame keNa che? ane mArA taMbumAM zA mATe AvyA che? apsarAo kahe che ke ame tamArI rANI banavA IcchIe chIe. Apa amAro svIkAra karo. bhImasene kahyuM ke huM te svapannAmAM saMtoSa mAnanAra daDha vratadhArI chuM. e traNa kALamAM nahi bane. apsarAo kahe che nahi zuM bane ? banAvavuM ja paDaze. Ama kahIne asarAo jAtajAtanA ane bhAtabhAtanA nATaka karavA lAgI. mohabharyA cenacALA karavA lAgI, paNa bhImasena te AMkha baMdha karIne paththaranI mAphaka besI rahyo. paththaranI sAme kaI game teTalA mohana nATaka kare paNa ene kaMI asara thAya? "nA." evI rIte bhImasena paNa paththaranI jema aDola besI rahyA. devIoe te evA evA moha bharyA zabdo kahyA ane evuM nRtya karyuM ke bhalabhalA daDha vratadhArInuM mana pIgaLI jAya paNa bhImasena rAjAnuM mana kaI rIte pIgaLyuM nahi. bhImasena rAjA sAcA vIra hatA. apsarAe te nRtya karIne thAkI gaI paNa bhImasena rAjA DagyA nahi, paNa deva nizcaya karIne Avyo che ke mAre kaI paNa rIte bhImasenane enA vratathI DagAva che eTale ene DagAvavA mATe deva haju bIjA upAya karaze ne zuM banaze te avasare. ka ' vyAkhyAna naM. 87 A vada 14 ne zukravAra "visAmAnuM sthAna keNu?" tA. 19-10-79 - sujha baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! zAsanapati trilekInAtha bhagavAne sarva jIvonA kalyANa mATe Agama rUpa vANI prakAzI. Agama eTale trilokInAtha tIrthakara bhagavAne AtmAonA uddhAra mATe prakAzelI anubhava vANI. prabhu mahAvIranA zrImukhe nIkaLatI jJAnagaMgAne gautamAdika gaNadhara bhagavatee jhIlI laIne tene sUtrabadha karI ajJAnI AtmAonA jIvana bAgane naMdanavana samAna banAvavAnI asIma kRpA karI. Aje kALIcaudazane pavitra dina che. A divase mAM bhagavAne soLa prahara sudhI akhaMDa aMtima dezanA ApI che. A divase mAM aDhAra aDhAra dezanA rAjAo bhagavAnanI pAse AvIne pauSadha karIne besI gayA hatA zA mATe jANe che ne ? bhavya jIvenA tAraNahAra evA arihaMta bhagavAna mokSamAM javAnA hatA. bharatakSetramAM arihaMta prabhune viyega paDavAne hate. arihaMta prabhune viyega e kaMI sAmAnya viyoga nathI kAraNa ke arihaMta bhagavAna jagatanA sarvajIne mATe vizrAmanuM sthAna che. A saMsAramAM aneka jI aneka prakAranI viTaMbaNAothI vIMTaLAyelA ne duHkhathI AkuLa vyAkuLa thayelA che. e badhA jIvone visAmAnuM sthAna arihaMta bhagavAna che. emanI pAse javAthI

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zAradA siddhi [837 jIvane Azraya maLe che. saMsAranA trAsa, viTaMbaNuM ane thAka bhUlI javAya che. ane e dukhene kAyama mATe aMta AvI jAya che. dAkhalA tarIke eka dIkarI paraNIne sAsare gaI paNa sAsare badhAne khUba trAsa che te e chokarI potAnA vahAlasoyA mA-bApane ghera jAya te e sAsariyAnA trAsamAMthI thoDI rAhata meLave che. ene mATe mAtA pitA visAmo banI rahe che. ghaNI lAMbI bimArIno bhoga banelA mANasane koI niSNAta ane yazarekhAvALA DokaTara ke vaidane Azraya maLatAM e bimArImAM rAhata anubhave che. bimArI mATe te ene mATe DokaTara ane vaida enA visAmAnuM sthAna banI jAya che. keI zAhukAra mANasane guMDe herAna karato hoya, ene lUTavA pharatA hoya, ene keI sarakArI polIsa rakSaNa karanAra maLI jAya te e guMDAnA trAsathI rAhata anubhave che, kAraNa ke ene pilIsane Azraya maLI gaye. ene mATe pilIsa visAmAnuM sthAna banI jAya che, evI rIte saMsAranA vividha trAsa ane vividha viTaMbaNuonI sAme arihaMta bhagavAna e visAmAnuM sthAna che ane zAMtinuM dhAma che. arihaMta bhagavAna jagatanA jIne bIjI rIte paNa vizrAMtinuM dhAma bane che. jagatanA jaDa padArthonA ciMtanathI jIvane rAga-dveSa, ciMtA, saMtApa vigere thayA kare che. e vakhate je vitarAga evA arihaMta prabhunuM zaraNuM vAraMvAra levAmAM Ave ke arihaMtA e saraNuM" he bhagavaMta! huM abUjha chuM, ajJAna chuM. A dunyavI saMgamAM mAre zuM karavuM enI mane samajaNa paDatI nathI. he prabhu! mAre tamAruM zaraNa che. tame ja mArA sAcA tAraNahAra che. Ama vAraMvAra arihaMta prabhunuM zaraNuM levAya te mane keTalAya kuvika, ArtadhyAna, unmAda, rAga-dveSa vigerethI bacI jAya che mATe arihaMta prabhu visAmA rUpa che. viSayAsakti ane kaSAya pariNatinI AgathI baLajhaLI rahelA jIvane A kALamAM arihaMta bhagavAnanI vANuM rUpa zAstro e Agone ThAravA mATe anupama sAdhana che, mATe prabhunI vANI svarUpa jinAgamamAM zraddhA karI emAM tarabaLa raho. AtmAthI sAdhako jevIse kalAka bhagavAnanA vacane rUpa zAstromAM manane paroveluM rAkhe che. enuM ciMtana kare che tethI teo kaThera pariSaha ane bhayaMkara upasargone duHkhamAM paNa AnaMdamAM masta rahe che, eTale emane paNa arihaMta bhagavAna ane emanA zAstro visAmA rUpa bane che. AjanA rAga-dveSanA bhAre kelAhalathI bharelA dhamAliyA yugamAM je ApaNe enAthI bacavuM hoya ne zAMtithI jIvavuM hoya te jinavacanamAM layalIna banI jAo. sukha ane zAMti mATe e ja amodha upAya che. jinavacananuM ciMtana e jagatanI ciMtAone dUra kare che, tethI mana zAMta thAya che. AtmAmAM alaukika zAMtino anubhava thAya che. emAM arihaMta prabhunA vacana nimitta rUpa che eTale arihaMta prabhu visAmArUpa gaNAya

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838 zAradA siddhi ne? pRthvIkAya Adi ekendriyanA jene mATe paNa arihaMta bhagavAna visAmArUpa che, kAraNa ke e enI oLakhANa karAvI enI dayA pALavAnuM keIe batAvyuM hoya te te arihaMta bhagavAna che. bhagavAne ekendriyAdi nI dayA pALavAne upadeza ApIne jIne abhayadAna ApavAne pATha zIkhavADayo che, eTale eTalA aMze e jIvane rAhata maLe che tethI emane mATe paNa arihaMta bhagavAna visAmAnuM sthAna che. AvA sakalajIne vizrAmanuM sthAna mahAna upakArI jagadgurU arihaMta prabhune ApaNe mahAna upakAra mAna joIe. emanA guNagAna karatAM ApaNuM karmonI bhekhaDa tUTI jAya che. sUyagaDAyaMga sUtranA chaThThA adhyayanamAM ApaNA tAraka bhagavAna kevA hatA te batAvatA kahyuM che ke " kheyanne se kusale mahesI, agaMtanANI ya annNtdsii| jasaMsikA cakkhupahe Thiyassa, jANAhi dhammaM ca dhiyaM ca pehA // 3 // tIrthakara bhagavAna sa sAranA samasta prANIonA duHkha ane duHkhanA mULa kAraNane jANatA hatA. aSTa karmone nAza karavAmAM kuzaLa, ugra tapazcaryA karavAthI ane bhAre parisaha ane upasargone samatAthI sahana karavAthI maharSi hatA. anaMtajJAnI, anaMtadazanI ane temane yaza traNe lekamAM vyApI rahyo che tethI mahA yazasvI hatA, bhavastha kevaLI dazAmAM jagatanA lecana paMthamAM sthita hatA ane saMsAra sAgarathI tAranArA evA zrI mahAvIra devanA zrata cAritra rUpI dharmane tathA devAdikRta upasargothI paNa Dage nahi evA temanA aDola dIyane jANe. ane dekhe. A gAthAmAM sarva prathama "raNeyane" e vizeSaNa ApavAmAM AvyuM che. TIkAkAre enA be artha karyA che. "zerA" jagatanA jIvonA duHkhane jANanAra ane "kSetraNa" eTale leka ane aleka rUpa AkAzane jANanAra. AkAza anaMta, asIma ane aparimita che. tene anaMtAnaMta janane kahevAmAM Ave te paNa tene aMta AvI zaktA nathI. AkAza sarva ThekANe che. te leka ane alakamAM vyApta che. anaMta AkAzanI vacamAM leka siMdhumAM bindu samAna che. A lekamAM sAgara game teTalo moTo mAnavAmAM AvatuM hoya chatAM sAgarane cAre tarapha kinAre hoya che paNa AkAzane te kayAMya kinAre nathI. enI kayAMya sImA nathI. AkAza pUrva-pazcima, uttara-dakSigu, upara nIce sarva dizAomAM asIma che paNa sarvajJa bhagavAnanuM jJAna te AkAzathI paNa adhika che, vyApaka che. saMpUrNa kAkAza ane akAkAza emanA jJAnamAM samAyelA che. Sa dravya rUpa akhila leka paNa kevaLajJAnamAM samAyelA che. evA bhagavAna anaMta jJAnI hovAthI samasta kSetrane jANe che temaja bhagavAna jagatamAM rahelA chanA khedane temaja duHkhane jANe che, tethI bhagavAne trasa ane sthAvara nI dayA mATe upadeza Ape che. devAnupriye! tamAre avazya navatatvanuM yathArtha svarUpa jANavuM joIe, kAraNa ke je nIce ra zALA, ka vi zALA " je jIvane nathI jANata, ajIvane

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zAradA siddhi nathI jANate te svadayA ke paradayA kayAMthI pALI zakaze? zrAvakapaNumAM rahevA chatAM tamAruM lakSa e ja hovuM joIe ke huM A saMsAranA baMdhane teDI jyAre saMyamI banuM! carama tIrthakara bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmIe pAvApurImAM deha choDatA pahelA aMtima vANa uttarAdhyayana sUtranI prarUpaNa karI, temAM trIjA adhyayanamAM manuSyane cAra aMga durlabha batAvyA che. temAM manuSya janma pAmIne manuSyatvanI mahattA batAvI che. manuSya janma pAmyA paNa jayAM sudhI manuSyatva nahi Ave tyAM sudhI manuSya janma bhayarUpa che, kAraNa ke jenAmAM manuSyatva nathI te mANasa potAnI caturAIthI bIjAne chetarI rahyo che. sattAvAna manuSya sattAnA baLathI bIjAne nirdaya rIte kacarI rahyo che. dhanavAna dhananA baLe bIjAne gulAma mAne che. A badhuM zAnA kAraNe bane che? manuSyatva naSTa thayuM che mATe. kevaLa manuSyanI AkRti pAmI javAthI jIvananI mahattA ke vizeSatA nathI. manuSya jIvananI mahattA ane vizeSatA te sAcuM manuSyatva prApta karavAmAM che. je nIti ane dharmamaya jIvana gALe che te sAce mAnava che. jJAnIo kahe che ke mAnava banIne dAnava na banaze. mAnavabhavamAM ja sadharma zravaNanI prApti thAya che. "mArA savAM Dhadhu pappA vma Tu ." kadAca tattvajJAnanuM zravaNa maLe paNa tenA upara zradhA thavI atizaya durlabha che. nAnA ke moTA, sAmAnya ke vizeSa koI paNa dharmamAM prathama zraddhAne sthAna ApavAmAM AvyuM che. budhe paNa kahyuM che ke mArI khetInuM bIja zraddhA che, je sAdhaka rUpa kheDUta pAse zraddhAnuM bIja na hoya tenI hRdayabhUmi game teTalI kasavALI haze ane satsaMga rUpI vRSTi tathA sAdhane rUpI havA Adi anukULa go haze te paNa Atma kalyANa karI zakAze nahi, ane je zradhdhAnuM bIja jIvaMta haze te bIjI aneka pratikULatAo vacce paNa sAdhaka AtmakalyANa karI zakaze. gItAmAM paNa kahyuM che ke zradhdhAvAna mane zAnam ! zraddhAvAna manuSya sAcuM jJAna prApta karI zake che. kharekhara sAcI zraddhA vinA samabhAva AvatuM nathI. bhagavAne zraddhAne khUba mahatva ApyuM che. zraddhA kenA upara karavAnI che te te tame jANe che ne ? bhagavAne cAra parama aMga batAvyA che. temAM manuSyatva upara kahevAI gayuM che. bIjuM che. zAstranuM zravaNa. jIvanane vikAsa karavAmAM zAstranuM zravaNa khUba sahAyaka bane che, kAraNa ke mana pANInI mAphaka nIcANavALA pradezamAM DhaLakatuM, hoya che, eTale te vAsanA tarapha daDatuM hoya che. te nIce jatA manane uMce laI javA mATe kaI mahApaMpa hoya te te zAstranuM zravaNa che, ane tenA upara zradhdhA thavI te ApaNuM paramadhana che. jemAM tamArI pAse nANAM hoya te vikAsa karI zake che tema tamArI pAse zradhdhArUpI mUDI haze to jIvanamAM pragati karI zakAze. jyAre jIvanamAMthI sata zradadhArUpI mUDI khUTI jaze tyAre yAda rAkhajo ke vijaya thavAne nathI. vItarAga AjJAmAM zraddhA rAkhavAthI mANasa dareka kAryamAM saphaLatA meLavI zake che, mATe temanI AjJAnuM

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zAradA siri pAlana karavuM joIe. emanI AjJAnuM pAlana karanAra chava mahAna sukhI bane che. ene A bhava ane parabhava sudharI jAya che. A rIte ziSya gurUnI, putre pitAnI, nokare zeThanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM joIe. je vaDIlenI AjJAnuM pAlana na kare te e bhaviSyamAM mahAna duHkhI thAya che. e mATe jJAtAjI sUtramAM mArkadIya putrone adhikAra che. jinapAla ane jinarakSita e baMne zrImaMta zreNInA putra hatA. teo mArkadIya putra tarIke vikhyAta hatA. pAse dhanane tUTo na hate chatAM teo vAraMvAra vahANa laIne samudra mArge dhana kamAvA mATe jatA. pitAnA gAmamAMthI kImatI mAla bharIne paradezamAM meM mAMgI kiMmate vecatA ane tyAMthI na mAla kharIdIne pitAnA dezamAM lAvatA. A rIte baMne bhAIoe agiyAra vakhata samudranI saphara kheDI ane paradeza jaI ghaNuM dhana kamAyA paNa emane saMtoSa na thaye, eTale bAramI vakhata paradeza javAne vicAra karI mAtA pitAnI AjJA levA AvyA, tyAre mAtA pitAe kahyuM dIkarAo! pUrvanA puNyodaye ApaNe tyAM saMpattinI sImA nathI. have paradeza kamAvA javAnI jarUra nathI. ahIM beThA je kamANI thAya te karIne AnaMdathI raho, paNa putrae javAne Agraha cAlu rAkhe tyAre enA mAtA pitA kahe che ke beTA ! bArane AMka apazukaniyALa che, mATe bAramI vakhata paradeza javuM te apazukana gaNAya, mATe ApaNe bAramI vakhata - paradeza javuM nathI, paNa jinapAla ane jinarakSite haThAgraha che nahi. emaNe te ' mAtApitAne kahI dIdhuM ke ame agiyAra (2) vakhata paradeza gayA ne AvyA tyAre apazukana naDayA nahi ne have apazukana naDaze? amane vahema nathI. amAro javAne nizcaya nakkI che. ApanI rajA hoya ke na hoya paNa jyAM javAno nirNaya karI lIdhe che pachI AjJAnI zI jarUra ? mAtApitAnI AjJAne anAdara karatA putro vahANamAM mAla bharIne vahepAra karavA mATe nIkaLyA. thoDA divasamAM samudramAM musApharI karyA bAda jyAre vahANa madhadariye pahoMcyA tyAre eka divasa samudramAM vA-vIjaLI-gAjavIja ane varasAdanuM bhayaMkara tephAna jAgyuM. emAM eka pachI eka mAlanA bharelA vahANa DUbavA lAgyA, chellA vahANamAM baMne bhAIo beThA hatA te vahANa paNa tUTayuM ne baMne bhAIo dariyAmAM paDayA paNa bhAgyayoge baMnenA hAthamAM eka pATiyuM AvI gayuM. enA AdhAre taratA taratA ATha divase pavananA jozathI baMne jaNa kinAre pheMkAI gayA ne bebhAna thaIne paDyA. DI vAre bhAnamAM AvyA. ATha divasanA bhUkhyA ne tarasyA AjubAju najara karI te dariyAnA kinAre eka suMdara udyAna hatuM. tyAMthI phaLa lAvIne baMnee khAdhA, pachI udyAnanI zobhA jevA ane potAnI badhI saMpatti lUMTAI gaI tenI ciMtA karatA AgaLa cAlyA. tyAM mArgamAM soLa zaNagAra sajelI atyaMta sauMdaryavAna navayuvAna strI rUmajhuma ghugharAM vagADatI sAme maLI. eNe A baMne bhAIone pUchayuM ke tame koNa

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841 zAradA siddhi che ne kyAM jAo cho ? tyAre A baMne bhAIoe pitAnI kahAnI kahI. e sAMbhaLIne strIe hAvabhAva ane kaTAkSa karatA kahyuM tame ciMtA na karo. huM A dvIpanI mAlika devI chuM. mAruM nAma yaNadevI che. tame mArA mahelamAM cAle. tame mArA kahyA pramANe karazo te svarga jevA sukha maLaze. A baMne jaNe rAyaNadevInA hAvabhAvamAM mugdha banI gayA ne enI sAthe mahelamAM gayA. rayaNadevI paNa emane khUba premathI rAkhavA lAgI. A baMne te enA khAnapAna ane hAvabhAvamAM aMjAI gayA. emane te ema ja thavA lAgyuM ke AvuM sukha ApaNe kadI joyuM nathI. ApaNA vahANa tUTI gayA te paNa sArA mATe banyuM. je ema na banyuM hota te ApaNane AvA sukha na maLata. bhegamAM Asakta banatA bhAna bhUlelA bhAIe" - baMdhuo ! raNadevI halakI jAtinI devI hatI. e bhUlA paDelA AvA musApharone pitAnI jALamAM phasAvIne AvA kAma karatI, paNa bhegamAM Asakta banelA bhikhArIo vartamAna sukhane jue che paNa bhaviSyanA bhayaMkara duone jotA nathI. A jinapAla ane jinarakSitane te ghara karatA paNa vadhAre sukha maLavA lAgyuM eTale e te mAtA-pitA-patnI badhAne bhUlIne sukhamAM masta banI rahevA lAgyA paNa emane khabara nathI ke A rAyaNadevIe emanA jevA kaMIka bheganA bhikhArIone vinAza sajaryo hate. be traNa mahinA vItyA haze. tyAM eka divasa Idra mahArAjAe rayaNudevIne lavaNasamudra sApha karavAnI AjJA ApI. Indra mahArAjAnI AjJA pramANe yaNadevIne karavuM paDe, temAM kAMI cAle nahi, eTale rayaNue baMne bhAIone kahyuM ke tamane choDIne jatAM mAruM mana mAnatuM nathI paNa gayA vinA chUTake nathI. tamane mArA vinA ane mane tamArA vinA gamaze nahi, paNa tame zAMtithI A mahelamAM rahe. tamane badhI sukha sAmagrI maLyA karaze, chatAM ahI ekalA mArA vinA na game te pUrva-pazcima ane dakSiNa e traNe dizAmAM aneka prakAranA phaLaphUlathI suzobhita suMdara udyAne che tyAM pharavA mATe khuzIthI jaje paNa uttara dizAnA udyAnamAM jaze nahi. rayaNanA vacana upara thayelI zaMkA" :- jinapAla ane jinarakSita bane buddhizALI hatA. emaNe kahyuM-devI ! tamArA vinA amane gamaze nahi, chatAM jema tema karIne divase pasAra karIzuM, paNa uttara dizAnA udyAnamAM javAnI tame kema nA pADe che? tyAre rayaNAdevIe kahyuM-mArA svAmInAtha ! zuM vAta karuM? e udyAnamAM eka bhayaMkara jherI kALetaro nAga rahe che. e tyAM janArane jIvate rAkhatA nathI. tame te mArA zvAsa ne prANa che. tame tyAM jAo ne nAga karaDe te mAruM zuM thAya? mATe huM tamane javAnI nA pADuM chuM. tame zAMtithI raheje. ema kahIne rayaNAdevI cAlI gaI. enA gayA pachI A baMnene cena paDatuM nathI. emane to rayaNanI raTaNa thavA lAgI, tethI manane zAMta karavA eka divasa pUrvanA udhAnamAM gayA. bIje divase pazcimanA zA. 106

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42 cAradA siddhi ane trIje divase dakSiNa dizAnA udyAnamAM pharavA gayA paNa rayA vinA emane cena paDatu nathI, eTale emaNe vicAra karyAM ke bhale ne ApaNane javAnI nA pADI paNu ApaNe uttara dizAnA udyAnamAM jaIe ne joI e te kharA ke kevA bhayakara nAga che. e ApaNane zu karI zakavAnA che? Ama vicAra karIne tee uttara dizAnA udyAnamAM pharavA gayA. udyAnamAM praveza karyAM tyAM emane mAthuM phATI jAya evI bhayaMkara dugaMdha AvavA lAgI. nAka ADA DUcA daIne AgaLa cAlyA te AgaLa jatAM hADakAnA meTA DhagalA joyA. A joI ne emane Azcarya thayuM ke traNa udyAnA tA majhAnA suMdara che ne A udyAnamAM AvuM kema haze ? Ama Azcarya pAmatA AgaLa cAlyA tA eka mANusane zULIe caDhAvelA joyo. te chellA zvAsa laI rahyo hatA. enI A dazA joIne kha'ne bhAI ene khUba dayA AvI ne enI pAse jaI ne pUchyuM' ke bhAI ! tArI AvI dazA kema thaI? tane koNe zULIe caDhAvyo ? pelA mANase kahyuM tame ahI' kema AvyA che ? A baMnee peAtAnI vAta karI, tyAre e mANase kahyu` bhAI ! huM' paNa tamArI mAphaka ja samudramAM tAphAna thavAthI taratA taratA kinAre Avyo ne A ratnadvIpamAM AvI pahoMcyo ne rayaNAdevInA mehamAM phasAI gayA. A rayaNAdevI krUra svabhAvanI che. tame nhAtA tyAM sudhI mArA upara khUba prema hatA, paNa jyAM tame ba'ne AvyA eTale mArI A dazA karI, ene jyAre tamArA jevA kAI navA purUSA maLaze eTale tamArI paNa mArA jevI dazA thaze. mArA ne tamArA jevA te eNe kaMIka purUSAnA prANa lIdhA che. pelA purUSanI vAta sAMbhaLIne jinapAla ane jinarakSita tA mUjI uThayA. emaNe pelA mANasane pUchyuM ke bhAI ! AmAMthI acavAnA kaI upAya kharuM ? e mANasa maravAnI aNI upara che paNa Ama nene bacAvavA mATe mahAmuzIbate khelyo-hA, eka upAya che. pUrva dizAnA udyAnamAM eka yakSanu' maMdira che. dara somavAre e yakSa azvanuM rUpa dhAraNa karIne tyAM Ave che te ele che ke je tAttvAmi ? % paami ? huM kone tAruM ? konA uddhAra karuM ? te te vakhate tame tyAM jaIne e azvane hAtha joDIne kahejo ke " mAM tAya, mAM vAgha mane tAro, mAro udhdhAra karo. tA e azva enI pITha upara besADIne tamane tamAre ghera pahAMcADI deze, paNa eka vAta tamAre khUba lakSa rAkhavI paDaze ke tame jevA gheADA upara besaze ke tarata ja e rayaNAdevIne enA upayogathI khabara paDI jaze eTale e doDatI tamArI pAchaLa Avaze ane e raDaze, karagaraze, jhuraze, hAvabhAva karaze ne praleAbhanA paNa Apaze. te vakhate tame pAchuM vALIne jozeA nahi. jo joze te tamane enI pITha uparathI phe'kI deze, e phekI deze eTale devI talavAranA eka dhAe be TukaDA karIne samudramAM pheMkI deze. e praleAbhana Apaze chatAM tame enA sAmuM nahi jue te mArI nAMkhavAnI dhamakI paNa Apaze paNa tame Dagaze nahi ne enA sAmuM joze nahi. ATaluM kahIne e mANasa tA maraNa pAmyA. dd

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zAradA siddhi yakSanuM zaraNuM letA baMne bhAIoH-" baMne bhAIo tyAMthI mahele AvyA ne somavAranI rAha jovA lAgyA. have te eka kSaNa ahIM rahevuM gamatuM nathI. semavAranA divase baMne jaNA TAImasara yakSanA maMdira pAse pahoMcI gayA. tyAM eka azva temaNe joyo. e azva manuSyanI bhASAmAM belete hatuM ke & tAravAmi? # grafi? tyAre baMne bhAIo doDatA azvanI pAse jaI hAtha joDIne belyA "nAM tAjuM, mAM rig" mane tAro. mane pAra karo, eTale te ave baMnene potAnI pITha upara besADI dIdhA ne emane laIne vAyuvege gheDe cAlyo. A tarapha rayaNadevIne upayoga dvArA A vAtanI khabara paDI eTale e vAyuvege tyAM AvI pahoMcI ane premabharyA zabdathI kahevA lAgI, nAtha! huM AvI gaI. tame mane mUkIne kayAM cAlyA ? huM tamAro viyoga sahana karI zakuM tema nathI. arere...mAruM zuM thaze ? eka vAra te mArA sAmuM juo! atyAra sudhI meM ApelA sumAM Apane khAmI lAgatI hoya te huM tamane ethI paNa vadhAre divya sukhe vaDe tRpta karIza, paNa mane mUkIne na jAo. pAchA vaLe. AvA mohabharyA mIThA ane madhurA zabdo kahyA paNa jinapAla ke jinarakSita pAchuM vALIne jotA nathI. khUba makkama rahyA tyAre devIe raDatA raDatA kahyuM. meM te tamane mArA sarvasva mAnyA hatA. huM te ATalA divasa tamArI keTalI ciMtA karatI hatI paNa tame te mArA sAmuM ya jotA nathI. mane Ama nirAdhAra mUkIne cAlyA jaze? mane eka vAra te ApanA mukhanA darzana karAve. AvA premabharyA zabda sAMbhaLIne jinarakSitanuM mana pIgaLI gayuM. enA manamAM thayuM ke bicArI ATalI badhI karagare che te moTuM batAvavAmAM zuM vAMdho che? ema samajIne eNe rayaNanA sAmuM joyuM eTale ghaDA uparathI e nIce pheMkAI gaye ne jinapAla makkama rahyo eTale ene laIne gheDo vAyuvege AgaLa vadhyo. jinarakSita je ghaDA uparathI paDyuM e ja krodhathI dhamadhamatI rayaNadevIe talavArathI enA TukaDe TukaDA karIne samudramAM mAchalA ane magarane khAvA mATe pheMkI dIdhA, eTale enI jIvanalIlA te tyAM samApta thaI gaI, ane jinapAlane yakSe enA nagaranA udyAnamAM mUkI dIdho. jinapAla ekale ghera Avyo ne mAtApitAne page lAge tyAre mAtApitAe pUchyuM ke beTA ! tAre nAnabhAI kayAM gaye ? tuM ekale ja kema? gametema teya mA-bApane jIva che ne? saMtAne mA-bApane bhUle che paNa mA-bApa saMtAnane bhUlatA nathI. je saMtAne pitAnA mAtApitAnI sevA karI emane saMteSa pamADe che, emanI AjJAnuM pAlana kare che te mahAna sukhI thAya che, ane AjJA viruddha jIvanAra duHkhI thAya che. jinapAle mAtA-pitAne badhI vAta jaNAvIne kahyuM ke ApanI AjJAnuM ulaMghana karIne ame gayA enuM phaLa maLyuM. ema kahIne jinapAle mAtApitAnA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgI. ene saMsAra uparathI vairAgya Ave ne eNe dIkSA laI ugra saMyama ane tapanI ArAdhanA karI AtmakalyANa karyuM.

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844 zAradA siddhi baMdhuo! A jIvAtmA anaMtakALathI saMsAra sAgaramAM saphara karatAM ratnadvIpa rUpI mAnavabhavamAM AvI pahoMcyo che, te have nizcaya karI le ke meha-mAyA ane mamatA rUpI rayaNudevIne AdhIna banavuM che ke yakSarUpI vItarAganI AjJAne AdhIna banIne mokSapadanI prApti karavI che? je vItarAganI AjJAnuM yathArtha rUpe pAlana kare che tene saMsAramAM bhaTakavuM paDatuM nathI, paNa je meha-mAyA ane mamatAnA pAzamAM phasAya che tene anaMtakALa sudhI saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karavuM paDe che. AvuM samajIne bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana kare. atyAre ApaNI pAse khuda tIrthakara bhagavAna birAjamAna nathI, mana:paryavajJAnI ke avadhijJAnI saMte paNa nathI chatAM ApaNuM eTaluM sadbhAgya che ke bhagavAne upadezelI AgamanI vANI ane e vANIne saMbhaLAvanArA saMte hAjara che. te samajAve che ke he bhavyajI ! mahAna puryodaye A manuSyabhava pAmyA che te jIvanamAM AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya evI ArAdhanA karI le. pudake je saMpatti maLI che emAM lebhAvA jevuM nathI. enAthI anAsakta bhAve raho. mahAna purUSane ghaNuM saMpatti maLI hatI paNa emAM Asakta na thayA, paNa ene tyAga karIne saMyamanA paMthe cAlI nIkaLyA hatA. e tame jANe che ne? Aje kALIcaudazane divasa che. AvatIkAle divALIne divasa che. kAle tame zAradApUjana karaze tyAre cepaDAmAM zuM lakhaze? bele te kharA ! (hasAhasa) tame te hasIne patAvI deze. ahIM nahIM bole paNa cepaDAmAM te majhAnA suMdara akSare lakhazo ke zAlIbhadra ddhi maLajo, abhayakumAranI buddhi maLajo, gautamasvAmInI labdhi maLajo, vinnA zeThanuM saubhAgya maLaje, vaNikanA dIkarA keTalA hoMziyAra che? lakhavAmAM kaMI bAkI rAkhyuM ? zAlibhadrane tyAM pratidina 9 peTIo uparathI utaratI hatI te joIe che? vItarAga bhagavaMtane upAsaka nAzavaMta chaddhi mAMge te dIna na hoya paNa e te mAMge zAlibhadra jene cheDIne je saMyama rUpI dhana meLavyuM te Atmatraddhi. te have mAMgavI hoya te mAMgI lejo AtmaguNanI akhUTa samRddhi, zAlibhadranI addhi maLaje evuM lakhe tyAre sAthe eTaluM jarUra lakhajo ke emaNe Rddhi cheDIne dIkSA lIdhI ema huM paNa dIkSA lauM. zAlibhadranI addhi mAMgI paNa ene tyAga mAMge khare? emanI trAddhi meLavavA mATe pahelA emanA jevuM banavuM paDaze. abhayakumAranI buddhi mAMgI paNa abhayakumAra kevA hatA? temaNe temanI buddhine upayoga zemAM karyo e vicAra karyo che kharo ? rAjyane vahIvaTa calAvatA hatA chatAM dharmaArAdhanA karavAnuM cUkatA na hatA. emane rAjya ApavA mATe zreNaka rAjAe keTalA vAnA karyA paNa rAjya na lIdhuM ne dIkSA lIdhI hatI. gautamasvAmInI labdhi mAMgI paNa vicAra karajo. gautamasvAmInA jIvanamAM keTale vinaya hate ! cAra jJAna ane cauda

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zAradA siddhi 845 pUrvanA jJAtA ane cauda hajAra saMtAmAM vaDerA ne bhagavAnanA paTTa gaNadhara hatA chatAM nAma abhimAna na hatuM. dIkSA laIne chaThThanA pAraNe chaThThuM karatA hatA. emanA jIvanamAM Ave tapa, vinaya, saraLatA, nirAbhimAnatA vigere ghaNAM guNA hatA, tethI evI labdhio prApta thayelI ke ''zuThe amRta varasatu,' chatAM te labdhinI temane mahattA na hatI. tee tA prabhunA pAdapakajamAM rahI gurUbhaktimAM rahI, AtmAnI anata labdhie pragaTa karI keLavajJAnI anyA. te have mAMgavI heya tA emanA jevI gurUbhakti mAMgo ke jenAthI labdhi ApoApa pragaTa thaI jaze. A bhAvanAenI sAthe eTalu paNu mAMgo ke bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInI zuddhi maLajo. A rIte gautamasvAmI, abhayakumAra vigerenA guNAnu` smaraNa karo ne temanA jevA bane. mAMgavA karatA temanA pavitra jIvanane apanAvA. mahAvIra bhagavAna AThe karmAMnA kSaya karIne nirvANu padhAryAM che. bhagavAne chelle chaThThuM tapa karIne soLa prahara sudhI satata dezanA ApI hatI. ApaNe e dezanAnuM zravaNu karIne enA upara zraddhA karIne enuM AcaraNa karI bhagavAna mekSamAM gayA tema mokSamAM javu' che. e mATenA purUSAtha karIe te ja sAcI divALI ujavI gaNAze. samaya thaI gayA che. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 88 divALI Aso vada amAsane zanivAra tA. 20-10-79 sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtA ne baheneA ! ana`tajJAnI, anaMtardeza'nI karUNAsiMdhu, zAsanapati carama tIrthaMkara bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe jagatanA jIvAnA ekAMta hita mATe Agama vANInI prarUpaNA karI. zAzvata sukhanA chalakAtA mahAsAgara jemAM sadAye vahI rahyo che. A vANInA jalamAM zuddha bhAvathI je AtmA snAna kare te amara thayA vinA rahe nahi. vadhu zu kahu, je jinavANInA jalamaMduonA chauMTakAva kare te AtmA pavitra banI jAya. paramaprabhunI vAtsalyamayI vANI rUpI pavitra gaMgAnA tIre ubho rahe ane tenu' ekAda jalakaNu sparze te ya uSNutAne harI le ne zItaLatA pradAna kare. Ave che jinavANInA--vItarAga banAvavAne vIlapAvara dharAvanArI vItarAga vANIne apUrva prabhAva, AtmAnA sa pUrNa guNAnI jemaNe khIlavaTa karI che, jemaNe sava dugu NeAne daphanAvI sadguNNAne prakAza jIvanamAM pAtharyAM che ane ajJAnanA aMdhArA ulecI kevaLajJAna rUpI sUrya jenA jIvanamAM prakAsyo che evA prabhunI vANI Aje zAsra rUpe ApaNI samakSa che. je siddhAtamAM AtmakalyANanA amegha upAyo batAvyA che, paNa AgamamAM UMDuM avaleAkana na karIe tyAM sudhI kayAMthI maLe ?

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846 zAradA siddhi Aje bhagavAnane nirvANa dina che. bhagavAne aMtima cAturmAsa pAvApurImAM karyuM che. bhagavAne chelle chaThTha tapa karIne soLa prahara sudhI akhaMDa dezanA ApI hatI. uttarAdhyayana sUtra ane vipAka sUtra e bhagavAnanI aMtima vANI che. bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLavA 18 dezanA rAjAo ne pAvApurInI janatA beThI che. bhagavAnanI amIrasa vANI sAMbhaLIne badhA harakhAya che, saunA dilamAM AnaMda che ane sAthe eka prakAranuM duHkha paNa che ke ApaNuM bhagavAna have mokSamAM padhAravAnA che. vartamAnamAM bhagavaM tanA saMgane AnaMda ane bhAvimAM thanAra viyeganI kalpanA bhavyajInA dilamAM AghAta pahoMcADe che. Ama te sAmAnya rIte roja bhagavAnanI dezanA be praharanI hoya che, paNu bhagavAnane nirvANakALa najIka AvyA eTale bhagavAne kALIcaudaza ane amAsa e be divasa satata soLa prahara sudhI divya dezanA dIdhI che. AjanA tarkavAdanA yugamAM kaMIka evo tarka kare che. ke sAMbhaLanArA eTale badhe samaya kevI rIte besI zakayA ? zuM emane thAka nahi lAge hoya? UMgha nahi AvatI hoya ? A zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karatA mahAnapurUSe kahe che ke, bhagavAnanI vANInA atizayone je jANa hoya ne mAnate hoya ene A jAtane prazna thAya ja nahi, kAraNa ke " jinezvara devAnI dhamadezanA eTale anupama prakAranuM suMdaramAM suMdara saMgIta." ema kahIe te kahI zakAya, kAraNa ke bhagavAnanI dezanA mAlakeza rAgamAM ane ardhamAgadhI bhASAmAM thAya che. bhagavAnane sUra atyaMta madhura hoya che. deve temAM dudubhInA sUra pUre che. Aje tamane badhAne managamatA chAyA gIta agara koI gavaiye managamatA gItanA sUranI saragama relAve te kalAko sudhI tame zAMta ane svastha citte besI rahe che ne ? tyAM tamane thAka lAge che? uMgha Ave che? "nA." te pachI jyAM tIrthakara bhagavAnanI vANInA sumadhura sUra chUTatA heya tenI te vAta ja zuM karavI? bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLanArA saune ema ja lAge che ke bhagavAna mane ja kahI rahyA che, ane sau potapotAnI bhASAmAM bhagavAnanI vANI samajI zake che. badhAnA saMzaya eka sAthe chedayA kare. A vANune atizaya jemane vareluM hoya evA tIrthakara prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLanArA satata seLa prahara sudhI besI rahe emAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM zuM che? saMgItamAM kaMI ochI tAkAta che? je malhAra rAga gAtA AvaDe te ene gavaiyo bhara unALAmAM varasAda varasAvI zake che. dIpaka rAga jo gAtA AvaDe te ene gayo ghera aMdhakAramAM dIpaka pragaTAvI prakAza pAtharI zake che. saMgItamAM ATalI tAkAta rahelI che te bhagavAnanI dezanA rUpa saMgIta te uccamAM ucca keTinuM che. bhagavAnanI vANunA atizanuM jemane jJAna na hoya tene mUMjhavaNa thAya e banavA jaga che paNa je bhagavAnanA atizayone jANatA hoya, mAnatA hoya emane AvI zaMkA thAya ja nahi ke sAMbhaLanArA seLa prahara sudhI kevI rIte besI zake ?

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zAradA siddhi bhagavAnanI vANIne prabhAva ja e che ke jyAM caMcaLa svabhAvanA ja acaMcaLa banI jAya che, ane svAbhAvika paraspara vaira vRttivALA che jema ke saMpa ane mayUra, bilADI ane uMdara, mRgalA ane siMha vagere pitAne janmajAta svAbhAvika vairabhAvane bhUlI jaIne ekabIjAnI bAjumAM besIne bhagavAnanI divya dezanA sAMbhaLe che. e sthAna ja evuM hoya che ke jyAM jatA hiMsaka che paNa potAnI svAbhAvika vairavRtti bhUlI jAya che. samavasaraNa jevuM sthaLa ane bhagavAnanI divya dezanA A baMnene vega zrotAjanene kalAka sudhI rokI rAkhe. emAM navAI pAmavA jevuM kaMI nathI. aDhAra dezanA rAjAo, pAvApurInI janatA temaja bIjA ghaNAM mANaso AvyA hatA. sau bhagavAnanA mukhethI vahetI amRtavANI sAMbhaLavAmAM tallIna banyA che. Indro, de ane mAna saunA dilamAM eka duHkha hatuM ke basa have ApaNuM bhagavAna mekSe padhAraze? ApaNane arihaMta prabhuno viyoga paDaze? jotajotAmAM be divasa te kayAMya pasAra thaI gayA. seLa prahara akhaMDa upadeza dhArA vahAvata Aso vada amAsanI pAchalI rAtre ApaNA zAsananAyaka bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI saune mUkIne mokSe sIdhAvyA. je rAtre bhagavAna mokSamAM birAjyA te rAtre bhagavAnanA paTTa ziSya gautamasvAmIne kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM, eTale eka tarapha arihaMta bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne viyoganuM duHkha ane bIjI, tarapha gautamasvAmInA kevaLajJAna mahotsavane AnaMda. bhagavAnane nirvANa mahotsava ane gautama svAmIne kevaLajJAna mahatsava A baMne mahatsava ujavavA mATe deve AvyA hatA. A samaye pAvApurImAM harSa ane zeka baMne prasaMge upasthita thayA hatA, A vada amAsanI rAtre pAchalA prahare bhagavAna mokSamAM gayA che. Aje divALInA pavitra divase bhagavAne zuM karyuM, bhagavAna kevuM jIvana jIvI gayA ane ApaNane zuM ApI gayA ene vicAra karavAnuM che. vahepArIo paNa moDAmAM moDA divALInA divasanI rAtre besIne varSabharanI kAryavAhInI samApti kare che, ane naphA cheTAnuM temaja levaDadevaDanuM saravaiyuM kADhe che. A dunyavI vahepAranI nukazAnInI bharapAI sAthe naphAnuM saravaiyuM te sAmAnyamAM sAmAnya vahepArI paNa kADhI zake che paNa AtmAnI nukazAnI ane naphA tarapha jIva taddana ajANa ane bedarakAra rahyo che. e bedarakArI kayAM sudhI rAkhazo ? vicAra karo. bhagavAne A jagatamAM janmIne sarva prathama te rAjasaMpattine tyAga karIne saMyama lIdhe. saMyama laIne saMsAranI kAryavAhInI samApti karI dIdhI, ane ugra tapa sAdhanA karI nukazAnIne vaLatara vALI dIdhA ane Atma milkata sAthe nItaratuM naphAnuM saravaiyuM kADhayuM, eTale ke ghAtI karmane kSaya karI sarvajJa banyA. sarvajJa banyA eTale AtmAnI anaMta samRdidhanA svAmI banyA. eka vakhata bhagavAnane AtmA paNa bIjA nI mAphaka bhavATavImAM bhamate nukazAnI para nukazAnI karato hato, kAraNa ke meha ane ajJAnamAM aTavAyele jIva bhava rUpI bajAramAM dhUme che ne avaLA vahepAra karye rAkhe che. naraka tiyaca jevA halakA

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848 zAradA siddhi bhamAMthI chUTIne mAMDa manuSyabhava pApe ahIM paNa mehamAM paDIne AtmasamRddhi prApta karavAnI amUlya takane hoDamAM mUkI de che. mahAna puNyodaye ahIM kaMIka samajavAnI zakti maLI. dharmArAdhanA karavAne badhe yoga maLyo eTale e AtmasamRddhi prApta karavAnI amUlya taka gaNAya paNa jIva meha mUDhatAmAM paDayo eTale e taka barabAda thaI jAya che, ane jIvananA aMte pariNAme apAra nukazAnInuM saravaiyuM nIkaLe che. prabhunA AtmAe pahelA evA nukazAnInA saravaiyA kADhayA hatA paNa saMyama lIdhA pachI sADA bAra varSa ne paMdara divase kevaLajJAnanI jata pragaTAvI ghaNuM ghaNuM ne tArIne AjathI 2505 varSo pahelA bhagavAne evI divALI ujavI ke jemAM sarva nukazAnInuM vaLatara karIne kevaLa zudhdha naphAnuM saravaiyuM kADhayuM. cAra gatinA janma maraNanA devALiyA copaDA cUkate karI nAMkhyA. mAnavabhavanA advitIya bajAre karelA dhUma vyApArane aMte saravaiyAmAM samasta deje TALI anaMta guNane naphe tAravyo. vicAra karo ke ke A dhanya divasa che! kevI A dhanya divALI ! kevuM dhanya A bhagavAnanuM nirvANa kalyANaka! ' "juga juga jIvo ciro mahA pavitra A dina dI.) bhagavAne te AvI divya divALI ujavI paNa tame kevI divALI ujave che? tamArI divALI eTale aneka jIvonI hiMsA karI gharanI sAphasUphI karavAnI ane IndriyonA '. gheDA madamasta bane evA miSTAnna bhejana ArogavAna ane sArA vastrAbhUSaNe paherIne haravA pharavAnA, nATaka sinemA jevAnA, e ja ne! A te tame laukika divALI ujavI rahyA che. jokettara divALInuM mahatva haju samajyA nathI. AvI divALI ujavIne tame napho meLavatA nathI paNa nukazAnI kare che. je tamAre naphe joItuM hoya te bhagavAnanA jIvana tarapha dRSTi karo. emaNe evI divALI ujavI ke have emane janma maraNanI peDhI calAvavAnI jarUra nathI. emaNe te jema vahepArI vahepAra dhaMdhe baMdha karIne peDhI saMkelI le che tema emaNe te AkhI saMsAranI peDhI saMkelI lIdhI. tamArI dukAnamAM jema sadA mATe zetaraMja patharAya che tema A saMsAramAM AzravanI zetaraMja pAtharelI hatI. tenA upara karmabaMdhananA sedA thatA hatA. e zetaraMja bhagavAne upADI lIdhI, ane caturgatinA bramaNa rUpa saMsAra mAtranI samApti karI. aNasamajaNamAM e AtmAe potAnI tArAjI karanArI ane kiMmatI zakitaone veDaphI nAMkhanArI parapudgalanI ramata ghaNI AdarI hatI paNa bhagavAne mAnavabhava pAmIne ene aMta ANyo. AvA bhagavAnanA umadA jIvana tarapha daSTi karIne evuM jIvana jIve ke A saMsAranI zetaraMja upaDI jAya. badhA duHkhene aMta AvI AtmA anaMta sukhane bheMkatA bane. baMdhuo! bhagavAne nirvANanuM evuM suMdara saravaiyuM kADhayuM ke emAM saMsAranI samasta jaMjALa samApti karI nukazAnIo cUkavI dIdhI tyAre saravALe naphe zene meLave te jANe cho? cAra anaMtA ane cAra akSayane. te cAra anaMtA eTale?

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zAradA siddhi exe (1) anaMtajJAna (ra) anaMtaddana (3) ana`ta vI` ane (4) ana`ta sukha, anaMta jJAna ane anaMta darzInamAM bhUta-bhaviSya ane vamAnamAM peAtAnA sahita dareka jIvA kayAM kayAM utpanna thayA, kevA pApa karyAM, kevA puNya karyAM ane enA kAraNe kevA kevA sukha -du:kha bhogavyA, A badhuM sAkSAt joI zake che. ana'tavIya eTale emanI zakti paNa ana ta hAya che paNa have e zaktinA upayAga karavAnA hotA nathI, kAraNa ke bhagavAna para pudgalane AdhIna nathI. emanu sukha paNa anaMtu. e sukha kevu' ? sarva jIvAnA viSaya sukha karatAM anaMtagaNu hoya che. viSaya sukha te piramita ane pudgalane parAdhIna hAya che tyAre AtmAnuM sukha e tA viSaya nirapekSa ane sahaja sukha hoya che. have cAra akSaya eTale ? (1) akSayasthiti--ajarAmaratA eTale tyAM janma-jarA ane maraNanu' nAmanizAna heAtuM nathI. (2) bIjI' akSaya Atma svarUpamAM ramaNatA. sidhdha bhagavatAnI ramaNutA AtmAnA svarUpamAM heAya che. (3) trIjI akSaya arUpIpaNu -jyAM sudhI zarIra hatu' tyAM sudhI arUpI evA AtmAne kamavaza vAra'vAra navA navA rUpa dhAraNa karavA paDatA hatA. AThe karmAMnA kSaya thaI gayo eTale arUpI banI gayA. have rUpa paTAvavAnu` kAma baMdha thaI gayuM. (4) ceAthuM akSaya azurUlaghupaNuM. eTale jemAM iMca nIcapaNAnI ane bhAre haLavApaNAnI jhaMjhaTa nahi. AvA cAra anaMtA ane cAra akSayanA bhagavAne napho meLavyA. bhagavAne AjanA ma'gala skrine ana`tAna takALathI cAlI AvatI kamaja'jALanI pravRttinI samApti karI ane dharmanA dhamadhAkAra vahepAra karIne naphAmAM cAra anaMtA ane cAra akSayanuM saravaiyuM kADhyuM' tema tame paNa pApapravRtti ochI karI AtmaguNNAnu' saravaiyuM kadI kADho che. kharA ? jo evu saravaiyu' nIkaLatu hoya te samajI lejo ke eka divasa nyAla thaI javAnA paNa jo saravALe khATa ja nIkaLatI hAya tA have AvatIkAle nUtana varSoMthI navA cApaDA lakhajo ane AtmaguNAnI vRdhdhi thAya evA sukRtyanA vahepAra karajo, jethI AvatI dIvALIe naphAmAM AtmaguNAnuM saravaiyu nIkaLe. jo pApa sthAnakanA carakhA AchA karI nAMkhaze te pachI nukazAnInu sutara bahu nahi utare eTale enu' vaLatara paNa khaDu karavu nahi paDe. bhagavAna te anaMta lAbha meLavIne mokSamAM gayA tyAre emane viyega thavAthI ApaNane te mATI khoTa paDI che, paNu emane te anata kamANI thaI gai, e je sthAnamAM birAjI gayA tyAM koI vAtanI kamInA nathI. kaI cIja meLavavAnI khAkI nathI tyAre ApaNe jayAM beThA chIe tyAM tA bAkInA pAra nathI. jyAM STi karIe tyAM teA kamInAne khADA UMDA ne U'DA ja lAge che, badhu ja adhUru' lAge che tyAre meAkSamAM kaI adhUruM nathI, AvA bhagavAnanA nirvANa kalyANakanA pavitra divase ati uMcA saravaiyA kADhanArA bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA sevake zuM mAtra nukazAnInuM saravaiyuM kADhIne rAjI thaze ? bhaveAbhavanA pApakamenI samApti karanArA ane anatI Atmasa...patti prApta karanArA zA. 107

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850 zAradA siddhi parama tAraka trizalAnaMdananA anuyAyIo emAMnI leza paNa kamANuM nahi karatA mAtra nukazAnInuM saravaiyuM kADhIne rAjI thaze? "nA" te zuM karaze? AjanA divase e ja vicAra karo ke mArA tAraka bhagavaMte divALInA divase saMsAranI peDhI upADI lIdhI te huM bhUtakALanA kaSAyonI peDhI te upADI lauM! mArA prabhue karmanI nukazAnI pAchI vALI te huM kaMIka te karuM. emaNe anaMta guNonA naphA tAravyA te huM alpAze paNa Atmika guNane naphe tAravuM. AvI bhAvanA rAkhaze ane AvI dIvALI ujavaze te eka divasa bhagavAna je sthAna ane je sukha pAmyA te pAmavA mATe ApaNe AtmA sadbhAgI banI zakaze. bhautika sukhamAM masta banelA cheAjanA divasanuM hArda samajatA nathI tethI khAI pIne mojamajhA uDAvavAmAM laukika divALI ujave che. Aje kaMIka gharomAM miSTAnnanI mijabAnIo uDaze tyAre kaMIka garIbanA bAluDAe bhajana vinA taraphaDatA haze. garIba gharamAM nAnA phUla jevA bAluDAo mIThAIne baTakA mATe raDatA hoya che ke bA-badhA chekarAo mIThAI khAya che, mane mIThAI Apane. evI kALaju kaMpAvatI karUNa sthiti jovA maLe che. eka bhAI ane bahena hatA. pahelA bhAI khUba zrImaMta hata ne bahena garIba hatI, tyAre bhAIe bahenane madada karI hatI. bhAIne paisAthI bahena-banevI uMcA AvyA. emane puNyodaya thatAM khUba dhana kamAI gayA. ghare gADI-moTara, nekara-cAkara Adi sukhanI tamAma sAhyabI maLI, A saMsAramAM caDatI paDatInA camakAra AvyA kare che. e rIte bhAInA pApa karmane udaya thayo eTale vahepAramAM moTI khoTa AvI. gharabAra vecAI gayA, eTale bhAI jyAM garIba loko jhuMpaDA bAMdhIne rahe tyAM e rahevA lAgyo. mahenata majUrI karIne jema tema peTa bhare che. jyAre te sukhI hatuM tyAre eNe kaMIka garIbane Azraya Apyo hato. enI sahAyathI garIba zrImaMta banI gayA hatA paNa Aje enI kaMgAla sthitimAM keI enA sAmuM jotuM nathI. kyAreka khAvAnuM maLe che te kyAreka bhUkhyA rahevuM paDe che. evI sthitimAM divase pasAra karavA lAgyA. Ama karatA divALInA divase AvyA. A bhAIne eka bAbo ane eka bebI che. A bALake ramatA ramatA eka havelI pAse gayA. tyAM e havelIvALA zeThane dIkaro oTale besIne gulAbajAMbu, baraphI, peMDA vigere khAto hato ne bIjA chokarAone Apato hato. e badhA bolatA hatA ke divALI AvI. amAre ghera mesUba, mohanathALa ne dahIMtharA banAvyA che. A sAMbhaLIne garIba chokarAonuM mana khAvA mATe lalacAI gayuM paNa emane koNa Ape? zrImaMtanA chokarA pAse mAMgyuM paNa na ApyuM eTale A bhAI bahena raDatA raDatA ghera AvyA. AvIne emanA mA-bApane kahe che bA-bApujI ! A divALInA divase mAM

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zAradA siddhi 851 leone ghera te gulAbajAMbu, ghUgharA, mehanathALa vigere mIThAI banAvI che te ApaNe ghera kema kaMI banAvyuM nathI? amAre ghUgharA ne gulAbajAMbu khAvA che. eka bhakate gAyuM che ke khAnAruM jyAM keI nathI tyAM anna taNA bhaMDAra, pAcana jene thAya nahi tyAM mAlapUA taiyAra jene tyAM kaI khAnAra nathI tene ghera annanA bhaMDAra bharyA che. jenI hAjarImAM dUdha jevuM paNa pAcana thatuM nathI tyAM mAlapuA ne dUdhapAka taiyAra hoya che. ahIM bALake mIThAI mATe TaLavaLe che eTale mA-bApanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA ke ahe bhagavAna! amArA kevA ghera karmone udaya che ke jyAre pAse paisA hatA tyAre khAnAra na hatuM. kudarate dIkaro dIdhe tyAre khAvAnA sAMsA paDayA. mA-bApe bALakane samajAvyA ke beTA! hamaNAM bajAramAM jAuM chuM ne huM tamAre mATe mIThAI laI AvuM chuM. betraNa kalAka thayA eTale bALake pAchA raDavA lAgyA ke bA-bApujI! tame mIThAI lAvyA? paNa kayAMthI lAve? bALakee bahu kajIye karyo tyAre mAtAne krodha Avyo ke abhAgIyAo! tamArA kismatamAM mIThAI khAvAnuM lakhyuM nathI. kyAMthI lAvIe? zA mATe amane herAna karo che? ema kahIne lAta mArI, eTale bALake kahe che ke bAbApujI! have ame mIThAI nahIM mAMgIe, paNa pAchA A te bALaka che ne? bIje divase mAMgavA lAgyA-bApujI! kAlanA bhUkhyA chIe. Aje te khAvAnuM lAvI Apo. mA-bApa khUNAmAM lamaNe hAtha daIne beThA che ne codhAra AMsue raDe che ke kyAM jaIe ne zuM karIe? A bALakone kevI rIte samajAvavA ! kula jevA bAluDA khAdhA vinA karamAI jAya che. emanA mukha sAmuM jovAtuM nathI, paNa konI sAme pokAra kare. ahAhA...karmarAjA kevA krara banI gayA che ke je bhAIe bahenanI garIba hAlatamAM khUba madada karI che. bahenane ApatA pAchuM vALIne joyuM nathI. e ja bahena Aje zrImaMta banatA evI abhimAnI banI gaI ke bhAInI AvI paristhiti che e jANe che chatAM khabara levA jatI nathI. keIe bahenane kahyuM ke tame ATalA badhA sukhI che mojamajhA uDAve che paNa tamArA bhAInA gharamAM khAvA kaNa nathI. babbe divasathI bALake bhUkhyA TaLavaLe che tyAre bahenanA dilamAM thayuM ke ahe bhagavAna! huM keTaluM bhAna bhUlI? mAro bhAI keTale pavitra che! mArA duHkhanA samaye eNe keTalI madada karI che ne huM enA duHkhamAM ene bhUlI gaI! tarata ja bahena ubhI thaI traNa cAra mIThAInA bokasa, bhAI-bhAbhI ane bhatrIjA mATe kapaDA ane rokaDA rUpiyA laIne gADImAM beThI ne bhAInA gharanA bAraNuM AgaLa gADI ubhI rakhAvI, bhAI-bhAbhI te gharamAM beThA che paNa bALake AMgaNAmAM ramatA hatA. potAne ghera gADI AvatI joIne te harakhAI gayA. aho! ApaNe ghera keNa AvyuM? gADI najIka jaIne joyuM te potAnA phaIbAne joyA eTale gharamAM jaIne kahe che bA-bApujI! tame bahAra Ave.

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852 zAradA siddhi ApaNe ghera phaI AvyA che te sAthe mIThAI lAvyA che tyAre mA-bApa kahe che beTA ! phaIbA ApaNA karma ApaNane bhUlI gayA che. e teA khIju kAI haze. are! tame AvA te kharA, phaIbA ja che, eTale bhAI-bhAbhI bahAra AvyA ne bahenane AvatI joI harakhAI gayA, bALaka paNa phaIbA....phaIbA....tame AvyA ? ema kahetA harakhAI gayA. bhAI bhAbhInI bhAI-bhAbhI " bALakone thayelA harSa" :- phaIbA gADImAMthI utaryAM ne gharamAM gayA. bALakAne mIThAI ApI tyAre bhUkhyA bALako phaIbAne gaLe vaLagI paDayA. phaIbA ! ame mIThAI khAvA kajIyA karatA hatA eTale bA-bApujI raDatA hatA, tethI tamane bhagavAne amAre mATe mIThAI laIne mAkalyA, kharuM ne ? ema kahIne phaIbAne gaLe vaLagI paDayA. phaIbAe paNa bhatrIjAne bAthamAM laI lIdhA. arere....beTA! huM tamArI sAcI phaIbA nathI. hu' teA krUra banI gaI hatI. dhikkAra che mane ke duHkhamAM sahAya karanAra mArA sagAbhAIne enA duHkhamAM huM bhUlI gaI! ema kahIne khUba raDI mAphI mAMgI ane mIThAI mATe TaLavaLatA bAluDAone mIThAI ApI. tathA baMne bALakonA aMga uparathI phATalA tUTalA kapaDA utarAvI sArA kapaDA paherAvyA ane 500) rU. ApavA mATe lAvI hatI paNa karUNAjanaka ka'gALa sthiti joine khissAmAM jeTalA rUpiyA hatA te badhA bhAI bhAbhIne ApI dIdhA. bhUkhyA TaLavaLatA bAluDAne mIThAI maLI ne sArA kapaDA paheravA maLyA ane bhAI bhAbhIne paisA maLyA eTale khUba AnaMda thaI gayA, ane bahene bhAIne potAnA patinI peDhImAM menejara tarIke rakhAvyeA. enA pApa karyAM pUrA thayA eTale te thoDA samayamAM AgaLa AvI gayA. TUMkamAM A bahene potAnA duHkhI bhAIne Azraya ApIne sukhI karyAM ne sAcI divALI ujavI. A te ene potAnA bhAI hatA paNa A sthAne koI nirAdhAra ane duHkhI bhAI ke bahena hAya teA tame enA bhAI ane bahena banajo ne enA raDatA hRdayane hArazeA teA tame sAcI divALI ujavI gaNAze. Aje divALInA divase dravya miSTAnna jamavAne badale tame jJAnAmRtanA evA miSTa bheAjana jamI leA ke jethI pharI pharIne A paulika bhojana jamavA na paDe. aMtaramAM evA ujjavaLa jJAnanA divaDA pragaTAvA ke jethI ajJAnanA adhakAra naSTa thaI jAya. dravya ra'ganI ra MgALI pUravA karatAM aMtaranA AMgaNAmAM vinaya, viveka, satya ane sadAcAra rUpI evI ra'geLI pUrI le ke jethI ApaNu jIvana zeAbhI uThe. tame sArA vastrAlaMkArothI zarIrane suzobhita banAvA che. paNa have samajyA tyArathI savAra samajIne ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya ane aparigraha rUpa evA mUlyavAna vastrAbhUSAthI mAnava dehane zeAbhAvA ke jethI bAhya zAbhA vadhAranArA vastrAlaMkArAnI jarUra na paDe. tame badhA mATInA koDiyAmAM dIvaDA pragaTAvI AnaMda mAnaze| paNa jJAnI bhagavatA kahe che ke tame jJAna dazananA evA jhagamagatA dIvaDA pragaTAvA ke game teTalA jha'jhAvAte

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zAradA siddhi 853 Ave te paNa te olavAya nahi. tela khUTe nahi ne aMtara rUpI AdhyAtmika keDiyuM phUTe nahi. AdhyAtmika dipakane pragaTAvavA mATe aMtara rUpI keDiyAmAM samyafajJAnanuM ghI pUrIe, samyaphadarzananI vATa mUkIe ane samAritranI jata pragaTAvIe te ApaNuM jIvana eka jIvanadIpa banI raheze. AvA dipaka pitAne prakAza Apaze ne bIjAne paNa prakAza Apaze, telanA dipakamAM te keTalA chanI ghora hiMsA thaI jaze ne pApanuM kAraNa banaze, mATe AdhyAtmika dipaka pragaTAvaje. paramAtmA mahAvIra prabhunuM nirvANa parva ApaNA aMtaranA bAraNAne khakhaDAvI rahyuM che. 2505 varSa pahelA bhagavAnane deha dIpaka bUjhAyA hatA paNa temanI vANuM rUpa dIpaka to Aje paNa eTalA ja prakAzathI prakAzita che. A vANI ApaNane Aje paNa paDakAra karIne jagADe che ne kahe che ke he AtmA ! tuM jAga. zA mATe jAgatuM nathI ? AtmajAgRti bIjA bhavamAM thavI durlabha che. ghaNuM be AtmajAgRti vinA gumAvI dIdhA. have tAre bhavAta kare hoya te pramAdane tyAga. prabhue gautama svAmIne jagADayA kAraNa ke pachI paraMparAe ApaNe jAgIe. dIpAvalI jAgRta thavAnuM parva che. gharanI ane dukAnanI dIvAla paranA kelenDara badalavA mATe nathI paNa A parva jIvana badalavAne sAda karatuM pavitra parva che. AtmavikAsa mATenI divAdAMDI che. A pavitra divase prabhu pAmaramAMthI paramAtmA, jIvamAMthI ziva, sAdhakamAMthI sidha, ane dehImAMthI videhI banyA. temaNe ApaNane jIvananuM dayeya zIkhavyuM. jIvana jIvavAno eka Adarza Apyo. AvatI kAle nUtana varSane maMgala prAraMbha thaze. A nUtana varSanA prAraMbhe ApaNe A jIvanane Adarza banAvavAno saMkalpa karIe. have bhAvi jIvanamAM mAre jIvanadIpa AtmajJAnathI jhaLahaLI uThe tevA kAryo karIza. AjathI mAre AtmA navA karmonA kAjaLathI malIna na thAya te mATe jAgRta rahIza, ane junA karmo kSINa thAya tevA kAryo karIza. nUtana varSanuM prabhAta ApaNane AnaMdakArI lAge che. tame badhA nUtana varSe zubha bhAvanAo bhAvaze. ekabIjAne nUtana varSAbhinaMdana karazo ne nUtana varSa ujavaze. ame paNa tamane jIvanamAM evA abhinaMdana ApIe chIe ke A nUtana varSamAM navakArane jIvanamaMtra banAvaje. vacane khUba vicArIne ne priyakArI belo. rAga-dveSa, moha ane viSaya kaSAyanA jhera jIvanamAMthI kADhI nAMkhajo ne uttamajIvana jIvaje. lagana prabhunA nAmanI lagADaje. mAnavajIvananI saphara saphaLa bane tevuM jIvana jIvaje. zubha kAryonA saravALA karaje. bUrAInI bAdabAkI, guNane guNAkAra ane bhUlene bhAgAkAra karajo. sadAya maitrIbhAvanA mIThA madhura gIta gAtA raheje. ameda bhAvanAne prakAza pAtharajo. tamAre jIvanadIpaka satata akhaMDapaNe samyaphajJAnathI chalechala ane maMgaLa kriyAnI jItanA prakAzathI jhaLahaLatuM rahe. nUtana varSane pasAra thatA pratyeka divasa

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854 zAradA siri tamArA saddavicAra ane sadAcAranA raMgathI raMgabhIne banI rahe. tamAruM jIvana Atmika zAMtithI, Atmika AnaMdathI, Atmika prasannatAthI samRdadha banI raho. sacAritra tathA sadguNothI tamAruM jIvana suvAsita bane, AtmaguNanI suvAsathI jIvana maghamaghAyamAna bane, jJAna-darzananA pama prakAzathI tamAro paMtha ujajavala bane, maitrI, pramoda, karUNuM ane mAdhyastha A cAra zubha bhAvanAothI tamAruM aMtara bhInuM bane, e ja aMtaranA abhinaMdana. bhagavAne karmanA deNAM cUkavI dIdhA te tame paNa keI garIbanI pAse basa pAMca rUpiyA mAMgatA he enI mAMDavALa karI ene karajamAMthI mukta karaje ane jIvananA navA cepaDA lakhaje ne tamAruM jIvana ujajavaLa banAvaje. A jIvana te kSaNika che. tUTyA pachI saMdhAvAnuM nathI. bhagavAna mekSamAM javAnA hatA te pahelA khuda Indra bhagavAnanA caraNamAM paDIne kahevA lAgyA ke he jagata udadhAraka! Apa pRthvI para haze te aneka jIvane udhdhAra karaze. have bhasmagraha besavAne che mATe Apa be ghaDI vadhu rokAI jAo, tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM he IndrarAja ! " mUA 7 maviSyati kadI banyuM nathI ne banavAnuM paNa nathI. bhagavAna IndranA rokyA paNa rokAyA nahi. khuda bhagavAna jevA bhagavAna paNa jagatanA hita kAje AyuSya vadhArI zakyA nathI te bIjAnI zuM tAkAta che! AvuM samajIne jIvanamAM bane teTalI dharmArAdhanA karI le. Aje ApaNu bhagavAna mokSamAM padhAryA che te Aje rAtre 60 mALA gaNaje. bhagavAna nirvANa pAmyA ne gautamasvAmIe kevaLajJAnanI jata pragaTAvI. ApaNe paNa jIvanamAMthI ajJAnanA aMdhakAra ulecI nirmaLa kevaLajJAnane prApta karIe ne jaladI jaldI mikSa pAmIe evI bhAvanA sAthe nUtana varSa ujavaje. vyAkhyAna naM. 89 kArataka suda 2 ne somavAra tA-22-10-79 zAstrakAra bhagavate jagatanA chanA ekAMta hita mATe zA prarUpyA che. bhagavAnanI vANIne eka zabda paNa je jIva aMgIkAra kare te enA ajJAnanA aMdhakAra dUra bhAgavA mAMDe. je AtmAnuM upAdAna zuddha hoya te bhagavAnanI vANIno eka zabda sAMbhaLIne paNa jAgI jAya che, ane pitAne bhaviSyakALa sudhAravA mATe AtmasAdhanAmAM lAgI jAya che, paNa mithyAtvI jene bhagavAnanI vANI zuSka lAge che. vItarAgavANInA gaDha rahasyo ane bhAve e jIvone samajAtA nathI. vasaMtaRtumAM badhI bhUmi hariyALI banI jAya che paNa keraDAne pAna AvatA nathI. keraDAne kudaratane abhizApa heya ne enA cheDA upara pAMdaDA na Ave te temAM vasaMtaRtune vAMka khare? dhodhamAra varasAda paDe paNa je cAtaka pakSI jhIle nahi te emAM varasAdane zuM deSa? varasAda paDe che tyAre pRthvI

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zAradA siddhi para sa` vanaspati harIyALI banI jAya che paNa javAse| sUkAI jAya che, temAM varasAdane doSa nathI, svabhAvane doSa che. rAtrI pUrI thAya che ane sUryanA sAnerI kirA avanI upara prakAza pAthare che tyAre manuSya, pazu-pakSIe badhA e prakAzamAM badhI vastuo joI zake che paNa ghuvaDa pakSI e kaI joI zakatuM nathI. ane te savatra a MdhakAra dekhAya che emAM sUryanA doSa nathI, ghuvaDanA doSa che, evI rIte bhagavAnanI vANIne dhodha vahetA hAya paNa emAM ajJAnI ane mithyAtvIjIvA samajI na zake temAM bhagavAnanI vANInA doSa nathI. bhagavAnanI vANI te sa jIvAne mATe samAna rUpe varase che paNa sAMbhaLIne enA upara samyakUzradhdhA karavI, jIvanamAM apanAvavu e teA. potAnA hAthanI vAta che. ahI* upAzrayamAM mithyAjJAtanA timira TALanAra vItarAga prabhunI vANIne varasAda varasatA hAya paNa tamane sAMbhaLatA kA AvatA hAya tA e vItarAga vANInA rahasthA kayAMthI samajAya ? gADImAM peTrola khalAsa thaI gayu. hAya tA ene game teTalA dhakakA mAro tA paNa gADI cAle kharI ? ane dhakko mArelI gADI kayAM sudhI cAle ? sheja cAle ne aTakI jAya che, ema tamArA jIvanamAM paNa zraddhA ane jijJAsAnu peTrola na hAya tA ame tamane vItarAga vacananA game teTalA dhakkA mArIe te paNa A tamArA jIvananI gADI kayAM sudhI AgaLa vadhI zake ? tame zAstranA gUDha bhAva samajavAnI jijJAsA ane tenA upara zradhdhA karaze! te jIvananI gADI AgaLa vadhI zakaze. bhagavAnanI vANI e teA vasIyatanAmu` che. maraNa pathArIe paDelA pitA enA putra mATe vIla karI jAya che tema bhagavAna paNa A pRthvInA paTa uparathI vidAya levAnA hatA tyAre aMtima samaya sudhI paNa zAstramAM peAtAnA sa'tAne mATe sa pattinu' vIla karyu che. sa'tAnanA bhAgyamAM na heAya te pitAe ApelI sapatti koIne koI rIte nAza pAme che agara putra jo kuputra pAke te khApanI sapattine phaeNnA karI nAMkhe che, ane jo putra suputra hAya, bhAgyavAna hoya te sa'pattinA nAza thatA nathI paNa e putra bApanI sapattine vadhAre che. 855 ApaNA mATe bhagavAna paNa amUlya sapattinuM vIla karIne gayA che. tamArA pitAnA vIlamAM lakhelI sa'patti teA sAmAnya che paNa bhagavAne ApelI sa'pattimAM te amUlya khajAno bharelA che. e gUDha khajAnAnA bhAvane samajavA mATe sadgurUne samAgama karavAnI jarUra che, kAraNa ke sUtramAM alaukika bhAvA bharelA che. enA ekeka zabdomAM aneAkhuM rahasya samAyeluM che. e samajavA mATe jo sadgurUne samAgama thai jAya ane zAstranA bhAva samajAI jAya tA bhavanA beDo pAra thaI jAya. bhagavAnanI aMtima vANI uttarAdhyayana sUtranA teramA adhyayananA adhikAra cAle che, cittamuni brahmavrutta cakravartine sa'sAranI asAratA samajAvIne emane tyAga pace

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zAradA siddhi vALavAnI keziSa karI rahyA che tene tamane joIne karUNAbhAva upaje che tethI saMsArathI choDAvavA rAta divasa prayatna kare che paNa tamane saMsArane meha chUTatuM nathI. cittamunie samajAvyuM ke he brahmadatta! tuM je pApakarmo kare che te udayamAM Avaze tyAre tArA svajane bhAga paDAvaze nahi. e te karma karanArane bhegavavuM paDaze. tuM kahe che ne ke mAre udaya, ucca, madhu, karka ane brahma e pAMca prakAranA dee banAvelA mahela che. te sivAya bIjA mahelano te pAra nathI temaja hAthI, gheDA, ratha, sainya nekara-cAkaro che. 64 hajAra te rANIo che. cha khaMDanuM moTuM vizALa rAjya che. mArA sukhane te pAra nathI paNa sAMbhaLa, ciccA duppathaM ca cauppayaM ca, khettaM gihaM dhaNa dhannaM ca savvaM / sakamma bIo avse| payAI, paraMbhavaM suMdaraM pAvagaM vA // 24 // - A badhuM kaMI tArI sAthe AvanAra nathI. du5yaM eTale be pagavALA manuSya eTale ke tArI cosaTha hajAra rANIo, putra parivAra, mitro, kuTuMbIjane, nAkara cAkaro vigere ane cau5yaM eTale cAra pagavALA jhulatA hAthIo hastizALAmAM rahI jaze. haNu haNutA a8 azvazALAmAM rahI jaze, gAya, bheMse vigere paNa enA sthAnamAM rahI jaze. khullI jamIna, kSetra, vividha prakAranA mahelo, senuM-cAMdI-hIrA-mANekamatI Adi jara jhaverAta tathA senAmahoro Adi dhana tathA ghauM-cokhA Adi aneka prakAranA dhAnyanA bharelA kaThAro, vadhumAM tArI cha khaMDanI tamAma saMpatti A badhuM choDIne parAdhIna banele jIva pite karelA zubhAzubha kAmanusAra suMdara eTale ke devagati sabaMdhI ane pAvagaMdhA eTale ke narakagati saMbaMdhI paralekane prApta kare che, eTale ke pite upArjana karela saghaLI sAMsArika vastuone parityAga karIne zubhAzubha karmAnusAra sArI agara kharAba gatine jIva prApta kare che tenI sAthe je kaI janAra hoya te tenA zabhAzubha karmo che. bIjuM kaMI jIvanI sAthe jatuM nathI. sAdhupaNAmAM to kevaLa zubha karmo karavAnA che. tyAM kaI pApa karavAnuM nathI, mATe samajIne tyAga mArga apanAvI le. tyAga mArga jevuM kayAMya sukha nathI. saMsAra to pApane bharela che. baMdhuo! cittamuni brahmadattane jema tyAganI vAta samajAve che tema tamAre paNa samajavAnI jarUra che, kAraNa ke sAdhupaNAmAM je sukha che te saMsAramAM nathI. yAda rAkhe. vItarAga prabhune sAdhu te zahenazAhane ya zahenazAha che. tenI AgaLa cakravati paNa rAMkaDe che. A bhAva AvyA vinA, AvI khumArI pidA thayA vinA tame sAdhupaNane svAda cAkhI nahi zake. saMsAranuM sukha zrAparUpa che ne duHkha e AzIrvAda rUpa che. e vAta jyAM sudhI tamArI budhimAM nahi bese tyAM sudhI sAdhupaNAnuM mahattva tamane nahi samajAya. jenA dilamAM tyAganuM mahatva samajAya

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zAradA sidi 87 ane je bhagavAnanI AjJA pramANe sAdhupaNAnu' pAlana kare te eka divasa karmAMnA kSaya karI paramAtmA banIne avazya meAkSamAM jAya che. tamane koI pUche ke tame sa'sAramAM kema beThA che ? dukAne zA mATe jAo che ? vahepAra dhaMdhA badhuM zA mATe karA che ? tyAre tame hRdayapUrvaka ema kaheA ke mArA pApakarmanA udaya che mATe mAre A badhu' pApa karavu paDe che paNa karavA jevuM nathI. AvI bhAvanA hoya te! tame saMsAramAM beThA heAvA chatAM paNu bhagavAnanI AjJA tamArA hRdayamAM rame che ema samajI zakAya. A amArI zrAvikA bahenane paNa thavu joI e ke sa'sAranu` madhu` kA` pAparUpa che. hu' saMsAramAM rahI te mAre Avu pApa karavuM paDe che ne? sAdhvI banI gaI hAta tA AvA Arabha samAraMbha karavA na paData ne ? pApa karatA enI AMkhamAM AMsu paDatA hoya ane jIvAnI jatanA karatI hoya tA samajI levu' ke A sAdhvI banI nathI paNa enA bhAvamAM te sAdhupaNuM ramI rahyu che tethI pApanA khaTakAro che. bhagavAna kahe che ke jinazAsanane pAmelA sAdhu ke zrAvaka je sAcA dilathI sAdhu sAdhupaNAnuM ane zrAvaka zrAvakapaNAnu pAlana kare teA jarUra te karmanA kSaya karIne mokSamAM jAya ane devalAkamAM jAya te te vaimAnika devamAM jAya. jinazAsana koInA pakSapAta karatu' nathI. sAdhu paNa jo sAdhupaNAnA bhAvamAM na heAya te durgAMtinA adhikArI che, ema kahetA jinazAsana sakoca anubhavatu' nathI. bhagavAnane AtmA paNa bhAna bhUlyA te tene narakamAM javu' paDayu che. A badhu zAstramAM koInI paNa zarama rAkhyA vinA spaSTa kahevAmAM Avyu che. kadayathI tamAre sa'sAramAM rahevu' paDe che ne rahyA che. pazu have eka ja bhAva rAkhA ke mAre have jaldI samyagdarzana pAmavuM che, jaldI sAdhu banavu' che te jaldI karmanA kSaya karIne meAkSamAM javu che. anaMta zaktinA svAmI evA AtmA Aje mehanA kAraNe saMsAranA sukhanA ane te sukhanA sAdhanabhUta paisAne kevA gulAma banI gayA che! e vAta vicAraze! te tamane sAcI dazAnuM bhAna thaze. Aje paisA meLavavA mATe mANasa keTalI gulAmI kare che! tevI jo dhama mATe kare te enu' kAma thaI jAya. krodha-mAna-mAyA-leAbha Adi kaSAye sa'sAramAM rakhaDAvanAra che tema samajIne tenA tyAga karavAmAM Ave te jIva mekSamAM javA mATenI sAdhanA karI zake, kaSAyA ane viSayeAnA tyAga vinA jIvadha karI zake tema nathI, ane dha na kare teA mokSa maLe tema nathI. je manuSya viSaya kaSAyAnA tyAga karI dharma ArAdhanA kare che tene mATe duga`tinA dvAra khadha che. sadgati nakakI che ne meAkSa ene mATe najIka che, mATe AveA uttama manuSya bhava pAmIne jema bane tema vadhu jinezvara prabhue prarUpelA dhanI ArAdhanA karo. virAdhanAthI baceA. je jIva jinAjJAnI virAdhanA kare che te dhamathI dUra pheMkAI jAya che, paNa puNyadaye ane koI dharmagurUnA sathavAro'maLI jAya ne peAtAnI bhUla samajAya te enu AtmakalyANa thAya che, zA, 108

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zAradA siddhi pUrvAvanI punAIne kAraNe lAkhanI uthalapAthaMla karatAM ane saravaiyuM kADhatA varSe lAkhonI kamANI karanAra moTA vahepArIne kaI jJAnI-tyAgI purUSa maLI jAya ne kahe ke devAnupriya! tAruM AyuSya alpa che mATe tArA AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM hoya te saMsAranI jaMjALa cheDI dharmArAdhanA karavA sajAga banI jA. A samaye je manuSya dharmanA svarUpane samajela na hoya te kALanA khapparane najara sAme joIne vicAranA cakkaramAM paDele manuSya mRtyunA bhayathI bhayabhIta banI jAya che, adhIro banI jAya che ne mRtyunA mukhamAMthI bacavA mATe phAMphA mAre che paNa dhamIThuM ane AyuSyanI kSaNikatAne samajanAre AtmA AtmasAdhanA karI parabhavanuM bhAthuM bAMdhavA mATe sajAga ane zUravIra bane. ene te kaI ema kahenAra maLe ke amuka divasamAM tAruM mRtyu che to ene AnaMda thAya kAraNa ke sAdhanA karavAnI taka maLe ne? ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. tarUSka nAme anArya dezamAM bakurA nAme moTuM nagara hatuM. te nagaramAM vAjaMgha nAme eka sArthavAha vasate hatuM. tene kariyANune moTo vahepAra hate. puNyodaye tene vahepAra dhamadhokAra cAlatuM hatuM. te ghaNuM dhana kamAte hate. anArya dezamAM dharmanuM nAmanizAna hotuM nathI, paNa A vajAjaMgha sArthavAha khUba haLukamI hate. enA dilamAM khUba karUNa hatI. keIpaNa jIvanuM dila dubhAya, keIne duHkha thAya evuM kArya te karatuM na hatuM. jema potAnA gharanA mANasanuM jatana kare tema pazu-kI-maMkaDA Adi jenuM paNa e rakSaNa karate. kayAMya jate heya ne rastAmAM gAya-bakarA-kUtarA Adi mAMdA pazuone rastAmAM paDelA dekhe te potAne ghera lAvIne emanI sevA karate. nabaLA pazuo upara bhAra bharate nahi, ane azakta pazuo upara paNa tenAthI eTale vahana thaI zake teTale bhAra bharate. pitAnA peTanI ciMtA karatA pahelA pazuonA peTanI ciMtA karate. dara varSe pitAnA vahepAramAM je naphe thAya temAMthI daza TakA garIbonI sahAyamAM vAparate. AvA pavitra satkAryo karavAthI vAjaMghanuM puNya khUba vadhavA lAgyuM. jyAre manuSyanA prabaLa puNyane udaya hoya che tyAre ene pavitra saMtane vega maLe che. bhagavAnanuM anArya dezamAM Agamana -" anArya dezamAM keI sAdhu sAdhavI jatA nathI paNa vajAjaghanA baDA puNya jAgyA ke eNe sAkSAt tejamUti nigraMtha gurUne joyA. e gurUne jotAMnI sAthe vAjaMghanA manamAM thayuM ke meM AvuM kayAMka joyuM che....AvuM kayAMka joyuM che. ema enA haiyAmAM khaLabhaLATa zarU thaye, ane mUcha khAIne nIce paDe ne ene tyAM jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. jAtismaraNa jJAna thatAM eNe pitAne pUrvabhava je. aha! paNa pUrvabhavamAM AvuM sAdhupaNuM pALyuM hatuM. mUcha vaLatAM e beThe thaIne saMtane laLIlaLIne vaMdana karavA lAgyA. ahIM bhagavaMta! mArA mahAna pudaya jAgyA. mAre tyAM kalpavRkSa phaLe ke AvA anArya dezamAM jyAM I saMta

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zAradA siddhi satIjI padhAratA nathI paNa mane ApanA darzana thayA. baMdhuo ! A saMta koNa hatA te khyAla Ave che? e saMta bIjA koI nahi ApaNA parama upakArI carama tIrthapati jJAtaputra bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI hatA. bhagavAna dIkSA laIne karma apAvavA mATe anArya dezamAM vicaryA hatA. bhagavAne beMtAlIza comAsAmAM eka mAsuM anArya dezamAM karyuM hatuM. te samaye bhagavAnane kevaLajJAna thayuM na hatuM paNa cAra jJAna hatA. vajajadhe karelo prazna" :- AvA cAra jJAnanA dhaNu bhagavaMtane joIne vAghane AnaMdane pAra na rahyo. vAghe jAtismaraNa jJAnamAM potAne pUrvabhava je paNa enA manamAM thayuM ke meM A je kaMI joyuM te satya che ke svapna ? e jANavA mATe pUche che he bhagavaMta! meM pUrvabhavamAM evA te zuM pApa karyo ke A anArya dezamAM mAro janma thayo? tyAre cAra jJAnanA svAmI bhagavAna kahe che ke he vAjadha! tuM AgaLanA bhAvamAM zrAvastI nagarImAM eka vaNika putra hate. tArA pitAne tyAM dhananA bhaMDAra bharyA hatA. vaibhavanI kaI kamInA na hatI. tArA pitAjI dhanavAna hatA tevA dharmavAna paNa hatA eTale e tArA mAtA pitAnA saMskAre tArAmAM paNa AvyA, tethI tuM tArA mAtA pitA sAthe dharmagurUnA darzana karavA, vyAkhyAna vANI sAMbhaLavA jate tArA manamAM eka vAta nizcita thaI gaI ke guNa prApti ane dezane nAza kare haze te A manuSyabhavamAM thaI zakaze, ane paramapadanI prApti paNa manuSyabhavamAM zakya che. bIje kyAMya A kArya thaI zakaze nahi. A vicAraNA tArA aNu aNumAM prasarI rahI. A jagatamAM je janme che tenuM mRtyu nizcita che. samaya jatAM tArA pitAjI mRtyu pAmyA eTale tArA varAgyamAM dinapratidina vRddhi thavA lAgI. saMsAra dAvAnaLa je lAge ne saMyama zItaLa lAge, tethI tArA cAritra mehanIya karmanA cUrA thavA lAgyA. mAravADamAM mIThA pANInuM jharaNuM maLe te lekene AnaMda thAya tema eka divasa zrAvastI nagarIne AMgaNe svayaM buddha nAmanA AcArya padhAryA. A samAcAra maLatA leke nA pUra umaTayA. temanI dezanA sAMbhaLIne aneka pratibaMdha pAmyA. tAre bhAllAsa, vilAsa vadhavAthI te paNa tAraka gurUnA caraNakamalamAM tArI jIvana nAva arpaNa karI cAritra lIdhuM. cAritra laIne tene eka ja bhAva hatuM ke huM karmanA gaMja khapAvIne jaldI kema mokSa meLavuM evI bhAvanAthI tuM khUba kaDaka cAritra pALa hate. tArA dilamAM karUNA te khUba hatI. AhAra pANI levA jAya te paNa tane ema thatuM ke aho bhagavaMta! keTalA jIvone AraMbha tha haze tyAre A AhAra pANI banyA che! e AhAra lAvIne khAtA tArI AMkhamAM paNa AMsu AvI jatA ke he bhagavaMta! huM anAhAraka padane kayAre pAmIza ke jethI mAre AhAra karavo ja na paDe! jIvenI jatanA tarapha tAruM khUba lakSa hatuM. keI paNa jIvane mArAthI trAsa na thAya tenuM tuM barAbara dhyAna rAkhatA hatA. sAthe jJAna paNa khUba bhaNata hata ne vaiyAvacca paNa khUba

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860 zAradA siddhi karatuM hatuM, paNa eka divasa tArA ghera karmane udaya thaze jethI bhavitavyatAnA ge tArA mananA pariNAme paTe lIdhe, jethI tArA manamAM evo vicAra Avyo ke aho! huM AvA uccakuLamAMthI Avele, ucca jAtimAM janmele ane AvI tuccha jAtimAMthI AvelA sAdhuone vaMdana karuM? e mArAthI nahi bane. je huM vaMdana nahi karuM te mArA gurUne gamaze nahi. e evuM nahi calAvI le. te mAre zuM karavuM? huM gurUthI chUTa paDI jAuM. tArA azubha karmane udaya vada tethI tuM gurUthI alaga paDIne eka vicAravA lAgyA. tyAM paNa tuM ugra tapa karavA lAgyA. cAritra khUba UMcuM pALatA hatA. samaya jatAM tAre aMta samaya najIka Avyo jAne te sarva ne khamAvIne paMdara divasane saMthAra karyo, paNa jAtine mada karyo tenI AlecanA karI nahi. jAtimadanA kAraNe te nIca gotrakamane baMdha karyo, jethI karIne tuM A anArya dezamAM utpanna thaye, paNa tane sAdhupaNAmAM je jIvadayAnA saMskAra hatA tenA kAraNe A bhavamAM paNa tane pazuo vigere para dayAbhAva che. e dayAnA saMskArathI puNyabaMdha karIne tuM ahIMthI marIne cethA devalekamAM utpanna thaIza. devakanuM AyuSya pUrNa karIne tuM mahAvideha kSetramAM manuSya thaI cAritra laI yathArthapaNe enI ArAdhanA karI kSapaka zreNI mAMDI sarva karmathI rahita thaI sidadha thaIza. bhagavaMtanA mukhethI pitAne pUrvabhava sAMbhaLIne vAjaghanI AMkhamAMthI harSa ane viSAdanA AMsu sarI paDyA. enA manamAM thaI gayuM ke huM dIkSA laI lauM, eTale eNe bhagavaMtane namaskAra karIne kahyuM bhagavaMta! A saMsAra samudramAMthI Apa ja mane tAranAra che. Apa ja mArA hitasvI che. AjathI mAruM jIvana Apane samarpita karuM chuM. Apa ja mane batAve ke have huM zuM karuM jethI A janma maraNanI jaMjALa aTakI jAya. Apa je kaheze te karavA huM taiyAra chuM. vAjapanA vacana sAMbhaLIne bhagavAne upaga mUkIne joyuM ke have AnuM AyuSya keTaluM che ? jAtanA rUpI padArthone AMkha baMdha karIne paNa joI zakanArA mana:paryavajJAnI bhagavaMte kahyuM ke he vAjaMgha ! tAruM AyuSya have mAtra traNa divasanuM bAkI che. AvuM kaI sAmAnya sAdhu na kahI zake. A te jJAnI purUSa hatA. Ama kahevAthI enuM bhAvi ujajavaLa thavAnuM che. ema jANIne ja kahI zake. bAkI na kahe. mRtyu keIne game kharuM? sarva jIvone jIvavuM priya lAge che. maraNanuM nAma sAMbhaLIne bhalabhalA bhaDavIra purUSe paNa dhrujI uThe che. potAnuM AyuSya traNa divasanuM che e vAta sAMbhaLIne vAgha avAk banI gaye paNa enI bIka judI hatI. ene huM marI jaIza e Dara na hate. mRtyu te eka divasa AvavAnuM che paNa dharmadhyAna karyA vinA marI jaIza to mAruM zuM thaze? DIvAramAM svastha tha ne vicAra karyo ke mane AvA jJAnI bhagavaMta maLyA che pachI zI ciMtA ? eNe bhagavaMtane pUchayuM he bhagavaMta! traNa divasamAM huM evuM zuM karuM jethI mAre bhava sudharI jAya. '

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zAradA siddhi 861 vajajaze karelI AtmasAdhanA" - bhagavate kahyuM che vAjaMgha! tuM A dhana, vaibhava, vahepAra, patnI, putra-parivAra badhAnI mamatA cheDI de. kAyAnI mAyA paNa choDI de ane traNa divasa eka citte tuM bhagavAnanA dhyAnamAM lAgI jA. tAre bhava sudharI jaze. bhagavAnanA vacana sAMbhaLIne ja jaMgha sarva jIvone khamAvI anazana karIne dhyAnamAM besI gayo. traNa divasamAM te e dhyAnamAM lIna banI gaye ke bAhya jagatane bhUlIne AtmasvarUpamAM jhalavA lAge. AyuSya pUrNa thatAM kALa karIne develekamAM gayo ne tyAMthI AyuSya pUrNa karI mahAvidehakSetramAM janma laIne mekSamAM jaze. baMdhuo! eNe e mada karyo ke huM uMca kuLamAMthI Avele nIca kuLamAMthI AvelA sAdhuone zuM vaMdana karuM ! A kAraNe gurUthI alaga paDI gayA. cAritra sAruM pALyuM paNa sAdhupaNAmAM kALa karIne devalekamAM jAya tenA badale jyAM dharmanuM nAmanizAna sAMbhaLavA na maLe evA anArya dezamAM janma thayo. pUrvanA jambara puNyodaye tene bhagavAna maLyA ne AtmAnuM kalyANa karyuM. cittamuni kahe che te brahmadatta ! samaja. tuM jene mAruM mAne che te kaMI tAruM nathI. koI tane mRtyunA mukhamAMthI bacAvI zakaze nahi. temaja tArI sAthe paNa Avaze nahi. he brahmadatta ! A tArA gharabAra, vaibhava vilAsa, mAtA-pitA, patnI, putra. putrIo, dAsa-dAsIo, bAgabagIcA, baMgalA, hAthI, ghoDA, ratha, sainya, pAyadaLa A badhuM choDIne eka divasa tAre javuM paDaze. moTA moTA cakravartio, baLade, vAsude, mAMDalika rAjAo, zeTha, zrImaMta ane zAhukAra vahelA ke meDA saune eka divasa badhuM choDIne javAnuM che. keTalAya A pRthvI uparathI vidAya thayA ane tAre paNa thavuM paDaze. sAthe eka rAtI pAI paNa Avaze nahi. tArA cauda cauda ratna, nava nidhAna, ATalA badhA deve, e paNa mRtyunA mukhamAM jatA bacAvI zakaze nahi ke tArI sAthe paNa AvI zakaze nahi. sAthe te jIve karelA zubha-azubha karmo ja Ave che, mATe samajIne tArI mohadazAne che. ane saMyama paMthe AvI jA, paNa mahadazAthI gherAyelA cakavatine A vAta gaLe utaratI nathI. haju paNa cittamuni ene samajAvavA kezISa karaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - bhImasena rAjA vijayasena rAjA, devasena-ketusena vigerene sAthe laIne ujajainI nagarI tarapha moTA sainya sAthe jaI rahyA che. ghaNI majala karavAthI khUba thAkI gayA eTale gaMgAnadInA kinAre paDAva nAMkhIne ArAma karavA rokAyA che. temAM ekavAra deve bhImasenanI parIkSA karI paNa emAM phAvyo nahi tyAre deve bIjI rIte enI parIkSA karavAnuM nakkI karyuM. bhImasenane AtmA dayALu hatuM. e keInuM duHkha joI zako na hatuM. eTaluM ja nahi paNa sAmAnuM duHkha dUra karavA mATe pitAnA prANa ApavA paDe te ApavA paNa taiyAra hatuM, eTale deve vicAra karyo ke Ane dharmasaMkaTamAM utArI

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zAradA siddhi jouM. Ama vicAra karIne pite zuM karavuM te nakkI karI lIdhuM. e ja rAtre bhImasena pitAnA taMbumAM zAMtithI UMghI gayo hato. badhA leke paNa uMdhI gayA hatA. rAtrinuM vAtAvaraNa zAMta hatuM. e samaye eka jhINe ne karUNa rUdanane svara saMbhaLAvA lAgyo. e svaramAM sAMbhaLanAranuM haiyuM dravI jAya e bhArobhAra karUNa vilApa hate. haiyAne cIrate karUNa svara bhImasenanA kAne athaDAyo eTale bharanidamAMthI e jAgI gayo ne je taraphathI avAja AvatuM hatuM te tarapha kAna mAMDayA ne sAMbhaLyuM te ene lAgyuM ke kaI duHkhIyArI strI raDI rahI che eTale bhImasenane khUba dayA AvI. pathArImAMthI uThIne je dizAmAMthI avAja Avato hato te tarapha cAlyo ne jyAMthI avAja AvatuM hatuM tyAM AvIne ubhe rahyo. tyAM AvIne bhImasene joyuM te eka suMdara ane yuvAna strI mAthAnA vALa chUTA karI be hAthe chAtI phUTatI karUNa svare haiyAphATa rUdana karatI hatI. A dazya joIne dayALu bhImasena rAjAnuM hadaya karUNAthI chalakAI gayuM. emaNe thoDe dUra ubhA rahIne pUchayuM bahena ! tuM Ama jaMgalamAM ekalI zA mATe vilApa karI rahI che ne tuM keNa che? bhImasenane javAba ApavAne badale A bAI te vadhu jorathI raDavA lAgI, chAtI kUTavA lAgI ne mAthA pachADavA lAgI, tyAre bhImasene kahyuM ke bahena! tuM raDIza nahi, gabharAIza nahi paNa mane tArA duHkhanI vAta kare te huM tAruM duHkha maTADIne mArI zakti anusAra madada karIza, tyAre te strIe bhImasenane kaMI javAba na Apyo ne jorathI raDatI raDatI belavA lAgI ke arere... huM te lUMTAI gaI. have mAruM zuM thaze? huM kayAM jaIza ? mAre bhava bagaDI gayo. arere..bhagavAna ! te A zuM karyuM? ema bolatI bolatI raDavA lAgI, tyAre bhImasene pharIne kahyuM-bahena ! tane koNe lUMTI lIdhI? keNe tAro bhava bagADyo? je heya te mane jaladI kahe ne raDavAnuM baMdha kara, tyAre te yuvAna strIe kahyuM keajANyA mANasane mArA duHkhanI vAta kevI rIte karAya? ane kahevAthI zuM phAyade? ema kahIne pAchI raDavA lAgI tyAre bhImasene kahyuM ke huM ujajainIne rAjA bhImasena chuM. mArAthI tAruM duHkha joyuM jatuM nathI, mATe tuM mane jaldI kahe eTale huM tAruM duHkha kara karuM. A sAMbhaLIne e strI raDavAnuM baMdha karI gadgad kaThe bhImasenane kahe che ke he nareza! mArA duHkhane pAra nathI. huM te bharayuvAnImAM lUMTAI gaI chuM ne mArA jIvananI bAjI hArI gaI chuM, mATe he kRpALu ! tame ja mAro udhAra karo. tame ja mArI jiMdagIne bacAvI le. huM janmojanma sudhI tamAro upakAra nahi bhUluM, tyAre bhImasene kahyuM bahena ! tArI goLa goLa vAta mane samajAtI nathI. je hoya te spaSTa kahe, tyAre e strI zuM kahe che? potAnI karUNa kathanI kahetI yuvatIe - he karUNasiMdhu! vaitADhaya parvata upara vijaya nAmanA nagaramAM maNIcUDa nAme vidyAdhara rAjA che. temane vimalA

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zAradA siddhi e}s nAme rANI che. huM temanI putrI chuM ne mAruM nAma zusuMdarI che. huM mATI thaI eTale mArA pitAe mane paraNAvavA mATe svayaMvara racce. temAM dezadezanA aneka vidyAdharo AvyA. emAM kusumapuranA citravega nAme vidyAdharamAM mAruM mana yu" eTale meM emanA gaLAmAM varamALA paherAvI. e svayaMvaramAM bhAnuvega nAme vidyAdhara pazu Avyo hatA. e mAru rUpa joIne mugdha banyo. enA manamAM ema hatuM ke mane varamALA paherAvaze. eNe e vakhate peAtAne varamALA paherAvavA mATe bharyAM svayaMvaramAM ghaNI ceSTAo karI paNa mAruM mana te citravegamAM AkarSAyeluM hatu', eTale me te ene varamALA paherAvI dIdhI. bhAnuvegathI A sahana na thayu' eTale eNe vidyAnA khaLathI mAruM apaharaNa karyuM ne mane laIne bhAgavA lAgyo, tethI mArA pati paNa enI pAchaLa doDayA. khUba aMtara kApIne emaNe amane baMnene pakaDI pADayA. bhAnuvega mane paDatI mUkIne citravega sAthe laDAI karavA lAgyo. huM teA dharatI para paDI gaI ne bhayathI dhrUjI uDI ke mArA nAthanuM zuM thaze? ema vicAratI dharatI uparathI khaMnenI laDAI jovA lAgI. baMne vacce bhaya'kara laDAI jAmI. A mArAthI jovAyuM nahi eTale mArA mukhamAMthI kAramI cIsa nIkaLI gaI paNa mAru kANu sAMbhaLe ? baMne jA krodhathI dhamadhamI uThayA hatA ne ekabIjAne harAvavA mathI rahyA hatA. zasronA tIkSNa ghAthI temanu' leAhI dharatI para paDatu' hatuM. mArI to buddhi kAma karatI na hatI. tyAM e kAramI cIsA sabhaLAI. uMce najara karI te baMnenA mastaka dhaDathI judA thaI gayA hatA. te vakhate mArA gaLAmAMthI cIsa nIkaLI gaI ne huM bezuddha khanI gaI. mArA patinu' maraNu thayu' tyArathI mAru haiyu' hAthamAM nathI. mArA duHkhanA koI pAra nathI. mane duHkha hAya tA te eka ja che ke mArI yuvAnI hu. ekalI kevI rIte vItAvIza ? meM lagna karyAM che paNa mArA patine spa paNa karyo nathI. hajI hu` akhaMDa yauvanA chuM. mArAthI have duHkha bilakula sahana nahi thAya. he kRpALu nareza ! A mAru' duHkha che. tame mAro hAtha pakaDA ne mArA bharathAra banI mAru' duHkha dUra karo. tamArA jevA ti meLavIne huM mAruM badhuM duHkha bhUlI jaIza. A sAMbhaLIne bhImasene kahyu -bahena ! tuM A zuM khele che ? tane Ama khelavuM zobhatuM nathI. tAru' duHkha jarUra asahya che paNa mahena! kama AgaLa koInuM' cAlatuM nathI. karelA karmo tA saune lAgavavA paDe che, mATe tuM svastha banIne manamAMthI kuvicAro kADhI nAMkha. satItva e strInA dharma che. e dharmAMthI tuM bhraSTa na khana. te pUrvabhavamAM koI azubha karyAM karyA haze tethI tAro pati tane mUkIne cAlyA gayA ne tAru sukha lUMTAI gayu. A prasaMgathI tuM bedha pAma. navA karmAM bAMdhI tArA parabhavane bagADa nahi. vaLI me' te eka patnInuM vrata lIdheluM che. mAre te sadguNI ne pativratA suzIlA nAme patnI che ne tene be bALako paNa che. vaLI meM tane bahena mAnI che,

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864 zAradA siti mATe tuM sukhethI mArA rAjamahelamAM raheje. huM tAro dharmane bhAI banI tAruM rakSaNa karIza. tane kaI rIte duHkha nahi paDavA dauM, mATe bahena ! je banyuM tene bhUlI jaIne dharmArAdhanA kara. jaDa dehane rAga cheDI de ane evI utkRSTa ArAdhanA karI le ke bhavAMtaramAM tane AvA duHkhe bhegavavAne vakhata na Ave. yuvatInA rUpamAM rahele A deva bhImasenanA zabda sAMbhaLIne TharI gayo. bhImasenanI AvI parIkSA karavA badala ene khUba pazcAtApa thaye. pitAnI mAyA saMkelI lIdhI ane sAkSAt deva svarUpe e pragaTa thaI hAtha joDIne bhImasena pAse ubhe rahyo ne madhura svare be -dhanya che bhImasena tane dhanya che ! tArA satya vrata upara ne tArA svadArA vrata upara huM khuza thaye chuM. tArI meM ghaNuM kasoTI karI paNa tuM jarAya calita thaye nahi. deve khuza thaIne kahyuM he bhImasena ! mAMgamAMga..mAMge te huM tane ApavA taiyAra chuM. - bhImasene kahyuM mArA dhanya bhAgya ke mane devanA darzana thayA. huM ApanI pAse eTaluM ja mAMguM chuM ke vItarAga prabhunA dharma para sadA mArI buddhi sthira rahe. mAre bIjuM kAMI na joIe. deve mAMgavA ghaNuM kahyuM paNa bhImasena koIpaNa jAtanA prabhanamAM taNAye nahi ne kaI cIja mAMgI nahi, tyAre deve prasanna thaIne ene divya vastro ane hAra bheTa ApyA, pachI bhImasenane page lAgI deva pitAnA sthAne cAlyo gayo ne bhImasena paNa karmanI lIlAne vicAra karate pitAne taMbUmAM AvIne sUI gayo, vadhu bhAva avasare. - vyAkhyAna naM. 90 kArataka suda 5 ne gurUvAra "jJAnapaMcamI" tA. 25-10-79 sanna baMdhuo ! anaMtajJAnI, sarvajJa ane sarvadazI zrI jinezvara bhagavate jagatanA jonA udhAra mATe parama zreyakArI ane pavitravANune dhodha vahAvyo che. jinezvara bhagavaMtanA mukhamAMthI karelI vANuM tene jinavANuM kahevAmAM Ave che. jinavANI e. anAdikALathI AtmagharamAM pesI gayelA krodhAdi kaSAye ane rAga-dveSarUpI zatruonuM saMzodhana karanAra jAsusa che, ane jinazAsanamAM janmelA mahAvIra prabhunA meMgherA mahemAnone besavA mATenI suMdara jAjama che. jIvanA mahAna puNyodaya hoya tyAre AvI jinavANI sAMbhaLavAne suavasara maLe che. jIva je ekAgracitte jinavANInuM pAna kare te enA bhavane beDe pAra thaI jAya, tame jinavANuM sAMbhaLavA ja Ave che ane ame tamane saMbhaLAvIe chIe. jinavANI saMbhaLAvanAra saMte jinavANInuM zravaNa karanAra zrotAo pAse traNa cIjanI mAMgaNI kare che. bele, e traNa cIjo tame Apaze ne ? tame gabharAze nahi hoM. tamArI pAse paisA, baMgalA, moTara ke tijorInI cAvI evuM kaMI mAMgavAnuM nathI. zAMtithI besajo..

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* zAradA sii 85 phakta eka kalAka mATe tamArA kAna, AMkha ane mana e traNa satane apaNu karI do, pachI jue, jinavANI sAMbhaLavAnI kevI jhalaka Ave che ? tamArA kAna jinavANI sAMbhaLavAmAM ja ekAgra banI jAya pachI bIjuM kaMI sAMbhaLavAnu'. rahe ja nahi ne ! AMkha paNa sa`tanI sAme ja jue eTale bIje kyAMya dRSTi jAya nahi, ane mana paNa e sAMbhaLavAmAM ekAgra banI jAya pachI vItarAga vANInA dhodha varase e zrotAnA hRdayamAM ArapAra utarI jAya ane enA gahana bhAvane sArI rIte samajI zakAya. tame phoTA paDAvavA sTuDIomAM jAo che tyAre phoTAgrApharane arpaNa thaI jAe che ne? e kahe tema sthiratAthI esA che ne? te tamAro phoTo barAbara sAthe Ave che tema tame A traNa cIjo saMtane arpaNa karIne besI jAe teA vItarAga vANInA bhAva ApanA hRdayamAM aMkita thaI jAya. jo sAMbhaLavAmAM cittanI ekAgratA na hoya ane vAtane barAbara samajI na zakAya te anA anatha thaI jAya, mATe bhAvapUrvaka eka citte sAMbhaLeA. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA teramA adhyayananA adhikAra cAle che. temAM citta muni mahAna pavitra sa'ta che. brahmadatta cakravartinA kevA mahAna puNyanA udaya che ke emane pratidha ApI sa'sAranA khADAmAMthI bahAra kADhavA mATe sAmethI AvA pavitra ane AtmAthI sa ta padhAryAM che, paNa bhArekamI jIvane emanA upadezanI asara thatI nathI. jema kALamI'Dha paththara upara game teTale varasAda varase paNa e paththara pIgaLatA nathI, emAM taDa paDatI nathI, tema jenuM hRdaya kALamIMDha pASANu jevuM hoya che tene game teTalA upadeza ApavAmAM Ave te paNa enuM hRdaya pIMgaLatu nathI. cittamunie brahmadatta cakravatine kahyuM ke huM cakrI ! tuM jenA upara ATaluM. badhuM mamatva rAkhe che ane jene mArA mAnyA che te tArI rANIe, dAsa-dAsI, nekarA, hAthI, gheADA Adi pazuA, khetara, vADI, khagIcA, mahela mahelAtA, vAhanA, hIrA-mANeka, mAtI ane seAnAmaaArothI chalakAtA bha DAro, A badhu choDIne karelA zubhAzubha karmAMnA phaLa bhAgavavA paraleAkamAM javu' paDaze, tyAre tArI sAthe kaI ja AvavAnuM nathI, mATe samaja. samajIne tuM sauMsAranA tyAga kara. jIe, citta muni kevA suMdara upadeza Ape che paNa jenuM hRdaya pASANa jevu' che tevA brahmadatta cakravartinuM hRdaya pIgaLatuM nathI tyAre cittamuni kahe che. taM ekkagaM tuccha sarIragaMse, ciIgathaM dahiya u pAvageNaM / bhajjA ya puttAviyaNAyaoya, dAyAramaNa aNusaMkarmati / / 25 / / huM brahmadatta cakrI ! sAMbhaLe. A zarIra tamane keTalu" vahAlu che ? enI sAra sabhALa rAkhavA keTalI mahenata karo che ? ziyALA Ave tyAre ene garama kapaDA paherAvavAnA ane badAmapAka, aDadIyA vigere mevA miSTAnna uDAvavAnA, unALAmAM mUlAyama vastro paherAvavAnA ane ThaMDA pINA vigere ApavAnuM ne ceAmAsAmAM anukULa zA. 109

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zAradA siddhi lAge tevA vastro ane bhajana ene ApavAnA. Ama Rtu Rtune anukULa padArtho Ape che. AvuM vahAluM zarIra paNa eka divasa choDavuM paDaze. dehamAMthI cetanadeva cAlyo jAya che tyAre maranAranA ekalA zarIrane citAmAM mUkIne ene agnithI bALIne strI-putra ane svajane pitAnA kAmamAM sAtha ApanArane Azraya laI maranArane chevaTe bhUlI jAya che. sUtrakAra bhagavaMta A gAthAmAM saMsAranA svarUpanuM romAMcakArI varNana karatA kahe che ke A saMsAra ke svArthamaya che ke je patnI-putra, parivAra Adi sagA sabaMdhIo je vyaktine viraha kSaNabhara sahana karI zakatA na hatA ane je dehanI sArI rIte sAra saMbhALa rAkhatA hatA te badhA bhegA thaIne pitAnA hAthathI e zarIrane citAmAM bALI nAkhe che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa enA zarIra upara je kaMI AbhUSaNe hoya che te paNa utArI le che, ane pachI bIjA Aptajanone Azraya laIne janArane bhUlI jAya che. A saMsAramAM tame A te najare dekho cho ne ke mANasa marI jAya che tyAre enA gharanAne ene viyega sAle che. ene mATe saMsAra zUnya banI jAya che. jIvavuM paNa jhera jevuM lAge che, paNa samaya jatAM dhIme dhIme viyegane duHkha visAre paDI jAya che, pachI ene bIjA svajane maLatAM ene saneha maLatAM AnaMdathI rahe che pachI te maranArane kaI yAda paNa karatA nathI. cha bAra mahine prasaMga Ave yAda kare che. AvI A saMsAranI rIta che. evA saMsAramAM kayAMya rAcavA jevuM nathI, mATe samajIne ene moha choDavA jevuM che. je AtmAo saMsArane moha cheDIne tyAganA paMthe sIdhAve che enA AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya che. bAkI saMsArane moha rAkhIne jIvanArA ajJAnI che anaMtakALa sudhI saMsAramAM bhaTake che ne bhayaMkara duHkha leMgave che. - Aje jJAnapaMcamIne pavitra divasa che. AdhyAtmika dRSTie jJAnapaMcamInA divase jJAnanI ArAdhanA karI ajJAnanA aMdhakAra ulecavAnA che paNa saMsArI ja AjanA divasane lAbhapAMcamane divasa mAne che. lAbha eTale zene lAbha? dhanane. mane vadhAre dhana kema maLe, huM lAkhopati ane kroDapati kema banuM? evA aramAne seve che paNa jJAnI purUSo kahe che ke bhautika lAbha e sAce lAbha nathI. e dhananA lAbha upara mUrchA thAya te jIva durgatimAM jAya che tyAre jJAnane lAbha jIvane saMsAranI mUcha utArI dharma mArgamAM jeDIne sadgatimAM laI janAra bane che. ATalA mATe AcArAMga sUtramAM bhagavAne kahyuM che ke "jori tuvanna " A lekamAM je koI moTAmAM moTuM duHkha hoya te te ajJAnanuM che. ajJAna jevuM keI duHkha nathI ne jJAna jevuM kaMI sukha nathI. ajJAna je kaI aMdhakAra nathI ne jJAna je kaI prakAza nathI. jema aMdhakAra bharelA vagaDAmAM dipaka ke beTarIne prakAza mArgadarzaka bane che tema jJAna e aMdhakAra bharelA saMsArarUpI viSama vanavagaDAmAM aTavAyelA musApharane mATe prakAzanuM kAma kare che. Aje saMsAramAM jJAna te ghaNuM vadhyuM

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zAradA sini 867 che paNa e bhautika jJAna che. bhautika jJAna jIvane saMsArathI tAranAra nathI, paNa sa`sAramAM DUbADanAra che. sAcuM jJAna tA e ja kahevAya ke jIvane bhaveAbhavanA baMdhananI eDIemAMthI mukta karavAnI tAkAta dharAve, pApanA pahADo nIce ane duHkhanA Du'garo nIce dabAyelA jIvane muktimArganA musAra banAve. pApa kAryAMmAMthI nivRtti, dhama kAryAMmAM pravRtti ane vinayanI prApti A traNa kAryAM jJAna dvArA thAya che. ghaNI vAra ajJAnI kahe ke jJAnathI ze lAbha thAya che! enAthI kaMI ApaNuM bhaluM thatuM nathI. jJAnI duHkhI thAya che te ajJAnI paNa du:khI thAya che. jJAnI paNa mare che ne ajJAnI paNa mare che, mATe ApaNe kaI jJAna meLavavAnI mAthAkUTamAM paDavu nathI. Avu khelanAra jJAnanI azAtanA kare che, tethI ene jJAnAvaraNIya kama' badhAya che. jJAnAvaraNIya karma bAMdhavAnA ghaNAM kAraNeA che. kaI mANusa sabhyajJAnI hAya chatAM ene koI kahe ke AnAmAM tA kaI jJAna nathI. e zu' samaje che? evA te meM ghaNAM jJAnI joI lIdhA. AvuM bele te eNe jJAnInI azAtanA karI kahevAya. te rIte jJAnIjanAnA vinaya na kare, emanI azAtanA kare, ni'dA kare, IrSyA - kare, emanu' apamAna kare, temanA pratye dveSa rAkhe, khATA jhaghaDA vikhavAda kare te jIva vizeSa prakAre jJAnAvaraNIya kama bAMdhe che. koI jJAna upArjana karatuM hAya, svAdhyAya karatu hAya tene koI ne koI rIte aMtarAya ApavAmAM Ave athavA te jJAna prApta karavAnA sAdhanA pustaka, ThavaNI vigerene pachADavA, Thokare mAravA ke game tyAM rakhaDatA mUkavA vigere jJAnanA sAdhanAnI azAtanA karavAthI jIva jJAnAvaraNIya kama khAMdhe che. tenA kAraNe jIvane parabhavamAM mUDhatA, jaDatA, baherApaNuM, mUMgApaNu. vigere bhAre daMDa bhogavavA paDe che, mATe jJAnAvaraNIya kama baMdhAya tevA kArAthI dUra raheA. je jIvana jJAnanI azAtanA karI jJAnAvaraNIya krama bAMdhe che enI kevI dazA thAya che te eka dRSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM. padamapura nAmanA nagaramAM siMhadAsa nAmanA eka zrIma'ta zreSThI vasatA hatA. ene ghera sAta kroDanI sapatti hatI. te jaina dharmAMnA dRDha anurAgI hatA. emane kapUratilakA nAmanI zeThANI hatI. te paNa jaina dharmImAM zradhdhA rAkhanArI hatI. pAse dhana game teTalu hAya paNa jo jIvanamAM dhama na hAya tA te dhananI koI kimata nathI. dhama vinAnuM jIvana pazu samAna che. Aje saMsAramAM ajJAnI loko khele che ne ke " vasu vinA nara pazu." vasu eTale zuM? e te tame samajo che ne ? vasu eTale dhana. jenI pAse dhana nathI tenI A sa'sAramAM koDInI kiMmata nathI. eka taNakhalAnA mUlya thAya che paNa garIba mANasanA mUlya thatA nathI, eTale ene pazu samAna gaNavAmAM Ave che, tyAre jJa nI purUSA kahe che ke " dhame nadInA zumi: samAnA dhana vinAnA mANasa pazu samAna niha paNa jenA jIvanamAM dhama nathI te pazu samAna che. A zeThane ,,

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868 zAradA siddhi ghera dhana ane dharma baMnene sumeLa hate. emane guNanI maMjarI samAna guNamaMjarI nAmanI ekanI eka putrI hatI. A guNamaMjarI vinayavaMtI ane rUpavaMtI hatI. A zeThanI putrI guNamaMjarImAM rUpa guNa ane sauMdarya e traNe vastuo hatI paNa karmodayathI e mUMgI ane rogI hatI. - "guNamaMjarInI ciMtA karatA mA-bApa-" baMdhuo ! A saMsAramAM jJAna e ajJAnanA aMdhakAra TALI prakAza pAtharanAra sarcalAITa samAna che. saMsAramAM jJAna vinAne mAnavI pAMgaLe che, aMdha che ne jaDa che. jJAna vinAnuM jIvana verAna vana samAna che. guNamaMjarInI dazA paNa jJAna vinA verAna vana jevI hatI. samaya vItatA vAra lAgatI nathI. guNamaMjarI dhIme dhIme soLa varSanI thaI. dIkarInA mA-bApane ciMtA hoya ne ? eTale. e nAnI hatI tyArathI ene mATe davA upacAro karavAmAM bAkI rAkhI na hatI. sAmAnya mANasa hoya te paNa AvI dIkarIne mATe keTalA upacAro kare, tyAre A te A zrImaMta sukhI zeTha che ane pAchI ekanI eka dIkarI che eTale ene mATe zuM bAkI rAkhe? gAmamAM jeTalA vade, DokaTaro ane hakImo hatA temane bolAvyA ne guNamaMjarI mATe cikitsA karAvI paNa kaI rIte enuM duHkha maTatuM nathI, eTale lekene paNa enI dayA AvavA lAgI ke A bicArI chokarI kevI sArI che paNa enI kevI dazA che! paNa karmane kaMI cheDI dayA Ave? karelA karmo te jIvane avazya bhogavavA paDe. cAhe hasatA hasatA bhagave ke raDatA bhegave paNa bhagavyA vinA chUTake nathI. : A nagaramAM vijayasena nAmanA mahAna jJAnI AcArya bhagavaMta padhAryA. emanA punIta pagalA thatA sArA ke nagaramAM AnaMda AnaMda chavAI gayo. emanI vANImAM adUbhuta zakti hatI. AkhA nagaranI janatA emanI vANIne lAbha levA umaTI paDI. A siMhadAsa zeTha paNa emanI vANuM sAMbhaLavA mATe potAnA parivAra sahita AvyA. AcArya bhagavaMte nagarajanone uddezIne upadeza ApatA kahyuM he mahAnubhAvo ! A saMsAramAM mAnavIne rU5-teja-saMpatti-nirogI zarIra, IndriyanI paripUrNatA, dharmane vega ane dharmArAdhanA karavA mATenA sAnukULa saMyoge vigere pUrvabhavanA puNyathI maLe che. AtmA karmAdhIna che. zubha karmanA udayathI zubha sAmagrI maLe che ne azubha karmanA udayathI azubha sAmagrI maLe che. zubha karmanA bhegathI jIva mokSa mArga tarapha AgekUca kare che. ne azubha karmanA bhegathI jIva duHkha jogavatA durgatimAM paDI bhavasAgaranA cakkaramAM DUbI jAya che mATe je karmabaMdhana karatA khUba jAgRta rahevAnI jarUra che. AcAryazrInI vANImAM zAstranI tAravaNI karavAnI ajaba zakti hatI. sAMbhaLIne zrotAjanonA hRdaya hacamacI uThyA. siMhadAsa zeThanuM hRdaya paNa bhIMjAI gayuM. emanA manamAM thayuM ke gurUdeva jJAnI che te huM temane eka prazna pUchuM, eTale ubhA thaIne vaMdana karIne pUchayuM gurUdeva ! A mArI putrI kyA karmanA udayathI AvI mUMgI ane rogISTa banI che? e Apa kRpA karIne

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zAradA siddhi 869 pharamAvazeAjI ? A AcArya mahArAja avijJAnI hatA eTale zeThanI vAta sAMbhaLIne kahe che zrAvakajI ! sAMbhaLe. " AcAya zrIe karelA khulAsoH " sukha ane duHkha jIvane karmanA udayathI bhogavavA paDe che. keTalAka karmAM evA hAya che ke te bhAgavye ja chUTake thAya che. bhAgavatAM kaIka jIvA hAyavAya kare che chatAM paNa enI AMkha ughaDatI nathI ke mArA pUrvIkRta karmAMnA phaLa huM bhogavI rahyo chuM. kanA vipAka aNuukelyA koyaDA samAna che. he zreSThI ! tamArI putrI gata bhavamAM karelA azubha karmanA vipAka bhAgavI rahI che. gata bhavamAM A tamArI putrI guNama'jarI kheTakapura nAmanA nagaramAM jinadAsa nAme eka mahAna zrImaMta zreSThInI patnI hatI. enuM nAma suMdarI hatuM. saMsAra sukhA bhAgavatAM ene pAMca putro ane cAra putrIo thaI. AvA maheALA piravArathI eneA sa`sAra bharyAM bhAdaryA lAgatA hatA. pAse dhana ghaNuM hatuM eTale chekarAone khUba meADhe caDhAvyA hatA. bALako mATA thayA eTale jinadAsa zeThe emane bhaNavA mATe nizALe mUkayA. skUlamAM zikSako khUba dhyAna daI.ne bhaNAvatA paNa meDha caDhAvelA cheokarAe dhyAna daI ne bhaNutA nahi ne khUba tAphAna karatA. keAInI pATI phADI nAMkhe te keAInI pena teADI nAMkhe te koI chokarAne TapalA mAratA tyAre zikSaka A vidyArthI one zAMtithI samajAvatA ke ApaNAMthI Avu' tAphAna na karAya paNa e tophAnI bALaka samajatA na hatA eTale zikSaka emane dhamakAvavA lAgyA te paNa sudharyA nahi. chevaTe zikSake gussAmAM AvIne bALakone sATI mArI. emanI bhaNavAnI dAnata na hatI eTale raDatA raDatA ghera AvIne mAtAne kahe che amane mAstare seATI mArI. ema kahIne khUba raDavA lAgyA. peAtAnA bAluDAne raDatA joI ne mAtAnuM lAgaNIbharyu. hRdaya kaMpI uThayuM. ahA ! mArA bAluDAne mAstare ATale badhA mAra mAryAM ? bALako enI mAtAne ema kahe che ke amane seATI mArI paNa bhegA e nathI kahetA ke ame tAphAna karatA hatA tethI mAryA ane mAtA paNa nathI pUchatI ke tamane kema mAryAM ? paNa eNe tA chekarAone kahI dIdhuM ke mArA vhAlaseAyA putro ! have kAlathI koI bhaNavA jazeA nahi. ApaNe kaMI bhaNavuM nathI. bhaNIne mAtra paisA ja kamAvA che ne ? ApaNe ghera ghaNuM dhana che. zu' bhaNelA ja paisA kamAI zake che? evu kaMI nathI. ghaNI vAra evu' ane che ke bhaNelA garIba rahI jAya ne abhaNa moTA zrImata banI jAya che. bhaNelA paNu saMsAra calAve che ne abhaNa paNa sa'sAra calAve che, teA pachI bhaNIne zu kAma che ? rAja zikSaka bALakone mAre, kADhI mUke ne khALA raDe e kema sahana thAya ? bALakAnA mehamAM paDelI mAtA e vicAra nathI karatI ke A bALakAnu bhaviSya kevu bagaDI jaze ? enA vicAra na karyAM, ane skule bhaNavA javAnI khaLakone nA pADI dIdhI ne uparathI kahyu` ke zikSakane dekhA tyAMthI patharA mAro, ane bhaNavAnA sAdhanA pATI, pena, cApaDIe vigere badhu agninA kuMDamAM phUMkIne bALI mUko.

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hyN zAradA siddhi baMdhuo! pitAnA saMtAnanA hita tarapha daSTi karyA vinA pitAnA bALaka pratye kevaLa mamatA rAkhanAra ane lADa laDAvanAra mA-bApa ema mAne che ke jANe amArA jevI saMtAne upara keIne mamatA ne lAgaNuM ja kayAM che? A te eka prakAranI bhUla ja che ne? AvA beTA lADa ne pyAra bALakane bhale karatA hoya paNa e vahAla vartamAnanA che paNa bhAvinA bhUtalamAM te te viSanA bIja vAvI rahyA che. samaya jatAM e viSanA bIjamAMthI moTA vRkSo thaze ane bALakonA jIvanane veDaphI nAMkhaze, ene khyAla rAkhatA nathI. A suMdarI paNa pitAnA bALakane vahAlamAM kheMcAIne A bALakonuM bhaviSya kevuM ghaDAze ne sAthe potAnuM paNa zuM thaze e vAta vIsarI gaI ne bALakane bhaNavA javAnI nA pADI dIdhI ne pustako bALI mUkyA. bole, have A mAtA hAlezvarI kahevAya ke veraNa? kharekhara, sAcI mAtA to ene ja kahevAya ke je potAnA kartavya paMtha para rahIne bALakonuM bhAvi kema ujajavaLa bane te mATe bALakonA jIvanamAM sArA saMskAranuM siMcana kare. pite kaSTa veThIne paNa saMtAnA jIvananuM sAcuM ne sAruM ghaDatara kare. "zeThANIne samajAvatA zeTha" - A vAtanI jinadAsa zeThane khabara paDI tyAre emanA dilamAM khUba dukha thayuM. teo vicAravA lAgyA ke jJAna vinAnA jIvananI kAMI kiMmata nathI. A zarIramAM badhI Indriyo karatA AMkhanI kiMmata vadhAre che ane AMkhanI vizeSa jarUra che. tenAthI paNa adhika jIvanamAM jJAnanI jarUra che, ane A mAtA bALakane kevA kusaMskAro ApI rahI che. A mArA bALakanuM zuM thaze? eka divasa zeThe suMdarIne kahyuM ke tuM A putrone bhaNavA kema nathI ekalatI? abhyAsa vinA ApaNA putro abhaNa raheze? abhaNa chokarAone jagata mUrkha kahe che ne enI sau hAMsI majAka uDAve che ema ApaNe putrone paNa sau mUkha kaheze, enI majAka uDAvaze ane moTA thaze tyAre emane kanyA paNa keNa paraNAvaze? tyAre suMdarIe krodhamAM AvIne zeThane kahyuM ke tame te mAtra paisA kamAI jANe che, bAkI chekarAonuM kaMI dhyAna rAkhe che kharA? putrenI kALajI te rAkhavI nathI ne mArA upara ATalo badhe rUAba kare che? juo te kharA, A mArA bALakane seTInA kevA seLa paDayA che? bALakanuM rUdana joyuM jatuM nathI. mAre atyAre kaMI bhaNAvavA nathI. moTA thaze eTale ApoApa bhaNaze. zeThe kahyuM suMdarI! tu A zuM bole che? theDe te vicAra kara ke bhaNyA vinA mANasane keTalI mUMjhavaNa thAya che? je abhaNa hoya tene pUchajo. je mAtA pitAnA bALakane lADa ane pyAramAM bhaNAvatA nathI, sArA saMskAronuM siMcana karatA nathI te mAtA pitA saMtAnanA vairI che tyAre suMdarI kahe che je tame evuM jANe che te

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sArAdA siddhi 81 zA mATe bhaNAvatA nathI ? vahepAramAMthI navarAza maLatI nathI te mane kahevA AvyA che ? zeTha bALakane bhaNAvavA mahenata karavA lAgyA paNa sa'sAranI ghaTamALamAM joI e tevI mahenata karI zakayA nahi ane mAtAnI bilakula mahenata na hatI eTale bALake bhaNyA vinAnA rahyA. Ama karatA karA yuvAna thayA. chekarA meTA thayelA joIne mAtA pitAnA haiye hu` samAtA nathI. dhana ghaNuM che, sa tAnA pazu sau' vAna che paNa kayAMya sagapaNanI vAta kare che tyAM koI hA pADatu nathI. jyAM kahe tyAMthI nA.... nA....nA ja javAba maLe che. putrAnA sagapaNa mATe cAre taraphathI nirAzA chavAI gaI tyAre zeThe suMdarIne kahyuM jo, te putrone bhaNAvyA nahi tenu kevu phaLa maLyuM ? tyAre suMdarIe kahyuM meM bhale na bhaNAvyA. tamAre bhaNAvIne DhAMziyAra karavA hatA ne ? emAM mArA zu' doSa che ? doSa tA tamArA ja che ne ? 66 te zeTha zeThANI vacce thayelA vivAda " :- zeThe kahyu` suMdarI ! sa 'tAnAnA si'cananI vadhu javAbadArI mAtAne mAthe hAya che ne vahepAranI pitAne mAthe hAya che. suMdarIe krodhamAM AvIne kahyuM bilakula nahi. mArI ekalInAputrA thADA che ? putrAnI javAbadArI mArI hi tamArI ja che samajyA ne? tame ja sa'tAnAne mUrkha rAkhyA che. suMdarIe patinA mAthe doSanA TopalA oDhADI dIdhA eTale zeThane paNa krodha AvI gayA. gussAmAM e eTalI uThayA pANI! putrane meM mUrkhA rAkhyA ke te' skule bhaNavA javAnI nA pADI ane emanA pustaka khALI nAMkhyA ne uparathI mane kahe che? tyAM te suMdarI dhaDukI uThI. huM pApiNI te tame pApI kharA ne ? tamane tamArA mA-Ape AvuM khelatA zIkhavyuM che ke mane pApiNI kaheA che ? ema kahI na kahevAnA zabdo zeThane kahI dIdhA. patnInA AvA vacana sAMbhaLIne zeThane khUba krodha Avyo ke zuM peAtAnI patnI ja peAtAne AvA zabdo kahe che? he adhama strI! jarA vicArIne khela. tu' kAne AvA zabdo kahI rahI che? paNa suMdarI tA sAMbhaLatI nathI. e tA jema Ave tema khele jatI hatI. zeTha-zeThANInA vAdamAMthI vivAda sarjAyo ane vivAdamAMthI vinAza thavAnA prasa`ga AvI gayA. (C "" sudarIe gumAvelA prANa :- koI rIte sudarI kheAlatI baMdha na thaI tyAre zeThano krodha kAbU bahAra gayA ane hAthamAM meTA paththara laI ne su`darInA mAthAmAM mAryAM. suMdarInA mastakamAM paththara vAgatA khAparI phUTI gaI ne e jamIna para DhaLI paDatA enA prANu cAlyA gayA, ane e ja su'darI tamArI putrI rUpe janmI che. jJAnanI virAdhanA karI e kAraNathI A tamArI putrI mUgI ne rogI thaI che. karelA karmo bhAgaLyA vinA chUTakA nathI. A guNamaMjarI mUgI hatI paNa kAne te badhu sAMbhaLatI hatI. gurUnA mukhethI potAnA pUrvabhavanI vAta jema jema sAMbhaLatI gaI tema tema enA aMtaramAM pazcAtApa thavA lAgyo. AMkhAmAMthI AMsu vahevA lAgyA, ane pUrvabhavanuM. dRzya

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872 zAradA siddhi jANe najara samakSa dekhAvA lAgyuM. aMtaramAM pazcAtApanA bhaThTho saLagyo, ane gurUnI sAme mUka samasyA karIne aMtarane ThAlavatI hoya tema kahevA lAgI ke he gurU bhagavaMta! Apa ja mAro udhAra karo. Apa ja mArA jIvananA mAdaka banA. me. pUrvabhavamAM jJAnanI virAdhanA karI tethI mArI A dazA thaI che paNa have duHkhamAMthI mukta thavAnA upAya zu' ? ema e mU`gI avasthAmAM kahevA lAgI, tyAre si'hadAsa zeThe kahyuM bhagavaMta ! have enA A roga ane mUMgApaNu` kevI rIte maTe ? Apa ja enA upAya batAve. bhagavate kahyuM ke jJAnanI ArAdhanA karavAthI pUrve karelA jJAnanI virAdhanAmAMthI mukta thavAya che. jJAna e AtmautthAnanuM pahelu' pagathIyu' che. jJAnanI ArAdhanA karavAthI jJAnAvaraNIya kanA paDaLa bhedAI jAya che ne jIvanamAM anero prakAza patharAya che, mATe jJAnanu bahumAna karo, jJAnanI bhakti karo. kArataka suda pAMcamanA divasa e jJAnapa'camInA divasa che eTale tyArathI zarUAta karIne dareka mAsanI suda pAMcamanA divase upavAsa karavA. te divase mana-vacana ane kAyAnI zuddhipUrNAMka "name nALaE ''nI vIsa mALA gaNavI. jJAnanA 51 guNa che mATe 51 vaMdaNA ane 51 legassanA kAusagga karavA, savAra sAMja pratikramaNa karavu', bane teTaluM jJAna bhaNuvu' ane jJAnakhAtAmAM tamArI zakti pramANe dhana vAparavuM. A rIte sADA pAMca varSa sudhI jJAnanI ArAdhanA karavAthI jJAnAvaraNIya ka' khape che. A guNamajarIne te peAtAnA pUrvabhavanI vAta sAMbhaLIne 'taHkaraNapUrvakanA evA pazcAtApa upaDayo ke tyAM ne tyAM enu' mU'gApaNu TaLI gayuM ne vAcA khulI gaI eTale gurUnA caraNamAM paDIne kahevA lAgI ahe| gurUdeva ! Ape mArA pUrvabhavanI kahAnI kahI na hAta tA mane bhAna thAta nahi. Apa mArA mahAna upakArI che. ApanA upakAranA badale te huM jIvanaparyaMta bhUlI zakuM tema nathI. ema kahI gurUne vaMdana karIne pUrve karelI virAdhanAnuM prAyazcita karyuM, pachI AlocanA karIne ghera gaI, A guNamaMjarIe tyArathI jJAnanI ArAdhanA karavAnI zarUAta karI. enA pitAe paNa e nimitte jJAnakhAtAmAM potAnA dhananA sadupayoga karyAM. thADA samayamAM guNama'jarInA roga maTI gayo. enI kAyA kaMcanavaNI banI gaI. guNama'jarI pahelethI ja guNavAna ane saudarya vAna hatI ane have te ene roga ane mUMgApaNuM cAlyu. gayu. eTale sAmethI sArA gharanA cheAkarA sAthe enu' vevizALa karavAnI mAMgaNI thavA lAgI. mAtA pitA paNa enA lagna mATe taiyArIe karavA lAgyA, paNa guNama'jarInu jIvana vairAgyavAsita banI gayuM. eNe mAtA-pitAne kahI dIdhuM ke meM mArA pUrvabhavanI kahAnI gurUnA mukhethI sAMbhaLI tyArathI mane te A sa`sAra uparathI vairAgya Avyo che. mAre sa'sAramAM paDavu nathI. sayama ja AtmAne mATe hitakArI che. A guNama'jarIe sayama lIdheA. sayama laIne jJAna bhaNavAmAM khUba purUSAtha karyAM ne khUba jJAna prApta karyuM, ane jJAna sahita cAritranuM pAlana karavA lAgI,

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zAradA siddhi 873 baMdhuo! samudra, sarovara ke nadI taravA mATe jema be bhujAonI AvazyaktA rahe che tema A saMsAra samudrane taravA mATe paNa jJAna ane kriyAnI AvazyakatA che. jJAna ane kriyA e be vastuone sumeLa jIvane mokSamArgane meLa karI Ape che. zAstrakAra bhagavatee kahyuM che ke "jJAna zirkhyA : " jJAna e AtmAmAM rahelA karma kacarAne batAvanAra che, jyAre kriyA e karma rUpa kacarAne dUra karanAra che. jJAna ane kriyA baMnenuM kArya alaga che. jema dipakane prakAza kacaro kayAM che te batAve che paNa kacaro vALIne bahAra pheMkI devAnI kiyA te pote karavI paDe che. rasoI banAvavAnuM jJAna che paNa jyAM sudhI rasoI banAvavAnI kriyA mANasa na kare tyAM sudhI rasoI banAvavAnA jJAna mAtrathI sudhA maTatI nathI. mAgane jANanAra jyAM sudhI cAlavAnI kriyA kare nahi tyAM sudhI ISTa sthAne pahoMcI zakatA nathI. auSadhanuM jJAna dharAvanAra vyakti rega thAya paNa davA khAya nahi te e rogathI mukta thatA nathI. jaMgalanA dAvAnaLamAM sapaDAyelo AMdhaLe ane laMgaDe e be jyAM sudhI bhegA na thAya tyAM sudhI bemAMthI eka paNa dAvAnaLamAMthI potAne bacAva karavA samartha banI zakatA nathI, kAraNa ke AMdhaLo cAlI zake che paNa mArga dekhI zakatA nathI ane laMgaDo mArga dekhe che paNa cAlI zakatuM nathI. AvI rIte jJAna luluM che ne kriyA AMdhaLA che mATe ekalA jJAnathI ke ekalI kriyAthI mokSa thatuM nathI. baMnene sumeLa hovuM joIe. jenA jIvanamAM. jJAna ane kriyA e baMnene sumeLa hoya che te saMsAra rU5 dAvAnaLamAMthI AbAda rIte bacI jAya che, paNa je ema mAne che ke ekalA jJAnathI mokSa che mATe jJAna prApta karo. kriyA karavAnI kaI jarUra nathI. ekalA jJAna tarapha daSTi rAkhe che ne kriyAne tiraskAra kare che ane kriyAthI kalyANa mAnanAro, kriyA tarapha daSTi rAkhI jJAnane tiraskAra kare che evA AtmAo saMsAra samudra tarI zakatA nathI. A guNamaMjarI saMyama laIne jJAna sahita kriyA karavA lAgI. aneka jIne paNa e mArge vALI AtmakalyANa karAvavAmAM nimittabhUta banI, ane AyuSya pUrNa thatAM kALa karIne devalekamAM gaI, pachI tyAMthI devanuM AyuSya pUrNa karI mahAvidehakSetramAM janma laI saMyama laIne ugra tapa ane saMyamanI sAdhanA karIne ghAtI karmone kSaya karI kevaLajJAnanI jAta pragaTAvI mokSamAM gaI. Aje jJAnapaMcamIne divasa che. AjanA divase dareka jIvee jJAnanI ArAdhanA karavAnI jarUra che. jene pratikramaNa na AvaDatuM hoya te pratikamaNa zIkhe. sAmAyika pratikramaNa AvaDatA hoya te chakAyanA bola, navatatva vigere zIkho paNa kaMIne kaMI jJAna bhaNavAne purUSArtha karo. jJAna e aMdhakAra bharelA jIvanamAM mArgadarzaka che. jJAna sAthe kriyA karo. jJAnane lAbha e sAce lAbha che. ane te potAnI zakita anusAra jJAnakhAtAmAM dhana vAparo. je jJAna bhaNatuM hoya tene sahAyaka bane, te ja jJAnapaMcamInuM mahatva samajayA gaNAya, ane jJAnapaMcamI ujavI gaNAya. samaya thaI gayela che vadhu bhAva avasare. zA. 110

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vyAkhyAna na. 91 kArataka suda 6 ne zukravAra tA. 21-10-9 - sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAone bahene! anaMtakarUNasiMdhu, zAsanapati, vItarAga bhagavaMta jagatane jIne AtmakalyANane paMtha batAvatA samajAve che ke he jIva! bhavanI rakhaDapaTTI aTakAvavI hoya ane bhavaparaMparAne teDavI hoya te A maLelA suMdara mAnavajIvanamAM kamANI karI lo. A mAnavajIvananI jJAnIoe eka mahelanI sAthe sarakhAmaNI karI che. jema keI makAnanuM bAMdhakAma karatA pahelA te zA upayogamAM levAnuM che. skula mATe, ophIsa mATe, rahevA mATe ke davAkhAnA mATe tene prathama nirNaya kare joIe. nirNaya karyA bAda badhI goThavaNa karI plAnIMga karavAmAM Ave che. te pramANe pAyAnI uMDAI jADAI, vAparavAne mAlasAmAna nakkI karI, kAma karanArA sArA kArIgaro lAvavAmAM Ave che te pachI temAM keI khAmI ke kacAza rahI zaktA nathI. A te eka makAnana plAnIMganI, tenA pAyAnI ne bAMdhakAmanI vAta karI paNa jIvana mahela mATe zuM ? tene vicAra karavAnI jarUra che. jIvana mahela mATe AvA ja plAnIMganI jarUrata che. makAna mATe vaparAzane jema khyAla karAya che ke te kayA vaparAzamAM levAnuM che tema A jIvana mATe, AtmA mATe khyAla kara joIe ke pitAne kaI gatimAM javuM che ? naraka- tiryaMca Adi durgatimAM javuM che ke manuSya athavA devagatimAM javuM che agara cAre gatine cheDIne paMcama gati mokSamAM javuM che? - makAnanA bAMdhakAmamAM game tevA mAlasAmAna vAparI, paisA veDaphIne jema tema bAMdhI devuM hoya te plAnIMganI jarUrata nathI tema naraka gatimAM javuM hoya te jIvana mahelanA keI palAnIMganI jarUra nathI. e te ApaNuM kukarmo ApaNane tyAM dhakelI deze. game tema baMdhAI gayelA makAna mATe mANasa jIve tyAM sudhI AMsu pADavAne vakhata Ave che tema narakamAM karelA karmo bhagavatA jIvane AMsu paDe che. tyAM bacAvavA keI AvatuM nathI, tethI naraka gatinuM plAnIMga ApaNane mAphaka Ave tema nathI mATe mokSa sukha mATe jIvana mahelanuM evuM plAnIMga karavuM joIe ke jethI A jIvana mahela cheDIne jatAM ApaNane mokSa mahela maLe. makAnane pAye majabUta na hoya ne tevA makAna upara bIje mALa bAMdhIe te pariNAme bhaviSyamAM te makAna paDI jAya ane te makAnamAM rahetA kyAreka daTAI javAne prasaMga paNa Ave. ApaNe te rIte nathI daTAvuM. ApaNe te A jIvana mahela vIsa, pazcIsa ke pacAsa varSa mATe nahi paNa bhavabhavamAM kayAre paNa paDI na jAya te jIvana mahela bAMdhave che. mAnavI potAnuM makAna bAMdhe paNa temAM khUba sagavaDe thAya, suMdara DIjhAIna thAya ane rAcaracIluM goThavAya te mAne ke mArA paisA kharcelA ugI nIkaLaze tema jJAnI

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875 zAradA siddhi kahe che ke he mAnava ! tuM paNa tArA jIvanamAM Dagale ne pagale vicAra kara ke tAre zuM karavAnuM che ne zuM nathI karavAnuM? sArA narasAne khyAla karI tenAthI maLavAnA karmone khyAla rAkhI jIvana jIvatA zIkha, te A saMsAra sAgara tarI javAze ane AtmAnuM kalyANa thaze. suMdara mAnava deha maLyo ane temAM kalpavRkSa samAna jaina dharma maLyo ane jo temAM kaMI ja sukRta karavAmAM na Ave to ciMtAmaNIratna samAna mAnavabhavane samudramAM pheMkI dIdhA jevuM thAya. mAnavadeha ane jaina dharma maLyA pachI bhaviSyanA jIvana mahelanA plAnIMgane ane paralokane khyAla rAkhI mAnave jIvana jIvatAM zIkhavuM joIe. rAga-dveSa, moha-mAyA, kaSAyo ane saMsAranI lelupatA tArA bhaviSyanA plAnIMgane pAyAmAMthI hacamacAvI nAMkhaze, mATe ApaNuM jIvana ApaNuM jIvana mahelanuM plAnIMga vItarAganA saMtarUpI AkarakeTane seMpI temanI doravaNIthI jIvana mahelanuM bAMdhakAma karIe. AmAM AkITIkeTanI dekharekha karatA pitAnI dekharekha vadhu jarUrI che. mana rUpI kArIgarane kAbUmAM rAkhI, deha rUpI mAla sAmAnane tapa-tyAga, dharmadhyAna, kaSAya tyAga, virAga bhAva vigeremAM upayoga karI jIvana mahela banAvIne te pachI te paDavAnI ke temAMthI kAMkarI paNa kharavAnI ciMtA rahetI nathI, mATe jIvana mahelanuM plAnIMga evuM karIe ke bhavobhavanA plAnIMga karavAnA baMdha thAya, bhavabhavanA makAne badalavAnA baMdha thAya , ane mekSa mahela maLe. mokSa mahelane meLavavA mATe tatpara banelA cittamuni brahmAdara cakavatine e ja vAta samajAvI rahyA che ke tame A jIvana mahelanuM plAnIMga evuM kare ke bhavabhavanA plAnIMga karavAnA baMdha thaI jAya. saMsAra te duHkhane dAvAnaLa che, mATe tuM samajIne ene tyAga kara. A zarIra tane zvAsa prANu jevuM vahAluM che. dhana vaibhava, rANuo putra-parivAra vigere pratye tane apAra prema che paNa e badhA kaI tArA nathI. A dehamAMthI haMsale uDI jaze pachI eka ghaDI paNa rAkhaze nahi. smazAnamAM laI jaIne bALI mUkaze, ane e badhA samaya jatAM bhUlI jaze, pachI koI tane yAda karaze nahi. anAdikALathI saMsAranI evI rIta che ke jemAM nAnA bALakane je ramakaDuM priya hoya che tene laIne premathI rame che. e ramakaDuM keI laI le te kajIyA kare che, raDe che, kaMIka kare che paNa je ene bIjuM ramakaDuM maLI jAya che te pelA ramakaDAne choDI de che ne bIjuM ramakaDuM ramavA lAge che, pachI pelA ramakaDAne yAda paNa karatA nathI, tema saMsArI jInI evI ja sthiti hoya che. je svajana vinA kSaNa paNa cAlatuM nathI, ene eka divasa na maLe to jANe keTalAya divasathI maLyA nathI evuM lAge che. enI pAchaLa prANa pAtharavA mATe taiyAra hoya che. e svajana A phAnI duniyAmAMthI vidAya le che tyAre enI pAchaLa kaMIka kare che paNa samaya jatAM bIjA svajane ane nehIo maLatA janArane bhUlI jAya che, pachI ene yAda paNa karatA nathI, mATe

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Gry zAradA siddhi sa'sAranA meha choDa. ATaluM' kahevA chatAM paNa brahmadatta cakravatinA dilamAM kaMI asara thatI nathI tyAre karUNAvata cittamuni zuM kahe che. uvaNijjai jIviyamappamAyaM, vanna jarA harai Narassa rAyaM / paMcAlarAyA ! vayaNaM suNAhi mA kAsi kammAI mahAlayAI ||26|| he rAjana! AjIvana satata mRtyunI samIpa jaI rahyu che, vRddhAvasthA manuSyane vAna ra'ga harI le che. huM pAMcAla dezanA rAjA ! mArA hitakArI vacanA sAMbhaLe ane Apa echAmAM ochA pacendriya vadhAdika gurUkamane teA na kare. evA pApathI teA aTakA, kAraNa ke e pApakarmo jIvane naraka nigeAda AdimAM pahAMcADanAra che. manuSyanA AyuSyanA avibhAgI azAnA samaye samaye kSaya thatA rahe che. Anu nAma bhAvamaraNa che. eka bAjI A bhAvamaraNu pratisamaya jIvanane aMta karI rahyuM che, ane bIjI tarapha vRddhAvasthA zarIranA lAvaNyanA nAza karI rahI che. emAMthI bacavAne koI upAya nathI mATe manuSya jIvanane sArthaka karavAnA jo koi upAya hAya te te eka ja che ke tyAga mAga apanAve ane tyAga mArga apanAvavAnI tAkAta nahAya tA ochAmAM ochu azubha karmAnu` AcaraNa na karavuM eTaluM teA karo. parabhavanu * bhAtu khAMdhavA mATe kaMIka te dharmAMnuM AcaraNu karI le. A pramANe cittamuni brahmadatta cakravatine samajAvI rahyA che, paNa mehAMdha jIvane A vAta rUcatI nathI. e te jagata zu' kare che e joyA kare che ne jagatanA rAhe cAle che, paNa jinezvara bhagavAnanI AjJA tarapha dRSTi karatA nathI, paNa eka vakhata jIvane samyaktva spI jAya to enI dRSTi badalAi jAya. samyakRtva AvyA pachI jIva jinezvara bhagavAna tarapha dRSTi kare paNa jagata tarapha dRSTi karatA nathI. jema saMsAramAM vyavahAra dRSTie eka kuMvArI kanyA paraNIne sAsare jAya eTale enI STi badalAI jAya che. e rIte AtmA mithyAtvanuM ghara choDIne samyaktvanA gharamAM Ave tyAre enI dRSTi badalAI jAya che. samyaktva AvyuM eTale jinezvara bhagavAnanI ka'DI bAMdhI, pachI eka ja vAta vicAravAnI ke mArA bhagavAnanI AjJA zuM che? e zuM kahI gayA che ne hu zu karuM chuM? jagata je kahe te mAre karavAnI jarUra nathI, mAre te mArA bhagavAne zuM kahyu che te karavAnu che. jema kanyA paraNIne sAsare jAya che eTale enI dRSTi badalAI jAya che ne ? jyAM sudhI paraNI na hatI tyAM sudhI mArA mAtA-pitAnI zuM AjJA che e tarapha enuM lakSa hatu. paNa pitAe ene paraNAvI, paraNIne sAsare gaI, patinI patnI anI, pachI mArA patinI zuM AjJA che e jonArI bane che. dA. ta. bApe dIkarIne zrImatanA dIkarA sAthe paraNAvI. piyaramAM sukhI che ne sAsare paNa sukhI hovAthI sArA vastrAbhUSaNA paherato hAya paNa pApakarmanA udaya thatAM pati garIba banI jAya teA patnI sAdA kapaDA pahere che. kayAreka Apane tyAM koI prasaMge dIkarIone teDAvavAmAM

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877. zAradA sita Ave che tyAre Aja sudhI sArA ane kiMmatI vastrAbhUSaNo paheranArI sAdA vastro paherIne Ave che ne bIjI dIkarI bhabhakAdAra kapaDA paherIne Ave che. te samaye enA pitA sAdA vastro paherIne AvanAra dIkarI tarapha daSTi karIne kahe ke tuM kevA bhikhAraNa jevA kapaDA paherIne AvI che? ame lAjI marIe chIe. je, A tArI bahena kevA sArA vastro paherIne AvI che? ThAThamAThathI AvelI dIkarIne vadhAre mAnapAna Ape ne garIbAInA kAraNe sAdAImAM AvelI dIkarIne mAna na Ape te tethI e kaMI bApanA bola sAmuM na jue ne kheda na kare ke hAya hAya mArI bahena sArA vastro ne dAgInA paherIne AvI che te huM paNa paheruM. e te eka ja vicAra kare ke mArA patinI jevI sthiti hoya e pramANe mAre rahevuM joIe. devuM karIne ke bhIkha mAMgI lAvIne ThaThArA karavAmAM zuM zobhA che ! kuMvArI hatI tyAre e pitAnA bela sAme jotI hatI ane paraNIne sAsare gaI eTale patinA bela sAmuM jenArI bane che. AvI rIte jIva mithyAtvI hatuM tyAM sudhI e jagatane hatuM, e jagata tarapha daSTi karate hato, eTale ke jagata zuM kahe che, zuM kare che e jotuM hatuM, paNa jinezvara bhagavaMtane hadayamAM dhAraNa karyA, samakti pAme eTale jagata zuM kahe che ne zuM kare che e jovAnuM paDatuM mUkIne bhagavAna zuM kahe che e tarapha daSTi kare che. jyAM sudhI kanyA paraNuM na hatI tyAM sudhI bApanA gharane pitAnuM ghara mAnatI hatI paNa paraNyA pachI patinA gharane e pitAnuM ghara mAne che. e kayAreka piyara rahevA AvI hoya ne pachI ene sAsare javuM hoya tyAre zuM kahe che? mane AvyA ghaNa divasa thaI gayA, huM mAre ghera jAuM chuM, eTale enA bhAva te e ja che ke mA-bApanuM ghara te mAruM nahi paNa patinuM ghara e mAruM ghara che. A saMsAranA vyavahAramAM kanyA paraNI eTale eNe ghara badalyuM. "paraNelI kanyAnI jema samakitI jIva paNa ghara badale che." jaina dharma e lekettara dharma che. e dharmanI zradadhA thaI eTale ke samakti pAmyA pachI jIvanuM ghara badalAya che. "samakita dRSTi AvyA pachI te jagatane nahi paNa jinano bane che, je AtmA jinezvara prabhunI AjJAnusAra jinezvara kathita mArge cAle che tenuM kalyANa thAya che. ochA bhavamAM e mokSamAM jAya che paNa jagatanA rAhe cAlavAthI kalyANa thatuM nathI. jagatanuM kahyuM karavAthI ne e rAhe cAlavAthI te bhavabhramaNa vadhe che. mahAvIra prabhune AtmA vizvabhUti nAme rAjakumAra hatuM, ane enA kAkAne dIkaro vizAkhAnaMdI hatA. eka vakhata evuM banyuM ke vizvabhUti eka bagIcAmAM suMdara mahelamAM rahete hate. e mahela vizAkhAnaMdIne paDAvI levAnuM mana thayuM. evAmAM yudhamAM javAne prasaMga banyuM, eTale vizvabhUtine yudhamAM me ne pAchaLathI kAkAnA dIkarA vizAkhAnadIe mahela pitAnA kaje karI lIdhe. vizvabhUtikumAra yudhamAM

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878 zAradA siddhi vijaya meLavIne AvyA ne joyuM te vizAkhAnaMdI mahelamAM rahevA gayo che, eTale ene samajAI gayuM ke A mahela pacAvI pADavA mATe ja A badho daMbha karyo che. A vizvabhUtimAM ghaNuM baLa hatuM. ene khUba krodha Avyo paNa pachI manane vALyuM. enA manamAM evo bhAva Ave ke saMsAramAM AvI melI ramate ramAya che? mAre have A mahela na joI e paNa vizAkhAnaMdIne batAvI dauM ke huM nabaLo nathI. eNe ThAnA jhADane muThI mArIne pADI nAMkhyuM ne kahyuM ke he vizAkhAnaMdI ! dekha, mArAmAM AvI tAkAta che. AvuM baLa che. jo huM dhAruM te tane capaTImAM roLI nAMkhuM tema chuM ane A eka mahela te zuM paNa AkhuM rAjya laI lauM te huM zaktizALI chuM paNa have mAre saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. Ama kahIne vizvabhUtie vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA lIdhI. vizvabhUti rAjakumAra maTIne vizvabhUti muni banyA. saMyama laIne teo ugra tapa karavA lAgyA. tapamAM chaThThane pAraNe chaThTha, pachI aThThama, cAra, cha, ATha, paMdara, seLa ema caDhatA caDhatA mA khamaNane pAraNe mA khamaNa karavA lAgyA. zarIra te hADapiMjara jevuM karI nAkhyuM. pAraNAne divase jAte ja gaucarI jatA ane nirdoSa sUke AhAra vahorI lAvIne pAraNuM karatA. grAmAnugrAma vicaratA vicaratA teo mathurA nagarImAM padhAryA ane mA khamaNunuM pAraNuM hovAthI gaucarI nIkaLyA, tyAre vizAkhAnaMdI mathurA nagarImAM AvyuM hatuM. eNe munine gAyanI haDapheTa lAgavAthI paDI jatA joI muninI mazkarI karatA kahyuM ke vizvabhUti muni ! eka mUThI mArIne koThAnuM jhADa pADI nAMkhavAnuM tamAruM baLa kayAM gayuM? A samaye muni bhAna bhUlyA ne gAyane cakkara pheravIne jamIna para mUkI dIdhI ne kahyuM-dekha ! mAruM baLa. eka pApa vikalpamAMthI aneka pApa vikalpa AvyA ane chevaTe akhUTa baLanA svAmI banavAnuM niyANuM karyuM. keTalA varSonA amUlya saMyama ane tapane vecI nAkhyA. kevI pApa vikalpajanya ajJAnatA ! eka pApa vika95nI kevI bhayAnakatA! niyANAnA baLe akhUTa baLanA svAmI tripRSTha vAsudeva banyA. pApa vikalpanA gherA saMskAranA kAraNe tIvra viSayAsakita ane kaSAyovezamAM DUbelA rahevA lAgyA, tethI aDhaLaka pApakarmonA DhagalA karIne e bhegavavA marIne sAtamI narake gayA. bhagavAnane jIva nayasAranA bhavamAM samakita pAmyo tyArathI emanA bhavanI gaNatrI thaI che. temAM A vizvabhUtine bhava AvI jAya che. samaktinA bhAvamAM heya tyAre jIva AvuM niyANuM kare nahi paNa A samaye samakti vamI gayA haze jethI bhAvimAM tIrthakara bananAra AtmA paNa A kuvika9pa karI beThe ne niyANuM karyuM. jenA kAraNe narakamAM javAne prasaMga Avyo. tyAMthI marIne siMha thayA. tyAMthI jethI narake gayA pachI manuSya ane devanA bhava karatA chevaTe 27 mA bhave bhagavAna mahAvIra

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zAradA siddhi 81 svAmI nAme tIrthakara thayA. teo ApaNane samajAvI gayA ke mAnavajIvananuM kharuM kArya kareganAM tIvra saMtApa maTADavA mATe dharma auSadhanuM sevana karIne karegane AvavAnA daravAjA baMdha karavA sadA jAgRta ane prayatnazIla bane. ApaNu adhikAramAM cittamuni paNa brahmadatta cakravatine kahe che he rAjana! tame paNa kaMIka samaje, ane kamaregane nAbUda karavA mATe dharmanuM auSadha laI le. je dharma auSadhanuM sevana nahi karo te karmaroga vadhatuM jaze. A mAnavajIvana te kSaNika che. kayAre mRtyunI pheja Avaze tenI khabara nathI. ApaNuM AyuSya te pANIne pUranI jema akhaMDa vahyA kare che. pANIne pravAha kadI sthira rahetuM nathI, pANInA pUrane koI rokavA Icche te rokI zakAtuM nathI. hA nadInA pANIne baMdha bAMdhIne rokI zakAya che paNa AyuSyanA vahetA pravAhane baMdha bAMdhIne rokavAnI keInI tAkAta nathI, eTale kSaNe kSaNe AyuSya rUpI pANI ApaNA jIvanamAMthI vahyA kare che. jIvanamAMthI gayelI kSaNa pAchI AvatI nathI, mATe dharmArAdhanA karIne jIvana saphaLa banAve. A yuvAnI cAlI jaze ne jotajotAmAM te vRddhAvasthA AvI jaze eTale dhAryuM dharmadhyAna nahi thAya, kAraNa ke pudgalane paryAyo kSaNe kSaNe palaTAyA kare che. Aje jenuM zarIra lekhaMDI che, cAlatA dharatI dhrujAvatA hoya che, e ja mANasa vRddhAvasthA AvatA rAMka, je banI jAya che, mATe yuvAvasthA e dharma karavAnI taka che evuM samajIne he rAjana ! tuM jAgRta banIne dharmArAdhanA karI le. AtmAne mATe parabhavanuM bhAtu bAMdhI le. A pramANe cittamuni brahmadatta cakravatine samajAvI rahyA che. haju paNa zuM samajAvaze tene bhAva avasare. caritra - bhImasena babbe vakhata deva parIkSAmAM pAsa thayo, tethI deve tenA para prasanna thaIne divya vastrAbhUSaNe bheTa ApyA ne pachI potAnA sthAnamAM cAlyA gayA. bhImasena cheDA divasa gaMgA nadInA kinAre rokAyo. badhAne thAka barAbara utaryo eTale DerA taMbu uThAvIne sainya sahita AgaLa prayANa karyuM. nIkaLyA tyAre badhAe navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karyuM, ane paMca parameSThI prabhune bhAvathI namaskAra karI AgekUca karavAne prAraMbha karyo. have te saune jaldI ujajainI pahoMcavAnI hoMza che eTale dararoja pravAsa cAlu rAkhyo. na chUTake kayAMka ekAda be divasane paDAva nAMkhatA ne AgaLa cAlatA. vacamAM je je gAma nagara AvatA te te nagaranA rAjAo ane nagarajane sau premathI bhImasenanuM svAgata karatA. nagaranA zreSThIo bhImasenanuM svAgata karIne aneka prakAranI mUlyavAna cIne bheTa ApavA lAgyA ne bulaMda avAje bhImasena narezane jyajayakAra bolAvatA hatA. Ama AnaMdamaMgalapUrvaka bhImasena rAjA sainya sahita AgekUca karatA ujajainI nagarIne gADha jaMgalamAM AvyA. e ja jagala ne e ja rAta" - jyAre bhImasena rAjA, suzIlA rANuM,

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480 zAradA siddhi ane devasena-ketusena badhA harisenanA trAsathI ujajainI nagarInuM rAjya choDIne ekAeka rAtre cAlI nIkaLyA tyAre sauthI prathama je jaMgalamAM rAtavAso rahyA hatA te ja jaMgalamAM vizALa sainya sahita rAtavAso rahyA. vizALa sainya cAre tarapha sUtuM che, keI beThuM che. hajAro mANase bhImasenane khammA khammA kare che ne dAsIo suzIlAnI sevA kare che. A samaye bhImasene pUchayuM-suzIlA ! A jaMgalane tuM oLakhe che? tyAre suzIlAe kahyuM-nAtha! kema na oLakhuM ? ahIM te ApaNe parNakUTIramAM mahAkaSTamAM rAtrI pasAra karI hatI. ApaNe AbhUSaNane Dabdha jamInamAM dATIne sUtA hatA. bhUkhyA-tarasyA ne thAkayA pAkyA UMghI gayA tyAre cAra leko ApaNe dAgInAne DabbA corIne laI gayA hatA. savAre ApaNe jAgyA tyAre Dabbo na je tyAre keTale kalpAMta karyo hate? e badhuM barAbara yAda che, pachI bhImasene devasena ane ketusenane belAvIne pUchayuM-he mArA vahAlA putro ! ApaNe ahIM kayAre AvyA hatA ? te tamane yAda Ave che? - pitAjI! ApaNe ahIM AvyA tyAre ame baMne bhAIo nAnA hatA. te vakhate ThaMDIne samaya hatuM eTale bhAMgItUTI jhUMpaDImAM ThaMDIthI tharathara dhrujatA hatA. ame kahetA hatA ke bA-bApujI! khUba bhUkha lAgI che. amane khAvAnuM Ape, pANI Ape, tyAre tame amane samajAvI sUvADI detA hatA, kAraNa ke te samaye A jaMgalamAM ekalA ja nirAdhAra hatA. savAre uThIne kayAM jaIzuM te paNa khabara na hatI, tyAre Aje te ApaNe ujajenI javuM che te nakkI che. e samaye ApaNI kaI khabara lenAra na hatuM tyAre Aje te ApaNuM paDatA bola jhIlavA mANase khaDe page ubhA che. Aje koI cIjanI kamInA nathI, Aje ApaNuM rakSaNa karavA sevake akhaMDa ujAgara kare che ane ApaNane heja paNa kaTa na paDe te mATe ApaNe mANasee ke majhA taMbu bAMdhIne makhamalanI gAdIe bIchAvI che. A rIte bhImasena rAjA potAnA taMbumAM pitAnA parivAra sAthe bhUtakALamAM anubhavelA kaDavA smaraNe yAda karI rahyA hatA, ane putrone karmanI philephI samajAvI rahyA hatA ke he putro! A badhI kamanI ramata che. ApaNe pUrvamAM evA pApa karmo karyA haze ke jethI ApaNe AvA dukhe bhegavavA paDayA. nahitara A e ja jaMgala che ne e ja rAta che ane ApaNe paNa tenA te ja chIe chatAM baMne samayamAM keTale taphAvata che ! e rAta ApaNuM azubha karmanI upArjanAnI hatI ne A rAta zubhakarmanI che. e samaye pApodaya hate ne Aje ApaNe puNyodaya che. ApaNe zubha-azubha baMne karmonA phaLa bhegavyA. he dIkarAo! tame AmAMthI eka sAra grahaNa karajo ke sukha paNa sthira nathI ne duHkha paNa sthira nathI. badhuM karmAdhIna che mATe evuM karaze tevuM pAmaze, mATe jIvanane zuddha AcAra vicAravALuM banAvo. dharmane kadI bhUlaze nahi. baMne putroe mAtA-pitAnI zikhAmaNa mastake caDhAvI. e ja samaye dvArapALe aMdara AvIne khabara ApyA ke A jaMgalane pallI pati

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zAradA sili 881 subhadra ApanA darzanArthe Avyo che. je ApanI AjJA hoya te ene huM aMdara laI AvuM. bhImasene AjJA ApI eTale paDachaMda kAyAvALe ane bhayAnaka mukhAkRtivALe mANasa aMdara dAkhala thaye. teNe rAjAne namaskAra karyA pachI bhImasene potAnI bAjumAM Asana upara besADIne AvavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM. pallI patie kahyuM A thoDuM leNuM ApanA caraNe dharI ApanA darzana karI pavitra banavA Avyo chuM. ema kahIne subhadde senAnA ane ratnanA alaMkArothI bharela thALa emanI sAme mUkayo. emAMnA AbhUSaNe tarapha daSTi paDatAnI sAthe bhImasene kahyuM are ! A te mArA ja bAjubaMdha che. tyAM suzIlA belI ke A te mAro ja hAra che. baMne jaNAe alaMkAro hAthamAM laI khUba cokasAIthI joyA eTale yAda AvI gayuM ke A jaMgalamAM cerAI gayA hatA te ja badhA A alaMkAro che, juo karmanA khela kevA che ! gayuM tyAre badhuM eka sAmaTuM gayuM. te meLavavA raDI raDIne AMkhe lAla karI nAMkhI hatI ne kAyA ghasI nAMkhI chatAM kaMI pAchuM na maLyuM te na maLyuM ne Aje karmanA vAdaLa vikherAtA eka pachI eka karatAM badhuM pAchuM maLI gayuM. bhImasena mane mana belI uThayA. "vAha re vAha kamarAja tArI lIlA akaLa che. tAro nyAya acaLa che. tuM nathI kehane adhika Apa ke nathI koIne ochuM Apate." jenuM je hoya tenuM tuM samaya Avye pAchuM ApI de che. bhImasene A rIte vicAra karatA palIpatine pUchyuM ke A alaMkAro tamArI pAse kevI rIte AvyA tyAre palIpatie kahyuM, mahArAja! ApanI samakSa kahetA mAruM mastaka zaramathI namI paDe che chatAM huM asatya nahi beluM. have e pahalIpati bhImasena rAjAne satya vAta karaze tenA bhAva avasare. S vyAkhyAna naM. 92 kArataka suda 7 ne zanivAra - tA. 27-10-79 anaMtajJAnI pharamAve che ke he AtmA ! saMsAramAM pApakarmathI khUcelA ne dharma e tAraNahAra che. dharma e ja sAcuM zaraNa che. dharma karanAra AtmA A lekamAM ne paralokamAM sukhI thAya che. kaMIka vAra dhamIjIvane pUrva karmanA udayathI duHkha ke Apatti Ave tyAre ajJAna mANase bolI uThe che ke "dhamIne ghera dhADa paDe che. ne adhamI che hera kare che." zuM A vAta sAcI che? je dharma nathI karatA ene kaI duHkha ke Apatti nathI AvatI? dhamane ghera dhADa paDI eTale ene artha ema ke dharma karyo enA gunAnI sajA rUpe duHkha AvyuM? AvuM mAnavuM ne belaDuM te mahA pApa che, kAraNa ke "dhama e te bhavasAgaramAM DubatA jIvane tAranAra che. dharma ekAMta hitakArI ne maMgalakArI che. dharma e pavitra karaNI che," zA. 111

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882 zAradA siddhi dharma karavA e gunA nathI paNa pavitra kArya che. dharma karavAthI duHkha TaLe che te sukha maLe che. jo dhama karavAthI duHkha AvatuM heAya te pachI pApAcaraNathI zuM sukha maLe che? jo ema hoya teA pApapravRtti karanAra AkhI duniyA sukhI thaI jAya, paNa evu' khanatu nathI. hA, ema kahevAya ke je dharma kare tene kasoTI Ave. te vakhate aDaga rahevu, dharmAM mAM sthiratA rAkhavI paNa enA atha evA nathI ke kasoTI rUpa Apatti AvI e dhama ne lIdhe AvI. "" jIvane duHkha ke Apatti tA pUrve karelA azubha karmAMne kAraNe Ave che. vartamAnakALamAM dha karyAM tethI pUrvInA karelA karmo kaI radabAtala thaI jatA nathI, paNa ema vicAro ke dhama karatA karatA duHkha AvyuM e te pUrvabhavamAM pApa karyAM che e bhUlanu piraNAma che. bAkI ahI je dhama karI rahyA che enu phaLa te AgaLa sAru' maLavAnu che. AvI zraddhApUrvaka kaSTamAM paNa dhamAM sthira rahI dharma pratye sadbhAva ane zradhdhA vadhAratA jAo. Aje ghaNAM ema kahe che ke duHkha Ave tyAre dharmomAM mana sthira nathI rahetuM, dhIraja nathI rahetI enu' kAraNa zuM? baMdhue! enuM kAraNa eka che ke tame hisAba ! mAMDayo che. khasa, manamAM eka vAta ThasI gaI che ke dhama karyAM eTale duHkha Avyu. enA badale jo jIva savaLA hisAba mAMDe ke huM kevA bhAgyavAna chuM ke mane duHkhamAM paNa dhama maLyo che. 8 duHkha vakhate paNu dhama mArI pAse che, e duHkhamAM dhIraja rAkhavAnI cAvI che. pUrvabhavanA azubha karmAMnA kAraNe duHkha te Ave paNa sAru' thayu ke duHkhamAM paNa mane dharmArAdhanA karavAnuM mana thAya che. dharmAMnA pratApe duHkhamAM dhIraja rahe che, tethI pUnA pApakanA phaLa bhAgavatA navA pApakama tA nahi badhAya ne! A rIte jovAnI sAIDa badalavAnI jarUra che. dhamamAM duHkha jovAne badale duHkhamAM dhama jovAnI jarUra che. A rIte jotAM AvaDe te dharma vakhate duHkha AvatA dharmamAM Ana' ane joma vadhI jAya ane manane ema thAya ke mArA ahAbhAgya ke A vakhate mArI pAse dhama che. adhI jIvAne duHkha bhAgavatAM navA pApakamAM ubhA thAya che tyAre mAre te pUrvanA karmAM sApha thAya che ne navA pApakarmAnI bharatI thatI nathI, paNa dhamathI bIjA keTalAya sa`cita karelA pApakamemAM naSTa thaI jAya che, ne puNya vadhe che, tethI dhamIne dharmAMmAM duHkha nahi paNa du:khamAM dharma maLyo che tene AnaMda hoya, te dharmanA mArge koI paNa jAtanI icchA rahita satata zradhApUrvaka purUSAtha kheDayA kare che. sUyagaDAyaga sUtramAM bhagavaMte kahyu` che keje ya budhdhA mahAbhAgA, vIrA sammata daMsiNe / / haiArU savaso ! a 8 gAthA 13 jAgunAra hoya, dharmAMnA rahasyo jANanAra hAya, samatha vIra hAya, ane samyakdRSTi hoya mukhya tetti parata, ga je puruSa dharmanA tattvanA svarUpanA pUjanIya hAya, AThe karmAMnA kSaya karavAmAM

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zAradA siddhi 883 tenA saMyama, tapa Adi sarva dharmakriyAo nidAna rahita, zudha, nirmaLa ane karmanA nAza mATe hoya che, mokSa mATe hoya che. samyagudaSTi AtmAnI theDI paNa dharmakriyA karmakSaya karavA arthe, karma nirAnA arthe hoya che. saMsAra paribhramaNane ghaTADanAra ane sadgati tathA mokSanA kAraNa mATe hoya che. basa, enI draSTimAM eka ja bhAvanA hoya ke dharmArAdhanA karatA bhale game teTaluM mane kaSTa Ave, mArA upara upasargonA pahADa tUTI paDe ke mane saMsAra sukhanA game teTalA prabhane maLe paNa mAre dharma choDavo nathI. mAre te mArA karmone kSaya karI mArA AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM che. evI enI bhAvanA hoya. ApaNuM adhikAranA nAyaka cittamuninI paNa evI ja bhAvanA che ke zudhdha saMyamanuM pAlana karI mAre mArA karmone kSaya karI mokSamAM javuM che, ane bIjA jIvone paNa AtmakalyANanA pathe vALI durgatimAM paDatA bacAvavA che. e dRSTithI cittamuni brahmadatta cakravatine kahe che. te pAMcAla dezanA mahArAjA ! tuM mArI vAta sAMbhaLa. mArI vAta tArA hadayamAM utAravA jevI che. A saMsAramAM pagale ne pagale keTalA pApakarmo karavA paDe che. A AraMbha samAraMbhathI bharelA saMsAramAM sukha bhegavatA tane AnaMda Ave che paNa mahA AraMbha ane mahA parigraha bhege karI emAM rAcavAthI jIvane naraka gatimAM javuM paDe che ne tyAM bhayaMkara, asahya-ghora duHkho bhegavavA paDe che, mATe AvA duHkhadAyI, mahAraMbhI- jemAM ghora pApa karavA paDe che evA kAryone tuM tyAga karIne saMyamanA gharamAM AvI jA. A saMsAramAM AvI samRdidha pAmIne te ghaNuM khAdhuM, pIdhuM ne mahAsukhamAM mahAlo ne ghaNAM pApakarmo bAMdhyA. A tAro parivAra tane ATalA mAnapAna Ape che, rAjaramaNI khammA khammA kare che paNa badhuM kayAM sudhI ? jyAM sudhI puNya che tyAM sudhI. puNya khatama thaze ne pApane udaya thaze tyAre jIvanamAM ghera aMdhAruM chavAI jaze. kahevAya che ke Ajane lakhezrI dharatI praja, kAle ene jAra mATe manaDuM mUkave." - Ajane lAkhe pati ne karoDapati dhamadhama dharatI dhrujAvate hoya che. eka hAke badhAne ubhA karI detA hoya paNa enuM puNya khalAsa thAya che tyAre karaDe ne lAkhanI saMpatti paga karIne kayAMya cAlI jAya che, ane juvAranA lukhkhA roTalAnA paNa ene sAMsA paDe che, paNa A vAta jIvane samajAtI nathI. eTale dhana meLavavA mATe doDAdeDa kare che ne bele che ke juvAnImAM dhana kamAI laIe, juvAnInuM raLeluM ghaDapaNamAM kAma Avaze. bhAI! juvAnImAM raLeluM ghaDapaNamAM nirAMte khAIzuM ema kaho cho paNa AyuSyano zu bharose che? yuvAnInuM raLeluM ghaDapaNamAM khAvA raheze evuM nakakI che? agara yuvAnImAM raLelI lakSmI ghaDapaNa sudhI raheze e paNa nakkI che? "nA." te pachI samaje. jJAnI purUSe ene artha e kare che ke yuvAvasthAmAM dharma karI le. dharmanI kamANI karI le te parabhavamAM e kamANI tamArI sAthe Avaze ane dharma vartamAnakALe

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zAradA siddhi paNa tamane duHkhamAM zAMti Apaze, paNa bhautika dhananI kamANI tamArI sAthe nahi Ave, ane vartamAnamAM ene meLavatA pApa baMdhAze, azAMti vadhaze. dhana sAthe nahi Ave paNa pApa te sAthe Avaze ne ene kAraNe A bhavamAM ne parabhavamAM duHkha bhogavavA paDaze. cittamunie pite samajIne AraMbha parigrahane tyAga karyo che eTale jorazorathI brahmadatta cakravatine samajAvI rahyA che. atyAra sudhI cittamunie je je vAte kahI te badhI brahAdatta cakravatie sAMbhaLI. have brahmadatta cakravati cittamunine javAba Ape che. ahaMpi jANAmi jaheha sAhU, jaM me tumaM sAhasi vakkameyaM / . bhogA ime saMga karA havaMti, je dujjayo ajjo amhArisehiM // 27 // he sAdhu munirAja ! Apa saMsArika padArthonI anityatAnA viSayamAM mane je samajAvI rahyA che te ja rIte huM paNa jANuM chuM ke A zabdAdika bhega-viSaye dharmakriyAo karavAmAM avarodha karanAra che paraMtu te Arya! amArA jevAthI choDavA azakya che, AthI huM ene choDavAmAM asamartha chuM. A gAthA dvArA brahmadatta cakavatie pitAnI vAstavika paristhiti munirAjanI sAme spaSTa karI dIdhI ke he munirAja ! - A kAmabhege dharmakriyAmAM pratibaMdhaka che. e vAta huM samajuM chuM, jANuM chuM paNa huM choDavA mATe sarvathA azakaya chuM. baMdhuo! je manuSya bhegAsakta banI jAya che ene kAmabhoga cheDavA azakya lAge che. saMsAra sukhane rAga, Asakti mahA bhayaMkara che. saMsAra sukhane rAga na chUTe tyAM sudhI saMte game teTaluM samajAve paNa saMsAra kyAMthI chUTe? cittamunie brahmadatta cakravatine game teTaluM samajAvyA paNa saMsAra sukhanA rAgamAM eTalA badhA raMgAI gayA hatA ke emaNe saMtane kahyuM ke huM jANuM chuM ke kAmabhoga dharmakaraNa karatA rUkAvaTa karanAra che, paNa huM choDI zakuM tema nathI. saMsAra sukha, viSaya sukhane rAga jyAM sudhI khataranAka na lAge tyAM sudhI ene choDavAnuM mana na thAya, rAga-dveSa, kAma, krodha, lebha, niMdA, IrSyA vigere je durgaNe che te pratye dila kakaLatuM nathI eTale ene dhakake lAgatuM nathI, ane e phAlyAphUlyA rahe che. jIva haze haze rAga-dveSa-jUThaanIti-vairajhera badhuM kare che. varSothI dharma karavA chatAM jIvanI A durdazA kema che? enuM kAraNa e che ke enI bhayaMkaratA ane bhAvi anartho samajAtA nathI. enI bhayaMkaratA samajAya nahi tyAM sudhI ene dhakako lAge nahi ne e jIvanamAMthI ochA thAya nahi. varSonA dharma paricaye zuM ApyuM ? asatya, anIti, IrSyA, ghera-virodha, rAgateSa vigere adharmone dhakko na marA? satya, nIti, guNa, pramoda, sarva jI pratye maitrIbhAva, kSamA, prema, udAratA vigere pratye mamatA na jagADI? to tame dharmane

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zAradA siddhi 885 paricaya ke karyo? jema putrane sAvakI mAtA hoya tema tame dharmane pahelethI sAvakI mAtA je gaNe che, pachI e dharma pitAne kevI rIte thAya? dharmane parA go che ne saMsAranI cIjone pitAnI gaNI che, eTale A mAruM ghara, A mArI patnI, mArA saMtAna, mArI tijorI, mArI saMpatti, mAruM ghara, mArI dukAna, AvI samajaNa rAkhI hoya tyAM A mAre dharma, mArA bhagavAna, mArA dharmagurU evA bhAva kyAMthI Ave? ne dharma pitAne kayAMthI lAge ? mahAna puNyadaye sArA kuLamAM ane jina zAsanamAM janmyA eTale A uttama jaina dharma te maLyo. "jiMdagInA cheDA sudhI dharmane paricaya te karaze paNa enA pratye oramAna mAtA jevo bhAva rAkhaze te AtmAnuM daridra kevI rIte TaLaze?" e mATe te dharma pitAne che ane kaMcana-kAyA-kuTuMba parAyA che e bhAva hadayamAM nahi Ave ane dharma pratye pitAnI sagI mAtA jevI mamatA nahi jAge tyAM sudhI AtmAnuM daridra nahi TaLe te have vicAra karo, dharmanI mamatA kevI rIte jAge? dharma pitAne kevI rIte lAge? sAMbhaLe, kAyA-kuTuMba, kaMcana, kAminI vigere paranA rAga-mamatva ane enI pAchaLa AraMbha samAraMbhanA bhAva ane asatya, anIti, krodhAdi kaSA, IrSA, vaira-virodha vigere guNone dhakko lAge, ane e dhakako lagADavA mATe enI bhayAnakatA vicArIne dila kakaLI uThavuM joIe. zAlibhadrajIne aDhaLaka saMpatti, batrIsa apsarA jevI patnI ane enA aDhaLaka bhogavilAsa khataranAka lAgyA. enA upara dila kakaLI uThayuM eTale emanA aMtaramAM saMyama dharma pratye anerI mamatA jAgI. saMyama dharma pitAno ane bIjA badhA parAyA che evuM sacoTa samajAI gayuM, eTale parAyAne tyAga karI saMyama dharma apanAvatA vAra na lAgI. sanatakumAra cakravati cha cha khaMDanI saMpattine tyAga kevI rIte karI zakyA? zarIramAM ekAeka seLaseLa rogo utpanna thayA tyAre vicAra karyo ke A roga utpanna thavAnuM mULa kAraNa zuM? te enA mULa kAraNumAM pUrva janmanA karmone joyA tethI cha cha khaMDanI ThakurAI paranA rAga-mamatA vigere khataranAka lAgyA. enA para dila kakaLI uThayuM, kAraNa ke emane saMsAranA sukha akArA lAgyA, eTale e sarva saMpattine tyAga karIne saMyama paMthe cAlI nIkaLyA. saMsAra sukha akArA kema lAgyA te jANe che? "najarakedI rAjAnI jema A saMsAramAM potAnA karmonuM halakaTapaNuM, kedI5NuM khaTake to game teTalA sukha samAna paNa akArA lAge. belo, AvuM sAMbhaLIne tamane saMsAranA sukha akArA lAge che kharA? "nA." nathI lAgatA ne? enuM kAraNa eka ja che. jinezvara bhagavaMte prarUpelA dharma pratye tamane mamatva bhAva nathI. emanA jIvana tarapha tamArI daSTi nathI. tame dharma pratyenuM mamatva vadhAro te tamane tana ane dhananuM mahatva ochuM thaze. ne enA dvArA dharma

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eek zAradA siddhi sAdhI zakaze. tamane tapa koNa nathI karavA detu' ? elo. tananuM mamatva. dAna kANu nathI karavA detu? dhananuM mamatva, dharma pratye mamatva jAge ne bhagavAnanA jIvana tarapha dRSTi thAya teA tana ane dhana uparanu` mamatva utarI jAya tethI meAhanI chAtI bhedAI jAya eTale ugra tapa ane sa'yama paNa sulabha thaI jAya. dhannAjI ane zAlIbhadrajI karoDo ane amonI sa'pattine tyAgIne cAritra kema laI zakayA ? mokSa mArga para mamatva vadhyu. tethI saMpatti paranu` mamatva ghaTayu eTale emane mATe tyAga mAga saraLa banI gayeA. saMyama laIne kAyA paranu' mamatva paNa utarI gayu'. temane ekaja laganI lAgI ke have teA karmAM khapAvI jaldI mokSamAM javu che eTale bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba emanA batAvelA mAge` cAlI kaThIna tapa ane saMyamanu pAlana karI AtmakalyANa karI gayA. ApaNe mahApurUSAnI mAphaka mamatAnA tyAga karI sAdhanA karavI paDaze. te sivAya ApaNu* kalyANu thavAnu' nathI. cittamuni paNa brahmadatta cakravatine e ja vAta samajAve che ke huM rAjan ! AyuSya pANInA pUranI jema jhaDapabhera vahI rahyu' che mATe A saMsAra sukhanA mAharAga choDIne tyAganA rAgI maneA. cakravarti kahe che he munirAja ! Apa te mArA mahAna upakArI tAraNahAra che tethI Apa mane saMsAramAMthI bahAra kADhavA aneka rIte upadeza ApA che. hu' samajI' che ke ApanI vAta akSare akSara satya che ne jIvanamAM apanAvavA jevI che. huM paNu jANuM chuM, samajuM chuM ke A sa'sAranI mamatA jIvane durgAMtimAM laI janArI che. saMsAra choDayA vinA AtmakalyANa thavAnuM nathI, chatAM huM mehamAM evA sAI gayA chu ke sa`sAra choDavA mArA mATe muzkela che. he gurU bhagava'ta ! kayAreka tA jIvane evA prasa`geA upasthita thAya che ke sa'sAramAM akaLAI mUjhAI javAya che. tamane paNa ghaNI vAra evu thAya che ne ke hAya....saMsArathI kaTALI gayA. have teA sAdhu banIne kayAMka ja*galamAM cAlyA jaI e paNa eka ghaDI, e ghaDI pUratuM, pachI tA pAchA mAnapAna maLyA eTale hateA tevA ja mAhu thaI jAya che. sa'sAra eLiyA jevA lAgavA chatAM ene kasAra jevA gaLyeA mAnIne bhAgavavAnI mamatA chUTatI nathI. A vAta sAcI che ne? sAcI lAgatI hoya te meha choDI do. brahmano tA kahyu he munirAja ! tamArI vAta sAcI che, paNa tame te eTaluM paNa nathI khelatA. brahmadatta kahe che ke huM samajI' chuM ke je kAyAnuM meM rAta-divasa jatana karyu e ja kAyAne eka dvivasa jene me mArA mAnyA che te badhA bhegA thaIne agnimAM jalAvI deze, agara koI nirAdhAra garIba mANasanI kAyA haze te jaMgalamAM rajhaLaze ne ene kUtarA kAcI khAze ne gIdhaDA pholI khAze. A sasAra te ekAMta svAnA bharelA che. jIvatA mANusanA tyAM sudhI mAna che ke jyAM sudhI svArtha sadhAya che. jyAM

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zAradA siddhi 887 svAtha pUro thaye tyAM koI sAmu' jotu nathI. evI A saMsAranI mAyA che, mATe sa'sArane cheDavA jevA che, paNa hu cheDI zakatA nathI. ahAhA....mAhamAM gherAyelA jIvanI kevI kaMgAla dazA che ke e AvuM badhu jANavA ne samajavA chatAM jinAjJAnuM pAlana karI zakatA nathI. jene jinAjJAnu mAna game te mekSanA mahAna sukhA meLave che. ene pachI koInA pharamAna uThAvavA paDatA nathI, ane jene jinAjJAnu kmAna na game tene kamarAjAnA aneka kramAnA game ke na game chatAM uThAvavA paDe che. jinAjJAne mAthe caDhAvanAra meharAjAnI chAvaNImAM javA chatAM mAhanA eka paNa gAdo khAdhA vagara pAchA Ave che. cittamuni mAharAjAnI chAvaNImAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gayA che ane brahmadatta cakravati mAharAjAnI chAvaNImAM beThA che ne meharAjAnA rAga-dveSa-mamatA Adi sainikonA aneka geAdA khAI rahyA che, eTale e muninI vAta kabUla kare che ke tame je kaheA che te sAcuM che paNa huM... ene choDavA samartha nathI. haju paNa brahmadatta cakravati cittamunine zu' kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra :- bhImasene pallIpatine pUchyu` ke bhAI ! A amArA alakAro tamArI pAse kevI rIte AvyA ? tyAre subhadre kahyuM-mahArAjA ! ame loko cAra lUMTArA jarUra chIe paNa nirdoSa ane garIba mANusene ame kadI lUMTatA nathI. e cArone khakhara nahi ke Apa ujjainI nareza che ane Apane acAnaka rAjapATa cheDIne bhAgavu paDayu che. jayAre Apane rAjya cheADIne bhAgavu paDayu' tyAre e vAta nakkI che ke duHkhamAM mANasane dAgInAnA ja AdhAra hAya. e cArAI jatAM mANasanA prANu cAlyA jAya evu thAya che. ApanA dAgInA cArAI gayA tyAre Apane kevuM duHkha thayu haze ? paNa mArA sAthIdArone khabara nahi tethI dhananI lAlacathI emaNe ApanA dAgInA cArI lIdhA haze, paNa meM teA e dAgInA sAcavIne mUkI dIdhA hatA, pachI meM ApanI zreNI tapAsa karAvI paNa ApanA kayAMya patto lAgyA nahi, tyArathI meM nakkI karyu ke jayAre ApanA patto lAgaze tyAre huM jAte ja e dAgInA Apane pAchA ApIza ne ApanI mAphI mAMgIza, tyArathI huM roja ApanI rAha jotA hatA ane dararoja ApanA samAcAra meLavavA prayatna karatA hatA tyAM mane Aje samAcAra maLyA ke Apa svaya' Aje ahI padhArI rahyA che ane A ja'galamAM ja Apa Aje rAtre rokAvAnA che, A samAcAra maLatAM hu. ApanI pAse AbhUSaNA laIne AvyA chuM. Apa mane kSamA karo ne ApanA AbhUSaNA grahaNa karo. subhadranI vAta sAMbhaLI bhImasena rAjAnA manamAM thayu` ke mAre Ane cAra kahevA ke zAhukAra ? zAhukAramAM paNa AvI khAnadAnI jovA maLatI nathI. subhadranI nIti ane

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888 zAradA siddhi satyapriyatA joIne rAjAne enA pratye mAna upajayuM. sAthe dilamAM duHkha paNa thayuM ke A sAro mANasa che paNa peTane mATe cerIne ke halako baMdha karavuM paDe che? bhImasene kahyuM-subhadra ! tAruM svaccha hRdaya jotAM mane lAge che ke tAro AtmA pavitra ne ujajavaLa che, paNa tArA pApakarmanA udayathI tuM A dhaMdhe kare che paNa e che ghaNe halake che. e tArA jevAne zebhate nathI. tane khabara che ne ke dhana e te mANasane mahAprANa che. enA javAthI mANasa nathI jIvI zakate ke nathI karI zakato. enA vinA garIbAImAM te mANasanI kapheDI sthiti thAya che. A te mArA anubhavanI vAta che. tuM A dhaMdha karIne mANasanuM dhana ja nathI lUMTI lete paNa emanI ugha paNa chInavI le che ane tene akALe mRtyunA mukhamAM dhakelI de che. zAstrakAra bhagavaMte e te cArIne mahAna pApa gaNyuM che. cerI karanArane A bhava ane parabhava bagaDe che, mATe tuM carIne tyAga kara ane pramANika jIvana jIva. parase pADI, mahenata karIne je dhana maLe tenAthI tuM jIvana gujAra. je tane mArA pratye mAna hoya te tuM mAruM vacana mAnIne AjathI cera maTIne sAco mAnava banI jA. rAjAnI Takere rane jIvanapalTo " - bhImasena rAjAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne subhadre kahyuM-ApanI AjJA mane ziromAnya che. bhImasenane caraNa sparza karIne subhade. kahyuM ke huM Apa saunI sAkSIe pratijJA lau chuM ke AjathI huM jAte corI karIza nahi ne keInI pAse karAvIza nahi paNa have mArA gujarAna mATe Apa kaho te kArya 4 karavA taiyAra chuM. bhImasene subhadrane zAbAzI ApIne kahyuM tAre e ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI. tuM mArI sAthe ujajainI cAla. huM tane mArA rAjyamAM kayAMka sArI jagyAe goThavI daIza. subhadra rAjAnI sAthe javA taiyAra thaye. e vAtanI khabara paDatA enA sAthIdAro paNa corIne dhaMdhe cheDIne enI sAthe javA taiyAra thayA. bhImasene saune sahakAra ApavAnuM vacana ApyuM ane sau bhImasenanA sainyamAM bhaLI gayA. have ahIthI ujajenI bahu dUra nathI. be traNa divasamAM pahoMcI javAnuM che, eTale saunA AnaMdane pAra nathI. bhImasenane yuddha karavAnI marajI nathI, ene rAjyane moha nathI, paNa putronI IcchAne AdhIna thaIne A sainya sAthe javuM paDe che eTale jAya che. have badhA ujainI nagarImAM pahoMcaze. A tarapha harisena paNa moTAbhAIne maLavA Atura bane che ane prajA paNa rAjAne maLavA adhIrI banI che. have teo ujajainI pahoMcaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. 0. vyAkhyAna naM. 93 kArataka suda 8 ne ravIvAra tA. 28-10-9 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMta upakArI, bhavabhavanA bhedaka, O

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zAradA siti cre zaileAkaya prakAzaka, zAstrakAra bhagavAna pharamAve che ke A jIvane jo sAcu' sukha meLavavu' hAya tA dharmanI ArAdhanA karo. dhama e ziva sukhanI prAptine amodha upAya che, paNa pahelA vicAravu joIe ke dharmAM kevA hAvA joIe ? je dharmanI ArAdhanA karatA jIvanamAM viSayAnA virAga pragaTe, kaSAyAnA tyAga thAya, guNAnA anurAga janme, e traNane pedA karanArI tathA dASAne dura karanArI kriyAmAM apramAdabhAva Ave, " evA dhama zivasukhanA sAcA upAya che. je dhamAM viSaya pratyenA virAga pedA karavAnI tAkAta nathI, je dhama karavAthI jIvanamAMthI kaSAyA jAya nahi, guNIjanAne dekhIne guNAnurAga pragaTe nahi ane je dhama AtmAne nivRtti pamADanArI kriyAemAM apramattatA lAve nahi te dharma vastutaH dharma nathI. vastutaH dhama tA tene ja kahevAya ke je jIvane pariNAme meAkSanI prApti karAve, mekSa sukhanA mevA meLavavA mATe A cAra cIjonI AvazyaktA che. IndriyAnA viSayo pratye virAga pragaTayA vinA, kaSAyeAnA tyAga thayA vinA, guNAnurAga pragaTathA vinA ane enA cALe AtmAnA svabhAvane pragaTa karavAmAM sahAyaka kriyAemAM apramatta bhAva AvyA vinA koI paNa AtmA bhUtakALamAM mokSanA sukha pAmyA nathI, vamAnakALe pAmatA nathI ane bhaviSyamAM pAmaze nahi, ATalA mATe jJAnI bhagavate vAravAra TakAra karIne pharamAve che ke A cAra guNNA jemanA jIvanamAM Avaze te mokSanA sukha prApta karI zakaze, khaMdhue ! tame dhama zA mATe karI che? dharmArAdhanA karavAnA hetu ze ? janma maraNanA du:khATALI mokSanu' zAzvata sukha prApta karavAnA. e lo ApaNe dharmArAdhanA karavAnI che. kAI paNa mANasa koI paNa pravRtti kare che te tenA koI hetu te avazya hoya ja. tame vahepAra karI che te tenA hetu zeA che? belA devaca`dabhAI, mAnnubhAI, dhana kamAvAnA che ne? jo tamane vahepAramAM dhanaprApti na thAya teA vahepAra karI kharA? je vahepAramAM kheATa Ave tene paDate mUkI do che ne ? evI rIte dhama karavAnuM dhyeya kaDA, lakSa kahA, ke hetu kaheA tA eka ja che ke duHkha TALavu' che ne sukha meLavavu' che, mATe vibhAva dazA cheADIne svabhAvamAM Avavu paDaze. " tribhAva dazA eTale saMsAra ane svabhAva dazA eTale meAkSa. " ApaNe duHkha TALI sukha meLavavAnI vAta karI. have vicAra karo ke duHkha zemAM che ne sukha zemAM che? jJAnIpurUSa pharamAve che ke svabhAvamAM sukha che te vibhAvamAM duHkha che. jo duHkha joItu' na heAya ne sukha joItu' hAya tA vibhAvathI pAchA pharo ne svabhAvamAM ramaNatA kare, vibhAvanA sa.thA abhAva eTale svabhAvanu* pragaTIkaraNa, pachI duHkhanuM nAma nahi ne sukhanI kamInA nahi. vibhAva dazAmAM sa'sAra hAya che, eTalA mATe jJAnIoe sa'sArane duHkhamaya, duHkhaphalaka ane duHkha para'paraka kahyo che. je sukha pariNAme duHkha Ape te sAcuM sukha nathI. je sukha AvIne cAlyuM jAya te paNa sAcuM sukha nathI, ane je sukha adhUruM hoya ,, zA. 112

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zAradA siddhi dukhanA aMzavALuM hoya te paNa sAcuM sukha nathI. sAcuM sukha te tene ja kahevAya ke je sukha pariNAme duHkha na Ape, je sukha AvyA pachI pAchuM cAlyuM na jAya temaja je sukha saMpUrNa hoya ane duHkhanA aMza mAtrathI rahita hoya. jyAM sudhI AvuM sukha prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI sAcuM sukha maLyuM che ema na kahI zakAya, mATe jyAM sudhI evuM sukha prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI e meLavavA mATe mahenata karavI joIe, ane pramAda cheDIne jeTalI bane teTalI dharmArAdhanA karI levI jethI bhavabhavanA pherA TaLI jAya. - jemane mokSanA mahAna sukha meLavavAnI laganI lAgI che evA cittamunie brahmadatta cakravatine ghaNe ghaNe upadeza ApyA, tyAre brahmadatta cakravatie cittamunine kahyuM he karUNavaMta munirAja ! tame te mane A saMsAranI UMDI khAImAMthI bahAra kADhavA mATe amUlya upadeza Ape. Apane e upadeza akSarazaH jIvanamAM apanAvavA je che. ApanA ekeka vacane vacane saMsAra pratyenI napharata ane mokSa pratyenI rUcI bharelI che. ApanA ekeka zabdamAM saMyamanI saurabha mahekI rahI che. jema yudhanI bherI vAge tyAre nabaLAmAM nabaLo dhe hoya te paNa beTho thaI jAya che. jema vijaya hAthI kAdavamAM kheMcI gayA hatA tyAre ene bahAra kADhavA ghaNAM prayatna karyA paNa nIkaLI zake nahi tyAre eka sujJa purUSe kahyuM ke yudhanI bherI vagaDAve. yudadhanI bherI vAgI, raNazIMgA phUkAyA tyAM virya hAthI badhuM baLa ekatra karIne kAdavamAMthI bahAra kUdI paDe ema huM paNa bheganA kAdavamAM kheMcI gayo chuM eTale Apa mane emAMthI kADhavA mATe jorazorathI dharmopadezanI bherI vagADI rahyA che. game te bhegAsakta mANasa hoya te paNa ene saMsAra choDavAnuM mana thaI jAya, paNa huM A kAdavamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI zakatuM nathI. hatthiNapurammi cittA, dahaNa naravaI mahithiya / kAmabhogesu gigheNaM, niyANamasuhaM kaDaM // 28 // tassa me appaDikaMtamsa, imaM eyArisaM phalaM / jANamANA vijaM dhamma, kAmabhogesu mucchio // 29 // mArAmAM cAritra mohanIya karmanI ATalI badhI tIvratA kema che? enuM paNa kAraNu munine cakravatie spaSTa rUpamAM kahI dIdhuM. emAM temaNe batAvyuM ke jyAre ApaNe baMne bhAIo AjathI trIjA bhave eTale ke devakane bhava karyA pahelA sAdhupaNAmAM hatA tyAre huM mA khamaNane pAraNe hastinApuramAM gaucarI game tyAre namucI pradhAne khUba mAra marAvyuM. te vakhate mane khUba krodha AvyuM, meM krodhAvezamAM , AvIne tejulehyA choDI. te samaye AkhA nagaranA leke bhayabhIta banIne nAsabhAga

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thAradA siddhi 21 karavA lAgyA, tyAre nagaramA rAjA sanatakumAra cakravati` AvyA ne emaNe mAphI mAMgI, karagaryAM ne Ape paNa mane khUba samAnye tethI me tejIlezyA pAchI kheM'cI lIdhI, pachI rAjAne khabara paDI ke namucIe A badhuM karAvyu che, tethI ane muzkeTATa badhAvIne ApaNI pAse mokalyA, tyAre ApaNe saMthAro karavAnI taiyArImAM hatA. ApaNe ene kha'dhana mukta karAbyA, AthI rAjA upara ene khUba prabhAva paDadhe, eTale sanatkumAra cakravati emanA parivAra sahita ApaNane vaMdana karavA AvyA. te samaye vaMdana karatA sanatakumAra cakravatinI paTTarANInA mAthAnA vALanI eka laTa chUTI paDelI te mArA zarIrane spazI gaI. enA suvALA sparzathI mArA zarIramAM zItaLatAnA anubhava thayA tyAre me AMkha kheAlIne jeyuM te cakravatinI strIratna temaja emanI Rdhi joIne huM' ajAI gayA ne kAmabhogamAM Asakta banIne meM e vakhate evuM niyANu. kayu' ke " mArA tapa sayamanuM phaLa hoya te huM AvA prakAranA sukhAne bhagavanAra anu... " AvA prakAranA me' je saMkalpa karyAM te vAta ApanI jANamAM AvI gaI, tethI Ape mane e vakhate ghaNuM samajAvyeA ke he saMbhUtimuni ! AvA prakAranuM niyANuM karavuM te Apane mATe bilakula ucita nathI. A te hIrA ApIne kAMkarA kharIdavA jevA kheATanA dhaMdhA che mATe tame karelA niyANAne cheDI do. enI AlecanA karI prAyazcita karo tA hajI pApamAMthI bacI zakaze paNa me' ApanuM kahevuM mAnyuM nahiM. hu'. mArA sa'kalpamAM dRDha rahyo. A enuM mane phaLa maLyuM che, tethI hu zruta cAritrarUpa dharmAMne jANatA hovA chatAM paNa kAmabhogAmAM mUti banyA chuM. Apa mane amUlya bairAgyathI nItaratA hRdayavedhaka upadeza Ape che chatAM mane enI keAI asara thatI nathI. kAmabhAganI Asakti chUTatI nathI ne ApanA mAge` AvI zakatA nathI. juo, brahmadatta cakravati cittamuni pAse potAnI kevI azakti batAve che ! potAne muninI vAta sAcI lAge che, samajAya che chatAM choDI zakatA nathI. huM te tamane paNa kahuM chuM ke tame tapa karo, sAmAyika Adi dharmakriyA karo, dAna karo paNa enA phaLanI IcchA karaze nahi. karaNI kadI vecavI nahi. huM AvA tapa karu chuM te| mane AvuM phaLa maLajo evA vikalpa paNa karaze nahi. karaNInu phaLa mAMgavAthI enA amUlya lAbha cAlyA jAya che, mATe je kaI karo te zuddha bhAvathI zraddhApUrvaka karo. jeTalI hRdayanI zuddhi ane jinavacanamAM zradhdhA eTaleA lAbha vadhAre thAya che, bAkI manamAM malInatA hAya, citta viSayavAsanA tarapha doDatu hAya tyAM sudhI gameteTalo dharmanI ArAdhanA karo, tapa-japa karo paNa enA lAbha maLatA nathI. cittamunie brahmadatta cakravartine janma-maraNanI bhaya'karatA, AyuSyanI kSaNikatA, dhana yauvananI nazvaratA ane sa'sAranI svArthA dhatA vigere kharAkhara samajAvyA. atyAra sudhI brahmadatta cakrI sAdhunI vAtane mAnavA taiyAra na hatA. have enuM dila kuNu' paDayuM

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88 zAradA siddhi eTale kahe che Apane ekeka varcane satya che, pramANabhUta che. Ape mArI bhUle dUra karI mAruM jIvana sudhAravA mATe mane khUba upadeza Apyo, paNa meM haThAgrahI banIne Apane upadeza hRdayamAM dhAraNa na karyo. ApanI hitakArI vAta upara meM lakSa na ApyuM. have te mane barAbara samajAya che ke ApanI vAta satya che. A saMsAra bhaDabhaDate dAvAnaLa che. ene choDavA jevuM che paNa mArI dazA kevI che? nAgo jh| paMkajalAvasano, daTTha thalaM nAbhisamei tIraM / evaM vayaM kAmaguNesu gidhA, na bhikkhUNo maggamaNuvvayAmo // 30 // jema keI moTo vizALa hAthI kAdavathI bharelA taLAva ke sarovaramAM kheMcI gaye hoya, e kAdavamAM akaLAI gaye, mUMjhAI gayuM hoya ane sAme ja kinAre che ema joI zakate heya chatAM kAdavamAM kheMcI gayA hovAthI nIkaLI zakato nathI tema che sunirAja ! mArI dazA kAdavamAM kheMcI gayelA hAthI jevI che. e kacarAnA kIcaDamAM kheMcI gayuM hatuM ne huM bhegarUpI kIcaDamAM khUcI gayo chuM, eTale Apa mane game teTale upadeza Apo paNa e badhuM vRthA che. huM kAmabheganA kIcaDamAM e Asakata banI gayuM chuM ke jema kAdavamAM phasAyele hAthI kinArAne jevA chatAM paNa tyAM pahoMcI 4 zakatuM nathI. A ja pramANe he munirAja ! huM paNa dharmanA svarUpane jANavA chatAM 'paNa kAmagomAM Asakta hovAne kAraNe sAdhunA mArganuM anusaraNa karI zakatuM nathI. devAnupriyo ! brahmadatta cakravatinI dazA kevI che? pote have te samaje che ke saMsAra choDavA jevo che, asAra che, anitya che, kSaNika che chatAM pUrvabhavamAM karelA niyANane kAraNe e choDI zakatAM nathI. A rIte tame paNa samajo ke A saMsAra ke bhayaMkara che ne eka divasa ene choDavA jevuM che. mANasa jema jema saMsArane ane sAMsArika vastuone vistAra karatA jAya che tema tema vadhu ne vadhu duHkha, bhaya, ciMtA ane durgAnathI gherAte jAya che. A mAnava jIvana saMsArane vistAra karavA mATe nathI maLyuM paNa vistAra karelA saMsArane sameTI levA mATe maLyuM che. A jIvane dunyavI vastuo bhUtakALanA anaMtA janmomAM anaMtIvAra maLI chatAM tenAthI jIvane kadI sukha ke zAMti maLI nathI, balake tenAthI duHkha ja maLyuM che, mATe ene saMga cheDavA jevo che, saMsArane meha jIvane saMsAramAM jakaDI rAkhe che. A jIvane zatru meha, che. meha prANI mAtrane mUMjhave che. jyAM AtmAnuM hita che tyAM meha AtmAnuM ahita batAve che, ane jyAM AtmAnuM bhArebhAra ahita bharyuM che tyAM AtmAnuM hita batAve che. A duSTa meha jIvane sArAsArane, bhaThyA bhakSyane ane kartavyA kartavyano viveka jAgavA deto nathI. mehathI manuSyanI daSTi aMdha banI jAya che, tethI satyane asatya ane asatyane satya dekhe che. asat zraddhA ane asat pravRttionuM mULa

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zAradA siddhi 897 moha che. dhana, strI, putra, parivAra, kIti gharabAra, dukAna, vADI, baMgalA vigerenA mohanuM kAraNa mohanIya karma che. jema jema hisAdi pApa ane kaSAyAdi denuM sevana thAya tema tema mehanIya karma baMdhAya che. bIjA jIvone zraddhAthI, saddharmathI bhraSTa karavAthI paNa mehanIya karmanI jaDa majabUta thAya che, mATe mohane mAravA mohanA parama vijetA banavA vItarAga bhagavAnanI upAsanA kare ne sadagurUonA mukhethI vairAgyamaya vANI sAMbhaLIne mohane jItavA mATe purUSArtha kare, kAraNa ke saMsArano moha jIvane durgatimAM ghasaDI janAra che. paisA, patnI, putre vigere upara game teTale prema rAkho, emane game teTaluM sukha ke dhana Ape paNa aMte kaI kaInuM thavAnuM nathI. dharma ja jIvane tAraNahAra che, mATe dharmanuM zaraNuM aMgIkAra kare. eka zrImaMta zeThane cAra dIkarAo hatA. zeThanA puNya evA jambara hatA ke teo potAnA bAhubaLathI karoDanI saMpatti kamAyA hatA. sAthe zeThane dharmanI zradhdhA paNa khUba hatI. dIkarAo moTA thayA. bhaNavyA, gaNAvyA paraNAvyA ane vahepAradhaMdhe zIkhavyo, pachI zeThe chokarAone vahepAra dhaMdhe soMpI dIdhe ne pote nivRtta thaI dharmArAdhanA karavA lAgyA. zeThe tijorInI cAvI, milkata badhu putrone soMpI dIdhuM. mAla-milkata, peDhI, vahepAra badhuM maLatA putre te rAjI rAjI thaI gayA ne bApAjIne khammA khammA karavA lAgyA. reja savAramAM uThe ne bApAjIne page lAgIne pUche ke amArA lAyaka kAmasevA ! kAMI hukama? tyAre zeTha kahetA ke beTA ! tame daDhadhamI banajo ne nyAya nItinuM pAlana karajo, tyAre dIkarAo kahetA ke bApujI! ame ApanA putro chIe. Ape amane dharmanA saMskAra ApyA che eTale e te ame jarUra karIzuM. Apa e bAbatamAM ciMtA nahi karatA. Apane dAna-puNya je karavuM hoya te khuzIthI kare ne dharmadhyAna kare. emAM amane kAMI pUchavAnuM nahi. A zeTha te vadhu dharmArAdhanA karavA lAgyA. ane udAra dile dAna karavA mAMDayuM. zeThe chUTe hAthe dAna devA mAMDyuM eTale chokarAone caTapaTI thaI ke bApAjIne ApaNe dAna karavAnuM kahyuM tyAre e te barAbara lamI lUTAvavA beThA che, tethI chokarAo vAtavAtamAM kahe che bApAjI ! bahu kharca thAya che, jarA limiTamAM dAna kare, tyAre zeThe kahyuM-dIkarAo ! A zuM bolyA? ApaNA jambara puNyanA udaye kareDanI saMpatti maLI che ne haju maLe ja jAya che. bApujI! game teTaluM dhana maLe paNa Ama uDAvAya kharuM ? Ama na cAle, tyAre zeThe kahyuM beTA! tamArA lagnamAM meM ghaNuM dhana khasyuM che. te vakhate te tame evuM kahevA na AvyA ke bahu kharca thaI gayo. te vakhate te saheja ochuM lAge che ema kahetA hatA ke bApujI! zA mATe ochuM kare che? ame kamAIzuM eTale ghaNuM dhana lAvI ApIzuM, paNa atyAre dhana vAparavAthI samAjamAM ApaNuM zabhA vadhaze. pitAe A pramANe kahyuM eTale chokarAo zuM bele? manamAM te bahu khaTake che. zeThe te pitAnuM dAna dharmanuM kArya cAlu rAkhyuM.

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894 zAradA siddhita khApane dAna karatA joIne dIkarAnA haiyA tA baLIne khAkha thaI jAya che ke ahA! ApaNe jAta ghasI nAMkhIe chIene khApa tA paisA uDAve che. jue, saMsArI jIvAnI kevI dazA che ke je bhaviSyamAM mahAna sukha ApanAra mukRta che tenA pratye aNagamo chuTe che ane je a`kAmanI vAta bhaviSyamAM lAta mAranAra che ane vahAlathI bheTe che." have teA zeThanI bIjI dharmakriyAo paNa dIkarAone khU`cavA lAgI. temaNe cAkhkhA zabdomAM kahI dIdhu ke bApAjI ! paisA kamAtA keTalI mahenata paDe che? tyAre bApA kahe che dIkarAo ! tame zA mATe ATalI badhI hAya baLatarA kare che ? lakSmI jema jema dAnamAM vAparIe tema vadhu maLe che. tame beThA beThA khAzeA te paNa khUTe tema nathI, zeTha ghaNuM samajAve che paNa have cheAkarAe bApanI vAta sAMbhaLavA taiyAra nathI. e te eka ja kahe che ke dAna devAnuM a'dha karo, paNa zeThane tA dAna karavAnuM vyasana paDI gayu` hatu` eTale koI AvIne ubhA rahe ke tene ApavAnu` mana thaI jAya. have te chokarAone kaleza khUba vadhI gayo. teo bApAne kahe che ke tamAre A badha' karavu... hAya tA gharamAM raho nahitara ghara cheADIne cAlyA jAo, tyAre bApe kahyuM A ghara konru che? ATaluM badhu dhana tame kayAMthI lAvyA ? e te me' tamane Apyu che, tyAre chekarAo kahe che ke paisA ApyA ethI zuM thaI gayu? have Ama niha cAle. jo A rIte rahevuM hoya te A gharamAM nahi rahevAya. A rIte chekarAoe traNa cAra vakhata kahyu' eTale zeThane lAgI Avyu, tethI * zeThe kahI dIdhuM ke A tamAru ghara, tame tamAre badhA sukhethI rahejo. hu' ghara cheDIza paNa dha nahi cheDuM. mane je maLaze te hu' vAparIza. be AnA maLaze teA eka ane paNa dAnamAM vAparIza. ema kahIne zeTha kaI paNa lIdhA vagara gharanI bahAra nIkaLI gayA. zeTha cAlyA paNa cAramAMthI eke ya dIkaro ke dIkarAnI vahu zeThane jatA rokavA uThayA nahi. are, dIkarAnI vahu te na uThayA paNa khuda zeThANI peAtAnA patine pAchA vALavA na uThI. e tA uparathI khelavA lAgI ke mArA dIkarAne bhikhArI karavA uDayA che. bhale jatA. emane rahevuM heAya te dAna devAnuM adha karI de. gharanu eka paNu mANusa zeThane pAchA vALavA na uThayu. tyAre zeThanI AMkhaDI khulI gai ke ahA! A sa'sAra kevA svAOmaya che! tee manamAM vicAravA lAgyAM ke "me... jAtane bhUlIne jagatane vahAlu karyu. enuM phaLa mane jagate cakhADayu. A jIva jagatane sudhAravAmAM peAtAnuM uttama jIvana barabAda karI rahyo che. e enI mUrkhAI che." ethI ja mAre| A vakhata AvyeA. huM e badhAnI pAchaLa aramAda thaI gaye paNa kAMI mAru' na thayu. bIjA badhA tA ThIka paNa mArI patnI paNa mArI na thaI. saMsAramAM koI koI nuM nathI. phakta jinezvara bhagavAna mArA che. jagata mAru' te zu' paNu phAInu" thayuM nathI ne thavAnuM nathI.

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zAradA siddhi 895 zepha gAma bahAra jhupaDI bAMdhIne mahenata karI cAra AnA kamAI letA. emAMthI e AnA peAtAnI khacI mATe rAkhI me AnA dAnamAM vAparavA lAgyA. roja kesarIyA dUdha pInAra ane mAlapANI jamanAra zeTha Aje lUkhA roTalA ke ghesa banAvIne khAI letA ne zAMtithI dharmadhyAna karatA. kayAreka kAma na thAya te bhUkhyA paDI rahetA pazu koIne doSa ApatA nathI ke keAInI pAse hAtha lAMbo karatA nathI. zeThanI A sthiti joI ne leAkeAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jatA ke ahA ! hajArone pALanAra zeThanI A sthiti ! paNa zeTha te AnaMdathI rahe che ne narisaMhu mahetAnI jema eka ja vicAra kare che ke " bhaluM thayuM' bhAMgI ja'jALa, sukhe bhajazu' zrI jinavara " ane e rIte dharmArAdhanAmAM masta rahIne divase vItAvavA lAgyA. eka divasa gAmamAM mahAna pavitra jJAnI sa'ta padhAryAM tyAre zeTha emanA darzIna karavA gayA. sata zeThane eLakhI gayA eTale pUchyu.-zeTha ! Ama kema ? tamArI A dazA ? zeThe kahyuM gurUdeva ! mane bIjuM kAMI na pUche. dharmArAdhanAnI vAta pUche. dharmArAdhanA karavAmAM mane mahAna AnaMda Ave che. pahelA ghaNI ja jALa hatI eTale sukhe dhama dhyAna karI zakatA na hatA. meM mArI jAte ubhI karelI jajALa chUTI jatAM mane dhakriyAmAM mahAna AnaMda Ave che. mane pUnA vaibhava yAda nathI AvatA paNa pUrvanI dha bAdhaka upAdhi yAda Ave che. zeThanu mana kevu' pavitra che! dIkarAee sAmu' jeyu' nathI chatAM ema nathI kahetA ke mArA chokarAoe Ama karyuM. tethI huM ghara cheDIne cAlI nIkaLyA chuM. gurUdeva! have mane ghaNI zAMti che. huM sAmAyikamAM besu chu tyAre mane cakravartinI nahi paNa IndranI paNa dayA Ave che ke e bicArAone virati dhamanI kevI a`tarAya ! have mAre zAMtithI sAmAyika Adi dharmakaraNI thAya che, mAre tijorI che nahi ke cAranI bIka rahe. kuTu`ba che nahi ke have mAre ene kaI lAvavA mUkavAnI ja jALa hAya. ghara paNu peAtAnuM nathI ke Aga lAgavAnI ci'tA rahe. mahArAje pUchyu -zeTha! tamAruM kuTuMba kayAM gayuM ? zeThe kahyu -badhuM hayAta che. dhana che. kuTuMba che madhu' che paNu emaNe mane A dharmArAdhanA karavAnI taka ApI. emaNe tA mArA upara mahAna upakAra karyAM che. A badhuM zeDa uparathI nathI khelatA, dilathI khele che. kuTu bane dilathI upakArI mAne che. te AgaLa kahe che ke jagatane mAruM karavA karatA jinezvara prabhune huM mArA manAvI lauM. jagatane sudhAravA karatA jinavANIthI mArA AtmAne sudhArI lauM. zeThanI dhamanI vAtA sAMbhaLIne sa'ta Azcarya pAmI gayA ne kahyuM-zeTha ! tamArI dhamabhAvanA ane sa'sAra pratyenA anAsakta bhAva prazasanIya che paNa tame saMsAramAM rahIne game teTalI ArAdhanA karo paNa sAdhupaNAnI tAle na Ave. sa'sAra e AzravanuM ghara che ne sayama e saMvaratu' ghara che,

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896 zAradA jiri pratimAse kare dAna, je daza lAkha gAyanuM, tenAthI saMyamI zreSTha, bhale na Ape te kazuM ? saMsAramAM rahele mANasa eka mahine daza lAkha gAyanuM dAna karatA hoya ane tyAgI saMyamI AtmA bhale kaMI ja na Apate hoya te paNa enAthI e vadhu zreSTha che, kAraNa ke sAdhu te kSaNe kSaNe jIvone abhayadAna Ape che. sarva dAnamAM abhayadAna sauthI zreSTha che. AraMbha samAraMbhanA tyAgI sarvavirati jaina muni je abhayadAna ApI zake che te bIjuM kaI ApI zakatuM nathI. e saMyama mahA kiMmatI che. A zeThane have saMsArane moha te hate ja nahi. cAritra levAnI taiyArI hatI paNa heja TakeranI jarUra hatI, eTale gurUne upadeza sAMbhaLIne dIkSA lIdhI. suMdara cAritra pALI samAdhi maraNe kALadharma pAmIne ucca devalekamAM gayA. cittamunie paNa brahmadatta cakravatine dharmanuM svarUpa samajAyuM, eTale emanA haiyAmAM vAta ThasI gaI ane lAgyuM ke sAcuM sukha te tyAgamAM che. e mArga apanAvavA je che paNa huM apanAvI zakyuM nathI e mArI nabaLAI che eTale kahe che ke he munirAja ! he mArA parama upakArI! atyAra sudhI te huM dharma karmanI vAte je samajato na hato. pUrve bhalene cAritra pALIne Avyo chuM paNa A cakravatinA mahAna sukhe maLatAM badhuM bhUlAI gayuM hatuM paNa mArA mahAna sadbhAgye tame ahIM padhAryA ne mane dharmanuM svarUpa suMdara rIte samajAvyuM paNa huM enuM AcaraNa karI zakuM tema nathI, kAraNa ke mArI sthiti kAdavathI bharelA sarovaramAM kheMcI gayelA hAthI jevI che. hAthI sAmo kinAro dekhe che tethI e kinAre javA mATe phAMphAM mAre che paNa jaI zakatA nathI tema tamArA samAgamathI mane samajAyuM ke saMsAra choDavA jevuM che. A manuSya bhava maLe durlabha che. manuSya bhava pAmIne manuSya je ugra cAritranI ArAdhanA karI le te ene mATe muktine kinAre dUra nathI, hAthaveMtamAM ja che paNa mArI eTalI nabaLAI che ke huM ene choDI zaktA nathI. mArI dazA kAdavamAM kheMcI gayelA hAthI jevI che. A pramANe brahmadatta cakravatie cittamunine kahyuM. have enA javAbamAM cittamuni zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra:-bhImasene jaMgalamAM rAta vAse rahIne savAra paDatA ujajainI tarapha AgekUca karI. pelA cerene paNa sAthe lIdhA. bhImasenane zraddhA che ke yuddha karavuM ja nahi paDe. mAro bhAI sAmethI AvIne pagamAM paDI jaze. ghaNAM samaye potAnI nagarImAM javAnuM che ne pitAnA bhAInuM milana thaze e vicAre enuM haiyuM AnaMda anubhavatuM hatuM. A tarapha jayAM bhImasenanA pApakarmane udaya pUro thayo eTale enI gayelI eka pachI eka vastuo paNa sAmethI AvIne maLI gaI. A bAju harisenane paNa potAnI bhUla samajANI. jyAM sudhI bhImasenana pApane udaya hatuM. tyAM sudhI harisenane ema

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zAradA siddhi 897 ja hatuM ke meM je kaMI karyuM che te sAruM karyuM che. huM ja rAjA chuM emane rAjasattAne maha hatA ane patnIe jema kahyuM tema karyuM paNa jyAM bhImasenanA pApakarmane paDado khasI gaye ke tarata harisenane pitAnA pApakarmane pazcAtApa thavA lAge, ane pitAnA bhAIne maLavAnI jhaMkhanAmAM te e pAgala je banI gayo hate. "rAjA bhImasenanI yAdImAM sUrata nA bhAI "--have rAjya calAvavAmAM harisenanI bIlakula rUcI na hatI. badhuM kAmakAja maMtrIo saMbhALatA hatA. te pite te na chUTake bhAga lete hate. pitAnI patnInI caDhavaNIe caDhIne kAcA kAnanA thaIne bhAIne vinAza karavAno vicAra karyo. tenA kAraNe rAte rAta bhAgavuM paDayuM hatuM. enI yAdathI ane pastAvAnI AgathI enuM haiyuM banI rahyuM hatuM. eka vakhata ene sattAne moha hatuM. Aje ene moha naSTa thaI gayo hato. rAjasabhAmAM AvI sauthI prathama e bhImasenanA siMhAsanane praNAma karate ane thoDI vAra tyAM ubhA rahIne AMkha baMdha karI mane mana pitAnA aparAdhanI kSamA mAMgate ne pachI potAnA siMhAsane besI te. "zubha samAcAranI rAha jote yuvarAja harisenaH"Aje savArathI enI jamaNI AMkha pharakatI hatI, tethI tenA manamAM ema lAgyuM ke nakkI Aje koI zubha samAcAra maLaze. zuM mArA vaDIla baMdhunA mane Aje darzana thaze ! mArA vaDIla baMdhu kyAM haze? e mArA upara kevA gusse thayelA haze? zuM e A pApInA sAmuM leze kharA? mAre tiraskAra te nahi kare ne? tyAM enuM aMtara ene kahetuM ke nAnA mArA vaDIla baMdhu ane bhAbhI kadI mAro tiraskAra kare ja nahi. e te vizALa dilanA che. teo mane maLaze. tyAre huM emanA pagamAM paDIza ane AMsuthI emanA caraNa dhoI nAMkhIza ne mArA tamAma aparAdhenI mAphI mAMgIza. teo je zikSA Apaze te huM hasatA mukhe sahana karI laIza, ane A rAjapATa badhuM emanA caraNamAM mUkI daIza. A rIte bhAIne yAda karatA emanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. barAbara e ja samaye dvArapALe AvIne harisenane ja lAvIne kahyuM-mahArAjA! eka zubha samAcAra ApavA Avyo chuM, tyAre harisene kahyuM ke mAre mana zubha samAcAra mArA bhAIne AgamananA che. je emanA kaMI samAcAra hoya te mane jaladI kahe, bAkI bIjA koI samAcAra hoya te rAjamaMtrIne Apa. mAre sAMbhaLavA nathI. dvArapALe kahyuM-rAjana ! Apa jaladI taiyAra thAo. ApanA vaDIla baMdhu bhImasena rAjA ujajainI nagarImAM padhArI rahyA che. tyAM te harisena camaka, huM mArA vaDIla baMdhu padhArI rahyA che ! ekalA che? mane jaldI kaheA. mArA bhAIne mAre jaladI darzana karavA che. - A tarapha bhImasena rAjAe ujajainI nagarIthI be kesa dUra pitAne paDAva nAMkhe hatuM. tyAM koI ghoDesvAra pharate pharate AvyuM. AvuM moTuM vizALa sainya joIne e zA, 113

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898 zAradA siddhi gabharAyeA ne pUchyuM ke A kAnuM sainya che ? tyAre mANasAe kahyuM ke A te bhImasena rAjAnu sainya che. temanuM sainya ghaNu vizALa che. A sAMbhaLIne ghoDezvAra doDatA nagaramAM AnyA ne dvArapALane samAcAra ApyA, ane dvArapALe hirasenane samAcAra ApyA. A sAMbhaLIne risenanA AnaMdanA pAra na rahyo. eNe maMtrIne kahyuM jaldI azva taiyAra karAvA. mAre jaldI mArA bhAInI pAse javu che. ema kahI sadeze| ApavA AvanArane kiMmatI ratnAnA hAra bheTa ApyA, ane AkhA nagaramAM DhaMDhero pITAbyA ke mahArAjA bhImasena padhArI rahyA che, mATe sau temanA svAgatanI taiyArI karo ne Akhu nagara zaNagAro. A rIte hirasene nagarajanane sUcanA ApI dIdhI. peAte peAtAnA mahelamAM jaI ne rAjapeAzAka utArI sAmAnya pAzAka paherIne ghoDA para besIne javA taiyAra thayA tyAre saMdezA lAvanAra kahe che mahArAjA ! e te mATu' sainya laI ne yuddhanI taiyArI sAthe AvyA che. e krodhe bharAIne AvyA hoya te Apa Ama acAnaka jAe ne kaI navA junI kare te ApaNe muzkelImAM mUkAI jaIe kAraNa ke tamane te bhAIne maLavAne talasATa che. bhUlane aMtaramAM pazcAtApa che, paNa emane A vAtanI khabara nathI mATe ame pahelA emanI pAse jaIe ne badhI vAta karIe, pachI Apa padhAre paNa hirasena tA pAchA vaLatA nathI. nagarazeTha, pradhAna vigere mukhya mANasoe khUba kahyu' eTale hirasena rAkAI gayA. have pradhAna Adi mukhya mANasA bhImasena rAjAnI pAse jaIne adhI vAta karaze, pachI hirasena jaze ne zu' banaze te avasare. puu F E vyAkhyAna na. 94 kArataka suda 10 ne magaLavAra tA. 30-10-79 sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtA ne baheno ! ana ta karUNAnIdhi, trileAkInAtha, karUNA sAgara bhagavate jagatanA jIvAnA kalyANa mATe Agama vANI prakAzI. bhagavAnanI vANImAM alaukika ne ana'ta bhAvA bharelA che. e apUrva ane alaukika vANInuM pAna karanAra AtmA bhavarogathI mukta thAya che. jyAre je vastunu pratipAdana karavAmAM Avatu hoya tyAre vastu avyApti, ativyApti ane asaMbhava doSathI rahita hAvI joIe. jyAre jIvanuM lakSaNa batAvavAmAM Ave tyAre A traNa deSa mAMheno eka paNa doSa na hAvA joIe. jo eka paNa doSa emAM sa'bhavatA hoya te te lakSaNa dUSita kahevAya. jema ke jIvanu' lakSaNa caitanya che te caitanya guNu vinAnA eka paNa jIva na heAI zake. jyAM jIva che tyAM caitanya te avazya hAya che. jIva game teTalA karmAMthI gherAyele hoya te paNa temAM caitanya guNu avarAya nahi. nigeAdathI mAMDIne siddhanA jIvAmAM

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zAradA sidi 899 caitanya guNa tA vidyamAna hoya ja. jenA hRdayamAM AvI dRDha zraddhA che te jIva vItarAga kathita vANI sAMbhaLIne jIvanamAM tenu' AcaraNu karI zake che. je jIvA sasAra sukhanA viSayeAmAM Asakta banelA che temane vItarAga kathita dharma para rUcI thatI nathI. rUcI jAge te sukha ane duHkha ane avasthAmAM dha game che, paNa jene sa'sAranA sukhA tarapha gADha rUcI che temane dharmAMnA paMthe vALavA prayatna karIe teA kadAca dhama kare kharA paN sa'sAra sukhanI AkAMkSAthI kare che. AvA jIvA dhIkha hovA chatAM dayAne pAtra che. jJAnI kahe che ke dhama karo te samajapUrvaka karo. bhAganA roga bhAgathI zAMta nahi thAya. jema keAI bALakane 'TATIyeA (mATI udharasa) thayeA hAya sAkara ke patAsuM khAvA mATe game teTalu' raDe te zu' tenI mAtA Apaze kharI ? nA saMgrahaNInA dadI dUdha pIvA mAMge te tenA hitastrIe Apaze kharA ? 'nA.' kema nathI ApatA ? kadIe pratye karUNA che. te vastue tenA roga upara jhera jevI che, mATe tenu hita IcchIne ApatA nathI, tema sadgurU tamArI sAcI mAtA banIne bhavarAganI vRddhi na thAya te mATe bhega viSayAdi apathyakArI vastuonu sevana karavAnI tamane nA pADe che. dhanA upadezaka satAe karelI dayA e phakta dravya dayA nathI paNa bhAva dayA che, je AtmA ema samaje che ke dhama e meAkSamAM javA mATe uttama sAdhana che te sAcA jJAnI che. jyAM sudhI sa`sAra dAvAnaLa jevA na lAge ane meAkSanI rUcI na jAge tyAM sudhI badhu' ekAra che, mATe A sa'sAranu` bhayAnaka svarUpa nihALIne meAkSanI rUcI pragaTAvA. tamane bhUkha na lAge te bhasma tathA davAo khAIne khAvAnI rUcI thAya tevA prayatna kare che ne? 'hA.' te tame mokSanI rUcI kema nathI jagADatA ? tame mokSa te Iccho che ne ? koNa sujJa mANasa mokSa na Icche ? A catutimaya sa sAramAM janma-maraNa-roga-zAka-durdazA, parAdhInatA vigere veThavAnu` kAne game ? mokSa eTale saMsArathI chUTakAro pAmavAnI icchA hAya. ATale sudhI te kharAkhara paNa have e kA zu' mokSa pAmavAnI utAvaLa che? tamArA jIvana jotA ema lAge che ke tamane mAkSanI IcchA che paNa utAvaLa nathI. te zu' tamane lAge che ke utAvaLa AvyA vinA e mATenA joradAra prayatna thaze ? DhIkarI moTI thAya te dIkarInA lagna levAnI utAvaLa lAge che tyAre dhamAdhama thAya koTamAM javAnI ke gADI pakaDavAnI utAvaLa heAya tA jhaTapaTa enI taiyArI thAya che, tyAre jamavAnuM ke ArAma levAnA paNu moha cheDI devAya che. ema jo tamane mokSa pAmavAnI utAvaLa hAya tA enI joradAra taiyArI zarU karA. mokSa javAnI utAvaLa lAgaze teA pachI sa'sAranA sukha sagavaDa jatA karavA paDaze te jatA karaze, e jatA karatA AMcakA nahi Ave ke duHkha paNu nahi lAge.

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ha00 zAradA siddhi je moza javAnI utAvaLa che te ghara saMsAra pratye nirveda lAvavuM paDaze. viSa pratye virAga keLavavuM paDaze. viSaya pratye virAga e mahAna kalyANa tatva che, tethI AtmAnA aneka guNe pragaTa thAya che ne aneka dene dabAvuM paDe che. Aje krodhAdi kaSAye zA mATe thAya che? koIne koI viSaya mATe ne? paNa je viSaya aLakhAmaNa lAge che. te pachI enA mATe gusse karI AtmAne kALo koNa kare? juo, duniyAmAM vaira-vidha, IrSA, ragaDA jhaghaDA, e badhuM kaIne kaI viSayo pAchaLa hoya che. keI pitAnAthI vadhAre sukhI thAya te tenA para IrSyA thAya che ne ? doSa, durgaNe keI ne koI viSayane lIdhe sevAya che. jo ene ochA karAvavA hoya te pahelA viSaya pratye virAga ubho karavAnI jarUra che. je viSa pratye AMdhaLo rAga che to pachI hiMsA jUTha, apramANikatA vigere dUra karavA che e vAta kyAMthI banavAnI che? Aje eka bAju vilAsa, manoraMjana, sahela sagavaDe, uddhata jIvana paddhati vigere pUra jozathI khIlavavAmAM Ave che jyAre bIjI bAju prajAne nyAya nIti, satya, udAratA, mAnavatA vigere guNa keLavavA mATe bhASaNe apAya che. A te konA jevI vAta thaI? dardanuM mULa nathI jevAtuM ne daI kADhavAnI vAta thAya che. prajAmAM Aje bahu prasarela viSaya rAgane unmAda e mULa raMga che, ene pratikAra karyA vinA jUTha--anyAya-Izva vigere rega kayAMthI haTavAnA hatA? AvA rogone dUra karavA mATe vItarAga dharma ane vitarAga vANI pratye zraddhA pragaTa karavAnI jarUra che. nAnA bALakane koI darda thAya che tyAre tenI mAtA davA pIvaDAvavA keTalA vAnA kare che? khUba samajAvavA chatAM je te na pIve te tenuM nAka dabAvIne, moTuM pahoLuM karIne paNa davA reDI de che tema je tamane mokSanI vAtamAM majhA na AvatI hoya te tamArA dharmagurUo aneka prakAre mokSanI akasIra davA rUpI dharma che enI rUcI karAvavA mahenata kare che tyAre ghaNAM ema prazna kare che ke amane mekSanA sukha pratyakSa dekhAya te zradhdhA thAya. huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke bhale tamane mokSanA sukho pratyakSa dekhAtA nathI paNa tamArA saLagatA saMsAranA duHkha te pratyakSa dekhAya che ne ? saMsAra cAre taraphathI ke saLagI rahyo che! kayAMya sukha dekhAya che? eka paNa vAte tame sukhI cho ? tamArA puNyodaye maLeluM sukha paNa tamane AjanA kAyadA sukhe bhegavavA detA nathI, chatAM sukha mAnIne besI gayA che. AvA duHkhathI bharelA saMsAranA sukha mATe amUlya zakti ane samaya veDaphI rahyA che. eTalI zakti ane samaya je mokSanA sukha mATe dharmamAM vaparAya te mAnava bhava saphaLa thaI jAya. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 13 muM adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. temAM cittamunie paNa brahmadatta cakravatine e ja vAta samajAvI ke A leka ane paralokamAM sukhI thavuM hoya ane chevaTe mokSanA sukha pAmavA hoya te cAritra dharma svIkAravuM paDaze. cAritra vinA traNa kALamAM AtmAne udadhAra thavAnuM nathI. kAmaga te saMsAramAM DUbADanAra

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zAradA siddhi 901 che. A rIte ghaNA upadeza ApyA, tyAre brahmadatta cakravatie cittamunine kahyu he munirAja! Ape je kahyuM te satya che. huM samajI' chu` ke mArA cauda ratnA, navanidhi, ceAsaTha hajAra rANIomAMthI eka paNa rANI kAI mArI sAthe AvanAra nathI, paNu mAhathI gherAyelA chuM tethI cheDI zakatA nathI. cittamuni vicAre che ke A cAritra aMgIkAra karI zake tema nathI te te sa'sAramAM rahIne paNa AtmAnuM kalyANa kare tevA dharmAMpadeza ApuM. jema vahepArIne tyAM grAhaka Ave te te sauthI pahelA te 'cAmAM uMcI kavAlITIne mAla khatAve che che paNa kharIdI karanAra grAhaka ema kahe ke Ave! "ce mAla kharIdavAnI mArAmAM zakti nathI tyAre vahepArI ene madhyama ke halakI kavAlITInA mAla batAve che. peAtAnI dukAne AvelA grAhaka pAcho na jAya te mATe vividha prakAranA mAla batAve che. AvI rIte bhagavAnanA saMtA paNa peAtAnI pAse AvelA AtmAone sauthI prathama jaldI AtmakalyANa karavA mATe zreSThamAM zreSTha cAritranA 'cA mAla batAve che. temAM jo koI haLukamI jIva hAya tA e mAla kharIdI le che je jIvA cAritra mA` a'gIkAra karavA zaktimAna na heAya tene mAra vratanA mAla khatAve che. je cAritra aMgIkAra karI zake nahiM teNe khAra vrata teA a'gIkAra karavA joI e, ane eTalI paNa jenAmAM zakti na hAya teNe mAra vrata paikI eka vrata tA avazya agIkAra karavuM joIe. khAra vratamAMthI eka paNa vrata je jIva kharAkhara pAlana kare te paNa enuM kalyANu thAya che, zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanA jIva jyAre megharatha rAjA hatA tyAre emaNe eka vrata aMgIkAra karyuM' hatuM ke mAre jIva hi'sA na karavI ane zaraNe AvelA jIvanu' rakSaNa karavu'. e tanu' megharatha rAjA kharAkhara pAlana karavA lAgyA tyAre devalAkamAM emanI prazasA thaI. mithyAtvI--IrSyALu devA manuSyeAnI praza'sA sahana karI zakatA nathI. eka mithyAtvI deva megharatha rAjAnI parIkSA karavA mATe mRtyuleAkamAM AnyA. eNe eka pAradhInu rUpa anAvyuM, ane eka pArevAnu rUpa banAvyu' ane bhayathI phaphaDatu' pArevu' banIne megharatha rAjAnA zaraNe Avyu'. thoDI vAramAM pAradhI megharatha rAjA pAse AvIne kahevA lAgyo ke mahArAjA ! e mArA zikAra che mane pAcho ApI do, tyAre megharatha rAjAe kahI dIdhuM ke zaraNAgatane zaraNu Apavu. evuM mAre vrata che, mATe tuM je mAMge te ApavA taiyAra chuM paNa pArevu tane nahi ApuM, tyAre pAradhIe kahyuM tamAre jema vrata tema mAre paNa mArA karelA zikAranuM bhakSaNa karavu' evu' vrata che, mATe mAro zikAra mane pAche ApI do. rAjAe kahyuM ke nahi ApuM tyAre pAradhIe kahyuM ke te tamArA zarIramAMthI pArevA kharAkhara mAMsa Apo. megharatha rAjA e ApavA taiyAra thayA paNa pArevu. pAchu' na ApyuM. peAtAnA zarIramAMthI mAMsa kApIne Ape che tyAre pAradhIe .

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92 zAradA siddhi kahyuM enA kharAkhara teAlIne mAMsa Ape| eTale rAjAe e pramANe karyuM. pAtAnA pagamAMthI mAMsa kApIne mUkavA mAMDayuM paNa pArevAnu` pallu' u'cuM thatuM ja nathI. chevaTe rAjA trAjavAmAM esI gayA paNa pArevAnuM pallu' UMcuM thatuM nathI paNa rAjAnA utkRSTa bhAva joIne deve prasanna thaIne megharatha rAjAnA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgI. deve rAjAnu' hatuM tevu' zarIra banAvI dIdhuM. vratanu pAlana karavA mATe rAjAe prANanuM balIdAna ApavA sudhInI taiyArI karI lIdhI ne ? pArevAnI dayA khAtara potAnA zarIranA TukaDe TukaDA karI nAMkhavA e kaI shela vAta nathI. tamArI keTalI taiyArI che? mele, chevaTe rAtrI bheAjana, ka'damULanA tyAga tA karo. have kAmabhAgeAnI anityatAnuM svarUpa samajAvatA citta muni kahe che. accera kAlo taraMti rAio, na yAvi bhogA purisANa niccA / uvicca bhogA purisaM cayanti, dumaM jahA khINa phalaM va pakkhI // 31 // he rAjan ! jue, A AyuSyane samaya vItatA jAya che. rAtrIe ane divase paNa ghaNA vegathI jaI rahela che. divasa ane rAtrI vyatIta thAya che eTale ke AyuSyanA daLiyA kSINa thaI rahyA che. eka leAkamAM paNa kahyuM che ke kSaNayAna divasa mAsacchalena, gacchanti jIvita dalAni / vidvAnapi khalu kathamie, gacchasi nidrAvazaM rAtrau // paNa jyAre kSaNa, prahara, divasa ane mahinAenI gaNatrIthI AyuSya vyatIta thatuM jAya che tyAre ghaNAM AzcaryanI vAta te e che ke vidvAneAne peAtAnI AvI sthitimAM nidrA kema Ave che? lAbhamAM te saune AnaMda thAya che paNa hAnImAM AnaMda kevA ? ema ci'tA thavI joIe ke mArA AyuSyanI amUlya kSaNo bya cAlI jAya che ? eka paNa paLa bya cAlI na jAya te mATe sajAga rahevu' joie. he rAjan ! jo tame ema mAnatA he ke bhale AyuSya vItI jAya, rAtrI ane divasa paNa ema ja jatA hoya emAM mane zuM prayeAjana che ? mAre jenAthI prayeAjana che evA kAmabhAge teA mAre AdhIna che. teA he rAjana! tamArI evI mAnyatA bhUla bharelI che, kAraNa ke bhAga paNa nitya nathI. je rIte phaLa vinAnA vRkSeAnA pakSIo tyAga karI de che e ja pramANe kSINu puNyavALA jIvAne bhAga paNa tyAga karI de che. A saMsAramAM jIvane sukhanI prApti thavI te zubha karmAMne AdhIna che. jyAM sudhI puNyanI sattA rahe che tyAM sudhI sAMsArika jIvAne sukhAnI prApti thayA kare che. pApanA udayamAM sukhAnI prApti thatI nathI, mATe huM rAjan ! tame svapnAmAM paNa evA ciAra na karo A kAmabhego mA2e AdhIna che, ane e sukha bhAgavavAmAM jIvananA rAtrI ane divase niSphaLa gumAvA nahi. atyAre tame mAne che ke A mahela mahelAtA,

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zAradA siddhi 903 vaibhaveA. rANIo, dhana vigere badhu mAru che. hu cha cha khaMDanA adhipati chuM. meTA meTA rAjAe mArA caraNamAM name che paNa e badhuM kayAM sudhI ? jyAM sudhI puNya haze tyAM sudhI. eka kItidhara nAmanA rAjA thaI gayA. kIrti dhara rAjAne sukezala nAme putra hatA. putra haju nAnA che paNa emane koI satanA samAgama thayA. saMte samajAvyu ke A sa`sAra ane saMsAranA tamAma padArthoM kSaNika che. eka paNa padArtha zAzvata nathI. Aje jenuM sarjana thAya che tenuM visarjana thAya che. evA edha sAMbhaLIne kIrtidhara rAjAne vairAgya AvI gayA. emaNe rANIne kahyuM ke hu* rAjyanI badhI vyavasthA karIne jAu' chu' ane putra rAjyanA vahIvaTa sabhALe tevA taiyAra na thAya tyAM sudhI rAjamAtA tarIke tu rAjya saMbhALaje paNa mane tu dIkSA levAnI AjJA Apa, tyAre rANIe kahyuM nAtha ! tame mane mUkIne cAlyA jaze ? rAjAe kahyu' eka eka divasa tA badhuM choDavAnuM ja che ne ? tenA karatAM jAte cheDI devu' zuM khATuM ? rANIne ghaNuM du:kha thayuM. khUba raDI paNa jene saMsAra pratye rUcI nathI te kevI rIte rahI zake? rANIne khUba samajAvI, rAjyanI badhI vyavasthA karIne dIkSA lIdhI. je le che te pAchu vALIne jote nathI, sayama levo te sarpanI jema mAtra kAMcaLI .. utAravAnI nathI. sa tA mAtra kAMcaLI utAre che paNa enI dADhanuM jhera kADhatA nathI. hA. dADha kADhI nAkhe teA sarpa niviSa banI jAya che. ahI sAdhupaNAmAM bAhya veza utAravA rUpa kAMcaLI utAravAnI nathI paNa dADhanuM jhera kADhavA rUpa mohanA tyAga karavAnA che. je mAhanA jhera vasI jAya te rUDI rIte saMyamanu pAlana karI zake che. A kIrti dhara rAjAe te sa`sAra cheDIne sayama lIdhA, sa`yama laIne ka kSaya mATe ugra sAdhanA karavA lAgyA. moha-mamatAne tajI daI Atma svarUpamAM ramaNatA karavA lAgyA. "rANInA kaDaka hukama" :-A tarapha rANI rAjya calAvavA lAgI. pati te sayamapathe cAlyA gayA ne putra moTe thayo eTale rANInA manamAM thayuM ke pati te sAdhu thaI gayA. have e mArA kAmanA na rahyA. e kayAreka pAchA ahI' Avaze te mArA dIkarAne paNa bairAgyanA raMga lagADIne sAdhu banAvI deze teA mAre tAti gayA ne putra paNu jAya teA huM teA ba Mne AMkhe AMdhaLI banI jAu', mATe have huM evu karu' ke mArA gAmamAM jaina dharmAMnA ke anya dharmanA koI sAdhu saMta Ave ja nahi. rANIe te AkhA nagaramAM DhaDhero pITAvI dIdhA ke A nagaramAM kaI paNu dharmAMnA sAdhuone AvavA devA nahi. eka peAtAnA putra sAdhu na thAya te mATe sAdhu sAdhvIonA bahiSkAra karAvyo. jue; A sauMsAramAM mAhanI viMTabaNA kevI bhaya'kara che! eka vakhata A rANIne enA pati keTalo priya hatA ! e keTalo prema batAvatI hatI! patine sheja kaMIka thAya tA ene mATe prANa pAtharavA taiyAra hatI. e ja pati

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104 zAradA siddhi sAdhu banyo eTale sagAI cAlI gaI. premALa pati mATe Aje kevo krara ane kaThora vartAva karavA taiyAra thaI! A saMsAramAM svArthanI ramata sivAya kAMI ja nathI. eka kUtarA jevuM prANI paNa roTalAno TukaDo khAIne enA mAlikanuM rakSaNa kare che. e keTalo nimakahalAla ane mANasa ene svArtha pUro thatAM nimakaharAma banI jAya che. "dharma pratye karele bhayaMkara droha" -kIrtidhara rAjAnI rANIe pitAnI svArtha laMpaTatAmAM pati muni thayA pachI kevo droha karyo? ene have pati sAthe kayAM saMbaMdha che. ene saMbaMdha sAMsArika sukho ane moha-mAyA sAthe hate. have pati muni banI gayA eTale mAre ne emane zuM levAdevA ! e emanA raste ne huM mArA raste. pati muni ahIM Ave ne mArA dIkarAne e laI jAya te? enA karatA huM ene gAmamAM pesavA ja na dauM te zuM khoTuM? Ama vicAra karIne eNe te nagaramAM sAdhuone AvavAne pratibaMdha mUkI dIdhe, eTale gAmamAM kaI sAdhu sAdhavI AvatA nathI. jyAM sAdhu sAdavInuM Agamana baMdha thaI jAya tyAM dharmane bagIce paNa sUkAI jAya ne? loke te kALo kakaLATa karavA lAgyA ke ApaNuM gAmamAM sAdhu sAthvI nahi Ave te dharma kayAM jaIne karIzuM? ApaNe konA darzana karIzuM? eka pitAnA pati muni na Ave te mATe badhA sAdhu sAdhavIne bahiSkAra karyo che paNa rAjyanA hukama AgaLa kenuM cAle ? ja baMdhuo! A jIva anaMtakALathI pitAnI sukha sagavaDa jete svArthamAM ramate Avyo che. A uttama mAnava bhava pAmyA pachI paNa evI ne evI ja svArtha, mAyA ane prapaMcanI kuTIla ramata ramyA ja karaze te Atmika guNe kayAMthI pragaTaze? ane A jaDa pudgalanI gulAmInA gherAvAmAMthI kevI rIte bahAra nIkaLI zakaze? paugalika sukhanA rasanI gulAmI mANasane hevAna banAve che. enI pAse pizAcI kRtya karAve che. droha, prapaMca vigere karatA ene AMcako AvatuM nathI eTale paugalika sukhanI gulAmIthI bharelA saMsAra upara jJAnI purUSone abhAva thAya che, glAni Ave che ane emAMthI chUTavAnI tAlAvelI jAge che. moTA moTA mahArAjAo ane zeTha zAhukAroe saMsAranA AvA svArtha bharelA svarUpane joIne saMsAra choDI dIdhuM che. kItidhara rAjAe paNa saMsArane asAra ne svArthamaya samajIne choDayo hate. sukezalanI mAtAe potAnA svArthanA kAraNe svAmIbhakti bhUlIne muni banelA patine pitAnA nagaramAM na pisavA devA mATe ke ghara anartha karyo? AgaLa pAchaLa kaI vicAra na karyo. sAdhu-sAdhvI, jogI, phakIra nagaramAM na Ave e kaDaka pratibaMdha karyo. bhUlecUke kaI jogI nagaranA daravAje ja te sipAIe ene kADhI mUkatA. A tarapha sukozala kumAra moTe thaye eTale rANIe ene rAjatilaka karyuM ane paraNAvyuM. have putra barAbara rAjyane vahIvaTa saMbhALe che ne AnaMdathI rahe che. e arasAmAM

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zAradA siddhi 905 kItidhara muni dIkSA lIdhA pachI ghaNAM varSo pahelavahelA pitAnA nagaramAM padhAryA. emane A khabara nathI ke A nagaramAM sAdhune praveza karavAnI manAI che, ane te samaye daravAna keIkAma prasaMge bahAra gayele eTale emane keI pAchA vALanAra maLyuM nahi. "prathamavAra nagara pravezamAM AvelI keseTI" - cAlatA cAlatA AgaLa gayA tyAM sipAIone khabara paDI ke nagaramAM sAdhu pesI gayA eTale emane pakaDIne nagaramAMthI kADhI mUkavA lAgyA. sAdhu kahe che ke bhAI! tame zA mATe AvuM karo cho? sipAIe kahe che rAjyane hukama che. tame cAlyA jAo. ema kahI bAvaDuM pakaDIne bahAra kADhe che. kevI karmanI vicitratA che! eka vakhatanA A ja nagaranA mahArAjA Aje munipaNamAM bahAra dhakelAI rahyA che, chatAM kIrtidhara muninA manamAM saheja paNa kaSAya bhAva AvatuM nathI. bhagavAnane batAvele uttama saMyama mArga pAmIne rAjapATa, nagara ane kuTuMba badhuM bhUlAI gayuM che, tethI emanA manamAM leza paNa roSa ke kheda thatuM nathI ke A te mAruM nagara che ne mArA ja nagaramAMthI mAro bahiSkAra thAya che! jyAM A mAruM che evI mamatA ja kADhI nAMkhI che pachI zA mATe kheda thAya? jyAM ApaNu AvavAthI arUcI thAya e sthAnethI pAchA haThI javuM evI jinAjJA che. sipAIone kahe che bhAI! mArA bAvaDA pakaDavAnI jarUra nathI. huM cAlyo jAuM chuM. . te paNa sipAIe choDatA nathI. dhAvamAtAe khulle karelo paDade" - A samaye sukezalakumAra mahelanA jharUkhe ubhe have teNe A dazya joyuM, eTale enA manamAM thayuM ke A sipAIo A sAdhune Ama zA mATe karatA haze? ene A vAtanI khabara nathI ane pitAne eALakhate nathI, eTale ene zuM khabara paDe ? A samaye enI dhAvamAtA tyAM hAjara hatI. ene kumAre pUchayuM ke A sipAIo A sAdhune Ama zA mATe dhakkA mArIne kADhI mUke che? tyAre dhAvamAtA kahe che huM kahuM te kharI paNa tame keIne kahetA nahi. nahitara mAtA mane mArI nAMkhaze. bhAI! zuM vAta karuM ? A sAdhu tamArA pitAjI che. tame ghaNuM nAnA hatA tyAre dIkSA lIdhelI che. tamArI mAtAnA manamAM e Dara lAgyo ke tamArA pitAjI sAdhu ahIM Ave ne kadAca tame vairAgya pAmIne sAdhu banIne emanI sAthe cAlyA jAo te? tethI sAdhu, saMnyAsI, jegI ke saMta na Ave e pratibaMdha mUkyo che. tamArA pitAjI muni acAnaka padhAryA che emane sipAIo bahAra dhakelI rahyA che. A meM tamane satya vAta karI paNa mAruM nAma na leze. A vAta sAMbhaLIne enA aMtaramAM thayuM ke are, mArI mAtA ATalI badhI adhama! svArthIlI ke jeNe potAnA patine paNa nagaramAM AvavAne pratibaMdha karyo! AnuM kAraNa zuM? saMsAranA tuccha sukhe bhegavavAnI adhama svArthavRtti ja ne? mAtA bhale patibhakti bhUlI paNa mAre mArA pitAnI bhakti kema cUkAya? mAre have saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI, A svArthabharelA saMsAramAM che zuM? thA, 114

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906 zAradA siddhi baMdhuo ! A kumAra paraNelo che. patnI patibhaktA ane premALa che ane garbhavatI che. A badhuM choDIne saMyama levA taiyAra thaI gayA. enA dilamAM eka ja AghAta lAgyo ke A saMsAra A? mahelavAsI ane mArA pitAnuM emanA ja rAjyamAM AvuM haDahaDatuM apamAna ! dhikkAra paDo AvA mahelavAsane! mane rAjasukhanA kIcaDamAM khUcavIne pitAnI sAthe mahelamAM besADI rAkhavA mATe mAtAe mArA pitAnuM AvuM apamAna karyuM ne? mAre AvA tuccha sukha na joIe. sukozalakumAranI bhavyatAnA jore enA AtmAnuM khamIra uchaLyuM ne rAjyanA sukhane tuccha mAnIne choDavA ubhe thaI gaye. mAtA ke patnI kaIne kahyA vagara mahelamAMthI ekale cAlI nIkaLyo. kIrtidhara muni paNa nagara bahAra cAlyA gayA. A sukozalakumAra pitAnA pitA munine maLaze ne zuM banaze te vAta avasare vicArIzuM, paNa ahIM samajavAnuM e che ke A saMsAra ke svArthamaya che. cittamuni brahmadattane samajAve che ke A saMsAramAM kaI sAra nathI ne AyuSya paNa asthira che. puNya hoya tyAM sudhI sau sagA che mATe haju paNa samajavAnI taka che. hajI paNuM zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. na caritra - harisena pitAnA moTAbhAIne maLavA mATe adhIro banyo che, paNa pradhAna 'temaja nagaranA mukhya mahAjane ene jatA aTakAvyo, ane badhA bhegA thaIne bhImasena rAjA pAse pahoMcI gayA ne temanA caraNamAM paDayA. pitAnA pitA samAna bhImasena rAjAne ghaNAM varSe pitAnA nagaramAM padhAratA joIne emanI AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhAra chUTI. bhImasene saune zAMta karyA, pachI saue rAjAne kSemakuzaLa pUchIne kiMmatI najarANuM bheTa karyA, pachI harisenanuM mana rAjakAjamAMthI kevI rIte udAsa banI gayuM che. surasuMdarIne ane tenI dAsIne rAjyamAMthI kevI rIte kADhI mUkyA ane Apane maLavA mATe emane keTale talasATa che ne bhUlane keTale pazcAtApa che te badhI hakIkta bhImasenane jaNAvI. pitAnA bhAInI AvI dazA thaI che e sAMbhaLIne bhImasenanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. suzIlA tathA devasena ane ketusena paNa raDI paDyA. pradhAne kahyuM tame DhIlA na thAo. hamaNAM ja teo AvyA samaje, e te AvavA taiyAra thayA hatA paNa ame emane rokyA che. Ama vAta kare che tyAM harisenane azva pUravege deDa tyAM AvI pahoMcyA. jema mAtAthI chUTuM paDeluM bALaka mAtAne jotA vaLagI paDe tema harisena azva uparathI utarIne bhImasenane vaLagI paDayo. baMne bhAIo ekabIjAne gaLe vaLagI paDyA ne ekabIjAne neha pradarzita karyo, pachI harisena bhImasenanA - caraNamAM paDayo. "bhUlanuM thayeluM bhAna - bhImasenanA baMne paga para pitAnI AMkhe mukIne harisena chUTe meMhe raDavA lAgyo. e samayanuM enuM rUdana pASANu jevA kaThaNa hRdayanA

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907 zAradA siddhi mAnavIne paNa pIgaLAvI de tevuM hatuM. enA AMsuthI bhImasenanA paga bhI jAI gayA. bhImasene ene ubhe karatA kahyuM bhAI! tuM raDa nahi. tArA jevA yuvAna rAjaputrane AvuM raDavuM zebhe kharuM? tuM chAne rahe, tyAre harisena raDate raDate kahe che mArA vaDIla baMdhu! huM kevI rIte mArI AMkhanA AMsu aTakAvI zakuM! baMdhu! meM Apane ghaNuM kaSTa ApyA che. huM te pApImAM pApI chuM. huM te nIca nahi paNa nIcamAM nIca ane adhamamAM adhama chuM. mArA pApe te Apane rAjamahela choDIne rAte rAta bhAgavuM paDayuM ne vanevana bhaTakavuM paDyuM. A mArA kumaLA kula jevA bhatrIjAo ane bhAbhIne paNa bhUkhatarasa vigere vagaDAnA kevA trAsa sahana karavA paDyA ne bheMya sUvuM paDayuM. A badhuM karanAre huM pApI chuM. mAro gune mahA bhayaMkara che. vIrA! have huM mRtyudaMDane gya chuM. A talavArathI mAruM mastaka uDAvI de. Ama kahIne karUNa kalpAMta karavA lAgyA. bhImasene ene bAthamAM laIne AzvAsana ApatA kahyuM ke vIrA! have tuM gaI gujarI bhUlI jA. vadhu zoka na kara. bhAI! tuM te nimitta mAtra che. amArA azubha karmonA e phaLa che nahitara AvuM kayAMthI bane ? tane tArA pApakarmone pazcAtApa thaI rahyo che e tArA mATe ghaNuM che. je divasathI tane tArA pApanuM bhAna thayuM e ja divasathI teM tAruM pApa devA mAMDayuM che. have tuM nirdoSa che ema kahIne zAMta karyo. bhImasenane maLIne harisena potAnA bhAbhI pAse AvyA. te bhAbhInA caraNamAM paDIne raDatA raDatA be mArI mAtA samAna che pavitra bhAbhI ! A pApI harisenane mApha karo...mApha karo. he bhAbhI ! A talavAra hAthamAM laIne A pApInA dehanA TukaDA karI nAMkhe. ApanA jevA pavitra AtmAnA hAthe maruM te mArI sadgati te thAya. have A pApIne jIvIne zuM kAma che? Apa sukumAla rAjarANI ane baMne kumaLA phula jevA bAluDAne mArA kAraNe vanevana bhaTakavuM paDayuM ne bhUkha-tarasanA duHkho veThavA paDayA. AvI ApanI dazA karanAra pApIne have jIvate rAkhavA jevuM nathI, tyAre suzIlAe kahyuM huM mArA lADakA diyara harisena ! tame A zuM karI rahyA che? uThe, ubhA thAo. pApanA pazcAtApathI Apane AtmA raDI rahyo che e ja ghaNuM che. Apane koI doSa nathI. deza amArA karmane che. karelA karmo bhegavyA vinA chUTakAro thato nathI. sukha dukha jIvanamAM AvyA kare che. ema kahIne suzIlAe harisenane zAMta karyo. A badhuM jaIne devasena ane ketusena te sthira thaI gayA. aho ! atyAre te kAkA kevA pavitra banI gayA che. ApaNe te yuddha karIne rAjya levuM hatuM paNa have yuddha karavAnI vAta ja na rahI. A te raNasaMgrAmane badale snehasaMgrAma jevuM vAtAvaraNa sarjAI gayuM. harisene devasena ane ketusenane premathI bolAvyA ne pachI kahyuM. he mArA vahAlA bhatrIjAo! tame baMne mArA aparAdhanI zikSA kare. A mArI talavArathI A pApI dehanA so TukaDA karI nAMkhe. kadAca ema karatAM tamArI hiMmata

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908 zAradA siddhi na cAle te A pApI dehane jIvate ja dharatImAM dATI do, paNa have mAre koI rIte jIvavuM nathI, tyAre baMne kumAre kahe che kAkA! tame A zuM bole che? Apa te mahAna pavitra ane guNavAna che. Apa te vidvAna ane zUravIra che, ApanA jevA bhaDavIra je Ama raDaze te pachI amArA jevA nAnA bALakanuM zuM thaze? Apa chAnA rahe. tame amArA jIvananA ghaDavaiyA che. Apa amane rAjyanI tAlIma Ape ne rAjya calAvavA yogya saMskAranuM amArAmAM siMcana karo. ema aneka mIThA vacane kahIne kAkAne zAMta karyA. bhAI-bhAbhI ane bhatrIjAone sneha ane vAtsalya joIne harisenanuM mana zAMta thayuM. emanI zarama jatI rahI ne bha e the. maMtrIo, nagara zreSThIo badhA bhImasena rAjAnI udAratA ane pavitratA joIne sthira thaI gayA, ane bhImasena rAjAne jayajayakAra belA. A badhuM ujajainI nagarInA udyAnamAM banI rahyuM che. harisena nagara zaNagAravAnI AjJA ApIne Avyo che. te pramANe nagara zaNagArAI gayuM che. have khUba ThAThamAThathI bhImasena rAjA nagaramAM praveza karaze ne zuM banaze te avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 95 kArataka suda 11 ne budhavAra tA. 31-10-79 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMta upakArI, jagadgurU, jagatanAnAtha zrI sarvajJa vItarAga paramAtmA anAdi anaMtakALathI AtmA upara lAgelA aneka prakAranA baMdhanamAMthI mukti meLavavA mATe jagatanA jIvane addabhUta upAya batAvatA pharamAve che ke he bhavya che ! aNpA ceva dameyavvA,appA hu khalu duddmo| gaLA to sudhI ho, ati to parastha utta, a. 1 gAthA 15 tame tamArA potAnA AtmAne dame, kAraNa ke te kharekhara duHkhe damAya e che, ane damAle AtmA A leka ane paralekamAM sukhI thAya che. bhagavAne A gAthAmAM zuM karavAnuM kahyuM ke tame samajI gayA ne? hA. Atmadamana. AtmAnuM damana eTale zuM? e Apa jANe che ne? kaSAya, saMjJAo, vikathAo, azubha dhyAna, rAga-dveSa ItyAdi azubha bhAvamAM parovAtA pitAnA AtmA para kaDaka aMkuza mUkI kSamAdibhA, dAnAdiguNe, nirAbhimAnatA, dharmakathA, zubha dhyAna vigere zubha bhAvamAM layalIna banavuM e che Atmadamanane mArga, te have e vicAra kare ke e Atmadamana zA mATe karavAnuM che? anAdi kALathI AtmA para lAgelA baMdhanothI mukti meLavavA mATe. baMdhana tUTe te AtmA sukhI banI zake. tame ATalA badhA ahIM beThelA che emAMthI

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zAradA sahi 9i09 kone mukti mAM nathI javuM? (zrotAmAMthI avAja -saune javuM che.) darekane mukti joIe che kAraNa ke baMdhana koIne gamatuM nathI, eTale te eka sAmAnya mANasa paNa karoDapati zeThane koI prasaMge upasthita thatAM kahI de che ke huM tamAre baMdhAyela nathI. A batAve che ke keIne baMdhana gamatuM nathI. A baMdhana be prakAranA che. eka bAhya ane bIjuM AtyaMtara athavA dravyabaMdhana ane bhAvabaMdhana. A duniyAdArInA je baMdhane che te dravyabaMdhana-bAhyabaMdhana kahevAya ane rAga-dveSAdi je baMdhane che te bhAvabaMdhana-AtyaMtara baMdhana kahevAya. zeTha nekarane manamAnyo pagAra Ape che paNa enA tAbAmAM rahevuM paDe che eTale nokarane nekarInuM baMdhana kheMce che. A rIte jema A saMsAranA baMdhana nathI gamatA tema AtyaMtara baMdhane paNa jIvane na gamavA joIe. e tamane khUce che kharA ? "nA". e nathI kheMcatA mATe jIvane udhAra thatuM nathI. AvA baMdhanethI jemaNe mukti meLavI temane ApaNe koDe vAra vaMdana karavA joIe. jinezvara bhagavAne je zAsana sthApyuM hoya te te baMdhana teDIne mukti meLavavA mATe, paNa duHkhanI vAta te e che ke AvuM uttama ane anupama jinezvara prabhunuM zAsana maLyuM chatAM maratA sudhI jIvane saMsArane rAga chUTa nathI. anAdikALanI ghaTamALamAM jIve baMdhane bAMdhavAne vahepAra karyo che. saMsArI AtmA eTale baMdhanene IjAradAra. jinazAsana kahe che ke ajJAna dazAthI bAMdhelAM. baMdhanano have tuM tyAga kara te tAruM kAma thaI jaze ne AtmAnuM apUrva jema khIlI uThaze. ATalA mATe jJAnI purUSe kahe che ke A uttama manuSyabhava ane jinazAsana pAmyA che te AtmAnuM damana karIne dravya ane bhAva, bAhya ane AtyaMtara baMdhane teDIne mokSanI prApti karI le. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA teramA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. temAM jemaNe AtyaMtara baMdhane teDavA mATe purUSArtha upADe che evA cittamuni brahadatta cakravatine baMdhana teDavA mATe saMyama levAne upadeza ApI rahyA che paNa brahmadatta cakavati kahe che ke huM kAmone tyAga karI zakuM tema nathI, tyAre cittamuni kahe che he cakravati! rAtri ane divasa rUpI kALanA vaheNa vahetA jAya che ne tane kAnamAM kaMIka kaMIka kahetA jAya che ke he AtmA! tuM jAga. kayAM sudhI mohanI gulAbI nidrAmAM tuM UyA karIza? senAnI lagaDI khavAI jAya che tyAre mANasa ene zodhavA mATe ' AkAza pAtALa eka kare teTale purUSArtha kare che paNa e sonAnI lagaDI te bhAgyamAM haze te pAchI maLaze paNa A jIvanamAMthI je kIMmatI rAtrione divaso cAlyA jAya che te pharIne maLatA nathI, mATe jyAM sudhI AyuSyane dipaka jale che tyAM sudhI tuM tArI Atma sAdhanA karI le. tuM mAne che ke A kAmaga ane sukha vaibhava kAyama rahevAnA che paNa e tArA nathI. tiryaMca pakSIo paNa je vRkSanA phaLa-phUla, pAMdaDA

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zAradA siddhi ane DALIo sUkAI jAya che te vRkSane tyAga karIne cAlyA jAya che, te ja rIte tArA puNya rUpI phaLa, phUla sUkAI jaze tyAre jemane te tArA mAnyA che te tArA rahevAnA nathI, kAraNa ke saMsAranI mAyA evI svArtha bharelI che. ApaNe gaI kAle katidhara rAjAnI vAta karI hatI, temAM paNa emanI rANI kevI svArthanI ramata ramI. pati saMyama laIne cAlI nIkaLyA. pAchaLathI rANInA manamAM thayuM ke je kyAreka kItidhara muni padhAraze ne mArA putrane raMga lAgaze te e sAdhu thaI jaze te huM rAjarANuM maTIne rAjamAtA thaI ane pachI te mAruM rAjamAtAnuM pada ane sukha paNa cAlyuM jaze, eTale eNe pitAnA nagaramAM sAdhuone AvavAne pratibaMdha karyo paNa kIrtidhara muni ajANyA nagaramAM padhAryA eTale sipAIo emane dhakko mArIne bahAra kADhavA lAgyA. e dazya joIne sukezalakumAre enI dhAvamAtAne pUchayuM A sipAIo A sAdhune dhakkA mArIne kema kADhI mUke che? tyAre dhAvamAtAe satya vAta karI. A sAMbhaLIne sukeza kumAranA manamAM thaI gayuM ke aha! A saMsAra Ave? svArthanuM kuMDALuM ! mAre AvA saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. Ama vicAra karIne e te mAtA ke patnI keIne pUchayA vagara mahela choDIne cAlI nIkaLyo. A tarapha sipAIono tiraskAra jeIne kItidhara muni paNa nagara bahAra cAlyA gayA. emane khabara na hatI ke rANIne A pratibaMdha che eTale e nagaramAM padhAryA. bAkI tyAM keIne paNa aprItinuM kAraNa bane evA sthAnamAM kadI jAya nahi. kezalakumAra kItidhara muninI pAse pahoMcI gaye, ane emanA caraNamAM paDIne kaI ke hai pitA gurUdeva ! mane dIkSAnI bhikSA Apa. kIrtidhara munie kahyuM-bhAI! rAjamahelamAM rahenAro ane tene ekAeka vairAgya kayAMthI AvyA ! sukezalakumAre badhI vAta karI, tyAre muni kahe che bhAI! tArI mAtAnI AjJA vinA dIkSA nahi ApuM. Ama rakajhaka kare che. A tarapha rAjamahelamAM khabara paDI gaI ke sukozalakumAra te enA pitA maninI pAchaLa gayA, eTale mAtA, patnI, maMtrIo, lazkara badhA doDatA nagara bahAra jyAM munirAja hatAM tyAM AvyA. rANI kahe che arere...dIkarA ! tuM ghera cAla. tuM mAre ekane eka lADakavAyo dIkaro che. tArA vinA huM nahi jIvI zakuM. tyAM garbhavatI patnI kahe che he mArA vahAlA svAmInAtha! tame mArA sAmuM te juo. mane AvI sthitimAM mUkIne Ama cAlyA jaze? ema kahIne e paNa raDavA ne mUravA lAgI. tyAM te pradhAna, senApati vigere kahevA lAgyA ke he mahArAjA! tamArA vinA rAjyane bhAra keNuM upADaze? bicArI garIba prajAnuM zuM thaze ? tamArA pitAjI te dIkSA laIne nIkaLI gayA ne tame paNa dIkSA levA cAlyA te A mAtAjIne tene AdhAra raheze? vaLI ApanI uMmara paNa kaI? Apa eka ja putra che. ApanA rANIsAheba paNa ugatI uMmaranA che. emaNe zuM sukha joyuM ? A badhAne kaMIka te vicAra karo. Apa na

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dArA siddhi Ave te amArA mAthe paNa svAmI keruM? A rIte sukozalakumArane ghera lAvavA mATe A parivAra khUba karagaryo, raDayo. gUryo ne kumArane khUba vinavavA lAgyo, paNa jenA hRdayamAM saMsAra svArthamaya lAgavAthI vairAgyane raNakAra thayo che evA sukozalakumAre ghera AvavAnI cekhI nA pADI dIdhI ane potAnI garbhavatI rANInA tarapha daSTi karIne kahyuM ke jA A rANIne je putra thaze te tamAre rAjA thaze. have mAro moha mUkI de. meM te mArA pitAjI pAse dIkSA levAne pAke nirNaya karI lIdhuM che, mATe tame mArI pAchI AvavAnA keI AzA na rAkhazo. sau vIle moDhe pAchA pharyA ane sukezalakumAre pitAnA pitA gurU pAse dIkSA lIdhI. kItidhara muni khUba ugra tapa karatA hatA e rIte sukezalamuni paNa aghera tapa sAdhanA karavA lAgyA ane prasanna citta cAritranuM pAlana karavA lAgyA. A rIte e te Atma sAdhanAmAM masta banI gayA paNa A tarapha rAjamAtAnA dilamAM khaTake rahI gayo ke ene bApa Avyo ne mArA dIkarAne sAdhu banAvI dIdhuM. ema kahIne khUba AdhyAna karavA lAgI. jiMdagI sudhI enuM ArtadhyAna baMdha na thayuM. ArtadhyAnanA pariNAmamAM marIne rANuM e ja jaMgalamAM vAghaNa tarIke janmI. baMdhuo ! svArthamayI rANuM pitAne svArtha sAdhavA jatA ke krUra avatAra " pAmI. AvuM jinazAsana ane jinezvara prabhunA saMte maLyA. emanI bhakti ane emanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavAnuM bhUlIne pitAne svArtha sAdhavA jatA pUrvanuM puNya vaTAvI dIdhuM ne navA pApanI kamANI karIne phUra vAghaNa tarIke janmI, ane jaMgalamAM bhamavA lAgI. eka vakhata kItidhara muni ane sukozala muni bane aneka jIvane dharmane pratibodha ApatA grAmAnugrAma vicaratA mAsakhamaNanA pAraNane divase gaucarI mATe e jaMgalamAM thaIne sAme gAma jaI rahyA hatA. tyAM pelI bhUkhI vAghaNu chalAMga mArIne deDatI AvI. munie jANyuM ke have jIvavAnA nathI. kItidhara munie sukezalamunine kahyuM A vAghaNuM Ave che mATe tuM bhAgI jA, kAraNa ke eka sAthe te e baMnene khAze nahi. mane khAya tyAM sudhImAM tuM kayAMka cAlyo jA. tArI uMmara nAnI che. tuM jIvate haIza te aneka jIvone dharmane bodha ApIza. mArI umara thaI che. A vAghaNu AvI rahI che. tuM jaldI cAlyo jAya, tyAre sukozala muni kahe che huM ziSya besI rahuM ne Apane vAghaNanA mukhamAM javA dauM! e nahi bane. Apa te mArA pitAjI che tAraNahAra gurUdeva cho. Apane huM nahi javA dauM. Ama rakajhaka kare che, tyAM bhUkhI thayelI mA-vAghaNu haraNaphALa bharatI AvI ne sukezala muni upara tUTI paDI, ane muninA dehane jAmaphaLanI jema premathI ArogavA lAgI. tapasvI mahAtmAne zarIra pratye kaI mamatvabhAva na hato ke koI ja pratye rAga-deSa na hatuM. sarva ne khamAvIne maitrIbhAva karI zukala dhyAnamAM ramaNatA karatA karmone kSaya karI kevaLajJAna pAmIne mekSamAM

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912 thAradA siddhi gayA ane vAghaNu marIne narakamAM cAlI gaI. sukeAzala muni sayama laI ne TUMka samayamAM AtmAnuM kalyANa karI gayA. badhue ! ApaNe A dRSTAMta uparathI e ja sAra levA che ke jIva jene mArA mArA karIne marI jAya che te snehIo kevA svAthI che! krItidhara jyAre rAjA hatA tyAre e rANIne emanA pratye keTalo prema hatA ane sayamI banyA pachI potAnA putra sAdhu na thaI jAya te mATe pati jevA patino paNa bahiSkAra karatAM pAchI na paDI paNa putra haLukamI jIva te jAgI gayo ne dIkSA lIdhI ane emanI mAtA enI pAchaLa A yAnamAM marIne vAghaNu thaI ne potAnA ja putrane mAranArI anI, paNa putra te AtmasAdhanA sAdhI gayA. ema ApaNe paNa jema bane tema jaldI AtmasAdhanA sAdhavI che. cittamunie brahmadatta cakravartine paNa e ja upadeza ApyA ke he rAjan ! A sasAra svAmaya che. jyAM sudhI madha hoya tyAM sudhI mAkhIe cAre tarapha phare tema sa'sAramAM mANusanI pAse puNyarUpI madha hAya che tyAM sudhI sau enI pAse Ave che pachI sagAvahAlA sau sAtha choDI de che mATe tu' samajIne AvA svAbharelA sasArane choDI de, tyAre cakravatie kahyuM ke ApanI vAta sAcI che paNa mArI eTalI nakhaLAI che ke huM. A bhAga choDIne tyAga paMthe AvI zakuM tema nathI, tyAre karUNAvata muni zuM kahe che. jar3a taM si bhoge cahauM asatto, ajjAda kammAI karehi rAyaM / dhamme Thio savvapANukaMpI, tA horhisi devo io biuvvI ||32|| 3 rAjana! tuM bhAga cheDavAne azakta che. asamartha che te tuM jIvayA Adi AryoM kamo ne kara. gRhasthAvAsamAM rahIne paNa sarva jIvadayAdi gRhastha dharmanu pAlana karIza te paNa tuM A manuSyabhavanuM' AyuSya pUru' thatAM vaikriya zarIranA dhaNI evA mATA deva thaIza. A gAthAmAM cintamuni cakravartine e vAta samajAve che ke huM brahmadatta ! pUrvabhavamAM karelA niyANAne kAraNe tame cakravatinuM pada pAmyA che tethI zabdArdika viSaya bhAgeAnA savathA tyAga karI sAdhupaNuM a'gIkAra karI zakatA nathI, paN saMsAramAM rahIne dharmArAdhanA teA karI zako ne? samyagdaSTa AtmAe sAMsAramAM rahIne paNa khAra vratanuM pAlana kare che tema tame paNa khAra vratanu' pAlana te karI zako ne ? A khAra vrata rUpa gRhastha dharmImAM sauthI prathama yA dharmane pradhAnatA ApavAmAM AvI che. zrAvakanA khAra vratamAM sauthI pahelu vrata prANAtipAti viramaNa vrata che, eTale hiMsAthI aTakIne ahiM'sAmAM AvavAnu` che. khare khAra vratanu tA uttama che. jo eTala' na karI zako te chevaTe pahelu vrata karo. keAI jIvanI mArAthI Rsi'sA na thAya. mArAthI koI paNa pAlana jo karI zako ahiM'sAnu` te pAlana jIvane trAsa na thAya

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zAradA siddhi 913 ne bane te badhA ne bacAvuM. jema bane tema AraMbha samAraMbha ochA thAya evI rIte tame jIvana jIvaze te paNa manuSya bhavane jayAre tyAga karaze tyAre vaimAnika devamAM mahAna samRddhizALI deva banaze. devenA sukha AgaLa cakravartinAM sukha te kaMI ja visAtamAM nathI. enA karatA paNa devalokanA sukha te alaukika che, mATe saMsAramAM rahIne paNa karUNa, prema, maitrI, paropakAra Adi parahitanA dharma kAryo karI le. baMdhuo! cittamunie brahmAdattane samajAvavAmAM kaMI bAkI rAkhI nathI. enI tyAga mArga apanAvavAnI zakti nathI te chevaTe saMsAramAM rahIne paNa AtmAnuM kalyANa thaI zake evA kAryo karavAnuM kahyuM. munie A emane chelle saMdezo Apyo. mANasane samajAvI samajAvIne keTaluM samajAvAya! ghaNuM ghaNuM samajAvyA pachI je samaje te mahenata lekhe lAge paNa je mANasa kaI rIte samaje nahi te samajAvanAra paNa che de che ke bhAI! have tuM tAruM saMbhALI leje, huM mArA sthAne jAuM chuM. karUNa sAgara cittamunie brahmadatta cakravatine khUba samajAvyA paNa have samajaze ke nahi e vAta pachI paNa A brahmadatta cakravatine adhikAra vAMcatA AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jAya che ke aho! A jIvanI kevI dazA che! bAra cakavati thayA temAM daza cakravarti te cakravatinI padavIne moha choDIne sAdhu banIne AtmAnuM kalyANa karI gayA, ane AThamA subUma cakravati ane bAramA brahmadatta cakravarti e be dIkSA na laI zakyA eTale narakamAM gayA. subhUma cakravatinA manamAM ema thayuM ke badhA cakrIo cha khaMDa te sAdhe che emAM mArI kaI vizeSatA nathI. huM sAtamo khaMDa sAdhuM te mArI vizeSatA kahevAya, tethI sAtamo khaMDa sAdhavA mATe devane ArAdhya deva hAjara thayA eTale subhUma cakravatie sAtamo khaMDa sAdhavA javAnI taiyArI karavAnuM kahyuM tyAre dee kahyuM. mahArAjA ! e kadI banyuM nathI ne banavAnuM nathI, mATe Apa rahevA do paNa cakravati mAnyA nahi. cakravatinuM puNya evuM jambara hoya che ke devene enI AjJA uThAvavI paDe che, tethI deve enI pAlakhI upADIne cAlyA. jyAM barAbara madhadariyo Avyo tyAre eka devanA manamAM thayuM ke ATalA badhA devee pAlakhI uMcakI che te huM mArI devIne maLI AvuM. AvI rIte eka ja kSaNe badhA denA manamAM vicAra AvyuM eTale badhA devoe pAlakhI cheDI dIdhI ne dariyAmAM paDatA subhUma cakravati marIne rAjasaMpattinI atyaMta AsaktithI narake gayA. brahmadatta cakravati bhegAsaktinA kAraNe sAdhu nathI banI zakatA. emanuM AyuSya phakta sAta seLa ja varSanuM hatuM. temAM tame AgaLa sAMbhaLI gayA ne ke bALapaNamAM emane kevA duHkha veThavA paDayA! janmadAtA mAtA culanI rANI khuda pitAnA putrane mArI nAMkhavA taiyAra thaI e kaMI ochA duHkhanI vAta che! mAtAnA paMjAmAMthI chaTakIne zA 115

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914 zAradA siddhi keTalA kaSTa veThayA bAda e cakrapati banyo ne cha khaMDa sAdhyA. thaDe samaya sukha bhagavyuM pachI pAchaLathI ene kevuM kaSTa paDayuM che e sAMbhaLaze tyAre tamane ema thaze ke A jIvana AvuM che? jIvane karelA zubhAzubha karmo bhegavavA paDe che. karma keIne choDatA nathI. AvuM samajIne tame badhA paNa AvuM uttama mAnavajIvana pAmIne pApa karmone tyAga karIne parabhava sudhAravA zubha karmo karo. cittamunie brahmadattane ghaNe ghaNe upadeza Apyo. have e enA hRdayamAM utAraze ke nahi ane chevaTe muni zuM kaheze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - bhImasena rAjA, suzIlArANuM ane devasena tathA ketusena baMne kumAro badhA ghaNAM duHkha sahana karI pApa karmane udaya pUro thatAM ujajainI nagarInI bahAra padhAryA che. harisena Adi AkhA nagaranI janatA temanuM svAgata karavA mATe AvI che. saue bhImasena rAjAnuM hArdika svAgata karyuM ane harisene bhImasena rAjA, suzIlArANI, devasena-ketusena Adi sarve pAse pitAnI bhUlanI mAphI mAMgI. pApane pazcAtApa karyo, tyAre saue eka ja vAta karI ke AmAM tamAro keI deSa nathI. amArA pApakarmano deSa che. ema kahIne premathI bolAvyA eTale pApanA bhArathI pIDAtuM harisenanuM haiyuM zAMta thayuM. A rIte badhA premathI maLyA bAda khUba harSabhera ThAThamAThathI ujajainI nagarImAM prayANa karyuM. eka suMdara hAthIne zaNagArIne lAvyA hatA enA upara senAnI aMbADI para bhImasena, suzIlA, harisena, devasena, ketusena Adi beThA. je hAthI cAlyo ke tarata maMgala vAjitronA nAda guMjI uThayA. bhImasena rAjAne jayajayakAra bolAvA lAgyA. bhImasena rAjA chUTA hAthe dAna detAM AgaLa vadhI rahyA che. vajA patAkAothI AkhI ujajainI nagarInI bajAro zaNagArelI hatI. ujajainInA nagarajanone harSa samAte nathI. bhImasena rAjA jyAMthI pasAra thayA tyAMthI saue temane keIe sAcA motIthI, keIe kUlathI ne keI e cekhAthI vadhAvyA. gaLAmAM hAra paherAvyA. pitAnA mahArAjAnI punIta padharAmaNInI khuzAlImAM bahene e maMgalagIta gAyA. A rIte bhImasena rAjAnuM svAgata karyuM ne vAjate gAjate sau rAjamahelamAM AvyA. saunA AnaMdane pAra nathI. harisene bhImasenane kahyuM he mArA vaDIla baMdhu ! have Apa ApanuM rAjya saMbhALI le. bIje divase zubha muhurta bhImasena rAjA rAjasiMhAsana para ArUDha thayA. e divase aneka baMdIjanone mukta karyA. prajAjanenA kara mApha karyA ane garIbanuM daridra TaLI jAya teTaluM puSkaLa dAna ApyuM. AkhA nagaramAM ane dezamAM bhImasena rAjAnI ANa vartAvA lAgI. bhImasena rAjAnI dAsI je yazodA hatI te paNa potAnA rAjA-rANI AvavAthI khUba AnaMdita banI gaI. eNe bhImasena rAjAne bacAvyA hatA eTale have te enuM mAna khUba vadhI gayuM hatuM ane harisenanI dAsI vimalA ke jeNe surasuMdarIne caDhAvIne bUrA kArya karyA

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cAradA siddhi 915 hatA ene teA mAthuM muMDAvI, mADhuM kALu karAvI bhUMDa hAle kaDhAvI mUkI hatI ane risenanuM hRdaya palaTAyA pachI potAnI rANIne khUba phiTakAra ApatA hatA, ene mAra mAratA hatA tethI jANyu* ke have mane sukha nahi maLe, temAM paNa bhImasena rAjA kadAca Avaze te mArI kevI dazA thaze e DaranI mArI e paNa kayAMka bhAgI gaI hatI. bhImasena rAjA dayALu tA hatA ja, emAM paNa pAte bhayakara duHkhA sahana karIne AvyA hatA eTale peAtAnI prajA shejapaNa duHkhI na rahe te dhyAna rAkhatA tethI prajA mukta kaThe prazasA karatI hatI. eka divasa udyAnapAlake AvIne bhImasena rAjAne vadhAmaNI ApI ke huM mahArAjAdhirAja ! ApaNI nagarInI khahAra kusumazrI nAmanA udyAnamAM saMsArathI tAranAra, mahAnajJAnI pratibhAzALI dhasena nAmanA aNugAra padhAryAM che. Apa jaldI dazanAthe padhAro. tejasvI gurUdeva padhAryAnI maMgala vadhAmaNI maLatA bhImasena rAjAnA romeromamAM AnaMda vyApI gayo. vadhAmaNI ApavA AvanAra udyAnapAlakane khuzAlImAM bAra hajAra seAnAmahAro ApIne saMtANyo ne kahyuM-bhAI ! Aje tu' evA suMdara samAcAra lAvyo che ke mArA utsAha ane AnaMdano pAra nathI. have tuM jaldI jaI ne gurU bhagavaMtanI AgatA svAgatA karI emane joItI ne khapatI cIjonI tuM sagavaDa karI Apaje. hu mArA parivAra sahita hamaNAM ja gurUdevanA darzAnArthe` AvuM chuM. bhImasene suzIlA Adi badhAne samAcAra meAkalAvI DhIdhA. thoDIvAramAM badhA taiyAra thaI gayA. vijayasena rAjA je bhImasenanA sADhubhAI paNa tyAM AvelA hatA eTale te paNa sAthe hatA. vijayasena, bhImasena, harisena, suzIlA, devasena, ketusena vigere mATA ADaMbara sahita senA sAthe vAjate gAjate gurUnA darzana karavA nIkaLyA. sAthe nagarajanA paNa nIkaLyA. cAlatA cAlatA jayAM dhasena AcArya. bhagavata kharAje che tyAM paheAMcI gayA. badhAe bhAvapUrvaka vaMdA karI sukhazAtA pUchI, pachI bhImasena rAjAe kahyu`-gurUdeva ! ApanA darzanathI amAro divasa dhanya banI gayo che. Apa teA mahAna jJAnI, zAstrajJa ane gItA che. Apa amane amRtavANInuM pAna karAvI sa'sAra tApathI saLagatA evA amane jinavANInA zItaLa jaLathI zAMta karo. AcArya. dha`sena munine lAgyu` ke A AtmAe saraLa ane jijJAsu che. emanI jijJAsA joI ne upadeza Apyo ke he jIvA ! pUrvabhavamAM tame dAna-zIyaLa -tapa-japa Adi je zubhakaraNI karI che tenA pratApe A rAjya, vaibhava, sapatti Adi tamane maLyu* che. paripUrNa pAMca IndriyothI yukta AvA mAnavadeha prApta thayo che. manuSyabhavanI ekeka kSaNa mahA kimatI che. akhonI ka"mata ApatA paNa pAchI maLatI nathI, mATe mAnavabhavanI AvI amUlya kSaNAmAM pramAda cheDIne ane teTalI dharmArAdhanA

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1 zAradA siddhi karI le. AcAya bhagavatanI vANI sAMbhaLIne bhImasena rAjA tathA vijayasena rAjAe khAra vrata agIkAra karyAM ane risenanAM hRdayamAM te e vANI ArapAra utarI gaI ane saMsAra parathI enuM mana uDI gayu. emanA dilamAM potekareluM pApa khaTakatuM hatuM, eTale eka ja vicAra karyAM ke mAre mArA pApakame dhAvA sa'yama ja levA che. have risena bhImasenane peAtAnI bhAvanA jaNAvaze ne bhImasena tene zu' kaheze te avasare. vyAkhyAna na. 96 kArataka suda 14 ne zukravAra tA. 2-11-79 anaMtajJAnI kahe che ke A jIve pravAsa tA ghaNA kheDayA paNa e pravAsa anatAe pahoMcavA mATenA niha paNa ullu' enAthI dUra ne dUra rahI sa MsAranI gatiemAM ana'tI vAra bhaTakAvanAra pravAsa karyAM. have te anaMtanA tarapha pravAsa kheDavAnA che. anaMta tarapha pravAsa eTale atavALA taraphathI pAchA haThavu' joI e. mithyAtva, ajJAna, avirati, kaSAya vigerethI pAchA haThI. samyagdarzana, samyajJAna, samyaphacAritra, upazamabhAva vigerenI ArAdhanA thAya to emAMthI AgaLa vadhI ana tadarzana, ana`tajJAna, ana`ta sukha ane ana'ta vI. vigere anatAnI prApti thAya. A anatanI prApti eTale AtmAnA janma-jarA-mRtyu-roga, zAka, upAdhi vigere gayA ane akSayatA nirmAMLatA pragayA. jemaNe anaMtanI prApti mATe pravAsa kheDayA che evA cittamuni brahmadatta cakravati ne naraka gatimAM jatA ugArIne mokSanA sukhanI prApti karAvavA mATe dharmanA upadeza ApI rahyA che ke he rAjan! A jIvane paralokamAM jatA jo keAI zaraNabhUta hAya tA te eka dharma che. dharma vinA traNa kALamAM AtmAnuM utthAna ane udhdhAra thavAnA nathI. Atmika sukhanI prApti karavA mATenA zreSThamAM zreSTha dharma to cAritra che. cAritra aMgIkAra karavA mATe meM tane ghaNuM ghaNuM samajAvyo, judI judI rIte saMsAranI asAratAnuM tArI samakSa varNana karyu. paNa tane sa sAra cheDavAnu mana nathI. tuM kahe che ke hu' cheADI zakuM tema nathI paNa tuM saMsAra na cheADI zake teA khera, paN sa'sAramAM rahIne dayA, saraLatA, paropakAra evA satkAryAM tA karI le jethI tuM narakamAM jatA aTakI jAya ne vaimAnika deva thAya. mane tArI bahu dayA Ave che. bhAi ! tu' Ave uttama manuSyabhava eLe na gumAva. mAnavabhava nAmanA A jaMkazanamAMthI badhI gatienI TikITa maLI zake che. badhue ! vicAra karo, tamAre kayAMnI TikITa levI che ? AvA mUlyavAna mAnava bhavane cheDIne vahelA ke meADA eka divasa te jIvane javu paDe che. ahIM karelI karaNI pramANe TikITa meLavI zakAze. ApaNA AtmA pAte ja musAphara che ne ApaNA

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917 zAradA siddhi AtmA pote ja TikITa mAstara che. A nAnakaDA bhavamAM paisA, zarIra ane kuTuMba upara vadhAre meDa karIne enI ciMtAmAM je rAta-divasa pasAra karaze te pazupakSInA bhavamAM javuM paDaze. managamatA sAdhane meLavavA mATe jIvanI hiMsA karatA haiyuM niSphara banI jaze ne narakagatimAM javuM paDaze. manamAM kamaLatA, haiyAmAM saraLatA, prakRttinI bhaktiA , vacanamAM mIThAza, nirAbhimAnatA, zarIrathI kaIne herAna na karavAnI vRtti, dayA, dAna vigere guNa vaDe manuSyamAMthI marIne manuSyane bhava maLe. bhakti, vairAgya, tyAga, tapa, arihaMta prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana, gurUnI AjJA pramANe cAlavuM Adi guNe vaDe devalekamAM javAya che, ane uMcAmAM uMcA samatA, saMyama, sahanazIlatA, saMteSa, apramattabhAva Adi zreSTha guNe vaDe mekSa gati maLe che. atyAre ApaNAthI ahIMthI sIdhA mekSa gatimAM jaI zakAya tema nathI, mATe pitAnI karaNa anusAra kaI paNa eka gatimAM javuM paDe che. te tiryaMca gati ane naraka gatine lAyaka kAryo cheDIne nispRhatA, vairAgya, saraLatA, Indriyadamana ane cittanI sthiratA Adi guNonI prApti karavA mATe mahenata karIne Avate bhava uMcA devane athavA manuSyane maLe evI karaNI karI paraMparAe mokSamAM pahoMcavA mATenI taiyArI karavI joIe. cittamuni kahe che ke he brahmadatta ! meM tane e joradAra upadeza Apyo che ke pASANa jevA kaThera hadayane manuSya heya te paNa pIgaLI jAya. bhale, cAritra levAnI enAmAM tAkAta na hoya te e saMsAramAM rahIne paNa kaMI ne kaMI dharmArAdhanA kare che, enA hadayanuM, enA jIvananuM parivartana thaI jAya che, paNa tArA hRdayamAM enI bIlakula asara kema thatI nathI ? tAruM hRdaya bIlakula pIgaLatuM nathI. mane te evuM duHkha thAya che ke tAruM zuM thaze? na tujjha bhAge caiuNa budhdhi, gidhAsi AraMma pariggahesu / mahiM kao ittiu vippalAvo, gacchAmi rAyaM amitiosi // 33 // he rAjA! tamArI buddhi bhegone choDavAnI nathI. tame AraMbha parigrahamAM atyaMta gRdhdha che. meM tamArI sAthe ATale badhe vipralApa-bakavAda vyartha karyo. have huM jAuM chuM. koI ajJAna mANasane kaI sajjana purUSa enA bhalA mATe hita zikhAmaNa Ape, kaI paNa rIte enuM kema hita thAya, enuM jIvana kema sudhare evI karUNA draSTithI ene samajAve paNa sAmI vyakti upara je enI koI asara na thAya te pachI sajajana purUSa paNa thAkI jAyane? brahmadattanuM hRdaya pIgaLyuM nahi. AnuM je kaI kAraNa hoya te te eka ja kAraNa che ke pUrvabhavamAM kareluM niyANuM. niyANAnA kAraNe enI bhegAsakti chUTatI nathI. bAkI cakravatimAM buddhi na hatI ema nahi ke ATale upadeza ApavA chatAM e samaje nahi. je jIva bhArekamI hoya te enA puNyodayathI

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918 zAradA siddhi bhale AryakuLamAM janmyo hoya paNa ene dharmanuM ke dharmacarcA karavAnuM mana thatuM nathI, tyAre kaMIka jagyAe vAMcavAmAM Ave che ke akabara jevA muslIma rAjAo paNa ghaNI vakhata dharmacarcA ane jJAnacarcA karatA hatA. eka vakhata dilhInI sabhAmAM akabara bAdazAhe prazna karyo ke na jamAne sAro ke jAne jamAne sAro? A prazna sAMbhaLI sau mugdha banI gayA, kAraNa ke sau samaje che ke june jamAne sAro paNa tene pUrA mAMge te zuM kahevuM ? tethI kaMI kaMI elyA nahi. chevaTe rAjAe bIrabalane kahyuM-bale bIrabala, tyAre bIrabala kahe jahAMpanAha A prazna ghaNe agharo che. huM Apane A praznano uttara ApI zakuM paNa mArA karatA keI anubhavIne lAvavA vadhu sArA. rAjA kahe-bhale, jA bIrabala. AnA mATe game teTalo kharca thaze te huM ApIza paNa satya vAta anubhavathI samajAve tene laI Ava. bIrabale be hAtha joDIne kahyuM jahAMpanAha ! je Apane hukama. huM Aje ja evA purUSanI zodhamAM nIkaLIza ane banI zakaze te AvatI kAlanI sabhAmAM emane hAjara karIza. bIrabala sAMjanA samaye pharatA pharatA cheka gAmanA pAdare pahoMcyA. tyAM teNe eka jhuMpaDI joI bApu kahIne bUma mArI. vRdhdha bApA avAja uparathI samajI gayA ke. A avAja bIrabalane lAge che. eTale pUche che keNa bIrabala? bIrabala kahe hA. bApu. bApA kahe bIrabala Ava aMdara. bIrabala aMdara gayo. vinayaviveka sAcavIne beThe. pachI vAta karatA karatA prazna karyo ke bApu! jamAne kayo sAro june ke navo? te tulanAtmaka karI Apa samajavazo te khuda mahArAjA ApanuM svAgata karaze, tyAre rahIma dAdAe kahyuM ke "khUba khAyA, khUba khIlAyA, aura sArI jiMdagI moja meM kaTa gaI, aba AdhI roTI aura thoDA sA zAka khudA de detA hai!" mane keI satkAra ke sanmAnanI jarUra nathI. huM te garIbAImAM paNa AnaMdathI rahe che, chatAM ApanI AjJA che te huM rAjadarabAramAM khuzIthI hAjara rahIza. bIrabale kahyuM huM Apane teDavA mATe pAlakhI mokalIza. ema kahIne te gayo. A rahIma dAdA khUba anubhavI hatA. bIje divase bAdazAhane darabAra bharAyo. gaI kAlanA praznane cukAde sAMbhaLavA mATe sabhAmAM ghaNuM mANase AvyA hatA. AkhI sabhA ThaTha bharANI hatI, te vakhate bIrabala rahImadAdAne pAlakhImAM besADIne laI Avyo. nevuM varSanA vRdha rahIma dAdAne bAdazAhe pitAnI sAme khurazI nAMkhIne besADyA ne sanmAna karIne pUchayuM ke gaI kAle amArI sabhAmAM A prazna thaye che ke "june jamAne sAro ke na jamAne sAro? Ane nirNaya karavAmAM keInI akkala kAma karatI nathI. to bIrabalanI salAhathI A kArya ame Apane pIe chIe te Apa ene cukAdo Ape. A vRdha zuM cukAdo Apaze te sAMbhaLavA mATe AkhI sabhAnA loko Atura

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zAradA siddhi 919 ane eka citta banI gayA. rahIma dAdAe bAdazAhane salAma karIne vivethI javAba ApatA kahyuM. jahAMpanAha! mApha karaje. je Apa sAcuM ja sAMbhaLavA IcchatA he te mAro namra abhiprAya che ke navA jamAnA karatA june jemane sAruM hatuM, kAraNa ke junA jamAnAnA leka satyavAdI, sadAcArI ane pramANika hatA. sadA keInuM bhaluM IcchatA hatA. bane te keInA upara upakAra karatA hatA tyAre AjanA jamAnAmAM evA guNavAna mANaso bahu ochA jovA maLe che. AjanA jamAnAnA leke te evA guNarUpI dharmane abharAIe caDhAvI daIne jara, jamIna ane jerUnI pAchaLa pAgala banyA che. emAM e keIne sukhanI paravA karatA nathI. emanI doTa e AMdhaLI doTa che, chatAM e mAne che ke ame pragatinA paMthe jaI rahyA chIe ne AtmAne chetarI rahyA che, tyAre bAdazAhe kahyuM ke te Apa pahelAnA jamAnAnI ImAnadArIne ane AjanA jamAnAnI beImAnIne koI pUrAvAthI sAbita karI Apaze ? rahImadAdAe kahyuM-nAmadAra! ImAnadArIne kaI pUrAvAnI jarUra nathI. kurAne zarIphamAM kahyuM che ke zraddhAmAM zaMkAne sthAna hetuM nathI, chatAM AjanA ImAnadArI gumAvI beThelA mANasane kaMI pUrAvo joIto hoya te huM mArA pUrva jIvanamAM banI cUkelI eka ghaTanA kahI saMbhaLAvuM.bAdazAhe kahyuM bhale, saMbhaLAve. nAmadAra! huM ekavIsa varSane bharayuvAna hatuM. te samaye huM ne mArI vRdha mAtA eka bhAMgItUTI jhUMpaDImAM rahetA hatA. garIbI te eTalI bhayaMkara hatI ke savAre uThIe tyArathI thAya ke zuM khAzuM ? nekarI mATe hajAro prayatno karavA chatAM nekarI nahotI maLatI. samaya jatA bagIcAnA mALIe mane mahine pAMca rUpiyAnA pagAradAra tarIke nokarI rAkhyo, tethI huM ne mArI mAtA rAjI rAjI thaI gayA. e arasAmAM eka divasa acAnaka sAMje varasAda zarU thaye ane ghamara vAdaLA hevAthI divasa hovA chatAM aMdhArI rAta jevuM vAtAvaraNa banI gayuM. A samaye huM jhuMpaDInuM bAraNuM baMdha karavA gaye tyAre rUparUpanA aMbAra samI, ane dAgInAthI bharapUra bharelI eka yuvAna strI jhuMpaDInI othe tharathara dhrujatI hatI. A joIne mane thayuM ke A bahena kema dhrujatI haze? meM mArI mAtAne bolAvIne kahyuM-ammA! ahIM keI bahena ubhI hoya tema lAge che. te mArI bahena gujarI gaI tenA jevI lAge che. mAtAe bahAra AvIne premathI pUchayuM beTA! tuM koNa che? ane varasAdamAM ekalI kema ubhI che ? tyAre teNe kahyuM. he mAtA! he vIrA ! huM mArA piyarathI sAsare jatI hatI temAM acAnaka AvuM vAtAvaraNa banI gayuM. have huM mArA ghare kevI rIte pahoMcaze tenI mUMjhavaNamAM ubhI chuM. meM kahyuM-bahena ! tuM aMdara Ava. gabharAIza nahi. mAre paNa tArA jevI eka bahena hatI. te traNa cAra divasa pahelA gujarI gaI che. tene joIne mane mArI bahena jevuM vahAla Ave che.

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820 cAradA siddhi bahenane jhupaDImAM laI jaIne khUba zAMti ApI, pachI tenA ghera jaI ne pahoMcADI AnyA. bahene enA ghera badhI vAta kahI, tethI tenA kuTuMbIjanoe mane temanA gharanA eka sabhya tarIke gaNyo. jahAMpanAha ! dara tahevAranA divase mane bahenane ghera meAlAve che ne mArI vRdhdha mAtAnI khabara paNa khUba rAkhe che. A che mArA anubhavanI vAta. kharekhara e vakhate mArA vicAromAM kayAre paNa vikArI bhAvanA ke lUMTanI bhAvanA AvI nahAtI paNa Aje samaya jatAM mane koIka vAra kuvicAro evA Ave che ke me' te bahenane lUTI lIdhI hota ane pachI tene mArI nAMkhI hota te mane kaNa jovAnuM hatuM ? te mAre Aje A duHkhI jiMdagI vItAvavI na paData. nAmadAra! have Apane samajAyuM ne ke A kALe mArAmAM jherI vAtAvaraNa ubhuM karyuM, tethI kahu chuM ke navA jamAnA karatA junA jamAne sAro. khAdazAha khelyA zAkhAza....zAkhAza....kharekhara junA jamAnAnA mANusAne pApanA bhaya hatA, jyAre Aje pApane bhaya cAlyA gayA che paNa AtmAe vicAravu. joIe ke badhethI chUTI zakAze paNa karelA kamethI chaTakI zakAvAnu' nathI mATe maraNanA bhaya karatA pApanA bhaya vadhu rAkhA. ApaNA adhikAramAM cittamunie brahmadattane kahyu' he brahmatta! tu ekAMta Arabha parigrahamAM Asakta che. me' tane ATale ATalA upadeza ApyA chatAM eka rAI jeTalu paNa tuM apanAvavA taiyAra nathI, thoDA paNa tyAga karavAnI tArA dilamAM bhAvanA jAgatI nathI. mAro ATalA upadeza tArI AgaLa koI duHkhI mANusanA karUNa vilApa jevA nIvaDayA, te have huM ahIMthI vidAya lau chuM. ema kahIne cittamuni . tA vihAra karI gayA. A tarapha brahmadatta cakravati potAnA cakravati paNAnA sukhAmAM masta banI sukha bhogavavA lAgyA. have cakravartinA jIvanamAM zuM banyu...? kae zu karAvyuM te sAMbhaLe. eka divasa brahmadatta cakravarti rAjyanA kAmakAjamAMthI nivRtta thaIne sihAsane beThA hatA tyAM eka garIba brAhmaNu emanI pAse Avyo ne vinayapUrNAMka namakAra karIne Ubhe| rahyo. cakravartie pUchyuM bhAI! tu koNa che ne kayAMthI AvyA che? tyAre AvanAra mANase kahyu` bApu! Ape mane na oLakhyA ? hu te Apane bAlamitra cidAna da chuM. ApaNe nAnA hatA tyAre sAthe bhaNyA, sAthe haryAM pharyAM, jamyA paNu ApA puNyano sitAro camakayA ne Apa cha khaMDanA svAmI cakravati banyA. ApanA sukha ane vaibhava vilAsanA pAra nathI ane mAre teA garIbAInA duHkhano pAra nathI. ema kahIne eka UDA nisAsA nAMkhIne cidAnaMda vAta karatA aTakI gayA, tyAre cakravatie kahyu.....hA....cidAna da ! have mane badhuM barAbara yAda AvI gayuM. tArI vAta sAcI che. mArI AMkha sAme Apane bAlyakALa have taravare che. ApaNe keTalu tAphAna mastI karatA hatA, paNa e badhu te ThIka ApaNe ane bAlamitrA chIe temAM

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ziAradA sili 9ra1 huM ane moTo cakravati ane mAro mitra A daridra! Aje tuM mArI pAse Avyo che te huM Aje huM tAruM daridra TALI nAMkhuM. cakravartinI udAratA" :- bela, tAre zuM joIe che? tAre je joIe te ApavA huM taiyAra chuM. bela jaladI bela. gAma-garAsa-hIrA-mANeka-motI-dhanamahela-strI tArI je IcchA hoya te mAMga. tuM je mAMgIza te ApIza. tuM kahe te pAMca kaza gAma ApI dauM te tuM eTalA gAmane rAjA banIza. tAre ene badho vahIvaTa karavAne. emAM mArI kaI sattA nahi. cidAnaMda kahe che sAheba? mAre gAma nathI joItA. hIrA, mANeka, motI, jhaverAta, sonuM ke bhaMDAranI cAvI kAMI nathI joItuM. A brAhmaNane cakavati ATaluM ApavA taiyAra che te paNa lete nathI, are bhaMDAranI cAvIne guDa Ape che te paNa levA taiyAra nathI, paNa huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamane kaI cAvIne yDe seMpI che te tame zuM karo ? bele to kharA! (zrotAmAMthI avAja : te letA na bhUlIe, levAya teTaluM laIe. hasAhasa) brahmadatta cidAnaMdane karela prazna" - brahmadatta cakravati brAhmaNane kahe che bhAI! tAre zuM joIe che? tuM je ne jeTaluM mAMgIza teTaluM ApIza paNa tAruM daridra mAre Aje TALavuM che. A sAMbhaLIne brAhmaNe kahyuM. mahArAjA ! Ape Aje . mitranI kharekharI kadara karI che. ghaNA rAjAe sukhamAM paDIne mArA jevA garIba mitrane bhUlI jAya che paNa Apa to mane bhUlyA nathI. ApanI vAta sAMbhaLIne mane khUba AnaMda thAya che paNa mAre gAma, dhana, dhAnya, jhaverAta vigere kAMI nathI joItuM. mArI te eka IcchA che te pUrI karavAnI Apa pAkI khAtrI Ape te kahuM. he mahArAjA ! hIrA-mANeka-senu lau te ene sAcavavAnI ciMtAnuM duHkha ubhuM thAya. hAthI-ghaDA ratha lauM to bejArUpa thAya, rUpa ramaNIonA suMvALA saMgamAM mane AnaMda ke rasa nathI mATe mAre AvuM kaMI nathI joItuM. cakravatie kahyuM te bhAI! tAre joIe che zuM? e ja mane te kAMI samajAtuM nathI. rAjana ! mAre te bhaviSyamAM jarA paNa bejArUpa na thAya ne Aje ne Aje ja ene anubhava thaI jAya evI vastu joIe che, eTale mArI te eka ja IcchA che ke Apa je bhejana jamo che e ja bhejana Apa mArA AkhA kuTuMbane Aje ja jamADe. cakravatinA bhejananI meM ghaNI vAte sAMbhaLI che, vaLI AmAM bIjI kaMI paMcAta te nahi. khAdhuM eTale patyuM pachI enI rakSA vigerene kaMI paNa mAthe bhAra nahi. cidAnaMdanI vAta sAMbhaLatAM cakavati paDelA UMDA vicAramAM" - brAhmaNa mitranI vAta sAMbhaLIne cakravati uMDA vicAra sAgaramAM DUbI gayA. emanA mukha upara udAsInatA AvI gaI. e joIne cidAnaMde kahyuM, rAjana ! tame mArI ATalI nAnakaDI mAMgaNuM paNa pUrI karI zako tema nathI? ame AkhuM kuTuMba mAtra zA, 116

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zAradA siddhi eka TaMkanuM bhojana laIe te zuM Apane ISTa nathI ? ame bhikSAvRtti upara AvanArA garIba brAhmaNa chIe, mATe Apane mArA pratye napharata che? te kAMI nahi. rahevA de. huM jAuM chuM. Apa sadA sukhI rahe ne ApanuM zAsana amara tape evI cidAnaMdanI AziSa che. le tyAre have huM jAuM chuM, A sAMbhaLIne brahmadane kahyuM bhAI ! tuM utAvaLe zA mATe thAya che? mArI vAta te sAMbhaLa. mane ema lAge che ke eka TaMkanA bhajanane badale bIjuM je kaMI tuM mAMgIza te ApIza. mArA bela para tuM vizvAsa rAkha, paNa he rAjana! huM navalakhe hIrane hAra mAMguM te paNa devA taiyAra che ne? te pachI eka TaMkanA bhejanamAM Apane zuM vAMdhe AvI jAya che? e ja mane te samajAtuM nathI. cakravartinuM bhojana kene pace ? :-cidAnaMda! keTalIka vAte te evI hoya che ke je kahI zakAtI nathI, chatAM je A vAtane spaSTa na karuM te tuM risAIne cAlyo jaIza ema mane lAge che, tethI mAre tane sAcI vAta samajAvavI joIe. mane vizvAsa che ke tuM satya vAta samajIza tyAre bhojanane Agraha choDI daIza. je sAMbhaLa. mAruM bhejana tane ane tArA parivArane pacaze nahi, tyAre cidAnaMde hasIne kahyuM-mahArAjA ! Apa zuM vAta kare che? ame te gAmamAM rakhaDI rakhaDIne bhikSA mAMgI lAvIne amArI AjIvikA calAvIe chIe, tethI zArIrika taMdurastI to khUba sArI che. eTale paththarane paNa pacAvI nAMkhavAnI amArAmAM tAkAta che. Apa enI ciMtA na karaze, cidAnaMda! AmAM pAcanane prazna ja nathI paNa amAruM bhajana tamArA badhAnA aMtaramAM vikAranI Aga utpanna karI deze, kAraNa ke amAruM bhejana eTaluM badhuM mAdaka hoya che ke e bhajana karanAra nAma hoya te paNa enAmAM mardAnagI AvI jAya che, kAraNa ke huM ne mAruM strI ratna ja e bhajana pacAvI zakIe chIe. ame eka ja gAyanuM dUdha pItA nathI, paNa sAMbhaLa. eka lAkha gAyanuM dUdha dohIne pacAsa hajAra gAyane pIvaDAvavAmAM Ave, pacAsa hajAranuM paccIsa hajArane ema karatA chelle eka gAyanuM dUdha Ave tenI khIra bane che ane te huM ne mArI strIratna baMne jamIe chIe. have tuM vicAra kara ke e dUdha keTaluM mAdaka haze ! A te meM eka dUdhanI ja vAta karI paNa bIjA badhA tamAma bhojana AvA mAdaka hoya che. AvuM mAdaka bhojana ame ja pacAvI zakIe ne enAthI utpanna thatA vikArone ame ja jIravI zakIe. e vikAronI pUti karavAnuM sAdhana amArI pAse hoya, tamArI pAse na hoya. meM tane A spaSTa vAta karI, mATe have tuM samajIne amArA bhojanane Agraha choDI de ne badalAmAM je joIe te tuM mAMgI le, huM rAjIkhuzIthI ApavA taiyAra chuM. "brahmadatta cakravatinI vAtane tiraskAra karate brAhmaNa-cakravatinI vAta sAMbhaLIne cidAnaMde moM pheravIne kahI dIdhuM rAjana ! huM te A cAlyo. Apane

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zAradA siddhi 923 eka TaMkanuM bhojana na jamADavuM hoya te kaMI nahi. mAre jamavuM nathI. mane Apa evI beTI bhIti na batAvaze. Apa kSatriya cho jyAre huM brAhmaNa chuM. huM ne mAruM AkhuM kuTuMba dharmanA saMskAre raMgAyeluM che. brahmadarane kahyuM cidAnaMda! dharmanI bAbatamAM tuM pahele ne huM pachI chuM emAM nA nathI, paNa kayAreka zAstrajJAna karatA anubhava jJAna paNa vadhu UMDI samajaNa ApatuM hoya che. cakravatinuM A pramANe kahevuM sAMbhaLIne brAhmaNe kahyuM ke mahArAjA ! cakravati banavA chatAM Apa brAhmaNane jamADavAno InkAra karo cho emAM ApanA A padanI zobhA nathI. cakravatie cidAnaMdane khUba samajAvyo chatAM samajyo nahi tyAre brahmadatta cakravatie ghaNAM aphasesa sAthe nisAse mUkIne kahyuM bhale, cidAnaMda ! tArI khUba IcchA che te tArA parivAra sAthe tuM Aje mAre tyAM bhojana karavA Avaje eTale e te khuza thate thate potAnA ghara tarapha cAlyo gayo. cakravatine cidAnaMda mATe thayelI citA "--brahAdatta cakravatinA samajAvavA chatAM cidAnaMda samaje nahi tyAre anicchAe brahmadane hA pADI paNa emanI daSTi samakSa cidAnaMdanuM anAcArathI barabAda thatuM AkhuM kuTuMba dekhAvA lAgyuM. ene mATe cakravatine aphasesane pAra nathI ne cidAnaMdane harSane pAra nathI. ghera AvIne cidAnaMda AkhuM kuTuMba bheguM karIne kahyuM ke Aje ApaNe cakavatine tyAM khuda cakavati jame evuM bhejana jamavA javAnuM che. A sAMbhaLIne badhAne khUba AnaMda thaye. AkhuM brAhmaNa kuTuMba brahmadatta cakavatine tyAM mahemAna banIne AvyuM emane jamavAne AnaMda che paNa bhAvimAM zuM banaze tenI kalpanA kayAMthI Ave ? cidAnaMda saparivAra jamavA beThe. suvarNathALamAM eka pachI eka miSTAne pIrasAvA lAgyA. badhA jamatA jAya che ne prazaMsA karatA jAya che ke ahe! bhojana che ! zuM ene ravAda che! AvuM bhojana te ame kadI jagyA nathI. Aje ApaNuM upara mahArAjAe kRpA karIne AvA mIThA bhejana jamADayA. Ama brahmadattanI ane bhojananI khUba prazaMsA karatA janmIne pitAne ghera gayA, paNa bahAdattanA cittamAM cena paDatuM nathI ke A mAruM bhojana jamyA. e lekenuM zuM thaze? have A mAdaka bhojananI brAhmaNa kuTuMba upara zuM asara thaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritraH "harisenane samajAvatA bhImasena rAjA?"_AcArya bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne harisenane saMyama levAnI laganI lAgI. ghera AvIne harisene pitAnA vaDIla baMdhune pitAnI bhAvanA jaNAvI. bhImasene kahyuM-vIrA ! tArI bhAvanA zreSTha che. mahAna puNyadaye AvI bhAvanA jAge che paNa tuM uMmaramAM mArAthI ghaNe mAne che. saMyama e khAMDAnI dhAra upara cAlavAnuM che. bAvIsa pariSaha ane upasargo sahana karavA paDe che. te AvA kaSTa kadI sahana karyA nathI, mATe huM tane hamaNAM dIkSAnI AjJA nahi ApuM. tArI yogya uMmara thaze tyAre huM tane dIkSAnI AjJA ApIza

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824 zAradA siddhi A rIte bhImasena ane suzIlAe harisenane khUba samajAvyuM. sAme harisene paNa emane barAbara samajAvyA, eTale raDatI AMkhe dIkSAnI AjJA ApI, tyAre devasena ane ketusena kAkAne gaLe vaLagI paDyA ne raDatA raDatA kahe che kAkA ! tame amane mUkIne Ama cAlyA jazo? ame te ApanI pAse rahyA nathI ne Apa kayAM cAlyA? harisene emane paNa khUba samajAvIne zAMta karyA. saMyamanA mArgo harisena" - eka zubha maMgala divase bhImasena rAjAe khUba dhAmadhUmathI potAnA laghubhAIne dIkSA mahotsava ujavyo. harisena yuvarAja maTIne AcAryazrI dharmasena aNugAranA ziSya harisena muni banyA saMyama laIne harIsena muni gurUnI sAthe vihAra karI gayA. A tarapha vijyasenarAjA paNa bhImasenanI pAsethI vidAya laIne pitAnA kSitipratiSThita nagaramAM pahoMcI gayA. bhImasenane pitAnA laghubhAIne khUba viyoga sAle che paNa have sahana karyA vinA chUTako nathI. ema samajIne avaMtI dezanuM rAjya nyAya, nItipUrvaka anAsakta bhAve calAvI rahyA che. harisena muni saMyama laIne gurU AjJAmAM evA samarpita thaI gayA che ke basa, gurUnI AjJA e ja pitAnuM jIvana samajatA. saMyama lIdhA pachI harisena munie gurUkRpAthI zAstronuM khUba jJAna meLavyuM. sAthe purANu kamane kSaya karavA mATe guNaratna saMvatsara tapa, zreNItapa, vardhamAna tapanA AyaMbIla Adi ghaNI tapazcaryA karI karma zatruone parAjya karI kevaLajJAnanI jhagamagatI jyota pragaTAvI. devae emane kevaLajJAna mahatsava ujavyo. kevaLI harisena muni grAmAnugrAma vicaratA vicaratA aneka jIvane dharma pamADatA eka divasa ujajenI nagarInI bahAra ughAnamAM padhAryA. udhAna pAlake bhImasenarAjAne samAcAra ApyA, eTale bhImasena rAjA saparivAra moTA ThAThamATha sahita harSabhera potAnA bhAI muninA darzane AvyA ane bhAvapUrvaka vidhisahita vaMdaNuM karIne dharmopadeza sAMbhaLavA besI gayA. kevaLI bhagavaMte dezanAmAM anityAdi bAra bhAvanAnuM svarUpa khUba suMdara rIte samajAvyuM bhagavAnanI dezanA pUrI thaI eTale bhImasenarAjAe ubhA thaI vaMdana karIne pUchayuM ahe bhagavaMta! Apa te sarvajJa che, ApanA jJAnamAM kaMI ajANyuM nathI, te Apa pharamA ke A janma pAmIne meM sukha ghaNuM bhegavyuM che ne dukhe paNa ghaNuM sahana karyA che. rAjakuLamAM janmya hovA chatAM mAre jaMgala jaMgala bhaTakavuM paDayuM che. bhUkhe rIbAvuM paDayuM che. apamAna ane avahelanA sahana karavA paDayA che. te prabhu ! mArA pUrva janmanA evA kyA kamo udayamAM AvyA? Apa kRpA karIne mane mAro pUrvabhava kahevA kRpA karo. have kevaLI bhagavAna bhImasena rAjAne temane pUrvabhava kaheze ke zuM banaze te avasare. ka

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vyAkhyAna naM. 97 - kArataka suda 15 ne zanivAra tA. 3-11-79 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMtajJAnI mahAna purUe bhavya jene samajAvatA kahyuM ke he jI ! saMsAramAM be mArga che bhega ane ga. bhaga jIvane bhavamAM bhamAve che ane yoga jIvane tAre che. yAda rAkhajo ke vadhAre paDatA bhaMga te yoganA ghAtaka che ne vadhu paDatA yoga te bheganA ghAtaka che. jema jema bheganI adhikatA tema tema yoganuM nikaMdana ane jema yoganI adhikatA tema tema bhoganuM nikaMdana jemaNe zuddha sAmAyika, pauSadhAdinA rasane anupama svAda cAkhyo te AtmA sAmAyikAdi pUrNa karIne saMsAranA bhogamAM jaze te paNa tenI ramaNatA sAmAyikAdimAM haze. te samaye tene saMsAranI kaI vAta pUche te te sAMbhaLyA na sAMbhaLyA jevI thaze tyAre sAmI vyakti kadAca ema paNa bole ke tamAruM mana kayAM rame che? tyAre te kaheze ke mAruM mana te jyAM joIe tyAM rame che. Aja sudhI mAruM mana badhe bhaTakatuM hatuM. Aja sudhI ThekANe nahotuM. have ThekANe AvyuM che, ThekANe AvyuM zAthI kahevAya? khabara che? nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. mAne ke tame cha sAta lAkha rUpiyA kharcIne pitAnuM AlezAna bhavana jevuM ghara baMdhAvyuM. emAM tamArA sivAya bIjA koIne hakka cAle nahi. tamane e to pUro vizvAsa che, paNa eka vAra evuM banyuM ke tamArA kaI zatru barAbara madharAtre tamAruM khUna karavA AvyA ne kahe ke ame jhuMpaDavAsane nahi mAravAnA paNa baMgalAvALAne mAravAnA. have huM tamane pUchuM ke A samaye tamArA pitAnA AlIzAna baMgalAmAM ThekANe beThelA lAge ke mahAbhayanA sthAnakamAM beThelA lAge? A nyAye jJAnI ApaNane samajAve che ke paralakanI daSTie tame lADI, vADI ne mahelamAM beThA hoya te zuM ThekANe beThA lAge ke bIje beThelA lAgo ? samakitI jIvane jyAM AtmAnI rakSA thAya tyAM dunyavI bIju kaMI ThekANe na hovA chatAM te ThekANe beTho lAge ethI ulaTuM mahela, lADI, vADI badhuM pitAnuM hoya paNa jyAM AtmAnuM rakSaNa nahi, ega sAdhanA nahIM tyAM kaMI ThekANuM na lAge. tame upAzrayamAM beThA ho tyAM ThekANe beThA lAgo ke dukAne ke gharamAM ThekANe beThA lAgI? khUba vicArIne javAba Apaje. gharamAM ThekANe nathI beThA evuM lAge kharuM? yoganI prabaLatAvALe gharamAM raheto hoya ke lADu khAte hoya te paNa e vicAra veganA kare che. samakitIne azAtA, nirdhanatAdinA pApano udaya hoya chatAM AtmAne duHkhI mAnavAnI vAta nahi ane pApane udaya na hoya paNa pApasthAnakanI ramata joradAra hoya te te AtmA mahAduHkhI che. jJAnI kahe che ke saMsAranuM koI paNa pagathiyuM sthira nathI. jyAM tuM ThekANuM mAnIne beTho che. tyAM tAro vinAza che, chatAM

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926 zAradA siddhi tuM nirbhaya thaIne kema beThA che? AhArAdi cAra saMjJA, krodha, mAna mAyA lebha, ogha saMjJA, leka saMjJA ema daza saMjJA anAdikALathI jIvane vaLagI che. A saMjJAo sAme pratirodha karavAnuM che. je saMjJAonA gulAma banyA che tevA AtmA deva-gurU . ane dharmane bhUlI jaI aDhAra pApanI ramata rame che, mATe A saMjJAo rUpI DAkaNanA pAzamAMthI chUTavA jevuM che. ApaNuM cAlu adhikAramAM cidAnaMda brAhmaNane cakravartinuM bhojana jamavAnI laganI lAgI, tethI cakravatie te bhejana jamADyuM. cidAnaMdanuM kuTuMba te ghera AvIne paNa bhojananI prazaMsA karatA thAkatuM nathI. Ama karatA rAta paDI ne sau pathArImAM sUI gayA paNa keIne uMgha AvatI nathI, kAraNa ke bhejananA unmAdI paramANuoe emanA cittane kabajo laI lIdho hato. barAbara madharAta thaI. rAtrinA kALA aMdhakArane paNa zaramAvuM paDe evI ramata zarU thaI. saunA dilamAM kAmanAne kI e satAvavA lAgyo ke e samaye mAtA ne dIkaro, sasaro ne vahu, pitA ne putrI, bhAI ne bhaginI eka bIjA sAthe viSayabhoga bhegavavA lAgyA. darekanA aMtaramAM unmAdanI bhayaMkara Aga evI jatI rahI hatI ke sau enAthI bhaDake maLatA hatA. Ama karatA savAra paDI, saunA peTa sApha thayA. e bhejananI mAdaktA utarI gaI. aganajavALAo zAMta paDI eTale cidAnaMda AMkha baMdha karIne be hAthamAM potAnuM mukha saMtADIne poka mUkIne raDavA lAgyo. enI patnIne thayuM ke dharatI phATe te huM samAI jAuM! meM Aje kevuM ghera pApakarma karyuM? AkhA kuTuMbanI AvI dazA thaI. keI ekabIjAnI sAme joI zakatuM nathI. saunA dilamAM eka ja pazcAtApa che ke arara...A kevuM ghora pApa karI nAMkhyuM ? baMdhuo ! A AryadezanuM mahatva che ke AryadezamAM janmele manuSya kadAca pApakarma karI bese paNa pApanA pazcAtApathI enuM aMtara jalatuM hoya che. jenA aMtaramAM pApane pazcAtApa nathI e Arya nathI. pApane ghera pazcAtApa karatA Akhe divasa pUro thaI gaye. nathI keI khAtuM pItuM paNa pitAnuM pavitra jIvana kalaMkita thavAthI sau prajatA hatA. Akho divasa khAdhuM nathI eTale peTamAM bhUkhanI Aga bhabhUkI uThI hatI. e bhUkhanI Agane kAraNe cidAnaMdanA hadayamAM pazcAtApanA agninuM sthAna kodhanI agnie laI lIdhuM. enA rUMvADe rUMvADe krodhanI Aga phelAI gaI ne e dAMta kacakacAvate che. aho! A amArA pavitra priya kuTuMbane apavitra koNe banAvyuM? nakkI A te pelA brahmadatta cakravatie amane enuM mAdaka bhejana jamADayuM, tethI badhAnA jIvana cAritrathI bhraSTa karyA. amAruM jIvana dhULadhANI karI nAMkhyuM. hAya..meM enuM zuM bagADyuM hatuM ke eNe AvuM bhojana jamADIne amArA pavitrakuLane kalaMkti karavAnI e ramata ra ? eNe kayA bhavanA vera vALyA ? he duSTa, pApI, zetAna brahmadatta! yAda rAkhaje.

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zAradA siddhi 927 have huM paNa tArI khabara laI nAkhuM chuM. tuM paNa rIbAIne mare evI tArI dazA karIne huM jaMpIza. A rIte mana phAve tema e babaDavA lAgyA ne brahmadattane doSa devA lAgyuM. nirdoSa cakavati upara vira rAkhate cidAnaMda" A bAbatamAM brahmadattane koI doSa che? emaNe te cidAnaMdane samajAvavAmAM bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. emanA bhojanane badale je joIe te mAMgavAnuM kahyuM hatuM chatAM e samaja nahi ne cakravartinuM bhejana jamavAne Agraha cAlu rAkhyo hato. bele have kene deSa kahevAya ? brahmadattano ke cidAnaMdane? brahmadatta te sAva nirdoSa che. deSa cidAnaMdane che chatAM brahmadattanA mAthe deSanuM AropaNa karIne ene herAna karavA mATe zuM karavuM tene vicAra karIne rAtre te gharamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI rabArIvAsamAM enA mitra bhUpatanI jhUMpaDIe jaI jhUMpaDInuM dvAra khakhaDAvyuM. bhUpata jhUMpaDInI bahAra AvyuM ne pUchayuM atyAre madharAve koNa che? cidAnaMde kahyuM. bhUpata ! huM tamane maLavA AvyuM chuM. atyAre madharAtre ? mAre tane eka gaMbhIra ane khAnagI vAta karavAnI che. bhUpata kahe-mitra! tame mane ghera lAvyo hota to huM ghera Avata. ahIM madharAtre AvavAnI takalIpha zA mATe lIdhI? bole, zuM vAta che? mitra! cAla, aMdara jaIne vAta karuM chuM. baMne jhuMpaDImAM gayA ne eka khUNAmAM jaIne beThA. cidAnaMda ene badhI vAta karI paNa bheguM ema na kahyuM ke mane pahelA brAdo ghaNuM samajAvyo hate paNa huM samajyo nathI. eNe te bhUpatanA magajamAM eka vAta ThasAvI dIdhI ke brahmadare amane AvuM bhejana jamADayuM ne amArA kuTuMbanI A dazA thaI. je sAcI vAta karI hota te bhUpatanA manamAM paNa ema thAta ke tamane ATaluM samajAvyA chatAM samajyA nahi mATe tamAro ja vAMka che, paNa e vAta te karI nahi eTale bhUpate kahyuM ke A to bahu cheTuM thayuM. AvA moTA prajApAlaka rAjAe paNa AvuM khataranAka kArya karyuM? A emane zobhe che? cidAnaMda jANyuM ke bhUpatanA magajamAM mArI vAta barAbara ThasI gaI che eTale kahe che bhUpata ! mAre enuM vaira vALavuM che. emAM mAre tArI sAthanI jarUra che. bhale, khuzIthI tame kaho te karavA taiyAra chuM. cidAnaMde kahyuM -mitra! tuM gophaNabAja tarIke prakhyAta che. mArA khAtara tAre tArI kaLAne upayoga karavAnuM che. have thoDA divasa pachI brahmadatta rAjAnI savArI nIkaLavAnI che. jyAre e savArI AkhA gAmamAM pharIne gAmanA nAke Ave tyAre amuka jagyAe vaDalAnuM moTuM vizALa vRkSa che. e vRkSanI ghaTAmAM tAre chUpAIne besI javuM. brahmadatta rAjA hAthI upara besIne nIkaLe che. hAthI je vaDalAnI najIka Ave ke tarata ja tAre lAga joIne gophaNa calAvavI. e gaphaNamAM tAre tIkSNa paththara mUkIne rAjAnI AMkha phoDI nAMkhavI. tAre be vAra gophaNa calAvavI paDaze. tArA be ja paththare rAjAnI

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928 zAradA siddhi baMne AMkho phUTI jaze, bola, tuM A kArya karIza ne ? gADaranI saMge caDhIne gADara jevA banI gayelA bhUpate kahyuM-bhale, huM e kArya karIza. tame nizcita rahe. A sAMbhaLI cidAnaMda te khuza thaI gayo ne khissAmAM je rUpiyA lAvyo hato te bhUpatane ApI dIdhA, eTale garIba bhUpata te khuza thaI gayo. cakavartinI AMkhe uDAvI vaira lete cidAnaMda-DA divasa bAda nagarayAtrAne divasa AvI gayo ne cakravati mahArAjAnI svArI nIkaLI. AkhA nagaranI janatA temAM joDAI hatI. badhA cakravati mahArAjAne jaya ho...vijaya he ema ulleSaNa karI rahyA hatA. cakravati mahArAjAnI svArI pharatI pharatI vaDalAnA jhADa najIka AvI. cakravatine hAthI jyAM vaDanA jhADa najIka Avyo ke tarata lAga joIne beThelA bhUpate gophaNa dvArA sanana karate eka paththara pheMkayo te mahArAjAnI jamaNI AMkhe vAgyo. cakavati heja uMcuM jue ne kaMIka belavA jAya te pahelA te bIje paththara Avyo ne cakravartinI bIjI AMkhe vAge. cakravaninA mukhamAMthI kAramI cIsa nIkaLI gaI. temanI baMne AMkhomAMthI lohInI dhAra vahevA lAgI. mAMsanA lecA bahAra nIkaLI gayA ne baMne AMkhe phUTI gaI. lokomAM dhA pikAra thaI gayo ke aho ! koNa duTe ApaNuM mahArAjAnI AMkho pheDI nAMkhI? rAjAomAM paNa A te cakravati rAjA hatA. emane '' mATe zuM bAkI rahe? cAre tarapha mANase paththara mAranArane pakaDavA doDayA. tapAsa karatA bhUpata pakaDAI gayo. badhAne thayuM ke hamaNAM ja mahArAjA ene mArI nAMkhaze. cakravatIne tAtkAlika mahelamAM laI javAmAM AvyA ne emane mATe AMkhanA spezyAlIsTa vaido, hakIma ane DokaTare AvyA paNa kaI rIte mahArAjA dekhatA na thayA, tethI mahArAjAne saMpUrNa AnaMda khatama thaI cUkyuM hatuM, ane aMtaramAM krodhanI javALAo bhabhUkI uThI hatI ke A bhUpate mArI AMkha zA mATe pheDI? bIje divase rAjasabhAmAM cakavati baMne AMkhe pATA bAMdhIne siMhAsane birAjyA ne bhUpatane emanI samakSa hAjara karavAmAM Avyo. bhUpata tharathara dhrujavA lAgyuM. have mAruM AvI banyuM. mane have mahArAjA jIvate nahi mUke. enA manamAM pApane bhayaMkara pazcAtApa thavA lAgyo ke aho! meM eka cidAnaMdanI caDhavaNue caDhIne ApaNA pavitra mahArAjAnI AMkhe uDIne bhayaMkara pApa karma karyuM ! rAjA te kevA pavitra che. have mAruM zuM thaze! A duniyAmAM kaIne maravuM game che. saune jIvavuM game che, paNa keInI caDhavaNIe caDhIne bhayaMkara duSkRtya karatA e pAchA pharatA nathI. pAchaLathI ene pastAvAne pAra raheto nathI. (ahIM pU. mahAsatIjIe duSkRtya upara eka karUNa kathanI khUba chaNAvaTathI kIdhI hatI). brahmadatta cakravatie keAdhanA AvezamAM ApelI adhama AjJA krodhathI dhamadhamatA brahmadatta cakravatIe pUchayuM-bhUpata! meM tAruM zuM bagADyuM hatuM ke

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zAradA siri te mArI AMkhe pheDI nAMkhI? tyAre bhUpate raDatA raDatA kahyuM -mahArAjA! mAre aparAdha bhayaMkara ane akSamya che. mane jaldI phAMsIe caDhAvI de paNa eTaluM jarUra kahuM chuM ke have keInI caDhavaNIe caDhIne kadI ke AvuM aghaTita kArya karaze nahi. meM keIna kahevAthI AvuM adhama kArya karyuM tenuM ja A bhayaMkara pariNAma AvyuM che. rAjAe pUchyuM-kenA kahevAthI te mArI AMkhe pheDI nAkhI? bhUpate cidAnaMde kahelI badhI satya vAta kahI dIdhI eTale mahArAjAe tarata cidAnaMdane belAbene kahyuM ke due! meM to tane pahelethI spaSTa zabdomAM kahyuM hatuM ke amAruM bhojana tane pacaze nahi. e atyaMta unmAdajanaka che. meM tane bIjuM ghaNuM mAMgavAnuM kahyuM paNa te mAnyo nahi ne tamAruM kuTuMba bhraSTa thayuM. emAM vAMka kene? tAro ke mAre? e adhama tAro vAMka hovA chatAM te mArI AMkhe pheDI nAMkhI ! ATaluM bolatA te brahmadatta krodhathI lAlapILA thaI gayA ne sipAIone hukama karyo ke hamaNuM ne hamaNAM be saiyA tapAvIne A duSTanI AMkho pheDI nAMkho. eTaluM ja nahi paNa enA AkhA kuTuMbanI temaja jyAM sudhI mArI ANa pravarte che tyAM vasatA tamAma brAhmaNanI AMkhe pheDI nAkhe ane e AkhenA oLAnA thALa bharI bharIne mArI pAse hAjara kare. cakravatInI AjJAthI cidAnaMda sahita tenA AkhA kuTuMbanI tyAM ne tyAM AMkhe pheDAvI nAMkhI.. A samaye enuM kuTuMba karUNa cIso pADavA lAgyuM. keTalAka sabhAjane te bebhAna thaIne DhaLI paDayA. cidAnaMda ane tenA kuTuMbIjanenI AMkhanA DoLAne thALa hAthamAM laIne cakravatI be hAthe coLavA lAgyA, paga nIce kacaDavA lAgyA ne khaDakhaDATa hasatA hasatA bole che ke hAza... pApInA pApane badale vAje. haju te AvI lAkho AMkhe huM roLI nAMkhIza ne paga nIce kacaDI nAMkhIza tyAre mane zAMti vaLaze. baMdhuo! ajJAna dazA kevI bhayaMkara che! brahmadatta cakravati game tema karaze te paNa emanI AMkhe pAchI maLavAnI che? chatAM jIvane vairanI vasUlAta karavA mATe kevI pApabuddhi sUjhe che? ne pAcho AnaMda mAne che ke meM kevuM vera vALyuM ! paNa e AnaMda parabhavamAM kevI zikSA karaze enuM emane jJAna ke bhAna nathI. cidAnaMdanA AkhA kuMTuMbanI AMkha phaDAvI nAMkhI chatAM temane zAMti na thaI eTale samasta brAhmaNanI AMkhe phoDavAne hukama karyo. maMtrImaMDaLa eka jagyAe bheguM thaIne vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke AmAM vAMka eka cidAnaMdane che. emAM AkhI jJAtine zuM deSa? jJAtijanone AvI dUra sajA karAya ja nahi. te A mATe zuM karavuM? badhA maMtrIomAM eka DAhyA, vRddha ane anubhavI maMtrIe kahyuM ke ApaNe brAhmaNanI AMkhone badale moTA guMdAnA cIkaNA ThaLIyAne thALa bharIne mahArAjAne ApIe. e mANasanI AMkhe jevA cIkaNuM hoya hoya che. have mahArAjA te aMdha che eTale emane ApaNe jema samajAvIzuM tema e samajI svIkArI leze. A pramANe karavAthI niraparAdhI enI AMkho pheDavAnA A mahApApamAMthI ApaNe ugarI jaIzuM ne mahArAjAne paNa AzvAsana ApI zakIzuM. zA. 117.

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zAradA siti vRddha maMtrInI vAta saune gamI gaI. badhA ekI avAje bolyA ke A vAta taddana satya che. bIje divase guMdAnA ThaLIyAne thALa bharIne brahmadatta cakravati pAse hAjara karIne kahyuM ke A brAhmaNanI AMkhone pheDelA oLA che, tethI brahmadatta cakavati haze haze ene hAthathI masaLatA ne paga nIce kacaDatA ne belatA hAza... have mane zAMti thaI. meM pApInA pApane ke badale lIdho! vairanI vasUlAta vairathI karI. re ja A pramANe karatA A rIte vairanI javALAo cakravatinA aMtaramAM bhabhUkatI rahI. pradhAne pApamAMthI bacavA mATe gudAnA ThaLIyA kADhIne ene thALa bharIne ApatA hatA paNa cakravartinI daSTimAM te brAhmaNonI AMkhonA DoLA hatA eTale emane te pApa baMdhAtuM hatuM kahyuM che ne ke "kriyA e kama, upage dharma ane pariNAme baMdha." jevA jIvanA mananA pariNAma hoya che tevA karmo jIvane baMdhAya che. karmabaMdhana vakhate jIva cetatuM nathI paNa jyAre bhogavavAno samaya Ave che tyAre khUba pazcAtApa kare che. A brahmadatta cakravatIne cittamunie saMyamI banavA mATe ghaNuM samajAvyA paNa samajyA nahi. saMyama te na laI zakyA paNa saMsAramAM rahIne kaMI paNa vata niyama ke dharmArAdhanA na karI zakayA tethI muni te vihAra karI gayA ne pAchaLathI emanA jIvanamAM A bhayaMkara ghaTanA banI gaI Aje siddhAMtanI asvAdhyAya che. chellI be gAthAo te AkhA adhyayanane sAra che, niceDa che paNa asajajhAya hovAthI gAthA belI zakAya nahi, paNa mahAnapurUSa kalekamAM e baMne gAthAonA sAra rUpe pharamAve che ke viSayamAM ati aMdha thayo nRpa, hRdayamAM jarI bAdha dharyo nahi, manuSya janma gumAvI vilAsamAM, naraka sAtamIe jaI upa brahmadatta cakravati jIvananA aMta sudhI sarvotkRSTa zabdAdika viSayone-kAmabhogane bhogavIne 716 varSanuM AyuSya bhogavIne sAta narakamAM pradhAna evA sAtamI narakanA apaIThANa nAmanA narakAvAsamAM 33 sAgaropama sudhI bhayaMkara ghora duHkho bhogavavA mATe sAtamI narakamAM utpanna thayA. ahIM phakta 716 varSanuM AyuSya hatuM temAM paNa pahelA te keTalAya dukho bhogavyA che. e te tame badhuM sAMbhaLI gayA che eTale e bAbatamAM vizeSa kahevAnuM rahetuM nathI paNa mAre kahevAno Azaya e che ke brahmadatta cakravatie zeDo samaya sukha bhogavyuM paNa pariNAma kevuM bhayaMkara AvyuM ke emane tetrIsa sAgaropama sudhI narakamAM bhayaMkara julmo duHkho ane vedanAo bhogavavA mATe javuM paDyuM. A adhika ra sAMbhaLIne tame kadI karelI karaNIne vecIne sukha meLavavAnI IcchA karaze nahi, ane tIvra krodhamAM joDAI phaeNra karmabaMdhana karaze nahi. juo, brahmadatta cakravatinI kevI dudarzA thaI ane cittamunie parabhavamAM niyANuM karyuM na hatuM ane A bhavamAM paNa zuddha bhA thI saMyamanuM pAlana karyuM. tenA kAraNe kevA sukha pAmyA.

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zAradA siddhi muni citte saghaLA nijaka ne, tapa musa`yama agni thakI dahyA, parama jJAnI taNuM padma pAmIyA, name citte ladhunA padmapakaje. cittamuni tapa ane saMyama dvArA saghaLA karmono kSaya karIne parama pada--mokSamAM gayA. tenA jIvanamAM keTalA pharaka paDI gayA ?.brahmadatta sa`sAranA uuMcAmAM uMcA sukho bhogavIne uMcAmAM uMcI eTale sAtamI narakamAM aghAra duHkho bhogavavA mATe cAlyA gayA ne khIjA cittamuni uMcAmAM uMcu cAritra pALIne mekSanA uMcAmAM uMcA sukhA bhAgavavA mATe cAlyA gayA. ApaNe paNa mokSanA sukho meLavavA mATe cittamuni jevA purUSAtha karIe te mAnava jIvana saphaLa thAya. Aje cAturmAsanI pUrNAhUtinA pavitra divasa che. adhikAra pUrA thayA ne caritra paNa ceADuM bAkI che, paNa Aje cAturmAsa pUrNAhUtinI sAthe amArI kSamApanAnA divasa che. bhAratabharamAM vicaratA sAdhu sAdhvIe sakala saghanA bhAI baheneAnI sAthe kSamApanA karIne bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba keAI AvatI kAle to koI parama divase vihAra karaze, Aje huM paNa zrIsa`ghane upadeza ApatA kaIMka kaDaka bhASAmAM kahevAyu' hAya temaja mArA sarvAM satIjIethI zrI saMghanA koI paNa bhAI mahenAnuM mana dubhAyu' hAya tA sarvenI pAse kSamAyAcanA karu' chuM. (pU. mahAsatIjIe kSamApanA karI tyAre zrI sadhanA sarva bhAI baheneAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA hatA, tyAra pachI zrI saMghanA pramukha zrI chabIlabhAI vigeree paNa pU. mahAsatIjI pAse kSamA mAMgI hatI.) Aje samaya thaI gayo che. caritra adhUruM che paNa cAlu divasa che mATe avasare kahevAze. (zrAtAjanAnA avAja nA, bhale moDuM thAya, amAre caritra sAMbhaLavu che, mATe Apa pharamAve.) 77 caritra :- " bhImasena rAjAne pUrvabhava samajAvatA risena kevaLI bhagavAna :- bhImasenanA pUrva bhava samajAvatA kevaLI bhagavAna kahe che he rAja| A jabudrIpanA bharata kSetramAM zrIpura nAmanA nagaramAM tuM zrIpAla nAme mahAna zrIma'ta zeTha hatA, paNa khUba leAbhI hatA, ane huM gucaMdra nAme tArA pADozI hatA. ApaNA mane vacce paraspara khUba gADha prema hatA. me mArI patnIne mATe eka mATe sAcA kiMmatI meAtInA hAra banAvaDAvyo. ApaNA kha'ne vaccenI gADha prItinA kAraNe huM e hAra tane batAvavA Avyo. te' kahyuM Aje hAra mAre tyAM bhale rahyo. huM, mArI patnI adhA joI laIe. kAle tane pAchA ApI daIza. mane tArA upara khUba vizvAsa eTale me tane hA pADI. hAra joIne tArI dAnata bagaDI ke kevA sarasa A kImatI hAra che! A hAra zuM guNacandranI patnIne zAle ? nA.' A te mArI patnIne zAle. te mArA hAra tArI patnIne paherAvI dIdheA. A samaye tArA gharamAM e nAkara ane eka nAsI hatA te A badhuM zvettA hatA. bIje divase hu e hAra tArI pAse levA Avye tyAre te moDhu pheravIne, AMkhA caDhAvIne kahI dIdhu` ke konA hAra ne vAta zI

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2 zAradA sadane te mane kayAM hAra Ape che? tuM beTuM mArA mAthe ALa caDhAve che? harAmI, pApI! tuM cAlyuM jA ahI thI. ema kahIne hAranI vAta uDADI dIdhI. te samaye tArI dAsIe emAM sAkSI pUrI ke gaI kAle zeTha hAra laIne AvyA hatA. tame AvuM zA mATe bele che? emane hAra emane ApI devo joIe. pArakI vastu pacAvI pADavAthI mahAna pApanA bhAgI banAya che. A pramANe dAsIe kahyuM eTale e dAsIne tame mArI pITIne gharamAMthI kADhI mUkI ane huM paNa raDate kakaLate mAre ghera cAlyA gayA. khUba jharApo karyo; tamArI pAse hAra mATe khUba karagaryo paNa tame hAra na Apyo te na ja Apyo. - hAra vinA dina rAta jhUraNuM kara, mara gaI mujha nAra, vera baMdha kara liyA nikAcita, kucha nahI kriyA vicAra, mArI patnIe te haju hAra paheryo paNa na hatuM. tene hAra paheravAnI khUba hoMza hatI, paNa ene hAra na maLavAthI te khUba raDavA gUravA ne phUTavA lAgI. aMte e gurApAmAM te mRtyu pAmI ane nikAcita gADha vaira baMdhAI gayuM. tyAra pachI e nagaramAM koI munirAja padhAryA. emanA zarIre koDhane roga thaye hate. emAMthI lehI paranA DhagalA thatA hatA. dudhanA goTA uDatA hatA. munine pIDAne pAra na hatuM. koI vaide temane kahyuM ke lakSapAka tela maLe te A roga mULamAMthI maTe. keIe kahyuM ke zrIpALa zeThane tyAM lakSapAka tela che. AMgaNe AvelA saMtane na oLakhyA." - munirAja tAre ghera enI yAcanA karavA AvyA. tAre tyAM lakSapAka tela sUjhatuM hatuM chatAM te jANI joIne ene asUjhatuM karI nAMkhyuM tethI muni pAchA pharyA. A rIte muni traNa divasa AvyA paNa te asUjhatuM karyuM ne lAbha na lIdhe. chatI vastuo lAbha na lIdhe tethI te dhananI ghora aMtarAya bAMdhI, paNa chelle chelle tArI mati sudharI ane te kaMIka dAna Adi dharmArAdhanA karI ane aMtima samaye zuddha bhAvanA rahI tenA kAraNe tuM bhImasena rAjA banya. tArI patnI hatI te A bhavamAM tArI patnI suzIlA rANI banI. je dAsIe sAcI vAtamAM sAkSI pUrI hatI te dAsIne te mArI pITIne kADhI mUkI hatI te A bhavamAM lakSmIpati zeThanI patnI bhadrA zeThANuM banI. be nekaro tArI tarapheNamAM hatA e baMne tArA putro devasena ane ketusena banyA. guNacaMdra je pADazI have te huM harisena tAro bhAI banyuM ne mArI je patnI hatI te surasuMdarI banI. te mAro hAra pacAvyuM hatuM te karmanA kAraNe A bhavamAM meM tAruM rAjya pacAvI pADayuM. te dAsIne game tevA zabda kahIne gharanI bahAra kADhI hatI te karmanA kAraNe bhadrA zeThANIe tamane bhayaMkara dukhe ApyA ane suzIlA upara beTuM ALa caDhAvIne gharamAMthI kADhI mUkayA.

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zAradA siddhi 933 " kurmInA vizvAkuM phaLa " :- muni tAre ghera traNa traNa vakhata lakSapAka tela vaheravA mATe padhAryAM, tyAre te traNa traNa vakhata lakSapAka tela nahI. vaheArAvavAnI buddhithI asUjhatuM karI nAMkhyuM, eTale tane traNa traNa vakhata dhananI aMtarAya paDI ane tAre phAMsInA mAMcaDe laTakavAnA vakhata AnyA. sauthI pahelA bhadrA zeThANIe nirAdhAra rIte kADhI mUkayA, tyAre tu' purapaIThANu gaye tyAM tane sahakAra na maLyA ne phAMsI khAIne maravA taiyAra thayA tyAre sA vAhe bacAvI lIdhA, ne tane sAthe laI gayA tyAMthI tu nava lAkhanA ratno laIne pALe karyAM. ratnAnI geAdaDI mUkI tu sareAvaramAM snAna karavA gayA ne pAchaLathI vAMdaro gADhaDI laI gayA, tyAre tu hatAza thaI te gaLAmAM phAMso khAIne maravAnI taiyArImAM hatA tyAM sanyAsIe tane bacAvyA, ane enI sAthe suvarNarasanI siddhi karavA tane laI gayo. suvarNaOrasa laIne tuM nagaranA pAdara sudhI Avyo paNa pAchaLathI e sa'nyAsInI dRSTi bagaDI ne tane mIThAI levAnA bahAne mokalIne e suvaNarasanA tuMbaDA laIne cAlyo gayo ne tu mIThAI laIne Avyo. sanyAsIne na jotA tuM hatAza banI gayo tyAre paNa tu gaLe phrAMsA khAine maravA taiyAra thayo. te vakhate ja dhAcAraNa muni padhAryAM, emaNe tane bacAvI lIdheA. dAna detA dhAvAyelA pApakamanA mela" :- e mAsa khamaNanA tapasvI munirAjanA darzIna thatAM tuM AnaMda vibhera banI gayo ane lAvelI mIThAI, pharasANa vigere je ka MI hatuM te te bhUkhyA rahIne khUba utkRSTa bhAvathI badhuM tapasvI muninA pAtramAM vaheArAvI dIdhu, tethI tArA badhA pApakarmoM dhovAI gayA ne sAmethI badhuM sukha doDIne Avyu.. tArI gayelI ekeka cIjo paNa sAmethI maLI gaI. he bhImasena ! A badhuM sukha duHkha tamArA pUSkRta karmAnusAra maLyuM che. A badhA kama`nA khela che. A sa'sAramAM jIvane ka`rAjA nacAve tema nAcavAnu' che, mATe karmo karatI vakhate khUba vicAra kare. he rAjan ! AvuM rAjaya, dhanavaibhava, kuTuMba, patnI, putra parivAra A badhuM A bhavamAM ja nathI maLyuM. ana`tI vakhata maLyu' che. jIve bhAgaLyu che ne chADayu che, mATe enA mAha choDIne bhavasAgara taravA mATe dharmArAdhanA karo. hirasena kevaLInA mukhethI peAtAnA pUrvabhavanI vAta sAMbhaLIne bhImasena rAjAne vairAgya Avyo "saMyamanA mArge cAra AtmAonu' prayANu" : bhImasena rAjA hisena kevaLI bhagava'tanA caraNamAM namaskAra karIne kahe che bhagavata! me' jevA karyAM karyAM tevA bhAgaLyA che. have mane Apa tAro. huM ApanA zaraNe chu'. have mane rAjya sa`patti patnI ke putra koInA meha nathI. A samaye bhImasenanI sALI suleAcanA ane vijayasena rAjA paNa tyAM AvelA hatA. kevaLI bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne emane paNa vairAgya AvI gayo. bhImasena rAjA, suzIlA rANI tathA vijayasena rAjA ane sulecanA rANI A cAreya bhavyAtmAe dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA tyAre devasena ane -

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934 zAradA siha ketusena baMne putroe kahyuM pitAjI! haju te ame nAvA , amArA mAthe A rAjyane bhAra kayAM nAMkhe che? ame tamane nahi javA daIe, paNa bhImasena rAjA have kSaNavAra saMsAramAM rokAvA IcchatA na hatA, temaNe baMne putrone samajAvyA. pitAnA rAjasiMhAsane devasenane sthA ane vijayasena rALane putra na hatuM tethI ketusenane ene mAsAnA rAjasiMhAsane besADIne cAre ya AtmAoe dIkSA lIdhI. harisena kevaLI aghAtI karmone kSaya karI mokSamAM gayA ne A cAreya AtmAo paNa khUba kaThIna cAritrapALI aghora tapazcaryA karIne bhImasena rAjA ane vijayasena rAjA baMne AmAo ekAvanArI banI sarvArthasidadha vimAnamAM gayA ane suzIlA tathA sucanA e baMne sAdhavIjIe kALa karIne bAramA devaleke gayA. tyAMthI manuSya bhava pAmIne mokSamAM jaze. devAnupriye ! citta-brahmadattane adhikAra ane bhImasena-harisena caritra A baMne adhikAra pUrA thayA ne Aje cAturmAsa paNa pUrNa thAya che. adhikAra ane caritra A baMnemAMthI ghaNuM ghaNuM upadeza maLe che ke jIva karmabaMdhana karatI vakhate vicAra karatA nathI paNa jyAre kamane udaya thAya che tyAre jIvane bhagavatI vakhate keTalA kaSTo sahana karavA paDe che, mATe pApabhIrU ane bhAvabhIrU bane. bane teTalI dhamarAdhanA , karI jJAna-darzana-cAritra-tapa-dayA-kSamA-saraLatA-satya-nIti-sadAcAra, nirAbhimAnatA Adi sadguNo khIlavIne jIvanabAgane hariyALe banAve ane mAnava jIvanane saphaLa banAve, samaya ghaNo thaI gayo che. . vyAkhyAna pUrNa thayA bAda pU. mahAsatIjIe kSamApanA karI hatI. sAthe saMghe pU. mahAsatIne AbhAra mAnyo hato ane amAre tyAM pharI pharIne vahelA padhAraje kahetA Akho saMgha raDI paDyuM hatuM. - zAradA sidhdhi bhAga 1- 2 -3 samApta tA. ka. pU. mahAsatIjIe vyAkhyAna cAra mahinA dararoja pharamAvyA che, paNa pustaka meTuM thaI javAthI kaMIka babbe vyAkhyAnane sAra bhego karI ekeka vyAkhyAnamAM lakhe che. zAradA sididha pustakamAM koI paNa prakAranI bhUla rahI hoya te te vyAkhyAna kArakanI ke lakhanAranI nathI paNa mudraNa deSa che, te A mATe vAcakone vinaMtI karavAmAM Ave che ke Apane vyAkhyAna chApavAmAM presanI kaI bhUla dekhAya te zudhipatrakamAM jozo, chatAM koI bhUla dekhAya te vAcakane sudhArIne vAMcavA namra vinaMtI che,

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zrI 'zAradA sidhdhi" pustakanA agAuthI noMdhAvela grAhakeAnI yAdI. pustakanI sakhyA 25 zrI prabhudAsabhAI dAdaravALA 25 cImanalAla hIrAcaMda zAha 'pustakanI sakhyA nAma 1001 zrI vardhamAna sthA. jaina saMgha kAMdAvADI-muMbaI 1001 zrI vardhamAna sthA. jaina saMdha malADa 501 zrI jATakeApara sthA. jaina sa'dha ha. sevaMtIbhAI 401 zrI hi MmatalAla nyAlacaMda deAzI muMbaI 300 zrI maNIlAla zAmajIbhAI vIrANI muMbaI 250 zrI sthA. jaina kAMdIvalI muMbaI 125 zrI bhAIlAla jAdavajIbhAI kAlhA pura 101 zrImatI subhadrAbena rasIkalAla jhaverI pAlaNapuravALA (muMbaI) 101 zrI tema dabhAI ena. zAha muMbaI 101 zrI banAsakAMThA sthA. jaina saMdha navasArI 101 zrI saurASTra sthA. jaina sadha 101 zrI cunIlAla muLajIbhAI mATANI-muMbai 101 zrI vardhamAna sthA. jaina saMdha 101 zrI sthA. jaina sadha amadAvAda khArIvalI khaMbhAta 101 zrI jaya'tilAla caMdulAla mahetA vAlakezvara, 100 zrI gIrajAzaMkara khImaca dazeTha 100 zrI sAra'gapurA sthA. cha ke!TI sa Mdha amadAvAda 51 zrI pArUkhena punamacaMda valANI 51 zrI maMjulAbena nagInadAsa lAThIyA malADa 51 zrI IndIrAbena pratAparAya lAThIyA khArIvalI muMbaI 51 zrI kRSNakAMta maphatalAla jhaverI khaMbhAtavALA muMbaI 51 zrI sthA. jaina saMdha nAraNapurA, amadAvAda 51 zrI vinayacaMdra meAhanalAla desAI cI capeAkalI 51 zrI kRSNanagara sthA. jaina sAsAyaTI bhAvanagara 45 mATuMgA sthA. jaina saMdha prArthanAvALAbhAie 35 zrI rajanIkAMta vADIlAla desAI amadAvAda 2 zrI sthA. jaina saMgha, kheDA huM. matabhAI 2 zrI sAmacaMda jeThAlAla mATuMgA muMbaI muMbaI nAma mATuMgA sANuM da 25 zrI sthA. jaina saMdha, kaThAra ha. ThAkArabhAI 25 zrI narabherAmabhAI kezavajI kalakattAvALA 25 rAjasthAna sthA. jaina sadha amadAvAda 25 zrI cImanalAla cheoTAlAla kApaDIyA mubaI 25 zrI vADIlAla phulacaMdabhAI paTela muMbaI 25 zrI vADIlAla chaganalAla zAha sANaMda ha. naTavarabhAI tthA prANalAlabhAI 25 zrI sthA. jaina saMgha vaDAdarA hai. maMgaLajIbhAI 25 zrI sthA. jaina saMdha sAbaramatI 25 zrI harasIma kAnajI 25 zrI dhIrajalAla vRjalAla mahetA 25 zrI pravINacaMdra narasIMhadAsa zAha 25 zrI meghajIbhAI velajIbhAi zAha 21 zrI sthA. jaina sadha 21 zrI kizAracaMdra sI. parIkha mATuMgA muMbaI mAMDelI mATuMgA khIlImAra lATApara 21 zrI IzvaralAla sI. parIkha 21 zrI vardhamAna sthA. jaina sa dha deAlatanagara, khArIvalI 21 zrI jIvaNalAla padamazI saMdhavI surendranagara 15 zrI prabhudAsa ThAkarazI geAsalIyA kAMdIvalI muMbaI mATuMgA surata 15 zrI jeThAlAla vIjapAra zAhu 15 zrI zaileSakumAra jayaMtIlAla 15 zrI zAMtIlAla khI. mahetA 11 saMghavI cunIlAla nAnacaMda udhanA, 11 zazIkAMta narasI hadAsa dozI khArIvalI 11 zrI vinAdabhAI chaganabhAI bhaNuzALI surata surata mATuMgA 11 zrI amulakhabhAi hImajIbhAI gAMdhI malADa khaMbhAta 11 zrI vasatalAla kezavalAla paTela

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sANaMda pustakanI nAma saMkhyA nAma , jesaMgabhAI trIkamajI daDiyA muMbaI 5 lAbhubhAI prANajIvana amadAvA Rii gIradharalAla trIkamajI daDiyA mATuMgA 5 zrI jIgIza plAsTIka amadAvAda, dazI anilakumAra prAgajIbhAI bhuja 5 hasamukhabena ramaNalAla kApaDIyA dezI maNIlAla bhANajIbhAI bAdaragaDha kaccha - 5 khImacaMda narasIMhadAsa zAha 11 kheMgArabhAI nyAlacaMda mahetA dAdara 5 rAjendra lAlacaMda mahetA sANaMda 11 vasANuM ramaNIkalAla muLacaMdabhAI presavALA 5 nagInadAsa jIvaNalAla dozI amadAvAda 11 caMdulAla bhImajIbhAI somANI naMdanabAra 5 ramaNIkalAla navalacaMda mahetA mATuMgA 11 zrI svA. satIzara mahilA maMDaLa khaMbhAta 5 cArulattAbena cImanalAla kApaDIyA sANaMda 11 a sa, kusumabena nemacaMdabhAI zAha muMbaI 5 dhIrajalAla amRtalAla zAha malADa 11 zrI tArAcaMda dIpacaMda avalANuM mATuMgA 5 hIrAcaMda chaganalAla kApaDIyA sANaMda 11 mahAsukhalAla kezavalAla cItalIyA berIvalI 5 ramezacaMdra kAMtIlAla zAha amadAvAda 11 zrI manaharalAla kalyANajI berIvalI 5 mahendrabhAI lallubhAI raMgareja surata 11 manubhAI bhagavAnadAsa gosalIyA borIvalI 5 cImanalAla mohanalAla bhAvasAra moDAsara 11 zrI rasIkalAla mANekalAla pArekha borIvalI 5 caMcaLabena dharamacaMda bALIyA mATuMgA 11 hasamukhalAla harajIvanabhAI dolatanagara 5 lalItAbena bhupatabhAI pArekha mATuMgA 11 DAhyAbhAI kezavajI ghATalIyA borIvalI 5 prANajIvanadAsa tArAcaMda vAsaNavALA surata 11 zrI kalyANajIbhAI harIdAsa zeTha vilepArlA 5 gAMdhI kAMtIlAla nAgajIbhAI surata 11 zrI DosAbhAI abhecaMda modI berIvalI 5 caMpakalAla phUlacaMda raMgATIyA 11 jeThAlAla nemacaMda zAha, khaMbhAtavALA muMbaI 5 zAMtIlAla mayAcaMda mahetA bhuja 11 sAvalA kezavajI ravajIbhAI muMbaI 5 maphatalAla jagajIvanadAsa talasANIyA 11 sanI lAlajIbhAI ladhAbhAI bhAyakhalA sAbaramatI 11 prANabhAI bhImazIbhAi kuMbhAravADA muMbaI 5 bApulAla mohanalAla gAMdhI khaMbhAta 10 zrI lAbhubhAI prANajIvanadAsa mahetA ha 5 caMpakalAla choTAlAla zAha khaMbhAta revAbena aMdherI 5 nAnacaMda jhaveracaMda zAha malADa 10 tArAbena cImanalAla kApaDIyA sANaMda 5 guNavaMtabhAI vardhamAnabhAI verA malADa 10 rIkhavacaMda jugarAja sAbaramatI amadAvAda 5 amRtalAla haragovanadAsa gosalIyA malADa 10 hiMmatalAla kALIdAsa mahetA hindumilana maMdira 5 bhupendrabhAI naTavaralAla bhAmAvALA surata 5 zrI sthA. jaina saMgha bAvaLA 5 zrI sthA. jaina saMgha vaTAmaNuM 7 zrI vinodakumAra devazI mahetA surata 5 zrI pArasanAtha mahilA maMDaLa vaDodarA 7 zrI bharatakumAra mohanalAla zeTha kaccha 5 baravALA sthA. jaina saMgha khaMbhAta 5 zAMtIlAla lakSmIcaMda bhAvasAra borasada ha. hIrAbhAI 5 zrI sthA. jaina saMgha "nAsIkasITI" nAsIka 5 caMpakalAla maNIlAla ajamerA varalI muMbai 5 sva. zAMtilAla vrajalAla gosalIyA ghATakopara 5 haMsarAja nAnajI hIrA, ha. kizorabhAI 5 khImajI mAlezI surata

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nAma nI ' khyA nAma - 5 jayaMtIlAla manasukhalAla lekhaMDavALA amadAvAda 5 navInacaMdra jayaMtilAla lokhaMDavALA amadAvAda 5 anubhAI zIvalAla talasANIyA amadAvAda 5 nagInabhAI zIvalAla , amadAvAda 5 kAMtIlAla premacaMda talasANIyA amadAvAda 5 hasamukhalAla jIvaNalAla zAha amadAvAda 5 khomacaMdabhAI chaganalAla dezI amadAvAda 5 amRtalAla bhagavAnadAsa gAMdhI amadAvAda 5 jAdavajIbhAI mohanalAla zAha amadAvAda 5 zAMtIlAla TI. ajamerA amadAvAda - jIvaNalAla cunIlAla saMghavI . amadAvAda pa pravINacaMdra kAnajIbhAI dezI berIvalI vesTa 5 premacaMda kheDIdAsa bhagIyA borIvalI vesTa 5 aMbAlAla choTAlAla zAha khaMbhAtavALA muMbaI pustakanI saMkhyA 5 dalapatabhAI punamacaMda mahetA, surata 5 premacaMda dipajIbhAI zAha amadAvAda 5 mIThubhAI bAbulanAtha 5 rajanIkAMta premacaMdabhAI , surata 5 zrI kacchI vIzA sevA saMgha kurlA muMbaI 5 maganalAla popaTalAla mahetA surata 5 hAmAjI horAmala dezI kaccha 5 hemaMtakumAra manaharalAla vakhAravALA surata 5 surajabena chaganalAla paTela vAlakezvara muMbaI 5 prANajIvanabhAI suMdarajI haidrAbAda 5 jayasukhalAla ema. mahetA kaccha 5 savitAbena jagajIvanadAsa saMghavI haidrAbAda 5 vAlajIbhAI muLajIbhAI gAra haidrAbAda 5 jayaMtIlAla ThAkarazIbhAi mahetA kaccha 5 hiMmatalAla popaTalAla paTela kaccha 5 nAgajIbhAI maganalAla gAMdhI kaccha 5 maNIlAla mogArabhAI mahetA muMbaI

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zudhi patraka 0 S tamAre . na. pRSTha lITI azuddhi zuddhi vyA. naM. pRSTha lITI azuddhi che. | - 1 8 14 che, che. 18 173 2 sArA saMsA: 1 8 21 karatA karatA 18 174 10 mAnavabhavane mAnavabhavane 1 1 20 tayAra taiyAra 18 176 7 mahArAje mahArAja 2 17 26 dekha doSa ? 19 183 6 amaDha abhaI 3 23 26 duHkha 0 19 184 24 khAvA khAdhA 3 23 27. ne jIne duHkha 19 1.85 19 badhu badhuM 3 29 20 pitAnA pitAnA 19 185 26 segna sevana 33 19 saMbhUtie saMbhUti e 20 19 16 aTake che, aTakI zakIe 20 191 9.25 samyaga samyaga ( 38 9 verAgya vairAgya 20 196 25 ulaTI avaLI 39 janadhamI jainadhamI 20 200 12 samuDha kAMtivALA kAMtivALA 20 20 19 caritra cAritra 41 14 21 202 31 gAve 5 32 kapeza kapeze 21 203 21 karo 47 19 besIne beThA pachI 22 219 28 tamAre 48 7. putrone putro 22 223 16 thI yA 51 15 citta citte 22 227 17 harisena harisene para 2 rAjyanA rAjyo 232 7 bALakone bALakone 231 12 hayAphATa haiyAphATa vamAnika vaimAnika 233 3 phUTI 94 31 zabdA | zabdo 24 233 21 tanAthI tenAthI 111 21 deSa 24 234 7 zaktinI zaktine 12 114 32 vicAruM vicaruM 24 236 19 emane e mane - 120 hayAmAM haiyAmAM 24 237 32 ma mAM ! 7i 127 sattAdhIza zatAdhIza 26 avaMtI maMthI avaMtImAM 13 129 27 - rata rata 24 239 22 mAga mArga 135 pudagalanI pudagalonI 240 1 mahArAjA! mahArAja ! 15ra 8 jaina darzanane jainadarzanamAM 24 241 31 tamArA mATe tamane 153 26 AvatA AtmA 24 246 15 dharma pravRttimAMthI dharma pravRtti 155 31 temAM temAM 25 249 1 jAya jaya 16 161 31 eka eka vakhata 25 249 5 tuM ja tuja 17 170 20 ane baMne 26 255 28 amIrI tane amIrA, 17 170 33 joIe? joIe. 26 256 25 che,I dharAI , 18 172 20 tA.31-7-78 31-7-78 26 259 12 paDe ? na ja 24 31

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paNuM 9 N 321 332 bhadrA te naM. 5 lITI azuddhi zuddhi vyA. naM. 4 lITI azuddhi zuddhi ke 259 13 na jAu? haze tenI tane 43 45ra 3 te zuM khabara paDe 43 458 5 azrubhInI azrubhInI 265 5 , bIje bIjI 45 471 14 mekalAvo mokalAvavo 27 268 20 karo karI 46 475 24 sArAva ranI sArA varanI 27 270 14 ha. 475 29 lakSyamAM lakSamAM 28 278 27 te hate: 481 24 Ajane AjanA 294 32 dabAvavuM dabAvuM vinayane vinayane 299 28 hayAmAM haiyAmAM 483 6 paNe 299 33 bhAthaLI bhAvathI 46 484 6 padane padane prApta 23 khaDita khaMDita 47 485 14 nAraka naraka 310 28 pasA paisA 47 490 10 kharI kharIdayuM - 316 12 na ne 48 498 14 dhajI dhrujI 25. krara 50 514 14 e paNa che e paNa jIva che 32 zIsAla suzIlA 51 529 21 jhUMpaDInI jhUMpaDInI 347 27 bhadrAne para pa34 6 gaMjatuM gUMjatuM 35 355 4 kheluM mAthAmAM mAthuM kheLAmAM 53 546 17 che , 36 36 10 o 54 549 26 pakI paikI 37 366 14 bhAmAM AtmAmAM 54 555 31 taTI 37 378 20 zratajJAna zrutajJAna 57 pa78 9 jAhe ta jAherAta 37 381 9 jevuM jevuM 581 37 384 pa8 0 ajavALuM 9 pasA ajavALavuM 38 593 21 IMkhya 39ra 3 rIte 59 ci Izna 59 595 6 jota jotA 38 396 4 cAtakanuM cAtaka 59 - 585 27 rAjabhavana rAjavaibhava 38 396 32 kAraNa kAraNe 59 603 9 400 31 hAtha 22 adharA adhUrA 64 28 25 bhavAA bhavAo 9 402 26 bade baM 65 643 29 paDI 409 18 trizalA dezI trizalA devI : jhUMpaDI 67 659 29 caritra cAritra 410 13 hayA haiyA 4. 10 senya sainya 67 66 0 8 mahAnubhae mahAnubhAvoe 67 14 660 18 hRdaya palTA 3 arAvata airAvata hRdayapalaTo 70 681 : 8 baneno baMnenI 428 22 dUdhapAkane dUdhapAkanA 70 686 11 sAMdarya sauda bheda to bhedane 70 689 13 maLyuM maLyA. R, 406 25 matrI maitrI 71 692 15 zaThanI zeThanI 440 11 choDAvelAvara cheDAvelAvara 67 14 bAdaza hanu bAdazAhanuM , ja8 3ra badhA mane badhA mane cha 701 20 viSayabhegone viSayabhegene tUTI paisA 9 84 - 6 e c - 9 - 4 8 - 2 2 2 2 - - # # hAza = = = * = = = = # 2 kI

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cha vyA. naM. 5 lITI addhi zuddhi bA. naM. eka lITI azuddha zA 72 704 21 mAge che mAMge che 86 825 1 tA te 14 28 na khavA nAMkhavA 86 825 10 nAkAnI naukAnI 717 20. ata ata 86 832 13 varane verane 22 7 svAyAMdhatA svArthI dhatA 86 832 32 varanI vairanI 733 22 mATeha maNa mATe hamaNuM 88 85ra 10 karo 735 13. kAmadhenu kAmadhenu 89 859 19 varAgya virAma 748 10 ArAgyane Arogyane 89 861 6 jhalavA sUlavA 769 14 sabaMdhIo saMbaMdhIo 883 22 praja praja 771 5 gUMjato dhrUjato 889 5 kiyAmAM niyAmAM 772 8 kAkAnI kAkInI 93 891 1 nagaraptA nagaranA 774 4 vaLA 97 894 6 zAmAM zabdomAM 775 leke 13 badhuM baMdha 775 32 mahArAjAnA mahArAjanA 8 kheyA kheDyA cha78 4 narida nariMda 24 dhrujatI dhrujatI - 782 2 udbhava upadrava 96 810 1 820 920- 81 787 3 samajatA samajAtA 96 92 0 23 namakAra namaskAra 82 790 31 brAhya bAhya 96 921 2 Aje huM 0 10 mahiri magi 96 923 20 2 vAda svAda 85 81 14 rAdradhyAne raudradhyAna 97 926 25 dhrujatA dhRjatA vaLI = 1

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| P | kha khAta saMpradAyanA sva. AcArya gacchAdhipati bA. bra. pU. gurUdeva zrI 20 kijI mahArAja sAhebanA ja... hA, gurU racirAgAvI che ke je bIlITI che 1 PrI IiTY / TAT / adabhUta rAjagurUjI, jetAbhAInA ja (rAga : dedI hame AjhAdI...) sa Agama divAkara gurUjInA tejanA nahi pAra sau sAthe maLIne belA jayajayakAra...... e utna gurUdeva tuma cAritranI zakti apAra | tu ma nAma maraNano mahimA aparaMpAra...... bhAjI ugya kSatriya kuLe ravAbhAI nAme | vaTAmaNa mAM satIjInuM stavana suNe aMDaramAM cAritranA teja prasare - jayAbenanA naMdana jetAbhAInu' kuLa ujALe...... A Agama prata pI chaganagurUjInA lADIlA ratnacaMdrajI addabhUta ajoDa sevAmAM karI kAyA kurabAnI zA, guNa. gulAbanI he ke prasarAvI | tamAmUrti birUda mahyuMmahAna guNothI...... e Agama sa, khuda zaheramAM padhArI karI hera apAra | jIvana Aga hariyALA banyo Apane pratApa saMyama sAja paMcaratna ApI, 1nya banAvI gurUrAja bhAbhavamAM bhUlIza nahI Apane upakAra.... e Agama paMDita jIvana jIvI padhAryA khaMbhAta zaheramAM nA ravA suda agIyAro, jIvana dIpaka bujhAya nirAdhAra mUkI cAlyA gayA maya jIvana AlphAra | guNAnu ra maraNa karatA vahe che azradhAra...... A Agama svarga thI gurUjI darzana dejo eka vAra | tuma viga vasamo lAge che apAra A anAthanA nAtha tame leje saMbhALa | satI zAradAnI nayA tase karajo bhavapAra...... e Agama znani con 20 Janues allone vettore halA adA karI che nI eka che