Sharda Suvas

Author(s): Shardabai Mahasati
Publisher: Sudharma Gyanmandir
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/023364/1

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zAradI suvAsA est nhooooooooo - pravacanakAraHukharavyAkhyAtA, 'bA.bha.pU.zrIzAradAbAI mahAsatIjA

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zrI mahAvIrAya namaH sva. AcArya, gacchAdhipati bA.bra. pU. gurUdevAya nama: zrI uttarAdhyayana sutra rahanemiyano adhikAra tathA jinasena rAmasena caritra zAradA suvAsa (saMvata 2034 nA malADa cAturmAsanA vyAkhyAna) : pravacanakAra : khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA AtmajJAnI, cAritra cuDAmaNI, zAsanaziromaNI, gacchAdhipati rava. bA. bra. pU. gurUdeva zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanA suziSyA zAsanadIpikA, prakhara vyAkhyAtA bA.bra. viduSI pU. zrI zAradAbAi mahAsatIjI : saMpAdaka : bA. bra. viduSI pU. zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA suziSyAo tatvaciMtaka pU. kamaLAbAI mahAsatIjI tathA bA. bra. pU. saMgItAbAi mahAsatIjI F prakAzaka : naTavaralAla talacaMda zAha gauzALA lena, daphatarI reDa, "puSpAMjalI bleka naM. 1-2 malADa (isTa) muMbaI naM. 64 Te. naM. 693628 vecANa kiMmata rU. 8-00

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pustaka : pravacanakAra : savata 2035 I. sa. 1979 zAradA suvAsa prata 8000 (ATha hajAra) Wan prakhara vyAkhyAtA khA. qha, viduSI pU. zrI zAradAbAi mahAsatIjI 5 saMpAdaka : pU. kamaLAkhAI mahAsatIjI bA, bra. pU. saMgItAbAI mahAsatIjI Wan prakAzaka : naTavaralAla talakacaMda zAha gauzALA lena, daphatarI phADa, puSpAMjalI, bleAka naM. 1-2 malADa (IsTa) muMbai naM. 64. 2. naM. 693628 zrI zAradA suvAsa" sAhitya samiti zrI vardhamAna sthA. jaina sadha malADa mAmalatadAra vADI, krosa roDa na. 1 malADa (vesTa) muMbai 800064 Wan mudraka : nitIna je. badANI nitIna TreDasa 401, khajuravAlA cembarsa, narasInAthA sTrITa, muMbaI-40000 9.

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zrI "zAradA suvAsa" pustakamAM sahAya ApanAre dAtAonI nAmAvalI rUpiyA 15001 zrI naTavaralAla talakacaMda zAha 11081 zrI manasukhalAla ganalAla desAI 7501 zrI maNIlAla zAmajIbhAI virANI 7501 zrI hiMmatalAla nyAlacaMda dezI tathA rasIkalAla nyAlacaMda dozI 5001 zrI gIrajAzaMkara khImacaMdabhAI zeTha 5001 zrI chaganalAla zAmajIbhAI vIrANI 5001 zrI umarazIbhAI bhImazIbhAI vIrA 2501 zrI dhIrajalAla talakacaMda zAha 2501 zrI mUlacaMdabhAI devacaMdabhAI saMghavI 2501 zrI ratIlAla suMdarajI kAmadAra 2501 zrI prItamalAla mohanalAla daphatarI 250 zrI nemacaMdabhAI nAnacaMda zAha navasArIvALA hAla muMbaI 2501 zrI premajIbhAI mAlazIbhAI gaMgara 251 mesarsa bhArata kalIpa menyu kuM. - ha. zAMtIlAla zeTha rapa01 vinayacaMdra mehanalAla desAI cIcapakSI 2501 eka sadgastha taraphathI ha. navInacaMdra nyAlacaMda mahetA 2001 gaM. sva. bhAnubena khetazIbhAI gaDA - bhacAuvALA hAla dAdara 1001 zrI jayaMtIlAla revAzaMkara dozI 1001 zrI chaganalAla tArAcaMda koThArI 1001 sva. ratIlAla harakhacaMda khArA ha. temanA suputre 1001 zrI khImacaMdabhAI hIrAlAla zAha 1001 mAtuzrI mANekabena goviMdajI lAThIyA 1001 mAtuzrI bAlubena ratIlAla zAha ha. rasIkabhAI zAha 1001 zrI vinodacaMdra amaracaMda letA 1001 zrI nAthAlAla ghelAbhAI koThArI 1001 zrI choTAlAla DAhyAlAla gAMdhI 1001 zrI bhaMvaralAla pRthvIrAja DAghA 101 zrI harajIvanadAsa bhagavAnajI dhoLakIyA 1001 sva. jayAlakSmI DAhyAlAla mohanalAla daktarI 1001 zrI nAgaradAsa lIlAdhara lAkhANI 1001 zrI gIradharalAla tribhovanadAsa turakhIyA sudAmaDAvALA 1001 zrI IndulAla ratIlAla tribhovanadAsa turakhIyA sudAmaDAvALA 1001 zrI ratanazI khetarazIbhAI vIrA 1001 zrI dhanasukhalAla vIrajIbhAI jhATakIyA 1001 zrI jayaMtIbhAI naMdalAla kaThArI 1001 zrI rAmajIbhAI nAgazIbhAI rAMbhIyA 1001 mesarsa deDhIyA provIjana sTorsa 1001 sva. vaNArazI tribhovanadAsa goDA ha. suputro 1001 sva. gIradharalAla premajIbhAI jhATakIyA 1001 zrI rasIkalAla vRjalAla jeThArI 1001 zrI De. naMdalAla vI. sucaka 1001 mAtuzrI caMpAbena kezavalAla vorA (siddhitapanA pAraNuMnA prasaMge) 1001 eka saMgrahastha taraphathI ha.zrI pItAMbaradAsabhAI thAnagaDhavALA 1001 thI saubhAgyacaMda jecaMdabhAI zAha 1001 zrI pAnAcaMda DuMgarazI turakhIyA 1001 zrI nAgaradAsa mANekacaMda talasANIyA vIramagAma) 1001 gaM. sva. pAnabAI gosarabhAI cheDA tathA sva popaTalAla gosarabhAI cheDA 1001 zrI cImanalAla prANalAla mahetA 1001 zrImatI tArAbena maphatalAla jhaverI khaMbhAtavALa ! 1001 zrI vADIbhAI phulAbhAI paTela khaMbhAtavALA 1001 zrI cImanalAla choTAlAla khaMbhAtavALA 1001 zrI ramezacaMdra vADIlAla hAla vilepArlA surendranagaravALA

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1001 zrI caMdrakAMta amulakhabhAI gAMdhI 1001 zrI vIpAra hIrAbhAI cheDA vAMkIvALA 1001 gaM. sva. nAnabAI kezavajI canAbhAI 301 zrI meghajIbhAI nAgazIbhAI rAMbhIyA 251 zrI muLajIbhAI merArajI cheDA 251 zrI zAMtIlAla mohanalAla zeTha 251 zrI mANekalAla DAhyAlAla zAha khaMbhAtavALA 251 zrI nAgazIbhAI zAmajIbhAI cheDA khAIvALA 251 zrI prabhudAsa trIkamajI bajarIyA 25 zrI zAMtIlAla muLajIbhAI gAMdhI vIramagAmavALA 251 zrImatI meMghIbAI tejazInA smaraNArthe ha. jhaverabhAI 251 zrI motIlAla nyAlacaMda mahetA 251 zrI vardhamAna prabhudAsa sukhIyAM 251 zrImatI lamIbena mAvajIbhAI 101 zrI nagInadAsa nAthAlAla zAha 101 zrI harasukharAya jIvarAja jhATakIyA 101 zrI ramaNIkalAla amaracaMda saMghavI 101 zrI ramaNIkalAla zAMtIlAla ghelANuM bagasarAvALA 101 saMdhavI cunIlAla nAnacaMda bIlImorAvALA 101 zrI pipaTabhAI premajIbhAI sAvalA 101 zrI amRtalAla dhanajIbhAI bhalANI 101 zrI lakhamazIbhAI khAMkhaNabhAI 101 zrI jhaverIbena zAMtIlAla trIkamalAla zeTha adherI 11 zrI gopAlajI rUganAthabhAI rANIvALA 101 zrImatI naMdakuMvarabena gopAlajI rANu vALA bA. bra. 5 zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI pravacana prakAzana samiti malADa samitIne sabhyonI nAmAvalI sabhya ,, , 2 2 207 (1) zrIyuta umarazIbhAI bhImazIbhAI vIrA pramukha (11) zrIyuta choTAlAla DAhyAlAla gAMdhI (2) ,, ratIlAla suMdarajI kAmadAra (1ra) , manaharalAla kezavalAla vorA (3) , mulacaMda devacaMda saMghavI mA. maMtrI (13) , devajIbhAI rAmajIbhAI rAMbhIyA >> naTavaralAla talakacaMda zAha che. maMtrI (14) >> nAgaradAsa lIlAdhara lAkhANI (15) ke, rasIkalAla ratIlAla zAha ,, nagInadAsa goviMdajI lAThIyA mA. maMtrI (16) ,, pravINacaMdra aMbAlAla zeTha mulacaMda mohanalAla dozI koSAdhyakSa (17) ,, vinayacaMdra amaracaMda leta dhIrajalAla talakacaMda zAha sabhya (18) , jazavaMtalAla DAhyAlAla daphatarI .. khImacaMda hIrAlAla zAha , (19) , ratanazI khetazIbhAI vIrA , prANalAla manasukhalAla mahetA ,, (10) ,, bAlAcaMda vaNArasI goDA ,, jayaMtIlAla naMdalAla koThArI , (21) , nAthAlAla ghelAbhAI koThArI

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prakAzakanuM nivedana " gurU vinA ke nahi mukitadAtA, guru vinA ke mA jJAtA gurU vinA ke nAhaya hata gurU vinA ke nahi saukhyakartA." khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA jhaLahaLatA zAsananA sitArA, zAsananA, prakhara vyAkhyAtA mahAviduSI bA, ba, pU. zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI jemanAmAM yathAnAma tathA guNa pramANe sAkSAta jJAnadevI sarasvatI sanmAna pUjya satIjInA mukhethI jyAre vItarAga vANIno dhodha vahI rahyo hoya tyAre temanI sanmukha besI te ghadhanuM pAna karavuM e jIvanane eka amUlya lhAvo che. chellA be varSathI mane teozrIne paricaya thayo che. meM emanA lagabhaga 250 vyAkhyAne sAMbhaLela che. temAM siddhAMtane samajAvavA mATe nyAya, daSTAMta ane rUpakenI je rajuAta kare che te ajoDa che, ane vizeSatA te e che ke 250 vyAkhyAnamAM kayAMya ekeya dRSTAMtane ke ekanI eka vAtane pharI punarAvartana karela meM sAMbhaLela nathI, dareka vyAkhyAnamAM temanA aMtaranA uMDANamAMthI navA navA bhAva ane kaI judI ja vizeSatAo jANavA maLe che. te ja batAve che ke temanAmAM keTale jJAnane bhaMDAra bharelo che. meM pU. mahAsatIjIne zAradA sAgara, zAradA-darzananA pustake vAMcela che ane mArA jainetara mitrone te pustake Apela che. teo A pustaka vAMcIne maMtramugdha banI gayA che ane jyAre maLe tyAre satIzrIne navA pravacananA pustakanI vAraMvAra mAgaNI kare che. upara jaNAvyA mujaba sanmukha besI temanI vANInuM pAna karavAnuM sadbhAgya bahAragAmavALA tathA vyavasAya temaja nekarImAM guMthAyelA mumukSuo mATe azakaya hoya che ane te uddezathI pU. mahAsatIjI zrI zAradAbAI svAmI jyAre amArA saMdha upara mahAna upakAra karI malADamAM cAtumArsa padhAryA tyAre meM sAmethI ja amArA saMghane vinaMtI karI ke 2034nA malADanA cAturmAsanA adabhUta pravacana saMgraha karavo ane te pustaka rUpe samAjane mumukSuo mATe prakAzana karo ane te prakAzanane lAbha mane malavo joIe tevI mArI mAMgaNIne svIkArIne mane je lAbha Apyo che tenA mATe huM saMghane AbhArI chuM. pU. gurUNamaiyAnA saMparkamAM AvyA bAda jaina dharma zuM che? karmanI karAmata zuM che? ane saMsAranI anityatA ane jIvanamAM dharma zuM bhAga bhajave che te huM? DuM ghaNuM paNa temanI pAsethI pAmI zaka chuM. ane vadhu te zuM kahuM A kimiyAgare to mArA jIvananuM AkhuM vaheNa badalI nAMkhyuM che, ane dharmamAM je DagamagatI zradhdhA hatI te aNa banAvI che. temane upakAra huM te A jiMdagImAM bhUlI zakuM tema nathI. mane to lAge che ke temane AtmA keI alaukika zakitane dhaNI thaI cUkayo che. AdhyAtmika ucca svarUpanA jIvana sAthe manuSya jIvananI mahAna kaLAone sumeLa sAdhavAne khyAla janatAne Ave evA khAsa irAdAthI A pustaka bahAra pADeluM che. A pustakamAM saMsAranA cho duHkhathI kema chUTe ane zAzvata sukha kema maLe tenuM sacoTa mArgadarzana karela che. AtmAnA astitvanI vicAraNuthI mAMDI AtmAnuM svarUpa, tenI akhaMDitatA, tenI mahattA, tenI sarvajJatA, tenI zakti ane tenAmAM raheluM sukha, tenI sAme tAvika ane sAtvika vicAraNuM gaMbhIra chatAM saraLa bhASAmAM

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66 ahIM pU. mahAsatIjIe bahu ja suMdara dAkhalA, dRSTAMta ApIne samajAvI che. A pustakamAM pU. mahAsatIjIe uttarAyana sUtranuM 22 muM adhyayana ranemi '' nA adhikAra tathA jinasena ane rAmasena ''tu caritra saceTa ane josIlI zailImAM pharamAvyuM che. je khUba rasaprada ane kheAdhadAyaka che. je sAMbhaLatA zrotAeAnA hRdaya hacamacI uThatA. je vANInA prabhAvathI malADamAM tapa tyAganA pUra umaTayA hatA. pU. mahAsatIjInA pustakA vAMcatAM jANe ApaNuM pravacanakAra pU. satIjInA svamukhe ja vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatA hoya teve anubhava thAya che. A pustaka ApanI pAse mUkatA mane dhaNe! AnaMda thAya che. samAja ane jijJAsue temAMthI edhapATha laIne jarUrathI dharmAMte potAnA jIvanamAM vaNI le e ja abhyarthanA, AzA che ke A pustaka vAyaka baMdhuene mAnasika zAMti meLavavAmAM upayegI thaI paDaze. sukhadAtA sarjanahAra kA, satya svarUpa nirvANa, duHkhaharaNa muktikaraNa, gurU sama te jANu, sadgurU aisA kIjIe, jesA pUnamakA cAMda. teja kare paNa tape nahi, vartAve AnaMda, A pustakanA prakAzanamAM anya dAtAee ane khIjAee pratyakSa tathA parekSa rIte je phALA Apela che temanA huM RNI chuM. khAsa viSa pustaka prakAzanamAM tA pUjya tattvaciMtaka kamaLAbAi mahAsatIjI tathA khA. bra. pU. sa`gItAbAI mahAsatIjI athAga mahenatanA phaLarUpe ja A pustakanu AvuM suMdara saMkalana thayela che, tethI temanA ghaNA upakAra mAnu chuM. ane bhaviSyamAM paNa Avu suMdara sAhitya samAjanA utkarSa mATe prakAzana karavAno mane teetrI taka Ape e ja abhyarthanA, lI. naTavaralAla talacaMda zAha nA jayajInendra

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khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA sva. pUjya gacchAdhipati 1008 bA.bra. pU. zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanA ziSyA maMDaLanI nAmAvalI mahAsatIjInuM nAma janmasthaLa dIkSA mAsa tithi vAra ane dIkSAsthaLa saMvata 1 bA. ba. viduSI pU sANaMda 1996 vaizAkha suda 9 somavAra . zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI 2 pU. subhadrAbAI mahAsatIjI khabhata 2008 caitra suda 10 zukravAra pU. indubAI mahAsatIjI surata 2011 aSADa suda 5 gurUvAra dIkSAsthaLa-nAra 4 bA. ba. vasubaI mahAsatIjI vIramagAma 2013 mAgazara suda 5 zukravAra 5 bA. bhra, kAntAbAI mahAsatIjI sANaMda 2013 mAgazara suda 10 gurUvAra 6. pU. saguNAbAI mahAsatIjI lakhatara 2013 mahA suda 9 budhavAra che bA.. IndIrAbAI mahAsatIjI surata 2014 mAgazara suda 6 budhavAra 8 pU. zAntAbAI mahAsatIjI moDAsara 2014 mahA vada 7 semavAra dIkSA sthaLa-nAra 9 pU. kamaLAbAI mahAsatIjI khaMbhAta 2014 zAkha suda 6 zukravAra 10 sva. 5. tArAbAI mahAsatIjI amadAvAda 2014 aSADa suda 2 gurUvAra dIkSAsthaLa-sAbaramatI 11 bA, bra. caMdanabAI mahAsatIjI lakhatara 2017 mAgazara suda 6 gurUvAra 12 bA.bra. raMjanabAI mahAsatIjI sAbaramatI 2021 mahA suda 13 ravivAra dIkSALa-dAdara 13 bA.bra. nirmaLAbAI mahAsatIjI khaMbhAta 2021 mahA suda 13 ravivAra dIkSAsthaLa-dAdara - 14 bA. ba. zebhanAbAI mahAsatIjI lIbaDI 2012 auzAkha suda 11 ravivAra dIkSAsthaLa-malADa 15 pU. maMdAkinIbAI mahAsatIjI muMbaI mATuMgA 2023 mahA suda 8 zanivAra 16 bA. bra. saMgItAbAI mahAsatIjI khaMbhAta 2023 vaizAkha suda 5 ravivAra 17 bA. baM, harSidAbAI mahAsatIjI ghATakopara 2016 hauzAkha vada 11 ravivAra dIkSA sthaLa-bhAvanagara 18 bA. bra. sAdhanAbAI mahAsatIjI khaMbhAta 2029 mAgazara suda 9 gurUvAra 19 bA.bra. bhAvanAbAI mahAsatIjI mATuMgA-muMbaI 2020 dauzAkha suda 5 samavAra 20 bA.bra. praphalAbAI mahAsatIjI viramagAma = 033 mAgazara suda 6 zukavAra dakSiA sthaLa-malADa 21 bA.bra. sujAtAbAI mahAsatIjI dAdara-muMbaI 2033 vaizAkha suda 13 ravivAra

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mahA viduSI prakhara vyAkhyAtA bA.bra. pU. zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAna saMgraha nAma saMvata prata 85oo 1 "zAradA sudhA' bhAga 1-2 mATuMgA-muMbaI 2 "zAradA saMjIvanI bhAga 1-2-3 dAdara-muMbaI 3 "zAradA mAdhurI '' bhAga 1-2-3 ghATakopara muMbaI 4 zAradA parimala" bhAga 1-2-3 saMyukta-rAjakoTa pa zAradA saurabha bhAga 1-2-3 amadAvAda che "zAradA saritA >> kAMdAvADI-muMbaI 7 "zAradA jyota ? mATuMgA-muMbaI 8 "zAradA sAgara " vAlakezvara-muMbaI 9 zAradA zikhara ghATakopara-muMbaI 10 zAradA darzana borIvalI-muMbaI 11 "zAradA suvAsa >> malADa-muMbaI 2010 2020 2022 2026 2028 209 2030 2031 2832 2013 2034 6ooo 6ooo 2ooo 6000 55oo 3. oo Ocoo foooo (ooo 8ooo

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lAkho laDAvyA lADa amane, koDa sau pUrA karyA, e koDanA pUranAranA, keDa pUravA bhUlaze nahi, pUjya pitAzrI sva. talakacaMda sAkaLacaMda janma : rAjacarADI (jhAlAvADa) svargavAsa : malADa muMbaI saMvata 206 5 mAgazara vada 11 pUjya pitAzrI, ApazrInA pavitra jIvanamAMthI ame e sadAcAra ane sadvyavahAranA guNo meLavIne jIvanamAM samatA, samabhAva ane sarve paristhitimAM manane samAna avasthAmAM rAkhavAnuM zIkhyA chIe. ApazrI sarva pratye amIdraSTi rAkhatA hatA. chellA cAlIza varSathI sAdhu jevuM jIvana gALatA hatA. te saMsakAroe Aje amArA kuTuMbamAM sArI suvAsa phelAvI che. ApanI preraNAthI ame saMpattino sadvyaya karI rahyA chIe. paropakAra mATe A paNa tana, mana, dhana kharca. e sUtra ane ApanA taraphathI vArasAmAM maLela che ane tene ame jarUra amala karIe chIe, ane AgaLa paNa karatA rahezuM. jagatanA koI paNa kSetre amArI pragati thaI hoya to te ApanA siMcela susaMskAranuM ja phaLa che. aho pujya pitAzrI ! ame ApanuM RNa kadIye adA karI zakIzuM nahi, lI. Apane putra parivAra, pautro tathA samasta parivAra da, naTavaralAla talakacaMda zAhuM

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puchapa bichAvyA premathI, jeNe tamArA rAha para e rAhabaranA rAha para, kaMTaka kadI banaze nahi pUjya mAtuzrI maNIbahena talakacaMda zAha A pe amArAmAM bALapaNathI ja susa kAra tathA cAritranuM ghaDatara karyuM ane nAnapaNathI samajAvyuM ke je ja de te deva ane rAkhe te rAkSasa. " e ja saMsakAro Aje amane amArI saMpattinA sadupayoga karavAnI preraNA Ape che ApazrIe amAruM jIvana ghaDatara khUba suMdara rIte karela che. ane dAna, zIyaLa tapa ane tyA nI bhAvanA daDha karI che. nIti niyamathI jIvavuM ane ApaNA hakakanuM levu. IzvaramAM zraddhA rAkhI kArya karyuM javuM, AtmA karma no kartA ane bhAkatA che. evA saMskAra Ape amane Apela che. Aje ame je kAMI koIpaNa pragati karI zakayA chIe e ApanA sarakAranA bIjanuM vRkSa che. pU. bA ! ame ApanA upakArano badalo vALI zakIe tema nathI, ame ApanA 5 bhavabhavanA RNI chIe. lI. Apane putra parivAra, putravadhUo, pautro ane samasta parivAra, & TyuTa sTreTa zrI

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prakAzaka daMpatI - (rAjacarADI nivAsI, hAla malADa ) -- a, sau, vasaMtabena naTavaralAla zAha - zrI naTavaralAla talakacaMda zAha, parama pUjya pitAzrI tathA mAtu zrI, ApazrI ne, vaDIla, dAdA temaja dADImA taraphathI vArasAmAM, dhArmika tathA sAmAjIka kSetre sevA saDakAra ane sahayoganA je saMskAra prApta thayela che, ane Ape jIvanamAM vaNI lIdhela che tenI chAMyA tathA prabhAva amArA jIvata upara paDela che ja, eTaluM ja nahIM paraMtu Ape satata jAgRta rahI amArAmAM e saMskAronA bIja vAvI tenuM sIMcana karI rahela che. - A pazrIe e AvA janaupayegI, dharmanI prabhAvanA karatuM, ane jJAnanI vRkdhI karatuM pustaka prakAzanamAM yogya sahakAra ApI, saMpatine sadvyaya karI Atma saMtoSa meLave che te paNa ApanAmAM " " jIvaMta susaMskAro "nuM pratika che ane anya ne koIpaNa prakAre upayogI thavAnA ane pUNyane vege maLela saMpatine sadavyaya ane anyane mATe kAIka karI chUTavAne utama bhAva je Ape aneka dhArmika zaikSaNika, vaidakIya saMsthAone Apela Arthika sahayoga eja A bhAvanAnI pratryata rahela eTaluM ja nahIM* paraMtu amArA pU mAtuzrIe varSItapa tathA aneka nAnI moTI tapazcaryA karI dhama zraddhAne jema sonAmAM suM gadha " bhaLe tema mUrta svarUpa Apela che. aMtamAM ApanI preraNAo jemAM mukhyatve, dharma pratye zradhdhA, koInuM aNahakakanuM na levuM paraMtu zakti anusAra ApI tathA ghasAI chUTavuM, dharmagurU temaja gurUNI e pratye Adara sevA bhAva vigere amArA jIvanamAM eAta preta thaI jAya ane zAzana deva pAse eja prArthanA ke jema dIvAdAMDInA prakAza dvavArA vahANA sumAge vaLe che, tevIja rIte ApanA jIvana prakAzathI ame paNa amArA jIvanane unnata, ujjavaLa ane prakAzamaya banAvIe. eja lI. ApanA parivAra - maheza-hIteSa-bhAvanA-AratI

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sva. pitAzrI chaganalAla hIrAcaMda desAI amArAmAM saMskAra, sadAcAra ane cAritranuM siMcana karanAra pitAzrI amo ApanA RNI chIe. amArA kuTuMbanA sukAnI banI amArA kuTuMbamAM satya, niti ane sadAcAranuM sIMcana karI ane niSkAma ane nisvArtha bhAve yathAzakti dharmakArya satkAryo karavAnI je preraNA ApI tethI amo sevAnA kSetre ke mAnavatAnA kSetre je kaMI karI rahyA chIe te Apane ja AbhArI che. lI, Apano samasta parivAra.

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sva. mAtuzrI maNIbena chaganalAla desAI ApanA mAyALu ane premALa svabhAva sadAya hasamukhA caherA kuTuMba pratyenuM vAtsalya, saune madadarUpa thavAnI bhAvanA, dharma pratye aDaga zraddhA, tapazcaryA karavAnI prabaLa bhAvanA, sAdhu-sAdhvIjI nA darzana karavAnI utka bhAvanA A badhA saMskAra amArAmAM preraNA rUpe Ape reDayA che te ame kadI paNa vIsarIzuM nahIM'. tame bhale Aje deha rUpe amArI samakSa nathI, paNa tamArI suvAsa haju amArI sAthe ja che. tamAe batAvelA rAhe Aje ame cAlI e chIe. ane samagra parivAra sAthe khuba ja sukhI chIe Aje ame je kaI chIe te Apane ja AbhArI chIe, ApanA parivAra,

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sva. pU. pitAzrI zAmajI velajI virANI vahetA jaLa nirmaLa bhalA ane dhana dolata detA bhalA " e saMskAra Ape amane gaLathUthImAM pAyA, saMpatti ane samRddhi saMpa ane sadAcAra e to puNyanI prasAdI che. eTale maLelI lakSmI samAja kalyANanA, janatA janArdananA, svadhanI vAtsalyatAnA, kAryomAM vAparI. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya upArjana karavA mATe Ape amAruM' je cAritra ghaDatara karyuM te mATe ame samasta virANI parivAra ApanA janmojanmanA RNI chIe, maNilAla zAmajI virANI | ane parivAra,

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sva. pU. mAtuzrI kaDavIbAI zAmajIbhAi virANI Ape amArAmAM lakSmI e to sa dhyAnA raMga jevI, savAranA jhAkaLanA buMda jevI tathA vIjaLInA camakArA jevI caMcaLa che, evA saMskAronuM nAnapaNathI siMcana karyuM. ane jema phaLa Ave ane name tevI rIte la9mI maLavA chatAM niSkAma ane niHsvArtha bhAve vinaya ane vivekathI saMpattino sadupaga svadhamIe ane aneka janakalyANanA kAryo mATe karavA mATe Ape amane preraNA ApI te mATe ApanA janmojanmanA RNI chIe. maNilAla zAmajI virANI ane parivAra

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sva. dulabhajI zAmajI vIrANI vizALa vRkSanI chAyAmAM aneka 09o koIpaNa jJAtI ke jAtInA bhedabhAva vagara zAMti ane zItaLatA meLave che, abAla ane muMgA jIva sAtA ane sukha anubhave che. tema ApanI chatrachAyA nIce samAjanA khAnedAne kuTuMbanI pharaja de jarApaNa saMkeca vagara potAnI jarUriyAta ApanI pAse raju karatA ane A5 'jamaNA hAtha Ape paNa DAbe hAtha jA ze nahi" tevA gauravathI temanuM svamAna ghavAyA vagara hasatA hasatA mokalatA ane zAMtvana ApatA ke pharIthI jyAre jarUra paDe tyAre A ghara tamAruM mAnI vinA saMkoce Avaze. AvI ApanA vizALa-dIla bhAvanAone yAda karIne kahe che lAkhA marajo paNa lAkhAne pAlaNahAra na maraze."

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sva. pU. mAtuzrI navalabahena maNilAla virANI janma tA. 10-1-1911 svargavAsa tA. 12-2-1976 dhUpasaLI saLage ane AkhAe vAtAvaraNamAM sugadha sugaMdha phelAI jAya tema ApanA pagale pagale AkhA e kuTuMbamAM dAna ane dayAnI, tapa ane tyAganI vinaya ane vivekanI, saMpa ane samarpaNanI khuba mahe kavA mAMDI, Ape sIcelA AvA saM sakArAthI AkhuM e kuTuMba naMdanavana banI gayuM'. ApanA A aNamola vArasAnuM ame khUba khUba jatana karIne ApanA pratyenuM RNa kiMcita yugu adA karyAno saMtoSa anubhavazuM, li. Apano parivAra vAsaMtI anIla-AratI, arUNa-sudhA, atula-avanI

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sva. chaganalAla zAmajIbhAI virANI jemanA dAnaHvaDe: jaina tathA jainettara samAjanI, janakalyANanI tathA mAnavatAnI anekavidha-pravRttione navajIvana maLyuM che temAM rAjakoTanI aneka saMsthAomAM TrasTI tathA Trejharara hatA. temaNe saurASTranA ghaNAM sthaLAe upAya virANI hAIskUla, virANI kanyA vidyAlaya, muMgA-baherAnI zALA jevo aneka saMsthAomAM meTuM dAna ApyuM che. pote ghaNAM dayALu, dhArmika vRttivALA ane premALa hatA.

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gaM', sva, vRjakuMvarabena chaganalAla virANI Ape amArAmAM dAna, dayA, tapa ane anukazmAnA saMskAra reDI amArU ane samagra parivAranuM jIvana khudhdhathI mahekatuM karyuM ane amane sukhI jIvana jIvavAne maMtra Apyo ke : sata karma vagara saMpati vadhatI nathI saMyama vagara saMpati TakatI nathI. dAna vagara saMpati zebhatI nathI jaya tIlAla chaganalAla zazIkAnta chaganalAla bhupata bhAI chaganalAla caMpakalAla chaganalAla thA parivAra

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zrI khImacaMda tribhAvana koDa vaya va 90 upaleTA (saurASTra) jemaNe potAnA vatanamAM pU. sa ta satIjIenI dhArmika sevA karI che. upaleTAnI pAMjarApALa, sArvajanika aMgrejI skUla, jaina dhArmika zALA, jIvadayA khAtu vagere saMsthAeAmAM tana, mana, dhanathI sevA ApI che. ze kuTuMbanuM sadAvrata varSothI calAvyuM che ane potAnuM jIvana atyaMta sAdAIthI dharma bhAvanAmAM vItAve che. li. gIrajAzakara khImaca'da roDa

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pU. mAtuzrI jeThIbAI amArAmAM Ape bALapaNamAM saMskAra ane cAritranuM ghaDatara karyuM ane gaLathuthImAM ghUMTI ghUMTIne pAyuM ke "je de te deva ane rAkhe te rAkSasa " jenAmAM devAnI vRtti che te daivI vRtti che ane jenAmAM rAkhavAnI-saMdharavAnI vRtti che te rAkSasI vRtti che. ApanA saMskArane jIvanamAM ame vaNI ane pUNyanA cage jyAre saMpatti maLI tyAre tene saupayoga karatA ja rahyA chIe kAraNa Ape dIdhelI zIkhAmaNa : vahetA jaLa nirmaLa bhalA, sAdhu vicaratA bhalA dhana dolata detA bhalA are barAbara AcaraNamAM mUkI rahyA chIe (ba, ApanA janmojanmanA RNI nagInadAsa, lIlAvatI hiMmatalAla, nirmaLA rasIkalAla, gulAba

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zrI hi matalAla nyAlacaMda dozI " karmaNyeva mAdhakArate... " bhagavAna zrIkRSNanA upade hoya ke jaina darzanane ja karma ma' hoya. Ape e upadezane akSarazaH ApanA jIvanamAM utArI vatana vAMkAnerathI mohamayI: muMbaI nagarImAM AvI artha-upArjanamAM kAryarata thayA, ApanI Arthika pragatinI sAthe vArasAgata maLela dAna, dayA, anu ka pA bAda dhArmika saMskAranuM je daDha sIMcana ApanAmAM thayela, ane ApanA laghubaMdhu zrI rasikalAla dozI tathA anya kuTuMbIjanonA yogya sahakArathI mAdare vatana vAMkAneramAM garIba tathA jarUriyAtavALI baMdhuonI pIDAne jANI mAnavatAnA temaja samAjakalyANanA kAryo-sArvajanika davAkhAnuM anya Arthika sahAya, muMgA pazuonI sArasaMbhALa tathA ghAsacArA ane ghara AMgaNe ucca keLavaNI ApI zakAya mATe ArTasa ane komarsa kolejanI sthApanA ane vikAsa mATe bhAre jahemata uThAvazI-te kharekhara prazaMsanIya che. paramakRpALu paramAtmA, AvA aneka sevAnAM kAryo karavA, Apane saMpUrNa taMdurastIbharyuM dIrdhAyu bakSe evI prArthanA.

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zrI sikalAla nyAlacaMda dozI hiMmatabhAI ane rasikabhAI eTale jANe rAma lamaNanI joDI. nirmaLAbahena ane gulAbahena ja vasatupALanA jamAnAnI derANI jeThANInI joDI, puruSArtha puruSane paNa lakSmI strInI, baMnenA pagale lamI aDhaLaka AvI paNa teno saddaupayoga karavAmAM hameza' bane e prAsAhana tathA preraNA ApI eTalu ja nahi 5gu sahaga Abhe. rasikabhAIe paNa satAnI vANIne gaLathuthImAM gurathI rAkhI ane kamANImAM bhagavAnano bhAga rAkhIne saMpattino sadaupaga vatananA vikAsamAM, mAnavatAnA ane dhama utthAnanA ane jJAnapracAranA kAmamAM karIne bIjAne Adarza pUrA pADaye ke : maLI jo saMpatti tamane vAparajo sata kAryamAM nahitara pachI pastAvuM paDaze jyAre pUNya tamAruM khuTI jaze

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zrI malADa sthA. jaina zrAvaka sa`ghanA ceramena, TrasTI tathA saMghanA sukAnI muLa vatana kaccha patrI, teenA vyavasAyI jIvanano zarUAta anAja tathA karIyANAnA svataMtra vyApAra nAnapaNathI muMbai AvI zarU karela temAMthI ApabaLe peAtAnI kuzAga buddhithI ane sAhasIka vRttithI - uttarAuttara pragati karI malADanA AgevAna vepArI tarIke sthAna prApta karela che. bIlDIMga maTIrIyalsa barasana gesanI ejansI uparAMta aneka vyavasAye temaNe Adaro dareka kSetre siddhi prApta karela che eTalu ja nahIM paraMtu dhA ika, sAmAjIka ane rAjakIya kSetre paNa mahatvapUrNa sevA Ape che. malADa sudharAinA sabhyasthAne, malADa kAMgresanA pramukha sthAne, malADa dANAnA vyApArI maMDaLanA pramukhasthAne, khAe saba na grena DIlarsanA agragaNya, zrI zve.sthA. jaina yuvaka maMDaLanA mAjI pramukha, mahAvIra kalInIkanA TrasTI, putro samAjanA TrasTI, esa. ke. pATIla ArogyadhAmanA khajAnacI, malADa saMghanA pramukha temaja menejIMga TrasTI temaja anya zaikSaNika, dhArmi ka rAjakIya tathA sAmAjIka saMsthAomAM mAnabharyuM" sthAna prApta (kaccha patrIniAsI hAla malADa) karI, agrasthAna meLavI cukayA che. sUrata rela rAhata zrI umarazI bhImazIbhAi vIrA temaja kaccha dharatIka 5 vakhate teenI sevA noMdhapAtra hatI. jeenI preraNAthI ja temanA suputra taraphathI rUA.25001)nI udAra sakhAvata jAhera karI malADa saMdha, saMcAlita vamAna Aya Mbilatapa khAtA sAthe temanA patnI zrImatI pAnabAI umarazI bhImazImAi vIrAnu nAma joDAyela che. uparAMta temanA dAnanA pravAha, malADanI mahilA kAleja, zrI zve sthA. jaina yuvakamaMDaLa, malADa sthA. jaina saMdha tathA anya sa MsthAene avirata paNe maLela che. uparAMta temanA vatana patrI-AyaMbilakhAtAmAM, sarvodaya samAja, putrI vidyArthI gRDa, gAMdhIvidyAlaya tathA anya nAnI meATI saMsthAone dAna ApI vatana pratyenu Rgu adA karela che. AvA sevAbhAvI ka - vyaniSTha utsAhI mIlanasAra svabhAvanA sahuthI sajjanane pramukha tarIke meLavavA badala malADa zrI saMdha gaurava anubhave che ane teenI rAbarI nIce zrI malADa saMdha Arthika temaja vahIvaTI kSetre uttarAttara vikAsa pAmaze e nirvivAda che

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sva. zrImatI pAnabAI umarazIbhAI vIrA vagaMvAzI (.so) pAnabAI umare zI vIrA. e jahu aphare kapha phagabaDaza ja 8 2 : dharma parAyaNa ane jemanuM hadaya ucca dhArmika bhAva Atizya bhAva ane sevAnuM' triveNI saMgama hatuM, jemAM sadA zAMta ane sau prakati dharAvatAM hatAM. jemanAMmAM kuTuMba pratye hADohADa vAsa ane mamatA hatI. temanI punita yAda kAyama rAkhavA zrI umarazIbhAI bhImazI bhAI vIrAnI preraNAM maLatAM ja temanA suputro zrI haMsarAjabhAI, zrI rAdhavajIbhAI, zrI lakSmIcaMdubhAI ane zrI talakazIbhAI vIrAe vardhamAna AyaMbIla ta5 khAtA upara karachapatrI nivAsI zrImatI pAnabAI umarazIbhAI vIrAnuM nAma joDavA rUA. 25001] jevI udAra sakhAvata ApI mAtRRNa cukavI dhanya banyA che. Aje ame " je kAMI chIe ? te teo zrI nI dharmazraddhA, sevAvRti ane kuTuba vAtsalya bhAvanA susaMskAranA sIMcananuM phaLa che. --- ame chIe - temanA pUvo, pUtravadhuo, pUtrIo temaja parivAra

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jayotsanAbena dhIrajalAla zAha dhIrajalAla talakacaMda zAhe josanA bahena mukti mahilA maMDaLa malADanuM pramukhapada saMbhALe che. A javAbadArI saMbhALavA emanI yogyatAnuM mUlyAMkana emanA jIvanamAM bahu spaSTa rIte jovA maLe che. akhuTa dolata gharamAM hovA chatAM jIvanamAM emaNe sAdAI ane viveka jALavyo che. dharmanA kAryomAM e hamezAM mokhare rahyA che eTaluM ja nahIM potAnA saMtAnone paNa emaNe tapazcaryAmaya jIvananI keLavaNI ApI che. svabhAve mRdu ane mItabhASI A sanArInA nAmanI eka zaikSaNika saMsthA sanA dhIrajalAla talakacaMda hAIskUla paNa malADa pUrvamAM pragatimaya kArya karI rahI che garIbone madadarUpa thavuM e paNa emanA jIvanano eka Adarza rahyo che, zeThazrI dhIrUbhAI e malADamAM eka lokapriya nAma che. tema se zarU karelA plAsTIkanI baMgaDIne dhaMdhe dezavideza sudhI dhamadhokAra cAle che. malADamAM vaselA A pratiSThata zroma te phakta paisA kamAI jANyuM nathI paraMtu te vAparI jAryo che. zaikSaNika sa sthAomAM dhArmika maMDaLamAM ke davAkhAnA jevI sAmAjika sevA saMsthAomAM teo TrasTIpada saMbhALe che. dhArmika, sAmAjika, ke zaikSaNika saMsthAone temanI sadhdhara dAnavRtine Teke che. teo pote jIvanamAM dharma ane tapazcaryA ne khU maja mahatva Ape che. sAdAIthI rahetA A sadagRhasthane kudarate vANImAM vinaya bhASAnI saraLatA ApI che.

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mATa davAva para pAmapa devaca'da neNazIbhAI saMghavI, (morabI nivAsI) maNIbAi devacaMda saMghavI 16varSe, vatana choDI, karAMcImAM kuneha ane dIrdha dRSTithI zanyamAMthI sarjana karyuM. dhaMdhAkIya tathA dhArmikakSetre mahatvano phALo Apyo. mukhya, karAMcI sthA. jaina saMghanA varSothI menTrasTI rahI, anArya dezamAM prathama ja jaine nA saMtavihAra aMge jahematathI karAMcI catU mAsa karAvI saMtasamAgamane mahAna lAbha prApta karela. sevAkSetre, vaNIka mahAjana, jaina sahAyaka maMDaLa dazA, vaNIka kanjhayumara - sTAra, vagere saMsthAnA praNetA, mukhya (deha vilaya H tAH 1-5-1963), kArya kara, rahela, (deha vilaya H tAH 1-2-1962) | dAnakSetre, hAlAI vaNIka vADImAM "mAtuzrI kaMkubAI hola '', siMdha, haidrAbAda upAzraya, karAMcI upAzraya, jaina pAThazALa , karAMcI jaina seneTorIyamanA mukhya sahAyaka, rahela. TUMkamAM, dhArmika, dhaMdhAkIya, tathA sevAnA kSetramAM Ape AgavuM sthAna prApta karela. mAtuzrI maNIbAI, senAmAM suMgadhanI jema pratyeka zubha kAryamAM, sahAyaka, preraka, ane Adarza sahadharmacAriNI banI jIvanane pupanI parAganI jema suvAsita karela, mamatALu udAradila, temaja dhamaM zradhAmAM ArAdhela, varSItapa, seLabhaju, aThThAI vigere tapazcaryAethI jIvana sArthaka karI dhArmika saMskAronuM sIMcana karela.. lI, ApanA, putra : mulacaMda devacaMda saMghavI, -tathA parivAra putravadhu : maMgaLAgaurI mulacaMda saMghavI, tejasvI saMskAra vArasAmAM maLatA ja Ape dhArmika saMghavI mulacaMda devacaMda, tathA sAmAjIka, tathA meDIkala kSetre malADanI, zrI, vardha. sthA. zrImatI maMgaLArgo rI mulacaMda saMghavI jainasaMdha, zrI, jaina yuvaka maMDaLa, zrI. saudaza tAlukA sthA. jaina samAja, karAMcI gujarAtI sevA samAja, ema. ema. hAIskula vidyAthI" maMDaLa, mahAvIra kalInIka, muMbaI mahAsaMdha dhArmika zikSaNa samiti, vagere saMsthAomAM sakrIya bhAga laI, samayano bhAga tathA dravya sahAya dvArA sa sthAene pratibhAzALI banAvavA noMdhapAtra phALe Age che. puNya mege prApta saMpattine sadavyaya, aneka saMsthAo jemAM malADasa'dhane PS4 devacaMda neNazIbhAi saMghavI hAla, 2 dazA tAlukA samAjanI " saMdhavI devacaMda neNazIbhAI meDIkala rAhata yojanA' '' mahAvIra kalInIkanI " maMgaLAgaurI mulacaMda saMghavI daMta vibhAga kAMdAvADI che 4 kalinIka, chAtrAlaya mukhyatve rahela che. | " muMdrAmAM ratna kaNIkA" jema zobhe tema, a. sau. maMgaLAgaurI ApanI dareka zubha pravRtiomAM etapreta banI utsAha preraNA ApI Adarza gRhINI tarIke ApanI pratibhAne vadhu ujjavaLatA apela che. ApanA putro, ApanI putrIe,. kitI kumAra saMghavI, manojakumAra saMghavI a, sau. sejala(caMdrIkA) mahetA, a, sau, kitIdA khArA

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zrI ratilAla suMdarajI kAmadAra a, sau. kAntAbena ratilAla kAmadAra jI dagInI lIlI sukI joyA pachI je kAMI pAmyA che. tenA sau paga karI je ApanA pAsethI meLavyuM che tene aparNa karI ApanuM RNa adA karI rahayA che. zrI, kale. sthA. jaina yuvakama DaLa malADanA pramukha che. zrI vardhamAna sthA. jaina zrAvaka saMdha malADanA upapramukha che. saMdhasaMcAlita lAyabrerInuM nAma mATe udAra dIle dAna Apela che. potAnA uMbare AvanAra vyakti saMsthAnA kArya kara ke pachI sahadharma bhAI-bahena hoya. darekane mAThe AvakAra ApI pati pAse kaMI ne kaMI AvanAranI jhoLImAM nakhAvI saMtoSa pAmanAra A sannArIe potAnA alaga vyaktitva mATe | kayAreya vicAryuM nathI ethIja emanuM dAmpatya jIvana haryuM" bharyuM ane sa teSI che jIvanamAM AvI khI mATI saphaLatA kaI hoI zake?

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zrI temacaMdra nAnacaMda zAha ( navasArI ) ApanuM jIvana dAna, dayA, nikhAlasattA, sa MtA pratyenI apUrva bhaktibhAvanA Adi guNAtI suvAsathI madhamadhI rahyuM che. mAtApitAnA Adarza sa skArAne Ape ApanA jIvanamAM apanAvIne ApanuM jIvana dharma bhAvanAthI ane guNeAthI ujjavaLa khanAvyuM che. saMpatti maLavA chatAM sapatinA mAhamAM nahIM phasAtA tenA dhArmika kSetromAM, svadhI vAtsalyatAnA kAryomAM sadaupayoga karI rahyA che. ApanA bhAIe tathA kAkAe bhAgavatI dIkSA grahaNa karI che ane Apa paNa sauMsAramAM rahevA chatAM Adarza chatrana jIvI rahyA che. rathane sArI rIte calAvavA mATe be paiDA sarakhA joIe. sAgarane saphaLatAthI taravA mATe hADInA halesA paNa kha'ne sarakhA joIe. tevI rIte Aje dhArmi ka ane AdhyAtmika rIte huM je karI rahI chuM temAM ApanA mane suMdara sahayoga ane sahakAra maLela che. lI a. sau. kusuma nAcaMda zaha tathA ApanA AjJAMkita putro.

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zrI prItamalAla mohanalAla daphatarI kame zurA ane dharme zurA e mujaba karmanI jemaja Ape dharmane paNa jIvanamAM sevyAM. AjIvana " brahmacarya' ''nu vrata aMgIkAra karI Ape amane dharma ane saMyamanA rAha batAvyA. sAdhu sAdhvIjIe pratyenI ApanI apAra lAgaNI tathA sAmAjika ane mAnavatAnA kSetre ApatuM pradAna amane amArA jevAM anekane preraNAM rUpa che. pramANikattA, tapa, dAna, karakasara, saMyama ane saccAInA A ucca saskAra amArAmAM reDayAM tenA mATe ame ApanuM RNa kadI nahI cukavI zakIe. A guNAnuM jatana ane jIvanabhara karI ApavAnuM RNa yata icata paNa adA karavAnI kroziSa karIzuM. ApanA dAkhavela rAhu uparathI ame kadi calita na thaIe evI vIra prabhune prArthanA. . sau. kusumaaina prItamalAla tarI deza paNa je mAtRvAtsahyane jha MkhatA hoya che evI mAnA guNagAna gAvA eTale taraNAvI samudra taravA. kharekhara, mA amArA uparanA tamArA agaNita upakAranu RNa ame kaMi rIte aA karIzu ? tamArA guNA jevA ke karakasara, saMyama, sahanazIlatA vI. amArAmAM UMDI chApa paDI che. vaLI seAnAmAM sugaMdha jevuM brahmacarya vrata, jenA khI tame amArAmAM vAgyA che. te jarUra vRkSa thaI peAgaraze. phUlonI pathArImAM ucharelA tame kAMTA upara paNa hasatAM hasatAM cAlI Aje amArA mATe phUleAja pAtharyA che. mA tamArI mIDI chAyAmAM ame sau saMpathI AnaMdathI jIvIe ane kAyama tamArI khUba sevA karIe tevA AzIvAda vIra prabhu pAse mAgIe chIe. lI. Apane AjJA kata parivAra nirmala - jayeza, saurabha - sAnala aMjanA - cetanA, sidyArthI tthA Aditya

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sva. mAtuzrI khImabena mAlazI gaMgara a.sau. kezarabena premajIbhAI gaMgara he jananI ! mArA jIvana para tArA je asIma upakAre che tene huM kema bhUlI zaku ? jevI tArI mamatA hatI tevI ja tArI samatA hatI jevI tArI dharmabhAvanA hatI tevI ja tArI maMgala kAmanA hatI. tArI A bhAvanAone mArA aMtaratama bhAvo vaDe huM abhivaMdu chuM tArA sadAne RNI putra lI. tArA sadAne RNI putra premajI mAlazI gaMgara haiyu sukomaLa ane snehabhInuM dayA bhInuM | dIla che tama ; daDha saMkalpa sAthe kartavyaniSThA name tama guNone ura samaruM. mAtRdevo bhava amArAmAM surakA nuM siMcana karI amAruM jIvana ghaDatara karI Apane upakArane kema bhUlI zakIe ApazrI saMtasevA temaja dharma karaNIne dhAja lAbha laI rahyA cho. ane amane paNa te mArge javAnI preraNA ApI rahyA che. lI. ApanA parivAra

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bhArata kalIpa menyuphekacarIMga kAM. 20, kIcana gArDana lena muMbaI 4002 tAra : mAsTa kalIpa phona : 34 76 69 nA bhAgIdAra sva. zrI ramaNIkalAla nAraNadAsa zAhI sva zrI jayaMtilAla kasturacaMda zeTha (khAMDIvALA) (jhAlALA vALA) G) jemaNe sneha ane premabharI kuTuMba bhA nAthI bharelu jIvana jIvIne amane badhAne hamezanI preraNA ApI che. temanI sneha yAdamAM pani putro putravadhu, putrI, bhAIo ane a yu kuTuMbIjano jeee ApameLe muzkelImAM AgaLa vadhI bhArata kalIpanI sthApanA karI ane saMgIna pAyA upara 2JkI sAthe sAthe kuTuMbIone paNa haMmezAM sneha sAtha ane premanI saravANImAM huMpha ApI. svajane mAM, mItromAM ane aneka ajANyA jaNA paNa ajAtazatru tarIke paMkAI acAnaka bharayuvAnImAM mahA bhikrama zu karyuM. temane hamezanI zItala ane pravitra yAdamAM mAtA, patnI, putrI e putro, bhAIo ane anya kuTuMbIjano,

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sva. pitAzrI nihAlacaMda pUnamacaMda mahetA pAlanapura nivAsI sva. rmAtuzrI kezarabena nihAlacaMda mahetA pAlanapura nivAsI Ape amArAmAM bALapaNathI saMskAra ane cAritranuM ghaDatara karI mAnavatAnI maheka mahekAvI che. tapa tyAganA saMskAronuM siMcana karIne dharmane marma samajAvI dharma pratyenI zraddhA daDha karI che. to he mAtA pitA ? tamArA amArA anaMta (2) upakAra che. sahanazIlatA, dharmabhAvanA, saracArda, saraLatA jevAM guNA tamArA jIvananA Adarzo hatA. e Adarone ame apanAvI mamatALuM mAtA ane premALa pitAnA RNamAMthI vartakacita mukta thavA prayatnazIla banI be eja mananI maMgala manISA. sva. pitAzrI punamacaMda bAdaramala parIkha, pAlanapura nivAsI ApanA jIvanamAM sahAnubhUti, satyatA, samatA ane anukaMpAnA s skAronI suvAsa amArA haiyAmAM prasarI che. ApanA dharmamaya jIvanathI amArAmAM dharma pratyenI dhagasa a anerI zradhdhA pragaTI che. ApanI preraNA ane mUrtima ta banAvIe eja aMtaranI Ahaleka Araju. li. Apane parivAra,

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sva, dhoLIbena ghelAbhAi kaTArI mAtuzrI jaDAvabena DAyAlAla gAMdhI he jananI ! mArA jIvana para tArA je asIma upakAre che tene huM kema bhUlI zaku ? jevI tArI mamatA hatI tevIja tArI samatA hatI evI ja tArI maMgala kAmanA hatI. tArI A bhAvanA ane mArA aMtaratama bhAvo vaDe huM abhivaMdu chuM tAro sadAne RNI putra nAthAlAla ghelAbhAI koThArI tathA samasta parivAra. sva. praviNacaMdra revAzaMkara dozI bAlyAvasthAthIja hArAmAM dhArmika saMskArAnuM siMcana karanAra, vAtsalyanA nIramAM navaDAvI jIvananA ghaDataramAM, dilanI dIlAvaratA arpanAra mAtAnA mAMgalika AzirvAda varasatA rahe evI IcchAne Irachuka, Apane putra choTAlAla DAhyAlAla gAMdhI temaja samasta parivAra kula gayu phorama rahI gaI ?" bharayuvAna vayamAM ekAeka tame amane choDIne cAlyA gayA, paraMtu tamArA mIThA smaraNo tamArA premALa ane hasamukhA svabhAva ame badhAya bhUlI zakatA nathI. 1 lI : mAtuzrI kasuMbAbena revAzaMkara dozI ane bhAIo, jayaMtIlAla revAzaMkara dozI tathA caMdulAla revAza kara dozI, (malADa )

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nAjI nA batabhAI khatarA ANa da vorA, gAma : patrIkaracha hAla malADa sva. rAmajIbhAi nAgazIbhAI bhiDIyA (gAma : kaca chagu dAlA hAla malADa) amArA pU. pitAzrInI saMvata 2004nA janma tA. 24-3-1917 dehavilaya 15-1-1977 besatA varase chatrachAyA gumAvyA pachI Ape - jemanAmAM dharmanA saMsakArA sAthe saraLatAno suMdara ApanI javAbadArI adA karI amane susaMsakAro sumeLa hatA.malADasaMghanA maMtrI temaja sakrIya kAryakara ApyA che. Apane chellA paMdara varSathI dharmano tarIke teonI sevA noMdha pAtra che. puNyane yoge raMga lAgyA che. Izvara pAse prArthanA karIe ke prApta thayela lakSmIne sadavyaya karo evI haMmezA tamArI sevA karavAmAMthI amane calita na kare. bha vanA sevatA. eja preraNA ane mArgadarzana lI. ratanazI khetazI vIrA amArA jIvanamAM ApavA badala ApanA RNI chIe ane parivAra, ApanA dharmapatnI ga. sva. mIThAbAI, putro, - (ba bubhAI) ratIlAla, harakhacaMda, tathA parivAra deha vilaya : saMvata 20 13 vada zukravAra sva. ratilAla harakhacaMda khArA tA. 26-12-1956 Ape amArA jIvanamAM je dhArmika saMskArAne bIjavAvI jIvanane sadAcAra ane saMskArItAnA pavitra paMthe vALavI preraNAMnA pavitra pANInuM siM yana karela tenA phaLa svarUpe amArA jIvanamAM Aje dharmazraddhA, samAjasevA tathA satasevAnA sumana khIlyA te upakArano badalo vALavA ame sarmatha nathI. chatAMya yatakiMgata | mukta thavA mATe zrI sau daza tA sthA. jaina samAja saMcAlita '"vAsAvaDa nivAsI sva. ratIlAla harakhacaMda khArA sahAyaka yojanA '' dvArA temaja dhArmika ane sAmAjIka kSetre saMpattinA sadvyaya karI Ape Apela preraNAne mUrta svarUpa ApavA namra prayAsa karIe chIe. ame chIe ApanA dharmapatnI samastabena khArA putro : ramaNalAla, yusaMvata, zaileSa tathA parivAra,

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sva. mAtuzrI sa MtAbena vaNA zI gADA pUjya mAtuzrI, Ape . amArA jIvana ghaDataramAM dhArmika saMskAranuM si Mcana karyuM temaja amAne e ja saskArIe dharma kAryo temaja satakAryo karavAnI preraNA Apela che. Apa pUjya sata satIzrIenA darzana karI . teonA satasa MganA anupama lAbha lai rahyA che ane lakSmInA sayu sanmArge karI rahyA che! je kArya ameAne paNa teja mArge javA preraNA ApI rahyuM che. lI. ApanA parivAra thAnagaDha nivAsI sva. zAMtAbena pItAMbaradAsa dAzI janmaH 16-8-15 avasAna : 28-7-69 zrI pAnAcaMdrabhAi DuMgarazIbhAi turakhIyA teozrI sAhaseAdAgara, udAracarita ane dAnezvarI che. aneka dhArmika ke sAmAjIka, zaikSaNika ke vaidakIya, sasthAone navapallita karela che. jhAlAvADI sabhA, za khezvara bheAjanazALA aMdherI kalInIka dazA zrImALI bheAjanAlaya, mATuMgA jaina keLavaNI maMDaLa jIvadayA maMDaLa, surendranagara pASadha zALA jorAvaranagaramAM zALA, surata heAspITala vagere sAMsthAe tenI sAkSI pure che. amArA sva. pU. mAtuzrI jeezrInA dhama temaja saMsAra jIvana jIvavAnA Adarza ame sau svajane mATe preraNA strota sameA hatA. evA sahudI mAnuzrInA AtmAne ame cIra zakti prAthI e chIe. ApanA bALakA. mahendra--bIpIna --~hItendra tathA a.sau. varSA, a.sau. haMsA. a. sau. vhena bhAratI saMta caraNa raja pItAMmbaradAsa tthA kuTu bIjane

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khaMbhAta nivAsI vADIlAla phUlacaMdabhAi paTela (jhaverI) khaMbhAta nivAsI cImanalAla choTAlAla kApaDIyA (jhaverI. jeoe nAnI uMmaramAM javerAtanA dhaMdhA mAM jhaMpalAvI vyApArI kSetre sArI nAmanA prApta karI che temaja saMta satIzrI enI sevA ane dha pa pratyenI aDaga zraddhAtho khaMbhAta sudhamAM agragaNya sthAna prApta karela che. zrI prANalAla manasukhalAla mahetA (ga,ma : bAla bhA hAla : malADa) teozrIne jhaverAtane vyavasAya che temaja khaMbhAta saMdhanI 10 varSa sudhI sakriya sevA karela che temaja khaMbhAta saMdhanI pramukha tarIke rahIne paNa sArI sevA bajAvela hatI. temaja saMtasatIzrIonI sevA karavAno temaja teone pratye Adara bhAvae teonI viziSThatA che. haju paNa khaMbhAta saMdhanA sakrIya kAryakara tarIke sevA bajAvI rahela che. khUba ja nAnI vaye Ape AphIkA temaja paradeza jaI sAhasika vRttithI vepArakSetre AgavuM sthAna prApta karela, malADamAM dhArmikakSetre malADa sthA. jainasaMdhanA kamiTI sabhya tarIke rahI varSo thI sevAo Apela che jemAM AyaMbIla khAtAmAM anupama sevA Apela che. sAmAjIkakSetre zrI saurASTra dazA tA, sthA. samAjanA pramukha sthAne rahI samAjanI pragatimAM noMdhapAtra phALo Apela che. kuTuMba vAtsalyatA bhAva, koIpaNanuM zakti anusAra kAMika karI chuTavuM evI sadabhAvanA Apa nAmAM haraha meza jAgRta rahela che. AvA sadaguNAthI preraNA ane mArgadarzana ane ApanA taraphathI satata maLatA rahe che. ame ApanA RNI chIe putreA. maganalAlubhAI, cImanalAlabhAI, putravadhue tathA parivAra

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sva. sa jaya dAlApabhAI mATalAyA ra, navAnavA 4 rAjAlAla rAhu surendranagara ni.sI amerIkAmAM moTarakAra ekasIDanTa thatA, AtmIka kArya sAdhavAmAM jemaNe sahajAma svarUpa parama gurU " nuM satata raTaNa karI deha tyAga karyo jama deha vilaya muMbaI 21-9-1953 sAnTAmenIkA kelIphoranI A (amerIkA) tA. 7-1-1979 sva. kaMcanabena amulakha gAMdhI (lI baDI) phula gayuM ane phorama rahI gaI " yuvAnavaye akasmAtaka ane akALa avAsana thayela. Apane saraLa ane maLatAvaDA svabhAva, harahameza amArI smRti kAyama yAda Ave che ane tamee phelAvelI suvAsa haja madhamadhI rahela che. ame chIe ApanA, ramezacaMdra vADIlAla zAha tathA kuTuMbIjano ( vIlepArlA-muM baI ) - zrI khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA zrIjaina zAzananA sitArA bA. bra, 5, pU. zrI zAradAbAi mahAsatIjInI suziSyA bA. bra. 5. pU. zrI zobhanA bAI mahAsatIjIne saMsArI mAtuzrI : - susaMskArI, sadAcArI, cAritrazIla, mAtuzrI Ape amAne nAnapaNamAMthI ja dharma bhAvanA, satya, dayA. dAna, saraLatA, zubhaniSTha1. vi. je ucca saMskAronuM siMcana karyuM che. tene amo Ayara - mAM mUkI ApanuM RNa adA karI jIvanamAM saMtoSa anubhavie chIe, lI. Apane bhavobhavanA RNI parivAra da : rajanIkAnta, sUryakAnta, pravikAnta, tathA caMdrakAnta janma sa, 1977 | maraNa sa, 2025

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pistAdevI bhavaralAla DAbA (gAma sArananivAsI hAla malADu sva, jayAlakSmIbena DAhyAlAla daphatarI hAla : malADa merakhI nivAsI nara kI jeo taraphathI malADa sthA. jainasaMdhane AsomAsanI navapada AMbIlanI eALI upara nAmakaraNa aMge rUA. 11001, temanA pU, sAsu zrI pepIbena pRthvIrAja dhulacaMda DAgAnuM zubhanAma ApI temanA pratyenA pUjyabhAva pragaTa karI, karma nirjarAnI cejanAne suMdara sahaga, maLela che. | kharekhara teo, dharma pratye zradhdhAvAna, kuTuMba vAtsalya bhAvanAvALA temaja Adarza grahaNI che. svargavAsa tA, 2-2-73 sevAbhAvI vAtsalya mUti-dayALuM pU. mAtuzrI Apa amArA 90 vanamAM dhama sevA tathA saMskAranuM siMcana karI ane sAdhu sAdhvIonI sevA tathA 6 natI je preraNA Apela che. te mATe ame ApanA janmojanmanA RNI chIe Apane ke TI koTI vaMdana ! lI jazavaMta DAhyAlAla daphatarI | nItA. je. daphatarI bakuleza je. daphatarI a. sau. madhubena, pUSpalatA, vinodInI sva, ujamamA lIlAdhara ThAkarasI lAkhANI lAlAvALA teo sevAbhAvI kuTuMba bhAvanAvALA milanasAra mAyALu AnaMdI svabhAvanA hatA. te zrI nAgaradAsa lIlAdhara lAkhA Sii malADavALA, zrI dhIrajalAla lIlAdhara lAkhANI madrAsavALA zrI vinodarAya lIla dhara lAkhANI ghATakoparavALA nA mAtuzrI. teo deharUpI atyAre amArI sAthe nathI paNa teo nI suvAsa ane zraddhA kAyama amArI sAthe che. teone amArA darekanA vaMdana.

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mAtuzrI samajubena amaracaMda sAta nAgalapura (malADa) mAtuzrI acaratabena vIrajIbhAI jhATakIyA saMskArI sadAcArI ane cAritryazIla mAtA sau zikSakanuM kAma kare che. Ape ane dharma dhyAna ane tapa tyAganA mArganuM siMcana karyuM che. tene ame AcaraNamAM mukI jIvanamAM saMtoSa anubhavIe chIe. | lI, A5nA AjJAkita putro. sAta anepacaMda amaracaMda sAta malakacaMda amaracaMda salata vinayacaMda amaracadaM' salata paramANuda amaracaMda sva, gIradharalAla premajIbhAI jhATakI dharma pratye aNu zradhdhA, kuTuM baprema, ane milanasAra svabhAva, nA ApanA saMskArathI Apa amArA jIvanane preraNA ane mArgadarzana ApI rahela che. lI ApanA parIvAra sva. zrI gIradharalAla premajI jhATakIyA. svargavAsa tA. 7-8-1975 jemanAM mukhapara sadAye prasannatA prasarI rahetI garIbo pratye jemanAM dilamAM athAga karUNA bharI hatI. potAnAM saMtAnonAM saMskAra pratye jemanI purI jAgRti hatI ane eja jAgRtine kAraNe Aje ame je che ke te banI zakyA AvA parama upakArI pUjya te banI zakayAM AvA parama upakArI pUjya pitAjIne amArA koTI koTI vaMdana ho. ApanA putro.

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mAtuzrI mANekabena govIdajI lADIyA mAtu thI bAlubena ratilAla malakacaMda zAha (muLIvALA) mAtR sneha va saMhaya ane premanuM jharaNuM che. kaDavuM pIne amRta vala.vanAra che. sAnukuLa atha vAM pra inaphu sa the gamAM dhA rAkhI, amArAmAM jJAna, dAna, dharma nIti, niSkAma, niHsvArtha sevAnA sarakAre siMcI tapa tyAgane mArga batAvI amAru je cAritra dhaDatara karI rahyA che tevA Apane amArA hArdika koTI koTI vaMdana.. | lI. nagInadAsa govIMdajI lAThIya, pratAparAya govIMdajI lADIyA sva, mAtuzrI vImaLAbena naMdalAla ke ThArI | (bhRgupura nivAsI) pUjaya mAtuzrI, | Apa kama zA dayA, dAna ane ugra tapa karo cho ane amArA jIvanamAM satya, nIti, ane sadAcAranuM' si cana karI rahyA che jethI (7 kAma ane niHsvArtha bhAve yathAzakti ane satakarmo ka | zakIe chIe. te badala amo ApanA 'go chIe, lI. ApanA pu. * sIkalAla ratIlAla zADa (hAla malADa) zazIkAMta ratilAla zaha (vA te U.S.A.) " tuM ke 1ii hatI ne 'kelI naDI' mA, mane sAMbhare nahIM', ' tArA snehanA amRta biMduenuM pAna karyuM na karyuM. tyAM to te prabhuna caraNane pyAruM gaNyuM ane ame tArAM lADakoDathI vacata rahyA, " zAradA suvAsa " jevAM uttama sAhitya prakAzakamAM yata ki mata arpaNa karI tAruM RNa adA karavA tatpara, tArA putre. jayaMtilAla pratAparAya surezacaMdra,

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Do. naMdalAla vI, sucaka zrI harajIvanadAsa bhagavAnajI dhoLakIyA dharmanA saMskAra sAthe svabhAvanI saraLatA ane nIkhAlasatAne suMdara sumeLa thayela che. saMta sevA pratye khuba Adara dharAve che sahaja udArata thI lakSmIno saduya kare che. mavaDanI aneka dhArmika, sAmAjIka tathA zaikSaNIka, vaidakIya saMsthAomAM ekharAnuM sthAna dharAve che. satasatIzrIonI sAravAra nizuTuMka karavA huM mezA tatpara rahe che. ApanA dharmamaya jIvane amArAmAM dharma pratye anerI zradhdhA prerI sarva pratye samabhAva, mamatA, amidaSTi dharAvanAra, dharma parAyaNa, kuTuMbamAM ucca saMsakAra sAthe dhArmika siMcana karanAra A5 dIrdhAyu banI amone satkAryo karavA hamezA preraNA ApatA raho eja abhyarthanA lI. ApanA putra narabherAma, dhIrajalAla manasukhalAla, zAMtilAla tyA pautra ane putravadhu e vRjalAla sAkaLacaMda koThArI sAdAI, saraLatA temaja dharmamaya jIvanathI sadAya AtmAne jAgRta rAkhI jIvana vyatIta kare che. tamArA jIvanamAMthI hamezAM amane zubha preraNA maLatI rahe tevA AzISa mAMgIe chIe. lI. rasIkalAla vRjalAla koThArI tathA samasta parivAra

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sva. hIrAlAla narazIdAsa zA che sva. jecaMdabhAI sAMkaLacaMda zAha sva tA. 5-7-72 vaDhavANa zahera nivAsI hAla malADa sva. hIrAlAla narasIdAsa zAhanA smaraNArthe , zrI khImacaMdabhAi, jayaMtI bhAI, pratApabhAI, bhogIbhAI, Oaa praviNabhAI. | sva. tA. 1-8-69 . rAjayarADI nivAsI hAla malADa sva. jecaMdabhAI sAkaLacaMda zAhanA smaraNArthe hA. temanA suputro saubhAgya caMdabhAI, pratAparAya tathA dhIrajalAla, sva, nAgadAsa mANekalAla talasANIyA (vIramagAma vALA ) ane ame ' je kAMI chIe " te ApanA ja sIMcelA, dharmazraddhA, sevA, ane kuTuMbavAtsalya bhAvanA nA saMskArenuM ja phaLa che ane zAzanadeva pAse eja prArthanA ke ApanA mArgadarzana pratyeka ame hamezA satata jAgRta rahIe, eja ApanA suputro lI. amulakhabhAI, kAMtibhAI, jayaMtibhAI, praviNabhAI tathA kuTuMbIjano.

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ga. sva pAnamAi geAsarabhAi cheDA, (kaccha kuMdaroDI nivAsI) mAnavajIvana vAra vAra maLatu nathI mATe jIvanamAM je kaMI paLa maLI che tenA AtmA sadaupayoga karI jIvana jIvavu joIe evu Ape mAnyu ane tevuM AyaraNu karI amArAmAM te sa MskAra bIja vAvyA ane dharmA bhimukha banAvyA enu RNa vALavAnA AkAMkSI. lI. ApanA putra harilAla tathA samasta parivAranA koTI koTI vaMdana ga. sva. nAnamAi kezavajI gAlA (gAma: kaccha samA dheAdhA hAla malADa) zAhe vIjadhAra hIrAbhAI cheDA ApanAmAM rahela, saraLa svabhAva, kuTu ba pratye karI chUTavAnI bhAvanA, temaja dharma pratye azradhdhAnA sIMcelA saMskArA amArA jIvanane prakAzamaya banAvela che jethI javanabhara ApanA svaNI chIe. lI. ApanA suputro. zA. gAMgajI ure mIThubhAI vIjapAra zA. jeThAlAla urphe kAkubhAi vIjapAra tathA samasta parivAra amArA jIvanamAM Ape dharma nA sa MskAranuM sIMcana karI, ameAne preraNA ApI amArA jIvananA dareka kAryamAM yogya mArgadarzana ApI temaja jIvanane ujjavaLa banAvavA harahameza rahyA che tethI ame ApanA RNI chIe. lI. ApanA putra, putravadhue tathA parivAra

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a.sau. caMpAbena ratilAla turakhIyA | (sudAmaDA pALA) a, sau. lAbhubena gIradharalAla turakhIyA (sudAmaDAvALA) -: mAtRdevo bhava :pUjya mAtuzrI Ape ApanA sarve saMtAnamAM dhArmika saMskAranuM' je sicana karyuM teja saMsakAro amone jIvana ghaDataramAM upayogI nIvaDayA che. Ape amArA jIvanabAgane sadaguNArUpI suvAsathI madhamadhate banAve che ane eja sa skAra ane dharmakAryo ane satakAryo karavAnI preraNA Ape che. Apa saMta satIjIeAnA darzana tee.nA satasaMgano lAbha laI rahayA che ane maLelI lamIne sadavyaya karI rahyA che ane amAne paNa eja mArge dorI rahyA che. lI. i-dulAla ratIlAla zAha putravadhue tathA anya bha IhanA, pUjya mAtuzrI, ApazrIe bALapaNathI ja susaMskAronuM siMcana karela che ane sadAcAra ane pramANIkatAnA pATha bhaNAvela che, teja saMsakArone dhyAnamAM rAkhIne ame amAruM jIvana ghaDatara karI rahyA che ane jIvananA koIpaNa kSetre amArI pragati thaI hoya to te A5nA uttama saMsakAranuM ja phaLa che. ApazrI sa ta sevAnA dhaNA ja lAbha laI rahyA che ane lakSmIne savyaya karI rahyA che ane amone paNa teja mArge javAnI preraNA lI. ApanA parivAra jagadIza, janaka, tathA putravadhue ane bALako sva. kezavalAla caturabhAI verA (cuDAvALA) bhUlo bhale bIju badhu mA, bApane bhUlazo nahI" dhana kharacatA maLaze badhu mAtA pitA maLaze nahIM. " zAradA suvAsa ''nA pravacane amArAmAM kuTuMba bhAvanA temaja anyanA duHkhamAM sahabhAgI thavAnI preraNA Ape. A5nA putro, 'manahara, ramaNa, jayaMta, praviNa, rameza, azAka, samasta parivAra,

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sva. chaganalAla tArAcaMda koThArI (hAla malADa) Ape amArA jIvanamAM jJAna, cAritra, tapanA khuba saMsakAra ApyA te badala ame ApanA kharekhara ja RNI che. ame ApanA ja dineza-IlA jItendra-zIlA prakAza-arUNA - mAtuzrI muLIbenA pAsubhAi deDhIyA pUjya mAtuzrI Ape amArA jIvana ghaDataramAM dhArmika saMskAronuM siMcana karyuM temaja amane e ja saMskArae dharma kAryo temaja satakAryo karavAnI preraNA Apela che. Apa pUjya saMta satIzrIonA darzana karI tee.nA satasaMgane anupama lAbha laI rahyA che ane lakSmIne sadvyaya sanmArge karI rahayA che. je kArya amane paNa teja mAge javA preraNA ApI rahyuM che. lI. ApanA parivAra zrImatI tArAbena maphatalAla jhaverI | jIvana ghaDatarano pAyo mAtA che. saMskArI sadAcArI ane caritrazIla mAtA potAnA saMtAne nA jIvanamAM saMskAronuM siMcana karI jIvana bAgane harIyALA banAvI zake che, tema Apa paNa bolyAvasthAmAM amArAmAM dharma bhAvanA, saccAI, zubha niSThA, dayA ane dAnanA saMskAronuM siMcana karyuM. amAruM caNatara gayutara ane ghaDatara Apane ja AbhArI che. he mAtA ! ame tamArA upakAnA badale vALI zakIe tema nathI. tamArA bhAbhava RNI chIe. mAtRdevo bhava: lI. ApanA putra kRSNakAMta tathA jagadIza

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zrI zarada ]/ maiyAne koro koro vAna mahAna vibhUti zabda gurUNI, adbhuta che. jemanI vANI dezavidezamAM suvAsa prasarI ghaNI `vinaya' che bhavobhavano RNI. mAnavajIvanamAM saMtano samAgama prApta thavo te naeNka atyaMta mahattvanI cIja che. jo mAtApitA paoNtAnA saMtAnonA jIvananuM ghaDatara sAruM ghaDe to saMtAnonuM jIvana susaMskArI ne pavitra bane che. zikSaka sArA maLeto bALakanA jIvanamAM - vikAsa sAro thAya che. zeTha sAcA maLe to naoN saMpattivAna - (samRdhda) bane che. bagIcAno mALI pazrimI hoya taoN bagIco nava pallavita, hariyALo ane sugaMdhathI maghamaghatoM bane che. tema amArA ve2Ana vana jevA jIvanane savya, sadAcAra, saMskAra ane dharmanI ratnathI maheMkatuM upavana banAvanAra hoya to A klIkALa mAM sAkSAta sarasvatIdevI samAna zAradAmaiyA che. emanA samAgame 4. mArA jIvanamAM dAna,dharma,zradhdhA vigere sadaguNo prApta thayA che. huM emano jeTalo upakAra mAnuM teTalo ocho che. huM temanA RNathI mukta thaI zakuM tema nathI. tuM. vinu nilA* milana * mayurI vipula* rAjula * . cIMca paoNklI, muMbaI.

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0 0 khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA jaina zAsananA sitArA bA. bhra, pU. zrI zAradAbAI - mahAsatIjInA saMsArI mAtuzrI saMskArI, sadAcArI ane cAritrazIla mAtA se zikSakonuM kAma kare che. A pe amone bAlyAvasthAmAM dharmabhAvanA, sacAI zubhaniSThA, dayA, dAna ane saraLatAnA je saMsakAronuM siMcana karyuM che tene ame AcaraNamAM mUkI ApanuM RNa yatakicita adA karI jIvanamAM saMtoSa anubhavIe chIe. li. ApanA bhavabhavanA RNI AjJAMkita putro naTavaralAla a. sau. nAraMgIbahena prANalAla a. sau. indIrAbahena sva, sakarIbahena vADIlAla zAha (sANada ) ga, sva, bhAnubena khetazI gaDA teo gAma kaccha khArAInA vatanI che hAla bhacAu. karachamAM rahe che teo sva. zrI gaDA khetazI ratanazInA dharma patanA che teo nirAbhImAnI temaja zAMta svabhAvanA che. potAnA sva. patinI smRtImAM zrI karasana ladhubhAI nIsara dAdara upAzrayamAM zrI gaDA khetazI ratanazInuM nAma jainazALA sAthe joDAyela che. sva. khetazI ratanazI gaDa'nuM tA. 15-7 75nA roja avasAna thayelA che. gaM. sva. bhAnubena udAra dIlanA hoi, dhArmika prasa gee sArI rakama vApare che. temanA parivAramAM pAMca putro che. teo paNa dhArmika pravRttimAM sAro rasa dekhADe che. temaja te e dAdara bI.bI. rAnaDe roDa upara "rASTra sevA Tosa '' nA nAme reDImeDanI dukAna calAve che. udAra dIlanA hAI dharma prasaMge sArI rakama vApare che,

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namra nivedana - amArA kSetranA mahApuNyanA yoge khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA sva. AcArya gacchAdhipati sidhdhAMta mahedadhi bA. baM, pU. zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanA suziSyA prakhara vyAkhyAtA, jaina zAsananA - jhaLahaLatA sitArA, zAsanaratna, mahAviduSI bA.bra. pU. zrI zAradAbAI mahAsaMtIjI Adi ThANuM . -11nuM maMgala cAturmAsa amArA zrI saMghanI junI satata mAMgaNI saM. 2034mAM prApta thatA ja malADa saMghanA dharmapremI bhAI-bahenanA haiyA parama harSathI pulakita banI gayA. pUjya zAradAbAI - mahAsatIjI jaina samAjanA khyAtanAma satIzrIo ane viziSTa pravacanakAramAMthI eka ane apratima che. temanuM pitAnuM maulika ciMtana ane AdhyAtmika vAMcana gahana che. temanI bhASA zailI lAlityapUrNa. mAdhuryaguNa saMyukta pariSkRta che. temanA bhAvamAM gAMbhIrya uMDANu ane talasparzI avagAhanA paNa che, tethIja temanA pravacano sAMbhaLavAno suyoga ane avasara eTale jIvanane aNamola (hAvo ema kahevAmAM kazI ja atizayokti nathI. Aja sudhImAM muMbaI tathA saurASTranA cAturmAsa daramyAnanA pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA pravacanonA daza daza daLadAra graMthe bahAra paDI cUkyA che. je ati kapriyatAnA kAraNe aprApya banI gayela che. amArAM zrI saMghanA ahebhAgye pUjya zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA aNamela cAturmAsane lAbha ma che. jevI rIte ketakInI mIThI eka vahevA lAge tyAre zuM bhramara cUpa besI zake? AmravRkSa para maMjarI AvyA pachI koyalaDI mauna sevI zake? AkAzamAM vAdaLanI ghanaghera ghaTI chAyA pachI zuM ketakI nRtya vinA rahI zake ? aSADhI meghanI garjanA sAMbhaLyA pachI zuM kezarI nidrA laI zake? Ama pazupakSI paNa samaya cUkatA nathI te pachI malADa saMgha prApta thayela AvA suavasarane cUke ? haragIjha nahi, tethI malADa saMghanA jJAna pipAsu AtmAo maLelI suvarNa takane kema jatI kare ? tethI bahujanahitAya, bahujana sukhAya e paMkti anusAra malADa saMghane AMgaNe maMgala cAturmAsanA dhArmika divasomAM ya zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA svamukhethI jharatI amIdhArAne patrAvalImAM jhIlIne graMthastha karI jene lAbha zrotAjane sudhI ja maryAdita na rahetA jaina jainetara mumukSo sudhI vistare ane malADa zrI saMdhanuM cAturmAsa sadaiva yAda smRtimAM rahe ane suvarNAkSare aMkita thAya evI maMgala bhAvanA ghaNaya mahAnubhAvamAM jAgRta thaI. A maMgala kAryane mUrta svarUpa ApavAno nirNaya karyo. jinavANunA prasAra dvArA ajJAnarUpI pASANane bhedI jIvAtmAne dharmanuM jJAna pamADI AtmAnI mukti arthe tenA hadaya dvAra kholavAnA hetuthI lagabhaga 1000 pRSThavALuM suMdara, sughaDa ane majabUta bAInDIMgavALo amUlya pravacana graMtha taiyAra karavA pAchaLa AjanI kAramI moMdhavArImAM saheje Azare kiMmata rU.20- thAya. paraMtu adhika janasamudAya sahelAIthI lAbha meLavI zake tevA zubha hetuthI A graMtha phakta rU. AThanI najIvI kiMmate ApavuM evuM nakkI karAyuM. sAthosAtha A graMthanI ochAmAM ochI ATha hajAra prato chapAvavI evuM paNa nakkI karAyuM cA bhAva carca niSi mavati to jevI zubhabhAvanAone saMka9pa karavAmAM Ave tevI bhAvanA avazya phaLe che ja e sUtra anusAra potAnI saMpattine sadupayoga karI jJAnadAnane alabhya lAbha meLavavA jaina samAjanA dAtAoe dAnane sriota vahevaDAvI amArA bhagIratha kAryane sahelu karI ApyuM tethI teozrIeAmAM kevI guNAnurAgItA haze ane A graMthane mUrtimaMta banAvavA teone kevA uccatama apUrva bhAvo haze te A uparathI Apa ka9pI zakaze,

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Charity begins at home" ghara AMgaNethI ja zubha zarUAta thavI joIe. evA zubhASitane yathArtha rIte paripUrNa karavA sau prathama amArA malADa saMdhanA ja sahakAryakara rAjagarADI nivAsI dharmapremI, guNazIla yuvAna, udyogapati zrI naTavaralAla talakacaMda zAhe potAnA parivAranA temaja kuTuMbIjanonA koya arthe svecchAe AvA zAsana prabhAvanAnA zubha kAryanA prakAzaka tarIkenuM saubhAgya prApta karI rUpiyA paMdara hajAra eka jevI mAtabara rakama noMdhAvI, A maMgala kAryanA mukhya praNetA banI bIjA dAtAone paNa preraNA ApavA dhanya banyA. sAthosAtha udAra dilI, dAnavIra jJAnapremI evA zrI manasukhalAla chaganalAla desAI jeoe berIvalI mukAme zAradA darzana graMthanA udaghATana prasaMge jAheramAM malADa saMdhanA kAryakartAone AgAmI malADa cAturmAsanA vyAkhyAna vANInA graMthane prakAzita karavA preraNA Apela. sAthosAtha dravya sahAyaka thavA teo zrI e paNa rU. agiyAra hajAra eka jevI mAtabara rakama ApI A zubha kAryane vega Apela te noMdha prasaMzA pAtra che. AvA pravacana prakAzananA dareka graMthamAM zarUAtathI ja tana mana ane dhanathI sahAyaka banavA harahaMmezA tatpara rahetA evA dharmakoThI dAnavIra zeThazrI maNIlAla zAmajIbhAI vIrANI temaja dharmapremI sajjana zrI gIrajAzaMkara khImacaMdabhAI zeTha tathA zrI chaganalAla zAmajIbhAI vIrANInA suputro temaja vAMkAnera nivAsI udyogapati, zAha sodAgara dharmapremI zrI rasIkalAla nyAlacaMda dozI tathA hiMmatalAla nyAlacaMda dozInI baMdhubelaDI temaja malADa saMdhanA prANa samAnazrI uMmarazIbhAI bhImajIbhAI vIrA saMdha pramukha tathA anya detAo jeonI nAmAvalI savistRta A pustakamAM chApavAmAM Avela che. teone sadhara pIThabaLa ane sahakAra badala dhanyavAda ApIe te asthAne nahIM ja gaNAya. "yathA nAma tathA guNa" paMkita anusAra A graMthanuM nAma ApavA ame khUba ja vicAraNuM karatA jema gulAba ane tenI madhura suvAsamAM ekatva dekhAya che chatAM paNa baMne bhinna paNa che. baMnemAM aMtara paNa che. gulAba khIle che, khIlIne karamAya che ne eka divasa khatma thaI jAya che paNa tenI suvAsa amara rahe che, tevI rIte vyakita ane vyakitatvamAM ekatva dekhAya che chatAM baMne ekabIjAthI bhinna che. vyaktinuM vyaktitva vyApaka, akSaya, avinAzI ane amara che. bIjI rIte vyaktitva e vyaktinI suvAsa che. A kAraNe taduparAMta pUjya mahAsatIzrIo muMbaIne cha varSa sudhIne mukAma pUrNa karI aneka AtmAone dharma lAza ApI aneka saMgho upara upakAra karIne gujarAta bhaNI prayANa karatA pahelA muMbaInA chellA cAturmAsane malADa saMdhane lAbha ApIne jatA hoya tyAre teozrIne je yazadhvaja bhAratanA khUNe khUNe hileLA mArate pharakI rahela che. temAM savizeSa temanA vyAkhyAna vANInI AdhyAtmikatA saMskRti saurabhanI "suvAsa" sarvatra phelAya ane pUjya mahAsatIzrIonI gerahAjarImAM zubha saMdeza rUpI suvAsa ghera ghera pahoMcADI zakAya evA ucita hetusara A graMthanuM nAma " zAradA suvAsa" e kharekhara yogya ane yathArtha che ja, - sUtra Agama vigere zAstromAMthI udagama pAmela vizALa jJAnano paTa temaja uMDA adhyayana dharAvatI pU. mahAsatIzrInI vicAradhArAomAMthI vahetA pANIno pravAha zrotAonA karNapaTa para athaDAtA maMtramugdha banI jAya evA prAtaH smaraNIya vAtsalya vibhUti, karUNAmUrti, mahAviduSI bA.bra. pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIzrIthI jaina tathA jainetara samAja suparicita che ja, tethI amAre saMghanI Agraha bharI prathama muMbaI padhArela tyAranI varSo junI vinaMtInI anumati saM - 2034mAM maLatA ane te cAturmAsa ke je teozrI muMbaIthI vidAya thatA chellA cAturmAsane lAbha maLatA amArA saMdhanA dharmapremI

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bhAI-bahenanI varSo junI zubha bhAvanA temaja zubha kAmanAonI IcchA saMtoSAtA amAre saMdha AnaMdavibhora banI gaye. amAruM svapna sidhdha thatuM joIne amAro aMtarAtmA umaMganA raMge raMgAvA lAgyo. pU. mahAsatIzrIonA AgamananI zarUAtathI ja vyAkhyAnane hala khIcokhIca zrotAjanethI ubharAI jato. jethI paryuSaNa parva jevuM dazya khaDuM thatuM hatuM. cAturmAsa daramyAnano viSaya, vyAkhyAnanI zarUAtamAM uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 22mA adhyayana "manAtha ane rAmatIne adhikArI ane pAchaLathI jinasena rAmasena caritra temanI ojasvI, AtmasparzI khUba ja bhAvavAhI ane lAkSaNika zailIthI pharamAvatA, jethI janasamudAya maMtramugdha banI raheto. parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parvamAM to malADa saMdhamAM dharmotsAha zikhare pahecela dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAvathI vAtAvaraNa maghamaghatu dhamadhamI rahetuM ane temanI vyAkhyAna vANuMno lAbha levA mATe saMdha saMcAlakoe vyAkhyAna helanI bahAra vizALa cekamAM khAsa banAvela pleTaphorma, nIcene patubhAI monAbhAI hala tathA pahele mALe devacaMda neNazIbhAI saMghavI hAlamAM karelI vyAkhyAnanI vyavasthAthI paNa saMpUrNa rIte janasamudAyane saMtoSI zakAyela nahIM e ja emanI vANIne prabhAva temaja lokzAhanAno mApadaMDa gaNI zakAya. malADa saMdhanA ItihAsamAM agAunA 25 varSonA cAturmAsamAM kadI na thayela evI ajoDa ugra tapazcaryAo A vakhate thayela. jemAM mukhya 6 ane tethI uparanI moTI tapazcaryAono AMka 304 sudhI pahoMcela. mAsakhamaNa ane tethI upara 53 sudhInI tapazcaryA ane upavAsanA siddhitapa vigerene AMka 16 sudhI pahoMcela, A tapazcaryAnA kaLaza rUpe sonAmAM sugaMdha bhaLe tema AtmalakSe bA. bra. pU. zobhanAbAI ma. sa. tathA bA. bra. pU. harSidAbAI ma. sa. e 32 upavAsanI ugra tapazcaryA karela. bA. ba. bhAvanAbAI ma. sAe 18 upavAsa, bA.bra. pU.sujAtAbAI ma. sa. e 17 upavAsa ane bA. bra. praphullAbAI ma. sa.e 10 upavAsanI ArAdhanA karI svatapa karI bIjAone preraNA Apela hatI. te uparAMta pU. mahAsatIjInA brahmacarya paranA sacoTa ane prabhAvazALI pravacanethI prabhAvita thaIne 11 daMpatIoe AjIvana brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karI malADa saMghane ujajavaLa banAvela. eTaluM ja nahi paNa A vakhatanA hada muMbaInA dareka saMghanA tapazcaryAonA AMkane vaTAvI malADa saMghe prathama sthAna prApta karela. kharekhara A cAturmAsa malADanA ItihAsamAM suvarNAkSare lakhAze ja. A badala ame teone upakAra pradarzita karavAne mATe te zakitamAna nathI ja paraMtu jiMdagIparyaMta te zuM paNa bhavabhava bhUlI zakAya tema nathI. hRdayanA umaLakAthI samayane bhoga ApIne premapUrvaka vyAkhyAna vANIne niyamita kALajIpUrvaka saMgraha karI A graMthanA prakAzana kAryane saraLa banAvavA badala nigraMthinI, tatvaciMtaka pU. kamaLAbAI mahAsatIjIne temaja temanA sahakAramAM rahI jJAnapiyAsu bA. bra. pU. saMgItAbAI mahAsatIjI jeoe suMdara akSarothI presa kopI karI ApI te badala tathA anya save mahAsatIjIe A kAryamAM sahakAra Apyo te badhAnA agaNita upakArane A sthAne kema bhUlI zakAya ? khaMbhAta saMghanA saMdhapati zrI muLacaMdabhAI puMjAbhAI paTela tathA mAjI pramukha zrI cImanalAla iTAlAla zAha tathA anya kAryakartA bhAIoe jeoe harahaMmeza amArA saMghanA dareka kAryomAM sahakAra ane soga Apela che temaja A vakhate A chellA cAturmAsanI anumati ApI ane upakRta karyA che te badala AbhAra, temaja A kAryane Arthika rIte sahAyaka thanAra sarve moTA temaja

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12. nAnA dAtAo, agAuthI grAhaka thaI sadbhAvanA vyakata karanAra bhAIbahene homa bamba InA saMlene tathA pakSa ke apakSa rIte kaI paNa rIte sahakAra ApanAra sarva dharmapremI bhAIbahenone karaja lADa zrI saMghane jeTalo AbhAra mAnIe teTale ocho che. A graMthane khaMtapUrvaka prakAzanuM kArya cIvaTathI karI ApavA badala zrI nItinabhAI badANI temaja presamenejara tathA-sI kAryaka brAIne AbhAra kema bhUlI zakAya? vAcaka vargane namra apIla, A pustakane pAne, pAne lITIe lITIe ane zabda zabda mAMdhA motI mahela che, sAyA jhaverI ja. AnI sAcI. parakha karI zakaze. gAgaramAM sAgaranI jema A prastAmAM zAstrone sAra bharela che, te niyamita, samajaNapUrvaka upayogamAM laI hadayamAM utArI uttama saddasahasA *hityanI khUba khUba sevA kare eja bhAvanA. kSamA yAcanA A graMthamAM koIpaNa prakAranI guTIo rahI javA pAmI heya te vAMcaka varga daragujara karaze ane pravacanonA nirmitathI AdhyAtmika utkrAMtinI navI dizAmAM gati karatAM thaze. e ja AkAMkSA ane abhilASAnI maMgaLa bhAvanA sAthe viramIe chIe. lI. namra sevaka mulacaMda devacaMda saMghavI, kara naTavaralAla talakacaMda zAha nagInadAsa geviMcha lAkaDIyA mAnad maMtrIo (khAba, pU. zAdAbAI mahAsatIjI pravacana prakAzana samiti, malADa)

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prakhara vyAkhyAtA, bAla brahmacArI, viduSI pU. zAradAbAi mahAsatIjInI jIvanarekhA preraNAdAyI vairAgyamaya jIvana" pavitra bhAratabhUmi e aneka vIraratnanI khANa che. je bhUmimAM aneka tIrtha kare, kevaLI bhagavaMte ane zAsananA vIralA ne hIralA jevA tejasvI ra thayA che tevA zAsana ratnAthI Aje paNa A bhUmi jhaLahaLI rahI che. te rannemAM eka che. jaina zAsanamAM e satI tarIke rahIne jemaNe jaina zAsanane DaMke deze dezamAM vagADI, jJAnanI parama tejasvI prabhA pragaTAvI aneka suSupta AtmAonI cetanAne jAgRta karI adhyAtma mArge vALyA che. jemaNe divya jIvana jIvavAnI kaLAne apUrva bodhapATha jagatane Ape che. jemanA nAmathI. Aje kaI paNa vyakti ajANa nahi hoya. evA che khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA prakhara vyAkhyAtA. zAsanaranA, mahAna viduSI bA.bra.pU. zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI. saMta purUSane janma ApanAra mAtA paNa amara banI jAya che. tArAonA samUha paNa hajAre bALakone janma ApanAra aneka mAtAe hoya che paNa sUrya samAna mahAna tejavI yazasvI, zAsana ratnane janma ApanAra mAtAo virala hoya che. Adarza mAtAo ja jaina zAsanamAM dharma dhuraMdhara banI zakanAra AtmAone janma ApI zake che ane pitAnA saMtAnane vIratAnA, paiyatAnA pATha paDhAvI, sadguNonA zaNagArethI zaNagArI saMtAnonI mahAmUlya bheTa jainazAsanane arpaNa karI zake che tethI AvA zAsanaratnA satIjInA jIvananI rUparekhA AlekhatA pahelAM temanA janmadAtA mAtA-pitAnuM Alekhana karavAnuM mana thaI jAya che. zAsanapremI dharmarasika pitA vADIbhAI tathA sadaguNethI zobhatA mAtA sArI bahene jaina zAsanane ujajavaLa karanAra ane saMpradAyanI zAna vadhAranAra, jIvana uddhAraka, pratibhA zALI mahAna satIna bA. bra. pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIne saMvata 1981 nA mAgazara suda 11 nA pavitra divase madhyarAtrIe sANaMda zaheramAM janma Ape. kharekhara kene khabara hatI ke A nAnakaDI bALA bhaviSyamAM vIra prabhunA mahAna tyAgamArge prayANa karI pitAnA saddaguNa sumananI saurabha sArI duniyAmAM prasarAvI, amRta. vAlasiMcAI bhavya jIne baLatA dAvAnaLamAMthI tyAganI zItaLa tapAvana bhUmimAM lAvI mAtApitAnA nAmane duniyAmAM rozana karaze. A bhAgyazALI mAtA sakarIbahenane pAMca dIkarIo ane e dIkarA hatA. jemAM atyAre cAra dIkarIo ane be dIkarA mejuda cheApaNe te sukha vAta zAsanane jayavata rAkhanAra zAsanadIpikA bA, bra. viduSI. pUzAhAbAI mahAsatIjInA jIvananI rUparekhA lakhavI che tethI temanA jIvananA prasaMge vicArI

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zizuvayane vaTAvI bAlyavayane prAMgaNamAM paga mUkatA zAradAbahenane temanA parama upakArI mAtA pitAe sANaMdanI gujarAtI zALAmAM abhyAsa arthe mokalyA. jIvanamAM susaMskAra ane sadguNarUpI negeTIva ane pojheTIva vAyaranA tAre jyAM kAma karI rahyA hoya tyAM jIvanamAM jhaLahaLatA prakAzanI rezanI pragaTe temAM zuM Azcarya ! tema ApaNA zAradAbahenane eka tarapha susaMskArI Adarza mAtA pitAnA saMskAranuM siMcana maLyuM ane bIjI tarapha temane pUrvanA saMskAranA kiraNe purUSArtha dvArA prakAza pAmatA gayA. te anusAra skulamAM che gujarAtI sudhIno abhyAsa karyo ane sAthe sAthe jainazALAmAM jaI dhArmika abhyAsa karavA lAgyA. zAradAbahena bAlapaNamAM skUlamAM jAya che chatAM virakata bhAvamAM rahe che. temanI bAla sakhIo zALAmAM ramatI hoya, garabA gAtI hoya chatAM A bALA kayAMya rasa letI nathI. tenuM mana kayAMya cuMTatuM nathI. jainazALAmAM A bALA dhArmika abhyAsa mATe jAya che. mahAna vIra purUnI, satIonI kathAo sAMbhaLI tenuM mana keI agamya pradezamAM vicAravA lAge che. caMdanabALA, nema rAjula, mallIkuMvarI, mRgAvatI, padmAvatI vigere kathAo sAMbhaLI jainazALAmAM bhaNatI bALAone kahe ke sakhI! cAlo, ApaNe dIkSA laIe. A saMsAramAM kaMI nathI. AvA manebhAva bAlyAvasthAmAM kumArI zAradAbahenane Ave che. temAM pitAnI bahena vimaLAbahenanA prasUtinA prasage thayela mRtyue cauda varSanI bahena zAradA upara saMsAranI asAratAnI saceTa asara karI. kharekhara mAnavIne jiMdagIne ze bhare so ? mRtyu kaI kSaNe Avaze tenI koIne khabara che? AjanI kSaNa sudhAravI emAM ja mAnavajIvananI mahattA che. AvA vicArothI A bALAnuM mana dIkSA pratye daDha thatuM hatuM. mAtApitAe jANyuM ke bahena zAradAnuM mana saMsArabhAvathI virakta banyuM che. te saMsAranA svarUpane lAvArasa samAna mAnI AtmakalyANanI kelejamAM dAkhala thavA mATe vinaya, namratAnA kiMmatI aMlakArathI sajaja banavA mahAna bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra karavAnI AzA sevI rahI che. mAtApitAnuM vAtsalyasayuM haiyuM pitAnI lADIlI vahAlasoyI dIkarIne khAMDAnI dhAra samAna saMyama mArge prayANa karavA AjJA ApI zakatuM nathI. mahAna zAsana ziromaNI ratnacaMdrajI gurUdevane samAgama" :- savaMta 1995mAM khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA sva. gacchAdhipati, zAsana ziromaNI, jinazAsana namaNI, cAstri cuDAmaNI AcArya bA. bra. pU. zrI ratanacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanuM cAturmAsa sANaMdamAM thayuM. pU. gurUdevanA upadezathI zAradA bahenane vairAgya vadhu daDha banyo. pU. gurUdevane khabara paDI ke vADIlAlabhAI zrAvakanuM kanyAratna dIkSA levAnA bhAva rAkhe che tethI temaNe zAradA bahenane lAvIne kaseTI karI. bahena ! saMyama mArga e khAMDAnI dhAra che e mArge

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vicaravu' kaDIna che. saMsAranA sukhA ane ra'garAga cheDavA sahelA nathI. khAvIsa pariSaThuM sahana karavA muzkela che. mahena ! tArI umara sAva cheTI che. AtmAtine mAga ghaNI sAdhanA mAge che. tame A badhu karI zakaze mAtApitAnI zItaLa chAyA iMDI zakaze ? mAtApitA rajA Apaze? jIe, vairAgI zAradAbahenanA javAba paNa kevA varAgyabha che! temaNe kahyuM-gurUdeva ! mArI sapUrNa taiyArI che. (aMtaranA uMDANaneA aMtaraMga vairAgyanA A raNakAra hatA.) jene mana saMsAra ananI khaNu che ane jene cheDavu che tene kANu rokanAra che? kSaNika jIvanamAMthI AtmaprakAza levAnI mArI aDeniza bhAvanA che. hajI khAlyavayanA prAMgaNamAM ramatI mALAnI saMyama paMthe prayANa karavAnI keTalI tIvra utkaMThA che saMyamI chatrananI meja mANavA tenuM aMtara jhaMkhI rahyuM che. jethI have sa'sAramAM vyatIta thatI kSaNA tene yuge jevI vasamI lAge che. pU. gurUdevane khAtro thaI ke A " kanyAratna dIkSA laIne jainazAsanane ajavALaze, sa'pradAyanI zAna vadhAraze ane khabhAta sa'pradAyamAM bhaviSyamAM evA prasaMga Avaze ke saMpradAyanu sukAna te calAvaze ane zAsanane rAzana karaze. e cAturmAsamAM vairAgI zAradAbahene pU. gurUdevanI sAnnidhyamAM TUMka samayamAM dazavaikAlika, uttarAdhyayana sUtra ane cAkaDA kaMThastha karyAM. temaNe mAtra 15 varSanI uMmaramAM TreinanI musApharI na karavI ane basamAM amadAvAdathI AgaLa na javu' tevI manathI daDha pratijJA karI. A batAvI Ape che ke zAradAkhahenanA verAgya keTalI ucca koTInA haze? dRDha vairAgI zAradAbahenanI kaseATI : zAradAbahenanA mAtApitAe, temanA bhAIjI hIrAcaMdabhAI sakaracaMdabhAI, nyAlacaMdabhAi, khImacaMdabhAi, cImanabhAI, temanA mAmA narasiMdubhAI saMghavI temaja kezavalAlabhAI Adi badhAe bahena zAradAne samajAvavA ghaNA prayatnA karyA ane ghaNI AkarI kaseTI karI chatAM zAradAmaDena peAtAnA nizcayamAM aDaga rahyA. ekanA be na thayA, tethI mAtApitAne ghaNuM duHkha thayuM ne kahyuM ke ame annajaLanA tyAga karIzu. paNa jenI rageragamAM vairAgyanA srota vahI rahyo che, jenA cittaDAmAM cAritranI caTapaTI lAgI che ne saMsArarUpI javALAmukhIzrI surakSita rahevA mATe jemaNe merU parvata jevI aDola, aDaga dRDha zraddhAne dhAraNa karI che te zu vairAgyabhAvathI calita thAya kharA ? trividha prakAranI AkarI kaseTI karyAM bAda temane bhAvanAmAM aDaga, niSkapana joIne mAtApitAe kahyuM ke atyAre seLa varSoMnI UMmare nihu paNa 21 varSanI uMmare dIkSA mATe rajA ApIzuM paraMtu zAradAbahena tA 16 varSanI uMmare dIkSA levAmAM makkama hatA. temaNe kahyuM ke sattara varSanI vimaLAbahenanA mRtyune koI rokI zakyu naThuiM te mArI jiMdagInA ze bharosA ? mAru* mana vairAgyanA raMge raMgAyeluM che. temAM pIchehu thanAra nathI. aMte zAradA bahenanA vijaya thaye ne mAtApitAe rAjIkhuzIthI dIkSAnI AjJA ApI. ;

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zAradAbahenane bhAgavatI dIkSA mahetsava: saMvata 196nA vaizAkha suda chaThTha tA. 13-5-1940 ne semavAre sANaMdamAM temanA mAtA-pitAnA gherathI bhavya rIte khUba dhAmadhumathI zAradAbahenane dIkSA mahatsava ujavAya. sANaMda zaheramAM bahenomAM sau prathama dIkSA zAradAbahenanI thaI tethI AkhuM gAma harSanA hiloLe caDhayuM hatuM. dIkSAvidhi pU. gurUdeva ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebe karAvI. gurUdeva pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba ane gurUNa pU. pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjInA ziSya banyA. sAthe sANaMdanA bIjA bahena jIvIbahena paNa temanI sAthe dIkSita thayA hatA ane te paNa pU. pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjInA ziSyA banyA. jIvIbahenanuM nAma pa. jazubAI mahAsatIjI ane zAradAbahenanuM nAma pU. bA. bra. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. A rIte verAgI vijetA banyA. temanA pUjya pitAzrI vADIbhAI ane mAtuzrI sakarIbahena, bhAIzrI naTavarabhAI tathA prANalAlabhAi, bhAbhI a.sau. nAraMgIbahena, a.sau. IndIrAbahena, bahene a.sau. gaMgAbahena, a.sau. zAntAbahena, asI. hasumatIbahena badhA dharmapremI che ane saMskArI kuTuMba che. sANaMdamAM temane kApaDane sAre vahepAra che. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA saMsArI pitA zrIyuta vADIlAla chaganalAla zAha saMvata 2021nA vaizAkha suda ane maMgaLavAra tA. 4-5-65 nA roja sANaMda mukAme pahelI vakhatanA hAphelanA humalAthI avasAna pAmyA che. mRtyunI aMtima ghaDI sudhI vizuddha bhAve ane mana dharmadhyAnamAM rahetuM hatuM. teozrI ane temanA dharmapatnI tathA putra, putravadhUo ane putrIo badhA mahAsatIjInI sAnidhyamAM jeTalA divasa rahe teTalA divasa dharmadhyAnamAM vyatIta karatA ane jayAre pU. mahAsatIjInA darzana karavA Ave tyAre zubha khAtAmAM sArI rakama bheTa ApatA. Adarza mAtAnuM samAdhimaya mRtyu - pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI muMbaIthI vihAra karI saMvata 2023mAM dezamAM padhAryA tyAre vihAra karatA karatA saMvata 2025 mAM sANaMda padhAryA. te vakhate temanA saMsArI mAtuzrI sakarIbahenanI tabiyata hATenI Trabala ane DAyAbITIsanA kAraNe narama hatI. asahya dardamAM paNa temanI samatA gajaba hatI. sakarIbahenanA putra, putravadhUo tathA putrIoe premathI ane lAgaNIthI temanI je sevA karI che te AjanA saMtAne bhAgye ja karI zake. pU. mahAsatIjI jyAre sANaMdathI vihAra karavAnA hatA tyAre sakarIbahene kahyuM ke mahAsatIjI! Apa bhAvanagara cAturmAsa padhAraze pachI huM ApanA darzana nahi karI zakuM. mArA mATe ApanA A chelA darzana che, tyAre mahAsatIjIe kahyuM-tame Ama kema bele ? tyAre temaNe kahyuM-have A nazvara dehane rese nathI, mATe mane dharmArAdhanA karI. pU. mahAsatIjI pAse eka mahinA sudhI satata zA vAMcana sAMbhaLyuM. ghaNAM paccakhANa lIdhA ane pitAnI AtmasAdhanAmAM joDAvA lAgyA, pachI pU. mahAsatIjIe bhAvanagara tarapha vihAra karyo. sakarIbahenanI tabiyata vadhu bagaDatA

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G vI. esa. hAspitAlamAM dAkhala karyAM. 10 divase bAda aSADa suda 11nA tabiyata vadhu agaDatA sAMjanA pAMca vacce temaNe kahyu ke mane sathArA karAveA. have mArI jIvanayAtrA pUrNa thAya che AthI temanA parivAra vicAramAM paDI gayA ne AjInA rUmamAM dAkhala thayelAzvetAMbara mUrti pUjaka jaina sAdhvIjI mahArAjane khelAvyA. temaNe tarata sAgArI- sacArA karAvyeA. badhA vrata paccakhANa lIdhA ane aDadhA kalAka bAda samAdhipUrvaka nazvara dehanA tyAga karyAM. kharekhara je mAtAe jainazAsanane Avu aNumelu ratna apaNu karyuM. hAya te mAtAnA jIvanamAM dhama Atapreta hAya e tA sahaja che, te temanI aMtima bhAvanA uparathI jaNAI Ave che. A virATa sa`sAra sAgaramAM jIvananaiyAnA kuzaLa sukAnI mAtra gurUdeva che. te pramANe pU. zAradAbAi mahAsatIjIe potAnI jIvananaiyAne pU. pArvatIbAI maDAsatIjInA zaraNe haMmezane mATe taratI mUkI ane peAtAnu jIna temanI AjJAmAM apaNu karI dIdhuM. pU. gurUdeva ane pU. gurUNIdeva pAse sayamI jIvananI badhI kaLA zIkhI lIdhI. choTI umaramAM dIkSA levA chatAM saMyama laIne pU. gurUdeva ane pU. gurUNIdevanI AjJAmAM evA samAI gayA ke peAtAnA jIvanakALa daramyAna kayAre paNa gurUAjJAnuM ullaMghana te zu' paNu sAme dalIla ke apIla paNa karI nathI. kharekhara, muktinagaranA pathika bananAra AtmAnA upavanamAM jyAre sadagurUdevanI AjJArUpI sa lAITa prakAze che tyAre temanu jIvana hajAro yukhalAiTanA prakAza karatAM paNa vadhu prakAzita ane che. te Aje paNa 'Apa pratyakSa nihALI zakI che. A rIte pU. gurUdeva ane pU. gurUstrIdevanI zItaLa chatrachAyA meLavyA pachI pU. mahAsatIjInA dhArmika abhyAsanA purUSA khUba prakhaLa banyA ane ghaNuM AtmajJAna prApta karyuM. zAonu vAMcana karyuM, saMskRta, prAkRta bhASAnuM jJAna meLavyu. A jJAnane lAbha khIjAne ApatA alpa samayamAM pratibhAzALI ane prakhara vyAkhyAtA tathA viduSI tarIke pU. zAradAbAi mahAsatIjI khyAti pAmyA, kharekhara khaMbhAta saMpradAyanuM A zAsanaratna potAnA jJAna, darzana, cAritra, ane tapanI maghamaghatI suvAsathI sArA jainazAsananu kAhInura ratna banIne prakAzI rahyuM che. pU. mahAsatIjI jayAre vyAkhyAna Ape che tyAre mAtra vidvattA ja nahiM paNu AtmAnA caitanyanI vizuddhine raNakAra temanA aMtaranA uMDANumAMthI Ave che, dhama'nA, tattvanA zabdArtha, bhASA, gUDhArtha ne evI gaMbhIra ane prabhAvaka zailImAM vividha nyAya, dRSTAMta ApIne samajAve che ke zrotAvRMda temAM tanmaya, cinmaya banI jAya che ane apUrva zAMtithI zAstrA sudhAnuM rasapAna kare che. temanI vANImAM AtmAne a Mtaradhvani Ave che ane te dhvanie aneka jIvane pratimAya pamADavA che. suSupta AtmAone DhaDhALIne saMyama mArge doryAM che, temAM pU. mahAsatIjInA pravacanAnA pustakoe te leAkAmAM evuM jAdu karyuM" che ke je pustakanu vAMcana karI luhANA jevA bhAIAe AjIvana brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karyuM, che. kaMIka jIvAe vyasanAnA tyAga karyAM. nAstikamAMthI Astika banyA, pApImAMthI punita anyA ne

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bhegImAMthI tyAgI banyA. AvA te kaMIka dAkhalA che paNa atyAre lakhavA mATe jagyA nathI. are, vadhu zuM lakhuM? A pustake mIsAnA kAyadAmAM pakaDAyelA jaina bhAIe pAse gayA. te pustakanuM vAMcana karatAM teo ArtadhyAna cheDIne dharmadhyAnamAM joDAvA lAgyA ane kamanI philosophI samajatA zIkhyA. pU. mahAsatIjInI aMtaravANIne nAda temanA dila sudhI pahoMcatA eka vakhatanI jela dharmasthAnaka jevI banI gaI ane tyAM rahelA bhAIoe tapa-tyAganI ane dharmArAdhanAnI maMgala zarUAta karI. ghaNA bhAIe masAmAMthI mukta thayA pachI pU. mahAsatIjInI pAse AvIne raDI paDyA ne kahevA lAgyA ke he mahAsatIjI ! ApanA vyAkhyAne je pustaka rUpe pragaTa thayA che te vANIe amArA baLatA dilamAM zItaLa jaLa chAMTayuM che. pachI temaNe ghaNAM vrata-niyama aMgIkAra karyA. TUMkamAM pU. mahAsatIjInA bahAra paDelA vyAkhyAnanA pustakoe mAnane keTale jIvanapalaTo karyo che te vAMcake A uparathI vicArI zakaze pU. mahAsatIjImAM mAtra vidvattA ja che ema nathI. sAthe temanA jIvanamAM aneka ajoDa mahAna guNa rahelA che. je guNenuM varNana karavA keInI zakti nathI, chatAM temanA jIvanamAM mukhya guNe gurUbhakti, saraLatA, nirAbhimAnatA, namratA, laghutA, apUrva kSamA ane sahanazIlatA, bIjA pratye apUrva lAgaNI, guNAnurAga, karUNA, e guNe temanA jIvanamAM otapreta vaNAI gayA che. te guNenA prabhAve jema bhramara puSpanI sugaMdhathI AkarSAya che tema jAtanA che temanA tarapha AkarSAIne dharmanA mArge vaLe che temaja pU. mahAsatIjInA divamAM satata eka mIThuM saMgIta guMjatuM hoya che ke "sarva jI zAsanarasI kema bane" vItarAga mahAvIranA zAsanane pAmelA mArA vIranA saMtAno vIranA mArgane pAmyA vinA na rahevA joIe. pU. mahAsatIjInI tabiyata game tevI nAdurasta hoya chatAM teo pravacananI prabhAvanA karavAnuM te kayAre paNa cUktA nathI. atyAra sudhInA 39 varSanA saMyamI jIvanamAM pU. mahAsatIjIne vihAra gujarAta, saurASTra ane mahArASTramAM thayela che. temanA u dezathI ghaNuM AtmAoe AjIvana brahmacaryavrata temaja vrata paccakhANa aMgIkAra karela che. - pU. mahAsatIjInA pratibaMdhathI vIsa bahene vairAgya pAmIne temanI pAse dIkSA aMgIkAra karIne temanA suziSyAe thayela che, ane jaina zAsananI abhivRddhi karI rahela che. jaina zAsanamAM pU. mahAsatIjIe eka jaina sAdhI tarIke rahIne temaNe pU. gurUdeva zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba ane pU, zrI gulAbacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanA kALadharma bAda khaMbhAta saMpradAyanuM sukAna calAvela che. je jaina zAsanamAM virala che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA saMghapati zrI kAMtibhAInI dIkSA paNa pU. mahAsatIjInA hastaka thaI che je Aje mahAna vairAgI pU, kAMtISajI mahArAja sAheba tarIke prasiddhi pAmyA che. Aje khaMbhAta saMpradAyamAM 5. kAMtItrIjI mahArAja sAheba ThANA-11

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birAjamAna che. temAM pahelA pAMca saMtene dIkSAnI preraNA ApanAra pU. viduSI mahAsatIjInI addabhUta vANuM che. khaMbhAta saMpradAyamAM agiyAra ratna samAna 11 saMte jaina zAsanane zobhAvI rahyA che. (1) mahAna vairAgI pU. kAMtISajI mahArAja sAheba (2) bA.bra. pU. sUryamuni ma. (3) bA.bra. pU. araviMda muni ma. (4) bA. brA pU. navInamuni ma. (-) bA. bra. pU. kamalezamuni ma. (6) bA. bra. pU. prakAzamuni ma. (7) bA. bra. pU. cetanamuni ma. (8) bA. brA pU mahendramuni ma. (9) pU. darzanamuni ma. (10) bA. bra. pU. dharmendramuni ma. (11) bA. . pU. mRgendramuni ma. Adi ThANA 11 vidyamAna che. pU. mahAsatIja e AjathI 16 varSa pahelA kAMdAvADI saMghanI cauda cauda varSanI | vinaMtIne mAna ApI saM. 2018nuM cAturmAsa kAMdAvADImAM karyuM hatuM, tyAre pU. mahAsatIjInI tejasvI prabhAvazALI vANIe ane khAsa karIne brahmacarya paranA sacoTa vyAkhyAnee janatAmAM alokika asara karI ane pariNAme kAMdAvADImAM temanA sAnidhyamAM zrI saMghanA maMtrI zrI ramaNIkabhAI ke ThArI sahita 51 bhAI-bahenee eka sAthe brahmacaryanI vratanI pratijJA lIdhI hatI. mehamayI muMbaI nagarI mATe A abhUtapUrva banAva hatuM, kAMdAvADInA cAturmAsa pachI anukrame pU. mahAsatIjIe mATuMgA, dAdara, vilepArlA ane ghATake para cAturmAsa karyA. A cAturmAsamAM tapazcaryAnA pUra AvyA hatA. A cAturmAse daramyAna temaja zeSakALamAM pU. mahAsatIjI pAse kula 108 hAthaDa thaI hatI. A rIte pU. mahAsatIjIe muMbaImAM khaMbhAta saMpradAyanuM nAma rozana karI gujarAta tarapha vihAra karyo. gujarAtamAM khaMbhAta, amadAvAda, bhAvanagara, rAjakeTa, dhrAMgadhrA, amadAvAda (nagarazeThane vaMDe) cAturmAsa karyA. A cAturmAsamAM pU. mahAsatIjInI prabhAvazALI vANIthI gujarAta, saurASTramAM tapa-tyAganI bharatI AvI hatI. pU. mahAsatIjI eka vakhata te muMbaI nagarIne pAvana karI cUkyA hatA paNa pUra mahAsatIjInI vANuM muMbaInI janatAmAM evuM AkarSaNa pedA karI gaI hatI ke pU. mahAsatIjI dezamAM padhAravA chatAM muMbaInI janatA temanA cAturmAsa mATe jhaMkhI rahI hatI. eTale kAMdAvADI, mATuMgA Adi saMghanI vinaMtI. avAranavAra cAlu rahI hatI, tethI muMbaI saMghanI AgrahabharI vinaMtIne mAna ApI cha varSamAM pU. mahAsartAjIne pharIvAra muMbaI AvavAnuM banyuM ne janatAnA dila AnaMdathI chalakAI gayA. vAMco ! Apa A uparathI samajI zakazo ke pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIe muMbaI nagarInI janatAnA dilane prema keTale saMpAdana karyo haze ! saMvata 20 ralmAM kAMdAvADI saMghanI AgrahabharI vinaMtIne mAna ApI pu. mahAsatIjIe kAMdAvADImAM cAturmANa karyuM. te cAturmAsamAM pU. mahAsatIjIe mAtra baha4 muMbaImAM nahi paNa sArA ye bhAratamAM dAna, zIva ane tapamAM ajoDa ane abhUtapUrva vikama sthApyA. khaMbhAta saMpradAyane, bhagavAna mahAvIrane ane jaina zAsanane jyajayakAra

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karyo. parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parva daramyAna dAnamAM judI judI janakalyANanI, mAnavatAnI ane vadhamI vAtsalya pravRttio mATe rU. 10 lAkha bhegA thayA. tapazcaryA chakAIthI laIne 45 upavAsa sudhInI saMkhyA pAMcase (500) upara pahoMcI. A rIte satIjInA satanA prabhAve kAMdAvADInuM cAturmAsa abhUtapUrva banI gayuM. kAMdAvADInA cAturmAsa pachI anukrame pU. mahAsatIjIe mATuMgA, vAlakezvara, ghATakopara ane berIvalI cAturmAsa karyA. A cAturmAsamAM pU. mahAsatIjInA prabhAvazALI pravacanethI zrI saMghamAM ajoDa tapazcaryAo temaja AjIvana brahmacaryavratanI pratijJAo thaI che. saMvata 2034 malADa zrI saMghanI seLa seLa varSanI AgrahabharI vinaMtIne mAna ApI malADa saMghanA mahAna ahebhAgye pU. mahAsatIjI ThANa. 11 cAturmAsa padhAryA. pU. mahAsatIjI nuM cAturmAsa maLavAthI zrI saMghamAM nAnA moTA darekanA haiyAmAM harSanI che uchaLavA lAgI. pU. mahAsatIjInI javI, tejasvI hAthaspaNa ane prabhAvazALI vANIe janatAnA hRdayamAM evI jAduI asara karI ke upAzraye nahi AvanArA yuvAna bhAIe paNa roja vyAkhyAnamAM hAjarI ApatA thaI gayA. cAturmAsanA prAraMbhathI laIne aMta sudhI vyAkhyAna hola cikkAra bharAyele rahyo che. pU. mahAsatIjInI jezIlI hadayarecaka zailIthI thatA pravacananA prabhAve pU. mahAsatIjInuM malADamAM maMgala Agamana thayuM tyArathI tapane pravAha cAlu rahyo hato ane malADa saMghamAM kayAre paNa nahi thayela evI mahAna tapazcaryAe thaI che. 51 upavAsa, 11 mAsakhamaNa, upavAsanA 4 siddhitapa thayA chakAIthI mAMDI mAsakhamaNa sudhInI tapazcaryA 304 thai che. je malADanA ItihAsamAM ajoDa ne anupama che. malADa zrI saMghanA ItihAsamAM suvarNAkSare lakhAze tevuM bhavya cAturmAsa thayuM che. pU. mahAsatIjInA prabhAve dAna, zIla, tapa ane bhAvanAmAM bharatI AvI hatI. vizeSa AnaMdanI vAta e che ke Aja sudhImAM pU. mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAnanA pustako ghaNAM bahAra paDayA che. ATha hajAra ane daza daza hajAra kepIe bahAra paDavA chatAM eka paNa pustaka Aje maLatA nathI. A uparathI vAcakane khyAla AvatuM haze ke pU. mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAnanuM keTaluM AkarSaNa che. je pustaka khalAsa thaI gayA che. tenI eTalI badhI mAMgaNI che ke kadAca pharIne bahAra pADavA paDaze. pU. mahAsatIjInA saMvata 2074 nA malADa cAturmAsanA vyAkhyAne "zAradA suvAsa" (bhAga 1-2-3 saMyukta) nAmathI 8000 (ATha hajAra) no prakAzita thatAM teozrInA vyAkhyAnanA pustakamAM eka vadhu vyAkhyAna saMgrahane umere thAya che. e ApaNA samAja mATe sadbhAgyane viSaya che. A badhe prabhAva prakhara vyAkhyAtA bA.bra. viduSI pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIne che saMvata 2035nA vaizAkha suda chaThThanA pavitra divase pU. mahAsatIjInA saMyamI jIvananA 30 varSa pUrA thAya che. bA. bra. pU. mahAsatIjInI saMyamayAtrAnI A rajatajayaMti ApaNane saune AdhyAtmika mArge javA dIvAdAMDIrUpa banI rahe. pU mahAsatIjInA caraNakamaLamAM amArA keTI keTI vaMdana ho.

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www bA. bra. viduSI pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA cAturmAsanI yAdI saMvata ma saMvata gAma 1996 1997 amadAvAda , khaMbhAta - 2016 2017 1998 kheDA sANaMda khaMbhAta sANaMda amadAvAda sANaMda amadAvAda sANaMda khaMbhAta sAbaramatI khaMbhAta kAMdAvADI-muMbaI , mATuMgA >> dAdara >> vilepAlA , ghATakopara , khaMbhAta amadAvAda 2018 2019 2020 2021 2022 223 2024 2025 2026 2017 2028 2020 2030 2031 2032 1999 2000 2001 2002 2003 2004 2005 2006 2007 2008 2009 2010 2011 2012 2013 2014 2015 bhAvanagara surata amadAvAda jorAvaranagara lakhatara khaMbhAta sANaMda rAjakeTa dhAMgadhrA amadAvAda (nagarazeThane vaDA) kAMdAvADI-muMbaI mATuMgA , vAlakezvara , ghATakopara , borIvalI , malADa surata 2033 2034 amadAvAda viramagAma tA. ka. pU. mahAsatIjInI tabiyatanA kAraNe sANaMdamAM cAturmAsa uparAuparI thayA che. ^

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bA. bra. vidUSI pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInI 39mI dIkSA-jayaMti prasaMge gavAyela gIta (rAga - keI na uMcuM kaI na nIcuM) zAsana ratnA zaradu guraNInI, dIkSA yaMti Aja re, sau ujave jaina samAja re (2) ujajavala satInA cAritra tejane, prabhAva aparaMpAra re....sau... garavI gujarAtamAM ANaMda zahera, camakya teja sitAre, vADIbhAInA kuLane minAre, ratnakukSI sakarIbahena mAta re. 1 ratnagurUjI mahApratApI, AtmakalyANane praga batAve, 16 varSanI kumaLI vayamAM, sajyA saMyamanA sAja re..2 zAsana maLyAnI Apane khumArI, gurU AjJAmAM banyA mastAnI, vIra zAsanane nAda gajAvI, karatA saune paDakAra re..3 jaina zAsananA che rakhavALA, kehInurathI paNa teja savAyA, karmasenAne haThAvI devA, sajyA se nakanA sAja re...4 kSamA saumyatAnI ajoDa mUrti, Apa cho guNa bhaMDArI, gurU AjJAmAM arpaNa thaI, meLavyA gurU AzIrvAda repa jatAM AtApa lAge anere, cha karUNa bhaMDArI, saMsAra kerA dAvAnaLathI, ugAryA che aneka re.. siMhagarjanA sama vANI suNavA, mAnava maherAmaNa ubharAya surIlI, jozIlI vANI suNI, vairAgya bhAva AvI jAya re..7 zAradA sudhA saMjIvanI mAdhurI, parimala saurabha saritA, ta sAgara zikhara darzana, suvAsanA teja apAra re....8 pUrva puNyanA zubha cagathI, ojasvI gurUNI maLyA, ziSyAonA bhAgya savAyA, sau sAthe maLI guNa gAya re....9 mahAna vairAgI kAMtiSijIne, dIkSAne pATha bhaNAve, khaMbhAta saMpradAyane rezana karyuM, Apane rUDA pratApa re..10 ratnagurUnA zubha AziSathI, zAsananI zobhA vadhArI, zaradUmaMDaLa guru caraNamAM, lakhI lakhI vaMdana kare Aja re..11 juga juga cha zaraddaguruNI, zAsanane digaMta gajA, 39mI dIkSA jayaMtie, abhinaMdana arpe sau sAtha re...

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sva. AcArya, gacchAdhipati, bA. bra. pU. gurUdeva ratnacaMdrajI gurave namaH saMvata 234 nA malADanA cAturmAsamAM ApelA pravacane" uttarAdhyayana sUtra, adhyayana 22 muM "adhikAra-rahanemiya ane nemarAjula tathA jinasena-rAmasena caritra." vyAkhyAna naM. 1 aSADa suda 11 ne ravivAra "takane oLakho" tA. 16-7-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAone bahene anaMtajJAnI, trilekInAtha, vizvavaMdanIya, tIrthaMkaradeve jagatanA jIvone kahyuM ke A mAnavabhava jIvana vikAsa karIne svAtmAno vikAsa sAdhavAnI A eka aNamola taka che. vahepAranI sIjhanamAM vahepAra karI paisA kamAI levAnI taka manAya che ne? bALakane kumAra avasthAmAM vidyAbhyAsa karI levAnI taka kharI ne ? kheDUtane cAturmAsanA divasemAM kheDa karIne anAja pakAvIne kamANI karavAnI sonerI taka gaNAya ne? evI ja rIte A uttama mAnavabhavamAM AtmAne mahAna vikAsa sAdhI levAnI A anupama taka che. sUyagaDAyaMga sUtramAM bhagavAna belyA che. iNameva khaNaMviyANiyA, NosulabhaMbohiM ca AhiyaM / vaMsaDidiyAsaNa, zAha naLomera se a. 2 u. 3 gA. 19 buddhimAna purUSa A avasarane (takane) oLakhe che. arthAt manuSyabhava, sArA kuLamAM janma, Aryadeza, AryadharmanI prApti Adi anukULa avasara pAmI dharmanI ArAdhanA kare. vItarAga deva dvArA prarUpita dharmanI prApti thavI saraLa nathI. A avasara cAlyo gayo te kyAre bedhinI prApita thaze? A rIte AtmAthI purUSAe vicAra karavuM joIe. zrI trASabhadeva bhagavAne pitAnA putrane A upadeza Ape ane bIjA tIrthakaroe paNa A pramANe kahyuM che. A mAnavabhavamAM Atma sArAsArano viveka karI zake che. kIDA maTaiDA vigere tiryaMca nimAM jIvana viveka viheNuM hoya che. ene aNavikasyuM jIvana kahevAya che, tyAre manuSyapaNAmAM viveka bharyuM jIvana jIvavAthI vikasita jIvana jIvI zakAya che, ane emAM AtmAno mahAna vikAsa sAdhI zakAya che. e vikAsa sAdhavA mATe zuM upAya che te vAtanI jinezvara bhagavatee AgamanA pAne pAne khUba suMdara rIte rajuAta karelI che, paNa AjanA bhautika yugamAM mAnavIne zAstramAM daSTi karI jIvana vikasita

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zAradA suvAsa banAvavAne TAIma ja kyAM che? vItarAganA saMte bhagavate zAstramAM je kahyuM che te pramANe upadeza Ape che. te paNa tamArA gaLe kyAM utare che? saMte je tamane game tevI vAta kare te tamane game. kema barAbara che ne ? paNa jarA samaje. vicAra karo. bhagavAnanA saMte tamane game te upadeza Ape nahi. e te bhagavAne je pramANe kahyuM che te ja tamane kaheze. sAdhue te bhagavAne pragaTAvelA dIpakamAM phakta tela pUravAnuM kAma karavAnuM che. eTale zAsane AdhIna rahIne upadeza ApavAne che, paNa tamane rAjI karavA mATe nahi" jema kerTamAM kAyadA sivAya cAle nahi, vahepArIne copaDA vinA cAle nahi tema sAdhune zAstra sivAya cAle nahi. sAdhue te bhagavAnanA zA sAthe rAkhIne ja badhI vAta karavAnI che. je saMsArane tyAga karIne jinezvara bhagavAnanA zAsanane arpaNa thayA che temane te zAsanane vaphAdAra rahevuM ja paDe. je zAsanane vaphAdAra na rahe te sAdhu nahi. tamAre kerTamAM keza chata heya te vakIlanI salAha levA jAva che, makAnane plAna banAve hoya to ejInIyaranI salAha levA jAya che, ane roga lAgu paDyo hoya te tene nAbUda karavA mATe te reganA niSNAta DokaTara pAse jAya che. vakIla, ejInIyara, ane DokaTara badhAne paisA ApavA paDe che. keI maphata salAha ApatuM nathI. roga nAbUda karavA mATe DokaTara je kahe che te karavA mATe taiyAra thaI jAya che, tyAM evo vicAra nathI karatA ke ATale badhe kharca thaze te huM kevI rIte pahoMcI vaLIza. tyAM te evo ja vicAra kare che ke kAla sAjo thaIza ne mahenata karIne paisA kamAI laIza. mAruM zarIra sAju haze te badhuM che paNa kadI e vicAra Ave che ke mAro AtmA anaMtakALathI mAMdo paDe che. e sAje haze te badhuM che. (hasAhasa) mAre AtmA mAM che te tene sAjo karavA mATe tene keI niSNAta DokaTara pAse jAuM? tame vakIla, enajInIyara, vaida, DokaTara badhA phemIlI rAkhyA che paNa keI gurU phemIlI rAkhyA che. kharA? je tamArI bhUle nA kAMTA kaDhAvI bhavaroga nAbUda karAve. jyAM sudhI avA sarU zeSA nathI tyAM sudhI bhavaroga nAbUda nahi thAya. baMdhuo ! gurU kevA hoya? tamane mana gamatA nahi hai. huM pahelA ja kahI gaI ne ke je vItarAga prabhunA zAsanane vaphAdAra haya, vItarAga prabhunI AjJA pramANe cAlatA hoya tevA sAdhuo ja sAcA sadgurU banI zake che. AvA gurUo sAco mArga batAvIne bhavabhavanA roga maTADe che. kadAca tamane amArI vAta game ke na game paNa ame te tamane sAcuM ja kahevAnA. bALakane tAva Ave tAre tenI mAtA roga nAbUda karavA mATe parANe kavInAIna jevI kaDavI davA pIvaDAve che. bALaka na pIe te tenuM nAka dabAvI, moDhAmAM AMgaLI nAkhIne pIvaDAvI de che. dehane roga nAbUda karavA mATe

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zAradA suvAsa ATaluM badhu kare che paNa AtmAnA roga maTADavA mATe kaI upAya kare che kharA ? A roga nAbUda karavA mATe kvInAIna jevA bhavareoga nAbUda karavAnA ja bhAva che. mATe meTA bhAge zraddhAnuM ja devALu che. AtmAne rega te gurUSe ja maTADe che. kaDavA zabdo paNa kahI de paNa aMtaramAM vItarAga vacana upara zraddhA karo. Aje teA vakIla, doda ane DaoNkaTaro jeTalI paNa jJAnIonA vacana upara zraddhA nathI." madhue ! huM teA tamane kahuM' chuM ke bhale, tame lAMbu kaMI na jANeA paNa evuM sAMbhaLo ke A kriyA karavAthI pApa lAge, ane pachI e pApathI chUTA agara chUTavA mATe prayatna karo tA paNa e eka prakAranA bairAgya che. jene saMsAra pApamaya lAge che tene bairAgya Ave che ne pApathI khacavA mATe dIkSA le che, athavA pRthvIkAya, apakAya, teukAya, vAukAya, vanaspatikAya vigeremAM jIva che. enI virAdhanA karavAthI pApa lAge che. enAthI huM kyAre chUTIza ? evI bhAvanA thAya tene vairAgya bhAva Ave. meleA, tamane pApanA bhaya lAgyA che ? kadAca koI tamane pUche ke pRthvI, pANI vigeremAM jIva kayAM che ? mane khatAvA, tyAre tame zuM kahezeA ? tyAre tame kahe ke me' jIva joyA nathI paNa anaMtajJAnI bhagavaMtanA vacanathI mAnuM chuM. Avu' kahezeA ne ? eka nyAya Apu 44 kAI vakIla tamane kahe ke A raeNsamAM tamA jItaze. pachI tamA gharamAM ke peDhImAM jaIne vAta karaze ke A kesamAM .....paNI jIta thaze, tyAre kAI tamane pUchaze ke kevI rIte jItAze ? te! tame kaheze| ke vakIla Ama kahe che. tAva AvyeA ne auDha agara DaoNkaTara pAse gayA. temaNe kahyu` ke tAva e divasamAM utarI jaze. te tame ghera AvIne kaheze! ke e divasamAM tAva utarI jaze, tyAre kAi pUche ke enI zuM khAtrI? te tame kahezeA ke DokaTare kahyuM che. melA, tyAM tamane zradhdhA che ne ? vicAra kare. devAnupriye ! 'tamane davAnuM jJAna nathI chatAM zradhdhAthI davA pI jAva che ne ? AmAM te paisA ApavA paDe che chatAM keTalI zradhA che jyAre vItarAga prabhunA sarjana sA vinA cAje bhaveAbhavanA roga nAbUda karavA mATe kevI amedha auSidha Ape che tenA upara zradhdhA che ? zu DokaTara ane vaido badhA sAcA hoya che? " nA " koI sAcA haiya ane koi leAbhI paNa hAya. kAne rAga maTe paNa kharA ne kAIne na paNa maTe. chatAM zradhA che ne ? vicAra kare. AvuM zAsana meLavIne jo zradhdhA na hoya tA zradhdhA vinAno zrAvaka ja na kahevAya. zraSAthI davA lenArane phAyado thAya che. hA, tame davA levA jatA pahelA e vicAre che ke hauda ke DaeNAkaTara kharAkhara anumavI che ke nahi ? tyAM janArA dardIo sArA thAya che ne ? Ama vicArI tame DokaTara pAse gayAne kahyu -

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zAradA suvAsa sAheba ! mane rogathI mukta karo. tamAre jeTalA paisA levA hAya teTalA le| paNa mArA rAga jaldI maTe tema kare. 4 kare ne davA DokaTara ke Thauda sArA maLI jAya, dardIne tapAsIne roganuM nidAna paNa sArI Ape paNa jo dardI davA zaoNkezanA kabATamAM mUkI de te zuM thAya ? cAra divasa pachI baida pAse jaIne kahe ke mane dardImAM sheja paNa rAhata nathI. vaida pUche ke bhAI ! teM davA TAimasara lIdhI hatI ? davA traNa traNa kalAke pIdhI hatI ? tA dI kahe nA, me teA davA zeAkezanA kabATamAM mUkI dIdhI hatI. (hasAhasa) bhAI! te mArI ApelI davA lIdhI ja nathI te rAga kayAMthI maTaze ? jo tAre reAgathI jaldI mukta thavuM hAya teA davA pIvI ja paDaze, AvI ja rIte jo ApaNe janma-maraNanA rAgathI mukta banavu' hAya teA vItarAga vacana upara zradhdhA karavI paDaze. deva, gurU ane dha A traNa tattvA tamane amUlyaratna samAna maLyA che. A ratnA vAraMvAra nahi maLe. kAi evI jAherAta kare ke amuka jagyAe kimatI hIrAnA DhagalA karyo che. jene joIe te lai jAo. te te ratnA levA keTalI doDAdoDI ne paDApaDI kare ? paNa vicAra karajo ke e ratnA A bhavamAM kAma Avaze paNa paraleAkamAM sukha nahiM Ape, e sAthe nahi Ave, paNa A triratnA bhaveAlavamAM sAthe rahevAnA che. mATe mAMgeA tA zuM mAMgeA ? "deveSu devastu niraMjano me, guruSu gurvastu damIzamI me, dharmeSu dharmo'stu dayAparome, tiNye vatattvAni bhavebhave me // " sarve devezamAM arihu ta prabhu ane siddha prabhu zreSTha che. sava dhamagurUemAM pAMca mahAvratanA pALanAra, pAMca indriyAnA damanAra, evA gurUdeva zreSTha che, ane sa dharmomAM kevaLI prarUpita yA dhama zreSTha che. A traNa tatvAnI zraddhA mane bhavobhava hojo. mane enuM zaraNu hojo ane enI zraddhA hAjo. ele, tame AvI mAMgaNI kadI kare che ? tamane enI zraddhA che ? khAle te kharA. tame nahi melA. vaNikanAM dIkarA pAkA hAya. te hu' tamane kahuM. tamane lakSmItattva, patnItattva ane putratatva e traNa tattvanI zraddhA che. eTale tame enI ja mAMgaNI karyAM kare che. rAta divasa enIja raTaNA kare che. e traNa tatvA na maLe te aksAsa thAya che ke mane A badhu` kayAre maLaze ? (hasAhasa) eTaleA enuM raTaNa che ke nahi ? enA asAsa che ke nahIM ? paNa ana'takALathI bhavabhramagu kare che! te e bhavabhramaNa kayAre aTakaze ene asesa che? tame tA meTA che. eka nAnA gALakanI vAta kahuM. eka nAne! bALaka darareja skule jAya che, TIcara darareja hAjarI pUre che tyAre eka pachI eka vidyArthInuM nAma khelavA mAMDe che pazu pelA nAnA bALakanuM nAma e!la tu' nathI tyAre vidyAthI vicAra kare che ke badhA

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zAradA suvAsa karAonuM nAma baloya che ne mAruM nAma kema nathI belatA? enA TIcarane pUche che ke badhAnuM nAma belAya che, badhAnI hAjarI pUrAya che, ne mArI kema nahi? tyAre, TIcara kahe che beTA ! tArA pitAe haju A skulamAM tAruM nAma dAkhala karAvyuM nathI eTale tArI hAjarI kyAMthI pUrAya ? tethI bALaka ghera AvIne karyo kare che, ke bApujI ! haju mAruM nAma kema lakhAvatA nathI ? pachI bALaka zuM karaze ? tamane khabara che ne? parANe laI jaze ne ? baMdhuo ! bALakane pitAnuM nAma skulamAM dAkhala thayuM nathI tene aphasesa thAya che paNa A mArA zrAvakene haju aphasosa nathI ke huM varSothI navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karuM chuM paNa haju paMcaparameSTimAM mAruM nAma kema nathI AvyuM? manamAM evA bhAva Ave che kharA ke bhagavAnanA hAjarIpatrakamAM-paMcaparaSTimAM mAruM nAma kayAre dAkhala thaze ? A aphasosa thAya che? paMcaparameSTi navakAramaMtramAM ajabagajabanI tAkAta che. ApaNA jaina dharmamAM navakAramaMtra e mahAna maMtra che. navakAra maMtranA prabhAve saLagate dAvAnaLa zItaLa banI jAya che. zULInA sthAne siMhAsana banI gayuM che. navakAramaMtranA pratApe jIva mahAna sukha saMpatti prApta kare che. ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. bALakanA jIvanamAM rahelI pavitratA" -eka zeThane ghera rabArIne karo nokarI karatA hatA te dararoja zeThanA herone laIne vanavagaDAmAM carAvavA mATe jAte. eka vakhata ziyALAnI kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM eka vastra paherIne khullA badane dhyAnamAM ubhelA eka mahAtmAne jevA. mahAtmAne joIne A agiyAra varSanA chokarAnA manamAM thayuM ke ahe! meM te dhAbaLA oDhA che ne tApaNuM karIne tAvuM chuM chatAM zarIra tharathara dhruje che. te A mahAtmA te khullA zarIre ubhA che te zuM emane ThaMDI nahi lAgatI heya! kevA sthira ubhA che! agiyAra varSanA chokarAne sAdhunI ciMtA thaI paNa tame ThaMDInA divasomAM tamArA phaleTamAM garama zAla ane dhAbaLA oDhIne sutA che tyAre bhagavAnanA saMte yAda Ave che kharA ? kerInI sIjhananA divasomAM tame kerI khAtA che tyAre paradeza rahete dIkare tamane yAda Ave che ne ke ApaNe kerI khAIe chIe paNa ApaNe dIkare kerI khAdhA vinA rahI jaze ? tyAM dIkaro ke yAda AvyuM ? yAda rAkhaje, jIvane saMtAne vahAlA che eTalA saMta vahAlA nathI paNa jyAM sudhI deva, gurU ane dharma vahAlA nathI tyAM sudhI AtmAno udhdhAra nathI. mahAtmAne pUchate bALaka" -pelA chokarAne ciMtA thavA lAgI ke A mahAtmAne keTalI ThaMDI lAgatI haze? temanI pAse jaIne hAtha joDIne kahe che he bhagavAna! tamane ThaMDI nathI lAgatI? A mAro dhAbaLo huM tamane oDhADuM paNa mahAtmA te kaMI ja belatA nathI. saMdhyA kALa thaye eTale chokaro te DhArA laIne pitAnA

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zAradA suvAsa zeTha gha cale gaye, paNa pitA mahAtmA bhUlAtA nathI. ene uMgha AvatI nathI. mahAtmAnuM zuM thayuM haze ? savAre sUryodaya thatA pahelA tyAM pahoMcI gayo ne hAtha joDIne pUchayuM-e bhagavAna ! A hima jevI ThaMDImAM Apa rAtabhara khullA dile kevI rIte ubhA rahI zakayA ! A te jaMghAcAraNa muni hatA. temane sUryodaya thatAM dhyAna pALavuM hatuM eTale "name arihaMtANuM" bolI kathAna pALIne AkAzagAmI vidyAnA baLe teo AkAzamAM uDI gayA. A chekare samaja ke mahAtmAe mane ATalI badhI ThaMDI kevI rIte sahana thAya tene mahAmaMtra Ape. zeThe karelI icchA" : mahAtmA te gayA paNa nokara "namo arihaMtANuM" e maMtranuM raTaNa karavA lAge. sAMja sudhI jaMgalamAM raTaNa karyuM. sAMje ghera AvyuM. Dhorane pANI pIvaDAvatA ne khANa khavaDAvatA eka ja raTaNa kare che "namo arihaMtANuM A sAMbhaLIne zeTha pUche che ke beTA ! tuM A zuM bolI rahyo che? tyAre nekare kahyuM bApujI! Aje te mArA bhAgya khulI gayA. dhanya ghaDIne dhanya bhAgya mArA ke mane Aje jaMgalamAM mahAna saMtanA darzana thayA. temaNe mane ThaMDI sahana karavAno mahAna maMtra Ape che tenuM raTaNa karuM chuM. zeThe pUchyuM ke tene kevI rIte maMtra Apya? eTale nokare vigatavAra badhI vAta karI. zeTha te jaina hatA eTale samajI gayA ke nekare ema pUchayuM haze ke ATalI badhI ThaMDI Ape kevI rIte sahana karI ? barAbara e ja samaye munine kAusaga pALavAne samaya haze eTale "name arihaMtANuM" belyA haze tyAre ANe mAnyuM ke mane ThaMDI sahana karavAne maMtra Apyo. "namo arihaMtANuM" e te maMtra ja che te have enA uparathI enI zraddhA tUTavI na joIe paNa zraddhA vadhe tema karavuM joIe. baMdhuo ! tamArA gharamAM, kuTuMbamAM ke jJAtimAM kaI bhAI ke bahena dAna karatA hiya, tapa karatA heya, brahmacaryanuM pAlana karatA hoya keI paNa dharmAnuSThAna karatA hoya te tenI zraddhA Dagamaga thAya tevuM tame karaze nahi. tenI buddhimAM bhrama pedA thAya tevI vAta karaze nahi ane karanArane kadI aMtarAya pADazo nahi. je karanArane aMtarAya pADaze te mahAna pApanA bhAgIdAra banaze. huM te tamane kahuM chuM ke kadAca tamArA dIkarA dIkarIe dIkSA levA taiyAra thAya te paNa tame aTakAvaze nahi paNa ema kaheje ke beTA! A saMsAra duHkhanI khANa che, bhaDabhaDate dAvAnaLa che. bhayaMkara uMDI khAI che. ame te A khAImAM paDayA chIe paNa kharekhara paDavA jevuM nathI. A dAvAnaLamAMthI je bacavuM hoya te saMyamanA mArge sidhAve. A asAra saMsAramAMthI bacavA mATe levA jevo hoya te saMyama che, choDavA je hoya te saMsAra che, ane meLavavA jevo heya te mokSa che. AvuM kaheje paNa dIkSA letA aTakAvaze nahi.

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zAradA suvAsa 66 " koInI dhama zraddhA tADavI, deva, gurU ane dhama pratyenI bhaktimAM bhaga pADavA, dAnAdi dharmanA utsAha toDI pADavA e mATuM pApa che." Ane meDhuM papa thA mATe kahyuM te samajyA ? dharma karanAranI zraddhA tame hacamacAvI nAMkhI, zurU pratyenuM bahumAna ghaTADI nAMkhyuM, enI AcAra niSThA bhAMgI eTale e jIvane have e dharma para, e gurU para ane e AcAra para zraddhA niSThA ane bahumAna gumAvavAthI abhAva thaze. e abhAvanA kAraNe A janmamAM te zuM paNa AvatA janmamAM paNa dharma zraddha, gurU bhakti ane AcAra niSThA na pAmI zake, evuM durtaMbha edhipaNAnu pApakarma baMdhAze pachI e karmanA udaya vakhate jIvanI dazA kevI thaze te jANeA che ? dhazraddhA nahi paNa dharma upara abhAva thaze. eTale pApakanI rUcI thaze, dharmagurU upara abhAva eTale patnI, putra parivAra ane paisA Adi upara mAha rahevAne. sad AcArenI niSThA ke emAM tanmayatA nahi paNa enA pratye napharata thavAnI. Anu pariNAma zuM Avaze ? duHkhada durgAMtinA duHkhAnI para parA sajAze. mATe kAInI dharmazraddhA tUTe tevuM eka paNa vacana melaze nahi. A zeTha khUba dhaniSTha hatA. e samajI gayA hatA ke muni zA mATe " namA ariha'tANu " melyA paNa nAkaranI zraddhAne zaDha tUTI na jAya tene khyAla rAkhIne nAkarane abhinaMdana ApatA kahe che dIkarA ! tuM khaDA bhAgyavAna che ke AvA mahAna muninA tane daCna thayA ane temaNe tane AvA mahAna maMtra ApyA paNa khyAla rAkhaje ke AvA meoTA mahAtmA sAmAnya vastu na Ape. A maMtra mAtra 'DInuM duHkha TALavAne nahi paNa sa`sAranAM samasta du:khe TALavAneA A zreSThamAM zreSTha matra che. AvA mahAna mahiSa kaI mAmulI cIja gheADI Ape ? e tA mahAna khakSIsa kare. A eka ja maMtramAM aneka siddhionI tAkAta che, zeThe maMtranI khUSa prazasA karIne tene mahimA khatAnyA eTale nekaranA utsAha vacceA. zradhdhAnI jyAta jalI, khasa. have teA eka kSaNa paNa maMtrane na bhUlu'. khUba jorazeArathI raTaNa karyu. A nekara teA khAtA, pItA, sUtA, uThatA, esatA " namA arihaMtANu... ", namA arihatANu. eka ja raTaNa karavA lAgyA. satata maraNa cAlu rAkhyuM. A navakAramaMtra keAI sAmAnya nathI. navakAramaMtramAM mahe'na zakti rahelI che. bhAvabhInA raMge, manaDAne uma Mge, bAle mAnava bAlA mahAmagalamaya navakAra mahAmaMtrae mahAtatra e, mahAzrutaskaMdha e navakAra, jayeSTha jJAna e jayeSDa dhyAna e, cauda pUrvanA e che sAra, jinazAsanamAM anupama maoNMgala ArAdhA navakAra--melA mAnava~

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zAradA suvAsa - navakAra maMtramAM cauda pUrva sAra samAyeluM che. ene aciMtya mahimA che. mATe tame AjathI niyama lejo ke mAre dararoja pAMca navakAravALI gaNavI. e na banI zake te eka te avazya gaNavI. navakAramaMtranA prabhAvathI manuSya mahAnamAM mahAna ApattimAMthI bacI jAya che. A chokaro eka citte namo arihaMtANaMne jApa satata karavA lAge. Ama karatAM zuM banyuM? chokarAnA peTamAM beMko lAkaDAne khIla" -eka divasa chokaro Tere laIne jaMgalamAM gayo che. Dhore AjubAju carI rahyA hatA. chokaro A jhADa nIce "namo arihaMtANuM "nA dayAnamAM lIna banyuM che. nadImAM the DuM pANI hatuM eTale Dhero caratA caratA sAme kinAre cAlyA gayA che. A vakhate pahADa upara varasAda paDavAthI nadImAM pUra AvyuM. traNa cAra kalAka "name arihaMtANuM"nuM raTaNa karyA pachI AMkha khelIne joyuM te nadImAM pUra AvI gayuM che ne Dhoro te sAme kinAre jatA rahyA che. have zuM karavuM ? Dhere jagalamAM bhUlA paDI jAya te? e sAme kinAre javA mATe eka bhekhaDa para caDha ne nadImAM jhaMpalAvyuM. ene te jaladI sAme kinAre javuM hatuM paNa te nadImAM je jagyAe paDyo te jagyA upara pANImAM eka lAkaDAne khUTe ubhA hatA. barAbara te khUMTAnI aNI upara A chokarAnuM peTa AvI gayuM ane ekadama jozathI paDyo tethI te khUTe peTamAM pesI gayo. devAnupriye! A jagyAe tamane AvuM thAya te zuM karo ? vedanA thAya tenI hAyavaya thAya ke navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa thAya. tamAro anubhava zuM kahe che? bele te kharA ? ajJAnI jIva haze te hAya karaze ne kaheze ke mArAthI sahana thatuM nathI. jaladI DaoNkaTarane belA ne upacAra karAve. jyAre jJAnI haze te ema kaheze ke heya mArA karmane udaya che. hoya-emAM raDavAnuM zuM ? jJAnI ane ajJAnI baMnene karmodayathI kaSTa te Ave paNa baMnemAM pharaka eTale che ke jJAnI dIryathI sahana kare che ne ajJAnI reI reIne sahana kare che. je samatAbhAvathI sahana kare che tenA karmanA deNA cUkavAI jAya che ne je hAyavoya kare che te navA karmo bAMdhe che. A chokarAnA piTamAM lAkaDAne khUTe bharAI javAthI asahya vedanA thavA lAgI paNa hAyavoyanuM nAmanizAna nathI. AnuM kAraNa zuM? te samajyA. enuM kAraNa eka ja che ke ene navakAra maMtra upara aTala zraddhA hatI ne bIjuM e raTaNanI sAdhanA satata ane dIrghakALa sudhI karI hatI, tethI tene saMskAra khUba daDha thaI gayA hatA. eTale vedanAne gauNa karIne namo arihaMtANuMnuM smaraNa karavA mAMDyuM. ene mana name arihaMtANuM sarvasva hatuM. e maMtra pratye khUba Adara hatuM. baMdhuo! tame kaI paNa sAdhanA karo te AdarapUrvaka karo. nAnI ke meTI keIpaNa sAdhanA satkAra sAthe

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zArA suvAsa thavI joIe. emAM haiyuM harSathI uchaLavuM joIe. adarasatkArapUrvaka karelI sAdhanAnuM bahu mUlya che. satkAra eTale haiyAne AdarabhAva, bahumAna, ahobhAva, jenA pratye bahumAna hoya tenI sAdhanA karatAM haiyuM gadgad thAya ne ke aho ! kevI suMdara sAdhanA karavAne mane avasara maLe ! mArA kevA ahobhAgya ! "asahaya vedanAmAM paNa jIvanane dhanya mAnato bALaka" -nekarane "name arihaMtANa" A maMtra pratye bahumAna hatuM. aMtarane atyaMta Adara bhAva hato. ATalI vedanAmAM name arihaMtANuMnuM raTaNa karatA vicAra kare che ke aho ! huM to eka garIba Dhora cAranAra nekara, ane mane vaLI A mahAmaMtra zene maLe? A abhAgI jIvane AvA moTA mANasanA be mIThA zabdo sAMbhaLavAnAM sAMsA hoya tyAM Ave mahAna maMtra te maLe ja zAne ? kamanasIba bhikhArInA ThIMkarAnA pAtramAM roTalAno TukaDo mahAmuzkelIo paDato hoya tyAM karoDonI kiMmatanA khajAnA tulya A mahAmaMtra maLe ja kayAMthI? kayAM huM kamabhAgI ane kayAM A mahAna maMtra! mahAtmAe te mane nyAla karI dIdhe, jue, tene mahAmaMtra pratye keTale badhe Adara che ! keTaluM bahumAna che ! tamane gurU navakAramaMtra Ape te nyAla thaI javAnA ne ? kema kaMi bolatA nathI? mane lAge che ke tame kaI bIjA maMtranI jhaMkhanAmAM che. 38 dara cha brahmasevI kurakura svAhA" kaI tamane AvuM kAgaLamAM lakhI upara kesaranA chAMTaNA chAMTI Ape te tame khuzakhuza. (hasAhasa) juo. A maMtra bolI tyAM tame keTalA badhA hasyA. A uparathI samajAya che ke lakSmIdevI pratye tamane bahumAna che, Adara satkAra che paNa yAda rAkhajo ke lakSamIdevI tamane duHkhamAM zAMti nahi ApI zake. lakSmI tamane enA dAsa banAvI deze tenA karatAM tame lakSamIne dAsI banAvI de. pele chokaro AdarapUrvaka namo arihaMtANuMnuM raTaNa karate AyuSya pUrNa karI je gharamAM nekara hatuM te ja gharamAM putra tarIke janme. te bIje kaI nahi paNa sudarzana zeTha banyA. A zAno pratApa ? bele, navakAramaMtrane. navakAramaMtrane maMtrAdhirAja kahevAmAM Ave che. e paMca parameSTI navakAramaMtra maMgala svarUpa che. te darekanuM maMgala karanAra che. dareka zubha kAryamAM sauthI prathama ApaNe navakAramaMtranuM maraNa karIe chIe. vyAkhyAnanI zarUAta karatAM pahelA paNa ApaNe navakAramaMtra ja belIe chIe ne ? A cAturmAsanA divasomAM bhagavAna kathita batrIsa AgAmomAMthI kaI paNa eka AgamamAMthI eka adhikAranuM ApaNe vAMcana karIzuM. AgamAM bharapUra bhA bharelA zA. su. 20

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zAradA suvAsa che. bhagavAnanA jJAnamAM amUlya ratno rahelA che paNa ratna levAnI ApaNI zakti joIe. batrIsa sUtromAMthI ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranuM vAMcana karavuM che. uttarAdhyayana sUtra e mahAvIra prabhunI aMtima vANI che. bhagavAne aMtima samaye paNa A apAra saMsAra rUpI samudramAM DUbatA jene AtmaudadhArane mArga batAvyo. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM gUDha ane gahana bhAve rahelA che. sUtranA pAne pAne ane zabde zabda amUlya rane bharelA che paNa ekAgracitte sUtranuM zravaNa, vAMcana ane manana karavAmAM Ave te ja ApaNane e ratnanI prApti thAya che. uttarAdAyana sUtranA 36 adhyayane che. A cAturmAsamAM temAMthI ApaNe kayA adhyayananuM vAMcana karavuM che tenA bhAva avasare vicArIzuM. vyAkhyAna naM-2 aSADa suda 15 ne somavAra "mAnavabhavamAM zuM karazo?" tA-17-7-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMtajJAnI, sarvajJa bhagavate jagatanA jIvane uddadhana karatA pharamAve che ke he mAnava ! sukhanI zodha mATe tuM ba hya padArthomAM bhaTake che paNa tyAM tane sAcA sukhanI prApti thavAnI nathI. kAraNa ke bAhya padArtho badhAM asthira che. asthira padArthomAMthI sthira sukhanI AzA rAkhavI te vaMdhyA putravat che. viSayajanya sukhe te kSaNika sukhe che. e kSaNika sukhe kadI kAyama rahetA nathI. kAyamanuM sukha eka AtmAmAM raheluM che. AtmAnI bahAra sukhanI zodha karavI te aMdhakAramAMthI prakAzane zodhavA jevuM che. Aje kaI khAvApIvAmAM sukha mAne che. koI sArA vastrAbhUSaNe paherIne haravApharavAmAM sukha mAne che, te kaI ezaArAmane me ja majhAmAM sukha mAne che, paNa khAvuM pIvuM, vaAbhUSaNe paherIne haravuM pharavuM, mejamajhAne ezaArAma karavAnuM sukha te sAcuM nathI paNa tamAruM mAneluM dukha maTADavAnuM akALanuM esaDa che. viSayabheganuM sukha dArUNa duHkha denAruM che. svAdhIna, svAbhAvika ane zAzvata sukha mAtra AtmAmAM raheluM che. e sukhanI zodha mATe mahAna purUSa sarva prakAranA bAhya sukhane tRNanI jema samajIne tyAga kare che. devAnupriye! jyAre jIvane bAhya sukhono tyAga karI Atmika, anaMta ane avyAbAdha sukha prApta karavAnI bhAvanA jAge che tyAre te sauthI prathama zuM vicAraNA kare che? mAro AtmA anAdI anaMta evA A saMsAramAM anaMtakALathI paribhramaNa karI rahyo che. anaMtakALa sudhI nigadamAM rahyo, tyAMthI nIkaLIne pRthvIkAyanI sAta lAkha nimAM bhaTake, tyAMthI nIkaLI apakAyamAM, teukAyamAM ane vAukAyanI sAta sAta lAkha nimAM asaMkhya vAra bhaTakyo. daza lAkha pratyeka vanaspatikAya, cauda

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zAradA suvAsa lAkha sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAyamAM A jIva paTakAye, tyAM kapA, zakAze. A rIte jIve mahAna duHkhamAM anaMta kALacakro pasAra karyA paNa chavanA bhavaduHkhane aMta AvyA nathI, tyAMthI bendriya, teIndriya, caurendriya, asaMjJI tiryaMca pacendriya, ane saMsI tiryaMca pacendrivamAM A jIve ghaNe kALa parAdhInapaNe dukhe bhagavyA. anaMtI vakhata janme ne maryo. A rIte duHkha bhogavatAM ghaNe kALa vyatIta thaye ne akAma nirjarAthI deva gati pAmyA. mArA AtmAe devabhavamAM bheganI atizaya AsaktithI ghaNA pApakarmo upArjana karyA eTale pAchuM tiryaMcanuM khAtuM khelyuM. pahelA, bIjA devaloka sudhInA deve pAMca daMDakamAM jAya che. pRthvI, pANI, vanaspati, manuSya ane tiryaMca. te rIte A jIva devamAMthI nIkaLI tiryaMca paNa thayo haze. tiryaMca pacendriyamAM jIve aneka prakAranI hiMsAe karIne pApakarmo bAMdhyA ne te pApakarmo bhegavavA narakamAM gaye. A rIte anaMta kALa jIva karmanA kAraNe saMsAramAM rIbA paNa tene sukhanI chAyA maLI nahi. ema karatAM mahAna puNyodaye tene manuSya janmanI prApti thaI. temAM paNa anAryadeza, anAryakuLa ane anAryajAtimAM janmI pApa karmone bhayaMkara rIte AcarIne saMsAramAM ghaNuM bhaTakaye. A rIte caturgati rUpa saMsAramAM mAre anaMta kALa vyatIta thaye. have mArA anaMta puNyodaye mane mAnavabhavamAM Aryadeza, AryajAti ane AryakuLa maLyuM, temAM paNa uttama zrAvakanuM kuLa maLyuM che. have pApanA kIcaDamAM zA mATe khUcele rahuM? have te badhI pApa paya pravRttio ane pApamaya vAsanAone tyAga karIne mithyAtva, avirati, pramAda, kapAya, ane azubha cagAne tyAga karIne saMsAra paribhramaNane TALavA mATe anaMta upakArI, paramatAraka arihaMta prabhue batAvelA saMyama mArgane jaladI aMgIkAra karuM. baMdhuo! tamane te dharmArAdhanA karavA mATe A badhI sAmagrI maLI che ne? "hA." te tame paNa huM hamaNAM ja kahI gaI tevI bhAvanA bhAvatA haze ne ? ke huM kayAre vitarAgane sAdhu banIza! je caturga te saMsAramAM anaMta kALathI bhagavelA che tamane yAda AvatA hoya ne have evA duHkha bhogavavA na hoya te zrI vItarAga bhagavaMte batAvelA tyAga mArge AvI sAdhupaNAnI ArAdhanA karavA mATe ujamALa bano. tamane sAdhupaNAmAM kaSTa che ema lAgatuM hoya te evo vicAra karajo ke A saMsAramAM meM keTalAya duHkhe bhagavyA chesAdhupaNAnuM kaSTa te tenI AgaLa kaMI ja hisAbamAM nathI. kharekhara saMsAra sukhanA roganA kAraNe AtmAe anaMtA janma maraNanA kaSTa bhagavyA. have saMyamanI ArAdhanA dvArA karmo kSaya karIne anaMta Amika avyAbAdha sukhane prApta karavA purUSArtha kare.

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zAradA suvAsa Atmika sukha meLavavA mATe tyAga e amUlya saMjIvanI che. Atmika sukhanI prApti mATe sauthI prathama saMsAra sukhanI vismRti karavI paDaze. jo tame saMpUrNa tyAgI banavA zaktimAna na ho te bane teTaluM vadhu brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare, tapa kare, dAna kare. dAna paNa eka prakAranA parigrahano tAga te che ja. je saMpattine tyAga karI dAna de che tenuM jIvana mIThuM ane madhura bane che. eka nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. eka vakhata eka guru ane ziSya baMne nadI kinArA pAse thaIne pasAra thaI rahyA hatA. te samaye ziSya gurUne prazna karyo ke he gurUdeva ! A nadInuM pANI mIThuM che ne samudranuM pANI khAruM che. A nadInuM pANI samadramAM jAya che chatAM samudranuM pANI kema mIThuM thatuM nathI? jayAre joIe tyAre samudranuM pANI te khAruM ne khAruM ja hoya che, tyAre gurUe hasIne kahyuM -he ziSya emAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM nathI. tenuM kAraNa e che ke nadI satata dAna karatI rahe che eTale te badhAne mIThuM pANI pIvaDAve che ne pAchI udAratAthI samudrane te samarpaNa thaI jAya che. jayAre samudra keIne Apane nathI. e sadA saMgraha karato rahe che. A nyAya uparathI ApaNe e vAta samajI lerI joIe ke je Apane rahe che te madhura bane che ane saMgraha karanAra keIne dete nathI paNa levAnI bhAvanAvALe che te tiraskArane pAtra bane che. mATe tame paNa nadInI mAphaka dAna ApI parigrahane moha choDI jIvana madhura banAvajo. be vyaktionA nAma ApaNI sAme mojuda che. zAlIbhadrane ghera saMpattine tUTe na hatuM ane mammaNa zeThane ghera paNa aDhaLaka saMpatti hatI. temAM zAlIbhadde saMpattine dAnamAM vAparI ane chevaTe sAcuM jJAna thatAM tene tyAga karIne cAritra mArge cAlI nIkaLyA. tyAM cAritranI suMdara ArAdhanA karI kALa karIne anuttara vimAnamAM gayA ne ekAvatArI banyA. jyAre mammaNa zeThe bhayaMkara lebhavRttinA kAraNe eka rAtI pAI paNa dAnamAM vAparI nahi. te marIne narake gayA. zAlIbhadranuM nAma itihAsamAM suvarNAkSare aMkita thayuM ane mammaNa zeThanuM nAma kALA akSare lakhAyuM. je tamAruM nAma suvarNAkSare lakhAvavuM hoya to saMpattine sadupaya karaje, bhagavAne dAna, ziyaLa, tapa ane bhAva e cAra prakAre dharma batAvyo che. temAMthI tamArAthI je bane te dharma ko paNa jIvanamAM kaMIka avazya kare. dharma vinAnuM jIvana zUnya che. tame te kevA mahAna puNyavAna che. tamane badhI sAmagrI maLI che. mATe nirNaya karo ke mArAthI je ArAdhanA thaze te have huM jaldI karIza. pharIne A avasara maLe muzkela che. samaje te jaina dharma maLe te mahAna bhAgedaya che. eka daSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM, eka zrImaMta vaNika zeThane tyAM eka garIba kSatriyana kare nokarI karato hate. zeTha vaiSNava dhamI hatA paNa dharmamAM zraddhAvAna hatA. A chokarAnA mA bApa ene

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zAradA suvAsa 13 bALapaNamAM mUkIne paraloka sidhAvI gayA hatA. A nirAdhAra chokarAne zeTha pitAnA ghera lAvelA. A cheka zeThanA gharanuM badhuM kAma karatA hatA. sAthe Dhora carAvavA paNa jAya. zeTha tene khUba sArI rIte rAkhatA hatA paNa ene mA bApa nahi eTale kayAreka ochuM AvI jatuM. zeThANI pitAnA putrane heta kare tyAre ene ema thatuM ke mAre mA bApa nahi eTale mane kaNa lADa laDAve, heta kare ? evuM enA manamAM echuM AvatuM tyAre eka khUNAmAM jaIne raDI lete hate. "raDatA bALakane ApeluM AzvAsana" :- eka divasa chokarAne jaMgalamAM gAye carAvatAM mA bApa yAda AvyA. eTale jhADa nIce besIne isake dhrusake raDavA lAge. he mAtA-pitA! tame mane mUkIne kayAM cAlyA gayA ? duniyAmAM badhu ja maLe che paNa mAtAnA heta maLatA nathI. " mA te mA ane bIjA badhA vagaDAnA vA." zeTha mane khAvA pIvAnuM, kapaDA badhuM ja Ape che, mArA kAmanI kadara kare che paNa haiyAnuM heta nathI maLatuM. Ama karIne ce dhAra AMsue raDato hato. A samaye tyAMthI eka jaina saMta nIkaLyA. bAra tera varSanA bAluDAne raDate joIne saMtane tenI dayA AvI. te sahajabhAve belI uThayA beTA ! A jaMgalamAM tuM ekale kema beThe che ne zA mATe raDe che ? A zabdo chokarAe pahelI ja vAra sAMbhaLyA hatA. jANe pitAnI mAtA na maLI hoya tema chalAMga mArIne saMtane vaLagI paDe. saMte raDavAnuM kAraNa pUchayuM eTale chokarAe badhI vAta karI ane khUba raDyo. eTale saMte tene samajAvyuM ke je beTA? pUrvabhavamAM te evA karmo karyA haze, te tane udayamAM AvyA che. te tuM hasatA mukhaDe bhegavI le, raDIza nahi, A duniyAmAM tenI kiMmata thAya che. te tuM jANe che ? te sAMbhaLa. Aphata Ave tyAre je mukha malakAve, ene AtanI nA thAe asara he. duHkhanA DuMgara tUTe paNa mamatA ne khUTe, evA viralAnI che jagamAM kadara che. je pitAnA mAthe duHkhanA DuMgarA tUTI paDe che chatAM hasate rahe che tenI duniyAmAM kadara thAya che. mahAnapurUSone kevA duHkhe paDyA che chatAM akhino khUNe lAla karyo nathI duHkhamAM hasatA ja rahyA che, tyAre Aje ApaNe temane yAda karIe chIe. ema kahI tene mahAna purUSanI vAta samajAvI eTale chokarAnuM mana zAMta thayuM, eNe saMtane pUchyuM-bhagavAna ! tame keNu che. ne kyAM jAo che ? saMte kahyuM ke huM jaina muni chuM ahIMthI cAra mAIla dUra eka gAma che tyAM mAruM cAturmAsa che. have cAturmAsanA divase najIka Ave che eTale huM tyAM jAuM chuM. cheka re bhaktibhAvathI pUche che bhagavAna cAturmAsa eTale zuM? saMte saraLa bhASAmAM samajAvyuM ke cAturmAsa eTale comAsuM. ame cemAsAmAM eka gAmathI bIje gAma na jaIe. eka gAmamAM rahIe tenuM nAma comAsuM

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zAradA suvAsa jainamuninA darzanathI bALakamAM jAgelI zraddhAH- baMdhuo ! A chokarAe kadI jainamunine joyA nathI. pahelI ja vAra jainamunine bheTa thayA che, paNa saMtane joIne ene apUrva ullAsa ane, ane mA-bApane bhUlI gayo te pagamAM paDIne kahe che. ahe bhagavaMta! tame ja mArA mA bApa che. Aje mAro uddhAra thaI gaye. mArA haiyAnI hATaDImAM sonAno sUra u. "prabhu pAvana karene muja jhaMpalaDI, sUnI paDI haiyAnI hATalaDI." saMtane je ne tene uMcAmAM hetane kuvAro chUTe. caraNamAM paDIne kahe che. bhagavAna ! huM tamane nahi javA dau. saMte kahyuM bhAI! amArAthI ahIM na rahevAya. mane javA de. sa te tenI bhavyatA joIne tene navakAra maMtra zIkhavADyo. eTale ene AnaMda era vaye. aho ! karUNAnIdhI bhagavAne mane maMtra ApyuM. te harSathI nAcavA ne kudavA lAgyA. saMta kahe che have jAuM chuM chokarAe kahyuM bhagavAna! mane tamArA vinA gamaze nahi paNa zeThanI nekarInA khIlaDe baMdhAyela chuM. eTale mAre javuM ja paDaze paNa bhagavaMta! ApanA darzana vinA huM nahi rahI zaku. Apa ahIthI be mAIla dUra che. to mane e niyama Ape ke mAre dararoja ApanA darzana karIne jamavuM, tyAre saMte kahyuM beTA ! e niyama na apAya. tuM ATale nAno bAluDe ane zeThanI nokarI karavAnI. eTale A niyama tane pAlave nahi. navakAramaMtranI mALA gaNane pachI jamavuM evo niyama ApuM, paNa chokaro kahe che e maMtrane japIza paNa ApanA darzana vinA huM nahi rahI zakuM. ATaluM bolatAM enI AMkhamAM AMsunI dhAra thaI. eTale te tene nivama A. bALake karelI bhAvanA bharI prArthanA -azrubharI AMkhe baMne hAtha joDI pagamAM paDIne kahe che aho, parama kRpALu bhagavaMta ! A sevakane darzana ApIne ke mahAna upakAra karyo. mArA bhAganA dvAra ke khelI nAMkhyA ! mArA bhAgyeAdayathI Aje Apa mane maLI gayA. zuM kahuM bhagavaMta! mane ApanA darzana thatAM jaMgala maMgala banI gayuM. mArA azubha karmo chedAI jaIne zubha karmane sUrya mArA aMtaramAM jhaLahaLI uThaze. dhanya che prabhu Apane ! enA AnaMdanI kaI sImA nathI. saMte ghaNI nA pADI paNa eNe te pratijJA lIdhI. e saMta vihAra karI gayA paNa chokarAnA dilamAM AnaMda samAtuM nathI. jema rekeTa jAya ne pAchaLa liTe rahI jAya che, tema ahI saMta gayA paNa chokarAnA dilamAM temanA darzananA tejanA lisoTA rahI gayA. enuM jIvana palaTAI gayuM. chokare te abhaNa ne kara hato chatAM tenA dilamAM saMta darzanane ke AnaMda che! baMdhuo! huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tame te bhaNelA gaNelA ane sukhI samRddha che paNa saMta darzanane A AnaMda anubhave che kharA? bele, mane javAba Ape, tame

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15 zAradA suvAsa nahi le. heziyAra che ne? tamane saMta darzana karatAM eka lAkha rUpiyAnI noTa maLI jAya te vadhu AnaMda thAya ne ! (hasa hasa) have tamAruM mAthuM kevuM hAlyuM. jarA samajI leje ke lAkhanI neTe pastI samAna che. hamaNAM ne TenuM zuM banyuM te te tamane khabara che ne haju hajAranI te aDadhAmAM gaI paNa daza hajAranI te pastI ja thaI che ne ? kema barAbara che ne ? vicAra karo. saMsAramAM pudagala pastI ja che. "jo pudagala bhAvanI dUra thAya pastI te maLe AtmAnI mastI." je saMsAranA pudgala pastI samAna lAgaze te eTale lAkha rUpiyA maLatA AnaMda, thAya che tenAthI adhika AnaMda saMtadarzana thatAM thaze. enI mastI kaI alaukika haze! pelA nokaranA AnaMdane pAra nathI. saMtane samAgama jIvanamAM zuM nathI karato ? pattharo pIgaLAvI nAMkhe re saMtanI vANI, hRdaya ogALI nAMkhe che tenI vANI bhUlelAne rAhe lAve, hAtha pakaDIne calAve, jIvanapalTa karAvI de re saMtanI vANI. - saMtanA upadezathI nokaranA dilamAM alaukika jema AvyuM. jANe kaI moTuM rAya na maLI gayuM hoya ! enA aMtarane aMdhakAra naSTa thaI gaye. te gAya laIne ghera AvyA. zeThanuM badhuM kAma karatAM mukhe navakAramaMtrano jApa kare che, enA mukha uparano AnaMda joIne zeTha pUche che-chokarA! Aje tArA mukha upara ATale badhe AnaMda zene che? tyAre chokarAe kahyuM-mane bhagavAna mAnyA. zeThe kahyuM -bhagavAna kevA hatA ? te kahe emanuM varNana mArAthI thaI zake nahi. juo, mane bhagavAne eka maMtra Ape che. bela joIe e maMtra. eTale eka navakAramaMtra che. zeTha samajI gayA ke Ane kAI jaina muni maLI gayA lAge che. kAma karate jAya ne navakAramaMtranuM maraNa karate jAya che. devAnupriya? navakAramaMtra te tame paNa gaNe che paNa tenuM mahAsya samaje che ? navakAramaMtramAM ghaNAM rahasyo rahelA che te samajAya che ne ? navakAramaMtra zuddha bhAvathI gaNanArane samyagadarzananI prApti thAya che. kadAca tamane ema thaze ke arihaMta, siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya ane sAdhune namaskAra karavAmAM samyagadarzana kyAM AvyuM? paMcaparameDi bhagavaMtane namaskAra karavAthI samyagadarzananI prApti thAya che tenuM kAraNa zuM ? navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karatI vakhate kaI bhAvanA Ave te samyagadarzananI prApti thAya? mAtra mukhe navakAra belI javAthI nahi paNa zraddhApUrvaka navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karavAthI samyagadarzananI prApti thAya che. je paMcaparameSThi bhagavatene huM namaskAra karuM chuM teoe je pharamAvyuM che te mAre karavuM joIe. tenAthI viparIta karuM chuM te be che. paMcaparameSThi bhagavaMte mane karmakSaya karavAnuM kahe che. e vAta AtmAne rUce, zakti mujaba karavAnI bhAvanA rahe. evI mAnyatA thAya te samyagadarzane Ave ne ? e tAraka

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* zAradA suvAsa bhagavatInI jema meAkSa prAptinI bhAvanAmAM tallIna rahevu' joI e. jue, nayasAra suthAra kAMI jaina dharma pAmeleA na hatA. eka ja vakhata jaMgalamAM bhUlA paDelA saMtane samAgama thayA. AhAra pANI vaheArAvavAne ene lAbha maLyeA. e samaye enA AnaMda koI anerA hatA. khUba ullAsapUrvaka saMtanI bhakti karI. saMte paNa tenI pAtratA joI ne upadeza ApyA. te sAMbhaLIne tenA dilamAM thayuM ke A saMta kahe che tema mAre karavu' joI e. tyAM e samyagdarzana pAmI gayA. ATaluM pAmavA mAtrathI enA bhavanI gaNatrI thaI. eNe naMbara noMdhAvI dIdhA. duniyAmAM zreSTha koTimAM e gaNAyA. samyagdana pAmelA jIva vadhumAM vadhu saMsAramAM rahe teA kayAM sudhI rahe? te jANe che ne ? ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLI gayA che. melA, bhUlI gayA lAgeA che. A bhUlI gayA paNa keTalI milkata che te bhUlAya che ? (hasAhasa) jarA vicAra kare. pudgalanA pathArAmAM AnaMda Ave teTalI saMsAra rasikatA che. ene cheDayA vinA udhAra nahi thAya. samakitI AtmA vadhumAM vadhu saMsAramAM rahe te a pudgala-parAvatananI aMdaranA kALa te pachI saMsAra ene saghare ja nahi. samyagdaSTi AtmA sAthe saMsArane phAve nahi. e sa'sArathI alaga rahe. "samyagdaSTa AtmA eTale meATe zrIma Mta," je samyagdarzana prApta kare che te nyAla thaI jAya che. kevI rIte ? sAMbhaLe. jema keAI garIkha mANasa mATe zrImaMta anI jAya te mATe maMgaleA AMdhe, tene kratu` ke pAunDa banAve, daravAje gurakhA rAkhe, khagalAmAM rUma banAve, rUmamAM rUma ane emAM tibrerI, tijorImAM kabATa, kamATamAM DabbI, e DabbImAM rezamI kAgaLathI vITIne badhI cIjo rAkhe ne khuzakhuzAla rahe che. kema Ama ja karo ne ? samaje. A rIte samyagdaSTi eTale mATI zrIma Mta. enA jevA zrImata A saMsAramAM koI nathI cha kha'DanI sAdhanA karavAvALA cakravati paNa nahi. eka sa'skRta zlAkamAM kahyuM che ke-- jinadharmavinirmukto, mAbhuvaM cakravartyapi / syAM ceo'pi dadro'pi, jinadharmAdhivAsitaH || zrI jinezvara devanA dharmAMnA abhAvavALu' cakravarti paNuM paNa mane na pe, pazu e dhathI vAsita dAsapaNuM ke drIpaNuM maLe te paNa mane svIkAryAM che. ATalu samyagdarzananu khamIra che. jaina darzanamAM samyagdananI nAnI sUnI gaNanA nathI. TUMkamAM ApaNe navakAramaMtramAM paNa sagdarzana prApta karAvavAnI tAkAta che. e vAta cAlatI hatI. pelA kSatriyane! dIkarA nAkara kAma karatAM zuddha bhAvathI navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa kare che ane lIdhelA niyamanuM kharAkhara pAlana kare che, ane zeThanI nokarI paNu kharAkhara

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17 zAradA suvAsa ajAve che. zeThanu adhu kAma karIne mukta thAya eTale pUche ke bApujI! have mAru' kAma che? huM... e kalAkamAM AvuM chuM. zeThanI rajA laIne gurUnA darzana karavA upaDe che. tera varSanA bAluDA ha bhera jhaDapathI be mAIla kApI nAMkhe che. ene thAka paNa bhakti che, bhagavaMtanA darzananA talasATa che tyAM thAka badale 15 miniTane rastA haiAya te ya dana karavA nathI lAgatA. jyAM bhAvanA che, lAge ? tamane te be mAIlane AvatA thAka lAgI jAya che. kaIka ema kahe che ke amAru' ghara ghaNu' dUra che. kaMIka bAraNAmAM vasyA che paNa emane TAima nathI. keTalA kamabhAgya che ke ghera beThA satarUpI gaMgA AvI te paNa pAvana banavAnI bhAvanA nathI thatI. A che|karAne pote mAnelA bhagavaMta evA gurUnA dana karavAnA bhAva hatA eTale doDIne tyAM pahoMcI jateA. laLIlaLIne saMtane vaMdana karatA ane kahetA ke he bhagavAna ! mArA AtmAneA jaldI udghAra thAya evuM mane kaMIka samajAve. eTale sata ane thoDI vAra dharma-karmInuM svarUpa samajAvatAM ne pachI chokaro pAcho AvIne bhAjana karIne zeThanu kAma karavA lAgI jatA. thADA divasa tA enA niyamane vAMdhA na Avce. pratijJAmAM thayelI kaparI kaseTI :-eka divasa savArathI megharAjAnI padharAmaNI thaI. chekarAe badhu kAma patAvI dIdhu.. have rAha jue che ke varasAda baMdha rahe eTale jAuM, paNa varasAda aMdha thatA ja nathI. mUzaLadhAra varasAda varase che. cAre tarapha jaLaaMbAkAra thaI gayu che. sAMja paDI paNa megharAjAe maherakhAnI karI nahi. e tA dhAdhamAra varase ja gayA. chekarAe bhAjana na karyuM. AkhA divasa bhUkhyo rahyo. manamAM eka aksAsa thayA kare che ke Aje mane mArA bhagavAnanA darzana na thayA ! ThIka, have savAramAM varasAda rahI jAya teA vahelA upaDI jAuM ne mArA bhagavAnane bheTuM. mAre Ajane divasa prabhunA darzIna vinA afaLa gaye. have te savAra paDavAnI rAha jovA lAgyA. khIje divase paNa varasAda aMdha rahetA nathI. chekarAne khIje divase paNa upavAsa thayeA. ema karatAM traNa cAra divasa thayA paNa varasAda khaMdha rahetA nathI. chekarA paNu upavAsa kare che. jeNe kadI upavAsa karyAM nathI evA kumaLA phula jevA khALakanuM zuM gaMjI ! mADhuM karamAI gayuM, paNa enA AtmA karamAtA nathI. khasa, manamAM eka vAtanu duHkha che ke arere...kevA kamabhAgI ! ke mane cAra cAra divasathI mArA bhagavAnanA dananA viraha paDaye ! huM nathI jaI zakate ! paNa ene manamAM evA bhAva nathI AvatA ke meM kayAM AvI khAdhA lIdhI ? khAdhA lIdhI te bhUkhyA rahevAnA vakhata AvyA ne ! A jagyAe jo tame hai! teA zuM kare ? huMte| mAnu chuM ke tame khAdhA badalAvavA Ave. mahAsatIjI! bAdhA lIdhI che paNa bahu AkarI paDe che. mane badalAvI ApeA, are bhalAM tamArA chekarAne koI divasa khadalAvavA jAva che ke ahI. khAvA zA. su. 3

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19 zAradA suvAsa badalAvavA AvyA che ? (hasAhasa) je pratijJA le che tenI kasATI thAya che ne kasoTImAM je aDaga rahe che te pAra utare che. mATe kaseATI Ave tyAre sthira rahe. TAlatI dhvajA jevA nA banaze. cAra divasa sudhI varasAda na rahyo tyAre enA zeTha-zeThANI kahe che beTA ! tuM kyAM sudhI bhUkhyA rahIza ? A leAjananA thALa bharyAM che tuM jamI le, tyAre chekaro kahe khApujI ! mArA bhagavAnanA darzana nahi thAya tyAM sudhI nahi jammu, tyAre kahe che bhAjana na kara tA dUdha pI. te kahe che mane dUdha paNa na joIe. zeThe kahyu -bhUkhyA marI jaIza. tyAre kahe che bApu! mane mArA gurU bhagavaMtanA darzana AgaLa bhUkha kaMI visAtamAM nathI lAgatI. kadAca maravAnuM Avaze te te paNa zAnA mATe ? dana na thAya te mATe ne ? koI ci'tA nahi. evI TekamAM mRtyu thAya e te dhanya mRtyu che. mArA evA ahobhAgya kayAMthI hoya ke mArA gurU bhagavaMtanA dananI pavitra bhAvanAmAM ja mAruM' mAtta thAya ! kevI pavitra bhAvanA che! kayAre varasAda baMdha paDe ne huM... darzana karu. e bhAvanAne vega vadhatA jatA hatA, ne varasAda paNa cAlu rahyo. sAta divasa sudhI mUzaLadhAra varasAda cAlu ja rahyo. chekarAne sAta divasanA upavAsa thayA paNa bhAvanAnA dora tUTayA nahi. sAta A samaye eka devanuM vimAna pasAra thatuM hatu' te tyAM aTakI gayu. vimAnamAM deva ane devI beThA che. upacega mUkIne joyu te chekarAne dhyAnamAM beThelA joce. gurUdaCna mATe tenuM mana talasI rahyu che. have samaya paNa thaI gayA che. khALakanA tapa ane zuddha bhAva AgaLa devanuM vimAna saMthalI gayuM. have deva ane devI A chekarAnI pAse Avaze ne thru banaze tenA bhAva avasare. * vyAkhyAna na-3 aSADa suda 14ne ma'gaLavAra "vinaya vivekathI AtmAne zaNagArA" tA.18-7-78 sujJa khaMdhuo, suzIla mAtAe te bahene! vizvanI virala vibhUti, vAtsalya vAridhi, karUNAmUrti evA carama tIthaMkara mahAvIra prabhue saMyama laIne ajoDa purUSAtha karI ghAtIkonA kacara ghANa kADhI kevaLajJAnanI jhagamagatI rezanI pragaTa karI. e rozanImAM bhagavaMte samasta duniyAnA jIve.ne ajJAna ane mehanI viTaMbaNuAthI pIDAtA duHkhamaya avasthAmAM joyA. eTale temanA aMtaramAMthI karUNAneA dhodha vahyo, jethI bhagavAne aMtima samaye pazu seALa praDara sudhI ekadhArI satata dezanA ApI uttarAyana sUtra e sagananI atima vANI che. evu sthAna khUba mahatrapUtru che. temAM ghaNI ghaNI viziSTatAo rahelI che.

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zAradA muvAsa uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM dravyAnuyoga, gaNitAnuga, caraNakaraNanuyoga ane dharmakathAnuga e cAre vegenuM jJAnI bhagavatee temAM kathana kareluM che. tethI cAre ya gone temAM samAveza thAya che. e paNa uttarAdhyayana sUtranI eka viziSTatA che. vaiSNava dharmamAM gItA tema jaina dharmamAM mukhya tatva zuM che ne tenuM svarUpa zuM che te batAvanAruM je kaI sUtra hoya te te uttarAdhyayana sUtra che. temAM suMdara rahasya bharelA che. jaina dharmanuM pratinidhitva karanAra ane paDaghe pADanAra sUtra tarIke ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtrane ullekha karI zakIe. A keI chamasthanI vANI nathI paNa sarvajJa bhagavaMtanI vANI che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranI racanA kayAre thaI te tame jANe che ne? arihaMta padamAMthI sidhapadamAM jatAM pahelAM aMtima samaye Aso vadI amAsa (divALI)nA divase bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeve jagatanA chanA udhdhAra mATe chellI vakhate akhaMDitapaNe soLa prahara sudhI eka dhArI dezanA ApI. bhagavaMta mokSamAM javAnA che ema jANIne aDhAra aDhAra dezanA mahArAjAo bhagavAnanI pAse AvIne khAvApIvAnI jhaMjhaTa cheDI chaThTha auSadha karIne dezanA sAMbhaLavA besI gayA. e samajatA hatA ke ApaNe mATe A senerI taka che. bhagavAnanA mukhethI have ApaNane A amRtavANInA ghUMTaDA pIvA maLavAnA nathI. mATe ApaNe pramAda choDIne levAya teTale lAbha laI le. siMhaNanA dudha jhIlavA mATe suvarNanuM pAtra joIe, tema bhagavAnanI vANI rUpI amRta jhIlavA mATe nirmaLa hadaya rUpI pAtra joIe. je AtmAe sUtranuM vAMcana, manana ane ciMtana zudhdha bhAvathI kare che tenuM hita thayA vinA rahetuM nathI. A sUtranI ekeka gAthA dareka jInA hita mATe che. batrIsa sidhAMtamAM kaI dharmanuM khaMDana thAya tevI vAta karavAmAM AvI nathI. kAraNa ke jaina darzana e anekAMta darzana che. tame je sUtra sidhdhAMtanuM vAMcana karaze te khyAla Avaze ke temAM kevA gahana bhAve bharelA che. jemAM gaMgA nadInA nIra tRSAne zAMta kare che, zItaLatA Ape che tema bhagavAnanI vANI rUpI pANInuM je AtmAe pAna kare che tenI bhavabhavanI tRSA zAMta thAya che ne te paramapada mokSane pAmI zake che. pitA putrane aMtima samaye kevI hita zikhAmaNa Ape che? pitAnA putranuM hita thAya, sukhI thAya, AgaLa vadhe tevI hita zikhAmaNa Ape che. e zikhAmaNa saMtAne mATe ghaNI upayogI nIvaDe che, tema ApaNuM parama upakArI jagatapitA mahAvIrasvAmIe ApaNuM hita mATe aMtima samaye uttarAdhyayana sUtranA chatrIsa adhyayanarUpI chatrIsa hita zikhAmaNa ApelI che. e chatrIsa zikhAmaNamAMthI ekAda zikhAmaNa je manuSyanA aMtaramAM utarI jAya te kAma thaI jAya. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA chatrIsa adhAyanamAMthI ApaNe bAvIsamA adhyayanane adhikAra le che, paNa pahelA tenI pUrvabhUmikA joIe,

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zAradA suvAsa temAM paheluM adhyayana vinayanuM che. vinaya e dharmane mULa pAye che. jema pAyA vinA ImArata TakI zakatI nathI tema jenA jIvanamAM vinaya ane viveka nathI tenA jIvanamAM dharma TakI zakto nathI. vidyA paNa vinaya vinA zobhatI nathI. kahyuM che ke "vidhA vizena phoma " vidyA vinayathI zobhe che. ApaNAmAM vinaya haze te badhA pagamAM paDatA Avaze. vinayathI vairI vaza thAya che, paNa je vinaya cUkI gayA te badhA ApaNAthI dUra bhAgaze. bhaNataramAM bhale meTI DIgrI meLavI lIdhI hoya paNa je eka vinAnI khAmI haze te te bhaNatara kaMI kAmanuM nathI. jJAna meLavavA gurU pAse jaIe paNa je vinayane vagaDAmAM mUkIne jaIe te jJAna prApti nahi thAya vinayanI jaDI buTTI sAthe laIne gurUnA caraNamAM arpaNa thazuM te gurU ApaNA jIvana bagIcAmAM jJAna rUpI gulAbanA bIja vAvaze ne ApaNuM jIvanane jJAnaguNa saurabhathI maghamaghatuM banAvaze, AvI tAkAta vinayaguNamAM che. vinayavaMta ziSya kevA hoya! te batAvatAM pahelA adhyayananI bIjI gAthAmAM bhagavaMta kahe che ke. ANANidesakare, guruNamuvavAya kArae / iMgiyAgArasaMpanne, se viNIe ti vuccai // 2 // AcArya-gurU vigerenI AjJAne mAnavAvALA ane temanI pAse sadA rahevA vALA, IMgita ane AkAra (mane bhAva tathA mukhAdInA AkAra) ne jANanAra hoya tene bhagavate vinIta ziSya kahela che. baMdhuo ! vinayavaMta ziSya gurUnI AjJAnusAra cAle che. gurU kahe ke he ziSya! A kArya karo ne A kArya na kare, tyAre te kahe ke taheta gurUdeva. ApanI AjJAnusAra pravRtti karIza. AvA prakAranuM ziSyanuM vacana te nirdeza che. A nirdezanuM sArI rIte pAlana karavAvALA AjJA nirdezakara che. A vinayavaMta ziSya gurUnI samIpamAM bese. eTale gurUnI draSTi pitAnA upara paDe tevI rIte bese, ane vicAre ke mane mArA gurUnI AjJApAlanane temaja sevAno lAbha maLe. jayAre avinIta ziSya e vicAra kare ke rakhe ne gurUnI pAse besIza te mAre emanuM kAmakAja karavuM paDaze. enA karatAM kara jaIne besuM. gurUne abhiprAya jANu, temanI sevA karavI te kaI sAmAnya vAta nathI. ziSya gurUnI samIpamAM bese, tyAre A badhuM zIkhI zake che. vinIta ziSya gurUnI sevA bhakita ane vinaya dvArA AtmakalyANa karI zake che. ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. dharmasiMha nAmanA eka mahAnajJAnI AcAryane guNanidhI nAmano eka vinayavaMta ziSya hate. jevA nAma tevA ja guNu hatA. guNanidhI eTale guNone ja bharela hate, saraLatA, namratA vigere tenAmAM ghaNAM guNe hatA. gurUdevanI pAse besavuM, temanI

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zAradA suvAsa AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM, temanI prakRttine anukULa kAma karavuM ItyAdi samasta sadguNethI yukta hatuM. jayAre gurUdeva padhAre tyAre pitAnA AsanethI ubho thaI jate ane vinayapUrvaka gurUne besavA mATe Asana Apate. gurU jayAre tyAMthI uDIne jatA tyAre Asana laIne temanI pAchaLa ja che ne jamAM gurUdevane besavAnI IcchA hoya tyAM Asana bichAvI dete gurU deva! mane kaMi AjJA pharamAve. sevAbhakitane lAbha Apo ema vAraMvAra vinaMtI karato. basa, gurUdevane caraNe jIvana arpaNa karyuM eTale emanI AjJA e ja mAro zvAsa ne e ja mAre prANa che. emanI AjJAnA pAlana mATe mAruM jIvana kurabAna karavuM paDe te paNa karavA taiyAra chuM. gurUdeva je kaMI AjJA pharamAve che. te "nama rAmoni " ekAMta hitane mATe ja che. mArA gurUdeva mAruM ahita thAya tevuM kadI kare nahi. evI ene gurUmAM zraddhA hatI. AvI daDha zradhdhAthI gurUnI sevAbhakti karyA karate. "mAtA pitA karatA gurUne vizeSa mahAna mAnate ziSya:- baMdhuo ! A vinayavaMta ziSya samajatuM hatuM ke mArA gurUdeva te mArA mAtA pitAthI paNa adhika upakArI che, kAraNake janmadAtA te mane pratyeka bhavamAM maLyA che paNa mukitadAtA gurU te mahAna sadbhAgya hoya te ja maLe che. nirdhana kamabhAgIne dhana maLavuM muzkela che tevI rIte AtmAne saddagurUno samAgama mahAna durlabha che. bedhibIja ane AtmajJAnanI prAti gurU pAsethI thAya che. sidadha aMjana AMkhamAM AMjavAthI draSTi khulI jAya che tevI rIte gurUnI kRpAthI ajJAnane aMdhakAra naSTa thaIne AtmajJAnane prakAza prApta thAya che. gurUnI sevA karyA vinA ratnatrayInI prApita thavI mahAna durlabha che. mArA gurUdeva! Apane dhanya che ! huM kayA zabdomAM ApanI stuti karuM? vinayavaMta ziSya gurUnI stuti karatAM zuM bole che? vinIta ziSyanA bhAvabharyA udagAra? :- he gurudeva! Apa meghanI mAphaka mArA cittarUpI cAtakane karUNArasa varasAvIne pramudita karanAra che. zama, dama Adi guNa rUpI bagIcAne navapallavita karanAra che. he karUNAnIdhi ! jyAM sudhI ApanI karUNabharI draSTi jIva upara paDatI nathI tyAM sudhI tene sampaphatvane lAbha thato nathI, ane sampaphatva vinA jIva tattAtattvanA viveka rUpI amRtathI bharelI bhAvanAne potAnAmAM bharI zakto nathI, amRta bhAvanA vinA vizuddha dhyAna kadI jAgRta thatuM nathI. vizudha dhyAnanI jAgRti vinA jIvane kSepaka zreNInI prApti thatI nathI. kSepaka zreNI vinA zukaladhyAnano bIjo pA prApta thatuM nathI. zukaladhyAnanA bIjA pAyAnI prApti vinA kevaLajJAnanI prApti thatI nathI, ane kevaLajJAnanI prApti vinA zailezI avasthA prApta thatI nathI. zailezI avasthAnI prApti vinA sakala karmone kSaya thato nathI. sakala karmone kSaya vinA muktinI prApti thatI nathI ane muktinI prApita vinA amara pada maLI zakatuM nathI.

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22 zAradA sutrAsa amarapada meLavyA vina AtmA sighdha avasthAsaMpanna khanI zakatA nathI, mATe huM gurRdeva! Apa ja mAru. sakaLa kalyANa karAvanAra che. eTale pratikSaNa ApanI AjJa mAM ramaNutA te ja mArA saMyamanI sAdhanA che. AvI rIte potAnA gurUnI vinayapUrNAMka sevAbhakti karatA guNanIdhie tapa, sayamanI zreSTha ArAdhanA karIne apakALamAM AtmakalyANa karyuM. devAnupriyA ! vinayavaMta ziSya jayAM jAya che tyAM Adara satkArane pAtra bane che, ne dUdha sAkaranI jema bhaLI jAya che. darekanA prema sapAdana karI zake che. ATalA mATe jJAnI kahe che ke bhale, jJAna ennu' hAya paNa vinaya te avazya joI ze. jenA jIvanamAM vinaya nathI, je gurU AjJAnuM ulllaMdhana kare che ne gurUjaneAnA hRdayathI dUra rahe che tevA avinIta ziSya jyAM jAya tyAM ghaNAne pAtra bane che. tenI dazA kevI thAya che te batAvatAM sUtrakAra kahe che. jahA suNI pui kaNNI, nikkasijjai savvaseA / putra tussIla DiLIpa, muddI nittinar // utta su a-1 gAthA 4 nIkaLe che, jemakeAi kUtarInA baMne kAna saDI gayA che, temAM u'DA ghA paDI javAthI krIDA khadakhada thAya che. mAkhIo caTakA bharavAthI tene tIvra vaidyanA thAya che. e sahuna thatI nathI eTale AkuLa vyAkuLa manIne potAnuM rakSaNa karavA mATe kAI ekAMta sthAna zeAdhavA mATe AmathI tema bhaTake che, paNa e jyAM jyAM jAya che tyAM tene sau kADhI mUke che. kAI khesavA detu' nathI. ene kAI paNa sthaLe Azraya maLatA nathI. kema kharuM ne? kholo, saDelI kUtarIne tamArA AMgaNAmAM besavA deze? are, sArI kUtarIne paNa na besavA de te AvI kUtarIne te kayAMthI besavA do? (hasAhasa) A saDelI kUtarInA nyAya ApIne jJAnI bhagavaMta samajAve che ke je ziSya pAtAnA upakArI gurUne vinaya karatA nathI ane gurUnA doSa zeAdhyA kare che te duHzIla che. AcArathI bhraSTa anele che. jema saDelI kUtarIne kayAMya Azraya maLatA nathI. te je sthAnamAM jAya che tyAMthI tene kADhI mUkavAmAM Ave che tema avinIta ziSyane kayAMya Azraya maLatA nathI. te je sthAnamAM jAya che tyAMthI tene kADhI mUkavAmAM Ave che. mATe jIvanamAM vinayanI avazya jarUra che. jenA jIvanamAM vinaya DAya che te mahAna sukhI bane che. te sarvatra pUjAya che. A rIte uttarAdhyayana sUtranA prathama adhyayanamAM vinayanuM svarUpa khUba suMdara banAvyu che. ApaNe gaI kAle pelA kSatriya chekarAnI vAta karI saddagurUnA samAgamathI vinaya-viveka Adi ghaNA saddaguNlRA maLyA ne enuM jIvana sudharI gayuM. eka vakhatanA sadaMta thaI gayuM....! rAjagurUnA dana karavAnA niyama lIdhA hatA. hatI. e chekarAnA jIvanamAM pragaTa thayA hatA. ene sata samAgamathI keTaluM parivartana gurUnA darzana tA thaI jAya

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zAradA suvAsa paNa gurUnA darzana karyA vinA jamavuM nahi e niyama bahu Akaro hate. A kSatriya chekarAne sAta sAta divasanA upavAsa thayA che paNa manamAM saheja paNa glAni nathI. dilamAM duHkha heya te eka ja che ke arere. ke kamabhAgI chuM ke sAta sAta divasathI mArA bhagavAnanA darzana nathI karI zake? sAta divasane upavAsI che paNa zeThanuM badhuM kArya kare che. pApa karmanA udayathI nokarI kare che paNa kSatriyanuM khamIra gayuM nathI. vAdaLamAM sUrya chUpe na rahe tema rajapUta chupe na rahe. zeTha ene khUba samajAve che ke beTA ! tuM jamIye paNa enI Teka choDatuM nathI. ke haLukamI jIva haze ? ene gurU manyAne tamane paNa maLyA che. eNe eka ja vakhata darzana karyAM ne tame keTalI vAra karyA paNa A AnaMda ke AvuM parivartana tamArA jIvanamAM AvyuM che ! baMdhuo ! vadhu zuM karyuM, eNe te chAthI utkRSTa bhAve niyama lIdhe che ne enuM pAlana kare che ne tamane te amAre kahevuM paDe ke devAnupriya ! have dharma karavA yogya tamArI uMmara thaI che. bane teTalI jIvanamAM dharmanI ArAdhanA karI che. vadhu nahi te ja eka sAmAyika karavI ane kaMdamULa na khAvA eTale te niyama le ! te paNa tame levA taiyAra nathI. tamArA purUdaye dIkare sAre che, tamAruM badhuM kAmakAja saMbhALI le che chatAM zA mATe baLadIyAnI jema bAje kheMce che ? eka jamAne e hatuM ke dIkare gharanuM saMcAlana kare te taiyAra thaI jAya eTale pitA saMsAra choDIne sAdhu banI jatA hatA. AgamamAM TheraThera dIkSAnI vAte Ave che. bhUtakALamAM jainazAsanane pAmelA rAjA, mahArAjAo ane cakravatienA gharamAM paNa vairAgyanI vAta thatI hatI. te kuLamAM mahAna sukhI jIve paNa vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA aMgIkAra karatA hatA. tIrthakara bhagavate jyAre vidyamAna hatA tyAre bhagavAnanuM ane gaNadhara vigerenuM te pachInA kALamAM AcArya' Adi mahAnapurUSanA AgamananI vAta sAMbhaLe eTale nagaranA dharmapremI bhAvika naranArIo temanA darzana ane vyAkhyAna vANI sAMbhaLavA mATe harSabhera jatA. mokSamArgane upadeza eka citta premathI sAMbhaLatA. bhagavAne bhavya jIne mokSamArgane upadeza Ape che. e mokSamArga samyagadarzana, jJAna ane cAritrarUpa che. A traNenI saMpUrNa ArAdhanA cAritra aMgIkAra karyA vinA thaI zakatI nathI, ane cAritra vinA mokSanI prApti thaI zakatI nathI. bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM thayelA mahAna purUSone paNa eka ja upadeza che ke tyAga vinA mekSa nathI. je tamArA haiyAmAM A eka vAta besI jAya te kalyANa thaI jAya. "jIvanamAM zuM vicAraze?" -"saMsAra cheDavA je che, mokSa meLavavA jevuM che ane ene mATe pravaryA ja eka mAtra AdhAra che." AvuM vicAre che kharA? je AvuM vicAratA he te sAcuM samajayA kahevAya, ane pachI

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zAradA suvAsa dIkSA levAnuM mana thAya. kadAca kaI ene ema kahe ke bhAI! dIkSA levI te sAmAnya vAta nathI. tyAM te ghaNAM upasargo ane parisahe sahana karavA paDaze. te paNa enuM mana Dage nahi. e te eka ja nirNaya kare ke cAritra mArgamAM game teTalA kaSTa paDaze te paNa huM sahana karIza. mahAna purUSane keTalA kaSTa sahana karavA paDayA che. kaSTa vinA kalyANa kayAM che? A je AtmA sAthe nirNaya kare che te AtmakalyANa karI zake che. je kaSTa paDatAM DhIla thaI jAya che tenuM kalyANa thavuM muzkela che. pelA chokarAne kaseTI AvI chatAM mana majabUta che. mukha upara malakATa che. kaMdana camake jema kasyAthI, caMdana mahe ke jema ghasyAthI. mAnava jyAre duHkhane jhIle che, sAcA svarUpane zakita khIle che--Aphata jayAre -mANasanI jyAre kasoTI thAya che ane te kasoTImAMthI pAra utare che, tyAre te vadhu tejasvI bane che. jema senuM agnimAM nAMkhavAmAM Ave che, tyAre vadhu camake che. caMdana jema jema ghasAya che tema tema vadhu maheke che, tema manuSyanI kasoTI thAya che tyAre tenI zakita paNa khIlI UThe che. A bALakane sAta sAta upavAsa thAya che. zarIranI zakti maMda paDI che paNa ene AtmA te majabUta banI gayo che. eka ciro dhyAnamAM besIne prArthanA kare che ke huM mArA bhagavAna ! tame kayAM ne huM kayAM? ApanA darzanane mane viraha paDe che. sAta divasa te jANe sAta yuga jevA vItyA. have kayAre darzana thaze? he dayALu bhagavAna mane jyAre darzana deze? kyAre maLaze (2) he bhagavAna kyAre maLaze? dekhuM savAra sAMja senerI zamaNuM, AvyA ke AvI jAze prabhujI hamaNAM, mArI AMkhe kare itejAra rekyAre maLaze? "deve lIdhelI parIkSA - A pramANe prabhune prArthanA kare che. A samaye devanuM vimAna jatuM hatuM te thaMbhI gayuM. deva devIe joyuM te A chokarAne bhagavAnanA darzananI jhaMkhanA karate je. deva ane devI paNa enI bhakti joIne khuza thayA. sAta divasane upavAsI che paNa nAma kheda nathI. mukha para keTale AnaMda che ! devIne dayA AvI, eTale devane kahe che ApaNI pAse zakti che te ene enA bhagavAna pAse mUkI de ne, tyAre deva kahe che pahelA enI parIkSA karI lauM, pachI bIjI vAta. deva manuSyanA rUpamAM AvIne kahe che ke chokarA! have A tArA niyamamAM pheraphAra kara. le, A mevA mIThAI lAvyo chuM te tuM jamI le. nahi khAya te marI jaIza. kayAM sudhI bhUkhyA rahevAya ? pahelA zarIrane sAcava, pachI tArA bhagavAnanA darzana karaje, tyAre che kare kahe che bhAI! mane AvA zabdo kahevAvALe tuM koNa che? cAlyA jA ahIMthI mAre tArI vAta sAMbhaLavI nathI. pahelA mArA bhagavAna ane pachI mAruM zarIra, bhagavAna AgaLa

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zAradA suvAsa mane kaI visAtamAM nathI. sArI duniyA bhagavAna vinA zunya lAge che. eNe devane kahI dIdhuM ke tArA mevA ane mIThAI mAre khAvA nathI. marI jaIza te mane koI harakta nathI. tuM mArI ciMtA na karIza. chokarAnI zradhdhA joI prasanna thayelA deva " A kumaLA bAluDAnI makkamatA joIne deva prasanna thaye, ane devanuM divyarUpa banAvIne kahe che chokarA! huM keI sAmAnya mAnavI nathI. tArI bhakti joIne huM tArA para prasanna thayo chuM. mAMgamAMgatuM mAMge te ApavA taiyAra chuM. chekare kahe che mAre kaMi cIja joItI nathI. deve kahyuMare ! tuM A nokarI kare che, Dhora carAvavA jAya che, kapaDA dhove che, vAsaNa mAMje che, jhADU kADhe che. A badhI majurI karavI maTI jAya evuM zreSTha varadAna mAMgI le, tyAre chokarAe kahyuM-e Dhero carAvavAne rUDe pratApa che. Dhero carAvavA gaye te bhagavAna maLyA, ahIM kayAM maLavAnA hatA? bhagavAna mAnyA ne mAruM duHkha gayuM. have huM nokara ke raMka nathI. huM te zeThane ya zeTha chuM ne rAjAno rAjA chuM. mAre kaMI na joIe, tyAre deve kahyuM ke devanA darzana thavA ja durlabha che, ane jene devanA darzana thAya te khAlI na jAya. mATe tArI je IcchA hoya te khuzIthI mAMgI le. baMdhuo! tamArA upara AvI rIte deva prasanna thAya ane tamane mAMgavAnuM kahe te zuM kare? bole, tame javAba nahi Ape, huM kahuM. tame te rAha jotA he ke kayAre mAMgavAnuM kahe. barAbara ne ? pachI bAkI kAMI rAkho kharA ? (hasAhasa) A chokarAne deve khUba kahyuM tyAre kahe che he deva ! tame mane mAMgavAnuM zuM kahI rahyAM che? bhagavAnanI bhakti AgaLa traNa bhuvananuM rAjaya paNa kaMI visAtamAM nathI. kAraNa ke e badhI saMpatti AtmAnuM kalyANa karAvI zakatI nathI. bhagavAnanI bhakti ja Atma nuM kalyANa karAvI zake che. jagatanI ThakurAI mekSa na apAve. bhagavAnanI bhakti ApaNane mokSa apAvanArI che. evI zreSTha bhagavAnanI bhaktinA badalAmAM bIjuM zuM mAgavAnuM hoya? ratnanA badalAmAM kAca keNu kharIde ? arAvaNa hAthI vecIne gadheDe ke kharIde? mAre bIjuM kaMI nathI joItuM. jo tame mArA upara prasanna thayA che te evuM varadAna Apo ke kayAre huM darzana vagarane na rahuM. baMdhuo ! vicAra karo. A nAnakaDA chokarAnI bhakti keTalI che ne bhautika padArtho pratye nispRhatA keTalI che. te tamArAmAM AvI zraddhA ! tamane te ATaluM maLyuM che chatAM bhikhArIpaNuM jatuM nathI. chokarAe mAMgyuM te sAMbhaLIne deva tAjuba thaI gaye. enA mAthe hAtha mUkIne kahe che- jA beTA! hamaNAM ja varasAda rahI jaze ne pANI utarI jaze ne tuM tArA bhagavAnanA darzana karI zakIza. tuM kaMI mAMgate nathI paNa huM kahuM chuM ke tuM AjathI sAtame divase A samRddha nagarane rAjA banIza, ema kahIne

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Mian Fei zAradA suvAsa doDatA bhagavAnanA deva cADhyA gayA. varasAda kha'dha thaye. pUranA pANI eAsaryAM eTale dana gayA. mAtA viheMNA bALakane mAtA maLe ne je AnaMda thAya tenA karatA adhika AnaMda chekarAne gurU daCnathI thayA. tenI AMkhamAM harSoMnAM AMsu AvI gayA. prabhu! meM kevA pApa karyAM ke huM sAta sAta divasa dana na karI zakacA ! paNa ema na kahyuM sAta divasa sudhI mAre bhUkhyA rahevu paDayu. saMte tene upadeza ApyuM. saMta paNu tenI aDAla zradhdhA joine Azcaya pAmI gayA. chekarA thADI vAra besIne pAche! AnyA zeThe tene premathI sAta upavAsanu pAraNu karAvyuM. have sAta divasamAM rAjA banavAnI devavANI kevI rIte saphaLa banaze tenA bhAva avasare, * vyAkhyAna na-4 aSADa suda 15 ne budhavAra tA. 19-7-78 "ArAdhanAnA sadeza" sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtA ne bahenA ! anaMta karUNAnIdhi, AgamanA AkhyAtA ane vizvamAM vikhyAtA sajJa bhagavatIe jagatanA jIvAne mAhu nidrAmAMthI jAgRta karavA mATe zastravacanarUpI elA vagADIne uddeASaNA karI ke he bhavya jIva! have jAgegA. kayA sudhI uMghyA karazeA ? A sAMbhaLIne tame vicAra karazeA ke ame te jAgelA ja chIe ne jAgyA chIe te ahIM AvIne beThA chIe. uMghatA hAIe te kyAMthI AvI zakAya ? bhAI ! tame jAgyA che. vAta sAcI che, paNa jJAnInI dRSTie hanu dravyathI jAgyA che. paNa bhAvathI udhe! che. jyAM sudhI tamArA aMtarAtmA pekAra karatA nathI ke ahe| bhagavAna ! anaMtakALathI hai' janma maraNanI jela rUpa sa`sAramAM pUrAye chuM. have kayAre chUTIza ? sa'sAramAM tamArA puNyA2e tamane game teTaluM sukha maLyuM heya paNa jyAM sudhI prakSa prApti nahi thAya tyAM sudhI jelamAM pUrAyelA chIe. koI mANase gunhA karyAM hoya teA tene jelamAM pUravAmAM Ave che. jelamAM gunho tevI jela maLe che. ghaNA jelIne jelamAM reDiye sAMbhaLavAnu, pepara vAMcavAnuM maLe ane kadAca ghara karatAM paNa adhika sAruM. jamavAnu` chatAM tame ene pUche ke kema bhAI ! AnaMda che ne ? te tarata kaheze ke bhAi! jelamAM AnaMda kevA ? ghara karatAM savAyI sagavaDa maLe che paNa A te jela che ne ? jela e jela ane ghara te ghara. gharamAM je AnaMda hoya te jelamAM hoya ? jela e teA badhana che. have akaLAI gayA chuM, kayAre chUTAze ? A baMdhue ! samajo. A drazya jela che ne sa`sAra e bhAva jela che. jelamAM vaselA jelIne game teTalI sagavaDa maLavA chatAM tene tyAM gamatuM , thI, tema tamane paNa lAgavuM joIe ke mane saMsAramAM game teTalI sukhanI sAmagrI maLatI hoya paNa "mIThA madhurA ne managamatA paNa badhana aMte badhana che." A badhu ja badhana che. A janma

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27 zAradA vAsa maraNanI sAMkaLa rUpa khaMdhanamAMthI huM kayAre mukta thaiza ? evI mUMjhavaNa thAya che kharI? pelI jelamAM jo tamAre sgA ke snehI pUrAye| hoya te tame tene cheDAvavA mATe keTalI lAgavaga lagADa!!, keTalA paisA khacI nAMkhaze!? ane tame te jelamAMthI kadAca mukta karAvI zakaze. paNa A janma-mRtyunI jelamAMthI jIvane cheDAvavAnI tamArAmAM tAkAta nathI, emAMthI cheDAvanAra jo kAI hoya teA vItarAga prabhunI vANI che ane khIjA vItarAga prabhunA saMtA che, je sa'sArane jela jevA mAnIne nIkaLI gayA che te ja cheDAvI zakaze, paNa je viSaya-vilAseAmAM aTavAyelA che te kyAMthI cheDAvaze ? e te tyAgI ja cheDAvI zake. bhagavAnanA saMtA saMsAra tyAgIne A pATa upara beThA che te kaI tamane pa pALavA mATe nathI meThA paNa tamane cetavaNI ApavA mATe eThA che. jo tame atyAre nahi ceto te kyAMya phekAI jazeA. A sa`sAra kaMI nAnA sUnA nathI. ghaNA virATa ane viSama che. temAM kayAMya paTakAI jaze| pachI tamane kANu bahAra kADhaze ? keAI garIma mANasane joIne tamane dayA Ave che ne? ke A bicArA pAse paisA nathI. enu zuM thaze ? paNa sAdhune to je jIvA paisA vadhatA pApathI melA banI jAya che temanI dayA Ave che ke A khicArAnu... zuM thaze ? kapaDA upara kacarA ceTe to kha'kherI nAMkhe che ne ? tema amAre paNa tamArA uparathI kema rUpI mela kha kherave che. pIjArA gAdalA bharatA pahelAM rUne khUba pIMje che, jhuDe che. pachI gAdalA bhare teA gAdalA pocA thAya che, paNa jo ema ja bharI de te gAdalAmAM gAMThA AvI jAya ne tamane vAge, amAre tamArI dayA nathI khAvI paNa samajaNa rUpI hatheADAthI karUpI kacarAne kha kherIne pApanA bhArathI haLavA nAvavA che. sAcA saMtA enA bhakatAne hAtha pheravI 5 pALe nahi paNa samajAvIne sIdhA ne zuddha banAve. A tamArI ekalAnI vAta nathI. bhegI amArI vAta karu'. gurU enA ziSyane papALe nahi ke ziSya jo tapa karaze te sUkAI jaze. eve vicAra nahi haiAM. ziSyane IcchA thAya ke mAre tapa karavA che teA karavA devAnA. kama kSaya mATe je kare te karavAmAM rokavAne nahi. .. trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNa vAsudevanA lADIlA vIrA gajasukumAle temanAtha bhagavAna pAse dIkSA lIdhI. mAtA devakIne e keTale vahAlA hate. mAtApitAe ene saMsAramAM raikavA ghaNuM karyuM paNa ene jelamAM pUrAI rahevu hatu. jelamAMthI chUTavuM hatu eTale kAno rokayeArAkAyA nahi. paNa tamane dIkSA levAnuM kahIe teA zuM kaheze ? tame te kaheze| ke mahAsatIjI ! dIkSA levAnuM tA ghaNuM mana thAya che paNa zu karIe ? cAre taraphathI bhamarIe cAMTI paDI che. bhalA, bhamarIe tane nathI cAMTI paNu tame ene ceTI paDayA che. (hasAhasa) haju tamane bhavanI bhIti lAgI nathI,

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zAradA suvAsa bhavano jene lAge bhIti, tene thAya AtmA sAthe prIti, e che jIvananI sAcI rIti, sadA rahe sAdhakamAM e ja nIti. gajasukumAlane savanI bhIti lAgI tA mAhane jItIne sAdhu thayA. dIkSA laIne bhagavAnanI pAse AvIne vanayapUrNAMka vaMdana karIne madhura zabdothI kahe che ahe| mArA tAraNahAra prabhu ! janma maraNanA pherA TALI jaldI meAkSa meLavavAnI abhilASAthI IkSA lIdhI che. jo ApanI AjJA hAya tA huM Aje ja zmazAna bhUmikAmAM jaI ne bAramI paDimA vahana karuM. bhagavAna te saMjJa hatA. badhuM jANatA hatA. hajI temanI mAtA devakIjI te bhagavAnane soMpavA mATe AvyA tyAre keTalI bhalAmaNa karIne gayA che ke he bhagavAna! mAre khAluDA nAnA che, ati sukumAla che, mane atyaMta vahAle che. e tapa karI zake tema nathI. Apa ziyALe unALe tenI sa`bhALa rAkhajo. A pramANe ghaNI bhalAmaNa karI hatI. jyAre A navadIkSita gajasukumAla muni te kahe che ke huM khAramI piDimA vahana karavA jAuM? devAnupriye ! mazAna bhUmikAmAM jaIne khAramI pazcimA vana karavI te kAi sAmAnya kAma nathI. temAM paNa pAche A to navadIkSita kumaLA phula jevA khAluDA hato. have vicAra karo. bhagavAna zu' kare ? enI dayA kare ? e te jANatAM hatAM ke ene rAtrImAM kevA ghAra upasara AvavAne che. A ladhu ziSya have pAcho nahi Ave. e te enuM kAryaM sAdhI jaze. bhagavAna jJAnathI jANatA hatA ke gajasukumAla muni zUravIra ne dhIra che. ene enA dehanI paravA nathI. ene mana dehanu mahatva nathI paNa AtmAnu` mahatva che. e dehanA pUjArI nathI paNa AtmAne pUjArI che. Aje te AtmAnI pUjA visarAI gaI che. jyAM jue tyAM dehanI pUjA thAya che. AjanA ajJAna mAnavIne khakhara nathI ke je AtmA pahelA hatA, Aje che ane pachI paNa rahevAnA che evA sadAnA sAthI AtmAne bhUlI jaine pAMca paccIsa, pacAsa ke seA varSe pUratA sAtha che evA dehane deva mAnIne dinarAta enI pUjA karyA kare che, paNa te zarIra te ahI cheADavAnuM che. mele, have tame keAne mahattva Apaze ? dehane ke AtmAne ? (zrotAmAMthI avAja) AtmAne. te teA have mane ema lAge che ke A sabhAmAMthI ekAda gajasukumAla taiyAra thai jaze. (husAhasa). 28 / bhagavAnane gajasukumAlanI taiyatA joIne paDamA vahana karavA javAnI AjJA ApI 'ahAmutavAnuMviyA / mA hibaMdha / " he devAnupriya ! tane sukha upaje tema kara. sArA kArya mAM vilaMba na kara. gajasukumAla muni zUravIra hatA. bhagavAnanI AjJA maLI eTale prabhune vaMdana karIne DimA vahana karavA mahAkALa nAmanA zmazAnamAM gayA kAusagga karIne ubhA rahyA tyAM sAmila brAhmaNe je upasaga ApyA te vAta zAstramAM vAMcatA kALajI ka pI jAya che. mAthe dhagadhagatA aMgArA mUkayA. khAparI khadakhadavA lAgI.

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29 zAradA suvAsa tyAre zuM vicAra karyo? mAre deha baLe che, huM nathI baLate. he AtmA ! sajAga banI jaje. tAre ne kAyAne pADozIne saMbaMdha che. A upasarga kAyA upara Ave che. eTale pIDA pADozInA ghera che tethI tAruM kaMI jatuM nathI. mAthuM baLe che te ka yAnuM che. tAruM nahi. tAruM te vizuddha darzana, jJAna ane cAritra che. e kaI AgathI baLe nahi. te kAyAnuM jAya emAM revA jevuM zuM che? kAraNa ke e te saDana paDana, vidhvaMsanA svabhAvavALI che. eTale kAyAne bacAvavAM chatAM kayAM e amara rahevAnI che ? AvI te anaMtI kAyAo ghaNI ya bacAvavAnI mahenata karI chatAM nAza pAmI gaI. enI ciMtA na kara. jema gumaDu phUTatuM na hoya to nara mUkAvAnI pIDA vadhAvI levAya che ne? tema A upasarga paNa karmagumaDA paranuM stara che. mAthuM baLavA sAthe karma baLIne bhasma thAya che, A pIDA ApanAre to tAro mitra che. bhAI karatAM vadhu bhale ne upakArI che ke tArA karma kSaya karavAmAM sahAyaka thaI rahyo che. he Atmana ! A pIDAmAM mila te nimitta mAtra che. bAkI pIDA ApanAra kharekhara to tArA pitAnA karmo che. agni kAyAne saLagAve enI sAthe tuM tArA kaSAyathI tArA AtmAne saLagAvate nahi. evuM paNa na vicAro ke AvA mArA ghera karma ke mane ATalI badhI pIDA AvI! kAraNa ke A te zuM che ? pUrvanA asaMkhya janmamAM te ghaNuM duSka karI AvA ghaNAM karmo upajelA haze! ene AghAta lagADavAne badale A eka karmanI pIDAne AghAta zuM lagADe che ! A dukha saharSa sahI levAmAM kalyANa che. A AtmAe saMsAramAM dube sahana karavAmAM kaMI bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. narakamAM AnA karatAM anaMtagaNI vedanA asaMkhya varSo sudhI ekadhArI sahana karI che. tiraca gatimAM pazu paMkhInA bhAvamAM zikArI, pAradhI ane bIjA pazu paMkhInA hAthe bhayaMkara pIDAo veThI che. A badhI pIDAo pAdhInapaNe raDatA raDatA veThavI paDI paNa emAM jarAya lAbha na tha ne bhavanA pherA te ubhA rahyA tyAre Aje je duHkha AvyuM che te te pUrvanA duHkha AgaLa kaMI nathI. chatAM e duHkhane svecchAthI sahI le te sukha aparaMpAra che. keTalAya karmone nAza thaze ne AtmAnI kamANIno mahAna lAbha che. kehInura hIrA jevuM A zAsana pAme che te pachI kAcanA TukaDA jevI zarIra zAtA na hoya emAM zuM revAnuM? juo ! A bAla muninI kevI bhavya vicAraNuM! savAre dIkSA lIdhIne rAtre karmone khaMkherI mokSamAM gayA. kevI aDagatA ne kevI bairyatA ! che Aje AvI dautA! tame chAThA khAmaNAmAM bele che ne ke bhagavAnanA zrAvake devanA DagAvyA Dage nahi. barAbara che ne? ane te devanA badale deDakAnA DagAvyA na Dage te sArI vAta. (hasAhasa) je tamane AtmatattavanI prIti thaI hoya, bhavanI bhIti lAgI hoya ne sAcuM sukha meLavavuM hoya te gajasukumAla jevA daDha ane sahanazIla banaje, te AtmAnuM avyAbAdha sukha maLaze.

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zAradA suAya devAnupriyA ! tame badhA sukhane icche che. paNa tame sukha zemAM mAnyuM che? paisAmAM, patnImAM, ne putra parivAramAM. Aje meATA bhAganA mANaseA vizvanA tamAma padArthamAM sukha mAnIne tene meLavavA kAramI majurI kare che chatAM hajI zAMti maLI kharI ? jarA vicAra kare. asat padArthonI kalpanA asat heAya che. retImAMthI tela kADhavAnI kalpanA asat che. pANI levIne mAkhaNa meLavavAnI kalpanA asat che. chatAM jo koI mANasa retI pIlIne tela kADhavAnI ane pANI valeAvIne mAkhaNu meLavavAnI mahenata kare tA enI mahenata mAthe paDe ne ? tevI rIte zeAdhavAnI kaLA jANI nathI ne pachI kahe che ke huM sukhI thaye nahi. zA jamAM bhrama hAya che tyAM tyAM vAstavika sukhanA abhAva hoya che ne jyAM hAya che tyAM tyAM vAstavika sukha hAya che. jyAre Trena doDatI hoya che tyAre vRkSA ulTI dizAmAM doDatA dekhAya che, paNa vRkSA kai doDatA nathI. e to bhrama che, ane abhrama eTale je padAtha javA hAya tevA ja dekhAya. temAM vikRti na hoya. jema ke daNamAM athavA pANImAM jevuM hAya tevuM pratiSikha paDe che. temAM bhrama nathI paNa vAstavikatA che. sa'tAja dvArA puNIyA zrAvakanA vizuddha haiyAmAM zuddha bhAvathI sukhane anubhava thateA hatA te bhramanA abhAvavALu vastavika sukha hatuM- tethI tenI pAse paisA ke sattA na hovA chatAM AjanA amerikAnA presInTa karatAM paNa mahAna sukhane te anubhava karatA hatA. tenu kAraNa te bhautika padArthamAM sukha mAnatA na hatA paNa AtmAmAM sukha mAnatA hatA. 3. AtmAe sukha mATe ? jyAM jayAM abhrama jIvane vizvanA bhautika pa rghAmAM sukha che evA bhrama nIkaLI jAya te ja vAstavika sukha AtmAmAM che te vAta samajAya. eTaluM ja nahi paNa anAdikALathI je sukha zedhavA bhaTakI rahyo che tenA aMta AvI jAya, ane vAstavika sukhanI prApti mATe samyagdarzana, samyajJAna ane samyakUcAritra dvArA meAkSa meLavavAnA icchuka mane. dunyavI sukhAnA raMgarAganA praleAbhananA e duzmana bane ane mAkSa sukhanA abhilASI bane. temAM ja tene peAtAnuM vAstavika sukha lAge, ane tene meLavavA ja prayatna kare e mATe prayatna karatAM karatAM je keI kaSTa pahADa khaDakAya, du:khanA varasAda tUTI paDe chatAM purUSAtha cAlu ja rAkhe. mahAnapurUSanA mAthe duHkhanI jhaDIo paDI chatAM purUSA cheDacA nathI. jema ke khadhaka maharSi' khAla cara cara utare, chatAM meAkSa purUSA mAM pAchaH na utare, RSi matAne suvaNukAre zIra para vAdhara vITI, te ya teoe meAkSAbhilASAnI nAkhe vITI, gajasukumAla zIre seAmale sUyA jalatA khaira aMgArA, tA ya temanA aMtaramAM camake mekSa akhanAnA camakArA re..

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zAradA suvAsa devAnupriye! Atmika sukha meLavavA mATe mahAnapurUSae keTaluM sahana karyuM che. Aje te enuM aMza paNa sahana karI zaktA nathI. duHkha sahana karavuM nathI ne sukha meLavavuM che te kayAMthI bane ? sukha joIe te duHkha sahana karo. tamAre tyAM ke I leNadAra Ave tene tame pAchA kADhe te te pAchA pharIne AvavAnuM che. jenI pAse paisA ApavAnI zakti che te dezuM patAvIne mekale. jethI karIne te pAcho na Ave tevI rIte je ApaNAmAM zakti hoya te duHkha veThIne karmanA deNA cUkavI de te bhaviSyamAM dukha Ave nahi, paNa Aje te zakti hovA chatAM duHkha veThavuM nathI ane sukhanI sAmagrI maLe te jarUra na hoya te paNa upabhega kare che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa pApa karIne ya bhautika sukhanI sAmagrI maLatI hoya te meLavavI che. AvI sthitimAM dharma haiyAne kyAMthI spazI zake? ne sukha kayAMthI maLI zake ? je tamAre sAcuM sukha joItuM hoya te e vicAra karo ke A jagatanA jaDa padArtho upara rAga karavAno mane janmasiddha haka nathI paNa tenA rAganA baMdhanenI gulAmInI jarura teDIne mokSanA sukha meLavavAne mane janmasiddha hakaka che. te hakkane siddha karavA AjathI bhautika padArthomAM sukha che evI bhramaNane tyAga karI saMsa ranA tamAma saMbaMdhane bhUlI jaI saMyamanI bhavya ArAdhanAmAM joDAI javuM joIe, ane tyAM sudhI mokSa sukha na maLe tyAM sudhI tenA mATe game tevI mohanI AMdhI Ave, game teTalI Aphata Ave te paNa huM calita nahi thAuM. A vicAra karyA pachI temAM zraddhA karIne daDha banaze. pachI jIvananI majhA ne AnaMda alaukika haze. paNa jene Atmika sukha zuM che tene vicAra sarakhe nathI Avate tevA che bhautika sukhamAM sAcA sukhanI kalpanA karI AMdhaLI deTa lagAvyA karavAnA. deDIdoDIne thAkI jaze paNa sukha nahi maLe. chevaTe viSayasukhanA kIDA banIne jiMdagI pUrI karavAnA. tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamAro rajane kAryakrama zuM che? savAramAM uThIne sauthI prathama tame zuM kare che? bele to kharA! tame javAba nahi Apa paNa huM badhuM jANuM chuM. divasanA cAra prahara che temAM tame zuM kare che? "pahelA prahare cA pANuM, bIje prahare mAlapANI, trIje prahare seDa tANuM ne cethA prahare jIvana dhULadhANI." basa, A ja kAryakrama che ne? savAramAM uThayA eTale tarata cA, dUdha ne nAtA joIe. savAre A TIphIna bekasamAM nAkhyuM. bAra vAgyA eTale pAchA mala pANI khAvA taiyAra. mAla pANu khAIne palaMga DhALelA paDayA hoya eTale ALoTavA maMDI paDe. A rIte jIvana jIvavAthI cethA prahare te jIvana dhULadhANI thaI jaze. kAraNa ke jyAM A ja kAryakama hoya che. jIvana dhULadhANI ja thaI jAya ne ! (hasAhasa) jJAnI purUSo kahe che ke je jIvana sArthaka karavuM hoya te kAryakrama badalI nAkhe. pahelA prahare cA pANIne badale "paDelA prahare vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLe. savAramAM uThIne je tame vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLaze te tamane khyAla Avaze ke A jiMdagI kevI che!

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zAradA suvAsa jIvana cAra divasanI, A te cAMdanI re lola, tAruM jobanIyuM vahI jAze, tArI kAyA kubaDI thAze, AMkhe kaMI nahi dekhAze, kAne kaMI nahi saMbhaLAze, che. uMbarA te DuMgarA thAze, nahi gharanI bahAra javA" jIvana cAra .... tamArI jiMdagI sAme daSTi kare jema sUryanA kiraNo paDe tyAre nAnA kANAmAMthI tamArA gharamAM talaka chAyA paDe che paNa sUrya khasI jAya eTale taka chAMyA adazya thaI jAya che. rAtre AkAzamAM cAMdanI khIle che ne savAra paDatA pahela cAMdanI adRzya thaI jAya che, tema jiMdagInI cAMdanI kyAre adazya thaI jaze tenI khabara nahi paDe. bALapaNa vItyuMne yuvAnI AvI. e yuvAnI paNa pANInA pUranI jema vahI jaze ane vRddhAvasthA Avaze (vAre gAtro DhIlA paDI jaze, cAmaDI laTakaze, AMkhanA teja ghaTI jaze, kone ochuM saMbhaLAze ane zarIra lathaDI jaze tyAre gharane eka uMbare oLaMga te DuMgarA jevA lAgaze, ATalA mATe jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke jarA jyAM sudhI nA paDe, jyAM sudhI vyAdhi nA vadhe, thaI Indriya hAnI nA, tyAM sudhI dharma AcarejyAM sudhI vRddhAvasthA AvI nathI, zarIramAM rega Avyo nathI, Indriye hAni thaI nathI tyAM sudhI tame dharmanuM AcaraNa karI le. pachI kaMI nahi karI zake. divasanA pahelA prahare vItara ga vANI sAMbhaLIne bIjA prahare prakRti banAve zANI" je vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLe, aMtaramAM utAre ane tenA upara je zraddhA kare te tenI puSTa prakRttio zaNI banyA vinA rahe ja nahi. "trIje prahare bane guNakhANI" jenI prakRtti zaNa bane tenA jIvanamAMthI koi, mAna, mAyA, lebha, niMdA, vikathA Adi durtha che cAlyA jAya eTale te AtmA guNanI khANa jevuM banI jAya che. eTale "cethe prahare kare kamane dhULadhANa" jenA jIvanamAM guNe pagaTe che tenA karmo dhULadhANI thaI jAya che. cAturmAsa kaha5 eTale zu ?:- karmane dhULadhANI karavA mATe AjathI cAturmAsanA maMgala divasonI zarUAta thAya che. je mAsAmAM kheDUta khUba mahenata kare che. jamIna kheDI temAM bIja vAve che. ApaNuM jIvana paNa eka khetara che. ApaNe ALasu banIne jIvana khetaramAM vAvavA jevuM kaMI na vAvIe te deSa kene ? khetaro ke kheDUto? comAsuM eTale zuM e tame jANe che? dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAva e cAreya dharmanA bIjene mAnava bhava rUpI kSetramAM vAva ne kharekhara kALa eTale ceDamAsu. aSADa suda pUrNimAthI kArataka suda pUrNimA A cAra mahinA kheDUtane mana sauthI vadhu mahatvanA divase che. kAraNa ke tene bAra mahinAne badhe AdhAra comAsAnA cAra mahinA upara ja che je A cAra mahinA lakhA gayA te bAreya mahinA lukhA samajI le. game te ALasu kheDUta hoya paNa jayAM AkAzamAM vAdaLA caDhI Ave, meralA TahukavA mAMDe, eTale ALasa choDIne haLa ane kedALI laIne khetaramAM deDate jazene gIta gAze ke "A te vAvaNanI veLA thaI bhAI vAvI le, bhAI vAvI lo." eka abhaNa kheDUta paNa pitAnA khetarane kheDavAmAM, bIja vAvavAmAM ne bIjamAMthI anAja pakavavA mATe keTalI takedArI rAkhe che.

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* * * * zAMza suthArsa 2. paraMtu A mAnava kheDUta bhaNela gaNele ne hoziyAra hevA chatAM potAnA jIvanarUpa khetara mATe e keTale bedarakAra rahe che ! bhale ne enuM jIvana khetara khAlI ahe, emAM dharmanA bIja na vavAya, adharmanA ghAsathI AkhuM khetara chavAI jAya, enI ene paravA ja na hoya tema masta banIne phare che. enA bhAvinI ene ciMtA thatI nathI. baMdhuo ! cAturmAsane kALa eTale jIvana rUpI khetarane dharmArAdhanAthI lIluMchama banAvavAne kALa. khetaramAM ugeluM nakAmuM ghAsa sApha karI nAMkhavAmAM Ave, khetarane kheDavAmAM Ave, pachI temAM anAjanA bI vavAya ane uparathI megharAjAnI maherabAnI thAya tyAre temAM anAja uge che. AvI ja rIte jIvana rUpI khetaramAM rAtrIjana, kaMdamULa Adi abhakSya bhakSaNa, tathA cAre kaSAya Adi mahApApanA ghAsa ugyA hoya tene ukheDIne pheMkI devAmAM na Ave tyAM sudhI e dharatI upara vAvelA dAna, zIyaLa, tapa, bhAvanAnA bIja jIvana khetarane haryuM bharyuM na banAvI zake. - cAturmAsanA divasomAM tamAruM e kartavya che ke rAtribhUjana, nATaka, sinemA, kaMdamULa vigere pApane tyAga karI mAnavajIvananI hariyALI dharatI upara dAna rUpI dharmanA bIja vAvavA joIe. mAnava pAse je dhana hoya chatAM dAnamAM na vApare te enuM dhana e dhana nathI paNa kAMkarA che, ema samajI kethaLInA meDhA khullA mUkI dAnamAM dhanave. sadvyaya karaje. dharmane pahele pAye dAna che. dAna pachI zIla yathAzakti sadAcAra ane brahmacaryamaya jIvana jIvavuM che. jene jIvanamAM saMyama ke sadAcAranI saurabha nathI e manuSyanuM jIvana nahi paNa pazunuM jIvana che. mATe mArA bhAI e ne bahene! tame bane teTaluM zIladharmanuM pAlana karaje. dharmane trI je pAye che tapa. cAturmAsamAM paNa paryuSaNa parva eTale mAnavajIvananA koDIyAmAM tapa dharmanI javalaMta jyotine jalAvavAnA mahAna divase che. AjathI cAturmAsanA maMgala divasanI zarUAta thaI che. have paryuSaNa parva rUmajhuma karatAM AvI jaze. nAnA moTA darekane amAruM AmaMtraNa che ke dareka pitAnI zakti anusAra tapa dharmanI ArAdhanA karavA tatpara banaje. dharmane cotho pAye che bhAva. bhAva kone kahevAya? bhavathI chUTavAnI IcchAnuM nAma bhAva. bhAva vinA dIdheluM dAna, pALeluM - zIyaLa, karelo tapa e dharma na banI zake. bhavathI chUTavAnI jenAmAM bhAvanA jAge tene janma saphaLa bane. dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAva e bIja che. mAnava kheDUta che. sAdhu saMtanA mukhe - sAMbhaLavA maLatI vItarAga prabhunI vANI e varasAda che, ane cAtumarsa e vANInA divaso che. A vANanA divasemAM pramAdane tyAga karIne jAgRta banajo. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamA adhyayanamAM nema-rAjulane adhikAra vAMcave che. temAM ghaNAM bhAve bharela che. tene je ApaNe hRdayamAM utArIzuM te avazya kalyANa thaze. *

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zAdI su ApaNe e divasathI eka daSTAMta cAle che. pelA kSatriyanA cheza upara deva prasanna mA ane tene vacana ApyuM ke tuM sAta divasamAM A nagaranA rAjA banIza. have te devavacana kevI rIte satya mane che te vAta sAMbhaLeA. chekara teA dararoja enA bhagavAnanA darzana karavA jAya che. banyuM evu ke e karI je saMtathI dharma pAmelA che ne jene bhagavAna tulya mAne che temane kevaLajJAna thayuM. eTale deva-devIe ane manuSya temanA kevaLajJAna mahAtsava ujavavA mATe AvyA. chekarI je gAmamAM rahe che te gAmanA mahArAjAne zmA vAtanI khabara paDI. rAjA jainadhamI hatA. eTale te kevaLIbhagavAnanAM darzane AvyA. chekarAnA gurU sAce ja bhagavAna manI gayA. mahArAjAe kevaLI bhagavAnanA darzana karyAM. emanI vANI sAMbhaLIne bhagavAnane pUchyuM ke he prabhu! have mAruM AyuSya keTaluM mAkI che ? tyAre kevaLa bhagavaMte kahyuM huM rAjan ! tAru... AyuSya sAta divasa bAkI che. cetI jA. tAre je sAdhanA karavI hAya te karI le. madhue ! tamane kAI kahe ke sAta divasa ja tuM jIvavAnA che. te tamArA mAtIyA vaLI jAya, tamane svapneya mAtagamatuM nathI, tyAre A rAjAne manamAM jarA paNa gaNATa ke duHkha na thayuM. kevaLI bhagava'tane kahe che prabhu! mArA AtmAnuM sudhAravA mATe ja Apa mane maLyA che. Apa mane na maLyA hAta tA mAruM mRtyu kevuM thAta ? rAjA rAjyanuM vIla karavA na gayA. emaNe nakkI karyu ke mAre dIkSA levI che, rAjA dIkSA levA nIkaLyA, tyAre rANI kahe che nAtha ! mane mUkIne kayAM cAlyA ! rAjA kahe che mahArANI! kevaLI bhagavaMtanA vacana mithyA na heAya, mAruM AyuSya sAta divasanuM khAkI che. " cAra nikI cAMdanI phIra ghera aMdherI rAta hai, '' mATe mane mArI sAdhanA karI levA ke, saMcama hAI lau pachI mAtane Avavu hAya teA Ave. mane zI ciMtA ! mane maraNanA Dara nathI. jeNe jhaLakAvI che jIvananI yAta, sAA che eNe te AtamanA udyota, mRtyunA humalAnI ane zAnI bIka, evA mAnavane te mIThuM lAge mAta ...je..... mahArAjAne maraNanA Dara nathI. rANIne kahe che jo tamane mArA pratye prema hAya te mArI sAthe cAlo dIkSA levA, tyAM rANI kahe che ApaNe tyAM dIkaro nathI te A rAjyanu zu ane huM dIkSA lauM tA A dIkarI kuMvArI che. tene menA bharAse mUkavI " guNusenanA camakelA bhAgya-sitArA '' :-A samaye devavANI thaI ke dIkarI ane rAjyanI ciMtA na karo, huM rAjan! tame eka hAthaNI zaNagArI tenI sUMDhamAM kAza Ape. jenA upara te kaLaza DhALe tene tamArI putrI paraNAvIne rAjyAbhiSeka karIne dIkSA tA. devavANI thaI eTale rAjAe te pramANe karyuM. sUMDhamAM kaLaza laIne hAthaNI

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zaThA suvAsa 35 AkhA gAmamAM pharI paNa keInA upara kaLaza na Dha. te pharatI pharatI jyAM pele kare jaMgalamAM gAye carAvavA gaye che tyAM jaIne tenA upara kaLaza lejo. rAjAnA mANase tene uMcakIne hAthaNI upara besADI dIdhe ne jayajayakAra belA. chokare kahe che bhAI! A badhuM zuM? tyAre rAjAnA mANaso kahe che AjathI tame amArA rAjA banyA. jAte te tame kSatriya ja che, te have A rAjagAdI upara besI kSAtrateja jhaLakAve. A kahe che mAre vaLI rAjya kevuM? huM to eka zeThane nekara chuM. bhAI! have nekara nahi paNa rAjA che. ema kahIne tene vAjate gAjate zaheramAM laI gayA. tAtkAlika rAjAe pitAnI putrI tenI sAthe paraNAvI dIdhI ane rAjyAbhiSeka karyo. chokarAnuM nAma guNasena hatuM. eTale te guNasena mahArAjA banya. ene gAdI seMpIne rAjAe dIkSA lIdhI. rAjAne haiye ThaMDaka vaLI ke hAza, have mAruM kArya siddha thayuM. tame dIkarA-dIkarIne paraNu, dhaMdhe vikasAve, be gADI AMgaNumAM ubhI rAkhe, bairA ane chokarAnA nAmanA vIla karI le pachI kaho ne ke hAza.... have mArA kALajAmAM ThaMDaka vaLI. (hasAhasa) yAda dAkhajo. A ThaMDaka nathI paNa karma rUpI bhaThThAmAM zekAvAnuM kAma che. jyAre AtmAnuM kAja sudhare tyAre ja ThaMDaka vaLI kahevAya. gusena rAjAnI mUMjhavaNa" :- ahIM guNasena rAjA te banI gaye paNa vAta ema banI ke koI pradhAna ke maMtrI enI pAse AvatA nathI. guNasena pradhAnane ane maMtrIone bolAvavA mANasa mokale che paNa koI tenI pAse AvatA nathI. sau manamAM ema vicAra karavA lAgyA ke e te gaI kAlane Dhora carAvanAra nekara ne Aje e rAjA banI gaye! zuM enI tAbedArI ApaNe uThAvIe? ApaNe nathI javuM. kumAra mUMjhAya ke pradhAna vinA salAha sUcana mane kaNa Ape? mAre rAjya kevI rIte calAvavuM ? badhA na Ave te kAMI nahi. ekAda pradhAna Ave teya huM calAvI lauM paNa keI AvatuM ja nathI. zuM karavuM? ene te rAjya joItuM ja na hatuM paNa kudarate pega banI gaye. have zuM karavuM tenI ciMtA karavA lAgyuM. khUba vicArane aMte tenA manamAM thayuM ke pradhAna ke maMtrI keI na Ave kAMI nahi. mArA zeTha vaNika che ne buddhizALI che. emane ja belAvI lauM. e mane salAha Apaze. huM temane ja mukhya maMtrI banAvI dauM. Ama vicAra karIne zeThane belAvavA mANasa mokalyA. "zeThanA manamAM AveluM abhimAna" : baMdhuo! A zeThanA manamAM paNa abhimAna AvI gayuM ke e gaI kAlane mAre nekara Aje rAjA banIne beThe che. e mane hukama kare ne huM hukama uThAvuM! e nahi bane. zeTha dharmiSTa hatA paNa abhimAna navuM. guNasenanA karmanI kaThaNAI che. zeTha paNa na AvyA. guNasenanI mUMjhavaNane pAra na rahyo. te eka citte prabhune prArthanA karatA kahe che he bhagavAna! huM nekara ja sAre hate. A lapa mane kyAM vaLagADI ! have huM zuM karuM ? A samaye pele deva AvIne kahe che

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zAradA suvAsa ganI maMjhAIza nahi. te te rAjyanI IcchA karI ja nathI paNa tArA puNyano sitAre 'camakyo che. tuM rAjya jarUra saMbhALI zakIza. tuM eka kAma kara, kuMbhAranI pAse eka e mATIne hAthI banAvaDAva. pachI tuM enA para svArI karaje eTale hAthI cAlavA mAMDaze. e joIne sau tArI AgaLa AvIne namI paDaze ne badhuM vyavasthita thaI jaze. 'tArI kIrti daze dizAmAM phelAze paNa tuM eTaluM dhyAnamAM rAkhaje ke A rAjamAM tuM unmatta na banIza, ne dharmArAdhanA bhUlIza nahi. eTaluM kahIne deva cAlyA gaye. * " guNasenanA puNodaye thayelo camatkAra": guNasena devanI sUcana pramANe kuMbhArane temaja zilpIone belAvIne meTo mATIne hAthI banAvaDAvyuM pachI enA upara aMbADI mUkAvIne pote beThe ne mAvatane kahyuM-hAthI calAva. mAvata vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke mATIne hAthI kaMI cheDe cAle! ene kayAM khabara che ke Ane devanI sahAya che. jyAM mAvate hAM eTale hAthI cAlavA lAge. leke vicAramAM paDayA ke A zuM? mATIne hAthI jIvatA hAthInI jema cAle che. A te kaI camatkAra lAge che. mATInA hAthIne cAlate joIne leke stabdha banI gayA ne belavA lAgyA ke Ama te mATInA hAthI cAle nahi paNa nakkI A rAjAne kaI devanI sahAya lAge che. ema mAnI mahArAjA guNasenane jaya he......vijaya hoya ema jayajayakAra bolAvavA lAgyA. AkhA nagaramAM jayajayakArane dhvani guMjI UThaye. e sAMbhaLI pradhAna ane maMtrIe deDatA AvyA. bIjA amaladAre paNa AvI gayA. darekanAM manamAM thaI gayuM ke A keI sAmAnya purUSa nathI. temane devanI sahAya lAge che. ApaNe temanI AjJA mAnI nathI, emane avinaya karyo che mATe sAme jaIne mAphI mAMgI laIe. jethI deva ApaNane zikSA na kare. - pradhAna, maMtrI, amaladAre badhAe guNasena rAjAnA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgI ke he mahArAjAdhirAja ! amane kSamA Ape. ame Apane ghora avinaya karyo che. ame ApanI AjJA mAnI nathI e amAro mATe aparAdha che. ame ApanI pAse kSamA mAMgIe chIe. amane mApha kare. kharekhara, ame Apane oLakhyA nahi e amArI kamanasIbI che. Apane daivI sahAya che chatAM Ape amArA jevA adhama gunegArane kaMI sajA karI nathI e ApanI udAratA che. mahAna gaMbhIratA che. Apa have AjJA kare. A sevake AjJA uThAvavA taiyAra che. baMdhuo! guNasena rAjAnA puNyabaLe daivI sahAyathI tenuM rAjya vyavasthita banI gayuM. te khUba nItipUrvaka anAsakata bhAve rAjya calAvavA lAge. cAre tarapha tenI kIrti prasarI gaIte rAjyamAM rahevA chatAM alipta bhAvathI rahevA lAgyA. rAjya maLyuM paNa bhagavAnane bhUle nahi. tame paNa evI rIte saMsAramAM anAsakta bhAve rahe te kalyANa thaI jAya. Aje mAsI pAkhIne divasa che. khUba ArAdhanAmAM joDAze. samaya thaI gayela che. vadhu bhAva avasare,

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zAradA savAsa vyAkhyAna naM. 5 aSADha vada 1 ne gurUvAra tA. 20-7-8 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMta jJAnI, adhama uddhAraka patitapAvana tIrthakara bhagavaMte jagatanA nA uddhAra mATe pharamAvI gayA ke he bhavya che! tamane abajonI saMpatti ApatAM paNa na maLe te kiMmatI ane samajaNavALe mAnavabhava maLe che te jIvana uttama jIvI jAo. kiMmata kenI aMkAya che te tame jANe che? pahADamAM ArasanA paththara te ghaNuM hoya che paNa te paththara majuranA hAthamAM hoya te tenA mAMDa se base rUpiyA upaje, paNa jo e paththara zilpIne hAthamAM jAya te hajAronI kiMmatathI amUlya banI jAya che. kAraNa ke enI pAse ghaDataranI kalA che, tevI ja rIte A mAnava jIvananuM paNa evuM ja che. mAnavajIvana maLyuM che sahune paNa je enuM ghaDatara karI jANe che e ja enI kiMmata AMkI zake che.' tame dhAre te tamArA jananA zilpI banIne jIvananuM ghaDatara karI zake che. ghaDatara vinAnuM jIvana naDatara jevuM che. dhana kamAvuM, sattA meLavavI, viSaya vilAsamAM khUcelA rahevuM te kaMI mAnava jIvananuM ghaDatara nathI paNa jIvanamAM satya, nIti, sadAcAra, tapa-tyAga ane saMyama AdithI bhAvavuM tenuM nAma ghaDatara che. A tamane eka evI umadA taka maLI che ke tame dhAre te bhavasAgarane pAra karIne mokSa maMjhIle pahoMcI zako. paNa e bane jyAre tamane evI coTa lAgavI joIe ke A saMsAramAM rahevA jevuM nathI. kadAca karmodaye rahevuM paDe paNa gamavuM na joIe. saMsAramAM rahevuM ane ramavuM e baMne alaga vAta che. saMsAranA sukha meLavavA, emAM AnaMda mAnave ne emAM masta banavuM tenuM nAma ramavuM ane jene rahevAnI bilakula IcchA nathI, saMsAranA raMgarAga upara jene bilakula rUcI nathI chatAM anicchAe rahevuM paDe che tenuM nAma rahevuM. jema ke rega Avye ne davA pIvI paDI te pIve che paNa kaI hoMzathI pIve che kharA? mIThI sAkara jevI davA heya paNa ene sAkara nahi kahevAya. davA ja kahevAze, ane e parANe ja pIvAze. nekarane zeThanI gulAmI karavI gamatI nathI. na chUTake ja nekarI kare che, tema jJAnIne saMsAramAM rahevuM gamatuM ja nathI, na chUTake ja rahe che. jJAnIne mana saMsAra bhaMgAra jevuM lAge che. paNa tamane kevuM lAge che? bela dhIrUbhAI ! tamane badhAne saMsAra bhaMgAra ja nahi paNa kaMsAra je mIThA lAge che ne ? (hasAhasa) tyAre tamane ema lAgaze ke sAdhupaNAmAM ja sukha che ne sAdhupaNuM levA jevuM che tyAre saMsAra: saMgAra jevuM lAgaze. | mukti sAdhupaNathI ja maLe ane saMpUrNa dharma sAdhupaNAmAM ja che. Aje ghaNAM ema prazna kare che ke zuM sAdhupaNuM laI e te ja kalyANa thAya! saMsAramAM

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8 zAradA suvAsa rahIne na thAya? jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke vagara vahepAre leTarI lAgI jAya ne kamAya tevA dAkhalA che, paNa evA keTalA? moTA bhAge te dhanavAna peDhIvALA ja che ne ? e rIte dIkSA lIdhA vagara kevaLajJAna pAmyAnA dAkhalA che paNa tene rAjamArga te dIkSA ja che. zrAvaka zrAvakSaNamAM mare te vadhumAM vadhu bAramA devaleka sudhI jAya paNa mukti te sAdhupaNAthI ja maLe. kadAca pUrvanI ArAdhanAnA baLe gRhasthapaNAmAM bhAvacaritra AvI jAya te kevaLajJAna thaI jAya paNa pachI je AyuSya bAkI hoya te e paNa dIkSA le ja. te have tame vicAra kare ke kevaLajJAnI paNa saMsArathI bahAra nIkaLI jAya che ne? te tamAre saMsAra choDI dIkSA lIdhA vinA cAle kharuM ? baMdhuo ! sAdhupaNuM le ke tapa-japa Adi bIjI kaI paNa kriyA kare paNa temAM dhyeya te mekSanuM kahevuM joIe. dayeya vinA dharmakriyA dharma rUpe na thAya. AjanI dharmakriyA mATe bhAge gADarIA pravAha jevI banI gaI che. sAce theya dekhAve durlabha che. jyAre dhyeyapUrvaka dharmakriyA thaze tyAre alaukika AnaMda Avaze paNa dharmathI duHkha nahi thAya. mAtAne pitAnA dIkarA upara kadAca gusso Ave ne thappaDa mAre paNa pachI mAtAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jAya che. kAraNa ke mAtAne dIkarA pratye duzamanAvaTa nathI paNa prema che. A rIte dhamaSTha mANasane sagA snehI dIkSA levA taiyAra thAya te mohathI dhamaka purUSa raDe, ene saMsAramAM rokAvAnuM kahe paNa aMtaramAM te AnaMda ja hoya, kAraNa ke hadayamAM te dharmane raMga che. baMdhuo! tamane A mahAna dharma ane dharmagurUo maLavA chatAM jo tenA pratye mArApaNuM nahi Ave, tenA upara zraddhA nahi thAya te kayAM thaze ? jIvane zarIra pratye keTale rAga che? eTale rAga ane eTaluM mArApaNuM je dharmamAM thAya te kalyANa thaI jAya. A mAnava zarIra e bhavasAgara taravA mATe naukA samAna che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 23 mA adhyayanamAM kezIsvAmI ane gautamasvAmIne saMvAda che. vAta ema che ke kezIsvAmI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnane ziSya hatA ane gautama svAmI mahAvIra bhagavAnanA ziSya hatA. pahelA ane chellA tIrthakaranA vArAmAM pAMca mahAvata hoya che ne vacalA bAvIsa tIrthakaranA vArAmAM cAra mahAvata hoya che. eka vakhata zrAvastI nagarImAM kedasvAmI ane gautamasvAmInuM Agamana thayuM. kezI svAmI tiMduka nAmanA udyAnamAM utaryA, ane gautamasvAmI keSTaka nAmanA udhAnamAM utaryA. zrAvatI nagarInI janatA temanA darzana ane dharmakathA sAMbhaLavA umaTI paDI. A samaye kazIsvAmI cAra mahAvatane ane gautamasvAmI pAMca mahAvatane upadeza ApatA hatA. A sAMbhaLI zrAvastI nagarInI janatAnA manamAM saMdeha tpana thaye ke "trio vA rUmo gho, rumo dho vA rio ."

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zArA suvAsa 39 - A baMne jaina munio che chatAM eka cAra mahAvratane upadeza Ape che ne eka pAMca mahAvratane upadeza Ape che. eka ja dharma hovA chatAM baMnenA upadezamAM pharaka kema che? Ama nagarajanemAM carcA thavA lAgI. A mahAna purUSane A vAtanI khabara paDI. jJAnI purUSe kaI bAbatamAM carcAne viSaya banI jAya tyAre te vAtane vadhavA na de paNa jaldI tene aMta lAvavA prayatna kare. gautamasvAmIe vicAra karyo ke kezIsvAmI mArAthI meTA che eTale huM tyAM jAuM. gautamasvAmI dIkSAmAM nAnA hatA paNa jJAnamAM moTA hatA. cauda cauda hajAra ziSyamAM vaDerA hatA. cAra jJAna ane cauda pUrvanA jJAtA hatA. gaNadhara padavI pAmelA hatA chatAM e vicAra na karyo ke huM mahAvIra bhagavAnane paTTaziSya vaLI prathama gaNadhara ane cauda hajAra saMtene nAyaka chuM ne huM zene jAuM? e mahAna purUSamAM saraLatA hatI, Aje te vinaya viveka cAlyA gaye che. gautamasvAmI pitAnA ziSya parivAra sahita tika udhAnamAM javA taiyAra thayA. kezIsvAmIne khabara paDI ke gautamasvAmI padhAre che tethI teo sAmA gayA. temane besavA mATe Asana ApyuM. baMne mahAna purUSanuM madhuruM milana thayuM. baMne Asana upara beThA tyAre kevA zobhatA hatA. te zAsakAra A gAthAmAM batAve che , ubhao nisaNNA sohanti canda sUra samappabhA // 18 // kezIsvAmI ane gautamasvAmI ane jANe caMdra ane sUryanI prajAnI jema tejasvI dekhAtA hatA. A baMne mahApurUSe vacce kevI carcA cAlaze, kenI hAra thaze, jenI chata thaze te jovA mATe ghaNuM pAkhaMDIe ane ajJAnIo kautuka jevA ane ghaNAM jJAna meLavavA tyAM AvyA. eTaluM ja nahi paNa A vAdavivAdamAM ke raMga jAmaze te jovA mATe deve. dAna, gandharvo AkAzamAM adazyapaNe jevA lAgyA, paNa jJAnI purUSonI carcAmAM kaMI cakamaka na kare, paNa jJAnarasanI lUMTAlUMTa heya. tatvanuM maMthana karIne mAkhaNa kADhe emAM koI kaleza ke khoTA vAdavivAda na hoya. je ajJAnIo bhegA thAya te kaleza ne vAdavivAdane pAra na rahe. ahIM lokone zaMkA thavA lAgI ke A baMne baLIyA purUSomAM keNu chataze? paNa ahIM te evuM kaMI na banyuM. kezausvAmI gautamasvAmIne eka pachI eka prazna pUchavA lAgyA ne gautamAravAmAM tenuM khUba spaSTatApUrvaka samAdhAna karavA lAgyA. jJAnarasanI choLe uchaLavA lAgI. prazna pUchatAM pUchatAM kezIsvAmIe gautamasvAmIne prazna karyo ke he gautamasvAmI ! bhavasAgara pAra karavA mATe naukA kaI? javAbamAM gautamasvAmI kahe che- sarIra mAhu nAvatti, jIvo vuccai naavio| saMsAro aNNavo vutto jaM taranti mahesiNo // 73 // ( utta. sU. a. 23 gAthA-73)

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zAradA suvAsa ' he kezasvAmI! bhavasAgara taravA mATe A mAnavazarIra e suMdara naukA che. jIva te naukAne nAvika che ane caturgatirUpa saMsAra e moTe bhayaMkara samudra che. A deha rUpI naukAmAM besIne ghaNuM mahAnapurUSo A saMsAra rUpI samudrane tarI gayA che. baMdhuo! A deha rUpI naukAmAM besIne tamAre sAgara tare che ne? "hA. je tamAre saMsAra sAgarathI taravuM hoya te vrata-niyama, tapa vigere dharma kriyAo thAya teTalI kare. A mAnava deha dvArA je kriyAo thaI zakaze te bIjA deha dvArA nahi thAya. samyagadaSTi dene game teTalI bhAvanA thAya te paNa eka vrata paccakhANa na karI zake. mATe A je suMdara : mAnavabhava maLe che temAM AtmasAdhanA karI le ne bhavasAgarane tarI jAva. * ApaNu AtmAne pavitra ne nirmaLa banAvanAra vItarAga prabhunI vANI che. bhagavAnanI aMtimavANa zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtra che. tenA chatrIsa adhyayane che. temAMthI ApaNe bAvIsamuM adhyayana levuM che. temAM temanAtha bhagavAna ane rAjematIne adhikAra che. temAMthI ApaNane ghaNe be maLaze paNa e adhikAra vAMcatAM pahelAM AgaLanA adhyayanamAM zuM vAta Ave che tenuM ApaNe TUMkamAM avalokana karI levuM joIe. prathama adhyayanamAM vinayanI vAta Ave che. bIjA adhyayanamAM parivahanI vAta Ave che. emAM paNa bhagavAne ke suMdara kama goThavyuM che. bhagavAna kahe che te mArA sAdhaka ! je tArAmAM vinaya haze te ja tuM pariSaha Avaze tyAre tArI sAdhanAmAM sthira rahI zakaze. vinayanI vAta ApaNe karI gayA. have parivahanI vAta karIe. sAdhunA 22 pariSaha batAvyA che. pariSaha eTale aneka prakArathI sahevuM tenuM nAma pariSaha che. sauthI pahelo pariSaha sudhAne che. sAdhune bhUkha lAge eTale gaucarI te javuM paDe. e gaucarI levA mATe jaIe tyAre kevA kevA pariSaha sahana karavA paDe che. ahIM te tame amane khammA khammA kare che. tamAre ghera gaucarI AvyAne traNa cAra divasa na thAya tyAM tame kaheze ke mahAsatIjI!. amAre tyAM padhAraje, amane lAbha Apaje, tamAre tyAM gaucarI AvIe tyAre bhAvathI tamArA gharamAM je cIja hoya te saMtane vaherAve che paNa jyAM jenenAM ghara na hoya tevA gAmaDAmAM gaucarI jaIe tyAre Akroza vacanenA pariSaha sahana karavA paDe che. bicArA ajJAna mANasa ema bele che ke tame meDhA bAMdhyA che te bheguM peTa paNa bAMdhI devuM hatuM ke koI ema kahe che muMDakI ! tAre mATe kamAyA nathI ke tane ApIe. AvI rIte kaI apamAna kare, keI AhArapANI Ape ne keI na Ape, tyAre bhagavAne saMmIne kahe che ke he sAdhaka! gaucarImAM lAbhAMtarAya karmanA udayathI bhikSA na maLe te sAdhake alAbha pariSaha jIta Ie. te mATe bhagavAna belyA che - paresu ghAsamesejjA, bhoyaNe prinihie| laDhe piMDe alade vA, nANutappeja paMDie // 30 //

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zArada suvarsa | gaucarInA jJAtA muni gaucarI mATe koI grahasthanA ghera jAya e samaye zeDo AhAra maLe athavA bilakula na maLe te, "huM bhAgyahIna chuM. mane gaucarI na maLI" e rIte saMtApa na kare. gaucarI mATe gaucarInA samaye ja nIkaLe. jJAnI kahe che ke sAdhu gocarI jAya ane AhAra na maLe te sAdhaka pitAnA AtmAne kaluSita na kare ane tenA upara gusse na kare, paNa e vicAra kare ke "avAjuM na mAmo' Aje mane gaucarIne lAbha thaye nathI, mArI aMtarAya che. je sAdhu A prakAranI vicAradhArAthI yukta che tene bhikSAne lAbha na maLe te paNa manamAM khe tha nathI. te muni alAbha pariSahane vijetA bane che. kRSNavAsudevanA putra DhaMDhaNakumAre zrI neminAtha bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI dIkSA lIdhI. trikhaMDa adhipati kuvAsudevanA putra ane bAvIsamAM tIrthaMkara zrI neminAtha bhagavAnanA ziSya hovA chatAM te vizALa dvArakA nagarImAM moTA moTA zeTha, zAhukAre tathA garIba AdinA gharamAM gaucarI javA chatAM lAbhAMtarAya karmanA udayathI nirdoSa gaucarI maLatI na hatI. AthI temanuM zarIra ghasAvA lAgyuM. eka divasa temaNe temanAtha bhagavAna pAse jaI vaMdana namaskAra karI bhagavAnane pUchayuM. ahe prabhu! huM pratidina gaucarI mATe jAuM chuM, chatAM kyAM karmanA udaye mane prAsuka AhArane lAbha maLatuM nathI ? bhagavAne kahyuM- he draDha muni! tuM A bhavathI pahelAM navANa lAkha navvANuM hajAra navase navANumAM 9 99 bhavamAM viMdhyAcaLa pradezamAM sauvIra nAmane garIba kheDUta hate. kuTuMba moTuM hovAnA kAraNe tene parivAranA pAlanapaSaNanI ciMtA rAta divasa rahetI hatI. A ciMtAnA kAraNe tAruM zarIra kSINa thavA lAgyuM. viMdhyAcaLa pradezanA girisena rAjAe vArA pADIne 500 haLa joDavA mATe pAMca kheDUtane niyukta karI rAkhyA hatA. A vArAmAM sauvIra kheDUta e tuM tArA vArAnA divase khetaramAM baLada laI jaIne haLa taiyArI karI te kheDavAnuM zarU karyuM. khetara kheDatA kheDatA baLada thAkI gayA ne vacamAM vacamAM UbhA rahevA lAgyA. unALAnI sakhta garamI, ane thAka khUba lAge tethI baLada bhUkha tarasathI AkuLa vyAkuLa thaI gayA, tyAre te baLada bhUkha tarasa maTADavA ane haLathI mukta thavA tArA sAmuM jotA hatA, paNa te saheja paNa dhyAna na ApyuM ane temane dUsarIethI choDayA nahi. eTaluM ja nahi paNuM uparathI eka cAsa vadhAre kheDA. AthI e bhavamAM teM joradAra aMtarAya karma bAMdhyuM, ane te karma tane ATalA bhave udayamAM AvyuM. bhagavAna nemanAthanA mukhethI potAnA pUrvabhavanI vAta sAMbhaLI DhaMDhaNa munie A aMtarAya karmane nAza karavA mATe gADha vairAgyayukta banI khUba utsAhapUrvaka evo abhigraha dhAraNa karyo ke, "mane mArI labdhine AhAra maLe te kalpa arthAt bIjAnA nimittathI

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zaradA suvAsa maLela AhArapANI huM grahaNa nahi karuM. A prakArane abhigraha dhAraNa karI hamezAM bhikSAcaryA mATe jatA paraMtu lAbhAMtarAya karmanA udayathI temane thaDe paNa AhArane lAbha maLate nahi, chatAM mukha upara jarA paNa che ke glAni dekhAtI nahi, temaja kedanI niMdA paNa karatA nahi. kRSNavAsudeve eka divasa temanAtha bhagavAnane pUchyuM-he mArA tAraNahAra prabhu! ApanA aDhAra hajAra muniomAM atyAre duSkara sthiti keNu bhagave che? prabhu belyA-he kRSNajI ! mArA badhA zramaNe duSkara kaSTa bhogave che paNa DhaDhaNamuni A badhAthI vadhu duSkara rithati bhegave che. kRSNajIe pUchayuM-bhagavAna ! Apa ema kevI rIte kahe che? bhagavAne kahyuM-alAbha pariSadane samabhAvathI sahana karavAthI. A sAMbhaLatA kRSNajIne khUba AnaMda thaye ne pUchayuM-bhagavAna! A DhaMDhaNamuni atyAre kayAM birAje che? bhagavAne kahyuM - te dvArakA nagarImAM gaucarI mATe gayA che. tamane ahIMthI jatAM ja bheTo thaI jaze. bhagavAna pAsethI A vAta sAMbhaLI kRSNajI nemanAtha bhagavAnane vaMdana karI tyAMthI ravAnA thayA. dvArakAmAM praveza karatAM ja kRSNajIe khUba kRza zarIravALA DhaMDhaNamunine joyA, jatAMnI sAthe pitAnA hAthI uparathI nIce utarI muni pAse jaI vaMdana namaskAra karyA. kRSNavAsudevane vaMdana karatA koI zeThe joyA ne manamAM vicAra karyo ke je munine kRNavAsudeva vaMdana karI rahyA che te kaI sAdhAraNa saMta nathI paNa mahAna muni lAge che. zeTha Ave vicAra kare che tyAM DhaMDhaNamuni e ja zeThane ghera gaucarI mATe gayA. zeThe khUba bhaktibhAvapUrvaka munine lADavA vaherAvyA. gaucarI laI bhagavAna pAse AvI munie AhAra batAvya ne bhagavAnane pUchayuM- he bhagavAna! have mAruM lAbhAMtarAya karma kSINa thaI gayuM ke kema? bhagavAne kahyuM-"nA" haju thaDe samaya bAkI che. gaucarImAM tamane je lADavA maLyA che te tamArI labdhinA nathI paNa kRSNavAsudevanI labdhinA che kAraNa ke kRSNa tamane vaMdana karyA. A joIne zeThe tamane lADavA vaherAvyA che. bhagavAnanA vacana sAMbhaLI DhaDhaNamunie vicAra karyo ke bIjAnI labdhine AhAra mane kalpata nathI. ema vicArI prANuka bhUmimAM lADavAne yatnapUrvaka paraThavavA gayA. lADavA caLatAM karmone cALI munie kevaLa jJAna prApta karyuM. alAbha pariSahane samabhAve sahana karavAthI munine kevaLajJAnanI prApti thaI. A rIte bAvIse parivahanuM varNana bIjA adhyayanamAM khUba vistArapUrvaka karyuM che. - trIjA adhyayanamAM manuSyabhava, sUtranuM zravaNa, tenA upara zraddhA ane saMyamamAM balavIryanuM pheravavuM-A cAra aMga jIvane maLavA mahAna durlabha che. tamane cAre ya aMganI prApti thaI che. A avasara mahAna puNyadaye maLe che. pharI pharIne maLavuM muzkela che. mATe sAdhanA karIne tene saphaLa banAve. (A cAra bAlanuM varNana pU. mahAsatIjIe khUba suMdara rIte karyuM hatuM.) samaya thaI gayela che. vadhu bhAva avasare.

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zAradA suvAsa vyAkhyAna na. 6 aSADa vada 2 ne zukravAra tA, 21-7-78 durgatinA dvAra khelanAra parigrahanI mUcha" sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI mahAna purUSe A catuti saMsAramAM rIbAtA prANIonA uddhAra mATe mArgadarzana ApatAM kahe che ke he puNyavAna AtmAo! tamArI zakti agAdha che. tame akathya zaktinA pUMja che. anaMta jJAnadarzana cAritranA dhaNI che. e ratnatrayInA zaNagArane cheDIne suvarNAbUSaNe pAchaLa zA mATe deTa lagAvI rahyA che? vItarAga prabhunI vairAgya rUpa vINAnA tArane cheDIne viSaya rUpa vAMsaLInA nAde zA mATe nAcI rahyA che? saMteSanA bhejana AregavAne badale dutimAM dhakelanAra evA SaTrasa bhejanamAM kema lubdha banyA che tyAganA taMburAne cheDIne tRSNAnA taraMgamAM zA mATe lebhAo che? prabhunA premanuM prabhAta mUkIne rAgadveSanI aMdhArI rAtalaDImAM zA mATe AthaDI rahyA che? ghora jaMgalamAM jatA zAhukArane jema aneka cera gherAI vaLIne tene lUMTI le che tema AtmAnI pAchaLa paNa meha, mAna, matsara Adi aneka lUMTArAe paDelA che. A cera jIvanA jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane tapa rUpI amUlya khajAnAne lUMTI rahyA che. tenAthI sAvadhAna banIne khajAnAnuM rakSaNa kare. bIjA badhA lUMTArA karatAM maha lUMTAra mahAna baLavAna che. ene pakaDave mahAmuzkela che. je e eka pakaDAI jAya te bIjA badhAne te sahelAIthI pakaDI zakAya che. dazAzrutaskaMdhamAM kahyuM che ke " jahA matthae sUIe, hatAe hammai tale / evaM kammANi immaMti, mohaNijje khayaMgae // " jevI rIte tAlavRkSanA mastaka upara tenI mukhya dhorI nasamAM soya khesavAthI te tAlavRkSa saMpUrNa naSTa thAya che tevI rIte eka mehanIya karmane nAza thavAthI bAkI rahelA jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya ane aMtarAya e traNe ghAtI karmo naSTa thaI jAya che. mehanIya karmane naze bhayaMkara che. A saMsAramAM moTA bhAganA manuSyane moha madizane naze cale che. jene dArUDiyA mANasane keI jAtanuM bhAna rahetuM nathI. keI dArU mANasa sArAmAM sAruM zuTa ane bUTa paherIne taiyAra thaIne bahAra nIkaLe. pachI dArUne nazo caDha. te zuM thAya? kAdava ne kIcaDa heya, kacarA peTI hoya ke viSTA hoya-game tyAM paDe che, jema Ave tema bane che. ene kaI jAtanuM bhAna rahetuM nathI. bole, dArUnuM vyasana tene hAthe karIne gaDe kare che ne? chatAM dArUDiyAne tamAro mAre ke pANI chAMTe te te ThekANe Avaze paNa jene mihanIya karmane bhayaMkara naze caDhaye che tene mahAna purU game teTalA

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zAra suvAsa kaDaka vacane rUpI tamAcA mAre ane vItarAga vANInuM pANI chAMTe te paNa naze utarate nathI. kema sAcuM che ne? mehanIya karmanuM baLa ghaNuM che. devAnupriye ! bhagavaMta kahe che ke he bhAgyavAna ! je tamAre sAcuM sukha joItuM heya ne mekSa daravAje pahoMcavuM hoya te A saMsAra rUpI jananIne choDIne aSTa pravacana mAtAnuM zaraNa svIkAra. lebha rUpI pitAne sAtha choDIne nirlobharUpI pitAnA pagale cAla. moharUpa bhrAtAne choDIne tyAgarUpa bhrAtAnA snehapAzamAM baMdhAI jA. mamatArUpa bhaginIne sAtha choDI samatA bhaginIne sAthe svIkAra. mAyA sAhelIne sAthe cheDIne sadbuddhirUpI sAhelIne satsaMga kara. te bhavamAM bhUleluM, mehamAM mUMjhAtuM, pApathI pIDAtuM, kamethI kacaDAtuM ne ajJAnathI athaDAtuM AtmArUpI paMkhI saMsAra rUpa piMjarAmAMthI mukta thaze. jJAnI purUSo ApaNane mArga batAve paNa purUSArthe te potAne ja karavo paDaze purUSArtha vinA siddhi nathI. AvA suMdara sAdhano ane anukULa samaya maLavA chatAM je jIva pramAdamAM ja paDaye raheze te zuM baMdhana tUTaze? (zretAmAMthI avAja -nahi tUTe.) tame sAcuM kahe che ne te pachI zA mATe besI rahyA che ? purUSArtha karavA mAMDe. mekSane bhAga bahu kaThaNa che. ema kahIne je lamaNe hAtha daIne besI raheze te A saMsArarUpI piMjaramAMthI-meharAjAnI kedamAMthI AtmAne kadI chUTakAre nahi thAya. | himAlayanA zikharane sara karavA jatAM kaMIka mAnavIe maraNane zaraNa thayA, chatAM paNa kaMIka mAnavI zikharane sara karavA jAya che. vimAnamAM aneka akasmAta sarjAya che chatAM vimAne te uDatA ja rahyA che. vaijJAnika zodhakheLa pAchaLa aneka vaijJAnika saLagI gayA te paNa temaNe sAhasa na cheDayuM. divase divase navuM sarjana karatAM aneka cAlyA gayA chatAM navasarjana ane saMzodhana cAlu ja rahyA che. saMsAramAM bhautika sukhanI prApti mATe paNa jo mAnavI ATaluM kaparu sAhasa kheDe che, satata puruSArtha cAlu rAkhe che te pachI avyAbAdha ane anaMta sukhanA sthAna mATe anaMta zaktine vAmI zuM vIrya na pheravI zake? parama tAraka paramAtmAnuM, parama gurUdeva ane parama dharmanuM AlaMbana maLyuM che, sAdhanA karavAnuM sthAna mAnavabhava maLyo che te pachI zA mATe muMjhAya che? mUMjhavaNanA dhummasa upara parama purUSArthanI dhUNI dhakhAvI, cetananI jota jagAvI de te pharmane mela baLIne sApha thaI jaze ne AtmA ujajavaLa banI jaze. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamA adhyayanane adhikAra zarU kare che. te pahelA ApaNe AgaLa adhyayanamAM bhagavaMta zuM hita zikhAmaNa ApI gayA che temAM jarA daSTi karI laIe. prathama traNa adhyayananI vAta karI gayA. trIjA adhyayanamAM cAra aMganI prApti thavI jIvane durlabha che. e cAra vastuo prApta thayA pachI manuSya pramAda karavo joIe

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zAzA suvANa nahi. e vAta A cethA adhyayanamAM samajAvavAmAM AvI che. cothA adhyayananI prathama gAthAmAM ja bhagavAna kahe che ke asaMkhayaM jIviya mA pamAyae, jarovaNIyassa hu natthi tANaM / evaM viyANAhi z2aNe pamatte, kiM nu vihiMsA ajayA gahinti // - he bhaya che! ApaNuM AyuSya asaMskRta che, temaja tUTeluM AyuSya sAdhI zakAtuM nathI, evuM samajIne pramAda na kare. kAraNa ke vRddhAvasthAthI maraNanI samIpa pahoMcelA javanuM kaI zaraNuM nathI athavA e kaI samartha nathI ke je pitAnA karma dvArA ghaDapaNane Are pahoMcelA jIvane vRddhAvarathathI bacAvI zake. vRddhAvasthAne kAraNe jenuM zarIra jarjarita thaI gayuM che evA jIvane evI zakti paNa nathI hotI ke te e avasthAmAM paNa dharma karI zake. je manuSya pramAdI hoya che te potAnA guNane ghAtaka hoya che. te indri upara kAbU meLavI zaktA nathI temaja pApa karatAM pAchA haThI zaktA nathI. evA manuSya kenuM zaraNa prApta karI zake ? enuM ke rakSaNa karaze ? je manuSya pramAdI ane Indriyone gulAma hoya che tenuM kaI rakSaka thatuM nathI. pramAdI ane viSayAsakta banelA che sarva prakAranA anartho karavAmAM jarA paNa kacAza rAkhatA nathI tethI tene saMsAranA duHkhathI kaI cheDAvI zakatuM nathI. ATalA mATe dharmanuM AcaraNa jIvanamAM Avazyaka vastu che. jenAthI paLe paLe jIvanI rakSA thatI rahe che. je dharmanI rakSA kare che. tenI rakSA dhama avazya kare che. evuM samajIne dharmanI ArAdhanA kare ane pApa karmathI aTake. ApaNuM jaina dharmamAM mukhya aDhAra pApa batAvyA che. temAM moTA bhAganA manuSya cothA ane pAMcamA pApanI pAchaLa vizeSa prakAre pAgala banelA che. tamane aDha2 pApanA nAma te AvaDe che ne? meTA bhAganA bhAIone nahi AvaDatA hoya. jene AvaDatA haze e te tarata samajI jaze. nava grahanA nAma te ghaNAne AvaDatA haze. grahane anugraha meLavavAnI anuSThAna vidhi paNa ghaNuM jANatAM haze. bele jANe che ne? bhale tame na bele paNa huM te badhuM samaju chuM. sUryanI sattAmaNImAMthI chUTavA, zukra-zaninA zApamAMthI ugaravA, budhanI bAdhA TALavA, rAhunI risAmaNamAMthI mukta thavA, caMdranI prasannatA pAmavA, maMgaLanI mahera meLavavA, ketunI kRpA utAravA ane gurUnI glAni dUra karavA kaI mALA ane kaye maMtra japa joIe. A badhuM tamane bahu AvaDe che. kema kharuM ne?. paNa A sivAya dazame paNa eka graha che. bolo, e dazamA grahanuM nAma keIne AvaDe che? (sabhAmAM mauna...) keIne nathI AvaDatuM? AvaDatuM te haze paNa tame nahi kahe. kAraNa ke tame samaje che ke ApaNe nAma daIzuM te baMdhAI jazuM. (hasAhasa) ThIka * *

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zAradA suvAsa tyAre huM tamane japAba ApI dauM. e dazamA grahanuM nAma che, parigraha, e tamane khUba vahAle che ne? (hasAhasa) tamane jeTaluM vahAlo che teTale vahAle ja tamane paDI rahyo che, enI dAdAgIrI joIne mahAna purUSanA mukhamAMthI Azcarya bhAve zabda sarI paDayA ke riSada-baH voDaze vivita natriIH A parigraha ke graha che ke je jagatane paDI rahyo? parigrahanA grahanI asaramAM gherAyele mAnava mRganI jema dhananI pAchaLa deTa makI rahyo che. vacamAM vacamAM maraNatola pachaDATa khAvA chatAM AMdhaLI doTathI aTakatuM nathI. enA jIvanamAM asaMtoSanI Aga bhaDabhaDatI ja rahe che. e parigrahanA pApe ja ne? parigrahanI kevI kevI bhayAnaka asara nIcethI Ajane mAnava pasAra thaI rahyo che. ene vicAra karatAM paNa bhayaMkara AMcake AvI jAya tema che. juo, parigraha kevuM bhayaMkara nukazAna karanAra che. visphoTa dvArA mahAna zaherane smazAnamAM pheravI devAnI AsurI zakti dharAvatA aNuboMbanA saMzodhaka tarIkenuM kalaMka te A parigraha che ne? baMdhuo ! kaI paNa varatu upara vicAra karaze te samajAze ke A jagatamAM jhaghaDA ane kalezanuM mULa kAraNa heya te parigraha che. vigrahanI suraMgane dArUgoLe koI hoya te saMgraha che. kaI paNa vigrahane zAMta karavA bemAMthI eka pakSa parigrahanA grahamAMthI mukta thatAMnI sAthe ja zAMti sthapAI jaze. jIvananA keIpaNa kSetre cAlatA vigrahanuM mULa tame tapAsI je te samajAze ke pragaTa ke apragaTa rIte tyAM parigrahane graha dhUmata jaNAze. Aje rASTra rASTra zA mATe laDe che? pitA ane putra, zeTha ane nekara, bhAIbhAI A badhA aMdara aMdara jhaghaDatA hoya che tenuM mULa kAraNa parigraha che. bALaka nAne hoya tyArathI paisAnI lAlasA dharAvatuM hoya che. mATe jJAnIo kahe che ke artha (paise). purUSArtha bhayaMkara che. dhana Adi paugalika padArthone saMgraha karanAra mANasa bhale manamAM kulA heya ke huM ke meTo zrImaMta chuM. samAjamAM mArI keTalI pratiSThA che. keTaluM mAna che paNa kharI rIte te e parigraha dvArA pitAnI Atmika saMpattimAM daridratA ane devALu jAhera kare che. aMtaranI apUrNatAne DhAMkavA mATe bAhya parigraha meLavavAnI jhaMkhanA thAya che. kadarUpI kanyA pitAnA beDeLapaNane DhAMkavA mATe potAnA deha upara khUba AbhUSaNe ThaThADe che, evI rIte Atmika daSTie je apUrNa che evA parigrahI jIvAtmAne bhADutI ane mAMgI lAvelA AbhUSaNe paheravAnI jhaMkhanA jAge che. AvA bhayaMkara duHkhadAyI ane nAzavaMta parigrahanI pakaDamAMthI mukta karAve e eka maMtra amArI pAse che. bele, e maMtra tamAre joIe che(sabhAmAM mauna) kema badhA mauna besI rahyA che ? zuM tamane parigrahanI pakaDamAMthI chUTavAnI IcchA thatI nathI? tamAre chUTavuM hoya ke na chUTavuM hoya paNa mAre tamane cheDAvavA che. emAMthI chUTavA mATe mahAna maMtra tyAga che. keI paNa maMtra sAdhanAnI

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zAradA suvAsa A tyAga " maMtranI siddhi karavA mATe sAdhakane uttara sAdhakanI jarUra paDe che. tA sAdhanAnI siddhinA uttara sAdhaka jo koI hoya te te sa MteSa che. sa MteSa Ave te tyAga Ave che. satASanI sahAyathI sAdhanA Ara bhAya te tyAganI siddhi thAya ane anaMtakALathI vaLagelA pagrihanI pakaDamAMthI mukta banIne mAnava muktinI meAja maLI zake che. : 47 devAnupriye ! tame sAMbhaLI gayA ne ke parigraha keTale ana kArI che! A grahamAM Asakta banIne keTalA pApakamAM mAMdhyA ? eka kIDI marI jaze te tenuM prAthazcitta levA Avaze| paNa A parigrahanI pAchaLa keTalA pApa karyAM che tenuM hajI sudhI koI prAyazcitta levA AvyA nathI. have samajIne pApa choDo. kAraNa ke A jIvana keTaluM kSaNika che? AyuSya pUrNa thaze tyAre A gharabAra, mAlamidhna, patnI, putra, parivAra badhA parigraha chADIne javu paDaze. tenA karatAM pahelethI cheDI de ne yAre javAnuM Avaze tenI khabara che? kavi kahe che ke mAta kayAre Avaze enI khabara paDatI nathI. mAtane jItavAnI kAI jaDIbuTTI jaDatI nathI. '' relve sTezanamAM kaI gADI keTalA vAge Ave che, kayA sTezane keTalI ubhI rahe che tenuM TAIma-Tekhaka tamAre ghera haze paNa A mRtyuleAkamAMthI mAnavajIvananI gADI kayAre ane kAMthI upaDaze ne kAM laI jaze tenI khabara che? enI koI . khabara nathI. jJAnI bhagavatA kahe che ke tuM janmyA tyArathI mRtyunI gADI divase divase tArI najIka AvI rahI che. tamAre khadvAragAma javu hoya tyAre keTalA sajAga rahA che ? savAre vahelA sTezane javAnu hAya te rAtre elAma mUkIne mAthe ghaDiyALanA DakhkhA laIne sUI jAva ane zrAvikAne paNu kaheA che ke jo jo hu' udhI jAuM tA mane jagADajo, nahiMtara gADI cUkI javAze. ema kaheA che ne? meleA nagInabhAI! naTubhAI! huM badhAnA nAma nathI jANatI eTale nAma nathI khelatI paNa A vAta badhAnA mATe che. tame ema na mAnI letA ke mahAsatIjI A leAkeAne ja kahe che. gADI upaDavAnA samaya pahelAM tame sTezane pahoMcI jAo che ne gADI AgalA sTezanethI chUTe eTale pleTaphAma upara jaine UbhA raheA che. temAM paNa tame jo ekalA hai| ane sAmAnamAM eka thelI ja hoya te khaDuM ciMtA nahi. saDelAithI gADImAM caDhI zake paNu sAthe patnI hoya, bALako hoya, ega-khInnA hoya tyAre tamane zuM thAya ? bhamatIyA mUke ne? (hasADhusa) TUMkamAM eka gADImAM besavA mATe tamArI keTalI sAvadhAnI che! tA have jJAnIpurUSo paNa tamane peAkAra karIne kahe che ke huM mAnava ! have jaldI tuM sAvadhAna anI jA, ane samajI lejo phai

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zAradA suvAsa * atyanI gADI AvI rahI che, signala apAI gayuM che, ghaMTa vAgI ge che. jIvana rUpI dharatImAM enA AgamananA dhabakArA vAgI rahyA che. e ati vegathI AvI rahI che. ema ja lAge che ke paLa be paLamAM ja e gADI Avaze ane upaDI jaze, ApaNe lAkha prayatna karIzuM te paNa e vadhAre vAra rekAvAnI nathI. ene samaya thaze eTale e cAlavA mAMDaze. baMdhuo! A ja gADImAM sI keIne eka divasa gayA vinA chUTake nathI. te pachI e gADI AvatAM pahelAM sajaja thaIne zA mATe na rahevuM ? jemaNe gADI AvatAM pahelAM pitAnI badhI taiyArIo karI lIdhI che temane AkuLavyAkuLa thavuM paDatuM nathI. e te ema samaje che ke huM te saMsArabhUmine eka yAtrI chuM. A mAnava bhava rUpI sTezanamAM briDAM samaya mATe visAme levA Avyo chuM. temAM ATalA badhA pudgalanA-parigrahanA pathArA zA? ane A pathArA mATe badhA musAphare sAthe jhaghaDA ne kaleza zA mATe karavA joIe? A sthAna tAru ne A sthAna mAruM, tArI pAse sAva ocho (parigraha) sAmAna ane mArI pAse ATale badhe sAmAna-ene ATale badhe garva zA mATe kare? jema be e che haze tema musApharI sugama thaze. vadhAre sAmAnavALAne vadhAre ciMtA ane ochA sAmAnavALAne ochI ciMtA raheze. : parigrahanA pitA e te pApanA poTalA che. te pachI jagyA ane hakka mATe game teTale kaleza karaze te paNa thoDA samayamAM A musApharakhAnuM cheDIne javAnuM che. ahIMthI chUTA paDyA pachI kaI kayAM ne keI kayAM cAlyA jaze. sAthe zuM laI javAnuM che? AvuM samajIne dareka jIve sAthe maitrIbharyA saMbaMdha bAMdhe. mRtyunI gADI eka divasa ociMtI AvI jaze tyAre sAmAna bAMdhavAne, sagAM-nehIone ane mitrone maLavAno ane zAMtibharI vidAya levAne samaya kayAMthI maLaze? tenA karatAM agAuthI ja badhI taiyArI karI laie te game tyAre gADI Ave te hasatA mukhaDe temAM besIne A phAnI duniyAmAMthI vidAya laIe. jatI vakhate hasatA hasatA koNa jAya? jemaNe pitAnI jIvanasAdhanA sAdhI lIdhI che, jhuMpaDI cheDIne mahelamAM javAnuM che te hasatA hasatA ja jAya ne? tame cAlInA rUmamAMthI nIkaLIne blokamAM rahevA jAo te AnaMda thAya ne? tema A mRtyulemAMthI nIkaLI ekAvatArI banavAnuM thAya te AnaMda ja thAya ne? emane maraNane Dara lAge kharo ? mRtyune Dara kone lAge? mRtyunI bhIti dilamAM kene lAge? jIvanabhara aMdhArAne je nA tyAge, - ajJAnI zuM jANe karmonA mahimAne, mRtyu Ave tyAM phaphaDATI jAge, jame ene maravAnuM che jene samajAya, evA jJAnIne teM mIThuM lAge mota-jeNe

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zAradA suvAsa " A bhAva tame samajI gayA ne? jeNe jIvana bhegavilAsamAM vItAvyuM che tene Dara lAge paNa jeNe parabhavanuM bhAtu bAMdhI lIdhuM che ke je samaje che ke je jame che tene eka divasa javAnuM che. tene phaphaDATa thatuM nathI. jemaNe jIvananI ta jhaLakAvI hatI, jemaNe hasate mukhe A phAnI duniyAmAMthI, vidAya lIdhI che evA amArA mahAna vairAgI pU. tArAbAI mahAsatIjInI Aje puNyatithi che. emanI svargArohaNa tithi te mahAvada bIjanI che paNa cAturmAsanA divase mAM vadhAre dhamarAdhanA thAya te daSTithI khaMbhAta saMghe aSADa vada bIjanI tithi nirmANa karI che. eTale khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA dareka kSetramAM A puNyatithinA divase dharmArAdhanA thAya che. ' - pU. tArAbAI mahAsatIjI eka mahAna pavitra satI hatA. jyAre jyAre temanI puNyatithinA divase ama Adi dharmArAdhanA karAvIe tyAre ghaNA ja pramANamAM thAya che. Aje tame pratyakSa joI zake che ke 171 uparAMta aThThama thayA che. 75 pauSadha thayA. Akho divasa vAtAvaraNa dharAdhanAthI gAjatuM ne guMjatuM rahyuM che. Aje cAlu divasa che ne samaya thavA Avyo che eTale TUMkamAM huM temanuM jIvanacaritra kahIza. pU. tArAbAI mahAsatIjIne janma amadAvAdamAM thaye hate. mAtAnuM nAma samaratabahena ane pitAnuM nAma ugaracaMdabhAI hatuM. cauda varSanI uMmare tArAbahenanA lagna thayA emane ghera mahAna sAhyabI hatI. saMsAra sukhanI kaI kamInA nahotI, paNa kamanI lIlA alaukika che. 26 varSanI uMmare te temanA saMsAra sukhanA bhaMDAra lUMTAI gayA. strIne mana te pati sarvasva hoya che. pati svargavAsa thayA tyAre cAre dIkarAo nAnA hatA. AvI sthitimAM pati jatAM tArAbahena khUba kalpAMta karatAM hatAM. tArAbahenane khUba jhUrApa karatAM joIne emanA pADozI kahe che tArAbahena! dolatakhAnAnA upAzraye pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInuM cAturmAsa che. to tame tyAM cAlo. tyAM tamArA manane zAMti maLaze. Ama kayAM sudhI jhUryA karaze? pADozIe be traNa vakhata kahyuM eTale teo upAzraye AvyA, huM paNa gaucarI jAuM tyAre temane kahuM-bahena ! A saMsAra saMga-viyoganuM ghara che. temAMthI zAMti meLavavI hoya te satsaMga kare. satsaMganA prabhAvathI duHkhamAM paNa sukha maLaze. eTale teo vadhu upAzraye AvavA lAgyA. vyAkhyAna vANI sAMbhaLatAM temanA AtmAne lAgyuM ke A saMcAga ane viyoganA ghara samA saMsAramAMthI ugaravA mATe saMyama ja zreSTha mArga che. AvuM samajAtAM temane Ama vairAgyanA raMge raMgAI gayuM. pachI te evI laganI lAgI ke mAre jaldI dakSA levI che. emane dharmArAdhanA karatA joIne temanA kuTuMbIjanene lAgyuM ke A tArAbahene jeTaluM sukha bhogavyuM teTalA ja teo dharmanA mArge vaLI gayA che. have e saMsAramAM raheze nahi. eTale temanA sagAvahAlAo bhegA thaIne amArI pAse AvyA ne kahyuM zA. su.4

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zArakA suvAsa mahAsatIjI! tArAbahenane hamaNAM tame dIkSA na Apaze. ene eka dIkaro mATe thAya, tene paraNave pachI bhale dIkSA le ane tArAbahenane paNa kahyuM ke tamArI saMyama levAnI bhAvane utkRSTa che. bhale, tame dIkSA le paNa hamaNAM tamAruM kartavya adA kare, tyAre emaNe kahyuM ke mane mArI javAbadArIne pUre khyAla che. huM evI pAgala nathI ke chokarAne noMdhANa mUkIne nIkaLI jAuM. * "tArAbahene mAMgelI dIkSAnI AjJA": samayane jatA kyAM vAra lAge che. pitAnA dIkarAomAM susaMskAronuM siMcana karatAM saMsAramAM rahIne pitAnI pharaja adA karavA lAgyA. Ama karatAM sauthI moTA putranA lagna karyA. putravadhUnA jIvananuM suMdara ghaDatara karIne kahyuM-meM mArI pharaja barAbara adA karI che. have A gharabAra ane nAnA bhAIone tame saMbhALI leje ne mane mArA mArge javAnI AjJA Ape. putroe Apele javAbaH" tyAre dIkarAo kahe che-bA! te te amane bhaNAvyA, meTA karyA. have amAre tArI sevA karavAno samaya Avyo tyAre tuM kayAM jAya che? ame dIkSA nahi levA daIe. keIpaNa hisAbe AjJA na maLatAM teo upavAsa upara utaryA. AthI saMghamAM, samajamAM ne kuTuMbamAM badhAne AghAta lAge, ne sI keI chekaraene khUba samajAvavA lAgyA. kaI paNa hisAbe chekarAo mAnatA nathI. chevaTamAM cAra upavAse dIkSAnI AjJA ApI. dIkSAnI AjJA maLatAM harSanAM hiloLe caDheluM hRdaya " tArAbahenane AjJA maLatAM AnaMdane pAra na rahyo. teo kahe-mAre te aSADa suda bIjanA divase dIkSA levI che. muhuta jovaDAvavuM nathI paNa pU. bhAIcaMdajI mahArAja sAheba vigerenA AgrahathI muhurta jevaDAvyuM te aSADa suda bIjane ja divasa AvyuM. emane mana AnaMda hane paNa chokarAonA dilamAM bhayaMkara AghAta hate. eTale tArAbahena kahe che ke mAre ThAThamATha kaMI karI nathI. sAdAIthI ja dIkSA levI che, eTale temane daDha vairAgya teTalI ja temanI kasoTI hatI. bALakonA kalpAMta AgaLa bhalabhalAnA hadapa kaMpI jAya paNa mahAna vairAgI tArAbahenane te harSane pAra nathI. baMdhuo! kuMvArA dIkSA levI sArI paNa saMtAnane moha chebahu muzkela che. je saMtAno cheDIne dIkSA levA nIkaLe che tenI kaTI ajabagajabanI thAya che. evA saMtAnane meha choDIne tArAbahene dIkSA lIdhI. lIdhA pachInI uttama bhAvanA " dIkSA lIdhA pachI teo mane ema ja kahetA ke mahAsatIjI! mAre kaI vidvAna ke vyAkhyAtA nathI banavuM, mAre te paMDita maraNe maravuM che ne jaldI bhavane aMta lAve che. dikSA laIne vairAgI bahene tathA navadIkSita nAnA satIone bhaNAvavA vigere badhuM kArya teo saMbhALatA hatA,

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1 zAka suvAsa mAMdA-sAjA vigerenI saMbhALa rAkhatA hatA. dIkSAmAM nAnA hatA paNa guNamAM meATA hatA. temanA te| hu' jeTalA guNa gAu teTalA ochA che. saMvata 2018 mAM ame muMbaI AvyA. prathama cAturmAsa kAMdAvADI thayuM, pachI anukrame mATuMgA, dAdara cAturmAsa karyAM-khAda anukrame 2021 mAM pArlI cAturmAsa thayuM, A cAturmAsamAM temaNe chakAi, aThThAI, pAMca, cAra, evA upavAsa karyAM. cAturmAsa paNa thavA AvyuM tyAM Ase| mAsamAM kensaranuM darda thayuM. DokaTare amane vAta karI paNa meM temane vAta na karI. chevaTe temane jANa thai te paNa manamAM saheja paNa udvega na thayA, paNa prasannatAthI kahe che-mahAsatIjI! tame zA mATe ciMtA karI che? A te dehanu kensara che. dehanA kensara sAthe kanu kensara thaI jAya te! kevu uttama! temanA AtmA khUkha jAgRta hatA. zUravIra ne dhIra thaI ne kama khapAvatA hatA. chevaTe emane TATAmAM laI gayA ne TrITamenTa apAvI eTale da` nAbUda thayu... ane saM. 2022mAM ghATakopara cAturmAsa thayuM. cAturmAsa pUrNa thatAM kArataka suda punamanA divase apeAranA AleAcanA karatAM temane mAthAmAM asahya dukhAvA upaDaye. te dukhAvA e divasa rahyo, pachI maTI gayA, ane pachI mahA mahinAmAM mATuMgA padhAryAM tyAM temane pharIne da" upaDayuM. mATuMgA sa'ghe mAthAnA spezyAlIsTa meTA meTA DokaTarone khelAvyA. DokaTaroe kahyuM ke A daI bhayaMkara che. AvA dardI e te bhIMta sAthe mAthA pachADe che paNa A satIjInI sahanazIlatA ajama gajamanI che. DokaTaro paNa temanA caraNamAM paDI gayA ne kheAlI uThayA--satIjI! Apane dhanya che ! Ama kahI kai cArja lIdhA vinA cAlyA jatAM. mahA suda AThamane zanIvAre mATuMgAmAM madAkinIbAInA bhavya dIkSA maheAtsava ujavAyA. pachI mane kahI dIdhuM ke mahAsatIjI! have mArI mamatA choDI de. huM vaDI dIkSA jovAnI chuM. temanA A gUDha saMketane huM samajI zakI nahi. meM kahyuM. vaDI dIkSA tA sAyana che ne tamArI tamiyata sArI nathI. tame tyAM kevI rIte AvI zakaze? te kahe ke huM vaDI dIkSA evAnI chuM, tyAra pachI kaDe ke mane aMtima AlecanA karAve. huM aDhI divasa chuM. khIje divase huM vaDI dIkSA ApavA sAyana jatI hatI tyAre kahe che ke mahAsatI ! Apa vaDI dIkSA ApIne vahelA padhAro. te divase temaNe daza ne daza miniTe dhUna khelavAnI rArU karI. 64 ' deha mare che huM nathI maratI ajara amara pada mAru vaDI dIkSA patAvIne huM AvI tyAre te A dhUna khelatA hatAM, meM kahyu ke tArAkhAI ! A zuM khAleA che ! te kahe je satya che te khAvuM chuM. deha maravAnA che, huM nathI maravAnI. mahAsatIjI! navA sIvelA kapaDA taiyAra che ne ? meM kahyuM, kapaDA teA che paNa savelA nathI, te kahe tarata sIvaDAvI le. zA mATe AvuM kahyuM ! Apa samajI gayA haze,

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zArA thAya mArA gurUNIne pAchaLa kai phikara nA rahe. chevaTamAM kahe, mahAsatIjI! hu khaMbhAta AvavAnI nathI paNuM caMdrikAnI dIkSA khUba sArI rIte ujavaje. tA. 25 mI ne zanivAre kahe-mahAsatIjI! gaucarI vadhAre na lAvaze. pANI paNa vadhu na lAvaze. je heya te badhuM patAvI deje. kaMI rAkhazo nahi. vAparavAnuM kArya patyuM eTale kahe ke mAre kapaDA badalavA che. tema kahI pite maraNa pachI je paheravAnA hoya te paherI lIdhA. mane kahe ke Aje huM Apane paLe mAthuM mUkIne deha choDIza ne ApaNuM gurUdeva ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja pAse jaIza. " AvuM kahevA chatAM huM vyAkhyAnamAM taiyAra thaI. dAdare pahoMcI ane avAja Avyo, ke jA mA. ghaDIbhara vicAramAM paDI gaI. zuM karuM? paNa pharIne kaI cetavaNI ApatuM heya tema thayuM. tethI pAchI AvI. jyAM pATe beThI tyAM mArA meLAmAM mAthuM mUkI dIdhuM ne bolyA- gurUdeva ! deha te nazvara che. tame mAro rAga na rAkhaze. tame khUba hiMmata rAkhaje. ema kahI mastake hAtha mUkIne kahe che te Adezvara dAdA! mane bhAbhava tamAruM zaraNuM che. ema traNa vAra belyA tyAM huM camakI. tyAM mane thaI gayuM ke have mArA tArAbAI mane mUkIne cAlyA. pachI meM tarata saMthArAnA paccakhANa ApyA. traNa divasa pahelAM temaNe saMthArAnA paccakhANa mAMgelA paNa meM ApyA nahi. 9-45 miniTe meM temane saMthArAnA paccakhANa karAvyA tyAre temanA mukha upara alaukika harSa thaye ke Aje mArI bhAvanA pUrNa thaI. Aje huM bhAgyazALI banI gaI saMthAre karIne e te dhUnamAM masta banI gayA. chellA zvAsa sudhI "deha mare che huM nathI maratI, ajara amara pada mA." e dhUna cAlu rAkhI. huM vyAkhyAnamAM na gaI eTale saMghane thayuM ke tArAbAI mahAsatIjInI tabiyata barAbara nahi heya. paNa mane khabara na paDI ke vyAkhyAna baMdha karAvuM. ame te navakAra maMtra belatA hatA. daza vAge vyAkhyAna baMdha thayuM eTale saMghanA bhAI bahene upara AvyA. tArAbAI mahAsatIjIe pite dhUna belatAM 48 varSanI uMmare tA. 25 mI ne zanivAre 10 ne 10 miniTe sADA ATha varSanI dIkSA paryAya pALI sakaLa saMghanI hAjarImAM jJAna-dhyAnamAM masta banatA nazvara dehane tyAga karyo. emanI je bhAvanA hatI ke mAre paMDita maraNe maravuM che te bhAvanA paripUrNa thaI teo ochI dIkSA paryAyamAM kAma kADhI gayA che. emanA guNa rUpI gulAbanA puSpo te ghaNuM che. cAlu divasa che. TAIma thaye che mATe baMdha karuM chuM. 11 mI puNyatithi che te ochAmAM ochA 12 AyaMbIla, upavAsa vigere je bane te leje. te ja ApaNe 5. tArAbAI mahAsatIjIne zraddhAMjalI ApI gaNAya. (5. tArAbAI mahAsatIjInuM jIvana sAMbhaLIne zrotAjanenI AMkhe AMsuthI chalakAI gaI hatI.)

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zAradA suvAsa vyAkhyAna naM. 7' aSADa vaDe 3 ne zanivAra tA. 22-7-78 anaMta upakArI sarvajJa ane sarvadazI bhagavaMtee mAnava bhavanA mahAna mUlya AMkayA che. tenuM kAraNa zuM? te tame jANe che ne? deva jevA devabhavanA nahi ane mAtra manuSya bhavanA ja bhagavAne mUlyAMkana karyA hoya te tenuM kAraNa eka ja che. ahIM mANasane parama purUSArtha kheDIne mekSamAM javAnI uttama taka maLI che. je AtmA A takane vadhAvI le te AnA jevI bIjI koI uttama taka nathI. saMsAramAM te tamane ghaNI taka maLe che. tene tame kevI vadhAvI le che? vahepAramAM sIjhanane samaya hoya tyAre samaje che ke A nANAM kamAvAnI taka che. skUlamAM vidyAbhyAsa karatA vidyAthI parIkSA najIka Ave che tyAre vicAra kare che ke atyAre mAre abhyAsa karavAnI taka che. je abhyAsa barAbara nahi karuM te varSa nakAmuM jaze. varasAda Ave tyAre kheDUta samaje che ke vAvaNuM karavAnI taka che. A rIte dareka manuSya pitAne lagatI taka Ave tyAre te jhaDapI le che, paNa A mAnavabhavamAM AvIne dharmakamANI karavAnI takane mAnavI jhaDapI letuM nathI. e eka aphasanI vAta che, paNa tamArA dilamAM e vAta ketarI rAkhaje ke saMsAra sukhane arthe tame je takane jhaDapI le che te sAcI taka nathI. sAcI taka kaI? sAcI taka to tene ja kahevAya ke je sva-para AtmAne mahAna kalyANa kAriNuM hoya. evI taka maLavI mahAna durlabha che. tene jhaDapI lezuM te sva-pAra kalyANa sAdhI zakAze,* tame je tamane taka samajIne jhaDapI le che e te saMsAra vadhAranArI che. bALapaNa eTale mAmA karavAnI ane ramavAnI ja taka ne? yuvAnImAM raMgarAga uDAvavAnI ane paisA kamAvAnI ja taka ne? ane ghaDapaNamAM putra ane pautrane saMbhALavAnI ja taka che ne ? AvI takane jhaDapI lenAra mAnavI kadI pitAnA AtmA tarapha daSTi nathI karatuM. jene pApanI ke bhavanI bhIti nathI lAgatI te saMsAramAM kheMcI jAya che. jJAnI purUSe kahe che ke: pApabhIrU banyA vinA AtmA pavitra nahi bane ane bhavabhIrU banyA vinA bhavaThThI nahi thAya. " ATaluM vAkya lakSamAM laIne vicAra karaze te samajAze ke AtmAne pApanA melathI sApha karIne pavitra banAvavAnI ane bhavakaTTiI karavAnI amUlya taka hoya te te A mAnavabhava che. temAM paNa tame keTalA bhAgyavAna che ke AvuM uttamakuLa, jinavANInuM zravaNa ane jinazAsana maLyuM che. bhagavAnanI aMtima vANI evuM uttarAdhyayana sUtra ke jemAM amUlya bhAvaratna rahelA che. jema jhaverI ratnanI pArakha karI zake che ke A ratnanA keTalA mUlya che, kyA ranamAM

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zAradA suvAsa zu guNa che tevI rIte AtmAthI purUSo AgamanA zabde zabdamAM rahelA ratnanA mUlya AMkI zake che. ApaNe prathamanA cAra adhyayananI vAta karI. ceAthA adhyayananI prathama gAthAmAM bhagavaMte kahyuM ke jIvana kSaNabhaMgura che. AyuSyaneA tAra tUTayA pachI sadhAtA nathI. mATe pramAda cheDIne AtmasAdhanA karI le. je AtmA pramAdano tyAga karI kalyANanA kAmI ane che te paMDita maraNe marI zake che. tethI pAMcamAM adhyayanamAM bhagavAne sakAma maraNu ane akAma maraNanI vAta samajAvI che. paMDita maraNu kANu marI zake? jemaNe mAnavabhavanI amUlya takane jhaDapI lIdhI che te. kAle pU. tArAbAI mahAsatInI vAta karI hatI ke kevu emanuM paMDita maraNu thayuM hatu! meM tA tamane TUMkamAM ja vAta karI hatI paNa je vistArathI tame sAMbhaLyu hAta tA tamane ema ja thAta ke kevu suMdara pavitra jIvana ane kevu paMDita maraNu ! jIvana jIvyA enuM nAma kahevAya. khAkI tA kIDAnI jema janmyA ne maryA enI kAI kiMmata nathI. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA pAMcamAM adhyayanamAM bhagavAne kahyuM che ke sakAma maraNe kANu mare che ne akAma maraNe kANu mare ? bAlANaM tu akAmaM tu, maraNaM asaI bhave / paMDiyANaM sakAmaM tu, ukkoseNa sa bhave // 3 // sat sattA vivekathI je vyakti vikaLa che evA khAla jIvAnu maraNu tenuM nAma akAma maraNu. AvA maraNu aneka vAra thayA che. akAma maraNavALA chei ke mane maraNu na Ave te sAruM. chatAM maraNu te khadhAne Ave kAmabhAgamAM Asakta anelA ajJAnI jIvA kadI evuM nathI samajatA ke eka divasa A badhu... cheDIne mAre javAnu che. A rIte viSaya pratyenA rAgane kAraNe te jIvAne cAra gati rUpa saMsAramAM vAraMvAra janma levA paDe che, ane vAraMvAra maravu paDe che. je cAritrasa'panna jIve che tenu sakAma maraNu thAya che. mRtyunA avasarane teo eka mahAna utsava jevA mAne che. emane maraNujanya duHkhAnA sheja paNa anubhava thato nathI. maraNa Ave te bhale Ave. mane tenA Dara ke ciMtA nathI. jIvavAnI abhilASA nahi ne maraNanI bhIti nahi. cAritravAna jIvA mAruM' jaldI maraNa thAya tevI IcchA karatA nathI. saMyamI jIvAnu` sakAma maraNu jaghanyanI apekSAe eka vakhata ane utkRSTanI apekSAe sAta ATha vAra thAya che. jaghanya eka vakhata sakAma maraNa thAya che te kevaLI bhagavaDatAnI apekSAe che, ane utkRSTa sAta ATha vAra te bhAvacAritra apekSAe. " raDatA javuM che ke hasatA ? '' :-baMdhue ! ApaNe te TUMkamAM eka ja vAta samajavI che ke jIvana jIvyAne sAra paoNMDita-sakAma maraNu che. jJAnI purUSaSa janmathI Dare

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rArA suvAsa che ne ajJAnI maraNathI Dare che. ajJAnI manuSyane maraNa Ave tyAre gabharAya che, raDe che ne jhUre che ke arere...have mAre A badhuM cheDIne javuM paDaze. jyAre jJAnI purUSonA manamAM ema thAya che ke mane mAnavadeha maLe che te evI karaNI karI lauM ke pharIne mAre janma-maraNa karavA na paDe. A deha e te bAradAna che ne cetanadeva e mAla che. jyAM sudhI bAradAnamAM mAla che tyAM sudhI tenI kiMmata che. A te tamArA anubhavanI vAta che ne? bAradAnamAMthI mAla kADhI lIdhA pachI bAradAnane sAcave ke kacarAmAM pheMkI do ? zuM kare? (zrotAmAMthI avAja -mAla kADhI lIdhA pachI bAradAnane kaI sAcavatuM nathI.) te have tame eka vAta samajI le ke A zarIrarUpa bAradAnamAMthI cetana rUpI mAla gayA pachI enI zuM dazA? (javAba -jhaTa kADha, jhaTa kADhe) are, A zuM bole che? AvuM jANe che te samajIne zarIranuM mamatva cheDIne evI sAdhanA karI le ke pharIne garbhanI gaMdhAtI koTaDImAM pUrAIne janma le na paDe. A rIte bhagavAne sakAma-akAma maraNanI vAta samajAvI. have chaThThA adhyayananI pahelI gAthAmAM bhagavAna e samajAve che ke dareka jIe jJAnanI prApti karavI joIe. jJAna e AtmAne ujAsa che ne ajJAna e aMdhakAra che. jJAnavAna manuSya sukhI thAya che. karmodaye dukha Ave te paNa te duHkhamAMthI sukha zodhe che ne ajJAnI chava aMdhakAramAM AthaDe che. mATe jIvane jJAna prApta karavAnI jarUra che. " jAvanti 'vijjApurisA, savve te dukkhasaMbhavA / . luppanti bahuso mUDhA, saMsArammi aNaMtae // " samyajJAna rU5 vidyAthI rahita, mithyAtvathI bharelA jeTalA manuSya che te sarve anaMta duHkhanI utpattinA sthAnabhUta che. tathA hitAhita vivekathI rahita che. te aMtarahita cAragati rUpa saMsAramAM te cha anekavAra janma-jarA-maraNa tathA Adhi, vyAdhi ane daridratA vigere dukhethI pIDAya che. je jIvemAM jJAna hoya che te duHkha pAmatA nathI. jJAna jevuM kaMI sukha nathI ne ajJAna jevuM kaMI dukha nathI. jJAna je prakAza nathI ne ajJAna je kaI aMdhakAra nathI. duniyAmAM dekhIte aMdhakAra e aMdhakAra nathI paNa ajJAna e bhayaMkara keTane aMdhakAra che je uttarottara avanavA aMdhakArene utpanna kare che. e ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka nAnA gAmamAM badhA mANase ajJAna ane abUjha hatA. rAta paDe eTale aMdhAruM thAya che te eka sAmAnya vAta che, paNa A lene evI khabara na paDe ke aMdhakArane dUra karavA mATe zuM karavuM joIe. e jamAnAmAM

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para zAradA suvAsa lAITo na hatI. paNa te mANasane dIve karavAnuM paNa jJAna na hatuM. mADI rAta thAya eTale tyArathI savAra sudhI aMdhArAne kADhavA mATe lAkaDIe laIne aMdhakArane mArIne kADhI mUkavA mathatA. vadhu zuM kahu' ? lAkaDIo pakaDIne hatheLIe sUjhI jatI ane khAvaDA rahI jatA paNa mUrkhAone khabara paDatI nahotI ke aMdhAruM' kema jAya ! e tA sUryodaya thAya eTale mAnI letA ke have aMdhAruM bhAgI gayuM. A rIte ghaNAM varSo sudhI cAlyuM. jJAnIpurUSoe kahyu che ke 'tAnutine jo na ho: pAramArthi: ' / AMdhaLI doTanI mAphaka cAlatu' ja rahyuM, eke kayu, khIjAe kayu. ema eka pachI eka ajJAnI loka ekabIjAnI nakala karatA ja rahyA, paNa koI e peAtAnI akkalanA upayoga karyAM nahi ne hAthamAM lAkaDI laIne aMdhArAne bhagADatA ja rahyA, paNa mUrkhAone khabara na paDI ke aMdhArAne lAkaDIthI na kaDhAya. aMdhArAne bhagADavAnA koi upAya temaNe zeAdhyA nahi. are! eka divAsaLI peTAve te ya aMdhAruM bhAgI jAya. huMve A rIte varSAM vItyA pachI gAmanA sadbhAgya jAgyA ke eka gharamAM koI susa'skArI ane sadguNI vahu paraNIne AvI. vahue AkhA divasa kAmakAjamAM pasAra karyAM. sAMja paDavA AvI eTale sAsu kahe che ke vahu beTA ! tame thAkayA pAkayA atyAre sUI jAo. pachI samaya thaye ame tamane jagADI, tyAre vaDue kahyuM-khA! atyAre sUi javAnuM ne pachI uThADIzuM' ema zA mATe kaDA che? tyAre sAsue kahyuM-tane khabara nathI ke, rAtre aMdhArAne bhagADavA mATe jAgavAnu che. vahue kahyuM-mA ! tame kevI rIte a MdhakArane bhagADI che ! tyAre sAsu kahe che vahu te mUkhI lAge che. aMdhArAne kevI rIta kaDhAya eTalI paNa tene khakhara nathI paDatI. jo, A lAkaDIo, rAtre huM' ne tArA sasarA, mA dIkaro ane tu badhAe bhegA thaIne aMdhArAne mAravAnu' eTale aMdhAru... bhAgI jaze ne ajavALu thaze. 66 vahunI buddhithI gayelu duHkha " :-catura vahu A lokeAnI ajJAnatAnu kAraNa samajI gaI. mAtra peAtAnA gharanI ja nahiM paNa potAnA gAmanA badhA lokonI A duHkhada paristhiti joine tene dayA AvI. teNe tenA sAsu-sasarAne kahyuM, khA-bApujI ! tame aMdhAruM. bhagADavAnuM' kAma mane ekalIne ja soMpI de ane AkhA gAmamAM sAda paDAvI do ke Aje aMdhAruM bhagADavAnuM kAma amArI putravadhUne soMpyu che. te ekalI aMdhArAne bhagADI mUkaze. sAsue kahyuM, beTA! emAM tArI ekalInu` kAma nahi. pachI sAda paDAvavAnI zI jarUra che. vahue namratAthI kahyuM, khA! tame jue te kharA! putravadhUnA kahevAthI gAmamAM sAda paDAvyeA. vAyuvege gAmamAM samAcAra prasarI gayA. lokone paNa Azcaya thayuM. ke A navI vahu kevI rIte aMdhAru' kADhaze ! sau jovA mATe tyAM AvI gayA. sUryAsta thai gayA hatA. dhIme dhIme aMdhArapaTa vadhatA jatA hatA. e samaye A navavadhUe badhAnI paMcamAM kArDiyAnA dIvA peTAvyA. eTale aMdhakAra bhAgI gayA ne ajavALu' prasarI gayuM.

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zAradA suvAsa gharanA ne bahAranA badhA joi ja rahyA ke A zu'? kharekhara A zeThanI putravadhUe te ApaNane navajIvana ApyuM. ApaNe te rAtAnI rAteA aMdhakArane kADhavA mATe ujAgarA karyAM ne thAkI gayA. ApaNI pAse A badhI ja sAmagrI hatI paNa atyAra sudhI ApaNe ajJAnanA kAraNe duHkhanA dariyAmAM DUbakI mAryAM karI. A putravadhU para prasaMzAnA jeTalA puSpA verIe teTalA echA che. juo, gAmamAM eka sa MskArI vahu AvI te badhAnu ajJAna TALIne navuM mAgadazana Apyu. eNe tA dravya aMdhakAra dUra karavAnuM mArgadarzana Apyu paNa bhagavAne te ajJAna bhAva aMdhakArane TALavAnA mArga ApaNane batAvyA che. " kATI janmanA puNyathI, maLye bhAva dharI prabhu bhajyA nahi, manuSyane avatAra, lAkhA vAra dhikkAra, ' A rIte jJAnIpurUSAnA vacana samajIne ApaNe bhAva aMdhakArane naSTa karI jJAnanA prakAza prApta karavA prayatnazIla banavuM joie. A manuSya janmamAM ja bhAva aMdhakAra naSTa karI zakAze. A jIvana cAra divasanI cAMdanI jevuM che. pachI jIvana mUjhAI jaze ne jo bhAva aMdhakAra dUra karavAnA prayatna nahi karyAM hAya teA catuti saMsAramAM paribhramaNa cAlu raheze. A rIte chaThThA adhyayananI pahelI gAthAnA bhAva che. khIjI gAthAomAM paNa ghaNAM bhAva bharelA che. have sAtamA adhyayanamAM bhagavAne samajAvyuM che ke je jIve rasamAM Asakta ane che tenI kevI dazA thAya che te samajAvavA mATe A adhyayanamAM elaka, kAkiNI, AmraphaLanA dRSTAMta ApyA che. te jo jIva samaje te tenI Asakti echI thaI jAya. huM tamane eka dRSTAMta TUMkamAM samajAvu. eka mANasane ghera eka ekaDo rAkhavAmAM AvyA hatA, temaja eka gAya ane eka vAcharaDI hatI. ekaDAne rAja lIlu ghAsa, anAja vagere sAruM sAruM khavaDAvatA hatA. eTale ekaDo te alamasta anya. te gAyane sUku ghAsa khavaDAvatA. A joIne vAcharaDI enI mAtAne kahe che mA! tu te mane pUrU dUdha pIvaDAvatI nathI ane mAlikane bedharaNu bharIne dUdha Ape che. chatAM mAlika ApaNune sUku ghAsa khavaDAve che te A ekaDo te kAMI ApatA nathI chatAM tene kevuM sAruM sAruM khAvA maLe che. te kevA haSTapuSTa banyA che! tyAre gAye enA maccAne kahyu-meTA! tuM ciMtA na kara. A sUkuM ghAsa khAvAmAM majhA che, evI malamalIDhA khAvAmAM nathI. jyAre mAlikanA ghera keAI mahemAna Avaze tyAre A khicArA ekaDAnA bAra vAgI jaze. ene gaLe charI pheravIne mArI nAMkhaze, ne enu mAMsa rAMdhIne maDemAAne khavaDAvaze. samaya jatAM e ja pramANe banyuM. khAkaDAnI dIna hIna dazA joine vAcharaDI dhrujI uDI ane enI mAtAne kahe che mA ! tArI vAta

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pa zAradA suvAsa sAcI che, ane te A bekaDAnI dazA joIne kaMpArI chUTe che. khAvuM bhAvatuM nathI. tyAre gAye kahyuM-beTA ! tAre ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI. tane ke mane e mAraze nahi. A daSTAMtathI ApaNe e samajavAnuM che ke jema bekaDAne mahemAnene bhega dharavA mATe ja sAruM sAruM khavaDAvIne hRSTapuSTa banAvavAmAM AvyuM hatuM tevI rIte je ajJAnI manuSya rasamAM, bhegamAM ne pApamAM Asakta bane che tenI narakamAM evI dazA thAya che. bIjuM daSTAMta traNa vaNikonuM ApyuM che. traNa vaNike mULa mUDI laIne vahevAra karavA mATe nIkaLyA. temane eka lAbha meLave che, bIje mULa mUDI pAchI lAve che ne trIje mUDI gumAvIne Ave che. A rIte. mANusattaM bhave mUlaM, lAbho devagai bhave / mUlaccheeNa jIvANaM, naragatirikkhattaNaM dhuvaM / / 16 // je manuSyatva pragaTAve che te mULa mUDIne AbAda zakhe che. devagati pAme che te lAbha meLave che paNa je jIve naraka ane tiryaMca gatine pAme che te kharekhara mULa mUDIne paNa gumAve che. A sAtamA adhyayananI vAta karI. AThamAM adhyananamAM kapila kevaLIe (500) pAMcase corone saMsAranI kSaNikatA samajAvIne vairAgya pamADI dIkSA ApI. navamA adhyayanamAM namirAjarSinI vAta Ave che. namirAjarSinI vAta khUba jANavA jevI che. namirAjane vairAgya ke ucca koTine hatuM ke khuda Iddha mahArAjA temanI parIkSA karavA mATe AvyA chatAM DagyA nahi. namirAjarSine ghaNI rANIo hatI. eka vakhata namirAjarSinA zarIramAM dAhArane roga thaye. zarIramAM atyaMta baLatarA thavA lAgI. eTale rAjAnI rANee pitAnA patine zIte pacAra (vilepana) karavA mATe jAte caMdana ghasavA lAgI. baMdhuo ! namirAjarSinA jIvanamAMthI ghaNuM jANavAnuM maLe che. e moTA rAjA hatA. emanA gharamAM kaI jAtanI kamInA na hatI. jokara cAkara ghaNAM hatAM, e nekare caMdana ghasavAnuM kAma karI zakta paNa e jamAnAmAM pativratA strIo potAnA patinI sevA jAte ja karatI hatI. e rANIe pitAnA patine rega jaladI zAMta thAya te mATe prabhune prArthanA karatI caMdana ghasatI hatI. kaMkaNanA raNakAre AtmAne raNakAra " -rANIonA hAthe ghaNAM kaMkaNe hatA eTale caMdana ghasatA avAja te thAya ja ne? jyAre zarIramAM azAtA hoya tyAre avAja paNa sahana thatuM nathI. namirAjarSi pUche che, pradhAnajI! ATale badhe avAja zene thAya che tyAre kahe che sAheba ! ApanA mahArANIe ApanA zarIre vilepana karavA mATe caMdana ghasI rahyA che. namirAje kahyuM-pradhAnajI! A avAja asahya che. tene baMdha karAve. pradhAne rANIone sUcanA karI eTale rANIoe saubhAgyanA cihna pUratA ekeka kaMkaNa rAkhIne bAkInA badhA kaMkaNe utArI nAkhyA. tethI avAja baMdha thaI gaye, tyAre

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zAradA suvAsa namirAje pUchyuM. caMdana ghasavAnuM kAma pUruM thaI gayuM? pradhAne kahyuM, nA, sAheba! kAma te cAlu che paNa rANIoe ekeka kaMkaNa rAkhIne bAkInA badhA utArI nAMkhyA tethI avAja baMdha thaI gaye. namirAjAnA vairAgyanuM A nimitta che. tamane paNa saMsAramAM nimitta te ghaNuM maLe che paNa koNa jANe hRdaya kevA kALamIMDha pASANu jevA banI gayA che ke game teTalA nimitto maLe ke upadeza sAMbhaLe paNa vairAgya AvatuM nathI. (hasAhasa) namirAje sAMbhaLyuM ke ekeka kaMkaNuM rAkhIne badhA utArI nAMkhyA tyAre temanA vicAree kevo vaLAMka lIdhe te sAMbhaLavA jevuM che. ahe! A aneka kaMkaNeno saMgharSa thato hato ane ekamAM saMgharSa maTI gayo te duHkha paNa gayuM. hAza-have kevI zAMti lAge che ! AvI ja rIte jIva jema jema asaMtoSa ane tRSNa vadhArI bahu parigraha bhege karato jAya che tema tema tene sukha-zAMti nahi paNa ciMtA vadhe che. kaMkaNu ene pratyakSa purAve che. jyAM eka che tyAM zAMti che ane be che tyAM bagADa che. mATe je AtmAnI sAcI zAMti joItI hoya te saMyama le te ja zreSTha che. " devAnupriye ! eka sAmAnya nimitta kevuM kAma karI gayuM! pahelAM te rANIonA jhAMjharane jhaNakAra ane kaMkaNune raNakAra namirAjane khUba priya lAgatuM hatuM. te sAMbhaLavAmAM mugdha banI jatA hatA. e ja avAja vairAgyanuM nimitta banI gaye. teo dIkSA levA nIkaLyA tyAre Indra brAhmaNanA rUpamAM AvIne kahe che he rAjana ! A tArI rANIe raDe che, mithilA nagarI baLe che, nagarajane kalpAMta kare che temanA sAmuM te je, pachI dIkSA leje. namirAjarSi kahe che pitAnA vizrAmanuM sthAna vRkSa paDI javAthI pakSIo raDe che. te pitAne visAmo gaye tene raDe che paNa vRkSane raDatA nathI. e badhA mane raDatA nathI paNa emanA svArthane raDe che. huM te muhaM vasAmo jIvAmo, jesi mo natthi kiMcaNaM / mihilAe ujjhamANIe, na me ujjhai kiMcaNaM // 14 // sukhapUrvaka rahuM chuM ne sukhapUrvaka jIvuM chuM. emAM mAruM koI nathI. mithilA nagarI baLatAM mAruM kAMI nathI baLatuM, je mAruM che te mArI pAse ja che. juo, namirAje ke suMdara javAba ApI dIdhe! Indra mahArAjAnA ekeka prazna evA hatA ke bhalabhalAne pIgaLAvI de. paNa A sAmAnya vairAgI na hatA. mahAna daDha vairAgI hatA. eTale saceTa uttara ApI dIdhA. navamA adhyayana pachI dazamA adhyayanamAM bhagavAne potAnA paTTaziSya gautama svAne upadeza ApatAM pahelI gAthAmAM ja kahyuM che ke humapatta, vaMdu vAhe gautama! vRkSa upara raheluM pILuM pAMdaDuM rAtrine viSe jhADa uparathI kharI paDe che

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zAradA suvAsa tema A manuSyanuM jIvana paNa kSaNika che. te kayAre kharI paDaze tenI khabara nathI. vRkSa upara rahelA pILA pAMdaDA jevuM manuSyanuM jIvana che. ema samajIne samartha cama mAM panAra he gautama! eka samaya mAtrane paNa pramAda na kara joIe. AvI rIte eka be vakhata nahi paNa bhagavAne trIza chatrIza vakhata gautamasvAmIne Takera karI che, gautama svAmI jevA jJAnI mahAna purUSane bhagavAne eka samayane paNa pramAda karavAnI nA pADI che tyAre vicAra karo ke ApaNe keTale pramAda karIe chIe ! samayane badale keTalA saMvatsara (varSa) pramAdamAM cAlyA gayA ? ne haju kyAM sudhI pramAdanI pathArImAM paDI rahevuM che? pramAda AtmAnuM ahita karanAra che. pramAda ane ALasa e jIvatA mANasane marelA tulya banAvI de che. mATe jAgRta bane "jAgRti eTaluM jIvana, pramAda teTaluM patana ane sAvadhAnI eTalI salAmatI che. e mATe pramAdane tyAga karIne jAgRta bane. have mahAna maMgalakArI paryuSaNa parvanA divase Avaze. te divasamAM mAre zuM karavuM che tene nirNaya karaje. malADa saMgha bhAgyavAna che ke jenA AMgaNe tapazcaryA zarU thaI che. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 8 aSADha vada 4ne ravivAra tA. 23-7-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! ahiMsAnA avatArI ane satyanA pUjArI evA zAsanapati bhagavAne jagatanA cha upara parama anukaMpA karIne siddhAMta rUpa vANInuM nirUpaNa karyuM che. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamAM adhyayanane adhikAra lIdhe che. tema ApaNe dazamAM adhyayananI vAta cAle che. bhagavAne kahyuM che ke he jIvAtmA! tane badhuM maLaze paNa mAnavabhava vAraMvAra nahi maLe. jethI gAthAmAM kahyuM che ke dullahe khalu mANuse bhave, cirakAleNa vi savvapANiNaM / gADhA ya vivAga kammuNA, samayaM goyama mA pamAyae // kharekhara! badhA jIvene ghaNA lAMbA kALe paNa dukhe karIne prApta thAya e A manuSyabhava che. kAraNa ke karmanA vipAko gADha eTale bhagavyA vinA na chUTe tevA che. mATe he gautama! samaya mAtrane pramAda na kara. kAraNa ke pramAda e AtmAne duzmana che. pramAda eTale zuM ? e jANe che? pramAda eTale AtmakhalanA, (AtmAnI bhUla) ane Atmakhalana e ja patana. dareka mAnavInI IcchA vikAsanA mArge javAnI hoya che. AtmavikAsa mATe ApaNe mAnava deha meLavIne gaurava laI rahyA chIe ane ApaNu dareka prayatna vikAsa mATenA che. AtmavikAsa karavA sAvadhAna rahevuM, jAgRta banavuM e ApaNe dhyeya have joIe. enuM nAma apramatta dazA che. - baMdhuo! mAnavadeha e saMsAra samudra taravA mATe naukA samAna che. A nauka pas kaMI maphata nathI. tene mATe nItikAre kahe che ke

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zAztrA suya " cUkathI puNyanu` mUlya, kharIdI yAya nAva te', tarI jA bhavane sindhu, jyAM sudhI nAva nA tUTe." sa tame bajAramAM koI cIja levA jAe che te te mata maLe che. kharI ! kr nA " mAMdhI ke sAMdhI kAI paNa cIja enuM mUlya cUkavyA vinA maLatI nathI. kadAcita kAIne ema lAgatu. hAya ke amane tA maphta maLe che te te bhrama che. kadAca A bhavamAM enu mUlya na cUkayuM hoya teA gatabhavamAM te jarUra cUkavyuM haze. tethI ja e cIja ApaNune maLI che, paNa mUlya vinA mAla kevA ? e mUlyanI cUkavaNI A bhavanI hAya ne gata bhavanI paNa hAI zake, e vAta judI che paNa mUlya cUkave ne mAla meLavA e karmanA kAyadA aTala che. khIjI rIte koI vastunA keTalA mUlya che tenI khabara na haiAya tethI kaMi tenu mUlya ghaTI jatuM nI. dA. ta. koI bharavADanA hAthamAM hIrA AvI gayA paNa te bharavADa ajJAnatAnA kAraNe hIrAne eka kAcanA TukaDA mAnI le tethI kaMi hIrAnu hIra halaku paDI jatuM nathI. hIrA te hIrA ja rahevAnA che, tevI rIte ApaNane A mahAna puNyanA badalAmAM maLelA mAnava deha (kaMmatI che. meDhuM mUlya cUkavyA pachI e ApaNune maLyA che. A mAnava janmanI mahattA mANavA jevI che, paNa e mahattAne jeNe jANI hAya e ja mANI zake che. jee mAnava janmanI mahattAne mANI zakatA nathI tene mATe nakkI thAya che ke haju temaNe mAnavabhavanI mahatta'ne jANI nathI. samajo. mAnavanu zarIra sArA ye saMsAramAM sa zarIrAmAM zreSTha che. enI jo koI vizeSatA haiAya te te eka che ke saMsAra sAgarane taravAnI emAM mahAna zakti rahelI che. yAda rAkhajo ke sa'sAranA bhAga bhogavavAmAM tenu koI mUlya nathI. mATe mAnava deha pAmIne' saMsArasAgara taravAnA prayatna karavA joI e, bAkI mAtra bhAgavilAsamAM jIvananI ghaDIe vItatI haiAya te samajI lejo ke mAnava ane pazumAM koi pharaka nathI. khAvuM-pIvuM, bhAga legavavA e te pazu-pakSIA karI zake che paNa Atmika AbAdI meLavavA mATe te mAnavadeha ja kAma lAge che. vadhu zu kahu, devanA deha paNa kAmanA nathI. saMsAranu retALa ane vizALa jana tA mAnavanI kAyA ja pasAra karI zake. saMsAranu` retALa raNu vaTAvIne muktinA maMgala dvAre pahoMcavAnI tAkAta mAtra mAnava dharAvI zake che. tethI ja badhAe tenA gANA gayA che. aMdhue ! AvA mahAna sazreSTha mAnavadeha tamane matamAM maLI gayA hAya tema lAge che, paNa ema nathI. ApaNe badhAe enuM maDAmUlya cUkavyu che. duHkha veThIne, parasevA pADIne ApaNe puNyanI je pujI ekaThI karI hatI e puNya rUpa paisAnI puMjInA badalAmAM ka rAjAe ApaNane A mAnavadehanI bheTa ApI che. A rIte puNyanau puMjI ApIne ApaNe A mAnavanA deha kharIda karyAM che. AvuM mahAmUlya cUkavyA pachI maLelI

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zAradA suvAsa cIjane sadupayega karIe te ApaNe jIvananA nANAMne veDaphI nAkhyA kahevAya. A mAnava dehane sadupayoga saMsAra sAgarane taravAnI mahenata karavA sivAya bIjuM kaI nathI. kAraNa ke saMsAra sAgarane taravAnI tAkAta te phakta mAnava dehathI meLavI zakAya. eTalA mATe mAnavadehane nAva sAthe sarakhAvyuM che. ( saMsAra rUpI sAgaramAM rAkhe kuzaLa naukA - A saMsAra rUpI sAgaramAM kALanA vAdaLA bhayaMkara gaDagaDATa karI rahyA che. pralayakALane pavanathI sAgara khaLabhaLI uThe che. tethI A kAyA rUpI naukAnA sADha ane sUkAna eka divasa tUTI javAnA che. enA pATIyAnA bhU uDI jaze. evuM samajIne A kAyA rUpI naukA tUTI jAya te pahelAM ja ApaNe saMsAra sAgarane tarI jaIe te puNyarUpI paisAthI kharIdelI kAyArUpI naukAne sadupayoga karyo gaNAya. ATalA mATe bhagavAne ApaNane pramAdane tyAga karavA vAraMvAra Takora karI che. A mAnavajIvana pAchaLa kALarUpa mahenmata hAthI deDI rahyo che. mRtyurUpI ajagara mukha phADIne keLI karavAnI rAha joI rahyo che. divasa ane rAta rUpI uMdaro AyuSyanA mULIyAne pratidina kApI rahyA che. chatAM paNa ajJAna mAnava jaMgalarUpa saMsAranA mehamAM paDI madha rU5 Idrine rasa lUMTavAmAM mRtyune vicAra paNa karI zako nathI ane karavA paNa mAMgate nathI. ghaNuM A saMsAramAMthI vidAya thayA. temane tame mUkI AvyA chatAM paNa haju jJAna thatuM nathI. baMdhuo ! jemane tame tamArA vaDIla mAnIne mAthuM namAvatA hatA, jemanI pAse besIne premathI aMtaranI vAta karatA hatA evA tamArA vajane paNa eka divasa bhasmIbhUta banI rAkhanI DhagalI thaIne uDI gayA. e najare joyA chatAM jIvanane vicAra Ave che kharo? je deDa piSavA AkhI jiMdagI vItAvI, jene khUba paMpALe, AbhUSaNathI zaNagAryo, jene darpaNamAM dekhI dekhIne khUba malakAye, e dehamAMthI cetana rUpI haMsale uDI jatAM tene paLavAramAM bALI mUkavAmAM Avaze. e vAta te tame barAbara jANe che ne? tenAthI ajANa nathI ne ? (zretAmAMthI avAja:- ame badhuM jANIe chIe.) je badhuM jANe che te pachI zA mATe cetatA nathI ? zA mATe besI rahyA che? jJAnI purUSa kahe che tame ekAMtamAM besIne jarA vicAra kare ke "meM haiM kauna, kahAM se AyA, mujhe kahAM para jAnA hai?" huM keNa chuM ? kyAMthI Avyo ? ne mAre kayAM javAnuM che? mane uttama mAnavajIvana maLyuM che tene dhyeya zuM che? tame A vicAra kare che kharA? je kadI A vicAra Avate heya te huM mAnuM chuM ke tamAruM caitanya dhabake che. je javAno vicAra na AvatuM hoya to samajI lejo ke jIvatAM chatAM marelA jevuM jIvana jIvI rahyA che.

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3 zAradA suvAsa " jIvananuM lakSa zu che ? :- mAjanA mAnavInA jIvananuM lakSa zuM che? vahepAra dhaMdhA kevA cAle che? khIjA karatAM mane kema vadhAre napho maLe, mArA dIkarA bhaNIne vakIla, enjInIyara, DAkaTara ke berIsTara kema ane ane moTI DIgrI meLavIne phAraina jaIne khUba nANAM kamAya, e dIkarAne ghaNA karIyAvara laIne Ave evI zrImaMtanI kanyA sAthe paraNAva, samAjamAM mArA mAna melA kema vadhe-AvA badhA vicAro tame karatA hazeA, paNa mAza jIvananI pUrNatA zemAM che? enA kadI vicAra karyAM che? jyAM sudhI AtmAnI pUrNatAnA vicAra nahi Ave tyAM sudhI jIvanayAtrA cAlu ja rahevAnI che. jo A yAtrAne TakAvavI hoya te tame eka dhyeya nakkI karI le. melA, ATalAmAMthI koie mAnavajIvananA aMtima dhyeya nakkI karyo che? jo karyA hAya te javAba ApeA. tame khelatA nathI mATe nakkI thAya che ke jIvanayAtrAne koI dhyeya ke lakSya nakkI karyu nathI. 66 kayA sTezane utaravu' che ?'' :- eka bhAI sTezane gayA. gADI khAvI eTale gADImAM beThA. gADI upaDavAnI taiyArI thaI tyAre enI mAjumAM beThelA eka bhAIe pUchyuM ke bhAI ! tamAre kayAM javu che? kayA sTezane utaravAnuM che ? tyAre teNe javAma ApyA ke bhAI mane e kAMI khabara nathI ke mAre kayAM javAnu che. yA sTezane utaravAnuM. che. AvA mANusane tame kevA kaheze? ene javAma sAMbhaLIne tame tarata kahezeA ke A tA eka noMkharanA mUkha che. gADImAM beThA paNa ene eTaluM bhAna nathI ke mAre kayA sTezane utaravAnu che. khaMdhue ! tame ene tA eka naMbaranA mUrkhA kahyo paNa tame enAthI UtarA ema nathI, jo ke relve sTezanamAM te AvI vyakti bhAgye ja maLaze, paNa A mAnavajIvananI musApharImAM kaI cAlIza, pacAsa, eMzI vaSa~ pasAra karI gayA haze chatAM paNa emane khakhara nathI ke mAre kyA sTezane utaravAnu che. Ane vicAra sarakhA paNu nahi AvatA heAya. mele, koI ne vicAra Ave che ? tame mane javAba Ape! paNa huM nathI mAnatI ke tamArA jIvananu dhyeya nakkI karyuM... hAya, paNa te jarUra karyAM haze ke mAre lakSAdhipati banavuM che, ane vAlakezvara ke peDara eriyAmAM daza rUmane bleka levA che. temAM Adhunika phnIcara vasAvavuM che. cAra gADI rAkhavI che ne mArA zrImatIjIne hIrAnA dAgInAthI jhagamaga manAvavA che. beleA, Ave dhyeya nakkI karyAM che ne ? AvuM badhuM te tamane bahu game che. emAM kahevuM ja na paDe, paNa yAda rAkho ke A dhyeya tamane jIvananI sAcI dizA sUjhavA nahi de. meAkSa ma Mjhile nahi laI jAya, paNa duHkhanI uMDI khAImAM dhakelI mUkaze. Ape ke na evA dhyeya roDa jevA devAnupriyA ! AvuM samajIne jIvanamAMthI pramAdane tyAga karI jIvananA dhyeya nakkI karo. Aje tA mATA bhAge duniyAmAM zuM cAlI rahyuM che? caraNasiMha zuM kare che. indirA koMgresamAM zuM cAle che ? A badhuM jANavA tamAro keTaleA badhA amUlya che, paNa A badhuM jANavA karatA tamArA pAtanA AtmAne jANI le, samaya veDaphI rahyA badhAne jANanAr

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zAradA suvAsa AtmAne nathI jANe tyAM sudhI janmA aphaLa che. Aje moTA bhAganA mAnavI AtmAnI ciMtA nathI karatA paNa bIjA zuM kare che athavA A tene mitra ke koI svajana vadhu kamAI gaye enI IrSA karaze. keInI prazaMsA enAthI sahana nahi thAya te bIjAne meM enI niMdA karaze, enuM kharAba kema thAya te mATe prapaMce ubhA karaze-paNa ene khabara nathI ke enuM ahita te thatAM thaze paNa mAruM te pahelAM ahita thaI jaze. ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. - akabara bAdazAhanuM nAma te tame badhAe sAMbhaLyuM che ne ? akabarane mahAna buddhine bhaMDAra bIrabala pradhAna hatuM. A bIrabalanuM bAdazAha pAse ghaNuM mAna hatuM. dareka kAryamAM akabara bAdazAha bIrabala pradhAnane pUche. bIrabala sArI salAha Ape eTale bAdazAha enI khUba prazaMsA karatA. A saMsAramAM e krama che ke ekanI prazaMsA bIjAthI sahana na thAya. bAdazAhanA bIjA maMtrIo, sAmate badhAne bIrabala upara khUba IrSyA hatI. teo ghaNI vAra bIrabalane halake pADavAnA prayAsa karatA paNa keI phAvI zakatuM nahi. A akabarane reja savAramAM hajAmata karavA eka hajAma AvatuM hatuM. ghaNu vakhatane juno hajAma hato eTale e paNa bAdazAhane khUba mAnItuM hatuM. enA manamAM thayuM ke bAdazAha bIrabalanI ATalI badhI prazaMsA kare che ne enuM ATaluM badhuM mAna ! huM ene nIce pADI dauM te mAru mAna vadhe, paNa mUkhane khabara nathI ke bIrabala upara IrSyA karavA jatAM huM ja IrSAnI AgamAM jhaDapAI jaIza. - "Aga karatAM bhayaMkara Aga ISya" -baMdhuo ! IrSA e bhayaMkara Aga che. Aga keTaluM bhayaMkara nukazAna kare che, Agane aMjAma ke karUNa hoya che! tame ghaNuM vAra AganuM dazya najare nihALyuM haze ne peparamAM vAgyuM paNa haze. jyAre Aga lAge che tyAre AganI bhayaMkara vALAonA sapATAmAM AvI jaIne makAnanA makAne, milenI mile ne gAmanA gAma baLIne khAkha thaI gayA. e hRdayadrAvaka dazya jotAM ane pepamAM samAcAra vAMcatA paNa hRdayamAM kamakamATI AvI jAya che. ekAda nAnI zI cinagArImAM bhayaMkara dAvAnaLa saLagAvavAnI zakti che. dAvAnaLamAM meTA meTA jaMgI jaMgale baLIne bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya che. temAM ghaNA nirdoSa pazuo pakSIo paNa svAhA thaI jAya che. evuM ati vinAzakArI svarUpa AgathI sarjAya che. e AganuM tAMDava nRtya zAMta paDayA pachI samayanA vaheNa vahetAM jANe kaMI ja na banyuM hoya tevuM vAtAvaraNa sarjAI jAya che, paNa e Age sajelA vinAzanA smaraNa pAchaLa rahI jAya che. A te tamArA badhAnA jAta anubhavanI vAta che ne? A te sthaLe AganI ane teNe sajelA anarthakArI mahAvinAza nI vAta thaI. A Aga te kame krame olavAI jAya che ne badhuM thALe paDI jaIne vismaraNanI khAImAM daTAI jAya che. mAtra ItihAsanA pAne na bhUMsI zakAya tevA akSarothI lakhAyelI e AganI temaja teNe sajelA vinAzanI yAdI rahI jAya che.

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zAradA suvAsa A te meM skUla AganI vAta karI, paNa sUma AganI vAta tame jANe che ? sUkSama Aga eTale aMtaramAM jalI rahelI bhISaNa Aga. evI AganI eka ja cinagArI pedA thatAM na kalpI zakAya tevA bhayaMkara vinAzanuM tAMDava khelAya che tyAre ApaNe samajI na zakIe e rIte emAM AtmAnA guNarUpI sarvasva saMpatti temAM bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya che. e sUma Agane joI zakAtI nathI. tene te mAtra samajI zakAya che, ane bahu bahu te teNe AcarelA vinAzane mAtra spazI zakAya che. e vikarALa Agane jJAnI purUSo aMtaranI Aga kahe che. A ISyanI Aga mukhyatve manuSyanA aMtaramAM jalatI hoya che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 35 mA adhyayanamAM bhagavAne dravya agnine mahAbhayaMkara zastra kahyuM che. visappe savvao dhAre, bahu pANi viNAsaNe / natthi joi same satthe, tamhA joi na dIvae // 12 // sarva dizAomAM zastranI dhArAnI jema phelAyeluM ghaNuM jIvane vinAza karanAra ti (agni) samAna eka paNa zastra nathI. mATe sAdhue agni pragaTAvavI nahi. bIjuM zastra te jenA upara pheMke tene ja vinAza kare che. paNa agni te daze dizAomAM vyApI jAya che, tevI rIte A IrSonI sUmi Aga pitAne jalAve che ne bIjAne paNa parezAna kare che. ISya rUpI e AganI cinagArI rAya ke raMkanA hRdayamAM pragaTe che tyAre e AganI jvALAo eTalI joradAra bane che ke temAM badhA guNe baLIne khAkha thaI jAya che. e Agane jhapATo e bhayaMkara hoya che ke temAM jhaDapAI gayA pachI mAnavInI buddhi ane baLa buThThA banI jAya che, ane e IrSAnI AganA jherI dhumADAne anubhava thatAM vinAzanA mukhamAM hemAvuM paDe che. evI joradAra ISyanI Aga hoya che. IrSyAthI sarjAyelA vinAze :-A IrSyAnI Age sajelA vinAzanA keTalAya dAkhalAo itihAsanA pAne neMdhAyelA che. te tame jANe che ne? juo, dazaratha rAjAnI rANI kaikeyI maMtharA dAsInI caDhavaNIthI IrSAnI AgamAM jhaDapAI gaI hatI. dAsI maMtharAe pragaTAvelI AganI cinagArIe ane rANuM kekeyIe gAvelI AganI javALAee rAmacaMdrajIne rAjyAbhiSekane badale vanavAsa apAvyuM hatuM, ane sItA tathA lakSamaNuM vanavAsane sAthI banIne sAthe gayA. eTaluM ja nahi paNa AkhI ayodhyAmAM viSAdanuM vAtAvaraNa sarjAvI dIdhuM hatuM. A vAta keNa nathI jANatuM ? tame sau jANe che. bele, A ISyane karUNa aMjAma che ne ! IrSyAthI hajAme vAparelI caturAI -ApaNe akabara bAdazAhanI vAta cAlatI hatI. pelA hajAmane bIrabala upara IrSyA thaI eTale teNe bIrabalane nIce pADavA mATe eka kImI ra. savAre bAdazAhane hajAmata karavA Ave tyAre kahe che sAheba ! Aje rAtre mane eka svapna AvyuM che. bAdazAha kahe-zuM svapna AvyuM te zA su. 5

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zAradA suvAsa kahe sAheba! mane kahetA saMkeca thAya che. bAdazAha kahe emAM saMkeca zA mATe rAkhe che? khullA dilathI kahe. eTale hajAe kahyuM-jahAMpanAha! ApanA bApadAdA marIne svargamAM gayA che. temaNe mane svapnamAM evA samAcAra ApyA che ke ame maraNa pAmyA tyAre bIrabala hAjara na hatuM. bIrabala pratye amane ghaNe prema che. aMtima samaye ene maLavAnI amArI IcchA adhUrI rahI gaI che. te tuM akabaranI pAse jA ne tene kaheje ke bIrabala pradhAnane amArA darzana karavA mATe svargamAM mokale, tyAre akabare kahyuM-mArA bApadAdAnA darzana karavA hamaNuM ja bIrabalane ekaluM. emAM zI moTI vAta che! hajAma te bAdazAhane kahIne hajAmata karIne cAlyA gaye. bAdazAhe bIrabalane karelI AjJA :-bAdazAha nAhI dhoI taiyAra thaIne sabhAmAM AvyA. bIrabala pradhAna paNa AvyuM. AkhI sabhA ThaTha bharAI eTale bAdazAhe kahyuM bIrabala! tAre eka kAma karavAnuM che. bIrabale kahyuM-hajUra! pharamAve. je hukama hoya te uThAvavA A sevaka taiyAra che. eTale akabare kahyuM-tamAre mArA bApadAdAnA darzana karavA svargamAM javAnuM che. teo svargamAM beThA beThA tamane khUba yAda kare che. (hasAhasa) akabarane hukama sAMbhaLIne bIrabala vicAramAM paDI gaye. AkhI sabhA paNa dimUDha banI gaI ke bAdazAha A zuM bole che? jIvate mANasa svargamAM kevI rIte jaI zake ? bAdazAha A hukama kema karatA haze? paNa bIrabala te buddhine khajAne hato. tenA manamAM thayuM ke bAdazAha Ave vagara vicAryo hukama kare tevA nathI paNa pelo hajAma temanI pAse bahu bese che teNe A tukako ubhuM karIne hajAmaveDA karyA lAge che. ThIka, huM ene barAbara batAvI daIza. bIrabale kahyuM-sAheba! bhale, huM dAdAnA darzana karavA svargamAM jaIza. buddhine kImiyo":-baMdhuo! buddhi keIna bApanI che! bIrabalanI buddhine kaI pahoMcI zake tema na hatuM. teNe zmazAnamAM gupta rIte eka moTI suraMga khodAvI. suraMgamAM thoDe dUra rahevA mATe eka nAnI baMgalI jevI eAraDI banAvI. temAM eka mahine cAle teTalI khAvA-pIvAnI badhI sagavaDa karI dIdhI. suraMganuM dvAra hatuM tenA upara citA goThavAvI badhI taiyArI karIne bAdazAha pAse AvyuM ne hAtha joDIne kahyuM-jahAMpanAha! Apane hukama ziromAnya karIne huM Aje svargamAM ApanA dAdA ane bApAnA darzana karavA mATe jAuM chuM. eka mahine huM tyAMthI pAchA AvIza. eTale bAdazAhe AkhA gAmamAM dvare pITA ke bIrabala svargamAM jAya che. tene vidAya ApavA sau smazAnamAM Avaje. abarane DhaMDhare sAMbhaLatA prajAmAM thayela hAhAkAra" -bAdazAhane draDha sAMbhaLIne nagarajananA hAjA gagaDI gayA. AkhA nagaramAM hAhAkAra macI gayo ke bAdazAhe A zuM karyuM? svargamAM gayelo keI pAchA AvyuM che? ane bIrabala je paropakArI, buddhivaMta ane nItimAna pradhAna bIjo keNa maLaze! A rAjya raMDAI jaze. bAdazAhane

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67 zAradA suvAsa kaMI vicAra nathI AvatA ? leka ceAdhAra AMsue raDatA smazAnamAM gayA. khIramale mAdazAhane praNAma karIne kahyuM, sAheba! khApAne ne dAdAne kai sadezeA kahevA che? ta kahe mArA praNAma kaheje ne temanA sa MdezA letA Avaje. khIramale pharIne pUchyuM, sAheba ! mane emaNe elAvyo che te kadAca Apane khelAve te? akabare kahyuM, mane nahiM khelAve. paNa kadAca tamane khelAve te zuM karavuM ? te tuM mArA vatI badhuM kAmakAja patAvIne Avaje eTale mAre javu na paDe. ( hasAhasa ) khIrabala kahe bhale, ema kahIne e te citAmAM beTho ne peAtAne pharatA lAkaDA ne ghAsane geADhavAvI ne kahe che have citA saLagAvA. eTale mANasAe citA saLagAvI. khUba dhUmADA thayA eTale bIrabala te suraMgamAMthI sarakI gayA ne khaMgalImAM jaIne besI gayA. paNa lAkA tA kalpAMta karavA lAgyA ke bAdazAhe A zuM karyu ! AvA tejasvI pradhAna kayAMthI maLaze ! citA bhaDabhaDa maLavA lAgI. nagarajanA duHkhita dile pAchA pharyA. ekeka divasa karatAM mahinA pUrA thayA eTale khIramala rAtre suraMgamAMthI nIkaLI chAnAmAnA peAtAne ghera cAlyeA gayA. savAra paDatAM sabhA bharAI eTale khIramala sabhAmAM pahoMcI gayA. khIramalane joI ne sabhAmAM Anada Anada chavAI gayA. tALIonA gaDagaDATa thayA. saunA manamAM thayuM ke khIrabalane citAmAM khALI mUkayA hatA ne kevI rIte AvyA ? khIramale te kharAmaranuM khIla karyu. bIrabalanI buddhine camatkAra H-auramala bAdazAha sAme hAtha joDIne ubhA rahyo eTale khAdazAhe pUchyu kema khIramala ! bApAjI ne dAdAnA darzana karI AvyA ! e majhAmAM che ne ! jI, hajIra. tyAM tane khahu gamyuM? cha sAheba, tyAMnI te vAta pUche mA. tyAMnI bhUmi tA evI raLIyAmaNI ne zuM emanA mahela. emanI AgaLa A tamArA mahela te pAyakhAnA jevA lAge. mane te bahu gamI gayuM ne ApanA bApA ane dAdA sAthe peTa bharIne vAta karI. mane te tyAMthI AvavAnuM mana thatuM na hatuM. mane gayA pachI pastAvA thayuM ke huM Apane sAthe lai gayA hota te sAruM hatuM. (hasAhasa) eka mahinA pachI me' rajA mAMgI, paNa dAdA te mane rajA nahAtA ApatA. mane kahe ke tyAM nathI javuM. ahI' ja rahI jA, paNa me' kahyuM nA, mAre mArA bAdazAha pAse javu' che. mane te mAMDa rajA ApI. (hasAThusa ) pharIne bAdazAhe pUchyuM ke khInne keAI sadeze| ApyuM che hA, huM temanI pAsethI nIkaLyA tyAre temaNe mane chelle kahyuM ke mArA akabarane kaheje ke ahIM amane khadhu sukha che, badhI sagavaDa che paNa eka duHkha che. ahI badhA ja devA che eTale eka paNa hajAma nathI. tethI ApanA dAdAnI dADhI khUba vadhI gai che. tethI temaNe kahevarAvyuM che ke tu' tArA hajAmane mokalI Apaje. (hasAhasa ) bAdazAha khIje koI vicAra karatA nathI. temaNe sIdhA Ara ja cheDayA. e lAliyA ! tAre svargamAM mArA bApadAdAnI hajAmata karavA javAnuM che. tuM jaldI jA,

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zAradA suvAsa orDara sAMbhaLIne hajAmane te mujArI chUTI. zarIre paraseve vaLI gaye. have zuM karavuM ? bIrabala te buddhizALI hatA eTale vAMdho na AvyuM. paNa A biyAre hajAma zuM kare? hajAma bIrabalane halake pADavA game te enuM ja AvI banyuM. bIrabalanuM te bUruM na thayuM paNa enuM te bUruM thavAnI aNI ArvI gaI. hajAmabhAI te DhIlA Dhasa thaI gayA. ghera AvIne lamaNe hAtha daIne beThA. enI strI pUche che-tamane zuM thayuM che ? tyAre kahyuM, mAre bAdazAhanA bApadAdAnI hajAmata karavA svargamAM javAnuM che. jaldI javAne hukama che eTale have huM svargamAMthI eka che pAchA AvavAne chuM ! enI strI paNa raDavA lAgI, paNa keInI tAkAta na hatI ke akabaranA hukamane bhaMga karI zake. bIje divase hajAme bAdazAha pAse AvIne kahyuM, sAheba huM kAle svargamAM javAnuM chuM. eTale akabare Dhahera pITAvyuM ke hajAma svarge jAya che. tethI leko mazAnamAM bhegA thayA. hajAma raDatA raDate citAmAM beThe. baMdhuo ! maravuM keIne game kharuM? bhagavAne dazavaikAlIka sUtramAM kahyuM che ke " sabve jIvA vi icchanti, jIviu na marIjiu" A saMsAramAM nAnA ke meTA sarva prANuo jIvavAne I che che. keIne maravuM gamatuM nathI. mATe che ane jIvavA de. kaI jIvane tame mAraze nahi. bIrabala buddhizALI hata ne dayALa paNa hatuM. teNe bAdazAhane satya kahI dIdhuM ke keI A dehe svargamAM jaI zakatuM nathI, ane je jAya che te pAchA AvatuM nathI. meM te A pramANe karyuM hatuM paNa eNe mArA upara IrSyA karIne tamane uMdhA mArge caDhAvyA hatA. tethI tene zikSA karavA mATe A pramANe karyuM hatuM. eka vakhata sajA thAya te mANasa AvI IrSyA kare aTakI jAya. have tenI AMkha khulI gaI che mATe ene choDI de. hajAma bIrabalanA caraNamAM namI paDe. dhanya che tamArI buddhine ane tamArI pavitra bhAvanAne-ema kahI mAphI mAMgI. TUMkamAM IrSyA e bhayaMkara Aga che. tenI javALAmAM kaI sapaDAze nahi. bahuzrutI keNu?" ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranI vAta cAle che. temAM daza adhyayananI vAta pUrI thaI agiyAramA adhyayanamAM bahuzruta pUjyanI vAta Ave che. je AtmAo zAstrone uDe abhyAsa kare che, tenA artha, bhAvArtha ane paramArthanA pAragAmI banI pote jJAna prApta kare che, bIjAne bhaNAve che te bahuzruta banI zake jJAna eTale AtmaprakAza. A prakAza dareka AtmAomAM bhare che. mAtra tenA AvaraNa khaseDavAnI jarUra che. jJAna e amRta che. jJAna e aMtaHkaraNanI vastu che. zAstro dvArA, satsaMga dvArA ke mahAna purUSanI kRpA dvArA te prApta thaI zake. A adhyayanamAM bhagavAne vinayavaMta koNa kahevAya ? ka chava sAcI hitazikSAne prApta karI zake, bahuzrutajJAnInA guNonuM temaja bahuzrutIne kevI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che tenuM varNana karyuM che. jAtie caMDALa paNa AtmA mahAna" :-bAramA adhyayanamAM harikeza bala munine adhikAra che, e harikeza muni cAMDALa kuLamAM janmyA hatA, paNa Atma

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zAradA suvAsa vikAsamAM jAtinA baMdhana hotA nathI. caMDAla paNa AtmavikAsane mArga ArAdhI zake che. caMDAla jAtimAM utpanna thanAranuM hadaya paNa pavitra hoI zake che. harikeza muni caMDaLa kuLamAM janmyA hatA paNa emane AtmA caMDAla na hatA. emaNe dIkSA kevI rIte lIdhI hatI te tame jANe che ? harikezabela emanI samAna vayanA bALako sAthe ramavA mATe jatA tyAre badhA chokarAo bhegA thaIne ene kADhI mUkatA ane emanI kaMpanImAM bhaLavA detA nahi, tyAre A harikezabava eka bAju dUra ubhA rahIne badhA ekarA ramata ramatA te jetA hatA. te vakhate eka sarpa nIkaLe. eTale badhA chokarAo kahe che ene mAre... mAre. ema kahIne lAkaDI, kAMkarA, patharA vigere tenA upara pheMkIne tene mArI nAMkhe. tyAM thoDIvAre bIje sarpa nIkaLyo. eTale badhA chokarAo kahe che ene javA do javA de. ema kahIne javA dIdhe. mAryo nahi. A joIne harikeze vicAra karyo ke kharekhara ! pahele sarSa viSavALa hatuM tethI tene badhAe mArI nAMkhe, ane A bIje sarSa nirviSa hate eTale tene javA dIdhe, te rIte huM pahelA sarSanI jema viSavALo chuM, tethI mane A badhA kArae temanA bhegA ramADatA nathI. emAM emane zuM deSa? deSa mArA karmane che. A badhA chokarAo, bIjA sarSa jevA nirviSa che tethI badhA bhegA thaIne AnaMda killola kare che. A pramANe vicAra karyo paNa keIna upara dveSa ke IrSyA na karatAM AtmaciMtana karavA lAgyA. tethI temane jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. ATalA nimitta mAtrathI vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA lIdhI. devAnupriye ! jaina darzana khUba vizALa darzana che. jaina darzanamAM jAtinI pUjA nathI paNa guNanI pUjA che. jAtie jaina heya paNa je karma caMDALanA hoya te te jaina nathI ane jAtinA caMDALa hoya paNa je tenAmAM guNe jainanA hoya te te sAce jaina che. jenA darzanamAM brAhmaNa, kSatriya, vaizya ane zudra darekane apanAvyA che. ahIM darekane sarakhuM sthAna ApavAmAM AvyuM che. keI na ucuM keI na nIcuM, mahAvIranA zAsanamAM, he mahAvIranA zAsanamAM, ekaja sarakhuM sthAna sahunuM, dharma taNuM AMgaNumAM, ho mahAvIranA zAsanamAM gautama jamyA brAhmaNakuLamAM, abhayakumAra te kSatriya kuLamAM, jaMbusvAmI vaizya thayA te, harikezI harijanamAM mahAvIranA zAsanamAM jaina darzananI mahAna vizALatA" - jainadarzanamAM bayAnuM sthAna sarakhuM che. temAM jAtinA keI bhedabhAva nathI. gautamasvAmI brAhmaNakuLamAM janmyA hatA. te cAra vedanA jANakAra hatA, paNa jyAre samajAyuM ke sAcuM jJAna kayAM che, tyAre satyanI pIchANuM thatAM temaNe mahAvIra prabhunI pAse dIkSA lIdhI. abhayakumAra kSatriyakuLamAM janmyA hatA. eka taraphathI te zreNuka rAjAne putra hatuM ne bIjI tarapha mukhya pradhAna hatA. te keTalA gAmane vahIvaTa calAvatuM hatuM chatAM avasara meLavIne dIkSA laI lIdhI. jenuM nAma abhaya hatuM tevA abhaye pitAnA taraphathI badhA jIvone abhayadAna ApyuM. A hatA abhayakumAra. tame paNa enA jevA sAcA abhaya banaze. jaMbusvAmI vaNika kuLamAM janmyA hatA,

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zAradA suvAsa jaMbusvAmI vaNika hatA ne tame paNa vaNika che ne ? paNa e tamArI jema vevalA nA hatA. zuravIra ne dhIra hatA. emane savAre dIkSA levI hatI ne rAtre ghera AvyA. 500 core gharamAM piThA. dhanamAlanA pioTalA bAMdhyA tyAre jaMbukumArane vicAra thaye ke A dhana mAla badhuM laI jAya che. mane enI jarUra nathI paNa A cora corI karIne badhuM laI jaze ne savAramAM huM dIkSA laIza te jagata ema kaheze ke gharamAM kaMI rahyuM nahi, mAla milkata cere carI gayA pachI bicAre dIkSA na le te zuM kare? ema niMdA thaze. mAre bicArA banIne dIkSA nathI levI paNa bahAdura banIne levI che. eTale temaNe zuddha bhAvathI navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karyuM. tethI corI karavA AvelA cere tyAM thaMbhI gayA. emaNe cerene pratibaMdha pamADe. corI karavA AvelA 500 coroe paNa jaMbukumAra sAthe dIkSA lIdhI. sAthe pitAnI ATha panIo, temanA mAtA pitA ane pitAnA mAtApitA badhAe dIkSA lIdhI. devAnapriye! keTale UMce vairAgya ! A vaNikanuM khamIra hatuM. tame paNa evuM khamIra pragaTAvaje. te tame sAcA vaNika che nahitara vevalA banI vAtamAM ja rahI jaze, ane jiMdagI pUrI thaI jaze. bIstrA uThAvIne javuM paDaze. mATe kAle karIzuM evI rAha na juo. jAgyA tyArathI savAra samajIne dharmArAdhanA karI le. ApaNe harikeza muninI vAta cAlatI hatI. teo caMDALa kuLamAM janmyA hatA paNa temanA jIvanamAM guNe ghaNu hatA. saMyama laIne khUba kaThIna tapazcaryA karatA hatA. ucca keTInuM cAritra pALI ghaNuM jene jaina dharmanuM mahatya samajAvIne dharma pamADyA ne va-para kalyANa karyuM. "brahmadattane jagADavAno citta munino prayAsa" have teramA adhyayanamAM citta muni ane brahmadatta cakravartinI vAta Ave che. temAM paNa ghaNuM gUDha bhA rahelA che, paNa TUMkamAM thoDuM kahIza. citta ane saMbhUti baMne bhAIo hatA. akhaMDa premanI gAMThathI baMdhAyelA hatA. eka-be-traNa nahi paNa pAMca pAMca bhava sudhI sAthe rahyA hatA. parasparanA premanA kAraNe traNAnubaMdha thAya che. temAM koI samAna guNavALA prANIo eka sthaLe utpanna thAya che ne akhUTa premanI saritAmAM snAna kare che, ane pachI paNa sAthe ja janma le che. A rIte citta ane brahmadatta paNa pAMca bhava sudhI sAthe rahyA ane chaThThA bhave judA paDyA. tenuM mukhya kAraNa cittanI anAsaktinI ane brahmadatta Asakti hatI. pAMcamA bhavamAM baMne bhAIoe dikSA lIdhI hatI. dIkSA laIne ugra sAdhanA karatA hatA. eka vakhata teo vicaratA vicaratA hastinApuramAM AvyA, tyAre sanatkumAra cakravati pitAnA parivAra sahita darzana karavA AvyA. temanI samRddhi joIne saMbhUti muni temAM Asakta thayA. tyAM temaNe evuM niyANuM karyuM ke je mArA tapa, saMyamanuM phaLa hoya te AvatA bhavamAM huM A cakravarti banuM, baMdhuo! niyANuM AtmasAdhanAne khaI nAMkhavAnuM

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zAradA suvAsa 71 kAya che. tame tapa, japa, vrata-niyama badhuM karI paNa kadI niyANu' karazeA nahi. niyANuM eTale eka lAkha rUpiyAnI cIja kADImAM vecI devI te. sabhUti munie peAtAnA apU khaLathI prApta karelA tapa ane sayamarUpI amUlya jhaverAtane kAmabhogA rUpI kADIne khAtara vecI dIdhA, cittamunie temane ghaNuM samajAvyA paNa AlecanA karI nahi. tyAMthI khane kALa karIne deva thayA, tyAMthI AyuSya pUrNa karIne kAMpilya nagaramAM cullaNIrANInI kukhe janma laIne brahmadatta cakravati ane che ne citta purimatAlapura nagaramAM dhanapati zeThane tyAM janma laIne saMtanA saMcAga maLatAM dIkSA le che. tyAra pachI brahmadatta ane cittamuninuM milana kevI rIte thayuM te vAta lAMkhI che. TUMkamAM eka vakhata baMnenuM milana thAya che, tyAre bhautika sukhanA bhikhArI banele brahmadatta kahe che bhAI ! tuM A gharagharamAM TUkaDA zA mATe mAMge che? ane A tapa karIne zarIrane zA mATe sUkAvI rahyo che? mArA uttama prakAranA kAmabhegA che. huM tane gamaze tevI kanyAo paraNAvIza, managamate mahela ApIza, sukha bhAgavavA je cIja joize te badhI huM tane ApIza paNa A dIkSA cheDIne mAre ghera AvI jA. juo, bhAganA bhikhArI bhAganuM ja AmatraNa Ape ne! paNa citta muni temAM leAbhAya tevA na hatA. jenA aMtaramAM vairAgyanI jgyAti jhaLakI rahI tevA citta munie tene kahI dIdhuM ke huM brahmadatta ! sAMbhaLa. savvaM vilaviyaM gIyaM savyaM na viDambiyaM / , savve AbharaNA bhArA, savve kAmA duhAvahA // 16 // badhA saMgIta eka prakAranA vilApa jevA che. sarva prakAranA nATaka ane nRtya e viTaMbanA rUpa che. badhA AbhUSaNNA kheAjArUpa che, ane badhA kAmabhogA ekAMta duHkhane ApanArA che. huM brahmadatta! A AkhA sasAra jayAM nATakarUpe che tyAM khIjA nATako zA jovA? je sthaLe kSaNu pahelAM sa'gIta ane nRtya thatA hAya che tyAM theDI kSaNu pachI hAhAkAra bharyAM karUNa rUdane thAya che. tyAM kene 'gIta mAnavA ? AbhUSA tA bALakanI cittavRttine poSavAnA ramakaDA che. tyAM samajIne vaLI mAha zA? ane bhogeA tA Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhi e traNe tApanA mULa che. teA duHkhanA mULamAM sukha zI rIte saMbhavI zake? sukha te tapazcaryArUpI dhanavALA ane kAmamogeAthI virakta banI cAritra guNumAM lIna banelA munione che, mATe huM brahmadatta tuM saMsAra cheDIne sAdhu banI jA. cittamunie brahmadattane ghaNuM samajAvye paNa pUrve niyANuM karyu hatu. tethI tenI Asakti chUTI nahi. temaNe aMte munine kahI dIdhu ke gurUdeva ! ApanI badhI vAta sAcI che. jema kIcaDamAM khUMcelA hAthI sAme kinAro joI zake che paNa kinAre javAnI icchA hovA chatAM jaI zakatA nathI. mArI paNa evI ja dazA che. samajuM chuM chatAM choDI zakuM

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zAradA suvAsa tema nathI. brahmadatte bhogAsakti na cheDI te marIne narakamAM gayAM ne cittamuni mekSamAM gayA. je tamAre kalyANa karavuM hoya te puNyodaye maLelI sAmagrImAM lIna na banaze, anAsakta bhAvathI raheje. tame saMsAra choDI sAdhu na banI zakatA he te brahmacaryanuM pAlana avazya karaje. emAM dhana ke zaktinI jarUra nathI, manane daDha banAvavAnuM che, brahmacarya pAlana karanArane paNa mahAna lAbha thAya che. Aje samaya ghaNo thaI gayela che. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na. 9. aSADha vada 5 ne somavAra tA. 24-7-78 nirvANa paMthanA netA, rAga-dveSanA vijetA, ane vizvamAM vikhyAtA evA sarvajJa bhagavaMta mahAvIra svAmIe temanA jJAnamAM joyuM ke A jagatanA tamAma prANIo duHkha dUra karavAne ane sukha meLavavA mATe satata prayatna karI rahyA che. te jIvee sukhanI khejamAM anaMtakALa pasAra karyo paNa haju sukhanI prApti thaI nathI. kAraNa ke sukha kayAM che te samajyA nathI. A sukha pAchaLa varSo kharacuM, te e sukhI nA thAuM, e ja lagana je prabhunI rAkhuM, zAzvata sukhamAM jAuM, paNa barabAdI pyArI gaNuM chuM, upAdhi laIne pharuM chuM. AvA bhautika sukhanI pAchaLa AkhI jiMdagI cAlI jaze te paNa sAcuM sukha maLavAnuM nathI. eka vakhata je cetana AtmAnI pichANa thaI jAya te sAcuM sukha maLe ane duHkha TaLe. bAkI A saMsAranI khoTI upAdhio karmane beje vadhArI rahI che. mahApurUSe mAnavajIvana prApta karI karmane beje haLave karavA, AtmAnI AjhAdI meLavavAmAM prayatnazIla banyA te sAcuM sukha ane Atmika AjhAdI meLavI. gaI kAle 13 mAM adhyayananI vAta karI hatI ke brahmadane pUrvabhavamAM niyANuM karyuM hatuM tethI citta munie tene game teTale upadeza ApyA chatAM te bhegAsakti cheDIne Atmika sukha meLavI zake nahi. niyANuM AtmAnuM keTaluM bhayaMkara nukazAna kare che te temane samajANuM ne? have caudamA adhyayanamAM che jene adhikAra Ave che. e cha AtmAo pUrvabhavanA trANAnubaMdha saMbaMdhanA kAraNe devakamAMthI cavIne ISakAra nagaramAM utpanna thAya che. e chae ja devalekamAM eka ja vimAnamAM sAthe hatA. temAMnA be jIve kSatriyakuLamAM janmyA ane cAra jIve brAhmaNa kuLamAM janmyA. je kSatriya kuLamAM janmyA te ISakAra rAjA ane kamalAvaMtI rANI banyA. brAhmaNakuLamAM cAra ja AvyA temAM je be jIve AvyA te bhRgupurohita ane temanI yazA nAmanI patnI banyA. temane be putre jeDale janmyA te devabhadra ane

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72 zAradA suvAsa jazobhadra. A rIte che jenI A adhyayanamAM vAta Ave che. cha e cha pUrvabhavanA anubaMdha saMbaMdhe saMkaLAyelA hatA. ISakAra rAjAnA rAjyamAM pradhAne, sAmaMta ane senAdhipatio ghaNA hatA, paNa badhA karatAM bhRgupurohita upara rAjAnI khUba amIdraSTi hatI. rAjAe bhRgupurahitane pitAne mAnanIya purahita banAvyo hate. baMdhuo! jenI sAthe tamAre pUrva saMbaMdha haze te kadAca bIjAne ghera janmaze chatAM tamane prema Avaze, ane pUrvanuM vaira haze te bApa-dIkara, mA-dIkare, pati-patnI, banI AvA saMbaMdhamAM paNa vaira leze vairanI vaNajhAra kevI rIte pragaTe che ! samarAditya kevaLInA nava bhava che. temAM e jene kevI rIte saMbaMdha baMdhAya che ne kevI rIte vairane badale le che te vAMcatA haiyAmAM kaMpArI chUTI jAya che. emAM guNasena rAjA ane agnizarmAnA bhAvathI temanA vairanI paraMparA sarjAya che te kevI rIte sarjAya che te huM tamane TUMkamAM samajAvuM. guNasena rAjakumAra have ne agnizarmA guNasenanA pitAnA purohitane putra hate. agnizarmA pUrvakarmanA kAraNe zarIre kadarUpa, tethI guNasena kumAra tene gadheDA upara besADIne khUba majAka karate. tenA trAsathI kaMTALIne agnizarmA cAlyA gaye, ane tApasa pAse jaI tApasa bane ne mA khamaNane pAraNe mAsakhamaNa karavA lAgyA. enA tapanI khUba prazaMsA thavA lAgI. A tarapha guNasena rAjA bane. eka vakhata te pharate pharate tApasanA Azrama tarapha AvyuM. guNasenanI daSTi guNagrAhI hatI te tApanA AzramamAM gaye. tene khabara paDI ke agnizarmA tApasa khUba ugra tapazcaryA kare che tethI tenI pAse jaIne vaMdana namaskAra karIne kahyuM-tapasvIjI! A vakhate pAraNane lAbha mane Apaje. guNasenane khabara nathI ke huM jenI majAka uDAvate have te A tApasa che, paNa agnizamAM tene oLakhI gayA hatA, temaNe rAjAnA AmaMtraNane svIkAra karyo. guNasenanA dilamAM khUba AnaMda thayo ane tapasvInA pAraNAnI rADa jevA lAgyA. pAraNAnA AgalA divase rAjAnA manamAM AnaMdanI choLe uchaLatI hatI ke mArA dhanya bhAgya ke kAle mAre ghera mA khamaNanA tapasvInA pagalA thaze, ane huM temanA pAraNAne lAbha laIza. emanA AvA bhAva hatA paNa karmanI vicitratA keI ajaba che. mANasa dhAre che zuM ne bane che zuM? guNasena rAjAnA ghare tApasanuM Agamana" - agnizarmA tApasa temanA vaDIla tApasanI AjJA laIne guNasena rAjAne tyAM pAraNuM karavA mATe AvyA tyAre rAjAnA mahelamAM rokakaLa macI gaI hatI. guNasena rAjAnA mastakamAM zULanI bhayaMkara vedanA upADI hatI. eTale sau tenI ciMtAmAM hatA. gharanA mukhya mANasane keI bimArI Ave te gharanA badhA ciMtAtura banI jAya che ne ! A te meTA rAjA hatA. eTale emanI rANIo, pradhAne, dAsa-dAsIo badhA ja rAjAnI vedanA maTADavA mATe kaMIka IlAje ne upAya karatA hatA. AvA samaye tapasvIjI padhAryA. keIe temane Adara satkAra na karyo ke pAraNuM na karAvyuM tethI tApasa cAlyA gayA. emane e niyama hato ke teo jene tyAM pAraNuM karavA jAya

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zAradA suvAsa tyAM je pAraNuM thAya te karavuM ne je na thAya te bIjuM mAsamaNa karavuM. eTale tApase bIju mAsamaNa karavAne saMkalpa karyo. A tarapha rAjAne vedanA zAMta thaI gaI eTale tarata ja yAda AvyuM ne pUchayuM ke tapasvIjI AvyA hatA tyAre keIe kahyuM-AvyA hatA paNa Apane khUba vedanA hatI eTale temane keIe pAraNAne bhAva pUche nahi, tethI te cAlyA gayA. rAjAne khUba duHkha thayuM. ahe ! mArA kevA kamabhAgya ke huM lAbha na laI zakyo! ke pApI ! "guNasena rAjA tApasanA Azrame - guNasena rAjAe tApasanA Azrame AvI caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgI. mahArAja !mArA aparAdhane kSamA kare. huM pApI chuM, adhama chuM ke Apane AmaMtraNa ApIne pAraNuM na karAvI zake ! tyAre tApase kahyuM-rAjana! tame ciMtA na kare. pAraNuM na thayuM te saheje mane tapane lAbha maLe. eTale rAjAe kahyuMhave bIjI vakhata mane ja lAbha Apajo. emanA AmaMtraNane tApase svIkAra karyo. bIjI vakhata pAraNAnA divase rAjAne yuddhamAM javAnuM banyuM. eTale pAraNuM na karAvI zakyA. tApase trIjuM mAkhamaNa zarU karyuM. rAjAe tApasa pAse mAphI mAMgIne trIjI vakhata pAraNAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM ne tApase svIkAryuM, paNa rAjAnA evA gADha karmane udaya hatuM ke pitAne pAraNuM karAvavAnA keTalA utkRSTa bhAva heya paNa kaMIne kaMI vinA AvI jAya che. traNa traNa mAsakhamaNanA tapasvI tApasa je divase pAraNuM karavA Ave che te divase rAjAnI rANIe putrane janma Ape. e putrane janma mahotsava ujavavAmAM sau paDI gayA ne pAraNAnI vAta vikRta thaI gaI. utkRSTa bhAvanA hovA chatAM karmoe kevA khela karAvyA ke tApasane koIe AvakAra sarakhe paNa dIdhe nahi. tApasa pAraNuM karyA vinA cAlyA gayA. manamAM krodhane pAra na rahyo ahe! A guNase pahelethI ja mAre vairI che. mArI majAka uDAvanAra che. mane traNa traNa vakhatathI AmaMtraNa ApIne pAraNuM karAvate nathI, ne mArI hAMsI kare che. basa, have mAre pAraNuM karavuM ja nathI. mArA A tapanuM je kaMI phaLa deya te bhabhava huM tene mAranAre thAuM. AvuM niyANuM karyuM. e niyANAnA baLe nava nava bhava sudhI guNasena ane agnizarmA sAMkaDI sagAImAM utpanna thayA. dareka bhavamAM agnizamane jIva guNasenane keI ne kaI rIte mArI nAMkhate hatuM ne guNasenane java khUba kSamA rAkhata. aMte navamA bhave guNasenane:jIva samarAditya kevaLI thaye ne kane kSaya karIne mekSamAM gayA. eka jIve je kSamA rAkhI te chUTakAro thayo. je baMne sarakhA heta te A paraMparA kyAM sudhI cAlata te kevaLI bhagavAna sivAya kaI kahI zake nahi. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanamAM cha jInI vAta cAle che. temAM pUrvabhavanA nehanA kAraNe iSakAra rAjAnI bhRgupurohita pratye khUba kRpAdraSTi hatI. tethI rAjA temane khUba dhana ApatA hatA. bhRgupurohita ane tenI patnI yazA baMne rAjazAhI sukha bhogavatAM hatAM mahArAjAnI maherathI ene saMpattinI kamInA na hatI, paNa saMtAnanA abhAvamAM

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zAradA suvAsa 75 ane mANasAne khUba duHkha hatuM. ahA! pUrvanA puNyadaye badhuM ja che paNa eka dIkarA nI. have banyu evuM ke devalAkamAMthI pelA e devAne cavavAnA samaya Avye. jyAre devalAkamAMthI devAne cavavAnA cha mahinA bAkI rahe che, tyAre tenA kaMThamAM rahelI puSpanI mALA karamAya che. mithyAtvI devAne tyAMthI cavavAnuM thAya tyAre jhUre che paNa samakitIdevA tA mAnavanA bhavane jhaMkhe che. 64 mAnavanA bhavane devatAe jhaMkhatA, svaga nA vilAsa ane ghaNIvAra DaMkhatI, " * jhaMkhanA zenIkarazA ! '" samakitI devA zu' jhaMkhe che? hai prabhu bhale roTalA ne dALa khAvA maLe, jhuMpaDAmAM rahevA maLe paNa jyAM jaina dharma haiAya tyAM mArI janma thajo juo, devane svarganA sukhA DaMkhe che paNa tame evA sukhAne akhA che ne ? kevI viparIta vAta che. jene maLyA che tene 'khe che ne jene nathI maLyA te jha Mkhe che. pelA e devAe jANyu ke have ApaNe ahI thI javAnu che eTale upayega mUkIne jeyuM ke ApaNe ahI thI cIne kayAM jaIzu ? joyuM te khakhara paDI ke ApaNe te brAhmaNane tyAM javAnuM che, joyuM te khakhara paDI ke ApaNe te tyAre vicAra karyo ke brAhmaNa teA pUrA veda-vedAMtane jANakAra che. tyAM ApaNe dIkSA kevI rIte laI zakIzuM...? pahelAthI ja ApaNe tene pramadha karI daie. ema vicAra karIne ane devA mRtyuleAkamAM AvyA ne jyeAtiSInuM rUpa laine yazA bhAryAnI pAse gayA ne kahyuM-he mAtA ! bhUta-bhaviSya ne vata mAna traNe kALanI vAta ame kahI zakIe chIe. joSa jovaDAvavA che? yazA teA taiyAra ja hatI. teNe pUchyu - mahArAja ! mArA kismatamAM putra che ke nahi ? joSI mahArAje tene hAtha joine kahyuMmAtA! tAre e satAna joDale thaze, paNa eka zarata che, te maMjura che? yazA bhA kahe je haze te huM karIza jyAtiSI kahe tamArA mALA mAlapaNAmAM dIkSA leze. brAhmaNIe vicAra karyAM ke putra thayA pachI sAdhu thavAnI vAta che ne ? joyuM jaze, humAM hA kahevAmAM zu vAMdhA che ? eNe kahyuM-bhale. 6: putranA mAhe gAmanA karelA tyAga %0 : have ane jIvA devalAkamAMthI cavIne yazA bhAryonI kukhe AvyA ne gabha`sthiti pUrNa thatAM yazAe mane putrane janma ApyA. jyAtiSInA vacana anusAra khakhara hatI ke kha'ne putro dIkSA leva.nA che paNa jo ene sAdhunA bheTo ja na thavA daie teA dIkSA kevI rIte leze? Ama vicAra karI rAjAnI AjJA laI rAjAnI hadanA bAjunA gAmamAM jaine vasyA ane tyAM tene saMpUrNa sattA maLI. temaNe gAmamAM sAdhu na Ave te rIte gupta geThavaNa karI, ane bALakone kahyuM ke AvA sAdhu hoya tyAM javuM nahi. emane dekhA tyAMthI dUra bhAgI javuM, kAraNa ke te chekarAone upADI jAya che ne nAka, kAna kApIne mArI nAMkhe che. meha kevA bhayaMkara che! ghaNI vAra chekarA raDatA hAya tyAre baheneA kahe che, chAnA rahe nahitara A mahAsatIjI upADI jaze. khele aeTalI ajJAnatA! zuM tamArA chekarA upADI jAya kharA?

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zAradA suvAsa saMta samAgame bALakanA jIvanamAM karela palaTo" - eka divasa baMne bALake ramatA ramatA gAmanI bahAra cAlyA gayA. tyAM jaina munine vihAra karIne jatA joyA. eTale baMne bALake tharathara dhrujI uThayA. DaranA mAryA baMne eka jhADa upara caDhI gayA. bhAvibhAva banyuM evuM ke sAdhu e jhADa nIce beThA, eTale chokarAoe khUba dhrujavA lAgyA ke A sAdhu hamaNAM enA poTalAmAMthI charI, capu, kAtara vigere kADhaze ne ApaNA nAka kAna kApI leze. ApaNuM zuM thaze? muni paDilehaNa kare che paNa chokarAoe charI ke kAtara na joyA eTale temane gabharATa baMdha thayuM. pachI te dhImethI nIce utaryA. sAdhune vaMdana karIne beThA. pachI saMte pUchyuM ke chokarAo ! tame kema dhruje che? tyAre kahe che mahArAja ! tame charI, capu, kAtara rAkhe kharA? amArA jevA chokarAone upADI jAva kharA? mahArAje kahyuM-bhAI! ame te eka seya paNa na rAkhIe te charI ne kAtaranI te vAta ja kayAM! ame kaI chokarAne upADI jaIe nahi. eka kIDIne paNa na dubhavIe te tamArA nAka kAna kevI rIte kApIe ? baMne chokarAo arasaparasa kahe che-ApaNI mAtAe ApaNane beTA bhamAvyA che. kevA sarasa mahArAja che! mahArAje temane dharmane upadeza Ape eTale baMne bALake vairAgyanA raMge raMgAI gayA. bALakee mAMgelI dIkSAnI AjJA:" baMne chokarAoe mAtA-pitA pAse jaIne dakSAnI AjJA mAMgI, tyAre temanA mAtApitAe temane khUba samajAvyA ke beTA! tame cAra veda bhaNe, temAM nipuNa thAo, saMsAra sukha bhogave ne ghera dIkarA thAya pachI dIkSA leje, ApaNuM dharmamAM kahyuM che ke "putrasya tirita" putra vinA je dIkSA le che tene svarga maLatuM nathI. A rIte khUba samajAvyA paNa jene janma-jarA ane maraNane Dara lAge che te kaI rIte vairAgya bhAvathI calita thayA nahi. emane daDha vairAgya jeIne pitAe rajA ApI. sAthe pote vicAra karyo ke mArA kumaLA phula jevA dIkarA je dIkSA le che te mAre saMsAramAM rahIne zuM kAma che? eTale bhRgupurohita paNa dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA, tyAre yazA bhAryA kahe che he nAtha ! tame e chokarAonI sAthe kayAM cAlyA ? e te nAnA che eTale vAMdho nahi paNa tamArI uMmara thaI che. mATe saMyamane be vahana nahi karI zake. mArI vAta sAMbhaLo. mA hu tumaM sothariyANa saMvare, juNNo va haMso paDisottagAmI / muMjAhi bhogAhi mae samANaM, dukkhaM khu bhikkhAyariyA vihAro // 33 // pANInA pUranI sAme cAlanAre vRddha haMsa jema pachIthI jhUre che tema meta kharekhara ! nehIjanene yAda karIne kheda pAmazo ke meM kayAM dIkSA lIdhI ! AbhAra mArAthI vahana tha nathI. enA karatAM hamaNAM gRhasthAzramamAM rahIne mArI sAthe bhega bhogave. bhikSAcarInI

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zAradA suvAsa 77. vATa bahu duHkhada che. A rIte ghaNAM prabhune ApyA paNa bhRgupurohita rekAtA nathI ane baMne vacce vAdavivAda thatAM yazA bhAryAne vairAgya AvI gaye. mAtApitA ane be putre cAre jaNa vaibhavathI chalakatA mahela choDIne saMyama paMthe cAlI nIkaLyA. "iSakAra rAjA sAme kamalAvatIno paDakAraH" A cAra e chatI Rddhi choDIne dIkSA lIdhI te ISakAra rAjAne khabara paDI. eTale tenI saMpatti prajAnA rakSaNa mATe rAjA pitAnA bhaMDAramAM lAve che. kAraNa ke je saMpattine kaI vArasadAra na hoya tene mAlika rAjA bane che. e anusAra bhRgupurohitanI saMpatti gADA ne gADA bharIne rAjyamAM AvavA lAgI. A vAtanI kamalAvatI rANIne khabara paDI. eTale tarata kacerImAM rAjA pAse gayA. rANI kadI bahAra nIkaLyA na hatA. te Aje bharI sabhAmAM AvyA. te joIne rAjA te cakti thaI gayA ke A zuM? rANe ahIM kema AvyA ? tyAM te rANI lAlaghUma AMkha karIne paDakAra karIne kahe che he mahArAjA! brAhmaNa arthanA lebhI hoya, te saMpattine cheDI zake nahi, tene badale gharabAra, mAlamikta anarthakArI lAgyA ne cheDayA te dhana tamAre zuM karavuM che? A te eMThavADa kahevAya. A badhuM bheguM kare che te zuM sAthe laI jaze? " marihisi rAyaM jayA tayA vA, maNorame kAmaguNe pahAya / eko hu dhammo naradeva tANaM, na vijjAhi annamiheha kiMci // 4 // he rAjana ! jyAre ke tyAre A badhA manahara kAmabhAge cheDIne tame maravAnA che. maraNa samaye A badhuM zaraNa rUpa thavAnuM nathI. he narapati! te samaye mAtra eka dharma ja sAce zaraNabhUta thaze, bIjuM kaMI zaraNabhUta thaI zakaze nahi, baMdhuo ! kamalAvatI rANI ISakAra rAjAnI kevI jhATakaNI kADhe che ! game tema te ya strI che. eka strI bharI sabhAmAM AvA zabdo kahI zake kharI? ke he rAjA ! jyAre tyAre tame marI jaze. A amArI baheno kamalAvatI bane te A ISakAra hamaNAM ThekANe AvI jAya je AmAMthI keIka paNa kamalAvatI banaze te jarUra tenA patine kaheze ke nAtha! konA mATe pApa kare che? sAthe zuM laI jazo? ghaNuM kamAyA, have AtmAnuM kare. je upAzraye tame nahi Ave te mAre jamavuM nathI, pachI jeI le ISakAra sIdhA thaI jAya che ke nahi? (hasAhasa). kamalAvatI rANI rAjAne kahe che te rAjA! vameluM dhAnya keNa khAya! kAgaDA ane kUtarA khAya, paNa mANasa na khAya. A saMpatti vamelA AhAra jevI che. tame zA mATe tene grahaNa kare che ? kamalAvatI rANInA jhATakaNI bharelA kaThora zabdo sAMbhaLIne rAjA kahe che te rANI! Aje tane zuM thayuM che? zuM kaMI gAMDI thaI gaI che ke vaLagADa

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zAradA suvAsa vaLage che? ke Ama game tema mArI sAme bolI rahI che? rANI kahe che he rAjana ! mane kaMI vaLagADa nathI vaLa. tamane mehane vaLagADa vaLagya che? rAjA kahe che tamArI vAta ThIka che paNa vicAra kara. je saMpattithI bhaMDAra na chalakAvuM te tamane AvA suMdara rAjabhavanamAM mahAlavA kayAMthI maLaze? rAjAnA zabdo sAMbhaLIne rANI belI. ratnajaDita rAya tAruM pAMjaruM, mAMhI sUDale mane jANa sAMbhaLa he rAjAbrAhmaNanI ThaMDI Rddhimata Adare. he rAjana ! A tamArA rAjabhavana mane baMdhanarUpa lAge che. piopaTane kaI ratnajaDita senAnA piMjarAmAM rAkhe ne dADamanI kaLIo khavaDAve te paNa tene mana e baMdhana lAge che tema mane paNa A rAjamahela sonAnA piMjara jevA lAge che. mATe A saneha rUpI tAMtaNune chedIne, AraMbha parigrahathI mukta banIne huM saMyama mArge prayANa karIza. kamalAvatI rANInA vairAgya bharelA asarakAraka vacane sAMbhaLIne ISakAra rAjAnI meha rUpa nidrA uDI gaI. rAjA vairAgya pAmI gayA. eTale meTuM rAjya ane AkarSaka kAmane cheDIne baMnee dIkSA lIdhI. A rIte ekekanA nimittathI vairAgya pAmIne cha e che e dIkSA laIne kalyANa karyuM. A rIte codamAM adhyayananA bhAva che. paMdaramA adhyayananuM nAma "sa bhikabUmAM che. temAM sAdhue pitAnA cAritramAM kevI rIte sAvadhAna rahevuM joIe te vAtane bhagavAne ullekha karyo che. A saMsAramAM jIvane patananA nimitto ghaNAM che. temAM sAdhake kevI rIte sAvadhAna rahevuM joIe, sAdhaka jIvanamAM upayogI AhAra-vastrAdimAM paNa saMyama rAkhave, sAdhue satkAra, sanmAna, pratiSThAmAM Asakta na banavuM, tenI lAlasA rokavI, maMtra jaMtra vidyA na zIkhavI-ItyAdi vAtane ullekha karyo che. tapazcaryA ane sahiSatA e be AtmavikAsanA gaganamAM uDavAnI pAMkhe che. te pAMkhane khUba saMbhALIne sAthe laIne bhikSu uMce caDe. A badhI sAdhaka jIvanamAM upayogI vAtonuM kathana karyuM che. soLamA adhyayanamAM brahmacarya samAdhinA rathanuM bhagavAne varNana karyuM che. navAvADa vizaddha brahmacarya pALavAne bhagavAne upadeza Ape che. saMpUrNapaNe AtmasvarUpanI prApti mATe jIvanamAM brahmacaryanI khUba AvazyakatA che. brahmacaryanA pAlanathI manuSya maTI moTI siddhio prApta karI zake che. temAM paNa sAdhakanuM brahmacarya kevuM hovuM joIe te vAta kahelI che. sattaramA adhyayanamAM pApazravaNane adhikAra kahyo che. temAM je kaMI sAdhu saMyama lIdhA pachI mAla malIdA khAIne ghaNIvAra sudhI sUI rahe, je AcAryo vinaya mArga zIkhavADe, jJAna bhaNave temanI niMdA kare, pitAne besavAnA pATa, pATalA, zaiyA vigerenuM paDilehaNa na kare, gurU ane vaDIlone vinaya na kare vigere kulakSaNe jenAmAM hoya tene

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zAradA suvAsa jJAnI "pAvAmamtti pujA " pApazramaNa kahe che. AvA pApazramaNanA lakSaNe A adhyayanamAM batAvyA che. vizeSa bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na. 10 aSADa vada 6 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 25-7-78 mamatAnA mAraka, samatAnA sAdhaka, ane viSayenA vAraka evA vItarAga prabhue vizvanA je mATe vAtsalyanA vaheNa vahAvI artharUpe vANI prakAzI ane gaNadhara bhagavaMtee tenI sUtra rUpe gUMthaNI karI paMcama gaNadhara sudhamAM svAmIne temanA pyArA ziSya jaMbusvAmIe vinayapUrvaka vaMdana karIne pUchayuM, he prabhu! bhagavaMte uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM kayA rahasya batAvyA che? tyAre sudharmA svAmI vahAlathI kahetA ke he AyuSyamAna jaMbu ! bhagavAne A pramANe kahyuM che. jene bhUkha lAge che tene bhejana denArA maLI jAya che. jaMbusvAmIne jJAnAmRtanA bhojananI bhUkha lAgI hatI eTale teo vAraMvAra bhagavAnane prazno pUchatAM ane sudhamAM svAmI tenuM samAdhAna karatA. e sudharmA svAmI cAra jJAna, cauda pUrvanA jJAtA hatA. jina nahi paNa jina sarIkhA teo jina nahi paNa jinavara sarIkhA hatAM. sudharmAsvAmI pAMcamAM gaNadhara hatA. bhagavAnanI hayAtImAM nava gaNadhara mekSamAM gayA che. bhagavAna mekSamAM gayA tyAre gautamasvAmI ane sudharmAsvAmI be ja gaNadhare hayAta hatA. temAM bhagavAna mekSamAM gayA e ja samaye gautamasvAmIne kevaLajJAna thayuM. tethI sudharmA svAmI pATe AvyA. jaMbusvAmI jyAre prazna kare tyAre teo kahetA he jaMbu! bhagavAne Ama kahyuM che. jaMbusvAmI vinaya, namratA, saraLatA, kamaLatA Adi aneka guNethI bharelA hatA. emanI belavAnI mIThAza te alaukika hatI. eTale te devane paNa priya lAgatA hatA. kahyuM che ke, "devatAne vallabha lAge evA zrI jaMbusvAmIne jANIe" jaMbusvAmI bele te jANe moDhAmAMthI phUla jhare evuM lAgatuM. eka vinaya ane bIjuM madhura vacana e jagatane jItavAnI ane duzmanane dosta banAvavAnI amUlya jaDIbuTTa che. tamane ema lAgatuM haze ke eka zabda bolavAmAM zuM ? paNa zabdamAM ghaNI zakti rahelI che. "zabda zabda kayA kare nahi hAtha nahiM pAMva, eka zabda ghA rUjhave, eka zabda kare ghA" zabdane koI hAtha ke paga nathI paNa tenAmAM baLa ghaNuM che. vivekahIna eka vacana mitratA teDAve, pati-patnImAM vikhavAda ubhuM kare ane zAMtine nAza kare che. jJAnI purUSa te kahe che ke he mAnava ! zabdono mahimA aparaMpAra che, zabdanI zakti aciMtya che.

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zAradA suvAsa zabdano artha aneka che ane zabdanA bhAva agamya, akathya ane avarNanIya che. zabda dvArA ApaNe ApaNuM bhAva anyane samajAvI zakIe chIe ane bIjAnA bhAvane samajI zakIe chIe. sAta namAM paNa zabda nayanuM eka sthAna alaga che. vyAkaraNa zAstrane AdhAra zabda para nirbhara che. pudgalanI ATha mahAvargaNAomAM eka sUmavargaNA bhASAvargaNa che. zabdanI zakti addabhuta chemAtra eka ja zabda sukha ane duHkhanI paraMparA ubhI kare che. eka zabdathI zAMta manuSya dhI banI jAya che ne kodhI manuSya zAMta bane che. zabdanI asara aNubaMbana dhaDAkA karatAM paNa vadhu bhayaMkara thaI zake che, ane amRtanA svAda karatAM paNa adhika sukha, zAMti ane AnaMda paNa upajAvI zake che. eka zabda khUnakhAra jaMga khelAve ne lehInI nadIo vahAve, mahAbhArata lakhANuM hoya che ke prabhAva che? zabdane ne ? pAMDenI karAmatamAM duryodhananI mUMjhavaNa pAMDee devavimAna je suMdara mahela bAMdhyuM. te jovA mATe duryodhanane AmaMtraNa Apela tethI te jovA AvyuM. e mahelamAM khUba suMdara racanA karI hatI. temAM kAca evI rIte goThavyA hatA ke jyAM daravAjo na hoya tyAM daravAjo dekhAya. pANI hoya tyAM jamIna dekhAya ane jamIna hoya tyAM pANI dekhAya. duryodhana mahelamAM Avyo eTale jyAM daravAje na hatuM tyAM daravAje mAnIne dAkhala thavA gaye te mAthuM athaDAyuM. eka vacane mahAbhArata ubhuM karyuM" AthI draupadInA mukhamAMthI zabda nIkaLyA ke "AMdhaLAnA AMdhaLA ja heya." ATalA zabdothI durmati evA duryodhananA hadayamAM jheranA bIja vavAI gayA. tyArathI eNe gAMTha vALI ke game tema karIne mAre A vairane badale le che. pariNAme bhayaMkara yuddha khelAyA. A mahAbhAratanI vAta thaI. rAmAyaNane paNa A ja prasaMga che. e tame jANe che ne? jyAre ayodhyAmAM zamanA rAjyAbhiSekanI taiyArIo thaI rahI hatI. zaraNAInA sUra sArI adhyAmAM guMjI rahyA hatA. dazaratha rAjA ane prajAnA aMtaramAM AnaMda samAto na hato. e samaye kaikeyIe vacananuM leNuM hatuM te vacana dazaratha rAjA pAse mAgyuM, ke "rAmane vanavAsa ane bharatane gAdI." kaikeyIrANInA ATalA ja zabda sArI adhyA nagarI zokasAgaramAM DUbI gaI. A paNa vacananA kAraNe ja ne? ATalA mATe kahyuM che sajajana ane durjananA vacanamAM aMtara che. sajajana purUSanuM vacana duHkha rUpI agnithI jalatA hRdayane ThAre che ne durjananuM eka vacana zAMtinA sadanamAM mahAlatA jIvenA saMsAramAM dAvAnaLa lagADI de che. A ja eka prasaMga mahAvIra prabhunA jIvanane che. caMDakauzika daSTiviSa sa hate. jenI sAme dRSTi kare tene jhera caDhe ne tarata taraphaDIne marI jAya evuM kAtila viSa tenAmAM

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zAha suvAsa hatuM. tenI bhavyatA jAgI tyAre bhagavAna tyAM gayA. teNe bhagavAnane aMguTha Da kha dIdhe tyAre bhagavAne tene eka ja vacana kahyuM-"bUjhabUjha. caMDa keziyA.? he caMDakauzika bedha pAma. vairathI vaira kadI zamavAnuM nathI. vairanI Aga upara premanA pANIne chaMTakAva kara ATalA zabda bhayaMkara viSadhara caMDakauzika sapane jIvanapalaTo thaI gaye. e sarpa phITIne deva banI gaye. ATalA mATe jJAnI kahe che ke zabdanI zakti amApa che. zabda soya ane kAtaranuM kAma kare che. tame darajIne tyAM jaIne je jo ke seya ane kAtara zuM kAma kare che? kAtara Akhe divasa kApavAnuM kAma kare che ne soya kApelAne sAMdhavAnuM kAma kare che. jyAre darajIne vetaravAnuM kAma pataze tyAre kAtara nIce mUkaze ne seyane mAthAmAM bharAvaze. ene pUchavAmAM Ave ke bhAI! Ama kema karyuM ? te kaheze ke soya judAne bhegA kare che mATe tene mastake caDhAvuM chuM ane kAtara te kApavAnuM kAma kare che. mATe tene nIce mUkuM chuM. kenA jevA banaze? :- devAnupriya ! tamAre seya banavuM che ke kAtara jevA? eka anubhavI kahe che ke - huM kadI kAtara thavA na cAhuM, e kare ekamAMthI aneka, eTale seya jevuM jIvana cAhuM, je kare anekamAMthI eka. huM kyAre kAtara je thavA IcchatA nathI. je ekamAMthI aneka kare che. paNa mAre te seya jevuM jIvana banAvavuM che ke je anekamAMthI eka kare. tamAre kevA banavuM che? tame soya jevA banaje ha. kAtara jevA na banaze. bane te keInuM tUTyuM hoya te seya jevA banIne sAMdhI Aje paNa keIne prema toDavAmAM kAtara jevA na banaze. pula nadrInA be kinArane joDI de che, tema tame paNa madhura vacana belIne tUTelA hRdayane joDI Apaje. zabdanI karAmata keI ajaba che. "zabda saMsAra sAMdhe che ne teDe che. zabada hRdayane bhAMge che ne bhegA kare che. zabdathI premane ullAsa pragaTe che. ne kedhanuM viSa vyApe che. mehanI nidrAmAM sUtelAne zabda jagADe che ane zabdathI mAnavI mAyAnI jALamAM phasAya che." zabdane A prabhAva che. mATe khUba vicArIne zabda bolo. jaMbusavAmI madhura vANI bolatA hatAM. te sivAya temanA jIranamAM ghaNuM guNa rahelA hatA. tethI te devene paNa priya lAge tevA hatA. te ApaNe devone priya lAgIe tevA na banI zakIe te khera ! paNa manuSyane vallabha lAgIe evuM te karI zakIe ne? manuSyane priya banI zake? jenAmAM dayA, dAna, paropakAra, sahiSNutA, dharmamAM zraddhA, sevA vigere sadguNe hoya te ja ne ? tamArA jIvanamAM AvA guNo che ke nahi? jenA jIvanamAM AvA saddaguNa rUpI pupanI saurabha maheMkatI hoya che te A lokamAM saune priya banI jAya che.

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zAradA suvAsa saMghane te sthaMbha bane che. tenA hRdayamAM paNa tenuM sthAna hoya che. evA mANasane maraNa Ave te paNa nAma gabharATa thatuM nathI. e hasate mukhaDe A duniyAmAMthI vidAya le che. hasatA mukhe maraNane bheTanAra eka gAmamAM eka zeDa saMghanA sthaMbha jevA hatA. te dharma khUba karatA. garIbanA belI hatA. tenA ammApiyA hatA. evA zeTha bimAra paDayA. AjubAju traNa cAra mAIlanA aMtare saMte birAjatA hatA. temane khabara paDI ke phalANA zeTha maraNa pathArIe paDayA che. AvA mANaso pratye saMtanA dilamAM lAgaNI vAya che ke AvA saMghanA sthaMbha jevA zrAvaka cAlyA jaze ? cAle, ApaNe temane dharmanA be zabda saMbhaLAvIe. saMte vihAra karI temanI pAse AvyA. A samaye DokaTara zeThane kahe che zeTha! have tame be kalAkanA mahemAna che. mATe tamAre je karavuM hoya te karI le. DaoNkaTara dardInA maDhe je AvuM kahe che tene AghAta lAgI jAya ane be kalAkamAM maravAne hoya te be miniTamAM marI jAya, paNa ahIM AvuM na banyuM. zeThanA mukha upara nAma gabharATa nathI. hasatA cahere kahe che DaoNkaTara ! tame be kalAka te ghaNA kahyA. mane be miniTamAM maraNa Ave te paNa ciMtA nathI. mAre je karavAnuM che te badhuM meM karI lIdhuM che. te uparAMta mArI sAme ubhelA mArA dharmagurUoe mane AtmAnuM jJAna ApyuM che. tethI huM samajuM chuM ke A deha te mAre nathI. A saMpatti, ghara, pratiSThA, patnI, saMtAna A badhA mArA nathI. huM AtmA chuM, avinAzI chuM, ajara amara chuM, AtmAnA anaMta guNe mArA che, mAruM mRtyu nathI. AvA zabda zeThe DaoNkaTarane kahI dIdha. zeThanI nIDaratA ane nirbhayatA joIne DaoNkaTara paNa cakti thaI gayuM ke dhanya che AvA AtmAne! bele, tamArAmAM AvI tAkAta che? are, tamane te kadAca savapna Ave ke huM marI game te paNa dhajArI chUTI jAya, kAraNa ke AvuM AtmajJAna prApta karyuM nathI. ajJAnI chane mRtyune bhaya lAge che. jeNe zarIra, saMpatti ane kuTuMba-parivAra badhAne mArA mAnyA hoya tene cheDIne javAnuM thAya tyAre bhaya lAge, paNa jene mamatva nathI tene bhaya nathI lAgatuM. te hasatA hasatA jAya che. bhaya kene? - eka gAmamAM e rivAja hatuM ke jene rAjA banavuM hoya te bane paNa eka varSa pachI ene rAjagAdIethI daADI mUkavAno ane nadIne pele pAra jaMgalamAM tene mUkI AvavAne. A rIte ghaNuM rAjA thaya ne varSa pUruM thatAM tene jaMgalamAM mUkI AvavAmAM AvyA. eka rAjA evA AvyA ke teNe varSamAM prajAnA hita mATe ghaNAM kAryo karyA ane bIjI tarapha je jaMgalamAM pitAne javAnuM hatuM tyAM teNe mANase mekalIne pitAne mATe suMdara baMgale baMdhAvyuM, khAvApIvAnI sagavaDa karI ane jaMgalane sApha karAvI ghara baMdhAvIne gAma vasAvI dIdhuM, ne jAherAta karI ke jene rahevA javuM hoya te tyAM Ave.

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zAThA suvAsa badhI sagavaDa taiyAra che. varSa pUruM thatAM te rAjAne gAdIethI uThADIne naukAmAM besADyo tyAre temanuM mukha hasatuM hatuM. A samaye khalAsIonA manamAM thayuM ke ApaNe ghaNA rAjAone mUkI AvyA, tyAre teo raDatA hatA ne A rAjA kema hase che? baMdhuo! jeNe pitAne mATe badhI taiyArI karI lIdhI hoya tene Dara hoya khare? "nA." kAraNa ke tyAM badhuM taiyAra che. bele, tamAre hasatA javuM che ke raDatA? jene bhogaviSaya pyArA lAgyA che ne saMsAramAM AnaMda mAne che tevA jIvone javAnuM thAya tyAre zuM lAge ? bhaya, paNa khabara nathI ke saMsAranA sukhe kevA kSaNika che, emAM rAcavA jevuM nathI. A kSaNika sukho jIvane durgatimAM laI janArA che, viSaya-sukha khasanA darda jevA che. je manuSyane khasa ke kharajavAnuM darda lAguM paDatuM heya tenI buddhi kSaNa pUratI mIThAzane AnaMda lUMTavAmAM ane khaNavAmAM hoya che, paNa dardIne nAbUda karavA tarapha hotI nathI, tema AtmAnA hitAhitanA viveka vagaranA mAnavIonI buddhi bhega viSaye bhogavavAmAM hoya che, paNa tenI IcchAone kSaya karavAmAM hatI nathI. eka nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. eka mANasane khasanuM darda thayuM hatuM. ene evI khaNaja upaDe ke na pUcho vAta. caLa Ave tyAre khaNatA tenA hAthanA nakha paNa ghasAI jAya. eka vakhata te jaMgalamAM jatuM hatuM te vakhate khUba caLa upaDI. te vakhate khaNavA mATe kaI sAdhana na hatuM. khaNavA mATe kaI sAdhana zete Amatema phAMphA mAratuM hatuM, tyAre eka vaida tINu aNIdAra taNakhalAne bhAro laIne jate tene sAme maLyo. e taNakhalAne joIne khasanA dardInA manamAM thayuM ke taNakhalA bahu sArA che. tethI teNe vaidane kahyuM-bhAI mane be traNa taNakhalA Apane ! vede tene cAra pAMca taNakhalA ApyA, tyAre te kahe che bhAI! tame mArA upara mahera karI mane taNakhalA ApyA. tamAre jeTale AbhAra mAnuM eTale e che, tyAre vaide kahyuM-bhAI ! emAM AbhAra zene? bhale, tamAre mana enI gaNatrI na hoya paNa mAre mana te A amUlya cIja che. tame te kevA bhAgyazALI che ke tamArI pAse ATalA badhA taNakhalA che. eNe pharIne vaidane pUchyuM ke bhAI! ATalA badhA sarasa aNIdAra taNakhalA kayAM maLe che? vaide kahyuM ke lATa Adi dezamAM puSkaLa pramANamAM AvA tRNa uge che ne tyAM maLe che. vaide pUchyuM ke bhAI! tuM AvuM badhuM mane zA mATe pUche? AvA taNakhalAnI zI jarUra che? tyAre dardIe kahyuM mane khasanuM darda thayuM che enI khaNuja upaDe tyAre khaNavA mATe mAre AnI jarUra che. devAnupriye! tame sAMbhaLe che paNa khyAla rAkhajo ke tame A khasanA dadI jevA te nathI ne? pele vaida kahe che bhAI! tuM A taNakhalA rahevA de. khaNavAthI khasa nahi maTe paNa huM tane triphaLAnI phAkI ApuM chuM. tenuM sevana kare che A khasanuM darda phakta

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zAradA suvAsa sAta divasamAM tane maTI jaze. pachI AnI jarUra ja nahi paDe. tyAre khasane dardI kahe, che bhAI! tuM be e be, have belIza nahi. mAre tArI triphaLA phIphaLa khAvI. nathI. khasanI vyAdhi maTI jAya pachI mArI khaNavAnI majhA ja jatI rahe ne? (hasAhasa) pachI ane anupama AnaMda kyAMthI lUTI zakAya? khasane AvA tIkSNa taNakhalAthI ke hAthanA nakhathI khaNatA je mIThAzane AnaMda lUTI zakAya che te ilekanA sukhane paNa bhUlAvI de te AnaMda che. mATe mAre triphaLane prayoga kare nathI. mAre te A taNakhalA ja joIe che. bhavarUpI khasa maTADavA zeThelA vaida:" saMsArI enI dazA khasanA dardI jevI che. saMsArI jIne bhavarUpI khasane roga lAgu paDe che. tenA kAraNe viSayavAsanAnI mIDI khaNaja upaDe che, ane saMsArI che tene viSayabhogarUpI taNakhalAthI zAMta karavA Icche che, paNa aMdaranI bhogatRSNA kadI viSayabho thI zamatI nathI. e te jema agnimAM ghI nAMkhIe tema agni vadhu jAjavalyamAna bane che, tema bhoga bhogavavAthI bhogatRSNa vadhavAnI che. jarA vicAra kare. develekanA divya sukhe jIve anaMtI vAra bhagavyA che, chatAM gaMdhAtI gaTara jevA viSayasukha jIvane priya lAge che. jIvanuM kevuM ajJAna che! jJAnadazAthI vAsanAne jItI zakAya che. viSayonA sevanathI te bhogatRSNa vadhe che. jema pelA khasanA dadIne vaide kahyuM-bhAI! huM tane triphaLAnI phAkI ApuM chuM. tuM tenuM sevana kara te tAruM darda mULamAMthI maTI jaze, tema tamane paNa tamArA sadurbhAgye saddagurU rUpI vaidane samAgama thayela che. te tamane kahe che he bhavya ! viSaya sevanathI tamArI khaNaja zAMta nahi thAya. ame tamane eka auSadhi ApIe tenuM tame sevana kare te tamAre bhaga mULamAMthI nAbUda thaI jAya. e davA triphaLA kaI che te tame jANe che? tamane pelI triphaLA zenI bane te khabara che paNa saddagurU pAse kaI triphaLA che tenI khabara nathI. saddagurU kahe che tame jJAna-darzana-cAritra rUpI triphaLAnuM sevana kare. amArI pAse taiyAra che. tame mAge eTalI ja vAra che, tyAre saMsArI jI kahe che ke gurUdeva ! bhavarUpI khasane rega maTI jAya pachI jiMdagIne AnaMda ja kayAM rahe! ne A viSayasukha bhogavavAne kayAMthI maLe? A chokarA, patnI vagara ? game? (hasAhasa) amAre tamArI triphaLA joItI nathI. are mUrkhanA saradAre! A kSaNika sukhomAM tamane ATale badhe AnaMda kema Ave che? emAM zuM hAMdha banI gayA cho? A AnaMda ane sukha te eka bindarUpa che. jyAre mokSamAM te paramAnaMda che. te silvarUpa che. A vAta kaI haLukama jIvane samajAya che. jema pele khasane dardI khaNaja khaNavAmAM AnaMda mAne che tema bhAre kamI che duHkhamAM sukha mAne che. atyAra sudhI te samajyA nahi paNa have tamane A vAta samajAtI hoya te haju bAjI hAthamAM che, tyAM sudhImAM cetI jAo. haju tame dhAre te karI zake tema che, bIjuM na karI zake te khera, brahmacaryanuM pAlana te kare.

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', zAradA suvAsa 85 baMdhue ! jJAnI bhagava MtAnA vacanAnusAra tamane kahu chuM ke jJAna, darzana, cAritranI triphaLAnuM sevana karyA vinA tamArA bhavaroga maTavAne nathI. cAritra laI zako teA uttama che paNa jo cAritra na laI zake te amuka uMmara thAya eTale brahmacaya nuM pAlana te karavuM joie. bhAgethI nivRtta thavuM joIe. eka jamAnA evA hatA ke mAlusane pacAsa varSa purA thAya eTale te sa sAranI pravRttithI nivRtta khanI jatA. pacAsa varSa pachI keTalAmuM varSa Ave ? (AAtAmAMthI avAja : ekAvana) ekAvanamAM varSomAM praveza thAya eTale mANasA vanamAM jaIne tapa karatA hatA. pacAsa varSa pUrA thAya eTale tame kaheA hai| ne ke ame vanamAM pravezyA. tame ATalA badhA beThA che. temAMthI keTalA vanamAM pravezI cUMTacA che ? ( zreAtAmAMthI avAja : sAheba, ghaNAM ya) te ghaNAMmAMthI keTalAe nivRtti lIdhI che ! ame tamane triphaLAnI phAkI sAmethI vinA cAje ApIe chIe te ya tamane levAnuM mana thatuM nathI. kyAM sudhI viSayeAnA gulAma banIne paDayA rahezeA : ekAvana, bAvanathI sATha sudhInA kALa e vananeA kALa gaNAya che. vanamAM nahi cetA te kayAre cetA ? cetA ane saMsAramAM khUcelA raheze ane sATha varSanI kiMmata nahiM rahe. sATha pachI a ve ekasaTha. azuddha bhASAmAM gharaDA mANusene pUchavAmAM Ave ke tamArI uMmara keTalI thaI? thayA ne have ekaTamu' beThuM. eka haTa eTale tame samajyA ? mAhaTa eTale e huDa (huDa huDa), cAre bAjuthI tame haDa haDa varSa thayA ne gharamAM zAMtithI beThA haze te dIkarAnI vahu enA mAmAne kahevA mAkalaze ke jA, khApAne kahI Ava ke gharamAM ne gharamAM besI raheA che! teA thADI vAra dukAne jaI Ave. jo DosA gharamAMthI naya te vahune chUTathI je kAma karavuM hoya te karI zakAya. eTale bApA bicArA dukAne gayA, tyAre dIkarA kahe che ke khApujI! have jo tamAre dhaMdhAmAM mAthu... mAravAnI jarUra nathI. ame kharAkhara taiyAra thaI gayA chIe, tyAre mApa kahe ke dIkarAe ! hajI tame nAnA kahevAe. huM je karI zaku te tame na karI zake. eTale dIkarAo kahe che ke bApA ! tame zuM samajo, ame tamArAthI savAyA chIe, jarAya citA na karaze. tame upAzraye jaine zAMtithI dharma dhyAna karo. ( hasAhasa ). : vananA kALamAM jo tame nahi uMmara thaze pachI tamArI kAMI ekasaThane ekaTa kahe che. te kaheze ke sATha pUrA ekaDaTa eTale haDa ane thavAnA. ekasaTha, khAsaTha juo, ghaDapaNamAM kevI dazA thAya che! zAMtithI beThA hatA te vahue huDa huDa karIne dukAne mAkalyA ane dukAne gayA tA karAee upAzraye meAkalyA. jyAM gayA tyAMthI huDa huDa thayA ne ! tenA karatAM pahelethI samajIne ja cheDI devu' zu khATu ? je Apa kadI upAzrayanA pagathIyA caDhayA na heAya tene have dIkarA kar3e upAzraye jAe, te game kharu'! hA, rAja kalAka AvatA hAya, dhama samajatA hoya te game. mAkI na game.

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s zAradA suvAsa AvI rIte haDa haDa thaIne cheDavAno vakhata Ave tenA karatAM svecchAthI cheDI devuM temAM ja zUravIratA che. svecchAthI cheDavAmAM samAdhi che ne parANe choDavAmAM saMtAya che. saMsAranA sukha tamane cheDIne cAlyA jAya tenA karatAM tame tene svecchAthI choDI deze te cittanI samAdhi prApta thaze. tame vRddha thaze te haDa haDa thazo paNa amArA sAdhu vRddha thaze te kaI haDa haDa nahi, kare paNa zive premathI sevA karaze. mATe je A gharamAM samajIne AvI jAo to tenA jevuM rUDuM kaMI nathI. (zretAmAMthI avAja ? hAjI. hA-badhuM samajIe chIe.) hA... hA kare che te zA mATe saMsAramAM paDayA rahyA che? AvI jAo ne ! (hasAhasa) baMdhuo ! tamArA mahAna puNyadaya che ke bhagavAnanA devavaMzI dUte tamane sAmethI jAgRta karavA Ave che. dezamAM te kaMIka gAma evA che ke jyAM saMtanA pagalA thatA nathI. supAtre dAna devAtuM nathI te pachI cemAsA te kyAMthI maLe? tamane te badhe vega maLe che. jeTaluM thAya teTaluM tame karI zake tema che te zA mATe pramAda kare che? zarIramAM zakti hoya te tapazcaryA karI le. e vicAra na karaze ke mAre mAsa khamaNa te karavuM che paNa atyAre nahi, pachI karIza, paNa pachI ApaNI hayAtI ahIM haze ke nahi tenI khAtrI che? "nA." te have kAlano vizvAsa na kare. dharmanA kAryo kAle karavAnA che te Aje je karI le ne Aje karavAnuM hoya te hamaNuM karI le, paNa maLelI taka cUkaze nahi. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA aDhAramAM adhyayanamAM saMyati rAjAne adhikAra che. saMpati rAjAnuM nAma te ghaNuM sAruM che. saM+pati. je badhA nI sArI rIte yatnA kare, rakSaNa kare te saMyati kahevAya, paNa A saMyati dharmathI ajANa hovAthI zikAranA ghaNA zokhIna hatA. eka vakhata saMyati rAjA caturaMgI senA sAthe laIne kAMpilya kezara nAmanA udyAnamAM zikAra karavA mATe AvyA. rAjAne mana zikAra eka ramata hatI paNa udyAnamAM mRgAdi nirdoSa bicArA pazuo trAsathI bhayabhIta banIne AmathI tema deDavA lAgyA. kAraNa ke maravuM ke game? saune jIvavuM game che, paNa rAjAnA dilamAM dayAdevIne badale nirdayatAe sthAna jamAvyuM hatuM. eTale temane keInI dayA na AvI. zikAra karatAM maLelI zikSA :-azva upara besIne rAjAe ghaNAM mRgalAone vIMdhI nAMkhyA. eka vakhata evuM banyuM ke eka mRgane bANa mAryuM. bANa mAryA pachI rAjA te vIMdhAyelA mRganI pAse AvyA. mRga te taraphaDatuM hatuM. tyAM tenI pAse teNe padmAsane dhyAnAvasthAmAM beThelA eka munirAjane joyA. munine joIne rAjA camakyA. temanA manamAM thayuM ke zuM A munine mRga haze ! je emane mRga haze te mAruM AvI

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zAradA suvAsa 87 banaze. kAraNa ke A gI-mahAtmAo pAse ghaNuM zakti hoya che. A jANaze ke rAjAe mArA mRgane mArI nAMkhe che te e mArA upara ke pAyamAna thaze ne mane zrApa Apaze te? eTale te muninA caraNamAM paDIne pitAnA aparAdhanI mAphI mAMgavA lAgyA ke, he munirAja ! mane mApha kare. huM pApI chuM. mane khabara nahi ke Apane mRga che. mArAthI tene vadha thaI gayela che. ema khUba karagaryA paNa muni te dhyAnamAM hatA eTale kaMI javAba na ApyuM. tethI rAjAne bhaya vadhe ne karagarIne kahe che ke he bhagavAna! huM saMyati nAmane rAjA chuM. Apa mane kaMIka kahe. kAraNa ke Apa bolatA nathI eTale mane te bahu bIka lAge che ke e "dudhe te gaLaHIT datta rohizo " kupita thayela aNagAra potAnI zaktinA prabhAvathI karoDe manuSyane bALI nAMkhe paNa rAjAne khabara nathI ke jaina munie AvA pazuone pALe nahi ane AvA gIzvarene tapazcaryA dvArA aneka prakAranI siddhio prApta thAya paNa tene teo durUpayega kare nahi, paNa rAjAne AvI jANa nahi hevAthI te bhayabhIta banIne dhrujavA lAgyA. | muninA vacanothI jAgRta banelA rAjA" -e muninuM nAma gaI bhALI muni hatuM. teo jyAre dhyAnamAMthI mukta thayA tyAre rAjAne caraNamAM paDIne karagaratA joyA. bIjI tarapha mRgane vIMdhAyeluM che. eTale paristhiti samajI gayA ne bolI uThyA ke abhao patthivA tumbhaM, abhayadAyA bhavAhiya / aNicce jIva logammi, kiM hiMsAe pasajjasi // 11 // he rAjana! tane abhaya he ! ane tuM paNa have abhayadAnane dAtA banI jA. anitya evA A jIvalekamAM hiMsAnA kAryomAM tuM zA mATe Asakta thAya? tyAgI sAte keInI zehamAM taNAtA nathI. satya vAta samajAvI de che. e te pitAnA A mAnI khumArImAM masta rahe che ne bIjAne potAnA jevA banAve che. gIe rAjAne kahyuM- jema, mArA bhayathI tuM mukta thaye tema tuM paNa sarva ne tArA bhayathI mukta kara. abhayadAna jevuM eke ya uttama dAna nathI. kSaNika evA manuSya jIvanamAM ghora pApe zA mATe kare che? muninA ATalA ja zabdoe saMyati rAjAne jAgRta karyA. rAjAe vicAra karyo ke saMsAramAM te pApa, pApa ne pApa ja che. tyAM huM badhA ane abhayadAna kevI rIte ApI zakuM? sAdhu banI jAu te ja badhA ne abhayadAna ApI zakAya. eTale tyAM ne tyAM saMyati rAjA vairAgya pAmI gayA, pachI cAritra aMgIkAra karI mahAna mahAtmA banyA. have vadhu bhAva avasare.

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! zAradA suvAsa vyAkhyAna naM. 11 aSADa vada 8 ne gurUvAra tA. 27-7-78 anaMtajJAnI, zAsanapati, gelekaya prakAzaka bhagavaMte parama purUSArtha karI, AtmA uparathI karmone kacarAne sApha karIne kevaLajJAnanI jota pragaTAvIne jagatanA jIne kahyuM ke he AtmAo! A mAnavajIvananI eMdhI ghaDIe cAlI jAya che mATe jIvananI ghaDIne oLakho. jIvananI ghaDIne oLakhI kayAre kahevAya? jIva pagalAnaMdI maTIne AtmAnaMdI bane tyAre. tame savArathI UThIne kenI sevA kare che? AtmAnI ke pudgalanI ? bele, tame badhA mana beThA che eTale nakkI thAya che ke tame pudgalanA pUjArI che. pudgalane pUjArI savArathI uThIne sAMja sudhI pudgalanI pUjA kare che. savAre uThIne dAtaNa karavuM, snAna karavuM, cA-pANI karavA-A badhI pugalanI pUjA che ne? Aje moTA bhAganA manuSya A rIte pugalanI pUjA karyA kare che. temAM jIvananA kiMmatI samayane veDaphI nAMkhe che. bhakta bhagavAnane pikAra karIne kahe che - A dehanI pUjAmAM, dinarAta vItAvuM chuM, kiMmatI samaya jIvanane rAkhamAM mIlAvuM chuM, acAnaka deha maravAno, pharI AtmA rajhaLavAne, pachI mujane ugaravAno, nathI saMvega maLavAne; adhUrA rahe abharakhA, evA kadama uThAvuM chuM....A dehanI pUjAmAM... - he bhagavAna! mAruM zuM thaze? huM te A saMsAramAM e gUMcavAI gaye chuM ke mane tArI bhakina karavAne samaya ja maLatuM nathI. mananI manamAM rahI jaze ne acAnaka bIstrA uThAvavAno samaya AvI jaze jJAnI kahe che ke e vakhata AvyA pahelAM cetI jajo. jeTalI pudgalanI ciMtA che teTalI AtmAnI nathI. tamAre bahAragAma javAnuM heya tyAre agAuthI tamArA zrImatIjIne kahI rAkhe che ke mArA mATe bega, bI ane mAtAne Dabbo taiyAra karaje. are daMtamaMjana, hajAmata karavAne sAmAna badhuM begamAM mUkI deje. bhUlatA nathI (hasAhasa) paNa kaI ema kahe che ke patharaNuM, guccha ne muhapatti begamAM mUkajo. koI haLukarmI jIva ema kahete haze. bAkI te patharaNA ne gucchA kayAMya rakhaDatA heya. baMdhuo ! tame vadhu kaMIne karI zako te khera, paNa jainakuLamAM janmelA bhAgyavAnane dararoja eka sAmAyika karavI e niyama have joIe. sAmAyikanA svarUpane je tame samajyA haze to tamane ema thaze ke zuM eka sAmAyikamAM ATale badhe lAbha che? bhagavatIsUtramAM bhagavAne sAmAyikanA arthanI vyAkhyA karatAM kahyuM che ke, "bApA ne sAmAghaAmA e ja jJAna che, AtmA e ja darzana che ne AtmA e ja cAritra

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zAradA suvAsa che, ne AtmA e ja sAmAyika che. kadAca tamArA manamAM ema thaze ke zuM jeTalA AtmAo che te badhA sAmAyika che? nA, ema nathI paNa jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke, "samatA bhAvamAM sthita je AtmA te sAmAyika, sarva sAvadha vyApArane dezathI ke sarvathI tyAga karIne samatA bhAvamAM sthita banele je AtmA te sAmAyika che ane jemAM samatAnI Avaka thayA kare tenuM nAma sAmAyika." jenAmAM bhArobhAra kaSAye bharelI hoya, vAtavAtamAM ugra thaI jatuM hoya tevA AtmAne sAmAyika na kahevAya, paNa jenA kaSA pAtaLA paDatA jAya te AtmAmAM samatA. AvatI jAya tene sAmAyika kahevAya. jyAre kaI paNa vastu ke vyakti pratye rAga na rahe ane keInA pratye manamAM dveSa na rahe tyAre AtmA vItarAga bane che. sAmAyikanA abhyAsathI AtmA vItarAga banI zake che. bhagavAne pAMca prakAranuM cAritra batAvyuM che. temAM jyAre saMyamI dIkSA le che tyAre tene paheluM sAmAyika nAmanuM cAritra ApavAmAM Ave che ane vaDI dIkSA apAya che tyAre chede pasthApanIya cAritra ApavAmAM Ave che. pachI A sAdhaka AgaLa vadhato vadhato yathAkhyAta cAritramAM AvI jAya paNa emAM sAmAyika cAritra te che ja. ApaNA jinazAsanamAM sAmAyikano mahimA aparaMpAra che. jema cauda pUrvano sAra navakAra maMtramAM che tema AkhI e dvAdazAMgIne sAra sAmAyikamAM che. dararoja savAranA praharamAM uThIne karoDa sonAmaherenuM dAna ApanAra karatAM samatA bhAvamAM rahIne sAmAyika karanAra adhika phaLa meLave che. paNa A sAmAyika kevI hovI joIe. daza mananA, daza vacananA ane bAra kAyAnA e batrIza doSa TALIne zuddha sAmAyika karavI joIe. sAmAyikanuM phaLa keTaluM mahAna che! bhagavAne kAnI sAmAyika vakhANa hatI te jANe che ne ? puNIyA zrAvakanI. e puNIyA zrAvakanuM jIvana kevuM pavitra hatuM. tenA jIvanamAM keTalo saMteSa hate. puNI zrAvaka meTo zrImaMta na hate. te puNIye kAMtIne reja mAtra sADA bAra dokaDA kamAtuM hatuM. temAM te zAMtithI pitAnI jIvanayAtrA calAvatA hatA. ATalI ochI AvakamAM temaNe kadI koIne moDhe daNa reyA nathI, ane tamAre te game teTalI Avaka na hoya! paNa jyAre juo tyAre ema ja kahetA che ke zuM karIe ? meghavArI khUba vadhI gaI che. ATalI AvakamAM mAMDa pUruM thAya che, ane puNIyA zrAvake te evI saMtoSavRtti jIvanamAM keLavI hatI ke adhika parigraha meLavavAnI manamAM icchA paNa thaI nathI. e te eka ja vAta samajatA hatA ke jeTale parigraha vadhAre teTalI ciMtA ne upAdhi vadhAre. puNa zrAvaka garIba hate paNa enuM dila dilAvara hatuM. je divase vadhamInI bhakti na maLe tyAre temanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jatA hatAM. zreNIka mahArAjAne paNa puNIyA zrAvaka pratye mAna hatuM. eTale zreNIka mahArAjAe vahepArIone khAnagImAM kahI

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zAradA suvAsa rAkhyuM hatuM ke A zrAvakane ochA bhAve mAla Ape. A vAtanI jyAre puNIyA zrAvakane khabara paDI tyAre teNe vahepArIone tyAMthI rUnI puNIo kharIdavAnuM baMdha karyuM. AvI nispRhatA AvavI e sAmAyikanuM kharuM phaLa che. puNI zrAvakanA jIvanamAM samatA ane nispRhatA e baMne mukhya guNa hatA. e guNa emane sAmAyikamAMthI prApta thayA hatA. tethI ja bhagavAne emanI sAmAyika vakhANI hatI ane mahArAjA zreNika tenI sAmAyikanuM phaLa levA gayA hatA. devAnupriye? zreNika mahArAjA keIsAmAnya na hatA. kSAyaka samaktinA dhaNI hatA. tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdhyuM hatuM. AvA tIrthaMkaranA AtmAne paNa karelA karmo bhogavyA vinA chUTaka re, thatuM nathI. bhavAne kahyuM che ne ke, "kALa krammAna mo gathi" karelA karmo bhogavyA vinA jIvane chUTakAre thatuM nathI. zreNIka rAjAne narakanA AyuSyane baMdha paDe hate. tethI pahelI narake gayA. cirAzI hajAra varSo sudhI narakanA bhayaMkara duHkhe bhegavavAnA che. tyAM evuM nathI ke A tIrthakarane AtmA che te ene ochI sajA thaze. tyAM te sau sarakhA che. TUMkamAM ApaNe te eTaluM samajavuM che ke je bhAvina tIrthaMkaranA AtmAne paNa naSkamAM AvA bhayAnaka dukhe bhegavavA paDe che te pachI je AtmAo pApa karIne AnaMda mAne che temane kevI AkarI sajA bhogavavI paDaze ! baMdhuo ! AyuSyanA baMdha paDayA hoya te pharatA nathI, tema zreNIka rAjA paNa AyuSyanA baMdha pramANe narake gayA paNa eka sAmAyikanuM phaLa keTaluM che te samajI gayA ne ! pannavaNAjI sUtramAM gautamasvAmIe bhagavAnane prazna karyo ke he bhagavAna! eka muhurta zaddha samakti sahita sAmAyika kare te tenuM zuM phaLa maLe tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM ke he gautama! bANuM karaDa, ogaNasATha lAkha, paccIsa hajAra, navaso paccIsa palyopama ane eka popamanA sAta bhAga karIne temAMthI traNa bhAga jhAjherA zubha devatAnuM AyuSya bAMdhe. samakti sahitanI zuddha sAmAyikamAM keTalo badhe lAbha che! tamane je A vAta gaLe utaratI hoya te have AvI zuddha sAmAyika kare. jyAM sudhI zarIra sAruM che tyAM sudhI tame dhArazo teTaluM karI zakaze. parAdhInapaNe A jIve ghaNuM kaSTa veDyuM che paNa AtmAnA sukha mATe svAdhInapaNe jIve sahana karyuM nathI. gAya, bheMsa, ghoDA vigere pazuone eno mAlika khAvAnuM na Ape ne bhUkhyA rahevuM paDe te tene tapa gaNAya khare? e te DhoranI lAMghaNu kahevAya, ane tame jo vecchApUrvaka eka navakArazI, rizI, deDha-be rizI, upavAsa, ekAsaNuM kare te kevo mahAna lAbha meLave. ATalA mATe tamane vAraMvAra kahIe chIe ke tame je kaMI choDe te svecchAthI ne samajaNapUrvaka choDa. tapa, saMyama dvArA sva. AtmA upara vijaya meLave. sUyagaDAyaMga sUtranA AThamA adhyayanamAM bhagavAna pharamAve che ke

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zAradA suvAsa jahA kummo sa aMgAi, sae dehe samAhare / evaM pAvAI mehAvI, ajjhapeNaM samAhare // kAcabo jema pitAnA avayavone pitAnA zarIramAM saMkecI le che tema AtmAthI purU pApakarmone mArge athavA asaMyamane mArge jatI pitAnI Indriyone ane manane saMyama vaDe saMkecI le che. saMyamI AtmA A bhavamAM ne bhavabhavamAM sukhI thAya che. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtrane adhikAra zarU karyo che. temAM paNa saMyamI AtmAonI ja vAta cAle che. gaI kAle saMyati rAjAnI vAta karI hatI. have egaNasamA adhyayanamAM mRgAputrane adhikAra Ave che. mRgAputranuM adhyayana te ghaNuM moTuM che. temAM mRgAputra dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA tyAre temanI mAtAe saMyama mArgamAM kevA kevA ko paDaze, saMyama mArga ke kaThina che tenuM varNana karyuM che. mRgAputre paNa temanI mAtAne kevA uttara ApyA che, naraka gatimAM jIve kevA kevA duHkho veDyA che tenuM AbehUba varNana kareluM che, te TUMkamAM kahIza. sugrIva nAmanA eka samRddha nagaramAM balabhadra nAmanA rAjA hatA ne mRgAvatI nAmanI temanI paTTarANI hatI. saMsAra sukha bhogavatAM temane eka putra thaye. tenuM nAma balazrI pADayuM hatuM, paNa mRgAvatI rANIne putra hovAthI tene mRgAputra kahIne bolAvatA hatA. eTale te mRgAputra tarIke prasiddha thaye hate. mRgAputra enA mAtApitAne atyaMta priya hate. samaya jatAM te bhaNI gaNIne yuvAna bane. lagna thayA pachI naMdaNe so u pAsAe, kIlae saha isthihi / deve do gundage ceva, niccaM muiya mANaso // 3 // deguMdaka devenI mAphaka manahara ramaNIo sAthe haMmezA naMdana nAmanA mahelamAM AnaMdapUrvaka krIDA karatuM hatuM. enA mahelanA eMyataLIA te maNa ane ratnathI jaDelA hatA. AvI apAra saMpatti ane suMdarIothI gherAyele te saMsAranA apAra sukhamAM khUcele hate. eka vakhata mRgAputra mahelanA jharUkhe ubhA hatA. te vakhate temaNe tapa, saMyama, jJAna dhyAnathI yukta, evA guNonI khANa rUpa paMca mahAvratadhArI saMtane tyAMthI pasAra thatA joyA. mRgAputra animeSa daSTithI e saMtanI sAme joI rahyA. munine jenAM temane vicAra AvyuM ke meM pUrve AvuM svarUpa yAMka joyuM che. A pramANe ciMtavatA zubha adhyavasAya jAgRta thayA ane mehanIya karma upazAMta thavAthI tyAM ne tyAM temane jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. pitAnA pUrvabhave najara samakSa dekhAvA lAgyA. AthI temane saMyama mArga pratye prIti thaI ne saMsAranA viSaya sukha pratye virakti thaI tethI te ramaNIonA mahelethI nIkaLIne mAtAnA mahele gayA ne mAtAne page lAgIne kahe che

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zAradA suvAsa mAtA anumati ApIe cha laIzuM saMyama bhAra, paMca ratana muja sAMbharyA che... karIzuM tenI sAra...ho.... he mAtAjI! pUrvabhavamAM meM paMca mahAvrata rUpa saMyama dharmanuM pAlana karyuM hatuM tevuM mane smaraNa thayuM che. tethI huM naraka-tiryaMca ItyAdi dukhethI bharelA saMsAra samudrathI nivRtta thavA IcchuM chuM. mATe he mAtA ! mane AjJA Ape te huM pavitra pravajyA aMgIkAra karIza. A sAMbhaLI mAtA vicAramAM paDI gaI. thoDI vAra pahelA je ramaNIonI sAthe khela khelI rahyo hato te ATalI vAramAM kayAMthI vairAgI banI gayo? A mArA dIkarAne zuM thaI gayuM? mehaghelI mAtA kahe che. tane keNa bheTI gayuM ? arere... dIkarA ! tuM zuM belI rahyo che? mAtAne khUba AghAta lAgyuM ne vacana suNa beTA taNuM cha, jananI dharaNI DhaLaMta, citta vaLyuM nava eAraDe che, nayaNe nIra jharata.... re jAya tuma viNa ghaDI re cha mAsa putranA vacana sAMbhaLIne mAtA dharatI upara DhaLI paDI. dAsIoe zItaLa pANI chAMTavA, pavana nAMkhe eTale mRgAvatI rANI bhAnamAM AvIne besavA lAgyA ke he dIkarA ! tArA vinA mane kSaNavAra gamatuM nathI. huM tane eka ghaDI vAra na jeuM te mane ema lAge che ke meM cha mahinAthI tAruM mukha joyuM nathI. te huM tane dIkSAnI rajA kevI rIte ApuM ? vaLI he dIkarA ! Ama ekadama dIkSA na levAya, dIkSA khAMDAnI dhAra che. tuM te keTale badhe sukamaLa che ! tAruM A sukomaLa zarIra saMyama mArgamAM AvatA kaSTo sahana karI zake tevuM nathI, tyAre mRgAputra kahe che te mAtA ! tuM mane kahe che ke saMyamamAM bahu kaSTa che paNa saMbhaLa. mAre AtmA naraka gatimAM ghaNuM vAra gayo. tyAM paramAdhAmIoe mane karavatathI kApe, bhAlAthI vIM, agnimAM ze, gaLAmAM phaDaphaDatuM garama sIsu reDayuM, UMcA jhADethI pachADa, gaLe paththaranI zIlA bAMdhIne mane pANImAM DUbADaze. te samaye huM karUNa svare rUdana karatuM hatuM ke mane koI bacAve..bacAve, paNa kaI mane bacAvavA mAM AvyuM. e narakanA duHkhane yAda karuM chuM ne mane dhrujArI chUTe che. enuM varNana karatAM pAra Ave tema nathI. mATe A duHkhothI chUTavA mATe je kaI sAdhana hoya te saMyama che. mAtA ! tuM mane jaladI AjJA Apa. mArI ekeka kSaNa lAkheNuM jAya che. baMdhuo! jene saMsAra dAvAnaLa ane kuMbhAranA nibhADA ne lAge che tene eka kSaNa paNa saMsAramAM rahevuM gamatuM nathI. mRgAputra kahe che te mAtA ! mArI ekeka kSaNa kiMmatI jAya che. mane jaladI rajA Ape, tyAre emanI mAtA raDatI raDatI eka pachI eka lIle kare che. he dIkarA! saMyama mArga talavAranI dhAra para cAlavA jevuM che. mINanA

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zAradA suvAsa dAMte leDhAnA caNA cAvavA jevA che, veLunA koLIyA jevA saMyama mAga nirasa che. moDhethI kothaLAmAM havA bharavI duSkara che tema bharayuvAnImAM sayama pALavA duSkara che. mATe tu' samajI jA ane A tArI strIonA sAmu tA jo ekaekathI caDhiyAtI apsarA jevI patnIone rAvaDAve che ane tArI mAtA te anarAdhAra raDe che. tenI tane dayA nathI AvatI ? pahelAM tamAruM mAthu sheja duHkhe teA tu kaiMka karatA hatA ne Aje hu' ATalI bebhAna khanI jA' chuM teA paNa vajra jevuM kaThora hRdaya karIne ubhA rahyo che! tyAre mRgAputra kahe he mAtA ! meM eTalI badhI mAtAe karI che ke tenA pIdhelA dUdhathI dariyA bharAya ne mArA maraNa pachI je AMsu saryo che tenAthI paNa dariyA bharAya vaLI tuM kahe che ke huM dIkarA! tuM tyAM mAMdA paDIza tyAre taruM koNa ? dare hai mAtA ! vanavagaDAmAM bicArA mRgalA ekalA ja vicare che ne ? tyAM enI sArasabhALa levA koNa jAya che? ene khAvApItrAnu koI Ape che? e mAMdA paDe tyAre ene davA koNa Ape che ! eganbhUe araNNeva, jahA u caraI mige / evaM dhammaM carissAmi, saMjameNa taveNa ya // ( utta. a 19 gAthA-78) jema jaMgalamAM mRga ekalA sukhethI vicare che tema saMyama ane tapazcaryAM vaDe huM ekAkI cAritra dhamamAM sukhapUrvaka vicarIza. A pramANe mRga putre temanI mAtAnA ekeka praznonA jaDakhADa javA" ApyA. AthI mAtApitAnuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayu' ne dIkSAnI AjJA ApI, vairAgInI kaseATI tA thAya che pazu je kasoTImAM dRDha rahe che tenI jIta avazya thAya che. mRgAputranI jIta thaI eTale jema vastra para lAgelI dhULane kha'kherI nAMkhe tema teo samRddhi, dhana mitrA, patnIe ane svajanone badhAne cheDIne nIkaLI gayA, ane pAMca mahAvrata, pAMca samiti, traNa guptiethI yukta banI bAhya-AbhyaMtara tapazcaryAmAM ughamavaMta banI ghaNAM varSoM saMyama pALI a Mte eka mAsanu aNusaNu karI siddhagatine pAmyA. mRgAputranA adhikAra TUMkamAM kahyo. have vIsamA adhyayanamAM zreNIka rAjA ane anAthI muninI vAta Ave che. zreNIka rAjA ane anAthI muninuM milana kayAM ane kevI rIte thayuM te vAta A adhyayanamAM batAvI che. zreNIka rAjA pahelethI jainadhI na hatA. pahelAM te e bauddha dharmI hatA. jyAM sudhI jIvane sadgurUnA cega maLatA nathI tyAM sudhI jIvanuM ajJAna TaLatu nathI. sadgurU sAcA bhemIyA che. vaTemArgu gaDha jaMgalamAM bhUlA paDayo hoya, bhUkha-tarasa, garamI ane thAkathI AkuLa vyAkuLa-banI gayA hAya, dizA sUjhatI na hoya, evA samaye kaI mANasa ene sAce mAga khatAve te kevA AnaMda thAya ! tenA mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI

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zAradA suvAsa paDe ke bhagavAna tamAruM bhaluM kare. tamAre upakAra kadI nahi bhUluM. A te eka dravya mArga batAvyuM paNa ApaNe AtmArUpI vaTemArga saMsAra rUpI bhayaMkara vizALa aTavImAM anAdi kALathI bhUle paDela che. haju tene sAco rAha maLyuM nathI. e sAcA mAge jIvane laI janAra hoya te saddagurU de che. sazurUo bhavATavImAM bhUlA paDelA jIne hAtha pakaDIne kahe che he jIva! tane A saMsAranI viSama aTavImAM kaSAnA kAMTA bheMkAI rahyA che, viSaya-bhego rUpI bherIMganA jhera tane caDhelA che ne tuM rAgathI raMgAI gaye che. tethI tuM cerAzI lAkha jIvAnInI viSama aTavImAM bhUle paDyo che. A badhAthI tAre bacavuM hoya te mArA rAhe cAla. huM tane sAthe rAha batAvuM. saMte keTalA popakArI hoya che. nisvArtha bhAve tamane sAce rAha batAve che. jene AvA tAraNahAra gurUne bheTo thAya che tenuM jIvana palaTAI jAya che. jyAM saMtanA pAvanakArI pagalA thAya che te bhUminuM vAtAvaraNa paNa AhAdakArI banI jAya che. jema tame attaranI bATalI khullI mUko te sugaMdha sugaMdha phelAI jAya che, tema saMta jyAM vase che tyAMnuM vAtAvaraNa paNa tapa-tyAganI sugaMdhathI maghamaghatuM banI jAya che. zreNIka rAjAnI rAjagRhI nagarInA maMDIkukSa nAmanA udyAnamAM mahAna adhyAtmayogI saMta anAthI nigraMtha eka vRkSa nIce dhyAnamAM masta rIte beThA hatA. magadhAdhipati rAjA zreNaka maMDikakSa udyAnamAM eka vakhata vihAyAtrA (pharavA) mATe AvyA. maMDikukSa udyAnanA daravAjAmAM jyAM zreNIka mahArAjAe paga mUkyo tyAM tene alaukika zItaLatAne anubhava thayA. bagIcAnuM vAtAvaraNa atyaMta AhAdakArI lAgyuM. AthI zreNIka rAjA vicAra karavA lAgyA ke aho! A bagIcAmAM huM Aje prathama vAra nathI AvyuM. ghaNIvAra AvyuM che paNa Aje ahIMnA vAtAvaraNamAM pharaka lAge che. Aje ahIM paga mUkatAM jANe ane AnaMda anubhavuM chuM. AnuM kAraNa zuM haze ? vicAra karatAM karatAM dhIme dhIme rAjA AgaLa vadhyA. cAre tarapha daSTi karatAM eka avadhUta yogIne vRkSa nIce AtmadhyAnamAM masta banelA joyA. A pavitra saMtane jotAM ja zreNIka mahArAjAnA rUMvADA khaDA thaI gayA. ahe! A pavitra saMtanA pAvanakArI pagalAthI A bagIcAmAM AnaMdakArI vAtAvaraNa chavAI gayuM che. baMdhuo! vicAra kare. saMte zreNIka rAjAnI sAme joyuM che ke temanI sAthe eka zabda paNa belyA che? "nA" chatAM zreNIkane muni pratye ATaluM badhuM AkarSaNa kema thayuM? tamane AnuM kAraNa samajAya che? pavitra saMtemAM cAritra ane tapanuM ojasa hoya che. tyAganI pratibhA paDe che. sAcA sAdhu-saMta eTale zuM? sAMbhaLe. sAdhu eTale pavitratAnuM sarevara, tRSAtura tenA mATe prANa pAthare, tene dekhIne zAMtinA jharaNuM jhare, tenA samAgamathI jIvana jyotamAM prANu saMcare, tene pagale amedatAnuM vAtAvaraNa jAme ane jenA paricayathI

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zAradA suvAsa 95 aMtaranI Aga olavAya e ja sAco sAdhu che. " sAdhu e vizvanuM ArAmakSetra che. sAdhu janatAne mAnavatAnI abheda sAMkaLanuM bhAna karAvI zake che jene jotAM garva gaLI jAya ne dhIThAI nAzI jAya e ja Izvarane dUta sAco sAdhu che. je zAstranI uDI bhUmikAmAM praveza karI tenA rahane AMtara pradezamAM utArI tenuM yathArtha pAcana karatAnI sAthe te maya pitAnuM jIvana batAvI zake te sAdhu kahevAya. sAdhu eTale agamanigamane jANakAra, kaI agAdha zakti dharAvate devAMzI purUSa, prabhune baMde, saccidAnaMda svarUpane tejomaya puMja. devAnupriye! anAthI muni AvA pavitra sAdhu hatA. emane jotAM ja zreNIka zAnuM haiyuM harSathI nAcI uThayuM. samabhAvanI zreNImAM prANa pAtharatA sAdhu satya paMthe nIDaratAthI vicare che. nispRhapaNane te pitAnA jIvanano khorAka mAne che. rAga-dveSa e dvaitabhAvanuM bhUta temane vaLagI zakatuM nathI. jagatamAM rahevA chatAM jagatabhAvathI para rahe che, pRthvI upara vasavA chatAM te prabhunI AjJAmAM lIna rahe che. sAdhuonuM mauna paNa jagatanA jene mATe upadeza rUpa che. sAdhunI pAse besavuM, temane samAgama kare e jIvanane lhAve che. saMtane samAgama e zreSTha samAgama che, saMtanA samAgamamAM Avele tRSAtara mAnavI jJAnAmRtanuM pAlana karIne jAya che. saMtane samAgama kadI niSphaLa jate nathI. zreNIka rAjAnA jIvanamAM paNa evuM ja banyuM. zreNIka rAjAe karI jaina sAdhune samAgama karyuM na hatuM. e bauddha dhamI hatA eTale jaina sAdhunI te ThekaDI uDAvatA hatA, paNa have emanA cetanane cAMda camakavAne che ane jIvanamAM samyapha vano sUrya udaya pAmavAne che eTale anAthI munine jotAM ja temane khUba Azcarya thayuM ke A huM kene jouM chuM ? munine jotAM ja ghoDA uparathI nIce utaryA ane temanA mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI paDayA. gact! ToLo go ! , a! gajharata hoya gaI ! kSatti gaddo ! mutti, yaho ! mane maivyA 7 |. are! A muninI kevI kAMti che ! aho ! kevuM rUpa che ! aho ! e arthanI kevI saumyatA che! kevI kSamA, nirlobhatA ane bhege pratye anAsakti che ! rAjA A yogIzvaranuM rUpa joIne atyaMta Azcarya pAmyA. je zreNika rAjAne anAthI muninuM rUpa joIne aTala badhuM Azcarya thAya che, emanuM haiyuM hacamacI jAya che te zreNaka rAjAnuM rUpa kaMI sAmAnya na hatuM. emanuM rUpa joIne devAMganA paNa mahita thaI hatI evA zreNaka rAjA muninuM rUpa joIne Azcarya pAmI gayA ke zuM A muninuM rUpa che! zuM emanI kAti che! aho ! AvA munie bharayuvAnImAM sAdhupaNuM zA mATe lIdhuM haze? tema vicAratA

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zAradA suvAsa zreNIka rAjA muninA ane caNAmAM namIne, pradakSiNA karIne, ati dUra nahui ne ati najIka Dui tema ubhA rahIne be hAtha joDIne pUche ke - taruNosi ajjo pavvaio, bhoga kAlambhi saMjayA / o si sAmaNe, eyamahaM suNemi tA // 8 // huM A ! Apa AvI tarUNa avasthAmAM bhAga bhAgavavAnA samaye pravarjita kema thayA ? AvuM ugra cAritra zA mATe lIdhuM? A vastune huM sAMbhaLavA icchuM chuM. gaLomi mahArAya, nAdo mA na vijJarU he mahArAjA ! huM anAtha chuM. mArI kei nAtha nathI tethI maM dIkSA lIdhI. A sAMbhaLIne zreNIka rAjAnu Azcaya vadhyuM. ahA ! puNyavAna purUSanuM lalATa kaI chAnuM rahetuM nathI. A muninuM teja evu che ke emanA keI nAtha na hAya e vAta tadna asaMbhavita che. mahAna buddhizALI zreNIka rAjA olyA - he muni ! jo tamAro kAI nAtha na heAya te huM tamAre natha banavA taiyAra chuM. tame mArA mahelamAM padhAro. huM tamane apsarA jevI kanyA paraNAvuM. Apa svajanothI gherAI ne icchita sukha bhAgavA, tyAre muni kahe che avaLA tri gaLAti, seLiyA mAphiyA he magadhAdhipati zreNIka rAjA! tuM pote ja anAtha che te pachI mArA nAtha kevI rIte banIza? muninA A zabdo rAjAre lAgI AvyA ke zuM huM anAtha chuM! hA, muni mane kadAca na eLakhatA hota teA judI vAta paNa mane magadhanA adhipati zreNIka kahIne sakhAdhe che ne pAchA anAtha kahe che, e kema bane? rAjAne kadI kAie anAtha kahyA na hatA. tethI muninA AvA vacana sAMbhaLIne rAjA vismaya pAmyA ane kaheva lAgyA. he munirAja! hAthI, gheADA, zaherA ane aneka nagarIone huM dhaNI chu manuSya saMbadhI uttama kAmabhogA huM bhogavuM chuM, mAru azva ajoDa che, AvI vipula soMpatti mArI pAse che chatAM Apa mane anAtha kema kaho che ? he bhagavaMta ! Apa kadAca rakhe khATuM te nathI ela / ne! javAbamAM munie kahyuM-he rAjana tu jene anAtha mane che tene huM anAtha nathI kahetA. tu anAtha ane sanAthanA paramAne samajI zakayA nathI tethI ema kahe che. bAkI huM asatya khelateA nathI. satya kahuM chuM. jo tAre anAtha ane sanAthanA bhAvane samajavA hoya te huM kevI rIte anAtha hatA te sAMbhaLa. huve rAjAnI jijJAsA vadhI. muninA mukhethI sanAtha ane anAthanA bhAva samajavA esI gayA. zreNIka rAjAnI jijJAsA joine munie kahyuM-De zreNIka ! huM kozAMkhI nagarImAM prabhUtadhanasaMcaya nAmanA zreSThinA putra hatA. huM yuvAna thayA tyAre mane ekAeka AMkhanI pIDA utpanna thaI. te pIDAthI AkhA zarIramAM dAhavara thayA. dAhazrvaranI dArUNa vedanA keDanA madhya bhAga, mastaka ane hRdayane pItI hatI, ane zarIranA mama bhAgamAM fAI ati tIkSNa zastrathI

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cArthI sAsa. gheAra pIDA upajAve tevI mane AMkhamAM vedanA thatI hatI. mArI vedanA joine mArA mAtA pitA badhA trAsI gayA. emaNe mArA roga maTADavA mATe meATA moTA vaidyo, hakImeA, maMtravidyAmAM pAraMgata AcAyAne lAvIne mArA roganI cikitsA karAvI paNa kai roga maTADI zakyAH nahi, tyAre mArA mAtApitAe evI jAherAta karAvI ke je mArA putrane roga maTADaze tene amArI sa` sa`patti ApI daizuM. chatAM koi roga maTADI zakayuM nahi, mArI mAtA mArI vaidyanAthI zeAkAtura khanI jatI. mArA nAnA mAtA bhAi-bahenA khaDe page mArI sevA karatA hatA chatAM kAI mane rAgathI mukta karI zakyuM nahi. huM rAjan ! e ja mArI anAthatA che. he rAjan ! mArI patnInI te zuM vAta karavI ? eNe mArI pAchaLa bhekha lIdhA hatA. khAvuM, pIvu, snAna-zaNagAra vigerenA tyAga karIne mArI pAse ja besI rahetI hatI. mArI pAsethI kSaNa vAra dUra jatI na hatI. tenI AMkhamAMthI AMsu kadI sukAyA ja nathI. e sadA mArA roga dUra karavA mATe prabhune prAthanA karatI hatI. chatAM te mane regathI mukta karAvI zakI nahiM. A ja mArI anAthatA hatI. A regathI kaMTALIne eka divasa rAtre sUtA sUtA mane vicAra thayA ke mArA mATe ATalu' ATaluM karavA chatAM mArA roga maTADavA koI samartha nathI. are re....jIvane AvI ghera vedanAe bhAgavavI paDe che te bahu asahya che. jo A vipula vedanAthI huM eka vAra mukta thAuM teA kSAnta, dAnta ane nirAraMbhI manIne zuddha saMyama aMgIkAra karIza. he rAjana ! AvA saMkalpa karIne huM sUI gayA. jema jema rAtrI vyatIta thatI gaI tema tema mArI vipula vedanA paNu kSINa thatI gaI. atula vedanA heAvAnA kAraNe huM ghaNA divasathI Udhyeya na hatA te mane uMgha AvI, savAra paDI paNa huM jAgyeA nahi tyAre mArA mAtA-pitA vigerenA manamAM thayuM ke Aje vedanA zAMta thaI lAge che. huM jAgye eTale khadhA mane vITaLAI vaLyA ne mArI khakhara pUchavA lAgyA. meM kahyuM ke meM eka khAdhA rAkhI che te phaLI che, tyAre mAtA-pitAbhAI-bahena-patnI, svajanA badhA khUkha iMtejArIthI pUchavA lAgyA ke tArI kaI khAdhA che? me' kahyuM ke Aje rAtre meM' nizcaya karyuM ke A vedanAthI mukta thAuM te mAre sayama levA ane mArI vedanA zAMta thaI, mATe mane saMyama levAnI AjJA ApeA. meM jyAM dIkSAnI vAta karI tyAM mAtA-pitA badhA dhruske raDavA lAgyA ne kahevA lAgyA ke beTA ! mAMDa sAjo thayA ane have amane raDatA mUkIne kayAM cAlyA ? patnI te mArA pagamAM paDIne kahevA lAgI, nAtha ! mArA sAmu' tA jue, paNa huM mArA niyamamAM dRDha rahyo ne badhAne samajAvI cAritra grahaNa karyu. have anAthamAMthI sanAtha banI gayA. aneka prakArathI munie zreNIka rAjAne samajAvyu ke anAtha kANu ane sanAtha kANu ? zA. su. cha

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zAradA mulANa chevaTe huM kevI rIte sanAtha bane te paNa samajAvyuM. A sAMbhaLI zreNaka rAjAne khUba AnaMda thaye ne muninA caraNamAM mUkI gayA. bhagavAna mahAvIranA parama bhakta banyA. AvatI covIsImAM te prathama tIrthaMkara thaze. samaya thaI gayuM che. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 12 aSADha vada 9 ne zukravAra tA. 28-7-78 anaMta prakAzanA paMja, parama kalyANanA kimiyAgara, vikInAtha bhagavaMte sakaa saMsArane tyAga karyA pachI je AnaMda anubhava karyo te AnaMda ApaNA jevA bAlA che samakSa vyakta karyo ke he bhavya che! sAce AnaMda ne sAcuM sukha AtmasvarUpanI ramaNatAmAM che, paNa anaMtakALathI jIve dhruva evA AtmAne oLakhe nathI tethI akhaMDa AnaMda prApta thayuM nathI. je vastu nAzavaMta che tenAM mehamAM phasAIne jIve dukhe sahana karyA che. aMtaranA khUNAmAM rahele ajJAna rUpa gADha aMdhakAra jJAnane prakAza thavA dene nathI paNa jyAre aMtaramAM jJAnane dIpaka pragaTe che tyAre bahAra ane aMdara prakAza prakAza patharAI jAya che. e prakAza dvArA AtmA pitAne ane parane nirNaya karI zake che. jJAna e prakAza che ne ajJAna e aMdhakAra che. gautamasvAmIe bhagavAnane prazna karyo ke he bhagavaMta! nANasaMpannayAeNaM bhante jIve ki jaNayai ? nANasaMpanneNaM jIve savvabhAvAhigama jaNayai, nANasaMpanneNaM jIve cAurante saMsAra kantAre na viNassai, jahA sUi sasuttA na viNassai tahA jIve sasutte saMsAre na viNassai, nAga viNaya tava caritta joge saMpAuNai sasamaya parasamaya visArae ya asaMghAyaNijje bhavai / jJAnasaMpannatAthI jIvane zuM lAbha thAya? bhagavaMte kahyuM- he gautama! jJAnasaMpannajeNe jJAna prApta karyuM che te jIva sarva padArthonA yathArtha bhAvane jANI zake che. te caturgati rUpa saMsAra aTavImAM duHkhI thatuM nathI. jema dorAvALI seya khevAtI nathI tema jJAnI jIva saMsAramAM bhUle paDatuM nathI ane jJAna, cAritra, tapa ane vinayanA vegone prApta kare che, temaja pitAnA darzana ane paranA darzanane barAbara jANune asatya mArgamAM phasA nathI. A jJAnaprAptimAM mahAna lAbha rahe che. jJAna dvArA java mukti meLavI zake che. je jaladI mukti meLavavI hoya te purUSArthanI pagadaMDIe prayANa kare ne jJAnIe batAvelA tyAgamArge AvI jAva. hA, tamane A mArge AvatA muzkelI paDaze paNa A mAge AvyA vinA chUTake nathI. eka mArga kAMTAvALA ne lAge che paNa salAmatI bhareluM che. e mArge kaI cera pAkne bhaya nathI ane TUMkA mArge cera DAkRne bhaya che. te bole dhIrUbhAI? mULacaMdabhAI! tame kaye mArga pasaMda karaze ? salAmativALe ke bhayavaLe? (tAmAMthI

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sAhA suvAsa avAja:- bhale lAMbe ne kAMTALe mArga hoya paNa ame te salAmatIvALe mArga pasaMda karIe.) A vAta barAbara che ne ? tema tyAgane mArga kAMTALe che paNa salAmatIvALo che ane saMsArane mArga bhayathI bhareluM che. tame je salAmatIvALe mArga pasaMda karyo che te amArA mArge AvI jAo, taiyAra che ne lAThIyA? (hasAhasa) A mArge AvavAnI vAta te bAjumAM rahI paNa huM kahuM ke A cAturmAsanA divasemAM cauvihAranI pratijJA che. temAM chUTa na rAkhatA. samaje, gulAbanuM phUla kAMTAmAM vase che paNa tenAmAM sugaMdha ghaNuM che. tamane e phUla bahu game che. have e phUla levA jatAM kAMTA vAge, kaSTa paDe chatAM game che tethI levA javAnA ne? have bole, muktinuM gulAba levuM hoya te A mArgamAM kAMTA rUpI upasarga ane pariSaha naDe te te gabharAya nahi ne? enuM mana Dagamaga thAya kharuM? (vAba:- nA, sAheba, nA.) A te zUravIra ane dhIranA kAma che. ahIM kAyara ke DarapakanuM kAma nathI. vItarAga prabhunA saMte zUravIra ne dhIra banIne nirmaLa cAritranuM pAlana kare che. sAdhunuM cAritra jeTaluM vadhu nirmaLa hoya teTalI asara vadhu paDe che. nirmaLa cAritravAna sAdhu pAse jaIne tame bese, e tamane upadeza Ape ke na Ape paNa tenI asara tamArA jIvanamAM thavA mAMDaze. jema pANImAM phaTakaDI nAMkhavAmAM Ave te mela ne pANI judA paDIne pANI nirmaLa banI jAya che tema pavitra saMtanA samAgamathI pApImAM pApI jIva paNa pavitra banI jAya che. zreNIka mahArAjAnA mithyAvarUpI mela je dUra karanAra heya te cAritravAna saMtane prabhAva che. baMdhuo! samyakatvanI lahejata kaI alaukika che. zreNaka rAjA samyakatva pAmyA pahelA temanA AyuSyane baMdha paDI gaye hatuM. tethI temane pahelI narake javuM paDayuM. tamane thaze ke baMdha eTale zuM? ahIMyA bIjA koI baMdhanI vAta nathI paNa karmabaMdhanI vAta che. bhagavAne zAstramAM karmabaMdhanA cAra prakAra batAvyA che. prakRtibaMdha, sthitibaMdha, anubhAgabaMdha, ane pradezabaMdha. je karmane svabhAva tene prakRtibaMdha kahevAmAM Ave che. sAkara jema pittane hare che, sUTha vAyune hare che tema kaI karmajJAnane Avare che, te kaI karma darzanane Avare che, A rIte dareka karmanA svabhAva bhinna bhinna hoya che. karmonI je kALamaryAdA tene sthitibaMdha kahevAmAM Ave che. jema ATha karmomAM mehanIya karmanI utkRSTa sthiti sittera kaDAkoDI sAgaropamanI che. jJAnAvaraNIya karmanI trIsa kroDAkoDI sAgaropamanI che. AtmAnA adhyavasAyathI rasa baMdha paDe che tene anubhAga baMdha kahevAya che, ane AtmAnA pradezamAM karmavargaNAnA pudgalene saMcaya thAya tene pradezabaMdha kahevAya che. prakRtibaMdha ane pradezabaMdha mukhyatayA gabaLathI thAya che. anubhAgabaMdha ane sthitibaMdha kaSAyanA pariNAmathI thAya che. tIvra kaSAyanA pariNAmathI tIvra rasabaMdha paDI jAya che. baMdhanA cAra prakAramAM anubhAgabaMdha tIvra na paDI jAya te mATe jIve khUba sajAga

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zAha suvANa rahevAnI jarUra che. cAreya baMdhamAM anubhAgabaMdha mahAbhayaMkara che. lehyA ane kaSAyanA pariNAmathI tIvra rasabaMdha paDe che. kaSayanA tIvra pariNAmathI kayAreka nikAcita baMdha paNa paDI jAya che. anikAcita (niddhata) karma te prAyazcitta, AlecanA, tapa AdithI apAvI zakAya che paNa nikAcita te bhegavavA paDe che. je manuSya kyAya upara vijaya meLave che te tIvra nikAcita baMdhathI bacI jAya che. zreNIka rAjAne nikAcita baMdha paDI gayuM hatuM tethI temane pahelI narakamAM cerAzI hajAra varSanI sthitie javuM paDyuM. ApaNu AyuSyane Ave baMdha na paDI jAya te mATe jJAnI purUSa sAvadhAna rahevAnuM kahe che ke "baMdha samaye citta cetIe, udaye ze ucATa, " he jI ! kamane baMdha paDatAM pahelAM tame sAvadhAna raho. jIva hasI hasIne rasapUrvaka karma karatA vicAra karato nathI ke mAre karmo bhogavavA paDaze tyAre raDI raDIne bhegavatA pAra nahi Ave. guNasthAna coda che. temAM paheluM guNasthAnaka mithyAtvanuM che. jyAre mithyAtva heya che tyAre jIva anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyanA pariNAmavALo banI jAya che. mATe karmone utkRSTa sthitibaMdha pahele guNaThANe hoya che. cethA guNaThANe jIva samyakatva pAme che. anaMtAnubaMdhI kedha, mAna, mAyA, lebha, samyaka mihanIya, mithyAtva mohanIya ane mizra mohanIya, e sAta prakRttine kSaye pazamAve te pazama samakti kahevAya. sAta prakRttine kSaya kare te kSAyaka samyakatva kahevAya, ane sAta prakRtine DhAMke, upazamAve tene upazama samakti kahe che. cethA guNaThANe anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyane udaya thatuM nathI eTale tyAM kaSAyanA tIvra pariNAma hotA nathI. anAdi saMsAramAM eka vAra paNa chava samakti pAmI jAya te tenuM kAma thaI jAya. e nyAla banI jAya che tenuM kAraNa zuM? te tame samajyA! jIvanA kane baMdha aMtaH kaTAkeTInI sthitimAM AvI jAya che. eka vAra samakti pAmIne vamI ye te paNa sthiti baMdha te aMtaH koTAkoTImAM rahe che. jema jema jIva AgaLa AgaLanA guNasthAnake caDhato jAya tema tema pariNAma zuddha thatA jAya che. dazamA guNasthAnake aMtarmuhurtanI sthiti baMdhAya che, ane temAM guNasthAnake eka samayane baMdha hoya che. tyAM gabaLa hevAthI sAmAnya pathika baMdha hoya che te paNa jJAnI ___taM paDhama samae baddhaM, bizya samae veiyaM, taie samae nijjiNNaM, taM baddhaM puDhe udiivi vepharca nirijhavi cAle ja navA mavA te karma pahele samaye baMdhAya che. bIje samaye verAya che ane trIje samaye nirjarI jAya che. Ipathika baMdha te eka samaya pUrate heya che paNa sAMparAyika baMdha saMsAranuM kAraNa che, mATe jJAnI kahe che ke jema bane tema kaSAya upara vijaya meLa. kaSAyanA pariNAmane lIdhe saMsAranI vRddhi thAya che ane jema jema kapAye pAtaLA paDatA jAya che tema tema karmabaMdha ati alpa thAya

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zaradI suvAsa che. jene AvuM jJAna thAya che te kaSAyo upara vijaya meLavI zake che ne saMsArathI mukta banI anaMta sukhane svAmI banI mokSamAM birAje che. zreNaka rAjAne narakane baMdha paDyo hate eTale temane AtmA narakamAM rau rau vedanA bhagave che paNa samyakatva pAmIne gayA che eTale samatA bhAve badhuM sahana kare che. A samyakatvanI lahejata che. gaI kAle vIsamA adhyayananA bhAva kahyA hatA. Aje ekavIsamA adhyayana tarapha daSTi karIe. ekavIsamA adhyayanamAM samudrapAlane adhikAra che. samudrapAla caMpA nagarInA eka samRddha ane jaina dharmanA anurAgI mahAvIra prabhunA zrAvaka pAlita nAmanA zreSThIne putra hatuM. e pAlita zeTha eka vakhata dariyAI mArge vahANamAM besIne pihuMDa nAmanA nagaramAM vahepAra arthe gayelA. tyAM temaNe vahepAra khUba jamAvele eTale ghaNAM varSo tyAM rahelA. tyAM eka vaNikanI svarUpavatI kanyA sAthe temanuM lagna thayuM. samaya jatAM te kanyA garbhavatI thaI tene laIne pAlita zeTha caMpAnagarI AvatA hatA tyAre vahANamAM ja tenI strIe putrane janma ApyuM. samudramAM tene janma thaye tethI tenuM nAma samudrapAla rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. samudrapAla saumya kAntivALe ane jenArane vallabha lAge te hate. te buddhimAna paNa khUba hate. samaya jatAM te yuvAna banyuM. bhaNI gaNIne bahetara kaLAmAM kuzaLa banyuM. tene apsarA jevI rUpALI kanyA sAthe paraNAvyuM. pUrvanA puNyathI pAlita zeThane tyAM ghaNuM samRddhi hatI eTale te ramaNIya mahelamAM tenI patnInI sAthe deguMdaka devanI jema sukha bhogavate hate. keNu kevuM? eka divasa te pitAnI patnI sAthe mahelanA upalA mALe segaThAbAjI ramI rahyo hate. bAjI ramavAne raMga barAbara jAmyuM hatuM. koIne khabara na hatI ke kSaNa vAra pachI A raMgamAM bhaMga paDI jaze. bAjI ramatAM ramatAM jerazerathI Dhelane avAja sAMbhaLe. eTale bAjI ramatAM ramatAM UbhA thaIne mahelanA jharUkhethI nIce rastA upara daSTi karI. te eka mANasane gadheDA upara besADyo hate. tenA gaLAmAM kaNeranA kulanI mALA paherAvI hatI mAthe hAMDaluM UMdhuM vALeluM hatuM ne ekaluM Dhela vAgatuM hatuM. A joIne samudrapAlanA manamAM thayuM ke zuM! A mANasa paraNavA jatA haze ? paraNavA kaMI gadheDA upara besIne cheDe jAya? te A badhuM zuM haze? emane kaMI samaja na paDI eTale eka mANasane pUchyuM ke bhAI! A badhuM zuM che? mANase kahyuM-bhAI! eNe mATe aparAdha karyo che. tethI tenA aparAdhanI zikSA karavA tene vadhasthAne laI javAmAM Ave che. A sAMbhaLIne samudrapAla dhrujI uThaze. aho ! A mANasanuM koI nathI? eNe zuM apazadha karyo ke ene mArI nAMkhavAno? A vicAra karatA samudrapAlanA rUMvADA khaDA thaI gayA. mRtyudaMDanI zikSA sAMbhaLIne ene karaMTa lAge. devAnupriye! A samudrapAlanuM hRdaya kevuM kemaLa haze! tame paNa mAnava che ne? tame peparamAM samAcAra vAMce che ne ke amuka nadImAM pUra AvyuM temAM gAmanA gAma

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102 zAradA suvAsa taNAI gayA. keTalA mANaso ane pazuo taNAI gayA. bihAramAM ke bhayaMkara dharatIkaMpa thaye ne temAM hajAro mANasa ane keTalI ImArate tArAja thaI gaI amuka jagyAe Aga lAgI ne ATalA mANase marI gayA. thoDA samaya pahelA AMdhra pradezamAM vAvAjhoDuM thayuM temAM keTalA lekenA jAnamAlanI hAnI thaI hatI. kaMIka jagyAe relve TreInanI honArata thaI te keTalA ane kaccaraghANa vaLI gaye. kayAreka plenanI honArata thaI temAM kaMIka mAtA pitAnA kalaiyA kuMvara jevA lADIlA putre temAM maraNa pAmyA. kaMIka pitAnI ja gADI laine jatAM ekasIDanTathI maraNa pAmyA. AvA samAcAra tame peparamAM avAranavAra vAMce che. have te tamane TI. vI. mAM paNa pratyakSa batAve che chatAM tamane karaMTa lAge che khare? - hAya ana peparamAM AvA koIpaNa samAcAra vAMco te cAnA kapa hAthamAM ne hAthamAM rahI jAya che khare ke gaTagaTAvI jAo che ? (hasAhasa) AvI honAratemAM bicArA karUNa rIte marI gayA emane kevI vedanA thaI haze! janAranA kuTuMba parivAranuM zuM thayuM haze ? evA vicArathI AmAMnI keTalAnI uMgha uDI gaI ne keTalAnI bhUkha bhAgI gaI? jene pitAnA mAnyA che tenuM kaMIka thAya te UMgha uDI jAya, bhUkha bhAgI jAya ne duHkha thAya, paNa jene potAnA nathI mAnyA tenuM game te thAya temAM mAre zuM? tyAM te gaLe cAne ghUMTaDe ke reTInuM baTakuM nahi aTake. kAraNa ke Aje mAnava te mAnava nathI rahyo. enA koThAmAMthI dayAdevIne dezanikAla thaye che. cerane jotAM samudrapAlanuM kaMpI uTheluM hRdaya" A samudrapAlanA dilamAM dayA hatI. temanA dilamAM-mArA tArAne bhedabhAva nahate. e eTale badhe sukhamAM magna hato ke maraNa zuM ne duHkha zuM. tenI ene khabara na hatI. tethI A dazya joIne tenuM hRdaya hacamacI gayuM. zuM mANasa jevA mANasane mArI nAMkhaze? zuM aparAdhanI zikSA mRtyudaMDa? marI gayA pachI ene aparAdha nAza pAmaze? eNe zuM aparAdha karyo haze? AvA prakAranI vicAradhArAe caDhI gaye. samudrapAva uMDA vicArasAgaramAM DUbakI khAvA lAge. tame te peparamAM vAMce che, TI, vI.mAM kevA kevA karUNa hRdayadrAvaka dazya najare dekho cho chatAM ghaDI pachI enI asara paNa tamArA dilamAM rahetI nathI. basa, A saMsAramAM janmavuM ne maravuM eka ramata thaI paDI che. vicAra kare ke A badhA gayA ne zuM mAre nathI javAnuM ? mAre paNa eka divasa te javAnuM che. mAnavanuM jIvana paMkhIne mALA jevuM che. paMkhInA mALAmAMthI ja ekeka taNakhaluM laIe te eka divasa mALe vIMkhAI jaze. oDhavAnI garama zAlamAMthI ApaNe ekeka tAMtaNe kheMcI laIe te zAla e zAla na rahe. e tAMtaNuM thaI jAya che tema ApaNuM jIvana paNa eka divasa vIMkhAI jaze. ( dina rUpI e taraNuM tArA, roja vikhuTA thAya; paLa paLa karatAM pahoMcyA pacAse (2) hajue na samajAya-jIva tAre

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zAradA suvAsa 13 jJAnI kahe che ke he jIvaDA! tuM samaja. jema ekeka taraNuM kADhatAM paMkhIne mALo vIMkhAI jAya che, garama zAlamAMthI ekeka tAMtaNe chUTo karatAM zAla paNa vakhAI jAya che tema A divasa ane rAtrI rUpI AyuSyanA taraNa vikhUTA paDatAM jIva rUpI pakSIne maLe vIMkhAI jAya che. putra janme eTale mAtA samaje che ke mAre dIkare moTe thAya che paNa kALarAjA divasa gaNutA jAya che ke kayAre enuM AyuSya pUruM thAya ne huM tene laI jAuM tamane jiMdagInI amUlya kSaNeno hisAba nathI paNa e te kSaNekSaNane hisAba rAkhe che. eka divasa jiMdagIne khela khatama thaI jaze. AvI kiMmatI jiMdagImAM paranI paLojaNa cheDIne svamAM lIna bane, parathI bhinna bane, ane vicAra kare ke he prabhu! tuM je padane pAme chuM te padane mAre pAmavuM che. e padyanI prApti mATe he prabhu! mane "A vodima" ArogyatA-rogarahitapaNuM Ape, mane badhilAbha-samyakatvanI prApti thAya. tame AvI mAMgaNuM te kare che paNa e pAmavA mATe bhagavAnanI AjJA zuM che? mAre zuM karavuM joIe? tene vicAra nathI karatA paNa saMsAra sukhanI icchA kare che. pachI e kayAMthI maLe? tamane zarIra nirogI joIe. zarIra nirogI hoya te badhuM game che. eTale kaho che ne ke ""paheluM sukha te jAte naryA vAta sAcI che. zarIra sAruM hoya te badhuM game che paNuM zarIra sAruM hoya te dharmadhyAna vadhu thAya te vicAra Ave che? tame te tamArA saMsAramAM sukhI thavA mATe cAra bela ThIka gaThavI dIdhA che. e tamane AvaDatA haze? bele Ie. betAmAMthI avAja: "bIjuM sukha te keThIe jAra) e ThIka kahyuM. zarIra sAruM hoya ne khAvA mATe koThImAM anAja bharyuM hoya pachI ciMtA zuM ? have AgaLa bele. "trIjuM sukha te kuLavaMtI nAra ane cothuM sukha te putra parivAra" (hasAhasa) tamane zarIra sAruM maLyuM, puNyathI paisA maLyA, patnI sArI maLI ane putra parivAra vaLe eTale saMsAra-sukhanI vADI lIlIchama thaI gaI basa, pachI tamane te AnaMda AnaMda. sukhanI kaMI sImA na rahI, paNa vicAra karaje. e saMsArasukhanI vADI kyAre karamAI jaze tenI khabara nathI. tame cAra bela kahyA. have huM tamane jJAnInA cAra bela kahuM. "paheluM sukha te AtmajJAna." jene AtmAnuM jJAna thayuM che te AtmajJAnI purUSa sArI duniyAne dhrujAvI zake che. ajJAnI sAme paDakAra karIne tene haThAvI zake che. e bhale, karmanA udayathI saMsAramAM rahete hoya paNa saMsArarthI para hoya. ene saMsAranA raMgarAga na game. enuM mana te Atmika sukhanI mastImAM ja hAlatuM hoya. "bIjuM sukha te cAritravAna" jene adhyAtmanI vAte gamatI hoya tene cAritra avazya game. AtmANAnI cAstrivAna banI zake che. jaDane pUjArI cAritra na laI zake. bhagavAneduniyAmAM cAritravAna sAdhu karatA bIjA keIne sukhI nathI kahA. mATe bIjuM sukha te cAritravAnI

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jiM ' zAradA suvAsa trIjuM sukha te vItarAga dhyAna" jeNe cAritra lIdhuM tenuM mana vItarAga dhyAnamAM lIna rahe che. dhyAnanI dhUNI dhakhAvIne ghAtI kamene bALIne khAkha kare che eTale tene . kevaLajJAna prApta thAya che. tethI, "cethuM sukha te kevaLajJAna." jene kevaLajJAna thAya che te avazya mekSamAM jAya che. tyAM anaMta, avyAbAdha, zAzvata Atmika sukhane AnaMda mANe che. A sukha te sAcuM sukha che. bAkI badhuM je sukha che te vAratavika sukha nathI, paNa sukhAbhAsa che. have tamane amArA cAra bela pasaMda che ke tamArA javAba Ape. (zrotAmAM mauna) tamane amArA bela nahi game. tenuM kAraNa anAdi kALathI jIve saMsAra sukhamAM ja AnaMda mAnya che. paNa have dizA badale. samudrapAlanuM AtmamaMthana" :-samudrapAle pelA ceranuM drazya joyuM ne temanA jIvananI dizA badalAI gaI. te vicAre caDhayA ke A mANasane Ama mArI nAMkhaze ? zuM darekane maravAnuM? evuM ciMtana manana karatAM te AtmAbhimukha banya. patnI sAthe segaThAbAjI ramatA hatA. te sogaThA ema ne ema paDayA rahyA ne hRdaya palTAI gayuM. huM keNi? jIvane sukha-duHkhanuM kAraNa zuM? AvI zubha vicAradhArAmAM magna banatA emane jAti maraNa jJAna thayuM. temAM joyuM ke ahe! huM A saMsAramAM bahu rakhaDa. AgaLanA bhavamAM pite sAdhu banyo hate. khUba tapazcaryA karI hatI ane te pahelAnA bhavamAM kevA kevA duHkhe anubhavyA hatA te badhuM temane yAda AvyuM. samudrapAla pitAnuM saMsAra citrapaTa jevAmAM tallIna banI gayA. temAM temaNe ghaNu bhava joI lIdhA. e enAmAM lIna che. enI patnI te thaMbhI gaI ne temanA sAmuM joI rahI ke A zuM? theDIvAra pahelAM te keTalo AnaMda vine da karatA hatAM ne atyAre mArI sAmuM paNa jotA nathI. patnIe pUchayuM-nAtha tame ekadama udAsa kema banI gayA? tyAre samudrapAle kahyuM -devI! mane zuM vicAra Ave che te huM tamane ane mArA mAtApitAne kahevA IcchuM chuM. ema kahIne enA mAtApitAne temaja patnIne kahe che. dIkSA mATe mAMgelI AjJA" :- he mArA svajane ! A mAnavane janma ApaNane apUrva maLe che. A badhI lakSmI, vaibhava, sukha badhuM kAyama TakavAnuM nathI. cheDe samaya athavA jhAjho samaya rahIne ahIMthI eka divasa avazya javAnuM che. jeTalI Asakti vadhAre teTaluM duHkha vadhAre che. te pitAjI! samaya thaDe che ne kAma jhAjhuM karavAnuM che. mane have eka kSaNa saMsAramAM gamatuM nathI. saMsAra ekAMta duHkhathI bhareluM che, jyAre saMyama mArgamAM sukha che. have A pApamaya saMsAramAM huM rokAvAne nathI. mAro kiMmatI samaya aviratimAM jAya che. mATe mane dIkSAnI AjJA Ape. te samudrapAlanI vairAgyabharI vAta enA mAtApitAnA hRdayamAM utarI gaI paNa putra pratyenA mehanA kAraNe samajAvIne saMsAramAM rokavA ghaNuM prabhano ApyA ane tyAganI vikatA samajAvI, paNa samudrapAle saune gya javAba ApIne niruttara karyA. chevaTe mAtA 9

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zAradA suvAsa pitAe dIkSAnI AjJA ApI. samudrapAle dIkSA laIne tyAgamArgamAM apramata banI apUrva sAdhanA karI pitAnuM kArya pUruM karyuM. saMsAranA kAryo kadI pUrA thatA nathI. AdarelA adhUrA rahI jAya che ne jIvaDe cAlyA jAya che. jyAre AtmAnuM kArya mAnava dhAre te pUruM karI zake che. siddhagatine prApta karyA pachI ene sukha mATe kaI prayatna kare paDatuM nathI. Aje ekavIsamuM adhyayana pUruM thayuM. have ApaNe mULa adhikAra bAvIsamuM adhyayana cAlu thaze. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 13 aSADa vada 10 ne zanIvAra tA. 29-7-78 anaMta upakArI, patatapAvana, ane adhama uddhAraka evA sarvajJa bhagavaMte vizvanA vilAsI jIvaDIonA kalyANa mATe vAtsalyanA vaheNa vahAvI dvAdazAMgI sUtranI rajuAta karI che. temAM bhagavAnanI aMtima vANu uttarAdhyayana sUtra che. temAM aneka bhAva rane bharelA che paNa e rone koNu pichANI zake che ne keNa laI zake? jene AtmAnI pichANa thaI hoya te pichANI zake che tene levAnI jijJAsA jAge te laI zake che. dariyAmAM aneka rane rahelA che. tethI ratnAkara kahevAmAM Ave che. e dariyA kinAre tame pharavA jaze te dariyAnA mejA jozo. khAra jaze te te dariyAmAM mIThuM jaze, mAchImAra jaze te tenI daSTi mAchalA upara jaze ane jhaverI jaze te vicAra karaze ke dariyAmAM rane bharelA che. e ratane kayAMthI maLe? ratnAkaramAM maraka banIne DUbakI lagAve te ja ratno maLe che. jene ratna meLavavAnI tamannA jAge che e te ratna meLave ja chUTako kare che, tema A bhagavAnanI vANuM rUpI siddhAMta sAgaramAM mUlyavAna ratna samAyelA che. tene meLavavA mATe ApaNe tenA upara zraddhA karavI paDaze. tenuM eka cite vAMcana, manane karavuM paDaze. batrIza sUtramAM uttarAdhyayana sUtra samasta pravacanene sAra che. A uttarArthayane sUtranA 36 adhyayanane che. saMpUrNa uttarAdhyayana sutrane kramaza vAMcIne tene bhAva samajAvavA mATe te ghaNe samaya joIe. ApaNI pAse te samaya ghaNe e che che. chatAM uttarAdhyayana sUtranA ekavIsamAM adhyayana sudhI TUMkamAM daSTi karI gayA. kAraNa ke ApaNuM zakti te nAnakaDI gAgara upADavA jeTalI che te pachI sAgarane kevI rIte upADI zakIe? paNa AcArya bhagavaMtee bhagavAnanI vANIrUpa sAgarane A uttarAdhyayana sUtrarUpI gAgaramAM bharI dIdhuM che, ane e rIte ApaNA jevA alpa zaktivALA cha jinAgamane saMkSepamAM samajI zake e hitakArI prayatna karyo che, paNa ene samajavAnuM upadAna kAraNa to ApaNe AtmA che. zasa te nimitta kAreNa che. jema ke pustakanuM vAMcana badhA kare che

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106 zAradA suvAsa paNa jenI buddhi jeTalA pramANamAM vikasita thayelI hoya teTalA pramANamAM te pustakanA viSayane samajI zake che. A vAtane lakSamAM rAkhIne kakSA pramANe pAThayakrama taiyAra karavAmAM Ave che. jema ke meTrikamAM cAlatA pustake pahelI bhaNanAne vAMcavA ApavAmAM Ave te te samajI zakaze nahi. kAraNa ke tenI buddhi eTalI vikasita thayelI hotI nathI. zAstranA viSayamAM paNa AvuM ja che. jemane AtmA jeTalo vikasita thayela hoya teTale te zAstranA bhAvane samajI zake che. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamA adhyayananuM varNana karavuM che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamA adhyayanamAM nemanAtha bhagavAna, satI rAjematI tathA rahanemI e traNanI vAta mukhya che. tema-rAjulanA jIvananI vAte te tame ghaNI vAra sAMbhaLI haze ! paNa teo AgaLanA bhAvamAM koNa hatA te nahi sAMbhaLyuM hoya. je AtmAo bhavasAgarane taranAra che athavA tarI gayA che temanA nAma siddhAMtanA pAne lakhAyA che. ahIMyA ApaNe jemane adhikAra cAlavAnuM che temanA mAtA-pitA koNa hatA? teo kyAM janmyA hatA? temane keTalA bhAIo hatA. temanuM kuLa kevuM uMcuM hatuM. e badhAnuM zAstrakAra varNana kare che. nemanAtha bhagavAnanA mAtA-pitA keNa hatA ? temane keTalA bhAIe hatA? te kyA kuLanA zaNagAra hatA te vAta pachI Avaze. Aje ApaNe temanA pUrvabhavathI zarUAta karIe chIe. temanAtha bhagavAna ane rAjetIne adhikAra sAMbhaLavA badhA utsuka banyA che. e sAMbhaLatA tame paNa evI bhAvanA bhAvaje ke ApaNe bhagavAnanI sAthe tema-rAjula jevI prIti bAMdhIe, ane jaldI saMsAra sAgara tarI jaIe. je saMsAra sAgarane tarI jAya che te sAce maharSi che. A khAre samudra te vahANa ane sTImara dvArA ghaNI vAra taryo paNa have te saMsAra rUpakhAre samudra kema jaladI tarI javAya tenuM lakSa rAkhaje. have ApaNe temanAtha bhagavAna pUrvabhavamAM keNa hatA te aMge vicAra karIe. eka lAkha jejanane jaMbudvIpa che temAM bharatakSetra che. tamane koI pUche ke tame kayA dvIpamAM ane kayA kSetramAM raho cho! tamane khabara che? AmAMthI thoDA ghaNune khabara haze. bele khabara che ne ? (mauna) ApaNe jaMbudviIpamAM AvelA bharatakSetramAM rahIe chIe. bharatakSetramAM acalapura nAmanuM nagara hatuM. tyAM vikramadhana nAme rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. A rAjA mahAna pratApI hatA. temaNe zatruone jItIne kabaje karyA hatA. vikama dhana rAjA prajApremI ane nyAyanItisaMpanna hatA. cepaDAmAM tame je vikrama saMvata lakhe che ane je vikrama rAjAnA nAmathI vikrama saMvata zarU thaI che te A vikrama rAjA nathI. A te vikramadhana rAjA che. A rAjAnA rAjyamAM saune sarakhe nyAya maLatuM hatuM. pachI cAhe prajAne gunha hoya, putrane heya ke rANIne heya. evuM nahi ke dIkarAne guhe che mATe dabAvI dauM ne prajAne hoya te tene bhAre sajA karavAnI. dareka mATe sarakhe nyAya hatA. temane pavitra,

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zAradA suvAsa pativratA ane saddaguNa dhAriNI nAmanI rANI hatI. A rAjA pitAnI prajAnuM duHkha dUra karavA mATe sadA sajAga rahetA hatA. eTale prajA rAjAne khUba cAhatI hatI. je rAjA nyAyanIti saMpanna hoya che temanI kIti comera prasare che. A rAjAne pradhAna paNa khUba buddhizALI ane sadguNI hatuM. rAjAnI zobhA vadhAranAra pradhAna sAre have joIe. ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. - ghaNAM varSo pahelA bhAvanagaranA mahArAjAne eka prabhAzaMkara paTaNI nAme pradhAna hatA. te khUba vicakSaNa ane kunehabAja hatA. temanA jIvanamAM sajajanatA ane mAnavatAnA dIvaDA jhagamagatA hatA. A pradhAnane sI paTaNI sAheba kahetA hatA. eka vakhata A paTaNI sAheba rAjyanA kAma aMge bahAragAma gayA hatA. te divase rAtre temanA gharamAM corI thaI. temanA gharamAMthI kaI sonAnA kiMmatI dAgInA corI gayuM hatuM. pradhAnajI bahAragAma hatA eTale temanI patnIe polIsa khAtAmAM phariyAda noMdhAvI. tethI polisee tenI tapAsa karavA mAMDI. bIjA keI sAmAnya gharamAM corI thaI hoya te palisa kadAca tarata hAthamAM na le paNa A te pradhAna sAhebanA gharamAM corI thaI hatI. eTale vilaMba karAya ja nahi ne ! tapAsa karatAM pilisene pradhAnajInA gharamAM kAma karanAra nekara upara vahema gaye eTale tene pakaDI lIdhe ne tene pUchaparacha karavA lAgyA. bIje divase paTaNI sAheba bahAragAmathI AvyA eTale temanI patnIe potAnA gharamAM corI thayAnI vAta karIne pote pilisakhAtAmAM phariyAda neMdhAvI che, ane tapAsa karatAM polisane pitAnA gharanA nekara upara vahema AvyuM che ne tene pakaDI lIdhuM che, te vAta pradhAnajIne tenI patnI karI rahI hatI. te ja vakhate pelA nekaranI patnI pATaNa sAheba pAse AvIne paTaNI sAhebanA paga pakaDIne raDatI raDatI kahe che. sAheba! mAruM jIvana tamArA hAthamAM che. ame garIba mANasa chIe. garIba upara dayA kare. mArA patie cerI karI nathI. e taddana nirdoSa che. emanA upara carIne jUTho Aropa mUkavAmAM AvyuM che. sAheba! emane pilisanA hAthamAMthI jaldI cheDA. mArA nirdoSa patine pilise mArI mArIne hADakA kharA karI nAMkhaze. ATalI mArA upara dayA kare. mAro jIvanane AdhAra ApanA upara ja che. Apa ja mArA patine pilisanA hAthamAMthI choDAvI zakaze. nekaranI patnInI dayAbharI arajI sAMbhaLIne pradhAnanuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM. tene be hAtha pakaDIne ubhI karIne kahyuM, bahena ! tuM bilakula gabharAIza nahi. huM tArA patine hamaNAM cheDAvI dauM chuM. pradhAna sAhebanA vacanathI tenI ciMtA dUra thaI. tene mAnavatAnI avatAra samA pradhAna sAhebanA vacana upara vizvAsa hateeTale te AnaMda pAmatI pitAne ghera cAlI gaI ' "pradhAnanI karUNA" -A tarapha pradhAne pilisakhAtAmAM ciThThI lakhIne mokalAvI ke tame je nekarane pakaDe che tene choDI mUko. game te gunegAra heya paNa jyAM pradhAna

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noc zAradA suvAsa sAhebane hukama hoya tyAM polisa khAtAne adhikArI paNa anAdara karI zake nahi eTale tarata tene choDI mUkyo. pati mukta thaIne ghera AvyuM tethI tenI patnInA AnaMdane pAra na rahyo. A tarapha nekarane mukta karIne pilisane adhikArI pradhAna sAbahe pAse AvyuM. tene premathI pitAnI pAse besADIne kahyuM ke amArA gharamAM corI thaIne sonAnA dAgInA cerAyA te eka duHkhajanaka vAta kahevAya. tenA karatAM vadhu duHkhajanaka bIjI vAta che. eTale pilisanA adhikArIe pUchayuM, sAheba! bIjI du:khajanaka vAta kaI banI che? tyAre pradhAna sAhebe gaMbhIra avAje kahyuM, tame mArA gharanA nekara upara zaMkA lAvIne tene pakaDe te khUba duHkhajanaka vAta che. kadAca tamane khabara nahi hoya ke mAre mana sonAnA dAgInA karatAM mANasanI kiMmata vadhAre che. sonAnA dAgInA karatAM mANasanI kiMmata ochI AMkanAra mANasane mANasa kahevAya? A rIte vAtacIta cAlatI hatI te vakhate pele nekara pradhAnanA baMgale pahoMcI gaye. pradhAna ane pilisakhAtAnA adhikArI vacce thatI vAtacIta dIvAlanI pAchaLa Ubhe rahIne sAMbhaLavA lAge. pradhAnajIe polisakhAtAnA adhikArIne je zabdo kahyA te sAMbhaLIne tenA hRdaya para bhAre asara thaI zuM sAhebanI udAratA che! te tarata pradhAnanI sAme AvIne ubho rahyo, ane hAtha joDIne pradhAnane kaMIka kahevA jatuM hatuM te pahelAM ja pradhAnajI kahevA lAgyA-bhAI! mArA gharamAM corI thaI tene vahema polisane tArA upara Ave te svAbhAvika che, paNa te mArA gharamAM corI karI hoya te jarAya vahema mane AvatuM nathI, paNa tAre amArA lIdhe sahana karavuM paDayuM tenuM mArA dilamAM duHkha thAya che. mArI patnIe je pilisa khAtAmAM phariyAda karI na hatI te tAre A duHkha sahana karavuM na paData ne? paNa je kaMI banI gayuM tene mATe huM tArI mAphI mAguM chuM. pradhAnasAhebanA AvA zabdo sAMbhaLIne nekara te raDI paDaye. pradhAnanA vacanethI cerano hRdayapa"? aho ! zuM sAhebanI sajajanatA ne udAratA che! AvA meTa pradhAna eka tuccha nokaranI pAse mAphI mAMge te kaMI sAmAnya vAta che? nekara zeraDI vAra mauna ubho rahyo. pachI ekadama dhrusake ne dhruske raDate pradhAna sAhebanA pagamAM paDIne gadgadda kaMThe be-sAheba! huM mAphI mAMgavAne cagya nathI. huM adhama chuM, pApI chuM, mane mApha karo. have huM sAcuM kahI dauM chuM ke meM ja ApanA gharamAM cerI karI sonAnA dAgInA ceryA che. pradhAne kahyuM-kaMI vAMdho nahi. beTA! te cirI nathI karI paNa tArA mananI bhUkhe corI karI che. bhale, te dAgInA lIdhA. ciMtA na kara, tyAre nekare kahyuM-sAheba! huM hamaNAM ja badhA dAgInA lAvIne ApanI samakSa hAjara karuM chuM. Apa pilisane bolAvI lAvane mane pakaDAvI de. huM sajAne pAtra chuM. ApanA jevA mahAna purUSane tyAM corI karI te eka moTAmAM moTuM pApa che, ne aparAdha che. ane mArA aparAdhanI sajA thavI ja joIe.

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sAhA sudAsa - pradhAne kahyuM-te tArI jAte satya hakIkata jaNAvI lIdhI tethI tuM have gunegAra nathItane tArA pApakRtyane pazcAttApa thaI rahyo che te ghaNuM che. have mAre pisine bolAvavAnI jarUra nathI, paNa AjathI mArI eka rikhAmaNa tuM dilamAM utarI rAkhaje ke ame teTalI garIbI Ave, khAvAnA sAMsA paDe te paNa carI karavI nahi ne nItine mArga cheDavo nahi. nakAre hAtha joDIne pratijJA karI ke sAheba! have huM cera, jUTha, anItinA kAryo. kadI nahi karuM. AthI pradhAnane khUba AnaMda thaze ne tenA hAthamAM hajAra rUpiyA ApavAM. kahyuM-le, tAre bhIDa che tethI te corI karIne? pradhAnanI mAnavatA, sajajanatA ane udAratA joine nekaranuM jIvana sudharI gayuM. A pradhAna hoya te rAjAnI zobhA vadhe che. | vikramadhana rAjAne Ave buddhizALI pradhAna hatuM. tethI rAjAnuM rAjya khUba samRddha ane zobhAyukta hatuM. rAjAnI kIrti cAre dizAmAM phelAyelI hatI. vikramadhana rAjAne rANI paNa khUba vinayavaMta, suzIla ane patinI AjJAmAM anurakta rahevAvALI hatI. eTale rAjAne sukhane pAra na hate. saMsAramAM teo svarga jevA sukha bhogavatA hatA. baMdhuo ! jenA puNyane udaya hoya che. AvI suzIla patnI maLe che. "rve, mitra, muktapu mAtA, rAju ma" pativratA, suzIla ane saMskArI strI enA patine kArya karavAmAM mitra jevI hoya che. jema mitra sAcI salAha Ape, kAryamAM madada kare che ne mitranI mUMjhavaNa dUra kare che tema suzIla strI patinA dareka kAryamAM sahAyaka bane che. patine sukhe sukhI ane dukhe duHkhI bane che. eTale te patnI mitra jevI che. dhAraNa rANIe joyeluM svapnamAM A vikramadhana rAjAnA pUrA puNya hatA eTale patnI tasphathI pUruM sukha hatuM. eka vakhata dhAriNI rANI palaMgamAM sUtA hatA. pAchalI rAtre rANIe eka suMdara vipna joyuM ke eka mATe suMdara bagIce che. temAM dADama, cIku, mosaMbI vigere phaLanA ane gulAba, magare, juI, caMpA, mAlatI Adi phUlanA aneka vRkSe che. phaLa-phUlathI bagIce khIlI ukyo che. phUlenI AsapAsa jAmaro uDI rahyA che. e bagIcAnI vacamAM eka moTuM ghaTAdAra AMbAnuM jhADa che. tenA upara navo mora Ave che. eka divya tejasvI purUSa te AMbAnuM vRkSa tyAMthI upADIne rANI pAse lA ne be, he rANIjI! tamArA bagIcAmAM AvA AMbAnA vRkSanI jarUra che mATe tame tene repi. eTale rANI tene pitAnA bagIcAmAM rope che ne khUba AnaMda thAya che. pachI divya purUSe tene kahyuM ke A AMbAnuM vRkSa je ahIM ropAyuM che tenA mIThA phaLa cAkhIne duniyA AnaMda pAmaze. sAthe ja tenI goTalImAMthI eka pachI eka karIne nava vAra vRkSa pAze. rANI tene pUchavA gaI ke tame A zuM kahe che? tyAM te e divya purUSa adrazya thaI gaye ne rANIjI jAgRta thayA. rANIe AMkha, kholIne joyuM te sUryodayanI taiyArI che paNa peluM AMbAnuM vRkSa ke divya purUSa dekhAto nathI, tyAre rANune lAgyuM ke A te meM svapna joyuM che. je meM zreSTha svapna joyuM che.

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zAha sukAya: te mAre mArA patine kahevuM joIe. jene tene kahevAthI svapnanA phaLa avaLI paDe che mATe mahAna purU pAse vAta karavI. jotiSIne pUcheluM svapna phaLa" dhAriNI rANIne svapna AvyuM eTale te jAgRta thaIne rAjA pAse gayA ne svapna saMbaMdhI vAta karI. e sAMbhaLIne rAjAe kahyuM. he rANIjI! tamAruM svapna te zreSTha che, ane tame pAchalI rAte joyuM che mATe tenuM phaLa ApaNane jaladI maLaze. ApaNe tiSane belAvIne tene artha pUchIe. eTale rAjAe tiSIne rANInA svapnAnI vAta karI. tiSIe kahyuM : mahArAjA ! mahArANIe svapamAM AMbAnA vRkSanuM repaNa karyuM, tene artha e thAya che ke acalapuranA bhAgya khulaze, tenI prajAne yuvarAja maLaze eTale ke tamAre tyAM mahArANIjI eka parAkramI putrane janma Apaze. te putra mahAna thaze ane premathI duniyAnA dilane jItI leze. jotiSInA mukhethI svapnane artha sAMbhaLIne rAjA-rANIne khUba AnaMda thaye ane pUchayuM ke te divya purUSe kahyuM ke tenuM pharIthI nava vakhata paNa thaze. tene artha zuM haze? tyAre jotiSIe kahyuM, mahArAjA ! ene zuM Azaya che te huM mArA jJAna dvArA jANI zakatA nathI. eno artha kaI kevaLI bhagavaMta tamane kaheze. rAjA kahe bhale. rAjA tiSI upara prasanna thayA ane tene ghaNuM dhana ApIne saMtuSTa karI vidAya karyo. putrajanmane mahatsava - rAjAne ghera putrane janma thaze e vAta AkhA nagaramAM phelAI gaI. A sAMbhaLI prajAjanene khUba AnaMda thaye. pachI thoDA samayamAM ja mahArANIe eka tejavI putrane janma Ape. enuM rUpa te kaI alaukika hatuM. ene joIne ema ja lAgatuM ke A keI devakumAra devalokamAMthI AvyuM che. vikramadhana rAjAe khUba dhAmadhUmathI putrane janma mahetsava ujave, prajAjanoe temAM khUba utsAhathI bhAga lIdhe. A putranuM nAma dhanakumAra pADyuM. putrane ucheravA mATe pAMca te dhAvamAtAe rAkhI ane aDhAra dezanI dAsIo rAkhI judA judA dezanI dAsIe pitAnI bhASAmAM bele eTale bALakane aDhAra bhASAo te heje AvaDI jAya. dhanakumAra khUba lADakoDathI maTo, thAya che. thoDA samaya pachI rANIe anukrame bIjA be putrane janma Ape. te baMnenuM nAma anukrame dhanadatta ane dhanadeva pADayuM. samaya jatAM traNeya bhAIo moTA thayA. A traNamAM dhanakumAra ghaNe guNavAna, parAkramI, ane dekhAvamAM suMdara hatuM. eTale tenA guNa rUpI puchapanI suvAsa ane kIrti cAre dizAmAM phUlanI suvAsa prasare tema prasaravA lAgI. - kumArane citrazALA mATe jAgelI bhAvanA "_eka vakhata dhanakumArane eka suMdara citrazALA banAvavAnuM mana thayuM. enA pitAne dhanakumAra pratye ghaNe prema hatuM. eTale kadI tenI IcchAne rekatA na hatA. rAjAe kahyuM beTA! tArI jema IcchA hoya tema karavA taiyAra chuM. putranI IcchA nusAra citrazALA banAvavA mATe

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hA suvAsa judA judA dezanA kuzaLa citrakArane lAvyA. temAM eka citrakAra e ziyAra hatAM ke te mANasane eka vAra dekhe te AMkha mIMcIne Abehuba citra banAvI deta. cheDA samayamAM citrazALAnuM kAma pUruM thayuM eTale dhanakumAra citrazALA jevA ebe. temAM pelA citrakAranA vividha prakAranA suMdara citra joIe khuza thaye ane tene badhA karatAM vadhu InAma ApIne khuza karyo. A dhanakumAranuM rUpa joIne citrakAranA manamAM thayuM ke meM AvuM adbhuta rUpa atyAra sudhImAM koInuM joyuM nathI. AnuM citra banAvuM. tethI citrakAre citra banAvavA dhanakumAranI rajA mAMgI. rajA maLatAM citrakAre AMkha baMdha karIne thaDIvAramAM evuM citra taiyAra karyuM ke jANe sAkSAt bIje dhanakumAra ja na hoya! dhanakumAra pitAnuM citra joI bhUlAvAmAM paDI gayuM ke A kaye dhanakumAra che? temaNe citrakAranI citrakaLAnI khUba prazaMsA karI. citrakAra kumAranI rajA laI sAthe dhanakumAranuM citra laIne acalapurathI ravAnA thaI dezadeza pharate eka divasa te kusumapuramAM AvyuM. tyAM gAma bahAra vasaMta nAmanA bagIcAmAM thApAye ArAma karavA mATe eka vRkSa nIce sUI gaye. "kuMvarInuM bagIcAmAM Agamana":- kusumapuramAM siMha nAme rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. vimaLA nAme temanI rANI hatI. temane dhanavaMtI nAmanI apsarA jevI saudaryavAna eka putrI hatI. te bhaNIgaNIne taiyAra thatAM yuvAna thaI hatI. enuM rUpa che. devAMganAthI paNa caDhI jAya tevuM hatuM. A dhanavaMtI kayAreka enI sakhIo sAthe bagIcAmAM pharavA jatI. jyAre kukarI pharavA jAya tyAre te bagIcAmAM koI purUSe javuM nahi evI jAherAta thatI. A citrakAra vasaMta bagIcAmAM sUte hato. tene khabara nahi ke dhanavaMtI kumArI tenI sakhI ane dAsIo sAthe bagIcAmAM AnaMda karatA phare che. tyAM avAja sAMbhaLIne citrakAra jAgI gaye. A gAmathI ane jAherAtathI te ajANa hate. kuMvarIne jatAM ekadama beTho thayo. teNe jAgatAnI sAthe ja dhanavaMtIne joI, tenuM rUpa jotAM te Azcarya pAmI gaye ke zuM A kaI vanadevI te nathI ne? tene khAtrI thaI ke A manuSyANI che, eTale teNe pitAnI pAse paDeluM dhanakumAranuM citra joIne dhanavaMtI tarapha jovA lAgyo. enA manamAM thayuM ke dhanakumAra ane A rAjakumArInI joDI jAme te sonAmAM sugaMdha bhaLe tema zebhI uThe. AvA vicArathI citrakAra vAraMvAra kuMvarI sAme jevA lAge. kuMvarInI dAsIne A jAIne citrakAra upara gusso Ave. eTale teNe kahyuM, ke tuM keNu che ? amArA kAyadAne bhaMga karIne bagIcAmAM AvyuM che ne pAchA kuMvarI sAme ekITaze zA mATe joyA kare che? tyAre citrakAre kahyuM-bahena! huM te ajANe paradezI musAphara chuM. mane A vAtanI khabara nahi tethI ArAma levA ahIM Avyo chuM. dhanakumAranuM citra jotAM kuMvarIne jAgelo prema" -Ama vAta karatAM karatAM citrakAranI pAse paDeluM dhanakumAranuM citra dAsIe joyuM. eTale AzcaryathI belI

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zAradA suvAsa , GA. ahe! kevuM adbhata rUpa che! zuM A kaI mAnavInuM citra che ke keI devanuM? citrakAre kahyuM ke mAnavInuM citra che, A citramAM te kaMI nathI. ekavAra je pratyakSa tame jue te tamane thaze ke A citra barAbara nathI. A sAMbhaLI dAsIe pUchayuM ke A kenuM citra che. tyAre kahe acalapuranA rAjakumAra dhanakumAranuM che. A pRthvI para AnA jevuM atyAre keInuM rUpa nathI. - dAsIe pharIne pUchayuM ke tame e kumArane kevI rIte oLakhyA? tyAre kahe che ke huM acalapura citrazALAmAM citro banAvavA gaye hatuM tyAre meM A citra doryuM hatuM. citrakAra ane dAsI kamalinI baMnenI vAtacIta sAMbhaLI dhanavatI tyAM AvI. eNe dhanakumAranuM citra joyuM, e jotAMnI sAthe temAM mugdha banI. basa, paraNuM te AnI ja sAthe. bIje nahi. A kamalinI rAjakumArInA mukha uparathI tenA mananI vAta samajI gaI. eTale teNe citrakArane pUchyuM ke bhAI! tuM rAjakumArI sAmuM zA mATe jete hato? tyAre citrakAre hasIne kahyuM. jevo dhanakumAra rUpavAna che tevI ja tamArI A rAjakanyA rUpavaMtI che. tene joIne mArA manamAM thayuM ke A baMnenI joDI jAme te keTalI suMdara lAge ne kevI zobhI uThe ! A sAMbhaLIne dhanavaMtIne khUba AnaMda thaye, paNa have enA cittaDAmAM caTapaTI lAgI dhanakumArane maLavAnI. dAsI te samajI gaI hatI eTale citrakArane kahyuM ke tuM kAle mane ahIM maLaje. ema kahIne cAlI gaI paNa dhanavaMtInuM citta cakaDoLe caDhayuM che. AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM-14 aSADa vada 11 ne ravIvAra tA. 30-7-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! dharma ane karmane mane samajAvanAra, pApa, tApa ane saMtApathI bacAvanAra, vAsanAmAMthI upAsanA tarapha laI janAra, sarvajJa bhagavate A jagata upara karUNabharI daSTie pitAnA pUrNajJAnamAM jagatanA jIvane ajJAnamAM AthaDatA joyA. aho! A jagatanA manuSya bhautika sukhamAM pAgala banIne manuSyabhavanA anekhA mUlyane samajatA nathI ne jiMdagImAM pudgalanI pastIone kacaro ekaTho karavAmAM amUlya samaya veDaphI rahyA che. nAzavaMtane neha karIne zAzvatane bhUlI jAya che, paNa khabara nathI ke A duniyAnI tamAma sAmagrI nAzavaMta che. temAMthI eka taNakhaluM jeTaluM paNa sAthe AvanAra nathI. je zarIramAM AtmA rAta-divasa vaselo che te zarIra paNa ahIM mUkyAnuM che te bIjAnI te zI vAta ! uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM kahyuM che ke he jIva! A zarIra kevuM che?

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zAhI suvAsa asAsae sarIrammi, raI novalabhAmahaM / pacchA purA va caiyavve, pheNabubbuya sannibhe // a. 19, gAthA 13 A zarIra azAzvata che. temAM AnaMda pAmavA jevuM nathI. kAraNa ke pANInA parapiTa jevuM A zarIra pahelAM ke pachI avazya nAza thavAnuM che. jainazAstramAM bhagavAne pAMca prakAranA zarIra batAvyA che. audArika, vaikiya, AhAraka, taijasa ane kAmaNa zarIra. A pAMca zarIramAM nArakI ane deve vaikiya, taijasa ane kAmaNa e traNa zarIra hoya che. aMzI tiryaMca pacendriyane ane vAyarAne audArika, tejasa, kAmaNa ane vaikiya e cAra zarIra hoya che. pRthvI, pANI, te, vanaspati, beIndriya, teIndriya, caudriya, asaMjJI tiryaMca pacendriya, asaMjJI manuSya pacendriya ane jugalIyA vigerene audArika, tejasa ane kAzmaNa e traNa zarIra hoya che. paMdara karmabhUminA saMjJI manuSyane pAMce pAMca zarIra heya che. AhAraka zarIra te labdhivaMta cauda pUrvadhArI sAdhune hoya che. e AhAraka zarIra kayAre banAve che? jyAre koI praznamAM zaMkA paDe, tenuM kaI rIte samAdhAna na thAya tyAre te zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karavA mATe pitAnA zarIramAMthI pudgala kADhIne mUDhA hAthanuM zarIra banAvIne mahAvidehakSetramAM tIrthakara bhagavAna pAse jAya. tyAM jaI bhagavAna pAse zaMkAnuM nivAraNa karIne pAchA Ave ke tarata ja te zarIra vikherI nAMkhe ne jatAM AvatAM lAgelA deSanuM prAyazcita kare. pAMca zarIramAM sAdhanA karavA mATe je kaI pradhAna zarIra hoya te audArika zarIra che, paNa e zarIrane kSaNa vAra vizvAsa karavA jevuM nathI. kayAre roga avaze athavA jyAre vidAya levI paDaze tenI khabara nathI. mATe samaje. sAdhanA karavAno samaya theDe che ne kAma ghaNuM che. kavio kahe che ke zvAse zvAsa A kharcAI jAya, AyuSyanI derI thAtI mUkI, kaMIka gayA kaIka javAnA, kaMIkane dIdhA kUkI. " manuSya jIvananA ekeka zvAse mAnavI dhAre te karmonI nirjarA karI zake che. A ekeka zvAsozvAsa keTalA kiMmatI che! AtmAthI purU zvAse zvAse karmanI nirjarA kare che, ane saMsAra sukhanA athI AtmA zvAse zvAse karmo bAMdhe che. divase divase AyuSya ghaTatuM jAya che. are! tame te kaMIkane tamArI kAMdhe caDhAvI senApurImAM pahoMcADI AvyA. tame najare dekha che chatAM vairAgya nathI AvatuM. jaMbukumAre eka ja vakhata sudhamasvAmInI vANI sAMbhaLI tyAM vairAgya pAmI gayA. e prasaMga jANavA jevuM che. pAMcamA gaNadhara sudharmAsvAmI rAjagRhI nagarInI bahAra za. jI. 8

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zAzA sura udyAnamAM padhAryAM, rAjagRhInA nAgarika sudharmAsvAmIne vaMdana karavA ane dha dezanA sAMbhaLavA Ave che. sAthe ja bukumAra paNa AvyA che. badhA nagarajanAe upadeza sAMbhaLyA ane jabukumAre paNa sAMbhaLyA. sudharmAsvAmInI vANI temanI rageragamAM utarI gaI ane tyAM ne tyAMja dIkSA levAnA nirNaya karyAM, " bhagavAnanI vANInA zravaNanu phaLa pravajA che. ' vANI sAMbhaLyA pachI ja bukumAra ubhA thaIne be hAtha joDIne sudharmAMsvAmIne vinaMtI karavA lAgyA ke he bhagavata! huM ghera jaI ne mArA mAtApitAnI anumatI laI ne ApanI pAse dIkSA levA mATe AvuM chuM, tyAM sudhI Apa mArA upara kRpA karIne ahI' sthiratA karajo, enI vinaMtI sAMbhaLIne sudharmAsvAmIe kahyuM, "" ahA mudde tevALu--icA, mA viMdha devAnupriya! tane sukha upaje tema kara. sArA / " kArya mAM vilAma karIza nahi. jabukumAra ghara tarapha jAya che, nagaranA daravAje pahoMcyA tyAM te daravAjAmAM hAthI, gheADA, ratha vigere sajja thaIne ubhA che. mANasonA pAra nathI. A joine ja bukumAranA manamAM thayuM ke bIjA daravAje thaIne cAlyA jAuM. bIjA daravAje AvyA te AkhA killA zastrothI sajja thai gayA che. te daravAjAthI be phUTa dUra che tyAM daravAjo tUTI paDacA. A badhu joI ne ja bukumAranA manamAM thayuM ke koI duzmana caDhI AvyA lAge che. eTale yuddhanI taiyArI thai rahI che. have jo huM ahIthI jA' ne zastro chUTe, uparathI zIlAe paDe ne mAruM AyuSya pUrNa thAya te hu* te aviratimAM ja mRtyu pAmu ane mAre aviratimAM te maravuM nathI, " jabukumAranI bhavya vicAraNA ** baMdhue ! have ja bukumArane eka kSaNu paNa aviratimAM rahevuM gamatu' nathI. tamane mana thAya che ke huM kayAM sudhI aviratinA gharamAM rahIza ? kayAre aviratimAMthI mArA chUTakAro thaze? " jainazAsana pAmelAne avirati kAMTAnI jema khaTake-sa viti ja game." tame paNa jainazAnamAM janmyA che ne ? jaMbukumAranI jema avirati khaTakatI hoya teA kahejo, jabukumAra tyAMthI pAchA pharyAM ne sudharmAsvAmInI pAse AvIne jIvanabhara mATe brahmacaya vrata aMgIkAra karyuM. kadAca AyuSya pUruM thAya ne marI jAu te vratamAM te jAuM ne ? jyAM sudhI avirati haiyAmAM khaTake nahi ne savirati game nahi tyAM sudhI dharmezravaNanuM' sAcuM phaLa prApta thAya nahi. tame keTalAM vadheryAMthI dha zravaNu karI che ? paNa AvA bhAva Ave che kharA? " nA. '' jyAM sudhI saMsAra khoTo na lAge tyAM sudhI nahi Ave. -: jabukumArane ghera saMpattinA tUTA na hate. te mahAna sukhI hatAM chatAM vratamAM aDaga rahI zake tevA sama hatA. tethI temane sudharmA svAmIe pratijJA ApI. bAkI sa'sAramAM mUMjhave tevA sAdhanA ghaNAM hatA. temanA pitA navvANu kreADa sonaiyAnA svAmI hatA ane

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zAhA suvAsa : 115 ghaNI mAnatAo pachI putranI prApti thaI hatI eTale mAtA-pitAne putrane moha ghaNe hate. jaMbukamAranA lagna ATha AThe zrImata zreSThIonI kanyAo sAthe thavAnA hatA. temanA lagnanI taiyArIo cAlatI hatI. mAtApitAne putrane pAraNavavAne AnaMda hatuM. tyAM jaMbukumAra sudharmAsvAmI pAse brahmacarya vratane svIkAra karIne mAtApitA pAse AvyA ne belyA, he mAtApitA ! huM bhagavAna sudharmAsvAmInA darzana karavA gayo hato. temanI dharmadezanA sAMbhaLI. AthI mAtApitAne khUba AnaMda thaye, ne belyA dhanya che beTA! tuM bhagavAnanA darzana karI AvyuM, tenA jevuM uttama zuM? AvA puNyavAna putrane prApta karIne amAruM jIvana paNa dhanya banyuM che. tyAM jaMbukumAre kahyuM, mAtA! meM bhagavAnanI vANuM sAMbhaLI eTaluM ja nahi paNa mane bhagavAnanI vANI gamI gaI. mane enA upara zraddhA thaI che. have mAre dIkSA levI che. mane AjJA Ape. "mAtApitAnI dalIla sAme paDakAra karatA jaMbukumAra" -putranI vAta sAMbhaLIne mAtApitAne khUba AghAta lAgyo kAraNa ke putra pratyene atyaMta moha hato. eTale temane meha satAvate hate. mAtA te bebhAna thaIne paDI gaI cheDI vAre svastha thaIne kahe che beTA! amane te ATha ATha apsarA jevI kanyAo sAthe dhAmadhUmathI tane paraNavavAnA keDa che. bhega bhegavavAne gya A yauvanakALa tArA mATe saMyama svIkAravAno samaya nathI dIkarA ! saMyamamArga ati kaThina che ane tAruM zarIra atyaMta sukumAla che. vaLI saMyama mArgamAM kema rahevAya, kema belAya, kema calAya, kema khavAya te tuM jANu nathI. kevI rIte saMyama laIza! saMyamI jIvananI kaThoratAnuM temanA mAtApitAe ghaNuM varNana karyuM, paNa jaMbukumArane majIThI raMga lAgyuM hatuM. eTale have temane "saMsAranuM kAI sukha mUMjhavI zake tema nathI ane saMyamanuM kaI kaSTa DagAvI zake tema nathI.' vairAgI jaMbukumAra aDaga rahyA. mAtApitAe jANyuM ke have dIkaro rokAya tema nathI eTale chelle kahyuM-beTA ! ame tane vadhu nathI kahetA paNa tAre amArI eka AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM paDaze. jaMbukumAre kahyuM-zuM AjJA che ? tyAre kahe che je ATha kanyAo sAthe tArA vivAha nakkI karyA che temanI sAthe tuM eka vAra lagna kara, pachI tuM dIkSA leje. jaMbukumAre vicAra karIne kahyuM-huM lagna te karuM paNa lagna pachI savAre dIkSA laIza. e kanyAonA mAtApitAne A vAta pahelethI jaNAvI de. tethI tenA mAtApitAe AThe kanyAonA mAtApitAne kahevaDAvI dIdhuM ke amAre putra tamArI kanyAone paraNyA pachI tarata ja dIkSA grahaNa karaze. amArA AgrahathI ja lagna kare che. mATe pachI tamane manamAM duHkha thAya ke je emane dIkSA ja levI hatI te lagna zA mATe karyA? tethI tamane satya hakIkata jaNAvI che. A vAta sAMbhaLIne kanyAonA mAtApitA vicAramAM paDI gayA. je emane dIkSA levI hoya te ApaNI putrIone paraNAvIne zuM karavuM ? badhA mUMjhAyA,

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zArA yuvAsa: tyAre kanyAo emanA mAtA pitAne kahe che ke he mAtApitA tame ciMtA na kare amArI jenI sAthe sagAI thaI temane ame varI cUkayA chIe ame jaMbukumArane svAmI tarIke svIkArI lIdhA che. mATe have e jema karaze tema ame karIzuM. emane je mArga te amAre mArgaA bhavamAM amAre bIjo pati na joIe. ame emanI sAthe ja paraNIzuM. bukamAranI AkarI kaseTI - jaMbukumAranA mAtApitA paNa vicAra karavA lAgyA ke bhale ne dIkare dIkSA levAnuM kahe paNa A ATha ATha raMbhA jevI kanyAonA mehamAM paDI jaze pachI dIkSAnuM nAma nahi le. ATha ATha kanyAo sAthe jaMbukumAranA ThAThamAThathI lagna thayA, kanyAo karaDene dAyajo laIne AvI che. te samaye prabhava nAmane prasiddha era hatuM. teNe vicAra karyo ke Aje je ApaNe jaMbukumAranA ghera corI karavA jaIe te saphaLa thaIe. jIvanamAM pharIne corI karavI na paDe, eTale dAyajo kanyAo lAvI che. A tarapha ATha ya navavadhUo jANe che ke pati savAre dIkSA levAnA che. emaNe ApTee nakkI karyuM che ke ApaNe AThe jaNAe pati saMsAramAM rokAya te mATe ApaNI samagra zaktine upayoga karavAne ATheya kanyAo jaMbukumArane pharatI vIMTaLAIne beThI che. aneka yuktio ane daSTAMte dvArA jaMbukumArane saMsAramAM rahI bhege bhegavavA samajAve che. te vakhate prabhava Adi 500 core temanI havelImAM dAkhala thayA. je amAre prabhava Adine karelA sthira --prabhava pAse avasthApinI ane tAle duTinI A be vidyAo hatI. prathama vidyAne praga jenA upara kare te nidrAdhIna bane ane bIjI vidyAnA prabhAvathI tALA khulI jAya. A zaktidhArI cera jayAM nizAna tAke tyAM pAra paDI jAya, emAM kaMI navAI nathI. paNa ahIM zuM banyuM te jovAnuM che. prabhave potAnI vidyAne prayoga karyo paNa mahApurUSane vidyAo asara karI zakatI nathI. jaMbukumAra sivAya badhA upara avasthApinI vidyAe asara karI. badhA nidrAdhIna banI gayA. AthI core dhana, aMlakAre vigere caravA jAya che tyAre jaMbukamAre nIDaratAthI kahyuM, huM jANuM chuM. tame ke I cIjane sparza nahi karI zake. jaMbu kumAranA prabhAvazALI vacanathI cAre tyAM ne tyAM thaMbhI gayA. A samaye prabhave pitAnI oLakhANa ApIne jaMbukumArane kahyuM, he kumAra ! huM mArI avasthApinI ane taddaghATinI vidyA tamane ApuM. tenA badalAmAM tame tamArI dhRbhinI ane mecinI vidyA mane Ape. e samaje che ke A mahApurUSe amane sthabhinI vidyA thI sthira karI dIdhA che. jenI pAse sthabhinI vidyA hoya tenI pAse mecinI vidyA te avazya hoya. kAraNa ke mAraNa vidyAne jANyA vinA koI vidyAne praga na kare. evI AryadezanI nIti hatI. prabhava ceramAM jAgelI vairAgya bhAvanA :-prabhavanI vAta sAMbhaLIne jaMbukumAre kahyuM, bhAI! mArI pAse keI vidyA nathI ane mAre tArI vidyA joitI nathI. huM te kAle savAre A sarva sAmagrIne tyAga karIne sAdhu banI javAne chuM. A sAMbhaLIne prabhAva

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zAzto suvAsa 117 ADhi cArAne khUba Azcaya thayu` ke mahA ! ATalI badhI sa`patti, A navayuvAna apsarA jevI kanyAe A badhuM cheADIne e sAdhu banaze ane ApaNe A badhu` meLavavA pApa karI rahyA chIe! ja bukumAre temane pratiSedha Apyo. aMte pAMcaseA cAra vairAgya pAmI gayA ne ja bukumAra sAthe dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA. jue, A che ja bukumAranA vairAgyanI nyAta. cAra vairAgya pAmyA. A tarapha ja mukumAranI navADhA patnIe tene saMsAramAM phasAvavA premanA laTakA caTakA kare che, tyAre ja mukumAre pUchyuM, tamane mAruM upara prema che? patnIee kahyuM, nAtha ! prema vinA thADA paraNyA chIe, tyAre ja mukumAre kahyuM, jo tamane mArA upara sAcA prema hAya tA mAyAjALa samAna sa`sArane cheDIne mArI sAthe pravaryA svIkAre. chevaTe patnIe samajI gaI ke pati koi rIte saMsAramAM zakAya tema nathI. eTale te ATheya strIo pratibaMdha pAmIne dIkSA levA saMmata thaI, ane patine hAya joDIne kahe che "nAtha! Apa jema sa'sArathI nistAra pAmeA che. tema amArA paNa nistAra karI. have amane samajAi gayu` ke sasAranI lahera mAranArI che ane saMyamanI lahera tAranArI che. ' A taraph ja mukumAranA mAtApitA ane AThe kanyAnA mAtA-pitA samajatA hatA ke savAra paDatAM vairAgI jabukumAra varaNAgI banI jaze. eTale savAre mAtArpitA ja bukumArane pUche che dIkarA ! khela, have zuM vicAra che? jabukumAra kahe che ke mAtApitA ! bIjo vicAra thuM DhAya ? huM te. dIkSA levAnA ja chuM. mAtApitA kahe che A koDabharI kanyAonuM zuM thaze? tyAM ATheya kanyA kahe che. ame paNa dIkSA levA taiyAra chIe. dIkarI vairAgya pAmI eTale temanA mAtApitA paNa dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA. ja bukumAranA mAtApitAne thayuM ke jyAre dIkaro AvI nAnI uMmaramAM chatI Rddhine che. te ApaNe sa`sAramAM zA mATe rahevu ? ema vicAra karI te pazu dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA eTale ja bukumAra ane tenA mAtA-pitA e traNa, ATha kanyAo ane temanA mAtApitA e cAvIsa ane prabhavAdi 500 cAra ema kula 527 bhAgyavAna AtmAoe mahAna riddhi siddhinA tyAga karI pravartyanA punita paMthe prayANa karyuM. e 527 AtmA sudharmAMsvAmInA caraNAmAM peAtAnu jIvana samarpaNa karIne apUrva sAdhanA karI ghAtI karmAMne khapAvI kevaLajJAna pAmI mekSamAM gayA. baMdhue ! malADamAM che AvA koI ja mukumAra ! hAya teA uThA. (hasAhasa) jhukumAranI pAse zu nahetuM ? badhuM ja hatuM, chatAM emaNe cheDI dIdhuM ane tame e parigraha meLavavA pAchaLa cAmaDA utaraDI nAMkhA che. basa, eka ja laganI che ke mArA saMsAra samRddha kema bane ? saMsAranI vADI saheja paNa sUkAya nahi ne lIlIchama rahe te mATe rAta divasa prayatna kaza che, paNa mAtmAnA bagIcA naHvita rAkhavAne mATe tamArA cADI paNa

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118 : : zAradA suvAsa prayatna khare? saMsAranA sukha mATe jIva badhuM kare che paNa dharmanA kAryamAM kaMjusa banI jAya che. yAda rAkhe. jIvana jarUriyAta pUratuM maLI jAya pachI saMteSamAM Ave. kAraNa ke ati lobha e pApanuM mULa che. je mANasa ati lobha kare che tenI kevI dazA thAya che tenA upara mane eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka zeTha pAse lakSmI ghaNI hatI. cAra dIkarA, vahuo vigere moTuM kuTuMba hatuM. gharamAM lakSmInI relamachela hatI, paNa zeTha evA lebhI hatA ke putra ke putravadhuo sArA kapaDA pahere, dAgInA pahere ne sAruM khAya-A badhuM zeThathI joI zakAya nahi gharanI badhI cAvIo zeThanA hAthamAM hatI. zeThANuM te vahelA svarge sidhAvI gayA hatA. savAra paDe eTale dALa, cekhA, leTa, tela vigere telIne ApI de, pachI tALA mAre. khAvAmAM jeTalI ne dALa. A sivAya kAMI nahi. badhI rIte dIkarA-vahune herAna kare. AthI dIkarA ane vahuo khUba kaMTALI gayA hatA, paNa thAya zuM ? duHkhamAM divaso pasAra karatA. eka divasa cAre ya vahuo moDI rAte baMgalAnI agAzImAM jaI AkAza tarapha daSTi karI bhagavAnane prArthanA karavA lAgI ke he bhagavAna ! amArA pApakarme amane sasarA kevA lethI maLyA che ke chatI saMpattie amane sukhe khAvA-pIvA, haravA pharavA ke paheravA oDhavA detA nathI. basa, A kALI majurI karAvIne amAre dama kADhI nAMkhe che. A karatAM sAsujI hota te sAruM thAta, A duHkha ame tene kahIe? A nisAsA nAMkhatA prArthanA kare che. vidyAdharIe sAMbhaLele vahuone pikAra" -A samaye eka vidyAdharI AkAzamAM jaI rahI hatI. teNe A cAre strIone kalpAMta karatI joI eTale tene dayA AvI. tethI teNe nIce utarIne pUchayuM-tame zA mATe raDe che? tyAre cAre ya vahue kahe che devI ! amane bIjuM kaI duHkha nathI. gharamAM lakSmIne pAra nathI paNa amArA karmodaye sasarAjI evA lebhI maLyA che ke ame chatA paise sukha bhogavI zakatA nathI. temaNe vidyAdharIne badhI vAta karI. vidyAdharIe kahyuM-bahene! duHkha te jIvanamAM Ave paNa enAthI gabharAvuM nahi. duHkha vinA sukha kayAMya nathI. mane tamArI khUba dayA Ave che. tame ciMtA na kare. huM tamAruM duHkha dUra karIza, juo, huM tamane eka vidyA ApuM chuM tenA pratApe tame je veza pahere haze te paherI zakaze. je khAvupIvuM haze ? te khAI pI zakaze, ane A bIja maMtra ApuM chuM te belIne tame eka lAkaDA upara besazo te e lAkaDuM tamAre je dezamAM javuM haze te dezamAM laI jaze. AvI vidyA ane maMtra maLavAthI cAre ya vahuone khUba AnaMda thaye, ane vidyAdharInA pagamAM paDI. temane mATe upakAra mAnya. cAre ya vahuoe emanA patine A vAta jaNAvI dIdhI, divase gharanuM kAmakAja kare ne rAtre patinI rajA laIne cAre ya vahuo eka moTA lAkaDA. upara besIne maMtra bhaNe eTale emanI jyAM javAnI IcchA hoya tyAM jaIne lAkaDuM ubhuM .

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zaradI suvAsa 11 rahe. tyAM jaIne hare phare, managamatA pizAka pahere, khAya pIe be traNa kalAka maja mANIne pAchA ghera AvI jatA ne pelu telIMga jevuM lAkaDuM pAchuM ThekANe mUkI detA. A rIte dararoja rAtre pharavA javAne kAryakrama thaI gayA. nekare pakaDelo pIche" have A zeThanA pazuonI sAra saMbhALa rAkhanAre eka nokara hatuM. te ghaNIvAra zeThanA baMgalAmAM AvatA. enA manamAM thayuM ke AvA sarasa baMgalAnI agAzImAM AvuM moTuM tIMga jevuM lAkaDuM kema rAkhyuM haze ? AnuM zuM prayeAjana che ? ene jANavAnuM mana thayuM. eTale eka divasa agAzInA eka khUNAmAM koI na dekhe tema chUpAI gaye. rAtre bAra vAgyA eTale cAre ya vahuo sArA vastrAlaMkAra paherIne rUmajhuma karatI AvI ne lAkaDA upara besIne maMtra bhaNyA eTale lAkaDuM vimAnanI jema uDayuM. nokarane khUba Azcarya thayuM ke A zuM? e kyAM jAya che te mAre jevuM che. bIje divase nekara keI na jANe tema lAkaDAnI pilANamAM pesI gaye. samaya thatAM vahuo AvI. e divase temaNe suvarNa dvIpamAM javAnuM nakkI karyuM hatuM. thoDIvAramAM teo suvarNa dvIpe pahoMcI gayA. cAre ya vahuo lAkaDA uparathI utarIne dUra dUra pharavA gaI tyAre nekara pilANamAMthI bahAra nIkaLe. eNe joyuM te cAre tarapha senuM senuM dekhAya che, lAva, tyAre thoDuM sonuM laI lauM. nekara DuM sonuM laIne vahuonA AvatA pahelAM lAkaDAnI pilANamAM bharAI gayuM. thoDI vAramAM cAre ya vahuo AvIne lAkaDA upara besI pitAne ghera pahoMcI gaI nekara A rIte cAre ya vahuonI sAthe pilANamAM besIne chAne mAne suvarNadvIpe gayA ane thoDuM thoDuM karatA ghaNuM senuM bheguM karyuM. "zeTha upaDayA ratnadvIpe":-baMdhuo ! dhana meLavIne jIravavuM te sAmAnya vAta nathI. e te gaMbhIra purUSe jIravI zake. A nekara te game tema te ya halake mANasa kahevAya. tenI pAse senuM AvyuM eTale abhimAnathI kulAIne pharavA lAgyuM. zeTha kaMI kAma karavAnuM kahe te na kare. nekaranuM vartana joIne catura zeTha samajI gayA ke nakakI A nokara pAse paise vo lAge che. paise na hoya te ATale rUAba na kare. eTale zeThe mIThuM mIThuM belIne tenI pAsethI vAta kaDhAvI. nekare badhI vAta zeThane karI dIdhI. tethI zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke huM paNa suvarNadvIpe jAuM. sasarAjI agAuthI AvIne lAkaDAnI pilANamAM pesI gayA. vahue AvI. lAkaDuM upaDyuM ne ratanadvIpe pahoMcyuM. lAkaDane eka bAjue mUkIne vahuo ratanadvIpa jovA mATe dUra dUra cAlI gaI. sasarAjI paNa pilANamAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA. tyAM te ratnanA Dhagale DhagalA paDyA hatA. e joIne zeTha tAjuba thaI gayA. emanA manamAM thayuM ke ahIM ATalA badhA rane paDayA rahe te zA kAmanuM lAvane, thaDo thaDA rane huM laI jAuM te kAma Avaze. lobhI zeThe te jhapATe lagAvye : jeTalA ratna levAya teTalA laIne teNe polANamAM bharI dIdhA. pitAne besavA jeTalI mAMDa jagyA rAkhI hatI. sasarAe ratna lIdhA paNa vahuonI nIti eTalI cekhI hatI

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120 zAradA suvAsa ke temaNe kadI eka hIre ke senAnI lagaDI lIdhI na hatI. paNa lebhI bApAnuM mana jhAvyuM kema rahe? theDI vAre vahue pharIne AvI ane lAkaDA upara besIne maMtrano jApa karyo eTale lAkaDuM uDayuM. Aje lAkaDAmAM vajana khUba hatuM eTale vAraMvAra nIcuM namI jatuM. vahue vicAramAM paDI ke koI divasa nahi ne Aje A lAkaDuM kema namI jAya che? Ama vAta karatAM dariyA uparathI pasAra thaI rahyA che. tyAM moTI vahue kahyuM, Aje lAkaDAnuM vajana vadhI gayuM che. te A samudramAM peluM halakuM lAkaDuM paDayuM che te laI laIe ne ane dariyAmAM pheMkI daIe A zabdo sAMbhaLatA zeTha lAkaDAnI pilANamAMthI belyA-e vahu beTA! maherabAnI karIne tame lAkaDAne pANImAM vahetuM mUkazo nahi. huM marI jaIza. sasarAnA zabdo sAMbhaLIne vahuo vicAravA lAgI ke A Deso ahIM kevI rIte Ave? eNe te ApaNane keTalo trAsa Ape che ThIka, lAga maLe che te kAma karI laIe. ema vicArIne Dese te bUma mArato rahyo ane vahuoe te junuM lAkaDuM samudramAM pheMkI dIdhuM. lAkaDAmAM vajana ghaNuM hatuM eTale sasarAjI sAgaranA peTALamAM samAI gayA. cAre ya vahuonA manamAM thayuM ke hAza have zAMti thaI AvuM bhayaMkara pariNAma AvyuM hoya te ati lebhanA kAraNe ne? "dhanavaMtInuM citta cagaDoLe' - ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamAM adhyayanamAM nema rAjulanA AgalA bhavanI vAta cAle che. dhanavaMtIe citrakAra pAsethI dhanakumAranuM citra joyuM eTale tenuM citta temAM eMTI gayuM. e bagIcAmAMthI mahelamAM gaI paNa cena paDatuM nathI. kamalinI A vAta barAbara samajI gaI hatI. eTale teNe kahyuM bahena! tame ciMtA na kare. huM citrakArane bolAvIne tamAruM citra taiyAra karAvIne dhanakumAra pAse mokalIza. sAthe tame paNa patra lakhIne Apaje, eTaluM badhuM kAma thaI jaze.. A sAMbhaLIne dhanavaMtIne khUba AnaMda thayo. dAsI dhanavaMtIne bagIcAmAM laI gaIne citrakArane tenuM suMdara citra banAvavAnuM kahyuM. A tarapha dhanavaMtInA pitA siMharatha rAjAnA manamAM vicAra thaye ke have mArI putrI dhanavaMtI maTI thaI che. tene mATe yogya kumAranI tapAsa karuM. Ama vicAra karatA hatAM. te samaye acalapura rAjyanA kAma prasaMge mokalele. phata AvI pahoMce ne je kAma aMge gaye hatuM tenI badhI vAta rAjAne karI. pachI siMharatha rAjAe pUchyuM-vikramadhana rAjAnA rajavADAmAM te navIna zuM joyuM? mahArAjA ! meM eka navInatA joI rAjA kahezuM ? tyAre dUte kahyuM-sAheba! vikramadhana rAjAnA putra dhanakumArane meM joyA. huM te enuM rUpa joIne mugdha banI gayuM chuM. zuM enuM rUpa che! A lekamAM enA jevuM rUpa koInuM nathI. dhanakumAranI prazaMsAthI rAjAne thayelo AnaMda" -dUtanI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjAne khuba AnaMda thaye ne kUtane kahyuM- ApaNI dhanavaMtI mATe mAMgaNI karIe. te

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zAradA suvAsa 121 ApaNI vAtane svIkAra karaze ne ? dUte kahyuM sAheba ! ApaNA kuMvarIbA emanAthI kaMI utare tevA nathI. mane te lAge che ke vikramadhana rAjA ApaNuM mAMgu vadhAvI leze. rAjAe kahyuM-te tuM kAle ja ahIMthI pAcho acalapura jA ane dhanavaMtIne mATe kaheNa mUkaje, je rAjA tene svIkAra kare te nALiyera ApIne Avaje, mahArAjA ane dUta vacce A pramANe vAta thaI te dhanavaMtInI nAnI bahena caMdrAvatIe sAMbhaLI, eTale deDatI dhanavaMtInI pAse gaI ne je vAta sAMbhaLI hatI te dhanavaMtIne kahI A vAta sAMbhaLIne dhanavaMtIne AnaMda thayo. kAraNa ke jene jenI IcchA hoya tenA viSayamAM saheja vAta sAMbhaLe te tenA AnaMdanI avadhi rahetI nathI. A dhanavaMtIe tenI nAnI bahena upara khuza thaIne kiMmatI hIrAnI vIMTI bheTa ApI, paNa bahena haju nAnI che eTale tenI vAta upara pUro vizvAsa na beThe. tethI pitAnI dAsI kamalinI dvArA dUtane belAbe. dUta pAsethI badhI vAta sAMbhaLIne dhanavaMtI atyaMta khuza thaI kamalinIe dUtane kahyuM-bhAI! tame acalapura jAo tyAre rAjakumArIne pheTe ane eka patra dhanakumArane ApavA mATe laI javAne che. dUte kahyuM- bhale, bahena ! huM khuzIthI e baMne cIje laI jaIne khAnagImAM dhanakumArane ApI daIza. citrakAre citra taiyAra karyuM hatuM te kamalinIe laI lIdhuM. citrane joIne te khuza thaI gaI. teNe citrakArane kahyuM-bhAI! meM tane pahelA acalapura javAnuM kahyuM, hatuM paNa have rAjAne dUta jAya che mATe tAre javAnI jarUra nathI. citrakAre kahyuM-bhale bahena, jevI tArI marajI. kamalinIe citrakArane moTuM InAma ApIne khuza karyo eTale te tyAMthI cAlI nIkaLe. dhanavaMtIe dhanakumArane mokalelo saMdeze' - bIje divase rAjadUta acalapura javA taiyAra thaye tyAre dhanavaMtIe pitAnuM citra ane sAthe eka patra lakhI Ape, ne temAM mAtra eTaluM ja lakhyuM ke, "taLAvamAM khIlelI padminI sUryanA darzana karavA icche che. A baMne cIjo laIne dUta acalapura pahoMcyA. te pahelAM sIdhe rAjakumAra pAse gayo ane badhI vAta karIne dhanavaMtInuM citra ane patra dhanakumArane ApyA. citrane jotAM ja dhanakumAranA cittamAM dhanavaMtI vasI gaI ane nizcaya karyo ke basa, paraNuM te AnI sAthe ja. bAkI jagatanI badhI strIe mAre mAtA ane bahena samAna che. sAthe patramAM saMdezA vAMcIne atyaMta khuza thaye, ane dhanakumAre paNa patramAM lakhI ApyuM ke, "he priye! parinI jema sUryane icche che tema sUrya paNa pazcinane icche che. " A pramANe saMdeza lakhI Ape. sAthe pitAnA kaMThamAMthI kiMmatI hAra kADhIne dhanavaMtIne ApavA mokalAvyuM. A joIne dUtane thayuM ke have vAMdho nahi Ave, mATe rAjA pAse jAuM. dUta vikemadhana rAjA pAse gaye. rAjAe AzcaryathI pUchayuM-bhAI! tuM te haju thoDA divasa pahelA ja ahIMthI gaye hatuM ne acAnaka pharIne AvavAnuM kema banyuM? siMha ratha rAjA AnaMdamAM che ne? kuzaLa samAcAra paDyA eTale dUte kahyuM-siMharatha rAjAe mane khAsa kAraNasara ApanI pAse mokalyo che ema kahI siMharatha rAjAne saMdeza

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122 - zAradA suvAsa Ape. tethI vikama dhana rAjA khuza thayA, paNa dUtane kahyuM-bhAI huM dhanakumArane pUchIne javAba ApIza. dUta te jANe ke have dhanakumAra kaMI nA pADavAnA nathI. mAruM kAma phatteha thaI gayuM. tarata ja rAjAe dhanakumArane belAvIne vAta karI. enuM mana dhanavaMtImAM lAgI gayeluM ja hatuM, eTale ka-pitAjI! je Apane egya lAge te mane A saMbaMdha joDavAmAM AnaMda thaze. putrane javAba sAMbhaLIne rAjAe putrane AzIrvAda ApatAM kahyuM-beTA! te mArI AzA pUrNa karI che, tethI mane AnaMda thaye che. putrae hA pADI eTale vikramadhana rAjAe dUtane kahyuM, "amArA dhanakumAranA vivAha tamArA siMharatha rAjAnI suputrI dhanavaMtI sAthe karIzuM. ame tenuM zrIphaLa svIkArI laIe chIe. ema kahIne dUtane vastrAbhUSaNa ApI khuza karyo. te temano AbhAra mAnya ne khuza thate acalapurathI nIkaLIne kusumapura Ave. sauthI pahelAM kuMvarIne dhanakumAre Apela patra ane hAra Apyo. patra vAMcIne kuMvarInA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo, ane kamalinIne kahyuM-sakhI ! mane teo pitAnA gaLAne hAra banAvavA Icche che. e saMdeza ApavA mATe hAra mokale che. je te kharI, kevo suMdara hAra che! ema kahIne teNe gaLAmAM hAra paherI lIdhe. dUta kuMvarI pAsethI siMharatha rAjA pAse AvyuM ne badhI vAta karI tethI rAjA paNa khuza thayA ne dUtane InAma ApyuM. pachI rAjA-rANIe kuMvarIne khuzakhabara ApyA. kuMvarI te pahelethI jANatI hatI eTale enA AnaMdane te pAra na rahyo. "acalapura tarapha dhanavaMtInuM prayANu" :- siMharatha rAjAe sAruM zreSTha muhurta jevaDAvIne dhanavaMtIne acalapura mokalavAnI taiyArI karI. e jamAnAmAM rAjakumAre paraNavA mATe sAmA AvatA na hatA, paNa kuMvarIne sAme mekalAtI hatI. te rIte dhanavaMtIne acalapura ekalavA taiyAra karI. sAthe rAjAnA vRddha maMtrI bane taiyAra karyA. dhanavaMtI mAtApitAne page lAgI tyAre chellI vidAya vakhate tenI mAtA vimalArANIe pitAnI lADIlI putrIne hita zikhAmaNa ApatAM kahyuM, beTA ! vaDIlenI AjJAma raheje. baMne pakSane dIpAvaje. A pramANe dhanavaMtInI mAtAe ghaNuM hita-zikhAmaNa ApI. je sadaguNuM mAtA hoya che te pitAnI dikarIne hita zikhAmaNa Ape che. chelle mAtA ane putrI bheTI paDayA, dhanavaMtInI sakhI e paNa bheTI paDI. badhAnI AMkhamAM azrunI dhAra thaI dukhita dile mAtA pitA temaja sakhI Adi svajanee dhanavaMtIne vidAya ApI. dhanavaMtane laIne maMtrIo acalapura AvyA. vikramadhana rAjAe temanuM svAgata karyuM ane nagaranI bahAra eka bhavya mahelamAM temane utAre Ape. zubha muhurta dhanakumAra ane dhanavaMtInA lagna thayA. dhanavaMtIne dAyajAma hIrA-mANeka, motI, ratha vigere ghaNuM ApyuM ane vaDIle e baMnene AzIrvAda ApyA. pachI dhanakumAra ane dhanavaMtInuM khUba svAgata karIne acalapura gAmamAM lAve che. prajAjane A navadaMpatine vadhAvavA lAgyA. ahe, vidhAtAe kevI suMdara joDI banAvI che! baMnenI jugala DI kevI zobhe che!

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zAradA suvAsa rika ApaNuM dhanakumArane ghera jANe sAkSAta lakSamIjI ja avatAra laIne na AvyA hoya ! evuM lAge che. A baMne eka bIjAne mATe ja janmyA haze. A rIte baMnenI loko khUba prazaMsA kare che. putra ane putravadhunI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne temanA mAtApitA paNa khuza thAya che. siMharatha rAjAnA maMtrIo dhanavaMtIne paraNAvIne vidAya thayA. dhanakumAra ane dhanavaMtI AnaMdathI rahe che have banaze. tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 15 aSADha vada 12 ne somavAra tA. 31-7-78 anaMtajJAnI, zAsanapati, trilokInAthe bhavya jIvonA hita mATe siddhAMtanI prarUpaNA karI. samudramAM jema dIvAdAMDI khaDake, khADAo vigere bhayasthAne batAvIne vahANene mAtra darzana Ape che tema bhagavAne prarUpelA siddhAMte A saMsAramAM rahelA rAgadveSa rUpI khaDakone batAvI mArgadarzana Ape che. zAstrakAra kahe che, ___ . accanta niyANa khamA, saccA me bhAsiyA vii| zatajiMdu taraM, ritti zAniyA utta. a. 18, gAthA 53 kamamalane sApha karavAmAM koI samartha hoya te bhagavAnanI vANI che. vItarAganI vANI sarva jIvenuM hita karanArI che. A vANInuM AlaMbana laIne anaMtA ja tarI gayA che, bhaviSyakALamAM anaMtA jI taraze ane vartamAnakALe tarI rahyA che. dustara saMsAra sAgara taravA mATe A jinavANI naukA samAna che. je AtmAo jinavANI rUpI naukAne Azraya le che te avazya saMsAra sAgarane tarI jAya che. vItarAga vANI e bhavaga nAbUda karavAnI amegha saMjIvanI che. * A vANI alaukika cIja che, emAM zAzvata sukhanuM bIja che. A parama prabhunI phIjha che, zItaLadAyaka phrIja che," vItarAgavANI e kaI sAmAnya cIja nathI. vItarAga prabhunI vANInuM sUtra bhale nAnuM heya paNa bhAva ghaNuM che. vaDalAnuM bIja te ghaNuM nAnuM hoya che ne? paNa e nAnakaDA bIjamAMthI keTale meTo vizALa vaDele thAya che, tema bhagavAnanA eka vacananuM ApaNe pAlana karIe te dhIme dhIme ApaNe AtmA eka divasa mahAna banI jya che. bhagavAne ApaNA upara mahAna karUNA karIne A siddhAMta rUpa vANInuM prakAzana karyuM che. chelA padamAM kahe che prabhunI vANI zItaLatA ApanAra phrIja jevI che. Aje ghara gharamAM phrIja AvI gayA che. tamane badhAne phrIjanA pANu bhAve che. chAza, dUdha, dahIM badhI cIje ThaMDI bane te mATe phrIjamAM rAkhe che paNa e ThaMDaka jIbhane lAgaze. gaLethI utaryuM eTale badhuM garama thaI jAya che. A krIja nukazAna karaze, ThaMDu khAvAmAM rasendriyanA vAda vadhaze eTale kama ,

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124 zAradA suvAsa baMdhAze. emAM agnikAyanA jIvA mare che. e keTalA pApa karAvanAra che. evA phrIja vasAvavA karatAM vItarAga prabhunI vANIrUpI phrIja aMtaramAM vasAvI do. tenAthI zArIki, mAnasika ane Atmika zItaLatA maLaze, samyaktvanI prApti thaze. meAkSa maLaze ne devale ka maLaze, paNa naraka, tiyaca jevI halakI gatimAM javuM nahiM paDe. Avu... vIra prabhunI vANImAM khaLa che. prabhunI vANImAM jeNe zraddhA karI te tarI gayA. ATalA mATe kahyuM ke kamarUpI maLane sApha karanArI jinavANI che. dAkhalA tarIke tame bimAra paDayA ne DaoNkaTara pAse gayA. prathama DokaTara tamane pUchaze ke peTa kharAbara che ne ? je te kharAkhara na hoya teA prathama davA ApI peTa sApha karAvaze ne pachI davA Apaze, te rIte AtmA paNa kra*rUpI maLathI malina anele che. tene zuddha manAvavA mATe sauthI pahelA pAMca iMdriyAnuM damana karavuM paDaze. jenI iMdriyAnA gheADA chUTA rahe che tenuM kalyANu thatuM nathI ane IMdvicAnA svabhAva evA che ke ene game teTaluM maLe te paNa te kadI dharAtI nathI. enI mAMga cAlu ne cAlu rahe che, ahIM akabara ane khImalanu' dRSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka vakhata akamara khAdazAhe bharI sabhAmAM khIrakhalane prazna karyo ke huM khIrakhava ! A duniyAmAM evu kayuM prANI che ke je game teTaluM khAvA chatAM dhAtu nathI. khIramale kahyuM sAheba ! bakarI. khakarI evuM prANI che ke te game teTalA cArA carIne Ave chatAM e jyAM anAja ke ghAsa dekhe tyAM mAM nAMkhe. bAdazAha kahe, ThIka tyAre huM parIkSA karI jou, khIramala ! jo khoTu paDaze tA tane sajA karIza. khIramale kahyu "bhale, sAheba ! eka vAra nahi, sattaravAra mane sajA karajo, mane maMjura che. akabara bAdazAhe gAmamAM DhaDharA pITalye ke eka mahinA pachI bAdazAha parIkSA karaze. temAM jenI khakarI dharAyelI haze tene mATu InAma maLaze. khAdazAhanA DhaDhA sAMbhaLIne leAkAe mATA InAmanI AzAe bakarIo pALavA mAMDI. AjubAjunA gAmamAMthI bakarIo lAvavA lAgyA. pariNAme bakarI mAMghI thaI gaI. leAkeAnI keTalI ghelachA che! have leAkeA bakarIone khUba ghAsa, anAja vigere khavaDAvavA lAgyA. khIjI bAju rAjAe parIkSAnA divasa jAhera karyAM. leAkeA pAtapAtAnI bakarIne khUba sArI rIte ghAsa-khANu vigere khavarAvI khAdazAhe je samaya kahyo che te samaye hAjara thavA lAgyA. khIramala kuMDAmAM anAja lIlu ghAsa laIne beTho che ne bAjumAM khAdazAha beThA. bAdazAhanA Adeza thayA eTale eka pachI eka temanI karI laIne tyAMthI pasAra thavA lAgyA. jyAM kuMDAmAM anAja ne lIluM ghAsa joyu' eTale dareka khakarIe temAM mAM nAMkhavA lAgI. AthI khAdazAhane khAtarI thaI ke bakarI game teTalu khAya chatAM dharAtI nathI. devAnupriye ! ApaNI indriyA paNa kharI jevI ja che ne? A mAMkhaDIe ghaNAM rUpa joyA chatAM khAMkhA rUpa joine dharANI ! kAnane paNa tRpti che? nathI, ene sUrIlA saMgIta ane prazaMsAtmaka zabdo sAMbhaLavAnI bhUkha che. jIbha tA bhAre bhUkhALavI che. enA

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zAkhA suvANa copaDAmAM jamAnuM khAtuM ja na maLe. jyAre juo tyAre udhAra ne udhAranI vAta, managamatA bhejana maLe eTale ArogavA taiyAra badhA rasonI ugharANuM cAluM rahe enI dukAnane maunanuM tALu te uMgha vakhate ja lAge. jIbha te khAvAnuM ane belavAnuM be kAma kare che. A nAkanI paNa AvI ja dazA che. attara ke phulanI sugaMdha Ave te nAka nAcI uThe ane na game tevI durgadha Ave te nAka macakoDAI jAya che. pazendriyane paNa managamatA sparza maLI jAya te enI majhA mANavA taiyAra rahe che. A rIte Indriyoe atyAra sudhImAM anaMtA rUpe jeyA, rase cAkhyA, suvara sAMbhaLyA, sugaMdha lIdhI, ISTa sparza anubhavyA tema chatAM sAme naja viSaya khaDe thaye ke Indriye pelI bakarIonI jema emAM moDhuM nAkhyA sivAya rahI zakatI nathI. mATe Indriyone jItavA prayatna kare. kyAM sudhI indriyanA viSayanA gulAma banIne raheze? je enA gulAma banaze te bakarInI jema seTInA mAra khAvA paDaze. mATe samajIne Indriyone AtmA tarapha vALo. bhavAMtaramAM A jIve pAMca indriyanA viSaye bhegavyA che ane atyAre paNa jogavI rahyo che, chatAM tRpti thatI nathI paNa yAda rAkhajo ke viSa taraphathI nivRtti lIdhA vinA kalyANa nahi thAya. ApaNe temanAtha ane rAjematInA AgaLanA bhavanI vAta cAle che. dhanakumAranI sAthe dhanavaMtInA lagna thayA. baMne AnaMdathI rahe che. emane tyAM saMsAra sukhanI kamInA nathI. eka divasa dhanakumAra gheDA khelAvate khelAvate acalapuranI bahAra AvelA udhAnamAM pahecI gaye. kevaLa bhagavAnanuM Agamana -munirAja upadeza sunAte, vahAM para diye dekhAI namaskAra karI rAjakuMvara bhI, beThA sanmukha AI. udyAnamAM dhanakumAre eka paMca mahAvratadhArI munirAjane dezanA ApatAM joyA. e jaIne haiyuM harakhAI gayuM. aho! ke bhAgyavAna chuM ke A jaMgalamAM mane pavitra saMtanA darzana thayA. tarata ghoDA uparathI nIce utarIne jyAM muni upadeza detA hatA tyAM pahoMcI gayA ne vinayapUrvaka vaMdana karIne upadeza sAMbhaLavA besI gayA. A muni kevaLI bhagavaMta hatA. temanuM nAma vasuMdhara svAmI hatuM. kevaLI bhagavaMta udyAnamAM padhAryAnA samAcAra vanapAlake vikramadhana mahArAjAne ApyA. A samAcAra maLatAM rAjArANInA harSane pAra na rahyo. vanapAlakane sArI bheTa ApIne khuza karIne vidAya karyo, ane gAmamAM DhaMDhero pITAvyuM ke ApaNuM nagaranI bahAranA udyAnamAM kevaLajJAnI vasuMdhara svAmI padhAryA che. jene temanA darzana ane vANIne lAbha le hoya te jaldI cAle. A avasara pharI pharIne nahi maLe, eTale nagarajane paNa kevaLI bhagavAnanA darzane umaTayA. thoDI vAramAM vikramadhanarAjA, dhAriNI rANI, ane dhanavaMtI temaja prajAjane badhA meTA samudAya sAthe tyAM pahoMcI gayA ne badhA eka citte kevaLI prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLavA besI gayA,

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126 zAhA suvAsa "rAjAnA praznanuM kevaLI bhagavAne kareluM samAdhAna" - kevaLI bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLatA saunA hadaya nAcI uThayA. ahe prabhu! zuM ApanI vANI che! dezanA pUrI thaI eTale sau darzana karIne vikharAvA lAgyA, paNa rAjA-rANI ubhA rahyA. jene jANavAnI jijJAsA che te tarata cAlyA na jAya. bele, tame zuM karo ? dezanA pUrI thayA bAda vikramadhana rAjAe kevaLI bhagavAnane vaMdana karI pUchyuM-bhagavaMta! Apane zAtA che? mAre Apane eka prazna pUche che. prazna pUchavAmAM namratA hovI joIe. vinaya vivekapUrvaka lIdheluM jJAna phaLadAyI bane che. rAjAe vinayapUrvaka pUchyuM-he bhagavaMta! Apa te trikALajJAnI che badhuM jANe che. dhanakumAranI mAtAe svapnamAM eka divya purUSe AMbAnuM jhADa ApIne bagIcAmAM ropavAnuM kaheluM ane e vRkSanuM nava vakhata paNa thaze ne uttarottara uttama phaLa maLaze ema kaheluM. ame jotiSIne ene artha pUche tyAre kahyuM ke AMbAnuM vRkSa joyuM che tethI kaMI uttama putra janmaze paNa nava vAra ropAze tene artha jotiSIne pUchatA temaNe kahyuM ke ene javAba kevalI bhagavaMta tamane Apaze. ame e kahevA samartha nathI. A vakha joyA pachI rANae je putrane janma Aye te A dhanakumAra. paNa bIjI vAta karI te mane zuM che te samajAve. vasuMdhara kevaLI bhagavaMte kahyuM- he rAjana ! eno artha e che ke dhanakumArane AtmA eka ekathI caDhiyAtA nava bhava karaze. temAM navamA bhave te bAvIsamA tIrthakara zrI ariSTanemi thaze. A pramANe kahIne kevaLI bhagavAne temanAtha (ariSTanemi) prabhunA navabhavanI badhI vAta kahI. te sAMbhaLIne rAjA-rANIne khUba AnaMda thaye, ane jaina dharma upara zraddhA vadhI. rAjA-rANI, dhanakumAra ane dhanavaMtI badhA vasuMdhara kevaLI bhagavaMtane vaMdana karIne rAjamahelamAM AvyA, pachI kevaLI bhagavaMta vihAra karI gayA. bhagavAnanA mukhethI pitAnA nava bhavanI vAta sAMbhaLIne dhanakumAra ane dhanavaMtI paNa potAnA jIvanane dhanya mAnatA saMsAramAM AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. jala kIDA ke kAja daMpati, sarovara Ae calAI, mahAtyAgI vairAgI munivara, vahAM para diyA dikhAI dhanakumAra ane dhanavaMtI sarovaranI pALe" -eka divasa dhanakumAra ane dhanavaMtIne sarevaramAM snAna karavA javAnuM mana thayuM. eTale baMne jaNA page cAlIne sarovaramAM snAna karavA jatA hatAM. tyAM sarovaranI pALe eka azoka vRkSa nIce eka muni AvyA. te ekadama dharatI upara paDI gayA ne bebhAna thaI gayA. munine paDatA joyA ke tarata dhanakumAra ane dhanavaMtI tyAM deDatA AvyA. muninI mukhamudrA zAMta hatI, paNa zarIra tad sUkAI gayeluM. jANe ghaNAM divasanA upavAsI hoya tevuM lAgatuM hatuM. pagamAMthI lehI nIkaLatuM hatuM. A joIne dhanakumAra ane dhanavaMtI vicAra karavA lAgyA ke zuM A

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zANA suvAsa 127 muni ekalA ja haze? emanA gurU ke ziSyane parivAra nahi hoya? je parivAra hoya te AvI sthitimAM ekalA kema mUke ? | muninI dazA joIne dhanakumAra kahe che game te kAraNe ekalA heya paNa teo bhAnamAM kema karIne Ave te ApaNuM kartavya che. ema samajIne teo AjubAjuthI aceta pANI laI AvyA ne muninA zarIra upara chAMTayuM, te sivAya munine kape tevA upacAro karyA. sarovarane kinAre hatuM eTale kudaratI zItaLa pavana AvatuM hatuM. tethI munine zAtA vaLI ane dhIme dhIme AMkha khelavA lAgyA. munine zAtA vaLatI joIne dhanakumAra ane dhanavaMtIne paNa zAtA vaLI muni barAbara bhAnamAM AvyA tyAre pitAnI pAse koI yuvAna ane yuvati ubhelA joyA. munie pUchayuM-bhAI! tame koNa cho? dhanakumAre kahyuM-mahArAja ! huM ahInA rAjAne putra dhanakumAra chuM, ane A mArI patnI dhanavaMtI che. ame A sarovaramAM snAna karavA jatA hatA tyAM tamane ekadama paDatA joyA, eTale A nI pAse AvyA. Aje amArI dhanya ghaDI ane dhanya mAgyuM ke ApanI sevAne amane lAbha maLe. muni vadhu svastha thayA eTale dhanakumAre hAthane Teke ApIne beThA karyA, pachI dhanakumAre pUchyuM-gurUdeva ! ApanI A dazA kema thaI? ane Apa ekalA kema cho ? munie kahyuMbhAI! mAruM nAma municaMdra che, huM mArA gurUdeva sAthe vihAra karate hate, rastAmAM mAre ThaMDIla javuM paDayuM eTale meM mArA gurUne kahyuM-Apa cAlatA thAo. huM pahoMcI jaIza, tethI gurUdeva gayA ne huM mArga bhUlI javAthI avaLe mArge caDhI gaye. khUba bhaye paNa mArga maLatuM nathI. bIjuM garamI ghaNI che tethI bhUkha-tarasathI AkuLa vyAkuLa thaI javAthI cakkara AvI gayA ne huM bebhAna banavAthI paDI gaye, paNa tame mArI sevA karIne mane navuM jIvana ApyuM che. Aje tame saMtanI sevA karIne mahAna puNya upArjana karyuM che. dhanakumAra ane dhanavaMtI kahe che gurUdeva! ame te kaMI karyuM nathI. Ape amArA upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. muninA mukha upara phAkA paDatA hatA. parANe belatA hatA. eTale teo munine gAmamAM dharmasthAnaka hatuM tyAM laI gayA ne zrAvakanA ghara batAvI nirdoSa AhAra pANI vaherAvyA. AhAra pANI karyA eTale temanAmAM cetana AvyuM. pachI dhanakumAra ane dhanavaMtI temanI pAse jaIne beThA. mahArAje temane zrAvaka dharma samajAvyo. tyAM baMne jaNAe zrAvaka dharma aMgIkAra karyo. baMdhuo ! juo, A AtmAo kevA pavitra che ! nAna karavA mATe jatA hatA paNa sAdhunI A dazA jotAM snAna karavAnuM choDIne saMtanI sevAmAM lAgI gayA. mahAna puNyane udaya hoya tyAre saMtanI sevAne lAbha maLe che. saMtanI sevA muktinA mevA che. dhanakumAra ane dhanavaMtIe saMtanI sevA karIne temanA aMtaranA AzIrvAda meLavyA. AzIrvAda mAMgyA nathI maLatA. A daMpatIe nAnI vayamAM bAra vrata aMgIkAra karyA. bapora pachI tApa e che thaye eTale saMte kahyuM-have huM vihAra karIne

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18 zAha suvANa mArA saMtenA parivAra lege thaI jAuM. dhanakumAra kahe, gurUva! tame ekalA ajANayA kevI rIte jaze? ame Apane mUkavA AvIe, saMte ghaNI nA pADI chatAM A te baMne jaNA sAthe gayA ane jyAM temanA gurU ane parivAra hatuM tyAM pahoMcADI dIdhA. pachI vaMdana karIne pAchA pharyA. je AtmAe bhaviSyamAM mahAna banavAnA che temanuM jIvana pahelA paNuM keTaluM pavitra hoya che ! rAjakumAra hovA chatAM saMta pratye keTalI ucca bhAvanA ! saMtane emane parivAra maLe eTale hAza karIne beThA. ahAhA....keTalI zAtA upajAvI ! dhanakumAra ane dhanavaMtIne AnaMdane pAra nathI. teo saMtane lAbha laIne pitAnA mahele AvyA. kharekhara, pANInA sarovara karatAM saMta sarovaramAM snAna karI sAcA zrAvaka ane zrAvikA banI dharmanuM pAlana karavA lAgyA. have AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 16 aSADha vada 13 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 1-8-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! zAzvata sukha ane zAzvata zAMti jemaNe prApta karI che ane jagatanA ane sukha ane zAMtino rAha batAve che evA sarvajJA bhagavaMta jagatanA jIne bodha ApatA pharamAve che ke he bhavya jIve ! jagatanA sarva che zAMti ane sukhanA cAhaka che. sukha ane zAMti mATe sarva jI svabuddhi anusAra prayatno paNa kare che chatAM Aje vizvamAM jyAM daSTi karIe tyAM azAMtinI Aga bhaDake maLe che. AjanA kahevAtA zAMticAhako dinapatidina navI janAo ghaDe che paNa zAMtine badale azAMtinI Aga vadhatI jAya che. tenuM kAraNa zuM? tene haju vicAra karyo nathI. jJAnI bhagavaMta paNa pharamAve che ke he AtmAo! tame dizA avaLI pakaDI che. pUrva dizAmAM javAne badale pazcima dizAmAM prayANuM AdaryuM che, pachI zAzvata sukha-zAMti kayAMthI maLe? A mAnavadeha mahAna puNyathI maLe che. tenAthI zuM karavAnuM che ne zuM karI rahyA che? tamArI bhAvanA kevI hevI joIe ? deha maLe che bhava taravAne, dharma karIzuM enA sahAre, khAvApIvAnA zokha bhUlIzuM, pharavA jaIzuM te dvArA tamAre, kaSTa daIne tanane tapAvI kacare karamane ame bALavAnA, he paramAtmA! tame je dIdhI che te AjJA haMmezAM ame pALavAnA, jIvana AkhuM tamee kahelA vicAre pramANe ame gALavAnA.

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zArA suvAsa kavie zuM kahe che te samajANuM ne? paNa Aje jyAM daSTi karIe tyAM ane inidranA viSayene vaLagADa vaLage che, ane bhautika sukha meLavavA mATe bhUta je banIne duniyAmAM bhamI rahyo che. pAMca IndriyenA viSe ane tenI vRttie AtmAmAM azAMtinI Aga paTAvI che. AjanA TI. vI, nATaka-sinemA, vilAsittejaka pustako, vilAsI gAyane, parastrI tarapha kudaSTi, dArU, IDa, kaMdamULa, vigere abhakSA sevana, parastrIgamana, jugAra, Adi pAMcaIndriyanA viSayenA bhAge A badhAe Agane paTAvavAmAM paTelanuM kAma karyuM che. e Agane bUjhavavA mATe zuM joIe? A Aga pANIthI nahi bUjhAya, paNa satya-ziyaLa-sadAcAra, tapa, saMyama, ane saMtoSathI Aga kAbUmAM Avaze. anubhavIo kahe che ke " saMtoSI nara sadA sukhI" saMteSamAM sukha che. AtmadamanamAM sAcA sukhane svAda che. bhaga e duHkhanuM mULa che, ane tyAga e sAcI zAMtine parama upAya che. e bAbata lakSyamAM lIdhA vinA kadApi sAcI zAMti maLI zake tema nathI. baMdhuo ! samajANuM ? jo samajANuM hoya te jIvanane rAha badale. dizA badalaze te dazA badalAze. huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tame kadI e vicAra karyo che ke anaMtakALathI A saMsAramAM bhaTakAvanAra viSaye che. huM anaMtakALathI viSayenI ramata ramI rahyo chuM ane durgatinA dArUNa duHkha bhogavI rahyo chuM. te have sthAna badaluM. saMsAra choDIne saMyamI banuM! bele, A vicAra Ave che ? (hasAhasa) saMsAranuM sthAna badalIne saMyamanA sthAnamAM AvI jAo. ahIMyA mahAna sukha ane zAMti che. azAMti ke duHkhanuM nAmanizAna nathI. tyAga vinA bIjA keI sthAnamAM zAMti maLI zake tema nathI. ahIM traSabhadeva bhagavAnanA jIvanane eka prasaMga yAda Ave che. - aSabhadeva bhagavAne dIkSA lIdhA pahelAM takSazilAnuM rAjya bAhubaline ApyuM. bIjA aThThANu deza aDDANa putrane ApyA ane bAkInuM rAjya sauthI moTA putra bharatakumArane samarpaNa karIne RSabhadeva bhagavAne dIkSA lIdhI. badhA putre zAMtithI rahevA lAgyA. bharata mahArAjAnI AyudhazALAmAM cakraratna, chatraratna, Adi sAta rane utpanna thayA eTale teo cha khaMDa sAdhavA gayA. cha khaMDa sAdhavA e kaMI nAnIsUnI vAta nathI. cha khaMDa sAdhIne pitAnI rAjadhAnI ayodhyA nagarImAM praveza kare che tyAre cakraratna AyudhazALAmAM praveza karatuM nathI. bharata mahArAjAe pUchayuM, Ama kema banyuMtapAsa karIne maMtrIe jaNAvyuM ke badhA rAjAoe ApanI AjJAne svIkAra karyo che, paNa ApanA 98 bhAIoe ApanI AjJAne svIkAra karyo nathI, tethI cakraratna AyudhazALAmAM praveza karatuM nathI. bharata mahArAjAe dUtane mokalIne pitAnA 98 bhAIone saMdeze kahevaDAvyuM ke tame badhA bharata mahArAjAnI AjJAne svIkAra kare athavA yuddha mATe taiyAra thAo. A sAMbhaLIne 98 bhAI e khaLabhaLI uThayA. ahe ! ApaNuM pitAjI apaNane rAjya ApIne gayA

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zANA suvAsa che te moTAbhAI paDAvI levA mAMge che. te te ApIne temanI AjJAne svIkAra kevI rIte kare? emanI AjJAne AdhIna na thaIe te maTAbhAI sAthe yuddha paNa kevI rIte karavuM ? juo, e samayanA bhAIo kevA hatA? vaDIla game tema kare paNa nAnA vaDIlane vinaya cUkatA na hatA. Aje je AvuM bane te taDa ne phaDa kare, keTe caDhe ne kaMIka kare. A vicAra na kare ke A mArA vaDIla che. emanI sAme AvuM vartana mArAthI na karAya. A te 98 bhAI e bhegA thaIne vicAra karavA lAgyA ke ApaNe zuM karavuM ? chevaTe nirNaya karyo ke ApaNe pitAjI rASabhadeva pAse jaIe. teo jema kaheze tema karIzuM, paNa emane khabara nathI ke bhagavAna te tyAgI che. te AvI bAbatamAM mAthuM na mAre. e te badhA bhegA thaIne RSabhadeva bhagavAna pAse gayA ane khullA dile namratApUrvaka bhagavAnane badhI vAta jaNAvIne pUchayuM ke amAre have zuM karavuM ? bhagavAnanI divya vANuM":- bhagavAne emane ema na kahyuM ke bharata cakravati che mATe tame bharatane AdhIna thaI jAo. paNa zuM kahyuM? he kumAro! tamAre kayuM rAjya joIe che? nAzavaMta ke zAzvata? tyAre kumAre ekI avAje belI uThayA, bhagavaMta! amAre zAzvata rAjya joIe che. bhagavAne temanI bhavyatA jaIne kahyuM. je tamAre zAzvata rAjya joItuM hoya te sAMbhaLo. A saMsAramAM jIvane anaMtI vAra aneka prakAranI Rddhio, rAje, manuSya temanA sukha ane devakanA divya sukhanI prApti thaI paNa haju jIvane tRpti thaInathI. jema agnimAM game teTalA lAkaDAM nAMkhavAmAM Ave chatAM agni tRpta thatI nathI tema saMsAranAM game teTalA bhoge anaMtA kALa sudhI bhogavavA chatAM A jIvane tRpti thatI nathI. merU parvata jeTalA asaMkhya tA parvate pramANa anAjanA Dhaga ne Dhaga khAvA chatAM bhUkha maTI nathI. saghaLA sAgaranA pANI jeTaluM pANI pIvA chatAM tenI tRSA chIpatI nathI paNa vadhatI jAya che, tema bhoganI tRSNA paNa vadhatI jAya che. mATe bhoganA tyAgamAM AtmAnI sAcI zAMti ane sukha samAyelA che. ' he kumAro ! samyaggadarzana pAmavAmAM aMtarAya pADanAra viSaya kaSAya che. samyagadarzana pAmyA pachI paNa tene malina karanAra ane sabhyadarzanathI patita karanAra paNa viSaya kaSAya che. jJAnane samyajJAna na thavA denAra ane samyajJAnane nAza karanAra viSaya kaSAya che. samyagucAritrane zuddha pALavA na denAra ane samagracAritrathI patita karanAra paNa viSaya kaSAya che, mATe tenAthI sAvadhAna rahe. emAM paDavA jevuM nathI. e rAjyanA sukha Indriyajanya viSaya sukhanI vRddhi karAvanAra che. jo tame emAM Asakta banI jaze te pachI tRpti thavI muzkela che. huM tamane eka nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. sAMbhaLe,

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' ' - zAradA suvAsa ' eka vakhata grISma Rtu ane vaizAkha mahinAnA divasomAM sakhta garamI paDatI hatI. tevA samaye eka garIba mahAmuzkelIthI AjIvikA calAvanAra eka aMgAraka (lAkaDA saLagAvIne kolasA banAvanAra ) pANIthI bharelI eka mazaka laIne jaMgalamAM gayo. tyAM lAkaDA vINane te saLagAvIne kelasA pADavA lAge. eka bAju grISmakALanI sakhta garamI ane bIjI bAju agninI bhayaMkara garamIne kAraNe tene khUba tarasa lAgI. eTale mathakamAM je pANI lAvyo hate te badhuM pI gaye, paNa tenI tRSA aMza mAtra chIpAI nahi. atyaMta garamInA kAraNe tene mUcha AvI gaI. mUchagrasta avasthAmAM paNa ene pANInI tRSA satAvavA, lAgI, eTale bebhAna avasthAmAM manathI kalpanA rUpe te sarovara pAse gaye ne sarovaranuM badhuM paNuM pI gayo. pachI taLAva pAse gayA ne taLAvanuM badhuM pANI pI gayA. pachI nadI kinAre jaIne nadInuM pANI pIvA lAgyuM. te nadImAM pANu khalAsa thaI gayuM. te paNa enI tRSA zAMta na thaI, tyAre tenI daSTi sAgara tarapha gaI, ane ekeka sAgaranA pANI pIvA lAge. ekeka karatAM badhA sAgaranA pANI pI gayo chatAM tenI tRSA zAMta na thaI eTale te hatAza thaI gayo, ane pANI mATe cAre tarapha jevA lAgyA, tyAre eka june kUve tenI najare paDyo. tethI khuza thaIne kUvA tarapha deDa. kUvAnA kAMThe jaIne aMdara DokIyuM karyuM te kUvAnuM taLIyuM dekhAtuM hatuM. kUvAnA uMDANamAM eka khAbocIyA jeTaluM pANI hatuM. eTale teNe pitAnuM phaLIyuM ukelIne eka cheDethI kUvAmAM nAMkhyuM. e palaLI gayuM eTale upara kheMcIne tene nIcavIne je thoDuM pANI nIkaLyuM te pIvA lAge te paNa tenI tRSA zAMta na thaI kayAMthI thAya? kAraNa ke jyAM asaMkhyAtA samudranA pANI pIvA chatAM tRSA zAMta na thaI te nAnA bAcIyAmAM kapaDuM palALIne nIcavIne pANI pIvAthI tRSA zAMta thAya kharI ? - bele, tamAre kevuM sukha joIe che?" -he kumAre! tame A nyAyathI samaje ke anAdi kALathI paribhramaNa karatAM anaMtI vAra A jIvane rAjyAdinI prApti thavA chatAM jIvane tRpti na thaI eka sAmAnya rAjyAdi sukhamAM jIvane tRpti kevI rIte thaze? saMsAranuM sukha e sAcuM sukha nathI paNa sukhAbhAsa rUpa che. te tene bhogavavAthI jIvane tRpti thAya? ulTI azAMtinI Aga vadhatI jAya che, paNuM karmone kSaya thayA pachI prApta thatuM je avyAbAdha sukha che te AtmAnA gharanuM sukha che. te sukha pragaTa thatAM sAcuM sukha ane zAMti svayaM prApta thaI jAya che. mATe saMsAranA sarva saMba, sarve parigraha, AraMbha samAraMbhene tyAga karI AtmAnA vAstavika sukha mATe prayatna kare e parama hitakara che. devAnupriye! juo, bhagavAne aThThANu kumArane kevI sarasa vAta samajAvI. rAjya saMbaMdhI kaI vAta karI? AvuM sAMbhaLIne tame jIvanamAM kaMI apanAve. jJAnI kahe che

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1ma zArahA suvAsa saMsAra asAra che. anaMta duHkhamaya che, mekSa anaMta sukhamaya che. tenuM kAraNa sAdhupaNuM che, ane te A manuSya janmamAM pAmI zakAya tema che. RSabhadeva bhagavAnane amUlya upadeza sAMbhaLIne aThThANu bhAIo vairAgya pAmI gayA, ane saMyama laIne suMdara ArAdhanA karI ghAtI karmone kSaya karI kevaLajJAna pAmI AtmAnA sukharUpa sAcI zAMtinA bhoktA banyA. aThThANu bhAIoe dIkSA lIdhI. have bAkI rahyA bAhubalI bAhubalIne Atma raNakAra" - bhale, e cakravati na hatA paNa baLavAna ghaNu hatA. temaNe bhArata sAme yuddha karyuM. ghaNI jAtanA yuddha karyA paNa bemAMthI keI hAryA nahi ne koI jItyA nahi. bharate bAhubali upara caka cheDayuM eTale bharatane mAravA bAhubalie muThThI ugAmI paNa aMtarAtmA jAgI uThaye. ane vicAra karyo. ahe! A muThThI kone mAravA mATe ? A yuddha kenA kuLamAM A muThThIthI moTAbhAIne mAruM te ItihAsamAM zuM lakhAze? rAjyanA TukaDA mATe nAnAbhAIe moTAbhAIne mAryo. evuM kALA akSare lakhaze. aSabhadeva prabhunA be dIkarA laDayA. are, moTAbhAI pitAtulya gaNAya ne! temane pUjavAne badale huM temane mAravA jAuM ? baMdhuo ! sAMbhaLaje e ja bharata ane e ja bAhubalijI che paNa daSTi paTAtA ke pharaka paDI gaye! have maTAbhAIne mAravA nathI ne rAjya joItuM nathI paNa muThThI ugAmI che tenuM zuM thAya? have te ugAmelI muThThI mArA mastake lagADI leca karIne cAritra levuM te ja mArA mATe zreyakara che. kevuM nirmaLa Atmadarzana! kevuM sAtvika darzana! e ugAmelI muThIthI leca karIne tyAMne tyAM ja sAdhu banI gayA. " pazcAtApathI AMsu sAratA bharata" :- tyAre bharatajI paNa pazcAtApa kare che ke he ! A rAjalakSamI e te bhava vRkSanuM bIja che. evuM je samajatA nathI. e te adhama che, ane samajavA chatAM paNa ene vaLagI rahenAre huM te adhamAdhama chuM ke mArA pitAjI ane mArA navANu bhAI e je rAjyasukhane lAta mArIne cAlI nIkaLyA ne huM paDe rahyo! mArA nAnA bhAIe mArAthI mahAna banI gayA ne huM rahI gaye. e bharatajIne khUba pazcAtApa thaya ne AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. badhA bhAio rAjyasukhane tyAga karIne saMyamanA mArge gayA tyArathI bharatajI cha khaMDanuM rAjya calAvavA chatAM temAM anAsakta bhAve rahetA hatA. tethI ja arisA bhuvanamAM kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM ne? pachI te temaNe paNa dIkSA lIdhI ne mekSamAM gayA. aSabhadeva bhagavAnane parivAra keTale ujaLo hate. pote dIkSA lIdhI ane se putrae paNa dIkSA laIne sAcuM sukha ane zAMtinuM sAmrAjya mokSa meLavyuM. baMdhuo ! A uparathI tamane samajAya che ne ke viSayenA bhAgamAM azAMtinI Aga bhaDake eLe che te tyAgajo sArI tiH darzana thAya che lA aMze vize

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zAha suvAsa 13 pratye virAga ane tyAga eTalA aMze sAcI zAnti. viSayane virAga ane Asaktine tyAga sAcI zAMti meLavavAne upAya che. jJAnIoe kahyuM che keviyaanniyaa dukkha vivakRNaM dhaNaM, mamattabaMdhaM ca mahAbhayAvahaM / kudAva6 dhammapurANuttara, ghAjha nivvANa muLA marda II (utta. a. 19, gAthA-98) | dukhavardhaka, bhayanA mahAna nimitta rUpa ane Asakti vadhAranAra evA dhanane barAbara oLakhyA pachI tajI daI sAcA sukhane lAvanAra, muktimAM javA gya guNone pragaTAvanAra sarvazreSTha evI dharmarUpI dhuMsarIne dhAraNa kare. saMsAra Akhe dukhamaya che ne dhana duHkhavardhaka che. AvuM jANavA chatAM ajJAnI che dhanane pitAnuM sarvasva mAne che. eTale temAM amUlya samaya khacI rahyA che. paNa yAda rAkhe ke A manuSyabhava e dhana kamAvA mATe nathI paNa mekSamAM javA mATenuM lAyasansa che. tame paisA kharcIne gADI kharIde paNa e gADI keNuM calAvI zake? lAyasansa meLavyuM hoya te ja ne? lAyasansa maLyA pachI je gADI bephAma calAvI ekasIDanTa karI nAMkhe te zuM thAya? sarakAra lAyasansa pAchuM vAI le, tevI rIte A manuSyabhava e paNa mekSamAM javA mATenuM lAyasansa che. mahAna puNyanA udayathI mAnavabhavanI lAyakAta meLavIne lAyasansa meLavyuM che, paNa temAM je tame kAMItapa tyAga na kare ane pAMca iMdriyenA gheDA bephAma calAvaze te A lAyasansa kheMcAI jaze ne jIva durgatimAM pheMkAI jaze, pachI mAnavabhava kayAre maLaze tenI khabara che? gADIne jema breka rAkhavI paDe che tema jIvanamAM paNa vrata paccakhANuM rUpI breka rAkhe. breka vinAnA jIvananI kAMI kiMmata nathI samaje. paisAnI pAchaLa jIvana veDaphI na nakhe. dhana e mahAmAvaThuM mahAna bhayanuM kAraNa che. jeTaluM dhana vadhyuM teTale bhaya ane upAdhi vadhe che. kavie paNa kahe che kepaise zuM lAve? upAdhine lAve ke nIMdara na Ave luMTArA bIvarAve; ochI thAye AvaradA je pase sAcavatA, e paisAnI pAchaLa jIvatara kheze mA, paise vadhe eTale pApa vadhe che, upAdhio vadhe che. Aje sarakArane lapharA keTalA ? vacamAM hajAranI neTe baMdha thaI tyAre be naMbaranI neTavALA keTalI doDAdoDI karatA hatA! ApaNAM pramukha umarazIbhAIne patra kaIka upADI gayuM che. upADI javAmAM laI janArane paisAnI ja bhUkha che ne ? tene bALakanI dayA paNa Ave che ke mA vagara bALaka keTalo zake che, tenuM kuTuMba keTaluM cUre che? samaje, paisAnI pAchaLa kevA kevA anartho thaI rahyA che

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134 zAradA suvAsa ApaNe tema-rAjulane pUrvabhavanI vAta cAle che. dhanakumAra ane dhanavaMtI bane jaNAe municaMdra muninI sevA karI ane temane mArga batAvyuM, tyAre munie temane mekSane mArga zrAvaka dharma samajAvyo eTale temaNe baMnee muni pAse bAra vrata aMgIkAra karyA. bhagavAne sAdhu ane zrAvaka e be prakAre dharma batAvyuM che. tame je sAdhu na banI zake te zrAvakanA bAra vrata te aMgIkAra kare. bAra vrata aMgIkAra karavAmAM kaMI badhe tyAga karavAnuM nathI. tamAre tamArA jIvananI jarUriyAtanI je vastuo che temAM jeTalI cIjo vApare che temanI maryAdA karavAnI che, ane jene kadI vAparatA ja nathI tenA paccakhANa karavAnA che. jethI pApanI kriyA AvatI baMdha thAya. A dehane sAra zuM che? te jANe che ? te sAro vrata pALe nA bata niyama dhAraNa karavA te dehano sAra che. heDIne je zaDha na hoya te game te dizAmAM cAlI jAya che paNa je zaDha hoya te je dizAmAM laI javI heya te dizAmAM laI javAya che. te rIte A deha rUpI naukAne sAme kinAre laI javA mATe vrata-niyama rUpI zaDhanI jarUra che. gata vinAnuM jIvana zaDha vinAnI naukA jevuM, aMkuza vinAnA hAthI jevuM ane breka vinAnI gADI jevuM che. gata vinA jIvana rUpI naukA kaI dizAmAM cAlI jaze tenI khabara nahi paDe. mATe bane teTalA bata-niyamamAM Ave. dhanakumAra ane dhanavaMtIe pitAnA jIvanamAM vratarUpI breka lagAvI dIdhI. baMne jaNA suMdara rIte zrAvaka dharmanuM pAlana karavA lAgyA. have dhanakumAranA pitA vikramadhana rAjA kahe-beTA ! A jiMdagIne have bharese nathI. mATe tuM rAjya saMbhALa te huM mArA Atmazreya mATe nivRttimaya jIvana gALuM ane bane teTale Azrava choDI saMvara karuM. kAraNa ke have huM cAritra aMgIkAra karI zake tevI mArI zakti nathI. tethI zubha divase dhanakumArane rAjatilaka karI pote dharmamaya jIvana gALavA lAgyA. thoDA samaya bAda rAjA-rANuM svargavAsa pAmyA. A tarapha dhanakumAra potAnI mAphaka acalapuranA rAjyanuM nyAya nItipUrvaka pAlana karavA lAgyA. tethI prajAne prema khUba saMpAdana karyo. samaya jatAM dhanavaMtIe eka putrane janma Apyo. tenuM nAma jayaMta pADavAmAM AvyuM. dhanakumAra rAjAne tyAM keI sukhanI uNapa na hatI. teo baMne svarga jevA sukha bhogavatA hatA. kevaLa bhagavAnanA AgamanathI dhanakumArane jAgele vairAgya" - eka vakhata dhanakumAra rAjA ane dhanavaMtI rANuM dharmacarcA karI rahyA che. te vakhate dvArapALe AvIne samAcAra ApyA ke he mahArAjA ! zrI vasuMdhara kevaLI bhagavAna bahAranA udyAnamAM padhAryA che. A sAMbhaLIne dhanarAjA ane dhanavaMtI rANInA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. baMne jaNa kevaLI bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA mATe AvyA. baMne dharma pratye lAgaNIvALA te hatA. temAM kevaLI bhagavAnanI vairAgyabharI dezanA sAMbhaLIne baMne AtmAe vairAgyanA raMge raMgAI gayA. temane saMsAra asAra lAge. e AtmAo kevA pavitra haze! eka ja vAra dezanA

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zAradA suvAsa sAMbhaLIne dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA. tyAre dhanarAjAnA nAnA bhAI dhanadeva ane dhanadatta kahe che moTAbhAI! tame ne bhAbhI baMne dIkSA le che te ame paNa tamArI sAthe AvIzuM. A cAra AtmAe dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA eTale dhanarAjAe potAnA putra jayaMtane zubha muhute rAjatilaka karI rAjyane bhAra zeMpIne cAre ya AtmAoe vasuMdhara kevaLI pAse dIkSA lIdhI. dhanamunie gurU pAse rahIne ghaNuM jJAna prApta karyuM. temanI gyatA joIne gurUe temane AcAryapada ApyuM. dhanAcArye ghaNA rAjAone temaja temanA prajAjanone pratibaMdha pamADIne dIkSA ApI. have AyuSyane dIpaka bUjhAvAne samaya najIka Ave che ema jANIne dhanamuni tathA dhanavaMtI sAvijIe eka mAsane saMthAra karyo. eka mAsa pachI baMne kALadharma pAmyA. baMne saudharma dezamAM mahardhika deva banyA. dhanadeva muni tathA dhanadatta muni paNa dharma devakamAM deva thayA. dhanakumAra ane dhanavaMtIe sAthe ja dIkSA lIdhI, sAthe ja aNuzana karyuM ane devalokamAM paNa sAthe gayA. A temanA manuSya ane deva e be bhananI vAta thaI have trIjA bhavamAM keNu thaze tenA bhAva avasare. khAkhyAna naM-17 aSADha vada 14 ne budhavAra tA. 2-8-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMta karUNAnA sAgara, anaMta guNenA Akara, divyajJAna sudhAkara evA bhagavate jagatavartI ne kahyuM ke he bhavya che ! mAnavajIvana amUlya dhanane khajAne che. e khajAnAmAMthI tamane badhuM sukha maLe tema che. Ave majhAne khajAne hAthamAM AvyA pachI je enI saMbhALa nahi rAkhe te mAnavajIvana rUpI khajAne gumAvI besaze. AvuM uttama jIvanadhana jALavavA mATe uttama upAye yojavA jarUrI che. jIvananA agaNita sAdhanemAM nItikAroe zAntine prathama sthAna ApyuM che. zAnti tulyaM tapo nAsti, na saMtoSAt paraM sukhas / na tuSNAyA paro vyAdhiH na ca dharmoM dayA paraH // A jagatamAM je kaMI uttama tapa hoya te te zAMti che. koIpaNa tapa zAMtinI tela AvI zakatuM nathI. zAnita samabhAvamAMthI utpanna thAya che. jyAM ajaba zAnti heya tyAM svArthanuM nAmanizAna rahetuM nathI. azAMtine ubhI karanAra svArtha che. niHsvArtha bhAva AvI jAya eTale ApoApa zAnti AvIne jIvanane dhanya banAvI de che. tapa tapanAra manuSya paNa azAMtinA dAvAnaLamAM saLagate heya te enA bhavanI paraMparA vadhI jAya che, mATe zAMti samAna keI tapa nathI e hakIkta sarvathA satya che.

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zAradA suvAsa baMdhuo! tame sukha iccho cho ne? sukha mATe bhautika padArthomAM kyAMya phAMphA mAraze nahi. bhautika sAdhanamAM sukhanI zodha karanAra pathika kharekhara sukhane badale duHkhane prApta karI le che. je tamAre sukha joItuM hoya te jagatanA sAdhane uparathI daSTi haTAvI le. maLe teTalAmAM saMtoSa mAnavAnI manavRtti keLavI le. saMteSathI adhika duniyAmAM bIjuM kaI sukha nathI. kadAca tamane managamate rAjamahela je ekAda baMgale maLI jAya, temAM phrIja, TI. vI. meTara vigere sAdhanene seTa maLI jAya, Adhunika sAdhane ane sAmagrIthI tamAre rUma bharAI jAya te paNa tenAthI tame sukhI banI zakaze nahi. jema jema bhautika sukha ane sAdhane maLatA jaze tema tema tamArI bhautika bhUkha bhaDake baLatI jaze. mATe saMtoSane jIvanane mudrAlekha banAvI le. vadhu meLavavAnI AMdhaLI deTe ochI karI nAMkhe. pachI tame anubhava karI juo ke tamArA je bIjo koI sukhI nahi hoya. jagatanA caraNamAM mUkI jaIne jeTalI saMpatti dekhI teTalI mAMgavA prArthanA karanAra sikaMdara sAme najara sarakhI nahi nAMkhanAra "DAyejinisa" vadhu sukhI hatuM ane samRddhizALI sikaMdara duHkhI hato. A vAta prasiddha che. tame sau jANe che ne? baMdhuo ! A jagatamAM moTAmAM moTe rega karyo? (zretAmAMthI avAja - kensara, TI. bI., DAyAbITIsa, hArTaeTeka, bI. pI. vigere) jJAnI kahe che ke AvA regane upAya maLatAM ne zAtA vedanIyane udaya thatAM te maTe che, paNa eka roga e che ke je mATe muzkela che. jenuM nAma che tRSNa. tRSNane teNe AtmadvAre laTaktA hoya tyAM mAnavInA manane vizrAMti kayAMthI hoya ? subhUma cakavati cha khaMDane svAmI hovA chatAM sAtamA khaMDane sAdhavAnI IcchA thaI. ene tyAM saMpattinI zuM khAmI hatI? enI tRSNae ene sAtamI narakane svAmI banAvyuM. mammaNa zeTha pAse karaDe sauneyAnI pUMcha hevA chatAM nadIne pUramAM lAkaDA vINate hate. aDhaLaka saMpattinA svAmIonI paNa tRSNAe AvI avadazA karI che. AvA asAdhya tRSNA rUpI rogane maTADavAne keI upAya hoya te saMtoSa che. jyAre saMteSa Avaze tyAre dayAdharma samajAze. jJAnI kahe che ke sarva cha upara karUNabhAva rAkhe. potAnA AtmA jevA bIjA AtmAone jANI hiMsAthI virAma pAmanAra AtmasamAdhine sAro anubhava karI zake che. ahiMsA vinAne dharma e dharma nathI. sarva jIve upara karUNa rAkhI ne bacAvavA te uttama dharma che. kahyuM che ke zAMti samAna keI tapa nathI, saMteSa jevuM kaMI sukha nathI, A tRNu jevI keI vyAdhi nathI, dayA je koI dharma nathI. - A cAra vAkyonuM je AtmA barAbara manana karaze, zAMti, saMtoSa ane dayAne sAdhaze ane tRSNAne dUra karaze te jIvanadhananuM sArI rIte rakSaNa karI zakaze. ApaNe nema rAjulanA pUrvabhavanI vAta cAle che. dhanakumAra ane temanA baMne bhAIo tathA dhanavaMtI badhA saMyama laIne kALa karIne saudharma devalekamAM utpanna thayA. tyAM deva

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zApti thAya 147 lekanA divya sukha maLyA paNa AtmAthI jene evA sukhamAM AnaMda nathI AvatuM. emAM te Asakta nathI banatA. e te AtmaramaNatAmAM masta banIne samaya pasAra kare che. emane sukha maLyA paNa sukhane rAga nathI. A rIte manuSyano ane devane ema be bhava thayA. have saudharma devakathI temanuM AyuSya pUrNa karIne e puNyAtmAo kayAM janma le che te tarapha daSTi karIe. "trIje bhava - jaMbudvIpanA bharatakSetramAM vaitADhaya parvatanI uttara zreNImAM sUrateja nAmanuM dhanadhAnyathI samRddha ane mahara nagara hatuM. tyAM sUra nAmanA parAkramI, pavitra ane nyAyasaMpanna rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. e rAjA vidyAdharonA cakravati hatA. tethI temane sau sUcI mahArAjA kahetA hatA. A sUracakI vidyAdhara rAjAne vinmatI nAmanI pativratA rANI hatI. te rANInuM rUpa vijaLInA camakArA jevuM tejasvI hatuM, rANI khUba pavitra ane guNasaMpanna hatI. vinaya Adi guNethI teNe rAjAnuM dila jItI lIdhuM hatuM. rAjArANI baMne saMsAramAM mahAna sukha bhogavatAM AnaMdathI rahetA hatA, tyAM zuM bane che? ' dhanakumArane jIva saudharma develekanuM AyuSya pUrNa karIne A vinmatI raNanI kukSImAM putra paNe utpanna thaye. savA nava mAsa pUrA thatAM rANIe eka divya tejasvI putrane janma ApyuM. putrajanmanI vadhAmaNuM sAMbhaLatA AkhA nagaramAM AnaMda AnaMda chavAI gaye. sUracakrI rAjAe putrajanmanI khuzAlImAM ghaNuM dAna ApyuM, baMdIvAnene jelamAMthI mukta karyA ane daza divasa sudhI janma mahotsava ujavyuM. bAra divasane thatAM tenuM citragati nAma paDyuM. citragatikumArane rAjA-rANu khUba lADakeDathI ucheravA lAgyA. puNyavAna AtmA che eTale te saune vahAlo lAge che. jema jema kumAra meTo thatuM jAya che tema tema tenuM rUpa khIlatuM jAya che. ene joIne saunA manamAM thatuM ke zuM A keI devakumAra te nathI ne ? jevuM rUpa hatuM tevI buddhi ane guNe paNa hatA. eTale kumAra mATe thatAM vividha prakAranI aneka kaLAo zIkhe. eNe pitAnI buddhi, kaLA ane guNethI mAtA-pitA Adi darekanA manane jItI lIdhuM. citragatinA pUrvajanmanA be nAnA bhAIo temanI sAthe devalekamAM gayA hatA. teo A bhavamAM paNa temanA nAnA bhAI o thayA. temanA nAma ane gati ane vipulagati rAkhavAmAM AvyA. pUrvajanmanA bhAIe A bhavamAM paNa bhAI o thayA. traNe bhAI e AnaMdathI divase pasAra karavA lAgyA. - have dhanavaMtIne AtmA kayAM utpanna thAya che te vAta vicArIe. vaitADhaya parvatanI dakSiNa dizAmAM zivamaMdira nAmanuM nagara hatuM. tyAM asaMgasiMha nAme mahApratApI rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. temane ghaNuM rANIo hatI ane kamalakumAra pramukha putra paNa ghaNA hatA, paNa eke ya rANIne putrI na hatI. tethI saune putrInI khUba cAhanA hatI. A saMpAramAM eke ya vAte sukha nathI. je dIkarIe heya ne dIkarA na hoya te ema zodha ke eka dIkarI hoya te sAruM ane dIkarA cAra pAMca heya te mAtA vicAra kare ke mAre eka

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138 zAro suvAsa dIkarI hoya te sAruM. vAtane visAme rahe anaMgasiMha rAjAne tyAM putrInI khUba jhaMkhanA hatI. A rAjAne zazIprabhA nAmanI paTTarANI hatI. zazI eTale caMdra. enuM mukha caMdra jevuM hatuM. dhanavaMtIne jIva pahelA devakathI cavIne zazI prabhA rANInI kakSAmAM putrIpaNe AvyuM. samaya jatAM tene janma thayo. putrIne janma thatAM rAjyamAM sarvatra AnaMda AnaMda prasarI gaye. jANe keI rAjAne tyAM sAta khoTane kuMvara janma ne je AnaMda thAya te AnaMda thaye. khUba dhAmadhUmathI anaMgasiMha rAjAe tene janma mahotsava ujave. tamAre tyAM paNa dIkarInI khoTa hoya ne dIkarI janme te dIkarA karatAM paNa tenA mAna vadhI jAya ne jANe lakSmIjI padhAryA. (hasAhasa) kema barAbara che ne? ratnatI diyA nAma sUtA kA, he vallabha saba tAI, mahile cita zubha sarva kalAmeM, ipravIna banAI kuMvarI rUpa ane guNethI yukta hatI, ane tenI mAtAthI adhika tejasvI hatI. temAM tenuM nAma ratnatI pADayuM. ratnAvatI sane khUba vahAlI. ene bhAI e ghaNAM hatA. mAtAo-bhAIo badhA tene khaLAmAMthI nIce mUktA na hatA, pachI dAsIone te ramADavAne vakhata ja kayAMthI Ave? ratnapatI khUba AnaMdapUrvaka mAtA-pitA ane bhAIonA laDa-pyAramAM moTI thavA lAgI. dhIme dhIme meTI AIonI sarva kaLAomAM pravINa banI. e te rUpa, bIjA guNo ane caturAI heya pachI zuM bAkI rahe? anukrame badhI kaLAe zIkhIne ratnAvatI yauvanane AMgaNe AvIne ubhI rahI. agasiMha rAjAe bolAvela jetiSI" - anaMgasiMha rAjA putrIne joIne vicAra karavA lAgyA ke mArI A ekanI eka suzIla ane sarvAMgasuMdara kuMvarI kenI sAthe paraNaze? te jANavA mATe eka divasa rAjAe eka hoMziyAra jyotiSIne bolAvyuM. rAjA mahArAjA bolAve eTale tiSIo doDatA Ave ne? te rIte jatiSI mahArAjA pAse AvIne hAtha joDIne ubho rahyo. mahArAjA! zuM AjJA che? tyAre rAjAe pUchyuM ke A mArI lADakavAyI putrIne pati koNa thaze. tyAre jotiSIe kahyuM he rAjana ! jo purUSa Apa kA, tega chIna le AI, vahI sutA kA kaMta bane, e sAMca vAta darzAI he mahArAjA ! je purUSa tamArA hAthamAMthI talavAra laI leze e tamArI kuMvarIne paraNaze. A sAMbhaLIne rAjAne jarA guse AvI gayuM ke huM, e mArA hAthamAMthI tAvAra laIne mAruM apamAna karaze. rAjAnA mukha uparanI rekhA joIne tiSIe kahyuM ke mahArAjA! e kaI sAmAnya purUSa nathI. e tamArA hAthamAMthI talavAra laI leze ane jenA upara siddhAyatanA kSetramAM devatAo pupanI vRSTi karaze e tamArI putrIne para ze. A vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjAne krodha zAMta thaI gaye ne manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA

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zAradA suvAsa 139 ke AvA koI vIra, parAkramI ane pAvatra purUSa peAtAnI putrIne paraNaze. mATe putrI ghaNI bhAgyavAna che. ratnavatI meATI thaI che. pUrvajanmanA saMskAro laIne AvI che. tethI tenA jIvanamAM ragerage dharmonI zraddhA hatI, te khUba zraddhApUrNAMka dharmArAdhanA karatI hatI. madhuo! tame je kaI dhakriyAe karI te zraddhApUrvaka karo. zraddhApUrvaka karelI dha kriyA mahAna phaLa ApanArI bane che. game teTalI dha kriyA karo paNa jo temAM zraddhA na heAya te kriyA phaLadAyI banatI nathI. eka saMskRta zlokamAM kahyuM che ke-- azraddhA paramaM pApaM zraddhA pApavimocanI / jahAti pApaM zraddhAvAna, sarpAjIrNAmiva tvacam // azraddhA ( adhazraddhA ) e parama pApa che ne samyak zraddhA pApane naSTa karanArI che. jevI rIte sarpa jINu thayelI krAMcaLIne cheDI de che tevI rIte zraddhAvAna manuSya pApane cheDI de che. juo, zraddhA sahita kriyA karavAmAM keToA mA lAbha che! ApaNe tyAM malADamAM paNa eka AvA ja prasaMga banyA che. Aje cha cha divasathI ApaNA saMdhanA pramukha zrI umarazIbhAI nA pautra bharata je mAtra pAMca vaSa~nI umaranA kula jevA khAkhe che, tene koI upADI gayA hatA. tenA kAraNe cha cha divasathI temanA kuTuMbamAM ane zrIsaMghamAM saunA mana ciMtAtura hatA. e kuTuMba khUba dhI ja che. emane ghaNAM mANasAe kahyuM ke tame Ama karI, tema kare, paNa saune kahyuM ke mane dhama macAvaze. baMdhuo ! dhama kare che tenI kasATI teA thAya che paNu kasoTImAMthI je pAra utare che tenA mUlya aMkAya che. sAnAne agnimAM nAMkhe tyAre te zuddha ane che. hIce saraNe caDhe che tyAre tenA mUlya akAya che. to pachI dharma kare tenI kasoTI thAya temAM zu navAI ! A kuTuMba kasoTImAMthI pasAra thaI gayu. bIjI koI zraddhA ke mAnatA karyA vagara sAru e kuTuMba dhamAM joDAI gayuM. jyArathI bAkhA gayA tyArathI akhaMDa navakAramaMtranA jApa, upavAsa, AyaMbIla vigere karavA lAgyA. umarazIbhAInA moTA putra huM sarAjabhAI e aThThama karyAM, dharmAMnA prabhAve bharata kSemakuzaLa AvI gayA, dhamA~ pratye zraddhA hatI teA AveluM. vighna dUra thayuM. ave huM mIe eka dAkhalA Apu. eka dhanADhaca zrImata zeThane ghera ghaNAM kAma karanArA nAkarA hatA. temAM eka nAkara daza varSoMthI zeThane ghera kAma karatA hatA, tenuM nAma daulata hatuM. daulata jInA nAkara hatA. te zeThanuM kAma tana tADIne karatA hatA. eTale tenA upara zeThanA cAre hAtha hatAM. bIjA nAkarAne daulata pratye IrSyA AvI eTale lAga zeAdhIne zeThanA kAna bhaMbheravA lAgyA ke zeTha! A daulata kaMi kAma karatA nathI, e tA harAmI che, ene khATA pagAra devAya che. ema zeThanA kAna bhaMbheryAM, eTale zeTha te caDhI gayA. mATA mANaso kAcA kAnanA hAya che. jema koI caDhAve tema caDhI jAya paNa sAcu zuM che tenI tapAsa na kare. bIjAnI vAta upara vizvAsa karavA karatAM te kharAbara tapAsa karIne potAnA haiyAne pUchIne kAma kara

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0i zAradA suvAsa te vadhe na Ave, A zeTha bIjA nokarInA caDhAvyA caDhI gayA, paNa daza daza varSathI zeTha pratye mArApaNuM mAnIne kAma karanAra nekaranI kadara na karI zakayA. zeThe kahyuM-are daulata! daulata kahe-jI sAheba, pharamAve, zeThe kahyuM-tane huM divALIe chUTe karavAne chuM. zuM bele che zeTha ! mAre gune? zeTha kahe-gune kAMI nahi paNa eka vAta samajI le ke divALIe mAre tane chUTo karavAne che. zeThanI vAta sAMbhaLIne bicArA dolatanA te hozakeza uDI gayA. tenI AMkhamAMthI zrAvaNa bhAdaravo vahevA lAgyuM. divALIne haju eka mahine bAkI hatuM paNa Ane te asara thaI gaI. daulata khUbagarIba hatuM, tene keInI lAgavaga ke oLakhANa na hatI. eTale enA manamAM hAya lAgI ke zeTha mane divALIe rajA Apaze te huM kayAM jaIza? mAruM zuM thaze ? mArA bairA chokarAnuM zuM thaze? daulata kAma ghaNuM karato paNa tenAmAM bAhozI na hatI. je bahezI heta te zeThane kahI deta ke huM atyArathI chUTe thaI jAuM chuM. mane tamArA jevA zeTha maLI raheze, paNa A te bicAro gabharAI gaye. zuM karavuM te sUjhatuM nathI. ciMtAmAM ne ciMtAmAM daulata ghera Avyo. te khUba udAsa banI gaye. enuM moTuM joIne patnI pUche che ke Aje tamane zuM thayuM che? Aje tamAruM mukha ATaluM badhuM udAsa kema che? tyAre daulata raDate raDate kahe che Aje te ciMtAne pAra nathI. zuM che te kahe te kharA. zeTha mane divALIe chUTe karavAnA che. patnI kahe che zeTha tamane chUTA na kare. are, zuM na kare! mane Aje cekhuM kahI dIdhuM che, tyAre enI patnI kahe che tame ciMtA na kare. haju divALIne eka mahine bAkI che. prabhune ApaNe prArthanA karIe ke zeThane sadbuddhi maLe ne tamane chUTA na kare. nAnA nakkI mane chUTo karavAnA che. bicAra daulata eka divasa loTe laIne jaMgala javA gayo. ciMtAmAM ne ciMtAmAM khUba dUra cAlyA gaye. kAraNa ke ciMtA bahu bUrI cIja che. ciMtA jIvatA mANasane vagara agnie bALI mUke che. ati ciMtA karavAthI ma NasanI buddhi ghaTI jAya che ne rUpa paNa jhAMkhuM paDI jAya che. eTale ciMtAtura mANasa jIvate chatAM marelA jevo che. daulata ciMtAmAM ne ciMtAmAM ghaNe dUra nIkaLI gayuM. chevaTe thAkIne eka jhADa nIce beTho ne vicAra kare che zuM karavuM? mane zeTha je divALIe nekarImAMthI chUTo karavAnA che te pahelAM A dehathI chUTe thaI jAuM te zuM beTuM ? - daulata manamAM A vicAra kare che tyAM sAme eka saMtane joyA. saMtane jotAM enuM haiyuM harakhAI gayuM. ahe! mArA dhanya ghaDI ne dhanya bhAgya ke Aje mAre jaMgalamAM mAla thayuM. maratAM pahelA saMtanA darzana karI lauM te mAruM maraNa sudharI jAya. ema vicAra karIne te saMta pAse AvyA. saMtanA darzana karyA. enuM mukha joIne saMta samajI gaNa ke A mANasa duHkhamAM gherAyele lAge che. saMte pUchyuM, bhAI ! tuM jaMgalamAM zA

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zArA suvAsa 15 mATe Ave che? tAruM mukha jotAM te mahAna lakhI hoya tema lAge che. jyAre duHkhI mANasane koI tene duHkhanI vAta pUche che tyAre tenuM dila dravI jAya che. enA aMtaramAM evI lAgaNI ubharAI Ave che ke jANe mane mA bApa maLyA. " jIvanane visAmo kevuM?" - baMdhuo ! vicAra karaje. sukha-duHkhanA sAcA saMgAthI keNa? paise ke gurU gurU, pise tamane je zAMti nahi Ape, era kaMDIzana je, zItaLatA nahi Ape te saMta Apaze. saMsAranA tApathI AkuLa vyAkuLa thayelA che mATe saMte mIThe visAme che. jenI pAse jatAM zItaLatA maLe te saMta che. je sAcI zAMti pamADe te saMta che. saMte daulatane ATaluM pUchayuM tyAM tenuM aDadhuM duHkha ochuM thaI gayuM. dolate saMtane pitAnI vItaka kahI saMbhaLAvI tyAre saMte kahyuM, mAnavajIvana kiMmatI che, ApaghAta karIne ene tuM aMta lAvavA Icche che? kadAca tuM mAnate haIza ke huM duHkhathI chUTa paNa tuM chUTate nathI, baMdhAya che. A rIte jIvanane aMta lAvavA karatAM amArA je sAdhu banI jA. daulata kahe che nA, mahArAja mAre sAdhu banavuM nathI. juo, duHkhane mAryo ApaghAta karavA AvyA che, chatAM sAdhupaNuM levAnuM mana thatuM nathI. sAdhupaNuM keTaluM durlabha che! saMte tene kahyuM -daulata ! tuM dIkSA levAnI nA pADe che te ema kara. huM tane A cAra bola ApuM chuM tenuM raTaNa karyA karaje. mahArAja ! raTaNa karuM paNa mArI nekarInuM zuM? mahArAja kahe che tuM ciMtA na karIza. atyAre tuM nekarInI ciMtA choDIne huM kahuM tenuM zraddhApUrvaka eka citte raTaNa kara. sau sArA vAnA thaze. ane te saMtanA vacanamAM zraddhA thaI saMte tene kahyuM-"arihaMtA zaraNuM pahajajAmi, siddhA zaraNuM pavajAmi, sAhuM zaraNuM pahajajAmi, kevalI 5nAM dhamma zaraNe pavajAmi." basa, ATaluM tuM rAta-divasa raTaNa karyA karaje. daulata A cAra bela zIkhI gaye. rAta-divasa : enuM raTaNa karatAM cAra divasa thaI gayA. basa, have te tene khAvuM, pIvuM kaMI gamatuM nathI. cAra zaraNanuM zraddhApUrvaka raTaNa kare che. cAra zaraNanuM raTaNa ciMtA dUra karavAnI . jaDIbuTTI che. A te nekarInI ciMtA choDIne cAra zaraNanI dhUnamAM ektAna banI gaye. A samaye tene keI gebI avAja Avyo. he daulata ! sAMbhaLa. daulata AMkha kholIne jue che te kaI dekhAtuM nathI. e te enI dhUnamAM lAgI gaye. tyAM pharIne avAja Avyo. daulata tyAM jue che te kaI dekhAtuM nathI. tethI te vicAra kare che ke beTI bhramaNa che. mAruM nAma daulata che paNa daulatanA darzana kadI karyA nathI. AvA garIbane keNa bolAve? pAchA cAra zaraNanuM raTaNa karavA lAgyo. tyAM trIjI vAra avAja Avyo, dolata! sAMbhaLa, tyAre daulatanA manamAM thayuM ke nakakI kaI daivI avAja che. bhale, keI dekhAtuM nathI paNa zuM kahe che te sAMbhaLI lauM, dolata have sAbado banyo. teNe kahyuM,

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142 zAradA suvAsa tame mane dekhAtA nathI paNa je che te bhale che. zuM kahevuM che? tyAre keIe adazya rIte kahyuM ke he daulata ! sAMbhaLa. dhanaterasanA divase tArA zeTha tijorImAMthI mAla milkata bahAra kADhIne dhananI pUjA karaze. te samaye keI tane kADhI mUke, kaI tAruM apamAna kare te tuM sahana karIne paNa zeThanI pAse pahoMcI jaje ne huM kahuM tema karaje, devAnupriya cAra zaraNanA raTaNa ke prabhAva che ! ekeka divasa jatAM dhanaterasane divasa Ave. e divase zeTha dhananI pUjA karavA beThA che. rekaDA rUpiyA, hIrA, sonuM cAMdI vagere pAtharIne tenI pUjA kare che. A samaye daulata tyAM pahoMcI gaye ne zeThanI sAme beTho. zeThe enA sAmuM joIne kahyuM dAlata! tuM ahIM kema beThe che? tyAre daulate kahyuM, sAheba! mAre Apane eka vAta karavI che. Apa mArI vAta sAMbhaLazo? zeThe kahyuM, tAre je kahevuM hoya te kahe. daulate deve kahevA pramANe kahyuM, sAheba! tamane delata game ke na game? zeThe kahyuM-are mUrkha ! delata kene na game? keIne delata na game evuM kadI bane ? (hasAhasa) tamane delA kevI game? zeThe kahyuM ke mane delata khUba game. je tamane delata khUba game che te thoDA divasa sudhI rahe te game ke jhAjhA divasa rahe te game? bole mArA bhAIe ne bahena ! tame zuM kaheze? zeThe kahyuM-are! jiMdagIbhara sudhI dalita rahe te game. bele, tamane kyAM sudhI game? (zrotAmAMthI avAja :-jiMdagIbhara rahe te game.) (hasAhasa) zeThe kahyuM-daulata ! delata yuganA yuga sudhI mArI pAse rahe te bahu game. daulate eka kAgaLa lAvIne zeThane Ape ne kahyuM-sAheba! Apa emAM lakhe ke mane delata game, mane dolata bahu game, ghaNAM varSo sudhI mArI jiMdagI parvata, yugonA maga sudhI dolata rahe te mane game. zeThe te kAgaLamAM lakhI ApyuM. daulate zeThanA hAthanuM vakhANa sAcavIne mUkI dIdhuM. bIje divase kALIcaudaza AvI ne trIje divase divALI AvI. eTale zeThe -dIlata! A tAro pagAra laI le. have tuM AjathI chUTo. tyAre dolata pelo kAgaLa kADhIne batAvyuM. sAheba! ApanuM lakhANa vAMce. mane dolata game, mane dolata maha game, jiMdagIparyata yuganA yuga sudhI dehata rahe te mane game. bele, je dolata maha game tene rajA apAya? zeThe daulata nekara samajIne kahyuM na hatuM, dolata lakSamI samajIne kahyuM hatuM. zeTha kolatanI buddhi upara khuza thaI gayA ane pitAnA hAthanuM lakhANa vAMcIne holAta upara prasanna thaIne tenA mAthe hAtha mUkIne kahe che-daulata ! have jiMdagIbhara tuM mAre tyAM raheje. have tane A gharamAMthI kaI chUTe nahi karI zake. daulata khuza thaI gaye. teNe vicAra karyo ke aha, saMtane ke prabhAva che! emaNe mane cAra zaraNuM raTaNa karavAnuM kahyuM hatuM te pramANe meM karyuM te huM nyAla thaI gayo. tene dharma upara zraddhA vadhI, ane prabhune prArthanA karavA lAgyo ke he bhagavAna! je manuSya tAruM zaraNuM grahaNa kare che te nyAla thaI jAya che, ene A jagatamAM koI ciMtA ke upAdhi rahetI nathI,

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sAdhu vAsa 17 basa, prabhu! have huM tane arpaNa thaI gayo. cAhe tuM mane DUbADe ke tAra, chaMvADa ke mAra emAM mAre zuM ? mArI ciMtA tAre mAthe che. saMtanA vacana upara zraddhA karI ane cAra zaraNuM zraddhApUrvaka aMgIkAra karyA tenA pratApe ene zeThane AvuM pUchavAnI ane lakhAvI levAnI buddhi AvI. daulatanI zraddhA phaLI ne te sukhI thayo, AvI rIte ApaNA umarazIbhAInI dharma pratyenI zraddhA Aje phaLI che ne bharata ghera AvI gayA che. - citragati rAjakumAra ane ratnAvatI nAmanI rAjakumArI baMnene saMga kevI rIte thaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 18 aSADha vada amAsa ne gurUvAra tA. 3-8-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI sarvajJa purUSe bhavya jIne kalyANa mATe udgheSaNA karIne pharamAve che ke he AtmAo! mokSarUpI zikharane sara karavA mAnavabhava rUpI paramITa maLyuM che. mATe A jIvananI ekeka kSaNane sadupayoga kare. jemane mekSanA zAzvata sukhanI samajaNa nathI tevA jI bhautika sukhane sAcuM sukha mAnIne tene meLavavA jyAM ne tyAM bhaTakyA kare che, paNa tene khabara nathI ke A badhuM sukha khAMDa copaDela jhera jevuM che. tene meLavatAM AtmAnuM anaMta sukha lUMTAI jAya che. rAmaje. IcchAe, kAmanAo ane AvazyakatAo vadhAravAthI sukha maLe che e brAnti bhAgye ja chUTake che. sAra-asAra, anitya ane sAcA kheTAne samajavAne viveka jAge te bhautika sukhanI lolupatA ane mohajALa tUTI jAya. je parama duHkharUpa che tene sukha mAnI levAnuM ajJAna ApoApa TaLI jAya che. vivekaSTi e AtmajJAnanI cAvI che. tenAthI ajJAnane aMdhakAra haTI jaze paNa eka vAra satya vastune samajavAnI, grahaNa karavAna, dhAraNa karavAnI jIvane tIna tamannA joIe. tIna tamannA vinA koI paNa vastunI prApti jaladI thatI nathI. anaMtakALathI parane saMga, parane paricaya ane paranI paMcAtamAM AtmAe pitAnuM jJAna gumAvI dIdhuM che, ane lakSa coryAzInI ghaTamALamAM paDIne bhAva vadhArI dIdhA che. paramAM sukhabuddhi e moTAmAM moTuM ajJAna che. paramAM traNa kALe sukha maLatuM nathI. A saMsAramAM paNa mAnavI je parAdhIna hoya te kahe che ke huM duHkhI chuM. sukha svAdhInatAmAM che. parAdhInane kadI svAnaMda prApta nahi thAya. eka anubhavI kavie paNa kahyuM che ke, parAdhIna sapane huM sukha nahI." je manuSya pitAnA mAmAM sthita che tene samajAya che ke sAcuM sukha pitAnAmAM raheluM che. AtmA anaMta sukhane sAgara che chatAM jIvane sukha kema jaNAtuM nathI tenuM kAraNa e che ke AtmAe pitAnA tarapha daSTi karI nathI. A

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14 zAra suvAsa jagatanA padArtho para bhamatI daSTine pitAnA tarapha vALI nathI. ApaNA pitAnA avarUpane ApaNe nihALyuM nathI ne pichANyuM nathI. A saMsAramAM anekane paricaya karatAM pahelAM jene paricaya prathama karavuM joIe te AtmAne paricaya ApaNe karyo nathI. pachI AtmAnI mahattA kayAMthI samajAya? baMdhuo! A jIvananI gADI udhe pATe caDhI gaI che. kSaNika sukhanA bhAgelA pula uparathI pasAra thavA mATe pUrapATa deDI rahyA che, pachI zAMtinuM sTezana kyAMthI Ave? uMDI khAImAM paDavAnuM ja Ave ne? eka sAcI samajaNathI, sAcI tatvajijJAsAthI ane samaktithI AtmasukhanA daravAjA ApoApa khUlI jAya che. samyakatva sahita virati dharmanuM pAlana karanAra jarUra mokSamAM jAya che. mAre AtmA anaMta sukhano sAgara che. 5ramAM mane sukha nathI. A satyanuM raTaNa kare te saMsArane ane duHkhano aMta Avaze. AtmasvarUpanI ane parasvarUpanI pIchANu karI parathI pAchA haThavAnI ane karmabaMdhana ochA karavAnI jijJAsA jAge te samajavuM ke mArA puNyane udaya che. ajJAna rUpI aMdhakAramAM ghaNuM AtmA DUbI rahyA che. pitAnA prakAzane, potAnI parama zaktine ne pIchANe tenI zI dazA thAya ? para pariNati pitAnI mAne, vate A rIDha dhyAne, baMdha mokSa nava pichANe, te ja pahele guNaThANe. . para pariNatine pitAnI mAne, je ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAnamAM vartatA hoya, jene baMdha, mikSa Adi tanI pIchANa nathI tevA AtmAo pahelA guNarathAnake vatI rahyA che. mithyAtvamAM vartatA nI A dazA che. AvA ja pitAnI mAnyatAne choDatA nathI, tethI saMsAramAM paribhramaNa kare che, paNa vicAra kare. manuSya janmanI sArthakatA zuM che? ajanma dazA prApta karavAmAM mAnavajanmanI sArthakatA che. jene janma thayo che tenuM maraNa te avazya che paNa maraNa pachI janmane aTakAvI de te potAnA hAthanI vAta che. maraNa kayAre bAja pakSInI jema ApaNA upara tUTI paDaze tenI ApaNane khabara nathI. mATe pahelethI cetIne Atmakhejane paMthe pagalA mAMDe, Atmadharmane oLakhe te janma-maraNane gADha aMdhakAra dUra thatAM AtmaprabhA jhaLahaLI uThaze. - je zarIrane sAcavavA mATe ATalI badhI mahenata kare che te zarIra paNa nAzavaMta che. kAraNa ke te para che. jeTalA parane potAnA mAnaze teTalA vAghAta sahana karavA paDaze. dhana ane vaibhava paNa kyAre cAlyA jaze te khabara nathI. mATe svajana ke saMpattinA saMgamAM harSa pAmave ane viyegamAM zeka kare nAma che mATe samajI levuM joIe ke saMga ane viyega baMne AtmAnA gharanI vastu nathI. ajJAnI jIva saMga thatAM sukha ane vivega thatAM duHkha mAne che. jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke A mane ISTa che ke A mane aniSTa che ema rAga dveSa karI saMsAra vadhAro nahi. dareka jIve karmanI jALamAM sapaDAyelA che. temane choDAvavAnI ApaNAmAM tAkAta nathI paNa pite ja potAnA purUSArthadvArA karmanI jALamAMthI

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zApara suvAsa 14 chUTI zake che. pratyeka padArtho ane prANIo pratye samabhAva rAkha, AtmAne jJAtA ane daSTa banAve te saMsAra cakramAMthI chUTI zakAze, bAkI te je karma jANatAM ke ajANatAM pitAnA mATe ke pitAnA kuTuMba mATe game tene mATe bAMdhyA haze te pitAne ja bhogavavA paDaze, mATe chUTavuM hoya te karmabaMdhanathI aTake. ApaNe temanAtha bhagavAna ane rAjematanA pUrvabhavenuM varNana cAle che, temAM dhanakumAra surateja nagaramAM suracakI rAjAne tyAM putrapaNe jamyA che ane dhanavaMtI zivamaMdIra nagaramAM asaMgasiMha rAjAne tyAM janmI che, baMne AtmAo vidyAdharanA kuLamAM jamyA che. baMne temanA mAtA-pitAne tyAM lADakoDathI uchare che. mAtA-pitAe temane premathI bhaNAvI gaNAvIne ucheryA che. temAM ranavatI te ghaNA bhAIonI eka ja bahenaDI che. eTale enA te ghaNuM mAna che. mAtA-pitAonI saMtAne pratye alaukika mamatA hoya che, ane AzAnA minArA hoya che ke saMtAne moTA thaze eTale ApaNe sukhI thaIzuM. paNa jJAnI kahe che ke tame saMtAne pratye game teTaluM mamatva rAkho paNa "na te tALa vA saraLa vA, tui fja tejala nA tALA vA sALA vA ... tamArA saMtAna ke bIjA kuTuMbIjane ke jemane pitAnA mAne che te tamane trANa zaraNuM nathI ane tame paNa temane trANa zaraNuM nathI. jenI sAthe jeTalA leNa deNa haze teTalA levAze. puSyane udaya hoya te saMtAne mAtA-pitAne saMbhALe che. ahIM mane eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. - eka gAmaDAmAM eka garIba pati-patnI rahetA hatA. teo karmodaye khUba garIba hatA. temanI pAse mAtra cAra vIghA jamIna hatI. eTale khetI karIne pitAnuM jIvana vItAvatA hatA. be traNa saMtAna thayA paNa bALapaNamAM ja marI gayA pachI eka putra thaye. te dIkare bAlapaNuthI khuba hoMziyAra ane vinayavaMta hate. ene joIne mAtA pitAnI AMkhaDI karI jatI. mAbApane putra pratye khUba prema hatuM. enA upara emaNe AzAnA minAra badhA hatA. dIkare moTe thaye eTale tene bhaNavA mU. A cheka badhA vidyArthIomAM hoMziyAra hate. dareka vakhate pahelAM naMbare pAsa thatuM hatuM. putranI hoMziyarI joIne mAtA pitAnI chAtI gajagaja phulavA lAgI ane putra kema vadhu pragati kare te mATe satata dhyAna rAkhatA. cheka bhaNe che eTale ene ghI, dUdha, phUTa vigere pauSTika padArtho khavaDAvIe te enI yAdazakti vadhe, zarIra sAruM rahe ene sArA kapaDA paherAvIe te zobhI uThe, ane bahAra enI pratibhA paDe. e mATe A garIba mA-bApa rAta divasa satata parizrama karatAM hatAM. te ja saMtAno mATe mA-bApa zuM nathI karatA?" - mA bApane pitAnA saMtAnane bhaNAvI gaNAvI hoziyAra banAvavAnAM keTalA keDa hoya che ! e samaje che ke pachI ApaNe badhA duHkha cAlyA jaze, paNa saMsAra e vicitra prakArane che ke mANasa zA. su-10

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k zAradA suvAsa khAre che zuM khane che zuM? A chekarA bhUkha guNIyala ane vinayavaMta che. peAtAnA mATe mAtApitAne ATalI badhI mahenata karatA joIne tenA manamAM thatuM ke huM A mArA mAtA pitAnA RNamAMthI kayAre mukta thaIza ? emanA upakAranA badale kayAre vALIza ? A mA bApa ghaNI vakhata aDadhA bhUkhyA rahetA paNa dIkarAne peTa bharIne khavaDAvatA. dIkarAnI jarUriyAtamAM kaMI paNa khAmI na rahe te mATe ane mANasa kAyAnA keDiyA jalAvI potAnA jIvananuM tela sIMcI rahyA hatA. gajA uparAMta majurI karavAthI mane jaNA vagara ghaDapaNe gharaDA jevA chanI gayA hatA. eka te kaDakaDatI garIbAI eTale lUkhA sUkA bhAjana khAvAnA ane kAma ghaNu' karavAnuM, eTale gharaDA ja dekhAya ne ? " putranA dilAsAthI AMsudhI chalakAtI mA-bApanI AMkhA " :- mA-- mApanuM zarIra joIne chekarAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jatA. mArI pAchaLa mArA mA-bApe tA jAta dhoi nAMkhI. temanu zarIra kevu thaI gayuM che! ghaNI vAra te kahetA. bA-bApujI! hu' bhaNI rahIza eTale tamane khilakula kAma nahi karavA dauM... hAM....tyAre mA-mApanI AMkhamAM harSanA AMsu AvI jatAM. gAmaDAmAM abhyAsa pUro thaye eTale mA-bApe vicAra karyA ke vadhu majurI karIzuM. paNa dIkarAne muMbaI jevA meTA zaheramAM bhaNavA mUkIe. dIkarA vadhu DAMziyAra thAya temAM ApaNI ze|bhA che ne ? putrane AgaLa bhaNAvavA mATA zaheramAM mAkalyA. jeTalu bhaNatara vadhe eTaleA kharca paNa vadhu thAya ne? ene paisA vadhAre meAkalavA paDe. A mA-mApe peAtAnA ekanA eka putranI unnati mATe peAtAnuM sarvasva phanA karI dIdhuM. mAtA-peAtAnI pAse je dAgInA hatA gIrave mUkIne putrane paisA mekale che. ethI vadhu jarUra paDe teA keAInI pAsethI vyAje paisA lAvIne paNa putranI jJAnajyeAtinA dIvaDAne jalatA rakhAvatI. putra paNa mAtApitA ne sahAnubhUti darzAvatA, lAgaNIthI chalakAtA patra lakhatA, ane kayAreka rajAnA divaseAmAM mAtA pitAnI khabara laI jate, saya jatAM dIkarAnA abhyAsa pUrA thayA eTale te kolejamAM presara banyA, je divase dIkaro prephesara anyA te divase mAtApitAnI AMkhamAM harSanA AMsu AvI gayA. pAnA purUSArtha nI vele pAMgarelA puSpA nihALIne kayA mAtApitAne AnaMa na thAya ? d. " dIkarAne paraNAvavA gIrave mUkelA ghara 1 :- dIkaro he MziyAra che, dekhAvamAM paNa sArA che ane sArI nAkarI maLI eTale sArA gharanI kanyAonA kaheNa AvavA lAgyA. mA-bApane dIkarAne paraNAvavAnA khUba koDa heAya che. sArA gharanI kanyAonA kaheNa Ave che paNa ene paraNAvavAnA kharca karavA jeTalA paisA nathI. je ka MI hatuM te bhaNAvavAmAM khacI nAMkhyu hatu. aMte ane mANuse vicAra karyAM ke have tA dIkarA nAkarI para caDhI gaye che eTale pagAra Avaze, tethI ciMtA nathI. ApaNuM ghara ane jamIna gIrave mUkIne dIkarAne paraNAvavI daie, pachI putranA pagAramAMthI echA kharce nabhAvIne je paisA bacaze te bhegA

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zAradA suvAsa 14 karIne ghara ane jamIna e traNa varSamAM cheDAvI laIzuM'. AvA vicArIne ghara ane jamIna gIrave mUkIne sArA gharanI sudara kanyA sAthe putranA lagna karI dIdhA. lagna pachI A karo-vahu mA-khApane page lAgIne prephesaranI cAlu nAkarI mATe zaheramAM javA nIkaLyA. mAtA-pitAe AzIrvAda ApyA ke dIkarA vahu ! tame sukhI thAva. tamAro sa`sAra svaga jevA raLiyAmaNA mane, ema aMtaranA AzIrvAda ApIne khaMne jaNA peAtAnA vahAlaseAyA putrane gAmanA pAdare basa sTezane vaLAvavA AvyA. jatI vakhate putra karIne page lAgyA, tyAre mA-khApa kahe che dIkarA ! tuM moTA zaheramAM rahevA jAya che paNa amane bhUlI na jatA hAM....amArI khakhara leje ane jevA che tevA raheze. have amArA jIvananA AdhAra tArA para che, tyAre dIkarAe kahyuM-khA bApujI! tame ciM'tA na karo. huM dara mahine pagAramAMthI Apane paisA mekalAvIza. e paNa samajatA hatA ke mane bhaNAvavA ne paraNAvavAnI pAchaLa mA bApe temanI jAta niceAvI nAMkhI che. emanu zarIra hADipaMjara jevu' banI gayu che. have hu emane sArA- manAvI daIza. mAtA-pitA pAsethI vidAya laine putra ane putravadhU basamAM beThA ne basa upaDI. mA-bApa te putranI sAme Tagara Tagara joI rahyA. putravidAya thayA tyAre emanI AMkhamAMthI zrunA dheAdha vahyo. putra paNa kAcanI khArImAMthI mAtA-pitAnI viraha vedanA nihALate temanA dRSTipatha parathI adRzya thayA. madhue ! mA-mApa peAtAnA satAnA mATe keTalu kare che? mA-bApane peAtAnA dIkarA pheTalA vahAlA hAya che ? saMtAnone sukhI karavA potAnI jAta sAmu paNa jotAM nathI, paNa AjanA saMtAneA bhaNIgaNIne DhAMziyAra thAya, peAtAnA pagabhara thAya che eTale mA- mApane bhUlI jAya che. anubhavIo kahe che ke hai saMtAnA! 66 bhUlA bhale bIjuM badhu.... paNa mA-bApane bhUlaze| nahi, agaNita che upakAra ehanA, e visarA nahi. "" tame khIjuM badhu bhUlI jajo paNa mA-bApane kadI bhUlaze| nahi. saMtAnA upara mAtA -pitAnA anaDada upakAra hAya che. emane mATe saMtAneA jeTalu kare teTaluM ochuM che, mA-bApa te| tI samAna che. Aje mANasa tIrthaM sthAnomAM yAtrA karavA jAya che paNa huM te kahuM chu` ke bahAranA tIrthAMmAM javA karatAM gharamAM jAgatu ne jIvatuM tI mAtA pitA che temanI sevA karI. enA aMtaranA AzIvAda maLaze te mahAna sukhI thaze. Aje kaMIka gharamAM evA kupAtra putrA jovA maLe che ke mA-bApa vRddha thAya, bimAra thAya chatAM temanI khakhara nathI letA. koIka jagyAe dIkarA judA thAya te mA-bApane ane ghare ekaeka vaheMcI le che. ahAhA....AvA sa`sArane dhikkAra che ! pAtAnA saMtAno paLAya paNa eka tIrtha samAna pavitra ane upakArI mA-bApa nathI paLAtA. kaMIka bhAgyavAna mAtApitA dIkarAthI phule pUjAya tema pUjAtA hAya che.

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zAradA suya pelA chokarA zaheramAM rahevA gayA, zarUAtamAM to mA-bApa khUba yAda AvatA. tenA dilamAM eka khaTaka hatI ke huM kyAre emanA RNamAMthI mukta thaIza. mA-bApane mI hetabharyAM patra paNa lakhatA ke huM paisA bhegA thaze eTale mekalAauza, mAtA-pitA paNa AzAmAM divase pasAra karatA hatA, paNa ka`rAjAnI lIlA Ara che. mAnavI dhAre che. zu ne thAya che zu? dIkarA gAmaDAmAMthI zaheramAM Avyo. thoDo sukhI thayA ne patnInA premamAM paDyo eTale dhIme dhIme mAtApitAne bhUlavA lAgyA. patra lakhavAnA paNa aMdha thayA pachI paisAnI te vAta ja kayAM rahI! mANusa gAmaDAmAMthI zaheramAM Ave che eTale te pAke zaherI banI jAya che ane mAtApitA pratyenI mAyAne jema sarpa kAMcaLI utAre ema pAtAnA parathI utArI nAMkhe che. pachI tA enu' jagata pote, pAtAnI patnI ane peAtAnA parivAra pUratuM sImita banI jAya che. svArthanA A kocalAmAM ene svaga sukha dekhAya che. ,, " mAbApanA premane bhUlate putra :- cheAkarAnA jIvanamAM AvuM ja banyu zarUAtamAM patra lakhyo ne thADA paisA mAkalyA pachI teA badhu... baMdha thaI gayuM. putra pAchaLa jAna ApanAra mAtApitA samAcAra baMdha thatAM ci MtAtura khanI gayA. arere..mAA dIkarAnu zu thayu haze? paNa emane kayAM khaJara che ke dIkarAnA dilamAMthI amArA pratyenA snehanI saravANI sukAI gaI che. chevaTe pitAe patra lakhyA ke beTA ! have mArAthI khetInu kAma thatu' nathI ane tArI mAtAthI leAkeAnA kAma thatA nathI ne dADIye pazu jaI zakatI nathI, mATe tu amane paisA meAkalaje. tu patra kema nathI lakhatA? amane tArI yAda satAve che. A rIte ghaNuM lakhyuM. dIkArAne patra maLyA. patra vAMcceA paNa enu hRdaya na pIgaLyuM ne patrane javAba paNa na ApyA. chevaTe rAha jotAM ma-khApa nirAza thaI gayA. ahA! je chekarA mATe jAta sAmuM joyu' nahi, peTe pATA bAMdhIne bhAgye tyAre e ApaNane bhUlI gayA? Ama vicAratAM chAtIphATa raDavA lAgyA. madhue ! mANusa dhAre che zu' ne mane che zu'? mANasanuM' dhAreluM kAma pAra paDatu nathI. manuSya badhAne pahAMcI zake che paNa kamane koI pahoMcI zakatu nathI. A dIkarA jyAre bhaNatA hatA tyAre mAtApitAne devanI jema pUjatA hatA ne mA-bApane huM kyAre sukhI karIza tenI ciMtAmAM raDatA hatA paNa have e badhuM ja ene vIsarAI gayuM che. vIsaryAM te kevuM vIsaryAM ke mA-bApa bhUkhyA mare che chatAM ene javAnuM ke paisA mokalavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. ahAhA....kama` zu` tArA khela che! sadguNI putrane te Aje kuputra banAvI dIdheA. ' ', pitAnuM karUNa rUdana " :- bIjI tarapha dIkarAne paraNAvavA mATe ghara ane jamIna jene tyAM gIrave mUkayA hatA te zepha dhamakI ApatA hatA ke paisA ApI . nahiMtara ghara

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zAha suvAsa ane jamIna laI laIza. eTale bApa keInI pAse bhIkha mAMgIne TikiTanA paisA meLavI zodhatA zodhate putrane ghera gaye. premathI putrane kahyuM-beTA! tuM amane sAva bhUlI ja gaye! amArA sAmuM te je. ame bhUkhyA marIe chIe, te paNa dIkarAe sAmuM na joyuM, tyAre kahe che beTA! tane paraNAvavA mATe ghara ane jamIna gIrave mUkyA che te zeTha amane bahu dhamakI Ape che te tuM paisA Apa te huM ghara ane jamIna cheDAvI lauM. e ghara laI leze te ame kayAM rahIzuM ? ATaluM bolatAM bApanI AMkhamAMthI bera bera jeTalA AMsu TapakavA lAgyA te paNa dIkarAnuM dila na pIgaLyuM, tyAre jarA gusse thaIne kahyuM. dIkarA! ame te tAra upara AzAne ghera ba ha paNa tuM te kRtana nIvaDe. peTe pATa. bAMdhIne tane bhaNAve, gaNu ne paraNu ene tuM amane A ja badale vALI rahyo che? mA-bApanI AMtaraDI dubhAvI rahyo che ? te paNa dIkare na pIgaLe. bApane pANI samuM pAyuM nahi. ahAhA...hadaya kevuM kaThera banI gayuM ! paththara pUjya pRthvI taNuM, tyAre dIThuM tama mukhaDuM, e punita jananA kALajA, paththara banI chuMdazo nahi. A che e nikhara banI gayo ke bApa ATaluM karagaryo chatAM pIgaLe nahi, ane uparathI kahyuM ke cAlyA jAva. bhaNu, gaNAvyuM, paNa emAM zuM moTuM karyuM che? tamArI pharaja hatI. are beTA! te tArI pharaja zuM che? tArI mAtA tane yAda karI karIne jhUre che. maravA paDI che tenI te dayA kara, tyAre kahe che kAle maratI hoya te Aje mare. mAre koInI jarUra nathI. dIkarAnA AvA kaThera zabda bApanuM hadaya vIMdhI nAMkhyuM. temane bhayaMkara AghAta lAgyuM. AzAbhera Avele bApa nirAza thaIne pAcho pharyo. bApa ghera AvyuM tyAre zeThe ghara ane jamIna TAMca lAvIne kabaje karI lIdhA. A badhAthI bApanuM hadaya cIrAI gayuM ne putra je vartana karyuM tenA AghAte te bApanA paga bhAMgI gayA. putranA AvA nirdaya vartanathI mAtAne khUba duHkha thayuM ne bApane asahya AghAta lAge eTale ceDA samayamAM te aMtima seDa tANane sUI gayA. mAtAe karelI AjIjI" - pitA maraNa pAmyA eTale ADazIpADozIe ene dIkarAne khabara ApyA, te paNa ene AghAta na lAge, paNa vyavahAra daSTithI bApanI aMtima kriyA karavA AvavuM joIe eTale gAmaDAmAM AvyA ne aMtima kriyA karIne bIje divase zaheramAM javA taiyAra thaze tyAre mAtA kahe che beTA ! tArA pitAjI gayA ne huM kAma karI zakatI nathI, ahIM mAruM keNa che? tuM mane tArI sAthe laI jA, tArA gharamAM " eka nekaraDI tarIke rahIza, tyAre chokare kahe che bA! tuM te A gAmaDAmAM rahI che eTale zaheranA dhamAliyA jIvanamAM tane nahi phAve. paisATakAnI ciMtA tuM na karIza. huM dara mahine rU. 25) mokalI ApIza, ane dara vekezanamAM tArA dIkarA vahune laIne ahI AvIza, eTale tane chokarA ramADavAne hAva paNa ghara AMgaNe ja maLI jaze. mA samajI

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15 zAradA suvAsa gaI ke dIkarAne mane laI javAnI icchA nathI. eTale kahe che joje DAM dIkarA bhUlatA nahi. paisA jarUra mekalo ne kAgaLa lakhaje. dIkaro kahe bhale....khA. ema AzvAsana ApIne peAtAne ghera AvyA. cAra pAMca mahinA te paisA mokalyA, kAgaLa paNa lakhyA paNa pachI putra parivAra ane pattInA pyAramAM tathA dhananA ghamaMDamAM du:khIyArI mAtAne visArI dIdhI, kk chate putre mAtAnI kAramI kahANI '' :- A tarapha mAtAne zeThe gharamAMthI kADhI mUkI eTale eka khUNAmAM bhAMga tUTI jhuMpaDImAM paDI rahe che. kAI dayALu maTaku raTale Ape teA khAya che. nahitara bhUkhI rahe che. bhUkhanuM du:kha sahana thatuM nathI eTale koInI pAse putrane paisA mAkalavA patra lakhAve che paNa putra te mAtAne patra vAMcatA nathI. kacarA nAMkhavAnI DolamAM phreMkI de che. cAra pAMca patrA lakhAvyA paNa badhA kacarAmAM gayA, paNu dIkarAe mAnI khabara na lIdhI te na ja lIdhI. kavi kaDe che. lAkhA kamAtA ho bhale, mAbApa jethI nA ThaMryo, e lAkha nahi paNa rAkha che, e mAnavuM bhulazA nahi. lAkhapatinA mA-khApa jo duHkhI hoya teA enA lAkha e rUpiyA rAkhanI DhagalI che. A chokarA lAkhA rUpiyA kamAtA hatA paNu upakArI mAtA je gharagharamAM TukaDA mAMgIne khAya che tenI khakhara lete nathI. AvA putrane hajAro vAra dhikkAra che. chevaTe mAtA maraNu pathArIe paDI tyAre samAcAra meAkalAvyA ke dIkarA ! eka vakhata tAru' mukha khatAvI jA, te mane satASa thAya. juo, dIkaro ATalA duHkhamAM mAtAnI khakhara lete nathI chatAM mA dIkarAne keTaluM jha Mkhe che ! moMdhue ! duniyAmAM badhuM maLaze paNa mAtAnA heta nahi maLe. mAtAe lakhAvyuM ke dIkarA A patra vAMcIne jaldI Avaje. A tArI duHkhIyArI mAtAnA A chellA saMdeza che, have pharIne sa MdezA mokalavAnI nathI. putra mAtAnA aMtima sa Mdeze vAMcyA, enuM hRdaya hacamacI uThayuM. ahA ! je mAtAe mAre mATe keTalAM kaSTo sahyAM, mane peTa bharIne jamADavA kAi na jANe tema keTalA TaMka bhukhI rahI, mane bhaNAvavA eNe zarIra sASu' na joyu, AvI pavitra mAtAnI meM khabara na lIdhI ! huM mArI pharaja cUkI gayA! ema pazcAtApa karatA mAtAne maLavA adhIrA anya ne tarata khasa pakaDI lIdhI. pAchaLanA pastAvA chu' kAmanA ? gAma AvatA khasamAMthI utarIne gAmamAM dAkhala thayA. tyAM samAcAra maLyA ke dIkarAnA nAmanI mALA japatI mAtA Aje savAre mRtyunI gADha nidrAmAM poDhI gai, gAmanA lokoe bhegA thaIne enI aMtima kriyA karI. A samAcAra sAMbhaLIne dIkarAne khUba AghAta lAgyA. eka tarapha mAtAnA AdhAta che ne khIjI tarapha gAmanA loko enA tiraskAra karatAM khelavA lAgyA ke jIvatAM mAnI khabara lIdhI nahiM ne have dekhAva karavA mATe Avyo. kAI kaTAkSa karatA bele che ke jue....

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zAradA suvAsa juo A mAtApitAnI sevA karanAre zravaNa Avyo. enI mAtA paisA mATe talasI rahI hatI, ane mATe valakhA mArI rahI hatI ane A bAdazAha zaheramAM enI mallikA ane zAhajAdA sAthe amanacamana uDAvI rahyo hato. have mAtA pratye prema ane lAgaNI batAvavA AvyuM che. lekenA zabdo chAtImAM tIranI jema bheMkAI javA lAgyA. have ene enI bhUlanuM bhAna thayuM ke meM mArA mA-bApanI jIvatA khabara na lIdhI, tyAre badhA mane kahe che ne ! dhikkAra che mane! AnA karatAM huM paththara pAye heta te sAruM thAta. emaNe mAre mATe keTaluM duHkha sahana karyuM ne meM emane mATe zuM karyuM? A rIte pitAne bhUtakALa najara samakSa khaDo thaI gaye. ene pitAnI bhUlane bhAre pazcAtApa thaye. te bebhAna thaIne bhoMya paDaye paNa keI enI sAmuM jotuM nathI. mAtAno aMtima saMdeze- chevaTe bhAna AvatAM enI mAtAnI jhuMpaDInI bAjumAM rahelA eka vRddha DozImAnI pAse jaIne pUchyuM, he mAjI! mArI mAtAe mane kahevA mATe kaMI aMtima saMdeza Ape che? tyAre kahe che hA.....eNe maratAM maratAM kahyuM che ke mAre dIkare mArA maraNa pahelAM na AvI zake te tame mArA vhAlasoyA dIkarAne kaheje ke tArI mAtAe tane, tArI vahune ane pautrone evA aMtaranA AzIrvAda ApyA che ke "tArA mAtApitA jevI vasamI vRddhAvasthA tane na sAMpaDaze, paNa jiMdagInA aMta sudhI tane tArA saMtAnanuM sukha sAMpaDaje." mAtAne A aMtima saMdeze sAMbhaLIne putranuM hadaya ghavAI gayuM. aha! te mAtAnI khabara na lIdhI paNa eNe mane kevA AzIrvAda ApyA che! dhikkAra che A pApI putrane! ke pitAjI mAre ghera AvyA, raDayA, guya chatAM temane dAda na dIdhI. e AghAtamAM emaNe prANa gumAvyA ne mA paNa mane maLavAnI jhaMkhanA karatI cAlI gaI. have dIkare mahinAo sudhI pazcAtApanI pAvaka javALAmAM saLagate ja rahyo, ane ene satyanuM darzana thatAM bhAna thayuM ke je saMtane pitAnA mAtA-pitAnI sevA nathI karatA emane prAyazcitamAM pitAnA saMtAnanI sevA svIkAravAno paNa kAMI adhikAra nathI. A satyane sAkSAtkAra thatAM eNe pratijJA karI ke mAruM sarvasva samapa daIne paNa huM mArA saMtAnone uccatama zikSaNa apAvIza. paNa huM mArA eka paNa saMtAnanI sevAne svIkAra kadI nahi karuM. ApaNe citragati ane ranavatInI vAta cAle che. emane sabaMdha kevI rIte baMdhAze. tenA anusaMdhAnamAM vacamAM zuM ghaTanA bane che te sAMbhaLo. te samayamAM bharatakSetramAM cakapura nagaramAM sugrIva nAmanA rAjA hatA. temane be rANI hatI. ekanuM nAma yazavaMtI ane bIjInuM nAma bhadrA hatuM. yazavaMtIne sumitra nAme putra hatuM ne priyadarzanA nAme putrI hatI, ane bhadrAne padma nAme eka putra hatuM. sumitra ane padama eka ja pitAnA saMtAne

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15ra zAradA suvAsa hatA paNa baMnemAM AsamAna ane jamIna jeTaluM aMtara hatuM. sumitra vinita, gaMbhIra ane dareka januM bhaluM karanAre hatuM. jyAre padamakumAra svArthI ane nIca vRttine hate. sumitranA loko be meDhe vakhANa karatAM ne kahetA ke rAjA sumitrane ja rAjyane vArasadAra banAvaze. padamakumAra rAjA bane tevI tenAmAM buddhi nathI. A sAMbhaLIne bhadrA rANI baLI jatI. "IthI bhadrA rANue ApeluM jhera :- bhadrAnA manamAM e kuvicAra utpanna thaye ke jyAM sudhI A sumitra jIvate raheze tyAM sudhI mArA putrane rAjya nahi maLe. mATe huM ene koI paNa rIte vinAza karuM. ema nakkI karIne eka divasa teNe sumitrane ghaNA premathI pitAnA mahele bolAvyuM. sumitra te pavitra hatuM. ene mAtAnA kapaTanI khabara na hatI. e te jaIne mAtAnA caraNamAM paDaye ne pUchyuM, mAtA! mane kema yAda karyo ? tyAre bhadrAe kahyuM, beTA ! tuM mane khUba vahAle che. meM tane ghaNuM divasathI joye na hatuM tethI bolAve che. tuM besa. khUba premathI besADe. eDI vAre kahelA dUdhane glAsa lAvIne kahe che beTA ! A dUdha pI, tyAre sumitre kahyuM, mAtAjI! mane bilakula bhUkha nathI, tyAre kahe che beTA! A mAtAnA mahelethI bhUkhyA na javAya. thavuM te pI. khUba kahyuM eTale sumitrakumAre thoDuM dUdha pIdhuM. rANIe dUdhamAM bhAre jhera nAMkhyuM hatuM. eTale sumitre jevuM dUdha pIdhuM te ja te bebhAna thaIne paDI gaye. banavA kALe banavAnuM haze eTale te ja samaye koI kAryamAM rAjAne sumitranI jarUra paDI. eTale zodhatAM bhadrArANInA mahele AvyA ne joyuM te sumitrakumAra bebhAna dazAmAM paDe che. enuM zarIra lIluM thaI gayuM che. A joIne rAjA samajI gayA ke Ane jhera ApavAmAM AvyuM che. eTale rAjAe tarata ja maMtrIone vaidene temaja DokaTarane bolAvavA mokalyA. moTA moTA vaida ane DekaTare AvyA. upacAre zarU thayA paNa kaI rIte jhera utaratuM nathI. badhAne ciMtA thavA lAgI ke have zuM thaze ? AkhA nagaramAM evI vAta phelAI gaI ke bhadrAe IrSAnA kAraNe sumitrane jhera ApyuM che. bhadrA rANIne kAne vAta AvI eTale enA manamAM thayuM ke have rAjA mane mArI nAMkhaze. tethI bhayanI mArI mahelanI pAchalI bArIethI bhAgI gaI. A tarapha mahArAjAe sumitranuM jhera utarAvavA ghaNAM ghaNAM prayatna karyA. maMtravAdI-taMtravAdIone lAvyA. jhera AkhyAne banne divAsA thaI gayA paNa haju jhera utaratuM nathI. gAmamAM hAhAkAra macI gayo che. saunA mukha udAsa banI gayA che. rAjamahela AgaLa ghaNuM mANase bhegA thayA che ne kALe kalpAMta kare che. have tyAM zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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zAradA suvAsa vyAkhyAna naM 19 . zrAvaNa suda 1 ne zukravAra - tA. 4-8-78 anaMtajJAnI, trikALadazI, upakArI bhagavaMta pharamAve che ke he bhavya che! mAyA ane mamatA e mAnavIne saMsAramAM jakaDI rAkhanAra baMdhane che. e baMdhanone teDavAnI jayAM sudhI jIvamAM bhAvanA jAgatI nathI tyAM sudhI paravazapaNe te mohanI gulAmI kya kare che. jenA pratye jIva mAyA ane mamatA kare che te badhuM kSaNabhaMgura che. chatAM mAnavI temAM amUlya jIvanane veDaphayA kare che. te paNa tene dilamAM aphasesa hote nathI, kAraNa ke tene AtmAnI pichANu thaI nathI. je mAnavInA hRdayamAM bhautika saMpatti, sattA ane saMsAra pratyene rAga che tyAM sudhI tenI dazA kAdavamAM khadabadatA kIDA jevI che. te bhautika padArtho meLavavAmAM ane tene bhogavavAmAM pitAnA jIvanane kRtakRtya mAne che, paNa e nathI jANa che ke A badhuM nAzavaMta ane asthAyI che. tene meha aMte viSAda karAvaze. jhAkaLanA biMduo pANIdAra matInI jema bhale camakatA hoya paNa tene parovIne gaLAmAM mALA paherI zakAtI nathI. game teTalA jhAkaLanA biMduo ekaThA karavAmAM Ave paNa tenAthI tRSA chIpAvI zakatI nathI, tevI rIte saMsArika padArthothI maLatA sukhe game teTalA lebhAvanArA heya paNa tenAthI karI zAzvata sukha ke AnaMda maLatA nathI. azAzvata cIjanA upagathI maLatuM sukha alpajIvI hoya che. tethI jJAnI kahe che tevA sukhanuM eka ja biMdu duHkhanA sidhune mUkI jAya che. sarva saMsArika cIjo anitya che. te vahelI ke meDI eka divasa choDavAnI che. evI cIjanA viga vakhate viSAda anubhava te pAgalatAnuM lakSaNa che. saMyoga ane viyoga samaye samAnabhAva rAkhe e sAcA avanavIrane mahAmUle Adarza che. azAzvata cIjane meha e mAnavInI moTAmAM moTI ajJAnatA che. aprApyane prApta karavAnI jhaMkhanAmAM jIvanane vyartha gumAvI devuM te jIvanuM gAMDapaNa ja che ne ? eka divasa te A baMdhuM tyAgavAnuM che. evI daDha zraddhA jenA manamAM hoya che tene pAchaLathI duHkha anubhavavuM paDatuM nathI. AvI avasthA te jIvananI dhanya avasthA che. eka kavie paNa kahyuM che ke- "moha mAyAne karanArA....jarA jene vicArI tArI kAyA..." A pada khUba vicAravA jevuM che. ApaNane jenA upara atyaMta rAga che e kAyAne paNa eka divasa choDavAnI che. zrImaMta hoya, garIba hoya ke moTA camarabaMdhI hoya paNa. AyuSya pUrNa thatAM eka disava sau koIne javuM paDe che. A ghaDiyALa paNa kaTakaTa karIne ApaNane samajAve che ke he mAnava! tArA jIvananI dorI paNa kSaNe kSaNe kaTakaTa karatI.

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zAradA suvAsa kapAI rahI che. game te mATe zaktidhArI manuSya paNa AyuSyanI derIne sAMdhavA samartha nathI, mATe jyAM sudhI AyuSyanI derI tUTI nathI tyAM sudhI jIvanamAM dharmArAdhanA karI le. je dharmanI ArAdhanA kare che tenA rAtri ane divase saphaLa bane che, ane jeo dharmArAdhanA karatA nathI paNa bhegavilAsamAM ja racyApacyA rahe che tene rAtrio ne divaso aphaLa jAya che. have bele, tamAre tamArA jIvanamAM rAtri ne divase saphaLa banAvavA che ke aphaLa? ApaNo AtmA bhavasAgaranI saphare nIkaLele yAtrika che. ghaNI lAMbI yAtrA karate karate pavitra tIrthadhAma samA mAnavabhavamAM AvyuM che. ahIM ja ene sapharanI saphaLatA meLavavAnI che. ghaNuM mANasa babe-traNa traNa mahinA yAtrAe jAya che. e yAtrA pUrI karIne Ave che tyAre loke emanuM svAgata ane sanmAna zA mATe kare che? te tamane khabara che ne? vaiSNava leke ema mAne che ke yAtrA karIne AvanAra pavitra banI gaye heya. enA pApa dhovAI gayA hoya, bhAva zuddha banI gayA hoya evA AzayathI svAgata kare che paNa yAda rAkhajo ke mANasa game teTalI yAtrA karIne Ave paNa je tene AtmA pApabhIrU na banyuM hoya, tenA jIvanamAMthI durganI durgadha na gaI haya, AtmA pavitra na banyuM hoya te tenI yAtrA saphaLa banatI nathI, tevI rIte A anaMtabhavane yAtrika ApaNe AtmA manuSyabhava, Arya kSetra, uttamakuLa ane jaina dharmarUpI pavitra tIrthasthAnamAM Avyo che. ahIM AvIne je tenA jIvanamAMthI kaSAyenI kaDavAza na jAya ane karmonI kAlimA dhavAya nahi te A yAtrA saphaLa thAya kharI? "nA" have je A vAta samajAtI hoya te yAtrAne saphaLa banAvavAnA prayatna kare A pavitra tIrthadhAma samAna mAnavabhavamAM rAga-dveSa, ane viSaya kaSAyanA kacarA dUra kare. mAnavajanma rUpI tIrthadhAma samAna bIjuM kaI pavitra dhAma nathI paNa anAdi kALathI jIva saMvaranA sthAne paNa Azrava kare che eTale karmabaMdhana teDavAne badale karmabaMdhana kare che, paNa yAda rAkhajo ke bIjA sthAnamAM karelA pApa dharmasthAnakamAM chuTI jAya che paNa dharmasthAne te vA, vajhA maviSyati | dharmasthAnakamAM karelA pApa vajAlepa jevA banI jAya che. dharmasthAnakamAM dharmArAdhanA karIne pApane sApha karavAnA che paNa rAga-dveSa, pArakI niMdA, kuthalI karIne gADha kema bAMdhavAnA nathI. ahIM eka dAMta yAda Ave che. eka vezyAnA gharanI sAme eka saMnyAsI rahetuM hatuM. A vezyA roja savAramAM uThIne saMnyAsI bAvAne namasarakAra karatI hatI ane manamAM ja ciMtavaNu karatI hatI ke A mahAna bhegI AtmajJAnamAM kevA masta rahe che! e kevA pavitra che ! dhanya che e pavitra aMtmAne ane huM kevI adhama, nIca chuM ke savArathI uDuM tyArathI pApa karuM chuM. pavitra purUSane pachADI dauM chuM. arere.marI jaIza tyAre mArA mATe te naraka

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zAradA suvAsa 155 ja che. Ama pitAnA pApane pazcAtApa karatI hatI. pazcAtApa karatAM enI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jatAM. pele saMnyAsI reja savAthI uThe tyArathI vezya ne ghera keTalA purUSa AvyA ne keTalA gayA te gaNyA karato ne eka kulaDI rAkhI hatI temAM te jeTalA purUSo Ave teTalA kAMkarA nAMkhyA karate. savarAthI uThIne na bhagavAnanuM nAma lete ke na AtmaciMtana karate. enI pAse je mANasa Ave temane AtmajJAnanI vAta samajAvate paNa pitAnA jIvanamAM tenuM AcaraNa na hatuM. eka vakhate e gAmamAM kaI mahAna purUSa padhAryA tyAre gAmanA lekee temane pUchayuM ke amArA gAmamAM eka saMnyAsI bhagavA kapaDA pahere che, TIlA Tapaka tANe che ne AtmajJAnanI vAta kare che. te e mahAna saMnyAsI che. tyAre jJAnI puruSe kahyuM ke e saMnyAsIe bhale bhagavA vastro paheryA che, TIlA TapakA tANyA che paNa enA karatAM enI sAmenA makAnamAM je vezyA rahe che te pApabhIru che. A sAMbhaLIne leke AzcaryamAM paDI gayA ne pUchayuM-mahArAja ! evuM kema? tyAre kahe che sAMbhaLe. e vezyA dararoja A saMnyAsIne pavitra mAnIne temane namaskAra kare che, temanA guNa gAya che ane pitAnAM pApane pazcAtApa kare che. pazcAtApa karatAM enI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jAya che. have te te pAthI mukta banI gaI che, tyAre saMnyAsI te savArathI uThIne vezyAne ghera keTalA purUSo AvyA ne keTalA gayA te gaNavA mATe kulaDImAM ja kAMkarA nAMkhate ane vezyAnI niMdA karate. bele, bemAM pavitra koNa? vezyA pitAnA pApa karAra karatI have sudharI gaI che tyAre saMnyAsIe tenI niMdA karatA aneka pApa bAMdhyA. AnuM kAraNa e che ke ene tyAga bAhya hate paNa AtyaMtara na hate. TUMkamAM je sthAna pApa choDavAnuM hatuM te rathAnamAM paNa saMnyAsIe pApa daDavAne badale pApa bAMdhyA. anya sthAne karelA pApa dharmasthAnamAM dhaze paNa ahIM je pApa karaze te kyAM cheDaze? ApaNe gaI kAle e vAta AvI hatI ke babbe divasa pUrA thayA pachI paNa sumitra. kumAranuM jhera utaratuM nathI. trIjo divasa Avya, upAye cAlu ja hatA chatAM sumitranI paristhitimAM sudhAro thaye nahi eTale sugrIva rAjA nirAza thaI gayA ane temanA manathI nakkI karyuM ke sumitrakumAra marI gayo che. putranA mRtyunA AghAtathI rAjA-rANa Adi saghaLe parivAra ekatra thaIne karUNa svare rUdana karavA lAge. AkhA nagaramAM bhAre zeka chavAI gaye. A samaye ApaNA adhikAranA nAyaka citragati nAme rAjakumAra ane tene mitra baMne vimAnamAM besIne pharavA nIkaLelA. tyAM temaNe vimAnamathI A lokane raDatA joyA. jenuM dila karuNAmaya che evA citragatikumAre pUchayuM ke A gAmamAM zuM banyuM che? leke zA mATe kalpAMta kare che? maMtrIputre tapAsa karIne kahyuM ke A nagaranA rAjAnA putrane jhera cahyuM che. traNa traNa divasa thayA paNa jhera utaratuM nathI tethI te mRtyu pAye

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zAradA suvAsa che ema mAnIne have tene agnisaMskAra karavA mATe laI javAnI taiyArI kare che. A kAraNathI badhA raDe che. civagatie utArelA jhera" -citragati vidyAdhara putra hatuM. vidyAdharanI pAse ghaNI ghaNI vidyAo hoya che. citragatie vicAra karyo ke mArI pAse vidyA che tene ajamAza karuM ne jhera utare te kumAra bacI jAya. evA bhAvathI teo nIce utaryA ne rAjAnI pAse AvIne kahyuM-mane kumAra pAse laI jAo. kevA prakAranuM jhera che te huM joI lauM, pachI utAravA prayatna karuM, tyAre rAjAe kahyuM- bhAI ! tuM te haju nAnakaDe che. tuM kevI rIte jhera utArIza? meM ghaNuM ghaNuM upacAra karAvyA paNa saphaLa thayA nathI, tyAre kumAre kahyuM-mane ajamAza te karavA de. eTale tene kumAra pAse laI gayA. citragatine lAgyuM ke viSa utare ema che. tethI teNe pANI maMgAvIne viSahara maMtra jApa karIne sumitranA moDhA upara chAMTayuM ne thoDuM pANI zarIre copaDayuM. DI vAramAM kumArane halI thaI temAM badhuM jhera nIkaLI gayuM ne AMkha khelI eTale badhAne khUba AnaMda thaye. jyAM jIvavAnI keI AzA na hatI tyAM kumAra jIvI game eTale keTalo AnaMda thAya ? e te anubhave te ja jANI zake, sumitrakumAre pitAne pharatA badhAne TiLAI vaLelA joIne pUchayuM ke mane ahIM zA mATe lAvyA che? ne badhA kema ubhA che? eTale rAjAe kahyuM. "he beTA ! kayA kahuM tujhe aba hRdaya kamala harasAyA, vimAtAne jahara diyA thA, isa narane jAna bacAyA. " he mArA vahAlasoyA putra! tane zuM vAta karuM. Aje te hajAre nirAzAmAM AzAnuM kiraNa phUTyuM che. tArI apara mAtA bhadrAe IrSAbhAvathI tane jhera ApyuM hatuM. pachI citragati tarapha AMgaLI cIMdhIne kahyuM ke keIthI na utare tevuM bhayaMkara jhera A parama upakArI kumAre utAryuM che. eTale sumitre citragatine AbhAra mAnya ne pUchayuM ke mane jIvatadAna ApanAra che upakArI mahAnubhAva! Apa keNa che? mahAna purUSa jadI keIne pitAno paricaya ApatA nathI. citragati mauna rahyA eTale sAthe AvelA maMtrIputre citragatine paricaya Ape. tethI sumitre kahyuM-mArI mAtAe mane game te bhAve jhera ApyuM paNa mane te ApanA jevA pavitra purUSanA darzana thayA. Ape mArA upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. ApanA jeTalA guNa gAuM teTalA ochA che. ApanA upakArane badale huM. kevI rIte vALI zakIza? tyAre citragatie kahyuM -bhAI meM AmAM kaMI mATe upakAra karyo nathI. eka mAnava tarIkenI mArI pharaja bajAvI che. have huM jAuM chuM. citragatie javA mATe mAMgelI rajAo - citragatie javA mATe rajA mAMgI tyAre sumitre kahyuM-vIrA ! huM tamane nahi javA dauM. Apa ahIM thoDA divasa zakAya. citragatie kahyuM-huM kAI zakuM tema nathI. mAre javAnI utAvaLa che, paNa.

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zANA suvAsa sumitrane ghaNo Agraha ha tethI citragati roko ane maMtrIputrane pitAnA mAtApitAne samAcAra ApavA mokalya. sumitra jainadhamI hatuM eTale tenI sAthe rahIne dharmacarcA karavAmAM citragatine khUba AnaMda Avyo. pUrvanA saMskAro te hatAM. temAM A saMga maLe eTale jainadharma pratye temane khUba mAna vadhyuM. eka divasa nagara bahAra suyA nAmanA kevaLI bhagavaMta padhAryA. vanapAlake kevaLI bhagavAna padhAryAnA samAcAra ApyA. tethI badhAne apUrva AnaMda thaye, ane sugrIva rAjA, citragati, sumitra Adi parivAra sahita kevaLI bhagavAnanA darzane AvyA. bhagavaMte badhA jIvanuM kalyANa thAya te upadeza Apyo. A sAMbhaLIne citragatine te atyaMta AnaMda thayo ne sumitrane upakAra mAnatA kahyuM-mitra ! tame mane Agraha karIne reyo te mane A kevaLI bhagavaMtanA darzanane ane upadeza sAMbhaLavAne lAbha maLyo. citragatie kevaLI bhagavaMtane vaMdana karIne kahyuM ke prabhu! mArA mahAna sadabhAgye Aje A5nA mane darzana thayA. ApanI amRtavANI sAMbhaLIne huM dhanya banI gaye chuM. Aje mAruM haiyuM alaukika AnaMda anubhavI rahyuM che. jainadharma amAre kuLadharma che, mitranA sahavAsathI mArA aMtaramAM dharmabhAvanA jAgRta thaI che, ane Apane upadeza sAMbhaLatAM vizeSa jAgRta bane . eTale Aje huM ApanI pAse bAra vrata aMgIkAra karavA IcchuM chuM. kevaLI bhagavaMte temane bAra zrata aMgIkAra karAvyA. baMdhuo ! juo, A citragati vidyAdhara rAjAne putra hatuM. ene tyAM saMpattine pAra na hatuM. temaja dANa vidyAo zIkhe te, chatAM abhimAnI na hate. eka ja vakhata kevaLa bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLIne bAra vratadhArI banI gaye. tame keTalA vakhatathI sAMbhaLe che? bele, have bAra bata aMgIkAra karavA che ne? have zuM banyuM. suna upadeza karI nRpa pRcchA, kuMvara sumitra vimAtA, gaI kahAM lo bhAga mahalase, kahe jJAna ke jJAtA. sugrIva rAjAe ubhA thaIne suyazA kevaLI bhagavaMtane vaMdana karIne pUchyuM-bhagavaMta! sumitrakumArane jhera ApyA pachI tenI oramAna mAtA bhadrArANI mahelamAMthI bhAgI gaI che, tene zedhavA mATe ghaNI keziSa karI paNa ene kayAMya patto paDato nathI. te che kRpAnIdhi ! mArA guNIyala putrane jhera ApanArI e bhadrA kyAM gaI? enuM zuM thayuM? AgaLanA rAjAo kevA pavitra hatA ! Ama te bhadrArANIe sumitrane jhera ApyuM hatuM eTale tenA pratye dveSa thAya ne? Aje keInA ghare AvuM bane che ke sAmuM juve ? paNa A rAjA evA na hatA. emaNe e vicAra na karyo. e evuM samajatAM hatAM ke duniyAmAM upakAra upara upakAra sau kare paNa apakAra upara upakAra kare te ja sAthe mAnava che. bhale, eNe gune karyo che paNa huM ene samajAvuM ne enI mati sudhare te

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158 zAradA suvAsa mahAna lAbhanuM kAraNa che ne? mAnava mAtra bhUlane pAtra che paNa ene pazcAtApa thAya te pavitra banI jAya che. rAmacaMdrajI cauda varSa vanavAsa rahIne adhyAmAM AvyA tyAre temanuM svAgata karavA kauzalyA, sumitrA vigere rANIe, rAjakumAra ane sArI ayodhyA nagarInI prajA umaTI. rAmacaMdrajIe saune jayA paNa pitAnI mAtA kaikeyIne na jaI eTale pUchyuM, ke mAtA keriyI kema dekhAtA nathI. keIe javAba na Apyo eTale siMhAsane besatA pahelAM ukeyInA mahele gayA, te kayI khUba raDatI hatI. rAme kaikeyInA pagamAM paDIne kahyuM-mAtA! Aje saunA mukha upara AnaMdanI umio uchaLI rahI che ne tuM zA mATe raDe che? tyAre kaikeyI kahe che beTA! A pApaNane tuM page na lAgIza. tane rAjagAdIe besavAnA samaye vanavAsa mekalanArI A adhama mAtA marIne kyAM jaze? A pApaNInuM mukha tuM na joIza, tyAre rAmacaMdrajIe kahyuM- he mAtA! tuM A zuM bele che? tuM te mahAna pavitra che. mAtA! je A roma jagatamAM eALakhAye hoya te tAre prabhAva che. teM mane vanavAsa meka na hota te pitAjInI AjJAnuM pAlana karavAne lAbha mane maLata nahi, ema kahIne kaikeyIne zAMta karI. kekeyIe eka vakhata bhUla te karI paNa pachI ene pastAvo thayo. anubhavIo kahe che, mAnava mAtra bhUlane pAtra. bhUla kare te mAnava che. bhala karIne pazcAtApa kare che te deva che ane je bhUla nathI karatA te mahAmAnava che, paNa je bhUla karIne bhUla mAnatA nathI ane bhUla karI harakhAya che te dAnava che. eka bane prasaMga yAda Ave che. cAritranA prAMgaNamAM bhUlelA rAjA" -bhUyAja nAme eka pavitra rAjA hatA. teo saMsArI hovA chatAM yegI jevuM jIvana jIvavAnI temanI bhAvanA hatI, paNa mAnavInuM hRdaya AkAza jevuM che. AkAzamAM kayAreka pUrNimAno prakAza hoya che ne kayAreka amAsanA aMdhArA paNa hoya che. pUrNimAnA prakAzanA jevA tejasvI bhUyarAjanA aMtara AkAze eka vakhata vAsanAbharyA malina vicAranI vAdaLI caDhI AvI, eTale prakAza DhaMkAI gayo. vAta ema banI ke bhUyAja rAjA joDe besIne pharavA nIkaLyA, tyAre kaI gharamAMthI eka rUpavaMtI abaLA kacare kADhIne bahAra pheMkavA AvI. te samaye rAjA tyAMthI pasAra thayA eTale rAjAnI daSTi tenA upara paDI. rAjAnA aMtaHpuramAM ekaekathI caDhiyAtI ghaNI rANIo hatI paNa rAjAe rUpanI pAchaLa pataMgiyAnI jema bhame che. pelI strI garIba hatI paNa rUparUpane aMbAra hatI. jotAveMta rAjA tenA rUpamAM aMjAI gayA. e mAnasika pavitratA kheI beThA ane manamAM nakakI karyuM ke A strI maLe te ja mAro janmAro saphaLa thAya. have emane pharavA javAne AnaMda uDI gayo. emanuM citta pelI yuvatImAM cahyuM. rAjAe e strInuM ghara yAda rAkhI lIdhuM hatuM. te pharavA javAnuM baMdha rAkhIne pitAnA

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zAradA suvAsa mahelamAM avyA. cittane kayAMya cena paDatuM nathI. pelI rana jevI jhaLahaLatI ramaNInI yAda tene satAve che. chevaTe e bhUyarAje pitAnA aMgata sevakane belAvyo, ane khAnagImAM pelI strInA gharanuM nizAna batAvIne kahyuM A strIne tuM game tema karIne mArA mahele laI Ava. huM enA vinA jIvI zakuM tema nathI. je tuM ene nahi lAva te tane jIvate nahi mUkuM. "AkarI keseTImAM Avela sevaka" :- sevake kahyuM-covIsa kalAkanI mudata Apa. rAjAe kahyuM-bhale. rAjAne hukama sAMbhaLIne sevakanuM magaja bhamI gayuM, AMkhe aMdhArA AvI gayA paNa sevaka te ciThThIne cAkara hate enuM rAjA AgaLa zuM gajuM! sevaka manamAM vicAra karavA lAge ke a! A peTa mATe AvI veTha karavI paDe che ne? peTa mATe AvI apavitra AjJA mAthe caDhAvavAnI? je apavitra AjJA paga nIce paNa na rakhAya ene mAthe caDAvavAnI pharaja pADanAra A peTa che ne? pUrve kevA pApa karyA haze ke mAre AvI AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM paDe che. parastrI mAtA ane bahena jevI gaNavI joIe tenA badale tenA ziyaLane bhaMga karavA uThAvI lAvavAnI ? dhikkAra che mArA avatArane ! aMtaramAM uhApeha karate sevaka ravAnA thaye, rAjAe batAvela sthAne gayo ane strIne rAjAnI AjJAnI vAta karI, eTale te strIe kahyuM-kaMI vadhe nahi rAjAne kaheje. huM rAtre khuzIthI temanA mahelamAM AvIza. strInI vAta sAMbhaLIne sevaka te stabdha banI gaye, enA dilanuM darda vadhI gayuM. aho ! je DhAla ja talavAranuM kAma karaze te pachI bacAvaze keNu? strInI mardAnagI' -baMdhuo! tamane ema thaze ke A strI paNa kharAba haze dhIraja rAkhe, manamAM enA mATe kharAba vicAra karIne pApa na bAMdhatA. se ke rAjAne kahyuM ke e strI khuzIthI rAtre Apane mahelamAM Avaze. A sAMbhaLI kAmanA kIDA bhUyarAjanA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. eNe mahelane khUba suMdara rIte zaNagAryo. bhalabhalA bhUlA paDe tevuM tenA zayanakhaMDanuM vAtAvaraNa hatuM. rAta paDatAM kAgaDoLe hRdayamAM vaselI suMdarInI rAha jovA lAgyA. emanI daSTi sAme sauMdaryanI suMdarI sivAya bIjuM kaMI dekhAtuM nathI. evA e viSayAMdha banI gayA che. kAgaDo rAtre dekhate nathI ane ghuvaDa divase dekhatuM nathI paNa viSayAMdha manuSya te divase ane rAtre nathI dekhate. ApelA samaya ane saMketa pramANe tejatejanA aMbAra samI suMdarIe rUmajhuma jhAMjharano jhaNakAra sAthe rAjAnA zayanakhaMDamAM paga mU. jhAMjharanA jhaNakAre bhUyarAjanuM mana nAcI uThayuM, haiyAmAM vaselI suMdarI najara samakSa AvIne ubhI rahI, ene jaladI bheTavA mATe bhUyarAje hAtha laMbAvyA, eTale suMdarIe nIDaratAthI kahyuM- mahArAjA ! jarA dhIraja dhare. haiyAne umaLake haiyAmAM rAkhe. huM tamane eka prazna pUchuM tene javAba Ape. rAjAe kahyuM-je prazna pUche heya te jallI pUchI le. have tArI virahadanA mArAthI sahana thatI nathI.

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zAha sutrAe * "eka Take re jAgrata banele rAjAne aMtaratmA" -rUpasuMdarIe madhura svare pUchayuM mahArAjA ! kamaLa ja che kAdavathI kharaDAze te bIjA phUle kevI rIte pavitra rahI zakaze ! devAnupriye! kadiye A rAjA bhAna bhUlyA hatA paNa Ama te pavitra ja hatA, khUba vicakSaNa hatA, eTale gUDha prazna sAMbhaLIne samajI gayA ke A strI zuM kahevA mAMge che. jAtivaMta ghoDAne cAbUka batAvavAnI heya, mAravAnI na hoya, rAjAne pitAnI bhUla samajAI gaI ahe! huM bhAna bhUlyo! raiyatanA rakSakane badale bhakSaka bane ! pachI sAmAnya mANasanI te vAta ja zuM karavI ? " tejIne Take ne gadheDAne DaphaNuM" rAjA te tejI ghaDA jevA hatA. eTale eka zabdamAM samajI gayA. tame badhA kevA cho? eka Take re samajI jAva tevA ke DaphaNuM khAva tevA? mAre tamane kaMI kahevuM nathI. tame tamArI jAte ja samajI leje. (hasAhasa) rAjA vicAravA lAgyA ke aho! kamaLa je huM chuM. huM je kAmavAsananA kAdavathI malIna banIza te mAruM zIyaLavata khaMDita thaze. kamaLa kAdavamAM utpanna thAya che paNa temAM lepAtuM nathI, tevI rIte A saMsAranA kIcaDamAM savA chatAM tenAthI alipta rahIne nirmaLa rahevuM, emAM jIvananI dhanyatA che. A praznane rAjAne bhAna karAvyuM. praznane gaMbhIrapaNe vicAra karIne belyA, bahena ! kamaLa kAdavathI nahi lepAya. Aje teM mane aMdhane dekhate banAvyuM ane eka rAjA tarIkenI nahi paNa eka sAmAnya mAnavI tarIkenI mArI pharaja teM mane yAda karAvI che. te badala huM tAre upakAra nahi bhUluM. ema kahIne strIne caraNamAM paDI gayA ne potAnI bhUlanI mAphI mAMgI, ane kahyuM, bahena! tuM ke, che? mane tArI oLakhANa Apa. strIe kahyuM, huM ApanI eka dAsI chuM. mArI oLakhANa zuM ApuM ? rAjAe pUchyuM, tuM mArI dAsI kevI rIte ? mahArAjA ! sAMbhaLe. Ape mane bolAvI lAvavAnI jemane AjJA ApI hatI e mArA pati che. huM emanI dAsI che. ApanA dAsanI je dAsI e ApanI paNa dAsI gaNAya ne? jyAre te AvI tyAre rAjAnI AMkhamAM vikAra bharyo hato eTale daSTi malIna banelI hatI paNa have daSTi nirmaLa banI hatI eTale rAjAe e suMdara strIne pitAnI bahena banAvIne vidAya karI, tyAre emanI AMkhamAM bhAI tarIkenuM vAtsalya nItaratuM hatuM. pele sevaka paNa keTalo gaMbhIra hato ke je strIne rAjA cAhatA hatA te pitAnI strI che ema rAjAne na kahyuM. e sevaka pitAnI strI mahelamAM AvI tyAre rAjAnI sAthe kevI ramata rame che che te chupAIne jete hatuM, paNa enI strIe te kamAla karI. bhAna bhUlelA rAjAnI zAna ThekANe lAvI. AthI tenA patinI chAtI gajagaja phUlI gaI dhanya che sati tane dhanya che! evA zabdo enA mukhamAMthI sarI paDayA. pApanA karAra karatA rAjA - baMdhuo! pelI strI te cAlI gaI paNa have bhUyarAjanA pazcAtApane kaI pAra na rahyo. aha, pApIe A zuM karyuM ? aMtaramAMthI vAsanAnA vAdaLo vikharAI gayA ne punaH prakAza patharAye paNa pite je bhUla karI tene

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sadA suvAsa nI asAsa jatA nathI. huM kevA adhama ! kevA nIce ! parathI te peAtAnI mAtA ane bahena samAna gaNavI joie. tenI sAme dRSTi paNa na kazaya tenA badale meM tene bheTavA mATe hAtha lakhAvyA ! A hAtha hatA te ene aDakavA gayA ne? basa, have A hAthane te kaDaka sajA thavI joIe, paNa rAjAnA hAtha kApavA kANu taiyAra thAya ? peAtAnA eka hAtha potAnI jAte kApe teA bIjo hAtha kANu kApe ? peAtAnA aparAdhanI sajA bhogavavA pete cAranA veza paherIne bahAra nIkaLyA. paheregIrA khaDe page cekI karatA hatA evA samaye cAranA vezamAM rahelA rAjAe ane hAtha rAjamahelanI khArI kheAlavA mATe laAvyA. A dara cAkI bharavA ubhele. paheregIra sAvadhAna banI gayA. rAjA maheTanI kharI kheAlIne je rUmamAM mahArANI sUtA hatA tyAM javA jAya te pahelAM paheregIre dAMta pIsIne kahyu'-rAjamahelamAM cerI karavA AvyA che ne? to joI le, have tArI zI dazA thAya che! ema kahIne paheregIre cakacakatI talavArane evA ghA karyAM ke rAjAnA kha'ne hAtha dhaDa daIne kapAi gayA. eTale leAhInI dhAra thaI. peAtAnA hAthane zikSA maLI gaI eTale rAjA hasate mukhe tyAMthI ekadama ravAnA thaI gayA ne manamAM vicAravA lAgyA ke je hAtha eka parAI strIne bheTavA lakhAya tene sAtha haiAya te zu ne na hoya tA ya zuM? potAnI bhUlane pazcAtApa karatAM bhUyarAja mahelanA eka khUNAmAM jaI ne dhyAnamAM lIna banI gayA. savAra paDI. mahelamAM cAra AvyAnA samAcAra badhe phelAI gayA. rAjyanA mANasA madhA doDIne AvyA. badhAnA manamAM thayuM ke ATalA badhA dekhAya che ne rAjA kema nathI dekhAtA ? sau rAjAnI tapAsa karavA lAgyA. rAjAnI tapAsa karatAM karatAM khArImAM rAjAnA kapAyelA hAtha joyA, paNa hAtha cAranA mAnyA. ghaNI zeAdhane aMte eka khUNAmAM dhyAnamagna avasthAmAM beThelA rAjAne joyA. rAjyanA pradhAnA tyAM pahoMcyA ne pUchyu "maDArAjA! Apa ahIM kema beThA che? ane ApanA hAtha kANe kApI nAMkhyA? sUyarAje kahyuM -mArA hAthanA kApanAro huM pote ja chu. vAsanAthI kharaDAyelA hAtha hAya ke na haiAya ane kharAkhara che. rAjAe peAtAnI badhI vAta khullA dile khadhAnI vacamAM kahI sabhaLAvI, ane kahyuM ke pavitratAnI parimalane jagatabharamAM prasarAvavAnI jenI pharaja che e rAjA jo pAtAnI bhUlanu Avu kaDaka prAyazcita nahi kare teA prajAmAM pavitratA kevI rIte rIte TakI zakaze ! rAjAe bhUla karatAM karI paNa enA Da'kha dilamAMthI na gayA. emanI pavitratA ane prazcAtApathI devA prasanna thayA ne punaH navA hAtha banAvI dIdhA ne devAe temanA upara puSpavRSTi karI, paNa have rAjAne sasAra dAvAnaLa lAgyA. eTale AtmaprAdhanA karavA saMnyAsI khanI gayA. mANasa bhAna bhUle che paNa jyAre bhUlelA ThekANe Ave che tyAre tenI dazA judI ja hAya che. " rANIe karelA karmonA kevA ajAma bhAna bhUlI ane kumArane jhera ApIne bhAgI gaI che. zA, su. 11 :- ahI' sugrIva rAjAnI bhadrArANI rAtre ghaNI tapAsa kazavI chatAM

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zAha suvAsa na maLI tyAre kevaLI bhagavAna padhAryA che temane prazna pUchyuM ke rANI kayAM gaI haze! tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM he rAjana bhadrArANIne sumitrakumArane jhera ApyA pachI e vicAra AvyuM ke have huM ahIM rahIza te pakaDAI jaIza, ane rAjA mane mArI nAMkhaze, eTale tarata tyAMthI bhAgIne jaMgalamAM gaI. tyAM tene cora maLe ne tenA dAgInA vigere lUMTI lIdhA. coree vicAra karyo ke A strI rUpALI che eTale ene vecI daIe te sArA paisA maLaze. ema samajIne bhIlanA saradAra pAse laI gayA. bhalenA saradAre ene De samaya pitAne tyAM rAkhIne eka vANiyAne tyAM vecI. vANiyAne tyAM zAMti na vaLI eTale eka divasa lAga joIne nAsI chUTI. cAlatI cAlatI te jaMgalamAM gaI te tenA durbhAgye tyAM bhayaMkara dAvAnaLa lAge. eTale e dAvAnaLamAM bhaDathAnI jema baLIne khAkha thaI gaIne tyAMthI marIne pahelI narakamAM gaI che. te narakanA dukhe bheLavIne eka caMDALanI bIjI patnI thaze. jyAre te garbhavaMtI thaze tyAre tenI zakaya ISyanA kAraNe tene charI vaDe mArI nAMkhaze, ane te marIne trIjI narake jaze, tyathI marIne tiyaca thaze. AvI rIte te bhabhava athaDAze. A pramANe kevaLI bhagavate kahyuM. rAjA sunake janma maraNukI, hRdaya bahuta kapAyA, kahe sumitra kaSTa mujha kAraNa, mAtAne yaha pAyA bhadvArANInI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjAnuM hRdaya kaMpI uThayuM. ahe! rANInI A dazA thaI dukhethI bharelA saMsAra uparathI rAjAnuM mana uThI gayuM ane vairAgyanA raMge raMgAI gayA. sugrIva rAjAe suyaza kevalI bhagavaMtanI samakSa putrane kahyuM, beTA! A badhI vAte sAMbhaLIne have mAruM mana saMsAra uparathI UThI gayuM che. mane saMsAra bhaDabhaData dAvAnaLa lAge che. mATe tuM rAjya saMbhALaje. huM te A bhagavAna pAse dIkSA laIza, tyAre sumitre kahyuM, pitAjI! mArI mAtAnA bhavabhramaNanuM kAraNa te huM ja banyuM ne! mane jhera ApyuM te ene narake javuM paDayuM ne? mATe mane dIkSA levA de, tyAre rAjAe kahyuM, beTA ! tuM te haju nAnuM che. mAre dIkSA levAne samaya AvI gayo che. rAjAne saMsAranI asAratA samajANI che tethI te dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA che. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na. 20 zrAvaNa suda 2 ne zanIvAra tA. 5-8-78 anaMta upakArI, zAsananAyaka, carama tIrthakara bhagavAne pharamAna karyuM ke jIvAtmAne A saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra ane mekSamAM jatA rUkAvaTa karanAra kaI hoya te te mohanIya pharma che. ATha karmomAM mehanIya karma rAjA che ne bAkInA sAta karyo prajA che, te sAta

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zAradA suvAsa * karmI tA bicArA bhalA mANasa jevA che paNa mAhanIya krama` te jabaradasta mATI gUDA che paNa jIvane lAgI rahyo che rUDo. mane mAre tA mokSamAM javAya. mehanA akSaro e che. me' eTale mekSa ane 'hu' eTale haraNa karavAvALA. mAha eTale mAkSamAM na javA de. mAhanIya ka` Adi cAra ghAtIrmAM dUra thAya eTale kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadeza na thAya. asAra saMsAramAMthI sAra zeAdhavA hAya tA sauthI prathama jIve mehu cheDavA paDaze, kAraNa ke ATha karmomAM je mATuM jakhmara kahAya tA mehanIya kama che. te jIvane satyanuM darzana karavA daituM nathI. dazAzrutaskaMdha sUtramAM bhagavAna pharamAve che ke 163 " meLavanni nirdepa, nanhA meLA paLasar / evaM kammANi NassaMti, mohaNijje khayaMgae | ,, lazkaranA raNasaMgrAmamAM meATI senAne laine senApati gayo, khUba parAkramathI laDaco paNa laDatAM laDatAM senApati marAyA, pachI enI senA zatru sAme TakI zake kharI ? ' nA mukhya senAdhipati marI jAya pachI senAmAM bhaMgANa paDI jAya che. senA nAzI jAya che, chinnabhinna thaI jAya che tema bhagavAna kahe che ATha karmonA mukhya senApati hAya te te mAhanIya karmo che. jIvana sa`grAmamAM je zauyavAna AtmA parama parAkrama pheravIne je mAhanIya kamane jIte che tenA khIjA karyuM te Ape|Apa jItAI jAya che. mATe sa prathama mAhane jItavAnA upAya karavA joie. ApaNe cAlu adhikAramAM nemanAtha bhagavAnanA pUrvabhavanI vAta cAle che. pitAnI dIkSA ane putra gAdIe" - kevaLI bhagava'tanA mukhethI bhadrAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne sugrIva rAjAne vairAgya Avye ne tee dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA tyAre sumitra kahe che mArI mAtAne mArA nimitte irSyA AvI ane mane jhera ApyuM. tenA kAraNe tenA sasAra vadhI gayo. mATe te pApanuM prAyazcita karavA mATe huM dIkSA lauM, paNa pitAjIe tene kahyuM-jhumaNAM tuM rAjya sabhALa, pachI dIkSA leje. atyAre te! huM ja dIkSA laIza. pitAjInI AjJA mAnI sumitrane rAjya saMbhALavu paDayu ane sugrIva rAjAe suyaza kevaLI bhagavaMta pAse dIkSA lIdhI. sumitrakumAra rAjA banyA. citragati ghaNAM divasa sumitrane tyAM rokAyA. baMne vacce gADha mitrAcArI jAmI. pachI citragatie sumitra pAse javAnI AjJA mAMgI. sumitrane citragatine javA devAnu mana thatuM' nathI paNa anicchAe citragatine rajA ApavI paDI, citragati sUrateja nagaramAM AvyuM ne peAtAnA mAtApitAne maLyA. A bAju sumitra rAjagAdIe beThA. te nyAyapUrvaka rAjya calAve che paNa manamAMthI khaTakAro jatA nathI ke bhadrA mAtAe peAtAnA putra padama mATe AvuM pApa karyuM ! je putra mATe AvuM ghAra pApa karyu e te ahIM rahyo ne pote kevA duHkha bhogavavA cAlI

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zAradA suvAsa gaI ! A dukha enA dilamAMthI jatuM nathI. sumitre rAjA banyA pachI pitAnA bhAI padamakumArane belAvIne tene amuka gAma ApyA. eNe e vicAra na karyo ke have huM sarvopari rAjA chuM. mArI saMpUrNa sattA che. padamakumAranI mAtAe mane jhera ApyuM hatuM te have huM ene gAma zenA ApuM ? A vicAra na karyo paNa jenI daSTimAM jhera bharyuM hoya tene savaLI mati karyAthI sUjhe? jevI mAtA hatI te dIkaro hate. eTale ATalA gAma maLavA chatAM padamakumArane saMtoSa na thaye. manamAM vairanI gAMTha vALI ke jyAre mane lAga maLaze tyAre huM sumitrane batAvI daIza. huM ene jIvate nahi rAkhuM. Ama vicArIne gAma choDIne cAlyA gaye. | sumitrane pamakumAra pratye nAma TheSa ke IrSyA nathI. e te tene premathI belAvate hate paNa padamakumAranA dilamAM tenA pratye dveSane dAvAnaLa saLagatuM hatuM, tethI te bhAgI gaye. sumitra rAjyamAM rahevA chatAM anAsakata bhAvathI rahetuM hatuM. bole te kharA, tame kevI rIte rahe? sumitrane rAjya maLyuM che, paNa rAjyanA sukha gamatA nathI ane Aje te sattA mATe keTalI paDApaDI thaI rahI che! yAda rAkhe ke dharma vinA traNa kALamAM nathI. sukha-duHkhamAM je koI sAthI hoya te dharma che. sagAvahAlA badhA duHkhamAM tamAre uddhAra thavAne sAtha choDI deze paNa dharma sukhamAM ne duHkhamAM, AlekamAM ane paralekamAM sAthe raheze. dharma karanAranI kaseTI thAya paNa kaTI vakhate je daDha rahe che tene deve paNa sahAya kare che. mAtA pitAe ApelA saMskAra" -eka dhamaSTha zrAvakane arUNA nAmanI ekanI eka putrI hatI. A zrAvakanI rageragamAM jaina dharmanI zraddhA hatI. eNe pitAnI putrIne saMskAra ApyAM hatAM ke beTA! ApaNu deva arahiMta, gurU nigraMtha ane kevaLI prarUpita dharma che. tuM emanI zraddhA rAkhaje. reja sAmAyika pratikramaNa karavuM, vibhAjana na karavuM, kaMdamULa na khAvuM ane kadAca A deha paDI jAya te kurabAna paNa zIyaLa javA daIza nahi, AvA uttama daDha saMskAra ApIne pitAe nirNaya karyo hato ke mArI putrIne jainadhamI ane saMskArI chokarA sAthe paraNAvavI che, paNa karmo kyAM laI jAya che. zrAvaka jaina dhamI muratIye zodhato hato. temAM arUNa nAmane eka banAvaTI jaina muratI maLI gaye. ghaNI vakhata evuM bane che ke asalI jena karatA nakalI jaina vadhu dhamITha dekhAya che. mAtApitA nakalI jainane joIne aMjAI gayA ne pitAnI vahAlasoyI, dhamaka ane susaMrakArI putrIne paraNAvI dIdhI. emane saMtoSa thaye ke ame zedhatAM hatAM tevuM jena ghara maLyuM. huM tamane pUchuM-bele tamane ke muratI maLe te vadhu AnaMda thAya? (hasAhasa) Aje mANasanA dilamAM dharmanI zraddhA ochI che. tethI dhamI muratIyA karatA nANunI kathaLIne ane cAmaDInA rUpane vadhu mahattva apAya che.

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zAradA suvAsa 165 "saMkaTanI jALamAM sapaDAvavA chatAM dharmamAM daDha rahelI arUNuM - arUNuM paraNIne sAsare AvI. be cAra mahinA te vadhe na AvyuM. pachI te gharamAM kAMdA-baTATA AvavA lAgyA. rAtrI jana cAlu thayuM. AvA vAtAvaraNathI arUNAnuM dila dravI uThayuM. ahe prabhu! A zuM? kAraNa ke arUNa jena dharmanI ananya zraddhAvAna hatI. enA deva vItarAga, gurU nigraMtha ane ahiMsAmaya dharma te tene prANa hatuM, paNa sAsarIyAmAM te AthI badhuM ja viruddha hatuM. arUNAnA dilamAM ghaNuM duHkha thayuM paNa paraNyA pachI zuM thAya? e karmane samajatI hatI. eNe vicAra karyo ke mArA pUrvakanA udayathI mane dharma virUddha ghara maLyuM. chatAM te zAMti rAkhatI paNa jema jema vakhata gayo tema arUNuM pratye dveSa rUpI dAvAnaLa saLagate gayo tethI arUNuM sAmAyika pratikramaNa kare, navakAramaMtranuM samaraNa kare e temane bilakula gamatuM nahi, tethI gharamAM virodhane vaMToLa vadhyo. teo kahetA jainadharma amArA gharamAM na joie. dharma choDAvavA tenA mAthe jAma thavA lAgyA, paNa arUNAnI daSTisamyapha hatI. ene hADa haDanI mIjAmAM jainadharmanI zraddhA paragamI cUkI hatI. eTale pati virodhI hate, sAsu sasarAne mera enI sAme khaDo hate chatAM te koInI sAme eka paNa akSara belyA vinA enA dharmamAM aDaga rahetI ane badhAnA sakhta virodha vacce paNa enA niyamonuM pAlana karyA karatI. enA dilamAM duHkha ghaNuM thatuM ke meM kevA pApa karyA haze ke A gharamAM AvIne meM kadI supAtra dAna daIne mArA kara pavitra na karyo ke mArA gurU-gurUNInA darzana paNa nathI karI zakI. munine jotAM harSaghelI banelI arUNu" - eka divasa enA sAsu, sasarA ane pati badhA emanA dharmane kaI mATe utsava hatuM eTale tyAM gayelA. gharamAM arUNA sivAya koI na hatuM. arUNAne be bAluDA hatA. emane laukika parvane divasa hatuM eTale sAsujI miSTAnna banAvavAnuM kahI gayA hatA. arUNAe rasoI banAvIne taiyAra karI. gharamAM badhI jogavAI hatI. A samaye manamAM bhAva jAgyA ke keI nigraMtha gurU ke gurUNI padhAre te vahorAvIne mArA kara pavitra karuM. kudarate evuM ja banyuM. enI bhAvanA phaLabhUta thavAnI eTale baDAra eTale jaIne najara kare che te mahAna tapavI jainamunine AvA joyA. tethI harakhaghelI banIne deDI. padhAre....padhAre gurUdeva ! mArA dhanya ghaDI ne dhanya bhAgya. ApanA punita pagalAthI mAruM ghara pAvana thayuM. ghaNAM varSe gurUnA darzana thayA ne supAtre dAna devAne avasara Avyo. eTale gAMDItUra thaI gaI. Aje gharamAM paNa keI nathI eTale ene phAvatuM maLI gayuM. saMtane pitAnA gharamAM laI gaI. AjubAjumAM vasatA pADozIe paNa jaina dharmanA kaTTara virodhI o hatA eTale jainane sAdhune gharamAM laI jaIne te zuM Ape che te jovA lAgyA. jaina munio gRhasthanA gharamAM game teTaluM hoya paNa bahu alpa pramANamAM vahere che. sAmAnya eka sAkarane kakaDo vigere vaherIne sata cAlyA gayA.

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166 zAradA suvAsa A tarapha samaya thatAM sAsu-sasarA ane ene pati ghera AvyA. eTale ADezI pADethI badhA emane cADI khAvA gayA. ghaNAM mANasane gharanI khIcaDI khAIne bIjAnI niMdA kuthalI karavI, keInA gharamAM jhaghaDA karAvavA bahu gamatA hoya che. A gharamAM vahu pratye dveSa hatuM. e sau jANatAM hatAM. emAM A nimitta maLyuM, pADozaNe kahyuM-bAI! tArI vahu te Aje jaina sAdhune belAvI lAvI hatI ne gharamAM laI jaIne banAvelI raseI ene ApI dIdhI. Ama mIThuM maracuM bhabharAvIne vaghAra karIne badhI vAta karI. sAsune te joItuM hatuM ne maLI gayuM. enA aMtaramAM zreSane dava jalate hate. temAM kerosIna reDayuM pachI zuM bAkI rahe? sAsu bahArathI barADA pADatI dhamadhama karatI gharamAM AvIne kahe che te pApaNa! te A zuM karyuM? Aje to mAre pheMsale kare che. A gharamAM je tAre rahevuM hoya te tAro dharma cheDa. eka myAnamAM be talavAra nahi rahI zake. kAM tuM nahi ne kAM te tAro jaina dharma nahi. A miSTAnna kaMI e muMDiyA mATe hetuM banAvyuM. miSTAnanuM maMgalAcaraNa te e muMDiyAthI ja karyuM? cAlI jA A gharamAMthI tAruM kALuM mukha amane kadI batAvIza nahi. Ama kahIne sAsue ene mAravA mATe hAthamAM dhake lIdhe. sasarA ane pati paNa jaina dharmanuM haDahaDatuM apamAna karatAM vacananI jhaDIo varasAvI rahyA hatA. ATalA divasathI badhuM sahana karatI hatI paNa AjanuM kalezamaya vAtAvaraNa joIne dhrujI uThI, tyAM sAsue gheka laine mAravA mAMDI. dharma mATe vananI vATe :- arUNAe vicAra karyo ke have A gharamAM rahevAya tema nathI. mane te game tema bhale kahe paNa mArA dharmanuM ane mArA dharmagurUnuM apamAna kare te kema sahana thAya? ane jyAM mane zakhavI ja nathI tyAM kevI rIte rahevuM ! bhUkhI ne tarasI arUNa pitAnA kumaLA kula jevA be bAluDAone laIne vanavagaDAnI vATe cAlI nIkaLI. ghaNe dUra aghera jaMgalamAM cAlI gaI baMdhuo ne bahene! tame sAMbhaLIne vicAra kare ke A chokarInI dharmamAM keTalI zraddhA che! deha paDe te kurabAna paNa dharmane cheDe nahi e tene aphara nirNaya hate. A ekalI abaLA pitAnA kumaLA phula jevA bAluDAne laIne jaMgalamAM gaI eka te traNe bhUkhyA ne tarasyA hatA. sakhata garamInA divaso hatAM. eTale baMne bALako kahe che bA ! bahu bhUkha lAgI che. amane dUdha Apa ne, khAvAnuM Apa ne. moTA mANaso karamAI jAya tevI garamI hatI te pachI A kumaLA bALakonuM zuM gajuM ! arUNa eka vRkSa nIce baMne bALakane laIne beDI. nAne bAbe te bhUkha tarasathI e zeSAI gaye ke jANe hAlate cAlate paNa nathI ne moTe bhAge khUba raDavA lAge. chekarAonuM rUdane mAtAthI jovAtuM nathI. eNe cAre tarapha daSTi karI paNa kayAMya kaI phaLa phUlanuM vRkSa dekhAyuM nahi ke pitAnA putranA peTanI pukAra zAMta karI zake ! ane na te kayAMya sarovara

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zAradA suvAsa 167 dekhAyuM ke ekAda be pANI lAvIne karamAyelA bAluDAne pAIne tenA sUkAyelA hoTha upara hAsyanI hariyALI saI zake? ene te upara Abha ane nIce dharatI hatI. nirAza thaIne moTA traNa varSanA bAluDAne jamIna para sUvA ne nAnAne meLAmAM laIne beThI. hajAra nirAzAmAMthI eka AzAnuM kiraNa phUTayuM. ene enA dharma upara ane pitAnA zIla upara aDaga zraddhA hatI. AMkha baMdha karI ekAgra citte prabhune prArthanA karavA lAgI ke he prabhu! meM mArA pati sivAya kaI paNa parapurUSane manathI na I hoya ane ATalA duHkhamAM paNa mAruM mana jainadharmathI kadI vicalita na thayuM hoya te mArA A be bAluDAnA rUdana hAsyamAM pheravAI jAya evuM vAtAvaraNa banI jAya. mAre bIjuM kAMI naMthI joItuM. A kumaLA kulanA mukha sAme mArAthI jevAtuM nathI. kharekhara, je dharma para daDha zraddhA rAkhe che tene duHkha avazya dUra thAya ja satIne pikAra zAsananA rakSaka deve avazya sAMbhaLe che. tamAre te koIne TelIphena karavuM hoya te naMbara lagADa paDe, ahIM te zraddhAne TelIphena lAgatA devenA Asana calAyamAna thAya che. A dharmazraddhAnuM ane zIyaLanuM ahaukika baLa che. arUNAne phena pahoMcI gayuM. eNe AMkha kholIne joyuM te pote jyAM beThI che tyAM pharate phaLaphUlanA vRkSothI bharapUra bagIce je ne zItaLa jaLanuM nAnakaDuM sarovara joyuM. e joIne haiyuM harakhAI gayuM. ahAhA...prabhu! zuM tArI karUNAdaSTi che! eNe ubhI thaIne saMtarA, cIku, mosaMbI, dADama vigere phaLa lAvIne khavaDAvyAM ne sarovaranuM pANI pIvaDAvyuM. have bALake AnaMdamAM AvyA. "arUNA arUNane pikAra karate arUNu" - A tarapha arUNA ane tenA be bAluDA gayA eTale ghara khAlI paDyuM ane gharamAM sUnuM sUnuM lAgavA mAMDayuM, rasoDAmAM jaIne juve che te raInA tapelA ne miSTAnna badhuM bharapUra bhareluM che. emAMthI eka kaNa paNa ocho thaye nathI. A joIne badhAne thayuM ke A te julama thaI gayuM. eNe sAdhune te kaMI ApyuM nathI, ApaNe ene khUba duHkha ApyuM. e cAlI gaI. arere... mArA kula jevA bALake bhUkhyAM ne tarasyA zuM karatA haze? sAsu bahAra AvIne pADozaNane kahe che ke tame khoTI bheraNI karIne amArA gharamAM kaleza karAvyo, amArI vahu chokarAone laIne cAlI gaI. arUNAnA patinI AMkha paNa khulI gaI ahe! huM kapaTa karIne paraNya, pavitra satI jevI strI upara ame sItama gujAryo, ene kADhI mUkI pitAnI bhUlane pazcAtApa karate eno pati arUNAnI zodha karavA nIkaLe. atyAre krUratAnuM sthAna karUNAe lIdhuM hatuM, ane pracaMDatAnA siMhAsane pazcAtApanI chaDIe pukArAtI hatI. arUNakumAra arUNuM....acchAnA pikAra karate vanavagaDAnA khUNe khUNe ghUmavA lAge.

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zAradA suvAsa - arUNa pitAnA dharma upara zraddhA rAkhI nirbhayapaNe vanamAM AgaLa vadhatI gaI. eNe nirNaya karyo hateA ke kaI sArI jagyA maLe te tyAM jhuMpaDI banAvIne rahuM, zuddha dharmanuM ArAdhana karuM ne zAMtimaya jIvana vItAvuM, ema vicAra karatI eka ghaTAdAra vaDalAnA vRkSa nIce AvIne beThI. ene lAgyuM ke A sthAna nirbhaya che. have ahIM ja rahIza, paNa A nirbhaya sthAnamAM paNa ene bhayane bhaNakArA vAgavA lAgyA. sAme daSTi karI te kaI purUSa enI najIka Avate dekhAye. vadhu najIka Ave tyAre oLakhI gaI ke A te mAro pati che. ene jotAM ja dhrujI uThI. aho ! gharamAM Aga lAgI eTale vagaDAmAM AvI te vanamAM paNa Aga ! ahA ! meM kevA krUra kame karyA haze ! arere... mane saMta satIjIe samajAvatA hatAM ke bahena ! A saMsAra dAvAnaLa che, saMsAramAM kaMI sAra nathI. tuM dIkSA le paNa huM samajI nahi ne saMsAramAM paDI te A duHkha AvyA ne? dIkSA lIdhI hatI te mAruM kalyANa thaI jAta. bhayanI mArI arUNuM kUvAmAM :- patine najIka Avate joIne arUNAne dhrujArI chUTI. patie paNa nirjana jaMgalamAM vRkSa nIce be bALakone laIne beThelI strIne jaIne mAnyuM ke mArI patnI che. vegathI doDatuM AvatuM hatuM. arUNAnA manamAM thayuM ke e Avaze ne mane mAraze agara mArA dharmanI niMdA karaze. enA hAthe maravA karatAM huM mArI jAte ja A bAjunA kUvAmAM paDIne marI jAuM. evo nirNaya karIne jhaDapabhera tyAMthI uThI pitAnA baMne bALakone laIne kUvAkAMThe jaI zAsanadevane prArthanA karI sarva jene khamAvI, paMca parameSTI bhagavaMtanuM smaraNa karIne baMne bALaka sahita eNe kUvAmAM jhaMpalAvyuM A samaye ene pati atyaMta najIka pahoMcI gayuM hatuM, tyAM enA kAne dhamAke saMbhaLAve. nakkI, arUNAe be bALakane laIne kUvAmAM jhaMpalAvyuM lAge che. patine pArAvAra duHkha thayuM. dhikkAra che A pApIne! mArA pApe, mArA DarathI eNe kUvo pUryo ne? AzAbhera Avyo paNa mane arUNA na maLI. arUNane eka te pitAnI satI jevI patnI gaI tenuM dukha thayuM. bIjuM nirdoSa satI upara Ave sItama gujAryo tene haiyAmAM kAraNe ghA hatA, paNa pAchaLane parata zuM kare ! arUNane bhayaMkara AghAta hevAthI te bebhAna thaIne paDI gaye. " arUNAnI vahAre AvelA de":- arUNA tenA be bALakane laIne kUvAmAM paDI te vakhate dharmanA rakSaka devee tene adazya rIte jhIlI lIdhI ane kUvAmAM vacce majhAne suMdara nAnakaDo baMgale banAvI dIdhuM. temAM khAvApIvAnI badhI sagavaDa karI dIdhI. eTale mAtA ane baMne bALako AnaMdathI kUvAmAM rahyA. baMdhuo! juo, dharmane ke prabhAva che! dharma mANasane kaSTamAM keTalI sahAya kare che e A dRSTAMta dvArA tamane samajAze. thaDI vAre arUNAne pati bhAnamAM Avyo tyAre tenA manamAM thayuM ke mArI premALa patnI gaI baMne bALake gayA te have mAre jIvavAne zuM artha che? jene mATe Avyo hato.

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169 zAradA suvAsa tenuM milana thayu nahi. tee A kUvAmAM ja paDayA che teA huM paNa temanI pAchaLa ja jAu. ema vicArIne arUNuM paNa kUvAmAM jha MpalAvyuM. have enA paNu puNyanA udaya thayo che eTale te mane khALako ane satI beThA hatAM tyAM ja paDayo. arUNAe patine joyo eTale dhrujavA lAgI ke A te mArI pAchaLa kUvAmAM AvyA. have huM kAM jA ! arUNu tenu mukha joIne samajI gayo ke A mArAthI dhruje che eTale namratAthI khelyo-arUNuA have huM pahelAnA arUNu nathI. have tuM mArAthI DarIza nahiM, gabharAIza naDi. A pApIne kSamA kara. vinA aparAdhe tArA jevI dhIbDa sIne sa MtApI tenA mArA dilamAM pUra pazcAtApa thayo che. have te tuM jema kahIza tema huM karIza. tu' ghera cAla. arUNAe kahyuM-nAtha ! have e ghera nahuiM AvuM. Apa ApanA mALaka laI jA ne huM mArA AtmAnuM kalyANu karIza, tyAre enA patinI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA ne karagarIne kahyuM-aruNA ! have huM sAcA jaina manIza ne dharmanA badhA niyamonuM pAlana kIza. have mane jaina dharma pratye mAna jAgyuM che. tArA jaina dharmAMnA prabhAva mane pratyakSa dekhAyo, A kUvAmAM ApaNane bacAvanAra jaina dharma che. patie khUba kachu eTale phUvAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnI icchA karI, tyAM deve temane kUvAmAMthI khadgAra mUkI dIdhA. eTale teo tyAMthI najIka AvelA eka gAmamAM gayA. tyAM puNyanA udaya jAgyo eTale sAmethI sahakAra maLyo. tethI tyAM rokAyA. arUNe tyAM nAnI dukAna karI. dhIme dhIme kamAtA gayA tema vahevAra vadhAryA ne mATe zrImaMta khanyo. A badhuM banatAM jaina dharmanI zraddhA vadhI gaI. peAtAnA pati sAco jaita anyo eTale arUNAne paNa satASa thayo ne Ana MdathI rahevA lAgyA. A tarapha arUNAnA sAsu-sasarA ciMtAmAM paDacA. ApaNI vahu gai, nAnA bAluDA gayA ne temane zodhavA ApaNeA dIkarA gayo e paNu pAcho na Avyo. emanu zu thayuM haze ? ciMtAtura banelA mAtA-pitA paNa zodhatAM zodhatAM jyAM A leAkeA rahetA hatA tyAM AvyA. arUNe ane arUNAe mAtA-pitAnA Adara satkAra karyAM. sAsu-sasarAe arUNAne kahyuM-beTA ! A devI jevI vahune ame ALakhI nahi. ame tane keTalA duHkha ApyA. tane mArIne kADhI mUkI. ame pApI chIe. aparAdhI chIe, amane mApha kara. arUNNAe kahyuMmA-mApujI! Apa aparAdhI nathI. Apa pavitra che. aparAdha te mArA kamanA che. Apa aa mahAna upakArI che. Apa dilamAM jarApaNuM duHkha na dharaze. Apane huM jeTale upakAra mAnu teTale Ache che. ema kahIne sAsu-sasarAnA caraNamAM paDIne kahyuM-mA-- khApujI ! 2 ghara ane mAla milakta madhu Apatu che. AvA mIThA zabdethI arUNuAnA sAsu-sasarAne zAMti thai. pachI badhA jaina dharmanuM ArAdhana karatAM zAMtithI rahevA lAgyA. arUNNAe kadI matama evA vicAra na karyo ke mane A lokoe kevA duHkha dIdhA che, "( sAsusasarAne hRdayapalTo ' dd - -

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170 zArahA suvAsa paNa pote duHkha sahana karatAM kuTuMba jaina dharmanAM raMge raMgAyuM tene alaukika AnaMda thaye. sIe dharmanI ArAdhanA karIne kalyANa karyuM. devAnupriye ! je dharma kare che tenI kasoTI te avazya thAya che paNa je kaTImAM daDha rahe che te saMsArasAgarane pAra utarI jAya che. tamane paNa kadAca kasaTI Ave te gabharAtA nahi paNa daDha raheje. dharma tamane avazya sahAya karaze. sumitrakumAra dharmamAM zraddhAvAna hatuM. te rAjyanuM pAlana karavA chatAM dharmane cUkyo nathI. eka divasa sumitra rAjA siMhAsane beThA hatA te vakhate kaliMga dezathI eka dUta Avyo. te AvIne samAcAra ApyA ke he mahArAjA! ApanA bahena priyadarzanA je kaliMga dezanA rAjA sAthe paraNAvyA che temanuM apaharaNa thayuM che. eTale mitre pUchayuM ke mArI bahenanuM haraNa karanAra koNa che? tyAre te kahyuM ke zivamaMdira nagaranA rAjA anaMgasi hane putra kamalakumAra tenuM haraNa karI gayo che. tame jaladI choDAvavA mATe cAle. A sAMbhaLIne sumitra rAjAne khUba du:kha thayuM. kayAM kaliMga ane kayAM zivamaMdira nagara ! sumitra rAjA vicAramAM paDyA ke have mAre zuM karavuM ? A saMsAramAM rahyo te badhI upAdhi che ne ? A yuddha-saMgrAmamAM keTalA mANasonI hiMsA thaI jaze mane pitAjIe dIkSA levA na dIdhI te A hiMsAmaya yuddha karavuM paDaze. mArI pharaja che ke mArI bena che ke kaI paNa bahena-dIkarI che te tene parapurUSanA hAthamAMthI cheDAvavI e kSatriyone dharma che je yuddha karavA na jAuM te mAre kSatriya dharma lAje che. te khUba ciMtA karavA lAgyA, bIjI tarapha bahenanuM haraNa thayAnA samAcAra bIjA ke vidyAdhara dvArA citragatie sAMbhaLyA. satInI vahAre citragatikumAra" - citragati paraduHkhabhaMjana hate. tene khabara paDI eTale teNe pitAnA vidyAdharane sumitra rAjA pAse mokalIne saMdeze kahevaDAvyuM ke he sumitra rAjA ! tame mArA dharmanA vIrA che. tamArI bahena te mArI bahena che. huM tene zodhIne ceDA divasamAM ja laI AvIza. citragatinA samAcAra AvatA sumitranI ciMtA ochI thaI ne teNe citragatine khUba upakAra mAnyo. citragatie vidyAdhare dvArA tapAsa karavI ke priyadarzanane koNa upADI gayuM che ne hAla te kayAM che ? tapAsa * karAvatA khabara paDI ke priyadarzananuM haraNa karanAra anaMgasiMha rAjAne putra kamalakumAra che. eTale citragati moTuM sainya laIne zivamaMdira nagara poMce, ane eka hoMziyAra dUtane anaMgasiMha rAjAnA darabAramAM mokalIne saMdeze kahevaDAvyuM. dUte darabAramAM AvIne anaMgasiMha rAjAne kahyuM ke amArA rAjakumAra citragatie kahevaDAvyuM che ke tamArA putra kemake mArA mitra sumitra rAjAnI bahenanuM haraNa karyuM che. A bahu agya che. parAI

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zAradA suvAsa 175 strIne upADI lAvavI te ghera pApa che, mATe mAna sahita priyadarzanane pAchI ApI de. nahitara yuddha karavA taiyAra thAo. A samaye kamalakumAre kahyuM ke priyadarzanane pAchI ApavA mATe nathI lAvyuM paNa tArA rAjAnA hAthamAM laDavA mATe caLa AvatI hoya te kahI deje ke thoDI ja vAramAM motane bheTavA taiyAra thAya. huM tene kIDAnI mAphaka capaTImAM cALI nAMkhIza. "yuddhanI vAgelI bherI" - kamalane uddhata ane garvayukta javAba sAMbhaLIne dUtane krodha caDhaye ne citragati pAse AvIne badhI vAta karI. theDIvAramAM ja kamalakumAra sainya laIne yuddha medAnamAM citragati sAthe laDavA Ave. citragati ane kamala baMnenI senAo laDavA lAgI kamala karatAM citragatinuM sainya moTuM ane baLavAna hatuM. eTale DI ja vAramAM kamala ane tenI senAne harAvI dIdhI. pitAne putra hArI gayo te samAcAra anaMgasiMha rAjAne maLyA eTale tarata pote jAte bIjuM sainya laine raNasaMgrAmamAM laDavA AvyA. anaMgasiMha rAjA khuda sainyanA mokhare AvIne laDavA taiyAra thayA. citragati ane anaMgasiMha vacce bhayaMkara yuddha thayuM. baMne baLIyA puruSo hatA ne baMnenuM sainya paNa baLavAna hatuM. zastrone varasAda varasavA lAgyo. anaMgasiMha rAjA tIra, talavAra, bhAlA, gadA vigere zastrothI citragati sAthe laDyo paNa citragatine harAvI na zakayo. laDatA laDatA enA badhA zastro khUTI gayA, tyAre chevaTe tenI pAse eka daivI khaga hatuM tene yAda karyuM eTale khaga tyAM hAjara thaI gayuM A khaDUgane jotAM bhalabhalA rAjAonA hAjA gagaDI jatAM hatAM paNa citragati saheja paNa Daryo nahi. khaga hathiyAra sAme kumAre karelo camatkAra" - baMdhuo! kSatriyane bacce kadI saMgrAmamAM Dare nahi ane je DarI jAya che te sAce kSatriya na kahevAya, khaga hAthamAM laIne anaMgasiMhe kahyuM- chokarA ! tuM nAnuM bALaka che eTale mane tArI dayA Ave che. A khaDUga calAvatAM pahelAM tane huM eka vAra kahuM chuM ke tuM ahIMthI cAlyo jA. zA mATe hAthe karIne motane bheTavA taiyAra thaye che? tyAre citragatie kahyuM che rAjA! huM tamArI AgaLa bhale nA houM paNa vIranA putra vIra hoya che. te kadI pache. haTha karatA nathI. tArA hAthamAM devI khaga AvyuM che eTale tene ghaNuM abhimAna AvyuM lAge che paNa huM tane mArI vidyAne pace batAvuM chuM. tuM jaI le. ema kahIne citra 'gatie aMdhakAra vidyAthI badhe aMdhAruM karI nAMkhyuM. evuM ghara aMdhAruM chavAI gayuM ke keI koIne joI na zake. aMdhakAramAM koNa mitra ane kezu zatru te dekhI na zakAya. AvA aMdhakAramAM asaMgasiMha rAjA mUMjhAI gayA. have tenA upara khagra calAvavuM? AvA ghora aMdhakAramAM badhA paththaranI jema jaDAyelA ubhA rahyA. have citragati zuM karaze tene bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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zAradA suvAsa 1. pu. AcAya zrI harakhacadrajI mahArAja sAhebanu vairAgyamaya, cAritranI suvAsathI mheMkatA jIvananu' pU. mahAsatIjIe su Mdara varNana karyuM hatuM.) X vyAkhyAna na. 21 172 zrAvaNa suda 3 ne ravivAra tA. 6-8-72 " bhAvama`galanI mahattA ' anaMta karUNAsAgara, naileAkaya prakAzaka, anaMta upakArI sa`jJa bhagavAe bhavya jIve upara karUNAne dhodha varasAvI dharmAMrUpI ma MgalanuM svarUpa samajAvyuM che, jagatanA dareka jIveAnI e icchA haiAya che ke mArA dareka kAya` ma`galamaya bane. koI amaMgalanI icchA karatuM nathI. peAtAnu maMgala thAya te mATe sau talasI rahyA che. mAnava mAtranA aMtaranA AkAzamAM sadAne mATe maMgalane sUrya prakAsyA kare evI jhaMkhanA jIvatara sAthe jakaDAi rahI che, pazu jJAnI bhagava tA pharamAve che ke tame badhA moMgalanI IcchA karI che paNa pahelA maMgalanA mama tamAre jANavA paDaze. magalanA mama jANyA sivAya maMgalanI prApti thaI zakatI nathI. kadAca kAI ne moMgalanI prApti thai jAya te tenA jatana thavA muzkela che. Ama tA maMgala ghaNA prakAranuM che. jema ke koI bhAinuM nAma maMgaLadAsa hoya teA te nAma maMgala che. koi kSetra pavitra tIrthadhAma banI gayu. hAya to te dhAma maMgala che. kAma maMgala svarUpe hoya tA te kAma maMgala che. AvA aneka prakAranA maMgala A jagatamAM rahelA che. A badhA magalanI vAta cheDIne ApaNe Aje e mukhya magalanI vAta karavI che. A be maMgala kayA che te jANeA che ? eka dravya moMgala ane bIjI' bhAvama'gala tame bahAragAma jAva agara teA saMsAranA zubha kAme jAva che tyAre kapALamAM kukunA cAMllA karIne upara cokhA coTADA che, dahI' ke goLa cAkheA che ane gharanI khahAra nIkaLatI vakhate zukana jue che. gharamAMthI nIkaLyA ne koi saubhAgyavatI strI agara kumArikA maLe te tene zubha zukana gaNA che. gAya sAmI maLe te sArA zukana thayA ema mAnIne AgaLa vadhe che. A badhA dravyama gaDha che. dravyama gala mAhyalAbhamAM upayAgI che paNa AbhyaMtara lAbhamAM enA phALA nathI. A jagatamAM khAhyasukhanI IcchAvALA jIvA dravyama galamAM Ana Mda mAne che. dravyamaMgala maLI gayuM eTale jANe badhu ja maLI gayuM ema samaje che, paNa mAtmika sukhanI jhaMkhanAvALA jIvAne mana dravyamaMgalanI kiMmata nathI. emane te bhAvamaMgala prApta thAya teA ja paramAnaMdanI prApti thAya che. bhautika sukhanI apekSAvALA jIvAne sheja kaMI amaMgalasUcaka cinha thAya te temanA mananI mUMjhavaNa vadhI jAya che. mAnI le ke savAramAM dUdhanI tapelI U dhI paDI gai ne madhu dUdha DhoLAI gayuM, agara ghI DhoLAI

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fET zAztrI suSAsa gayuM te ema thaze ke Aje kaMIka nukazAna thaze. gharanI bahAra nIkaLyAne bilADI ADI utare teA kaheze ke apazukana thayA. thoDIvAra thelIne AgaLa cAlaze. koI vidhavA bahena sAmI maLe te mATuM bagaDI jAya che ke A kyAM sAmI maLI? paNa huM tamane pUchu ke vidhavA bahena sAmI maLI teA tame apazukana gaNyA, te koI bhAInI patnI marI gaI hAya evA vidhura purUSa sAmA maLe te apazukana gaNAya ne? (hasAhasa) tame bhale pharIne paraNyA hA paNa vidhura thayelA teA kharA ja ne? vidhavA bahena tA jiMdagIbhara brahmacarya nu pAlana kare che ne vidhura banelA purUSa tA paraNIne leAgI bane che. kha Mdhue ! dravyamaMgalanA sAMsAranI dRSTie amuka aMze lAbha maLe che. jyAre bhAvamaMgala jagatanA sarva ma gale.mAM zreSTha maMgala che. maMgala eTale zuM? "mAma zatti vApAt '' mane je pApAthI gALe eTale ke pApAthI dUra kare te maMgala kahevAya. jIvane pApathI dUra kare evu bhAvama Mgala karyu che e jANeA che? bhagavAne dazavaikAlika sUtranA prathama ayananI prathama gAthAmAM kahyuM che ke dhammo maMgalamukiTaM, ahiMsA saMjamo tavo / devA vitaM namasaMti, jassa dhamme sayAmaNo // ', ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa rUpI dha' e sAcu' ane utkRSTa magaDha che. e dhama jenA dilamAM AvI jAya che te pavitra khanI jAya che ane evA puSitra AtmAnA caraNamAM devA name che. Avu bhAvamaMgala AvI jAya pachI dravyamaMgalanI kiMmata rahetI nathI. bhAgama`gala thai gayA pachI kadAca dravya amaMgala thayuM heAya te paNa tenA prabhAva rahetA nathI dA. ta. tamAre ghera putranA janma thAya tene tame moMgala mAnA che, putrane paraNAvavA jAva te tene paNa maMgala mAno che, navu ghara baMdhAvIne temAM kuMbha mUkavA, vAstu karavu tene paNu tame maMgala mAnA che. paNa vicAra kare, zuM e maMgalanuM amaMgala nathI thatuM! putrane janma thayA ne marI gayA te zuM thayu...! amaMgala ja thayuM ne ? keTalI hAMzathI mATu makAna baMdhAvyuM, e baMgalAmAM rahevAnA keTalA kADa hatA paNa emAM rahevA jatAM pahelAM ja e baMgale vecI devAnA samaya Avye te e amaMgala kharu ne? saMsAranA badhA kAryAM tame zukana, murhuta badhu... joine ja karI che ne? chatAM temAM amaMgala thAya che ne ? te have vicAra karo ke je maMgala karyAM pachI amaMgala thAya te sAcu` maMgala ke je maMgala karyAM pachI kaDhI temAM amaMgala na thAya te sAcuM maMgala ? dhama` e sa` magaleAmAM utkRSTa bhAvamaMgala che. temAM kadI amaMgala thatu nathI, je bhAvamaMgalanuM mahattva samaje che tene pachI kadAca dravya amaMgala thAya te paNa te bhAvamAMgaladhamAM ene duHkhanA samaye sAcI samajaNa Ape che ne tenu duHkha hare che. AtmAnA anaMta sukhamAM je sahAyaka ane te bhAvama gala kahevAya. bhAvamaMgala evA dhama

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174 zAztrA suvAsa e sAmAnya-zeTha nathI, mahA udAra zeTha che. AkhI jiMdagI ene bhUle-virAdhe, paNa aMtakALe maratAM tenuM smaraNa kare te paNa pAtAnA droha karanArane paNa tAre che. maratAM paNu zaraNu levAthI geAzAlaka Arame devalAke gayA. bhAvamAM gala AtmAnA maha na guNu che. jemAM AtmavikAsanI sava sAmagrI sAkAra banelI heAya che. AtmAnA jJAna-dana-cAritra Adi guNA e bhAvama'gala che, e guNeAne vikasAvanArA je sAdhanA hoya tene paNa sAdhanamAM sAdhya buddhinu AropaNa karIne bhAvamaMgala tarIke apanAvI zakAya. devAnupriyA! jIvanamAM badhuM maLaze paNa bhAvamaMgaLa maLavuM muzkela che. bhagavAne dharmAMne ja utkRSTa maMgala kahela che. AtmAnA sahaja guNAnI jenAthI khIlavaNI thAya te bhAvama gala che gulAbanA cheDane taiyAra thayA pachI gulAbanA kula lAvavA paDatA nathI. enI meLe ja samaya thatAM gulAmanA puSpA e cheDa upara khIle che ne jagatanA cAkamAM enI saurabha mhekAve che, evI rIte utkRSTa bhAvama'gala svarUpa dharma Atmika guNaeN rUpI gulAmane khIlAve che temAMthI saddaguNunI sugaMdha jagatanA vAne maLe che. bhAvamaMgalathI bhAvita cittavALA AtmAne soMsAranI koI paNa upAdhi akaLAvI zakatI nathI. koI paNa sacegAmAM enI Atmika zAMti khUTatI nathI. bhAvama'galanI naukAmAM beThA pachI saMsAra samudra tarI zakAya che. sasAranI anekavidha upAdhiomAM sapaDAyele pAmara prANI bhAvamaMgalane cheDIne dravyamaMgalamAM AthaDI rahyo che ane te ajJAyane vaza thaI ne bhAvamaMgalane dravyama galamAM palTAvI de che. paramAtmAnuM smaraNa karatAM lAlasAnA lAvArasamAM DUbakI lagAvatA jIva bhagavAnanI pAse evI mAMgaNI karatA hAya che ke ene joIne ema lAge ke AnA jIvanamAM bhAvamaMgalanI prApti hajI ghaNI dUra che. jene bhavasamudramAM vAravAra DUbakI lagAvavI na hoya ane pragatinA seApAna sara karavA hoya teNe AtmAnnatimAM sahAyaka bhAvama'gadyane aMtaramAM sthAna Apavu' paDaze. bhAvamaMgala vinA jIvana nirthIka khanI jaze. bhAvamaMgala vinAnA jIvate jIvavAnA koI AnaMda nathI. bhAvamaMgalarUpa amRtakuMbhane apanAvaze te vipattinI vAdaLIe khasI jaze ne mananI mUMjhavaNA paNa dUra thaze. bhAvama gala svarUpa dharmane jIvanamAM tANAvANAnI jema vaNIne akhaMDa, ajara-amara, ana'ta sukhanI prApti karavI emAM mAnavabhavanI maDhuttA che. ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa e traNa rUpa dharma e utkRSTa mAMgala che. dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAva e dhama magalanA peTA bheA che, jJAnIonI keTalI karUNA che ke mAnavI koI paNa rIte AtmAnuM kalyANu karI zake te mATe vividha prakAre dhama batAvyA che, tame saMsAramAM rahIne paNu ane teTalI hiM'sAthI maceA, jemAM vadhu viSayalAgeA AchA karo. pAMca indriyAnA hiMsA thAya che tevA khAnapAna ane viSayAmAM niya MtraNa karI ane khanI zake teA purANA karmo khapAvavA mATe tapa karo. tapa

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zAradA susa 175 vinA jUnA karmAMnA kATa khaLavA murakela che. ApaNe tyAM tapazcaryAMnA maMgala mAMDavaDA na khAI gayA che. kaMIka bhAI-baheneAne Aje 19 me upavAsa che, kaMikane upavAsanA siddhitaya che. A AtmA teA sAdhanAmAM joDAI gayA che. bhagavAne cAra prakAre dhama batAvyo che. 6.na, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAvanA. je tapa na karI zake tema hoya te dAna kare, utkRSTa bhAve supAtra dAna devAthI jIva mahAna lAbha meLave che, supAtra dAna e zreSTha dAna che. "" bhagavatI sUtramAM gautamasvAmIe bhagavAnane prazna karyAM ke " samaLovAsaNaLa mante ! taharuvaM samaNaM vA, mAhaNaM vA, phAsuesaNijjegaM asaNaM, pANaM, khAima, sAimeNa paDilA bhemA - galla (pha ? " he bhagavaMta! zramaNApAsakane, tathA rUpa zramaNu, mAhazune prAsu', eSaNIya ADAra pANI, vastra, pAtra vigere Ape che teA tenAthI tene zuM lAbha thAya che? javAmamAM bhagavaMte kahyuM, " noyanA ! vaMtaso niSnA g2arnasthiya se pAve vacce vAra // huM gautama ! te eka'ta kanijA kare che paNu pApa karatA nathI. bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM vicaratAM saMtA kevA pavitra hAya che ! je tamArI pAsethI le che thADuM ane jJAnalAbha ghaNA Ape che. utkRSTa bhAve supAtra dAna devAthI jIva tItha kara nAmakama upArjana karI zake che. tame teA bhAgyavAna che ke tamane dAna devAnA avasara maLe che paNa je leke amerikA, yuropa, jarmIna, laDana vigere dezAmAM jaIne vasyA che temane saMtanA darzana kadI thavAnA che! emane supAtra dAna daine kara pavitra karavAnA avasara maLavAnA che ! bhale ne emanI pAse dhananA DhagalA haiAya, vaibhava vilAsanA aneka sAdhanA hAya ne sukha bhAgavatA hAya, tenAthI kaMI emanu kalyANa thavAnu nathI. mATe tamane je maLyu che tenA sadupayoga karo. supAtra dAna de, satkA mAM dhananA sadupayeAga karI ane pApanA kAryamAM na joDAva. satkA mAM vApareluM dhana e sAcu dhana che. bAkI tamArA saMsAramAM dhUma paisA vAparA, legavilAsamAM dhana vaparAze. temAM kaMI dhananI vizeSatA nathI paNa dharmAMnA kArya mAM, satkAryamAM vApareluM dhana e sAcu' dhana che. enI ja vizeSatA che. kahyuM che ke, dAnaM bhogo nAzastisro gatayo bhavanti vittasya / yo na dadAti bhuGkte, tasya tRtIyA gati rbhavati // dAna, bhAga ane vinAza e traNa dhananI gatie che. je manuSya rAtI pAI dAnamAM vAparatA nathI ke pote khAtApIteA nathI ne khIjAne detA nathI tenu dhana chevaTe nAza thAya che athavA mUkIne javu paDe che. mATe tamane je maLyuM che. temAMthI yathAzakti vAparIne dilanA dilAvara khano paNa leAbhI na khanaze. dhana meLavavA mATe mANusa kevA pApa kare che! pApanuM AcaraNa karIne dhana meLavanAra pApa karatAM pAchuM vALIne joDA nathI. bicArA gImAne kacaDI nAMkhe che paNa ene khyAla nathI AvatA ke anItinuM caNu karIne huM dhana bheguM karIza tA mAru zu thaze ? leAbhI ma NasanA dilamAM dayA hAtI nathI.

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zAradA suvAsa pApane bApa le che. lebhIyAnuM dhana zubhakAryamAM vaparAtuM nathI ane aMte karma bhogavavA mATe durgatimAM cAlyA jAya. lebhI manuSya kevuM hoya che. paise bhegA karavA mATe lebhI ke anyAya kare che te viSe mane eka lebhI vaNikanuM daSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka zaheramAM dAtArAma nAmane zrImaMta vaNika anAjane meTa vahepArI hatuM. tene tyAM badhI jAtanuM jaththAbaMdha anAja rAkhavAmAM AvatuM. puNyanA udaye lakSmIne pAra na hite. dha dhamadhokAra cAlatuM hatuM. bhAInuM nAma te dAtArAma paNa pAko lebhI hate. eka rAtI pAI satkAryamAM vAparate na hatuM, ane gharAkane cUsI lete hate. gAmaDAmAMthI kaI paTela kheDUta talanuM gADuM laIne zeThanI dukAne AvyuM. zeThe tene AvakAra Ape ne pitAnI bAjumAM besADIne pUchayuM-bele paTela! Aje zuM mAla laIne AvyA che ? paTele kahyuM-Aje te cAMdI jevA sapheda tala laIne Ave chuM. lagabhaga bAra maNa tala haze. juo, A namUne. keTalA sarasa tala che! zeTha tala hAthamAM laIne jhINI najare birAbara joIne belyA-paTela! dIkarAnA vakhANa te enI mA ja kare ne? tema tame tamArA talanA vakhANa kare che. tala sapheda che e vAta sAcI che paNa emAM kALI chAMTa che. tame vakhANa kare che evA A tala nathI. moTA bhAge vahepArIo gharAka sAme dago kare che. keIka nItivAna haze. Aje jyAM juo tyAM dagA-prapaMca sivAya vAta nathI. kahevAya che ne ke vahepArI nahi enA chokarAne ke nahi enI patnIne. vahepArI te enA vahepArane. keInI pAsethI sastA bhAve mAla kema paDAvI levuM ane meMghA bhAve kema vecave evI zeThANamAM ja paDe hoya che, eTale vahepArInI karavata kAzInI karavata jevI kahevAya. e jatAM ya vahere ne AvatAM ya vahere. rAta divasa bhUkha-tarasa veThI, kALI majurI karIne anAja pakAvanAra jagatanA pitA samAna kheDUtanA lehI cUsIne pite mAladAra banavAnA upAye AjanA vahepArIo zaidhatA hoya che. eTale sArA mAlamAM kaMIne kaMI khAmI batAvyA kare. bheMzabhera tala laIne AvelA paTelanuM mana nAsIpAsa thaI gayuM paNa hiMmata karIne kahyuM zeTha ! mArA khetaramAM je mAla pAke te laIne huM Avyo chuM. sapheda talamAM keika kALI chAMTa hoya tethI zuM emAM tela nathI? Apa mAro nave mAla kharIdI le. zeThe garaja oLakhI ThAvakuM moDhuM rAkhIne kahyuM, paTela! tame te sede thaze eTale rAkaDA rUpiyA gaNuM laIne. gADA khAlI karIne cAlyA jaze paNa e mAlane vecatAM, gharAkane zodhatAM ane vakhAramAM sAcavatAM keTalI mahenata paDe che e te amAruM mana jANe che. tamane enI zuM khabara paDe ? je tamAre tala vecavA ja hoya te pAMca rUpiye maNa lekhe bAre maNa tala kharIdI laIza, bele ApavA che? paTela DhIlA thaIne belyA, zeTha! huM te sapheda cAMdI jevA navA tela laIne daza rUpiye maNa vecavAnI AzAthI traNa gAuthI

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zAralA suvAsa 63 A chuM. zeTha ! kaIka samajIne bhAva karaze te huM rAjI thAya. dazanA badale ATha Ape paNa zeka DhIlA na paDyA tyAre paTele sAta-chanA bhAve ApavA kahyuM. ghaNu kamAMthI eka zeThe jarA magarUrIthI kahyuM ke paTela! je vadhAre bhAva joItA hoya te sapheda bAstA jevA tala lAve. A talanA pAMca rUpiyAthI vadhAre eka pAI paNa huM nahi ApuM. tamAre je na ApavA hoya te jyAM sAro bhAva upajato hoya tyAM khuzIthI vecI Ave mAruM tamane koI dabANa nathI. zeThe nAkhelI mAyAjALa -paTela bheLA bahu che. A jALI paTela ha che zeTha ! ame te gAmaDAnA mANasa, gADA laIne kayAM Thera Thera pharIe ne amArA bIjA zeka karavA nathI. rAta divasanA vahepArI zeka cheDIne bIje che javAya? bhale, tame sAi rahe tema kare. pAMca rUpiyAnA bhAve bAra khAMDI tala taLI le. e nakkI che eTale zeThe trAjavA upara kAMTA caDhAvyA ne paTela ane temanA mANasoe taka AjazAmAM nAnA mAMDayA. zeThe kATalA mUkavAnA pallAmAM maNiyAne badale beMtAlI zoralA chApA mAM eTale paTelanI AMkha phATIne kahyuM zeTha maNane badale betAle tela kema kare che ane tela kare te maNe bazera tala te tamane maphata ja ApI dela paDe! tyAre zuM kahe paTela! A camAsAnA divase che. comAsAmAM talamAM havA bharelI heya. A tala ane kaMI be cAra divasamAM vecAI javAnA nathI. A te vakhAramAM cAra cha mahinA paDayA raheze ne keNuM jANe kyAre vecAze ? e paDyA paDyA sUkAI jaze eTale vajana paNa ghaTI jaze. A vANiyAnA dIkarAne tamAre mArI nAMkhe che ke zuM ? huM ya ghera laInai beThe chuM. paTela! jarA vicAra kare. juo, vANi ke lebhI che! bole, e paTelane mArI nAMkhavA beTho che ke paTela ene mArI nAMkhavA beThe che? (hasAhasa) vANiyAmAM buddhi ghaNuM hoya. ene kAI na pahoMcI zake. paTelanuM mana kacavAtuM hatuM ke je tala pakavatAM keDa bhAMgI gaI, kALI majurI karIne ATalA tala pakavyA te A vahepArI maNe re tala te maphatamAM ja paDAvI rahyo che ane pAcho dekhAva e kare che ke nyAyapUrvaka ImAnadArIthI jokhI rahyo che. tala pUrA taLAI gayA te bAra khAMDIne badale agiyAra khAlI thaya upara daza zera tala vadhyA. paTelanI dhAraNA bAra khAMDInI hatI ne ahIM echA kema thayA? enuM kAraNa tame samajI gayA ne? tame te AvuM nathI karatA ne? (hasAhasa) tela tAle have ne pAchuM namatuM jokhate hate. pachI zuM thAya? paTele daza zera tala kapaDAthI bAMdhyA eTale vANiye kahe che paTela! kheDUtane dIkare te udAra hoya. ATalA badhA tala tame vecyA ne A daza zera pAchA laI jAo che te sAruM dekhAtuM nathI. mArI vakhAramAM daza zaira tela te uMdaraDA khAI jaze. mATe kaMIka vicAra kare. (hasAhasa). huM be paisA vadhu kamAIza to AvatI vakhate tamane vadhu bhAva ApIza. bicAre bhale paTela vANiyAnA dhAkALamAM phasAI gaye ne kapaDAmAM bAMdhelA tala paNa tyAM khAlI karI nAMkhyA. tela paNe thayo jI zA. su. 12

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178 zAradA suvAsa vANi hisAba karavA beThe. emAM mAlanI dalAlI, taLavAnI mahenata ane sarakArane Tekasa badhuM kApatAM savA cAra rUpiye maNanI AsapAsa tala vecAyA. paNa bicArA garIba ane bhalA kheDUtone vahepArIonI cAlabAjInI zuM khabara paDe ? bicAro paTela te zeThe paisA gaNIne ApyA peTalA laIne ravAnA thaI gaye, paNa vANI manamAM malakAvA lAgyuM ke huM ke hoMziyAra, meMghA bhAvanA, uMcI jAtanA tala meM te sastA bhAve kharIdI lIdhA. mane te keTale badhe napho thaze? bhagavAna kahe che ke he jIva! tuM A dhaMdhA kare che paNa yAda rAkhaje ke narakagatimAM karavatathI kapAvuM paDaze, agnimAM zekAvuM paDaze. tyAM tAro naphe ramavaLa nIkaLI jaze. bacAve...bacAvonA pakAra karIza te ya kaI nahi sAMbhaLe. kharekhara kheDUta bicAre raDe ne vahepArI raLe te ya pAchA rodaNAM raDate jAya. A zeTha to badhA vahepArIomAM evA cAlAka hatA ke koI kheDUta sapheda tala laIne enI pAse Ave tyAre kALA talanA guNa gAvA besI ja ke tame kALA tala laIne Ave te meM mAMgyA bhAva ApuM, ane koI kALA tala laIne Ave tyAre sapheda talanA gANuM gAvA mAMDe ne kALA talane apaDe. basa, enI pAse te eka ja kAma hatuM ke kheDUta pAsethI sastA bhAve anAja levuM ane te bhAve gharAkane vecavuM. : "zeranA mAthe savAzera":- ghaNAM varSothI A rIte zeTha dhaMdhA karatA hatA. zeThanI AvI kuTanIti joIne gAmaDAnA keLI paTele vicAra karyo ke A vANi kaI divasa ApaNane meM mAMgyA mUlya ApatuM nathI. ApaNe sAro mAla sastA bhAve ja kharIde che. te have ApaNe ene ghATa ghaDavo joIe. .2 koLI paTele bhegA thaIne eka bIjAne kahevA lAgyA ke A zeTha nathI paNa zaTha che. eNe keTalAya kheDUtone cUsIne AMtaraDI kakaLAvI che te ApaNe paNa have enI vakhArano bhAra haLave karavo che. e dhULe divase duniyAne lUTe che te ApaNe rAtre ene lUMTa che. eTale ene paNa khabara paDe ke duniyAmAM zerane mAthe savAzera hoya che. cAre jaNae nakakI karyuM ne rAtre zeThanI vakhAre upaDyA. vakhAranA daravAje majabUta khaMbhAtI tALuM lagAveluM hatuM. A leke tALAne aDakyA nahi paNa pAchaLa jaIne keruM pADyuM, vakhAramAM ghaNA tala hatA. A cAre ya jaNa vakhAramAMthI cAra moTA kethaLA talanA bharIne bahAra nIkaLyA. zeThanI vakhAramAM khAtara paDI talanA kethaLA to karyA paNa have madharAte vecavA kyAM javuM? jyAre A prazna ubho thayo tyAre eka jaNe kahyuM ke ApaNe bIje kyAMya nathI javuM. A tala dAtArAma zeThanA che te ene tyAM ja padharAvI daIe, phaIbAe nAma to dAtArAma paDayuM che paNa udAratAne te enAmAM chAMTe ya nathI. e te rahe le che ke cheDe lAbha vadhu maLe te aDadhI rAtre paNa mAla kharIdIna rIsA cUkavI de.

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zAhI suvAsa cAreya jaNA khabhe talanA kethaLA uMcakIne AvyA lebhIyA zeThane ghera ne daravAjA khakhaDAvIne kahyuM ke zeTha! daravAjA khule. ame tala vecavA AvyA chIe. zeThe bAraNuM khelyuM paNa nAnI bArImAMthI DekuM kADhIne kahyuM, bhAI! atyAre aDadhI rAte te kAMI talanA sodA thatA haze ? savAre Avaje. eTale pelA keLI paTele kahyuM, zeTha! ame gAmaDethI vahelA nIkaLyA hatA paNuM vacamAM gADuM kAdavamAM khUMpI gayuM. kADhatAM vAra lAgI ne baLada cAlatA na hatA eTale AvatA moDuM thayuM. kaMIka dayA kare. savAra paDatAM pAchA - gAmaDe pahoMcavuM che mATe atyAre rokaDe mAla kharIdo jethI amArI navI vAvaNI zarU thAya. - "Thagane maLyA Thaga":- vANiyAe jANyuM ke A lokone atyAre garaja che. te garajane lAbha uThAvI lauM. vicAra karIne boye. atyAre tala jokhavA hoya te tetAlIza zerane tela thaze. bole, kabUla che? A paTela pAka thaI gayA hatA. eTale vicAra karyo ke sIdhI rIte kabUla karIe te vANiyAne vahema paDe. tethI be hAtha joDIne dayAmaNuM avAje kahyuM, zeTha ! amArI garajane A geralAbha levAya? jarA bhagavAnane te Dara rAkhe. tala pakavatA kesa kheMcI kheMcIne bAvaDA rahI gayA che, tyAre zeThe kahyuM, alyA ! tame vaLI mane bhagavAnane Dara batAvanArA keNa? huM te dararoja upAzraye javAvALe, gurune vaMdana karanAre, rAja sAmAyika, pratikramaNa ane cauvihAra karanAre, tithine divase upavAsa, AyaMbIlane ekAsaNuM karavAvALo ne tuM mane bhagavAnane Dara batAvanAre koNa? eka te mArI lAkha rUpiyAnI uMgha bagADI ne pAche mane upadeza devA beThe? beMtAle tela karavA hoya te savAre dukAne Avaje. juo, zeTha kevA lebiyA che ! jarAya koInI dayA khAya che? pelA keLIo dInatAbharyA svare kahe che zeTha! tame nArAja na thAo, bhale teMtAle tela kare paNa amArA tala taLI laIne amane jhaTa pisA Apo te ghara bhegA thaIe. bahu thAkI gayA chIe. eTale vANiyAe cAre ya kethaLAnA tala teMtAlA tele ne namatA trAjave vaTAva vigere kApIne rokaDA rUpiyA gaNune daI dIdhA. A keLI paTele paisA laIne vidAya thatI vakhate dhIme dhIme kaMIka gAya tema bolyA ke "rAta che aMdhArI ne tala che kALA, le vANiyA le, tala tArA ne tArA. (hasAhasa) A cAre te ATaluM belIne jhaDapabhera ravAnA thaI gayA. e samajatA hatA ke vANiye bahu cakora che. je ene vahema paDaze te bAra vAgI jaze. tenA karatAM jhaTa ghera bhegA thaI jaIe. paTelanA chellA zabdo zeThe sAMbhaLyA ke " rAta che aMdhArI ne tala che kALA, le vANiyA le, tala tArA ne tArA." A zuM bolyA ? zuM mArA tala haze ? mArI vakhAramAMthI corI karIne te nahi lAvyA heya ne? banavA joga che. aDadhI rAtre kyAMthI Ave? ane tetAlA tele

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mArI navI uSA mahakI kALamAM kaMIka kALuM lAge che. zeTha te adhI rAtre vakhAre jevA gAyA. jaIne juo te khaMbhAtI majabuta tALuM barAbara baMdha hatuM. eTale kane thI zAMti vaLI ne pAchA pharyA. theDe gayA tyAM pelA keLa kheDUtanA are yAda AvyA, ane ene thayuM ke pAchaLanA bhAgamAMthI khAtara te nahi pADyuM che ne! eTale te pAchA pharIne jovA gaye, te pAchalA bhAgamAM meTuM gAbaDuM paDeluM, ane aMdara jaIne joyuM te badhA tala veraNa cheraNa paDelA hatA. A joIne lebhI vANie samajI gayo ke A te mArA tala mane ApyA. lebhI vANiye gale thaIne paDI gaye. tenA pezakaza uDI gayA. kahevata anusAra "bhIyAnuM dhana dhUtArA khAya" evI sthiti thaI ane lokoe niMdA karI. tamane badhAne lebhanuM svarUpa samajANuM ne? jyAM sudhI jIvana dIpaka jalate che tyAM sudhI navuM puNyanuM tela pUrI de. tamArA dhanane bane teTale sadvyaya kare. kahyuM che ne ke dAtavyaM moktavyaM, ghanaviSaye saMcayo na kartavyaH / pazyeha madhukarINAM, sacitamarthe harantyanye // maLelA dhanane dAnamAM sadvyaya kare, jarUriyAta pUrate upabhega kare paNa lebI banIne saMgraha na kare. nahitara madhamAkhI jevI dazA thaze. madhamAkhI phUlane rasa cUsIne madha ekatra kare che paNa te khAtI nathI ne khAvA detI nathI. pariNAme aMte lUMTArA lUMTI le che. evI dazA na thAya te dhyAna rAkhaje. AMkha mIMcAyA pachI sAthe kAMI nahi Ave. sUtA sUtA aMdhArAmAM joje mRtyu nA thaI jAya.mananI manamAM nA rahI jAya. ema bane ke Aja rAtamAM, mRtyu sAme Ave, kAle savAre sUrya uge tuM jevA paNa nA pAme sUtA sUtA.. mAnavI vicAre che ke haju jiMdagI ghaNI bAkI che, dharma zuM atyArathI karavAne hoya? paNa dhyAna rAkhajo ke mRtyu koInI rAha jotuM nathI. pachI mananI manamAM rahI jaze. zuM ApaNe najare nathI jotAM ke mANasa sAje sAre sUI gayo ne savAre pathArImAMthI jaiye paNa nahi ne kALa AvI gaye. A badhuM tame jANe che eTale mAre tamane vadhu kahevuM nathI, mAtra TUMkamAM eTaluM ja kahuM chuM ke uMghatA nahi, jAgatA raheje. citragati rAjakumAra banyo che. te satI strIne choDAvavA mATe zivamaMdira nagaramAM yuddha karavA Ave che. eNe pitAnI vidyAnA baLathI yuddhakSetramAM ghara aMdhakAra phelAvI dIdhuM. aMdhakAramAM kenA upara zastra calAvavuM te khabara paDatI nathI. A samaye citragatie arUpa anaMgasiMha rAjInA hAthamAMthI khaDaga laI lIdhuM ne sumitranI bahena priyadarzanane laIne tyAMthI jaldI ravAnA thaI gaye, bhayaMkara gADha aMdhakAra thaI javAthI citragatinuM sainya

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zAradA suvANa pitAnuM kArya karI ravAnA thaI gayA. aMdhArAmAM khabara nahi paDavAthI azasiMha rAjAnuM sainya sAmAsAmI laThe che. thaDI vAra thatAM aMdhakAra naSTa thaye prakAza patharAya tyAre saune khabara paDI ke citragati ke enuM sainya keI navI, paNa pitAnA ja sainike cAsaNa ApasamAM lI rahyA che. rAjAe badhAne laDatA baMdha karyA paddha tene yAda AsuM ke hAthamAMthI khar3A kayAM gayuM? pitAnuM devI zastra cAlyuM jatAM rAjAne khUba hakha thaI nakI pele kare laI gaye lAge che. tyAM ene jotiSIne vacana yAda AvyA ke je tamArA hAthamAMthI khaDjha laI jaze te tamAre jamAI thaze. AthI emale AnaMda thI paNa have ene zedhavA kayAM javuM? tyAM yAda AvyuM ke pratiSIe kahyuM hatuM ke siddhArA kSetramAM deve tenA upara puSpanI vRSTi karaze, paNa have siddhAyatana kSetramAM javAnuM amAre bane.rAjA e avasaranI rAha jotA sukhapUrvaka mahelamAM rahevA lAgyA. bahenanA apaharaNathI bhAIne AvelA vairAgya A tarapha citragati sumitranI bahenane laIne cakrapura nagaramAM AvyuM ne sumitrane tenI bahena seMpI dIdhI eTale sumitra bahenane kaliMgadeza enA sAsare mokalI dIdhI. A kArya karavA badala sumitre citragatinA khUba AbhAra mAnyo ane thoDA divasa pitAne tyAM re. Ama te sumitranuM citta kevaLI bhagavAna pAse bhadrAnuM jIvana sAMbhaLyA pachI vairAgI banI gayuM hatuM. temAM pitAnI bahenanA haraNane prasaMga banatAM tenuM mana taddane saMsAra uparathI uThI gayuM. eTale teNe citragatine kahyuM? mitra! A saMsAranI mAyAjALathI huM kaMTALI gaye chuM. mAre te have dIkSA levI che, tyAre citragatie kahyuM, bhAI ! tArI uMmara nAnI che mATe je kara te vicArIne kara. A sAMbhaLI sumitre kahyuM, mitra ! rAjya mATe mArI aparamAtAe mane era ApyuM paNa huM tamArA prabhAve temAMthI bacI gaye, ane mArI mAtA pApa karIne marake gaI. bahenanuM haraNa thayuM. temAM mArA mATe tamAre yuddha karavuM paDyuM. AvA prapaMcathI ghare saMsAramAM rahIne zuM kAma che? rAjaya calAvavAmAM keTalA pApa karA paDe che. mAre have eka kSaNa paNa saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. sumine tItra vairAgya jeIne citragatie kahyuM, tamane jema sukha upaje te karI citragatinI rajA maLatAM tenI hAjarImAM sumitra rAjAe suyazA kevaLI bhagavAna paNa DhA lIdhI. pachI citragati munine vaMdana karIne pitAnA nagaramAM cAlyA gaye. supitra khula dikSA laIne suyazA kevaLI bhagavAnanI sAthe grAmanugrAma vicaravA lAgyA. guranI sAnidhyamAM rahIne temaNe navapUrvanuM jJAna meLavyuM, pachI gurUnI pAse AjJA mAgI ke he bhagavaMta ! je ApanI AjJA hoya te theDe vakhata ekAkI vihAra karyuM. guru te kevaLI bhAta hatA. ziSyanuM hita jAnI AjJA ApI.

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zAradA suvAsa "gurU AjJA zirAmAnya karI cAhyA vihAranI vATe' : gurUnI AjJA maLatAM sumitra muni cAmAnugrAma vicaratA, aneka jIvAne pratidha pamADatAM teo eka vAra magadha dezamAM siddhAyatana gAmanI bahAra udyAnamAM padhAryA. tyAM teo eka vRkSa nIce dhyAnamagna banIne beThA, sumitra muni meTA bhAge AtmadhyAnamAM lIna rahetA. te samaye temane saMsArI bhAramAna bhAI padmakumAra je rAjya oDIne cAlyA gayA hatA te pharatA pharatA tyAM AvyA. sumitra munine jotAM padmakumArane jInu vera yAda AvyuM. aDDA ! te mane rAjyanA mAlika nahi manAvatA thoDA gAma ApyA ne have sAdhuDA banIne besI gayA che. yAda rAkha, have huM tane jIvatA nihu cheoDuM. ema kahI gussAmAM AvIne eka tIthru tIra sumitra muninI chAtImAM mAyu. 182 ahAhA ! kame zuM karAve che? pApI padmakumAra pavitra munine tIra mAratAM paNa acakAyA nahi. chAtImAM tIra pesI jatAM munine asahya vedanA thavA lAgI. pote jANyuM ke peAtAnA bhAI padmakumAre ja tIra mAyu che, chatAM tenA upara leza mAtra krodha na karyAM. manamAM evA vicAra karyuM ke padmakumAra ! emAM tAro doSa nathI. me' tane rAjaya na ApyuM tenA tane roSa che, chatAM te te mane karmAM khapAvavAmAM ghaNI sahAya karI che. duniyAmAM bhAI tA ghaNAM DhAya paNa tArA jevA hitastrI, jaldI kalyANa karAvanAra bhAI kayAM DhAya ? AvI zubha bhAvanA bhAvatAM muni samAdhipUrvaka kALa karIne brahma devAkamAM indranA sAmAnika deva thayA. 97 pApa chupAvavAnA prayatna karatAM gumAvelA prANa * : padmakumAre sumitra munine tIra teA mAryu paNa pachI enA manamAM thayu ke mane koI joI jaze ne khabara paDaze te mane mArI nAMkhaze. eTale te bhayanA mAryA khAjunA jaMgalamAM bhAgI gayA. tyAM tene bhayaMkara jherI sarpa DaMza dIdhA. tyAre ghaNI bUmo pADI paNa tyAM keNu sAMbhaLe ? zarIramAM jhera vyApI gayuM ne tyAM ne tyAM ja maraNa pAmyA. e marIne narakamAM gayA. A tarapha AsapAsanA ghaNAM rAjAone khabara paDI ke sumitra muni siddhAyatana kSetramAM kALadhama pAmyA che. citragatine paNu A vAtanI khabara paDI eTale citragati temaja bIjA ghaNAM rAjAe tyAM pahoMcI gayA. temAM anaMgasa'huM rAjA paNa AvyA hatA. sumitramuninA A rIte kALadharma pAmavAthI citragatine khUba duHkha thayuM. A badhA rAjAee bhegA thaI ne sumitra muninA dehanI aMtima kriyA karI, a citragati kumAra upara deve karelI puSpavRSTi : a Mtima kriyA karyA pachI citragati ubhA che tyAre sumitra muninA jIva je deva thayA hatA teNe tarata avadhijJAna mUkIne joyu. eTale tarata teNe citragati upara senAnA aceta puSpanI vRSTi karI. A samaye ana'gasiMha rAjAne temaja khIjA rAjAne thayu` ke ahA ! A puSpavRSTi kANuM

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183 zArada suvAsa kare che? agasiMha rAjA te vicAramAM paDI gayA. temane tiSInuM vacana yADha AvyuM. tiSInA vacana anusAra A ja mAre jamAI thaze. ANe ja mArA hAthamAMthI daivI balga laI lIdhuM haze. tyAM te deva divyarUpamAM citragati pAse Avyo ne kahyuM. tame mane oLakhe che? tyAre citragatie kahyuM "tame kaI deva lAge che." eTale sumitre pitAnuM raasala mAnava bhavanuM rUpa dhAraNa karyuM. pachI banne ekabIjAne premathI bheTI paDyA ne ekabIjAnI prazaMsA karatAM chuTA paDyA. sumitra devalokamAM gaye ne citragati sUrateja pAchA gaye. have anaMgasiMha rAjA pitAnI putrI ranavatInuM mAMgu mekalAvaze te vAta avasare kahevAze. (pU. jAbAI mahAsatIjInI puNyatithi hovAthI pU. mahAsatIjIe temanA jIvananuM suMdara varNana karyuM hatuM.) vyAkhyAna naM. 22 zAsaNa suda 4 ne emavAra tA. 7-8-78, anaMtajJAnI, sva-para uddhAraka, parama hitavI, carama tIrthaMkara zrI mahAvIra prabhue jagatanA jInA uddhAra mATe aMtima dezanAmAM uttarAdhyayana sUtranA trIjA adhyayanamAM pharamAvyuM che ke he AtmAo ! manuSya janma maLa mahAna durlabha che. kammANaM tu pahANAe, ANupuvvI kayAi u / jIvA sohimaNupattA, AyayaMti maNussayaM // 7 // anu ne karmone kSaya thavAthI zuddha banela jIva kadAcita ghaNA lAMbA samaya pachI manuSya janmane prApta kare che. jIva anaMtakALathI bhavasAgaramAM bhamI rahyo che, aneka bhamAM jyAM jyAM game che tyAM teNe karmabaMdhana karyuM che. e ka jema jema AtmA uparathI kharatA jAya tema tema AtmA zuddha banatuM jAya che. manuSyabhava prApta karavA gya kamano kSaya thatAM AtmA vizuddha banyo tyAre manuSyatvayukta mAnavabhava maLe che. bhagavAna kahe che A mAnavabhava te durlabha che paNa mAnavabhavanI ekeka kSaNa paNa kiMmatI che. temAM tame bane teTalI AtmasAdhanA karI le, saheja paNa pramAda karazo nahi. kAraNa ke je kSaNe jAya che te pAchI maLatI nathI ane AyuSya kapAI rahyuM che. eka vAta nakkI samajI lejo ke janmyA tyArathI ApaNu mATe mRtyunI phAMsI taiyAra che. asaMkhya devenA svAmI. Idra hoya ke rastAne rakhaDate bhikhArI hoya, paNa mRtyunI phAMsI baMne mATe taiyAra che AvuM jANavA chatAM manuSya mAne che ke haju to ghaNe samaya bAkI che. khAI pIne majhA karI le, Ajane mAnavI janmadivase khUba harakhAya che paNa tene khabara nathI ke mArI jiMdagI echI thatI jAya che. A jiMdagInI ghaDI suvarNa rasanA TIpA karatAM paNa meMghI che.

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184 zAradA suvAsa eka vakhata jagalamAM yAgI lekA suvarasanI siddhi karI rahyA hatA. suvarNIrasa banAvavA mATe je vanaspati levA jAya che tyAM jhADA-jhAMkharA vAge, kAMTA vAge, pagamAM lohInI dhAra thAya ane bhUkha tarasa veThavI paDe. A badhuM sahana karIne paNa cegI- sAdhakAe vanaspati bhegI karI. ene vATIne rasa kADhA paNa suvaNarasa khanate na hatA. khavA mUMjhavaNumAM paDayA ke jenI pAchaLa ATalI badhI mahenata karI te badhI nakAmI gaI! badhA nirAza thaIne kheDA hatAM, tyAM paropakArI purUSa zrIpAla AvI pahoMcyA. yAgIoe zrIpAlanuM sukha joIne kalpI lIdhuM ke A kAI tejasvI purUSa che. badhA ene joine khuza thayA ne AvakAra ApIne khelAvyA. zrIpAle pUchyuM tame badhA udAsa kema che ? tyAre yAgI sAdhakAe kahyu -bhAi ! ame ghaNI mahenata karI paNa suvarNarasa khanatA nathI. zrIpAle kahyuM. kema na bane ? ATalI vanaspatio hAjara che ne? ceyIe kahe-DA, badhuMja che, tyAre zropAle kahyuM mArI najara samakSa manAve, zrIpAlanI dRSTi samakSa rasa banAvyA. uttama AtmAnI maMtratulya dRSTithI tarata ja suvarasanI siddhi thai gaI. eTale sAdhako khuza thaI gayA ne zrIpAlane kahyuM, huM pavitra purUSa ! Apa ja A suvarasanI tuMbaDI laI jAva, enA ekeka TIpAmAMthI DhagalA setu manaze. zrIpAle kahyu. bhAI! mAre suvaNu rasa zuM karavA che? mAre e veThanI jarUra nathI. huM kayAM saMbhALu ! dezATananI majhA lUTavAmAM lakSmI rUkAvaTa karanArI che. zrIpAlane ceAgIe sAmethI suvarasathI bharelI tukhaDI Ape che chatAM letA nathI. paNa tamane koi Ape te zu karI? (hasAhasa) zvetAmAMthI avAja ( ame te tarata laI laIe) jenA jIvanamAM leAbha nathI, keAI jAtanI sAlasA nathI tenuM hRdaya kAru ane haLavuM phula jevu che. zrIpAlane ghaNuM kahyuM. paNu emaNe suvarNarasanI tuMbaDI na lIdhI paNa kadAca tamane maLI gai, pI laIne ghera Ava che tyAM tuMbaDImAM taDa paDIne suvarNarasanA TIpA nIce paDavA lAgyA. sele, manamAM zuM thAya? (are....TIpu` paDe te| amAruM haiyu maLI jAya ne ema thAya ke nuM TIpu` nahiM paNa Dhagale DhagalA nuM DhaLI rahyuM che. khazrue ! have huM... tamane pUchuM chuM ke mAnava jIvananA ati mAdherA AyuSya rUpI jIvaNu mAMthI miniTa miniTa ke sekanDa sekaDa rUpI TIpA DhaLI rahyA che tenI tamane ciMtA, hayAya ke utAvaLa che? yAda rAkhe. navakArama MtranA smaraNamAM sAgara dhAmanA amAM kheMcelI AyuSyanI eka miniTa suvaNarasanA bindunI jema devatAi sukhA jIsa puNya pedA karI Ape che. kamaThanA khaLatA lAkaDAmAMthI nIkaLelA nAge maratAM sutAM kAraSatramAM cittoDayuM te marIne dharaNendra deva thayA. samaDIe maratAM maratAM kunA juethI navakAra matra sAMbhaLyA tA marIne rAjakumArI thai. mAnavabhavanA AyuSyanI gI kSaNa jIvavuM rasathI Ana'ta gaNI kiMmatI che. suvarNarasanuM eka TIpu lekhaDa upa2

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zAradA suvyasa chAMTaze te DhagalAbaMdha sonuM maLaze. e sonuM che te ahIM rahI jaze paNa mAnavajInI ekeka kiMmatI kSaNane jJAna, darzana ane cAritranI ArAdhanAmAM sadupayoga karaze te satinA mahAna sukha rUpI suvarNanA DhagalA saze. tame cAlyA jatAM hoya ane retInA gADAmAMthI retI verAI rahI . A joIne tamane ema thatha ke phigaTa retI verAI rahI che, paNa A jIvananI ati uMcI kiMmatavALI AyuSyanI chaNe DhaLAI rahI che tenI ciMtA thAya che? A jIvane haju amUlya mAnavajanmanI kiMmata samajANI nathI. suvarNarasa jevI jIvananI kiMmatI kSaNe saMsAranA raMgarAgamAM veDaphAI rahI che tenuM duHkha che? devatAo mAnavajanmanI abhilASA seve che kAraNa ke mAnavajIvanamAM mAnavatAnI saurabha bharelI che paNa AjanuM mAnavajIvana yAtanAothI bharapUra banyuM che. Aje mAnava mAnava vacce vairanI, krodhana, kaSAyanI ane abhimAnanI divAla ubhI thaI che, tethI nava vAvanI katala kare che. AtmAnuM mUlyAMkana bhUlAI gayuM che. mAnavatA marI paravArI che ane ajJAna bhAva pazupakSI karatAM paNa halako banI gayo che. mAnavatA mAnavane mahAmAnava banAve che. sarvane mitra banAve che. kevaLajJAna prApta karavA mATe ApaNe sAcA mAnava banavAnI jarUra che zreSTha sukha bhegavanArAM anuttara vimAnane deve manuSyabhavane Icche che kAraNa ke manuSya ja saMsArane tyAga karIne saMyama mArga svIkArI zake che. je saMyama na laI zake te tapa kare che, zIyaLa pALe che tevA mAnavathI mRtyulekanI dharatI svargathI paNa adhika raLiyAmaNI che. jIvanA vikAsanuM kSetra A mAnavabhava che. have tamane samajAya che ke A mAnavabhavanA mUlya keTalA che ! AvuM suMdara jIvana pAmIne jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapanI ArAdhanA kare kSamA, saraLatA, namratA, nirlobhatA Adi saddaguNene apanAve ane krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha Adi durgaNene daphanAve, ane bane teTalo samaya dharmadhyAnamAM vItA kaMIka ajJAnI jIva abhimAnanI havA bharIne phare che ne manamAM mAne che ke mArA vagara A saMsAra cAle nahi. mUkha mana mamatva kare, huM chuM ne so jAya sUkA kASThane jIvaDe, tene pANuM keNu pAtha?" huM karuM chuM athavA meM karyuM e mAnavIne peTe bhrama che. A jagatamAM zubhAzubha karmanA udaya pramANe badhuM bane che. A eka sanAtana siddhAMta che. karmanI sattA AgaLa keInuM cAlatuM nathI. badhI vyavasthAnuM saMcAlana huM ja karI rahyo chuM, AvuM belanAra mANasa mithyAbhimAnanA maMca upara beThele che paNa A maMca pasthI jyAre zaMtinA khADAmAM gabaDI paDaze te kalpI zakAya nahi. eka nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. eka rAjA khUba abhimAnI hatA. emanA matamAM ema hatuM ke A jaya sAraNI

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186 zAradA suvAsa cAle che. mArAthI ja lAke sukhI che. A rAjAe eka vakhata bharI sabhAmAM enA pradhAnane prazna karyo ke-pradhAnajI ! ApaNAM rAjyamAM prajA sukhI che te kAne AbhArI che ? kAnA pratApe prajA svarga jevu' sukha segavI rahI che ? A pradhAna samyak dRSTi ane jaina dharmanA jANakAra hatA. kanI thIyarIne te kharAkhara samajato hateA. eTale rAjAne kahyuM sAheba ! kIDIne kaNa ane hAthIne maNa enA bhAgya pramANe maLI rahe che. phAi kAine sukhI ke du:khI karI zakatuM nathI. huM ja badhAnI vyavasthA karU chuM ne mArAthI ja badhuM taMtra cAle che epa mAnavuM te bhUla che. gADA nIce kUtaruM hAlatu hAya ne te mAne ke huM ja gADAnA bhAra kheMcuM chuM te zuM e gADAnA bhAra khece che ? e enA beTA bhrama che, tema huM adhu karu chu, gharanA bhAra upADuM chuM, rAjya calAvu' chuM, e mAnavIne kheTA bhrama che. pradhAne A pramANe kahyu eTale rAne kodha caDhayo ke tuM ema kahenArA keNu ? have huM jouM chuM ke kIDIne kaNu kevI rIte maLe che ? rAjAe parIkSA karavA mATe eka kIDIne laine eka nAnI DabbImAM mUkI DabbIne sIla mArI mUkI dIdhI ne kahyuM" ke have huM joIza ke kIDIne kaNu kevI rIte maLe che ? khIje divase rAjAe DabbI kheAlIne joyu te DakhkhImAM kIDInI pAse eka ceAkhAnA dANA paDelA joyA. e dANeA lAla hatA ne poNA bhAganA kAtarAI gayelA hatA. rAjA vicAramAM paDayA. me' A kIDIne DabbImAM pUrIne baMdha karI tyAre te kAMi na hatuM ne cAkhAnA dANA emAM kayAMthI Avye ? khUba tapAsa karatAM khabara paDI ke peAtAnAja kapALamAM kaMkunA cAMdalA para cokhA coDelA hatA te DakhkhI baMdha karatI vakhate temAMthI eka dANA paDI gayA haze, pradhAne kahyuM sAheba ! dekhA. tame te kIDIne kaI ApyuM na hatu. paNa ena kaNu maLI gayA ne? mATe huM karuM chuM te bhrama khATA che. A joine rAjAnA bhrama e thayA paNa hajI pUruM abhimAna esayu' nathI. eTale ene bIjI vakhata kaseTI karavAnI icchA hatI. eka vakhata rAjA peAtAnA nagaramAM pharavA mATe nIkaLyA hatA. te vakhate garImaM mANasAne sAnInI dukAneA pAsethI kacarA bhegA karIne kothaLA bharatA joyA, garIba mANaso peAtAnI AjIvikA mATe jhaverI leAkeAnI ne seAnIonI dukAnA pAse je kacaro paDacA hAya te vecAtA lai jaIne tene dhoIne bhaThThImAM nAkhe, temAMthI kAI koI vakhate jhINI jhINI senAnI kaNIe maLe, AvA lokone kacaro bhego karatAM joine rAjAne vicAra AvyeA ke kacarAmAMthI A leAkeAne zu' maLatu' haze? pradhAne kahyuM temanA bhAgya pramANe jINI sAnAnI kaNIo kAIka vAra maLI jAya. koika vAra maLI jAya. bIje divase rAjAe tyAMthI badhI dhULa bhegI karAvI gADI bharIne maMgAvI. mANase dvArA tapAsa karAvI ke emAM kai paNa kamatI vastu te nathIne ? rAjanA mANasoe kacaro tapAsa karIne yu' te temane kaMi na maLyu. rAjAe rAja kacarA maMgAvIne eka eraDA bharI dIdhA ne pelA garIma mANasane khelAvIne kahyuM ke tuM sAnInA ghara AgaLathI dhULa. bhegI karIne laI jAya che ne ? te A dhuLa tuM laI jA. eTala, keTalA paisA ApIza ? pelA mANase dhULa supaDImAM laine jhATakIne tapAsI joI te khakhara paDI ke A dhuLamAMthI

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187 zAradA suvAsa eka paisAne mAla maLe tema nathI, paNa karuM zuM? A te rAjA, vAjA ne vAMdarA. rAjA rIke te gAmanA gAma daI de, ne khIje te jAnathI mArI nAMkhe. bhayanA mAryA kahyuM ke sAheba se rUpiyA ApIza. rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke A zuM karaze? parIkSAnA aMte rAjAnuM utareluM mAna rUpI jhera - pilA garIba mANase kahyuM-mahArAjA ! Apa puNyavAna che, pavitra che, ApanA pavitra hAtha vaDe AmAMthI traNa khobA bharIne mane dhULa Ape te mAruM kArya saphaLa thAya, pachI badhI dhULa huM laI jaIza. eTale rAjAe tene traNa khebA bharIne temAMthI dhULa ApI. te dhULa judI ghare laI ga ne bIjI dhULa gADA bharIne laI gaye. rAjA vicAre che ke hamaNAM bUma mArato Avaze ke mane dhuLamAMthI kaMI na maLyuM paNa e te pAcho Avyo ja nahi. eTale rAjAe sAmethI tene belA ne pUchyuM. alyA! pelI dhuLanuM te zuM karyuM? te kahe che sAheba! meM badhI dhuLa cALI. tane kaMI maLyuM? hA, sAheba! ApanA jevA mAlIkanI mahera jenA upara varase tene zuM kamIne rahe? bApu! ApanI kRpAthI huM ghaNuM kamAye sAheba! huM te nyAla thaI gaye. AnI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjAne khUba Azcarya thayuM ke Ane dhuLamAMthI zuM maLyuM haze? rAjAe pUchayuM ke tane zuM kahyuM? tyAre teNe DabImAMthI daza hajAranI kiMmatane hIre batAvIne kahyuM-sAheba! ApanA pavitra hAthe ApelI dhuLamAMthI mane A hIre jaDe che. hIre jaIne rAjA camakyA. aha! A te mArI vITIne ja hIre che. rAjA sAta hIrAnI vITI paheratAM hatA. tenI sAme joyuM te eka hIre nIkaLI gayo hato. banyuM evuM ke rAjAe jyAre ene traNa khebA dhuLa ApI tyAre vIMTImAMthI eka hIre temAMthI nIkaLIne dhuLa bhege jate rahele. A banAvathI rAjAne garva gaLI gaye. huM ja karuM chuM ne mArAthI ja badhuM thAya che. A vAta karmarAjAnI kerTamAM TakI zakatI nathI. tame paNa AvA dAkhalA sAMbhaLIne samajI leje ke keInuM abhimAna TatuM nathI. saune saunA prArabdha pramANe maLI jAya che. mANasa jevuM puNya karIne Ave che tevuM tenuM prArabdha ghaDAya che. emAMthI keI jhuMTavI zakatuM nathI. e pratyakSa ApaNe joI zakIe chIe. nemanAtha bhagavAna ane rAmatIne pUrvabhavanI vAta cAlI rahI che. siddhAyatana kSetramAM citragati upara suvarNanA aceta puSpanI vRSTi thaI tethI asaMgasiMha rAjAe nirNaya karI lIdhuM ke jotiSInA kahevA pramANe A ja mArI putrI ratnAvatIne paraNaze. sau tyAMthI chUTA paDyA anaMgasiMha rAjA pitAnI putrI ranavatI mATe suracakI rAjAne tyAM mAMgu mekalavA vicAra kare che. badhAnI salAha maLatAM virasena nAmanA maMtrIne suratejanagara mekalyA. he rAjan ! tuma rAjakuMvara ora, muja nRpa rAjadulArI, jeDI sadaza kanaka maNuvata, lIje saMbaMdha svIkArI,

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188 zAradA suvAsa dUte AvIne sUracakI rAjAnA caraNamAM praNAma karyA, eTale rAjAe tene Adara satkAra karyo ne kyAMthI AvyA che ne zA kAraNe AvyA che te pUchayuM. eTale dUte kahyuM mahArAjA! amArA asaMgasiMha mahArAja ApanA suputra citragatikumAra sAthe temanI suputrI ratnAvatIne paraNAvavA Icche che. jevA ApanA putra rUpa ane guNathI pUrNa che tema amArI kuMvarI paNa rUpa ane guNathI pUrNa che. senAmAM maNa jaDavAthI zebhI uThe che tema A baMnene sabaMdha thatAM sarakhe sarakhI joDI maLI jaze. dUtanI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjAe rANune temaja citragatikumArane pUchyuM. pUrvanA snehanA kAraNe tarata citragatie kahyuM. pitAjI ! Apane je mAnya hoya te mane mAnya che. eTale rAjAe tarata mAMgu svIkArI lIdhuM ane ranavatI ane citragatine vivAha nakakI thaye. zubha divase khUba dhAmadhUmathI temanA lagna karavAmAM AvyA. mAtApitAe ratnAvatIne dAyajAmAM ghaNAM gAma, ratha, hAthI, ghoDA, jhaverAta vigere khUba ApayuM, ane pitAnI vahAlasoyI putrIne sArI hita-zikhAmaNa ApIne sAsare mokalI. ratnAvatI AvA patine prApta karIne pitAnA jIvanane dhanya mAnavA lAgI. A te gatabhavanA sabaMdha bAMdhIne AvelA che ane nava nava bhava sudhI sAthe rahevAnA che. teo sukhe bheLavatAM divase pasAra karavA lAgyA. - have suracakI rAjA vicAra karavA lAgyA ke mAre putra rAjya saMbhALI zake te thaye che te huM nivRtta thAuM. kAraNa ke A saMsAra mAyAjALa che. enI phasAmaNImAM phasAI rahIza te jIvananA aMta sudhI nahi chUTAya. A rAjya, vaibhava, dhana, strI, putra, parivAra badhuM asAra che. jagatamAM je kaMI sAra vastu hoya te te dharma che, baMdhuo ! juo AgaLanA rAjAo kevA hatA ! rAjasukhe bhegavatA hatA paNa sAthe evuM samajatA hatAM ke je jagatamAM kaI sAra vastu hoya te dharma che. bAkI badhuM asAra che. eka divasa te choDavAnuM che te ApaNI jAte ja zA mATe na cheDIe? emane mana dhana e paDavAnI davA jevuM ane dharma e pIvAnI davA je hate. dhama rUpI davAne kevI gaNaze?kaI paNa mANasane vAnuM darda thayuM eTale te DokaTara pAse davA levA gaye. hekaTare ene pIvAnI davA ApI ne mAlIza karavAnI davA paNa ApI. be divasa davA lIdhI ne tene rAhata thaI A dardI gAmaDIye hato eTale eNe vicAra karyo ke A davA cepaDavAthI je ATalI rAhata thaI che te huM pI jAuM te jahadI rAhata thaze. ema mAnIne cepaDavAnI davA te pI gaye. davA jherI hatI eTale senase tUTavA lAgI. jaladI DekaTarane bolAvyA. DokaTare pUchayuM-tame kaI davA lIdhI che? tyAre paDavAnI davAnI zazI batAvI. DokaTare kahyuM- are mUrkha ! meM tene cekhI vAta karI hatI ke A davA mAlIza karavAnI che ne A davA pIvAnI che. dekha, enA para lebala paNa lagAveluM che. pachI zA mATe pIdhI? AvuM karIza te marI jaIza. hekaTare upacAre karIne tenuM jhera kAI nAMkhyuM ke gAyaDI dadI bacI gaye.

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zALA suvAsa devAnupriyA ! tame mA parI jevA tA nathI ne tame te ghaNI haiAMziyAra che ne evI bAbatamAM khUba sAvadhAna che, paNa mUkhoi te evI ja karI rahyA che. jJAnI purUSo tamane jororathI samajAvI rahyA che ke dhana e cApaDavAnI davA jevuM che ne dharma e pIvAnI davA jevA che, paNa tame te dhanane ja pIvAnI davA jevuM mAnI lIdhuM che te dhamane cApaDavAnI davA jevA manyeA che. tethI kaMcana, kAminI ane kAyAmAM mugdha banyA che. eTale cAhanA jhera caDI gayA che tedhI sAcI vAta samajAtI nathI, chatAM jJAnIpurUSa Takara karIne mAhanA jhera utAravA prayatna karI rahyA che. samo te sArI vAta che nahitara durgAMtinA dvAra khullA che. tyAM hADakA bhAgI jaze. mATe samajIne saMsAranA mADa, sAma ane mamatA cheDe. sUcakrI rAjAnI dIkSA ane kumAra rAjagAdIe:- muracakrI rAjAne lakhyuM ke sa'sAra cheDavA jevA che eTale peAtAnA putra citragatine khelAvIne kahyu beTA ! have tu rAjyane ceAgya che. mATe tuM rAjya saMbhALa ne huM mArA AtmAnuM kalyANu karavA dIkSA lauM. citragatie pitAjIne kahyuM-Apa amArI pAse rahIne dharmAMrAdhanA karA paNa rAjAtI prakhaLa IcchA hatI tethI anicchAe rajA ApavI paryo. suracakrI rAjAe citragatinA sArI rIte rAjyAAiSeka karIne dIkSA lIdhI. suracI rAjA dIkSA laIne cAlI nIkaLyA ane citragati kumAra rAjA banyA. teo nyAya--nItipUrvaka pitAnI jema rAjya calAvavA lAgyA. temaNe peAtAnA parAkramathI ghaNuA vidyAdhara rAjAone vaza karyAM. tethI prajAjanA temane khIMjA suracakI kahevA lAgyA. A rIte rAjyasukha bhagavatAM zAMtipUrNAMka dise vItAvatA hatA. tyAM eka vakhata evA prasaMga banyo ke citragati rAjAnA tAmAmAM rahelA rAjAe mAMhenA eka mIcUla nAme sAmata rAjA maraNa pAmyA. temane rAzi ane zUra nAme be putro hatA. pitAnA maraNa pachI ane rAjya mATe khUba jhaghaDavA lAgyA. citragati rAjAne A vAtanI khabara paDI eTale tyAM gayA ane baMne bhAIone samajAvI zAMta pADIne anene sarakhe bhAge rAjya vaheMcI ApyuM, paNa gheADA divasa pachI pAchA baMne khUba jhaghaDayA ane eka khIjAnA hAthe kapAIne maraNa pAmyA. A vAtanI citragati rAjAne khakhara paDatAM temanA dilamAM khUba du:kha thayuM. A khanAvathI citragatinA limAM zuM asara thaze tenA bhAva avasare. have aDIvAra caritra kahuM chuM, makAnane khAraNA mUkayA hoya paNa tene phITa karavA mATe majAgarA jaDavA paDe che ne ? majAgarA vinA khAraNuM phITa na thAya, tevI rIte sUtra ane siddhAMta mAraNArUpa che ane dRSTAMtA, caritro vigere siddhAMtarUpa khAraNAnA majAgarA che. ghaNAM divasathI caritra levAnI IcchA hatI paNa samaya thai jAya eTale laI zakAtu na hatuM, paNa AjathI eka auSadAyaka ane rasaprada jinasena ane rAmasenanuM caritra zarU phavAmAM Ave che. tame badhA dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLo.

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zAradA suvAsa caritra : jabudvIpa ke bharatakSetrameM, kaMcanapura sukhadAya, vana vADI kara zobhate sare, jayamaMgala mahArAya he.... zrotA tuma sunajo jinasena kuMvara ke caritra suhAvanA jaMbudvIpanA bharatakSetramAM suramya, vizALa ane aneka dharmasthAnake, bagIcA, ughAne dharmazALAo vagerethI suzobhita kaMcanapura nAmanuM eka nagara hatuM. nagara kene kahevAya? je rAjyamAM rAjya taraphathI prajA pAsethI kaI paNa jAtane kara-Tekasa levAmAM AvatuM nathI, tenuM nAma nagara che. bahAragAmathI AvatA ajANyA ane thAkelA musAphare bagIcAmAM manahara vRkSa nIce vizrAma karatA. suMdara manahara jalAza ne vAvaDI emAM sanAna karatA ane dharmazALAone Azraya laI temAM nivAsa karI zAMti pAmatA hatA. aneka prakAranA zebhAspadra sthAne kaMcanapura nagaranI zobhAmAM ora vadhAre karI rahyA hatA. tethI kaMcanapura nagara develeka jevuM ramaNIya lAgatuM hatuM. . kaMcanapuramAM nyAyI, pratApI ane dayALu jayamaMgala nAme rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. jemanuM nAma jayamaMgala hatuM tevA temanA kAma paNa maMgalamaya hatA. rAjAne jainadharmamAM daDha zraddhA hatI. temaNe athAga parizrama karIne kaMcanapuramAM Thera Thera pauSadhazALAo, jJAnamaMdira, dAnazALAo, dharmazALAo ane dharmasthAnake baMdhAvyA hatA. A uparathI saheje samajI zakAya che ke jayamaMgala mahArAjAnA hRdayamAM dharmanuM sthAna keTaluM haze? AvA rAjAonuM jIvana rAtadivasa lakSmInI lAlasAmAM laTuM banelA lakSmInaMdanene lakSmInI asthiratAnuM bhAna karAvI lakSmIne sadvyaya karavAne badhapATha Ape che. jayamaMgala rAjA pitAnA putrane ane prajAne sarakhe nyAya ApatA hatA. evuM nahi ke mArA putrano ke nehIne gune che tene dabAvI dauM ne bIjA gunegArane zikSA karuM. sahune sarakhe nyAya ApatA eTale prajAnA hRdaya siMhAsana upara temaNe Asana jamAvyuM hatuM. rAjA upara prajAnI atyaMta prIti hatI ane rAjAne prajA pratye putra jevuM vAtsalya hatuM. AgaLanA rAjA mahArAjAo prajAnA sukhe sukhI ane duHkhe duHkhI rahenAra hatA. pitAnI prajAne saheja duHkha thAya te rAjA sahana na karI zake. e samayanA rAjAonA rAjyamAM prajAne bilakula Dara na hato. rAtre bAraNuM khullA mUkIne leke nirbhayatAthI sUI jatAM ane Aje te keTale badhe bhaya che! kanA bAraNAM paNa thoDIvAra khullA na rAkhI zake. dhoLA divase makAnamAM corI thAya che. AjanI sarakAranA rAjyamAM to kayAM sudhI bhaya vadhe che ke pahelAM to mAla-milakata corI jatAM hatAM ne Aje te skUle bhaNIne AvatA phUla jevA bALakone guMDA upADI jAya che. be divasa pahelAM peparamAM hatuM ke varaghaDIyAne upADI gayA te cAra divase patto maLe. atyAre cAre taraphathI jya, bhaya ne bhaya vadhI rahyo che. sarakAra dinapratidina navA navA Tekasa vadhAratI jAya che. prajAne anAja paNa pUruM

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zAradA suvAsa 11" maLatuM nathI. keTale trAsa vadhI rahyo che! asalanA rAjAonA rAjyamAM prajAjanone keTaluM sukha, zAMti ane nirbhayatA hatI. tene badale Aje te jyAM juo tyAM bhaya, duHkha ane azAMtinuM vAtAvaraNa sarjAyuM che. pratApI jayamaMgala rAjAnI chatrachAyAmAM prajA zAMtithI vasatI hatI. TUMkamAM prajAne koI jAtane bhaya, trAsa ke dukha na hatuM. A rAjAne jinasenA nAmanI IndrANI jevI saudaryavatI, sadaguNI, suzIva ane pativratA mahArANI hatI. jaina dharma para zraddhA rakhata, karatI nitya samAI, dAna puNya pauSadha bhI karatI, karatI puNya kamAI he-zrotA. jinasenA rANI paNa je dharmanI anurAgI hatI. enI rageragamAM jinezvara prabhunA vacanonI zraddhA hatI. eTale te dararoja savAra sAMja sAmAyika pratikamaNa karatI. AThamarAkhI pauSadha karatI. sUtranuM vAMcana karatI, saMtamunirAja padhAre te temanA darzana karavA, vyAkhyAna-vANI sAMbhaLavA jatI, supAtre dAna detI. Ama te rAjA dhamIMTha ja hatA paNa 2 % karatAM rANInI zraddhA vizeSa hatI. puNyane udaya hoya te AvI dhamaSTha patnIne ga maLe che. baMne pAtro sarakhA heya te jIvana jIvavAne AnaMda mANI zakAya che. ghara zobhAvanArI ke kharekhara, pati game te sAro hoya paNa gharane zobhAvatArI gRhINI je sArI na hoya te jIsavAnI majhA mArI jAya che. Adarza gRhiNI te enA patine kahI de ke nAtha ! tame e kamAze te ochAmAM huM ghara nabhAvIza paNa pApa vadhe tevA dhaMdhA karaze nahi, ane jeTaluM kamAIe chIe temAMthI se rUpiye eka rUpie te dAnamAM vAparo. atyAre sukhI chIe te pUrve karelA dAnadharmanuM phaLa che. AtmA mATe dharma te avazya karavuM joIe. ema samajAvIne dharmanA mArge vALe paNa je mehanA kAdavamAM patine kheMcAvI de te ghara zobhAvatI nathI. dAna devAnI jAgelI bhAvanA jinAlenA rANI maMgala rAjAne kahe che nAtha ! ApaNA mahAna puNyano udaya che eTale Apa prajA pAsethI kaI jAtane Tekasa paNa letA nathI, chatAM bhaMDAra lamIthI chalakAyelAM ja rahe che. te je ApanI AjJA hoya te mArI IcchA evI che ke reja savAranA praharamAM be ghaDI garIbone dAna dauM. rAjAe kahyuM : mahArANI ! tamArI jema IcchA hoya tema kare. dharmanA kAryamAM mArI kaI rUkAvaTa nathI. kAraNa ke je pote dhamI hoya te dharmanA kAryamAM rUkAvaTa kare nahi, rANInA sahavAsathI te rAjAne jaina dharma pratye atyaMta zraddhA vadhI hatI. tethI mahArAjAnI jeTalI hadamAM aNu vartAtI hatI tyAM dareka jagyAe hiMsA karavAnI manAI hatI. je jIvonI hiMsA kare tene Akare daMDa karatA hatA. mahArAjAnI AjJA thavAthI jinasenA rANI roja ugatA prabhAtamAM be ghaDI sudhI dAna detI

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zAradA suvAsa ha, kAra letI vakhate rANI pIcI najara rAkhatA. tenuM kAraNa samajyAre tenuM kAraNa e hatuM ke vAna levA garIbe te Ave paNa dhananA lAlacu sukhI e paNa AvatA. je AMkha ucI rAkhe te najara bhegI thAya te dAna lenAre zaramAya. A rIte chUTe hAthe dAna ApatA. samaya maLe ane dharmacarcA karatA ne AnaMdapUrvaka rAjyanuM pAlana karatA. samaya Ave rANI rAjAe sAcI salAha paNa ApatA. jayamaMgala rAjAnA mahAna puNyane udaya hato eTale pite te sArA hatA ne rANI paNa sArA hatA. prajA paNa rAjA taraphathI saMtoSI hatI. kahevata che ke rAjA game teTalA sArA hoya paNa je ene salAhakAra pradhAna sAre na hoya te rAjyanI zobhA vadhatI nathI, paNa ahIM te jinadAsa nAme maMtrI paNa jaina dhamane rAgI hatuM ne cAra buddhine svAmI hatuM. je samaye je kArya karavAnuM hoya te badhuM barAbara vyavasthita karI dete. temAM rAjAne kaMI jevuM paDatuM nahi. A jinadAsa nAme prapAna che. rAjA rANI ane maMtrI badhA mukhya pAtro sArA che eTale rAjyamAM keI jAtanI kamInA nathI. have bIjA pAtro kevA maLaze te avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 23 zrAvaNa suda 5 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 8-8-79 sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtakALathI bhava araNyamAM bhamatA ane jAgRta karavA mATe tIrthakara bhagavaMtee Agama rUpI bherI vagADIne sAda pADa ke he bhavya jIve ! jAge, haju kema sUI rahyA che? jyAre koI rAjA upara duzamana rAja caDhI Ave che tyAre gAmanA rAjA sainyane sajaja kare che ne yuddhanA raNazIMgA phUMkAya che tyAre zUrA kSatriya sAbadA banI keDa bAMdhI zastrone sAja sajI raNasaMgrAmamAM hasate mukhaDe jAya che, tyAM enuM khamIra khIlI uThe che, tema jJAnI bhagavaMte paNa ApaNane AgamavANInAM raNazIMgA kukIne kahe che he AtmAo! anaMtakALathI karma rUpI zatruoe tamane gherI lIdhA che, ane herAna parezAna karI rahyA che tene jItavA mATe tyAganI talavAra hAthamAM laIne kSamAnuM khamIra khIla, ane raNasaMgrAmamAM jaI karmazatruo upara vijaya meLave. kAraNa ke karmarAjA AmA upara jambara sattA jamAvIne AtmAne kacaDI rahyo che. karmanA kAraNe A jIvane saMsAramAM rakhaDavuM paDe che. uttarAdhyayana sUramAM bhagavAna pharamAve che ke "kammaM ca mohappabhavaM vayanti, kammaM ca jAI maraNAssa muulN|" karma mehathI utpanna thAya che ane te karmo janmamaraNanuM mULa kAraNa che. baMdhuo! kasattAnA pAzamAM sapaDAyelA jagatanA samasta prANIo janma maraNa nAmanA be bhayaMkara

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zAradA suvAsa reganA bhega banI anAdi anaMta badhA saMsArarUpa bhayAnaka aTavImAM bhUlA paDIne bhaTakI rahyA che. jIva kayAreka narakarUpe, kyAreka tiryaMcarUpe, kyAreka manuSya rUpe te kyAreka devarUpe utpanna thAya che. A badhI AtmAnI bhinna bhinna avasthAo karmane AbhArI che. game tevI meTI jabarajasta rAjasattAnA siMhAsanethI ghaDIbharamAM utArI jamInadesta karavAmAM tene jarA paNa vAra lAgatI nathI. karmasattA AjanA dhanavAnane kAle kaMgALa banAvI de che. AjanA camarabaMdhIne kAle cIMtharehAla banAvIne gharagharamAM TukaDA mAMgate banAvI de che. A jagatamAM traNa prakAranI sattAo rahelI che. dharmasattA, rAjyasattA ane karmasattA A traNamAMthI traNe jagatamAM keInuM paNa je ekadhAruM ane niSkaTaka zAsana cAlatuM hoya te te eka karmasattAnuM ja cAlI rahyuM che. rAjyasattAnI ane dharmasattAnI AjJAnuM pAlana karavAmAM AMkha mIMcAmaNuM karanAra keI hoya che paNa Astika ke nAstika, rAjA ke raMka, tIrthakara, cakravarti, vAsudeva, baladeva game te heya paNa badhAne karmasattAnI AjJAnuM keIpaNa jAtanI AnAkAnI karyA vagara pAlana karavuM paDe che. A karmasattA keI ke, kacerI, nyAyAdhIza, vakIla ke berIsTara vinA pitAnuM zAsana sarva jI upara niyamita rIte calAvI rahI che. A kevI AzcaryanI vAta che! kharekhara karmasattAnI tAkAta jabarajasta che. emAM zaMkAne sthAna nathI paNa A jambara karmasattAnA gherAne dUra haThAvI zAzvata ane saMpUrNa sukha ApavAnI tAkAta dharmasattA dharAvI zake che, paNa jyAM sudhI saMsAranA mehamAM Asakata banelA pAmara prANIo pavitra ane popakArI dharmasattAnuM zaraNa nahi svIkAre tyAM sudhI te julmI karmasattA taraphathI ApavAmAM AvatA asahya trAsa ane anaMta duHkhane aMta AvA muzkela che. rAjyasattA ane karmasattAnA paMjAmAMthI chUTavAnI jene bhAvanA hoya temaNe Aje nahi te kAle paNa dharmasattAnA zaraNe Avye ja chUTake che. ApaNA cAlu adhikAramAM citragati vidyAdhara rAjA banyA. temanA caraNamAM ghaNuM vidyAdhara rAjAo namatA hatA chatAM emane lAgyuM ke je rAjyane mATe paDApaDI thAya, eka mAtAnI kukhe janmelA sagA bhAIe ekabIjA sAthe laDIne kapAI jAya AvuM rAjya zA kAmanuM ? have A rAjya ane saMsAranA sukhe mAre na joIe. aMtima samaya sudhI je rAjya sattAne ane viSayabhegane meha choDatA nathI te marIne durgatimAM jAya che. je banyA che bhavanA bhegI, te che bhavabhavanA regI, bane je karma-viyegI, te bane sAcA vegI. citragati kumAranA aMtaramAM lAgyuM ke jemane rAjyane meha chUTatuM nathI ane jeo viSayasukha bhegavavAmAM gAMDAtura banyA che te bicArA bhavanA regI che. koIne kensara ke TI.bI.ne rega thaye. te mANasa AyuSya pUruM thatAM marI gayo. e regavALuM zarIra ahIM rahI gayuM paNa je karmo hatA te te AtmAnI sAthe jAya che ne? karmo jIvane bhavasaMga zA. su. 13

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14 zAradA suvAsa vadhArIne anaMtakALa janma-maraNa karAve che. jo janma maraNanA sa'pUrNapaNe aMta lAvIne bhavaroga nAbUda karI AtmAne nirogI banAvavA hoya te saMyama lIdhe ja chUTakA che. saoNMsAra cheDayA vinA kama rAjAnI sattAmAMthI chUTakAro thavAnA nathI, paNa tamAre te saMsAramAM rahIne mekSa joI e che te kayAMthI maLe ? saMsAra te kADhavanI keDI che. tamAre kAdavanI kAThImAM rahevu che ne pAchA cAkamA rahevu che e kadI bane ? je kAdavanI kAThImAM paDe tenu zarIra kharaDAyA vinA rahe ja nahi, paNa je e kAThImAMthI bahAra nIkaLe che tenA AtmA ujavaLa bane che. hA, legI eka vAta karI lau. mAtra veza paherI levAthI mekSa nathI. jJAnI kahe che ke huM sAdhaka! tArI pAMceya indriyA upara tAre kharAkhara kaTrAla rAkhave paDaze. sAdhu gaucarI jAya tyAre cauvanane AMgaNe ubhelI rUpavaMtI strI gaucarI vaheArAvavA Ave. sAdhu tenA hAthe vahAre paNa enI sAme dRSTi paNa na kare ke khAI kevI che ! anya dhama mAM paNa cAritranI mahattA batAvI che. " bilvama ganna suradAsa kema banyA?H- bhakta suradAsanu' nAma te tame ghaNI vakhata sAMbhaLyu haze. e suradAsa kevI rIte banyA e vAta jANavA jevI che. suradAsanu nAma bilvamaMgala hatuM, te rAmadAsa brAhmaNunA eka lADIle putra hatA ene ghera vaibhavanA pAra na hatA. A bilvamaMgalanA kaMThanuM. mAdhu alaukika hatuM. e kAI bhajana ke gIta gAya tyAre leAkA sthira thaI jatAM evI enA kaMThamAM madhuratA hatI. eTale nAnapaNathI ja e eka Adarza kavi gaNAtA veda ane purANA lagabhaga eNe kaMThastha karelA hatAM. e mATe thatAM rUparUpanA aMbAra samI kanyAnI sAthe enA lagna karavAmAM AvyA A saMsAramAM 7 NutAM samagra sukhanA e svAmI hatA, paNa e yuvAna thayA tyAre eka vakhata pharavA jatAM e samayamAM vakhaNAtI citAmaNI nAmanI vezyAnuM rUpa joIne tenAmAM mugdha anya, e ciMtAmaNI vezyAnu sauMdaya ane cAturyaM alaukika hatuM. eTale bhAbhalA rAjAe paNa tene joine mehAMdha banI jatA. dIpaka joine pata MgiyuM temAM mehAMdha ane che tevI rIte A bilvama gala paNa ciMtAmaNInA premamAM pAgala banyA. enu tana, mana ane dhana badhu ciMtAmaNI vaizyAmAM aNu thaI cUkayuM hatu. eTale e meTA bhAge vezyAne tyAM ja rahetA hatA. vezyAnI sAthe viSaya dha banelA bilvama gale paraNIne potAnI patnInuM mukha paNa khAkhara joyuM na hatuM ke e kevI che? jyAre e ghera AvatA tyAre enI patnI ene khUba samajAvatI ke prANanAtha ! A dAsInA zuM aparAdha che? eka vAra te mArA sAmu juo, paNa ene jagatamAM ciMtAmaNI sivAya khIjuM kAI pAtra dekhAtu na hatu. eTale enI raMbhA jevI rUpALI ne suzIla patnI gharamAM rAtidavasa jhuratI hatI paNa ene kyAM kAInI paravA hatI! viSayamAM lubdha banele mAnava koinA sAmu jotA nathI. kAinI vAta paNa sAMbhaLatA nathI. viSayAMdha mANasa bhAna-sAna bhUlIne na karavAnA kAma karI bese che. peAtAnuM mAna, melA ane maryAdAne bhUlI jaIne mAnava dAnava jevA banI jAya che, kAraNa phaeN viSayeA bahu bhayaMkara che. kahyuM che ke

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zAradA suvAsa 15 * vistha viSayALAM 2, pacatAM mahattaram| upabhuktaM viSaMhanti, viSayA smaraNAdapi // "" viSa karatAM paNa viSaye bhayakara che. viSa teA mANusa khAya te ja mare che te paNa eka bhava pUratA mare che paNa viSayAnu viSatA evuM kAtIla che ke enu smaraNa karavA mAtrathI mAnavane mAre che. viSayanI lAlasAthI jIvananA tamAma vyavahAra khAravAI jAya che ane pahele dhaDAke viSayAMdha banelA purUSa potAnA jIvananu sukAna anya strInA hAthamAM soMpI OM che. A bilvamaMgalanA jIvanamAM paNa AvuM ja anyu', ke enA gharamAM rUpavaMtI pavitra satI jevI strI patinA premanI jhaMkhanAmAM rAta divasa jhurI jhurIne kADhatI hatI. bilvamaMgalane peAtAnI pAse rahevA mATe kAlAvAlA karatI hatI paNu e tA potAnI ramaNIne cheDIne ciMtAmaNI vezyAnA mehamAM unmatta khanI unmAga`gAmI banyA hatA. aMdhue ! bilvamaMgala ciMtAmaNInA mahamAM keTalA aMdha banelA hatA! kharekhara vAsanAnA gulAma banele mAnavI na kare eTala' evuM ene duniyAnI paravA nathI hAtI. jJAnIpurUSA tA kahe che ke A indriyAnI vAsanAne tame jeTalu vadhAre poSaNa Apaze teTalI e vadhu bephAma khanaze. vAsanAnA tyAga eTale meAkSanI prApti. jyAtanA svabhAva upara javAnA che tevA ApaNA AtmAne svabhAva che. indriyAne tapa, tyAga ane sayamathI jItavAnI che. viSayavAsanAmAM rAcavuM te AtmAnA svabhAva nathI. AtmAnA svabhAva te vAsanAone jItavI te che. viSayAnA pApathI indriyA AtmAne dvAraDAnI jema bAMdhI ke che jethI AtmA mukta manatA nathI. siMhune paNa jo bAMdhI devAmAM Ave te te paNa gulAma banI jAya che, parAdhIna banI jAya che, tema vAsanAnA vikAra ane viSayeAmAM je masta ane che te kama pAzanA doraDe badhAI jAya che. jyAre tevA pApathI AtmA pAche huThe che tyAre tenuM jIvana khadalAi jAya che, ane viSaya vAsanAne badale enA jIvanamAM tyAga, saMyama, aparigraha, maitrI, kSamA, prema, karUNA vigere guNuA AvatA jAya che. " maDadAne hoDI mAnanAra pAga" : A bizvama'gala viSayavAsanAmAM gherAyelA che. eka divasa rAtre ene ciMtAmaNI pAse javAnu mana thayu. eTale uThIne taiyAra thaye cAmAsAnA divaseA hatA. bhayaMkara aMdhArI ghAra rAta hatI. evuM bhayaMkara aMdhAruM chavAyu hatu` ke mAnava pote potAne na joi zake. mUzaLadhAra varasAda varasatA hatA. nadI be kAMTha pUrajozamAM vahetI hatI. ciMtAmaNI vezyA yamunA nadInA sAmA kinAre moTA minArAvALA mahelamAM vasatI hatI. enA madhurA milana mATe adhIrA banelA bilvama gala AvA viSama vAtAraNamAM yamunA nadInA kinAre ALye, sAme kinAre javA mATe nadImAM pAce. A samaye pANInA pUramAM taNAine AvatuM eka maDaduM enA hAthamAM Avyu. aMdhArAmAM eNe mAnyuM ke mane sAme kinAre javA mATe hADI maLI gaI. enA manamAM thayuM ke ciMtAmaNIe mAre mATe hADI meAkaTTI haze. nakkI e mane yAda karatI haze. ema mAnIne vizvama gala maDadAne hADI mAnI ene pakaDIne enA sahAre sAme kinAre pahoMcyA. pAse ja ciMtA,

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An woCan zAradA suvAsa maNInA bhavya mahela huMtA. bilvama'gala pAse pahoMcyA paNa have upara kevI rIte javuM ? kAraNu ke mahelanA khArIbAraNAM baMdha hatAM. ciMtAmaNInA caMdana mahelamAM praveza karavA mATe mitvama'gala cAre tarapha pradakSiNA karavA lAgyA. khUba tapAsa karatAM uparanI khArI tarapha tenuM dhyAna kheMcAyu. tA eka doraDu laTakatu eNe joyu. viSayAMdha mANasa keTale! pAgala hAya che ! dAraDu' joIne manamAM harakhAI gayA ne manamAM khelyA-ahA ! catura ciMtAmaNI mArI zaha joIne beThI haze! eNe mArA mATe A doraDu taiyAra rAkhyuM haze ! e dAraDu' na hatuM pazu kADA mAratA phaNIdhara hatA, paNa atyAre enI dRSTie nAga ane sAga samAna hatA. phaNIdhara nAgane DhAraDuM mAnI ene pakaDIne citAmaNInA zayanagRhamAM kUdI paDyA, tyAre ciMtAmaNI gulAkhI zamaNAmAM sUtelI hatI. khillama gala mahelamAM AvIne svastha banyA. kSaNu e kSaNa vItyA pachI e vicAre caDhI.. " AtmajAgRtinuM pragaTeluM kiraNa "; aDe ! huM jenI pAchaLa pAgala banIne mAtane mAthe laIne AvI ghanagheAra adhArI rAtre ahIM AnyA chuM te te masta rIte jhuzAkhI zamaNAmAM sUtelI che. huM jenI mathAmaNamAM maru chu e te mAdaka vAtAvaraNamAM majhA mANI rahI che. huM A lalanAnI lInatAmAM khAvAI gayA tyAre A te ciMtAthI para banIne nirdenI majhA lUTI rahI che. tenA manamAM AvA vicArAnA vAdaLa gherAyA, ne manamAM thayuM ke ahA ! viSayanI pAchaLa ATale pAgala banyA tenA karatAM me' prabhu sAthe khATalI prIti joDI hAta tA mAru* kalyANu thaI jAta. Ama vicAra karatAM enA ataramAM samajaNunA jJAna dIvaDo jhaLakI uThayA. eTale te ciMtAmaNIne cheDIne sanyAsI banI gayA. tyAgI banIne leAkeAne medha ApavA mATe TADha, taDakA, bhUkha, tarasa badhuM sahana karatA bhagavAnanuM bhajana karatA eka gAmathI khIje gAma paTana karavA lAgyA. emaNe ciMtAmaNIne bhale cittamAMthI aLagI karI paNa vicArAmAM cakarAvA letI vAsanAe aLagI na thaI. bhagavAna kahe che huM jIvA ! tyAgI aneA ke sa`sAramAM rahA paNa jyAM sudhI mana vAsanAAthI malina banelu` raheze tyAM sudhI tAru kalyANa nahi thAya. AvA ja sukumAlikAnA bhavanA prasa'ga che. te zreSThauputra sAthe paraNelI paNa tene sparze khUba dAhaka hovAthI te sukumAlikAne rAtre uMghatI cheADIne cAlyA gayA. tethI e jhUravA lAgI. enA mAtApitAe ene khUba samajAvI paNa enu mana vaLyuM nahi tyAre bhikhArI sAthe paraNAvI. te paNa chADIne cAlyA gayA. chevaTe kAI sAdhvIjInA yAga maLatAM vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA lIdhI paNa manamAMthI vAsanA dUra na thai. dIkSA lIdhA pachI ugra tapa karyAM. pachI enA gurUNI pAse ahAra udyAnamAM AtApanA levA javAnI AjJA mAMgI. gurUNIe nA pADI chatAM AjJAnuM ullaMghana karIne gaI. e jyAM AtApanA levA mATe ubhI hatI tyAM najIkamAM vRkSa nIce eka vezyAne pAMca purUSo sAthe hAsyavineAda karatI joi. eTale aMdara raheleA vAsanAnA dAvAnaLa bhabhUkI uThaze., ahA ! A eka strIne pAMca purUSo kevA lADa laDAve che! ane

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zAradA suvAsa 197 mane tA eka bhikhArI jevAe paNa na IcchI. mArA tapa-sayamanu jo maLa hoya te hu AvatA bhavamAM pAMca patinI patnI manu evu niyANuM karyuM. e niyANAnA baLathI e pAMca patinI patnI manI. kahevAnA Azaya e che ke vAsanAne jIte. "saMnyAsI banavA chatAM naDelI mananI melAza" : bilvamaMgale citAmaNIne cheDI paNa enu citta vAsanAothI mukta banyuM na hatu. sanyAsI banI gAma-paragAma paryaTana karatAM karatAM vRMdAvana najIka eka gAmanA pAdaramAM sarezvara pAse pahoMcyA. tyAM sareAvaranu' zItaLa pANI pIne mAjImAM eka AMbAnA vRkSa nIce vizrAMti levA mATe aiThA. tyAM eka rUpavaMtI navayuvAna strI kUve pANI bharavA AvI. apsarA jevI amaLAne joine bilvama'galanA nayane nAcavA lAgyA. lalita lalanAnI laganImAM lapaTAyelA bhegI bhramara tenI sAme dhArI dhArIne jovA lAgyA. strI te pavitra pativratA strI hatI. teNe teA kAinA sAmuM joyuM paNa nathI. te te pANI bharIne nIcI najare enA ghara bhaNI cAlavA lAgI. kAmI bilvamaMgala paNa tenI pAchaLa gayA, satI strI enA gharamAM gai tyAre A mitrama gala tenA gharanI bahAra eka tarapha ubhA rahyo. vezamAM tyAgI, dRSTimAM bhAgI ' : vaiSadhArI vairAgI saMnyAsIne bahAra ubhelA joIne e khAInA pati bahAra AvyA ne kahyuM-mahAtmA ! padhAro. Apane bhikSAmAM zu joIe ? huM ApanI zuM sevA karu? khUba ha bhera khAinA patie A sanyAsInA AdarasatkAra karyAM ne pharIne pUchyu. Apane jenI jarUra hAya te mAMgeA, mAre tyAM Apa jevA saMtAnA AzIrvAdathI koi jAtanI kamInA nathI, tyAre A bilvamaMgala kahe che bhAi ! mAre khIjuM kAMi nathI joItuM. phakta eka ja joIe che. bhakta kahe che eka zu' e mAMgA ne ? Apa zA mATe sa keca rAkheA che? enA manamAM hatu ke sanyAsI khAvA mAMgI mAMgIne zuM mAMgaze ? kayAM khAvA mATe bhAjana ke paheravA mATe vajra. sa`nyAsI kahe huM' mAMzu' te ApIza ? te kahe hA, sakAca na rAkheA, "bilvama galanI mAMgaNIthI AvelA AMcako' : zarama choDIne bilvama jhUle kahyuM : hamaNAM ja tamArA gharamAM pANI bharIne jeNe praveza karyAM te rUpasuMdarIne hu punaH eka vAra jovA mATe tasu chuM. mATe ene mArI pAse meTala, A sAMbhaLIne bhAInA hRdayamAM karaTa lAgyo hAya tevA AMcakA lAgyA. ANe te jIruM ja mAMgyuM. mAre zu karavu? dharma parAyaNa pati saMkaTamAM mUkAi gaye. eka tarapha dhama paramyaNu pativratA patnI ane bIjI tarapha vezadhArI tyAgInI mAMgaNI. gheADIvAra tA mauna uo rahyo. kAne insApha Apave, zuM karavuM ne zuM na karavuM ? chevaTe teNe kahyuM ApanI icchA pU thaze. huM mAruM ApeluM vacana kadI badalatA nathI, ane mArA AMgaNe AvelA atithine kadI nirAza karatA nathI te Apane kema nirAza karAya ! Apa thADIvAra ATale esA, mArI patnIne bahAra meAkalu chu. Ama kahIne bAinA pati aMdara gayA. enuM mukha ullAsa joine patnIe pUchyu'--nAtha ! ApanuM mukha udAsa kema che ? tyAre kahe che hai satI ! ApaNA AMgaNe

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18 zArA suvAsa eka atithi AvyuM che. patnI kahe che atithi AvyA hoya te ene Adara satkAra kare. ApaNA gharamAM ghaNuM che. ene je joIe te khuzIthI Ape. pati kahe che meM barAbara sArI rIte temane satkAra karyo che paNa enI mAMgaNI judA prakAranI che ne huM vacanathI baMdhAI gaye chuM. temAM mArA mAthe dharmasaMkaTa AvyuM che. tene dUra karavA mATe mAre tArI madadanI jarUra che. are nAtha ! emAM ATalA badhA DhIlA zuM thAya che? ApanA mAthe AvelA dharmasaMkaTane dUra karavAmAM madadagAra banavA A dAsI taiyAra che. te satI! Aje tArI agniparIkSA che. nAtha ! je hoya te kahe. A dAsI sevA karavA taiyAra che, tyAre patie kahyuM-ApaNA eTale je saMnyAsI beTho che te mArI pAse tArI bhikSA mAMge che. A sAMbhaLIne pativratA strI Dhagale thaIne jamIna upara DhaLI paDI. thoDI vAre svastha thatAM patinA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che, nAtha! tame A zuM bole che? zuM pativratA strI AMkha uMcI karIne anya purUSa sAme daSTi karI zake kharI ? e mAMge te bIjuM sarvasva ApI dauM. kadAca A ghara mAge te paherelA kapaDe bahAra nIkaLI javA taiyAra chuM paNuM A kArya huM nahi karI zakuM. A sAMbhaLI ene pati kahe che te satI ! tArA dilanI vyathAne huM sArI rIte samajI zakuM chuM paNa tuM e vAta nathI jANatI ke tAre pati AMgaNe AvelA atithine satkAra karyA vinA pAcho javA detuM nathI. mane vacana ApatI vakhate khabara na hatI ke zuM mAgaze? have te mArA vacana khAtara paNa tyAM javuM paDaze. " nayane nArInA dehane nirakhavA nahi" -patinI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA mATe suMdarI sArA va ane alaMkAre paherI jhAMjharanA jhaNakAra sAthe bilvamaMgalanI sAme AvIne ubhI rahI. mehAMdha bilvamaMgala ghaNIvAra sudhI A suMdara strIne sAmuM ekITaze jaI rahyo pachI be-bahena ! bilvamaMgalanA mukhamAMthI "bahena" zabda sAMbhaLIne satInA haiye TADhaka vaLI, basa, have mArA cAritrane AMca nahi Ave. bilvamaMgale kahyuM-bahena ! have mArA nayane tArA rUpanuM pAna karIne tRpta thaI gayA che, paNa mane eka cIja * Apaze? satIe kahyuM che, je kahe te ApuM. tyAre kahe che ke tamArA gharamAM be meTI se che? hA. ghaNI che. bahena! mAre vadhAre nathI joItI. phakta be se agnimAM lAlacaLa thAya tenI tapAvIne mane lAvI Ape. A bheLI bAIne khabara na paDI ke A saMnyAsI zA mATe se mAMgato haze ! eTale eNe be se lAlaghUma tapAvIne ApI. bilvamaMgale te baMne be hAthamAM laI pitAnI jAte ja baMne AMkhamAM bheMkI dIdhI ane AMkhe pheDI nAMkhI. A joIne satInA mukhamAMthI cIsa nIkaLI gaI. arere..A zuM karyuM? bahena khUba pazcAtApa karavA lAgI tyAre bilavamaMgale kahyuM-bahena! tuM raDIza nahi. emAM tAre kaI devuM nathI. A AMkhe mane panArInA rUpamAM Asakta banAvanArI che. tethI meM tene zikSA karI che. bihAmaMgale AMkhe pheDI nAMkhI tyArathI te sUradAsa kahevAya.

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19 zAradA suvAsa aMdha sUradAsa jagatanA ane eka amUlya zikhAmaNa ApI gayA che ke kAmAMdha banI tame jIvanane barabAda karazo nahi. A nayane nArInA dehane nIrakhavA mATe nahi paNa paramAtmAnA ravarUpane pArakhavA mATe che. bilvamaMgala pote karelA pApanA prAyazcita mATe svahaste sUradAsa banyA. pachI suMdarInA caraNamAM namI tene jagatajanetA kahIne tyAMthI cAle gaye. A bilvamaMgale vilAsI jIvananI dizA badalIne vikAsa bhaNI prayANa AdaryuM tyAre aneka leke bhakta kavisUradAsane guNalA gAvA lAgyA. Aje paNa e bhakta kavi sUradAsane bhAratanI janatA yAda kare che. mANasa eka vakhata bhAna bhUle che paNa jyAre tene pitAnI bhUla bhUla tarIke samajAya che tyAre tenI dazA judI ja hoya che. pachI enuM jIvana evuM pavitra banI jAya che ke jagatamAM nAma amara banAvI jAya che. saMsAranuM svarUpa jotAM jAgI uThelA citragati rAjA" : zazi ane sUra baMne sagA bhAIo rAjya mATe khUba jhaghaDyA ne aMte ekabIjAnA hAthe kapAI maryA. A banAvathI citragati rAjAne vairAgya AvI gaye. aho ! eka rAjyanA TukaDA mATe bhAI-bhAI laDyAM ne marI gayA ! rAjya mATe pamakumAre sumitrane muni avasthAmAM mAryA. A zazI ane sUra paNa rAjya mATe laDIne maryA. je rAjya mATe bhAI bhAIne mArI nAMkhe ne bhayaMkara saMgrAma khelAya ne lAkhe nI hiMsA thAya evuM rAjya have mAre na joI e. ATaluM nimitta maLatAM citragati rAjA vairAgya pAmI gayA ne dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA. pitAnA putrane paraNAvIne rAjagAdI ApIne citragati ranavatI ane citragatinA be nAnA bhAIo jemanA nAma managati ane vipulagati hatAM te cAreya AtmAoe damaghara nAmanA AcArya pAse dIkSA lIdhI. ghaNAM varSo sudhI ugra saMyamanuM pAlana karIne aMtima samaye saMthAre karIne cAre ya AtmAo kALa dharma pAmIne mahendra nAmanA cethA devalokamAM paraspara prItivALA deva thayA. have devakanuM AyuSya pUrNa karIne jabudvIpanA pazcima mahAvideha kSetramAM padma nAmanA pradezamAM siMhapura nagaramAM harinaMdI nAme rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. temane priyadarzanA nAme suMdara sukamaLa ane pavitra rANI hatA. baMne AtmAe khUba pavitra ane dhamaSTha hatA. baMne saMsAramAM AnaMdathI rahetA hatA. A samaye citragatine jIva mahendra devale kamAMthI AyuSya pUrNa karIne priya darzanA rANInI kukhe putrapaNe utpanna thaye. tene janma thayA pachI rAjAe khUba bhavya rIte putrane janma mahotsava ujave ane aparAjitakumAra tenuM nAma pADayuM. pavitra mAtApitAne ghera pavitra ane puNyazALI saMtAne janma le che. harinaMdI rAjAne eka pradhAna hatuM. tene paNa eka putra hatuM. tenuM nAma vimalabodha hatuM, aparAjita kumAra ane vimalabodha nAnA hatA tyArathI baMne sAthe ramatAM ne sAthe pharavA jatAM. eTale evI gADha mitratA baMdhAI ke ekabIjAne ekabIjA vinA cAle nahi, A baMne bALaka nAnA hatA tyArathI ramatAM ramatAM dhULanI DhagalIo banAvI tenA upara

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zAradI suvAsa kUdatA kUdatA kahe ke je A eka dezane jI, bIjI DhagalIne kUdIne kahe ke A bIje deza jItyA, A trIjo deza chaye. baMdhuo ! rAjakumAranI ramata paNa rAja jItavAnI heya. bajA karAe rame te A mAruM ghara ne A tAruM ghara evI ramata rame paNa A te rAjyanuM bIja che eTale deza jItavAnI ramata rame che. aparAjitakumAra emanA mAtApitAne ekane eka putra hatuM ane vimalabedha pradhAnane eka ja putra hato eTale emanA mAtApitAe temane ekalA bahAra ramavA ke ke pharavA javA detAM na hatA. emanI sAthe ekI pahere che. A baMne kumAre bhegA thAya tyAre vAta karatA ke ApaNuM te kaMI jIvana che ! ApaNuM mAtApitA ApaNane kyAMya ekalA pharavA javA detA nathI. jyAM jaIe tyAM paheregIra sAthe ja hoya, tyAre pradhAnaputra kahe ke ApaNe nAnA chIe eTale ekalA kayAMya javA detA nathI. A baMne kumArane rAtre svapnA AvavA lAgyA ke ApaNe baMne gheDe besIne pharavA gayA, eka, be, traNa karatAM ghaNuM gAma pharyA. baMne bhegA thAya eTale ekabIjA ravapnanI vAta karatAM ke mane A svapna AvyuM ne bIje kahe, mane AvuM svapna AvyuM. paNa savAra paDe kaMI na hoya eTale nirAza thaI jatA paNa eka divasa e AvyuM ke emanuM svapna sAkAra banI gayuM. sedAgaranuM siMhapuramAM Agamana":-A baMne kumAre moTA thayA tyAre eka sodAgara pANIdAra ghoDA laIne siMhapuramAM vecavA mATe Ave. harinaMdI rAjAne paNa DAne khUba zekha have, sedAgara gheDA laIne rAjA pAse AvyuM. eTale rAjAe be pANIdAra gheDA pasaMda karyA. kumArane paNa e gheDA bahu pasaMda paDayA eTale sodAgarane meM mAMgyA mUlya ApIne kharIda karyA. have A baMne kumArane gheDA upara besIne pharavA javAnuM mana thayuM. eTale kahe che "pitAjI ! A navA gheDA AvyA che tenA upara besIne ame pharavA jaIe!" rAjAe kahyuM bhale, khuzIthI jAo paNa ghaNe dUra na jatA jaldI pAchA Avaje. kahe-bhale pitAjI! ame jaladI pAchA AvIzuM. ema kahIne rAjakumAra ane pradhAnakumAra baMne eka gheDA upara besIne pharavA mATe nIkaLyA. A gheDe pavanavegI hatuM eTale theDI vAramAM te kayAMya pahoMcI gaye. ghaNe dUra nIkaLyA pachI ghoDAne ubhe rAkhavA ghaNe prayatna karyo, paNa kaI rIte ubhuM rahetuM nathI, jema lagAma kheMce tema vadhu De. chevaTe thAkIne lagAma DhIlI mUkI eTale gheDe ubhe rahyo. baMne kumAro svapnAmAM gheDA deDAvatAM hatAM te sAce ja Aje ghaDA deDAvatAM ghaNe dUra nIkaLI gayA. ghaNIvAra thaI chatAM baMne kumAro pAchA na AvyA eTale rAjAne ane pradhAnane ciMtA thavA lAgI ke A baMne kumAre kyAM gayA? haju kema na AvyA? emanuM zuM thayuM haze? Ama aneka prakAranI zaMkA karavA lAgyA ne ciMtAtura banI gayA. rAjAe cAre tarapha tapAsa karavA mATe mANase mokalyA paNa kyAMya patta paDaye nahi.

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zAradA suvAsa 201 A baMne kumAro gheADA ubhA rahyA eTale eka vRkSa nIce thAka utAravA beThA ane jaMgalanI zAbhA jotA jotA vAtA karavA lAgyA. rAjakumAra kahe che mitra vimala ! mA ghoDo Apazune ahI' laI Avye te ghaNu sAru thayuM. nahitara ApaNA mAtA pitA ApaNane ATale dUra AvavAnI rajA Apata nahi, tyAre pradhAnaputra kahe che bhAI! have ApaNe pAchA vaLavu joie. mAtA pitA ApaNI ci'tA karatA haze. rAjakumAre phuMkabhalene rAha juve. have ApaNe pAchA javu' ja nathI. paradeza jaIzuM, peAtAnI vidyAnu pArakhuM teA paradezamAM ja thAya ne ? A pramANe baMne vArtA karatA hatA tyAM eka mANasa bhayabhIta banIne doDatA rAjakumAra pAse AvIne tenA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che macAve.... bacAvA, rAjAnA sipAIe mArI pAchaLa paDayA che. A mANasa bhayathI tharathara dhrujatA hatA. eTale aparAjita kumArane tenI khUba dayA AvI. tene kahyuM-bhAI! tuM DarIza nahi ame tAru rakSaNa karIzuM' tethI pelA mANasa kahe-bhagavAna tamAru' bhalu' kare. A joIne maMtrI putrane gussA AvyA ne rAjakumArane kahyuM-bhAI! A kANu che? kevA mANasa che te jANyA vagara tene Azraya ApyA te kharAkhara nathI. ene macAvavA jatAM ApaNe du:khI thaie. eTale rAjakumAre kahyuM, zaraNAgatane Azraya ApavA kSatriyeAnA dhama che. 66 zaraNe AvelAne zaraNu denAra kumAra":- ane kumArA Ama vAta karatA hatA tyAM rAjAnA sipAio doDatA AvyA ne pelA mANusane rAjakumAra pAse beThelA joIne kahe che Ane jaldI pakaDI le. sipAIe AgaLa AvyA tyAM kumAre hAthamAM talavAra kheMcIne kahyuM--khabaradAra ! AgaLa vadhyA che te marI gayA samajajo. sipAIoe kahyuM-bhAI! tame ajANyA che. A mANasa mATe cAra ane lUMTArA che. teNe amArA nagaranA lAkone herAna parezAna karI nAMkhyA che. eTale amAre ene pakaDavA che. kumAre kahyuM je hAya te bhale paNa te mArA zaraNe AvyA che ne meM ene bacAvavAnuM vacana Apyu che. eTale have teA khuda indra Ave te paNa mArI hayAtImAM ene pakaDI zake nahi, tethI sipAIe tenI sAthe laDavA taiyAra thayA. eTale rAjakumAra ane pradhAnaputra baMnee talavAra kheMcI ane sipAiee paNa talavAra kheM.cI. ma"ne sAmAsAmI laDavA lAgyA, paNa kumAranA parAkrama AgaLa sipAio TakI zakayA nahi. tethI bhAgI gayA. e sipAio kozalarAjAnA rakSakA hatA. teo rAjadarabAramAM AvyA ne rAjAne kahyuM ke e rAjakumAro jaMgalamAM AvyA che. temaNe amane harAvIne kADhI mUkayA che. rAjAe kahyuMe e kumArA AgaLa tame ATalA badhA hArI gayA ? sipAIoe madhI vAta karI eTale kozalanareze e e kumArAne harAvavA mATuM sainya mokalyuM. kumArca pAse phakta talavAra hatI jayAre e sainya pAse zatru hatA. laDAI jAmatA kumAre sainyane harAvIne nasADI mUkyuM, eTale kezalanarezane khUba krodha caDhayA. teNe vicAra karyA ke have te

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22 zAradA suvAsa huM jAte ja laDavA jAuM have kezalanareza laDavA mATe Avaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. 2 vyAkhyAna naM. 24 zrAvaNa suda ne 6 budhavAra "saMsAra kevo ? " tA. 9-8-78 sanna baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! jJAnI bhagavaMte pharamAve che ke he bhavya cho jagatamAM AtmakalyANa mATe mUlyavAna cIja hoya te te dharma che. vastu jema kiMmatI hoya tema tene tapAsavAnuM sAdhana paNa sUkSama hoya che. lAkaDA karatAM anAja mUlyavAna che tethI tene mApavAne-taLavAne kAMTo nA hoya che. anAja karatAM tenuM cAMdI vigere kiMmatI che tethI tene mApavAne kAMTo anAjathI nAnuM hoya che ane senAcAMdI karatA hIrA ane rane mUlyavAna hoya che tethI tene tolavAne kAMTe tenAthI paNa sUkSma hoya che AvI rIte jJAnI bhagavaMta kaDe che ke A jagatamAM sauthI vadhAre mUlyavAna vastu dharma che. tethI dharma sUmabuddhithI samajI zakAya che. kAMTo barAbara na hoya te vastunuM mApa barAbara jANuM zakAtuM nathI, tema ApaNuM citta rUpI kAMTe je barAbara na hoya te dharma e keTalI amUlya cIja che tenuM mApa kADhI zakAtuM nathI. dharmatatvane samajavA mATe ApaNI buddhine nirmaLa banAvIne zAMta sthira citte ciMtana karIzuM te samajAze ke Avo uttama mAnavabhava pAmIne mane je jinezvara prabhune dharma maLe che te mahAna kiMmatI che, dharma e saMsAra sAgaramAM anaMta kALathI DUbakI lagAvatAM jIvone mATe dvIpa samAna che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 23 mA adhyayanamAM bhagavAne kahyuM che ke jarA maraNavegeNaM bujjJamANANa pANiNaM / dhammo dIvo paiTThA ya, gaI saraNamuttamaM // 68 // A saMsAra rUpa mahAsamudramAM jarA ane maraNarUpa jaLa che. tenA pravAhamAM prANIo taNAI rahyA che, DUbI rahyA che. temane je kaI Azraya ApanAra hoya te te dharma che. dvIpamAM pANIne pravAha pravezI zakatA nathI tethI samudramAM taNAtA jIvone dvIpa AzrayanuM sthAna che, tevI rIte dharma paNa saMsAranA jIvo mATe eka AzrayanuM sthAna che. je mANasa dharmanA raMge raMgAI jAya che. tenAM janma-maraNa aTakI jAya che. dharma e dareka prakAranA bhayathI mukta karanAra dIvAdAMDI samAna che. jema samudramAM sTImara ane vahANene cetavaNI ApavA mATe dIvAdAMDI rAkhavAmAM Ave che. dIvAdAMDI cetavaNI Ape che ke A tarapha Avaze nahi.

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03 zAradA suvAsa A mArga salAmatI bharelA nathI. ahI khaDakA che, khADA che, A tarapha je vAhanA Avaze te bhAMgIne bhUkko thaI jaze. A mAtra bhayathI bharelA che, tevI rIte dharma paNa saMsAra samudra vacce dIvAdAMDI samAna che. dhama cetavaNI Ape ke huM AtmA ! A saMsAramAM abhimAna, krAya, lAbha rUpI meATA moTA jaththara khaDako che, ane mAyA ne mamatArUpI uMDA khADA che. tenA tarapha dRSTi karaze nahi. enI pAse tame jaze nahi. jo jaze! te rUkhI jazeA. tamArA bhUkkA UDI jaze. tame sa'sAramAM kevI rIte raheA. jema samudramAM hADI tare che, sTImara tare che paNu tenAmAM samudrane pravezavA detI nathI. samudramAM kayAreka vAvAjhoDA thAya che, varasAda paDe che, AMdhI Ave che tyAre hADI hacamacI jAya che paNa enA sukAnI sAmado banIne hADIne kharAkhara sabhALe che eTale bhayakara tAphAnA vacce paNa hoDI taratI rahe che. paNa enAmAM pANI pesavA detI nathI, tevI rIte tame sa'sAramAM rahe| paNa tamArAmAM saMsAra nA rahevA joI e. hADImAM pANI pravezI jAya te hADI DUbI jAya tema jo tamArI jIvana naiyAmAM saMsAra pravezI jaze te hADI DUmI samajo. tamAre hoDIne DUbADavI che ke tAravI che? elA naTubhAI ! ( zreAtAmAMthI avAja: tAravI che. ) jo tAravI hAya tA sa'sArathI alipta rahevuM paDaze. saMsArane tamArA dilamAM praveza karavA devAze nahi. jIvanamAM game teTalI Aphata Ave te samaye AtmArUpI sukAnIe kharAkhara sAbadA banIne naukAne sabhALI levI joIe. khaMdhue ! e naukAne saMbhALavA mATe amegha jaDIbuTTI kaheA tA te dhama che. dhama jenI pAse hAya che tene game teTalI Aphata Ave paNa temAMthI te pAra utarI jaze. mATe tame dhatu zaraNu grahaNa kare. dharmAMnA zaraNu vinA traNu kALamAM uddhAra thavAnA nathI. tame jyAM jAo tyAM dharmane sAthe ne sAthe rAkheA. "arihaMtA saraNu pavajjAmi, siddAsaraNuM pavajAmi, sAhusaraNa pavajjAmi, kevalIpannatta dhama zaraNuM pravAsa. ' A cAra zaraNu rUpa dharmanA svarUpane samajo, ane tene tamArI sAthe ne sAthe rAkhA. ghaNA bhAI e te baheneA mAMgalika sAMbhaLavA Ave che. emane pUchIe ke mAMgalika sAMbhaLavAnuM pratyeAjana zuM che? tyAre ajJAnI mANaso zu kahe ? mArA divasa saphaLa bane, vahepAramAM kamANI thAya ane amArA saMsAra vaibhavathI chalakAtA rahe. ( hasAhasa ). are, mAMgalika sAMbhaLavAnA A hetu che ? nahiM....nahi. mAMgalika sAMbhaLavAnA hetune tame samajyA nathI. mAMgalika sAMbhaLaune aMtaramAM evI bhAvanA karavAnI ke he bhagavAna! huM game tyAM jAuM, game tevI sthitimAM paTakAu paNa he nAtha ! mane tAruM zaraNu hAjo. tArA zaraNAthI huM bhavapAra thaIza. A sivAya bIjI koI paNa IcchiA na hAvI joI e.

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204 zAradA suvAsa jJAnI bhagavaMtA kahe che ke huM AtmA ! saMsAra duHkhamaya che, duHkhanuM mULa che ne duHkhanI 'para'pA che. vizeSAvazyaka bhASyamAM paNa kahyuM che ke saMsaraLa saMsAraH mavAtmAmana jJAtipu. punazramane vA | sa saraNa karavuM eTale eka bhavamAMthI khIjA bhavamAM javu athavA narakAdi cAra gatimAM vAravAra paribhramaNa karavuM tenuM nAma saMsAra che. sUyagaDAya'ga sUtramAM paNa bhagavAne kahyuM che ke " NAMta tuvara vo '' | saMsAra jvaranI samAna ekAMta duHkharUpa che. tame AgamamAM jyAM dRSTi karazeA tyAM ThekANe ThekANe bhagavAne sa MsArane duHkharUpa kahyo che. kayAMya ema nathI kahyuM ke saMsAra sukharUpa che, paNa tame saMsArane kevA mAnA che ? tamane saMsAra kevA lAge che! tamane teAsasAra ka'sAra jevA mIThA lAge che ne ? amArI dRSTie te saMsAra kaMsAra jevA nahi paNa bhaMgAra jevA che. tame paraNavA jAva che tyAre tamArA lagnanA ekeka rivAjo paNa jIvane khAdha Ape che ke, mUrkha ! A saMsAra duHkhanA dAvAnaLa che emAM tu' paDIza nahi, jo paDaye te tArI rAkha thaI jaze, paNa paraNavAnA koDamAM tamane kayAM khyAla Ave che? tame gherathI javA mATe nIkaLeA tyAre tamArI mAtA kakunA cAMllA karIne upara cAkhA coMTADe che. Ane tame zuM mAne dhIrubhAI ? (zreAtAmAMthI avAja: zukana) cAMllA karIne cekhA cADayA emAM ghaNA Adha bharyAM che. kapALe khIjuM kaMi nathI cAMTADatA ne cAkhA ja kema cAMTADe che? jema cAkhA aNIzuddha hAya che tema ghauM' paNa aNIzuddha ja hoya che ne ? paNa cAkhA coMTADavAnu kAraNa juduM che. e mAtA tamArA kapALe cekhA cAMTADIne kahe che beTA ! tu paraNavA bhale jAya che paNa tAruM jIvana cekhA jevuM manAvaje, ghauM vAgyA uge che paNa cAkhA vAvyA ugatA nathI. mATe tArA kapALe cAkhA ceADIne hu' tane AzIrvAda Apu chu ke tArA saMsAra vadhavA na joie. tuM paraNIne sa MsArathI alipta raheje ane evI dhama karaNI karaje ke phrIne janma-maraNu karavA na paDe. ATalA adhA paraNavA gayA, paraNIne AvyA paNa keine AvA vicAra Avye che ? paraNavAnA koDa che ne! tyAM Ave! vicAra kayAMthI Ave? lagnanI kriyAomAM paNa jIvane bedha maLe che. A uparathI samajavu' joIe ke A saMsAra du:khamaya che, duHkhanuM mULa che ne duHkhanI para'parAne vadhAranAra che. saMsAra jo duHkhamaya na hota tA mahApurUSo ene cheData nahi. cha cha khaMDanA svAmI cakravatione tyAM keTalI sAhyabI hoya che, emanI sahAyamAM keTalA devA hoya che. nava-- niSAta ane cauda cauda ratnA emanI pAse hoya che. emane tyAM koI sukhanI kamInA hotI nathI. AvA cakravarti Ane paNa samajAI gayu` ke sa`sAra du:khamaya che, du:khanuM mULa che ne duHkhanI paraMparA vadhAranAra che. te palavAramAM cha khaMDanI sAhyabI cheDIne sa`sArane

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zAradA suvAsa lAta mArIne cAlI nIkaLyA. emane saMsAra choDavA je che ema lAgyuM paNuM tamane zuM lAgyuM che? je saMsAra tamane sAkaranA TukaDA je mI lAge che paNa te sAkara je che ke semala je che te tamane eka daSTAMta ApIne samajAvuM. - eka zrImaMta zreNI che. temane vaibhava-vilAsanI kamInA nathI. evA zreSThIne ghera sauMdaryavAna kanyA paraNIne AvI. saMsAranA mehamAM pAgala banelI kanyA harakhAya che ke ahe! ahIM to svarganA sukha che. lIlA lahera che ane pati paNe devarUpa jevA rUpALA che. pati-patnI baMnene jIvanamAM mAjazekha uDAvavA, bhoga bhegavavA e emanA jIvananuM lakSa hatuM. dharma zuM ne karma zuM enuM emane jJAna na hatuM. pati ke patnI bemAMthI eka je dharma samajatA hoya te eka bIjAne samajAve paNa A te baMne mehamAM pAgala hatA. keNa kene samajAve? zeTha saMsAramAM gaLAbUDa khUMcelA hatA paNa puNyadaye eka vakhata emane keI AtmAthI saMta bheTI gayA. saMte emane samajAvyuM, zeTha! A saMsAra ekAMta duHkhathI bhareluM che. virya jeva , vinusaMpAya caMDha" he zeTha! tame jemAM maha pAmI rahyA che te tamAruM jIvana ane rUpa badhuM vijaLInA camakArA jevuM caMcaLa che. A lakSamIne, paNa zuM bhare che. Aje che ne kAle cAlI jAya. yuvAnI paNa eka divasa naSTa thaI jaze ne vRddhAvasthA AvI jaze. karma keIne cheDatA nathI. AvuM samajIne jIvanamAM kaMIka dhamanI ArAdhanA kare. A zeTha saMsAranA raMgamAM raMgAyelA hatA, mehamAM bhAna bhUlyA hatA paNuM saMtanI vAta temanA gaLe utarI gaI. temane sUtele AtmA jAgRta thaye, ane te dharmanA mArge vaLI gayA. dararoja saMta samAgama kara, sAmAyika pratikramaNa zIkhavuM ane karavuM, tema temane lAgyuM. AthI zeTha daza tithi upavAsa, dharmaArAdhanA, dAna vigere khUba karavA lAgyA. zeThANInA vicAramAM viSane praveza zeThanA jIvanenI dizA badalAI gaI jANuMne saMsAra sukhanI pyAsI zeThANuM paNa manamAM vicAravA lAgI ke zeTha te divase divase dharmaDhIMgalA thatA jAya che. have mArA saMsAranI vADI sUkAvA lAgI. mane zuM sukha ! AthI zeThANuM rAta divasa sUravA lAgI. ghaNI vAra raDatI tyAre zeTha ene dharma tarapha vALavA khUba prayatna karatA paNa bhArekamI jIvane dharmanI vAto kayAMthI rU! eka tarapha zeThanI dharmamAM zraddhA daDha banI tyAre bIjI tarapha zeThanA azubha, karmane udaya thaye. puNyane sitAre asta thayo. cAre taraphathI vahepAramAM kheTa AvI. mAlanA bharelA vahANa guma thayA. cAre bAjuthI nukazAna thatAM sthiti badalAI gaI. kroDapati zeTha garIba thaI gayA. kameM enI sthiti badalAvI paNa dharma pratyenI enI zraddhA raMDha rahI. Aje ghaNAM mANase dharmanA mArge caDhe ane dukha Ave te kaheze ke pahelA dharma nahete karate

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201 zAraDA suthAra tyAre sukhI hatuM ne have dharma karavA lAge tyAre dukhI thaI gaye. mATe have dharma nathI kare. AvA ja paNa paDayA che paNa A zeTha khUba zraddhAvAna che. samajI le. AmAMthI keIne A prasaMga banI jAya te evo vicAra na karaze ke dharma karyo eTale duHkha AvyuM. dharma karanArane kadI duHkha AvatuM nathI. dukha te pitAnA karmothI Ave che. koI paNa bhavanA karmo jIvane satAve che. zeThanI zraddhA te duHkhamAM paNa majabUta che. udAratA ane mAnavatAnI maheMkathI zeThanuM jIvana pavitra che. karmarAjAe evI dazA karI ke khAvAnA sAMsA paDyA. zeTha mahenata majurI karavA lAgyA. have zeThANanA raMgarAga pUrA karavAnI muzkelI paDe che. zeThANuM te ja uThIne kahe ke mAre A joIe, te joIe. zeTha kahe have huM lAvI zakuM tema nathI. je che temAM saMtoSa mAne, tyAre zeThanI sAme game tevA zabdo kahevA lAgI ke je tamAre mane AvuM duHkha ApavuM hatuM te paraNyA zA mATe ? pahelethI khabara nahotI? kaMIka khAnadAna strIo patinA saMga pramANe ghara calAve che ne AbarU vadhAre che. zeThanA karmodaye zeThANI bagaDayA. have samaje, saMsAra ke che? svArtha sare tyAM sudhI sagapaNa - saMsAra sukhanI pyAsI zeThANI manamAM vicAra karavA lAgI ke eka te zeTha dhamaSTha banI gayA che eTale mArI IcchAo pUrI thatI nathI. bIjuM paisAthI paNa khalAsa thayA eTale mAruM badhuM sukha cAlyuM gayuM che. te AvA patinI zI jarUra che? jema DAMgaramAMthI cekhA kADhayA bAda phetarA te phekI devAnA ja heya ne? tema have je pati sukha na Ape te phetarA je ja gaNAya ne? huM ene tyajI dauM. A vicAra karIne zeThANIe dhIme dhIme zeTha pratyethI prema e che karyo. enA dehamAM bheganI Aga bhaDake baLatI hatI eTale te bIjAnA premamAM paDI. AgaLanI satI strIo jIvanamAMthI badhuM jatuM karatI paNa pitAnuM cAritra te javA detI nahi. cAritra mATe kAyA kurabAna karI detI, paNa A te bheganI bhikhAraNa hatI. ene cAritranI paDI na hatI. dhIme dhIme zeTha pratyene prema taddana ocho karI nAkhe. zeThe ene pitAnI ardhAganA mAnI hatI. jenI pAchaLa eka vakhata te pAgala banyA hatA te zeThANI zeThanA sAmuM paNa jetI nathI. zeThANInuM vartana joIne zeThane vahema paDe ke A zeThANuM Ama kema kare che? zeThANIe zeThane bahAragAma mokalavAnI karelI banAvaTa":- A tarapha zeThANIne ene pati saMsAra sukhamAM ADakhIlarUpa lAge. e haze tyAM sudhI mAruM sukha huM nahi bhogavI zakuM. AthI teNe vicAra karyo ke zeThane bahAragAma makalI dauM. eTale dhIme rahIne kahe che, nAtha ! ApaNA pApakarmone udaya che eTale badhI saMpatti cAlI gaI

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zAradA suvAsa 207 ne tame kALI majurI karI che. paNa kAMI maLatu nathI. jo tame bahAragAma kamAvA jA tA ApaNe e paise sukhI thaIe, tyAre zeThe kahyuM-zeThANI ! Ama kema kaheA che? huM. mahenata majurI karIne peTa pUratuM kamA` chuM. zeThANI kahe che paNa khaDAragAma jAva te ATalI mahenata na karavI paDe. zeTha kahe, bhalene ApaNe rATale nai dALa khAIzuM paNa bhegA tA rahI zakIe ne ! atyAre mArA pApakarmonA utkraya che. paNa mane zraddhA che ke jarUra mArA zubha karmanA udaya thaze ne je mArA paisA dabAvIne beThA che te badhA mane sAmethI khelAvaze ne Apaze. ceDA vakhatamAM duHkhanA divase cAlyA jaze. mATe tame zAMti rAkhA, tyAre zeThANIe kahyuM, nAtha ! kismatanI kone khabara che! ghaNI vakhata evu' ane che ke mANasanA bhAgya bahAragAma khIle che. zeThe kahyuM, badhI vAta ThIka che paNa tu mane bahAragAma javA mATe ATale badhA Agraha zA mATe kare che ? zeThANI kahe che mAruM mana kahe che ke tame bahAragAma jAva to sAruM. zeThANIe khahAragAma javA mATe khUba Agraha karyo tyAre zeThanA manamAM thayu` ke sau saunA bhAvA je hAya te bhale hAya paNu jyAre eNe mane bahAragAma ja mAkalavA che te jAu. : zeThANIe karelu kArastAna -zeThe bahAragAma javAnuM nakkI karyuM. zeThANI te rAha ja jotI hatI " kayAre ya A khokhuM' ne ghara thAya cAmuM " manamAM te khUba rAjI thaI paNa uparathI prema batAvatI kahe che, nAtha! tamane rastAmAM khAvA bhAtuM tA joIe ne ? te huM cUramAnA lADu banAvI dauM. zeTha kahe bhale. patnI bahAragAma javA mATe ATalA madhe Agraha kare che eTale zeThane vahema te hatA paNa samajI gayA ke saMsAra asAra che. emAM rAga rAkhavA jevA nathI. mAre tA mArA AtmAnuM kalyANu kema thAya te jovuM che. zeThe duHkhamAM paNa sukha zodhyu ne viSamAM amRta zodhyuM ne javA taiyAra thayA. zeThANIe bhAre jhera nAMkhIne dhIthI lacapacatA cAra lADavA banAvyA. eNe vicAra karyAM ke eka lADavA khAI ne nahiM mare te bIje ne bIjo khAdhe nahi mare te trIjo khAze te marI ja jaze ne chevaTe ceAtheA khAze pachI te jIvatA raheze ja nahi. baMdhuo ! jue, A saMsAra bahu vahu le che ne ? je patnIne peAtAnI mAnI pati tenI pAchaLa peAtAnuM sarvasva khacI nAMkhe che te patnI kevA dagA ke che? paradezI rAjA emanI sUrikatA rANInI pAchaLa pAgala hatA paNa jyAre paradezIne kezIsvAmI jevA jJAnI gurU maLyA ne dharmAMnA mArge vaLyA tyAre sUrikatAne A zeThANInI jema paradezI rAjA DAMgaranA phaitarA jevA lAgyA. te manamAM vicAra karavA lAgI ke pati mane saMsAranu sukha ApatA nathI. mArAmAM ne vidhavAmAM zuM phera che! ene jIvatA rAkhIne zuM kAma che evA vicAra karIne jhera phevA uddI. saMsAra kevA che

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28 zAdA suvAsa -saMsAra kevo che, bhaMgAra jevuM che, uparathI mehaka che paNa bhItara bhUDe che, tAga maLe nA jene e uDe uDe che. saMsAra e kaMsAra nahi paNa bhaMgAra che. barAbara samajI leje. paradezI rAjA chaThThanA pAraNe chaThTha karatA hatA tyAre sUrikaMtAe pAraNAne divase paradezI rAjAne bhejanamAM jhera ApyuM, emanA paheravAnA vastromAM ne besavAnA AsanamAM badhe jhera nAMkhyuM. rAjAe pAraNuM karyuM. thoDI vAramAM nasenasamAM jhera paragaNyuM. paradezI rAjA samajI gayA ke mane rANIe jhera ApyuM che paNa kezIsvAmI pAsethI dharma, karmanA svarUpane barAbara samajyA hatA eTale emane jhera pacAvavuM kaThaNa na lAgyuM. emaNe rANIne deSa na dIdhe, paNa pitAnA kane doSa dIdhe. A zeThanI ragerage dharmanI zraddhA hatI. ene khabara na hatI ke zeThANIe laDavAmAM jhera nAMkhyuM che. zeTha reja ekAsaNA karatA hatA eTale zeThANI kahe che, he nAtha! ahIMthI ekAsaNuM karIne jAo te ciMtA nahi. zeThe kahyuM nA, savAramAM vahelo ThaMDA prahare nIkaLI jaIza, paNa zeThANIe kahyuM, nA, huM ekAsaNuM karAvIne ja javA daIza. pAchI prema te e batAve che ke jANe satI na hoya! A zeThanA pratye prema nathI paNa enA peTamAM do che ke ekAsaNuM karyA vinA jAya ne je cAra pAMca mAIlamAM jaIne lADavA khAya te marI jAya che prakaraNa ubhuM thAya te karatAM ekAsaNuM karIne jAya te bIje divase bapere khAze. tyAM te daza paMdara mAIla dUra jatAM raheze. pachI kaMI ciMtA nahi. e enA poInTamAM ramatI hatI. zeThe kahyuM ke bhale, tyAre ekAsaNuM karIne jaIza. eTale zeThANIe jaladI jaladI raI banAvIne zeThane ekAsaNuM karAvyuM. thoDIvAra ArAma karIne zeTha pelA cAra lADavAnI piTalI, ane eka derI leTe laIne navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karI gharamAMthI vidAya thayA. zeThANane thayuM-hAza, have gharamAMthI naDatara gayuM. huM zAMtithI sukha bhegavIza. "zeThanI vahAre Avela dhama: A tarapha zeTha navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karatAM karatAM pAMceka mAIla cAlyA tyAM sAMja paDI eTale eka jhADa nIce besIne sAmAyika pratikramaNa karyA ne pachI sUI gayA. bIje divase sAmAyika pratikramaNa karIne cAlavA mAMDyuM. bIjA pAMca mAIla cAlyA eTale khUba bhUkha lAgI. thAka paNa - khUba lAgyo hato. cAlatAM cAlatAM eka kU AvyuM. e joIne zeThe vicAra karyo ke A jagyA sArI che. bAjumAM vRkSa paNa che te huM pANI kADhIne ahIM besIne ekAsaNuM karI lauM. A vicAra karIne zeThe kUvAmAMthI pANI kADhayuM, hAtha-paga dheyA ne jhADa nIce besI lADavAnI piTalI cheDI. manamAM vicAra karyo ke be lADavA Aje khAI jAuM ne be kAle khAIza. A vicAra karIne be lADavA kADhayA. manamAM ciMtavaNa

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zAha- suvAsa kare che ke mane kaMI saMtane vega maLI jAya te kevuM sAruM! vaherAvIne kahA lauM. kAraNa ke unuM pANI nathI tethI ekAsaNunA badale eka TaMka khAIne paccakhANa karIza, paNa A vagaDAmAM bhega kayAMthI maLe ? dharma upara ajaba zraddhA hatI eTale khAtA pahelA navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karyuM. pAMca miniTa navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karI lADa khAvAnI taiyArI kare che tyAM vIsa-paccIsa kUtarA zeThanI AjubAju pharI vaLyA. lADavAnuM baTakuM laIne moDhAmAM mUkavA jAya che tyAM kUtarA tenA hAthamAMthI tarApa mArIne laI levA jAya che. zeDanA manamAM thayuM ke A kUtarA bhUkhyA lAge che. ene baTaku ApavA jAya che paNa e khAtA nathI ne zeThane khAvA detA nathI. zeTha te kUtarAne kADhavA keTalA vAnA kare che paNa ekeya kUtaruM tyAMthI khasatuM nathI. zeTha lADe meDhAmAM mUkavA jAya che tyAM tarApa mAre che. keI hisAbe kUtarA zeThanA meDhAmAM lADave javA detA nathI. zeTha vicAra kare che ke hamaNuM te eke ya kUtaruM nahatuM ne ATalA badhA kyAMthI AvyA? A kUtarA khAtA nathI ne maneya khAvA detA nathI. ThIka tyAre Aje huM upavAsa karI lauM. jyAM upavAsanA paccakhANa karyA tyAM badhA kUtarA alepa thaI gayA. zeTha vicAra kare che ke A badhuM zuM? chevaTe lADavA bAMdhI zeTha AgaLa vadhyA. rastAmAM rAta paDatA sUI gayA. pAchA cAlyA, tyAM eka taLAva AvyuM eTale zeThe vicAra karyo ke Aje A taLAvanI pALe besIne eka TaMkanuM khAI lauM. zeThe jyAM lADa hAthamAM lIdhe tyAM kA kA karatAM ghaNuM kAgaDA zeThanI AsapAsa AvIne besI gayA. zeTha lADa moDhAmAM mUkavA jAya tyAM kAgaDA cAMca mArIne lADe paDAvI nAkhe che. zeThane thayuM ke A zuM, huM jamavA besuM chuM tyAM A kAgaDA kayAMthI AvyA ? bhUkha khUba lAgI che paNa khAI zakatA nathI, temaja lADa mUke che te kAgaDA khAtA nathI. zeThe vicAra karyo ke Aje paNa mAre khAvuM nathI. upavAsa karuM. zeThe chaThThanA paccakhANa karyA, eTale kAgaDA badhA adazya thaI gayA. tyAre zeThanA manamAM vicAra thayo ke lADavAmAM kaMIka che. chevaTe zeTha rAtre jaMgalamAM rokAIne savAre keI eka gAmanA pAdaramAM AvyA. tyAM eka dharmazALA jeI eTale manamAM vicAra karyo ke A dharmazALAnA eTale besIne pAraNuM karuM. zeTha bicArA hAtha paga dhe pANI lAvIne eTale chakUnuM pAraNuM karavA bese che tyAM paTAvALe AvIne kahe che te bhikhAra ! ahIM zA mATe beThe che? te kahe-bhAI! khAvA beThe che, tyAre paTAvALe rUAba karIne kahe che uTha, ubhuM thA ahIMthI A tAre khAvA besavAnI jagyA nathI. ema karIne uThADyA. bIje jaIne beThA te tyAMthI paNa uThADyA. Ama traNa cAra jagyAe gayA paNa temane koIe besavA na dIdhA, tyAre ze vicAra karyo ke mane Aje paNa keI lADavA khAvA detuM nathI te mAre have khAvuM. nathI. ema kahIne aThThamanA paccakhANa karyA zA. su. 14

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zAradA suvAsa | mRtyunA paMjAmAMthI zeThane thayelo chUTakAre" - zeThe vicAra karyo ke kayAM jAuM ahIM te kaI besavA detuM nathI. traNa traNa divasanA upavAsa thayA. have cAlavAnI zakti nathI. lAva, dhIme dhIme huM zamazAnamAM pahoMcI jAuM. tyAM mane kaI uDADaze nahiM. zeTha te zamazAnamAM pahoMcI gayA. tyAM eka jhADa nIce jaIne baMgalAmAM sUtA hoya tema ArAmathI sUI gayA. ghasaghasATa uMgha AvI gaI. madharAta thaI eTale tyAM cAra cere corI karIne mAvanA piTalA laIne AvyA ne zeDa je jhADa nIce sUtA hatA tyAM AvyA. core kahe che ApaNe mAlane bhAga pADIe, tyAre eka core kahyuM. ahIM eka mANasa sUta che. tyAre bIjAe kahyuM bhale sUta. e te maDadAla je lAge che. enA mukha upara mAkhI uDADavAnI paNa trevaDa nathI. nirbhaya rahe ne bhAga pADo. bhAga pADavA besatAM pahelAM eka cora kahe che A sute che enA mAthe paNa piTalI paDI che. te paNa bhegI laI laIe. 'baMdhuo ! jIvane saMteSa che! "dI rAho tahAM sodo, sAhA roho para " jema jema manuSyane lAbha maLatuM jAya che tema tema vadhatuM jAya che. A core corI karIne ghaNuM dhana lAvyA hatA paNa eka nAnakaDI piTalI joIne mana lalacAI gayuM. mANasane game teTaluM maLe paNa saMteSa thatuM nathI. agnimAM ghI nAkhe te agni vadhatI ja jAya che tema tRSNAvata manuSyane jema maLe tema lebha vadhatuM jAya che. cera lAkhanA mAla lAvyA che e sateSa na thaya ne pelA zeThanI piTalI laI AvyA. piTalI choDI te DabbAmAM cAra lakavA hatA. A joIne caro kahe che, alyA! A ghInA lacapacatA lADu kevA mejhAnA che! ApaNe pahelA lADavA khAIe pachI bhAga pADIe. ApaNe cAra chIe ne lADavA, paNa cAra che. ekeka khAI laIe, tyAre eka cera kahe che e bicAre bhUkhe to hazemATe be rAkhe ne bemAMthI badhA khAIe, tyAre eka kahe che e te game te ApaNe khAI le ne, paNa pele cAra kahe che nA, chevaTe eka te rAkhe. tyAre ja kahyuM kudarate ApaNe cAra chIe ne lADavA paNa cAra che, eTale cAre jaNuM ekeka laDa khAI gayA. bhAre jhera nAMkhyuM che eTale lADe peTamAM gaye ne 1 kalAkamAM nasenase tUTavA lAgI. tethI cAre vicAra kare che ke nakkI lADavAmAM jhera che. keI upAya thAya te jhera nIkaLI jAya, tema vicArI ubhA thayA ke paDyA ne tarata temanA prANa cAlyA gayA. ahAhA...lADavAne meha karyo te prANa gumAvyA ne? je ati lebha kare che tenI AvI dazA thAya che. AvI dazA je na thavA devI hoya te samajIne saMtoSanA gharamAM AvI jAva. pelA zeTha savAra paDatAM jAgyA ne joyuM te be cAra jaNane sUtelA joyA. emanA manamAM thayuM ke A cAra jaNe keNa haze ? lAvane jarA tapAsa karuM. zeTha ubhA thaIne jovA jAya te cAreya jaNAnA zarIra lIlA

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zAradA suvAsa kAca jevA thaI gayA che. aho ! A te jhera caDyuM che. tyAM pitAnA lADavAnI piTalI na je. eTale zeTha paristhiti samajI gayA. nakakI A leke mArA lADavA khAI gayA haze. lADavAmAM mArI patnIe jhera nAMkhyuM haze. mane mArI nAMkhavA mATe ja eNe A kAvatru karyuM che. arere...ekalAe lADavA khAdhA hatA te huM ekale mArI jAta paNa A bicArA cAra cAra jaNa marI gayA. mArA nimitte emanuM mota thayuM ! zeTha khUba pazcAtApa karavA lAgyA. dhamaSTha AtmA ke vicAra kare che! hAza huM bacI gaye tema na vicAryuM. zeThane e paNa bhAna thayuM ke mane mArA dharmo ja bacAvyuM che. huM traNa traNa vakhata lADavA khAvA beThe paNa mane khAvA na dIdhA. emAM koI devatAI saMketa he joIe. ghaNuM kahe che ne ke dharma zuM karavAne? dharmanuM pratyakSa phaLa amane batAve. bhAI! dharmanuM phaLa pratyakSa na dekhAya paNa samaya Avye karelo dharma ApaNuM rakSaNa kare che. cAronA piTalA paDelA hatA. ahIM zeTha sivAya bIjuM kaI hatuM nahi. zeTha dhArata te badhuM laI leta paNa tema nahi karatA cAremAMthI thoDA thoDA kiMmatI ratna lIdhA. te paNa anicchAe lIdhA. piTalA te tyAM ja paDI rahyA. zeTha zeDuM jhaverAta laIne cAlatA thayA. bIjA dhananI sAme dRSTi paNa na karI. A samaye Ajane mAnavI zuM kare? badhuM saheje maLyuM che tema mAnata, zeThe jhaverAtamAMthI be kiMmatI hIrA vecIne paisA meLavI lIdhA. have zeThane paisAnI jarUra na hatI ke emane ghera paNa javuM na hatuM, paNa patnIne jANa karavI hatI eTale paisAmAMthI sArA kapaDA, dAgInA badhuM lAvyA. te meTA rasAlA sAthe pitAnA gAmanA pAdare AvyA. zeThe vicAra karyo ke jaldI pracAra karavo hoya te kuvAne koTho sAre. (hasAhasa) nyujha peparanI jarUra na paDe. zeThe bolAvelI zeThANInI dRSTi : zeThe kUvAnI sAme eka taMbu tANe. suMdara vastro paheryA. zuM mANasa ane nokara cAkare zeThane khammA khammA kare che. zeDa makhamalanI gAdIe besIne je kaI Ave che tene chUTe hAthe dAna Ape che. kuve je bahene Ave te badhA jevA Ave che ke keNa rAjA AvyA che? je Ave che tene zeTha bebe paisA Ape che. AthI A vAta zeThANIne pahoMcI. leke aMdaroaMdara vAta karavA lAgyA ke A te aThavADiyA pahelA kamAvA gayA hatA te ja zeTha che. zuM ATha divasamAM ATaluM badhuM dhana kamAIne AvyA? zeThANI vicAre che ke e Ave tevuM meM rAkhyuM nathI ne kayAMthI AvyA? badhA lake kahevA lAgyA. tethI zeThANuM jovA mATe AvI ane camakI. aha ! meM te emane jhera nAMkhIne lADavA ApyA hatA te zuM khAdhA nahi hoya ! ane ATha divasamAM ATaluM badhuM kamAIne AvyA? meM te bekhuM kADhIne ghara cekhuM karyuM hatuM ne A te pAchuM kheDuM AvyuM. (hasAhasa). zeThane ThAThamATha jotAM lAgyuM ke ghaNuM lAvyA che. eTale raDatI rAtI kahe che nAtha!

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zAradA sumAra che Apane bahAragAma mokalyA paNa pachI mane bahu pastA thaye. meM te ATha divasa ApanA viyegamAM gurI garIne kAyA che. nAtha ! ATha divasa te mArA ATha bhapha jevA gayA che. hasAhasa) nAtha ! ghera padhAro. zeThe kahyuM-zeThANuM huM badhuM jANuM chuM. zeThe marmakArI bhASAmAM kahI dIdhuM ke tame te mane evI lAMbI vATe kamAvA meka hatuM ke huM pAcho AvuM ja nahi. sUtele pachI uThuM nahi. tamAre mArA upara keTale ne ke prema che tenuM mApa nIkaLI gayuM. mane te mArA dharme bacAvyuM che. have mAre ghera AvavAnuM keI prajana nathIhuM te mArA gurU pAse jaIne dIkSA levAne chuM. huM te tane eka vAra bhAna karAvavA Avyo chuM ke A saMsAra duHkhamaya che, duHkhanuM mULa che ne duHkhanI paraMparA che. - "saMsAra viSaya kaSAyane akhADe che, svArthanuM samarAMgaNa che, matalabanuM medAna che, dAvapecanuM kArakhAnuM che te saMjJAonuM sAmrAjya che." che A vAta mane barAbara samajAI gaI che, eTale huM dIkSA levAne chuM. zeThe dIkSAne nirNaya karyo eTale ugharANIvALA je paisA nahetA ApatA temane sAmethI kAgaLa Avyo ke zeTha! tamArI ugharANunA paisA laI jAva. vahANa guma thayA hatA tenA samAcAra AvyA ke ApanA mAlathI bharelA vahANa guma thayA hatA te maLI gayA che. Ama sAmethI kahevA AvyA. zeThe vicAra karyo ke have mAre saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. mAre dIkSA levI che. game teTalI saMpati heya mAre zI jarUra che? zeThe je saMpatti maLI temAMthI zeThANa jiMdagIbhara khAya teTaluM rAkhIne dIkSA mahetsavamAM badhI vAparI. zeThANa niSphara banyA paNa zeTha evA niSphara na banyA. mArA bhAIo ne bahene! zeThane saMpatti sAmethI AvI to paNa varAgyathI pAchA napharyA. bele te kharA ke tame zuM kare? (hasAhasa) zeThane saMsAranA svarUpanuM barAbara bhAna thayuM hatuM ke saMsAra duHkhamaya che, duHkhanuM mULa che ne duHkhanI paraMparA che. jyAM duHkhane dAvAnaLa saLage che tyAM zA mATe rahevuM ? ema samajIne nIkaLI gayA, paNa tamane haju saMsAra dAvAnaLa lAgatuM nathI. lAgaze tyAre kSaNavAra ubhA nahi raho. AtmasAdhanAmAM joDAI jaze. ApaNe jemanA pUrvabhavanI vAta cAle che te AtmAo paNa saMsAra choDIne dIkSA le che. aparAjitakumAra ane maMtrIputre kezalanarezanA sainyane harAvI dIdhuM eTale kezalanarezane khUba kola Avyo ane pite sainya laIne laDavA Ave. kezalanareza AvyA eTale aparAjitakumAra eka kUdako mArIne hAthI upara caDhI gayA ne mahAvatane bhaya pheMkI lo, pachI nirbhayapaNe rAjA sAme yuddha karavA lAge. A kumArane yuddha karate joIne eka maMtrIe kahyuM, mahArAjA ! Ape A kumArane oLakhe ? A te siMhapuranA rAjA harinaMdIne

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phATha 1 . zAradA suvAsa putra che. kezalanareze kahyuM-heM ! mArA mitrane putra mArI sAthe laDe che? rAjA kumAranuM pAkama joIne khuza thayA ane tarata laDAI baMdha karI kumArane maLavA deDayA. kumArane bheTI paDIne kahe che, beTA ! siMhane putra siMha jevuM ja hoya ! harinaMdI te mArA khAsa mitra che. tuM harinaMdIne putra eTale mAre ja putra che. mATe have tuM mArA mahele cAla, tyAre rAjakumAre zIra jhUkAvIne kahyuM ke Apa vaDIlanI AjJA zire mAnya karuM chuM paNa cerane mApha karI de. have te corI nahi kare tenI huM khAtrI ApuM chuM. core kahyuM ke have huM cArI nahi karuM, temaja aparAdhanI mAphI mAMguM chuM eTale rAjAe tene mApha karyo ne kumAra ane maMtrIputrane bhavya svAgata karI rAjyamAM lAvyA. aparAjita kumAranI buddhi ane bAhozI joIne kezalanareze vicAra karyo ke mArI putrI kanakamAlA maTI thaI che te aparAjitakumAra sAthe paraNavuM, tema vicArI rAjAe kahyuM, he kumAra ! tamAre mArI eka mAMgaNane svIkAra kare paDaze. ' kumAre kahyuM zuM? rAjA kahe ke mArI dIkarI sAthe lagna kare. kuMvare nA pADI paNa rAjAne khUba Agraha hate eTale lagna karavA paDyA. aparAjitakumAranA kanakamAlA sAthe khUba dhAmadhUmathI lagna thayA. thaDA divasa tyAM rokAyA. pachI eka divasa kumAre maMtrIputrane kahyuM-bhAI! ApaNe te dezaparadeza paryaTana karavA javuM che ne ahIM AvIne kedakhAnAmAM pUrAI gaye hoya tema lAge che have ApaNe rAjAnI pAse javAnI AjJA mAMgIzuM te kaheze ke kanyAne laI jAva. te strI dezavideza paryaTanamAM ApaNane baMdhanarUpa thaze. enA karatAM ApaNe keIne kahA vinA ja ahIMthI rAtre chAnAmAnA cAlyA jaIe. maMtrIputre kahyuM, paNa bicArI kanakamAlAnuM zuM thaze? kumAre kahyuM-thoDA divasa raDaze. bIju zuM thavAnuM che? paNa ApaNe have ahIM rahevuM nathI. nakkI karyA mujaba baMne jaNe badhAne uMghatA mUkIne madharAtrie dUra cAlI nIkaLyA. "raDatI abaLAne vahAre aparAjitakumAra - aparAjitakumAra ane vimala baMdha kumAra baMne jaNa dUra dUra jaMgalamAM cAlyA jAya che. tyAM dUra dUrathI kaI strI karUNa vare rUdana karatI hoya evo avAja saMbhaLAya. eTale A baMne jaNa te tarapha cAlavA najIka AvatAM eka maMdira joyuM. maMdiramAM kaI strI rUdana karatI belatI hatI ke mane keI bAya -bacAve. A pApInA paMjImAMthI choDAve. he bhagavAna! zuM mane choDAvanAra keI dayALu nahi maLe ! AvI karUNa cIse sAMbhaLIne kumAra ane maMtrIputra ane maMdiramAM gayA. te aMdara eka citA saLage che tenI sAme eka strIne gADha baMdhane bAMdhIne ubhI rAkhI che, ane eka purUSa tIkSNa talavAra laIne tenI pAse ubhe che. A joIne kumAra e purUSanI sAme talavAra kheMcIne be -he duSTa ! he narAdhama! te A strIne zA mATe bAMdhI che ane strI upara tuM zuM bahAdurI batAve che! jo tuM sAce marada hoya te

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214 zAradA suvAsa medAnamAM mArI sAme AvI jA. pele purUSa vidyAdhara hatuM. eTale tenI pAse ghaNI vidyAo ne zakti hatI. tethI chAtI phulAvIne teNe kahyuM-je tAre jIvatA rahevuM hoya te tuM AvyuM che te cAlyo jA. haju te vadhAre belavA jato hato tyAM te kumAra talavAra kheMcIne tenI sAme dha. baMne jaNe laDavA lAgyA. khagayuddhamAM kaI kaIne harAvI zakayuM nahi tyAre paga mUkI daIne bane bhujAthI laDavA lAgyA paNa keInI hAra ke jIta na thaI. baMne sarakhA utaryA. have vidyAdhara enI vidyAne prayoga karaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. Aje mAsakhamaNanA gharane pavitra divasa che. ApaNe tyAM bhAIone ne bahenone tapazcaryAnI maMgala zarUAta thaI gaI che. jemane mAsakhamaNa tapanI ArAdhanA karavI hoya tene AjathI karavAnI che. ApaNuM AtmAne jagADanAruM A dhara che. tapa vagara karma baLavAnA nathI. tapanI gADImAM besI jAva. ghaNA bhAI-bahene tapa ArAdhanAmAM joDAI gayA che. tapanI gADI upaDaze, besavA Avaje re lola, malADa zaherathI upaDaze, besavA Ava re lola vyAkhyAna na-25 zrAvaNa suda 7ne gurUvAra tA. 10--78 anaMtajJAnI sarvajJa bhagavaMte pharamAve che ke he AtmAo ! bhUtakALamAM anaMtIvAra manuSya banIne saMsAra sukha mATe anaMtA prayatna tame karyA chatAM paNa sukha sthira thayuM nahi. hA, tamAruM mAneluM sukha maLyuM ne aMte cAlyuM gayuM. A sukha kaMI sAcuM sukha kahevAya? sAcuM sukha te mikSanuM sukha che. sAcuM sukha meLavavuM hoya te pahelAM cittanI sthiratA joIze. cittane sthira karIne bAra bhAvanAo upara vicAra kare. bAra bhAvanAmAM sauthI pahelI anitya bhAvanA che. temAM prathama ApaNuM zarIra upara daSTi karIe ke A zarIra kevuM che? ene svabhAva ke che? ene sAcavavA keTaluM kare che? natyAna zarIerLa, vaimavI ra di zAzvatA" zarIra, anitya che, ane jenI pAchaLa tame rAta divasa mahenata kare che te dhana paNa azAzvata che. jene nitya zuM, anitya zuM tene khyAla nathI tevA che tene mATe AkhI jiMdagI veDaphI nAMkhe che, tyAre mahAnapurUSe kahe che ke he bhavya che ! tame anityanI pAchaLa anaMtA janma ApyA ne nityanI pAchaLa eka bhava paNa nahi Ape ? are! aDadhI jiMdagI paNa nahIM? jiMdagIne trIjo bhAga paNa nahIM Ape?

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zAradA suvAsa 215 traNa bhAga nahi te chevaTe pA bhAga paNa Apaze ke nahi ? nityanI pAchaLa pa jiMdagI paNa je nahi Ape te pachI zuM thaze? jiMdagI emAM pUrI karaze te paNa tamArI sAthe kaMI nahi Ave. dhana sAthe nahi Ave, tana pAchaLa rahI jAve, pApa puNya Avaze sAthamAM pApa taNe huM badhuM bhAre, mata pachI mAthe rahenAro. jamAM janme tyAM thAya akA, uMDA dukhamAM DubAvedhana sAthe 13 anitya tana ane dhananI pAchaLa AkhI jiMdagI homI deze te paNa aMte badhuM choDIne maravAnuM che. e te khabara che ne ? sAthe eka talabhAra paNa AvavAnuM nathI e vAtane pUre khyAla che ne ? marIne kayAM javAnuM che enI khabara che? anityanI sAdhanAmAM je jiMdagI pUrI karIne mare che tenI gati sArI thatI nathI. e te khabara che ne? AvuM te tame ghaNI vAra sAMbhaLyuM che. have eka vAta tame samajI lo ke jene mUkIne eka divasa khAlI hAthe javAnuM che enI pAchaLa tana, mana, dhana ane jiMdagIne kiMmatI samaya gumAvI devAne ane je puNyarUpI dhana, sArA saMskAra ane dharma sAthe AvanAra che enI pAchaLa meM keTale samaya kharo ? hamaNAM ja gItanI kaDImAM kahyuM ne ke tana ane dhana te ahIM ja rahI jaze ne ene mATe karelA pApa mArI sAthe Avaze. devAnupriye ! AvuM samajyA pachI nitya vastu kone kahevAya ane anitya vastu kone kahevAya te jANavuM paDaze. AtmA ane AtmAne dharma nitya che ane AtmAthI para je tana, dhana, vastro, khAnapAna vigere je je padArtho che te badhA anitya che. nitya evA AtmAne nityanI sAthe ja dastI karAvI deze. cetanane jaDanI stI karavI na zobhe. je jaDa pite staMDa vagaranuM che, jenAmAM nehane chAMTe nathI, je ApaNA AtmAnI leza paNa ciMtA karatuM nathI paNa ene rAga AtmAne seMkaDe ciMtAe karAve che. aneka lo ane upAdhio ubhA kare che, aneka pApa karAve che ane maraNa bAda tamAM pheMkI daI karma sarakAra pAse keraDAnA mAra khavaDAve che, janma-maraNanI ghANImAM palAve che, kAramI bhUkha-tarasa, TADha ane tApanA kaSTa apAve che ne sAcA sukhathI vaMcita rAkhe che. evA jaDa ane anityanI prIti zA mATe karavI joIe ! bele, have tamane samajAya che ne ke anitya-jaDane rAga cheDavA jevo che. je viSanA saMge caDhIne AtmA durguNI banya, durAcArI ane pApI bane tene saMga zA mATe karavuM joIe? saMga kare te vItarAga devane kare, saddagurUone kare, zAne kare ane kalyANamitra evA sAdharmika baMdhane kare. je AtmAne pApanA bhArI; haLave banAve, pavitra banAve ene kare ne enI sAthe gADha prIti, bAMdhe. bhavAI

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zAradA suvAsa, bhamADe te bhega ane bhavathI tAre te tyAga" mATe anitya evA bhegane tyAga karIne tyAga sAthe prIti bAMdhe. mekSaprApti mATe tyAga avazya kare paDaze. bhegathI mAnava jIvananI barabAdI che ane tyAgathI mAnava jIvananI AbAdI che, mATe AtmAne tyAga tarapha vALyA sivAya chUTake nathI, paNa jyAM sudhI kALane paripAka ane bhavyatya paripAka thatuM nathI tyAM sudhI jIvane mekSa ane mokSanI vAte kayAMthI rUce? kALane paripAka eTale caramAvartanI prApti. jIva caramAvartAmAM AvyA pachI AtmAne zuM hitakArI che ke zuM ahitakArI che tenI vicAraNA kare che. mArA AtmAne mokSagatine mahemAna banAvavA mATe zuM hitakArI che? tyAga ke bhoga? saMvara ke Azrava ? maithuna ke brahmacarya ? dAna ke parigraha sadAcAra ke durAcAra? ke vairAgya rAga kSamA ke krodha? abhimAna ke namratA? lebha ke saMtoSa? dukAna ke dharmasthAnaka dharma ke pApa? paisA ke paramAtmA? samakita ke mithyAtva? baMdhuo ! tame AvI vicAraNA kadI karI che kharI? ke ema ne ema jIvananI gADI hAMke rAkhI che? mekSamArganI ArAdhanA karavI hoya te heya ane upAdeyanuM spaSTa jJAna meLavIne je AtmAne hitakArI ya tenI upAsanA karavAnI che. atyAra sudhI jIve kaMI hitAhitane viveka na karyo hoya paNa have A uMcuM vItarAga zAsana pAmIne AtmAnI daSTie sAruM zuM ne kharAba zuM? hitakArI zuM? ahitakArI zuM ? ene uMDo vicAra karavAnuM che. bAkI to eka kIDI jevA prANIne paNa eTalI te saMjJA hoya che ke A sArUM ne A kharAba. juo, tame eka glAsamAM sAkaranuM pANI mUke ane eka glAsamAM karIyAtAnuM pANI mUke. kIDIo kenI tarapha deDI jaze? sAkaranA pANInA valAsa tarapha ja ne? ene paNa eTalI saMjJA che ke sAkaranuM pANI mIThuM che ne karIyAtAnuM pANI kaDavuM che. te manuSya je manuSya A viSaya sAro ne A viSaya kharAba che. eTalethI ja aTakI jAya te e mAnava zene? ene te viziSTa jJAna hovuM joIe ne? eka subhASitakAre kahyuM che ke "jevAM vipu tirmavati na tana manuSAra zvetA" je manuSyane viSayamAM rati-prema che temane manuSyanI keTImAM na gaNavA, eTale ke tiryacAnI keTImAM gaNavA, viSa te tiya bhegave che ke manuSya paNa bhagave che emAM te keI vizeSatA nathI, paNa mAnavabhavanI je kaI vizeSatA hoya te tyAgathI che. manuSya je manuSya thaIne paNa je te viSamAM ramaNatA karate heya te te bhAspada nathI. meTe yuvAna mANasa retImAM ghara banAve ne retImAM ja rame te tame ene ke kaheze? pAgala ja kaheze ne ? evI rIte jJAnIonI daSTie je viSayenI ramata rame e pAgala lAge. je viSane jagatanA anaMta chAe anaMtI vAra bhegavIne eMThA karIne chekama che. evA viSane hoMze hoMze bhegavavAmAM mAnavanI zobhA kharI? atyAra sudhImAM vikane viSanuM pAna karIne duniyAmAM koNa tRpta thayuM che e te batAve, Agane olavavA

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zAradA suvAsa 217 keI gAMDa mANasa keresInanA DabbA lAvIne temAM nAMkhe te e Aga karI bUjhAze kharI? Agane olavavA kerosInanA DabbA joIe ke pANInA baMbA? AvI rIte vAsanAnI Agane olavavA tame viSe rUpI navAnavA kerosInanA DabbA nAMkhyA karaze te Aga olavAze ke vadhaze? vAsanAnI Agane olavavA mATe te vairAgya rUpa pANInA baMbA joIze. vairAgya pachI jAnamAM tyAga Avaze ane tyAga AvyA pachI jIvananI majhA alaukika haze ! bhagavAne siddhAMtamAM jyAM juo tyAM tyAga ane vairAgyanI vAta karI cheApaNe ne manAtha bhagavAnanA pUrvabhavanI vAta cAle che. bhAvimAM nemanAtha banavAvALA atyAre aparAjitakumAra banyA che ane rAjesatI prItimatI banaze. aparAjitakumAra bALapaNathI ja keTalA zUravIra ne popakArI che, kahyuM che ne ke "vizvavyApi hinati taraNi bolapi kapAMkare.haju sUryane udaya thayuM nathI te pahelAM ugatA sUryanA kiraNothI A jagata upara vyApelA aMdhakArane nAza thAya che, tema A aparAjitakumAra haju te keTalA nAnA che paNa enAmAM khamIra keTaluM badhuM che! karUNA keTalI badhI che ke strInA rUdanane avAja sAMbhaLIne baMne mitre tyAM gayA ane eka strIne baMdhanethI bAMdhelI I. sAme eka purUSa talavAra laIne ubhe hate. enA pAzamAMthI strIne choDAvavA mATe nirbhayapaNe yuddha karavA lAge. vividha prakAre yuddha karyuM paNa bemAMthI ekeyanI hAra ke jIta na thaI. pele mANasa vidyAdhara hato. eTale vidyAnA baLe eNe aparAjitakumAra upara nAgapAza pheMke tyAre kumAre nAgapAzane teDIne TukaDe TukaDA karI nAMkhyA. vidyAre tene harAvavA mATe bIjI ghaNu vidyAone praveza karyo, paNa badhA vyartha gayA. A rIte laDatA laDatA savAra paDavA AvI. "vidyAdharanI sAthe laDAI karatAM aparAjita thayela vijaya" - aparAjitakumAre lAga joIne vidyAdharanA mAthAmAM talavAra mArI eTale vidyAdhara bebhAna thaIne paDI gayuM pachI kumAre bAMdhelI kanyA tarapha dRSTi karI, te kumAra ane vidyAdhara laDatA hatA tyAre pradhAnaputre kanyAnA baMdhana kApI nAMkhyA hatA. e bALA rUparUpane avatAra hatI jANe svargamAMthI apsarA ja na utarI heya! A kanyAne aparAjitakumArane jotAM temanA pratye neha jAye. kumArane paNa tenA pratye prIti jAgI, paNa pele vidyAra bebhAna banI gayeA hato eTale dayALu rAjakumAra tene khoLAmAM laIne tene mAthe zItaLa, pANI chUTavA lAge. DI vAre vidyAdharanI mUcha utarI eTale AMkha khelI te jeNe talavAra mArI hatI te ja meLAmAM pote sUtele che, ne mAthe pANIne chaMTakAva kare che. A joIne vidyAdharanA dilamAM thayuM ke A keI pavitra purUSa che. je mAre duzamana hoya che mane bacAvavA na Ave. vidyAre kumArane kahyuM-bhAI! tame te mahAna pavitra purUSa ema

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zAradA suvAsa tame mane harAvIne mArA upara mahAna upakAra karyo che, ane huM eka strI hatyAnA pApathI bacI gayo chuM huM ApanA jeTalA guNa gAuM teTalA ochA che, tyAre kumAre kahyuM -bhAI! tuM keNa che? ane te A strIne zA mATe baMdhanamAM nAMkhI hatI te huM jANavA mAMguM chuM. tuM mane kahe. "pApane pazcAtApa karatA vidyAdhara - vidyAdhare kahyuM-bhAI! mArA mAthAmAM khUba darda thAya che. mATe tame ema kare. A mArI kamare eka daivI maNa ane eka mULIdhuM bAMdheluM che. tene tame choDIne pANImAM maNIne dhaMI nAMkhe. maNane dhoyelA pANImAM mULIyuM ghasIne mArA mAthe lagADe eTale mArA mAthAne ghA rUjhAI jaze ne pIDA zAMta thaze. pachI huM Apane badhI vAta karIza, tethI kumAre e pramANe karyuM, eTale vidyAdhara svastha thayo ne aparAjitakumArane kahyuM-bhAI! have huM keNa chuM, A kuMvarI keNa che ne meM tene zA mATe bAMdhI hatI te vAta tame sAMbhaLe. ' ' zrIseNu nRpaka meM sUta huM, sUryakAnta mama nAma, - amRtasena rathanUpura nRpakI, kanyA hai abhirAma. huM zrISeNa vidyAdharane sUryakAMta nAmane putra chuM ane A vaitADhya parvata upara AvelA rathanapura nAmanA nagaramAM amRtasena nAme vidyAdhara rAjA rAjya kare che. tenI A putrI che. tenuM nAma ratnamAlA che. A ratnamAlA maTI thaI tyAre tenA pitAjIe tiSIne pUchyuM ke mArI putrIne vara keNu thaze? tyAre jatiSIe kahyuM-harinaMdI rAjAne putra aparAjitakumAra tamAre jamAI banaze. A vAtanI ratnamAlAne khabara paDI tyAre teNe nizcaya karyo ke mAre aparAjita kumAra sAthe ja paraNavuM. e ja mAre pati che. ema manathI e aparAjitakumArane varI cUkI hatI. e ghaNI rUpavaMtI che eTale ghaNAM rAjakumAranA mAMgA enA mATe AvatA hatA paNa kuMvarI keIne paraNavAnI hA pADatI na hatI. eka vakhata pharavA jatAM meM tene joI eTale mane thayuM ke huM A kanyAne paraNuM. tethI huM lAga joIne eka divasa chAne mAno tenI pAse ga ne meM tene kahyuM ke he rAjakumArI ! tuM mArI sAthe lagna kara, tyAre teNe kahyuM ke aparAjitakumAra sivAyanA badhA mAre mATe bhAI ane bApa samAna che. tethI huM nirAza thaIne pAcho pharyo. bIjI vakhata huM ghaNuM vidyAo sAdhIne tenI pAse gaye ne mArI sAthe lagna karavA tene ghaNuM samajAvI paNa ratnamAlA ekanI be na thaI teNe gusse thaIne mane kahyuM ke huM paraNIza te aparAjita kumArane ja, nahitara agnimAM baLI marIza. mATe he pApI ! tuM ahIMthI cAlyA jA. tethI mane tenA upara gusse A ne tenuM apaharaNa karIne ahIM laI Ave ne tene khUba samajAvI, kAlAvAlA karyA paNa te mArI cchiAne AdhIna na thaI eTale huM tene bAMdhIne A ananI bhaDabhaDatI citAmAM bALI

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- 219 zAradA suvAsa nAkhavA taiyAra thaye hatuM. tethI te karUNusvare bacAvo-bacAvonA pikAra karI rahI hatI. tyAM tame ahIM pacI gayA. jo tame ahIM na AvyA hatA te huM A ratnamAlAne agnimAM nAMkhIne bALI mUkavAnuM pApa karata. Ape mane mahAna pApamAMthI bacAve che. he paropakArI purUSa! meM Apane mAre vRttAMta kahyo. have Apa keNu che te mane kaho. A samaye sAthe AvelA maMtrIputre kahyuM-A pate ja harinaMdI rAjAnA putra aparAjita kumAra che. A sAMbhaLIne ratnamAlAne khUba AnaMda thaye. jene mATe ATaluM kaTa veThayuM teNe ja mane bacAvI. sUryakAMtane paNa khUba AnaMda thaze. e ja vakhate ratnamAlAnA mAtApitA kIrtimatI rANI ane amRtasena rAjA paNa pitAnI vahAlasoyI putrIne zodhatAM zodhatAM tyAM AvyA ne temaNe maMtrIputra pAsethI badhI vAta jANI eTale temane khUba AnaMda thaye. aho ! ApaNuM putrI jene paraNavA Icche che te aparAjitakumAra ja ahIM AvI pahoMcyA che. te ApaNe kuMvarIne ahIM ja temanI sAthe paraNAvIe. rAjA-rANI be vicAra karIne nagaramAMthI lagnanI sAmagrI maMgAvI tyAM ne tyAM ratanamAlAnA aparAjita kumAra sAthe lagna karyA. pelA sUryakAMta vidyAdhara upara rAjAne khUba gusse AvyA. tethI tene mAravA uDyA paNa dayALu aparAjitakumAre kahyuM-mANasa mAtra bhUlane pAtra. teNe bhUla karI che paNa have tene bhUlane khUba pazcAtApa thaye che. have e bhUla nahi kare. mATe tame ene mAraze nahi. jue, AnAmAM keTalI karUNA che! pahelAM cerane bacALe pachI kanyAne bacAvI ane trIjA vidyAdharane paNa bacAve. rAjArANIe pitAnI putrIne ghaNe kariyAvara Ape. lagnavidhi pUrI thayA pachI sAsu sasura kahe kuMvara sAhaba ke, cale hamArI lAra, kahe kumAra maukA hAne para, AugA kaI bAra, sAsu sasarA aparAjitakumArane kahe che Apa have rathanupUramAM amArI sAthe padhAre, tyAre kuMvare kahyuM ke atyAre te ghaNe dUra dUra jAvuM che mATe atyAre huM nahi AvI zakuM. ane ApanI A putrIne paNa hamaNuM Apane tyAM ja laI jAva. huM paryaTana karIne jyAre mArI nagarImAM pahoMcIne saMdeza mokalAvI tyAre Apa ratnamAlAne laIne Avaje ne huM paNa pharIne keI vAra Apane tyAM AvIza. ema kahIne bane kumAre rAjAnI rajA laIne tyAMthI AgaLa vadhyA. te vakhate sUryakAMta vidyAdhare ranamaNI ane mULIyuM aparAjita kumArane ApyA ne temAM zuM zuM guNa che, tene pravega kevI rIte kare te badhI vidhi batAvI, ane eka veza badalavAnI guTikA pradhAnaputrane ApI, pachI sau ekabIjAnI vidAya laIne tyAMthI chUTA paDayA. rAjA, rANI ane ratnamAlA rathanupUra gayA. vidyAdhara enA nagaramAM gaye.

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22 zAradA suvAsa "pANInI zodhamAM mitra - A baMne kumAre tyAMthI cAlatAM cAlatAM ghaNe dura vikaTa vanamAM pahoMcI gayA. tyAM rAjakumArane khUba tarasa lAgI pANI vinA kaMTha sUkAvA lAgyo. AMkhe aMdhArA AvavA lAgyA. have eka DagaluM paNa cAlavAnI tenAmAM tAkAta nathI, eTale kumAre pradhAnaputrane kahyuM-mitra ! mane to khUba tarasa lAgI che. eka pagaluM paNa mArAthI cAlI zakAya tema nathI. pradhAnaputre kahyuM -bhAI ! tame A vRkSa nIce bese. huM hamaNAM ja tamAre mATe pANI laIne AvuM chuM. pradhAnaputra rAjakumArane vRkSa nIce besADIne pANI levA mATe gaye. A pradhAnaputrane rAjakumAra pratye ghaNe prema che. sagAbhAI karatAM vadhI jAya. jema kRSNa ane balabhadra, rAma ane lakSamaNanI joDI joI le. kRSNa ane balabhadra dvArakA nagarI baLI gaI tyAre nira za thaIne jaMgalamAM gayA. rastAmAM kRSNane tarasa lAgI tyAre balabhadrajI emane jhADa nIce besADIne pANI levA gayA hatA tema A pradhAnaputra paNa aparAjitakumArane vRkSa nIce besADIne pANI levA gaye. ghaNe dUra gaye paNa pANI kayAMya dekhAtuM nathI. eTale te khUba nirAza thaI gayo ke zuM huM mArA kumArane pANI nahi pIvaDAvI zakuM ! chevaTe ghaNe dura gayA tyAM eka sarevara jevuM eTale te rAjI thaI gayA. pAMdaDAne paDo banAvIne sarovaramAMthI pANI lIdhuM. baMdhuo ! A pradhAnaputranI rAjaputra pratye keTalI bhakti che! ke pite tarasya che chatAM eka TIpuM pANI pite na pIdhuM. A jagyAe tame he te zuM kare? pANI pIne Ave ke tarasyA Ave? (zrotAmAMthI avAja - ame te pIne ja AvIe, taLAve jaIne tarasyA keNu Ave che e te huM sArI rIte jANuM chuM. Aje evI lAgaNI ne bhakti ja kyAM che? nathI kRSNa, nathI balabhadra, nathI rAma ke lamaNu. pradhAnaputra pANI pIdhA vinA paDIyAmAM pANI laIne deDato Avyo. AvIne jue che te aparAjitakumAra na maLe. pradhAnaputranA manamAM thayuM ke tarasathI khUba AkuLa-vyAkuLa thaI gayA hatA eTale ATalAmAM kyAMka gayAM haze, tema mAnI pradhAnaputra aparAjita kumAranI cAre tarapha tapAsa karavA lAge, enA manamAM thayuM ke A vRkSa nahi paNa bIjA vRkSa nIce beThA haze. huM raste bhUlI gaye lAguM chuM ema mAnIne jhADe jhADe pharavA lAge. manamAM thayuM ke mAro kuMvara khADAmAM te nahi paDI gayo hoya ne? eTale mATethI aparAjita kumAra...aparAjita kumAra bUmo pADato jAya che paNa kumAra heya te bele ne? AkhuM jaMgala pharI vaLyuM paNa karyAya kuMvara male nahi, tyAre jhADa pAse jaIne kahe che vRkSarAja ! mArA vIrAne huM ahIM ja besADIne gayA hatA ne e kyAM gaye ? tamane khabara hoya te mane kahe. he gaganavihArI paMkhIDAo! tame mArA vIrAne je che? tame je heya te mane saMdezo Ape. ema pUchate jAya ne raDate jAya che. arere vIrA tuM mane

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zAradA suvAsa vagaDAmAM ekale mUkIne kyAM cAlyA ga? tenA kalpAMtathI jhADe paMkhI rI uThayA pakSIone caNa caNavAnuM choDI dIdhuM. ApaNA anubhavanI vAta che ke umarazI mAIna pautra khovAI gaye tyAre gAmamAM ne saMghamAM keTale hAhAkAra thaye! evI rIte A rAjaka kumArane kayAMya patto paDatuM nathI eTale pradhAnaputrane jIva addhara thaI gaye. mana cagaDoLe caDhI gayuM che ke mAre vIrA kayAM gaye? huM enA vinA kevI rIte jIvI zakIza? enuM zuM thayuM haze ? e kayAM gayA haze? ema ciMtA karate kALe kalpAMta kare che ne vagaDAmAM gAMDAnI jema phare che have zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze have zeDI vAra caritra laIe. caritra : "jayamaMgala rAjAne AmaMtraNa" -kaMcanapuramAM jayamaMgala rAjA nyAya-nItipUrvaka rAjya kare che. temane jinasenA nAme paTTarANI hatI. jinasenA janadharmanI atyaMta anurAgI hatI jevA nAma tevA temanA guNa hatA. A rAjAne jinadAsa nAme pradhAna hatuM. te cAra buddhine nidhAna hatuM ne jaina dharmane anurAgI hate. rAjAnA prabaLa puNayane udaya hatuM eTale pradhAna paNa sAre hatuM. jene pradhAna sAre hoya tenA rAjyanI vyavasthA sArI sacavAya che ke rAjyamAM zAMtinuM sthApana thAya che. vahIvaTadAra sAre hoya te rAjAnI zobhA vadhAre che tema A rAjAne pradhAna rAjAnI zobhAmAM abhivRddhi kare tevuM hatuM. rAjAne te kAMI mAthuM mAravuM na paDe tevI rIte jinadAsa pradhAna badhe vahIvaTa saMbhALatuM hatuM. eka vakhata jayamaMgala rAjA jaMgalamAM pharavA gayA hatA. tyAM eka mANasa deDa rAjA pAse AvIne kahe che sAheba! mAre eka saMdeza sAMbhaLe, huM ghaNe dUrathI Apane saMdeza ApavA mATe AvyuM chuM. eTale rAjA kahe che bhAI! tuM je saMdeza ApavA AvyA che te mane jaldI kahe. dUte kahyuM. mahArAjA ! A bharatakSetramAM patanapura nAmanuM nagara che. tyAM maMgalasena nAme pavitra ane prajAnI rAjA che. temane ratnasenA nAme pativratA paTTarANI che. temane ratnAvatI nAmanI eka kuMvarI che. mahArAjA ! zuM e kuMvarInuM rUpa che ! jANe sAkSAt IndrANI joI le. tejasvI rana jevI te prakAze che. evI te rUpavAna ane guNavAna che. have e ratnAvatI maTI thaI che. rAjAne svaMyavara racavAyA, apanI bAlA kAja, deza deza ke rAjA Ave, Apa bhI padhAro rAja zrotA - rAjAnI kuMvarInA lagna mATe maMgalasena rAjAe svayaMvara racyuM che. svayaMvaramAM ghaNuM ghaNuM dezanA rAjAo ne rAjakumAre AvavAnA che. te Apa paNa svayaMvaramAM padhAre. maMgalasena rAjAe Apane khAsa AmaMtraNa ApavA mATe mane mekaryo che. A divase vaMyavara che mATe Apa jarUrathI padhAraje. rAjA kahe bhale. Ama kahIne rAjAe samAcAra ApavA mATe AvelA dUtane satkAra karIne vidAya karyo, ane rAjA svaMyavaramAM javA mATe

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zAradA suvAsa K taiyAra thayA. sainya, hAthI, gheADA vigere moTA rasAlA sAthe nIkaLyA. mArgomAM paDAva nAMkhatA nAma gala rAjA AgaLa vadhe che. jayamaMgala rAjA ghaNAM pavitra ne guNIyala hatA. eTale emanA mATe sau koIne mAna hatuM. peAtanapura jatAM mAgamAM ghaNAM rAjyanA rAjAe sa me AvIne jayama'gala rAjAnu svAgata karatA ane peAtAnA gAmamAM AvavA vinaMtI karatA, pazu jayamaMgala rAjA saune kahI detA ke huM' atyAre AvI zakuM tema nathI. kAraNa ke atyAre mAre pAtanapuramAM rAjakumArInA svayaMvaramAM javAnuM che. mATe pachI AvIza. ema kahIne AgaLa vadhatA hatAM. paMtha kApatAM kApatAM jayamaMgala rAjA potanapura pahoMcyA. maMgalasena rAjAe temane khUba sArI rIte satkAra karyAM ne eka bhavya mahelamAM temane utAro ApyA. rAjAe saune utaravAnI, jamavAnI vigere suMdara vyavasthA karI hatI. "svayaMvaramAM jayamaMgala rAjAnuM Agamana ':-magalasena rAjAe khUba dhana kharcA'ne svayaMvara maDapa banAvyA che. Thera Thera senAnA sthaMbha mUkyA che. stha bhamAM jAtajAtanA kimatI maNI ane ratnA jAyA che. maMDapanA daravAjo te evA suMdara banAvyeA hateA ke jonArA e ghaDI TharI jAya. maMDapamAM dareka rAjAne saunA haddA pramANe esavAnI sITo suvyavasthita rIte geAThavI hatI. svayaMvaramaMDapanI zeAbhA joI ne mRtyuleAkanA mAnavIne ema thai jAya ke jANe aDI' stra ja nA utaryu hAya ! dareka rAjAe ratnavIne paraNavAnI AzAthI AvyA che. eTale kaika te rAtre uMghyA ja naThuiM, AkhI rAta zarIranI TApaTIpamAM pasAra karI ane savAra paDatAM sau rAjAe nAhI dheI sArA vasAyakAro sajIne svayaMvarama'DapamAM AvyA ne potapotAnA hAddA pramANe sITa upara besI gayA. badhA rAjAemAM A jayama gala rAjA tArAomAM jema ca'dra zobhe che tema zele che. madhue ! jIvanI mAha dazA kevI che ! A badhA rAjAone ghera eka ekathI caDhiyAtI rANIo hatI paNa ratnavatI mane varamALA paherAvaze evI AzAthI rAha jovA lAgyA. samaya thatAM rUmajhuma karatA ratha svayaMvara maMDapanA daravAje AvIne ubho rahyo eTale rAjAe badhA jovA mATe adhIrAkhanI gayA hai ratnavatI AvI. zIre sALa zaNagAra sajIne ghaNI sakhIe ne dAsIenI sAthe ratnavatI rUmajhuma karatI apsarA jevI AAbhAtI, vijaLInI jema prakAza karatI maMDapamAM dAkhala thaI ene joine rAjAonA manamAM thayuM ke ahA, AvI daivarUpa jevI kanyA kAne varaze ? saunA manamAM ema che ke mane varamALA paherAvaze. ratnavatI hAthamAM suMdara varamALA laIne dAsInI sAthe sabhAmAM AvI. dAsI badhA mahArAjAenA nAma ane gAma khelIne kuvarIne eLakhANa ApI hatI ke A phalANuA dezanA rAjA che. A phalANu zaheranA rAjA che. kuMvarI badhA rAjAone jotI jotI AgaLa vadhatI hatI. meTA rAjAene varamALA paherAvyA vinA AgaLa cAlI eTale rAjAe aMdara aMdara khelavA lAgyA ke A te hAthIne cheDIne gabha

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- 22 - zAradA suvAsa pAse cAlI. kehInura cheDIne kaMkarane varavA kyAM jaI rahI che? kuMvarI badhA rAjAone jetI jeno jyAM kaMcanapuranA rAjA jayamaMgala beThA hatA. tyAM AvI, ane temanuM rUpa joIne ratnAvatIe temanA gaLAmAM varamALA paherAvI. eTale sabhA harSanAdathI gAjI UDI. maMgalasena mahArAjAne paNa jayamaMgala rAjAnuM lalATa ane rUpa joIne AnaMda thaye ke mArI putrIe sAro vara ze Ama te jayamaMgala rAjAnI khyAti khUba sAMbhaLI hatI ane have jamAI thayA eTale bAkI rahe ! jayamaMgala rAjA ane ratnAvatInA lagna - maMgalasena rAjAe khUba dhAmadhUmathI ratnAvatInA jayamaMgala rAjA sAthe vidhipUrvaka lagna karyA. rAjAe kariyAvaramAM aneka dAsa, dAsI, sonuM, rUpuM, ratna, dAgInA, vastro, hAthI, ghoDA badhuM khUba ApyuM. Aje tamArA jevA leke paNa pitAnI putrIne lAkhane kariyAvara kare che te pachI rAjAmahArAjAne ghera kaMI bAkI rahe? khUba kariyAvara karyo ane pitAnI putrIne sAsare jatI vakhate mAtAe suMdara hita zikhAmaNa ApI ke he putrI! tuM amane khUba vahAlI che. have tuM sAsare jAya che, tyAM khUba saMpIne raheje. patinA sukhe sukhI ane duHkhe duHkhI raheje.. kadI pati sAthe saMta pakaDIza nahi. amArA kuLanI zebhA vadhAraje. ema zikhAmaNa ApIne sAsare mokalI, jayamaMgala rAjA ranavatIne paraNIne potAnI senA sAthe kaMcanapura AvyA AkhA nagaramAM jANa thaI ke ApaNuM mahArAjA svaMyavaramAM gamA hatA tyAMthI ranavRtIne paraNIne AvyA. AkhA nagaranA nara nArIe jovA umaTayA ahe ! zuM rANInuM rUpa che ! ApaNuM rAjA paNa kevA rUpALA che! baMnenI joDI zobhI uThI che. sau nagarajane rAjAne vadhAvavA lAgyA. nagarajanone te harSa hoya paNa jinasena rANIne paNa eTale ja harSa che. aho! ATalA badhA rAjAe svayaMvaramAM gayA hatA temAM mArA patine vijaya thaya ne mAre bahena AvI ! e te jevI AvI tevI ratnAvatIne bheTI paDI. tene AzIrvAda ApatAM kahyuM -bahena! tuM AvI eTale mane saheje dharmArAdhanA karavAno samaya maLaze. ApaNe ekathI be bhalA. jinasenAne harSane pAra nathI paNa ratnAvatIne khabara na hatI ke A rAjA paraNelA che. eTale enA manamAM thayuM ke ahIM te zakayanuM sAla che. mane khabara heta te huM jayamaMgala rAjAne varamALA na paherAvata. jinasenA jeTalo harSa vyakta kare che teTalI ratnAvatI aMdarathI baLI jAya che. jinasenA jeTalI namra ane saraLa che teTalI ratnAvatI abhimAnI ne vakra che. A be pAtra bhegA thayA che. have zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 26 zrAvaNa suda 8 ne zukravAra tA. 11-8-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI bhagavaMte bhavya jInA

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zAradA suvAsa hita mATe pharamAve che ke he AtmAe ! je tamAre jaladI bhavasAgara tara hoya te pAMca InidranA viSayane tyAga kare. kAraNa ke anaMtakALathI viSayoe AtmAne khUba herAna karyA che ane ghaNuM bagADayuM che. AvuM samajIne je AtmAone AtmA ane AtmAnA dharmanI oLakhANa thAya che tene viSaye aLakhAmaNA lAge che. e viSayane pitAnA zatru tarIke dekhe che. jene pitAnA zatru mAnyA tenI sAthe pachI kaMI vyavahAra rahe kharo? tame kaI vyaktine tamAre duzmana mAne te tenA upara prema rAkhe kharA? duzamana kadI vahAlo lAge? tame enA upara kadI vizvAsa rAkhe kharA?, "nA" te je viSaye AtmAnA duzmana che tenA pratye prema ke vizvAsa rakhAya ? e vahAlA lAge? te samaje, vicAra kare ke "viSa thakI viSaye che bhaMDA, te tujane lAge kema rUDA" - jIvane bhavamAM bhamADanAra viSayabhoga che, e bhegarUpI bhorIMgane bilakula vizvAsa karavA jevuM nathI. je je pAMca IndriyanA viSayamAM rata bane che tenI bUrI dazA thAya che. uttarAdhyayana sutranA batrIsamAM adhyayanamAM bhagavaMte pAMca IndriyanA viSacenuM vistRta varNana karyuM che. temAM e vAta paNa samajAvI che ke je AtmAonI eka Indriya chUTI hoya che tenI kevI dazA thAya che. jevI rIte pataMgiyAnI cakSuIndriya bahu teja hoya che. e rUpa dekhe ne pagala bane che. jema eka dIvAnI pAchaLa keTalA pataMgiyA phare che? e tame juo che ne ? pataMgIyuM dI kanuM rUpa joIne harakhAya che. tenI AsapAsa AMTA mAre che ne aMte dIpakanI tamAM e jhaMpalAve te maraNane zaraNa thAya che. jaMgalamAM kaI zikArI madhurI vINA vagADe che tyAre zregnendriyanA rasIka mRgalAo dUra dUrathI tyAM doDatA Ave che. e jyAre vaNanA madhura sUra sAMbhaLavAmAM lIna banI jAya che tyAre zikArIe tene pakaDI le che. bhramarane sugaMdha bahu game che. sugaMdha lete bhramara kamaLa upara jaIne bese che. kamaLanI sugaMdha letA emAM e Asakta banI jAya che ke kamaLa bIDAvAnI zarUAta thAya chatAM bahAra nIkaLatuM nathI ne aMte kamaLa bIDAya che ne bhamare mare che. mAchImAra mAchalA pakaDavA mATe leTanI goLIo banAvIne pANImAM nAMkhe che tyAre rasendriyamAM Asakta banelA mAchalAo leTanI goLI khAvA upara Ave che eTale mAchI jALa nAkhe che temAM sapaDAI jAya che, ane chevaTe taraphaDI taraphaDIne marI jAya che, evI ja rIte hAthI sparzendriyane lupa hoya che. TUMkamAM mAre tamane e samajAvavuM che ke jenI ekeka Indriya chUTI hoya che temanI AvI dazA thAya che te je mAnavInI pAMce pAMca dIndra chUTI haze tenI kevI dazA thaze ? mATe indriya vijetA banavA prayatna kare. vadhu zuM kahuM ? keI AtmA eka vakhata tyAgI bane paNa je tene tyAgamAM indriyane gheDe chUTa thaye te tenI kevI dazA thAya

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pa AvI suma che! te mATe anyatramAMmAM eka dRSTAMta Ave che te kahu. A uparathI tame samajI zakaze ke dareka dharmoMmAM indriya vijetA manavAnu kahyuM che. eka saMnyAsI khAvA jaMgalamAM jaIne jJAna dhyAnamAM masta rahetA hatA. emane jagatanI paDI na hatI. e alipta bhAve rahetA hatA. nirmaLa pAna ane brahmacaryanA teja temanA lalATe jhaLakI rahyA hatA. ghaNAM leke A mahAtmAnA dana karavA mATe AvatA hatA, paNa A avadhUta te AtmAnI mastImAM masta rahetA hatA. leke emanI pAse AvIne sArI sArI cIjo emanA caraNamAM dharatA paNa A mahAtmA keI cIja letA nahiM. kAraNa ke e koI jAtanA saMsArInA pralezanamAM paDatA na hatA. je kAI Ave temane dayA, dAna ane paropakAranA upadeza ApatA. AvA nihI ane nispRhI mar3AtmAnI kIrtinA kamaja cAre tarapha laherAI rahyo hatA. A mahAtmA upara lekane khUba zraddhA thaI, ane gAmamAM vAta cAlI ke mahAtmA khUba zaktidhArI che. emanA AzIrvAdathI badhI sa patti prApta thAya che. eTale sa sAra sukhanA bhikhArIe rAja mahAtmA pAse javA lAgyA. mar3AtmA saune dharma samajAvatA paNa tamArA sa sAra sukhI thAya evA AzIrvAda ApatA na hatA. eka vakhata eka dhanADhaya mar3AtmAnI pAse AvyA ne temanA caraNamAM mAthuM mUqIne ekScA mahAtmA ! ApanA AzIrvAdathI teA leAkeA nyAla thaI gayA che. ApanI kIrti sAMbhaLIne huM ApanI pAse Avye chuM. te Apa mArI eka AzA pUrI thAya evA mane AzIrvAda khApe. saMte kahyuM. mArA jevA tyAgI banavuM hAya te mArA AzIrvAda che. ela, banavu che? (hasAhasa). tamane khakhkhara paDe ke upAzrayamAM mar3Ana zaktidhArI kAi sata ke satI AvyA che ne emanI mAMgalikamAM camatkAra che. mele, A upAzrayamAM jagyA rahe kharI ? are ! rAta paDe te ya japavA na de. (hasAhasa) saMta pelA zeThane kahe che bhAI! huM kAI kImiyAgara nathI, mArI pAse ke,i jAdu nathI. mArAmAM kAine kaMI ApavAnI zakti nathI. huM te prabhunA dAsa chuM ne enuM dhyAna dharuM chuM. je nirmAo banI gayA haiAya tenA mukhamAM AvA zabdo hAya. pelA zeTha kahe che nA gurUdeva ! Apa evuM na melA. Apa tA mahAna zakitadhArI che, je dhAre te karI zake tema che. ApanA puNyapratApe mAre tyAM badhu ja che. keAI sukhanI kamInA nathI. mAtra zera mATInI khATa che. saMtAna vinA sapatti sunI lAge che. mATe Apa mArA mAthe hAtha mUkIneM AzIrvAda Ape ke ApanI kRpAthI mAre ghera pAraNuM aMdhAya. mahAtmA kahe bhAI ! tyAgI evA kAryo na kare. tyAgInA dharma saMsAranA nathI. sa Mte ghaNuM samajAyu... paNa zeTha nA uThayA tyAre chevaTe kahe ke dAnapuNya karo, dharmadhyAna kI, pApakAranA kAryAM karI. jo tamAru puNya prabaLa haze te sArA vAnA thaze. zA. su. 15

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zAztA suvAsa - mahAtmA A lapamAMthI chUTavA mATe ATaluM kahIne dhyAnamAM besI gayA. emane kayAM kedanI paravA hatI, emane bhUkha lAge tyAre bhUkhe suke Tale bhikSA mAM lAvIne khAI letA ne dhyAnamAM besI jatA. zeThane harSano pAra na rahyo. emaNe mAnI lIdhuM ke mane saMtanA AzIrvAda maLI gayA. saMtanA vacana upara zraddhA thaI gaI eTale zeThe te khUba dAna, puNya karavA mAMDyuM. dharmadhyAna karavA lAgyA. puNyanI balIhArI che. puNyathI ghaNI vAra na dhArelA kAryo saphaLa thaI jAya che, ane pApane udaya thAya te dhAreluM dhULa bheguM thaI jAya che. mahArAjanA kahyA pachI zeThane ghera eka varSe pAraNuM baMdhAyuM. zeTha zeThANa te rAjI rAjI thaI gayA ne putra janmanI khuzAlImAM AkhuM gAma jamADavAnuM nakakI karyuM. zeThe vicAra karyo ke je mahAtmAnA AzIrvAdathI mAre ghera pAraNuM baMdhAyuM che temane huM sauthI pahelAM AmaMtraNa ApavA jAuM. zeTha mahAtamA pAse AvIne caraNamAM mUkIne belyA-he gurUdeva ! ApanA AzIrvAdathI mAre ghera kalpavRkSa phaLyuM che. mAre ghera putraratnanI prApti thaI che. tenI khuzAlImAM AvatI kAle AkhuM gAma jamavAnuM che. te kRpA karIne Apa mAruM AMgaNuM pAvana kare." "zeThanuM AmaMtraNa nahi svIkAratA saMta" :- mahAtmAe kahyuM-bhAI! e te tamArA puNyodaye putranI prApti thaI che. mArA AzIrvAda emAM nimittabhUta nathI. emAM mAro upakAra mAnavAnI jarUra nathI. saMte jeTalA AtmasAdhanAmAM lIna rahe teTaluM sAruM che ane huM bhikSA levA sivAya gAmamAM AvatA nathI ne miSTAnna te huM kadI khAte nathI. meM jiMdagImAM miSTAna cAkhyuM nathI. je cAritra vizuddha pALavuM hoya te sauthI pahelA rasendriyane vaza karavI joIe. mATe huM ApanA AmaMtraNane svIkAra karI zakuM tema nathI. ATaluM kahIne saMta te emanA dhyAnamAM besI gayA. zeThane te saMta upara khUba zraddhA che. emanA manamAM ema thayuM ke jemanA pratApe putra thaye enI khuzAlInA jamaNane eka kaNa je saMtanA mukhamAM jAya te mAruM anna pavitra thAya. saMte nA pADI tethI zeThanA dilamAM khUba duHkha thayuM. zeTha pAchA AvyA. bIje divase leke jamavA AvyA. pAMca prakAranA pakavAna ane badhI rasoI taiyAra che. AnaMdano pAra nathI paNa eka saMta na padhAryA enuM zeThanA dilamAM duHkha che. zeThe vicAra karyo ke bhale mahAtmA na padhAryA paNa huM bIjuM kaMI nahiM, A pAMca prakAranA pakavAna senAnA thALamAM mokalAvuM. saheja cAkhaze te paNa mane AnaMda thaze. ema mAnIne senAnA thALamAM miSTAna bharIne eka nekarane thALa laIne mahAtmA pAse meka. nekara thALa laIne mahAtmAnI kuTIramAM AvIne kahe che mahArAja ! zeThe Apane mATe A mIThAI makalI che. saMte kahyuM -bhAI! meM tArA zeThane kAle ja nA pADI hatI ke huM mIThAI khAte nathI chatAM mIThAI zA mATe mekalAvI? zuM tAre zeTha saMtene patIta karavA mAMge che? nekare kahyuM-sAheba! zeThane

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zAradA muvAsa ApanA upara atyaMta prema che, apUrva bhakti che. mATe Apa A thALamAMthI mIThAI ArogIne zeThane pAvana kare. saMte kahyuM-bhAI ! tuM samaja, mAre tArI mIThAI khAvI nathI. tuM ahIMthI uThAva. te paNa nakara mA hi eTale mahAtmAne mijAja gayo. te phodhe bharAIne kahe che meM mArA brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavA mATe jiMdagImAM kadI mIThAI khAdhI nathI. evI kAyAne zuM tAre zeTha abhaDAvavA mAMge che? ATaluM bolIne saMte mIThAInA thALane jorathI lAta mArI eTale thALa dUra jaIne paDe te badhI mIThAI dhULamAM ragadoLAI gaI dhULamAM paDelI mIThAI nekare vINIne thALamAM bharIne zeTha pAse Avyo ne badhI vAta karI. ' dhrANendrie kareluM jora? A bAju dhULamAM eka TukaDe paDI rahyo hate temAMthI sugaMdha AvavA lAgI. saMtanA manamAM thayuM ke AvI sugaMdha zenI Ave che? saMte kadI mIThAI cAkhI na hatI. sugaMdha kyAMthI Ave che te tapAsa karatAM pele mIThAIne TukaDo je. tethI lAgyuM ke AmAMthI AvI sarasa sugaMdha Ave che, eTale mahAtmAe mIThAIne TukaDe hAthamAM lIdhe. dhrANendriye rasendriyane sateja banAvI. mahAtmAnI lulI labakArA mAravA lAgI. eTale mIThAIno TukaDe meDhAmAM mUka ke dADhe mIThAIne svAda lAgI gaye. baMdhuo ! vicAra kare. A indriye viSayanI kevI lupa che ! je mahAtmA ghaDI pahelAM mIThAI na khAvA mATe Agraha rAkhatA hatAM, zeThe mekalAvele mIThAIne thALa dhULamAM phagAvI dIdhuM hatuM, jiMdagIbhara mIThAIne svAda cAkhyuM na hatuM ne cAkhe tyAre pastA thavA lAge ke ahe! zeThe te thALa bharIne mIThAI mokalAvI paNa meM mUrkhAe tene phagAvI dIdhI. kevI svAdiSTa mIThAI che! zuM enI sugaMdha che! pharIthI mIThAI kayAre khAvA maLaze? zeThe te mane emane ghera jamavA mATe kAlAvAlA karyA paNa meM te cekhI nA pADI dIdhI ne nekaranuM paNa apamAna karyuM. have mArAthI zeThane ghera kevI rIte javAya? cakaDeLe caDheluM saMtanuM citta" : eka TukaDA mIThAInA svAde saMtanuM citta cakaDeLe caDhyuM. dhyAna karavA beThA te dhyAnamAM paNa mIThAInA ja vicAra AvavA lAgyA ke AvI sarasa mIThAI have kayAM maLaze? zuM ene madhure svAda! mIThAInA svAdane nAda saMtanA hadayamAM raNabherI bajAvavA lAge. eTale saMta ubhA thayA. je bhagavA vastro paherIne jAya te leke oLakhI jAya. tethI bhagavA vastro utArIne saMte bhikhArInA kapaDA paheryA, ane mIThAInI bhIkha mAMgavA mATe zeThane tyAM pahoMcI gayA. baMdhue ! eka rasendriyanA svAde AtmAnI mastImAM jhUlatA saMtane bhikhArI banAvI dIdhA. zeThane tyAM badhA mANase jamI rahyA pachI je kaMI vadhyuM hatuM te bhikhArIone vaheMcatA hatA. zeThanA AMgaNAmAM bhikhArAnuM moTuM TeLuM ubhuM hatuM. emAM bhikhArInA vezamAM AvelA saMnyAsI bhaLI gayA. badhA bhikhArIne ApatAM ApatAM saMnyAsIne vAre AvyA. sAMja paDI javAthI aMdhAruM thavA

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zA muMbosa dhAryuM hatuM. te ja vakhate zeTha phAnasa laIne keI kAme bahAra AvyA. bhikhArInA vezamAM rahelA saMnyAsInA manamAM thayuM ke zeTha mane oLakhI jaze. e bIke saMnyAsI jarA pAchA haMDayA. te jamaNavAranA eThavADanuM pANI bharavA mATe eka moTo khADe banAvyo hato temAM A saMta paDI gayA. eTale avAja thaye. badhAnA manamAM thayuM ke kaI paDI gayuM tethI badhA deDyA, ane bhikhArIne eMThavADanAM pANImAMthI bahAra kADhaze. - saMtane AvelI lajajAH enuM moDhuM joIne zeTha pArakhI gayA ne bolyA gurudeva! Apa atyAre ahIM kayAMthI? mArA dhanabhAgya ke Apa ahIM padhAryA. Ape mane kahevaDAvyuM hatuM te huM bhAre ThAThamAThathI svAgata karIne Apane laI Avata. A sAMbhaLIne saMta te zaramAI gayA ne bhAna thaI gayuM ke eka rasendriyanA svAda khAtara mIThAI TukaDA mATe mArI A dazA thaI. mane saMtamAMthI bhikhArI banAvyuM. saMte badhAnI samakSamAM zeThane kahyuM "A jIbhe ja mArI AvI mAThI dazA karI che." mIThAInA TukaDAe te mArA savanA TukaDA karI nAkhyA. ATalA mATe anubhavIo paNa kahe che ke "jIbha jItI teNe jaga jItyuM," tame badhA jIbhane jItaje. jIbhane nahi jIte te AvI dazA thaze. jImanA svAda mATe AtmamastImAM masta rahenAra mane bhikhArIne veza paherAve, ane A eMThavADanI khAImAM paTake. saMta te pAchA ThekANe AvI gayA ne pitAne sthAne cAlyA gayA. baMdhuo! tame sAMbhaLyuM che ke heja svAda karavA gayA te kevI dazA thaI! te je pAMce pAMca IndriyanA viSayamAM bhAna bhUle che tenI kevI dazA thaze? AvuM sAMbhaLIne paNa tame viSane cheDe. tame bhegane tyAga karaze te tamArA saMtAnamAM sArA saMskAre Avaze. mAthe kALA vALa phITIne dhoLA thayA, dIkarA dIkarIo moTA thayA, mukha upara ghaDapaNa dekhAvA lAgyuM che chatAM e vicAra thAya che ke ame A saMsAramAM paDIne maTI bhUla karI che? A saMsAramAM paDavAnI bhUla na karI hota te keTaluM badhuM samaya mane dharmakaraNI karavA mATe maLata! saMsAra tyAgIne je sAdhu banyA heta te eka paNa pApa na karaMvuM paData. ame te bhUla karI paNa amArA saMtAnane AvI bhUla na karavA mATe sAcI salAha ApIe. tame kadI tamArA saMtAnane sAcI salAha Ape che kharA ke dIkarAo, tIkarIo ! ame to saMsAramAM paDIne pastAyA chIe, pApanA pAtALakuvAmAM paDyA chIe, viSayonI gaMdI gaTaramAM ALeTIe chIe paNa tame saMsAramAM paDatA nahi. saMsAramAM sAre nathI. saMsAra kevaLa duHkhamaya ane svArthathI bhareluM che. saMsAramAM Dagale ne pagale pApa karavA paDe che. manuSya janma ane jaina dharmane A zreSTha ga tamane anaMtakALe mahAna puNyanA udayathI maLyo che. mATe tame saMsAranI mAyAjALamAM phasAze nahi. saMsAranI mAthArUpI mRgajaLanI pAchaLa paDavAthI kaMI hAthamAM AvavAnuM nathI. mahenata mAthe paDaze. khAlI pANI levAthI mAkhaNa nIkaLe kharuM? AvI vairAgyabharI vAte tame tamArA saMtAne

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ka zAradA suvAsa AgaLa karatA rahe, ane bhAra daIne kahe ke mAnavajIvana pAmIne AdaravA lAyaka te eka cAritra ja che, cAritra vinA siddhi nathI. mATe tame je cAritra laI zake te bahu AnaMdanI vAta che. amArI rAjIkhuzIthI AjJA che paNa je cAritra na laI zake te sAyA zrAvaka te avazya banaze ne zAsananI sevA karo. kuMvaranI zodhamAM mitraH ApaNe temanAtha prabhu ane rAjematInA AgalA bhavana vAta cAle che. aparAjitakumArane vRkSa nIce besADIne pradhAnaputra pANI levA gaye. pANI laIne pAcho AvyuM tyAre kuMvarane je nahi tethI kALe kapAta karavA lAgyuM ke mArA kuMvarasAhebanuM zuM thayuM haze? hajAranuM rakSaNa karanAra, eka hAke zatrune prajAvanAra evA mArA mitrane keNu laI gayuM? ema raDo ne gurate jaMgala, pahADa, nadI, nALA vagere jagyAe tapAsa karate karate gAmamAM AvyuM. tyAM je kaI maLe tene pUche che ke mArA aparAjitakumArane joyA? paNa keIe samAcAra na ApyA tyAre nirAza thaIne eka gAmathI bIje gAma pharatA pharate naMdIpura nAmanA nagaramAM Avyo. pUrvanA aNAnubaMdha saMbaMdhe kevA che? maMtrIputra vimalabedhakumAra aparAjitakumAranI pAchaLa bhekha laIne phare che, mitranA viyegamAM khAvuM, pIvuM badhuM choDI dIdhuM che. basa eka aparAjitakumAra aparAjitakumAranuM raTaNa karyA kare che. naMdIpura nagaranI galIe galIe ghUmI vaLe paNa tyAMya kumAranA samAcAra na maLyA eTale nirAza thaIne gAma bahAra bagIcAmAM jaIne beTho ne vicAra karavA lAge ke have mAre zuM karavuM? kyAM javuM? ATalA divasathI tapAsa karuM chuM paNa kayAMya kumArane patte maLatuM nathI. have huM ApaghAta karIne marI jAuM ? ema aneka prakAranA vicAra karI rahyo che. be vidyAre e maMtrIputrane karelI pRcchA : be vidyAre maMtrIputranI pAse AvyA. maMtrIputra temane pUchavA jAya che tyAM temaNe sAmethI pUchayuM-bhAI! tame kaI paradezI lAge che ne keI uMDI ciMtAmAM gherAyelA hoya tema lAge che. maMtrIputre kahyuM bhAI! tamAruM anumAna sAcuM che. mAre mitra aparAjitakumAra ghaNA divasathI guma thaye che. tene zodhuM chuM paNa kyAMya tene patto lAgatuM nathI. tame ene kyAMya je che kha? vidyAdharee kahyuM hA, ame tene je che. tyAre maMtrIputra harSaghela banIne kahe che bhAI! kayAM che e mAre vahAle mitra? mane jaldI batAvene eTale vidyAre kahe ame batAbrIe te kharA paNa eka zarata kabUla che? zuM tamArI zarata che? kaMI be pAMca lAkha rUpiyA levAnA che? atyAre bALakane upADI janArA enA mA-bApa pAse daza lAkha, paMdara lAkha rUpiyA mAMge che ne? e samayamAM AvuM kaMI na hatuM. vidyAre kahe che-amAre tamArI pAsethI kaMI joItuM nathI paNa amArA rAjAnI be rAjakumArIo sAthe tamArA kumAranA lagna karAvI devAnA che. e zarata maMjura che? maMtrIputre kahyuM-bhalA ! tamArA jAnI kuMvarIone paraNAvavA mATe mArA mitrane guma karyo? bele te jarA kayAM che?

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zAradA suvAsa :. vidyAdharee kahyuM bhAI! ame ja tamArA mitra aparAjitakumAranuM haraNa karyuM che. tame ane rAjakumAra je jaMgalamAM AvyA hatA tyAM ja amArA vidyAdharonA rAjA bhuvanabhAnuM rahe che. temaNe jaMgalamAM mahela banAvyo che. temane kamalinI ane kumudinI nAme be putrIo che. temane kaI jJAnIe kahyuM hatuM ke A be kuMvarIne pati aparAjitakumAra thaze. have te baMne meTI thaI che eTale rAjAnI AjJAthI ame aparAjitakumAranI ghaNuM vakhatathI zodha karatA hatA tyAM ame tamane jaMgalamAM joyA. tame baMne vAtacIta karatA hatA te uparathI ame jANyuM ke A aparAjitakumAra che, paNa tame baMne sAthe hatA eTale ame lAga zodhatA hatA. eTalAmAM kuMvarane tarasa lAgI ane tame pANuM zodhavA mATe gayA. e takane lAbha laIne ame kumArane uThAvI gayA ne amArA bhuvanabhAnu rAjA pAse hAjara karyA. amArA mahArAjAe temane khUba AdarasatkAra karyo, ane baMne kumArIo sAthe lagna karavAnuM kahyuM paNa e te kaMI bolatA nathI. udAsa thaI gayA che. e tamane yAda kare che. bIjuM kaMI kahetA nathI. tethI ame tamane zodhavA AvyA chIe. have kumArIonI sAthe lagna karavA mATe kumArane tamAre samajAvavAnA. e nakkI che ne? pradhAnaputre kahyuM-e kAma mAruM, paNa mane jaladI tyAM laI jAva, eTale vidyAdhare bhuvanabhAnu rAjAnA mahelamAM maMtrI putrane lAvyA. - baMne mitranuM milana thatAM AvelAM harSanAM AMsu maMtrIputrane Avate joI kumAra tenI sAme game tene bheTI paDyo. baMnenI AMkhamAM harSanA AvyA. baMne ekAMtamAM maLyA. ekabIjAnA khabara pUchayA, pachI maMtrIputra kumArane baMne kumArIo sAthe lagna karavAnI vAta karI. kuMvare kahyuM- bhAI! ApaNe jaMgalamAM pharavuM ne jyAM jaIe tyAM A zI lapa? huM te keTalI kanyAone paraNuM? tyAre maMtrIputre kahyuM-emane kaI tiSIe kahyuM che ke aparAjitakumAra emane pati thaze. eTale aparAjitakumAre hA pADI. tethI tyAM tenA baMne kanyAo sAthe lagna thayA. thoDA divasa tyAM rahyA pachI pahelAnI mAphaka nakkI karIne rAtre chAnAmAnA tyAMrthI paradeza javA mATe nIkaLI gayA. tyAMthI cAlatAM cAlatAM te baMne kumAre zrImaMdirapura nagaramAM AvyA. ke rAjakumAre karelI pRcchA -nagaramAM praveza karyo te cAre bAju udAsInatA chavAyelI che. nagaranA leke AmathI tema deDI rahyA che. keIna mukha upara AnaMda dekhAte nathI. AkhI nagarImAM hAhAkAra macI gayo che. AnuM kAraNa zuM haze? te vicAra karatAM baMne kumAre AgaLa jAya che. tyAM eka kAmalatA nAmanI gaNikA gADImAM besIne jaI rahI che, tene pUchayuM bahena ! A nagarImAM ATale badhe zerabakera kema macI rahyo che? rAdhA leke zA mATe raDe che? gaNikA kahe tame paradezI lAge che. kayAMthI Ave che? tyAre baMne kumAre kahe che e vAta javA de, paNa A nagarImAM zuM che? te amane

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231 zAradA suvAsa jI kahe. eTale kahe che bhAI vAta ema banI che ke amArA rAjAne keIe chaLakapaTathI charI mArI che. teNe mArI tenI khUba tapAsa karI paNa pakaDAtuM nathI ne rAjA te. bebhAna thaIne paDayA che. bIjI vAta e che ke rAjAne putra nathI. raMbhA nAmanI eka putrI che, ane rAjA bhAnamAM AvatA nathI tethI AkhI nagarImAM zeka chavAI gaye che, tyAre baMne kumAre kahe che zuM ATalI meTI nagarImAM kaI hoMziyAra vada nathI ke rAjAne ghA rUjhavIne bacAvI zake? kAmalatAe kahyuM-vaide te ghaNuM che paNa badhA niSphaLa gayA. tame amArA rAjAne maTADI zake tema che. kumAre kahe-hA. te mArI sAthe cAle. have gaNikAnI sAthe baMne kumAre jaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. thoDI vAra caritra laIe. caritra - "jinasenAne AnaMdane ratnAvatIne udAsInatA" - maMgala rAjA ratnAvatIne paraNIne AvyA che tethI sArI nagarImAM AnaMda AnaMda chavAI gaye. jinasenA paTarANIne paNa khUba AnaMda thaye. A rANuM khUba dharmiSTha ane saMskArI hatI. eTale enA manamAM ema na thayuM ke mAre zakya kyAMthI AvI? bAkI strIone evuM svapna Ave ke ene pati bIjI strI paraNyo te paNa ene na game. strIone svapnamAM paNa zakya jevI gamatI nathI. ahIM te jinasenAne AnaMda thaye. enA manamAM evA bhAva AvyA ke mArI nAnI bahena AvI che. e rAjAnI sevA karaze, rAjA pAse raheze eTale samaya mane dharmArAdhanA karavAne vadhu maLaze. ema harakhAtI harakhAtI AvIne tene vaLagI paDI paNa ranavatI te abhimAnanuM pUtaLuM che. nahitara vyavahArika daSTie te nAnI rANIe meTI rANIne page lAgavuM joIe paNa A te jinasenAne page paNa lAgI nahi ane premathI bolAve che chatAM tenA sAmuM paNa jatI nathI. kAraNa ke ene te jyAM rANIne joI tyAM chAtImAM tIranI jema zakyanuM sAla khaTakyuM paNa have paraNune AvI che eTale zuM kare? haju navI paraNIne AvI che eTale kaMI bolI zakatI nathI paNa AvatAveMta enuM mana udAsa banI gayuM. pahele divase ratnAvatI jinasene sAthe na belI ke page paNa na lAgI tyAre jinasenAnA manamAM thayuM ke haju navI che ne nAnI che eTale mArAthI zaramAya che. pachI vAM nahi Ave. eTale jinasena bIje divase ratnAvatIne kahe che-bahena! Ava. tuM mArI pAse besa. ApaNe premathI vAta karIe. tuM mArAthI bilakula saMkeca na rAkhIza. ApaNe baMne sagI bahene chIe. ema kahIne pAse gaI te paNa ratnAvatI ucuM jatI nathI. chatAM jinasenAnA dilamAM ema thAya che ke ene haju mArI zarama Ave che.. baMdhuo : jenA dilamAM jevuM hoya che tevuM tene jagata dekhAya che. jinasenAnuM dila vizALa che, enA nayanamAM neha che ane haiyAmAM snehanI saravANuM che tyAre ranavatInuM dila saMkucita

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zAradA suvAsa 232 che. enI AkhAmAM jhera bhayu' che ne haiyuM IrSyAnI AgathI jalI rahyuM che ke huM AvI rUpALI ne buddhivAna ane mAre mAthe A jIvatI ne jAgatI zAkaya ! e mane kema poSAya ! Ama tAM ghaNuH divase nadtyA. jinasenA ratnavatIne vAravAra khelAve che pazu e khelatI nathI ne kaI vAra Ale tA enI bhASAmAM abhimAna ja bharyu hoya ! jinasenA vicAra karavA lAgI ke huM ratnavatIne ATalA premathI khelAvuM chuM paNa e mArI sAthe evatI nathI ne ele tA avathI khele che ne vAtavAtamAM jhaghaDA kare che. haze, ene jema game tema bhale karatI. e enA bhAve ne huM mArA bhAve. jinasenA tA manamAM brilakula duHkha lagADatI nathI. enuM bhalu Icche che tyAre ratnavatI dilamAM zu vicAre che ? ratnavatI manamAMhi sAce, dilA phira paTAnI kA pada chInu, yahu pati se dheAMsa, mere manakI DeAMza, hA....zrotA game tema karIne AnA uparathI rAjAnA prema utarI jAya tema karuM. pachI enu paTTarANInu pada huM chInavI lauM ane enI khUrI dazA karAvu', pachI ja mane zAMti thaze, tyAM sudhI mane zAMti naddhi vaLe. badhu ! jumA, A saMsAra kevA che ! kevA kevA irSyA ne jhera bharyAM che ! ekanu mana keTalu pavitra che ne khIjInu mana keTaluM malIna che. jene tAnI sArI ke kharAba icchA pUrNa karavI hAya che te tenA mATe rAta ditrasa prayatnazIla rahe che, tema natI mIThuM. mIThu. elIne rAjAnuM mana tenA tarapha AkarSavA lAgI. jinasenA karatAM paNa adhika prema rAjAne batAvavA lAgI. eTale rAjAnA manamAM thaI gayuM ke AA ratnavatI keTalI vinayavatI ane guNavaMtI che. jinasenA karatAM paNa e vadhu dAziyAra che. AveA prema batAvIne eNe rAjAnuM citta harI lIdhuM. rAjA huve ratnavIne ja dekhavA lAgyA. :- ratnavatI manamAM vicAra kapaTajALa bichAvavAnI taiyArI karatI ratnavatI karavA lAgI ke have rAjA te mArA hAthamAM che. huM jema kahu tema karavA taiyAra che. eTale huM jinasenAne kharAkhara duHkhI karu., e mATe zuM yukti karavI te vicAra karavA lAgI. samaya jatAM ane rANI garbhavatI thaI. ratnavatIne jinasenAne dukhiyArI banAvavI hatI. te mATe teNe agAuthI upAya zekhI rAkhyA hatA. te avAranavAra jinasenAnA mahele maLavA lAgI. ratnavIne peAtAnA mahele AvatI dekhe ne jinasenA gAMDIghelI banI jAya. te premathI tenu svAgata karIne pAse besADatI ne kahetI bahena ! have tane sakeAca A thaze. tu Aje mArA mahele AvI te mane bahu gamyuM. have tuM rAja Avaze. Ama mAtAnI pAse je amUlya dAgInA, vasrA hAya temAMthI ene je game te daI detI

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zAradA suvAsa ne kahetI bahena ! tuM mArAthI bilakula saMkeca na rAkhIza. te AvI harSaghelI banI javI paNa ene khabara nathI ke A sAce prema nathI paNa mAyAjALa che. mAchImAra pANImAM leTanI geLIo nAMkhe che te kaMI mAchalAnI dayAthI nathI nAMkhate paNa mAchalAne pakaDavA mATe nAMkhe che. tema A bheLI rANIne khabara nathI ke ranavatIne peTamAM zuM daLe che. kAraNa ke bhalA mANasa badhAne pitAnA jevA mAne che. "Apa bhalA te jaga bhalA." navatI avAranavAra jinasenAnA mahele AvIne premathI vAta karavA lAgI. jinasenA mAne che ke mArI bahenane mArA pratye keTalo prema che! paNa e evI bhalI ne saraLa che tethI khabara paDatI nathI ke A zA mATe mArI pAse ATaluM badhuM Ave che. Aje te ghaNI sakhIo ane dAsIone laIne AvI che. eTale jinasenA, rastavatI, ane tenI sakhIe badhA mahelamAM beThA ne AnaMda vinoda karatAM dharmanI carcA zarU karI. jinasenA te dharmanI jANakAra che paNa ratnAvatIne dharmanuM rasAna nathI. e dharmakarma, puNya-pApa, jIra-ajIva kaMI ja samajatI nathI. e te enA rUpanA abhimAnathI phulAtI ne vicAra karatI ke huM have te rAjAnI mAnItI chuM. mAre koInI zI paDI che! ema abhimAnathI akkaDa thaIne AvI che. have jinasenAnI sAthe kevI rIte dharmacarcA karaze ne rANIne kapaTa karIne kevI rIte phasAvaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 27 zrAvaNa suda 9 ne zanivAra tA. 12-8-78 zAMti cAM? svamAM ke paramAM?" sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI, sarvajJa bhagavaMtee jAtanA jIvone azAMtinI AgamAMthI zAMtinA sadanamAM lAvavA mATe siddhAMtarUpa vANInuM pratipAdana kareluM che. tIrthaMkara prabhunA mukhakamaLamAMthI jharelI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. je siddhAMtanI vANInA sahAre anaMta cha saMsAra samudrane tarIne zAzvata zAMtinA sahanamAM (makSamAM) birAjI gayA che, evI prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLavA jevI che, ane sAMbhaLIne AcaraNamAM utAravA jevI che, paNa bhautika sukhanA anurAgI jIvone ema lAge che ke lakSmI kamAI tijorI bharI levA jevI che. lakSamIthI jIvane sAcI zAMti maLe che. AvuM mAnanAranI mAnyatA taddana bhUla bharelI che. kAraNa ke anArya dezamAM paNa lakSmI te lakhalUMTa che. chatAM tyAMnA lokone zAMti maLatI nathI. Aje pazcimanA dhanADhya gaNatA deze paNa azAMtinI AgamAM saLagI rahyA che. tame ema na mAnatA ke dhananA DhagalA ApIne zAMti kharIdI zakAya che. rUparamaNI enI sAthe sukha bhogavavAthI zAMti maLe che. moTA erakaMDIzana rUmavALA baMgalA, gADI, TI vI,

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zAradA suvAsa kIja vigeremAM zAMti che. rasadAra TesTaphula khAnapAnamAM zAMti bharelI che. vizALa kuTuMba parivAramAM zAMti che ke sattAnI khurazImAM zAMti che. A kesamAM zAMti nathI, tyAre tamane thaze ke zAMti kyAM che? amAre zAMti kevI rIte prApta karavI ? anaMtajJAnI tIrthakara bhagavaMtoe AkhA jagatanA svabhAvanuM svarUpa nihALIne jagatavartI jIvonA kalyANa mATe zAMtinuM sAcuM svarUpa ane sAcI zAMti prApta karavA mATenA upAye AgamamAM batAvelA che, paNa te jevAne tamane TAIma kayAM che? AtmAnuM asalI svarUpa zAMtimaya che eTale zAMti e AtmAne guNa che, ane jene guNa hoya tenAmAM ja rahe. te zAMtine rahevAnuM pavitra maMdira hoya te te AtmA che. AtmA sivAya bIje kayAMya jaDa padArthomAM zAMti maLatI nathI. e zAMtidevI kahe che ke jene mArI jarUra hoya te mArA pavitra AtmamaMdiramAM A, ane mArI zraddhApUrvaka upAsanA kare to huM upAsaka upara prasanna thAuM. bAkI je ajJAnI cha AtmamaMdirane choDIne bahAra jaDa padArthomAM mArI zedha karaze tene huM maLavAnI nathI. tame uMDANathI vicAra karaze te samajAze ke jene tyAM dhananA DhagalA che, suMdara strI, putra parivAra che, samAjamAM jenuM ghaNuM mAna che evA mAnavIonA manamAM paNa zAMta hetI nathI, enuM mana sadA udvigna rahyA kare che, rAtre uMgha AvatI nathI; ene yAMya cena paDatuM nathI. ciMtArUpI citA enA hRdayane satata bALyA kare che ane enuM asvastha mana haDakAyA kutarAnI jema ahIMthI tyAM bhamyA kare che. ahIM dharmasthAnakamAM AvIne vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLavA beThA te paNa mana te saMsAranI mehamAyAmAM cAlyuM jAya che. navakAra maMtrano jApa karavA bese te paNa mana thira nathI rahetuM. A badhI azAMtinuM mULa kAraNa zuM che? tene tame kadI ekAMtamAM besIne vicAra karyo che kharo ? zAMti ApaNuM gharanI cIja che. ApaNA gharanI cIja ApaNane na maLe e kema bane ? Aja sudhI jIve jagatanA rAhe cAlI jaDa padArthomAM zAMtinI zodha karI che. te zAMti kayAMthI maLe? have je sAcI zAMti joItI heya te jagatanA rAhe nahi paNa jinezvara revanA rAhe cAlI AtmAmAM zAMtinI kheja karo. avazya zAMti maLaze. gItAmAM paNa vihAya kAmAn yaH sarvAn , pumAMzcarati niHspRhH| - nirmano nivAra, zAMtithiri | - je vyakti zabdAdi samasta viSane tyAga karIne nispRha rahe che tathA mamatva ane ahaMkAra rahita che te zAMtine prApta karI zake che. zAMti e ja sukhanuM sarvathI aMdara svarUpa che. mATe je sAcI zAMti joItI hoya te zabdadi viSayone tyAga karI mamatva ane ahaMkArane jIvanamAMthI dUra phagAvIne AtmAne pavitra banAve ane bane teTaluM sazAstronuM vAMcana, manana ane zravaNa kare.

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235 zAradA suvAsa ApaNe temanAthanA pUrvabhavanu varNana cAle che. aparAjita kumAra ane pradhAnaputra vimalaedhakumAra aMne jaNA gheADA khelavavA mATe nIkaLyA ane kayAMnA kayAM nIkaLI gayA. emanA mAtApitA te temanA viyeAge jhUre che, kalpAMta kare che paNa A ane mitro te AnaMdathI rahe che. gherathI tA ekalA ja nIkaLyA hatA paNa emanA puNya prabaLa che eTale jyAM jAya che tyAM kAMi ne kAMI parAkrama kare che. e parAkramathI prabhAvita banIne rAjAe temane khUba Adara satkAra kare che ne peAtAnI kanyAe rAjakumArane paraNAve che. baMne mitronI joDI jAmI che. eka khIjAnA sukha-duHkhamAM e bhAgIdAra bane che. emanI prauti kSIranIra jevI hatI. ema nahiM ke sukhamAM sAthe rahevu. ne duHkhamAM dUra bhAgI javu. jue, aparAjita kumAra guma thayA tyAre pradhAnaputre tenI keTalI tapAsa karI ne keTaluM jhUryAM ane kumAra maLatAM tene keTale khadhe AnaMda thayA. A mA pUnA RNAnubaMdha sabaMdha batAve che. ApaNane ema thAya ke amuka vyaktione ekabIjA pratye keTalA prema che ! ekabIjAnA sukha-du:khamAM keTalA bhAga le che paNa enuM mULa kAraNu pUrva jIvAe evA kame sAthe khAMdhyA hAya eTale emanA sukha-duHkhamAM ene bhAgIdAra banavu' paDe. ajanA satI seA bhAinI lADIlI eka ja bahena hatI. ene paraNAvIne sAsare maikalI tyAre mAtA-pitAe seA se| dAsIe sAthe ApI hatI, paNa aMjanA paraNIne sAsare gaI pachI enA gADha karmanA udaya thayA eTale pavanajIe paraNyA pachI enA sAmuM joyuM nahiM. strIene sAsu game tevI vaDhakaNI hAya, derANI-jeThANI ke naNaMdanA trAsa hAya paNa jo patinu sukha hoya te badhuM duHkha gauNa khanI jAya che, paNa sAsusasarA-naNuMda- derANI-jeThANI badhA sArI rIte sAcavatAM hAya paNa jo enA patinu ene sukha na heAya, patie tajI dIdhelI hAya teA ene mana e sukha sukha nathI lAgatuM. patinA sukha vinA badhuM sukha nirasa lAge che. eka patinA tajAvAthI badhA ene haDadhUta kare che. AjanA satInA jIvanamAM paNa Avu ja banyuM, pavanajIe ene na melAvI tyAre badhA enI tarapha ghRNAnI draSTie jovA lAgyA, potAnA piyaranI seA seA dAsIe pazu dhIme dhIme tene cheDIne cAlI gaI. badhA gayA paNa eka vasa'tamAlA enI sAthe ja rahI. sAsu-sasarAe ajanAne kalaMka caDhAvI dezanikAla karyAM. e ajanA piyara gai tA tyAM paNa koIe tene Azraya na ApcA, tyAre jaMgalamAM gaI. vagaDAmAM bhayaMkara duHkhA veThayA chatAM vasaMtamAlAe teno sAtha na cheDayA enA sukha-duHkhamAM sAthI anIne rahI. A krama khanyuM ? enI sAthe pUrvano RNAnubaMdha samaMdha hatA. eTale e chUTI paDI nAha. devAnupriye ! jIvanA karelA karyAM udayamAM Ave che tyAre duHkhanA DuMgarA enA putra

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2 36 zAradA suvAsa AvI paDe che paNa je jIne dharmanI zraddhA che te duHkhane paNa hasatA mukhe veThI le che ne duHkhamAM paNa zAMti anubhave che, paNa hAyaya karatA nathI....eka nagarazeThanA gharamAM sAta sAta peDhIthI temanA kuTuMbamAM puNyane sUrya prakAzita hate gharamAM lakSmIne pAra nathI. cAra putro, cAra putravadhUo, zeTha ane zeThANa e daza mANasanuM kuTuMba khUba AnaMdapUrvaka rahetuM hatuM. A zeTha koDadhapati hatA. rAjAe emane nagarazeThanI padavI ApI hatI. sukhanA bhaMDAra chalakAtA hatA. sAthe zeThane dharmanI zraddhA paNa khUba hatI. zeTha zrAvakane zuddha dharma pALatAM hatAM. dararoja sAmAyika pratikamaNa karavA, tenA darzana karavA, jinavANI sAMbhaLavI. kaMdamULane tyAga, rAtrI bhejanane tyAga, supAtra dAna devuM, garIbe upara anukaMpA karI temane madada karavI, zAsana prabhAvanAnA kAryomAM lakSmIne sadvyaya kare visare zeThane ghaNAM ghaNa niyama hatA. saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM dararoja ekAMtamAM besIne evuM ciMtana karatA ke A saMsAra duHkharUpa che, duHkhalaka che ane duHkhAnubaMdhI che. lakSmI anitya che. zarIra anitya che. huM saMsAra tyAgIne sAdhu kAre banIza?" saMsAramAM vasavA chatAM A saMsArathI alipta bhAve rahetA hatA. baMdhuo ! zeTha saMsAramAM rahetA hatA ne tame paNa saMsAramAM rahe che. tamArA jIvanamAM AvA niyame che? tame dararoja AvuM ciMtana kare che kharA? tamane AvuM badhuM karavAnuM kahIe te kahezo ke amane te TAIma ja kayAM che? te zuM A zeTha kaMI navarA hatA? (hasAhasa). vahepAra ane vyavahAra badhuM saMbhALatAM hatAM. tamArAmAM ne emanAmAM zuM pharaka che? AjanA zrImaMte moTA bhAge pApAnubaMdhI puNyanA udayavALA hovAthI emane dharma gamatuM nathI. dharma karavAno TAIma nathI. Aje te paisA Ave eTale saMsAra sukhanA senerI svapnA seve che ne pitAne paisAthI mahAna mAne che. kahyuM che ne ke ho keI pAse paisA jhAjhA, mAne e pitAne duniyAne rAjA, paiso saghaLA sukhane lAve, duHkha kadIye nA Ave, keI mAne bhale...bAkI beTe badho khela che.... mANasa lAkhapatimAMthI karoDapati bane eTale mAne ke huM moTe rAjA banI gaye. enA abhimAnano pAra na raDe paNa jJAnI kahe che ke tuM emAM zuM magarUrI rAkhe che. A te jAdugaranA khela je saMsAra che. mATe samajIne saMsArathI alipta bane. - A zeTha puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA udayavALA hatA. eTale ATalA badhA sukha ane vaibhave hovA chatAM emane Asakti na hatI. anAsakta bhAve rahetA hatA. AvA zrImatanuM bhAgya emano saMsAra saMbhALe ane e pote pitAnA AtmAne, deva-gurU ane dharmane saMbhALe. AvA puNyAtmAone lakSamInuM abhimAna hotuM nathI. mahAna puNyanA hadayamAM paNa temanI buddhi nirmaLa rahe che. dharmanA pavitra kAryo karavAnuM emane mana thAya che.

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zArA roya 7. Aje te enAthI ulTI gaMgA vahI rahI che. kema barAbara che ne umarazIbhAI? tamAre ghera evuM nathI. bAkI moTA bhAge paisA vadhe meTara Ave, ekAda mIla ke phekaTarI bele ke maTI dukAna kare, eTale va zrayamAM AvavAnA ja paccakhANa karI che. (hasAhasa) je mANasa dharmanA niyamone tilAMjalI ApI de, pise nahote tyAre kaMdamULa khAte pase AvatAM kaMdamULa khAtA zIkhyo, rAtribhUjana karavA lAge, pahelAM tenA darzana karavA jata, vyAkhyAna vANI sAMbhaLate te badhuM ja paise AvatA choDI dIdhuM. A pApAnubaMdhI puNyathI lemI maLI ene pratApa che. A zeTha to puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA udayavALA hatAM. eTale emane mana dhana karatAM dharmanI kiMmata vadhAre hatI. jinezvaradevanA vacana upara atUTa zraddhA hatI. eka rAtre zeTha pitAnA zayanagRhamAM sutA hatA. madharAta thaI tyAM soLa zaNagAra sajelI suMdara, teja tejanA aMbAra jevI eka divya suMdarIe jhAMjharanA jhaNakAra sAthe rUmajhuma karatI zeDanA zayanagRDamAM praveza karyo. zeThanA zayanagRhemAM prakAza prakAza phelAI gaye. eTale zeTha ekadama bebAkaLA jAgI gayA. jue che te pitAnI sAme rUparUpanA aMbAra samI eka yuvAna strI ubhelI che. zeTha kSaNabhara te vicAramAM paDI gayA ke A strI keNa haze? ane madharAte mArA zayanagRhamAM zA mATe AvI haze? zeThe pUchayuM-he strI ! tuM koNa che ane atyAre mArA zayanagRhamAM zA mATe AvI che atyAre rAtrinA samaye parastrIne mArA mahelamAM avAya ja kema? bahena ! tuM je hoya te bhale heya. huM parastrIne tyAgI zIyaLavaMta zrAvaka chuM. tuM jaladI cAlI jA, tyAre sAme ubhelI strIe kahyuM. zeTha! huM kaI sAmAnya strI nathI. huM lahamIdevI chuM ane tamane eka agatyane saMdezo pAThavavA mATe AvI chuM. zeThe kahyuM tamAre je kahevuM hoya te jaldI kahIne ahIMthI raste paDe. lakSmIdevIe Apelo saMdeza :-devAnupriye ! zeThane ghera lakSamIjI hAlI cAlIne padhAryA che. e zuM kahevA mATe AvyA che te vAta te pachI paNa kadAca tamAre tyAM AvI rIte lakSamIjI padhAre te tame zuM kare ? bele te kharA mULacaMdabhAI ! nagInabhAI! tame lakSmIjInuM svAgata kare ne ke padhAre..padhAre bhale padhAryA..kahIne lakSmInuM pUjana karavA lAge ke zeThanI jema kaho? (sAhasa) tame zeThanI jema na kahe kAraNa ke tamane lakSamI prANa jeTalI vaDAlI che, tyAre zeThane zIyaLa vahAluM hatuM. lakSmI jAya to bhale jAya paNa mAruM zIyaLa na javuM joIe. lakSmI karatAM zIyaLanI kiMmata vadhAre hatI. lakSmIdevI zeThane kahe che ke zeTha ! huM tamane e kahevA AvI chuM ke sAta sAta peDhIthI tamArA kuTuMbamAM puNyane jhagamagate sUrya hatA te asta thAya che. have tamArA pApakarmane udaya thavAne che eTale huM tamArA gherathI AjathI sAtamA divase vidAya thavAnI chuM. ATaluM kahIne lakSmI devI adrazya thaI gayA. zeTha kahe che bhale sAkSAt lakSmIdevI AvIne AvA samAcAra

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zAraThA suvAsa ApI gayA. chatAM zeThane kaMI asara na thaI. jANe kaMI banyuM ja nathI ema mAnIne zeTha nirAMte suI gayA. huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamane lahamIdevI AvuM kahI jAya te zuM thAya? kahe te khara mArA zrAvake ! A sAMbhaLIne tamane te paraseve vaLI jAya ne chAtImAM dhrujArI thAya. hAya hAya...mArI lakSmI cAlI jaze? huM garIba banI jaIza? are..A te lakSamIdevIe kahyuM ke huM javAnI chuM. paNa kadAca evuM svapna Ave ke vahepAramAM meTI kheTa gaI. agara te kaI tiSI ema kahe ke bhAI ! jarA saMbhALIne vahepAra karaje. bahu moTuM sAhasa karazo nahi. cha mahinAmAM vahepAramAM tamane moTuM nukazAna thaze. tyAM ja tamArI chAtInA pATIyA besI jAya ne? hasAhasa) chAtImAM thaDaka thaDaka thavA lAge, khAvAnuM paNa na bhAve ne uMgha paNa na Ave ne kaMIka dhAMdhala macI jAya. - A zeTha paNa zrAvaka hatAM ne tame paNa zrAvaka ja che ne? zeThane sAtame divase badhI lakSmI cAlI javAnI che te sAMbhaLIne bilakula duHkha ke ciMtA na thaI. kAraNa ke temaNe vitarAgavANI sAMbhaLIne aMtaramAM utArI hatI. eTale samajatA hatAM ke lakSmI kevI che. abhracchAyA khalaH prIti, siddhamannaca kiMcitkAlopa bhogyAni, yauvanAni dhanAni ca // vAdaLanI chAyA, duSTanI prIti, pakAveluM (rAMdheluM) ana, strI, yauvana ane dhana e cha cIjone thoDo samaya ja upabhega karI zakAya che. eTale ke e badhuM asthira che. A cha cIjomAM lakSmI paNa AvI gaI? lakSmI vahelI ke meDI eka divasa javAnI che temAM aphasesa zA mATe kare? caMcaLa svabhAvavALI strI ekane pati tarIke svIkAratI nathI. e te judA judA pati karatI phare che, tema A lakSmI paNa caMcaLa svabhAvavALI che. Aja sudhI tenA anaMtA pati thaI cUkyA che. e keInI thaI nathI ne thavAnI paNa nathI. te pachI ene meha zA mATe rAkhavuM joIe? zeThanI dharma zraddhAne ane tatva samajavAne A prabhAva che. zeThane sAMbhaLavA utsuka banelA puge "- nagarazeTha te nirAMte suI gayA. savAre vahelA uThIne rojanA niyama pramANe sAmAyika, pratikamaNuM, svAdhyAya vigere karyuM. te divase zeThe ekAsaNuM karyuM hatuM. eTale nAhIdheIne gAmamAM gurU birAjatA hatA temanA darzana karavA gayA ne vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM. pachI dukAne gayA paNa gharamAM kaIne kaMI vAta na karI. bapore dukAnethI ghera jamavA mATe AvyA, ekAsaNuM karyuM. dIkarAo badhA jamavA mATe AvyA che ne putravadhUo paNa badhI hAjara che eTale zeThe badhAne kahyuM ke Aje mAre tamane badhAne eka agatyanI vAta karavI che mATe badhA A rUmamAM Ave. badhAnA

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zAztrA suvAsa :::: manamAM thayuM' ke Aje bApujI badhAne zuM kaheze? zeTha khUba gabhIra hatAM. ekadama ema kahe ke lakSmI cAlI javAnI che te dIkarAne AghAta lAge, eTale khAkhara gaThavIne vAta karavI joIe. tethI zeThe kahyuM ke huM mArA putro ane putravadhue ! Aje madhasage mArA zayanagRhamA lakSmIdevI padhAryAM hatA A sAMbhaLIne zeThANI, putro ane putravadhuonI AMkhomAM camaka AvI gai. temanA rAmarAya khIlI uThayA ane atyaMta IMtejArIthI pUchyuM he....lakSmIjI zA mATe padhAryAM hatA? emaNe zu kahyu ? vigere ghaNAM prazno pUchyA. A badhAnA manamAM Azcaya thAya ne ? tamane paNa thAya ne ? 'hA.' zeThe kahyu. lakSmIjI kahI gayA te huM tamane kahuM chuM. haiyu kaThaNa karIne zAMtithI sAMbhaLo. lakSmIdevIe mane kahyu ke have tamArA puNya chUTayA che ne pApakama'nA udaya thAya che, eTale huM tamArA gharamAMthI AjathI sAtamA divase javAnI chuM. ema kahIne lakSmIdevI adRzya thai gayA. kheleA, have huM tamane badhAne eka vAta pUchuM chuM ke have ApaNe zu karavu che? lakSmI javAnI che te vAta cAkkasa che. temAM mInamekha phera nahiM paDe paNa e jAya tenA karatAM ApaNe ja tene vidAya karIe te kema? karAe pUche che bApujI! lakSmIne vidAya karavI eTale zu? tyAre zeThe kahyuM huM mArA vhAlA putro ! lakSmI ApaNane cheDIne sAtamA divase jAya te te pahelAM ApaNe ja cha divasamAM e lakSmIne dAna, puNyamAM vAparIne zA mATe puNya upArjana na karIe ? asthira lakSmIthI sthira evA dhama zA mATe na kamAI laIe ? haju cha divasa lakSmI ApaNe ghera rahevAnI che tenA kDAvA kharAmara laI laI e. pachI sAtame divase e ravAnA thAya te pahelAM savAranA praturamAM ApaNe badhAe cAritra aMgIkAra karI levAnuM. ele, A vAta tamane badhAne maMjura che? Akhu kuTuMba ekI sAthe khelI uThayu.... hA.... DA.... hA... putrI, putravadhUe ane zeThANI badhA kahe che--zuM ApanI buddhi che! Ape bahu sarasa vAta karI. ame badhA ja ApanI sAthe cAritra levA taiyAra chIe, ba'e ! sAMbhaLe A kuTuMba kevuM pavitra haze! puNyazALIne ja AvuM kuTuMba maLe ke vaDIlanI vAtamAM ekI avAje saMmata thai jAya. tamAre ghera AvA zrImatIjI, putrA ane putravadhUe che? dIkSA levAnuM huM nathI kahetI paNa saMtanA dana rAja karavA eTalu kare teAya dhanyaghaDIne dhanyabhAgya ! e te ema ja kahI deze ke hai mA-bApujI! tame gharaDA thayA che mATe upAzraye jaine bese amAre dhama karavAnI haju ghaNI vAra che (hasAhasa) zeThanI bhavya tattvavicAraNA uparathI e khAdha levAnA che ke lakSmI, bagalA, lADI-vADI ane gADI badhu... cheDIne eka divasa javAnuM che te e saMsAranA padAthe tamane cheDIne jAya te pahelAM tame ene cheDIne saMsArane rAjInAmu` ApIne ubhA page saMsAramAMthI nIkaLIne saMyamanA gharamAM AvI jAva te kevA Anada Ave! tame jAte nahiM

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zAradA suraja nIkaLe te ADA page gharanI bahAra kADhaze. tenA karatAM ubhA page saMsArane rAjInAmuM ApIne chuM thaI jAo te tamAruM kalyANa thaI jaze. "camanA paMthe javAnI taiyArI karatuM kuTuMba " nagarazeThanuM AkhuM kuTuMba saMsArane rAjInAmuM ApI dIkSA levA taiyAra thayuM, eTale zeThe nagaramAM DhaDhere pITAvyuM ke nagarazeTha chUTA hAthe dAna Ape che. jene joIe te khuzIthI laI jAva. garIba leke dAna levA mATe zeThane ghera AvavA lAgyA. cha divasamAM zeThe koDenuM dhana bhAvellAsathI dAnamAM vAparI nAkhyuM. dukAnamAM mAla hatuM te badhe vecIne dAnamAM ApI dIdhuM A joIne nagarajane vicAra karavA lAgyA ke A zeTha ATalI badhI lakSamI kema uDAve che? pachI zuM karaze? lImI dAnamAM vAparIne zeThanuM kuTuMba te AnaMdavibhora banI gayuM, ne savAramAM dIkSA levAnI utkRSTa bhAvanA sevatAM sau suI gayA, tyAM rAtanA barAbara bAra vAge rUmajhuma karatAM lakSmIdevI padhAryA ne belyA zeTha ! UMghe che ke jAge che? zeTha bhara udhamAMthI jAgIne dekhe te lakSmIjI sAme ubhA che. eTale zeThe lahamIdevIne kahyuM ke tame javAnA hatA ne vaLI pAchA kema padhAryA? meM te have tijorImAM kaI rAkhyuM nathI. cha divasamAM badhuM ja dhana chUTA hAthe dAnamAM vAparI nAMkhyuM che. lakSamIjI kahe-zeTha! tame ane tamArA kuTuMbe cha divasamAM je utkRSTa bhAvanAthI dAna ApyuM tenAthI tamAruM puNya eTaluM badhuM vadhI gayuM che ke have huM tamArA gharamAMthI javAnI nathI. e sivAya bIjA eka AnaMdanA samAcAra ApuM chuM ke ghaNAM vakhata pahelAM tamArA vahANe dariyAmAM DUbI gayAnA samAcAra AvyA hatA te vahANe karoDanI kamANI karIne sahIsalAmata baMdare AvI gayA che. A5 jAva ne e badhe mAla utarAvIne vyavasthA kare. - zeThe lahamIdevIne kahyuM, have mAre tArI jarUra nathI. meM ane mArA kuTuMbe savAranA praharamAM amArA gurUdeva pAse dIkSA laIne A makalyANa karavAno nizcaya karyo che. amAro nizcaya aphara che. te traNa kALamAM pharavAnuM nathI. A jagyAe tame he te zuM kare? dIkSA levAnuM nakkI che ke mulatvI rAkhe? lakSmI javAnI hatI ne ApaNA bhAgyathI pAchI AvI che te laDAve lUMTI laIe. da lA be varSa pachI laIzuM, paNa AvI taka pharIne pAchI kyAM maLavAnI che ? A zeTha tamArA jevA Dagamaga mananA na hatA ke lakSmInI lAlaca maLatAM pAchA saMsAramAM rokAI jAya. lakSamIdevI kahe che zeTha! tamAre savAre je karavuM hoya te karaje paNa baMdara upara jaIne vahANenA mAlanI vyavasthA karI Ave. zeThe tyAM jaIne vaDAmAMthI mAla utarAvIne vecI nAMkhe. tenA je paisA AvyA te badhA dIkSAmahotsavamAM, vaSadAnamAM vAparIne bhavya rIte dIkSA laI tapa-tyAga dvArA zreSTha saMyama pALIne sadgatimAM gayA. nagarazeThanA hRdayamAM rahelA dharmazraddhAnA dIpake zeTha ane temanA AkhA kuTuMbe AtmAmAM dharmane prakAza pAtharI jIvana ujajavaLa banAvyuM. tame paNa A zeDa jevA banI tamArA AkhA kuTuMbane dharma pamADaje ne mAnavabhavane sArthaka banAvaje.

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zAradA suvAsa 1 " aparAjita kumAre Apelu' jIvatadAna'' :-aparAjita kumAra ane vimalabedha kumAra ane pharatAM pharatAM zrI madirapura nagaramAM AvyA che. kAmalatA vezyAne pUchatAM khabara paDI ke nagaranA rAjAne kaIe charI mArI che ne rAjA mebhAna banI gayA che. tyAre A ane kumArIe kahyuM ke tamArA nagaramAM kaI e zaktizALI vaika ke hakIma nathI ke rAjAne bhAnamAM lAvI zake? tyAre gaNikAe kahyu, madhAe potAnI zaktinA ajamAza karyAM paNa koIne saphaLatA maLI nathI. A aparAjita kumAra te pannuH khabhajana che, e koinu duHkha joI zake tema na hatA. eTale temaNe kahyuM. bahena! amane rAjA pAse lai jAe. ame banaze tyAM sudhI rAjAne sAjA karIzuM, tyAre gaNukAe kahyuM, te tame cAlA, gaNikA tenene laI ne rAjaDharabAramAM AvI ane maMtrIne maLIne kahyuM ke A e kumAre paradezI che. teo ema kahe che ke ame rAjAne sAjA karIe. pradhAne kahyu, emane khelAvA, eTale tarata temane pradhAna pAse hAjara karyAM kumArezane joine pradhAna vicAramAM paDaye ke A te sAva cheTI uMmaranA chekarA che. meTAmeTA vaidyo, hakImA koI rAjAne sacetana karI zakyuM nathI te A chekarAnuM zuM gajuM ! pazu A karAo dekhAya che tejasvI. kadAca emanA hAthe yaza hAya ne sAru thai jAya. ilAja karavAmAM zuM vAMdho che? ema vicArIne aparAjita kumArane rAjA mUrchAi ta avasthAmAM paDelA hatA tyAM laI AvyA. rAjAne joine aparAjita kumAre pradhAnane kahyuM. A badhAne ahAra kADhA ne tame paNa bahAra jAva, pachI hu rAjAnI davA karIza, eTale pradhAna badhAne aDAra laI gayA. pachI kumAre pelA maNi pANImAM dhAIne temAM mULIyuM ghI rAjAne jyAM ghAva paDayA hatA tyAM cepaDyu. eTale tarata rAjAno ghAva rUjhAI gayA. vimale ApelI aparAjita kumAranI oLakhANu":-zarIra upara paDele ghAva rUjhAtA rAjA tarata bhAnamAM AvI gayA ne meDA thayA eTale tarata pradhAnaputre daravAjA khAlyA, rAjAne beThelA joIne pradhAna ane prajAjano badhA khuza khuza thaI gayA ne suprabha maDArAjAnA jayajayakAra belAbyA, rAjAe pUchyuM, bhAI ! tamArI 'mara teA cheTI che paNa tamArA kAma ghaNAM moTA che, tame keNu che ? kayAMthI AvyA che ne mane kevI rIte sAjA karyAM ? te jaldI kahe, mane jANavAnI khUba jijJAsA che. AvA samaye mahAna AtmAe pAtAnI jAte peAtAnI eLakhANu ApatA nathI. jema hIrA sukhase nA kahe, lAkha amArA mUla." hIrA peAtAnI jAte ema nathI kahetA ke mArI ATalI kiMmata che tema rAjakumAra mauna rahyo, paNa matrIputre rAjAne badhI vAta kahI. A sAMbhaLIne suprabha rAjA hu thI nAcI uThayA. hA....harinaMdI rAjA te mArA khAsa mitra che. temane ja tuM putra che ? ema kahIne tene khAthamAM laI lIdhA ne kahyuM beTA ! huM te kevA pramAdI chuM ke tamArA satkAra sanmAna paNa karI zakayA nahi, tyAre kumAre kahyu: khApujI ! tame pramAdI nathI. tame te maraNunA sukhamAM paDayA hatA. tamane huM Avye huM enI khabara kayAMthI haiya zA. su. 16

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zAzA suvAsa rAjAe kahyuM, beTA! te te mane marelAne jIvADe che. huM tane zuM ApuM ? kumAre kahyuM, pitAjI! Apane prema che te ghaNuM che. mAre kaI cIjanI jarUra nathI. rAjAe ghaNI navIna cIjo ApavA mAMDI paNa kumAre na lIdhI tyAre rAjAne vicAra thaye ke mAre A raMbhA eka ja putrI che. tene AnI sAthe paraNAvI dauM te huM enA jaNamAMthI mukta banI zakuM. A vicAra karIne rAjAe kumAranI pAse pitAnI putrIne paraNAvavAnI IcchA vyakta karI. kumAre te ghaNI nA pADI paNa rAjAnI icchAne AdhIna thaIne raMbhA sAthe lagna karavAnI hA pADI, eTale rAjAe pitAnI putrI raMbhAnA aparajita kumAra sAthe dhAmadhUmathI lagna karyA ne baMne AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. thaDA divasa kAIne baMne jaNuM kaIne kahyA vagara rAtre chAnAmAnA nagara bahAra nIkaLI gayA. tyAMthI cAlatAM cAlatAM aneka nagara, vana vigere jotAM jotAM teo baMne kuMDanapura nagaramAM AvyA. A samaye kuMDanapuramAM kevaLI bhagavAna birAjamAna hatA "kevaLI bhagavAnane karelI pRchA :-baMdhuo ! jIvanA mahAna puNyadaya heya tyAre kevaLI bhagavAnanA darzanano lAbha maLe che. kevaLI bhagavaMtanA darzana thatAM baMnenA haiyA harSathI nAcI uThayA baMnee tikakhuttone pATha bhaNI bhagavAnane vaMdaNA karI. te vakhate kevaLI bhagavAna dezanA ApI rahyA hatA. te sAMbhaLavA besI gayA. kevajI bhagavaMtanI vANI sAMbhaLatAM emanA manane morale nAcI uDe, dhanya dhanya prabhu ! zuM tamArI vANI che ! AvI vANI te ame kadI sAMbhaLI nathI. Aje amAre janma saphaLa thaye. bhagavAnanI dezanA pUrI thaI ne prakhadA vikharAI gaI paNa jemane kaMI jANavAnI jijJAsA heya che te sAMbhaLIne tarata jatA nathI rahetA. A baMne kumAro bhagavAna pAse gayA ne pharIne vaMdaNa karIne aparAjitakumAre bhagavAnane pUchayuM-ahe prabhu! huM bhavI chuM ke abhavo ? samakitI chuM ke mitrI ? kevaLI bhagavaMta kahe che. prabhu kahe hai bhavI, ora tuM paMcama bhava mojhAra, hegA tIrthaMkara bAsavAM, e mitra terA gaNadharahe kumAra ! tuM bhavI che, abhavI nathI. samakitI che, mithyAtvI nathI. AjathI pAMcamA bhave jaMbudvIpanA bharatakSetramAM ghaNA samaya bAda bAvIsa tIrthaMkara thaIza ane A tAre mitra vimalabedha tAre mukhya gaNadhara thaze. A sAMbhaLIne banenuM haiyuM harSathI nAcI uThayuM, A baMne kumAra thaDA divasa kuMDanapura rokAyA ane kevaLa bhagavaMtanI sevA tathA amRtamaya dezanA sAMbhaLavAne lAbha lIdhe, pachI tyAMthI AgaLa prayANa karyuM, e baMne cAlatAM cAlatAM have kayAM jaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra- ratnAvatI rANI mIThuM mIThuM bolIne rAjAne vahAlI banI gaI rUpane garva karatI

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zAradA suvAsa e ja vicAre che ke jinasenA rANIne kema nIce pADavI ne huM paTarANI banuM. e mATe upAye zelatI hatI. enuM nAma te ghaNuM suMdara ravatI che paNa kAma ratna jevA na hatAM. te sadA jinasenA upara dveSa karyA karatI hatI. kudaratane karavuM jinasenA ane ravatI baMne sAthe garbhavatI banI. eka divasa ratnAvatI enI dAsIo tathA sakhIone sAthe laIne jinasenA mahArANanA mahele AvI. bhalI ne bheLI jinasenAe temane badhAne khUba premathI Adara satkAra karyo. jinasenA dharmiSTha hatI tyAre ratnavatI bilakula nAstika hatI. ene dharma karmanuM jJAna na hatuM, kAraNa ke e dharmanI ajANa hatI. eTale ene dharmanI vAte gamatI na hatI, tyAre jinasenane dharmamAM khUba rasa hatuM. je kaMI ene tyAM Ave tenI sAthe saMsAranI vAta na karatI. mAtra dharmanI vAta karatI. dharmane haMbaga mAnatI ratnAvatI - rAnavatIne jinasenA kahe che ! bahena huM ne te baMne garbhavatI chIe te ApaNe bIjI vAta cheDIne dharmacarcA karIe. dharmanuM vAMcana karIe te garbhanA jIvane sArA saMskAra paDe, bahena ! tuM dararoja mArI pAse Avaje. ApaNe dharmanI vAta karIzuM, paNa jene dharmamAM rasa nathI ene AvI vAte game kharI ? ravatIe kahyuM, moTI bahena ! tamane A eka dharmanI ghelachA che AvuM uttama zarIra maLyuM che te khAI pIne moja uDAve. dharma karavAnI jarUra nathI. rANI AvuM kahevA lAgI ne uparathI kahe che bahena ! tame roja uDIne me paTTo lagAvIne sAmAyika kare che, sAMje pratikramaNa kare che, tithinA divase upavAsa, pauSadha kare che. temAM bhUkhyA rahIne A deha te sUkavI nAMkhyo che, ane tamAruM moTuM paNa kevuM kALuM paDI gayuM che. jo tame bahu tapazcaryA karaze, dharmanA DhIMgalA banIne besI jaze te je saMtAna thaze te evuM ja banaze. tame roja sAdhuone bolAvIne sArI sArI cIja ApI de che paNa e sAdhuDAe kevA che? e te melA gaMdhAtA kapaDA pahere che. e snAna karatA nathI. evA muMDakAone joIne mane te sUga caDhe che ane A haravA pharavAne kiMmatI samaya sAmAyika ne piSadhamAM phegaTa bagADe che. mane te A badhA tamArA dhatIMga bilakula gamatA nathI. have tame A badhuM karavAnuM choDI de ne huM kahuM tema kare. reja savAre uThIne snAna karavuM, navA navA zaNagAra sajavA, mAla-malIdo khAvA, bAga bagIcAmAM pharavA javuM. A rIte saMsAranA sukha bheLavIne mAnavabhavane sArthaka karo. Ama karIe te puNya thAya ne Ama karIe te pApa lAge che te tamane peTa bhrama che. svarga ane naraka che. A badhuM keNe joyuM ? e mUMDakA sAdhuoe badhuM tamArA magajamAM khoTuM bharAvI dIdhuM che. jiMdagIbhara AvuM karyA karazo te saMsAranuM sukha kayAre bhagavaze ? mATe bahena ! A badhuM choDI de, A dharma te dhatIMga che.

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zAradA suvAsa jinasenAe rastavatIne Apele javAba" -jenI hADahADamAM dharmane raMga hoya, jinezvara prabhunA vacanamAM jene ananya zraddhA hoya tene AvA zabdo kevA lAge? ene ratnAvatInA zabdo jhALa jevA lAgyA. e jinasenA pitAnuM keI apamAna kare te sahana karI le paNa pitAnA deva-gurU ane dharmanuM kaI apamAna kare te sahana karavA taiyAra na hatI. dilamAM duHkha thayuM paNa eNe vicAra karyo ke A navatImAM dharmanA bilakula saMsakAra nathI. ajJAna che tethI AvA zabdo bole che, paNa huM tene zAMtithI samajAvuM. je e samajaze ne mArI jema dharmanA mArge vaLI jaze te mane paNa mahAna lAbha thaze. ema vicAra karIne jinasenA premathI ratnAvatIne kahe che, bahena ! evuM tuM zA mATe bele che? dharma jevI amUlya vastu mahAna puNyane udaya hoya tyAre ApaNane maLe che. dharmathI manuSya bhavasAgara tarI jAya che. dharma dvArA manuSya Icchita sukhane prApta karI zake che ane dharma dvArA jIva karmonA baMdhana kApIne mekSanA mahAna sukha prApta karI zake che. mATe bahena ! tuM AvA pavitra dharmanI niMdA na karIza dharmanA niMdA karavAthI mahAmahanIya karma baMdhAya che, ane tuM kahe che ne ke tame bhega bheLavIne mAnavajanmane saphaLa banAve, paNa sAMbhaLa, joga e reganuM ghara che, ane AvA bhaMga te mArA ane tArA jIve bhabhavamAM anaMtI vakhata bhagavyA che. pazuo paNa bhaMga te bhagave che. emAM mAnavajIvananI vizeSatA zuM? bhegamAMthI tyAga tarapha javuM te mAnavabhavanI vizeSatA che. viSaya bhegamAM atyaMta Asakata bananAra ja gADha karmone baMdha bAMdhe che, ane naraka tiryaMca jevI azubha gatiomAM enA karmo bhegavavA bhaTakavuM paDe che. mArA gurUo bhale melAghelA kapaDA paheratA hoya, uparathI snAna na karatA hoya paNa emano AtmA te pavitra hoya che. emane saMsAranA keI baMdhana hotA nathI. jyAre anya dharmamAM jeze te temanA dharmagurUo sarAgI hoya che. teo pAse paisA Adi parigraha rAkhe che. strIne saMga kare che. AvA dharmagurUo pite tarI zaktA nathI. temane zaraNe janArane paNa tArI zaktA nathI; paNa mArA dharmagurU te nigraMtha che. teo pite tare che ne temanA zaraNe janArane paNa mokSane mArga batAve che. mATe tuM pahelAM dharmanuM jANapaNuM kare te tene satya vAta samajAya. sAMbhaLa bahena ! mArA tAraNahAra gurUnI mArI pAse niMdA karIza nahIM. mArAthI A sahana thatuM nathI. che kAsaLa kADhavAno rasto zodhatI ratnAvatI:- devAnupriya! pavitra AtmAe biIjAne samajAvavA keTaluM sahana kare che ! jinasenAe ratnAvatIne dharma samajAvavA mATe A badhuM kahyuM paNa bhAre kamI jIvane A badhuM kayAMthI rU? jene sannipAtane rega thayela hoya tene dUdhamAM patAsuM ke sAkara nAMkhIne Ape te ene sannipAta vadhI jAya ne?

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zAradA suvAsa 245 tema jinasenAnA vacana sAMbhaLIne navatIne sannipAta vaLe. enA manamAM thayuM ke rANInI rageragamAM dharma che eTale e pati karatAM paNa dharma ane dharmagurUne vizeSa mAne che. mATe huM tenuM barAbara kAsaLa kADhIza. ema vicAra karatI dhUMvAEvA thaI dhamapachADA karatI pitAnA mahele AvI. jinasenAe te tene premathI dharmane marma samajAvavA mATe prayatna karyo hato, eNe ema kahyuM ne ke bahena ! tuM mArI pAse mArI dharmanA ke dharma. gurUnA avarNavAda belIza nahi. keI mAruM apamAna karaze te sahana karI laIza paNa mArA dharmanuM ke mArA dharmagurUnuM apamAna huM sahana nahi karI zakuM. A zabda tene hADahADa lAgI AvyA ke huM te rAjAnI mAnItI chuM mArA upara rAjAnA cAre hAtha che ne e mane AvuM kahenArI koNa? ene jinasenA upara khUba krodha Avyo. A lAlaghUma thaI gaI. A ranavatI choDAyelI nAgaNanI jema vipharI che. have rAjA Ave eTale barAbara banAvIne vAta karavI che, eTale rAjA AvatAM pahelAM udAsa banIne beThI che. have rAjA enA mahele Avaze eTale ratnAvatIne rAjA pUchaze ke tuM ATalI badhI udAsa kema che ? tAruM keIe apamAna karyuM che? vigere vAta pUchaze tyAre ratnAvatI kevA aMgArA cAMpaze tene bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na. 28 zrAvaNa suda 10 ne ravIvAra tA. 13-8-78 sagna baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI ane anaMta sukhanA svAmI jinezvara bhagavaMte e jagatanA jInA kalyANa mATe je vANuM prakAzI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. je AtmAo siddhAMtanA sahAre cAle che te avazya sukha meLave che, kAraNa ke AgamanA akSare akSare akSaya zAMti bharelI che ne zabda zabda zAzvata sukha bhareluM che, paNa je AgamanuM maMthana kare che ene zAMti ane sukha maLe che. ApaNane sukha ane zAMtine rAjamArga batAvanAra bhagavaMte e pahelAM kaThina sAdhanA karI ane kaThera duHkha sahana karyA pachI temane sukhanI prApti thaI, paNa Aje te saMsAranA jIvo sukhanI IcchAthI menA mRgajaLanI pAchaLa deTa lagAvI rahyA che. temane mahAnapurUSe sAda karIne kahe che ke bhAna bhalelA mAnava! tArI AMdhaLI deTane aTakAvIne jarA Ubho rahe, ne amArI vAta tuM sAMbhaLa. piTanA AMtaraDA uMcA AvI jAya, meMmAMthI phINa nIkaLI jAya, zarIra pasInAthI bijheba banI jAya, evI doTa mUkIza te paNa tane sukhanuM eka biMdu nahi maLe, kAraNa

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zAradA suvAsa ke sukhe mRgajaLa jevA che. je cIjomAM te sukhanA svapnA sevyA che emAM svayaM sukha svAda cakhADavAnuM sAmarthya nathI. evA sukhanI pAchaLa deDavAthI zuM lAbha che? kahyuM che ke sukhaM hi dukhAnyanubhUya zobhate, ghanAndhakAre zciva dIpadarzanam / sukhAttu yo yAti naro daridratAM dhRtaH zarIreNa mRtaH sa jIvati / / ghera aMdhakAramAM ghaNIvAra AthaDyA pachI dIpakanuM darzana thAya che tyAre keTalo AnaMda thAya che. aMdhakAranuM dukha veThavA pachI prakAzanuM sukha AnaMdakArI lAge che ne ! evI ja rIte dareka padArthomAM duHkhane anubhava karyA pachInuM sukha vadhu suMdara ne svAdiSTa lAge che. je mANasa jaMgalamAM rakhaDate pharate hoya tene rahevA jhuMpaDI maLe to keTalo AnaMda thAya? ghara vinA jaMgalamAM rakhaDanAra je sukha bhAMgItUTI jhUMpaDImAM rahIne anubhavaze e sukha sAta mALanI mahelAtemAM hAlanAra nahi anubhavI zake. bhUkhanA duHkha veThanAra lUkhAsUkA roTalAmAM je svAda meLavaze e svAda batrIsa prakAranA pakavAna ane tetrIsa prakAranA pharasANa, zAka, athANuM, pApaDa ne caTaNI khAnAro nahi mANI zake. jaMgalamAM unALAnI garamIthI AkuLa vyAkuLa banele, tarasathI taraphaDate mAnavI navazekA pANImAM je zItaLatA anubhavaze tevI zItaLatA tarasa vinA kIjamAM ThaMDA pANI pInAro ke kaTanA rasa pInAre nahi anubhavI zake, kAraNa ke duHkhanI mAtrA pramANe bhautika sukhanI yAtrA AgaLa vadhe che. devAnupriye! tame je sukhane mATe rAta divasa mahenata karIne marI rahyA che te tamAruM saMsAranuM sukha kahe che. he mAnava ! tamAre mArA svAdanI majhA vadhu mANavI hoya te tame duHkha vadhAre veThe. dA. ta., unALAnA sakhata taDakAmAM cAlIne Ave ne khUba tarasyA thAva tyAre navazekuM pANI pIe te paNa ThaDu hima jevuM lAge che ke nahi ? kharekhara bhUkhanA duHkha veThayA bAda sUkA roTalAnI paNa mIThAza vizeSa mANI zakAya che. nirAdhAra banIne jaMgalamAM rakhaDayA bAda makAnanI manaharatA vizeSa anubhavI zakAya che. jema duHkha vadhAre bhegavaze tema sukhane svAda vadhAre mANI zakaze. ApaNe upara je leka kahyo temAM "dukAna" bahuvacana che. "su" ekavacana che. e paNa ApaNane eka mahattvanI vAta samajAve che ke agaNita duHkha sahana karyA pachI eka sukhane svAda mANI zakAya che. dukhe dhaNu ane tene sahana karavAne kALa ghaNe, jyAre sukha te mAtra eka ja ane ene svAda mANavAne samaya bahu alpa. A baMnene saravALo karaze te tamane samajAze ke jeTaluM duHkha sahana karyuM tenuM pUruM vaLatara paNa bhautika sukha ApI zakatuM nathI. kevI rIte? sAMbhaLo. eka kalAka sudhI tarasanuM duHkha sahana karyuM paNa be glAsa pANI pItAMnI sAthe tRptinuM sukha pUrNa thaI gayuM. be glAsa pANI pItAM keTale samaya lAge ? dhIme dhIme pIe te paNa vadhumAM vadhu be miniTa thAya. have tame ja vicAra

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zAradA suvAsa kare, dukha kalAka vekayuM ne sukha te mAtra be miniTanuM ja ne? eka kalAka dukha sahana karyuM enuM pUruM vaLatara paNa maLyuM kharuM ? maNabhara duHkho veThayA pachI kSaNabhara sukha ApatI sAmagrIne sukhasAmagrI kahevAya? jeTaluM duHkha veThya eTaluM paNa sukha e sukhanI sAmagrI na ApI zakatI hoya te tenI pAchaLa pAgala banIne deDavuM te vyartha ja che ne ? kalAka sudhI duHkhanA aMdhakAramAM athaDAvIne miniTo mATe sukhane prakAzamAM lAvIne mUkanAra mahinA mRgajaLa pAchaLa ghele banIne deDanAra mAnava mUkha ja che ne! tame badhA zuM karI rahyA che? tame paNa je bhautika sukhanI pAchaLa AMdhaLI deTa lagAvI rahyA che te mAre tamane zuM kahevA? (hasAhasa) tame tamArI jAte ja samajI leje. ghaNuM duHkha veThayA pachI maLeluM sukha te paNa cAlyuM jAya ane mANasane daridra banAvI de te te mANasa jIvate chatAM marelA jevuM thaI jAya che. mATe e sukha sAcuM sukha nathI. baMdhuo ! AvA du ane anubhava karyA vinA sukhane svAda cAkha heya te AtmA tarapha vaLavuM paDaze. dariyAnA pANInI jema laherAtA dekhAtA mRgajaLanAM jaLa theDI paNa tarasa chipAvI nahi zake, paNa be glAsa jeTaluM sAcuM paNa tarasa chipAvI zakaze. A eka satya hakIkata che. A kalekamAMthI ApaNe eTaluM samajI zakIe chIe ke saMsAranuM sukha e sAcuM sukha nathI, kAraNa ke enAmAM sukha ApavAnI pitAnI zakti nathI chatAM, jIva duHkha bheLavIne e sAmagrImAM sukhane svAda mANI rahyo che, paNa je sAcuM sukha joItuM hoya te bhautika sukhane tyAga karIne AtmA tarapha lakSa kare. AtmA anaMta sukhane svAmI che. enI sevAthI sukhanA svAmI banI zakAya paNa sevakanI sevAthI svAmI nA thavAya. svAmI te svAmInI sevAthI thavAya, mATe je tamAre anaMta sukhanA svAmI banavuM hoya te saMsArane avaLe rAha badalIne mahAna purUSanA paMthe cAle. mahAna purUSae zAzvata sukha meLavavA mATe ghaNuM kaSTa sahyA pachI je sukha meLavyA te sukhe kadI pAchA jatA nathI. e te kAyama rahe che. ' ' je bhaviSyamAM zAzvata sukhanA svAmI banavAnA che tevA nemanAtha bhagavAna ane rAjematInA pUrvabhavanI ApaNe vAta cAle che. temanAtha bhagavAnane AtmA pAMcamA bhAvamAM aparAjitakumAra banyA che. aparAjitakumAra jyAM gayA tyAM temane satkAra ane sanmAna maLyA. dareka jagyAe rAjAoe temane kanyA paraNAvI. pAMca pAMca rAjakumArI sAthe aparAjitakumAranA lagna thayA paNa kadI emanA manamAM e vicAra sarakho paNa nathI AvatuM ke huM ke heziyAra chuM. mArA puNyane ke prabhAva che ke huM jyAM jAuM chuM tyAM mane khammA khammA thAya che. mahAna purUSane game teTaluM sukha ane saMpatti maLe te

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248 : zAradA suvAsa paNa temane abhimAna nathI AvatuM. Aje te thoDI saMpatti ane DuM sukha maLe eTale abhimAnane pAra nahi. jANe AkhI duniyAmAM huM ja chuM. mArA jevuM duniyAmAM kaI nathI. huM karuM te ja thAya, mArAthI ja ghara cAle che. huM nA hevuM te badhA rajhaLI paDe. A garva kare mithyA che. keI keInuM kaMI karI zakatuM nathI. dareka jI pitAnA purama sAthe laI Avene che, paNa jIvane pitAne ahaM paDe che. rAhu ane patI jIvane je dukha nathI ApatA te ahaM ane mama Ape che. aMtaramAMthI "ahaM" jaya te jIva arihaMta bane ne "mama" jAya te mekSa maLe ne saMsAra TaLe, paNa e baMne javA bahu muzkela che. jyAM sudhI ahaM ane mama aMtaramAM beThelA che tyAM sudhI jIvane sAcI dizA sUjhavA nahi de. jenAmAM ahaM bharyo che te ema ja kaheze ke huM ja badhAne sukhI karI zakuM chuM paNa bhAI ! kaI kaIne sukha ke duHkha ApI zakatuM nathI. potAnA karmo ja jIvane sukhI ke duHkhI karI zake che. karmarAjAnI sattA rAjamahelamAM mahAlanArI mahArANIne kSaNavAramAM daLaNAM daLatI dAsI banAvI mUke che ne daLaNuM daLatI dAsIne mahArANI banAvI de che. harizcaMdra rAjAne bhaMgIne tyAM vecAvuM paDyuM ne tArAmatI rANune brAhmaNane tyAM vecAvuM paDayuM. A badhuM karanAra koNa? karma ke bIjuM kaI? jaMgalamAM caNeDhInA hAra paherIne AnaMda mAnatI bhIlaDIne rANI banAvanAra paNa karma che ne? eTale duniyAmAM badhuM karanAra pitAnA sArA ke nasA karyo che. bIjuM kaI kaMI karI zakatuM nathI. rAjAne thayelI ciMtA" :- eka rAjAne tyAM putrane janma thaye. rAjAne ekane eka putra hatuM paNa pUrvakarmanA udayathI tenA hAtha paga barAbara vaLatA na hatAM. jambara azAtA vedanIya karmane udaya hatuM tethI te bALakane pIDA paNa khUba thatI hatI, tethI rAjA potAnA putranuM darda nAbUda thAya, enA hAthapaga barAbara vaLI zake te mATe upacAre karAvatA hatA. ghaNAM ghaNAM ilAjo karyA paNa putrane sAruM na thayuM. A putranuM nAma rAjAe paramAnaMdakumAra pADyuM hatuM. pUrvajanmamAM sArI ArAdhanA karIne Avele jIva hatA, tethI tene darda thatuM chatAM te raDatuM na hatuM. jenuM nAma ja paramAnaMda hatuM. te atula pIDAmAM paNa sadA parama AnaMdane anubhava karI rahyo hate. divase divase te mATe thatuM jAya che paNa gatajanmanA saMskArane kAraNe pote duHkhI hovA chatAM aMtaramAM AMcake nathI lAgatuM, paNa enA pitAjIne putranI AvI dayanIya dazA joIne sadA ciMtA thatI hatI ke A putranuM zuM thaze ? e apaMga jevuM che. huM chuM tyAM sudhI te ene vAMdho nahi AvavA daka paNa mArA maraNa pachI enuM zuM thaze? A ciMtA rAjAnA kALIjAne chetarI rahI hatI. jyAre jyAre rAjAnI putra para daSTi paDe tyAre bolatA ke pachI AkhuM zuM thaze? Ama bele ne udAsa banI jAya,

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zAradA suvAsa 249 ,, " pragaTI che jenA jIvanamAM jAgRtinI jyAta che ; A paramAnaMdakumAra hajI sADA traNa varSanA thayA che, paNa ene evuM koI jJAna thayuM hatu. eTale enA ataramAM samajaNanA dIpaka pragaTayA hatA. eka divasa rAjA uThThAsa banIne siMhAsane beThA hatA. pitAjIne ciMtAmagna banelA joIne paramAnaOM pUchyuM-pitAjI! tame ATalI khadhI ciMtA zA mATe karo che ? tyAre rAjAe kahyuM-are mUrkha ! mArA maraNa pachI tArI sabhALa keNu leze ? huM chuM teA badhA tArI khakhara le che, pachI tArA sAmu` keNu joze ? enI huM rAta divasa ciMtA karu' chuM, tyAre paramAna Mde kahyuM-pitAjI! AmAM Apane ciMtA karavA jevu zu che? tame ciMtA na kara. mArI vAta sAMbhaLo. sukhasya duHkhasya na ko'pidAtA, parodadAtIti kubuddhi reSAm // ahaM karomIti vRthAbhimAna, svakarmasUtra prathito hi loka : / / duniyAmAM koI kAine sukha ke duHkha ApI zakatuM nathI. A mane sukha Ape che ne A mane duHkha Ape che, tema mAnavuM e jIvanuM ajJAna che, ane huM ja madhAne sukha ApuM chuM, badhuM huM ja karu chu, e badhuM khATu. abhimAna che, kAraNa ke jagatamAM saune potapeAtAnA karmAnusAra sukha ke duHkha maLe che. mATe huM pitAjI! mane mArA bhAgya pramANe saubhAgya maLaze. emAM tame ke huM kaMI ja karI zakavAnA nathI. A sAMbhaLIne rAjA krodhamAM AvIne khelyA hai nAdAna chekarA ! tuM A zuM bakavAda karI rahyo che? tArA hAtha paga tu jo te kharA, kevA apaMga jevA che ! meM tane pALIpoSIne mATA karyAM, tArA mATe ATalA ATalA upacArA karAvyA ane haju paNa karAvuM chu' chatAM tu' mane ema kahe che ke mArA bhAgya pramANe mane maLaze. kei keAIne sukha ke duHkha ApI zakatuM nathI. khATA khakavAda karIne mAru' mAthu khAI rahyo che. e nAdAna chekarA ! kaMika te vicAra kara ke huM A kAnI sAme kheAlI rahyo chuM. baMdhuo ! pUrvabhavanA daDha sa skArane kAraNe paramAnaMdanA aMtamAM jJAnanA ughADa thayA che eTale pitAjIne satya hakIkata samajAve che paNa pitAnA aMtaramAM te huM karu chuM evA abhimAnanA ajagara phUMphADA mArI rahyo hatA. eTale evA paNa vicAra nathI karI zakatA ke ATale nAnA sADA traNa varSanA chekarI haju skule bhaNavA paNu gayA nathI ke enA hAthamAM pATI ne pena ApyA nathI chatAM sAMskRta bhASAmAM Ave suMdara zlAka e kevI rIte else ? ene kayAMthI AvaDayeA ? AvuM jJAna ene kayAMthI AvyuM? je rAjA kramanA siddhAMtane samajatA hota tA emane jarUra AvA vicAra Avata pazu A te abhimAnanA mAMcaDe caDhelA hatA eTale AvA vicAra na AvyA. emanA aMtaramAM hu" nA ajagara phUMphADA mArI rahyo hatA ke are! huM' na heAta te A putranA kevA bhUMDA havAla thAta ! vigere abhimAnane peSaNa ApanAra vicAronA vamaLamAM gothA khAI rahyA hatA, chevaTe gussA

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25b.. zAradA suvA - karIne kahe che ke he nAdAna karA! meM tArA mATe ATaluM ATaluM karyuM che chatAM paNa je tane tArA puNyane ja bhare so hoya te tuM jeIle je ke tArI kevI dazA karuM chuM ! pachI tArA karmo tane sukhI ane samRddha banAvaze. paramAnaMde hasIne kahyuM-bhale pitAjI, Apane jema yegya lAge tema karajo. mane kaI ciMtA nathI. rAjAe paramAnaMda sUI zake tevI eka lAkaDAnI suMdara peTI taiyAra karAvI. aMdara havA jaI zake te mATe peTIne pharatA nAnA nAnA kaNa paDAvyA, aMdara makhamalanI gAdI patharAvI. rAtre badhA sUI gayA paNa rAjAne uMgha AvatI nathI. kAraNa ke aMtaramAM ahaMno kIDa kerI khAte hatA. basa, e chokare enA manamAM zuM samaje che? huM ene batAvI dauM. baMdhuo! abhimAna AtmAne durmatimAM laI janAra che. abhimAna jIvane satya vastunuM bhAna thavA detuM nathI. kahyuM che ke - "abhimAnI ke hadayameM, jJAna na karatA dhAma, phaTI jebameM kayA kabhI, raha sakate hai dAma, abhimAnI manuSyane kaI game teTaluM samajAve, tenI pAse sArI jJAnanI vAta kare paNa aDaMbhAvane kAraNe tenA hRdayamAM jJAnano vAsa thato nathI. jema koI mANasanA jhambAnuM khisyuM kANuM hoya temAM paisA mUke te rahI zake kharA? "nA." tame mUke paNa nahi ne? jema jhambAnA phATelA khissAmAM paisA rahI zakatA nathI tema abhimAnInA aMtaramAM paNa jJAna TakI zakatuM nathI. A rAjAne paramAnaMda satya vAta karI paNa aMdaranA abhimAnane kAraNe sAcI vAta samajavAne badale krodha AvyuM. e paNa kyAM sudhIno krodha... basa, have e chokarAne jaMgalamAM mUkI AvuM ne jouM ke enuM bhAgya kevuM kAma kare che? duHkhamAM paNa navakAramaMtra gaNute paramAnaMda" :- rAjAe lAkaDAnI suMdara peTI taiyAra karAvI rAkhI hatI. badhA uMghI gayA paramAnaMda paNa ghasaghasATa uMghate hate. tene uMcakIne peTImAM sUvADIne piTI baMdha karI dIdhI. mANasanI pAse peTI uMcakAvIne gADha . jaMgalamAM laI gayA. jaMgalamAM eka jhADa nIce peTI mukIne rAjA tyAMthI cAlatA thaI gayA. A tarapha savAra paDatAM chokare jAge eTale ene ema te thayuM ke mane keIe peTImAM pUryo che paNa pite kyAM che te kayAMthI khabara paDe? A te vivekI ne samaju AtmA che eTale raDavA na beThe ke hAya..hAya mane ke Ne peTImAM pUryo? mane bAra kADho. AvuM kaMI na karyuM. e te navakAramaMtra jApa karavA lAgyA. paramAnaMda puNyanuM paramIzana laIne Ave che. have jo enuM puNya kevuM kAma kare che! abhimAnanA mAMcaDe caDhelA bApane sADA traNa varSanA bALakanI dayA na AvI. ekalA aTulA bALakane vagaDAmAM mUkIne cAlyA gayA. bALaka jAgIne vicAra kare che ke mane peTImAM pUryo che. huM kyAM chuM te kaMI khabara paDatI nathI paNa

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zAradA suvAsa 2pa ene eTalI khabara che ke jIvane sukha-duHkha ApanAra pitAnAM karmo che. A svArthamaya saMsAramAM koNa kevuM che? keNa mAtA ! ne keNa pitA! ne keNa putra ! sau svArthane sagA che. AvI vicAraNA karIne paramAnaMda peTImAM sUto (2) navakAra maMtra gaNe che. peTI jotAM rAjAne thayela harSa: baMdhuo ! jenuM puNya prabaLa che ene vagaDAmAM paNa rakSaNAtA maLI rahe che. DIvAramAM bAjunA gAmanA rAjA jaMgalamAM pharavA mATe AvyA te tyAM thaIne jatA hatA. tyAM acAnaka rAjAnI najara pelI peTI upara paDI. rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke aho ! A ghara vagaDAmAM AvI suMdara raMgelI peTI keNuM mUkI gayuM haze? aMdara kAMI mAlamattA to nahi hoya ne? lAvane jarA jevuM te khare. Ama vicAra karIne rAjA peTI pAse AvyA te peTImAM name arihaMtANaM name siddhANuM keI belI rahyuM che. te sAMbhaLIne rAjA jarA pAchA paDyA. manamAM thayuM ke aMdara bhUta te nahi hoya ne ! bIjI kSaNe mana makkama karIne peTI kholI, te aMdara rUparUpanA avatAra samo eka tejasvI bALaka navakAramaMtra gaNatA hate. chokarAne joIne rAjAne atyaMta AnaMda thaye, kAraNa ke rAjAne kaMI saMtAna na hatuM. e putra mATe talasatA hatA. aputrIvAne putra maLe te AnaMda thAya ne ? tema A rAjAne putra maLatAM AnaMda thaye, ane zukanA tArAnI mAphaka A camakI rahelA bALakane laIne rAjA cAlatA thayA. manamAM eTale harSa hatuM ke tenI koI sImA nahi. ahe....mAre kare na hatuM eTale kudarate mane dIkare Ape. mAre mATe Ajane divasa saphaLa banyuM. rAjA putrane laIne rANI pAse AvIne kahe che he rANI ! tArA mATe huM putra lAvyuM. rANIne paNa khUba AnaMda thaye. hekarAnA hAtha paga barAbara vaLatA na hatA, bAkI enuM rUpa te alaukika hatuM. guNa paNa ghaNAM hatAM ane tenuM puNya paNa khUba hatuM. paramAnaMda sAjo thatAM rAjAne thayelo harSa : rAjA rANIne bALaka khUba gamI gaye. rAjAe tenA dardIne dUra karavA mATe yogya upacAre karAvyA ne kumArane badhe rega cAlyA gaye eTale paramAnaMda sAjA bALakanI jema deDavA lAgyo. enA pitAe ghaNAM upacAre karAvyA hatA paNa enA pApakarmane udaya hatuM eTale rega maTe nahi ane ahIM sAmAnya upacAre thatAM ene badhe roga maTI gayA. rAjA-rANuM ene khUba lADakeDathI uchere che. enA pitA karatAM paNa savAyA lADa laDAve che. paramAnaMdanA dilamAM pelA lekane bhAvArtha ramI rahyo che ke kaI kaIne sukha ke duHkha ApI zakatuM nathI. sukhaduHkha ApanArA pitAnA karmo che. rAjAe pitAnA nagaramAM jAherAta karAvI ke mArA mane bhAgyadaye eka putra maLe che tene huM dattaka tarIke svIkAruM chuM. prajAmAM paNa AnaMda chavAI gaye ke ApaNuM rAjAne putra na hatuM te putra maLe. bhaviSyamAM ApaNu rAjA banaze. paramAnaMdanuM puNya ghaNuM che eTale rAjAe ene dattaka lIdhe ne jAherAta karI tethI jema rAjayamAM

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upara zAradA suvAsa putrane janma thAya tyAre leke bheTa laIne Ave tema AvavA lAgyA ne janma mahotsava je utsava ujavyuM. paramAnaMdanA pAlaka pitA rAjya calAve tyAre A paramAnaMda kayAreka kahete pitAjI! Apa ApanA bhaMDAra khullA mUkIne puNyane dIpaka bUjhAtA pahelAM emAM tela pUratA raheje. ApaNe sAthe zuM laI javAnuM che? jIva ekale AvyuM che ne ekale javAnuM che. mATe dIna-duHkhI mATe badhuM ApavuM paDe te ApI dejee ApaNu pAsethI DuM laI jaze ne ApaNane mahAna puNya upArjana karAvaze. je dAna le che te ApaNane be prakAre lAbha karAve che, eka te ApaNane parigrahanA bhArathI haLavA banAve che ne bIjuM mahAna puNyanA ceka baMdhAya che. A paramAnaMdanI buddhi ane nAnI vayamAM enuM jJAna jeIne rAjA Azcarya pAmI jatAM ke zuM AnI buddhi che ! A mAre dIkare bhaviSyamAM mahAna rAjA banaze. Ama karatAM paccIsa varSa thayA. paramAnaMda rAjasiMhAsane " - rAjAe vicAra karyo ke dIkare maTe thaye che te huM ene rAjya sepIne mArA AtmAnuM kalyANa karavA jAuM. mAre A rAjyanI khaTapaTamAM rahevuM nathI. A vicAra karIne rAjAe zubha muhurta paramAnaMdane rAjatilaka karyuM. juo, puNya kevuM kAma kare che? puNya karma AhIrane javAhara ane raMkane rAya banAvI de che. A kumAra kyAM janme, kyAM ucharyo ane kayAM meTe rAjA banI gaye. rAjyanI lagAma hAthamAM AvyA pachI paramAnaMde te rAjyanI renaka badalAvI nAMkhI. nagaramAM kaI duHkhI na rahe te mATe TheraThera dAnazALAe khelAvI ne pANInI paraba maMDAvI. seMkaDe garIbe tene lAbha uThAvI rahyA che. rAjAe dAnazALAnA mukhya daravAje sureza duHstha na joDa sutAA Akhe zleka lakhAvyuM che. je keI Ave tenI daSTi pahelAM A leka upara paDe. khUba suMdara rIte rAjazAsana calAvavAthI paramAnaMda zajAnI khyAti cAre bAju prasarI gaI A tarapha paramAnaMdanA pitA ene vagaDAmAM mUkI AvIne AnaMda mAnavA lAgyA ke e abhimAnI chokaro have ke sukhI thAya che te hu joIza. tame bese cheka abhimAnI hatuM ke rAjA abhimAnI che? e pUrvanA puNyathI rAjA banyA hatA. emaNe rAjyanA sukhe bhagavyA paNa sAthe keDiyAmAM tela pUryuM nahi eTale enA puNyane dIpaka bUjhAvA lAgyA. enI sthiti paTAI gaI A saMsAramAM te haMmezAM sukha-duHkhanuM caka cAlyA ja kare che. bIjA rAjAe emanA rAjya upara caDhAI karIne emanuM rAjya jItI lIdhuM. pite hArI gayA eTale nirAdhAra banIne pitAnuM nagara cheDIne jIva bacAvavA mATe bhAgI chUTayA. nirAdhAra banelA rAjA jaMgalamAM jaIne kALe kalpAMta karavA lAgyA. hAyahAya mAruM rAjaya cAlyuM gayuM? huM nirAdhAra banI gaye? huM kayAM jAuM? zuM karuM? jeTalA

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zAradA suvAsa sukhI hatA teTalA duHkhI thaI gayA. gAmegAma ane vane vana pharatAM pharatAM jyAM potAne putra paramAnaMdakumAra rAjya kare che te nagaramAM AvI pahoMcyA. satya, saMyama ane sadAcAramAM lIna banelA paramAnaMda rAjA nyAya nItipUrvaka rAjaya calAve che. dIna-duHkhI ane nirAdhAra leke mATe dAnazALAo, anAthAzrama, ane cikitsAlo khelAvyA che. hajAre leke tene Azraya laIne rAjAne AzIrvAda Ape che ke mahArAjA ! tame dIrdhAyuSa thAo. "pazcAtApa thatAM AMkhamAMthI vahelI azradhAra" - paramAnaMdanA pitA garIba bhikhArInI mAphaka gharagharamAM huDA mAMgavA lAgyA. juo, huM ja badhAnuM saMcAlana karuM chuM, huM badhAne sukhI karuM chuM evuM belanArA rAjAnI kame kevI dazA karI? batrIsa prakAranA pakavAna jamanArane gharagharamAM TukaDA mAMga karI mUkyo ne? nagarajane kahe che bhAI! A nagaramAM keI bhikhArI bhIkha mAMgane ja nathI kAraNa ke amArA navA rAjA evA pavitra ne udAra che ke temaNe garIbo mATe mATI meTI dAnazALAo kholI che. mATe tame tyAM jAo. tyAM tamane khAvApIvAnI badhI sagavaDa maLaze. eTale raMka banela rAjA cAlate cAlate dAnazALAnA daravAje pahoMce. ene khabara nathI ke mArA putra ja rAjyane mAlika che emaNe daravAjA upara lakhe kaleka vAgye ke "suvA suda ra joifja rAjA" A leka vAMcIne enI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. emane bhAna thayuM ke mAre putra paramAnaMda mane kahete hato ke pitAjI! duniyAmAM kaI kaIne sukha ke duHkha ApI zakatuM nathI. huM sukha ApuM chuM ne duHkha ApuM chuM e mithyAbhimAna che, paNa huM abhimAnI ema mAnatA hatA ke huM ja badhuM karuM chuM paNuM have mane samajAyuM ke kaI kaIne sukha ke duHkha ApI zakatuM nathI. huM Ama karuM chuM e kheTuM abhimAna che, meM pApIe mane sa ya samajAvanArA putrane krUra banIne jaMgalamAM mUkI dIdhuM. dhikkAra che mane! AvA vicAre emanI AMkhamAM zrAvaNa-bhAdare vahevA lAgyA. A garIba mANasane raDate joIne rAjAnA eka mANase pUchayuM-bhAI ! tame zA mATe raDe che? amArA rAjAnA rAjyamAM kaI duHkhI nathI, tyAre kahe che bhAI! mAre paramAnaMda nAmane eka putra hatuM te paNa A ja leka belate hate. A ka vAMcIne mane mAre putra yAda AvyuM tethI raDuM chuM. zuM tamArA rAjA paNa mArA putranI jema Ave bleka bele che? e karmanI vAte mAne che? tyAre mANase kahyuM amArA rAjA jevA te duniyAmAM ke rAjA nahi hoya evA udAra ane nyAyI che. te pahelA mAre tamArA rAjAnA darzana karavA che. A samaye paramAnaMda rAjA pite dAnazALAmAM dAna daI rahyA hatA. pitAnA pitAne dUrathI AvatA joyA eTale siMhAsanethI ubhA thaI gayA ne pitAnA sAme gayA. emaNe e vicAra na karyo ke A bApe te mane mArI nAMkhavA mATe jaMgalamAM mUkI dIdhuM hatuM. have emane ne mAre zuM saMbaMdha che? te sAme jaIne pagamAM paDayA

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254 zAradA suvAsa ne kahyuM pitAjI ! padhAre. ghaNAM varSo thaI gayA ane paramAnaMdanA raMgaDhaMga badalAI gayA che. hAtha paga paNa sArA thaI gayA che, eTale rAjA paramAnaMdane oLakhI zaktA nathI. emaNe kahyuM-mahArAjA ! huM te eka garIba mANasa chuM. tame mane page lAge e na zebhe. A samaye rAjAe kahyuM-pitAjI ! huM kaI moTe rAjA nathI paNa Apane putra paramAnaMda chuM, huM Apane sevaka chuM. A rAjya ApanuM ja che. padhAro padhAraze. A sAMbhaLIne rAjAne AnaMda thaye ne sAthe bhAna thayuM ke paramAnaMda kahete have te vAta satya che ke kaI kaIne sukha ke duHkha ApI zakatuM nathI. potAnA zubhAzubha karmo ja pavane sukhI ke duHkhI banAve che huM ene peTImAM pUrIne jaMgalamAM mUkI Ave hatuM, paNa e te puNyanA prabhAve moTe rAjA banI ga che ne huM rAjA hato te garIba bhikhArI banI gaye. putranuM puNya joIne enA pitA belI ukyA ke jevuM pUrve karyuM che tevuM ja A bhavamAM pAmavAnuM che. jevuM vAvIe tevuM maLavAnuM che "jame karAvyA haze kAMkarA te maNa nathI maLanAra, jame karAvyA haze maNI te vizvadhaNathI TALyA nathI TaLanAra.' ATalI vAta ene samajAI jatA jIvanamAM vivekane dipaka pragaTayo ane pote AtmAnuM kalyANa karavA cAlyA gayA. baMdhuo ! tamane paNa A vAta barAbara samajAI gaI ne? tame mAnatA che ke amArAthI ghara cAle che te e mithyAbhimAna cheDI deje. saune saune karma pramANe sukha ke duHkha maLavAnuM che. Ama samajIne jeTalo bane teTale saMsArane rAga cheDI deje. lakSmIne moha choDIne dAmAM vAparaje. AvI sukRtanI kamANa karavAne avasara manuSyabhava sivAya bIje kyAMya nahi maLe. tame dAna de tyAre je levA Ave tene tame upakAra mAne ke A mArI pAse levA Ave te mane puNya bAMdhavAno lAbha maLe ne? na levA AvyA hatA te mane lAbha kyAMthI maLata ! devakana devene dAna devAnuM mana thAya paNa tyAM keI dAna lenAra che? badhA ja de che. emane dAna levAnI jarUra kayAM che? TUMkamAM jIvanadIpaka bUjhAtAM pahelAM jeTalAM bane teTalA satkarmo karaje. e ja tamArI sAthe Avaze. bAkI eka rAnI pAI paNa sAthe AvavAnI nathI. mamatA choDIne je ApyuM haze te tamArI sAthe AvIne tamane sukhanI badhI sagavaDe karI Apaze. ApaNuM aparAjitakumAra ane pradhAnaputra paNa paramAnaMda jevA pavitra AtmAo che. emane kevaLI bhagavAnanA darzana thayA. emanI vANI sAMbhaLI ane bhagavAnanA mukhethI sAMbhaLyuM ke pite bAvIsamA tIrthaMkara thavAnA che ane vimalakumAra emano mukhya gaNadhara thaze. te jANIne khUba AnaMda thaye. tyAM thoDA divasa rokAIne baMne jaNe pitAnuM bhAgya ajamAvavA ane navA sAhasa kheDIne jIvanane vikAsa karavA mATe AgaLa cAlyA. cAlatA cAlatA A baMne jaNa janAnaMda nAmanA nagaranA udyAnamAM AvI pahoMcyA, A

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zAradA muvAsa 255 janAnaMda nagaramAM jitazatru nAme rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. temane dhAriNI nAmanI rANI hatI. gatabhavanI ranavatI ane bhAvimAM rAjematI banavAnI che tene jIva devamAMthI cavIne A jitazatru rAjAne tyAM prItimatI nAme putrI tarIke janma lIdhuM che. prItimatI dhIme dhIme moTI thaI ane strIonI 64 kaLAmAM pAraMgata thaI. enuM rUpa te kaI addabhUta hatuM. enuM rUpa joIne bhalabhalA purUSa pAgala banI jatA rUpa, guNa ane kaLAthI prItimatInuM jIvana seLe kaLAe khIlelA caMdranI mAphaka khIlI uThyuM hatuM. pitAne caraNe AvelI prItimatI" - eka divasa prItimatI snAna karI, sArA zaNagAra sajIne pitAjIne page lAgavA AvI. prItimatIne joIne rAjAe manamAM vicAra karyo ke mArI putrI rUpa, guNa ane kaLAmAM pravINa che. enAmAM ekeya guNanI khAmI nathI. ene gya vara maLI jAya te sonAmAM sugaMdha bhaLe ane ene jIvanabAga khIlI uThe. pitAe pitAnI vahAlI putrIne pAse besADIne kahyuM-beTA ! have tuM yuvAna thaI che. tArA lagna karavA mATe huM tArA mATe yogya varanI zodha karuM chuM, tyAre prItimatI e kahyuM-pitAjI! mAre lagna karavA ja nathI. rAjAe kahyuM-beTA ! ema te kaMI cAle? tuM kahe tenI sAthe tane paraNAvuM, tyAre prItimatIe kahyuM-pitAjI! mArAthI utaratA rUpa, guNa ane kaLAvALA purUSa sAthe lagna karavA enA karatAM na paraNavuM zreSTha che. hA, mane mArI kaLAmAM je jItaze tenI sAthe huM lagna karIza, tyAre rAjAe kahyuM -beTA ! kaye rAjA ke haiMziyAra che ne kevI kaLAone jANakAra che te ApaNane kevI rIte khabara paDe? tenA karatAM huM svayaMvara racAvuM temAM dezadezanA rAjAone temanA kumArane sAthe laI AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApuM. temAM je kumAra tArI kaLAne jIte tenI sAthe tuM paraNaje. A vAta prItimatIne gamI eTale teNe pitAjIne hA pADI. rAjAe paNa dezadezanA rAjAone khabara ApI ke je mArI putrIne kaLAmAM jItaze tene mArI putrI paraNaze. "svayaMvaramAM AvelA aneka rAjAo" : pitAnI putrIne AvI hoMziyAra joIne jitazatru rAjAne paNa ciMtA thavA lAgI ke mArI putrInI kaLAne koNa jItI zakaze? mAre jamAI keNu thaze? bIjI tarapha prItimatInA rUpa, guva ane kaLa nI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne rAjAe tene paraNavA mATe navI navI kaLAo zIkhavA lAgyA. thaDA samaya bAda jitazatru rAjAe prItimatIne svayaMvara racyuM. temAM dezadezanA rAjAone AmaMtraNa ApIne teDAvyA. A svayaMvaramAM bhAga levA mATe badhA rAjAo AvyA che. mAtra aparAjitakumAranA pitA harinaMdI rAjA nathI AvyA. harinaMdI rAjA pitAnA putranA vivegathI jharatA hatA, eTale AvyA nathI. janAnaMda nagaramAM AnaMda AnaMda chavAI gayo che. hAthI ne gheDA deDADa karI rahyA che. nagara bahAra ghaNuM taMbuo tANelA che. A samaye aparAjitakumAra ane

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zArA suvAsa vimalabodha ane AvI pahoMcyA. nagaramAM A badhI dhamAla, utsAha ane AnaMda joIne keIne pUchayuM-bhAI ! A nagaramAM ATalI badhI dhamAla zenI che? teNe kahyuM A nagaranA rAjAne prItimatI nAme eka kuMvarI che. ene svayaMvara che. te mATe judA judA dezanA ghaNAM rAjAo AvyA che. prItimatInI eka zarata che ke "je rAjakumAra vidyAkALamAM tene jItaze tenI sAthe te paraNaze." A pramANe kahIne te mANasa ravAnA thaI gayA. veza parivartana karI svayaMvaramAM Avela aparAjita tathA vimalabodhaaparAjitakumAre vimalabodhane pUchayuM kema bhAI! ApaNe svayaMvaramAM javuM che ne? ApaNe samayasara pahoMcyA chIe. ApaNI kaLAnuM pArakhuM thaze. mitre kahyuM -bhAI ! cAle, huM te tamArI sAthe AvavA taiyAra ja chuM. kumAre kahyuM-ApaNane ghaNuM rAjAe oLakhe che mATe A veze jaIzuM te oLakhI jaze, eTale ApaNe pelI guTikA vaDe veza parivartana karIne jaIe. kevuM rUpa levuM che? bannee nakkI karyuM ke sAdhAraNa mANasanuM rUpa laIne jaIe. tethI banne jaNA veza badalIne sAdhAraNa mANasane veza laIne svayaMvara maMDapamAM AvyA. maMDapa khUba suMdara banAvyo hato. svayaMvaramaMDapanI zebhA joIne AvelA rAjAo ane prajAjano aMjAI jatA hatAM ne belatAM ke jevA kuMvarInA teja che e ja maMDapa racce che. ghaNuM rAjya ane rAjakumAre maMDapamAM AvIne besI gayA che. badhAnA manamAM ema ja thatuM ke rAjakumArI amane varamALA paherAvaze. amane ja protimatI maLaze, kAraNa ke sau paraNavAnI IcchAthI AvyA hatA eTale AzA te rahe te svAbhAvika che. maMDapamAM prItimatInA rUpane thayelo camatkAra": DIvAramAM protimatI seLa zaNagAra sajIne rUmajhuma karatI svayaMvaramaMDa5mAM AvI pahoMcI. tenI AgaLa pAchaLa be dAsIo cAmara vIMjhatI hatI, ane bIjI sakhIo tenI sAthe cAlatI hatI. ghaNAM rAjAo ane rAjakumAre te enuM apUrva rUpa joIne tyAM ne tyAM bebhAna thaI gayA. kumAre vimalabene kahyuM-mitra ! A kanyAnuM rUpa te svarganA devene paNa lalacAve evuM che, tyAre vimalabodhe hasIne kahyuM-mitra ! tame ja ene paraNaze. mane nathI lAgatuM ke AmAMthI keI rAjA prItimatIne jItI zake. badhA hamaNAM ja enI AgaLa pANI bharavA lAgI gayA che. jene keTalAka te bebhAna banI gayA che ne keTalAka enA sAmuM joyA kare che. kumAre kahyuM ke joIe zuM thAya che? thaDIvAramAM jitazatru rAjAe ubhA thaIne kahyuM-amArA AmaMtraNane mAna ApIne judA judA dezathI padhArelA mahArAjAo ane rAjakumAre ! mArI putrI prItimatIne svayaMvara thaI rahyo che. je koI rAjA ke rAjakumAra enA praznano javAba Apaze tene ja e paraNaze. have prItimatI svayaMvaramaMDapamAM AvelA rAjAone kevA prazno pUchaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. samaya tha che paNa cheDI vAra caritra kahuM chuM.

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zAradA suvAsa 257 caritra "rAjAne bheTI rIte kAna bhaMbheratI ratnAvatI" : ratnAvatI rANuM jinasenA rANInA mahele gaI tyAM eNe dharma saMbaMdhI vAta upADI, ane pachI dharmagurUnuM apamAna karavA lAgI tyAre jinasenAe kahyuM ke huM mArA dharmagurUnuM ane dharmanuM apamAna sahana nahi karI zakuM. eTale tene beTuM lAgyuM ne krodhe bharAIne dhamadhama karatI pitAnA mahele AvI. have ene kaI paNa rIte rAjAnA kAna bhaMbheravA che. patine kaMIka vAta karavI hoya tyAre baheno pahelAM zuM kare? A te tamArA saMsAranI vAta che. eTale tame badhA barAbara samajI gayA haze. gharamAM divAbattI baMdha karI, cUlAmAM pANI reDI zItaLA sAtama karIne rIsAIne sUI jAya. (hasAhasa). kema barAbara che ne? A rANIjI paNa jinasenAnA mahelethI pitAnA mahele AvIne AMkhe lAlacoLa karI rIsAIne palaMgamAM sUI gayA. samaya thatAM rAjA rANInA mahele AvyA. rANIne palaMgamAM sUtelA joyA, dararoja rAjA Ave tyAre A ratnAvatI rAjAnI sAme jaIne svAgata karatI hatI paNa Aje te rAjA AvyA paNa rANIjI uThayA nahi. rAjAe AvIne joyuM te raNajI udAsa thaI gayA che. rANInI AMkho keTaluMya raDI hoya tevI lAlaceLa thaI gaI che. mukha upara pArAvAra gamagInI chavAI gaI che. A joIne rAjAe pUchayuM- rANIjI! Aje tame ATalA badhA udAsa kema che? zuM tamane keIe kaMI kahyuM che? kaI e tamAruM apamAna karyuM che ? tamane zuM duHkha che? rAjAe rANIne A pramANe khUba pUchyuM. have sAMbhaLaje. A rANI jinasenAne halakI pADavA zuM kahe che? jinasenA te keTalI saraLa che ke ratnavatI jyAre jyAre tenA mahele gaI tyAre tyAre jinasenA tenA mATe kevI aDadhI thaI gaI che. ranavatI Ave tyAre pitAnI pAse bhAre dAgIne, sa.DI vigere je cIjo heya te kADhIne ApI detI hatI paNa kadI eNe ratnapatIne ema nathI pUchayuM ke bahena ! tane svAmInAthe zuM zuM ApyuM che? jarA batAva te kharI. enI pAse levAnI vAta na hatI. bane teTaluM ApI chUTatI hatI. tenA hita mATe dharmanuM svarUpa samajAvyuM paNa ranavatInA aMtaramAM te badhuM viSarUpe pariNamyuM. jemAM svAti nakSatranuM pANI te badhA upara sarakhuM paDe che paNa e ja pANI mAchalI uchaLIne jhIlI le te tenA peTamAM khetI pAke che. e pANI sarpanA mukhamAM paDe te jhera banI jAya che, maracAnA cheDavA upara paDe te tIkhAza rUpe, lImaDA upara paDe te kaDavAza rUpe ane AMbalI upara paDe te khaTAza rUpe pariName che tema jinasenA ratnavatInuM sAruM karavA gaI tema tene mATe jhera rUpe pariNamyuM. sarpane game teTaluM dudha pIvaDAve paNa e jhera ja banI jAya che, tema ratnAvatIe jinasenAnI kadara na karI paNa uparathI TheSa vadhe. rAjAe pUchyuM ke tame udAsa kema che? tyAre ratnAvatI barAbara vAta banAvIne atyaMta namratApUrvaka kahe che te prANanAtha ! ApanI chatrachAyAmAM mane koI jAtanuM duHkha nathI. ApanI mArA upara amIdaSTi che eTale mane AnaMda che. ApanA taraphathI badhI rIte sukhI chuM, paNa eka duHkha che. zA su. 17

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258 zAradA suvAsa para jinasenA mahArAnI, karatI mujhase dveSa, kabhI premase nahI belatI, yaha lagatI mujhe Thesa. he svAmInAtha ! huM zuM vAta karuM? huM jinasenA mahArANInA mahele ghaNIvAra jAuM chuM. moTI bahena moTI bahena kahIne huM temanA pagamAM paDuM chuM, paNa e te mArA sAmuM jetA nathI. e mane kadI ema nathI kahetI ke bahena ! tuM AvI ? mArI pAse besa, paNa huM te mArA vaDIla bahena samajIne jAuM chuM chatAM e mArA upara cheSa rAkhe che. huM ene najare dIDI paNa gamatI nathI, ane e mane mArI nAMkhavAnA kAvatrA zeThe che. he nAtha ! e jinasenA mane bahu duHkha Ape che. mane paraNIne AvyA ATalA varSo thaI gayA paNa meM kadI Apane AvI vAta karI nathI paNa mUMge meDhe badhuM sahana karyuM che, paNa hamaNAM hamaNAM te eNe maryAdA choDI dIdhI che. mAre mATe je kare che te te huM sahana karuM chuM paNa jyAre jyAre huM enI pAse jAuM chuM tyAre te ApanI niMdA ja kare che. mArA zarIranA kadAca be TukaDA karI nAMkhaze te te huM sahana karI laIza, paNa ApanA avarNavAda bole te mArAthI sahana nahi thAya. tame te kaI divasa enuM vAMkuM bolatA nathI, paNa e te peTa bharIne ApanuM vAMkuM belyA kare che. keNa jANe ene zuM thaI gayuM che te ja mane te samajAtuM nathI. khUba vicAra karatAM mane ema lAge che ke tame mArA upara ATale badhe prema rAkhe che te ene gamatuM nathI. e ja ene IrSyA AvI gaI che. ratnAvatInI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjAe kahyuM ke he ratnAvatI ! tuM je kahe che evI jinasenA nathI e khUba pavitra che ne pativratA che. mane A tArI vAta mAnavAmAM AvatI nathI. A pramANe rAjAe kahyuM have ranavatI rAjAne zuM kaheze ne rAjA zuM karaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 29 zrAvaNa suda 11 ne somavAra tA. 14-8-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI mahAna purUSe kahe che ke he jIvAtmAo ! anaMtakALathI saMsAramAM paribhramaNa kare che chatAM tene thAka lAge che khare? jyAM sudhI jIvane keI jAtanuM jJAna na hatuM tyAM sudhI saMsAramAM athaDA ne paribhramaNa karyuM paNa have Aryadeza, uttamakuLa ane jaina dharma maLe, temAM paNa saddagurUne yoga maLe, gurUnA mukhethI vItarAgavANuM sAMbhaLavA maLI chatAM jIvane huM ne mAruM chUTatuM nathI. vadhu zuM kahuM, anaMtakALathI jIva paribhramaNa kare che te zuM kayAreka kevaLa bhagavAnane bheTe nahi thaye hoya? kevaLI bhagavAnanI vANI nahi sAMbhaLI hoya? badhuM ja karyuM haze. kevaLI bhagavAnanA sasaraNamAM gaye, darzana karyA ne emanA mukhethI vANI sAMbhaLI chatAM

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zAradA suvAsa 259 A kArA ne kAza rahyo. magane palALe tyAre kAraDu' kAru' ja rahe tema jIva kevaLI bhagavAna pAse gayA paNa aMtarathI kAre ja rahyo. jemane bhagavAnanA vacanAmRtA upara zraddhA che tevA jIvA vahelA ke meADA saMsAra sAgarane tarI javAnA che. kAraNa ke sadgurUnA ke samAgamathI emane bhAna thAya che tethI te vicAre che ke " maiM hUM kona, kahAM se AyA, sujhe kahAM para jAnA hai " huM koNa chuM ? kayAMthI Avyo chuM ne ahIMthI marIne mAre kayAM javAnuM che? meAkSa meLavavA mATe mAre zu karavu joie ? 36 baMdhue ! tamane AvA vicAra Ave che? tame rAja paisAnA, putrane, patnInA, gharanA badhA vicAra karatA haze paNa AvA vicAra kare che kharA ? " maiM kAcA " AtmA eka ja che. AtmA ekalA AvyA che ne ekalA javAnA che. AnyA tyAre puNya ane pApa sivAya khIjuM kaMI sAthe lAvye na hatA ne jaze tyAre paNa sAthe puNya ane pApa sivAya kaMI ja laI javAnA nathI. mATe vicAra karo ke A jagatamAM jo koi zAzvata cIja hAya tA ego me sAsao appA, nANadaMsaNa saMjuo / sesA me bAhirAbhAvA, savva saMjoga lakkhaNA // jJAna dazanathI yukta evA mArA AtmA zAzvata che, khAkI jenI pAchaLa jagatanA jIvA mADhu pAme che tevA tana, dhana, yauvana badhuM ja azAzvata che. A vacanA sajJa bhagavatanA che. savajJa prabhunA vacanA satya che, pramANabhUta che ema samajIne je zraddhA karaze te tarI jaze. ApaNA sadbhAgye sadgurUe maLyA che. temanI pAsethI je ka i sAMbhaLe te hRdayamAM utArIne ekAMtamAM esIne ciMtana karo ane vicAro ke vItarAga prabhunI vANI bhavarAga nAbUda karanArI jaDIbuTTI che, paNa A jaDIbuTTI prApta karavA mATe mAna, mAyA Adi kaSAyeAnA kacarA dUra karavA paDaze. jyAM sudhI aMtaramAM abhimAnanA kAMTA bharyAM tyAM sudhI ApaNI jIvananaiyA tarI zakaze niha. eka nyAya Apu. lADhAnA TukaDAne jo sIdhA pANImAM pheMkIe te te DUbI jAya che paNa e ja lekhaDanA TukaDAne lAkaDA upara jaDIne pANImAM mUkavAmAM Avaze te te taraze. saMtapuruSA lAkaDA samAna che. lAkaDuM' pote tare che ne tenA Azraya lenArane paNa tAre che, tema satapuruSA pote tare che ne temanA zaraNe AvanArane paNa tAre che. paNa kyAre ? aMtaramAM raheluM abhimAna cheDIne saMtanI sAthe tamAre jaDAi javuM paDaze. sa MteAnI sAthe jaDAI javu' eTale zu' ? te tame samajyA ? saMtA jevu jIvana jIve che tenA jevuM jIvana jIvavu. sAdhunA jIvanamAM je guNA rahelA che te guNAne jeTalA bane teTalA jIvanamAM apanAvavA. sAdhu te kSaNe kSaNe pApathI Dare che, pAte eka paNa pApakama karatA nathI te tame pApa karatI vakhate vicAra karo ke huM jemanA

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zAradA suvAsa zaraNe jAuM chuM te bilakula pApa karatAM nathI te mArAthI AvA pApakarmanuM AcaraNa karAya? e bhavasAgarane taravAne mArga batAve che ne huM bavAnA kArya karI rahyo chuM ! AvI rIte vicAra karIne saMtanA jIvanamAMthI kaMIka guNe apane. enuM nAma saMtanI sAthe jaDAyA kahevAya. bele, tamAre taravuM che ne? "hA". je tamAre saMsAra sAgarane jaladI to hoya te krodha, lebha, moha, abhimAna vigere durguNene tyAga karI AtmA tarapha vaLe. AtmasvarUpanI pichANa kare. jemane AtmasvarUpanI pichANa thaI che tevA AtmAnI ApaNe vAta karIe chIe. jitazatru rAjAe svayaMvaramaMDapa race che. aneka dezanA rAjAe prItimatIne paraNavAnA keDathI svayaMvaramAM AvyA che. temAM aparAjitakumAra ane vimalabedhakumAra baMne jaNa guTikAnA prabhAvathI veza parivartana karIne AvyA che. prItimatI vaMyavara maMDapamAM dAkhala thaI. ghaNAM rAjakumAre te tenuM rUpa joIne aMjAI gayA. dAsIe prItimatIne eka pachI eka rAjAnI oLakhANa ApavA mAMDI. dareka rAjAonI oLakhANa karAvyA pachI jitazatru rAjAe UbhA thaIne jAherAta karI ke mArI putrI tamane badhAne cAra prazno pUchaze. je tenA praznonA uttara Apaze tenI sAthe prItimatI paraNaze. A pramANe jAhera karyA pachI prItimatIe prazno pUchyA. temAM pahelo prazna che vasaMta kyAre Ave? bIjo prazna jIvana kone kahevAya? trIjo duniyA kaI che? ane ce yauvana zAthI oLakhAya? prItimatInA prazno sAmAnya hatA ane maMDapamAM ghaNuM moTA meTA dezanA parAkramI ane buddhizALI rAjAo ane rAjakumAre beThA hatA, paNa sau prItimatInA prabhAvamAM evA aMjAI gayA hatA ke keI enA eka paNa praznane javAba ApI zakatA nathI. dareka rAjAo manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke ApaNe AvuM moTuM rAjya calAvIe chIe, jIvanamAM anubhava paNa ghaNuM karyA che paNa kayAMya AvA prazno AvyA nathI. ane javAba zuM Apo? ghaNI vAra thaI chatAM eka paNa rAjA eka paNa praznane hala karI zakyA nahi. jitazatru rAjAe pharIne kahyuM he rAjAmahArAjAo ne rAjakumAre! badhA kema mauna laIne besI gayA che? eka praznane te javAba Ape. te paNa keIe javAba Ape nahi eTale jitazatru rAjAne mUMjhavaNa thavA lAgI ke zuM thaze? zuM eka paNa rAjA mArI putrInA praznano javAba nahi ApI zake? te zuM badhA svaMyavaramAMthI pAchA jaze? arere.... te te mArI AbarU jaze ne dIkarI kuMvArI raheze. ene egya muratIye nahi jaDe te huM mArI putrI tenI sAthe paraNAvIza? baMdhuo ! jIvane saMsArane moha keTale mUMjhave che! rAjAne ciMtA thavA lAgI ke je kaI rAjA praznano javAba nahi Ape te huM putrIne mATe bIje vara kayAM zodhavA jaIza? paNa e vicAra na karyo ke bhale, dIkarIne vara nahi maLe te enI IcchA haze

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zAradA suvAsa 21 te huM ene dIkSA ApIza. paraNaze te saMsAranA khADAmAM paDaze ne dIkSA leze te tarI jaze. kRSNa vAsudeva temanI dIkarIo mATe A vicAra karatA hatA. jyAre dIkarIo meTI thAya tyAre kRSNavAsudeva pitAnI pAse besADIne pUchatA hatA ke beTA! tamAre devI banavuM che ke dAsI? tyAre je dIkarI ema kahetI ke pitAjI ! mAre devI banavuM che tyAre emanuM haiyuM thanathana nAcI uThatuM. e dIkarIne meLAmAM besADIne mAthe hAtha pheravatA ne kahetA dhanya che dIkarI tArI janetAne! ke AvI putrIne janma Ape ane amArA kuTuMbane ujajavaLa banAvyuM. saMsAranA kIcaDamAM kheMce tenI koI vizeSatA nathI. vizeSatA saMsAra tyAgIne saMyama mArge jAya tenI che. saMsAramAM te ekalI gulAmI karavAnI che ne tyAga mArgamAM guru-guruNInI AjJAnuM pAlana karIne AtmakalyANa karavAnuM che, mATe saMyama mArga je bIje kaI zreSTha mArga nathI. samaktiI ne A vicAra Ave. e saMsAramAM vasyA hoya paNa aMtarathI saMsAra khaTakate hoya che. svayaMvaramAM AvelA badhA rAjAo prItimatInuM rUpa joIne mugdha banI gayA che, paNa praznane javAba Ape te prItImatI maLe ne? badhA rAjAonA moDhA utarI gayA ne manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke A te sAkSAt sarasvatIne avatAra che. ANe ekalIe ja badhA rAjAone harAvyA. A pramANe dareka rAjAonA utarI gayelA mukha sAme joIne jitazatru rAjA vicAra karavA lAgyA ke zuM mArI putrIne lAyaka keIvara nahi maLe? badhA rAjAo tenI AgaLa hArI gayA! mArI putrIthI hInaguNavALA rAjA sAthe mArI putrIne paraNAvIne zuM tene bhava bagADe ? AvA aneka vicAronI hAramALA cAlavA lAgI. mahArAjAnA mukha uparanA bhAva joIne pradhAne kahyuM, mahArAjA ! Apa ciMtA na kare. pRthvI upara ghaNAM uttama purUSe rahelA che. "bahuranA vasuMdharA " mATe hiMmata na hAre, Apa pharIthI gheSaNa karo ke A savaMyavara maMDapamAM je koI rAjA hoya ke raMka hoya, je kaMI purUSa mArI putrInA praznone javAba Apaze tene huM prItimatIne paraNAvIza. pradhAnanI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke huM gheSaNa te karUM paNa je kaMI sAmAnya purUSa javAba Ape te ene mArI putrI paraNAvavI? pradhAne kahyuM sAheba ! e vicAra na kare kAraNa ke ATalA moTA moTA rAjAe je praznonA javAba ApI zakatA nathI teno javAba koI paNa vyakti Apaze te enAmAM kaMIka te haze ne? javAba ApanAre sAmAnya vezamAM bhale hoya paNa e ke mahAna haze. pradhAnanA kahevAthI rAjAne hiMmata AvI ane pharIthI gheNuM karAvI. atyAra sudhI te rAjAone praznonA javAba ApavAnA hatA paNa have sAmAnya mANasone rajA maLI eTale veza badalIne Avele aparAjitakumAra vicAra kare che ke prItimatIne harAvavI e kaImeTI vAta nathI. je keI puruSa tene harAvaze nahi te AkhI purUSa jAtine kalaMka lAgaze ke ATalA badhA purUSamAM

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262 zAradA suvAsa koI mAInA pUta na nIkaLye ! koi eka strInA praznonA javAba na ApI zakayA mATe hu ubhA thA. Ave vicAra karIne kubaDAnA veza laine aparAjitakumAra UbhA thai svayaMvaramaMDapanI vacce AvyeA. kukhaDAne joIne badhA rAjAenA manamAM thayuM ke zuM A kubaDe praznanA javAba Apaze ? enAmAM zu daivata che ke UbhA thayA che? rAjAnA manamAM thayu` ke kadAca A kubaDo praznanA javAkha Apaze te AvA kubaDAne mArI putrI paraNAvavAnI ? paNa pU bhavanI prItine kAraNe prItimatIne mukhaDAne joI ne ema na thayu` ke A zuM javAkha Apaze ? agara javAba Apaze te huM AvI rUpavaMtI ane mAre kubaDA sAthe paraNavuM paDaze ! paNa enA manamAM evu thayuM ke A puruSa mArA praznonA javAkha Apaze. pradhAne kubaDAne pUchyuM' ke bhAi ! tame praznanA javAba khAkhara ApI zakaze? eNe hiMmatathI kahyuM ke A praznonA javAba ApavA e mAre mana ramata vAta che. bahu sahelA prazno che. mane te Azcaya lAge che ke A badhA rAjAe kema besI rahyA che? pUrvanA cAra cAra bhavanI prIti che eTale prItimatI ene joine sthira thaI gaI che. manamAM vicAra karI rahI che ke A pU`kamanA udaye kukhaDA che paNa ene AtmA mahAna pavitra che. pradhAne kahyuM bhAI ! tame javAba Ape ke vasata kayAre Ave ? kubaDAe kahyuM sAMbhaLeA, saMsAranA raMgarAgamAM paDelA manuSyeAnA dila vasataRtunu Agamana thatAM harakhAya che. vasaMtaRtunI mAja mANavAnA temane khUba AnaMda hAya che. vasaMta Rtu AvatA jo pati hAya ne patnI na hoya, agara patnI DAya ne pati na hoya te emane vasaMta RtunI mastI mANavAnI majhA AvatI nathI. anemAMthI eka na heAya te emane mana vasata ane vagaDe sarakhA lAge che. A dravya vasa'tanI vAta thaI. bhAva vasaMta kayAre Ave ? pUrNAMkanA udayathI strI bha`ra saMsAranI dhUMsarIe joDAya paNa temAM alipta bhAvathI rahe. amuka samaya pachI saMsAranA tyAga kare teA tenA jIvanamAM bhAva vasa'ta khIlI UThe. kukhaDAe A pramANe prathama praznane javAba ApyA. saune enA javAba sAcA lAgyA. kuvarIe paNa kahyuM ke A javAkha satya che. badhA rAjAe aMdaraaMdara vAto karavA lAgyA ke zuM A kubaDo rUpALI kanyAne paraNaze ? prItimIe kahyuM tamAro javAba kharAkhara che, have bIjA praznanA javAba Ape ke jIvana kene kahevAya ? sau sAMbhaLavA mATe sthira thaI gayA. ma`DapamAM zAMti patharAI gaI. kubaDAe kahyuM-jIvana tA ene ja kahevAya ke je jIvana jIvIne evI caiAta jhaLakAvI gayA che ke temane maraNa pachI sau yAda kare che, je mahAna purUSo A pRthvI upara thayA temaNe kaika duHkhIeAnA du:kha maTADacA, jIvanamAM satya, nIti ane sadAcAranuM pAlana karyu ane emanA maraNa pachI paNa emanA nAma upara leAkeAnI AjIvikA cAle che, je mAsa A mRtyuleAkamAM janmIne ucca jIvana jIvIne

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263 zAradA suvAsa AyuSya pUruM thatAM jyAre A duniyAmAMthI vidAya thAya che tyAre tenuM mukha hasatuM hoya che ne bIjA ke tenI pAchaLa raDatA hoya che. jagatamAMthI vidAya thavA chatAM je sukRtyenI saurabhathI amara banI jAya che tenuM nAma jIvana che. kubaDAnA mukhethI javAba sAMbhaLIne darekane khUba AnaMda thaye. prItimatIe kahyuMtamArA bIjA praznano javAba paNa sAce che. A tarapha badhA rAjAo ApasaApasamAM vAta karavA lAgyA ke are, A te ApaNane AvaDe tevuM hatuM. kubaDAnA vezamAM aparAjita kumAre be praznonA javAba ApyA. have trIjo prazna pUchaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra - "rAjAnI jinasenA pratye akhUTa zraddhA" :-ratnAvatI jayamaMgala rAjAne kahe che nAtha! jinasenA rANa ApanI khUba niMdA kare che. ApanA avarNavAda bele che. rANInI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjAe kahyuM-he raNa! tuM jinasenA mATe je vAta kare che te huM mAnavA taiyAra nathI, kAraNa ke jinasenA khUba pavitra che. enA jIvanamAM ghaNAM guNe che. e kadI keIna upara dveSa karatI nathI. keInI niMdA karatI nathI te mArI niMdA kyAMthI kare? ne tArA upara TheSa paNa kema kare ! eka kIDIne paNa eNe kadI dubhavI nathI te zuM tane dubhAve kharI ? tyAre rANuM zuM kahe che? nArI caritrakA Apa nahIM jAne, saca kahatI huM svAmI, sanmukha bulA ke kaze parIkSA, yadi bAtameM khAmI. he svAmInAtha ! Apa te ghaNAM saraLa che, bhadrika che eTale zuM khabara paDe? huM Apane je kahuM chuM te satya kahuM chuM A jinasenA te badhuM strI caritra bhajave che. Apane bhale dhamaSTha lAgatI hoya paNa e dharmanA nAme dhatIMga kare che. tame enI pAse jAo eTale e prema batAve che paNa ene ApanA pratyeno prema sAco prema nathI. e te badhe upalaka prema batAve che. Apa ene jeTalI saraLa ne pavitra mAne che evI e nathI. huM te Apane satya vAta kahuM chuM paNa svAmInAtha ! je Apane mAro vizvAsa na AvatuM hoya te sAme belAvIne parIkSA kare. huM ema nathI kahetI ke enI parIkSA kare. enI pahelAM mArI parIkSA kare, pachI enI karaje. huM eka akSara paNa asatya belatI nathI mArA dilamAM te enA pratye ke ApanA pratye bilakula dveSabhAva nathI. huM ApanA caraNanI dAsI chuM. ApanA hAtha-mAthuM jarA duHkhe te mane kaMIka thaI jAya che. bhale, huM dharma karatI nathI paNa enA jevI kubuddhivALI nathI, ane e te uparathI khUba dharma kare che eTale tamane ema thAya ke zuM mArI rANI dhamaSTha che! paNa dharmane TaeNga karIne ApanA dilamAM evI chApa pADI dIdhI che, jANe enA jevuM duniyAmAM kaI pavitra nathI, paNa huM te kahuM chuM ke A pUrI dhUtArI che. jema sarevara kAThe bagalA dhyAna dharIne ubhA rahe che paNa enuM dhyAna kaMI sAcuM dhyAna hotuM nathI. e te mAchalAne pakaDavAnuM dhyAna heya che, tema A mIThuM mIThuM bolIne tamane rAjI karI detI hoya paNa aMte te mAruM ne tamAruM kAsaLa kADhavAne ene IrAde che. mATe nAtha ! Apa enA upara bahu vizvAsa na kare. bahu bheLA na thaI jAo. tame baMnenI parIkSA

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raha4 zAradA suvAsa kare eTale Apane ApoApa samajAI jaze, rAjAne jinasenA upara vizvAsa hato eTale ranavatInI vAta mAnavA taiyAra na hatA, paNa eNe rAjAnA kAna khUba bhaMbheryA eTale rAjAnA magajamAM vAta ThasI gaI jinasenAnI parIkSA karatA jayamaMgala rAjA - jayamaMgala rAjAe jinasenA rANune bolAvIne baMnene uddezIne kahyuM tamArA baMnemAM mArA upara kene prema vizeSa che tenI Aje mAre parIkSA karavI che. bolo, huM bemAMthI kene vadhu vahAle zuM ? tyAre ranavatI mIThuM mIThuM bolatI kahe che nAtha ! Apa te mArA haiyAnA hAra che, mArA jIvananA AdhAra che. Apa je AjJA pharamAve te aDadhI rAtre paNa karavA huM taiyAra chuM, kadAca mArA A zarIranA A5 hajAra TukaDA karI nAMkhaze te paNa mane rIsa nahiM caDhe, kAraNa ke Apa mArA svAmI che. svAmI game te kare emAM mAre zuM ? huM te ApanA caraNakamalamAM arpaNa thayelI ApanI eka dAsI chuM. Apa ja mAruM jIvana che. svAmInAtha ! pharamAve, ApanI zuM AjJA ? Apa game tyAre je AjJA pharamAvaze te karavA huM taiyAra chuM. jema divasane sUrya vahAle che ne rAtrine caMdra vahAle che tema nAtha ! A jagatamAM mane ApanA sivAya bIjuM kaI vahAluM nathI. ratnAvatIe mIThI madhurI bhASAmAM Ave javAba Ape eTale rAjAnuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM, ane belI uThayA-he ratnatI! tuM maDAna pavitra ane pativratA che. tuM guNaguNanI bhaMDAra che. tuM mArA mATe sarvasva arpaNa karavA taiyAra che, huM tArA upara khuza tha chuM. ratnAvatIe te rAjAne javAba Ape paNa jinasenA mauna beThI hatI. tene rAjAe pUchyuM-he jinasenA ! tuM mauna kema beThI che ? tane jagatamAM sauthI vahAluM keNa che? te mane jaladI kahe, tyAre jinasenA zuM kahe che? he svAmI paraleka kAja, dharma mahA sukhadAya, yaha lokameM pati sevA sama, dujA samajuM nAya. he svAmInAtha ! paralekamAM hita mATe A jagatamAM mane pahele mAre jinadhama vahAle che ane A lekmAM sauthI vahAlA mArA patideva che. pati sivAya bIjuM kaI mane vahAluM nathI. eka mAro dharma ane bIjA mArA pati mane vahAlA che, tyAre rAjAe kahyuM-he paTTarANa ! tame dharmanA bahAne Dhaga kare che. have A TaeNga cheDI de. jo mane rAkha hoya te tamAre dharma choDa paDaze ne je dharmane rAkhavuM hoya te AjathI mane choDe. jyAM dharma tyAM huM nahi ne huM tyAM dharma nahi. samajyA ? tyAre rANuM kahe che nAtha ! e te nahi bane. je Apa kaheze te prANa cheDIza paNa dharma nahi choDuM. dharma te mane prANathI adhika pagAre che. dharmane mATe A kAyA kurabAna karavA taiyAra chuM. A zabdothI rAjA kevA gusse thaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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zAradA suvAsa ra vyAkhyAna na. 30 zrAvaNa suda 15 ne gurUvAra tA. 15-8-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI, mokSane mArga batAvanAra ane dharmatIrtha pravartAvanArA, devAdhideva tIrthakara bhagavaMtene AkhA jagatanA jIve upara sAmAnya upakAra nathI. mokSamArganA pravartAka hovAthI teo ApaNuM anaMta upakArI che. AkhA vizva upara temane anaMta upakAra che. sAce mArga na maLe tyAM sudhI jhaDapI cAlanAre manuSya paNa dhArelA sthAne jaldI pahoMcI zakatuM nathI, tema bhale jIva pitAnA purUSArthathI mokSamAM javAnuM che paNa temAM dharmatIrtha pravartAvanArA devAdhideva tIrthakara bhagavateno ApaNA upara maDAna upakAra che. temaNe ta5, saMyama ane nijAno mArga ApaNane na batAvyo hota te game teTalA prayatna karavA chatAM ApaNe rakhaDI jAta. jema kaI mANasa mArgamAM bhUle paDaye hoya tene keIe sAco mArga batAvyuM ne pite pitAnA sthAne pahoMcI gayA pachI sajajana mANasa jIvanabhara tene upakAra bhUle khare? na bhUle. mArga batAvanAra kyAreka bhege thaI jAya te kahe ke tame mane raste batAvI mahAna upakAra karyo che. sAmAnya dravyamArga batAvanArane ATale badhe upakAra mAnavAmAM Ave che te pachI mekSa mArga rUpI bhAvamArga batAvanArane keTale upakAra mAna joIe? ApaNA dilamAM ema thavuM joIe ke he nAtha ! ApanI kRpA vinA A jIvane makSa kayAM thavAno che ? bhale, ApaNu purUSArtha vinA mekSa thavAne nathI paNa mokSa- mArganA upadezaka hevAthI devAdhideva tIrthakara bhagavaMtenA paNa ApaNA upara mahAna upakAra che. atyAre khuda tIrthakara bhagavaMto ApaNI sAme meda nathI paNa temanI AjJAnusAra mekSamArgane upadeza ApanArA paMcamahAvratadhArI gurU bhagavaMte paNa ApaNA mahAna upakArI che. atyAre paMcamakALamAM te sAdhu bhagavaMta zAsananI dhurAne vahana karanArA che. jhaLahaLatA sUryathI paNa adhika dedipyamAna tIrthakara bhagavaMte te ApaNuM anaMta upakArI che te temanI gerahAjarImAM dIpaka samAna AcAryAdi gurU bhagavaMte paNa parama upakArI che. mekSamArgamAM upAdAna AmA pite che. deva-gurU ane sazAstro vigere nimitta che. jIvamAM gyatA rahelI che paNa sAnukULa nimitte vinA gyatA pragaTa kI nathI. mATImAM ghaDo thavAnI gyatA hoya che paNa kuMbhakArAdi kAraNa sAmagrI vinA te gyatA lAkha varSe paNa bahAra AvatI nathI. nadInI retImAM ghaTa thavAnI yegyatA nathI te hajAre kuMbhAre bhegA thAya te paNa temAMthI ghaDe banAvI zakatA nathI. abhavI jIvamAM samyakatva pAmavAnI cegyatA nathI te tene tIrthaMkara prabhune vega maLavA chatAM samati pAmI zakatA nathI.

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zAradA suvAsa mATe mekSamArgamAM upAdAna ane nimitta baMnenI avazya jarUra che. ekalA upAdAna ke ekalA nimittathI mokSanI prApti thatI nathI. bhAva DAyAbITIsa karyo che?":- baMdhuo! saddagurUo bhavaroga nAbUda karanAra spezyAlisTa sarjane che. je tamAre bhavaroga nAbuda karavA hoya te emanI AjJA pramANe cAlavuM paDaze. keI paNa dardI DekaTara pAse jAya tyAre DekaTara pahelAM badhI tapAsa karIne pachI roganuM nidAna kare che. keI dardI DokaTara pAse AvIne kahe ke sAheba ! mane peTamAM asahA pIDA thAya che. DekaTara tene tapAsIne nidAna kare ke bhAI ! peTamAM gAMTha che. oparezana karavuM paDaze, tyAre dardathI kaMTALele dardI kaheze ke sAheba ! jaldI oparezana karIne gAMTha kADhI nAkhe. have dardathI kaMTALI gaye chuM, tyAre DokaTara kaheze bhAI! ema tarata oparezana na karAya. pahelAM badhuM ceka karavuM paDaze ke tane DAyAbITIza te nathI ne? tapAsa karatAM lehImAM ke yurInamAM DAyAbITIza Ave te DekaTara kaheze ke pahelA DAyAbITIza maTADavAnI davA le. DAyAbITIza narmala thayA vinA oparezana karI zakAze nahi. A te tamArA anubhavanI vAta che ne? kadAca jAte anubhaveluM nahi hoya te bIjAnuM joyuM paNa haze. jyAM sudhI DAyAbITIza na maTe tyAM sudhI eparezana karI zakAtuM nathI, ane kadAca kaI DokaTara bhUlathI oparezana kare te rUjha AvatI nathI. AvI ja rIte ke ziSya gurUne prazna karyo ke gurUdeva ! mane cittanI samAdhi rahetI nathI. mAruM citta caMcaLa banIne jyAM ne tyAM bhaTakyA kare che. tene mATe zuM upAya? tyAre gurUe kahyuM-cittanI caMcaLatAne nAbUda karavA mATe oparezana karavuM paDaze. oparezana karatAM pahelAM e tapAsa karavI paDaze ke tane DAyAbITIza te nathI ne? baMdhuo ! A DAyAbITIza zarIranuM nathI. zarIramAM khAMDa vadhI jAya tyAre DAyAbITIza thAya che. A dravya DAyAbITIza che ane rAga-dveSa e bhAva DAyAbITIza che. jyAre rAga ane dveSarUpI DAyAbITIza vadhI jAya che tyAre cittanI samAdhi rahetI nathI. dharmadhyAna, tapa, dAna, zIyaLa vigere dharmAnuSThAna karavAnuM jIvane mana thatuM nathI. garae ziSyane kahyuM he ziSya ! je tAre cittanI sthiratA lAvavI hoya ane AtmAne nirogI banAvavA mATe ATha karmarUpI gAMThanuM oparezana karavuM hoya te pahelA rAga-dveSane DAyAbITIza maTADe paDaze. rAga-dveSarUpI DAyAbITIza narmala nahi thAya tyAM sudhI AtmA nigI nahi bane dravya DAyAbITIzathI mANasanI AMkha cAlI jAya che, lakavA thAya che, kIDanI pheIla thaI jAya che, bI-pI vadhe che ne hArTaeTeka Ave che. dravya DAyAbITIza paNa ATaluM nukazAna kare che te jene rAga ane dveSarUpI bhAva DAyAbITIza lAgu paDe hoya te keTaluM moTuM nukazAna kare ? deDanuM dravya DAyAbITIza eka ja bhavamAM herAna karaze paNa bhAva DAyAbITIza te jIvane bhavabhavamAM rakhaDAvanAra che. mATe jema bane tema rAga-dveSa rUpI DAyAbITIzane dUra karavA mATe prayatna karazo te ja AtmAne sAcI zAMti thaze, ne AtmA karmothI mukta banI zakaze.

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zAradA suvAsa 267 AjhAdI kevI rIte meLavaze?":- Aje paMdaramI ogaSTane dina che. AjanA divasane tame svataMtra dina mAne che. Aje nAnA nAnA bALake paNa khumArIthI bele che ke Aje amAre svataMtra dina che. sArAye bhAratamAM AjanA divasane AjhAdInA dina tarIke mAnavAmAM Ave che. AjanA divase bhArata aMgrejonI parataMtratAmAMthI svataMtra banyuM che eTale bhAratavAsIo AnaMda ne khuzI manAve che, kAraNa ke jeNe parataMtratAnA duHkhane anubhava karyo hoya tene svataMtratA maLe che ane AnaMda thAya che. jeNe parataMtratAne anubhava karyo hoya te svataMtratAnI kiMmata AMkI zake che. AjathI ekatrIsa varSa pahelA deDha varSa sudhI aMgrejo A bhAratanI pavitra bhUmi upara rAjya karatA hatA. temaNe ekatrIza varSa pahelA e rAjasattA choDI ane bhArata AjhAda banyuM. e aMgrejoe bhArata upara kevI rIte sattA jamAvI hatI e vAta jANavA jevI che. megala samrATa jahAMgIranA samayamAM sara thomasa nAmanA eka aMgreje eka rAjakumArIne mAMdagImAMthI vaidika sAravAra karIne sAjI karI. AthI bAdazAhe khuza thaIne tene InAma mAMgavAnuM kahyuM tyAre teNe aMgrejone bhAratamAM vahepAra karavA devAnI paravAnagI ApavA vinaMtI karI. bAdazAhe e vinaMtI mAnya karI. e rIte vahepAranA bahAne aMgrejoe bhAratamAM pagapesAro karyo, ane samaya jatAM aMgrejoe vahepArane badale rAjyanI jamAvaTa karI. aMgrejo bhAratavAsIone khUba trAsa ApavA lAgyA tethI bhAratavAsIone A parataMtratA khUba sAlavA lAgI, paNa aMgreja sarakAre e aDDo jamAvyo hato ke te kaI rIte jAya tema na hatA, paNa jyAre gAMdhIjIe mIThAnA bahAne aMgrejo sAme caLavaLa upADI tyAre emAM ghaNAM yuvAnoe sAtha Ape. e laDatamAM AjhAdI meLavatAM kaMIka kalaiyA kuMvara jevA yuvAnenA lehI reDAyA. AvA kaMIka zahIda banyA tyAre bhArata svataMtra banyuM che. tenI tame Aje khuzI manAve che ne dhvajavaMdana karavA jAo che. baMdhuo! briTIza sarakAre bhArata upara deDhase varSa rAjya karyuM tenI bhAratane gulAmI sAlI te briTIza sarakArane uDAvavA tame laData calAvI. ATalI jhuMbeza uThAvIne briTIza sarakArane uThAvI mUkI paNa karmarUpI briTIza sarakAra anaMtakALathI ApaNA AtmA upara rAjya karI rahI che ane AtmAne herAna parezAna karI rahI che. tenI sAme jhuMbeza uThAvavAnuM mana thAya che? karmarUpI briTIzanI gulAmI AtmAne haju nathI sAlatI. A aMgrejoe te deDhaso varSa ja bhAratanI prajAne trAsa Ape che, paNa karmabriTIze te anaMtakALathI AtmAne caturgati saMsAramAM rakhaDAvIne herAna parezAna karyo che. karma briTIza AtmAne narakamAM mokalyuM tyAM jaghanya daza hajAra varSanuM ane utkRSTa tetrIsa sAgaropamanuM AyuSya che. je jIvane jeTalI sthiti maLI eTale samaya naraka gatinA chedana, bhedana, dahana, bhUkha-tarasa, garamI, ThaMDI vigere duHkha sahana karyA. tiryaMcagatimAM paNa parAdhInapaNe

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268 zAradA suvAsa keTalA kaSTa veThyA, pANI vinA talavUlaka thaI javA chatAM mAlIka baMdhane bAMdhI rAkhe te bicAre kayAMthI pANI pI zake? ane bhUkha lAgavA chatAM khAvAnuM na Ape te kyAMthI khAI zake? A te naraka ane tiryaMcagatinI vAta thaI manuSyabhavamAM paNa kaMIka che bhayaMkara duHkho bhegave che. ajJAnI chava karma bAMdhatI vakhate vicAra nathI karate paNa bhegAvavAnA Ave che tyAre keTalI hAyaya kare che ane jJAnI purUSe udayamAM AvelA karmone samatAthI sahana kare che. bAkI karmarAjA te enI hakUmata pUrepUrI calAve che. kamane zarama nathI. karmarAjA AjanA rAjAne kAle raMka banAvI de che. bApa dIkarA vacce duzamanAvaTa karAve che, bhAI bhAI vacce vairanI Aga jalAve che, mAtA ane putrI vacce rahelA vAtsalyanA vaheNa sUkAvI nAkhe che. karmarAjAnI sattA kevI che te sUcavatuM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka zaheramAM pati-patnI AnaMdathI rahetA hatAM. samaya jatAM patnIe eka rUparUpanA aMbAra samI putrIne janma Ape. dIkarI mAtApitAne khUba vaDAlI che. mAtAnA aMtaramAMthI putrI pratye sanehanI saravANI vahe che, ane premanA phuvArA uDe che. dIkarIne khUba lADakeDathI uchere che. tenuM nAma arUNa rAkhyuM. be varSa pachI mAtAe bIjI dIkarIne janma Ape. e paNa khUba rUpALI hatI. baMne dIkarIo mAtApitAne khUba vahAlI che paNa karmarAjA kyAM kaIne sukhI rAkhe che! kAe karelI lIlA': arUNAnA karmane udaya thaye. enA AkhA zarIre cAMdA paDI gayA ne temAMthI rasI jharavA lAgI ne durgadha AvavA lAgI. eTale enI mAtAe eka nAnakaDI oraDImAM tUTelI khATalI mUkI, phATalI tUTalI godaDI pAtharIne temAM sUvADI dIdhI. eka nekaraDI rAkhIne chokarInuM badhuM kAma tenI pAse karAve che, paNa janetA enA sAmuM jotI nathI. oramAna mAtA hatA te ema thAta ke oramAna mA che eTale chokarIne khUNAmAM nAMkhI mUkI che paNa A te sagI mAtA che. karmarAjAe mAtRhRdayamAMthI nehanI saravANuM sUkavI dIdhI ne premanA phuvArA baMdha karyA. mAtA jevI mAtA dIkarInA sAmuM jotI nathI ne upara jatAM ene paDachAye na paDe, ene cepI rega amane na lAge mATe oraDI baMdha karI devA lAgI. mAtAe dIkarI pratye vartAvele julabha" - arUNa aMdara gabharAI jAya ne bUma pADe ke bA ! mane bahu garamI lAge che. bAraNuM te khela paNa mAtAne dayA na Ave. nokaraDIne chokarInI khUba dayA AvatI. te manamAM vicAra karatI ke aho ! janetA mAtA che chatAM ene dayA nathI AvatI ! ke karmarAjAne khela che ! enI mAtA AdhIpAchI jAya tyAre nekaraDI DI vAra bAraNuM kholI nAMkhatI. chokarIne khavaDAvA pIvaDAvavAnuM, enA kapaDA jovAnuM badhuM ja kAma karaDIne seMpI dIdhuM hatuM. bApane arUNanI khUba dayA AvatI. te enI patnIne kahete tuM ATalI badhI niSphara kema banI gaI chuM? game tema

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zAradA suvAsa 269 tA ya e tArI dIkarI che. enI davA karAvavI joIe. patnI kahe tamAre enI davA karAvavI hAya teA karo. mane je kaheze| te huM kUvAmAM paDIne marI jaIza. tyAre enA pati kahetA ke huM strI ! tuM janetA mAtA thaIne ATalI badhI niSThura banI gaI che ? A rIte arUNAnA pati samajAve paNa mAnatI nathI tyAre bApa chAnAmAnA dIkarIne maLI AvatA. kaMIka khAvAnuM lAvIne ApI Avane. koI DokaTarane pUchatA ke AvA roga thayeA hAya tene mATe kaMI davA lAgu paDe te Ape. AvI rIte chAnImAnI davAo lai AvIne nAkaraDIne ApatA. Ama karatAM chekarInA vedanIya kamanA aMta AvyA ne enI badhI rasI sUkAI gaI, cAMdA rUjhAI gayA paNa cAmaDI gorI hatI te kALI thai gai. huve cheAkarI sAjI thai te paNa mAtA tenA sAmu jotI ja nathI. kALI chokarIne joine mAtAne tenA pratye ghaNA chUTI paNa chekarIne teA mAtA pratye khUba prema che. eTale doDI doDIne mammI karatI jAya che, paNa mAtA te ene dhakko mArIne kahe che A abhAgaNI ! tuM mArI pAse zA mATe Ave che? ema kahIne dhakko mArIne kADhI mUkatI, tyAre karI dhruske ne dhruske raDatI. huM bhagavAna ! meM pUrve evA zA pApa karyAM che ke mArI mammI mArA sAmu jotI nathI! mArI nAnI bahenane kevI ramADe che, vahAla kare che. khALakane teA bALaka vahAlu' hAya che. eTale e paNa nAnI bahenane ramADavA doDIne jAya che paNa enI mAtA ene mArIne kADhI mUke che tethI e raDe che. nAkaraDIne kahe che jone mArI mammI mArI nAnI bahenane paNa ramADavA detI nathI, tyAre nAkaraDI kahetI ke ekhI ! tuM haju nAnI che, eTale tu ekhIne teDe teA hAthamAMthI paDI jAya ne ekhIna vAge eTale tane teDavA nathI detA. ema kahIne samajAvI detI. bALaka te pAchu' samajI jAya. gheADA samaya pachI mAtAe mAtrAne janma ApyA, mAtrA paNa enI mAtA jevA rUpALe che. have teA arUNA cha vaSa~nI thaI paNu ene te eraDImAM ja pUrAI rahevAnuM. khAvA pIvAnu adhuM oraDImAM ja. have sAjI sArI che paNa enI cAmaDI ja kALI che eTale mAtAne jovI gamatI nathI. kei ene pUche ke zIlAmaDena ! tamAre keTalA mALA che te ema ja kahetI ke mAre eka mAkhe ane eka bebI. enA pati ghaNIvAra kahetA ke tuM khATuM zA mATe khele che? teM ene janma nathI ApyA ke ene tArI dIkarI tarIke nathI gaNatI ! tyAre mijAsathI kahI detI ke e abhAgaNInu nAma paNa mArI pAse na khelaze. eTale pati kahetA ke arere... enu nAma te teM arUNA pADayuM. e tane pahelAM keTalI vahAlI hatI te have zA mATe tuM Ama kare che? tuM tArA rUpanA ga na karIza. koinuM abhimAna sadA TatuM nathI. rAjA rAvaNane keTale gava hatA paNa eka divasa rAvaNanI senAnI laMkA rAkhamAM roLAI gaI, ema tAru rUpa kayAre jhAMkhuM

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zAradA suvAsa 270 paDI jaze tenI khabara che! e chekarI paNa tArA jevI ja hatI ne? enA karme roga ApyA ne e kALI thaI gai,tema kaDhAca tane rAga Avaze te tuM zuM karIza? ema ghaNuM samajAvatA paNa chekarInA karmanA udaya che eTale mAtAnI mati sudharatI nathI. pitAnA hRdayamAM dIkarI pratyenI karUNA-" pati rAtadivasa sUryAM karatA ke A chekarInuM zuM thaze? pazu jevu enu... jIvana ! chatAM mA bApe e mA-bApa vagaranI haiAya tevu jIvana jIve che. paNa zuM kare! kayAreka ravivAranA divasa hAya ne bagIcAmAM pharavA jAya tyAre mApa kahetA ke arUNAne sAthe laI jaIe, tyAre tarata ja patnI vAghaNanI jema vipharatI ke e abhAgaNIne jo sAthe levI hAya to mAre nathI Avavu.. eTale bicArA zuM kare? che|karI paNa khUNAmAM besIne raDatI. aho prabhu ! meM zuM pApa karyAM che ke mane mAtAnA prema ja nathI maLate ! pitAjI teA kevA sArA che. e mane chAnAmAnA khadhu lAvI Ape che, mane heta kare che, haravA pharavA laI javAnu` kahe che paNa mammI kahe che ke abhAgaNIne sAthe leze te huM nahi AvuM. mAtAne te dIkarI pratye keTala' vahuAla DAya, enA badale mAre te jANe pUrvabhavanu vaira na hAya ema kare che. mArI mAtA ja mArI veraNa manI gaI che. he bhagavAna ! mAre zuM karavuM? huM kAM jAu"? mArA mApujIne paNa mArA lIdhe keTaluM sahana karavu paDe che? pUrvabhavamAM me kevA pApa karmo karyo haze? kahyuM che ne - 66 maLe pApI svajana parivAra...maLe zetAnanA saraskAra kALA karmAthI (2) koI maLe nahI' (2) tAraNahAra kALA kAMthI (2) kUDa kapaTa kare bIjA bhave kaSTa maLe najare dekhANuM re hA....have mane najare dekhANuM re...kAnI philaseAphIthI...mane sAcuM.... pUrvanA pApakamanA udaya hAya tA ja svajanA sArA na maLe ne gharamAM jyAre jue tyAre kaleza-kaMkAza thatA haiAya ane jenA puNyanA udaya hAya tenA gharamAM jyAre jue tyAre Ana Mdamaya vAtAvaraNa sarjAyeluM rahe che. A badhA kanA khela che. tame badhA TikiTanA paisA khacI ne nATaka jovA jAva che paNa jo tame samo te A saMsAra ja eka prakAranu nATaka che. jema nATaka sinemAmAM eka pachI eka citrA badalAyA kare che tema A saMsAramAM paNa eka pachI eka citro badalAyA kare che. Aje mANasa sukhI DAya ne dharatI dhrujAvatA hAya che te kAle bhikhArI banI jAya che. Aje mANasa rUpALA hAya ne kAle e kALA anI jAya che. A badhuM nATaka ja che ne? A karI pahelAM rUpALI hatI tyAre mAtAne kevI vahu'lI hatI ! enA kame enI cAmaDI kALI paDI gaI tyAre mA jevI mA kevA tiraskAra kare che ! arUNAne enI bahena ane nAnA

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zAradA suvAsa 271 bhAI khUba vahAlA che. kayAreka mA bahAra jatI tyAre chAnImAnI bhAIne ramADI Ave. keI vAra enI mAtA joI jAya te ene lAta mArIne kADhI mUkatI. abhAgaNI ! je bAbAne aDIza te hAtha bhAMgI nAMkhIza. eTale te cAlI jatI. dhIme dhIme bAbe ane bebI samajaNa thayA. emane paNa lAgatuM ke A amArI bahena che paNa bA ene bolAvatI nathI. ApaNe jema ene bicArIne meLAmAM besADatI nathI ne jyAre e ApaNu pAse Ave che tyAre ene mAre che. A banne bALakane bahena khUba vahAlI hatI. eTale mammI na hoya tyAre enI pAse jatAM ane bAe kaMI khAvAnuM ApyuM hoya te khissAmAM bharI rAkhatA ne chAnAmAnA bahena pAse jaIne kahetA bahena ! tane bA kaMI khAvAnuM ApatI nathI ne eTale amArA bhAgamAMthI tAre mATe rAkhyuM che. tuM khAI le, tyAre arUNa kahetI e mArI vahAlI bahena ! ne mArA vahAlA bhAI ! huM khAvAnI bhUkhI nathI paNa huM te mAtAnA premanI bhUkhI chuM. mammI mane premathI mAthe hAtha pherave, mane premathI belAve evuM mane joIe che. ema kahIne raDI paDatI. arUNane raDatI joIne bhAI ane bahena paNa raDI paDatA ne bA Ave te pahelAM chUTA paDI jatA. pitAnA karmone deSa detI arUNuM": arUNAnI cAmaDI bhale kALI hatI paNa ene AtmA ujajavaLa hatuM. e keIne doSa ApatI nathI. e eka ja vicAra karatI ke meM pApa karyo che te mAre bhegavavAnA che. emAM mAtAno zuM deSa che! paNa mAtA AvI che ne tevI che e doSa nahotI jotI. karmanA svarUpane samaje AtmA duHkhamAM paNa samabhAva rAkhI zake che. zreNuka rAjAnA pUrva karmanA udaye pitAne ja putra keNika kevA duHkha Apate hate ! piMjarAmAM pUrIne khullA baraDA upara mIThAnuM pANI chAMTIne keraDAnA mAra mArate hate. eNe nagarImAM jAherAta karAvI hatI ke je kaI zreNIka rAjAne pANI pIvaDAvaze tene dehAMtadaMDanI zikSA karavAmAM Avaze. rAjagRhInA rAjA, magadha dezanA mAlika ane prabhu mahAvIra svAmInA parama bhakta hatAM chatAM karme kevI dazA karI ! chatAM zreNuka rAjAnI keTalI samatA ! e te eka ja vicAra karatAM ke mane keNika keraDAnA mAra mAre che paNa jAnathI mArI nAMkhate te nathI ne? meM te keTalAya jIne jIvatA mArI nAMkhyA che. samakti dRSTi AtmA pitAnA deSa dekhe che paNa parAyA deSa jotA nathI. arUNuM paNa pitAnI mAtAno doSa jetI nathI. pitAno doSa dekhe che. have te mAtAne trAsa-julmane vadhI gayuM che. pUruM khAvA paNa ApatI nathI. kapaDA phATalA tUTelA paherAve che chatAM kaMI belatI nathI. eka divasa zIlA enA patine kahe che tame te vimA kaMpanInA ejanTa che mATe dhAre te bIje badalI karI zake tema che. have mane A abhAgaNIne mArA bhegI rAkhavI gamatI nathI. te nokarI badale ne ene ahIM eka nokaraDI rAkhIne bhaNavA mUkI de te huM enAthI chUTuM. patie kahyuM paNa e tane zuM naDe

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zAradA suvAsa 272 che? tu ene nathI khelAvatI te e kayAM tArI pAse Ave che? eka khUNAmAM paDI rahe che. paNa patnI mAnatI nathI. rAja kakaLATa thavA lAgyA. eTale pitAe badalI karIne khIje javAnuM nakkI karyu. pitAe arUNuAne bAthamAM laIne kahyuM-beTA ! tuM mane bahu vahAlI lAge che paNa zu karu? tarI khA AgaLa mAruM kaI cAlatu nathI, ane gharamAM rAja kakaLATa thAya che mATe ame kAle khIje gAma javAnA chIe. tArI sAthe nokaraDI muku chu. tuM ahIM raheje. beTA ! raDIza nahi. huM tane patra lakhIza tArA badhA kharca mokalIza, chokarI gaLagaLI thaIne kahe che bApujI! zuM mAre ekalIne ja rahevAnuM ? mane mArA bhAI bahena kAI nahi maLe ? pitA kahe che beTA ! tane tArI skulamAM tArA jevI ghaNI chekarIe maLI jaze. bhagavAna pAse pAkAra karatI arUNA' : arUNA A sAMbhaLIne Dhagale thaIne DhaLI paDI. e bhagavAna ! tuM mane laI jA. zA mATe mane jIvADe che ? arere.... mane gharamAM ekalI mUkIne jAya che te karatAM tAre ghera AvavuM zuM khATuM ? bela bhagavAna ! tuM to rAkhIza ne ? teno kalpAMta joIne pitAnuM haiyuM tUTI paDathu beTA ! Avu' na khAya. bhagavAna tane sukhI karaze. beTA ! have tu' kahe tema karuM. bApujI ! tame raDazeA nahi, huM rahIza. tyAMnI zikSikASahenane bhalAmaNa karI ke mArI arUNAne khuba sAcavajo ne bhaNavo ene mATe je joIze te huM melAvIza. ene ghera na game tA tame tamArA ghera laI jajo. tyArabAda mA--mApabhAI baheno badhA gayA. have arUNA rahe che ne pitAnA patranI rAhu jove che. paNa patra nathI AvaDe tethI vicAra karatI ke mArA bApujI teA kahetA hatA ke hu' tane patra lakhIza. e paNa bhUlI gayA lAge che. saranAmuM paNa ApyuM nathI. eTale hu. kAM patra lakhu` ! cha mahine enA pitAnA patra maLye, te vAMcIne khuza thai gai. pitAjIe patramAM lakhyuM hatu` ke beTA ! huM tane bhUlye nathI paNa tArI mammInA kakaLATathI patra lakhyA nathI. beTA! huM AvIza tyAre tAre mATe badhu lArvIza tuM mane patranA javAkha na lakhIza. tethI arUNA patra lakhI zakatI nathI, a.ma karatA parIkSAnA divaseA AvyA. sau kahevA lAgyA ke parIkSA pataze eTale ame khApujInA ghare, mAmAnA ghare jazu', keAI kahe ame pharavA jazuM. AthI mane thayu* ke mArA mATe koNa ?mane teA seAnApura levA Ave te bhale. Ama karatAM khUba raDe che. zikSikA bahena kahe tArA mA bApujI che tyAM tAre javAnu haze kema kharuM ne? tyAM teA haiyAphATa raDI bebhAna thaIne paDI gai. bahena samajI gayA ke Ane trAsa lAge che. tethI bahene ekAMtamAM besADIne badhI vAta pUchI paNa arUNA khelatI nathI. chevaTe khUba samajAvI tyAre dila kholIne badhI vAta karI, ane bahenanA kheALAmAM mAthuM mUkIne khUba raDI paDI. bahene mAtAnI jema vaDAlabharyAM hAtha enA mAthe mUkaye tyAre ene jANe

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zAradA suvAsa 204 mAtAnA prema na maLatA hAya ! ema lAgyu. bahene samajAvIne kahyuM, beTA! tu... ciMtA na karIza. tane teDavA jarUra tArA khApujI Avaze. vekezana paDavAno samaya thatAM pitAe kahyuM. arUNAne mahinA laI AvuM, tyAre enI patnI zIlA kahe che e abhAgaNI mArA gharamAM na joIe. zeTha kahe che arere....tu vicAra kara e chekarI ekalI rahI che. akaLAI gaI haze. tene rajAmAM AvavAnuM mana thAya ne! tyAM te vAgha hUke tema patnI dhaDUkI. chevaTe pitA arUNA pAse Ave che. arUNA bApane jotAM keTe vaLagI paDI che. khApujI AvyA ! mArI mammI, mAkhA, ebI badhA majhAmAM che ne? emane na lAvyA? bhale, huM AvIza. bApujI ! mane mArI mammI bahu yAda Ave che. dIkarInA zabdo sAMbhaLatAM khApa prUma raDe che. cAra divasa rahI dIkarIne badhuM lAvI ApyuM ne cAra divasa pharavA lai gayA ne pachI mitranA ghare mukI ane vekezana pUru thatAM potAnA ghare neAkaraDI sAthe rahevA lAgI. have tA bhaNIgaNIne khUba taiyAra thai che. samajaNI khUkha che. peAtAnA krarmAnA doSa kADhatI dharmadhyAna paNa kare che. Ama karatA A varSe pUru' thayuM. parIkSAnu' chelluM. pepara lakhIne ghera AvI tyAM pitAno patra AvyA ke beTA arUNA ! tArI parIkSA pUrI thAya eTale tarata ja tu tyAMthI nIkaLIne ghera AvI jaje, huM' tane haeNvA sTezane AvIza, paNa tuM AvavAmAM vilaMba karIza nahi kAraNa ke tArI mammIne khUba ja bhAre mAtAjI nIkaLyA che, te hAspitAlamAM che. A sAMbhaLIne enu haiyu. bharAi AvyuM, aDe| mammI ! tuM mAMdI thaI gaI! mArA bhAI bahena zu' karatA haze ? jaldI jAuM, tarata ja je TreIna maLI temAM ravAnA thaIne ghera AvI, gharanuM. badhu... kAmakAja karavA lAgI enA pitAjIne pUche che ke huM... hAspitAlamAM jAuM ? enA pitAe kahyuM. beTA ! javAmAM majhA nathI tyAre kahe che ke pitAjI! mArI khA ATalI badhI Dezana thatI hoya ne hu" khabara kADhavA paNa na jAu tA kevuM lAge? mane javA do, ema kahIne hAspitAlamAM gai. mAtA te| paDakhu vALIne sUtI hatI. enuM mADhuM AkhuM khaLIyAmAM rasI thavAthI jovAya nahi tevuM thaI gayu` hatu. arUNA kahe. khA ! huM AvI gaI chuM. tuM ciMtA na karIza. khA ! tane khUba pIDA che paNa mAtA tA khelatI ja nathI, tyAre chevaTe aNNA dhrujatI dhrujatI tenI pAse gaI ne kahyuM mA ! tyAre kahe che jone....mAru mAtu kevuM kadarUpu' banI gayuM che! paNa ema nathI kahetI ke beTA ! tu AvI ? ATalI khabI vedanAmAM paNa ene pAte kevI kadarUpI thaI gaI che tenuM du:kha thAya che. eTale marUNAe dhIme rahIne kahyuM. khA ! tuM bhalene kadarUpI banI gaI paNa tArI khA tAro tyAga nahi kare. baMdhue ! A zabdomAM arUNAe enI mAtAne kaMI kahyu ? samaje to ghaNu kDI dIdhu. A zabde koI jAdu karyuM. ahA ! meM mArA rUpanA abhimAnamAM A dIkarIne zA. su. 19

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274 zAradA suvAsa kevA duHkha dIdhA! enA sAmuM paNa na joyuM. meM te ene gharamAMthI kADhI mukIne jhuMpaDImAM rAkhI chatAM e mArI sevA karavA hAjara thaI gaI huM to enAthI paNa kadarUpI banI gaI chuM. have mArI mAtA mATe tyAga karI de te kevuM duHkha thAya ? enuM hRdaya palTAI gayuM ne dIkarI kahIne vaLagI paDI. arUNA premathI mAtAnI sevA karatI ne prabhune prArthanA karatI ke he prabhu! mArI mAtAne bacAvI leje ne badhuM maTADI deje. enI aMtaHkaraNapUrvakanI sevA ane prArthanA phaLI. mAtAne rasI sUkAI gaI ne ekadama sAjI thaI gaI tyAre arUNue mAtAnA meLAmAM mAthuM mUkIne kahyuM. bA! tArI sevA karatAM mArAthI tane kaMI duHkha thayuM hoya te huM kSamA yAcuM chuM. tyAre mAtAe kahyuM. beTA ! kSamA te mAre tArI mAMgavAnI che. huM tane abhAgaNI kahetI hatI, tene kADhI mUkatI hatI paNa kharekhara abhAgaNI te huM ja chuM. tuM kALI hatI tethI tArI huM dhaNa karatI hatI. meM tane satAvIne kevA karmo bAMdhyA! tenuM phaLa mane ahIM ja maLI gayuM. mArA karmo mane tArAthI paNa Dabala kadarUpI banAvI dIdhI. have te tuM mane zvAsaprANu vahAlI che. ema kahIne dIkarIne bheTI paDI. have badhA AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. arUNAnA pitAjIne paNa khUba AnaMda thaye. baMdhuo ! A daSTAMtathI ApaNe te karmanI vAta samajavI che. juo, manuSyabhavamAM paNa karmarUpI briTIza jIvane kevA trAsa Ape che ! ne jIva kevA duHkha bhogave che. ApaNA jainadarzanamAM AtmAnI svataMtratAne mahatva ApavAmAM AvyuM che. AtmAnI svataMtratA prApta karavA mATe ApaNe zuM karavuM joIe te jANe che? aviratimAMthI viratImAM AvavuM joIe. virati dvArA AvatA karmo aTake che ane junA karmone kSaya karavA mATe cha prakAre bAhA ane cha prakAre AtyaMtara ema bAra prakArane bhagavaMte tapa kahyo che. tenI ArAdhanA karavI joIe. tapazcaryA karavAthI purANuM karmone kSaya thAya che. A rIte saMvara ane tapa rUpI dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAthI anaMtakALathI AtmA upara lAgelA kame dUra thatAM jinezvara prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlanathI AtmAne pitAnuM svAtaMtrya prApta thAya che, ane janma maraNanI gulAmInI jaMjIre tUTI jAya che. ApaNe tyAM karmanI jaMjIrene teDI Atmika AjhAdI meLavavA mATe ghaNAM tapasvIo taiyAra thayA che. tamAre badhAne paNa sAcI svataMtratA prApta karavI hoya te tapazcaryA karavA taiyAra thaze. have mULa vAta adhikAranI kahuM. kubaDAnA rUpamAM AvelA aparAjitakumAre be praznonA javAba ApyA. have trIjo prazna e che ke duniyA kaI che? enA javAbamAM kahe che ke duniyA te jyAM dila eka che tyAM che. gharamAM pAMca mANase hoya paNa darekanA vicAre judA hAya, dilamAM ektA na hoya te te duniyAmAM nathI paNa duniyAthI judA che. jyAM dila eka che tyAM duniyA che. jema dUdhamAM sAkara bhaLI jAya che pachI judI paDatI nathI, dUdhamAM pANI nAMkhIne cUle caDhAvavAmAM

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275 zAradA suvAsa Ave che. pANI maLI jAya che tyAre dUdha ubharAya che ane pANI nAMkhavAmAM Ave che. eTale ubharA esI jAya che. A dudha ane pANInI kevI ekatA che! dudha ane sAkaranI kevI ekatA che ! evI rIte mAnavanA dila jyAre ekameka banI jAya, zatrune pazu mitranI draSTie dekhe tyAM dilanI ekatA che ne tenuM nAma duniyA che. have cAthA prazna che yauvana zAthI oLakhAya ? mANusa khAlapaNumAMthI yauvanavayamAM Ave che tyAre tenI indriyA bephAma khanI jAya che. yuvAnI divAnI che. tethI mahAnapurUSo kahe che ke " agalI bhI acchI, pIchalI bhI acchI, khIcalI jIttekA mAra." pahelI avasthA bAlapaNu te sAru che, kAraNa ke khAlapaNumAM jIvane saMsAranI vAsanA hAtI nathI ane vRddhAvasthAmAM paNa vAsanAe zAMta paDI jAya che eTale te avasthA sArI che paNa yuvAnI mAnavane mAmasta manAve che. evA yauvanakALamAM jAgRta rahe. mahAnapurUSo tapazcaryAM vigere karIne indriyeAnuM damana karI AtmakalyANa kare che paNa yuvAnInI mastImAM mahAlatA nathI. aparAjitakumAre cAre ya praznonA uttara ApyA. enA javAma sAMbhaLIne prItimatIne khUba satASa thayA. ahA ! hu je rIte jagAma mAMgatI hatI tevA ja ANe javAma ApyA che. eTale teNe kubaDAnA gaLAmAM varamALA paherAvI. kubaDAnA gaLAmAM varamALA paherAvavAthI badhA rAjAe gusse thaI gayA. temane thayu ke A te amAru haDahaDatu apamAna thayuM kahevAya. ATalA badhA rAjAomAM kAi nahi ne A kukhaDA prItimatIne paraNI jAya e amArAthI sahana nahi thAya. rAjAo badhA talavAra laIne kukhaDA tarapha AvyA. jevI talavArA ugAmavA jAya tyAM kumAre capaLatAthI emanA upara eka doraDuM phUMkayuM. tethI te badhA doraDAmAM baMdhAI gayA ane je thADA khAkI rahI gayA hatA temAMthI eka rAjAnA hAthI upara chalAMga mArIne caDhI gayA ane tyAMthI tIra phUMkavA lAgyA. pAchA kUdIne keAInA ratha upara caDhIne rAjAo sAthe laDavA lAgyuMA. 46 kumAranA parAkrame jagADeluM Azraya' :-kumaDAnuM parAkrama joI ne badhA rAjA vicAravA lAgyA ke A koi sAmAnya purUSa nathI. koI parAkramI purUSa che. kumAra laDatA latA sAmaprabha rAjAnA hAthI upara caDhI gayA. sAmaprabha rAjAnI dRSTi tenA upara paDatAM tenA zarIranA amuka lakSaNA joine tene pUchyuM- bhAI ! tu kANu che ? nA putra che ? tyAre maMtrIputre tenI eLakhANa ApI. matraputranI vAta sAMbhaLatA semaprabha rAjA kahe- are, bhANA ! meM tArA zarIranA cinhA uparathI tane oLakhyA hatA paNa kukhaDu` zarIra DhAvAthI zakA thaI. vahAlA bhANeja ! tAru. rUpa AvuM kema thaI gayu...? A samaye kumAra guTIkAnA prabhAvathI hatA tevA banI gayA. eTale somaprabha rAjAe badhA rAjAone laDAI adha karavAnI sUcanA ApI, badhA rAjAe draSTi kare che tyAM te kukhaDAne badale rAjakumArane joyA, tethI badhA khuza khuza thaI gayA ne pUchyuM` ke A kAnA putra che ? sAmaprabha rAjAe

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ra76 zAradA suvAsa kahyuM A mAre sage bhANeja che ne harinaMdI rAjAne putra che. tenuM nAma aparAjita kumAra che. enA nAma pramANe guNa che. keI ene jItI zakatuM nathI. aparAjitakumAra ane protimatInA lagna - A svayaMvaramAM praznonA gya javAba ApIne teNe rAjakumArIne jItI lIdhI che ane prItimatIe tene varamALA paherAvI che. evI jANa thatAM badhA rAjA khUba AnaMda pAmyA ane jitazatru rAjAe khUba dhAmadhUmathI aparAjitakumAra sAthe prItimatInA lagna karyA. rAjAe pitAnI lADIlI putrIne ghaNe kariyAvara karyo ane jitazatru rAjAnA maMtrIe pitAnI rUpavaMtI kanyA vimalabodhakumAra sAthe paraNAvI. pachI jitazatru rAjAe svayaMvaramAM AvelA rAjAone bheTa ApI temane sAre sAkAra karIne vidAya karyA. aparAjitakumAra ane prItimatI tathA vimalabedha ane tenI patnI janAnaMda nagaramAM AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. aparAjitakumAra mAtApitAne cheDIne pharavA nIkaLyA pachI pahela karavAmAM mAtApitAne bhalya hete paNa mAtApitA temanA vicagamAM AMsu sAratA hatA. jyAre khabara paDI ke mAre putra hayAta che ane tenA parAkramathI badhe vijaya meLave che. tethI khUba AnaMda thAte paNa ghaNe samaya thavA chatAM dIkare na AvavAthI mAtA-pitAne adhIrAI AvI gaI ke have putra kayAre maLaze? evAmAM khabara paDI ke aparAjitakumAra svayaMvaramAM jIta meLavIne prItimatIne para che. eTale kumArane teDavA mATe dUtane janAnaMda nagara meka. dUta cAlate cAlate janAnaMda nagaramAM AvyuM, ane aparAjitakumArane joIne bheTI paDaye. aparAjitakumAra dUtane oLakho game eTale mAtA pitAnA kuzaLa samAcAra pUchyA. dUte kahyuM-je divasathI tame gayA che te divasathI mAMDIne Aja sudhI mAtA-pitAnI AMkhamAM AMsu sukAyA nathI. tamane maLavA mATe temanuM mana talasI rahyuM che. mATe have siMhapura jaldI cAle. have aparAjita kumArane paNa mAtA-pitA khUba yAda AvyA. tethI zuM vicAraze tenA bhAva avasare. na caritra - ratnAvatIe rAjAne khUba bhaMbheryo eTale rAjA temanI parIkSA karavA taiyAra thayA. rAjAne jinasenA upara khUba vizvAsa hatuM ke jinasenA rANI pavitra ne guNavAna che paNa khUba caDhAvyA eTale rAjA caDhI gayA ne ratnAvatInA mIThA mIThA vacana sAMbhaLIne bharamAI gayA. tethI jinasenAne pUchayuM ke he rANIjI ! tamane jagatamAM keNa vahAluM che? tyAre rANIe kahyuM-nAtha ! A lekamAM mane Apa vahAlA che ne paraleka mATe mAre dharma mane vahAle che, tyAre rAjAe gusse thaIne kahyuM ke je tamane huM vahAle houM te tame AjathI dharmane choDI de. huM dharma karmane mAnatuM nathI. tame dharmanA bahAne dhatIMga karI rahyA che, tyAre rANIe kahyuM-nAtha ! je tame kahe te mArA prANa choDI dauM paNa A lekamAM ne paralokamAM hitakArI evA dharmane nahi choDuM.

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rabaM zAradA suvAsa rANI adhIrAIthI kahe che ke he nAtha ! Apa pite ja dhamaSTha che. Apa ja mArI sAthe sAmAyika pratikramaNa karatA, ane kalAka sudhI Apa mArI sAthe dharmacarcA karatA hatA ne Aje Apane A zuM thaI gayuM che? ke Apa jevA dharmISTha purUSa ane dharma choDI devAnuM kahe che ! ApaNe dharma karIe ne karAvIe te mahAna lAbha thAya che, ane ApaNe dharma na karIe ne bIjAne dharma karatA aMtarAya pADIe te mahAna pApanA bhAgIdAra banIe chIe. mATe Apa samaje. rAjA krodha karIne kahe che ke huM te badhuM samaje chuM. have tame samaje te sArI vAta che. rANIjI kahe che nAtha ! A dehamAM prANa che tyAM sudhI huM mArA dharmane cheDIza nahi. dharmane choDavA sivAyanI bIjI je kaMI AjJA karaze tenuM pAlana karavA mATe A dAsI taiyAra che tyAre rAjA lAla AMkha karIne kahe che te rANI! have huM vAraMvAra tamane kaMI kahevAnuM nathI. A chellI vakhata kahuM chuM ke je tamAre mArA mahelamAM sukhethI rahevuM hoya te tamAre dharma choDI de ne je dharmane na choDa hoya te nahIM te mahelAM ke cheDe, rAnI vastrAbhUSaNa utAro, mahArAnIpada ke choDe, yaha hai hekama hamAro he...zrotA..... have A mArA suMdara mahelamAM tame rahI zakaze nahi. A mahelamAMthI utarI jAva ane A jharInI kiMmatI sADI paherI che te utArI nAMkhe. mUlyavAna dAgInA utArI nAMkhe ne A paTTarANIpadane choDI de e mAre tamane hakama che. pachI huM jouM chuM ke jene tuM mArAthI ne tArA prANathI paNa adhika vahAle mAne che te tAre dharma tane kevI rIte sahAya kare che. tuM dharma upara zraddhA rAkhIne beThI che te sAMbhaLa. tuM mArI vAta nahi mAne te tArA bUrA havAla thaze. vanamAM bhaTakI bhaTakIne siMha-vAghanI dADha nIce cavAI jaIza. tyAM tuM game teTalI bUma pADIza te paNa kaI sAMbhaLaze nahi. mATe tArI dayAne khAtara kahuM chuM ke tuM tArA dharmane cheDI de ane je dharmane na cheDe hoya te ahIMthI jaMgalamAM cAlI jA. have jinasenA rANI rAjAne zuM javAba Apaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 31 zrAvaNa suda 13 ne budhavAra tA. 16-8-78 anaMtajJAnI puruSe kahe che ke A jainazAsana e vaDale che. enI chAyA evI zItaLa che ke tenI nIce besanAra jIva Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhinA duHkhathI mukta bane che. tarasyA jene mATe jJAnI purUe ThekANe ThekANe jJAnanI parabe mAMDI che. A cAturmAsanA pavitra

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zAradA suvAsa divasomAM dareka kSetramAM sAdhu sAdhvIo cAturmAsa birAje che. e bhavya jIvone vItarAgavANInuM pAna karAve che. tamane vItarAgavANa sAMbhaLavAnI tarasa lAgI che ne ? jene sAMbhaLavAnI barAbara tarasa lAgI hoya e cittane ekAgra karIne sAMbhaLe. ahIMyA tamAruM citta ekAgra thAya che ne? cittanI sthiratA hoya te vItarAgavANI sAMbhaLavAnI majhA Ave, paNa ahIM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatA hoya ne manamAM te gharanA vicAre cAlatA hoya te sAMbhaLavAnI majhA Ave kharI ? "nA". ghara choDIne tame ahIM AvyA che paNa gharanI mamatA bhegI laIne te nathI AvatA ne? kalAka, be kalAka mATe je ghara choDIne AvyA che te enI mAyA-mamatAne paNa bhegI mUkIne Ave ane ahIM be ghaDI, cAra ghaDI jenI jeTalI sthiratA hoya te pramANe mamatAne tyAga karIne samatArasanuM pAna kare. - je AtmAe sudeva-sugurU ane sudharmane zaraNe Ave che ene zIvalamI vare che paNa hAmIdevInuM zaraNa aMgIkAra karanArane zIvalamI varatI nathI. mATe dhanano meha cheDIne dharmanuM zaraNuM aMgIkAra kare, ane jinavacanamAM anurakta bane. je AtmAo "jiNavayaNe aNurattA, jiNavayaNa je karenti bhAveNaM / amalA asakiliTThA, te haMti parittasaMsArI // jinezvara bhagavaMtanA vacanamAM anurakta bane che ane te pramANe bhAvapUrvaka AcaraNa kare che te AtmA nirmaLa ane kalezarahita banIne paritasaMsArI banI jAya che. tame jinavacanamAM anurakta che ke saMsAramAM anurakta banelA che? anaMtakALathI jIva saMsAramAM anurakta banyA che. tame dukAnethI ghera AvatA he ne bIjI taraphathI tamAre nAne bAbo skulethI chUTIne ghera AvatuM hoya te ene dekhIne tame tarata uMcakI leze. mahine be mahine tame bahAragAmathI ghera AvyA. gharamAM mAtA, bhAbhI, bahena badhAM ja che paNa tamArA zrImatIjIne tame na juo te tarata manamAM thaze ke badhA ja dekhAya che ne e kema dekhAtA nathI? kyAM gayA haze? A badhe saMsArane anurAga che ne? se rUpiyAnI noTa khavAI jAya te jIvane Akho divasa cena paDatuM nathI. mana emAM ne emAM rahe che. A badhuM karAvanAra saMsAranI anuraktatA che, rAga che. saMsArano rAga te jIve ghaNe karyo, have jinezvara prabhunI vANIno anurAga kare. jinavANane anurAga mekSamAM laI jaze. tamane mekSa game che ne?. "hA". je mekSa game che te pachI mekSano mArga paNa game joIe, ane mokSano mArga game to vartamAnakALe mokSano mArga batAvanArA saMte paNa gamavA joIe ne? jene mekSa, mekSano mArga ane mekSano mArga batAvanArA saMte game tene mokSa avazya maLe, yAda rAkhe. mokSa mArganA batAvanArA je AjJA kare tenuM yathArtha pAlana thavuM joIe, jinavacanamAM barAbara anuraktatA joIe, ane jinezvara prabhunI bhaktimAM

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zAradA sudhasa ra79 lIna banI javuM joIe. sAgarane taravA mATe jema sTImara sahAyaka che tema saMsAra samudrane pAra karavA mATe jinabhakti parama AlaMbana che. eka nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. eka rAjAne cAra rANIo hatI. eka vakhata rAjA cha mahinA mATe bahAragAma pharavA gayA. rAjAne gayA cAra pAMca mahinA thayA paNa rAjAnA taraphathI keI samAcAra na AvyA tethI rANIo ciMtAtura banI gaI. svAmInAtha bhale bahAragAma gayA paNa temanA taraphathI kaMI samAcAra kema AvatA nathI? zuM thayuM haze? e kayAM gayA haze? ema rANIone aneka prakAranA vicAro AvavA lAgyA, ane nakkI karyuM ke mahArAjAnI tapAsa karavA mATe eka dUtane ekalIe. rANIoe eka dUtane taiyAra karyo. dUta rAjAnI zodhamAM jAya che te ApaNe patra lakhIne ApIe ema vicAra karIne sauthI moTI rANIe patra lakhe. emAM lakhyuM ke svAmInAtha ! Apane gayA pAMca pAMca mahinA pUrA thayA paNa ApanA taraphathI kaMI ja samAcAra nathI te zuM amAre keI aparAdha thayo che? aparAdha thayela hoya te kSamA mAMguM chuM. Apa kSemakuzaLa haze. ema sArA zabdomAM patra lakhe. aMtamAM lakhyuM ke Apa jaladI Ave ane mAre mATe kiMmatI metInI eka mALA letA Avaje. bIjI rANIe rAjAne kSemakuzaLanA samAcAra pUchayA ane lakhyuM ke nAtha! ApanA vinA mahela sUnakAra lAge che. Apa vahelA padhAre. vigere lakhIne aMtamAM lakhyuM ke Apa Ave tyAre mAre mATe bhAre mUlI sADI letA Avaje. A bIjI rANIne patra che. trIjI rANIe paNa rAjAnA svAthyanA samAcAra pUchayA ne lakhyuM ke have ApanA virahanuM dukha bahu sAle che. cAtaka jema meghanI rAha jue tema ame tamArI rAha joIe chIe. Apa kSemakuzaLa ApanA rAjyamAM padhAre, Apa Ave tyAre mArA mATe navAmAM navI jAtanA kiMmatI kaMkaNa letA Avaje. traNa rANIe A pramANe patra lakhyo tyAre sauthI nAnI cethI rANIe patramAM phakta "eka" A zabda lakhIne kavaramAM patra bIDI dIdhe. cAreya rANIonA page laIne duta rAjAnI zodha karavA mATe cAlyo. tapAsa karatAM karatAM tene rAjAnI bhALa maLI, je zodhavA mATe nIkaLe che tene te avazya maLe che. paNa je zodha karatuM nathI tene zuM maLe? tame saMsAranuM sukha zuM che, vahepAra dhaMdhA zeThe che, kaI cIja vAI gaI hoya te zuM che paNa AtmAnI cetanAzakti khavAI gaI che tene kadI zuM che? paisA meLavavAno prayAsa kare che, peDhIne vikasAvavAne prayatna kare che paNa anaMta sukhanuM sthAna evA mekSamAM javAne kaI prayAsa kare che kharA? bahAragAma javAnuM hoya tyAre badhI taiyArI kare che paNa A jIvane javAnuM che tenA mATe zI taiyArI? anaMta sukhane svAmI AtmA ane anaMta sukhanI prApti karAvanAra dharma e be cIjo tamArAthI bhUlAI gaI che. tene zodhavAne prayatna karyo che?

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28. zAradA suvAsa | managamatI vastunI mAMgaNI karatI rANIo : rANIoe mokalele data rAjAne zedhavA nIkaLe. zodhate zodhate e rAjA pAse pahoMcI gaye. rAjAnA caraNakamaLamAM namaskAra karIne rAjAnA kSemakuzaLa pUchIne cAreya rANIonA cAra patre rAjAnA karakamalamAM arpaNa karyA. A saMsAramAM dareka purUSane patnIne atyaMta meha oya che. A rAjAne paNa enI rANIo khUba vahAlI hatI. emano patra maLatAM rAjA khuza khuza thaI gayA. pahelI rANIe motIno hAra maMgAvyA che, bIjIe bhAremUlI sADI maMgAvI che ne trIjIe navAmAM navI jAtanA kaMkaNa maMgAvyA che. A badhuM rAjA samajI gayA paNa sauthI nAnI rANInA patramAM "eka" A sivAya bIjuM kaMI lakhyuM ja nathI. eNe rAjAne kSemakuzaLa pUchayA nathI ke tamArA vinA mane gamatuM nathI evuM paNa nathI lakhyuM ke tame vahelA Ave ema paNa nathI lakhyuM. "eka" ATaluM ja lakhyuM che te eNe "eka" zuM maMgAvyuM haze ? rAjAne Ano artha samajAya nahi eTale pradhAnane pUchayuM ke nAnI rANIe patramAM eka lakhyuM che tene bhAva zuM haze? mane AmAM kaMI samaja paDatI nathI. Apa eka ja mAre joIe: pradhAna khuba catura hatuM. e rANInA patrane bhAva tarata samajI gayo ne kahyuM- mahArAjA ! traNa rANIonA patra karatAM A patramAM vizeSatA che. akSara be che ne zabda eka ja che paNa emAM bhAva ghaNAM bharyA che. rANIsAhebe lakhyuM che ke nAtha ! mAre Apa eka ja joIe che. ApanA vinA A mAruM manamaMdira sUnuM che. mAruM tana, mana ane dhana e badhuM Apa eka ja che. Apa eka vahelA padhAre ne mArA manamaMdirane pAvana kare. Apane sivAya mAre bIjuM kaMI joItuM nathI. badhI rANaoe te kaMIka ne kaMIka bhautika sukhanI mAMgaNI karI che paNa nAnA kANIsAhebe "eka zabda dvArA ApanA sivAya kaMI ja mAgaNI karI nathI. basa, eka ja mAMgaNI karI che ke nAtha ! Apa padhAre jaladI padhAro ne mArA mana maMdirIyAmAM ApanI pavitra mUrtinI sthApanA karI dAsIne pAvana kare. cAtaka jema meghanI rAha jue tema huM ApanI 2ha joI rahI chuM. mATe Apa jaladI padhArI mArI viraha vedanAne zAMta kare. rANInA "eka" zabdanA gUDha rahasyane sAMbhaLIne rAjA rANI upara khuza thayA. ane tenA upara premanA kuvArA uDavA lAgyA. have jaladI pitAnA nagaramAM javA rAjAnuM mana Atura banyuM, ane manamAM vicAravA lAgyA ke aho ! nAnI rANIne mArA pratye keTalI badhI bhakti che. enI bhaktimAM keTalI badhI nikhAlasatA che ke keI jAtanI eNe mAMgaNI karI nathI. rAjAe traNa rANIoe je cIjo maMgAvI hatI te badhI kharIdI lIdhI, te sivAya bIjI ghaNuM ghaNuM cIjo kharIdIne badhuM kArya saMkelIne rAjA pitAnA nagara tarapha javA mATe tyAMthI ravAnA thayA. cha mahine pitAnA nagaramAM AvyA eTale prajAjanee rijAnuM khuba sArI rIte ThAThamAThathI svAgata karyuM. prajAjanone khuba AnaMda thayo. rAjA mahelamAM

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reluM zAradA suvAsa jaIne rANIone maLyA. pitAnA patine joIne cAreya rANIonA haiyA harSathI nAcI uThayA. rAjAe meTI rANIe maMgAvela motIne hAra ene Ape. bIjIne sADI ane trIjIne kaMkaNa ApyA. pite maMgAvelI cIjo maLatAM rANIo khuza khuza thaI gaI ane nAnI rANe pitAne praNapriya pati maLatAM khuza thaI gaI rAjA maMgAvelI cIjo sivAya bIjI ghaNI cIja lAvyA hatA te badhI sauthI nAnI rANune arpaNa karI dIdhI. baMdhuo! jue, je rANIoe cIjanI mAMgaNI karI hatI temane te mAtra emanI maMgAvelI ekeka cIja maLI paNa jeNe mAtra eka patinI ja mAMgaNI karI hatI, patinA darzana mATe e talasI rahI hatI, pati sivAya eNe bIjI kaI cIjanI mAMgaNI karI na hatI te rAjAe ene premanA pANIthI chalakAvI dIdhI ne hajAre kiMmatI cIje rANIne arpaNa karI dIdhI, ane rANuM upara rAjAne prema vadhI gaye, kAraNa ke ene mana hAra, sADI ane kaMkaNa je kaMI kahe te ene pati ja hato. patimAM ja e potAnuM sarvasva mAnatI hatI. je dilathI cAhe tene vaNamAMgI cIjo maLe che emAM kAMI navAI nathI. ApaNe paNa jinezvara prabhunI bhaktimAM otaprota banI jaIe, prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana ane enI bhakti sivAya bIjuM kAMI ja na mAgIe te ApaNe beDe pAra thaI jAya. bhakto prabhu pAse kevI mAMgaNI kare che ? jo eka veLA darzana pAmuM, janma saphaLa banI jAye, jugajugathI je pAtaka bAMdhyA, kSaNabharamAM chUTI jAye, Atama haLave thAye, addhara uDavA jAye, pharI kadI nA nIce AvuM, evI padavI dhonedhane ghone darzana prabhu ! mane eka ja vakhata je ApanA darzana thAya te mAruM jIvana saphaLa banI jAya. mArA bhAbhavanA bAMdhelA pApakarmo kSaNavAramAM naSTa thaI jAya ane mAro AtmA mekSanA sukhe jaladI pAme. nAnI rANIne talasATa hatuM ke nAtha ! Apa A dAsIne jaldI darzana Ape. ApanA vinA mane mahela mazAna je ne zaNagAra aMgAra jevA lAge che, ane vastro baMdhanarUpa lAge che. ApanA darzanathI mAruM jIvana saphaLa banaze, tema bhakta paNa kahe che he prabhu ! ApanI bhakti vinAnuM ne ApanA darzana vinAnuM jIvana prANa vinAnA kalevara jevuM che. tArI bhakti ane tArA darzanathI mArA bhavane beDo pAra thaI jaze. tame paNa je kaMI prabhubhakti kare, dharmArAdhanA kare temAM bhautika sukhanI IcchA na rAkhaze. AtmakalyANanI bhAvanA rAkhajo te AtmAnuM kalyANa thaze. bhautika sukhe to Aje che ne kAle nathI. lakSmI caMcaLa che. AjanI duniyA paisA pAchaLa pAgala che. Aje duniyAmAM dhananI pUjA thAya che paNa guNanI pUjA thatI nathI

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zAradA suvAsa eka vakhata eka zrImaMta mANasa amadAvAdathI muMbaI jatuM hatuM. e jAtine muslima hate paNa khuba sajajana hatuM. enI pAse dhana ghaNuM hatuM paNa ene zrImaMtAIne garva na hatuM. gADImAM beThelA musApharo sAthe vAtacIta karatAM enI vANuMmAM saujanyatA ane nikhAlasatA dekhAtI hatI. pitAnI pAse bhAtuM hatuM te pite khAto ne nAtIlAne khavaDAvate. hinduone phaLa, phUTa premathI khavaDAve che. AvI rIte udAratA, namratA ane saraLatAthI teNe lekene prema khUba saMpAdana karyo hato. eTale A zrImaMtane maLavA mATe dareka sTezane mANase emanuM svAgata karavA ane maLavA mATe AvatA. emanI jJAtinA badhA muslIme emane rivAja pramANe "salAma Alekuma" eTale namaskAra karatAM tyAre A zrImaMta "Alekuma salAma" (prAMta namaskAra) ema kahevAne badale emane ema kahetAM " tumhArI salAma jA ke pahuMcA duMgA" A pramANe kahetAM. A sAMbhaLIne eka mANasanA manamAM khuba Azcarya thayuM ke "Alekuma salAma" ema kahevAne badale Ama zA mATe kahetA haze? eNe hiMmata karIne zrImaMtane pUchyuM ke zeTha! tame salAma javAba Ama kema Ape che? zrImate kahyuM. bhAI A badhA mAre satkAra ke sanmAna nathI karatAM ne mane salAma nathI karatAM paNa mArA dhanane kare che. AjathI daza varSa pahelAM huM garIba hatA. mAre khAvAnA sAMsA hatA, rahevA ghara na hatuM, AvI kaMgAla sthitimAM kaI mane salAma te nahatA karatA paNa mArI salAmanI paNa jarUra na hatI. keI mane pUchatuM na hatuM ke tuM bhUkhe che ke tarasya che? Aje mArA puNyane udaya che ne kAle mAruM puNya khalAsa thaI jAya ne kadAca mArI lakSmI cAlI jAya pachI mane keI salAma na kare. A badhA atyAre mane salAma nathI bharatA paNa mArA dhanane salAma bhare che. eTale huM e badhAne kahuM chuM ke muMbaI jaIne tamArA badhAnI salAma mArA dhanane pahoMcADI daIza. tijorImAMthI neTanA baMDala, hIrA, mANeka Adi jhaverAta, dAgInA badhuM bahAra kADhIne kahIza ke tamane badhAe salAma karI che. kAraNa ke Aje sau lakSamIne mahatva Ape che, sau lakSamIne pUje che, guNene pUjatA nathI. A vAtathI saunuM mastaka jhUkI gayuM. ApaNe cAlu adhikAra aparAjitakumAra jyAre kubaDAnA vezamAM hatuM tyAre sau temane tiraskAra karatA hatA paNa jyAM khabara paDI ke A te harinaMdI rAjAne putra che ane tenuM parAkrama ne buddhi pratyakSa joyA eTale sau tenI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. A samaye eka dUte AvIne kahyuM he aparAjita kumAra ! have ApaNuM siMhapura nagaramAM padhAre. ApanA vigathI mAtA-pitA raDI raDIne rAta divasa vItAve che, ane Apa te mahAsukhamAM paDIne mAtA pitAne taddana vIsarI gayA lAge che.

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zAradA suvAsa '', " mAtApitAnA samAcAra maLatAM kumAranI AMkhamAMthI vahelI azrudhAra kRtanI vAta sAMbhaLIne aparAjita kumAra ane vimalAbeAdhakumAra baMnene potAnA mAtA pitA yAda AvyA ne AMkhamAMthI AMsu TapakavA lAgyA. have mAtApitAnI pAse javA mana upaDayuM ke jaldI jaIne mAtApitAne maLIe. tethI tarata jitazatru rAjA pAse siMhapura javAnI AjJA mAMgI. rAjAe peAtAne tyAM rokAvA mATe khUba Agraha karyAM paNa javAnI kumAranI tIvra icchA joIne rajA ApI. siMhapura javAnI taiyArI karatAM badhA rAjAone khabara ApI. tethI je je kanyAone paraNyA hatA temanA mAtApitA mA, khecara ane bhUcara rAjAe ghaNAM kariyAvara sAthe potAnI kanyAone laIne tyAM AvyA ane badhA moTA sainya sAthe siMhapura javA nIkaLyA. ghaNAM divase badhA siMhapura nagaranI bahAranA udyAnamAM pahoMcyA. harinaMdI rAjAne putra AvyAnA samAcAra maLatAM rAjA, priyadarzInA rANI, pradhAna ane pradhAnanI patnInA badhAnA haiyAM nAcI uThayA. have rAjA, rANI badhA aparAjitakumAra ane vimalakhAdhane svAgata karIne nagaramAM lAvaze ne zuM manaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. 283 caritra - kamanA udaya thAya che tyAre mANasanuM hRdaya kevu. palTAI jAya che ! eka vakhata jayama gala rAjAne (janasenA rANI keTalI vahAlI hatI. enA saMgathI rAjA dhama pAmyA hatA, paNa enA pApakamanA udaya thatAM ratnavatInI caDhavaNIthI rAjA jinasenA rANIne dharma choDAvavA uThayA che. rAjA kahe che huM rANI! jo tamane tamAro dhama vahAlA hAya tA A kaMmatI vastrAbhUSaNe| ane paTTarANInu pada cheDA ane A mahela cheADIne atyAre ne atyAre jaMgalamAM cAlyA jAva, ahAhA....rAjA rANIne dhama cheDAvavA mATe keTalI dhamakI Ape che! rANI kevA duHkhA veThe che paNa dharma cheDavA taiyAra nathI, tamane AvI seTI Ave te zuM kare? dhama rAkhA ke cheDI deze? mane teA lAge che ke raheja kaSTa paDe ke pahele dhaDAke dharmane cheDI deze. yAda rAkhA, dhama karanAranI koTI thAya paNa deha chUTe teA bhale paNa mArA dharma nahiM chUTe tevI makkamatA hAvI joIe. " rAjAnA paDakArane jhIlatI rANI rAjamahela chADavA taiyAra :- rANI kahe che svAmInAtha ! ApaneA hukama ziromAnya karIne huM atyAre ja jaMgalamAM rahevA mATe thAlI jAuM" chuM paNa mArA prANa samAna dharmane te nahiM ja cheDuM. A sAMbhaLaune ratnavatI vacamAM ja elI uThI. huM jinasenA ! joI le tArA dhanu phaLa tane ahI' ne ahIM ja maLI gayuM ne? meM te tamane pahelethI kahyuM hatu` ke bahena! tame dhane cheDI DhA paNu mAruM kahyuM na mAnyuM paNa have te choDavA paDaze ne? tArA dharmanuM zuM phaLa che e te khatAva ! A tArA dharma tane jaMgalamAM mokalI ane gharagharamAM TukaDA mAMgatI bhikhAraNu banAvI. paTTaNInu pada DhoDAvyuM. khela A che tArA dharmAMnA prabhAvane 1 jinasenA kahe

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284 zAradA suvAsa che he ratnAvatI! jarA saMbhALIne bela. tuM mArI najara samakSa mArA dharmanA avarNavAda na bela. mArAthI saMbhaLAtA nathI. zuM dharma mANasane duHkha Ape che? bilakula nahi. mane mArA karmo duHkhI banAvI che. dharmo nahi. samajIne? A pramANe jinasenA magarUrIthI belI eTale ranavatI kahe che bhikhAraNa banIne bhIkha mAgavAno vakhata Avyo te paNa samajatI nathI. enAmAM keTale pAvara che! mahArAjAnI sAme kevA abhimAnabharyA zabdothI bele che? basa, have te tArI dayA khAvA jevI ja nathI. Ama kahI ratnAvatIe pitAnI dAsIene kahyuM. he dAsIo ! tame A jinasenA rANInA AbhUSaNe utArI le. A sArA vastro utArIne phATelA kapaDA paherAvI de ane A mahelamAMthI nIce utArIne jyAM kaI mANasa na hoya evA bhayaMkara jaMgalamAM mUkI Ave. A pramANe kahyuM eTale enI dAsIe jinasenAnA zarIra uparathI dAgInA utAravA lAgI te kaI enA vastro kheMcavA lAgI. eTale jinasenAnI dAsIo ne sakhIo kALe kalpAMta karavA lAgI. rANunA vastra-dAgInA kheMcatA dAsIoe karela pokAra" :-rAjamahelamAM AnaMdane badale hAhAkAra macI gaye. jinasenAnI dAsIo, sakhIo ane nokaracAkare - badhA moTethI raDavA lAgyA. De..doDo..A te dhamaSTha mahArANI upara kALo kera vartAI rahyo che. ratnAvatInI dAsIe enA kapaDA ne dAgInA utArI le che. keI te emane ke. mANasanI A kAramI cIse sAMbhaLIne ghaNAM mANaso deDI AvyA ne mahela pAse mANasanuM moTuM TeLuM bheguM thayuM. jinasenAnI dAsIo kahe che arere....mahArAjA ! Apa te khUba dayALa che ne Aje amArA mahArANI pratye ATalA badhA nirdaya kema banI gayA che? atyAre tame A navatIne caDhAvyA caDhI gayA che paNa pachI tamane pastAvo thaze AvI rANI maLavI muzkela che. A rANI tamArA rAjyanuM ratna che. mahArANI sAheba kevA dayALu che ke je mArA nagaramAM ke mahelamAM kaI bhUkhyuM te nathI rahetuM ne? badhI tapAsa karIne pachI jame che. evA pavitra rANIne jaMgalamAM mokalIne pachI pastAze. A pramANe jinasenAnI dAsIe, sakhIo ane nagarajane badhA rAjAne kahe che tyAre bIjI tarapha ratInI dAsIo jinasenAnA vastro ane AbhUSaNe utAre che. jinasenAe svayaM utArelA dAgInA ne vastro": jinasenA kahe che bahena! tamAre utAravAnI takalIpha levAnI jarUra nathI. huM jAte ja dAgIne utArI ApuM chuM, ema - kahIne rANIe eka pachI eka dAgIne utArIne dAsIone ApyA ne kahyuM- mane janAmAM junA halakA vastro Ape. eTale dAsIo e junA phATelA kapaDA ApyA te paherI lIdhA ne sArA vastro ApI dIdhA. paTTarANI padanI mudrikA badhuM ja utArIne ApI dIdhuM, pachI dAsIo kahe che ke mahArANI ! have A mahela paNa choDe paDaze. jinasenA kahe che huM mahela paNa cheDI daIza. chelle mahelanA pagathiyA utaratAM mahArAjAne praNAma karIne kahe che

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ziAradA suvAsa nAtha! atyAra sudhImAM mArAthI Apane duHkha thayuM hoya te kSamA mAMgu chuM. A dAsIne kSamA kare. "kSamA mAMgatI mahArANuM ane AMsu sAratA lake"? pachI ratnAvatI pAse jaIne kahe che te mArI vahAlI bahena ! teM mane dharmArAdhanA karavAno moko Ape che. have jaMgalamAM jaIne svataMtratApUrvaka vizeSa dharma karIza. bahena ! tAre te huM eTale upakAra mAnuM teTale ocho che. baMdhuo! samyagRSTi AtmA keIne deSa detA nathI. enI daSTi guNagrAhI hoya che eTale e duHkhamAMthI sukha zodhe che. sukhamAM te sau sukha zodhe che paNa je dukhamAMthI sukha zodhe e ja sAce mAnava che. A badhuM karAvanArI ratnAvatI che e jinasena jANe che chatAM ema na kahyuM ke ranavatI ! te ja A badhuM karAvyuM che, paNa kevA suMdara zabdo kahyA ! ke teM mane dharma karavAnI taka ApI. baMne sArA rAjAonI dIkarIo che chatAM daSTimAM keTale pharaka che! eka ja khetaramAM dADama, saMtarA, mosaMbI, sapharajana vigere svAdiSTa phaLakula pAke che ne kAMdA-lasaNa vigere paNa pAke che, paNa bane cIjonA guNamAM keTale phera hoya che. tema A baMne khAnadAna kuLanI rAjaputrIo che chatAM bannenA svabhAvamAM keTale pharaka che. eka bhautika sukhanI bhikhAraNa che ane eka AtmAnA sukhanI pyAsI che. rANI rAjAne namaskAra karIne ranavatIne upakAra mAnIne mahelanA pagathiyA utaryA. tyAM te lekenA ToLAe kakaLa karI mUkI ane ADA hAtha dharyA. mahArANI ! Apane nahi javA daIe. rANInA zarIra upara phATala tUTalA vastro joIne janatAnA hRdaya raDI uThayA. ahe! ApaNI mAtAsamAna pavitra rANInI A dazA ! e pavitra pitAsamAna mahArAjA ! Apane AvI buddhi kema sUjhI? AvI pavitra garbhavatI rANIne jaMgalamAM ekalo che? arere. amArA badhAnI punnAI khUTI gaI lAge che. nahitara A pavitra mAtAne jaMgalamAM na mekale. kharekhara, AvA rANIsAheba jagatamAM zedhyA nahi maLe. Ama kahIne sau dhArA AMsue raDe che. jema jema jANa thaI tema gAmanA leke AvavA lAgyA. temaja moTA mANase doDatA pradhAna pAse jaIne araja karavA lAgyA ke he pradhAnajI ! jaladI Ave. ApaNuM pavitra mahArANInA mAthe beTo anyAya thaI rahyo che. rAjA emane jaMgalamAM mokalavA uThayA che. te Apa jaldI cAle ne rAjAne A kArya karatA aTakAve. juo, prajAne paNa rANI pratye keTaluM mAna che! sau rANIne mATe prANa ApavA taiyAra thayA che. badhA ekI avAje bele che ke rAjA amane phAMsInI zikSA Apaze te ame phAMsIe caDhavA mATe taiyAra chIe paNa amArI pavitra mAtA samAna jinasenA mahArASTrane ame jaMgalamAM nahi javA daIe. A pramANe prajAe satyAgraha karyo che. have pradhAna paMcane laIne Avaze ne rAjAne zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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282 zAradA suvANa vyAkhyAna naM. 32 zrAvaNa suda 14 ne gurUvAra tA. 17-8-78 - sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI, trikALadaza, sarvajJa bhagavaMtanI je vANI tenuM nAma Agama. AgamanI vANa jhIlavA mATe sauthI prathama jIvanamAM namratA lAvavAnI jarUra che. cheka nizALe jAya che tyAre tenA TIcara pahelA pATI sApha karAve che ne pachI lakhavA zIkhavADe che tema tame paNa ghara choDIne ahIM vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLavA AvyA che te sauthI pahelAM hRdayarUpI pATI upara cUMTelI malInatAne dUra karI svaccha bane te vItarAga vANI tamArA hRdaya upara barAbara aMkita thaI jaze, ne tamane dharmane raMga lAgaze. vItarAgavANInA bhAvane barAbara samajavA hoya te kAne pAtaLA pADavA paDaze, kAraNa ke jIvane saMsAramAM rajhaLAvanAra koI hoya te cAra kaSAya che. bhagavAna kahe che he ! "ame jattara hoto, rUtto diyamapUjo " je tame tamArA AtmAnuM hita cAhatA he te cAra denuM vamana kare eTale tyAga karo. jyAM sudhI kaSAne tyAga nahi kare tyAM sudhI AtmA vizuddha banaze nahi, ane bhavabhramaNa TaLaze nahi. cAra kaSAye kaI che enA nAma te tame jANe che ne? bele (sabhAmAMthI avAja : krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lebha) nAma te barAbara AvaDyA. A cAra kaSAyamAM krodha e te. khullI kaSAya che. keIne krodha Ave te ApaNe joI zakIe chIe ke A mANasa krodhI che. krodha kaSAya vyakta che. mAna-mAyA ane lebha e paNa kaSAya che. mAna ane mAyA e baMne mIThA poIjhana che. jheranI geLI upara sAkaranuM paDa caDhAvI de tethI kaMIjhera maTI gayuM ? "nA." uparathI mIThAza che paNa aMdara te jhera ja che ne? bhale khAvAmAM mIThuM lAgyuM paNa jhera eTale jhera ja che. ene khAdhA pachI kaI jIvatuM rahe nahi. mAna-mAyA, ane lebha bhale dekhAya ke na dekhAya paNa e kaSAya ja che. jJAnI purUSe kahe che ke zabhAMbubhiH krodha zikhI nivAryartA, niyampatAM mAnamudAramA / iyaM ca mAyA''rjavataH pratikSaNaM nirihatAM cAzraya lobhazAntaye // he Atmana ! zAMta bhAva rUpI jaLathI krodharUpI agnine tuM ThArI nAkha tathA udAra mRdupaNAthI mAnane tuM niyamamAM rAkha, ArjavatAthI kapaTane nAza kara ane lebhanI zAMti mATe tuM nirlobhatAne Azraya kara. te tuM jarUra zuddha, svaccha ane pavitra banI jaIza. kaSanA kacarAne dUra karavA mATe mahAna purUSae ApaNane kevA suMdara upAya batAvyA che, paNa jIvane kacaro sApha karavAnI jijJAsA jAgI nathI eka vAta te tame samaje che ne ke uMce javA mATe haLavuM banavuM joIe. TreInamAM musApharI karanArane jeTaluM vajana laI javuM hoya teTaluM laI javAya che paNa plenamAM musApharI karanArane vajana laI javAnI

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zAradA vAsa limiTa hoya che. amuka kIle vajana ja sAthe laI javAya. laumiTa upara laI javuM hoya te vadhAre paisA ApavA paDe che, kAraNa ke TreInane pRthvI upara cAlavAnuM che ane henane te UMce uDavAnuM che, tethI vajana ochuM hoya teTaluM sAruM. A te tamArA anubhavanI vAta che ne? te have ApaNA AtmAne paNa ApaNe urdhvagAmI banAve che ne? AtmAne mekSanagarImAM laI ja hoya te viSaya-kAnA kacarAne dUra karavuM paDaze uMce uDanArA pakSIonI pAMkhamAM jyAre khUba kacare bharAya che tyAre pakSIo pitAnI pAMkhene phaphaDAvIne kacare khaMkherI nAMkhe che. pAMkhamAM rahele kacare kharI javAthI pakSI haLavuM phUla banIne jaldI AkAzamAM uDDayana kare che tema ApaNA AtmAne jaldI uMce laI ja hoya te A kaSAyenA kacarAne jaladI khaMkherI nAMkhe ne jIvanane zuddha banAve. jIvana jeTaluM zuddha banaze teTaluM jaldI melamAM javAze, svAti nakSatranA varasAdanuM pANI je mAchalI addhara jhIlIne pIve che tenA peTamAM je mitI pAke che te kiMmatI bane che, ane keI mAchalI ne peTamAM saheja kacarAvALuM pANI Ave te kaca2 metI bane che. tamane kalcara metI game che ke sAcuM motI game che? sAcuM motI ja game ne? je sAcuM motI joItuM hoya te sAdhanA zuddha karavI paDaze. jene sAdhanA kalcara metInI karavI che ne joIe che sAcuM kiMmatI metI te te kyAMthI maLe? ApaNe kaSAyane kacare khaMkherIne zuddha banavAnI vAta cAle che. cAra kaSAyamAM mAna kaSAya paNa bhayaMkara che. krodhane utpanna karanAra mAne che. mAnane bIjI bhASAmAM ApaNe evuM paNa kahIe chIe. ahaM ardhagatinI khAImAM pachADI de che. ahaM ane anya A be zabdanI vacce pharaka te mAtra eka rephane che, paNa je ahaMne dAsa bane che te agAmI bane che ane je ane dAsa bane che te UrvagAmI bane che, kAraNa ke ahaMmAM raheluM zUnya mAnavIne zUnya banAve che ane ahamAM rahelI repha mAnavIne urdhvagAmI banavAnI preraNA Ape che. ahaM nAzane netaranAra che ane evuM mAnavIne vikAsanI vATe laI jAya che, mATe ane cheDIne ApaNe ahaMnI upAsanA karavAnI jarUra che. ahaMkAra kevuM nukazAna kare che tenA upara eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. padamapANI nAmane eka adbhuta zilpI hate. te takSazilAne rahevAsI hatuM. tenI zilpakaLA te koI ajoDa hatI, paNa ene enI kaLAne khUba apyuM hatuM. kaI kalAkAra hoya ke vidvAna hoya paNa je vidyA ane AmaMtraNa Ape ane mAna-moTAImAM rAce te vidyA nathI paNa avidyA-ajJAna che. eka vakhata keItiSIe A kalAkAranI hastarekhA joine kahyuM ke bhAI! ATalA divasamAM tAruM mRtyu thaze. kalAkAra kahe che huM mAruM mRtyu thaze ? nA...nA...mAruM mata kevuM? huM te matanI sAme mora mAMDIne jamarAjAne paNajItI lauM te samartha chuM. mArI zilpakaLA dvArA huM jamarAjAne

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288 zAradA suvAsa paNa gothuM khavaDAvI dauM te samartha chuM. juo, ahaM kevI bUrI cIja che! game te samartha manuSya heya paNa koInAmAM mRtyune jItavAnI tAkAta che? A te matanI sAme morace mAMDavA taiyAra thaye kalAnA kasabI padmapANIe pitAnA jevA ja ATha pUtaLA banAvyA. e pUtaLA evA AbehUba banAvyA che jenAra bhUlAvAmAM paDI jAya ke A sAco padmapANI che. keIne evI zaMkA na paDe ke A nakalI padmapANI che. A sAce ja che evI kaLA kuzaLatA eNe putaLAmAM vAparI hatI. - "yamarAjAne pAcho vALIza" tevI magarUrI dharate kalAkAra - kalAkAra padmapANu A pUtaLA banAvIne evI magarUrImAM hAlatuM hatuM ke A pUtaLA ane mArA vaccenA bheda khuda jamarAjA paNa nahi kaLI zake mArA jevI ATha AkRtione joIne e mUMjhAI jaze ke A nava pUtaLAmAM sAce padmapANI kezu? AmAMthI kene upADa? ema mUMjhAIne jamarAjA pAchA pharaze ne joSInA joSa paNa jUThA paDI jaze. mArI kaLAnA kimiyA AgaLa khuda yamarAjAnA pANI utarI jaze ne huM jIvate rahIza. pUtaLAmAM mAtra prANanI khAmI hatI, bAkI badhuM sarakhuM hatuM. pitAnI kaLA joIne enA aMdarane ahaM nAcI uThayo ne belavA lAgyuM ke have yamarAjA game tyAre Ave te mane enI ciMtA nathI. joSIe je divasa ane je paLa enA mRtyu mATe bhAkhI hatI te divasanI rAha jovA lAge. rAha jotAM jotAM e divasa AvI gayo ane padmapANInA mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI paDayA ke he yamarAja ! vahelA padhAraje, paNa A kalAnA kasabI padmapANIne levA mATe kALaju ThekANe rAkhIne Avaje, nahitara maMgAvI methInI bhAjI ne lAvyA kethamIranI bhAjI e ghATa ghaDAze ne yamalakamAM badhA deve tamArI majAka uDAvaze. padmapANInI kaLAnI leke khUba prazaMsA karavA lAgyA ke zuM enI kaLA che ! enI kaLAne kasaba ane kIrtinI kathA yamalekamAM pahoMcI gaI. pUtaLAnI vacamAM kalAkAraH tiSIe padmapANInA mRtyunI je paLa bhAMkhI hatI te pahelAM e te eka meTA suMdara rUmamAM pUtaLAonI vacamAM sAvadha banIne sUI gaye. cAra pUtaLA A bAju ne cAra pUtaLA bIjI bAju ane vacamAM pote sUta. ene mahelanA rUmamAM ajaba mAyA racAI hatI. ene jovA mATe lokonA ToLeToLA umaTyA. sau Azcarya pAmIne manamAM belI utA ke zuM A badhA pUtaLA che ke sAce padmapANI che? ekamAMthI nava padyapANI kyAMthI banI gayA? enA nikaTanA paricite paNa padmapANIne pArakhI zakyA nahi. jema jema enA mRtyunI paLa najIka AvatI gaI tema tema yamarAjAne paNa mUMjhavaNa vadhavA lAgI ke A nava padyapANImAM sAcA papANIne kevI rIte pakaDe ? je enA badale enA pUtaLAne pakaDuM te mArI AbarU jAya ne badhA de mArI mazkarI kare ke levA gaye hate mithI ne lAvyuM kethamIra ! mAre evuM nathI karavuM. yamarAjA te

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289 zAradA suvAsa AMTA mAravA lAgyA ke AmAM sAcA keNu ? ghaNAM vicAra karyAM pachI mAnavanI eka mATI khAmI lakSamAM AvI gaI ne manamAM khelI uThayA ke mAnavamAM game teTalI khubIo hoya paNa sAthe ekAda khAmI paNa jarUra DAya che. e khAmI dvArA hu' ene pakaDI zakIza, jema naukA bhale akhaMDa hoya paNa enAmAM jo ekAda nAnakaDuM chidra rahI gayu. hAya tA naukA DUbI jAya che, evI rIte padmapANInI jIvananaukAmAM rahelA ekAda chidrane meTu' khAru banAvIne huM ene pakaDI laiza, ema vicAra karIne yamarAjA enI najIka AvyA. "devane paNa dAnava banAvanAra ahe':-pUtaLA te jaDa hatAM eTale e te acetananI jema sthira paDacA rahe paNa jIvatA mANasa te zvAsa le ne ? A padmapANI zvAsa rokIne pUtaLAnI jema paDayo hatA, eTale enAmAM ne pUtaLAmAM kaMi pharaka dekhAtA na hate. jaDa cetananA bhedane bhU'sI nAMkhanAra kalAkAranI kaLA upara khuda yamarAjA paNa khuza thaI gayA ne prazaMsAnA puSpA veratAM khelI uThayA ke vAhu padmapANI ! zuM tArI kaLA che? A kaLAnA suvaNu thALamAM jo ahurUpI leADhAnI mekha na hAta tA tuM kaLAnA kasabI nahiM paNu kaLAnA dhruva khanI jAta. duniyA tArA caraNAmAM jhUkI jhUkIne namaskAra karata paNu tArA ahuM tane deva banavAne badale dAnava banAvI gayA che, tethI te meAtanI sAme mAracA - mAMDayA che. A pramANe pahelA tenI prazaMsA karI eTale sUtA sUtA harakhAvA lAgyA ke ahA! khuda yamarAjA paNu mArI kalAnI kevI praza'sA kare che! thADI prazaMsA karyAM pachI yamarAjA mAnavanA jIvanamAM rahelI khAmInA lAbha letA AzcayathI eTalI uThayA. vAha.... vADu padmapANI ! tArI kaLAne hajAro vAra dhanyavAda ! paNa mAnava mAtra bhUlane pAtra. zeSatA hatA te bhUla mane jaDI AvI, badhuM kharAkhara che paNa AmAM eka ja bhUla A eka ja bhUla na heAta te tArI kIrtinA kaLaza gaganamAM pahoMcI jAta. yamarAjAnA vacana sAMbhaLIne peAtAnI kaLAne kalaMka lAgyuM. ene dUra karavA mATe ekadama e beTho thaI gayA ne aDuthI yamarAjA sAme paDakAra karIne khAlI uThayA. zuM mArI bhUla che? banI zake ja nahi. huM. kadI bhUla karuM ja nahiM. mAnava mAtra bhUlane patra bhale rahyo paNa huM teA kaLAneA deva chuM. mArI bhUla hAya ja nahi, jaldI khatAveA, zuM khAmI che? zuM bhUla che? yamarAjA khaDakhaDATa hasIne melyA huM padmapANI ! A tAro gava, ahu ja tArI meATI bhUla. A bhUlathI tAru jIvana phUla karavAnI mane taka maLI gai, have taiyAra thaI jA. huM tane upADI jAuM chuM. (hasAhasa) tArI kaLAe jaDa ane cetananA bheda bhUvAvI dIdhA hatA paNa tArA abhimAne jaDa cetananA bheda khullA karyAM. Ama kahIne yamarAjA padmapANIne upADIne cAlatA thai gayA. baMdhuo ! A te eka rUpaka che. ApaNe te emAMthI e sAra gratuNu karavA che. ke zA. su. 19

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zAradA suvAsa AtmAne aha" banatA je kaI rokanAra virATa divAla hoya te te ahaMbhAva che. ane ApaNe ogALIzuM te ja ApaNe mRtyuMjaya banI paramapadanI prApti karI zakIzuM. AvA rUpaka dAMte sAMbhaLIne paNa jIvanamAMthI krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha vigere kaSAyene tyAga kare. jyAM sudhI jIvanamAM karAyene kacare bharela che tyAM sudhI jIvane satya vastunuM bhAna thatuM nathI. je jIva eka vakhata saphavA pAmI jAya te e nyAla banI jAya. AjanA mAnavane karoDapatine IlkAba maLI jAya eTale mAne ke ame te nyAla banI gayA. te chAtI phulAvIne pharatA hoya che paNa jJAnI puruSe kahe che bhAI ! kaDapati banavAthI nyAla nathI thavAtuM. zuM tane khAtrI che karoDapati banyA pachI reDapati naDi banavuM paDe? ane je kareDa kamAyA tene aMta samaye duHkha nahIM paDe? "nA". e te jIvanA jevA zubhAzubha karmo hoya tema bane che, paNa je jIva sabhyatva pAme temanA mATe mahora vAgI gaI ke e jIva ardhapudgala parAvartana kALathI vadhu saMsAramAM bhamaze nahi. have bele, samyakatva pAme te nyAla thaye ne? jJAnI kahe che ke "vohI sustrA" bedhibIjasamyakatvanI prApti manuSyabhava sivAya bIjA bhavamAM thavI durlabha che, ane samyakatva pAmyA vinAnA jIvananI kiMmata zUnya che. ekaDA vinAnA mIMDAnI kiMmata nathI tema samyakatva rUpI ekaDA vinAnA jIvananI kaI kiMmata nathI. aparAjita kumAra prItimatI Adi cha kanyAo sAthe ghaNuM moTuM sainya laIne siMhapura nagaranI bahAra AvI pahoMcyo che. putranA viyogathI jharatA mAtApitAne khabara paDI ke aparAjitakumAra AvyuM che eTale saune AnaMda thaye. mAtA te harSaghelI banI gaI ane harinaMdI rAjAne kahe che cAle nAtha ! ApaNe lADakavA dIkare ghaNu varSe Avyo che. ApaNe jaladI tene maLavA jaIe. kharekhara, AjanA saMtAno mAtApitAne bhUlI gayA che. emane mAtA pitAnA premanI kadara nathI ke mA-bApe amArA mATe zuM karyuM che? pu bichAvyA premathI, jeNe tamArA rAha para, e rAhabaranA rAha para, kaMTaka kadI banaze nahi. jemaNe tamArA jIvanamAM premanA pupe pAtharyA che evA mAtApitAnA paga joIne pIje paNa emanI AMtaraDI kadI dubhavaze nahi. duniyAmAM badhuM maLaze paNa mAtApitAne prema nahi maLe, mAtApitAne eka tIrtha jevA mAne. "mAtApitAnA caraNe paDato aparAjita kumAra - aparAjita kumAranI mAtAne putrane jaldI maLavAne talasATa che. harinaMdI rAjAe AkhuM nagara zaNagArIne dhAmadhUmathI tenuM svAgata karyuM, pachI badhA mahelamAM AvyA. aparAjita kumAra mAtApitAnA caraNamAM namI paDayA. mAtA-pitAe tene uThADIne haiyA sAthe cAMpI dIdhe. pachI vimala

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zAradA suvAsa bodha kumAre rAjA-rANIne praNAma karyA eTale rAjA-rANI tene paNa premathI bheTI paDayA. tyAra bAda badhI vahuo sAsu-sasarAnA caraNamAM namI eTale vimalabedhakumAre badhAne paricaya Ape. badhI putravadhUone joIne rANIne khUba AnaMda thaye, pachI vimalabedhanI patnIne joIne rANIe pUchyuM ke A keNa che? tyAre prItimatIe kahyuM. e mArA pitAnA pradhAnanI putrI ane vimalabedhanI patnI che. darekane maLyA pachI mahArANue putravadhUo tathA vimavanI patnI badhAne mAthe hAtha mUkIne akhaMDa saubhAgyavaMtA rahe evA aMtarane AzIrvAda ApyA, ane aparAjita kumAranI sAthe AvelA badhA rAjAo tathA sainyane harinaMdI rAjAe satkAra karyo ne mahelamAM utAryA, pachI vimalabodha kumAra paNa pitAnI patnInI sAthe potAne ghera AvyuM. pradhAna pitAnA putrane premathI bheTI paDe, ane mAtAe putravadhUne khoLAmAM besADIne AzIrvAda ApyA. A rIte sau AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. rAjAo tathA sainya sau rajA laIne tyAMthI gayA. aparAjita kumAranA mAtA-pitAe pUchyuM. dIrA ! tame baMne ahIMthI gheDa khelAvavA mATe gayA pachI zuM zuM banyuM te amane kahe. eTale kumAre sarva vRttAMta kahyo. te sAMbhaLIne mAtA-pitAne khUba AnaMda thaye. aparAjita kumArane sUra ane sema nAmanA be nAnA bhAIo hatA. je pUrvabhavamAM paNa mane gati ane capalagati nAmanA be bhAIo hatAM. te nAnA bhAIone paNa moTAbhAInA AvavAthI AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. have harinaMdI rAjAne lAgyuM ke aparAjita kumAra rAjyane kArabhAra saMbhALe te hoMziyAra ne baheza banI gayuM che, mATe mAre AmAnuM kalyANa karavA dIkSA levI joIe. ema vicAra karIne rAjAe pradhAnane belAvIne kahyuM-have mAre dIkSA levI che te ApaNe aparAjita kumArane gAdIe besADIe, tyAre pradhAne kahyuM ke sAheba ! huM paNa ApanI sAthe dIkSA laIza. rAjAe kahyuM-bhale, te aparAjita rAjA banaze ane vimalabodha ene pradhAna banaze. A rIte nakakI karIne rAjA ane pradhAne pitAnA putrone belAvyA, ane dIkSA levAnI IcchA pradarzita karI. baMne putroe kahyuM-pitAjI ! ame ATalAM varSo te bahAra rahI AvyA. amane AvyA cheDA varSa thayA tyAM Apa dIkSA levAnI kyAM vAta kare che? hamaNAM nahi. thaDA vakhata pachI dIkSA leje, tyAre rAjA ane pradhAne kahyuM- he putre ! kAlanI kene khabara che? ame je nirNaya karyo che te barAbara che. baMnee putrane khUba samajAvIne dIkSA lIdhI. harinaMdI rAjA khUba suMdara saMyamanI sAdhanA karIne mekSamAM gayA ne pradhAna devakamAM gaye. A tarapha aparAjitakumAra rAjA banyA ane prItimatI tenI paTTarANI banI. vimalabedha eno maMtrI banyA. aparAjita kumAra khUba suMdara rIte rAjapane vahIvaTa saMbhALavA lAgyA. pitAnA be nAnA bhAIe sema ane sUrane paNa aparAjita rAjAe ghaNA gAme

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292 zAradA suvAsa AdhyA. sau AnaMdapUrvaka sukhamAM divase vItAvavA lAgyA. samaya jatAM prItimatI paTTarANIe eka putrane janma Ape. tenuM nAma padmakumAra rAkhyuM. rAjAe tene janma mahotsava khUba dhAmadhUmathI ujavyo. aparAjita rAjA khUba sArI rIte rAjya calAvatA tethI prajAne temanA taraphathI khUba sAteSa hate. rAjayamAM corI, lUMTaphATane bhaya na hatuM, ke kaI bahena, dIkarI madharAtre ekalI nIkaLe to paNa tenI sAme keI AMkha UMcI karI zakatuM na hatuM. AvA nyAyI ane pratApI rAjAne tyAM putrane janma thavAthI sArI nagarImAM AnaMda chavAI gaye. A rIte rAjA ane prajA AnaMdathI rahe che. . eka divasa aparAjita rAjA ane vimala maMtrI baMne gheDA upara besIne pharavA mATe nIkaLyA. pitAnA nagaranI bahAra udyAnamAM eka suMdara taMbu tANe che. temAM siMhAsana upara eka khUba sauMdaryavAna purUSa beThe hatuM. teNe ghaNuM divya vacce ane AbhUSaNe paherelAM hatA. enI AsapAsa IndranI apsarA jevI patnIe ane enA mitro vIMTaLAyelAM hatAM. sevake tene paMkhe vIMjhatA hatA. tenA mANase rAjA-mahArAjAnI jema tenI biradAvalI belAvatA hatAM. A badhAnI vacce te deva-devIo vaDe gherAyelA IndranI jema zete hate. tenI pAsethI je kaI garIba yAcake pasAra thatAM hatAM temane chUTe hAthe dAna Apato hate. A badho ThAThamAMDa joIne aparAjitarAjAe vimalamaMtrIne pUchyuM ke A divya trAddhivALe purUSa keNa che? vimalabodha maMtrIe kahyuM ke A te ApaNuM nagaramAM vasatA samudrapALa nAmanA dhanADhaya sAthe vAhane putra anaMgadeva che. te enA parivAra sahita Aje ahIM AnaMda karavA mATe AvyuM che. A sAMbhaLIne aparAjita rAjAne khUba harSa thayo ne be lI uThayA ke ahe ! mArI nagarImAM AvA dhanADhaya ane dAtAra prajAjane vase che, tenuM mane gaurava che. huM mArI jAtane dhanya mAnuM chuM. AgaLanA rAjAe prajAjanane sukhI joIne AnaMda pAmatA hatA ne Aje te tamArI zI dazA che? chatAM choDavAnuM mana thAya che ? rAjA ane maMtrI baMne pharIne pitAnA mahelamAM AvyA. . A tarapha anaMgadeva paNa AnaMda kilelathI divasa pasAra karIne sAMje pitAne ghera AvyuM. bIje divase savAranA praharamAM eka mANasanuM zaba laIne ghaNAM mANaso kALe kalpAMta karatAM rAjamahela AgaLathI pasAra thatA hatA. smazAnayAtrAmAM ghaNuM mANaso hatAM. nAnAthI moTA dareka mANasanI AMkhamAM AMsu hatA. kaMIka jorajorathI karUNa svare rUdana karatA bolatA hatAM ke amAre garIbane belI, anAthane nAtha, nirAdhArane AdhArasthaMbha paDI gaye. have ame konA Azraye jaIzuM? he kRra vidhAtA, te A zuM karyuM? hajAronA pALanArane te upADI lIdhe ! tenA karatAM amane upADI lIdhA hatA te sAruM hatuM. Ama karaNa vilApa karatA karatA jatA hatA. A rUdana sAMbhaLIne rAjAe sevakone pUchayuM ke ApaNuM nagarImAM Aje keNu maraNa pAmyuM che ke ATalo badhe hAhAkAra macI gayo che? have keNa marI gayuM che te vAta sevake rAjAne kaheze ke zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare,

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zarada suvAsa caritra: rAjAnI samakSa paMce karelo pikAra - jinasenA rANInA sArA vastrAlaMkAro utarAvIne phATayAtUTayA vastro paherAvyA, ane mahelamAMthI nIce utArI paNuM nIce cekamAM te AkhA gAmanA prajAjane umaTayA che. darekane khabara paDI ke mahArAjA mahArANIne anyAya kare che. eTale dareka prajAjane pitAnuM kAma paDatuM mUkIne deDatA AvyA, ane jinasenA rANIne kahe che te amArI pavitra mAtA! ame tane nahi javA daIe. maMtrI saba paMce ke lekara, AyA rAjA pAsa, he svAmI ! mahArAnI ke, kayAM diyA vanavAsa, pradhAnajI AkhA gAmanA paMcane laIne deDatA rAjAjI pAse AvIne kahe che huM mahArAjA ! Apa AvA vicArazIla ane dharmapriya thaIne A pavitra satI jevA mahArANIne A garbhavatI avasthAmAM vanavAsa zA mATe mokale che? emane evuM te zuM gunho che ke tame ATale badhe julama karI rahyA che? A te Apa haDahaDate anyAya karI rahyA che. mahArANI pavitra ane nirdoSa che. e jyAre bhUla kare tevA che ja nahi, ane emanA upara ATale badhe kALo kera zA mATe kare che? tyAre rAjA kahe che ke pradhAnajI temaja he mArA prajAjane ! huM rAjA chuM ne e mArI rANuM che. mane phAve tema huM karI zakuM chuM. emAM tamAre ATalI badhI paMcAta karavAnI zI jarUra che? huM gunA vinA keIne zikSA karatuM nathI, eTale pradhAne kahyuM-vAta barAbara che ke Apa rANIjInA nAtha che, mAlika che. emane game tevI zikSA karI zake che, paNa ame Apane eka ja vAta pUchavA mAMgIe chIe ke rANIjIne gunho zuM che? rAjAe kahyuM ke je rANIne mArA mahelamAM rahevuM hoya te ene dharma cheDI de te mane kAMI harakata nathI. - pradhAna kahe che sAheba ! Ane kaMI gune kahevAya? Apa pite AvA dhamaSTha che ne rANIne dharma choDAvavAnuM kAraNa zuM? ApanA magajamAM A zuM bhusu bharAI gayuM che? ke Apa dharmane dezanikAla karavA uThyA che? dharmanA pratApe te ApanI kIrti dezadezamAM. prasarI che. dharmanA pratApe rAjya AbAda che. mahArANuM dharma kare emAM tamane zuM vAMdha Ave. che ? vicArIe te rAjA pite ja dharmIvAna ane vivekI che paNa atyAre ratnAvatInA, caDhAyA caDhI gayA che eTale keI vAta emanA magajamAM utaratI nathI. keI sAruM kahe. to paNa e gamatuM nathI. A saMgane raMga che, eTalA mATe jJAnI purUSe kahe che ke saMga. kare te sajajanane kare paNa durjanane saMga tame kadI karaze nahi. - bhalamanasAIne thayele durUpayegaH eka vidhavA bahena khUba dhamaSTha ane bhalI bheLI hatI. ene eka ja dIkare ane vahu hatA. dIkare pavitra ane vinayavaMta hatuM, ane mADInA puNyapratApe vahu paNa sAsunA paga dhoIne pIve tevI pavitra maLI hatI. keIpaNa

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zAradA suvAsa kArya kare agara kyAMya jAya te sAsune pUchayA vinA pagaluM bharatI na hatI eTale sAsune mana zI vAta vahu ane vahune mana zI vAta sAsujI hatA. badhA AnaMdathI rahetA hatA. sAsu te be vakhata ghera jamavA AvatA. bAkI Akho divasa upAzrayamAM rahIne dharmakriyA karatA hatA. A vahunI bahenapaNuMo kahe che ke cAlane ApaNe pharavA jaIe, tyAre A saddaguNa vahu kahe che mArA sAsune pUchyuM nathI eTale huM nahi AvuM, tyAre bahenapaNI kahe che bAI! tAre te navAIne sAsujI che. A vaLI baMdhana zuM? saheja kyAMya javuM heya te pUchayA vinA javAya nahIM. mane te AvuM baMdhana na game, tyAre vahue kahyuM bahena ! tuM AvuM na bolIza. mArA sAsu te sAsu ja che, AvI te mArI mAtA paNa nathI. e kadI mane rUkAvaTa karatA nathI paNa pUchyA vinA mArAthI na avAya. pADozaNa bahenapaNI te ja ene eka ja vAta karyA kare eTale A kAcA kAnanI vahu caDhI gaI ne enA manamAM vAta ThasI gaI. have A sAsu gharamAM na joIe. sAsujInuM zalya gharamAMthI kADhavA mATe zuM karavuM te nakkI karI lIdhuM. paranA saMge caDhatAM bagaDelI vahu": bIje divase sAsujI upAzrayamAM gayA ne pati dukAne gaye. sAsujIne AvavAne samaya thaze eTale vahujI te barAbara TAIpha mAMDIne beThA hatA. mAthAnA vALa chUTA mUkIne dhUNavA lAgI. sAsu pUche che tuM koNa che? tyAre e te vaDavAonA nAma levA lAgI. eTale sAsunA manamAM thayuM ke mArI vahune bhAre vaLagADa vaLagya lAge che. tarata ja dIkarAne belA ne badhI vAta karI. dIkarAe patnInA sAme najara karI te ene lAgyuM ke A te banAvaTI vaLagADa che. kAraNa ke dIkarAne paNa dharmamAM khUba zraddhA hatI. saMtanA mukhethI eNe sAMbhaLyuM hatuM ke devanI kIkI sthira rahe. je kaI vyaMtara devane upadrava hoya te enI kIkI sthira rahe, ane A te kIkI hAle che mATe keIga che. eTale enI patnIne eka oraDAmAM laI jaIne kahyuM ke tAre zuM joIe che? te kahe che ke mAre e jIva le che, paNa tamArI dayA Ave che. tamane enA vinA gamaze? tyAre kahe che gamaze te nahi paNa zuM thAya? te ema kare. tamArI dayAne khAtara huM bIju mAMguM chuM ke tamArI mAtAnA mAthethI eTale utArI mAthe cune ane me meza copaDIne mArI pAse AvIne ene eTale Ape ne mane page lAge te huM jAuM. chokare kahe che tamArI bhUla nathI thatI ne? mArI mAne eTale ? ke enI mAne eTale? tyAre kahe che-nAnA enI mAno nahi tamArI mAno. putra kahe che mArI mAtA tA vRddha thaI gaI che ne enA vALa paNa dhaLA thaI gayA che paNa enI mAtAne eTale te kALa bhammara jevuM che. e mAMga hatuM ne? catura putranI caturAI -" patnI kahe che bhale sapheda hoya mAre tamArI mAne eTale joIe. te kahe bhale ApuM chuM. ema kahIne oraDAne tALuM mArIne bhAI te sAsare upaDayA. sAsaru be mAIla dUra hatuM. tyAM jaIne cekamAM paDatuM mUkyuM eTale

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zAztA suvAsa 25 sAsujI doDatA AvyAM ne kahe che jamAIrAja ! atyAre rAtre acAnaka kema AvavAnu anyuM? mArI dIkarI te majhAmAM che ne? eTale jamAie mehuM DhIluM karIne kahyuM, khA! tamArI dIkarI majhAmAM hAta tA joItuM tuM zuM? tethI pUche che hai...mArI dIkarIne kaMI thayuM te nathI ne? jamAie kahyuM. tamArI dIkarIne vaLagADa vaLagyA che. me' ghaNAM upacArA karAvyA paNa jate nathI. khUba pUchyuM tyAre te eka cIja mAMge che. sAsue kahyuM je mAMge te ApI do. eNe je mAMgyu che te huM ApI zakuM tema nathI. tamArI pAsethI levA AvyeA chuM. zuM mAMge che? jamAI ThAvakuM metu' rAkhIne kahe che kahetAM mArI jIbha upaDatI nathI paNa tamArI dIkarIne bacAvavA khAtara kahuM chuM. eNe kahyuM ke enI mAtAnA coTalA utArIne enA mAthe cunA ne meDhe meza lagADIne mane page lAgIne kahe ke lA cATalA, le. .bha..le ne have ene choDa. sAsujI te vicAramAM paDI gayA ke cAle kema utArAya? paNa have dIkarIne khAtara karavAnu che eTale kahe ke bhale, rAtre mAthuM muMDAvIne vALanI poTalI bAMdhIne mAthe cunA cApaDayA ne meDhe meza lagADIne ajavALu thatAM pahelAM sAsu ane jamAI gheADA para besIne AvI pahecyA. jamAIe kahyu. A ! tame tamArI dIkarIne heta karavA atyAre vaLagI na paDatAM. atyAre te me tamane jema kahyu che tema khelIne dUra khasI jo. vaLagADa jAya pachI tamAre jeTalA hata karavA hAya teTalA karo. khaMne jaNAM aMdara gayA, enI mAe enA khALAmAM vALa mUkIne kahyuM le. .bhA..le A ceATaleA ne tuM je hAya te vidAya thaI jA, tyAre vahu zu khAlI "dekhA raMDIkA khela...mukha kALAne zira dheALA. kaisI bAjI anI " (DumADA) enA dhaNI khUNAmAM ubheA hateA. te chalAMga mArIne enI pAse Avye ne jothI lyeA. dekha ba dekA khela, mA merI ke terI." (hasAhasa) tuM kahe che ne ke dekhA raMDIkA khela teA have joI le A khaMDhe kA khela. A mA mArI che ke tArI? keAnuM mAthuM muMDAvyuM ? tuM raMDI chuM to huM kAMI rAMDavA nathI. me hAthamAM magaDIe nathI paherI, samajI ne ? (hasAhasa) enI patnI AMkha khAlIne jue tA sAsu nathI paNa enI mA che. arere...sAsunuM mAthuM muMDAvA jatAM A tA mAtAnuM mAthuM muDAI gayuM, ane sunamUna thaI gaI. pati kahe che A tamArI mAtAnI sAthe piyara sIdhAvA A gharamAM tamAru kAma nathI. patnInI AMkha khulI gaI. pArakAnA sa Mge caDhI te mArI A dazA thaI ne ? patinA pagamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgI. nAtha ! huM... pArakAnI zikhAmaNe caDhI gaI tethI AvuM kAma karyuM. have huM kadI AvuM nahi karuM. pati sajjana hatA eTale madhu bhUlIne AnakrethI rahevA lAgyA. jayama gala rAjA pAte sajjata che paNa atyAre ratnavatInA caDhAvyA caDhI gayA che eTale emane jinasenAnA guNu dekhAtA nathI. ratnavatI ja emane sArI dekhAya che. pradhAna

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zAradA suvAsa 296 ane prajAjanA kahe che mar3ArAjA! mahArANInA koi gunhA che ja nahi, chatAM tame emane vagara aparAdhe jaMgalamAM mAkalavA taiyAra thayA che paNa ame emane nahi javA daIe, chatAM tame je adhita karaze teA maLavA phATI nIkaLaze ne rAjisaMhAsana cheDavu paDaze. mATe haju samajo te sAru che, ane garbhavatI strInI tA leAkeA yA kare che, tyAre tame tA dayALu hAvA chatAM niya banI gayA che, ane binagunegArane sajA karavA taiyAra thayA che te A prajA sahana nahi kare. A samaye rANI kahe che hai prajAneA ! tamArI mArA pratye ghaNI lAgaNI che paNa mArA patidevanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA mane jaMgalamAM javA , tyAre prajAjane kahe che huM mAtA ! ame tamane nahi javA daie. ema kaDIne badhA ADA sUI gayA. prajAjanA rANIne javA detA nathI. rAjAnA kula eDa ra che. bIjI bAju mahArANI patinI AjJAmAM samAi javA taiyAra che. have prajAjane rAjAnI sAme kevI jhuMbeza uThAvaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 33 zrAvaNa suda 15 ne zukravAra " rakSAbaMdhana 1 anaMtajJAnI, ana'tadanI bhagavAna pharamAve che ke A amUlya mAnavabhava jIvananI krAMti karavA mATe maLyA che. khIjA koI bhatramAM AtmAnI krAMti eTale pragati (utthAna) thaI zakatI nathI. Aje jagata tarapha dRSTi karazuM teA kIDI, ma kADA, macchara, mAkhI, vigere vilendriya jIvA tathA asa'jJI, sa'nI tiyaca pacendriya jIvA apara'pAra dekhAya che. paraMtu e badhA karatAM manuSyeAnI saMkhyA ati alpa che. niya cA karatAM mAnavane keTalI vizeSatAo maLI che te AtmAe vicAra karavAnI jarUra che. mAnavane viziSTa buddhi, vicArazakti, viziSTa bhASAjJAna, upadeza grahaNa karavAnI zakti, vrata-niyama karavAnI zakti, vastra, makAna, khAnapAnAdinI sagavaDatA, keTakeTalu' A bhavamAM maLyu che. tethI ja khIjA jIvA karatAM manuSyane viziSTa prANI tarIke sau samaje che, ekendriyathI pacendriya sudhInA najare dekhAtA tiya cagatinA jIveA ApaNane pAmara lAge che paNa ekavAra ApaNA AtmA paNa tyAM prAyelA hatA. Aje e tiya cagatimAMthI bahAra nIkaLI manuSyagatimAM Avye che. Ave su Mdara viziSTa manuSyabhava pAmyA pachI te buddhizALI manuSya anyA pachI e ja vicAravAnu cheke ApaNe zu' e tiya ca jIvananI harIphAI karI rahyA chIe ke krAnti sarjI rahyA chIe ? tA. 18-8-78 tamane eka nyAya ApIne samajAvu. eka cAra khIjA cAra karatAM vadhu hoMziyArIthI mATI cArIo karatA hAya te e pelA ceAranI harIphAI karI cerImAM uMcA rekorDa noMdhAvI zo kahevAya. paraMtu e cerI ochI karI athavA cArIno dhaMdhA sapU` khaMdha karI nItimAna

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zAradA suvAsa 290 zAhukAra khanau jAya teA eNe krAnti karI kahevAya. skUlamAM eka vidyAthI uDAu vidyAthI karatA vadhu uDAu ane te e hiraphAI karI kahevAya, paNa e uDAupaNu' cheDI sadAcArI, sadguNIjIvana banAve te eNe krAMti karI kahevAya, khasa, A ja nyAyathI ApaNe vicAravAnuM che ke ApaNA jIvanamAM tiryaMca jIvananI hariphAI cAlI rahI che ke krAMti thai rahI che? sAru sAruM jovu, sAMbhaLavu, suMghavu, khAvu' ne managamatA sparza karavA e tiya cAne AvaDe che. temanA jIvanamAM harSa, AnaMda, gussA, zAka, mamatA badhu che. have jo ApaNe e cAra saMjJAmAM, kaSAyamAM AgaLa vadhyA hoya te tihu~ca jIvananI harIphAI karI kahevAya paNa jo kaSAyA ochI karI, cAra saoNMjJAo upara vijaya meLavI dAna, zIla, tapa, bhAva, kSamA, nile bhatA, saraLatA, saMtoSa Adi guNAne apanAnyA hAya teA jIvanamAM krAnti karI kahevAya, pazujIvana karatAM ucca mAnavajIvana pAmyA chIe te e vicAravAnu` che ke AjanA AgaLa vadhelA vijJAne zuM kAnti karI che ? hA, bhautika kSetre krAnti karI che paNa AjanA vikaselA bhautikavAda, bhautika sAdhana sagavaDa, duHkhamAM AgaLa khe'cI jAya che, paNu jIvana AdhyAtmika pragatinA paMthe AgaLa vadhatuM nathI. pazujIvanamAM mAtra zarIra para dRSTi haiAya che paNa AtmAnA vicAra heAtA nathI. ene bhautika sAdhana sagavaDa vadhu maLe teA unmAdI bane che. AdhyAtmika krAnti karI mAnavatA vikasAvavI hAya ne dhama maya jIvanakrAnti karavI hAya tA saMjJAone dabAvavI joI e, kaSAya vijetA banI, zarIra parathI Di uThAvI laI AtmA tarapha vaLIe teA jIvananI krAMti (abhyudaya) karI kahevAya. jJAnIpurUSA kahe che ke bhautika sukhanI bhUtAvaLamAM bhUlA paDelA AtmAenI draSTi zarIra upara ja DeAya che. te zarIrane zaNagAravA, ene hRSTapuSTa banAvavA mATe potAnA kiMmatI samayane gumAve che, paNa A zarIra kevu che? kezovadhi ca naravAmA, didamantaH pUrti gaMdha saMpUrNam / bahirApi cA guru caMdana, karpUrA vilepayati // mAthAnA kezathI AraMbhIne paganA nakha sudhI A zarIra durgaMdhathI bhareluM che paNa zIrAbhimAnI mANusa du dhathI bharelA zarIrane sugaMdhIdAra banAvavA mATe zarIra upara caMdana Adi sugaMdhIdAra padArthaM cApaDe che, paNu ajJAnI manuSyane khabara nathI paDatI ke A zarIra upara game teTalA sugadhI padArthInA vilepana karavAmAM Ave paNa e peAtAnA svabhAva na ja mUke. zarIrane ziyALAmAM sAlamapa!ka, badAmapAka, aDadIyA vigere sAtvika padArtho khavaDAvA chatAM zarIranA svabhAva chevaTamAM saDana paDananeA che. zarIramAM duga dha bharelI che pachI sugadha kayAMthI AvavAnI che? AvA zarIra upara rAga rAkhavAthI AtmAne zu' lAbha ? baMdhue ! AtmAmAM rAga-dveSAdi je dekhAya che te badhA dariyAnI rela jevA che.

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ra8 zAradA suvAsa AtmAmAM janmatA vikArIbhAve karmasaMganA nimitte che. te karmasaMge haTatAM dUra thaI jAya che ane AtmA potAnA zuddha svabhAvamAM sthira bane che. pANI ane sAbune saMga thatAM vastrane mela nIkaLI jAya che, ane vastra vastranA svarUpamAM rahI jAya che. mela e gharanI vastu na hatI eTale nIkaLI gaI tema AtmAmAM je rAgadvaipAdi che te AtmAnA gharanA nathI paNa kama nA gharanA che mATe nIkaLI jAya che. TUMkamAM svabhAva gharane hoya che. vibhAva nahi chatAM ApaNe AtmA vastuo para mamatva karIne vibhAvane vadhAryuM jAya che, paNa para vastuo pratyene mamatva ane AtmAne bhAre paDavAne che. bIjAnA baMgalA joIne temAM game teTale mamatva kare paNa temAM tamane mahAlavA te na ja maLe. mATe tene para mAne che ne ? tema je bAga, bagIcA, baMgalA, gADI vigere tamArA pitAnA che tene paNa para mAnavA jevA che. bIjAnA baMgalAne jema tamArA pitAnA nathI mAnatA tema jene tamArA mAnyA che te paNa tAtvika dRSTie tamArA nathI. tAtvika daSTie zarIra paNa potAnI mAlikInuM nathI te pachI A kaMcana, kAminI, kuTuMba, ghara vigere ApaNA kayAMthI banI zake ? AvuM jANavA chatAM anAdikALathI jIvanI ajJAna dazA evA prakAranI che ke te paramAM svanI mAphaka ane svamAM paranI mAphaka vartI rahyo che. A saMsAramAM ghaNAM mANaso evA nathI ke je pitAnA ghara tarapha lakSa na Ape ne pArakA gharanI paMcAta karyA kare, tema ahIM paNuM ja svane para mAnI svanI tarapha para che ane paranI tarapha sva je vartAva karI rahyo che. atmA e sva vastu che ne zarIrAdi para vastu che. te e vastuone pitAnI mAnI zA mATe covIse kalAka mathI rahyA che? pitAnA mATenI pravRtti tarapha AtmA jANe taddana bedarakAra che. mahAna purU pharamAve che ke mAtmA pravRttA nA pakavRttau vadhi mUra . sva pravRttimAM atyaMta magna rahevuM joIe, ane parapravRttimAM badhira (baherA), aMdha ane maka (mUMgo) banI javuM joIe. tame paNa ghaNI vAra ema kahe che ne ke paranI paMcAta karanAre pitAnuM kaI na karI zake. e vAta sAcI che ke pugalenI paLejaNamAM je pitAnuM AkhuM jIvana vitAve che te AtmAnuM kalyANa kevI rIte karI zake ? jIva vIsa kalAkamAM AtmA tarapha keTaluM lakSa kare che? jenI tarapha jovAnuM che tenI tarapha kema jotA nathI ? mahApurUSe pharamAve che ke te sva che ne para te para che. sva-parane bheda je jANe che te tatvajJa che. dunyavI para padArtho tamArI pAse game teTalA heya chatAM tamane ema thAya che ne ke zAMti maLe te sAruM. samaje, AtmAmAM anaMta Atmika samRddhi bharelI paDI che eTale AtmAmAM anaMta sukha che. jenAmAM anaMta sukha che tevA zuddha svarUpa ane anaMta sukhanA abhilASI AtmAe e jJAna meLavavuM joIe ke bahAranA badhA padArtho asthira ane aMtavALA che tyAM anaMta sukha kayAMthI hoya? anaMta jJAna,

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ra9 zAradA suvAsa anaMta vIrya ane anaMta sukha joItuM hoya te AtmAe AtmAmAM eTale ke svamAM sthira banavuM joIe. paramAM sukha nahi maLe. Aje rakSAbaMdhanane pavitra divasa che. rakSAbaMdhanano divasa bahene atipriya lAge che. AjanA divase kaMIka bahenanAM haiyA harakhAya che ne kaMIka bahene gharamAM besIne raDe che, kAraNa ke jene bhAI che te bahena hasatI ne ramatI bhAInA hAthe rAkhaDI bAMdhavA jAya che bhAI bahenane jamADIne pitAnI zakti pramANe sADI, pAMca, paccIsa ke pacAsa rUpiyA Ape che, paNa jene bhAI nathI evI bahene AMkhamAMthI AMsuDA sAre che ke je mAre bhAI hota te huM paNa Aje A badhI bahenenI mAphaka rAkhaDI bAMdhavA jAta ne? je bahenane bhAI nathI tene te ATaluM duHkha thaya che paNa ghaNI bahene evI che ke jene bhAI hovA chatAM e bahenane pitAnA ghera belAvatuM nathI. AvI bahene chate bhAIe bhAI vinAnI che. enA dilamAM kArame AghAta lAge che. enI te karUNadazA bane che. A saMsAra ja eka karUNa dazya che. eka jagyAe hAsyanA kuvArA uDatA hoya te bIjI jagyAe karUNa rUdana saMbhaLAtA hoya che. eka bAju mevA miSTAnanI mIjabAnIo uDatI hoya che te bIjI bAju sUke reTa ne chAzanA paNa sAMsA hoya che. A jagatamAM te jenI pAse saMpatti hoya tenA satkAra-sanmAna thAya che paNa jenI pAse kaMI nathI tene bicArAne keI bolAvatuM nathI. enA vahAlA paNa vairI banI jAya che. A viSama viSathI bharele saMsAra che. temAM samabhAva rAkha saheluM nathI. eTalA mATe jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke tamane game tevA sukha maLe te chalakAvuM nahi ne dukha Ave te gabharAvuM nahi. eve samabhAva keLavavA mATe jIvanamAM satsaMga karavAnI jarUra che. je satsaMga karIne karmanI philaselphI samaje che te sukha-duHkhamAM samatA rAkhI zake che, paNa je kadI satsaMga karatA nathI evA che te duHkha AvatAM Dhagale thaIne DhaLI paDe che. Aje rakSAbaMdhanane divasa che. e vAtane lakSamAM laIne karmanI kaThInAI ane rakSAbaMdhana e be vAtanI yAda apAvatI eka banelI karuNa kahAnI mane yAda Ave che. eka khAnadAna kuTuMba hatuM. zeTha te ghaNuM zrImaMta ane samRddha hatA. temanA puNyodaye patnI paNa khAnadAna maLI hatI. temane eka dIkare ane be dIkarIo hatI. dIkarAnuM nAma rameza hatuM. meTI dIkarI dakSAne paraNAvIne sAsare mekalI. enA pachI nAnI dIkarI ramIlA deDha varSanI hatI. sau AnaMdathI rahetA hatA paNa A saMsAra ke che te te tame jANe che ne? mAnavanA puNyane sUrya kayAre asta thaze te kahI zakAtuM nathI. A zeThanA puNyanuM pAMdaDuM pharyuM. vahepAra dhaMdhAmAM badhe peTa...peTa ne beTa. cAre taraphathI gherAI gayA. chevaTe badhI mUDI sApha thaI gaI. emanA kapaDA, dAgInA badhuM vecAI gayuM. mahenata majurI karIne khAvA lAgyA. mANasa pahelAM garIba hoya ke pachI zrImaMta bane ene bahu

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300 zAradA suvA vAMdhe nathI AvatA paNa zrImatamAMthI garIkha banatAM mANusane bahu duHkha thAya che, kAraNa ke pahelA zrImaMta hatA tyAre mahAsukha bhagavyuM ne pachI duHkha Ave te sahana karavuM bahu Akaru lAge che, ane khIjI tarapha khAnadAna mANasA haiAya eTale pahelAnI jema ijjata, AkharU sAcavatAM ciMtAnA kIDe ene korI khAtA hoya che. A zeThanI paNa AvI paristhiti thaI. eka vakhatanA zrImata Aje ra'ka jevA khanI gayA. Aja sudhI zeThane zeThajI....zeThajI karanArAo have zeThanA sAmuM paNu jotA nathI. sagAvahAlA paNa sAtha detA nathI. A paristhiti thatAM zeThanA hRdayamAM kAramA AghAta lAgyA. maMdhue ! garIbAI te taNakhalA karatAM paNa halakI che. " meAhana ! pAsa garIbakI, ke Avata ke| jAta ? eka vicArA sAMsa hai, Ata jAta dina rAta !! garIba mANasanI pAse kANu Ave ? kaI AvatuM jatuM nathI, mAtra enI pAse enA zvAseAvAsa che. garIbanA enrI A duniyAmAM dhama sivAya koI nathI zeThanI sthiti sAva ghasAI gaI eTale zeThane khUba AghAta lAgyuM. aheA ! huM eka vakhata hajArAne pALanAra, mAre AMgaNethI kAI bhUkhyA na jAya, tenA badale huM Aje AvA kaMgAla banI gayA ! mAre koInI pAse hAtha dharavAnA samaya Avye ! duHkhI paristhitimAM traNa varSe te pasAra karyAM. ghasAI gayelA kapaDAne mANasa game teTalu` sAMdhIne sAcavIne pahere paNa e kayAM sudhI Take? aMte te phATI ja jAya ne? te rIte A zeDa khUba ghasAI gayA, tethI hRdayamAM jaththara AghAta lAgyA hatA. ciMtAmAM ne ciMtAmAM e rAta-divasa pasAra karatA hatA. eka divasa zeThanu hA besI gayuM. zeThANIne te vIjaLI tUTI paDe tevA kAramA AghAta lAgyA. have huM' zuM karIza ? mAruM A duniyAmAM keNu ? A babbe bALakone kevI rIte ucherIza? game tevI garIbAI Ave paNa jo gharamAM purUSa hoya te chAza ne zaTale te khavaDAve paNa have kANu khavaDAvaze ? mAthethI chatra cAlyuM jatAM zeThANI duHkhI duHkhI thaI gayA paNu Rs'mata rAkhyA vinA chUTako na hatA. " bALakone ucheravA duHkhA veThatI mAtA" : garIbAInA kAramA duHkho veThIne mAtA dIkarA-dIkarIne ucheravA lAgI. peAte dhanathI te sAva sApha thaI gayA hatA paNa khAnadAna khAi uparathI mehuM hasatuM rAkhIne gharasaMsAra calAvatI hatI. gharamAM besIne pApaDa vaNavA, bharata-gUMthaNu je kaMi maLe te kAma karIne chokarAne bhaNAvatI. dakSA te paraNIne sAsare gaI hatI tenI mAtAne ciMtA na hatI. A be khALakonI ciMtA che, chatAM khAnadAna zeThANI enA bALakone phUlanI jema sAcavatI hatI ane bALako khUba dekhAvaDA hatA. rameza have bhaNIgaNIne taiyAra thayA. sArI nAkarI maLI eTale paisA kamAvA lAgyuM, tethI

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zAradA suvAsa mAtAnA manamAM thayuM ke hAza have dIkare taiyAra thaI gayA che. have mAruM duHkha TaLaze ne huM zAMtithI dharmadhyAna karIza, paNa kudarata ene mATe kaMIka judI ja rojanA ghaDI rAkhe che. eka divasa rameza enI mAtAne kahe che bA ! pelA jAmaphaLIyAmAM rahetA premacaMda zeThanI chokarI premIlAne tame joI che? A sAMbhaLIne mAtAnuM hRdaya kaMpI uThayuM, chatAM jema tema karIne bolI ke hAI che. rUpALI, namaNe khUba che. eTale dIkarAe kahyuM--enI sAthe mArA lagna karIe te zuM khoTuM? A zabda hathoDAnA ghAnI jema mAtAnA kAnamAM gUjavA lAgyA ne chAtImAM dhabakArA upaDyA. eTale ubhI hatI te tyAMnI tyAM nIce besI gaI paNa hA ke nA kaMI javAba na Ape, tethI rameza samajI gaye ke mAtAne mArI vAta gamI nathI lAgatI, paNa A ramezane mAtA sivAya gharamAM bIjuM kaMI kahenAra na hatuM, ane mAtA ema mAnatI ke mAre ekane eka dIkare che. enA upara mAro badhe AdhAra che. huM kaMI paNa ene kahuM ne e risAIne cAlyA jAya te? eTale vadhu kahetI na hatI. rameze enI mAtAne kahI dIdhuM ke bA ! tane e chokarI game ke na game enI mane paravA nathI. mane game che eTale huM enI sAthe lagna karIza. ema kahIne e te cAle gaye. dIkarA mATe premIlAnI vAta sAMbhaLatA mAtAne paDelo mAskeH premacaMda zeTha khUba dhanavAna che. emanI dIkarI premIlA dharatIthI veMta addhara cAle che. enA mojazokha mArAthI kevI rIte pUrA thaze ? e A ghara kema calAvaze ne atyAra sudhI duHkha veThIne jALavI rAkhelI AbarU e kevI rIte sAcavaze? evA aneka vicAre enI mAtAnA dilamAM ramavA lAgyA. mA to uMDA vicArasAgaramAM DUbI gaI. ciMtAne kI enA aMtarane kerI khAvA lAge. ghaNI vakhata mAtApitAe potAnA dIkarAnI ciMtA kare che paNa e dIkarAo paradeza rahetA hoya eTale lakhe che ke bA-bApujI! tame amArI ciMtA karaze nahi. ame punIta paMthe pagalA mAMDI dIdhA che. Apa amane AzIrvAda Apaje. (hasAhasa) ahIM paNa evuM ja banyuM. mAtAe premIlA sAthe lagna karavAmAM sAtha na Ave tyAre rameze potAnI jAte lagna karyA ne eka divasa rameza premIlAne laIne pitAne ghera AvyA. mAtAne AvI uchAMchaLI kanyA sAthe ramezane paraNAvavAnI bilakula marajI na hatI chatAM ekane eka dIkaro paraNIne AvyA pachI zuM kare? thasthara dhrujatA hAthe putra ane putravadhUtA ovAraNA laIne mAthe hAtha mUkIne AzIrvAda ApyA ne kahyuMAvo beTA ! ATaluM bolatAM haiyAmAM prAska paDe, ane bhAvinA bhaNakArA vAgatA hoya tema aMdarathI tenuM hRdaya dhrujavA lAgyuM ne aMtara belavA lAgyuM ke zuM A chokarI mArA gharanI AbarU jALavaze? e mAruM ghaDapaNa te nahi bagADe ne ? na kare nArAyaNa ne mAru kaMI banI jAya te A mArI lADakI ramIlAnuM zuM thaze ? mAtAnA manamAM AvA vicAre

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302 zAradA suvAsa AvavA lAgyA tyAre phula jevI ramIlAne AvI ciMtAnuM nAmanizAna na hatuM. e te bhAbhIne joIne mArA bhAbhI AvyA. bhAbhI AvyA ema gAMDIghelI banI gaI. rUpALA bhAbhI pAchaLa ghelI banelI ramIlA - nAnA bALakane zuM khabara paDe ke A bhAbhI kevA che? e to pataMgIyAnI jema bhAbhInI AsapAsa ghUmavA lAgI ne rAjI thatI belavA lAgI ke bA ! tuM je te kharI A mArA bhAbhI kevA rUpALA che! bhAbhInI rezamI sADI kevI sarasa che. ane A senAnA navA navA caLakatA dAgInA bhAbhInA zarIre kevA zebhI uThayA che! emanA vALa kevA lAMbA ne kALA bhamara jevA che! ene te e harSa ke jANe ene bhAI meMdI rAjakumArIne paraNIne na AvyuM hoya? ene harSane pAra nathI ne mAtAne ciMtAne pAra nathI. premIlAne paraNyA ATha divasa thayA pachI sAsu roTalI karavA beThA eTale te roTalI vaNAvavA beThI tyAre sAta varSanI ramIlA kahe che bA ! AvA rUpALA bhAbhInI pAse tuM roTalI kema vaNave che? tyAre mAtAe kahyuM- beTA! bhAbhI jeTalI nahi vaNe te keNu vaNaze ? have A tArI mAnA hAtha cAlatA nathI. have te dhIme dhIme gharanuM badhuM kAma bhAbhI karaze. ramezane pitAnI vahu kAma kare te gamatuM na hatuM. premIlA sArA sArA kapaDA paherIne pitAnI sAthe haravA pharavA Ave, hase, bele e gamatuM hatuM paNa gharanuM kAma kare te gamatuM na hatuM. mA sAme trATakele dIkaro - dIkarAe kahI dIdhuM ke bA! premIlAthI gharanuM kAma nahi thAya. tuM atyAra sudhI badhuM kAma karatI hatI ne ? e AvI eTale enA mAthe nAMkhI devAnuM ? enuM zarIra keTaluM nAjuka che ! gharanA vaitarA kare eTale e te karamAI ja jAya ne? dIkarAnA zabda sAMbhaLIne mAtA te Dhagale thaIne paDI gaI. arere...mAre dIkare ja uThIne vahune kAma karavAnI nA pADe che te vahune te mAre kahevuM ja zuM ? mArI bahenene vahu lAvavAnA ba keDa hoya che. e manamAM keTalAya manera caNe che ke mAre dIkare paraNaze, pachI mAre ghera vahu Avaze ne huM nirAMte dharmadhyAna karIza..ArAma karIza paNa vahu AvyA pachI bicArI vadhu baMdhAI jAya che, ane zAMtine badale azAMti vadhe che. mAtAe kahyuM-beTA rameza ! vahu gharanuM kAma nahi kare te keNa karaze ? tuM mArA sAmuM te che. tamane ucheravAmAM kALA vatarA karIne mArI jAta ghasAI gaI che. beTA ! have mArA hAtha, paga nathI cAlatA. vadhu nahi te tArI vahu raseI kare eTaluM to kahe, tyAre rameza rUAba karIne kahe che e raseI naDi kare eTale mAtAe kahyuM ke e raseI na karI zake te tuM rase rAkhI le...paNa mArAthI nathI banatuM. rameze kahyuM-na kema bane? atyAra sudhI banatuM hatuM ne have kema na bane? badhuM ja kAma tamAre karavAnuM. e te pANIne glAsa paNa nahi bhare. AMsu sAratI mAtA kAMI na bolI zakI. mAtAne raDatI mUkIne cAlyA gayelA dIkarAvaha - eka divasa A mAtAne

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zAradA suvAsa vAMsAmAM bhayaMkara duHkhAvA upaDayA. na uThI zake, na besI zake. zvAsa letAM paNa duHkhAvA ghaNA thatA hatA. tethI savAra paDI, sAta vAgyA paNa mAjI uThI zakayA nahi. vahurANI sADAsAta vAgyA eTale raseADAmAM AvyAM ne joyuM te raseDuM ThaMDu che. dUdha paNa garama thayuM nathI. da roja te vahu Ave te pahelAM sApujI emanA mATe cA-dUdha ane garama nAstA taiyAra karIne rAkhatA, paNu Aje teA kaMi karyu nathI eTale premIlA nAka caDhAvI ghUMgharATo karIne jorathI melI, kema haju uThayA nathI ! zu' Aje badhAne upavAsa karavAnA che? tyAre sUtA sUtA sAsujI kahe che beTA ! koine upavAsa nathI paNa Aje mane vAMsAmAM sakhata du:khAvA thAya che tethI hu... uDI zakatI nathI mATe tu Aje mane cA banAvIne pIvaDAva. tyAM te ramezakumAra AvI pahAMcyA. mAtAnA zabdo sAMbhaLIne kahe che amAre te Aje ravivArane divasa che, eTale bahuAra javAnuM che. ghaNAM pAgrAme goThavelA che. eTale premIlAne cA banAvavAnA ke raseAi banAvavAnA TAima nathI. mAtA kaMi mele te pahelAM rameze kahyuM-cAla premIlA jaldI taiyAra thaI jA. premIlA ane rameza ane taiyAra thaine jatAM jatAM kahe che ke tame mA-dIkarI tamAru pheDI lejo. ame te Aje Akhe divasa bahAra pharavAnA chIe ane mArA sAsare jamI laIzuM. vahelu' maiDuM thAya te amArI rAha na jotAM, Tag Ama kahIne dIkarA-vahu teA cAlyA gayA. bhIMta mAjI mukha rAkhIne sUtelI mAtAnI AMkhamAMthI AMsuDAnI dhAra vahevA lAgI. ahA me' ramezane keTalA lADakeADathI ucheryAM. enA pitAjI nAnA mUkIne cAlyA gayA, gharamAM pasA na hatA chatAM gharanI AbarU jALavavA mATe rAtre ujAgarA karI chAnAmAnA krama karyAM ne karakasara karI peTe pATA bAMdhI bhUkhI rahIne ene khavaDAvyu, leAhInA pANI karIne ene bhaNAvye, khAlapaNamAM eNe ghaNI haDa karI te paNa meM pUrI karI. eka vakhata rezamI khamIsa paheravAnI haTha laIne beThA hatA. te vakhate pAse paisA na heAvAthI mArA bhAie piyarathI pAMca varSe rezamI sADI meAkalAvI hatI tene me' aMge aDADI nahi ne sADI phADIne ene khamIza sIdhIne paherAvyA. rAtre sheja udharasa khAya ke huM jAgIne beThI thaI jatI. e meTrikamAM AvyA tyAre ghaNI vakhata vAMcatA vAMcatA 'ghI jatA, tyAre enA hAthamAMthI cApaDI laI letI ne ene oDhADIne sUvADI detI, ane huM ene savAre vahelA vAMcavA na uThADuMtA mane Thapaka ApatA te huM mUMge mADhe sAMbhaLI letI. ramIlA tA sAva nAnI hatI ne enA bApujI gujarI gayA tyAre huM' chUTA mADhe raDatI ne A nAnI dIkarInu' zuM thaze tenI ci'tA karatI tyAre mAre rameza mane kahetA ke mA ! tuM ciMtA zA mATe kare che ? hu beThA chuM ne ? AvA mAre rameza A mAMdI mAtAne ane nAnI bahenane bhUkhyA mUkIna cAlyeA gayA ! mAtA khUba raDI eTale mAthu' paNa khUba duHkhavA AvyuM paNa koNu ene kapa cA karIne pIvaDAve! dilamAM khUba AghAta che. mAthu sakhata caDhayuM che te dakhAvIne mA sUtI hatI.

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zAradA suvAsa tyAM ramIlA bahArathI ramIne AvIne kahe che bA ! mane bahu bhUkha lAgI che. mane khAvAnuM Apa ne! khAvA mATe ramIlAe lIdhelI haTha - mAtAe kahyuM beTA ! Aje khAvAnuM nathI. A te bALaka hatuM. ene ema khabara nathI paDatI ke mArI mAtAne ThIka nathI ne bhAI-bhAbhI te bahAra gayA che. kaNa khAvAnuM banAvI Apaze? eNe te haTha lIdhI ke mAre khAvuM che. gharamAM vAsaNa, kapaDA badhuM jema tema pheMkavA mAMDayuM. avAja thavAthI mAtAne mAthAno duHkhA khUba vadhI gaye. eTale putrInA AvA vartanathI duHkha thayuM hatuM te duHkha krodha rUpe pragaTa thayuM ne dIkarAnI dAjha dIkarI upara kADhI. ene khUba mArI tethI ramIlA raDavA lAgI. basa....mAre khAvuM che, tyAre mA kahe che ke jo huM batAvuM tema kara ne khIcaDI banAva. ApaNe baMne khAIe, ramIlA kahe che mAre khIcaDI nathI khAvI. mAre dALabhAta khAvA che. khUba kajIye karyo eTale mAtAne dayA AvI ke mArI phula jevI kemaLa dIkarI savAranI bhUkhI che. lAva tyAre huM dALa-bhAta banAvuM. mAMDa mAMDa uThIne rAte nava vAge dALa bhAta banAvyA. ramIlA khUba mAra khAIne raDIne bhUkhI-tarasI udhI gaI hatI. mAtAe ene uThADIne kahyuM beTA ramIlA uTha. A dALabhAta banAvyA che. tuM jamI le. ramIlA jAgIne mAtAnA meLAmAM beThI ne moTuM khelyuM. eka saMtAna taraphathI AghAta pAmeluM mAtAnuM haiyuM atyAre vAtsalyanI se so saravANIo vaDe bIjA saMtAna tarapha vahI rahyuM hatuM. mAtA dALabhAtanA keLIyA ramIlAnA moDhAmAM mUkavA lAgI. haju traNa cAra keLIyA khavaDAvyA hatA tyAM te rameza ane premIlA AvI pahoMcyA. mAtAne dIkarIne dALabhAta khavaDAvatI joIne premIlA ramezane kahe che jue, A tamArI mAe savAre mArI pAse kAma karAvavA ke TaeNga karyo hato ne atyAre emano roga maTI gaye ! emanI lADakI kuMvarI mATe kevI rasoI banAvI ne premathI jamADI rahyA che ! dIkarAnA kaTAkSa bharelA veNu - A sAMbhaLIne mAtAnA hRdayamAM vaja je AMcake lAge. vahu kevI mArA sAmuM bele che? haze....e te vahu chene? vahu te game tema bele paNa dIkare te pAse che ne ? e vahune dhamakAvaze evI AzAthI dIkarAnA sAmuM joyuM tyAM te juduM ja banyuM. dIkaro meM bagADIne kahe che ke savAre te bUma pADatI hatI ke mane bahu dukhAvo thAya che. DokaTarane belA. mArI pAse DekaTaranI davAnA paisA kharcAvavA taiyAra thaI hatI ne? tane kAma karavuM gamatuM nathI eTale DhoMga kare che. ramezanA zabda sAMbhaLIne mAtAnuM kALajuM cIrAI gayuM. ahe...A mAro dIkare taddana parAye thaI gaye? he bhagavAna! meM pUrve kevA pApa karyA haze ke mAre AvA duHkha bhegavavAnA AvyA ! diI ane vahu to rUmamAM jaIne sUI gayA paNa mAtAne AkhI rAta UMgha na AvI. manamAM dIkarAnA vicAre ghUmyA karatA hatA. areredIkarA ! ATale badhe baraDAmAM duHkhAve thAya che te paNa te eka vAra paNa mArI pAse AvIne khabara pUchI che ke bA ! tane zuM thAya che ? ane uparathI kahe che ke tuM kaeNga kare che. eka te baraDAmAM pArAvAra daI

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mArA suvAsa pada thatuM hatuM. bIju apamAnathI haya ghavAyuM hatuM ne trIjI ramIlAnI ciMtA thatI hatI. eTale mAtAnI AMkha raDI raDIne lAlaghUma thaI gaI. AvI sthitimAM paNa mAtAe savAramAM uddIne raseI banAvI. baMne jaNAM jamavA AvyA. mAtA parANe kAma karatI hatI. A joIne rameze kahyuM, bA ! tane ThIka na hoya te rahevA de. premIlA pIrasaze, eTale premIlAge. tenA hAthamAMthI thALI vATake. jhUMTavI lIdhA te paNa mAtA eka zabda na bolI ne bahAranA rUmamAM gaI tyAM ramIlA deDatI AvI ne kahe che bA! mane mAthuM oLI Apa ne ! enA vALa khUba gUMcAyelA hatA eTale dukhatA hAthe vAra lAgene ? tyAM aMdarathI premIlA belI uThI ke zaNagAra pUrA thaI rahyA hoya te baMne jaNA Avaje. dIkarAnA tIra jevA vacane sAMbhaLatI mAtA": gaI kAlathI ja vahurANI vipharelA hatAM. temAM dIkarAnA dekhatAM AvA zabdo mAtAne kahyA te mAtAthI sahana na thayuM. A zabda agnimAM ghI homavAnuM kAma karyuM. mAtAe khIjAIne kahyuM, amAre nathI jamavuM; A zabdo sAMbhaLIne rameza aMdarathI bahAra AvIne be-"bA" tamArA rojanA " AvA kakaLATa amArAthI sahana nahi thAya. je te kharI. kakaLATamAM ne kakaLATamAM premIlAnI tabiyata kevI thaI gaI che! je tamAre AvA nATaka karavA hoya te ame judA thaI jaIzuM, tyAre mAtAe kahyuM he mArA vhAlayA rameza ! tAre kenAthI judA thavuM che? tAre bIje kaI bhAI te che nahi. bApa marI gayA. meTI dIkarI dakSAne paraNAvyA - pachI te kadI teDAvI nathI. vadhArAmAM te A tArI kumaLI kaLI jevI bahena ane A kharyApAna jevI tArI rAMkaDI mAtA che. beTA... jarA te vicAra kara. have mAruM zarIra kAma ApatuM nathI. huM zuM karIza? ATaluM bolatAM te mAtAnA zarIra che cheda vaLI gayA te paNa dIkarAe mAtAnI sAmuM na joyuM. atyAre e judA thavAnuM kyA baLa upara kUdatuM hatuM te jANe che? premIlAnI sAthe paraNya tyAre enA sAsu sasarAe kahyuM hatuM ke tame je mArI dIkarIne laIne judA raheze te mArI dukAnamAM cAra AnI bhAga karI ApazuM, eTale rameze vicArakaryo ke atyAre A taka jhaDapI levAmAM ja lAbha che. te mAtAne karUNa jharA -Ama vicAra karIne eNe makAnanI pAchaLanA bhAgamAM be nAnI oraDI hatI te mA dIkarIne rahevA ApI. rAMdhavA mATe thaDA vAsaNe ApyA ne kahyuM mahine paccIsa rUpiyA khorAkInA ApIza. tame mA-dIkarI A oraDImAM raho mAtA oraDImAM rahevA gaI. raDI raDIne enI AMkhanA AMsu have sUkAI gayA. pitAnA pApakarmane deSa ApatI bhAgya jema rAkhe tema rahevA lAgI paNa ene manamAM vAraMvAra yAda AvI jatuM ke meM dIkarAne ke sAcaLe ! te mAre rameza Aje mAtAne cheDIne enA sasarA ane vahune caDhAve caDI gaye ne mArAthI jude thaye! - sasarAnI dukAnamAM cAra AnI bhAga thaye ne pite mAtAthI judo rahyo tenI khuzAlImAM zA. su. 20

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zAradA vAsa kaMsAra banAvyuM ne sAMje mAtAne ghera mokalyuM, eTale mAtAe ApavA AvanArane kahyuM amAre kaMsAra nathI khA. tame pAchA laI jAva, tyAre AvanAre kahyuM tamAre na khAvuM hoya te kAMI nahi, A ramIlA khAze. ramIlAne pUchayuM ke tAre kaMsAra khA che? te divase ramIlAe paNa khAvAnI nA pADI dIdhI. eTale kahe che pAM che laI jAva. A tamArA kasare mAre kasa kADhI nAMkhe, tethI kaMsAra pAchA ga. premIlAe kahyuM-vAmInAtha ! dekhe, tamArI mAe te kaMsAra paNa na rAkhe. keTaluM abhimAna che! patnInA vacana sAMbhaLI dhamadhamATa karate rameza mAtA pAse AvIne kahe che bA ! tame A ThIka karyuM nathI. A cheTuM karI rahyA che ....A samaye mAtAe maDhe ThAvakuM rAkhIne kahyuM dIkarA ! beTuM te jeTaluM thavAnuM hatuM te thaI gayuM. have kaMI bAkI rahyuM nathI. mAtra mAre jovAnuM ja che. te mArA karmo batAvaze eTalA divasa joIza, tyAre rameze gusse thaIne kahI dIdhuM bAbA ! tuM mAro kaMsAra nathI rAkhatI. have AjathI mAre ne tAre kaMI sagapaNa nathI. have 25 rUpiyA nahi ApuM. A sAMbhaLI mADInA paga bhAMgI gayA. mAthe Abha tUTI paDe te AghAta lAge. ramIlAne dhamakAvatI enI bhAbhI - bIjI tarapha ramezanI vahanAnakaDI ramIlAne khAvAnuM batAvIne bolAvatI ne levA Ave tyAre mArIne dhamakAvIne kADhI mUkatI. eTale raDatI raDatI mA pAse AvatI tyAre mAtA kahetI beTA ! have ApaNe tyAM nahi javAnuM, paNa A te bALaka che ne? ene kaMI bhAna hetuM nathI. garIbAInA dukhe kevA che ene paNa ene khyAla kayAMthI Ave? dIkarAe paisA ApavAnA baMdha karyA eTale parANe parANe paga ghasIne lekenA kAma karIne gujarAna calAvatI. A duHkhane ramIlAne khyAla Avate na hatuM tethI bIjA chekarAo pAse joyelI vastu levA mATe haTha karatI. kayAreka ene sArA kapaDA paheravAnuM mana thatuM, kayAreka sAruM sAruM khAvAnuM mana thaI jatuM, te kayAreka navA navA ramakaDA ramavAnuM ene mana thaI jatuM, paNa A badhuM mAtA lAve kayAMthI? ramIlA khUba haTha karatI tyAre mAtA krodhanA AvezamAM AvI ene khUba mAra mAratI ne kahetI ke have bhAIne ghera ApaNe javAnuM nathI te paNa e te doDIne jatI tyAre bhAbhI dhamakAvatI ne raDatI raDatI mA pAse AvatI te mAtA paNa ene mAratI. A joIne premIlA rAjI thatI ne upathI ramezane mIThuM maracuM bhabharAvIne kahetI ke tamArI mA badhAne meDhe mAruM vAMku bele che ne mane vagere che. Ama karavAthI ekabIjA vacce aMtara vadhavA lAgyuM ane ekabIjA sAmuM jovAnuM paNa baMdha thaI gayuM. | mAtAnA sthAne AvelI sAsu - ramezanA gharamAMthI ramezanI mAtA gaI ane premIlAnI mAtA paDI pAtharI rahevA lAgI. samaya jatAM premIlAe putrane janma Ape, rameze putrajanmanI khuzAlImAM ghera ghera peMDA vaheMcyA. mAtAne tyAM peMDAnuM pekeTa mekalAvyuM,

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zAradA suvAsa I mAtAne levAnI bilakula IcchA na hatI paNa vicAra karyo ke mArA dIkarAne ghera dIkarA AvyA che AvanAra dIkarAe mAruM zuM bagADavu` che ? peMDAnu... pekeTa rAkhI lIdhuM. ramezanA AkhA khUba namaLeA hateA. ene uMcakatA pazu Dara lAge evA hatA. mATI uMmaranI bahenA khAkhAne ramADavA AvI eTale premIlAnI mAtAe pUchyuM ke A khAme khUba namaLe che. enuM zarIra kevI rIte majabUta khanaze ? A vakhate rameza paNa hAjara hatA. AvanAra ahenAne ramezanI mAtA pratye khUba lAgaNI hatI. enuM duHkha joyuM jatuM na hatu. eTale lAga joIne khelI ke AnA mApa paNa nAnA hatA tyAre AvA ja hatA. enI mAe ene rUnA polamAM ucheryAM hatA ane sAjo karavA mATe enI mAtA Thera Thera kAvaDanI jema laIne pharI che. keTalAM vAnA karyAM tyAre A eka dIkarA mATA karyAM che. enI mAe tA ene kaMI lADa laDAvyAM che ! duHkhamAM paNa eNe dIkarAne dubhabyA nathI. A zabda rameze sAMbhaLyA. enA hRdayamAM AMcakA Avye. ene enu khAlapaNu pratyakSa dekhAvA lAgyuM. aheA....huM... kevA adhama duHkha veThIne mane ucheranArI mAtA ghaDapaNamAM mAMDa mAMDa kAma kare che ne eka nAkaraDI karatAM paNa bhurI hAlatamAM divaseA vItAve che. A vicAra enA magajamAM ghUmavA lAgyA. gherathI peDhI upara gayA paNa enuM mana kAmakAjamAM na lAgyuM. sAMja paDI ne ghera AvIne sUI gayA, paNa uMgha AvatI nathI. eka pachI eka khAlapaNunAM prasaMga tene yAda AvavA lAgyA, bhAIne rAkhaDI bAMdhavAnI haTha karatI bahena':- khIje divase rakSAma'dhananA divasa hatA, badhI karIe emanA bhAI ne khAMdhavA mATe rAkhaDI levA gai, tyAre ramIlA kahe che khA ! mAre paNa mArA bhAIne rAkhaDI bAMdhavI che, mAtA kahe che-ApaNe rAkhaDI khAMdhavA javu nathI paNa A te samajI nahi ne rAkhaDI lai AvI. savAranA praharamAM kaku-ceAkhA-nADAchaDI madhu' laIne bhAIne rAkhaDI bAMdhavA mATe gai. bAraNuM' khakhaDAvyu. paNa bhAbhIe kheAlyu' nahi eTale pelA kaMku-cAkhA ne nADAchaDI badhuM eTale mUkIne mIlA mAtA pAse AvIne kahe che khA! bhAbhI bhAraNu khelatA ja nathI. meM teA tane nA ja pADI hatI. zA mATe gaI ? A tarapha premIlAe gheADI vAra pachI khAraNuM khAlyu. tA eTale kaku, cAkhA ne nADAchaDI paDelA joine enI mAtAne kahe khA ! jo tA kharI, ApaNAM eTale A badhu keNe mUkayu haze ! enI mA kahe che khIjuM kAI nahui meTA ! tArI sAsu tArA chokarAne sAnne nahi thavA devA mATe ane tamane sukhI nahi thavA devA mATe A kAmaNuhumaNa kare che. premIlAnI mAtA ramezanI mAtA pAse jaIne kahevA lAgI ke mArI dIkarIne ghera dIkarA AvyA te tamArAthI sahana thatuM nathI tethI AvA kAmaNuTuMmaNu karI che ? AvA dhaMdhA karaze te A oraDImAM paNa nahi rahevAya. A zabdo sAMbhaLIne mAtAne khUba kadhi ANye.

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zAradA suvAsa ibeul beTA ! tAre bhAI ja kyAM che ? ema khelatI mAtA - mAtA ramIlAne kahe che tane rAkhaDI bAMdhavAnA keTalA koDa che! tuM cAkhA mUkI AvI tenu' A pariNAma AvyuM. have jaIza nahi, paNa ramIlA haTha cheDatI nathI huM te hamaNAM bhAIne rAkhaDI khAMdhavA jaIza, tethI mAtAnA krodha hada vaTAvI gayA ne lAkaDIe ne lAkaDIe ramIlAne lAgI, ane khelavA lAgI ke tAre bhAI che ja kyAM ke tAre rAkhaDI bAMdhavA javuM che? ema kahetI jAya ne mAratI jAya che eTale ramIlA khUba cIsA pADIne raDavA lAgI, tethI eneA bhAI jAgI gayA ne vicAre che ke atyAranA praharamAM ATalu badhu kANu raDe che ? tema vicAra karIne jyAM mArIethI jue che tA peAtAnI mAtA nAnakaDI ramIlAne seTIe ne seATIe mAre che ne kahe che ke tAre bhAI kayAM che te tAre rAkhaDI bAMdhavA javuM che ! khela have javuM che? ramIlA kahe che nA, have nahi jAuM. tuM mane mArIza nahi. khIjI tarapha sAsujI laTakA karatAM kahe jamAIrAja ! sAta khoTanA dIkarA ghera AvyA che paNa A tamArI mA kayAM sukha paDavA de che! phula jevA dIkarAne kAmaNudrumaNu kare che ne pachI satI thaine atyAranA praharamAM chekarIne mAre che. enA jevA kAmaNuTumaNu karanAra kAi nathI. " chevaTe ramezanA hRdaya palTo " : -rameza vicAramAM paDI gayA ke eka khAju mahena zakhaDI bAMdhavA mATe haTha kare che ne A kahe che tamArI mA kAmadrumaNu kare che. nA....nA....mArI mAtA evI nathI. e teA pavitratAnI mUrti che. enu hRdaya bharAI gayuM. peAtAnI mAtA upara sAsu je AkSepa ApI rahyA che te, te sahana karI zakayeA nahi. tarata ja jhaDapabhera dAdarA utarIne mAtA pAse paDeoMcyuM ne hAthamAMthI seTI jhuMTavI laine dUra phekI dIdhI ne raDatI kakaLatI bahenane ucakI lIdhI ne pUchyuM-mahena ! kema raDe che? tane zuM thayuM che ? moTAbhAInA sneha joine te bhAna bhUlI gaI ne tene vadhAre raDavuM AvyuM. ene khelavAnuM bhAna na rahyu' eTale tejema tema khelI." have koi divasa evuM nahi karu". AjanA divasa mane javA do. rameze pUchyuM paNa bahena ! te. evuM zuM karyuM che te te kahe, bhAi ! badhI chekarIe emanA bhAIne mATe rAkhaDI letI hatI tethI huM paNu laI AvI. tane khAMdhavA AvatI hatI paNa khAe gussAthI mane kahyu ke badhI chekarIone tA bhAI che. A abhAgaNI ! tAre kayAM bhAi che te tuM rAkhaDI bAMdhavA jAya ? tArA bhAi hAya tA mArI A dazA hoya ? A sAMbhaLI ramezanI AMkhamAM daDadaDa AMsu vahevA lAgyA ane rUdhAyelA kaMThe elyu. bahena ramIlA! game tevA kharAba paNa tAre bhAi tA che. tu Aje rakSAbaMdhanane divase ene evA AziSa Apa ke bhagavAna ! ene mAph kare ane le mahena tu mane rAkhaDI bAMdha. ramIlAe premathI bhAIne rAkhaDI bAMdhI pachI rameza mAtAnA caraNamAM paDayA ne kahyuM. huM mAtA ! A tArA duSTa dIkarAne mAfa kara. meM pApIe tane

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zAradA suvAsa 09 duHkha devAmAM bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. mAtAnA hadayamAMthI saMtAna pratye saDhavAtsalyanA vaheNa vahetA hoya che. mAtAe dIkarAne chAtI same cAMpI dIdhe. premIlA ane tenI mAtA A dazya joI ja rahyA. rameza mAtA ane bahenane laIne ghera AvyA ne premIlAne kahI dIdhuM ke AjathI tArI mAtA jevI mArI mAtAne gaNavI hoya ne tArI bahena jevI mArI bahenane gaNavI hoya te A gharamAM ' rahe. nahitara A tamArI mAtA sAthe piyara padhAre. have premIlA zuM bele? rakSAbaMdhananA tAMtaNAthI baMdhAyelA e mAtA-putra ane bhaginInA chinnabhinna banelA saMsAramAM te divase sukhanI bharatI AvI ne sau AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA, chevaTe rakSAbaMdhane vairanA baMdhana teDAvyA ne premanA baMdhana karAvyA. baMdhuo ! rakSAbaMdhananA viSayamAM ghaNI kahAnIo pracalita che, paNa kahevAne TAIma nathI, paNa rAkhaDI bAMdhIne bahenane sADI ApI devAthI patI jatuM nathI paNa bahena rAkhaDI bAMdhIne kahe che vIrA! huM duHkhamAM houM tyAre mArI rakSA karaje. tuM mArI vahAre Avaje, jAhala sUbAnA hAthamAM sapaDAI tyAre rA'navaghaNa tenI vahAre gaye hate. enuM nAma sAcI rakSAbaMdhana che. AjathI je bhAIe bahenane na bolAvatuM hoya te junA vairajhera bhUlI jaIne bahenane bolAvaje. jema rameze mAtAne ane bahenane pitAne ghera bolAvyA ne premathI rAkhyA tema tame paNa aNubelA hoya tene teDIne paraspara kSamAyAcanA karI prema saMpAdana karaje. samaya thaI gaye che vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na. 34 zrAvaNa vada 13ne zanivAra tA. 19-8-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI tIrthakara bhagavatIe jagatanA chanA kalyANa mATe je vANu prarUpI che tenuM nAma siddhAMta. A paMcamakALamAM ekavIsa hajAra varSa sudhI bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInuM zAsana jhaLahaLatuM rahevAnuM che. vItarAga prabhunI vANIne amUlya saMdeza pAMcamA ArAnA aMta sudhI raheze. zAsana calAvavA mATe je kaI mukhya AdhArabhUta hoya te te vitarAga prabhunI vANI (Agama) che. AgamanA sahAre sAdhu sAvI, zrAvaka ane zrAvikA rUpa caturvidha saMgha TakI zake che, zAstranA AdhAre sAdhu -sAdhvIo jinazAsanane vaphAdAra rahI zake che, ane bIjA ne preraNA ApI zake che. tIrthaMkara prabhu kevaLajJAna thayA pachI caturvidha saMghanI sthApanA kare che. caturvidha saMgha eka tIrtha kahevAya che. tIrtha kene yahevAya? jenAthI tarAya e tIrtha kahevAya. A tIrthadhA dAkhala keNa thaI zake e jANe che? tIrthamAM dAkhala thavA mATe lavAjama bharapAI

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31 zAradA suvAsa malADa saMghane sabhya koNa banI zake ? saMghe je lavAjama nakakI karyuM hoya te bhare te saMghane sabhya banI zake. kema barAbara ne? pachI saMghanI badhI pravRttine hakadAra bane ne ? te rIte caturvidha saMghanI be saMsthAo che. eka AgAra dharma ane bIje aNagAra dharma. AgAra dharmamAM cheDI chUTa hovAthI pApa karavAnuM sarvathA baMdha thatuM nathI jyAre aNagAra dharmamAM sarvathA pApa baMdha che. AgAra dharmamAM pravezelA sAcA zrAvakanA dilamAM pApa pratyenI ghaNuM hoya che. enuM hRdaya pApakarma karatAM DaMkhe che. mArAthI jema bane tema pApa kema ochA thAya te taraphanuM enuM lakSa hoya che. A AtmA saMsAramAM rahela hovA chatAM tene saMsAra saLagate dAvAnaLa jevuM lAge ane saMyama mArga erakaMDIzana je zItaLa lAge. ene saMsAra duHkhamaya ane trAsadAyaka lAge che, eTale saMsArathI chUTavA mATe tIrthamAM dAkhala thAya che. jene AvI bhAvanA nathI te A caturvidha saMghane sAce membara banI zakatuM nathI. mAtra dekhAva pUratuM ja membara che. AvA AtmAne sAdhu-sAva agara koI tatvane jANakAra zrAvaka pUche ke bhAI! AgA2 dharma eTale zuM? ane aNagAra dharma eTale zuM? tenI khabara che? dharma kene kahevAya ne adharma kone kahevAya te jANe che? chakAyanA bela ane navatatvanA svarUpane jANe che? tyAre e kaMI javAba nathI Apate. mauna rahe che. jJAnI purUSane AvA jInI dayA Ave che. emanI daSTie AvA pAmara ane raMka che. manuSyanI pAse game teTaluM dhana hoya paNa jo enI pAse Amika jJAna na hoya te te AtmAnI dRSTie garIba che. jene pitAnA svarUpanuM bhAna nathI, pitAnA AMtara vaibhavanuM jene jJAna nathI, sva parane viveka nathI evA jIve caturgati saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karyA kare che. A uparathI tame paNa samajI lejo ke mAre naMbara bhagavAnanA tIrthamAM che ke nahi ? baMdhuo ! bhagavaMtoe bhavya jIne saMsArathI taravA mATe AgAra dharma ane aNagAra dharmane upadeza Ape che. je pitApitAnI gyatA pramANe te upadezane grahaNa kare che, tethI kramazaH jIvane mekSanI prApti thAya che. sAdhu-sAvIne te nava keTIe pApa na karavAnA paccakhANa hoya che. sAdhu jIvanamAM game tevuM kaSTa Ave te paNa saMte emanA niyamathI kadI vicalita thatAM nathI. kahyuM che ke - yugAnte pracalade meru, kalpAnte sapta sAgarAH, / sAdhavaH pratibhAryAda, na calanti kadAcanaH // kadAcita yuganA aMtamAM merU parvata ane kalpanA aMtamAM sAta samudra cAlyA jAya te paNa AtmArthI sAdhupurUSe pote svIkArelA siddhAMtathI bilakula calAyamAna thatAM nathI. e pitAnA niyamamAM aDaga rahe che. ahiMsA, satya, adattAdAna, brahmacarya ane aparigraha A pAMca mahAvatenuM vitarAgI saMte pitAnA prANa sATe pAlana kare che. saMtane dAMta

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315 zAradA suvAsa khetaravAnI saLI joItI hoya te te paNa gRhasthanI AjJA vinA na laI zake. sAdhuonuM AcAranuM varNana AcAraMgamAM khUba suMdara samajAvyuM che. mULa vAta caturvidha saMghamAM tamAre nAma noMdhAvavuM hoya te dezathI ke sarvathI vrata paccakhANarUpI lavAjama bharavuM ja paDaze. te sivAya tame A caturvidha saMghanA membara ke sabhya na banI zake. tIrthamAM dAkhala nahi thaI zake, zrAvaka kuLamAM janma levA mAtrathI zrAvaka banI javAtuM nathI ane sAdhupaNAne veza paherI levA mAtrathI sAdhu banI javAtuM nathI. sAdhue nava keTIe sarvathA pApa nahi karavAnA paccakhANa levAnA hoya che ane zrAvakane zakti pramANe paccakhANa karavAnA hoya che. jema kheDUta khetara kheDe paNa bIja na vAve te pAka thatuM nathI tema tamane badhI sAmagrI maLavA chatAM je vrata-paccakhANa nahi kare te jIvanamAM viratinA vAvetara thaze nahi, ane samyakatva rUpa belibIjanI prApti thaze nahi. ApaNA mahAvIra prabhunuM zAsana khUba vizALa che. emanA saMgharUpI tIrthamAM praveza karavAne sahune sarakhe adhikAra che. cAhe brAhmaNa hoya, kSatriya hAya, vaizya hoya ke harijana haya, keIne ahIM rUkAvaTa nathI. saune sarakhe hakka che. rAjAnA nekare pahelAM dIkSA lIdhI hoya ane rAjA pachI dIkSA le te rAjAne nekaranA caraNamAM namavuM paDe che. tame sAdhu na banI zake te zrAvaka te avazya bane. je bAra vrata aMgIkAra kare, kAMdA kaMdamULane tyAga kare, rAtrIjanane tyAga kare, sAmAyika pratikramaNa kare, abhakSya cIjone tyAga kare, maryAdita brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare te A caturvidha saMghanA sabhya banI zake che. AvA nAnA moTA vata paccakhANa dvArA mAnavI dhIme dhIme vRttio upara vijaya meLave che ne tenA jIvanamAM saMtoSa Ave che. tethI chavaDe sukhamAM ne duHkhamAM samabhAva rAkhe che. tene pAparUpI saMsAra khaTake che ne te vicAre che ke huM jyAre A saMsAramAMthI chUTuM! AvI bhAvanAvALA ane game teTaluM dhana maLe te paNa tene bheguM karavAnI IcchA thatI nathI. eka gAmamAM dharmanI daDha zraddhAvALA zrAvaka ane zrAvikA rahetA hatA. karmodaye khUba garIba hatA paNa temane AtmA amIra hatuM. vrata-niyama te te temanuM jIvana hatuM. eka divasa teo baMne jamavA mATe beThA. gharamAM eka telo jeTaluM ghI hatuM te sAcavIne rAkhI mUkyuM hatuM. pote baMne mANasa lUkhI roTalI khAtA hatAM. eTalAmAM eka bhUkhe kUtare tyAM AvIne emanA bhANAmAMthI roTalI laI gaye. bAI kUtarA pAchaLa gheDA dhInI vATakI hatI te laIne deDI. jyAM kUtaruM roTalA khAya che tyAM jaIne ghI paDI ApyuM. bele te kharA, tamArA bhANAmAMthI kUtare reTalI laI jAya te tame lAkaDIne daMDe laIne mAravA de ke ghI paDe? ahIM garIbImAM paNa A daMpatInI keTalI amIrI che!! kUtarAne saMjJA hoya che, kUtare vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke bIjA lekane para jAuM che tyAM te mane daMDane mAra paDe che. hAkoTA karIne mane kADhI mUke che tyAre A to

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712 zAradA suvAsa pAte lUkhI rATalI khAya ane mane ghIthI cApaDIne roTalI khavaDAve che. AthI kRtAe vicAyu" ke huve mAre khIje kayAMya javuM nathI. ahIM ja rahevu che. kUta| tyAM rahyo te kharA paNu zrAvaka je kriyA kare te badhI karatAM zIkhI gaye. ane mANasa sAmAyika kare, pratikramaNa kare, navakAramaMtranA jApa kare tyAre kUtaro paNa emanI sAme AvIne besI jatA ne badhu ekacitte sAMbhaLatA. A joine A ane mANuse vicAra karavA lAgyA ke A kUtarA keAI haLukI jIva lAge che emane baMnene potAnA peTanA dIkarA jevA vahAle thaI gayA. enuM nAma matIye pAyu. jyAre kUtarAne khelAve tyAre metI....mAtI kahIne premathI khelAvatA hatA. emanA avAja sAMbhaLIne meAtI DhADatA Ave. devAnupriyA ! kUtarA jevA tiya ca prANImAM paNa keTalI kRtajJatA che ke e jenA gharanu roTalAnuM maTaku khAya che tenA badale vALyA vinA rahetA nathI. eka divasa A kUtaro paga vaDe jamIna khAdatA hatA. tyAM paga sAthe kaIka athaDAyuM eTale enA manamAM thayuM ke A jamInamAM kaMIka che. eTale meAtI doDatA enA mAlIka pAse AvyA ne enA dheAtIyAnA cheDA mADhAmAM pakaDIne tyAM lAnyA ne izAro karyo. AthI zrAvake temAM hAtha nAMkhIne joyu te seAnAmaheArAthI bharelA eka carU joyA. zeThe carU bahAra kADhA. zrAvaka carU laIne gharamAM ALye, enI patnIne carU khatAgye. te joine zeThANI AnaMda pAmyA. jyAM eka sAnAmahAranA sAMsA hAya tyAM seAnAmahArathI bharelA carU maLe te keTalA AnaMda thAya ! sAnAmahArA joIne AnaMda thayA paNu ane sASI jIvaDA hatA. jarUra jeTalI rAkhI khojI badhI stradhamI, garImAM ane vidyAlayAmAM vigeremAM vAparI nAMkhI paNu sagraha na karyAM. dhanya che A AtmAne ke garIbAImAM paNa ATalI mamatA choDI ! are....tamane carU maLI jAya te zuM kare ? devAnupriye ! mele te kharA. tame nahiM khelA, pAkA Nika che. tame te koIne khatAvA paNa nahi ne kahA paNa nahi. enI kharAkhara vyavasthA karIne ThekANe mUkI de, evA hAMziyAra che. garIba mANusa AvuM dAna kare tethI ghaNAne vicAra thayA ke A zuM? temAM je pAkA ane irSyALu hatA temaNe khadhI vAta jANI lIdhI. bhalA maNusa kAInA avizvAsa rAkhatA nathI. have banyuM ke pADozaNe kahyuM-bahena ! mane tArA matIyeA bahu game che. e divasa mATe tuM ene mAre ghera rAkhavA Apa ne ! ANe kahyuM bhale mahena. e divasa tamAre ghera raheze. ema kahIne metIne pADezaNune soMpyA. pADAzaNe te seAnAmahArAnI lAlace kUtarAne rAkhyA hatA, tethI e rAha joyA karatI ke kayAre mAtI jamIna khAde ne mane sAnAmahArathI bharelA carU maLe! (hasAhasa) sheje kUtarAe besavA mATe jamIna khAdI tethI pADozaNa khAI samajI mAtI A khAdye che ne mane khelAve che. e ta ha bhera doDatI gaI ane joyu te khADAmAM mATI che. sAnAmaheAra na nIkaLavAthI khAie kodha karIne kUtarAne

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zAradA suvarNa mAthAmAM lAkaDIo mArI. AthI kUtarAnA prANa cAlyA gayA, paNa maratI vakhate dharma pAmelA kUtarAe navakAramaMtranuM zaraNuM aMgIkAra karyuM. kodha na karyo. tethI te marIne deva thayA. mAranAra bAIe kUtarAne chAne mAne dATI dIdhe. be divasa thayA chatAM matI na Ave tethI bAI kahe ke mAre kUtare kyAM gayo? bAI khoTuM belI ke te te bhAgI gayuM che. AthI bAI mAre metI mATe metI karIne jhUryA kare che. matI marIne deva thaye che. eNe te vakhate upaga mUkIne joyuM te bAI jhUre che. eTale pitAnA mAlikane svapnamAM kahyuM ke tamArA mitIne pADelIe mArI nAMkhe che ne e marIne AThamA devalokamAM deva thayA che. tyAre mAlike kahyuM enI khAtrI zuM? deva kahe ke tame phalANI jagyAe jAva ane A lAkaDuM kApI tenI khAMDaNI banAve. pachI temAM DAMgara khADo. jeTalI DAMgara nAMkhaze teTalA cokhA senAnA thaze. pachI A bAIe tema karyuM te cikhA sonAnA thayA. AthI dararoja cAkhA senAnA kare ne garabene Ape tethI pAchI pADozaNe badhI vAta pUchI lIdhI. bheLI bAIe badhuM kahyuM tethI pADe zaNe khAMDaNI mAMgI ne DAMgara nAMkhIne khAMDavA lAgI paNa cakhA senAnA na banyA tethI gusse thaIne teNe khAMDaNa bALI nAMkhI, ane upara jatAM ema kahyuM ke meM tamane khAMDaNuM ApI dIdhI che AthI baMne mANasa ApyA badala khUba pastA kare che. tethI upakArIne upakAra mAnI deva pAche svapnAmAM kahe che tamArA AMgaNAmAM je rAkha paDI che te khAMDaNInI che. te te rAkha tame rAjAnA sUkAI gayelA bagIcAmAM nAMkhI Ave, tethI bagIce lIlAchama banI jaze. rAjAnI jAherAta che ke je bagIce lIlAchama banAvI Ape tene InAma ApIza te tame rAjAne vAta karIne pachI rAkha nAMkhaje. A baMne jaNAM rAjA pAse jaIne kahe che ke sAheba! ame Apane sUkAI gayele bagIce navapallavita banAvI ApIzuM. rAjAe kahyuM-bhale. tethI temaNe bagIcAmAM jaIne thoDI thoDI rAkha AkhA bagIcAmAM nAMkhI eTale bagIce hatuM tenA karatAM paNa suMdara naMdanavana jevuM banI gayuM. rAjA khUba khuza thayA ne mAna sanmAna sAthe bolAvIne InAma ApyuM. AthI paDezInI ISyanI Aga bhabhUkI uThI, ne pUchayuM ke tame rAjAne bagI kevI rIte navapallavita banA? bheLIbAIe sAcI vAta karI. tethI pADozI bAIe. AMgaNAmAM je DI rAkha dhULa bhegI bhaLI gaI hatI te badhI bhegI karI piTaluM bAMdhI rAjA pAse AvI ane kahe sAheba! huM Apane bagIca AnAthI paNa vadhAre suMdara banAvI zake tema chuM. rAjA kahe te banAve. huM jouM. bAIe dhULa mizra rAkha bagIcAmAM nAMkhI paNa bagIcAmAM koI navInatA AvI nahi, eTale rAjAe gusse thaIne tene jelamAM pUrI dIdhI. A bhalA daMpatine khabara paDI ke paDozIne rAjAe jelamAM pUryA che eTale deDatA rAjA pAse AvyA ne rAjAne khUba AjIjI karIne tene cheDAvyA. pADezIe traNa traNa vakhata

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34 zAradA suvAsa enA upara irSyA karI chatAM sajjane sajjanatA na cheADI. kahevAya che ne ke caMdanane ghase tA paNa sugaMdha Ape ne khALe te paNa sugaMdha Ape tema AvA pavitra mahusene koi game teTalu kaSTa Ape chatAM te potAnI sajjanatA cheADatA nathI. emanuM puNya caDhIyAtuM hAvAthI pADezI jema jema irSyA karatA gayA tema tema e sukhI khanatA gayA. ghaNI vakhata teo metIne yAda karIne raDatA. eka vakhata deva meAtInA asala rUpamAM enA mAlika pAse AvyA. eTale mane jaNAe ene mAthamAM lai lIdhA, are....motI ! tuM amane mUkIne kayAM cANyA gayA ? amane tA tArA vinA kSaNavAra gamatuM nathI, tyAre mAtIe kahyu mA bApujI! huM te tamArA pratApe AThamA devalAkamAM deva thayA chuM. ema kahIne peAtAnu divya devanuM rUpa pragaTa karyuM. A joI ane mANasA khuza thayA ne deva peAtAnA sthAnake cAlyA gayA. baMne mANasA vicAra karavA lAgyA ke eka tiryaMca prANI paNa navakAramaMtra sAMbhaLIne zIkhI gayA ane maratI vakhate zuddha bhAvathI zraddhApUrvaka smaraNu kayu" te AThamA devalAkamAM AvA mahardhika deva banyA. te je manuSya samajaNapUrvaka hRdayanA bhAvathI dharmorAdhanA kare ene tA kevA mahAna lAbha thAya ! enA beDA pAra thai jAya che ane je khIjAnuM sukha joIne IrSyA kare che te A bhavamAM ne parabhavamAM duHkhI thAya che. mATe phAinA duHkhamAM sahAyaka banI zakAya teA manajo paNa keAInA sukha joIne tene teDI pADavAnA kAma na karaze. ana'gakumAranI manazAyAtrA jotAM aparAjita rAjAne AvelA vairAgya : ApaNe temanAtha bhagavAnanA pUrvabhavanI vAta cAle che. anaMgakumAranI zmazAnayAtrA jatAM joIne aparAjita rAjAe potAnA sevakAne pUchyuM. ke A kANu marI gayu` che ke lAko enI pAchaLa ATalA badhA raDe che ? tyAre sevakAe kahyuM-mahArAjA ! gaI kAle Ape bagIcAmAM indra jevA sauMdavAna anagakumArane krIDA karatA joyA hatA te ekAeka maraNa pAmyA che. rAjAe pUchyuM kAle tA kalaiyAkuMvara jevA AnaMda ullAla karatA hatA ne Aje ene zu thaI gayuM ? tyAre koI e kahyuM ke gaI kAle bagIcAmAM AkhA divasa AnaMda karIne sAMje ghera AvyA tyAM jamatAM kaMIka khAvAmAM AvI gayu. ne jamatAM ja ene ulTI upara ulTIo thavA lAgI. chevaTe lehInI ulTIo thaine AkhuM zarIra lIlu` kAca jevuM thaI gayu. ene mATe meTA DokaTaro ane vaidyane khelAvyA paNa koI IlAja kAma AbyA nahi ane chevaTe anaMgadeve prANa cheAyA. tenA zane laIne A leAkA zmazAne jaI rahyA che. e garImAnA belI hatA. eNe dAna puNya joyu nathI. enA javAthI hajAro garIbonA Azraya tUTI gayA tethI karatAM pAchuM vALIne A loko raDe che. A sAMbhaLIne aparAjita rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke aho ! gaI kAle te meM ene indranI mAphaka krIDA karatA joyA che. kAle e dharatI dhrujAvatA hatA ne Aje Ama cAlyA gayA!

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zAradA suvAsa kharekhara, jJAnI purUe kahyuM che ke A jIvana kSaNabhaMgura che. eka divasa A rIte mArA jIvanane dipaka paNa bUjhAI jaze to huM AtmasAdhanA nahi karI zakuM. mATe mAre have saMsAra cheDIne saMyama levuM joIe. have mAre saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. aparAjita rAjAe A vicAra karyo ane vanapAlake samAcAra ApyAM ke udyAnamAM kevaLI bhagavaMta padhAryA che. juo, puNyavAna purUSane ke vega maLI jAya che ! tarata ja aparAjita rAjA parivAra sahita kevaLI bhagavaMtanA darzana karavA AvyA ne temanI dezanA sAMbhaLI, ane pitAnA dIkSA levAnA saMkalpane daDha karI prItimatInA putra padumakumArane rAjya seMpI aparAjita rAjA kevaLI bhagavaMta pAse dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA. temanI pAchaLa prItimatI, vimalabedha maMtrI temaja aparAjita rAjAnA be nAnA bhAIo sema ane sUra vigeree dIkSA lIdhI. teo badhA uca cAritranuM pAlana karI aMtima samaye saMthAre karI agiyAramA AraNa nAmanA devalekamAM deva thayA. aparAjita rAjAne A pAMcame bhava ane hevalekamAM gayA te chaThTho bhava thaze. have chaThTho devane bhava pUrNa karIne teo kayAM janme che te vAta have joIe. nemanAthane sAtame bhava - jaMbudvIpanA bharatakSetramAM kurU nAmanA dezamAM hastinApura nAmanuM vizALa nagara hatuM. tyAM zrISeNa nAmanA mahAna pratApI rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. temanuM rUpa caMdra jevuM tejasvI hatuM. e rAjAne zrImatI nAme pavitra rANuM hatI. te jANe caMdranI cAMdanI na hoya tema camaktI hatI. rAjA ane rANI caMdra ane cAMdanInI jema zebhatA hatAM. eka vakhata rANI palaMgamAM sUtA hatA. rAtrinA pAchalA prahare kaMIka uMghatA ne kaMIka jAgatA hatA. te samaye mahArANIne eka svapna AvyuM ke AkAzamAMthI caMdramA jANe nIce utare che ane nIce utarIne pitAnA mukhamAM pesI gaye. mahArANuM dhIra-vIra ne gaMbhIra hatAM. eTale emane ema na thayuM ke caMdra mArA mukhamAM pesI gaye? dhIra ne vIra mAtAo ja AvA svapnA dhAraNa karI zake che. raNujI svapna joIne tarata jAgRta thayA. dharmArAdhanA karI ne savAra paDatAM rANIe rAjA pAse jaIne svapnanI vAta karI. rAjAe kahyuM ke mahArANI! tamAruM svapna uttama che. chatAM ApaNe svapna pAThakane belAvIe. rAjAe svapna pAThakane belAvIne svapnanuM phaLa pUchyuM tyAre svapna pAThake kahyuMmahArAjA ! ApanA mahArANIe svapnamAM caMdra AkAzamAMthI utarIne temanA mukhamAM praveza karate je che. tenuM phaLa e che ke AkAzamAM pUrNimAnA caMdrane udaya thatAM sarva prakAranA aMdhakAra naSTa thAya che tema Apane tyAM zatru rUpI aMdhakArane nAza karanAre caMdrane parAkramI putra janmaze. A sAMbhaLIne mahArAjA khuza thayA ne vakhapAThakane sAruM InAma ApIne vidAya karyo. agiyAramA AraNa nAma devakathI aparAjita kumArane jIva cavIne zrImatI mahArANInI kukSImAM AvIne utpanna thaye che. rANI dharmArAdhanA karatAM garbhanuM pAlana kare che. have temane tyAM putrane janma thaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. .

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zAradA suvAsa ": caritra - jinasenA rANI dharma mATe prANa ApanArI che. ene mAthe kevuM saMkaTa AvyuM che. chatAM dharma mATe keTalI aDaga rahI che ! eNe ema paNa vicAra na karyo ke atyAre huM garbhavatI chuM ne A sthitimAM ekalI jaMgalamAM kayAM jaIza? mAruM zuM thaze? eNe evI vinaMtI na karI ke mahArAjA ! prasUtine samaya jAya pachI mane vanavAsa Apaje. atyAre mane mahelamAM rahevA de. ene te pitAne dharma sAcave che ne patinI AjJAnuM paNa barAbara pAlana karavuM che. jinasenA rANI saMsAramAM hatI paNa enuM mana saMsArathI sadA udvigna rahetuM hatuM. ene saMsAranA sukha DAMgaranA pherA jevA lAgatA hatA. rAjAe vanavagaDAmAM javAnuM kahyuM tyAre vicAra karyo ke aho ! bhagavAna mane dharmArAdhanA vadhu karavA mATe A taka maLI che te huM zAMtithI dharmadhyAna karIza. jinasenA rANa phATalA tUTalA kapaDA paherIne mahelamAMthI nIce utaryA che paNa prajAjane ADA sUI gayA che. keI ADA hAtha daIne ubhA rahyA eTale rANI jaI zakatA nathI. - rANIne nahi javA devAnI prajAnI vinavaNuM":- rANIe premathI kahyuM huM mArA pyArA prajAjane! tamane badhAne mArA pratye khUba prema che, lAgaNI che e huM samajI zakuM chuM paNa have mane mArA patidevanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA mATe jaMgalamAM javA de. huM mArA dharmane khAtara jaMgalamAM jAuM chuM. mane zraddhA che ke mane AMca AvavAnI nathI. tame mArI ciMtA na kare ne mane jaladI javA de. paNa prajAjane javA detA nathI. A tarapha pradhAnee maMgala rAjAne khuba samajAvyA paNa kai rIte mAnyA nahi tyAre pradhAne kahyuM-mahArAjA ! Apa mahArANune rAkhavA mAMgatA nathI, paNa pachI pastAvAne pAra nahi rahe. haju paNa amAruM kahyuM mAne, paNa rAjA ekanA be na thayA tyAre pradhAne kahyuM -sAheba! bhale, tame rANuM sAhebane na belAvaze paNa A garbhavatI avasthAmAM emane vagaDAmAM na mekale. jaMgalamAM emanuM keNu? mATe judA mahelamAM rAkhe paNa vanavAsa na Ape. pradhAna Adie khUba samajAvyA tyAre rAjAe kahyuM ke mane te e jinasenA have dIThI gamatI nathI, paNa tame badhA khuba kaho che eTale vanamAM nahi ekaluM ne mArA mahelamAM paNa nahi rAkhuM. jo emane rahevuM hoya te bagIcAmAM eka mahela che tyAM jaIne rahe. pradhAne kahyuM-bhale, e pramANe karIzuM paNa rANInI sAthe eka dAsI mekaleje ne emane AjIvikAnuM sAdhana paNa karI Apaje. t". "garIba hAlatamAM mahArANuM rAjyamAMthI letA vidAya" - pradhAne ane prajAe khUba kahyuM eTale rAjAe tenI mukhya dAsI tenI sAthe mekalI, jinasenA rANI phATelA tUTelA kapaDA paherIne eka bhikhAraNa jevI banIne dAsInI sAthe gAma bahAra bagIcAmAM nAnakaDe baMgale che tyAM jAya che. A joIne prajAjanenI AMkhamAM dhAra AMsu vahevA lAgyA. aho karmarAjA ! te A zuM karyuM? kayAM eka vakhata rAjamahelamAM mahAlanArI ane te enI kevI dazA karI ! he bhagavAna! mahArANInuM rakSaNa karaje. ema

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zANA suvAsa sI prArthanA karavA lAgyA tyAre rANIe kahyuM- tame mArI keI ciMtA na karaze. mArA patidevanI mArA upara khUba kRpAdRSTi che ke mane emaNe bhale mahelamAMthI kADhI mUkI paNa mane mArI nAMkhI te nathI ne! e mArA svAmI che. emanI jema IcchA hoya tema karI zake che. mane emaNe jIvatI rAkhI che te huM dharmArAdhanA te karI zakIza ne? ane mAre dharma te mArI sAthe che ne ! huM dharmane khAtara rAjavaibhavane tyAga karuM chuM te mAre dharma mAruM avazya rakSaNa karaze. ema kahIne jinasenA rANuM pitAnI dAsInI sAthe bagIcAmAM eka nAnakaDe baMgala hatuM tyAM gaI paTTarANInA pade AvelI ranavatI - jinasenA mahelamAMthI gaIeTale rAjAe . navatIne paTTarANInuM pada ApyuM, rAjA ratnAvatIne khUba premathI rAkhavA lAgyA. eka te ratnAvatI abhimAnanuM pUtaLuM hatI ja. temAM paTTarANInuM pada maLyuM ne rAjAnI pUrI hemaH daSTi-pachI zuM bAkI rahe ? kahevAya che ne ke "dhaNInI mAnItI bAra gAu ujajaDa kare." te rIte A navatI dAsa-dAsIo upara pitAnI hakUmata calAvavA lAgI, ane manamAM harakhAvA lAgI ke mArAmAM kevI caturAI che ! meM jinasenAne kevI jaMgalamAM kaDhAvI ne huM paTTarANuM banI, paNa ene khabara nathI ke mArI caturAImane cAra gatinA cakkaramAM, bhamAvaze ne mAre kevI zikSA bhogavavI paDaze. navatI harakhAya che ne jinasenA bagIcAmAM zuM kare che tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 35 zrAvaNa vada 2 ne ravIvAra tA. 20-8-78. anaMta karUNAsAgara, zAstrakAra bhagavate jagatanA jIvonA kalyANa mATe divya dezanA dhodha vahA, e vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLyA pachI ApaNu rAga-dveSa ane kaSAye ghaTavA joIe. rAga ane dveSa e be ApaNu zatruo che. TheSa upara vijya meLavanAra ane rAga . upara vijaya meLavanArA A be vijetAmAM vizeSatA kenI? rAga upara vijaya meLavanAranI teSa upara vijaya meLavavA karatAM rAga upara vijaya meLava agharo che. tethI ja jagatamAM vItarAgIo viralA che. ahIM tamane kadAca prazna thaze ke rAga upara vijaya meLavI aghare zA mATe kahyo? tenA javAbamAM mahApurUSe kahe che ke dveSane viSaya phakta cetana che. jyAre rAgane viSaya jaDa ane cetana baMne che tethI rAgavijetA banavuM agharuM che. khuba vicAra karazuM te samajAze ke dveSa cetana para thAya che. zreSane keI paNa viSaya laIzuM te e jIva ja Avaze. bALaka samajaNanA abhAve kadAca thAMbhalA para gusse bharAya ne ene lAkaDI paNa mAre paNa thAMbhalA sAthe athaDAIne paDI gayele DAhyo

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Re zAradA su mANasa temAM peAtAnI sAvadhAnInA doSa kADhaze. samajI ane DAhyA mANasA ii jaDa upara dveSa nahi kare. thAMbhalA sAthe athaDAIne paDI javA chatAM ene thAMbhalA para doSanu` mArApaNu karavAnA vicAra svapne paNa nahi Ave. pAgala mANusa kadAca cetananI jema jaDa upara dveSa kare paraMtu ethI kai dveSanI sImA cetanane vIMdhIne jaDa sudhI pahAMcI zaka nathI. dveSa tA cetananI hada sudhI ja sImita che. dveSane viSaya cetana che jyAre rAganA viSaya cetana ane jaDa bane che. jaDa vastuo upara rAga karIne ApaNe ApaNA AtmAnI echI kharAbI nathI karI. anitya nAzavata vastuo upara rAga karIne jIva keTalA karmAM khAMdhI rahyo che. rAga ane dveSa e AtmAnA mahAna roga che A anemAM hajI dveSa kharAba lAgaze paNa rAga kharAba nathI lAgatA. rAganI vadhusAra te keTalI lAMkhI che! are jaDa vastu paranA rAga paNa ApaNane vicAramAM mUkI OM tevA che. sauthI prathama atipriya jaDa evA zarIra para rAga. pachI e zarIra para paheravAnA vasro para rAga, vasromAM paNa managamatA raMga upara rAga, vasrone sAcavavAnA kamATa ane kamATane sAcavatA ghara para keTale rAga ! ATalethI aTakI jatuM nathI paNa e ghara jyAM khanAkhyuM e zerI para rAga, e zerIne samAvatu' gAma ane gAmane samAvatA deza para rAga, ahAhA....A rAganI vaNujhAra keTalI badhI lAMkhI ! A tA jaDa vastu paranA rAganI vAta thai, have cetananI vAta karu. mAtA, pitA, kuTuMba-parivAra ane sagA-snehIo pratye rAga. e cetana para rAga. khasa rAga, rAgane raga badhA pratyenA jIvane ati rAga che. tame kaho che ne ke ame amArA kuTu ane gharakhAra pratye prema na rAkhIe te kayAM rAkhIe? A badhA rAga karyo che paNu e rAga khATA ema jyAM sudhI jIvane nathI lAgatu tyAM sudhI rAga e bhaya kara mATa rAga che evu kayAMthI samajAya ? A kAyAmAM keda purAyelA AtmAne potAnA svarUpanu bhAna nathI. jo AtmAne peAtAnA svarUpane khyAla hAta ke janmAjanma mArA AtmAne navI navI kAyAnI kedamAM pUrAvu paDe che te zubhAzubha karyAM bhAgavavA paDe che te rAgadveSa A thAta. huM zAzvata AtmA chuM AvuM ne bhAna thAya teA vicAre ke me Avu badhu ana'tIvAra meLavyuM. ane gumAvyuM che te have mAre AnA upara rAga zA mATe karavA? A eka janmamAM paNa e vastu kAyama raheze ke nahui enI khAtro nathI. kadAca A bhavamAM raheze te paNu aMte te ene choDavAnuM che. te mAre enA upara phragaTa rAga-dveSa karI kramAMM zA mATe bAMdhavA ? AtrA vicAra Ave te paNu rAga-dveSa pAtaLA paDI jAya ne duHkhamAM ghaTADo thAya. paNa A nathI banatuM tenuM mukhya kAraNa AtmA avinAzI, svataMtra ane anaMta sukhanA svAmI che e vAta bhUlAI gaI che. tethI chatra rAga-dveSa karI rahyo che. dveSa jItyA pachI rAgane jItavAnA bAkI rahe che jyAre rAgane jInatA dveSa jItAI

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zANA suvAsa jAya che. kepa na tha haju sahela che paNa rAga na thavo muzkela che. zreSamAMthI rAgane janma thatuM nathI paNa rAgamAMthI hevane janma thAya che. saMsAramAM chIe tyAM sudhI te rAga-dveSarUpI zatrue ApaNI AsapAsa goThavAyelA rahevAnA. A zatruonA paMjAmAMthI mukta banI aMte vItarAga banavuM hoya te cetana para thate TheSa dUra thAya, kadAca saMpUrNa hepa na jAya te e TheSa Te lAge ne dveSa para dveSa thAya ane jaDa, cetana para thata rAga vilaya pAme, rAga saMpUrNa na jAya te e rAga peTe lAge ne rAga para dveSa thAya te A rAga-dveSa ApaNane phasAvI na zake. rAgane viSaya jaDa cetana bane hovAthI AkhI duniyA che. jaDa ane cetananA khela eTale ja A duniyA. mATe rAga vijetA banavuM agharuM che. jinezvara bhagavaMtene ethI ja vItarAga kahevAya che. rAga ane dveSathI para banIne virAga keLava hoya ne kvItarAga" banavuM hoya te eka upAya che. cetana para thatA veSane ane jaDa cetana para thatA rAga dveSane jema bane tema ochA karatAM zIkhe. ApaNuM cAlu adhikAramAM aparAjita rAjAne jIva hastinApuramAM zrISeNa rAjAnI zrImatI nAmanI rANInI kukSImAM utpanna thayela che. savA nava mAsa pUrNa thatAM zrImatI rANIe putrane janma Ape. A putra pUrNimAnA caMdra je tejasvI che. jema pUrNimAne caMdra saune priya lAge che tema A kumAra paNa saune priya lAge che. rAjAe putrane janmotsava khUba dhAmadhUmathI ujaLe ane tenuM nAma zaMkhakumAra pADayuM. A zrISeNa rAjAne guNanidhi nAme eka pradhAna che. e pradhAna khUba buddhizALI hate. rAjAnuM badhuM kArya nItithI calAvate hevAthI te rAjAne khUba priya hato. je pradhAna rAjAne anukULa hoya, rAjAne kArabhAra sArI rIte calAvatuM hoya tenA upara rAjAnA cAre hAtha rahe che ne rAjA ene nyAla karI de che, paNa ghaNAM mANasa IrSyALu hoya che. temanAthI A sAruM sahana thatuM nathI eTale sukhIne duHkhI karavA prayatna kare che. ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka rAjAne pradhAna buddhizALI, namra ane vivekI hate. enA upara rAjAnA cAreya hAtha hatA. pitAnI kAryakuzaLatAthI eNe rAjAnuM dila jItI lIdhuM hatuM. tethI rAjAne e pradhAna pitAnA zvAsa-prANu jevo vahAle hate. dareka kArya rAjA pradhAnane pUchIne karatA. AthI rAjyamAM bIjA nAnA maMtrIo tathA amaladArene khuba IrSA AvavA lAgI ke mahArAjA to jyAre ne tyAre pradhAnanI prazaMsA karyA kare che. dareka kAryamAM rAjA ene pUche. ApaNane te kaI divasa kaMI pUchatA nathI. IrSAnA kAraNe A badhA pradhAnanI virUddhamAM rAjAnA kAna bhaMbheryA karatA hatA, paNa rAjA keInI vAta sAMbhaLatA nahi. eTale badhA IrSALuoe bhegA thaIne pradhAnane halako pADavA mATe eka janA ghaDI. IrSALu mANasAmAMthI eka mANase kayAMka evuM vAMcyuM ke (1) che je ne che (2) nathI...nathI ne nathI. (3) nathI

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zAradA suvAsa ne che (jI che ne nathI. teo vicAra karavA lAgyA ke Ane atha zuM? koIne enA artha samajAya nahi. eTale emaNe vicAra karyo ke ApaNe mahArAjAnA pradhAna khuba buddhizALI che. e Ane artha samajAvaze, ane pratyakSa karI batAvaze. ApaNane A ThIka maLI gayuM. e leke rAjAnI pAse AvIne kahe che sAheba! A cAra muddA amane kyAMkathI maLI AvyA che paNa ene artha zuM che te amane samajAtuM nathI. amAre to artha samaje che ke prekaTIkala-pratyakSa jevuM che. ame Apane te AvuM na pUchI zakIe paNa ApanA pradhAnajI khUba buddhizALI che. bhalabhalA AMTIghUMTIvALA koyaDA sahelAIthI ukelI zake che, te amArA A cAra keyaDA amane prekaTIkala karIne batAve tema kare. "IrSyALu mANasee karelo prapaMca": baMdhuo ! IrSyA kevI bUrI cIja che! IrSAnI Aga manuSyanA guNane bALIne khAkha karI nAMkhe che. keInA makAnamAM Aga lAgI haze te te pANIthI bUjhAI jaze paNa IrSAnI Aga pANIthI nahi bUjhAya. IrSA e bhayaMkara agni che. e bIjAnuM sukha, saubhAgya, satkAra-sanmAna joI zakatI nathI. Aje duniyA bIjAnuM. sukha joI zakatI nathI. keI mANasane enA kAryanI saphaLatAnA phaLa rUpe sarakAra taraphathI ke samAja taraphathI sanmAna karavAmAM Ave agara keI uMcI padavI ApavAmAM Ave te IrSALu leMkethI joI zakAtuM nathI. eTale e aMtarathI baLyA kare che pilI IrSALu kaMpanIe mahArAjAne evI mIThAzathI vAta karI ke rAjAnA magajamAM vAta utarI gaI ne manamAM vicAra karyo ke vAta barAbara che. huM pradhAnane vAta karIza. bIje divase sabhA bharAI. pradhAnajI sabhAmAM AvyA. rAjAnI bAjumAM pitAnA Asane beThA, pachI thoDI ghaNI rAjakAryanI carcA karIne rAjAe pelI vAta upADIne kahyuM-pradhAnajI ! tamAre A cAra belane prekaTIkala karIne batAvavAnA che. pradhAne kahyuM-sAheba ! kayA belA che? eTale rAjAe kahyuM-che che ne che...nathI-nathI ne nathI. nathI ne che.che ne nathI. A cAra belane artha zuM che te prekaTIkala karIne mane pratyakSa batAve. pradhAna anubhavI khuba hatuM paNa temaNe AvuM kadI sAMbhaLyuM na hatuM eTale vicAramAM paDI gayA ke Ane artha zuM? mane samajAtuM nathI, chatAM hiMmata karIne kahyuM sAheba! A kAma agharuM che. ene artha te huM kadAca tamane jaldI kahI dauM paNa prekaTIkala karIne batAvavAnuM kAma khUba agharuM che. tene mATe samaya joI e mATe mane cha mahinAnI mudata Ape. rAjAe kahyuM-bhale, cha mahinAnI mudata ApuM chuM paNa tamAre karI batAvavuM te paDaze ja. je prekaTIkala karIne nahi batAve te huM tamArA AkhA kuTuMbane kedamAM pUrI daIza ne tamane te mArI marajI mujaba zikSA karIza. tamArA gharabAra, milkata badhuM huM japta karI laIza.

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zAhI agAsa A te rAjA, vAjA ne vAMdarA. rIjhe te gAma daI de ne khIruM te jIva laI le. rAjAne pradhAna keTale vahAle che paNa atyAre kevI paristhiti ubhI thaI! pradhAne kahyuM-bhale sAheba! huM barAbara karI batAvIza. pradhAne hA te pADI dIdhI paNa manamAM mUMjhavaNa thavA lAgI ke A zuM ? ane kevI rIte pratyakSa karI batAvavuM ? kadAca huM ene javAba te game tema ApI dauM paNa prekTIkala karIne kevI rIte batAvavuM? pradhAnane ciMtAmAM jetI putravadhu:- pradhAna ene mATe ghaNuM ghaNI zodhakhoLa karavA lAge paNa ene keI upAya jaDatuM nathI. A vAtane be mahinA vItI gayA paNa kaMI samAdhAna thatuM nathI, eTale pradhAnajInI ciMtA vadhavA lAgI. gherathI rAjasabhAmAM jAya ne sAMje ghera Ave. khAya, pIve, bele, cAle paNa badhuM ja kArya udAsInatApUrvaka kare che. pradhAnanA putranI vahunA manamAM vicAra thaye ke hamaNAMthI mArA sasarAjI khUba udAsa rahe che. enuM kAraNa zuM haze ? pUruM khAtA paNa nathI, nakakI keImeTI ciMtAmAM haze, paNa sasarAne pUchAya kevI rIte ? e jamAnAmAM maryAdA keTalI haze ! ke vahu kadI sasarAne ADI na utare. ene avAja paNa sasarA na sAMbhaLI zake, paNa Aje te maryAdAe hada vaTAvI dIdhI che. A putravadhU khUba catura hatI. te sasarAjIne pUchavA na gaI paNa enI sAsune kahyuM-batame mane na mane paNa chellA be mahinAthI mArA sasarAjI kaI upAdhimAM hoya tema lAge che. emanuM mukha keTaluM udAsa thaI gayuM che, tyAre sAsue kahyuM- beTA tuM te haju nAnI che. tane zuM khabara paDe ? tArA sasarA rAjAnA pradhAna che. rAjyamAM te aneka prakAranI upAdhio avAranavAra AvyA kare eTale keI vAra evuM banI jAya tyAre udAsa banI jAya. bIju kaMI kAraNa nathI. vahue kahyuM-bA ! evI bAbatamAM kaMI ATalI badhI ciMtA na thAya. e te ekAda be divasa mATe hoya paNa ATalA divasa sudhI na bane, tyAre sAsue kahyuM-vahu ! tArI bhUla thAya che. tuM kheTI ciMtA na kara. vahue kahyuM-bA ! bhale tamane ema lAgatuM na hoya paNa mane paraNIne AvyA eka varSa thayuM tyArathI huM jouM chuM ke bApujI dararoja bahArathI AvatA tyAre AnaMda-kilasela karatA AvatA. sAthe kaMI ne kaMI letA AvatA, ane gharamAM badhAnI sAthe premathI vAtacIta karatA hatA ane atyAre gharamAM Ave che, jAya che, khAya pIve che, badhuM kare che paNa emanuM mana udAsa ne ciMtAtura dekhAya che. atyAre kaMI hasatA bolatA nathI ane emane kherAka paNa aDadhe thaI gayuM che. - "sAsune vinaMtI karatI catura vahu" :- sAsue kahyuM-beTA ! evuM kaMi nathI. ApaNe evA rAjakAjamAM mAthuM na marAya, paNa vahu mAnatI nathI. e te kahe che bA! tame bhUla kare che. patinA sukhamAM ne duHkhamAM patnIe bhAgIdAra banavuM joIe, pati zA. su. 21

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2 zAradA suvANa mUMjhavaNamAM hoya tyAre patnIe mitra jevA banIne patine salAha ApavI joIe ane emanI muMjhavaNa ciMtA dUra karavA mATe je bane te ApaNe karavuM joIe. mATe bA! Apa pitAjIne ekAMtamAM besADIne pUcho to kharA paNa sAsue vahunI vAta lakSamAM na lIdhI. pradhAnanI ciMtA divase divase vadhavA lAgI. enI bhUkha bhAgI gaI ne UMgha uDI gaI. zuM karavuM ne kevI rIte batAvavuM.kayAM javuM.paNa gharamAM keIne vAta karatA nathI. Ama karatAM cAra mahinA vItI gayA. have mAtra be mahinA bAkI rahyA che. pradhAnajInI mUMjhavaNa vadhatI javA lAgI. pharIne vahu sAsune kahe che bA ! A mArA sasarAnA mukha sAmuM jovAtuM nathI. emanuM zarIra te lAza jevuM thaI gayuM che. je vaDalAnI chAyAmAM besIne ApaNe lIlAlahera karIe chIe te vaDalAnA mULIyA aMdarathI sUkAvA lAgyA che. je mULIyA taddana sUkAI jaze te A DALI ane pAMdaDA kenA AdhAre lIlA raheze ? ApaNe sonAnA zikhara upara beThA chIe ane sukha bhegavI rahyA chIe paNa e zikharane sthaMbha tUTI paDaze te ApaNA badhAnuM zuM thaze? ApaNA jIvananA mULIyA samAna, AdhArasthaMbha samAna pitAjI jayAM sUkAI rahyA che tyAM ApaNane khAvuM-pIvuM kema game ? bA ! ATalI mArI vinaMtI sAMbhaLIne tame bApujIne pUche ke tamane zuM ciMtA che? tyAre sAsujIe mukha macakeDIne kahyuMvahu ! tame ja tamArA sasarAjIne pUchI le. huM nahi pUchuM. vivekI vahue sasarAne karelI vinatI - vahue jANyuM ke mArA sAsujI pUche tema lAgatuM nathI. te kaI nahi have huM ja pUchI lauM. bIje divase sAsu ane sasarA beThA hatAM te vakhate putravadhU tyAM jaIne namratApUrvaka sasarAne pUche che ke bApujI! huM eka vAta Apane pUchuM? vahu gharanI kuLadevI samAna pavitra hatI. bele te jANe moDhAmAMthI amI jharatuM na hoya ! ema lAge. enI namratA ne bolavAnI mIThAza joIne sasarAjIe vicAra karyo ke kaI divasa nahi ne Aje mane A putravadhU zuM pUchavA mAge che? sasarAe kahyuM-beTA ! tamAre je pUchavuM hoya te mane khuzIthI pUche, eTale vahue kahyuM-pitAjI! kSamA karaje. huM putravadhU thaIne ApanI sAme ubhI chuM paNa mane pitAnI putrI samajo. pitAjI-Aje cAra cAra mahinAthI Apa zAMtithI jamatA nathI. sukhe ughatA nathI. kaMI belatA nathI, cAlatA nathI. Apa gharamAM Ave che ne rAjasabhAmAM jAya che, Apa badhuM ja kArya kare che paNa ApanuM mana udvigna rahyA kare che. ApanuM mukha ciMtAtura dekhAya che. AnaMdanuM te nAmanizAna nathI. pahelAM te Apa keTalA premathI AnaMdathI badhAnI sAthe belatA hatA ne rAjasabhAmAM kaMIka navIna banyuM hoya te ghera AvIne kahetA hatA. hamaNAM te A badhuM baMdha thaI gayuM che. AnuM kAraNa zuM ? A sAMbhaLIne pradhAne kahyuMbeTA ! tame te haju chokarA jevA kahevAo. tamane kahevAthI zuM ? mArA mana upara je ciMtA che tene kaI dUra karI zake tema nathI. ATaluM bolatAM pradhAnanuM hRdaya bharAI AvyuM.

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zAradA suvAsa 33 putravadhue ApelI hiMmata H-putravadhUe kahyuM-e pitAjI ! Apa evuM zA mATe mAnA che ke nAnA chokarAne kahevAthI zuM ? ghaNIvAra je vaDIlA na karI zake te nAnA chekarA paNa karI zake che. puruSo ghaNIvAra ema mAne che ke ame ja badhuM karI zakIe chIe. strIe zu karI zake ? paNa tame evu na mAnaze. ghaNIvAra nara je na karI zake te nArI karI zake che, ane nArImAMthI nArAyaNI khanI zake che. tIrthaMkara purUSAne, cakravati ene ane jagatanA sarvAM mahAna purUSAne janma denArI te strI ja che ne ? jagatamAM strIonI pUjA paDelI thAya che. dhanaterasane divase tame lakSmIjInI pUjA karo che ne? e paNa strI jAti ja che ne ? mATe tame strI jAtine halakI na mAnazeA, pradhAnanI putravadhU kahe che pitAjI ! huM bhale nAnI chuM paNa mane ApanI ciMtAnu kAraNu kaheA tA kharA, tyAre sasarAjI kahe che huM vaDu meTA ! sAMbhaLeA Aje ApaNe sukhanA sAgaramAM snAna karI rahyA chIe. A sukhanA sAgara be mahinA pachI sUkAI javAnA che. atyAre ApaNe badhA A suMdara mahelamAM rahIe chIe, te mahela choDIne jelamAM vasavAnA prasaMga Avaze. putravadhue pUchyu -pitAjI ! zA mATe Apa ema kaheA che ? enuM kAraNa zuM che ? pradhAne kahyu` ke rAjA sAhebe mane cAra prazno pUchyA che. praznonA javAba prekaTIkala karIne ApavAnA che. temAM zuM karavuM enI mane teA samaja paDatI nathI. rAjAe cha mahinAnI muddata ApI che. temAM cAra mahinA teA pUrA thaI gayA. phakata be ja mahinA bAkI che. putravadhue kahyuMpitAjI ! tame ciMtA na karo. prazna zuM che e tame mane kahe| pradhAne kahyuM-dIkarI ! e praznamAM zuM kahevA mAMge che te ja mane khabara paDatI nathI. mArA jevA anubhavI mANasanI buddhi kAma karatI nathI teA pachI tame kevI rIte javAkha ApI zakaze? paNa putravadhUe teA haTha pakaDI ke mane kahI ne kahA, eTale pradhAne kahyu.....che che te che, nIM nathI ne nathI, nathI ne che, che ne nathI. A cAra praznonA prekTIkalathI javAba devAnA che, tethI huM cAra mahinAthI bAghA jevA thaIne karuM chu. beTA ! mArI mati mUMjhAI gaI che, tyAre putravadhue hasIne kahyuM pitAjI ! AmAM ATalI badhI ciMtA zuM kare che ? A te amAru nAnA karAnu kAma che. mane te AvA praznonA mahu zokha che. pradhAne kahyuM-dIkarI ! A kaMi mADha javAba ApavAnA nathI. prekaTIkala karIne batAvavAnu che. bhale pitAjI ! ciMtA nahiM karo. huM rAjAnI sAme prekaTIkala karIne batAvIza. mArA mAtA pitAe mane karIyAvaramAM dAgInA ane kapaDAM te ghaNAM ApyAM che. bheLA dharmonA susa'skA paNa karIyAvaramAM ApyA che. ame bhAImahenA nAnA hatAM tyAre amArA mAtApitA amane AvA prazno khUba samajAvatAM hatAM eTale mane te ciMtA thatI ja nathI. devAnupriyA ! Aje mANusa dharmonA saMskArAne jotA nathI. Aje tA kanyA ane kariyAvara mukhya jovAya che. AjanA mAtApitA paNa ema kahe che ke joje beTA ! sAsare

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IcA dabAtI nahi. (hasAhasa) ApaNe pahelethI dabAyelA rahIe te badhA dabAvI de. te kaI kaMI kahe te ame beThA chIe. A dIkarInA mAtA-pitA kaDapati hatA ne sAthe dhamaSTha paNa hatAM. eTale evA saMskAra nahetA ApyA paNa evA saMskAra ApyA hatAM ke tArA sAsare tuM premathI raheje. sAsu, sasarAne vinaya karaje. kadAca tane kaMI kahe te sahana karaje paNa sAmuM na belatI. sAsu, sasarA ane patinA sukhamAM jema sahabhAgI bane tema temanA duHkhamAM paNa tuM sahabhAgI banaje. putravadhunA javAbathI pradhAnane thayelI zAMti- pradhAne kahyuM beTA! tame kevI rIte praznanA javAba Apaze. pahelA ApaNA gharamAM ja amane badhAne prekTIkala karIne batAve, te mane zAMti thAya. vahue kahyuM-pitAjI! tame bephikara rahe. tame rAjAne kahI che ke prekaTIkalathI tamArA praznonA javAba ApIza, pachI huM badhuM saMbhALI laIza. pradhAne kahyuM paNa tame karIne na batAve tyAM sudhI mane zraddhA kayAMthI rahe? tame eka praznane javAba te Apa. vahu khUba hoMziyAra hatI eTale manamAM vicAra karyo ke je huM A leone ahIM batAvI daIza te enuM kaMI mahatva nahi rahe. enI zraddhA nahi vadhe. jema vaNikanA dIkarAne navakAramaMtra Ape te kAMI kiMmata nahi paNa Itara kemanA mANasane naMdhakAramaMtra e mahAnamaMtra lAge che. enA upara ene athAga zraddhA hoya che, tyAre vANIyAnA dIkarAnA manamAM te ema thAya ke A navakAramaMtramAM zuM che? A te mArA nAnA nAnA chokarAne paNa AvaDe che. potAne te zraddhA hoya nahi ne bIjAnI zraddhA paNa teDI nAkhe, "piyara jaIne karelI taiyArI-pradhAnanI putravadhUe kahyuM-bApujI! tame ciMtA na karaze. huM rAjasabhAmAM tamane batAvIza. ahIM nahi batAvuM paNa have mane thaDA divasa mArA piyara javAnI AjJA Ape. huM ATha divasamAM pAchI AvI jaIza. sAsu-sasarAe vahune javAnI rajA ApI. A putravadhUnA pitAjI eTalA badhA sukhI ane sajajana hatA ke emanI AkhA nagaramAM khUba pratiSThA hatI. sAmAjika kSetramAM e AgevAna hatA. ne dhArmika kSetramAM paNa AgevAna hatA. emanI vAta khuda nagaranA mahArAjA paNa mAnya karatA. evA e pavitra ane sajajana purUSa hatA. dIkarI acAnaka AvI tethI mAtApitAe pUchayuM-beTA ! tuM ekAeka kema AvI? dIkarIe mAtA pitAne badhI vAta karI ke mArA sasarAjIne rAjAe cAra prazno pUchaDyA che. tene javAba prekaTIkala karIne ApavAnuM che. javAba nahi Ape te mArA sasarAne bhayaMkara zikSA thaze ne AkhA kuTuMbane jelamAM javuM paDaze, te pitAjI! praznane javAba te ApanI kRpAthI huM sArI rIte ApI zakIza paNa e mATe mAre ApanA sahakAranI jarUra paDaze. pitAe ne putrIe zuM karavuM te aMdarakhAne nakakI karI lIdhuM.

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zAradA suvAsa 321 ATha divasa piyara rahIne pradhAnanI putravadhU sAsare AvI gaI ne sasarAne kahyuMpitAjI! mAre cAra kabATa joIe che. beTA ! tame kabATane zuM karaze? pitAjI! prekTIkala mATe mAre kabATanI jarUra che. pradhAne putravadhUnA kahevA pramANe pAchaLanA bhAgamAM havA AvavA mATe jhINuM jhINAM kANuM paDAvIne kabATa taiyAra karAvyA. je divase praznonA javAba ApavAnA che tenA AgalA divase rAtanA e cAra kabATa rAjasabhAmAM barAbara madhyamAM gaThavI devAmAM AvyA, ane enA pitAjIne AvavAnA samAcAra ApyA hatA te pramANe AvI gayA, A badhI vAta pradhAnajIthI eNe gupta rAkhI hatI. gupta rIte eNe kabATamAM je kaMI karavAnuM hatuM te badhuM karI lIdhuM. rAjAe Agale divase AkhA nagaramAM DhaMDhero pITAvya hatuM ke pradhAnajI mArA cAra praznonA javAba sabhA vacce prekaTIkala karIne ApavAnA che, eTale AkhuM gAma jevA umaTyuM. saunA manamAM ema hatuM ke che che ne che. nathI nathI ne nathI. A badhA praznonA javAba kevI rIte Apaze? tamAzAne kaMI teDuM hoya? e jevA te paDApaDI thAya. ahIM jarA moDuM thAya to uMcAnIcA thaI jAo ane ahIMthI chUTyA pachI rastAmAM AvuM kaMI jovA maLe ne dazanI gADI cUkI javAya te vAMdho nahi. kema barAbara che ne? (hasAhasa) AkhI rAjasabhA prekaTIla prazna jovA mATe ThaTha bharAI gaI. AkhA gAmamAM kaI ghera rahyuM nahi heya. sau jevA mATe AturatAthI beThA hatA. sabhAmAM saune AvelI adhIrAI - samaya thatAM rAjA-pradhAna badhA AvyA. rAjAe kahyuM-pradhAnajI! mArA praznonA javAba Ape. pradhAna vicAra karatuM hatuM ke A vahue cAra moTA kabATa sabhAmAM ubhA karAvyA che. emAM zuM rAkhyuM haze ? ane e have zuM javAba Apaze? jyAM mahArAjAe pradhAnane javAba ApavAnuM kahyuM ke tarata putravadhU ubhI thaI gaI ne kahyuM-he mArA pitAtulya mahArAjA ! A prazna te mArA sasarAjI mATe sAmAnya che. emanA dIkarA paNa ene javAba prekaTIkala karIne ApI zake tema che. amArA gharamAM te badhAne AvaDe che. te mArI IcchA evI che ke huM ja ene javAba ApuM. ame nAnA AvuM kAma saMbhALI zakIe tema heIe te vaDIlone zA mATe takalIpha ApaNI joIe mane AvA praznonA javAba ApavAne zekha che, mATe mane javAba ApavA che. mArI bhUla thaze te mArA sasarAjI sudhArI leze. rAjAe kahyuM-bhale, tame javAba Ape. lekene adhIrAI AvI che ke A praznonA javAba zuM haze? tamane paNa ema thAya che ne ke A cAra kabATa lAvIne mUkAvyA che temAM zuM karAmata karI haze ? sabhAmAM lekone jevAnI adhIrAI AvI che tema tamane paNa sAMbhaLavAnI adhIrAI AvI che ne , tyAre sAMbhaLe. Azcarya pUrvaka saunI daSTi putravadhu upara' : catura putravadhUe kabATa upara pahelethI berDa lagAvyA hatA. temAM pahelA kabATa upara che che ke che nuM beryuM hatuM. lake

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3ra6 zAradA suvAsa kabATa sAmuM joI rahyA che ke AmAM zuM bharyuM haze? saunA Azcarya vacce pradhAnanI putravadhUe pahelA kabATanuM bAraNuM kholyuM te temAMthI sArA vastrAlaMkArothI sajaja thayelo eka purUSa bahAra nIkaLe. putravadhUe mahArAjAne kahyuM sAheba ! Apa Ane pUche ke teM janma dharIne kadI duHkha joyuM che kharuM? tamane che che ne che ne javAba prekaTIkalathI maLaze. A purUSa bIje kaI na hatuM paNa pradhAnanI putravadhUne bApa hate. emaNe rAjAne kahyuM sAheba! meM janma dharIne kadI duHkha joyuM nathI. duHkha zuM kahevAya e ja mane khabara nathI. rAjAe pUchayuM enuM kAraNa zuM? putravadhue kahyuM sAheba ! emaNe pUrvabhavamAM khUba dAna puNya karyA che. dAna detAM pAchuM vALIne joyuM nathI. sAdhu saMtenI khUba sevA karI che ane tapa paNa khUba karyo che eTale puNyanI TAMkI bharIne AvyA che, tethI pUrvabhavamAM emanI pAse ghaNuM hatuM. pUrve ApIne AvyA che eTale A bhavamAM emane ghaNuM maLyuM che. A bhavamAM paNa samAge dhana vAparatAM pAchuM vaLIne jotAM nathI eTale AvatA bhavamAM paNa emane maLavAnuM che. bIja vAvyuM che te phaLa maLavAnuM che. e te niHzaMka vAta che ne? eTale ene artha che che ne che. A ApanA praznane prekTIkala javAba che. AkhI sabhAne ane rAjAne khUba saMteSa thaye, pahelA kabATamAMthI Ave purUSa nIkaLe eTale lokonA manamAM thayuM ke A bIjA kabATamAMthI koNa nIkaLaze ? emAM kene pUryo haze? bIjA kabATa upara lakhyuM che nathI nathI ne nathI, bIjA praznane javAba mATe bIju kabATa kholyuM te hAthamAM mATInuM zakeruM laIne bhIkha mAMganAre eka bhikhArI nIkaLyA. e bele che Apa mA-bApa, Ape mA-bApa, huM cAra divasane bhUkhe chuM. garIbaeNkI sune (2) he tumhArI sunegA, tuma eka paisA de de, te dasa lAkha milegA....garIbeMkI ane " he zrImaMte! tame mArI garIbanI pukAra sAMbhaLo. mane eka eka paise Apaze te tamane bhagavAna daza lAkha rUpiyA Apaze. tame mAre pikAra sAMbhaLazo te bhagavAna tamAre pikAra sAMbhaLaze. joke vicAramAM paDI gayA ke A nathI nathI ke nathI ene artha A kevI rIte batAve che ? sahunA Azcarya vacce putravadhue rAjAne kahyuM sAheba! Ane pUche ke teM tArI jiMdagImAM kadI sukha joyuM che? rAjAe pUchyuM eTale garIbe kahyuM sAheba! meM kadI sukha joyuM ja nathI mArA jakhkhara pApa karmanA udaye svapnamAM paNa sukhanA darzana karyA nathI. ATalI uMmara thaI paNa bhIkha mAMgIne khAuM chuM, tyAM putravadhue kahyuM sAheba pUrvabhavamAM enI pAse koI na hatuM eTale eNe dAna puNya karyA nathI, tethI A bhavamAM ene maLyuM nathI. eTale dAna puNya karI zakatuM nathI. tethI AvatA bhavamAM paNa tene maLavAnuM nathI. eTale ene artha e nathI nathI ne nathI...A ApanA bIjA

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3ra7 zAradA suvAsa praznane prekaTIkala javAba che. bIjA praznano javAba sAMbhaLIne have leke trIjA praznane javAba saMbhaLavA mATe adhIrA banI gayA ke A bemAM te barAbara batAvyuM paNa have trIjAmAM kevI rIte batAvaze? be prazno jANyA pachI trIjA prazna mATe AvelI prajAjanene adhIrAI - have trIjA praznane javAba sAMbhaLavAnI lekane adhIrAI AvI. trIjA kabATa upara lakhyuM che nathI ne che. putravadhUe trIje kabATa khele te emAMthI eka saMnyAsI bahAra nIkaLyA. emane jina sAdhune paricaya thatAM kaMcana-kAminIne tyAga karyo hato. pitAnI jAte bhikSAcarI karIne khAtA hatA. AvA pavitra saMta hatA. putravadhue kahyuM-sAheba! A saMtane pUche ke tamArI pAse kaMI che? saMte kahyuM ke mahArAjA ! ame te phakIra kahevAIe. amane paisA na khape, rahevA mATe ghAsanI kuTIra che. temAM besIne bhagavAnanuM bhajana karuM chuM. paheravA mATe be bhagavA kapaDA rAkhuM chuM. mane keI jAtanI phikara ciMtA nathI. A huM masta saMta chuM. mArI pAse kaMI ja nathI, chatAM tamArA badhAthI huM mahAna sukhI chuM. tamArI AkhI sabhAmAM keIne pUche ke te mArA jevA sukhI che? hA, jene kaMcana, kAminIne meha chUTa nathI te duHkhI che. bAkI sAcA saMta jevA keI sukhI nathI. putravadhUe kahyuM sAheba ! juo, A saMta pAse atyAre rAtI pAI nathI. temaNe chatI saMpattine A bhavamAM tyAga karyo che. te AvatA bhavamAM ene ghaNuM maLavAnuM che. eTale AnuM nAma nathI ne che. A ApanA trIjA praznane prekaTIkala javAba che. A rIte traNa prazno hala thaI gayA. have eka prazna bAkI che. cothA kabATa upara lakhyuM che "che ne nathI." ce kabATa jyAM che tyAM aMdarathI sArA vastrAbhUSaNe paherele eka zrImaMta mANasa nIkaLe. putravadhUe kahyuM-sAheba ! Ane tame pUche ke tArI pAse dhana keTaluM che? te tAruM dhana kyAre vAparyuM che? duHkhamAM madadarUpa keIne thaye che khare? kabATamAMthI nIkaLelA mANase kahyuM-sAheba! mArI pAse karoDonI saMpatti che paNa keNa jANe kema huM vAparI zaktA nathI? pradhAnanI putravadhUe samajAvyuM ke ghaNuM dhana hovA chatAM pite khAte nathI ne bIjAne khAvA detuM nathI, eTale parabhavamAM ene kayAMthI maLavAnuM che? mATe sAheba "che ne nathI" TUMkamAM A bhavamAM ghaNuM che paNa parabhavamAM kAMI maLavAnuM nathI. A rIte Apane e prazna che ne nathI ene A prekaTIkala javAba. A cAre praznane prekaTIkala javAba maLavAthI rAjA te khuza khuza thaI gayA, ane khuza thaIne putravadhUnA gaLAmAM navasere kiMmatI ratnane hAra paherAvI dIdhuM ne kahyuM-beTA! tuM AjathI mArI putrI che. te pradhAnanA gharanI putravadhU nahi paNa eka devI che. Aje te mArI AMkha kholI che. A javAba ApyA pachI AkhI nagarImAM A cAra praznonA javAba . vyApaka banI gayA ne leke pitAnI zakti pramANe dAna puNya vadhu karavA lAgyA. gharagharamAM pradhAnanI putravadhunI prazaMsA thavA lAgI ke bahena nAnI che paNa enI buddhi te meTI che.

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zAradA, suvAsa pelI IrSALu kaMpanIne pradhAnanuM kAsaLa kADhavuM hatuM paNa tene badale rAjya taraphathI pradhAnanuM ane tenA kuTuMbanuM ulaTuM mAna vadhyuM. baMdhuo ! A cAra purUne kabATamAM pUravA ne A badhuM karavuM te sAmAnya, kAma na hatuM paNa A putravadhUnA pitA bahu meTA mANasa hatA. te khUba pavitra hatA eTale A kAma putravadhU karI zakI. pitAnI sahAyathI pitAnA sasarAjIne ciMtAmAMthI mukta karyA ne kuTuMbanI Ijajata vadhArI. pradhAne paNa ghera jaIne pitAnI putravadhUnI mukta kaMThe prazaMsA karatA dhanyavAda ApyA. beTA! te te Aje mane meTI muzIbatamAMthI ugAryo che ne mArI Ijajata sAcavI che. dhanya che tArI janetAne ! tyAre putravadhue kahyuM. pitAjI ! meM te AmAM kaMI ja karyuM nathI. A te Apa vaDIlenI kRpA ane AzIrvAda che. ApaNA adhikAramAM aparAjita rAjA zrISeNa rAjAne tyAM zaMkhakumAra tarIke janmyA che. e rAjAne tyAM guNanidhi nAme pradhAna che. tene tyAM ke janma leze, prItimatI kayAM janma leze te vAta avasare vicArIzuM. samaya thaI gayuM che. yujha zAMti. vyAkhyAna na. 36 zrAvaNa vada 3 ne semavAra tA. 21-8-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAe ne bahene ! rAgadveSanA vijetA, mekSa mArganA praNetA evA bhagavaMta bhavyajIne upadeza ApatA pharamAve che ke he AtmAo ! A suMdara mAnavajIvana pAmIne anaMtakALathI malIna banelA AtmAne vizuddha banAvavAne purUSArtha karavAnuM che. Aje jagatamAM mAnavI keTakeTalI vastune ujajavaLa, nirmaLa, cAkhI ane zuddha rAkhavA tatpara rahe che. melI ane gaMdI vastu ene jarA vAra paNa khamAtI nathI. kadAca sagavazAta calAvavI paDe te calAvI le paNa enI najaramAM te e melI vastu khaTaktI hoya che. te mela kADhavA jhaMkhate ja hoya che. melI vastune joIne ene sUga caDhe che. jyAre tene zuddha ane svaccha banAvuM tene vicAramAM ja ramato hoya che ane taka maLatAM jaldI ene sApha karavA purUSArtha kare che. kapaDA melA thayA hoya te na game, zarIra parasevAvALuM ke melavALuM hoya te na game. are, tamArA gharamAM jamavAnA vAsaNa paNa gaMdA na game. makAnamAM khUba kacare ane dhuLa bharAyA hoya te meluM makAna paNa na game. are ! tamArI pharavAnI kAra paNa reja sApha kare che. A badhuM sApha karavAnuM te dhamadhokAra cAlu che, paNa anaMtakALathI ApaNe AtmA mele dATa banI bhaye che, azuddha ane gaMde banyuM che enuM melAzapaNuM khaTake che kharuM? enI sala Ave che kharI? (zrotAmAMthI avAja H ) je AtmAnI azuddhatA ane melAza khaka te ene cekhe ne zuddha karavAnI vicAraNA thAya ne? paNa AtmA zuddha banavAne

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zAradA suvAsa 329 khale vadhu ne vadhu azuddha banatA jAya che. samajAvuM. bAlyAvasthAmAM AtmA alpa krodha, mAna, mAyA, lAbha, rAga-dveSathI malIna hatA paNa uMmara vadhatAM e madhu` vadhe che. khAlapaNAmAM meha mAyA ghaNI alpa hAya che. kumAra avasthAmAM tethI vadhu, yuvAnImAM ethI vadhu ane ghaDapaNamAM te jAlIma mehumAyA haiAya che. AthI AtmA azuddha anate jAya che. AtmAne malIta kare ja javuM e uttama bhavanI viTaMbaNA che. Azcaya che ke kapaDA, makAna, phaeNnI cara vigere adhu zuddha karAya che paNa peAtAnA caitanyane zuddha kayAre karAze ? caitanya zuddha karavAnA samaya eka mAtra mAnavabhava che. jo A bhavamAM A kAya nahi karIe te khIje kayAM karazuM ? mATe caitanyane zuddha banAvavA kaSAyAmAM maMdatA lAveA. jaDa padArtho pratyenA rAga ghaTADI caitanya evA AtmAne rAga karo. ApaNe khAvIsamA adhyayananA adhikAra cAle che. temanAtha bhagavAnanA jIva hastinApuramAM zrISeNu rAjAne ghera putrapaNe janmyA ane vimalakhAdhanA jIva paNa . devaleAkamAMthI cavIne guNanidhi pradhAnane tyAM putra tarIke janmyA. rAjAnA putranuM nAma zakhakumAra ane pradhAnanA putranu nAma matiprabha rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. pUrva cegase za MkhakuMvarakA, anA mitra vatu pyArA, rahe sAthameM sadA premase, khIranIra anusArA. za'khakumAra ane matiprabha khane pUrvabhavanA mitrA hatA. gata janmanI mAphaka e ane rAjakumAra ane pradhAnaputra banyA. anee jaNA sAthe ramatA, sAthe haravA pharavA jatAM ne sAthe ja jamatA. A baMne khALakonI mitratA joIne mahArAjA ane pradhAnajI khuza thatAM, ane rAjA pradhAnane kahetAM pradhAnajI ! mArA pachI mAre| za MkhakumAra rAjA thaze ane tamArA pachI tamArA matiprabha za khakumArane pradhAna khanaze, tyAre pradhAnajI hasIne kahetA sAheba ! matiprabha paNa ApanA ja putra chene! Ama karatAM zakumAra ane matiprabha ane meTA thayA eTale temane gurupAse jJAna meLavavA mAkalyA. ane kumAza khUba saskArI ane vinayava'ta che. gurUnA vinaya ane bhakita karIne gurUnuM hRdaya jItI lIdhuM, ane thADA samayamAM temaNe gurU pAsethI ghaNuM jJAna meLavyuM. Ama karatAM ane kumAro purUSanI 72 kaLAmAM pravINa anyA eTale gurUe temane rAjAne soMpI dIdhA. rAjAe mane kumAronI parIkSA karI te baMne putro kharAbara DhAMziyAra banI gayA che. rAjA khUba khuza thayA te temanA gurUne ghaNuM dhana ApI khuza karI vidAya karyAM. zaMkhakumAranu rUpa ane tenA guNu joIne rAjA-rANI badhA khuza thatAM. ahai ! ApaNA za`khakumAra kevA tejasvI che! kevA vinayavaMta che! te darekane khUba priya che. yazAmatInI kaLA AgaLa hAra pAmelA kumArIH- gatabhavamAM prItimatI

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zAradA suvAsa 330 hatI te aMgadezamAM caMpAnagarImAM jitArI nAme rAjAne kIti'matI nAme eka rANI hatI tyAM putrIpaNe utpanna thaI. teNe ghaNAM putro pachI eka putrIne janma ApyA. tenuM nAma yazeAmata pADavAmAM AvyuM. A yazAti ghaNAM bhAionI bahena hovAthI mAtA-pitA ane bhAIone khUba vahAlI hatI. te agiyAramA devalAkathI cavIne AvI che, mahAna puNya laIne AvI che tethI devI jevI zaiAbhatI hatI. mAtApitAe tene khUba lADakADathI ucherI. peAtAnA bhAI enI sAthe ramatI ne khelatI meTI thavA lAgI. te meTI thatAM jitArI rAjAe tena gurU pAse bhaNavA mokalI. te cAsaDe kaLA bhaNI pravINa thaI. enI kaLA kuzaLatAnA dezavidezamAM guNu gavAvA lAgyA. A sAMbhaLIne ghaNAM rAjakumAro yazAmatI sAme hariphAi karavA mATe AvavA lAgyA, ane tenI sAthe vividha prakAre carcA karavA lAgyA, paNu kAI rAjakumAra yazeAmatIne na jItI zake. bhaTTabhalA hAMziyAra kumAre yazeAmatI pAse hArI jatA, yazemati vicAra karavA lAgI ke jo badhA ja purUSo mArI pase hArI jaze te purUSapaNAnI pradhAnatA kayAM raheze ? mATe mArAthI hIna guNavALA sAthe huM kayAre paNa lagna nahu karu. je mArAthI rUpa ane guNamAM zreSTha haze tene huM paraNIza. have koI paNa rAjakumAra AnAthI caDhatA nathI tethI jitArI rAjAne ciMtA thavA lAgI ke mArI vahAlI kuMvarIne kenI sAthe paraNAvavI ? AvA vicAramAM rAnta udAsa thaIne si hAsane beThA hatA. A samaye hastinApurathI eka seAdAgara jitArI rAjA pAse AnyA ane rAjAne bheTachuM dharyuM, paNa 2AjA peAtAnI kuMvarInI ciMtAmAM udAsa banI gayA haiAvAthI temane A vAtane khyAla na rahyo, kAraNa ke ciMtA evI khUrI cIja che ke mANasane korIne khAi jAya che. kahevata che ne ke sukhe na sUve dhananA sukhe na sUve dIkarIne dhaNI, sukhe na sUve jene ciMtA ghaNI, bApa, sukhe na sUve jenA gharamAM sApa. A vAta barAbara che ne ? A te tamArA anubhavanI vAta che ne? dhana na hAya tA ciMtA ne dhana vadhe te sAcavavAnI ciMtA. pahelAnA samayamAM cAra, DAku, Aga ke pANInA ja bhaya hatA ke rakhe ne dhana lUMTArA lUTI na jAya, cAra cArI na jAya, agnimAM baLI na jAya ane pANInA pUramAM taNAi na jAya paNa Aje te sarakAranA bhaya vacceA che, e naMbaranA nANAM sAcavavAnI keTalI ciMtA che? eTale kahyuM ne ke jenI pAse ghaNuM dhana DAya te sukhe uMghI zakatA nathI. A sa'sAra tA aneka prakAranI viTakhaNAothI bharelA che. temAM jIvAne aneka prakAranI ciMtA haiAya che eTale ciMtAtura mANasa sukhe uMdhI zakatA nathI. gharamAM sApa nIkaLyA tene tame joyA paNa kayAMya sApa na dekhAya te paNa tamane sukhe uMdha Ave kharI ? "nA". jene dIkarIe hAya tenA bApa paNa sukhe uMdhI zakatA nathI. kAraNa ke eka pachI eka dIkarIone paraNAvavAnI keTalI ciMtA thAya che!

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zAradA suvAsa ciMtAtura rAjAne sodAgare karela prazna - jitArI rAjAne ciMtAtura joIne sodAgare pUchayuM ke mahArAjA ! Apa Aje ATalA badhA udAsa kema cho? Apane zuM ciMtA che? sedAgara rAjAne A pramANe pUchato hato te vakhate rAjakumArI seLa zaNagAra sajIne enA pitAjInA darzana karavA AvatI hatI paNa sodAgaranA zabdo sAMbhaLIne paDadA pAchaLa ubhI rahI ane sodAgara ane rAjA vacce thatI vAtacIta sAMbhaLavA lAgI. sedAgare rAjAne ciMtAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM tyAre javAbamAM rAjAe kahyuM-sedAgara ! mArI ciMtAnuM kAraNa tane kahI zakAya tema nathI. sodAgare kahyuM-sAheba! ame nAnA mANasa chIe paNa kaI vakhata ApanI moTI ciMtA dUra karI zakIe. Apa kahe te kaMI mArga batAvuM. huM te dezaparadezamAM pharuM chuM eTale mane ghaNo anubhava che. mATe Apa mane ApanI ciMtAnuM kAraNa kaho. eTale rAjAe pitAnI putrInI vAta karI tyAre sedAgare hasIne kahyuM-sAheba ! AmAM ATalI badhI ciMtA zuM kare che? A te kaI moTI vAta che? huM ApanI ciMtA dUra karuM. sAMbhaLe. huM ghaNuM dezavideza pharyo ne ghaNu rAjayamAM gaye ne ghaNuM rAjakumArone joyA. hamaNAM huM hastinApura gayo hato tyAM meM zrISeNa rAjAnA putra zaMkhakumArane sabhAmAM beThele joye hate. zuM enuM rUpa! jANe Indra joI le! AkhI sabhAmAM tArAomAM jema caMdra zebhI uThe tema zobhato hato. ekaluM rUpa ja che ema nathI. paNa sAthe guNa paNa che. baMdhuo! ghaNI vakhata mANasamAM rUpa hoya paNa buddhimAM devALuM hoya che. eka zrImaMta zeThane ekane eka dIkaro hate. rUpa ghaNuM paNa buddhi na hatI. zeThane tyAM pise khUba hato eTale bahAragAmathI kanyAone kaheNa AvavA lAgyA. gAmamAM te sau jANatAM hatAM ke A chokare rUpe rUDe che paNa buddhi nathI, paNa bahAragAmanA lekane te AvI khabara na hoya ne? eka vakhata A che karAne jovA mATe AvavAnA hatA. eTale zeThe kahyuM beTA ! tuM A dukAnamAM besIne A copaDAnA pAnA pheravyA karaje paNa kaMI bela nahi. chokare kahe bhale bApujI, sArA kapaDA paherIne dukAnamAM besADe ne hAthamAM copaDe Ape. chokarAne jovA mATe mANase AvyA. A bhAIsAheba te ce paDAnAM pAnAM uthalAve che. mANasa pAnuM vAMcIne pherave ane khAlI pheravI jAya emAM phera paDe ne ? buddhizALI mANasane te tarata ja khyAla AvI jAya. jevA AvanAra vicAra karavA lAgyA ke A te khAlI pAnA pherave che. emAM kare che. bApujI! phalANune pisA ApyA tyAre A pAnAmAM tame lakhyuM hatuM. mAkhI aghAra mUkI gaI tenuM meM nizAna rAkhyuM che. (hasAhasa) buddhinuM pradarzana thaI gayuM ne? jevA AvanAra samajI gayA ke A te abhaNa lAge che. khAlI rUpa che. buddhinuM devALuM che eTale uThIne hAlatA thaI gayA. " "sodAgaranI vAtethI yazematIe lIdhela nirNaya":-ahIM sodAgara kahe

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zAradA suvAsa 332 che sAhema ! jevI tamArI yaze matI kumArI che evA ja za khakumAra rUpa, guNu ane vidyAmAM nipuNu che. atyAra sudhI tamArI kuMvarIne bhale khIjA kumArA jItI zakayA nathI paNa zakhakumAra te tamArI kuMvarIne harAvI deze. e kumAra tamArIne kuvarI ceAgya che. huM te deza paradeza pharyo paNa zaMkhakumAra jevA koI rAjakumAra meM hajI sudhI joye nathI. evA adbhuta kumAra che. paDadAnI pAchaLa ubhelI yazeAmatI A badhI vAta sAMbhaLIne khuza thaI gaI. enA manamAM ema paNa thayuM ke mArA pitAjI mArA mATe keTalI citA kare che? mAre emanI ciMtA dUra karavI joIe. seAdAgare vAta karyAM pachI rAjAne bheTachu ApyuM ne pachI vidAya thayA. eTale paDadA pAchaLathI yazeAmatIe bahAra AvIne pitAjIne namana karyuM ane namratAthI kahyuM ke pitAjI ! Apa mArI ATalI badhI ciMtA zA mATe karo che ? have Apa mArI ciMtA cheADI de. have mAre konI sAthe paraNavuM e mArI jAte ja nakkI karIne Apane kahIza, jo Apane yeAgya lAge te mane enI sAthe paraNAvajo. mane pasaMda haze paNa jo Apane ceAgya nahi lAge te huM jiMdagIbhara kuMvArI rahIza agara te dIkSA laIza. putraunI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjA khuza thayA ne kahyuM, bhale beTA ! ApaNe ema karIe. yaAAmatI pitAjIne praNAma karIne potAnA mahelamAM AvI. eka dAsI citrakaLAmAM khUkha pravINu hatI. tene melAvIne kahyuM. tuM Aje ne Aje ahI thI nIkaLIne hastinApura jA. tyAM pahoMcIne za'khakumAranuM citra dorI lAva. citra doravAnI sAthe e kumAra kevA che te paNa kharAkhara jotau Avaje. A sAMbhaLIne dAsI khuza thaI, kAraNu ke je mAjIsa je kAya mAM catura hAya tene te kAryo karavAmAM ghaNA utsAha haiAya che. dAsI ca'pAnagarIthI nIkaLIne thADA divasamAM hastinApura paheAMcI gaI. rAjadarabAramAM jaIne ADakatarI rIte zakumArane joI lIdhA. kumArane jotAveMta dAsInI AMkhaDI TharI gaI, khasa, A zaMkhakumAra mArI kuMvarIne cegya che. be divasamAM dAsIe citra taiyAra karI lIdhu ne kuMvarane kharAbara joI lIdhe, rUpa tA che paNa sAthe gugu ane buddhi paNa eTalI ja che, kuMvara yazeAmatIthI caDhiyAtA che. dAsI za khakumAranuM citra laine hoMzabhera caMpAnagarI Avaze ne mAmatIne citra matAvaze tyAre tene kevA AnaMda thaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritraH- ratnavatI mahelamAM harakhAya che ne sukha bhogave che. A tarapha jinasenA gIcAmAM je mahelamAM rAjAe rahevAnu kahyuM tyAM gaI. e mahela teA khAsa karIne rAjA bagIcAmAM pharavA mATe jAya tyAre ArAma karavA mATe ja hate. eTale tyAM kaMI sagavaDa na hatI paNa jinasenA te agavaDamAM paNa AnaMdapUrNAMka rahe tevI hutI. rAjAe ene mATe thADA vAsaNa ane ghauM, khAjarA mAkalAvyA, eTale rANI dAsIne kahe che, jo teA kharI ! svAmInAthanI mArA upara keTalI kRpAdRSTi che! mane jagalamAM mAkalI paNa huM bhUkhI na rahe te mATe anAja ane vAsaNu badhuM ja mokalAvyuM

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baMdhuo! jinasenAnI keTalI badhI samajaNa che. samyagRSTi chava avaLAmAMthI paNa savaLuM ja ghaTAve che. pitAne mahelamAMthI kaDhAvanAra te ranavatI che ema pate jANatI hatI. ene rAjA sAthe ATalA vakhatamAM kadI aNabanAva tha nathI paNa ratnAvatIe rAjAne caDhAvIne tenA saMsAramAM Aga lagADI chatAM eNe manathI paNa ranavatI upara krodha karyo nathI ke zrApa Apyo nathI ke te mArA saMsAramAM Aga lagADI te enA saMsAramAM paNa dAvAnaLa lAgajo. AvuM kyAre vicAryuM nathI. AnuM nAma sAcI samajaNa. jinasenAnI dAsI paNa evI ja hatI. anAjane daLIne tenuM bhaDakuM banAvIne khAIne saMtoSathI rahevA lAgyA. Ita jinasenA zuddha bhAse, karatI dharmadhyAna, zuddha bhAse kare samAI, aura karatI AtmajJAna, jinasenA ane tenI dAsI dararoja savAramAM uThIne sAmAyika, pratikamaNa vigere kriyAo karatA. Atmatatva upara ciMtana karatA. kayAreka bAra bhAvanAonuM svarUpa, saMsAranuM svarUpa ane karmanuM svarUpa kevuM che e upara carcA karatA. keI vakhata khabara paDe ke nagaramAM saMtamunirAja padhAryA che te temanA darzana karavA jatAM ne gaucara viharavA AvavAnI bhAvanA bhAvatA. A pramANe jinasenA ane tenI dAsI Akhe divasa dharmArAdhanA karavAmAM pasAra karatA hatA. putrajanmanI vadhAmaNI laIne AvatI dAsI - dharmavAna AtmAo mATe jaMgala paNa maMgala banI jAya che ne jela e mahela banI jAya che. rANI dharmamAM evI eka lIna rahe che ke ene rAjamahela paNa yAda nathI Avate. manamAM ema paNa nathI thatuM ke kayAM huM paTTarANI hatI ane Aje dAsI karatAM paNa mArA bhUMDA hAla thayA che. jyAM huM nitya navA svASTi bhejana jamanArI ane Aje lUkhI roTalI ne dALa, bhaDakuM vigere khAIne peTa bharuM chuM! AvuM saheja paNa manamAM ochuM AvatuM nathI, paNa AnaMdapUrvaka garbhanuM sArI rIte pAlana karatI divase vItAvavA lAgI. divaso jatAM garbhakALa pUre thatAM jinasenA rANIe eka tejavI putrane janma Apyo. jinasenAe putrane janma ApyA pachI thoDI vAre ratnavatIe paNa putrane janma Ape. jinasenA rANInI dAsI harSabhera deDatI rAjAne putrajanmanI vadhAmaNI devA AvI. rANIe ke dAsIe e vicAra na karyo ke rAjAe amane kADhI mUkyA che te putra janmanI vadhAmaNI ApavA javAnI jarUra? rAjAe rANune tyAga karyo che paNa putra te rAjAne che ne ? eTale harSabhera vadhAmaNI ApI ke mahArAjA ! mArI jinasenA rANIe ApanA jevA mahAna tejasvI putrane janma Ape che. dAsI A pramANe kahetI hatI tyAM ratnAvatInI dAsI paNa deDatI rAjA pAse AvI. eTale mahArAjAe pUchayuM he dAsI! tuM ATalI badhI harSabhera AvI chuM te zuM kaMI saMgala vadhAmaNa ApavA AvI che? juo, daSTimAM keTale badhe pharaka paDI gaye che!

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ka74 zArA suvAsa nisenAnI dAsI paNa harSabhera ja AvI che ne? chatAM ene rAjAe kaMi na pUchayuM ane ratnAvatInI dAsIne tarata pUchayuM. dAsIe ratnAvatInA putranA karelA vakhANa - he mahArAjAdhirAja ! sAMbhaLe. amArA ratnAvatI paTTarANIjIe putrane janma Ape che. e putra jema cAMdanImAM caMdra zebhe che te te zebhe che. tArA, graha vigere game teTalA hoya paNa caMdra vinA e badhA zobhatA nathI tema mahArANIe je putrane janma Apyo che te caMdra je zebhe che, enuM mukha te jANe pUrNimAne caMdra joI le. A te huM Apane vadhAmaNI ApuM chuM paNa Apa jozo tyAre vizeSa AnaMda Avaze, eve e rAjakumAra che. A pramANe ratnAvatInI dAsIe zubha samAcAra ApyA eTale mahArAjAnuM mukha malakAI gayuM ne AnaMda thayo. putra janmanI vadhAmaNuM ApavA AvanAra dAsIne rAjAe kiMmartA vastrAbhUSaNe bheTa ApyA, ane dAsIne khuza karIne vidAya karI, ane potAnA mANasone AjJA karI ke tame badhA ranavatI rANInA putrane janma mahatsava ujavavAnI taiyArI karo. jinasenAnI dAsI paNa bAjumAM ubhI hatI. ene rAjAe DuM dhana ApIne kahyuM- he dAsI ! A dhana laIne tuM bagIcAmAM cAlI jA. jinasenAnI dAsIe rAjA sAme mAMgelo nyAya " :- A sAMbhaLIne dAsInA dilamAM khUba duHkha thayuM. dAsIe kahyuM- mahArAjA ! huM kaMI dhananI bhUkhI nathI. mAre tamAruM dhana joItuM nathI paNa Aje tame mATe anyAya karyo che, tenuM mArA dilamAM pArAvAra duHkha thayuM che. Ape mAruM ane mArA pANInuM ghera apamAna karyuM che. Ape mahArANI jinasenAne tyAga karyo che paNa putrane cheDe tyAga karyo che ? putra te tamAre ja che ne? paNa eka putrane janma mahatsava ujavAya ane bIjA mATe kaMI naDi! A keTalo ghera anyAya thaI rahyo che ! Apane ujave hAtha te baMne putrane janmamotsava ujave. ekane zA mATe ujave che? Ama kahIne dhana tyAM pheMkI daIne jinasenAnI dAsI rANI pAse AvI. AgaLanI dAsIe paNa kevI svamAnI hatI ! je rANInI dAsI hoya tenuM kaI heja ghasAtuM bele te ene kaMIka thaI jAya. are! pitAnA rAjA-rANI mATe prANa ApI detI paNa pitAnA rAjA ke rANInuM apamAna bilakula sahana karI zake nahi. ahIM jayamaMgala rAjAe ratnAvatInA putrane janma mahotsava ujavavAnI lokene rajA ApI. have pradhAnajI Avaze ne rAjAne kevI rIte samajAvaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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cArA kavAya s35 vyAkhyAna na. 37 .. zrAvaNa vada 4 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 22-8-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! vizvavaMdanIya, adhama uddhAraka evA trikInAtha bhagavatee jagatanA jInA ekAMta hita mATe kahyuM ke he bhavya jIvo ! A saMsAramAM ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAM AthaDatA ane duHkhanA dAvAnaLamAM baLatA jhaLatA jene keI AdhArabhUta hoya te dharma che. sUyagaDAyaMga sUtramAM bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke tIre ghaH dharma e dIpaka samAna che. jema aMdhArA oraDAmAM dIvo pragaTAvavAmAM Ave te aMdhakAra dUra thaI jAya che te prakAza prakAza patharAI jAya che, tema A saMsAramAM ajJAna rUpI aMdhakAramAM AthaDatA jene mATe dharma e dIpaka samAna che. dharma rUpI dI5ka ajJAna rUpI aMdhakArane nAza karanAra che. A dharmarUpI dIpakamAM zraddhA rUpI tela ane vinayarUpI vATa avazya hovI joIe. dharma e caturgati saMsAramAM jIvane AdhArarUpa che. dharmanI sahAyathI jIva saMsAra sAgarane tarI jAya che. cogazAstramAM paNa kahyuM che ke abandhUnAmasau bandhUra, sakhA nAma sau sakhA / anAthAmasau nAtho, dharmoM vizvakavatsalaH // A jagatamAM dharma e abAMdhane bAMdhava che, amitrone mitra ane anAthane nAtha che, tethI A jagatamAM eka dharma ja paramavatsala che ane paralokamAM jIvane dharma e ja sAcuM dhana che, eTalA mATe ApaNe jIvanamAM dharmanI ArAdhanA karavI joIe. kAraNa ke dharmathI sukha maLe che ne pApathI dukha maLe che, paNa yAda rAkhajo ke saMsAra sukhanI icchAthI karele dharma saMsAranuM sukha Ape paNa chevaTe duHkha maLaze, paNa saMsAra sukhanI AkAMkSA rahita ane mokSanI IcchAthI karela dharma sukha Ape che. mokSanI IcchAthI karelA dharmathI sukha maLe che temAM mANasa mUMjhAtuM nathI. temAM meha pAmate nathI. uMcAmAM uMcA sukhanI vacce rahevA chatAM te jaLakamaLavata nirlepa rahe che. jyAM sudhI mokSa na pAme tyAM sudhI deva ane manuSyanAM sukho anAsakta bhegInI mAphaka bhegave che. saMsAra e te viSaya kaSAyane akhADe che, dukhasvarUpa, duHkhaphalaka ane duHkhanI paraMparAne vadhAranAra che, kAraNa ke AtmA jyAM sudhI saMsAramAM che tyAM sudhI te pApa karavAnuM che, ane pApa thAya eTale duHkha Ave. bhagavAna kahe che ke saMsAramAM khAvuM, pIvuM, haravuM, pharavuM, saMsAra sukhanI icchA karavI ne saMsAranuM sukha rasapUrvaka bhegavavuM te badhuM ja pApa che. dareka saMsArI che AvuM pApa kare che paNa jene arihaMta prabhunA vacana upara zraddhA che ke A pApa duHkha ApanAra che tene saMsAramAM pApa karavuM paDe ne kare paNa enuM hRdaya baLatuM hoya che. baLatA ha. je pApa thAya che tenAthI pApa te

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zAhI avAra badhAya paNa e jIvane duHkhanI paraMparAmAM na nAkhe. saMsAranA dareka kAryamAM pApa che. AvuM samajAvanAra arihaMta bhagavAna che. saMsAra sukhanA rAgI AvuM nagna satya kayAMthI samajAvI zake? jenA hRdayamAM arihaMta prabhunA vacananI zraddhA besI jAya tenA hRdayamAM arihaMta bhagavAna varmI jAya. AnuM nAma zuddha yathApravRttikaraNa. zuddha yathApravRttikaraNavALe jIva rasapUrvaka pApa na kare ane dukha Ave tyAre ene e yAda Ave ke mArA arihaMta bhagavAnanA vacana che ke tArA pApa karmanA udayathI tane dukha AvyuM che. tene tuM zAMtithI bhegavI le ane sukha Ave tyAre e vicAra kare ke A saMsAranA sukhamAM je huM Asakta banIza te jarUrathI duHkha AvavAnuM che. A AtmA khAya, pIve, saMsArane vyavahAra ane vahepAra badhuM saMbhALe chatAM enA hRdayamAM arihaMta bhagavAnanI ramaNatA heya, ane enuM mana sadA ema jhaMkhatuM hoya ke he prabhu! "rahuM eka tAra tArAmAM, bIjuM smaraNa nahIM skure." huM saMsAramAM rahuM tyAM sudhI tArI AjJAmAM ja rahuM. tArA caraNakamaLanI sevA, tArI upAsanA ane tArI AjJAnuM pAlana mArA saMsAra sukhanA rAgane nAza karIne mane mekSanA zAzvata sukha apAvaze. jIvane AvI atUTa zraddhA thAya te jIva saMsAra sukhane rAgI na bane ane duHkhane kevI na bane. baMdhuo! atyAra sudhImAM jeTalA arihaMta bhagavaMte thaI gayA temaNe jagatane sarvanuM kalyANa IcchayuM che. bhagavAne emanA jJAnamAM joyuM ke A saMsAramAM jIve bhUtakALamAM dukhI hatA, vartamAnakALamAM dukhI che ane bhaviSyakALamAM dukhI rahevAnA che eTale teo jyAM sudhI jagatamAM rahyA tyAM sudhI jagatane jIne zAzvata sukhanA bhAgIdAra banAvavA tanatoDa prayatna karyA ane jagatamAMthI vidAya thayA tyAre paNa jagatanA jIne sukhI thavAne mArga batAvatA gayA. keTalI emanI karUNA che ! AvA arihaMta bhagavAnane oLakhavAne ane emane hadayamAM sthApavAne je kaMI upAya hAya te mAtra eka ja upAya che ke saMsAra sukhane dveSa ane mokSanI utkRSTa abhilASA. jene AvI bhAvanA jAge che ne aMtaramAM jhaMkhanA upaDe che tene avazya mekSanAM sukha maLe che, eTale mekSa meLavavA mATe dharma kare. dharma karavAthI sukha maLe paNa sukhanI IcchAthI dharma na karAya. ane tarkavAdIo ema kahe che ke ekalA dharmamAM zraddhA rAkhIne besI rahe zuM vaLe? paNa A vAta mAtra kahevAthI nahi samajAya. anubhavathI samajAze. sAkara gaLI lAge che ema bolavA mAtrathI sAkaranA gaLapaNane svAda AvatuM nathI paNa sAkara moDhAmAM mUkIe tyAre enA gaLapanI madhuratA samajAya che. je dharma sama che ane jene dharmamAM daDha zraddhA che te samaje che ke pApa karavAthI duHkha Avaze, tethI pApa karatAM Dare ane kadAca sagavazAt pApakarma kare te paNa rasapUrvaka karatuM nathI, ane pApa karIne harakhAtuM nathI. e ema nathI belate ke Aje pApa karyA vinA kamANI kayAM

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zAradA suvAsa 337 che? je badhe pApa, pApa ne pApa mAnIe te bhUkhyA marIe. AvuM dharmISTha jIva na bele. AvA manuSya saMsAramAM rahevAthI saMsArI kriyAmAM pApa karyuM hoya paNa tene vIMchInA DaMkha jevuM che. A AtmA saMsAramAM uMcAmAM uMcA sukhe bhagavate hoya chatAM te manathI alipta rahe che. puNa zrAvaka garIbamAM garIba hato ane zreNaka rAjA mahardhika hatA. A bane jina dharmanA ArAdhaka hatA. e baMne saMteSI hatA. garIba puNIyA zrAvakane vadhu meLavavAnI IcchA na hatI ane zreNuka rAjAne ghaNuM maLyuM hatuM chatAM bhegavavAnI IcchA na hatI. A baMne vyaktio jamavA bese tyAre pahelAM pUchatAM ke ApaNe tyAM saMta padhAryA hatA? AvyA hoya te AnaMda anubhave ane na AvyA hoya te bhAvanA bhAvIne jamatA. gurU na maLe te svadharma baMdhane jamADyA vinA jamatA nahi, ane kadAca je svadharmI baMdhunI sevAno lAbha na maLe te dInaduHkhIne jamADIne jamatA. saMsAramAM beThA hovA chatAM saMsArasukhane rAga na hate. saMsAramAM rahyA hatA chatAM temanI vicAradhArA keTalI suMdara hatI ! teo samajatA hatA ke huM saMsAramAM athavA gharavAsamAM rahyo chuM te mAre nirdoSa sthAvarakAya ne saMhAra kare paDe che ne ! pANI, agni, vanaspatikAya vigerenA asaMkhya jIvane saMhAra karavo paDe che tathA pApasthAnakanuM sevana karavuM paDe che. samaju ane dhamITha AtmAne te A badhuM viTaMbaNu lAge che, tethI e AtmA emAMthI vahelAmAM vahelI take chUTavA icche che. puNI zrAvaka mahAsaMteSI ane reja sAmAyika tathA jinezvaradevanI AjJAnI ArAdhanA karanAre hate chatAM A saMsAramAM sthAvarakAya ane saMhAra kare paDe te tene viTaMbaNa mAnate hate, tethI je e alpa AraMbha parigraha rAkhI saMsAratyAganI jhaMkhanA sadA sevatA hatA, AthI ja emanI sAmAyika mahAmUlyavAna hatI. A te meM saMsArInI vAta karI, paNa je sAdhu banyA pachI paNa aMtaramAM saMsAra sukhanI IcchA thAya te te sAdhu nahi. je mANasa UMce caDhIne pachI paDe tene vadhu vAge che tema sAdhu banIne je saMsArasukhanI IcchA kare te ene vadhu pApakarma baMdhAya ne jIva durgatimAM jAya, mATe saMsArasukhamAM Asakata banIne pApakarma bAMdhaze nahi. anAsakta bhAvathI saMsAra sukhamAM Asakata banIne pApa karma bAMdhazo nahi. anAsakata bhAvathI saMsAramAM rahIne ane teTalI dharmArAdhanA kare. saMsAranA sukha pAmavA mATe dharma nathI karavAne e vAta bahu thoDA jANe che ke je jANe che te sAcA mumukSu che. ApaNe saMsAra sukhanA kevI ane mokSasukhanA rAgI javAnI vAta atyAre cAlI rahI che. bhAvImAM bananAra nemanAtha ane rAjematIne jIva jayAM jayAM janme tyAM bhale teo paDelA vilAsI hatA paNa jyAre sAcI vAta samajAI tyAre eka kSaNamAM saMsAranA baMdhane teDI sAdhu banI gayA. sAtamA bhavamAM nemanAtha prabhune jIva zaMkhakumAra baje zA. su. 22

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338 zAradA suvAsa che ane rAmatIne AtmA yazomatI nAme rAjakumArI banI che. yazomatInI dAsI hastinApura jaIne kumArane maLe ane tenuM AbehUba citra derIne thoDA ja divasamAM caMpAnArI pahoMcI gaI, ane harSabhera yazomatI kumArI pAse AvIne teNe zaMkhakumAranuM citra yazomatIne batAvyuM. zaMkhakumAranuM citra jotAM yazomatIne lAgela raMga:-zaMkhakumAranuM citra joIne yazomatI sthira thaI gaI aha....A koI addabhUta purUSa che. A te jANe kaI sAkSAta deva ja A pRthvI upara utaryo na hoya! enI mukhAkRti jotAM ema lAge che ke A keI uttama purUSa che. enI AkRti ja enAmAM kevA guNa haze te kahI Ape che. atyAra sudhImAM mArI pAse ghaNu rAjakumAre AvI gayA paNa haju sudhI meM AvA rAjakumArane je nathI. zaMkhakumAranuM citra joIne ja yazomatIe manathI evI pratijJA karI ke huM paraNuM te zaMkhakumArane ja. e sivAya jagatanA tamAma purUSe mAre mATe pitA ane bhAI tulya che. je zaMkhakumAra mane nahi maLe te jiMdagIbhara huM kuMvArI rahIza. A pramANe manathI nakakI karIne yamatIe pitAnI pAse AvIne potAnA mananI IcchA pradarzita karI. jitArI rAjA A vAta sAMbhaLIne khuza thayA ne putrIne kahyuM, huM hastinApura dUta mokalIne tArA sagapaNa mATe nakakI karuM chuM. yazomatI pitAjIne namana karIne khuza thaIne pitAnA mahelamAM AvI, ane jitArI rAjAe eka heziyAra dUtane belAvIne yazomatInuM zaMkhakumAra sAthe sagapaNa karavA mATe hastinApura meka ne kahevaDAvyuM ke je rAjA hA pADe te sagAI karIne ja Avaje, dUta rAjAne praNAma karIne hastinApura javA mATe ravAnA thaye. dUta hastinApura pahoMce te pahelA tyAM zuM banAva bane ? zrI rAjA pAse AvelI phariyAda - hastinApuranA prajAjanoe zrISeNa rAjA pAse AvIne araja karI ke sAheba ! ApaNuM nagarathI gheDe dUra iMgarirI nAmane parvata che. tenI bAjumAM zizira nAmanI nadI vahe che. tyAM samaraketu nAmane eka mahAna baLavAna palIpati lUMTAro rahe che. te tyAMthI AvatA jatA mANasanuM dhana luMTI le che ane mANasane mArI nAMkhe che. te sivAya ghaNAM gAmamAM dhADa pADIne lokonA gharabAra ane mAlamilakata badhuM luMTI le che. e samaraketu amane khUba herAna parezAna kare che. ame tamArI prajA chIe ne Apa amArA mahArAjA che. Apa amAruM rakSaNa kare. amane madada kare. A pramANe prajAjanee araja karI te prajAnuM duHkha dUra karavA chINa rAjAe tarata ja raNabherI vagaDAvIne nagaramAM sAda paDAvyuM ke zrIpeNa mahArAjA samaraketu pallIpatine jItavA mATe jAya che. mATe badhA sainike sajaja thaI jAo. raNabherI vAgI ke zUrA sainike sajaja thayA. zaMkhakumAra ane pradhAnaputra atiprabhane A vAtanI khabara paDI eTale doDatA pitAjI pAse AvyA ne kahyuM-pitAjI ! ApanA jevA samartha mahArAjA eka

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zAradA suvAsa 339 sAdhAraNa lUMTArAne mAravA jAya emAM ApanI zobhA nathI. samartha te samarthanI sAme laDe sasalAne mAravA siMha jAya emAM bahAdUrI na kahevAya. siMhanI sAme siMha joIe. A pallIpati te sasalA jevo che. enI sAme Apane javuM te zobhAspada nathI. mane javAnI AjJA Ape. ene te huM paNa sahelAIthI jItI zakIza. putranuM vacana sAMbhaLIne rAjAe kahyuM-beTA! tuM te haju nAnuM che. tAruM tyAM kAma nahi. paNa zaMkhakumAre kahyuM-pitAjI ! Apa juo te kharA. huM ene pakaDI lAvuM chuM ke nahi? putranI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke mAre putra khUba zuravIra ne dhIra che. jarUra vijaya meLavIne Avaze. eTale zaMkhakumArane javAnI rajA ApI. tethI ene mitra matiprabha kahe che mitra! huM paNa tamArI sAthe AvuM chuM. tame yuddha karavA jAo ne huM mahelamAM besI rahuM ! mane tamArA vinA kSaNa vAra game nahi. kumAre tene ghaNuM nA pADI paNa pradhAnaputra kahe sAco mitra kene kahevAya ? eka sukhamAM sahabhAgI bane te nahi paNa sukha-duHkhamAM je sAthe rahe te sAro mitra che. AjanA mitre te svArthanA sagA che. jyAre mANasa sukhamAM hoya tyAre saMbaMdha rAkhe ne khabara paDe ke have A khAlI thaI gayuM che eTale enA sAmuM paNa jovAnuM nahi. sAcA mitranI te duHkhamAM ja parIkSA thAya che. ApatkAle tu saMprApte, yanmitraM mitramevatat / vRddhikAle tu saMprApte, durjano'pi suhRda bhavet / / duHkhanA samaye je sAtha Ape che te sAro mitra che. sukha ane dhanavRddhinA samaye te durjana paNa mitra banI jAya che. emAM te kaI vizeSatAM nathI, paNa duHkhanA samaye sAtha Ape temAM vizeSatA che. AjanA mitre moTA bhAge sukhamAM sAthe rahenArA hoya che. jyAre pAse paise hoya tyAre sAthe haravA pharavA jAya, nATaka sinemA jevA jAya, eka bIjAne ghera Ave ne jAya tyAre jenArane paNa ema lAge ke zuM A mitrone prema che ! eka gAmamAM be mitre rahetA hatA. baMne vacce mitrAcArI kharI paNa ekabIjAne ghera javuM, khAvuM pIvuM ke levA devAne kaMI saMbaMdha nahi. kayAreka rastAmAM bhegA thaI jAya tyAre premathI ekabIjAne bheTI paDe, ekabIjAnI khabara pUche ne chUTA paDe. ATale ja sabaMdha hate. eka vakhata enA mitranI sthiti palTAI. te piseTake khalAsa thaI gaye. ciMtAmAM ne ciMtAmAM te bimAra paDaye. te vAtanI pilA mitrane khabara paDI ke mArA mitranI A paristhiti thaI che eTale deDate mitranI pAse AvyuM ne mitranI pathArImAM besI tenA mAthe hAtha pheravavA lAgyA ne pUchayuM. mitra! tane ciMtA che? khUba pUchyuM paNa mitre kahyuM nahi, paNa pele mitra vicakSaNa hate. te gharanI paristhiti joIne

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zAradA suvAsa samajI gayA ke bhauDamAM AvI gayA che ne tenI ci'tAmAM ja bimAra paDayA che. eka tA mANasa paiseTake ghasAI jAya, ane bimAra paDe eTale khakhara kADhavA mATe sagA sa`kha dhIe Ave tene cA pANI pIvaDAvavA paDe. jo cA pANI na pIvaDAve te leAkeA ema kahe ke cAnA pANImAMthI gayA ! eTale badhu' karavu' paDe. A sAcA mitra khakhara kADhavA AvyA paNa cAnA kapa na pIdhA, paNa mitranA mAthe besIne tene mIThe vahAlabharyAM hAtha pheravIne kahyuM, mitra ! tuM gabharAIza nahi. ciMtA na karoza. 340 E baMdhue ! potAnI pAse paisA haiya te madada karI zakAya paNa jo paisA na DAya tA 'tarathI mIThu. AzvAsana teA ApI zakAya ne ? Aje te AzvAsana paNa meghu thaI gayu che. A mitre enA mitranA ezIkA nIce gupta rIte rUpiyA pAMca hajAranI nATAnu baMDala mUkI dIdhu. mADha na kahyu' ke huM tane ATalA paisA ApuM chuM. Aje te ghaNAM mANasA dAna karIne kahe ke bhAI! A huM tane guptadAna Apu chuM. kAIne vAta na karIza paNa pAte seA ghera vAtA kahetA kare ke me... Ama kyu' ne tema karyuM. dAna tA ane teTaluM gupta rAkhavu. sAru. jamaNA hAthe Ape te DAbe hAtha na jANe. mAtA enA putrane pAna karAve che temAM putrane kaiTaluM dUdha pIvaDAvyuM enuM kaMI mApa hAya che kharuM? paNa jo ene khATalInuM dUdha pIvaDAve te tarata khabara paDI jAya che ke dIkarAne aDadhe zera ke zera dUdha pALyuM paNa mAtAnA dUdhamAM evu' mApa nathI hAtu, tema je guptadAna Ape che tene evA hisAba nathI hAte ke meM ATalu dAna karyu. ene koI mAna ke prazaMsAnI paNa jarUra nathI rahetI. peA mitra tA pAMca hajAranI nATAnu baMDala mUkIne cAhyA gayeA. bIje divase pathArInI cAdara badalAvavA pathArI upADI te rUpiyA pAMca hajAranI nATo joI manamAM thayuM ke A kyAMthI AvI ? koi khabara kADhavA AvanAra bhUlI gayA haze. garImImAM paNa pramANikatA khUba hatI eTale je kAi Ave tene pUchavA lAgyA ke bhAI ! A rUpiyA tamArA che ? koI hA pADatuM nathI. pele mitra paNa dararoja khakhara kADhavA Ave che. ene pUchyuM' ke bhAI ! tamArA paisA che ! eNe kahyuM ke mArA nathI. TUMkamAM AnuM nAma sAcA mitra kahevAya. za'khakumAranA pAkrama AgaLa samaraketunI thayelI hAra - ahIM za'khakumAranA mitra matiprabha paNa AvA ja che. sukha ane duHkhamAM e sAthe rahenArA che, tethI te paNa mitranI sAthe laDAI karavA mATe gayA. za khakumAra mATu' sainya laIne samaraketu nAme pallIpati rahetA hatA tyAM javA nIkaLyA. samaraketune khakhara paDI ke mane pakaDavA mATe mahArAjA moTu sainya laine Ave che, eTale samaraketu tenA subhaTane laIne eka guphAmAM satAI gayA. enA manamAM ema hatuM ke e Avaze eTale hu

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zAradA suvAsa 341 bahAra nIkaLIne ene gherI laI ne pachI pakaDI laIza, paNa kumArane khabara paDI gaI ke e pallI pati guphAmAM chupAye che eTale cAre taraphathI guphAne gherI lIdhI ne zaMkhakumAre zaMkha je siMhanAda karIne kahyuM- he lUMTArA ! guphAmAM zuM saMtAI gaye che ? bahAra nIkaLa ane tArAmAM tAkAta hoya te laDavA taiyAra thaI jA, eTale samaraketu bahAra nIkaLyo ne joyuM te A te rAjA nathI paNa rAjakumAra che. samaraketu manamAM harakhAya. A chokarAnuM zuM gajuM ! hamaNAM ja huM tene capaTImAM roLI nAMkhIza. ema vicArIne te zaMkhakumAranI sAme zastra laIne dho. enA subhaTe paNa bahAra nIkaLyA, paNa siMha AgaLa sasalAnuM zuM gajuM ! kumAre siMhanI mAphaka chalAMga mArIne ene pakaDI lIdhe. Aja sudhI pitAne baLavAna mAnate samaraketu jema siMha sasalAne pakaDI le tema zaMkhakumAranA hAthamAM pakaDAI gayo. pachI badhA sainya bhegA thaIne enA subhaTane pakaDI lIdhA. ekane paNa casakavA na dIdho. - zaraNe Avelo samaraketu":- samaraketu pallI pati vicAra karavA lAgyo ke have chaTakI zakuM tema nathI. A have mane mArI nAMkhaze. enA karatAM enA pagamAM paDuM te jIvI zakAze. baMdhuo ! jIvavA mATe mANasa zuM nathI karato ? keIne maravuM gamatuM nathI. have te enuM zaraNuM svIkAre ja chUTake che. ema vicAra karIne samaraketu kaMThamAM kuhADo laIne zaMkhakumAranA caraNamAM paDa. kaI paNa mANasa gaLAmAM kuhADo laIne sAme Ave eTale samajavuM ke e zaraNe Avyo che. kumAre pallI patine A rIte Avele joIne kahyuM ke kema, tuM zaraNe AvyA che ne ? samaraketue kahyuM, hA. mahArAjA. huM te mAnate hato ke A kumAra zuM karaze ? paNa tamAruM parAkrama jotAM mane lAge che ke tame te mahArAjA karatA paNa savAyA che. huM ApanA zaraNe chuM. Apa mAruM rakSaNa kare. mANasa zaraNe Ave eTale pachI ene kaMI zikSA karavAnI rahetI nathI. kumAre kahyuM. te samaraketu ! je te mAruM zaraNuM svIkAryuM che te huM tAruM rakSaNa jarUra karIza paNa tAre eka kAma karavuM paDaze, samaraketue kahyuM, zuM AjJA che? tyAre kahyuM ke te atyAra sudhI lekenuM dhana luMTI lIdhuM che te badhuM kayAM rAkhyuM che ? eNe kahyuM.-A guphAmAM che. e badhuM mane soMpI de kumAre guphAmAMthI kaDhAveluM dhana:- pallI pati pAse je dhana hatuM te badhuM bahAra kaDhAvyuM ne AsapAsanA gAmamAM dAMDI pITAvI ke jene mAla samaraketue luMTI lIdho hoya te badhe laI jAo. eTale ke AvIne jene je mAla hatuM te oLakhIne laI gayA. pitAnI gayelI milkata pAchI maLatAM loko rAjI thaIne zaMkhakumArane aMtarathI AzIrvAda ApavA lAgyA ke he kumAra ! tame dIrdhAyuSa bane. badhA lekanuM dhana vaheMcI daIne vijaya meLavIne zaMkhakumAra pallI patine sAthe laIne hastinApura javA mATe pAchA

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vizAda suvAsa pharyA. mArgamAM rAta paDI gaI eTale jaMgalamAM eka jagyAe paDAva nAMkhe. badhA UMghI gayA paNa zaMkhakumArane uMgha AvatI nathI. madharAtrI thatAM koI strI karUNa svare rUdana karatI hoya te avAja saMbhaLAya. raDavAne avAja sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe zaMkhakumAra hAthamAM talavAra laIne uThe. teNe vicAra karyo ke je purUSane avAja heta te vilaMba karuM te vadhe nahi paNa A te strI che. agara keIsatI strIne kaI laMpaTa purUSa vanavagaDAmAM upADI lAvyA hoya ne tenuM cAritra lUMTate heya tethI raDatI hoya agara bIjuM kaMI paNa kAraNa hoya, paNa abaLAnuM rakSaNa karavuM te kSatriyane dharma che. pitAnA prANanA bhege paNa kSatriye bIjAnuM rakSaNa kare che. rUdana karatI abaLAnI vahAre zaMkhakumAra" -madharAte hAthamAM Aga laIne je taraphathI avAja AvatuM hatuM te tarapha kumAra gayA. thoDe dUra gayA te eka AdheDa vayanI strIne raDatI joI. kumAre pUchyuM. he mADI ! tame keNa che? devI che, DAkaNa che ke manuSyANI che? ane madharAtre A jaMgalamAM ekalA zA mATe AvyA che ? ane Ama karUNa svare vilApa zA mATe kare che? have A bAI keNa che? ahIM kevI rIte AvI che ne zA mATe raDe che? te vAta zaMkhakumArane te bAI kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. na caritra -jinasenAnI dAsIe rAjAnuM dhana pheMkI dIdhuM ne pote potAnI rANuM pAse cAlI gaI. pradhAnajI A vakhate hAjara hatA. emanAthI paNa A sahana na thayuM eTale rAjAne namratAthI kahyuM. sAheba ! A egya nathI thatuM. jinasenA rANIne bhale tame jaMgalamAM mekalyA paNa aMte rANI te ApanI ja che ne ? kadAca Apane rANajI pratye prema na hoya paNa kuMvara te Apane je che ne ? baMne putrane janma mahotsava Ape sarakhI rIte ujavo joIe. dAsI bene bheTa paNa sarakhI ApavI joIe. ApanA jevA mahArAjA je A anyAya karaze, bhedabhAva rAkhaze te amArA jevA zuM karaze ? pradhAne rAjAne khUba samajAvyA eTale rAjAne gaLe vAta utarI ke barAbara nathI thatuM. tethI baMne rANInA kuMvarane janma mahotsava ujavavAnI rAjAe dAMDI pITAvI. AthI AkhA nagaramAM AnaMda AnaMda chavAI gaye. prajAjanee AkhuM gAma zaNagAryuM ane gharagharamAM maMgala gIte gavAvA lAgyA. rAjA pradhAna vigerene AnaMdane pAra nathI. kaI kedI ke cheDe rAjA, kaI che ke abhayadAna, lAoM kA vahAM dAna diyA hai, ho rahA harSa mahAna, baMne putrane janma mahatsavanI khuzAlImAM rAjasabhAmAM gAnatAna thaI rahyA che. prajAjane rAjAne sArA sArA bheTaNa ApavA Ave che. tene rAjA sarSa svIkAra kare che. rAjAe kedakhAnAmAM pUrelA kedIone mukta karyA, jemane phAMsInI zikSA ApavAnI hatI temane abhayadAna ApIne chUTA karyA. lAkhe garIbene dAna ApyA. rahevA ghara na hatuM tene ghara ApyuM. khAvA bhajana ane paheravA vastra na hatAM temane te ApIne saMtuSTa

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j4 zAradA suvAsa karyA, A rIte daza divasa sudhI jayamaMgala rAjAe baMne putrone janma mahotsava ujajo. ane baMne putrone bAramA divase sUryanA darzana karAvIne emanuM nAma pADayuM. jinasenAnA putranuM nAma jinasena kumAra pADayuM ane ranavatInA putranuM nAma rAmasena pADyuM. baMne rANIone khUba AnaMda thayo. baMne pitAnA putranuM premathI lAlana pAlane karavA lAgI. ranavatI rAjAnI mAnItI che eTale rAmasena mATe te aDhAra dezanI dAsIe AvI che ne khammA khammA thAya che, paNa jinasenAne te mAtra eka ja dAsI che. bIjI keI sagavaDa paNa enI pAse nathI. chatAM dharmanI jANakAra che eTale manamAM duHkha dharatI nathI. AnaMdathI putrane ucheratI pitAnA divase pasAra karavA lAgI. saMskAranI saurabha ApatI jinasenA" - jinasena ane rAmasena baMne rAjAnA putro che paNa baMnenA zikSaNamAM keTale pharaka che te tamane A caritramAM sAMbhaLavA maLaze. mAtA je susaMskArI hoya te bALakanA jIvananuM ghaDatara sArI rIte karI zake che. te zikSake bALakane je zikSaNa nathI ApI zaktA te zikSaNa ekavI mAtA ApI zake che. jinasenA pitAnA lADIlA putrane bALapaNathI ja kevA hAlaraDA gAtI hatI ke huM mArA vahAlasoyA dIkarA ! tuM ke baje? tuM rAmacaMdrajI je pratApI ane pitAjInI AjJAnuM pAlana karanAra vinayavaMta banaje. rAma, lakSamaNa, bharata, zatruna vigere bhAIo nAnA hatA tyAre temane khabara na hatI ke ame apara mAnA dIkarA chIe. meTA thayA tyAre khabara paDI ke ame apara mAtAnA dIkarA chIe, e bhAIo bhAIo vacce prema hate. tuM paNa e bhAtRpremI banaje, mahAvIra se dharmadhuraMdhara, arjuna se dhanurdhArI, lakSmaNa jaise bhAtRprema se, gAMgeca se brahmacArI, mahAvIra prabhue saMsAra choDIne saMyama lIdhe ane jagatanA jInA tAraNahAra tIrthakara banyA e tuM paNa bhavya jIvone tAraNahAra banaje. bANuvidyAmAM arjune zreSTha thaI gaye tema che dIkarA ! tuM paNa arjuna je ajoDa dhanuSyadhArI banaje ane dazaratha rAjAe rAmacaMdrajIne cauda varSa vanavAsa javAnuM kahyuM tyAre vaDIla baMdhunI sevA karavA mATe lakSamaNajI sAthe gayA hatA tema tuM paNa tArA bhAI rAmasenanI sevA karavA tatpara raheje. rAma ane lakSamaNa jevI tame baMne bhAI enI joDI banAvaje. baMdhuo! jinasenA rANI keTalI pavitra che ke pitAne ratnAvatIe mahelamAM kADhI mUkAvI chatAM enA putra pratye bilakula dveSabhAva karatI nathI paNa pitAnA putrane kahe che ke tuM enI sevA karaje ane bhISmapitAmaha je brahmacArI banaje ane hanumAna je svAmIbhakta banaje. hanumAnajIne rAmacaMdrajI pratye keTalI bhakti hatI te te tame badhA jANe che ne? rAvaNa sItAjIne uThAvI gaye tyAra pachI rAmacaMdrajIe sItAjInI ghaNuM tapAsa karI paNa

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zAradA suvAsa 344 kayAMya sItAjIne patto na lAgyA tyAre rAmacaMdrajI gamagIna banI gayA. jenI rageragamAM rAmacaMdrajI pratye bhaktibhAva che evA hanumAnajIe kahyuM tame ciMtA na kara. huM sItAjInI tapAsa karIne temanA kSemakuzaLa samAcAra laIne Avu` chu. Ama kahIne hanumAnajI laMkAmAM AvyA ane sItAjIne zeAdhatAM zodhatAM azokavATikAmAM AvyA. sItAjI udAsa banIne kheThA hatA. tyAM vRkSa uparathI rAmacaMdrajInA nAmathI aMkita mudrikA sItAjInA kheALAmAM nAMkhI. sItAjInA manamAM thayuM ke mArA patinI mudrikA ahIM koNa lAvyu? 'ceSTi karI tA hanumAnajIne joyA eTale hanumAnajI nIce utaryAM ne sItAjIne rAmacaMdrajInA kuzaLa samAcAra kahyA. patidevanA samAcAra maLatAM sItAjInA harSoMnA pAra na rahyo enA dilamAM thayuM ke mArA patinA samAcAra ApanArane zuM ApI dauM ? rAmacaMdrajIe lagna vakhate premanA pratIka rUpe sItAjIne karaDenI ki MmatanI motInI mALA ApI hatI te mALA sItAjIe khuza thaine hanumAnajInA gaLAmAM paherAvI dIdhI, tyAre hanumAnajI e mALAnA mAtI bhAMgIne jovA lAgyA, paNu jene jovA hatA te na dekhAyA. eTale metInA TukaDA karIne eka pachI eka TukaDA pheMkavA lAgyA, tyAre sItAjInA mukhamAMthI zabda nIkaLI gayA ke A lAMbA pUMchaDAvALAne mArI AvI kimatI metInI mALAnI kiMmata kayAMthI samajAya ? A te mane patie premathI ApelI mALA che. ane A hanumAna TukaDA karIne pheMkI rahyo che, tyAre hanumAnajI hasIne kahe che mAtA ! tArI mALA bhale ne kareADAnI kiMmatanI hAya paNa mane emAM zAma dekhAtA nathI. jyAM rAma nahiM tyAM mAruM kAma nahi. rAma vinAnI tArI meAtIne mALA mane kAcanA TukaDA jevI lAge che. jemAM mArA bhagavAnanA dana thAya enI ja mAre mana kiMmata che, bAkI jemAM rAmanathI te karoDanI ki'matanI cIja mAre mana tuccha che. khaMdhue ! tamane A uparathI samajAya che ne ke hanumAnajI kevA svAmIbhakata hatA ! rAmacaMdrajI pratye temanI keTalI bhakita hatI ! A jinasenA rANI enA putrane kahe che beTA! tuM hanumAnajI jevA svAmIbhakata ane parAkramI banaje, ane bhakata prahalA jevA dharmImAM tuM zraddhAzIla manaje. game tevA sakaTo Ave te paNa tuM tArA dhamane cUkatA nahiM. A mAtA enA putrane mAlapaNathI ja kevA majhAnA hAlaraDA gAya che. Aje paNu bALakane uMghADavA mATe enI mAtAe hAlaraDA gAya che paNa e kevA gAya che. sUi jAre bAbA sUI jA...mAmA lAve Topo ne mAsI lAve TopalI-3 sUI jA, tArA mAmA tAre mATe jharInI suMdara TopI ne khamIza lAvaze, te tu' paheraze ane tArI mAsI tArA mATe kharaphI, peDAnI TApalI lAvaze, te khAIne majhA karaje ne tArI mAtA ramakaDA lAvaze te tuM ramyA karaje. (hasAhasa) khasa, AvA hAlaraDA gAya. AvA hAlaraDA gAvAthI bALakanA jIvanamAM zuM sa`skAra paDe ! hAlaraDA gAme te A jinasenA

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zAradA sarvAsa rANuM enA putrane gAya che tevA gAo te bALaka zuravIra ne dhIra bane. jinasenA pitAne lADIlA putrane pAraNAmAMthI ja AvA vIratA bharelA hAlaraDA gAIne ucca zikSaNa Ape che. haju paNa kevA mIThA hAlaraDA gAze ne kevI zikhAmaNa Apaze ane ratnAvatI paNa tenA kumArane kevA hAlaraDA gAze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 38 zrAvaNa vada 5 ne budhavAra tA. 23-8-78 sajJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMtajJAnI tIrthakara bhagavaMtanA sukhakamaLamAMthI jharelI ane traNe kALe siddha thayelI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. siddhAMtanI vANInA zabda zabda anaMta raha bharelA che. te rahasya je jIva samaje te tenA jIvanamAM jAgRtine jhaNakAra thAya, ene aMtarAtmA jAgI uThe ane vicAre ke A saMsAranI mAyAjALamAM phasAI gayo chuM paNa eka divasa te badhuM cheDIne mAre javAnuM che. mATe jatAM pahelA mArA AtmA mATe kaMIka sAdhanA karI lauM paNa jene A vAta nathI samajAtI tevA ja saMsAranA mohamAM phasAIne pApakarma bAMdhe che. AvA ajJAnI cha mATe bhagavAne sUyagaDAyaMga sUtramAM kahyuM che ke AukkhayaM ceva abujjhamANe, mamAi se sAhasakArI mande / aho ya rAo paritappamANe, aDhesu mUDhe ajarAmare vva // 10-18 AyuSyanA kSayane nahi jANatA, mArApaNAnI buddhithI vyApAramAM sAhasane nahi paNa ghera dusAhasane kheDanArA, rAtri ne divasa tIva paritApane anubhavatAM pitAnA ghora ajJAnane kAraNe keTalAka manuSya jANe pite ajara amara na hoya te rIte AraMbha samAraMbhAdimAM pravartatA hoya che. A gAthAmAM bhagavAne spaSTa samajAvyuM che ke mUDha manuSya manamAM mRtyuno vicAra karatA nathI. jene mRtyune Dara lAge che evA manuSya amuka uMmare AraMbha samAraMbhathI nivRtta thaI jAya che. sarvathA nivRtta na thaI zake te chevaTe dezathI paNa nivRtti le che ane dharmapravRttimAM joDAya che. dharma pravRttimAM joDAyA pachI jIvane utsAha uttarottara vadhatuM jAya che. ATalA mATe jIve rAta divasa evuM raTaNa karatAM rahevAnuM ke A mAruM zarIra anitya che. A dhana vaibhava, dareka prakAranI saMpadAo ane Arogya paNuM anitya che ane viSayajanya je sukha che te paNa anitya che. divase divase mRtyu ApaNI najIkamAM AvI rahyuM che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa e ApaNI ceTa pakaDIne beThuM che. e kaI kSaNe upADI jaze te ApaNe jANI zakatA nathI, mATe jJAnI purUSa kahe che te manuSyo ! tame

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34: zAradA suvAsa jeTalI bane teTalI dharmArAdhanA karIne dhamanuM bhathu' bharo. jene A vAta samajANI nathI tevA jIvA rAta divasa dhana meLavavAnI dhamAlamAM magna bane che, ane jene jJAnInA vacana samajAI jAya che te jIvA ane teTale dhama kare che. bAra bhAvanAnuM ciMtana zu Ape che ? :- ma'e ! zarIra, dhana, yauvana, jIvana ane sasAranA tamAma vaibhavA anitya che. A pramANe anityatAnA svarUpanA vicAra karatAM temAM rAga na thAya tenuM nAma virAga che, ane tenuM phaLa para parAe vItarAga banavuM te che, kAraNa anityAdi khAra bhAvanAonA ciMtanamAM kevaLajJAnanA bIja paDelA che. mAra bhAvanAnuM ciMtana karanAra sAdhakane aMtaramAMthI kevaLajJananA raNakAra AvyA vinA rahetA nathI. ekeka bhAvanAnA ciMtanamAM bhatranA nAza karavAnI pracaMDa tAkAta rahelI che. mATe AjathI tame ciMtanamAM joDAI jAo. meAkSaprAptine A eka amogha upAya che. sAcA hRdayathI AvI bhAvanAnuM ciMtana karazeA tA mekSaprApti muzkela nathI, paNa A bhAvanA lUkhI na heAvI oIe. samajaNapUrvaka, zuddha zraddhA sahita hovI joI e, te kevaLajJAna prApti ane mekSa maLe. huM tamane zarUAtamAM kahI gaI ne ke vItarAga prabhunI vANInA zabde zabdamAM alaukika rahasyA bharelA che, paNu enu ciMtana karIe te rahasyA samajAya ne ? elA, tame ahIMthI sAMsaLIne gayA pachI ciMtana kare che kharA ? jema me'dInA pAMdaDe pAMdaDe raMga che paNa ene ghUMTavAmAM Ave te raga pragaTe che, tema jinavANInA zabde zabdamAM virAga bharelA che, rahasya bharelAM paNu aMtaranA uMDANumAMthI ciMtana kare te virAga pragaTe te rahasya samajAya, bhagavAne emanI dvizya vANI dvArA ApaNane samajAvyuM che ke huM jIvA! tame A sa'sAramAM koI paNa vastu ke sthAna upara rAga na kare, kAraNa ke A saMsAranA dareka padArthoM anitya che. sarvAsiddhi vimAnanA mahadhika devAnuM AyuSya tetrIsa sAgaropamanu che, tevA devA paNa AyuSya pU ruM thaye tyAMthI cave che ane temanA AtmA A mRtyulekamAM hAMdhAtI garbhAvAsanI koTaDImAM utpanna thAya che. AvA nizcaya ekAvatArI devene paNa AyuSya pUruM thatAM tyAMthI cavavu' paDe che te A saMsAramAM bIjuM zuM zAzvata che ? ATalA mATe jJAnIpurUSoe cAra gati rUpa sa'sAramAM AvelA sa` sthAnAne anitya kahyA che. devA je vimAnamAM utpanna thAya che te vimAnA zAzvata che paNa temAM rahenArA devA zAzvata nathI. davAnI duniyAmAM sarvArthasiddha vimAna e uMcAmAM UMcuM sthAna che. temAM utpanna thayelA dhruva paNa AyuSya pUruM thatAM tyAMthI mRtyulAkamAM Ave che, pachI duniyAmAM zAzvata kaNa rahevAnu che ? zA mATe jIva A badhI vaNAone potAnI mAnIne besI gayA che? jo jIva A anityatAnA svarUpane samaje te eka kSagumAM enA mehu utarI jAya ane mAkSamArga tarapha vaLI jAya.

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zAradA suvAsa 347 sthira kAMI nathI tema samajI jAgRta bano' -A zarIranuM Arogya, zarIranI tAkAta, AyuSya, dhana vigere badhuM anitya che eTaluM ja nahi paNa utsAha, baLa, vIrya ke parAkrama paNa kAMI kAyama sarakhA rahetA nathI. bhUkha, tarasa, vedanA, vigere pariSahene sahana karavAnI tAkAta paNa amuka TAIme ghaTI jAya che, ema samajIne dareka manuSya AtmahitamAM lAgI javuM joIe. tame kaho che ne ke atyAre yuvAnImAM dhana kamAI levA de. yuvAnInuM vaLeluM ghaDapaNamAM khAIzuM ne dharma karIzuM, paNa huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke yuvAnInuM raLeluM dhana tamArA ghaDapaNa sudhI raheze tenI khAtrI che? tame raLI raLIne bheguM karyuM paNa paNa chokare uDAu nIkaLe te ? tamAruM mahenata karIne raLeluM badhuM phanA karI nAMkhaze. agara cAra cerI karIne laI jaze, Aga lAgaze ne baLI jaze, aneka rIte cAlyuM jaze te zuM karaze ? paNa jo tame yuvAnImAM dharma rUpI dhana raLIne bheguM karI lIdhuM haze te pachI keInI tAkAta che ke e dhana tamAruM laI zake ? A lekamAM e tamArI sAthe rahe che ne paralekamAM paNa sAthe Ave che. mATe AvuM samajIne dharma hamaNAM nahi ghaDapaNamAM karIzuM evA nabaLA vicArene choDIne jAgyA tyArathI savAra samajIne AtmakalyANa karavAmAM joDAI jAo Aje nahi kAle karIzuM evI mudata kerTamAM hoya, dharmamAM nahi. mRtyune mATe kaI kALa nizcita nathI. mAnavIne janma tArIkhanI khabara che paNa mRtyu TAIma ke tArIkhanI keIne khabara paDatI nathI, tema dharma karavA mATe paNa keI nizcita kALa na joIe. dharma te sadAkALa AcaravA yogya che, paNa tame te zuM kahe che ! ghaDapaNamAM geviMdanA guNalA gAIzuM paNa ghaNAM te ghaDapaNa AvyA pahelAM baLataNamAM khaDakAI gayA ne atyAre paNa khaDakAI rahyA che. tenuM zuM? umarazIbhAI! mArI vAta samajAya che ne? ATalA mATe kahIe chIe ke bAlapaNuM, yuvAnI ke ghaDapaNa dareka avasthAmAM dharma AcaravA gya che. kiMmatI kSaNane upaga kyAM karaze - devAnupriye ! manuSyabhavanI ekeka kSaNa keTalI kiMmatI che te jANe che ne? are tame bele che ke "TAIma Ijha manI" samaya kiMmata che paNa kiMmatI samayane upaga dhana mATe kare che ke dharma mATe ? te te mane kahe bhagavatI sUtramAM bhagavAne kahyuM che ke tapamAM chaThTha jeTale tapa, ane AyuSyamAM sAta lava jeTaluM AyuSya ochuM hovAthI upazama zreNIe caDhelA munine sarvArthasidadha vimAnamAM utpanna thavuM paDyuM. lava kone kahevAya! te Apa jANe che? sAta zvAsocchavAsa pramANa je kALa tene eka stokane kALa gaNavAmAM Ave che ane sAta stakane eka lava thAya che. basa, ATalA sAta lavanA AyuSya mATe sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAM tetrIsa sAgaropamanI sthitie utpanna thavuM paDyuM ne pAchA tyAMthI AvIne mAtAnA garbhamAM AvavuM paDyuM, tethI kahIe chIe ke pramAda na kare. je samaya tamane maLe che tenI kSaNe kSaNa kehInara karatAM paNa adhika kiMmatI che. tene dharmArAdhanA karIne sArthaka kare,

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zAradA suvAsa "dhanI sAthe guNAnI jarUra che" :- kha'e! dhama paNa kevA hovA joIe ? dharma karavAnI sAthe jIvanamAM guNu AvavA joie. guNA e dharUpI mahelanA pAye che. tame makAna baMdhAvA che tyAre pahelAM te pAceA caNAya che ne ? makAna karatAM pAyAmAM vadhu kharca paNu kAika vAra lAgI jAya ne ? makAna karatAM kadAca pAyAmAM vadhu kharca lAge tethI tame makAna na baMdhAvA evuM na bane ne ? ahIM guNA e dhama mahelanA pAye che. pAyA vinA jema makAna na baMdhAvAya tema guNNA vinA dhana AcarI zakAya. kadAca Acare te paNa tene paDI jatAM vAra na lAge. makAna game teTalu' suMdara ne uMcu anAvA paNa pAcA uDA na nAMkhyA hoya te pariNAme vAvAjhoDu thAya tyAre paDI ja jAya ne? A jIvanI paNa evI ja dazA che. dharma karavA che paNa guNarUpI pAyA vinAne. Aje meTA bhAganA manuSyanI jiMdagI AvI rIte pasAra thaI rahI che. zuA vinAnA dhIoe dharmanuM teja jhAMkhu pADayuM che. guNNA vinAnA dharmAtmAe ugatI peDhIne dha sAdhanAthI vegaLI rAkhI che, mATe dharma karavAnI sAthe dharmane anurUpa zuzu paNu pragaTAvatA jAo. 348 ApaNA cAlu adhikAramAM zaMkhakumAranA AtmA khUba guNIyala che, dayALu che. eTale strI raDatI hatI tyAM teo jaldI paheAMcI gayA. tyAM jaIne joyu te eka AdheDa vayanI khAI beThI beThI raDe che. kumAre tenI pAse jaIne kahyuM he mAtA ! tu` keNu che ? kSatriyapurUSane mana dareka strI potAnI mAtA samAna hoya che. vinayava' ane mAtRbhakta dIkarA mAtAnI kevI sevA kare che! tevI rIte A kSatriyakumAre paNa jagatanI duHkhiyArI mAtAe khAtara potAnuM lehI reDavuM paDe teA reDI de che paNa enu du:kha dUra kare che. eka mAtRbhakta yuvAna putranuM dRSTAMta yAda Ave che. sAmaDhatta nAmanA eka yuvAna mAtRbhakta hatA e cheka samajatA hatA ke mArI mAtAnA mArA upara kevA mar3Ana upakAra che! khApa tA nAnA mUkIne marI gayA, eTale mAtAe khUba kaSTa veThIne ene ucheryAM hatA. A chokarA paNa mAtA mATe potAnA jAna ane mAna badhuM kurabAna karavA taiyAra hatA. enI phaIbAe te enu nAma semadatta pADayuM hatuM. paNa enI mAtA ene saumya kaDIne premathI khelAvatI hatI. aDhAra varSanA yuvAna saumya enI mAtAnI sevAmAM ja peAtAnA jIvananuM sasva mAnatA hate. eka divasa mA-dIkaro ane gharamAM sUtA hatA. pahelI pathArI mAtAnI hatI ane aMdara dIkarA sUtA hate. ja rAtre enA gharamAM cAra pesI gayA. gharanAM khArAM majabUta na hatAM. ene khelatAM zI vAra ! A mAdIkaro tA bicArA ghasaghasATa uMghatA hatA. A cera aMdara AvyuM. A cAra paNa jevA

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349 zAradA suvAsa te na hate. bahu jabare hatuM. hAthamAM khaMjara ane keDe kaTAra beselI hatI. cere aMdara jaIne joyuM te gharamAM mAtra be jaNa ja che. eTale corI karavAne lAga bahu sAre che. be mANasamAM paNa eka te vRddha DozImA che. enI te kaI ciMtA nathI, paNa A yuvAna kadAca jAgI jAya te vaLI kadAca pakaDAI javAya eTale ene sauthI pahelA kabaje kare joIe. saumyane dhamakAvate cera :- Ama vicAra karIne cAra eka hAthamAM kaTAra ane eka hAthamAM aNIdAra camakatuM khaMjara laIne saumyanI pathArI pAse AvyuM, ane sAme khaMjara dharIne sAvadhAnIthI tene jagADe. saumya bhara niMdamAMthI jAgRta thaye ne joyuM te sAme bukAnI bAMdhIne hAthamAM kaTAra ne khaMjara laI pitAnI sAme eka cAra ubhela che. saue vicAra karyo ke gharamAM huM ekale ja chuM ane A te hathiyAra laIne mArI sAme ubhe che. je huM kaMI paNa bolavA jaIza te hamaNAM ja mane pUre karI nAMkhaze, chatAM hiMmata karIne kaMIka bolavA jAya te pahelAM core ene IzArAthI kahI dIdhuM ke cUpa eka zabda paNa be che te joyuM che A aNIdAra cakamakatuM khaMjara! tane eka jhATake mArI nAMkhIza. bicAre saumya te gabharAI gaye. aMdhArI rAte keNa enI vahAre Ave ? cere dhIme rahIne kahyuM ke mAlamita hoya te badhI batAvI che. A kabATanI cAvI kyAM che? saupe cArane badhuM batAvIne kahyuM. bhAI! tAre je levuM hoya te laI le paNa mane jIvate rAkhaje. cAva maLI eTale cAre saumyane eka thAMbhalA sAthe majabUta bAMdhI dIdhA. e bA ke chAtImAM bhIMsa thavA lAgI paNa cArane kaMI dayA heya? najara samakSa lUMTAI raheluM dhana"?-cere kabATa che ne temAMthI kiMmatI sArI cIje bahAra kADhI, ane eka moTuM kapaDuM pAtharIne temAM mUkavA lAgyA. bApadAdAnA vakhatanI bhegI karelI milkata pitAnA dekhatAM cAra kADhI rahyo che. e joIne saumyanA dilamAM duHkha thavA lAgyuM ke cAra Aje mArI badhI ja mita laI jaze ! pitAnI najara samakSa cera badhuM kADhIne bheguM karI rahyo che paNa eka zabda bolI zakAya tema nathI. bele te marI jAya tema hatuM. have je pite marI jAya te vRddha mAtAnI sevA keNa kare? ene mAtAnI khUba ciMtA hatI. bIjuM rakhene mAtA jAgI jAya ane A cora mArI mAphaka mAtAne bAMdhI de te palakArAmAM enAM prANa cAlyA jAya. pitAnI mAtAnI pitAnA jevI dazA na thAya te mATe bhagavAnane prArthanA karavA lAge. "mAtRbhaktithI belI uThelo sozya":- A cAre gharamAMthI badhI sArI sArI cIne laI lIdhI chatAM ene saMtoSa na thaye eTale nAnI nAnI mAmUlI cIjo paNa upADavA mAMDI. Ama karatAM gharamAMthI badhI cIjo laI lIdhI. chelle eka khUNAmAM paDelI nAnakaDI

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350 zAradA suvAsa kaDAI upara ceranI najara gaI. eTale te kaDAI lAvIne enA kapaDAmAM mUkavA jAya che tyAM ATalI vAra mauna dharIne ubhele mAtRbhakta saumya belI uThaze. vIrA ! tAre je levuM hoya te badhuM khuzIthI laI jA paNa mArA upara dayA karIne A kaDAI mUkI che. tuM e na laI jaIza. mAla mikta badhuM lIdhuM chatAM kaMI nathI be ne A nAnakaDI kaDAI lIdhI tyAre raDate raDate kahe che kaDAI rahevA de. A zabdo sAMbhaLIne cora vicAra karavA lAge ke ATaluM badhuM lIdhuM tyAre kaMI na be ne A kaDAI levAnI nA pADe che mATe nakkI A kaDAImAM kaMIka lAge che. nahitara ATalI badhI cIjo letAM na be ne eka kaDAImAM zA mATe bele? cere dhIme rahIne kahyuM tuM mane kaI laI javAnI nA pADe che eTale mane lAge che ke e uparathI leDhA jevI dekhAtI kaDAI kadAca sonA cAMdInI haze ! saupe kahyuM -bhAI! tuM ja tapAsa karI le ne eTale khabara paDaze. cere kaDAIne barAbara tapAsI te kaDAI te loDhAnI ja che. te A chokarI kaDAI levAnI kema nA pADate haze? ene pUchI jouM. A vicAra karIne cora saumya pAse AvIne pUche che bhAI ! tuM nA pADe che te huM tArI kaDAI nahi lauM paNa huM tane eka vAta pUchuM chuM ke te kiMmatI cIjo letAM mane na aTakAvyuM ke A eka nAnakaDI leDhAnI kaDAI letA aTakAvyo tenuM zuM kAraNa? saumyanI mAtRbhaktithI cerane hadaya palTo :-pitAnI mAtA UMghamAMthI jAgI na jAya tene khyAla rAkhIne dhImethI kahyuM -bhAI ! gharanI badhI cIjo vinA huM calAvI zakuM tema chuM paNa A kaDAI vinA mAre cAle tema nathI. kAraNa ke A mArI mAtA vRddha che, ane pAchI bimAra che, eTale ene mATe roja savAre uThatAveMta A kaDAImAM huM rAba banAvuM chuM. have tuM ja vicAra kara ke A kaDAI tuM laI jAya te uThatAveMta vahelI savAre mAre kaDAI kayAMthI lAvavI. bajAra vahelI savAre te baMdha hoya. kaDAI na maLe tyAM sudhI mArI mAtAne bhUkhyA rahevuM paDe e mArAthI sahana na thAya. huM bhUkhyA rahIza paNa mArI mAtAne huM bhUkhI rAkhI zakuM tema nathI. A sAMbhaLIne cAra te thaMbhI gaye. ahe! A chokarAne enI mAtA keTalI vahAlI che! eka yuvAna chokarAmAM pitAnI mAtA pratyenI ajaba mAtRbhakti joIne kALamIMDha kALajAne cera paNa pIgaLI gaye. ahe! zuM enI mAtRbhakti che ! cera paNa aMte te mANasa ja hatuM ne? ene aMtarAtmA pokArI uThaye ke AvA pavitra chokarAnA gharanI eka paNa cIja mArAthI kema levAya? eNe tarata ja saumyane kahyuM ke bhAI! tArA jevA mAtRbhakta putranI eka paNa cIja je huM lauM te mAre bhavabhavamAM bhaTakavuM paDe. ema kahIne tarata ja ene baMdhanathI mukta karyo ane enA pagamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgI ne badhI bhegI karelI cIje tyAM ne tyAM mUkIne cAlavA lAgyo, tyAre mAtRbhakta saumya ene kahyuM ke bhAI! tuM A badhuM mUkIne kayAM cAle? tuM A badhuM khuzIthI laI jA. mAre te AmAMthI mArI mAtAne mATe rAba banAvavA A eka kaDAI sivAya kaMI nathI joItuM. mahenata karIne

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zAradA suvAsa 351 te A badhuM bheguM karyuM che. e mAruM nahi tAruM ja gaNAya. mATe tuM badhuM laIne ja jA. cere kahyuM-bhAI! mane mApha kara. mAre kaMI nathI joItuM, tyAre some kahyuM tuM kaMI paNa lIdhA vinA jaIza te tArI mAtA nirAza thaze. tArI mAtAne khuza karavA mATe paNa tuM A laI jA. bhAI! mAre jevI mAtA che evI tAre paNa mAtA te haze ja ne? mArI mAtAne khuza karIne tArI mAtAne nAkhuza karuM e mane na game, mATe tuM laI jA. core ghaNuM nA pADI, tyAre saue cerane kahyuM- bhAI! have tuM cAra nathI rahyo. have tuM mAre bhAI kahevAya. bhAI premathI je Ape e te levAya ne! ema kahIne corane eka vITI bheTa ApI. e laIne cAra gaye paNa enA haiyAmAM mAtRbhaktine amara mudrAlekha sadAne mATe kotarAI gaye, ane mAtRbhakta saumya paNa potAnI mAtRbhaktinA pratApe aNadhArI AphatamAMthI ugarI gaye. juo, mAtRbhaktimAM paNa keTalI zakti che! huM te AjanA yuvAnane kahuM chuM ke tame badhuM bhUlI jaje paNa tamArA upakArI mAtApitAne kadI bhUlaze nahi. tamArA cAmaDAnA juttA banAvIne mAtApitAne paherAvaze te paNa emanA aNumAMthI mukata nahi banI zake. mATe bane teTalI mAtApitAnI sevA karajo. emanA aMtaranA AzIrvAdathI tame sukhI thaze. vRddhAne pRcchA karate zaMkhakumAra :- zaMkhakumAra strIne avAja sAMbhaLIne tenI vahAre Ave. ene khabara na hatI ke vRddha ke yuvAna strI kezu che? strInI pAse AvIne joyuM te AdheDa vayanI strI che, eTale zaMkhakumAre ene pUchyuM-he mAtA ! tuM keNa che? teNe kahyuM-De dIkarA ! huM kaI bhUta ke vyaMtarI nathI, huM manuSyANuM chuM. huM agadezamAM caMpAnagarInA jitArI rAjAnI lADakavAyI putrI yazomatInI dhAvamAtA chuM, eTale zaMkhakumAre kahyuM- jitArI rAjAnI kuMvarInI dhAvamAtA ahIM vagaDAmAM kayAMthI hoya? sAcuM bele. bAIe kahyuM-dIkarA ! huM beTuM nathI bolatI paNa satya kahuM chuM, tyAre pUchyuM ke te tame ahIM kevI rIte AvyA te mane kahe. eTale eNe kahyuM ke bhAI! sAMbhaLa. jitArI rAjAnI putrI yazematI rUpa, guNa ane kaLAne bhaMDAra che. enI sAthe ghaNA rAjakumAre harIphAImAM utaryA paNa koI ene jItI zakayuM nahi, eTale rAjAne ciMtA thavA lAgI ke mArI dIkarI kene paraNAvuM? evAmAM yazomatIe keinI pAsethI hastinApuranA rAjAnA putra zaMkhakumAranI khUba prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne teNe evI pratijJA karI ke paraNuM te zaMkhakumArane ja. e nahi maLe te jIvanabhara kuMvArI rahIza paNa bIje te nahi ja paraNuM. bAInI vAta sAMbhaLI zaMkhakumAre vicAra karyo ke hastinApuranA rAjAne putra ane zaMkhakumAra te huM chuM. ThIka, mane enI vAta barAbara dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLavA che, bAIe vAta AgaLa calAvatAM kahyuM ke yamatInI

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52 zAradA suvAsa AvI pratijJA sAMbhaLatAM enA pitAjI khuza thayA ane temaNe yamatInuM mAMgu hastinApura mokalyuM. te pahelAM evuM baneluM ke maNizekhara nAmanA eka vidyAre yazomatInI khUba prazaMsA sAMbhaLI ane gupta rIte tene joI lIdhI, eTale teNe paNa jitArI rAjA pAse yazomatInI mAMgaNI karI tyAre rAjAe tene kahI dIdhuM ke mArI putrI zaMkhakumAra sivAya bIjA keIne paraNavA IcchatI nathI. e te manathI zaMkhakumArane varI cUkI che. A sAMbhaLI maNizekhara vidyAdharane khUba krodha caDhaye ne eka divasa lAga joI teNe yazomatInuM apaharaNa karyuM. te vakhate huM tenI pAse ja hatI. eNe jevI kuMvarIne upADI te meM ene hAtha pakaDe ne ene choDAvavA ghaNuM karyuM paNa vidyAdhara AgaLa mAruM zuM gajuM! eNe baLAtkAre kuMvarIne uDAvI tyAre meM kuMvarIne paga pakaDI lIdhe. e hate vidhAdhara eTale amane laIne e AkAzamAM uDe. ahIM AvyA eTale nIce utarIne mane teNe ahIM rastAmAM pheMkI dIdhI, ane e te kuMvarIne laIne kayAMne kayAMya cAlyo gaye. huM mArI vahAlI dIkarIne yAda karIne raDI rahI chuM. dhAvamAtAe zaMkhakumArane kahelI kahANI" - dIkarA! e yazomatIne meM nAnapaNathI ucherI che. e mane mArA prANathI paNa atyaMta vahAlI che. e mane have kyAM maLaze? ema kahIne khUba raDavA lAgI. dhAvamAtAe kahyuM ke yazomatI zaMkhakumArane Icche che chatAM kumAre ema na kahyuM ke to huM ja hastinApuranA rAjAne putra zaMkhakumAra chuM, kAraNa ke kSatriye gaMbhIra hoya che. A jagyAe bIje kaI heta te kahI deta ke tArI kuMvarI jene paraNavA icche che te ja huM chuM, paNa bAIne kahyuM- he mAtA ! tame raDaze nahi. have tame ciMtA na karazo. ahIM najIkamAM ja mArI chAvaNI che tyAM tame cAle huM tamane mUkIne tarata ja tamArI putrIne game tyAMthI zodhI lAvIza. dhAvamAtAe kahyuM - diIkarA! mane vidyAre jaMgalamAM pheMkI chatAM paNa huM jIvatI rahI ne tArA je dIkare maLe te mArI dIkarIne saMdeza tamane ApI zakI, he dIkarA ! tuM mArI dIkarIne jadI, lAvI A5 jethI mane zAMti thAya. dhAvamAtAne pitAnI chAvaNImAM sUvADavavAnI vyavasthA karIne hAthamAM khaDjha laIne eLe javA taiyAra thaye, tyAre tenA mitra mati pratye kahyuMvIrA ! tuM ekale kayAM jAya che ? huM tArI sAthe AvuM chuM, paNa zaMkhakumAre kahyuM ke tuM ahIM badhuM saMbhALaje. huM hamaNuM ja yazomatIne laIne AvuM chuM. ema kahIne zaMkhakumAra ekale hAthamAM talavAra laIne yazomatInI zodha karavA cAlI nIkaLyA. have te kevI rIte lAvaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - gaI kAle tame sAMbhaLI gayA ne ke jinasenA rANIe enA putra jinasena kumArane kevA vIratA bharelA mIThA hAlaraDA gAyA. tamArA putrone zuravIra ne dhIra banAvavA hiya te tame paNa AvA hAlaraDA gAje ne bALaka moTo thAya tyAre tene AvA vIra

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zAdI suvAsa 313 purUSonI vArtA saMbhaLAvo tA enAmAM khAlapaNathI ja dharmanA sa`skAra paDaze, AgaLa mAtA kahe che kaNu` se tuma dAnI bananA, pAMDava se alakArI, zrI kRSNae cAddA hAra, bananA jagame. priyakArI, huM mArA lAla ! tu kaNu jevA dAnavIra manaje. tane tArA puNyathI je maLe temAM tu mArApaNAnI buddhi karIne saMkucita dilanA na khIza, paNa tane maLyuM te badhAnu che ema samajIne tuM dAna karaje ne kaNanI jema dAnI tarIke tuM vizvamAM vikhyAta khanaje, pAMDavA jevA baLavAna ana". pAMca pAMDavA kevA parAkramI hatA ane dharmarAjAnI AjJAnu ekI avAje tee pAlana karatA hatA ne sukha du:khamAM premathI sapIne rahetA hatA tema tuM paNa evA parAkramI khanIne tArA vaDIleAnI AjJAmAM samAI jaje, ane zrIkRSNa te traNa khaMDanA adhipati vAsudeva hatAM. emanu parAkrama ajoDa hatu, chatAM paropakArI ane guNagrAhI hatA. kRSNajI kAInuM duHkha joI zakatA na hatA, eTale prANanA bhAge paNu khIjAnuM du:kha maTADatA hatA. kAinA ghaNAM durguNA joIne tenI ghRNA karatA na hatA paNa hajAro avaguNumAMthI paNa e te guNA zeAdhIne grahaNa karatA hatA. tuM evA parAkramI, guNagrAhI ane paropakArI kRSNa jevA khanaje. paropakAranA kA karI tArA sadguNunI suvAsa jagatamAM phelAvIne tu... jagatanA lAkone priyakArI khanaje, ane gAMgeya jevA brahmacArI ane jIvadayAnA pALanAra manaje. " lagna vakhate gaMgAdevIe karela kAra " :-gAMgeya kANu hatAM te tame jANe! che ne? AmAMthI kaIkane khyAla nahi heya. jemane ApaNe bhISmapitA tarIke oLakhIe chIe temanuM mULa nAma gAMgeyakumAra hatu. gAMgeya nAma zAthI paDayuM ? e gaMgAnA putra hatA eTale gaMgA uparathI enuM nAma gAMgeyakumAra paDayuM. jyAre zAMtanu rAjA ga MgAdevI sAthe paraNyA tyAre gaMgAdevIe emanI sAthe zarata karI hatI ke tamAre kI zikAra karavA nahi. je divase tame zikAra karaze tyAre tamAre ne mAre kaI sabaMdha niDu rahe. rAjAe zarata maMjura karI ane gaMgAdevI sAthe lagna karyAM. zAMtanu rAjA gaMgAdevI sAthe AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. samaya jatAM gaMgAdevI gabhavatI banI. evAmAM eka vakhata kaI mANase AvIne zAMtanu rAjAne kahyuM ke maDArAjA ! amuka jaMgalamAM bahu suMdara haraNIyA che. tyAM zikAra karavAnI khUba majhA Ave tema che. A zAMtanu rAjA pahelethI zikAranA zeAkhIna hatA. temAM AvI vAta sAMbhaLI eTale zikAra karavA mana upaDayuM. jene jenA rasa hAya tene te vAta sAMbhaLatAM anero rasa Ave che. pachI bhale ne e kAma pApanuM haiAya. zAMtanu rAjA A samaye gaMgAdevInI sAthe karelA karArane bhUlI gayA ne zikAra karavA mATe upaDI gayA. 911 22 5.

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zAradA suvAsa 34 te gaLAdevIne khabara paDI ke maDArAjA zikAra karavA gayA. eTale eNe vicAra karyo ke rAjAe mArI zaratanA bhaMga karyo have mAre ahIM rahevuM nathI. tarata ja paherelA kapaDe eka dAsIne laIne gaMgAdevI vanavagaDAnI vATe cAlI nIkaLyA. eNe evA vicAra na karyAM ke huM garbhAvatI chuM. ekalI strI jAti chuM te mAru jaMgalamAM zuM thaze ? AgaLanI strIe peAtAnA patine sudhAravA mATe keTaluM sahana karatI hatI! "gaMgAdevIe putrane ApelI pitAnI ALakhANu '' :- gaMgAdevI dAsI] sAthe jaMgalamAM gaI ne eka vRkSa nIce besIne prabhune prArthanA karI. enA ziyaLanA prabhAvathI devAe ene mATe maMgaleA khanAnyA ane khAvApIvAnI sagavaDa karI ApI. tyAM gaMgAdevIe putrane janma ApyA ne tenu nAma gAMgeya kumAra pADayuM. gaMgAdevI dharmadhyAna karatI ne putrane sArA saMskAro ApatI tyAM rahevA lAgI. zikAre gayela zAMtanu rAjA zikAra khelIne ghera AvyA. mahelamAM gaMgAdevIne na joyA. mahela emane sUnA lAgavA mAMDayA. potAnI bhUlanA khUba pazcAtApa ka gaMgAdevInI zodha karAvI paNa patto na lAgyA. samaya jatAM karatAM karatAM gaMgAdevI rahe che te jaMgalamAM zikAra karavA AvyA. tyAM gAMgeyakumAre temane zikAra karatA aTakAvyA, ane nirdeSi pazuenI rakSA karavA mATe zAMtanu rAjA sAthe yuddha karavA taiyAra thayA. gAMgeyanuM parAkrama joIne rAjA tAnnuma thaI gayA. chevaTe gaMgAdevIne bhamara paDI ke A tA pitA ane putra laDe che eTale teNe peAtAnA putrane enA pitAjInI oLakhANa karAvI. zAMtanu rAjA ga MgAdevI pAse gayA ne peAtAnA mahele AvavA mATe khUba vinavaNI karI paNu gaMgAdevI rAjAnA mahelamAM gayA nahiM paNa gAMgeyakumArane enA pitAjIne sAMpI dIdhA ne pote potAnuM jIvana jaMgalamAM vItAvyuM. "gAMgeya bhISmapitAmaha kevI rIte banyA ? ' :- pitAjInA rAjyamAM AvyA pachI eka vakhata gAMgeyakumAra pharavA mATe gayA. tyAM temaNe nAvika pAse eka rUpavatI kanyAne joi. mAchImArane e kanyA kayAMkathI maLI hatI. mAchImAre ene ucherIne moTI karI hatI. A gAMgeyakumArane joine mAchImAranA manamAM thayu` ke mArI putrIne A rAjakumAra sAthe paraNAvu', paNa kudaratane karavuM ke zAMtanu rAjAe paNa A kanyAne joI hatI, eTale emane enI sAthe paraNavAnI IcchA thaI. gAMgeyakumAre nAvikane kahyuM ke tArI putrIne tuM mArA pitAjI sAthe paraNAva, tyAre mAchImAre kahyuM ke tArA jevA tejasvI yuvAna kumArane cheDIne tArA pitAne kANu paraNAve? khIjI vAta e che ke tamArA jevA parAkramI dIkarA hAya tene ja rAjagAdI maLe ne ? ane pachI mArI dIkarIne dIkarA thAya tene te gAdI maLe ja nahIM ne ? mATe rAjA sAthe mArI dIkarI nahi paraNAvuM, tyAre gAMgeyakumAre kahyuM ke bhAi ! huM pratijJA karu chuM huM rAjagAdI na|i lau, tamArI dIkarInA dIkarA thaze tene ja rAjagAdI maLaze. mAchImAra kahuM e vAta sAcI paNa pachI tame bIjI rAjakumArI paraNA ne enA saMtAna thAya e paNa

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zAradA suvAsa 355 - tamArA jevA parAkramI ja thAya ne! pachI mArI dIkarInA dIkarA ane enA dIkarA thAya e badhAnuM zuM? tyAre gAMgeyakumAre kahyuM ke jo tane ema hoya te huM AjathI sUryanI sAkSIe, jIvanaparyata brahmacaryanI pratijJA karuM chuM, pachI tane kaI vAMdhe che? pachI nAvike enI putrIne zAMtanu rAjA sAthe paraNAvI. gAMgeyakumAre pitAnA pitAjIne khAtara AvI bhISma-kaDaka pratijJA karIne jIvanabhara zuddha brahmacaryanuM pAlana karyuM. tethI te bhISma pitA kahevAyA. e , samayanA saMtAne paNa kevA hatA ! pitAnA pitAne khAtara pite keTale tyAga karyo! . jIvanabhara A rIte brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM te kaI sAmAnya vAta nathI. AvA putra jagatamAM maLavA muzkela che. jinasenAe karelA suMdara saMsmaronuM siMcana - jinasenAe tenA dIkarAne kahyuM ke beTA! tuM A bhISmapitA je banaje. sarva jenI dayA pALaje ne darekanI sAthe prema vadhAraje. sadA satya belaje. bane teTale paropakArI banaje. beTA ! tane vadhu te zuM karyuM? vizva vijetA banakara beTA, rakhanA dUdhakI zAna, dukhanI mAtAka duHkha miTAjo, dilA sanmAna. tuM jagatamAM me vizvavijetA banIne tArI mAtAnuM dUdha dIpAvaje ane A tArI dukhiyArI mAtAnA dukha maTADI tene jagatamAM mahAna banAvaje. tArA pitAe mAruM apamAna karIne mane kADhI mUkI che te tuM meTa thAya tyAre tArI mAtAnuM sanmAna tuM vadhAraje. A pramANe dararoja jinasenA hAlaraDA gAvA lAgI eTale darareja putranA kAne evA ja zabdo paDavA lAgyA tethI tenA jIvanamAM evA guNe AvavA lAgyA. divaso upara divase vItatAM jinasenakumAra caMdranI kaLAnI jema divase divase moTe thatAM ATha varSane thaye. jinasenAe eka zubha divasa joIne kalAcAryane tyAM bhaNavA mUko. mAtAe pahelethI enA jIvanamAM suMdara saMskAronuM siMcana karyuM hatuM eTale enAmAM vinaya ne viveka Adi guNa te saheje AvI gayA hatA, chatAM jinasenAe bhaNavA mUkatI vakhate paNa hita zikhAmaNa ApI ke beTA ! gurUnI AjJAmAM raheje. sadA temanI sevA-bhakti ane vinaya karI temanI kRpA meLavaje ne khUba jJAna meLavIne maDAna banaje. A rIte khUba hitazikhAmaNa ApIne kalAcArya pAse bhaNavA mUko. jinasena kalAcAryane caraNe - mAtAnI hitazikhAmaNane hRdayamAM avadhArIne jinasenakumAra bhaNavA gaye. jaIne sauthI pahelAM kalAcAryagurUnA caraNamAM name ne emanI caraNaraja mAthe caDhAvIne kahyuM-gurUdeva ! AjJA pharamAve. ene vinaya, viveka, belavAnI mIThAza ane namratA vigere jaIne gurUnuM mana TharI gayuM ne vicAra karatA thayA ke A

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zAradA suvAsa keI supAtra jIva che. A chokare mahAna jJAnI ane pratApI rAjA banaze. AgaLanA gurUo paNa vidyArthIonuM vartana joIne tarata pArakhI letA hatA. Aje te "gurU" zabda kahevAnuM ja jatuM rahyuM ne skUlamAM zikSakane TIcara kahevAmAM Ave che. eka bAju gurUdeva zabda bele ne bIjI bAju TIcara' zabda bele, tamane zuM belatA bhAva Avaze? te vicArajo. TIcara zabda ke te chaDo lAge che ne gurU zabda bharyo bharyo lAge che. evI rIte mAtAne madhara ane mammI kaho emAM zuM bhAva Ave che. ane "mA..." kahevAmAM kevA pavitra ne pUjya bhAva Ave che ! "mA" zabda premane bharela che. ahIM jinasenakumAre vinaya, viveka, Adi guNothI gurUnuM dila jItI lIdhuM che. A enI mAtAnA saMsakAranuM baLa che. have ratnAvatI enA putrane kevA hAlaraDA gAya che ne enA putra rAmasenamAM kevA guNe Avaze. eka ja rAjAnI be rANIo ane eka ja pitAnA be putro hevA chatAM baMnenA jIvanamAM keTale pharaka che tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM-39 zrAvaNa vada 6 ne gurUvAra tA. 24-8-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMtajJAnI, parama upakArI tIrthaMkara devee jagatanA chanA kalyANa mATe siddhAMtanI prarUpaNa karI. siddhAMta e jinezvaradevanI vANI che, eTale ene ApaNe jinavANuM paNa kahIe chIe. duniyAmAM vANI te ghaNAM prakAranI rahelI che paNa jinavANInI tele bIjI kaI vANI AvI zakatI nathI. kahyuM che ke "vANuM te ghaNerI bhalI paNa vItarAga tulya nahI, pyAlAbhara pIve prANI." jinavacana uparanI zraddhA jIvane mokSanA mArga tarapha laI jAya che. mahAna puNyadaya hoya tyAre jinavANuM sAMbhaLavA maLe che. tame ghera beThAM ja reDiye (AkAzavANI sAMbhaLe che. temAM dezadezanA samAcAra ane sinemAnA sUra sAMbhaLavA maLe che. tenAthI kaMI AtmAnuM kalyANa thatuM nathI. ulTe karmabaMdhana thAya che. bhavabhavamAM viyenA raMge raMgAIne jIve karmo bAMdhyA che. e karmonA baMdhanane teDanAra je kaI zastra hoya te A kALamAM jinavANI che. jIvane dharma pALavAnI bhUmikA prApta thAya e caramAvartakALa eTale ke makSa pAmavA pahelAne saMsArane chelle pudagala parAvartanakALa. A chelA pudgala parAvartanakALamAM AvelA chamAM badhA jIvene pahelethI jinavacana nathI maLI jatAM, chatAM koI paNa AtmalakSI dharma maLavAthI AtmA tarapha daSTi jAya che, duHkhamaya saMsAranI oLakhANa thAya che, pApane bhaya lAge che ane mokSa mATe dharma karavAnI rUcI jAge che, chatAM paNa jinavANuM sAMbhaLavA nathI maLI hatI tyAM sudhI AtmA, saMsAra, mekSa, saMsAranA hetu ane mokSanA

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zAradA suvAsa 57. hetu A badhAnA sAcA svarUpanuM bhAna nathI thatuM tethI mekSamArganI sAcI sAdhanA hAthe lAgatI nathI, kAraNa ke bIjA game teTalI suMdara prarUpaNa kare paNa e chatmastha jIve che, jyAre tIrthakara bhagavAna te sarvajJa che. sarvajJa ane sarvadazI bhagavAna ja saMsAranA svarUpane jANI dekhI zake che, ane potAnA jJAnamAM joyA pachI teo jagatanA jIne samajAve che eTalA mATe siddhAMtamAM kahevAmAM AvyuM che ke "tameva sara ni la nodi padya " jinezvara bhagavaMtae je vANIne upadeza Ape che te satya ane nizaMka che. emAM chadmastha jIvoe zaMkA karavI joIe nahi. ApaNI apabuddhinA kAraNe ApaNane kadAca samajAya ke na samajAya paNa ApaNe te ema samajavuM joIe ke jinavacana e ja pramANa che. bhale, kadAca jinezvara bhagavate kaheluM badhuM huM pALI na zakuM emAM mArI khAmI che. mArI kamanasIbI che paNa bhagavAnanI vANI te satya ja che. duniyAmAM bIjuM te ghaNuM maLaze paNa A jinavacana sAMbhaLavA kyAM maLaze? baMdhuo ! jIvanA mahAna puryodaya hoya tyAre jinavANI sAMbhaLavA maLe che. kaMIka cha jinavANI sAMbhaLavA mATe talase che tyAre tamane te saheje jinavANI sAMbhaLavA maLI che enuM mUlya tame samaje. jinavANIne abhyAsa karavAnI vAta pachI paNa ahIM AvIne jinavANI sAMbhaLatAM tamane evA bhAva Ave ke ahe! kevuM anaMta kalyANakArI jinavacana ! mahAsUma ane vizALa buddhinA dhAraka zrI gaNadhara bhagavaMtAe paNa ene apanAvyuM ! moTA devendra jevAoe paNa tene tahatti karyuM ne enA guNa gAyA. jinavacata satya ane alaukika tattvane kahenAruM che, kevuM uttamattama che! jagatanA jIne abhayadAna apAvanAruM che. cakravartipaNuM, svarga ane mokSanA sukhane pamADanAra che. A jinezvara prabhunI vANI kevI lakattara che! AvA bhAva cittamAM Ave te dharmadhyAna thAya. karmone thAka uDAve ne puNyana thaka upArjana thAya. ATalA bhAva Ave te paNa A mahAna lAbha thAya che te je AtmAe ene abhyAsa karI zraddhApUrvaka aMtaramAM utAre ene to keTalo mahAna lAbha thAya? AgaLanA zrAvake jinavANI sAMbhaLI tenA upara ananya zraddhA karIne kevA daDha banyA hatA enA siddhAMtamAM dAkhalA che. deve emanI parIkSA karavA AvyA ne kahyuM ke tuM tAro jaina dharma khoTo che ema kahI de. nahitara jAnathI mArI nAMkhIza. A samaye zrAvake zuM vicAratAM ke kAle marato heu te bhale Aje maruM.. mane maraNane Dara nathI. zira jAve te bhale jAve paNa merA jina dharma nahIM jAve." mAruM zira jAya te bhale jAya mane paravA nathI paNa mAro jaina dharma te nahI javA dauM. mAre jaina dharma cheTe che te kadI nahi kahuM. devee maraNane Dara batAvyuM chatAM

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upara zAradA suvAsa e zrAvaka sheja paNa calAyamAna thayA nahi. tamArI parIkSA karavA kaI devA atyAre nathI AvatAM, chatAM pazu dharma karatAM sheja kaSTa Ave te mana DagI jAya che. AnuM kAraNa hajI jinavANI upara sacATa zraddhA nathI. e zrAvakane te jinavacananA uMcA mUlya samajAI gayA hatAM. temanA manane sacATa lAgatu' hatuM ke dunyavI mahAna siddhi, samRddhie jinavacana rUpI khajAnA AgaLa kAMI ja visAtamAM nathI. kayAM e bhavakedamAM phasAvI nAMkhanArI dunyavI siddhi-samRddhi ! ane kayAM bhaveddhAraka jinavacana ! eka mAraka ane khIjuM tAraka. ATale meTo A anemAM taphAvata che. jinavANI maLI ane tene athAga zraddhApUrNAMka hRdayamAM sthApana karI eTale tAttvika rIte vItarAga banavAnA patha maLyA. zAstramAM zrAvakane eka vizeSaNa ApavAmAM AvyuM che ke bhagavAnanA zrAvako kevA hAya ? jinavacana bhAvita mativALA hAya. eTale emanI sati, emane Azaya jinavacanathI bhAvita karAyelA hAya. temanI buddhi, Azaya ane vicArasaraNIne jinavacanathI bhAvita karelI DAya, eTale e zrAvako ke sAdhue jinavacana upara sacATa zradvA rAkhe che ne mAne che ke jinezvara bhagava MtAe je kaMI kahyuM che te satya ane ni:zaMka che. mAre enI sheja paNu avagaNanA karAya nahi, beparavAI karAya nahiM. are, manathI pazu jinavacanathI viruddha (caMtavaNA na thAya tenI pUrI takedArI rAkhavI joI e pachI khelavAnI te vAta ja kayAM karavI ! navacanathI viruddha eka pazu zabda na khelAI jAya tenI pUrI sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI che. koi sAdhu agara zrAvaka potAnA abhimAnanA kAraNe huM kaika chuM ema jagatane batAvavA mATe pAtAnA mananI kalpanAthI agara mananA tarkathI zAstravacanathI virUddha kalpanA kare te enA saMsAra vadhI jAya che. jamAli eka padma utsatranu khelyA tA anu. bhavabhramaNa vadhI gayu. marIcie trida DInA vezamAM eTalu' ja kahyuM ke jevA tyAM dharma che evA ja ahI' che. eTalu' ja utsUtra bhASaNa karyu te enA saMsAra vadhI gayA. mATe samajAya teTaluM samajavuM, AcaraNa thAya teTaluM karavuM pazu jinavacananI viruddha prarUpaNA karavI nahi, paNu ane teTalI zraddhA karavI. lAkaDAmAM khaLatA nAga ane nAgaNune navakAramaMtra sabhaLAvyA. emaNe zraddhApUrvaka sAMbhaLyA tA. marIne dharaNendra ane padmAvatI devI banyA. e te tiya"ca jAti hatAM ane aMtima samaye maLatAM maLatAM navakAramaMtra sAMbhaLyA. navakAramaMtra zuM che e paNa jJAna na hatu. chatAM zraddhApUrvaka sAMbhaLavAthI marIne deva ane daivI thayA, tyAre tame te manuSya che ane pahelethI jaina dhama pAmelA che, jinavANI sAMbhaLeA che te pachI bhavabhramaNa kema na TaLe? have tA evI icchA thavI joie ke he bhagavAna ! anaMtakALathI saMsAramAM ghaNu rakhaDyo. have mAre rakhaDavu' nathI. mAre teA jaldI meAkSamAM javuM che ane te anusAra purUSA paNuM avazya karavA joIe.

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59 zAradI suvAsa bhagavAnanI aMtima vANu uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che zaMkhakumAre yazomatInI vAta jANI eTale tenuM lehI ukaLI gayuM. yazomatInI dhAvamAtAne pitAnI chAvaNImAM sUvADIne ekale zaMkhakumAra satI strInA zIyaLanuM rakSaNa karavA mATe vanavagaDAmAM ghUmavA lAge. satIyA purUSa satI strInI vahAre jarUra jAya che duniyAmAM kaSTa kene Ave? satIone. te rIte yazematI satI strI che. eNe manamAM nizcaya karyo che ke mAre zaMkhakumAra sivAya bIjA keI sAthe lagna karavA nathI. zaMkhakumAra nahi maLe te huM kuMvArI rahIza agara dIkSA laIza. AvI satIne maNuzekhara vidyAdhara upADI gayA che. chatAM enA satItvathI talabhAra cUkatI nathI. satI strIo bhayaMkara kasoTImAM aDaga rahe che, tyAre ja enI jagatamAM kiMmata aMkAya che. senAne cakAsaNuM karavA mATe leke agnimAM nAkhe che paNa pittaLane keI nAMkhatuM nathI. hIrAne sarANe caDhavuM paDe che paNa kAMkarAne keI sarANe caDhAvatuM nathI, kAraNa ke pittaLa ke kAMkarAnI jagatamAM kiMmata nathI. enA koI mUlya AMkatuM nathI. senA ane hIrAnA mUlya aMkAya che tethI tenI kaTI thAya che, tema satI strIonA jagatamAM guNalA gavAya che paNa jyAre pahelAM emanI kaparI kasoTI thAya che. e kaseTImAMthI pAra utare tyAre e satI tarIke jagatamAM pUjAya che. harizcaMdra rAjA ane tArAmatI rANInI kevI AkarI kasoTI thaI. duHkhamAM paNa pitAnuM satya cUkyA nahi. jyAre hitane sarpa karaDyo ane mRtyu pAmyo tyAre ene bALavA mATe ghora aMdhArI rAte zamazAnabhUmimAM gaI paNa vahAlaseyA dIkarAne bALavA lAkaDA nathI. enA zarIre oDhADavA kapaDuM nathI tyAM mazAnane kara kyAMthI cUkave ? te aMdhArI rAte karUNa svare rUdana karavA lAgI tyAre bhaMgIe kahyuM ke bAI ! tAro pati ke niSphara che. ke tAre dIkaro marI gaye che chatAM AvatuM nathI ? ke tAre A mazAnabhUmimAM AvavuM paDyuM? tyAre tArAmatIe kahI dIdhuM ke khabaradAra ! mArA patine niSphara kahenAre tuM keNa che? mArA pati te mahAna pavitra ane satyavAdI che. dayAne dariye che, A sAMbhaLI bhaMgIe pUchyuM ke tAre pati keNa che? mArA pati harizcaMdra rAjA che. ghora aMdhArAmAM tArAmatIne svara eLakhe eTale pUchayuM ke tuM koNa che? tArAmatI? te kahe-hA. eka bIjA aMdhArAmAM keI keInuM mukha joI zakatA nathI, tyAM vIjaLIne jhabakAre thAya che. tenA prakAzamAM ekabIjAnuM mukha joIne oLakhI jAya che, tyAre tArAmatIe kahyuM-nAtha! have te zmazAnane karavere mApha kare. A lADIlA rahitanA agnisaMskAramAM madada kare. A samaye harizcaMdra rAjAe kahyuM ke huM tArA ! atyAre huM. bhaMgIne ghera vecAyela chuM, ane te brAhmaNane ghera vecAyelI che. mATe mAre mArA mAlIkanuM kAma barAbara bajAvavuM joIe. huM Tekasa lIdhA vinA agnisaMskAra nahi karavA daMuM." tArAmatI dhAra AMsue raDe che, karagare che paNa harizcaMdra rAjA pitAnA satyathI talabhAra 5 ', *.

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360 zAradA suvAsa sUktA nathI. A temanI kasoTI hatI. e kaseTImAMthI pAra utaratAM AkAzamAM devavANI thAya che ne kene harizcaMdra rAjA ane satI tArAmatInI pichANa thAya che. deva sarpanuM rUpa laIne rohitane karaDa hatuM. tene deve sajIvana karyo. AvI AkarI kasaTI sahana karI tyAre A jagatamAM mahAna purUSa ane satIo tarIke emanI oLakhANa thaI ahIM yazomatIne paNa kasoTI AvI che, paNa enA puNyayoge zaMkhakumAra enI vahAre jaI rahyo che. tame kaI kArya karavAnuM hoya te kahe che ne ke hiMmata rAkhe. "hiMmate mardA te madade khudA" je mANasa hiMmatavAna bane che te khudAne enI madada AvavuM paDe che. ema yazematI baLavAna vidyAdharanA hAthamAM sapaDAI che paNa aMtaramAM hiMmata che. pitAnA cAritramAM ene zraddhA che ke zAsanadeva jarUra mane sahAya karaze. zaMkhakumAra AkhI rAta jaMgalamAM rakhaDe paNa kayAMya yazomatIne patto na lAge, kAraNa ke yazomatIne laI janAra vidyAdhara hato. enI zaktithI kyAMne kayAMya laI gaye heya. zaMkhakumAre zedhatAM zodhatAM AkhuM jaMgala joI lIdhuM. rAta pUrI thaI ane sUryanA kiraNe pRthvI upara paDatAM prakAza patharAye. eTalAmAM najIka eka parvata je. zaMkhakumAra parvata upara caDhyA. tyAM eka guphAmAM kaI strI-purUSane avAja saMbhaLAyA. tethI zaMkhakumAra guphA pAse gaye ne bahAra ubhe rahIne strI-purUSa vacce thatI vAta sAMbhaLavA lAgyA. guphAmAM eka purUSa strIne kahete hatuM ke he yazomatI ! tuM mArI sAthe lagna karI te huM tane mahAna sukhI banAvIza. huM A mahAna vidyAdhara chuM. mArI pAse AvI AvI mahAna zaktio ane vidyAo che. vidyAdhara sAme kaDaka paDakAra karatI yazematI - he duSTa ! he narAdhama ! tuM A zuM bolI rahyo che? tane lajajA nathI AvatI? meM te tene pahelethI ja kahyuM che ke meM mArA tana, mana ane dhana zaMkhakumArane arpaNa karI dIdhA che. huM svapnAmAM paNa anya purUSane IcchatI nathI, tyAre vidyAdhare kahyuM ke tuM zaMkha-zaMkha zuM kare che? zaMkha te mAro nakara che. huM ene rAjA chuM. tuM mAruM kahyuM mAnI jA je nahi mAne te huM baLAtkAre paNa tArI sAthe paraNIza, tyAre yazomatIe kahyuM ke lAkha vAte paNa huM zaMkhakumAra sivAya koInI sAthe paraNavAnI nathI. huM satI strI chuM. tuM mArI sAme baLAtkAra karIza te baLIne bhasma thaI jaIza, eTale vidyAdhara kahe che ke tuM zaMkha zaMkha kare che paNa tAre zaMkha te kayAMya paDaye haze. e tAre che te tArI hAre kema nathI Avate? ene khabara nathI ke zaMkha bahAra ubhe che. A pramANe vAta thaI eTale zaMkhakumAra siMhanI mAphaka chalAMga mArIne guphAmAM gaye ne kahyuM he pApI ! nAlAyaka! eka abaLAne satAvatAM zaramAtuM nathI. tArAmAM zurAtana hoya te AvI jA mArI sAme. strIne satAvavAmAM tArI zUravIratA nathI. siMhanI sAme siMha bAtha bIDe,

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zAradA sarvAsa abaLAnI sAthe nahi! tuM abaLAne satAve che ne ke tuM zaMkhakumArane Icche che te zaMkhakumAra tArI vahAre kema nathI AvatuM ? te dekha, huM zaMkhakumAra pote ja chuM, ane tArI pAsethI yazomatIne laI javA Avyo chuM. zaMkhakumAra ane vidyAdhara vacce kAramI laDAI - zaMkhakumArane joIne yazomatI khuza thaI gaIvidyAre pUchayuM ke tuM zaMkhakumAra che? te enI sAthe tuM paNa maravA taiyAra thaI jA. zaMkhakumAre kahyuM-mAryA...mAryA have, eka abaLAnuM ceranI jema haraNa karanAra mane zuM mArI zakavAne hato? tArAmAM tAkAta hoya te thaI jA taiyAra huM jouM chuM ke tuM mane ke mAre che? ema kahIne zaMkhakumAre vidyAdharane maravA khaga upADayuM ane vidyAre paNa khaDraga upADayuM. baMne jaNa ekabIjAnI sAme khUba jhajhUmyA paNa kaI kaIne harAvI zakayA nahi. laDatA laDatA vidyAdharanA badhA zastro khatama thaI gayA. yazomatI ubhI ubhI baMnenI laDAI jetI hatI ne manamAM belatI hatI ke zaMkhakumArane ja vijaya thaze. vidyAdhara zaMkhakumAranI sAme laDI laDIne thAkI gayo. enI pAse keI zasa na rahyuM tyAre teNe tenI vidyAnA baLathI lekhaMDane gaLe banAvIne kumAra upara pheM. e gaLAmAMthI agninA taNakhA jharavA lAgyA, paNa kumArane agnina taNakhA bALI zakyA nahi. ene te jANe pitAnA upara kulenI vRSTi thatI hoya evuM lAgyuM. evI rIte vidyAre ghaNuM geLA enI upara pheMkayA, paNa kumArane kaMI nukazAna na thayuM, tyAre cheluM eka dhanuSya paDayuM hatuM te laIne vidyAdhara enI sAme jhajhUmavA lAgyA, tyAre zaMkhakumAre zUravIratAthI enuM dhanuSya teDI nAMkhIne ene ghAyala karyo. maNizekhara vidyAdhara bemAna banIne dharatI upara paDI gaye. zaMkhakumAra anukaMpAvAna hatA. vidyAdharane jamIna upara bebhAna paDele joIne tene dayA AvI gaI. tene pavana nAMkhavA lAgyA ne pANI lAvIne vidyAdharanA meDhA upara chAMTayuM. eTale vidyAdhara bhAnamAM AvI gaye. tamane ema thaze ke hamaNAM jene mAravA uThe hate tene pavana nAMkhavA lAge! bhAI! AgaLanA rAjAe nyAyathI laDatA hatA. anyAyanI sAme e jhajhUmatA hatA. pahelA meTI khUnakhAra laDAIo thatI hatI. sUryodaya thatAM laDAI zarU thatI ne sUryAsta pachI laDAI baMdha thaI jatI. rAjA divase laDatA ane rAtre ekabIjAnI khabara pUchavA jatA. jyAre rAvaNa sItAjIne haraNa karIne laMkAmAM laI gaye ane rAma sItAjIne levA mATe laMkAmAM gayA ne rAvaNa pAse sItAjInI mAMgaNI karI paNa rAvaNe sItAjIne sIdhI rIte na ApI tyAre rAme rAvaNanI sAme yuddha karyuM. lekavANI che ke rAme rAvaNane mAryo paNa rAme rAvaNane nathI mAryo, lamaNe mAryo che. rAvaNanA marI gayA pachI rAma ane lakSmaNa enI mazAnayAtrAmAM joDAyA ane enI nanAmI pitAnA khabhe upADI hatI. enI aMtima kriyA karIne mahedarIne AzvAsana ApavA gayA

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zAradA suvAsa hatA. emane rAvaNanI sAthe verajhera na hatuM. e rAvaNanI sAthe laDayA na hatA paNa enI AsurI prakRti sAme laDayA hatA. durguNanI sAme sadgugathI vijaya meLavyuM hatuM. anyAyanI sAme nyAyathI laDyA hatA. AgaLanA rAjAo karI anyAyathI laDatA na hatA. nyAyathI laDatA hatA. e dareka mATe nyAya maLe ja karatA hatA. ahIM eka nyAyapriya rAjAnuM dRSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka vakhata eka yazovarma rAjAne eka atima nAmane kumAra ghoDe laIne rAjamArga uparathI pharavA mATe jaI rahyo hate. gheDe khUba vegavALo hate. mArgamAM eka sapheda dUdha jevI tAjI vI AyelI gAya ubhI hatI. enI bAjumAM eka suMdara ane sukomaLa vAcharaDuM paDeluM hatuM. gAya enA baccAne ati vahAlathI cATatI hatI, ane ene heta karatI hatI, tyAM A atidumakumArane gheDe AvI pahoMcyA. kumAranA manamAM thayuM ke jo mArA gheDAne paga vAcharaDA upara paDaze te enA prANa uDI jaze. mArAthI AvuM pApa kema karAya? eTale gheDAne dhIme pADavA mATe kumAre khUba lagAma kheMcI paNa pUravegamAM jaI rahele gheDo dhImo na paDe, ane kupaLA kula jevA vAcharaDA upara rAjakumAranA ghaDAne paga AvI gaye, eTale kumAranA hRdayamAM dhrAsko paDI gayuM ane gheDA uparathI nIce kUdI paDe. mAtA bALakane uMcakI le tema teNe taraphaDatA vAcharaDAne uMcakI lIdhuM. tenA upara pANI chAMTayuM paNa kaI rIte bacyuM nahi. enuM prANapaMkherU uDI gayuM. kumAranA dilamAM duHkhane pAra na rahyo paNa prANa gayA pachI zuM karavAnuM duHkhata dile kumAra te ghaDA upara besIne pitAnA mahele gaye. A tarapha gAya kalpAMta karavA lAgI ne enA vAcharaDAne suMghavA lAgI. jamIna sAthe mAthuM kUTatI cAre bAju ghamavA lAgI. khAvApIvAnuM choDIne AMkhamAMthI daDadaDa AMsu sAravA lAgI. ' gAyanA karUNa rUdanane jotI duniyA:- baMdhuo ! jAnavarane paNa saMjJA che ne? jema tamane tamArA saMtAne vahAlA che tema pazu pakSIne paNa enA saMtAne vaDAlA heya che. A gAyatI AvI karUNa dazA thavAthI AkhA gAmanA leke gAyane jovA mATe AvavA lAgyA. gAyane raDatI joIne darekanA dila pIgaLI jatA hatAM. AkhA nagaramAM gAyanA karUNa dazyathI hAhAkAra chavAI gaye. A nagaranuM nAma kalyANa kaTakapura hatuM. ahIMnA rAjA khUba vyAyI hatA. emanA rAjyamAM pazu pakSI ke mAnava keIne saheja paNa anyAya thAya te rAjAne gamatuM nahi. darekane mATe aTala InsApha hate. yazovarma rAjA eTale nyAyanI mUrti. A nyAyadharmanA kAraNe dezadezamAM rAjAnI khyAti khUba phelAI hatI A rAjAne mahela nagaranI madhyamAM hatuM. e mahelanI ramaNIyatA ane bhavyatA te jANe bIjuM devavimAna je na hoya ! tevI lAgatI hatI. mahelanI AgaLanA bhAgamAM eka moTo ghaMTa bAMdhavAmAM Avyo hate. nagaramAM kaIpaNa jagyAe anyAya thatuM tyAre prajAjano e ghaMTa vagADatA.

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zAdI suvAsa 363 rAjA e ghaMTane avAja sAMbhaLIne tarata jharUkhe AvIne nagarajanone pikAra sAMbhaLatA ane aTala InsApha karatA. "gAye mAMgela cAya" - yazovarma rAjAnA rAjyamAM rAya ane raMkane eka sarakho nyAya maLatuM hatuM. rAjAnI nyAyapriyatAnI loka muktakaMThe prazaMsA karatA hatA. AvA nyAyI rAjA kene na game? tamane saune gamene? A rAjA prajAjanenA sukha duHkhanI vAta jANavA mATe ane nyAyanI satyatA jALavavA mATe vezaparivartana karIne rAtre nagaracaryA nihALavA nIkaLatA, ane lekenA duHkha dUra karatA. atidumakumArathI ajANatA vAcharaDAnI hatyA thaI gaI te vAta AkhA nagaramAM phelAI gaI. gAyane raDatI joIne loko ene kahevA lAgyA ke Ama mAthA paTakI paTakIne raDavAthI zuM vaLe ? tuM rAjAnA mahela pAse jaIne ghaMTa vagADIne kumAre karelA gunAnI rAjAne jANa kara te tane jarUra nyAya maLaze. ApaNA rAjA khUba dayALu che. gAyane paNa saMjJA te che ne? eka sajajana mANasa gAyane derIne ghaMTa pAse lAve, ane IzArAthI gAyane ghaMTa vagADavA samajAvyuM. gAya samajI gaI, eTale eNe ghaMTa sAthe mAthuM ghasyuM tethI jorathI ghaMTa vAgye A samaye rAjA jamavA beThA hatA. meDhAmAM keLIye mUkavA jAya tyAM jorathI ghaMTa vAge eTale rAjA hAthamAMthI keLIye paDatuM mUkIne tarata jharUkhe AvyA ne joyuM te eka suMdara sapheda gAya ghaMTa vagADI rahI che. gAyane ghaMTa vagADatI joIne rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke gaumAtAne vaLI zI phariyAda haze ? rAjA tarata nIce AvIne gAyanI sAme ubhA rahyA eTale gAya rAjAnA vastrane cheDe pakaDIne jyAM enuM mareluM vAcharaDuM paDyuM hatuM tyAM laI gaI. khuda rAjA AvyA tethI lekenI medanI jAmI. rAjAe mAnava medanI sAme jaIne pUchyuM ke AvA nirdoSa kumaLA phula jevA vAcharaDAne mAranAra mArA nagaramAM kezu che ? sau eka bIjA sAmuM juve che paNa belatA nathI, kAraNa ke khuda rAjAnA kumAre hatyA karI che eTale koNa bele ? so mauna rahyA. keI belI zakayuM nahi tethI rAjA pitAnA mahele pAchA AvyA. pradhAne rAjAne kahyuM-sAheba ! Apa bhajana karI le, tyAre rAjAe kahyuM- gAyane nyAya ApyA pahelAM mAre anna pANI harAma che. rAjAe A divasa tapAsa karAvI paNa vAcharaDAne mAranAra koNa che tenI khabara na paDI. atidumakumArane A vAtanI khabara paDI eTale sAMje pitAjInI pAse Ave ne pitAjInA pagamAM paDIne raDatA hRdaye namratApUrvaka kahyuM-pitAjI! mArAthI A bhayaMkara pApa thaI gayuM che. kumAra paNa khUba dayALu ne guNIyala hate. kumArathI thayelI bhUlanI kSamA mAMgatI prajA rAjAe jAherAta karI ke mArA atiduma kumAre vAcharaDAnI hatyA karI che mATe kAle sabhAmAM nyAya karavAmAM Avaze.

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364 zAradA suvAsa bIjA divase sabhA ThaTha bharAI gaI. rAjA emanA dIkarAne kevI zikSA karaze te jANavAnI saune IMtejArI hatI. rAjAne paNa nyAya karavAnI kasoTI hatI. prajAjane samajatAM hatAM ke ApaNuM mahArAjA nyAyI che eTale kuMvarane paNa AkarI zikSA karaze, tethI nagaranA mukhya mANase, badhA ubhA thaIne namratApUrvaka rAjAne vinaMtI karavA lAgyA ke mahArAjA sAheba ! Apa aTala IsApha karanArA che. putra ke prajA pratye Apa bhedabhAva rAkhatA nathI paNa ahIM khUba vicArIne nyAya karajo. Apane eka ja lADIlA kumAra che e paNa guNavAna che. yuvarAja che ane bhaviSyanA rAjyanA vArasadAra che. mATe je kaMI nyAya A heya te khUba vicArapUrvaka Apajo, evI amArI Apane namra vinaMtI che. rAjAnA aTala nyAyane jhIlate rAjakumAra:- rAjakumAra paNa khUba guNavAna hate, eTale prajAjanene tenA pratye ATaluM badhuM mAna hatuM. je kuMvara unphAna heta te prajAjane ene mATe rAjAne vinaMtI karavA na jAta. prajAnI vinaMtI sAMbhaLIne rAjAe kahyuM-he mArA pyArA prajAjane ! sAce nyAya kare te mATe prathama dharma che. anyAyana. bhege huM mArA putrane bacAvavA prayatna nahIM karuM. A jagyAe je kaI bIjAne putra heta te tame mane zuM salAha Apata! je nyAya prajAnA putra mATe te ja mArA putra mATe have joIe. nyAya eTale nyAya, nyAyamAM keInI lAgavaga ke hoziyArI na cAle. sabhAmAM ekadama gamagInatAbharyuM vAtAvaraNa chavAI gayuM. prajAjane rAjAnI sAcI nyAya karavAnI bhAvanA joIne thaMbhI gayA. rAjAe pharIne kahyuM ke nyAya te saune samAna maLavuM joIe. mATe huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke mAre kumArane zuM zikSA karavI? keIna belyuM, tyAre rAjAe kahyuM-je tamAre keIne na bolavuM hoya te atidumakumArane enA gunAnI zikSA huM pharamAvuM chuM ke eNe vAcharaDA upara ghoDo calAvyuM che te tene paNa rAjamArga upara suvADI tenA upara gheDe calAva, kumAre paNa rAjAne kahyuM-pitAjI! barAbara che. mane pApIne e ja zikSA thavI joIe. huM saharSa mArA gunAnI sajAne svIkAra karuM chuM, pitA-putrane thayela jayajayakAra - rAjAnuM pharamAna sAMbhaLIne bALaka, yuvAna ane vRddha badhAnI AMkhamAM AMsunI dhAra vahI, ane rAjAne pharI pharIne vinaMtI karavA lAgyA sAheba ! kaMIke te vicAra karo. ApanA pachI A rAjya keNu calAvaze ? ame evI sajA nahi karavA daIe, paNa rAjA te makkama rahyA, ane sevakane hukama karyo ke tame rAjakumArane rAjamArga upara suvADIne tenA upara ghoDo calAve. traNa cAra vakhata rAjAe kahyuM paNa sevako rAjAnI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA taiyAra na thayA tyAre rAjAe kahyuM ke tame keInahi kare te huM jAte kuMvara upara ghoDe calAvIza pitAnA lADIlA putra ati dumakumArane AjJA karI ke jAtuM mukhya rAjamArga upara jaIne sUI jA. parama pitRbhakta ane AjJAMti putra

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zAradI suvAsa 321 pitAjInI AjJA zirAmAnya karIne zajamAga upara AvIne sUI gayA. lAkonI medanI paNa sabhAmAMthI uThIne jyAM atidumakumAra sUtA hatA tyAM AvIne ekatra thaI. khIjI mAjI rAjA yazAvama paNa gheADA upara besIne tyAM AvyA ane kumAra upara ghATA calAvavA jAya tyAM lekAmAM hAhAkAra macI gayA. kaIka te bebhAna thaIne paDI gayA. rAjA kumAra upara gheADo calAvIne pasAra thAya tyAM AkAzamAMthI puSpavRSTi thai ne devavANI thai ke dhanya che yAvama rAjA tArI nyAyapriyatAne ! tArA jevA nyAyata ane guNavata rAjAethI A pRthvI ujjavaLa che. kharekhara A sAcI gAya ke vAcharaDuM nathI. A tA tArA nyAyanI deve parIkSA karI che. emAM tuM sAcA pAsa thayA che. dhanya che rAjavI tane! ane dhanya che tArA putrane ke nyAya AgaLa taiyAra thaI gayA ane dhanya che tane ke teM tArA putranA mAtu na rAkhyA. Anu nAma ja sAcA nyAya che. gAya ane vAcharaDuM badhu' alepa thayuM ane sAkSAt rUpamAM deva pitAputranA caraNamAM namyA. zaMkhakumAre meLavelA vijaya'' !- have ApaNI mULa vAta upara AvIe. za'khakumAra paNa vidyAdharanI sAthe nyAyathI laDatA hatA. ene vidyAdharanI sAthe vaira na hatuM paNa eNnI duSTa prakRti sAthe vaira hatu` ke je kanyA peAtAne manathI paNa na IcchatI hoya tenuM apaharaNa karAya ja kema ? enA sAmuM dRSTi paNa na karAya te tene aDAya kema ? zakhakumAre enA parAkramathI vidyAdharane hAnyA. vidyAdhara bebhAna banI gayA hatA. za khakumAre tenu mAthu kheALAmAM laIne pavana nAMkhyA, pANI chAMTayu' eTale vidyAdhara bhAnamAM AvyA ne joyu. tA. peAte za khakumAranA kheALAmAM sUtele che. A joIne enA manamAM vicAra thaya ke ahA ! me' te Ane mArI nAMkhavA mATe kevA bhaya'kara agninA gALA phreMkayA hatA. Ane mArA upara krodha AvavA joIe enA badale e mArI sevA kare che ! tarata ja vidyAdhara beThA thaI gayA, eTale za khakumAre kahyuM ke kema ! have tAre mArI sAthe laDavAnA vicAra che? jo vicAra hAya teA taiyAra thaI jA, tyAre maNizekhara vidyAdhare kahyu --bhAI ! have tArI sAthe laDavAnu hAya ? sAMbhaLa, mArA zaMkha. te yazeAmatInA manane kaLAe ane vidyA dvArA jItI lIdhuM che, tema mAru... mana tame tamArA parAkrama vaDe jItI lIdhuM che. huM Aja sudhI kadI hAryAM nathI. Aje tamArI pAse hArI gayA. tame sAcA vIra che. mArA aparAdhane kSamA karo, za'khakumAre kahyuM ke mane paNa tamAruM parAkrama ane vinaya joIne khUba AnaMda thayA che. tame mArI pAse je mAMgA te hu tamane ApavA taiyAra chuM, tame je kahe te karavA taiyAra chu. maNizekhara vidyAdhare kahyu mAre mInu kaMi jotuM nathI ke tamArI pAse mAre koI kAya` karAvavuM nathI paNa eka mAMgaNI che ke tame mArI sAthe mArA kanakapura nagaramAM cAleA. tA huM tamAro mahemAnagatinA lAbha lauM. za`khakumAre kahyuM ke huM khuzIthI AvavA taiyAra chu

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zAradA suvAsa paNa jaMgalamAM lazkarI chAvaNImAM mUkIne Avyo chuM. huM nahi jAuM te badhA mArI ciMtA karaze ne zodhavA nIkaLaze. mATe atyAre mane javA de. pharIne kayAreka huM AvIza paNa maNizekhare kahyuM ke huM tamane nahi javA dauM. eTale zaMkhakumAre tenI mAMgaNIne svIkAra karyo ne kahyuM - bhale huM AvuM chuM. have zaMkhakumAra maNizekharanI sAthe jaze ane enA sainyamAM kevI ciMtA thaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - jinasenA rANIe jinasena kumArane sArA saMskAra ApyA hatA eTale enAmAM vinaya, namratA vigere guNe AvyA. jatAveMta gurUnA caraNomAM paDIne kahyuM ke gurUdeva ! huM te ApanAM caraNamAM arpaNa thaI gayo chuM. Apa have mane jJAna Apo. AvatAMnI sAthe jinasena pitAne guNethI gurUnA dilamAM vasI gaye. enA mAthe hAtha mUkIne kahyuM-zAbAza....beTA... zAbAza. tuM dareka kAryamAM mahAnipuNa banaje. ema kahI enA mAthe hAtha mUkIne aMtaranA AzIrvAda ApyA. ranavatI rANIe enA rAmasena kumArane ATha varSano karyo paNa eNe kadI enA dIkarAne dharmanA saMskAra ApyA nathI. kadI vinaya namratAnA pATha paDhAvyA nathI. eNe te enA lADIlAne basa khAvuM, pIvuM ne khelavuM eTaluM ja zIkhavADayuM hatuM. e kayAMthI zIkhavADI zake ? enAmAM guNa hoya te enA dIkarAne zIkhavADe ne ? ene te pAMca pAMca dhAvamAtAo ucheranArI hatI, eTale khUba lADa laDAvIne ucheryo. rAmasena ranavatI jevo rUpALo hato eTale ene joI joIne rAjA-rANuM khUba AnaMda pAmatA hatA ke zuM mAre kumAra che ! rUpamAM ghaNe rUDo hate paNa guNamAM jIre hatA. mAtA jesA hai abhimAna, rakhatA sabase eMTa, nahIM kisIke caraNe mukatA, nahIM karatA he bheTa, jevI ratnavatI abhimAnanuM putaLuM hatI te teno dIkaro rAmasena abhimAnI hate. badhAnI pAse akaDAIthI ja vAta kare. enA mAtA-pitA ke keIne kadI namati na hate. kahevata che ne ke "name te sahune game." je name nahi te paDe che. mATe jIvanamAM namratAnI jarUra che. namratAthI mANasa agharAmAM agharA kAryo sahelAIthI pAra karI zake che. rAmasena ATha varSano thaye eTale ene paNa gurUnI pAse bhaNavA mekalyA. rAmasena bhaNavA AvyuM. paNa gurUne namaskAra na karyA. A joIne gurUne thayuM ke aho ! eka ja bApanA be dIkarA che paNa emAM keTale badhe pharaka che! ekamAM keTalA guNo bharelA che ne ekamAM guNanuM nAma nizAna nathI. guru paNa jotA veMta rAmasenane pArakhI gayA. - baMne rAjakumAre gurUkuLamAM gurUjInI pAse abhyAsa karavA lAgyA. bIjA paNa

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zAradA suvAsa ghaNuM vidyArthIo bhaNavA mATe AvyA che. gurU te badhAne samAnabhAvathI jJAna Ape che, paNa jenI jevI yogyatA. badhA vidyArthIomAM jinasena kumAra khUba vinayapUrvaka jJAna grahaNa karavA lAge. bhaNavAmAM e sauthI pharsTa naMbare hato. gurU DuM zIkhavADe ane vadhAre AvaDI jAya. jyAre gurU prazna pUche tyAre phaTAphaTa enA javAba ApI dete, eTale gurU enI khUba prazaMsA karatA, tethI abhimAnI rAmasena IrSyAthI baLIne kahe ke tame te eka jinasenane ja dekhe che. enI bhUla hoya te paNa tamane bhUla dekhAtI nathI. e ja tamane dekhAya che. ame te kaI visAtamAM ja nathI. evA evA zabdo kyAreka gurUne kahI dete. AvA vidyArthIne kadI jJAna maLe kharuM? kadAca kSapazama hoya te jaldI yAda rahI jAya paNa vinaya vinAnuM jJAna lAMbe samaya TakI zakatuM nathI. rAmasena bhaNe che paNa ene AvaDatuM nathI. kyAMthI AvaDe ? abhimAna choDe te jJAna maLe ne ? rAmasenathI saune thayelo trAsa :- ene kaI kaMI kahe te tarata ja kahI te ke huM te rAjAnI mAnItI ranavatI rANIne putra chuM. mane keIe kaMI nahi. kahevAnuM. mane je kaMI kaMI kaheze te huM mArA pitAjIne kahI daIza. ema kahIne badhA vidyArthIonI sAthe ja jhaghaDo paNa e te mAnItI rANIne dIkare have eTale ene kaI kaMI kahI zakatuM nahi. ene gurU kaMI kAma karavAnuM kahe te paNa kahI deto ke huM kaMI aDI kAma karavA nathI AvyuM, bhaNavA Ave che. e jamAnAmAM rAjakumAra bhaNavA jatAM tyAre gurUe temanI parIkSA karavA mATe kAmakAja paNa karAvatA hatA. lAkaDAne bhArA levA mokale, pANI bharavA mekale. te vinayavaMta vidyArthIo hasatA mukhe badhuM kAma karatA hatA. A jinasenakumAra gurUnI dareke dareka AjJAnuM pAlana hasatA mukhe karate hato. gurUnI jIbha phare ne enA paga phare. gurU je kahe te badhuM tahetu kahI vadhAvI lete. A joIne gurUnI AMkhaDI enA upara TharI jatI ane aMtaramAM harakhAtA ke A jinasenakumAra ja rAjyane adhikArI banaze. baMne kumAre ahIM bhaNe che. ane kumArane gurUnI pAse bhaNavA mUkyA ne pAMca varSa thayA eTale pradhAnajInA manamAM thayuM ke lAvane, huM tyAM jaIne tapAsa te karuM ke baMne kumAre zuM bhaNe che? have pradhAnajI jinasena ane rAmasenanI khabara levA mATe gurUkuLamAM Avaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. Aje paMdaranuM ghara che. A divase sUcanA kare che ke AjathI paMdaramA divase saMvatsarI mahAna parvane pavitra divasa Avaze. tame e thI jAgRta banI jajo. tapa sAdhanAmAM joDAI jajo. ApaNe tyAM traNa traNa satIonAM tapa cAlI rahyA che. amArA nAnA navadIkSita bA. bra. sujAtAbAI mahAsatIjIne Aje 17 mo upavAsa che. gurUkRpAe zAtA sArI che. Aje temanI tapasAdhanAne chelle divasa che. bA. bra. zebhanAbAI mahAsatIjI ane bA, bra. harSidAbAI mahAsatIjIne Aje navame upavAsa che. bIjA

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28 zAradA suvAsa ghaNAM bhAIbahene tapazcaryA cAle che. temanA tapamAM anumehanA karI sau tapa-sAdhanAmAM joDAze. AvatI kAle sujAtAbAInA tapanI anumodanAmAM sajoDe traNa bhAI-bahene AjIvana brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karavAnA che. vyAkhyAna naM. 40 zrAvaNa vada 7 ne zukravAra tA. 25-8-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! ApaNuM e parama saubhAgya che ke sarva ane sarvadazanA mukhamAMthI jharelI vANI sAMbhaLavAno avasara prApta thayuM che. dIrgha tapazcaryA ane kaThIna sAdhanAnA phaLa svarUpa e mahAna AtmAoe parama tatvano sAkSAtkAra karyo, ane te ApanI sAme mUkyuM. A zAstro ApaNane cetavaNuM Ape che ke he jI ! jAge. A jJAnIonI cetavaNuM sAMbhaLIne jAgRta banavAnI jarUra che. anAdikALathI jIve para dravyano paricaya karyo che paNa svane karyo nathI. je jIva sAcuM samaje te paradravyamAM sukha nathI. 5ramAM ramaNatA karavAthI sukha maLatuM nathI. sukha e AtmAno guNa che. mATe svamAM sukha che ane paramAM tame sukhanI kalpanA kare che, te sukha kalpita che AtmAnA guNa jJAna-darzana-cAritra ane tapa che. temAM ramaNatA karavAthI jIva sAcuM sukha prApta karI zake che. AtmAnA sAcA sukhanI pIchANa karAvatA mahAna maMgalakArI paryuSaNa parvanA pavitra divase rUmajhuma karatA najIka AvI rahyA che. tamAre ghera dezanA moTA netA padhAravAnA hoya tyAre temanA svAgata mATe keTalA divasa agAuthI taiyArI kare che? ghara vALIjhUDIne sApha kare che, AMgaNAmAM raMgoLI pUre che ane sagAsnehIone paNa AmaMtraNa Ape che ne ke mAre ghera dezanA netA padhAravAnA che te temanA svAgatamAM mAre ghera Avaje. badhAne svAgatamAM bolAvIne cA-pANI, nAstA karAve che ne AnaMda utsAha manAve che. A netA te dezanA che. te tamArA upara khuza rahe tyAM sudhI sAruM ane nAkhuza thAya tyAre tamane jelamAM paNa besADI de, chatAM tenA svAgata mATe keTalI taiyArIo kare che? jyAre pavitra parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parvo te tamArA hRdayanA AMgaNe padhAravAnA che. e moTA netAnA paNa netA che. enA svAgata mATe tame zuM karaze? parvAdhirAja padhAre che ne jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane tapano maMgala saMdeza lAve che. cAra saMdezAmAMthI tame ye saMdeze hRdayamAM apanAvaze? parvAdhirAjanA svAgata mATe ApaNe aMtaramAMthI kodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha, rAga-dveSa vigere kacarAne vALIjhUDIne sApha karavAnA che, ane dAna, zIyaLa, tapa, bhAva, kSamA, dayArUpI sajajanone parvAdhirAjanA svAgata mATe ApaNe teDAvavAnA che, ane sanehanI saravANIthI, aMtaranA umaLakAthI temanuM svAgata karavAnuM che ane mokSamArganA cAra bhavya daravAjAmAMthI kaIne kaI eka daravAjAmAM praveza karavAne che.

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zAha suvAsa mokSamAM javA mATenA cAra daravAje kayA e te tame jANe che ne? dAna, zIyaLa, lepa ane bhAva. parigrahe saMjJAne teDIne haLavA banavA mATe dAna che. jenI pAse dhana hoya te dhanano meha cheDIne bane teTaluM dAna kare. maithuna saMjJA upara vijaya meLavavA mATe zIyeLa vratanuM pAlana karavAnuM che. jenAthI bane te kAmanA upara vijaya meLavIne brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare. AhAra saMjJA upara vijaya meLavavA mATe tapa kare. dAna, zIyaLa ane tepa emAMthI eka paNa tame karI zake tema na ha te aMtaranA bhAvathI evI zubha bhAvene bhAve ke he bhagavAna ! huM AvuM dAna kyAre ApIza ? zuddha zIyaLavatanuM pAlana kare karIza? ane AvA mahAna tapasvIo jevI tapa sAdhanA kyAre karIza? Aje ApaNe tyAM tapa mahotsava che. malADa saMghane AMgaNe cAturmAsa AvyA tyArathI tapazcaryAnA maMgalakArI mAMDavaDa naMkhAI gayA che. kaMIke mAsakhamaNa seLabhaththu, sidhitapa, aDDAI karIne pAraNuM karyA. mAnavaMtA bahenane Aje 38 mo upavAsa che. upavAsanA traNa siddhitapa cAle che. navadIkSita bA ba. sujAtAbAI mahAsatIjIne Aje 17 upavAsanuM pAraNuM che. satIjI uMmaramAM nAnA che ne dIkSAmAM paNa nAnA che, paNa tapazcaryAmAM sattare divasa jJAna, dhyAna ane svAdhyAyamAM rakta rahyA che. temaNe samajaNapUrvaka AtmalakSe AvA mahAna tapanI uSya sAdhanA karI che. baMdhuo! kamanI jaDane nAbU karavA mATe tapa e amegha sAdhana che. taja vinA purA karmo nAbUda thavAnA nathI. kapaDuM sAmAnya meluM thayuM haze te ene sAbu daIne masaLavAmAM Avaze te sApha thaI jaze paNa je kapaDuM khUba maluM ane cIkaNuM thaI gayuM haze te ene sApha karavA mATe garama pANImAM sAbu ne seDa nAMkhIne bAphavuM paDaze, te ja rIte ApaNuM AtmAne cIkaNuM karmonA lepa lAgelA che tene sApha karavA mATe AtmAne tapa tyAganI bhaThThImAM baphAvuM paDaze te ja AtmA svaccha banaze. ApaNuM parama pitA. mahAvIra prabhu te tIrthakara nAma karma bAMdhIne AvyA hatA ne niyamo mokSamAM javAnA hatA chatAM karmone cakacUra karavA mATe temaNe comAsI, chamAsI vigere kevA ugra tapa karyA ! sADA bAra varSa ane paMdara divasa sudhI tapa karyA ane karmone kSaya karIne AtmAnI teja jhaLakAvyA. ApaNe paNa anaMta bhavanA karmonA kATane kADhavA mATe tapa karavAnI jarUra che. mazInarIne sApha karavA mATe peTrelanI jarUra che, senAne zuddha banAvavA mATe agninI jarUra che, vAsaNane ujajavaLa karavA khaTAza ane rakhanI jarUra che, pANIne zuddha karavA phaTakaDInI jarUra che tema AtmAne svaccha karavA mATe tapa ane saMyamanI jarUra che. tapazcaryA dvArA junA kame khape che. ApaNA jainazAsanamAM tapanI vizeSatA che. tapanA teja aMtakika che. tapasvIonA caraNamAM deva paNa jhUke che. ApaNe paNa tapasvIonA tapanI anumodanA zA. su. 24

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zAradA kuvAya vI joIe. juo, Aje tapasvI sujAtAkhAi mahAsatIjInA tapanI anumAinA karavA mATe dAdara saMgha malADa saMghane AMgaNe padhAryAM che, temaja muMbaI, mATuMgA vigere sthaLethI paNa zrAvako AvyA che. darekanA dilamAM bhAvanA che ke ApaNe tapa na karIe te tapasvInA darzana karIne, temanA tapanI anumeAdanA karIne te lAbha laIe. bIjI paNa eka AnaMdanI vAta che ke taSanI anumodanA karavA mATe Aje traNa bhAI bahene sajoDe AjIvana brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karavAnA che. temanA nAma (1) prabhudAsabhAI viThThalajI zeTha, a. sau, lIlAvaMtIbena (2) amRtalAla kuvarajIbhAI bhedA, a. sau. vimaLAbena (3) bhogIlAlabhAI, a. sau. zAntAbena. ra brahmacaya vrata e mahAna vrata che. khAra vratamAM ceAthA vratane sAgaranI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che ne khIjA tratAne nadInI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che. sAgara tarI jAya tene nadI taravAnI zuM ciMtA ! bhagavAne kahyu che ke badhA dharmAMnuM mULa brahmacaya che. te sauthI uMcA tapa che. brahmacarya samAna khIjo keAI tapa nathI. kahyuM che ke "tavesu vA uttama vAmace'sa tAmAM brahmacarya tapa zreSTha che. brahmacaryanA atha` kevaLa sparzendriyanA saMyama nahi paNa badhI indriyeAnA sayama che. jyAre badhI indriyAnA sayama Ave che tyAre AtmA peAtAnAmAM ramaNatA karI zake che. brahmacarya nA prakAra che. eka deza brahmacaya ane srIjI sapUrNa brahmacarya " tame jyAM sudhI sa pUrNa brahmacaya na pALI zake tyAM sudhI deza brahmacarya te pALe, deza brahmacarya tamArA zaNagAra che. kharekhara tA saMpUrNa brahmacarya pALavuM te zreSThamAM zreSTha che, paNa je manuSya dezathI brahmaca nuM pAlana karatA nathI tenuM ahIMyA patana thAya che ne paraleAkamAM te mahAdu:khI thAya che. sAnAnI la kAnA svAmI rAjA rAvaNane kaI cIjanI kamInA hatI ? hajAro rAjAe tenA izArA para jhUkI paDatA hatA. enA vaibhava tA keTalA vizALa hatA ! maMdodarI jevI suMdara rANIe enA aMtaHpurane suzAbhita karI rahI hatI. mahAnamAM mahAna caDhDhA enuM nAma sAMbhaLIne dhrujI uThatA hatA. AvA rAvaNunA vinAza kema thayA? teNe pasrIgamana te kayu nathI. phakta cAhanA karI che, teA vicAra karo. phakta pApasevananI IcchA mAtrathI rAvaNa jevA mahAna samrATe peAtAnA rAjyane ja nahi paNa potAnA prANa gumAvI dIdhA. ATalA mATe jJAnIpurUSoe parastrIgamanane mahApApa kahyu che, ane brahmacaryaMne zreSDa kahyuM che. je chAca' vrata aMgIkAra kare che tevA AtmAe paNa dhanyavAdane pAtra che. tapasvInu' mahumAna tapathI ja thAya che, e rIte Aje A traNa bhAIbahenA tapasvInuM bahumAna brahmacarya tapathI kare che, AvatI kAle janmASTamIno divasa che. mArA sAMbhaLavAmAM Avyu ke janmASTamInA divase jIgAra khUba ramAya che. kRSNajanmASTamInA pavitra divasane tame jIgArASTamInA divasa banAvI dIdhA che, paNa jugAra ramanArAone khabara nathI ke jugAra ramavAthI keTaluM mATu

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zAradA suvAsa 31 nukazAna thAya che ! tame atyAre paNa najare jotA haze ke jugAra ramanArA eka paisAthI mAMDIne jugAra ramatAM keTalu' dhana hArI jAya che ! ane pariNAme temanI kevI kaphoDI sthiti thAya che! naLarAjAnA bhAI kubere naLarAjAne paNa jugAra ramADyA tA te naLarAjA jugAramAM badhuM hArI gayA te temane paheye kapaDe jaMgalamAM javu' paDayuM. AvI ja vAta pavitra pAMDavAnA jIvanamAM khanI hatI te zuM tame nathI jANatA ? jugAre pAMDavAne mahelamAMthI jaMgalamAM mUkI dIdhA. tamane ema thaze ke pAMDavA jevA pavitra purUSaSa jugAra racA tyAre amArA jevA rame emAM zu navAI ! bahuA ! tame evA vAda na leze. pAMDavA tA pavitra purUSa hatA. pAMDavAne jugAra zuM kahevAya tenI paNa khakhara na hatI, paNa jyAre arjunanA putra abhimanyunA janma maheAtsava ujavAyA tyAre kauravAne janmamahAsamAM bhAga levA mATe pAMDaveAe hastinApura teDAvyA hatA. te samaye pAMDavAnI jAheAjalAlI, satkAra-sanmAna badhu joIne duryodhana IrSyAthI khaLavA lAgye. pAchuM anyuM evu ke e prasaMge dinya sabhAmAM jatAM bhI'tane khANuM mAnIne aMdara javA gayA tyAre bhIMta sAthe mAthuM athaDAvAthI draupadmInA mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI paDyA ke adhAnA jAyA te| aMdhA ja hoya ne ! draupadInA A zabdo duryodhanane hADohADa lAgI gayA, ane vagara agnie jalavA lAgyA. durgaMdhane tyArathI e nizcaya karyo ke mAre koI paNa rIte pAMDavAnA vinAza karavA. duadhane pAMDavAnA nAza karavAnA karelA nizcaya :- haritanApurathI peAtAnI rAjadhAnI indraprastha jatAM rastAmAM durgaMdhane enA sAthIdArone kahyuM-AvA apamAnita thaIne javA karatAM marI javuM zreSTha che. mAre AvavuM nathI. huM te ApaghAta karIne marI jaIza, tyAre tenA mAmA zakunie kahyuM' ke me' jugAravidyAne siddha karI che. huM' jugAramAM bhalabhalAne harAvI zakuM chuM, mATe tuM ciMtA na karIza. jugAra sivAya khIjI koI paNa rIte ApaNe pAMDavAne jItI zakIe tema nathI. kAraNa ke te pAMce bhAI e khUba parAkramI che. mATe tuM hamaNAM Indraprastha cAla, pachI tyAM jaIne zuM karavuM te ceAjanA ghaDIe, eTale durgaMdhana peAtAnI rAjadhAnImAM mAbyA, ane khUma vicArane aMte temaNe nakkI karIne eka suMdara sabhA banAvI. temAM vividha prakAranI suMdara racanA karI, ane enA pitAjI dhRtarASTrane kahyuM ke pitAjI ! mAre pAMDavAne sattA jovAnA bahAne ahI melAvIne jugAra ramADavA che, tyAre dhRtarASTre duryodhanane khUba samajAvye ne kahyuM ke beTA ! A jugAra ana kArI che. sAta vyasanA mAMhenu meTuM vyasana che. jugAra ramavAthI bhalabhalA sajjana purUSAnu patana thayuM che. mATe tu A vAta cheDI de, tyAre duryodhane kahyuM-pitAjI! tame hA kahe! ke nA kahA paNa mAruM bharasabhAmAM abhimAnI pAMcAlIe apamAna karyu che. tenA male mAre A rIte levA che. mATe huM tamArI vAta nahiM mAnuM. jyAre peAtAnAthI durgaMdhana na mAnyA tyAre emaNe vidurajIne khelAvIne durgaMdhanane samajAvavA kahyu.

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zAradA suvAsa sudhinane samajAvavAnA vidurajIe karelA prathatna - vidurajIe AvIne dhRtarASTrane kahyuM ke duryaMdhana janmyA tyAre ja me' te kahyu` hatu` ke A chekI kurUva zanA uccheda karanArA thaze, mATe ene jIvADazeA nahi paNa tame putranA mAhathI ene ucheryAM te joI yA. have enA bhAva bhajavavA taiyAra thaye ne? huM tene samajAvuM chuM. ema kahIne vidurajI durgaMdhana pAse gayA ne tene ghaNuM samajAvyeA paNa mAnyA nahi, eTale vidurajI te tyAMthI cAlyA gayA. durgaMdhane peAtAnA anevI jayadratha rAjAnee pAMDaveAne sabhA jovA mATenuM bhAvabhInuM AmatraNa ApavA mAlyA pAMDAne samAcAra maLatAM e te zajI zakyuM thaI gayA. guNavAna purUSa satra gune dekhe che. emanA manamAM thayuM ke kauravA ATalA premathI badhAne teDAve che teA jaIe, eTale e te draupadI sahita badhA Indraprastha pahoMcyA. durgaMdhane temane khUba sArI rIte Adara satkAra karyAM. sagA bhAI tA zu prema batAve ! ethI adhika premathI sAmaiyu' karIne IndraprasthamAM lAvyA, pAMDavAnA manamAM thayuM ke durgaMdhana Adi kauravonA ApaNA upara keTalA prema che ! emanetA duryodhanane prema noIne AnaMda samAtA nathI. kapaTI durgaMdhane pAMDavAne premathI bheAjana, snAna vagere kuzaLyuM, ane ekakhIjAnA khabara pUchyA. thoDIvAra ArAma karyAM khAda duryodhane kahyuMmoTAbhAI ! cAlA, have ApaNe sabhA jovA mATe jaIe. je mANasanA manamAM jevA bhAva hAya te mATe tenuM hayu talasatu hAya che. pAMDavA atyAre khAsa karIne sabhA jovA mATe AvyA hatA eTale temane sabhA jovAnu mana hatuM. jyAre kauravAnA dilamAM kapaTa hatuM ke ApaNe sabhA jovAnA bahAne temane elAvyA che paNa jugAra ramADIne emane lUTI levA, eTale temaNe pahelethI badhI taiyArIo karI rAkhI hatI. sabhA ghaNI moTI hatI. temAM kAI jagyAe sa`gItanA mIThA sUra saMbhaLAtA hatA, kaI jagyAe nATakanA dhamakAra cAlatA hatA, amuka jagyAe jovAlAyaka vastuo goThavI hatI. duryodhananA kahevAthI pAMDavA sabhA jovA mATe AvyA. pAMDavAe sabhAmAM praveza karyAM. sabhAnI kAmagIrI ane nATaka, saMgIta vigerenI geADhavaNa joIne khuza thatAM pAMDavA AgaLa vadhyA. e te sabhA jotA jAya che ne vakhANu karatA jAya che paNa e pavitra purUSone kayAM khabara che ke A sabhA nathI paNa amane phasAvavAnu piMjaruM che. ura dhama rAjAne jugAra ramADavA durgaMdhananA ati aAgraha :- pAMDavA sabhA jotAM jotAM bhAgaLa gayA tA koI cApATa rame che, koi jugAra rame che paNa yudhiSThirane khAra nathI ke jugAra zu' kahevAya. e peAte kadI ramyA nathI te kayAMthI khakhara hAya ! yudhiSThire nugAra ramatA joine pUchyu ke tame badhA zuM kare che? duryodhananA nAnA bhAI A ja nugAra ramatA hatAM. temaNe kahyu -mATAbhAI! ame jugAra ramIe chIe. amArI ramatanA raMga kharAbara jAmyA che. mane khUba majhA paDI che. Apa paNa jugAra ramavA beso tA

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zAradA suvArca rUNara amane khUba AnaMda Avaze. ame te badhA nAnA nAnA chIe. amAruM ApanI sAthe kAma nahi paNa Apa, duryodhana badhA moTA moTA ramaze te vaLI era majhA Avaze ema kahIne badhA yudhiSThirane jugAra ramADavA mATe vaLagI paDayA. emaNe agAuthI gaDhavI rAkhyA pramANe laga joIne duryodhane kahyuM ke yudhiSThira vIrA ! Aje te ghaNAM samaye ApaNe badhA bhegA thayA chIe. rAjakArya te che che ne che. Aje te A mane raMjana karava.ne grAma che te ApaNe badhA jugAra ramavA mATe besIe. tyAM te duryodhanane mAmA zakuni avyA, karNa AvyA ne kahevA lAgyA ke ha AhA... sAcI vAta che. tame ane meTA jugAra ramaze te amane paNa jovAnI khUba majhA Avaze. badhAe khUba Agraha karyo eTale yudhiSThire kahyuM-ThIka, tyAre ramIe. A sAMbhaLIne duryodhana AdinA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. hAza have mAchavuM barAbara ApaNe jALamAM sapaDAI jaze, ane ApaNI mahenata lekhe lAgaze. ema vicArI duryodhane tenA mANasene kahyuM ke jAo, amAre ramavA mATe navA pAsA laI Ave, ane badhAne AmaMtraNa Apo ke yudhiSThira ane duryodhana jugAra rame che. mATe badhA sabhAmAM javA mATe padhAre. duryodhananI mAyAjALamAM phasAtA dharmarAjA" - jyAM yudhiSThire jugAra ramavAnI hA pADI tyAM bhIma ane arjune kahyuM meTAbhAI! jugAra ramavuM te tamArA mATe cogya nathI jugAra e bhayaMkara vyasana che, tyAre dharmarAjAe kahyuM-bhAI! AmAM mArI jugAra ramavAnI daSTi nathI. A te badhA bhAIone khUba Agraha che eTale huM be ghaDI manaraMjana khAtara ramavA besuM chuM. ema kahIne yudhiSThira jugAra ramavA beThA paNa kema ramavuM te AvaDatuM nathI, eTale pahelAM ja pUchI lIdhuM ke A bAjI kema ramAya? eTale duryodhane temane badhI vAta samajAvI ke pahelA dAvamAM amuka cIja mUkavAnI. je jIte te e cIja laI jAya. baMdhuo ! jugAramAM pahelAM nAnI nAnI vastuo mUkavAmAM Ave che. pachI meTI cIjo mUkAya che. pahelAnA vakhatamAM mANase AMbIvAthI (cukAthI) jugAra ramavAnI zarUAta karatA hatA. AMbalAmAMthI pachI paisA, rUpiyA ane dAgInA mUkatA hatA. ahIM yudhiSThira ane duryodhana ramavA beThA eTale badhA jevA mATe AvyA. jugAranA prathama dAvamAM pANI ne pachI AgaLa vadhatAM senAnA dAgInA' - yudhiSThira pahelA dAvamAM sopArI mUkIne ramyA te jItI gayA. bIjA dAvamAM bIjuM phaLa mUkahyuM te paNa jItyA, trIjA dAvamAM vIMTI mUkI temAM paNa jItyA. temanI jIta thavA lAgI eTale ramavAne rasa vadhe. atyAra sudhI yuviSThira kadI jugAra ramyA na hatA paNa have ramyA eTale ramavAne barAbara casako lAge. tethI sonAnI kaMThThI, kaDI visere nAnA nAnA AbhUSaNe mUkIne ramavA lAgyA. ramatAM ramatAM kaI vakhata yudhiSThiranI hAra thatI te duryodhananI jIta thatI ane duryodhananI hAra thatI te yudhiSThiranI jIta thatI, ema

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374 zAradA suvAsa hAra jItathI jugAranI ramatane raMga barAbara jAme. badhA khAvApIvAnuM bhUlI gayA. have barAbara dAva hAthamAM AvyuM che ema samajIne zakunie duryodhanane pAsA maMtarIne ApyA. eTale tenI kadI hAra thAya ja nahi. saraLa svabhAvI yudhiSThirane A lokonI kapaTabAjInI khabara nathI. ene rasa lAge eTale rame ja jAya che. yudhiSThira te ramavAmAM evA masta banI gayA ke have e uThavAnI vAta karatA ja nathI. emaNe jugAramAM sonuM mUkyuM te hArI gayA pachI hIrA-mANeka vigere jhaverAta mUkyuM te paNa hArI gayA pachI nAnA gAma mUkyA te paNa hArI gayA, chatAM yudhiSThirane epa nathI thatuM ke huM uparAuparI hAruM chuM te have ramavAnuM choDI dauM. e te evA masta banI gayA che ke emane khAvApIvAnu kaMI ja yAda AvatuM nathI. devAnupriye ! ApaNI gujarAtI kahevata che ne ke "hAryo jugArI bamaNuM rame te anusAra vadhu ne vadhu ramavA jAya che, pachI jugArIne bhAna nathI rahetuM ke huM raMgamAM AvIne badhuM mUkuM chuM ne hArI jAuM chuM. te pachI mAruM zuM thaze ? te rIte dharmarAjAe hAravA chatAM jAra ramavAnuM cAlu rAkhyuM. yudhiSThira pAse hIrA, mANeka, meta, senAnA jeTalA AbhUSaNe hatA te badhA temaja mugaTa, bAjubaMdha, sAta serA, navaserA hAra, kaMderA badhuM mahIne ramyA. te badhuM hArI gayA. pachI Akhe bhaMDAra mUkI dIdhe te paNa hAryA. pachI hAthI-ghaDA-uMTa-ratha vigere pazuvana mUkIne ramyA te pazu hAryA. rAjamahela paNa hArI gayA. yudhiSThiranI hAra upara hAra thavA lAgI. jAgAramAM bhAna bhUlelA yudhiSThira sAme arjuna ane bhIme karelo pAkAra :- A joIne bhIma ane arjuna samasamI uThayA. arere...moTAbhAI! tame A zuM karyuM? ame te tamane jugAra ramavA besatAM pahelA ja kyA hatA, paNa tame mAnyA nahi. have te uTho ! khUba kahyuM te paNa dharmarAjA ramavAnuM choDatA nathI tyAre khada bhISmapitA, vidurajI vigere vaDIle yudhiSThirane samajAvavA AvyA. bhISmapitAe che yudhiSThira ! A ramata te mAtra manaraMjana mATe che. temAM vaLI hAra-jIta A badhuM zuM ? tamArA jevA sadguNI ane satyavAdI purUSane jugAra ramavuM bilakula zobhatuM nathI. have ramavAnuM baMdha kare, te paNa yudhiSThira mAnyA nahi tyAre kahe che ke he yudhiSThira ! je tamArA jevA buddhimAna purUSe jugAra ramaze te pachI amAre bIjAne jugAra ramatAM aTakAvavA kevI rIte ? je sUrya pate aMdhakAra karI deze te pachI jagatane prakAza koNa Apaze ? caMdramAMthI aMgArA jharaze te jagatanA jIne zItaLatA koNa Apaze ? tema tamArA jevA pavitra purUSa je jugAra ramaze te amAre sajajana kene kahevA ? tamArA jevA sajajana purUSa jugAra rame te bilakula vyAjabI nathI. A kuvyasanane raMga tamane kayAMthI lAve ? eka ja pAtramAM viSa ane

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zAradA suvAsa 375 amRta sAthe rahe tevuM ame kadI amArI AMkhathI joyuM nathI ne kAne sAMbhaLyuM nathI, tema tame amRta jevA cho ne A vyasananuM viSa tamArAmAM kayAMthI bhaLyuM ? jarA vicAra te kare ke jugAra ramavAthI keTaluM nukazAna thAya che? jugAra ramanAra eka te pitAnI mAla milakta badhuM hArI jAya che ne jagatamAM tenI hAMsI thAya che. mATe kaMIka te vicAra kare. bhISmapitAe ATaluM samajAvyA chatAM "vinAzakALe viparIta buddhi." e rIte dharmarAjAnI buddhi paNa viparIta banI gaI. te keInI vAta mAnatA nathI ne rame ja jAya che. yudhiSThire dhIme dhIme karatAM Akara, pura, gAma badhuM ja dAvamAM mUkI dIdhuM. AthI lokomAM paNa hAhAkAra macI gai ke maryAdA uparAMta jugAra rama, AvA meTA dAva khelavA te bilakula ThIka nathI. paNa dharmarAjAne have jugAra ramavAne barAbara raMga lAgyA che. e kAInI vAta sAMbhaLatA nathI. jugAramAM badhuM hArI gayA. pAse kaMI ja rahyuM nahi. zarIra upara paherelA dAgInA paNa hArI gayA chatAM jugAra ramavAnuM baMdha karatA nathI. e jugAre pAMDavenI kevI dazA karI te vAta ghaNI lAMbI che paNa mAre tamane samajAvavI che. have jugAramAM dharmarAjA kone mUkaze ne zuM banaze te vAta avasare laIzuM kAraNa ke samaya thaI gaye che ne cAlu divasa che. brahmacarya vratanI pratijJA lenAra bhAI-bahenone huM pratijJA karAvuM chuM. sujAtAbAI mahAsatIne 17 upavAsanuM pAraNuM che te Aje badhA ochAmAM ochA 17 upavAsa, AyaMbIla, ekAsaNu, brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM vigere pratijJA laIne jaje. te ja tapasvInuM sAcuM bahumAna karyuM gaNAze. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 41 zrAvaNa vada 8 ne zanivAra tA. 26-8-78 janmASTamI sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI tIrthakara bhagavate pharamAve che ke he bhavya che ! mahAna puNyanA udayathI tamane A mAnavadehanI prApti thaI che. dharma karavA mATenuM je kaMI uttama ane anukULa sthAna hoya to te mAtra eka mAnavajIvana che. mAnavajIvana e AdhyAtmika pragati karavA mATenuM eka kendrasthAna che. samasta saMsArane tyAga karIne saMyama mArga svIkAravAnuM bIDuM jhaDapavAnI tAkAta paNa A mAnavajIvana dharAve che. tyAga dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAthI mAnavajIvananA mUlya aMkAya che. bAkI viSayavilAsenA garamAgarama bajAramAM mahAlatA he mATe, kSaNe kSaNe dukhanA sAgaramAM DUbakI mArI rahelA nArakIo mATe ane bilakula vivekarahita ane parAdhIna tiya mATe dharmanI saMpUrNa ArAdhanA azakaya che. ATalA mATe sarva Astika darzanee mAnavajIvananI mahattAnA

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zAradA suvAsa yazogAna gAyA che. je amUlya durlabha jIvanane saMkhyAbaMdha AtmAo kSaNika, anitya, nANAvaMta vaibhavRvilAsothI utpanna thatAM kSaNika sukhamAM masta banIne veDaphI rahyA che te ja jIvanane saMkhyAbaMdha viveka deve svAdhIna sukhene avagaNane paLe paLe jhaMkhI rahyA che. TUMkamAM janma ane maraNanA be kAramAM rogane nAbUda karavA mATe rAmabANa IlAja kaI paNa sthaLe prApta thato hoya te te mAtra mAnavajIvanamAM prApta thaI zake che. te nirvivAda vAta che. mAnavajIvananI sArthakatA kaI rIte karazo? :- baMdhuo ! A suMdara mAnavadeha pUrvanA prabaLa puNyadaye prApta thavA chatAM enI sAthe mokSamArganI ArAdhanA karavAmAM sahAyaka keTalIka viziSTa ane anivArya sAmagrIonA abhAve araNyamAM rahelA mAlatIne puSpanI mAphaka te nirarthaka jAya che. jevI rIte kharAba vastImAM raheluM, nIca pADozInI saMgativALuM, cAre dizAonI durgadhathI vyApta, havA ujAsa vinAnuM, jarUriyAtanI sagavaDathI rahita ane tephAnI vAtAvaraNamAM AveluM evuM AlIzAna ane suMdara makAna paNa A lekanI sukhAkArI mATe taddana nirUpayegI gaNAya che, tema AryakSetra, uttamakuLa, pAMca IndrionI paTutA, sudeva, sugurU ane sudharmarUpa tatvatrayIne saMga, ArogyatA ane dIrdhAyuSa Adi suMdara sAmagrI rahita mAnavajIvana paNa mekSamArganI sAdhanA mATe taddana nirarthaka nIvaDe che. tamane ane amane badhAne mAnavajIvana maLyuM che ne dharmArAdhanA karavAnI sAmagrI paNa maLI che. have te ApaNe purUSArtha karavAnI jarUra che. sAsagrI haze paNa je purUSArtha nahiM hoya te sAmagrI zA kAmanI ? jema svAdiSTa bhajana taiyAra karavA mATenI tamAma sAmagrI taiyAra che paNa tene pakAvavA mATe kaI mANasa na hoya te rasoI taiyAra thaze kharI ? badhI ja sAmagrI taiyAra hovA chatAM paNa pakAvavA mATe nirUdyamI banele Atma svAdiSTa bhajanane AsvAda mANI zakatuM nathI, te ja pramANe mAnavadehanI sAthe uparokta tamAma sAmagrI maLavA chatAM pramAdI AtmAo dharmanI ArAdhanA karyA vinA mekSanA sukhane AsvAda levA samartha banI zaktA nathI. mAtra udyamanA abhAve pramAdI AtmAe saghaLuM gumAve che. ATalA mATe jJAnI bhagavaMte kahe che ke dharmakAryamAM purUjhArthanI atyaMta AvazyakatA che. "AtmakSetramAM guNarUpI bIja" - mAnavadeha maLe, mAnavabhava maLe, badhI sAmagrI maLI ane dharma paNa karavA lAgyA paNa enI sAthe mAnavabhavane anurUpa mAnavatAnA nuM pragaTIkaraNa karavuM e paNa jarUrI che. A duniyAmAM mAnava te ghaNuM che paNa moTA bhAganA mAnamAM mAnavatAne abhAva che. mAnavatAnA abhAvamAM mAnavajIvana sArthaka samatuM nathI. eTale tamane jo tamArA mahAna puNyodaye badhI sAmagrI maLI che te "mAnazatAnA guNe jarUra pragaTAve. te tame sAcA mAnava che. jema tamAre khetaramAM ghauMne

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zAhA suvAsa meTe pAka joI te hoya te khetaramAM ghauM vAvavA joIe ne ? evI rIte anaMta guNene pAka ApaNe joI te hoya te guNanAM bIja vAvavA joIe ne ? guNenA bIja vAvyA vitA anaMta guNene pAka nahi maLe. ATalA mATe ApaNA jinezvara bhagavatee AtmakSetramAM guNarUpI bIja vAvavAne upadeza karyo che. guNenAM bIja vAvyA vinA karelI dharmasAdhanA e te khetaramAM bIja vAvyA vinA karelA kheDANa ane pAvAmAM AvatA pANI jevI che. bIja vAvyA vinA khetaramAM game teTaluM kheDavAmAM Ave ane pANI reDavAmAM Ave, vADa karavAmAM Ave chatAM badhuM niSphaLa tema guNenA bIja vAvyA vinA karAtI dharma sAdhanA paNa niSphaLa che. Aje ghaNAM mANase AnI sAme evI dalIla kare che ke amArA jIvanamAM guNe hoya te pachI dharmasAdhanA na karIe te cAle ne? A dalIla kevI che te tame samajyA? kaI kahe ke ame khetaramAM bIja vAvIe pachI vADa na karIe. pANI na pAIe te cAle ne? (hasAhasa) AvI jagatanA jIvonI dalIla che. jIvanarUpI kSetramAM guNenA bIja vAvyA vinA dharmanI khetI e majurI che. have te guNarUpI bIja vAvIne ja dharmanI khetI kare. te mAnavajIvana sArthaka banaze. mAnava banavA mAtrathI kalyANa nathI thavAnuM paNa mAnavatAnA guNarUpI puSpa khIlavIne mAnavatAnI maheMka ApaNe prasarAvavAnI che. duniyAmAM jeTalA mAnavIo che te badhA kaMI saddaguNI ke dhamIDa nathI letA. jema ke A duniyAmAM eka sarakhI ghaNI vastuo dekhAya che paNa badhI cIjonA guNa sarakhA hotA nathI. therIyAnuM dUdha sapheda hoya che, AkaDAnuM dUdha paNuM sapheda hoya che, cunAnuM pANI sapheda hoya che ane gAya-bheMsanuM dUdha paNa sapheda hoya che. dekhAvamAM dareka cIjo sapheda che paNa guNa sarakhA hetA nathI. gAya bheMsanuM dUdha pIve te zarIrane puSTi maLe che ane AkaDAnuM, therIyAnuM dUdha pIve te marI jAya ane cunAnuM pANI pIve te peTamAM cAMdA paDI jAya. e rIte dareka mAnavamAM aMtara che. jenAmAM mAnavatAnA guNe khIlyA che tenuM mAnavajIvana sArthaka bane che. ApaNuM cAlu adhikAramAM zaMkhakumAranI vAta cAle che. enuM jIvana mAnavatAnI mahekathI maghamaghatuM hatuM, tethI yazomatInI vahAre gayA. yazomatIne uThAvI janAra vidyAdhara kaMI sAmAnya na hate. chatAM enI sAthe jhajhUmIne vidyAdharane harAvyuM ane yamatIne tenA baMdhanamAMthI mukta karAvI. zaMkhakumAranuM parAkrama joIne maNizekhara vidyAdhara khuza thaI gayo ane baMne vacce mitratA jAmI. baMdhuo ! e samayanA rAjA mahArAjAonAM jIvanamAM mAnavatAnI maheMka maghamaghatI hatI. samaya Ave ekabIjA mATe prANa detA hatA. pachI rAjA hoya ke prajA hoya. koIne paNa dukhI joIne e loko AMkha ADA kAna karatAM na hatAM paNuM tarata dukhInuM duA aTADatA hatA. AnuM nAma sAgrI mAnavatA kahevAya. zaMkhakumAranI vAta ghaNAM janA samayanI

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78 zAradA suvAsa che paNa huM tamane thoDA samaya pahelAMnI vAta karuM. vaDodarAnA mahArAjA sayAjIrAva gAyakavADa thaI gayA. emane te tame jANe cho ne ? sayAjIrAva gAyakavADa sattAdhIza hovA chatAM prajA pratye pUrNa prema dharAvanArA hatA. vinaya ane namratAnA guNethI emanuM jIvana maghamaghatuM hatuM. eTale prajAjananuM nAnAmAM nAnuM duHkha paNa vinA saMkoce dUra karatA hatA. emane sattAnuM abhimAna naDatuM na hatuM. meTAI te manamAM hatI ja nahi, tethI nAnAmAM nAnuM kAma karavAmAM paNa temane nAnapa lAgatI nahi. evA e sayAjIrAva gAyakavADanA jIvanamAM banele eka prasaMga che. eka divasa sayAjIrAva gAyakavADa ane temane pradhAna araviMda ghoSa baMne jaNA eka divasa gheDA upara besIne prabhAtamAM mIThI ane ThaMDI havAnI moja mANavA mATe jaMgalamAM jaI rahyA hatA. gAyanAM dhaNa paNa savAramAM ja jaMgalamAM caravA mATe jatA hatA, tethI eka garIba paNa khAnadAna gharanI vRddha strI savAramAM ja chANA vINavA mATe jaMgalamAM AvI hatI. eNe chANa vINI vINIne eka moTe Tepale bharyo, paNa pitAnI jAte mAthe upADI na zakI. tethI koI uMcakAvanAranI rAha jotI te jaMgalamAM ekalI beThI hatI. dUrathI gheDo Avate je. mahArAjAne gheDe theDe AgaLa hatuM ne pradhAnane gheDo pAchaLa hatuM. A vRddha mADIe joyuM ke ghoDA upara besIne AvanAra keI sAre mANasa lAge che. eTale kahyuM e dIkarA! tuM gheDA uparathI heThA UtarIne mane mAthe A Tepale jarA caDhAva ne! mahArAjA te khUba dayALu hatA. emanA jIvanamAM mAnavatAnI maheMka maghamaghatI hatI, tethI vRddha mADIne joIne tarata ghoDethI nIce utaryA. baMdhuo ! huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tame A jagyAe ghoDA para besIne cAlyA jatA he ne kaI vRddha mADI kahe ke bhAI ! jarA mAruM ATaluM kAma kare ne, te tame zuM kare? gheDA uparathI nIce utare ke cAlyA jAva? (hasAhasa) are ! karavAnI te vAta ja kayAM, sAmuM paNa na juo. - "mahArAjAno nirAbhimAnatA" - mahArAjA sayAjIrAva ghaDA uparathI nIce utaryA ane bAIne mAthA upara chANane Tepale uMcakIne caDhAvyuM. rAjA jevA rAjAne jarA paNa nAnapa na AvI ke huM maTe rAjA ane ene Topale zeno caDhAvuM! ke sAthe pradhAna hate tene kahuM! ema nahi. pitAnI jAte ja caDhAvyuM. rAjAe te Tepala caDhAvyo. A joIne pradhAnajI khaDakhaDATa hasI paDayA. eTale rAjAe pUchayuM-pradhAnajI! meM A vRddha mADIne mAthe Tepale caDhAve temAM tamane ATaluM badhuM hasavuM kema AvyuM ? prajAne madada karavI e mArI pharaja che. prajAnuM game tevuM nAnAmAM nAnuM kAma karI ApavuM emAM ja gaurava che. e vAtane tame zuM nathI jANatAM? pradhAne kahyuM sAheba ! huM barAbara jANuM chuM, paNa mane saheja hasavuM AvI gayuM. rAjAe kahyuM paNa hasavA hasavAmAM pharaka hoya che. tame ghaNIvAra moDhuM malakAvIne saheja hase che paNa Aje te nAnA bALakanI jema khaDakhaDATa

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zAradA suvAsa ka79 hasyA. AnuM kAraNa zuM? sAheba! kaMI kAraNa nathI. Apane A DozImAe kahyuM-dIkarA! heThe utara ane Ape utarIne Tepale ene mAthe caDhAvyuM eTale nathI ho. mAru hasavAnuM kAraNa juduM che. tamane paNa ema thayuM haze ke rAjAe bAInA mAthe Tepale caDhAvyo eTale e majAka uDAve che paNa ema nathI. rAjAe khUba pUchyuM tyAre pradhAne kahyuM sAheba! mArA manamAM ema thayuM ke A bicArI vRddha garIba mADIe rAjA jevA rAjAne kahyuM - dIkarA! mArA mAthe Topale caDhAva ne! e bAI keTalI garIba haze ke AvI vRddha hevA chatAM vagaDAmAM chANa vINavA AvI che. have rAjAne jeNe dIkare kahIne bolAvyuM te dIkarAe mADInA mAthethI Topale utarAvavo joIe ke caDhAvavo joIe? (hasAhasa) Ape ene Topale utarAvavo joIe tenA badale caDhAvyuM. A avaLI rIta joIne mane hasavuM AvyuM. garIba mANasanI garIbAI dUra karavAmAM ja mahArAjAnuM gaurava che. pradhAnajInI Takere mahArAjA mADIne karele nyAya" :-pradhAnajInI TakerathI rAjA tarata samajI gayA ne manamAM thayuM ke vAta te sAcI che, eTale rAjAe kahyuM. A bAInuM sarana muM nedhI le. bAI te cheDe dUra cAlI gaI hatI. pradhAne ghoDA upara tyAM jaIne enuM saranAmuM nedhI lIdhuM. bIje divase sayAjIrAva mahArAjAe meTI sabhA bharI ane pradhAnane kahyuM ke jAe, pelI vRddha mAtAne ahIM bolAvI lAvo. rAjAnI sabhA ThaTha bharAI hatI. rAjAnA mANase bAInuM saranAmuM laIne zodhatA zodhatA tyAM AvyA ne vRddha mADIne kahyuM -mADI ! tamane rAjA sabhAmAM bolAve che. tarata ja cAle, vRddha mADI te gabharAI gayA ke mane vaLI rAjA zA mATe belAvatA haze ? mAre zuM gune? AvanAra mANasee kahyuM mADI ! tamAre kaMI guno nathI. rAjA tamane zikSA karavAnA nathI, zAMtithI cAle. gasarAtA mAjI AvyA sabhAmAM - mADI te rAjasabhAmAM AvyA. AkhI sabhA bharAI gaI che. mahArAjA siMhAsana upara beThA che. A joIne vRddha mAjI te dhrujI uThayA. zarIre cheda cheda vaLI gayA. A te kAle gheDA upara besIne jatA hatA, tyAre meM ene kahyuM hatuM ke dIkarA! jarA gheDethI nIco utara ne mane Topale caDhAva. e rAjA hatA mane khabara nahi eTale meM emane TuMkAre bolAvyA ne gheDA uparathI nIce utAryA, eTale mane jarUra zikSA karaze. have mAruM zuM thaze ? tharathara dhrujatA rUdhAtA kaThe kahyuM-mahArAjA ! mane mApha kare. meM kAle maTe gune karyo che, tyAre rAjAe kahyuM-mADI ! tAre gune nathI, mAre gune che. mAre tArI pAse mAphI mAMgavAnI che te mane dIkaro kahIne bolAvyo eTale mArI pharaja hatI ke mAre mADInA mAthethI chANane Topale utarAva joIe tenA badale meM te tArA mAthe Tepala uMcakA. pradhAnajI ! chANanA TepalA jeTale Topale bharIne senuM-rUpuM A mADIne ghera pahoMcADI de. ene rahevA mATe sAruM ghara baMdhAvI che. vRddha mADI kahe che sAheba! ATaluM badhuM tenuM mAre nathI joituM, paNa rAjAe kahyuM-tamAre levuM

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388 zAradA suvAsa ja paDaze eTale mADIe tene saharSa svIkAra karyo. aMtaramAM AnaMdane pAra na rahyo. rAjAne hA AzIrvAda ApatI mADI tyAMthI cAlI gaI. rAjAe pradhAnane pUchayuM ke have te barAbara che ne? pradhAne kahyuM hA. dIkarAe sADIne Tepale utarAvyo eTale mane AnaMda thaze. AnuM nAma mAnavatAnI maheMka. mahArAjAnA dilanA divAnakhAnAmAM mAnavatAne dIvaDo jhaLahaLI uThaze. A sabhAmAM paNa ghaNAM dIkarAe beThelA che. je emanI mAtAne bhUlI gayA hoya te yAda karIne zakti anusAra sevA karaje, ane vRddha mAtA-pitAnA mAthethI kAmakAjanA TepalA utarAvaje. gulAbanuM kula maheke che tema tame paNa tamArA jIvanamAM mAnavatAnI maheka mahekAvaje. gulAbanuM sAcu kUla kesaLa akhamala jevuM mUlAyama hoya che. ene kaI upADIne suMghe paNa emAMthI pAMkhaDIo khare che. emAMthI paNa sugaMdha prasare che. ema tame paNa gulAbanA li jevA bano. tamArI pAse je kaI duHkhI Ave te ene tamArAmAMthI ekAda pAMkhaDI jeTalI sugaMdha te Apajo. Aje plAsTIkanA gulAbanA phUla ghaNuM dekhAya che. dekhAvamAM suMdara hoya paNa ene aDakIzuM te e kemaLa nahi lAge paNa kaDaka lAgaze. ene nAke aDADaze te sugaMdha nahi maLe. emAMthI pAMkhaDI paNa nahi khare. tame evA plAsTIkanA gulAba jevA nahi banatAM, sAcA gulAba jevA banIne tamArA jIvanamAMthI mAnavatAnI maheMka prasarAvaje. Aje ApaNe sayAjIrAva gAyakavADane zA mATe yAda karyA! emaNe jIvanamAM mAnavatAnI maheka prasarAvI che tethI ne ? tame paNa evA dIna duHkhIonI sevA karo. Aje janmASTamIne pavitra divasa che. Aje vaSNave kRSNa bhagavAnane janma divasa ujave che. vaiSNae kRSNajIne judI rIte oLakhAyA che ane jene paNa judI rIte mAne che. kRSNavAsudeva ane temanAtha bhagavAna baMne kAkA kAkAnA dIkarA hatA. emanAtha bhagavAna karatAM kRSNavAsudeva meTA hatA. e yAdavakuLa kevuM bhAgyazALI ke e kuLamAMthI temanAtha bhagavAna te tIrthakara thayA ane kRSNa vAsudeva AvatI covIsImAM tIrthakara banaze. emaNe jIvanamAM tapa nathI karyo, sAmAyika nathI karI paNa dharmanI dalAlI khUba karI che. tIrthakara bhagavAna ane emanA saMtenI khUba sevA karI che. tIrthakara nAma karma upArjana karavAnA vIsa belamAM A eka bola che ke "pUvaya mAvAyA pravacananI prabhAvanA. emaNe jinazAsana ane bhagavAnane pravacananI prabhAvanA khUba karI che. keI tapa kare, dIkSA le te emanA manane mele nAcI uThato ke huM enA mATe zuM karuM ? saMyama lenAra vairAgIne pUro sahakAra ApatA. dIna duHkhIne dekhIne temanuM dila dravI uThatuM hatuM. zAsananI apUrva prabhAvanA karIne kRSNa tIrthaMkara nAmakarma upArjana karyuM che. e rIte ApaNe kRSNa vAsudevane oLakhIe chIe. vAsudevane janma emanA mAmA kaMsane tyAM mathurA nagarImAM thayela hatuM. emane

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kaTara zAjA suvAsa janma tyAM zAthI thaye e paNa jANavA jevuM che. kaMsa ghaNe uddhata ane abhimAnI sajA hate. enI patnI vayazA paNa abhimAnanuM pUtaLuM hata. eka vakhata vayazA enI naNaMda ane kRSNanI mAtA devakInuM mAthuM oLI rahI hatI. te vakhate kesanA nAnA bhAI atimukta muni vicaratAM vicaratAM tyAM padhAryA. atimukta muni khUba tapasvI hatA. gAyanuM zIMgaDuM vAgavAthI e paDI gayA. e joIne jIvaza hasIne kahe che ke diyarIyA! eka muThThIthI kaThAnuM jhADa pADI nAMkhanArA evA tamAruM baLa kayAM gayuM ke gAyanuM zIgaDuM vAgatAM paDI gayA ? A gharagharamAM TukaDA mAMgIne khAvAnuM choDIne rAjyamAM Ave ne diyarIyA ! ApaNe ramata ramIe! A zabda sAMbhaLIne kodhAvezamAM muni bhAna bhUlyA ne belI gayA ke he jIvayazA! jarA o che abhimAna kara. tuM jenuM mAthuM oLI rahI che te devakI sAtame putra tArA zvasura kuLanuM ane pitRkuLanuM nikaMdana kADhanAre thaze, jaina muni zAmabaLathI jANI zake paNa kadI AvA zabda bele nahi paNa ahIM muni bhAna bhUlyA ne belI gayA. muninA zaoN sAMbhaLIne jIvayazA udAsa banI gaI, ane kaMsane vAta karI. eTale ke devakInA lagna thayA pachI eka vakhata vasudevane pitAne tyAM bolAvIne jugAra ramavA besADayA. vasudeve jugAra ramavAnI nA pADI paNa kese khUba Agraha karyo tethI ramavA beThA, tyAre kase zarata karI ke je tame hArI jAo te mArI bahenanI badhI sUvAvaDe mAre tyAM karavAnI, ane huM hArI jAuM te mArI badhI milkata tamane arpaNa karavAnI. vasudeve kahyuM evI zarata karavAnuM zuM prajana? kaMse jema tema karIne vasudevane samajAvI dISA. aMte jugAramAM vasudevanI hAra thaI, eTale devakIne dareka vakhate prasUtinA samaye kaMsane tyAM lAvavAmAM AvatI, sAtamI vakhate prasutino prasaMga AvyuM. A vakhate te kaMse khUba jApta rAkhe che. vasudevane paNa kedakhAnAmAM pUryA che, ane devakInA mahela pharatA cakI pahere goThavI dIdhA hatA paNa Aje zrAvaNa vada AThamanI rAtre jyAre devakIjIe kRSNane janma Ape tyAre badhA cokIdAre UdhI gayA, vasudevanA baMdhana bhaDAka laIne tUTI gayAM eTale vasudevajI devakIjI pAse AvyA ane kRSNane TepalAmAM mUkIne yamunA nadInA kinAre AvyA tyAM nadIe javA mATe mArga karI Apyo. tethI vasudeva kRSNane gokuLamAM naMda zevALane tyAM mUkI AvyA. naMdanI patnI yazodA devakIjInI bAla sakhI hatI. teNe kRSNane ucherIne moTA karyA. temane samajAyuM ne ke mahAna purUSanA janmathI baMdhano paNa tUTI gayA ane cokIdAre UMghI gayA. A che mahAna purUSanA janmano prabhAva. Aje mAre tamane khAsa karIne e samajAvavuM che ke AvA mahAna purUnI janma jayaMtine divase jugAra khUba ramAya che. teo jIvanane ujajavaLa banAvI gayA ane ApaNane mAnavatAnI maheka mahekAvavAnuM zIkhavADI gayA. temanI janmajayaMti zuM tame jugAra

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zAradA suvAsa 2mIne ujavavAnI che? meM te sAMbhaLyuM che ke muMbaImAM te bahene, nAnI nAnI bAlikAe ane bALake paNa rame che. jugAra te bhayaMkara vyasana che. jugAra, mAMsabhakSaNa, madirApAna, vezyAgamana, zikAra, cerI ane parastrIgamana A sAta vyasano jIvane ghera narakagatimAM laI janArA che. ema samajIne eno tyAga kare. jugAra ramavAthI mahAna purUSe kevA duHkhI duHkhI thaI gayA che. gaI kAle ApaNe pAMDenI vAta karI hatI te thoDI bAkI che te vAta pachI laIzuM. te pahelAM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che ke jugAra mANasanuM keTaluM patana karAve che. eka zrImaMta zeTha-zeThANIne ekano eka dIkare hatuM. temane ghera paisAne pAra na hato. tanathI, manathI ane dhanathI badhI rIte sukhI hatA. saMsAranA samasta sukhe zeThane ghera hatA emanA sukhamAM eka paNa khAmI na hatI. zaheranI vaccovacca zeThane sAta mALane baMgala hatuM. zeThane tyAM ghaNA varSe pAraNuM baMdhAyuM hatuM eTale zeTha-zeThANI nAnapaNathI ja bAluDAne khUba lADakoDathI ucheravA lAgyA. A chokarAnuM nAma ramaNa hatuM. A ramaNa traNa varSane thatAM zerInA chokarA sAthe ramavA jAya ne badhA chokarAone mAre paNa je ene kaI bhUlecUke mAre agara eka zabda kahe te AvI banyuM. zeTha-zeThANI kaMI kahe te emanA - upara paNa tADUkI uThate. gharanA nokara cAkara, rasoIye badhA miTA zeTha karatAM nAnA zeThane vadhu sAcavatAM hatAM. dIkaro je aMge te mA-bApa hAjara kare che. divase divase ramaNa mATe thavA lAge, ene rakUle bhaNavA mu. ramaNa bhaNavA jAya eTale enA mAtA-pitA ja ene vAparavA mATe paisA ApatA. kaMI ne kaMI khAvAnuM ApatA. ramaNa cAra pAMca chokarAonI sAthe besIne khAte, tethI sau ramaNane belAve calAve ane AnaMda karatA kyAreka bhaNavA jatAM te kaI vakhata e bhaNavAnA bahAne bahAra rakhaDavA jatA. Ama karatAM mAMDa mAMDa meTrIka pAsa thayA. pachI to pAMca-sAta mitronI TaLI jyAM ne tyAM rakhaDayA karatI have ramaNanA mA-bApane dIkarAnA darzana paNa durlabha banI gayA. vaphAdAra rahevAne badale bevaphA banele ramaNa - ramaNane paisAnI jarUra paDe tyAre pitAjInI pAse AvIne paisA mAMgate. enA pitAjI kaI vAra ApI de ne kaIvAra tADakIne kahetAM ke ATalA badhA paisA tAre zuM karavA che ! nahi AvuM, tyAre mAtA pAse Avate ne paisA laI jatuM. A tarapha sarakhe sarakhA mitroe enA jIvana upara kAbU meLavavA mAMDe. basa, zaheramAM jyAM ne tyAM haravuM pharavuM, mana phAve te khAvuM, mana phAve tema vartana karavuM keI vaDIla kaMI paNa kahe te emanA sAmuM bolavuM A ja emanA jIvananuM dhyeya banI gayuM. mitrone paNa A zrImaMtane dIkaro mitra kyAMthI maLe? paNa enA ne badhAne lahera karavA maLe. zA mATe AvA mitrane cheDe! baMdhuo ! ekane eka sonAnI rekha je dIkaro bhale tamane vahAle heya paNa ene bahu lADa laDAvavA nahi. saMtAnane bhale tame lADa laDAvo paNa enA saMskAra na bagaDavA joIe. zeTha zeThANIe je dIkarA upara AzAnA meTA minArA caNyA hatA te

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383 yArA sugra dIkaro mAtA-pitAne vaphAdAra rahevAne badale evaphA banI gayA hatA. jo ke emAM zeThazeThANInI pAtAnI bhUla hatI. manamAM ne manamAM bhUla upara pazcAtApanA AMsu sAratA hatA paNa have mAjI bagaDI gaI hatI. rAta divasa sraratA zeTha zeThANI :- A zeTha ane zeThANI dIkarAnI ciMtAmAM ne ci'tAmAM aDadhA thaI gayA. paisA ghaNA hatA paNa AvA rakhaDela chekarAne paraNAve koNa ? koI kanyA ApatuM nathI. dIkarA jyAre ghera Ave tyAre mA bApa khUba samajAvatAM paNa koInuM' mAnatA na hatA. A zeTha zeThANInA deha upara have ghaDapaNunI rekhAe dekhAvA lAgI tyAre ramaNunA dehasAgara upara yuvAnInI bharatI AvI hatI. mAtA-pitAne dhamakAvI dhamakavIne paisA laI javA lAgyA. pAse paisA hAya, mAthe koinA Dara na hoya pachI zuM bAkI rahe? A ramaNu tA kumitra!nI sa`ge caDhI jugAra ramatA thai gayA. jugAra ramatAM ramatAM mitra sAthe vezyAne ghera javA lAgyA. jue, ekeka vyasana enI pAchaLa khIjA vyasanane kheMcI lAve che. sAta vyasaneAmAM sauthI paheluM jugAranu` nAma che. eka jugAramAMthI sAte sAta vyasanAne vaLagADa vaLage che. A ramaNu pahelAM jugAra ramyA. jugAramAMthI vezyAne ghera jatA thaye. tyAM viSayanI mastI mANavA mATe dArUnI pyAlIe pItA thayA. A rIte ekeka karatAM sAte vyasanAe enA jIvanamAM aDDo jamAvye. dIkarA game tevA nAlAyaka uThe paNa mAtApitAnA dilamAMthI vAsabhyanA jharaNAM sUkAtA nathI. eka nahi te bIjI rIte mAtApitAe ramaNane samajAvIne sudhAravA mATe ghaNAM prayatnA karyAM paNa pariNAma zunya ja AvyuM. devAnupriyA ! A dIkarAnI ciMtAmAM ne ciMtAmAM bApanA deha sukAvA lAgyA. esaratA pANIne osarI jatAM zI vAra ? zeTha mAMdagInA bichAne paDayA paNa bicArA e te ramaNu ... ramaNa karIne jha Mkhe che paNa lADakavAyAne te zeThanA sAmuM jovAne paNu kayAM TAIma che ! kacAreka ghera AvatA tyAre enI mAtA kahetI ke beTA ! tArA pitAjI khUba bimAra che, tane jhaMkhe che. tuM emanI pAse jA, paNa ramaNunI ramaNatA te sAta vyasanA ane enA mitrAnI ToLImAM hatI. eTale enI mAtAne kahI detA ke mAre emanI pAse javu' nathI. tu mane paisA ApI de ne ! mAtA paisA na Ape te parANe zeAdhIne paNa kaMI ne kaMI laI jateA. paisA na hoya te mAtAnA dAgInA paNa laI jatA. chevaTe kaMI na maLe teA khApanA nAme koI peDhImAMthI paisA laI AvatA. putranu AvuM vartana joine zeThANI zeTha pAse AvIne raDI paDatA tyAre zeTha kahetA ke putrane nAnapaNumAM ApaNe khUba lADa laDAvyA tenuM A pariNAma che. have te e sudhare tema lAgatuM nathI. AnA karatAM ApaNe dIkaro na heAta te sAruM hatu. Ama kahIne ane mANusa khUba raDatA. dIphAne chelle saMdezA ApatA bApaH- zeThane lAgyuM ke have mAro aMtakALa

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zAradA suvAsa najIka che. eTale ramaNane teDavA mANase mokalyA. ramaNa Ave te khare paNa ene bApane kahe che tame mane zA mATe lAvyA chemane eka miniTane paNa TAIma nathI. mArI bAjIno raMga jAmyuM hatuM te tame mane belAvIne bhaMga paDAvyA, tyAre bApe namratAthI gaLagaLA thaIne kahyuM beTA! have te A dIpaka bUjhAvAnI taiyArImAM che. have tuM sudharI jAya te sAruM. mane te AzA hatI ke mAro dIkaro dIpaka je banIne kuLane ujALaze paNa tuM te ujALavAne badale kuLane ujjaDa karI rahyo che. tyAre dIkarAe kahyuM-bApujI! tamAre dIpaka bUjhAvA AvyuM hoya te huM phUMka mArIne bUjhavI nAMkhuM ne pachI jAuM. bAkI huM jema karate he tema mane karavA de. mArAthI kaMI baMdha thAya tema nathI, paNa huM je kaMI karuM chuM te badhuM cAlu rahe ne tamArI IcchA saMtoSAya ema hoya te kahe. zeThane te putranI uddhatAI jatAM lAgyuM ke have A cheka sudhare tema nathI. ene sudhAre e pahelI vAta nathI. chatAM haju DI ghaNI bAjI hAthamAM che. jarA ajamAvI jouM. zeThe premathI enA mAthe hAtha mUkIne kahyuM mArA vahAlA dIkarA ! tAre kaMI ja cheDavuM na paDe evI traNa pratijJAo che. te le te huM khuza thaIne jAuM ke mArA dIkarAe mAruM kahyuM mAnyuM. mArA AtmAne saMtoSa thaze. pitAjInI vAta sAMbhaLIne dIkarAnuM dila saheja pIgaLyuM. eTale kahe che tame kaho. je mArAthI paLAze tevI pratijJA haze te laIza. zeThe kahyuM. beTA ! tane jugAra ramavAnI chUTa paNa (1) jyAre tane jugAra ramavAnI IcchA thAya tyAre tAre jamavAnA samaye bapore bAra vAge jugArInA ghera javuM. (2) mIThAI khAvAnuM mana thAya te bapora pachI jamIne kaMdoInI dukAne javuM ane (3) vezyAne tyAM javuM hoya te savAranA praharamAM ja javuM. bela A traNa pratijJA pALIza? ramaNe vicAra karyo ke A badhA te sArI. mane kaMI vAMdha Ave tema nathI. mAtra TAIma pheravavAne che. e te banI zakaze. eNe kahyuM. hA, bApujI! huM A pratijJA pALIza. have te tamane sateSa thaze ne? pitAe kahyuM -DA, beTA ! jatAM jatAM paNa te mAruM kahyuM mAnyuM tene mArA dilamAM saMteSa thaye che. putrane A traNa pratijJA ApIne eka be divasamAM ja pitAe A phAnI duniyAne tyAga karyo. pitAjInA maraNa pachI ramaNa te be divasa te gharamAM rahyo paNa enuM citta te jugAra ane vezyAmAM ja ramI rahyuM hatuM. pitAnI pratijJA pALatA ramaNanA jIvanane thayelo paH pitAjIne gayA A divasa thayA eTale te jugAra ramavA nIkaLe, tyAM tene yAda AvyuM ke - pitAjIe pratijJA ApI che ke bapore bAra vAge jamavA samaye jugArInA ghera javuM. bapore te moTA bhAge jugArIyA jamavA mATe ghera ja gayA hoya ne? je jugAranA aDDA aThaMga jugArI hate tene tyAM ramaNa bAra vAge jugAra ramavA gaye, tyAre jugArInI panI jugArIyA patine kahI rahI hatI ke nAtha ! A jugAre te nakheda vALI dIdhuM. tame jugAramAM badhI mUDI sApha karI nAMkhI. mArA sAsarA ane piyaranA rogane paNa

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sArA apAya vecI nAMkhyA, bhAre mUlA kapaDA paNu vecAI gayA. have to gharamAM khAvA mATe mArI vAra anAja paNa nathI. A chokarAe be divasathI bhUkhyA TaLavaLe che ne kahe che ja! khIcaDI te khAvA banAvI Apa, paNa khIcaDI kyAMthI lAvuM? jue, A chokarAone samakhAvA cule khAlI pANI makaryuM che. have mArAthI chokarI sAmuM jovAtuM nathI. Ama kahIne jugAranI patnI kALe kalpAMta karavA lAgI. ramaNe jugArInA gharanI bahAra ubhA rahIne A kAraNe sAMbhaLyuM. nAnA kula jevA bAluDA khAvA mATe karagare che. e badhuM dazaya najare tenuM eTale ramaNanuM hRdaya kaMpI uThayuM. ahe, jugAre gharanI A dazA karI? jugArInA gharanI paristhiti joIne ramaNanuM dila pIgaLI gayuM. basa, have mAre kadI jugAra rama nahi e nirNaya karyo. jugArInA gherathI pAchA vaLatAM kaoNInI dukAna AvI. mIThAI para mATe bhUlI labakArA mArI rahI che. bApujIe pratijJA ApI che ke mIThAI khAvAnuM mana thAya te bapore kaMIne tyAM javuM. A samaya barAbara che. lAva, tyAre upaDI jANa baporane samaya hate. caitra-vaizAkha mahinAnA divaso che, eTale dhUmadhakhate taDako hate. kaI mIThAI banAvI rahyo hate. kaMInA kapaDA cIkaNA ne ekadama melA gaMdhAtA hatA. pAse jaIe te ulTI Ave tevI durgadha AvatI hatI. koI bhaThThA pAse besIne evA ane gaMdA parasevAthI rebajheba thayelA kapaDe eka bAju mA halAvI rahyo hato ane bIjI bAju parasevAnA TIpA mAvAmAM ne mIDAImAM paDatA hatA. tame haze he mIlAI khAva cho paNa kaI vakhata mIThAI banatI hoya tyAM jovA jAva te khabara paDe ke mIThAI kevI rIte bane che? tamane khAvAnuM mana nahi thAya. A ramaNane te A dazya jotAM sUga caDhI gaI ane nirNaya karyo ke mAre bahAranI mIThAI kadI na khAvI. tevI manathI pratijJA karIne ghera AvyA. vezyAnA gharethI pAchA pharele ramaNa" - baMdhuo! ramaNanA be vyasana te chUTI gayA. eTale ene jIvananI majhA uDI gaI hoya ema tene lAgyuM. have mananI tAjagI meLavavA mATe sAMjanA vezyAne tyAM nAcagAnanI mahephIla mANavA javuM ema nakkI karIne sAMje javA taiyAra thaye, tyAM ene pitAjInI pratijJA yAda AvI ke tene tyAM javuM hoya te savAre javuM. eTale tarata pAcho pharyo ne ghera AvIne sUI gayo. savAra paDatAM uThIne vezyAne ghera upaDe. vezyA te haju sUtI hatI tyAM bAraNuM khakhaDyuM eTale vezyA jAgI. keI divasa nahi ne Aje savAranA mahAM vaLI keNa Ave? vezyAe bAraNuM khelIne joyuM te zeThane putra che. ramate vesmAtA dedAra joyA te enA vALanA keI ThekANuM nathI. kapaDAnA ThekANuM nathI. enA mALa para te mAkhIo baNabaNatI hatI. meDhA upara lAlIne badale lALa dekhAtI hatI. A khelAM zA, su. 25

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zAradA suvAsa "paNa teja dekhAtuM nahatu. manamAM vicAra karyAM. aheA ! A te vezyA che ke koI vAgharaNu che. A kANu ! huM jene saudayanI rANI mAnatA hatA tenA deha para sauMdaryAMnu tA kAI nAmanizAna dekhAtu nathI. A eno asala dedAra kevA che ! e te AMkhomAM kAjaLa AMjI, mADhA upara pAvaDara chAMTI, hATha para lAlI lagAvI, mAthAmAM suMdara phUleAnI veNI paherI sau ya rANI banavAnA zrama laIne mArA jevA yuvAnone AMjIne emanuM patana karAve che ne uparathI manamAnyA paisA uDAve che. AvI vaizyAnA sakAmAM have mAre sapaDavu nathI. have kadI vezyAne ghera Avavu' nahiM eve niSNuya karIne saDasaDATa vezyAnA gharanA pagathIyA utarI gayA ne pAtAne ghera ANye. ghera AvIne mAtAnA caraNamAM paDIne kahyuM huM mAtA! mitronA saMge caDhIne huM byasanI banI gayA, ane mArA upakArI mAtApitAne bhUlyA. mAtA.....A pApI dIkarAne mArUM kara. mArA pitAjInI pratijJAe Aje mArI AMkhaDI kheAlI che. huMve huM kadI jugAra nahi ramu. vezyAne ghera nahi jAuM, parastrIgamana nahi karuM, dArU nahiM pIuM, ahAranI mIThAI nahi khA, traNa divasamAM te ramaNunA jIvanamAM ajama parivatana AvI gayu. enA pitAjInI traNa pratijJAe te samasta saMsAranA svarUpanu vAstavika dana karAvI dIdhuM, tethI ramaNa sudharI gayA ane sIdhI lAIna upara caDhI gayA. jAte sudharyAM paNa aneka pApAnI jALamAMthI cheDAvanAra pitAjInI yAda ene huMmezA satAvavA lAgI ke hu sudharyAM paNa meM mArA pitAjIne te saMteSa na pamADyo ne ? te manathI dararAja pitAjInA caraNamAM jhUkIne potAnI bhUlanI mAphI mAMgatA. mAtAne te varSothI mAvAyelA dIkarA maLatAM je AnaMda thAya tevA AnaMda mAtAe anubhavyeA. madhue ! tame sAMbhaLI gayA ne ke jugAra Adi vyasanAthI kevI khuvArI thAya che ! Aje badhA pratijJA laIne jo ke mAre kadI jugAra ramavA niha. jugAra upara gaI kAle pAMDavAnI vAta karI hatI te thADI bAkI che te kahuM chuM. sAMbhaLe. f. dharmarAjA jevA pavitra purUSane jugAranA haiDA lAgyA. eka maneArajana khAtara jugAra matAM badhuM ja hArI gayA. peAte eka tasu jamInanA mAlika na rahyA, chevaTe dAvamAM peAtAnA cAra bhAI Ane, potAnI jAtane ane chelle draupadIne paNa dAvamAM mUkI dvIdhI. AthI AkhI sabhA hacamacI uThI. saunI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. duryodhananA mANasonAM dila pazu pIMgaLI gayA. dharmarAjA draupadIne paNa dAvamAM hArI gayA eTale durgaMdhana,zakuni, zuM vigere teA tALIyA pADIne nAcavA lAgyA. AkhI sabhA sthira banI gaI. ahAhA.... AvA pavitra dha rAjA hArI gayA ! durgaMdhana jItyAnA koIne AnaMda nathI paNa dha rAjAnI hAra thai tethI saunA dilamAM duHkha thavA lAgyuM. pAMDavane duryodhane kapaTathI jugAra ramADIne madhu jItIne bhikhArI banAvyA. ATalethI emane satASa na thayA. duryodhana ane duHzAsana

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zA suvAsa rI vigere bhAIoe pAMDavonA zarIra para paherelA vastromAMthI badhAnA kahevAthI eka lageTI jeTaluM vastra rAkhIne badhA vastro utArI lIdhA. sabhAmAM kALo kera macI gayo ke he! A duryodhana vigere keTalA nIca che! bhale e badhuM hArI gayA paNa emanAM vastro utArI levA e kaMI temanI rIta che! A karUNa dazya na joI zakavAthI kaMIka te mUcha khAIne paDI gayA. aha, AvA pavitra purUSanI A dazA ! Ama kALe kalpAMta kare che, tyAM gayA che duryodhana kahe che he duzAsana ! have tame badhA jaldI jAva ne duniyAmAM satI tarIke oLakhAtI pAMcAlIne ahIM laI Ave che e na Ave te ene eTale pakaDIne DhasaraDIne laI Avaje. duryodhananA kahevAthI duHzAsana draupadI pAse AvIne kahe che he draupadI ! tArA pati dharmarAjA tane jugAramAM hArI gayA che. have temanI koI sattA rahI nathI. e. te bhikhArI banI gayA che. AjathI pAMDenI sAthe tAre sabaMdha pUre thayo che. have tArA bhAgya jAgyA ke tuM mArA moTAbhAI duryodhananI paTTarANI banIza. A zabdo sAMbhaLIne dropadIne khUba gusso Ave. have te tene kevA zabdo kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM-42 zrAvaNa vada 8 ne ravIvAra tA. 27-8-78 - sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI, zAsanapati, jIvana uddhAraka tIrthakara bhagavaMtanA mukhakamaLamAMthI jharelI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. siddhAMtanI vANu e AtmAne svaccha banAvavA mATenuM uttama sAdhana che. anAdikALathI ApaNu AtmA upara rAga-dveSa, krodha, mAna, mAyA, leba AdinA DAgha paDI gayA che, tene sApha karavA mATe AgamanI vANInI jarUra che. jeTaluM mana svaccha haze teTaluM Atmadarzana jaldI karI zakAze. anAdikALathI malIna banelA ApaNu AtmAne svaccha banAvavA mATe vItarAga vANIrUpI pANI ane samyaphavarUpI sAbunI jarUra che. jyAM sudhI jIva samyanI prApti karate naryAM tyAM sudhI mithyAtva jIvane herAna kare che. karmabaMdhananA pAMca prakAra che. temAM pahele naMbara mithyAtvane che. tamane kaI divasa vicAra Ave che ke karmabaMdhananA pAMca kAraNomAM paheluM mithyAtva kema ? ane bIjo naMbara aviratine zA mATe? sAMbhaLe, tenuM kAraNa e che ke jyAM sudhI mithyAtva heya tyAM sudhI avirata jatI nathI. mithyAtva e AtmAnuM Arogya prApta nahi thavA denAre mahAraga che. AtmAne bhavabhavamAM herAna karI muktinuM rAjya nahi levA denAre mahAna zatru che. AtmAne anaMtakALathI janma maraNa karAvanAra mahAna viSa che ane sAcI dizA nahi sujhavA denAra mahAna aMdhakAra che. mithyAtvane mahAraganI, mahAzatrunI, mahAviSanI

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' ka' , zAha sAma ane mahAtha pakAranI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che kAraNa ke mithyAtva karmonI jaDa che. tyAM sudhI mithyAtvanI hayAtI haze tyAM sudhI samyaktvanI prApti thatI nathI. samRtva vitA samyakajJAna kyAMthI thAya? ane samyakajJAna na hoya tyAM sudhI sabhyazcAritra paNa kayAMthI vAya? A traNanI tripuTI na hoya tyAM sudhI mukti paNa kayAMthI maLe? uttarAyanuM sUtranA 28 mA adhyayanamAM bhagavAna belyA che ke je nAdaMsaNissa nANaM, nANeNa viSA na hunti caraNa guNA / aguNissa natthi mokkho, nasthi amokkhassa nivvANaM // 30 // darzana vinA jJAna thatuM nathI. jJAna vinA cAritra guNanI prApti thatI nathI. rAtri NaNaNI rahita jIvanI mukti nathI ane mukti vinA nirvANu nathI, ATalA mATe jJAnIe kahe che ke AtmAne saMsAramAM rajhaLAvanAra hoya te te mithyAta che. "pitta, A kALuM mithyAva e bhAvavRddhinuM kAraNa che. chatI AMkhe AtmAne aMdha banAvanAra arthAt viparIta dekhADanAra je ke heya te te mithyAtva che. jJAnAvaraNIya ane darzanAvaraNIya karmane pazama te jIvane anAdikALane che, tethI je jIvane jeTalA pramANamAM kSapazama che teTale jJAnane ughADa che. oche ke vadhu jJAnano ughADa pitAnA savarUpe nirmaLa ane je bhAve je svarUpe hoya tene te pramANe jaNAvanAra ane manAvanAra che. pitAnAM svarUpe te ughADa avikArI che. bhale, haja kevaLajJAna prApta nathI thayuM tyAM sudhI jJAnamAM apUrNatA che paNa anaMtamAM aMza eTale je kaI jJAne prakAza che te te avikArI che, chatAM anAdikALathI svarUpe avikArI e jJAna prakAzanI sAthe darzameha ane mithyAtva mehanIya udaya maLavAthI avikArI jJAna prakAza paNa vikArI banI gayela che. e vikArI jJAna prakAzathI AtmAnI aMdhApA jevI kAramI dazA thAya che, ane e kaMika jANe che ke dekhe che temAM paNa viparyAsaavaLAI hoya che. jema ke pitAnI mUDIne pArakI gaNe ne pArakI mUDI pitAnI gaNe. sukhanA mAdhavane duHkhanA sAdhano mAne che ane duHkhanA sAdhanamAM tene sukhanI bhrAnti thAya che. mAdaka madirAnuM pAna karanAra unmAdI purUSa jevI e vikArI AtmAnI durdazA thAya che. e vikAranuM nAma mithyAtva che. jenAthI avaLuM jANapaNuM thAya che tenuM nAma ajJAna che ane jenAthI avaLI pravRtti thAya che tenuM nAma avirati che. mithyAtvanA udayathI AtmA dhana-dolata-gharabAra, stra-putra-parivAra vigere bAhya padArthomAM vyavahArathI temaja nizcayathI mArApaNuM mAne che. e ajJAna ane mArApaNuM mAnyA bAda rAta divasa e bAhA bhAvamAM ramaNatA tenuM nAma avirati che. mithyAtva e ajJAnanuM kAraNa che re ajJAna e aviratinuM kAraNa che. avirati ajJAnamAMthI janme che. mithyAtva ajJAta ane avirati e traNe mahArAjAnA aMge che. | devAnupriye! mohanI mAyAjALamAM phasAyelA jIvane saMsAra maTha sAkaranA TukaDA

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zA suvAsa je lAge che ane jeNe DarAjA upara thaDA ghaNe aMze paNa vijya meLavyo che tene saMsA2 kaDave jhera jevuM lAge che. ajJAnI che meharAjAnA pAzamAM baMdhAIne saMsAra mArApaNAnA mamatvanI sAMkaLathI baMdhAya che. jJAnI che A saMsAramAMthI vita banIne sarakI jAya che. tame badhA hoziyAra te ghaNAM che. samaya Ave serInI ekti te zuM che ne ? mAnI le ke tame beMkamAMthI eka lAkha rUpiyA laIne bahAra nIkaLyA. keI guMDAone khabara paDI ke A mANasa beMkamAMthI lAkha rUpiyA laIne nIkaLe che. amuka galInA rastethI tame nIkaLyA, tyAM tamane cAra guMDAe gherI vI. A guMDAo guMDA jevA dekhAtA nathI. emaNe tamArA jevA sArA kapaDA paherelA che paNa tamane khabara paDI ke A guMDAo che te zuM kare? e guMDAonA saMkajAmAMthI chUTavAno prayatna karone ? hA sAheba.... hA. have huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke saMsAranI mAyArUpI guMDAmAMthI sarakavAnuM mana thAya che ? bole te kharA ! krodha mAna-mAyA lebha-meha ajJAna-rAga-dveSa vigere guMDAo che. tamane ema thAya che ke A guMDAonA pAzAyI sarakI jAuM ? je AtmA virakata bane che te A guMDAothI bacI zake che, paNa tamane te saMsAra sadamAM mITho sAkAra jene dekhAvamAM sahAmaNe dekhAya che paNa yAda rAkhe ke temAM Asakta banaze te hADakA bhAMgI jaze. mATe saMsArathI virakta bane. Aje duniyAmAM jJAna ghaNuM vadhyuM che. vicitra prakAranI kaLAe khUba vadhI che paNa e jJAna zA kAmanuM ! AjanA mANase jeTaluM bhaNe che teTaluM gaNI zakatA nathI. pahelA mANase bhale ne cAra copaDI bhaNelA hoya paNa enI pAse hisAba karavo te DipheTe hisAba karI deze paNa AjanA bI.e. pAsa thayelA mANasane hisAba karavA besADaze to e kAgaLa ne pina laIne besaze. temAM lakhIne hisAba karaze paNuM mA hisAba mahi karI zake, tyAre AgaLanuM bhaNatara evuM hatuM ke mANasa bhaNIne enuM caNatara karI zakatA hatA. bhaNyA pachI samayecita kAryo karI zakatA hatA. je saMjaya je kArya karavAnuM hoya te pramANe teo buddhine upayoga karatA hatA. Ajane yuddhamAM bhaNe che kharA paNa gaNatA nathI. je bhaNe che paNa gaNatA nathI tenI kevI dazA thAya che upara eka dRSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka nAnA gAmamAM eka goramahArAja rahetA hatA. gAma nAnakaDuM hatuM paNa raLiyAmaNuM hatuM. A gAmamAM badhI jJAtinA mANase rahetA hatA paNa gera mahArAjanuM eka ja ghara hatuM. geramahArAja bahu bhalA. temanuM gAmamAM mAna ghaNuM hatuM. gharabArathI sukhI hatA. temane be dIkarA hatA. meTAnuM nAma zyAmasuMdara ane nAnAnuM nAma rAmasuMdara maTe zyAmasuMdara te geramahArAjanA dhaMdhAmAM lAgI gaye ne huMziyAra banyuM. te pitAnuM badhuM kAma saMbhALate. nAnAne kAzI be bhaNavA mATe maka. rAmasuMdara bAra varSa kAzImAM

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zAradA suvAsa bhaye, khUba bhaNIne AvyuM. gAmanA mANasone thayuM ke gora mahArAjane dIkare kAzI khUba bhaNIne Ave che eTale ApaNe tenuM sanmAna karavuM joIe. gAma leke e premathI tenuM sanmAna karyuM. bhaNe che paNa gaNya nathI e rAmasuMdara gharamAM saMskRta ja belyA kare Akhe divasa saMskRtamAM ja vAta kare paNa e vicAra nathI karate ke huM saMskRta bhaNIne AvyuM chuM praNa badhA thaDA saMskRta bhaNelA che? enI mAtA kahe che beTA ! tuM saMskRta bhaNIne Avyo chuM eTale saMskRtamAM bole che paNa ame te emAM kaMI ja samajatAM nathI. tAruM besavuM bheMsa AgaLa bhAgavata vAMcavA jevuM che, mATe amArI sAthe tuM gujarAtImAM vAta kare, paNa A te saMskRta bolavAnuM choDatuM ja nathI. temaja keI vyavahAra paNa samajatuM nathI. , eka vakhata mATe bhAI zyAmasuMdara bimAra paDe te vakhate enI patnI piyara gaI hatI. eTale enI mAtAe kahyuM-beTA ! huM ekalI herAna thAuM chuM. mATe tuM tArA bhAbhIne teDI Ave te moTAbhAInI saMbhALa barAbara rAkhI zakAya. gharamAM bIjuM kaI teDavA janAra na hatuM tethI rAmasuMdarane ja mela paDe tema hatuM. rAmasuMdare kahyuM bhale bA ! huM bhAbhIne teDavA mATe jaIza. javAnuM nakI thayuM eTale enI mAtAe kahyuM-beTA! vevAIne ghera javAnuM che. tene vyavahAranuM bahu jJAna nathI ane vevAIne ghera jarA ThAvakA thaIne rahevuM joIe. tyAM tane kaI kaMI vAta pUche te tAre bahu lAMbA uttara ApavA nahi. keI vAtamAM eka vakhata hA kahevuM ane avasara joIne bIjI vakhata kahevuM. be divasa tyAM rokAIne tArA bhAbhIne teDIne Avaje. rAmasuMdare kahyuM. bhale bA! tuM ciMtA na karIza. huM e pramANe karIza. mAtAnI zikhAmaNa laIne rAmasuMdara ravAnA thaze. vevAInuM gAma sAta ATha mAIla dUra hatuM. bhAIsAheba vevAInA gAmamAM pAdaramAM pahoMcyA. pAdaramAM eka taLAva hatuM. eTale rAmasuMdaranA manamAM thayuM ke lAvane, taLAvamAM snAna karIne jAuM. tyAM jaIne snAna karavAnI ciMtA nahi. sanAna karI khabhe bhInuM dhotIyuM laI gAmamAM vevAIne ghera AvI rahyo che. bhInA kapaDe AvatA joIne badhAne zaMkA thaI ke kAMIka navAjunI che. sAsunA manamAM thayuM ke jamAI bimAra hatA te mArA jamAInuM te kaMI nahi banyuM hoya ne? e vicAra thatAM zyAmasuMdaranI sAsunI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. AjubAjuthI ADezI pADozI badhA bhegA thaI gayA. zarmasuMdarane durathI khesa oDhIne Avate joIne badhA raDavA lAgyA eTale rAmasuMdara paNa meMge pike ne pike raDavA lAgyA. ahIM te bhAre rokakaLa macI gaI, paNa kaI kaIne chatuM nathI ke zA mATe raDe che? badhAne raDatA joIne rAmasuMdara paNe vadhu jorathI raDavA lAgyA. * kalAka pachI rokakaLa zAMta thaI paNa rAmasuMdara te keme ya karyo chAnuM rahetuM nathI.

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zAradA suvAsa 39. >> tethI badhAnA manamAM ema thayuM ke emanA moTAbhAinA mAThA samAcAra * ApavA AvyA lAge che, paNa khelI zakatA nathI. mahAmuzIbate ene chAnA rAkhIne pUchyuM ke zyAmasuM mahu bimAra thaI gayA hatA ? rAmasu Mdare kahyuM. "hA" zu emaNe lAMbI mAMdagI bheAgavI " nA, '' pharIne prazna karyo ke zyAmasuMdara hamaNAM ja gujarI gayA? te kahe che " hA (husAhasa) enI mAtAe zIkhavADayu. hatu' ne ke tAre eka vakhata "hA" kahevu te eka vakhata "nA" kahevuM paNa vicAra nathI karatA ke A kaI vAta che? jevI vAta hAya tevA javAba ApavA joie ne? bhAinI sAsue pUchyuM ke jamAI kaI bhalAmaNa karIne gayA che? tA kahe ke "nA. " tame samAcAra ApavA AvyA che ne ? hA. " tamAre khIjuM kaI kahevuM che ? " nA." ane " nA "nI ghaTamALamAM zyAmasuMdaranA sAsariyA samajI gayA ke rAmasuMdaranA dilamAM moTAmAInA AghAtanuM ghaNuM duHkha che eTale rAmasuMdara khAsa uttara ApatA nathI, tethI zyAmasuMdara gujarI gayA che te vAta nakkI. (hasAhasa) thaIne zyAmasuMdaranI vahune cUDI kama karAvyuM ne sapheda sADI paherAvI eTale hAhAkAra macI gayA. sagAvahAlA maDhe Ave eTale raDavAnuM kUTavAnuM cAle. badhA raDe eTale rAmasuMdara paNa bhege raDI lete paNa bIjo kAMi uttara Apata nahi e divasa rokAIne trIje divase rAmasuMdare kahyuM ke huM Aje ghera jAu chuM. mArA bhAbhIne mArI sAthe mekale, tyAre bhAbhInI mAtA kahe che bhAi ! hamaNAM ene amArAthI mAkalAya nahi. haju paraNyAne bAra mahinA thayA che ne zyAmasu Mdara te cAlyA gayA. have ene ame mekalIne zuM karIe ? e duHkhiyArI dIkarI ahI raheze. tyAre rAmasuMdare kahyuM ke mArA moTAbhAI te hajI jIvatA ne jAgatA beThA che ne tame mA zu khAle che ! emanI tabiyata kharAbara nathI eTale mArI mAtAe mane mArA bhAbhIne teDavA melyA che. (hasAhasa) tamArA bhAI jIve che teA pachI AvuM nATaka zA mATe kyuM ? tyAre rAmasu Mdare kahyuM me nATaka nathI karyuM. huM AnyA tyAre tame badhA bhegA thaIne raDatA hatA eTale meM mAnyu ke tamArA gharamAM koI marI gayu haze. jethI tame badhA bhegA thaIne raDe che, jethI paNa tamArA bhego raDavA lAgyA. (hasAhasa) ahI te madhAe bhegA hA > bhAI ! tame AvyA tyAre ame raDatA hatA e vAta sAcI paNa pachI amaiM tamane pUchyu... ke zyAmasu MdaranuM Ama banyuM? tyAre tame hA kahI. teA tame evA uttara zA mATe AUA ? tyAre rAmasu Mdare kahyuM ke huM ahI Avye tyAre mArI mAtAe mane zIkhavADayu hatu` ke vevAIne ghera ThAvakA thaine javu. khaDuM khelavuM nahi. koI vAta thatI hAya tyAre e khelavu paDe teA eka vakhata "hA" kahevI ne eka vakhata "nA" kahevI, tethI me evA uttara ApyA hatA. A sAMbhaLI badhA kahevA lAgyA ke buddhinu devALuM ja che ne ! sudhI vAtamAM " uaa ne nA." (hasAhasa) pharIne pUchyuM ke tame bhInA khesa mAthe ehIne keMsa a

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zAha suvANa AvyA hatA? te kahe che huM gAmanA pAdare taLAvamAM snAna karIne AvyuM eTale khesane sakalavA mATe mAthe oDhI lIdhuM hatuM. rAmasuMdaranI vAta sAMbhaLIne tamane hasavuM AvyuM ne? AnuM nAma bhaNyA ghaNuM paNa gaNyA nahi. mATe samajaNapUrvakanuM jJAna meLave. ApaNA AtmAe je samajaNapUrvakanuM jJAna meLavyuM haze te jarUra saMsAranI Asakti ochI thaze ne aviratimAMthI viratImAM AvavAnuM mana thaze. ApaNe zaMkhakumAranI vAta cAlI rahI che. zaMkhakumAra kevA pratApI ne paropakArI che e tame sAMbhaLI gayA ne? pitAnA guNethI duzamanane paNa dosta banAvI dIdhuM. e maNizekhara vidyAdhara zaMkhakumArane kahe che, he mitra ! mArA rAjyamAM AvyA vinA huM tamane nahiM javA dauM. zaMkhakumAre kahyuM-mArI chAvaNImAM badhA mArI rAha jotA haze. A yazomatInI dhAvamAtA paNa enA vize gUrI rahI haze. Ama vAta karatA hatAM tyAM zaMkhakumAranA mANase ene zodhatAM zodhatAM tyAM AvyA eTale maNizekhare kahyuM-zaMkhakumAra ! to ciMtA na karaze. huM be vidyAre dvArA chAvaNImAM saMdeza mokalAvI dauM chuM. maNi zakhare be vidyAdharane javAnI AjJA ApI eTale zaMkhakumAre kahyuM ke tyAM matiprabha nAme mArA mitra ane pradhAnaputra che tene mAre sadeza deje ke pallIpati samaraketune laIne senA sahita tame hastinApura pahoMcI jAva ane mArA taMbumAM yazomatInI dhAvamAtA che ene ahIM tamArI sAthe letA Avajo. A saMdeza laIne be vidyAdhare gayA. zaMkhakumAranA samAcAra jANavA adhIrI banelI senA - yazAmati zaMkhakumAranuM baLa, buddhi ane rUpa joIne Azcarya pAmatI manamAM vicAravA lAgI ke pelA sedAgare jevI zaMkhakumAranI prazaMsA karI hatI tevA ja che. AvA prabhAvazALI patine prApta karIne huM bhAgyazALI banIza. A samaye maNizekhare tyAM ubhelI yazomatIne kahyuMyojAtI ! tuM AjathI mArI bahena che. meM tArA upara kudaSTi karIne tane herAna karI che te mArA aparAdhane tuM mApha karaje. tuM ahIM Ava. huM mArI jAte ja tAro hAtha zIkhakumAranA hAthamAM soMpuM. ema kahIne zaMkhakumAra ane yazomatIne hastameLApa karAvyA. A tarapha samAcAra ApavA mATe mekalelA vidyAdhare zaMkhakumAranI chAvaNImAM pahoMcyA, tyAre emanI sene te ciMtAmAM paDI hatI ke zaMkhakumAra haju kema na AvyA? e kyAM gayA haze? emanuM zuM thayuM haze? tyAM ja A be vidyAre tyAM pahoMcI gayA ne matimalane badhA samAcAra ApyA, tethI matiprabha khuza thayA ane yazomatInI dhAvamAtAne vivAre sAthe mokalI ApI, ane pote sainya ane samaraketune laIne hastinApura pahoMcyuM, " saMkurane nahi jotAM prajAmAM vyApelI udAsInatA - hastinApuramAM khabara che ke kumAra vijyAMkA vagADIne AvyA che tethI nagarInI prajA temanuM svAgata karavA umaTI. matiprabha che, AkhuM sainya che ane samaraketune kedI banAvIne lAvyA

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zAradA muvANa che. badhAne joyA paNa zaMkhakumArane na joyA eTale prajAjane udAsa banI gayA. zaMkhakumArane na joyA eTale nagarajanemAM vAte thavA lAgI ke kumAra laDAImAM marAyA che. A vAtanI matiprabhane khabara paDI eTale temaNe badhI vAta kahI tethI saune Anada thaye. jitArI rAjAne paNa dUta dvArA samAcAra mokalI dIdhA ke zaMkhakumAra pate ja yazomatIne laIne tamArI pAse Ave che. rAjAne A samAcAra maLatAM AnaMdane pAra na rahyo, kAraNa ke jyArathI vidyAdhara yazomatIne haraNa karIne laI gaye tyArathI rAjA cAre tarapha tapAsa karAtA hatA, paNa Aja dina sudhI patto lAgyuM na hatuM. temAM AvA samAcAra maLe pachI AnaMdanI sImA rahe! zaMkhakumAranuM yazomatI temaja bIjI kanyAo sAthe thayela lagna - A tarapha maNizekhara vidyAdhara zaMkhakumAra ane yazomatIne laIne kanakapuramAM Avye te khUba suMdara rIte temanuM bhavya svAgata karyuM ne temanI khUba mahemAnagati karI. zaMkhakumAranuM teja ane parAkrama joIne maNizekhara temaja bIjA ghaNAM vidyAree pitAnI putrIone zaMkhakumAra sAthe lagna karavAnuM kahyuM tyAre zaMkhakumAre kahyuM huM pahelAM yazomatI sAthe lagna karyA pachI bIjI kanyA sAthe paraNIza. thaDA divasa* kanakapuramAM kAIne zaMkhakumAre maNizekhara pAse javAnI rajA mAMgI, tethI anicachAe javAnI rajA ApI paNa huM tamArI sAthe ja AvuM chuM ema kahIne maNizekhara tenI putrI laine zaMkhakumAra sAthe caMpAnagarI AvyA temaja bIjA vidyAre paNa pitAnI kanyAone laIne tyAM gayA. jitArI rAjAne samAcAra maLatAM AnaMdane pAra na rahyo ne khUba AnaMdapUrvaka dhAmadhUmathI zaMkhakumAranuM svAgata karIne nagaramAM praveza karAvyuM ane suMdara mahelamAM utAre Apyo, ane jyotiSIne belAvIne lagna mATe muhurta jevaDAvyuM. zubha muhurte khUba dhAmadhUmathI zaMkhakumAra sAthe yazomatInA lagna karAvyA, tyArabAda bIjA vidyAdharae zaMkhakumAra sAthe pitAnI kanyAone paraNAvI. thoDA divasa tyAM zekAIne zaMkhakumAra yazomatI temaja bIjI patnIo sahita hastinApura AvyA. rAjAe putranuM khUba sArI rIte svAgata karyuM. zaMkhakumAra mAtA pitAnA caraNamAM paDayA, eTale pitA putrane bheTI paDayA ne mAtAe zaMkhakumAranA ovAraNA lIdhA. badhI putravadhUo paNa sAsunA caraNamAM paha eTale sAsujIe AzIrvAda ApyA. zrISeNa rAjA ane zrImatI rANI putra ane putravadhUonA mukhaDA joIne khuza thayA. zaMkhakumAra matiprabhane maLe ne badhI vAta karI A sAMbhaLIne nagarajane zaMkhakumAranI khUba prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. zaMkhakumArane yazeyara ane guNadhara nAme be nAnA bhAIo hatA. ke ame have aparAjita kumAranA bhAvamAM paNa bane sAthe hatA. emane paNa sAta bhavathI saMbaMdha zA Ave che. trIveNa rAjAe

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394 zAradA suvAsa jANyuM ke have zaMkhakumAra rAjagAdIne cagya che, eTale temaNe zaMkhakumAra rAjyAbhiSeka karIne AtmAnuM zreya karavA mATe guNadhara nAmanA gaNadhara pAse dIkSA lIdhI. ': ' devAnupriye ! A AtmAo kevA pavitra haze ! putra rAjayane cagya thAya ke AmaunuM kaMlyANa karavA nIkaLI jAya. Aje te ghaNu AtmAo vanamAM praveza karI gayA hoya chatAM brahmacaryanI pratijJA levAnuM paNa mana na thAya. ekAvanamuM varSa bese eTale tame kahyuM che ne ke ame have vanamAM praveza karyo. vanamAM praveza kare ene zuM karavAnuM ? te khabara che ne ? baiSNava leke vanamAM jaI tapa karatA. te tame gharamAM besIne te tapa kare! brahmacarya e mahAna tapa che. e tapa khAtA pItA karavAne che. vanamAM pravezIne paNa jetapa tyAga nahi kare te vanane dazake pUre karIne ekasaTha bAsaThamAM praveza karaze tyAM haDahaDa thaze. je tamAre haDa haDa na thavuM hoya to vanamAM pravezatA pahelAM dharmArAdhana karavA taiyAra thaIne rahe. 6 : - - ' zrI rAjAe dIkSA lIdhA pachI zaMkhakumAra rAjA banyA ane yazomatI paTTarANI babI ane matiprabha tene pradhAna banyA. zaMkhakumAra rAjA banyA chatAM rAjayasukhamAM Asakta banatA nathI. te te e ja vicAre che ke rAganI ramakhANamAMthI nIkaLIne caNanA tapovanamAM huM kayAre vicarIza ? alipta bhAve rahIne teo rAjyanuM saMcAlana karatA hatA. ' '' : - " "matine jotAM harakhaghelA banelA zaMkha rAjA ane yazomatI rANI - eka divasa zaMkha rAjA ane yazomatI paTTarANuM mahelanA jharUkhAmAM ubhA rahIne nagaranI zebhA nihALI rahyA hatA. te samaye tarasathI AkuLavyAkuLa banelA eka tapasvI guNanidhi ane pavitra munirAjane rAjamahela tarapha AvatA joyA. saMtane AvatA joIne rAjA rANInA sADAtraNa koDa marAya khIlI uThayA. mahelethI nIce utarI muninI sAme sAta ATha pagalA jaIne munine vaMdana karIne kahe che ke azaraNanA zaraNa! anAthanA nAtha ! adhama hadvAraka! patitanA pAvana !' nirAdhAranA AdhAra ! padhAro..... padhAre, amArA parama saubhAgyathI pupa vagaranuM kalpavRkSa Aje phaLeva che, megha vagarane varasAda varasyo che. Aje amArA mahelamAM senAne sUrya uge che. ApanA punita darzana karI amArA dila pavitra banyA che. Apa ApanA caraNenI pavitra dhuLathI amArA gharane pavitra kare. A pramANe muninI stuti karIne pitAnA mahelamAM lAvyA. A samaye gharamAM nirdoSa ane sUjhatuM mAtra drAkSa dhAyeluM pANI kaDAImAM hatuM. rAjA-rANI baMne utkRSTa bhAvathI vaherAve che, paNa rANIe saheja kapaTa karyuM ke huM vadhu namAvuM te mane vadhu lAbha maLe. jyAre rAjAnA e bhAva hatA ke ApaNe baMne saMkhe lAbha laI e. dAna denAra rAjA-rANI pavitra hatA, dAna denAra saMtapaNu pavitra hatA ne devAnI cIja paNa nirdoSa hatI. zuddha bhAvathI dAna ApIne

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cAra suvAsa kahyuM zaMkha rAjAe tyAM tIrthakara nAmakarma upArjana karyuM. tIrthaMkara nAmakarma upArjana karavAnA vIsa bola che. "arihaMta siddhapavayaNa, gurU ghera bahu sue tavaksisu! arihaMta bhagavAnanA, siddha bhagavAnanA, gurUnA, sthAvaranA, nirgatha pravacananI bahu zratanA ane tapasvIonA guNagAna karavAthI paNa jIva tIrthaMkara nAmakarma bAMdhe che. keTale badhe mahAna lAbha che! je AtmA savaLe purUSArtha kare to e paNa tIrthakara. padanI prApti karI zake che. eka hastipALa nAmanA rAjA thaI gayA. gurUnA samAgamathI temanI AtmadaSTi khulI gayelI hatI. gurUe temane arihaMta ane siddhapadanuM svarUpa samajAvyuM, eTale rAjAnA manamAM bhAvanA jAgI ke huM kyAre siddha padane pAmIza? sidhdhapadanI prApti mATe te "namo sidhANuM". ne sadA jApa karyA karatA hatA. rAjapATa calAvatAM paNa siddhapadanI ArAdhanA cAlu ja rAkhI rAjayanA kAryamAM gUMcAyelA hovA chatAM AtmadaSTi khulI gaI hevAthI emane rAjapATa, sattA, vaibhava, samRddhi, sanmAna vigere kaI cIjane meha na hate. 5. saMsAramAM hatAM eTale rAjaya calAvavAnI javAbadArI upADavI paDe tethI upADatA bAkI sidadhapadanI ArAdhanA sivAya bIje kayAMya dila TharatuM nathI. anamesiddhANuM" e padane jApa ane sidhdha bhagavAnanI nirmaLa ane nirvikArI avasthAnuM ciMtana sadA karyA karatA. hastipALa rAjAne siddhapadanuM ArAdhana karatAM karatAM vairAgya AvI gayuM, eTale saMsAramAM cena paDatuM nathI. temanA manamAM ema thAya che ke huM jyAre A saMsArarUpI piMjaramAMthI chUTuM? tyAM je dharmagurUe dharma pamADe have te gurU AvyA. rAjAne khUba harSa thayA ne teo saMsAra choDI sAdhu banyA. guradarzana mATe ane pANIne karelo tyAga - dIkSA laIne siddhapadanI ArAdhanA te joradAra cAlu rAkhI paNa siddha bhagavaMtanI pichANu karAvanAra gurU ghaNAM dUra vicaratAM hatAM, eTale gurUdevanA darzana karavAnI emanA aMtaramAM tIvra tAlAvelI jAgI, tethI gurUnA je sthavira saMte hatA temanI AjJA laIne gurUnA darzana karavA mATe vihAra karyo. te vakhate abhigraha karyo ke jyAM sudhI mArA gurU bhagavaMtanA darzana na karuM tyAM sudhI mAre AhArapANI levA nahi. gurUnA darzana karIne pachI AhAra pANI levA. gurU darzananI utkRSTa bhAvanAthI hastipALa muni ugra vihAra karI rahyA che. A samaye devalokamAM rahelA Indra avadhijJAna dvArA hastipAla muninI daDha pratijJAnI ArAdhanA joI, tethI devenI sabhAmAM emanA guNa gAyA ke aho! Aje A pRthvItala upara hastipALa rAjarSi keTalI badhI bhavya ArAdhanA karI rahyA che! jyAM sudhI emane gurU bhagavaMtanA darzana tula thAya tyAM sudhI AhArapANane tyAga evI pratijJA karIne gurUdarzananI utkRSTa bhAvanAthI ugra vihAra karIne jaI rahyA che. emanI pratijJAthI emane keI calAyamAna karI zake tema

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Hai Shi aa muvAsa nathI dhanya che e rAjarSi ne! ane dhanya che emanI mArAdhanAne ! indra jevA indra kyAre prazasA kare ? sAmAnya kATinI pratijJA ke ArAdhanA hoya tenI prazaMsA na kare paNa IMDha ane uccamaTinI ArAdhanA haiAya tyAre ja praza'sA kare che. - hastipALa rAjarSinI kaseATI karavA Avela devaH- indra mahArAjAe hastipALa muninI mukta prazaMsA karI tethI samakitI devAne te emanA pratye AkaSa Nu thayu... paNa mithyAtvI devAthI A prazaMsA sahana na thaI, tethI enA manamAM thayuM ke indra mahArAjA eka manuSya jevA pAmara ane apazaktivALA prANInI ATalI badhI praza MsA zA mATe karatA haze? hu enI parIkSA karavA jAu, ema vicArIne deva nIce utaryAM ane hastipALa mumine ethI tIvra bhUkha ne tarasa lagADI, zarIra azakta banAvI dIdhuM eTale jaldI cAlI na zake. gurUdevanI pAse pahAMcavAnA rastA eka mahinAnA che. paNa vacamAM evI bhUlabhUlAmaNI karI devA lAgyA ke eka mahuine pahoMcI javAya evA mAne be mahinA jevA lAMba karI detA. mAga mAM kAMTA ne kAMkarA pAtharI detA, ane tIvra bhUkha tarasanI jAlima vedanA mUkI. kevu Akaru` lAge paNa hastipALa muni badhuM samabhAve sahana karatA vihAra cAlu rAkhe chaeN, kANu ke sidhdha bhagavAnamAM mana joDI dIdhuM che ne guDjhazananI utkRSTa bhAvanA che. sidhdha bhagavAnanI evI sAdhanA kare che ke emane ema ja lAge ke huM sidhdhasvarUpamAM samAI jAuM chuM. potAnA AtmA zarIrathI taddana judo zarIranA samaMdha vinAnA arUpI lAgatA hatA pachI bhUkha, tarasa ke thAkanI pIDA emane satAve kharI ? e tA emanAmAM masta rahyA. " dhruve mAMgelI kSamA" - deve emane khUba kaSTa ApyuM. paNa saMta samabhAvamAM zrIyatA rahyA, prakhara cittasamAdhi jALavatA rahyA eTale aMte deva thAye ane tIvra veTanA pAchI khecI lIdhI ane muninA pagamAM paDIne kahe che hai samatAnA sAgara aneM mAnA bhaMDAra ! Apa mArA aparAdhanI mane kSamA Ape. huM deva chuM. Indra mahArAjAe bApanI daDha pratijJAnI prazaMsA karI ke A muni game tevA saMcAgAmAM emanI pratijJAthI calita nathI thatAM. te sAMbhaLIne tuccha buddhivALA evA me emanA vacananI zraddhA na karI ane ApanI parIkSA karI Apane DagAvavA mATe AvyeA. khabbe mahinA sudhI Apane sAthe pIDA karI pazu Apa tala mAtra pazu calita na thayA. ApanI keTalI badhI cAritramAM sthitA ! keTalI sahiSNutA ! ane zarI. pratyenI keTalI nispRhatA ! dhanya che ApanI aDagatAne ! AvA pavitra mahAtmAne me' kaSTa ApyuM che tethI huM ApanA maDAne aparAdhI chuM. ane hALA ApA, tyAre yunie kahyuM-mahAnubhAva ! tame mAruM kaMI ja bagADyuM nathI. saMge pI ke mapAya karyAM nathI paNa mane kAM khapAvavAmAM sahAyaka banI upakArI nyA che. ane tamArA upara abhAva nathI. mAre te sava kamIno kSaya karIne siddhapadanI

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prApti karavI che. temAM mane sahAdhyaka banyA che. tamAre AyA thA ! A hatiSThA maharSinA zabdo sAMbhaLIne stabdha banI gayA. are kavI aAma tASTi ! phela cAnatA ! caMdana bALanArane paNa sugaMdha Ape che ema meM emane AhyuM ke mArA tAM mane kahe che tAruM kalyANa thAo! aha, mahAtmAne doDe dhanyavAda ane saddhi paddha namana ! deva harita pALa maharSinI stuti karIne IndranI sabhAmAM gayA ane jANa, enA kahIne hastipAla maharSinI bhArobhAra prazaMsA karI. hastipAla muni paNa pachI TUMka samayamAM potAnA gurU bhagavaMta pAse pahoMcI gayA. gurU bhagavaMtanA darzana karI temanA caraNamAM rahI siddhapadanI ArAdhanA karatA karatA AtmakalyANa karI gayA. TUMkamAM AvA AtmA tIrthaMkara paddhanI prApti karI zake che. ApaNAM adhikAranA nAmaka zaMkhakumAre pavitra munine utkRSTa bhAve drAkSa dhAyeluM pANI vaherAvIne tIrthakara nAmakarma upArjana karyuM. zaMkhakumAranA pitAjI zrINu rAjAe tIkSA karI ugra sAdhanA karI ane ghAtAMkane kSaya karI kevaLajJAna pAmyA. teo zAmAnuSa vicArA vicaratA hastinApura nagaranA udhAnamAM padhAryA. have vanapAlaka zaMkhAjAne vadhAmaNI Apaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. ApaNe be divasathI jugAra para pAMDanI vAta cAle che. dharmasajA jugAramAM badhuM hArI gayA ne chelle draupadIne paNa dAvamAM mUkI dIdhI, pachI duHzAsana draupadI pAse AvIne kahe che-have tArA bhAgya jagyA che ke tuM mArA meTAbhAI duryodhananI paTTarANI banIza. A zabda sAMbhaLIne draupadInuM hRdaya cIrAI gayuM ne krodhathI lAlaceLa thaIne belI diyarajI! jarA vicArIne bele, huM tamArI badhAnI bhAbhI chuM. tamane AvI anucita vAta karatAM zarama nathI AvatI? kaMIka te maryAdA rAkhe? duSTa duHzAsane kahyuM ke he vyabhicAriNI! have tuM mATI satI thaIne beThI che te meM tane joI lIdhI. tArI lAMbI ceDI vAte mAre nathI sAMbhALavI. sIdhI rIte nahi Ave te eTale pakaDIne laI jaIza. draupadIe kahyuM, diyarajI! atyAre huM TAImamAM chuM. eTale meM eka ja sADI oDhelI che huM nahi AvuM, tyAre duzAsana kaI vicAra karyA vinA ene coTale pakaDIne bharasabhAmAM lAge. A samaye satI dropadI karUNa svare rUdana karatI kahevA lAgI. te pavitra dharmarAjA ! he bhaDavIra bhIma! he dhanurdhArI arjuna! A pApI duryodhane mArI A dazA karI! mane hase ne bharasabhAmAM lA. chatAM tame badhA joIne kema besI rahyA che? tame keI kema uThatA nathI. jenA pAMca pAMca pati jAgatA ne jIvatAM beThA heya tenI patnInI A dazA ! dropadItA AvA dayAjanaka zabda sAMbhaLIne pAMDa dharatI sAme joI rahyA ane bhISmapitAmaha, virajI droNAcArya vigere vaDIle A dazya na joI zakavAthI vA vaDe pitAnuM mukha hAMkI dIdhuM,

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zAradA suvAsa !paNuM keI kAMI bolI zakayuM nahi, paNa gadAdhArI bhImathI A kALo kera sahana na thaye. che ke rie te gadA laIne-uThavA taiyAra thaye paNa dharmarAjAe IzAre karIne uThavAnI nA pADI. - bhAI! huM hArI gayo chuM eTale ApaNe draupadI upara sattA nathI, mATe tuM besI jA. A padI kALe kalpAMta karI rahI che tyAre duryodhana kahe che he draupadI ! have tAre zuM duHkha , che ema kahIne DAbA paga uparathI dhotIyuM khaseDIne jAMgha khullI karIne kahyuM. he vahAlI draupadI ! A ghUMghaTa paTa dUra karI de. have tAre keInI zarama rAkhavAnI jarUra nathI. zarama choDIne mArI jAMgha upara besa.. A , suryodhane AvA zabda kahyA eTale bANa jevA zabdothI draupadIe kahyuM. henarAdhama! che pApI duSTa ! tane AvA zabdo belatAM zarama nathI AvatI? he kuruvaMzane kalaMkita karanA! tane dhikkAra che. AvA kuvacane belatA tArI jIbha kema kapAI jatI nathI? padanA zabdo sAMbhaLIne duryodhana krodhathI saLagI uThe ne kahyuM he duHzAsana ! tuM zuM - jaI rahyo che A pApaNI, vyabhicAraNa draupadI ene satI mAne che eTale huM bolAvuM : aMte paNa AvatI nathI ne talavAranI dhAra jevA zabdo bole che. e enA manamAM zuM samaje che? have e ApaNI dAsI che. enI sADI kheMcIne ene sabhA vacce nagna kare. eTale duzAsana cIra kheMcavA taiyAra thaye, tyAre draupadIe zAsana devene prArthanA karI ke he prabhu! A duSTa nIca mArI lAja lUMTavA taiyAra thayA che. mArA pati hArI gayA che eTale e kaMI karI zaktA nathI. have mArI lAja tAre hAtha che. mArI lAja jaze e tArI lAja jAya che. satIne pikAra sAMbhaLIne zIyaLanA rakSaka deve deDatA AvyA ane satInA 108 cIra pUryA. ekaso ATha cIra kheMcatA duHzAsana thAkI gaye eTale e jhaMkhavANe thaIne besI gaye ne satInI lAja - rahI gaI A samaye AkAzamAMthI dee satI draupadIne jaya jayakAra belA. jaya che' vijaya he satI draupadIne. satIne yajayakAra belA eTale pAMDenA pagamAM jema AvyuM, tethI bhIma sabhA vacce ubhe thaye ne krodhAvezamAM AvIne be ke huM Aje A pratijJA karuM chuM ke bharI sabhAmAM draupadIne ceTa pakaDIne lAvanAra ane enA cIra kheMcanAra duzAsanane hAtha kApIne enA lehIthI pRthvIne lAla banAvIza ane pApI ke duryodhane draupadIne jAMgha batAvI che, enI jAMghanA mArI gadAthI cUrecUrA karI nAMkhIza, je A kArya huM na karuM te huM pAMDuputra bhIma nahi. je huM A vairane badale na lau te sAruM kSatriyapaNuM choDI daIza. : , baMdhuo. A vAta te ghaNI lAMbI che. TUMkamAM ApaNe te e samajavuM che ke jugAre keTale vinAza sajaryo !. pAMDane bhikhArI banAvyA ne bAra varSa vanavAsa mokalyA, ne teramuM varSa gupta rahevAnuM. vanavagaDAnA. bAra varSe mahAna kaSTamAM pasAra karyA ane terame varSe virATa rAjAnA rAjyamAM yudhiSThira rAjapurohita banyA, arjuna napuMsaka banI

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zAradA suvAsa strInA veza paherIne virATa rAjAnI putrI uttazane saMgItakaLA zIkhavADanAra banyA. bhIma rasoIyA, sahadeva azvapALa ane nakuLa gopALa banyo, dropadIne rANInI dAsI banavuM paDyu. A badhuM karAvanAra hoya te jugAra che. mATe A jugArane bhayaMkara ane anatha kArI samajI Aje ja ene! tyAga karo, aneM jugAra ramavuM nahi tevI pratijJA laI lo. samaya thaI gayA che, vadhu bhAva avasare, edet. koya (pU. mahAsatIjIe jIgAra bhayaMkara vyasana che te upara jorazeArathI pravacana ApyuM. temanI preraNAthI ghaNAM bhAi-mahenAe jugAra na ramavA tevI pratijJA karI hatI.) vyAkhyAna na. 43 zrAvaNa vada 10 ne sAmAr tA. 28-8-72 anata upakArI tItha"kara- devAe bhanya jIvone zAzvata siddhinA mA matAnyeA che. je jIve A mArge cAle che tenuM avazya kalyANa thAya che. A jIvane sAdhanA karavA mATe tamAma sAdhano maLyAM chatAM sAdhaka banyA nathI. sAdhanAne siddha karavAnA sAdhanA upalabdha hAvA chatAM sAmya tarapha lakSa karyuM nathI. tenA kAraNe jIva ana'tarkALathI janmamaraNanA duHkha pArmI rahyo che, ane saMsAramAM khIjA aneka prakAranA duHkha sahana 'karI rahyo che. have e duHkhothI mukta thavAnuM tamane mana thAya che? je mana thatu hoya ta sayama mArga apanAvavA paDaze, kAraNa ke saMsAranuM sukha asthira che 'khAdya padArtho game teTalA maLaze paNa tamArA cittamAM zAMti naThui thAya. jema zarIramAM dAhejavara jevI kALI khaLatarA thAya tyAre uparathI caMdananA game teTalA vilepanA karavAmAM Ave te e khaLatarA zAMta thAya kharI ? nA." kAraNa ke baLatarA aMdara thAya che ne vilepana bahAra karyAM che enAthI kaDhI zItaLatA nahi maLe, tema jJAnIpurUSA kahe che ke jo AtmAnuM sukha joitu hoya teA aMtaramAM STi karo. bAhya padArthoM sukha ke zAMti nahi Ape, kAraNa ke khAdya padArtho pote ja kSaNika che pachI temAMthI zAzvata sukha kayAMthI maLe ? bhautika vaibhave tApathI dhagadhagatA raNumAM baraphanA TukaDA jevA che. pANI vacce patAsA jevA che. garamIthI dhagadhagatA raNamAM eka baraphanA TukaDA mUkIe to keTalI vAra TakI zake ? pANImAM patAsu mUke te keTalI vAra Take? tarata ja egaLI jAya ne ? saMsAranA sukhe paNa AvA che. jJAnIpurUSo kahe che ke tamAre sAcuM sukha joItuM hoya te amArA tyAganA bhAge AvA tA tamArA duHkhanA dAvAnaLa zAMta thaze ne AtmAmAM zItaLatA maLaze vItarAgI sane jeTaluM sukha che teTalu sukha A duniyAmAM keInI pAse nathI. vItarAga prabhunA sAcA saMtA zAsananA sthaMbha samAna che. sthaMbha' majabUta hoya te

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zAkha sa ujajavaLa bane ne? zAsana TakI zake ne? saMte paMca mahAvratanuM pAlana mAthA sATe karaze pitAnA prANu javA deze paNa mahAvatamAM doSa lAgavA nahi de. sAdhu gocarI jAya te paNa nirdoSa ane sujhate AhAra maLe te ja grahaNa kare. na maLe te bhacA rahe paNa asara ke AdhAkamI AhAra sAdhu grahaNa nahi kare sAdhu saMsthAne jAgRta banAvavA mATe pahelA zrAvakoe jAgRta banavAnI jarUra che. kAraNa ke zrAvaka-zrAvikAo sAdhunA ammApiyA samAna che. tamane sAdhu-saMte tamArA saMtAna jevA bhale vahAlA hoya paNa emanA rAgI banIne cAstrimAM pilA na pesavA deze. saMtanI sevA mATe prANu devA paDe te che paNa sAthe sAdhu zithilAcArI na bane tenuM dhyAna rAkhaje. mArA saMte vItarAga zAsanane vaphAdAra rahI zAsanane ujajavaLa kema banAve evuM Icachajo. emanuM cAritra vadhu nimaLa kema bane e sAtha Apaje paNa cAritrathI paDavAI thAya te sAtha na Apaze. bhagavAnanA saMte beMtAlIza TheSarahita nirdoSa AhAra-pANI grahaNa kare che. praznavyAkaraNasavamAM bhagavAne kahyuM che ke mArA saMte ke AhAra kare tahA bhottavvaM jahA se jAyA mAyA ya bhavati / na.ya bhavati vinbhamo na bhaMsaNA ya dhammassa // sAdhue pitAnI jIvanayAtrA ane saMyamayAtrAne mATe upayogI thAya te hita ane mita AhAra kara joIe. jethI keI jAtane vizvama ke dharmanI ghaMsanA thAya nahi. ane bhagavAne saMyama yAtrAnuM vahana karavA mATe khAvAnuM kahyuM che paNa khAI pIne pATa kSara paDI rahevA mATe nahi, eTale nirdoSa, zuddha ane maryAdita AhAra kare teTaluM cAritra la nirmaLa pALI zake che, ane je sAdhu khAnapAnamAM Asakta banIne deSita AhAra prANI grahaNa kare che tenuM cAritra malIna bane che. bhagavAne sUyagaDAyaMga sUtramAM kahyuM che ke che sAdhaka! tuM saMyamanI maryAdAmAM nahi rahe ane deSita AhArapANI grahaNa karIza te tArI dazA vaizAlika mAchalI jevI thaze. udagassa pahAveNa, sukaM sigdhaM timaMti u / DhaMke hi ya kaMkehi ya, AmisatthehiM te duhI // sUya. a. 1 u. 3 gAthA 3 haimAsika nAmanI mAchalI dariyAnA madhyabhAgamAM jyAM agAdha jaLa hoya che tyAM rahe che paNa koIvAra ene sAgarane kinAre jovAnI IcchA thAya che, tyAre te pANInA dezanI sAthe taNAIne samudranA kinAre Ave che. e mAchalI jADI ne jabbara hoya che. enA marAya ApaNA hAtha jeTalA lAMbA hoya che. have e pANInA pUrajezanI sAthe kinAre te AvI paNa pANIne AvavAne jeTale vega hoya che teTale vega jatI vakhate hete nathI, tethI. AvI ya vajanadAra mAchalI kinAre paDI rahe che ne tenA marAya kIcaDamAM dabAI

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sArA jaNAya 401 jAya che. AthI mAchalI pANI vinA taraphaDe che ne marAya kheMcAvAthI bhayaMkara cIsa pADe che. te sAMbhaLIne Dhaka ane kaMka nAmanA charA jevI moTI cAMcavALA pakSIo tyAM AvIne mAMsa khAvA mATe mAchalInA zarIrane kecI khAya che ne hIluhANa kare che. A rIte vaizAlIka mAchalI bhayaMkara duHkhI thAya che, tevI rIte jJAnI kahe che. tameva aviyANaMtA, visamaMsi akoviyA / macchA vesAliyA ceva, udagassa'bhiyAgame // sUya. a. 1 u.3 gAthA 2 AdhAkamI AhAranA deSane nahi jANanArA, saMsAra tathA ATha prakAranA karmonA jJAnamAM akuzaLa, AdhAkamI AhArane upalega karanArA saMte vaizAlika nAmanI mAchalInI jema duHkhI thAya che. mATe sAdhue AdhAkama AhAra grahaNa karavuM na joIe. AdhAkarmI AhAra vaheranAra sAdhu-sAvI ane vaherAvanAra zrAvaka-zrAvikA baMnenI durgati thAya che, mATe AdhAkamI AhAra vahorAvaze nahi. gaI kAle ApaNe vAta karI hatI ke zaMkharAjA ane yazomatI rANInA AMgaNe cAritranI jatathI jhagamagatA pavitra saMta padhAryA. saMtane joIne teo khuza thaI gayAM ane zabarAjA ne jazamatI rANI, jemaNe vaherAvyA drAkSa taNAM re pANI, tINaluM tIrthakara nAma karma re bAMdhyuM, ahe dAna vaDe jagamAM pAye. drAkSa dhAyeluM pANI utkRSTa bhAve vaherAvyuM te zaMkharAjAe tIrthakara nAmakarma upArjana karyuM. saMta te vahorIne cAlyA gayA paNa utkRSTa bhAve je nirdoSa-zudha dAna dIdhuM che tene harSa zaMkharAjAnA haiyAmAM samAtuM nathI. lenAra ane denAra baMne pAtro zudhdha hoya ane dAna paNa zuddha heya tene AnaMda keI anere hoya che. dazakAlIka sUtramAM bhagavAne kahyuM che ke, dullahA u muhAdAI, muhAjIvi vi dullhaa| muhadAI muhAjIvi, dovi gacchanti suggai / a.5 u. 1 gAthA 100 AvA supAtra dAna denArA paNa durlabha che ne lenArA maLavA paNa durlabha che. lenAra ane denAra baMne pAtra zuddha heya ane vastu paNa zuddha heya te baMne sadgatimAM jAya che. (ahIM pU. mahAsatIjIe eka daSTAMta ApIne samajAvyuM hatuM ke karoDapatinA dIkarAe saMsAra choDI saMyama lIdhe. utkRSTa bhAve dIkSA lIdhI paNa pachI saMsArInA rAgamAM phasAye ne gaucarI paNa evI ja thavA mAMDI. bAra varSe tenI daSTi khulI ane vicAra karyo ke meM cAritra zA mATe lIdhuM che? pachI jIvana palaTAyuM ane je cAra zA. su. 26

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zAradA suvAsa pAvyuM temAM ane AgaLamAM keTale badhe pharaka paDe te sITa dAkhala ApIne samajAvyuM hatuM, ane cAritra upara temaja niSa gaucara upara khUba bhAra mUkI janatAne sAce mArga khUba suMdara zailIthI samajAvyuM hata) zaMkharAjA ane yazomatI rANIe pavitra saMtane drAkSa dheyeluM aceta pANI utkRSTa bhAvathI vaherAvyuM. temAM yazematI rANInA manamAM vaharAvatI vakhate evI bhAvanA thaI ke huM rAjA karatAM vadhAre lAbha laI lauM, eTale mAyA karIne drAkSa dheyeluM pANI je vAsaNamAM bhareluM hatuM te vadhu namAvI dIdhuM. rAjAnA manamAM evI mAyA na hatI. mAtra dAna devAnI utkRSTa bhAvanA hatI. te bhAvanAthI vaherAvIne tIrthaMkara nAmakarma upArjana karyuM. saMtA vaherIne gayA paNa saMyamanI suvAsa mUkatA gayA. zaMkharAjAnA manamAM pavitra vicAre AvavA lAgyA. saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM tyAgamArganI bhAvanA bhAvatA saMsAramAM divase vitAvatA hatA. zaMkharAjAnA pitAjI zrISeNa muni kevaLajJAna pAmyA bAda grAmAnugrAma vicaratA aneka bhavya jIne bedha ApatA eka divasa hastinApura udyAnamAM padhAryA. vanapAlaka deDate zaMkharAjAne vadhAmaNI ApavA AvyuM. pitAnA pitAjI kevaLajJAnI banIne padhAryA che. e sAMbhaLIne zaMkharAjAnA sADA traNa koDa remarAya khIlI uThayA. vadhAmaNI ApavA AvanArane rAjAe kiMmatI vastrAbhUSaNe ApIne saMtuSTa karI vidAya karyA. have jaladI darzana karavA javAnI caTapaTI lAgI che. pitAnA parivAra sahita zaMkharAjA temane vaMdana karavA mATe AvyA. kevaLI bhagavAnane vaMdana karIne dezanA sAMbhaLavA beThA. zaMkharAjAnA aMtaramAM vairAgyanI cheLe uchaLatI hatI. temAM kevaLI bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne jaladI saMsAra choDavAnI bhAvanA jAgI. bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLyA pachI zaMkharAja vaMdana karIne bhagavAnane pUche che. zaMkharAjAe kevaLI bhagavAnane karelI pRchA - he bhagavaMta! ApanI vANI sAMbhaLIne mane samajAI gayuM ke A saMsAra asAra che. svArthane bhareluM che. A saMsAramAM kaI keInuM nathI, chatAM eka vAta huM Apane pUchuM chuM ke mAre ghaNuM rANIo che. dareka rANuMone mArA pratye khUba prema che. mArA mATe e badhI rANIo prANa pAthare tevI che, chatAM badhI rANIo karatAM A yazomatI pratye mane kema vadhAre prema che? tyAre kevaLI bhagavAne kahyuM-he rAjana ! AjathI sAtamA bhave tuM jyAre dhanarAjA hatA tyAre A yazomatI tArI dhanavatI nAmanI rANI hatI. tyAM tame baMnee sAthe dIkSA lIdhI hatI ne aMte anazana karIne baMne kALa karIne saudharma devalokamAM deva thayA. tyAMthI AyuSya pUrNa karIne tuM citragati vidyAdhara thaye ne yazomatI ranavatI nAme tArI paTTarANI thaI. tyAM dIkSA laI kALa karIne tame devakamAM deva thayA ne pachI manuSyabhavamAM AvIne tuM

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zANA suvAsa aparAjitakumAra ane yazomatI prItimatI nAme tAra paTTarANI thaI. tyAM paNa tame ane jaNAM dIkSA laIne devalekamAM gayA. tyAMthI cavIne tuM zaMkhakumAra ane e yazomatI tame baMne pati patnI thayA. A rIte sAta sAta bhavathI tamAre banene pUrvajanmane saneha che. ahIM paNa tame baMne dIkSA laIne kALa karIne pAMca anuttara vimAnamAM cethA aparAjita nAmanA vimAnamAM maharSika deva thaze ne tyAMthI cavIne tame nemanAtha nAme bAvIsamA tIrthakara thaze ne yazomatI rAmatI thaze. te bhavamAM e tamArI avivAhitA anurAgI thaze ne tame baMne dIkSA laIne paramapadane pAmaze, temaja tamArA be nAnA bhAIo ane matiprabha pradhAna tamArA gaNadhara banaze. - kevaLa bhagavaMtanA mukhethI pitAnA AgAmI bhavanI vAta sAMbhaLIne khUba AnaMda thayo ane te ja vakhate zaMkharAjAe pitAnA puMDarika nAmanA putrane gAdIe besADI pite dIkSA lIdhI. temanI sAthe yamartI rANI, be nAnA bhAI ane matiprabha pradhAne paNa dIkSA lIdhI. saMyamanI ugra sAdhanA karIne AyuSya pUrNa thatAM badhA aparAjita vimAnamAM deva thayA. A rIte temanAtha bhagavAna ane rAmatInA ATha bhava thayA. have emane navame bhava zarU thaze. e navamA bhAvamAM e mahAna AtmA kayA kuLamAM janma le che, emane vaMza karyo hate te vAta uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamA adhyayanamAM Avaze. have temanAtha bhagavAnanA bhavanI vAta zarU thAya che. soriya purammi nayare, AsI rAyA mahithie / vasudevatti nAmeNaM, rAyalakkhaNa saMjue // 1 // zAstrakAra bhagavaMta pahelAM e batAve che ke temanAtha bhagavAna je kuLamAM utpanna thayA hatA e kuLamAM vaDIle kaNa kaNa hatA? pahelAM emanA vaDIlenI vAta Avaze. pachI nemanAtha bhagavAna konA putra hatA te vAta batAvavAmAM Avaze. temanAtha bhagavAna ane kRSNa vAsudeva baMne sagA kAkAnA dIkarAo che. zauryapura nagaramAM vasudeva nAme eka maharthika rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. te vasudeva rAjA caka, svastika, aMkuza, chatra, cAmara, hasti, azva, sUrya, caMdra ItyAdi rAjacinhAthI temaja dAna, satya, zaurya ItyAdi lakSaNethI yukta hatA. jeo chatra, cAmara Adi mahAna vibhUtinA adhipati hatA. evA vasudeva rAjAnA putra kRSNavAsudeva hatA. have e vasudeva rAjAne keTalI rANIo hatI, ane nemanAtha bhagavAnanA mAtA-pitA keNa hatA te vAta zAstrakAra bhagavaMta batAvaze. tIrthakara bhagavAnanA mAtA-pitA bananAra AtmAo mahAna puNyavAna hoya che. sAmAnya mANase tIrthaMkara prabhune mAtA-pitA banI zakatA nathI. temanAtha bhagavAnanA mAtA-pitA keNa banaze te bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra - jinasenakumAra ane rAmasenakumAra ane rAjakumAre mAtApitAne

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** cAraNI suvAsa mAha kheDIne gurUkuLamAM bhaNavA mATe gayA che. gurU badhA vidyAthI one samAna bhAvathI bhaNAve che paNa jenAmAM jeTalI pAtratA hAya teTaluM te grahaNa karI zake che. jJAna meLavavA mATe sAru' pAtra hAvu joie. jema dUdha levA jAva tyAre dUdha eka ja kenamAMthI badhAne Ape che paNa jenu vAsaNu khATuM hoya tenuM dUdha phATI jAya che. te zu dhavALAnA doSa che ? nA vAsaNane te rIte baMne kumArane jJAna sarakhu Ape che paNa jenI jevI lAyakAta. jinasenamAM vinaya, namratA, saraLatA vagere aneka guNA bharelA che. AvA guthI te gurUkuLamAM badhA vidyArthIone ane peAtAnA gurUne priya thaI paDayo che. te nitya navuM navuM jJAna grahaNa kare che. gurUe samajAvyA pachI jo koIne na samajAya te sau jinasena pAse samajavA AvatA, paNa abhimAnI rAmasena kumAra te akakaDa banIne pharatA hatA. eka vakhata pradhAnajIne vicAra thayo ke huM baMne kumArInI khabara laI AvuM tethI e gurUkuLamAM AvyA. pradhAnajIne AvatA joyA ke jinasenakumAra DhADatA emanA sAme gayA te temane vaLagI paDayeA ne kahyuM-kAkA ! tame AvyA ? ema kahIne page lAgye. mAtA-pitAnA khabara pUchyA. mArA mAtA-pitAnI tabiyata sArI che ne ? kAkA Apa paNa majhAmAM che ne ? jinasenane vinaya, viveka Adi guNA joine pradhAnajInI AMkhaDI TharI gaI. rAmasena pradhAnajIne AvatA joine ubhA rahyo ne AvyA eTale pUchyuM-kema kAkA ! tame AvyA ? ATaluM pUchyuM paNa hAtha joDavAnI te vAta ja kevI ? A "tenI vartaNuMkathI pradhAnajI samajI gayA ke janasena kumAra rAjyane cagya che. chatAM gurUjIne pUchyuM-ane kumArAmAM rAjayane cegya kANu kumAra che ? tyAre gurUjIe kahyuM-pradhAnajI ! tame teA buddhinA nidhAna che. Apa svaya ja parIkSA karI le ne ! pradhAne kahyuM - huM tA parIkSA karavAnA ja chu paNa A te ApanI pAsethI rIjhalTa meLavavA mATe pUchuM chuM, tyAre gurUe kahyu -pradhAnajI ! sAMbhaLe. jinasena hai guNukA dariyA, vidyAvata guNavAna, kahAM taka tArIpha karuM inDeAMkI, hai guNAkI mAna. A ApaNA janasena kumAra te guNaguNanA bhaDAra che. atyAra sudhImAM ghaNAM rAjakumAro ane vidyArthI A mArI pAse AvyA chu jinasena kumAra jevA (vanayaviveka meM kadI koInAmAM joceA nathI. enAmAM vinaya viveka te che ja. sAthe budhdhi pazu ghaNI che. eTale te khUba jJAna bhaNe che. mane pUche te rAjagAdI te jinasena kumArane ja Apajo. enAmAM rAjA banavAne caitya guNNA ghaNAM che. jyAre rAmasena kumAra rUpamAM ghaNuA rUDe che paNa enAmAM guNu nathI. game teTalu bhaNAvu paNa ene kaI AvaDatuM ja nathI, mATe enAmAM rAjagAdI calAvavAnI lAyakAta nathI. A sAMbhaLIne pradhAnajInA manamAM thayuM ke nakkI jinasenakumAra ja rAjyanA adhikArI banaze, paNa rAmasena rAjAnI

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zAradA suvAsa mAnItI rANIne putra che ane jinasena te aNamAnItIne putra che. chevaTe gurUjInI vAta sAMbhaLIne pradhAnajI parIkSA levA mATe taiyAra thayA. temaNe jinasenane pAse bolAvIne ghaNAM ghaNAM prazno pUchayA. tene barAbara javAba ApyA. eka paNa prazna phela na gaye. jinasenanI parIkSA karIne pradhAne rAmasenane bolAvyo ne tene ghaNAM prazno pUchayA paNa eka praznano javAba ApI na zake mauna ubho rahyo. zuM javAba Ape? AvaDe te javAba Ape ne? maMtrI samajI gayo ke A te zebhAne gAMThIye che. jinasenanA vinayathI pradhAnane thayela saMtoSa " - baMnenI parIkSA karIne pradhAna pAchA phare che tyAre jitasena kumAra page lAgyuM ne kahyuM, mArA mAtA-pitAne mArA praNAma kaheje. kAkA! tame AvyA eTale mane te khUba AnaMda thayo che. have vahelA Avaje. ema kahIne pAche bheTI paDe ne dUra sudhI vaLAvavA gaye. jenAmAM svayaM buddhi che tene kahevuM nathI paDatuM ke Ama kara. rAmasena te pradhAnane page paNa na lAgyuM ke mAtApitAne samAcAra paNa na kahevaDAvyA ane mUkavA paNa na gaye. thAMbhalAnI jema ubhe ubhe mAtra ATaluM ja be ke kAkA Avaze. pradhAna baMne kumAranI parIkSA karIne sabhAmAM AvyA ane rAjAne badhI vAta karI. be varSa pachI kumArane abhyAsa pUre thaye eTale gurU emane baMnene rAjA pAse mUkavA AvyA. rAjAe gurUne satkAra karyo ne ghaNuM dhana ApIne vidAya karyA. pradhAne jinasena kumAranA rAjA pAse khUba vakhANa karyA hatA paNa rAjAne te ene paricaya na hatuM. atyAre te baMne kumAre pitAjIne page lAgIne pitAnI mAtA pAse gayA. rAjAe vicAra karyo ke baMne kumAre bhaNIne AvyA che te huM temanI parIkSA karuM, baMne kumArene rAjasabhAmAM AvavAnuM mahArAjAnuM AmaMtraNa":- baMne rANIone kahevaDAvI dIdhuM ke baMne kumAra bAra varSa gurUkuLamAM abhyAsa karIne AvyA che te emane taiyAra karIne AvatI kAle rAjasabhAmAM mekalaje. rAjA bharasabhAmAM emanI parIkSA karaze. bIjI tarapha rAjAe sevakane kahyuM ke ApaNAM nagaramAM moTA moTA mANasane sabhAmAM AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa Ape ne sabhAne khUba zaNagAre. eTale sevakee sabhAgRhane vijApatAkA ane teNethI zaNagAryuM ne maTAmeTA mANasone sabhAmAM AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. bIje divase AkhI sabhA ThaTha bharAI gaI. jinasena ane rAmasena bhaNIne AvyA che. emanI parIkSA che eTale prajAjane khUba umaTayA che. mAnavamedanIne pAra nathI. samaya thatAM jinasena ane rAmasena bane kumAre sabhAmAM AvyA. rAmasena te mAnItIne putra che. eTale ene te enI mAtAe khUba bhAre vastrAbhUSaNathI zaNagArIne mokalyA che paNa jinasenanI mAtA pAse bhAre pizAka na hatuM. enI pAse je kapaDA hatA te pramANe putrane zaNuMgArIne eka jinasena sabhAmAM AvatI vakhate paNa mAtAne page lAgyo. mAtAe tene aMtaranA

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zAradA suvAya AzIrvAda ApyA ke dIkarA ! tuM parIkSAmAM pahelo naMbara leje. jinasena sAdA vezamAM che ne rAmasene zaNagAra sajelA che chatAM sAdA vezamAM jinasenakumAra zobhI uThe che. prajAjane prabhune prArthanA karavA lAgyA ke prabhu! amArI mAtA samAna jinasenA rANInA putranI chata thaje. ane sau jinasenakumArane aMtaranA AzIrvAda Ape che. baMne kumAre pitAne page lAgIne besI gayA. jinasena ane rAmasenanI parIkSA karatA mahArAjA" -bharasabhAmAM mahArAjAe pahelA rAmasenakumArane ubhe karyo ne eka pachI eka prazno pUchavA mAMDayA paNa rAmasena eka paNa praznane javAba ApI zakatuM nathI. te khUba gabharAI gaye ne parasevo vaLavA lAgyA. bhaNyA hoya te AvaDe ne? sAmAnya praznonA javAba paNa te ApI zakyo nahi, tethI leka aMdaroaMdara vAta karavA lAgyA. juo te kharA! paTTarANI ranavatIne lADakavA dIkare ke sajIdhajIne AvyuM che paNa eka paNa praznano javAba ApI zakatA nathI. A zuM rAjya calAvavAnuM che ! . jinasenanI javAba ApavAnI zaktithI prasanna thayela mahArAjA" - pachI rAjAe jinasenakumArane ubhe karyo. jinasenakumAra siMhanI jema chalAMga mArIne ubhe thaye ne pahelA pitAjInA caraNamAM mastaka mUkI dIdhuM, pachI sabhAne page lAgIne ubhe raho. ene vinaya, viveka jeIne sabhAmAM beThelA mANasanA manamAM thaI gayuM ke jarUra jinasenakumAra chataze. enAmAM badhA ja guNe che. ene kaMI kahevApaNuM ja nathI. jinasenA mahArANIne putra emanA jevo ja guNIyala ane vinayavAna che. rAjAe jinasenakumArane eka pachI eka prazno pUchavA mAMDayA, enA jinasenakumAre taDAtaDa javAba ApI dIdhA. rAjAe tene paccIsa prazno pUchyA ne kuMvare tenA barAbara javAba ApyA. javAba sAMbhaLIne zajA, pradhAna ane prajAne AnaMda thaye, sau tALIo pADavA lAgyA. rAjAe te ene uMcakIne bAthamAM laI lIdhe ne pitAnA kheLAmAM besADIne kahyuM-dIkarA ! tuM te mArA kuLane dIpaka che. te Aje sabhAmAM lAja rAkhI che. ema kahIne mAthe hAtha mUkIne AzIrvAda ApyA. prasanna hekara mahArAjAne, inAma dene kI, dhArI, paTa gheDe talavAra manehara, jinakI kiMmata bhArI. jinasena parIkSAmAM pAsa thayo eTale nagarajanone paNa khUba harSa thaze. ane rAjAnA manamAM ema thayuM ke A dIkaro pAsa thaye che te mAre kaMIka InAma ApavuM joIe. eTale rAjAe pitAne yazasvI je ghaDe khUba vahAle have te ane eka pitAnI khAsa talavAra hatI te bane cIje jinasena kumArane bheTa ApavA lAgyA tyAre jinasena kumAre

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zAradA suvAsa 407 kahyuM-pitAjI ! mAre ghaDe ke talavAra kAMI ja jotuM nathI. basa, ApanI kRpA joIe che. ApanI kRpA che te mArI pAse badhuM ja che. mAre e cIjonI jarUra nathI. rAjAe kahyuM-beTA ! huM tane premathI bheTa ApuM chuM. tene tuM svIkAra kara, tuM bilakula saMkeca na rAkhIza. Aja sudhI te meM tArI khabara paNa nathI lIdhI ke mAre dIkare zuM kare che? eNe zuM khAdhuM ne zuM pIdhuM ? paNa Aje te tAre vinaya, viveka ane jJAna jene mAruM haiyuM nAcI uThayuM che, mane ema thAya che ke huM tane zuM ApI dauM? huM te tane kaMI vizeSa ApatuM nathI. A nAnakaDI bheTa zA mATe lete nathI ? pitAne je kaMI bakSIsa ke InAma maLe e te pahelAM laI levuM joIe. tane huM ATalA kAlAvAlA karuM chuM chatAM paNa letuM nathI. mATe mane lAge che ke tane saMkoca thAya che paNa tuM jarAya saMkeca na rAkhIza. A cIjo tuM laI le. A rIte rAjA kumArane paTTa ghoDe ne talavAra bheTa Ape che paNa kumAra lete nathI, eTale rAjA kahe che beTA ! tuM A cIjo nahiM le te mane khUba duHkha thaze, mATe mArA AtmAne sukha thAya te mATe paNa tuM A cIjo laI le. have A jinasena kumAra A be cIjone svIkAra karatA pahelA pitAjIne zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na 44 zrAvaNa vada 11 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 29-8-78 anaMtajJAnI vItarAga bhagavate jagatanA jInA kalyANane mATe mahAna maMgalakArI vANI prakAzI. bhagavAnanI vANu jagatanA jIvane duHkhathI mukta karAvanArI che, ane zAzvata sukhane apAvanArI che. je AtmAone saMsAranuM duHkha e duHkharUpa lAgatuM nathI te anAdikALathI paribhramaNa kare che. jyAre AtmAne samajAze ke saMsAra e AtmAne roga che ane mokSa e AtmAnuM Arogya che. evuM jene bhAna thAya te saMsArathI mukta banI zake che ne mukta banavA mATenA prayatna paNa kare che. bele, tamane saMsAra e AtmAne roga che te vAta samajAya che? je vAta samajAtI hoya te have tyAganA mArge AvavA taiyAra thaI jAo. tyAganI TebleTa janma, jarA ane maraNanA rogane jaDamULamAMthI nAbUda kare che. bele, game che A vAta? meha mAyAmAM paDelA jIvane saMsAramAM thoDI ghaNI anukULatA maLI jAya tyAM saMsAranA duHkhane bhUlI jAya che. jemAM oparezana karatI vakhate dadIne kale repharma suMghADavAmAM Ave che tethI tene oparezanathI thatI pIDAnuM bhAna nathI thatuM tema mehanuM kalorophorma saMpyuM che tethI dukhamaya saMsAranA dukhanI pIDAnuM bhAna nathI thatuM. jJAnIe ApaNane paDakAra karIne kahe che jyAM jhAMjhavAnA jaLa che tyAM jaLanI

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48 zAradA savAra AzA vyartha che tema jyAM ekAMta duHkha ja raheluM che tyAM sukhanI AzA rAkhavI vyartha che. ahIM eka nyAya yAda Ave che. eka bahena cule saLagAve che paNa lAkaDA lIlA hevAthI khUba dhUmADe che. te dhUmADAnA goTA ane naLIyAmAMthI paDatAM sUryanA kiraNe baMne bhegA thatAM eka jADI zeDa paDe che. jANe thAMbhale na hoya ! ema lAgatuM hatuM. AthI ene nAne bA pakaDavA de. enA manamAM thayuM ke A te mAre ramavA mATenuM ramakaDuM che. ema mAnIne bAba e thAMbhalA jevA dekhAtA tejaliseTane pakaDavA de, paNa hAthamAM na AvatA pAche besI gayo. ema ghaNI vAra e thAMbhalAne pakaDavA uTha ne beTho paNa nakkara thAMbhale heya te hAthamAM Ave ne! baMdhuo! tamArI dazA paNa AvI ja che ne! tame paNa je vaibhavanI vAdaLa pAchaLa AMdhaLI deTa lagAvatA ho te samajI leje ke tamArAmAM ne nAnA bALakamAM kaMI phera nathI. A tamArI AMdhaLI deTa tamane durgatinI khAImAM paTakAvI deze mATe A deTane bhAvI AtmA tarapha daSTi kare. AtmA tarapha daSTi karanAra evA nemanAtha bhagavAna ane rAmatInA ATha bhavanI vAta Apa sAMbhaLI gayA. have navamA bhavanI vAta cAle che. emanAtha bhagavAnanA mAtApitA keNa hatA te jANutA pahelA teo je yAdava vaMzamAM janmelA hatA te yAdava vaMzanI utpatti kayArathI thaI te vAta ApaNe jANavI joIe. te vAtanuM ApaNe TUMkamAM varNana karavuM che. - jaMbudvipanA bharatakSetramAM yamunA nadIne kinAre mathurA nAmanI nagarI AvelI hatI. tyAM ghaNAM samaya pahelAM yadu nAme parAkramI rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. enA uparathI yAdavavaMza cAlyA che, yadurAjA pachI tene putra zUra rAjA gAdIe beThe. te sUrya je tejasvI ane parAkramI hate. e zura rAjAne be putra hatA. temAM ekanuM nAma zaurI ane bIjAnuM nAma suvara hatuM. baMne rAjakumAre parAkramI, nyAyI ane guNavAna hatA, tethI temanI kIrti cAre tarapha phelAI hatI, ane temanI prazaMsA khUba thatI hatI. surarAjA vRddha thayA tyAre temaNe zaurIne rAjya ApyuM ane suvIrane yuvarAjapada ApyuM ane pote AtmakalyANa karavA mATe dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA laIne karmakSaya karavA mATe kaThora tapazcaryA karavA lAgyA. temanA dIkSA lIdhA pachI baMne bhAIo suMdara rIte rAjakArabhAra calAvavA lAgyA, tyArabAda zaurI rAjA potAnA bhAI suvIrane mathurAnuM rAjaya soMpIne kuzArta dezamAM gaye. tyAM teNe zauryapura nAme eka nagara vasAvyuM. A samaya jatAM zaurI rAjAne aMdhakavRSNui ane bIjA putro thayA. temAM aMdhakavRriNa TA thatAM tene temaNe gAdIe besADI pote dIkSA laIne jJAna, dhyAna karavA lAgyA,

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You zAradA suvAsa ane AyuSya pUrNa karIne mukita pAmyA. A tarapha suvIra rAjAne paNa bhejavRSNui vigere ghaNAM putra thayA. temane paNa pharavA javAnuM temaja navA pradeza kheDavAnuM mana thatAM bhAja vRSNuine gAdI soMpI pete siMdha dezamAM pharavA gayA, tyAM siMdhu nadInA kinAre potAnA nAma pramANe suvIrapura nAme nagara vasAvyuM. mathurAmAM rAjaya karatAM temanA putra bheAjavRSNuine ugrasena nAmanA eka parAkramI putra hatA te mathurAnuM rAjya karavA lAgyA. A tarapha zauya pura nagaramAM aMdhakavRSNuine subhadrA nAmanI rANuthI daza putro thayA. temAM sauthI moTAnu' nAma samudra vijaya ane sauthI nAnAnuM nAma vasudeva hatu. A daza bhAIe daza dazArha rAjA kahevAtA hatA. daze bhAione kurtI nAme eka khaDena hatI. tene umara lAyaka thatAM tenA pitAe pAMDurAjA sAthe paraNAvI hatI. aMdhakavRSNui pachI samudravijaya rAjA gAdIe beThA. teA peAtAnA bhAIe upara khUba prema rAkhatA hatA. temAM sauthI nAnA bhAI vasudeva upara emane khUba prema hatA. moTAbhAinA nAnA bhAi pratyenA anahada prema " ' :- devAnupriyA ! jyAre pitAjI paraleAkavAsI bane che tyAre je sauthI mATA bhAI hAya tenI pharaja thaI paDe che ke potAnA nAnA bhAI e te pote pitAnI jema ja temanI sabhALa rAkhavI joI e, kAraNa ke mATe bhAI pitA tulya gaNAya che, paNa Aje te mApa jAya eTale bhAie potapAtAnuM karavA maMDI jAya che, ane nAnA bhAione bhUlI jAya che. ahIM evuM na hatuM. samudravijaya rAjA potAnA nAnA bhAione jamADIne jamatA ne temane suvADIne pachI sUtA. nAnA bhAine pitAnI kheATa sAlavA detAna hatA. badhA bhAIomAM sauthI nAnA bhAI vasudeva samudravijaya rAjAne atyaMta vahAlA hatA. mArA nAnA bhAi zuM melyA ne zu khelaze. e rIte ene khammA khammA karatA hatA. A vasudeva kumAranuM rUpa ghaNuM hatuM. e yuvAna thayA eTale emanu rUpa-yautrana khIlI uThayuM vasudeva kumAra jyAre mahAra nIkaLe tyAre nagaranI strIe temane joine gAMDItura khanI jatI. koi strI rasAi karavAnu cheDIne temanI pAchaLa pharatI. keI kUvAkAMThe pANInA beDA mUkIne temane nIrakhavA doDI jatI, teA koI pAtAnA chokarAone raDatA mUkIne nIkaLI paDatI, teA koI enA patine jamatA choDIne doDatI ne vasudevane pharatI pharI vaLatI. vasudeva zrIvallabha zA mATe banyA ? " :- vasudeva kaiAinA tarapha dRSTi sarakhI paNa uMcI karatA na hatAM. e te emanA kAme bahAra nIkaLatA ne cAlyA jatA pazu strIe emanI pAchaLa gAMDIghelI banI jatI, enuM kAraNa zuM? purUSa te duniyAmAM ghaNAM che ane deva jevA rUpALA paNu hAya che, chatAM badhAnI pAchaLa strIe gAMDI banatI nathI ne AnI ja pAchaLa kema gAMDI thaI che? tenu kAraNa eka ja che ke vasudeve gatajanmamAM dIkSA lIdhI hatI ne khUba tapa karIne niyANuM karyuM" hatuM ke je mArA tapanuM phaLa hAya te huM AvatA bhavamAM srIvallabha khatuM. e vasudeve gatabhavamAM dIkSA zA mATe lIdhI ? te

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zAradA suvAsa vAta paNa jANavA jevI che. vasudeva gata janmamAM rAjakuLamAM rAjakumAra tarIke janmyA hatA karmodaye rU5 taddana beDoLa hatuM. hoTha jADA, kAna supaDA jevA, nAka cIbu, hAthapaga vAMkA, AMkhe meTI keDA jevI ane zarIrane raMga kALe hato. tenuM zarIra bihAmaNuM hatuM. eTale sau tene tiraskAra karatA ane kubaDe-kubaDe kahIne sahu tene belAvatA. A kubaDe kumAra yuvAna thayo eTale tene paraNavAnA keDa jAgyA. baMdhuo ! A saMsAra vAsanAothI bhareluM che, ane AtmA anAdikALathI vAsanAenuM sevana karatuM AvyuM che. eTale ene AvuM kaMI zIkhavADavuM paDatuM nathI. A kubaDAne paraNavAnI IcchA thaI paNa ene keNa kanyA paraNave? kaI paraNAvatuM nathI. eka vakhata e kubaDo pitAnA mosALa Ave. enA mAmAne sAta kanyAo hatI, eTale kubAe enA mAmAne kahyuM-mAmA! tamAre sAta putrIo che. ApaNuM rajavADAmAM te mAmA pheIna paraNe che te Apa ApanI eka putrIne mArI sAthe paraNAve. mAmAe jANyuM ke je huM Ane nA pADIza te mArI sAthe jhaghaDo karaze, tethI mAmAe kahyuM ke mArI sAta dIkarIo che temAM je khuzIthI paraNavAnI hA pADe tene huM paraNAvIza. jA, temane pUcha. A sAMbhaLI kubaDe te khuza khuza thaI gaye ne kanyAo pAse AvIne kahevA lAgyuM ke mArI sAthe keNa lagna karaze? A zabda sAMbhaLatA kanyAoe moDhuM macakeDIne kahyuM-kubaDA ! amane te tAruM moDhuM jevuM gamatuM nathI, tyAM paraNavAnI te vAta ja kevI ! ema kahIne enA upara thuMkavA lAgI ane kahyuM duSTa ! tuM ahIM zA mATe AvyuM che? cAlyo jA ahIMthI. Ama kahI tene tiraskAra karIne kADhI mUke. eTale kubaDAne khUba duHkha thayuM, ne tyAMthI cAlyA gaye. kubaDAe karele ApaghAtane vicAra" -kubaDAnA manamAM thayuM ke mAre paraNavuM che paNa mane keI paraNAvatuM nathI, ane uparathI jyAM jAuM tyAM mAre tiraskAra thAya che. AvA apamAna ane tiraskAra bharelA jIvana jIvavAne zuM artha? basa, have te A jaMgalamAM jhADe phAMso khAIne marI jAuM. A vicAra karIne pitAnI pAse eka kapaDuM hatuM tene phAMse karIne jhADanI DALIe laTakAvyuM. emAM pitAnuM gaLuM bharAvavA jAya che paNa vicAra kare che marI jAuM ke zuM karuM? baMdhuo ! mANasa krodhAvezamAM AvIne maravA te taiyAra thaI jAya che paNa maravuM gamatuM nathI hotuM. A kubaDAne paraNavAnI IcchA che. maravuM gamatuM nathI paNa have haDadhuta ane tiraskArane trAsa sahana thatuM nathI. eTale kaMTALIne maravA taiyAra thayo che, tethI gaLAmAM phase pahere che ne kADhe che. chellI vakhata manamAM nirNaya karyo ke he jIvaDA! tane paraNavAnA keDa che paNa keI paraNAvatuM nathI. khuda mAmAnI dIkarIoe tAre tirarakAra karyo, tArA upara laMkI ane haDadhUta karIne mUke. ATalI kanyAomAMthI eka paNa kanyAe tane Iccha

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zAro vAsa nahiAvA jIvana jIvavAne zuM artha che? A karatAM marI jAuM. eTalAmAM jaina muni tyAMthI nIkaLyA. emaNe kubaDAne phase khAtA joIne kahyuM, chokarA! tuM A zuM kare che? A manuSyabhava pAmIne zA mATe phase khAIne marI jAya che? mahAtmAnA upadezathI kubaDAnA jIvanane palaTo" - kubaDAe kahyuM mahArAja! jIvavAmAM sAra nathI. mArA jIvananI bAjI bagaDI gaI che. karUNAsAgara mahArAje kahyuM tane zuM duHkha che? eTale kubaDAe kahyuM-mane keI kanyA paraNavA IcchatI nathI. jyAM jAuM tyAM mArA sau tiraskAra kare che. enI vAta sAMbhaLIne mahArAje kahyuM. vicAra kara. tane kaI kanyA ichatI nathI te tAruM jIvana bagaDayuM ke sudharyuM? tane heje brahmacarya pALavAne meke maLe. tAruM jIvana sudharI gayuM ema huM mAna. A mAnavajIvana vAraMvAra nahi maLe, tArA pApakarmanA udayathI tuM kubaDo banyA che tethI tAre tiraskAra thAya che paNa have evI sAdhanA karI che ke jethI bIjA bhavamAM haDadhuta thavAne prasaMga na Ave. karUNAmUrti saMte ene baMdha Ape eTale enuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM ne vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA laIne mAsakhamaNane pAraNe mAsakhamaNa tapa karavA lAgyuM. tapamAM paNa e niyama karyo ke mane eka paNa vaDIla saMtanI vaiyAvacce karavAne lAbha maLe pachI ja mAre pAraNuM karavuM. AvA bhAvathI saMyamamAM AvI aghera sAdhanA karatA vicaravA lAgyA. I karelI kabaDA saMtanI prazaMsA"- saMtanI AvI ugra sAdhanA joIne devakamAM Indra mahArAjAe emanI khUba prazaMsA karI ke A saMtanI keTalI samatA che. mAsakhamaNane pAraNe mA khamaNa kare che ane pAraNAne divase paNa saMtanI vaiyAvacca karyA vinA pAraNuM karatA nathI. emane e niyamathI DagAvavA deva paNa zaktimAna nathI. mithyAtvI devathI A prazaMsA sahana na thaI eTale te karoTI karavA mATe AvyuM. A divase saMtane pAraNuM hatuM, paNa keI saMtanI vaiyAvaccane lAbha na maLe eTale dilamAM khUba duHkha thayuM. khinna vadane bAra vAgyA pachI pAraNuM karavA beThA A samaye deva parIkSA karavA AvyA. deve be sAdhunA rUpa banAvyA. eka sAdhu gAmathI traNa mAIla dUra koDhIyA sAdhunuM rUpa laIne beThA, ane bIjA vRddha sAdhu banIne A sAdhu pAraNuM karavA besatA hatA tyAM AvIne kahe che. are sAdhu! tuM te mATe sevAbhAvIne IlakAba laIne phare che ane mArA sAdhunI sevA te karate nathI. tarata ja pAraNuM karavAnuM choDIne ubhA thaI gayA ne kahyuM padhAre gurUdeva ! Apa kayAMthI padhAryA? ema kahIne besavA Asana Ape che tyAre kahe che ke mAre besavuM nathI. mArA gurUdeva gAma bahAra beThA che. emane khUba tarasa lAgI che. huM emanA mATe pANI levA Avyo chuM. A muni kahe che Apa ahIM birAje. huM tyAM pANI laIne jAuM chuM ne pachI gurUdevane laIne AvuM chuM,

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kara zAradA suvAsa saMtane aNadhAryA vaiyAvaccane lAbha maLavAthI AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. te harSabhera pANuM laIne gayA. saMtanA zarIre raktapitta-keDha thayela che. zarIramAMthI lehI paranA DhagalA thAya che. temAMthI mAthuM phATI jAya tevI dudha nIkaLe che, tyAM jaIne kahe che gurUdeva ! A paNa vApare, tyAre saMta gusse thaIne kahe che mAre A pANI pIvuM nathI. tuM gAmamAMthI bIjuM pANI laI Ava. kayArane tarase marI jAuM chuM. meM te tArI khUba prazaMsA sAMbhaLI hatI ke tuM bahu sevAbhAvI che. paNa je, tuM ke sevAbhAvI che ! kayArane beTho chuM, tarasyo marI jAuM chuM paNa kayAM khabara levA AvyA che? saMte kahyuMgurUdeva ! mane khabara na hatI. Apane huM bIjuM pANI lAvI ApuM chuM, paNa A thoDuM pANI te vApare, tyAre krodhathI AMkha lAla karIne kahe che he haiMgI ! tAre pANI levA javuM paDe eTale kahe che ne ke A pANI pI le. mAre tAruM gaMdu pANI pIvuM nathI. ema kahIne hAthamAMthI pANI jhUMTavI laIne DhaLI nAMkhyuM ne kahyuM ke mane jaladI pANI lAvI Apa. eTale saMta gAmamAM pANI levA mATe gayA, paNa kayAMya pANI maLatuM nathI. keI ghera pANI hoya te ApanAra asUjhatA hoya. eka ghare thoDuM pANI hatuM te levA gayA tyAM bAIne hAthamAMthI pANInuM vAsaNa chaTakI gayuM ne pANI DhaLAI gayuM. AkhA gAmamAM pharyA paNa pANI na maLyuM eTale pAchA pharyA. * tapasvI saMtanI deve karelI AkarI kasoTI - saMtane khUba aphasesa thaye ke huM ke kamabhAgI ! mArA saMtanI sevA na karI zakyo ! mA khamaNanuM pArAguM che paNa manamAM jarA paNa kheda nathI. te vRddha saMtanI pAse AvIne kahe che gurUdeva ! kamabhAgI chuM. mApha kare, AkhuM gAma pharyo paNa kayAMya pANI maLatuM nathI. Apa mArI sAthe sthAnakamAM cAle. te kahe che kevI rIte AvuM? mArAthI calAtuM nathI. gurUdeva ! mArA khabhe besI jAva. lehI ane parUthI zarIra nItare che. gaMdhane pAra nathI. evA sAdhu A tapasvInA khabhe besI gayA. cAlatAM saheja paga khADAmAM AvI jAya te mAthAmAM muThThI mAre che ne kahe che dhutArA! mane kayAM herAna kare che ? A tArA sevA karavAnA lakSaNe che? paNa A saMta te kaMI bolatAM nathI. deva jema jema parIkSA kare che tema makakama rahe che, chevaTe thAnakamAM AvyA. saMte temane besADIne zarIra sApha karyuM. khUba vinayapUrvaka sevA karI ane pote je AhAra lAvelA hatA te saMtane Ape, tyAre kahe che mAre te tAre AhAra khAvA nathI. ema kahIne e AhAra hAthamAM laI lehI ane parUvALA hAthe cUMthI nAMkhe ne aMdara ghUMkayA. pachI kahyuM-le, A tuM khAI jA. A samaye saMte kahyuM-gurUdeva ! Ape mArA upara kevI kRpA karI ! mAre AhAra lUkhe have temAM Ape ghI nAMkhI ApyuM. - ApaNane te sAMbhaLatA sUga caDhe che paNa mA khamaNanA tapasvI saMta premathI e gaMdhAte AhAra AragI gayA. enI mamatA joIne deva saMtanA caraNamAM namIne

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vts sArI suvAsa .. cAlyA gayA. mA satanI sAdhanA kramanA bhUkkA karI de tevI hatI paNa maMdaramAM vAsanAnA nAnA kaNIyA rahI gayA hatA ke mane koI srIe na IcchA ? daukSA lIdhA pachI emaNe tapa karIne niyANuM karyuM hatuM ke jo mArA tapa-saMyamanuM baLa hoya te AvatA bhavamAM strI vallabha khanuM. A sAdhu kALadharma pAmIne devalAkamAM gayA ne tyAMthI cavIne vasudeva anyA. te koI strInA sAmuM jotA nathI paNa pUrvabhavanA niyANAne kAraNe strIe temane joIne temanI pAchaLa pAgala ane che, e jayAM jAya che tyAM saue temanI pAchaLa phare che. AthI nagarajanAe samudravijaya rAjA pAse AvIne phariyAda karI ke ApanA laghu baMdhava vasudeva kumAra khaDAra nIkaLe che ane A paristhiti sarjAya che. amArI strIo gharanuM kAmakAja cheDIne emanI pAchaLa bhasyA kare che mATe Apa eneA raste karo. have samudravijaya rAjA zu vicAraze tenA bhAva avasare caritra" :- mahArAjAe jinasenakumArane azva ane talavAra traNu karavA mATe khUba samajAvyeA tyAre jinasenakumAranA manamAM thayuM ke je huM nahIM lauM te pitAjIne duHkha thaze. mATe laI levAmAM majhA che. kumAra enA pitAjIe ApelI bheTa svIkAravA taiyAra thayA paNa ene svIkAra karatAM pahelAM rAjA sAthe eka zarata kare che. 66 avanIza se arajI karI, mulata mahipa kizAra, phira pIchI desyuM nahIM, lAkha bAta sira mera 1. jinasenakumAra nAnA hatA paNa enAmAM samajaNu ghaNI hatI. e samajato hata ke pitAjIne mArA pratye bhUkha prema che ane khuza thaIne mane A vastue bheTa Ape che paNa enuM pariNAma zuM Avaze ? eTale levAnI ghaNI nA pADI paNa pitAjIne duHkha thatuM hatuM tethI levA taiyAra thayeA. eTale kahyuM-pitAjI! Apane khUba duHkha thAya che tethI e cIjonA huM svIkAra karu chuM, paNa eka zarata ke tame mane je ApeA che te lIdhA pachI game tema thaze te paNa huM pAchuM ApIza niRs. tame Ape ne pAchaLathI koi virodha uThAve ne tame kaheze ke mane pAchI ApI de tA huM lAkha vAte pAchuM nahi ApuM, mATe khUba vicAra karIne Apajo. "kuMvarane javAba ApatA mahArAjA putranI vAta sAMbhaLone rAjA melyA arere dIkarA ! tuM A zu khele che ? huM AvA rAjA thaI ne ApeluM kadI pAchuM la* ? sAmAnya rIte mANusane kaMi Apyu. hAya tA paNa pAchuM nathI letA te tuM tA mArA dIkarA che ane A gheADo ane talavAra meM tane khAlI khuzIthI nathI ApI paNa tArI parIkSA karIne inAma tarIke bakSisa ApuM chuM. e kaMI pAchuM levAya ? beTA ! tane eTale paNa mArA upara vizvAsa nathI ? tu vizvAsa rAkha. huM e cItte kadI pAchI nahiM mAMguM. AthI jitasenakumAre 77 -

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yAhya yuvANa saharSa tene svIkAra karyo ne rAjAe tene sabhAnI vacce premathI arpaNa karI. te baMne cIne laIne jinasenakumAra pitAne, pradhAnajIne vigerene praNAma karIne harSabhera sabhAmAMthI vidAya thayA. prajAjane paNa jinasenakumAranI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA ke ApaNA mahArANI jevA pavitra che e ja emane kumAra paNa pavitra che. jinasenakumAra eka che paNa eka hajAra je zUravIra che. A putra rAjA banaze ema badhA bolavA lAgyA. A tarapha ratnAvatI manamAM malakAtI hatI ke mAre putra parIkSAmAM pAsa thaze eTale ene ja rAjyapada maLaze, kAraNa ke huM paTTarANuM chuM. mArA pratye rAjAne pUre prema che eTale mArA te mAna vadhI jaze. ratnAvatInuM nAma te ghaNuM sAruM hatuM paNa ratna je prakAza na hatuM. te IrSAnI bharelI hatI. ene khabara na hatI ke mAre putra parIkSAmAM nApAsa thayo che. e te putranI rAha jotI hatI. ratnAvatIne caDhAvavAnA kAma karatI dAsI" - eTalAmAM dAsI deDatI 2AvatanI pAse AvIne dhruske ne dhruske raDavA lAgI. ranavatIe pUchyuM-bahena! tuM zA mATe raDe che? tyAre dAsI kahe che e mArA mahArANa sAheba gajaba thaI gaye. kaMI kahevAnI vAta nathI. rANIe iMtejArIpUrvaka pUchyuM. zuM thayuM? tuM kahe te kharI. khUba pUchayuM tyAre dAsI uDatI raDatI kahe che bA sAheba ! ApaNAM mahArAjAe te jinasenAnA putrane eka suMdara gheDa ane talavAra bheTa ApyA ne ApaNAM rAmasenakumArane te kaMI nathI ApyuM. paNa dAsIe e vAta na karI ke mahArAjAe baMne kumAranI parIkSA karI. temAM rAmasenakumAra eka paNa praznano javAba na ApI zake tyAre jinasenakumAre badhA praznonA uttara ApyA che. ghaNIvAra dAsIe rANIne beTI caDhavaNI kare che. kaikeyIne maMtharAe caDhAvI hatI tema ranavatIne tenI dAsIe khUba bhaMbherI eTale ratnAvatI krodhe bharAI ke basa, rAjA ane kuMvarane AvI cIja ApanAra kezu? have huM rAjAne barAbara batAvI daIza. ratnAvatI khUba krodhathI dhamadhamI gaI che. have e kevA nATaka karaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 45 zrAvaNa vada 12 ne budhavAra tA. 30-8-78 mahAna purUSa jagatanA chanA kalyANa mATe pharamAve che ke A durlabha mAnavabhavamAM mahattvanI kaI varatu hoya te vItarAga prabhunA prarUpelA dharma pratyenI zraddhA che. jema parvatamAMthI nIkaLatI nadIne paththara athaDAte athaDAte ghasAIne geLamaToLa ane lIsse bane che tema ApaNe AtmA paNa A saMsAracakramAM ghUmate, paribhramaNa karate, aneka dukhene

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sAkSI suvAsa sahana karate karmathI haLa banate ATale sudhI pahae. jIva kamathI haLa bane che tyAre tenAmAM zubha bhAve jAge che. rAga-dveSanI maMdatA thAya che ne viveka jAge che. avaLAI TaLe che vItarAga deva, nirgatha gurUo ane sarvajJa kathita dharma-A traNa ta pratye prema-zraddhA jAge che. A traNa tane ArAdhya ane upAsya che e AtmAne nirNaya thAya che. AnuM nAma dharmazraddhA che. AvI dharmazraddhAthI jIvane apUrva AnaMda ane zAMtine anubhava thAya che. ke manuSyane gurUnA upadezanuM zravaNa, saMta samAgama ane zAstranuM vAMcana vigerethI thayelI karmanI laghutAnA kAraNe dharmazraddhA pragaTe che. dhAmadhakhatA unALAmAM bapore madhyAnha samaye sUryanA prakhara tApathI tapelA nirjana vanamAM athaDAtA tarasathI AkuLa vyAkuLa thayelA vaTemArgane eka vizALa vaDalAnA vRkSanI chAyAmAM ArAma levAne suyoga maLe. acAnaka keI ThaMDu pANuM pIvA mATe Ape ane AkhA zarIre caMdanane lepa kare te enA AnaMdane pAra rahe khare? "nA" evI rIte anAdi saMsAra rUpa unALAmAM janma-maraNa rUpa nirjana vanamAM kaSA tApathI saMtapta ane viSayenI tRSAthI pIDita AtmAne jinazAsana rUpI vizALa ane ghaTAdAra vaDalAnuM vRkSa dekhAya tyAre e tarapha AtmA harSapUrvaka doDe ne ? emAM kaMI navAI kharI ? tyAM tatvajJAnanA nirmaLa jaLa pIvA maLe, tattvazraddhArUpa caMdanane lepa thAya enA AnaMdanuM varNana kyA zabdamAM karavuM ? baMdhuo ! jema koI janmAMdha purUSane ekAeka navI daSTi maLe ane samagra jagatane jevAnI taka maLe, traNa cAra divasanA bhUkhyA mANasane bhejana maLe, nirdhanane dhana maLe tyAre ke AnaMda thAya ? tethI paNa adhika AnaMda aMdarane mithyAtvane aMdhApa TaLe ane samyagU darzana rUpa netra maLe tyAre thAya che. asAdhya rogathI pIDAtA dardIne kaI rAmabANa auSadhi hAthamAM AvI jAya che ke AnaMda thAya tevI rIte karmareganA rAmabANa auSadha rUpa samyaktvanI prAptithI jIva ane AnaMda anubhave che. raNasaMgrAmamAM hArI javAnI aNI upara rahelA senApatine acAnaka vijaya maLe ne je AnaMda thAya che tenAthI paNa anaMtagaNe AnaMda maharAjAnuM jora haThAvI AtmabaLa prApta karanAre AtmA anubhave e svAbhAvika che. A badhuM dharmazraddhAthI thAya che. A saMsAramAM dravya zItaLatA ApanAra ghaNAM vRkSe rahelA che paNa AtmazAMti ApanAra eka vRkSa che ke jenuM mULa dharmazraddhA che. thaDa zrAvaka dharma che. ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya ane aparigraha e jenI pAMca mukhya zAkhAo che. jJAnAcAra, darzanAcAra, cAritrAcAra, tapAcAra ane vicAra A pAMca prazAkhAo che. ahiMsAnA pratye e pAMdaDA che. samatA e enA puSpa che, ane mokSa e A vRkSanuM mIThuM madhuruM phaLa che. dharma-zraddhArUpa mULa vinA jJAna ane cAritranuM game teTaluM pANI sIMcIe chatAM ApaNane

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zAhA suvAsa ISTa ApanAra dharmavRkSa pAMgaratuM nathI. dharmazraddhA e ja dharmavRkSanuM mULa che. AtmAthI jene amUlya khajAne che. mithyAvarUpa mahAgane maTADanAra rAmabANa auSadha che. saMsAra sAgarane pAra karAvanArI uttama naukA che. muktinagaramAM javA mATe pAsaporTa che. dharmazraddhArUpa dhanane lUMTavA mATe viSaya-kavAyarUpI lUMTArAo sadA mITa mAMDIne beThA che. je AtmAo pramAdamAM paDayA rahe che tenuM zraddhAdhana e lUMTArAo lUMTI le che. Aje jagatamAM viSaya ane vikAsamAM mahAlavA mATenI vividha sAmagrIo vadhI rahI che. temAM je AtmAo khUba sAvadhAna ane jAgRta rahe che te AtmAo dharmazraddhA rUpa dhanane surakSita rAkhI zake che. bAkI dharmazraddhArUpa siMhaNanA dUdhane sAcavavA kaThaNa che. A mATe AtmAe suvarNapatra jevI yogyatA keLavavI paDaze, te ja zraddhArUpI siMhaNanA dUdha TakI zakaze. dharmazraddhA TakAvavA mATe zAstranuM vAMcana, zravaNu ane manana jarUrI che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. temAM vasudeva rAjA keruM che tenuM varNana cAle che. vasudeva rAjA samudravijayanA nAnA bhAI hatA. badhA bhAIomAM samudravijaya rAjAne pitAnA nAnA bhAI vasudevakumAra upara khUba prema hatA. mAtApitAne paNa nAne dIkaro lADake hoya che. bhAI-bahenomAM paNa je nAnA bhAI agara bahena hoya te vadhu lADakA hoya che. vasudeva yuvAna thayA eTale temane joIne nagaranI strIo temanI pAchaLa pAgala banavA lAgI. A banavAnuM kAraNa zuM? e vAta ApaNe gaI kAle AvI gaI che ke emaNe gata janmamAM evuM niyANuM karyuM hatuM ke je mArA tapa, saMyamanuM phaLa hoya te huM AvatA bhavamAM strIvalabha thAuM. emanI pAchaLa strIo pAgala banavA lAgI. eTale prajAjanee bhegA thaIne vicAra karyo ke je roja A pramANe banaze te ApaNuM ghara bhAMgI ze. mATe A bAbatamAM ApaNe mahArAjAne phariyAda te karavI joIe. eTale nagarajane samudravijaya mahArAjA pAse phariyAda laIne AvyA. AgaLanA rAjA mahArAjAonI keTalI nIti hatI ke e prajAnI badhI ja phariyAda sAMbhaLatA hatA. emane mana prajA ane putra sarakhA hatA. e samajatA hatA ke prajA mArI ane huM prajAne. e rAjAo prajAne prema saMpAdana karIne prajAnA hRdaya siMhAsana upara rAjya karatA hatA. prajA sukhI te pite sukhI ane prajA dukhI te pite duHkhI. evA e samayanA rAjAo hatA, paNa atyAre te rAjA sukhI ne prajA duHkhI che. rAjA prajAnI dAda sAMbhaLatA nathI, paNa e samayamAM AvI aMdhAdhUMdhI cAlatI na hatI. potAnI prajA garIba hoya ke sukhI hoya, darekanA pratye rAjAnI samAna daSTi hatI. samaya Avye sahune sarakhe nyAya ApatA hatA. samudravijaye te ApaNA hindu rAjA hatA paNa eka muslIma rAjane nyAya ApuM.

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zAradA suvAsa 417 haidaraalI nAmane eka sulatAna thaI gaye. e khUba prajApremI ane nyAyI hate. eka vakhata te ghoDA upara besIne pharavA mATe jaI rahyo hate. emane pavanavegI gheDa cAra page kUdato AgaLa vadhe te hatuM, tyAre eka sATha varSanI vRddha DerImAM gheDAne javAnA mArgamAM vacce AvIne ubhI rahI, eTale sulatAne kahyuM he mADI ! tame mArgamAMthI dUra khase. nahitara A mAre gheo tamane pachADI deze ne tame marI jaze. A DezImAM khUba hoMziyAra hatA. e sulatAnanA ghaDAnI sAme jaIne ubhA rahyA eTale sulatAne gheDAne ubhe rAkhe ne pUchyuM. he mAtA! tame zuM maravA mATe A mArga mAM ubhA rahyA che? meM ATalI buma pADI chatAM tame kema khasyA nahi? tyAre DozImA ThAvakuM moTuM rAkhIne belyA. jahAMpanAha! huM jIvatAM chatAM marelA jevI chuM. have mAre jIvIne zuM karavuM che? jema tema maravA karatAM ApanA ghaDAnA paga nIce mAruM mota Ave te huM bhAgyazALI banI jAuM. have tenA mATe mAre jIvana TakAvavuM che. dIkarInA apaharaNanI vAta karatA DezImA" - ozInI vAta sAMbhaLIne sulatAne kahyuM. ammA! mArA rAjyamAM tamane evuM zuM duHkha paDI gayuM ke A javAhara jevuM jIvana tamane aLakhAmaNuM lAge che? DezIe kahyuM, jahAMpanAha ! vADa uThIne je cIbhaDA gaLe te pachI pharIyAda kone karavI? je rAjyamAM rakSaka ja bhakSaka banI jAya e rAjyamAM jIvatara jIvavA jevuM nathI rahetuM. tyAre sulatAne kahyuM, ammA ! A tArI goLagoLa vAta mane samajAtI nathI. je vAta banI hoya te spaSTa mane jaNAvI de te jaldI ene nikAla karavAnuM sUjhe. sulatAnanI vAta sAMbhaLIne DozImAe kahyuM, jahAMpanAha! mArI rUparUpanA avatAra samI ekanI eka lADakI dIkarIne tamAre june saradAra AgA mahaMmada upADI gayA che tyArathI mane mAruM jIvatara jhera jevuM lAge che. ATaluM bolatAM DozImAnI AMkhamAM AMsunI dhAra thaI. A joIne sulatAne pUchayuM. tamArI dIkarIne upADI gayA keTalA divase thayA? jahAMpanAha! doDha mahine thaye. te deDha mahinA sudhI tame kayAM gayA hatA? jenI dIkarInuM apaharaNa thAya che te eka paLa paNa zAMtithI besI na zake, ane tame doDha mahine thaI gaye chatAM atyAra sudhI pharIyAda na karI? te Aje mane kahevA AvyA che? tamArI vAta mane sAcI lAgatI nathI. ane tame kahe che ke mArI dIkarIne uThAvI gayA deDha mahine thayo te AgAmahaMmada deDha mahinAthI ahIM nathI. e te bahAragAma gaye che. mATe tamArI vAta mArA mAnavAmAM AvatI nathI. phariyAdanI barAbara cakAsaNI karavA mATe sulatAne kaDakAIthI DozImAne kahyuM. DezImAe rAjAne kahelI satya hakIkata :- jahAMpanAha! e mArI dIkarIne uThAvIne deDha mahinAthI bhAgI gayuM che. jyArathI dIkarI gaI tyArathI dharAIne dhAna khAdhA nathI ne zAMtithI uMdhI nathI. huM to te ja divase tamArA navA jamAdAra pAse phariyAda karavA mATe AvI zA. su. 27

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418 zAkkA suvAsa hatI paNa amArA garIbanI phariyAda keNa sAMbhaLe? ghaNI vAra phariyAda karI paNa mane keIe dAda na dIdhI. tamArI pAse mArI phariyAda pahoMcADI nahi. huM zuM karuM? kene kahuM? meM Apane rUbarU maLIne phariyAda karavA mATe ghaNuM phAMphA mAryA, ApanA mahelanA daravAje AvIne ubhI rahI paNa ApanA paheregIe mane ApanI pAse AvavA ja na dIdhI, eTale Aje ApanA mArgamAM AvIne ubhI rahI chuM. Apane meM beTI kyAM che te badala huM ApanI mAphI mAMguM chuM. DozInI vAta upara have sulatAnane vizvAsa beThe, eTale kahyuM ke tame mArI pAchaLa pAchaLa mArA mahele Avaje. ema kahI pharavA javAnuM chaDI daIne sulatAna pAchA pharyA. DozI dhIme dhIme cAlatAM sulatAnanA maDele pahoMcI gayA. te vakhate na jamAdAra sulatAnanI sAme AvIne ubho rahyo. jamAdArane jeI DozImA jarA dhrujyA paNa sulatAna sAme beThe hatuM eTale ciMtA na hatI. hiMmatathI ubhA rahyA. sulatAne jamAdArane ApelI dhamakI - sulatAne kaDakAIthI jamAdArane kahyuM ke A pezInI vahAlasoyI putrInuM tamArA jigarajAna mitra AgA mahaMmade apaharaNa karyuM che, ane jyAre A DozImAe tamArI pAse phariyAda karI tyAre tame tamArA mitranA rAganA kAraNe mArI AgaLa phariyAda AvatI aTakAvI dIdhI che. dastInI pharaja Ama adA na karAya. hA, sArA kAryamAM tame tamArA mitrane mATe mAthuM Ape te e mAthuM ziratAja jevuM mUlyavAna banI jAya, paNa AvA pApanA kAryamAM mitrane sAtha Ape te jannatane badale jahAnamanA mArge javA jevuM tame kAma karyuM che. have jyAM sudhI tamArA mitrane dastIne dAva adA karavA mATe tamArI samakSa hAjara na karuM tyAM sudhI tamane jelamAM pUravAmAM Ave che. sulatAnane hakama sAMbhaLIne jamAdAranA te matIyA ja marI gayA, paNa have zuM thAya? sulatAnane hukama thaye eTale jelamAM gaye ja chUTako. sipAIoe jamAdArane kedakhAnAmAM pUrI dIdhe. bIjI tarapha sulatAne AgAmahaMmadane pakaDI lAvavA mATe sipAIone mokalyA. sulatAne pitAnA rAjakAryArthI nivRtta thaIne sUvAnI taiyArI karatA hatA. te samaye vajIra sulatAnane maLavA mATe AvyA ne salAma bharIne ubhe rahyo, eTale sulatAne vajIrane pUchayuM ke atyAre sUvAnA samaye A5nuM Agamana zA mATe thayuM ? vajIre kahyuM-jahAMpanAha! A baMne jamAdAree atyAra sudhI vaphAdArIpUrvaka ApanuM keTaluM kArya karyuM che. e baMne upara Apa rahema daSTi rAkhe. e mATe huM atyAre ApanI pAse Avyo chuM. sulatAne kahyuM-vajIra! tame vaphAdArI kene kahe che? tame vaphAdArInA keTalA artha kare che? zuM koInI bahena dIkarIne uThAvI javI tene tame vaphAdArI gaNe che? ane evA uThAugIrane sAtha Ape tene tame vaphAdArI kahe che? huM evA jamAdArane vaphAdAra nathI mAnate. tamane khabara che ne ke prajAnuM rakSaNa karavA mATe meM A rAjyanI lagAma hAthamAM lIdhI che. huM sulatAna

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zAradA suvAsa 419 pachI chuM. pahelAM te huM prajAnA jAnamAla ane Ijajatane rokIdAra jamAdAra chuM. mArI prajAnI bahena dIkarInI Ijajata mAro jamAdAra lUTe ane bIje jamAdAra enA gunAne sAtha Ape, evA pApanA kArya aTakAvavA mATe sauthI moTA jamAdAra tarIke mArI janmedArI kaMI ochI nathI. samajyA vajIrajI! mArI prajAnI bahena dIkarInI Ijajata upara hAtha nAMkhanAra e AgAmahaMmadanuM mastaka dhaDathI juduM karIne lehIthI nItaratuM, enuM mastaka huM AkhA gAmamAM pheravIza. e joIne mAre kaI paNa prajAjana pharIne keIna cAritra lUMTe nahi. sulatAnanI vAta sAMbhaLIne vajIra te mAphI mAMgIne ravAnA thaI gaye. A tarapha AgAmahaMmadane zodhavA gayelA sipAIoe ene pakaDIne sulatAna pAse hAjara karyo eTale jelamAM pUrelA jamAdAranI najara samakSa sulatAne talavAra kheMcIne AgAmaThuMmadanuM mastaka dhaDathI juduM karI dIdhuM. A joIne baMdhanAvasthAmAM ubhele jamAdAra te tharathara dhrujavA lAgyA, tyAre sulatAne enI samakSa karaDI najara karIne kahyuM -jamAdAra ! je ne pApakAyane karUNa aMjAma! have tane zikSA karuM chuM. prajAnI phariyAda tAre mane tarata pahoMcADavI joIe. te na karatAM teM tArA dostanI dostIne tArI prajA pratyenI pharaja karatAM vadhu mahatva ApyuM, mATe tArA dehamAMthI lehInI Tazare phUTe tyAM sudhI tArA zarIra upara keraDA mAravAnI huM tane sajA karuM chuM. haidaraalI sulatAne baMne jamAdArane emanA gunhA pramANe barAbara zikSA karI. AgAmahaMmadanuM lehIM nItaratuM mastaka AkhA gAmamAM pheravIne jAherAta karAvI ke mArA gAmamAM je koI duSTa mANasa AvuM adhama kArya karaze tenI AvI dazA thaze. samajANuM ne ke AgaLanA rAjAone ke nyAya hate ! nyAya eTale nyAya. emAM keInI zarama ke siphArasa cAle nahi. ApaNe samudravijaya rAjAnI vAta cAlatI hatI. samudravijya rAjA paNa nyAyI hatA. emanI pAse prajAjane deDatA phariyAda karavA mATe AvyA ke mahArAjA ! ApanA laghu bAMdhava vasudevakumAra khUba nirdoSa ane pavitra che. e keIna sAme UMcI daSTi karIne jotAM nathI paNa keNa jANe emanAmAM kaI jAtanI evI AkarSaNa karavAnI zakti che ke e bahAra nIkaLe che tyAre AkhA nagaranI strIo temanI pAchaLa gAMDI bane che. cUle raseI baLatI mUkIne vasudevakumArane jovA mATe deDIne jAya che. te A5 A bAbatamAM keI vicAra kare te sAruM. A pramANe prajAjanee samudravijaya rAjAne arajI karI. ' samudravijaya rAjAne pitAne laghu baMdha vasudevakumAra khUba vahAle hate. bIjI tarapha prajA paNa vahAlI hatI. have zuM karavuM? khUba vicAratAM eka mArga sUjhe. eTale temaNe pitAnA laghu baMdhavAne meLAmAM besADIne kahyuM bhAI ! tuM ApaNA badhA bhAIomAM vizeSa rUpALe che, eTale tuM bahAra jAya che tyAre tArA rUpa pAchaLa strIo gAMDI thAya che,

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420 zAradA suvAsa rakhe ne tane dRSTi lAge ne tuM mAMdA paDe! mATe bhAI hamaNuM tane ApaNuM bagIcAmAM je baMgale che temAM rAkhuM te tane vAMdho nathI ne? vasudeva samudravijayane pitA tulya samajatAM hatAM. eTale kahe-bhale meTAbhAI ! tyAM rahIza. tame te mArA hita mATe ja kahe, che ne ? e samayanA AtmAe ghaNuM saraLa hatA. vaDIle je kaMI kahe te keI paNa jAtanI apIla ke dalIla vinA tahetu karatA hatA. vasudeva samudravijaya rAjAnA kahevA pramANe bagIcAnA baMgalAmAM rahevA lAgyA. eka divasa teo kaMpAunDamAM pharatA hatA te samaye ke purUSa be ke vasudeva ahIM kema rahe che ? te zabdo sAMbhaLI emane khUba lAgI AvyuM. zuM mArA bhAIe mane najarakedamAM rAkhe che ? emaNe mane kapaTa karIne rAkhe ? basa, have mAre ahIM rahevuM nathI. vasudeva hoMziyAra khUba hatA. emaNe bagIcAmAMthI lAkaDA lAvIne mahelanA bAraNAmAM meTI citA khaDakIne saLagAvI. pachI mahelanA daravAje lakhyuM ke, he samudravijaya bhAI! tame mane kapaTa karIne najara kedamAM rAkhe che tethI mArA dilamAM khUba duHkha thayuM che. te kAraNe huM A citAmAM baLI gaye chuM. evuM lakhI citA saLagAvIne pite chAnAmAnA cAlyA gayA. dararoja savAramAM samudravijaya rAjA pitAnA nAnA bhAInI khabara levA mATe AvatA. tene joitI cIje mekalAvatA hatA. dararoja samudravijaya padhAre tyAre vasudeva mahelanI meDIethI nIce UtaratA ne sAme jaIne bhAIne bheTI paDatA ne khUba vahAla karatA paNa Aje te mahelanAM bAraNAmAM bhaDabhaDa citA baLI rahI che. A joIne samudravijaya bhaDakyA. mahela tarapha daSTi karI manamAM thayuM ke Aje mAro bhAI kema dekhAtuM nathI ? zuM ene ThIka nahi hoya ? ja te huM AvuM tyAre chalAMga mArate mArI sAme Ave che. samudravijaya upara jaine dekhe che te vasudevane joyA nahi. AkhA mahelamAM ne bagIcAmAM tapAsa karI paNuM bhAI na maLe, eTale khUba ciMtAtura banI gayA. chevaTe mahelanI bhIte lakhANa lakhyuM hatuM tenA upara daSTi paDatA vAMcyuM, tethI samudravijaya te Dhagale thaIne DhaLI paDayA. zuM mAro bhAI A citAmAM baLI gayo? bhAnamAM AvyA eTale bolavA lAgyA ke mArA laghu baMdhavA ! tuM mane mUkIne kyAM cAlyA gaye? meM tArAthI vAta chAnI rAkhI tyAre A banAva banyuM ne ? mAre tane sAcI vAta kahevI joItI hatI, paNa baMdhu! teM A zuM karyuM ? A rIte vasudeva citAmAM baLI gayA che ema mAnIne samudravijaya rAjA Adi badhA bhAIe raDavA lAgyA. AkhI nagarImAM hAhAkAra macI gaye. haju samudravijaya rAjA temaja bIjA bhAIo ke jhurApa karaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - jinasena pAsa thavAthI rAjAe tenA upara khuza thaIne mukhya ghaDe ane talavAra baMne cIne bheTa ApI. ratnAvatInI dAsIe AvIne badhI vAta karI.

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421 zAradA suvAsa uparAMta mIThuM, maracuM bheLavIne kahe che bA sAheba ! tamArAM paTTarANI paNamAM dhULa paDI. che tamAruM kayAMya mAna ! jinasenAnA dIkarAne te rAjAe talavAra ane gheDe badhuM ApyuM paNa tamArA rAmasenane te kaMI ApyuM nathI. A kaMI tamAruM ne rAmasenanuM nAnuM sUnuM apamAna karyuM che? AvA jIvane jIvavAthI zuM? A pramANe dAsIe ravatIne khUba caDhAvI. eTale ratnAvatIne te cakkara AvavA lAgyA. magaja bhamavA lAgyuM ane jematema bolavA lAgI ke huM rAjAnI mAnItI paTTarANI ane rAjAe Ama zA mATe karyuM ? mAre dIkare kaMI vadhArAne che? amAre kaMI hakka ja nahIM ! rAjAe A anyAya kema karyo? ene te rageragamAM jhera vyApI gayuM, ane enI dAsIne kahe che ke dAsI ! tuM che te kharI. huM e upAya karIza ke rAjAne e gheDo ane talavAra baMne cIne jinasena pAsethI pAchI lIdhe ja chUTake thaze. jA tuM jaladI rAjAne bolAvI lAva, eTale dAsI te raDatI raDatI rAjA pAse AvI. rAjAe pUchayuM-bAI! kema raDe che? dAsI kahe ke mahArANIne kaMIka thaI gayuM che. Apa jaladI padhAre. rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke tabiyata sArI nahi hoya, tethI rANInA mahele AvyA. mahelame jaba rAjA AyA, rAnI bAta batAve, thAke prema khUba hI de, AkarA vacana sunAve che. rAjA ratnatInA mahele AvyA tyAre ratnAvatI te jANe enI mAtA marI gaIna hoya e cheDe vALIne raDatI hatI. rAjAe enI pAse jaIne pUchyuM ke ratnAvatI! tane zuM duHkha che? tuM zA mATe raDe che? eTale rANIe ghUgharATe karIne kahyuM-tamAre mArA uparane prema ke che enI mane pUrI khabara che. tame mArI sAthe uparathI mIThuM mIThuM bele che paNa aMdarathI te mArA upara bilakula prema nathI. enI mane have khabara paDI. mane te nAmanI ja paTTarANuM banAvI che ne? rAjAe pUchyuM ke rAnavatI ! Aje tane zuM thayuM che? e te kahe. ranavatIe karelo krodha - ranavatI krodhathI dhamapachADA karatI kahe che ke azva ane khaga tame jinasenane ApI dIdhA. te ene ApatAM tamane zarama na AvI? tamAre ApavuM hoya te rAmasenane ja ApavuM joIe ne? gAdIne vArasa te rAmasena ja che ne ? paTTarANInA putrane ja rAjya maLe ne? rAjya te mArA rAmasenane maLavAnuM ane rAjyanA cihe ghoDo ne talavAra te tame jinasenane ApI dIdhA. te ene ApatAM tamane kaMI vicAra na Ave? mane te lAge che ke have tamane ghaDapaNa AvyuM che. "sAThe buddhi nAThI" e kahevata pramANe tamArI buddhi bagaDI gaI lAge che. he nAtha ! tame mArA rAmasenane kaMI ja ApyuM nahi ane jinasenane InAma ApyuM eTale bharI sabhAmAM tame mArA lADakavAyAnuM apamAna karyuM che. enuM apamAna e mAruM apamAna ja

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zAradA suvAsa che ne ? mane haDahADa lAgI AvyuM che. basa, jyAM ApaNuM kaMI mAna na hoya tyAM - jIvIne zuM kAma che? AvA jIvane jIvavuM tenA karatAM marI javuM zreSTha che. huM te tamArI najara sAme jhera khAIne marI jaIza. baMdhuo ! satI strIo patine paramezvara tulya samaje che, paNa A navatI te jheranI bharelI che. pati enI IcchA mujaba kArya kare te zI vAta, paNa je pitAnI icchA viruddha kaMI kArya karyuM te AvI banyuM. te rIte atyAre rANanA putrane rAjAe kaMI ApyuM nahi eTale rAjAnI sAme game tevA zabdo bolavA lAgI. rANInA zabdo sAMbhaLIne rAjAnA dilamAM khUba dukha thayuM. meM te jinasenakumAra parIkSAmAM pAsa thaye eTale khuza thaIne A cIje bheTa ApI che. meM kaMI khAlI e cIjo ApI nathI, chatAM rANIne keTalI IrSyA AvI gaI che! A te game tema bakavAda kare che. mATe A rANene kevI rIte samajAvavI ane zuM karavuM tenI rAjAne mUMjhavaNa thavA lAgI. rAjAe ratnAvatIne khUba samajAvI paNa kaI rIte samajatI nathI. e te ema ja bele che ke huM jhera khAIne marI jaIza. haju ratnAvatI rAjAne kevA zabdo kaheze ke zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. AvatI kAle ApaNu AtmAnuM uthAna karAvanAra parvAdhirAja parva AvI rahyA che. tenuM svAgata karavA tapa-tyAgamAM joDAvA prayatna karaze. ghaNAM bhAI bahene ArAdhanAmAM joDAyA che. OM zAMti. vyAkhyAna naM. 46 zrAvaNa vada 13 ne gurUvAra aThThAIdhara tA. 31-8-78 viSaya - "padharAjanA vadhAmaNuM" sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! je parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parvanI ApaNe ghaNuM divase thI rAha joI rahyA hatA te parama maMgalakArI ane AtmAnI unnati karAvanAra parvanI Aje padharAmaNI thaI gaI che. AjanA vyAkhyAnane viSaya che "parvAdhirAjanA vadhAmaNA." ApaNe haiyAnA hetathI ane aMtaranA umaLakAthI ApaNuM moMgherA mahemAna parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parvanA vadhAmaNA karavAnA che. paryuSaNa parva eTale zuM? jIvarAjabhAIne jIvananI tine jhagamagAvanAra jayavaMtaparva. mAnavane muktino mArga batAvanAra maMgalakArI pava, karmanA kAdavamAM kharaDAyelAone sApha thavAnuM voTara varkasa, AtmAnaMdanA jhule jhUlavAne hiMDaLa ane pAmara prANIne pAvana banAvanAra pavitra parva. AvA anupama parvanA ApaNe , vadhAmaNAM karavAnA che.

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jeravuM zAradA suvAsa : paryuSaNa parva e mahAna parva che. sarva nadIomAM gaMgA nadI, sarva parvatemAM merU parvata, sarva maMtromAM navakAramaMtra, ane sarva samudromAM svayaMbhUramaNa samudra zreSTha che tema sarva parvomAM parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parva mugaTamaNuM samAna zreSTha che. bIjA divasanI apekSAe A parvanA divasomAM utsAha vizeSa rahe che. je AtmAo jAgRta banelA che temanA mATe te badhA divase sarakhA che paNa jeo mohanidrAmAM piDhelA che temane jAgRta karI navIna preraNA ApavA mATe A parvanA divase gaThavavAmAM AvyA che. A paryuSaNa parvanA maMgalakArI divase prativarSe Ave che ne jAya che. bhAgyazALI AtmAo A kalyANakArI divasomAM dharmArAdhana, jJAnArAdhana, dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane zraddhA vigere maMgala tara dvArA pitAnI Atmazuddhine bhavya purUSArtha kare che. tenAthI jIvanamAM navInatA, ti, ane ulAsane anubhava thAya che. A divase ja evA pavitra che ke je mANasa upAzraya nahi AvatA hoya temane paNa AvavAnuM mana thAya che. nAnA nAnA phUla jevA bALakone paNa Aje upavAsa karavAnuM mana thAya che. baMdhuo! ApaNe parvAdhirAjanA vadhAmaNuM zA mATe karIe chIe te jANe cho? prativarSe AvatuM A parva mAnavajIvananI ujaLI cAdara upara lAgelA krodhanA kALA DAghAne joIne pharI ene ujajavaLa banAvI maitrInA senTathI sugaMdhita banAvavAnuM kAma kare che, mATe emanA vadhAmaNAM ne svAgata karIe chIe. AnaMdakArI amUlya avasara Avyo re AMgaNIe, parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parvanuM preme svAgata karIe, maMgalakArI mahatsava ujavIe, paryuSaNa parvanuM ArAdhana karIe, jagamAM joTo jaDe nA evA mahAna, mahimA moTo gavAye, dharIe dhyAna karmamelane dUra karIne Atama nirmaLa karIe...paryuSaNa. . navapalavita ane khIleluM gulAba pitAnI maghamaghatI suvAsa cAre bAju prasarAve che tema cAre tarapha dharma puSpanI suvAsane prasarAvatA mahAmaMgalakArI paryuSaNa parva Aje AnaMda ane maMgalanA zubha saMdezAo sAthe AvI pahoMcyA che. ApaNe AMgaNe Aje parvanA padharAmaNuM thayA che. sAthe e dharmArAdhanA karavAnA maMgala vadhAmaNuM laIne AvyA che. paryuSaNa parva pApIne punita banAve che, duHkhIonA dukhene dUra kare che, aMtaramAM maitrI ane ahiMsAnuM pavitra jharaNuM relAve che, AtmAnA alaukika utsAhamAM baLa pragaTAve che. A saMsAramAM pratyeka mAnavI sAcA Atmika sukhane bhUlI jhAMjhavAnA nIra jevA anitya ane dekhAtA sukhanI pAchaLa AMdhaLI doTa mUkI rahyo che, tene satya ane vAstavika sukhana bhAna karAve che. viSayamAM vihvaLa banelAnI zAna ThekANe lAve che. ardhagatinI gatamAM

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zAradA suvAsa paDatA AtmAnuM udhvIkaraNa karI unnatinA zikhare caDhAve che. aneka viddha rastAovALI bhayaMkara bhavATavImAM mArga bhUlelA jIvanapathikAne sAcA rAhu khatAve che. meADunI gADha nidrAmAM nizcitapaNe peDhI rahelA AtmAne jAgRta karavA mATe elAna kare che. anAdikALanA meAhanA tathA kuvAsanAnA saMskArone dUra karI AtmavanamAM ceAmera dharmAMnI suvAsa phelAve che. devAnupriye ! payu SaN panA divaseA ATha che ane AtmAne malIna banAvanArA karmAM paNa ATha che. A parvanA uttama AThe divase anAdikALathI AtmA sAthe yuddha khelI rahelA ATha kama rUpI mahAcaiAhAenA sAmanA karI AtmAne javalata vijaya prApta karAvI pacama gatinA mahAna sukhAnA bhaktA banAve che. vAsanAenA gulAma banelA AtmAne svatvanA svAmI banAve che. A pamAM je jIvA tana, mana ane dhanathI aMtaranA ullAsathI vadhAmaNAM kare che ane ArAdhanA kare che temaja vItarAga prabhunA dhama" upara zraddhA karI nirmaLa samyaktvanI prApti kare che tenA saMsAra parimita banI jAya che. te jIvA mADAmAM meADA sAta, ATha, nava ke paMdara bhavAmAM te A pariva`nazIla jagatamAMthI sa`sAranA samasta baMdhananI sAMkaLAne tADIne Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhi rahita banI akSaya, avyAtrAdha ane leAkeAttara divya sukhAne prApta kare che. ATalA mATe Apane mahAna parva kahevAya che. cAmAsAnI sIjhanamAM jema anAja vizeSa pAke che tema A divase mAM dhakaraNI vizeSa thAya che. A divaseAmAM jyAM juo tyAM sarvatra dharmamaya vAtAvaraNa hAya che. jIvanamAM vizeSa prakAre dharmArAdhanA karavAnA je prasaMge! prApta thAya che te pa tarIke oLakhAya che. paryAM e prakAranA che. laukika ane lekeottara. je parvamAM kevaLa raMgarAganuM prAdhAnya hAya tene laukika patra` kahevAya. jema ke dazerA, hALI, maLeva, nAgapacamI, zItaLAsAtama vigere pa ke je AdhyAtmika draSTie kaI hitakArI jaNAtA nathI. A pAMne vAstavika patra kahevAya nahIM, laukika dRSTie te parUpe manAya che. khIjuM parva che AtmAne urdhvagatinA sopAna sara karAvanAra lAkottara pa. A pamAM raMgarAganuM mahatva nathI. AmAM te vizeSa tyAganuM mahatva che. A pava mAM raMgarAgane tilAMjalI ApavAnI hAya che, mATe A parva leAkeAttara pa tarIke manAya che. A panI zuddha bhAve ArAdhanA karavAthI leAkeAttara ane divya sukha maLe che. AvA leAkeAntara paryaMta A jinazAsanamAM ghaNAM che. jinezvara bhagavAnanA kalyANakanA divaseA, jJAnapaMcamI, mauna ekAdazI, AyaMbIlanI ALI, cAmAsIpAkhI, akSayatRtiyA, A badhAmAM paDyuM`SaNu pa aneAkhu sthAna dharAve che. A parva jinazAsananA zaNugAra rUpa che, tathA prabhAvaka paNa che. jainetaro paNa jaina dharmAMnI tathA paryuSaNa parvanI mukta kaMThe praza'sA karI anumAinAnA lAbhamAM bhAgI bane che, tethI A parva prabhAvaka che. A

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zAradA suMvAsa saMsAracakanI viSama ghaTamALamAM phasAyelA chane jIvanamAM rAga-dveSanI pariNatInA kAraNe aparAdha tathA jhaghaDAonA aneka prasaMge AvatA hoya che. tenI paraspara kSamA mAMgavA mATe AjathI AThamA divase saMvatsarI maDAna parvane divasa Avaze. te divase varSa daramyAnamAM thayelA aparAdhanI kSamA yAcanA karI micchAmi dukkaDaM daIne dareka jI nikhAlasa bane che jethI jenI sAthe vyAvahArika sabaMdhe kapAI javA pAmyA hoya te saMbaMdhanuM punaH joDANa thaI jAya che. paryuSaNa parvamAM paNa saMvatsarInA dinanI vadhu mahattA che. te divase jAgRta banavA mATe, agAuthI sUcanA karavA mATe pAMca paMca dhara tamane signala Ape che. AjathI bAvIsa divasa pahelA mahinAnuM dhara AvyuM, pachI paMdaranuM dhara AvyuM ane AjanA divasanuM nAma aThThAIdhara che. AjathI be divase ka95dhara Avaze. e divase telAdhara Avaze pachI saMvatsarI mahAparvane divasa Avaze te divase paraspara kSamA ApavAnI ane kSamA mAMgavAnI che. ArAdhaka kevI rIte banaze? ":- je kSamA Ape che te ArAdhaka bane che ane je kSamA nathI Apate te virAdhaka bane che, mATe A divasemAM ApaNe kSamA pradAna karIne ArASaka bhAva meLave joIe, ane temAM jIvanI sArthakatA rahelI che. kSamAnI nirmaLa pavitra ane zItaLa saritAmAM snAna karIne dareka AtmAo pApane pakhALI pavitra banI zake che. payuSaNuM parvanA pavitra divasomAM ApaNe zamana, damana ane namanane triveNI saMgama sAdhavAne che. vaiSNava dharmamAM jyAM traNa nadIo bhegI thAya che te sthaLane triveNI saMgama tarIke pavitra sthAna mAne che, ane tyAM jaI snAna karIne emanI mAnyatA pramANe pApa joIne zuddha bane che, paNa vAstavika rIte joIe to snAna karavA mAtrathI mAnava zuddha banI zakatA nathI, paNa pApakarmone kSaya karavAthI zuddha banI zakAya che. A zamana, damana ane namana rUpa triveNI saMgamamAM snAna karavAthI AtmA avazya pavitra banI zake che. zamana eTale zuM ? zamana kenuM karavAnuM che? koddha, mAna, mAyA, lebha Adi kaSAye rUpI agni che tenuM kSamAnA zItaLa jaLa vaDe zamana karavAnuM che. pAMca IndriyenA ghaDA je managamatA viSane meLavavA mATe deDaDa karI rahyA che tenuM damana karavAnuM che, ane abhimAna choDIne namra, saraLa ane vinayavaMta banavAnuM che. A zamana, damana ane namana rUpa triveNI saMgamamAM je AtmAe nAna kare che temanA AtmA upara eTele pApa karmane mela dhevAIne sApha thaI jAya che. A parvanA pavitra divasamAM jeTalI bane teTalI dAna, zIyaLa tapa ane bhAvanAnI aMtaramAM bharatI lAve. tamArA prabaLa puNyodaye tame badhI rIte sukhI che. ATalI moTI mAnavamedanImAM kaI lAkhapati haze, keI kareDapati haze. to A divasomAM jenI jeTalI zakti hoya teTaluM dAna karavuM, dharmanI pravRtti karAvavI, garIbenA AMsu lUchavA agara garIba svadharmI baMdhuonI yathAzakti sevA karavI, svadharmI baMdhuonI sevAbhaktimAM paNa

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ra zAradA suvAsa mahAna lAbha samAyelA che. jenI pAse dhana hAya teNe avazya svadhamI baMdhuonI sevAbhakti karavI joI e emAM tamane e lAbha thaze. eka te sAdhamika khaMdhunI bhaktinA lAbha ane bIjuM parigrahanA bhArathI haLavA manAya che. hemacaMdrAcAryAMnA jIvanane eka prasaMga yAda Ave che. hemacaMdra sUrIzvarajI eka mahAna jJAnI ane zAsana prabhAvaka purUSa hatA. te A pRthvI upara vicaratAM aneka jIvAne dharmalAbha ApatAM eka vakhata aNuhIlapura pATaNanI huMdanA eka nAnakaDA gAmamAM padhAryAM. temanA punita padANuthI e gAmanI bhUmi pAvana manI, gAmatA leAkeAnA haiyA huSTathI nAcI uThayA, hemacaMdrAcArya nuM jJAna vizALa hatuM. jenI pAse vinaya pUrNAMkanuM jJAna hAya tenI vANImAM tyAga ane vairAgyanI cheLA uDatI hAya che. A gAma nAnuM hatu paNa jeneAnI vastI sArI hatI. bhavya zrAvako hemaca MdrasUrInA mukhamAMthI vahetI pavitra vANIne potAnA hRdaya sAvaramAM jhIlIne peAtAnA pApapa'kane pakhALI jIvana pavitra manAvI rahyA hatA. " garImAM vaselI amIrI ':- A gAmamAM dhanAzAhu nAmanA bhAvika zrAvaka vasatA hatA. tenI Arthika sthiti sAmAnya hatI. e vaNakaranA dhaMdhA karatA hatA. peAtAnI jAte kapaDA vaNIne vecatA. emAM ene je kAMI maLe temAMthI peAtAnA jIvana nirvADa calAvatA. A zrAvaka dhanathI garIkha hatA paNa manathI garIkha na hatA. enA aMtaramAM deva-gurU ane dharma pratye ananya zraddhA hatI. enA aMtaranI bhAvanA khUba bhavya hatI. e rAja vyAkhyAna vANI sAMbhaLatA. sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, cauvihAra vigere dhakaraNI karatA. enA manamAM vicAra Avye ke AvA mahAna pivatra, jJAnI gurU bhavaMte A nAnakaDA gAmamAM padhArIne jainazAsananI jyAta jhaLakAvI mArA jevA abujha prANInA aMtaramAMthI ajJAnanA aMdhakAra ulecIne sAcA mArga samajAvye che. ghara AMgaNe Ave dhruva avasara kAre AvavAnA che! huM emanI kaMika bhakti karIne lAbha la dhanAzAhu vicAra kare che ke huM zuM karIne bhaktinA lAbha la`! gharamAM teA kaMI che. niha. mAMDa mAMDa gujarAna calAve che. emanI patnIe ziyALAmAM eDhavA mATe eka jADA ne barachaTa dhAmaLeA banAvelA hatA. dhanAzAhanI najara enA upara paDI. eTale vicAra karyAM huM A dhAbaLA emane vaheArAvI dauM. dhanAzAhanA dhAmaLeA ghaNuMA kharachaTa ne jADo hate paNa enI bhAvanA suvALI hatI, paNa manamAM vicAra Avye ke kayAM zAsananA ziratAja mahAna gurUdeva ! ane kayAM mArI garIbAInI cADI khAtA A barachaTa dhAbaLA ! bhAvanA ghaNI che paNa manamAM sa Mkoca thAya che ke zu gurUdeva Ane svIkAra karaze kharA ? dhanAzAha tA dhAbaLA laIne AcAya bhagavaMta pAse pahAMcI gayA. a`taramAM

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zAradA suvAsa 427 bhAvanAnI bharatInA meAjA uchaLI rahyA che paNa jIbha upaDatI nathI. e te vadana karIne hemacaMdrAcAyanI sAme besI gayA paNa saMte enA hRdayanI rekhAne pArakhI lIdhI. a'dhue ! A sabhAmAM A DaoNkaTara paNa beThA che. A tamArA DokaTaro ekAda rAgane pArakhavAmAM niSNAta hAya che, paNu A saMtarUpI DokaTaro te tamArA tananA ane mananA badhA rAgAne jaldI pArakhI jAya che. DAkaTara teA tamane tapAsatAM pahelAM pUche che ke tamane zuM thAya che ? pachI tapAsIne rAganu nidAna kare che. paNa saMte te vagara pUchaye tamAru mukha joIne pArakhI jAya che. saMta dhanAzAhanuM mukha joIne samajI gayA ke A zrAvaka kaMIka kahevA mAMge che. eTale madhuratAthI pUchyuM-bhAgyavAna ! tame mane kaMIka kahevA mAMge che! paNa kahI zakatA nathI. tamAre je kahevu... hAya te mane ni:saMkoce kahI de. gurUdevanI amIjharatI vANI sAMbhaLIne dhanAzAha dhanya banI gaye. ahA ! aDhAra dezanA adhipati jenA caraNAmAM jhUke che evA gurUdeva paNa mArA jevA sAmAnya mANasane paNu kevI madhura vANIthI sa MkhAdhe che ! dhanAzAhu melyA-gurUdeva ! ATaluM khelatAM enI jIbha aTakI gaI ne AMkhamAMthI azrudhArA vahevA lAgI. A joine gurUdeve pharIne kahyuM-devAnuMpriya ! tame zA mATe gabharAva che ? je kaMI hAya ta vinA sakeAce mane jaNAveA. eTale kahe che gurUdeva ! huM sAmAnya sthitinA zrAvaka chuM paNa mane bhAvanA thAya che ke huM... gurUdevanI kaMIka bhakti karu' tA mAruM' jIvana pavitra anI jAya. jethI A eka dhAbaLA ApanA caraNe apaNu karavA Avye chu surizvarajIe dhanAzAhanI niLa ane pramaLa bhAvanA joIne dhAmaLeA vaherI lIdhA. eTale emanA AnaMdanI avadhi na rahI. dhAmaLeA vahArIne tarata peAtAnA zarIre ADhI lIdhe). jADA ane kharachaTa dhAmaLeA hAthamAM paNa levA game tevA na hatA paNu gurUdeve dhAbaLA nahiM paNa dhanAzAhanI bhavya bhAvanAnI kadara karI hatI. "AcAya nA svAgatamAM kumArapALanuM Agamana" :- hemacaMdrAcAya ne pATaNathI kumArapALa rAjAnA mahAmatrIe vinaMtI karavA AvyA hatA eTale tee khIje divase te pATaNa padhAravAnA hatA ne pATaNanA pAdaramAM khuda kumArapALa mahArAjA satkAra karavA sAmA AvavAnA hatA. gurU padhAravAnA haiAya tyAre kAnA hRdayamAM AnaMda na hAya ! prabhAta pragaTayu'. pATaNanA pAdaramAM paga mUkavAnI jagyA na hatI. aDhAra hajAra rAjAonA svAmI evA kumArapALa rAjA gurUdevanA AgamananI rAha jotA hatAM, tyAM dUrathI zrI hemaca'dra sUrIzvarajI mahArAja parivAra sahita AvatA dekhAyA. eTale kumArapALa rAjA gurUdevanI sAme gayA. gurUdevane joIne temanu hRdaya AnadruthI khIlI uThayuM, paNa thoDIvAramAM mukha karamAI gayuM. kumArapALanA karamAyelA mukha sAme joI ne hemacaMdrAcArye pUchyuM' he rAjana !

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zAradA suvAsa hamaNu te tamArA mukha upara khUba AnaMda hatuM ane ekadama tamAre AnaMda kema uDI ga, ane khedanI rekhAo kema upasI AvI ? badhAbaLo jotAM kumArapALa rAjAnA hRdayamAM lAgeluM duHkha" :- kumArapALe kahyuM-gurUdeva ! aDhAra dezanA adhipati kumArapALa jevA rAjA ApanA sevaka heya, ApanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA khaDe page taiyAra hoya chatAM ApanA deha upara jAo barachaTa dhAbaLo joIne mane lajajA Ave che. mArA dilamAM duHkha thAya che. gurUdeva ! A dhAbaLo oDhavAthI ApanA gauravanI paNa hIlanA thAya che ne sAthe mane mArI paNa hInatA lAge che. kumArapALa sajAne zabdo sAMbhaLIne AcArya mahArAjanuM mukha saheja hasI uThayuM. A joIne rAjA kahe che gurUdeva ! Apa hasI rahyA che paNa mAruM aMtara te raDI rahyuM che. Ape A dhAbaLe zA mATe eDha che? | hemacaMdrAcArya aDhAra dezanA adhipatinI zehamAM taNAyA vinA najare nihALatI paristhitine khyAla AvatA prasannatAthI belyA-he kumArapALa rAjA ! meM jADe ne barachaTa dhAbaLo oDhaye che eTale tane zarama Ave che paNa te kadI e vicAra karyo che khare ke A dhAbaLe kyAMthI AvyuM ? ke tArA rAjyamAM A dhAbaLa vaherAvanAra tAre sAdharmika bhAI pitAne jIvananirvAha kevI rIte calAvatuM haze ? e kevI rIte mahenata majurI karIne pUruM karatA haze ? ame koInI bhAvanAne avagaNI na zakIe. temAM paNa sAmAnya sthitinA zrAvakanI bhAvanAne sAcavavI e amArI pahelI pharaja che, paNa kumArapALa ! tuM tArI pharajane cUkI gayo che, samaya joIne gurUdeve sogaThI mArI eTale kumArapALe kahyuM-gurUdeva ! huM pharaja cUkya heu te Apa mArA zirachatra che. mane kaho te huM mArI bhUla sudhArI laIza. rAjAe namratApUrvaka kahyuM eTale mahArAje kahyuM, nispRhI muniene mana jADA ke pAtaLA, barachaTa ke suMvALA, kiMmatI ke halakA vastro samAna che. amAre mana te bhAvanAnI kiMmata che. he kumArapALa ! tAre vicAra karavAnI jarUra che ke huM aDhAra dezane adhipati chuM. mAre mArA sAdharmikanI khabara levI joIe. emanuM duHkha dUra karavuM joIe paNa te tArI pharaja bajAvI che kharI ? baMdhuo! aDhAra dezanA adhipatimAM paNa keTale vinaya che ! che Aje ApaNAmAM? gurUdeva nI mIThI Takore kumArapALa rAjA cakara banI gaye, ane namratAthI bolyA gurUdeva ! mArI bhUvane Ape samayasara sudhAravAnI preraNA ApIne mArA upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. AjathI huM dara varSe eka koDa seniyA mArA svadharmI baMdhuonA uddhAra pAchaLa khacaza. A banAva banyA pachI kumArapALa rAjAe cauda varSa sudhI rAjyaryuM. te daramyAna temaNe cauda koDa sene sadhimanI bhakti mAM vAparyA. Aje parvAdhirAjanA

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zArA ruvAra vadhAmaNA karavA tame badhA ekatra thayA che ne? AmAM ghaNAM sukhI zrAvako beThA che. temaNe paNa A paryuSaNa parvanA pavitra divasomAM udAra banIne parigrahanI mamatA ochI karI AvI uttama sAdharmika bhaktimAM nANAne sadvyaya karavAnI bhAvanA karavI joIe. tamArA saMsAranA vahepAramAM ne dIkarA dIkarInA lagnamAM keTalA nANune dhumADo thAya che. emAM tamArI vAha vAha thaze paNa lAbha nahi thAya. vAha vAha te havA havA thaIne uDI jaze paNa dharmanA kAryamAM saMpattine sadupaga kare te ja sAcuM dhana che. parvAdhirAjanA sAcA vadhAmaNA dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAvathI karajo. tame parigraha game teTale bhege karaze paNa e tamArI sAthe nahi Ave. sAthe te dharma ja Avaze, mATe samajIne parigraha saMjJAne teDe, parigrahanI mamatA jIvane na karavAnA pApa karAve che. jyAM parigraha che tyAM bhaya che ane jyAM aparigraha che tyAM nirbhayatA che. parigraha che te tamane sarakArane, cAra DAku, agnine, pANIne aneka prakArane bhaya che, paNa amArI pAse kaMI nathI te amane bhaya che? ame kevA nirbhaya chIe. A upAzrayanA bAraNuM khulalA mUkIne sUI jaIe te paNa amane koI ciMtA nathI. tamAre badhA prakAranA bhayathI mukti meLavavI hoya te parigrahanI mamatA choDIne dhanane sadupayoga kare ne pApanA bhArathI haLavA bane. parigrahane meha keTaluM nukazAna kare che ane e meha chUTI jAya che tyAre manuSya ke nirbhaya bane che te huM tamane eka dAkhalo ApIne samajAvuM chuM. jahona DI rokaphelara nAmane eka mANasa trevIsa varSanI uMmarane hatuM tyAre te daza lAkha Dolara kamAye hato ane jyAre tenI uMmara tetAlIsa varSanI thaI tyAre te duniyAnI sauthI prasiddha TenDarDa vekayuma eIla kaMpanIne mAlika banyuM. jyAre te trepana varSano thayo tyAre rekaphelara pAse abajo rUpiyA hatA. paraMtu tenuM svAstha sarvathA nAza pAmavAthI tenuM zarIra hADakAnA mALA jevuM banI gayuM hatuM. e rekaphelare kahyuM che ke mArI evI koI rAta gaI nahi hoya ke uMgha AvatAM pahelAM mane e vAtane bhaya lAge nahi hoya ke mAruM sarvasva kadAca cAlyuM jAya te? enA DokaTaree ene cetavaNI ApI ke je tame bhaya, lema ane ciMtAthI mukta nahi thAva te akAle maNa pAmaze. A cetavaNuM Aje AmAMthI keTalAyane lAgu paDatI haze. DekaTaranA kahevAthI bhaya, lebha ane ciMtAthI mukta thavAne rokaphelare daDha nizcaya karyo, ane jIvanane krama badalI nAMkhe. have teNe pitAnA dhana vaDe lekenuM hita keTaluM karI zakuM? A vicAraNA zarU karI. rekaphelare pitAnI baMdha muThI khulI karI nAMkhI udAra dile popakAranA kAryomAM lAkhe ane karenuM dhana vAparavA mAMDyuM. AthI tene bhaya cAlyA gaye. aneka dInaduHkhIne ciMtA ane bhayathI

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430 zAradI suvAsa mukta karyAM, eTale pAte paNa bhayathI mukta thayA. tenu svAsthya suyu, mana prasanna rahevA lAgyuM. 98 varSa sudhI teNe parApakAramAM karoDo rUpiyA dAnamAM vAparyAM. AvI rIte tame pazu samajo. jayAM sudhI tame tamArA svArthamAM rata raheze tyAM sudhI tamane bhaya utpanna thavAnA. mATe jo bhayathI mukta thavu' hAya teA khIjAnA hitanA vicAra karo, ane jo nirbhaya banavu... hAya tA jagatanA jIvamAtranI kalyANanI bhAvanA karo. abhaya banavA zuM karazeA ? " :- nhAna DI rAkaphelaramAM jyAM sudhI lAbha hatA, pagriDa vRtti eTale mAtra peAtAnA svArtha mATe saMgraDa karavAnI lAlasA hatI tyAM sudhI bhaya ane ciMtAthI gherAyelA rahyo paNa jyAre teNe bIjAnA duHkhane vicAra karavA mAMDayA ke anya jIvAnu DiMta karavAmAM pAte kaI rIte upayogI banI zake ? peAtAnA dhananA kevI rIte sadupayeAga karavA? AvI rIte vicAra karIne dAna ApavA mAMDyuM eTale tenA bhaya dUra thayA. AvI rIte je manuSya potAnI pharaja samajI peAtAnI sthiti anusAra dAna Ape che te bhayathI mukta thAya che. 66 baMdhue ! dhama thI manuSya sAcI ni yatAne prApta karI zake che. ApaNAM parama pitA mahAvIra prabhue paNa pharamAvyu` che ke je manuSya pApanA patha upara cAle che te sadA bhayabhIta rahe che. pApamAM, ajJAnamAM ane vikAromAM bhaya che. je manuSya pApanA patha upara cAlatA nathI, vikArAnA pravAhAmAM vahetA nathI ane ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAMthI mukta thayA che te sadyA niya che. eka vAra rAjA savArI sAthe khar3Ara javAnI taiyArI karatA hatA, teTalAmAM buddhadeva tyAM AvI pahoMcyA. buddhadeve pUchyu.-rAjan ! Apa kayAM jaI rahyA che? rAjAe kahyuM-duzmana rAjAonA sAmanA karavA mATe hu lazkara taiyAra karI rahyo chu. budhdhe kahyuM he rAjA ! manI le ke tamArA para himAlaya jevA paryaMta tUTI paDavAnA hAya te samaye tame zuM karo ? rAjA kahe-mahArAja ! te samaye tA hu dhamAM lAgI jA, buddha kahe-rAjA ! patArthI paNa duya evA jarA ane mRtyurUpI mahAna padegta tArA zarIra para tUTI paDavAnA bhaya dareka kSaNe ubhA che. mATe tu temAMthI khacavAnA prayatna kara. temAMthI bacavA mATe yuddhadeve tene upadeza ApyuM. he rAjA ! jarA ane mRtyune parAjaya tArA sarva sainyathI paNa na thaI zake. jarA ane mRtyu brAhmaNa ke ca'DAlanA bhedabhAva rAkhatA nathI, paNa saddha nuM AcaraNa jIvane jarA ane mRtyunA bhayathI mukta kare che. mATe dhama thI mekSa ane jarA-mRtyunA bhayathI mukti che. AjanI duniyAno bhayajanaka sthitinuM kAraNa cAre bAju tIvrapaNe vyApI rahelA parigraDunI mUrchA che. AthI zarIra asvastha ane che, bimArI Ave che ne kayAreka mRtyu paNa thAya che. kelIphAnIyA vizvavidyAlayamAM eka prayoga karavAmAM AvyeA. peAtAnI bimArInI ciMtAthI bhayabhIta banelA dIAnI vAtacItanI rekarDa utAravAmAM AvI,

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zAradA suvAsa ane jyAM jyAM te vagADavAmAM AvI tyAM tyAM te sAMbhaLanArAe vyagra, azAMta ane bhayabhIta banyA. je niSkAraNe tame bhayane anubhava kare te nakkI mAnaje ke tamane bhayane cepa lAge che. bhaya magajane saMkecI de che. tenI kAryazakti aTakI paDe che. kayAreka manuSyanI smaraNazakti paNa maMda paDI jAya che. bhayanA dabANamAM kayAreka manuSya pitAnuM nAma ane gharanuM ThekANuM bhUlI jAya che. kharekhara, maDAnapurUSo A saMsAramAM nirbhayatAthI jIvI zake che. emane maraNane bhaya paNa lAgato nathI. A raMgajhebanA samayamAM dhama dhatAne kAraNe tene vaTalAvIne musalamAna dhamI banAvavAmAM AvatA hatA, tyAre ghaNA hinduoe jIva bacAvavA mATe musalamAna dharma svIkAryo, paMjAbamAM auraMgajhebane khUba julama vaLe tyAre brAhmaNo zIkha guru tega bahAduranA zaraNe gayA, ane vinaMtI karI ke amArA dharmanuM rakSaNa kare, tyAre zIkha gurUe kahyuM. tame auraMgajheba pAse jAo ane kahe ke amArA yajamAne musalamAna na thAya tyAM sudhI ame musalamAna thaIne zuM karIe? mATe pahelAM kSatriyene musalamAna karo ane badhA kSatrimAM saithI paheluM mAruM nAma daIne kahejo ke tegabahAdura musalamAna thaze te dekhAdekhIthI bIjA aneka hinduo musalamAna dharmane svIkAra karaze. " zira diyA paNa ziSa na diyA ":- gurUnI sUcanA pramANe brAhmaNe e dirahI jaI auraMgajhebane vinaMtI karI, eTale bAdazAhe tegabahAdurane dilhImAM AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa mokalyuM. gurU dilhI javA taiyAra thayA tyAre ziSyae kahyuM ke tyAM gayA pachI tamArI hatyA karaze mATe Apa tyAM na jAva. gurUe kahyuM ke e huM jANuM chuM paNa sAdhune mRtyune bhaya kevo ? dharmane khAtara prANunuM balidAna ApavuM paDe te ApavuM. joIe. te sivAya udhAra kayAMthI thavAnuM che! ziSyae "vAha gurUkI phatehamAM e zabdothI guru tegabahAdura jayajayakAra belA, pachI tegabahAdura dilhI pahoMcyA. auraMgajhebe gurUne musalamAna banavA mATe ghaNuM ghaNuM lAlace ApI paNa pite DagyA nahi, tyAre chelle auraMgajhebe kahyuM ne tame tamArA dharmamAM ATalA badhA daDha che te mane tamArA dharmane kaMIka camatkAra te batAve ! gurUe kahyuM. camatkAra batAvavA e te jAdugaranuM kAma che. bhagavAnanA bhaktanuM kAma nathI. juo, A AtmA pote ja keTale alaukika ane camatkArI che. kaI rIte tegabahAdure musalamAna dharmane svIkAra na karyo tyAre dilhInA moTA cekamAM talavAranA eka ja jhATakAthI gurUnuM mastaka kApI nAMkhavAmAM AvyuM te samaye guru tegabahAduranA gaLAmAM eka ciThThI bAMdhelI hatI, temAM lakhyuM hatuM ke "zira diyA paNa ziSa na diyA." eTale mAthuM ApyuM paNa gurue ziSadharmane na Ape. zIkhaguru tegabahAdure dharma mATe prANu ApyA, paNa dharma na che. temane mRtyu mahatsava jevuM lAgyuM.

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kakara zAradA suvAsa - devAnu priya! tame sAMbhaLI gayA ne ke mahAna purUSe keTalA nirbhaya che! ane parigraha manuSyane keTale bhayabhIta banAve che ! tamAre bhayabhIta banavuM che ke bhayathI mukta banavuM che ? tamAre sarva prakAranA bhayathI mukta banI nirbhayatA, sukha ane AnaMda jete hoya te parigrahanI Asakita cheDe. pitAnuM dhana bIjA ne ApIne temane zAMti pamADe. duHkhIne AzvAsana Ape. je dukhIne duHkhamAM AzvAsana ApI zake che, te vyakti enA aMtaranA AzIrvAda jarUra meLavI zake che. parigrahanI mUchI utare te ja manuSya keIne AzvAsana ApI zake che, ane AzIrvAda laI zake che. khInA dilanI duA kevuM kAma kare che ! te vAta khAsa jANavA jevI che. huM eka aSTAMta ApIne tamane samajAvuM. eka koDAdhipati zeThane eka dIkaro hate. te khUba rUpavaMta ne guNavaMta hate. eka vakhata zeThane tyAM keI jotiSI AvyA, eTale zeThe pUchyuM-mArA dIkarAnuM bhAvi kevuM che? tiSIe kahyuM-zeThajI ! tamAro dIkaro dAnamAM, puNyamAM, guNamAM, buddhimAM badhI rIte tamArA karatAM savAye thaze. ATaluM kahIne jatiSI aTakI gayA. zeThe kahyuM kema aTakI gayA ? tyAre jotiSIe kahyuM-zeTha ! tamArA dIkarAne paraNyAnI prathatha rAtre ja bhayaMkara ghAta che. jIvate rahevuM muzkela che. A sAMbhaLIne zeThanA dilamAM gabharATa thavA lAgyuM. samaya jatAM cheka vIsa varSano thayo. zeTha khUba dAnezvarI hevAthI temanI khyAti ghaNI hatI. tethI dUra dUrathI zeThanA dIkarA mATe kaheNa AvavA lAgyA. rUpa, guNa ane dhana, jayAM A traNane triveNuM saMgama thAya tyAM zuM bAkI rahe? sArA sArA gharanI chokarIonA kaheNa Ave che paNa zeTha vicAra karavA lAgyA ke mAre zuM karavuM ? je tiSInI vAta sAcI hoya te sAmAnI dIkarInuM zuM ? ane beTI hoya te mArA dIkarA mATe zuM ? bahAra paDayA pachI dIkare kuMvArA rahI jAya. chele zeThe vicAryuM ke dhamaSTha chokarI lauM. dharmanA pratApe sAruM thAya ane kadAca pApane udaya heya ne duHkha Ave te duHkhamAM hiMmata rAkhaze. Ama vicArI zeTha kanyA jevA jAya che. jyAM jAya tyAM dharmanA aneka prazno pUche. dharma kone kahevAya ? dharmathI zuM lAbha thAya ? karmodayathI duHkha Ave tyAre zuM karavuM ? duHkhamAM ane sukhamAM kevI rIte rahevuM ? sAmAghaka pratikramaNa tamane AvaDe che ? vigere prazno karatAM. ghaNI kanyAo joI paNa mana TharyuM nahi. chevaTamAM eka dhamISTha ghara maLI gayuM. chokarI rUparUpane aMbAra, khUba saMskArI ane dharmanI jANakAra. kanyA jotAM zeThanuM mana TharI gayuM, have vadhe nahi Ave, tema vicArI sagapaNa karyuM ke lagna lIdhA. putra paraNyAnI pahelI rAtrie ciMtA karatA mA-bApa" - pitAnA baMgalAnI sAme ja zeThe bIjo nave baMgale baMdhAvyo. baMgale taiyAra thaI gayo eTale zeThe baDI dhAmadhUmathI

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zANA suvAsa pitAnA lADIlA dIkarAne paraNa. vara-kanyA paraNIne ghera AvyA. mAtA pitAnA manamAM 'ciMtA che ke jyotiSIe kahyuM che ke bhayaMkara ghAta che te zuM thaze? je tiSIe kahyuM hatuM tene zeThe pharIne bolAvyuM, ne pUchyuM-mahArAja ! zuM thaze? joSIe te kahyuM meM je kahyuM che te satya ja kahyuM che. ApanA dIkarAne jarUra bhayaMkara ghAta AvavAnI che. emAM be mata nathI. zeThe kahyuM - Aje mAre dIkaro paraNIne Ave che. tame Aje ahIrekAI jAva. jyotiSIne pitAne ghera rAkhyo. navA baMgalAmAM zeThe koI jIva jatu na pravezI jAya te mATe pUrI sAvadhAnIthI baMgale baMdhAvyuM che. rAta paDI eTale putra ane putravadhUne navA baMgalAmAM mokalyA. baMgale khUba zaNagAryo hate. pati-patnI paraNyAnI prathama rAtre AnaMdathI vAta karIne AnaMda mANI rahyA che, paNa emane bicArAne khabara nathI ke amArI suhAgarAta veraNa banI jaze ne kevuM duHkha AvI paDaze ! e te baMne jaNAM AnaMda killola karIne sUI gayA. karUNa vilApa sAMbhaLI vahAre gayelI putravadhu - barAbara madharAtrIne samaya thaye tyAre e baMgalAnI nIce kaI strI ane purUSa karUNu svare rUdana karatA hatA. A sAMbhaLIne zeThanI putravadhU jAgI gaI. eNe bArIethI najara karI te eka yugala pitAnA baMgalAnI chata nIce beThuM che. temAM strI behAla dazAmAM paDI che. ene pati ene AzvAsana Ape che. A kanyA khUba hoMziyAra ne dayALu hatI. ene pati bharaniMdamAM sUve che eTale jagADe nahi ne pite ekalI ja nIce AvI. eNe e vicAra na karyo ke huM paraNIne sAsare AvI chuM, ajANyuM ghara che ane madharAtre AvA mANase raDe che te e kevA haze? e kaMI ja vicAra na karyo. have tame barAbara sAMbhaLajo. A kanyA dareka mahinAnI terasa, caudaza ne pAkhInA aDrama karatI hatI. enA lagnane divasa punamane hate, eTale ene trIje upavAsa hate. dharmanI zraddhA keTalI daDha kahevAya ke lagnane divasa A te paNa pitAne tapa che nahi. paraNyAnI prathama rAtrI hatI paNa aThThama tapa hite eTale enuM brahmacarya paNa akhaMDita hatuM. A kanyA nIce gaI. jaIne joyuM te bAIne prasUti thaI gaI che eTale ene pati gabharAI gayA che ke huM Ane zuM karuM? rahevA ghara nathI, khAvA anna nathI ne pahecchA bIju kaI vastra nathI. AvI sthitimAM A patnI ane bALakane laIne huM kyAM jAuM?. tethI te raDate hato. strI kecaluM vaLIne paDI che. A kanyA tarata gharamAM AvI ane pANI nIce laI gaI strInI azucI sApha karIne pitAnA lagnanA kariyAvaramAM je kapaDA lAvI che temAMthI sArA kapaDA lAvIne paherAvyA. pitAnuM mA-mATaluM lAvI che temAMthI mIThAI laIne bAIne khAvA mATe ApI, ane pitAnI pAse je paisA hatA te paNa ApI dIdhA. ANAnI rezamI rajAImAM bAIne sUvADI dIdhI, tethI baMne mANasane khUba zAMti vaLI, zA, su. 28

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zAha suvANa ane rahe che enA mukhamAMthI AzIrvAdanA zabdo sarI paDayA ke bahena! te sAcA dilathI sukhamAM amane AzvAsana ApyuM che te "tAro cUDI cAMdale akhaMDa raheje." A bAI kahe che bahena! meM te tamAruM kAMI karyuM nathI. eka mAnava tarIkenI mArI pharaja bajAvI che. tame ahIM nirAMte sUI jAva, je tamAre rahevAnI sagavaDa heya ane tamArI IcchA hoya tyAM badhuM laIne jajo ane sagavaDa na hoya te huM tamane rAkhIza. , "AzIrvAda meLavIne AvelI bAIe joyeluM Azcaryam - A pramANe kahIne upara Ave tyAM ene pati jyAM sUte te tyAM eka bArI hatI, jyAre A baMne mANasa sUtA hatA tyAre te bArIethI eka bhayaMkara jherI bherIMganAga enA patine DaMkha devA mATe AvatuM hatuM. te aDadhe aMdara AvyuM haze ne aDadhe bahAra haze te samaye jambara pavana AvavAthI bArI baMdha thaI eTale nAga kapAI gaye. tene eka kaTake enA patinI pAse palaMgamAM paDyo, ane bIje agAzImAM paDyo. A kanyA upara AvI tyAM pitAnA pati pAse nAgane TukaDe je paNa gabharAI nahi ke enA patine jagADo nahi e nAganA be kaTakA laIne eka TepalAmAM mUkI dIdhA ane ene eka kapaDAthI hAMkIne nirAMte sUI gaI. A pati patnIne te khabara na hatI ke paraNyAnI prathama rAtre zuM banavAnuM che, eTale e te masta rIte sUtA che, paNa emanA mAtA pitAne uMgha AvatI nathI. e te vAre ghaDIe gelerImAM AvIne putranA baMgalA tarapha najara karyA kare che ke hamaNAM kaMIka navAjunI thaze, te zuM karavuM? Ama karatAM traNa vAgyA, zeTha kahe cheSa beTA paDaze. jevI kahezeTha ! e bane ja nahIM, huM kaMI TIpaNuM joIne peTa bharanAre bhikhArI nathI. huM kahuM te kheDuM na paDe. kadAca enuM AyuSya baLavAna hoya ne koI paNa rIte bacI jaya paNa e ghAtane ghA te jarUra lAgaze. savAra paDI eTale jevI ane zeTha-zeThANuM putranA baMgalAmAM jAya che. AzIrvAdane alaukika prabhAva - mAtA-pitAne AvatA joI vinayavaMta putra ane putravadhU temanA sAme gayA ane page lAgyA, pachI zeTha-zeThANIe pUchayuM. beTA! rAta zAMtithI gaI che ne? chokarAne rAtanI kaMI khabara nathI tethI kahe-hA, bApujI, paNa putravadhUe kahyuM madharAte eka yugala raDatuM AvyuM hatuM. e kadAca nIce ja haze. najara karI te na hatA. putravadhUe badhI vAta karI ane pachI kahyuM. bA-bApujI! ApanI AjJA vinA meM dukhiyArI bAIne sahAya karI che te mane mApha karaje. putravadhUnI uttama bhAvanA ane udAratA joIne sAsu-sasarAne khUba AnaMda thayo ne kahyuM. beTA ! te ghaNuM sAruM kAma karyuM che. paraNIne AvatAveMta tame kevuM pavitra kArya karyuMtethI ame tamane AzIrvAda ane dhanyavAda ApIe chIe ke tuM sukhI thA. A vAta karyA pachI nAganA

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zAztA sujIsa sama e TukaDA batAvyA. nAganA TukaDA joI ne sAsu-sasarA camakyA ne pUchyuM. beTA ! mA nAgane koNe mAryAM? tame mAryAM? vahue kahyu, khAkhApujI ! huM te eka kIDIne paNa na mAruM paNa manyu' che ema ke huM mArI khullI mUkIne pelI bAInI sevA karavA mATe gaI, tyAM doDha be kalAka thaI gayA. huM upara AvI tyAre eka TukaDA tamArA putranI pAse paDaco hatA ane khIjo nIce paDayo hateA, ane e te uMghatA hatA eTale huM ema mAnuM chuM ke kadAca A nAga upara caDatA haze ne khArI pavananA jozathI madha thaI gaI haro eTale nAga kapAI gayA haze. ema anumAnathI kahI zakuM chuM. jyotiSIe kahyuM juo, mArA joSa sAcA che ne? A nAga tamArA putrane karaDavA mATe AvatA hatA paNu e pahelAM tamArI putravadhUe dIna du:khInA aMtaranA AzIrvAda meLavyA, tenA prabhAve ja enA saubhAgya cAMdalA ne cUDo akhaMDa rahyo che. bAkI ghAta tA bhayaMkara hatI, tamAro putra kheMcI zake tema na hatA. madhue ! jue, A zeThanI putravadhUe paryuSaNa parvanA dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAvanAthI vadhAmaNA karyAM. pAtAnA paraNyAnA maNAnI cIjo garIbane ApIne dAna karyuM. temaja tenA mukhe aThThama hatA. paraNyAnI rAtre brahmacaya' paNa akhaMDa rAkhyuM. enI bhAvanA paNa pavitra hatI. eTale cAre ya khelanI ArAdhanAnA pratApe enA pati bhayaMkara ghAtamAMthI ugarI gayA. AvI rIte tame khadhAM paNa paryuSaNa parvamAM su Mdara rIte ArAdhanA karaze te paryuSaNa parvonA sAcA vadhAmaNA karyA kahevAya. vadhu bhAva avasare. * zrAvaNa vada 14 ne zukravAra vyAkhyAna na-47 viSaya :- " zAMtinA magala saMdezA " tA. 1-9-72 sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtAe te baheneA! Aje yuSaNa patra'nA khIje divasa zAMtinA maMgala sa Mdezo laIne Avye che ke huM AtmAe! bhautika sukhanI sAmagrImAM, vaibhava ane vizvAsamAM tamane kayAMya zAMti nahIM maLe, kAraNa ke anAdi anaMta saMsAramAM kramane paravaza banI cAra gatimAM paribhramaNa karatA jIvane bhUtakALamAM puNyanA kAraNe dunyavI sAdhanA tathA paugalika samRddhi maLavAmAM kaMI ja kamInA na hatI. sAmAnya rIte dhama ne AcaravAthI puNyama dha tA jarUra thAya che ane jyAM puNya che tyAM dunyavI paudgalika padArthInI anukULatA prApta thavAmAM kaThInatA paDatI nathI. saMsAramAM jIve traNa prakAre dhama kare che. A lAkamAM sukha, yaza ane pratiSThA, dhanaprApti temaja vAha vAha, meTAI ane jIvanamAM Avela mUMjhavaNa ane duHkha TaLe e rIte kevaLa A lokane mATe dhama karanArA jIve che,

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3 zAradA suvAsa khIjA evA prakAranA jIve che ke je paralAkamAM devalAkanA sukha ane samRddhi mATe dhama Acare. AvA jIvA puNyama dhamAM AnaMda mAne. A lAkanA sukha ke du:khamAM pAkane khAtara dhama AcaranArA A khIjA prakAranA jIvA che. jyAre jIvAdi nava tattvAnI pIchANavALA jIvA kevaLa meAkSane mATe dhama kare che. saMsAranA sarva bhAvezane nAza karIne mekSApti temanuM parama dhyeya hAya che. tira dharmamAM paNa eka vAta Ave che ke yAjJavalkaya peAtAnI be patnIone kahe che mAre saMsAra tajIne saMnyAsI thavu' che mATe tame ane A Rdhi ane samRddhi lai le. javAkhamAM patnIe peAtAnA patine kahe che ke di' vALa cena nAmamRtA svAm je maLyA pachI ajara amara khanAya nahi evI sapatti amAre joitI nathI. kahevAnA Azaya e che ke AvI uttama tattvaSTinA aMze anya dharmamAM paNa rahelA che. tenA kAraNe te leAko paNa AvI mAnyatA dharAvatA hoya che. AtmAnA janma maraNanA pherA kema jaldI TaLe te * ja lakSya ArAdhakanA pratyeka dharmAnuSThAnAmAM hovuM joie. evu jainazAstro pratipAdana kare che. puNyAdaye kadAca A lAkamAM paulika sukhA maLI jAya paNa aMte zuM? e prazna tA kAyama mATe ubhelA che. anaMtajJAnI arihaMta bhagavaMtAe pharamAvelI dharmanI ArAdhanA kevaLa A lAkanA sukha, svArtha ane sAdhanA mATe karavI e tA hAthI vecIne gadheDA kharIdavA jevI ane kAhInura ApIne kAMkare| levA jevI mUrkhatA che. janma janmAMtaranA naMta puNyarAzIthI mAnavadeha, Adeza, A kuLa ane uttama dharma sAmagrInI prApti thai che, mATe kanirAnA uddezathI ja arihaMta prabhue pharamAvelA dharmanI ArAdhanA zudhdhabhAvathI karavAmAM mAnavabhavanI sAkatA che. madhue ! ApaNe bhavanA pherA TALavA mATe vItarAga prabhunA zAsanamAM dharmAMnI ArAdhanA karavAnI che. kadAca devadyAkAdinA sukhA maLI jAya teA paNa te sukha jIvane sa'sAramAM paribhramaNa karAve tevA che, mATe paMcama gati rUpa mekSiprApti mATe dhama karavA te hitAvaha che. e dharma hu meza karavA mATe azakta evA javA mATe parvanA divaseAmAM jJAnI bhagavatAe dharma vizeSata: karavAnuM kahyuM che. kAMne mULamAMthI ucheda karavA mATe A mahApava jevu khIju koI pa nathI. jIvanamAM jema zvAsanA dhUmakArAnI jarUra che tema dharmAtmAone mana A parvAdhirAja panAtI mUDI che. A parvAdhirAja jIvananA upavanamAM navIna khuzakhe phelAve che. mATe A pavitra divaseAmAM khAvApIvAnA, haravA pharavAnA, putra-patnI Adi parivArane ane zarIranA meha che|DIne tapa-tyAga, indrionu damana, zIyaLa dvArA mahAparvanI "vitra AdhanA karavA jAgRta rahevu eie. bAhya bhAvane choDIne adhyAtma bhAvanI parama pavitra preraNA meLavavA parvAdhirAjanI ArAdhanA sAdhanA karavI jarUrI che. mahAna puEAdace prApta thayelA mahApava'nI ArAdhanA karavAvALA bhavyAtmAoe meAkSanI abhilASAthI

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zAradA suvAsa apramatta bhAve pavadhirAjane tana, mana ane dhanathI ArAdhaka bhAvanA puSpathI vadhAvavA tatpara rahevuM joIe. AjanA vyAkhyAnane viSaya che "zAMtine maMgala saMdeze sarve panA pratiniSi paryuSaNa parva ApaNI pAse zAMtine maMgala saMdeza laIne padhAryA che. tamAre ghera koI mahemAna Ave che tyAre tame tenuM svAgata kare che ne? evI rIte A zAMtinA dUta parvAdhirAjanA svAgata mATe ApaNe zuM karavuM joIe ? emanA svAgata mATe tamArI bAhya cIjanI jarUra nathI paNa aMtara bhavananA AMgaNAmAM sAthiyA pUrAve. bhAvanAne raMgothI AtmAne AkarSaka lAge tevI raMgaberaMgI raMgoLI pUro. guNa rUpI gulAba ane vrata rUpI kamaLane niyama rUpI dorAthI thI divya mALA gUMthe. aMtara bhavananA cekamAM ahiMsAnA zItaLa jaLa chaMTAvI ArAdhanAnA siMhAsana maMDA, ane aMtaranA umaLakAthI AmaMtraNa Ape ke he panotA parvAdhirAja ! mArA aMtaranA AMgaNe padhAre! meM ApanA svAgata: mATe mArA aMtaranA AMgaNAmAM satyanA sAthiyA ane bhAvanAnI raMgenI. karI che. vrataniyamanI divya raMgI puSpamALAnA artha Apane vadhAvavA mATe jIvana rUpI suvarNa thALamAM meM taiyAra rAkhyA che. te he zAMtino saMdezavAhaka parvAdhirAja ! mArA hArdika svAgatane svIkAra karIne ArAdhanAnA siMhAsane birAja sAdhanAnA amIsiMcana kare. jethI amArI virAdhanAnI viSamatA vilIna thAya ane azAMtinI Aga olavAI jAya. baMdhuo ! Aje duniyAmAM eka nAnA bALakathI mAMDIne vRddha sudhInA manuSyo zatine Icche che paNa ene zAMti maLatI nathI, kAraNa ke jyAM zAMti nathI tyAM e zAMtinI zeva karI rahyo che pachI zAMti kayAMthI maLe ? tamArA zarIramAM roga utpanna thAya tyAre, tame DokaTara pAse jAya che ne ? jyAM darda che tyAM davA che. reganA IlAje thaI zake che, paraMtu sauthI prathama jarUra dardanuM nidAna karAvavAnuM che. davAo ghaNI che ne DekaTare paNa ghaNAM che paNa jayAM sudhI roganuM nidAna na thAya tyAM sudhI DekaTara ane davAo badhA zA kAmanA? Aje DokaTare roganuM nidAna karavA mATe pahelA akhatarA kare che. emanA akhatarA karavAmAM dadInA khatarA thaI jAya che, paNa jyAre roganuM nidAna barAbara thaI jAya che. tyAre je rega eka mahinAthI maTatuM na hatuM te eka be divasamAM maTI jAya che, ne dadIne zAtA vaLe che. AjanA vadhatA jatA bAhA roganuM nidAna karAvavuM jarUrI che tema azAMti Adi AMtarika roganuM nidAna karAvavAnI jarUra che. Aje jyAM juo tyAM azAMti, azAMti ne azAMti dekhAya che. divase divase azAMti vadhatI jAya che. tenuM nidAna zodhAze ane tene anukULa paccanuM sevana thaze tathA zAMti mATe sAcA auSadhe levAmAM Avaze te jIvanamAM jarUra zAMtinI kAMti pasarAI jaze. " bhalabhalA mahArathIo Aje zAMtinuM sAmrAjya sthApavAnI mahenata kare che. ane.

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keTa zAradA suvAsa zAMtinI divAla UbhI karavAnI vAta kare che paNa jIvanamAMthI jANe zAMtie dezavaTe na lIdhe hoya athavA jIvanamAMthI zAMtidevI rIsAIne dUra cAlI gaI na hoya evI nirmAlya ane nirasa vAte saMbhaLAya che ke zuM karIe? kayAMya zAMti dekhAtI nathI. ke kapare kaLa AvyuM che ke kayAMya zAMti maLatI nathI. jyAM juo tyAM badhe azAMti, azAMti ne azAMti, tyAre svAbhAvika prazna thAya che ke zuM ApaNe zAMtine pichANI zakayA nathI ? athavA zAMtine egya ApaNe nathI? A duniyAmAM rahevA chatAM kayAreka zAMtine pIchANI haze paNa jJAnIoe cIMdhelI zAMtine meLavavA gya pAtratA keLavI nahi hoya. nahitara AvI azAMtinI bUme sAMbhaLavA na maLata. I A jagatamAM dareka prANIo zAMtinA cAhaka che. te meLavavA mATe banatA badhA prayatna kare che. temAM jarA paNa zaMkA nathI. duniyAne kaI paNa AtmA azAMtine Icchate hoya ema mAnavAnuM koI kAraNa nathI paNa zAMtine cAhaka pite jyAM sudhI zAMta nahi thAya tyAM sudhI zAMti nahi maLe. zAMti kayAM che? tene vicAra kare. saMyama kerI sAdhanA che zAMtine daravAjo, vairAgyanI vATe maLaze mukti minAre, ( tRSNanA tUTe nahi jo tAra, laI jaze tane kALa-zAMti nahi re maLe saMyamanI sAdhanAmAM zAMti che. sauthI prathama aMtaranA siMhAsane zAMtidevInI pratiSThA karavI joIe, ane te mATe ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya, ane aparigrahanI bhAvanAthI haiyuM vAsita banAvavuM joIe. A paMcazIla jenA hRdayamAM vasI jAya che te AtmA avazya vairAgya pAmIne saMyama mArga aMgIkAra kare che, ane saMyamanuM pAlana karIne alaukika zAMti prApta kare che. saMyama e zAMti meLavavAne rAjamArga che. zAMtinA marmane samajI tene anukULa vartana karavAthI avazya zAMti maLaze, paNa Ajane mAnava kalpanAnA havAI mahela caNavAmAM ane tene meLavavAmAM zAMti mAne che. AvI bhrAmaka zAMti meLavavA jatAM zAMti maLavAnI vAta te dUra rahI paNa manamAnyA padArtho meLavavA jatAM keTalI deDadhAma karI mUke che! pariNAme mRgajaLa samAna tRSNA vadhatAM zAMti pAchaLa azAMtine sAgara khaLabhaLAte dekhAya che, zAMti meLavavI hoya te tRSNA, IrSyA ane vairavRttine jaDamULamAMthI ukheDIne pheMkI devI joIe ane zAMtinI havA ubhI karavA mATe sauthI prathama dhananI lAlasA ane sattAnI bhaDake baLatI Agane saMtoSa ane kSamAnA zItaLa jaLathI zAMta karavI paDaze, ane bhautika sukha pAchaLa AcaravAmAM AvatA krUratA ane hiMsAbharyA vAtAvaraNanuM visarjana karavuM paDaze. zAMti kaI padArthomAM nathI ke zAMti kaI kharIdavAnI cIja nathI. zAMti te aMtaramAM pahelI che, paNa ajJAna kasturIyA mRganI jema mANasa ene pIchANI zako nathI kasturIyA mRganI nAbhImAM kasturI hovA chatAM tenI sugaMdhathI e bahAra kasturI

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zAradA suvArya 439 zadhe che paNa ene khabara nathI ke kasturInI sugadha mArAmAMthI Ave che ne mArI hUMTImAM ja kasturI bharelI che, pachI pitAnAmAM kasturI hovA chatAM bahAramAM zedhe te kyAMthI maLe? baMdhuo ! mAnavanI paNa AvI ja dazA che. zAMti pitAnAmAM bharelI che chatAM bAhA padArthomAM zAMti zodhyA kare che te te kyAMthI maLavAnI che? zAMtinA Icchake eka vAta samajI levI joIe ke jyAM sudhI jaDa padArthanI vadhatI jatI Asakti ke tene meLavavA pAchaLa ramAtI chaLaprapaMcenI ramate ochI nahi thAya tyAM sudhI zAMti meLavavAnI vAta vAMjhaNI banI jaze. manamAM ja je zAMtinA pAyA majabUta haze te saMsAranI koI paNa azAMtine eTaba zAMtine bhedI nahi zake, paNa Aje te manuSya dinapratidina tRSNAnA puramAM taNAte jAya che. jJAnI purUSe kahe che ke tRSNa azAMtine utpanna karanArI che. tRSNanA pUramAM jo tame taNAyA te tenuM pariNAma bhayaMkara che. mane ATaluM maLyuM ne A na maLyuM, ane tyAM paradezanI gADI che ne mAre tyAM nathI. AnI pAse karoDa rUpiyA. che ne mArI pAse te lAkha ja che. AvI IrAdApUrvakanI niraMkuza IcchAe karyo janAra mAnavIne zAMti kayAMthI maLe? Aje tamane rastAmAM tamAro mitra ke sanehI maLe te zuM pUche? vahepAra dhaMdhAnI ja vAta pUche ne ? keI AtmAnI vAta pUche che kharA? dIkarAne zuM pUchaze?" -tamAre dIkare bAra varSe paradezathI kamAIne Ave te tame pahelAM ene zuM pUchaze? beTA ! keTaluM kamAye? tArI tabiyata te sArI che ne paNa anIti keTalI karI? juhuM keTaluM che ? keTalAne chetaya? AtmasAdhanA keTalI karI? AvuM kaI mA-bApa pUche che kharA? mAtra zarIra sudhAryAnI ane dhana vadhAryAnI vAta. dharmanI vAta te yAda ja nathI AvatI. AvI svArtha bharelI ane pudagalAnaMdInI vAtamAM zAMti jaDe kharI ? tRSNAvaMta manuSya lakSamIne mAlika nahi paNa ene gulAma bane che. jema jema pagalika IcchAo vadhatI jaze tema tema jIvana barabAda banatuM jaze. sAcI zAMti joItI hoya te tRSNane tyAga karI tRpti tarapha Ave. te jIvatA zAMti maLaze ane maraNa vakhate paNa zAMti maLI zakaze, maraNa vakhate kane zAMti rahe? sAcI zAMti mRtyu TANe (2) ene te maLe, e dizAmAM (2) jIvana saritA haju e je vaLe sAcI khUba kare je dharma jIvanamAM, zAMti ene thAya (2) mUke mamatA saMsAra kerI, azAMti dUra thAya. (2) evI sAdhe (2) Atama sAthe udyama to phaLesAcI zAMti, je manuSya satsaMga kare che, dharma kare che, tapa ane tyAgamAM lIna rahe che evA

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40 zAradA suvAsa jIve sAcI zAMti meLavI zake che. bAkI te A saMsAramAM kayAMya zAMti nathI. atyAre A paryuSaNa parvanA pavitra divasa cAle che. dharmArAdhanA karavAne pavitra eka divasa te vItI gaye ne Aje bIjo divasa AvI gaye. A parvAdhirAjanI ArAdhanA zreyakArI che, maMgalakArI che ne kalyANakArI che. jenI ArAdhanAnA baLe krodha zamI jAya, mAna namI jAya, mAyA bhamI jAya ane lebha thaMbhI jAya. jJAnane bhAnu jIvanamAM jhaLahaLI uThe ane nakkara satya samajAI jAya te jIva avazya zAMtine prApta karI zake. tame A divasamAM ghara choDIne vahelA upAzrayamAM AvIne besI jAya che te ahIM tamane keTalI zAMti lAge che? bele, tamArA ghara karatAM tamane ahIM zAMti lAge che ne? kema javAba nathI ApatA? huM tamArA mananI vAta samajI gaI tamArA manamAM ema haze ke ame je ema kahIe ke ahIM zAMti lAge che te mahAsatIjI ema kaheze ke ahIM zAMti lAgatI hoya te sAdhu banI jAva (hasAhasa) kema barAbara che ne? tame mArI vAta mAne ke na mAne paNa eka divasa saMsArane tyAga karyA vinA tamane zAMti maLavAnI nathI. saMte tamane sAcI zAMtine rAha batAvI bhAna bhUlelAne ThekANe lAvanAra che. ahIM eka prasaMga yAda Ave che. eka moTA zaheramAM harakhAbhAI nAme eka zrAvaka rahetA hatA. nAma te emanuM harakhacaMda hatuM paNa emanI pAse tamane harakhAvanArI cIja na hatI. tamane harakhAvanArI cIja kaI? e te tame samajI gayA ne? (zrotAmAMthI avAja:- dhana) jue, e kevuM jaldI belyA A jagyAe navatatvanA nAma pUchayA hota te jaladI na AvaData paNa dhana jaladI yAda AvI gayuM. dhana tamane harakhAvanArI ne lebhAvanArI cIja che. A harakhAbhAI pAse e na hatuM. eTale nANAM vinAnA harakhacaMdane sai harakhehara kahIne bolAvatA hatA, paNa je enI pAse dhana heta te sau harakhacaMda zeTha kahIne belAvata. tame kahe che ne ke "nANuM vagarane nAthIye ne nANe nAthAlAla." A badhuM tamAruM kAma che , amAruM nahi. ame sAdhu te zrImaMtane paNa nAthAlAlabhAI kahIne bolAvIe ne garIbane paNa nAthAlAlabhAI kahIne belAvIe. sAdhune zrImaMta ane ? garIbanA bhedabhAva na hoya. A saMsAramAM te dhananA ja mata che ne? harakhAnI pAse dhana na hatuM eTale ene bhAva pUchanAra keI na hatuM. ene saMsAra saharAnA raNa je nirasa hate. AvA nirasa saMsAramAM dharmanI ArAdhanA ene AzvAsana rUpa banatI hatI. dharmanI ArAdhanA jIvaMta rAkhavA harakhe gAmamAM AvatA jatAM sAdhu soMnI khUba sevA karate, saMtapta saMsAramAM sAdhunI zItaLa chAMyaDIharakhAnA jIvanane saMteSI ane sukhI banAvatI hatI. harakhe Akhe. divasa sAdhu sevAmAM rokAya to paNa kaI enI ciMtA karanAra na hatuM ke ghera jamavA kema , , ' =

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zAradA suvAsa nathI AvyuM ? vahelo ke meDo ghera jAya te kaI pUchatuM na hatuM ke tame jamyA ke nathI jamyA? are, chokarAo paNa bApane bhAva pUchatA na hatA. gharamAM ke gAmamAM kayAMya harakhAnuM mAna na hatuM. A tamAre saMsAra ke ravAthI che ! je harakhe pisA kamAte heta te ene joIne patnI ane putra badhA harakhAI jAta, ane bhUkhyA tarasyAnI saMbhALa leta paNa paisA nathI eTale ke I pUchatuM nathI. raMka ane rAjA upara samAna dRSTi rAkhatA muni " - eka vakhata zaheramAM jJAnI, dhyAnI tyAgI ane tapasvI evA cAra pavitra saMte cAturmAsa padhAryA. mahAna jJAnI gurU cAturmAsa padhAryA eTale AkhA saMghamAM AnaMda AnaMda chavAI gaye. bhAvika zrAvaka zrAvikAo gurUvanI amRtavANIne lAbha levA lAgyA, dhanathI phakIra ane dilathI amIra harakhAne paNa A mahArAjano gADha paricaya thayo. divase peTa pUjA karavA mATe mahenata karavA jAya ane rAtre upAzrayamAM sAdhu mahArAjanI pAse sUI rahetuM. rAtre upAzrayamAM sUvAthI te sAdhunI banatI sevA karavAthI sAdhu harakhAnA jIvanasAthI banI gayA. gharamAM te harakhAne ke premathI belAvanAruM na hatuM paNa ahIM saMte te tene premathI belAve che. sAdhu te snehanuM sarevara che, ane samatAnI saritA che. je koI sarevaranA kinAre. jAya te tarasya na rahe. sarovara te kaIpaNa jAtanA bhedabhAva rAkhyA vinA badhAne ThaMDuM pANI pIvaDAve che ane nadI je pradezamAMthI vahe che te pradezane hariyALo banAve che tema je kaI saMta sarovara pAse Ave che tene saMta madhurI vANInuM pAna karAve che, ane AtmAne zAMti ne zItaLatA Ape che. Aje unALAnA divase mAM loko zItaLatAne svAda levA mATe kenDIMka hAusamAM jaIne phenTA, keka kelA, lemana, zeraDIno rasa, vigere ThaMDA pINA pIve che paNa e ThaMDA paNa tamane zItaLatA naDi Ape. ghaDIbhara zItaLatA Apaze pachI te hatA tevA ne tevA thaI jaze, paNa saMte tamane vItarAga vANInA phenTA ane kekAkelA pIvaDAve che tenuM premathI zraddhApUrvaka pAna karaze te bAhya ane Amika e baMne prakAranI zItaLatA pAmI zakaze. A harakhe saMtanI sAthe gaucaramAM ghara batAvavA jAya, bIjI pitAnAthI bane , te sevA kare ne rAtre sUI rahe. eTale saMtane khUba paricaya thaI gaye. nehALa mUrti samAna saMta harakhAne samajAvatA ke bhAI ! A saMsAra te zekanuM kendrasthAna che. e zekanA gADha vAdaLa vikheranAra tathA duHkha ane ApattimAM vairya ApanAra, kaI hoya te te dharma che. mAnava mAtra jene joIne namI paDe che evA dhananI pAchaLa saMsArI, che doTa lagAvI rahyA che. agni bALe paNa kharo ne hupha paNa Ape, paNa baLavuM ke, huMpha meLavavI te te ApaNuM upara avalaMbe che, agni para nahi. dhana mAre che ne dhana, tAre paNa che paNa taravuM ke maravuM te dhana para nahi paNa mana upara avalaMbe che. mana je.

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zAradA suvAsa ra pavitra na hAya te e ja dhana sa`sAra 'dhananu' kAraNa ane che, mATe je dhanane na te kAi lUTI zake, na te kAI khALI zake evA dharmarUpI dhananA saMgraha karavA. e dharmAMdhanuM pAnakhara samA A tarasa saMsArane na Mdanavana sameA banAvI jIvana sukha ane zAMtithI sabhara banAvI urdhvagamana karAvanAra banaze, evA AtmadhamanuM zaraNuM svIkArI le. A rIte sAdhu harakhAne roja dharmanuM si Mcana karatA ne saMsAranA badhana ane tattva samajAvatA eTale harakhAne tA bahu AnaMda AvatA hatA. Ama karatAM saMtAnuM cAturmAsa pUNa thayuM ne vihAra karavAnA samaya AvI gayA. je gAmamAM sa Mte cAturmAsa kare tyAM vItarAga vANInuM pAna karAvIne bhavya jIvAmAM navI cetanA jagADe che. kaMIkane dhama samajAvI tyAganA pathe vALe che. A satA vidvAna ane saraLa hatA. A zaheramAM ghaNAM kAne kaMI ne kaMI dhama pamADayA che eTale emanI khUma mAyA lAgI gaI che, tethI emanA dha snehanA thatAM viyeAge saune viSAdamAM mUkI dIdhA. sa`tAe te nagaramAMthI vidAya lIdhI. vidAya letAM chelle upadeza ApatAM jaNAvyuM ke mAnava karoDAnA vaibhava meLavI zake che, bhAgavI zake che ne gumAvI zake che paNa mAtmAnI saMjIvanI vidyA meLavavI e meTI vastu che, kAraNa ke dunyavI DhAlatanA DhagalA karavA chatAM manuSya jIvI zakatA nathI. mRta jevu jIvana jIvI jenI pAchaLa rAta divasa tame DhADI rahyA che. te dhana dolata badhA aMte ThaMgArA nIvaDe che. jeNe aMta samaya sudhI AtmAnI sthiratA ane paraduHkhapatiA sAcavI jANI che te ja kamAyA che. AtmasthiratA ane paradu:khapatiAnI kamANI AAtmAne saMjIvanI vidyA prApta karAvI ajaraamara khanAve che, mATe mAnavajIvananA amUlya samaya AtmasaMjIvanInI vidyA meLavavAmAM kAme lagADe. AvA TUMkA paNu ma vedhaka edha ApIne saMta vihAra karI gayA, ane janasamudAya vidAyanA AdhAta sAthe azrubhInI AMkhe potapotAnA ghara tarapha vidAya thayA. saMta sayamanI sAdhanA karatAM grAmAnugrAma vicaravA lAgyA. harakhAne satanA gADha paricaya thaI gayA hatA. eTale ene teA sata vinA sAva sUnuM sUnuM lAgatuM hatuM, ene saMtanI yAda khUba satAvatI hatI. harakhA satanA vacanAne yAda karatA peAtAnuM kAmakAja karatAM divase vItAvatA hatA. badhu ! A mAnavajIvana aneka khAzcarcAthI sabhara baneluM che. temAM kAI vakhata sukhanI lahero uDatI hAya che teA kadIka duHkhanI lU paNa varasatI hAya che. koika dina zAMtinI majI te koIka dina azAMtinI sajA paNa lAgavavI paDe che. kyAreka mahela te kyAreka jelanA mahemAna paNa manAya che. AjanA raka kAle rAjA ane kAlanA rAjA Aje raMka bane che. Ama kramanI karAmata AgaLa mAnava anekavidha khela khelatA dekhAya che. A harakhAnA jIvanamAM paNa evuM ja manyu'. enA puNyanA sitArA camaka ne sukhanA kinArA sAMpaDayA, tethI ane koI sArI nokarI maLI. khUba imAnadArIthI zeThanuM kAmakAja karava

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zAradA curvAsa lAge. eTale ke tene dhaMdhAmAM cAra AnI bhALa karI Ape. emAM ene ghaNI kamANI thaI je sukha meLavavA harakhAnuM dila jhaMkhatuM hatuM te maLI gayuM, dilanI tamannAthI ane mananI pavitra bhAvanAnI tAkAtathI je Icche che te maLI zake che. A harakhAne dhana maLyuM eTale harakhane pAra na rahyo. dinapratidina dhananI vRddhi thavA lAgI tema harakhAnI tRSNa paNa vadhavA lAgI. saMsArI jInI Aja khUbI che ke dhana vadhatAM emane vyAmaha paNa vadhato jAya che. AzAnA aneka minArA caNatA hoya che ke jemAM AtmAnA kinArA tUTatA jAya che. pariNAme AtmarakSaNane badale dhanarakSaNa jIvananuM sarvasva manAI jAya che. A harakhAbhAInuM paNa evuM ja banyuM. dhana vadhatAM dharmabhAvanA ghaTatI gaI. "lIyA diyAmAM saba kheyA." dharmasthAnaka tenA mATe dUra banI gayuM, ane te mAna me ane maherabAnI meLavavAnI dhamAlamAM aTavAI gaye. bAra bAra varSe tenuM thayeluM Agamana" - pelA saMte vicaratAM vicaratAM bAra varSe harakhAbhAIne gAmamAM padhAryA. A saMte cAturmAsamAM ghaNuM suvAsa phelAvIne gayA hatA eTale khabara paDatAM lokenA haiyA harakhAI gayA. badhA darzana karavA ne vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA mATe AvyA, paNa harakhe na Avyo eTale saMtanA manamAM thayuM ke hakhe AvyA vinA na rahe, e kema dekhAye nathI? manamAM mAnyuM ke kadAca Aje khabara nahi hoya te kAle Avaze. bIje divase paNa na dekhAye. traNa cAra divasa gayA paNa harakhe na dekhAze eTale dharmanehane kAraNe saMtee zrAvakane pUchayuM ke tame badhA AvyA ne harakho kema nathI dekhAte? zuM e bahAragAma gaye che? tyAre eka zrAvake kahyuM. mahArAja! have e tamAre harakhe e harakhe nathI rahyo. e te have harakhacaMda zeTha banI gayA che. daridra kALa vaTAvI zrImaMtAImAM mahAlatA thaI gayA che. emane tyAM vaibhavanI choLa uchaLe che. mahArAja ! have e tamArI pAse nahi Ave. have e tamArI sevAbhakti nahi kare. saMte kahyuM. evuM te na bane, tyAre zrAvake kahyuM. sAheba ! huM sAcuM kahuM chuM. have e harakhAmAMthI harakhacaMda zeTha banyA eTale dharmane bhUlI gayA che. dhana pAchaLa balAI gayela AtmAne saMte yAda karavAno vicAra karyo ane kaI mANasa sAthe samAcAra mokalyA ke mahArAja tamane yAda kare che, tyAre harakhacaMda zeThe kahyuM. Iza, paNa AvyA nahi eTale saMte traNa cAra vAra samAcAra kahevaDAvyA paNa "bhajakaladAranI bhajavAtI bhavAImAMthI ? zeTha na jaI zakyA. paiso vadhatAM harakha dharmane bhUlI gayo. eka vakhata je sAdhunI khaDe page sevA karatA hatA te Aje sAdhue ATalA saMdezA kahevaDAvyA chatAM darzana karavA AvatuM nathI. harakhAbhAI dhana maLatAM dharmane beI beThA, ane jIvanane barabAda karanArI pApa pravRtti vadhI gaI e pravRttimAM Aje sAdhu pAse AvavAne paNa TAIma maLatuM nathI. dharma bhulelA zeThane ThekANe lAvavAnA prayatna karatA saMta":- dhananA

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zAradA suvAsa vyahamAM belA harakhacaMda zeTha sAdhunA darzana karavA mAM AvyA tyAre saMta manamAM vicAryuM ke "karmakI gata nyArI hai kema pAmI zake saMsArI. " saMsArI AtmAo padArthanI lAlasAne AdhIna banIne dharma bhUlI jAya e paNa karmanI kahANI samajavI. chatAM paNa je dhananI mamatA ochI thAya ane dharmabhAvanA jAge te sAruM. saMte ghaNI rAha joI paNa harakhe na AvyuM te na ja AvyA. eka vakhata evuM banyuM ke saMto ThaMDala jatA hatA tyAM sAmethI zeThanI meTara AvI. sAMkaDI galImAM zeTha ane saMta baMne sAmAsAmI bhegA thaI gayA. baMnenI najara eka thaI eTale moTara ubhI rAkhavI paDI. saMte pUchyuM ke A ja harakhacaMda zeTha ne? nAma sAMbhaLatA zeDa meTaramAMthI nIce utaryA. kema mahArAja! mane yAda karyo. Ama belIne saMtane namana karyuM, eTale saMta belyA. zeTha ! A zuM karo cho? kema mahArAja! ApanA darzana karuM chuM. zeTha! tamArI bhUla to nathI thatI ne? darzana te mAre tamArA karavA joIe. zeThe kahyuM. mahArAja ! Apa A zuM bele che? darzana te mAre ja ApanA karavA joIe ne ! Apa tyAgI ane huM saMsArI. Apa jJAnI ane huM ajJAnI. kyAM Apa ne jyAM huM! A pramANe kahIne pharIne vaMdana karyA. - saMte pUchyuM. zeTha! tame sAcuM bole che? aMtaranI umathI page lAge che? hA, mahArAja. zeTha ! kayAM tamAre mahAtyAga ane kayAM mAre alpatyAga ! sAheba ! Apa mArA karatAM, mahAna tyAgI che. saMte kahyuM, nA. zeTha! tame mArAthI vadhu tyAgI che. juo, tame dhana meLavavA mATe dharmane tyAga karyo. sAmAyika, pratikamaNa, Adi dharmakiyAone ne tapane tyAga karyo ane meM te mokSa meLavavA mATe mAtra saMsAra ane dhanane tyAga karyo che. bele, tame mArAthI mahAna tyAgI kharA ke nahi? mAre tamane page lAgavuM joIe ke nahi? je dharmanA pratApe tamane dhana maLyuM ne tame sukhI thayA te ja dhanAdinI pAchaLa bhagavAnane ane bhagavAne batAvelA dharmane bhUlI javAya che te zuM eAchA tyAganI vAta che ! AvA mahAna tyAga pAchaLa kadAca tamArI ajoDa dhanabhaktine huM page lAguM te zuM vadhe che? saMte ATalA zabda kahyA eTale zeThanuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM ne emane pitAnI bhUlanuM bhAna thayuM. ahe! huM keTaluM bhAna bhUlyA ! je gurUe mArI duHkhamAM mane sAtha Ape, mArA duHkhane belI banyA temane ja huM bhUlI gaye? - mane cAra cAra vakhata yAda karIne saMdeza mokalAvyA chatAM huM niSphara AvyuM nahi. ke adhama! A pramANe harakhacaMda zeTha manamAM vicAra karatA hatA tyAM saMte kahyuM, he harakhacaMda zeTha! tame zuM vicAra kare che? - A saMsAra te lUMTArAnuM kendrasthAna che. jyAM rAga-dveSa ane mehanA lUMTArA tamAruM Atmika dhana lUMTI rahyA che. kaSAyAdi durdhara dhUrto tamArI mahAmUlI jIvana saMpatti harI rahyA

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che, tathAviSaya vilAsAdinI viSa velaDIo tamArA jIvana bAgane verAna banAvI rahI che. A tamAruM yauvana puSpanI jema akAle karamAI janAruM asthAyI che. maLelI saMpatti vIjaLInA camakArA jevI kSaNika che. vaibha saMdhyAnI lAlI jevA nAzavaMta che. jIvanamAM pANInA pATA jevuM nazvara che. A badhA saMga maMdira upara rahelI davA jevA capaLa che, mATe A mahanidrAne tyAga kare. mAyAnI gedanA suMvALA sukhane parihAra kare. saMsAranA mRgajaLa samAna bhrAmaka sukhethI pAchA haThe, ane AtmadharmamAM sthira bane. je dharma tamane zAzvata, sthira ane acala sthAne laI jaze. tame je saMsAramAM mugdha banyA che te saMsAra ravArthane bhareluM che, A jiMdagI to kevI che ! sAMbhaLo. " ke jIvana cAra divasanI A te cAMdanI re lola, tArA vahAlA vairI thAze, tane dekhIne dura jAze, tArI vahAre kaI na Ave, pachI pAchaLathI pastAze, he....gharanI gharavALI kaheze....A veThathI kayAre chUTAze, jIvana... he zeTha ! eka divasa tamArI kevI dazA hatI ke gharanA tamAre bhAva paNa pUchatA na hatA. te badhA dhana maLatAM tamane khammA khammA kare che, ane pAcho pApane udaya thaze tyAre e ja tamArA vahAlA badhA verI banI jaze. keI tamArA sAmuM paNa nahi jue. mAMdA paDaze ne sevA cAkarI karavI paDaze tyAre khuda tamArI vahAlI patnI paNa kaheze ke have gharamAMthI A veTha jAya te zAMti thAya. mATe kaMIka samaje ne AtmA tarapha vaLe che saMtanA upadezathI zeThanA ughaDelA dilanA daravAjA" - saMtanI madhura vANuM sAMbhaLIne harakhacaMda zeThe saMtanA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgI. gurUdeva ! mArA aparAdhane kSamA kare. huM dhananA nazAmAM mArA tAraka gurUne bhUlya, dharmane bhUlyA. phaLa maLatAM mULIyAne bhUlya. gurUdeva ! Apa te mArA keTalA upakArI che, hitasvI che ke huM jyAre duHkhI hatA, mane kaI belAvatuM na hatuM tyAre Ape mAre hAtha pakaDe hate. ApanI zItaLa chatrachAyAmAM rAkhIne Apa mane dharmane marma rAmajAvatA hatA, Ape batAvelA dharmanA pratApe ja huM sukhI banyuM tyAre huM dharmane ane mArA tAraNahAra gurUne bhUlI gayo. huM bhAna bhUlyA tyAre paNa Apa mAre uddhAra karavA padhAryA. gurUdeva ! Apane upakAra jiMdagImAM paNa bhUlAya tema nathI. have AjathI huM harakhacaMda zeTha nahi paNa Apane harakhe ja chuM. je dhananI pAchaLa huM dharmane bhUlya e dhanane dharmakAryamAM ja upayoga karIza. zeThane have satya vastunuM bhAna thayuM eTale dhananI. mamatA ochI karI AtmAne nirmaLa karanAra dharmanI ArAdhanA karavA lAgyA. baMdhuo ! harakhacaMda zeTha te saMtanI TakerathI pAchA ThekANe AvI gayA, paNa huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke jo tame paNa dhanane khAtara dharmane bhUlyA che te mAre paNa tamane page

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t zAAvAya lAgavuM joIe ne ? kAraNa ke AAjanI thatI pravRttiomAM dhananI pAchaLa dhama, svAtha pAchaLa saMta, vaibhava pAchaLa vAtsalya ane vizvAsa pAchaLa vItarAgane bhUlI javAya che. zrImata ke sattAdhArInI jeTalI khuzAmatanI paDI che eTalI bhagavAna, saMta ke dharmanI paDI che? hAlanI thatI kAryavAhI Atmadharma keLavavA ane pApAcaraNuthI bacavA mATe thAya che ke mAna, mAbhA ane dhana meLavavA thAya che? te jarA aMtarathI tapAso. bhAratanuM gaurava dhUnanA sa Mgraha ke Adhunika vilAsanA sAdhaneAnA sarjanathI nathI paraMtu ahi~MsA, sayama ane tapanI sAdhanAthI che. tenAthI azAMtinI Aga elavAine zAMtinuM sarjana thAya che. harakhacaMdra zeThanA mehAMdhakAra naSTa thayeA. dhananI mamatA echI thaI gaI eTale dhananA sapacAga du:khInI sevAmAM karavA lAgyA. have A harakhacaMda zeTha kevA dilAvara khanI gayA temanA jIvananA eka prasaMga che. eka gAmamAM ravacaMda nAmanA eka zeThanA vaDDANu paradeza gayelA, ene AvavAnI muddata thaI gaI hatI. upara poMdara divasa vItI gayA chatAM vahANu AvyA nahi eTale zeThanI uMgha harAma thaI gaI hatI. vahepAranuM kAmakAja karatAM paNa paLe paLe emane e vicAra AvatAM ke mAza vahANunu zu thayuM haze ? cAMcIyAoe lUMTI lIdhA haze! ke dariyAmAM DUbI gayA haze ? ke kaI dagA ramAyA haze ? AvA vicAromAM ravacaMda zeTha mAMDa divase vItAvatA hatA. ravacaMda zeThanA vaDANu mAnyA nathI te vAtanI khajAramAM khabara paDI gaI hatI. jagatamAM irSyALu mAnavIo ghaNA DAya che. ravacaMda zeThanA eka IrSyALu mANasane temane beAbarU karavAnI taka maLI. eka mANasanI sArI rakama A ravacaMda zeThane ghera vyAje mUkelI hatI. temanI pAse jaIne irSyALue kahyuM-bhAI! tame kaMI sAMbhaLyuM ? nA bhAI! zuM kaMI navIna vAta lAvyeA che ? 'hA'. tamArI thApaNu ravacaMda zeThane tyAM che te Aje ne Aje tame upADI leA. zeTha devALu kADhavAnI taiyArImAM che. thApaNadAre kahyuM-e mane ja nahi. irSyALue kahyuM-tamArI vAta sAcI che. e zeTha evA nathI paNa vAta ema banI che ke karoDa rUpiyAnA mAla sahita emanA vahANu dariyAmAM DUbI gayA che eTale e devALu kADhaze kharA. A sAMbhaLIne thApaNadAranA peTamAM teA tela reDAI gayu. te tarata ja ravacaMda zeTha pAse AnyA ne kahyu -zeTha! mane mArA lAkha rUpiyA atyAre joie che. ravacaMda zeThe kahyuM-bhAI! adhI thApaNu laI jaIne zuM karIza ? tA he mAre khIje ThekANe vyAje mUkavI che. e jamAnAnI peDhIe nA kahI zakatI huM. e jamAnAnA lAkha rUpiyA eTale atyAranA pacAsa lAkha jevA hatA. vaDANu AvyA nathI maiM lAkha rUpiyA kevI rIte ApavA ! khUba vicAra karyAM, e samaye amadAvAdamAM harakhacaMda zeThanA nAmanI bhUkha prazaMsA thatI hatI, kAraNa ke sUtanA upadezathI harakhacaMda zeThanu' jIvana palTAi gayu hatuM. te dhananA satkAryoMmAM sapayAga

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zAha apAya khUba karatA hatA ne peDhI dhamadhokAra cAlatI hatI eTale emanI udAratA, zrImaMtAI ane dharmapriyatAne Dake vAgatuM hatuM. emanI prazaMsA ravacaMda zeThe khUba sAMbhaLelI. bAkI harakhacaMda zeThane tyAM ravacaMda zeThanI kaMI paNa rakama jamA na hatI. chatAM ravacaMda zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke harakhacaMda zeTha upara hUMDI lakhIne ApuM. tyAM mAruM kaMI jamA nathI eTale thApaNadArane nANuM te nahi ja maLe paNa e levA jaze tyAM sudhImAM je mArA vahANa AvI jaze ne e khAlI hAthe pAcho Avaze te huM enA paisA cUkavI zakIza. "huMDI lakhatA ravacaMda zeThanI AMkhamAMthI pahelA AMsu":- ravacaMda zeThe thApaNadArane kahyuM. bhAI! huM tamane harakhacaMda zeTha upara lAkha rUpiyAnI huMDI lakhI ApuM chuM. tamAre laIne amadAvAda javuM paDaze. tyAM tamAruM badhuM leNuM vyAja sahita patI jaze. thApaNadArane amadAvAda javuM paDyuM e gamyuM nahi paNa jyAM nANAM maLavAnI AzA ja nathI tyAM amadAvAda javAthI maLI jAya te zuM khoTuM ? eNe kahyuM, bhale zeTha, lakhI Ape. huM amadAvAda huMDI laIne jaIza. zeTha huMDI lakhavA mATe aMdaranA rUmamAM gayA. dhrujatA hAthe huMDI lakhI, tyAre AMkhamAMthI AMsunA be TIpA huMDI upara paDayA. sahI karIne huMDI thApaNadArane ApI. ene te paisA joItA hatA eTale jaladI amadAvAda pahoMcI gaye. harakhacaMdanI peDhI prakhyAta hatI eTale bahu zodhavAnI mahenata na paThI. munie ene AvakAra Ape, ane tene mATe jamavAnI sagavaDa karAvI ApI. thApaNuthAra jamavA gayo te daramyAnamAM munime badhA cepaDA uthalAvyA paNa kyAMya ravacaMda zeThanA nAmanuM khAtuM nathI. emanA lAkha te zuM hajAra rUpiyA paNa paDe jamA karelA nathI. munie kahyuM. zeThajI! ApaNe tyAM ravacaMda zeThane eka paise paNa jamA nathI harakhacaMda zeTha huMDI hAthamAM lIdhI ne jhINavaTathI joyuM te huMDI upara paDelA AMsunA be TIpA zeThe joyA. TIpA te sUkAI gayA hatA paNa cAlAka harakhacaMda zeTha samajI gayA ke ravacaMda zeTha bhIDamAM AvI gayA lAge che. harakhacaMda zeThanI bhavya udAratA - zeThe munimane kahyuM. A AMsunA TIpAnAM nizAna juo. vahepArI jyAre bhIMsamAM AvI jAya che tyAre te bhagavAnane yAda karatA AMsu sAre che. te mArA jevA dhanikane dharma zuM che ? bhIDamAM AvI paDelAne madada karavI joIe. jo AvA samaye dhanane sadupaga nahi thAya te dhanane zuM karavAnuM? munimajI! tame AvelA mahemAnane kaMI vAta karaze nahi. tame mArA nAme lAkha rUpiyA udhArI nAMkhe ane huMDI svIkArIne mahemAnane ApI de. thApaNadArane lAkha rUpiyA ApIne vidAya karyo. A samAcAra ravacaMda zeThane maLyA. emanA mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI paDyA ke he bhagavAna! tame mArI lAja rAkhI. A banAva banyA pachI aThavADiyAmAM temanA vahANa paradezathI pAchA pharyA. laI gayelA mAlane sAre naphe maLyo hato te badalAmAM sAro mAla laIne AvyA hatA.

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- zAradA yuvA ravacaMda zeThe vidyAre karyo ke mAre harakhacaMda zeThane huMDInI rakama savAyA vyAja * sahita pAchI vALavI joIe. ema nizcaya karI rUpiyA laIne amadAvAda AvyA ane harakhacaMda zeThanI peDhI upara jaIne pitAnI oLakhANa ApI. harakhacaMda zeThe premathI bolAvIne potAnI bAjumAM besADayA, ravacaMda zeTha gaLagaLA thaI gayA. temaNe pitAnI pAghaDI utArI harakhacaMda zeThanI sAme mUkatA kahyuM, zeTha! tame te mArI lAja rAkhI che. harakhacaMda zeThe pAghaDI uThAvIne ravacaMda zeThanA mAthe mUkatA kahyuM. meM zuM lAja rAkhI che! lAja te bhagavAne rAkhI che e vAta sAcI paNa bhagavAne tamane preraNA karI. mArA vahANa paradezathI pAchA AvyA na hatA tethI mArA keI IrSyALue aphavA phelAvelI. jethI thApaNadAra enI thApaNa mAMgavA AvyuM. te samaye mArI pAse lAkha rUpiyA nahotA. ApanuM nAma sAMbhaLIne bhagavAna bharese ene huMDI lakhI ApIne meka hatA. have mArA vahANe AvI gayA che. eTale Apane lAkha rUpiyA lete Avyo chuM. te vyAja sahita jamA karI de. ravacaMda ane harakhacaMdamAM baMdhAyelI maitrI" - harakhacaMda zeThe kahyuM, bhAI ! have A rUpiyA tame ja rAkhe, e te meM mArA nAme udhArI dIdhA che mATe mane e levA kape nahi. ravacaMda zeThe kahyuM, zeTha! e mArA mAthe bANa rahI jAya. mArA bhagavAne dayA karIne huM pAche asala sthitimAM AvI gayo chuM. eTale paisA dUdhe dhoIne pAchA ApavA e mArI pharaja che. paNa harakhacaMda zeTha levAnI nA pADe che. baMnee paraspara khUba Agraha karyo paNa bemAMthI kaI levA taiyAra thatuM nathI. chevaTe harakhacaMda zeThe kahyuM, 2vacaMda zeTha! te ApaNe ema karIe, A tamArA lAkha rUpiyAmAM huM bIjA lAkha umeruM ane ApaNe emAMthI svadhAma baMdhuonI sevAnuM kendra khelIe, jene lAsa laIne azAMtimAM jalatA ja zAMtinA sarevaramAM ranana karI zItaLatAne anubhava karaze. A banAva bane tyAre paryuSaNa parva cAlatA hatA. parvanA divasomAM A baMne zeThe AvuM suMdara kArya karyuM. baMdhuo! tame paNa A pavitra parvanA divasomAM tamArI zakti anusAra dharmanA kAryamAM, dhamanI sevAmAM sahAyaka bane che. eka vakhata harakha dharmanuM zaraNuM aMgIkAra karatAM harakhacaMda zeTha banI gaye, ane paranA mATe sarvasva arpaNa karyuM. AnuM nAma ja zAMtine maMgala saMdeza che. tamAre paNa je zAMti meLavavI hoya to jIvanamAM ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya ane aparigraDa e paMcazIlane apanAvaje bane teTalI tapazcaryA kara jo. tapa karavAthI purANuM karmo baLIne khAkha thaI jAya che ne AtmA tejasvI bane che. karmone kSaya thavAthI AtmA zAzvata sukha ane zAMti meLave che. samaya thaI gayo che. vadhu bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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zAradA suvAsa vyAkhyAna naM. 48 zrAvaNa vada amAsa ne zanivAra "bhAvanA bhavanAzinI" tA, 2-9-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! AtmasvarUpanI pichANa karavA mATe paryuSaNa parvanA maMgalakArI divase cAlI rahyA che. temAMnA be divasa te dharmArAdhanAmAM pasAra thaI gayA. Aje trIjA divasanuM maMgala prabhAta pragaTayuM che. paryuSaNa parva ApaNuM mahAna upakArI che kAraNa ke jaDanA rAgane nirmULa karavA AtmAmAMthI jarUrI baLa meLavavA paryuSaNa parva ApaNane sAnukULatA karI Ape che. tene je ApaNe vivekapUrvaka sadupayega karIe te ApaNe amUlya samaya AtmAnI zuddhi mATe sArthaka thAya. ATalA mATe A parvane AtmazuddhinuM anupama parva mAnavAmAM Ave che. paryuSaNa parvanA divasamAM manuSyanA aMtaramAM zubha bhAvanAnI bharatI Ave che. eTale A parvane anulakSIne AjanA vyAkhyAnane viSaya rAkhavAmAM AvyuM che "bhAvanA bhavanAzinI". bhAvanA zuM cIja che ? Aje tame badhA ATalI moTI saMkhyAmAM vahelA AvIne besI gayA cho te zuM batAve che! je upAzrayamAM nathI AvatA te badhA paNa A paryuSaNa parvanA ATha divasamAM Ave che ane utsuktAthI sAMbhaLavA besI jAya che. te bhAvanAthI ke bhAvanA sivAya ? tamArA badhAnA aMtaramAM vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLavAnI bhAvanA che. A joine amane paNa AnaMda thAya che, ane samajAya che ke bhAvanA ane bhakti e pitAnA dilanI vAta che. mANasa e cUke te potAne adhikAra cUke che. saMsAramAM prANI mAtranA jIvana nirmANanI AdhArabhUmi bhAvanA che. e bhAvanA be prakAranI che. eka prazasta bhAvanA ane bIjI aprazasta bhAvanA. prazasta bhAvanA eTale zuddha vicAre. A bhAvanA pitAnI jIvanayAtrAne pragatizIla banAvavAmAM preraNA Ape che ane aprazasta bhAvanA eTale azuddha vicAre. te pitAnA jIvanapaMthane avarodhaka banAvavAmAM preraNA Ape che. A rIte ApaNA aMtaramAM ghUMTAtI bhAvanA ApaNane urdhvagAmI ane agAmI banavAnuM preraNuM baLa Ape che. mATe samaje ane aMtaramAM vicAra kare. mAyA ane mamatA e mAnavIne saMsAramAM jakaDI rAkhanArA bane che. e baMdhane toDavAnI mAnavImAM jayAM sudhI tAkAta janmatI nathI tyAM sudhI te paravazapaNe mehanI gulAmI karyA kare che. jIva jenA upara mAyA ane mamatA kare che te padArtho kSaNabhaMgura che chatAM mAnavI temAM jIvanane veDaphayA kare che. tene manamAM aphasesa paNa thatuM nathI, kAraNa ke AtmAnA jJAnathI te ajANa hoya che, ane te jJAnathI vaMcita hevAnA kAraNe huM azaraNu chuM e daDha vicAra haju tene hRdayamAM sthira thaye hete nathI. jayAM sudhI mAnavIne mAyA mamatAthI utpanna thatuM duHkha, enI nirarthakatA ane enA viSAdanuM jJAna thatuM nathI tyAM sudhI te jIvana sAphalyathI dUra ne dUra rahe che je mAnavInA hRdayamAM bhautika zA. su. 29

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zAssA suvAsa saMpatti para ane saMsAra para mAyA mamatA ke Asakti che tenI dazA kAdavamAM khadabadatA kIDA jevI che. baMdhuo ! je vastuo nAzavaMta che, asthAyI che tene meha aMte viSAda mUkI jAya che. jhAMjhavAnA jaLathI kadI tRSA chIpI zakatI nathI, kalapanAnA havAI mahele rahevA mATe kAma AvatA nathI ane svapnAnI sukhaDIthI kadI bhUkha bhAMgatI nathI, tema bhautika padArthomAMthI maLatAM sukhe game teTalA sArA ne sahAmaNA lAgatA hoya paNa tenAthI kadI paNa zAzvata sukha ke AnaMda jIvane maLavAnuM nathI. ema samajIne mAyA ane mamatAnA baMdhane teDIne bhavarAzIne bhUkako karavAnI bhAvanA bhAve. manuSyanI jevI bhAvanA hoya tevuM phaLa maLe che sArI bhAvanA hoya te sAruM phaLa maLe che ne kharAba bhAvanA hoya to kharAba phaLa maLe che. sArA ke kharAba dareka kAryane AdhAra manuSyanI bhAvanA upara rahelo che. A pavitra paryuSaNanA divasomAM ApaNe kevI bhAvanA bhAvavAnI che, e tame AjanA vyAkhyAnanA viSaya uparathI samajI gayA ne? bhAvanA bhavanAzinI eTale bhavane nAza thAya ane mekSa maLe evI bhAvanA hevI joIe. bhavane nAza kaI bhAvanA karAve? nATaka sinemA jevAnI bhAvanA, reDiye sAMbhaLavAnI bhAvanA, khAvApIvAnI bhAvanA, sArA vastrAlaMkAre paheravAnI bhAvanA, lAkhapati ke karoDapati banavAnI bhAvanA? be mULacaMdabhAI! tame Ane javAba ApavAnA nathI paNa yAda rAkhe ke A saMsAranI bhAvanA bhavane nAza nahi karAve, paNa kaI bhAvanA bhavane nAza karAvanArI che? he bhagavAna! huM AraMbha samAraMbhane tyAga karI moha, mAyA ane mamatAnA baMdhane teDIne huM sAdhu kayAre banIza? sAdhu banyA pachI tapa, jJAna-dhyAnAdinI ugra sAdhanA karI karmone khapAvIne jyAre kevaLajJAna pAmIza. AvI bhAvanA bhavano nAza kare che. tame mAMgalika pachI ele che ne bhAve bhAvanA bhAvIe, bhAve dIje dAna, bhAve dhama ArAdhIe, bhAve kevaLajJAna. darekamAM pahelA bhAva zabda Avyo che eTale saheje samajI zakAya che ke dareka kAryamAM bhAvanAnuM mahatva vizeSa che. bhAvanA vinA keI kArya thatuM nathI. dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAva e cAra prakArane dharma batAvyA che, paNa bhAvanA e dAna, zIyaLa, ane tapanI janetA che, kAraNa ke tame vicAra karyo haze ke paryuSaNa parvanA divase Ave che te mAre yathAzakti dAna karavuM che. A vicAra e zuM che? bhAvanA pachI amala thAya che. manamAM bhAvanA thAya ke anAdikALathI jIva saMsAranI viSayavAsanAne gulAma banela che. jIve ghaNAM bhega bhegavyA. have e choDavA jevA che. maithunasaMjJAnA sAmrAjyane haTAvIne

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zAradA suvAsa brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karuM evI pahelI bhAvanA jAge che pachI brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra kare che. tapa karatAM pahelAM paNa aMtaramAM bhAvanA jAge che ke kamene kSaya karavA mATe tapanI jarUra che. paryuSaNa parvamAM sAdhu-sAdhvI, zrAvaka-zrAvikAo tapa kare che te huM paNa karuM, AnuM nAma bhAvanA, eTale pahelA bhAvanA jAge che pachI manuSya ArAdhanA kare che, tethI spaSTa samajAya che ke bhAvanA e dAna, zIyaLa ane tapanI janetA che, mATe tame bhAvanAmAM bharatI lAve. bhAvanAmAM bharatI lA eTale zuM ? tamArA aMtaramAM je dAna, zIyaLa ane tapa karavAnI zubha bhAvanA paDelI che tene tame vega Ape. jyAre dhIme dhIme varasAda varase che tyAre rastA gaMdA ne cIkaNa banI jAya che. kAdava ne kIcaDa vadhe che, paNa jyAre dhodhamAra varasAda varase che tyAre kAdava, kIcaDa badhuM dhoIne rastA sApha karI nAkhe che, tema tamArA aMtaramAM bhAvanAnI bharatI lAve ke karmo baLIne sApha thaI jAya. juo, huM tamane nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. kaSabhadeva bhagavAnanI mAtA marUdevI RSabhadeva bhagavAne dIkSA lIdhA pachI mAre rASabhASabha kahIne jhUratA hatA. ziyALe, unALe ane cemAsAmAM vicAra karatA hatA ke mAre naMda AvI ThaMDI kevI rIte sahana karate haze! ene keTalI garamI lAgatI haze ! comAsAmAM varasAda baMdha na rahe ne gaucarI na maLe tyAre e zuM khAto haze? mAtAne ene naMda keTalo vahAle hoya che ! naMdane mAtA vahAlI hoya ke na hoya paNa mAtAne te ene nada vahAluM hoya che ja. marUdevI mAtA emanA putranI pAchaLa mUratA hatA. eka vakhata rASabhadeva bhagavAna kevaLajJAna thayA pachI padhAryA. e samesaraNa racyuM hatuM. marUdevI mAtA hAthInI aMbADI upara besIne bhagavAnanA darzana karavA AvyA. bhagavAnanI sAme memekha dRSTithI joI rahyA paNa bhagavAne te emanA sAmuM na joyuM, tyAre manamAM sTeja kaluSita bhAva AvI gayA ke ahe! huM mAre RSabhASabha karuM chuM paNa e te mArA sAmuM jotuM nathI, ne mane bolAvate paNa nathI. bIjI ja kSaNe e kApita bhAva badalIne zubha bhAvanAmAM joDAyA ke ahe ! huM A ke kuvicAra karI rahI chuM. e te vItarAga banI gayA che. vItarAga prabhune rAga ke dveSa na hoya. vItarAga prabhune mana to keNa mAtA, keNa pitA ane keNa putra! ene te jagatanA tamAma cha mATe samAna karUNAbhAva che. aho prabhu ! tuM ke ne huM kevI ! rAgazreSane jItI lIdhA ne mArAmAM te haju rAga-dveSa bharelA che. e baMdhana kyAre tUTaze? aMtaranA pazcAtApapUrvaka evI ucca bhAvanAnI zreNIe caDhayA ke hAthInI aMbADIe beThA beThA e uccatama bhAvanAnA baLe karmonA AvaraNa sahaja vAramAM teDI nAkhyA ne kevaLajJAnanI jata pragaTAvIne mekSamAM gayA. juo, bhAvanAmAM keTaluM baLa che ! daDhaprahArI.

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para zAradA suvANa vaMkacUla, cilatIputra vigere narake jAya tevA kUra karmo karatA hatA paNa emanA AyuSyane baMdha paDele nahi eTale kaMIka nimitta maLatAM zubha bhAvanAnA jore bhayaMkara pApanA baMdhane teDIne AtmakalyANa karyuM. tame A purUSanI vAte ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLI gayA che eTale atyAre ene vistAra karatI nathI. baMdhuo! bhAvanA e vyaktinA vyaktitvane mApavAnuM tharmomITara che, kAraNa ke vyakitanI jevI bhAvanA hoya che tevA ja tenA vANI, vartana ane vicAra thaI jAya che. bhAvanAnuM pratibiMba vicAranA svaccha sthAna upara paDe che, ane pachI tyAM bhAvanA bhavanAzinIne sAkSAtkAra thaI jAya che. yAda rAkhajo ke hRdayamAMthI nIkaLelI vAta ja hRdaya sudhI pahoMce che. pANInI TAMkI jeTalI uMcI haze teTalI uMcAI sudhI naLa vATe pANI pahoMcADI zake che. ema je vicAra hRdayamAMthI nIkaLe che te hRdayane sparze che. sadbhAvanA jIvane urdhvagAmI banAve che ne durbhAvanA jIvane adhogAmI banAve che mATe tamArI bhAvanA pavitra ane nirmaLa rAkhaje. je tamArI bhAvanA pavitra ane nirmaLa haze te tamArA mukhamAMthI pANI paNa nirmaLa ane mIThI nIkaLaze, ane bhAvanA malIna haze te vANI paNa karkaza ane kaDavI nIkaLaze. pavitra manuSya tapasvIone tapa karatAM dekhe, dAtArane dAna detAM dekhe te enA manamAM evI bhAvanA jAge che ke dhanya che A tapasvIne ! e AvI mahAna tapa sAdhanA karI karmone kSaya karI rahyA che. dAtAra dAna ApIne parignaDanI mamatA choDe che ne puNya bAMdhe che. mArAmAM te dAna ApavAnI ke tapa karavAnI zakti nathI. huM AvI sAdhanA kayAre karIza? AvI bhAvanA bhAvatAM enI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jAya che. e tapasvInA, dAtAranA guNa gAya che. enI anumodanA kare che, ane zubha bhAvanA dvArA karmo khapAve che. jyAre kaMIka jIve evA hoya che ke kaI tapa kare te kaheze ke are ! mahAsatIjI te kahyA kare paNa ApaNe tapa karI zA mATe zarIra sUkavavuM joIe ? atyAre te khAI pIne AnaMda kare. pite te karI zakyuM nathI paNa je kare che tene aTakAvavA jAya che. AvA ja karmo teDavAne badale karma bAMdhe che. enI bhAvanA duSTa hoya che eTale enI vANI paNa kaDavI hoya che. - baMdhuo ! tamane badhAne sAkara khAvI bahu game che ne ? je sAkara bhAve che te bhASA paNa sAkara jevI mIThI bolaje. atyAra sudhImAM keTalI sAkara khAI gayA ke zarIramAM paNa sAkara vadhI gai, are, sAkara te kyAM sudhI vadhI e jANe che ne ? lehamAM ne pezAbamAM. kema barAbara che ne ? badhe sAkara vadhI paNa belavAmAM mIThAza na AvI. (hasAhasa) malIna vicArethI bhareluM mana AnaMda ApI zakatuM nathI. tame bagIcAmAM jaIne bese te tamAruM dila khuza thaI jAya che ne ? paNa bagIce kene kahevAya ? jyAM

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zArada suvAsa 45. lIluchama ghAsa haya, gulAba, megarA juI vigere phUlanA cheDa hoya, temAMthI khuznamAM pavana AvI rahyo hoya ane jAMbu, mosaMbI, saMtarA, dADama, cIku vigere phUTanA choDa bagIcAnI zobhAmAM abhivRddhi karI rahyA hoya, pANInA kuvArA uDatA hoya, pakSIo mIThA svare kuMjana karatA hoya, evuM vAtAvaNe jyAM hoya tene bagIce kahevAya. tyAM jaIne bese te tamane AnaMda Ave che ne ? paNa jyAM AkaDA, zerIyA ke bAvaLIyAnA jhADa heya tene bagIce kahevAya ? ne tyAM besavAnI majhA paNa na Ave ne ? evI rIte jenA manamAM suvicArene sumane khIlyA hoya emAM zubha bhAvanAnA phuvArA uDatAM hoya evuM mana bagIcA jevuM che ane jyAM kuvicAronA AkaDA ne therIyA ugelA che te mana verAna vana jevuM che. je manamAM sArA ane pavitra vicAro Ave temanI vANI paNa mIThI ane madhurI hoya che ne enuM vartana paNa sAruM hoya che. sArI bhAvanA vartanamAM parivartana lAve che. zubha bhAvanA azubha kamene zubhamAM pheravI zake che. gozAlaka marIne narake javAne hate paNa maravA pahelA be ghaDI bAkI rahI tyAre enI vicAradhArAmAM parivartana thayuM. ahe ! meM bhagavAnanI keTalI avahelanA karI ! huM sarvajJa na hovA chatAM huM sarvajJa chuM meM e apalApa karyo. sarvajJa bhagavAnanI meM keTalI ghera azAtanA karI? emane mArA upara keTale mahAna upakAra che ! pelA tApase mArA upara tejulezyA mUkI tyAre karUNAsAgara bhagavAne zItaLalezyA mUkIne mane bacAve, tyAre meM pApIe te bhagavAna upara tejulezyA mUkI paNa e te sAcA tIrthakara che. emane vezyA bALI zakI nahIM paNa emanA ziSyane . te julezyA mUkIne bALI mUkyA. dhikkAra che mane! be ghaDI pahelAM gozAlakane Ave pazcAtApa thayo. te narakamAM javAne badale bAramA devaleke gayA. juo, A zubha bhAvanAnuM baLa che. A te AtmAnI bhAvanAnI vAta thaI. azubha pudagala zubha bane te bhAvanA kema na bane ? - azubha pugalone paNa prayoganA baLathI zubha karI zakAya che. jJAtAjI sUtramAM ene suMdara nyAya Apyo che. jitazatru rAjA ane tene subuddhipradhAna pharavA mATe gayelA. mArgamAM eka khADI AvI. e khADInuM pANuM evuM gaMdhAtuM hatuM ke mANasanuM mAthuM phATI jAya evI durgadha hatI. rAjAe te nAka ADuM kapaDuM rAkhyuM paNa pradhAna te tatvadaSTivALo hate. jaina dharmI hatuM. eTale e samajatA hatA ke saMsAranA samasta padArtho parivartanazIla che. pratyeka pudgalenuM azubhamAMthI zubhamAM ne zubhamAMthI azubhamAM saMkramaNa thayA kare chemATe mahArAjAne A praga karI batAva joIe. A vicAra karIne pradhAne e gaMdhAtI khADImAMthI - se ghaDA bharIne pANI maMgAvyuM. temAMthI AcharatuM AcharatuM pANI laIne kacare kADhI nAMkhatA se ghaDAmAMthI eka ghaDe pANuM rahyuM. e pAnuM zuddha, svaccha ane zItaLa banAvyuM.

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454 zAradA suvAsa A tA gadhAtI khADInu pachI rAjAne jamavAnu AmaMtraNa Apyu. rAjAe jamIne pANI pIdhu eTale pradhAnane pUchyuM. pradhAnajI ! tame AvuM pANI kayAMthI lAvA che ? A pANI te kAkAkAlA ane phenTA karatAM paNa mIThuM ne zItaLa amRta jevuM lAge che. tame ekalA ja Avu. pANI pIe che ? mane teA kI ApatAM nathI. pradhAne kahyu. sAheba ! pANI che. e Apa pIvA ke na pIvA eTale huM nathI ApatA. rAjAe kahyu pradhAnajI! gadhAtI khADInuM pANI Avu. mane ja nahi. pradhAne najara samakSa prayAga karI khatAvyA tyAre rAjAnA magajamAM vAta utarI ke azubhamAMthI zubha ane zubhamAMrthI azubha mane che. AvA pudgalA paNa jyAre azubhamAMthI zubhamAM pariName che te zuM bhAvanA azubhamAMthI zubha na thAya? jarUra thAya. " bhAvanAnuM bhavya baLa ' - khaMdhue ! zubha bhAvanAmAM mahAna zakti rahelo che. bhAvanAbharI bhaktithI bhagavAna paNa bhaktane AdhIna ane che. zakharInI rAmacadrajI pratye bhAvabharI keTalI bhakti hatI ! enI bhAvanAnA baLathI eka divasa rAmacaMdrajI enI jhuMpaDIe AvyA ne enA eMThA bAra premathI ArogyA. A bhAvanAnuM maLa che. zrIkRSNa ane sudAmAnI mitratA kevI hatI te tamane khabara che ne ? paraspara kevI uccatama bhAvanA hatI. muThThIbhara cAkhA ane te paNa kAcA. tenI keTalI ki Mmata haze ? e jamAnAmAM tA mAtra e paisAnA haze, kAraNa ke e jamAnAmAM AjanA jevI kAramI meAMghavArI na hatI, chatAM e kAcA cAkhAmAM zrIkRSNane kevA svAda Avye hateA ! tamArI dRSTie bhale e cAkhAnI kAMI ja kiMmata na hoya paNa tenu mUlya zrIkRSNane samajAyuM hatu. enI kiMmata khIjA na AMkI zake ane enA svAdanI mIThAza bIjA na mANI zake, kAraNa ke enI pAse evu... maitrIbhayu haiyu... nathI hAtu ke je sudAmAnI mitra bhAvanAne samajI zake. jayAM zuddha bhAvanAnA abhAva hAya che tyAM icchA, tRSNA ane kalpanAnA ghoDA deDavA mAMDe che. pariNAme saMpattinA nAza, aniSTanA sAga, ISTanA viyAga, ane saMskRtine vinAza thatAM bhavanI paraparA vadhI jAya che. jenAthI bhava ghaTe te bhAvanA kahevAya, ane jenAthI bhava vadhe te durbhAvanA kahevAya. bhava vadhatAM duHkha vadhe che ne bhava ghaTatAM sukha vadhe che. anAdi kALathI cAlyuM AvatuM sukha-duHkhanuM cakra sadbhAvanA ane durbhAvanAnuM piraNAma che. AtmavikAsa ke AtmavinAzanI sAthe unnati ane avanatinuM jo kaI kAraNa hAya tA te bhAvanA che. bhAvanA kramamaLane nAza karI saMsAranI para parAne ghaTADanAra mahAna rasAyaNu che, tethI mahAnapurUSo pokAra karIne kahe che ke " bhAvanA bhavanAzinI' zubha bhAvanA bhavaparaMparAnA nAza karanAra che, ane durbhAvanA bhavapara parAne vadhAranAra che. bhavavRddhinuM kAraNa kA~khaMdha che. A ka`ba MdhanI nyUnatA ke adhikatAnA AdhArasya bha ApaNI bhAvanA, ApaNA vicAro, ane ApaNA adhyavasAye ja kAraNabhUta che. pAtAnI aMtagata jevI bhAvanA tevA prakAranuM prAyaH jIvana khanI jAya che.

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zAradA suvAsa jue, bharata cakravartine arisA bhavanamAM kevaLajJAna thayuM hatuM. tame paNa dararoja arisA sAme jue che ne? aDadho kalAka te phakta vALa sarakhA karavAmAM vitAvI de che, ane zuM tamArI AMgaLIe paherelI vIMTI khevAI gaI nahi hoya? are, vIMTI te zuM paNa hAra suddhAM guma thaye haze paNa arisA sAme dehanI nazvaratAne vicAra keTalAne Ave? ane bharata cakravartinI jema arisAbhavanamAM keTalAne kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM? bharata cakravartine arisAbhavanamAM kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM te tame zuM hoTalamAM cA pItAM pItAM ke thIyeTaramAM nATaka sinemA jotAM jotAM kevaLajJAna prApta karaze? emanA dAdImA marUdevI hAthInI aMbADI para kevaLajJAna pAmyA paNa AjanI mAtAo te mane lAge che ke moTaramAM besI, capATInI havA khAtAM khAtAM kevaLajJAna pAmavAnI IcchA rAkhatI haze. kharuM ne? (hasAhasa) tame tamArA aMtarAtmAne pUchI juo ke emane kevaLajJAnanI prApti kevI rIte thaI? ane mAro AtmA kema rajhaLI rahyo che? jarUra aMtaramAMthI avAja Avaze ke A badhuM bhAvanAnuM pariNAma che. jIvana bAga ke banAvaze? - bagIcAmAM puSpa khIle che ne e puSi bAgane suvAsathI bharI de che, tema A mAnavajIvana e eka bagIco che. e bagIcAmAM suvicAranA puSpa khIlavA joIe. jethI jIvanabAga suvAsathI maheMko rahe, zuM A jIvana tame ukaraDo banAvI devA jevuM sastu mAne che? baMdhuo! tamArA mahAna puNyage tamane A suvarNa avasara prApta thayo che. aneka sAdhanenI suMdara taka tamane maLI che ane te paNa mAnava jevA uttama jIvanamAM, pachI te pratyeka zvAsecchavAsamAM bhAvanAne AvirbhAva tha joIe ne? jeTalA pramANamAM bhAvanAne vikAsa thatuM jAya teTalA pramANamAM durbhAvanAne vinAza thatuM jAya che. bagIcAmAM bAvaLIyA na zobhe. tyAM te sugaMdha ane ThaMDaka ApanAra caMdana AdinA vRkSe zobhe tema mAnava jevA uccatama jIvanamAM kAMTALA bAvaLIyA samI durbhAvanA kayAre ya saMbhavI zake nahi. tyAM te paramazAMtinI parimala prasarAvanAra bhAvanAnA sugaMdhI caMdanavRkSe saMbhavI zake. devAnupriye! tame ATaluM gekhI rAkhajo ke ApaNe ahIM daTAvA nathI AvyA paNa addhara uDavA AvyA chIe. AtmA marato nathI, deha mare che, zarIra daTAya che, AtmA kadI daTAtuM nathI. dhULanI tAkAta che ke te AtmAne dATI zake? jenuM mATImAM ja sarjana ane mATImAM ja visarjana thAya che te AtmA nahi paNa deva che. dehane AtmA mAnI le te kevI bhayaMkara bhUla che! ekane mArga agAmI che ne bIjAne mArga udarvagAmI che. mATe A bhavamAM evI bhAvanA bhAve ke bhAvamAM vadhAre bhamavuM paDe nahi, AvA ucca bhAvamAM paNa je heja durbhAvanA AvI jAya che te jIvanI kevI dazA thAya che? ane e ja AtmA jyAre pAche svagharamAM sthita thAya che ne zubha bhAvanA bhAve che te

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para - zAradA suvAsa pharmathI mukta banIne mekSamAM jAya che. ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. paMdaramA tIrthaMkara prabhu zrI dharmanAtha bhagavAnane samayanI A vAta che. eka vakhata dharmanAtha bhagavAna samesaraNamAM besIne dezanA akhalita pravAha vahAvI rahyA hatA. bhagavAnanA samosaraNamAM bAra prakAranI prakhadA beThI hatI. deve, asure, manuSya ane tiryaMce bhagavAnanI amRta jevI mIThI vANI sAMbhaLavA mATe AvIne besI gayA hatA. bhagavAna ardhamAgadhI bhASAmAM dezanA pharamAve che paNa dareka jI bhagavAnanI vANIne pitA potAnI bhASAmAM samajI zake e tIrthakara bhagavAnanI vANIne atizaya hoya che. bhagavAnanI vANImAM evuM sAmarthya hoya che ke eka bIjAnA virodhI prANuo jema ke sarpa ane garUDa, bilADI ane uMdara, siMha ane mRga je ekabIjAne jotAM ja tene pakaDIne mArI nAMkhe che tevA che paNa bhagavAnanA sasaraNamAM jaIne potAnA janmajAta vairane bhUlIne premathI ekabIjAnI sAthe bese che. ahIM badhA ja jIve vaijherane bhUlIne ekAgra citte prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLI rahyA hatA. samosaraNa ThaTha bharAI gayuM che. A vakhate gaNadhara bhagavaMte samaya joIne bhagavaMtane prazna pUchaye bhagavaMta ! ApanA sasaraNamAM ATalA badhA ja beThA che. temAM sauthI pahele mekSamAM keNa jaze? bhagavaMte kahyuM -jue, sAmethI pele uMdara AvI rahyo che e tamArA ne mArA badhAnA pahelA mekSamAM javAnuM che. A sAMbhaLIne gaNadhara bhagavaMte punaH pUchayuM- he prabhu! Apa A zuM bole che? ApanA vacana te trikALa satya ja hoya. emAM mInamekha pharaka na paDe paNa amane Azcarya thAya che ke e uMdara badhAthI pahele mekSamAM jaze? bhagavaMta! AmAM kaMI samajAtuM nathI. baMdhuo ! karmanI sthiti gahana che. e keIthI samajAya tevI nathI. jIva kevI dazAmAMthI kevI dazAmAM mUkAI jAya che ane ene mokSa kevI rIte ne kayAre thAya che e AgamanA uMDA bhedane jJAnI vinA kaI jANI zakatuM nathI. prabhu ! uMdare evI zuM karaNa karI ke je badhAthI pahelI mekSamAM jaze? Apa kRpA karIne uMdaranA bhava jaNAvaze? bhagavaMte kahyuM-hA. e udaranA pUrvabhavanI vAta sAMbhaLavA jevI che. mIThI madhurI ane megha dhvani jevI gaMbhIra vANu bhagavAne prakAzI. he bhavya ! vidha nAmanA parvatanI taLeTImAM vidhyAvAsa nAme nAnakaDo saMniveza che. tyAM mahendra nAme rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. temane tArA nAme rANI hatI ane tArAcaMdra nAme eka putra hatA. eka vakhata koI duzamana rAjA moTuM sainya laIne viMdhyavAsa saMniveza upara caDhI AvyuM. baMne vacce bhayaMkara yuddha thayuM. temAM mahendra rAjA mRtyu pAmyA eTale sainya paNa chinnabhinna thaI gayuM. tArA rANIne A vAtanI khabara paDI eTale te gabharAI

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zArada suvAsa - 4pa7 gaI, paNa hiMmata karIne pitAnA zIyaLanuM rakSaNa karavA ane bALakane bacAvavA mATe te bALakane laIne gupta rIte jaMgalamAM bhAgI gaI. tArAcaMdrane laIne lapAtI chUpAtI cAlatI cAlatI eka divasa bharUca sudhI pahoMcI gaI. A te rAjAnI rANI che paNa karmodaye ene rakhaDatI karI mUkI che. bharUcamAM keI ene oLakhatuM nathI. konA sahAre javuM ? e vicAre rANI ciMtAmAM paDI gaI. udAsIna vadane bharUca zaheramAM praveza karyo. tyAM sAmethI eNe sAdhvIjIone samudAya Avate je. rANI ane putra bajAramAM" - baMdhuo ! sAdhu sAdhvI te badhAnA sagA che. emane keIne pratye rAga ke dveSa hetuM nathI. sukhI ke dukhI, zrImaMta ke garIba badhA ene mana sarakhA che. A rAjarANuM che, mana ciMtAthI vyagra baneluM che. A joIne sAdhvIjIe pUchayuM ke bahena! tuM koNa che? kayAMthI AvI che? ne Ama ciMtAtura kema dekhAya che ? sAdhvIjInA vacana sAMbhaLIne rANIe pitAnI badhI vAta karI. sAdhavajIe khUba gaMbhIra hatA. emaNe kahyuM-bahena! tuM gabharAIza nahi. amArI sAthe cAla. A sAMbhaLIne rANInA AnaMdane pAra na rahyo. e sAdhvIjInI sAthe dharmasthAnakamAM gaI. A samaye bharUcanI jAhojalAlI khUba hatI. sAdhvIjIe saMghanA mukhya gaMbhIra zrAvakone bolAvIne A rANI sabaMdhI vAta jaNAvI. zrAvakee kahyuM- ciMtA nahi. ame emanuM rakSaNa karIzuM, eTale e rANI ane putrane zrAvakane ghera laI gayA. baMne sukhethI zrAvakane ghera rahevA lAgyA. rANI dararoja sAdhavajI pAse AvIne dharmArAdhanA karavA lAgI. sAdhvIjIe paNa ene khUba premathI saMsAranI asAratA samajAvatA hatA. rANInI AtmavicAraNuM" :- gurUdevanA dararejanA sahavAsathI tArAmatI rANInA manamAM thayuM ke A saMsAramAM kayAMya sukha nathI. meM A saMsAramAM sukhanI chAyA joI ane duHkhanA paDachAyA joyA, dareka saMsArI che jyAM ne tyAM sukha zodhavA jAya che paNa kyAMya sthAyI sukha maLatuM nathI. AvuM samajIne rANune vairAgya AvyuM. enA aMtaramAMthI vairAgya rasanA jharaNuM vahevA lAgyA, eTale teNe saMsArano tyAga karIne saMyama mArga svIkAryo. tArAcaMdrakumArane paNa saMsAranI vicitratAnuM bhAna thatAM caudamA bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM sunaMda nAmanA AcArya bhagavaMtanI pAse saMyama lI. caudamAM tIrthakara keNu ? are caudamA bhagavAnanuM nAma belatAM ATalI badhI vAra ! A jagyAe ema pUchuM ke tamArA pAMca dIkarAmAM trIjA naMbaranA dIkarAnuM nAma zuM ? te tarata javAba Apaze. tamArA dIkarAnuM nAma te AvaDe paNa dIkarAnA dIkarAnuM nAma paNa jhaTa belI jaze, ane bhagavAnanuM nAma belatAM ATalI badhI vAra ? (hasAhasa.) keTale vicAra karIne belyA ke "anaMtanAtha bhagavAna," Aja batAve che ke tamane saMsArane eTale rasa che teTalo dharma pratyene nathI paNa yAda rAkho ke saMsAra vArthane bharela che.

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458 zAradA suvAsa A mAtA ane putra ne anaMtanAtha bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM saMyamI jIvanamAM khUba suMdara ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. tArAcaMdra muni yuvAna thatAM atyAra sudhI kAbUmAM rahelI emanA mananI pavitra bhAvanAe eka divasa vAsanAnA hileALAthI vicalita manI gaI. manamAM aneka prakAranA vicAranA taraMgA uchaLavA lAgyA, paNa kaMI khelI zakatA nathI. A duSTa mana mAnavIne kayAre viSaya vAsanAthI malIna banAvI de che te kahI zakAtu nathI. mananI gati ati capaLa che, ane A IndriyAnA gheADA bahu sAhisaka che mATe enA upara khUba kaMTrala rAkhe.. ene jyAM ne tyAM bhamavA na dezo. muninI bhAvanAmAM duSTa vicArAnuM AMdolana" - tArAcaMdra muninuM mana vAsanAnA vaDhALathI malIna banyuM. eka vakhata A tArAcaMdra muni khar3Ara jAya che. vAsanAethI bharelA vicArAnA jhale jhulatA tArAcaMdra muni prakRttinA ekeka ramaNIya drazyone peAtAnI ane khI dRSTithI jotAM jotAM ja MgalanA mArge AgaLa vadhyA. tyAM uMdaranA ToLAne ghaNIuMdaraDIe sAthe gela karatu joyu. uMdaraDAo emanI uMdaraDIe sAthe nAce che kUde che ane ekabIjA premathI mastI karI rahyA che. A joine tArAcaMdrajI muninuM viSayavAsanAthI vidbhavaLa aneluM citta vadhu cakaDoLe caDhayuM, ane manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke ahA ! sAdhupaNAmAM eka ja jagyAe aMdhAi rahevAnuM ! sAdhuonA Adeza sahana karavAnA paNa muktapaNe vicaravA na maLe. sAdhupaNAnI dazA te baMdhane baMdhAyelA hAthI jevI chene piMjaramAM pUrAyelA pakSI jevI che. piMjaramAM pUrAyA pachI pakSI leApAta kare che. jhUre che paNa ene svataMtrapaNe jaMgalanI mAja mANavA maLatI nathI, tema saNAmAM paNa evI ja dazA che. A eka piMjaru ja che ne ? sAdhupaNA karatAM te A uDharatu' jIvana keTalu sudara che! ke nahI' keAI jAtanuM aMdhana ke na kAinI rokaToka ke nahI koInA tAkhAmAM rahevAnuM. svataMtrapaNe saMsAranI meAja mANavAnI. sAdhupaNAmAM te AvI svataMtratAnuM nAma ja nahiM. AvA heta ne pyAra paNa nahi, eTale A udaranu jIvana sAdhupaNA karatAM zreSTha che. ra devAnupriyA : vicAra karo. kayAM sAdhupaNAnu zreSTha jIvana ! ane kayAM tiya ca uMdaranuM jIvana ! paNa aMtaramAM vAsanAnA kacaro bhaLyA eTale uMdaranuM jIvana sAdhupaNA karatAM zreSTha lAgyuM, tArAcaMdra suni ThaMDIla jaIne pAchA pharyAM ane potAnI sAdhupaNAnI ArAdhanA karavA lAgyA. mana malIna banyuM paNa sAdhupaNuM cheTuM nathI, paNa manamAM AvA bhAva AvyA teno AleAcanA karI nahi. manathI bAMdhelA pApanA pariNAma paNa jIvane bhAgavyA vinA chUTake thatA nathI. tArAcaMdra munie sAdhupaNAnI ArAdhanA karavA chatAM mananA azubha pariNAmenA cege pUnA pApanI AlecanA na karI, tethI tyAM kALa karIne AchI saMpattivALA ane alpa AyuSyavALA deva thayA. devAnI cAra jAti che. bhavanapati vANuvyaMtara, jyAtiSI ane vaimAnika, ArAdhaka sAdhu te vaimAnika devamAM ja jAya paNa je

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zAradA suvAsa 459 pApanI AlocanA na kare te virAdhaka thAya che. te vANavyaMtara Adi deva thAya che. devanuM ochAmAM ochuM AyuSya daza hajAra varSanuM hoya che. A tArAcaMdra muni kALadharma pAmIne alpa AyuSyavALA deva thayA. devabhavanuM AyuSya pUrNa karIne pUrve uMdara ane uMdaraDIone kilela karatAM joIne manamAM vicAra karyo hato ne ke sAdhupaNa karatA AvuM jIvana kevuM sAruM! e pApakarmanA yege emane uMdara cenimAM utpanna thavuM paDyuM. bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne sabhA chaka thaI gaI. uMdare paNa pitAnA pUrvabhavanI kahAnI sAMbhaLI. ene khUba pazcAtApa thavA lAge. e pApane pazcAtApa enA aMtaranA oraDAmAM prakAza pAtharI rahyo hato. AMkhamAMthI daDadaDa AMsu vahetA hatAM. azrubhInI AMkhe uMdara enI bhASAmAM prabhune vinavaNI karavA lAge. ahe he karUNasiMdhu bhagavaMta! sAdhupaNAmAM saMyamanI vaphAdArI sAcavI na zake. kuvicAronA vAvAjhoDAmAM jIvana lupta karI beThe. prabhu! have mArA uddhAra mATe kaI mArga khare? uMdaranA praznano javAba ApatA bhagavate kahyuM. he bhadra! karma bAMdhatI vakhate jIve vicAra na karyo. have e karmane vipAka jogavavAne samaya AvyuM che paNa haju bAjI hAthamAM che. sAvadhAna banIne sarva sAvadha vyApArano tyAga eTale ke aNusaNa karIza te bAjI sudharI jaze. bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne uMdare kahyuM. bhagavaMta! mane aNusaNa karAve, AjathI khAvuM-pIvuM badhuM baMdha karIne maunapaNe rahIne mArA AtmAne paramAtmAnA dhyAnamAM sthApana karIne zeSa jIvana sudhArIza. tyAM bhagavAne uMdarane aNu paNa karAvyuM. eTale pitAnA pApane pazcAtApa karate uMdara bhagavAnanA sasaraNamAMthI nIkaLIne pitAnA sthAne gaye. uMdarane gayA ghaNA samaya thaI gayo hato eTale enI uMdaraDIe rAha jotI hatI ke haju kema na AvyA? uMdara paNa paMcendriya che eTale ene paNa manuSyanI mAphaka badhI saMjJAo che, tethI uMdaraDIone ciMtA thavA lAgI. "uMdaranA bhavamAM karelI sAdhanA" dUrathI uMdarane Avate joIne uMdaraDIe kUdavA lAgI ne tenA sAmI jaI premane dhedha vahAvavA lAgI, paNa uMdara te have masta yogI jevo banI gayo hato, eTale AtmadhyAnamAM lIna banIne eka khUNAmAM mauna laIne nIcuM joIne besI gayo. have e snehanA baMdhanamAM phasAvA cAhate na hatuM. enA haiyAnA hejamAM vairAgyanA kuvAre uchaLI rahyA hatA. uMdaraDIee uMdarane manAvavA ghaNI mahenata karI paNa saphaLa na thaI chevaTe uMdara samAdhimAvamAM mRtyu pAmIne mithilA nagarInA mithilA rAjAnI mitrArANInI kukSImAM rAjakumArapaNe utpanna thaze. tyAM tenuM nAma citrakumAra paDaze. tyAM muninA vacana sAMbhaLIne tene jAtismaraNa jJAna thatAM pitAnA pUrvabhave dekhAze ane vicAraze ke aDe! huM sAdhunA bhavamAM kuvAsanAe caDhIne kyAM paTakAI gaye ! mAre uMdara thavuM paDayuM ! tyAM bhagavAna mane maLyA ne sAce mArga batAvyuM. tenA pratApe marIne

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ka zAradA suvAsa. rAjakumAra banyo. tyAM saMtanA vacana sAMbhaLatAM citrakumAra ciMtana karatAM karatAM kSepaka zreNIe caDhatAM bhAva caritra meLavaze ne tarata ja mekSe jaze. A rIte dharmanAtha prabhunA zAsanamAM uMdarane jIva sarva prathama mokSagAmI banaze. baMdhuo ! AvA duSTate sAMbhaLIne tame samaje ke bhAvanAthI bhavane nAza thAya che, ane jIva zivagatine pAme che. e vAta niHzaMka che. zubha bhAvamAM ramaNatA karate jIva karmane kSaya kare che ane azubha bhAvamAM AthaDate jIva karmanA kAdavamAM rIbAI rIbAIne pitAnuM jIvana barabAda kare che, mATe zubha bhAvanAnA sarovaramAM sadA snAna karIne jIvanane pavitra banAvavuM e ja manuSyane mATe zreyakArI che. ApaNe tyAM dAnanI para maMDAI che, bhavyajIe zIyaLanA sAja sajyA che. tapasvIoe tapa karIne malADa sthAnakane tapAvana banAvI dIdhuM che. bA.bra. zobhanAbAI ane bA. bra. harSidAbAIne Aje 18 me upavAsa che. mAnavaMtA benane Aje 46 me upavAsa che. maMjulAbahenane, vairAgI mInAkSIbahenane 26 me che. ghaNAM bhAI-bahene AtmalakSe ugra tapanI sAdhanA karI rahyA che. e te tapa karIne karmanI gaMjIe bALIne sApha karaze. AvA tapasvIone joIne ApaNe paNa AjanA divase zubha bhAvanA bhAvIe ke ApaNe paNa AvA tapa karIne karmone kSaya karI kevaLajJAna pAmIne ApaNe mAnavabhava saphaLa banAvIe. samaya thaI gayuM che. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 49 bhAdaravA suda 1 ne ravivAra tA. 3-9-78 hRdaya parivartana sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI, premanA padadhi, vAtsalyamUrti bhagavaMtee bhavya jInA AtmakalyANane anupama mArga batAvatA samajAvyuM che ke he bhavya jIve ! mAnavabhavanI ekeka kSaNa amUlya che. e hAthamAMthI jaze te pharIne nahi maLe. tame najare dekhe che ne ke A paryuSaNa parvanA traNa traNa divase te jotajotAmAM pasAra thaI gayA ne Aje cothe divasa AvI gayo. A paryuSaNa parva preraNAne pavitra payagAma laIne AvyA che. jemanA punita pagalA thatAM ja mAnavAmAM paDelI anaMta suSupta zaktio ekAeka jAgRta bane che. jIvanamAM kaMI ja nahi karanArA mANase paNa A pAvanakArI parvanI preraNA pAmIne dharmArAdhanA karavA tatpara bane che. sUnA sUnA dekhAtA dharmasthAnake paryuSaNa parvanA pagale dhamadhamI uThe che. Akho divasa pavitra vAtAvaraNa dekhAya che. dharmakriyAonA sumadhura gheSa adhama ene paNa dharmanI navI dizA tarapha

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zAradA suvAsa kheMcI jatA dekhAya che. A divasomAM bALaka, yuvAna ane vRddha darekanA haiyA harSanA hiMDoLe jhUle che. A parvane pavana vAto ja jIvananI kSitija para chavAyelA vairanA ghanaghora vAdaLA vikharAIne vilIna thaI jAya che, ane cAre tarapha avara prema ane maitrInuM khilakhilATabharyuM vAtAvaraNa ubhuM thAya che. mAnava-mAnava vacce, bhAI-bhAI vacce, mitra-mitra vacce tUTelA saMbadhe parvanI padharAmaNuM thatAM saMdhAI jAya che. tUTelA ane veravikhera thaIne kakaDe kakaDA thaI gayelA haiyAne sAMdhanAruM je kaI selyusana A vizvamAM hoya te te A mahAna parva che. vairavirodhanI uMcI divAlane jamInadosta karI devAnI jaMgI tAkAta ApaNAM paryuSaNa parvamAM rahelI che. krodhanA saLagatA dAvAnaLee A mAnavajIvanamAM sajelI anaMta honAratono aMta A parvanI ArAdhanA karyA vinA nahi Ave. mAnavane rAta divasa rAga ane dveSa nAmanA be zatruo herAna parezAna karI rahyA che. A parvane ATha divaso rAga ane dveSa rUpI DaMkhIlA duzmanI sAme bharI baMduke laDI levAnuM ApaNane elAna Ape che. parvane mahimA aMtare rAkhI, taje saMsAranA kAja, saMsAranI A khaTapaTa cheDI, viSaya kapAyanI teDI cAhanA, dAna zIyaLa tapamAM dilane joDI, ArAdhana karavA Ave deDI. dara varSe paryuSaNa parva ApaNu samakSa preraNAnA pIyUSanA pAna karAvavA Ave che ne jAya che paNa ApaNe e tapAsavAnuM che ke ApaNe hatA tyAM tyAM chIe ke jIvanamAM kaMI AgaLa pragati karI che! atiso ApaNuM mukha upara rahelA DAgha nuM darzana karAve che tema AtmA upara rahelA DAghanuM darzana karavA mATe ApaNA aMtarane ja arise banAvIne jevuM paDaze ke mArA AtmA upara krodhAdi kaSAyenA kALA DAghA keTalA che? ApaNA jIvana tarapha daSTi karIzuM te avazya jaNAI Avaze ke ApaNuM jIvana gatizIla che, kriyAzIla che paNa pragatizIla nathI. je pragatizIla baneluM heta te AtmA kayAranoya DAgha vinAne pavitra banI gaye heta. je cakAvAmAM chIe e cakAvAmAM ja pharyA karavuM enuM nAma gati, ane cakrAvAmAMthI chalAMga mArIne je lakSya che te lakSya bhaNI sIdhI deTa mUkavI enuM nAma pragati che. Aje mANase kare che ghaNuM paNa sAMje AtmanirIkSaNa karatAM jovAmAM Avaze te dekhAze ke hatA tyAMnA tyAM ja che, kAraNa ke gati ghaNI che paNa pragati bilakula nathI. ghaNAM mANase dararoja pratikramaNa kare che. keI dararoja nahi karanAra AThamAkhInA divase karatA haze. AThamAkhInA divase nahi karanArAo mAsI pAkhI ne divase paNa karatA haze.

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462 zAradA suvAsa are, cAmAsI pAkhInA divase nahi karanArAo chevaTe saMvatsarInA divase te avazya kare che ane AkhA varSabharamAM karelA pApanA micchAmi dukakaDa daIne pApanI AlocanA karI ane kAle te pAchA evA ja pApa karavA lAgyA. e pApa ane duSkate te eka uDe khADe che. khADAmAM paDele koIkanI sahAyatAthI bahAra nIkaLe ane nikaLatA veMta pharI khADAmAM jhaMpalAve te ene koNa ugArI zake ? baMdhuo ! A jIvanI paNa evI ja paristhiti che. A mahAna parva dara varSe ApaNI samakSa AvIne ApaNe hAtha jhAlI vera virodha ane duzmanAvaTanA durgama khADAmAMthI ApaNane bahAra kADhe che, paNa ApaNe pharI pharIne emAM ja jhaMpalAvIe chIe, jyAMthI nIkaLyA tyAMne tyAM AvIne pharI ubhA rahevuM tenuM nAma te gati che. gatinI gajaba nAgacUDamAMthI jyAM sudhI chalAMga mArIne na chaTakIe tyAM sudhI mahAparva ApaNane pragatinA paMthe kevI rIte caDhAvI zake ? mAnava je gatine mUkIne pragatinA paMthe prayANa Adare te ja A paryuSaNa parva padhAryAnI sArthakatA thAya, ane A parva manuSyane mATe prathama pagathiyuM banI rahe, A paryuSaNa parvanA divasomAM tame ATalI badhI dharmArAdhanA kare che, vyAkhyAna vANI sAMbhaLe che, dAna kare che, ta5-japa Adi ghaNuM kriyA kare che. ATaluM karyA pachI jIvanamAM parivartana avazya thavuM joIe. eka jaDa paththara paNa nadInA pravAhamAM taNAte taNAte geLa-maTeLa banI jAya che te ATalA varSothI dharmakriyAo karanAra manuSyanA jIvanamAM parivartana na AvI zake ? parivartana AvavuM ja joIe. je na Ave te samajI levuM ke ApaNe haju sAco dharma samajyA nathI. Aje vyAkhyAnane viSaya che. "hadaya parivartana" hadaya parivartana eTale zuM? eTale kaMI hArTa badalavAnuM nathI paNa ApaNuM jIvanamAM rahelI duSTa prakRtionuM parivartana karavAnuM che. atyAra sudhI jIva krodhI hato, mAnI hato, mAyAvI hata ne lobhI hate have je samajyA che te krodha, mAna, mAyA, ane lebhAdi dene jIvanamAMthI ochA karavA, ane dAnava vRttimAMthI mAnavavRtti lAvavI. eka zilpI paththaranA TukaDA upara TAMkaNA mArIne tene ghaDIne temAMthI suMdara mUrti banAve che. juo, e paththarane ghaDanAra maLe te paththaranuM parivartana thatAM paththara e paththara rUpe na rahyo, paNa paththaramAMthI pratimAnuM sarjana thayuM, te zuM ApaNa hRdayarUpI paththaranA ApaNe zIpI na banI zakIe ! dhArIe te avazya banI zakIe chIe, paNa haju hRdaya parivartana karavAnI IcchA ja thatI nathI. pachI kayAMthI banI zake ? tamArI jAte tame kaMI na kare te khera, paNa jema pelA paththarane ghaDanAre zIlpI maLI gaye tema tamane paNa sadgurU rUpI zIlpIo maLyA che. e tamane roja vItarAga vacananA TAMkaNA mArIne ghaDavAno prayatna kare che paNa tame gurUne arpaNa thatAM ja nathI pachI tamArA hRdayanuM parivartana kevI rIte thAya? janA sAta sAta khUna karanArA pApImAM pApI arjuna mALIne paNa bhagavAna mahAvIra

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zAradA pAsa svAmI jevA zIlpI maLyA te e pApImAMthI punita banI gaye. te dIkSA laIne rAjagRhI nagarInA ekeka daravAje dhyAna dharIne ubhe rahevA lAgyuM, tyAre leke bolavA lAgyA ke A mArA putrane mAranAre hatyAre che. koI kahe mArI patnIne ane pitAne mAranAra che eTale vaira levA keI lAkaDIne mAra mAre che, keI enA upara paththarane varasAda varasAve che tyAre apUrva kSamA rAkhI, manamAM eka ja vicAra karyo ke meM te emanA sagAnA prANa lIdhA che paNa e mArA prANa te nathI letA ne? A vicAra karI kSamA rAkhIne cha mahinAmAM te karmone kaccaraghANa kADhI nAMkhe. juo, eNe pApa te karyuM paNa pachI bhagavAnanA caraNamAM jIvana arpaNa karyuM te enA hRdayanuM parivartana thayuM. tame enA jevA pApI te nathI ne ? chatAM tamArA hRdayanuM parivartana kema thatuM nathI ? e vAta khUba vicAravA jevI che. atyAra sudhI bhale tame na samajyA paNa have samaje ne vicAra kare. bhagavAnanI vANIne aMtaramAM utArIne hRdayanuM parivartana kare. "sUkAyelA vAtsalyanA vaheNa" -eka mAtAne ekane eka putra hatuM. A saMsAramAM jyAM juo tyAM mAtAone enA saMtAno vahAlA hoya che. mAtAnuM hRdaya saMtAne mATe sadA kuNuM mAkhaNa jevuM hoya che. bALaka bahu herAna kare tyAre mAtA kedamAM AvIne bALakane mAre che paNa bALakane raDate joIne e ja mAtAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jAya che, ane ene bAthamAM laI le che. e mAtAne saMtAna upara prema hoya che, paNa A mAtAne enA putra pratye bilakula prema na hatuM. ene dIkarA dIThe gamato na hate. jyAM AvuM bane tyAM samajI levuM ke A jIne pUrvabhavanA keI vaira haze. samarAditya kevaLInA nava bhavamAM eka bhavamAM sagI mAtA banIne dIkarAnI sAthe kevA vaira lIdhA che e vAta vAMcatAM ApaNuM kALaju kaMpI jAya che. keI bhavamAM mAtA ane putra banIne te kaI bhavamAM putra banIne pitAnI sAthe vairane badale le che. zreNIka rAjAne putra keNuka mAtAnA garbhamAM AvyuM tyArathI pitAnA kALajAnuM mAMsa khAvA uTho hate. kaMsa paNa enI mAtAnA garbhamAMthI ja kaNakanI jema enA pitAnA kALajAnuM mAMsa khAvA mAMgatuM hatuM. tenA kAraNe enA pitAe ene kAMsAnI peTImAM pUrIne nadImAM vahete mUkI dIdho hate. te kAMsAnI piTImAMthI nIkaLe hato tethI tenuM nAma kaMsa pADavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. A jIne enA pitA sAthe pUrvabhavanuM vara hatuM. A mAtAne paNa putra sAthe kaMIka vaira haze eTale chokaro mA...mA karIne mAtAne vaLagI paDavA jAya, kheALAmAM besavA jAya tyAre ene mAra mArIne kADhI mUkatI. ene khAvAnuM paNa ApatI nahi, mA pite dIkarAne ATalA badhe tiraskAra kare tyAre e kayAM jAya ! ghaNI vakhata khUba bhUkhe thAya tyAre bhikhArAnI jema chokare karagarate. bA ! mane bhUkha lAgI che. mane khAvAnuM Apa ne ! tyAre manamAM Ave te thoDuM khAvAnuM Ape ane keIvAra khAvAnuM devAne badale mAra mAratI. AvI A bAluDAnI dazA hatI, chatAM mAtAne tiraskAra veThIne samatAbhAvathI gharamAM raheto.

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644 zAradA suvAsa baMdhuo ! Aje bhUkha veThavI rahela che paNa sagI mAtAne A tiraskAra veTha rahela nathI, paNa A bALakanA jIvanamAM ghaNI kSamA hatI. Aje mAsakhamane tapasvI enA darzana thaze paNa potAnA upara kaI game tevA pastAra pADe chatAM AMkhanA khUNAmAM paNa krodha na Ave evA tapasvInA darzana thavA muzkela che. A chokare enI mAtA ene game tevA vacane kahe, ene mAre te paNa enA pratye kodha karatuM nathI. keIvAra bahArathI gharamAM Ave tyAre enI mAtA kahI detI ke tuM A gharamAM na AvIza. cA jA ahIMthI. mAre tArI jarUra nathI, tyAre zAMtithI kahetA ke bA ! tuM mane Ama kare che paNa huM kyAM jAuM? jo tuM mArI oramAna mAtA hatA te huM bahAra jaIne ema kaheta ke mArI oramAna mAtA che te mane duHkha de che. kadAca mAtA na hatA ane bhAI-bhAbhI hita te paNa ema kahevAta ke A mAtA theDI che? A te bhAbhI che eTale duHkha Ape che, paNa tuM te mArI sagI mAtA che. huM bahAra jaIne keIne vAta karuM te tAru kharAba dekhAya. agara je bALakanA mAtA ke pitA keI na hoya tene kAkA, mAmA keI paNa rAkhe che. paNa tuM te mArI jIvatI ne jAgatI mAtA beThI che ne mane kADhI mUke che te huM kayAM jAuM? mane keNa rAkhe ! bA ! tuM mane AvuM na kara. AvuM nAnakaDo chokare kahetA paNa mAtAnuM hRdaya pIgaLatuM nathI. mitrone AnaMda jotAM bAbunI AMkhamAM AvelA pANa" :- chokarAnuM nAma bAbuM hatuM. e ja nizALe bhaNavA jate. nizALamAM baporanI rIsesa paDe tyAre badhA chokarAo DabbImAM lAvele nAsto kADhIne khAtAM. ke I pesA kAvatA te kaMI ne kaMI vecAtuM khAvAnuM laIne khAtA ane AnaMda killela karatA hatA tyAre A bicAre. bAbu khUNAmAM besIne raDI paDato. koI vakhata enA mitro kahetAM,kema bAbu ! tuM kaMI nathI lAvyo ? tyAre bAbu ema ja kahe ke huM peTa bharIne jamIne AvuM chuM eTale mane bhUkha lAgatI ja nathI, ane mane pahelethI bapore nAsta karavAnI Teva nathI eTale huM kaMI nathI lAvate. game tema teya bALaka che ne ! tethI dilamAM ghaNuM duHkha thAya che paNa mAtAnuM kharAba dekhAya evuM nathI karatA. eka divasa bAbune mitra kahe che bAbu ! Aje tuM sIdhe tAre ghera na jate, pahelA mAre ghera Avaje. bAbue kahyuM-bhAI! mAruM zuM kAma che? mane mAre ghera javA de ne ? paNa enA mitre khUba Agraha karyo eTale ene ghera gayo. mitranA gharanA daravAjAmAM dAkhala thayA tyAM mitranI mAtA deDatI AvI ane enA mitrane uMcakI lIdhe, enA mAthe hAtha pheravavA lAgI ne vahAla karavA lAgI. A joIne bAbune khUba ochuM AvyuM. ahe ! mAre mAtA to che paNa AvA heta maLatA nathI. enI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. A joIne mitranI mAtAe kahyuM. bAbu! tuM zA

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24 zAke ema kahIe,paNu ukalI ane tAjI hIjha heva kurIne kahe che. dIkarA ! phane rahuM, tuM che che? tyAre brANI uddha%i be isa , ke bA Ave to prema sAra; jiMdagImAM pahelI vakhata ja dIkarADa pADe chedachane rahI kA AvA kema huM meM Aje ja sAMbhaLyA, AluM cheladj krie hara burAI syuM tyAre milAe tene chAne rAkhIne khuba pUchyuM ke dIka maw hA kaNane aMdarakhAne kaMIka dama che huM suIne kiDuM banaze te vAgha . dUra karavA prayatna karIza? tethI bAbue mitranI mAtAne badhI vAta karI ke mAtA mA pApakarmane udaya che eTale mArI mAtAne mArA pratye bilakula prema nathI. mArI mAtA aAzIvAzizInAM chokarAone pitAnA gharamAM lAvIne ramADe che, jamADe che je heta kare che. ke zuM- pitAnA ekane eka dIkarIne tiraskAra kare kharI? emAM eno ke mAre kema che. kAmakaMDa bumI AvI samajaNa ane enA mitranIti bi"Azcartha tharyuM ke zuM A bALakanI samajaNa che! enA mAthe hAtha mUkIne kAra rASTra kimi karIzahuM tArI mAtA je chuM ema samajIne ahIM ja 9 15 vbAbune eNmaAkarSavA mitramAtAe karelA bahenapaNamAM mitranI to zizunIkhUdayA evI hevI nipura mA che game te rIte mAre che ane bibunahuDa eDavuM ema saMmajIne eNe bAbunI mAtA sAthe bahenapaNI badhI ene ghera jAye, bese vAta kare che AnaMda kare che. A mitranI mAtA saMjIne kaTTara sarjanane"saMga kevuM parivartana lace che! lIMbunA jhADa sAthe saMtera-kaDa covavAmAM maLe che 'bulabuTIne saMta banI jAye che. lIMbuno rasa ekalo paze 0iaa lAgaze. enAthI dAMta khAI jAya paNa je emAM zaiDI sAkara nAkhe te lIbuMne mATe miThera banI jAya che. meM ene zuM kahe che? lIMbunA rasamAM sAkara nAkhI siMhe hAllata banI jAyane? zakhata te madhura lAge ne? tame tene zeheze jAo , jINanA mANasamAM je sAkara bhaLI te mIThuM zarabata banImuM, te je maya sajajana saMga kare te enA hudanuM parivartana na thAya ? jarUra zAya ! ! !Fwme if , t bIe muMbAkare praDhatna:-bAbunI mAtAne sajana sakhI ma. ke pazcivarSa bAbunI mAtAne enI sakhI kahe che ke nATaka sarasa AvyuM che. cAlane ApaNe e baMne vacce khUba bahenapaNI jAmI gayA hatA eTale kahe che bhale, hunASTaka mATe bhAvIza. bAkamAM kevA pAtra che ne nATakanI zuM kAkAnI che te AbunAmistrIpala pAtI hatI tethI ja ene nATaka jevA laI gaI. nATakamAMeka kaNadagdha aMta eka mAnA prathArImAM sUtI che. sUtI sUtIenA vahAlaseyA bAbAne mAthe hAtha phaphayarsa raDatI hatI; ane ghAbAmA kapura sAmuM nIrakhI nIrakhIne jotI kahe che te thaje, hoMziyAra thaje ne pUba brAhakane meM tane je je hitazikhAmaMthi che jene zA. su. 30 6

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vet cAraNa supAsa stI bhUlIza nahi. hAM....beTA ! A rIte kahe che tyAre bAbA kahe che mammI ! tuM mane koI divasa AvuM nathI kahetI ne Aje Ama zA mATe kahe che ! tu' kaMi bahAragAma javAnI che ! ke mAmAne ghera javAnI che ke tu mane ATalI badhI bhalAmaNa kare che? huM' te tArI sAthe ja AvIza. huM tane ekalI kayAMya javA nahi dauM. ema kahIne enI mAtAne kADhe vaLagI paDace. A khAkhAnA khApujI dukAnethI ghera jamavA mATe AvyA hatA paNa mAtA ane putra vacce thatI vAtacIta mahArathI sAMbhaLI gayA, eTale patnIne kahe che tuM A zu khelI rahI che ? ane A mAmAne zenI bhalAmaNa kare che ? patnIe kahyu-nAtha ! huM... have tamArA gharamAMthI eka be divasamAM kAyamane mATe vidAya lauM chu, tethI khAkhAne dvitazikhAmaNa ApatI hatI. enA patie kahyuM.-tu A zuM Ale che ! nAtha! satya kahu... chuM. A jiMdagInA zuM bharoso che ! saune vahelA ke meADA eka divasa avazya javAnu che. mane enA koI aphsosa nathI paNa nAtha ! Apane eka bhalAmaNa karu` chuM ke A mArA lAla vIsa varSanA thAya tyAM sudhI tame enI kharAkhara khabara lejo. ene duHkha na paDe tenuM kharAkhara dhyAna rAkhajo, kAraNa ke A saMsAramAM te svArthanI sagAi che. mAtA gayA pachI khALakanI kAi khakhara letuM nathI. mA tyAM sudhI mAsALa ane kAkA tyAM sudhI kuTuMba che. mATe tame kharAkhara dhyAna rAkho. khAInA pati kahe che paNa tuM A zuM khele che ? zuM tane khakhara che ke tAre javAnu che ? nAtha ! satya kahuM chuM. mArI vAta upara vizvAsa rAkhA, khIje ja divase khAI maraNa pAmI. chekarA ane enA pati kALA kalpAMta kare che. mAMDa mAMDa agnisa'skAra karavA laI gayA. mAtA gaI ne dIkarAnA heta ne lADa gayA, chekarI mammI mammI karatA baMdha rahetA nathI. AATha divasa thayA paNa cheAkarA tA khAtA nathI, dUdha paNa pItA nathI, hADapi jara jevA thaI gayA. badhA mAmAne khUba samajAve che ke beTA ! tu khAI le, dudha pI le, tyAre khAkhe te kahe che ke mane mammI lAvI Ape te ja huM khAiza. have enI mammI tA svagethI pAchI AvavAnI nathI. okarAnA bApa ne emanA sagAvahAlA kahe che ke bhAI ! tu' khIjI vakhata lagna kara tA chekarAne mammI maLe. enA bApane pharI lagna karavAnI IcchA na hatI paNa khAme mammInI haTha cheDatA nathI eTale lagna karavA paDayA. navI paraNIne AvI eTale chekarI kahe che ke pappA ! A kANu che ? te kahe e tArI mammI che, huM mammI che! ema kahIne mammIne vaLagI paDI. navI AvanArI sArI hatI. e khAkhAne joIne vicAravA lAgI ke khALaka premanA keTalA bhUkhyA hoya che ! eNe mAmAne khAthamAM laI lIdheA ne tene hetathI mADayA. khAvApIvAmAM jema sagI mAtA dhyAna rAkhe tema khAkhAnuM dhyAna rAkhavA lAgI, tyAre khAkhAnA manamAM thayuM ke hAza....mane mArI mammI maLI gaI. badhA Ana 6thI rahevA lAgyA, pazu A duniyAmAM koInuM sukha koIthI sahana thatuM nathI,

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to zAdI suvAsa navI mammIne saMga kharAma maLyA. enI sakhIo kahevA lAgI ke A tArA dIkarA kyAM che ke tu ATalA badhA lADa laDAve che ! haju tA paraNIne hAlI AvI ane mA thaIne esI gaI. chekarAne ATale badhA mAthe caDhAvavAnA na hAya. A rIte rAja caDhavaNI thavA lAgI. tame jANA che ne ke dUdha ane pAtra ane sArA hAya paNa lIMbunu TIpu Sake tA zuM thAya ? phATI jAya che, tema A pAtra sAru hatu. paNa aMdara kusaMga rUpI TIpu paDyuM. eTale dUdha phATI gayuM. have khAkhA uparathI navI mammIne prema AchA thavA lAgyA, paNa mAmA tA DhADIne enA kheALAmAM besavA AvatA tyAre mammI ema kahetI ke khabaradAra ! tu mane mammI kahe tA ! mane mammI kahIza nahIM. mane aTakIza nahi, mAmA kahe ke mammI ! have tuM mane Ama zA mATe kare che! mAre mammI joItI hatI, eTale tA mArA pappA tane lAvyA che. tyAM te mammI ene mAravA lAgI. dhIme dhIme khAvApIvAmAM du:kha devA lAgI eTale khALaka jhUravA lAgyA. have ene enI mammI yAda AvI. ene thayuM ke huM mammIne patra lakhu. patranA paracA H- eka divasa navI mammI bahAra gaI hatI tyAre khAkhAe enA pappAnA TebalamAMthI eka pAsTakArDa kADhayuM. temAM lakhyu ke huM mArI vahAlI mammI ! tane bhagavAnane ghera gayA eka varSa thaI gayuM. tane bhagavAnanuM ghara khahu gamI gayu che ke pharIne pAchI AvatI ja nathI ? tArA vahAle mAmA tane yAda nathI AvatA ? tArA gayA pachI navI mammI AvI che. e mane bahu sAcave che paNa mane tArA vinA gamatuM nathI. mATe tuM have jaldI Avaje. lI, tArA che|rU. ATalu' lakhyuM tyAM mammI sAheba dhamadhamATa karatA AvyA, tethI chekarAe Darano mAryo kAgaLa khissAmAM mUkI dIdhA. ene khissAmAM kAgaLa mUkatA joine kahe che te... zuM cArI lIdhuM che ? tAva. A kahe che mammI ! meM kaMI nathI lIdhuM. teA khissAmAM zuM mUkayu ? ema kahIne lAphA mAryAM eTale bALAe kAgaLa kADhIne ApyA. navI mammIe kAgaLa vAMcyA. mAmAno kAgaLa vAMcatA enuM haiyu hacamacI gayuM. ahA ! khALaka keTaleA nirdoSa che ! hu tA ene mArakUTa karu chuM, pUru khAvA detI nathI chatAM lakhyuM che ke mArI mammI mane khUba sAcave che. meM pArakA saMge caDhIne bAbAne keTaluM kaSTa Apyu ! Ama vicAra karatI bebhAna thaIne paDI gaI. " mAtAnA hRdayanuM thayelu* pavitana ':- mammI bebhAna banI gai eTale khAkhe vadhu gabharAyA. enI mammIne kahe che mammI ! have huM kAgaLa nahIM lakhuM. tuM beThI thaI jA, ema kahIne pavana nAMkhavA lAgyA. ThaMDu pANI chAMTayuM eTale mammI bhAnamAM AvI ne beThI thaI. bAbAne khoLAmAM laine bheTI paDIne kahyuM-beTA ! meM tane bahu duHkha ApyuM che. have huM tane kadI nahi mAruM ho.... tu mArAthI DarIza nahi. ema kahIne khUba ramADayA ane mAtrA paNa hetathI mammIne vaLagI paDayA. nATakamAM AvuM dRzya joyu tyAre mAtrunI mAtA vicAra karavA lAgI ke aho! A

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Re 19141) karatA enA dIkarAne ke kheta che kevA lADalAve che tyA paNa dIkarA che ja ne ! BhuM keTalI ka! navA divasamAM sArA phIkarA ! eTaluM grU me pagathIyAMthI padhikAra che; mane ke henapaNInI sAthe nATaka joIne khAbunI mAtAnA 154nuM vinA thayuM have tAjI ghera jaine khaNune bheTI paDa ane hetathI kamADuM. hAsika kathatAM. ghera AvI tyAre bAbu vadhI game te ene mAtA e DhoLIne jagA ALane kaiTa meTara tArI mAtA AvI kayAMsudhI UMdhIza ! Flavo EURAthI kAmeLa banelI mAtA" A zabdo sAMbhaLIne khokhuM kaI navI duniyAmAM Avye Aiya evuM tene lAgyuM. jijjaDImAM mA mAtAnA muLethI eka A > pahelI vakhata sAMbhaThyA, ane mAtA peAtAnI pAse AvIne gADe e paNu navu DI bI pI enI mAtAne bheTI paDayA, tyAre mAtAnI AMkhamAM junA khAMsu svabhASIyA meM zuM beTApe e ahvAra sudhI tane ghaNuka ApyuM tuM premathI sArI pAse AvatA tyAre huM tane dhakako mArIne kADhI mUkatI. hu mAtA khanIne tArA aMtye devI manI gaI hatI. bApue kahyuM bA have tuM DIza nahi atyAra sudhI mArA kara * #ahe ujaya hatA emAM tArA koSa nathI. dekha mArA kamane che. have tu mArI mAM ja rahevAnI che A rIte bAbunI mAtAnu kaphora hRdaya komaLa anI gayuM, tenA hayana parvata na thaI gayuM, ane mAtA putra mAna tathI rahevA lAgyA. is bdvAnupriyA 10%nanA saMganuM rAmadevu suMdara AvyuM ! AbunA mitranI tA sanAtI. tenA sage, enuM hRdya parina pAmyu. bAbune mAtA maLI ane mAtAne subhainye meM jIvana pratyenI gayuM. A dRSTAMtamAM mAtA ane putranA hetanI vAta che. mAM munna pratye harakhanI gaI hatI. tenA hradrayanu parivartana thayu. have AtAnA eka ! h .. 1916 nathI purrAnAzya kevI rIte parivartana thayuM te viSe khIjuM eka nAnakaDuM khAMta mA~ sAMbhaLaue is Mda . jIe zrImaMta Di zakaNIne eka putra hatA. A putra moTo thatAM tene eka zrImaMta zrInI putrI sAthe paraNAvyA. pitAjI khUba zrImata hatA eTale cheAkaro mejaro khamAM khUba siAAiparatAM, sarakavAyA dIkarA hatA, eTale mA mApa mA-bApa ene zakatA na hatA. 13mIkAnA lagana pachI ela prada enA pitAjInu mavasAna thayuM, tethI gharanA tamAma nA thaivAnI saMpUrNa javAdArI zeThANInA mAthe AvI paDI, ekanA eka putra Sydhana sAme cIne dha rAdi vyasattAne bhegamanI gayA hu paNa enI dAstrIne pAmara nA hatI ke prati AvA vyasanI banI ceA che. zvasananA jhulAma anele kokIna mAtAnI sainInI paNa rakAsa karatA na hatA. kanyA ghaNI sajjArI hatI e paraNIne karI kamAlI jyArathI enu jIvana te ekalavAyu ja hatu. mAche, dArU, 1

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cArAvA 44 vahI vezyAnamana vigeremasane mAM eTale badhe masta rahetA ke e mAtra jamavA mATe phi Ala kathArika AvA paNa Athata nahune, ane mAtra sA madharAte pachI ne patnI sAthe koI vAtacIta paNa karatA na hatA, chatAM patnI enA patine kaI khrastI na hatI ke bIjA koI ne A vAtanI apaNuM AvavA dIdhI nahi paNa pezianA patinI citAmAM ne citAmAM divase divase sUkAvA lAgI, paracIne sAsarA AvIyA enA je rUpa ane teja hatA te divase divase amArDana lAgyA ne zarIra paNa sthUkAme chAyu : He CCC 1 ) ** " mAtAnA heta ApatI sAsu " - putravadhunI AvI dara joIne sAme 15 pUchyu DhIkarI! tAruM mukha karamAi kema gayuM che? zuM tane ahIM koI vAtanAma che tyAre vahue kahyuM mAtAjI Apa eThA mane zuM duHkha hoya? ApanuM vAtsalya ane prema che temAM du:kha zuM tenI mane khabara nathI. sAsue kahyu beTA tuM mArAthI chapAve che ? tAre mArI zarama rAkhavAnI jarUra nathI. tuM jarApaNa saMkAca rAkhyA vinA mane ha tArI sakhI mAnIne je duHkha dAya te mane kahe, mArA putra taraphathI te koI asa tASa 1. } ke kahyuM -meTA ma & s mArAthI 3211; G E kha" nathI te"! sAsunA zabdo sAMbhaLI putravadhUnI okhamAM suM AvI gaya AMsu AvI gayA. sAsue "je hoya te temane kahI che. A tArA mukhe sAme mane khuzIthI kahe. vivekI vahu kaheta koi phariyAda nathI, paNa e dIkarI divA mAM saha bArathI pAMca, paNuM BR g ma tA he * TH patnIne tu raDIza nahi. je jovAtu nathI. mArA putranI je phariyAda'"hoya te tu A e sApa jevA che. emanI sAme mArI khIruM roja madharAte Ave che ne AvIne dhAMgInI jema sUI jAya che. nA na karIza. bhArata" mArA loko para AvI tyAre mUkhAiza nahi. zeThANI pAtAnA dhAmamA zadharmamAM tA sUtA jAgatA hatAM, emane hu TUMka AvelA nahetI. zatra be vAgyA pachI dIkarAe bAraNAM khakhaDAvyo. khaLuMDaya tyAM khara khulI jatuM paNa Aje khulatu nathI, tethI samanyo AvI gai haeNza. ema mAnIne jorathI bAraNu khakhaDAvyuM. eTale bAraNuM kholyuM 15 mAnA vacane dIkarAnA badalAyelA jIvananA raMgaputra, gharamAM maga sUkavA jAya che, tyAM mAtA beI dIkarA! ghera AvavAnA hai Asamaya che. soLasane huM mAtAjI tame che? ATaluM khelatAM putranI AMkhe heja pahoLI thaI gaI ane mitratha tAI gayA. mAtAe kahyu hA, dIkarA huM tArI janetA AvelI meDI tenu Ave te zuM tArA mATe rAja amAre jAgatA tA raheva jyAM mArI paDe # tyAM jaIne raheje. Aje A gharanA bAraNA tArA mATe le mAsa letI mAjIe ko premabharyAM gussAmAM khArA~ baMdha karI dIdhA. putra vicAramAM paDI gayuM. ke musAs kahe che. patnI kayAM sudhI jAgatI rahe ? pazu Aje teA khuda mAtAjIe ja sAkara ane karI dIdhuM. have mAre emanI aAjJAnu pAlana karavuM joI e, eTale dIkaro tyAMthI pAchA pharyAM, 2 183 #ra pakSa se

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zAradA suvAsa nagaramAM badhe pharyo paNa koI gharanA bAraNA khullA na hatA. badhe baMdha hatA. dArUnuM pIvuM, vezyAnA gharanA daravAjA badhuM baMdha hatuM. have kyAM javuM? chevaTe pharate pharate eka na upAzraya pAse AvyuM. tyAM joyuM te bAraNuM khullA hatA. aMdara praveza karIne joyuM te AcArya mahArAja dhyAnamAM beThA hatA. temanA caraNamAM mUkI paDe. AcAryazrIe dhyAna pALIne pUchayuM-bhAI ! tuM koNa che ? ane madharAte ahIM kema Avyo che? tyAre teNe kahyuM. mArI mAtAe jyAM bAraNA khulA hoya tyAM jA, ema kahela. tethI ahIM bAraNA khulalA hevAthI rahevA mATe Ave che. mahArAje kahyuM-mahAnubhAva ! ahIM rahevA mATe te tAra saMsAra choDIne amArA jevA sAdhu banavuM paDaze. A chokarAe kahyuM-gurUdeva ! bhale, mane rIkSA Ape. huM sAdhu thaI jaIza. AcArya mahArAje kahyuM-bhAI ! ame te jaina sAdhu chIe. tArA mAtA pitAnI saMmati vinA dIkSA na ApI zakIe. Ama kahIne AcArya bhagavaMte ene dharmane upadeza Ape ne saMsAranuM svarUpa samajAvyuM ke sAdhu dharma paNa samajAvyuM, pravajyAnA paMthe prayANu" :- savAra paDatAM e te ghera upaDaye ne mAtAjInA caraNamAM praNAma karIne kahyuM- he mAtA ! mane dIkSA levAnI AjJA Ape te huM jaladI dIkSA lauM. putranA vacane sAMbhaLI mAtA camakI uThayA ne patnIne paNa khUba AghAta lAge. mAtA ane patnIe saMsAramAM rokAvA mATe tene khUba samajAvyuM. sAdhupaNAmAM tane kevI kevI muzkelIo Avaze te vAta samajAvI paNa have putra saMsAramAM rahI zake tema na hatuM. eNe kahyuM-mAtAjI ! mAre nirNaya aphara che. Ape mane premabharyA gussAthI kahyuM ke jyAM bAraNA khullA hoya tyAM jaIne rahe. Ama kahIne Aje Ape mArI AMkhe khelI dIdhI che. have mane navIna jIvana daSTi maLI che. dArU Adi vyasanathI bhareluM jIvana badalavAne meM nizcaya karyo che. Apa mane premathI rajA Ape jethI huM mArA AtmAnuM kalyANa karI zakuM. chevaTe mAtAe AjJA ApI ane dIkarAe dIkSA lIdhI. gaI kAlane dArUDiye Aje sAdhu banI gaye. A sAdhu keNu hatA te tame jANe cho ? upadezamAlAnI bAlAvabodhinI vRtinA racayitA ane upamiti bhavaprapaMca kathAnA samartha yejaka zrI siddharSi gaNI banyA. baMdhuo ! mAtAnA eka ja zabdathI putranA hRdayamAM keTaluM badhuM parivartana AvI gayuM ne sAdhu banI gayA. hRdaya-parivartana mATe aneka dAkhalA jainadarzanamAM che, paNa Aje te paryuSaNa parvane ravivArane pavitra dina che. mAnavamedanI khUba bharANuM che. saMghanA kAryakartAone paNa samaya ApavAne che. samaya thaI gayuM che. vadhu bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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vyAkhyAna naM 57 bhAdaravA suda 2 ne semavAra "mahAvIra jayaMti" tA. 4-9-78 "janme rAjadulAre" sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanA e jiMdagIne amUlya lhAve che. Aje paryuSaNa parvanA pAMcamA divasanuM senerI prabhAta ugyuM che jIvanamAM chavAyelA aghera aMdhakAra ane kaSAyanI gIca jhADI vacce paNa mekSamArganI pagadaMDI batAvI enA para caDhAvI devAnI tAkAta A tejasvI parva dharAve che. AbhanI aTArIe TamaTamatA tArAonI saMkhyAne kaI pAra nathI. e TamaTamatA tAralA paNa pRthvI para emane prakAza te pAthare che chatAM emanA nAmaThAma jANavAnI keIne jijJAsA hotI nathI, paNa e AbhanI aTArIe ugate tejasvI sUrya che te eka, paNa jagata AkhuM ene jANe che. nAnA bALakathI laIne vRddha sudhIne keIe mAnava nahi hoya ke je enuM nAma jANute na heya, kAraNa ke enA vinA jagatamAM sarvatra aMdhakAra vyApI jAya che. hajAra ke lAkha pAvaranA leba paNa sUryanA eka kiraNanA prakAzanI AgaLa sAva jhAMkhA ne nisteja banI jAya che. je mAtra eka divasa sUrya na uge te duniyA kevI aMdhakAramaya banI jAya, cAre bAju aMdhAdhUdhI phelAI jAya, tethI sUrya AkAzamAM pitAnuM eka chatrI sAmrAjya jamAvI zakyA che. A rIte paryuSaNa mahAparva paNa panA hajAre TamaTamatA tArAo vacce ekahaththu sAmrAjya ane sattA bhegavanAruM prakAzamaya patuM parva che. A mahAparva ApaNA jIvananA aMdhakAra ulecavA prativarSe ApaNI pAse Ave che ne jAya che. sUrya te 360 divasa ugIne Athame che, chatAM e asta thatAMnI sAthe ene prakAza paNa enI sAthe cAlyA jAya che. eka rAta paNa enA prakAzanI asara pRthvI para dekhAtI nathI, tyAre A mahAparva 360 divasamAM mAtra ekavAra Ave che chatAM enI preraNA jhIlanArane ene prakAza 360 divasa maLyA kare che. ahiMsA ane maitrI e A parvanI eka mahAnamAM mahAna bheTa che. Atmavat sarvabhUteSu" ne mudrAlekha jIvananI divAle ketarI bIjAnA sukhe sukhI ane bIjAnA duHkhe duHkhI thaI enA duHkha dUra karavAnA prayatna karavAnuM A mahAparvanuM elAna che. Aje mahAvIra prabhune janma vAMcavAne maMgalakArI dina che. Atma svabhAvanI mRti karAvavA mATe jJAnIoe ApaNA mATe ATha divasane kAryakrama ghaDe che. A AThe ATha divase ApaNane ApaNA svabhAvanI yAda karAve che. ApaNe AtmA svarUpe niSkaSAya che. temAM kSamA Adi anaMtA guNe paDyA che, paNa te badhA ApaNI avaLI prakRtinA kAraNe dabAI gayA che. prabhue samajAvyuM ke he AtmA! krodhAdi bhAve tArA pitAnA nathI paNa tArA zatruo che, mATe tenAthI pAchA haThAne tArA jamAdi bhAve tarapha

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daSTi kara. AtmAnA guNone samajIne te kSemAdi guNa tAre mitra banAva. sAthe e paNa viyara ke ? jIva ! tAre pitAne svabhAva aNahArI hari vinasikona sudhI jIvavAnI tAkAta dharAvavAno chavane svabhAva che AhAranI jarUriyAtanA kAraNe jIva ane mArA pApakarmonuM AcaraNa karI rahyo che. temAM paNa je AhAramAM sukhabuddhi mAne che. eNe te AtmAnA guNene dATa vALI nAMkhe che. AhAra saMjJAnA prabhAve jIva aneka prakAranI vihmaNa bhogavI rahyo che. ahAranI IcchArUpa roganA vikAsane sAra3 ne e kahe che ke A divasamAM thAya teTale tapa karIne ApaNA AtmAnA aNuhArI subhASa yAda karo AhAsaMsAne teDavA mATe tapa che. tapa karatAM vicAra, kapha ke huM mArA mATe svabhAva tarapha jaI rahyo chuM. te tapa kaThIna nahi lAge, paNa AtmA samAdhibhAvamAMjhona ane AtmAnA aNAhArI svabhAvane pedA karavAmAM madadagAra addabhuta sarakAre paDazeA pavitra paryuSaNa parva ApaNane e samajAve che ke tuM AtmA cheanaMta kti , ane jJAnane mAlika che. jemAM te sukha mAnyuM che eTale tuM tene bhUlI gaNe cheAje ApaNe jemanA janmadina vAMcavAnuM che. te ApaNAM bhagavAna mahAvIra deva 5Na eka vakhata arUNa jevA ja hatA paNa emaNe e atmavarUpane pragaTa karavA gheru pUriDa-phUpatI , paNa na karI paNa sAmethI AmaMtraNa ApyuM ke Ave, huM tamAre badhAne sada karavA taiyAra cheHkha denArane potAnA upakAra mAnya kaThora tapa ane samajha pAlana karyuM tenA prabhAve Aje teo svabhAvano svAmI banI gayA. jethI ApaNe temane varSabharamAM traNa traNa vakhata yAda karIe chIe. ' , ' ! ; ; . !!* 2 y' : ApaNuM AtmA che te atyAra sudhI jaDamAM ja lAbha che ane enuM ja bahumAna tI karmone majabUta banAvyA. A parvanA divasomAM ApaNe rAga-dveSa ane mane mAMdA paDI karmonI jaDane mULamAMthI ukhADI na ne jIra purUSArtha karavAnuM che. bhagavAne prabaLa purUSArtha karIne karmazatru mULamAMthI mana samajI tene mULamAMthI ukheDayA vinA mokSa nahi. gADI Ne E meLavI zakIe. mATe e jartha kare ke jo mane 'A uttama mAnavabhava maLe che, : : ", Jv - Ys JBott aliss 11 tArA bhUkakA belADyAM vinA rahevAne nathI. jyAM sudhI huM tane na haTAvuM tyAM sudhI mAre tArI sAthe karI che.* * *** wwhe?! kema ApaNe varUpane choDanAra che. ane kALAkAe paNa ravAne bagADyuM che tenA kAraNe ApaNe saMsAra bheTakIe chIe. ApaNe sArI kerala re joIto nathI. eka je vicAra kare che. have kadI mAM joIe che aSA hiMmAza nA magajamAM barAbara samajAya che. tame abhivI banI jaze vAlajITale ema rUpanA jJAtA, "amane bi che letA sva"i e saspaSTa che. lekina varUpane samajanArma hApha tathA" bahi prakAra : B : ? : karyuM che. rAga-dveSa ane meM JI kaMI jaI ' ', - 1 -: AisI = }}'- - - - , , - ' " ; ' , ; JS' ST: Uc : - aH J . 28 tA he kama roja

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e / t.L . _ JERS an _ S, SG - E J AB ( SJI Raa : zakSiA muza wwwora,ahitaprabhu paNa che I"? a a hiNanArAM, enuM nAma arihaMta evo arihaMtuM prabhunI upasiMga zAne cAhuM chuM ke hoya paNa e badhAM zarkarA ke badhemane rakhevA che ke kAdhi jevA kherakhane kahevuM che ne sAva eka che te che 4Na karyo lAge che ke je kamakha nA che temane ApI kADho che ane sukha ApanArI che temane ApaNa rAkhavA che. yAda rAkho dharma sArI lAge meM paNuM ane te popa je baMdhAve che ke divasamAM ekama be AtmAne kahyuM che ke kema te apaMNavuM che e saMsAra te karmanuM nATaka che. emAM je lepAya che tema che. "kharAbe nATakamAM UMddhime thaI te pahaM" mare ane sArA nATakamAM rAjI thAya e paNa mare che. saMsAnIusAhyabI pAyala karanArI che ema lAge che ke tamArI pAse ghaNu paisA che teno tamane ane che ke duHkha che ane jeluM mAna sanmAna AdivAvavAnuM mana che te huM dharma chAzanuM maMtA che ane tevA somAM paNa tame vyavahArane nahi cUke, paNa dharmanI bAbatamAM kaMI jemA levAnI taiDrIsinI.jADeja kaSTa paDe eTale mane choDI de che. kAraNa ke, haju chinI sAthe aksalaya, vAda ane mokSadvAdasAmAMjA nathI. bhagavAna mahAziravAra ApaNane AwvAmAM ane karmavAddha erAma samAvI gAya che, tevA bhagavAnane janma Aje ApaNe jAMcavAne che. !!. . . = = * 1)} jus # myaktvanI prApti thatI nathI tyAM sudhI bhavanI gaNatrI ciMtA nathI.' ' ' S S S 13045 ane saMcAMga che. seMnuM jema anAdikALathI bhegA rIte karma no saMcAMge paNa dikALanA che, ane saMsAra $ 1 . bhASAj * * _ < | | . \ sic paNa anAdi che, chatAM tene aMta AvI zake che. kAraNa ke AmAM anekano saMba . e baMdha nathI, mATe e saMcAgane vaheMga thaI zake che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne AtmA paNa ApaNI mAphake eka vakhata bhArTImAM bhamatA hatI paNa satvarAsyA pachI temanA bhavanI rANatrI che - Episic: ( naE , FF H I J K ke, ra cArI karavAthI baMnene judA pADI zakAya paDI zakAya che. e enA sa ba dha AjaphAlanA nathI. J JS ' s , sb E3 che ke, ma. + S 1 f) 56 te saMbaMdhe tAdA ne sabhya popI ta bhavathI Ine mahAvIra prabhu tarIke janmanI tyAM sudhInA '! ! '' '' 4 - + : ab Site ' vA 5ne karavAmAM Ave che. e sattAvIsa bhava mATI che. carama tIthara zAsana- . en HD che ; % A ... 4 ', 5 - hai dUra ra ) h; 2 3 5 pata bharAvAne ma havIrasvAmI mokSe gayAne Aje 2500 uparAMta varSa thaI gayA. chatAM Spka ja cho . . . . . . & I JFJ K JTe ke 8 8 8 w eNmana yAdU karatAM paNa vaDA khaDA thaI jAya che. atyAre bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIneM ... S T U Jf Era pI F] Re zAsanavaMtuM varte che. paNa jesaMnA zAsanamAM janmyA chIe. temanI AjJAnuM pAlana eka nA, ke pachI 'E & * El Set , T[ JF Us meM ne? abaImAM mahariASTra sarakAranuM ziMsane che to tamArai badhAe mahArASTra,

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zAradA muvAsa sarakAranA kAyadA-kAnananuM barAbara pAlana karavuM paDe che ne ? evI rIte bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM vartatA sAdhu, sAdhavI ane zrAvaka zrAvikAoe paNa temanA zAsanane barAbara vaphAdAra rahevuM joIe. bhagavaMte sAdhu-sAdhvIo mATe pAMca mahAvrata ane zrAvaka zrAvikAo mATe bAravrata rUpI dharmane upadeza Ape che. enuM avazya pAlana karavuM joIe. bAyokemIkanI bAra davAo che. te davAo bArase (1200) regene nAbUda kare che, paNa tamArA bAra vrata rUpI bAra davAe te bArase nahi, bAra hajAra nahi, bAra koDa nahi paNa kare bhavanA saMcita karelA karmarUpI regene nAza kare che. AvA bAra vratanuM pAlana karanAra zrAvaka je AgaLa vadhe te paMcamahAvrata aMgIkAra karI sAdhu banIne jaldI karmone kSaya karIne mokSamAM jAya che. A suMdara mArga bhagavAne batAvyuM che. | bhagavAne ApaNane A suMdara ArAdhanAne mArga batAvyuM che. e bhagavAne paNa bhagavAna banatAM pahelA pUrvabhavamAM kevI ArAdhanA karIne tIrthaMkarapadanI prApti karI te ApaNe jANavuM joIe. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA jIve mahAvideha kSetramAM suthAra kemamAM janma lIdhe hato. temanuM nAma tyAM nayasAra rAkhavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. nayasAramAM lAkaDA pArakhavAnI zakti ajaba hatI. pAse paise paNa ghaNe hate. eka vakhata rAjAe nayasArane belAvIne kahyuM ke mAre eka bhavya mahela banAve che. tene mATe uMcA prakAranA majabUta lAkaDA lAvavAnA che, eTale nayasAra ghaNAM suthArane laIne jaMgalamAM lAkaDA levA mATe gayA. e jamAnAmAM atyAranI mAphaka sImenTa ane kAMkareTanA bekasIna bharIne makAna banatA na hatA. makAnamAM lAkaDuM vadhAre vaparAtuM. nayasAra suthAra badhA suthArenA netA hatA, eTale ghaNuM suthArene sAthe laIne jaMgalamAM lAkaDA levA mATe gayA, meTA samUhamAM mANasa pAse lAkaDA kapAvI rahyA che. pitAne te kevA lAkaDA levA tenuM dhyAna rAkhavAnuM hatuM. lAkaDA ghaNAM moTA pramANamAM kApavAnA hatA eTale badhAne jamavA mATe raseInI sAmagrI laIne gayA hatA. bapore jamavAne samaya thaye eTale nayasAre jamatA pahelAM vicAra karyo ke mane kaI atithine lAbha maLe te jamADIne jamuM, te mAruM anna pavitra thAya. ekalA pite pitAnuM peTa bharIne jamI levAmAM sArthakatA nathI. jagalamAM pavitra bhAvanA bhAva nayasAra - baMdhuo ! A nayasAra jaina kuLamAM janmelA na hatA chatAM bhAvanA keTalI udAra che ! tame jainakuLamAM janmelA che. bhagavAne tamane bAramA vratamAM bhAvanA bhAvavAnuM kahyuM che paNa ATalAmAMthI jamavA samaye keTalA zrAvake bhAvanA bhAvatA haze ke saMta-satIjI padhAre te vaherAvavAne lAbha laIne jamuM? A te suthAra hatA, jaMgalamAM lAkaDA kapAvavA gayA hatA, tyAM paNa emane atithine jamADavAnI bhAvanA jAgI. tyAre pitAnA upAdAnanI jAgRti thavAnI hoya che tyAre nimittanA sage paNa kudaratI maLI rahe che. jue, nayasArane kevuM nimitta maLyuM ke ghaNAM munirAje

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zArada suvAsa Holl vihAra karatAM karatAM jaMgalamAMthI pasAra thaI rahyA hatA. jainamunie pAdavihAra karIne dezadezamAM vicare che ane vIra bhagavAnane saMdezo gharagharamAM pahoMcADe che. vihAra karatAM eka sAdhu zArIrika kAraNe pAchaLa rahI gayA. jaMgalamAM te ghaNuM keDInA rastA nIkaLatA hoya che eTale A saMta keDInA mArge caDhI jatAM bhUlA paDI gayA. vacamAM ghaNAM DuMgarA ne TekarA AvyA. cAre tarapha mArga zodhavA lAgyA, paNa sAco mArga jaDatuM nathI. garamI kahe mAruM kAma. barAbara khare bapAra thaI gaye. saMta bhUkha-tarasathI AkuLa vyAkuLa thaI gayA che. sakhata garamImAM kaMTha sUkAvA lAgyA. AMkhe aMdhArA AvavA lAgyA. have cAlavAnI zakti rahI nathI. eTale munie vicAra karyo ke kharekhara, huM bhUle paDayo chuM. keI mArga batAvanAra mANasa dekhAtuM nathI. najIkamAM kaI gAma paNa dekhAtuM nathI. te have sAgArI saMcAra kare te mAre mATe zreSTha che. baMdhuo ! mahAna saMte maraNathI DaratA nathI. sAdhu jIve te ya lAbha che ne kALadharma pAme te ya lAbha che jIve te saMyamanI vRddhi che ane mAre te kAM mekSa ane kAM devalokamAM jAya che. A saMta saMthAre karavAnI bhAvanAthI sArI jagyA joIne jamIna puMjIne besavAnI taiyArI kare che. A tarapha nayasAra kaI atithi maLI jAya te dAna ApIne pachI jamuM evI bhAvanAthI atithinI zodha karavA nIkaLyA. jaMgalamAM cAre tarapha daSTi karavA lAgyA. zodhatAM zodhatAM nayasAra eka TekarI upara caDhayA te nIce eka munine joyA, tethI temane khUba AnaMda thaye ane harSabhera deDatA muni pAse AvyA. muni saMthAro karavA mATe IriyAvahI paDikkame che, tyAM nayasAra pahoMcI gayA, ane praNAma karIne kahyuM-ahe he kRpALu ! Apa AvA vikarALa pradezamAM kyAMthI AvI caDhayA ? munie kahyuM mahAnubhAva ! vizALa sAdhu samudAya sAthe vihAra karIne jatAM zArIrika kAraNe pAchaLa rahI javAthI huM mArga bhUlavAthI cAre tarapha khUba ghUmyA paNa mAre je gAma javuM che tyAM javAno mArga na maLe ane pharate pharate A aTavAmAM AvI pahoMce chuM. bhUkha tarasathI AkuLa vyAkuLa thaI gaye chuM paNa mane enuM duHkha nathI kAraNa ke jaina munie AvA pariSaDa hasatA hasatA sahana kare che, paNa mAre sAdhu samudAya mArI ciMtA karatA haze tenuM mane duHkha thAya che. mATe bhAI! tuM mane mArga batAva. jenI ragerage saMtanI sevA karavAne AnaMda che te nayasAra kahe che prabhu ! ApanuM mukha jotAM ema lAge che ke have ApanAmAM cAlavAnI zakti nathI. mukha karamAI gayuM che. bhUkha ane tarasa Apane paDI rahI che. te amAre taMbu najIkamAM ja che. ame ghaNAM mANase jaMgalamAM lAkaDA kApavA AvyA chIe. amAre mATe raseI banAvI che. kAma karIne thAkI gayA havAthI nAna karavA garama pANI paNa taiyAra che. Apane mATe te badhuM nirdoSa che te Apa padhAre ane mane lAbha ApIne pAvana kare. saMtane mArga batAvatAM sAce mArga bananAra nayasAra" - suni

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zAradafsuus nasIranI apI. ucca abhAvane joIne temanI sAthe gayA, ane nirdoSa AhAra paNa gra thoDIvara visAmo khAImAM thAka utAryA pachI munie kahyuMHIne have huM jI . more kahyuM ke Apane mArI batAvavA mATe AvuM chu. juo, nayasArane Da bhAvakeTalI pavitra che pitAnI pAse ghaNu mANaso hovA chatAM jAte ja madha tathadhA gayAM. temanImAM rastethI munine laI gayAMkAraNa ke te bhUmi jaNakAra hatA. jyAM temane javAnuM hatuM te gAma AvI gayuM, eTaleM kahyuM fhave suzapaNa niyAra kaMI adhavacammIne jAtema na hatA te kahe huM ApanA parivAramA bhegA karIne ja jaInayasAre jayAM sAdhuone parivAra che? tyAM pahelethADI"dIdhuM tyAre saMte kahyuM-bhAI! huM ane drava aTavImAM bhU paDe tema tuM, saMsArarUpa, bhAva aTavImAM bhUle pahele che. te mane mArga batAve te huM paNa tane as navuM ema kahIne saMte emane dharmane upadeza Ape. nayasAra tene jhIlavA mAMsAlI ane jIbhamAM jIva, ajI Adi nava tattvanA guDha rasya samajAvI dIru sAle upadeza karI sAMbhaLe nahi, purve kadI nahi sAMbhaLelI apUrvaka vAvaDa yaMbhaLatA temanA jUvanma suphane sUrya udayamAna thaye samyaphavanI prApti thatAM 66oDADho sApanA jhAjherA karmo phAya thaI gayA. mithyAtanI gAMTha, bhedAI gaI nAsArane vasaMtathI ane jaDa-caitanyanuM svarUpa samajAtAM AtmAmAM anero AnaMda thayoe nayasAranA jIvanabhara sudhI TakI rahyo. sAco mArga pAmatA AtmAmAM thayele prakAzamAM ' supAtra dAma ane dhapakSanuM zravANuM e baMne vastu nayasAra mATe apUrva hatI, jaina sAdhune nirdoSa gaucarI vahAvavAmAM mahAna lAbha che. e tamArI pAsethI a65 le che ne mahAna lAbha Ape che. 8 zahahbhamAjI bharavADano bhavamAM sArI lAgIne banAvelI khIra ukRSTa bhAve, saMto - vAva haratemAM eNe keTale maDAtalAza meLavyuM che. enA pratApe adyIka addhi meLavI mama ke pAchuM utkRSTa bhAsaMtanA pAMvamAM lADavA laherAvyA paNa pAchaLathI aphasose. vitethI-sAdhunA pAtramAMthI lAhiM pAchA letrA gayA tyAre saMte: lahevA paraMThavI dIdho: ubhAjI vaherAvyA tenA! lAja rUpa aDhaLaka vyakti pAmya paNa ene bhegavI : zas nasuika tame adhAciMDApUjA kare tyAre zAlIbhadranI addhimaLa ema lakhe che paNuka maMatvazenI ddhi maLaevuM ke dhanathI lakhAtuM, kAraNa ke zAlIbhadrane siddhi maLI paNa ema toga karIne dIkSA lIdhIne ekalatArI banyA ane mammaNa zeha-marIne narake gayA >> uMdho zazi maMcasI pAmI tyAMthI karIne paheMlArka leke gayA tyAMthI AvIne bharatakSetramAM adhdhA zirAma ke levAmAM huM bhArata zaktinajbhAraSi kumaNe ja evaSamasHJsula tivArIne manuSyane

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pAnakAsa akhi sanika kRtrikAnA phlAhe prArA zIkhavAcharkhule sidigahavA basi ] khale lekhaka ane kRSiI eTale potIkalA. A traNuM komamAM zrI kAnsardeiza thaI jAya che. bhavabhAvane kAlAkha pUrva saMsAramAM rahI agnA hajAra ghagSe 'nche dIkSA lIdhI hatI dIkSA lIdhA pachI bhagavAnane cisudhIThApANI nazivadhyA. tenuM zaraNu zuM ? mane khabara che? emanuM turAya kama hatuM jayAre pasaMcAlyAM UhatA tyAre khetaramAM baLa anAja 9maLAmAMthI mAI jAya eTale tod aggvA JAhyA, tyAre kRSabhakumAre kaheluM ke emanA be chokalI bAMdhI do, jIma mile cheDI nAMkho ema kahevuM bhUlI gayAM, te zrI. baghaDI sudhI baLadanachalIlI rahI te samaye aMtarAya krame mAMgyuM, tethI bAra mahinA sudhI temane gaucara prANI mA. 9 aSabhadeva bhagavAnane sauthI pradhAna zreyAMsakuma dine daI zakuna "atyata dha". tIrtha" vAnane kotho prama" dIne pIne marIna "ni udaya hoya tene maLe che. varSabhadeva bhagavAnane prathama ramazeraDama phrI . che, bAkInA 23 tIrthakarane sauthI prathama pIra maLI che. sAthe karavAnI prathama dAna AmunAjI sekSagabhIrahayA che. aSAdeva bhagavAna zAsanamAM dhumA vadhu bAra sutAryA thatI, vacalA 22 tIrthaMkaranA zAsanamAM vadhumAM vadhu ATha bhAsana ane | zrama tIrthakara bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmItA rAmAM vadhumAM vadhu cha sabsa UchInI ma caryA karI zakAya che. - f h i who PS ' ' . . . ! ] ! , " cha I ra 8. aSabhadeva bhagavAnanA pautra marIcIkumAre paNa temanI pAse dIkSA lIdhI hatI tene dIkSAnuM pAlana karavAnuM kaThIna lAgyuM. sAdhune te jIvanabhara nA kara na e, arjana - thayuM eTale te snAna karavA lAgyA. leca karaze sahana na thatAM ramI gaIle vege cAlatAM kAMTA kAMkarA vAge te sahana na thavAthI pagamAM paDI rahI hakSamAM kkALa rAkhyuM. A rIte tridaMDI veza dhAraNa karyo, paNa emanI zraddhA hamajabUta haka tete kahetA bhagavAnane mArga ja sAce che, paNa huM AvuM karUNa sA.ko , thriI videhIne veza rAkhIne bhagavAnanI sAthe te ane bhAvanarAje jokta samisaraNanI bahAra besatA ane patnI pAse je kaI Ave tene tharmo U trI vairAgya pamADIne bhagavAnanI pAse ekalate tyAre ke tene pUchata ke che ke phijhaMDI che? jene sAdhu kema nathI? tyAre te satya vAta kahI de ke mArga te dvArA ja sAce che, paNa huM pALavAmAM kAyara chuM. AvI rIte pitAnI bhUlane kabUla karA virala Amahoya che. marIthI e ghaNu jIne pratibadhemane bhagavAna ziva. kaccha, u& | . ; ; ; ; + + + + + ka ka kA Gi" Jda eka vakhata bharata, aphavAdSala bharAvAnA darzana karavA maLyA bhagAmanA

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sArA suvAsa e daza na karIne pUchyuM ke bhagavata! A samasaraNamAM ApanA jevA tItha karapada pAmanAra kAI AtmA che ? bhagavAne kahyuM-he bharata ! A samAsaraNanI bahAra tArA ja putra marIcIkumAra atyAre je tridaMDInA vezamAM che te A ja cAvIsImAM cAvIsamA tIrthaMkara vadhu mAna svAmI banaze. nava vAsudevamAM prathama vAsudeva thaze ane mahAvideha kSetramAM priyamitra nAme cakravati thaze. A vAta sAMbhaLIne bharata mahArAjA tarata ja samAsaraNanI bahAra beThelA marIcIkumAra pAse AvIne vaMdana karatAM pahelA khelyA hai marIcI ! huM tArA tridaMDIvezane vadana karatA nathI paNa bhagavAne svamukhe bhAMkhyu che ke tuM vAsudeva thaIza, cakravarti thaIza ane A ceAvIzImAM carama tIrthakara mahAvIra svAmI banavAno che, tethI huM tArA bhAvi tIthaMkarapaTTane namaskAra karu' chuM. ema kahIne vaMdana karIne cAlyA gayA, paNa marIcIne A sAMbhaLIne khUba AnaMda thayo. te abhimAnamAM AvI khUba nAcyA ke he ! amAruM kuLa kevuM ujjavaLa che! mArA dAdA A cAvIzImAM prathama tIrthaMkara, mArA pitA prathama cakravarti ane huM' vAsudevamAM prathama vAsudeva thaIza. cakravarti paNa thaIza ane tIrthaMkara paNa thaIza. A rIte kuLanA mada karavAthI nIca gAtra kama bAMdhyuM. eka vakhata marIcI bimAra paDayo. bhagavAnanA ziSya atratInI sevA kare nahi. te samaye ema thayu` ke mAre eka ziSya hAya tA sAru. eka vakhata kapila nAme rAjA marIcI pAse Ave che. tene dhanA upadeza ApyA. kapile pUchyu ke tame ema kaheA che ke bhagavAna pAse ja dharma che te zu' tamArI pAse dharma nathI ! tyAre marIcInA manamAM thayuM ke meM ghaNAMne pratiSedha pamADIne bhagavAna pAse meAkalyA paNa kaI mArI sevA karatuM nathI, tethI celA karavAnI bhAvanA thaI eTale teNe kapila rAjAne kahyuM ke ahIM paNa dha che ne tyAM pazu dharma che. A utsUtranI prarUpaNAthI temanA saMsAra vadhI gayA, pachI marIcau tri'DInA vezamAM marIne ceAthA bhave pAMcamA devalAke gayA. tyAMthI devanuM AyuSya pUrNa karIne pAMcamA bhave kauzika nAme brAhmaNa thayA, tyAMrthI chaThThA bhave puSpamitra nAme brAhmaNu thayA. sAtamA bhave pahelA devalAke gayA. AThamA bhave agnidyota nAme brAhmaNa thayA. navamA bhave khIjA devalAke gayA. dazamA bhave agnibhUti nAme brAhmaNa thayA. agiyAramA bhave trIjA devalAke gayA. bAramA bhave bhAradvAja nAme brAhmaNu thayA. teramA bhave ceAthA devale ke gayA. caudamA bhave thAvaravitra nAme brAhmaNu thayA. paMdaramA bhave pAMcamA devalAke gayA. Ama padara bhava thayA temAM brAhmaNanA bhavamAM tridaMDInA veza lIdheA. soLamA bhave teo vizvabhUti nAme rAjakumAra banyA. "sALamA bhave kareluM niyANuM ':- A vizvabhUtikumAra khUba parAkramI hatA, paNu enI eramAna mAtAne eka putra hatA. tene rAjya ApavAnI rAjA pAse mAMgaNI karI. tethI vizvabhUtinA pitAjIe kapaTathI ene yuddhamAM mokalI dIdhA te pAchaLathI AramAna

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sArA avAra bhAIne vizvatine mahela rahevA mATe ApI dIdhuM. vizvagati AnaMdabhera vijaya prApta karIne AvyuM ane pitAnA mahelanA bagIcAmAM praveza karavA jAya che tyAM paTAvALa kahe che ke aMdara tamArA nAnAbhAI che mATe tame nahi jaI zake. A sAMbhaLIne vizvabhUtine khUba krodha AvyuM ke ahe! mane yuddhamAM mekalIne mArA mAtA-pitAe AvuM kapaTa karyuM? A saMsAramAM A vArtha bhare chekrodhAvezamAM AvIne teNe eka kAThAnA jhADane e muThTho mAryo ke jhADa uparathI badhA keThA kharI paDayA, ne jhADa paDI gayuM. vizvabhUtine saMsArane meha utarI gaye ne mathurAmAM jaI saMbhUti muni pAse dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA laIne vizvabhUti muni mAsakhamaNane pAraNe mA khamaNa karavA lAgyA, tethI zarIra ekadama durbaLa banI gayuM. eka vakhata te vicaratA vicaratA pitAnA gAmamAM padhAryA. mAsakhamaNanA pAraNe gaucarI jatAM gAyanI haDapheTamAM AvatA paDI gayA. nAnAbhAInI vahu A munine oLakhI gaI eTale majAkamAM belI uThI ke eka muThIe kAThAnA jhADane pADI nAMkhanArA tamAruM baLa kyAM gayuM ? A vacana sAMbhaLIne munine keAdha AvyuM ane pitAnuM baLa batAvavA gAyane zIMgaDAthI pakaDIne uce cakkara cakkara pheravIne pAchI jamIna upara mUkI dIdhI, paNa gAyane dhrAsko paDe tethI karmabaMdhana thayuM. nAnAbhAInI vahune muninI mazkarI karavA badala khUba duHkha thayuM. vizvabhUti munie ahIM niyANuM karyuM ke mAre tapa saMyamanuM phaLa hoya te huM apUrva baLane dhaNI thAuM. vizvabhUti muni tyAMthI kALa karIne sattaramA bhave devale ke utkRSTa sthitivALA deva thayA. aDhAramA bhave pitanapuranA prajApati nAme rAjAnI prabhAvatI rANInI kukSIe tripRSThakumAra tarIke janma lIdho. vAsudevanI mAtA sAta svapnA dekhe che te rIte prabhAvatIe paNa sAta svapnA joyA hatA. ogaNIsamA bhave sAtamI narake gayA. vAsudeva marIne narake ja jAya che. narakanuM AyuSya pUrNa karIne vIsamA bhave siMha thayA. ekavIsamA bhave cothI narake gayA. bAvIsamA bhave vimala rAjA banyA. trevIsamA bhave mahAvideha kSetramAM mukA nAme nagarImAM dhanaMjaya nAmanA rAjAne tyAM janma thayo. temanuM nAma priya mitra pADayuM. e priya mitra cakravarti thayA, pachI cakravartAipaNuM choDI dIkSA laIne kreDa varSa sudhI ugra cAritra pALIne vIsamA bhave sAtamA devaleke gayA paccIsamA bhave kSAtrala nAmanI nagarImAM jitrazatru rAjAne tyAM temanI bhadrA nAmanI rANInI kukSImAM naMda nAmanA putrapaNe jamyA. naMdakumAra meTA thayA pachI 24 lAkha varSa saMsAramAM rahI pihilAcArya pAse vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA lIdhI ane mAsakhamaNane pAraNe mAsakhamaNa evI ugra tapa sAdhanA karavA lAgyA. aghera tapa ane saMyamanI sAdhanA karatAM naMda aNagAra evI bhAvanA bhAvavA lAgyA ke "je muja zakita have esI te savi jIva karuM zAsanarasI" naMda aNugAranA bhavamAM 1 lAkha varSa saMyama pALe. 11 lAkha ne 81 hajAra mA khamaNa karyA ane vIsa sthAnakanI ArAdhanA karIne A bhavamAM temaNe tIrthakara nAmakarma upArjana karyuM,

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kudAsa A wIe! jo pAima, karaNa : 4jI kevI no nA kara yahI chekekSA sahamaNA : anubhavamAM tIrthakaranA ne kyAMthI koLa karI chavvasamAM bha NatI ,devake putara mana vimAnamAM rAyANuM vAM vIsa bArema)sthitimUrNa karIne sarvosamAM bhave mAhaNakaMTha nagaNamAM trAsadatta brAhmaNane jyAM devAsaMdA,brAhAnIkuma mina thayA tIrtha kara prabhunI mAtA cadasvatA dekhe che tema de#AnaMdAe cIna svapna joyA tethI tene khUba RnaMda le premathI A drathI garlsanuM pAlana karavA lAgI, paNuM ene, kyAM pabara che ke mAro AnaMdakayAM sudhI tamane che. bhagavAnanuM garbhasAharaNa" : bhagavAna sADI bAsI rAtri devAnaMdAnA garbhamAM rahyA. pachI zarkanuM Asana calALamAna thayuM eTale avadhijJAna dvArA ane te tIrthaMkara UmganAne brAhmaNa kuLamAM UpAna thayelA jevA tIrthakara bhagavAna viMyAkuLamAM jema che nija bhagalakha brAhmaNakuLamAM upana thayo tenuM kAraNa e kaI hoya te mArIcInA "bhavamAM ma ne mada karyo haze. te vAta tame sAMbhaLI gayA cho. bhagavAna brAhmaNane ghara umaranA thayA A eka arabanyuM che. kendra hiNinameSa devane lAvIne kahyuM, kaSTadhAnadAra rItanI kukSImAMthI karthakara bhavanane trizalA :saNInI kulImAM mUkI dIdho ka lArANInI kurmamAM putrIeNe je barbhA che tene devAnaMdanI kukSI mAM mUke. eTale phariNamI deve devAnaMdAne avasvapinI nidrA paeNkI tenA gamuM sAharaNa karIne bhagavAne 4 zilAnA garbhamAM mUkyAne zillAnA garbhane devAnaMdAnA garbhamAM devAdAnA yumAMthI nAgnIkaLI javA khyA Aje IcchevAna rakavA lAgyA pUrva relA gharamAbhidhAnuM kAma udayamAM AvyuM. te karmanA udayathI devAmAnA kAmamAMthI ramo maratAM paNa adhika kiMmatI tIrthaMkara prabhune garbha corAI gaye. A thI zubha svapna eka . pachI eka trizalai mAtAe joyA. trizalAdevI jAgRta banyA savAra paDatAM zikSaNanANuM siddhArtha rAjAe AkyA ne carakhAnI badhI vAta karI. trizalA zikSaNa ane kirtha jaina dharma pAmelA zramikA bhrAvikA hatA, eTale emane khabara hatI ke cauda bhatrajJA TakaNIrtha karanI mAtA dekhe kAM vartinI mAtA dekhe_bAra kAti tejanI zkayA che ene jIllA zi paNa thaI gayA che. have phakta eka je thikara janmatAnA prAkI che, siddhArtha rAjee trizalA pANIne kahyuM he mahArANI ! tame bhAgyavAna che, yuvAna tamAMre vakhAne phaLarUpe tamArI kukSI mAM jatIrthakara DAvAta janmaze. A sAMbhaLI 1*patine aniMnema pAra na rahyo.. a': - - . . . . . . . IF";" hsa rAjyae lAlA svajanadhAkake siddhArtha "rAjAe svadamanuM sivAra patene lAgyo. AvoTa mahArAjA che tyAre kilothaNa bhare reDalA Ave ne badhAM paDite meLAthaIne mahArAja pAse AsthA mALAe " jananuM phaLapUchavuM. patie TIpaNAIne kahyuM. ahazaSNa Ane stha jaNa vAtanA

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zAradA suvAsa uddhAraka tIrthakara prabhuno janma thaze. A sAMbhaLatAM saune AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. rAjAe paMDitene khUba dAna ApIne vidAya karyo. siddhArtha rAjAne tyAM Dhola nagArA ane zaraNAI vAgavA lAgyA. trizalA mAtA AnaMdapUrvaka garbhanuM pAlana karI rahyA che. bhagavAnanA manamAM thayuM ke huM halanacalana karuM chuM tethI mArI mAtAne duHkha thatuM haze. ema mAnIne halanacalana baMdha karyuM tyAre mAtA samajyA ke mAre garbha cerAI gaye lAge che, eTale te raDavA lAgyA tethI vAjA ne zaraNAI vAgatA baMdha thaI gayA. rAjyamAM gamagIna vAtAvaraNa chavAI gayuM. bhagavAne jJAnathI jANyuM ke Ama zA mATe banyuM ? aho ! mArA mATe ja raDe che mArI mAtAne mArA pratye keTaluM vAtsalya che! mAtAnA vAtsalyanA te mUlya je na thAya. prabhue mAtAne zeka dUra karavA halanacalana zarU karyuM, tethI mAtA khuza thaI gayA. bhagavAne jJAna dvArA jANI lIdhuM ke mArA mAtA-pitAnuM AyuSya keTaluM che ne mAruM AyuSya keTaluM che. te jANIne mAtA-pitAnA jIvatA dIkSA na levI tevo nizcaya karyo. ' bhagavAna jyArathI garbhamAM AvyA tyArathI siddhArtha rAjAne tyAM dhanadhAnyanI vRddhi thavA lagI sarvatra AnaMdanuM vAtAvaraNa chavAI gayuM. Ama suMdara rIte garbhanuM pAlana karatAM barAbara savAnava mAsa pUrNa thatAM caitra suda terasanI madhya rAtre sArA nakSatra ane zubha ga hatA tevA samaye carama tIrthakara ApaNAM zAsanapati prabhu mahAvIra svAmIne janma thaye. eka janme rAjadulAre, duniyAne tAraNahAre traNe lekamAM prakAza prakAza patharAI gaye. narakamAM rahelA nArakee be ghaDI zAMtine anubhava karyo. cosaTha Indro, chappana dikumArIkAo badhA bhagavAnane janmamahatsava ujavavA mATe AvyA ne bhagavAnane merU parvata upara snAna karAvavA laI gayA. khUba AnaMdapUrvaka dee janmamahotsava uja, siddhArtha rAjAe paNa khUba bhavya rIte janma mahotsava ujavyuM ane putra garbhamAM AvatA rAjyamAM dhanadhAnyanI vRddhi thaI hatI, tethI temanuM guNaniSpanna "vardhamAnakumAra" nAma ApyuM. ApaNuM bhagavAna bAlapaNathI ja kevA parAkramI hatA, janma pachI kevuM jIvana jIvyA ne kevA mahAna kAryo karyA e viSayamAM te ghaNI vAte bAkI che. tenuM varNana karavA ghaNe samaya joIe. Aje ApaNe bhagavAnane janmadina vAMce che. bhagavAna janmIne kevuM jIvana jIvI gayA te jANIne jIvanamAM apanAve. bhagavAna mahAvIre Apela ahiMsAne upadeza, satya ane zAMtino saMdeza, ane maitrIbhAvanAne parama maMtra aneka AtmAonA jIvanamAM Aje paNa prakAza pAtharI rahyo che. emaNe jagatanA tamAma jIvanuM kalyANa IcchayuM hatuM, pachI te bhave nA hoya, moTo hoya, mAnava hoya ke dAnava haiya, zatru hoya ke mitra hoya, pazu hoya ke pakSI heya, kIDI hoya ke kuMjara hoya, game te jAti ke kuLane heya emanI zA. su. 31

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zAhapa vasa daSTimAM dareka jIva samAna hatA. ahiMsA, aparigraha, anekAMtavAda ane karmanA siddhAMta jagatane ApyA. satya, prema, karUNA, samatA ane saMyamanA AcaraNa dvArA pracaMDa purUSArtha karI prANImAtrane pAvanakArI paMthe pahoMcavAnI preraNA ApI. bhagavAne AtmasAdhanA sAdhavA mATe bharayuvAnImAM rAjapATanA sukha, vaibhava bhogavavAne badale saMsArane tyAga karI dIkSA lIdhI, ane mahAbhayaMkara vagaDAnI vATe vicaryA. zAzvata padanI siddhi mATe AtmAnuM dhyAna dharyuM. mArgamAM aneka saMkaTanA kaMTaka AvyA, upasargonI AMdhI AvI. te darekane temaNe prasannatApUrvaka sAmano karyo. lezamAtra DagyA vinA pitAnA dhyAnamAM magna rahyA. duHkha denArA jIvonuM paNa emaNe kalyANa IchayuM ane kSamA, samatA ane karUNAnA zastro vaDe pitAnI sAdhanAne vijaya meLavyuM. evA samatAnA sAgara bhagavAne sADA bAra varSa ane eka pakhavADiyA sudhI kaThaNamAM kaThaNa tapazcaryA karI tyAre kaSTa ane duHkha, bhUkha ane tarasa, TADha ane taDakA je kAMI jIvananA kAmamAM sAmethI AvyuM tene saharSa svIkAra karyo ane sAdhanA sAdhatAM parama kevaLajJAnanI prApti karI zAzvatapadanI prApti karI ane "je sahana kare te zuddha thAya ane zuddha thAya te saMpUrNa bane." evA ucca Adarzo zIkhavyA. arasaparasane vera zamAvyA, rAga dveSanA jhaghaDA zamAvyA, prema maitrInI bhAvanA pragaTAvI zAMtine saMdeza saMbhaLAve, evA trizalAnaMdana vIra jiNuMdane, vaMdana vAraMvAra, bhagavAna mahAvIranA jIvana viSe ghaNuM kahevAyuM che. samaya thaI gayo che. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 51 bhAdaravA suda 3 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 5-9-78 zIla ane sauMdarya sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahena ! anaMtakALathI karmanA kATathI malIna banelA AtmAne kATa ukhADI AtmAne zuddha karavA mATe paryuSaNa parvanA divaso cAlI rahyA che. ApaNu jainazAsanamAM paryuSaNa parvane badhA pavene rAjA kahevAya che. A ATha divasa mahAna che. "Atamane kare tAjA ne karmone kare sajA." A AThe ATha divase karmone sajA kare che ne AtmAne tAjo kare eTale karmonA kATa ukheDIne tejasvI banAve che. divALImAM leke vAsaNanA kATa ukheDe che tema ApaNe paryuSaNa parvamAM chakAI, aThThAI, sALabhaththu, mAsakhamaNa vigere tapazcaryA karIne karmonA kATa ukheDIne tene ujajavaLa banAvavAno che. A parvanA divase ArAdhaka AtmAonA madane rada kare che. A divase te gaNatrInA ja che. pAMca pAMca divase te palakArAmAM pasAra thaI gayA ne Aje chaThTho

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zAradA suvAsa divasa paNa AvI gaye. AjanA divasanuM nAma telAdhara che. telAdhara eTale ke AjathI trIje divase saMvatsarIne pavitra divasa Avaze. Ajano divasa e sUcana kare che ke saMvatsarI AvatA pahelAM he jI ! tame pApanuM prakSAlana karIne pavitra banI jAva. A pavitra divase ApaNane caramadhAma (mekSa) pAmavA ane parama kAma karavA mATenI preraNA ApI rahyA che. sudharma ane sukarmanA mArgamAM AgekUca karavAnuM AmaMtraNa Ape che. jIvanane tapa-tyAga ane titIkSAnI triveNInuM maMgala prayAga banAvavA mATenuM uddha na kare che. saMsAranA samarAMgaNamAM zUravIra banI vijyanI varamALa varavA mATene zaMkhanAda karI rahyuM che. A paryuSaNa parvane zaMkhanAda sAMbhaLIne jAgRta bane ane karmanA rasika maTIne kalyANanA rasika bane. A parvAdhirAjano maMgala saMdeze che. AvA parvanA divasanuM svAgata karatA Atmika sukhanA ullAsI AtmAo gAya che ke - camaka camaka camakAre kare. jinazAsanane camakAre re...parvAdhirAja padhAryA. hema taNe sUrya uge Aje motIDe meha varasyA. ratnaciMtAmaNI AvI maLIyuM, dharmanA divase pharasyA. zAsana zobhA vadhAre che. jAgye puNya sitAro re.parvAdhirAja padhAryA. A divasomAM apUrva tapa-tyAganI ArAdhanA karIne AtmArUpI vAsaNa uparathI kameMrUpI kATa ukheDIne AtmAnI nyAta jhaLako ne jinazAsananI zebhA vadhAre. paryuSaNa parvanA divase Ave che tyAre jainenI ugra tapazcaryAe joIne jainetara paNa AnaMda anubhave che. jene tapa Itara dharmomAM ghaNe prabhAva pADe che. jaina dharmanI nAnAmAM nAnI kriyAo paNa mahAna lAbhadAyI che. samajaNapUrvakanI alpa kriyAo paNa karmone kSaya karAvIne mahAna lAbha Ape che. jenazAsana eTale mahAna lAbha apAvanAruM zAsana. tame kaI mANasanI pAsethI daza hajAra rUpiyA vyAje lIdhA. varSe be varSe tamArI pAse sagavaDa thaI tyAre tame vyAja sahita sAmethI ApavA mATe jAo. e leNIyAe paisA vyAja sahita gaNIne laI lIdhA paNa ene sAmethI ApavA gayA chatAM e tamane pAMcaso ke hajAra rUpiyA paNa pAchA Ape khare ke le bhAI! tuM mane sAme cAlIne ApavA Avyo to tane khuza thaIne ApuM chuM. bela Ape ? (AtAmAMthI avAja-pAMcamAMthI pacAsa paNa na Ape e tamane na Ape paNa ahIM juo keTale lAbha che ! gautamasvAmIe bhagavAnane pUchayuM ke he bhagavaMta! vitarAgI saMtene vaMdana karavAthI jIvane zuM lAbha thAya? bhagavaMte javAbamAM kahyuM- he gautama ! "nAthaM varSa ra0rU, kadAcaM vai nivapada" | vaMdana karavAthI jIva nIcagavya karma apAve che ne uMcagavya karma bAMdhe che. vaMdana karavAmAM paNa ke mahAna lAbha che ! vaMdaNa karI tethI nIca zetra karmanuM AyuSya bAMdhyuM hatuM te khapAvyuM. e te karmanuM karaja cUkavyuM paNa sAthe uMcagavya karma bAMdhyuM e lAbha thayene? tamArA

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44 zAradA suvAsa sasAramAM paisAnA deNA vyAja sahita cUkavavA chatAM AvA lAbha nahi maLe, mATe A pa nA pavitra divasAmAM tame suMdara ArAdhanA karIne kamanA karaja cUkavAya eTalA cUkavI Dho ne AtmAnA ejasa jhaLakAvA. AjanA vyAkhyAnanA viSaya che" zIla ane saudaya" AjanA mAnavI saunI pAchaLa pAgala banelA che, paNa AtmAnA sau ne e oLakhate nathI. dehanu saudaya e sAcu' sauMda` nathI chatAM e sauMdaya"nI vRddhi karavA mATe mANasa pApanI pravRtti karyAM kare che. zarIranuM sau ya vadhAravA pAchaLa anyAya, anItithI dhana kamAya che. ApaNA jaina dharmamAM jJAnI purUSAe cAra prakAranA purUSAtha batAvyA che. dhama, atha, kAma ane meAkSa. emAM mekSa e jIvananuM 'tima sAdhya che, ane dhama e meAkSaprAptinuM sAdhana che. atha ane kAma e e mAkSaprAptimAM bAdhaka che. je manuSya samaje teA dhama purUSArtha mukhya che te a ane kAma e be purUSAtha gauNu che. ATalA mATe mahApurUSoe dhamazAstronI racanA karI che. Aya ane anAmAM A bheda che. ApaNI Aya saMskRtie dhama purUSArthIne pradhAna mAnyA che tyAre pAzcAtya sa'skRtie kAmane sAdhya banAvyu, ane ane sAdhana mAnyu. A rIte temaNe atha ane kAmane mukhya sthAna ApyuM, jethI teoe athazAstronI racanA karI. madhue ! ApaNI Aya saMskRtinuM kendrasthAna mukti che ane tenI prAptinu' sAdhana dhama' che, eTalA mATe ApaNA maharSi Ae dharma zAstro racyA che, paNa ApaNe chatranamAM dharmanI pravRtti keTalI karI tene vicAra karavAnA che. pazcimanI sa MskRtinu mukhya dhyeya kAmabhega che. eTale teo emanA jIvananI pratyeka pravRttimAM anA keTalA lAbha thayA ene vicAra kare che. A rIte eka saMskRti AtmAnI zodhamAM tanmaya che jayAre bIjI sa'skRti eTama ema AdinI zodhamAM tanmaya rahe che. pariNAme saMrakSaka jIvana saMhAraka manatuM gayuM ane jIvananI zAMti naSTa thaI che. jyAre Aya. dezamAM janmelA mAnavI e ja vicAre che ke mArA jIvananI pratyeka pravRtti dhama maya che ke nahi ? mArA jIvanamAM dharmAMnA lAbha keTalA thayA ? mAza AtmA AvA pavitra pyuSaNa parvanA divaseAmAM parigrahanA bhArathI keTalA haLavA banyA : brahmacaryanA pAlanathI mAruM jIvana keTalu pavitra banyuM? mAnavajIvanane pavitra manAvavA mATe parigraha parimANu ane svadArA satASa A e niyama te avazya hAvA joIe. jenA jIvanamAM A e niyamA nathI tenuM A jagatamAM kayAMya sthAna nathI. pAzcAtya saskRtinI evI havA lAgI gaI che ke pUrva saMskRtinA mAnavI paNa atha ane kAmane mahatva ApatA thaI gayA che, tethI tenuM keTaluM patana thaI rahyuM che ke ene naTa, naTIenA phoTA game che, enA gItA sAMbhaLavA game che. jyAM joze tyAM naTa-naTIenA phATA jovA maLe che. jo sAcu' sukha meLavavuM haze te AjanuM kharAba vAtAvaraNa khadalavuM paDaze, ane

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zAradA saMvAsa jIvanamAM saMyama apanAvavo paDaze. A durganI durgadhathI bharelA vAtAvaraNanA aNuaNumAM zIyaLanI saurabha sparzaze te A durgadha dUra thaze. eka jamAne e hatuM ke mAnava pitAnA jIvanane pavitra rAkhavA mATe deha ane dolatanI paravA karatA na hatA. Aje ja viSaya vAsanAnA kIDA banIne harakhAya che paNa ene khabara nathI ke jenI pAchaLa kAmanAne kIDo banIne pAgala banyo chuM e mAro sAtha kayAM sudhI rAkhaze? rAyapaNI sUtramAM paradezI rAjAne adhikAra Ave che. e te tame ghaNI vAra sAMbhaLe che. paradezI rAjAne sUrikatA nAmanI saudaryavatI rANI hatI. tenI pAchaLa paradezI rAjA mugdha hatA. emanA haiyAmAM vAsanAnuM rAjya hatuM. temanA haiyAmAM saMyama mATe eka tasu jeTalI jagyA paNa na hatI. hRdayamAM kyAMya sadAcAranA aMkurA dekhAtA na hatA, paNa eka vakhata kezIsvAmIne paricaya thatAM paradezI rAjA paradezI maTI svadezI banyA. jemanuM jIvana vAsanAmAM tarabaLa hatuM temanuM jIvana vAsanAthI virakta banyuM ane dharmavAna banyA, paNa emanI priyANa sUramaMtAne vizvAsa nathI ke je paradezI rAjAnA aNuaNumAM vAsanA bharelI che, je mArI pAchaLa pAgala che e vaLa dharma kayAMthI banI jAya? emanA aMtaranA keDIyAmAM dharmanI jAta kayAMthI jale? paNa anubhava thatAM khAtrI thaI ke A te barAbara dharmanA raMge raMgAI gayA che. emane saMgane raMga barAbara lAge che. patinI rageragamAM dharmane raMga caDhele jaIne sUrIlaMtAe manamAM vicAra karyo ke mAre mATe have A che mRta kalevara che, e mArA mATe kaMI kAmanA nathI. je sUrIlaMtA pitAnA patinI pAchaLa prANa ApavA taiyAra hatI te ja sUrIlaMtA pitAne svArtha pUro thatAM Aje prANa levA taiyAra thaI. atyAra sudhI paradezI rAjAnA sukhe sukhI ane dukhe duHkhI thanArI sUrIlaMtAe vAsanAmAM aMdha banIne paradezI rAjAne bhejanamAM viSa ApyuM. A samaye kezIsvAmI pAsethI maLelI dharmanI nAnI sarakhI jata paradezIne mazAla rUpa banI gaI. aMdhakArabharyuM jIvana mahAprakAzanA paMthe vaLI gayuM. emane khabara paDI ke sUrIktAe jhera ApyuM che chatAM e jheranuM vamana karavA kaI davA levA na gayA paNa pauSadhazALAmAM jaI pauSadhavratamAM besI gayA. jhera ApIne paNa jherIlI nAgaNa jevI sUrImaMtA aTakI nahi. pauSadhazALAmAM jaIne prANanAtha ! kahetA gaLe TUMpo daI dIdhe chatAM paNa paradezIe sUrIDhaMtA pratye bilakula kodha na karyo paNa kSamAbhAva rAkhyo. pauSadhamAM samAdhi maraNe marIne devalokamAM mahAna sukhanA svAmI banyA. baMdhuo ! juo, paradezI rAjAnA jIvanamAM saMtanA saMge kevuM parivartana karAvyuM ! ATalA mATe jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke saMga kare te saMtane ane sajajanene kare, paNa Aje saMtanI tyAgInI vAte kene game che? tyAgInI vAte haMbaka lAge che, ane vAsanAo vadhatI jAya che e vAsanAothI bharelI daSTi sauMdaryane zedhe che. jJAnane upAsaka, zIlane

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zAha suvAsa upAsaka Aje saune upAsaka banI gayo che, tethI vilAsI citro jevA keTalA divasa agAuthI TikiTa maMgAvI rAkhe che. evA vilAsI citro joIne bhegapradhAna jIvanamAM enuM AMdhaLuM anukaraNa karavA lAge che, tethI tyAga, zIla vigerethI maghamaghatuM mAnavajIvana vilAsamaya banatuM jAya che ane mAnava bhege tarapha DhaLato jAya che. zIla vinAne mAnava kIDAthI khadabadatA kUtarA jevo che. jenA zarIramAM cAMdA paDI gayA che temAM kIDA khadabade che, durgadha mAre che, A kUtare jyAM jAya tyAM badhA enAthI bhayabhIta rahe che ane te badhethI haDadhUta thAya che tema zIla vinAne mAnavI jyAM jAya tyAM tene badhA haDadhUta kare cheene kaI vizvAsa karatuM nathI. ATalA mATe jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke zIla vinAnA jIvananI kaI kiMmata nathI. zIyaLa e mAnavajIvananuM sarvopari zikhara che. mAnavamAM vinaya, namratA, udAratA, saraLatA, jJAna Adi game teTalA guNa hoya paNa je tenuM zIla cekhuM na hoya te bIjA guNenI kaI kiMmata nathI. ghaNAM mANase parvata upara caDhavAnI tAlIma laIne himAlaya jevA uMcAmAM uMcA parvatanA zikhara upara caDhe che tema ApaNe paNa zIyaLa vrata pALavAnI tAlIma laIne zIdharmanA uMcAmAM uMcA zikharane sara karIne Atmika sukhanI prApti karavAnI che. pahelAnA mANase phAnasa saLagAvatA hatA. Aje te gharagharamAM lAITe AvI gaI che. e phAnasamAMthI paNa bedha maLI zake che. phAnasamAM kerosIna pUrIne tene vATa dvArA uce caDhAvavAmAM Ave che tyAre aMdhArA oraDAmAM prakAza patharAya che, paNa je phAnasanuM taLIyuM kANuM hoya te te kerosIna uMce javAne badale jamInamAM cUsAI jAya che jethI phAnasa aMdhakAra naSTa karI zakatuM nathI, tevI rIte je mAnava zIyaLatanuM pAlana kare te vIryazaktine urdhvagAmI banAvI AtmAnuM ojasa vadhArIne jIvanane tejasvI banAvI zake che, ane je zIyaLavratanuM pAlana na kare te vIryazaktine kSINa karIne jIvanane aMdhakAramaya banAvI de che. jemaNe zIyaLavratanuM pAlana karIne AtmAnuM sauMdarya jhaLakAvyuM hatuM e purUSa keNa hatA? te tame jANe che? hamaNAM nahi khabara paDe paNa huM kahIza tyAre ema thaze ke A te amane AvaDatuM hatuM. zIyaLavaMtA sudarzana zeThanA jIvanamAM kevI kaparI kaseTI AvI hatI chatAM kevA aDaga rahyA. "zIlanA soMdaryathI jhaLahaLatA sudarzana" :- zreNIka rAjAnI abhayA nAmanI rANIne enI kapilA nAmanI dAsIe kahyuM ke ApaNuM nagarImAM sudarzana zeTha khUba sauMdaryavAna che. enA sauMdarya AgaLa deva paNa jhAMkhA paDI jAya. A sAMbhaLIne abhayA rANIne sudarzana zeTha pratye meha jAge, eTale teNe enI paMDitA dAsIne sudarzana zeThane pitAnA mahele laI AvavAne hukama karyo. paMDitA dAsIe kahyuM-mahArANIjI! sudarzana zeTha e ke sAmAnya mANasa nathI. phaNIdhara nAganA mastakethI maNa lAve sahela che paNa sudarzana zeThane zIyaLathI bhraSTa karavA te mahAne agharuM kAma che, paNa kAmAtura

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zAradA suvAsa banelI rANuM mAnI nahi. paMDitA te game tema teya dAsI hatI eTale rANunI AjJAne AdhIna thavuM paDyuM, paNa sudarzana zeThane kevI rIte abhayAnA mahele lAvavA te mATe upAya zodhavA lAgI. khUba vicArane aMte eka IlAja zeze. rANIe dAsInA kahevA mujaba eka kAmadevanuM pUtaLuM banAvaDAvyuM. A pUtaLAne dararoja pAlakhImAM besADIne bahAra pharavA ekalatI. anucaro ene laIne jatAM ne pAchA AvI jatA. A rIte reja karavA lAgI. Ama karatAM eka divasa kaumudI mahotsava Avyo. AkhuM gAma kaumudI mahotsava ujavavA gayuM che, paNuM sudarzana zeTha nathI gayA. e pauSadha bAMdhIne pauSadhazALAmAM beThA hatA. A vAtanI abhayAre khabara paDI eTale e paNa kaumudI mahotsavamAM na gaI takane lAbha laIne teNe sudarzana zeThane levA pAlakhI mokalI. A samaye sudarzana zeTha dhyAnamAM hatA eTale anucarone ThIka paDyuM. zeThane uMcakIne pAlakhImAM besADI temanA upara kapaDuM DhAMkIne abhayAnA mahele lAvyA, pachI paMDitA tyAMthI ravAnA thaI gaI mahelamAM abhayA rANI ane sudarzana zeTha be jaNA rahyA. rANIe pitAnI IcchA vyakta karI. te pUrNa karavA sudarzana zeDane samajAvyA paNa zeTha mauna rahyA. kaMI ja na belyA, tyAre aneka prakAranI kuceSTAo karavA mAMDI. chatAM sudarzanane enI asara na thaI e te nirvikArI rahyA. rANInI icchAne AdhIna na thayA. abhayA rANIe karelo prapaMca" - baMdhuo ! sudarzana zeThe pAMca Indriya ane mana upara kAbu meLavI jIvanamAM zIladharmanuM satva khIlavyuM hatuM, tethI kasoTInA samaye aDaga rahI zakyA. pitAnI IcchAne AdhIna na thavAthI abhayAe dhamakI ApavA mAMDI ke he sudarzana! je jIvavuM hoya te mArI IcchAne AdhIna banI jA. nahitara tArA mAthe metanI talavAra laTakI rahI che. khUba dhamakI ApI chatAM sudarzana aDaga rahyA. rAta AkhI pUrI thavA AvI eTale abhayAe vicAra karyo ke have ene kalaMkita karuM te mAre deSa DhaMkAI jAya. A vicAra karIne pitAnI jAte pitAnA zarIre nakha mAryA, vALa chUTA mUkI dIdhA, kapaDAM phADI nAkhyA pachI bUma pADI ke doDe che. A duSTa sudarzane mArA upara baLAtkAra karyo. rANunI cIso sAMbhaLIne rAjasevake deDI AvyA. sevakee rAjAne samAcAra ApyA, tethI rAjA paNa AvyA. abhayAne pUchyuM ke zuM banyuM che? eTale rANIe rAjAne vAta karI. rAjAe rANInI vAta sAMbhaLI. abhayA rANInA deha upara nakha mAryAnA cihe jeyA ane sudarzana paNa tyAM ja che. badhI vAta baMdhabesatI che paNa rAjA sudarzana mATe A vAta mAnavA taiyAra nathI, kAraNa ke sudarzana zeThanI zIladharmanI pratibhA AkhI nagarImAM khUba hatI, tethI rAjAe sudarzanane pUchayuM-AmAM satya zuM che? paNa zeTha mauna rahyA, kAraNa ke e samajatAM hatAM ke je huM satya vAta kahI daIza te mahArAjA

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48 zArada suvAsa abhayAre zikSA karaze. enA karatAM huM ja zikSA bhegavI lauM emAM mArI zobhA che. Ama vicArIne mauna rahyA. rAjAe ghaNIvAra pUchayuM chatAM sudarzana mauna rahyA. "kaparI kaseTImAM paNa bIjAnuM bhaluM karavAnI bhAvanAvALA zeTha" - rAjAne te nyAya karavo joIe. eTale rAjAe temane zULIe caDhAvavAnI AjJA karI. A vAtanI jaNa thatAM nagarImAM hAhAkAra macI gayo. aho, sudarzana zeTha te kevA pavitra che ! AmAM rANIne keI prapaMca lAge che paNa e kema mauna rahyA che ? A vAta sudarzananI patnI maneramA zeThANInA kAne AvI. loke ene kahevA gayA paNa ene jarA paNa gabharAmaNa na thaI kAraNa ke e samajatI hatI ke merU parvata kadAca calAyamAna thAya, sUrya pazcimamAM uge, pANImAMthI aMgArA jhare ane agnimAMthI zItaLatA jhare te paNa mArA pati zIla dharma cUke nahi, eTale ene enA pati pratye vizvAsa hato. tamArI patnIne tamArA upara ATale vizvAsa che ? sudarzana ane tenI patnI baMne zIlavaMtA hatA, tethI A vAtanI jANa thatAM mane ramAe pauSadhazALAmAM jaIne zAsanadevane prArthanA karI ke he zAsanadeva ! je ame baMne zuddha ane pavitra hoIe te mArA patinA mAthe Aphata AvI che te dUra kare. jyAM sudhI mArA patinA mAthe AveluM saMkaTa na TaLe tyAM sudhI mAre anna jaLanA paccakhANa che, ema kahIne te navakAra maMtranA dhyAnamAM lIna banI gaI. rAjAnA mANase sudarzana zeThane zULIe caDhAvavA laI AvyA paNa sudarzanane te nAma gabharATa nathI, kAraNa ke te rANI sAme kudaSTi karI ja nathI pachI zenI ciMtA heya? emane zIyaLanA pramAve ane apUrva zraddhAnA baLe zAsanadeve sahAya karI ane zuLI phITIne suvarNamaya siMhAsana banI gayuM. asatyanA gADha AvaraNe bhedAI gayA ne zIla dharmane jayajayakAra thayo. zIladharmanA teja AgaLa denA teja paNa jhAMkhA paDe che. sudarzana zeThanA zIla-sauMdarya AgaLa rAjA ane prajA badhA namI paDyA AnuM nAma zIla ane sauMdarya. AvuM sauMdarya tame khIlA ane zIyaLanA teja jhaLakAve, te ja mAnavabhava pAyAnI sArthakatA che. A bhAratabhUmi aneka ratnanI khANa che. A bhAratabhUmi upara AvA aneka nara ane nArIrane pAkayA che. tamane nararatnanI vAta karI. have eka nArIratnanI vAta karuM. e vAta barAbara dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLavA jevI che. soLamA saikAmAM banelI A vAta che. te samaye hiMdamAM akabara bAdazAhanuM zAsana cAlatuM hatuM. eka vakhata dilhImAM akabaranA hAtha nIcenA badhA rAjAone akabara bAdazAhe kaI prasaMge bolAvyA hatA. te samaye dilhI hiMdanuM mukhya nagara gaNatuM. badhA rAjAonI sabhA ThaTha bharAI che. rAjyakArya saMbadhI ghaNI vAtacIta karyA pachI akabara bAdazAhe jJAnagarInI zarUAta karI. akabara bAdazAha te khUba mejIlA hatA eTale avanavA prazno ane keyaDA dhI lAvatA. jJAna gammata karatAM bAdazAhe kahyuM ke hiMdu dharmamAM te satI strIonI khUba

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zAradA yuvA prazaMsA karavAmAM AvI che. satIonA zIlane mahimA khUba varNavyo che. satI strIo pitAnA prANanA bhege paNa zIla dharmanuM rakSaNa kare che AvA ulekhe meM ghaNIvAra vAMcyA che. te have huM tamane eka prazna pUchuM ke ATalA badhA rAjapUta rAjAo beThA che. temAMthI keIne ghera AvuM nArIratna che? A sAMbhaLIne sabhAmAM beThelA rAjapUta rAjAo mauna rahyA. AkhI sabhA zAMta hatI. bAdazAha darekanA sAmuM dhArI dhArIne joyA kare che. darekanA gharamAM satI strIo hatI paNa bAdazAha sAme kahevAnI keInI hiMmata na hatI, kadAca kahe ke amAre ghera satI strI che ne rAjA enI kasoTI kare te ? kAraNa ke A te rAjA, vAjA ane vAMdarA kahevAya. keI evI kasoTI kare te muzkelImAM mUkAI javuM paDe. tenA karatAM mauna rahevuM sAruM. rAjAnA praznane kaI javAba ApI zakatuM nathI eTale bAdazAhanuM mukha jarA vaka banyuM ane rAjapUtonA meDhA DhIlA paDI gayA. sau nIcuM joIne besI rahyA. akabare be-traNa vAra sabhAmAM kahyuM-khATalA badhA rAjAomAM kaIne ghera satI strI nathI? bAdazAha sAme Takkara jhIlate cAMparAja hADe":- A vakhate keIe javAba na Ape tyAre tyAM beThelA buMdIkeTAnA 2jA cAMparAja hADAthI A sahana na thayuM. e siMhaNane jAye kSAtratejathI jhaLahaLate rAjapUta rAjA ubhe thaye, ane be-jahAMpanAha! A pRthvI aneka strIratnathI zebhI rahI che. bhAratanI pavitra bhUmimAMthI satI strIone vaMza gaye nathI. ApanA A sevakane ghera AvI satI strI mejuda che. A sAMbhaLIne bAdazAhe kahyuM-hADa ! Ama te dareka pati pitAnI patnIne satI strI mAnate heAya che paNa satInI sAcI khabara te karoTI thayA pachI paDe. A zabdo belatAM bAdazAhanA mukha upara hAsyanI rekhAo taravarI uThI hatI. bAdazAhanA vacane sAMbhaLIne hADAnuM lehI ukaLI gayuM. e be -jahAMpanAha! A kahevAnI ke kalpanA karavAnI vAta nathI. mane mArI patnI upara pUrNa zraddhA che. Apane satya vAta kahuM chuM ke Apane je parIkSA karavI hoya te karI zake che. je koI mArI patnInA zIpaLanuM khaMDana kare te huM mAruM mAthuM ApavA taiyAra chuM ane je mArI sanarANuM enuM zIyaLatrata akhaMDita rAkhe te mAre enuM mAthuM levuM, paNa eka vAta khyAlamAM rAkhaje ke mArI nArANanuM zIyaLa khaMDita karavuM te mAthuM ApIne mAla levA barAbara che. e prANa jaze paNa zIyaLa nahi choDe evI satI che. cAMparAja hADAne pitAnI patnInA zIla para atUTa vizvAsa - akabara bAdazAhe sabhAmAM vedhaka daSTi pheravIne garvathI saune uddezIne kahyuM-bele, cAMparAja hADAnI sanara NInA satItvanI parIkSA karavAnI ke InAmAM tAkAta che? e jamAnAnI satIonA satItvanI parIkSA karavA javI te kaMI sAmAnya vAta na hatI. bahu kaparuM kAma hatuM. satI je evA purUSanI sAme dRSTi pheMke te baLIne bhasma thaI jAya, ane satItvanI kaTI

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zAradA suvAsa karavA jatAM pite ja phasAI jAya ema hatuM. eTale ke I hiMmata karatuM nathI. sabhAmAM gaMbhIra vAtAvaraNa chavAI gayuM. bAdazAhanI daSTi cAre tarapha phare che. A sabhAmAM bAdazAhane zerakhAM nAmane hajurIye sipAI beThe hatuM. bAdazAhanI najara tenA upara paDatAM te ubhe thaye ne bIDuM jhaDapyuM ne be -jahAMpanAha! huM javA taiyAra chuM. ene joIne saunA manamAM thayuM ke A sAmAnya sipAI zerakhAM zuM karI zakavAne che? tene rokta sabhAjane belyA zerakhAM ! hADAnI hoDa to tane yAda che ne? zerakhAe kahyuM-hA. mane badhuM ja yAda che paNa mane cha mahinAnI mudata Ape. cAMparAja hADAnI rANInuM zIyaLa cha mAsamAM khaDita karIne AvuM te hADAnuM mAthuM laIza ane jo e na karI zakuM te mAruM mAthuM dauM. A zarata nakkI thaI. sAthe e paNa nakkI karyuM, ke jyAM sudhI zerakhAM na Ave tyAM sudhI cAMparAja hADAne dilhImAM najarakeda, rahevuM. baMnenI zaratenI sahI levAmAM AvI. cAMparAjane pitAnI patnImAM vizvAsa hatuM ke mArI enaraNuM zIyaLa ane sauMdaryanI pavitra pratimA che. sAkSAt zaktine avatAra che. e prANa choDaze paNa zIyaLa nahi choDe. mAre ene saMdezo kahevaDAvavAnI paNa jarUra nathI. bele, tamane tamArI patnI upara ATalo vizvAsa che? cAMparAja daDha vizvAsa sAthe zAMtithI dilhImAM rahevA lAge. "buMdI koTAmAM sanarANunI suvAsa' :- A tarapha zerakhAM bIDuM jhaDapIne bIje divase buMdIkeTa javA ravAnA thaye. tyAM jaIne eka dharmazALAmAM utaryo ne buMdIkeTAmAM pharavA lAgyo. tyAMnA nAgarikone pUchayuM tamArA rAjA keNa che? ane te ahIM che ke nahIM ? ane tamArA rAjA rANI kevA che? tyAre nagarajanee kahyuM ke bhAI! tame koI paradezI mANasa lAge che. amArA rAjAnuM nAma cAMparAja hADA che. e atyAre rAjyanA kAme dilhI gayA che. amArA mahArANInuM nAma sanarANuM che. e mahAna pavitra satI che. emanI sAme kaI mANasa kudaSTithI jue te baLIne bhasma thaI jAya. enA maLa-mUtramAM paNa evI tAkAta che ke kaI regInA zarIre copaDe te ene roga maTI jAya ne bhUta palita hoya te bhAgI jAya e emanA satItvane prabhAva che. buMdI keTAmAM rahIne zerakhAe senAne maLavA mATenA ghaNAM prayatna karyA paNa ene maLavAnI vAta te dUra rahI paNa enuM mukha sarakhuM paNa jovA na maLyuM Ama karatAM ghaNuM samaya vItI gayo paNa zerakhAMnI kaI yukti kAma lAgI nahi tethI te khUba mUMjhAye ke huM te bIDuM jhaDapIne AvyuM chuM paNa je kaMI nahi thAya te cAMparAjane mAre zIra ApavuM paDaze have game te yukti karuM paNa huM sanarANInuM zIyaLa khaMDana karIne AvyuM chuM tenI khAtrI thAya tevI ekAda be cIjo maLI jAya ane tenA ekAda be gupta cinhanI mAhitI maLI jAya te tyAM jaIne nizAnI tarIke batAvI zakAya ane kahI zakAya. "nAsIpAsa thayelA zerakhAe karelo vicAra" - A bAbatamAM zerakhAMe khUba vicAra karyo. khUba tapAsa karatAM ene khabara paDI ke buMdIkeTAmAM madanasenA nAmanI

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ziAradA muvAra mahAcatura vezyA rahe che. tene maLe te mAruM kArya saphaLa thAya. Ama vicAra karIne e vezyAne ghera gaye. tene pitAnI badhI vAta karIne kahyuM ke tuM te mahAcatura che. je tuM koIpaNa yukti goThavIne sonarANIne hADAe yAdagIrImAM ApelI eka be cIjo laI Ave ane sonarANIne gupta avayavanuM ekAda cinha joI AvIne mane kahe te huM tAre mahAna upakAra mAnIza, ane tAre jiMdagIbhara A dhaMdhe na karavuM paDe evI nyAla karI daIza. madanasenAe pahelAM te javAnI cokhkhI nA pADI dIdhI ne kahyuM ke huM game tevI catura hAu' paNa e satInI pAse mArI yukti phAve tema nathI. zerakhAe kahyuM tuM je mAMgIza te ApIza paNa mAruM kAma karI de. khUba karagaryo eTale madanasenAe kAma karI ApavAnI khAtrI ApI, eTale zerakhAne zAMti vaLI. madanasenAe pAtharelI jALa" :- madanasenA khUba catura hatI. temAM paNa sanarANInA jIvanathI paricita hatI, tethI chaLakapaTa vinA phAvI zake tema na hatuM, eTale teNe vezyAne svAMga utArI kSatriyANIne svAMga sajA ane khUba dUra dezAvarathI AvatI hoya tema jokara cAkara ane vAhana sAthe ThAThamAThathI buMdIkeTAmAM praveza karyo ane rAjamahelamAM samAcAra mokalAvyA ke cAMparAjanA phaIbA AvyA che. sanarANIne A khabara maLatAM te khuza thaI gayA. haDAnA phaIbA padhAryA ane te paNa temanI gerahAjarImAM padhAre eTale temanA svAgata ane sanmAnamAM jarA paNa khAmI na AvavI joIe. khUba vAjate gAjate phaIbAnuM svAgata karAvyuM. senAe ghaNI vakhata hADA pAsethI phaIbAnA vakhANa sAMbhaLelA, tethI ghaNI vAra enaraNane phaIbAne maLavAnuM mana thatuM. te phaIbA ghera AvyA che eTale senane phaIbA pratye ghaNuM mAna uparyuM. sanarANImAM jeTalI vIratA hatI teTalI ja saraLatA hatI. phaIbA senanI sAthe mIThI mIThI vAta karIne e prema batAve ke senanuM hRdaya pIgaLI jatuM. "banAvaTI phaibAnA premamAM phasAyelA sena rANI* - Aje duniyAmAM asalI vastu karatAM nakalI vastune prakAza vadhu hoya che. huM sAcAne jhAMkhu pADI de che, te ja rIte vezyAnA kRtrima preme nArANanuM hRdaya jItI lIdhuM. saraLa ane bhalI sanarANune khabara na hatI ke A phaIbAne vezamAM mahAkapaTI vezyA che. satI senanI pati parAyaNatA ane satItvane prabhAva jene vezyAnA manamAM ema thaI jatuM ke ahe ! kyAM AnI pavitratA ane kyAM mArI adhamatA ! A avAja tenA hRdaya sudhI pahoMce te pahelAM zerakhAMnI saMpatti enI AMkhe AMjI nAMkhatI hatI. phaIbA pUche che sona ! mAre hADo kayAM gaye che? have mAre jaldI javuM che, tyAre sene kahyuM, phaIbA! te dilahI gayA che. thoDA divasamAM AvavA joIe. zI utAvaLa che? hamaNu zAMtithI ahIM kAva. ApanA bhatrIjAne maLyA vinA nahIM javA dauM. tame jAva ne e Ave te mane Thapako Ape.

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zAradA suvAsa mATe ceDA divasa vadhu rAkAI jAva. phaibAe kahyu. bhale. seAna ane vezyA vacce gADha premanI gAMTha badhAI hatI. hADAsAhebanA phaibA eTale sena dilanI badhI vAta ene karatI. ane e paNa sena jyAM jAya tyAM sAthe ne sAthe rahetI. eka divasa seAnarANI vizALa hAjamAM eka kapaDuM' paherIne snAna karatI hatI. kapaDA bhIjAi javAthI aMgeApAMga dekhAI jAya che te rIte rANInI jAMdha para lAkhAnuM cihna hatu te vezyA joI gaI eTale tene khUba AnaMda thayA, ane peAtAnuM kArya pUru thavAthI haiyu. harSoMthI nAcI uThayuM. !!! ' 492 A tarapha zerakhAMnI mudata pUrI thavA AvI che eTale have vadhu rAkAI zake tema na hatu', tethI vezyAe pharIne kahyu' sAna ! mAre javu' che. mane mArA hADAne maLavAnI khUba IcchA hatI eTale tArA Agrahane mAna ApI vadhu rokAI gaI paNa e Avye naDI. te tuM mAza vatI ene kaheje ke phaIbA tArI rAha joine gayA. bhALI sena kahe che phaibA ! tamArA prema ghaNA che. mAre tamane rokavAnI icchA che paNu tame nA pADA che eTale vadhu zuM kahuM? paNa phaibA ! ApanA bhatrIjAnI gerahAjarImAM mArAthI ApanI sevAmAM kaMi khAmI AvI haiAya ke Apane ochuM AvyuM haiAya te mApha karo ne pharIne vahelA Avajo. ATaluM khelatAM seAnanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. phaibA kahe che beTA ! mane tArI sAthe khUba AnaMda AvyeA che. tAro prema evA che ke mane javAnu mana thatuM nathI paNa have rAkAi zaku tema nathI. phaibAe sAnarANInA vhAlA pratIkanI karelI mAMgaNI '' :- te' mArI sevAmAM bilakula khAmI rAkhI nathI. mane tArI yAda khUkha Avaze. teA beTA! mArI eka IcchA che ke mArA hADAnI talavAra ane rUmAla je tArI pAse te mane tuM yadagIrI tarIke Ape te ghera beThA tuM mane yAda AvIza. ene joIne huM mAnI laIza ke mAro bhatrIjo ane vahu mane maLyA. phaIbAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne sAnarANIne khUba AghAta lAgyA. te jamIna para paDI gaI, kAraNa ke cAMparAja hADA jyAre khar3Ara jatA tyAre seAna kaTAra ane rUmAla premanA pratIka rUpe laI letI, ane tenI pUjA karatI. A be cIjo ApavAnu senAne mana na hatuM. thADI vAre zAMti vaLI eTale eDI thaIne kahe che phaibA ! tame te mAru hA mAMgI lIdhuM. jema hA vinA mANupta jIvI zakatA nathI tema mArA patie ApelI priyavastue mane mArA hATa karatAM paNa priya che. Apa A sivAya trIju kaMIka mAMgA. tyAM phaIbAe mADhuM maca}ADyuM. A joine sAnANInA manamAM thayuM. ke phaibA pratye mArA patine khUba mAna che ane huM phaIbAne A vastue nahIM. a pu te e mane ThapakA Apaze ane ApavA mATe mana mAnatuM nathI, paNa ImAne te levAnI prabaLa IcchA hatI tethI sAnarANIe anicchAe kaTAra ane rUmAla ApyA. phaIbAne ! je joItuM hatuM te maLI jayAthI khuza khuza thai gayA. saraLa seAnarANIne khabara na "(

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zAradA muvAsa hatI ke AnuM pariNAma zuM Avaze? madanasenA te barAbara nATaka bhajavIne pitAne ghera gaI. kaTAra ane rUmAla maLavAthI zerakhAMmAM AveluM jema :- A tarapha zerakhAMnI mudata pUrI thavAne cAra divasa bAkI hatA eTale te rAha joIne beTho hate. vezyAe jaIne sanarANInA guma cihnanI vAta karI ane kaTAra ne rUmAla tene ApI dIdhA eTale zerakhAMnA nicetana jevA banI gayelA dehamAM prANa AvyA ne pagamAM jema AvyuM. pitAnuM kArya saphaLa thavAthI tene khUba AnaMda thaye ne vezyAne upakAra mAnI aDhaLaka saMpatti ApI. vastuo laIne zerakhAM buMdI keTAthI ravAnA thaze ane dilhImAM AvI akabara bAdazAhanI sabhAmAM hAjara thaye. enA mukha upara AnaMda hate ne pagamAM vega hatuM, tyAre cAMparAja zuM banyuM haze tenI ciMtAmAM magna hatuM, paNa sArA pratye merU jevo aTala vizvAsa hato. bAdazAhe zerakhAM sAme joIne pUchayuM. zerakhAM! zuM karI AvyA? badhAnI vacce zerakhAe kahyuM, sAheba! A zerakhAM kaMI je te mANasa che? huM te jItanA DaMkA vagADIne Avyo chuM. cAMparAjanA mahelamAM ghaNe samaya rahIne meM khUba moja mANI che. sanarANInI tAkAta che ke e zerakhAM sAme TakI zake? huM mAruM kArya barAbara siddha karIne AvyuM chuM. sAthe cAMparAje enI patnIne yAdagIrI rUpe ApelA rUmAla ane kaTAra nizAna tarIke lete A chuM. rUmAla ne kaTAra letAM cAMparAja nIcuM joI gayA. tenI bAjumAM beThelA tenA aMgata mitra pahADasiMhe kahyuM, A vastuo te corI karIne paNa lAvI zakAya, eTale zerakhAM uzkerAIne che. huM ApanI samakSamAM cAMparAja hADAne pUchuM chuM ke sanarANInI jamaNI jAMgha upara lAkhAnuM ciha che ke nahi? A sAMbhaLIne hADAnA hAjA gagaDayA. ene maraNane Dara na hate paNa AbarUne savAla hate. enA manamAM thayuM ke mArI senarANI mATe A zuM bele che? enA aMtaramAM aneka vicAra AvyA paNa have keI upAya na hate. bAdazAhe kahyuM-hAhA ! tame hArI gayA che. have mastaka devA taiyAra thaI jAva. A sAMbhaLIne sabhAjanenuM hRdaya raDI uThayuM ke AvA pavitra purUSane sajA thaze? cAMparAja kahe bAdazAha! mane maraNane Dara nathI paNa mane maratAM pahelAM sanarANIne maLavAnI IcchA che te pUrI karavA mATe traNa divasanI mudata Ape. A hADa trIje divase sAMje hAjara thaI jaze. bAdazAhe kahyuM-tame jAva paNa jAmIna ApatA jAva. je tame trIje divase sAMja sudhI na Ave te jAmInanuM mAthuM dhaDathI juduM karavAmAM Avaze. hADo vicAra kare che zIra sATe jAmIna keNa maLe? cAMparAjane mitra ene jAmIna bane. cAMpAje senane Apela dhikkAra:- senarANI ghaNA divasathI hADAnI rAha jetI hatI. ene A kapaTanI kaMI khabara na hatI te samaye cAMparAje mahelamAM praveza

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- vev zAradA vAya karyAM ne gussAmAM AtyA-he rANI! tane dhikkAra che ! phaTaphaTa A abhAgaNI ! nila jaja | duSTa ! kuLakha paNa ! pApI ! tArA pApe kAle mAru mastaka dilhInA darabAramAM paDaze. game tema te ya tuM Akhare tA strI jAtine ! tAro zuM bharase ? dhikkAra che tArI janetAne ! A zabdo sAMbhaLIne sena camakI. patinI sAme jaine pUche svAmInAtha ! mArA zu' gunhA che? mane A vAtamAM kaI samajAtuM nathI. haju sena pUche che te pahelAM rAjA kahe che huM dilhI jAuM chuM. kAle mAruM mastaka paDavAnuM che. na jAuM teA mArA mitranuM mastaka uDI jAya. ema kahIne cAlatA thai gayA. e seAnane premathI maLavA nhAtA AvyA paNa hRdayanA rASa ThAlavavA AvyA hatA. seAna te dharatI upara DhagaleA thaIne paDI gaI. gheADI vAre mUrchA vaLI eTale svastha thaIne vicAravA lAgI ke mArA pApe mArA patinuM mastaka jaze ! e mane samAcAra kahevA ja AvyA haze! zu mArA nAthanuM mRtyu thaze ! te huM temanA pahelAM dilhI pahoMcI jA" ne vastusthiti jANI la. e Adaza nArInI pharaja che, mATe mAre javu joie. khaMdhue ! A sAnarANI kAcIpe.cI na hatI. e eka vIrAMganA hatI. jo amaLA hAta tA raDavA besI jAta. eNe pANIdAra sAMDhaNI maMgAvI ane prabhune prAthanA karI ke nAtha! jo me' mArA pati sivAya khIjA purUSone bhAi ane pitA samAna mAnyA hoya te pati pahelAM mane dilhI pahoMcADI dejo. ema kahI pavanavegI sAMDhaNI upara esIne dilhI paheAMcI gaI ne koI sajjanane tyAM utAro karyAM. tyAM tene badhA samAcAra maLI gayA. A sAMbhaLIne sonarANI gheADI vAra stabdha banI gai. have tene samajAyu ke phaibA mane pheMdAmAM phasAvIne kaTAra ne rUmAla laI gaI ane nhAtA dheAtA peAtAnI sAthe rahetA mArI jAMgha uparanuM, lAkhu joi gai haze. e zerakhAMne mArI pAse AvavAnI hiM mata na cAlI eTale tArI vezyAno Azraya lIdhe| haze ane te ja phaibA banIne AvI haze. khera, je banyuM te bhale banyuM paNa have temAMthI khacavAno prayatna karu' ne mArA patine bacAvI lauM. haju cAMparAja dilhI paheAMcyA nathI. A tarapha sabhA TheTha bharAi che kAraNa ke cAMparAjanuM dilhInA darabAramAM mastaka paDavAnu... che. tyAM seAnarANIe darakhAramAM samAcAra mekalAvyA ke khuMdIkeATAthI eka na`kI AvI che. te sagItakaLAmAM ane nRtyakaLAmAM hAMziyAra che. senarANI 64 kaLAmAM pravINuM hatI. tenAmAM kaMTha ane nRtya karavAnI kaLA tA addabhUta hatI. khAdazAhu nRtyakaLA ane saMgItakaLAnA zokhIna hatA. ahIM cAMparAja mATe ane jo te samayasara na Ave te tenA mitra pahADasihu mATe phAMsInA mAMcaDA taiyAra che, chatAM khAdazAhe kahyuM phAMsI mADI ApIzuM paNa na`kIne kaMDA ke jaldI Ave te nRtya kare. seAnane joItuM hatu te maLI gayuM. te tarata na`kInA svAMga sajIne rAjasamAmAM dAkhala thaI. sAnarANIe evu suMdara 2 nRtya karyu ane saMgItanA sUra cheDayAM ke jonArane kalAka miniT 3

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zA suvAsa 405 jevA lAgyA. jemAM jene rasa haiAya che temAM tenA samaya kyAM cArlse jAya che te khamara paDatI nathI. badhA tevAmAM masta che tyAM cAMparAja pahoMcI gayA. cAMparAjanI dRSTi na kI upara paDI, khUba dhArI dhArIne jotAM ene lAgyuM ke A seAnarANI ja che, tethI tene tenA para khUba krodha ALye ke talavAranA eka ghAe be TukaDA karI nAkhuM, paNa khAdazAhanI sabhAmAM atyAre enuM ka MI cAle tema na hatuM. tethI gurasA dakhAvI dIdhA. seAnA potAnA patinA mukha paranA bhAva nihALI rahI hatI paNu atyAre ene peAtAnu kAya' sAdhavu hatuM tethI ka MI lakSamAM lIdhA vinA nRtya karyA karyuM. nRtya pUruM thatAM AkhI sabhA khuza thaI ne tALIonA gaDagaDATa thayA. "guMDAne khullA karavA karelA kImiyA " :- senarANInI adbhuta nRtyakaLA joI ne mAdazAha tenA upara prasanna thayA ne kahyu, hai naMkI! huM tArI nRtya ane saMgItakaLA joI ne khUba khuza thayA chuM. tAre je joI e te mAMga. na`kI kahe che jahAMpanAha! mAre kaMI nathI joItu. khAdazAhe khUkha kahyuM tyAre na kIe kahyuM, sAheba ! thoDA vakhata pahelAM ahIMnA eka guTA khudIkATA AvyA hatA. te mArI eka lAkha sAnAmahArA cArI gayA che. te mane apAvI de. mAre khIjuM kaMi nathI joitu. khAdazAha kahe ahIMnA guMDA khuMdIkeATA pahoMcI gayA? mane ja nahi, chatAM huM kahuM chuM ke tuM ene eLakhe che? enuM nAma tuM jANe che? sAna kahe. e pAte kahetA hatA ke mAruM nAma zerakhAM che. huM bAdazAhanI pAse rahenAre cAkara chuM ne dilhImAM rahu chu. sene chUpI rIte zerakhAMne joyA hatA, eTale kahyuM annadAtA ! te ahIMM haze te huM ene oLakhI laIza. Ama kahIne teNe sabhAjanA tarapha dRSTi karI ane jyAM zerakhAM beThA hA te tarapha draSTi phekIne tenA tarapha AMgaLI cI'dhIne kahyuM ke A guDI mArI lAkha senAmahAra cArI gayA che. A badhu' nATaka joIne cAMparAja hADA tA sajjaDa thaI gayA. khAdazAhe kahyu -zerakhAM! ahI' Ava. zerakhAMnA hAjA gagaDI gayA. lathaDatA page tyAM AvyA. bAdazAhe kahyuM-tame AnI lAkha seAnAmahArA cArI lIdhI che ! zerakhAM kahe-jahAMpanAha! meM te A khAIne svapnAmAM paNa joI nathI ane enuM ghara paNu joyu nathI ne huM ene oLakhatA paNa nathI, tyAre sAnarANI kahe che nAmadAra ! ene pUche| te kharA ke eNe mane joi nathI. mArI senAmahAro lIdhI nathI te| pachI mArI sAthe mArA mahelamAM rahIne kevI rIte mAja uDAvI che? A sAMbhaLIne zerakhAMnuM zarIra dhrujavA lAgyuM, AMkhe aMdhArA AvI gayA ne thAthavAtI jIbhe kahe che sAheba ! e tA mArI mA che. huM ene ghera gayo nathI ne mojamajhA uDAvI nathI. Ama khelatAM bhoMya para paDI gayeA sAnarANIe jANyuM ke have mAruM kAma patI gayu' eTale teNe ADo paDado na khAvIne nata kInA svAMga utArI zuddha kSatriyANInA svAMga sajI lIdhA ane paDtAmAM rahIne elI ke zerakhAM mAre

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zAradA suvAsa ghera AvyuM nathI, mAruM mukha paNa teNe joyuM nathI. tenI vAta sAcI che paNa muja upara gujarI pitA bAdazAha jANI, huM nathI gaNikA, zuM hADAnI rANI." A pramANe belIne kahyuM-huM gaNikA nathI paNa cAMparAja hADAnI rANI chuM, paNa tamArA A zerakhAe buMdIkeTa AvIne mAruM zIyaLa khaMDita karavA thAya teTalA vAnA karyA paNa te phAvyuM nahi, tyAre teNe madanasenA gaNikAne saMparka sAdhyo ane e mArI phaIjI thaIne mArA upara prema batAvIne rUmAla ane kaTAra laI gaI che. mane te AnuM pariNAma zuM Avaze tenI khabara na hatI paNa mArA patie kahyuM ke tArA pApe dilhInA darabAramAM mAruM mastaka paDaze. dhikakAra che tane! ATalA phITakAranA zabdo kahIne AvyA tevA pAchA pharyA ne huM ahIM AvI che. tyAre pachI zuM banyuM e te Apa jANe che. zerakhAMne bAdazAhe phaTakAne mAra marAvIne pUchayuM-bola, sAcI vAta che? zerakhAMe kabUla karyuM ke sena satI che. meM madanasenA mAraphata A vastuo meLavI che, tethI bAdazAhane khAtrI thaI ke sanarANI sAcI kSatriyANI ane satI che. sena rANI kahe-je thayuM te sAruM thayuM. mArA pati je tyAM na AvyA hatA te mane kaMI khabara paDatI nahi. kadAca huM te mArI jIvanalIlA samApta karI tenI mane paravA na hatI paNa mArA patinI Ijajata ane kSatriyANIonA zIyaLa upara kalaMka lAge tenI ciMtA hatI. tene have khulAse thaI gaye. have Apane jema karavuM hoya tema karI zake che. A badhuM jANIne cAMparAjane gusso zAMta thayo. temanI chAtI gajagaja phUlI, dhanya che satI ! satInI hiMmata, vIratA ane pavitratAne ! A joIne bAdazAha khuza khuza thaI gayA ne bolyA-beTA ! tuM mArI dIkarI che. mane pharIne eka vAra tAruM mukha batAva,sana kahe-pitAjI ! basa, have samaya gaye. kSatriyANIonA mukha jevA e sahelA nathI, sabhA vacce senanA zIyaLanI ane saccAInI pratibhA paDI, ane saue ekI avAje aMtaranA AzIrvAda ApIne satIne jayajayakAra belA. je phAMsIne mAMcaDo cAMparAja mATe taiyAra thaye hato tenA upara zerakhAne caDhAvI dIdhuM. cAMparAjane cha cha mahine bAdazAhanI tahenAta bharavI paDatI hatI temAMthI tene bAdazAhe mukta karyo. cAMparAja haDAnI kIrti cAre tarapha phelAI ane sanarANInA zIyaLanI suvAsa cAre tarapha mahekI uThI jyAre jagatanA lAkha ane karaDe phITakAra vacce zerakhAMnI jIvanalIlA samApta thaI TUMkamAM sanarANamAM sauMdarya te hatuM ne sAthe enuM zIyaLa nirmaLa hatuM, te tene ke prabhAva paDaze ! sauMdarya game teTaluM hoya paNa je sAthe zIla cokhkhuM na hoya te zIla vinAnA saudaryanI kaI kiMmata nathI. sauMdarya nahi hoya te cAlaze paNa zIla vinA nahi cAle, ane jenuM saundarya suMdara hoya ane zIla nirmaLa hoya te tenI zobhA ora vadhI jAya che. zIla ane sauMdarya baMnene sumeLa heya te ja jIvana zobhI uThe che, mATe

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zAhI suvAsa 457 soya vadhAravA karatAM pahelAM zIla nirmaLa pALA tA jIvananI unnati thAya. seAnarANInA zIlavate kevA prabhAva pADyo! AvA satIratnAthI bhArata deza mahAna banyA che. Aje zIla ane saudaya viSe ghaNuM kahevAyu' che. samaya thaI gayA che. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na para bhAdaravA suda 4 ne budhavAra vijaya prAptinA upAya 1 tA. 6-9-09 sujJa khaMdhuo, suzIla mAtA ne bahenA ! mahAna maMgalakArI pazu Sachu parva kalyANanI kumakuma patrikA laine ApaNe tyAM padhAryAM che. tenA cha cha divase te Atma ArAdhanAmAM AnaMdapUrvaka pasAra thaI gayA. tenI khakhara paNa na paDI. A patra AtmakalyANanA divsa sa MdezA laine Avyu che. phakta zabdanA sAthIyAo jIvana caNatara suMdara banavAnuM nathI. kevaLa mahela caNavAnI kalpanAothI mahela caNAI javAnA nathI. e mATe ceAgya sAdhana sAmagrI joize, te rIte A mahAna parvanI ujavaNI karavA mATe dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAvanI sAmagrI joize. jIvananA AMgaNe AvelA AtmazuddhinA A senerI avasarane umaMga ane utsAhathI apanAvIne AtmakalyANu mATe kaTibaddha anIe. divALI Ave tyAre bahenA gharane vALIjhUDIne svaccha kare che tema A pava mAnavInA tanane, mananee ane vacanane zuddha karavAnuM kahe che. vastu jo zuddha na hAya te tenA upayoga karavAmAM AnaMda ke ullAsa AvatA nathI tema jIvanazuddhi vinA kAya'mAM Anada ke sphurti Ave. Ave AtmazuddhinA avasara jIvanamAM vAraMvAra AvatA nathI. Aje paryuSaNa parvanA sAtamA divasa che, ane AvatI kAle savatsarI mahAparvanA pavitra divasa che. sAta sAta divasa sudhI sAdhanAnA sareovaramAM snAna karIne zuddha banelA AtmAe AvatI kAle eka khIjAnI sAthe paraspara kSamApanA karI A bhava ane pUrvabhavamAM lAgelA pApAnI AlecanA karI ane pratikramaNamAM varSabhara lAgelA pApAnuM prAyazcita karIne zuddha banaze. anAdikALathI AtmAne lAgu paDela bhavarUpI rAganuM auSadha A paryuSaNa para che. jyAre ceAgya auSadhanA sevana sAthe pathyApathyanuM jJAna prApta thAya ane te pramANe AcaraNu kare teA roganA aMta Ave che. A mAhyaroganI vAta thai paNu ApaNe teA AvyuM tara roga viSaya kaSAya rUpa rAgane dUra karavAnA che. jo viSaya kaSAyenA aMta Ave te lavarAganA avazya vicAga thaI jAya. A panA ekeka anuSThAnA karma kSaya mATe che. A pattu eka paNa anuSThAna jo zraddhA ane bhAvapUrvaka karavAmAM Ave te jarUra ajarAmara sthAna prApta thaI jAya. parvAdhirAjanI padharAmaNI ane ujavaNI dara varSe ApaNe karIe chIe. A bhavamAM saMkhyAtI vakhata paNa anaMta bhavAmAM anaMta vakhata ujavaNI karelI che, chatAM je abhyA khAdha sthAne na pahoMcyA te vicAravu paDaze ke ApaNAmAM kaIMka uNapa che, e uNapa zA. su. 32 e

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ka zAradA suvAsa che ke vItarAga prabhunI AjJA mujabanI ujavaNI nahIM karI hoya. kAraNa ke bALA go" e ApaNu jinAgamanuM sonerI sUtra che. jenI jinazAsanamAM pratyeka sthAne mahattA AMkela che, mATe ApaNe sarva ArAdhanAmAM jinAjJA mekhare hevI joIe. mahAnapurUSe kahe che ke sarve anuSThAnone ArAdhaka paNa je jinAjJAna virAdhaka hoya te te anaMta saMsAra vadhAre che. AtmAnA bhAgane nAbUda karavA mATe bhAva auSadha samAna mahAparvanI ArAdhanA dvArA anaMta bhavaragIe regane nivArI zAzvata sukhAnubhUti karI rahyA che tema ApaNe paNa karIe. ke baMdhuo! bhavaregane nAbUda karavA mATe sauthI prathama ApaNe pAMca indriya upara vijaya prApta karavA paDaze. indriye upara vijaya meLavyA vinA e roga nAbUda nahIM thAya te mATe Aje ApaNA vyAkhyAnane viSaya rAkhe che "vijaya prAptine upAya. je manuSyo pAMca Indriya ane chaThThA mana upara vijaya meLave che te AtmA upara avazya vijaya prApta karI zake che. A jIve bAhya saMgrAmamAM te ghaNI vakhata vijaya meLavyuM paNa e vijaya te sAce vijaryuM nathI. e vijaya te kyAreka pAche parAjayamAM pheravAI jaze. e vijya dehavilaya thatAM vilaya thaI jaze. samrATa sikaMdare laDAIo karIne keTalA deza upara vijaya meLavyuM hate ne keTalI samRddhi bhegI karI hatI ! paNa ene dehavilaya thaye tyAre sAthe eka deza ke theDI ghaNu saMpatti paNa sAthe laI gaye khare? A vijaya zA kAmano ? A vijayathI karma baMdhAya che ne sukha maLatuM nathI te have vicAra kare ke kenA upara vijaya keLavavAthI sAcuM sukha maLI zake? appA ceva dameyavvo, appA hu khalu dudRmmo / gay Dhanto purI dopha, garimAM traNa ratha utta. sU a-1 gAthA 15 bhagavAne A gAthAmAM kevA sarasa bhAva batAvyA che! jagatamAM badhuM jItI zakAya che paraMtu AtmA upara vijaya meLave muzkela che. rAga-dveSa tathA kaSAnuM damana karanAra AtmA A leka ane paralokamAM sukhI thAya che. ATalI eka ja gAthA upara je maMthana karavAmAM Ave te bhavane beDe pAra thaI jAya. sUtranI eka gAthAnA ciMtane ke camatkAra 'sa e eka nyAya ApIne samajAvu. - eka vakhata jaina saMte vihAra karIne AvatA hatA. vihAra khUba labe hate. cAlatAM cAlatAM sAMja paDI gaI. sUryAsta thavAne samaya thaI gaye hate. jaina munie saryAsta pachI eka kadama paNa bahAra cAle nahiM. pitAnI zArIrika kriyA mATe cAlavuM huM paDe te chUTa, bAkI cAle nahIM. A saMte vihAra karIne AvatAM hatAM. sthAnaka dUra hatuM paNa mArgamAM nagarazeThANIne eka bhavya mahela AvyA. saMte e pUchayuM-bahena ! sUryAsta

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zAradA suvAsa thavAnI taiyArI che. te tamArA mahelamAM amAre kape tevI jagyA che? zeThANa jaina hatAM. te saMtene joIne khuza thaI gayA ne kahyuM-gurUdeva ! ghaNI jagyA che. padhA-5dhAre mAruM ghara ApanA punIta pagalAthI pAvana thaze. zeThANIe baMgalAmAM cheka nIcenA bhAgamAM jagyA ApI. AjJA laIne saMte utaryA. zeThANIne ekane eka dIkaro mahelanA sAtamA mALe enI rUpavaMtI strIo sAthe AnaMda vineda karI rahyo hato. pUrvanA puNyodaye duHkha zuM kahevAya tenI khabara nathI. pitAne ghera saMte padhAryA che te paNa jANatuM nathI. A saMte pratikramaNa karIne svAdhyAya karavA beThA. ene madhura raNakAra mahelanA sAtame mALe poM. sAdhyAya karatAM "nalInI gulma vimAna" ATale zabda zeThANInA putranA kAne athaDAye."nalInI gulmavimAna" A zabda sAMbhaLatAM strIo sAthe AnaMda karI rahelA zreSThIputranA manamAM thayuM ke AvuM meM kayAMka sAMbhaLyuM che. enA upara ciMtana karatAM jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM, eTale nalInI gulma vimAna enI najara samakSa dekhAyuM. temAM pite kyAM hatuM, kevA sukhe bhegavyA hatA e pratyakSa joyuM. ene A saMsAranA sukhe gaMdhAtI gaTara jevA lAgyA. strIonI sAthe AnaMda karavAnuM choDIne ekadama ubhuM thaI gaye. enI patnIe kahe che svAmInAtha ! ekadama uThIne kayAM cAlyA? tyAre kahe che have huM A saMsAramAM rahI zakuM tema nathI. te saDasaDATa sIDI utarIne mAtA pAse AvyA. mAtAnA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che mAtA ! mane dIkSAnI AjJA Apa. mAtA kahe che dIkarA ! tane ekadama A zuM thaI gayuM ? ke Ama dIkSA levAnuM kahe che? mADI ! have huM A saMsAramAM rokAI zakuM tema nathI. mAre jaldI dIkSA levI che. jue, eNe sAdhune joyAM nathI. saMtane paNa khabara nathI ke zeThANIne dIkare che. e te emanI svAdhyAyamAM lIna che. mAtAe pUchayuM beTA! tane vairAgya kema AvyuM putre vAta karI eTale samajI gaI ke saMtanI svAdhyAyane raNakAra sAMbhaLyuM lAge che. A jagyAe je tame heta te ema ja kaheta ke saMtane gharamAM rAkhyA te mAruM ja ghara beThuM. mAtAe kahyuM-beTA ! dIkSA levI te jevI tevI vAta nathI. mahAdukara che paNa jene pUrva bhavenuM jJAna thayuM che, je pUrve cAritra pAnIne nalInI gulma vimAnanA sukha meLavIne AvyuM che ene ahIM kema game? mAtAne samajAvIne gurU pAse AvI dIkSA lIdhI. have navadIkSita sAdhu gurUdevane kahe che gurUdeva ! ApanI AjJA heya te zamazAnabhUmimAM jaIne paDimA vahana karuM. enI cegyatA joIne gurUe AjJA ApI. - A nadIkSita saMta mazAna bhUmimAM jaIne paDimA vahana karavA kAusaga dhyAnamAM ubhA rahyA. rAtrInA samaye bhUkhI ziyALaNuM AvIne temanA page baTakA bharavA lAgI. bIjI tarapha enA baccA baTakA bharavA lAgyA. A samaye munie khUba samatA rAkhI. paga karI khAdhA eTale muni bhUmi upara DhaLI paDayA tethI peTa cIrIne mAMsa khAvA lAgI. ziyALaNIne mAM

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zAha avAra mAMsa khAvAnI majhA AvI ne munine karmanI sajA thaI, paNa saMte khUba kSamA zakhI. te kALa karIne nalInI gulma vimAnamAM gayA. A tarapha enI mAtA ane patnIe darzana karavA AvyA. badhA saMtanA darzana karyA paNa navadIkSita saMtane na joyA eTale gurUne pUchayuMApanA navadIkSita ziSya kayAM gayA? gurU jJAnI hatA. emaNe pitAnA jJAnabaLathI jANI lIdhuM hatuM ke muni kayAM gayA? tethI kahyuM ke e te emanA AtmAnuM kArya sAdhIne jyAMthI AvyA hatA tyAM gayA. mAtAne putranA ane patnIne patinA darzana na thavAthI khUba dukha thayuM. emane paNa aMte saMsAra asAra lAge ne dIkSA lIdhI. - TUMkamAM mAre kahevAno Azaya e che ke bhagavAnanI vANImAM ke jAdu che ke eka zake putrane meha niMdrAmAMthI jAgRta karI Atmavijaya prApta karAvyA. duniyAmAM pitAnI sattAthI ke saMpattithI bIjA upara vijaya meLave te kaMI sAthe vijaya nathI. sAce ane zreSTha vijaya karyo che? jJAnI purUSoe sAce vijaya kene kahyuM che? " vizeSa of, gNa te para so !eka AtmA upara vijaya prApta kare, e ja sarvazreSTha vijaya che. Indri upara vijaya meLavanAra AtmA saheje pitAnA AtmA upara vijaya meLavI zake che, paNa Aje jIvanI dazA badalAI gaI che. ene AtmAnI pIchANa ja nathI thaI eTale cetana e AtmA jaDa jevo banato jAya che, jaDanI duniyAmAM vicarato ane kalpanAnI pAMkhe AkAzamAM uDato hevA chatAM AtmA jevI cIjane bhulate jAya che. jIvana zuM cIja che? jIvana kevI rIte jIvavuM joIe? evA vicArane paNa enA magajamAM jyAM avakAza nathI tyAM AtmAne jItavAnuM ke rAga-dveSa haTAvavAnuM te ene bhAna je kyAMthI hoya! A baMdhuo ! mAnavabhavanI sArthakatA ke niSphaLatAne AdhAra AtmAnI sAdhanA upara che. jeNe AtmAne oLakhe hoya, jene AtmA upara zraddhA hoya tene AtmAnI sAdhanA vicAra Ave che paNa lakSmInA lAlacuo ane bheganA bhikhArIo te e vastuo meLavavAmAM ne bheLavavAmAM hitAhitane viveka oNI bese che. e AtmA kadAca duniyA upara vijaya meLavaze paNa enuM aMtara te aneka parAjanI hAramALAthI ladAyeluM haze ke je enA jIvanane kotarI khAtuM haze, ATalA mATe jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke Atmavijaya e ja zreSTha vijaya che. e mATe pahelAM pAMca Indri upara vijaya meLave. .. eka vakhata ghaNuM sAdhuo bhegA thayA. sAdhusaMte bhegA thAya tyAre teo jJAnacarcA kare che. Atmika jJAnanA rasanI lUMTAlUMTa thAya che. tame badhA bhegA thAya tyAre zuM kare? bele, saMsAranI vAte. jyAre sAdhuonI sabhA bharAI emAM carcA cAlI. carcAno viSaya e hatuM ke pAMca IndrimAM kaI Indriya upara vijaya meLavavuM muzkela che? e viSayamAM paNa vicAraNA karI paNa keI ene nirNaya karI zakayuM nahi, tyAre eka DAhyA ne gaMbhIra

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zAka evA sAdhue kahyuM-A carcAne nirNaya karavA mATenuM eka raste batAvuM. sAMbhaLe, AmAMthI pAMca sAdhue taiyAra thAya ane te darekane ekeka Indriya upara vijaya meLavavAnuM kAma soMpI de. pachI temane pUchI le eTale ApoApa nirNaya thaI jaze ke kaI Indriya upara vijaya meLavo muzkela che. A vAta badhA saMtone gamI, tethI pAMca sAdhuo taiyAra thayA. vaDIla saMtee jene je Indriya upara vijaya meLavavAnI AjJA pharamAvI te pramANe nakkI karIne pAMca sAdhuone ekeka Indriya upara vijaya meLavavA cAturmAsamAM judA judA sthaLe mokalyA. pAMce ya sAdhuo ekeka Indriya upara vijaya meLavIne cAturmAsa pUruM karIne pAchA pharyA. badhA sAdhue bhegA thayA. pAMce sAdhuone belAvIne pUchavAmAM AvyuM ke kaI Indriya jItavI muzkela che? je sAdhue jIbha upara vijaya meLavyuM hatuM te belyA-duniyAmAM badhuM jItavuM rahela che paNa jIbha upara jIta meLavavI ghaNI kaThIna che. kahevata che ne ke "jeNe chama chatI teNe jaga jItyu." kAraNa ke badhI indriyanA kAma eka ane temanI saMkhyA be che. AMkha be che ne kAma eka jevAnuM kare che, kAna be che ne kAma eka sAMbhaLavAnuM kare che, jyAre chama eka che ne tenA kAma be che. eka balavAnuM ane bIjuM khAvAnuM. bolatAM AvaDe te vairIne vaza kare che ane khAtA AvaDe te zarIrane puSTa banAve paNa je e AvaDatane badale caTakA ja karavA jAya te belavAmAM jagatane zatru banAve ane khAvAmAM hAtha paga, mAthuM ema AkhA zarIrane herAna thavAnuM thAya. kAma karI jAya jIbha ane herAna thAya bIjA. ATalA mATe kudarate paNa bIjI badhI indriyane bahAra rAkhI ane jIbhane aMdara pUrIne tene pharatI batrIzInI cekI mUkI ane hoThanuM tALuM dIdhuM, te paNa A jIbhane vaza rAkhavA mATe keTalI takedArI rAkhavI paDe che. ene jItavA jatAM mArA nAke dama AvI ga mATe rasendriyane jItavI muzkela che. eka sAdhunI vAta pUrI thaI tyAM bIjA sAdhu belI uThayA-jIbha upara kAbU meLavI emAM zI moTI vAta che? AMkhane jItavI te kaMI nAnI sUnI vAta nathI. jyAM navA navA rUpa dekhe, navA navA dazya jovA maLe eTale AMkhaDI emAM masta banI jAya. AMkha dvArA padArtho joIe eTale tene meLavavAnuM mana thAya. AMkha sAme suMdara rUpa ane dara khaDA thAya eTale te tarapha gayA vinA rahe ja nahi. mahAmuzIbate ene rokI zakAya che. mATe mAre anubhava te ema kahe che ke jIbhane jItavA karatAM AMkhane jItavAnuM kAma agharuM che. tyAM trIjA sAdhu kahe che ke have bese chAnAmAnA. varane te varanI mAtA ja vakhANe ne ! mane jItavI ke AMkhane kAbUmAM rAkhavI emAM kaMI tamArI bahAdurI nathI. enA karatAM chetendriya upara vijaya meLavavuM kaThIna che, kAraNa ke kaI ApaNuM sAruM bole ke aghara' che.

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zAradA suvAsa kharAba bele, keI niMdA kare ke kaI prazaMsA kare agara koI ApaNane kaTu zabdo kahI jAya A badhuM kAna dvArA saMbhaLAya che, eTale bolanAra pratye rAga-dveSa thAya che. ApaNuM sAruM belanAra pratye rAga Ave che ne kharAba bolanAra pratye dveSa Ave che ke koI Ave che. are ene mArI besIe paNa kharAM. mATe zrotendriyane jItavI muzkela che. cethA sAdhu kahe che tamArI badhAnI vAta cheDI do. AMkha, kAna ane jIbha upara vijaya meLavanArA tame badhA sparzendriya upara vijaya meLave tyAre sAcA. makhamala jevA komaLa suMvALI cAmaDInA sparzothI bhalabhalA ALeTI jAya che. AvA managamatA mUlAyama sparzIne vahAlA mAnanAra sparzathI dUra rahIne sparzendriya jItavAmAM ja bahAdurI che, tyAre eka sAdhue kahyuM sArI ane kharAba gaMdha Ave tyAre dhrANendriyane vaza rAkhavI muzkela che. attara, gulAba ane megarAnI sugaMdha Ave tyAre nAkane bahu game che ane viSTAnI durgadha Ave tyAre nAka ADA DucA devA paDe che, ulTI Ave che. A samaye ghaNendriyane samabhAvamAM rAkhavAnuM kAma agharuM che. AvI rIte je sAdhue je je Indriya vaza karI hatI tenI temaNe mahattA batAvI, paNa kaI Indriya jItavI muzkela che tene nirNaya adhUro rahyo tethI nirNaya karavA bhagavAna pAse AvyA ne pitAnA praznanI rajuAta karI. sarvajJa bhagavAne kahyuM-he mArA sAdhake ! tame sAMbhaLe. pitApitAnI rIte tame badhA sAcA che. have huM tamane eka nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. sAMbhaLe. eka mATe mahela che. tene pAMca daravAjA che. temAM eka daravAje cokI pahero mUkIe ne cAra daravAjA caMkI paherA vinA khullA mUkIe te lUMTAvAne bhaya khare ke nahi? badhA sAdhue kahyuM-hA, bhagavaMta ! have mAne ke cAra daravAje cokI pahere mUkIe ne eka daravAje cekI paherA vinAne khulluM rAkhIe te paNa lUMTAvAne Dara te khare ja ne? hAM. eTale Ane artha e che ke pAMce daravAje cekI pahere rAkhavuM joIe. eka paNa daravAje cekIpaherA vinAne rAkhIe te cArane bhaya rahe ja che. te rIte he sAdhuo ! A tamArA praznane javAba che. kahevAne Azaya e che ke mana rUpI mahelanA pAMca IndrinA daravAjAmAMthI kaI indriyanA daravAjA upara cekI rAkhavI te kaI mahatvanI vAta nathI, kAraNa ke cera te je daravAjo khule hoya te daravAjethI praveza karIne corI karI jAya che. jeNe jIbha upara jIta meLavI hoya chatAM jAtajAtanA suMdara saMgIta sAMbhaLavAmAM, sugaMdhI tela, attara vigere vastunA mehamAM paDe, AMkha vigere Indriye jatI hoya paNa svAdiSTa bhejane khAvA mATe jIbha labakArA mAratI heya, te e badhuM sarakhuM che. pAMce Indriya upara vijya meLavI joIe. mana upara vijaya meLavI lIdhA pachI pAMca Indriye te chatAI jaze, senApati jAya te sainya te chatAyeluM ja che, tema mana jItI lIdhA pachI Indri te chatAI ja javAnI che.

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zAradA sevAsa 503 devAnupriye ! jIvana e eka saMgrAma che. saMsAra e samarAMgaNa che, ane AtmA e laDavaiyA che. duSTa mana e duzmana che ane IndriyA enuM sainya che. kAma, krodha, meha, rAga, dveSa enA zastro che. enI sAme AtmAne sayamanA zasrathI laDavAnuM che. je sa yamanu zastra gumAvyuM. te AtmA hAryAM samatte. manane jItavA mATe sayama rUpI zatru khUba mahatvanuM che. je jIvanane kSaNe kSaNe jAgRta rAkhe, saMyamanA zastra vaDe pUrNa saMbhALa rAkhe te manane jItI zake che. Atmasayama keLavavA e vijaya meLavavAnI amegha cAvI che. AtmasaMyama keLavanAre jIvanamAM pratyeka kSaNe sajAga ane saceta rahevu joi che. padArthonA pahADa khaDakI devA ke moTA meTA sAmrajye jItI levA mAtrathI vijayI nathI manAtuM, paNuM bhuMgAne tajIne manane jItavAmAM sAcA vijaya che vijaya meLavanAra sAdhaka tA bhegAne rAganuM kendrasthAna mAnIne leAmathI dUra bhAge che. huM tamane pUchuM tamane lAga game che ke tyAga ? bhAgane raMganuM ghara samajIne tenAthI dUra rahevA icche che kharA? bhAga upara vijaya meLave temAM kharo vijaya samAyele che. samajhe, vijaya jaDa vastu upara nahI paNa AtmA upara vijaya meLavavAnA che. e vijaya meLavavA mATe jIvane ka! te sahana karavu paDe che! sahana karyA vinA sukha nathI maLatuM ane kAinA upara vijaya paNa nathI meLavI zakAtA. huM tamane eka dRSTAMta dvArA samajAvu. eka khAnadAna kuTuMbamAM arUNu nAmanA eka sukhI sagRhastha hatA. tenI patnInu nAma suzIlA hatuM. temane eka rUpendra nAme khAkhe| hatA. arUNu svabhAvanA khUma phodhI hatA paNa suzIlA khUba zAMta ane DAhI hatI, rUpendra pAMca varSanA thayA ne tenI mAtA gujarI gaI, AthI tene mUtra AghAta lAgyA. te mA vinA taraphaDavA lAgyA. have enA mitro hatA temAM traNa mitrA mA vagaranA che. te khUkhaduHkhI che, tethI badhA tene zIkhavADe che ke tArA pappA pharIne paraNe te temAM tu' saMmata na thaIza navI mA khUba duHkha Ape che. zarUAtamAM sukha Apaze paNa pachI khUba duHkha Apaze. A rIte mitroe rUpendrane caDhAvIne taiyAra karyo. cha mahinA khAda arUNane tenA kuTuMbIjano pharIne lagna karavA samajAve che tyAre arUNu nA pADe che paNa badhAe parANe samajAvIne hA paDAvI. A vAta rUpendrane na gamI, tethI badhA sAme krodhathI jovA lAgyeA, chevaTe arUNano lagnadivasa AkhyuM. badhAe tene sArA kapaDA paherAvavA mAMDayA paNu paheratA nathI. sagAMsnehIo badhAne AnaMda hatA paNa rUpendra teA keAI sAthe khelatA cAlatA nathI. AkhA divasa mAtu caDhAvIne eka khUNAmAM besI rahyo. ramAnI vizALa dRSTi ne rUpendrane mitranI caDhavaNI :- jenI sAthe aNunA lagna thayA tenuM nAma ramA hatuM. kharekhara, ramA eTale ramA ja hatI. ramA AtmAmAM ramaNutA karanArI hatI. ene paratAM pahelAM ja khabara hatI ke mAre jyAM javAnu che

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dizA yuvA tyAM mAtA banIne rahevAnuM che. teNe paraNIne rUmajhuma pagale patinA gharamAM praveza karyo paNa rUpendrane gamatuM nathI. e vadhu samaya bahAra pasAra karavA lAgyuM. rUpendranA pitA pAse je khUba hate paNa emane svabhAva khUba krodhI hate. gharamAM saheja vastu avyavasthita rekhe agara te koI vastunuM nukazAna thaI jAya te e sahI zakatA nahi. kaI miniTe temane krodhanI vALA bhabhUkI uThaze te kahI zakAya nahi. jyAre e khuzImAM hoya tyAre rUpendrane vahAlathI belAvatA paNa A cheka aMdarathI DaryA karatuM hatuM. enI vAtsalyamaya mAtAnA gayA pachI gharamAM jANe enuM kaMI ja na hoya tema ene lAgatuM hatuM. ghaNIvAra ekale paDate tyAre raDI lete ane bhagavAnane prArthanA karIne kahehe bhagavAna! te mArI vahAlI mammIne zA mATe belAvI lIdhI ? navI mammI AvatAM ene junI mammInI yAda khUba satAvavA lAgI. navI mAtA ramA khUba premALa ane pavitra hatI. enuM rUpa paNa athAga hatuM. sAthe enAmAM guNe paNa ghaNuM hatAM. eNe hRdayane vizALa banAvI dIdhuM hatuM. haju navI paraNIne AvI che paNa rUpendrane kahe che beTA ! ema kahIne bAthamAM levA jAya tyAM rUpendra chaTakI jate ramAe joyuM ke jema hariNI zikArIne jotAM dUra nAse che tema rUpendra mArAthI dUra bhAge che, tethI ramAnA manamAM thayuM ke huM game tema te ya aparicita chuM, eTale e mArI pAse AvatAM saMkeca pAme che. e saMkucitatAnuM kocaluM teDavA mATe ramA prayatna karavA lAgI. paraNIne AvyA be divasa thayA. trIje divase rUpane premathI jagADavA gaI ne madhura svare belI beTA rUpendra! uTho. savAra paDI. te paNa rUpendra enA sAmuM jete ja nathI, kAraNa ke enA mitreAe ene barAbara caDhAvyo hatuM ke je je rUpendra! tArI navI mammInI phasAmaNImAM na phasAte, pahelAM te tene premathI belAvaze ne badhuM ja karaze paNa pachI badhuM nATaka bhajavaze. A jhera enA aMtaramAM barAbara vyApI gayuM hatuM eTale navI mAtAnA premanI kadara karI zakatA nathI. - mAtA karatAM adhika prema ApatI ramA - ramA te rUpendrane potAne banAvavA mATe jeTaluM bane teTaluM karI chUTe che. ene game tevA kapaDA lAve, sAruM sAruM khAvAnuM Ape, jamavA vakhate enI janetA mAtA jamADatI tenA karatAM paNa adhika premathI jamADatI paNa Ane te kaMI hisAbamAM ja nathI. oramAna putrane pitAne banAve e kaMI sAmAnya vAta nathI. ramAnA dilamAM ghaNuM dukha thatuM ke huM rUpendrane keTalo prema ApuM chuM chatAM e mArAthI alaga - alaga ja rahe che. mAre zuM karavuM ? ene kevI rIte samajAve ? enA patinI pAse te ghaNI vAra raDI paDatI, tyAre ene pati kahe ke e haju bALaka che ne? pachI jarUra samajaze. Ama karatAM eka divasa upendra ATha vAgyA te paNa pathArImAMthI uThaze nahi. te eka sumadhura svapnanI majhA mANu hyo hate. A samaye ramA tene uThADavA gaIne premathI belI beTA rUpendra! jahadI uTha. tAre khule javAnuM meDuM thAya che, tyAre guNe karIne mAtAne hAtha taracheDIne kahe che mAre

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zAradA suvAsa yupa nathI uThavu. mane uMgha Ave che. A sAMbhaLIne mAtAe kahyuM-dIkarA! tArI parIkSA najIka Ave che. mATe abhyAsa bagaDaze te paNa A uThatA nathI. tyAM enA pappAnA avAja AnyA. rUpendra ! tuM kema uteA nathI ? jaldI beThA thaI jA. enA pappAnA avAja sAMbhaLIne tarata beTho thaI gayA. enA manamAM thayuM ke jIA mammI kevI hAMziyAra che ke mArA pappA jANe te mATe emanI hAjarImAM mane e premathI uThADavA AvI, peAte sArI rahe ne pappA mArA upara bhalene gussA kare! A rIte khATI kalpanA karatA hatA. rUpendra bhaNuvAmAM DhAMziyAra hatA paNa gaNitanA viSayamAM kAcA hatA. enI mammI ene lezana karavA melAvatI paNu e tA enA mitranI salAha pramANe cAlatA. mAtAna tA gaNutA ja na hatA. enI trimAsika parIkSAnuM rIjhalTa Avyu. temAM te gaNitanA viSayamAM nApAsa thayA. rIjhalTamAM pappAnI sahI joIe. pazu je pappAne kahevA jAya te enA hADakA kheAkhaza karI nAMkhe, kAraNa ke pappAnA svabhAva keTalA krodhI che e te kharAkhara jANatA hatA. eTale pappAnI pAse te javuM kevI rIte ? bhayathI dhrujatA mammI pAse AvIne mUMgA meDhe pelu rajIsTara mammI sAme dhayuM. ramAe joyu te rUpendranI AMkheAmAM karUNA, bhaya ane AjIjInA bhAvA taravaratA hatA. eNe kahyu -meTA ! hu tane dararoja mArI pAse lezana karavA AvavAnu` kahetI hatI paNa tuM mAnyA nahi. khela, have tuM dararoja mArI pAse lezana karavA besIza ne? mane vacana Apa, pazu mArA pappA jANaze te mArA upara khIjAze ne mane khUba mAra mAraze. ramAe premALa svare kahyuM-tArA pappA tane kaMI nahi kahe. e javAbadArI mArI. pachI tane kaMI ciMtA che ? khIje divase rUpendrane enA pappAe melAvIne trimAsika parIkSAnu rIjhalTa mAMgyu. pavanathI dhrujatI velanI mAphaka rUpendra enA pappA pAse jaIne ubhuM rahyo. enA manamAM ema hatuM ke hamaNAM mane pappA kaMIka kaheze ne e lAphA jorathI mAraze paNa ahI' teA juduM' ja khanyu enA pitAe zAtithI kahyu -beTA rUpendra ! have dararAja tArI mammI pAse lezana karavA besaze. eNe kahyuM-bhale, huM bhaNavA besIza. enA pappAe rIjhalTapatramAM sahI karI ApI eTale laIne cAlyA gayA paNa enA manamAM thayuM ke huM gaNitamAM pheIla thayA eTale mArA pappuni krodha AvyA vinA rahe ja nahIM paNa mArI mammIe pappAne samajAvyA lAge che. mammI bahu sArI che. nahitara Avu' ane ja nahi. sAMje eNe enA mitrAne vAtacItamAM kahyuM ke tame badhA kahe che. maiM ke navI mammI sArI na hAya paNa mane evu nathI lAgatuM. mArI mammIe mArA pppAne evA samajAvIdvIdhA Aje e mArA upara gusse thavAne badale mArI sAthe premathI vAta karI, tyAre enA mitre kahyuM tArI vAta sAcI che, paNa mArI mammI paNa mane pahelAM Ama ja karatI hatI. paNa joje teA kharA, pAchaLathI tane khabara paDaze, tyAre bIjA mitre kahyu tArI mammI tArA pappAne zuM samajAvatI hatI. e tA tArA pappA peAte ja sudharI gayA haze. rUpendre kahyu. nA, mArA pappA tA krodhI che. haju Aje savAre

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zAradA muvAsa dALamAM moDuM vadhAre paDI gayuM hatuM eTale thALI vATake pachADIne mammI upara krodha karIne jamyA vinA dukAne cAlyA gayA hatA. kAle ghATInA hAthe kAcane glAsa phUTI jatAM keTaluM khIjAyA hatA. e badhuM meM najare joyuM che. are gAMDA ! tane kayAMthI khyAla hoya ke mAnava kevA hoya che ! tyAM rUpendranA vicAra badalAyA ke oramAna mAtAne mArA mATe kayAMthI lAgaNI hoya ke te pappAne mArA mATe samajAve. kaMIka hRdaya kuNuM paDyuM hatuM te mitronI zikhAmaNathI pAchuM kaThera banI gayuM, ane tenA aMtaramAM mAtA pratye premanA aMkurA na ja phUTayA. tene mana aparamAtAnuM hRdaya eTale retALa pradeza hatuM ke jyAM snehanuM jharaNuM phUTavAnI kadI zakyatA na hatI, jyAre ramA te ene khavaDAvavAthI mAMDIne rAtre sUve tyAM sudhI ene mATe pUruM dhyAna rAkhatI. che. te ja ramAne aphasa" - ramA eka sadaguNI nArI hatI. e jyAM jAya tyAM enA sadguNathI darekanuM mana jItI letI paNa A nAnakaDA rUpendranuM mana kaI rIte jItI zakatI nathI. eka divasa ramAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA tyAre ene pati raDavAnuM kAraNa pUche che. javAbamAM ramAe kahyuM, rUpendrane mArA pratye zuM aNagame che te mane samajAtuM nathI. huM ene game teTalA premathI bolAvuM chuM paNa e mArI pAse Avate ke besate natha pachI vAta karavAnI te vAta ja kayAM! e mArAthI dUra ne dUra bhAge che, tyAre arUNa kahete ke haze, haju e bALaka che. haju enI mAtAne AghAta enA hadayamAMthI gaye nathI. e samajaNe thaze eTale dhIme dhIme sudharI jaze. tuM raDIza nahi, sAthe rUpendrane paNa pAse be lAvIne premathI kahetA ke rUpendra! A mammI tane game che ne? tyAre e DokuM dhuNAvIne parANe hA kahete. je tAre tArI mammI pAse lezana karavA besavAnuM, enI sAthe vAto karavAnI. samajo ne! paNa rUpendra te kaMI javAba ApyA vinA bahAra mitro sAthe ramavA deDI jate. ramAne paraNIne AvyA be mahinA thayA eTale ramAne piyara ANuM vaLavA javAne samaya Avye, tethI tenA meTA bhAbhI teDavA AvyA, tyAre ramAe kahyuM. bhAbhI! mArA rUpendra nI kula cAlu che. ene mUkIne mArAthI na avAya. bAne kaheje ke huM vekezanamAM rUpendrane laIne AvIza. arUNe ramAne kahyuM. huM be mahinA mATe rasoIye rAkhI laIza. tuM piyara jA. mAruM kharema dekhAya paNa ramA javA taiyAra na thaI. A vakhate rUpendra tyAM ubhe hatuM. teNe sAMbhaLyuM ke mArA rUpendrane ekale mUkIne nahi AvuM. pitAe khUba samajAvI chatAM e na gaI. rUpendra badhuM samaje che. haju sudhI ramA taraphathI rUpendrane aparamAtA jema rAkhe tevA ke kAraNe maLyA na hatA, paNa janmadAtA mAtAnI barAbarI karI zake te niSkalaMka, mAtRtvanA saMvedanAthI chalakAte neha maLatuM hatuM. tenI prema nItaratI AMkho ane sneha jharatI amImaya vANuM sAMbhaLatAM tenA manamAM mAtA pratyenA premanA

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zAradA suvAsa pUcha joradAra Avega uThavA mathatA ane tenA ataranI mi' uchaLIne bahAra AvavA prayatna karatI paNa mitronI kheTI zikhAmaNAnA pUrvAMgraha divAla banIne tenA Avegane rUMdhatA hatA ne uranI umione aTakAvatA hatA. arUNune navI navI cIjonA sa graha karavAnA khUkha zeAkha hatA. eka vakhata te jApAnanI kAcanI suMdara phUladAnI lAvelA, e huMmezA divAnakhAnAmAM enA Tebala para paDI rahetI. ene ramA sivAya kAI tuM nahi. nokara paNa ene sApha karavA hAtha aDADatA nahi, kAraNa ke jo phUTI jAya tA annu zeThanA krodhaneA pAro AsamAne caDhI jAya, eTale ramA ja ene sAphe karI letI. eka vakhata rUpendra enA mitro sAthe pIkacara jovA mATe TikiTanA paisA mAMgyA, tyAre ramAe pUchyuM kaSu' pIkacara che ? rUpendra pIkacaranuM nAma ApyuM. eTale ramAe premathI kahyuM-beTA ! jo atyAre tArI parIkSA najIka Ave che. mATe tAru lezana bagaDaze ane khIjuM A pIkacara bALakane bilakula jovA lAyaka nathI, mATe Aje jovA javAnuM rahevA de. parIkSA pachI sAru pIkacara Avaze tyAre huM tane jarUra jovA laI jaIza. khUba samajAvyeA paNa rUpendra mAnatA nathI. .. "rUpendranu gussAbhayuM vana" pIkacara jovA javAnI nA pADI eTale te enA upara khUba khIjAI gayA. atyAra sudhInA navI mA taraphnA gussA . eka sAmaTA bhegA karIne mana phAve tema khelavA lAgyA ke tu tA AvI che ne tevI che. mane tuM bilakula gamatI nathI, chatAM rmA eka zabda na besI ne premathI ene samajAvavA lAgI ke e beTA ! DAhyA ne samaju chekarA kadI AvuM na mele. tuM samaja, tyAre Dakhala gusseA karIne kahe che ke huM kayAM DAhyo chu...! huM te sAva gAMDA chuM, ema kahIne gharamAMthI badhI vastu jema tema phUMkavA lAgyA. kapaDA vAsaNlR madhu' upADIne pachADavA lAgyA. kAcanA vAsaNA phoDI nAMkhyA. Ama karatAM eka vAsaNa divAnakhAnAmAM pheMkayu' te Tebala upara mazkelI phUladAnI upara paDayuM, tethI phUladAnI Tebala uparathI paDIne phUTI gaI ne tenA TukaDA thaI gayA. phUladAnInA TukaDA thatAMnI sAthe rUpendranA hRdayanA paNa TukaDA thaI gayA. enu magaja ThekANe AvI gayuM. pitAjIne prANa jevI priya phUladAnI mArAthI phUTI gai. have mAru AvI manyuM. mArA pappAne khakhara paDaze te mArA hADakA bhAMgI nAMkhaze. pAradhInA hAthamAM pArevu tharathara dhruje tema te dhrujavA lAgye ane rAMka jevA manIne eka khUNAmAM besI rahyo. rUpendranI dazA joine enI mammIe kahyuM-beTA! huM tane kahetI hatI ke tuM teAphAna na karIza paNa tuM mAnyA nahi. A phuladAnI teA tArA pappAne prANapriya che. mammI ! have huM zuM karuM ? mArA pappA jANuze te mAru' AvI khataze. mane bahu bIka lAge che. huM zuM karuM ? ramAe kahyuM tuM ciMtA na karIza, huM tArA pappAne samajAvI daIza, pazu

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paSTa zAradA suvAsa tuM mane vacana Apa ke huM roja niyamita lezana karIza, tephAna nahi karuM ane huM je pIkacara jovAnI tane nA pADuM te nahi jouM. rUpendranI bhUlane pitAnI bhUla kahetI ramA" :- pitAnA bhayathI kaMpatA rUpendra vicAryuM pachI joyuM jaze hamaNAM hA pADavAmAM mAruM zuM jAya che? eNe kahyuM bhale have huM tephAna nahi karuM paNa mArA pappA ema mAne tevA nathI. tuM zuM karIza ? ramAe kahyuM tuM joyA kara. ciMtA na karIza. Ama vAta karatA hatAM tyAM arUNa AvI pahuMce. ene kuladAnI khUba vahAlI hatI eTale ghera Ave ke tarata pahelAM kuladAnIne joI le. Aje gharamAM paga mUkaye tyAM badhuM astavyasta paDeluM joyuM, ane divAnakhAnAmAM daSTi karI te kuladAnInA TukaDA paDelA joyA, eTale arUNe pUchayuM ke A kuladAnI ke pheDI nAkhI? ramAe kahyuM tame pahelAM jamI le pachI kuladAnInI vAta. A kahe che nA, mane pahelAM kahe ke A kenAthI kuTI gaI che? te sivAya mane khAvuM nahi bhAve. khUNAmAM beThelA rUpendranA manamAM thayuM ke hamaNAM mAruM nAma deze eTale dharatIkaMpa thaze ke cAre dizAomAMthI dAvAnaLa bhabhUkI uThaze ke mAthe vijaLI tUTI paDaze. evI ciMtAthI prajavA lAge paNa enA Azcarya vacce ramAe dhIme kahIne kahyuM Aje sApha karavA jatAM mArA hAthamAMthI chaTakI javAthI jamIna upara paDIne tUTI gaI. A sAMbhaLIne arUNanA kapALe krodhane pAre caDhaye. eka lAkaDI paDI hatI te laIne dhaDAdhaDa ramAnA baraDAmAM mAravA lAgyuM. ramA kahe che nAtha ! mArI bhUla thaI. mane mApha kare, paNa A mArate baMdha thatuM nathI ulaTa krodhe bharAye ne tenA mAthAmAM jorathI lAkaDIne ghA karyo eTale kapALamAMthI lehInI dhAra thaI mAtAnI kSamAthI putranuM thayeluM parivartana A dazya joIne rUpendranuM hadaya pIgaLI gayuM. tenA mitronA saMge caDhIne tenA magajamAM je pUrvagraha baMdhAI gayuM hatuM ke oramAna mAtA sArI heya ja nahi te badhe pUrvagraha eka sAthe egaLI gaye. ahe ! mArI mammI keTalI khAnadAna ne guNIyala che ke kuladAnI te meM pheDI che paNa pappAne kahe che ke e mArAthI kuTI gaI che. have mammIne mAre che te enAthI sahana na thayuM. ekadama deDIne ramAne bheTI paDe ane enA pappAne kahe che pappA! mArI mammIne na mAraze. e kuladAnI mArI mammIe nathI keDI, meM pheDI che. mArI mammI te bahu sArI che. huM ja kharAba chuM, mane mAre. A sAMbhaLIne arUNanA Azcaryane pAra na rahyo. A badhuM zuM banyuM? ramA ! kuladAnI rUpendra phaDI chatAM enuM nAma te na lIdhuM ke te ATale badhe mAra khAdhe? ramAe hasatA cahere kahyuM pendra te huM ja chuM ne huM te rUpendra chuM e bALaka che ane enuM nAma dauM te kadAca tame enA upara krodha karI bese te! huM sahana karI zakuM e bALaka sahana na karI zake, rUpendra enI mammInA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgI ke he mammI ! te mArA mATe ghaNuM karyuM

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hArAjA paNa meM tArA premanI kadara na karI. huM strionI zikhAmaNa mAnIne tArathI dUra ne ghara bhA. tuM mArA mATe piyara na gaI ramAe kahyuM beTA! e tArI majabuddhi hatI have tane sAcuM samajAI gayuM tethI mane khUba AnaMda che. " mAtA ane putrane prema joIne arUNane khUba AnaMda thayo. ramAnI kSamA ane saujanyatAthI arUNane krodha paNa cAlyA gaye ne gharamAM AnaMdamaya vAtAvaraNa chavAI gayuM. ane svarga jevA sukhe bhegavavA lAgyA. TUMkamAM ApaNe te "vijayaprAptine upAya e viSe vAta cAlatI hatI. ramAe sadguNothI durgaNe upara vijaya meLavyo te ene saMsAra svarga jevuM banI gaye, tevI rIte ApaNe paNa ApaNA AtmA upara vijya meLavavAne che. A jIve pitAnI sattAthI, dhanathI, buddhithI bIjA upara ghaNI vAra vijaya meLavyo paNa AtmA upara vijaya meLavyo nathI. uttarAyana sUtramAM bhagavAne belyA che ke " appANameva jujjhAhiM, kiM te jujjheNa bajyo / WALavAI, karatA ame " a. , gAthA 35 he AtmAo! je tamAre sAcuM sukha meLavavuM hoya te AtmA sAthe yuddha kare. bahAranA yuddhathI zuM vaLavAnuM che? zuddha AtmAthI duSTa prakRtivALA AtmAne jItIne sukha meLave. durjaya saMgrAmamAM dazalAkha subhaTane ekalA hAthe jItanAra zUravIra ddhA karatAM paNuM je AtmAne jIte che te sAce zUravIra ye che. rAga, dveSa, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha Adi durgaNe upara dayA, samatA, kSamA, vairyatA, satya, brahmacarya Adi guNa dvArA yuddha karIne vijya prApta kare te sAce vijayaprAptine upAya che. eka vakhata je AtmA sAce vijaya prApta karI leze te pharI pharIne ene vijaya prApta karavAnuM nahi rahe. enuM saMsAra paribhramaNa aTakI jaze, mATe saddaguNa dvArA durga upara vijaya meLavIne sAcuM sukha prApta kare. samaya thaI gaye che. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 53 bhAdaravA suda 5 ne gurUvAra "saMvatsarI" tA. 7-9-78 viSaya :- "AdAna pradAnanuM mahAparvamAM sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! jena dharmamAM badhA parve mahatvanA che paraMtu parvAdhirAjanuM mahatvapUrNa birUda te paryuSaNane ja ApavAmAM AvyuM che. A pAvAnuM Agamana thatAM lekanA manamAM navuM cetana, navI jAgRti ane bhavya bhAvanAne camakAre

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zAradA suvAsa thAya che. je lokenI jIbhe dharmanuM nAma paNa kaI divasa AvatuM nathI te paNa A pavitra divasomAM dharmArAdhanA karatA najare caDe che. eka saptAhanI bhAvapUrNa sAdhanA pachI parvane je chelle divasa Ave che tene saMvatsarI kahevAmAM Ave che. tenuM bIjuM nAma kSamApanA parva che. sAta sAta divasa sudhI sAdhanA karyA bAda Aje kSamAnA nIramAM snAna karIne AtmAne pavitra banAvavAnuM che. Aje amAre ne tamAre letI detInA be kAryo karavAnA che, tethI AjanA vyAkhyAnane viSaya rAkhe che. - "AdAna pradAnanuM mahAparva" AdAna eTale levuM ane pradAna eTale ApavuM. ApaNe Aje zuM levAnuM che ne zuM ApavAnuM che? AkhA jagatane tamAma vyavahAra levaDadevaDathI cAle che meTA vahepArIo pAsethI nAnA vahepArIo mAla kharIde che ane nAnA vahepArIo pAsethI grAhake mAla kharIde che. mUlya apAya che ne mAla kharIdAya che. tamArI dIkarI sArA kuTuMbamAM paraNAve che ke sArA kuTuMbanI dIkarI tamAre ghera lAve che, evI rIte ApaNe jenI jenI sAthe vairajhera thayA hoya temanI pAse aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka kSamA mAMgavAnI che ane je ApaNI pAse kSamA levA Ave tene premathI kSamA ApavAnI che. A parva varSamAM eka ja divasa Ave che tethI tene saMvatsarI kahevAmAM Ave che. bharatabharamAM ane bhAratanI bahAra paNa prazaMsA pAmela A parvanuM ke AtmA svAgata karavA taiyAra na hoya! kaI tapathI tenuM svAgata kare che ke dAnathI, keI zIyaLathI, koI bhAvathI A parvanuM svAgata kare. jIMdagInI mATI kamANI karavAnA divaso hoya te A mahAparvanA divase. A parva pikArI pikArIne ApaNane kahe che bhale kare mAruM svAgata. A svAgata mAruM nathI paNa AmAM te tamAruM svAgata samAyeluM che. e svAgatamAM tamArI sAdhanA che, ane e sAdhanAmAM tamArI siddhi che. ArAdhanAnA amRtamAMthI prApta thatuM paramAtmapada enuM nAma ja svAgata. huM svAgatane Icchuka nathI paNa huM ArAdhanAmAMthI gUMjatA mitrIyukta premabhAvane pUjArI chuM. mamatAbharI vRttie mane je savIkAravAmAM Ave te tamArI mukti meLavavAnI manekAmanAne huM pUraka banuM, paNa huM kahuM te khAsa yAda rAkhajo. bhautika sukhanI pAchaLa bheLavAI jaI mane ja bhUlI gayA te samajajo ke bhUlabhUlAmaNamAM athaDAI paDaze. svAgatanI meTI moTI vAta karanAra, vivekanI moTI meTI hImAyate racanAra paNa je kodha, mAna, mAyA ane lebhanI jALamAM phasAtA raheze te evA svAgatathI zuM? evA svAgatathI AtmAne ze lAbha! bAkI mAruM vAgata sAcI mitratAthI sAcA neha saMteSathI, sAcA tapathI, sAcA dAnathI, sAcI zAMtithI, apUrva ArAdhanAthI ane upasargo ne ApattimAM kSamA rAkhIne karaze te mAru svAgata siddhinA dvAra khakhaDAvaze. che. Aja divasa ApaNane kSamAne mahAna saMdeza Ape che, kSamA manuSyane zAMta

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zAradA suvAsa ane sahanazIla banAve che. kSamA AtmAnI anaMta zaktine oLakhavAne saMdeza Ape che, apakAra para apakAra kare, gunhegArane zikSA karIne nirbaLa banAva e te durjananuM kArya che, paNa apakAra karanAra para paNa upakAra kara, gunhegArane premathI vaza kare ane kSamAthI pApInA hRdayanuM parivartana karavuM e uttama purUSanuM kArya che. mANasa bhUla kare paNa tene kSamA ApavI te daivI guNa che. keInI sAthe jhaghaDo thayo hoya ke vera baMdhAyuM: heya tene hRdayamAM saMgharI rAkhavuM te pAzavI vRtti che paNa daivI vRtti nathI. gugAranA gunAne hRdayamAMthI kADhI nAMkhIne tenI sAthe premathI vartavuM ane tene kSamA ApavI te daivIvRtti che. kSamA jIvanamAM satyanI suvAsa prasarAve che. je te suvAsamAM sahu AkarSAya te temAM anerI tAkAta ane tAjagI bharI che. jyAM kalezanA kAMTA, kaMkAzanA kAMkarA, ane rAga-dveSanA jhAMkharA ugyA che tyAM kSamA na ujAza, navuM jIvana ane te prakAza pAthare che. A kSamApanAnA parve saMteSanuM jharaNuM vahAvI mIThAmadhurA pAna karAvyA che. kriyAnA sathavAre kSamAnI kaLAe jIvananA paDa u5ra vikAsanA pratibiMba pADayA che. sAcI kSamA te tene kahevAya ke je krodhane vilIna karI de krodhanI kaI carama sImA nathI krodhI mANasa zuM na kare e ja kahevuM muzkela che. krodhamAM bIjanA te zuM paNa pitAnA hAthe pitAnA jIvanane aMta ANanArA manane Aje jagatamAM te nathI. krodhe te bhalabhalA tapasvIoneya kaje karI pitAnI kedamAM pUryA che. je enI kedamAM pUrAyA eNe enA jIvananA ghATa ghaDI nAMkhyA. na zeha rAkhI ke na zarama rAkhI. potAnA hAthe pitAnA patine viSa bharelA kaTarA kaNe pIvaDAvyA? ghara-gharamAM jhaghaDA kaNa karAve che ? bhAI bhAI vacce abolA keNa levaDAve che? mAnava mAnava vacce ubhI divAle koNa caNe che? krodha ja ne? kodhanI aganajhALa jyAM jyAM phelAI tyAM maitrI ane kSamAnI citAo saLagI uThI. kaMIkanA jIvana e citAomAM sadAne mATe saLagI gayA. krodhe sarjele Aja sudhIne karUNa itihAsa mAnava je vAMce te krodha upara krodha a.vyA vinA rahe nahi. krodha duzmanAvaTa ubhI kare che. duzmanAvaTa vera virodhanI janetA bane che vera virodha haiyAne vikhUTA pADe che, vikhUTA paDelA haiyAmAM IrSyA bharAya che. ISyamAMthI ekeka baLatarA evI jAgatI hoya che ke je mAnavanA haiyAne saLagAvI mUkatI hoya che. mAnava mAnava vacce, deza deza vacce, haiyA haiyA vacce virodha, AMtarakalaha, ane haiyAhaLI saLagAvanAra hutAzana keI hoya te A krodha che. krodha ApaNuM uttama sAdhanAne mATImAM mIlAvI de che. krodhe je maharSioe tapa karIyA, te agAdha saMsAra samudramAM DubIyA, cAra gati rUpa duHkha kAdavamAM kheMcIyA, tethI bane kSamApanAnA rasIyA, baMdhuo! tame basa ke TreInamAM musApharI kare che tyAre khisuM na kapAya te mATe khissA kAtarUethI sAvadhAna rahe che ne? tema tapasvIone, dAnavIrane ane zIyaLava

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sArA sa tAone paNa dAna, zIyaLa, ane tapanI suMdara ArAdhanA karatAM, kroSa ane mAnanA gaThIyA khissAkAtaruM peAtAnI uttama AAdhanAnA mAla jhUMTavI na jAya te mATe khAsa takedArI rAkhavAnI jarUra che. je takedArI nahiM rAkhA te jenuM khissu kapAya che te khAkhI kha'gALI banI jAya che tema A jIva paNa khAkhI khagALI banI jaze, mATe sAvadhAna ane ane krodha, abhimAna Adi zatruo upara vijaya meLavA. gautamasvAmIe bhagavaMtane prazna pUchyo ke he bhagavaMta! krodha upara vijaya meLavavAthI jIvane zuM lAbha thAya che? bhagavaMta kahyuM huM gautama! dhvanti gaLacara, jovenina vakrma na vadharUM, putravatuM niSnare / " krodha upara vijaya meLavavAthI jIva kSamAnA guNane pragaTa kare che. krodhathI utpanna thatAM karmIne jIva khAMdhatA nathI ane pahelA mAMdhelA kramane khapAve che. AjanA mahAna maMgalakArI sa vatsarI parvanuM elAna zuM che? te tame jANA che? joSa mA kuru, kSamA ha| huM bhavya AtmAo! tame krodha na kareA paNu kSamA karA, kSamA rAkhA kAraNa ke krodhanA dAvAnaLane ThAryA vinA kSamAnI zItaLatA naDDI maLe. kSamA e varajheranA dAvAnaLane mUjhAvanAra zautaLa jaLa che. kSamA e eka prakAranuM AbhUSaNa che. kSamA e kAnu' AbhUSaNa che te vAta huM' pachI kahIza paNa jyAre AbhUSaNanI vAta Ave tyAre tamArA badhAnA kAna camake che ke AbhUSaNa hIrAnu, sAnAnuM ke cAMdInuM? tame sArA vaAbhUSaNa paherIne dehane zAbhAveA che ane e paherIne gava anubhaveA che ke mArA jevAM hIrA, mANeka, ke senAnA dAgInA ane kiMmatI vastro khIjA kAI pAse nathI, paNu A jaDa dAgInA paheravAthI IMDu zAlavAnA nathI paNa jenA vaDe ApaNe zailIe, ApaNI zAbhA zAzvata rahe evuM AbhUSa kayuM che ? ne kANu paherI zake che. " AmA vIrahyaM mULam " kSamA e vIra purUSanuM AbhUSaNa che. kAyara manuSyA Avu* amUlya * AbhUSaNa paherI na zake. AvuM sazreSTha AbhUSaNa paheravA mATe tA ceAgyatA hAvI joIe ne? je kSamA mAMgI zake che, kSamA ApI jANe che ane kSamAnI dRSTie jo~I zake che te ja vIrapurUSa che, ane te vIrapurUSa ja Avu. uttama AbhUSaNa paherI zake che. AjanA pavitra divase varanu visarjana karI kSamAnuM sarjana karavAnu che paNa vastu' vAvetara karavAnuM nathI. A parvanA divase ApaNane kSamAnI amUlya bheTa Ape che, vera jheranA bhAva vidArA, maitrInA cheDane ropA, kAma, kaSAyanA kAjala dhovA, sneha saritA vahAve, jIvana nima La karavAne..kSamAnI sAnerI bheTa lAvyA. zuM kahe che? sAta sAta divasa sudhI suMdara ArAdhanA karyo pachI Aje A saMvatsarI parvanA divase verajhera cheDIne jIvanamAM kSamA apanAvavAnI che, kAraNa ke kSamA e mAnavIne kalyANasAdhaka uttama guNu che. jenAmAM kSamA apanAvavAnA guNa che, duHkha

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53 zAradA suvAsa saDana karI levAnI udAratA che. paradoSane svadoSa samajavAnI vivekadraSTi che tene mATe kSamA e kalpavRkSa che, tenA dvArA A lekamAM ane paraleAkamAM sava icchita vastuone prApta karI zakAya che, kSamA krodhIne zAMta kare che, mArga bhUlelAne sanmArge kare che. A dAvAnaLa jevA saLagatA sauMsAramAM zAMti ane bhrAtRbhAva janmAve che ane janma maraNanA pherA TALI meAkSa sudhI pahAMcADe che. kSamApanA vairanI paraparA nAbUda karavA mATe saMjIvanI auSadha samAna che. manathI kSamApanA karavAthI cittamAM prasannatAnI anubhUti thAya che. cittamAMthI udvega, viSAda maTI jAya che. bIjAe sAthe tUTelA premanA dora pharIthI sadhAya che. cittamAM prasannatA thavAthI maitrIbhAvanI utpatti thAya che. maitrIbhAvanA pAmavAthI bhAva vizuddhi thAya che. e bhAvanI vizuddhi ApaNe| bhavarAga maTADavAmAM arthAt janma-maraNanA cakra aTakAvIne mekSa pAmavAmAM parama sahAyaka bane che. kSamAnA zastrathI bhayaMkara krodhImAM krodhI manuSyA paNa zAMta khanI jAya che. kensaranI gAMTha karatAM bhayakara gAMTha kaI ? :- devAnupriyA ! Aje te ApaNA jIvanamAMthI kaSAyeA kema nimULa ane ne AtmA kevI rIte niLa ane te viSe vicAravuM che. anAdikALathI kaSAye ApaNA AtmAne rIbAve che, herAna kare che. jema mANasane kensaranI gAMTha thAya che te keTalI herAna kare che ? kensaranI gAMTha jIvaleNu hAya che. e gAMTha thayA pachI mANusa divase divase becena anatA jAya che. te vAta kensaranA dardI onA pratyakSa anubhavathI samajAya che. kensaranI gAMTha maTADavA vijaLInA kiraNA ApI gAMThane khALI nAMkhavAmAM Ave che, tevI rIte tenAthI paNa vadhu bhayaMkara ekakhIjA vacce paDI gayelI vaira virodhanI gAMTha che. kensaranI gAMTha eka vakhata mRtyunA darzana karAve che, jyAre A vairanI gAMTha jIvane aneka janmA sudhI du.khI kare che, ane duga.timAM laI jAya che. jema ke kamaThe pArzvanAtha prabhu pratye kevu' vaira rAkhyuM...! agnizarmAe samarAditya upara kevu vaira rAkhyuM ! chevaTe e vaira sasAramAM anaMta duHkhanI yAtanA ApanAru` banI gayuM. A manemAM eka vara rAkhanAro hatA ne bIje kSamA rAkhanArA hatA. kamaThanI sAme pArzvanAtha prabhunA jIve kSamA rAkhI che. agnizarmAe game teTalu kaSTa ApyuM te paNa samarAditya kevaLInA jIve enI sAme kSamA rAkhI che, chatAM ATalA bhava sudhI vairanI vaNajhAra cAlI teA pachI baMne jo baira rAkhe te tenuM pariNAma keTalu bhayaMkara Ave ane tenI para parA paNa kayAM sudhI cAle e kalpI zakAya nahi ATalA mATe jJAnIpurUSA kahe che ke koInA pratye vairavidha, tiraskAra, dhikkAra, dubhAva-abhAva karavA Dui, chatAM kAca kAyavaza durbhAva thaI gayA hoya teA e vaira paraspara zalyabhUta na khatI jAya te pahelAM paraspara kSamAnu AdAna-pradAna karIne zuddha khatI javuM. joIe. nahIMtara vairanA vipaka bahu karUNa Ave che. pahelu. te varSAdhika rAkheluM var zA, su. 33

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zAradA suvANa samakti guNane nAza kare che. mithyAtvane jAgRta kare che ane tenAthI AtmAne anaMtagaNuM nukazAna pahoMce che. jyAre kSamA AtmAne mekSanA anaMta sukha ApanAra che. kSamAmAM alaukika zakti che. juo, gajasukumAla kevA mahAna kSamAdhArI vIraratna thayA ! semile te bAMdhI gajasukumAlanA mastaka para mATInI pALa ne emAM bharyA bhArobhAra aMgAra! aNagArane vaLI aMgAra zuM? aNugArane vaLI Aga zuM ! aNagArane daLI deha meha zuM ! AvA jaDa cetananA bhedane samajelA gajasukumAla aNagAre Apattine sAme pagale vadhAvI. temanA mastaka para saLagatA kheranA aMgArA che chatAM A aNagAra zuM vicAre che? mArA parama upakArI sasarAne zuM kahuM? zenAthI vadhAvuM? mArA durgama durgone teDavAmAM sahAyarUpa sasarA semina maLe te AvA maLe ke jemaNe mane mUlyavAna mekSanI pAghaDI bAMdhI ane muktirAmaNImAM sukhAnaMda meLavavA mATe mahAna mArga batAvyo. Ama bhAvanA bhAvatA kSepaka zreNI mAMDIne mokSa meLavI lIdho. juo, gajasukumAlanI keTalI apUrva kSamA ! AphatamAM akaLAmaNa nahi, adhIrAI nahi, asaMtoSa nahi, azAMti nahi. semila pratye verabhAva nahi. pariNAme ajaraamara sthAnane pAmI gayA. AtmAmAM ghara karI gayela bhayaMkara rega-ke - kaSAye jIvane keTalI herAna kare che ne kSamA keTalI zAMti Ape che te viSe jeTaluM kahuM teTaluM ochuM che. anaMtakALathI AtmAmAM ghara karI gayelA eka bhayaMkara reganuM nidAna ApaNe zAstromAMthI jANI zakIe chIe. e reganuM nAma che kavAya. A kaSAya ApaNA tamAma bhAva rogonuM mULa che. bhavaga haThAvIne bhAva Arogya pAmavuM hoya te pahelA kaSAyane barAbara pichANuM levI joIe. kaSAyanI kALI kathAthI sarajAtI vasamI vyathAthI keNa ajANa haze! narakathI mAMDIne svarga sudhI sarjAyelI, sarjAtI ne sarjanArI badhI khAnAkharAbInuM mULa A kathA che. kaSAya eTale saLagate saMsAra ! ane saLagate saMsAra eTale kaSAya. kaSAyane kasAI cAra cAra charAothI ApaNuM bhAva prANanI katala karI rahyo che. A cAra charA eTale krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lebha. kaSAye ApaNe keDe pakaDIne jIvanane barabAda karI rahyA che. kaSAye te ApaNA duzmana che. A duzamane kedI tarIke rahe emAM ja ApaNe salAmata chIe. kaSAya ApaNuM para svAmItva bhagave pachI te khAnAkharAbI thavAmAM kaMI bAkI na rahe. krodha ane mAna ASAtmaka kaSAya che, mAyA ane lebha rAgAtmaka kaSAya che. krodhane viSaya phakta jIvasRSTi ja che jyAre rAganI duniyA vistRta che. jIva ane jaDa baMne rAganA viSaya che. devAnupriye ! yAda rAkhajo ke jyAM sudhI ApaNA Atmapradeza upara kaSAyanI keDI sthApAyelI rahevAnI tyAM sudhI tenA dhagadhagatA aMgArA ane rAganI rAkhathI avarAyelA aMgArA ApaNe cAre tarapha rahevAnA. kaSAne kAbUmAM levA mATe be maMtro che.

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zAha suvAsa " mika sarve karavA ane DAM nathi che jo kaSAyanA zreSAMzane pahele maMtra kAbUmAM laI zake che ane rAgAMzane kAbUmAM levA mATe bIja maMtra samartha che. huM sarva jIne kSamA ApuM chuM ane huM ekaluM chuM, mAruM kaMI nathI. A be maMtromAM mahAna rahaye ane camatkAra bharelA che. e rahasyanA paDadA pAchaLa DekiyuM karavAnI jarUra che.. khAmemi save jIvA" A maMtrathI kola ane mAna kevI rIte kAbUmAM AvI zake che e jANatAM pahelA vaira virodhane utpanna karanArA to kevuM che te jANI levuM paDaze. ApaNuM haiyAmAM rahele krodha vera virodha karAve che ne emAMthI zatruo sarjAya che. zatrutAne utpanna karavAmAM mULa kAraNa krodha che ane vairanI DhIlI paDatI pakaDane majabUta rAkhavAnuM kAma mAna kare che. A to mArA ne tamArA darekanA anubhavanI vAta che. krodha Ave tyAre mANasa game tema belI nAMkhe che paNa krodhane Aveza zAMta thAya tyAre ghaNIvAra haiyAmAM pazcAtApa thAya che. "khAmemi savva javAno karAra karavA mana pokAra paNa kare che, chatAM haiyAmAM rahele mAnane pahADa namavA detuM nathI. "khAmemi savva jIvA" e agharuM sUtra che. emAM mAna upara mAra mAra paDe che. huM sarva jIne kSamA ApuM chuM. A ikarAramAM krUdhanI sAthe mAnane paNa kAbUmAM levuM paDe che. krodha ane mAna kAbumAM Ave pachI ja kSamA mAMgavA jevI namratA Ave che. kSamA ApavI sahela che, kAraNa ke emAM eTaluM gaurava haNAtuM nathI. mAnane rAkhIne paNa kSamA ApavAnuM kArya thaI zake che, jyAre kSamA mAMgavAmAM te krodha ane mAna baMnene dabAvavA paDe che. baMdhuo! khAmemi save jIvA" A maMtra je siddha thaI jAya te pachI ApaNe kaSAyanI chAvaNI para barAbara chApa mArI zakIe. A maMtrane siddha karavAnI sAdhanA karavI hoya te krodhanA prasaMgamAM pitAnI jAtane vadhu doSita tarIke jovAne daSTikoNa apanAva paDaze, tyAre vicAra kare ke mArA pApakarmane udaya che ke mane joIne sAmAmAM chUpAyele krodha bhaDabhaDa karate bahAra bhabhUkI uThe che. Aga te bhale lAkaDAmAM chupAyelI hoya paNa dIvAsaLIthI e Agane pragaTAvanAra jema vadhu deSita che ema jJAnI vyaktio pitAne joIne kaI gusse thAya te ema vicAra kare che ke emAM doSa mArA karmane che. mATe mAre vadhu sAvadhAna rahevAnI jarUra che. huM ja gunegAra chuM. AvuM ciMtana je keDe paDI jAya te pachI "khAmemi save jIvA"ne maMtra siddha thaI jatAM vAra na lAge. "khAmemi save jIvA" e maMtra dvArA TheSa upara vijaya meLavIne pachI evuM nathi e keI" A maMtra dvArA rAga upara vijaya kevI rIte meLave te vicArIe. mAyA ane lebha A kaSAya ne rAgAMza che. rAgane janma huM keIne chuM ane kaMI mAruM che A bhramaNAmAMthI thAya che. huM ekale chuM. A satyanI sAme AMkha ADA kAna karIne pitAnuM bIjuM kaI che ema mAnyuM eTale pachI bIjAne pitAne karavAne meha,

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516 zAradA suvAsa te zera karavAne. e bIjAmAM bhale jaDa ke jIvane samAveza thato hoya paNa e pitAnuM na thatAM pachI mAyAnI melI ramata ramAvAnI, ane jo e pitAnuM thaI jAya te A lAbhamAMthI vadhu ne vadhu lebha jAgate jAya che kaSAyanA rAgAMza jIvane anAdi kALathI AMgaLIne Terave nacAvata rahyo che. have A rAgAMzane muThThImAM le hoya te "egehaM nathi me keI" e maMtra jApa kare paDaze. devAnupriyA ! kaSAya ApaNuM be rIte nukazAna karAvI rahela che. TheSa karAvIne e adha:patana notare che ane rAga karAvIne ApaNe sarvanAza netare che. kola ane mAna ApaNA dilamAM dAha lagADI rahyo che, te mAyA ane lebha tRSNanuM tAMDava khelAvI rahyo che. A dAha jyAM sudhI lavAya nahi ane tRSNa jyAM sudhI zAMta thAya nahi tyAM sudhI te AdhyAtmika ja nahi paNa bhautika zAMti maLavI paNa muzkela che. jyAM sudhI ApaNuM jIvana zItaLa ane pavitra na bane ane tRSNAmAMthI ApaNe tRpti tarapha na vaLIe tyAM sudhI A kaSAye ApaNuM upara kALo kera vartAvyA ja karavAnI che. jhera varasAvatA vairamAMthI chUTI jaIne lIlA lahera karavI hoya te "khAmemi savva jIvA" ane egatuM natyi me kaI " A baMne maMtra ApaNe siddha karavA paDaze. A maMtranI sAdhanA mATe kSamApanA parve eka suvarNa avasara che. A avasara prApta karIne jema bane tema jIvanamAMthI kaSAyenA jhera kADhe ane tenA upara vijaya meLave. cAra kaSAmAM lebha te mahA bhayaMkara che. koho pIiM paNAsei, mANo viNaya nAsaNo / mAyA mittANi nAsei, loho savva vinnaasnno|| a. 8 gAthA 38 krodha prItine nAza kare che, mana vinayane, mAyA mitratAne ane lebha sarva guNene nAza kare che. lebhI manuSya paisA khAtara khataranAka pApa karatAM acakAtuM nathI. svadhamI baMdhuone lUMTatA paNa pAchA paDatA nathI. eka gAmamAM eka jaina vaNika vasate hate. pAse paise ghaNe paNa khUba lebhI hate. kALA bajAra karI bheLA gharAkane chetarIne khUba dhana bheguM karyuM hatuM. dharmanuM te enA jIvanamAM nAmanizAna na hatuM. AvA paryuSaNanA divase AvyA. paryuSaNa parvanA divasamAM e gAmamAM dukAne baMdha rahetI hatI. dukAne baMdha rahe eTale sau kAmadhaMdhe choDIne zAMtithI dhamarAdhanA karI zake, pachI dukAnamAM mana jAya ja nahIM ne ! tame badhA ahIM beDA che paNa je bajAra cAlu hoya te ema thAya ke have kayAre ahIMthI chUTuM ne dukAne jAuM paNa baMdha ja hoya te mane tyAM jAya ja nahi ne ! jene dharmArAdhanA karavI game tene AnaMda Ave paNa jene dharmArAdhanA karavI gamatI nathI tene te TAIma kayAM pasAra kare

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zAradA suvAsa pa7 ema thAya che. A jena zeThe vicAra karyo ke bajAra baMdha che te AjubAjunA gAmamAM ugharANInuM kAma patAvI AvuM. zeTha ugharANuM nIkaLyA tyAre emanA gharAke kahevA lAgyA zeTha! atyAre te tamArA paryuSaNa cAle che. dharma karavAnuM choDIne ugharANI kyAM nIkaLyA ! tyAre kahe che ke A paNa dharma ja che ne ? (hasAhasa) jenI pAse paisA na hoya te kahe che zeTha! dayA kare. hamaNuM pisA nathI. sagavaDa thaze eTale vyAja sahita pAchA ApI daIzuM, paNa A mahAlebhI zeTha te game tema karIne paisA kaDhAvye ja chUTake karate. | eka ghoDAgADI calAvanAro mANasa jJAtine mupalamAna hatuM. enI pADozamAM jainanuM ghara hatuM. jainanA sahavAsathI tene jaina dharmanA sArA saMskAre paDyA eTale e musalamAna hovA chatAM jaina jevuM jIvana jIvatA. musalamAnonA tamAma vyavahArathI te alaga thaI gaye. ene TAIma maLe eTale jainane ghera jaIne bese ane te gharanA saMskArI mANaso ene dharma samajAvatA e aMtaramAM utArato. jaina dharmanI zraddhA daDha banI. A musalamAne pelA lebhI zeTha pAse eka vakhata 500 rUpiyA lIdhelA, tethI te rAta divasa ciMtA karate ke kayAre bharI dauM, paNa e pApakarmane e udaya hatuM ke sTezane bIjA gADI. vALAonI gADImAM besavA mANase paDApaDI kare ane AnI gADImAM besavA keI AvatuM nahi. Akhe divasa jAya tyAre mAMDa enI gADImAM ekAda be mANase besanAra nIkaLatA, tethI ene pitAno kharca kADhavuM paNa muzkela paDatuM hatuM. AvI enI paristhiti hatI. evAmAM pelA zeTha saMvatsarInA AgalA divase musalamAnane ghera ugharANI karavA AvyA ane rUAbathI kahe che ke mArA rU. 500 ane savA rUpiyA vyAjanA ema savA cha rUpiyA rokaDA gaNuM Apa. musalamAna kahe che zeTha ! mArI pAse hAla kaMI nathI. mAruM gujarAna mAMDa mAMDa cAle che. mane ApanA rUpiyAnI rAta divasa ciMtA thAya che ke huM kayAre ApI dauM! paNa mArA pApakamane udaya che. zeTha ! mAruM kAma cAlatuM nathI ne kamANI thatI nathI, pachI huM paisA kayAMthI lAvuM? mane mApha kara zeTha ! ane atyAre te A paryuSaNa parvanA divase cAle che. A dharma karavAne cheDIne A takalIpha zA mATe lIdhI ? tyAM te zeThe tADUkIne kahI dIdhuM ke mAre tAre upadeza sAMbhaLa nathI, tuM mane paisA ApI de paisA sivAya bIjI koI vAta nahIM. juo, A zeTha jaina che paNa jainanA saMskAra nathI, ane A musalamAna jaina nathI paNa rageragamAM jaina dharma pratye zraddhA che. zeDane khUba samajAvyA ke huM game tema karIne paMdara divasamAM tamane vyAja sahita rUpiyA ApI daIza, tyAre zeTha kahe che je hoM-bhUvo nahi. paMdara divasamAM paisA nahi Ape te jIvate nahi rAkhuM. ema kahIne zeTha cAlyA gayA. musalamAna khUba ciMtAtura banI gaye. khAte pIte nathI, ene eka ja vicAra AvavA lAgyo ke zuM karuM? jhera khAIne marI jAuM? A paisA kayAMthI lAvuM? tyAre strI kahe che tame A jaina dharma svIkAryo tyArathI duHkhI duHkhI thaI gayA. choDI de A dharma. ApaNe dharma pALe.

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pa8 zAradA suvAsa musalamAna kahe che tuM A zuM bele che? jaina dharma je duniyAmAM kaI dhirma nathI. e dharma keIne duHkhI karatuM nathI. e te mArA pApakarmane udaya che. basa, mane A zeThanA paisA ApavAnI ciMtA che, tyAre musalamAnanI patnI kahe che huM kahuM tema kare. e zeThane ghera jAva ne kahe ke kAle saMvatsarI che eTale katalakhAnA baMdha raheze. parama divase mAMsa bahu meMghu maLaze te zeTha ! mArI pAse paisA nathI te huM 25 bakarA kharIda karuM eTalA paisA mane vyAje Ape. huM e paisAmAMthI bakarA kharIdIza ane mAMsa vecIne paisA kamAIza ne tamane tamArA A paisA ane pelA 500) rU. badhA vyAjasahita cUkta karI daIza, tyAre A musalamAna kahe che tuM A zuM belI? eka kIDI mare tyAM paNa mAre jIva dubhAya che te A bakarAne mAravA paisA levA jAuM? mArAthI paisA nahi apAya te jhera khAIne marI jaIza paNa e kAma mArAthI nahi thAya. patnI kahe che ke huM paNa tamArA jevI ja chuM. mAre eka paNa jIvane mAre nathI paNa zeThanI parIkSA karuM zuM thAya che? tema vicArI bAI zeThanA ghera gaI badhI vAta karI. zeTha kahe zuM vyAja ApIza ? nA Take. zeTha kahe bhale. bAI kahe arere tamArA paisA bharavA AvA pApa karavA paDaze. je zeTha tame khamI jAva te amAre A pApa karavA nathI. A badhI vAta zeThANIe sAMbhaLI, te tarata belI he zeTha! tamane dhikkAra che ke tame AvA pApa karavA udhyA che ! tamane kaI divasa dharma karavAnuM te mana thatuM nathI ne AvA pApa karavA uThayA che! AvA kasAI jevA patinA gharamAM rahIne jIvavuM tenA karatAM maravuM bahetara che. zeThe kahyuM-huM enuM vyAja nahIM lauM pachI te tame rAjI che ne ? zeThANIe kahyuM-nAtha ! je tamAre e musalamAna bhAIne paisA vyAja sahita Aje mApha karavA hoya te mAre jIvavuM che, nahitara tamArI sAme jhera pIne prANa tyAgIza. Aje te saMvatsarIne upavAsa che. kAle jherathI ja pAraNuM karIza. A zeThANuM te haTha laIne beThA. have lebhI zeThane pAMca rUpiyAne moha choDe ja chUTake thaye. musalamAnane kahyuM, jA bhAI Aje tuM mArA karajamAMthI mukta thAya che. baMdhuo! zeThANInI pavitra preraNAthI musalamAnane zeThe karajamAMthI mukta karyo tema ApaNe paNa ApaNI sumati nAmanI zeThANInI pavitra preraNAthI cetanadevane vairajhera bhUlAvIne ApaNe karmanA karajamAMthI mukta thavAnuM che. A ja saMvatsarI parvanI mahattA che. kaSAyanuM zamana ane AtmAnuM damana karI duSTa vRttio upara vijaya meLavavAne che. ApaNA paramapitA mahAvIra prabhue ApaNuM kalyANa mATe upadeza Ape che ke saMgrAmamAM eka mANasa hajAra subhaTone jIte enA karatAM je pitAnI jAta sAthe jIvanasaMgrAma kheDA pitAnA AtmA upara vijaya meLave e kharekhara parAkramI che, sAce vIra che. hajArone jItavA sahela che paNa pitAnA AtmA para pitAnI duSTa vRttio bharyA mana

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zAradA suvAsa para vijaya meLava kaThIna che. kaThInane sAthe te vIra ane je kaThInamAM hArI jAya te kAyara che. kedhI mANasa kedha karIne bIjAne dabAve che paNa kSamAzIla pitAnI jAtane dabAve che, ane e ja sAce vIra che. aMdhaka muni, gajasukumAla aNagAra, metAraja muni vigere purUe kasoTI vakhate kSamA rAkhI te e kSamAzIla tarIke paMkAI gayA. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe DhagalAbaMdha jIvatA mANasanA maDadA pADanAra mahA jherI caMDakauzika sarpanI sAme jaI enA DaMkha sahIne kSamA rAkhI, karUNathI "khUjha bUjha o caMDakeziyA" A madhura zade ene zAMta karI mahA kSamAzIla banAvyuM, pachI kSamAzIla che ke banyuM ke kIDIoe caTakA bharIbharIne tenA zarIrane cALaNuM jevuM banAvI dIdhuM chatAM samatAne cheDI nahI, ane manamAM zuM vicAra karyo? are he cetana ! sAmAnya kIDInA caTakAnI vedanA ATalI bhayaMkara che te zuM huM jene DaMkha mArate hato tyAre tene kaMI vedanA nahI thatI hoya ! basa, tyAre jamaNe hAthe dIdhuM che te DAbA hAthe le. jevuM dIdhuM che tevuM le! levAmAM kacAza rAkhIza nahi. A kIDIe mane caTakA bharatI nathI paNa mArA apakRtyamAMthI utpanna thayelA karmo caTakA bhare che. kIDIe mArI duzmana nathI paNa mArA apakRtye duzamana che. jeNe mane agAdha saMsAra sAgaramAM DUbADe te mAre krodha mAre duzamana che. AvI bhAvanA bhAvatAM te marIne AThamA devalekamAM deva ba. kSamAnI keTalI zakti che ! ATalA mATe saMte tamane A divasomAM samajAve che ke kSamApanA sAcI karaje, sAthe zIla ne samatA dharajo, sAcA dilathI tame, mithyA me duSkRta vAje. vyAkhyAna pUruM thaze pachI be vAge AlecanA karAvavAmAM Avaze tyAre tame pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyu ane vanaspati Adi sarva ne khamAvaze tyAre micchAmi dukkaDuM bolaze. A micchAmi duka tame hRdayanA raNakArathI zuddha bhAve bolaje. bAkI te saMvatsarI Ave eTale ApaNe junI praNAlikA mujaba TAmeTA avAje micchAmi dukkaDaM devAnA. evA micchAmi dukkaDaM devAthI kaMI pApa duSkRta-mithyA thatA nathI. micchAmi dukkaDaM detAM je AtmAne pUrve karelA pApane pazcAtApa na thatuM hoya te samajI levuM ke jenene mana mATala pheDavI nemicchAma dukkaDaM devA e samAna che. eka jaina vaNikane dIkaro eka vakhata kuMbhAravADAmAM gaye. hAthamAM lAkaDI rAkhI hatI. te lAkaDI kuMbhAre ghaDIne taiyAra karIne mUkelA mATalA upara mArI, tyAre kuMbhAre kahyuM-bhAI! A mArI majhAnI suMdara banAvelI mATalI te kema pheDI nAMkhI? tyAre vaNikane dIkaro kahe che bhAI! mArI bhUla thaI gaI. micchAmi dukkaDaM. thoDo AgaLa cAlyo tyAM bIjA kuMbhAranA nibhADA pAse jaI lAkaDI mArIne ghaDe pheDaye, eTale kuMbhAre kahyuMte mAre ghaDo kema pheDa ? tyAre kahe che bhUla thaI gaI, "micchAmi dukkaDaM' A rIte cAra pAMca kuMbhAranA nibhADA pAse gayo. lAkaDIo mArIne mATalI pheDa gaye ne micchAmi

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pare0 zAradA suvAsa dukkaDa dete gaye. tame AvA micchAmi dukkaDe nathI detAne? (hasAhasa) eka kuMbhAra e mAthAne maLe ke enI mATalI pheDIne micchAmi dukkaDa dIvA eTale kuMbhAre paNa hAthamAM lAkaDI lIdhI ne enA baraDAmAM jorathI mArI, tethI vANiyAne dIkaro rADa pADatA kahe che bhAI ! tuM mane zA mATe mAre che? tyAre kuMbhAre kahyuM, bhUlI gaye. micchAmi dukkaDaM (hasAhasa) traNa cAra vakhata jozathI ene lAkaDI mArI, eTale chokare kahe che ya ya....marI jAu chuM. kuMbhAre kahyuM-bhAI ! micchAmi dukkaDa (hasAhasa) chevaTe kuMbhAre kahyuM te ATalA kuMbhArenI mATalIo pheDI nAMkhI tyAre tuM micchAmi dukakaDuM micchAmi dukkaDe belo ja rahyo ne mATalIe phate rahyo. te tane huM lAkaDI mAruM chuM ne micchAmi dukkaDuM boluM chuM. zA mATe raDe che ne bUma pADe che? TUMkamAM kahevAno Azaya e che ke varSonA varSo sudhI AvA micchAmi dukkaDaM detA raheze te tamAruM pApa mithyA na thAya paNa aMta:karaNapUrvaka pApane pAzcAtApa thaze tyAre ja tamAruM pApa mithyA thaze ne AtmA pavitra ne nirmaLa banaze." micchAmi dukkaDaM" e ke pavitra zabda che. A zabda sAMbhaLatAM haiyAmAMthI kSamAne eka jharo vahevA mAMDe che. krodhanI dharatI je A pAra che te kSamAnI dharatI ene pele pAra che. kSamAnI agocara dharatIne TUMDhavAne kaI mahAmaMtra hoya te te miAmi dukkaDaM che. "micchAmi dukakoM" e te kSamAnA pravega kendramAM praveza karavAne pAsaporTa che. pAsaporTa vagara kadAca praveza karazuM te be miniTa rahI tyAMthI pAchA krodhanI dharatI para AvIne dhakelAI javuM paDaze. "micchAmi dukaka" kahe che bhUlabharyo bhUtakALa bhUlI jAva ne premabharyo vartamAna khaDe kare. zatrunI zatrutA bhUlI jAva. zatrune paNa mitra kahI vadhAvI lo. vairane badale vairathI letAM te pazune paNa AvaDe che. mAnavamAM ja e samajaNa che ke varane badale vairathI nahi paNa premathI levA dhAre te e laI zake varane badale vairathI je nahi maLe ethI vadhu sAre premathI maLaze. vairane badale vairathI levA jaze te jagatamAM tamArA vairI vadhaze ne premathI levA jaze te tamArA mitro vadhaze, mATe zatrunI zatrutA bhUlI jaI tene paNa kSamA Apa. Azuba, eTaba ke nyuTrona beMbamAM je visphoTaka tAkAta rahelI che, ethI paNa vadhu visaTaka tAkAta kSamAmAM rahelI che. zAstronI visphoTaka tAkAta phATI nIkaLatAM mAnava mAnava vacce, vizva vizva vacce yuddha ane saMhAra thaze, jyAre kSamAnI visphoTaka tAkAta evI che ke yuddhanI sAme yuddha khelI, yuddhane khatama karI vizva para vizvayuddhane badale vizvazAMti phelAvI denArI che. kSamAnI hIsala vagara yuddhavirAmanI keI zakyatA nathI. prema ke maitrI te ja Takaze je " micchAmi dukkaDa" ne maMtra apanAvyuM haze. micchAmi dukkaDaM eTale bhUle bhUlI jAva, zatrune paNa kSamA Ape, verIne paNa apanAve ne viredhIne paNa apanAve. A sanAtana satya rate

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zAradA svAsa para cAlatAM kaI sAmAnya mANase bahAra pADayuM nathI paNa sADA bAra varSa sudhInI ekadhArI sAdhanA pachI AtmAmAM jJAnajyoti pragaTAvI bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra prabhue mAnavatA jIvanamAM maitrInuM prabhAta pragaTAvavA bahAra pADeluM A satya che. Aje e satyane apanAvavAne pavitra divasa AvI gayuM che. cUkyA te pharI pAche A pavitra divasa hAtha nahi lAge. AjanA divase bIjuM badhuM bhUlI eka kAma kare. je maLe ene micchAmi dukkaDa kahe. tamArI bhUla hoya te mAthuM mUkIne raDI paDe ne bIjAnI bhUla hoya te hasatAM hasatAM ene bheTI paDe. AjathI hRdayanI dhaDapathImAM A mesTa ImporTanTaneMdhI rAkhaje ke kedhanI zarUAta ane vairane vasavase jAge ke kSaNa paNa upekSA nahiM karatAM bhaDakAnI zarUAtamAM cetI jaje ane paryuSaNa parvanuM kSamApanA kartavya e smaraNa karajo. baMdhuo! aMtaHkaraNa pUrvaka pApane pazcatApa thAya, micchAmi dukkaDaM devAya te ApaNe AtmA pavitra ane nirmaLa bane. (pU. mahAsatIjIe kSamApanA viSe udAyana rAjA ane caMDapradyotana, tathA mRgAvatIjI tema ja vairanuM vAvetara karavAthI A jIvane vairanI vaNajhAra bhavabhavamAM keTalI herAna kare che tenuM khUba suMdara rIte nyAya ane dAkhalA ApIne khUba vistRta rIte varNana karyuM hatuM. je sAMbhaLatAM zrotAjanonA dila kuNA banI gayA hatA.) Aje kSamApanA viSe ghaNuM ghaNuM kahevAI gayuM che. A sAMbhaLIne jIvanamAMthI vaira jheranA kAMTA kADhIne sAcI kSamApanA karIe te ja ApaNe AdAna pradAnanuM mahAparva sArI rIte ujavyuM gaNAya. chelale huM Apa badhA pAse eTalI abhilASA rAkhuM chuM ke tana mana vacananA tApa zamAvI, vera jhera visarIe, saMvatsarInuM pratikramaNa karIne, kSamAyAcanA karIe, bhavobhava keruM bhramaNa TALavA, A bhavathI ugarIe, kavAnI kAlimA haiIne, AtmAne ujajavaLa karIe." OM zAMti bhAdaravA suda 7ne zanivAra vyAkhyAna naM. 54 tA. -78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMta karUNAnidhi, zAsanasamrATa, tIrthaMkaradeva mahAvIra svAmIe bhavya jIvonA uddhAra mATe pharamAna karyuM ke he cetana ! tuM anAdikALathI parabhAvamAM rakhaDI rahyo che. indriyane vaza thaIne paugalika sukhamAM te anaMtakALa pasAra karyo, paNa haju tane tRpti na thaI. zA mATe? aMtaranA UMDANathI vicAra karaze te samajAze ke tame je sukhanI icchA rAkhe che te azAzvata che. kSaNika che ane mahAna puruSe je sukha mATe prayatna kare che te sukha zAzvata che. te sukha

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zAradA suvAsa AvyA pachI kadI jatuM nathI. AvuM sukha kayAMthI ane kevI rIte maLe? tene kadI vicAra karyo che? AvuM sukha zAstra-siddhAMtanuM vAMcana karI, zravaNa, manana karI tenuM zraddhApUrvaka AcaraNa karavAthI maLe che. ApaNe tyAM bhagavAnanI aMtima vANuM uttarAdhyayana sUtranuM bAvIsamuM adhyayana je rahanemIya nAmanuM che temAM rahanemI, nemanAtha bhagavAna ane rAjematIne adhikAra cAle che. paryuSaNamAM ApaNe viSaye upara vyAkhyAna havAthI cAlu adhikAra mUkAI gaye hatuM te have zarU karIe chIe. vasudevane nahi jevAthI samudravijaya rAjA khUba kapAta karavA lAgyA ke meM prajAnI phariyAda sAMbhaLIne mArA bhAIne najarakedamAM rAkhe. meM ene sAcI vAta na jaNAvI tyAre Ama banyuM ne? temane kayAMya cena paDatuM nathI. khUba udAsa banI gayA, tyAre keI tiSIe temane kahyuM tame raDaze ke gUrazo nahi. tamAre bhAI jIvate che, tyAre samudravijaye pUchyuM, e mane kayAMthI maLaze? hAla kayAM che? javAbamAM tiSIe kahyuM hAla kayAM che te huM jANuM zakate nathI paNa tamane maLatAM samaya lAgaze. jyAre devakInA lagnane svaMyavara racAze tyAre devakI jenA gaLAmAM varamALA paherAvaze che. te tamAre bhAI vasudeva haze. A sAMbhaLIne samudravijaya rAjAne khUba AnaMda thaye ane pitAnA bhAInA milananA avasaranI rAha jevA lAgyA. A tarapha vasudevakumAra cAlatA cAlatA mathurA nagarImAM AvyA. A samaye mathurA nagarImAM kaMsa nAme rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. kaMsa khUba abhimAnI hate. eNe khuda enA pitAjIne paNa kedamAM pUryA hatA, kAraNa ke kaMsa mAtAnA garbhamAM AvyuM tyAre tene tenA pitA ugrasena rAjAnuM mAMsa khAvAnI IcchA thaI hatI, tethI tene janma thatAM tenI mAtAe tene peTImAM pUrIne vahetI mUkI hatI. te peTI eka vaNikanA ha thamAM AvI. temaNe tene ucherIne mATe karyo. pachI samaya jatAM te rAjA thaye. A vasudevanI sAthe kaMsane paricaya thaye. eka vakhata jarAsaMgha nAmanA prativAsudeva rAjAe dAMDI pITAvI ke je kaI siMharatha rAjAne pakaDI lAvaze tene pitAnI kuMvarI jIvayazAne paraNAvaze. AthI vasudeve pitAnA parAkramathI siMharatha rAjAne pakaDe eTale jIvayazA tene maLe tema hatI paNa vasudeva e vAta jANatAM hatAM ke jayazA jene paraNaze tenA bApa ane sasa baMne kuLane nAza karaze. eTale vasudeve kaMsane kahyuM mAre jIvayazA sAthe paraNavuM nathI, tame paraNe. kaMsane te e joItuM ja hatuM, tethI tenI sAthe lagna karyA. je kaMsa abhimAnI ho tevI tenI patnI AyazA paNa abhimAnI hatI. jIvayAnA pitAjI jarAsaMghanI madadathI ja kase tenA pitA ugrasena rAjAne kedamAM pUryA hatA. samaya jatAM kaMsanI bahena devakI maTI thaI. tene lagnane svayaMvara ra. dareka

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zAha suvAsa paraka rAjAone A svayaMvaramAM AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. A samaye samudravijaya Adi rAjAe AvyA. svayaMvaramAM vasudeva veza ane rUpa parivartana karIne AvyA hatA, paNa devakIe vasudevane ja varamALA paherAvI tethI bIjA rAjAe yuddha karavA taiyAra thayA ke ATalA badhA rAjAone cheDIne eka bhikhArI jevA sAmAnya mANasane varamALA paherAvI? A samaye vasudeva parAkramathI rAjAo sAthe laDayA ane vijaya meLavIne pitAnuM rUpa parivartana karyuM, tyAre khabara paDI ke A koI sAmAnya mANasa nathI. A te vasudevakumAra che. samudravijaya rAjA pitAnA laghu baMdhavAne premathI bheTI paDayA, ane devakI sahita bhAIne laIne zauryapura nagaramAM AvyA, ane vasudeva rAjA banyA. rAjalakSaNe viSe ApaNe pahelI gAthAmAM varNana karI gayA ke vasudeva rAjA kevA kevA rAjalakSaNethI yukta hatA. have bIjI gAthAmAM zAstrakAra bhagavAna batAve che ke tassa bhajjA duve AsI, rohiNI devaI thaa|| tAsiM doNhaM duve puttA, iTTA rAma kesavA // 2 // vasudeva rAjAne be rANIo hatI. eka rahiNI ane bIjI devakI. te baMnene ekeka - putra hatuM. temAM rohiNInA putranuM nAma rAma (baLadeva) ane devakInA putranuM nAma kezava (kRSNa) hatuM. e baMne putra prajAjanone khUba priya hatA, temaja Apa ApasamAM paNa baMne bhAIo vacce khUba prema hate. A vasudeva pUrvabhavamAM strIvallabha banavAnuM niyANuM karIne AvelA hatA. te vAta AgaLa AvI gaI che. A vasudevane bahoMtera hajAra rANIo hatI paNa A adhikAramAM hiNI ane devakI be rANIone ja saMbaMdha che tethI temanuM nAma ahIM levAmAM AvyuM che. te sivAya rohiNI baladevanI mAtA che ane devakI kRSNavAsudevanI mAtA hovAthI temanAM , nAma jagatamAM vikhyAta che. devakI sAthe vasudevanA lagna thayA bAda kaMsane khabara paDI ke devakIne sAta putra pitAne vadha karaze, tethI kaMse vasudevane kapaTapUrvaka jugAra ramADIne zarata karI ke tame hAre te mArI bahenanI sAta suvAvaDo mAre tyAM karavAnI. vasudeve hA pADI. temane khabara na hatI ke AmAM zuM melI ramata che. samaya jatAM devakInI dareka prasUti kaMsane tyAM thatI. chevaTe sAtamI vakhata prasUtine samaya Ave tyAre kaMse jambara jApta rAkhe , paNa puNyavAna purUSane janma thatAM badhI sAnukULatA thaI gaI ane vasudeva kRSNane gekuLamAM mUkI AvyA. naMda ane yazodA kRSNane potAnA putrane uchere tema ucheratA hatAM. e jANatAM hatAM ke A pArakI thApaNa che. vaLI kaMsane A vAtanI jANa thavA devAnI nathI eTale tene bahAra javA detA nathI paNa kRSNa te mahA parAkramI hatA. chAnAmAnA bahAra jaIne keIne mAratA, te keInI maTakImAMthI dahIM ne madha khAI

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zAradA suvAsa pa24 AvatA, te koInI maTakI phADIne rADaprUma laI AvatA. Ama kRSNa geAkuLamAM ucharavA lAgyA. vasudeve peAtAnA moTA putra maLadevane kRSNanu rakSaNa karavA geAkuLa mAkalI ApyA, tethI maLadeva tyAM AvIne bhAInI sAthe rahevA lAgyA. atyAra sudhI kRSNane khakhara na hatI ke huM'naMda ane yazedAneA putra nathI. evI rIte tene rAkhatA hatA, ane kRSNa paNa naMdayazeDhAne potAnA mAtApitA mAnatA hatA, kAraNa ke janma dharIne teNe potAnA mAtApitAne joyA ja nathI ne koie kahyu' paNu nathI. A tarapha ka"sa mAnatA hatA ke me' te devakInA sAtamA putrane mArI nAMkhyA che. tethI have mane konA Dara che? me' jyAtiSInA vacana kevA kheATA pADayA! tyAre retiSI e ane kahyuM, tamArA duzmana gekuLamAM ucharI rahyo che. khAtrI karavI hAya. te tamArA maLone chUTA mUko. ene je mArI nAMkhe te tamAro zatru samajavA. eTale ka Mse madonmatta baLadone chUTA mUkyA te kRSNajIe baLadone mArI nAMkhyA. kaMse kRSNane mAravA mATe ghaNAM prayAgA karyAM pazu kRSNanI huMmezA jIta thai. chevaTe ka Mse mallayuddha karavAnI gAThavaNu karIne badhAne khelAvyA. temAM kRSNa ane baLadeva ane bhAIo bhAga levA AvyA. e mayuddha jovA kaMse samudravijaya rAjA vagerene paNa AmatraNa Apyu. eTale daza dazA bhAIo paNa AvyA. mallayuddhamAM kRSNe badhA mallAne harAvI jIta meLavI. kRSNane joine samudravijaya vigerene khUba Ana Mda thayA. kRSNane khatrara paDI ke A badhA mArA kuTuMbIjanA che. atyAra sudhI khakhara na hatI ke marA mAtA-pitA ane kuTubIjane kANu che? . mallayuddhamAM vijaya meLavavAthI kRSNanI khUkha prazaMsA thavA lAgI, tethI kaMsa te IdhyanI AgathI jalI uThaye, ane kRSNane mAravA taiyAra thayeA. te vakhate enA sasarA jarAsa dhanuM sainya tyAM hatu. te kaMsanA kahevAthI kRSNa upara tUTI paDayuM. A samaye samudravijaya ane vasudeve potAnA sainya vaDe temaneA sAmanA karyAM, tyAre lAga joIne kRSNe kaMsane mArI nAMkhyuM. kaMsanA vadha karIne kRSNa vijetA banIne potAnI mAtA devakI ane pitA vasudeva pAse AvyA. putrane joine mAtA devakI te gAMDIghelI manI gaI. kRSNe mAtA-pitAnA pagamAM paDayA. mAtA-pitA premathI tene bheTI paDayA. A tarapha kaMsanuM maraNa thatAM jIvayazAe jarAsaghane khabara ApyA eTale tenI uttarakriyA karavA jarAsaMgha dhamadhamatA AvyeA. kaMsa cAdavAnA kaTTo virodhI hatA. kasanA vadha thayA pachI vasudeva rAjAe kaMsanA pitA ugrasena rAjAne keTTamAMthI mukta karAvyA hatA, eTale temaNe peAtAnI putrI satyabhAmAne kRSNa sAthe paraNAvI, paNa yAdavAne jarAsaMdhanA khUba Dara lAgyA ke enA jamAinA vadha thavAthI vairanA badalA levA have ApaNane haeNzana karaze te ApaNe zuM karavuM ! A samaye yAdavakuLanA eka nipuNu yAtiSIe kahyuM ke hamaNAM tame badhA kRSNane laIne pazcimamAM jAva. tyAM kukhtune nagarI vasAvavAmAM deve sahAya karaze, eTale te baMdhA

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zAradA savAya 525 kRSNanI sAthe cAlyA. pazcimamAM sAgara kinAre AvIne kRSNa tapa karIne vaiSNava devanI ArAdhanA karI eTale deva tenA upara prasanna thaze. tenI sahAyathI bAra ejana lAMbI ne nava jana paheLI dvArakA nAmanI nagarI vasAvavAmAM AvI. te nagarI devenI vasAvelI hevAthI senAnI hatI. devaleka jevI te zebhAyamAna ane rAvaNanI laMkAne paNa jhAMkhI pADI de tevI hatI. A nagarImAM samudravijaya rAjAe kRNane rAjyAbhiSeka karyo, ane kRSNa-balabhadra vigere yAda ahIM nirbhayatApUrvaka rahevA lAgyA. ahIM kRSNa-prati vAsudeva jarAsaMghane mAravAnI cejanA taiyAra karI. jarAsaMgha sAthe yuddha karI kRSNa tene mArI nAMkhe, ane bharatakSetranA traNa khaMDa upara kRSNa pitAnuM rAjya sthApita karyuM. kRSNa vAsudeva hatA ane jarAsaMgha prativAsudeva hatA. e niyama che ke prativAsudevanuM bhANuM vAsudeva jame eTale prativAsudevanI gAdI vAsudeva bhegave, te niyama mujaba kRSNajI traNa khaMDanA adhipati banyA. kRSNa vAsudeva trikhaMDa adhipati hatAM paNa temanAmAM abhimAna jarA paNa na hate. khUba saraLa, vinayavaMta ane dharma upara zraddhAvaMta hatA. dharma e jIvane tAranAra che. ahIM mane rAmAyaNane eka prasaMga yAda Ave che. rAvaNanA dAdA sumAlInA dAdA taDikeza rAjA pUrvabhavamAM sAdhu banelA, tyAre eka pAradhIe zikAra karIne tene mArI nAkhelA. muni sAdhupaNAnA bhAvamAM kALadharma pAmI devalokamAM gayA ne tyAMthI cavIne ahIM taDikeza rAjA banyA, ane sAdhunI ghAta karanAra pAradhI narake gaye. te tyAMthI marIne ahIM vAnara thaye. eka divasa A taDikeza rAjA ane rANI baMne udyAnamAM pharavA gayelA. A vakhate pele vAMdare kUdate kUdate tyAM AvyuM ne rAjA sAthe pUrvanA vairanA kAraNe rAjAnI pAse beThelI tenI rANInA zarIre nakhurIyA bharavA lAgyo, baTakA bharavA lAgyA. A joIne rAjAne vAMdarA upara krodha AvyuM ke mArI rANIne zA mATe ATalI badhI herAna kare che? tethI rAjAe vAMdarAnI chAtImAM bANa mAryuM. vAMdare taraphaDate taraphaData thoDe dUra gaye. tyAM jaIne paDI gaye. tyAM eka muni ubhA hatA temaNe vAMdarAnI paristhiti joIne tene navakAramaMtra saMbhaLAvyA, eTale vAMdare marIne bhavanapatimAM udadhikumAra nikAyane deva thaye. deva banele vAMdare muninA daza" - A tarapha rANIne vAnare nakharIyA bharyA eTale rAjAnA mANasa udyAnamAM rahelA bIjA nirdoSa vAnarene mAravA lAgyA. A samaye pilA deva thayelA vAnare avadhijJAnane upayoga mUkIne joyuM ke huM zenA pratApe deva thaye? te munine joyA. aho ! A mahAtmAe mane navakAramaMtra saMbhaLAvyA, tenA prabhAve huM deva thaye, eTale te deva saMtanA darzana karavA mATe AvyuM. rAjAnA mANase nirdoSa vAnarone mArI rahyA che A joIne te krodhe bharAye ke meM rAjAnI rANIne herAna karI te mane mAryo te ThIka che paNa A bicArA nirdoSa vAnarone zA mATe mArI rahyA

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zAhI suvAsa che? e deva bane che eTale enI pAse zakti che tenAthI moTA jagI vAnare vimulya. e vAnaree moTA jhADanA jhADa upADI enAthI rAjAnA mANasene mAravA mAMDyA. e vAMdarAone hAMkavA khUba prayatna karyo paNa kaI rIte jatA ja nathI. jema mAravA jAya tema vadhu sAmA thAya che. vAMdarAnA prakepathI gabharAyela rAjA :- A joIne rAjA gabharAyA, ne manamAM vicAra karyo ke AvA meTA jaMgI vAnare e ahIMnA vAnare nathI paNa A keI daivI upadrava lAge che. jA AkAza tarapha daSTi karIne hAtha joDIne kahe che ke he devatame keNa che? Apa amArI je bhUla hoya te mApha karIne A upadrava zAMta kare. deva adazyapaNe bemApha karuM? A nirdoSa vAnarae tamAruM zuM bagADayuM che ke tame ene mAre che? gunegAra te huM chuM ne tame te nirdoSa vAnarene mAre che. gunegAra e huM tamane barAbara sajA karIza, jethI AvA nirdoSa prANIone mAravAnI tame be bhUlI jAva. rAjAe kahyuM-deva! sajA te thaI gaI. have Apa keNa mahAna purUSa cho tenI mane oLakhANa Ape. A nirdoSa vAnaronI rakSA karavA padhArelA Apa jarUra kaI mahApurUSa cho ane A sipAIo nirdoSa vAnarone mAranArA ajJAna ane mUDha jIve che. emanA para dayA karIne Apane pavitra paricaya Ape, tyAre deve adazyapaNe kahyuM-ahIM najIkamAM munirAja birAje che temane pUche. e tamane javAba Apaze. jANavAnI jijJAsAthI muni pAse Avela rAjA" - rAjA ane temane badhe parivAra munivara pAse AvyA. munine joIne rAjAnuM citta ekadama prasanna banI gayuM ane namaskAra karIne pUchyuM-gurUdeva ! A vAnarane upadrava karanArA ane amArA sipAIone zikSA karanAra adazya vyakti koNa che? munie kahyuM- he rAjana ! tArI rANIne jeNe upadrava karyo ane te jene bANuM mAryuM e vAnara tArA bANathI ghavAIne taraphaDate taraphaDate ahIM AvyA. e maravAnI aNI upara che ema jANuMne meM tene navakAramaMtra saMbhaLAvyA. te navakAramaMtranA zubha dhyAnamAM marIne deva thaye, ane deva thaIne upakArIne upakArane yAda karate ahIM darzana karavA AvyuM. teNe tArA mANasone nirdoSa vAnare upara upadrava karatA joyA eTale teNe polIsane zikSA karIne aTakAvyA. A sAMbhaLIne rAjAe kahyuM -aho gurUdeva! navakAramaMtrane A addabhUta mahAna prabhAva che ke mAtra aMtima samaye navakAra maMtranuM zravaNa karIne enA kAnamAM sthira thatAM AvA vAMdarA jevA jaMgalI prANInI paNa deva jevI sadgati thaI te je manuSya navakAramaMtranuM zuddha bhAve eka citte maraNa kare te tene beDe pAra thaI jAya ne ! rAjAnI dharmazraddhA vadhI. "munine prazna karatA rAjA :- rAjAe munine pUcha-bhagavaMta ! A vAnarane mArI rANI upara upadrava karavAnuM kAraNa zuM ? muni jJAnI hatA. temaNe kahyuM-he rAjan !

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zANA suvANa 527, tuM pUrvabhavamAM datta nAmane rAjamaMtrI hatA, pachI dIkSA laIne jaMgalamAM jaIne kaThora sAdhanA karavA dhyAna dharate hatuM. te vakhate A vAnarane jIva pAradhI hate. eNe tAre zikAra karyo hate. e vairathI narakamAM jaIne ahIM A vAnara thaze ane tuM samAdhi maraNe marIne deva thaye, ne pachI ahIM AvIne rAjA thaye. tArA para dveSanA saMskArathI A vAnare tArI rANIne upadrava karyo paNa enI bhavitavyatA ujajavaLa ke navakAramaMtra sAMbhaLavAne cega maLe. saumya bhAve belAtA navakAramaMtranA zravaNa para enuM dila TharyuM. dilamAMthI gusse osarI gaye. tArA bANathI ghAyala thaye hatuM, atula vedanA hatI paNa navakAramaMtranuM zravaNa maLatAM tArA uparane dveSa che DIne navakAramaMtramAM tenuM mana rithara thayuM te deva baLe. baMdhuo ! vAnare rAjA uparane TheSa choDIne navakAramaMtramAM citta parovyuM te deva thaye paNa je TheSa ubhe rAkhe te devagati te zuM manuSyagati paNa na maLata, paNa aMtima samaye dveSa choDIne navakAramaMtra upara zraddhA karI te deva ba. kaho te khare ke A vAnare bAhA zuM dharmakiyAe karI ke deva banyo? bAhyathI mAtra mahAtmA pAse ghavAyele jaIne paDe ane temanA navakAramaMtranA uccAraNa para kAna mAMDyA. eTale ja dharma ne ? ema te tame paNa sAdhu mahAtmAo pAse nathI AvatAM? emanA mukhethI mAtra navakAramaMtra nahi paNa bIjI dharmanI vAta nathI sAMbhaLatA ? te zuM tamane ema lAge che ke eTalAthI svarganA puNya upArjana karI rahyA che kharA? juo, vAnaranuM AkhuM jIvana reDhIyALa gayuM. lagabhaga to pApane ja adhyavasAya ane pApanI pariNatimAM gayuM paNa aMtakALanI najIkanA samayamAM rAjA pratyenA pUrvanA vairanA kAraNe rANIne nakhurIyA bharavAnuM kArya karyuM, paNa maravAnI aNI upara DhebanA upazamanI ane navakAramaMtranA dhyAnanI ta pragaTAvI te phAvI gaye. pUrvabhavamAM pAradhIpaNane mAnavabhava hato paNa tyAM pApakarmonuM baMdhana karIne narake gaye ne tyAMthI nIkaLIne te tiryaMca vAnara thayo. temAM chelle kaSAne dabAvI dharmazraddhA karI te devagatine pAmyo. baMdhuo ! bahAranA saMcAga ane bahAranI pravRtti ApaNuM hAthamAM na hoya paNa cittanI pariNati te ApaNA hAthanI vAta che. ene je ApaNe bagADavI hoya te ja bagaDe ane ene sudhArIne je pavitra rAkhavI hoya te e jarUra sudhare ane pavitra rahe. vAMdarAne rAjAe maraNata kaSTa ApyuM te saMyoga enA hAthanI vAta na hatI. rAjA enA prANa laI zakyA paNa enI lazyAne ke cittanI pariNatine bagADI na zakyA. e te vAnara dveSa choDIne navakAramaMtranA dhyAnamAM pitAnA purUSArthathI sthira banyuM. bANunA ghAthI AveluM maraNAMta kaSTa ane mRtyu enuM kaMI bagADI zakayuM nahi, paNa e kaI satsamAgama ane navakAramaMtra maLavAmAM nimitta banI gayuM ane ene enA upara zraddhA thaI te deva tha. krodhane aTakAvavA mATe A uttama vicAra che ke jenA pratye krodha AvavA jAya che

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zAradA suvAsa te jIva mAtra mArA prANa ja lUTe che ne? mArI dharmazraddhA te nathI lUMTatA ne? aMta samaya sudhI je mArI dharmazraddhA salAmata che te pachI mane zuM ciMtA che? "prANanA nAze avazya durgati nathI paNa dharmazraddhAnA nAza para jarUra tigamana che. jenI dharmazraddhA salAmata tenI sadagati salAmata, dharmazraddhAnA mahAmUlya AMkyA heya te vAnaranA prasaMga upara vicAra kare. rAjA taDi9ze muni pAsethI vAnaranI hakIkata sAMbhaLIne vicAryuM ke deva banele vAnara parama upakArI mahAtmAne vaMdana karavA mATe AvyuM che te mArI pAse te jIvana che te huM viSaya pariNati, sukhalAlasA, Asakti, rAga, dveSa ane mehanI pariNati mUkIne A dharma pariNati jagADavA ane vadhAravAnA prayatna zA mATe na karuM? taDikeza rAjAne A zuddha dharmanI sAdhanA karavA mATe A saMsAra akAre lAgyo. emane samajAyuM ke A vAnara pUrvane pAradhI ane narakagAmI jIva che. je ene ahIM dharma na maLe heta te keNa jANe kaI gatimAM paTakAI jAta? mAtra aMtima samaye dharma pAmavAthI ke sadgatimAM pahoMcI gaye! e dharma ne mahimA ke ajaba haze ! e TheSAM sabaDate hato ne huM rAgamAM sabaDuM chuM. saMsAranA saMge jIvane rAga-dveSa vinA bIjuM zuM karAve che? jyAre dharma tAraNahAra che. te mAre have evA saMsAramAM rahIne zuM kAma che ? basa, have mAre A saMsAra nA joIe. Ama vairAgya pAmI rAjAe saMsArane tyAga karI dIkSA laI AtmakalyANa karyuM, karNa mahArAjA AvA pavitra ane dharmamAM zraddhAvAna hatA. teo nItipUrvaka rAjya calAvatA hatA. have kRSNajI te dvArakA nagarImAM AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA, paNa ApaNe jemane adhikAra vAMcIe chIe tevA nemanAtha bhagavAnane janma kaI mAtAnI kukhe thaze tenA vizeSa bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra - jinasena ane rAmasenanI rAjAe sabhAmAM parIkSA karI temAM jinasena pAsa thaye ne rAmasena nApAsa thaye. rAjAe jinasenane InAmamAM talavAra ane ghoDe A be cIne bheTa ApI. A vAtanI ranavatIne dAsI mAraphata khabara paDatAM ranavatInA dilamAM krodhanI Aga bhabhUkI uThI eTale tarata ja dAsIne rAjAne belAvavA makalI, tethI rAjA ratnAvatInA mahele AvyA tyAre rANIe na kahevAnA zabda rAjAne kahA, ane kahyuM ke tame je cIje jinasenane ApI che te tame tenI pAsethI pAchI maMgAvI le, ane mArA rAmasenakumArane Ape. rAjAe kahyuM he ratnAvatI ! tuM A zuM bole che? tane zarama nathI AvatI? ApelI cIja kadI pAchI levAya? A duniyAmAM eka sAmAnya mANasa paNa keIne vastu ApIne pAchI levAmAM pitAnI hInatA samaje che te mArA je meTa rAjA pitAnA putrane khuza thaIne InAma Ape te pAchuM le te kevuM kharAba lAge che rANI ! tAruM kahyuM mAnIne huM e cIjo pAchI levA jAuM te mAruM duniyAmAM mAne zuM

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zAI suvAsa rahe rahe? jagata mane gAM ja kahe ne ! tuM mArI AmarU mATe paNa samaja, paNa rANI krAI rIte samajatI nathI. strI haTha laIne beThI che tyAre rAjA kahe che. varlDa pahele hI nahIM letA thA, maiM kInI manuvAra, pIchI mAMgate duniyA mAMhI, maiM bAjI zivAra. e bicArA jinasenakumAra tA pahelA levAnI nA pADatA hatA. me ene khUba kahyuM tyAre eNe A be cIjonA svIkAra karyAM. jene parANe Apyu. tenI pAsethI huM pAchI levA kevI rIte jAuM? A vAtanI prajAjanAmAM jANa thaze te mane gAMDA gaNaze. rANI kahe e huM kaMI na jANuM. ApatI vakhate vicAra kema na karyAM? ne have levA jatAM zarama Ave che? e kaMi nahi cAle, game tema thAya paNa e cIjo pAchI maMgAvaze te ja huM jIvIza, nahitara tamArI sAme jhera pIne prANa cheDIza. tA tamane A hatyAnuM pApa lAgaze. " rAjAnI ci'tA dUra karavA pradhAnanA prayatna " :- rAjAne khUba duHkha thayuM. haiyuM bharAI AvyuM ane udAsa khanIne besI gayA, eTalAmAM pradhAnajI rAjA pAse AvyA. rAjAne ci MtAtura joIne pradhAne pUchyuM ke sAheba ! Apa Aje ATalA badhA udAsa kema che! A samaye jayama gala rAjAe pradhAnane kahyuM- meM jinasenane gheADA ane talavAra bheTa ApyA tethI ratnavatI jhaghaDA mAMDIne beThI che. jinasena guNavAna che ne rAmasenamAM te kaMI dekhAtuM nathI ane ene mATe gheADA ne talavAra pAchA maMgAvavAnu` kahe che paNa dIdhelI cIja pAchI kevI rIte maMgAya ? je rANInA kahevAthI pachI mAMgu tA mArI kIrtine kalaka lAge te loko mArI hAMsI uDAve. pradhAne kahyu-sAheba ! ApanI vAta sAcI che. jyAre mahArANI mAnatA ja nathI te pachI zu' karavu' ? ApaNAM jinasenA rANI ane jinasenakumAra ane khUba guNuvAna che. e tarata pAchA ApI deze. TThAca jinasenakumAra e pAchuM ApavA taiyAra nahi thAya paNa jinasenA rANI evA pavitra che ke tene samajAvIne pAchuM apAvI deze. Apa zAMti rAkhA. huM ja rANI pAse jaIne badhI vAta karIne laI AvuM chuM. A pramANe rAjAne zAMta karIne pradhAna jinasenA rANI pAse gayA. A tarapha jinasenakumAra ane cIjo laIne mAtA pAse AbyA ane A e cItte batAvIne kahyuM-mA ! tArA AzIrvAdathI pitAjIe lIdhelI parIkSAmAM pAsa thayA ne mane A baMne cI pitAjIe bheTa ApI. Ama kahIne jinasenakumAra mAtAnA caraNamAM paceA ne mAtAe tene AzIrvAda ApyA ke beTA ! tuM bhaviSyamAM mahAna parAkramI gujA manaje ne sAthe tArA AtmAnuM zauya pragaTa karI AtmAnuM kalyANa karaje, pachI jinasenAe kahyuM beTA ! tArA pitAjIe tane khuza thaIne bhale A cItre ApI paNa tuM zA mATe zA. su. 34

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zAradA suvAsa lAvyo ? tAre lAvavAnI jarUra na hatI kAraNa ke ranavatI A vAta jANaze te tArA pitAjI sAthe jhaghaDaze. kuMvarane ratnAvatInI vAta karatI jinasenA" - ratnAvatI rAjA sAthe jhaghaDI che te vAtanI rANIne khabara na hatI, paNa jevuM mANasa hoya che tevI tenI chApa paDe che, eTale jinasenA kahe che he dIkarA ! mane lAge che ke A vastuo ApaNe tyAM TakI zake ja nahi, kAraNa ke jevI ratnAvatIne khabara paDaze tevI e tarata rAjAnI sAthe bhayaMkara jhaghaDo karaze. te beTA ! A be cIjo mATe tArA bApujIne keTaluM sahana karavuM paDaze ? te ApaNe e be cIjo laIne jhaghaDAmAM nimitta banavuM nathI, mATe tuM jaIne be vastuo - rAjAne pAchI ApI Ava. A pramANe jinasenA ane jinasenakumAra vAta karatA hatA, tyAM pradhAnajI rANI pAse AvyA ne badhI vAta karI. jisenAe te pahelethI ja bhaviSya bhAMkhyuM hatuM tevuM ja banyuM. have jinasene rANI jinasenakumArane vastuo pAchI devAnI vAta karaze ne tyAM zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 55 bhAdaravA suda 8 ne ravIvAra dubaLI AThama tA. 10-9-78 - sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI, trilekInAtha, zAsanapati bhagavAne jagatanA jInA ekAMta hita mATe AtmakalyANane maMgalakArI mArga batAvyuM. che. paryuSaNa parvanA pavitra divaso AvyA ne gayA ane ApaNane navIna saMdeza ApatA gayA ke he AtmAo! mehanidrAmAMthI jAgRta bane. divase te badhA uge che ne Athame che paNa parvanA divasenI vizeSatA che. karmanA marmane bhedI nAkhavA e A parvanuM adUbhUta kAya che. tADanA jhADa uparanA marma bhAgamAM jenA AdhAre e tADanuM jhADa aDIkhama ubhuM rahe che tyAM soya bheMkavAmAM Ave te aDIkhama ubheluM tADanuM jhADa tarata piDI jAya che, evI rIte A paryuSaNa parva karmanA marmane seya bheMkavAnuM kAma kare che, jethI e karmarUpI tADanuM jhADa bheMya bheguM thaI jAya che. ApaNuM AtmAe anaMta bhavamAM kodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha, rAga, dveSa Adi karIne karmo bAMdhyA che tene kSaya A mAnava bhavamAM samyak darzana, jJAna cAritra ane tapa dvArA thaI zake che. 5. paryuSaNa parvane divasamAM ghaNuM bhAI bahenee dharmanI ArAdhanA karI. keIe yathAzakti dAna dIdhuM, kaMI ke zIyaLa vratanA paccakhANa lIdhA, ghaNae zakti anusAra tapazcaryA karI. Aje malADa saMgha tapasvIonuM bahumAna kare che. tapanuM bahumAna zA mATe kare che ! ApaNuM jaina dharmamAM tapanuM vizeSa mahatva che. tapane mahimA apAra che,

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131 zAradA suvAsa tapa e AtmA upara rahelA karmone bALIne AtmAne vizuddha banAve che. jema melA kapaDA garama pANI, sAbu ane seDAmAM bAphIne chevAthI svaccha banI jAya che tema ApaNe AtmA anAdikALathI karmanA melathI malIna bane che. e melane bALIne AtmAne vizuddha karavA mATe tapa e ameghamAM amogha jaDIbuTTI che. utta. sUtranA ramA adhyayanamAM gautama svAmIe prabhune prazna karyo ke "taveLe maMte nIve f LA taveLa" vo nAca " "he bhagavaMta! tapazcaryA karavAthI jIvane zuM lAbha thAya? bhagavaMte kahyuM he gautama! zuddha tapazcaryA karavAthI pUrvakane kSaya thAya che. navA AvatAM karmone rokanAra saMyama che, ane bhabhavamAM bAMdhelA purANA karmone kSaya karavA mATe tapa che. AgaLanA saMte saMyama laIne Atmavizuddhi mATe karmone kSaya karavA mATe mahAna aghora tapazcaryA karatA hatA. tapasvIonA tapa AgaLa denA mastaka jhUkI jAya che. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. nemanAtha bhagavAna kyA kuLamAM janmyA che te batAvavA mATe pahelAM vasudevanI vAta karI. vasudeva. rAjAne devakI rANIthI kRSNa ane rohiNIthI balabhadrajI ema be putra janmyA, temAM kRSNa vAsudeva hatA. kRSNajIe dvArakA nagarI vasAvI prativAsudeva jarAsaMghane vadha karIne pite traNa khaMDanA adhipati banyA ane yAdave sAthe dvArakA nagarImAM AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. A vAta have ahIM aTakAvIne ApaNe adhikAranA nAyaka nemanAtha bhagavAnanI vAta karavI che eTale temanA mAtA-pitA keNa hatA ne te kevA pavitra hatA, te vAta jaIe. soriyapurammi nayare, Asi rAyA mhddddie| samudravijaye nAma, rAyalakkhaNa saMjue // 3 // zauryapuranagaramAM vasudeva rAjAnA moTAbhAI samudravijya nAmanA rAjA hatA. je rAjalakSaNethI yukta tathA chatra cAmarAdi vibhUtithI viziSTa hatA. samudravijaya ane vasudeva bane bhAIo vacce ke prema hatuM te vAta AgaLa AvI gaI che. samudravijya rAjAmAM nAma pramANe guNe hatA. samudra eTale samudra jevA gaMbhIra ane vijaya eTale Indriya upara vijaya meLavanAra hatA tethI emanuM nAma samudravijaya sArthaka hatuM. Aje nAma te phakakaDa hoya che paNa guNa hetA nathI. nAma te majhAnuM caMdana bahena heya paNa na hoya caMdana jevI suvAsa ke zItaLatA. nAma hoya samatA bena paNa samatAne chAMTe ya na hoya. AvA nAmanI koI sArthakatA nathI. "jatu karaze te jagadIza banaze - samudravijya rAjA "yathA nAma tathA, guNa" hatA. pitAnI pAse je kaMI hoya te badhuM pahelAM pitAnA nAnA bhAIone ApatA hatA. ema nahi ke huM sauthI maTe chuM eTale mAre ja hakaka che. nAnA bhAIo emane ghaNIvAra kahetA-moTAbhAI ! tame te badhuM ja amane ApI de che. tame te kaMI

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ma zAradA suvAsa rAkhatA ja nathI, tyAre samudravijaya premathI kahetA mArA laghu bAMdhavA ! je tamArI pAse che te badhuM mAru ja che ne ? tame te huM ne huM te tame che, pachI mArA tArAnA bheda zA mATe ? pAte meATA hatA eTale badhuM jatuM karatA hatA. bhagavAna kahe che je jatuM kare te jagadIza khanI zake che. jatuM karavuM eTale zuM? dhana ke vastu jatI karavI eTaluM ja nahi paNa koI ApaNane gALa de tA paNa jatI karavAnI. kAI kaTuvacana kahe tA paNu samatA bhAve sahana karI levAnA. keAI paththara mAre tA paNu sahana karI levAnA. ApaNe nirdoSa hAvA chatAM koI ApaNane DhASita manAve te paNa sahana karI levuM enu' nAma jatuM karyu kahevAya. mahAvIra prabhune anAya dezamAM anAya leAkeAe kevA kevA kaSTo ApyA chatAM sahana karyo ne ? koinA sAmanA karavA gayA ? 'nA.' emaNe jIvanamAM keTaluM jatu karyu. tyAre jagadIza banyA. jagadIza te badhAne khanavu che paNu jatu karavuM nathI. jagadIza khanavuM hAya te tene mATe eka upAya che ke jatuM karatAM zIkhA. koI gALa de, kaTuvacana kahe, khATA deSanuM ArepaNu kare tyAre eka ja vicAra karavA ke mArA pApakarmanA udaya che. ema mAnIne kSamA rAkhIe tA sAmI vyaktine jarUra enI bhUlanuM bhAna thaze ane chevaTe caraNamAM namI paDaze. "irSyAe sare lI Aga':-madrAsamAM anya dharmanA pracAraka eka telaMga svAmI hatA. emanA jIvanamAM kSamA ghaNu hatI ane jJAna paNa khUkha hatuM. ApaNA jaina dharmImAM kSamAnuM vizeSa mahatva che. jaina sAdhunA daza dharmoMmAM pahelA dhama kSamA che, eTale jaina dharmanA saMtA te kSamAvAna hoya paNa A te jainetara saMta hAvA chatAM temanAmAM gajabanI kSamA hatI, ane peAtAnI pAse AvanArA bhaktone kSamAnA upadeza ApatA, ane AtmajJAnanI uMDI vAtA samajAvatA, tethI temanI bhUkha praza'sA thatI. A khIjA dharmonA bhaktothI sahana na thayuM. amArA dharma gurUnI ATalI praza'sA nathI karatA ne AnI ATalI badhI prazaMsA ! AvI IrSyAnA kAraNe telaMga svAmIne halakA pADavA mATe temaNe eka prapaMca ubhA karyAM. eka divasa traNa cAra ajANyA bhakto telaMga svAmInI pAse AvyA ne kahyuM. svAmIjI ! amArI eka nAnakaDI bhaktinA svIkAra karaze ? ame khUba bhaktibhAvathI A eka dUdhanA glAsa lAvyA chIe te Apa pI jAva te amane lAbha maLe. "cunAnuM pANI dUdhanI mAphaka pItA mahAna saMta" :- telaMga svAmIe joyu tA A taddana ajANyA bhakto hatA. kadI temane joyelA na hatA, chatAM temanI bhaktinA svIkAra karIne premathI dUdha pI gayA. pItAM khabara paDI ke A dUdha che ke zu? emaNe pIdhu' paNa AvanAranI AMkhA paheALI thaI gaI ke have zuM thaze? dUdhanI kevI asara thAya che te jovA mATe bhakto temanI pAse besI rahyA. telaoNMga svAmIe dUdha pIne glAsa jamIna para mUkI dIdhA ne jevI mukha upara pahelAM prasannatA hatI tevI ja prasannatAthI besI rahyA. AvanAra pratye jarA paNa dveSa ke aNugamA na karyAM. hADa upara paNa kaDavAzanA vaLAMka na

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zADhA suryAsa hate. AmAM premanuM sarevara chalakatuM hatuM, ane haTha upara madhura smita hatuM. dUdha laine AvanArAo kahe che svAmIjI! Apane keI takalIpha te nathI thaIne? svAmIjIe kahyuM-bhAIo! tame mane premathI dUdha pIvaDAvyuM ke meM pIdhuM. pIvAmAM vaLI takalIpha kevI! meM te premathI tamAruM dUdha pIdhuM che. svAmIjInA zabdomAM sAhasikatA hatI. SI bhaktone thayelo pazcAtApa" - svAmIjIne javAba sAMbhaLIne kevI bhaktonA haiyA phaphaDI uThyA. emanI AMkho raDI uThI. kaMTha rUMdhAI gaye ne caraNamAM mastaka namAvIne bAlyA-svAmIjI! amane mApha kare. ame ghaNI ja nAdAnI karI che, tyAre svAmIjI prasannatAthI belyA hoyanAdAna te bALako ja hoya, bALake te prabhune mArA hoya, tame paNa mane vahAlA che. tame tamArI nAdAnIne bhUlI jAo. svAmIjI! e kema bhUlAya? ane amane mApha paNa kema karAya ? ame te ApanI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI IrSAnI AgathI baLI jatA hatA tethI ApanI kasoTI karavA mAgatA hatA ne tamane gusse karavAnA AzayathI ame dUdha nahi paNa kaLIcUnAnuM pANI Apane ApyuM hatuM. A amArA aparAdhane mApha kare. amane kSamA kare. svAmIjIe kahyuM emAM tamAre doSa ke gunha che ja nahi. A te mArI kasoTI che. kasoTI vakhate daDha rahenAranI ja jagatamAM kiMmata thAya che. svAmIjIe vamana karIne cunAnuM pANI bahAra kADhI nAMkhyuM, paNa kaTI karavA AvanArA bhakto zAMta ane kSamAzIla telaMga svAmIne vAraMvAra vaMdana karatAM temanI muktakaMThe prazaMsA karatA cAlyA gayA. baMdhuo ! duniyAmAM je sahana kare che te pAra utare che ne jatuM kare che te jagadIza bane che. mahAtmA cunAnA pANIne dUdhanI mAphaka gaTaka gaTaka pI gayA. cunAnuM pANI pIvaDAvanAra upara paNa prema rAkhe te temane satya vastunuM bhAna thayuM ne namI paDyA. samudranuM maMthana karavA badhA de AvyA ne maMthana karIne amRta kAvyuM. te badhA devo pI gayA ne jhera hatuM te paDyuM rahyuM. badhA devenI parIkSA karavA brahmAjIe kahyuM ke A jhera koNa pIze? jhera pIvA keI taiyAra na thayuM. eka deve kahyuM huM jhera pI jaIza. je deve jhera pIdhuM tene brahmAjIe mahAdevane IlkAba Apyo. jeNe pIdhA jhera te banyA mahAdeva. mahAvIra bhagavAnanuM nAma te vardhamAna kumAra hatuM paNa e mahAvIra kema kahevAya ? te jANe cho ? bAlyAvasthAmAM paNa devathI DagyA nahi paNa devene DagAvyA, tyAre devoe nAma ApyuM mahAvIra ApaNe samudravijaya rAjAnI vAta cAlatI hatI. samudra gaMbhIra heya, vizALa hoya, ane samudranA peTALamAM ratna bharelA hoya che, tema A samudravijaya rAjA paNa udAratA kSamA, sahiSNutA, zaurya, dayA Adi guNanA bhaMDAra hatA. AvA mahAna guNanA kAraNe te jagatamAM prakhyAta hatAM. teo zauryapura nagaramAM AnaMdathI rahetA hatA. temanI rAna keNa hatA ?

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zAradA suvAse ____ tassa bhajjA sivA nAma, tIse puttA mahAyase / bhagava ariTanemi tti, leganAhe damIsare // 4 // samudravijaya rAjAne zIvAdevI nAmanI bhAryA-rANa hatI. zIvAdevI rANI paNa samudravijaya rAjAnI mAphaka dhIra, vIra, guNIyala ane gaMbhIra hatA. rAjAnI rANI sArI heya ane pradhAna sAre hoya te rAjya AbAda bane che, kAraNa ke AvI pavitra rANuo rAjAne rAjakAryamAM sArI salAha ane sUcanAo Ape che ane pradhAna rAjAnuM kArya sArI rIte saMbhALI zake te buddhimAna ane parAkramI hoya te rAjAnI robhA vadhe che. samudravijaya rAjAne bIjI rANIo haze paNa zIvAdevI rANI mahAna puNyavaMtI che tethI temanuM nAma zAstranA pAne aMkita thayuM che. Aje tame badhA je sukha bhogave che, saMsAramAM mAna-pratiSThA pAme che temAM tamArA puNya kAma karI rahyA che. puNya vinA sukha, rUpa ke mAna pratiSThA maLatA nathI. je sukha joItuM hoya to dhana karatAM dharmanI kiMmata vadhu ke. dhana te maLaze paNa dharmArAdhanA karavAne avasara pharI pharIne nahi maLe.' jIvanamAM dhananI vizeSatA nathI, dharmanI vizeSatA che. saddagurUe tamane vAraMvAra dhamarAdhanA karavAnI Takera kare che. tejIne Take basa che. ' pATaNanA mahArAjAne zAMtanu nAme mahAmaMtrI hatuM. te mahAmaMtrI dhana karatAM dharmane mahAna mAna hatuM. jayAre mahAmaMtrInuM pada svIkAryuM tyAre temaNe rAjA sAthe karAra karyo hato ke jayAre mArA dharmagurU pATaNamAM padhAre tyAre daraja vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA gayA vinA mAre nahi cAle. dararoja pratikamaNa karavA jaIza ane baporanA paNa mArA gurUnI pAse dharmacarcA karavA jaIza. ATalI chUTa hoya te maMtrInuM pada levA taiyAra chuM. mArA dharmanA kAryamAM rUkAvaTa thAya te mAre maMtrInuM pada na joIe. rAjAe tenI vAtane svIkAra karyo eTale zAMtanue mahAmaMtrI padane svIkAra karyo. eka vakhata zAMtanu mahAmaMtrI pATaNamAM pitAne mATe sAta mALane bhavya mahela baMdhAvatA hatA. mahela baMdhAvavAmAM aDhaLaka dhana kharcAI rahyuM hatuM. jonAranI AMkhe karI jAya tevuM suMdara ArasapahANane mahela baMdhAI rahyo hato. e samaye eka AcArya mahArAja ziSya parivAra sahita pATaNanI pavitra bhUmimAM padhAryA. A mahAmaMtrI zAMtanu dararoja savAre vyAkhyAnamAM, bapore dharmacarcAmAM ane sAMje pratikramaNa karavA jatA ema traNe TAIma gurunI pAse jatAM hatAM. AvuM mahAmaMtrInuM pada maLyuM chatAM dharmamAM keTalI zraddhA che! bele, tamane AvI zraddhA che? TAImasara pratikramaNa karavA janAra maMtrI eka divasa theDA moDA pahoMcyA eTale AcArya mahArAje pUchayuM-maMtrIzvara ! Aje tame kema maiDAM paDyA? mahAmaMtrI javAba Ape te pahelAM ja gurudevane eka nAnakaDo ziSya belI uTho-gurudeva! ApanA bhakta mahAmaMtrIne pUche te kharA ke emane keTale moha che !

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zAradA suvAsa emane rahevA mATe eka mALanuM makAna nAnuM paDyuM eTale sAta mALane bhavya mahela baMdhAvI rahyA che, ne pApanI sAmagrI vadhArI rahyA che. saMpattine nazvara mAnavA chatAM haju mehane vadhAravAnA kAma karI rahyA che. eka nAnakaDA munirAje mahAmaMtrIne mIThI kera karI. AcArya mahArAja enI sAme maunapaNe joI rahyA. tyAM e nAnA muni pharIne belyA; gurUdeva ! AvA dhamIja mahAmaMtrI jevA je saMpattinA mehamAM phasAze te zrAvaka dharmanI ucca kakSAnI ArAdhanA keNa karI zakaze? "muninI Takera jhIlatA zAMtanu mahAmaMtrI" - nAnakaDA munirAjanI zAstra saMmata mIThI Takera sAMbhaLIne mahAmaMtrInuM hRdaya pikArI UThayuM. ahi ! gurUdevanI pavitra vANuM sAMbhaLavAM chatAM mane A saMsAranI sAmagrI vadhAravAnI tamannA jAgI!! A makAna baMdhAvavAmAM chakAya chene keTale AraMbha samAraMbha thaI gayo! mArI jiMdagI keTalI? nANAMne sadvyaya dharmanA zubha khAtAmAM karavAne badale A ImArata bAMdhavAmAM karyo. have mAre A saMsAra sukhanI sArI dekhAtI sAmagrI na joIe. pariNAme te e AtmAnuM ahita karanArI ja che ne ? Ama vicAra karI gurUdevane hAtha joDIne zAMtanu mahAmaMtrI kahe che gurUdeva ! A bAlamunirAje mane samayasara mIThI Takera karI che. mahelamAM mahAlavAnA mArA mananA keDane AjathI huM daphanAvI dauM chuM ane mehane huM tilAMjalI ApuM chuM. e mahela taiyAra karIne huM dharmArAdhanA karavA mATe zrI saMghane samarpaNa karI daIza. mahAmaMtrInA zabdo sAMbhaLIne gurU belI uThayA-dhanya zAMtanu mahAmaMtrIne ! tame je zrAvaka nAmane ujajavaLa banAvyuM. tejIne Take re basa che. cakorane Takera thatAM te pApane cheDI de che. ame paNa tamane Takora te karIe chIe ne? AmAMthI keTalA cakara banyA? je ATalI ATalI Takera karavA chatAM samajatA na ha te mAre tamane zuM kahevuM ? prabhu mahAvIranA zrAvake jAtivaMta ghoDA jevA hoya, emane te Takera karavAnI hoya, DaphaNuM mAravAnA na hoya. DaphaNA kaNa khAya ? hamaNuM tame sAMbhaLI gayAM ne ? mAre tamane gadheDA nathI kahevA. (hasAhasa). tame je che te tamArI jAte samajI leje. ghaNAM haLukamI ne te Takera kare te game che. e manamAM ema samaje che ke mArA jevA ahobhAgya ke saMte mane Takera kare che! huM emanI Takerane kayAre jIvanamAM apanAvIza? ane kaMIka ja evA heya che ke emane saMte mIThI Takora kare ke he devAnupriya! saMsAranA kAma ghaNAM karyA. e te che che ne che. have e paLojaNa choDIne AtmA mATe kaMIka parabhavanuM bhAthuM bAMdhe. vrata niyamamAM Ave tyAre e jIvane saMte aLakhAmaNA lAge che. (hasAhasa) tamane te AvuM nathI thatuM ne ? zAMtanu mahAmaMtrI saMtanI TakorathI cakera banI gayA ne sAta mALano mahela dharmakriyAo karavA mATe dharmasthAnaka tarIke saMghane arpaNa karI dIdhuM. tame paNa AvA banI jaje. samudravijaya rAjAne zIvAdevI mahArANI hatA. te samudravijaya rAjAnI AjJAnuM pAlana

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gADhA suvAsa pa36 karanAra pativratA hatA. rAjAnA svabhAvane kharAkhara anukULa hatA. samudravijaya rAjA ane zIvAdevI rANI sa`sAranA sukha leAgavatAM, dharmArAdhanA karatAM sukhapUrvaka jIvana vyatIta karI rahyA che. eka divasa zIvArdevI mahArANI zaiyAmAM sUtA hatA. kaMIka jAgatA ane ka MIka uMghatA evI avasthAmAM rANIe cauda svapnA eka pachI eka AkAzamAMthI utarIne pAtAnA sukhadvArA udaramAM praveza karatAM joyA. cauda svapnA joIne rANo sukhIyAmAMthI jAgyA. A samaye dhruvaleAkamAM devAnA Asana DolyA tyAre temaNe avidhijJAna dvArA upayega mUkIne joyu. tA khabara paDI ke naimanAtha bhagavAnano jIva aparAjita vimAnamAMthI cavIne zItrAdevI mAtAnA garbhamAM Avye che. have rANI samudravijaya rAjA pAse jaze, svapnAnI vAta karI ane rAjA jyAtiSIone teDAvIne svapnanu phaLa pUchaze. tenA bhAva avasara kahevAze. "6 + * caritra - rANInA AvAse pradhAnajI" :- jinasenA rANI jinasenakumArane samajAvI rahI che ke beTA ! A cIjo ApaNe rAkhavI nathI. tuM tArA pitAjIne pAchI ApI Ava. Ama vAta cAlatI hatI tyAM pradhAnajI jinasenA rANI pAse AvyA eTale zaNIe temano khUba AdarasatkAra karyAM. padhAro pradhAnajI! Aje Apanu Agamana ahI kema thayuM? pradhAna jinasenakumAra pAsethI gheADo ane talavAra levA mATe AvyA che paNa AvatAveMta ema thAtu kahevAya ke huM... A vastue levA AvyA chuM. e te vAta gADhavIne karAya ne ! eTale pradhAna jinasenA rANIne kahe che ke mahArANaujI ! Apano putra jinasena kumAra te khUba guNavAna che. enA guNAno jagatamAM joTA nahi jaDe. ' 'jinasenA rANI pAse pradhAne kuvaranI karelI praza'sA ':-he mahArANIjI ! AvA pavitra putranI mAtA banIne Apa mahAna bhAgyazALI banI gayA che. jinasenakumAra kharekhara mahAna parAkramI sihu jevA banaze. karADA tArAonI vacce . jema eka caMdra zobhI uThe che tema A jinasenakumAra paNa hajAro mANasAnI vacamAM caMdra samAna zele che. sabhAmAM rAjAe jinasena ane rAmasenakumAranI parIkSA lIdhI tyAre jinasenakumAre je jakhAteADa javAba ApyA te sAMbhaLIne prajAjanAnA aMtaramAMthI eka ja udgAra nIkaLyA ke A rAjakumAra bhaviSyamAM mahAna parAkramI kezarI siMha jevA rAjA banaze. dhanya che enI janmadAtAne ! huM kheATI vAta nathI kahetA. je che te satya kahu` chuM. A rIte pradhAne jinasenakumArano khUba praza'sA karI ane AvA putrane janma ApavA badala jinasenA rANIne khUba dhanyavAda ApyA, tyAre rANIe kahyu -pradhAnajI ! dharmonA pratApe puNyanA udayathI mA dIkarA AnaMdathI divase pasAra karIe chIe, bAkI sukha-duHkha maLavu. e tA karmAdhIna che. kama AgaLa koInuM cAlatuM nathI. e tA peAtAnA karelA karmAM jIvane peAtAne bhAgavavAnAM che.

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zA suvAsa pradhAne kahyuM- mahArANIjI ! ApanI vAta sAcI che paNa Apane jinasenakumAra avazya rAjayane mAlIka banaze ane A parIkSA karyA pachI te jinasenakumAra rAjAne paNa khUba vahAle thaI paDe che. rAjAnA tenA upara cAreya hAtha che paNa ratnAvatI rAjAne evI kajIyALI maLI che ke nAnI bAbatamAM paNa kajIyA kare che. pite sukhe sUtI nathI ne bIjAne paNa sukhe sUvA detI nathI e ene krara svabhAva che, tyAre rANue kahyuM pradhAnajI! emAM ene paNa zuM deSa? A te saunA karmane deSa che. A pramANe vAtacIta karIne pradhAnajIe jinasenA rANune kahyuM ke A jinasenakumArane rAjAe khaga ane gheDa e be cIjo ApI che tethI ratnAvatI rANIne khUba IrSyA AvI che, ane jhaghaDo mAMDIne beThI che ke tame jinasenakumAra pAsethI gheDo ane talavAra laI Ave ne mArA rAmasenakumArane Ape, tyAre rAjAe kahyuM ke bheTa ApelI cIja kadI pAchI levAya nahIM. huM kadI pAchI levA nahi jAuM. ranavatI kahe che huM tamArI sAme jhera khAIne marI jaIza. basa, tame e be cIne pAchI lAvI Ape te ja mAre jIvavuM che. tethI mahArAjA khUba mUMjhAyA che. emanI AMkhamAMthI zrAvaNa-bhAdare vahe che. te mArAthI joI zakAyuM nahi, tethI huM ApanI pAse e be cIjonI mAMgaNI karavA mATe Avyo chuM. rAnI mulAyA jinasena kuMvara, devo vastu pAchI, kuMvara kahe haragIjha nahIM deuM, e vAta nahI AchI. rANIe tarata jinasenakumArane bolAvIne kahyuM ke beTA ! meM hamaNAM ja tane vAta karI hatI ne ke ratnAvatI rAjA sAthe jhaghaDe karaze ne tArA pitAjIne mUMjhavaNane pAra nahIM rahe, mATe tuM e be cIjo pAchI ApI Ava. jo, A pradhAnajI evA ja samAcAra laIne AvyA che. tArA pitAjIne mUMjhavaNane pAra nathI, mATe beTA ! tuM e be cIjo pAchI ApI de. tane tArA parAkramathI ghaNuM maLaze, tyAre jinasenakumAre kahyuM-nA e vastuo te huM traNa kALamAM pAchI ApavAnuM nathI. meM lIdhI tyAre mArA pitAjI sAthe meM karAra karyo che ke huM A cIjo tamane pAchI nahi ApuM. game tema teya kSatriyane bacce che ne eTale enuM lehI ukaLI gayuM ne kahI dIdhuM ke huM e cIjo pAchI nahi ApuM. have jinasena kuMvarane kevI rIte samajAvaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. tapanA mahimAnA divaso bhale cAlyA gayA paNa ApaNe tyAM haju tapa mahatsava cAlI rahyo che. ghaNAM tapasvIonA ane mahAsatIjIenA tapa haju cAle che bA. bra. pU. zebhanAbAI mahAsatIjIne tathA bA.bra. pU. harSidAbAI mahAsatIjIne Aje chavvIsa upavAsa che. bA. bra. pU. bhAvanAbAI mahAsatIjIne Aje bArame upavAsa che. te tame paNa mahAsatIjIenI sAthe tapa sAdhanAmAM joDAze. * zAMti.

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zAradA suvAsa vyAkhyAna na.-56 bhAdaravA suda 10 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 12-9-78 anaMtajJAnI, zaileya prakAzaka, karUNAnIdhi sarvajJa bhagavaMte jagatanA jIne pharamAna kare che ke he jI ! anaMtakALathI saMsAranI mAyAmAM mUDha banIne Asakta banyA che paNa vicAra kare. A saMsAra eka raMgabhUmi che. raMgabhUmimAM judA judA pAtro hoya che tema A saMsAramAM paNa dareka jI pitAnA karma pramANe judA judA pAtra bhajave che. - kaI rAjA ne kaI bane raMka, keI khAya khAjA ne keInuM peTa khAlI, kaI mahelAtamAM mahAle ne kaI bicArAne rahevA paNa nA maLe paDI. . kaI padayathI rAjA bane che te kaI raMka bane che. keI zrImatane tyAM janma le che te ene sau khammA khammA kare che, te kaI garIbane tyAM jame che te ene gaLathuthInA paNa sAMsA hoya che. keI sAta mALanI ImAratamAM mahAle che te kaIne bhAMgItUTI jhuMpaDI paNa hotI nathI. keI pitAnA zarIrane sArA sArA vastrAbhUSaNathI zaNagAre - che te keIne bicArAne aMga DhAMkavA mATe phATayA tUTyA vastro paNa maLatA nathI. eka lageTabhera pharatA najare paDe che. keIne dararoja sArA sArA evA miSTAnna khAvA maLe che ane saMtarA, mosaMbI, drAkSanA ThaDA majhAnuM jyusa pIvA maLe che tyAre keIne khAvA mATe lukhe sUke reTa ane pIvA mATe khATI chAza paNa maLatI nathI. keI zrImaMta gAdIe besIne TelIphenamAM vahepArI sAthe vAta karIne paLavAramAM hajAra rUpiyA pedA kare che jyAre keI garIba mANasa savArathI sAMja sudhI dhagadhagatA taDakAmAM kALI majUrI kare che chatAM mAMDa rUpiye kamAya che. A badhuM karmarAjAnuM nATaka che. karmarAjAe badhAM pAtronA vibhAga pADelA che. te pramANe pATha bhajavavA mATe ApaNe A saMsAra bhUmi upara AvyA chIe ane pATha bhajavIne saune eka divasa cAlyA javAnuM che. e dhuo ! tamane kaI pUche ke tame kyAMnA rahevAsI cho? te tame tarata kaheze ke - ame malADanA rahevAsI chIe. kaI kaheze ke muMbaI rahIe chIe paNa amAruM mULa vatana te rAjakeTa che, kaccha che, jAmanagara che, paNa jJAnI purUSa te kahe che ke bhAI! tame gujarAtanA ha, kAThIyAvADanA he, kacchanA ho ke muMbaI agara malADanA vatanI che paNa keIne ahIM zAzvata rahevAnuM nathI, mATe ApaNe rahevAsI nathI paNa pravAsI chIe. jIvanuM zAzvata ghara te mekSa che. A te saMga sabaMdhe A jIva saMsAramAM AvyuM che, managamatAM sage maLatAM harakhAya che paNa A saMgane avazya eka divasa viga thavAnuM ja che. ApaNuM zarIra paNa eka bhADUtI makAna che. tame bhADUtI makAnamAM game teTalA varSe raho paNa enA pratye mamatva nahIM jAge, kAraNa ke ene mAruM mAnyuM nathI. ene tame raMgaregAnA

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zAradA suvAsa ke rIperIMga paNa karAvatA nathI, kAraNa ke tame samaje che ke makAna mAlIka kayAre khAlI karAvaze tenI khabara nathI, tema A zarIra paNa karmarAjAe ApeluM bhADUtI makAna che. ApaNe jyAre khAlI karavuM paDaze tenI khabara nathI, mATe ene mAMDa choDIne pravAsI maTIne mekSanagaranA nivAsI banavA mATe puruSArtha kare. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. temAM samudravijaya rAjA ane zIvAdevI rANInI vAta cAle che. samudravijaya rAjA nyAyI, udAra, prajApremI ane gaMbhIra hatA. tevA ja zIvAdevI mahArANI paNa temane anukuLa banIne rahevAvALA hatA. AvI strIo gharane zaNagAra che. ghara tame game teTaluM suMdara banAve, jAtajAtanI sajAvaTathI ghara zaNagAre paNa je gharamAM strI na hoya te ghara bhatuM nathI. zIyaLavaMtI ane sadaguNI strIo gharanI zobhA che. sadguNa strI pitAne pati ochuM kamAI lAvate heya te paNa evI rIte ghara calAve che ke bIjA lekene ema lAge ke ene pati keTaluM kamAIne lAvatuM haze ke A bAdazAhIthI rahe che. strI vinAnuM ghara ujajaDa che. ahIM zIvAdevI mahArANI strInA samarata guNothI yukta hatA. samaya Avye samudravijaya mahArAjAne rAjakAryamAM sAcI salAha ApavAmAM sahAyaka banatA hatA. AvA zIvAdevI reNuM eka divasa chatrapalaMgamAM sukhazaiyAmAM piDhelA che. te samaye temaNe cauda svapnA joyA. cauda svapnA tIrthaMkara prabhunI mAtA dekhe che. e saranemAM hAthI, jiMha, agnizIbA vigere jevA chatAM zUra-vIra ne dhIra mAtAo Dare nahi. bIjI mAtAo te svapnamAM siMha dekhe te paNa DarI jAya. tIrthakara bhagavaMta zUravIra ne dhIra hoya che te temane janma denArI mAtA paNa evI ja hoya ne ! mahAna puNyane udaya hoya tyAre tIrthakara prabhunI mAtA banavAnuM saubhAgya sAMpaDe che. kahyuM che ke he bhagavAna ! seMkaDo strIo seMkaDe putrane janma Ape che, paraMtu tamArA jevA putrane janma ApanArI bIjI kaI mAtA nathI. jema dareka dizA nakSatrane dhAraNa kare che paNa skurAyamAna kiraNenA samuhavALA hajAre kiraNonA svAmI sUryane te mAtra pUrva dizA ja janma Ape che. pUrva-pazcima-uttara-dakSiNa e cAra dizAo, IzAnaagni-naitrAya ane vAyavya e cAra khUNa, uMcI ane nIcI ema daza dizAo kahevAya che temAM pUrva sivAya kaI dizAmAM sUrya udayamAna thAya che? pUrva dizAmAM ja sUrya uge che ne ? eTalA mATe badhI dizAomAM pUrva dizA zreSTha che, tema jagatanI sarva mAtAomAM tIrthakara prabhunI mAtA zreSTha che. tIrthaMkara prabhunI mAtAmAM paiyatA ane gaMbhIratA hoya che, tethI svapnAmAM siMha, agnizikhA badhuM dekhe che te paNa DaratI nathI. vastu maLe paNa tene jIravavAnI tAkAta joIe. siMhaNanA dUdha senAnA pAtromAM TakI zake che tema AvI pavitra, gaMbhIra ane satvazALa mAtAo ja tIrthaMkara prabhune garbhamAM dhAraNa karI zake che.

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40 zAradA suvAsa zIvAdevI mAtAe cauda mahAna zubha svapnA spaSTa joyA. tIrthaMkara prabhunI mAtA cauda svapnA spaSTa, nirmaLa ne tejasvI dekhe che ane cakravartinI mAtA jhAMkhA dekhe che. svapna joIne zIvAdevI mAtAe dharmArAdhanA karatA rAta pasAra karI. savAre samudravijaya rAjA pAse AvIne namratApUrvaka svapnanI vAta karI. AvA cauda uttama svapnA AvyA jANIne rAjA khuza thaI gayA, ane zivA devIne kahyuM he mahArANI ! tame Aje bhAgyazALI banI gayA. tame AvA cauda zreSTha svapnA joyA che tethI mane te lAge che ke tamArI kukhe tIrthakara prabhune janma thaze. - devAnupriye ! AgaLanA rAjA mahArAjAo paNa kevA jJAnI hatA ke amuka svapna Ave te AnuM phaLa AvuM hoya te jANI zakatA hatA. samudravijaya rAjAe pitAnI mati anusAra svapnanuM phaLa kahyuM paNa vizeSa nirNaya karavA mATe rAjA be vakhapAkane bolAvyA. rAjya taraphathI savaMAnuM phaLa javAnuM AmaMtraNa maLyuM eTale moTA moTA vakhapAThako, tiSIoe bhegA thaIne vicAraNA karI ke ApaNe badhAe rAjA pAse javAnuM che. badhAe pitapetAnA jJAna pramANe jevuM kharuM paNa pitAnI mati pramANe judA judA javAba na ApavA paNa saMpathI ekatra thaIne javuM ne javAba eka jyotiSIe Apa. dareka kAryamAM saMgaThana ane saMpanI jarUra che. bhegA maLIne kAma karIe paNa je saMpa na hoya te kAryamAM je saphaLatA maLavI joIe te maLatI nathI. (ahIM pU. mahAsatIjIe 500 sainikanuM ramujI daSTAMta ApyuM hatuM ne tenA upara Takera karI hatI ke jyAM saMpa saMgaThana nathI tyAM AvuM bane che.) zIvAdevI tIrthakarane janma Apaze A vAtathI nagarajanene AnaMdasamudravijaya rAjA ane zIvAdevI rANune te harSa hoya paNa AkhI nagarImAM A vAtanI jANa thatAM AnaMda AnaMda chavAI gaye. tamArA jevAne ghera paNa eka putrane janma thAya che te keTale AnaMda thAya che. tIrthaMkara prabhu garbhamAM AvyA che te jANIne rAjA rANIe khUba dravya dAnamAM vAparyuM. dukhIonA duHkha maTADI dIdhAM. zIvAdevI rANu AnaMdapUrvaka garbhanuM pAlana karavA lAgyA. temanAtha bhagavAna garbhamAM AvyA pachI je rAjAo samudravijyane namatA na hatA te rAjAo sAmethI temanA caraNamAM namaskAra karavA lAgyA. Ama karatAM barAbara savAnava mAse zIvAdevI rANIe eka mahAna yazasvI putrane janma Ape, "mavaM Tinemitti nA ramIlA bhagavAna garbhamAM AvyA pachI badhA rAjAo samudravijaya rAjAnA caraNomAM namyA tethI temanuM nAma ariSTanemi pADavAmAM AvyuM. e bhagavAna kevA hatA? traNa lekanA nAtha ane pAMca indriyanA damanAra hatA. teo AjIvana paryata zuddha brahmacArI rahevAvALA banavAnA che tethI teo damIzvara ane lekanA nAtha kahevAyA. je tIrthakara bhagavAna banavAnA hoya che te te bALapaNathI ja viziSTa prakAranI zaktienA dhAraka ane mana upara vijaya meLavanAra hoya che.

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zArA savAra tIrthakaranA janmathI narakamAM paNa ajavALa" - tIrthakara bhagavAnane mRtyulekamAM janma thAya ke tarata narakamAM prakAza patharAI jAya che. ane be ghaDI mATe mArakUTa badhuM baMdha thaI jAya che, tethI narakanA cha zAMti ane zItaLatAne anubhava kare che. bhagavAnane janma thatAM cosaTha Indra, chappana kumArikAo temaja bIjA karoDo deve bhagavAnane janma mahatsava ujavavA mATe mRtyulokamAM Ave che ane bhagavAnanA jevuM bIjuM rUpa banAvI mAtAnI pAse mUkIne bhagavAnane merU parvata upara laI jAya che. Indra mahArAjA bhagavAnane meLAmAM le che, ane deva devIo trilokInAthanA zarIra upara pANI reDe che ne snAna karAve che. bhagavAnanA khUba guNagAna kare che. tIrthaMkara prabhunA guNa anaMtA hoya che. kavie te kahe che he prabhu! AkhI pRthvI jeTale moTo kAgaLa banAvuM, vananA jeTalA vRkSe che tenI kalama banAvuM ane samudranA pANI jeTalI zAhI banAvIne tArA guNagAna lakhavA besuM te paNa tArA guNe lakhI zakAya nahi. eTalA anaMta guNe tArAmAM rahelA che. he prabhu! je AtmAo sAcA dilathI tArI bhakti kare tenuM te kAma thaI jAya. enA bhavane beDe pAra thaI jAya e niHzaMka vAta che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa tArI AjJAmAM vicaratA saMtanI AjJAnuM je kaI AtmA zuddha bhAvathI pAlana kare che te A bhava ane parabhavamAM mahAna sukhI thAya che. eka daSTAMta ApIne samajavuM eka gAmamAM eka kuTuMba vasatuM hatuM. mAtApitAne be dIkarA hatA. te mATenuM nAma gaNeza ane nAnAnuM nAma maheza hatuM. baMne dIkarA meTA thatAM mAtApitAe temane paraNavyA, pachI thaDA samayamAM temanA mAtApitA svargavAsa thayA. A be bhAIo mATe gaNeza makaradama hatuM. eNe thaDA vakhatamAM ja nAnA bhAI mahezane gharamAMthI jude karyo. baMne mANasene kaMI paNa ApyA vinA hAthe page kADhI mUkyA. maheza sAva nirAdhAra banI ga, eTale khUba mUMjhAye. zuM karavuM ne kayAM javuM? A baMne pati-patnI gAmanA pAdaramAM ghAsa ane pAMdaDAnI eka nAnakaDI jhUMpaDI bAMdhIne rahevA lAgyA. maheza dararoja jaMgalamAM jaIne lAkaDA kApI lAvate. emAMthI be bhArA banAvIne pati-patnI baMne jaNa gAmamAM lAkaDAne bhAre vecavA nIkaLatA. temAMthI je kaMI maLe temAMthI pitAnuM gujarAna nabhAvatA hatA. eka vakhata maDAna sukha bhegavanArA Aje lAkaDA vecIne peTa bharI rahyA che. A joI loko tenA moTAbhAIne khUba tiraskAra karatA paNa gaNeza keine gaNe te na hate. A nAnAbhAIne dilamAM paNa ghaNuM duHkha thatuM ke mAtA pitA gayA ne moTAbhAIe mane A do karyo? rahevA mATe eka oraDe paNa na Ape? eka divasa A maheza jaMgalamAM lAkaDA kApavA mATe gayo che. tyAM lAkaDA kApIne khUba thAkI javAthI eka jhADa nIce besIne pitAnI pUrva sthitine yAda karIne raDavA lAge. A samaye tenA mahAna

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zAradA suvAsa puNyadaye kaI jaina saMta tyAMthI nIkaLyA. saMta te karUNAnA sAgara hoya che. emaNe pelA raDatA mANasane pUchayuM-bhAI ! tuM zA mATe raDe che? tyAre maheze pitAnI kathanI kahI saMbhaLAvI. munie kahyuM bhAI ! emAM tArA bhAIne doSa nathI. deSa tArA karmane che. zAMti rAkha. dharmArAdhanA kara. maheze kahyuM huM zuM karuM? saMte kahyuM tane navakAramaMtra AvaDe. che ne? hA. te tAre je eka kalAka navakAramaMtrano jApa karavAnuM ane eka niyama le ke mAre lIlA lAkaDA kApavA nahIM. maheze kahyuM-bhale. mahArAje ene pratijJA karAvI ke tAre lIlA lAkaDA kApavA nahi. have A te jaMgalamAMthI sUkA lAkaDA lAvI gujarAna calAve, che. maheze A niyama lIdhe tyAre eka vANavyaMtara deva tyAM hAjara hatA, eTale ene parIkSA levAnuM eka divasa mana thayuM. deve karelI parIkSA" :- deve AkhuM vana lIluMchama banAvI dIdhuM. maheza jyAM najara kare tyAM badhuM lIluM chama dekhAya che. kayAMya sUkA lAkaDA dekhAtA nathI. AkhuM vana ghUmI vaLe paNa kayAMya sUkA lAkaDA maLatA nathI, tethI pAcho pharyo. Ama karatAM traNa cAra divasa gayA paNa sukA lAkaDA na maLyA. reja lAkaDA vecIne je paisA maLe temAMthI anAja lAvIne rAMdhatA hatA. baMne mANasane traNa traNa divasanA upavAsa thayA, eTale patnI kahe che tamane kaNa e sAdhuDo maLe ke A niyama Ape ? have te mArAthI bhUkhyA nathI rahevAtuM. jAva, paisA kamAIne Avaze te ja A jhUMpaDImAM AvavA daIza. kaDaka zabdo sAthe dhakkA mArIne dhaNIne kADhI mUkyo. A te jaMgalamAM jaIne eka vRkSa nIce beThe. ATaluM kaSTa paDe che paNa manamAM kheda nathI ke kayAM A sAdhue mane bAdhA ApI ne mAre duHkha veThavuM paDe che! tyAM eka mANasa AvIne kahe che bhAI! A AkhuM jaMgala lIlA lAkaDAthI bharapUra che, tuM lAkaDA kApI le ne. zA mATe bhUkhe mare che? evA te kaMIka sAdhuDA nIkaLI paDaze ane bAdhAo Apaze. eNe kaMI vicAra na karyo ke sUkA lAkaDA nahi maLe tyAre enuM zuM thaze? maheze kahyuM, tame mArA gurUnuM vAMku na bele. mAre niyama eTale niyama. huM prANa choDavA paDaze te cheDIza paNa niyama nahIM choDuM. A joIne deva Azcarya pAme ne vicAra karavA lAgyo ke se TacanuM sonuM che, pittaLa nathI. tenI aDagatA joIne deva khuza thaye. pratijJApAlananuM phaLa" :- Ama karatAM sAta divasa pasAra thayA. ghera jAya che te patnI baTakA bhare che, khAvAnuM lAve, ane jaMgalamAM lAkaDA maLatA nathI tethI have e ghera ja nathI. eka vRkSa nIce besI navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa kare che. sAtame divase vANavyaMtara deva prasanna thaye, ane tenI pAse AvIne kahe che maheza ! huM tArA upara prasanna thaye chuM. tAre je mAMgavuM hoya te mAMgI le. bele, tamArA upara deva prasanna thAya te zuM mAMge? tame te mAMgavAmAM bAkI ja na rAkhe ne ? maheze kahyuM-mAre kaMI na joIe,

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zAradA suvAsa 543 mAruM game te thAya paNa mArI pratijJAmAM aDaga rahuM tevuM vacana Apa. juo, ATalA duHkhamAM paNa ene kaMI mAMgavAnuM mana na thayuM. mAtra pratijJAnuM pAlana karavAnuM mAMgyuM, tyAre deve kahyuM-maheza ! tArI aDagatA ane nirUDatAne dhanya che ! tuM kaMI mAMgate nathI paNa huM tane kahuM chuM ke A jaMgala tArA mATe caMdananuM banI jaze. tAre dararoja lAkaDAne eka bhAre kApI ja ne gAmamAM vecave. tuM nyAla thaI jaIza, bIjA keIne caMdana nahi dekhAya. tane ja caMdana dekhAze. Ama kahIne deva cAlyo gaye. maheza vanamAM dRSTi kare che te ene caMdananA sUkA ne lIlA jhADa dekhAyA. te sUkA lAkaDAne bhAre laI vecavA gaye. caMdananA ghaNA mUlya upajyAM. pisA laIne ghera gaye eTale patnI khuza khuza thaI gaIhave to roja caMdananA lAkaDA vecavA lAgyo, tethI te nyAla thaI gaye. enI patnIe pUchyuM tame AvA lAkaDA kyAMthI lAve che? tyAre eNe deva prasanna thayAnI vAta karI. gheDA samayamAM maheza zrImaMta banI gaye. eTale suMdara baMgale baMdhAvyo ane AnaMda karavA lAgyo. reja sAdA vezamAM lAkaDAno bhAre lAvIne vecI Avate paNa e vicAra na karyo ke have te gharamAM nokaracAkare ghaNAM che te caMdananA lAkaDA kapAvIne gharamAM bharI lauM. roja levA javAnI khaTapaTa maTe. nA, A te eka ja bhAre lAvavAne ane te paNa jAte ja lAvavAne. mahezane yAda karate gaNeza" - A tarapha gaNezanI patnIne khabara paDI ke diyara khUba dhanavAna banI gayA che. te ATale badhe sukhI kevI rIte thayo te tapAsa karuM. tapAsa karatAM mahezanI pADozaNe kahyuM ke enI vahu ema kahetI hatI ke sAdhu pAse niyama lIdhe hatuM. tenuM pAlana karavAthI tenA upara deva prasanna thayuM che, tethI sukha maLyuM che gaNezanI vahu ghera AvIne kahe che tame paNa jaMgalamAM jAva ne sAdhu pAse niyama le eTale deva prasanna thAya. gaNeza sAdhunI zodha karavA lAgyA. zodha karatAM sAdhu te maLyA paNa enA jevA ja hatA. "aisA guru ne aisA celA." ANe sAdhu pAse bAdhA lIdhI ke mAre lIlA lAkaDA kApavA nahi. A vakhate devane upayoga hato. eTale AkhuM jaMgala lIluM banAvI dIdhuM. traNa divasa thayA paNa sUkA lAkaDA na maLyA eTale te kaMTALI gaye. enA manamAM thayuM ke lIlA lAkaDA kApI lauM. ahIM koNa jovAnuM che? e lIlA lAkaDA kApavA jAya tyAM pele deva manuSyanA rUpamAM pragaTa thaye ne kahyuM he pApI ! teM te lIlA lAkaDA na kApavA te niyama lIdhe che ne A zuM karI rahyo che? je lAkaDA kApIza te A jhADa sAthe cUMTI jaIza. Ama kahIne deva cAlyA gaye. gaNezane thayuM ke AvA te ghaNu navarA paDayA hoya, ema mAnI lAkaDA kApavA gaye te jhADa sAthe ceTI gaye. khUba mahenata karI paNa ukhaDatuM nathI. A te daivI zakti che. A divasa ubhuM rahyo tyAre deve pragaTa thaIne kahyuM ke bela, have nAnA bhAI upara IrSyA karIza? te nAnA bhAIne

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zAradA suvAsa keTale anyAya karyo che? ane pAcho uparathI IrSyA kare che paNa ene vALa vAMke nahi thAya. je tAre chUTavuM heya ne AjathI niyama laI le ke tAre bhAI game teTale sukhI thAya te paNa tAre enA upara IrSyA na karavI, te tane cheDIza. gaNeze pratijJA karI eTale deva ene chUTo karIne cAlyA gaye. maheze zraddhApUrvaka saMtanI AjJAnuM pAlana karyuM te sukhI banI gayA ne parabhavamAM paNa sukhI banaze. je bhagavAnanA saMtanI AjJAnuM zuddha bhAve pAlana kare che tenuM kalyANa thaI jAya che, te khuda bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana karanAre te keTale nyAla thaI jAya! evA tIrthakara bhagavAnane zaurya pura nagaramAM janma thaye che. deve temane merU parvata upara laI gayA ne janma mahatsava ujavIne pAchA mAtAnI pAse lAvIne mUkayA. have samudravijaya rAjA temane janma mahotsava kevI rIte ujavaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - jinasenAe jinasenakumArane bolAvIne kahyuM beTA ! ApaNe talavAra ane gheDe nathI joItA. huM te tane kayAranI kahuM chuM ne ke tuM pAchA ApI Ava, kAraNa ke tene rAjAe A cIjo ApI ane tArA bhAI rAmasenane nathI ApI tethI tArI navI mAtAne IrSA Avaze. je mAruM anumAna sAcuM paDayuM ne? tuM ApI de, tyAre kumAre kahyuM bA! huM kaMI cerI karIne cheDe lAvyo chuM. huM te lete ja na hatuM. A vastunI mane kaMI kiMmata nathI. meM te jyAre pitAjI ApatA hatA tyAre ja levAnI nA pADI hatI, paNa na lauM te pitAjIne khUba dukha thatuM hatuM, tethI meM pitAjIne kahyuM ke huM lIdhA pachI pAchI nahi ApuM, tyAre pitAjIe kahyuM-beTA ! tane mAre ATale paNa vizvAsa nathI ke huM vastu ApIne pAchI mAMguM kharo? hajAre mANase vacce mAruM sanmAna karIne je vastuo ApI te pAchI apAya? AvA ghaDA ane talavAra te mane ghaNuM maLaze paNa e InAmamAM maLeluM che tethI te pAchA nahi ApuM. che patipremI jinasenA" :- jinasena rANIe kahyuM beTA ! tArI vAta sAcI che. vastunI koI kiMmata nathI. enI pAchaLa rahelA bahumAnanI kiMmata che. enuM ja mahatva che, paNa enA mATe tArA pitAjIne keTaluM sahana karavuM paDe che! ratnAvatI emane haDadhUta kare che. na kahevAnA zabdo kahI rahI che, ane rAjA codhAra AMsue raDe che. tuM e cIjo nahIM Ape te ratnAvatI ApaghAta karIne marI jaze. te pacendriya jIvanI hatyAmAM tuM nimitta banIza. mArA pApakarmanA udayanA kAraNe mane rAjAe ahIM ekalI che paNa e mArA pati te che ne? satI strIone pitAnA patine saheja duHkha thAya te enuM kALaju kapAI jAya. dIkarA ! tArA pitAjInI AvI dazA thaI che. A vAta sAMbhaLIne mane kaMIka thaI jAya che. e che te huM ujaLI chuM. kapALamAM kaMkune cAMdale karIne pharuM chuM. e na hoya te mAruM koNa? mATe tuM e be cIjo tArA pitAnA bhalA khAtara paNa

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zAradA suvAsa 15 ApI de. kuMvarane ApavAnI IcchA na hatI paNa mAtAe samajAvye eTale enA magajamAM vAta utarI gai. mere kAraNu mAtA pitAkA yadi duHkha vahAM have, le jAkara vastu vahAM deva,tAsukha mujhe bhI haiAve. kumAre kahyuM je vastu levAthI mArA mAtApitAne duHkha thatu hoya te vastu game tevI mUlyavAna hAya te mAre zu kAmanI ? mAtA pitAjI rAjI tA hu` rAjI. jAe pradhAnajI ! A gheADo ane talavAra ane cIjo tame khuzIthI pAchI laI jAva. mAre tenI jarUra nathI. ema kahI jinasena kumAre premathI ane cItte pradhAnane ApI dIdhI ne kahyu -jaldI tame A cIjo pitAjIne Ape! eTale temanI mUMjhavaNa dUra thAya ne mAtA ratnavatIne pazu satASa thAya. pradhAna jinasenA rANI ane jinasena kumAranI pavitratA joIne khuza thaye ne manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke jinasenA rANI kevA pavitra che! kevA udAra che! emanA guNNAnu vaNuna karyuM pAra Ave tema nathI. A jagyAe bIjI strI hAta tA ema vicAra karata ke mArA dIkarAne ApelI cIjo zA mATe pAchI ApavI joIe ! rAjAe mane kADhI mUkI che. emanuM ne ratnavatInuM je thavu hAya te thAya. emAM mAre zuM ? AvA vicAra na karyAM. keTalo enI khAnadAnI che ! ane jevI mAtA che tevA ja putra che. mAtAe kahyuM eTale enI IcchA na heAvA chatAM vastuo pAchI dIdhI. pradhAnajI talavAra ane gheADA laIne rAjA pAse gayA ne rAjAne te cIjo pAchI ApI. A vastu maLatAM jayama'gala rAjAne AnaMda thayA ne lajajA paNa AvI ke mane dhikkAra che. me' bharasabhA vacce je cIjo jinasenakumArane ApI te ja mAre pAchI levAnA vakhata AvyA ? jhera khAIne marI javuM sAru paNu ApIne cIja pAchI levI te kharAba che paNa ratnavatInA klezathI kaMTALI gayelA haiAvAthI levu' paDe che. bhale ratnavatI mane kubhAryAM maLI pazu mAruM puNya hajI jAgatuM che tethI putra supAtra milA puNya se, mahArANI bhI guNu rAsa, Isa duSTA ke kahanese maine diyA vanavAsa. mane AvA puNyavate guNuvAna putra maLyA che. ene huM A cIjo ApatA hatA chatAM e letA na hatA. me' keTalu' kahyuM e na le te mArA dilamAM keTaluM duHkha thatu. hatuM tethI mArA mAna khAtara eNe vastuo lIdhI ane mAre enI pAse pAchI mAMgavAnA samaya Avye ? kharekhara, e jinasenA rANI paNa guNavAna che. samaya Ave tyAre ja khakhara paDe che ke koNa sAcuM che? huM ratnavatIne caDhAvyA caDhI gayA ane tenA kahevAthI me ene jaMgalamAM mekalI, meM ene kevA kevA zabdo kahyAM chatAM mArA pratye keTalI lAgaNI zA. su. 35

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546 zAradA suvAsa darzAve che! kharekhara, kanaka te kanaka ane kathIra te kathIra che. samaya Ave ja pIchANu thAya che. huM teA enA mIThA mIThA zabdomAM aMjAi gayeA paNa kharekhara tA jinasenA ja sAcI che. eka zeThane e strIe hatI. eka junI ane eka navI. temAM junI zeThANI rAja zeThanA nAmanI mALA jape paNa zeThanu kai kAma na kare, tyAre navI zeThANI zeThanI je AjJA thAya te karavA taiyAra rahetI. zeThanu hAtha mAthu duHkhe te aDadhI aDadhI thaI jatI zeTha je kahe te hasate mukhe karatI, te paNa zeThanA manamAM ema hatu` ke mArI junI zeThANIne mArA pratye keTale prema che ke huM jayAre jouM tyAre mArA nAmanI mALA japI hAya che. eka divasa evu' anyu` ke navI zeThANIne khUba tAva AvyeA. zeTha bahArathI AvyA ne zeThANIne kahyuM mane pANI Ape, tyAre junI kahe che tamArA hAtha bhAMgI d gayA che ? A mATaluM nathI dekhAtu ! tame tamArI jAte pANI pI le. huM tamArA * nAmanI mALA japuM chuM. A sAMbhaLIne navI zeThANIne cAra DIgrI tAva hatA chatAM ubhI thaine zeThane pANI ApI gaI. have zeThanI AMkha khulI ke mArA pratye sAcA prema kene che? junI tA mALA gaNe che eTalu ja che. bAkI kaMI nathI. navI zeThANIne sAcA prema che. A rIte ahI paNa rAjAne have samajAyu ke sAcA prema ratnavatInA che ke jinasenAnA che? pete ratnavatInI caDhavaNIthI jinasenAne kADhI mUkI che tenuM dilamAM khUba du:kha thayuM. have rAjAne jinasenA pratye prema jAgyA. pote nirdoSa rANIne kADhI mUkI che eTale tenI pAse jatA nathI paNa enI yAda khUba satAve che, ane ratnavI upara teA uparathI ja prema batAve che ne mahelamAM rahe che paNa rAjAne kayAMya cena paDatu nathI. have rAjA zu karaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 57 bhAdaravA suda 11 ne budhavAra tA. 13-9-78 vAtsalyamUrti tIrthaMkara jIve ! A jIvane je dareka jIvA janma ane sujJa khaMdhuo, suzIla mAtAe te bahene! anaMtajJAnI bhagavatA jagatanA jIvAne edha ApatAM pharamAve che ke huM bhavya moTAmAM mATu kaI duHkha hAya teA janma ane maraNu che. jagatamAM ! maraNa vacce jhelA khAI rahelA che, te manuSyabhava pAmIne evA kAryAM karI le ke A catugati saMsAramAM " punapinanI punarrAva mALa, punavalananI najare rAcanam| " vAravAra janma maraNu karavA na paDe ane mAtAnA garbhamAM Avavu' na paDe. janma pAmyA pachI mRtyunI maMjhIla sudhI pahAMcatA pahelA phatavyanI keDIe AgekUca karatA mAnava tapa

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zAradA suvAsa 547 tyAganA dIpa dvArA prakAzanA paMja verate uttama mAnavabhavane dhanya ane saphaLa banAvI zake che. A jagatamAM jene janma che tenuM mRtyu te nakkI ja che. janme tyArathI mRtyu mukha phADIne mAnavanI sAme ubheluM che. jIvananuM mAdhurya mRtyunA samaye pragaTa thAya che. jene suMdara jIvana jIvatAM AvaDe che ene mRtyu upara vijaya meLavatA AvaDe che. evaresTane sara karavuM sahela che, cInanI abhedya divAlane oLaMgavI sahela che, ziyALAnI kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM himAlayanI gedamAM samAI javuM saheluM che, paNa mRtyu upara vijaya meLavavA mahAna mukela che. mRtyune mahotsava mahAbhAgyazALI cha ujavI zake che. mRtyunA raMgamahelamAM mahAlatA aneka jIve kartavyanI keDIe kadama uThAvIne AnaMdanI rasalhANa lUMTI gayA che. je ApaNe samajIe te mRtyu e mRtyu nahi paNa maMgala kAmanAonuM pratIka che. pAmara ajJAna che mRtyune amaMgala mAne che. jyAre ke tyAre mRtyu AvavAnuM che e vAta te nakkI che. mRtyune pAchuM vALI zakavAnI keInI tAkAta nathI. janmavuM ane maravuM A jagatane eka sanAtana satya kAryakrama che. A kAryakramane ulaMghI javAnI keInI tAkAta che kharI? ghaNuM manuSya janme che ne mAre che. keTalAka jIvanane ujajavaLa banAvIne jAya che. jenuM mRtyu paNa mahatsavarUpe ujavAya che. jIvanamAM maMgala sAdhanA karI janAranuM mRtyu paNa maMgalamaya banI jAya che. baMdhuo ! mRtyu Ave tyAre mUMjhAvAnI koI jarUra nathI. maraNa Ave tyAre gabharAI javAthI ke DarI javAthI kaMI mRtyu dUra bhAgI jatuM nathI ke maraNa e keInI dayA khAtuM nathI. e te divase divase ne kSaNe kSaNe ApaNI najIka AvI rahyuM che. mRtyu eka divasa AvavAnuM ja che. emAM kaI pheraphAra thavAnuM nathI te pachI maraNa Ave tyAre gabharAI javAthI zuM phAyado thavAno che? keTalAya manuSya A jagatamAM janmyA ne maryA. emAMthI keTalAka mahAna purUSe A jagatamAM janmIne emanA sadguNanI saurabha phelAvI gayA che ke teo mRtyu pAmyA chatAM jANe atyAre ahIMyA hAjara na hoya! maravA chatAM emanA sadguNathI e jIvatA che. AvI rIte jIvananA raMgamaMDapamAM mRtyunI mahephIla mANatAM jemane AvaDe che te AtmAo dhanyavAdane pAtra che. ajJAnI manuSyane jIvatAM paNa nathI AvaDatuM ne maratAM paNa nathI AvaDatuM. jene suMdara jIvana jIvatAM AvaDe che tene maraNa vakhate zoka, duHkha ke kheda thatA nathI. mRtyunI meMgherI rasahANa jayAre ujavavAnI hoya che te vakhate mananI bhUmikAne majabUta bhAvanAnA baMdhanathI bAMdhI, kAyAne kaMTrolamAM rAkhI, vacanane saMyamita banAvI ujavaNI karavAthI bhavanA baMdhanene teDI zakAya che. mahAnapurUSanA dAkhalA laIe. jyAre caMDALe baMdhamuninI cAmaDI utaraDI rahyA hatA tyAre samatAnA sAgara skaMdhaka muni emane kahe che ke bhAIo! tame mArA zarIranI cAmaDI utAratAM saheja paNa gabharAze

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548 zAradA suvAsa nahi. mArI cAmaDI utaravAnI sAthe bhavanA baMdhana paNa tUTavAnA che, mATe tame mArI dayA khAze nahi. tame kahe te rIte huM ubhe rahuM. jethI cAmaDI utAratA tamane jarA paNa takalIpha na paDe e mahAmunivara mRtyu pAmatA pAmatA mRtyune jItI gayA. AvA mRtyuMjya mahAtmA purUSe hasatA mukhe raTaNa karatA hoya che ke "mRtyu marI gayuM re lola" A mAnavajanma pAmIne ApaNe e purUSArtha karIe ke ApaNuM mRtyu ja marI jAya jethI janma maraNanI jaMjALamAMthI jIva sadAne mATe mukta banI jAya. Aja sudhI ajJAnavaza aneka jIvAtmAe mRtyunI bedamAM lapeTAIne anaMta mRtyunA cakkaramAM pIsAtA rahyA che jayAre mahAna purUSe mRtyunI sAme nirbhaya ubhA rahI mRtyuvijetA banI saMsAra sAgarane tarI jAya che. AvA mRtyu vijetA mahAna purUSane ApaNAM keTI keTI ja. dIna hIna banIne mRtyune varavA karatAM pracaMDa bhAvanAnI bharatI sAthe mRtyune bheTavA taiyAra thavuM e ja mAnava jIvanane hAve che. ApaNA aMtaranA oraDAmAM eka ja nAda kAyama mATe zuM karI de joIe ke "mRtyu marI gayuM re lAla." jemaNe mRtyune mahatsava banAvyuM hatuM evA amArA tAraNahAra, jIvana naiyAnA sAcA sukAnI, parama upakArI gacchAdhipati bA. bra. pUjya gurUdeva zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanI puNyatithine divasa che. e gurUdevane amArA upara mahAna upakAra che. emane upakAra A jIvanabhara bhUlAya tema nathI. keI mANasa ApaNA pagamAMthI kATa kADhI de agara AMkhamAMthI taNakhaluM kADhI de te paNa ApaNe tene upakAra mAnIe chIe. kaI mANasanI Arthika rithati kharAba thaI gaI hoya te vakhate keIe ene paisA ApIne sahAya karI heya ne AphatamAMthI ugArI lIdhuM hoya te te paNa enA upakArInA upakArane bhUlatuM nathI. eka nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. (ahIM pU. mahAsatIjIe dariyA kinAre pharatA eka mAnavane kevI rIte eka dayALubhAIe bacAvyo ane bacanAra bhAI chevaTe kayAM sudhI tene upakAra mAne che te suMdara samajAvyuM hatuM) ThANuga sUtranA trIjA ThANe traNa prakAranA traNa batAvyA che. mAtApitAnuM, zeThanuM ane gurUdevanuM. temAM je saMtAna mAtApitAnI jIvanabhara sevA karIne temane saMteSa pamADe ane aMtima samaye dharma saMbhaLAve te mAtApitAnA aNamAMthI mukta thaI zake. je zeThe ApaNe hAtha pakaDa hoya, jenA pratApe sukhI thayA hoIe te zeTha kadAca kada garIba thaI jAya tyAre temane madada karI temanuM duHkha dUra karavAmAM Ave te nakara zeThanA traNamAMthI mukta thAya che paNa je AvuM uttama cAritraratna Ape che tevA saddagurUonA traNamAMthI te kayAre paNa mukta thavAtuM nathI. evA amArA mahAna upakArI tAraNahAra pU. gurUdevanI Aje 30 mI puNyatithi che. e gurUdevanA game teTalA guNa gAuM te paNa temane traNamAMthI mukta banI zakAya tema nathI.

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zAradA suvAsa 549 gurUdeva amArI jIvananaiyAnA nAvika che. naukA game teTalI sArI heAya paNa jo tenA nAvika kharAkhara na hoya te! ? naukA madhadariye DUbI jAya ne ? plena game teTalu' sAruM' hAya paNa jo tenA pAyaloTa sAvadhAna na hAya tA meTI heAnArata sarjAya che tema jIvananaiyAnA nAvika kharAkhara na hAya tA jIvananaiyA sAme pAra paheAMcatI nathI, mATe gurU te kharAbara joie. zAstra e davAkhAnuM che ne gurU e veda che. jenAmAM jevA rAga dekhe che tevA zAstranA nicADa kADhIne gurU rUpI vaidya davA Ape che. DaeNAkaTara game tevI davA Ape temAM nadI taka karatA nathI zraddhApUrvaka davA pI jAya che, tema ziSyAe paNa gurUnA vacanamAM zraddhA rAkhavI joIe. jema DAkaTara rAgIone niraMgI batAvavA Icche che, adhyApaka peAtAnA vidyAthI one vidvAna banAvavA Icche che, gA gADIne kSemakuzaLa sTezane paheAMcADavA icche che ane nAvika naukAne nadI agara samudrane sAme kinAre laI javA icche che tevI rIte gurUnI bhAvanA paNa evI hAya ke peAtAnA ziSyenuM jaldIthI jaldI kema kalyANa thAya ! amArA pU. tAraNahAra gurUdevanI paNa AvI ja bhAvanA hatI. evA mahAna upakArI gurUdevanA upakAra kema bhUlAya ! e gurUdeva kai pavitra bhUmimAM janmyA hatA ane temane kevI rIte vairAgya bhAvanA jAgI tenuM ApaNe smaraNa karIe. e gurUdeva jainadhamI na hatA. e rAjapUta jJAtimAM janmyA hatA, paNa kevI rIte jainadhama pAmyA ane kevu cAritra pALyuM ane amane kevA bedha ApyA te pU. gurUdevanA jIyana caritramAMthI ApaNane jANavA maLaze. nAnakaDA gAmamAM prakAzita thayeluM ratna" :-khaMbhAtanA tAbAmAM Avelu galiyANA nAmanuM eka gAma che. e gAmamAM meTA bhAganI rAjapUta-gAzIyAnI vastI che. A galiyANA gAmamAM pU. gurUdevanA janma thayA hatA. temanA pitAnuM nAma jetAbhAI hatuM ne mAtAnuM nAma jayAkuMvara khahena hatuM. sa'vata 1942nI sAlamAM kArataka su; 11 nA pavitra divase pU. gurUdevane janma thayA hatA, temanu` nAma ravAbhAI pADavAmAM AvyuM hatuM jema nAnakaDA ravA jeTalA hIrAmAM teja hoya che tema A nAnakaDA ravAbhAInA lalATa upara kSatriyanA teja jhaLakatA hatA, ravAbhAI e bhAi ane eka bahena hatA. temAM ravAbhAI sauthI meATA hatA. ravAbhAI pAMca varSanA thayA ne temanA mAtA-pitA svage sIdhAvyA eTale A traNa bhAIbahena kAkAne tyAM moTA thavA lAgyA. rAjapUtAne mukhya dhadhe khetInA hoya che. A ravAbhAIne tyAM jamIna jAgIra ghaNI hatI, eTale teo mATA thatAM kAkAnI sAthe khetaramAM javA lAgyA. teo nAkaro mAraphata badhu kAma karAvatA hatA. ravAbhAInA jIvanamAM pahelethI ja vinaya, namratA, gaMbhIratA vigere guNA hatA. e guNNA dvArA te darekane priya thaI paDatA. vinaya e teA vairIne vaza karavAnI jaDIbuTTI che. te kAkA-kAkInA dareka kArya mAM sahabhAgI banatA, tethI kAkA-kAkIne khUba priya hatA. " gIte karelI karAmata " :- tame jANeA che ne ke kSatriyanA mALakone khAlapaNathI

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550 zUravIratA varI cUkelI hAya che, game tyAM javuM hAya tA pAte ekalA jatA hatA. ravAbhAI tera vaSa nA thatAM eka vakhata galiyANA najIka AvelA vaTAmaNu gAmamAM kAI kAma praMsage temanA sakhaMdhIne tyAM AvyA. khA samadhInuM ghara upAzrayanI khAjumAM hatuM. A ravAbhAI te jamIne osarImAM khATalA upara sUtA hatA. A vakhate vaTAmaNumAM khaMbhAta soMpradAyanA vidvAna mahAsatIjI cAturmAsa birAjatA hatA. pU. mahAsatIjIe pratikramaNu pUruM thayA pachI AdhyAtmika bhAvathI bharelu'stavana madhura svare gAyuM. tenA sUra ravAbhAinA kAne paDayA eTale temaNe saba MdhIne pUchyuM. kAkA! madhura svare AvuM suMdara gIta koNu gAya che ? kAkAe kahyu beTA A khAjumAM jainanA upAzraya che, tyAM sAdhvIjI birAje che. te Avu sudara gIta gAya che. kAkA ! ApaNAthI tyAM na javAya ? beTA ! sUryAsta pachI ApaNAthI tyAM javAya niha. savAre sUryodaya pachI purUSathI jai zakAya. bhale, kAkA ! tA mane tame savAre sUdiya thAya tyAre tyAM laI jajo, F zAradA suvAsa " ravAbhAine lAgelI laganI ane mahAsatIjIe phekelA prakAza ':-devAnu prA! ravAbhAIne sAdhvIjInA mukhethI stavana sAMbhaLavAnI laganI lAgI. kayAre savAra paDe ne kayAre huM... upAzrayamAM jAuM ! Ama karatAM rAtrI pUrI thai ne sAnerI suprabhAta pragaTayuM. kANuM jaNe bhAvinA gabhamAM zuM chUpAyeluM haze ke agara ravAbhAInA jIvanamAM paNa rAtrInA gADha aMdhakAra khasIne sonerI suprabhAta pragaTavAnuM haze ke jethI gIta sAMbhaLavAnuM mana thayuM. savAra paDI eTale ravAbhAi tA upAzrayamAM gayA ne sAdhvIjIne namana karIne kahyuM-Apa rAtre bhajana gAtA hatA te mAre sAMsaLavu che. ravAbhAInI bhAvanA joIne sAdhvIjIe bhajana gAyu. bhajananA ekeka pada vairAgya rasathI bharapUra hatA. A sAMbhaLIne ravAbhAInuM haiyuM huthI nAcI uThayuM. bhajana pUruM thayA khAi ravAbhAI kahe che mane A bhajananA vizeSa bhAva samajAvA. sAdhvIjI vicAra karavA lAgyA ke ahA ! A bAluDo jaina nathI ane haju tera vanA che chatAM tene jANavAnI jijJAsA kaiTalI che! paNa e bahu jhINI vAta te samajI zake nahi eTale ene samajaNu paDe tevI rIte samajAvu. emaNe bhajananA AdhyAtmika bhAva samajAvyA pachI mAnavabhavanI du bhatA ane sa'sAranI asAratA samajAvatA kahyu` ke bhAI ! A sAMsAramAM te prANImAtrane sukha game che, darekane jIvavu' game che. koine maravu gamatuM nathI mATe tAre keAI jIvAne mAravA nahi, amAro jaina dharmI tA pRthvI, pANI, agni thAya ane vanaspatimAM jIva mAne che. lIlA jhADanA pAMdaDA, phula vigere teADavAmAM ghaNuM pApa che. kIDI, maMkoDA, mAMkaDa, vigere jIvAne mAravAmAM paNa ghaNuM pApa lAge che. A sAdhvIjInA upadeza tera varSanA ravAbhAInA hRdayamAM kotarAI gayA ne temane samajAI gayu ke sAcA dhama hAya tA A jaina dharma ja che. AtmakalyANu ahI ja thaI zake tema che. "vAbhAinA jIvanamAM jAgelI vairAgyanI jayAta" - khIje divase teo

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zArA suvAsa papa1 pitAne ghera AvyA. ene dhaMdho eTale kAkA sAthe avAranavAra khetaramAM javuM paDatuM hatuM. kapAsanI sIjhana AvI. khetaramAM kapAsane bharacaka pAka thaye hatuM, eTale ravAbhAI ghaNAM mANasane laIne khetaramAM kapAsa vINAvavA gayA. pite kapAsa vINe che ke mANase pAse kapAsa vINAve che. khIlelA kapAsamAMthI rU kheMcatA ravAbhAIne vicAra AvyuM ke pelA sAdhvIjI te ema kahetA hatA ke eka pAMdaDu teDavAmAM paNa ghaNuM pApa che te huM te A khIlelA kalAmAMthI rU kheMcI rahyo chuM te mane keTaluM pApa lAgaze! pApane DarathI 2vAbhAInuM hRdaya raDI uThayuM ane kAlA vINavAnuM kAma choDIne ghera AvyA ne kAkA kAkIne kahe che mAre have A pApathI bharelA saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. saMsAramAM to Dagale ne pagale pApa che. A pApanA piMjaramAMthI chUTavA mATe mAre te jainadharmanI dIkSA levI che. kAkA-kAkI kahe che ravA! tuM A zuM bole che? tane vaLI jaina dharmanI dIkSA levAnuM bhUta kayAMthI vaLagyuM ? ApaNe jainadhama nathI. ApaNe dharma te svAmInArAyaNane che.' ravAbhAIe kahyuM ApaNe dharma game te hoya, mAre dharmanI sAthe keI nisabata nathI mAre te AtmakalyANa karavuM che paNa kAkA kAkI kahe che tuM haju tera varSane che. pApa-puNyamAM tuM zuM samaje ! paNa ravAbhAI te kahe che ke mAre te saMsAramAM rahevuM ja nathI. mahaMtanI ravAbhAImAM karelI daSTi" - khUba haTha karI tyAre kAkA kAkI kahe che je tAre dIkSA levI hoya to ApaNuM svAmInArAyaNa dharmanA sAdhu banavAnI rajA ApIe paNa jaina dharmanA sAdhu to tane nahIM ja banavA daIe, tyAre ravAbhAIe vicAra karyo ke ThIka, tyAM jAuM to khare mAre to AtmakalyANa ja karavuM che ne ? eTale ravAbhAI te svAmInArAyaNanA gaDhaDA gayA tyAM jaIne mukhya svAmIne maLyA. traNa cAra divasa tyAM zekAyA eTale svAmInI najara ravAbhAI upara TharI ne vicAravA lAgyA ke A chokare tejasvI purUSa banaze. mArI gAdI saMbhALe te chokare che, eTale svAmIe pAse belAvIne pUchyuM-chokarA ! tuM kyAMthI Ave che? tame keTalA bhAI bahene che? tamAre dhaMdhe zene che? ravAbhAIe kahyuM huM galiyANAne rahevAsI chuM. kuTuMbamAM kAkA, kAkI, be bhAIo ane eka bahena chIe. amAre jamIna ghaNI che. khetI amAre mukhya dhaMdhe che, tyAre svAmIe kahyuM ke tArA bhAganI jeTalI mikta hoya teTalI gAdIne arpaNa karI de te huM tane mAre cele banAvuM. "ravAbhAIe karelI dharmanI parIkSA" - svAmIjInI vAta sAMbhaLIne ravAbhAInA manamAM vicAra thaye ke jayAM miktanI mamatA che, parigreDa ghaTADavAne badale vadhAravAnI vAta che tyAM AtmakalyANa kayAMthI thaI zake? pelA sAdhvIjI te ema kahetA hatAM ke sAdhuthI paisA rakhAya nahi, vAhanamAM besAya nahi ane A sAdhuo te paisA rAkhe che, vAhanamAM bese che, pagamAM joDA pahere che te ahIM AtmAnuM kalyANa kevI rIte thAya? jyAM parigrahane moha che tyAM kalyANa thavuM muzkela che.

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papara zAradA suvAsa baMdhuo ! tera varSane bAluDe te ramatiyALa hoya. ene AvuM jJAna ke bhAna kayAMthI hoya? paNa tera varSanA bAluDAe kevuM AtmamaMthana karyuM ! ene kevI dharmanI parIkSA karatA AvaDI ! te tarata tyAMthI pAchA AvyA ne kAkA-kAkIne kahyuM ke tamAro dharma svAmInArAyaNa bhale rahyo paNa mane tyAM kalyANa thAya tevuM dekhAtuM nathI, mATe huM te vaTAmaNa jAuM chuM. ema kahIne e te vaTAmaNa AvyA ne mahAsatIjIne kahe che mane tamArA je sAdhu banAve. mAre jaladI AtmakalyANa karavuM che. mahAsatIjIe kahyuM-bhAI! tamAre mArI pAse sAdhu na banAya. amArA gurUdeva pU. chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba khaMbhAta birAje che. tame tyAM jAva, tethI ravAbhAI khaMbhAta gayA ne pU. gurUdeva chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAhebanA darzana karyA, pachI gurUdevane kahe che mane Apane ziSya banAve. gurUdeve joyuM ke A bhAvine mahAnapurUSa bane te haLukamI AtmA che, eTale kahyuM-bhAI! hamaNAM tuM sAmAyika pratikramaNa zIkha, pachI dIkSA levAya. aMtaramAM jaladI dIkSA levAnI laganI lAgI che eTale ATha daza divasamAM te sAmAyika pratikramaNa kaMThastha karyA, pachI gurUdevane kahe che mane jaldI dIkSA Ape, tyAre gurUdeve kahyuM-bhAI ! tArA vaDIlenI AjJA sivAya mArAthI dIkSA na apAya, mATe emanI rajA laI Ava. ravAbhAI kAkA-kAkInI AjJA levA galiyANuM AvyA ne dIkSAnI AjJA mAMgI kAkA-kAkIe jaina dharmanI dIkSA na levA khUba virodha karyo paNa ravAbhAI temanA nizcayamAM aDaga rahA. aMte verAgInI chata thaI ane kuTuMbIjanene ravAbhAIne tIvra vairAgya jene dIkSAnI AjJA ApavI paDI. dIkSAnI AjJA maLatAM ravAbhAInuM haiyuM harSathI nAcI uThayuM. "bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra karatAM ravAmAMthI thayelA ratna" -saMvata 156nA mahA suda pAMcamanA divase khaMbhAta zaheramAM temane dIkSA mahotsava bhavya rIte ujavAye. dIkSA laIne temanuM saMyamI nAma bA.bra. pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. gurUdeva pU. chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba kSatriya ne ziSya paNa kSatriya maLyA. baMne zUravIra ne dhIra purUSe bhegA thayA pachI zuM bAkI rahe! pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba dIkSA laIne pitAnA gurUdevane khUba vinaya karavA lAgyA. teo kyAre paNa gurUthI dUra besatA nahi. jyAM pitAnA upara gurUnI dRSTi paDe tyAM ja besatA. kAraNa ke dUra bese te gurUdevane kaMi kAma hoya te sevAno lAbha na maLe ne ? eTale kyAre paNa dUra jatA nahi. A gurU-ziSyanI joDIne joIne leke ema ja kahetAM ke A mahAvIra gautamanI jeDalI che. mana, vacana ane kAyAthI gurUdevanA caraNamAM arpaNa thaIne jJAna bhaNavA lAgyA. pU gurUdevanI kRpAthI saMskRta-prAkRta, nyAya ane zAstrane uMDo abhyAsa karyo. vinaya te pU. gurUdevanA jIvanamAM tANAvANAnI jema vaNAyeluM hatuM ane kSamAno guNa paNa ajaba hatA.

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zAradA suvAsa gurU AjJAmAM jIvana samarpaNa karatA gurUdeva :- eka divasa pU. chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAhebanI tabiyata barAbara na hatI, eTale kahyuM ke ratnacaMdrajI ! Aje tame vyAkhyAna mATe jAva. atyAra sudhI kadI vyAkhyAna vAMcyuM na hatuM chatAM evI dalIla na karI ke meM kaI divasa vyAkhyAna vAMcyuM nathI ne huM kevI rIte vAMcIza ! taheta gurUdeva kahIne upara vyAkhyAna vAMcavA gayA paNa gurUdeva je siMhAsane bese tyAM na beThA paNa vAjoTha upara beThA. zrAvakoe khUba kahyuM - gurUdeva ! pATa upara birAje. temaNe zrAvakene kahyuM ke mArA gurUdeva je pATa upara besIne vyAkhyAna Ape che te mATe besavAnI mArAmAM lAyakAta nathI. pote bAjaTha upara besIne vyAkhyAna ApyuM paNa pATe na beThA. te sivAya pU. gurUdeva na sUve tyAM sudhI pite sUtA na hatA. eka te jIvanamAM vinayane mahAna guNa hate, bIjuM brahmacarya khUba nirmaLa hatuM. sAthe kSamA, samatA, saraLatA Adi guNe hatA. tethI pU. gurudevanuM lalATa jhagamagatuM hatuM. guru ane ziSya vacce kSIra nIra jeve athAga prema hato, paNa kALanI gati nyArI che. kAyama mATe prema TakatuM nathI. savaMta 1lpanA temanA pU. gurUdeva chaganalAlajI mahArAja kALadharma pAmyA eTale khaMbhAta saMpradAyanuM sukAna pU. gurUdevanA hAthamAM AvyuM. 19nA vaizAkha vada 11 nA divase temane AcArya padavI pradAna karavAmAM AvI. 1lpanuM cAturmAsa gurUdeva sANaMda padhAryA. gurUdeva sANaMda padhAratAM zrI saMghamAM vatele Anada - pU. gurUdeva zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanuM sANaMda zaheramAM Agamana thavAthI AnaMda AnaMda chavAI gaye. pU. gurUdeva jaina zALAnA bALake kema sArI rIte vadhu jJAna meLave te mATe khUba rasa dharAvatA hatA. te mATe khUba mahenata karatA. A rIte jahemata uThAvIne bALako ane bAlikAonA jIvanamAM dharmanuM suMdara siMcana karyuM. amArA jIvanamAM vairAgyanI ta pragaTAvI evA tAraNahAra gurUdevane mArA para mahAna upakAra che. emanA kayA zabdomAM guNa gAuM ? A mATe mArI pAse zabdo nathI. pU. gurUdevanA sadupadezathI mane ane mArA gurubahena pU. jazubAI mahAsatIjIne saMsAranI asAratA samajANI ne aMtarAtmA jAgRta banyuM ane e gurUdeve amane baMnene dIkSA ApI. gurU mArA sAcA che upakArI (2) saMsAra sAgara taravA mATe (2) cAritra naiyA tame Apo. saMyamarana ApanAra pU. gurUdeva upakAra kadI bhUlAya nahIM. pU. gurUdeva amane saMyama ApIne amArA jIvana bAganA mALI banyA. saMyama laIne kevI rIte jIvana jIvavuM joIe, saMyamanA AcAra kema paLAya, gaucarI kema kevI rIte karAya ne leca kevI rIte karAya te badhuM amane pU. gurUdeve zIkhavADyuM che. pU. gurUdeva amane bhaNAvatAM ghaNI vakhata kahetA

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zAradA suvAsa ke je tamAre jaldI kalyANa karavuM hoya te jIvanamAM vinaya avazya joIze. vinaya eTale zuM ? je pravRtti dvArA karmanuM nikaMdana thAya te vinaya. avinayathI karmane sabaMdha thAya che. vinayathI karmane nAza thAya che. vinayanuM pAlana karanAra ziSya gurUkRpA meLavI zake che. gurUnuM vacana maMtra samAna che. guru e kaI vyakti nathI paNa vizvanuM eka mahAna virATa tejapUMja rUpa tatva che. gurU tatvanI ArAdhanA karanAra mahAnatA, virATatA ane AtmAnA zuddha tejapUMjane pAme che. gurU tatvanI virAdhanAthI AtmavikAsa aTakI jAya che ane durgatinA maMDANa thAya che. ApaNAM jJAnanA vikAsamAM je kaI pratibaMdhaka heya te gurU pratyene avinaya che. gurUnA vinayathI jJAnanA dvAra khule che karoDapatine putra jema pitAnI kareDAnI miktane vArasadAra bane che tema gurUne vinaya karanAra vinita ziSya paNa gurUnI jJAnAdika temaja AdhyAtmika saMpattine mAlika bane che. mahAvIra prabhunA paTTa ziSya gautamasvAmI vinayathI bhagavAna pAsethI zuM nathI pAmyA? arthAt badhuM ja pAmyA che. bhagavAna pratyenA sarvotkRSTa vinayanA prabhAve gaNadharapada, labdhio, kevaLajJAna ane mekSa pAmela che. AvuM vinayanuM svarUpa pU. gurUdeva khUba suMdara rIte samajAvatA hatA. mAtA pitAnA putrane jema vahAlathI hita zikhAmaNe Ape tema pU. gurUdeva amane hitazikhAmaNe ApatA hatA. AvA mahAna upakArI pU. gurUdevane upakAra kayAre paNa A jIvanamAMthI bhUlAze nahi. pU gurUdeva lagabhaga madhyarAtrIe te dhyAnamAM rahetA. gurUdeve zAstro paNa lakhyA che. temanA prabhAvazALI pravacanathI temaja temanAmAM rahelA adbhUta guNethI jaina jainetare dharmane pAmyA che, aneka adhamIe dhamI banyA che. pU. gurUdeva pAse hajAre mANaso dharma jANavAnI jijJAsAthI AvatA. badhAne saMtoSa thAya tema samajAvatA hatA. pU. gurUdeva kayAre paNa bimAra paDyA na hatA. saMvata 2004nA khaMbhAta cAturmAsamAM prathama vakhata ja saMvatsarInA divase zaradI thaI hatI ne maTI gaI. pU. gurUdeve pitAnA sArA jIvanamAM kayAreya davAne upayoga karyo nathI. bhAdaravA suda 10 nA divase temanA ziSya pU. kulacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebane 38 upavAsa pUrA thayA. temaNe kahyuM gurUdeva ! ApanI kRpAthI mane zAtA ghaNI sArI che. te traNa upavAsa bheLavIne 41nA paccakhANa karAve, tyAre pU. gurUdeve kahyuM Aje huM tamane chelluM pAraNuM karAvI lauM. temanA A gUDha saMketane kaI samajI zakyuM nahi ke pU. gurUdeva Ama zA mATe kahe che? te divase sADA daza vAgyA sudhI vyAkhyAna pharamAvyuM ne pachI gaucarI chellI vakhata karavAnI che te pitAne jANa hatI tethI pite AkhA saMghanA dareka gharamAM gaucarIne lAbha ApIne pitAnA ziSyane pAraNuM karAvyuM, pachI pitAnA baMne ziSyone saMyamamAM daDha banavAnI ane cAritra mAne dIpAvavAnI hita zikhAmaNe ApI, bapore dharmacarcAmAM AvelA zrAvaka-zrAvikAone

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padma zAradA suvAsa paNa pAte kahI dIdhu` ke tamAre dhasam'dhI je prazno pUchavA hAya te Aje pUchI le. khaMbhAtanA vatanI mANekalAla bhagavAnadAsa jhaverI sADAtraNa vAge pU. gurUdeva pAse muMbaI javA mATe mAMgalika sAMbhaLavA AvyA tyAre gurUdeve kahyuM-mANekalAla ! Aje tame rokAI jAva, kAle tamAruM kAma paDavAnu che, eTale temanA manamAM thayuM' ke gurUdeva kadI Avu' kahe nahi ne Aje kahe che te rokAI jAu. "" : " aMtima ArAdhanA karatA gurUdeva gurUdeve tA peAtAnuM mRtyu agAuthI sUjhI AvavAthI potAnI badhI taiyArIo karI lIdhI hatI. pU. gurUdevane pratikramaNu khAda rAtanA nava vAge zaradInuM mAjuM pharI vaLyuM. hArTa upara asara thavA lAgI. pU. gurUdeve peAtAnA ziSyAne tathA saghane kahI dIdhuM ke mArA cAritramAM sheja paNa dveSa lagADaze nahi. mane game tema thAya paNa mArA saMyama lUMTAya tevA eka paNa upacAra karazeA nahi. A rIte khUba bhalAmaNa karI, ane peAtAnA ziSya hRdamunine kahyuM ke svAdhyAya ele. ziSyA svAdhyAya saMbhaLAvavA lAgyA. rAtanA bAra vAge cAra AMgaLA uMcA karIne saketa karyo ke A nazvara deha cAra vAge chUTI javAnA che. pU. gurUdevanI tabiyata bagaDI che evA samAcAra maLatAM khaMbhAtanI janatA rAtre pU. gurUdevanA darzana karavA umaTI. pU. gurUdevanI takhiyata sAmuM jotAM saMghanA bhAi-maheneAnI AMkhamAM AMsunI dhArA vahevA lAgI. AtmabhAvanA jhUlaNe jhulatAM seMkaDo mAnavIonI vaccethI amArA jIvanabAganA mALI, pU. tAraNahAra gurUdeva saMvata 2004 nA bhAdaravA suda 11 nakharAkhara paroDhIye cAra vAge A nazvara deDhunA tyAga karI ziSya--ziSyAo ane zrAvaka-zrAvikAone raDatA kakaLatA nirAdhAra mUkIne A phAnI duniyAmAMthI vidAya lIdhI, kha'bhAtamAM hAhAkAra macI gaye, gAmegAma tAra ane TelIphAna dvArA zrI sa Mghe samAcAra ApyA, jyAM jyAM A samAcAra pahoMcyA tyAM badhAne kAramA AghAta lAgyA ne pU. gurUdevanA atima darzana mATe janatA umaTI paDI. parama vAtsalyavAridhI gurUdevanA guNuvaibhavanI te vAta zuM karIe ! ekeka guNAnu jo vizleSaNa karavA besIe te pAnAnA pAnA bharAya. temanu jIvana aneka guNeAnI suvAsathI maghamaghatuM hatuM. pU. gurUdeva amane mUkIne A duniyAmAMthI cAlyA gayA che paNa emanA saddaguNonI suvAsa ane hita zikhAmA ApIne jAgRtinA aNukAra amArA jIvanamAM te mUkatA gayA che. AjanA divase pU gurUdevanA guNNAnuM smaraNa karatAM hRdaya - raDI uThe che. sAthe hRdaya vINAnA tAra jhaNajhaNI uThe che, ne aMtara khelI uThe che ke tamArA guNAne huM gAu jyAre jyAre, mArA aMge age Anada pragaTe tyAre....

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zAradA suvAsa 5 pU. gurUdeve saraLa svabhAvathI sahunA dila jItyA hatA. madhura ane mitabhaSo vANIthI dareka AtmAonA dilamAM vAsa karyAM hatA. jainazAsana pratye saMpUrNa vaphAdArI temanA aMtaranA AMgaNAmAM sadA mATe jIvatI ane jAgatI hatI. temaNe kadAcaDune te| sadAne mATe dezavaTo ApyA hatA. nika ane pUjaka ane pratye samAnabhAva hateA. AvA pU. gurUdeva kharekhara A kaLIkALamAM saMyamanA avatAra hatA. pU. gurUdevanuM jIvana jJAnAdi ghaNAM viziSTa guNeAthI sabhara hatu. gaMbhIratAnA girivara hatA, ane namratAnI nI e girivaranI AAbhA hatI. AvA guNamUrti pU. gurUdeva hatA. kasturI uDI gai ne sugaMdha mahekAvatI gai. phUla kharI gayuM paNa pheArama rahI gaI che. emanA AyuSyanu tela chUTI gayu' ne attI bUjhAI gaI. pU. gurUdevanA jIvanamAM je guNNA hatA te guNA ApaNA jIvanamAM apanAvIe te ja ApaNe temanA upakAranA RNathI mukta thaI zakIe. OM zAntiH vyAkhyAna na-paTa bhAdaravA suda 13 ne zukravAra tA. 15-9-78 anaMtajJAnI zAstrakAra bhagavaMtA jagatanA javAnA kalyANa mATe upadeza ApatA kahe che ke huM bhavya jIvA ! jo tamAre Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhi rUpa trividha tApanA bhaThThAmAMthI ugaravu. hAya ane sAcuM sukha prApta karavu hoya te mamatvane cheDIne samatvanA gharamAM Ave. A jagatamAM mamatva ane samatva e e sAmasAmA kinArA che. eka kinArA pUmAM che ne bIjo pazcimamAM che. temAM mamatvanA kinAre garama garama Aga jevI lU vAya che ane samatvanA kinAre DimAlayane sparzI ne AvatA hAya tevA zItaLa maDha mAM pavana vAya che. Aje sa'sAramAM moTA bhAganA manuSyA duHkhI che tenu kAraNa hAya tA te eka ja che ke te mamatvanA pazcima kinAre jaIne beThA che. jyAM ekalI azAMtinI Aga, baLatarA ane vedanA ja che. AvA manuSyane jJAnI purUSa saMmeAdhana karIne kahe che he mAnava ! jo tAre sAcu sukha ane zAMti meLavavI hAya tA jyAM zAMtinuM nAmanizAna nathI, zItaLatAnI eke ya lahera nathI, sukhanA sa Mvedananu eka paNu svapna nathI, evA mamatvanA kinArA tuM cheUMDI de ne samatvanA pUrva kinAre AvIne besI jA, pachI jo ke kevA zAMtinA anubhava thAya che ! aMtaranA uMDANumAMthI zItaLatAnA jharA kevA phUTI nIkaLe che ane sukhanu` kevu' sa Mvedana thAya che. AjanA mAnava kharekhara azAMta che te hakIkata che. bicArA zAMti mATe taraphaDiyA mAre che, zItaLatA mATe Abu, paMcagInI, mAtherAna vigere sthaLoe paisA khacI'ne jAya che.

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zAradA suvAsa pipa sukha meLavavA mATe duHkhanA DuMgarA ne DuMgarA udhI jAya che, chatAM aMte e nAsIpAsa thAya che. enA aMtaramAM nirAzA ja DekiyA karatI hoya che. AnuM kAraNa zuM? enI cAlamAM gati che, pragati nathI. vicAra kare ke gati te baLada, gAya, bheMza vigere pazuo pAse paNa kayAM nathI? jaDayaMtrathI cAlatAM ghaDiyALanA kAMTA pAse paNa gati te che, paNa ethI zuM vaLyuM ? jyAMthI nIkaLyA tyAMne tyAM aMte AvIne ubhuM rahevAnuM ke bIjuM kaMI ? ghaDiyALanA kAMTA satata gati karyA kare che. e nathI jotA rAta ke nathI jotA divasa, nathI jete taDake ke nathI jete chAMyaDe, nathI jete ziyALe, unALe ke comAsuM. basa e te rAta divasa pharyA ja kare che. ATaluM pharavA chatAM, ATalI badhI gati karavA chatAM barAbara bAra vAge najara nAMkhe te e hatA tyAM ne tyAM dekhAze, mAnavanuM jIvana paNa Aje lagabhaga ghaDiyALanA kAMTA jevuM banI gayuM che. satata gati karavA chatAM eka pagalAbhara paNa pragati dekhAtI nathI, paNa emAM mAnavane deSa nathI. deSa che e je kinArA para beThele che e mamatvanA kinArAne. e mamatvane kinAre e vartuLAkAre goThavAyele che ke emAM mAnava pharI pharIne jyAM hatuM tyAM ne tyAMja AvIne ubho rahe che. bhale e iglenDa, amerikA, AphrikA, yuropa, jApAna, jarmanI jAya paNa aMte pharI pharIne badhuM bheguM karIne jyAM enuM potAnuM vatana haze, ghara haze, putra parivAra badhuM haze tyAM ja AvIne ubhe rahe che, kAraNa ke e mamatvanA kinArAmAM evuM cuMbakIya tatva raheluM che ke je leha jevA bhAre mANasane paNa e game tyAMthI pitAnA tarapha kheMcI lAve che. mAnava jyAre mahatvanA kinArethI kUdake mArI enA vartuLathI bahAra nIkaLIne samatvanA sonerI kinAre AvIne ubhe rahe che tyAre mAnava sthira bane che, zAMta ane che, prasanna ane gaMbhIra bane che. mamatvanA AkarSaNe ene akaLAvI ke lalacAvI zaktA nathI. enI zAMtine tasubhara paNa bhaMga karI zakatA nathI. mamatvanA kinAre "aha" ane "mama"nA ghUghavATa saMbhaLAya che ane samatvanA kinAre "nAha" "nA mamanA zAMta sUra saMbhaLAya che. huM ane mArAnA baMdhane tUTatAM jagata vizALa bane che. saMkucitatAnuM kecaluM tUTI jAya che. baMdha blekamAM beThele mAnava vizALa medAnamAM AvIne ubhe he che, pachI ene kaI pArakuM dekhAtuM nathI. sau ene pitAnA ja dekhAya che. devAnupriye! mamatvanA AkhA kinArAnuM kendra "" ne "mA" che ane samatvanA AkhA kinArAnuM kendra "nA" ne "ra mama" che. jagatanA tamAma jhaghaDA ane jhaMjhaTe mamatvanA kinArA para rahela e mukhya kendramAMthI phelAya che. jyAre manuSya samatvanA kinAre rahela "nAhaM" ane "na mama'nA kendramAM praveza kare che tyAre e jhaghaDA ne jhaMjhaTe zAMta thAya che. A jagatamAM huM ane mAruM e be na heya te kayAMya jhaghaDATaMTA na heta. mamatvanA kinArAne choDIne je samatvanA kinAre pahoMcI gayA e sukhI

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558 zAraThA suvAsa thaI gayA. emanA zarIranI jIvatAM chAla utAravAmAM AvI, mAthe aMgArA mUkayA, be - pagane cUle banAvIne khIra rAMdhI, ghANImAM palAyA te paNa hasatA ne hasatA ja rahyA. heja paNa mUrajhAyA nahi paNa prasanna banI gayA, kAraNa ke e badhA samatvanA kinAre beThA hatA. nAgaduM-mama nA mukhya kendra upara emaNe beThaka meLavI lIdhI hatI. emaNe pitAnA zarIrane ja jyAM pitAnuM mAnyuM na hatuM tyAM ene lagatI vedanA pitAnI kayAMthI bane ? jyAM sudhI sukha ane duHkha baMnemAM sthira ubhA rahI hasatA rahevAnI tAkAta mAnava nahIM keLave tyAM sudhI e jyAM jaze tyAM ene sukha ke zAMti nahi maLe. e tAkAta meLavavA mATe Aje nahIM te kAle paNa mAnavane samatvanA sonerI kinArA tarapha Daga mAMDaye ja chUTake che. nAruM ane na mama nA mukhya kendramAM beThaka jamAve ja chUTake che. e sivAya jIvananI azAMti dUra nahi thAya ne AtmAnI parama zAMti prApta nahiM thAya, mATe mamatvane tyAga karI samatvanA kinAre AvI jAva. ke jeo mamatvane kinAre cheDIne samatvanA kinAre AvIne beThA che tevA nemakumArane -janma mahesava dee ujave ne pachI mAtAnI pAse lAvIne mUkyA, have te nemakumAra kevA hatA te zAstrakAra bhagavAna batAve che. so'riDaneminAmo u, lakkhaNassara saMjuo / asahassalakkhaNa dharo, goyamo kAlagacchavI // 5 // te (ariSTanemi nAmanA kumAra) nemakumAra mAdhurya, gAMbhIrya Adi lakSaNethI yukta svaravALA hatA, tathA hAtha pagamAM sAthiyA, vRSabha, siMha, zrI vatsa, zaMkha, cakra, gaja, azva, chatra, samudra vigere zubhasUcaka (1008) eka hajAra ne ATha lakSaNene dhAraNa karelA hatA. nemanAtha bhagavAnanI cAmaDIne varNa bhale zyAma hatuM paNa emane AtmA zyAma na hate. : AtmA te ujajavaLa hate. ghaNI vakhata mANasa bahArathI zyAma hoya che paNa emanuM aMtara ujajavaLa hoya che. ghaNu mANase dekhAvamAM bahArathI rUDI ne rUpALA hoya che paNa emane : AtmA malIna hoya che. kRSNa vAsudeva zyAma hatA ne temanAtha bhagavAna paNa zyAma hatA paNa emanuM AMtarika rUpa suMdara hatuM. Aje te kALI cAmaDIne ujaLI banAvavA mATe lAlI, sne, pAvaDara, lIsTIka Adi keTalA raMgaregAna kare che paNa uparanA lapeDAthI kaMI suMdaratA AvavAnI che? bhagavAna kahe che he mAnava ! tAre tAruM sAcuM rUpa pragaTa karavuM hoya te vinaya, namratA, satya, nIti, sadAcAra, zIyaLa vigere guNene tArA jIvanamAM apanAva te tAruM sAcuM sauMdarya khIlI uThaze. I ! devAnupriye! jJAnI purUSe kahe che ke asala te asala che ne nakala te nala che paNa AjanA vaijJAnika yugamAM asala junI-purANI vastu kaIne gamatI nathI. Adhunika

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papa9 zAradA suvAsa DhabathI svAMga--zaNagAra sajanArI phezanebala kanyAne sau pasada karaze paNa sAdI chatAM guNIyala TekarIne bahu ochA pasaMda karaze. eka jamAnA evA hatu ke mANasA sAdAI ane guNa jotAM hatAM, Aje evu ka MI jovAtuM nathI. mAtra cAmaDInu' bAhya rUpa ja jovAya che. enuM kAraNa zu? tamane samajAya che ? Aje yuga palTAI rahyo che. vijJAna yuganA jhaDapI sAdhanAe mAnava mAtramAM eka parivartananI bhaya'kara ghelachA ubhI karI che. peAtAnu sthAna have ene gamatuM nathI. gAmaDAnA mANase have zahera tarapha dRSTi karI rahyA che. zAMtinu jIvana Aje azAMti bharelu' banI gayu che. amerikana eblInaTe phranA jaNAvyA mujaba 1914 mAM sarerAza tenA jIvanamAM 88560 mAila muqhApharI karatA. Aje tenA AMkaDA trIza lAkha mAIle pahecyA che. udyoga ane dhadhAne vikAsa thatAM ghaNAM mANusone parivArathI vikhUTA paDavAnuM bane che. gharamAM besI rahevu' e Aje junavANI banI gayuM che. paMdara lAkha jamanA peAtAnI rajAnA Ana Mda spenamAM mANe che. bIjA lAkhA leke dara varSe hAlenDa, ITAlInA sAgara kAMThe divase sudhI rahe che. ekalA svIDanamAM dara varSe bAra lAkha saDelANIe Ave che. dara varSe 40 lAkha amerikane khIjA dezanI saphara kare che. chellA pAMca varSomAM videza jatAM bhAratavAsIonI saMkhyA paNa ghaNI vadhI gaI che. 1947 thI Aja sudhImAM vAhanavyavahAranI sagavaDa bhAratamAM pacAsa gI vadhI gaI che ne haju paNa vadhatI rahI che, chatAM doDadhAmanA jamAnAmAM bahu ochI lAge che. vijJAnavAde khIjuM game te karyuM... hAya paNa mAnavane lAgaNIvihIna banAvI dIdhA che. Aje pADezamAM zu khanI rahyu che, keNu mayuM' ane kANu zyuM e jANavAnI paNa tene phurasada nathI. devAnupriyA ! A bhautikavAdanA jamAnAmAM manuSya dharma-karmIne bhUlI gayeA che, te sahanazIlatA paNa ghaTI gaI che, paNa yAda rAkhaje ka-dha vinA nahui khape ane sahanazIla banyA vinA sukha ke zAMti nahiM maLe. manuSyamAM jo saDunazIvratA Ave te Ata dhyAna ochuM thAya ane du:khanI sAme Takkara jhIlI zakAya. mahApurUSonI mAphaka ApaNe saMpUrNa kaSTa na veThI zakIe te pahelA thADA ceDA duHkha te khamatA zIkhIe. jANe e kaI duHkha che ja niDu evu manane lagADI devAnuM. jyAre vahepAra dhamadheAkAra cAlatA hAya, paisAnI khUma kamANI heAya te vakhate TADha-taDako, bhUkha-tarasa ke gharAkanAM ToNAM vahepArIne koI duHkharUpa lAgatA nathI. e mana vALI le che ke paisA kamAvA hAya tA ATalu' te vadhAvI levuM ja joIe ne! kamIzana vadhAvI le che ne ? dalAlI kharca uThAvI le che| ke nahi ? khUba kamANI che te dalAlane dalAlI kamIzana ApeA che ne ? basa, evI ja rIte jayAM sAmA pa.sethI khIjI rIte lAbha thayA che ke thAya che teA thADI agavaDa Ave tA e kamIzana khAte rAkhavAmAM Ave te koI vyAkuLatA rAkhavAnI jarUra nahIM,

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zAradA suvAsa ahI' keAi ema prazna kare ke sAmI vyakti taraphathI ApaNane kaI lAbha thayA nathI, koie ApaNuM kaMI sAru karyu nathI paNu magAyu che, ApaNA kAMmAM aMtarAya nAMkhI che athavA ApaNe koInA aparAdha karyAM nathI paNa ApaNI ja kaI vastu khagaDI che ke gapIDA AvI gaI che tyAM mana kevI rIte svastha rAkhavuM ? maMdhue ! tyAM ApaNe ema vicAravu` ke ApaNane je A manuSya bhava maLyA che temAM vaLI sadgurU ane dharmonA yoga maLyA che ke je khIjA anaMtA jIvAne nathI maLyA. e eka moTI kamANI thai che. te have bAhya kAI jIvanA aparAdha hAya ke koi vastu khagaDI hAya ke zarIra bagaDayu... hAya e kamIzana khAte rAkhavAnuM. bIjI kamANI mATI hAya tA ATaluM kamIzana devuM paDe e kAI meTI vastu nathI, pachI zA mATe vidbhavaLa manavuM. vivekI vahepArI sArI kamANImAM thADu kamIzana detAM gabharAtA nathI. zera bajAreA ke bIjA prajAzamAM kamIzananI mATI meTI rakama cUkavAya che, chatAM saravALe lAkhA ke hajArAnA lAbha dekhI ene nahivat gaNe che. e zvetA kAIne sakAca ke hAyakArI thatA nathI. e samaje che ke dalAlI te devI ja joIe. eka nyAya ApIne samajAvu. 560 Aje jema rIjhava beMka che ema briTIza rAjaya vakhate mu'khaImAM eka hatI. sAMbhaLyu che ke e vakhate premacaMda rAyacaMda muMbaInA rAjA gaNAtA ane emanI huMphe ekane moTA mATA vahepArIo sAthe vahepAra thatA ane premacaMda rAyacaMdanI kaMpanIne kamIzana apAtuM. evAmAM eka vAra ekanA gavarnara badalAI gayA te navA yuropIyana gavara AvyeA. ene ema lAgyuM ke A premacaMda rAyacaMdanI kaMpanI nakAmuM kamIzana laI jAya che. ApaNe vahepAra karIe chIe tA phogaTa kamIzana zA mATe devu...? ema vicArI egre kamIzana adha karI kapanIne neATIsa ApI dIdhI. jo ke e'kanA junA sekreTarIe salAha ApI ke A baMdha karavA jevuM nathI. ekane dhakako pahAMcaze, paNa koi rIte gavanara mAnyA nahIM, nATIsa gaI eTale premacaMda zeThanI karAmate vahepArIoe mUkelI DIpeAjhITanA moTA moTA ceka phrAyA, eTale eka para daroDA paDayA. gavarnara gabharAI gayA. ATalI seTI rakama cUkavavA mATe lAvavI kayAMthI ? eke te keTalAya rokANa karyAM hAya. sekreTarIne puche che ke have zu karavu ? sekreTarIe kahyu me te pahelethI ja Apane kahyuM hatu` ke premacaMda rAyacaMdanu kamIzana baMdha karavA jevuM nathI. enI otha para eka je mATe vahepAra karI kamANI karI rahI che enI pAchaLa ATaluM kamIzana te devu paDe, gatraCra kahe paNa have zu thaze ? tame premacaMda zeThanI sahAya le, paNa have e sahAya kare kharA ? karaze. kema nahIM kare? kamIzana cAlu karo. jarUra paDe te kamIzanamAM vadhAro karo, nahiMtara eka uDI jaze. gavarnare kahyuM tAjAe ne premacaMda zeThane samajAve. sekreTarIe kahyuM A kAma Apatu che. mAru nahiM mAne, chatAM prayatna karuM. sekreTarI premacaMda

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51 zAradA suvAsa zeThane tyAM gayA ne vAta karI paNa tyAMthI eka ja javAba maLyA ke zeThane maLavAnA TAima nathI. premacaMda zeTha saddhara che. zA mATe gabharAya devAnupriyA ! dharmAtmAe sAdhanAthI saddhara hAya che eTale teo ApattithI gabharAtA nathI. sekreTarI vIle meDhe pAcho Avye eTale gavarnarane vina'tIpatra lakhavA paDaye ke maherabAnI karIne hamaNAM mane maLI jAe te sAruM', ema lakhIne premacaMda zeThane teDavA gADI meAkalI. premacaMda zeTha AvyA. gavarnara kahe che ke Aje A Aphata AvI paDI che, mATe tamAruM kamIzana cAlu karIe chIe. tame madada kareA. premacaMda zeTha kahe che nA....nA. kamIzana cAlu karavAnI jarUra nathI. nakAmA beMkane khATA kharco zA mATe karavA joIe ? ane amAre tA khIjA vahepAramAM nANAM rokavAnA hAya che, eTale eka taraphathI amane rAhata maLavAthI saraLatA sArI thaI. A pramANe premacaMda zeThe ThAvake mADhe vAta karI paNa gavanaranA dilamAM te bhAre ukaLATa che. sAMja paDatA pahelAM te cekanA javAkha devA joIe eTale ahI te miniTa minaTa moMghI jAya che. leA; gavarnIrane keTalI ciMtA haze ! "ApaNA jIvanamAM paNa ghaDapaNanA saMdhyAkALa ane mRtyuno adhArI rAta Ave che. te pahelA paralAka saddhara karavA mATe kAma patAvI levAnuM che." emAM miniTa miniTa meoMghI che. saMsAranI nakAmI vAtacItamAM, niMdAkuthalImAM pasAra na thAya e khAsa jovAnu che. premacaMda zeTha te ThaMDe kaleje vAta kare che paNa gavanarane tA bhAre ucATa che. e teA DhIlA banIne zeThanA guNa gAtA kahe che ke tamArA jevAnI etha che teA beMkane sAru' kAmakAja thAya che, mATe kamIzana nakkI karI dauM chu. kRpA karIne ekane madada karo, chevaTe premacaMda zeThe kahyuM tame phikara na karaze, vahepArIone sateSa karI da chuM. e daramyAna beMkane rAkaDa nANAM dhIravA taiyAra chuM. A pramANe kahIne premacaMda zeTha uDyA ne vahepArIone kahI dIdhuM ke eka bahu saddhara che, avizvAsa karavA jevA nathI. ATalI vAramAM TapoTapa ceka pAchA magAvyA ane uparathI navI rakamA jamA karavAmAM AvI, ane nANAM laI gayelA pAchA bharI gayA. baMdhue ! AvI rIte ApaNe paNa ceDu' kamIzana khAte rAkhavu paDe. zarIrane rAga Ave te gabharAvAnuM nahi, manane manAvI levAnu` ke eka bAju vyAdhi AvI che paNa bIjI mAju uttama mAnavabhava che. temAM AvA uttama dhama maLyA che. zarIra mAMdu chatAM magaja pAgala nathI thayuM, eTale ucca bhAvanA tathA navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karI zakuM chuM ne ? vaLI A zarIre ghaNu kAma ApyuM che ne hajI paNa Apaze te ATalI pIDAne teA kamIzana khAte rAkhavAnI. AvuM kamIzana khAtu khole pachI juo ke manane keTalI badhI rAhata, samAdhi ane svasthatA rahe che. zA. su. 36

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592 zAradA suvAsa have ApaNI mULa vAta upara AvIe. jemakumArane varNa zyAma hatuM paNa emane AtmA ujajavaLa hatuM. temanA zarIranuM saMghayaNa ane saMDANa kevuM hatuM te batAvatAM kahe che - vajjarisaha saMghayaNo, samacauraMseA jhasAyaro / tassa rAimaI kaNNaM, bhajja jAiya kesavo // 6 // nemakumAra vajawSabhanArA saMghayaNavALA hatA. vijASabhanArAcaM saMghayaNa kone kahevAya? khIlAnA AkArane hADakAnuM nAma ja che. paTTAkAra hADakAnuM nAma RSabha che ne ubhayata: markaTabaMdhanuM nAma nArA che. tenAthI zarIranI je racanA thAya che tenuM nAma vajatrASabhanArAca saMghayaNa che. tIrthakara bhagavAnane haMmezAM vajaSabhanAca saMghayaNa hoya che. A saMghayaNavALA game teTalA uMcethI paDI jAya to paNa temanA hADakAmAM tIrADa paDatI nathI. temanA uparathI gADI pasAra thaI jAya te paNa temanA zarIrane AMca AvatI nathI. ApaNe te be traNa pagathIyethI paDI jaIe te hADakAmAM phekacara thaI jAya che. evuM ApaNuM zarIra takalAdI che. A nemanAtha bhagavAnanuM samacaurasa saMDANa hatuM. "ramata ramatA AtmaciMtana karatA nemakumAra":- AvA nemakumAra anukrame bALapaNa vItAvIne yuvAna thavA AvyA, paNa badhAyathI te judA paDe che. badhA chokarAo ramata karatA hoya, gammata karatA hoya, ThaThThA mazkarI ane mastI karatA hoya tyAre nemakumAra te ekAMtamAM besIne AtmAnuM ciMtana karatA hoya. saMsAranA sukhe pratye udAsInatA hatI. jema kAMkarAnA DhagalAmAM rana alaga paDe che, tArAonA samuhamAM caMdra jude paDe che tema A nemakumAra badhA bALakomAM alaga paDatA hatA. temane sarakhe sarakhA chokarAo temane bagIcAmAM pharavA ke sarevara kinAre jaLakIDA karavA mATe AvavAnuM kahetA. temane javuM gamatuM na hatuM, paNa zIvAdevI mAtA temane parANe mekavatA tyAre e jatA kharA paNa eka jagyAe jaIne besI jatA. badhA chokarAone jaLakrIDA karatA joIne vicAra karatA ke A leke apakAyanA jIvanI keTalI hiMsA kare che ! AmAM zuM AnaMda ! evI emane karUNA hatI. bhagavAna te bALapaNathI jJAnI hatA eTale emane A badhuM zIkhavAnI jarUra na paDe. pANInA eka biMdumAM asaMkhyAtA jIvo rahelA che. tamane ghaNI vakhata kahyuM paNa pANIne vaparAza ocho kare che? bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM vartanArA saMte pitAnA prANanuM balIdAna ApIne paNa badhA nI dayA pALe che. jemakumAra saMsAramAM virakta bhAvathI rahetA hatA. je anAsakta bhAvathI rahe che tene karmabaMdhana ochuM thAya che ne je Asakta bhAvathI saMsAranA bhegavilAsamAM rapa rahe che tene karmabaMdhana vadhAre thAya che. jemakumAra saMsAranA keIpaNa kAryamAM bhAga letA nathI. kadAca bhAga le paDe che te paNa anicchAe le che, tethI mAtA-pitAnA manamAM ciMtA

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583 zAradA suvAsa thavA lAgI ke A nemakumAra paraNaze ke nahi ? dIkare mATe thAya eTale mAtApitAne ema thAya ke have jhaTa dIkarAne paraNAvIe ne ghera ghamaghama ghugharA vagADatI vahu lAvIe. zIvAdevI rANI ane samudravijaye rAjAe nemakumArane saMsAranA mArge vALavA mATe ghaNAM prayatna karyo paNa kaI rIte temanuM mana saMsAranI pravRttimAM lAgyuM nahi. eka vakhata keI utsava hatuM, eTale yAdava kuLanA yuvAna kumAre ane kumArikAoe temAM bhAga lIdhe. badhA bhegA thaIne bagIcAmAM pharavA javAnA hatA. zIvAdevIe nemakumArane temAM bhAga levA mATe mekalyA. badhA bhegA thaIne AnaMda vinoda kare che, eka bIjAnI majAka kare che. pANInA sarevaramAM jaIne snAna kare che. eka bIjA upara pANI chAMTe che. A rIte badhAne jaLakrIDAmAM masta joIne temanAtha te tyAMthI dUra cAlyA gayA. zIvAdevI pitAne putra ramatamAM ke bhAga le che te jovA mATe tyAM AvyA ne joyuM te nemakumArane joyA nahi. badhA chokarAone pUchayuM kemakumAra kyAM che? badhAe joyuM te nemakumAra kaMI dekhAyA nahi. zIvAdevIe tapAsa karI te khabara paDI ke eka jhADanI nIce besIne teo kaMIka ciMtana kare che. A joIne zIvAdevIne ciMtA thavA lAgI ke mArA jemakumArane saMsAra tarapha vALa muzkela che. have Ane kevI rIte samajAvIne amAre paraNAve. bIjA yAdavakumArane temanI patnI sAthe joIne zIvAdevIne manamAM ema thatuM ke mAre nemakumAra kayAre paraNaze ne mAre ghera kayAre vahu Avaze ! amArI bahenane sAsu banavAnA keDa ghaNuM hoya che. kema bahene sAcI vAta che ne? (hasAhasa) tamArI mAphaka zIvAdevIne paNa sAsu banavAnA keDa jAgyA, paNa nemakumAra te kaMI judA ja vicAranA hatA. putrane paraNAvavAnA vicAra karatA zIvAdevI" :- ciMtAmAM ne ciMtAmAM zIvAdevInuM zarIra sUkAvA lAgyuM. samudravijaya rAjA zIvAdevInI ciMtAnuM kAraNa samajatA hatA eTale ghaNIvAra rANane samajAvatA, paNa kaI rIte rANInuM mana mAnatuM nathI. e kahe che ke ApaNa nemakumAra namaNuM che. enI namaNAzamAM kamInA nathI ne parAkramI paNa khUba che te pachI AvI vairAgI hAlatamAM raheze te huM ene paraNAvIne jyAre vahunuM mukha jaIza ? rAjA kahe rANIjI ! tame ciMtA na karo. ApaNe tene bolAvIne tene mananI vAta jANI laIe. tarata nemakumArane bolAvyA. jemakumAre AvIne mAtApitAne vaMdana karIne kahyuM-Apane mAruM zuM kAma paDyuM ? Apa AjJA Ape, huM tenuM pAlana karuM. rAjAe nemakumArane pAse besADIne kahyuM-beTA ! have tuM yuvAna thayuM che. AvA zreSThakuLamAM janma levA chatAM haju tAruM lagna thayuM nathI. have avivAhita rahevuM te ThIka nathI, kAraNa ke avivAhita rahevAthI leke yAdavakuLa viSe athavA tArA viSe paNa koNa jANe zuM zuM belatA haze ? A jagatamAM avivAhita purUSa vizvAsa karavA egya manAto nathI. strI vinAnA yuvaka pratye aneka prakAranI

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564 zAradA suvAsa zaMkAo thAya te svAbhAvika che. te uparAMta tAre vivAtsava jevAnI amArI khUba IcchA che. tArA mATe ame keTalA sukhamaya svapna sevyA che. mATe tuM vivAha karavAne svIkAra kara. tAre vivAhetsava joIne amArI AMkhe tRpta thAya. amane amAruM bhaviSya sukhamaya dekhAya. ame maitrAdikane AnaMda laI zakIe ne svajane paNa sukhI thAya. mAtApitAnI dalIla sAme namakumArane javAba - mAtApitAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne nemakumAra uzkerAyA ane mAtApitAne kahevA lAgyA ke huM mArA pUjya mAtApitA ! tame mane lagna karavA mATe ATale badhe AgreDa zA mATe kare che ? lagna na karavAthI ane brahmacarya pALavAthI yAdavakuLa upara lAMchana lAge te kaI rIte saMbhavita che? brahmacArI pratye avizvAsa karavAnuM kaI kAraNa nathI. avizvAsa te durAcArI hoya tene thAya. vaLI Apa badhAne vivAhetsava jevA mAtrathI saMtoSa thAya tema che te zuM brahmacArIne jaIne saMtoSa nahi thAya? je Apane A rIte vivAhatsava joIne AnaMda thato hoya te ene artha e ke brahmacarya kharAba che ne vivAha sAre che. mArI daSTie te brahmacarya pUrNa jIvana sarvottama che. jenAmAM brahmacarya pUrNa jIvana vyatIta karavAnI zakti na hoya tenA mATe lagna karavuM te judI vAta che paNa mArAmAM te zuddha brahmacarya pALavAnI zakti che eTale lagna karavuM te jarUrI mAnatA nathI. mane lagna karavAnI bilakula IcchA nathI, mATe huM Apane vinaMtI karuM chuM ke mane lagna karavAno Agraha na kare. haju AgaLa mAtApitA nemakumArane lagna karavA mATe zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra:- jayamaMgala rAjAnI AMkha khulI gaI. sonuM kaNa ne kathIra keNa? ratna kaNa ne kAcane TukaDe koNa? ratnAvatInI khetI kAna bhaMbheraNIthI rAjA caDhI gayA ne AvezamAM AvIne jaMgalamAM kADhI mUkI paNa jyAre pite bheTa ApelI cIjo paLavAramAM pAchI ApI dIdhI tethI rAjAne rANI ane putra pratye mAna jAgyuM. have ratnAvatInA sAmuM jevuM paNuM gamatuM nathI paNa je tenI sAthe premathI na bole te jhaghaDo thAya eTale ene uparathI belAve che paNa rAjAnuM mana kyAMya karatuM nathI. jinasenane mahelamAM belAvatAM saMkoca thAya che ke jene meM kADhI mUkI tene kema kahevAya ke mahelamAM padhAre. kadAca mana makakama karIne rANIne lAve te ratnAvatI jhaghaDo kare, eTale rAjA tene belAvI zakatA nathI. jinasenane guNavAna putra bhaviSyamAM rAjyane vArasa bane te che mATe tene premathI bolAva joIe, paNa je ene belAvuM ne rAmasenane na bolAvuM to paNa ratnAvatI jhaghaDe kare. putrane ApeluM InAma pAchuM levuM paDyuM tenuM te rAjAnA dilamAM khUba duHkha sAle che, tethI rAjAne kyAMya cena paDatuM nathI. rAjasabhAmAM jAya, rAjyanuM kAmakAja saMbhALe paNa kaI kAryamAM rAjAnuM mana lAgatuM nathI. rAta divasa ciMtAtura rahevA lAgyA. divase

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525 zAradA suvAsa divase rAjAnuM zarIra sukAvA lAgyuM tyAre pradhAne pUchayuM sAheba! tame ATalA badhA udAsa kema che? hamaNAMthI te ApanA mukha upara AnaMda nAma dekhAtuM nathI. Apa ATalI badhI ciMtA zA mATe kare che? tyAre rAjAe pitAnA mananI badhI vAta karI ane kahyuM - meM jAuM paradeza bIcame, sukhe prajAne pAle merI AjJA mAne maMtrI, yuM ke cAlyo TAle. pradhAnajI ! mAruM mana kaMTALI gayuM che, je tame A rAjyanuM kArya barAbara calAve te huM thaDA samaya mATe paradeza jAuM te mAruM mana kaMIka zAMta thAya. tame khUba catura che mATe mArI mAphaka badhuM rAjya saMbhALI zakaze. emAM vadhe nahi Ave. maMtrIne thayuM ke hamaNAM rAjA gamagIna rahe che te cha mahinA bhale paradeza jAya, te temanuM mana zAMta thaze ne A badhuM duHkha bhUlI jaze, eTale pradhAne kahyuM mahArAjA ! Apa khuzIthI paradeza sidhA. Apa rAjyanI bilakula ciMtA na karaze, paNa Apa vahelA vahelA padhArajo. ApanA vinA amane sUnuM sUnuM lAgaze. rAjAe kahyuM bhale, huM vahele AvI jaIza. ciMtA na karaze. mArAjA paradeza gayA. rAjAnI AjJA pramANe pradhAnajI suMdara rIte rAjyanuM pAlana kare che. barAbara vaphAdArIthI AkhA rAjyane vahIvaTa calAve che. A tarapha rAjAnA gayA pachI ratnAvatI mAnavA lAgI ke huM maTe rAjA chuM, mArA AdhAre badhuM kAmakAja cAle che, ema abhimAnathI phakkaDa thaIne pharavA lAgI. pradhAna, nekara cAkare badhA u ra vaTahukama calAvavA lAgI. mahArAjA paradeza gayA pachI te enA mijAjane pAre khUba caDhI gayuM hatuM paNa mahArAjAnI mAnItI rANI hovAthI ene koI kaMI kahI zakatuM nathI. have bIjI tarapha zuM banyuM. jinasena kuMvare traNa hajAra sAmaMto sAme karele paDakAra" - eka divasa jinasenakumAra vanamAM ramavA, khelavA mATe ekale gaye hate. cAlatAM cAlatAM ghaNe dUra nIkaLI gayA. tyAM eka sAmaTA traNase UMTa tyAMthI jatAM kumAre joyA. A traNa UMTane sAcavanArA traNa hajAra sAmate sAthe hatA. A badhA sAmaMte mArgamAM zikAra karatA cAlatA hatA. zikAranA zekha khAtara hajAre nirdoSa prANuone mAratA hatA. A joIne jinasena kuMvaranuM hRdaya kaMpI uThayuM. ahe! jaMgalamAM pitAnI svecchAe pharatA mRgalA Adi pazuoe A le konuM zuM bagADayuM che ke A leka emane bANa calAvIne vIdhI nAkhe che. e kevA taraphaDe che ! jinasenakumArane tenI mAtAe bALapaNathI jIvadayAnA pATha bhaNAvyA hatA, eTale A karUNa dazya te joI zake nahIM, tethI pelA sAmaMte pAse jaIne kahe che bhAI! tame A nirdoSa jene zA mATe mAre che ? emAM tamArA hAthamAM zuM AvavAnuM che ke tamAre mana ramata che paNa e prANuonA te prANa harAya che. ene keTaluM duHkha thAya che. pahelAM te samajAvaTathI vAta karI paNa e unmata banelA sAmate

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-zAradA suvAsa mAnyA nahIM ne uparathI kuMvarane kahe che emAM tArA bApanuM zuM jAya che ? tyAre kuMvara kahe che A mArA bApanuM ja rAjya che. mArA pitAjI eka kIDIne paNa dubhave tevA nathI. hiMsA karavAnI mArA bApanI manAI che. tame mArA gAmanA pAdaramAM jInI katala kare che e mArAthI kema sahana thAya? A pramANe kuMvaranA kahevAthI sAmate khUba gusse thayA ane kumAra upara tUTI paDayA, have jinasenakumAra sAmaMte sAthe kevI rIte jhajhumaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 59 bhAdaravA suda 15 ne zanivAra tA. 16-9-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI, parama hitasvI, mahAna upakArI tIrthakara bhagavaMtAe jagatanA jInA ekAMta kalyANa mATe sabhyadarzana, jJAna, cAritra ane tapa Adi sAdhanAnA suMdara mArgo batAvyA che. e mArga upara zraddhA karI te mArge cAlIne anaMtajI kayANa karI gayA che. vartamAnakALe kare che ne bhaviSyamAM karaze. malADa saMghane AMgaNe paryuSaNa parva ane tapa mahatsava bhavya rIte ujavAyA. paryuSaNa parvanA maMgalakArI divasa cAlyA gayA paNa ApaNe tyAM haju payuMSaNa je tapa mahesava cAle che. tapanA mAMDavaDA paNa chUTayA nathI, kAraNa ke ApaNe tyAM pahelA bA-bra. sujAtAbAInI tapazcaryA thaI gaI ane bIjA cAra mahAsatIjIo ane vairAgI bahenanI tapazcaryA cAle che, temaja amArA tAraNahAra parama pUjya gurUdeva bA-bra. zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanI puNyatithi nimitte navAMgI tapanI sAdhane paNa cAle che. temAM ghaNAM bhAI bahene joDAyA che, eTale ApaNe upAzraya tapazcaryAne nAdathI guMja ne gAjate che. jyAM joIe tyAM tapane ja nAda saMbhaLAya che. bhavaroga nAbUda karavA mATe tapa e eka amUlya saMjIvanI che. ApaNuM jainadarzanamAM te tapanuM eka mahatvapUrNa sthAna che. anya dharmamAM paNa jaina dharmanA tapa viSe bahumAna che. manusmRtimAM paNa kahyuM che ke yaddustaraM yadurApaM, yadurga yaccaduSkaram / sarve tu tapasA sAdhyaM, to hi duratikramam / / je hustara che, duprApya che, durgama che ane duSkara che te badhuM tapa dvArA siddha karI zakAya che, kAraNa ke tapa dutikrama che. tenI AgaLa kaI cIja kaThIna nathI. ApaNe tyAM cAra mahAsatIjIe ane eka vairAgI bahenanI tapazcaryAne Aje chello divasa che. AvatI kAle temanA pAraNu che eTale Aje tapa upara thoDuM kahIza.

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zAradA suvAsa 567 tapazcaryA dvArA AtmAnA teja jhaLake che. duniyAmAM kaThInamAM kaThIna vastu tapathI siddha thaI zake che. tapa dvArA mahAnapurUSoe aneka siddhio ane labdhio prApta karelI che. baLavAnamAM baLavAna ane kUramAM krUra vyaktio paNa tapasvIonA caraNamAM mUkI paDe che. be hajAra siMhanuM baLa eka aSTApadamAM che. daza lAkha aSTApadanuM baLa eka prativAsudevamAM che. be prativAsudevanuM baLa eka vAsudevamAM che. be vAsudevanuM baLa eka cakravartAimAM che. daza keDa cakravartinuM baLa eka IndramAM hoya che, evA baLavAna Indra mahArAjanuM Asana vidhipUrvakanA tapathI calAyamAna thAya che. AvA de paNa tapasvInA caraNamAM mUke che. tapathI aneka rogo ane upadra zAMta thAya che. je AtmAe AvA ugra tapa kare tene ApaNu keTI keTI dhanyavAda ane vaMdana, kAraNa ke ApaNe A tapa karI zakatA nathI. baMdhuo ! A zarIrane Aja sudhI ApaNe eTaluM badhuM khavaDAvyuM che ke merU jeTalA DhagalA karIe te paNa ochA lAge, ane pANI paNa eTaluM badhuM pIvaDAvyuM che ke svayaMbhUramaNa samudra paNa chIcharo lAge, chatAM A zarIra haju khAvApIvAthI dharAtuM nathI, tapa karavAthI zarIranI aMdaranI dhAtu tape che. sonA cAMdIne tapAvavAthI vizuddha bane che tema tapa karavAthI AtmA vizuddha bane che. tapa e AtmAne nirogI banAvavAnuM parama auSadha che. tapa dvArA AtmA karmanA bhArathI haLa bane che ne haLa banele AtmA bhavasAgarane tarI zake che. jaina dharmamAM tapanuM sathAna viziSTa keTInuM che. lagnamAM jema cethA pherAnI kiMmata vadhAre hoya che, TreInamAM gArDane DabbAnuM mahatva che kAraNa ke tenA AdhAre gADI cAle che. citrakAra citramAM chellI berDara mAre che tethI citranI zobhA vadhI jAya che tema A mAnava bhavamAM tapazcaryA dvArA AtmAnI zobhA vadhI jAya che, mATe tapa vadhAre kiMmatI che. gAmanuM rakSaNa karavA mATe jema killAnI jarUra che tema AtmAnuM rakSaNa karavA mATe tapa rUpI killAnI jarUra che. copaDImAM DAgha paDe hoya te te rabarathI bhUMsI zakAya che tema AtmAnA asaMkhyAtA pradeza para lAgelA karmonA DAgha tArUpI rabbarathI bhUMsI zakAya che dhanA aNagAre dIkSA lIdhI te ja divase bhagavAna pAse paccakhANa karyA ke mAre jAvajIva sudhI chaThThane pAraNe chaThTha karavA ane pAraNAne divase AyaMbIla karavuM. AyaMbIla paNa kevuM ? emAM tamArA AyaMbIlanI mAphaka TesTa nahotA. ekalA bhAta khAtA hatA. AvI ugra tapa sAdhanA karIne mAtra nava mAsanI dIkSA paryAya pALI sarvArtha siddha vimAnamAM utpanna thayA. tyAMthI mahAvideha kSetramAM jaIne mekSa prApta karaze. AhAra saMjJAne teDavAne mATe jJAnIoe tapa karavAnuM kahyuM che. cAreya saMjJAonuM mULa AhAra saMjJA che. AhAra saMjJAmAMthI parigraha saMjJA utpanna thAya che. jIbhane managamatuM khAvAnuM ApavA mATe paisAnI jarUra paDe che. paisA mATe aneka prakAranA prapaMce karavA paDe che. jIbhanA svAdane kAraNe vadhu khavAI jAya te zarIramAM garamI utpanna thAya che. e

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pa zAre suvAsa mATe paMkhAnI jarUra paDe che ane vadhu khAdhA pachI magajane phesa banAvavA mATe reDiye sAMbhaLavAnuM ne TI. vI. jevAnuM mana thAya che, eTale parigraha saMjJAnuM kAraNa AhAra saMjJA che ane jyAM parigraha Avyo tyAM parigrahane sAcavavA mATe jIvane aneka prakAranA bhaya ubhA thAya che. parigrahane sAcavavA cokIyAta rAkhavo paDe che. sAcA khoTA vahepAra karyA hoya te InkamaTekSavALAne bhaya rahe che. AhAra saMjJAthI maithuna saMjJA paNa utpanna thAya che kAraNa ke ati AhAra karavAthI zarIra puSTa bane che ne temAMthI vikAra utpanna thAya che. A rIte badhI saMjJAonuM mULa AhAra saMjJA che, jyAre tapa e AhAra saMjJAne dUra karavA mATenuM prabaLatama sAdhana che, eTale jaina dharmamAM dareka prakAranA doSanuM ane kaI paNa jAtanA gunAnuM prAyazcita tapa dvArA ApavAmAM Ave che. devAnupriye ! peTa e gaDAuna che ane jIbha e dalAla che. dalAla dvArA mAla geDAunamAM bharAya che. gaDAunamAM mAla game teTale bharAya paNa jIbha rUpa dalAlane kaMI nhAvA nIcevAnuM rahetuM nathI jIbha svAda kare che, ane duHkha peTane bhegavavuM paDe che. A jIbha e harAmakhoranI jAta che. jIbhathI svAdanA caTakA karyA te zarIranA pratyeka aMga viphare che mAthuM duHkhe che, hAtha pagamAM kaLatara thAya che, piTamAM bAdI thAya che. ATalA mATe ApaNuM jJAnI bhagavaMtoe rasendriyane kAbUmAM rAkhavA mATe tapa karavAnuM kahela che. tapa aneka rIte jIvane lAbhakArI che, tethI jJAnI bhagavaMtee tapa upara khUba bhAra mUke che. jo ke tapa AtmAnA roganA nAza mATe karavAne che chatAM tapa karavAthI zarIranA rege paNa nAza pAme che. kheDUta anAja pakavavA mATe bIja vAve che paNa ghAsa mATe vAvate nathI, chatAM ghAsa to anAja pahelAM oTomeTIka Ave che tevI rIte tapa e AtmA mATe karavAne che, paraMtu tapArA zarIranI sukhAkArI oTomeTIka prApta thAya che. ApaNe tyAM cAra mahAsatIjImAM bA. bra. zobhanAbAI tathA bA. vra, harSidAbAI baMnene Aje 3rame upavAsa che. zobhanAbAIne A bIju ne harSidAbAine A sAtamuM mA khamaNa che. bA.bra. bhAvanAbAIe agAu pAMca mAsakhamaNa ryA che ne temane Aje 18me upavAsa che. bA.bra. praphalAbAIne Aje 10me upavAsa che. dhanya che tapasvIone! AvI nAnI uMmaramAM ugra tapazcaryA karI karmone cakacUra karI rahyA che. vairAgI vanitA bahenane A trIju mA khamaNa che ane vairAgI mInAkSIbenane bIju mA khamaNa che. tapasvIonA guNagAna gAvAthI, temanuM tapa dvArA bahumAna karavAthI jIva mahAna lAbha meLave che. samyaktva nirmaLa bane che. saya darzananA pAMca lakSaNa che. samyagudarzana e darzana mehanIya karmane kSapadamAdithI pragaTa thatA AtmAnA zubha pariNAma che, e ApaNe jagADavA che. zAstramAM enA sama, saMvega, nija, anukaMpA, ane AsthA e pAMca lakSaNe batAvavAmAM AvyA che. ene jagADavA ane vikasAvavA mATe jIve purUSArtha

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2: zAradA vAya 59 apekSAthI che. paNa enA AsthA utpanna thAya che enA karavAnI jarUra che. A pAMca lakSaNonA krama vizeSatAnI utpattikrama pAchaLathI che. eTale ke pahelAM AsthA che. uparathI sAcI anuka`pA pragaTe che, pachI enA upara nivedya Ave che. niveda sAcA savega jAge che ane tenA AdhAra para 'sama' guNa pragaTa thAya che. pachI (2) AsthA :- AsthA (zraddhA) lAgavA mATe ApaNe zu karavu' joIe ? te jANA cho ? AcArAMga sUtramAM bhagavAne kahyu che ke tameva sajja...nisanaliLendiveca! jinezvara devAe je bhAMkhyuM che te ja satya che, zaMkA vinAnu che. jinapravacana e ja A vizvamAM yathArtha che. 'sa tra baTTe madre teNe savva vahu baLade " jinAgAma e ja mAre iSTa che, parama ISTa che, eja hitakArI che. parama dvitakArI che, khAkI badhu aniSTa che, ana rUpa che. AvI dRDha zraddhA, sacATa dhama nA raMga lAge tenuM nAma AsthA che. (ra) anukaMpA :- jIvane dharma pratye, jinezvara devanA vacana pratye zraddhA-AsthA thAya tyAre anukaMpAnA guNu pragaTe che, eTale jinapravacane eLakhAvelA jagatanA be prakAranA du:khI jIvA pratye anukaMpA eTale dayAbhAva janme che. be prakAranA duHkhI jIveAmAM bhUkha, tarasa, rAga, parAdhInatA, garIbAI vigerethI pIDAtA jIvA che te eka prakAranA du:khI javA che. A jIvA dravyathI duHkhI che. bIjA prakAranA jIvAmAM saMsAramAM jenI pAse samasta bhautika sukhA che paNa dhama nathI karatA. saMsAranA viSayabhAgamAM rakta rahe che, pApa kare che, anyAya, anIti ane adhama kare che tevA jIvA bhAvathI duHkhI che. A ane prakAranA du:khI jIvamAMthI koInA pratye dveSabhAva nahi paNa dayAbhAva Ave A bicArA kevA duHkhAthI pIDAI rahyA che! temanA dravya ane bhAva ane prakAranA duHkhA dUra thAva ! huM kayAre emanA du:kha dura karu? evI lAgaNI ane bhAvanA thavI te anukaMpA che. anukaMpAthI duHkha dUra karavA mATe sadA tatpara rahevu joie anukapA pachI trIjo guzu che niveda. (3) nive+da :- madhue ! aMtaramAM anukapA Ave eTale ema thAya ke mahA ! A sa`sAra kevA duHkhathI bharele che! emAM cAre tarapha du:kha, duHkha ane duHkha dekhAya che chatAM jIvA enA mULa kAraNabhUta viSayakaSAyAne cheDatA nathI, ane cAra gati, cAvIsa daMDaka ane ceArAzI lAkha jIvAnIomAM nirAdhArapaNe bhaTakayA kare che. kevA bhayAnaka saMsAra ! kevA AtmaghAtaka viSayakaSAyA ! ema enA upara hRdayanA udvega ubhA thAya che. e bhavakeda ane viSayakaSAyanA baMdhanathI chUTavAnI tAlAvelI jAge enuM nAma niveda che. niveda eTale sa MsAra ane sa'sAranA kAraNabhUta aDhAra pApasthAnaka pratye arUcI, tiraskAra ane temAMthI chUTavAnI aMtarajha MkhanA, nive pachI nabara Ave che saveganA, (4) sa`vega :- niveCda pragaTe teA pachI enA aMtarUpa meAkSa ane mekSanA upAyabhUta

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pa70 zAradA suvAsa zratadharma ane cAritradharma upara sAcI prIti thAya, e pALavAnI hArdika abhilASA pragaTe. prabaLa bhavanirvedanI IcchA jAgyA vinA ApaNe kahIe ke mAre mekSa joIe che, dharma joIe che e kathana mAtra ja che paNa hArdika saMvedana nahi. saMsAra na game te ja mokSa game. pApasthAnake ane viSayakaSAye khaTake te ja dharma kharekhara rUce, eTale nirveda jagADIne dilane dharma ane mokSamAM ThAravAnuM che, pachI IndranA ke anuttara vimAnanA sukha maLe te paNa aMte te saMsAranA ja sukha ne! ema mAnIne enA pratye AkarSaNa nahi paNa abhAva thaze ne saravALe te duHkharUpa lAgaze ane ekamAtra anaMta avyAbAdha Atmika sukhanI tamannA jAgaze. AnuM nAma che savega. (5) sama - saMveganI prApti thaI eTale upazama, prazama ane samaguNane pragaTAvavAne avakAza maLe che, pachI hRdayamAM evA zAMta rasanI cheLe uchaLe che ne haiyuM evuM prazAMta banI jAya che ke potAne meTo aparAdha karanAranI paNa ahita karavAnI bhAvanA thatI nathI, kAraNa ke pachI jIva ema samaje che ke e mAre aparAdhI nathI. emAM mArA karmane deSa che. huM haju saMsAramAM chuM, mokSa pAme nathI tethI mArA aparAdhI ane zatruo che paNa e mArA Atmadharma ane AtmasaMpattine bagADI zakatA nathI. mArA bhagavaMta zrI arihaMta deve ene khare duzmana nahi paNa pitAnA karmone ane mehane kharA duzmana kahIne aparAdhInuM ahita ciMtavavAnI nA pADI che. evA tAraka jinezvara prabhunI AjJAmAM kalyANa che. mATe mArA aparAdhInuM paNa bUru IcchAya nahi. A rIte hRdaya svastha ane zAMta bane ane azAMtinA mULa kAraNe padArtha mAtra pratyenI AzA uThI jaIne svasthatA prApta thAya e "samI guNa che. samyaktvanA pAMca guNone pragaTAvavA mATe jIve satata mahenata karavI joIe te samyaktva prApta thAya. jemaNe samyaktva prApta karyuM che evA nemakumAra haju nAnA che paNa temanAmAM keTaluM zUrAtana che ! emaNe mAtApitAne ke jaDabAtoDa javAba ApI dIdhuM ! A te mahAna baLa ane parAkramanA dhaNI tathA bhAvimAM tIrthaMkara prabhu bananAra hatA. temaNe mAtApitAne satya vAta samajavI dIdhI ane mAtApitAne zAMta pADavA kahyuM ke huM mArA mAtApitA ! hamaNAM tame lagna karavA mATe ATale badhe Agraha na rAkhe. hamaNAM mAre lagna karavAno avasara AvyuM nathI. samaya AvatAM badhuM thaI raheze. jemakumArane javAba sAMbhaLI temanA mAtA-pitA keI kAMI vizeSa kahI zakyA nahi paNa temane have AzA baMdhANI. eka divasa nemakumAra pitAnA sarakhe sarakhA mitronI sAthe pharavA mATe gayA hatA. teo pharatA pharatA kRSNa mahArAjAnI AyudhazALA tarapha gayA. kRSNa vAsudevanA vahAlA bhAI ane samudravijyanA lADIlA putrane AvatA joIne zastra bhaMDAranA rakSake namratApUrvaka temanuM svAgata karatAM kahyuM-padhAropadhAre nemakumAra ! Aje A5nuM Agamana A

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zAradA suvAsa 51 tarapha thayuM ? zuM koI zatru caDhI AvyA che ke jene kALanA grAsa banAvavA mATe Apa zastra levA padhAryAM che ? athavA koi deza upara caDhAI karavA mATe zastra levA mATe ApanuM zubhAgamana thayu che ? Apa AjJA pharamAvA. huM sevA karavA taiyAra chuM.. zastra bhaDAranA rakSakanI vAta sAMbhaLIne taimakumAre kahyu', koI zatru caDhI AvyeA nathI ke mAre koi deza upara caDhAI karavA javuM nathI ke huM' zastra levA mATe Avye nathI. ame teA kauMDA karavA mATe nIkaLyA chIe ne pharatA pharatA ahI' AvI pahoMcyA chIe. mAre A zastra bha'DAramAM rahelA zasro jovA che. zastrabhaMDAranA rakSake kahyu khUba AnaMdanI vAta che. ApanA padhAravAthI zasrabha'DAra paNa pavitra manI jaze, Apa zastrabhaMDAramAM padhAre. zastrasa DAranA rakSakanI sAthe temakumAra zasrabha'DAramAM gayA. zatrubhaDArane rakSaka eka pachI eka zastro batAvavA lAgyA. zasro jotAM jotAM temakumAra jayAM kRSNa vAsudevanA divya hathiyAro alaga rAkhavAmAM AvyA hatA tyAM Avya. zastra bhaDAra rakSake naimakumArane kahyuM ke jIe! A hathiyAro kRSNa mahArAjAnA che. A sUO samAna tejasvI sudarzana cakra yuddha vakhate kRSNa mahArAjAnA hAthamAM zyAma ghaTAnI sAthe jema vidyuta zele tema zele che. A cakra jenA upara choDavAmAM Ave te vyakti kadApi khacI zakatI nathI. A cakrane yadukuLa divAkara (kRSNa) peAtAnI AMgaLI para pherave che tyAre senAnA meTa bhAga tA tejathI viThThala manIne nAsI jAya che. A kaumuddakI gadA che. A gadAnA prahAra sahana karavAmAM paryaMta paNa asamatra che. jo tenA vaDe pavata para prahAra karavAmAM Ave te patanA paNa cUrecUrA thaIne rajakaNu khanI jAya ane manuSyanI te zakti ja zu ke jenA ghA sahana karI zake! A dhanuSyanuM nAma sAraMga che. tene zrIkRSNa sivAya koi caDhAvI zakatuM nathI. tenA TaMkAranA dhvani pracaMDa garjanA jevA DeAya che. zatrusenAnA meTo bhAga te te dhanuSyanA bhayaMkara avAjathI bhayabhIta anIne bhAgI jAya che. A mahArAjA zrIkRSNanA paMcajanya zaMkha che. A zaMkhane vagADavAnI zakti zrI kRSNa maDArAjAmAM ja che. trIjo kAi ene vagADI teA nathI zakta paNa tene uMcakavA paNu asamartha che. jayAre kRSNa vAsudeva A zaMkhane vagADe che tyAre yuddhakSetramAM khaLabhaLATa macI jAya che ane zatrusena! bhayabhIta banIne bhAgavA lAge che. A vizALa khaga mahArAjA zrIkRSNanu che. enI pAse vazIlA paNa nakAmI che. e jenA upara paDe che tenA TukaDA karI nAMkhe che. A badhA zasro temahArAjA kRSNa ja dhAraNa kare che. zastrama DAra rakSakanA mukhethI naimakumArezrIkRNu zastronI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI, pachI teo kRSNanuM sAraMga dhanuSya uMcakavA nIcA namyA eTale zastrabhaMDAra rakSake kahyu -bhAI ! tame ene u McakavAnA vicAra paNa na karaze. kRSNa sivAya bIjA koInI ene uMcakavAnI

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pa7ra zAradA suvAsa tAkAta nathI ane kadAca ke pitAnI zaktine vicAra karyA vinA uMcakavA jAya te enA hADakA bhAMgI jAya che, mATe tame ene aDakaze nahi. tame uMcakavA jAva ne tamane kaMI vAge te mATe mahArAjAne Thapake sAMbhaLavo paDe. A saMbhALIne nemakumAre kahyuM-bhAI ! te mane cetavaNI ApIne tArI pharaja bajAvI che. have je kaMI thAya tenI javAbadArI mArI che. tame ciMtA na karazo. ema kahIne nemakumAre te phulanI jema vinA parizrame dhanuSya upADyuM, ane kamaLa nALanI jema saheja vALIne caDhAvyuM ane TaMkAra karyo. sAraMga dhanuSyanA TaMkAranA dhavanithI AkhI dvArakA nagarI kaMpAyamAna thaI gaI. sagaranA pANI paNa khaLabhaLavA lAgyA. jalacara jI gabharAIne bhAgavA lAgyA. dhanuSyanA TaMkArane bhayaMkara dhvani sAMbhaLIne dvArakA nagarInA prajAjane bhayabhIta banI gayA ne vicAra karavA lAgyA ke zrIkRSNathI kaI baLIye rAjA caDhI AvyuM che ke ? vagara mahenate nemakumArane dhanuSya uDAvatAM, caDhAvatA ane TaMkAra karatA joIne zastabhaMDAra rakSaka te Azcaryacakita banI gaye ne vicAra karavA lAgyo ke meM AvuM baLa ane AvI hastakuzaLatA khuda kRSNa mahArAjAmAM paNa joI nathI. AmanuM baLa te temanAthI paNa caDhIyAtuM che. mane te lAge che ke zrIkRSNa te phakta traNa khaMDa dharatI upara ja pitAnI vijayapatAkA pharakAvI che, paNa A nemakumAra te samasta pRthvI upara pitAnuM Adhipatya jamAvaze. A pramANe zastrabhaMDAra rakSaka vicAra karatA hatA tyAM nemakumAre dhanuSyane tenA sthAne mUkIne paMcajanya zaMkha upADIne vagADavA lAgyA. kRSNa vAsudevanA zaMkhane anaMta baLanA dhaNI tIrthakara prabhu kU ke pachI zuM bAkI rahe ! nemakumAre zaMkha phUMkA temAMthI je kavani nIkaLe tenAthI AkhI dvArakA nagarI khaLabhaLI uThI ne nagarajanono bhaya vadhI gayA ke nakakI kaI kaNathI baLI jA caDhI Avya lAge che. have ApaNe badhA marI jaIzuM. evI amaMgaLanI zaMkAthI sonA hRdaya dhrujI uThayA. rAjasabhAmAM beThelA kRSNajI, balabhadrajI Adi yAdAe A dhanuSyane TaMkAra ane zaMkhane nAda sAMbhaLe. emanA manamAM paNa bhrama sAthe Azcarya thayuM ke mAre paMcajanya zaMkha keNe vagADe? ane sAraMga dhanuSya keNe TaMkArya? zuM kaI zatru te nathI caDhI AvyuM ne? AkhI dvArakA nagarI dhrujI uThI che. prajAjane nAsabhAga kare che, have kRSNavAsudeva tapAsa karaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra:- siMhanAda karate jinasenakumAra - sAmaMtane nirdoSa prANIone zakAra karatAM joIne jinasenakumAra siMhanAda jevI garjanA karIne kahe che ke pApIo! tamane AvA nirdoSa jene mAratA zarama nathI AvatI? te joI le. have huM tamane batAvI dauM chuM. ema kahI hAthamAM talavAra laIne ekale traNa hajAra sainike sAme jhajhUmavA lAgyuM. eNe ekalA hAthe keTalAka sAmatane mArI nAMkhyA. keTalAka te enuM parAkrama

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573 zAradA suvAsa joIne bebhAna thaIne paDI gayA. te keTalAka te tharathara dhrujavA lAgyA. A samaye kumAre traNase uMTane gherI lIdhA, eTale sAmA vadhu gabharAyA ke have zuM karavuM? A nAnakaDo chokarA te khaDuM khaLavAna lAge che. have ApaNe enI sAme jItI zakIzuM nahi ane A uTa eNe gherI lIdhA. have ApaNe javuM kevI rIte ? A traNasamAM mukhya sAmata hateA te jinasenakumAra pAse AvIne kahe che bhAI! have ame zikAra nahIM karIe, paNa tu amArA uMTa ApI de ane amane AgaLa javA de, paNa kuMvara kahe che have nahI maLe pahelA mAnyA nasi ne have hAryA eTale AvyA che. paNa have huM tamane kharAkhara batAvI daIza. tamArA mAlikane jaine kahejo ke ene uMTa joItA hoya te mArI sAme Ave. huM kANu chuM te tamane ke tamArA uMTanA mAlikane khabara nahI hAya te e paNa kahI dau'. sAMbhaLe. peAtAnI oLakhANa ApatA jinasenakumAra :- huM A kaMcanapuranA jayama gala mahArAjAne putra chuM. temAM paNa rAjAnI aNamAnItI rANIneA putra chuM. mAru nAma jitasenakumAra che. A pramANe mAru nAma daIne tamArA uMTanA mAlIkane kahejo ke jinasenakumAre uMTa rokayA che. jo emane uMTa joitA hoya te mArI sAme Ave. jinasenakumAranA zabdo sAMbhaLIne sAmatAnA gAtra dhrujavA lAgyA. jANyuM ke have ApaNuM cAle tema nathI, eTale sAmate peAtAnA rAjyamAM AvyA. A badhA vijayapuranA rAjAnA sAmatA hatA, eTale rAjA pAse AvyA paNa badhAnA moDhA paDI gayelA hatA. A joine rAjAe pUchyuM-tamArA badhAnA mukha udAsa kema che ? sAmatAe kahyuM sAheba zuM e cheka che! ekalAe amane badhAne dhrujAvI nAkhyA che. enI sAme amArA teA hAjA gagaDI gayA. eNe badhA uMTa gherI lIdhA che ane kahyuM che ke huM kaMcanapuranA jayamoMgala rAjAnI aNumanItI rANInA putra jinasena kumAra chuM. uMTanA mAlIkane kahejo ke uMTanI jarUra hoya te mArI sAme Ave. phodhathI dhamadhamatA caMdrasena rAjA H- A sAMbhaLIne vijayapuranA caMdrasena rAjAne khUma krodha Avye ane pete sainya laine kAMcanapura javA taiyAra thayA, tyAre temanA pradhAne kahyuM mahArAjA ! Apa yuddha karavA jAva che paNu A sAmaMtAnI vAta sAMbhaLatAM mane ema lAge che ke je kumAre ekalAe traNa hajAra sAmAne harAvyA te mahAna khaLavAna haze. sAmatA hAryA tenA vAMdhA nahi paNu Apa te khuda rAjA che mATe khUba saMbhALIne enI sAme bAtha bhIDa, pazu mane lAge che ke enI sAthe yuddha karavAmAM sAra nathI, tethI rAjAnA manamAM thayuM' ke zu' karavu ? A mAkhatamAM zajA pradhAnanI salAha leze ne zu' vicAraze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. ApaNe tyAM kAle cAra tapasvI mahAsatIjIe ane pAMcamA vairAgI vinatAbahena e pAMca tapasvIonA pAraNA che. tapasvIonA qhahumAnamAM kAle A daMpatie sajoDe

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574 zAradA suvAsa brahmacaryanI pratijJA karavAnA che. agAu traNa daMpatioe pratijJA lIdhI eTale 11 daMpatienA sajoDe brahmacaryanI pratijJAne mahesava ujavAze. AvatI kAle ApaNe tyAM mahAsatIjInA pAraNA hevAthI kAMdIvalI, borIvalI ane delatanagara vigere sthaLethI mahArAja ane mahAsatIjIe padhAraze. Apa sau mahAsatIjIenA tapanI anamedanama 32 divasanA kaMIka paccakhANa leze. vadhu bhAva avasare. (tA. 17 ne 18 ravi, sema be divasa vyAkhyAna nathI lakhAyA.) vyAkhyAna naM. 60 bhAdaravA vada 3 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 19-9-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI, sarvajJa ane sarvadarzI tIrthakara bhagavatenA mukhamAMthI jharelI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. ApaNe temanAtha bhagavAnanI vAta cAle che. tIrthakara bhagavAna apUrva ane alaukika baLanA dhaNuM hoya che. temane vandanASabhanArA saMghayaNa ane samAcaurasa saMsthAna hoya che. eTale temanA baLanI tele keInuM baLa AvI zakatuM nathI. tIrthakara bhagavate temane baLane upayoga karmakSaya karavAmAM ja kare che. AvA nemakumAra tIrthaMkara nAmakarma bAMdhIne AvelA che. haju e kumAra avasthAmAM che chatAM temanuM baLa keTaluM che te tame sAMbhaLI gayA ne? temaNe paMcajanya zaMkha phUko. tenAthI bhAre khaLabhaLATa macI gaye. jeNe jeNe e avAja sAMbhaLe temAM kaMIka te behoza thaI gayA. je gajazALAmAM hAthIo bAMdhelA hatA temane lAgyuM ke have mRtyu najIka AvI rahyuM che, eTale te unmata thaIne sAMkaLa teDIne bhAgavA lAgyA. azvazALAmAM ghaDAo haNahaNavA lAgyA. dvArakA nagarInI bahAra samudranA mojA jorazorathI uchaLavA lAgyA. A vakhate kRSNa sabhAmAM beThA hatA. temane thayuM ke A zuM dharatIkaMpa thayo ke kaI devane kepa che? dvArakAnA mahele jANe kakaDabhUsa karIne jamIna upara paDatA na hoya ! e avAja Ave che. temaNe sabhAmAM joyuM te ghaNuM pUtaLAnI jema pitAnA thAne beThA hatA. ghaNuM mUchita thaIne nIce paDI gayA hatA. kRSNa ane balabhadra baMne bhramamAM paDayA ke A vApAta thaze ke pralayakALanA meghanAdane zabda thaye? athavA keIe paMcajanya zaMkha vagADa? Ama te paMcajanya zaMkhane ja vani hate paNa A paMcajanya zaMkhane avAja na haya, kAraNa ke e zaMkha te pitAnA sivAya kaI vagADI zakatuM nathI, chatAM je ene avAja hoya te pitAnA karatAM A zaMkha vagADanAre kaI mahAna che te vAta nakkI che. A pramANe teo vicAra karavA lAgyA. nemakumAre te ramatamAM dhanuSyane TaMkAra karyo ane kRSNane zaMkha vagADe, tyAM AkhI nagarImAM khaLabhaLATa macI gaye, ane kRSNa tathA balabhadranA dilamAM aneka prakAranI

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zAztA suvAsa 175 zakAe thavA lAgI. temakumAre za"kha vagADIne mUkI dIdhA ane sudarzana cakra upADyuM. tee te cakrane AMgaLI upara dhAraNa karIne pheravavA lAgyA. temakumAranI AMgaLI upara sudarzana cakra kuMbhAranA cAkaDAnI jema vegathI pharavA lAgyu. ane vijaLInI jema te camakavA lAgyuM. tenA tejamAM temakumAranA mitro ane zasrabhaDAra-rakSakanI AMkheA R jAI gaI. taimakumArane A pramANe sudarzana cakra pheravatAM joIne zastrabhaDAra rakSaka vicAravA lAgyA ke cakra pheravavAnI AvI kaLA meM kayAre joi nathI. A te kai vIrapurUSa lAge che. A tarapha kRSNa ciMtAtura manIne tarata ja sabhAbhavanamAMthI ubhA thayA, ane khaLadeva Adi mukhya yAdavAnI sAthe potAnA zastro levA mATe zastrabhaMDAramAM AvyA. tyAM temakumArane talavAra pheravatA joyA. khuda potAnI talavArane naimakumArane pheravatA joIne kRSNane khUba Azcaya thayuM. potAnA moTAbhAi zrIkRSNane AvatA joine temakumAre talavAra pheravavAnu adha karIne tene tenA sthAne mUkI dIdhI, ane peAtAnA moTAbhAi kRSNa mahArAjAnA Adara karatAM kahyuM padhAro....padhArA mATAbhAi ! kRSNe pazu neSakumArane bheTI paDayA ne tenA kuzaLa samAcAra pUchayA. naimakumArane talavAra pheravatA joI hatI eTale temane thai gayuM ke za`khanAda karanAra temakumAra ja hAvA joIe, chatAM vizeSa khAtrI karavA mATe kahe che bhAI temakumAra ! zuM hamaNAM tame ja MkhanAda ane dhanuSyanA TaMkAra karyAM hatA? temakumAre kahyuM hA, mATAbhAi ! me' ja zaMkha vagADIne dhanuSyanA TaMkAra karyAM hatA. za kRSNe kahyuM ke acAnaka dhanuSyanA TaMkAra ane za khanAda sAMbhaLIne amArA saunA dilamAM thayuM ke koi zatru caDhI AvyA lAge che, paNa e zaMkA khATI TharI. amane Ana Mda thayA ke mArA zastronA prayAga tame paNa karI zakA che. pharIne eka vAra tame amArA saunA dekhatAM mArA zastranA prayAga karI, jethI ame Apanu` kauzalya ane parAkrama amArI najara samakSa joI zakIe ne khuza thaie. A sAMbhaLIne temakumAre saraLatA ane namratApUrvaka sAraMga dhanuSya uThAvyuM. A joine kRSNane thayu. ke A dhanuSya upADatAM mane paNa mahenata paDe che tyAre A te vinA mahenate upADe che, pachI paMcajanya zaMkha, sudarzana cakra, kaumudakI gadA ane talavAranA prayAga pahelAMnI mAphaka badhAnI samakSa karI batAvyA temakumAranu khaLa, kauzalya ane temanI zastrazastra prAga vidhi joIne saghaLA leAka Azcaya sAthe prasanna thayA. kRSNanA hRdayamAM eka ciMtAnI cinagArI pragaTI ke A nemakumAra nAnapaNathI ja jo ATalA khadhA baLavAna che te mATe thatAM e mAru rAjya laI leze. jJAnIpurUSA kahe che ke sa`sAranI ci'tA khoTI che. kharekhara te manuSye vicAra karavA joIe ke mAre zAnI ciMtA karavI joie ne zAnI nahi, kAraNa ke ciMtAno AtmA upara mATo paDaghA paDe che, sArI ciMtA karavAthI AtmAno vikAsa thAya che ane khAma

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"pa76 zAradA suvAsa ciMtA karavAthI AtmA vikRta bane che, vikArane bhAgI bane che, A vikAsa ane vikArane kAraNe jIvana sAruM ane kharAba bane che, ane enA upara pahelekane AdhAra rahe che. Ama te tame kahe che ne ke ciMtA vinAne mANasa mUrkha che. dareka manuSyane ciMtA te hovI ja joIe. te e uparathI samajI zakAya che ke ciMtA sArI hovI joIe, kAraNa ke sArI ciMtA chavane cAnaka lagADe che, udyamI banAve che ne urdhvagAmI banAve che. sArI ciMtA AtmAnuM ghaDatara kare che ane tevA vicAra, vANI ane vartanane pravartAve che. mAnavane pazu karatAM ucca koTInuM mana maLyuM che. temAM paNa Aryadeza, uttamakuLa ane uttama deva-gurU ane dharmanA saMye. gavALe janma maLe che eTale sArI ciMtA ja karavAnI. sArI ciMtA vadhAravAnI ane tene TakAvI rAkhavAnI A amUlya taka che. A takane je manuSya jhaDapI leze te mahAna unnati ane vikAsa sAdhI zakaze ane kharAba ciMtA karaze te bhavacakramAM bhramaNa karIne adhogatimAM javuM paDaze. mANasa jIvanamAM halakI ciMtAo karI karIne kusaMskArane pAye majabUta banAve che, pachI aMtima samaye mahAdurdazA bhegave che, ane parabhavamAM te pUchavuM ja zuM? mATe halakI ciMtA cheDe ne sArI ciMtA kare. sArI ciMtA eTale kaI ciMtA te tame jANe che? AtmaciMtA e sArI-uttama ciMtA che. AtmaciMtA eTale bhavabhavamAM bhaTakI rahelA ane atyAre kAyAnI kedamAM pUrAyelA pitAnA AtmAnI bhAre ciMtA hatI ane bhaviSyanI sthiti kema sArI bane e mATe khabaradAra rahevuM te. AtmAnI jAgRti rAkhavA mATe zarIranI ciMtA, paisA TakA, viSaya sukha ane paranI ciMtA ochI karavI paDaze, te ja AtmaciMtA karI zakAze. AtmaciMtA eTale basa AtmaciMtA. mAre AtmA e ja mAre mukhya saMbhALavAnI vastu che, bAkI bIjuM badhuM AtmAnI pachI che. Avo viveka jAgRta rAkhavo paDaze. AmaciMtAmAM masta rahenAra eka maMtrInuM daSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka rAjyamAM rAjA maraNa pAmyA che eTale rASTra rAjyane vahIvaTa saMbhALe che. eka vakhata keI duzamana rAjA rAjaya upara caDhI Avyo. enI sAme laDavA javAne prasaMga Avyo. laDavA mATe rANI ane maMtrI sainya laIne yuddhabhUmi upara pahoMcI gayA. savAre sUryodaya pachI yuddha zarU thavAnuM che, maMtrI pareDhIye taMbumAM besIne pratikramaNa kare che. jyAM mAthA upara bhAre ciMtA haya, jyAM mAnavasaMhAranI kriyA thavAnI che, jyAM bIjAo yuddhanI dhamAlamAM che tyAM maMtrInI AtmaciMtA keTalI sajAga haze ke yuddhabhUmimAM paNa pratikramaNa karavA besI gayA. pAchuM enuM pratikramaNa paNa kevuM ? yatnApUrvaka badhI kriyA kare che. jyAM vaMdaNuM karavAnI Ave tyAM gucchAthI badhI jagyA pUMje che. A badhI jIvarakSApUrvakanI pratikramaNanI kriyA jaIne bIjA senApati, sainike vigerenA manamAM thayuM ke A maMtrI zuM laDI zakaze ?

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zAradA muvAsa, 577 rANIne kahe che he mahArANI sAheba ! A tamAre maMtrI te nAnA nAnA chanI paNa dayA kare che te yuddhamAM moTA moTA hAthI, ghoDA, ane mANasane ThAra karavAnuM kArya kevI rIte karaze ? rANInA manamAM maMtrI pratye kSebha thaye paNa maMtrI upara tene athAga vizvAsa have, eTale kahe che tame dhIraja rAkhe. laDAImAM enuM parAkrama joje. A maMtrI kevuM pramANikatA ane ekadilIthI jIvana jIvyA haze ke AvA kaTokaTInA prasaMge paNa rANuM enA upara : vizvAsa mUke che ! AtmaciMtA vinA AvuM banavuM muzkela che. Aje moTA bhAganA manuSyane te dhana bheguM karavAnI mukhya ciMtA hoya che temAM pramANikatA te neve mUkAI . gaI che. A maMtrI AtmaciMtAvALe che, pramANika che, vaphAdAra che ane kartavyaniSTha che, eTale rANInA haiye vizvAsa che ke A maMtrI mane dhekhe nahi de. sUryodaya thayo eTale laDAI: zarU thaI. maMtrI mokhare rahIne utsAhathI laDe che eTale lazkara paNa jerathI utsAhabhera laDe. che. keIpaNa kAryamAM AgevAnanI pravRtti tenA anuyAyIo upara meTI asara kare che, mATe meTAe vadhu sAvaceta rahevAnI jarUra che. nAnAonA hita mATe paNa meTAnuM jIvana viveka, tyAga, saMyama vigere guNothI saMpanna hovuM joIe. jIvanamAM keIpaNa kharAba Adata na hovI joIe, nahitara nAnA jevuM dekhaze evuM zIkhaze. A maMtrI khUba jorazorathI laDe ne sAthe lazkara paNa evI ja rIte laDayuM. sUryAsta thatAM maMtrIe duzmanane harAvIne vijaya meLavyo paNa maMtrInA zarIre ghaNAM ghA vAgyA che. ghavAyelI sthitimAM ene chAvaNImAM lAvyA. enA zarIranI mAvajata thaI rahI che. rANa sAheba pAse besIne enA parAkramanA guNa gAya che. guNa gAtA gAtA maMtrIne pUche che ke maMtrIzvara! eka prazna pUchuM? maMtrIe kahyuM bA sAheba! khuzIthI pUche ne. emAM pUchavAnuM zuM hoya? tyAre rANuM kahe che mArA manamAM eka zaMkA thAya che ke tame paDhiye te eseMdiyA, beidiyA karatA hatA ane bArIka jIva paNa na mare evI kALajIpUrvaka pratikamaNanI kriyA karatA hatA, te AvA moTA pacendriya jIne khUnakhAra jaMga kema khelI zakayA? e mane samajAtuM nathI. maMtrI kahe che mahArANI sAheba! emAM na samajAya evuM zuM che? jue, sUryodaya pahelA zarIra para mArA AtmAne adhikAra hatuM, tethI eNe ene adhikAra barAbara bajAvyo che ane sUryodaya pachI A zarIra para nekarInA hisAbe tamAro adhikAra hate eTale tyAM zarIre enI rUe e kAma bajAvyuM. maMtrIe be khAtA kevA judA pADI nAMkhyA. tethI rANIne kahI zakayA ke AtmAnA adhikAranI rUe zarIre bArIka jIvonI rakSA karI ne pratikramaNanI kriyA karI ane rANInA adhikAranI rUe yuddha karyuM. te tame sAMbhaLyuM ne? yuddhabhUmi upara maMtrIne pratikumaNuM karavAnuM yAda AvyuM te vicAra kare ke dararoja pratikramaNa karatA haze ne? keTalI AtmaciMtA ! Aje mAre kAma che ke zA. su. 37

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578 zAha suvAsa prasaMgamAM javAnuM che, mane ThIka nathI mATe Aje prati maNa nahi karuM te cAlaze, ema nahi, paNa yuddhabhUmi upara pratikramaNa cAlu rAkhyuM. te paNa jema tema nahi barAbara jAgRti ane vidhipUrvaka aNIzuddha karyuM. haiyAmAM AtmaciMtAnI keTalI prabaLa bhAvanA haze ! baMdhuo ! AvI AtmaciMtA jagADavA mATe AtmAne zarIrathI alaga samajavAne che. Aja sudhI zarIra mAruM che ne zarIra te huM chuM ema karIne pharyA chIe eTale enA gADha saMskAranA kAraNe AtmA upara jaldI daSTi thavI muzkela che paNa vicAra kare ke tamArA makAna, tijorI, sarasAmAna, paisA vigere padArthane tamArI kaI ciMtA che kharI? e tamArI ciMtA kare che? "nA". te tame enI ciMtAmAM zA mATe baLI rahyA che? e badhA padArtho tamane anukULa rahe e niyama nathI, paNa tamAre te ene anuphaLa banIne rahevuM paDe che ne? kharekhara, A badhA jaDa pagane AtmA upara eka phAMsale che tethI rAta divasa enI gulAmI karyA karavI paDe che. enI pUrI saMbhALa rAkhavI paDe che, chatAM saravALe te e vAMkA thaIne bese che ane mRtyu vakhate naphaTanI jema pite taddana salAmata ubhA rahIne ApaNane maravA de che mATe enI ciMtA choDavA jevI che. AtmaciMtA jAge tyAre manane ema thAya ke huM ke zuM ? kyAMthI AvyuM che ? mAre zarIranI veTha zA mATe karavI paDe che? enI ATalI badhI veTha karuM chuM chatAM te kema vAMku thaIne bese che? e barAbara mArI IcchA mujaba kema nathI cAlatuM? e kema ghasAtuM jAya che? ene kema rega thAya che? e kema thAkI jAya che ? A badhuM zAthI thAya che? temaja mane zA mATe bhUkha-tarasa lAge che? rAga dveSa, garva ane gusso AvA vikAre zA mATe jAge che? kaI vakhata mArI dhAraNAo niSphaLa jAya che te kaI vakhata saphaLa bane che. keI vakhata raheje saMpatti maLe che te kaI vakhata aNadhArI Apattio Ave che. AnuM kAraNa zuM? AvA vicAre karavA. A vicAra paNa kharA hRdayanI ciMtAthI karavA. jema vahepAramAM dhakko lAge tyAre ciMtAmAM paDI jaIne vicAra karavA lAge che ne ? evI rIte ciMtAmAM paDI jaIne AtmAno vicAra karavA lAgavuM joIe. AvA vicAra karavAthI zarIrane choDIne AtmA upara lakSa jAya che ane saMsAra paribhramaNanA mULa kAraNa karma upara daSTi paDe, pachI evI AtmaciMtA karavI ke have mAre pApa karIne karmavegane vadhAre zA mATe ? bhagavAna jinezvaradee svayaM pApa baMdha karyA ane moTA moTA rAjA mahArAjAe, zeTha zAhukArane paNa pApa baMdha karAvyA ane jagatanA jIne paNa pApamaya jIvana baMdha karavAnuM pharamAvyuM, pachI mAre zA mATe pApamaya jIvana cAlu rAkhavuM joIe ? huM arihaMtane mAnanAro, temanI bhakti karanAre chatAM pApamaya jIvanane rasi rahuM? he nAtha ! Ape jaDa pudgala mAtranA baMdhanathI mukta thavAnuM kahyuM te huM ethI ulaTuM enA phesalA hAthe karIne zA mATe ubhA karuM ? A pudgalanA phAMsalA ane pApamaya jIvana mAnava AyuSyarUpI caMdananI heLI

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577 zAradA suvAsa karI rahyA che. AtmA upara kamanA pahADa ubhA karIne AgAmI bhAre duHkhane AvakArI rahyA che. tyAM mAruM zuM thaze ? Ama vicAra karIne pudgalanA phrAMsalAnI khaTaka ane pApA bhaya jAgatA karI deve joie. Anu nAma Atmaci'tA kahevAya. AvI ciMtA AtmAne hitakArI bane che, khAkInI badhI ci'tA jIvane bhavamAM bhramaNa karAvanArI khane che. ApaNe kRSNuvAsudevanI vAta cAle che. kRSNane namakumAranuM baLa joine ciMtA thaI ke A te mArAthI khaLIceA nIkaLyA bhaviSyamAM mane harAvIne rAjya laI leze. te sivAya kRSNa vAsudeva yAdavakuLamAM mugaTa samAna gaNAtA hatAM ne badhA yADhavAmAM peAte maLavAna, parAkramI, ane zasrakalAkuzala manAtA hatA temaja yAdaveAnI dRSTimAM pazu ema ja hatuM ke ApaNA kuLamAM kRSNa jevA keI parAkramI nathI pazu temakumAranu khaLa joIne badhA cAdavAnA manamAM ema thaI gayuM' ke badhA yAdaveAmAM eka taimakumAra khaLavAna che, parAkramI che ane zastrAstrakuzaLa che. AvuM saunA dilamAM parivatana Avyu. A parivartane kRSNanA hRdayamAM eka gaMbhIra ci'tA pedA karI, chatAM vicAravA lAgyA ke Ama te nemakumAra khUba saraLa ane vinayavAna che paNa cittanI sthiti sadA ekasarakhI rahetI nathI. e tenAmAM rAjyanuM pralAbhana jAgaze te mAru rAjya paDAvI levAmAM ene jarA paNa parizrama paDaze nahi. khIjuM badhA yAdavA upara atyAra sudhI mArA khaLanA prabhAva paDatA hatA. have e prabhAva raheze nahi kAraNa ke badhA yAdavA ene mArAthI adhika baLavAna mAnaze. kadAca adhika nahi te mArA jeTalA baLavAna tA mAnaze ja, emAM jo kadAca temakumAra mArA drohI banI jaze teA badhA yAdave paNa enA pakSamAM cAlyA jaze, mATe mAre koIpaNu rIte tenu khaLa ghaTe tevu' kAya karavuM joIe, jethI mArA mATe koi bhaya na rahe ane enA khaLathI kAMika lAbha paNa thAya. madhue ! juo, rAjyanA lAbha kevA che ! kRSNavAsudevane temakumAra khUba vahAlA hatA ane pote keTalA guNIyala hatA, chatAM temakumAranuM khaLa joIne kevA vicAra Avye ? kevI ciMtA thaI ? na'itara AvA mahuAna purUSane AvA vicAra Ave kharA? potAnA nAnA bhAIne peAtAnA jevA baLavAna joIne khuza thavu joIe ne ? tenA badale dilamAM duHkha ane ciMtA thaI ane temanu baLa ghaTADavAnA vicAra karavA lAgyA. kRSNanA dilamAM duHkha ane ciMtA che paNa prasannatA batAvatA kahe che ke mArA laghu baMdhavA temakumAra ! tame te zastrAzastranA prANa karavAmAM khUma niSNAta che. tamAru khaLa parAkrama joIne mane khUba Ana Mda thayA. hu paNa khaLamAM tamArI kharAkharI karI zakuM tema nathI. atyAra sudhI mane khabara nahetI ke ApaNA yAdavakuLamAM tame AvA baLavAna che. jo mane tamArA khaLanI khabara heAta te! huM tamArI madathI ja budvIpanA akInA khaMDa upara vijaya meLavI ApaNA yaduva'zIenI vijayapatAkA pharakAvI deta. je thayu te thayu' paNa have tame mArI A senA laIne jAva ane jaMbudrIpanA bAkInA khaDA upara vijaya meLave,

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zAradA suvAsa naimakumAre pUchayu'-moTAbhAi ! Ama karavAthI zu thaze ? tyAre kahe che rAjya samRddhimAM vRddhi thaze. moTAbhAI ! tamAre traNa traNa khaMDanuM rAjya che te pachI vadhAre rAjyanA vistAra karIne zuM karaze ? bhAI ! tame nAnA che eTale tamane khamara nathI paDatI paNa rAkhaAe ATalA rAjyathI sa MteSa na mAnavA joIe, pazu haMmezA rAjyavRddhi mATe prayatna karatA rahevu joI e, A jagatamAM je potAnA bhujAmaLathI rAjya, yaza vaibhava prApta kare che tenu jIvana saphaLa che. taimakumAre kahyuM paNa meATAbhAi ! Apa jarA vicAra te karI ke rAjyanI vRddhi karavA jatAM keTalA nirdoSa jIveAnI hiMsA thaze ? ane keTalI leArDInI nadIo vaheze? tyAre kRSNe kahyuM bhAI! jo AvA vicAra karavA besIe te te sAmrAjyanI vRddhi thavI te dUra rahI paNa peAtAnuM rAjya paNa gumAvavAnA vakhata AvI jAya. rAjaya mATe hiMsA ane ahiMsAnA vicAra na karAya. 580 temakumAre kRSNane kahyuM mATAbhAI ! rAjyavRddhinA lAbha mATe bIjA jIvAne duHkhamAM nAMkhavA, khIjA jIvAnI svataMtratA lUMTavI tene huM sa`thA anucita, anyAya ane adhama samajuM chuM, tethI huM ApanI A AjJAnuM pAlana karavA mATe asamartha chuM, te Apa mane kSamA karo. kRSNe kahyuM bhAI tame tamArA maLane zuM upayAga karaze ? e tA kahA. taimakumAre kahyu' maLa game teTalu maLyu. hAya pazu khIjA jIvane kaSTa ApavAmAM tenA upayega karavAnA nathI paNa tenA upayoga khIjA jIvAne madada karavAmAM, khIjAnI rakSA karavAmAM ane bIjA jIvAne sukha ApavAmAM karavA joIe. kRSNe kahyu ke AvI nItinuM avala khana levAthI rAjya kevI rIte cAlI zake ! temakumAre kahyu` ke je nItithI rAjaya na cAlI zake tA khIjAone duHkha ApavAthI pazu rAjya cAnnI zakatu nathI, ane kadAca bIjA jIvAne duHkha ApavAthI jo rAjya cAlI zakatuM hoya teA evA rAjyanA tyAga karavA e zreyakArI che, evA rAjyathI kaDhI kalyANa thatuM nathI. taimakumAranA javAma sAMbhaLIne kRSNa te mauna thaI gayA. te naimakumArane vizeSa kahI zakyA nahi. aMte temaNe kahyu ke bhAI! jo tamArI IcchA digvijaya karavA javAnI na hAya tA huM tamane maLAtkAre meAkalavA icchatA nathI. ema kahIne kRSNa yAdavAnI sAthe potAnA mahele gayA ne nemakumAra paNa mitra sAthe peAtAnA mahele gayA. namakumArane tA koi ciMtA nathI paNa kRSNajIne bhAre ciMtA thavA lAgI. have mAre kaI paNa rIte naimakumAranuM baLa ghaTADavuM che. kRSNajI hajI temakumAranA maLanI parIkSA karaze ane temanuM khaLa ghaTADavA mATe zu' karaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. : caritra caMdrasena rAjA krAdhe bharAIne jinasena sAthe yuddha karavA taiyAra thayA paNu pradhAna khUba DAhyo ne zANA hatA. teNe kahyuM mahArAjA ! je kumAra ATalA badhA sAma tenI sAme ekalA jhajhUmyA che vaLI eNe nIrapaNe enu nAmahAma madhu kahyuM che te Apa

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zAradA suvAsa paTela vicAra kare ke e ke parAkramI haze! mATe Apa yuddha karavAnI vAta choDI de. pradhAnanI vAta rAjAnA gaLe utarI eTale rAjAe pradhAnane pUchyuM ke have mAre zuM karavuM ? eNe kahevaDAvyuM che eTale je huM mArA uMTane cheDAvavA na jAuM te mArI kAyaratA siddha thAya ane jAuM chuM te e baLavAna che. te have mAre zuM karavuM? madanamAlatIne jinasena sAthe paraNAvavAne karele vicAra" - pradhAne kahyuM sAheba ! ApanI madanamAlatI rAjakumArIne egya jamAI hoya te A jinasenakumAra che. rUpamAM, guNamAM ne parAkramamAM badhI rIte kuMvarInI barAbarI karI zake te che. eNe kahyuM che ke huM aNamAnItI rANIne kuMvara chuM tethI ApaNe acakAvAnI jarUra nathI, kAraNa ke je mAnItI rANune putra heya paNa kuMvara hoMziyAra na hoya te zA kAmanuM ? Aje A saMsAramAM evuM bane che ne ke mAtApitA pitAnI dIkarIne rUpa ane paise jeIne paraNAvI de che ane mAne che ke mArI dIkarIne sAruM ghara maLyuM. ghara sAruM maLyuM paNa varamAM mIThuM na hoya te zuM thAya? dIkarI raDatI ghera pAchI Ave ne? hasAhasa) A te tamArA anubhavanI vAta che ne? ATalA mATe ghaNuM ema mAne che ke bhale, paise nahIM hoya te ciMtA nathI paNa vara sAre heya te sAruM. ghaNu paisA ane rUpa dekhe che. pradhAna khUba vicakSaNa hatuM. eNe kahyuM-mahArAjA ! jinasena bhale aNamAnItI rANIne putra che paNa enuM lalATa teja kare che. bhaviSyamAM e mATe rAjA banaze. enI sAthe lagna karavA madanamAlatInuM kaheNa mUko te badhI vAta patI jaze. A vAta rAjAne gamI gaI eTale pradhAnane kahe che tamArI vAta sAcI che. te have tame jaladI sonAmaherenA khaDiyA bharIne ahIMthI jAva ane madanamAlatInuM kaheNa mUke. pradhAne sonAmahore Adi sAmagrI ApIne purohitane kaheNa mUkavA mekalya. caMdrasena rAjAne purehita cAlate cAlate eka divasa kaMcanapura pahoMce tyAM jaIne jayamaMgala rAjAnA pradhAnane maLe. A samaye je mukhya pradhAna hatuM ke jene jinasenA rANI ane jinasenakumAra pratye mAna hatuM e pradhAna koI kAraNasara eka divasa mATe bahAragAma gayele eTale enA hAtha nIcene pradhAna hate. caMdrasena rAjAne purohita e pradhAnane maLyA ane tenA kuzaLa samAcAra pUchIne kahyuM ke huM vijayapurathI AvuM chuM. vijayapuranA caMdrasena mahArAjAnI putrI madanamAlatI khUba suMdara che. te cosaTha kaLAmAM nipuNa che. tenuM amAre jinasenakumAra sAthe sagapaNa karavuM che. e mATe rAjAe mane khAsa mokalyo che. A purohita pradhAna sAthe vAta karatA hatA tyAre ranavatInI aMgata dAsI keI kAma prasaMge tyAM AvI hatI. teNe A vAta sAMbhaLI eTale deDatI ranavatAnI pAse jaIne vAta karI dIdhI, tethI ene khabara paDI ke jinasenakumAra mATe kaheNa AvyuM che eTale teNe AvelA purohitane pitAnI pAse bolAvavA mANasa mokalya,

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paTa zAradA yuvA - "puhitane avaLA kAna bhaMbheratI rANI ratnAvatI" - A samaye june pradhAna hatA te vadhe na Avata paNa navA pradhAne pelA AvanAra pradhAnane kahyuM-bhAI ! huM sagAInI bAbatamAM paDatuM nathI. e bAbatamAM rANune pUche. Ama vAta thatI hatI tyAM ratnAvatInI dAsI AvI pahoMcI ne pureDitane rANu pAse laI gaI. ranavatI pahelethI ja IrSALu te che ja, temAM vaLI jinasena mATe kaheNa AvyuM ne rAmasena mATe na AvyuM tethI ene IrSyA AvI gaI ke huM mArA rAmasena pahelAM jinasena paraNe ja kema? eTale pure hitane ranavatI kahe che ke tame jinasena sAthe sagAI karavA AvyA che ne ? paNa tame bhIMta bhUlyA che ! rAmasena mAre dIkare che paNa tamane keIe rAmasenane badale jinasenakumAra kahyuM lAge che. jinasenakumAra pAse te rahevA mATe ghara nathI ne khAvA mATe anna paNa nathI. bagIcAmAM eka bhAMgItUTI jhUMpaDImAM paDyA rahe che. ene paheravA mATe kapaDA paNa sArA nathI, evA jinasena sAthe zuM lagna karavA taiyAra thayA che? mAre rAmasenakumAra ke hoMziyAra che ! atyAre rAjayamAM mArA nAmanI ANa vartAya che eTale bhaviSyamAM rAjagAdI paNa mArA rAmasenakumArane ja maLaze. mane te ema ja thAya che ke tame zuM joIne jinasena sAthe kanyAnuM kaheNa mUkavA AvyA che? tamArI rAjakumArI duHkhI duHkhI thaI jaze, mATe je tamAruM mana mAnatuM hoya te mArA rAmasena sAthe sagAI karI de. mArA rAmasenakumArane te meTA moTA rAjAonI kanyAonA kaheNa AvyA che eTale kadAca tame nahi kare te mane vAMdho nathI. A te tamArI kuMvarI duHkhI na thAya te mATe kahuM chuM. haju ranavatI pure hitane lalacAvavA mATe zuM karaze ne zuM kaheze tene bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 61 bhAdaravA vada 4 ne budhavAra tA. 20-9-78 anaMtajJAnI sarvajJa bhagavaMte anAdikALathI mohanidrAmAM pahelA ane siMhanAda karIne jAgRta karatAM kahe che ke he bhavya che ! "rAtrI vItI ane pragaTayuM prabhAta" have te jAge. kayAM sudhI uMdhyA karaze ? A mAnavajIvana e ekSaprApti mATe prabhAta che, jyAre bIjA bha rAtrI samAna che, kAraNa ke bIjA bhAgamAM jIvane mokSaprApti mATe sAmagrI maLatI nathI. mAtra manuSya bhavamAM maLe che. A apekSAe mAnavajIvanane prabhAtanI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che. have A prabhAta pragaTayuM che te rAtrI paDatA pahelA tame tamAruM kArya sAdhI le. tame te badhA sUryodaya thatAM je prakAza patharAya che tene prabhAta kahe che ane sUryAsta thatAM aMdhAru vyApI jAya tene rAtrI kahe che. jJAnI puruSe

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zArade suvAsa kahe che jAgRti ja divasa che, pachI bhale te samaye madharAtanI mahAzAMti vyApelI hoya ke madhyAnDane sUrya tapate hoya ! mahAna purUSe rAta ane prabhAtanI vyAkhyA A rIte kare che ne jAgRta banIne pitAnuM kArya sAdhI le che. kahyuM che ne ke "jA nirA sarvabhUtAnAM, rahyAM jJAtti vaMzamI". A vizvamAM daSTi karIzuM te eka vAta dIvA jevI spaSTa jaNAI Avaze ke jyAM jyAM gI leke jAgRta che tyAM tyAM saMsArI suSupta che, ane jyAM jyAM saMsArI che jAgRta che tyAM tyAM yogIo suSama che. kaMcana, kAminI, kAyA, kuTuMba ane kIti A pAMca kakakAnI kRpA meLavavA mATe badhA saMsArI ja divase te jAge ja che paNa madharAta sudhI zAMtithI sUtA nathI, jyAre saMyamI purUSe A kakkAnI sAthe AMkhanI paNa oLakhANa na hoya te rIte bephIkara banIne uMghatA hoya che. akrodhI, amAnI, amAyI ane alabhInA anaMta aizvaryAne pAmavA saMyamI nirAta jAgRta rahe che jyAre A aizvaryAnuM nAma paDatAM saMsArInI AMkhe nidrathI gherAvA lAge che. saMyamI AtmAonI AvI jAgRtinI jeDa jagatamAM jaDavI muzkela che tyAre saMsArInI A suSuptinI sarakhAmaNI maLavI paNa sahelI nathI. saMsArI jI pApa ane svArthamAM khUba jAgRta che ane paramArthane te e vAta mAne che jyAre saMyamI paramArtha ane sakarmamAM jAgRta rahe che. yogI, tyAgI, saMyamI AtmAonI jAgRti evI adabhUta hoya che ke teo prakAzamAMthI vadhu ne vadhu prakAza tarapha AgekUca karatA rahe che tyAre saMsArI jInI suSupti evI bhayaMkara che ke te aMdhArAmAMthI vadhu aMdhArA tarapha jIvane kheMcI jAya che. aMdhakAranI avirata athaDAmaNamAM lAgelA ghAne rUjhavavA hoya te prakAzanA paMthe javuM hoya te havethI AtmAe yugayuganA avaLA gaNitane savaLuM karavuM paDaze ane pitAnI jAgRtine suSupti ane saMyamInI suSuptine jAgRti samajavI paDaze. mahAna purUSe jAgRtinA jhaNakAre jIvanane unnata banAvI gayA che. jAgRtinA jhaNakAre jIvanane unnata banAvanAra nemanAtha bhagavAnane adhikAra cAle che. nemakumAra samudravijaya rAjA ane zIvAdevI rANInA lADIlA naMda hatA ane kRSNa samudravijya rAjAnA sauthI nAnA bhAI vasudeva rAjA ane devakI mAtAnA lADakavAyA putra hatA. temAM nemakumAra tIrthaMkara nArma karma bAMdhIne AvelA che ane kRSNa vAsudeva vAsudevanI padavI pAmelA hatA. eka ja kuTuMbamAM baMne baLIyA purUne janma thaye che paNa eka AtmAne rAjayalakSmIne maDa che. jyAre bIjo AtmA jAgRta, vivekI ane jJAnI che. tene rAjyalakSamIno bilakula moha nathI. jJAnI purUSane game teTalI bhautika saMpatti maLe temAM te rAjI thatA nathI paNa ene tyAga karavAmAM AnaMda mAne che. je jaDa-cetananA bheda samajAvIne temAMthI mukti apAve te sAcuM jJAna che.

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584 zAradA svAsa baMdhuo ! Aje duniyAmAM bhautika jJAna ghaNuM vadhyuM che, ane te jJAna meLavavA mATe prayatna ghaNAM thaI rahyA che, paNa te jJAna sAcuM jJAna nathI, saMsAra vRddhinuM kAraNa che. tRSNA, lelupatA, meha, mAna, mAyA, lebha vigere durganI vRddhi karI jIvane bhavATavImAM bhaTakAvanAruM jJAna che. Atmika jJAna AgaLa bhautika jJAnanuM saheja paNa mahatva nathI, kAraNa ke bhautika jJAnathI bhautika sukhanI prApti thaI zake che paNa Atmika sukhanI prApti thatI nathI, tethI AtmA karmonI nirjarA karI zaktA nathI. jayAre AtmAne samyaga-jJAnanI prApti thAya che tyAre ja sAcuM jJAna kahevAya che. bhautika jJAna ane Atmika jJAna vacce moTuM aMtara che. bhautika jJAna bhale tamane AkAzamAM uDADI zake, pANImAM calAvI zake, sukhanA sAdhane apAvI zake ane jagatamAM prazaMsAne pAtra banAvI zake paNa te jJAna cirasthAyI nathI, ane paralekamAM sahAyaka paNa banatuM nathI, jyAre Atmika jJAna ajJAna rUpI aMdhakArane nAza kare che, kaSAne naSTa kare che, Atmika guNanuM pragaTIkaraNa kare che, vibhAva dazAne temaja mithyAtvane dUra haTAve che, ane AtmAnA akhaMDa AnaMda, jJAna ane sukhane pragaTa kare che. jJAnane mahimA batAvatA eka saMskRta zlekamAM kahyuM che ke ___na jJAna tulyaH kila kalpavRkSA, na jJAna tulyaH kila kaamdhenuH| na jJAna tulyaH kila kAmakubhoH, jJAnena cintAmaNi rupya tulyaH // jJAna kalpavRkSathI paNa adhika phaLa denAra che, kAmadhenuthI paNa adhika amRta ApanAra che kAmakuMbha paNa Atmika jJAnanI tulanA karI zakatuM nathI. manavAMchita phaLa ApanAra ratnaciMtAmaNI paNa Atmika jJAna pAse koI visAtamAM nathI. are ! hajAre sUryo ane hajAre caMdra jJAnI mANasa mATe nirarthaka che. are ! je kaI aMdha mANasa AtmajJAna pAme te tenuM aMtara divya prakAzathI jhaLahaLI UThe che. caMdra ane sUryane dravya prakAza parimita kSetrane prakAzita kare che paNa jJAnane prakAza te lekAlekane prakAzita kare che, eTalA mATe jJAnI purUSe ApaNane vAraMvAra Takera kare che ke he bhavya che ! Atmika jJAna prApta karavAnI atyaMta jarUra che. jJAnaprApti mATe jeTaluM bane teTale purUSArtha kare ne jJAna prApta kare. jJAna e AtmAne guNa che. jJAna e kaMI bahArathI AvatuM nathI paNa AtmAmAM paDeluM che, mATe AtmA tarapha daSTi karI prabaLa purUSArtha karIne kevaLa jJAnane prakAza pragaTAve. bhAvimAM kevaLa jJAnane prakAza pragaTAvanAra nemakumAranuM baLa, parAkrama joIne kRSNajIne ciMtA thaI ciMtAmAM ne ciMtAmAM thaDA divasa vItI gayA, pachI eka divasa kRSNa vAsudeva bagIcAmAM pharavA mATe gayA. te bagIcAmAM yAdavakumArene vyAyAma karavA mATe eka meTe akhADe banAvela hatuM. tyAM yAdavakumAre paraspara malayuddha, kustI vigere karIne pitAnuM baLa ajamAvatA hatA. yAdavakumAranuM malalayuddha jevA mATe ghaNAM moTA

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55 zAztA suvAsa moTA yAdavakumAre tyAM AvatA hatA. A agIcAmAM kuSNuvAsudeva AvyA. A samaye yAdavakumAra vacce mallayuddhanA raMga jAmyA hatA, nemakumAra tyAM hAjara hatA. A joIne kRSNanA manamAM thayuM ke atyAre mArA ane nemakumAranA maLanuM mApa kADhavAnA kharAkhara prasaMga che. atyAre badhA yAdavakumArI mallayuddha kare che eTale sAtheAsAtha mArA ane temanA maLanuM mApa nIkaLI jAya. mallayuddha karatAM je mAru` baLa vadhe te yAdavA upara nemakumAranA khaLanA je prabhAva paDayA che temAM pheraphAra thaze te yAdave temane mArA samAna mAnaze athavA temanA prabhAva naSTa thaze. kRSNujIe temakumAra sAme mallayuddha karavAnA mUkelA prastAva :- bhAI khaLavAna DAvAthI kRSNane AnaMda tA hatA paNa mAnada sAthe ciMtA hatI, eTale prasaga joine temakumArane kahe che mArA laghukha'dhavA ! Ave, ApaNe baMne akhADAmAM jaIne mallayuddha karIe, tethI khabara paDe ke ApaNA baMnemAM kANu vadhu aLavAna che ? kRSNanI vAta sAMbhaLIne temakumAra samajI gayA ke mArA mATAbhAine mArA khaLa mATe hajI zakA che, chatAM kRSNane namratApUrvaka kahevA lAgyA ke vaDIlabaMdhu! A pramANe baLaprayoga karavA te khIlakula cegya nathI. mane A vAta khIlakula pasaMda nathI. A rIte mallayuddha karavAthI zuM lAbha ? tame mane jamIna upara pachADe ne huM tamane pachADu tethI jamIna upara rahelA kIDI, makADA Adi jIvajaMtuo paNa marI jAya. zarIra dhULathI kharaDAya. te sivAya huM nAnA chuM ne tame meTA che. kadAca huM tamArAthI vadhAre baLavAna houM te pazu Apa mArA vaDIla che eTale mAre ApanI sAme namra ane niLa thaIne rahevu joie. huM jItu ne tame hArI jAva teA ApanuM gaurava haNAya, mATe ApaNe e kAma karavuM nathI. numakumAranI vAta sAMbhaLIne kRSNavAsudeve kahyuM bhAI ! khalaprayAga karavAmAM nAnA meTAnA mAna apamAnanA ke maryAdAnuM ullaMghana karavAnA bhaya nathI, temaja tame mArI sAme tamArA maLanA prayoga karo tA te paNa anucita nathI, kAraNa ke tame pote potAne mArAthI adhika maLavAna sAbita karavA mATe malayuddha ke kustI karatA nathI paNa mArA kahevAthI ko che. ApaNe baMne kSatriyeA chIe, eTale ApaNane ekabIjAnA khaLanI khakhara paDe, jo ApaNane ekabIjAnA baLanI khakhara heAya te avasara AvatAM khyAla rahe ne ApaNe ekakhIjAne madadagAra banI zakIe. temakumAre kahyuM mATAbhAI ! Apane jo khaLanuM mApa ja kADhavu hAya tA bhale ema karIe paNa te mATe ApaNe mallayuddha ke kustI karyA vinA khaLanuM mApa nIkaLI zake che. ekabIjAnA hAtha namAvavAthI pazu e jANI zakAya che ke kAnAmAM baLa vadhAre che. kRSNane A vAta gamI eTale kahyuM bhale, ApaNe ekabIjAne hAtha namAvIne khaLatu' mApa kADhIe. kRSNa vAsudeva ane temakumAra baMne akhADAmAM utaryo. kRSNe nemakumArane kahyuM bhAI !

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paTa tamArA hAtha laMbAve. huM pahelA namAvu, tyare nemakumAre kahyuM moTAbhAi! ema nahi. Apa meTA che eTale Apa ja pahelA hAtha laMbAveA, hu' namAvuM, eTale kRSNe potAnA hAtha lakhAvIne kahyuM bhale, tame mArA hAtha namAveA. A samaye kRSNajI mAnatA hatAM ke bhale AyudhazALAmAM teNe mArA zastranA prayAga karyAM paNa ahIM te hu pate chuM eTale te mArA hAtha namAvI niDu zake paNa temanuM anumAna khoTu paDyuM, kAraNa ke tIrthaMkaranA khaLamAM zuM khAmI hAya ! paganA aMguThAthI merU parvatane DoAtranAra taimakumArane mATe kRSNa vAsudevane hAtha namAtrave e te ramata vAta hatI. kayAM vAsudevanuM baLa ane kayAM tItha karadevanuM khaLa ! kRSNa e peAtAnA hAtha laMbAvyA tyAre naimakumAre jema madamasta hAthI peAtAnI sUMDha vaDe vAMsane pakaDIne namAvI ke tema kRSNanA hAthane pakaDIne koI paNa jAtanA zrama ke muzkelI vinA namAvI dIdhA. temakumAranuM parAkrama joi ne tyAM rahelA baLadeva Adi yAdaveAe temaja bIjA manuSya temanA jayajayakAra khelAvavA lAgyA. kRSNamahArAjAne paNa temakumAranu khaLa joine khUba Azcaya thayu. ne sAthe bhaya vacce nai potAnA khaLa pratye nirAzA thaI. tee vicAra karavA lAgyA ke jo huM temakumAranA hAtha namAvI zakuM te sAruM, te ame ane sarakhA maLavAna sAkhita thaIe. manamAM nirAzA che chatAM hiMMmata karIne kahe che mArA laghuma dhavA ! tame mArA hAtha namAvI dIdhe paNa have tamArA hAtha laMbAvA ne jue ke huM tamArA hAtha namAvI zakuM chuM ke nahi ? ... zAradA suvAra "kRSNajInA baLanI thayelI parIkSA" - naimakumAre kRSNanA kahevAthI potAnA hAtha lakhAvye. kRSNujIe namakumArane hAtha evI rIte pakaDayA ke jema koI hAthI peAtAnI sUMDhathI keAI pAtaLA vRkSanA thaDane pakaDe tema pakaDIne peAtAnA baLano ajamAza zarU karyAM. ghaNuM khaLa karavA chatAM naimakumArano hAtha teA aDaga ja rahyo. eTale be hAthethI namAvavA zarU karyAM te paNa na namyA. chevaTe kRSNa nemakumArano hAtha pakaDIne laTakayA ne Rsi'cakA khAvA lAgyA te paNa taimakumArane hAtha na namAvI zakayA eTale kRSNane samajAi gayuM ke temakumAra potAnA karatA aneka gaNA maLavAna che. emanA maLa pAse mAru. maLa kAMI vizvAtamAM nathI. ema samajIne naimakumAranA hAtha choDI dIdhA ne tene premathI bheTI paDIne kahyuM bhAI! tu' jIye. khaLabhadrajIe paNa temakumAranI prazaMsA karatAM kahyuM temakumAra ! kharekhara tamArAmAM addabhUta khaLa che. traNa lekamAM Ave tamArA jevA kAI vIra nahi hAya, kRSNajIe temakumAra tarapha joine kahyuM vIrA ! sAce ja ApaNu' yAdavakuLa pavitra che ke je kuLamAM tamArA jevA pavitra vIra raste pAkayA che. A rIte temakumAranA baLa ane parAkramanI praza'sA karyAM khAda tyAMthI chUTA paDIne potapAtAnA mahele AvyA, naimakumArane tA kaI jAtanI ci'tA ke kheda nathI paNa kRSNajIne bhAre lajA ane plAni peDhA thaI ke enA baLanI te mane khabara hatI chatAM pharIne emanA baLanu mApa

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zArajA suvAsa kADhavA jatAM mArA baLanuM mApa nIkaLI gayuM. meM meTI bhUla karI che. AvuM na karyuM heta te sAruM hatuM. Ama aneka prakAranA tarkavirtaka kRNajInA dilamAM thavA lAgyA. basa, kRSNajIne eka ja bhaya lAge ke atyAre te nemakumArane rAjyano meha nathI, nirmohI dekhAya che paNa mAnavInA mananA pariNAmanI kene khabara che? kAle tenA vicAra badalAya te mATe cakravarti banI mAruM rAjya laI zake che. baMdhuo! parigrahanI mamatA manuSyane aneka prakAranI ciMtA karAve che. aDhAra pApasthAnakamAM pAMcamuM pApa parigraha che. graha te nava che paNa parigraha e dazama graha che. sarva prakAranA duHkha ane pApanuM mULa parigraDa che. parigraha eTale zuM? te tame samaje cho ne? jagatanI kaI paNa vastu pratyeno mamatva te parigraha che. prazna-vyAkaraNa sUtramAM kahyuM che ke- pariggahe ceva honti niyamA, sallA daMDA ya gAravA ya / kasAyA sannA ya kAmaguNa, aNhayA ya indiya lesAo // mAyA Adi zalya, daMDa, gArava, kaSAya, saMjJA, zabdAdi guNa rUpa Azrava, asaMvRtta indri, ane aprazasta lezyAo A badhuM jyAM parigraha hoya che tyAM avazya hoya che. AvA parigrahane jagatanA jIve sukharUpa samaje che paNa atyAra sudhImAM parigrahathI kaI sukhI thayuM nathI ne thavAnuM paNa nathI. kRSNa vAsudeva jevA pavitra purUSa vicAra karavA lAgyA ke jemakumAranuM baLa ghaTe tema karavuM joIe. A vicAra zA kAraNe parigrahanI mamatA ja ne? rAjyane khAtara kare pitAnA pitA ugrasenane, auraMgajhebe pitAnA pitA zAhajahAMne, zreNIka rAjAne keke kedakhAnAmAM pUryA hatA. duryodhane pitAnA bhAI pAMDane nAza karavAnA upAya karyA hatA ane auraMgajhebe pitAnA bhAIone mArI nAMkhyA hatA. A badhuM pApa eka rAjyanA lAbha khAtara ja thayuM ne? keNuka ane ceDA mahArAjAnA saMgrAmanuM kAraNa paNa e ja hatuM. parigraha meLavavAmAM pApa, bhegavavAmAM pApa ane tene sAcavavAmAM paNa duHkhamahApurU kahe che ke arthAnAmarjane, duHkhamAjatAnAM ca rakSaNe / prAye duHkha vyaye duHkhaM, dhigarthAH duHkhaH saMzrayAH // prApta thayela parigraDa daMbha, abhimAna ane anaitiktAnuM AcaraNa paNa karAve che. jagatamAM vadhumAM vadhu pApa parigeDa dvArA thAya che. DiMsA, juTha, cerI, Adi pApa parigrahI kare che. parigrahI bhale khullI rIte ke jIvane vadha na karate hoya paNa te pitAnA

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Hee zAradA muvAsa AcaraNa vaDe bIjA jIvAne duHkhamAM nAMkhe che. bhale te vANIthI juThu na khelatA haiAya paNa vyavahAramAM chaLakapaTa kare che ne khIjAone anaitika AcaraNa karAve che. kahevAnuM tAtpaya e che ke samasta duHkha ane pApanu kAraNa parigraDa che. nemakumAra khUba khaLavAna chatAM temane rAjya levAnI bilakula IcchA na hatI, jyAre kRSNavAsudeve temane kahyuM ke tame jaMbudvIpanA bAkI rahelA khaMDa upara vijaya meLavA tyAre naikumAre cAkhkhI nA pADI hatI. jo temane rAjya meLatravAnI IcchA heta te peAtAnA bAhubaLa parAkramathI AkhI pRthvInuM rAjya meLavI zake tema hatA paNa jene IcchA ja nathI te zuM peAtAnA meTAbhAI kRSNajInuM rAjya levAnI icchA rAkhe kharA? nA, paNu rAjyanA mehamAM mugdha banelA kRSNa vAsudevane A vAta dhyAnamAM AvI nahi. e tA evA ciMtA magna banI gayA ke temakumArathI niya banavA mATe mAre zuM karavuM ? juo, zayanA parigrahanI mamatAe kevA bhaya ubhuM karyuM ? khAkI temakumAra teA karUNAnA sAgara che. emanAthI bhaya lAge kharA ? pazu A paricarDanI mamatA badhu karAve che ne ? have zuM karavuM te vicAramAM kRSNajI khUba mUMjhAyA. '' kRSNujIe balabhadra sAme vyakata karelI ciMtA " :- te vicAramAM kRSNajI khUba mUMjhAyA paNa te khAkhatamAM zu karavu te kaMi zaMkayA, tyAre moTAbhAI balabhadrajI pAse AvyA ne namratAthI kahyuM temakumAra mArA karatA vadhAre maLavAna ane parAkramI che. temaNe mArA hAtha kevI saraLatArthI namAvI dIdhA ane huM keTaluM khaLa vAparavA chatAM temanA hAtha namAvavA samatha na thayA. e badhuM Ape najara samakSa joyu che. sAthe Ape temanuM zastra kauzalya paNa joyu che. temanu khaLa ane zastra kauzalya joine mArA manamAM evI ci'tA ane bhaya pedA thayA che ke koi vakhata te vidrohI banIne mane rAjyathI bhraSTa te nahi karI rune ? jo teo AvA vidroha macAve te ApaNAmAMthI koInI pazu evI tAkAta nathI ke je temane parAjita karI zake. me... temane ema kahyu ke tame mArI senA laIne jAva ane jabudvIpanA bAkI rahelA khaDAne jItI Ave. jo temaNe e pramANe karyu hAta tA mane temanA taraphanA bhaya kaMIka eche! thAta paNa temaNe mArI A vAta na mAnI, have ze upAya karavA ke jethI mArA A bhaya TaLe ne huM nirbhIya manu, have zu karavuM nizcaya na karI moTAbhAI ! A alabhajIe kRNujIne ApelA javAbaH- balabhadrajIe kRSNanI badhI vAta sAMbhaLI, pachI hasIne kahevA lAgyA ke tuM te kevI vAta kare che ? temakumAra taraphathI tane kAI jAtanA bhaya nathI. zuM tane khabara nathI ke temakumAra zIvAdevInA garbhamAM AvyA tyAre temaNe cauda mahAsvapnA spaSTa rUpe joyA hatA. e uparathI pazu nakkI thAya che ke temakumAra trileAkInAtha tIrthaMkara bhagavAna manavAnA che. teo jagatamAMthI adhama nA nAza karAvI

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zAradA suvAsa 589 dharmanI sthApanA karavA mATe ja A pRthvI upara jagyA che, mATe emanA hRdayamAM rAjyane bIlakula lebha ke meha nathI. kRSNajIe kahyuM bhAI ! tamArI vAta sAcI che paNa rAjyalakSmI jeIne tenuM mana lalacAtuM nathI ? je nemakumAra keIpaNa jAtane upadrava na kare te ghaNuM sAruM che paNa kadAca te e mArI pAsethI rAjya paDAvI levA mATe keI upadrava kare te te vakhate mArA ane tamArA mATe temane sAmane karavAnuM sarvathA asaMbhavita banI jAya, mATe hamaNAM ja e bhayane TALavAne upAya kare joIe. kRSNajInI vAta sAMbhaLI balabhadrajIe kahyuM-bhAI! asaMbhavita vAtane saMbhavita mAnIne tuM vinA kAraNe bhaya pedA kare che ne te bhayane TALavAnI ciMtA kare che. tuM vicAra kara ke jeo A samasta saMsArane tRNavat samajIne tyAga karavAnA che, je rAga-dveSa choDIne saMsAranA samasta chane upadeza ApavA mATe ja utpanna thayA che temanAmAM rAjyabha kevI rIte heI zake? teo rAjya mATe yuddha kema karI zake? ane pitAnA bhAIone kema mArI zake? kadAca temane rAjya karavAnI IcchA thaze te paNa teo tamArA karatAM vadhu baLavAna ane zastrAstra kuzaLa hovAthI temane mATe bIjuM rAjya meLavavuM e kayAM kaThIna che! je temane rAjya karavuM ja te tene tame je divijaya karavAnI AjJA karI tene asvIkAra zA mATe karata? mahAnapurUe kahelI bhaviSyavANIthI ane temanA vyavahArathI mane te spaSTa samajAya che ke temanAmAM tamArA A nAnA rAjyane te zuM paNa akhila jagatanA rAjyane paNa lebha nathI. tame temanAthI beTA bhayabhIta banI rahyA che. A kheTo bhrama kADhIne zAMtithI rAjyanuM pAlana kare. A pramANe baladevajIe kRSNajIne samajAvyA eTale temane saMdeha ane bhaya dUra thayo ne zAMtithI rahevA lAgyA. have AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra:- vijayapuranA caMdrasena rAjAnI kuMvarI madanamAlatInuM kaheNa laIne purohita kaMcanapura nagaramAM jinasenakumAra sAthe sagAI karavA AvyuM, tethI IrSyALu ratnAvatI jinasena sAthe sagAI karavAne badale rAmasena sAthe sagAI karavA mATe ghaNuM kahe che paNa purohita rAmasena sAthe sagAI karavAnI nA pADe che, chevaTe ratnAvatIe ghaNuM kahyuM ane mIThuM belIne kahe ke tame sagAI game tyAM kare paNa mArA mahemAna che tema kahIne pAMcaso senAmaha ApI. dagAbAjIthI thayelI rAmasenanI sagAI - A saMsAramAM te tame jANe che ne ke konA mAna che? paisAnA paise maLe eTale mANasanuM mana pIgaLI jAya che. dekhe pILuM ne mana thAya zILuM". te rIte purehitanuM mana pIgaLI gayuM ane rAmasenakumArane joIne tenA manamAM thayuM ke rAmasenakumAra paNa rUpavaMta che, ane jenI mAtA ATalI heziyAra che te tene putra paNa e ja haze ne ! mATe rAmasena sAthe madanamAlatInI

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500 zArada suvAsa sagAI karI dauM. have jyAM jinasenane zodhavA ja? rAmasena ane jinasena bane bhAIe ja che ne ? je huM rAmasena sAthe sagAI karIza te A mahArANIjI paNa mArA upara khuza raheze ne mane bIju vadhAre dhana Apaze. Ama vicAra karIne purohite te rAmasena sAthe sagAI karavAnuM nakkI karyuM. rANIe pure hitane pitAne banAvavA ApelI lAMca - pureDite rAmasena sAthe sagAI karavAnI hA pADI eTale rANInA AnaMdano pAra na raho, tethI khuza thaIne rANIe bIjI pAMcaso sonAmahere pure hitane ApI dIdhI. dagAbAja mANase pitAnuM kAma kaDhAvavA mATe zuM nathI karatA? rANIe pahitane senAmahore ApI eTale purohitane te tenA pratye mAna jAge ne ? caMdrasena rAjAe te pureDitane pitAne samajIne mekalyo hate paNa paisAnI lAlace eNe te rAmasena sAthe madanamAlatInI sagAI karI dIdhI, ane khuza thate vijayapura pahoMcI gaye. rAmasenakumAranI sagAI thaI te divase sAMje ja mukhya pradhAnajI AvI gayA. temane khabara paDI ke rAmasenakumAranI vijayapuranA rAjAnI kuMvarI sAthe sagAI thaI. pradhAna vicAra karavA lAgyA ke rAmasenamAM kayAM hoMziyArI che ke tenI sAthe kaI kanyA paraNAve? A te rAmanuM svapna bharatane phaLyuM lAge che. sagAI jinasenakumAranI karavA AvyA ne phAvI gaye che rAmasena, paNa have bagaDelI bAjI kema sudhAravI e te mArA hAthanI vAta che. A tarapha purohita madanamAlatInI sagAI karIne vijayapura pahoMcI gaye. purohitanuM mukha hasatuM jeIne rAjA samajI gayA ke purohitajI kArya saphaLa karIne AvyA che paNa vizeSa khAtrI karavA mATe pUchayuM ke jinasenakumAra sAthe sagAI karIne AvyA ne? pure hite kahyuM hatuM....sAheba. jinasenakumAra kevA che? te kahe che sAheba ! ApaNI kuMvarI karatA rUpa ane guNamAM savAyA che. emane joIne mAruM mana TharI gayuM. have jaladI lagnanuM muhurta jevaDA ne tyAM samAcAra kahevaDAve, eTale rAjAe tAbaDatoba lagnanuM zubha muhurta jevaDAvyuM ne kaMcanapura samAcAra mekalAvyA ke tame jaladI maTI jAna laIne Ave. AI laganakI khabara taba, sece maMtrI aura saradAra, kisake agavAnI kare jyArameM, IsakA hai vicAra. jAna laIne javAnA samAcAra AvyA eTale pradhAnajI vicAra karavA lAgyA ke atyAre mahArAjA te che nahi ane rAmasenamAM mIThuM nathI te jAnamAM AgevAna kone karavo ? AgevAna vinAnI jAna zebhe? "nA, ane rAmasenane laIne jaIe te AbarUnA kAMkarA ja thaI jAya ne ? rAjAnI gerahAjarImAM rANuM putrane paraNAvavA taiyAra thayA che. je rAjAne kadAca samAcAra ApIe te paNa rAmasenanA lagna che ema jANe te Ave ja nahi. hA... jinasenanA lagnanI khabara paDe te deDatA Ave. ahIM te rANI rAjAne yAda paNa karatA

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zAradA suvAsa 591 nathI. pradhAna ane bIjA maMtrIe bhegA thaIne vicAra karyo ke jinasenakumArane AgevAna banAvIe. je te AgevAna thAya te ciMtA nahi te ekale badhAne pahoMcI vaLe tema che, mATe ApaNe badhA rANIsAhebane vAta karIe. je rANIsAheba jinasenane jAnamAM laI javAnI nA pADe te ApaNe AbarUnA kAMkarA karavA jAnamAM javuM nathI. A nirNaya karyo. A tarapha ratnAvatI rANIne jaldI sAsu banavAnA keDa jAgyA che eTale pradhAnane kahe che ke ApaNuM rAmasenakumAranA lagna mATe jaladI jAnanI taiyArI kare, have pradhAna temaja sAmaMte badhA rANIne zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 62 bhAdaravA vada 5 ne gurUvAra tA. 21-9-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI, zAsanapati, carama tIrthaMkara, mahAvIra prabhunA mukhamAMthI jharelI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. manuSya bhava pAmIne jeTaluM bane teTaluM vadhu zAstranuM zravaNa karI levuM joIe. badhA avasara maLaze paNa A avasara vAraMvAra nahi maLe, kAraNa ke zAstrasiddhAMtanuM vAMcana karIne AtmakalyANa karavA mATe ApaNane moTAmAM moTI manuSya janmanI saMpadA maLI che paNa jIvane tenI kiMmata samajAI nathI. je jIvane manuSya janmanI kiMmata samajANuM heta te e vicAra karata ke mane A bahu mUlyavAna rata maLela che te have kAMkarAne badale A rana ApI devAnI mUrkhatA zA mATe karuM chuM ? je tame manuSyabhavarUpI rananI kiMmata samajatA he te eka paNa kSaNa nakAmI vyartha na javA detA. paramAtmAnI bhaktimAM, dharmArAdhanA karavAmAM samayane sadupayoga kare te manuSyabhavarUpI ratnanI kiMmata aMkAze. A saMsAramAM kAlpanika ane vAstavika ema be prakAranA padArtho che. vAstavika padArtha na hoya te paNa e viSe kalpanA karavAmAM Ave e ajJAna che. ajJAnane lIdhe karavAmAM AvatI kalpanA muzkelImAM mUkI de che. kAlpanika padArtha ane vAstavika padArtha baMne judA hoya che. jyAM sudhI vAstavika padArtha jevAmAM nathI AvatA tyAM sudhI kalpanAnuM ajJAna maTI zakatuM nathI. jema ke tame kaI divasa chIpa joI ane e chIpamAM cAMdInI kalpanA karI paNa jyAre e chIpanI pAse jaIne joyuM ane te chIpa che ema khAtrI thaI tyAre ja te cAMdI nahi paNa chIpa che ema samajI zakyA. chIpamAM jema cAMdInI kalpanA karavAmAM Ave che tema ajJAnI che saMsAranA bhautika sukhamAM sAcA sukhanI kalpanA kare che paNa te sAcuM sukha nathI. AvI kalpanAne choDe ane paramAtmAnA guNa ane nAmasmaraNamAM ekatAna bane ane paramAtma svarUpa banI jAo. te samaye vicAra thaze ke nAka, kAna ane zarIra che te huM nathI. huM te anaMtazaktine svAmI AtmA chuM.

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592 zAradA suvAsa baMdhuo! jyAre tame uMghI jAo che tyAre AMkha, kAna vigere badhA baMdha thaI jAya che te paNa svapnAmAM AtmA sAMbhaLe che ne dekhe che paNa khare, kAraNa ke svapnAvasthAmAM Indriye sUI jAya che ane mana jAgatuM rahe che. A avasthAnuM nAma svapnAvasthA che. Indriya sUtelI hoya chatAM svapnAmAM IndriyenuM kAma cAlu hoya che. Indriye sUtelI hoya che te pachI svapnAmAM IndriyenuM kAma keNa calAve che? tene uMDe vicAra karaze te tamane khyAla Avaze ke e badhuM kAma AtmA karI rahyo che. AtmAmAM anaMta zakti rahelI che paNa te bhramamAM paDIne zarIrAdi pite che ema mAnI beThe che. AtmA atyAre kalpanAnA vamaLamAM gethA khAya che mATe kalapanAne cheDIne AtmAnA vAstavika tatvane samaje ane saMsArika padArthonuM mamatva che. AtmAmAM anaMta zakti che tethI svapnAvasthAmAM kAna suSupta hevA chatAM sAMbhaLe che ne AMkha baMdha hovA chatAM joI zake che. te svapnAvasthAmAM gaMdha, rasa, sparza vigerenI kalpanA karI AnaMda paNa mANe che. svapnAmAM krodha paNa kare che, lebha paNa kare che ane siMhAdine joIne bhaya paNa pAme che. A pramANe AtmA svapnAmAM sukha paNa mANe che ne duHkha paNa anubhave che. svapnAnI vAtethI AtmAmAM keTalI zakti che tenuM mApa kADhI zakAya che te samajI zakAya che. IndinI sahAyatA vinA paNa AtmA kAma calAvI zake che. A pramANe AtmAmAM anaMta zakti rahelI che, ema samajIne dharmArAdhanAmAM ane prabhunI bhaktimAM tene upayoga karaze te A manuSya janma sArthaka banaze. ApaNA cAlu adhikAramAM balabhadrajIe kRSNane kahyuM ke tame beTI ciMtA na kare, nizaMka banIne rAjya kare. baMne bhAIe A rIte vAtacIta karatA hatA te samaye devee AkAzavANI karI ke he kRSNa ane baLarAma! tame manamAM peTA vicArane sthAna na Ape. kAraNa ke ekavIsamA naminAtha bhagavAna khuda bhAMkhI gayA che ke e bAvIsamA tIrthaMkara thaze ane te bahu baLavAna hovA chatAM rAjyane grahaNa karaze nahi. A sAMbhaLIne kRSNanI ciMtA dUra thaI ane nemakumAra pratye temane prema vadhI gaye ne vicAra karavA lAgyA ke amAruM kuLa kevuM ujajavaLa che ke A yAdavakuLamAM traNa jagatanA nAtha tIrthakara bhagavAna jamyA ! nema pratye snehanI saravANI vahAvatA kRSNa" -have kRSNa vAsudevane temakumAra upara je prema hatuM tenAthI ghaNe vadhI gaye, eTale kRSNa jyAM jAya tyAM nemakumArane sAthe ne sAthe laI jAya che. rAjasabhAmAM jAya ke bagIcAmAM pharavA jAya te sAthe laI jatA. snAna karavA bese te paNa sAthe ne jame te paNa sAthe. dAgInA ane vastro paNa pitAnA hAthe paherAve. kemakumAra kRSNanI sAthe rahetA, badhuM ja karatA, ghaNuM vAta paNa karatA paNa emane mukhya dhvani te eka ja hatuM ke jIvanamAM bhegavilAsa karatAM saMyama mahAna che. eka vakhata mahAbhAratanA yuddha viSe vAta nIkaLatA kRNe kahyuM ke duSTane te saMhAra ja karavuM joIe, tyAre nemakumAre kahyuM ke duSTatAno saMhAra karavuM joIe, kAraNa ke duSTa

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zAradA muvAsa mAnavI te sajana banI zake che paNa duSTatA sajajana nathI banatI. te uparAMta e paNa vicAra kare joIe ke duniyAnA dareka jIvana jIvavuM game che paNa maravuM keIne gamatuM nathI, mATe kaI jIvane mAre nahi. kRSNajIe temanI vAta kabUla karI, ane temanA manamAM thaI gayuM ke kemakumAra pitAnA karatAM jJAna, baLa ane buddhi darekamAM viziSTa che, tethI e khuza thatAM ke amArA yAdavakuLamAM A nararatna pAka che. A tarapha nemakumAra vairAgyanI vAto kare che tyAre bIjI tarapha temanA mAtApitAne emane paraNAvavAnA keDa che, eTale samudravijaya rAjA ane zIvAdevI rANI nemakumArane vivAha karavA mATe vAraMvAra Agraha karatA tyAre nemakumAra temanA Agrahano haMmezA InkAra karatA. pitAne lagna karavAnI bilakula IcchA nathI paNa mAtApitAne duHkha na thAya te mATe ema kahetA ke hamaNuM nahi, pachI thaI paDaze. zI utAvaLa che? AthI mAtA pitAnA dilamAM duHkha thavA lAgyuM ke jyAre kahIe tyAre A nema te ApaNe vAtane gaNakArato ja nathI. ATale mATe thaye chatAM lagna karatA nathI te pachI kyAre karaze? have zuM karavuM ? Ama vicAra karatAM samudravijaya rAjA ane zIvAdevI rANIe vicAra karyo ke tema ApaNI vAta mAnate nathI te have kRSNa vAsudevane A kArya saeNpIe. saMbhava che ke kadAca tenAthI nema mAnI jAya, kRSNajIne samudravijayanuM AmaMtraNa:- ghaNI vAra evuM bane che ke je kArya moTA nathI karI zakatA te nAnA karI zake che. bIjI vAta ApaNe game teTalA meTA bhale rahyA ane kRSNa ApaNAthI bhale nAnA hoya paNa atyAre tene prabhAva paDe che, kAraNa ke te traNa khaMDanA svAmI che. chappana koDa yAdave upara temanI hAka vAge che. vaLI nemakumAra moTA bhAge kRSNanI sAthe ne sAthe rahe che. baMnene paraspara khUba prema che eTale saMbhavita che ke kRSNa tene Agraha karaze te mAnI jaze. ghaNe vakhata evuM bane che ne ke gharamAM vaDIle beThA hoya che paNa dIkare e puNyavAna ane prabhAvazALI hoya che ke sau ke enI salAha mAMge che ne e kahe tema sau kare che. moTAne paNa enI vAta kabUla karavI paDe che. ahIM samudravijaya rAjA ane zIvAdevI rANIe ghaNAM vicArane aMte nakkI karyuM ke ApaNe kRSNane bolAvIne ApaNA mananI mUMjhavaNa vyakta karIe. Ama vicAra karIne kRSNajIne samAcAra mokalAvyA. kRSNajIne samAcAra maLyA ke mArA kAkA ane kAkI mane belAve che. nAnA te meTAne belAve emAM vizeSatA nahi paNa jyAre vaDIle nAnAne bolAve tyAre enI mahattA hoya che. kRSNajInA romeromamAM AnaMda thayo ke mArA kAkA kAkIe mane Aje yAda karyo ? te huM jadI jAuM. e vicAra na karyo ke mAre ghaNuM kAma che te Aje nahi kAle jaIza, paNa vaDIle belAve eTale hajAre kAma paDatA mUkIne mAre tarata javuM joIe, eTale kRSNajI tarata ja javA mATe taiyAra thayA zA. su. 38

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sArA apAya samudravijayanA mahele kRSNajInuM Agamana" - hAthI upara besIne kRSNavAsudeva samudravijaya rAjAnA mahele AvyA ane pitAnA kAkA kAkIne page lAgyA. juo, traNa traNa khaMDanA svAmI che chatAM vinaya keTale che abhimAnanuM te nAmanizAna nathI. Aje te traNa oraDAnA dhaNane phAMkAne pAra nathI. (hasAhasa) kRSNajInA jIvanamAM namratA hatI. Aje te jyAM juo tyAM vinaya ane namratAne te dezanikAla thaI gayo che. nekara zeThane namatuM nathI. vahu sAsune, dIkarI mAtAne, putra pitAne namatA nathI ne ziSya gurUne namatA nathI, kAraNa ke darekanA manamAM ame moTA ema che, eTale vaDIlene vinaya karatAM emane saMkoca thAya che, bAkI je kharekhara samaje, te vinaya ane namratAmAM te mahAna zakita rahelI che. vinayathI azakya kAryone zakya banAvI zakAya che. je ziSya gurUne vinaya kare che ane gurUnI AjJAmAM samAI jAya che tenA upara gurUnI kRpA utare che ne saheje gurUnA aMtaranA AzIrvAda maLe che ke jA beTA ! tAruM kalyANa thaI jaze. tAre beDe pAra thaze. vinayavaMta ziSyanA guNe joIne raheje AvA aMtaranA AzIrvAda maLI jAya che. keI kahe ke mane hAtha mUkIne AzIrvAda Ape te e mAMgyA AzIrvAda maLatA nathI, kadAca parANe maLI jAya te phaLIbhUta thatAM nathI. kRNavAsudeve samudravijya rAjA ane zavAdevI rANunA caraNamAM mastaka jhukAvyuM eTale baMnee mAthe hAtha mUkIne kahyuM beTA! tAruM kalyANa thAo, tame dIrdhAyuSa bane evA aMtaranA AzIrvAda ApyA, pachI kRSNa pUchayuM-ahe mArA mAtA pitA tulya kAkA-kAkI ! Aje Ape A dIkarAne kema yAda karyo? Ama kahI vinayapUrvaka kAkA-kAkInI bAjumAM besI gayA eTale kahyuM-vatsa! tAro nabhAInemakumAra have yuvAna bane che, chatAM paNa haju sudhI te avivAhita ja che. enA sarakhA badhA yAdavakumAre paraNI gayA che ane nemakumArane ame lagna karavAnI vAta karIe chIe tyAre kaMI ne kaMI bahAnA kADhIne amArI vAtane InkAra kare che. enuM jIvana joIne amane ema ja thAya che ke e lagna karaze ja nahi. ApaNuM AvA moTA yAdavakuLamAM eka nemakumAra yuvAna thavA chatAM je kuMvArA rahe to ke enA viSe zuM anumAna kare ! vaLI tame traNa traNa khaMDanA svAmI che ne kemakumAra tamAre lADIla bhAI che. e ATalI uMmara sudhI avivAhita rahe te paNa eka vicAravA jevI vAta che. ame te tene kahI kahIne thAkyA paNa haju teNe amArI vAtane savIkAra karyo nathI, paNa tuM ene maTebhAI che. te tArI pAse vadhu rahe che eTale tuM ene Agraha karIne kahIza te e tarachoDI nahi zake ane vivAha karavAne svIkAra karaze. A mATe khAsa ame tane belA che. devavANu thaI eTale kRSNajIne zraddhA che ke kemakumAra paraNavAnA nathI temaja pitAnI sAthenI vAtacItamAM paNa vairAgyanI ja vAta hoya che eTale kemakumAra keI paNa rIte

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sArA vAra vivAha karavAnI vAtamAM saMmata thAya te zakya nathI, chatAM kRNujIne lAgyuM ke A vRddha kAkA kAkIne nemakumArane paraNAvavAnI tIvra IcchA che ne huM Ama kahIza te temane dukha thaze, mATe temanI IcchA pUrI karavAne upAya kare te paNa mArI pharaja che. pachI te je thavAnuM haze te ja thaze. A pramANe vicAra karIne kRNujIe kahyuM kAkA-kAkI ! ApanI vAta sAcI che. mAre bhAInemakumAra avivAhita rahe te koI paNa daSTie UMcatA nathI. kharekhara ! A bAbatamAM mArI paNa bhUla che ke meM kema vicAra na karyo ke temanA sarakhA badhA yAdavakumAra paNa gayA ne e haju kema kuMvAre che? atyAra sudhI A tarapha na to mAruM dhyAna gayuM hatuM ke na te Ape mAruM dhyAna kheMcyuM. nahitara nemakumArane vivAha kayAranoya thaI gaye hota. Aje Ape mane A kArya saMpyuM che te huM te pUrNa karavA prayatna karIza. mane vizvAsa che ke mArA prayatna saphaLa thaze, eTale samudravijaya rAjA ane zIvAdevI rANIne khUba AnaMda thaye. ane makamArane paraNAvavA ciMtAtura banelA kRSNa" :-kRSNa vAsudeva kAkA kAkIne vizvAsa ApIne pitAnA mahele AvyA. kAkA-kAkIne khuza te karyA paNa nemakumArane paraNAva e kaMI sAmAnya vAta nathI. baLavAna siMhane pakaDIne piMjaramAM pUra haju rahela che, paNa vairAgya bhAvamAM ramaNatA karanAra nemakumArane saMsAranA piMjaramAM pUra mahAmuzkela che. te huM e kayo upAya karuM ke mAre bhAI ariSTanemi (nemakumAra vivAha karavAnI vAtane svIkAra kare ! A vAtanI temane ciMtA thavA lAgI ane tenA vicAramAM evA tallIna banI gayA ke pAse koNa AvyuM ne keNu gayuM ne koNe zuM kahyuM te paNa temane khabara nathI. kRSNajIne khUba ciMtAtura ane UMDA vicArasAgaramAM DUbelA joine kRSNajInI mukhya paTTarANuM satyabhAmAe pUchyuM nAtha ! Apane rAjyanI temaja bIjI ghaNI ciMtAo haze chatAM Apa dararoja badhI ciMtAo mUkIne prasanna mukhe hasatA ne khelatAM AnaMdabhera ahIM padhAre che paNa Aje te Apa kaI uMDA vicAramAM DUbelA jaNAe che, keInI sAthe bolatA paNa nathI te ApanA mAthe evI zuM ciMtA AvI paDI che? Apa kahevA mATe kRpA kare. kaNajIe satyabhAmAne Apelo javAba - satyabhAmAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne koNe kahyuM- he devI ! huM je bAbata vicArI rahyo chuM ne jenI ciMtA karI rahyo chuM te eka daSTie te bahu sAmAnya kAma che ane bIjI daSTie ghaNuM kaThIna kAma che. mAre bhAI nemakumAra pUrNa yuvAna banI cUke che. tenI uMmarane kaI paNa yAdavakumAra avivAhita nathI ane mAro bhAI ATalI uMmara sudhI avivAhita rahe te mArA mATe khUba zaramajanaka vAta che. huM enI ciMtAmAM DUbI gaye chuM. satyabhAmAe kahyuM-nAtha! jemakumArane paraNAvavA emAM ATalI badhI ciMtA zuM kare che? temanI sAthe paraNavA aneka rAjakanyAo taiyAra che. kRNujIe kahyuM ene mATe kanyAone te tUTa ja nathI paNa vAta

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56 zAradA suvAsa ema che ke kemakumAra vivAha karavAnI kaI rIte hA pADatA ja nathI. kAkA-kAkIe khUba samajAvyA paNa e nA pADe che eTale e kArya mane sepyuM che. tethI vicAra karuM chuM ke mAre temane kevI rIte samajAvavA ? - satyabhAmAe kahyuM svAmInAtha ! Apa ciMtA na kare. e kAma strIonuM che. amane seMpI de. bhalabhalA purUSane samajAvavA te strIonuM kAma che, paNa ApanI AjJA vinA ame zuM karIe? kRNajIe kahyuM-devI ! tamArI vAta sAcI che. A kAma te tame ja karI zakaze. satyabhAmAe kahyuM Apa ciMtA na kare. ame badhI strIo bhegI thaIne nemakumArane evA samajAvI daIzuM ke te vivAha karavAnI nA pADI nahi zake. mane te A kArya saheja paNa muzkela lAgatuM nathI. satyabhAmAnA kahevAthI kRSNanI ciMtA ochI thaI. have satyabhAmA Adi rANIe nemakumArano vivAha karavAnI saMmati meLavavA zuM karaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra: rAmasenakumAranA lagnanI vAta cAle che. madanamAvatI sAthe jinasenane badale rAmasenanI sagAI thaI gaI ane lagnanuM maMgala muhUrta paNa jovAI gayuM. caMdrasena rAjAe kahevaDAvyuM ke mAre khAMDa sAthe mArI putrIne paraNAvavI nathI, mATe moTI jAna joDIne ThAThamAThathI vararAjAne laIne Ave. khAMDA sAthe paraNAvavAnI hatI te ranavatIne ciMtA na raheta, paNa A te jamAIne mekalavAne che, eTale ranavatInA manamAM thayuM ke have jaldI lagna thaI jAya te sAruM, kAraNa e manamAM te samaje che ne ke kaheNa te jinasena mATe ja AvyuM che paNa meM kapaTathI rAmasenano sagAI karAvI che. mATe jaldI kAma patI jAya te sAruM thAya. nahitara je keI vAta pheDanAra maLaze te mAre rAmasena kuMvAre rahI jaze ne jinasena paraNI jaze, tethI utAvaLa kare che ke jadI jAnanI taiyArI karAve, tyAre pradhAna, maMtrI ane sAmaMte badhA kahe che mahArANIjI ! ema jAna taiyAra na karAya. jAna te jeDIe paNa AgevAna te kaI joIze ne? je mahArAjA hAjara hata te kaMI ciMtA na hatI paNa e te che nahi, mATe jinasenakumArane jAnane AgevAna banAve, A zabdathI ranavatInI pArAzIzI caDhI gaI - kodhathI dhamadhamatI rANue pradhAna sAme karele prapa" -rANa khUba krodhe bharAIne kahe che pradhAnajI! tame badhA jinasenanA ja premI che. e have mane samajAI gayuM. tamane jinasena vahAle che ne rAmasena aLakhAmaNe che. enA pratye tamane bilakula prema nathI paNa pradhAnajI ! yAda rAkhaje ke huM kaMI tamArA badhAnI dabAyelI nathI ke parAdhIna nathI. tamane jinasena vahAluM lAge che te mArA rAmasenamAM zuM khAmI che? jinasena karatAM rAmasena kaMI kama che ke tame jinasenane jAnamAM laI javAnuM kahe che? mAre ene nathI laI jave, tyAre pradhAna vigere mANasee rANIne kahI dIdhuM ke je tamAre jinasenane

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pa zAhe avArI AgevAna banAvIne jAnamAM mikala heya te ja amAre badhAe javuM che. bAkI amAre. keIne javuM nathI, eTale rANIne vadhu krodha caDhaye ne AMkha lAlaghUma thaI gaI krodhathI dhamadhamIne pradhAnane kahe che ke tamAre jAnamAM javuM hoya te jAo nahitara jahAnamamAM jAo. mAre tamAruM keInuM kAma nathI. huM na pradhAna zodhI lAvIza. huM rAjAnI paTTarANa chuM. AkhA kaMcanapuramAM mArI ANa varte che ne tame mane ema kahenArA keNu? tame mane kaMI nahi kahI zake. je kaheze te tamArA gharabAra lUMTAvI laIne tamane bhikhArI banAvIne gAma bahAra kaDhAvI mUkIza. atyAre mArI phula sattA che. huM dhAruM te karI zakuM chuM. rANInA AvA kaTu zabdo sAMbhaLIne pradhAne kahyuM ke mahArANI ! tame A zuM belI rahyA che ? tame je bele te barAbara vicArIne bele. A zabda tamArA mukhamAM zebhe che? je tamane abhimAna hoya te bIje pradhAna zodhI lAve. huM ahI eka miniTa ubhuM rahevA mAMgate nathI paNa mane mahArAjA rAjya saMbhALavAnuM kahI gayA che eTale tame game tema karaze te paNa huM javAnuM nathI. huM jouM chuM ke tame kene jahAnamamAM mokale che ne kene pradhAna banAve che. A rAjya ATaluM vyavasthita calAvavAnI kenI tAkAta che? tame mArI sAme game tema bele che. jarA te zaramAe. hukama calAe rAjAjI pe, mAMye cAle nAMya, sIdhI taraha se beli sare, nahIMtara bela nAMya, tamAre vaTahukama rAjA upara calAvaje, mArA upara nahIM, tame rAjA ne game tema caDhAvIne jinasenane mahelamAMthI kaDhAvI ane rAjAe kAcA kAnanA banIne tamArI vAta sAMbhaLI paNa have te rAjAnI AMkha paNa khulI gaI che. samajyA ne ? rAjA jeTalI mArI vAta mAne che teTalI tamArI mAnatA nathI, chatAM abhimAne caDhIne phUTeluM Dhela jema Dabala avAja kare tema tame paNa DhelanI jema vAgI rahyA che. mArI sAthe vAta karavI hoya te sIdhI rIte vicArIne kare. je belatAM na AvaDe te mauna rahe. huM kaMI tamAre sAmAnya nekara nathI. AkhA rAjyane saMcAlaka chuM. mArI sAthe sabhyatAthI vAta kare. nahitara huM A cAlyA. pradhAne te rANIne barAbara khakhaDAvI eTale mAmale taMga banya, tethI rAmasenanA paga dhrujavA lAgyA ke je pradhAna rIsAIne cAlyA jaze te badhe vahIvaTa keNa calAvaze? AthI rAmasena enI mAtAne kahe che bA ! tuM pradhAnajI sAme zA mATe jhaghaDo kare che? cheTe bakavAda zA mATe kare che ? A tArI talavAranI dhAra jevI jIbha hamaNAM badhuM kAma bagADI nAMkhaze, mATe tuM tArI lUlIne vaza rAkha. tArI jIbhamAM mIThAza ja nathI eTale tuM keIne prema jItI zakatI nathI. ethI badhA nArAja thAya che. je badhA jatA raheze te mane paraNAvavA koNa Avaze? mATe tuM zAMti rAkha.

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palaTa zAradA suvAsa "rAmasena ane pradhAnanA vacanathI ThaMDI paDelI ratnAvatI" - pradhAna ane rAmasenanA vacanathI ratnAvatI zAMta paDI ne vicAra karavA lAgI ke meM bhUla karI che, tethI pradhAnane kahe ke bhAI ! mAro svabhAva ujha che paNa Apa ja kAmane dIpAvanAra che. mane tamArA pratye jarA paNa dveSa nathI. tamArA pratye khUba mAna che, mATe tamAre beTuM lagADavuM nahi. pradhAnajI! ApaNu rAmasenanA lagna khUba dhAmadhUmathI karavA che mATe Apane jema egya lAge tema kare. mArI tamane chUTa che, eTale pradhAna maMtrI ane sAme tenI salAha laIne kahyuM bole, tamArI badhAnI zuM IcchA che? badhAe kahyuM ke jinasenakumAra Ave te ame badhA taiyAra chIe. pradhAne mANasane kahyuM ke tame jaldI jAo ne jinasenakumArane belAvI lAve, eTale sAmate jinasenakumArane belAvI lAvyA. jinasena kAMI jANute nathI. pradhAna Adi badhA sabhAsadoe kahyuM he jinasenakumAra ! tamArA bhAI rAmasenakumAranA lagna che. temAM Apane AgevAna banavAnuM che kAraNa ke tamArA pitAjI hAjara nathI. Apa rAjA samAna guNIyala che temaja meTA che. vaLI AgevAna banavAmAM parAkrama, vinaya Adi badhA guNe ApanAmAM che, mATe jaladI taiyAra thaI jAo. have jinasenakumAra zuM javAba Apaze tenA bhAva avasare. (sva. bA. vya. pU. harSadamuninI puNyatithi hevAthI pU. mahAsatIjIe temanA jIvanamAM rahelA guNenuM suMdara varNana karyuM hatuM). vyAkhyAna naM. 63 bhAdaravA vada 6 ne zukravAra tA. 22-9-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! mahAna purUSe pharamAve che ke he bhavya jI ! A saMsAra sAgaramAM taravA mATenuM je kaI saddhara sAdhana hoya te dharma che. dariyAmAM DUbakI khAtA, DUbavAnI aNI upara AvI gayelA manuSyane je kaMI pATIyAne sahAre maLI jAya te tenA sahAre manuSya sAme kinAre pahoMcI zake che, tema manuSya dharmarUpI pATIyAnA sahAre saMsAra samudranA sAmA kinAre eTale ke mekSamAM pahoMcI zake che. ApaNane A manuSya bhavamAM saMsAra sAgara taravA mATe uttama dharma maLe che. duniyAmAM dharma te aneka prakAranA che paNa ApaNane je dharma maLe che te dharmanI tela keI dharma AvI zake tema nathI. jaina dharma ke che? raMgarAgane nahi paNa virAga-viratine, bhegane nahi paNa tyAgane, alpajJAnIne nahi paNa anaMtajJAnIne, ekAMtavAdIne nahi paNa anekAMtavAdIne, ekalA jJAna ke ekalI kriyAne nahi paNa jJAna ane kriyA baMne sahitane, sAmAnya keTIne nahi paNa viziSTa keTInA tatva, ga, dhyAna, saMyama sahitane A jaina dharma che. sUphamamAM sUkSama keTInI ahiMsA jaina dharmamAM batAvelI che. A uttama dharma maLe che paNa tamane tenI kiMmata samajANI che?

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zADhA suvAsa vahepAramAM sIjhanane samaya Ave tene tame zuM gaNe che? kamANI karI levAne ane kharIdI karI levAne purUSArtha kALa gaNe che ne? basa, A rIte tame samajI le ke dareka bhavamAM mAnavabhava e dharma sAdhanAne purUSArtha kALa che. emAM manuSya je purUSArtha na karI le to eNe ArAdhanAne purUSArtha kALa gumAve che. pachI IcchA kare ke have je, mAruM AyuSya vadhe te dharmane bharapUra purUSArtha karI lauM te kaMI banI zake kharuM? bIlakula nahi. tamArA aMtaramAM eka vAta lakhI rAkho ke "mAnava jIvananI pratyeka kSaNa e dharma ArAdhanAne meMghero purUSArtha kALa che. tame bhale ne lAkha ke karaDe rUpiyA ApavA taiyAra che paNa gayelI eka paNa kSaNa pAchI nahi Ave". mATe ahIM e lakSa rAkhavAnuM che ke mArI vartamAnakSaNa dharmanA purUSArtha vinAnI te jaI rahI nathI ne? game tyAM, game te sthitimAM ke game te saMsArika kAryamAM beThA he tyAM paNa ochAmAM che mAnasika purUSArtha te karI zake ne ? jema ke hRdayamAM vItarAga prabhune yAda karI zakAya athavA saMsAranI vicitratA, saMgenI anityatA, padArthonuM para paNuM, pApane bhaya, mAre paraleka kema sudhare ene khyAla rAkhI zakAya agara keI tatvanuM ciMtana, navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa, AvuM AtmAne pavitra rAkhanAra kaMIka ne kaMIka ciMtana karI zakAya. A mATe manamAM pAko nizcaya kare joIe ke mArI kSaNe kSaNe ArAdhanAne kiMmatI kALa pasAra thaI rahyo che. ane je huM jema tema veDaphI nAMkhIza ane duniyAnI bIjI game tevI hoMziyArI batAvI yA game tevA dunyavI saMtApa karIza te paNa temAM saravALe zuM utaravAnuM ? saMpurUSArthane amUlya kALa te meM gumAvI dIdhe ne? mArA maryA pachI duniyA mArI hoMziyArIne yAda karavAnI che ane kare te paNa mAre kaMI jevuM che? mATe kSaNa kSaNanA purUSArthane lekhe lagADavA ArAdhanAthI saphaLa karI levA nirdhAra kare ane pachI hRdayanI apavitratAone dUra phagAve. eTaluM dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnuM che ke mULamAM Avazyaka pavitratA vinA ArAdhanAno purUSArtha saphaLa thaze nahi. jemane mAnavabhavanI ekeka kSaNanI kiMmata samajAI che tevA nemakumAranI vAta cAle che. jemakumAra saMsAramAM anAsakta bhAvathI rahe che. teo saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM saMsAramAM lepatA nathI. emane AtmAne rasa che, jyAre temanA mAtA pitA, bhAI bhAbhIe badhAne saMsArane rasa che. jene jemAM rasa hoya te pitAnI pAse AvanArane te tarapha kheMcI jAya che. jema keIne bagIcAmAM pharavA javAno rasa, keIne nATaka sinemA jevAne rasa, keIne hoTalamAM khAvA pIvAne rasa te koIne dharmane rasa A rIte jene je rasa haze te rIte vartAze. nemakumArane tyAgane rasa che ne temanA mAtA-pitA vigerene paraNAvavAne rasa che. kRSNajIne ciMtAtura joyA pachI rANIo kahe che ame amArI vAturI ane kaLAthI vairAgI nemakumArane varaNAgI banAvI daIzuM, te mATe A vasaMtaRtu paNa AvI gaI che. AvA kArya vasaMtatumAM saraLatAthI thAya che. mATe svAmInAtha ! Apa revatagiri upara

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zAradA suvAsa vasaMtsava ujavavAnI taiyArI karI tyAM mukhya mukhya yAdava ane namakumAra sahita Apa paNa tyAM padhArajo. ame badhI rANIo tyAM bhegI thaIne nemakumArane vivAha karavA mATe prasanna karI daIzuM. satyabhAmAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne kRSNajIne khUba AnaMda thaye. temaNe bIje ja divase raivatagiri upara vasaMtetsava ujavavAnI badhI taiyArIo karAvI. pita pitAnI patnIo sahita kRSNajI, balabhadrajI Adi mukhya rAjapurUSa ane sarakhI uMmaravALA yAdavakumAre rathamAM besIne raiyatagiri parvata tarapha javA taiyAra thayA, tyAre kRSNajIe kemakumArane kahyuM ke mArA lADIlA laghu baMdhavA ! cAle, ApaNe badhA raivatagiri upara upara vasaMtsavanI majA mANavA mATe jaIe. kemakumAre kahyuM moTAbhAI! mArI tyAM zI jarUra che ? mAre nathI AvavuM. paNa kRSNajIe kahyuM mane tArA vinA game. tAre AvavuM ja paDaze. eTale nemakumAra kRSNajInA Agrahane mAna ApI rathamAM besI gayA. kRSNajI, rUkSamaNuM, satyabhAmA, jemakumAra vigere eka rathamAM beThA rastAmAM ja A satyabhAmA ane rUkamaNuM kaMI ne kaMI gIta gAvA lAgI ane vacamAM vacamAM vAta kADhIne nemakumAra sAme joIne kahevA lAgI ke ahe managIne ! amArA lADakA diyarIyA ! have tame kyAM sudhI kuMvArA raheze? Aje ame ane tamArA bhAI temaja badhA yAda potapotAnI patnIonI sAthe AvyA chIe te ke AnaMda Ave che! badhA pitAnI patnIo sAthe kevA rathamAM beThA che ne kevA zebhe che ! ane tame te amane ekvA lAge che. ame tamane amArI derANI sAthe pharavA AvelA jevA IcchIe chIe. ame badhA sAthe AvIe ne tame amArI badhAnI vacce kuMvArA thaIne pharo e amane ThIka nathI lAgatuM. mATe tame have lagna kare te amane badhAne khUba AnaMda Avaze. nemakumAre kahyuM bhAbhI! tame badhA mane lagna karavA mATe ATale badho Agraha kare che paNa lagna karIne zuM kAma che? rANIeAe kahyuM. amArI derANa hoya te tamane AnaMda Ave ne? te zuM paraNyA vinA e AnaMda nathI maLatuM. tame badhA zuM mane nathI cAhatA? tyAre satyabhAmA ane rUkSamaNa kahe che diyarajI ! ame te tamArI bhAbhIe chIe paNa tamArI patnI heya te vadhu phera paDe ne? patnI ane bhAbhI vacce pharaka che. A rIte ghaNuM kahevA chatAM nemakumAra lagnanI hA pADatA ja nathI. Ama karatA revatagiri upara pahoMcyA ne saghaLA strI purUSe vasaMtetsava ujavavA lAgyA. temAM keTalIka strIo vasaMtaRtune anukULa gIte madhura svare gAvA lAgI, keTalIka strIo vAjiMtro vagADatI hatI ane keTalIka strIo ToLeToLA maLIne nRtya karatI hatI ane purUSe paNa strIonI kIDA joIne AnaMda pAmatA hatA ne pote paNa kaDAmAM bhAga letA hatA. kRSNa vAsudeva ane temanI mukhya ATha paTTarANIo paNa vasaMtotsavanI majA mANatA hatA. temAM paTTarANuo temaja bIjI ghaNI rANuo namakumArane gherIne ubhI rahetI ane jemakumArane lagnanI IcchA thAya tevI mehabharI vAta karatI ne sAthe sAthe pUchatI hatI ke diyarajI! AvatA vasataMtsava vakhate te tame paNa amArI derANI sahita ja haze ne ?

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zAradA suvAsa derANI vinA tame sUtA lAge che. derANI hoya te kevA zaibhI uThe! juo, A vRkSa paNa kayAre zebhe che? phaLa, phUla ane pAMdaDA hoya tyAre phaLa, phUla ane pAMdaDA vinAnuM jhADa ThuMThuM lAge che tema strI vinAne purUSa ThuMThA jhADa jevo lAge che. A rIte kRNajInI rANIo nemakumAranI majAka uDAvavA lAgI. kRSNaprabhunI so nArIo, e che pUrI kAmaNagArI, vivAhanI vAta karIne, mana DelAvavA lAgI....mana...(2) kRSNajInI rANIoe nemakumArane aneka prakAranA hAsya ane mehabharyA vacanethI pIgaLAvavAnA prayatna karyo, paNa nemakumAra A bAbatamAM nizcala rahyA. jenAmAM kAmavikArane gheDe ghaNe paNa aMza hoya te ja AvI bAbatemAM vicalita bane che paNa A te merUnI jema aDela hatA eTale emanA manamAM vikArano aMkura phUTatuM nathI. e te nirvikArapaNe vasaMtsavanI lIlA jevA lAgyA. AvA mohabharyA vAtAvaraNamAM nemakumAranA manane nirvikAra joIne kRSNajIne khUba Azcarya thayuM. vasaMtetsava pUro thatAM sau raivatagiri uparathI pAchA pharyA. samaya jatAM pAchA pharIne kRSNavAsudeva vanakIDA ane jaLa. kriIDA karavA mATe pitAnI rANIonI sAthe kemakumArane laIne raivatagiri upara gayA. tyAM paNu ariSTanemikumAra nirvikArapaNe vanakIDA ane jalakrIDA jevA lAgyA. A samaye avasara joIne rUmaNuM tathA satyabhAmA Adi AThe paTTarANIe nemakumArane pharatI vIMTaLAI vaLI. temAM sauthI prathama rUkSamaNIjI nemakumAranI pAse AvIne bolyA. he lADakA diyarIyA! tame zuM ciMtAmAM paDayA che? ATalA badhA AnaMda ane utsavamAM tame mIna laIne kema beThA che? mane te lAge che ke tamArA manamAM ema thatuM haze ke A badhA mane paraNavAnuM kahe che paNa huM paraNIne navavadhUne nirvAha kevI rIte karI zakIza? tenI tamane ciMtA thatI lAge che. tethI tame paraNavAnI nA pADe che paNa tamAre A vicAra amane egya lAgatuM nathI. kAraNa ke tamArA bhAI te mahAna samartha purUSa che. te tamArI navavadhUne nivAha karaze. jemAM batrIsa hajAra strIone nabhAve che te zuM tamArI navavadhUne nahi nibhAve ? tame AvI ciMtA zA mATe kare che? e ciMtA cheDIne lagna karavAnI hA pADe. tyAM satyabhAmAM kahe che. RSabha mukhya jInAH karapIDana, vidadhire dadhire ca mahIzatAm / bubhujIre viSayAnudabhAvayana, mutanAna zivamapyathalebhire / tvamasi kinu navo'dya zivagamI, bhazamariSTakumAra vicArAya / kalaya devara ! cArugRhasthatAM, racayabandhU manass ca susthatAm // satyabhAmAe TeNe mAratA nemamArane kahyuM ahe diyara ! tame ja eka navA

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22 zArakA suvAsa mekSagAmI nathI thayA ke je A prakArathI pitAnA baMdhujananA cittamAM asvasthatA utpanna karI rahyA che paNa tame jarA samajo ke tamArA pahelA kaSabhadeva bhagavAna Adi tIrthakare thaI gayA che temaNe paNa vivAha to karyA che ne A pRthvInuM ekachatra rAya paNa bhogavyuM che. temane putra-putrI Adi parivAranI prApti paNa thaI che ane aMtamAM mukta bhegI banIne temaNe dIkSA lIdhI che ne mokSamAM gayA che. mATe he nemakumAra ! tame A bAbatamAM kaMIka vicAra kare ne samaje. gRDastha banyA sivAya jIvana suMdara banI zakatuM nathI. te tame tamArA bhAIne zA mATe nakAmI ciMtA karAve che? have tame mAnI jAe. have trIjI jAMbuvatI kahe che diyarajI! tame A te kevI navI rIta calAvI rahyA che. tame te harivaMzanA vibhUSaNa che. lagna karIne putraprApti nahi kare te A harivaMzanI paraMparA kevI rIte cAlaze? munisuvrata nAtha paNa A ja vaMzanA eka vibhUSaNa thayA che. temaNe paNa vivAha karyA hatA ne temane eka putra paNa hate. pachI temaNe dIkSita thaIne mukti prApta karela che. have cothI padamAvatI kahe che diyarajI! sI vagaranA purUSanI kaI zobhA nathI ane sI vagaranA purUSane keI vizvAsa karatuM nathI, tathA strI vagaranA purUSane leke napuMsaka kahe che. A mATe paNa tame lagna kare. A pramANe ekeka paTTarANI nemakumArane samajAve che ne temanA mukha sAmuM jotI jAya che ke kaMIka karatAM nemakumAranuM mukha malake che ke e mAthuM dhuNAve che te ApaNe ApaNuM kAryanI saphaLatA mAnIe. ghaNI vakhata evuM bane che ke pitAne anukULa vAta Ave che temAM baMdha besatI pAghaDI paherI le che. eka nagaramAM eka zeTha rahetA hatA. emane dharmanuM nAmanizAna game nahi. na koI divasa saMtanA darzana kare, na rAtI pAI dAnamAM vApare, ke na koI divasa navakArazI jevuM tapa karavuM game. nAma te bhagavAnadAsa hatuM paNa bhagavAnanuM nAma levuM emane gamatuM na hatuM. zeThanA zeThANI khUba dhamaTha hatA. e roja zeThane dharma karavA Takera karatA paNa zeTha sAMbhaLe ja nahi. have zeThane kevI rIte samajAvavA e mATe zeThANI lAga jotA hatA. eka vakhata koI mahAna jJAnI ane prakhara vidvAna sAdhu padhAryA. emanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA jevuM hatuM. ghaNAM leke dUra dUrathI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA mATe AvatA. zeThANInA manamAM thayuM ke je ekAda divasa zeTha Ave te kaMIka dharma pAme. e dharma pAmaze te dAna deze, saMtanA darzana karaze, brahmacarya pALaze ne tapa paNa karaze. emane janmAre sudharI jaze. A vicAra karIne zeThANue namratApUrvaka zeThane kahyuM svAmInAtha ! eka divasa mahArAjanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe. zeThANInA khUba AgrahathI zeTha vyAkhyAnamAM AvIne beThA. tyAM prasaMge pAta vyAkhyAnamAM eka daSTAMta AvyuM. eka uMdara jamIna date hate. tyAM eka mANasa sUte hate. te davAnA avAjathI

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zAradA suvAsa 08 jAgI gayo ane uMdarane kheda joIne be ke khara khare khara khedata hai". A avAja sAMbhaLIne uMdare uMcuM joyuM. uMdara tiryaMca che paNa ene saMjJA te che ne? eTale bolanAranA bhAva uparathI samajI zake che ke A mane kaMIka kahevA mAMge che tethI uMdare uMcuM joyuM, tyAre te mANasa pharIne be ke "uMcI ke dekhate hai". pachI uMdara zAMtithI beThe eTale pelo mANasa be ke "jakaDa makaDa karI besata hai". tethI uMdare deTa mUkI eTale kahyuM ke "daDabaDa daDabaDa deData hai". zeThe A daSTAMta sAMbhaLyuM. zeThane bIjI kaI tatvanI vAta yAda na rahI paNa pelA mANase uMdarane kahelA cAra vAkya yAda rahyA. e bhUlAI na jAya te mATe Akho divasa tenuM raTaNa karyA karyuM". zeThe anicchAe vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM che, paNa banavA joga evuM banyuM ke zeTha rAtre sUtA hatA ne cera emane ghera khAtara pADavA mATe AvyA. karAmAM bAkoruM pADavA be che. A zeThane khabara nathI ke mAre ghera ghera AvyA che. e te uMghamAM uMdaranA daSTAMtamAM sAMbhaLelA vA maTethI bolyA ke "khara khara khedata hai" A zabda sAMbhaLIne ceranA manamAM thayuM ke A zeTha jAgatA lAge che. ema kahIne uMcu joyuM tyAM zeTha uMghamAM ne uMghamAM pharIne bolyA ke "uMcI Deke dekhate . A sAMbhaLIne ceranA manamAM thayuM ke hamaNAM kaMI chedavuM nathI. zAMtithI lapAIne besI jaIe, eTale khabara paDaze ke zeTha jAge che ke uMghe che? tyAM te zeThajI bolyA "jakaDa makaDa kara besata hai. A sAMbhaLIne corane khAtrI thaI ke nakakI A zeTha jAge che. mATe jaldI bhAge. nahitara pakaDAI jaIzuM. ema kahIne deDavA jAya che tyAM zeTha belyA ke "daDabaDa daDabaDa deData hai". A sAMbhaLIne cAre te jIva laIne ubhI pUMchaDIe nAThA.evA nAThA ke pAchuM vALIne joyuM ja nahi. A zeTha te uMghamAM belyA hatA. emane khabara nathI ke mAre ghera ghere khAtara pADavA AvyA hatA paNa gharamAMthI eka paNa cIja corAI nathI tethI zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke mahArAje je cAra vA kahyA hatA tenuM meM raTaNa karyuM tene prabhAva paDaye ke mAre ghera cera AvyA paNa dhana cerI zakyA nahi. anicchAthI sAMbhaLavA game te ATale badho lAbha thayo te zraddhA ane samajaNapUrvaka sAMbhaLavAthI ke mahAna lAbha thAya? pachI zeThane dharma upara sAcI zraddhA thaI ne jIvana sudharI gayuM. zeThANIe zeThane jema Agraha karyo hate tema kRSNavAsudevanI paTTarANIo nemakumArane paraNAvavAne mATe khUba Agraha kare che. saheje hakAra bhaNe te paNa ApaNe ene sAcuM karI batAvIe paNa cAra cAra paTTarANuoe samajAvavA chatA nemakumAra kaMI javAba ApatA nathI. haju bIjI cAra paTTarANIe nemakumArane samajAvaze ne pachI zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra: rAjAnA mANaso jinasenakumArane belAvavA mATe gayA eTale tarata te tyAM Avyo ane pradhAna pAse AvIne kahyuM-kAkA ! mane kema yAda karyo? eTale pradhAna A

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tow zAradA suvAsa saradArIe kahyu... ke tamArA nAnAbhAinI jAnamAM agresara khanane AvavAnuM che. tethI tamane elAvyA che, mATe tame jaldI taiyAra thaI jAme. A samaye jinasenakumAra namratApUrvaka pradhAnane kahe che kAkA ! mArA bhAInA lagnamAM mAre Avavu joIe paNa huM mArI mAtAnI AjJA vinA nahi AvuM, kAraNa ke mAtApitA kahuM ke bhagavAna kahuM je kahuM te mArI mAtA che. eno mArA upara mahAna upakAra che. mATe mAtAnI AjJA vinA huM eka kadama paNa nahi bharI zakuM, eTale pradhAna Adi mukhya mANaso bhegA thaIne jinasenA rANI pAse AvyA ne hAtha joDIne kahe che mahArANI ! tame vivAhanA zubha kAryoMmAM padhAro. A sAMbhaLI jinasenA rANI kahe che ke kisakA myAtra hai maMtrIjI, the... kayAM karA manavAra, matrI bele rAmasenakA, myAtra maDA sukhakAre. pradhAnajI ! kAnA vivAha ne zuM vAta che? mane te kAMi khabara paNa nathI ne tame mane lagnamAM AvavAnI vAta karI che? pradhAne kahyuM mahArANIjI ! vijayasena rAjAnI kuvarI sAthe rAmasenanI sagAI thaI che ne have lagna mATe jAna laIne javAnuM che mATe tame rAjamahelamAM padhAro ne jinasenakumArane jAnamAM AgevAna banAvavAno che mATe tame jaldI AjJA karI ke jethI ame jAna laine jaie. tyAre jinasenA mahArANIe kahyuM ke pradhAnajI ! tame keAnA vatI amane AmaMtraNa ApavA AvyA che ? jene ghera vivAha che tene te amArI jarUra nathI. ame emane dIThA gamatA nathI. ratnavatI ke rAmasena amane AmaMtraNa ApavA AvyA nathI. te jayAM amAruM mAna sanmAna na heAya tyAM amAre kevI rIte javu? tame dbhavatInA taraphathI bhale AmaMtraNa ApavA AvyA paNa amAre AvavuM nathI. pradhAnajI kahe-mahArANIjI ! Ama na cAle. ku Mvarane mokale. AbarUnA savAla che. jinasenA rANIe kahyu' pradhAnajI ! jo rAjayanuM koi kAma hAta agara koi zatru caDhI AvyeA heAta ane rAjyanuM rakSaNa karavA mATe tamAre jinasenakuM varane laI javA hAta tA vagara pUche mArI nA nathI. khuzIthI mAkalavA taiyAra chuM, paNa rAmasenanA lagnamAM hu tene meAkalavAnI nathI. ratnavatIne amArA upara kevA prema che e zuM tame nathI jANatA ? ke mane ATalI badhI vinatI kareA cho ? ane tyAM laI jaIne paNa ema ja kahevaDAvavu che ne ke A aNamAnItI rANInA dIkarA che. mAre mArA dIkarAnuM mAna gumAvavA mekalavA nathI. tame tamAre khuzIthI jAe. "jinasenAnA paDakAra bharyA javAba sAMbhaLIne pAcho vaLelA pradhAna":pradhAnajI ! jene ghera lagna che tene garaja haze teA Avaze. tamAre amane manAvavA mAvavAnI jarUra nathI. huM rAjAnI rANI chuM. ame mA dIkarA A agIcAmAM ekalA paDyA

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605 zAradA suvAsa rahIe chIe. ame bhUkhyA chIe ke tarasyA chIe amArI keNu khabara lenAra che ! ke ayAre tame khelAvavA AvyA che ? ratnavatIne kahI dejo ke ene so vAra garaja hAya tA khelavavA Ave. mArA dIkarA kai vadhArAnA nathI ke tarata mAkalI dauM. A pramANe jinasenA rANIe pradhAnane sArUM zabdomAM kahI dIdhu. eTale badhA ratnavatI rANI pAse AvyA ne kahyuM ke mahArANI ! ApanA rAmasenakumArane sArI rIte paraNAvavA hAya tA tame jinasenA rANI pAse jAe te temane manAvA. tamArA gayA vinA e mAne tema nathI. e te jinasenakumArane mekalavAnI cAkhkhI nA pADe che. navatI te abhimAnathI bharelI hatI. e te pahelethI koine namatI nathI. e jinasenAne namatI kevI rIte jAya ? ene jinasenA rANI ane jinasenakumArane manAvavA javAnu bilaku? mana nathI, paNu garaje gadheDAne bApa kahevA paDe tema ratnavatI mana vagara kevI rIte manAvavA jaze.ne zu banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na. 4 bhAdaravA vada 7ne zanivAra tA. 23-9-78 sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtA ne bahenA ! ApaNe bAvIsamA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. gaI kAle cAra paTTarANIoe temakumArane zuM zuM kahyuM te vAta karI hatI. have bAkInI cAra paTTarANIe zu' kahe che te vAta Aje karIe. pAMcamI paTTarANI gAMdhArI kahe che diyarajI ! tame A zu laI beThA che ke mAre paraNavuM nathI. paraNyA vinA te kai cAlatuM haze! mArI vAta sAMbhaLeA, saMsArayAtrA zubha saMga sArtha, parvAtsavA vezyavivAha kRtyam / udyA lIlA kamalA vilAsahaH, zobhanta vinA'GganAM no // lADakA diyarIyA ! tame te amane sAva bheALA lAgeA che, paNa sa'sAranu` kA` AvA bheALapaNathI cAlatuM nathI. saMsAramAM daiyA, dAna vigere zubha kAryaM karavA, saunA saMgamAM rahevu, paf-tahevArane ujavavA, utsavA karavA vigere kArya strI vinA suMdara lAgatA nathI. AthI jIvanamAM gharanI zeAbhArUpa au hAvI joIe. strI vinA ghara zAbhatuM nathI. vivAha, utsAha vigere prasa Mge mAM strI sAthe hoya te AnaMda Ave che. upavananI krIDA paNa strI vinA zeAbhatI nathI temaja lakSmInA AnaMda ane vilAsa paNa srI vinA maLI zakatA nathI, arthAt strI vinA lakSmI paNa phikkI lAge che. chaThThI gaurI paTTarANI kahe che diyarajI ! tamAruM A udAsInapaNu joine amane te

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zAhA suvANa apAra dukha thAya che. A saMsAramAM jyAM juo tyAM nI mahattA che. tiryaMca ajJAnI pazu pakSIo paNa A divasa rajhaLI rakhaDIne sAMje pitAnA sthAna para Ave che tyAre te paNa pitAnI patnInI sAthe AnaMdathI mane raMjana kare che. te tamane ame ATaluM badhuM samajAvIe chIe chatAM kema samajatA nathI? tame e pazu-pakSIothI paNa vadhAre ajJAna kema banI gayA cho? tyAM sAtamI lakSamaNa rUmajhuma karatI AvIne kahe che diyarajI! Ama zuM kare che? amArA sAmuM te juo. bIjI vAta to bAjumAM make paNa koI vakhata tamArI tabiyata barAbara na hoya te sevA suzraSA karavA mATe je eka strI gharamAM hoya te badhuM ja kare. purUSane mATe vizvAsapAtra ane premapAtra je kaI hoya te te pitAnI ardhAMganA che. pati kaI vakhata ApattimAM phasAI gayA hoya tyAre kahI ane vicakSaNa strI hoya te patine sahAyatA ane prasannatA Ape che. A mATe paNa strInI jarUra che. tyAM AThamI susImA paTTarANI nemakumAranI pAse AvIne belI diyarajI! huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamAre ghera koI mahemAna Avaze tyAre je tamArA gharamAM strI nahi hoya te emanI AgatA svAgatA koNa karaze? agara koI sAdhu munirAja padhAraze te temane AhAra pANI koNa vaharAvaze ? A kAma kaMI purUSanuM nathI, strIonuM che. gharane svaccha ane sughaDa rAkhavAnuM kAma paNa strIonuM che. tamAruM nathI. mATe amAruM badhAnuM kahevuM mAnIne tame jIvanasAthInI kanyA sAthe vivAha karI le. priyA vagara A saghaLuM kAma tamArAthI cAlaze nahi. A rIte kRSNajInI AThe ATha paTTarANIoe nemakumArane judI judI rIte samajAvyA te paNa mAnyA nahi nemakumAra jJAnI hatA. e samajI gayA ke mane paraNAvavA mATe ja mArA bhAI ane bhAbhIoe A kAryakrama goThavya lAge che, paNa e te badhuM nATaka joyA kare che. badhAe jANyuM ke jemakumAra kaI rIte samaje tema nathI, tyAre badhI rANIo bhegI thaIne nemakumAranI ThaThThA mazkarI kare che te paNa nemakumArane tenI kaMI asara na thaI, paNa manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke ahe! A saMsArI jIvenI kevI mehadazA che ! AvA vicArathI temane jarA hasavuM AvI gayuM. mukhaDuM malakAI gayuM. A joIne satyabhAmA, rUkamaNI Adi paTTarANIeAe cokaDuM besADI dIdhuM ne AnaMdamAM AvIne moTethI belI uThI ke mAnyA. mAnyA. nema mAnyA. emaNe vivADa karavAnI saMmati ApI. Ama kahIne khUba AnaMdamAM AvI gaI ane kRSNa pAse AvIne kahevA lAgI ke kemakumAre vivAha karavAnI svIkRti ApI dIdhI. e mAnI gayA che. A zubha samAcAra sAMbhaLIne kRSNajI balabhadrajI vigere yAdavene khUba AnaMda thaye, ane badhA raivatagirithI utarIne dvArakAmAM AvyA. kRSathuvAsudeva te sIdhA samudravijaya rAjA ane zIvAdevI rANI pAse AvyA ne

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cAraNI suvAsa 107 kahyuM kAkA-kAkI ! ApaNuM kAca saphaLa thayuM'. AnaOM AnaMda. temakumArane vivAha karavA mATe manAvI dIdhA che eTale have ApaNe vivAhanI taiyArI karavAnI maMgala zarUAta karo. A sAMbhaLIne samudravijaya rAjA ane zItrAdevI mAtAnuM haiyuM harSoMthI nAcI uThayu. temanA AnaMdane pAra na rahyo. kRSNa vAsudevane e prakAre AnaMda thayA. eka tAkAkA kAkIe je kAae zraddhApUrNAMka sAMpyuM hatuM te saphaLa thayu. ane khIju huve nemakumAra je mArAthI khaLavAna che te lagna karaze eTale enI zakti haNAI jaze. kRSNa jevA mahAnapurUSane paNa kevA vicAra Avyo ! A badhI mehanI viTaMbaNA che. brahmacarya'mAM te mahAna tAkAta rahelI che. je purUSa agara strI akhaMDa brahmacArI DAya che tenAmAM ajama gajabanI zakti rahelI che. brahmacArI AtmAe zaktinA prabhAvathI AkhI duniyAne DolAvI nAMkhe che. brahmacArI e bhagavAna tulya che. eka brahmacarya'nI pAchaLa aneka guNA prApta thAya che. prazna vyAkaraNa sUtramAM bhagavate brahmacaya nA mahimA matAvatA kahyuM che ke minAMmanvare ja miya ArAhiyami ArAhiya vayamiNa savvaM sIlaM tavo ya, viNao ya, saMjamA ya, khaMtI, guttI, muttI tavaya ihaloiya, pAraleAiya, jase ya kittI ya paccao ya tamhA NihueNa babhacera civa / " eka brahmacaryaMnI ArAdhanA karavAthI zIyaLa, tapa, vinaya, saMyama, kSamA, nile+bhatA, gupti Adi badhA guNunI ArAdhanA thai jAya che, ane A pramANe A loka ane paralokamAM yaza, kIti ane vizvAsanI prApti thAya che, tethI nizcala bhAve brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM joie. sava" prakAranA duHkhAnA mULane nAza karavA mATe paNa brahmacarya vratanuM pAlana karavuM jarUrI che. brahmacarya nA prabhAvathI agni pANI samAna zItaLa khanI jAya che. sarpa phulanI mALA, jhera amRta tulya, vighna maheAtsava rUpa, zatru mitra samAna, meTo samudra khAkheAcIyA jevA ane jaMgala moMgala anI jAya che. brahmacaya jJAna, dana, cAritra, tapa, samyakUttva ane vinayanuM mULa che, satapeAmAM brahmacarya e zreSTha tapa che. brahmacaya e tA eka masAdhAraNa jaDIbuTTI che. ApaNA zarIranA rAjA vIya che. brahmacaryAM enu evu suMdara sa rakSaNa ane vana kare che ke e ejasa badhI indriyA ane gAtromAM phelAI jaIne adbhUta skuti dekhADe che, zarIramAM joma ane khaLa vadhAre che ane mananI zakita vadhAre che. tyAre abrahmacaya nA sevanathI vIrya zakitanA nAza thai javAthI zarIramAM aneka rAge ne ubhA thavAnA avakAza maLe che. bahAranA pratikULa nimitte sAme TakavA mATe aMdaranI vIya zakti jarUrI hAya che. paNa viSayeAnI AsakitathI e vIya zakita naSTa thai jatAM e pratikULa nimitto zarIra upara mAThI asara karI jAya che, enA pigAme zarIramAM kAine koi vyAdhi ubhI thAya che, zarIramAM roga vadhatA mana asvastha ane vidhrUvala ane che, eTale Atmaka zAMti-samAdhi jALavavI muzkela ane che. pachI halakA vicAra, sa MtApa, tAmasI prakRti

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zAradA muvAsa vigere ubhA thAya che, ane pariNAme e anusAra mananA pariNAma pramANe kamane baMdha thAya che. mananA pariNAma bagaDatAM azubha karma baMdha thAya che ne te bhogavatAM jIvane mahAna dukha bhegavavuM paDe che. AvA duHkhada pariNAmamAMthI brahmacarya bacAvI le che. devAnupriye ! brahmacarya pAlanamAM kevA kiMmatI lAbha samAyelA che. tame te lAbhanA ja Icchuka che ne? te A mahAna lAbha cUkaze nahi. jarA vicAra kare ne dhyAnamAM rAkhe ke indriyanA kSaNika sukhanI kaI kiMmata nathI. enA vikAranA Avega kSaNika che. kSaNika Avegane rokavAmAM manane samajAvIne majabUta karavAnuM hoya che. bAkI kaI zArIrika takalIpha paDatI nathI. ikiyenA gheDA chUTA mUkavAthI te A bhavamAM gAdi ane parabhave duSkarmanA udayathI je pIDAo utpanna thAya che temAM trAsa ane takalIphane pAra rahetuM nathI. viSaya vAsanAmAM rakta rahenArA manuSyane jyAre karmane udaya thatAM pIDA, Aphata ke duHkha AvIne ubhA rahe che tyAre hAya-hAya kare che. mane bacAvo...bacAve evI kAramI cIse pADe che. eka daSTAMta ApIne tamane samajAvuM. eka navAbI rAjya hatuM. navAba ghaNu nyAyI ane pavitra hatA. ene phejadAra musalamAna hatuM. te viSayAMdha hate. phajadArapaNuM te barAbara bajAvate hate. kayAMya gune na thAya te mATe khUba sAvadhAnI rAkhate ane badhA upara khUba kaDakAI rAkhate paNa pite durAcAranA gunhA karate, kAraNa ke viSayamAM aMdha hate. A phejadAra viSaya vAsanAmAM masta rahete hate. gAmamAM kyAMya navI vahu AvI che? agara bIje kyAMya dAva lAge e che? enI tapAsa karyA karate hate. gAmamAM keTalIya strIone phasAvIne eNe zIyaLa khaMDana karyuM hatuM. ghaNI strIone e herAna karavA lAgyA paNa keI navAba sudhI A vAta poMcADatuM nathI. eka vakhata gAmamAM eka luvANAnA dIkarAnuM na thayuM. navI vahu paraNIne AvI. phojadArane A vAtanI khabara paDI eTale phejadAre ene ghera ekarAne kahevaDAvyuM ke huM rAtanA tAre ghera AvavAno chuM. mATe tuM gharamAM rahete nahi, ane gharamAM rahIza te tArA bAra vAgI jaze. lavANAnI patnI kSatriyANa jevI zUravIra hatI. ene A vAtanI khabara na hatI. rAta paDI eTale eno pati bahAra javA taiyAra thayo, tyAre enI patnI pUche che nAtha ! kyAM jAo che? tyAre enA patie badhI vAta karI eTale strI kahe che A zuM? pati kahe che. A gAmamAM enuM ja rAjaya cAle che, eTale ApaNAthI hA ke nA kaMI bolAya ja nahi. belIe te mArI ja nAMkhe. zIyaLa sAcavavA karatI prabhune prArthanA - patnI kahe che ke te zuM tamAre mAruM zIyaLa bhaMgAvavuM che? pati kahe che huM zuM karuM ? huM zuM karuM eTale zuM? tamane zarama nathI AvatI? je tamArAmAM ATalI paNa zakti na hatI to marada banIne mAre hAtha pakaDavA zA mATe AvyA hatA? zuM tame cUDIo paherI che? nahi javA dauM. ubhA

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zAhRA suvAsa 609 rahe ahIM. e duSTa Ave eTale ene kADhI mUkaje. pati kahe che emAM ApaNuM kaMI na cAle. tuM ene oLakhatI nathI. e mANasa nathI paNa rAkSasa che. have ene AvavAno samaya tha che mATe mane javA de, nahitara e mane ahIM ne ahIM ja pUruM karI nAMkhaze ne tAre cuDe bhAMgavAno vakhata Avaze. ema kahIne e to cAle gaye ne bAI ciMtAtura banIne bhagavAnane pitAnuM zIyaLa cekhuM rAkhavA prArthanA karavA lAgI. zIlane camatkAra - eTalAmAM pile viSayAMdha phojadAra AvI pahoMcyuM. A te zUra vIra ne dhIra hatI. atyAra sudhI je je strIonA zIyaLa lUMTayA tenA jevI Darapeka na hatI. je tenI sAme baLAtkAra karavA AvyA tevI siMhanI jema garjanA karIne nIDaratAthI belI-duSTa ! mArAthI dUra ubhe raheje. je mane aDIza te bALIne bhasma karI nAMkhIza. phejadAra thaIne prajAnuM rakSaNa karavAne badale tuM bhakSaNa karavA uThe che? tane jarA paNa zarama nathI AvatI? bAInI karaDI AMkha joIne phejadAra dhrujI uThaze. enI pAse javA ghaNuM ghaNAM prayatna karyo paNa e jaI zake nahi. enA paga pAchA paDayA ne bhayabhIta banIne cAlyA gaye. enA gayA pachI theDI vAre eno pati Avyo. ene badhI vAta karI ane kahyuM ke huM te prabhunI zraddhAthI majabUta banI te mAruM zIyaLa akhaMDita rahI gayuM paNa mArI keTalIya bahenone A pApIe zIyaLa lUMTayA haze! e duSTane kaI kahenAra nathI, paNa huM te ene barAbara batAvI daIza. enA patine kahe che cAla uThe, atyAre ne atyAre navAba pAse jaIne phariyAda karIe. gAmanI strIonA dU:kha maTADavA rAjAne karelI phariyAda :- ene pati kahe che tuM te bacI gaI che. have tAre javAnI zI jarUra che? tyAM gayA eTale marI gayA samaja. A strI kahe che tame te kAyara che besI rahe gharamAM. huM te A cAlI. e te krodhathI dhamadhamatI gharanI bahAra nIkaLIne cAlavA lAgI eTale ene pati paNa pAchaLa pAchaLa gaye. bAI navAbanA mahelanI bArI AgaLa AvIne je zerathI karUNa ravare rUdana karavA lAgI, tyAre daravAna deDate tyAM AvIne kahe che bahena! tame atyAre meTA avAje ahIM raDaze nahi. navAba sAheba uMda.mAMthI jAgI jaze, paNa A te sAMbhaLatI ja nathI. e te navAba sAhebanI uMghamAM khalela pADavA mATe ja AvI che, eTale karUNasvare chAtI phATa rUdana kare che. tenI AMkhamAMthI zrAvaNa-bhAdare vahI rahyo che. zAMta rAtri ane strIne karUNa kalpAMta, emAM haiyuM kaMpAvanAra ArtanAda, rAtrinA zAMta vAtAvaraNamAM badhe phelAI gaye. A sAMbhaLIne navAba jAgI gayA ne tapAsa karAvI ke ahIM keNa raDe che ? tapAsa karatAM khabara paDI ke koI duHkhI strI raDI rahI che. tarata ja navAbe ene upara bolAvIne pUchayuM ke bahena ! tuM kema raDe che? bAIe kahyuM sAheba ! tame jANIne zuM karavAnA che? A rAjya tamAruM kayAM cAle che? navAbe kahyuM, A rAjya mAruM nahi te zA. su. 39

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10 zAradA suvAsa konuM cAle che? bAIe navAbane spaSTa javAba ApI dIdhuM ke tamAruM nahi, phojadAranuM rAjya cAle che. navAbe kahyuM bahena ! tuM Ama zA mATe bele che? mane spaSTa vAta kahe. bAIe kahyuM-je tamAruM rAjya heta te A gAmanI bahena ane vahu dIkarIonI jita lUMTavAnuM enuM zuM gajuM hatuM ? e ene mana phAve tevA vartana karI zake khare? mArA phojadAre zuM karyuM? e te mane kahe. bAIe kahyuM huM haju navI paraNIne AvI chuM. e duSTa mAruM zIyaLa lUMTavA AvyuM hatuM. dharmanA pratApe huM bacI gaI chuM paNa meM sAMbhaLyuM che ke mArA jevI kaMIka strIone eNe satAvI che. A sAMbhaLIne navAba krodhathI dhamadhamI uThe. AMkhe ne moTuM lAlaghUma thaI gayuM. aho ! phojadAra ATale badhe julma gujAre che? meM prajApAlaka banIne zuM rakSaNa karyuM? huM keTaluM bhAna bhUlya ke mArI prajAnI A dazA thaI! rAjAe bAIne AzvAsana ApatAM kahyuM bahena ! mane Aja sudhI kaMI khabara na paDI. te ahIM AvIne mane jagADe ne mArA kartavyanuM bhAna karAvyuM. have samajI le ke enA julmane aMta AvyuM che. have tuM ciMtA na karIza. bahena ! tuM jA. huM enI khabara lauM chuM. ema kahIne bahenane ghera pahoMcADavA sipAIo sAthe mokalyA. A tarapha pradhAnane belAvIne navAbe hukama karyo ke tame hamaNAM ne hamaNAM phejadArane ghera jAo ne tene pakaDIne mArI pAse hAjara kare. jahAra AvyA eTale tene pUchyuM ke te ghaNI strIo upara baLAtkAra karyo che e vAta sAcI che ne? phejadAra zuM bele? enuM moTuM kALI zAhI jevuM thaI gayuM. navAba tarata samajI gaye. pradhAnane kahe che A haDakAyA kUtarAne ahIMthI laI jAo ne jelamAM pUrI de. ene Dabala mIThAnI rAba pIvaDAvajo ane kapaDAM utArI enA baraDA upara jorathI keraDAnA mAra mAro. kejadArane gunhAnI maLelI zikSA :- navAbasAhebane hakama thaye eTale jadArane jelamAM pUryA. tene Dabala mIThAnI rAba pIvaDAve che temaja roja eka laMgoTI rAkhIne zarIre keraDAnA mAra sananana nanana mAre che tyAre moTethI mA...e bApa re ! hAya..hAya... nahIM sahana hotA ema maTethI cIsa pADe che ne raDe che paNa ahIM enuM keNa sAMbhaLe ? enI keNu dayA khAya ? A te navAbasAhebane hukama che. enA pAlanamAM je kacAza rahe te jelaranA bAra vAgI jAya. Ama cha mahinA sajA thaI. pachI navAba jelamAM tapAsa karavA mATe AvyA. jelanA saLIyA pAchaLa durbaLakAya phejadAra TuTIyuM vALIne karUNa dazAmAM paDe che. ene belAvIne navAba jAte cAbakhAnA mAra mAravA lAgyA. khUba mAra mAryo eTale phejadAra karUNa AkraMda karate kahe che navAba sAheba! mApha kIjiye. meM mara gayA. sAheba ! phira kabhI meM esA nahIM karuM. khUba karagaryo eTale navAbe enI pAse pAke karAra karAvIne choDI mUkyuM. ATalI zikSA

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zAradA muvAsa 611 bhagavyA pachI pharajadAra sudharI gaye, pachI te kaI strInI sAme ucI AMkha karIne javAnuM bhUlI gaye. TUMkamAM vAsanAne gulAma banI viSayalaMpaTa bane te A dazA thaIne? gunhAnI zikSA A bhavamAM te bhogavavI paDI ne parabhavamAM te keNa jANe kevI zikSA bhogavavI paDaze! ATalA mATe viSayavAsanAne choDIne bhagavaMte brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavAnuM kahyuM che. brahmacarya e jIvananuM nUra che. kahInara che, brahmacaryathI manuSya mahAna zakti prApta kare che. jemakumAra brahmacArI hatA, ane tIrthakara banavAnA che eTale emanuM baLa ajoDa che. jemakumAranA hAsyane artha badhAe lagna karavAnI hA pADI ema mAnyuM tethI badhAne khUba AnaMda thaye. mAtA pitA kahe che hAza amAre lAMbA vakhatane mane ratha have pUrNa thaze. jemakumArane vivAhotsava joIne amArI AMkhene saphaLa banAvIzuM, pachI kRSNajIne kahyuM-vatsa! tamArA jevA dhuraMdhara ane nItijJa purUSa mATe kaI kArya kaThina nathI. tame kemakumAra pAsethI vivAhanI maMjurI meLavIne amArI sUkAtI AzAnI velane navapallavita banAvI che te badala tamane keTIzaH AzIrvAda ApIe chIe paNa ATalAthI tame ema na mAnazo ke mArA mAthethI bhAra utaryo, mArI javAbadArI pUrI thaI je rIte tame kemakumAra pAsethI lagnanI saMmati meLavavAnuM kArya karyuM che te ja rIte tene regya kanyA zedhIne tenuM lagna karavAnuM kArya tamArA mAthe ja che. samudravijaya rAjA ane zIvAdevI rANInuM kathana sAMbhaLIne kRSNa vAsudeve hasIne kahyuM-pUjya kAkA-kAkI ! ApanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA mATe huM sadaiva taiyAra chuM. huM ApanI AjJAnuM pAlana karIza. ema kahIne baMnenA AzIrvAda meLavIne kRSNa pitAnA mahele gayA, have teo nemakumAra mATe kaI kanyA pasaMda karaze ne zuM banaze te avasare kahevAze. caritra:- jinasenA rANInI vAta sAMbhaLIne pradhAnane lAgyuM ke vAta to sAcI ja che ne? e paNa game tene te ya rAjAnI rANI che. vadhu nahi te eka vakhata paNa rANIe kahevA te AvavuM ja joIe ne? ke mArA dIkarAnA lagna che. tame baMne Ave. vagara belAve te thoDA Ave? eTale pradhAna Adi badhA ratnAvatI pAse AvyA ne jinasenA rANI ane jinasenakumArane manAvavA mATe javAnuM kahyuM, tyAre abhimAnathI bharelI ratnAvatI kahe che zuM huM ene belAvavA jAuM? tame gayA te e chuM hatuM te huM jauM ? sAMbhaLe, pradhAnajI! huM te meTI paTTarANuM ane rAjAnI mAnItI rANuM chuM ne e te aNamAnItI rANI che. ene rAjAe mahelamAMthI kADhI mUkI che. enuM kaMI mAna nathI, evI jinasenane manAvavA huM jAuM ? huM paTTarANI thaIne enA caraNamAM namuM? A te kema bane? tyAre pradhAne kahyuM rANIjI! tamAre ghera lagna che eTale garaja tamAre che. tamArA dIkarAnA lagnanuM kAma ukelavuM hoya te jAe, nahIMtara ame te A beThA. tame jinasenane bolAvI lAvaze

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zAradA suvAsa te ja ame badhA jaIzuM. have zuM thAya? ratnAvatIne javuM ja paDe ne? ghaNuM javuM nathI paNa na chUTake garaje javuM paDayuM. ranavatI bagIcAmAM AvIne jinasenAnA caraNamAM mastaka mUkIne kahe che moTA bahena! ApaNA kuMvara rAmasenanA lagna che te prasaMge huM Apane AmaMtraNa devA mATe AvI chuM. te Apa ane jinasenakumAra baMne padhAre! meTA bahena! tame te guNanA bhaMDAra che, vaDIla che. huM nAnI chuM, mArAmAM ghaNuM avaguNa che. Apa mArA avaguNa sAmuM nahi jotAM jahadI padhAro ane lagnanI zobhAmAM abhivRddhi kare. Apane AvyA vinA cAlaze ja nahi. mahela vigere badhuM tamAruM che. cale bahena mahalA mAI, kheMcanameM nahi sAra, bairyavata he tuma bhArI, vipada sahi apAra, bahena ! tame bahu kaSTa sahana karyA che. tame garbhavatA hatA ne rAjAe jaMgalamAM melI dIdhA che. tamArI dhIrajane pAra nathI. meTIbahena ! tame have jaldI padhAre. A samaye jinasenA rANI kahe che bahena ! tAro Agraha khUba che paNa mane patie A bagIcAmAM mokalI che. ATalA varSo vItI gayA paNa kadI mArI khabara lIdhI nathI, mATe emanI AjJA vinA huM mahelamAM nahi AvuM. jevI rIte mahArAjAe mane vagaDAmAM ekalI che tevI rIte mane mahelamAM belAvaze te ja huM AvIza. te sivAya huM mahelamAM nahi AvuM paNa jinasenakumAranI marajI hoya te tame tene khuzIthI laI jAo. temAM mArI bIlakula na nathI. ranavatI kahe che meTI bahena ! tame AvyA hatA te mArA mAthe bhAra na raheta. tame beThA mane zuM ciMtA hoya ! tame AvavAnI nA pADe che. tethI mane khUba dukha thAya che. juo, beTA mANasone kevuM mIThuM mIThuM belatAM AvaDe che! jinasenakumArane kahyuM beTA jinasena ! tuM jaladI taiyAra thaI jA. tArA bhAInA lagnamAM tAre AgevAna banIne javAnuM che, have jinasenakumAra rAmasenakumAranI jAnamAM jaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. (tA. 24mIne saMgha darzana yAtrAmAM javAnuM hovAthI vyAkhyAna baMdha che) vyAkhyAna naM. 65 bhAdaravA vada 10 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 26-9-8 * sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMtajJAnI, lekya prakAzaka, zAsanapati, tIrthakara bhagavatee jagatanA jIvonA uddhAra mATe siddhAMta vANInI prarUpaNuM karI. jene bhagavAnanI vANI upara zraddhA thAya tenA anaMta janmanA karmonA kacarA sApha thaI jAya,

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zAradA suvAsa 13 tame jANe che ne ke jema pahADamAMthI pANIne dhedha paDe che tyAre moTA mekA majabUta paththarene paNa toDI nAMkhe che tema vItarAga prabhunI vANInA dhamAM paNa evI zakti rahelI che ke te anaMta janmanA karmanA majabUta pahADane paNa teDI nAMkhe che paNa temAM zraddhA hevI joIe. ghaNI vAra evuM bane che ke ghaNuM ja upAzraye Ave, dharmArAdhanA kare paNa enA aMtaramAM zraddhA hatI nathI. ThIka, jaina kuLamAM janmyA chIe eTale karavuM joIe. nahi karuM te mane kaI kaMI kaheze ke A te nAstika che. jyAre kaMIka che hRdayanA umaLakAthI dharma kare che ke A uttama manuSya bhava maLe che te jeTalI bane teTalI dharma ArAdhanA karI laIe. A avasara pharIne nahi maLe. bhagavAnanI vANuM satya ane niHzaMka che evI zraddhApUrvaka bhAvanA uchALAthI dharmakriyAo kare che tenA karmanI bhekhaDo tUTI jAya che. dharmakiyA te baMnee karI paNa eke karavI paDe eTale zraddhA rahita karI ane bIjAe manuSya bhava pAmIne dharmArAdhanA karavI joIe ema jinezvara devanA vacana upara zraddhA rAkhIne karI. temAM je zraddhA rahita kare che ene puNya baMdhAya che paNa enA karmanI nirjarA thatI nathI, jyAre zraddhA sahita karanArane karmanI nirjarA thAya che, mATe dharmakriyA kare te zraddhApUrvaka kare. ApaNuM cAlu adhikAramAM nemakumAranI vAta cAle che. jemakumAra bhAvimAM tIrthakara banavAnA che. temane paraNavAnI bIlakula IcchA nathI paNa saheja hasyA temAM bhAbhIoe te barAbara cokaThuM besADI dIdhuM, tyAre nemakumAre vicAra karyo ke mane te paraNavAnA bIlakula bhAva nathI paNa A bhAbhIoe te pAyA vinAnI bhIMta caNI che. je thAya te thavA do. ema samajIne mauna rahyA. A tarapha samudravijaya rAjA kRSNane kahe che beTA ! tamAre namakumArane yogya kanyA zodhIne tenA dhAmadhUmathI lagna karavAnA che. jemakumAra paraNe ane gharamAM rUmajhama karatI vahu Ave, ene AnaMda karate joIe tyAre amArI AzA pUrI thAya. kRSNajIe kahyuM kAkA-kAkI ! tame enI ciMtA na kare. e badhuM kArya he pUruM karIza. kRSNa ane te e AnaMda thaye ke huM nirbhaya banIza. mArA bhAIne huM paraNAvIza eTale kAkA-kAkI paNa mArA upara prasanna raheze ne bIjuM e paraNaze eTale badhA mAne che ke kemakumAra kRSNajIthI vadhu baLavAna che paNa lagna karaze eTale baLa ochuM ze, pachI mane enA taraphathI bIlakula Dara nahi rahe nemakumAranuM baLa joIne kRSNa vAsudevane e Dara lAge hato ke jemakumAra kadAca bhaviSyamAM mAruM rAjya laI leze te ? paNa nemakumArane te keI Dara na hatI kAraNa ke emane rAjya Adi para vastunI mamatA nathI. e te svabhAvamAM ramaNatA karI rahyA che, tethI temane bhaya nathI. bhaya kayAM che te jANe che ne ? paragharamAM sAmAyika e svagharamAM sthira thavAne IlAja che paNa A IlAjane upaga haju karyo nathI. vibhAvamAM paDIne jayAM ne tyAM phAMphA mArI rahyA che. svabhAva e vaghara che ne vibhAva e paraghara che. paragharamAM anaMte kALa kADho. have svagharamAM AvavAnI keziSa

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14 zAradA suvAsa kare. bhagavAnanI vANIne eka paNa akSara je rUcI jaze te AtmAne AnaMda meLavI zakaze, bAkI saMsAramAM svArtha sadhAya tyAM sudhI sagapaNa che. vArtha pUro thAya eTale koNa mAtA ane keNa putra ! ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. " eka gAmamAM khUba suMdara hoTala hatI. helamAM jAtajAtanI vAnagIo banatI hatI. ghaNuM mANasane evI Adata hoya che ke ghera patnI game teTalI sArI sArI cI karIne jamADe te paNa enA patine saMtoSa na thAya. e hoTalamAM jaIne kaMI ne kaMI khAI Ave pachI ja ema lAge ke kaMIka khAdhuM, ema A hoTalamAM paNa jIbhane svAdanA rasIyAo khAvA mATe AvatA hatA. eka divasa eka yugala hoTalanI bArI AgaLanI pahelI ja khurazImAM besIne ThaThThA mazkarI karatAM garamAgarama nAstA khAI rahyA hatA ne A lAve, te lA uparAuparI maMgAvatA hatA ane emanI mAMgaNI pramANe badhuM hAjara thatuM hatuM. tyAM eka vRddha DezImAM AvIne raDatI raDatI kahe che mA....bApa ! traNa traNa divasanI bhUkhI chuM. peTamAM asahRA pIDA upaDI che. eka baTakuM Apo te peTanI Aga bUjhAvuM. DezInA hAtha paga dhrujatA hatA, AMkhe aMdhArA AvatA hatA. eNe be traNa vakhata mAMgaNuM karI tyAre pelA yugalane khUba ja Ave, kAraNa ke emanA AnaMdamAM ke DakhalagIrI kare te temane pisAya tevuM na hatuM. e daMpatie DezI sAme joyuM. baMnenI najara eka thaI eTale koi vadhe, tethI yuvAna chokare garamAgarama cA pItuM hatuM te cAne bhale kapa DozImAnA moDhA upara pheMkayo, ane enI patnI eka DIsamAM garamAgarama bhajIyA khAI rahI hatI. teNe bhajIyAnI DIsa tenA upara chUTI pheMkI. DezImAnA meDhA upara garama cA paDavAthI dAjhI gayA ne kALI baLatarA uThI, ane DIsa kapALamAM vAgavAthI ghA paDe temAMthI lehInI dhAra thaI mAjInI dayA khAte dayALu yuvAna :- traNa divasanA bhUkhyA DozImA bebhAna thaIne rastA upara paDI gayA ne pelA pati-patnI te hoTalanuM bIla cUkavI gADImAM besIne 2vAnA thaI gayA. A samaye eka dayALu yuvAna tyAMthI nIkaLyA. eNe A dazya najare joyuM. enuM dila karUNAthI dravI uThayuM. aho ! A saMsAra ke svArthane bharele che ! jayAM juo tyAM paisAnA mAna che. jayAM paise che tyAM sau Adara satkAra kare che. AvA dIna duHkhInA sAmuM jenAra keNa che? kharI rIte te duHkhInI sevA karavI joIe. sukhI mANasanI pAse badhuM che. duHkhInI pAse kaMI nathI. dukhInI sevA e sAcI sevA che. Ama vicAra karIne yuvAna pelA bebhAna ane lehI luhANa banI gayelA mAjIne uMcakIne davAkhAnAmAM laI gaye. DokaTare tenA ghA sApha pharI pATe bAM, ane davA vigere ApyuM tethI te bhAnamAM AvyA ane khUba raDavA lAgyA tenuM karUNa rUdana joIne yuvAnane dayA AvI. tene cA, dUdha vigere ApyuM ne pUchayuM-mA ! tamAruM ghara kayAM che ? huM tamane mUkI jA beTA! mAre

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zAradA suvAsa ghara ja nathI. nIce dharatI ane upara Abha che. bahu bahu pUchyuM tyAre mAjIe pitAnI karUNa kahANI kahevA mAMDI. mArA lagna nAnI umaramAM thayA hatA. mAre eka dIkare che. tenuM nAma kalapeza hatuM paNa lADamAM kalapa kahIne bolAvatAM. kalapa deDha varSane thaye tyAM tene pitAjI gujarI gayA, pachI huM ne mAre kalapa be ja rahyA. pAse paise na hatuM eTale keI amAruM sa nA thayuM. mAre bhAI ghaNo sukhI hato teNe mane pitAne ghera AvavAnuM kahyuM paNa gharamAM bhAbhI vaghaNa jevI hatI, eTale huM tyAM na gaI paNa bhAI chAnI rIte mane madada karate hatuM, temaja mahenata majurI karIne kalapane ucheravA lAgI. kalpeza meTo thatAM tene skUle bhaNavA besADa. mAre kalapeza khUba hoMziyAra hatA. te kAyama prathama naMbare pAsa thate. te mArI AjJA virUddha kaI kAma karatuM na hatuM, eTale AvA duHkhamAM paNa AnaMda hatA ke kAle mAre kapeza mATe thaze ne mArA duHkhanA divase cAlyA jaze. e AzAmAM huM jIvatI hatI. ema karatAM kalpeza meTrIkamAM sArA naMbare pAsa thaye, eTale meM kahyuM ke beTA ! have tuM kaMIka karI kara. have mArAthI kAma thatuM nathI. duHkha ane bhUkhamAM huM marI gaI chuM. kapezane AgaLa bhaNavAnI khUba IcchA hatI paNa meM nA pADI eTale eNe bhaNavAne vicAra mAMDI vALe, paNa kalpeza khUba hoMziyAra eTale zikSako paNa mane kahevA AvyA ke kalapezane bhaNa. enI phI ane pustakanI sagavaDa ame karI ApIzuM. ane paNa bhaNavAnI khUba hoMza hatI eTale meM ene duHkha veThIne bhaNAvyuM. te bI. kema. pAsa thaI gayo. amArA bhAgya-vege ene beMkamAM sArI nokarI maLI gaI eTale mane thayuM ke hAza. have mAruM badhuM duHkha gayuM, ane dIkarAe kahyuM-bA ! have tuM kAma na karIza. enA pagAramAMthI ame AnaMdathI khAtA hatA. dhIme dhIme ene pagAra vadhate gaye. eTale karakasara karIne eka nAnakaDuM ghara lIdhuM. gharamAM vastuo vasAvI. amArI sthiti sudharI eTale sArA gharanA kaheNa AvavA lAgyA. huM ene mATe sArI, suzIla ane saMskArI kanyAnI zodhamAM hatI paNa dIkarA! mArA bhAvimAM zuM lakhyuM tenI mane kyAM khabara hatI! kalapezanI sAthe beMkamAM eka pArasInI chokarI nokarI karatI hatI. tenA premamAM paDe ane eka divasa eNe enI sAthe lavamereja karI lIdhA ane kanyAne laIne gharamAM A. meM kahyuM beTA ! A kezu kahe tArI vahu, meM kahyuM kalApa! tane A zuM sUjhayuM? ApaNe jaina chIe. sArA gharanI suzIla kanyA sAthe paraNAvavAnA mane keDa hatA ne teM A zuM karyuM? ApaNu gharamAM pArasInI karI zebhe ? ghaNuM kahyuM paNa pachI zuM thAya? aMte meM ene kahyuM beTA! te maTI bhUla karI che paNa eTaluM dhyAna rAkhaje ke tuM zAkAhArI raheje. kadI abhakSa khAte nahi, A jainanuM kheLIyuM abhaDAvate nahi. zarUAtamAM te te kaMI belate

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616 zAradA suvAsa nahi paNa dhIme dhIme cha mahinA thatAM gharamAM mAchalI AvavA lAgI. enI vAnagIo banavA lAgI atyAra sudhI mAre kalapa kaMdamULa khAtuM na hatuM paNa have enI patnInA saMge caDhIne navatara jIvana jIvavA lAgyuM. Aja sudhInA AcAra vicAra badhuM pAtALamAM cAlyuM gayuM. A joIne mAruM kALajuM kaMpI uThayuM eTale meM kahyuM beTA kalapa ! tane A badhuM zebhe che? jaina mAtA-pitAne saMskArI putra thaIne tuM A zuM karI rahyo chuM? zuM Aja sudhI meM ApelA saMskAra tuM bhUlI gayo? beTA ! jarA vicAra te kara. A tane zebhe che! mane te tAruM vartana bIlakula gamatuM nathI chatAM badhuM nabhAva lauM chuM, paNa A te mArAthI sahana nahi ja thAya. mArA gharamAM mAchalI, IDA te nahi AvavA dauM. meM ATaluM kahyuM eTale dIkare uchaLIne kahe che DozI ! bakabaka karatI baMdha thA. tArI kaTakaTa amArAthI sahana thatI nathI. je tArAthI sahana na thAya te cAlI jA ahIMthI. ema kahIne mane dhakko mArIne gharamAMthI kADhI mUkI. huM majurI karIne peTa bharatI, athavA koI dayALu mane ApatA, paNa traNa divasathI mane khUba tAva AvatuM hatuM tethI kAma na karI zakI ne karmodaye mane keIe ApyuM nahi. bhUkha ane duHkhanI mArI haTala pAse AvIne meM bhIkha mAMgI. AMkhe aMdhArA AvavAthI meM temane oLakhyA nahi. e mArA dIkarA vahu hatA. ATaluM bolatAM mAjInI AMkhamAM AMsu bharAI gayA ne gabharAmaNa thavA lAgI. bhalabhalA kaThera hadayanA mAnavInA kALajAne kaMpAvI de evI vRddha DezImAnI karuNa kahAnI sAMbhaLIne yuvAna paNa raDI paDe. mAjI DI vAre svastha thaIne kahe che beTA ! tuM raDIza nahi, emAM kaIne doSa nathI. deSa mAtra mArA karmane che. yuvAne kahyuM-mADI! mane tamArA dIkarAnuM saranAmuM te Apa. beTA! e pApI dIkarAne maLIne tuM zuM karIza? huM ene mAtAnI sevA karavAne pATha bhaNAvIza. beTA ! meM ene ghaNuM pATha bhaNAvyA che paNa have enI koI asara rahI nathI, mATe enI pAse javuM nathI. huM tane saranAmuM nahi ApuM. kahevata che ne ke "bhayane mAryo bhaya ja dekhe, mADInA manamAM thayuM ke chokare kara banI gayA che. enA dilamAM dayAne chAMTe rahyo nathI, ane A yuvAna jaIne ene kaMI samajAve te zaramane mAryo mane ghera laI jaze paNa pachI mane gharamAM ubhI saLagAvI mUkaze, mATe mAre ghera javuM nathI. yuvAna samajI gaye ke A mAjI enA chokarAthI phaphaDe che. te have huM ene mATe bIjI goThavaNa karuM. ema vicAra karIne kahe che mAjI ! tame be divasa ahIM rahejo, huM badhuM laIne AvuM chuM. yuvAna pitAnA ghera jaIne enI patnIne kahe che ke tArI mAtA nAnapaNamAM gujarI gaI che ne mArI mAtA paNa bALapaNamAM gujarI gaI che. ApaNe baMne mA vinAnA chIe. tuM kahe te baMnene mA maLe tevA eka duHkhIyArA mAjI che tene lAvuM. enI

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za.radA suvAsa 17 badhI kahAnI patnIne kahI. patnI kahe che nAtha ! mAjIne laI Ave. ApaNane khaMnene mAtAnA prema maLaze ne enuM duHkha TaLaze. AthI yuvAna savAramAM gADI laine levA gayA, tyAre mADInA manamAM rAtre ema thayu ke mane DokaTara kAle rajA ApavAnuM kahe che te huM kayAM jaIza ? pelA yuvAna mArA dIkarAne ghera laI jAya teA mAre javuM nathI. AthI te mADI hAspitAlamAMthI vahelI savAre nIkaLI dUra vagaDAmAM cAlyA gayA. cAra divasanA bhUkhyA hatA ne putranA AvA vartanano AghAta hatA eTale cakkara AvatA paDI gayA. paDatAnI sAthe namo arihaMtANu khelatAM prANa pa Mkheru uDI gayuM. eNe koInI sAthe vera na rAkhyu samAdhi bhAve mRtyu pAmyA. A tarapha sevAbhAvI pati ane patnIne mAtA Avaze tene Ana che. ghera enA mATe badhI taiyArI karI mAjIne levA gayA. tyAM khabara paDI ke mAjI cAlyA gayA che. badhe zeAdha karI paNa patto na paDyA. chevaTamAM ane mANasA khUba raDacA ne vicAra karavA lAgyA ke jeNe janma dIdhA te ja dIkaro zatru banyA ne mAtAne kALA pANIe kADhI. kevA svAthI lAsa'sAra ! kRSNa vAsudeva nemakumAra mATe kevI kanyA yeAgya che tenA vicAra karavA lAgyA. A mATe temaNe potAnA kuTuMbanA mukhya mukhya strI purUSonI eka sabhA bharIne badhAnI samakSa rajUAta karI ke temakumAra mATe kaI kanyA cagya che? jene je kanyA dhyAnamAM DAya te khuzIthI mane kahI zake che. A samaye kRSNajInI AThe ATha paTTarANIe tyAM hAjara hatI. temaNe kahyuM-svAmInAtha ! mArA lADakA diyarane mATe huM eka kanyA batAvu ? kRSNujIe kahyuM khuzIthI batAve, tyAre satyabhAmAe kahyu' batAvu' teA kharI paNa koInA manamAM ema nahi thAya ne ke jamaNeA hAtha tA mAM bhaNI ja vaLe ne ! kRSNujIe kahyu' satyabhAmA ! tamAre evuM mAnavAnI jarUra nathI, kAraNa ke je mANusa kanyA batAvavA Ave che te khAsa karIne tA peAtAnA pakSanA mANasAne ja oLakhe che te khIjAne kayAMthI eLakhe ? ATalA badhAmAMthI je kAi kanyA batAvaze te peAtAnA pakSanI ja matAvaze. jo tamArI mAphka badhA AvA vicAra karaze te mane naimakumAra mATe kanyA kANu khatAvaze? satyabhAmAe kahyu' te marI nAnI bahena rAjematI mArA mAnavA pramANe badhI rIte diyarajIne cegya che. A sAMbhaLIne sabhAmAM beThelA zIvAdevI rANI, devakIjI, rUkSmaNI Adi paTTarANIe vigere ekI avAje eTalI uThayA ke satyabhAmAnI vAta sAcI che. rAjematI dareka rIte temakumArane cagya che. eka te enu' rUpa, saudaya' ajoDa che ane dareka guNu lakSa sa'panna che. enI jeTalI praza'sA karIe teTalI echI che. dareke sarvAnumate rAjematIne pasaMda karI kRSNajIe vicAra karyAM ahI' teA madhAe rAjaimatIne pasaMda karI ke te naimakumArane mATe cAgya che paNa have rAjematIne nemakumAra game che ke nahi agara ugrasena rAjA A vAtamAM samata che ke nahi e ApaNe jovAnuM rahe che, jyAM sudhI ugrasena rAjA ane rAjematI A bAbatamAM saMmata na thAya tyAM sudhI ApaNe badhAe je pasaMdagI karI

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18 zAradA suvAsa te vyartha che. jo ke evuM kaMI banaze nahi chatAM temane tyAM rAjetInuM mAMgukarIe. ema nakkI karyuM, have rAjematInuM mAMgu karavA mATe keNa jaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze caritra -jinasenA rANI e kahyuM jinasenakumAra Ave te laI jAo. mArI AjJA che eTale ranavatI kahe che beTA jinasena ! tuM cAla. je na Ave te A tArI mAtAnA segana che. jinasenakumAre kahyuM-mAtA ! segana zA mATe khAya che? mAre mana te jinasenA mAtA ane vanavatI mAtA baMne sarakhA che. cAle, huM taiyAra chuM. tarata ja jinasenakumAra taiyAra thaI gaye. ene laIne ratnAvatI mahela tarapha javA taiyAra thaI le kuMvara ke mahala AI, bajA harSa kA Dhela, barAta kI karI taiyArI, he rahI harSa hillola. rastavatI jinasena kumArane laIne mahelamAM AvI, eTale enA mAnamAM Dhola nagArA khUba vagADyA ne saune AnaMda thaye ke janasenakumAra AvyA. have jaldI jAnanI taiyArI kare. jorazedarathI jAnanI taiyArI thavA lAgI. jinasenakumAre badhuM kArya saMbhALI lIdhuM hAthI, ghoDA, ratha, badhuM zaNagAravAne hukama karyo, eTale mANase kAme lAgI gayA, ane nagaranA mukhya mukhya mANasane AmaMtraNa ApyuM. rAjAone paNa AmaMtraNa ApyuM eTale sArA vastrAlaMkAre sajIne rAjA ane prajAjano sau AvavA lAgyA. jinasenakumAra darekanuM premathI svAgata karavA lAgyA. tene vinaya, viveka ane buddhi joIne AvanAra rAjAo ane prajAjane badhA khuza thayA ke zuM jinasenakumAranA guNa che ! zuM enI buddhi ane parAkrama che ! kharI rIte te Ane paraNAva joIe. ravAnA thayelI jAna - zubha muhurta joIne kaMcanapurathI jAna ravAnA thaI. saunA dilamAM harSanI choLo uchaLe che. vacamAM paDAva nAMkhatA jAna AgekUca karI rahI che. jAna cAlatAM cAlatAM caMpApuranA pAdaramAM AvI tyAM tabu tANya pradhAna jinasenakumArane kahe che A caMpApuranA mAdhavasiMha rAjA ApanA pitAjInA khAsa mitra thAya che mATe temane maLavA tamAre javuM joIe. pAdaramAM AvIne maLyA vinA jaIzuM to emane kharAba lAgaze eTale jinasenakumAre kahyuM te ApaNe jaIe. jinasekumAra pradhAnajIne sAthe laIne caMpApuranA rAjamahelamAM gayA ane mAdhavasiMha rAjAne praNAma karIne kuzaLa samAcAra pUchyA. pachI kahyuM he kAkA ! huM tamAro dIkaro chuM. Apane pahelAthI AmaMtraNa ApavAnuM bhUlI gaye chuM. e mArI bhUlanI pahelA ja mAphI mAMgI lau chuM, atyAre mArA bApujI hAjara nathI te Apa jAnamAM padhArIne zobhAmAM abhivRddhi kare. ApanA jevA vaDIla sAthe hoya te amArA jevA chekarAone ciMtA nahi, ane ApanA jevA vaDIlethI robhA vadhe. jinasena kumAranuM rUpa, teja, eno vinaya, viveka, caturAI A badhuM joIne mAdhavasiMha rAjA vicAra

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zAradA suvAsa 19 karavA lAgyA ke A kumAra mArI dIkarI caMpakamAlAne badhI rIte cagya che. je rANI ane kuMvarIne pasaMda paDI jAya te AnA jevuM uttama zuM ? A vara zedhavA jaIzuM te paNa maLavAno nathI. Ama vicAra karIne mAdhavasiMha mahArAjA kahe che he jinasenakumAra! tamAre je mane jAnamAM laI javuM hoya te tame mArA AmaMtraNane svIkAra kare pachI huM AvIza. jinasena kumAre pUchayuM bele, ApanI zuM icachA che? te kahe che ke Aje jAnane mAre tyAM jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa svIkAre. jinasene kahyuM amAre vijayapura pahoMcavAnuM che mATe atyAre nahIM vaLatA AvIzuM, paNa mAdhavasiMha rAjAe khUba Agraha karyo eTale AmaMtraNane svIkAra karavo paDe. mAdhavasiMha rAjAe jAnane jamADavA mATe jAta jAtanA ane bhAtabhAtanA miSTAne banAvyA, pharasANa, zAka, rAyatA vigere banAvyA. je je mana nA thaI jAya. (hasAhasa) jananuM svAgata karIne caMpApuramAM lAgyA. rAjAne harSa samAtuM nathI. nagarajane paNa jinasenakumArane joIne kahe che ke kharekhara A kuMvara ApaNI kuMvarIne yogya che. A hAla cAlIne jamAIrAja gharaAMgaNe AvyA che. A tarapha mAdhavasiha ra jAnI rANuM ane kuMvarIne khabara paDI ke A jAnamAM eka kumAra Ave che te rUpa ane guNano bhaMDAra che. enI vANI te jANe amRta jevI mIThI che, ne sAgara je gaMbhIra che. enuM rUpa te jANe bIje kAmadeva joI le. A samAcAra sAMbhaLI A rAjAnI kuMvarI caMpakamAlAne e kumAra jevAnuM mana thayuM. caMpakamAlA paNa rU5, guNa ane sarva prakAranI kaLAomAM pravINa hatI. dharmanI paNa khUba anurAgI hatI. jinasenanI karelI mAMgaNuM - caMpakamAlAe kaI paNa yuktithI dAsI dvArA jinasenane pitAnA mahele lAvIne barAbara joI lIdhe, ane nakkI karyuM ke A purUSa barAbara mane egya che. teNe nizcaya karyo ke paraNuM te jinasenakumAra sAthe ja. bAkI duniyAnA sarva purUSe mArA mATe bhAI ane bApa samAna che. A vAta dAsIe rANIne jaNAvI, eTale rANIe rAjAne bolAvIne kahyuM svAmInAtha ! A jamAI gotavA jaIzuM te nahi maLe. A kuMvarInA bhAgye ghera beThA gaMgA AvI che te avasara cUkaze nahi. ApaNI caMpakamAlAne jinasenakumAra sAthe paraNAvI daIe. AthI rAjAne khUba AnaMda tha ane jinasenakumArane khAnagImAM pitAnI IcchA jaNAvI paNa jinasenakumAre kahyuM hamaNAM te mArA bhAInAM lagnamAM jAuM chuM. mAdhavasiMha rAjAe kahyuM paNa emAM tamane zuM vadhe che? A jAna jamavA AvI che. lagna je ja jamaNavAra karyo che. badhuM kAma patI jaze paNa jinasenakumAre kahyuM mArI IcchA nathI paNa tamAre atyaMta Agraha che te vaLatA jaIzuM. mAdhavasiMha rAjAe vacanathI bAMdhI lIdhe. khUba sArI rIte jAnane jamADI, Adara satkAra karI vidAya karI. have jAna vijayapuranA pAdaramAM pahoMcaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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20 zAradA suvAsa (Aje mahAna tapasvI sva. pU. gurUdeva lAkhaca'drajI mahArAjasAhebanI puNyatithi che. pU. mahAsatIjIe temanA ugra tapa ane cAritranuM suMdara varNana karyu hatu, je sAMbhaLatA sonA mastaka namI gayA hatA ke dhanya che AvA mahAna cAritravAna sa MtAne ! gurUguNanu smaraNu karI saune paccakhANa karAvyA hatA.) vyAkhyAna na.-66 tA. 27-9-78 bhAdaravA vada 11 ne budhavAra sujJa ma dhuA, suzIla mAtA ne bahenA ! anaMtajJAnI bhagavate bhavya jIvAne upadeza ApatAM samajAve che ke manuSyabhavanI prApti thavI mahAna durlabha che, paNa dula bha evu mAnavajIvana tamane maLI gayu'. have sAcu' mAnavajIvana kone kahevAya te samajavAnI jarUra che. khAvu, pIvu, haravuM, pharavu', jiMdagI TakAvavI, dhana meLavavu' te sAcuM mAnavajIvana nathI, paraMtu je jIvana doSo, vikArothI rahita thaIne jIvAya te vAstavika mAnavajIvana che. pazu pakSInI jema mAtra jiMdagI pasAra karavI te zuM vAstavika mAnavajIvana kahevAya ? je vikArA sAthe jhaghaDIne jIve che te ja vyaktinuM jIvana sAcu jIvana che. je siMhanI jema nIDaratAthI garjanA karatA anyAya, asatoSa, anAcAra ane bhraSTAcAra sAthe laDatA jhaghaDatA AgaLa vadhe che. du:kha, asa MtoSa, kaleza, kaSAya vigere pApe ne haThAvIne nizcitapaNe AgaLa vadhe che te ja sAcuM jIvana che. vikArA ane vAsanAe sAthe jhajhumavu... tenu nAma sAcI jiM'DhagI. vikArAnA ane vAsanAone dhumADo phelAvIne seA varSoM sudhI jIvavA karatAM kSaNanu paNa dIpakanI jema prakAza pAtharatuM jIvana jIvavuM vadhu sAru che. jIvana jIvavAnI kalAthI ajANu evA mANasane jyAre mAnavajIvana rUpI gADI maLI jAya che tyAre te bIjAnA jIvanane kacaDatA peAtAnA jIvananI gADIne khagADI mUktA AgaLa vadhavAnA prayatna kare che. AvA mANusane pApakarmarUpI sipAio pakaDI le che ane tenu' mAnavajIvana rUpI gADI calAvavAnuM lAyasansa chInavI levAmAM Ave che. jemane mAnavajIvananI kiMmata samajaNI che evA naimakumArane paraNavAnI khIlakula IcchA nathI paNa sheja hasyA temAM nakkI karI lIdhuM ke tema mAnyA. pachI emane mATe kai kanyA cegya che te vicAraNA karatA badhAe kahyuM ke temakumAra mATe ugrasena rAjAnI putrI rAjemanI sa rIte cegya che. ApaNane badhAne rAjematI pasaMda che. have rAjematIne tathA ugrasena rAjAne nemakumAra pasaMda che ke nahi te jovAnu che. kRSNajIe samudravijaya rAjA ane zIvAdevI rANIne kahyuM. pUjya kAkA kAkI! have mArA bhAi ariSTanemi kumAranA vivAhamAM vilaMba karavA e ThIka nathI kAraNa ke enI teA lagna karavAnI icchA nathI. e teA anAsakta

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zAradA suvAsa dI cAMgI jevA che. kayAre pAchuM enuM mana pharI jAya te kahevAya nahi, kAraNa ke tenA bhAbhIee ghaNA prayatne nakkI karyu che tethI jaldI ugrasena rAjA pAse jaIne rAjematInuM mAMgu karIe. samudravijaya rAjAe kahyu ke ApaNA pradhAnane tyAM mAkalI daIe. kRSNujIe kahyu kAkA! A kAma mATe pradhAnane mAkalavAnI jarUra nathI. huM jAte ja jaIza. samudravijaya rAjA kahe che beTA ! tu traNa khaMDano adhipati AvA moTA mANusa jAya te ThIka nahiM. ApaNe bIjAne mekalIe. nA, kAkA! huM ja jaiza. keTaleA bhAi pratye prema che! pahelAnA samayamAM bhAi pratyenA prema kevA hatA te mATe eka aitihAsika dAkhalA che. sthAnezvaramAM prabhAkaravadhana nAme rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. emane rAjayavardhana ane hu varSoMna nAme e rAjakumAra hatA. ba Mne putra rAjAne khUba vahAlA hatA. kha'ne vacce paraspara khUba prema hatA. baMne bhAione bhaNavA mATe ghaNe dUra dUra judA judA rAjagurU pAse bhaNavA mUkelA, kAraNa ke judI judI jagyAe bhaNe te khanene judA judA anubhava maLe ne? ane bhAIe bhaNavA mATe gayA che. A tarapha prabhAkaravardhana rAjA acAnaka bimAra paDayA, emane lAgyuM ke have vadhu jIvI zakIza nahi eTale baMne putrAne samAcAra mAkalAvI dIdhA. hevana najIka hatA eTale tene jaldI samAcAra maLI gayA, tethI te bhaNavAnuM choDIne jaldI pitAjInI mRtyuzaiyA pAse hAjara thai gayA, paNa rAjyavardhana tA enAthI ghaNA dUra hatA. ene samAcAra pahoMcyA nathI paNa havanane Avele| joIne rAjAne khUba satASa thayA. putrane pAse besADIne rAjAe tene keTalIka sUcanA ApI ane pradhAnamaDaLa AdinI vacce Tu vanane rAjagAdInA adhikArI tarIke jAhera karyAM, pachI bhagavAnanuM nAma letA emaNe ketu che|DayA. prabhAkaravardhana rAjA prajApremI ane nyAyI hatA, udAra dilanA hatA. atyAra sudhI prajAnuM khUba suMdara rIte pAlana karyu hatu, tethI temanA avasAnathI AkhA sthAnezvaramAM zekanI chAyA pharI vaLI. prajAjanA codhAra AMsue raDavA lAgyA. rAjA hAya ke prajA hAya paNa je mAnavI duniyAmAM kaMIka karIne jAya che tenI pAchaLa sau AMsu sAre che. kahevAya che ne ke jaba tuma Aye jagatameM, tuma rIte sama hasate, jAte samaya tuma hasate taba jaga rAte. jyAre bALaka janme che tyAre te raDe che paNa badhA hase che ane e janmIne sArA kAryoM karIne A duniyAmAMthI vidAya thAya che tyAre janAranuM mukha hasatuM hAya che ne jagata tenI pAchaLa raDatu hoya che, tema A prabhAkaravardhana rAjAnI pAchaLa AkhA nagaranI prajA kALA kalpAMta karavA lAgI. ahI hu vanakumArane rAjya maLyuM tenA harSI na hatA paNa pitAjInI vidAyathI enA haiyAmAM kAramA ghA paDayA hatA. temAM pitAjIe aMtima samaye ene rAjA tarIke jAhera karyAM enI vedanA pitAjInA AdhAtanA ghA upara mIThuM bhabharAve tevI hatI ke zuM bheTAbhAI rAjyavardhananA hakka upara

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622 zAradA suvAsa tarApa mArIne mAre rAjyane tAja pahere paDaze? mAre bhAI mATe ke rAjya meTuM? A vicAro tene satata satAvyA karatA hatA. prabhAkaravardhana rAjAne vidAya thayAne divase vItI gayA paNa harSavardhananA mukha upara aMkAyelI zenI gherI chAyA jyAre ochI na thaI tyAre eka divasa maMtrIe e tenI pAse AvIne vinaMtI karI ke he kumAra ! sAce dIkare te e ja kahevAya ke je pitAjInA adhUrA aramAna pUrA kare. pitAjI ApanA zire rAjyane bhAra soMpIne gayA che mATe Apa have zekane dUra kare ne kartavya bajAvavA kadama uThAve, tyAre uMghamAMthI jhabakIne jAgate na heya tema harSavardhane kahyuM rAjyane bhAra mArA zire ? nA...nA...e viSayamAM mAre kAMI ja vicAra karavAnuM nathI. rAjyane hakka te je pATavIputra hoya tene ja hoya. meTAmAI rAjyavardhanane vagara mAMgyuM ane vagara Ape maLela hakka che. A bAbatamAM huM svapnAmAM paNa vicAra karuM te mArA mAthe bhAtRdrohInuM kalaMka roTe. kumArane javAba sAMbhaLIne maMtrIzvaranA manamAM thayuM ke jagatamAM satya haju jIve che. satiyA purUSane haju sukALa che chatAM pitRAjJAne vacamAM lAvatA e belyA kumAra ! aMtima samaye pitAjIe Apane AjJA karI che enuM zuM ? harSavardhane kahyuM maMtrIzvara ! e te pitAjIne aMtima samaya hate. e samaye emaNe mane AjJA karI ene vadhAvI levI te eka suputra tarIke mArI pharaja che, tethI huM kaMI bolI zake nahi. je kaMI beluM te emane duHkha thAya ane mRtyu bagaDI jAya. huM samajuM chuM ke pitAjInI AjJA mahAna che tema moTAbhAIne hakka paNa mahAna che. moTAbhAI mATe talasato nAnAbhAI - mArA moTAbhAIne haju samAcAra pahoMcyA nathI lAgatA. nahitara kyAranA AvI gayA hoya ! mATe mArA moTAbhAIne pharIne jaladI badhA samAcAra ne emane ahIM teDAvIne rAja mugaTa paherAve huM emanA yuvarAja tarIke jeTale zebhIza eTale tamArA rAjA tarIke nahi zeluM. e zuM tamArA jevA vicakSaNa maMtrIone mAre samajAvavuM paDaze ? harSavardhanakumArane javAba sAMbhaLIne maMtrIzvarene manamAM thayuM ke A pharajanA phirastAne ApaNe vaLI rastA cIMdhanAra koNa? ciThThInA cAkara banyA vinA chUTake na hate. pharIne rAjyavardhanane teDavA mATe mANasa mokalyo. rAjyavardhanane samAcAra maLatAM tarata ja nIkaLyo ane thaDA divasamAM sthAnezvara AvI gayo. sthAnezvaramAM paga mUkatAM ja ene lAgyuM ke AkhA nagaramAM zekamaya vAtAvaraNa chavAI gayuM che. pitAjI jANe haju kAle ja mRtyu pAmyA na hoya ! ema lAgatuM hatuM. eNe gamagIna vadane rAjasabhAmAM praveza karyo. baMne bhAIo bheTI paDayA ane pitAjIne yAda karIne khUba raDyA. bhAI bhAI vacce vahetA premanA jharaNuM":- thoDI vAra mauna rahyA pachI

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127 zAradA suvAsa rAjyavardhane kahyu. vIrA pitAjIe vidAya lIdhI e vedanAnA ghA zu haju rUjhAyA nathI ? nagarImAM AnaMda kema nathI ? pitAjIne gayA ATalA divasa thayA chatAM haju A siMhAsana sUkAnI vinAnuM kema che ? meATAbhAinI caraNarajane mastake caDhAvIne ha vane kahyuM-meTAbhAI ! siMhAsana ApanI pratIkSA karI rahyuM che. Apa A sthAnezvaranu sukAna hAtha dharI pachI jue ke ahIM cAra cAMda khIlI uThe che ke nahi ? pachI Apa mane kaheze. meTAbhAI e kahyuM vIza ! tuM bhAgyavAna che ke pitAjInI sevAmAM hAjara thayA. tane pitAjInA dana thayA. huM kamabhAgI chuM ke pitAjInA aMtima samaye paNa hAjara na thaI zakayA. mane jANuvA maLyuM che ke pitAjIe rAjyanA tAja tane ApyA che, mATe mArA vahAlAbhAI ! sthAnezvaranA rAjyanuM sukAna tAre ja sabhALavAnuM che. nA...nA....moTAbhAi ! tame A zu mAlyA ! vIrA ! A rAjapATa badhu sAthe AvanAra nathI. pitAjI je mAge gayA te mAge ApaNe badhAne javAnu che. pitAjInA mRtyunA samAcAra sAMbhaLyA tyArathI mAru. mana sa`sAra uparathI uThI gayu che, eTale huM kai sihAsana ane sattanA dAra sabhALavA mATe nathI AvyeA. mArI IcchA tA saMsAra tyAgIne sAdhu banavAnI che, mATe tuM khuzIthI rajisa hrAsane besI sthAnezvaranI gAdI sa bhALa. moTAbhAinI vAta sAMbhaLIne havananI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. aMte badhAnA kahevAthI havanane rAjyanuM sukAna saMbhALavu' paDyuM' ane moTAbhAie dIkSA lIdhI, TUMkamAM A dRSTAMtathI ApaNe e samajavAnuM che ke AgaLanA bhAI bhAI vacce kevI snehanI sagAI hatI ! Aje te bhAI bhAI vaccenI sneha sagAI eka jAtanI bhavAi anI gaI che. e samayamAM bhAi-bhAI vacce kSIra nIra jevA prema hatA. kRSNavAsudevane paNa nemakumAra pratye eTalA ja prema che tethI samudravijaya rAjAne kahyuM temakumAra mATe rAjematI kanyAnuM mAMgu karavA mATe huM jAte ja ugrasena rAjA pAse jaIza, kAraNa ke khIjI koI vyakitane ApaNe mAkalIe ane mAnI le ke ugrasena rAjA ke rAjematInI IcchA na hoya te kAI bIje javAba Ape te vidyAba thAya. tenA karatAM mArA bhAI mATe huM jAte ja yAcaka banIne ugrasena rAjA pAse jAu. te emAM kaMI ayukata nahi lAge, kAraNa ke ugrasena rAjA mArA sasarA thAya che. te sivAya meM kaMsane mArIne temane kedakhAnAmAMthI cheDAvelA che eTale teo mArA upakArathI nakhAyelA che, tethI hu yAcaka banIne jaIza eTale ugrasena rAjAne mArI yAcanA pUrI karavI ja paDaze. kRSNanI vAta sAMbhaLIne samudravijaya rAjA, baLadeva zivAdevI rANI darekane lAgyu` ke kRSNanI vAta sAcI che. bhale, Apa ja padhAre, satyabhAmAne paNa khUba AnaMda thayA. "ugrasenanA darabAramAM kRSNajInuM Agamana" :- khIje divase ja kRSNajI ugrasena rAjAne tyAM pahoMcyA. ugrasena rAjA potAnA jamAi trikha Du adhipati kRSNavAsudevane peAtAne

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224 zAradA suvAma tyAM acAnaka AvatA joine khUba prasanna thayA, ane khUba premathI temanuM svAgata karatAM kahyuM jamAIrAja ! ApanuM' acAnaka Agamana kema thayuM? AnA jevA traNa khaMDanA svAmI mAre tyAM acAnaka padhAryAM! mane agAuthI samAcAra teA ApavA hatA. te huM kharAkhara Apanu. svAgata karI zakuM! ApanA jevA meATA mANasa khAlI Ave naThuiM, Apa padhAryAM che. tA jarUra kaI ne kaI prayAjana haze ! Apa kSemakuzaLa che ne? ApanA mAtA-pitA temaja mArI dIkarI sarve kSemakuzaLa ne? A rIte temanA kuzaLa samAcAra pUchyA ne acAnaka AgamananuM kAraNa pUchyuM, tyAre kRSNe manamAM vicAra karyAM ke hu` rAjematInI mAMgaNI karavA AvyA chu, badhAe rAjematInI khUba prazaMsA karI che paNa jayAM sudhI huM rAjematIne na jouM tyAM sudhI tenI mAMgaNI kevI rIte karI zaku? mATe pahelAM huM rAjematIne jou paNa rAjematI ahIM jovA maLe nahi eTale kRSNajI sAsujIne maLavAnA mahAna ugrasena rAjAnA aMteuramAM gayA. "sAsu-jamAInuM milana" :- jamAIne AvatA joIne sAsujIne paNa khUba hu thayuM. e te bahenonA anubhavanI vAta che ne ! kahevata che ne ke jamAIne joIne sAsu khAvAnuM bhUlI jAya. (husADasa) tema kRSNajInA sAsujIne paNa khUba ha thayA ne khelI uThayA padhAro....padhAre jamAIrAja ! Apa ekalA ja AvyA che ! mArI dIkarIne nathI lAvyA ? kRSNe kahyuM-hu ekalA ja AvyA chuM. sAsujIe jamAInA Adara satkAra karIne ceAgya Asane besADayA. ghaNA samaye maLavAthI kRSNajIne tathA temanA sAsu sasarAne khUba AnaMda thayA. rAjematIne khabara paDI ke mArA khanevI zrIkRSNajI mAtAjIne maLavA mATe aMteuramAM AvyA che eTale rAjematI paNa sera banevIne maLavA mATe AvI. teNe AvIne kRSNajIne vaMdana karyuM ane kRSNae tene AzIrvAda ApyA. rAjematIe peAtAnI bahenanA khabara pUchayA. khAsa karIne kRSNajI jematIne jovA mATe ja aMtekaramAM AvyA hatA. rAjemInI namratA, saraLatA, enI vyavahArukuzaLatA A badhu jANuM lIdhu tethI kRSDa jI khUba prasanna thayA. teo temakumAra mATe je rAjemI kanyAnI mAMgaNI karavA mATe AvyA che te rAjematI rUpamAM kevI che te zAstrakAra kahe che. aha sA rAyavarakaNNA, susIlA cArupehiNI / savva lakkhaNa saMpannA, vijju soyA maNippabhA // 7 // ', AgaLanI gAthAmAM temakumAra kevA hatA te vAta batAvI che. e nemakumAra mAph kRSNa vAsudeva rAjematI kanyAnI mAMgaNI karavA AvyA che te kanyA kevI che ? rAjAemAM zreSTha evA e ugrasena rAjAnI kanyA rAjematI suMdara AcAravALI, suMdara netrAvALI, strIonA saghaLA uttama lakSaNlRAthI yukta ane vizeSarUpathI camakavAvALI vijaLInI samAna prabhAvALI hatI. AvI rAjematIne joIne kRSNajI manamAM kahevA lAgyA ke sauMdayanI

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zArA suvAsaM . 625 sAkSApratimA samAna A rAmatI badhI rIte mArA laghubaMdhavA nemakumArane gya che. Aja sudhI meM AvuM sauMdarya ane AvA guNothI yukta kanyA joI nathI. rAjematIne joIne kRSNanuM mana TharI gayuM. vaLI te rAjematI kevI hatI? "sava savaLa kaMpannA, viSNu soyAmaNI mAM " te suzIla, sunayanA ane strIonA sarvottama lakSaNethI saMpanna hatI. tenI kAnti te saudAminI jema manohara ane vidyuta eTale vIjaLI jevI manohara hatI. jema ghamaghera aMdhakAramAM vIjaLIno jhabakAro thAya tyAre ke prakAza...prakAza patharAI jAya che te rAjematInA zarIrano prakAza hato. jema kiMmatI ratnamaNI upara sUryanA kiraNe paDe che tyAre e ratna jhaLahaLI uThe che ane temAMthI tejanA kiraNe bahAra nIkaLe che. e rana jyAM paDyuM hoya te sthAna paNa tejanA kiraNethI jhAkajhamALa banI jAya che tema jematInA zarIranI kAMti pazu evI dedipyamAna ane tejasvI hatI. eka te AtmA pavitra, bAhA rUpa ane guNe e traNenA sugathI rAjematInuM sauMdarya evuM khIlI uThyuM hatuM ke te IndranI IndrANI karatA paNa adhika zebhatI hatI. AvI sarva prakAranA guNasaMpanna ane rUpasaMpanna rAjematane joIne kRSNanuM mana TharI gayuM ke mArA laghu baMdhavAne barAbara yogya che, temaja mArA kAkA kAkIne saMteSa pamADe evI guNavAna che, mATe huM mArA sasarA ugrasena rAjA pAse enI mAMgaNI karuM. Ama vicAra karIne kRSNajI aMteuramAMthI sAsujInI rajA laIne ugrasena rAjA pAse AvyA. ugrasena rAjAe kRSNane uMcA Asane besADIne namratApUrvaka kahyuM ke Aje mAruM ahebhAgya che ke Apa mAre tyAM sAmethI padhAryA. Ape ahIM padhAravAnI takalIpha uThAvIne mAruM gaurava vadhAryuM che. sevakane tyAM svAmInuM Agamana mahAna maMgalakArI hoya che. mahArAjA ! mAre yogya sevA heya te pharamAve. ugrasena rAjAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne kRSNajIe kahyuM-mahArAja ! Apa mA sevaka nathI paNa mArA pUjanIya sasarA che, paNa huM Aje Apane tyAM yAcaka banIne Avyo chuM. mane zraddhA che ke Apa mArI yAcanA pUrI karaze. A sAMbhaLIne ugrasena rAjAe Azcarya pUrvaka kahyuM ke traNa khaMDanA svAmI ane mArA jamAI mArI pAse yAcaka banIne Ave ne huM dAtA banuM e te mArA mATe parama saubhAgyanI vAta che. bele, Apa zuM mAMgavA Icche che? ApanI je IcchA hoya te vinA saMkoce mAMga. ApanA jevA yAcaka mane pharI pharIne kyAre maLaze? kRSNae kahyuM huM mArA nAnAbhAI ariSTanemikumAra mATe tamArI jematI kanyAnI mAMgaNI karuM chuM. ugrasena ane kRSNajI vacce thayele vArtAlApa" - kRSNajInI vAta sAMbhaLIne ugrasena rAjA atyaMta prasanna thayA. temanA romereAma vikasita thaI gayA. temanI prasannatA temanI AkRti upara jhaLakavA lAgI, A joIne catura kRSNa vAsudeva samajI gayA ke ugrasena zA. su. 40

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zAradA suvAsa rAjA mArI mAMgaNI premapUrvaka pUrI karaze. AnaMdapUrvaka ugrasena rAjAe kRSNajIne kahyuM che yAdavarAja ! Ape mAruM gaurava vadhAravA mATe ja mArI pAse rAjematInI mAMgaNI karI che, ane Apa pote ja te mATe yAcaka banIne AvyA che, ane te paNa caramazarIrI ariSTanemi mATe ja kharekhara, Ape mArA upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. tenuM varNana thaI zake tema nathI. Apa ariSTanemi mATe rAjematInI mAMgaNI kare ne huM tene asvIkAra karuM e kema saMbhavita hAya ! A suga kaNa cUke? cUke te mUrNo gaNAya. Ama te nemakumAra sAthe rAjemartAnA vivAha karavAnI amArI ghaNA vakhatathI IcchA hatI paNa ame sAMbhaLyuM hatuM ke kemakumAra vivAha karavAne svIkAra karatA ja nathI, tethI ame kaheNa mokalyuM nahIM paNa mArA parama sadbhAgye mane A durlabha suga ApavA mATe Ape pite ja padhAravAnI kRpA karI che te ApanI yAcana mAre tarata ja pUrI karavI joIe, jo ke rAjematI A bAbatamAM hA ja pADaze paNa mArI pharaja che ke mAre enI saMmati levI joIe, bIjA kuTuMbIjanI upekSA karuM paNa A bAbatamAM rAjematInI IcchA jANyA vinA huM ApanI mAMgaNIne svIkAra karI lauM te rAjematIne ghora anyAya karavA samAna che. game tevuM ghara ane vara suMdara hoya chatAM kanyAnI IcchA te jANavI ja joIe. mane pUrNa vizvAsa che ke rAjematInA vivAha nemakumAra sAthe karavAmAM mAruM AkhuM kuTuMba sahamata thaze ne rAjetI paNa nemakumAra jevA patine prApta karavAmAM pitAne sadbhAgI mAnaze, chatAM huM tenI IcchA jANyA vinA Apane cekakasa javAba ApI zakuM nahi. Apa DIvAra bese. huM sainI saMmati laIne cakakasa javAba ApuM chuM. kRSNajIe kahyuM ApanI vAta barAbara che. Apa khuzIthI A bAbatamAM badhAnI saMmati laI vicAra karIne mane javAba Apaje. have ugrasena rAjA aMteuramAM jaIne rAmatI temaja tenI mAtA vigerenI saMmati laIne kRSNajIne zuM javAba Apaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra: rAmasenakumAranI jAna caMpApurathI nIkaLIne 3 divasamAM viyapuranI najIka AvI eTale caMdrasena rAjAne khabara ApI, tethI khuda mahArAjA ghaNAM mANasane sAthe laIne sAmA AvyA ane eka suMdara bagIcAmAM jAnane utAro Ape. rAjA jAnanI zebhA joIne khuza thayA paNa jamAIne joIne dilamAM duHkha thayuM ke meM jinasenakumAranI jevI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI hatI te A kumAra nathI, eTale je sAmaMte uMTanI sAthe hatA temane bolAvIne rAjAe pUchyuM ke mArA uMTane gherI lenAra koNa kumAra che? tame mane jahadI kahe, eTale sAmatee hAtha joDIne kahyuM sAheba! A jAnane AgevAna jinasena kumAra che ane vararAjA banIne paraNavA AvyuM che te rAmasenakumAra che. A sAMbhaLIne rAjAne AnaMda uDI ga ane jAnane bagIcAmAM rokIne pitAnA mahelamAM AvyA. A tarapha AkhA nagaramAM khabara paDI ke jAna bagIcAmAM AvI gaI che eTale nagarajanenA

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zAradA suvAsa 627. haiyA harSanA hileLe caDhayA ne saunA manamAM thayuM ke ApaNA kuMvarIbA madanamAlatIne vare kevA che te ApaNe jovA jaIe. nagarajanonA ToLeTeLA jamAIne jovA mATe javA lAgyA. madanamAlatInI dAsIo ane sakhIo paNa varane jovA mATe AvI. AgaLanA vakhatamAM kanyAe varane na joyo hoya ane vare kanyA na joI hoya eTale ekabIjAne jevAnI itejArI khUba rahetI paNa Aje te zuM che? tame samajI gayA ne? badhA lake rAmasenakumArane joIne kahevA lAgyA ke are, A jamAI hoya? jamAIne yogya te AgevAna che te che. satya vAtanuM thayeluM darzana - mahArAjA caMdrasene mahelamAM AvIne purohitane belAvIne pUchyuM pureDitajI! tame sagAI karavA mATe gayA hatA ne! purohite kahyuM, hA. te tame mArI kuMvarInI sagAI kenI sAthe karI AvyA che te mane satya kahe je khoTuM bolaze te jAnathI mArI nAMkhIza. rAjAne gusso ane jussa joIne purahitajI te tharathara dhrujavA lAgyA. zarIre parasevAnA cheda cheda vaLI gayA. belatAM jIbha thavAya che paNa rAjAne javAba ApyA vinA chuTake nathI, eTale kahe che mahArAjA ! ame te jinasena sAthe sagAI karavA gayA hatA paNa amane jinasenakumAra keIe batAvyA nahi, ane ranavatI rANInI dAsI amane enA mahele laI gaI e jinasenanA khUba avarNavAda belI ane rAmasenanI prazaMsA karIne eNe amane pAMcaso senAmahora ApI eTale lAlacamAM ame rAmasena sAthe sagAI karI AvyA chIe. sAheba! amArAthI bhUla thaI che. amane mApha karo. rAjA kahe mApha kevI rIte karuM? tame te mArI dIkarIne bhava bagADe. have tamane jIvatA nahi mUke. A samaye pradhAne kahyuM mahArAjA! atyAre purehita upara gussa karavAthI kaMI vaLe tema nathI. ene pachI zikSA karaje, paNa hamaNAM te bagaDelI bAjI sudhAravAnI vAta kare. jinasena sAthe lagna karavA karele kimi - rAjA pUche che pradhAnajI!have zuM karavuM? pradhAne kahyuM sAheba ! haju ApaNuM kaMI bagaDI gayuM nathI. ApaNe kyAM rAmasena sAthe kanyA dIdhI che? ApaNI madanamAlatIne jinasenakumAra sAthe ja paraNAvavI, rAmasena sAthe nahi. ApaNe jAnanuM sAmaiyuM karIne nagaramAM lAvavI ane jyAre jamAI teraNa para pAMdaDuM teDavA Ave tyAre tame badhA talavAra laIne ubhA raheje ne ene pAMdaDuM teDatAM aTakAvIne kaheje ke ame jinasenakumArane kanyA paraNAvIzuM. rAmasenane nahIM paraNAvIe. ame sagAI jinasena sAthe karI che paNa A te kapaTa thayuM che ema spaSTa zabdomAM kahI deze. A pramANe sUcanA karIne rAjA pradhAna badhA jAnanuM sAmaiyuM karavA gayA. dhAmadhUmathI jAna nagaramAM AvI. vararAjA toraNa najIka pahoMcyA tyAM te sainike jAnane rekIne talavAra laIne ubhA rahyA eTale khaLabhaLATa macI gaye ke lagnanA mAMDavAmAM A dhamAla zenI che ?

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228 zAradA suvAsa rAmasena te bicAre gabharAI gaye. AthI jinasenakumAre AgaLa AvIne kahyuM mahArAjA ! lagnanA maMDapamAM A badhI dhamAla zenI che? mArA jIvatAM huM mArA bhAI sivAya bIjA keIne kanyA nahi paraNavA dauM. tame ema na mAnazo ke amArI pAse sainya nathI. huM ekale badhAne pahoMcI vaLuM tema chuM. e tame nakakI samajI leje. A lagna vakhate tame yuddha karavA taiyAra thayA cho paNa vicAra kare. emAM keTalA onI hiMsA thaze? A samaye caMdrasena rAjAe kahyuM he jinasenakumAra ! A uDApaDa thavAmAM bIjuM kaI kAraNa nathI paNa vAta ema che ke ame rAmasena sAthe amArI kuMvarInI sagAI karI nathI. mArA jamAI tame ja che paNa A badhI kapaTabAjI ramAI gaI che. tenA kAraNe A badhuM dhAMdhala macI gayuM che. ame yuddhathI DaratA nathI. cAhe lehInI nadIo vahevaDAvIzuM paNa ame rAmasenakumArane te nahi ja paraNavIe. tame paraNe te badhuM tephAna baMdha thaI jAya. A zabaDa je rAmasena mArI dIkarIne paraNIne zuM karaze? enAmAM kAMI buddhi te che nahiM ATaluM tephAna thAya che paNa e te ArAmathI besI rahyo che. bele zuM vicAra che? tamAre madanamAlatI sAthe paraNavuM hoya te AnaMdanI vAta che, nahIMtara laDAI karavA taiyAra thaI jAo, - kuMvara kahe mune mahAzayA, kanyA na paraNI jAya, mujha laghu baMdhavakI huI sagAI, yaha na mujhe suhAya. jinasenakumAre kahyuM mahArAjA ! ApanI vAta sAcI che paNa have mArAthI A kanyA paraNAya nahi, kAraNa ke game tema te ya e mAre nAno bhAI che. nAnA bhAInI sAthe enI sagAI thaI che eTale enI patnI kahevAI gaI. have enI sAthe mArAthI lagna kevI rIte karAya? mAre bhAI rAmasenakumAra hoMziyAra che, tame ciMtA na kare. jenI sAthe sagAI thaI che tenI sAthe tame kanyAne paraNAvI de. atyAre jhaghaDo kare te cagya nathI, tyAre rAjA ane pradhAna kahe che ThIka, kuMvaranI sAme kapaTabAjI ramyA vinA chUTake nathI te kumAra ! tame ema kare. amArI bIjI kanyA sAthe lagna kare te ame A badhuM tephAna baMdha karIe. jinasenakumAra vAtane samajI gaye ne avasara joIne mauna rahyo. rAjA ane pradhAnane khUba AnaMda thayo ane sainikone AjJA karI eTale tephAna baMdha thaI gayuM ne lagnanA vAjA vAgavA lAgyA. maMgala gIte gavAvA mAMDayA. rAjA ane pradhAne bhegA thaIne jinasenakumArane madanamAvatI sAthe kevI rIte paraNAvavA te nakkI karyuM. bichAvelI kapaTajALa"-rUpamAM ane dekhAvamAM uMcI, nIcI, jADI, pAtaLI madanamAlatIne maLatI Ave evI eka sAmaMtanI chokarIne zodhI lAvyA. tene navarAvI dhavaDAvI madanamAlatI jevA kapaDA ne dAgInA paherAvIne zaNagArIne taiyAra karI, ane mAyarAmAM besADI dIdhI. rAmasenakumAra teraNe AvyA. sAsujIe pAMkhyA. badhA vidhividhAne

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zAradA suvAsa 128 karyA ane rAmasena sAthe sAmaMtanI dIkarI paraNAvI ne jinasena sAthe madanamAlatIne paraNAvI. baMne ghUMghaTamAM che eTale keIne khabara nathI ke A zuM kapaTabAjI ramAI che? rAjAe pitAnI putrI madanamAlatIne khUba kariyAvara karyo. baDI dhAmadhUmathI tenA lagna karyA ne jAnane vidAya karI. mAdhavasiMha rAjA paNa jAnamAM AvelA che. temaNe jinasenakumArane kahyuM tame vaLatI vakhate mArI putrIne paraNavAnuM vacana ApyuM che mATe AvavuM ja paDaze. rAjA khUba Agraha karIne caMpApura laI gayA ne dhAmadhUmathI pitAnI kuMvarI caMpakamAlAne jinasena sAthe paraNAvI ne tene khUba kariyAvara karyo. AkhI caMpApuranI janatA be moDhe jinasenakumAranI prazaMsA karavA lAgI ke zuM jinasenakumAra che! ApaNe kuMvarIne enAthI savA vara maLe. jinasenakumArane paNa khUba AnaMda thaye. jinasenakumArano ThAThamATha ane mAnapAna, eno kariyAvara badhuM joIne rAmasena manamAM samajI gaye ke mane je kanyA paraNAvI che te rAjAnI kuMvarI nathI. madanamAvatI te jinasenakumArane paraNAvI che. mArI sAthe bIjI kanyA paraNAvI che chatAM mArA bhAInA pratApe mArI lAja rahI che ne mane rAjAe bIjI kanyA paraNAvI. je e jAnamAM na AvyA hatA te lIlA teNe kuMvArA pAchA AvavuM paData te mArI AbarU zuM raheta? bhAI te bahu guNayala che paNa mArI mAtAe AgaLa pAchaLane kaI vicAra karyA vinA kapaTa karyuM che. A rIte rAmasena jinasenano upakAra mAnavA lAge. caMpApurathI jAna ravAnA thaIne kaMcanapura AvI. kuMvarajI paraNIne AvyA che te jANIne prajAjane temane vadhAvavA umaTayA. nagara bahAra AvIne baMne kumArone joyA. paraNavA te rAmasenakumAra gaye hatuM ne jinasena be kanyAone paraNIne Ave che ne rAmasena te eka kanyAne para che ne te paNa rAjakumArI jevI dekhAtI nathI. A badhuM zuM ? keTalAka mANasoe jAnamAM gayelA mANasane pUchayuM ke A badhuM zuM banyuM che eTale mANasee satya hakIkata kahI. ratnAvatInI dAsIo paNa AvI hatI. te jinasenanA parAkramanI vAta sAMbhaLIne ISyanI AgathI jalI uThI ane raDatI raDatI ratnAvatInI pAse AvIne badhI vAta kahI tethI ranavatIne paNa khUba duHkha thayuM ne belavA lAgI ke huM te jinasenane mokalavAmAM bilakula rAjI na hatI paNa A pradhAna ane prajAjano badhA rIsAIne beThA eTale mekala paDyo, tyAre mArA dIkarAnI A dazA thaI ne? paNa vicAra nathI karatI ke mArA hAlamAM keTaluM mIThuM che ! have jinasena ane rAmasenanuM sAmaiyuM thaze, baMne kaMcanapuramAM praveza karaze, ratnAvatIne kevI IrSyA Avaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na- 67 bhAdaravA vada 12 ne gurUvAra tA. 28-9-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMtajJAnI, vizvanI virala vibhUti,

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zAradA suvAsa trikALadarzI tIrthakara bhagavaMte mehanidrAmAM pahelA ivene jAgRta karatA kahe che ke ahIM bhavya jIvo! tame jenI mAyAjALamAM phasAIne AtmasvarUpanuM bhAna bhUlI gayA che te saMsAra asAra che. temAM phasAvA jevuM nathI, kAraNa ke saMsAra uparathI eTale tamane sehAmaNe lAge che teTale ja aMdarathI bihAmaNuM che. aMtaranA uMDANamAMthI je ApaNe vicAra karIzuM te samajAze ke ApaNuM A zarIra ane saMsAre baMne sarakhA che. jevuM zarIra che te ja A saMsAra che. A zarIra ApaNane uparathI rUDuM, rUpALuM ane raMgIluM dekhAya che paNa aMdara dRSTi karIe te zuM bharyuM che? lehI, mAMsa, hADakA sivAya bIjuM kaMI che? e ApaNane jevuM paNa game kharuM? "nA. evI rIte A saMsAra paNa uparathI bhale tamane rUDe, rUpALo ne raMgIle dekhAte heya paNe emAM uMDA utarIne jenArA ane anubhavanArA te enA trAsathI trAhi trAhi pikArIne bahAra nIkaLI gayA che. tame paNa ghaNIvAra saMsArathI trAsI jatA haze paNa meha e bhayaMkara che ke temAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. - A zarIranI zobhA enI cAmaDIthI che. cAmaDI rUDI rUpALI ne raMgIlI hoya te zarIra paNa rUDu-rUpALuM ne raMgIluM dekhAya che. sau ene jevA icche che. ene zaNagAre che, enI prazaMsA kare che ne ene sparza kare che paNa je cAmaDI kALI ne kharabacaDI hoya te koI ene jevA ke sparza karavA IcchatuM nathI. keIenI prazaMsA karatuM nathI. A rIte jema zarIra cAmaDIthI zebhe che tema saMsAra paNa enA upara DhaMkAyela puNyanI rezamI cAdarathI zebhe che. zarIra uparathI cAmaDI utArI levAmAM Ave te pachI zarIra kevuM bihAmaNuM ane bhayaMkara lAge che ! tema A saMsAra uparathI puNyanI cAdara khasI jAya pachI juo ke saMsAra paNa ke bhayaMkara ane bihAmaNuM lAge che? tamane badhAne saMsAra sAre kema lAge che? tenuM kAraNa eka ja che ke saMsAra para haju puNyanuM beDuMghaNuM * sAmrAjya chavAyeluM che. puNyavAnanA puNya jIvatA che tyAM sudhI AnaMda, bAkI puNyanI cAdara khasI eTale puNya khatama thayuM e ja divase sukha paNa khatama thaze ane je divase sukha khatama thaze e divase sukhamaya dekhAte saMsAra paNa khatama. devAnupriye ! Aje tamArI pAse lAkha rUpiyA che, suMdara majhAno rAjabhavana je baMgale che, baMgalAnA daravAje cAra cAra kAra khaDI rahe che, bajAramAM peDhI paNa dhamadhekAra cAle che, lekemAM paNa mAna-pratiSThA ane me sAro che. A vakhate tamane kaI pUche ke - bhAI! kema che? te vakhate tame zuM kaheze? khUba majhA che, khUba AnaMda che, ema ja kaheze ne? A samaye tamane amArA jevA tyAgIo kahe ke bhAI ! A saMsAra asAra che, duHkhamaya che, ene choDavA je che te A vAta tamArA gaLe nahi utare. are ! tame sAMbhaLavA paNa nahi ubhA rahe. ema ja kaheze ke sAdhuone dhadha zuM che? paNa A ja vAtane pAMcasAta varSo vItI gayA pachI peDhIe devALu kAvyuM, baMgale gIrave mUkavAno vakhata Avya, moTo vecI devI paDI,

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zAradA suvAsa 631 nakara cAkara ane raIne rajA ApavI paDI. chokarAo paNa chUTA thaI gayA. eka nAnakaDI bhADUtI rUmamAM rahevAno vakhata AvyuM. mAMDa mAMDa peTa pUratuM khAvA maLe che. keI vakhata bhUkhyA paNa rahevuM paDe che. AvA duHkhanA samaye keI tamane pUche ke bhAI! kema che? te tame zuM kaheze? arere....zuM vAta karavI? mAthe devuM khUba vadhI gayuM che. jyAM jAuM chuM tyAM leke mane AMgaLI cIMdhe che, haDadhUta kare che. gharamAM kaMI nathI ne bahAra paNa kaMI satkAra sanmAna nathI. marelA jevuM jIvana jIvI rahyA chIe, A saMsAramAM kaMI sAra dekhAtuM nathI. kharekhara A saMsAra duHkhamaya ja che. jarA vicAra kare. pAMca sAta varSa pahelA sukhamaya lAgate saMsAra pachI duHkhamaya kema lAgyo ? ahIMyA kahevuM ja paDaze ke saMsAra upara DhaMkAyelI puNyanI cAdara khasI gaI ane saMsAra je hatuM tevA mULa svarUpe khule thaI gaye. have samaje. saMsAra te je pAMca varSa pahelA hatA e ja Aje che. emAM kaMI pheraphAra tha nathI chatAM e vakhate sukhamaya lAgatuM hatuM te Aje duHkhamaya kema lAgavA mAMDa? kayuM tatva khUTI gayuM? te tamAre kahevuM paDaze ke sukha. vicAra kare ke sukha kema khUTayuM? puNya khUTyuM eTale sukha khUTayuM. puNya kema khUTyuM? dharmane neve mUkI dIdhe mATe. A uparathI samajI zakAya che ke sukha ApanAra saMsAra nahi paNa puNya che ane puNyanI kamANI karI ApanAra dharma che. bAkI saMsAra enA mULa svarUpe te duHkhamaya ja che. puNyanI cAmaDI caLakatI hoya tyAM sudhI saMsAra rUpI zarIra rUDu ne rUpALu dekhAya che paNa je divase e cAmaDI utarI jaze te divase tamane saMsAra bihAmaNe ane bhayaMkara lAgaze. ene jotAM ja tame pikAra karIne kaheze ke kharekhara ! A saMsAra asAra che. emAM rAcavA jevuM nathI. ATalA mATe jJAnI purUSa manuSyane jAgRtine nAda karatAM kahe che ke saMsAra duHkhamaya che ne dharma sukhamaya che, mATe je sAcuM sukha joItuM hoya te dharmanA zaraNe Ave. dharma vinAM traNa kALamAM saMsAramAM sukha maLavAnuM nathI, ATalA mATe mahAnapurUSe saMsArane tyAga karIne saMyamanA paMthe cAlyA jAya che. ApaNA adhikAramAM ugrasene kahyuM kRSNajI! rAjematI Adi sarvenI saMmati maLavAnI ja che. mane zraddhA che. te saMmati maLyA pachI Ape mArI bIjI eka mAMgaNIno svIkAra kare paDaze. kRNe kahyuM-bale, emAM saMkeca zA mATe rAkhe che ? ahAha jaNao tIse, vAsudeva mahiDDiyaM / ihA gacchau kumAro, jAse kannaM dadAmihaM // 8 // kRSNajIe rAmatInI mAMgaNI karI tyAre tenA pitA ugrasena rAjAe vipula samRddhinA svAmI trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNa vAsudevane kahyuM kemakumAra ahIM paraNavA mATe padhAre te 'huM kanyA temane ApuM eTale ke temanI sAthe paraNAvuM.

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32 zArada suvAsa na baMdhuo ! ugrasena rAjAo AvI mAMgaNI karI tenuM kAraNa tame samajyA ne ? AgaLanA vakhatamAM kSatriyakuLamAM e rivAja hatuM ke kanyAnA snehIjane kanyAne sAthe laIne vararAjAnA sthAne AvatA ane tyAM maMDapa racI maTI dhAmadhUmathI kanyAne paraNAvatA, ane keTalAka kSatriyakuLamAM vararAjAne badale khAMDu (talavAra) mokalIne kanyAne tenI sAthe paraNAvatA tethI ugrasena rAjAe kRSNa pAse mAMgaNI karI ke Apa bIjI kanyAone Apane tyAM bolAvIne lagna kare che te rIte huM rAjematane nahi mokaluM, paNa ariSTanemikumAra mAre tyAM jAna joDIne Avaze tyAre huM rAjematIne temanI sAthe paraNAvIza. kRSNa vAsudeve kahyuM ema karavAmAM Apane zuM lAbha thaze? ugrasena rAjAe kahyuM-sAMbhaLe. Apa mAre tyAM yAcaka banIne AvyA che tema temakumAra paNa mAre tyAM yAcaka banIne Ave ne huM temane kanyAdAna ApuM evI mane hoMza che. te sivAya rAjematI mArI sauthI nAnI dIkarI che. e mane atyaMta vahAlI che, tethI mAre tenA lagna khUba dhAmadhUmathI karavA che. ane jamAIne mAre tyAM bolAvI temanA hAthamAM rAmatIne hAtha seMpavA IcchuM chuM. ATalA mATe huM Apane evI namra vinaMtI karuM chuM ke Ape jevI rIte rAjematInI yAcanA karIne mAruM gaurava vadhAryuM che tevI rIte Apa mArI A vinaMtIne svIkAra kare. ugrasena rAjAnI vinaMtIne svIkAra karatA kRSNa mahArAjA :- ugrasena rAjAnI vinaMtI sAMbhaLIne kRSNajIe kahyuM A te bahu AnaMdanI vAta che. huM ApanI vinaMtIne premathI svIkAra karuM chuM, kAraNa ke jAna laIne AvavAnI amane te ghaNI hoMza che. atyAra sudhI kaI kanyAnA bApe amane jAna laIne AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM ja nathI. mane paNa ema thatuM hatuM ke kaI jAna laIne AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa kema nahi ApatA hoya ! kadAca emane ema thatuM hoya ke amAre parivAra keTale moTe ? chappana kreDa te yAda ja thaI jAya, ane bIjA Ave te judA. ATalI moTI vizALa jAnane sAcavavI e sAmAnya vAta nathI. AvI moTI jAnanuM svAgata ane sarabharA karavAmAM pitAne asamartha mAnIne amane kaI pitAne tyAM nahi belAvatA heya. Ape AvuM meTuM sAhasa karyuM tethI mane khUba AnaMda thayo che. Apane huM dhanyavAda ApuM chuM ne vacana ApuM chuM ke ame jAna joDIne nemakumArane paraNAvavA mATe AvIzuM, AthI ugrasena rAjAne khUba AnaMda thaye ane teo kRSNajIne besADIne aMtaHpuramAM aAvyA. aMteuramAM AvIne ugrasena rAjAe pitAnI rANI, kuTuMbIjano tathA snehIjanone bolAvIne badhI vAta karI, ane rAjematInA nemakumAra sAthe vivAha karavAnI saMmati mAMgI. A sAMbhaLIne saune khUba AnaMda thaye ne kahevA lAgyA ke ApaNI rAjematI mahAbhAgyavAna che ke tenI mAMgaNI karavA mATe khuda traNa khaMDanA svAmI padhAryA che, ane tene nemakumAranI aganA banavAnuM saubhAgya prApta thAya che, mATe A suavasarane cUkaze nahi. vadhAvI le.

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633 zAradA suvAsa kRSNajInI mAMgaNIno svIkAra karavAmAM saue sahu sa'mati ApI eTale ugrasena rAjAe kahyuM ApaNe badhA ekamata thayA ne meM jAna joDIne AvavAnI kRSNajI pAse vinaMtI karI. teno paNa temaNe saharSa svIkAra karyAM che. have A badhAno mukhya AdhAra rAjematI upara che. enI saMmati levAnI bAkI rahe che. have enI jaldI saMmati meLave eTale rAjematInI mAtA dhAraNI rANIe kahyu ke huM rAjematInI pAse jaIne tenI saMmati laI Avu` chuM. rAjematInA mahele mAtAjI H- rajavADAmAM tA rAjakumAra, rAjakumArIe badhAnA mahela alaga alaga haiAya che. A rAjematI enA mahelamAM hatI eTale enI mAtA tyAM gaI, tyAre rAjematI tenI sakhIe ane dAsIe sAthe AnaMda vinAda karI rahI hatI. A samaye petAnI mAtAne acAnaka AvelI joine rAjematIne Azcaya thayuM, kAraNa ke mAtA-pitA peAtAnA kuMvara-kuMvarInA mahele acAnaka jatA nahi. koI khAsa kAma prasaMge javuM paDe te samAcAra meAkalAvIne jatA evI maryAdA hatI. mAtAne AvatI joI ne rAjematI sAme gaI ne vaMdana karIne kahevA lAgI ke mAtAjI ! Aje Apa acAnaka AvyA che. ApanA mukha upara prasannatA joIne mane lAge che ke tame kaI khAsa aMgata kAme AvyA che. mAtAe kahyuM beTA ! huM eka zubha kA* mATe tArI saMmati ane svIkRti levA AvI chu. meTA rAjematI ! tArA banevI trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNavAsudeva AvyA che. te te tuM jANe che ne ? teo temanA nAnAbhAI ariSTanemikumAra mATe tArI yAcanA karavA mATe AvyA che. ame badhA te AnaMdapUrvaka temAM saMmata chIe pazu tArI saMmati vinA ame kema hA pADI zakIe ? ela, tArI zuM icchA che? A mATe ja tArA pitAjIe mane khAsa mAkalI che. mAtAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjematI zaramathI nIcuM joI gaI, tyAre mAtAe kahyu... jo beTA ! A kaheNu svIkAravA mATe ame badhA khUba rAjI chIe chatAM tArI saMmati vinA ame hA pADI nathI, kAraNa ke amane badhAne ghara ane vara game paNa paraNIne te tAre javAnuM che. sukha-duHkha tAre bhegavavAnu" che, mATe tArI buddhithI tuM vicAra kara. A khAkhatamAM tuM evA saMkeAca na rAkhIza ke mAtA pitA badhA saMmata che ne huM nA kevI rIte pADuM? tArI jema icchA DAya tema kahe. A sAMbhaLIne rAjematInA mukha upara AnaMda chalakAI gayA. e jamAnAmAM satAneAmAM paNa evI maryAdA hatI ke mAtA-pitA AgaLa vyakta karatA sa`koca pAmatA. rAjematInA mukha uparanA bhAva joine mAtA samajI gaI ke mArI dIkarI nemakumAra sAthe vivAha karavAmAM khuzI che, chatAM enA mukhe spaSTa saMmati levA kahyuM eA ! jo tuM A bAbatamAM jaldI nirNuya na karI zakI hAya tA huM thADI vAra pachI Avu. tArA pitAjI mArI rAha joIne beThA che. rAjemIe ApelI samati : rAjematIe kahyuM mAtAjI! Apa mArA vaDIleA

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* 34 8 ::: zAradA suvAsa je kaI karI che te mAru hita joine ja karI che, emAM mAre lAMkhe| vicAra karavAnA zuM hAya ! AvA mahAna purUSa je bhAvamAM tItha kara banavAnA che te sauMsAramAM anAsakta bhAvathI rahe che. emanI sAthe mArA lagna thaze te huM paNa ucca Adarza maya jIvana jIvI mArA mananA maneratha paripUrNa karIza. te kRSNa mahArAjAnI mAMgaNI ApanI mAraphata svIkArI levAmAM mAruM kalyANu icchuM chuM. rAjematInI majurI maLavAthI tenI mAtAne khUba AnaMda thayA ane tene AzIrvAda ApIne ugrasena mahArAjA pAse AvIne rAjematI A zubha kAryoMmAM saMmata che tevA zubha samAcAra ApyA tethI ugrasena mahArAjAne khUba AnaMda thayA. ugrasena rAjA kRSNa mahArAjA pAse AvyA ne be hAtha joDIne kahyu', dvArakAdhIza ! ApanI mAMgaNI bAbatamAM meM saunI saMmati jANI lIdhI che te saue sahu samati ApI che, mATe huM ApanI mAMgaNInA svIkAra karu chuM paNa meM jAna laine AvavAnI vinatI karI che te bhUlatA nahi. kRSNujIe kahyu are! e kema bhulu...? huM je khAkhatanA svIkAra karI cUkayA chuM tene kadI bhUlIza nahi, paNa tame mArI mAMgaNInA svIkAra karyAM tethI huM ApanA AbhAra mAnu chu. ugrasena rAjAe kahyu e te ApanI mahAnatA che, bAkI Apane mArI AbhAra mAnavAnA hAya nahI.. kRSNa mahArAjAe kahyu. khadhu nakkI thai gayuM.. khUba khAnaMda maMgala vartAya che paNa lagna khAkhatamAM amAre zu karavu? temakumArane paNavAnI icchA thAya tyAre amAre jAna laIne Avavu ke eka divasa nakkI karIne te divase Avavu' ? ugrasena rAjAe kahyuM mahArAjA! lagna mATe tA eka zubha divasa nakkI ja karavA joIe ane te divase jAna Ave te ja sAru kahevAya. divasa nakkI karyAM vinA badhI sagavaDa paNa kevI rIte karI zakAya ? kRSNajIe kahyuM teA ApaNe have lagnanA divasa paNa nakkI karI laie. A jImakAya mAM vilaMba karavA ThIka nathI, kAraNa ke pote samaje che ke nemakumArane mAMDa mAMDa manAvyA che. temAM jo vila Mba thAya naimakumAranuM mana pharI jAya teA zu karavu ? ugrasena rAjAe tarata ja jyAtiSIone khelAvyA. meTA mATajyAtiSIe hu bhera TIpaNAM laIne ugrasena rAjAnA darakhAramAM AvyA. makumAra ane rAjematInA lagnanu vahelAmAM vaheluM je mur3ata Ave te juo. jyAtiSIe badhuM joine kahyuM rAjan ! hamaNAM teA varSAkALa cAle che. zaraDhaRtunI Akhare ane zItanA prArabhamAM lagnanI tithie Ave che. A sAMbhaLIne kRSNu mahArAjAe kahyuM ke e divaseAne tA ghaNI vAra che. kaI tithi najIkanI sArI Ave te kharAkhara jue. ugrasena rAjA ane kRSNavAsudeve A pramANe kahyuM eTale jyetiSIee temakumAra ane rAjematInA lagna mATe zrAvaNa suda chaThThanA divasa ApyA. A divasa ugrasena rAjA ane kRSNavAsudeva Adi sarvee mAnya karyAM. lagnanA divasa nakkI thayA. khadhAne khUba AnaMda thayA. jyotiSI ene khUba dhana ApIne temane satkAra karIne vidAya karyAM. ugrasena rAjAe

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zAradA suvAsa 635 zrIphaLa ApyuM. te laine kRSNajI tu bhera dvArakA nagarImAM AvyA. samudravijaya rAjA paNa rAha jotA hatA ke mArA kRSNa kayAre Avaze? tyAM kRSNajI AvI pahAMcyA, emanA mukha upara AnaMda hatA. kRSNajIe samudravijayanA caraNamAM namana karIne kahyuM - kAkA! ApanI kRpAthI kAma saphaLa karIne AvyA cheM. traNa khaMDanA svAmI che chatAM namratA keTalI che ! ema na kahyuM ke huM jAte gayA tA kAma saphaLa thayuM. kAkA ! sagAInuM zrIphaLa lAgaiA chuM ane lagna mATe zrAvaNa suda chaThThanA divasa nakkI karyAM che mATe have jhaTa lagnanI taiyArI karo. ApaNe jAna joDIne mathurA javAnuM che. badhI vAta karI ane rAjematInA rUpa guNunI paNa khUba praza`sA karI. samudravijaya rAjA, zIvArdevI rANI Adi sarvane khUba AnaMda thayA. AkhA yAdavakuLamAM AnaMdanuM vAtAvaraNu chavAI gayuM, ane ramajhaTa lagnanI taiyArIo thavA lAgI. mAtA pitA vigere saMsAranA mehamAM mUMjhAyelA che. emane nemakumArane paraNAvavAnA koDa che, tyAre temakumAra virakta dazAmAM masta che. mAtAnA garbhamAM AvyA tyArathI traNu jJAna sAthe laIne AvyA che. pAte jANe che ke huM tIrthaMkara thavAno chuM, rAjematI sAthe mArA lagna thavAnA nathI, chatAM mAtA pitAno vinaya sAcavavA eka zabda paNa khelatA nathI. maunapaNe anAsakta bhAve thAya chete jeve che. AvA tIrthaMkaranA AtmAe paNa vaDIleAno keTalA vinaya sAcanyA che ! jyAre AjanA karAo keTalA uddhRta hAya che te dRSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM', te eka nAnA gAmaDAmAM cAra mANusanuM kuTuMba hatuM. temAM e mANasa ane dIkarA-dIkarI hatA. dIkarInu nAma sadguDDA hatu. jevuM nAma tevA tenAmAM guNa hatA. te khUkha zANI ne DAhI hatI. te paraNIne sAsare gaI. teno vinaya-viveka, gujI, premALa svabhAva ityAdi sadguNAthI te AkhA gharamAM saune vahAlI thaI gaI. tenA guNa joI ne tenA kAkAjIne thayu' ke sadguNA AvI guNIyala che te eno bhAi maneja paNa AvA ja guNIyala haze ne? tA tenI sAthe A NI dIkarI paraNAvIe. maneja amadAvAda kAlejamAM bhaNatA hatA tethI sadguNAe tenA mAtA pitA upara A bAbatane patra lakhyA. mA-khApe dIkarAne jaNAvyuM paNa maneAja javAba Apate nathI. traNa cAra patrA gayA tyAre teNe javAkha ApyA ke tamAre mArA lagnanI ciMtA na karavI. huM' mAruM karI laIza. AthI mA-bApane khUba AghAta lAgyA ne tene uparAuparI patro lakhI rUbarU teDAvye. manojanA manamAM thayuM ke A leAka mAru' mAthuM khAI jAya che te huM eka vAra jaIne rokaDo javAba ApI Avu te kaTakaTa karatA baMdha thAya, eTale maneAja mAtApitAne maLavA mATe javA taiyAra thayeA. A kheDIganA saMcAlaka gRhapati eka bApa dIkarI hatA. manojane acAnaka javA taiyAra thayelA joIne saMcAlaka bahene acAnaka javAnuM kAraNu pUchyuM' tevI manoje vAta karI eTale sa`cAlaka bahene kahyu--manoja! lagnanI khAkhatamAM

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636 zArA suvAsa te mAtA-pitA ke sagA snehInI pasaMdagI pramANe karavuM ja nahi. pitAnI pasaMdagI pramANe karavuM. mA-bApanI IcchA mujaba karavAthI huM duHkhI thaI gaI chuM. manejane joItuM hatuM te maLI gayuM, ane vicAryuM ke teo je kanyA pasaMda kare tenI sAthe mAre paraNavuM nathI. mane je kanyA gamaze tenI sAthe huM lagna karIza. ema magajamAM pAkuM nakkI karIne ghera javA nIkaLe. have gADImAMthI utarI basamAM pitAne gAma javAnuM hatuM tethI bAkaDA upara beThe ne vicAre che ke mAre emane spaSTa zabdomAM kahI devuM che ke pharIthI kakaLATa na rahe. Ama vicAramAM magna che tyAM basa AvIne cAlI gaI pachI bhAIne khabara paDI eTale nirAza thaI gaye. have zuM karuM? tyAM eka pavitra prAgajIbhAI nAme mANasa AvyuM. eNe mane jane ciMtAtura jaIne pUchyuM ke bhAI! tuM keNa che? mane je badhI vAta karI, eTale prAgajI bhAIe kahyuM evA kayA uMDA vicAramAM paDI gayuM hatuM ke basa AvIne gaI tenI paNa khabara na rahI! mane je pitAnA mananI vAta karI, tyAre prAgajIbhAIe kahyuM -bhAI ! tArA mAtA pitA tArA duzamana theDA ja che? e te tArA hita mATe ja kare che ne? jo tuM tArA mAtA-pitAnI IcchA viruddha paraNaze ne pachI kaMI thaze te tArA mAtA-pitA tArI vAta nahIM sAMbhaLe ane jenI sAthe tuM paraNIza e paNa tArAthI dabAze nahi tyAre tuM zuM karIza! barAbara vicAra kara. je mAtA-pitAe duHkha veThIne tane bhaNA, tArA hita mATe sArA gharanI kanyA sAthe lagna karavA Icche che tyAre tuM emanI ATalI ja kadara kare che? prAgajIbhAInI vAta sAMbhaLIne majakumAranuM mana jarA DhIluM paDyuM. prAgajIbhAI ene pitAne ghera lAvyA ane cA pANuM pIvaDAvyA, jamA ne premathI pitAne ghera rAkhe. "prAgajIbhAInI zikhAmaNathI manejanA sudharelA vicAre - prAgajIbhAIne gharamAM emanA vRddha mAtA-pitA hatA. prAgajIbhAI emanA mAtApitAnI khUba sevA karatA hatA. emanA paDayA bela jhIlatA hatA. A joIne mane janA manamAM thayuM ke A prAgajIbhAI mAtA-pitAnI keTalI sevA kare che tyAre huM keTale uddhata chuM ke mAtA pitAnI sevA karavAnI vAta te dura rahI paNa emanI lAgaNInI paNa kadara karI zakatuM nathI. prAgajIbhAI rAtre bAra vAgyA sudhI A mane jakumAra sAthe beThA ne mAtA-pitAne ApaNuM upara ke upakAra che, emane mATe ApaNe zuM zuM karavuM joIe te badhI vAta samajAvI ane mAtA pitA pratyenuM prAgajIbhAInuM vartana najare joyuM eTale tenuM hRdaya palTAI gayuM ne bIje divase basamAM pitAne gAma AvI pahoMce. A tarapha tenA mAtA-pitAe khUba rAha joI ke ApaNe mane ja Aje Avaze, ane je mane ja ApaNuM kahyuM na kare ane bIjI kemanI kanyA paraNe te ApaNe baMne jhera pIne marI jazuM. A rIte baMne vAta kare che te bAraNe ubhele mane ja sAMbhaLe che.

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zAradA suvAsa (37 tenuM aMtara levAI gayuM. pitAnI bhUla samajANI. teNe bAraNuM khakhaDAvyuM. daravAje khu. mA-bApa vicAra karatA hatA tyAM dIkare AvI gaye. mane je mAtA pitAnA pagamAM paDI AMsunI dhAra vahAvI thayelI bhUla ane pitAnI uddhatAInI mAphI mAMgI. chevaTamAM satyanA paMthe vaLatA mA-bApane saMtoSa thaze. nemakumAranA lagnanI taiyArIo thaI rahI che, badhAne AnaMda che. jyAre nemakumAra anAsakatabhAve badhuM joyA kare che. have jAna kevI rIte jaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. gaI kAle savAre vyAkhyAna pUruM thayA bAda muLacaMdabhAI saMghavI eka samAcAra laIne AvyA. te samAcAra ApatA pahelA temanA mukha upara kaMI aghaTita vAta haze ema chAyA taravaratI hatI. dukhita dile temaNe kahyuM , mahAsatIjI! zrIyuta rasIkalAla harIlAla jhaverI Aja savAre paNa daza vAge svargavAsa thayAnA samAcAra AvyA che. A sAMbhaLatA ema thayuM ke zuM jIvanadIpaka Ama ja bUjhAI jAya che? mArA baMdhuo ! huM tamane vadhu zuM kahuM? rasIkabhAIne AtmA khUba saraLa ane bhadrika hate. teo jaina dharmamAM custa zraddhAvALA hatA. dararoja sAmAyika karavAne temane niyama hate. kaMdamULane sadaMtara tyAga hatuM. sAdhu sAdhvIne dekhe tyAM temanuM haiyuM harSathI nAcI uThatuM hatuM. teo dAnamAM gupta dAnezvarI hatA. emanI pAse gayela mAnava kayAre paNa pAcho pharyo nathI dukhInA AMsu lUchanAra hatA. teo pAMca bhAInuM kuTuMba che. kharekhara e pavitra mAtA e pAMce putrone janma ApIne dhanya banI che, kAraNa ke pAMce bhAIomAM khUba saM5, ekatA ane dharmalAgaNI che. teonI dharma pratyenI zraddhA ane lAgaNInuM jeTaluM kahuM teTaluM ochuM che. e mArA jAta anubhavanI vAta che. tA. 17-9-78 nA roja cAra mahAsatIjInA pAraNA hatA tyAre rasIkabhAI ane a. sau. subhadrAbahena baMne AvyA hatA. kahyuM che ne ke na jANyuM jAnakInAthe kAle savAre zuM thavAnuM che? te rIte rasIkabhAI tA. ra7mI nA savAramAM uThayA tyAre koI na jANatuM hatuM ke hamaNuM zuM banaze? pitAno nitya niyama badhe rajanI mAphaka karyo ane ekAeka savAre poNAdaza vAge be miniTamAM hArTanA humalAthI rasIkabhAI samRddha ane bharelA kuTuMba parivArane raDatA kakaLatA mUkIne paLavAramAM svarganA paMthe cAlyA gayA. kharekhara, AvA mRtyu darekane jAgRta kare che ke kSaNano bharose rAkhyA vinA jIvana sAdhanA karI levI, kAraNa ke ghaDI pachI zuM thavAnuM che te ApaNane khabara nathI rasIkabhAInI jaina samAjamAM khUba bhAre peTa paDI che. # zAMti,

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138 zAradA suvAsa vyAkhyAna na. 68 bhAdaravA vada 13 ne zukravAra tA. 29-9-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! bhavasAgaramAM DUbatA jIvone vitarAga prabhunA vacanAmRta AlaMbana rUpa che. je AtmAone bhavane bhaya lAge che temane vItarAga prabhunA vacanAmRta rakSaNa rUpa dekhAya che. temAM paNa atyAre ApaNI pAse tIrthakara bhagavate, kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMte, parama avadhijJAnI ke nirmaLa thatajJAnI purUSe paNa nathI. temanI gerahAjarImAM te vItarAga paramAtmAe prakAzeluM zratajJAna ja jIvane mahAna upakArI che, AlaMbana rUpa ane tAranAra che. mATe zrutajJAna upara zraddhA kare. enI upekSA ke avajJA na kare, kAraNa ke tenI avajJA ke upekSA karavAthI samyagadarzana ke samyagucAritra TakI zakatuM nathI. kahyuM che ne saha sama nA jinavacanamAM zaMkA karavAthI samyaphatvane nAza thAya che mATe ApaNI alpabuddhinA kAraNe ApaNane samajAya ke na samajAya paNa ApaNe jinavacana pratye Adara ja rAkhavuM joIe, ane zraddhAne pAye majabUta rAkhe joIe. ApaNe cAlu adhikAra kRSNajIe kAkAne kahyuM have lagnanI jachI taiyArIo karavI paDaze eTale samudravijaya rAjA, zIvAdevI rANI ane kRSNa vAsudeve nemakumAranA lagnanI jorazorathI taiyArIo karavA mAMDI. dvArakA nagarI aneka prakAranI vajApatAkA ane taraNethI zaNagAravAmAM AvI maMgala vAjiMtre vAgavA lAgyA. kemakumAra zAMtithI A badhuM joyA kare che. emane A bAbatamAM kaI rasa ke AnaMda nathI, e samaye kRSNanI paTTarANIo AvIne kahe che raMgIlA remakumAra ! tame zuM zAMtithI besI rahyA che? have sArA vastrAbhUSaNe paherIne badhAnI sAthe AnaMda vineda kare. amArI derANI Avaze pachI Ama besI nahi rahevAya. Ama nemakumAranI majAka uDAve che paNa kemakumAra mana rahe che. zA mATe mauna rahA te vAta huM tamane samajAvuM. yAdavene durbasanethI aTakAvavAnI bhAvanA":- dvArakA nagarImAM vasyA pachI yAda kRSNavAsudevanA anuzAsanamAM rahIne dinapratidina unnatinI Toce pahoMcyA hatA. temanI kIrtinA gauravane sUrya madhyAhe tapI rahyo hate. dhana, yaza, vaibhava Adi keI paNa bAbatamAM temanI barAbarI karanAra te samayamAM keI na hatuM, paNa unnatimAMthI avanati ane avanatimAMthI unnati e jagatane svAbhAvika krama che. A kramathI yAda paNa bacyA nathI. temanAmAM paNa avanatinuM kAraNa ghara karI cUkyuM hatuM. kaMIka yAdave jugAra ramave, zikAra kara, dArU pIve ane parastrIgamana karavuM emAM ja pitAnA jIvananI sArthakatA mAnavA lAgyA. divase divase A durvyasanemAM teo vadhu ne vadhu phasAvA lAgyA. temAM paNa vivAha Adi avasaramAM te hajAre ne lAkhe pazupakSono nirdayatApUrvaka saMhAra karI

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639 zAradA suvAsa nAMkhatA hatA. kRSNavAsudeva potAnA kuTuMbamAMthI A durvya sano kADhIne yAdavAne avanatinA paMthe jatA aTakAvI krutimAM jatA aTakAvavA icchatA hatA paNa te A kAma karavAmAM asamartha banyA. naimakumAra mahAnapurUSa hatA, tIthaMkara hatA. temanAmAM janmathI ja anata zArIrika, mAnasika ane AdhyAtma zakti vidyamAna hatI. temanAthI A mar3Ana bhayaMkara pApa joI zakAtuM na hatuM. pazupakSIenI hiMsA temane kazu banAvI rahI hatI, te vicAratA hatA ke A bicArA mU'gA pazupakSIone A yAdavA peAtAnA AnaMda mATe mArI nAMkhe ae, ane temane duHkhI kare che. te sAthe teo paNa peAtAnA AtmAne narakamAM laI javA mATe kama badhanA karI rahyA che. A vyasane dUra karavA mATe mArA vaDIla baMdhu kRSNa vAsudeva paNa ghaNAM prayatno karI rahyA che paNa temAM saphaLa banI zakatA nathI. te huM have A lokone AvA mahAna pApathI mukta karavA mATe temanI sAme tyAganA Adaza khaDA karu.. tyAga vinA emanA upara prabhAva pADI zakIza nahiM. khIjAne tyAga karAvavA mATe pahelAM pate ja tyAga karavA joIe. jyAM sudhI peAtAnAmAM sapUrNa tyAga na hoya tyAM sudhI bIjAne game teTale upadeza ApavAmAM Ave paNa tenI asara sAmA upara thatI nathI, tethI ariSTanemi kumAra hiMsA khadha karAvavA mATe pete duSkara tyAga Avazyaka samajatA hatA. pote tyAgI banavAnA che te vAta nakkI jANatA hatA paNa jo pete vararAjA banIne tAraNa dvAra sudhI na jAya te temanI pazuDA pratyenI anukaMpA kANu jANe ? jagatanA badhA mANasAne sAcu' samajAvavu che tethI temaNe lagna vakhate kai jAtanA virAdha na karyAM. khIjuM kAraNa e hatuM ke jethI temakumAra lagnanA virodha na karI zake. peAtAnA jJAnathI teo jANatA hatA ke rAjematI mArA pUnA ATha ATha bhavAmAM sahacAriNI rahI che. AThe bhavAmAM teNe mArI sAthe rahIne sarva prakAranA sahayoga ApyA che. te sukha ane duHkhamAM mArI sAthe rahI che. have A navamA bhavamAM huM mAruM te kalyANa karI lau ane zu tene A sauMsAranI mAyAjALamAM phasAi rahevA dau ! e ThIka na kahevAya, mATe hu. tane sAvadhAna te karu ke huM saMsAra vyavahAra cheADIne AtmAnuM kalyANa karavA ane akSaya sukha prApta karavA mATe jA" chuM eTale jo tuM A bhavamAM paNu mArI sAthe sahuyeAga karavA icchatI hAya teA je mA Mne huM pakaDuM chuM te mAne tuM paNu apanAva. A vicArathI paNa temakumAra lagnanI khAkhatamAM mauna rahyA hatA, kRSNujI lagnane divasa nakkI karIne AvyA hatA. lagnanA divasa najIka AvatA sthaLe sthaLe Ama traNa patrikAe mekalavAmAM AvI. rAjamahelamAM yAdavakuLanI strIe ma'gala gItA gAvA lAgI. Dhola, nagArA ne zaraNAI e vAgavA lAgyA. ane yAdavA ariSTanaimikumAranI jAnamAM javA mATe taiyArIe karavA lAgyA. A te tamane anubhava che, have naimakumArane zaNagAravAnI taiyArIo thavA lAgI.

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40 savvAsahIhiM havio, kayakogya maMgale / / divvajuyala parihio, AbharaNehiM vibhUsio ||9|| zAradA suvAsa taimakumArane jayA, vijayA, Rddhi, vRddhi ItyAdi nAmavALI prasiddha auSadhi dvArA snAna karAvavAmAM AvyuM. temanA mAthA sAthe sAMbelAno sparzI karAvavA rUpa kautuka ane dUdha, dahIM, cekhA Adi rUpa mAMgalika padArthAthI AvAraNA rUpa maMgala kAya karavAmAM AvyuM. temane be prazasta divya vastro paherAvavAmAM AvyA. temaja mukuTa, kuMDaLa Adi AbhUSaNeAthI temane suzeAbhita karavAmAM AvyA, pachI kRSNavAsudevanI paTTarANIoe naimakumArane sAnAnA ratnajaDita khAjeTha upara besADayA ne gItA gAtA gAtA pIThI cALI. pIThI cALIne pANImAM aneka prakAranI auSadhio ane attara vigere sugaMdhI padArthoM nAMkhIne suga Mdhita pANI taiyAra karAvyuM. te pANI kuMbhamAM bharyuM. temAM 108 kuMbha senAnA, 108 cAMdInA, 108 senAmAM rana-jaDelA, 108 rUpAnA, 108 seAnAcAMdInA, 108 mATInA, A rIte ekabIjAmAM mikasa karIne 108 jAtinA 108 kuMbhamAM temakumArane snAna karAvavA mATe khAsa taiyAra kareluM pANI bharyuM, ane eTalA badhA pANIthI temakumArane cALI cALIne snAna karAvavA lAgyA. pachI temanI bhAbhIee AMkhamAM aMjana AMjayu DhAInI najara na lAge te mATe mezanu TapakuM karyuM. A rIte madhu kautuka maMgala karyu. A badhuM kautuka joIne nemakumAra vicAravA lAgyA ke A jagatamAM kevA kevA vyavahArA bharelA che. anAdi kALathI jagata peAtAnA svarUpane bhUlIne khAdya vyavahAramAM paDyo che. dhama paNa eka vyavahAra dRSTithI kare che. emanA AtmAnuM kalyANa kayAre thaze ? ma'e ! anAdikALathI jIvanI AvI ja dazA che. enA saMsAra vyavahAra pahelA ne dhama pachI mAne che. dhamane pahelu sthAna ApavAnu che tenuM sthAna Aje pAchaLa rAkhyu che. e paNa sAcA dilathI samajaNapUrvakanA dharma thaya te sArI vAta che paNa Aje te dhama bAhya dekhAvathI zraddhA vinA thAya che. jJAnIo kahe che thADu' karA paNu zraddhApUrvaka karo. jema peTrola vinA meATara cAlatI nathI, keolasA ke DIjhala vinA gADI AgaLa vadhI zakatI nathI, nAnakaDA dIvA paNa tela vinA jalatA nathI, uMce uDatA vimAnAne paNa kaMI ne kaMI maLataNu joIe che te ja AgaLa vadhI zake che tema ApaNA jIvanarathane paNa pragatinA paMthe AgaLa dhapavA mATe zraddhAnA preraka baLanI jarUra che. zraddhA vinA eka pagaluM paNa AgaLa vadhavu' atyaMta duSkara banI jAya che. samagra kArya mAM zraddhAnuM maLa sahAyaka bane che. jIvanamAM bhAMgI paDelAne beThA karanAra hAya tA paNa zraddhA che. pragatinA evaresTa sara karavAmAM paNa zraddhA kAma kare che. zraddhAthI maLa, sthiratA, ekALatA ane zAMti prApta thAya che. zraddhA vinAnA ghaNAM jIvA AgaLa vadhavAnI khadhI

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zAradA suvAsa 41 sAmagrI maLavA chatAM AgaLa vadhI zakayA nathI. zraddhA e te divya saMjIvanI che. zraddhAnuM auSadha mAdAne tAjagI Ape che. zraddhAthI AtmavizvAsa khIle che. A zraddhA rUpI dIpakanA sahAre ApaNe sahu pragati sAdhI zakIzuM, pazu zraddhA vinA karaNI karavAthI AgaLa vadhI zakAze nahi. tame ahI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA mATe AvIne beThA che paNa " mana mathurAmAM ne dila dilhImAM " hAya. A rIte vyAkhyAna vANI varSo sudhI sAMbhaLyA ja kare te 'taranA eraDAmAM aDDo jamAvIne beThelA ajJAna rUpI aMdhakArane ulecI zakAya kharA ? "nA", tA tame eka citte sAMbhaLe. ahIM eka vAta yAda Ave che, eka meTA zaheramAM ghaNAM zrAvakonA ghara hatA. zrAvako khUba bhaktibhAvavALA hatAM. eTale avAranavAra sAdhu sAdhvIjIonu Agamana thatu' ne bhAvikajanA temanI vyAkhyAna vANInA lAbha levA mATe AvatA. A gAmamAM eka kesaramA rahetA hatA. gAmamAM sAdhu sAdhvInI hAjarI hAya ke na hAya paNa kesarAnI upAzrayamAM acUka hAjarI hAya ja. emane vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavAnA keDa ghaNAM, paNa kevA ? " mana mALavAmAM ne kAyA kAzImAM " e rIte te darareAja vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatA hatA. mahArAja vyAkhyAna Ape tyAre kesaramA jagatane jIve. upAzrayamAM kANu AvyuM ne kANu gayuM ? keNe zuM paheyu`' che, kayAre AvyA ne kayAre gayA tenI badhI ja khakhara rAkhe, nAma teA majhAnuM kaisarakhA hatuM paNa kesara jevA guNa na hatA. A kesarakhA varSo sudhI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe te pazu kalyANa kayAMthI thAya ? HH " kakubhAInI pavitratA " : A kesarabAnI pADAzamAM eka kaMku nAme seAnAraNu khAI rahetI hatI. ene ghera A kesarakhA ghaNI vAra besavA jatAM ne ene kahetA kaku! tu' koIka divasa te amArA upAzraye Ava, ane amArA gurUnu vyAkhyAna tA sAMbhaLa, eka divasa tu AvIza eTale tane teA ema ja thaze ke jANe gurUdevanI amRta vANI sAMbhaLyA ja karu.. kakue kahyuM kesarakhA! zuM karu? mane TAIma maLI ja nathI. khIju` tamArA dharmonA niyama jANuM naDu eTale manamAM sakeca thAya che. kesaramAe kahyu -mahena ! amArA dhamAM sa Mkoca thAya tevuM kaMI nathI. tuM khuzIthI Avaje. eka divasa kaMkunA manamAM vicAra thayA ke kesarakhA mane rAja kaDe che te Aje jA. ema vicAra karIne kaMkubahena kesaramAnI sAthe vyAkhyAnamAM AvyA e vakhate mahArAja sItAjInI rAma pratye kevI patibhakti hatI, leAkeAnI niM dyA sAMbhaLIne rAmacadrajIe sItAjIne gabhavatA hatA ne vanavAsa mekalI dIdhA, chatAM sItAjIe evA vicAra na karyuM ke mArA patie mane pUchyuM' nahi ne prajAnI paravA karIne mekalI dIdhI ! sheja paNa patine doSa na joyA. evI sItAjInI patibhakti hatI. A vAta sAMbhaLIne kakubahenanuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayu ane tyAM ja teNe saMkalpa karyo ke mAre AjathI patine paramezvara tulya samajIne temanI zA. su. 41

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zAradA suvAsa bhakti karavI, temaja keIna upara krodha kare nahi, keIne kaTuvacana kahevA nahi, kadI asatya bolavuM nahi. samajANuM ne kaMkubahena nAraNe eka ja divasa zraddhApUrvaka mahArAjanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM ne ATalA niyama lIdhA. paNa kesarabA ATalA varSothI dararoja ekadhAruM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatA hatA chatAM jIvanamAM sudhAro thayo na hate. kaMkubAIne samaya na hatuM eTale vyAkhyAnamAMthI cheDI vahelI ubhI thaI eTale kesarabA samasamI uThayA ne manamAM babaDayA ke A kaMkuDIne kaMI khabara paDe che? adhavaca ubhI thaIne mArA gurUnuM ghora apamAna karyuM. have vyAkhyAna pUruM thAya ne ghera jAu eTale enI barAbara khabara laI nAkhuM chuM. vyAkhyAna pUruM thayuM eTale krodhathI dhamadhamatA kesarabA ghera AvIne kahe che kaMkuDI ! tane kaMI lAja zarama che ke nahiM? tAre adhavaca uThI javuM hatuM te zA mATe AvI ? kesarabAe te kaDavA veNa kahevAmAM bAkI na rAkhyuM paNa kaMku te zAMta rahI. eka zabda na belI kAraNa ke eka divasa phakta aDadhe kalAka vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne aMtaramAM utArIne jIvanane zAMta ane kSamAvAna banAvyuM hatuM. jyAre kesarabAe cAra cAra mahinA sudhI e ja gurUnuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM hatuM paNa jema DAmara roDa upara game teTale varasAda paDe paNa baMdha thaye roDa kore ne kere, tema kesarabAnuM hRdaya keruM ne keruM ja hatuM. te niMdA-kuthalI karavAmAMthI uMcA ja na Ave. e navarA paDe eTale kaMkune ghera jaIne vAtane taDAkA mAre, kaMkune TAIma na hate. e te enI patibhakti ane gharakAryamAM parevAyelI hatI. eka vakhata kesarabA kaMkune ghera gayA tyAre te cekhA chaDatI hatI. cekhA chaDatA sAMbeluM uMcuM karyuM te ja samaye enA patie pANI mAMgyuM eTale tarata ja sAMbeluM hatuM tema cheDIne enA patine pANI ApavA doDI gaI. tyAM uMcuM kareluM sAMbelu addhara ja rahyuM. juo, A kaMkunA satItva ane pati bhaktine camatkAra hato, ene pati te pANI pIne dukAne gayo, ane kaMku addhara rahelA sAMbelAne pakaDIne pAchI cekhA chaDavA besI gaI, paNa kesarabA te A camatkAra joIne camakI uThayA ane kaMkune majAkamAM kahyuM, tane A camatkAra zIkhavanAra vaLI kayA gurU maLI gayA ! tyAre kaMkue zAMtithI kahyuM kesarabA! A te ApanI kRpAnuM amaraphaLa che. Apa mane te divase gurUnI pAvana vANInuM pAna karavA laI gayA hatA tenuM A madhura phaLa bhegavI rahI chuM. A joIne kesarabAnA aMtaramAM AMcake lAgyuM ke aho ! meM te pacAsa varSa sudhI vANI sAMbhaLI te zuM pANImAM gaI? nA...nA... ema te na bane huM paNa enA jevuM kaMIka karuM te mAruM nAma kesarabA sAcuM. e nizcaya karIne kesarabA pitAne ghera AvyA. "patine dhamakI ApatA kesarabA - kesara bA ghera AvIne emanA patine kahe che tame bajAramAMthI navA cekhA laI Ave, tyAre emanA pati kahe che ke gharamAM te ghaNu cokhA

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zAradA suvAsa (43 che ne navA ceAkhA zuM karavA che? tyAre kahe che ke tamAre e pUchavAnI jarUra nathI. huM kahuM tema karo, mAre ceAkhA chaDavA besavu' che, tame atyAre ja cAkhA laI Ave. pati tA saraLa ne bhadrika hatA. teNe cAkhA lAvIne hAjara karyAM. khIje divase savAranA praharamAM enA patine kahe che jIe, Aje dukAnethI jamavA mATe vahelAsara AvI jaze. jamIne thoDIvAra suI jajo. te vakhate huM cAkhA chaDavA besIza, pachI tame aDadhA kalAka sUI ne uThI jajo ne mArI pAse pANI mAMgo. ene pati pUche che A badhuM karavAnuM kAraNa zuM? eTale kesarakhA krodhe bharAIne kahe che ke e kaMi tamAre pUchavAnI jarUra nathI. tamane samajaNu paDe nahi. tame te huM kahuM tema karaze ne ? A badhuM huM zA mATe karu chu. te thaDIvAramAM tamane jovA maLaze. pati kahe che bhale. patnInI AjJAne AdhIna banele pati vahelAsara jamavA mATe AnyA. jamIne sUi gayA. unALAnI sakhta garamInA dvivaseA hatA eTale tarata uMgha AvI gaI. "nala karavA alanA ajamAza' :- kesarakhAne sAMbeluM addhara rAkhavAnA koDa jAgyA hatA. emaNe vicAra karyAM ke kakue eka sAMbelu addhara rAkhyuM paNu huM te e sAMbelA addhara rAkhIza. eTale e teA eka nahi paNa e sAMbelA laine cAkhA cheDavA besI gai. have pita tA ghasaghasATa uMghI gayA che, tethI te kevI rIte pANI mAMge ? aDadhA kalAkane badale kalAka thai gayA paNa pati uce nahi eTale kesarakhA adhIrA banI gayA ane sAMbelAnI sAthe maDheluM lAkhaMDanuM' kahuM kADhIne sIdhA enA pati upara ghA karyAM, tethI patinuM mAthuM phUTI gayuM ne leAhInI dhAra thai ne patie pANI mAMgyuM eTale pativratA kesarA sAMbeluM addhara mUkIne patine pANI ApavA doDavA, tyAM baMne sAMkhelA temanA mAthA upara paDaghA ne mAthuM phUTI gayuM' ne lehInI dhAra vahevA lAgI. (hasAhasa) kaisarakhA tA kakune ghera AvIne kahe che rAMDa ! teM tAru sAMbeluM addhara rAkhyuM ne mAruM mAthuM kADAvyuM ! khaDDAra nIkaLa....tane batAvI dauM. (hasAhasa) kaMku kahe che kesarakhA! A tA hRdayanA raga che, ane sAcI patibhaktinA prabhAva che. A khAkhatamAM koInI nakala karI akkalanA ajamAza na karAya. e mATe teA kharAkhara zraddhApUrNAMka kAma karavu joI e tA ja saphaLatA maLe. naimakumArane snAna karAvI kautuka maMgala karyo, ane divya vastro pahezavyA, kaMThamAM sAtaserA, navaserA ane agiyAra serA hIrA, mANeka ane mInA hAra paherAvyA. lagna karavA javA mATenA moMgala vAjiMtrA vAgavA lAgyA. moMgala gIta gavAvA lAgyA ane naimakumArane vararAjA tarIke zaNagAravA lAgyA. yAdave paNa kaMmato vastrAbhUSazeA paherIne taiyAra thavA lAgyA. sArA yAdavakuLamAM ane AkhI dvArakA nagarImAM Anane pAra nathI. hejI jAna kevI rIte taiyAra thaze te avasare kahevAze. caritra jinasena ane rAmasena baMne paraNIne AvyA. temanA svAgata thayA, -

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zAradA suvAsa jinasenanI patnIo khUba kariyAvara lAvI che ane rAmasena te sAmaMtanI putrIne para che eTale sAmAnya che. A samAcAra sAMbhaLIne ranavatInA peTamAM te tela reDAI gayuM. jinasenakumAra tenI baMne patnIo sAthe pitAnI mAtA jinasene mahArANInA mahela tarapha cAle. e cAle eTale tenI pAchaLa kariyAvaranI gADIo paNa javA lAgI. ranavatI kahe che mAlanI gADIo kyAM laI jAo che? e te mArA zamasenakumArane kariyAvaramAM AvI che. ene bagIcAmAM kayAM laI jAo che? paNa enuM keNa sAMbhaLe? ete bakabaka karatI rahI ne jinasenanI pAchaLa badhuM gayuM. jinasenakumAra ane putravadhU ane kariyAvara sahita bagIcAmAM jinasenA rANInA baMgale AvyuM ne mAtAnA caraNamAM paDe, pachI baMne putravadhUo madanamAlatI ane caMpakamAlA sAsujInA caraNamAM paDayA. sAsue ane putravadhUonA mAthe hAtha mUkIne aMtaranA AzIrvAda ApyA ne kahyuM beTA ! tame baMne sukhI thAo. tamAruM saubhAgya akhaMDa rahe. pitAnA putranI punnAI ane AvI devakanyA jevI vahuone joIne jinasenA rANInuM haiyuM harakhAI gayuM. jinasenane pitAnI baMne vahuo putrIo jevI vahAlI lAge che. vahuo pagamAM paDI paNa tenI pAse ApavAnuM kaMI na hatuM kAraNa ke rAjAe paherelA kapaDe kADhI che. kaMI ApyuM nathI, tethI baMne vastuone aMtaranA AzIrvAda ApyA ne badhA AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. khuzI meM khuzI eka ora hu, Aye jayamaMgala sarakAra, - naranArI sabake mana bhAyA, AnaMda huA apAra. * ranavatInA kalezathI kaMTALIne cAlyA gayelA jayamaMgala rAjA ghaNAM vakhate pitAnA nagaramAM padhAryA eTale AkhA nagaranI janatAne temaja baMne rANIone khUba AnaMda thaye. ane temanuM bhavya sAgata karIne kaMcanapuramAM lAvyA, pitAnI gerahAjarImAM paNa rAjyanI vyavasthA barAbara che. jANe rAjAne khUba AnaMda thaye. temaja bane rANInA putra paraNyA te jANIne vizeSa AnaMda thaye ane pradhAnane zAbAzI ApIne kahyuM pradhAnajI! tamArI buddhi ghaNI tIvra che ne tamane dhanyavAda che ke mArI gerahAjarImAM paNa tame ATalI suMdara rAjyanI vyavasthA karI che. tamAre jeTale upakAra mAnuM eTale ocho che. rAjAe pradhAnane moTuM InAma ApyuM. IrSALu ratnAvatI:- A tarapha jinasenakumAranA lagna thayA ane thaDA divasa pachI baMne kumArIone piyaratha teDavA AvyA, tethI te piyara gayA. have jinasenakumAra avAranavAra pitAjI pAse jate ane rAjya sabaMdhI kAryo paNa karate, tethI rAjAne tenA upara khUba prema vaLe, ne rAjyamAM jinasenakumAranI khUba prazaMsA thavA lAgI. sAthe jinasenA rANInI paNa prazaMsA thavA lAgI. paNa ranavatI ke rAmasenanI kaI prazaMsA karatuM nathI, eTale te IrSAnI AgamAM baLavA lAgI ane rAjAne kahe che nAtha ! A rAjyamAM rahevuM mane gamatuM nathI, kAraNa ke huM tamArI paTTarANuM chuM, chatAM kaI mane cAhatuM nathI. sau jinasenA ane jinasenane cAhe che. A mArAthI kema sahana thA?

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zAradA muvA mArA dukhano te pAra nathI. AvA jIvane jIvavA karatAM jhera pIne marI javuM sAruM che. bIjuM jinasenakumAra jyAM sudhI jIvate raheze tyAM sudhI mAro rAmasena kevI rIte rAjya karI zakaze ? mATe ene tame kaI paNa rIte mArI nAMkhe. te ja huM jIvIza, bAkI mAre jIvavuM nathI. A sAMbhaLIne maMgala rAjA krodhamAM AvIne kahe che tamAre jIvavuM hoya te che ne maravuM hoya te jhera lAvI ApuM. tamArA kalezathI kaMTALIne te huM cA gaye hite chatAM tamane bhAna thatuM nathI ? meM tamAruM kahyuM ghaNuM karyuM. meM tamArA kahevAthI InAmamAM ApelI cIjo paNa pAchI laI lIdhI, ane nirdoSa jinasenA rANIne mahelamAMthI kADhI. have huM tamAruM kahyuM karavAnuM nathI. jinasena te mAre ratna je dIkare che. bhaviSyamAM e rAjya calAvaze. tAre rAmasena zuM karavAnuM che? ene rAjya apAvavA mATe jinasenane marAvI nAMkhavA taiyAra thaI che paNa rAmasenane pUcha te kharI ke enAmAM rAjya calAvavAnI trevaDa che? eka kanyA paraNe te paNa jinasenanA pratApe para che, bAkI ene keNe kanyA paraNAve tema che ? rAjAnA vacana sAMbhaLIne ratnAvatI te dhrujI uThI. enA manamAM thaI gayuM ke have mahArAjA mArA upara viryA che eTale belatI ja baMdha thaI gaIne vAta badalAvI nAMkhI, pachI rAjAnA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che svAmInAtha ! ApanI vAta sAcI che. mArI bhUla thaI gaI. jinasenakumAra upara te ApaNe badho AdhAra che. meM enA mATe A vicAra karyo ? nAtha ! have huM tenA upara bilakula dveSa nahi karuM. mAre jinasena dIrdhAyuSa bane tema kahIne khUba guNa gAvA lAgI, AthI jayamaMgala rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke ratnAvatI have sudharI jaze. mahArAjAne khUba AnaMda thayo. ratnAvatI avAranavAra jinasenane pitAnA mahele belAvIne mIThI mIThI vAta karavA lAgI. A joIne rAjAne vizeSa AnaMda thaye, uparathI prema batAvatI ratnAvatI have zuM karaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 69 bhAdaravA vada amAsa ne ravIvAra tA. 1-10-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMta upakArI, parama tAraka, arihaMta bhagavaMte jagatanA sarva jIvonA kalyANa mATe zAstramAM dharmanuM zuddha svarUpa batAvyuM che. temAM paNa sarva tyAgamaya zamaNudharmanI pradhAnatA batAvI che. ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa rUpa dharma utkRSTa maMgala che. A dharma samagra vizvanuM kalyANa kare che, ane te dharmanuM saMpUrNa prakAre sAdhu mahAtmAo pAlana karI zake che, ahiMsA ane saMyamanA pAlana sAthe

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zAradA suvAsa jyAre tapanI virATa zakti bhaLe che tyAre karmone sarvathA kSaya thAya che darzana heya, sAthe jJAna hoya paNa je cAritra na hoya te mekSa na thAya, je cAritranA abhAvamAM mekSa thatuM hota te sarvArthasiddha vimAnanA devAmAM paNa jJAna che. temane mati, zrata ne avadhi jJAna hoya che. darzana paNa nirmaLa hoya che paNa tyAM cAritra nathI eTale mekSa thatuM nathI. cAre ya gatimAM je manuSya gatinuM mAhAnya hoya te te cAritranA kAraNe che. darzana ane jJAna bIjI gatimAM hoya che paNa sarvavirati te manuSyabhavamAM hoya che, tethI jJAnIoe kahyuM che ke manuSyabhava durlabha che. temaja manuSyabhavanI sAthe sarvavirati cAritranI durlabhatAnuM zAstromAM TheraThera varNana kareluM che. bIjI gatimAM cAritra maLatuM nathI mATe manuSyabhavamAM cAritra pALIne karmone kSaya karIne mekSamAM jaI zakAya che. TUMkamAM kahuM te manuSyagati e mekSanA pathe javAnuM sTezana che ke jyAMthI ArAdhanAnI gADI sIdhI mekSamAM pahoMcADe che. badhA kRtane sAra cAritra che ane cAritrano sAra nirvANa eTale mekSa che, mATe cAritra saMpanna saMtano samAgama kare. saMte saMsAranA meDamAM mugdha banelA chene dharmaadharma-puNya-pApa badhuM samajAve che. duSkRtyanI gaha karAvatA AMkhamAMthI azrunI dhArA vahAve ane jagatanA jIvone sarva sukRtanI anumodanA karAvIne harSavibhera paNa banAve che. AvA saMte bhagavAna mahAvIrane saMdeza phelAvavA mATe kaSTa veThIne dezadezamAM vicare che. saMte sAcuM sukha kyAM che te sArI rIte samajAvI satya-asatyanuM bhAna karAve che. baMdhuo ! jagatanA tamAma jIve sukhanI jhaMkhanA kare che ane tenI pAchaLa kAramI ciMtAnI heLI haiyAmAM saLagAvyA kare che, ane divasa rAta mahenata kare che chatAM paNa te AtmAoe sukhanA sAgaramAM snAna karyuM nathI, paNa bhayaMkara duHkhenA sAgara samA saMsAramAM snAna karyuM che. svArthamaya saMsAramAM mugdha banelA manuSya pAse pAMca sAta mALane AlIzAna bhavana je baMgale haya, pAMca sAta maTaro doDAdoDa karatI hoya, peDhIomAM lAkho ne karoDo rUpiyAnI uthalapAthala thatI heya, nokaracAkare khammA khammA karatA hoya, bAga bagIcAnI lahejate lUMTAtI hAya, viSaya vilAsanA sAdhano bharapUra vasAvelA heya, ane lADI, vADI ane gADImAM masta banIne pharatA hiya, AvA jIvene tame badhA zuM kahe ? mahAsukhI. yAda rAkhajo ke A sukhe zAzvata nathI, paNa puNya che tyAM sudhI sukha che. jyAM pApodaya thaye ke badhA sukho cAlyA jAya. brahmadatta cakravarti, subhama cakravatine tyAM dunyavI sukhanI kaMI kamInA na hatI paNa Aje kaI sthitimAM che te jANe che ne? nArakInA kevA mahAna dukhe bhagave che! devAnupriye! AvI rIte A dunyavI sukha anAdikALathI jIvane herAna parezAna karI rahyA che, AtmahitanuM khUna karI rahyA che ane mekSarUpI mahelanA saraLa mArgane vAMkecUke ane aTapaTe banAvI rahyA che. AtmAnI unnatinA paMthamAM maTI zIlAo khaDakI

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zAradA suvAsa 647 rahyA che. A bhautika sukha chagane bhegavavAmAM sukhadAyaka lAge che paNa e kipAka vRkSanA phaLa jevA che. kipAka vRkSanA phaLa dekhAvamAM ati suMdara ane svAdamAM amRta samAna che paNa te khAvAthI pariNAme jIva ane kAyA judA thaI jAya che, tema tamArA sukhe dekhAvamAM suMdara, upabhegamAM mIThA madhurA lAge che paNa pariNAme bhayaMkara che, eTale anaMta janmamaraNanI paraMparAne vadhAranAra che. A mehagheluM jagata baMgalAo ane viSayavilAsanA sAdhane joIne bhale sukha mAne paNa jJAnInI daSTie te sukhI nahi paNa mahAduHkhI che, ane saphadarzana, jJAna ane cAritravAna saMte mahAsukhI che. sAcuM sukha te tyAgamAM ja che ane bhautika sukhanA rAgamAM te moTA moTA duHkhanA pahADenI zreNIo che. sAcuM sukha bajAramAM, gharamAM, AlIzAna mahelAtamAM, viSaya vilAsamAM, lADI vADI ne gADImAM nathI. sAcA sukhanuM sthAna jyAM Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi, janma-jarA-maraNa, saMga-viyega, rAga-dveSa, bhaya, zaka nathI tyAM che. A badhuM kyAM na hoya te jANe che ne? bele te kharA. mekSamAM ja che. je je AtmAoe sAcA sukhanA sthAnamAM vAsa karyo te te AtmAone dunyavI sukhe kiM pAkanA phaLa jevA lAgyA ane AdhyAtmika mArga rUpa hAthInA skaMdha upara ArUDha thaIne maitrIbhAvanAne mugaTa mastaka upara paherIne kSamA rUpI bANathI AMtara zatruone vinAza karIne mekSarUpI AlIzAna mahelAtanI majhA mANI sukha sAgaramAM snAna karIne sAcA sukhanA bhaktA banyA. anAdikALathI AtmA dunyavI sukhanuM saMzodhana karI rahyo che. eNe sAcA sukhanuM saMzodhana karyuM nathI, eTale sAcuM sukha meLavI zakatA nathI. AdhyAtmika jIvana upAdhiothI rahita ne dunyavI sukhanI jhaMkhanAthI para che. vItarAga prabhue jevuM AdhyAtmika jIvana jIvavAnuM kahyuM che tevuM jIvana jIvanAra AtmA sAcA sukhane bhoktA banI zake che, mATe dunyavI sukhane lAta mArI vItarAga prabhue batAvelI saMyamarUpI nAkAmAM besI mekSamArganI upAsanA karI bhavasAgarane taravA ane anaMtasukhanA bhaktA banavA mATeno satata purUSArtha karavuM joIe. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamAM adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. temAM nemakumAra vararAjAnA vezamAM vastrAbhUSaNathI sajaja thaI gayA che. pitAnA lADakavAyA nemakumArane vararAjAne rUpamAM joIne samudravijaya rAjA ane zIvAdevI mahArANIne AnaMdane pAra nathI. kRSNajIne jAnanA AgevAna banIne javAno, yAdavene jAnaiyA banIne mahAlavAne ane rANI ene jAnaDIo banIne nemakumArane gIta gAvAne hara ma hatuM. varagheDe caDhavAno samaya thaya nemakumArane ratnajaDita siMhAsanethI ubhA karyA, tyAra pachI zuM kare che-

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zAradA mulAya mattaM ca gaMdhahatthi, vAsudevassa jeTTagaM / vAho so re mahiye, zire cUmI nA 20 kRSNa mahArAjAnA pradhAna e madonmatta gaMdha nAmane hAthI jene khUba suMdara rIte zaNagAryo hato tenA upara nemakumArane besADavAmAM AvyA. te samaye hAthI upara beThelA nemakumAra evA suMdara dekhAtA hatA ke jevI rIte mAthA upara dhAraNa karele cUDAmaNa zebhI uThe che tema gaMdha hasti upara beThelA nemakumAra zobhI uThyA. eka te tIrthakara bhagavAna che. tIrthakara prabhunA puNya alaukika hoya che. vaLI jagatamAM rahelA zubha ane pavitra paramANuothI temanuM zarIra baneluM hoya che. temane AtmA paNa tejasvI hoya che. temAM pAchA kimatI vastrAbhUSaNe paherAvyA ane hAthIne paNa khUba suMdara rIte zaNagAryo hato tenA upara nemakumArane besADyA, pachI enI zebhAmAM kaMI bAkI rahe ! sAkSAt deve ane indro paNa temanI AgaLa jhAMkhA paDI jAya tevA dekhAtA hatA. jemakumAranuM zarIra jhagArA mArI rahyuM hatuM. temanA zarIramAMthI jANe prakAzanI sahastra kiraNAvalIo chUTatI hoya tema dekhAtuM hatuM. kemakumAranA mAthe chatra dharavAmAM AvyuM ne baMne bAju cAmare vijhAvA lAgyA. je hAthI upara nemakumArane besADyA che te hAthI upara khuda kRSNa vAsudeva ja besatA hatA. te sivAya ke besatuM na hatuM, paNa Aje te kRSNa vAsudevane AnaMdano pAra nathI. bhAIne te paraNavAnA ke hAthI upara besavAnA bilakula koDa nathI paNa mAtApitA ane moTAbhAIne keDa che ke ApaNe kemakumArane khUba lA levaDAvIe ane dhAmadhUmathI rAmatI sAthe paraNAvIne ApaNA mananI heza pUrI karIe. jemakumArane sArI rIte zaNagArIne hAthI upara besADyA che. te evA zebhe che ke jenAranI AMkhaDI dharAya ja nahi. mAtA zIvAdevI ane pitA samudravijaya rAjA te pitAnA lAlane nIrakhI nIrakhIne dekhe che ke amAro nema ke zebhe che ! rAjematI paNa khUba rUpALI che. A baMnenI jeDI zobhI uThaze. jAnamAM javA taiyAra thayelA jAnaiyA temaja AvelA mahemAna badhAM nemakumArane joIne Azcaryacakita banI gayA ke zuM nemakumAranuM rUpa che ! AvA vararAjA te kadI ame joyA nathI. - aha usieNa chateNa, cAmarAhi ya sohiei / 1 dasAra cakkeNa ya so, savvao parivArio // 11 // . kemakumArane mAthe sevakae chatra dharyuM, ane cAmara DhaLanArA sevake temanA upara cAmara DhaLavA lAgyA. temaja nemakumAra samudravijaya, akSabha, stumita, sAgara, himavata,

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zAradA suvAsa acala, dharaNa, pUraNa, abhicaMda tathA vasudeva Adi daza dazAoM vigere sarva yAdanA parivArathI cAre bAju vIMTaLAI rahyA hatA. jemakumArane evI suMdara rIte zaNagAravAmAM AvyA che ke kRSNajInA gaMdhahasti upara beThelA mahArAjAnA mugaTa upara mANI zobhI uThe che tenA karatA paNa te adhika zobhatA hatA. A te zaNagAra sajAvyA che paNa bhAvinA tIrthakara te vagara zaNagAre sAdAvezamAM paNa zobhI uThe che, kAraNa ke AthI trIjA bhavamAM evI laganI lAgI hatI ke "savijIva karuM zAsanarasI. sarvajane zAsanarasI banAvuM temaja janma-jarA ane maraNane duHkhamAMthI mukta karAvIne huM temane zAzvata sukhanA adhikArI kema banAvuM evI laganI lAgI hatI, tethI tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdhyuM hatuM. tIrthaMkaranA puNyamAM zuM kamInA heya ! emanA tejamAM paNa zuM khAmI hoya! bhagavAnane te sArAye jagatanA jIveno uddhAra karavAnI laganI lAgI hatI, paNa tamane te tamArA AtmAne uddhAra karavAnI laganI lAge teya sAruM. mIrAMbAIne AtmakalyANa karavAnI kevI laganI lAgI hatI ! e mIrAM veta sADI paheratI hatI. bIjA vastrA bhUSaNe paheratI na hatI, chatAM kevI zobhatI hatI! ene bhagavAnanI bhaktimAM kevI zraddhA ane laganI hatI ke leke ene gAMDI kahetA paNa prabhubhaktimAM mastAnI banelI mIrAMne jagatanI paravA na hatI. ene mATe bhakto paNa kahe che ke gAMDIre gAMDIre mIrAM evI gAMDI, jheranA kaTorA pIvA mAMDI he he... hAthe page ghuMgharuM bAMdhI nAcavA lAgI. enA hRdiyAmAM zyAmanI laganI lAgI...he... , nAcI nAcI rAtabhara, zyAma mAruM kAma kara (2) mane rAkha tArA caraNenI dAsI re....e...e...gAMDI re. mIrAne enA bhagavAna zyAma suMdara upara kevI atUTa zraddhA hatI ke page ghUgharA bAMdhIne enI bhaktimAM divAnI banIne rAtanI rAta nAcatI hatI. e mIrAne pitAnI banAvavA mATe rANAe keTalA vAnA karyA, chevaTe mIrAMne mArI nAMkhavA mATe sarpanA karaMDIyA mokalyA. te enI bhaktinA pratApe sarpa phITI phUlanI mALA banI gaI. jheranA pyAlA mokalyA te zyAmasuMdaranI bhaktimAM tarabaLa banelI mIrAM jherane amRtanI jema gaTaka gaTaka pI gaI te jheranuM amRta banI gayuM. mIrAMnI kevI zraddhA ne bhakti haze ! jo tamane paNa AvI zraddhA jAge te beDo pAra thaI jAya. mANasa kaMIka tapa, japa ke niyama kare che tyAre tene kasoTI te Ave ja che, paNa kaseTImAM sthira rahevAya te kAma thaI jAya. mIrAMe kaTImAM paNa bhagavAnanI bhakita na choDI te enI kevI akhUTa zraddhA haze! ApaNu vItarAga zAsanamAM vicaratA saMtanI paNa kaTI thaI che temane maraNata

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zaradA suvAsa pariSaha AvyA chatAM saMyamathI teo calita thayA nathI. baMdhaka aNugAranI jIvatA nI cAmaDI utAravAmAM AvI, gajasukumAla aNagArane mAthe dhagadhagatA aMgArAnI sagaDI mUkANI, metAraja muninA mAthe vALI vIMTavAmAM AvI, ane jhAMjharIyA munivarane mATe khADo khedI gaLA sudhInA bhAgane dATI dIdhuM ane talavArathI mastaka chedI nAMkhavAmAM - AvyuM chatAM saMyamabhAvathI heja paNa mana calAyamAna thayuM nahi temaNe eka ja vicAra karyo ke mAranAra mArA zatru nathI paNa mArA karmo ja mArA zatru che. karmazatruone haNavA mATe meM saMyama lIdhe che, ema samajIne A samatAna sAgara munivare kaTInA samayamAM gajabanI samatA rAkhIne karmazatruone haNa mekSamAM gayA. AvA ghaNAM dAkhalAo che. atyAranA kALamAM AvA upasargo ochA Ave che, paNa je sAmAnya upasarga Ave ne te sahana kare te beDo pAra thaI jAya. jainanA saMte dareka kArya dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAva joIne kare che. eka vakhata dezamAM duSkALa paDyo. lekenA annanA bhaMDAro khUTavA lAgyA. pANI mATe paNa prANuo valakhA mAravA lAgyA, peTanI Aga zamAvavA mATe mANase anekavidha IlAjo karavA lAgyA. A kaparo kALa AvavA chatAM lekenI dharmabhAvanAmAM jarA paNa oTa AvI na hatI. deva-gurU ane dharma pratyenI prIti aMtaramAM jhaLakatI hatI. aMtaranI amImAM kamI Ave tyAre sAre kALa paNa vikarALa lAge che ane aMtaramAM amI ubharAtA hoya tyAre vikarALa kALa paNa sukALamAM pharI jAya che. eka vakhata mahAna jJAnI AcArya bhagavaMta vizALa ziSya parivAra sAthe eka nagarImAM padhAryA. zrAvaka zrAvikA gurUnA darzana mATe umaTI paDayA. pitAnuM samasta duHkha bhUlIne janatA gurUnA caraNamAM ALeTI paDI. sau samajatA hatA ke mahAna puNyano udaya hoya tyAre AvA mahAna jJAnI gurU bhagavaMtanA darzanano lAbha maLe che. khUba utsAhapUrvaka gurUdevanuM svAgata karIne nagaramAM lAvyA. mahArAje mAnava medanIne dharmano upadeza Ape. saMsAranI asAratA samajAvI, jJAnI gurUnI amRtamaya upadezadhArAthI manuSyanA mana AnaMdavibhora banI gayA. zrAvakoe dhananA bhaMDAra khullA mUkI dIdhA. puryodayathI dhana te ghaNuM hatuM, mAtra dhAnyanI khoTa hatI, chatAM jene dilamAM dAnanI bhAvanA ochI thaI na hatI evA pitAnA upagamAM echuM vApare paNa dAna devAmAM kamInA na rAkhe. gaucarIne samaya thatAM ziSyoe gurUdevane vaMdana karI gaucarI javAnI AjJA mAMgI tyAre bhAvika zrAvake paNa gaucarI mATe bhAvanA bhAvavA AvyA ke gurUdeva ! amAruM AMgaNuM pAvana karavA padhAre. jJAnI gurUe gItArtha sAdhuone gaucarI javAnI AjJA ApI ane kahyuM che te ! atyAre kaparo kALa che, anAjanI taMgI che, lekanA keheramAM anAja khUTI gayA che mATe upaga rAkhIne thoDuM

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51 zAradA suvAsa thADu vahArajo. A tA duSkALanA samaya hateA paNa sukALa hAya teA paNa saMtA maryAdita gaucarI kare. gurUnI AjJA zirAmAnya karI ziSyA gaucarI mATe vidAya thayA. leAkeAnA kAThAramAM anAja khUTayA hatA paNa aMtaramAM te bhAvanAtA gheADApUra vahI rahyA hatA. saMtAne gaucarI nIkaLelA joIne bhAvika zrAvakA bahAra nIkaLIne amAre ghera padhArA....amAre ghera padhAro ema namrabhAve vinaMtI karI rahyA hatA. samayanA jANakAra saMte eka pachI eka gharamAM vArApharatI gaucarI jAya che. jyAM jAya che tyAM raseInA tapelA bharyAM che, mIThAI AnA thALa bharyAM che ne zrAvakonA bhAva paNa bharapUra che, chatAM saMtA peAtAnA niyama mujaba dareka gharamAMthI gheADA thADA AhAra pANI vahere che. sAdhuonA samudAya vizALa hatA ne zrAvakonA ghara paNa ghaNAM hatA, eTale dareka gharamAMthI tharDa' thADu vaherIne gaucarI pUrI karIne sAdhue pAchA vaLyA, tyAre eka garIba bhikhArI phATalAtUTalA kapaDA paherelA che, peTa pAtALamAM utarI gayuM che ne AMkhA paNu uMDI utarI gaI che, pagamAM cAlavAnI zakti nathI. traNa traNa krivasane bhUkhyA che, peTanI Aga satAvI rahI che tevA bhikhArI A sAdhuonI pAchaLa pAchaLa cAlye. zrAvakA saMtAne thADe mUkIne pAchA pharyAM. A garIba mANasa saMtAnI najIkamAM jaine kahe che mahArAja ! peTamAM kSudhAnI Aga saLagI che. traNa traNa divasathI bhUkhyuM chuM. mane gAmamAM koI khaTakuM roTaleA Apatu nathI ne bhUkha sahana thatI nathI. Apane bhaktoe ghaNuM ApyuM che tethI peTanI Aga mujhAvavA lAga joIne tamArI pAse Avye chuM. mane Apa lAgyA che. temAMthI theDu' tA Ape, mane Apa thaiDuM Apaze teA Apane khUTI nahi paDe, ane mArA jIvana khAga ujajaDa manatA khacI jaze. bhikhArInI AvI vANI sAMbhaLIne sAdhuo Azcaya cakti banI gayA ne kahyuM bhAI ! A gocarI tane amArAthI apAya nahi. ame amArA gurUdevanI AjJArthI gaucarI AvyA chIe, eTale mAne hakka gurUdevanA che, mATe ame tane ApI zakIe nahiM. eTale A te pAchaLa pAchaLa cAlyeA. sAdhuee gaucarInA pAtA nIce mUkIne gurU bhagavaMtane vaMdana karyAM eTale A bhikhArIe paNa gurUdeva pAse AvIne namaskAra karyo. A gurU jJAnI ane gaMbhIra hatA. A bhikhArInuM mukha joine kahe che are kumaka! tuM aDIyA kema Ape che? mahAna purUSonI bhASAmAM keTalA viveka hoya che! ema na kahyuM ke bhikhArI! tuM kema AvyeA che? cAlyA jA. jJAnI gurUnA snehabharyA vacana sAMbhaLIne bhikhArone Ana Mda thayo. eNe kahyu gurUdeva ! bhUkhanuM duHkha sahana thatuM nathI. peTanI Aga mUMjhAvavA ApanI pAse Avyo chu. ApanA ziSyA ghaNuM badhuM lAgyA che temAMthI mane thaiDuM Apo ne ! ema karagaravA lAgyA. gurUe kahyuM kumaka ! amArI gaucarI pacAvavI helI nathI, kAraNa ke amArA jaina sAdhumenA AcAra bahu kaDaka hoya che. ame amArA sAdhu

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rUpa2 zAradA suvAsa paNAnA nirvAha karavA mATe gRhasthanA ghareAmAMthI vaheArI lAvIe chIe, eTale saMsArInI pAsethI lAvelI cIja pAchI sa`sArIne na ApI zakIe, hA, amArA je sAdhu khanI jA te tane khAvuM hAya teTalu ApIe. khelA, kabUla che? dumake kahyuM gurUdeva ! bhUkhanA duHkhane zamAvavA Apa kaheA te sAdhu thavA taiyAra chu. mArA sAdhu banavAnA bhAgya jAgyA. gurUdeva ! mane ApanA ziSya banAve. bhUkhanuM duHkha maTADavA sAdhu banavA taiyAra thayA. gurUe ene vidhipUrvaka sAdhuno veza paherAvyeA. jyAM bhikhArIne veza utArI sAdhunA veza paDe tyAM rakanA hAthamAM ratna Avyu. hAya tema tenuM hRdaya nAcI uThayu, drumaka nyAla thaI gayA. enA mananA mArA thai thai nAcavA lAgyA. dIkSA vidhi patI gaI eTale gurUe navadIkSita sAdhunI sAme gaucarInA pAtrA mUkI dIdhA ne kahyuM tArAthI jeTalu khavAya teTaluM khAI le ne tArA peTanI Aga bUjhAva. have tuM sAdhu banyA. bilakula sa`koca na rAkhIza, ANe bhUkha maTADavA ja dIkSA lIdhI hatI. eka tA kadI miSTAnna khAdhu na hatuM. bIjI traNa divasanA bhUkhyA hatA temaja ghaNA visAnI bhUkha bhegI thaI hatI tethI khUba khAdhu eTale gabharAmaNa thavA lAgI, peTamAM duHkhavA lAgyuM. AhAra karIne mAMDa mAMDa uThayA, pachI teA uThavA besavAnI tAkAta na rahI. AcAya bhagavata madhu dRzya zAMtapaNe nihALI rahyA hatA. jJAnI gurUe enu bhAvi joI lIdhu hatu. eTale emane sUvADI dIdhA. emanI akaLAmaNu vadhatI jatI hatI. gurUe sattAne kahyuM navadIkSitanI sevA karo. gurUdevanI AjJAthI 'vinayava'ta satA emanI sevAmAM lAgI gayA. AcAya tenI pAse besI premathI tenA zarIre hAtha pheravatA hatA te kahetA hatA ke he ziSya ! A zarIra sAthe A1vAnu nathI. A sasAramAM arihaMta prabhu sivAya khIju` kAInuM zaraNu sAcuM nathI. jIvana vIjaLInA camakArA jevu' kSaNika che. A kAyAnI mAyA karavA jevI nathI. enI chAyA yAre 'kelAI jo enI khabara paDatI nathI. tArA mahAna puNyadaye tane AvuM uMcuM sAdhupaNuM maLyuM che. mATe sAvadhAna raheje. khInnu kai na AvaDe te namA arihaMtANuM' ATalu melyA karaje, A pramANe deva mIThI ne madhurI vANIthI ene samajAvatA hatA. A sAdhute khelavAnI zakti na hatI paNa enI najara samakSa teA uttama gurUdeva ane uttama sAdhupaNuM ja dekhAtuM hatuM. ahA ! mA gurUdeve mane sAdhupaNuM na ApyuM hota te mArI zI dazA thAta? AvA jJAnI satA mArI khaDe page sevA kare che, zrImatA zAtA pUche che. A badhe sAdhupaNAnA pratApa che. dhanya che sAdhupaNAne ! ane mArA upakArI gurUdevane ! meM te peTanI Aga bUjhAvavA ja sAdhupaNuM lIdhuM che chatAM keTalA lAbha ! te jeNe samajIne lIdhuM che tenuM teA kalyANa thaI jAya. have ene khAvAnI

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zAradA suvAsa 653 mamatA nathI. aMta samaya najIka AvI rahyo hato, enI nasenase tUTatI hatI. deha cheha daI rahyo hato paNa AtmAnuM ejasa anero prakAza pAtharI rahyuM hatuM. aMtaramAM name arihaMtANanI dhUna hatI. eka jIva chelle pitAnuM maraNa sudhArI rahyo che tethI gurUdevane AnaMda ke. bhikhArImAMthI sAdhu banele kALadharma pAmIne devalekamAM gaye. baMdhue! vicAra karo. eka divasanuM cAritrapaNa keTaluM mahAna che ke jeNe khAvA mATe diIkSA lIdhI. ceDA kalAka pahelAM te Apa mA-bApa kahete hate paNa sAdhupaNuM lIdhA pachI tenA vicAra zuddha banI gayA. te sAdhupaNuM laIne jIvana dhanya banAvI gaye. vadhu bhAva avasare. caritra - navatI rANI jinasenakumAra pratye uparane prema batAvavA lAgI. AthI rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke have ratnAvatInA dilamAM jinasenakumAra upara jhera nathI. je rAmasenane mAne che te ja jinasenane mAne che, eTale mahArAjAnuM mana paNa kaMIka zAMta thayuM paNa A te nivAbe puSiti pratye tu viSa strAbhU jIbhanA Terave madha hatuM paNa hRdayamAM te jinasenakumAra ane jinasenA rANI upara jhera bharyuM che. jenI dRSTimAM viSa bharyuM che tyAM amRta kayAMthI Ave ? lADumAM jhera ApatI ravatI:- have ranavatI jinasenakumArane mArI nAMkhavAnA upAye zedhavA lAgI. uMdarane piMjarAmAM pUravA mATe roTalAnuM baTakuM bharAvavuM paDe che ne? tema A ratnAvatI paNa rAjAnA dekhatAM jinasenane premathI kahevA lAgI ke dIkarA ! tAruM mukha joyA vinA mane cena paDatuM nathI, mATe beTA ! dararoja eka vAra te Avaje. jinasena vicAre che ke navatI sAthe huM prema rAkhyuM ane je mArI mAtA pratye jhera ochuM thAya ane mArA bApujIne mArI mAtA para prema cAlu thAya te sAruM. ranavatIne lAgyuM ke jinasenane mArA pratye pUro vizvAsa che tethI eka divasa bhArobhAra jhera nAMkhIne lADa banAvI DabbAmAM mUkIne dAsIne bagIcAmAM ApavA mekalI. dAsIe AvIne kuMvarane kahyuM kuMvarajI! tamArA mAtAjI ranavatIe tamArA mATe khUba premathI pitAnI jAte lADa banAvyuM che te tame A lADu khAje. khAsa Apane mATe ja ekalA che. ema kahI lADa ApIne dAsI te vidAya thaI lADavAmAM masAle khUba nAMkhyuM hatuM eTale aMdarathI sugaMdha sugaMdha maheMkatI hatI. kumArane thayuM ke premathI eka che te huM khAuM. tethI kuMvare khAdhe, kuMvara ane mAtAno mahela jude hate. kanyA baMne piyara gaI che. kumAra lADa khAIne sUI gaye. AkhA zarIramAM jhera vyApavAthI zarIra lIluM banI gayuM. jinasenakumAra dararoja savAramAM uThIne tarata mAtAne vaMdana karavA AvatuM hatuM. rajane samaya thaye chatAM dIkare na Ave tyAre thayuM ke kadAca uMghI gayA haze paNa be kalAka thaI chatAM jinasena na AvyuM eTale jinasenA rANInuM mana putrane maLavA adhIruM banyuM ke dIkare AvyA vinA rahe nahi ne Aje kema nathI AvyuM? zuM ene phIka nahi hoya! ema

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54 zAradA suvAsa aneka tarkavirtaka karatI jinasenane mahele AvI. jinasenakumAra palaMgamAM cAdara oDhIne sUte hate. cAdara khaseDIne joyuM te putranA zarIramAM jhera vyApI javAthI zarIra lIluMchama thaI gayuM che. viSayuta dekhI putrane sare, mAtA gaI ghabarAya, beheza he paDayA rAnIjI, bhUmi pachADe khAya. - jinasenakumAranA zarIramAM jhera vyApeluM jeIne jinasenA rANI te gabharAI gayA. arere..mArA dIkarAne A zuM thaI gayuM? zuM jherI sarpa te nahi karaDa heya ne? bebhAna thaI gayela che. hAlate cAlatuM nathI. khUba DhaDhaLIne kahyuM beTA! tane zuM thayuM che? mane javAba te Apa. Ama kahyuM paNa kumAra na be eTale rANI pachADe khAvA lAgI, chAtI ane mAthA kUTavA lAgI ane bebhAna thaIne paDI gaI. rANune kalpAMta sAMbhaLIne dAsIo deDatI tyAM AvI ne rANIne paMkhAthI havA nAMkhI. tenA upara ThaMDu pANI chAMTyuM tethI te bhAnamAM AvI ane bolavA lAgI ke mArA pyArA jinasena ! tuM kema bela nathI? beTA! tuM te mArI AMdhaLAnI AMkha samAna che. tArA upara te mArI AzAnA minArA che ne tuM kema risAI gaye che? Ama kahe che paNa kumAra balate nathI tyAre bhagavAnane prArthanA karatI kahe che he mArA jinezvara bhagavAna ! A duHkhIyArI upara dayA lAvIne mArA dIkarAne bhAnamAM lAve. haju huM mArA duHkhamAMthI mukta thaI nathI tyAM A dukha mArA mAthe kyAMthI AvyuM? pApano pazcAtApa karatI jinasenA rANI - arere bhagavAna ! meM pUrvabhavamAM kevA pApakarmo karyA haze! meM pUrvabhavamAM vrata laIne teDyA haze, keInI thApaNe eLavI haze, beTA lekha-dastAvejamAM sahI karI haze, keInI niMdA kuthalI karI haze, keInA mAthe beTA ALa caDhAvyA haze, aDhAra pApasthAnaka sevyA haze, asatya belI haIza, AvA karmo pUrvabhavamAM karyA haze tethI mAre AvA karmo bhogavavAno vakhata Ave che. eka te mahArAjAe vagara vAMke tajI dIdhI che ane bIjuM A putrane jhera cahyuM che. belAvuM chuM paNa bolate nathI eTale rANI meTethI raDavA lAgI. mAthA ne chAtI kUTavA lAgI dAsIe paNa raDavA lAgI. bagIcAmAM te rekakaLa macI gaI che. rANI vAraMvAra bebhAna thaIne paDavA lAgI, eTale dAsIoe AvIne jayamaMgala rAjAne A samAcAra ApyA. rAjAne A vAtanI khabara paDatAM deDatA bagIcAmAM AvyA. pitAnA putrane AvI sthitimAM paDela jeIne temanA paNa pezakaza uDI gayA. mArA lADakavAyA lAlane A zuM thaI gayuM? ene keNe jhera ApyuM ke sarpa agara jherI jaMtu karaDyuM haze ! ATaluM belatAM rAjA paNa pachADa khAIne dharatI upara

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zAztrA suvAsa pa bebhAna thaIne paDacA eTale dAsa dAsIe kAI zItaLa pANI chAMTavA lAgI te kAI pa'khAthI havA nAMkhavA lAgyA. ghaNAM upacArA karyAM tyAre mahArAjA bhAnamAM AvyA, eTale kahe che ke huM mahArANIjI ! ApaNAM lADIlAne A zuM thaI gayu? arere....ApaNuM kismata phUTI gayu. eTA jinasena ! tu... jo te kharA ke A kANu AvyuM che ? mArA sAmuM te jo. Ama mauna thaIne kema sUI rahyo che ? huM tane eka vakhata kahuM ke beTA jinasena ! tyAM te tu cha pitAjI ! ema kahIne dADatA mArI pAse AvatA ne Aje ATaluM melAvu chuM te paNa tuM kema jAgatA nathI ? ne mane javAma paNa ApatA nathI. te zuM tane mArAthI kaMI du:kha thayuM che te risAI gayA che ? dIkarA ! eka vAra tA mArA sAmu jo ne mane javAma Apa. arere....dIkarA ! tuM mArA kuLamAM sUrya samAna tejasvI ne guNuvAna che. teM A zu yu"? mane eka vAra teA kaIka javAba Apa ke jethI mane hiMmata Ave. pitAjI ATaluM adhu khelAve ne tArA jevA vanayavaMta dIkaro Ama mauna pADyA rahe te zuM tane zAle che? tuM Ama sUI rahe tevA nathI. mane teA lAge che ke tArI AramAna mAtA ratnavatIne tArA upara ghaNA dveSa che eTale teNe tane jhera ApyuM lAge che, jinasenA kahe che svAmInAtha ! ratnavatI te ahI' AvI nathI. e jhera karyAMthI Ape ? najare joyA vinA phAinA upara khATu ALa caDhAvavu. te mahAna pApa che. cAhe keAI e jhera ApyuM agara koI jherI jIvajaMtu karaDayu che, zuM banyuM te samajAtuM nathI. ApaNA lAlane game tevuM jhera caDhayuM che paNa mAru mana kahe che e marI gayA nathI. jIvatA ja che. rAjA kahe te ApaNe jhera utAranArane khelAvIe. jinasenA rANIne jaina dhama pratye atyaMta zraddhA hatI eTale kahe che nAtha ! kAI jhera utAranArane khelAvavA nathI. mane mArA bhagavAna upara zraddhA che. e jarUra ApaNAM kumAranuM jhera utArI nAMkhaze. Ama kahI jinasenA rANI kumAranI sAme padmAsana lagAvIne eka citta karIne dhyAnamAM besI gaI. pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI stuti karatI rANI :- hai vAmAdevInA naMda ! azvasena rAjAnA kuladIpaka pArzvanAtha bhagavAna ! Apa tA mahAna dayALu che, karUNAnA sAgara che, ApanA jagatamAM mahAna prabhAva che. te Apa mArA lADIlA putrane bacAvavA mArI vahAre Ave. ApanI kRpAthI duHkhIenA duHkha TaLyA che. Ape lAkaDAmAM khaLatA nAga nAgaNIne khacAvyA che ne kamaThane khUjIvye che. ApanA jevA samartha svAmInI je bhakta nizaddina bhakti karatA hAya tene kadI duHkha AvatuM nathI, ane kadAca kadaye duHkha AvI jAya te ApanA nAmasmaraNa mAtrathI duHkha dUra thaI jAya che. tene ghera AnaMda maMgala vartAya che. tA hai karUNAsi...! mArI vahAre AvA ne mArA jIvananA AdhAra evA mArA jinasena kumArane jhera utArA. A rIte jinasenA rANI pArzvanAtha prabhune prAtha'nA kare che. have zu manaze te avasare, *

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zAradA suvAsa vyAkhyAna naM. 70 A suda 1 ne semavAra tA. 2-10-78 anaMtajJAnI, zAsanapati, tIrthakara bhagavaMte e jagatanA jIvonA kalyANa mATe siddhAMtarUpa vANI prakAzI. temAM ApaNe temanAtha bhagavAna ane rAjematInI vAta cAlI rahI che. bhAvinA tIrthapati ariSTanemi bhagavAna haju saMsArAvasthAmAM che. emanA mAtA pitAne emane paraNAvavAnA koDa che. jAna joDAI gaI che. saunA dilamAM nemakumArane paraNAvavAne harSa che. jemakumAra vaDIlenI IcchA pUrNa karavA atyAre vararAjA banIne paraNavA javAnI taiyArImAM che. teo hAthI upara beThA che. daza dazA ane yAdathI gherAyelA te koDe tArAomAM caMdramA zebhe tema zobhI uThayA che. temanA varagheDAmAM keva racanA karI che te vAta zAkAra bhagavaMta batAve che. caura'giNIe seNAe, raiyAe jahakkama turiyANa sanninAeNaM, divveNa gagaNaM phuse // 11 // eyArisAe iDDie, juttIe uttamAi ya / niyagAbho bhavaNAo, nijjAo vahipuMgavA // 12 // jemakumAranI sAthe hAthI, ghaDA, ratha ane pAyadaLa ema cAra prakAranI suvyavasthita rIte zaNagArelI senAthI temaja gaganabhedI evA divya vAjinA tumula nAdathI AkAza gAjI uThayuM hatuM. AvI sarvottama addhi ane zarIranI uttama kAntithI zobhatA yAdavakuLanA AbhUSaNa rUpa nemakumAra lagna karavA javA mATe pitAnA bhavanathI bahAra nIkaLyA. - makamAranI jAnamAM sauthI AgaLa haMkAnizAna hatA, pachI caturaMgI senA rAkhavAmAM AvI. tenA pachI maMgala vAjiMtro, Dhela-nagArA, zaraNAIo vAgI rahyA hatA. tenA pachI gAyako ane baMdIjanene samUha hatuM, tenA pachI hAthI ne gheDA hatA. jenA upara mukhya mukhya yAda suMdara savAMga sajIne beThA hatA. temanI pAchaLa kRSNane gaMdhahasti hate. jenA upara chatra, cAmara vigerene dhAraNa karelA temaja aneka prakAranA vastrAlaMkArothI alaMkRta banelA nemakumAra vararAjA banIne beThA hatA. te hAthInI jamaNI bAjue ghaDA upara savAra thayelA kemakumAranA zarIrarakSaka hatA, ane pAchaLanI bAjue pitApitAnA vAhana para samudravijaya rAjA, vasudevajI, balabhadrajI, kRNajI vigere mukhya mANase hatA, ane sainI pAchaLa bIjI senA hatI, AvI rIte jAnane zaNagAravAmAM AvI hatI, tyAra pachI gaganabhedI rInAda karIne zubha muhurte tyAMthI prasthAna karyuM.

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zAradA suvAsa 657 jAna jAya Aje yAdavakuLanI, zobhA banI jANe IdrabhavananI, yAdavakuLa kerI dIse jAna A, kRSNa mahArAjA jevA sajI jAya jAnamAM, chappana karoDa yAdava dIpe che kemakumAranI jAnamAM, - cAlyA nemakumAra paraNavA (2) dvArakAnA rAjamahelamAMthI yAdavakuLanI jAna nIkaLI. jAnamAM eTalI badhI suMdara racanA ane goThavaNa hatI ke jenAra chaka thaI jAya. senAnA sainikanA eka sarakhA vastro, vAjiMtro vagADanAranA eka sarakhA, ane yAdanA vastro paNa eka sarakhA eTale jenArane khyAla Ave ke A sainya che, A yAda che. saunA mobhA pramANe temanA vastro hatA. jhUlatA madamasta hAthIe, haNahaNatA capala gheDAe, gAjatA DaMkA nizAnethI susajita nemakumAranI jAna dharatIne dhaNadhaNAvatI hatI. vAjiMtranA avAjathI AkhuM AkAza paNa bharAI gayuM hatuM. ATalI moTI jAna chatAM vyavasthAmAM saheja paNa khAmI na lAge. dvArakA nagarInA madhya bhAgamAM jAna dharatIne dhrujAvatI cAlavA lAgI. nemakumAranI jAna jovA mATe dvArakA nagarInA naranArIo ghelA banI gayA. strIo agAzImAM, gelerImAM ne keI makAnanA dhAbA upara caDyA, purUSo rAjamArganI ane tarapha hArabaMdha ubhA rahIne khUba umaMgabhera jAna jevA lAgyA. jAnane joIne koI hAthIonI, koI gheDAnI, ke rathanI, ane keI senAnI suvyavasthAnI prazaMsA karatA hatA. keI zrIkRSNane vaibhava joIne Azcaryacakti banatA hatA. keI zUravIra yAdavenA ThaThArAnI prazaMsA karatA hatA ane kaI yAdavenA vizALa parivAra sahita ATalI maTI jAnanI ugrasena rAjA kevI rIte vyavasthA karaze tenI ciMtA karatA hatA. keI kahetA ke e te ugrasena rAjAe badhe vicAra karIne jAna teDAvI haze ne ! keI kahe che aDe! nemakumAra vararAjA kevA zebhe che ! kharekhara, A vara te Aja sudhI koI kanyAne maLyuM nahi hoya! rAjematI bhAgyavAna che ke ene nemakumAra je vara ane yAdava kuLa maLyuM. A vara kaMI je te nathI. e keNu che ? gAza nemakumAra cAlyA che sAsarIye, e to yAdavakuLanA rAjA, so vagADe che rUDA vAjA (2) samudravijayanA kuLadIpaka che, zIvAdevInA hRdaya dIpaka che. kRSNa merArInA lADalA bAMdhava, e te rANI rAjulanA svAmI, A te samudravijya mahArAjAnA kuLadIpaka che, zIvAdevI rANInA hRdayane dIvaDe che ne kRSNa vAsudevane lADIle laghu baMdha che ane AkhA yAdavakuLanA rAjA kahe ke zaNagAra kahe che kemakumAra che. enI jAnamAM zuM khAmI hAya ! khuda kRSNa mahArAjAnA vahAlA bhAI ane jAnamAM emanI ja AgevAnI heya pachI enI zobhAmAM kaMI kamInA zA. su. 42

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65 zAradA suvAsa rahe ! tyAre kaI kahe che ke tame jue tA kharA ! temakumAra ane kRSNu mahArAjAnA rUpa, raMga badhuM ja maLatuM Ave che. keI ajANyA mANumrane te ema ja lAge ke mane sagA bhAie haze...tyAre koI kahe ke kAkAnA dIkarA ane sagAbhAImAM zu' aMtara che! kRSNajIne sagA bhAI karatAM nemakumAra pratye ghaNe! sneDa che eTale te naimakumArane mATe rAjematInuM mAMgu karavA mATe pAte jAte gayA hatA. A rIte dvArakA nagarInA loko jAnane joI joIne khuza thatA vividha prakAre prazaMsA karatA ane dvArakA nagarInI strIe agAzImAMthI naimakumArane kAI hIrAthI, koI meAtIthI, teA koI mANekathI vadhAvavA lAgI. phrAInI pAse hIrA-motIthI vadhAvavAnI zakti na DhAya te kulathI te| koi cAkhAthI vadhAve che. AvI rIte ThAThamAThathI naimakumAranI jAna dvArakA nagarImAMthI pasAra thaI rahI che. kAi mahAvatA akuza mArIne hAthIne jhulAvatA hatA, te kai gheADesvAro gheADAne eDI mArIne kUdAvatA hatA. vAjA vagADanArA mANasA utsAhathI navA navA rAga vagADI rahyA hatA. gAyakagaNu paNa navA navA banAvelA gItA gAtA hatA, ane khIjanA paNa uMcA svare yazogAna saMbhaLAvatA hatA. A rIte ThAThamAThathI nemakumAranI jAna nIkaLI. deve paNa AkAzamAM rahIne nemakumAranI jAna jovA lAgyA. jAna joine AzcayapUrvaka kahevA lAgyA ke ahA ! temakumAra vararAjAnA rUpamAM kevA zeAlI rahyA che? kevuM adbhUta emanuM rUpa che! emanI jAna kevI suMdara zaiAlI rahI che! khuda devA paNa taimakumAranA rUpanI prazaMsA kare che tyAre e rUpa kevu' haze ! ane jAna joIne Azcaya pAmyA che te e jAna kevI haze ! jAnaiyAone tA AnaMdanA pAra nathI. nemakumAra dravyathI paraNavA jAya che. te gaMdhahusti upara beThA beThA sayeAga ane viyeAgathI bharelA sa'sAranA svarUpanuM ci'tana karI rahyA che tyAre samudravijaya Adi daza bhAio, kRSNuvAsudeva tathA yAdaveAne harSoMnA pAra nathI. mathurA nagarImAM ugrasena rAjAne paNa AnaMda ne hunA pAra nathI, kAraNa ke peAtAne tyAM yAdavakuLanImeTI jAna AvavAnI che. yAdavakuLanI jAna teDAvavI e sAmAnya kAma nathI, kAraNa ke ATalA badhA jAnaiyAonA Adara satkAra karavA, emane sAcavavA e mahAna kAya che paNa jyAre mANasane hAMza ane umaMga Ave che, bhAvanAmAM bharatI Ave che tyAre bhagIratha kAya paNa ene mATe sAmAnya banI jAya che. eka dRSTAMta ApIne samajAvu' akabara bAdazAhanA rAjyamAM khIramala pradhAna hatA. akamara ane khIramala vacce vAta vinAda khUma thatA. khAdazAhu navA navA tukkA ubhA karatA tyAre bIrabala zAMtithI enu samAdhAna karatA. eka vakhata mahA mAsamAM sakhata ThaM'DI paDI. sAthe patrana paNa khUma hate. taLAva ane nadIonA pANI kharapha banavA lAgyA. AvA samaye akabara bAdazAhe bIrabalane pUchyuM ke khIramala ! AvI ThaMDImAM koI mANasa AkhI rAta taLAvanA pANImAM ubhA rahI

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259 zArA suvAsa zake kharo? bIrabale kahyuM sAheba ! Ama te kaI ubhuM rahI zake nahi paNa je paisA maLatA hoya te ubhe rahI zake. temAM paNa brAhmaNa khUba lebhI hoya che. e te jarUra ubhuM rahe. bAdazAhe kahyuM khAtrI karyA vinA kevI rIte khabara paDe? te bIrabale kahyuM khAtrI karavI che, te DhaDhero pITA. bAdazAhe zaheramAM Dhare pITAbe ke je kaI A taLAvanA pANImAM AkhI rAta ubhuM raheze tene bAdazAha taraphathI rU. pAMca hajAra InAma ApavAmAM Avaze. DhaDhare sAMbhaLI sakhta ThaMDI havAthI keI taiyAra na thayuM. eka garIba brAhmaNa taiyAra thayA. rAjA kahe che ke kammara samA pANImAM ubhuM rahevAnuM. bhale sAheba. rAjamahela sAme taLAva hatuM. kammara samA pANImAM metane bheTe tevI ThaMDImAM lebhane mA ubho rahyo. paheregIra vicAra kare che ke te ubhe che ne? te jovA mATe bahAra nIkaLIe te paNa marI javAya che te A kema jIvaze? AvI ThaMDImAM brAhmaNe pANImAM ubhA rahIne AkhI rAta vItAvI. savAre paheregIroe ene akabara bAdazAha pAse hAjara karyo. paheregIrene pUchayuM A mANasa AkhI rAta pANImAM ubho rahyo hate? hA, sAheba barAbara ubhe rahyo hato. bAdazAhe brAhmaNane pUchayuM bhAI! tame konA AdhAre AkhI rAta pANImAM vitAvI zakyA? A brAhmaNa bicAro bhaLe ho. eNe kahyuM sAheba ! ApanA mahelamAM dIve baLatuM hatuM. tenA sahArAthI huM AkhI rAta taLAvanA ThaMDA hIma jevA pANImAM vitAvI za. bAdazAhe kahyuM-kIka! tyAre tamane dIvAnI garamIthI ThaMDI nahi lAgI hoya, mATe tamane pAMca hajAra rUpiyA nahi maLe. A sAMbhaLIne bicArA buDhA brAhmaNanA helakeza uDI gayA. teNe kahyuM sAheba ! kyAM dI ne kayAM huM! ATale badhe dura dIvAnI garamI kayAMthI lAge? sAheba! mArA sAmuM te juo. bAdazAhe kahyuM, tamane dIvAnI garamI maLI tethI AvI ThaMDImAM TakI zakyA. bAkI keInI tAkAta nathI ke AvI thIjI javAya evI ThaMDImAM ubhA rahI zake. dIvAnI garamI graDaNa karavAnI mArI zarata na hatI, mATe cAlyA jAo. bicAro brAhmaNa te nirAza thaIne lathaDatA page AMkhamAMthI AMsu sArate bAdazADa pAsethI cAle che, ene rastAmAM bIrabala sAme maLe. brAhmaNane raDavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM eTale bAdazAhe pitAne karelA anyAyanI vAta karI. bIrabale tene dilAse ApatA kahyuM-bhUdeva ! ciMtA na karazo. thaDA divasa dhIraja khame. lAga Avaze tyAre huM tamane tamAruM InAma apAvIza. bIrabala lAga zodhavA lAge. mahiH be mahinA thayA haze tyAre bAdazAhane kaI dumana rAjA sAthe laDAI karavA javAnuM thayuM eTale bAdazAhe bIrabalane kahyuM, bIrabala! tAre mArI sAthe AvavuM paDaze. tArA vinA mane game nahi mATe jaladI taiyArI kare. bIrabale kahyuM jahAMpanAha! huM khIcaDI pakAvIne khAI lauM, pachI tarata taiyAra thaIne

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160 zAradA suvAsa ApanI pAse AvuM chuM. ema kahIne khIramala ghera gayA. kalAka doDha kalAka thaI paNa khIrabala AnyA nahi. e traNa vAra khelAvavA mAkalyA tyAre eNe kahyu` ke bAdazAhane kahA ke Apa cAlatA thAva. huM khIcaDI caDhe eTale khAIne Avu chuM. bAdazAhanA manamAM thayuM. ke hu' khelAvuM ke tarata hAjara thanAra Aje Ama kema kare che? tethI khUba gusse thayA, ane khIrakhava vinA peAte ekalA ja sainya laIne ravAnA thayA. khIrakhala hAMziyAra hatA. eNe pahelethI ja gADhavaNu karI rAkhI hatI. te pramANe bAdazAha je rastethI nIkaLavAnA hatA te ja raste rAjagaDhanA daravAjAnI najIka eka lAMkha vAMsaDA dATIne tenI Toca upara eka mATInI hAMDalI bharAvI dIdhI hatI, ane hAMDalInI kharAkhara nIce eka dIvA mUkyo. bAdazAhu sainya sAthe nIkaLyA. temanI dRSTi khIrabala tarapha gaI. bAdazAhe kahyuM khIrakhala ! tuM A zu' karI rahyo che ? bIrabale hAMDalI tarapha joIne kahyuM sAheba ! mane khIcaDI khAvAnu mana thayuM che eTale khIcaDI caDha ke khAIne tarata AvuM chuM. (hasAhasa) khAdazAhe hasIne kahyuM khIrakhala ! tuM kaI davAnA te nathI thayA ne ? vAMsaDAnI TAca upara khIcaDInI hAMDalI laTakAvI enI nIce dIve mUkIne tApa Ape che. e tApa kAI dvivasa hAMDalIne pahoMce kharA ? ane kadI khIcaDI pAke kharI? khIrabale hAtha joDIne kahyuM jahAMpanAha ! mApha karaje, taLAvamAM ubhelA brAhmaNane kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM ApanA mahelamAM khaLatA dIvAnI garamI pahAMcI hatI te A hAMDalI te ghaNI najIka che te ene dIvAnI garamI nahi pahoMce ? khIskhalanI vAta sAMbhaLIne bAdazAha samajI gayA ke nakkI A mATe ja khIramale A badhu kAma karyu" che. khAdazAhe kahyuM khIramala ! dhanya che tArI buddhine ! huM atyAre ja vRddha brAhmaNane jAherAta pramANe InAma apAvI dauM chuM. akakhara bAdazAhe mANasane hukama karyAM ke AkhI rAta pANImAM ubhA rahenAra vRddha brAhmaNane melAvIne atyAre ne atyAre rU. 5000) ApI do. khIramalanI buddhithI garIba brAhmaNane InAma maLyu' eTale te khuza khuza thaI gayA ne bIrabalane dhanyavAda ApyA. pachI khIramala laDAImAM javA taiyAra thaI gayA. TUMkamAM ApaNe A dRSTAMtathI e vAta samajavI che ke mANusa dhana meLavavA mATe kaThInamAM kaThIna kAya keTalI hoMzathI kare che ! nemakumAranI jAnamAM javA mATe badhAne utsAha che ne jAna teDAvanArane anerA utsAha che. ane pakSamAM utsAha ne AnaMda che. madhue ! utsADamAM tA mar3Ana virATa zakti rahelI che. utsAha vinAnA mAnavI paMkacara paDelI meTara jevA che. jema pakacara paDelI meTara AgaLa vadhI zakatI nathI tema utsAhamAM paDI bhAMgelA mAnavI paNa AgaLa vikAsa karI zakatA nathI. vajra jevA utsAha saphaLatAnuM rasAyaNu mATe kAI paNa kAya mAM utsAhane vajra jevA banAvIne jIvanamAM vikAsa sAdhave joie. te ja mAnava AgaLa vadhI zake che. kavi paNa kahe che huM

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dArA suvAsa jahAM amAvasyA hai vahAM eka dina pUrNimA bhI AyegI, jahAM patajhaDa hai vahAM eka dina bahAra bhI AyegI, jIvanakI asaphalatA pe, AMsuo na bahAo daste, jahAM gama hai vahAM eka dina khuzImAM bhI AyegI. jyAM amAsane ghora aMdhakAra che tyAM eka divasa pUrNimAne prakAza thavAne che. jyAM pAnakhara Ave che tyAM eka divasa vasaMta avazya khIle che. jyAM dukha che tyAM eka divasa jarUra sukha Ave che mATe he manuSya ! tame kadI nirAza na thAo. dareka kAryamAM sadA utsADita rahe, te tamane avazya saphaLatA maLaze. jemakumAranI jAnamAM jAnaiyAo utsAhabhera jAya che. jAnamAM yAdavakuLanA kumAre taiyAra thaIne evI rIte beThA che ke jANe pote ja paraNavA jatAM na hoya! nagarajane sAcA dilathI sAcA motIDAthI vadhAvavA lAgyA ne belavA lAgyA ke dhanya che jemakumArane ! ane dhanya che rAjulane ke tene A puNyavAna pati maLe. pati patnInI suMdara joDI thaze. emanAthI ApaNuM dvArakA nagarI zobhI uThaze. strIo utsAhamAM AvIne maMgala gItaDA gAvA lAgI ke- nemakumAranI jAna Aje jAya che re lola, yAdavakuLanI jAna Aje jAya che re lola, zIvAdevInA vahAlA naMda, hAthIe zebhe punama caMda samudravijayanA pyArA naMda, yAdavakuLanA zarada caMda. ekRSNavAsudevanI AgevAnI, emanA haiye harSa na mAyanemakumAranI. tame badhAe gIta jhIlyuM. e gAtAM tamArA badhAnA mukha jotAM mane ema ja lAge che ke jANe malADanA upAzrayethI ja nemakumAranI jAna javAnI na hoya ane tame badhA jAnaiyA banIne javAnA na ha! e utsAha tamArA mukha upara dekhAya che. A te ApaNe adhikAra vAMcIe chIe paNa jyAre kemakumAranI jAna joDIne gayA haze te vakhate kevuM suMdara dazya haze! zIvAdevI mAtAnI AMkha te pitAnA lADIlA dIkarAnuM mukha jotAM dharAtI ja nathI. zuM mAre dIkare zaradapunamanA cAMda je zebhe che ! nemane varNa zyAma che paNa teo tejaravI zaradapUrNimAnA caMdra jevA zebhe che. temanA mukha upara keTalI badhI saumyatA che ! ane kharekhara rAjula paNa vIjaLInA jhabakArA jevI tejasvI che. kudarate kevI suMdara joDIne vega maLe che! dvArakA nagarInA nAgarike be meDhe prazaMsA karatA balavA lAgyA ke atyAra sudhImAM ghaNAM yAdavakumAra meTA meTA rAjAonI kuMvarIone paraNyA paNa haju sudhI yAdavakuLanA itihAsamAM AvI maTI jAna joDIne keI paraNavA gayuM hoya tema banyuM nathI. khuda kRSNavAsudeva paNa vicAre che ke ATalI merI jAnanI AgevAnI laIne javAnuM

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zAradA suvAsa saubhAgya prathama vAra mane sAMpaDyuM che. zIvAdevI, reDiNI, devakI, kuMtA phaIbA temaja satyabhAmA, rUkSamaNI, jAMbuvatI, draupadI Adi sarvene AnaMda che, ane A chelachabIlA yAdavo te jANe vararAjA na hoya tema zaNagAra sajIne ghaDA upara beThA che. keI kahe che ke jAnamAM jaIne khUba mahAvIzuM, kaI kahe ke ApaNe bhAbhI levA jaIe chIe, kaI kahe che ApaNe kemakumAranA sasarA ugrasena rAjAne ThATha joIzuM ne AnaMda mastI karIzuM. ema anekavidha AnaMdanI kalpanAo kare che. maMgala vAjiMtro jorazorathI vAge che. tene divya dhvani AkAzane sparze che. cAre tarapha AnaMdamaya vAtAvaraNa dekhAya che. A ane utsAha keInA lagnamAM je nathI. nemakumAranI jAna AnaMda ne utsAhapUrvaka dvArakA nagarInA rAjamArgo uparathI pasAra thAya che. jAnane ThAThamATha jeIne deva paNa Azcaryacakita banyA che, tyAre nemakumAra vicAra kare che ke mAre kyAM paraNavuM che? mArA lagnanuM nimitta aneka jIvane jAgRta karavA mATe che. mArA yAdavakuLanA yuvAne chelachabIlA banIne dArU pIve che, zikAra kare che, ne paramATI khAtA thaI gayA che te darekane mAre saMpUrNa ahiMsaka banAvavA che, temaja ATha ATha bhavathI mAre jenI sAthe prItaDI baMdhAyelI che tevI jematIne navame bhave saMyama laIne prItaDI akhaMDa rAkhavA mATe vivAhanA bahAne tyAM jaIne mAre jagADavI che. jemakumAranA jAna bhavya ThAThamAThathI nIkaLI che. te dvArakA nagarImAM pharIne nagarInI bahAra nIkaLaze ne ugrasena rAjAnI mathurA nagarImAM pahoMcaze. tyAM zuM banaze te avasare. caritra - ratanavatIe eTale vicAra na karyo ke mArA rAmasenamAM te kaMI mIThuM nathI ane rAjyane vahIvaTa saMbhALe tevA dIkarAne huM jhera ApIza te A rAjya saMbhALanAra keNa raheze? jinasenakumAra je haze te amArA badhAnuM rakSaNa karaze. e nahi hoya te badhAnI zI dazA thaze? enuM jatana karavAne badale jhera ApyuM. rAjA, rANI, pradhAna, dAsa, dAsIo badhA raDavA ne jhUravA lAgyA. aMte jinasenArANIne vikAra thayo ke huM jinezvara prabhunI ATalI badhI bhakti karuM chuM te zuM mArA lAlanuM jhera nahi utAre! mane zraddhA che ke jarUra jhera utarI jaze. ema vicAra karIne zraddhApUrvaka pArzvanAtha bhagavAnane prArthanA karavA lAgI ke he prabhu! mArA jinasenakumAranuM jhera utAre. he bhagavAna! tamane je rAta divasa raTe che tenA saghaLA duHkho dUra thAya che ne tene ghera AnaMda vartAya che, tema prabhu ! Aje mAre mAthe paNa dharmasaMkaTa AvyuM che. jarA mArA sAmuM jue ne mAre pikAra sAMbhaLo. bhIDa paDI mere bhagavana, aba te lAja bacAnA, prANapriya putrI svAmI, jahara Apa miTAnA.

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zAradA suvAsa - jinasenA bhagavAnane pikAra karIne kahe che he kRpALu bhagavaMta ! mArI lAja rAkhe. mArI lAja tamAre hAtha che. mArI lAja jaze te tamArI lAja jo. mane kaMI ciMtA nathI. jema kuMvarabAInuM mAmeruM bhagavAne karyuM ne narasiMhanI lAja rAkhI tema che jenazAnananA de! tame mArI lAja rAkhe. A pramANe jinasene rANI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnane prArthanA kare che he prabhu! huM tamAre zaraNe chuM. Apa mArA putranuM jhera jaldI utAre ne mArI lAja rAkhe. dharaNendra ane padmAvatI devI jevA ApanA bhakta deva che te zuM mane sahAya nahi kare ! jarUra karaze. prArthanA karI pANI chAMTatA kuMvaranA utarelA jhera" -jinasenA rANIe eka citte pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanuM smaraNa karIne jinasenakumAra upara pANI chAMTayuM ke tarata jinasenakumAranuM jhera utarI gayuM ne ALasa maraDIne beThe thaye. A joIne saune Azcarya thayuM ke A zuM? hamaNAM to bebhAna hatuM ne ekadama jhera kevI rIte utarI gayuM tyAre mahArAjA kahe che A te mahArANanI prabhubhakti ane dharmazraddhAne prabhAva che. jinasenakumAra Ubhe thaIne mAtA pitAnA caraNamAM paDaye ne page lAgIne kahe che ke mAtA-pitA, pradhAnajI! tame badhA ahIM bhegA thaIne kema beThA che? tyAre ene jhera caDhayAnI vAta karI, eTale kuMvare kahyuM mArI mAtA ratnatI e mArA mATe lADa mekalAvyuM hatuM te khAIne huM sUI gaye hate. pachI zuM banyuM te mane khabara nathI, tethI rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke nakakI ranavatIe lADavAmAM jhera ApyuM haze. saunI samakSamAM jinasenA rANee pArzvanAtha prabhunuM smaraNa karIne pANI chAMTyuM ke jhera utarI gayuM. AthI saune dharmane prabhAva samajAya. mahArAjA kahe che ke mahArANI ! meM tamane dharma choDAvavA ghaNuM kaSTa ApyuM paNa tame dharma na cho eTale meM tamane kADhI mUkyA, chatAM tame dharmamAM aDaga rahyA tene ja A prabhAva che. rAjAnI dharma pratyeno zraddhA vadhI. pradhAna Adi prajAjanone paNa khUba AnaMda thaye, paNa ratnAvatI te IrSAnI AgathI baLavA lAgI. have zuM banaze te avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 71 A vada 2 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 3-10-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMta kRpAnidhi, zAsanasamrATa, tIrthakara bhagavaMte jagatanA jInA uddhAra mATe siddhAMta vANIne zrota vahAvyuM che. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thayelI vANI. uttaradhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamA adhyayanane adhikAra

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zAradA suvAsa cAle che. temAM karUNAnA sAgara nemanAtha bhagavAna saMsArAvarathAmAM paraNavA mATe jaI rahyA che. mAtApitAne putrane paraNAvIne rAjemanI putravadhU lAvavAne umaMga che. putrane paraNAvIne vahu lAvavI e ja emane uddeza che jyAre kemakumArane uddeza ethI judo ja che. lagnanI kriyA eka che paNa eka tarapha mAtA-pitA, kRSNa vAsudeva Adi vaDIlene ane bIjI tarapha nemakumArano e baMnene udezamAM moTuM aMtara che. cAhe tamArA saMsAranI kriyA hoya ke amArA sAdhupaNAnI kriyA hoya paNa darekamAM uddeza te hoya che. sAdhu-sAdhvIe zAstra bhaNe, svAdhyAya kare, vAMcana ane manana kare, ene uddeza zuM hoya te jANe che? emane mukhya uddeza e che ke AtmAmAM samyagujJAnane prakAza kema Ave, jJAna kema vadhe ane jJAna kema Take. enAthI AtmakalyANane mArga kema khule thAya ane e ArAdhanA mATene samya purUSArtha cAlu rahe. AvA uddezathI zAstra bhaNavA, svAdhyAya, ciMtana, manana Adi kriyAo karavI joIe. te svAdhyAya tapa kahevAya ane enAthI karmonI nirjarA thAya. nahitara e svAdhyAya svane adhyAya na bane. svAdhyAyamAM svane anulakSIne kAma karavAnuM che. je zAstrAdhyayana lekaprasiddhi, vidvatA, utkarSa, mAna-sanmAna vigere uddezathI thAya te te svAdhyAya nAmanA atyaMtara tapamAM nahi gaNAya, kAraNa ke emAM te mAtra lekaprasiddhi ane vidvatAnuM lakSa raheluM che. te kaMi Atmahita rUpa banatA nathI. e te lebhaSAya ane mAnakaSAya Adi dvArA AtmAnuM ahita thAya che. ATalA mATe jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke mAtra kriyA upara ja phaLane AdhAra nathI paNa sAthe uddeza paNa bhAga bhajave che. juo, huM tamane eka nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. - peTamAM charI khesavAnI kiyA te khUnI paNa kare che ne DokaTara paNa kare che, chatAM ekane deza manuSyanA prANane nAza karavAnuM che jyAre bIjAne uddeza manuSyanuM darda maTADI prANanI rakSA karavAnuM che. eka ja kiyA hovA chatAM ATale badhe pharaka kema? baMneno uddeza juda che mATe evI zAsAyananI kriyA samAna hovA chatAM je Azaya jude heya te phaLa juduM maLe che. zAstranuM adhyayana ane svAdhyAyanI sAdhanA mahAna che paNa ene uddeza dunyavI mAnapAna meLavavA mATe na heve joIe ane e sAdhanA karatI vakhate AhArAdi saMjJA ke ametrI Adi bhAva manamAM na Ava joIe. kharAba bhAva eTale malIna Azaya. malIna Azaya uMcI dharmasAdhanAne malIna banAvI de che. ApaNe jemakumAranI vAta cAlatI hatI. jemakumArane paraNavAne Azaya judo che. dvArakA nagarInA mukhya mukhya mArgo uparathI temanI jAna rUmajhuma karatI pasAra thaI rahI che. Age caturaMgI senA cAle, pAchaLa jhulatA hAthI Ave, ne makamAra aMbADIe zobhe, dvArakA nagarI caDhI hiloLe, edaza dazAra rAjA yAdava sAthe jenI zobhA aparaMpAra makamAranI jAna Aje jAya che re lola

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zAradA suvAsa eka pachI eka hAthI, ghoDA, ratha, sainya vigerenI goThavaNa evI suMdara ane vyavasthita hatI ke jenAra be ghaDI mugdha banI jAya. kRSNajI paNa vicAra kare che ke AvI suMdara jAna te keInI jeDAI nathI. samudravijaya mahArAjAe pitAnA lADIlA dIkarAne paraNAvavA pAchaLa dravya kharcavAmAM pAchuM vALIne joyuM nathI. tame kahe che ne ke geLa nAMkhIe tevuM gaLyuM thAya. mUlya ApIe te mAla maLe. te rIte dareka vastumAM mUlya kharcAya ane sAthe utsAha pUre hoya te kArya zobhI uThe che, tema ahIM samudravijaya rAjAe dhana ghaNuM kharyuM che, kuSNajI mukhya AgevAna che ane saune hRdayane umaMga che. jAnaiyAone nemakumArane paraNAvavA javAnI hoMza che, eTale jAna khUba zobhI uThI che. jAna joIne dvArakA nagarInA prajAjanenA haiyA paNa harSanA hiloLe caDyA che. jAna AgaLa vadhatAM dvArakA nagarInI bahAra nIkaLI. bhAvinA bhagavAna ariSTaneminI jAna dvArakA nagarIthI nIkaLIne ugrasena rAjAnI mathurA nagarI tarapha jaI rahI che. deve paNa pitAnA vimAnemAM besIne jAnanI zobhA nihALI rahyA che ane temanAtha bhagavAnanA hAla vararAjAnA rUpamAM darzana karIne AnaMda pAme che paNa kendra mahArAjAnA manamAM Azcarya thayuM ne te vicAravA lAgyA ke AgaLanA ekavIza tIrthakara bhagavaMte ema bhAMkhI gayA che ke bAvIsamAM tIrthakara bhagavAna ariSTanemi bAlabrAhmacArI dIkSA leze ne tIrthanI sthApanA karaze, tyAre bhagavAna te atyAre jAna joDIne ThAThamAThathI paraNavA mATe jaI rahyA che te zuM pUrvanA tIrthakara bhagavaMtanI vANI cheTI haze? tIrthaMkara prabhunI vANI kadApi khoTI hoya ja nahi. A pramANe vicAra karI zakendra avadhijJAnano upaga mUkyuM. avadhijJAna dvArA zakendrane khabara paDI ke bhagavAna lagna karavA mATe jatA nathI, paNa lagnanA bahAne emane uddeza ke jude ja che. teo jagata sanmukha eka mahAna Adarza upasthita karavA mATe jAya che. ema jANIne kendrane khUba AnaMda thaye, ane bhagavAnanI jAnamAM javAnuM mana thayuM. bhagavAnanI jAnamAM javA mATe zakendra eka tejasvI brAhmaNanuM rUpa laIne AvyA ne trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNa vAsudeva pAse AvIne kahevA lAgyA mahArAjA ! Apa te utsAhabhera ApanA laghubhAIne paraNAvavA jaI rahyA che paNa ApanA bhAI paraNavAnA nathI. traNa kALamAM paNa rAjematI sAthe emanA lagna thavAnA nathI. Ape kayA mUrkha jyotiSI pAse lagnanuM muhurta jevaDAvyuM hatuM ke A lagnanuM muhurta kADhI ApyuM che? brAhmaNanuM belavuM, cAlavuM ane enA lakSaNe uparathI kRSNa vAsudeva samajI gayA ke A kaMI manuSya nathI. game te samartha ane jANakAra brAhmaNa heya paNa e mArI sAme jatI jAnamAM nIDarapaNe AvI rIte belI zake nahi. mArI sAme bolAvAnI keInI tAkAta nathI, chatAM A bele che tethI lAge che ke brAhmaNanA rUpamAM kaI bIjA ja che. zrIkRSNa temane kahyuM ke brAhmaNadeva! ApanuM A jAnamAM Agamana thayuM tethI mane khUba AnaMda thAya che ane tame je kAMI kahe che te amAruM hita lakSamAM rAkhIne ja

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zAradA muvAse kahetA haze, paNa eka te vagara AmaMtraNa Apa AvyA che ane bIjuM lagna bAbatamAM tamane kaMI pUchayuM nathI te AvA prakAranI vAta karavI e maryAdA viruddha che. AvI vAta karIne lagnamAM vina ubhuM karaze nahi ne badhAnA manamAM saMdeDa thAya tevI vAta tame bAlaze nahi. tame mane kahyuM te bhale kahyuM paNa have bIjA keIne A vAta kaheze nahi, ane jyAMthI AvyA che tyAM pAchA cAlyA jAo. kRSNanI vAta sAMbhaLIne zakendra uttejita banIne kahevA lAgyA ke he kRSNajI ! mAre kahevAne uddeza lagnamAM vidata utpanna karavAne ke keInA manamAM saMdeDa karavAnuM nathI. Apa mArA taraphathI kaI jAtanI ciMtA na karaze. meM te je vAta mArA samajavAmAM AvI te vAta Apane kahI che. have A vAta huM bIjA keIne nahi kahuM, paNa huM e jouM chuM ke jemakumAranA vivAha kevI rIte thAya che ! "lagna mahotsavathI gAjI rahelI mathurA nagarI" - A tarapha dvArakA nagarIthI jAna mathurA tarapha ravAnA thaI gaI che. bIjI tarapha mathurA nagarImAM ugrasena rAjAne tyAM paNa dhAmadhUma cAle che. lagnane divasa nakakI thaye tyArathI rAjematIne mATe vastro taiyAra thavA mAMDayA hatA. hIrA, motI, mANeka ane senAnA AbhUSaNe ghaDavA catura sonIone belAvyA hatA. rAjumatIne ApavA mATe badhe karIyAvara taiyAra thaI gayuM hatuM. have te lagnanA divasanI rAha jovAtI hatI jema jema lagnane divasa najIka Avate te have tema tema rAmatIne AnaMda paNa vadhatuM jatuM hatuM. ema karatAM lagnane divasa AvI gaye. ugrasena rAjAe ghaNu divasa agAuthI taiyArIo karavA mAMDI hatI. vajApatAkAothI AkhuM nagara zaNagAryuM che. gharagharamAM AnaMdanI umio uchaLI rahI che ne jAnanI rAha jevAya che. AnaMda utsava Aje thAya AkhA zaheramAM re, Ave nemakumAranI jAna AnaMda apAra, maMDapa mATe bAMdhIye, jenI zobhAne nahi pAra, zahera AkhuM zaNagAyuM, gharaghara AnaMda apAra, vAge vAjA zaraNAI ne Dhela nemajInI jAna Ave zebhatI re AkhI mathurA nagarI helanagArA ane zaraNAIonA nAdathI gAjI rahI che. sthaLe sthaLe saubhAgyavatI strIo maMgala gIta gAI rahI che. ugrasena mahArAjAnA mahelamAM te bhAre dhamAla macI rahI che. rAjakuLanI saubhAgyavatI strIe rAjematIne senAnA utnajaDita bAjoTha upara besADIne maMgala gIta gAtA gAtI pIThI coLavA lAgI. pIThI caLyA pachI pANImAM attara bAda kimatI padArtho nAMkhI rAjematIne snAna karAvyuM, pachI rAjematInI sakhIo tene mAthAmAM uMcA prakAranuM kiMmatI sugaMdhita tela nAkhI mAthuM eLavA lAgI. mAthuM eALyA pachI vastrAbhUSaNathI sakhI e ramatIne zaNagAravA lAgI.

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zAradA suvAsa tyAM samAcAra AvyA ke mathurA nagarInI bahAra jAna AvI gaI, eTale AkhI nagarImAM vizeSa AnaMda chavAI gayo. rAjematInI sakhIo tene zaNagAratAM zaNagAratAM paraspara lagna sabaMdhI hAsyabharI vAte karatI rAjamatInI majAka uDAvatI kahevA lAgI. rAmatInI majAka karatI sakhIo":- pahelI sakhI kahe che ke have te ApaNuM vahAlI sakhI jema vRkSa sAthe latA zebhe che tema zobhI uThaze, tyAre bIjI sakhI belI uThI ke are ! e te jema caMdrane dekhIne cakarI saune bhUlI jAya che tema ApaNuM vahAlI sakhI mane ane tamane badhAne bhUlI jaze. trIjI sakhI kahe che are ! tame badhA A zuM bele che? ApaNe badhA bALapaNathI jenI sAthe ramyA, jamyA ne pharyA chIe te sakhI zuM enI vahAlI sakhIone bhUle? cethI sakhI kahe tuM te mUrNa che. priya pati maLatAM e bicArI tamane kevI rIte yAda karaze ? pAMcamI sakhI kahe che ke enA sadbhAgye ene pati paNa kevA maLyA che! jenI barAbarI karanAra A saMsAramAM koI purUSa nathI. AvA nemanagInA jevA pati meLavIne ApaNane bhUlI jAya te svAbhAvika che. chaThThI sakhI kahe che tame badhA zA mATe ciMtA kare che? e ApaNane sAthe laI jaze, tyAre sAtamI kahe che jarA vicAra te kare. enA sAsariyAne parivAra keTalo maTe che. emAM evI bhaLI jaze ke tamane maLavA nahi pAme, mATe badhI vAta cheDI de. A rIte rAjematInI sakhIo ThaThTha mazkarI karatI rAjamatIne zaramAvI rahI hatI. rAjematI sakhIonI mIThI majAka sAMbhaLI zaramathI nIcuM joI jatI hatI, paNa enA hRdayamAM te atizaya AnaMda che. lagna mATenI badhI taiyArIo thaI gaI che. rAmatIne paNa soLa zaNagAra sajAvI suMdara rIte zaNagArI che. e devakanyAthI paNa adhika zebhatI hatI. have yAdavakuLanI jAna mathurA nagarInI bahAra AvI gaI che. ugrasena rAjA paNa vivAha tathA jAnanuM sAmaiyuM karavAnI taiyArImAM mazagula banelA hatA. emane ciMtA hatI ke meM mArA zira upara bhagIratha kAryano je lIdhe che. eka te kRSNajI pote ja mArA jamAIrAja che. emane parivAra ghaNe moTe che. vaLI pite traNa khaMDanA adhipati che, eTale aneka rAjAe temanI sAthe Avaze tethI jAna ghaNu moTI hoya te svAbhAvika che. meM premathI temane jAna joDIne AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM che eTale je mArA taraphathI jAnane barAbara satkAra ke svAgata nahi karI zakAya te yAda mArI mazkarI karaze. A vAtane lakSamAM rAkhIne ugrasena rAjAe jAnane utAravAne, khAvA-pIvAne ane tenuM svAgata satkAra karavAne vigere barAbara vyavasthita rIte prabaMdha karyo hate. sthaLe sthaLe sonerI vajApatAkAo ane daravAjA bAMdhyA hatA, ane lagnamaMDapa to e suMdara svarganA vimAna je bAMdhyo hate ke AkhI nagarInA loke maMDapa jevA umaTayA hatA. sthaLe sthaLe ThaMDA mIThA pINune prabaMdha karyo hato, ane je mArgethI jAna AvavAnI hatI te mA vizeSa prakAre zaNagAravAmAM Avyo hate.

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zAradA suvAsa A sAthe ugrasena rAjAe bIje paNa prabaMdha karyo hate. teo pote jANatAM hatAM ke kaMIka jAnaiyAone bhejanamAM mAMsanI jarUra paDaze. huM ATaluM badhuM karIza paNa e mATe prabaMdha nahi karuM te jAnaiyAone asaMtoSa thaze, ane mArI vyavasthAmAM uNapa lAgaze, eTale temaNe vadha karAvavA mATe hRSTapuSTa pazu-pakSIone mANase dvArA paisA ApIne vanamathI maMgAvyA ane eka vizALa vADAmAM pUrAvyA ne temane khavaDAvI pIvaDAvIne hRSTapuSTa karAvavA lAgyA. te pazupakSIone je mArgethI jAna teraNakAra para AvavAnI hatI te mArge ugrasena rAjAnA mahelathI cheDe dUra mArganA kinArA para eka vADAmAM pUryA hatA. A pramANe lagnanI kula taiyArI thaI gaI hatI. jAna paNa samayasara mathurA nagarInI bahAra bagIcAmAM AvI gaI eTale ugrasena rAjAnA mANase deDatA vadhAmaNuM laIne AvyA ke jAna AvI gaI che. saune jAna kyAre Avaze tenI adhIrAI hatI, te jAna AvI gaI eTale nagarajane te TaLe ne TeLa jAna jovA mATe umaTayA. have ugrasena rAjA jAnanuM sAmaiyuM kevI rIte karaze te bhAva avasare. caritra" - jinasena rANIe eka citte pArzvanAtha prabhunuM smaraNa karyuM. ene pikAra zAsanarakSaka devee sAMbhaLe ne jinasenakumAranA zarIramAMthI jhera keNa jANe kayAM alopa thaI gayuM. ratnAvatIne A vAtanI khabara paDI eTale enuM mukha te kALuM dhaba thaI gayuM. ene AnaMda uDI gaye. ene Dara lAge ke kuMvara keIne A vAta kahI deze te mAruM zuM thaze? A tarapha kumArane pUchatAM mahArAjAne khabara paDI ke ranavatIe kumArane mATe lADave mekalAvyuM hatuM te khAdhA pachI ja jhera caDyuM che. eTale rAjAne khAtrI thaI gaI ke nakakI ranavatIe jinasenakumArane lADavAmAM jhera ApyuM che. bAkI ene jinasena upara kayAM prema vahI jAya che ke lADavA mokale. A te badhe kRtrima prema batAve che. AthI rAjAne ranavatI upara khUba krodha caDha. basa, have e duSTa ranavato mArA mahelamAM na joIe. rAjA aisA hukama sunAve, ratnAvatI mahalameM na rahane pAve, usa duSTane atyAcAra karanA, cAhe vahAM vaha jAve, mANasa bIjAne kaSTa ApatA vicAra nathI karate ke huM A zuM karuM chuM paNa pitAne kaSTa paDe tyAre anubhave khabara paDe che. ratnAvatIe jinasenane mahelamAMthI bahAra kaDhAvI hatI. te vakhate eNe vicAra na karyo ke huM A pavitra jinasenA rANIne duHkhamAM dhakelI rahI chuM, eNe khADo kheda hato te have paDavAno vakhata AvyuM. rAjAe mANasane hukama karyo ke ratnapatIne atyAre ne atyAre mahelamAMthI kADhI mUke. have mAre enuM moTuM jevuM nathI. ene jaMgalamAM rahevuM hoya te jaMgalamAM rahe ne piyara javuM hoya te

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zAradA avAya piyara jAya paNa mArA mahelamAM e duSTa ranavatI na joIe. mahArAjAnuM pharamAna sAMbhaLIne jinasenA kahe che svAmInAtha ! Apa amArI khAtara ene mahelamAMthI kADhI na mUkaze. emAM e bicArI ratnAvatIne zuM deSa che ! pUrvabhavamAM ame evA vaira bAMdhyA haze tethI ene amArA upara IrSyA Ave che. bAkI ene doSa nathI. game tema te ya e ApanI paTTarANuM che ne mArI nAnI bahena che, mATe Apa ene AvI zikSA na kare. ApanA puNya pratApe zAsanadevanI kRpAthI mAro lAla bacI gaye che, pachI ene duHkhI karavAthI zuM lAbha? jue, ratnAvatIe jisenA rANI ane jinasenakumAra upara keTalI IrSyA karI che chatAM enI keTalI udAratA che ! jAta ane kajAtanI AvA samaye ja parIkSA thAya che. jinasenAe mahArAjAne samajAvIne zAMta karyA, pachI jinasenakumAra kahe che pitAjI ! mArI vAta sAMbhaLe. "marajInI karelI arajI" :- mArI mAtA ranavatIne mArA karmanA udayathI mArA para dveSa che. joke mAre mana te jinasenA mAtA ane ratnAvatI mAtA baMne sarakhA che. mane enA pratye bilakula TheSabhAva nathI ke e mArI oramAna mAtA che ne A mArI sagI mAtA che, chatAM ene mArA upara dveSa Ave che to mane hamaNAM paradeza javAnI rajA Ape. huM paradeza jAuM te mAruM bhAgya kevuM che tenI paNa mane khabara paDe. mAruM bhAgya ajamAvIza ane bIjuM paradeza kheDavAthI mArAmAM hiMmata Avaze, mane navA anubhava maLaze, ane mArI mAtAnuM mana zAMta thaze. mArA nimitte karmabaMdhana karatI aTakaze. jinasenakumAranI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjA ane rANI kahevA lAgyA beTA! tuM A zuM bole che? AvA zabda nuM mukhamAMthI kADhIza nahi. tArI paradeza javAnI vAta amane AMkhamAM kaNAnI jema khUMce che. A vAta amane sAMbhaLavI paNa gamatI nathI. jinasenAnA manamAM thayuM ke A te sAce kSatriyane bacce che. e javAnuM nAma le che eTale raheze nahi. ene samajAve muzkela che, eTale raDatI raDatI AMkhamAMthI codhAra AMsu vahAvatI kahe che. tujha viraha sahana nahi hoya, tuM mAre ekAkI lAla, tere jAnese cAre beTA, kisakA dekhuM bhAla arere... beTA ! tuM mArI AMdhaLAnI AMkha che. tuM jANe che ne ke tuM aDadho kalAka meDe Ave che te mArA jIvane utpAtano pAra rahetA nathI. tane huM eka kalAka na jevuM te mane kaMIka thaI jAya che. tuM mAre ekane eka lADakavA putra che. tuM mane mUkIne paradeza jaIza te huM tAre viyoga kevI rIte sahana karI zakIza? tAruM mukha joIne huM mAruM badhuM duHkha bhUlI jAuM chuM. beTA! tArA vinA huM ghaDIe ghaDIe konuM mukha joIza? tArA sivAya mAre bIjA kene AdhAra che? mATe tuM ranavatanI IrSAnA kAraNe javAnI vAta cheDI de, tArA mAtA-pitA sAmuM che. mahArAjA kahe che beTA ! enA

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670 zAradA suvAsa pApe tAre javAnI jarUra nathI. e duSTAne have huM rAkhavA mAMgate nathI paNa tuM ane tArI mAtA nA kahe do eTale vAta cheDI dIdhI pazu mAre tane javA de nathI. je tuM amane cheDIne javAnI vAta kare che te tenA karatA ratnAvatIne kADhavI sArI che. jinasena kahe che nA, pitAjI! e vAta karaze ja nahi. huM lAMbe TAIma nahi rahe. ceDA samayamAM ja pAcho AvI jaIza Apane jarUra paDaze te huM tarata pAcho AvIne ApanI sevAmAM hAjara thaIza. kuMvaranI javAnI vAtathI badhAne khUba AghAta lAge che. have zuM banaze te avasare. * vyAkhyAna naM. 72 A muda 3 ne budhavAra tA. 4-10-78 sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMtajJAnI sarvajJa bhagavate jagatanA nA uddhAra mATe AgamanI vANunuM nirUpaNa karyuM. Agama e arise che. Ajane mAnavI paLepaLe arisAmAM daSTi kare che. temAM potAnuM mukhaDuM joIne harakhAya che ke huM ke suMdara dekhAuM chuM paNa jJAnI puruSe te kahe che ke he deDanA saudarya jovAmAM pAgala banelA mAnavI! A ariso te tane dehanA saudaryanuM ja darzana karAvaze paNa je tAre tArA AtmAnA sauMdaryanuM darzana karavuM hoya te Agama rUpI arisAmAM daSTi kara. je dehanuM saundarya nIrakhI nIrakhIne tuM harakhAya che, sauMdarya vadhAravA mATe keTalA upAya kare che te deha te Aje rUDe che ne kAle karacalIo paDIne kadarUpa banI jaze. aneka regathI gherAI jaze. e deDanuM sauMdarya joIne harakhAvuM, malakAvuM, sauMdaryanI vRddhi karavA mATe satata prayatnazIla rahevuM ane arisA sAme ubhA rahIne malaka malaka hasavuM te te eka prakAranuM gAMDapaNa che. je AtmA sadAkALa TakavAne che, zAzvata che, enA saundarya tarapha bedarakAra banI je sauMdarya eka divasa mazAnamAM rAkhanI DhagalImAM ja samAI javAnuM che evA dehanA sauMdarya tarapha mazagula banavuM te keTalI ajJAnatA che ! mahApurUSe kahe che ke huM bhAna bhUlelA mAnava! tuM darpaNamAM tAruM rUDuM ne rUpALuM mukhaDuM joIne zuM harakhAI rahyo che? deha uparathI daSTi uThAvIne AtmA upara daSTi kara to tane pitAne ja khyAla Avaze ke ATalA varSo meM dehanI sAphasuphI karavAmAM ja kheyA che. AtmA sAme dRSTi karI ja nathI. pariNAme mAre AtmA karmanA kATathI keTale malIna banI gayo che. e kATane kADhavA mATe keTale satata purUSArtha kare paDaze? deDane nihALavA reja darpaNamAM daSTi karanArA manuSya kadI AtmAnA DAgha dhovA mATe kaI sthaLe gayA che kharA? nA. deDanA ane kapaDAnA DAgha dUra karavA mATe jeTalI sAvadhAnI che teTalI AtmAnA DAgha dUra karavAnI nathI.

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zAradA suvAsa pItAM pItAM e tamArA kapaDA upara DhaLAya che temAM je kiMmatI meMghA vastro upara DhoLAya ne DAgha paDe che tyAre tame zuM eka miniTa paNa besI rahe kharA? nA. tyAre te jaldI jaldI uThe che. ane svAda cheDIne kapaDAne DAgha jovA lAgI jAe che, zA mATe rahevA de ne e DAgha ! ArAmathI cahA pI le pachI DAva kADhavA jAo te? paNa ema nathI karatA, kAraNa ke DAgha jyAM sudhI tAjo che tyAM sudhI jaladI nIkaLI jaze. sUkAI gayA pachI nIkaLavuM muzkela bane che. are ! koI kaI vAra te nIkaLatuM ja nathI. tamArA bhAre kapaDA upara tamane A DAgha game khare? nA. tethI ja garama garama hAne svAda cheDIne DAgha kADhavA jAo che ne? mahApurUSe kahe che tArA kapaDAnI tuM ATalI saMbhALa rAkhe che tethI DAgha kADhavA jarI uThe che jayAre tArA jIvanamAM DAgha lAge che tyAre ALasu thaIne besI rahe che. je Ama besI rahIza te pachI tAruM jIvana DAghathI kharaDAI jaze ane e DAghavALuM jIvana pachI keIne nahi game. badhA tArAthI dUra bhAgaze, mATe he mAnava ! uTha, sajAga bana. jyAM koI DAgha lAgyuM hoya te jaladI sApha karI nAMkha. helanA DAghane premanA pANIthI dhoI nAMkha, vAsanAne DAgha lAge te saMyamanA sAbuthI sApha kara, asatyanA DAghane satyathI sApha karI de ane keIpaNa pApanA DAgha lAgyA hoya tene dharmanA nIrathI nirmaLa banAvI de AtmA uparanA DAgha sApha karavA mATe bAhya arisAmAM jovAnI jarUra nathI. te mATe Agama rUpa arisAmAM daSTi karavAnI jarUra che. Agama e AtmA upara rahelA DAghane dUra karAvanAra arise che. AgamanA vacanAmRtanuM vAMcana, zravaNa, tenA uparanI zraddhA ane te pramANenuM AcaraNa jIvane zuddha banAvanAra che. AgamamAM alaukika bhAva bharelA che. ApaNe bAvIsamA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. jemakumAranI jAna mathurA nagarInI bahAra bagIcAmAM AvI gaI nagarajane te TeLe ne TeLA jAna jovA mATe umaTayA. rAjulanI sakhIo paNa ubhI thaI thaIne gekhamAMthI jAnanI rAha joI rahI che ne rAjulane khIjave che ke kemakumAra jyAre Avaze? rAjulA lajajAvaza belatI nathI paNa aMtaramAM te nemakumArane jovAnI adhIrAI che, eTale gekhe AvIne sakhIo sAthe ubhI che. rAjala benI gekhe ubhI che, sarakhI sAhelI so ToLe maLI che manamAM rAjula bahu harakhAye, kayAre Avaze temanagInA saunA dilamAM harSane pAra nathI. rAjulA ane tenI sakhIo paNa rAha joI rahI che. A tarapha samAcAra maLatAnI sAthe ugrasena rAjA pitAnA kuTuMbIjane saMbaMdhIo ane sainyane laIne maTI dhAmadhUmathI ThAThamATha sahita jAnanuM sAmaiyuM karavA cAlyA. A te badhe tamAre vyavahAra che eTale mAre vadhu samajAvavuM nahi paDe. tatvanI UMDI vAta mAre samajAvavI paData. mathurAnA nareza meTA parivAra sAthe jAtanuM sAmaiyuM karavA gayA. baMne

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hi72 zAradA suvAsa pakSanA mANase paraspara maLyA ane ekabIjAnI prazaMsA karatA AnaMda pragaTa karavA lAgyA. mahArAjA ugrasena potAnA vevAI samudravijaya rAjA Adi daza bhAIone tathA kRSNajI, balabhadrajI vigerene maLyA ane kahevA lAgyA ke mArA ahebhAgya che ke Apa jevA moTA mahArAjAo - ahIM padhAryA. A rIte pitAne ahebhAgya mAnatA temanI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA ane temane mahAna upakAra mAnavA lAgyA. A pramANe paraspara baMne pakSanA milananuM dazya paNa thoDI vAra darzanIya banI gayuM. badhAne maLyA pachI ugrasena rAjAe jAnane laIne mathurA nagarImAM praveza karyo. ATalI moTI vizALa jAne mathurAmAM praveza karyo tyAre dharatIne dhrujAve ane gaganane bhedI nAMkhe evA jorazorathI vAjA vAgI rahyA che. mANasane kaI pAra nathI mathurA nagarIne prajAjane agAzImAM caDhayA. jAna game teTalI maTI ne suMdara joDI heya paNa sau pahelAM te vararAjAne ja juve ne? saunI dRSTi pahelAM nemakumAra upara jAya che vararAjAnA vezamAM varaNAgI banIne AvelA nemakumArane joIne saunA haiyA harakhAya che ke aho ! zuM nemakumAranuM rUpa che ! ApaNA rAjula bahenI ane A kemakumAranI joDI te devaleTanA Indra ane indrANIne zaramAve tevI zebhI uThaze. rAjulabahenI ghaNAM bhAgyazALI che. Ama kaI rAjulanA bhAgyanI prazaMsA kare che, te kaI kahe che ke kemakumAra paNa bhAgyazALI kharA ne ke AvI rAjula jevI emane patnI maLI ! A rIte prajAjane baMnenA bhAgyanI prazaMsA kare che ane jAnane ThAThamATha joIne mathurA nagarInI prajA Azcaryamugdha banI jAya che ke zuM yAdavakuLanI jAna che ! jAna te rUmajhuma karatI mathurA nagarInA mukhya mukhya mArge thaIne AgaLa vadhatI jAya che. A rIte jAna cAlatI cAlatI teraNadvAra tarapha cAlI AvatI hatI. cAlatA cAlatA jAna ugrasena rAjAnA mahelethI dUrathI dekhI zakAya te sthaLe AvI pahoMcI. temane jovA rAjulane vinaMtI karatI sakhIo" - ugrasena rAjAnA mahelanI strIo mahelana gekhamAM ubhI rahIne jAnane jovA lAgI. rAjematInI sakhIo paNa jAnane jevA lAgI. vararAjA ane jAnanA ThAThamATha jeIne sakhIo rAjematIne kahe che ke sakhI ! je te kharI ! kevA suMdara nemakumAra che ! ne suMdara jAna joDIne AvyA che ! nIcuM joIne zuM besI rahI che? uTha, ubhI thA, paNa rAjematI zaramAya che. e jamAnAmAM lajajA khUba hatI. rAjematIe nemakumArane joyA nathI ne namakumAre rAjamatIne joI nathI. kemakumAra te vairAgI che eTale emane rAjIvane jovAnI adhIrAI nathI paNa rAhulane te adhIrAI hitI paNa zarama Ave che ke huM jevA ubhI rahuM ne pitAjI Adi kaI vaDIla joI jAya te? e jamAnAmAM vaDIle hoya tyAre pati-patnI ekabIjA sAme dRSTi paNa karatA na hatA. temaja dIkarI sAsare jAya tyAre khUba raDatI hatI, kAraNa ke e pakSanI te taddana aparicita

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zAradA suvAsa 273 hoya che. mAtA pitAnI mAyA choDIne aparicita gharamAM javAnuM, e gharanA rItarivAje tathA ekabIjAnA svabhAva kevA hoya, emanI sAthe maLIne rahevAnuM, pArakAne pitAnA karavAnA eTale ravAbhAvika ajANyuM lAge paNa atyAre evuM rahyuM nathI. kuMvArA ekabIjA haravA pharavA jAya, nATaka sinemA jevA jAya ane kuMvArI vahu aThavADiyuM sAsare AvIne rahe eTale pati ane sAsariyAnA svabhAvathI paricita thaI jAya tethI ciMtA thAya ja nahi ne ! ane bIjI trIje divase jamAI enA sAsare ne vahu enA sAsare jAya eTale sAsariyAne evI navAI ja na rahe ke vahu AvI ke jamAI AvyA. (hasAhasa) rAjulanA hRdayamAM lajajA hatI eTale memakumArane jovAnI IcchA hovA chatAM saMkeca anubhavavA lAgI, tethI sakhIo kahe che vahAlI sakhI ! Ama zaramAya che zuM? uTha, ubhI thA, pachI to moTe ghUMghaTa tANIne mAyarAmAM besavuM paDaze eTale kemakumAranuM mukha jevA nahi pAme. ema kahIne sakhIe tene parANe ubhI karIne remakumArane jovA mATe gekhe laI AvI. nemakumAranI jAna pahoMcI mathurA re lola.yAdavakuLanI jAna rAjula ubhI gokhe juve, sakhI vRdanI sAthe e zebhe, nemakumArane rAjula nIrakhe, enuM jamaNuM aMga pharake, esabIene pUche zuM paDaze raMgamAM bhaMga remakumAranI... sakhIonI vacamAM rAjematI zaradupUrNimAnA caMdranI mAphaka zobhatI gekhamAM ubhI rahIne dUrathI AvatA hAthI upara beThelA nemane nIrakhavA lAgI. ATha ATha bhavanI prItaDI che eTale jemakumArane joine rAjematIne alaukika AnaMda thaye. sakhIonI sAthe e jAnane jotI hatI paNa tenI daSTi jAna para na hatI paNa jAnanA nAyaka para hatI. jAnanA nAyaka ariSTanemikUpAranA darathI darzana karIne 2.jemanI potAnA manamAM vicAravA lAgI ke aho ! huM maDAna bhAgyazALI chuM ke mane bhagavAna jevA alaukika, pavitra, sauMdaryavAna, tejasvI ane parAkramI patinI patnI banavAnuM saubhAgya prApta thayuM che. bhagavAnanI mArA upara kevI kRpA che ke mane pitAnI ardhAgane banAvIne laI javA mATe temaNe pite ahIM padhAravAnuM kaSTa uThAvyuM che. Aje mArI sAthe lagna karIne mane teo potAnI dharmapatnI banAvaze ane huM paNa Aje mArA hRdayezvaranA sArI rIte darzana karI zakIza. AvA patinI patnI banavAnuM saubhAgya prApta thavAnI sAthe mane mahArANI zIvAdevI ane mahArAjA samudravijaya jevA sAsu sasarAnI sevA karavAne suga paNa maLaze. huM trikhaMDa adhipati zrIkRSNa ane balabhadrajInI baMdhupatnI (bhAbhI) banIza. mArI maTI bahena satyabhAmAM mArI jeThANI banaze. A jagatamAM mArA jevI bhAgyazALI za. su. 43

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274 zAradA suvAsa bIjI koNa strI haze ! AvA prakAranA manamAM mane ratha karatI rAjematI AnaMda pAmatI hatI, paNa enA bhAvimAM kaMI juduM ja lakhyuM hatuM. baMdhuo ! Aje mANasa game teTalA manamAM aneranA minArA caNe paNa kAle savAre zuM thavAnuM che tenI khabara paDatI nathI. ApaNe belIe chIe. ke. "na jANyuM jAnakInAthe, kAle savAre zuM thavAnuM che" rAmacaMdrajIne bIje divase rAjyAbhiSeka thavAne che eTale sArI adhyA nagarImAM AnaMdanI choLo uchaLe che. darekanA haiyA AnaMdanI umiethI hiMLe caDhayA che. prabhAtanA praharamAM rAmacaMdrajI snAna Adi kArya karIne harSabhera pitAjIne vaMdana karavA AvyA, tyAre pitAjInA mukha upara AnaMdane badale AMkhamAM AMsu joyA. rAmacaMdrajIe pUchayuM pitAjI! Aje AnaMdane badale AMkhamAM AMsu kema? zuM mArAthI koI aparAdha thaye che? agara Apane keI ciMtAnuM kAraNa AvI paDayuM che? je hoya te kahe. tyAre dazaratharAjAe kahyuM-beTA! bIjuM kaI kAraNa nathI, paNa tArI mAtA kaikeyInuM eka vacana mArI pAse bAkI hatuM, tenI eNe Aje mAMgaNI karI che ke mArA bharatane rAjya Ape ane rAmane cauda varSa vanavAsa Ape. ATaluM bolatAM dazaratha rAjAnI AMkhamAM dhAra AMsu vahevA lAgyA, tyAre rAmacaMdrajIe kahyuM pitAjI! Apa bilakula ciMtA na kare. mArI mAtAnuM vacana barAbara pALe. huM ApanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA javA taiyAra chuM, ane rAmacaMdrajI te ja divase vanamAM gayA. zuM rAmacaMdrajIne khabara hatI ke je divase rAjamugaTa paheravAnuM che te ja divase mAre vanamAM javAnuM thaze ! te ja rIte rAjematIne hRdayasAgaramAM anekavidha AnaMdanA mojA uchaLatA hatA paNa bana jANyuM rAjematIe ke hamaNuM zuM thavAnuM che" rAjematI yAdavakuLa jevuM UMcuM kuLa ane nemakumAra jevA patine prApta karIne manamAM pitAnA bhAgyanI prazaMsA karatI nemakumAranI sAme joI rahI hatI tyAM ja tenI jamaNI AMkha pharakI ne sAthe jamaNuM aMga paNa pharakavA lAgyuM. kuMvArI kanyAnI jamaNI AMkha pharake e apazukana gaNAya che. A apazukanathI ene AnaMda uDI gaye. AnaMdathI khIleluM mukha karamAI gayuM. mukha upara udAsInatA chavAI gaI ane manamAM ciMtavavA lAgI ke zuM mArI AzAo adhUrI raheze? zuM mArA vicAra svapnasukha jevA ja banaze? zuM huM kemakumAranI patnI nahi banI zakuM? atyAra sudhI rAjematInI sakhIo tenI game tevI majAka uDAvatI hatI chatAM tenuM mukha AnaMdamAM hatuM. tenI sakhIe enA AnaMdamAM vRddhi karavA mATe kaI ne kaI vAta kADhIne tenA sAmuM jotI hatI paNa A vakhate rAjamatInA sAmuM joyuM to temaNe jematanA mukha upara AnaMdane badale ciMtAnuM sAmrAjya joyuM, eTale sakhIo Azcarya pUrvaka pUchavA lAgI ke he amArI prANapriya vahAlI sakhI rAjematI ! kemakumArane joine vadhu AnaMdita banavAne badale tuM ekadama udAsa kema thaI gaI? zuM amArI majAkathI

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zAradA suvAsa 275 tane krodha te nathI AvyuM ne? rAjematIe kahyuM-sakhIo ! tamArI majAkathI huM kadI paNa kodhita thaI nathI ne Aje sArA prasaMge zA mATe krodhita thAuM ? te pachI tuM ekadama udAsa kema thaI gaI ? amane vAta kara. amane nahi kahe te kene kahIza? sakhI! mArA aMtaramAM te alaukika urmio uchaLe che paNa ekadama mArI jamaNI AMkha ane jamaNuM aMga pharake che. e pharakIne mane kaMI bIjuM ja kahe che. he abhAginI jematI ! tuM je kAMI dhAre che te bhUlI jA. tArI AzAo badhI nirarthaka che. - "raMgamAM paDela bhaMga" :- sakhIo kahe che bahena ! jamaNI AMkha ane jamaNuM aMga pharakayuM emAM tuM ATalI badhI ciMtAtura banI gaI ? aMga pharakavuM te zarIrane svabhAva che. ghaNI vAra vAyu thAya te paNa aMga pharake che, ethI tAre ATalI badhI ciMtAtura ke udAsa banavAnI jarUra nathI. je te kharI! kemakumAra kare tArAomAM caMdranI mAphaka kevA zebhe che? A jAna te rUmajhuma karatI najIka AvI rahI che. hamaNuM ja teraNa dvAre AvI pahoMcaze ane jemakumAra sAthe tArA lagna paNa thaI jaze. Aje tAre AvI ciMtA karavAnI na hoya. ciMtA choDIne AnaMdamAM AvI jA. bahena ! je kaMI banavAnuM hoya te pahelAM ja bane. have te lagnanI taiyArI che. Ama sakhIo rAjematIne khUba samajAve che paNa kaI rIte rAjematInuM mana praphullita thatuM nathI. eNe sakhIone kahyuM tame mane game tema kahe paNa mAruM mana mAnatuM nathI. mAruM hRdaya te ema ja kahe che ke teo mane cheDIne cAlyA jaze. mArA raMgamAM bhaMga paDaze. A tarapha kemakumAranI jAna AgaLa vadhIne kyAM AvI? aha so tattha nijato, dissa pANe bhayadue / vADe hi paMjarehi ca, saMnirudhdhe sudukkhie // 14 // nemakumAra lagna maMDapamAM pahoMce te pahelAM ja rastAmAM jatA vADAmAM ane pAMjarAmAM pUrAelA dukhita ane maraNanA bhayathI trAsa pAmelA prANIone temaNe najaronajara joyA. mahAna purUSonI vizeSatA" :- vADAmAM ane pAMjarAmAM pUravAmAM AvelA prANIonI karUNa cIcIyArIo nemakumAranA kAne athaDAI. mahAnapurUSanI mahAnatAnuM ApaNane ahIM darana thAya che. jemakumAranA hAthInI AgaLa te ghaNu mANase hatA. AgaLa kenizAna, caturaMgI senA, pachI gheDe beThelA yAdavakumAre ATalA badhA AgaLa hatA paNa keInuM dhyAna pazuonA karUNarUdana sAme kheMcAyuM nahi. sau potapotAnI dhunamAM masta hatA, paNa A jAnanA nAyaka sAmAnya purUSa na hatAM paNa maDAnapurUSa hatA. mahApurUSa bhale kaI paNa kArya mAM pravRtta hoya ane game tyAM beThA hoya paNa temanI daSTi te haMmezAM duHkhIjane para haze. teo e bAbatanuM haMmezAM dhyAna rAkhe che ke mArA keIpaNa kAryathI, vAtathI ke vicArathI koIne duHkha na thAya. teo dIna duHkhIjanenuM duHkha dUra karavAmAM

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zAradA suvAsa pravRtta rahe che. paranA hita mATe te pitAnuM hita choDI de che ane pitAnI jAtane kaSTamAM nAMkhe che. mahApurUSanI A ja vizeSatA che. e vizeSatAnA kAraNe te janatAnA hAtha para pitAnuM Adhipatya jamAve che. "pazuDAono pikAra" :- nemakumAranI jAna taraNa dvAre AvatA vacamAM vADA ane pAMjarA pAse AvI ke jemAM aneka pazu-pakSIone vadha karavA mATe pUryA hatA. te pazu pitAnI svataMtratA lUMTAvAthI, maravAnA bhayathI ane pUrve na sAMbhaLelA evA nAdathI temaja ATalA moTA janasamudAyanA kelAhalathI te pazu-pakSIo AkuLavyAkuLa banI rahyA hatA ane pitApitAnI bhASAmAM karUNa stare vilApa karI rahyA hatA, paNa emane vilApa sAMbhaLavAnI ane temane bhayamukta karavAnI keIne paDI na hatI. sau jAnane AnaMda mANatA hatA, tyAre jAnanA nAyakanuM dhyAna karUNa svare rUdana karatAM nirdoSa pazupakSIo tarapha kheMcAyuM. pazuone paNa saMjJA heAya che. temane thayuM ke A moTI jAna AvI che eTale badhAne jamADavA mATe ApaNuM gaLA upara charI pheravIne mArI nAMkhaze, tethI pazu-pakSIonA baccAe emanI mAtAne vaLagIne raDe che ke mA ! have ApaNane mArI nAMkhaze, tyAre emanI mAtA kahe che beTA ! raheze nahi, kahapAMta karaze nahi. A te karUNAnA kimiyAgara nagInA nemakumAra paraNavA AvyA che. e ApaNane maravA nahi de. e te mahAnapurUSa che. pazuDAoe nemakumArane joyA nathI, chatAM temanA aMtaramAM rahelI karUNAne paDaghe pazupakSIonA aMtara sudhI paDe have, eTale paraspara eka bIjAne pitAnI bhASAmAM samajAvatA hatA. sAthe karUNAvaMta nema prabhune kahetA hatA e nemakumAra ! tame paraNavA mATe AvyA che paNa tamArA lagnamAM amAro bhaMga na apAya. amane bacAvaje. dayALu ! amArI vinaMtI svIkAro. ema karUNa svare kahapAMta karatA cIcIyArIo karI rahyA che. A tarapha kemakumAra sivAya keInuM lakSa nathI. nemakumAranuM lakSa A tarapha derAyuM. temane vicAra thaye ke aho ! lagnanA mAMgalika prasaMge A pazuDAo A kalpAMta zA mATe karI rahyA che? A bAbatamAM nemakumAra vadhu vicAraNA karaze ne rAjematInuM jamaNuM aMga pharakavAthI ciMtAmAM mUkAI gaI che tenuM zuM pariNAma Avaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra - jinasenakumAra mAtA pitAne kahe che he mAtA-pitA ! mane paradeza javAnI rajA Ape, paNa mAtA-pitA kahe che dIkarA ! ame tane javAnI rajA nahi ApIe. tArA vinA amane eka kSaNa paNa gamatuM nathI. rAjA kahe che beTA ! ranavatIe . AvIne eka paNa kAma sAruM karyuM nathI, mATe ene dezanikAla karavA de paNa tane nahi javA dauM. pitAjI! mAre mArA nimitte koI jIvane duHkha ApavuM nathI. mArA pApa karmane udaya che te huM bhegavI laIza. tame mArI bilakula ciMtA na karaze. mArI mAphaka

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thara suvAsa ghaNI mAtAnA dIkarAo paradeza gayA che, ane samaya thatAM mAtA pitAnI sevAmAM hAjara thayA che, tema huM paNa thoDA samayamAM pAcho AvI jaIza, paNa kaI rIte have mAre ahIM rahevuM nathI. rAjA rANIe jANyuM ke have kuMvaranuM mana upaDyuM che eTale te kaI rIte rekAvAne nathI, tethI rANIe kahyuM- beTA ! bhale, tArI khUba IcchA che te tuM paradeza jA ane sukhI thA paNa A tArI duHkhIyArI mAtAnI khabara levA vahelo Avaje. tuM te guNavAna che, hoMziyAra ne zUravIra che eTale tuM jayAM jaIza tyAM pUjAvAne che. tAruM mAna vadhavAnuM che. tene tyAM ghaNAM mitro, snehIo maLaze paNa e badhAnI sAthe rahetAM amane bhUlate nahi. rAjA kahe che beTA ! tuM eka rAjakumAra thaIne nekarI karaze, vahepAra karaze e mane bilakula pasaMda nathI. kumAre kahyuM-pitAjI! ApanA AzIrvAdathI sahu sArA vAnA thaze. kuMvaranI tIvra IcchA jeIne rAjAe paNa rajA ApI, eTale jinasenakumAra javA mATe taiyAra thaI gayA. mAtA pitAne vaMdana karI temanA AzIrvAda laIne e ravatI mAtAne vaMdana karavA gaye. baMdhuo! je mAtAe ATalI badhI IrSyA karI hoya, mArI nAMkhavA mATe jhera dIvA hoya tenA sAmuM jovAnuM mana thAya? paNa jinasenakumAra keTale sajajana che ne enI mAtA paNa keTalI sajajana che ke ene tyAM javA dIdhe. bAkI AjanI mAtA ane putra hoya to enA sAmuM paNa jovA jAya nahi. jinasenakumAra ranavatI mAtAnA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che he mAtA ! tane mArA nimitte bahu duHkha thayuM che te huM tArI kSamA mAMguM chuM, mane mApha karaje. sukha se rahi mAtA merI, hama paradeza sidhAve, mu dekha Apa duHkha pAo, yaha na mujhe suhAve. he mAtA ! tane mane dekhIne khUba duHkha thAya che, mArA nimitte tene khUba karmabaMdhana thAya che tethI mane duHkha thAya che have tuM sukhapUrvaka AnaMdathI raheje. huM paradeza jAuM chuM. kuMvare enI pAse kSamA mAMgI, namratApUrvaka AvA zabdo kahyA paNa ratnAvatI kaMI belI zakI nahi. pite pApa karyuM hoya pachI zuM belI zake ? e na belI paNa jinasenakumAre te enI pharaja barAbara bajAvI, ane mAtAne page lAgIne nIkaLI gaye ne sabhAmAM AvyuM. rAjAnI sabhA ThaTha bharelI che tyAM AvIne pradhAna Adi dareka sabhAjanane page lAge ne sahunI mAphI mAMgI jinasenakumArane vinaya ane namratA joIne AkhI sabhA rahI uThI. aho ! ApaNA rAjapanA ratna same kumAra cAlyA jaze! badhAe kuMvarane rokavA mATe khUba prayatna karyA paNa niSphaLa gayA. chelle jinasenakumAre mahArAjA ane samAjane uddezIne kahyuM ke he pitAjI! he sabhAjano ! huM te jAuM chuM paNa

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278 zAradA suvAsa mArI mAtA bagIcAmAM ekalI che. e mArA vige jhUryA karaze, mATe tame badhA ene ochuM na Ave tema khabara leje. mAtRpremanA kAraNe kumAra ATaluM bolatAM raDI paDe. badhAe kuMvarane bAthamAM laI lIdhuM. saunA hadaya bharAI gayA, kuMvaranA viyoganA kAraNe AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhArA vahI. have raDatI AMkhe vidAya kevI rIte deze te avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 73 A suda 5 ne zukravAra tA. 6-10-78 " sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMtajJAnI zAstrakAra bhagavatee jagatanA chanAM Atma uddhAra mATe AgamavANuM prakAzI che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamAM rahanemIya" nAmanA adhyayanamAM nema-rAjulano adhikAra cAlI rahI che. temanAtha bhagavAna jagatamAM sarvazreSTha purUSa che. mahAna purUSanI dRSTimAM ane sAmAnya purUnI draSTimAM aMtara hoya che. mahAna purUSamAM ane sAmAnya purUSamAM zuM aMtara che te bAbatamAM vicAra karIe te ApaNane temAMthI ghaNuM jANavA maLe che. A jagatamAM be prakAranA manuSya hoya che paNa ekamAM kaI vizeSatA heya che ane bIjAmAM keI nyUnatA heya che. jenAmAM vizeSatA hoya te mahApurUSa gaNAya che ane jenAmAM keI nyUnatA hoya eTale ke vizeSatA hatI nathI te sAmAnya purUSa gaNAya che. have ApaNe jovAnuM e che ke kaI vizeSatAne kAraNe mANasa mahAna purUSa gaNAya che ne kaI nyUnatAne kAraNe sAmAnya mANasa gaNAya che. daSTibhedanA kAraNe gurUtA ane laghutAnA kAraNemAM bheda paDI jAya che. keI mANasa jenAmAM zArIrika baLa, parAkrama vadhAre hoya tene meTA mAne che, ane jenAmAM ene abhAva hoya tene nAne mAne che. keI mANasa jenAmAM buddhi vadhAre hoya tene mATe mAne che ke je buddhihIna hoya tene nAne mAne che. keInI daSTie jenI pAse dhana vaibhava ane saMpatti vadhAre heya te mahAna gaNAya che ane jenI pAse dhana vaibhava nathI te sAmAnya gaNAya che. A pramANe judA judA mANase gurUtA ane laghutAne kAraNe paNa judA judA mAne che, paNa dharmane samajanAra manuSya gurUtA ane laghutAnA je kAraNe mAne che te A kAraNathI sarvathA bhinna che. 4AtmAthIjane kahe che ke zArIrika baLa hovuM athavA na hovuM te gurUtA ane laghutAnuM kAraNa na hoI zake, kAraNa ke je mANasa bIjA aneka prANIo upara atyAcAra kare che, aneka janane satAve che ane anekane lUMTavAno prayatna kare che emanAmAM paNa zArIrika baLa te ghaNuM hoya che. dhana-vaibhava saMpa hovuM e paNa moTAInuM kAraNa nathI, kAraNa ke dhana-vaibhava saMpanna mANase evA heya che ke jeo garInI jeTalI jhUMTavIne, kaMIkane chetarIne, dagA-prapaMce karIne dhanavAna banI jAya che ane pachI te ja dhana vaDe

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cAra suvAsa anyAya, anIti ane atyAcAra kare che ne pApa mAMdhe che, buddhi paNa meATAInu kAraNu nathI, kAraNa ke ghaNAM mANusA peAtAnI buddhi dvArA bhalA ne bheLA manuSyane zIzAmAM utArI OM che, du:kha Ape che. A rIte zArIrika baLa, dhana-vaibhava ke buddhinA kAraNe koI mANusa mATeA kahevAtA nathI paNa jJAnInI dRSTie te jenAmAM dayA che, sakruiSNutA che, sahRdayatA che tathA bIjAnA duHkhe duHkhI che, duHkhIyAnA duHkha joine tene sukhI banAvavAnA svabhAva che, je peAtAnA hita mATe khIjAnuM ahita nathI karate ane jenI STi pApathI bacavAnI che te ja mahAna purUSa che, pachI bhale te khaLa-buddhisa'panna na hAya paNa tenAmAM uparokta guNA hAya teA tenI gaNanA mahAnapurUSAmAM thAya che, ApaNA adhikAranA nAyaka temakumAra kaI sAmAnya ke sAdhAraNa purUSa na hatA ke jee lagnanA Ana MdamAM yA, karUNA, ahiMsA ke sakruiSNutAne bhUlI jAya. karUNAnuM mahatva khatAvavA mATe ane jagatanA jIvAne ahiMsAnu` svarUpa samajAvavA mATe ja temaNe lagnanA virodha karyAM na hateA, eTale Ave! jIvarakSAne amUlya prasaMga tee kema bhUle ! lagnanA AnaMdamAM teo A prasagane bhUlI jAta teA mahAnapurUSamAM temanI gaNunA na thAta ane ApaNe temanA ATalA badhA guNagAna paNa na gAta. A tarapha rAjematI teAraNe AvatA temakumAranA sAme animeSa dRSTithI joI rahI hatI. jAna ghaNI meTI ane suobhita hatI. jAnaiyA ghaNu hatA paNa rAmatInI dRSTi koinA tarapha nathI. sakhIe tenI majAka uDAvatAM kahe che sakhI ! tuM te namakumArane jovAmAM ja mugdha banI gaI che paNa A jAna te jo. keTalI mATI jAna AvI che! jAnanI zeAbhA keTalI suMdara dekhAya che! paNa jema rAdhAvedha karanAranI dRSTi je vIdhavAnu hAya che te tarapha ja kendrita thaI jAya che. e bIjA koInI tarapha lakSa rAkhatA nathI, tema rAjematI enI sakhIne kahe che ke mAre jemanI sAthe joDAvAnu che. temanA sivAya khIjA tarapha draSTi paNa zA mATe karavI joIe? e te nemakumArane joine bhAvinA sukhanI anekavidha kalpanAe karI rahI hatI paNa enuM bhAvi judI ja AgAhI Apatu hatu. ekadama enI jamaNI AMkha ane jamaNu aMga pharakavAthI te udAsa khanI gai, tethI sakhIo kahe che mahena! A tArA khoTA bhrama che. aMga pharakavu' e te zarIranA svabhAva che. tuM ciMtA choDIne AnaMdamAM AvI jA, ema samajAvavA lAgI. A tarapha temakumAra hAthI upara besIne lagnamaMDapa taraphe AvI rahyA che. tyAM pakhIe gaganabhedI nAda sAMbhaLIne dhrujI uThayA, ane bhayanA mAryA AkraMda karavA lAgyA. pazu pakSIenA dilamAM e traNa prakAranuM du:kha hatu. A pazu pakSIene jaMgalamAMthI pakaDIne lAvyA tyAre kaMIkano mAtAe rahI gaI ne baccAne pakaDI lAvyA. kaIkanA mAtA-pitAne pakaDI lAvyA te accA jaMgalamAM rahI gayA hatA, eTale te kALA kalpAMta karatA hatA,

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zAradA suvAsa kAraNa ke A saMsAramAM pitAnA priyajanane viga pazu pakSIo Adi dareka jIvane satAve che. bIjuM duHkha temanI svataMtratA lUMTAI gaI tenuM hatuM. jaMgalamAM pazupakSIo khulI havAmAM pitAnA sAthIo sAthe svataMtratApUrvaka AmathI tema nAcatA kUdatA hatA. pazuo eka sthAna cheDIne bIje sthAne jatA hatA, ane lIle cAro caratA hatA. Ama svataMtratApUrvakaviharatA pazu pakSIonI svataMtratA chInavI laIne temane baMdhanamAM nAMkhyA hatA. . manuSya potAnA sukha duHkha parathI bIjA nA sukha-duHkhane sahaja rIte jANI zake che. te samaje che ke mane je bAbatathI duHkha thAya che tenAthI bIjAne sukha kevI rIte thAya? chatAM svArthI manuSya A vAtane bilakula bhUlI jAya che ke mArA kAryathI bIjAne sukha thAya che ke duHkha? te e vicAra nathI karate ke huM mArA sukhane mATe bIjA cha sAthe kevo vyavahAra karuM chuM ! e ja vyavahAra bIje mANasa potAnA sukhane mATe mArI sAthe kare te mane kevuM duHkha thaze ? pazu pakSIonI apekSAe te manuSya vadhAre vivekI che, paNa svArthane kAraNe manuSya vivekahIna banI jAya che. je manuSya svArthabhAvanAthI vivekahIna na bane ane jevuM duHkha sukha pitAne mATe mAne che tevuM ja je bIjAne mATe mAne te te bilakula pApamAM pravRtta na bane, paNa saMsAramAM evA manuSya bahu ceDA nIkaLaze ke jeo svArtha choDIne pitAnI mAphaka bIjAnA sukhaduHkhane samaje, athavA bIjA ne duHkhamAM na nAMkhavA mATe ane sukha ApavA mATe pitAne ravAthe cheDI che. ghaNAM mANase te evA paNa hoya che ke pitAne keI jAtane svArtha na hovA chatAM bIjA ane duHkha Ape che. jayAre vivekahIna gaNatA pazuo paNa vinA kAraNe keIne nukazAna pahoMcADatA nathI, paNa vikasaMpanna manuSya koI vAra pazuothI paNa halake banI bIjAnuM ahita karavA tatpara bane che. te mATe bhartuharie paNa kahyuM che ke aMke satpuruSAH parArtha ghaTakA svArtha parityajyaye, sAmAnyAstu parArthamudyama bhRtaH svArthAdhirodhena ye / te'mI mAnuSa rAkSasAH parahita svArthAya nighnanti ye, ye nimnanti nirarthaka parahitaM te ke na jAnImahe / / je manuSya pitAnA svArthane khyAla na karatA bIjAnuM bhaluM kare che teo purUSa che. jeo bIjAnA bhalAnI sAthe pitAnuM bhaluM kare che teo sAdhAraNa purUSa che. jemAM pitAnA bhalA mATe bIjAnuM bagaDe che teo manuSyanA rUpamAM rAkSase che, ane vagara kAraNe bIjAnuM ahita kare che temane zuM kahevuM e ja mArI samajamAM AvatuM nathI. A saMsAramAM samasta prANae sukha cAhe che. keI dukha cAhatuM nathI. sarva jIvo dukhathI bacavAne ane sukha meLavavAne upAya karyA kare che. mRtyu, jarA, vyAdhi ane

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;&& zAradA suvAsa mAnasika duHkhethI saghaLA che DaratA rahe che, ane evA dukhethI rakSaNa meLavavAnI zodhamAM rahe che. sukhanI prApti ane duHkhane nAza IcchatA hovA chatAM paNa keI bramamAM paDI kaI viparIta mArga grahaNa kare te vAta judI che, bAkI saune uddeza sukha meLavavAne hoya che. ema hovA chatAM paNa manuSya bIjAone mATe e vAta bhUlI jAya che ane kaI kaI vAra te bIjAnA sukhanI IrSyA kare che. athavA bIjAne duHkhI joIne rAjI thAya che. teo e vicAra nathI karatA ke duHkha amane jema gamatuM nathI tema bIjAne paNa nathI gamatuM. devAnupriye ! ApaNuM bhAvinA temanAtha bhagavAna te karUNAnA sAgara ane paramArthadaza hatA. e kaI chanuM duHkha joI zake tevA na hatA. jJAnI purUSane mana keI pitAnuM ke kaI parAyuM hatuM nathI. emane mana te dareka jI samAna che. "agva Tuva " AkhI pRthvI upara rahelA traNa-sthAvara, sukSama ane bAdara dareka jIvane emanuM kuTuMba mAne che pachI keInuM mana dubhAve kharA? Aje te potAnA sukha khAtara bIjAne dubhAvavA te zuM paNa bIjAnA prANa levA te paNa sahuja vAta banI gaI che. eka jamAne e hatuM ke ApaNA vaDIle leTa laIne nIkaLatA ne jyAM jyAM kIDIonA dara hoya tyAM jaIne leTa nAMkhatA. AvI temanA dilamAM dayA hatI. Aje te dayAne dezanikAla karI dIdhI che. ghaNuM mANase pite sukhI thavA mATe deva-devIone pADo ane bakarAne bhega caDhAve che. AvI vAta sAMbhaLIne ApaNuM hRdaya kaMpI uThe che. bIjA nI hiMsA karIne kadI sukha maLe kharuM? ahiMsAnuM pAlana karavAthI sukha maLe che, kAraNa ke "dayA dharmaka mUla hai" dareka dharmonuM mULa dayA che. keI dharmamAM hiMsAne dharma kahela nathI paNa dayAne dharma kahyo che. jenI dayA karaze to tenI duvA tamane maLaze ne sukhI thaze paNa dilamAM yA nahi rAkhe te tame dukhI thavAnA. ahiMsAnA zaraNe javAthI AtmAne vijaya thAya che, hiMsAthI naDi. ahIM eka anya darzananI vAta mane yAda Ave che. kacchamAM ekalagAma nAme gAma hatuM te gAmanA pAdaramAM ekalamAtAnuM maMdira hatuM. A gAmanI cAre tarapha sUkI raNa jevI verAna dharatI hatI. A mAtAnA maMdire dara zaradapunamanA divase meLo bharAto hate. meLAmAM hajAre naranArIo AvatA ne ajJAnatAthI hemahavana vigere karatA, ane ahiMsAnA mArgane nahi samajanAra ajJAna garAsIyA leke A divase pADAnuM bali caDhAvatA ne ekalamAtAnuM pavitra maMdira lohIthI bharAI jatuM. A samaye maDAjananuM dayALu hRdaya dhrujI uThatuM paNa garAsIyA loko sAme jhuMbeza keNuM uThAve ? ahiMsA khAtara jhera pI jANe evA mA~nA maDadA paDe te paNa A garAsiyA samaje tevA na hatA. A bAbatamAM zuM karavuM tene sau vicAra karatA. A maMdiranA pUjArI tarIke eka bAvAjI thaDA samaya pahelA AvelA. e bAvAjIe emanA guNethI

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keTara zAradA suvAsa ghaNuM lekone prabhAvita karyA hatA, ane ghaNI kapriyatA saMpAdana karI hatI, eTale mahAjane bAvAjI tarapha mITa mAMDI. zaradapUnamane divasa najIka Avate jato hate. eka divasa mahAjana bheguM thaIne bAvAjI pAse AvyuM. bAvAjIe kahyuM padhAre mahAjana ! atyAre acAnaka AvavAnuM kema banyuM? mahAjana vinaya viveka jALavIne bAvAjI pAse beThuM ne pUchayuM ke bAvAjI! A badhI zenI taiyArIo cAle che? bAvAjIe kahyuM tamane khabara nathI ke zaradapUnamane meLe najIka AvI rahyo che. bAvAjInI vAta sAMbhaLIne mahAjananuM mukha paDI gayuM tethI bAvAjIe pUchyuM kema badhA udAsa thaI gayA ? badhAe vAta karI. garAsIyA AgaLa amAruM jora cAlatuM nathI, paNa A divase pADAnuM bali apAya che. te hiMsA Apa baMdha karAve. bAvAjI kahe huM 'te na chuM, mane khabara nathI paNa garAsIyAne samajAvavA bahu kaThIna che. mahAjane kahyuM-kALA mAthAne mAnavI dhAre te karI zake che. jyAre Apa te bAvAjI che. badhAnuM 'diva Ape jItI lIdhuM che. ApanA hRdayamaMdiramAM rahelI ahiMsA upara Apane zraddhA che. ke nahi? amane ApanA upara zraddhA che ke jANIne jhera pInArA Apa mahAna puruSa che. e zraddhAthI ame ApanI pAse amArA dubhAtA dilanI davA levA AvyA chIe. A hiMsAnA hutAzana vacce Apa ahiMsAnA amRtakuMbha tarIke ubhA rahe te amane vizvAsa che ke ekalamAtAnA maMdire ahiMsAno vijayadhvaja laherAI uThe ne mAtAjI ApanA upara vadhu prasanna thAya. - bAvAjIe kahyuM meM A vAta jANI tyArathI mAruM dila paNa dubhAya che. te have huM mArA jAnanA jokhame paNa pADAne jAna bacAvIza. ahiMsA te badhA dharmonI mAtA che. enI pUjAne lAbha levAno avasara mane kyAMthI maLe? mahAjana! tame nizcita bane. bAvAjInA gauravavaMtA zabda sAMbhaLIne mahAjananA haiyA harakhAI gayA ne bolI UThayA ke bAvAjI! je vadha baMdha raheze te amArA taraphathI meLAnI medanIne peTa bharIne zIre khavaDAvavAmAM Avaze. A javAbadArIne beja laIne mahAjana UDayuM. zaradapUnamanA meLAne eka divasa bAkI rahyo eTale bAvAjI garAsIyAonA utAre gayA. garAsIyAoe bAvAjIne AvakAra ApIne Asana upara besADyA ne pUchyuM bAvAjI! Ama ekAeka kema padhAryA? zuM hema, havana ane hatyAnI taiyArIo pUrNa thaI gaI ne ? garAsiyAonA praznane javAba ApavAne badale bAvAjIe kahyuM. bhAIo ! huM tamane eka prazna pUchuM chuM ke dareka jIvane jIvavuM game che ke maravuM? garAsIyAoe kahyuM ke badhAne jIvavuM game che. garAsIyAonI vAta sAMbhaLIne bAvAjI dAva joIne sogaThI nAMkhatA bolyA ke dareka prANIne jIvavuM game che. tame pADAone bhega ApIne mAtAne prasanna karavA IcchA che. te kyAMthI bane ? A sAMbhaLIne garAsIyAo samajI gayA ke A bA te pADAnA vadhanI

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! TaMka zAradA suvAsa paraparA baMdha karavA Icche che, paNa jo ApaNe bhega na caDAvIe teA mAtAjI ApaNA upara kApe ne ApaNe badhA sApha thaI jaIe, tethI garAsIyAee gusse thaine kahyuM khAvAjI! tamAre A mAkhatamAM mAthuM mAravuM niss. ame te amArI para'parA mujaba pADAnA vadha karavAnA ja. cAlyA jAe aDDI'thI. bAvAjIe nIDarapaNe kahyu ke huM te ema mAnuM chuM ke ekalamAtAne prasanna karavA sAcA upAya ahiMMsA che. mAtA potAnA bAluDAnA lehIthI kadI 2jI thatI nathI. ApaNe ekalamAnA bAluDA chIe te A pazu-pakSI enA bAluDA nathI ? e pADe zuM mAtAjInI prajA nahi ? A sAMbhaLIne garAsIyAe te vadhu khaLabhaLI UThayA ne kahyuM khAvA tuM je karatA hAya te kara ne ame karIe chIe te ame karIzuM. ema kahIne bAvAjIne dhakako mArIne kADhI mUkayA. bIje divase zaradapUnamanu' prabhAta pragaTyuM. mAtAjInA maMdire medranI jAmavA lAgI. A bAju pelA garAsIyAe li ApavAnA pADAne zaNagArI madira javAnI taiyArI karavA lAgyA. pADAne lai javA mATe thALI vagADI, eTale badhA garAsIyA bhegA thayA. AgevAna garAsIyA pADAne bAMdhyA hatA tyAM levA gayA teA pADA guma thaI gayA. pADo keNu cArI gayuM ? garAsIyA tA dhArIyA laine pADAnA cArane zodhavA nIkaLyA paNa kayAMya emanA pADA maLyA nahi. badhAnA manamAM thayuM ke pelA khAvA cArI gayA haze, cAle tyAM. A te badhA dhArIyA ne lAkaDIe laIne upaDayA khAvAnA maThamAM. paNa khAvA tyAM na hatA eTale mAtAjInA maMdiramAM AvyA ne joyuM te mAtAjInI sAme ekacitte hAtha joDIne aDaga ubhelA bAvAjIne joyA, tethI kahevA lAgyA ke A teA mAtAjInA pADAnI cerI karIne pAcho zAhukAra banIne have bagalAnI jema dhyAna dharavA .ubhA che, eka dhArIyAnA ghAe ene pUro kare. paNa bAvAjI te paththaranI pratimAnI jema ubhA rahyA. emanA mukha upara macchunA Dara na hatA. AMkho baMdha hatI te zarIramAM dhrujArI paNa na hatI. eTale garAsIyAenA manamAM thayuM. ke AnA zarIramAM mAtAjIe praveza tA nahi karyuM hAya ne ! bhAge ahIthI. naDuitara ApaNu seA varSa pUrA thaI jaze. garAsIyA DhADavA gayA paNa DheDI zakatA nathI. badhA tyAM ne tyAM sthaMbhI gayA, ane zasro paDI gayA. sihaNunI jema ga nA karatA garAsIyA have sasalA jevA banIne khAvAjInI mAphI mAMgIne kahevA lAgyA ke khAvAjI ! amane mApha karo. amArA upara dayA karo. A samaye AMkha khAlI darekanA upara karUgrunuM amI chAMTatA khAvAjI mAlyA ke mAphI te mAtAjI pAse mAMgeA. huM zuM ApavAnA hatA ? paNa mane eTalA kAla ApeA ke have ame pADAnA vadha nahiM karIe, ane ATalA vakhata sudhI hatyA karI tenI mAphI mAMgeA. tyAM garAsIyAee mAphI mAMgIne vacana ApyuM ke have ame kadI pAneA bhAga nirDa ApIe. tyArathI tyAM DiMsA baMdha thaI ne ahiMsAnuM sAmrAjya sthapAyuM. ahiMsAnA nAda tyAM guMjI uThayA ne

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4 zAradA svAsa mahAjane saune zIre khavaDAvI moDhuM mIThuM karAvyuM ne garAsiyA ahiMsAnA pUjArI banyA. juo, A rIte anya darzanamAM paNa ahiMsAne mahimA gAyo che. ahiMsAne prabhAva alaukika che. nemakumAra dravyathI paraNavA mATe AvyA che paNa bhAvathI te ahiMsAne dhavaja pharakAvavA mATe AvyA che, eTale emaNe vADAmAM pazuone ane pAMjarAmAM pakSIone pUrAyelA ane bhayathI karUNa svare vilApa karatA joyA. A dazya joIne karUNavaMta nemakumAranuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM. ___ jIviyaM taM tu saMpatte, maMsaTThA bhkkhiybe| gifsattA re mALa, sAhiM ivI paI - mAMsabhakSaNa karavA mATe rekelA ane tethI mRtyunI samIpa pahecelA evA pAMjarAmAM pUrAyelA prANIone joIne te buddhimAna nemakumAra sArathIne saMbodhIne A pramANe belyA. pazupakSI ne kalpAMta jeIne nemakumAranA dilamAM karUNa AvI ane manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke mArA lagnanA zubha kArya mAM ATalA badhA mANase AnaMda pAme che, harakhAya che, -nagArA ane zaraNAIo vAge che tyAre A bicArA nirdoSa pazu pakSIo kalpAMta kare che. A mArAthI kema jovAya ? mArAthI kema saDana thAya ? emanuM hRdaya karUNAthI Adra banI gayuM. baMdhuo ! A te ahiMsAnA avatArI bhagavAna hatA, paNa rAmacaMdrajInI bhakti karanAra zabarInuM nAma te tame sAMbhaLyuM che ne? zabarI bhIlanA rAjAnI dIkarI hatI. e bhIlakumArIne tAlIma ApavA mATe bhIlarAjAe tene mAtaMga RSinA Azrame mUkI hatI. tyAM mAtaMgaSi ane temanI patnIe zabarIne putrInI mAphaka apanAvI hatI. RSinA AzramamAM rahIne zabarI eka tapasvInI jevI banI gaI hatI. samaya jatAM zabarI yuvAna thaI eTale enA lagna karavA mATe enA mAtA-pitA ane pitAne ghera laI gayA ne tenI sagAI karI ane thoDA divasamAM tenA lagna lIdhA. zabarInA lagnano divasa najIka Avate game tema tema maMgala gItenA madhurA sUra saMbhaLAvA lAgyA. lagnanI dhAmadhUma thavA lAgI. Ama karatAM lagnano Agale divasa AvI gaye. e zabarInA makAnanI AsapAsa pADA, gheTA, bakarA, maraghA, kUkaDA vigere ghaNuM pazupakSIone rAkhavAmAM AvyA hatA. temane zerabakerabharyo ArtanAda ane cIsAcIsa sAMbhaLIne zabarI enI mAtAne pUchavA lAgI bA ! A pazupakSIone zA mATe pakaDayA che? emane chUTA kema nathI mUkatA? ane e zA mATe ATalI badhI cIse pADyA kare che? tyAre zabarInI mAtAe kahyuM-beTA ! AvatI kAle tArA lagna che. te mATenA

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zAradA vAya 5 mahephilamAM e saghaLA ThekANe paDI jaze. zakharIe pUchyuM zuM e badhAno vadha karavAmAM Avaze tyAre enI mAtAe kahyuM-dIkarI! emAM navAI pAmavA jevuM zuM che? ApaNe tyAM lagna hoya tyAre ApaNI Ijjata ane meAbhA pramANe badhuM ja karavu' paDe. A sAMbhaLI zabarI tA AbhI ja banI gai. koIpaNa prANIne ajANatAM paNa dubhAvAya nahi evuM AzramamAM zikSaNa pAmI hatI te bhIlaputrI peAtAnA ja lagnamAM ATalA badhA pazuno varSa thAya te kevI rIte sahana karI zake! eNe nizcaya karyAM ke mArAthI AvA ha~sAbharyo vAtAvaraNamAM rahI zakAze nahiM, eTale gharanA badhA rAtre sUI gayA pachI madharAtre te gharamAMthI chAnImAnI cAlI nIkaLIne AzramamAM AvI. RSi ane RSipatnIe tene pUchyu beTA ! atyAre kayAMthI AvI ? zamarI dhruske ne dhruske raDI paDI ne badhI vAta karI. mAta'gaRSie tene dhIraja ApIne samajAvI ke eTA ! huM jANuM chuM ke have tuM tyAM nar3i rahI zake, chevaTe tapAsa karatA tenA mA-bApa Azrame AvyA ne zakharone lai javA khUba samajAvI paNa zamarI ghera na gaI te na ja gaI. e ja zakhI rAmanI parama bhakta banI gai. enI bhaktinA prabhAve ene rAmacaMdrajIno bheTo thayA ne enA eThAM khera rAmacadrajIe premathI AregyA hatA. TUMkamAM mAro kahevAno Azaya e che ke eka bhIlanI dIkarInA jIvanamAM AvI ahiMsA hatI ke je pazupremanI dayA khAtara paraNI nahi, tyAre dayAnA avatAra temakumAra paraNe kharA ? temaNe pazu vADAmAM pUrelA pazupakSIene bhayabhIta khanIne cIcIyArIo karatA joyA ne manamAM thayuM ke A zu ? temanuM hRdaya hacamacI uThyuM.. teNu AvyA temakumAra jyAM, pijamAM pazuone dekhe pazuonA kalarava avAja suNyA, gaurava kAje hiMsA thAze; pAkAra suNatAM naimakumAranuM haiyuM vIdhAi jAya re....cAlyA nemakumArano jAna AvI ugrasena rAja re-cAyA nemakumAra nemakumAra teraNe jAya che tyAre pazupakSIo emano bhASAmAM kahe che A dayALu temakumAra ! amArA upara karUNA karIne amane bacAveA. kaiMka pazuDAe karUNa svare raDe che tyAre koi pazu ene samajAve che ke tame raDo naRsi. temakumAra te karUNAvata che. eka kIDIno prANa dubhAya tyAM temanu kALaju kapAya che. evA e karUNAvata zuM ApaNA gaLA upara charI pharavA deze? nahi....nahi evuM kadI nihuM ane. hamaNAM ApaNune pAMjarAmAMthI cheDAvaze. A pazu pakSIo namakumArane oLakhatA pIchANutA nathI paNa emanu dila A pramANe kahe che. teA vicAra karo ke bhagavAnanA dilamAM ahiM sAnu kevu. AMdelana haze ke pAMjarAmAM pUrAyelA pazupakSIonA dila sudhI enA paDaghA paDaye ! nemakumAre pazuonA pAkAra sAMbhaLyA ne aMtaramAM karUNAnA jharaNA vahevA lAgyA,

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zAradA suvAsa bhagavAna te janmathI traNa jJAna sAthe laIne AvyA hatA eTale jANatAM hatAM ke A nirdoSa pazupakSIone mAMsa mATe mArI nAMkhavA pAMjarAmAM ne vADAmAM pUryA che, chatAM je teo pitAnA jJAnanA AdhAre pazu pakSIo para karUNa darzAvIne temane baMdhanamukta karI de te jAnanA mANasa tathA bIjA mANaso pazu-pakSIone baMdhanamukta karAvavAnuM kAraNa kevI rIte samajI zake? bIjA ne ahiMsAnuM mahatva samajAvavA mATe vADAnI pAse AvatA nemakumAre sArathI-mahAvatane pUchayuM he sArathI ! A bicArA sukhAbhilASI pazupakSIone A vADAnA ne pAMjarAnA baMdhanamAM zA mATe nAMkhyA che? have sArathI tene zuM javAba Apaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - jinasenakumAra e guNIyala che ke enA javAthI AkhI nagarInI janatA rahe che. nagaranI bahAra ghaNe dUra sudhI mAtApitA ane prajAjano sau vaLAvavA mATe gayA. badhA jotA rahyA ne jinasenakumAra te badhAnI vidAya laIne cAlI nIkaLyA. cAlate cAhate eka divasa caMpApura nagaranI bahAranA bagIcAmAM AvyuM. thAka utAravA mATe DI vAra jinasenakumAra sUte hato, eTalAmAM rAjAnA mANasoe bagIcAmAM bAMkaDA upara sUtelA jinasenakumArane joyA. mANasee rAjAne khabara ApI ke ApaNuM jamAIrAja jinasenakumAra AvyA che. rAjA rANIne khabara paDI eTale mahArAjA ghaNAM mANasone sAthe laIne bagIcAmAM AvyA. jamAIne ekalA jotAM zaMkAzIla banelA sasarA - pahelAM sasarA samajatA hatA ke jamAI meTA parivAra sAthe AvyA haze, eTale pite paNa parivAra sahita jamAIne teDavA mATe AvyA, paNa ahIM te jamAI ekalA ja hatA. emanuM mukha paNa udAsa hatuM tethI sasarA samajI gayA ke jamAI kaI paNa kAraNathI ekalA AvyA che. svAgata karIne mahelamAM AvyA. snAnAdi karAvI, jamADIne rAjAe pUchyuM ke Apa ekalA ja kema AvyA che ? ane Ama acAnaka AvavAnuM kAraNa zuM ? ApanA mukha upara AnaMda dekhAte nathI. te zuM kAraNa che? zuM tamArA pitAjIe tamane dezanikAla karyA che? je hoya te mane jaldI kaho. mAdhavasiMha rAjAe temane A pramANe pUchayuM eTale jinasenakumAre kahyuM-mahArAjA ! mArA pitAjI mArA upara nArAja thayA nathI ne mane dezanikAla karyo nathI. tame mArA mATe evI kaI zaMkA karazo nahi. mane pitAne paradeza jevAnI IcchA che tethI huM siMhaladvIpa jaIne nekarI karI mAruM bhAgya ajamAvavA mAMguM chuM. pitAjInA paisA upara je dIkarAo tAgaDadhInnA kare che te adhama che. mAre mArA bAhubaLathI AgaLa AvavuM che. te mATe huM jAuM chuM. mane tyAM ghaNuM anubhava maLaze. mArA mAtA pitAe mane paradeza na javA mATe khUba samajAvyuM paNa huM emane samajAvIne paraNe Avyo chuM. jamAInI vAta sAMbhaLIne sasarAjIe kahyuM-jamAIrAja! tamArA mAtA-pitAne

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cAratA suvAsa samajAvIne tame bhale AvyA paNa ame tamane kaI rIte nahIM javA daIe. tame AvA catura ane parAkramI rAjakumAra thaIne siMhaladvIpa jaIne nekarI kare te amane zobhe ? mAre te dIkarI kahuM ke dIkare kahuM te tame ja che, mATe caMpAnagarInuM rAjya tame saMbhALe. huM tamane rAjatilaka karI dauM, tyAre jinasene kahyuM-mAre atyAre rAjya joItuM nathI. mAre te mAruM bhAgya ajamAvavA paradeza javuM che. jinasenakumArane sAsu, sasarA, pradhAna vigeree maLIne khUba samajAjo paNa na samaye tyAre emanA manamAM thayuM ke kuMvarIne maLavA de. e emane jarUra samajAvaze. badhAne maLyA pachI jinasenakumAra caMpakamAvAne maLavA mATe enA mahele AvyuM. jinasenakumArane AvatA joIne caMpakamAlA ubhI thaI ane sanmAnapUrvaka patine uMcA Asane besADI caraNamAM paDIne pUchayuM-svAmInAtha! Apa Ama ekAeka ane ekalA kema padhAryA che? meM dAsI dvArA jANyuM ke Apa paradeza padhAre che, te zuM A vAta satya che? nakkI kaI paNa kAraNa hevuM joIe. Apane ekAeka paradeza javAnuM zuM kAraNa che te Apa mane kahe, tyAre jinasenakumAra caMpakamAlAne kahe che. kucha nahi kAraNa hai pyArI, punya ajamAne jAuM, vimAtA ke mana nahi bhAu, Isaliye meM jAuM. mAre javAnuM bIjuM kaI kAraNa nathI. tuM jANe che ne ke mArI oramAna mAtA ratnAvatIne mArA pratye keTaluM jhera che! eNe mane kapaTa karIne lADumAM jhera ApyuM. mArA nimitta ene pApa karavA paDe che, tethI mane thayuM ke huM mAruM bhAgya ajamAvavA paradeza jAuM. A kAraNathI huM paradeza javA mATe nIkaLe chuM. jatA caMpAnagarI rastAmAM AvI eTale huM tane maLavA mATe Avyo chuM. tyAre caMpakamAlAe kahyuM-nAtha ! tyAM tamArA upara mAtA IrSyA kare che paNa ahIM te kaI IrSyA karanAra nathI, mATe Apa sukhethI caMpAnagarInuM rAjya kare ne ahIM ja rahe, tyAre jinasenakumAra kahe che caMpakamAlA ! sasarAnA rAjyamAM rahevuM mane pasaMda nathI. lekamAM kahevata che ke je dIkare potAnA nAmathI oLakhAya te uttama, je dIkaro pitAjInA nAmathI oLakhAya te madhyama ane sasarAnA nAme oLakhAya te adhama. te sivAya je jamAI paradeza rahe che te hIrA tulya che, je gAmamAM rahe che te metI tulya ane je gharajamAI thaIne rahe che te kAMkarA tulya. (hasAhasa) he caMpakamAla! mAre gharajamAI thaIne rahevuM nathI. huM te mArA nirNaya pramANe paradeza jaIza. jinasenakumAra paradeza jaze tyAre caMpakamAlA sAthe javA taiyAra thaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. *

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zAradA suvAsa vyAkhyAna naM 74 Aso suda 6 ne zanivAra tA. 7-10-78 anaMta upakArI, vizvavaMdanIya parama tAraka prabhue sarva jInA AtmavikAsa mATe aneka mArgo batAvyA che. Aje duniyAmAM kaI paNa e AtmA haze ke je vikAsane na Icchate heya! dareka ja Icche che ke huM AgaLa vadhuM, vikAsa karuM paNa e vikAsa mAM? bhautika sukhamAM, bhautika sukhanA sAdhanamAM, dhana meLavavAmAM, mAnapratiSThA kema vadhu maLe, sakAra-sanmAna maLe ItyAdi bhautika vikAsanI jhaMkhanA te sau koIne hoya che. jJAnIo kahe che A vikAsa mahatavane nathI, kAraNa ke moTA bhAge bhautika vikAsa vadhatA Atmika vikAsa ruMdhAya che. AtmAmAM ahaM, Asakti vigere vadhatA jAya che tethI citta zAMta, svastha banavAne badale azAMta, asvastha ane rati arati AdinA melathI malIna banatuM jAya che. bhautika vikAsathI charane je A kacarakhAtuM maLatuM hoya te e vikAsanuM zuM mUlya? bIjI vAta e che ke bhautika vikAsa game teTale kare chatAM saravALe mRtyu vakhate jIvane e zuM AzvAsana ApI zake? kaMI ja nahi, ane mRtyu bAda emAMthI rajamAtra paNa jIvanI sAthe laI jaI zake? leza mAtra nahi, jJAnI kahe che "nAzavaMtanA bharosA bhagna ja thavAnA." nirbaLa jIva bhautika vikAsa vinA calAvI na zakatA hoya e judI vAta che. ane enA bahu mUlya AMkI emAM ja sarvasva mAnavuM e paNa judI vAta che. regIne davA vinA cAlatuM na hoya chatAM e reja je davA khAvI paDe ene AnaMdathI vadhAvI leta nathI. ethI pitAne bhAgyazALI mAnatA nathI. enA hRdayane e DaMkhe che ke hoya! A kevA pApanA udaya ke roja davAnI gulAmI karavI paDe che. kevI kaDavI besvAda davA! khAvApIvA para paNa keTale aMkuza rAkhavuM paDe che ! ItyAdi baLatarA tenA manamAM cAlu rahe che. basa, A ja rIte bhautika vikAsa AtmAthI jIvane baLatarA karAvanAre haya, bhautika vikAsanA sAdhane meLavavAmAM jAta bhAgyazALI na lAge paNa AtmAnA roga tarIke emAM kamanasIbI dekhAya. tenA manane ema thayA kare ke huM ke kamanasIba ke mAre AnA vinA cAlatuM nathI. dhanya che te mahAna AtmAthI munione! ke jeo bhautika vikAsanI balA vinA jIvI zake che. huM Ane gulAma ! roja mAre AnA kaDavA anubhava karavA paDe. AmAM mAre AtmA dharmakriyAo, tapa vigere sAdhanA karavAmAM ke maDadAla ne azakata, banI gayuM chejyAre A bhautika vikAsanI gulAmInA kAramAM baMdhanamAMthI chUTIza? A mAnava jIvanamAM dRSTi jeTalI svaccha ane nirmaLa banatI jAya eTaluM jIvana uMcuM ane dRSTi jeTalI malIna eTaluM jIvana nIcA darajajAnuM. bhautika vikAsanA bahu mUlya AMkavA jatAM, emAM pitAne bhAgyazALI mAnatA ane emAM ja pitAnuM sarvasva

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zAradA suvAsa 189 mAnavA jatA daSTi malIna bane che kAraNa ke emAM AtmAnA hitAhitane vicAra ke mArI puNya rUpI muDI khatama thaI jaze teno khyAla nathI rahetuM. pachI kheda ke duHkha thavAnI vAta ja kyAM? uparathI AtmAmAM kodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha, Asakti, rAga, dveSane ukaraDe vadhatA jAya che, pariNAme jAlIma pApamuDImAM vadhAro thAya che ekendriyapaNAmAMthI mAMDa chUTIne TheTha uMcA mAnavabhavamAM AvyAnI mahenata dhULadhANI thAya che eTaluM nahi paNa UMcAmAM UMcuM ane kiMmatImAM kiMmatI maLeluM jinazAsana, kevaLa prarUpita dharma, mahAna tyAgI sadguo ane siddhAMte ke jenA sahAre ApaNe jaladI bhavapAra thaI zakIe, evA sAdhanane bhautika vikAsanA sAdhane paranI Asakti nirarthaka banAvI de che, mATe bhautika vikAsanI lAlasAne te navagajathI namaskAra karavA jevA che ane Atmika vikAsanI mAyA lagADavA jevI che. bhautika vikAsa mahatvanuM nathI. mahatvanuM che AtmavikAsa, kAraNa ke AtmavikAsathI ja sAcI zAMti, sAcI prasannatA ane pavitratA maLe che, mATe AtmavikAsa mATe prayatna kara joIe. kadAca tamane thaze ke AtmavikAsa za? te huM Apane samajAvuM. jema bhautika vikAsamAM kAyA suMdara ne sukhI bane, mAlamilkata, pratiSThA, mAna-sanmAna vigere vadhatA jAya evI rIte AtmavikAsamAM AtmA pavitra, ujajavaLa ane sadaguNa banatuM jAya tethI AtmAmAM jJAna, vairAgya, zraddhA, kSamA, anAsakti, tRpti vigere bhAve vadhatA jAya, e badhuM Ave tethI AtmAnuM sauMdarya, svasthatA ne prasannatA vadhatI jAya. Aje badhe vikAsanI vAte cAle che paNa emAM mAtra jaDa vikAsane kelAhala macI rahyo che. te mATe keLavaNI vadhAre, zALAo vikasAve, sinemAdi manaraMjana vadhAre vigere keTalA prayatna cAlI rahyA che. rAgadveSa, ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAnane vadhAre evA chApA, reDiyA, pikacara, TI. vI. vigere khUba vadhI gayA. A kelAhalamAM AtmavikAsanI vAta keNa sAMbhaLe ? jyAM AtmAmAM vilAsapriyatA vadhe, rAga-dveSa ane Arta-raudradhyAna vadhe ene vikAsa kevI rIte manAya? A jaDa vikAse mAnavanA AtmavikAsane gUMgaLAvI khatama karI nAMkhe che. A mAnavajIvana AtmavikAsa mATe che. enuM sAdhana che dharma. mATe dharmanI ArAdhanA kare tethI AtmavikAsa thaze. jemane AtmavikAsanI bhAvanA che tevA nemakumAra paraNavA mATe AvyA che paNa temanI daSTi AtmA tarapha ja che. jAnamAM ghaNAM mANase temanI AgaLa hatA chatAM nirdoSa pazuonuM karUNa AkraMda sAMbhaLIne temanuM hRdaya dravita na thayuM, kAraNa ke A lagnanA utsAhamAM pazu enA hRdayadrAvaka pikAra tarapha keInuM lakSa kheMcAyuM nathI ane keIe te tarapha dhyAna ApyuM nathI. jAnanI AgaLa jeTalA mANase hatA te badhA ugrasena rAjAnA mahela tarapha AgaLa vadhatA jatA hatA, paNa nemakumAra te pazuone vADe AvyuM eTale temane pikAra zA. su. 44

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zAzA suvAsa sAMbhaLIne AgaLa na vadhyA. tyAM ja ubhA rahI gayA. bIjA mANasoe pazu pakSIonI dayA na karI paNa nemakumAra tenI upekSA kema kare? vADAmAM pUrelA bhayagrasta pazu pakSIone joIne nemakumAranuM hRdaya karUNAnA dhaMdhathI ubharAI gayuM. emanI karUNA ajoDa hatI. samagra vizvanA prANIone hiMsA bacAvIne ahiMsAnA pavitra mArge vALavAnI temanI bhAvanA hatI. devAnupriye ! ApaNe bhAratadeza pahelA ahiMsApradhAna deza hate. "ahiMsA para dhama" A sUtra bhAratanI pratyeka vyaktinA hRdayamAM jaDAyeluM hatuM. "jI ne jIvavA de" A mahAmaMtra Arya manuSyanA aMtaramAM gUMjatuM hatuM. A bhAratavarSanI pavitra bhUmi upara ahiMsAne siMhanAda gajAvanAra aneka jhaLahaLatA ratna pAkyA che. bhArata dezamAM jyAM juo tyAM ahiMsAne nAda gUMjate hatA. e samayanA moTA rAjA mahArAjAo paNa ahiMsAne pracAra karatA hatA. mahArAjA kumArapALanA zAsanakALamAM te keTaluM sukSama ahiMsAnuM pAlana thatuM hatuM ke koI mara" A zabda bole te tene paNa kaDaka zikSA thatI hatI te jIvahiMsAnI te vAta ja kayAM rahI! hIrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA samayamAM caMpAbAI nAme zrAvikAnA chamAsI tapathI AkarSAIne akabara bAdazAhe hiMsAne tyAga karyo hato, ane pitAnA tAbAnA dezamAM paNa saMpUrNa ahiMsA pALavAne paDaha vagaDAvyuM hatuM. pite muslIma hovA chatAM ahiMsA dharmanuM pAlana karavAmAM sajAga hatA. IsunA cothA saikAmAM cInamAM yuvatI. nAmane mahAna samrATa thaI gayA. pite svayaM mAMsAhArane tyAgI hate eTaluM ja nahi paNa pitAnA samagra rAjyamAM paNa jIvahiMsA para pratibaMdha mUkavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. AgaLa vadhIne cInanA eka samrATe kApaDa upara bharatakAma ke citrAmaNemAM paNa pazuonA citro bharavA ke cItaravAnI manAI karI hatI. kapaDuM phADavAthI dhevAthI prANInI hiMsAne deSa lAge che, evI tenI mAnyatA hatI. megala samrATanA samayamAM gau ane gauvaMzanI hiMsAne pratibaMdha hate. khuda auraMgajhebe paNa e amalane barAbara pALe hate. kAzmIramAM thayela bhArata samrATa azakasena pote custa vaidika hatA, chatAM teo ahiMsAnA parama upAsaka hatA. yajJa vigeremAM hiMsA na karavAnI temanI sakhta manAI hatI. e azakasenanA samayamAM eka brAhmaNane putra maraNa pAme. te vakhate evI mAnyatA hatI ke yajJamAM pazu homavAmAM Ave te putra jIvate thaI jAya, eTale brAhmaNa azoka sena pAse Avyo ne vinaMtI karI ke mahArAjA ! huM mArA putra vinA jIvI zakuM tema nathI, mATe Apa yajJamAM pazunuM bali ApavAnI mane chUTa Ape. nahi te huM ApanI samakSa ja maraNanuM zaraNa svIkAruM chuM. samrATa azekasene kahyuM-jo, A rIte pazunuM bali ApavAthI tAre putra jIvate thatuM hoya te cAla, huM mArI jAtane agnimAM hemI dauM chuMte tAro putra jIvate thaze ane tene paNa navajIvana maLaze, paNa huM mArA rAjyamAM

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zAradA suvAsa nirdoSa pazuonI hatyA te nahi ja thavA dauM. AvA moTA rAjA paNa pitAnI jAtane hemI devA taiyAra hatA paNa nirdoSa jIvenI katala karavA taiyAra na hatA. AvA Arya saMskRtinA saMskAra hatA. AvA uttama purUSane ItihAsa Aje sAkSI pUrI rahyo che. ahiMsA e jIvananuM parama kartavya che. keI paNa jIvanI ApaNAthI jANatA ke ajANatAM hiMsA na thAya tene pUrepUro khyAla rAkhavAnI jarUra che. eka jamAne e hatuM ke taLAvamAM mAchImAra mAchalI pakaDe te gAmanA leka tenI sAme satyAgraha karatA, ane rAjAne phariyAda karatA. rAjA prajAnI phariyAda sAMbhaLatA ne mAchalA pakaDavAnI manAI karatA. rastAmAM gADA ke gADI nIce kUtaruM AvIne marI jAya te tenI sAme satyAgraha karatA. AvI bhAratanI prajA dayALu hatI, paNa Aje te ahiMsA ane dayAnuM nAmanizAna rahyuM nathI. ApaNA AdezamAM aMgrejonuM zAsana AvyuM tyArathI Aye prajAnA mAnasane vikRtinA mArge derI jaIne Arya prajAne hiMsAnA mArge agresara banavAnuM yaMtra racAyuM. jethI Aje AryadezanI ujjavaLatA hiMsAnI kAlima.thI kalaMkita banI rahI che. bhalabhalAnA kALajA kamakamAvI de evI bhayaMkara hiMsAo Aje bhAratamAM thaI rahI che. TheraThera IDAnuM vecANa thAya che. matsya udyoganA nAme lAkha Tana mAchalIonI nikAsa thaI rahI che. vAMdarAone pakaDIne tenA upara pharatA bharyA prAga thaI rahyA che. kUtarAone jherI davA ApIne nAza karavAmAM Ave che. je prajA eka vakhata mAMsa ane macchI joIne kamakamI uThatI hatI ene mAMsAhArI banAvI tenA Arya saMskArane jaDamULathI ukheDI nAkhavAnA prayatna cAlu thayA che. Arabe pAsethI tela levA mATe badalAmAM temane gAyanuM mAMsa apAI rahyuM che. aMgrejo bhale bhArata upara rAjya karIne gayA paNa bhAratavAsIonA mAnasamAM teo bhArobhAra vikRti mUkatA gayA che. nAnA nAnA bALakone nAnI uMmarathI ja hiMsAnuM zikSaNa ApavAmAM Ave che eTale e jema moTA thatA jAya che tema hiMsA pratyenI sUga ochI thatI jAya che. bhAratavAsIo sAme Aje hiMsAne rAkSasa vikarALa svarUpa dhAraNa karIne ubhe che. Arya prajAnuM sAcuM khamIra cUsAI rahyuM che. pariNAme bhAratanI prajAnA dilamAMthI dharma uparanI zraddhA, saMskAro, ane maMtrI, karUNA Adi bhAva asta thatA dekhAya che. baMdhuosarvanAzane netaranArI hiMsA che. e vAta tame tamArA hRdayamAM ketarI rAkhaje. abhakSa padArthonA vaparAzathI dUra raheje. eka vAta khAsa yAda rAkhajo ke annanA AhArathI eTale zarIrane lAbha thAya che teTaluM mAMsAhArathI zarIrane nukazAna thAya che. Aje te. hiMsAe mAjhA mUkI dIdhI che. TheraThera yAMtrika katalakhAnAo khulI rahyA che. bhaDAnI te bhayaMkara bhUMDI dazA thaI che, ane katalakhAnAmAM pazuonI karUNa rIte katale thaI rahI che. Aje skUlanA bALakone paNa evuM zikSaNa apAya che ke dUdha karatA iMDAmAM

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zAhA suvAsa vadhu proTIna maLe che, ane have te bALakone skUlamAM dUdha ane IMDAne rasa ApavAnI janA ghaDAI rahI che. sAMbhaLavA mujaba keTalIka jagyAe ApavAnI zarUAta thaI gaI che ne keTalIka jagyAe have apAze. ApaNI kalpanAmAM na Ave e rIte hiMsAnI viSavela phAlI phUlI rahI che. A hiMsAnA vaDavAnalane zAMta karavA mATe mAtra jainee ja nahi paNa samagra dharmapremI A janatAe sajAga banavAnI jarUra che te mATe bhAratanI Arya prajAnuM khamIra jAgI uThavuM joIe. saMte te gAmegAma pharIne ahiMsAne pracAra karI rahyA che ane mAtA-pitAoe paNa pitAnA saMtAnamAM evA saMskAra reDavA joIe ke jethI bALaka game tyAM jAya paNa te hiMsAne mArge AgaLa vadhI zake nahi. ahiMsA te A paNa sahunI mAtA che. ApaNI najara samakSa ApaNuM ahiMsA mAtAnA vastro kheMcAI rahyA che. ene sakhta phaTake lAgI rahyo che chatAM tame kema sajAga nathI banatA? ahiMsA mAtAnI AbarU sAcavavA mATe samagra Arya samAje kaTibaddha banavAnI jarUra che. | nemakumAranA dilamAM vADAmAM pUrAyelA pazu pakSIone joIne karUNA AvI. leke mAne che ke kemakumAra paraNavA jAya che paNa emanA aMtaramAM saMpUrNa ahiMsAnuM pAlana karavA mATe saMyamanI bhAvanA ramI rahI che. A tarapha kemakumAra sAthe paraNavA mATe utsuka banelI rAjumatInuM jamaNuM aMga pharakavAthI tene AnaMda uDI gayo che, tethI enI sakhIo ene samajAvI rahI che ke bahena! have tuM zA mATe raDe che? je te kharI, vara taraNe pahoMcavA Ave che. hamaNAM pakhAze ne pachI tene corImAM laI javAmAM Avaze ne hamaNAM tamArA lagna paNa thaI jaze, paNa rAjematInuM mana kaI rIte mAnatuM nathI. eTalAmAM nemakumArane hAthI pazuone je vADAmAM pUryA che tyAM AvI pahoMcyuM, eTale temaNe cAlyA jatA hAthIne bhAgye ne sArathIne pUchayuM ke kassa aTThA ime pANA, ee savve suhesiyo / vADehiM paMjarehiM ca, saMniruddhA ya acchaI // 16 // bhagavAna te janmathI ja mati-zrata ane avadhijJAnathI yukta hatA. A pazuone vADAmAM ane pakSIone pAMjarAmAM zA mATe pUryA che te badhuM jANatA hatA. koIne pUchavAnI jarUra na hatI paNa jagatanA samagra jI samakSa ahiMsAnuM viziSTa mahAbhya batAvavA mATe sArathIne A pramANe pUchyuM. ahIM tamane ema thaze ke kemakumAra te hAthI upara besIne AvyA che ne sArathIne pUchayuM ema kahevAnuM kAraNa zuM? hAthIne hAMkanAra te mahAvata hoya che. ahIM mahAvatane zAstrakAra bhagavaMte sArathI kahe che, eTale gAthAmAM kahyuM ke kemakumAre sArathIne A pramANe pUchayuM ke te sArathI ! A mRga Adi janAvaro sukhanA abhilASI che, chatAM A prANIone ahIM vADAmAM ne piMjaramAM zA mATe pUravAmAM

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zAradA suvAsa AvyA che. pazu-pakSI che te bicArA jaMgalamAM pitAnI IcchA pramANe svataMtrapaNe jaMgalamAM viharanArA che. emane zA mATe A pAMjarAmAM pUrI devAmAM AvyA che? kaI paNa prANunI svataMtratA tUTIne tene duHkhI karavAno ApaNane zuM hakaka che? ghaNuM mANasene pisTa, cakalA vagere pakSIone pALavAne zekha hoya che, eTale ene pakaDIne pAMjarAmAM pUre che, tyAre e jIne kedakhAnA jevuM baMdhana lAge che. pakSIone mATe pAMjaruM jema baMdhanarUpa che tema ApaNu AtmA mATe A zarIra paNa baMdhanarUpa che. karmanA saMgathI AtmA zarIrarUpI piMjaramAM pUrAyo che. jyAM sudhI karma che tyAM sudhI jIvane zarIranuM baMdhana rahevAnuM che, A zarIra choDIne jIva bIjI gatimAM jAya che tyAre vATe vahetA jIvane tejasa ane kAzmaNa e be zarIra te hoya che. je manuSya marIne devagatimAM jAya te tyAM ene vaikriya zarIra maLe che, ane manuSya-tiyaca thAya te audyArika zarIra maLe che. AhAraka zarIra te cauda pUrvadhArI mahAtmAo ja karI zake che. jyAre AThe karmone kSaya thAya tyAre ja jIvane zarIranuM baMdhana chUTe che ne svataMtra banIne mekSamAM jAya che. pakSIone pAMjarAnuM baMdhana sAle che te e temAMthI chUTavA taraphaDATa kare che, paNa tamane badhAne A zarIranuM baMdhana sAle che kharuM? chUTavA mATe taraphaDATa thAya che khare? je baMdhana teDIne chUTavAne taraphaDATa thatuM hoya te amArI pAse AvI jAo. bele, mana thAya che naTubhAI, mULacaMdabhAI! (tAmAMthI avAja :- baMdhanathI mukta thavAnuM mana thAya che paNa saMsArane meha chUTate nathI) tame te evI vAta karI ke lADu bhI khAnA ne mokSamAM bhI jAnA. paNa tema nahi bane. saMsArane meha cheDe paDaze. nemakumAra vicAra kare che ke A prANIone vADAmAM pUrIne temanI svataMtratA to lUMTI lIdhI che ke have mArI nAMkhavAnA che. duniyAmAM maraNa jevuM bIjuM kayuM duHkha heI zake? bhayaMkara regathI gherAyelA ane pIDA bhogavatA mANasane maravuM gamatuM nathI te A jene maravuM kema game? kaI paNa jIvone mAravAne bIjAne ze hakaka che. jyAre ApaNe keIne jIvana ApavA zaktimAna nathI te mAravAne hakka khare! AjanA yugamAM te mANasane pitAnA prANa sivAya bIjAnA prANunI paDI ja nathI. hiMsaka zekheLe vadhI rahI che. gharamAM mAMkaDa, machara, mAMkhIone vAMdA thAya che tene mArI nAMkhavA mATe paisA ApIne davA chAMTanArAone bolAve che. ghaNuM mANase mAMkaDane mAravAne pAvaDara gharamAM rAkhe che. peparamAM ghaNIvAra vAMcavAmAM Ave che ke phalANAne dIkare, dIkarI ke vahu mAMkaDa mAravAne pAvaDara khAIne marI gayA. e nirdoSa jIne mAravAne pAvaDara gharamAM lAvyA te A banAva banyuM ne? bIjAne mAravA jatAM pahelAM potAne nukazAna thAya che. te uparAMta pApakarmonuM baMdhana thAya che. jainakuLamAM janmyA hoya tenAthI AvI hiMsaka davAone upayoga karAya ja nahi. jenenI rageragamAM "ahiMsA paramo dharma " A

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94 zAradA muvAsa maMtra guMjate heya enAtha AvuM pApa thAya kharuM? je sAcA jaina ho te have AvI hiMsaka davAo dvArA ane mAravAnuM baMdha karaje. nemakumAra sArathIne pUchyuM A vADAmAM ne pAMjarAmAM pazu pakSIone zA mATe pUryA che? A sAMbhaLIne sArathI vicAre che ke kemakumArane A pazuo zA mATe pUryA che tenI khabara nathI mATe mane A pramANe pUche che. e pUche che ke mAre paNa satya ja kahevuM joIe. jemakumAra te zuM banavAnuM che te badhuM jANe che paNa sArathIne khabara nathI ke huM emane kahIza ke A pazu pakSIone A mATe vADAmAM pUryA che tyAre zuM thaze? A tarapha namakumArane hAthI ubhuM rahyo te joIne rAjematInI zaMkA daDha banI, ane vicAravA lAgI ke hAthI adhavaca zA mATe bhAgye? rAjematInuM zarIra dhrujavA lAgyuM tenI sakhIo tene samajAvavA lAgI. A tarapha sArathI nemakumArane zuM javAba Apaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra:-"jinasenakumArane nahi javAnI vinavaNI karatI caMpakamAlAjinasenakumAra mAtA pitA pAsethI mahAmuzIbate rajA laIne pitAnI patnI caMpakamAlAne maLavA mATe sAsare AvyA. tyAM paNa sAsu-sasarA ane caMpakamAlAe tene rokavA mATe ghaNI vinaMtI karI paNa jinasenakumAre kahyuM-nA, huM kaI rIte rahevAne nathI. caMpakamAlAe paNa patine ghaNuM samajAvyA paNa jinasene cekhI nA pADI ne kahyuM ke tuM zAMtithI raheje. jAuM chuM, tyAre caMpakamAlAe kahyuM ke je tamAre javuM ja che te huM paNa tamArI sAthe AvIza. Apa ekalA duHkha sahana kare ne zuM huM piyaramAM rahIne sukha bhegavuM ? sAcI patnI te tene ja kahevAya ke je patinA sukhamAM jema sAthe rahe che tema duHkhamAM paNa sAthe rahe. mATe huM ApanA duHkhamAM sahabhAgI banavA mATe ApanI sAthe AvuM chuM. mane ApanI sAthe ja laI jAo. caMpakamAlAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne jinasenakumAra kahe che. paradezame vipatti bahata hai, kese sahegI pyArI. anna pAnI nahIM mile samaya 5, tU sukamAla kumArI. caMpakamAlA! tuM ahIM rahe, kAraNa ke paradezamAM strI sAthe rAkhavI te purUSane mATe eka baMdhana che. bIjI vAta jaMgalamAM tuM dukha kevI rIte sahana karI zakIza? jaMgalamAM te khADA ne TekarA Avaze, kAMTA ne kAMkarA vAgaze. kayAreka traNa traNa divasa sudhI khAvAnuM nahi maLe. e samaye purUSanI jAti bhUkha-duHkha ane thAka badhuM sahana karI zake che paNa strI jAti kemaLa hoya che eTale te sahana na karI zake. temAM paNa tuM te sAmAnya gharanI strI nathI paNa eka rAjakumArI che. tuM tArA mAtA pitAne ekanI eka lADakavAyI dIkarI che ne lADakoDathI ucharI che. khUba sukamAla che, mATe jaMgalanA dukhe bhUkha

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ziDyA savAsa ja -duHkha-thAka-garamI, ThaMDIA badhuM sahana nahi karI zake. ame purUSanI jAti game tyAM vRkSa nIce paDayA rahIe te paNa kaMI bhaya ke ciMtA nahi paNa strI jAti sAthe hoya te aneka prakArano bhaya rahe che. mATe tuM samajI jA ne mArI sAthe AvavAnI haTha choDI de, te paNa caMpakamAlA na samajI tyAre pharIne jinasenakumAre kahyuM caMpakamAlA ! tuM te mahela cheDIne kadI bahAra nIkaLI nathI. tane jaMgalanA duHkhano anubhava kayAMthI hoya ? jaMgalamAM te siMha-vAgha-varUnI bhayaMkara garjanAo thaze. e sAMbhaLIne tuM tharathara dhrujI jaIza. evA bhayaMkara jaMgala Avaze. jinasenakumAranI vAta sAMbhaLIne caMpakamAlA kahe che svAmInAtha ! Apa ATalI badhI ciMtA zA mATe kare che? mArI vAta sAMbhaLo. sItA gaI rAma ke sAthe, karyo Aba mujhe DarAo, meM kSatrANu vIra nArI huM, kaise bhaya dikhalA. jyAre dazaratha rAjAe rAmacaMdrajIne vanavAsa Ape tyAre satI sItAjI rAmacaMdrajInI sAthe ja gayA hatA ne ? patinA duHkhamAM sahabhAgI banavuM te pativratA strIne dharma che. jyAM vRkSa hoya tyAM ja chAyA rahe che, tema satI strIo vRkSanI chAyAnI jema patinI sAthe ja zebhe che. nAtha ! Apa jema kSatriyanA baccA che tema huM paNa kSatriyANInI dIkarI chuM. mArAmAM duHkha sahana karavAnI tAkAta che. Apa jaMgalanA dukhenuM varNana karIne mane zA mATe DarAve che? mane Apa sAthe laI javA kRpA kare. jinasene caMpakamAlAne ghaNuM samajAvI paNa samajI nahi tyAre jinasenakumArane lAgyuM ke caMpakamAlA kaI rIte samajI zake tema nathI eTale sAthe AvavAnI hA pADI tethI e patinI sAthe javA mATe tarata taiyAra thaI gaI "patinI sAthe javA taiyAra thayelI caMpakamAlA':-caMpakamAlA mAtA-pitAnA caraNamAM mastaka jhUkAvIne kahe che te mAtA pitA ! mane temanI sAthe javAnI AjJA Ape. putrInI vAta sAMbhaLIne mAtA-pitAnI AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhAra vahevA lAgI. teo Dhagale thaIne paDI gayA ne kahevA lAgyA-dIkarI ! jamAIne ghaNuM samajAvyA paNa e na mAnyA. have tuM paNa amane choDIne jaIza! beTA amAre putra kaho ke putrI kahe tuM ja che. amAre badho AdhAra tArA upara che ne tuM amane choDIne javAnI kyAM vAta kare che? vaLI tuM AvI sukumAla che. te kadI jamIna upara paga mUkyuM nathI ane jaMgalanA bhayAnaka duHkhe kevI rIte veThI zakIza? A rIte mAtA-pitAe khUba samajAvI paNa caMpaka mAlAe kahyuM ke mAre sAthe javuM che, eTale mAtA-pitAne paNa anicchAe javAnI rajA. ApavI paDI. jinasenakumAra ane caMpakamAlA baMne jaNA siMhaladvIpa javA mATe taiyAra thayA. "jinasene madanamAlatIne mekalela saMdeza - caMpakamAlA te taiyAra thaI

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zA suvAsa paNa vijApuranA rAjAnI putrI madanamalAtIne A vAtanI khabara nathI, tethI jinasenakumAre vijyapuranA caMdrasena rAjAne samAcAra mokalAvyA ke huM siMhaladvIpa jAuM chuM te Apa ApanI putrIne kaMcanapura mekale. mArI mAtA bagIcAmAM ekalI che. te mArA viyegathI khUba duHkhI thaI rahI che, tethI enI sevA karavA mATe Apa madanamAlatIne tyAM melI Apaje. jethI mArI mAtAne sAruM paDe ne mArA viyeganA duHkhamAM sahabhAgI banI zake. A pramANe saMdeze mekalAvIne jinasenakumAra ane caMpakamAlA baMne jaNuM rAjA rANIne page lAgIne tyAMthI nIkaLyA. A samaye rAjA rANI baMne pachADa khAIne tyAM paDI gayA.. arere... ame Apane viyAga kevI rIte sahana karI zakIzuM? theDI vAre rAjA rANI svastha thayA eTale bane tyAMthI nIkaLyA, tyAre rAjA-rANI, pradhAna vigere ghaNuM mANase ghaNe dUra sudhI temane vaLAvavA mATe gayA, pachI jinasenakumAre kahyuM have tame badhA pAchA phare, paNa keIne javAnuM mana thatuM nathI, chevaTe badhAne samajAvIne jinasenakumAre ubhA rAkhyA, tyAre caMpakamAlAnA mAtA-pitA baMnene AzIrvAda ApIne kahe che tamAre mArga niSkaTaka bane, ane jamAIrAja ! amArI dIkarIne Apa barAbara sAcavajo. e bahu kamaLa che. kadI khullA page cAlI nathI. Apa baMne saMbhALIne jaje ne vahelA vahelA Avaje. A siMhaladvIpane mArga bahu vikaTa che, mATe Apa A ghoDe sAthe laI jAo, tyAre jinasene kahyuM amAre gheDAnI jarUra nathI. ame baMne basa chIe, kAraNa ke jaMgalanA pravAsamAM kyAreka pahADa para caDhavuM paDe te kyAreka khINamAM utaravuM paDe tyAre ghaDAne paNa cheDI de paDe, mATe amAre keInI jarUra nathI. tame badhA have ubhA rahe. ema hIne baMne AgaLa cAlavA lAgyA. dIkarI-jamAIne ekalA vagaDAnI vATe cAlyA jatAM jaIne badhAnI AMkhe AMsuthI chalakAI gaI. jayAM sudhI dekhAya tyAMsudhI sau ubhA rahyA. pachI raDate AMsue pAchA pharyA. A tarapha jinasena ane caMpamAlA baMne cAlyA jAya che. bhayAnaka jagalanI vATe' - baMne jaNa nadI, nALA, ane pahADa oLaMgatA oLaMgatA AgaLa cAlyA jAya che. koI vakhata jaMgalamAM vanaphaLa maLe te khAI le che ne kaI vakhata kaMI na maLe te jhADanA pAMdaDA khAIne calAvI le che. roja nitya navA bhejana jamanArA Aje phaLa ane pAna khAIne rahe che. reja chatrapalaMgamAM suMvALI zaiyAmAM piDhanArA jamIna upara sUI rahe che. vAhanamAM pharanArA pagapALA cAle che. sukomaLa pagamAM kAMTA ne kAMkarA vAgatAM lehInI dhAra thAya che. kayAreka jaMgalamAM siMha, vAgha AdinI garjanAo saMbhaLAya che tyAre vRkSa upara caDhI jAya che, AvA kaSTa hasatA mukhe sahana karatA baMne AnaMdathI vAta karatA cAlyA jAya che. cAlatA cAlatA baMne bhayaMkara jaMgalamAM AvyA, jaMgala vaTAvatA AgaLa vadhyA tyAM mArgamAM eka vikarALa siMha ane siMhaNane sAmethI AvatAM joyA. A joIne jinasenakumAra caMpakamAlAne kahyuM che,

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che zAradA suvAsa sAmethI siMha ane sihaNa Ave che. je e sIdhA cAlyA jaze te ApaNe javA daIzuM paNa je e ApaNA sAmA thaze te huM emane pUrA karI daIza, paNa tuM A jhADa upara caDhI jA. tAruM ahIM kAma nathI. caMpakamAlAe hasIne kahyuM-nAtha ! Apa jhADa upara caDhI jAo. huM siMha ane siMhaNane sAmane karIza. jinasene kahyuM huM beTho houM ne tuM sAmano kare ! e na bane, tyAre caMpakamAlAe kahyuM ke ApaNe ema karIe. tame siMhane sAmane kara ne huM siMhaNane karIza. have siMha ane siMhaNa najIka Avaze tyAre baMne kevI rIte sAmane karaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 75 A suda 7 ne ravIvAra tA, 8-10-78 sujJa baMdhuo. suzIla mAtAo ne baheno! anaMtajJAnI mahApurUSe pharamAve che ke he AtmAo! mahAna puNyadaye tamane AryAdeza, uttamakuLa, ane vItarAga zAsanamAM manuSya janma maLe che. A mAnavabhavamAM tamane be prakAranA sAdhano maLyA che. eka DUbavAnA sAdhane ne bIjA taravAnA sAdhano. dA.ta. paisA, vahepAra, dukAna, sArA sArA khAnapAna, zabda-rUparasa-gaMdha-sparza vigere pAMca indriyanA viSaye, sattA, aizvarya, mAna-sanmAna vigere sAdhane jIvane bhavasAgaramAM DUbADanAra che. AvA sAdhanamAM masta banIne hAlanArA anaMtA ja A UMce manuSya janma pAmavA chatAM durgatiomAM bhamatA thaI gayA. nahitara AvA uttamabhavamAM AvIne durgatimAM javAnuM kema hoya! AvA sAdhanA mehamAM rAcavAthI ane hiMsA, jUTha, cerI, maithuna ane parigrahanuM sevana karavAthI bhavabhramaNa vadhe che. A DUbavAnA sAdhanenI vAta thaI. have ApaNe taravAnA sAdhanonI vAta karIe. taravAnA sAdhane kayA che te jANe che ne? devAdhideva arihaMtaprabhu, nigraMthagurU, sarvajJapraNita dharma, zAstra, vairAgya, kSamA, saMteSa, saMyama, dAna, zIyaLa, tapa, ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya, aparigraha vigere bhavasAgara taravAnA sAdhana che. A sAdhanA sahAre anaMtAjI bhavasAgara tarI gayA che. khuda bhagavaMtee paNa A sAdhanane sahAre laIne AtmAne paramAtmA banAvyA che, ane jagatanA jIvone paNa A taravAnA sAdhanonuM sevana karavAne upadeza Ape che, ane bhagavAnanA anuyAyIo nigraMtha saMte paNa A taravAnA sAdhane dvArA pote ArAdhanA kare che ne bIjAne ArAdhanA karavAne upadeza Ape che. jJAnIe pAMca indriyanA viSaye, dhana vaibhava, mAla mikta vigere DUbavAnA sAdhano batAvyA ane nigraMtha gurUo, zAstro vigere taravAnA sAdhane batAvyA. have A baMnemAMthI tamane kyA sAdhanonuM sevana karavAnuM mana thAya che? A bemAMthI tamane jenuM sevana karavAnI IcchA thAya te IcachA tamArA bhaviSyanA taravAnA ke DUbavAnA pariNAmane

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zAradA suvAsa sUcave che. ApaNe bhavasAgaramAM DUbI jaIzuM ke bhavasAgarane tarI jaIzuM enuM mApa AnA uparathI nIkaLe che. bele, tamane A bemAMthI zuM game? taravAnA sAdhanonuM sevana karavuM game ke DUbavAnA sAdhanonuM ? Aje meTAbhAganA mAnavInA jIvana joIe te lAge che ke e bicArA DUbavAnA sAdhanonI sevA karatA najare paDe che. savAramAM uThayA tyArathI dAtaNa pANI karavA, snAna karavuM, cA-pANI nAstA uDAvavA, pepara vAMcavA, temAM peparamAM samAcAra vAMcyA ke bajAre taMga che, moMghavArI vadhatI jAya che, ene pahoMcI vaLavA mATe mAre zuM karavuM? paisA kevI rIte kamAvA AvA vicAre rAtre ughe tyAM sudhI cAlyA kare che. ravivAra je rajAno divasa hoya tyAre nATaka sinemA jevA, capATI pharavA javuM vigere AvA DUbavAnA sAdhanamAM racyApacyA rahevuM e bhaviSyamAM bhavasAgaramAM DUbI javAnI AgAhI kare che ane reja savAramAM uThIne navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karavuM, sAmAyika pratikramaNa karavA, saMtanA darzana karavA ane vyAkhyAna vANIne lAbha le, kaMdamULa, rAtrI bhojanano tyAga. upavAsa, AyaMbIla vigere yathAzakti tapa kare, anyAya, anIti, dagA prapaMcathI dara rahevuM, kaSAya ochI karavI, AvI je bhAvanA thatI hoya te te bhaviSyamAM bhavasAgarane tarI javAnI AgAhI sUcave che. baMdhuo ! vizvamAM zreSTha jinazAsana maLyuM, ucca manuSyabhava maLe enI tamane kiMmata che kharI ? huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamane kaI sArI dalAlI Ape evA zeTha maLI jAya che enI tamAre mane keTalI badhI kiMmata hoya che! e zeThanuM tame keTaluM sanmAna kare che? ene keTale badhe upakAra mAne che? kAraNa ke tyAM tame samaje che ke A zeThane sArI rIte satkAra sanmAna karIza te zeTha mArA upara rAjI raheze ne mane sArI dalAlI maLaze, ane huM dhanavAna banI jaIza. AvI rIte tamane je jinazAsana maLyuM che tenI kiMmata hoya te jinazAsane batAvelA taravAnA sAdhanenI keTalI sarabharA ne sAdhanA thAya? enuM keTaluM bahumAna karAya ? tamane khabara che ne ke ene sakAra, sanmAna ane sAdhanA karavAthI mArA karmo khapI jaze ane vadhArAmAM puNyanI puMjI bhegI thaze ne bhaviSyamAM bhavasAgara sahelAIthI karI zakAze. jemaNe janma lIdhe che temane eka divasa maravAnuM te che ja, paNa ApaNe marIne naraka, tiryaMca Adi durgatimAM javuM nathI. bele, AmAMthI keIne naraka ke tiryaMcagatimAM javAnI IcchA che? "nA," svapnamAM paNa durgatinA darzana gamatA nathI. je tamane durgati mane paNa gamatI nathI te e durgatimAM laI janArA bhavasAgaramAM DUbADanArA sAdhanene paNa choDavA paDaze ane sadgatimAM laI janArA-tAranArA sAdhanenI ArAdhanA karavI paDaze. A mATe tame gharamAM eka borDa lagAvI rAkhe ne enuM heDiMga meTA akSare lakhe ke bavAnA sAdhana, taravAnA sAdhana." AvuM hekiMga ApIne DUbavAnA sAdhana lakhyuM che tenI nIce DUbavAnA sAdhanenAM nAma lakhe ane taravAnA sAdhana lakhyuM che tenI nIce

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zAradA suvAsa taravAnA sAdhanonA nAma lakho. A barDa evI jagyAe laTakAve ke jyAM tamArI daSTi ' vAraMvAra jatI hoya tyAM najara paDaze eTale tarata khyAla Avaze ke huM zuM karI rahyo chuM ? mAre bhavasAgara tare che mATe DUbavAnA sAdhananI upAsanA cheDIne taravAnA sAdhanonI upAsanA karuM. jeo A bhavamAM bhavasAgara taravAnA che ane aneka jIne bhavasAgara taravAno rAha batAvavAnA che evA bhAvinA nemanAtha bhagavAna atyAre nemakumAra vararAjA banIne paraNavA mATe jAnanA nAyaka banIne AvyA che. teo teraNadvAre jaI rahyA che. A tarapha rAjematInuM jamaNuM aMga pharakavAthI tenA manamAM zaMkA thAya che ke teNe AvelA namakumAra mane paraNyA vinA pAchA te nahi phare ne? A apazukananuM pariNAma zuM Avaze? ghaNu vAra jevuM banavAnuM hoya che tenA paDaghA pahelAthI paDe che. tamane anubhava haze ke ghaNIvAra sAruM banavAnuM hoya tyAre ApaNuM haiyuM harSathI ubharAI jAya che ane kharAba thavAnuM hoya che tyAre uDe uDethI jIva baLato hoya che. amuka dizAmAM vAdaLI caDhI Ave che tyAre kheDUta vicAra kare che ke Aje dhodhamAra varasAda Avaze ane amuka dizAmAM ghamaghera vAdaLI caDhI Ave tyAre vicAra kare che ke game teTalI vAdaLI bhale caDhI AvI paNa varasAda paDavAne nathI. evI rIte ahIM rAjematInuM jamaNuM aMga pharakavAthI enA AnaMdanA raMgamAM bhaMga paDI gayo. enA aMtaramAM UMDe dhrAska paDe ke nakkI Aje mane apazukana thaze. nemakumAra pazu-pakSIone pUrelA vADA pAse AvyA ane pazu-pakSIonI kAramI kIkIyArIo sAMbhaLatAM temanuM dila dravI uThyuM. emaNe A karUNa dazya joIne sArathIne pUchayuM sArathI! A badhA nirdoSa ane sukhanA abhilASI prANIone zA mATe vADAmAM pUryA che? emanI svataMtratA zA mATe lUMTI lIdhI che? kemakumAranI karUNuM te jue. Aje mAnava mAnavanI dayA kare, mANasanI khabara le paNa kaMI pazu-pakSIonI khabara letA nathI. jyAre A te pazu-pakSIonI khabara le che. karUgAvaMta nemakumAranA kAne pazuone pikAra saMbhaLAyo, ane vADAmAM pUrelA najare joyA eTale sArathIne pUchayuM. have sArathI te jevuM hoya tevuM satya ja kahe ne? sArathIne khabara nathI ke huM sAco javAba ApIza te enuM pariNAma zuM Avaze? nemakumAranA praznanA javAbamAM sArathI kahe che. aha sArahI tao bhaNai, ee bhaddAu paanniyo| tujjha vivAha kajjammi, bhoyAveu bahu jaNaM // 17 // he nemakumAra ! A badhA nirdoSa prANIone ApanA vivAhamAM AvelA mANasomAM je mAMsAhArI che temanA bhajana mATe pazuone vADAmAM ane pakSIone pAMjarAmAM parela

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zArada suvAsa che. jemakumAra karUNAvaMta che. "jI ane jIvavA de" A Adarza jagatanA samasta jIne samajAve . teo potAnuM ekanuM sukha jotA na hatA paNa badhA jIne kema sukhI banAvuM tevI temanI saMbhAvanA hatI. koIne mATe ApaNe sArI bhAvanA rAkhIe te bIjAnI paNa ApaNu pratye sArI bhAvanA rahe che ane ApaNe keIna mATe kharAba bhAvanA rAkhIe te ApaNuM pitAnuM kharAba thAya che. eka laukika daSTAMta ApIne samajAvuM. eka vakhata bhasmAsura nAmane rAkSasa zaMkarajI pAse AvyuM. A samaye zaMkarajI emanI strIo sAthe AnaMda killela karI rahyA hatA. bhasmAsura zaMkarajI pAse AvIne temane laLIlaLIne page lAgyA, ane be hAtha joDI zaMkarajInI stuti karavA lAgyA. A joIne bhalA ne bheLA zaMkarajInA manamAM thayuM ke zuM AnI mArA pratyenI bhakti che! emane khabara nathI ke bhasmAsuranI bhakti zuddha che ke azuddha ghaNAM mANaso evA hoya che ke jenI pAsethI svArtha sAdha hoya tyAre mIThuM mIThuM belIne sAmane pitAnA banAvI de ane potAnAthI kaMI judAI che ja nahi evI rIte vartana kare, eTale sAmAnA manamAM evI chApa paDe ke A keTale sajajana che! kevuM pavitra che! ene mArA pratye keTalo prema che! mIThuM belI prema batAvone pitAne svArtha sAdhe che. A rIte bAhya prema batAvatAM bhasmAsura paNa zaMkaranI atyaMta namrabhAve bhakti karavA lAgyA. vAraMvAra emane page paDavA lAge, paNa enuM namana kevuM hatuM ? kahevata che ne ke namana namanameM phera hai, baheta name nAdAna dagalabAja detA name, name garajavAna, bharamAsuranuM namavuM, belavuM, cAlavuM ane enI bhaktibhAva joIne zaMkara te enA upara prasanna thaI gayA ne bolI uThayA ke mAMga...mAMga...mAMge te ApuM. zaMkarajI bhasmAsuranI bhaktithI prasanna thayA ne vacana mAMgavAnuM kahyuM paNa vicAra na karyo ke A jAtine rAkSasa che. e zuM mAMgaze? ane ene vacana ApavAthI kevuM nukazAna thaze? bhasmAsure kahyuMzaMkarajI ! Apa mArA upara prasanna thayA che te mane evuM varadAna Apa ke jenA mAthe hAtha mUkuM te baLIne bhasma thaI jAya. zaMkarajIe kahyuM-"tathAstu. mahAnapurUSe kahe che ke tame kaI paNa kArya karatAM pahelA khUba vicAra kare. keIne AzIrvAda ApavA ke jJAna ApavuM te pAtra joIne ApavuM joIe. jema sarpane dudha pIvaDAvavAthI jhera ja vadhavAnuM che tema duSTa prakRtinA mAnavIne game teTaluM kare che te sudharatuM nathI. zaMkarajIe bhasmAsuranI bhaktine vaza thaIne AgaLapAchaLane vicAra karyA vinA varadAna ApyuM. jevuM varadAna ApyuM te ja bhasmAsure zaMkaranA mAthe hAtha mUko. zaMkare kahyuMalyA! meM tane varadAna ApyuM eTale tuM sauthI pahelAM mane ja bALavA u3 ?

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701 zAradA suvAsa bhasmAsuranI zaMkara pratye kayAM sAcI bhakti hatI! e te zakti meLavavA mATenI ja bhakti hatI. zaMkaranA zarIramAM Aga uThI eTale e te tyAMthI bhAgyA ne kRSNajI pAse AvyA. kRSNajIe pUchyuM-zaMkarajI ! Aje Apa gabharAtA gabharAtA acAnaka kema AvyA ? zaMkara kahe mane jaldI sa'tADI de. huM maLI jAuM chuM. kRSNe pUchyuM paNa zuM? tamane A duniyAmAM khALanAra vaLI TANu che! za Mkare kRSNane badhI vAta karI eTale kRSNe kahyuM, paNa tame e bhasmAsurane varadAna ApatAM kaI vicAra na karyAM! e rAkSasanI jAtine AvuM varadAna apAya? Aje tamane khALavA uThayA che, kAle AkhI duniyAne bALI mUkaze. have te tamAre khaLavu ja paDaze. vadAna pAtratA joine Apavu joI e. za'kara kahe che je thayuM te thayuM paNa hamaNAM mane macAve. pelA bhasmAsura hamaNAM ja Avaze. kRSNujIe zaMkarane sa'tADI dIdhA. tyAM bhasmAsura AvI pahoMcyA. A vakhate kRSNa mahArAjAe strInuM rUpa banAvyu. hAthe page ghUgharA bAMdhyA ne suMdara nRtya karavA lAgyA. strInuM rUpa, enuM saMgIta ane nRtyakaLA A badhu joIne bhasmAsura khuza khuza thaI gayA. ahA ! AvI rUpALI strI mane maLe te kevuM sAruM! za'kara pAsethI varadAna meLavIne bhasmAsura mAnatA hatA ke duniyAnI tamAma zakti mane maLI gaI che. huM ja zaMkara chuM ema mAnIne nRtya karatI strIne kahe che hu tArA upara khUba prasanna thayA . "tuM mAMge te varadAna ApuM", eTale srInA rUpamAM rahelA kRSNe kahyu "jo tame mArA upara prasanna thayA ha| te tamane zaMkare je zakti ApI che te mane ApI de. paraNavAnI lAlace bhasmAsure kahyuM-bhale, e zakti tamane maLI jAe. e melyA eTale tarata kRSNe potAnuM asala svarUpa pragaTa karIne bhasmAsuranA mAthe hAtha mUkaye tethI e maLavA lAgyA. khUmAbUma karavA lAgyA ke mane bacAve....bacAve. kRSNe kahyuM huM tane khacAvIza nahi tArA jevA krUra rAkSasane AvI zakti ApavAthI bhayaMkara anatha sarjAI jaze. tuM jIvatA hAIza tA anekanA prANa laIza. tenA karatAM tu eka bhale maLI jAya. aMte bhasmAsura khaLI gayA. TUMkamAM peAtAnI bhAvanA mazIna heAya te tenuM phaLa malIna maLe che. khIjAnuM ahita karavA jatAM pahelAM potAnuM ja ahita thaI jAya che. naimakumAranI bhAvanA pavitra hatI. te sarva jIvAnuM hita cAhatA hatA. sarathIe kahyuM-nemakumAra ! A badhA prANIone tamArA lagnamAM AvelA je mAMsAhArI yAdavA che temane mATe temaja khIjA rAjAo mATe bhojana banAvIne jamADavA mATe A pAMjarAmAM pUryAM che. jyAM eka kIDInA prANa dubhAya te peAtAnuM dila ghavAI jAya evA naikumAra ATalA badhA prANIonI hiMsA kema thavA de? emanA hRdayamAM kaMpArI chUTI gai. tyAM sArathI kahe che e dayALu nemakumAra ! A pazue kALI kIkIyArIo karIne kahe che huM karUNAvata temakumAra ! amane macAve. amAruM' rakSaNa karo.

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2 zAha kavAya maMgA pazuDAo pikAra karatA, prANa bacAve temane vinavatA, pikAra muNune kare vicAra, lagna kAje ghera hiMsA thAya...pyArA pazu pakSIo emanI bhASAmAM vilApa karatA pikAra kare che ke he nemakumAra ! amane bacAve. amAruM rakSaNa kare. ema AjIjI karI rahyA che. A sAMbhaLI nemakumAra vicAra karavA lAgyA ke ahe! A bicArA bhalA ne bheLA nirdoSa prANIone zuM mArA lagnanA kAraNe ekaThA karavAmAM AvyA che? emane vadha karIne mArA lagnaprasaMgamAM lokone temanA mAMsanuM bhejana karAvavAmAM Avaze ! A nirdoSa prANIo maraNanA bhayathI kevA duHkhI thaI rahyA che! jaMgalamAM ghAsa carIne nirvAha karanAra pazuo ane phaLa khAIne jIvanAra pakSIo je bicArA keInuM ahita karatA nathI. evA nirdoSa chone saMhAra mArA lagnanA kAraNe thaze? A vicAre temanuM hulya khaLabhaLI uThayuM. devAnupriye ! kemakumAranA aMtaramAM kevI karUNA utpanna thaI che! tamArA dilamAM prANI mAtra pratye AvI karUNa che? Aje mUMgA prANIone pikAra sAMbhaLanAra keNa che? kaI mANasane ekasIDanTa thayela hoya te hajAre mANase bhegA thaze, enA mATe upayA thaze ne sarakAramAM phariyAda paNa thaze paNa AvA mUMgA prANIone mATe keInA dilamAM dayA che? devanAranA katalakhAnAmAM rojanA hajAre chAnI karUNa rIte katala thAya che. enI kahAnI vAMcatA ne sAMbhaLatAM AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jAya che. e jIvene keTaluM kaSTa paDatuM haze! e che ke pikAra karatA haze! paNa kaI emane pikAra sAMbhaLanAra che! nemakumAre pazuone pikAra sAMbhaLyuM. temaNe vicAra karyo ke je mArA lagnanA nimitte ATalA badhA ne vADA ane pAMjarAnA baMdhanamAM pUrAvuM paDe, emane saMhAra thaI jAya enA karatA mArA lagna na thAya te kevuM sAruM ! mArA lagna ja A badhA jInA maraNa ane trAsanuM kAraNa che ne? AvA lagna zA mATe karavA joIe ? A vADAmAM pUrAyelA pazu-pakSIonI hiMsA nemakumAra pite karatA na hatA, bIjA pAse karAvatA na hatA ane pite anumodanA paNa ApatA na hatA, chatAM emaNe e vicAra na karyo ke huM kyAM mAMsa khAuM chuM, mArI jAnamAM AvanArA mATe meM kayAM mAMsanuM bhejana banAvavAnuM kahyuM che, mArI kaI emAM anudanA nathI eTale mane kyAM pApa lAgavAnuM che? paNa pite eka ja vicAra karyo ke bhale mArI manathI, vacanathI ke kAyAthI kaI paNa rIte anumodanA A hiMsAyukta kAryamAM nathI paNa nimitta te mAruM ja che ne kemakumAranI jAnamAM AvelA mANasane bhejana jamADavA mATe pazuone vadha karavAno che. AjanA mANase A vicAra nathI karatA. e te AvI bAbatamAM AMkha ADA kAna kare che ne kahe che ke ame vastune upalega karIe paNa ame amArI jAte kAMI na karIe eTale amane pApa nahi lAge, pachI bhale kaI paNa pApanA kAryamAM pitAnI pratyakSa rIte ke

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703 zAradA savAya parAkSa rIte preraNA kema na hoya! athavA te pApanuM kArya temanA mATe ja karavAmAM kema na AvyuM hAya! chatAM teo peAtAne te pApanA kAryathI mukta mAne che. dA.ta. cInamAM mAMsa vecanArAonI dukAneA upara e lagAveluM hAya che ke " vizvAsa rAkho. A jIva ApanA mATe mAravAmAM AvyA nathI." Avu' e' lakhelu hAvAthI tyAMnA bauddho mAMsa kharIdIne khAya che ne petAne pApathI mukta ane ahiMsaka mAne che. tee ema vicAratA nathI ke ame mAMsa na kharIdIe te kaI paNa jIvane zA mATe mAravAmAM Ave? ame mAMsa kharIdIe chIe mATe mAMsa vecanArAe jIvAne mAre che. AvI sthitimAM temane pApamukta kevI rIte kahI zakAya? ahIM te sArathInA javAkha sAMbhaLIne nemakumAranA haiyAmAM AghAta lAgyuM ke zuM mArA lagna nimitte ATalA badhA jIvAnI ghAta ! A bhayaMkara mahAna pApamAM nimitta tA huM ja chuM ne? koI jIveAnA prANa luTavAnA keIne hu nathI. duniyAmAM sava prANIone peAtAnu jIvana vahAlu che, mATe mArA nimitte A dhAra prANIvadha na thavA joI e. soDaNaM tasvaNa, bahupANi viNAsaNaM / cinteI se mahApanne, sANukose jie u // 18 // * tamArA lagna nimitte ATalA jIvAnA vinAza thaze." AvA sArathInA vacana sAMbhaLIne sarva jIvA upara anukaMpA dharAvanAra buddhimAna naimakumAra khUba vicAramAM paDI gayA. sArathInA e vacana suNIne, temakumAra manamAMhI vicAre, hajAro jIvanA prANa luMTAze, evA lagna kema thAya re. naimakumAra teA mahAjJAnI che, paNa ajJAnI jIvAne rhiMsAthI dUra haTAvIne ahiMsAnu svarUpa samajAvavA mATe ja A kArya karyu che. te sArathInA vacanA sAMbhaLIne vicAra karavA lAgyA ke A khadhA pazuo sannI che, manavALA che, eTale teo maraNunA DarathI bhayabhIta anI gayA che. emanA dRza prANamAMthI eka paNa prANane dubhAvavAne mane hukka nathI teA emanI krUra katala karAvI zu' huM lagna karu kharo ? AvA lagna mAre na joIe. mArA hAthI A jIvAne raDatA mUkIne AgaLa nahI' vadhI zake. temakumAre peAtAno hAthI tyAM ja thebhAvI dIdhA. mahAna purUSonI dRSTi kevI pavitra che ! ne ApaNI dRSTi kevI che teno vicAra karajo. jIvanamAM jyAre AvA prasaMga Ave che tyAre ApaNe evA vicAra karIe chIe ke mIjAnuM je thavuM hAya te bhale thAya paNa mAruM sAruM thAya tema karo. jyAre mahAna purUSo ema vicAra kare che ke mAru jevu" hAya te thAya paNa bIjA Tvene mArA nimitte kaMT

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704 zAradA suvAsa na paDavuM joIe. je bIjAnuM hita thatuM hoya te mahAnapurUSe pite namatuM mUkI de che tyAre ApaNe te bIjAnuM game te thAya paNa saheja paNa namatuM mUkavA taiyAra thatA nathI. ghaNu vakhata pahelA banele eka prasaMga che. bAlasiMhajI rAjAnuM rAjya hatuM. te samayamAM mahArAjAo ane mahAjananuM vizeSa mahatva hatuM. eka vakhata vaizAkha mahinAmAM lagnagALo Ave. AkhA gAmamAM TheraThera lagnanA vAjA vAgavA lAgyA. e samayamAM zeTha ane zAha baMne khAnadAna ane saMpattizALI kuTuMba vasatA hatA. baMne kuTuMbamAM dikarAnA lagna hatA. zeTha ane zAha baMnenA ekanA eka dIkarAnA lagna hatA. baMnenA lagnane divasa eka ja AvyuM. baMnenA taraghaDAnA samaya paNa eka Ave. baMne kuTuMba vaibhava ane saMpattithI chalaktA che eTale pANInI jema paisA vAparavAnA hatA. ghaNAM divasa agAuthI baMne kuTuMbamAM lagnanI taiyArIo thavA lAgI. dhAmadhUma ne dhamAla cAle che. Ama karatA lagnane divasa AvI gaye. zeThanA putrane ane zAhanA putrane baMnenA varaghoDA pitAne gherathI caDhayA ane jude jude rastethI ravAnA thayA paNa gAnuga baMnenA varaghoDA eka rAjamArga upara sAmasAmAM bhegA thaI gayA. rAjamArga te ghaNe vizALa hate paNa baMne varaghoDAmAM joDAyelA vizALa sAjana ane mahAjane vizALa rAjamArgane sAMkaDe banAvI dIdhA hatA. A baMne varaghaDA sAmAsAmI thaI gayA, eTale paristhiti evI sarjAI gaI ke bemAMthI eka varaghoDo pAchA phare te ja bIje varagheDe AgaLa vadhI zake tema hatuM. leke vicAra karavA lAgyA ke baMne baLiyA kuTuMba che. have bemAMthI kene varaghoDo pAcho phare che te eka prazna che. ghaNuM vAra thaI paNa kaI pAchA haThatA nathI. ghaDA paNu akaLAI gayA ne mANaso paNa akaLAI gayA ne thAkI gayA tyAre zAhe gauravathI kahyuM-zeTha ! amane mArga karI Apa te tamArI pharaja che. mane vizvAsa che ke tame amane mArga karI Apaze. zAhanA gauravabharyA zabda sAMbhaLIne zeThe gussAthI rekarDa javAba ApI dIdhuM ke mArI pharaja tamane mArga karI ApavAnI che te zuM tamArI pharaja mArA mAthe caDhI besavAnI che? karajanA bahAne tame mane pAchA haThAvavA mAMgatA he te huM eka kadama paNa pIche haTha nahi karuM. ahIM te nAnI vAtanI cinagArImAMthI vAdane dAvAnaLa bhabhUkI uThaze, ane vAtAvaraNa evuM taMga banI gayuM ke have te baMne pakSamAMthI eka paNa pakSa tasubhara pAchA nahi haThavAnA makkama nirNaya para AvI gayA. DAhyA ane sajjana mANase vacce paDayA ke bemAMthI game te ekane pAchA haThavuM ja paDaze. A vAdAvAdamAM te lagnanuM muhurta paNa vItI jaze. Apa lagnamAM vina zA mATe nAkhI rahyA che paNa abhimAnanI AMdhI evI bhayaMkara hatI ke sajajana purUSonI vAta paNa havAmAM uDI gaI baMne pakSanI paristhiti joIne sajajana purUSoe vicAra karyo ke A vAtane ukela karavA mATe rAjA pAse gayA vinA kAma nahi cAle. ema samajI DAhyA purUSe bAlasiMhajI mahArAjA pAse pahoMcI gayA. mahArAjAe baMne pakSanI vAta sAMbhaLI kharI paNa manamAM vicAra karyo ke A te

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hA avAra vANiyAnI vAta che. emAM mAruM kAma nahi. e kAma mahAjanane soMpuM. ema samAjane mahArAjAe chaTakI javA mATe kahyuM A prazna te samAjano che mATe Ano ukela mahAjana karaze. mahAjana je nyAya karaze te barAbara karaze. ghaNIvAra je kArya mahAna karI zake che te huM nathI karI zakate, mATe A kArya mahAjanane seMpI do. A prazna mahAjana samakSa khaDe karavAmAM AvyuM. mahAjane vicAra karIne kahyuM zeTha ane zAha baMne zrImaMta bhale rahyA. amAre mana baMne sarakhA che. je pArevAne mATe vadhAre maNa juvAra Ape ene varagheDe AgekUca karI zakaze. bele, mahAjananI vAta tamane mAnya che? baMne pakSane mahAjananI vAtane ravIkAra karyo ja chUTake hate. baMne pakSe vAta kabUla karI ne zeThe zarUAta karI 100 maNa, eTale zAhe kahyuM bamaNuM, zeTha kahe 300 maNa, zAhe kahyuM 400 maNuM, zeTha kahe pAMcasemaNa, ema rasAkasI barAbara jAmI. baMnenI hariphAI vacce pArevAnA bhAgya khulI gayA. jotajotAmAM traNa hajAra maNa sudhI vAta pahoMcI gaI. chelle zAhe batrIse maNano dhaDAko karyo. zeThe vicAra karyo ke bhale zAha laI jAya. eTale zeThe karaDe raheja bAjumAM vALI dIdho. samajANuM ne harIphAI kevI thaI ne ke karAvI! TUMkamAM AvA dRSTAMtathI ApaNe te eka vAta samajavAnI che ke mAna kevuM bhayaMkara che ! AjathI AyaMbIlanI oLInA mAMgalika divasanI zarUAta thAya che. AyaMbIlanI oLInuM ghaNuM mahatva che. AyaMbIla tapa karavAthI bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara roga maTI jAya che. te mATe ApaNe jaina dharmamAM zrIpALa rAjanuM javalaMta daSTAMta che. AvI AyaMbIlanI oLI, lAvI navalA saMdezA lAvI, zrI navapadajIne ArAdhIe, bhakti bhAvanA bhAvI-AvI karmanA kAraNe thayA keDhiyA, zrIpALa rAjA saluNA, navapadanI ArAdhanA kIdhI, AyaMbIla kIdhA alUNa, tapanA puNya prabhAve kaDhane roga dIdho re miTAvI. AvI AyaMbIla tapanI ArAdhanA karavAthI zrIpALa rAjA sahita 700 kaDhIyAono bhayaMkara keDha roga maTI gaye. (zrIpALa rAjA koNa hatA, temane keDha rega kevI rIte thaye, e keDhIyAnI avasthAmAM mayaNAsuMdarInA lagna temanI sAthe kema thayA ane saMtane samAgama thatAM kevI rIte AyaMbIla tapanI ArAdhanA karI ne roga maTayo tenuM pU, mahAsatIjIe khUba vistRta varNana karyuM hatuM.) Aje surata saMdha malADa saMghane AMgaNe pU. mahAsatIjIne cAturmAsanI vinaMtI karavA tathA darzana karavA Avela che. samaya thayo che. vadhu bhAva avasare. caritra:- caMpakamAlA sAmAnya strI na hatI. sAcI kSatriyANI hatI. eNe kahyuMsvAmInAtha ! ApaNe baMne jaNa sAmano karIe. tame siMhane sAmane kare ne huM siMhaNane zA. su. 45

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gee zAztrA suvAsa karIza. tyAM siddha ane si uNu garjanA karatA sAme AvyA. si'huM uchaLIne jinasenakumArane pujAmAM levA AnyA tyAre jinasena kahe che. re vanacara sabako duHkhadAyI, dIne patha bhIgAra, ama saMbhAla nahi bhAga sakegA, leuM tujhe DakAra, huM vanarAja kezarI ! te... ghaNAM mANusAne phADI khAdhA che, ghaNAMnA zikAra karyo che maiM leAkAne herAna parezAna karI rahyo che, paNa have tuM mane nahi mArI zake. huM paNu tArA jevA parAkramI chuM. mArA pajAmAMthI tane chaTakavA nahi dauM, tuM sAvadhAna banI jA. prANIone paNa saMjJA che ne? siMha jinasenakumAranu ugra svarUpa joIne vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke A koI baLavAna mANusa che. atyAra sudhImAM jeTalA mANasAne meM mAryo te badhA tA mane joI ne bhayathI dhrujI uThatA, tyAre A te mArI sAme paDakAra kare che. e mArAthI bilakula DaratA ke gabharAtA nathI. Ama vicArIne si Mhai jinasenakumArane mAravA mATe pajo ugAmyA eTale jinasenakumAre paNa sAvadhAna banIne tIra kheMcyuM ne evuM nizAna tAkIne tIra choDyu ke sIdhu sihunA peTamAM vAgyu, tethI si'huM taraphaDatA jamIna upara DhaLI paDacA. caMpakamAlA enA patinuM parAkrama joIne ghaDIbhara sthira thaI gaI. zu mArA patinuM zauya che ! zu emanI Rsi'mata ne parAkrama che! jinasene kahyuM caMpakamAlA ! A si'huNu tArA upara tarApa mAravA AvI che. tu zuM joI rahI che? sajAga mana, eTale ca'pakamAlAe paNa dhanuSya upara khANu caDhAvyuM ane evuM tIra cheDayuM ke sihunA mastakamAM vAgyuM, tethI e paNa tammara khAIne nIce paDI gai, caMpakamAlAnuM parAkrama joIne jinasena khuza thai gayA. te e ii uThayA ke huM mAnA hatA ke strI akhaLA hAya che paNa huM caMpakamAlA ! tuM kharekhara amaLA nahi paNa samaLA che. tAru parAkrama joIne mane AnaMda thA. Ama ekabIjAnI prazaMsA karatA ane jA AgaLa cAlyA jAya che. thaiDuM cAlyA tyAM eka meTTha' zahera AvyuM. A bannene jaMgalamAMthI AvatA nagarajanAe joyA. emane joine saunA manamAM thayuM ke A khanenu lalATa tejasvI che, tethI lAge che ke kAi puNyavAna AtmAe che. jinasenakumAra sAme siMhanA trAsanA prajAe karelA pAkAraH nagarajanA sAmA AvIne pUche che ke tameA ane kayA mArgethI AvyA ? eTale jinasenakumAre je mALethI AvyA hatA te tarapha hAtha karIne kahyuM ame A bhayaMkara aTavImAMthI aAvyA chIe, tyAre nagarajanA kahe che huM puNyavAna ! e jaMgalamAM te krUra siMha ane sidguNu rahe che. e kAi paNa mANusane jIvatA jaMgalanI khahAra nIkaLavA detA nathI. je Ave che temate phADIne khAI jAya che. e siMha-sihaNu A vanamAM AvyA tyArathI kALA kera vartAI rahyo che. badhA enA trAsathI herAna parezAna thai gayA che. siMhu-siMhaNanA trAsathI e

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zAradA suvAsa God' [2 jaMgalamAM kAI jaI zakatu' nathI. e mArge je leAkeAnA khetara che te leAkeA khetI karyA vinA bekAra thai gayA che. ghaNAM mANase e jaMgalamAM thaIne vahepAra dhA karavA mATe sAme gAma jatA hatA te paNa jaI zakatA nathI. amArA mahArAjAe siha-siMhaNane pakaDavA mATe ghaNAM ghaNAM prayatna karyAM paNa koi rIte pakaDAtA nathI. emanA evA bhayaMkara trAsa che ne tame e jagalamAMthI kevI rIte AvyA ? Apa jinasenakumAre kahyuM-have tame badhA DarazeA hu. ame e siddha-sihune mArI nAMkhIne AvyA chIe, jo tamane mArI vAta sAcI mAnavAmAM na AvatI hAya tA jAte jaIne khAtrI karI AvA jaMgalamAM siMha siMhaNanA kalevara paDyA che. leAkeA kahe asatya Ale tema nathI, ane e jIvatA hoya teA tame AvA ja kevI rIte ? chatAM kaMIka leAkA khAtrI karavA mATe jaMgalamAM gayA. siMhu-siMhaNane marelA joI kruSa bhera DhADatA AvyA ne jinasenakumAra ane ca'pakamAlAne kahyuM-dhanya ghaDI ne dhanya bhAgya amArA ke ApanA jevA puNyavAna AtmAe amArA nagaramAM padhAryAM. ame hajAra jIbheA bhegI karIne ApanA guNa gAIe te paNa pUrA thAya tema nathI. ame Apane zuM ApIe ? Apane mATe zuM karIe ne zu na karIe ! A vAta AkhA nagaramAM vAyuvege pahoMcI gai, tethI A pavitra AtmAnA darzana karavA mATe AkhA nagaranI prajA AvavA lAgI. rAjAne paNa A vAtanI jANa thatAM jinasenakumAra ane caMpakamAlA beThA hatA tyAM AvyA ane hAtha joDIne kahyuM bhAgyavAna ! Apa kayAMthI padhAryA che? Ape siMhu-siMhaNane kevI rIte mAryAM ? e mAre jANavuM che, paNa pahelA Apa mArA mahelamAM padhAro. huM ApanuM svAgata karu' pachI badhI vAta zAMtithI pUchIza, have rAjA A baMnene kevI rIte mahelamAM laI jaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na-76 AsA suda 8 ne seAmavAra tA. 9-10-78 anatajJAnI jinezvara bhagavaMtA jagatanA jIvane nazvaratAnuM svarUpa samajAvatAM kahe che ke A vizva vinazvara che, enI prIta paNa vinazvara che, paNa vinazvaranI prItamAM avinazvara AtmA peAtAnI samagra zaktine hAmI devA Aje taiyAra thaI rahyo hAya evuM dekhAya che. kSaNikatAmAM e akSaNikata'nuM dazana kare che ane akSaNikamAM e kSaNiktAnu darzana kare che. AtmA pote anizvara hAvA chatAM e peAtAne vinazvara mAne che, ane AkhuM' jagata nazvara hovA chatAM ene avinazvara mAne che. A bhUlabhUlAmaNIe ene bhavavanamAM bhUlA pADyA che. gaNitanA A gUMcavADAe ene gothe caDhAvyeA che. je satata

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aA samaya salatanazIla che, je pabdA para palTa kare jAya che evA jagatanA paugalika vinAzvara tathI tRpta thavAnA AzAnA minArA AtmAne A bhayaMkara bhUla karAve che. nazvara e navara ja che. e kadI anazvara bananAra nathI, chatAM nazvaranA nehamAM avinazvara evo AtmA taNAte ne taNAte ja jAya che. pitAnI eka nAnakaDI rUmane jotAM avinAzI AtmA bolI uThe che ke A mAruM ghara che. pacAsa patera varSamAM jamInadosta thanArI nAnakaDI rUmanI mAlikI maLatAM amAruM ghara...mAruM ghara" kahIne harakhAya che paNa jJAnI kahe che ke tuM sadAne mATe A rUmamAM rahevA sarjacele nathI. A ghara tAruM nathI, tAruM asalI ghara te pIstAlIsa lAkha ejananI sphaTika jevI zuddha siddhazilA para Avela mekSa che. nazvarane neha kara tArA jevA vinazvara AtmAne na zobhe. cheDI de e nazvarane neha. AMkho kholIne ubho thA ane asalI svarUpe jagatanuM darzana kara, pachI tAre AtmA belI uThaze ke A jagatamAM kaMI ja avinAzI nathI, badhuM ja vinAzI che. badhuM ja parivartanazIla ane eka dina dage denAruM che. avinAzI mAro eka AtmA che. nazvarane neha je prabhu sAthenI prItIne teDanAra hoya te na joIe e neha, na joIe enI gulAmI. have AjathI avinAzI prabhu sAthe prItane tAra kAM na jeDuM ! ke je kadI na dage de, na teDo tUTe, na cheDayo chUTe. jagatanI dareka vastuo nitya rUpe jevA TevAyelI ApaNuM daSTi je divase badalAI vaze e divase pachI badhe ja anityatAnuM darzana thaze. badhe ja nazvaratAnuM bhAna thaze. vasatune nitya svarUpe jenAra vastu pratye rAgI bane che te vastune anitya rUpe jenAro hanu pratye virAgI bane che. rAgI sadA rIbAya che. vastunI hAjarImAM enA saMrakSaNanI ciMtAmAM saDe che te vastunI gerahAjarImAM pharI ene prApta karavAnI ciMtAmAM TaLavaLe che. jyAre virAgI sadAya AnaMdI rahe che. vastunI prApti thAya te ene sadupaga karI AnaMda meLave che vastunI gerahAjarImAM vadhu mAtra anitya e vAta lakSamAM rAkhI AnaMda anubhave che. Aje saMsAra Akheya duHkhI dekhAya che enuM mukhya kAraNa e che ke eka ja AMkha laIne phare che. enI pAse jagatanI tamAma cIjone nityarUpe jovAnI AMkha che. anitya rUpe jovAnI AMkha nathI. mahApurUSe kahe che ke jagatanI tamAma cIjomAM jene anityatAnuM bhAna thaI jAya che e mAnava cAhe te mahelamAM hoya ke jelamAM haya, janamAM hoya ke jaMgalamAM heya, zaheramAM hoya ke smazAnamAM heya, bihAmaNu kaI vanamAM hoya ke phathI khIlelA keI upavanamAM hoya badhe ja e sukhI, sukhI ne sukhI che. duHkhI banAvanArI kaI zakti enI AgaLa TakI zakatI nathI, mATe vastu mAtrane anitya rUpe juo. enA upara rAga TaLI jaze, ene meLavavAnI IcchA marI jaze, enI khAtara khatama thaI javAnI vanA maTI jaze, pachI jyAM jaze tyAM badhe ja sukha, sukha ane sukha dekhAze.

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zAkA thavAya jemanA AtmA saoNMsAramAM rahevA chatAM virAgI dazAmAM ramaNatA karI rahyo che ezva samudravijayanA naH nemakumAranu dila raDatAM pazuonA peAkAra sAMbhaLIne pIgaLI gayu che. Aje mATA bhAge sukhI mANase duHkhI mANasAnA dilanA peAkAra sAMbhaLatA nathI tyAre nemakumAre te duHkhI pazuDAenA pAkAra sAMbhaLIne peAtAnA hAthIne sthaMbhAvI dIdhA. mA tA bhAvinA bhagavAna bananAra che. jJAtAsUtramAM meghakumAranA adhikAra Ave che. e meghakumAra kevI rIte banyA? meghakumAranA AtmA pUrvabhavamAM hAthI hatA. eNe jaMgalamAM jhADa pAna sApha karIne jagyA svaccha banAvI hatI. jyAre ja MgalamAM bhayaMkara dAvAnaLa lAgyA tyAre maraNanA trAsathI bhayabhIta banelA prANIe peAtAnA jIva bacAvavA mATe hAthIe manAvelA mAMDalAmAM AvIne bharAi gayA. badhAne Azraya maLyA. mAtra eka sasalu' rahI gayu. e jagyA meLavavA phrAMsa mAratuM hatuM. eTalAmAM hAthIne khaNuja AvavAthI khaNavA mATe paga uMcA karyAM, tyAre e jagyA upara sasalu. ArvIne besI gayu. hAthIe joyu ke sasalu" tAnA prANu khacAvavA mATe AvIne besI gayuM che. have mAre paga nIce kevI rIte sUkave ? huM paga nIce mUkuM. tA sasaluM chuMdAI jAya. e sasalAnI dayA khAtara hAthIe aDhI divasa sudhI paga uMcA rAkhyA. jyAre dAvAnaLa zAMta thayA tyAre sau prANI peAtAnA sthAne cAlyA gayA. sasalAne bacAvavAnA hetuthI aDhI divasathI ubhelA hAthIne asahA pIDA thatAM maraNa pAmyA ne zreNIka mahArAjAnA putra meghakumAra anyA. tiya "canA bhavamAM paNa keTalI anuka`pA ! Aje mAnavIne duHkha paDe tyAre zAMtinAtha bhagavAnane yAda kare che ke hai zAMtinAtha bhagavAna ! mArA duHkhane TALajo ne mane zAMti karo. e zAMtinA karanAra zAMtinAtha bhagavAna kevI rIte banyA ? megharatha rAjAnA bhavamAM peAtAnA zaraNe AvelA pArevAnI jAnanA jokhame paNa rakSA karI hatI. pArevu' macAvavA potAnA hAtha-paga kApI nAMkhyA paNa evA vicAra na karyo ke huM marI jaIza tA mArI prajAnuM zuM thaze? bhale, eka pArevuM marI jAya. huM jIvatA hAiza tA hajAro jIvenuM rakSaNa karIza, evA vicAra na karyAM. zaraNAgatane pahelA zaraNu' ApyuM. emanI parIkSA karavA mATe deva Avye hateA. khate deva. thAkIne caraNamAM paDI gayA. TuMkamAM samyakadaSTi mahAnapurUSo bIjAnu ANu karavA mATe peAtAnA prANanuM malIdvAna ApatA pAchI pAnI karatA nathI. naimakumAranuM dila pazuone pAkAra sAMbhaLIne pIgaLI gayu. sArathIe kahyuM ke tamArA lagnanA kAraNe ja A badhA pazuonA vadha thavAnA che. e mATeja mA badhA pazue maraNunA bhayathI peAkAra karI rahyA che. e emanI bhASAmAM pAra karIne tamane kahI rahyA che ke huM karUNAvaMta nemakumAra ! tame amane macAvA, tame ja amArA

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- 1 zAradA suvAsa AdhAra che. tamArA sivAya amane keI bacAve tema nathI. A sAMbhaLIne makamAranA | dilamAM pazuo pratye vAtsalyanA vaheNa ubharAyA. ahe! A pazu-pakSIonI katala karIne zuM nemakumAra paraNaze ? bIlakula nahIM. e jIne raDatA joIne jema mAtAne pitAnA saMtAne pratye vAtsalya Ave che evuM vAtsalya nemakumAranA aMtaramAM pazuo pratye AvyuM. A duniyAmAM mAtAnuM saMtAna pratyenuM vAtsalya alaukika hoya che. ghaNI vAra saMtAne bhaNIgaNIne hoziyAra thayA pachI mA-bApanI khabara le ke na le paNa mAtA saMtAnane bhUlatI nathI. kadAca kaI mAtAne saMtAna pajave tyAre kodhamAM AvIne mAra mAre, gharamAMthI kADhI mUke, paNa chevaTe te ja mAtA saMtAnane paMpALe che. eka daSTAMta ApIne samajAvuM. eka nAnuM gAma hatuM. temAM eka sAmAnya kuTuMba rahetuM hatuM. mAtA-pitA ane eka dIkare hate. dIkarAnuM nAma rameza hatuM. rameza eka ja dIkaro hovAthI khUba lADa karAvatA. rameza pAMca varSane thatAM enA pitAjI paraleka sIdhAvyA. ramezanI mAtAne khUba AghAta lAge. mAtA badhI rIte saddaguNI hatI paNa tene svabhAva khUba krodhI hate. dIkare khUba vinayavaMta che. mAtA duHkha veThIne ramezane bhaNAve che. samaya jatAM rameza bhaNIne taiyAra thaze. nokarI zodhe che paNa maLatI nathI, tethI enI mAtAne kahe che bA ! huM bahAragAma jAuM? mAtAe nA pADI tethI gAmamAM je nekarI maLI te lIdhI. have rameza yuvAna thatAM tenI mAtA ramezane mATe sArA gharanI kanyAe jovA lAgI. thaDA divasamAM sArA saMskArI gharanI kanyA pasaMda karIne ramezanA tenI sAthe lagna karyA, kanyAnuM nAma rekhA hatuM. rekhA paNa ramezanI mAphaka zAMta, gaMbhIra ane vinayavaMta hatI. te paraNIne AvI te divase ja rameze rekhAne samajAvI dIdhuM ke je rekhA ! mArI mAtA have vRddha thavA AvI che. ene svabhAva garama che. mATe e game tema bele te tAre duHkha lagADavuM nahi paNa enA svabhAvane barAbara anukULa thaIne rahevuM. rekhAe kahyuM -bhale. rakhA eTale rekhA ja hatI. roja savAramAM uThIne e sAsunA caraNamAM paDatI ne gharanA rivAja mujaba vahelI uThIne gharanuM saghaLuM kAmakAja karI letI paNa kaI vakhata kaMI kArya karavAnuM rahI jAya agara karavAmAM bhUla thaI jAya te sAsujIne pitto jAya. dhamapachADA karavA lAge ne rekhAnI dhULa kADhI nAMkhe, paNa saddaguNa rekhA mUMge moDhe badhuM saDana karI letI. sAsu sAme eka zabda bolatI nahi paNa ema kahetI bA ! mArI bhUla thaI gaI. 'have huM yAna rAkhIza. rekhA te pitAnI janetA mAtA hoya ema sAsune bA ...bA karatI hatI paNa sAsunA krodhane pAra paLe paLe caDhI jatuM. rameza paNa mAtAne koi joIne ghaNI vAra phaphaDI uThate. rekhAnI sAsu rekhAne game tevA kaTu zabdo kahe, dhamakAve chatAM rekhAnA mukhanI rekhA jarA paNa badalAtI na hatI. te badhuM sahana karI letI, paNa divase divase rekhA A kAraNathI sUkAvA

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zArada suvAsa lAgI. temAM rekhAne eka divasa tAva Ave. tenAthI dUdha ubhuM karatAM DhaLAI gayuM, eTale sAsunA krodhane pAra na rahyo. rekhAne na kahevAnA veNa kahyA, te paNa rekhA eka zabda belI nahi ne khUNAmAM besIne yuke ne dhrusake raDavA lAgI. eka bAju rekhAne sakhata tAva ane bIjI bAju sAsunA krodhanI sakhata garamI che. rameze rekhAne kahyuM tane ATale badhe tAva che, tArAthI kAma thatuM nathI ne je nahi thAya te bA kaTakaTa karyA karaze. enA karatAM tuM hamaNAM thoDA divasa tArA piyara jaIne rahe. rameze rekhAne piyara mokalI dIdhI. have pite vicAra karavA lAge ke mAre zuM karavuM? mAtA kaI rIte zAMta thatI nathI. meM te ghaNuM sahana karyuM paNa bicArI rekhAnuM zuM? AnA karatAM huM mAtAthI alaga thaI jAuM. A nirNaya karIne kahe che bA! huM aThavADiyA mATe mArA mitrane ghera jAuM chuM. mAtAnI rajA laIne rameza mitrane ghera gaye ne rekha piyara gaI - rameza enA mitranA ghera pahoMce. ramezane Avate joIne ene mitra sAme AvyuM. Adara satkAra karIne gharamAM laI gayo, premathI jamAryo. pachI ene mitra ramezane ekAeka AvavAnuM kAraNa pUchayuM, eTale rameze badhI vAta karI. mitranI lAgavagathI ramezane sArI nokarI maLI gaI pachI rameze rahevA mATe nAnakaDuM ghara bhADe lIdhuM. mitra pAsethI amuka rUpiyA laIne jarUriyAtanI sAmagrI paNa vasAvI lIdhI. ane rekhAne patra lakhyuM ke mane ahIM nekarI sArI maLI gaI che. rahevA mATe ghara paNa laI lIdhuM che ne jarUriyAtanI sAmagrI paNa vasAvI dIdhI che, mATe have tuM ahIM AvI jA. rekhAne paNa patra AvyuM ke huM aThavADIyAmAM AvuM chuM. rameze je ghara bhADe lIdhuM hatuM tenI AgaLanA bhAgamAM meIna reDa hato ane reDanI sAme zrImaMtanA moTA moTA baMgalA hatA, ane pAchaLanA bhAgamAM nAnakaDI galI hatI ne sAme garIba lekanA jhuMpaDA jevA makAna hatA, eTale ramezane zrImaMtAInuM ane garIbAInuM baMne dazya jovA maLe. eka divasa rameza pAchalA bhAganI bArI pAse khurazImAM beThe hatuM tyAre enI sAmenA eka nAnakaDA gharamAM eka mAtA enA ekanA eka dIkarAne dhamakAvatI hatI ke Dhora jevA ! mUA tuM marI jA...tane jheranI paDIkI paNa maLe che ke nahIM? te khAIne marI jI. tAruM kALuM meTuM have mAre jevuM nathI. Ama kahIne chUTI thALI vekarAnA mAthAmAM mArI paNa vAgI nahi, tyAre chokare namratApUrvaka kahe che bA ! tuM ATale badhe dha zAmATe kare che? huM mAro badhe pagAra tane ApI dauM chuM. eka pAI paNa mArI pAse rAkhate nathI paNa be varSathI pIkacara joyuM na hatuM eTale jovAnuM mane mana thaI gayuM. emAM meM phakta eka rUpiye vAparyo che. huM tane kAle rUpiyA kamAIne ApI daIza paNa tuM mane Ama zA mATe kare che? paNa mAtAnA zarIramAM e krodha rUpI rAkSasa pesI gaye hate ke mA dIkarAnI vAta sAMbhaLatI na hatI. basa, e te eka ja vAta karatI hatI ke te

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72 zAradA suvAsa mane pUchyA vinA eka rUpiye vAparyo ja kema? te sinemA joI ja kema? chokare mAtAnA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che bA! have huM kadI tane pUchayA vinA sinemA jevA nahi jAuM. eka pAI paNa nahi vAparuM paNa tuM mane mApha kara, tyAre mAtA kahe che basa, mAre tAruM kALuM mukha jevuM ja nathI. nIkaLa gharanI bahAra, ema kahIne dhakko mAryo te paNa kare te bAbA kare che. umeza bArI pAse khurazImAM beThe beThe badhuM dazya joyA kare che. jyAM mAtAe chokarAne makako mAryo tyAM te ramezanA mukhamAMthI kALa cIsa nIkaLI gaI. enA manamAM thayuM ke huM kUvIne tyAM jAuM ne pelI mAtAne krodha karatI aTakAvuM. chokare jema jema namratA mAvate game tema tema mAtAne koi vadhate gaye. mANasane jyAre krodha Ave che tyAre huM zuM boluM chuM ne zuM karuM chuM tenuM bhAna rahetuM nathI. koi Ave che tyAre mANasanI AMkhe baMdha thaI jAya che ne moDhuM khulluM thaI jAya che. chokarAne dhakko mAryo te paNa te mAtA pAse mAphI mAMge che ne kahe che bA ! game tema teya huM tAre ekane eka dIkare chuM. mane mApha kara, tyAre mA kahe che marI gaI tArI mA. tuM AjathI mAre dIkaro nahi ne huM tArI mA nahi, meM te AjathI ja tArA nAmanuM nAhI nAMkhyuM che. Ama kahIne tIkSaNa dhAravALe vATake chUTo dIkarAnA mAthAmAM mAryo eTale chekarAne mAthAmAM jozathI vAge ne lehInI dhAra thaI. chekare mAthe hAtha daIne kahe che bA ! have tuM zAMtithI raheje. tane mAruM moDhuM jevuM gamatuM ja nathI ne huM tAro dIkare nathI te huM kadI A gharamAM paga nahi mUkuM. jAuM chuM ema kahIne chokare cAlyA gaye. A dazya joIne ramezanuM dila kaMpI gayuM. enA manamAM thayuM ke ahe ! AnA karatAM mArI mAtA te se darajajo sArI che. ene svabhAva dhI che. game teTale kAdha karyo paNa kadI mane ke rekhAne AvA veNa kahyA nathI, chatAM huM ene choDIne ahIM rahevA AvI gayuM chuM. - A tarapha pelA chokarAe keInI pAse jaIne ghA upara davA lagADI eTale lehI adha thayuM, pachI te jaMgalamAM cAlyA gaye. eka jhADa nIce besIne chUTI pike rAte raDate kahe che bApujI! tame cAlyA gayA ne mArI mAtAe mane kADhI mUkyo. have huM kayAM jAuM? janmadAtA mAtAe mane kADhI mUke te have bIjuM mane keNa rAkhaze? Ama raDavA lAgyA ne jhADa nIce besI rahyo. A tarapha chokarAne gayA kalAka thaye eTale mAtAne krodha zAMta thaye eTale ene ghara sUnuM sUnuM lAgavA mAMDayuM. khIcaDI rAMdhI hatI te khAvA beThI paNa gaLe na utarI. arere...meM A zuM karyuM? mAre dIkaro kayAM gaye haze ? tarata ja dIkarAne zodhavA nIkaLI. zodhatAM zodhatI jhADa nIce chokare beThA hatA tyAM AvIne kahe che beTA! A tArI abhAgaNI krodhI mAne mApha kara ne ghera cAla, beTA! te mArI pAse ghaNI mAphI mAMgI paNa eka rUpiyA khAtara meM te tArA mAthe kera karyo. cheka

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zAradA suvAsa DAhyo hato eTale ghera AvyuM. rAta paDI. mAtAe keDiyAno dI karyo. ramezanI najara pelI jhuMpaDI sAme gaI. A samaye mAtA kahe che beTA! cAla, tuM khAI le, paNa ene talavAranA ghA jevA mAtAnA zabda yAda AvI jAya che eTale te khAta nathI. mAtA raDatI raDatI chokarIne kahe che beTA! mAre svabhAva ja kharAba che. mane krodha AvatA ya vAra nahi ne ghaDI pachI pastAvAne paNa pAra nahi. beTA ! meM tane bhUMDe hAla gharamAMthI kADha. huM ekalI paDI tyAM mane tArA vinA ghara khAlI dekhAvA lAgyuM. khAvA beThI paNa khIcaDIne phaLiye mArA gaLe utaryo nahi. khUba raDI ne pachI baranI tane zedhavA nIkaLI. tArA mitrane ghera badhe zedhI vaLI paNa kayAMya tAre patto na lAge eTale nirAza thaIne rakhaDatI rajhaLatI tuM jyAM beThA hatA tyAM AvI. tane joIne huM harSathI tane bheTI paDI. beTA ! tuM na maLyuM hatuM te Aje huM jhera pIne jIvanane aMta lAvata. mArI bhUla thaI gaI. have huM tane kadI nahi vaDhe, mATe tuM khAI le. ema kahIne raDatI raDatI dIkarAnA moDhAmAM keLiyA maphavA lAgI. dIkaro kahe che bA! tuM raDIza nahi. tArI bhUla nathI. mArI ja bhUla hatI. have huM tArI rajA sivAya eka pAI paNa nahi vAparuM. Ama kahIne paraspara mA dIkare bheTI paDayA. A che vAtsalyanA vaheNa. A dazya joIne ramezanuM hRdaya raDI uDyuM. aho ! mArI mAtAne paNa mArA pratye AvuM ja vAtsalya haze ne ? enA krodhI svabhAvathI kaMTALIne ame baMne ene ekalI mUkIne nIkaLI gayA chIe. e ekalI zuM karatI haze? e game tevI che paNa kadI A mAtA je koI mArA upara nathI karyo. A vicAre ramezanuM hRdaya bharAI gayuM. tyAM acAnaka enuM bAraNuM keIe khakhaDAvyuM, eTale nIce jaIne bAraNuM khelyuM te pitAnI mAtA ja AvI che. rameze kahyuM bA ! atyAre acAnaka kayAMthI? mAtAe kahyuM beTA ! tuM ahIM AvyuM ne rekhA piyara gaI pachI mane te tamArA vagara bilakula gamyuM nahi. mane jIvatara jhera jevuM lAgyuM. game tema te ya tArI janetA chuM. beTA ! tArA vinA huM nahi jIvI zakuM, mATe huM tane levA AvI chuM, cAla beTA ghera. have AjathI huM pratijJA karuM chuM ke tane ke rekhAne huM kadI eka zabda nahi kahuM. huM koI nahi karuM. mane lAge che ke mArA krodhI svabhAvathI tame kaMTALI gayA che. dIkarA-ghera cAla. ATaluM bolatAM mAtAnuM hRdaya bharAI AvyuM ne rameza paNa raDI paDaye. mA-dIkaro bheTI paDyA. baMnee ekabIjAnI bhUlanI mAphI mAMgI. rameze kahyuM-bA ! tAre mAphI mAMgavAnI na hoya, mAre ja mAMgavAnI heya. ema kahIne rameze mAphI mAMgIne satya hakIkata kahI dIdhI ne kahyuM-bA ! ahIM mane sArI nokarI maLI gaI che. A ghara meM laI lIdhuM che, mATe ahIM ja rahIe. mAtA rahevA saMmata thaI rekhA paNa AvI gaI. mAtA, putra ane vahu traNa mANasanuM kuTuMba AnaMdathI

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764 zAradA suvAsa rahevA lAgyuM. mAtAne krodhI svabhAva premALa banI gayuM ane putra tathA putravadhU pratye vAtsalyanA vaheNa vahAvavA lAgI ne ghara svarga jevuM banI gayuM. nemakumAranA dilamAM jagatanA sarva pratye mAtA jevuM vAtsalya ubharAtuM hatuM. temAM A pazu-pakSIone vADAmAM ane pAMjarAmAM pUrAyelA joIne temanA upara atyaMta karUNa AvI. ATalA badhA prANIone vadha thAya te mArAthI kema sahana thAya? keInI eka AMgaLI kapAI jAya che te keTaluM duHkha thAya che? tyAre A jIvenA gaLA upara charI pharaze tyAre emanuM zuM thaze? nemakumAra AvyA paraNavA rAjulane AnaMda thAya. lagnanI khAtara hiMsA joIne, manamAM kare vicAra (2) ekane mATe aneka jIvonA, prANa re cAlyA jAya (2) e...anukaMpA karI karUNAnA bhaMDAranemakumAra cAvyA paraNavA. nemakumAranI jAna mathurAmAM AvI. te joIne saunA haiyA hele caDhayA. rAjule paNa gekhamAMthI nemakumArane joyA, tyAre tenA haiyAmAM ane harSa hate. aMtaramAM AnaMdanI urmio uchaLatI hatI ke huM AvA nemakumAranI ardhAganA banIne dvArakA jaIza, paNa enuM jamaNuM aMga ane jamaNI AMkha pharakatA ene harSa uDI gaye ne AnaMda eAsarI gaye. te ekadama vihvaLa banI gaI. nemakumArane paraNavAnA keDa na hatA. e te jagatanA jIne ahiMsAne mArga batAvavA AvyA hatA. vADAmAM pUrelA pazuone joIne emaNe hAthIne thobhAvyA ne manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke A ajJAnI leke lagna jevA zubha prasaMgamAM paNa AvI hiMsA kare che? ane te paNa mArA nimitte? mAre AvA lagna karavA nathI. hAthI calAvanAra mahAvata-sArathI paNa nemakumAranuM mukha joIne samajI gayA ke jemakumAra A pazuone vADAmAMthI baMdhanamukta karyA vinA paraNaze nahiM, mATe A ne baMdhana mukta karavA joIe. have vADAmAM kalpAMta karatA pazu-pakSIone kevI rIte baMdhanathI mukta karAvaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - siMha-siMhaNane jinasenakumAra ane caMpakamAlAe mAryA che A jANI prajAnuM duHkha dUra thavAthI badhA ne khUba AnaMda thaye. AkhuM nagara zaNagArI baMnene hAthI upara besADIne mahArAjA pitAnA mahelamAM laI gayA. tyAM rAjAe temane khUba AdarasatkAra karyo. nagarajane paNa temane jayajayakAra belAvatA khUba prazaMsA karatA sau pitapotAne ghera gayA. rAjAe kuMvarane pUchayuM tame siMha-siMhaNane kevI rIte mAryA? meM ghaNA prayatna karyA paNa A kAryamAM mane saphaLatA maLI nahi. te kAma tame kevI rIte karyuM? jinasenakumAre badhI vAta karI eTale mahArAjA che baMnene dhanyavAda ApIne temane upakAra mAnatA kahyuM-kumAra ! tame siMha siMhaNane mArIne mane moTAmAM moTI AphatathI bacAvyo che.

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zArA suvAsa huM paNa nizcita thaye ne mArI prajA paNa bhayamukata banI. have prajAjane khetIvADI sukhethI karaze ne vahepArI loko vahepAra-dhaMdhA arthe khuzIthI jaI zakaze. tame mane sadA bhayathI mukta karyo che. A rIte jinasenakumAra ane caMpamAlAnI prazaMsA karyA pachI rAjAe pUchayuM ke he sobhAgI kahAM se AyA, kaise rAja padhAryA, le mijabAnI mere ghara, tumane saMkaTa TAlyA. he parAkramI purUSa! tame baMne kayAMthI AvyA che? tamArI mukhAkRti jotAM tame kaI rAjakumAra he tema mane lAge che. te Apa kayAMthI padhAryA che ? kyA rAjAnA putra che? ane Apa baMnene ekalA AvavAnuM kAraNa zuM? javAbamAM jinasenakumAre kahyuM -ame baMne siMhaladvIpanA rAjAnI pAse amAruM kismata ajamAvavA jaI rahyA chIe. siMhaladvIpa javAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjAe kahyuM-bhAI! tame keNa che? te mane jANavAnI khUba jijJAsA che paNa kuMvara kAMI na beltha eTale rAjAe kahyuM tame rAjaputa jaNAve che. huM tamArA hita mATe vAta karuM chuM ke siMhaladvIpanA rAjA khUba krUra che. enA hAtha nIce rahevuM te motanA mukhamAM rahevA barAbara che, mATe tame bIje game tyAM jAe paNa siMhaladvIpa javAnI vAta cheDI che. rAjA ane prajA badhAe jinasenakumArane siMhaladvIpa na javA mATe khUba samajAvyuM paNa keInI vAta mAnI nahi. rAjAe kahyuM ke jo tame mAne te mArA rAjyamAM ja rAkhI lauM. huM tamane siMhaladvIpa javA devAmAM bilakula rAjI nathI. prajAjanee paNa rAjAnI vAtane Teke ApatA kahyuM ke AvA mANase khApaNa rAjayamAM hoya te rAjyanI AbAdI vadhe, rAjya surakSita ane nirbhaya bane paNa jinasenakumAre te eka ja vAta, karI ke siMhaladvIpanA rAjA game tevA hoya te mane bhaya nathI. phakta mane mArga batAve. ghaNe Agraha karavA chatAM kaI rIte jinasenakumAre dekAvAnI hA pADI nahi eTale rAjAe tene rajA ApI ane kahyuM dariyAI mArge siMhaladvIpa jaladI pahoMcI zakAze. huM tamane vahANa ApuM chuM. temAM besIne jAe. rAjAe moTuM vahANa taiyAra karAvyuM ane sAthe mANaso paNa ApyA. jinasenakumAra tathA caMpakamAlAne vaLAvavA mATe rAjA tathA prajAjanonA ToLA umaTayA. theDIvAramAM vahANa upaDayuM. sau jotA rahI gayA. thaDA divasamAM ja teo siMhaladvIpa pahoMcI gayA. dariyAkinAre vahANa ubhuM rAkhIne teo nIce utaryA ane vahANa tathA mANasane ravAnA karyA. have A baMne jaNa DIvAra siMhaladvIpanA dariyAkinAre ArAma karavAM beThA che. tyAM koInA rUdanane avAja Avaze ne jinasena duHkha maTADavA jaze ne tyAM zuM banaze te avasare.

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zAradA suvAsa vyAkhyAna na'-77 A suda 9 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 10-10-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI bhagavaMtae zAstramAM manuSya jIvanane DAbhanI aNI upara rahelA jhAkaLanA bindu jevI, pILA thayelA vRkSanA pAMdaDA jevI vigere aneka upamAo ApelI che. sAhityakAre ane kavioe manuSya jIvanane eka ktiAba-pustakanI upamA ApI che. gata janmamAM ApaNe sArA ke kharAba vartananI kalamathI je pustaka lakhyuM che enI prasiddhi eTale A janma, ane have ApaNe A janmamAM je lakhIzuM enuM mudraNa eTale Avate janma. jIvananI kitAbamAM eka eka divasa e pAnAo che. emAM rahelA kALA akSare e ApaNAM kALA karmonI kALI kathA che, ane suvarNAkSare. ApaNAM sukRtone belete ItihAsa che. pustakane prAraMbha e ApaNe janma che ne aMta e mRtyu che. A jIvana AvatA jIvananA pustakanuM gelIskUpha che. enAmAM jeTalI zuddhi ane vRddhi karavI heya ene mATe haju avakAza che. vRddhAvasthAnI chellI kSaNe e jIvana kitAbanuM pijayupha che. bhasa sudhArA ane vadhArA mATenI chellI mudata ahIM pUrI thAya che ne pachI phAIna praphane e chUTI jAya che. A orDara chUTe te pahelAM enI zuddhi, vRddhi, kalAtmaka suMdara goThavaNa, enuM vividharaMgI mukhapRSTha kevuM banAvavuM te ApaNuM hAthanI vAta che. pustakane phAInala erDara eTale ja maraNa. maraNa sudhImAM jeTale sudhAre vadhAre thaze eTale sudhAre punarjanmanA pustakamAM tamane dekhAze. manuSya mAtra e pustakane lekhaka che. karmarAjAe enA hAthamAM karaNanI kalama pakaDAvI che eTale janmathI ja e pustaka lakhavAnuM kArya zarU karI de che ne e cheka maraNa sudhI lakhyA ja kare che. A jIvananI kitAba taiyAra karavA mATe jeTaluM ApaNuM AyuSya hoya teTalI mudata maLI che. ATalA samayamAM ApaNe pramAdamAM paDIne je AkarSaka TAITala, suMdara lakhANa, kalAtmaka mudraNa ane TakAu bAMdhaNavALuM pustaka taiyAra na karI zakIe te keTalA duHkhanI vAta che. je AtmAoe emanA jIvananI suMdara kitAba taiyAra karI che tevA pavitra AtmAonA nAma zAstranA pAne lakhAya che, ane temanA ja guNagAna gavAya che. jeo jIvananI suMdara kitAba taiyAra karI rahyA che evA ApaNA adhikAranA nAyaka nemakumAranuM jIvana ahiMsA, dayA, karUNA, sahuthatA, paraduHkhabhaMjana Adi guNenI suvAsathI maheMkatuM hatuM, tethI pazuDAone vADAmAM pUrAyelA joIne vicAra kare che ke jyAM ATalA ja jIvanathI mukta thatuM hoya tyAM mAre lagna kevI rIte karavA? mArA nimitte eka paNuM jIvanI hiMsA na thavI joI e.

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CO sArA alAsa pitAnA svArthane kAje, bahu jatue, nathI kalyANa temAM meM, pitAnuM ke pArakuM. mAtra mArA lagna khAtara je ATalA badhA nI hiMsA thatI hoya te tema mAru ke bIjA koInuM kalyANa thavAnuM nathI. A pazuonA prANa lUMTIne je yAda dharma pAmelA nathI, jeo mAMsAhAranA lolupa che temane mATe bhejana banaze! arere. A saMsAra ke svArthane bharele che! A saMsAramAM eka kSaNa rahevA jevuM nathI. je AtmAone bhaya lAge che te A svArthabharyA saMsAramAMthI sarakI jAya che, ane pitAnA AtmAne tAre che, mATe jJAnI purUSe paDakAra karIne kahe che ke samajIne tuM sarakI jA, parathI tuM aTakI jA, svamAM tuM cITakI jA, te anaMta sukha pAmI jA. he chavaDA! jeje, A svArthabharyA saMsAramAM aTavAte nahi. tuM saMsAranA manamehaka padArthone joIne temAM aTavAya che ne tene meLavavA mATe tanatoDa prayatna kare che paNa e tArA nathI thavAnA ne paralokamAM tArI sAthe nathI AvavAnA, mATe tuM A saMsAranA svArthamaya svarUpane samajIne para padArthone moha choDI de ane sva svarUpamAM tAruM cittoDI de. sva svarUpamAM ramaNatA kara, te tuM mokSanA sukha pAmI zakIza, bAkI saMsAranA padArthomAM ramaNatA karavAthI traNa kALamAM sAcuM sukha pAmI zakAze nahi. tame saMsAramAM keIne bhautika saMpatti, putra-parivAra AdithI sukhI dekhe tyAre kahe che ne ke Ane saMsAra ujaLe che paNa saMsAra kadI ujaLe che ja nahi, ujaLe heya te saMyama che. je AtmAo saMsAra choDIne saMyama le che ane bhagavAnanI AjJA pramANe pAMca mahAvrata, pAMcasamiti ane traNa guptinuM yathArtha rIte pAlana kare che tenuM jIvana ujjavaLa bane che. saMyamI AtmAo kSaNe kSaNe AtmAnI sAvadhAnI rAkhe che ne vicAra kare che ke manuSyanuM jIvana kSaNika che. mAnavI dhAre che zuM ne banI jAya che zuM ? kadI mAnavInA mananA mAra pUrA thatA nathI. AzAo adhUrI ne adhUrI ja rahe che. rAjematI mAnatI hatI ke kemakumAra toraNe AvI gayA che, hamaNuM paMkhAze ne pachI lagnavidhi zarU thaze. enA manamAM aneka prakAranA keDa hatA, paNa nemakumAra tera pahoMcatA pahelAM judI ja ghaTanA banI. AvI rIte saMsAramAM mAtApitA vicAra kare che ke dIkarAne ucheryo, bhaNAvya, vahepAra karatAM zIkhavyuM, ne paraNAvyuM, have dIkarA ApaNane pALaze, ApaNe nirAMte dharmadhyAna karIzuM. puNyavAna mAtA pitAnA AvA keDa pUrA thAya che ne kaMIka jagyAe te mAtA pitAnA koDa pUrA thavAne badale viruddha vAta banI jAya che. ATalA mATe jJAnI puruSe vAraMvAra Takera kare che ke saMsAranA mehamAM phasAze nahi. tamArI AzAnA minArA kayAre jamInadosta thaI jaze tenI khabara nathI, mATe samajIne AtmasAdhanA kare,

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zAradA suvAsa zIlA nAmanI sattara varSanI koDabharI kanyA paraNIne sAsare AvI. enA manamAM aneka prakAranA kADa hatA. enA patinuM nAma manahara hatu, ane sAsunu' nAma sarasvatIbahena hatu. vAta ema banI hatI ke manaharabhAInI patnI eka traNa varSanA ane eka mAtra traNa mahinAnA bhASAne mUkIne svargavAsa pAmI hatI. e maranAra patnIne potAnA saMtAnA pratye apAra mamatA hato. huM mArA vahAlaseAyA bALakone khUba premathI ucherIza, ene khUba lADa laDAvIza evA keTalAya kADa enA manamAM bharyAM hatA paNa enA kADa pUrA thatAM pahelAM kALarAjA ene kALIyA karI gayA. yuvAna patnI RSNe phUla jevA bAluDAne mUkIne cAlI gaI eTale manaTura ane tenI mAtAne khUba AghAta lAgya ke have A e karAenu' zuM thaze? maranAra patnI paNa guNIyala hatI, tethI manaharanA mAthe tA Abha tUTI paDayA hAya tevA AghAta lAgyA. mAtA ene samajAvavA lAgI beTA ! tu raDIza nahi. vahela' ke mADu' eka divasa saune javAnu che. kAIne kAyama rahevAnu' nathI. A saMsAra tA paMkhInA meLA jevA che. ema kahIne mAtA temaja sagAvahAlA saue manaharane AzvAsana ApIne zAMta karyAM. divase upara divaso javA lAgyA. manaharanA AghAta dhIme dhIme visAre paDavA lAgyA. patnIne gayA e traNa mahinA thayA eTale mAtA kahe che beTA manahara ! hajI tArI uMmara nAnI che, mATe tuM pharIne lagna kara. A karAenI hu' pUrI kALajI rAkhIza, paNa tuM jANe che ne ke A uMmare A phula jevA mA vinAnA chekarAne ucheravA, gharanA kAmakAja karavA e muzkela che, tu lagna kare te mane sathavAre| maLe, 18 manahare pahelAM te ghaNI nA pADI paNa mAtAe tathA kuTuMbIjanAe tene khUba samajAvye eTale ene lAgyu ke badhAnI vAta to sAcI che. mAtA ekalI keTalA vaMtarA kare? tethI manahare lagna karavAnI hA pADI, ane A zInnA sAthe tenA lagna thayA. zIlA paNa khUba DAhI ne guNIyala cheAkarI hatI. e mAmAmAM traNa varSanA khAkhAnu' nAma kamaleza hetuM ne traNa mahinAnA khAtrAnuM nAma kizera hatuM. kizera te traNa mahinAnA che eTale ene kaMI samajaNu paDatI nathI paNa kamaleza te traNa varSanA che eTale zIlAne joIne dAdIne pUche che khA ! A kANu che? tyAre dAdImA kahe che beTA ! tArI mammI che, eTale e te uchaLIne mammIne vaLagI paDase. huM mammI ! tuM ghaNAM divasathI kayAM gaI hatI ? tane mArA pappA levA AvyA hatA ? kamalezanI kAlIghelI khelI sAMbhaLIne zItrAnA hRdayamAM mAtAnuM heta ubharAI AvyuM. mALakane gaLe vaLagADI dIdhA ne tene premathI heta karavA lAgI. rUmamAM gaI tA traNa mihanAnA mAmAne pAraNAmAM sUtelA joyA. sApue zIlAne kahyuM-beTA ! A baMne khALako tArA che, ne tAre saMbhALavAnA che. zIlAe kahyuM-bhale, khA ! have tame ciMtA na karazo. A te hajI paraNIne AvI che. pahelA divasa che. kakubharyAM pagalA che, paNa rUma badha karIne nAnA khAkhAne laIne ramADavA besI gaI ne tene dUdha pIvaDAvavA lAgI,

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zANA suvAsa pharaja bajAvatI zIlA - pahelAnA jamAnAmAM navI vahu paraNIne Ave eTale leke jovA AvatA. ADozI pADozI bahene AvIne kahe che sarasvatIbahena! tamArA manaharanI vahu te batAve. sAsue bUma pADI ke vahu! jarA bahAra Ave. badhA tamane jovA mATe adhIrA banyA che, tyAre vahue kahyuM bA ! mane have jovAnI ja che ne! A bALakane mUkIne bahAra AvIza te e vadhAre adhIrA banaze, mATe hamaNAM nahi AvuM, eTale sAsue kahyuM vahu ghaNI zaramALa che tethI e bahAra nahiM Ave. ema kahI jevA AvanArane vidAya karyA. zIlA te pati karatAM baMne bALakanI khUba saMbhALa rAkhatI. sagI mA zuM sAcave, enA karatA paNa adhika sAcavavA lAgI. sAsunI paNa khUba sevA karatI. zIlA eTale zIlA ja hatI. pitAnuM ghara choDIne kayAMya jatI nahi. tyAre ADezI pADozI ene kahetA zIlA ! tuM te gharanI bahAra nIkaLatI ja nathI. keI keI te enI pAse AvIne kahetI ke are! paraNIne AvI te divasathI A chokarAnI paLojaNamAM kayAM paDI gaI! haju te navI navI che. tAre te haravA pharavAnuM hoya, tyAre zIlA kahI detI ke huM samajIne ja paraNI chuM. huM je gharamAM paraNIne AvI tyAM bALake TaLavaLatA hoya ne huM bahAra nIkaLI jAuM emAM mArI zuM zabhA che? A bALakane, patine ane sAsune saMtoSa pamADe e Adarza strInI pharaja che. mAre mana bagIce, nATaka sinemA badhuM ahIM ja che. Ama kahI detI eTale keI ene zuM kahI zake? zikhAmaNa denAra zaramAIne cAlyA jatA. zIlAne AzIrvAda ApatA sAsu" :- zIlAne vinaya, viveka ane sevA joIne enI sAsu paNa kahetA ke vahu! AvI te mAre dIkarI paNa nathI. "tuM te varSanI thA ne tAre saubhAgya cAMdale amara rahe. ema aMtaranA AzIrvAda ApatA ne kayAreka kahetA ke beTA ! tuM Akhe divasa gharanA kAma karyA kare che te theDI vAra te bahAra pharavA jA. tuM paraNIne AvI pachI piyara gaI ja nathI. tArA piyarathI teDavA AvyA te paNa tuM ANuM vaLavA gaI nathI. te thoDA divasa jaI Ava, tyAre mamatALu zIlA kahetI bA ! A nAnA bALakane niyamita rIte dUdha koNa pAze? kamalezane dararoja skUle mUkavA javAne, ene taiyAra karavAne. A badhuM koNa karaze ? tamArI tabiyata te barAbara rahetI nathI ne huM baMnene mUkIne jAuM te tame thAkI jazo. AvA mIThA zabda sAMbhaLIne sAsunI chAtI gajagaja phUlatI ne ADozI pADozI temaja sagAvahAlAne kahetI ke mArI zIlA e vahu nathI paNa mArA gharanI devI che. A be bAluDAnI te jANe sagI mAtA na hoya tema rAkhe che. are.. sagI mAM paNa AvA sAcavatI na hatI. mane lAge che ke e pUrvabhavanI temanI mA haze. A ikarAoe enA peTe janma levAne badale maranArI vahunA peTe janma lIdho che. eNe janma Ape eTaluM ja che paNa zIlA ja emanI mAtA che. AvI guNIyala patnI maLavAthI manaharane paNa khUba saMtoSa hato ke eka te vRddha

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URO aya suvA mAtAnI mATalI badhI sevA kare che ne bALakIne paNa khUba lADa pyArathI uchere che. karA kyAre paNa duHkhI nahi thAya. peAte saskArI che eTale khALakanA jIvananuM pazu suMdara ghaDatara karaze. pati-patnI, e mAmA ane mAtA A pAMca mANasanuM kuTuMba saMsAramAM svarga jevA AnaMda mANatuM hatuM, paNa kanI vicitratA kAi alaukika che. eka divasa rAtre manaharane acAnaka chAtImAM duHkhavA AvyuM. moTA DokaTarane elAgyA. ghaNAM IlAjo karAvyA paNa koI IlAja kAma na lAgyA. mAtra 00 kalAkamAM ja manahura A phAnI duniyA cheDIne cAlyA gayA. AvI Adaza dhruvI samAna patnI maLavAthI manaTurano sa'sAra straga jevA hatA. eNe patnI ane putro mATe meTA AzAnA minArA khAMdhyA hatA paNa tUTIne jamInadesta banI gayA. jinA dilamAM sukhI jiMdagI jIvavAnA armAna bharyAM, evA ghaNAM yuvAnAnA paNu aNudhAryAM avasAna thayA, sUtA sUtA aMdhArAmAM joje mRtyunA thai jAya-mananI manamAM nA rahI jAya. jiMdagI kSaNika che. jIvanadipaka mUjhAI jatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. mRtyu Avaze tyAre mananI badhI IcchAe manamAM rahI jaze, mATe samajyA tyArathI savAra samajIne mane teTalI dharmanI ArAdhanA karI leA. jue, A manahuranA aMtaramAM keTalA aramAnA bharyA hatA paNu badhA aramAneA adhUrA rahI gayA ne pAte ekAeka paLavAramAM phAnI duniyAmAMthI vidAya laIne cAlyA gayA. manaharanA avasAnathI mAtAne ane patnIne bhayaMkara AghAta lAgyA. zIlA enI sAsunA kheALAmAM mAthuM mUkIne chAtIphATa raDatI, tyAre sAsu enA mAthe hAtha mUkIne AzvAsana ApatA. sAsunu' haiyuM bharAI jAya tyAre te rUma baMdha karIne raDI letA, arere....amAruM zuM thaze? putranA AghAtamAM mAtA paNa thADA divasamAM vidAya thai gai, eTale zIlAnA mAthe te jANe pahADa tUTI paDayA hAya tevA AghAta lAgyo. pote gharamAM ekalI thaI gaI. thADA divasa te! sUnamUna banI gai, pachI ane meATA AdhAtAne saDana karatAM haiyuM majabUta banAvI zIlA enA bALakone ucheravA lAgI. have te ene mATe A dIkarAe ja AdhArabhUta hatA. zIlAe mane chekarA pAchaLa potAnI jAta ghasI nAMkhI. peTe pATA khAMdhI, hoTha upara hAsya rAkhI eNe putrA mATe pAse jeTaluM dhana hetu teTaluM. madhu' khacI nAMkhyuM, ane pote jAte zrama karI, mahenata majurI karIne eNe ane karAone ucheryA ne bhaNAvyA. enA dilamAM eka ja bhAva hatA ke paisA te Aja che ne kAla nathI. mArA kA e ja mAru dhana che. chekarA kamAze pachI khAIpIne nirAMte dharmadhyAna karIza. eNe ane karAone dhadhe lagADayA ne sArA gharanI cheAkarI sAthe paraNAvyA, pachI zIlAnA aMtaramAM zAMti thai. hAza....have mArA dIkarAe mATA thai gayA. chekarAe hAMziyAra thayA eTale koI

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zAhA suvAsa 721 sArA mANasanI huMpha maLavAthI muMbaI jevA zaheramAM kamAvA mATe AvyA. zIlAne kahyuM, bA ! ame hamaNAM muMbaI jaIe, eka varSa pachI barAbara ThekANuM thaI jaze pachI tane tyAM laI jaIzuM, tethI zIlA amadAvAda rahI ane kizora muMbaI gaye. kamalezane paNa sAre mitra maLI javAthI te madrAsa gaye. eka putrane zIlA jevI mamatALu mAtAtha chUTa. paDavuM gamatuM na hatuM paNa anicchAe kamAvA mATe javuM paDyuM. baMne putrane sArI sarvisa maLI gaI. rUma paNa bhADe levAI gaI, baMne putronA avAranavAra samAcAra AvavA lAgyA. dara mahine chokarAo paisA paNa mekalavA lAgyA, eTale zIlA khAIpIne zAMtithI dharmadhyAna karavA lAgI. enA dilamAM paNa zAMti vaLI ke meM mArA jIvanamAM kaMIka pharaja, adA karI che. zire zIlAne karele tiraskAra" - comAsAnA divase AvyA, ghara ghaNuM junuM thaI javAthI varasAda paDe tyAre gharamAM pANI paDatuM, eTale zIlAe vicAra karyo ke have ghara rIpera karAvavA jevuM che. tyAM enI tabiyata bagaDI tethI pAse bacAvIne bhegA karelA pisA davAmAM kharcAI gayA, eTale zIlAnA manamAM thayuM ke mAre kizora muMbaImAM che, te huM tyAM jAuM. kizora te sAva traNa mahinAno hato. ene ucherIne moTo karyo hatuM eTale khUba vahAle hate. zIlA muMbaI AvI ne kizoranA gharanuM bAraNuM khakhaDAvyuM. kizere tarata bAraNuM khelyuM paNa zIlAne joIne tarata bAraNuM baMdha karI dIdhuM, tyAre zIlAnA manamAM thayuM ke kizoranI vahu kapaDA badalAvatI haze tethI baMdha karI dIdhuM haze, hamaNuM khelaze ema mAnIne bahAra ubhI rahI. ghaNIvAra thaI paNa bAraNuM na khelyuM eTale zIlAe pharIne bAraNuM khakhaDAvyuM. kizore bAraNuM kholyuM eTale zIlA hoMzabhera pitAnA lADakavAyA kizoranA gharamAM praveza karavA jAya che tyAM kizora bAraNu ADA hAtha rAkhIne ubhe rahyo ne lAlaghUma AMkha karIne kahyuM tuM mArA gharamAM kema AvI? jA, AvI che tevI pAchI cAlI jA. pharI kadI A gharamAM paga mUkIza nahi. huM tane dara mahine pisA mekalAvuM chuM chatAM tAruM peTa bharAtuM nathI ke pachI cAlI AvI? tuM to mArA bApanI bhikta levA AvI che, paNa huM tane eka pAI ApavAnuM nathI, paNa tArI pAsethI bApanI milkata kaDhAvavAne chuM. have huM chetarAvAne nathI. "mAtAne lAgele AghAta" - zIlA te meTI AzAthI prathama vakhata ja kizarane ghera AvI hatI. enA manamAM te ema hatuM ke huM jaIza eTale mAre kizora mane pAchI AvavA ja nahi de. tenA badale A te gharamAM paga mUkavAnI ja nA pADe che. kizaranA zabdo sAMbhaLIne zIlAnA mAthe meTI zIlA tUTI paDI hoya e AghAta lAgyo, chatAM hiMmata karIne kahyuM mArA vahAlayA beTA kizora ! tuM kenI sAme bese che enI tane khabara che? tyAM kizora dhaDUkIne kahe che hA huM mArI oramAna mAtA sAmu beluM chuM. zA, su. 46

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zAha suvANa have huM tane sArI rIte oLakhuM chuM. AkhI duniyA ema kahe che ke tuM paisA levA mATe ja amane vaLagI rahI chuM. je amArI pAse paisA na hatA te tuM amArI khabara levA paNa na Avata. zIlA kahe che beTA ! tuM kaMIka te vicAra kara. huM tArI mAtA chuM. kizora kahyuM tAre bakavAda mAre sAMbhaLa nathI. tuM mAtA thaIne amArA upara sattA karavA AvI chuM. cAlI jA. ema kahIne bAraNuM baMdha karI dIdhuM. meTI AzAe AvelI zIlAnuM haiyuM tUTI gayuM. paga bhAMgI gayA. te nirAza thaIne pAchI amadAvAda AvI. bhAMgIne bhukkA thayelA AzAnA kinArA":- zIlA rAta divasa udAsa rahevA lAgI ne vicAravA lAgI aho ke A saMsAra che! je dIkarA upara meM AzAnA minArA bAMdhyA hatA te Aje tUTI paDayA. je dIkarAne enI mAtA janma ApIne traNa mahinAne mUkIne vidAya thaI hatI evA dIkarAne amRtane ghUMTaDA pAIne ucheryo. rAta divasa joyA vinA eNe tamAma bhoga ApIne pote A bAbatamAM bIlakula anubhavI na hovA chatAM eka anubhavI mAtA banIne chokarAne ucheravAmAM pitAnuM lehI reDyuM hatuM. e ja vahAlA dIkarAe Aje oramAna mA kahIne tiraskAra karyo. pite janmadAtA che ema samajIne ucheryA hatA. chokarAne khAtara pitAnA piyara javAne, pati sAthe haravA pharavAne badhe meha cheDI dIdhuM hatuM. pitAne saMtAna thayuM na hatuM chatAM kadI e vicAra karyo na hatuM ke mAre saMtAna nathI, e te enA patine ema ja kahetI ke mArA kamaleza ane kizora mAre mana lava-kuzanI jeDI che, mane bahu AnaMda che. Aje e ja dIkarAe ene uMcA zikhara uparathI lAta mArIne uMDI khAImAM dhakelI dIdhI. je mAtA vinAnA anAtha bALakone eNe pALyA e ja chekarAe ene anAtha banAvI dIdhI. jemane khAtara pite jiMdagI barabAda karI hatI te ja chokarAe Aje enA jIvanane chinnabhinna karI nAMkhyuM, tethI pati ane sAsu jatAM je AghAta lAgyo hato tenAthI paNa bhayaMkara AghAta Aje zIlAne lAgyuM. zIlAne be divasamAM pAchI AvelI joIne ADezIpADe zI kahevA lAgyA ke zIlA bahena ! tame muMbaI gayA hatA ne be divasamAM ja kema pAchA AvyA tyAre kahe che ke mAre kizera ane enI vahu mahine pharavA mATe gayA che eTale ghara baMdha hatuM tethI huM pAchI AvI. leke kahe tArA mukha upara ATalI badhI udAsInatA kema dekhAya che? zIlAe kahyuM Aje mane mArA pati khUba yAda AvyA che. bIjuM koI kAraNa nathI. juo, kizore ATaluM badhuM apamAna karyuM chatAM kaIne kahetI nathI, kAraNa ke e samajatI hatI ke game tema teya e kare che ne huM mAtA chu. je mAre enI mAtA banavuM hoya te mAre emanuM apamAna paNa gheLIne pI javuM joIe, ema samajIne enA manane vALI dIdhuM. gharamAM beThA je kAmakAja thAya te karIne divaso pasAra karavA lAgI.

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zAradA suvAsa kiranI bhUlane mApha karatI zIlA" -eka divasa zIlA vahelI uThIne sAmAyika pratikramaNa pUruM karI navakAramaMtranuM samaraNa karatI hatI tyAM acAnaka enuM bAraNuM khakhaDayuM. bAraNuM kholyuM te behAla dazAmAM kizorane Ave che. zIlA ekadama belI uThI beTA kizora ! Ama acAnaka kyAMthI? ne tArI A dazA kema? ema bolatAM zIlAe kizorane bAthamAM laI lIdhe ne mAthe hAtha pheravavA lAgI. kizora prazke ne dhake raDI pa ne kahyuM- bA ! A tArA nikura ane nAlAyaka karIne mApha kara. bA...meM tane na eLakhI. tuM AzAbhera mAre ghera AvI tyAre meM tAre tiraskAra karyo. meM tene dhakako mArane kADhI mUkI chatAM te te mane premathI ja lA. bA ! mArA pApe ja mArI kaMgAla dazA karI che. mAruM zuM thaze ? zIlAe premathI ka--beTA ! ciMtA na kara. A ghara tAruM ja che. kizora nA pApakarmanA udathI garIba thaI gaye hatuM eTale patnI piyara cAlI gaI. bIjA koIe tene sahakAra na Ape tyAre mAtAnA caraNe AvyuM. zIlA te zIlA ja hatI. teNe sahakAra Ape. kizAnI kha ughaDI gaIte be jhera pIne amRtanA ghUMTaDA pAnArI tArA jevI mAtA jagatamAM nahi maLe. Ama kahIne mAtAne bheTI paDaye. mAtAe tene premathI paMpALyo ne kahyu beTA ! tAro vAMka nathI. vAMka mArA pApakarmane che, paNa Aje mane mAro khovAI gayele zira pAdo maLe ene AnaMda che. thoDA divasamAM kizorane amadAvAdamAM sArI nokarI maLI gaI bIjI tarapha madrAsamAM kamaleze mitranA sAgathI vahepAra karyo. ene sArI kamANI thaI eTale gharabAra vasAvyA, pachI enA manamAM thayuM ke huM mArI mAtAne teDI AvuM, eTale e paNa AvI gayo. putra ane putravadhU baMne mAtAne maLyA ne kahyuM-bA ! ame tane levA AvyA chIe. zIlAe nA pADI paNa kamaleze kahyuM have ApaNe sAthe ja rahevuM che. khUba Agraha karIne kamaleze mAtA ane kizorane sAthe laI javA taiyAra karyA. kizoranI patnIne paNa teDAvI lIdhI. badhA madrAsamAM AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. baMne putro zIlAnI khUba sevA karavA lAgyA. zIlAne paNa putronI mAtA banyAne AnaMda thaye. sAthe saMsAranuM svarUpa paNa samajayuM. sukhamAM paNa anAsakta bhAve rahI dharmArAdhanAmAM jiMdagI pUrI karI. TUMkamAM saMsAramAM mAnavInuM dhAryuM kaMI thatuM nathI. juo, zIlA kevI keDabharI paraNI hatI paNa paraNIne nAnA bALake ucheravAmAM paDI. bALake thaDA moTA thayA tyAM pati ane sAsu cAlyA gayA, pachI kizere phaTako mAryo. te ja kizora garIba thaI jatAM pagamAM paDatuM Avyo, pachI moTe dIkaze teDavA AvyuM ne sukhanI ghaDI AvI. A rIte vicArIe te saMsAramAM kAMI sAra nathI. saMsArathI sarakI javAmAM ja sAra che. | nemakumAra paraNavA AvyA che paNa pazuDAne pikAra suNIne thaMbhI gayA, ane manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke jyAM hajAro nA mata thAya te zuM lagna kahevAya? AvA 9gna karavAthI zuM sukha maLe?

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74 jai majja kAraNA ee, hammAnti subaha jiyA / na me ' tu nisena', hegane mavitarUM // z. // zAdI suvAsa jo mArA ja kAraNathI A saghaLA jIvA haNAI jatA hAya te A hiMsA mArA mATe mekSagamanamAM kalyANakArI nahi thAya, arthAt hiMsAthI kadI mekSa thatA nathI. anukapA vRttinA divya prabhAve naimakumAranA hRdayane hacamacAvI mUkyuM. sauthI prathama temaNe vicAryuM... ke lagna kriyA jevI sAmAnya kriyAmAM paNa AvI ghera Rs'sA ! sheja jIbhanA svAda mATe ATalA mATo ana! sasAranA pAmara jIvA zuM khIjAnA duHkhA pArakhavAnI lAgaNI sAva khAi beThA haze ? AvA sAmAnya vicAra paNa temane nahi sphuratA hAya ! kharekhara, jyAM yAnI divya dRSTi ja nathI tyAM AvA vicArA kayAMthI Ave ? jyAM AMdhaLuM anukaraNa che tyAM viveka kayAMthI janme ? AvA pApathI bharelA saMbadhAmAM unnati kyAMthI thAya ? mArA nimitte thanArI A hiMsA mAre mATe paraleAkamAM zreyakArI nathI. temakumArane ciMtanamAM magna banelA joine sArathIe temanA mukha uparathI temanA bhAva jANIne vicAra karyo ke A prANIone cheDIne emanu rakSazu karavu e zreSakara che, evA naimakumArano vicAra che tema samajI teNe prabhunA vicAra anusAra pAMjarAmAM ane vADAmAM pUrelA saghaLA pazu pakSIone mukata kadavA mATe dvAra khAlI nAMkhyu, ane temanA pagamAMthI te gaLAmAMthI khaMdhana kApI nAMkhyA. AthI saghaLA jIvA khadhanamukta thatAM Ana'dita khanIne nirbhayapaNe vanamAM tapeAtAnA sthAne cAlyA gayA. A samaye temane keTalA ne kevA Ana thaye haze e tA e ja anubhavI zake. pi'jaramAMthI pazune cheDayA, sahu prANIo harakhAtA cAlyA, karUNAsmRti namakumAre, sarva jIvAne abhayadAna dIdhA. baMdhana chUTayA sukti meAja maLI... sArathIe vADA ane piMjarAnA dvAra khelI nAMkhyA, eTale pazu pakSIe Anadabhera nAsavA lAgyA. eka ja vADAmAM mA dvIkarA alaga paDI gayA hatA te ekabIjAne bheTI paDaghA, ane emanI bhASAmAM ekakhIjAne kahevA lAgyA ke ApaNe nhAtA kahetAM ke dayALu nemakumAra ApaNane maravA nahIM de. ApaNane jarUra macAvaze. kharekhara ? emaNe ApaNane acAvyA. A karUNAvata naimakumAra ! tamAru jaldI kalyANa thAo ema AzIrvAda ApatA khuza thatAM cAlyA gayA. kei mANasane phAMsInI zikSA mApha thAya te keTalA Ana Mda thAya ! tema pazu pakSIone AnaMda thaye. A pazu pakSIo teA ugrasena rAjAe pUrAvyA hatA, eTale enA upara emanI mAlikI hatI, chatAM (humata karIne sArathIe temane ba Mdhanamukta karyA tethI temakumAra khUba saMtuSTa ane prasanna thayA. huve temakumAra khuza thaIne sArathIne zu Apaze tenA bhAva avasare,

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zAradA yuvA caritra - jinasenakumAra ane caMpakamAlA baMne siMhaladvIpane sAgarataTe paheo. pachI rAjAnA vahANa ane mANasane tarata ja ravAnA karI dIdhA, ane pite baMne DIvAra ArAma karIne tyAMthI uThIne AgaLa cAlyA. zahera najIka eka suMdara sarevara AvyuM. sarovaramAM suMdara kamaLa khIlelA che. aneka prakAranA pakSIo AnaMda kilela karI rahyA che. AvuM suMdara sarovara joIne jinasena ane caMpakamAlA DI vAra tenA kinAre beThA. tyAM kaI bALaka karUNa svare raDate heya e avAja AvyuM. A sAMbhaLIne jinasenakumAra caMpakamAvAne kahe che keI bALaka raDatuM hoya e avAja saMbhaLAya che. najIkamAMthI ja avAja Ave che. keNa raDatuM haze? jinasenakumAra caMpakamAlAne kahe che tuM ahIM theDI vAra besaje, koNa raDe che? zA mATe raDe che ? e tapAsa karIne tene huM duHkhamukta karIne AvuM chuM. ApaNA jevA zUravIra AtmAo jyAM che tyAM kaI duHkhI na rahevuM joIe. ApaNAmAM je zakti che te duHkhI duHkha maTADavA e ApaNI pharaja che. caMpakamAlAe kahyuM nAtha ! ApanI vAta sAcI che. huM ApanA vicArane Teke ApuM chuM, paNa A ajANyA pradeza che mATe ekalA besatA mAruM mana mAnatuM nathI. jinasene kahyuM are caMpakamAlA ! tuM te zUravIra ne dhIra che. siMhaNane mAravA vakhate meM tAruM zUrAtana joyuM che ne ATalAmAM gabharAya che ? tuM zAMtithI besaje, tyAre caMpakamAlAe kahyuM-nAtha ! bhale, padhAre paNa kAma patAvIne jaladI pAchA Avajo. caMpakamAlAne sarovara pAse eka ghaTAdAra vRkSa nIce besADIne jinasenakumAra je dizAmAMthI raDavAno avAja AvatuM hatuM te te tarapha gaye. thoDe dUra game tyAM eka mAtAjInuM maMdira AvyuM. e maMdiramAMthI eka bALakane raDavAno avAja AvatuM hatuM eTale jinasenakumAra maMdiramAM gaye. bALakanI vahAre karUNAvaMta jinasena" :- keTalAka mANasoe daza-agiyAra varSanA eka bAluDAnI ceTa pakaDIne devInI sAme ubhe rAkhyuM hatuM. eka mANasanA hAthamAM talavAra hatI. te bALakane devIne bhega caDhAvavA mATe talavArathI teno vadha karavAnI taiyArImAM hatA evA samaye kumAra tyAM pahoMcI gaye. bALaka beThelA mANasonI sAme joIne AjIjI karatuM hatuM ke kAkA ! tame mane bacAve. huM tamArI pAse kaMI khAvAnuM nahi mAMguM. tame kaheze tema karIza paNa mAraze nahi. sAme cakamakatI talavAra jeIne te dhrujI uThayo che ne AMkhamAM AMsu sArate badhAne vinavI rahyo che paNa A kAkAe kayAM hatA? A te kasAI jevA hatA. emanA aMtaramAM karUNAne aMza paNa kyAMthI hoya ? chevaTe chokare badhA sAmuM joI nirAza thaI prabhune prArthanA karavA lAgyuM ke he bhagavAna! tamane paNa mArI dayA nathI AvatI ? bhagavAne ene pikAra sAMbhaLIne jANe jinasenakumArane na meka heya! tema hAthamAM talavAra laIne jinasenakumAra tyAM Avyo ne moTA avAje be he duSTa ! A niraparAdhI nirdoSa bALake tamAruM zuM bagADayuM che? ke tame ene AvI kara rIte mArI rahyA che? tame jarA vicAra te kare.

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721 zAradA suvAsa manuSyanI hiMsA karavAthI mahAna pApa lAge che. narakagatimAM bhaya kara duHkhA bhAgavavA paDe che, mATe tame A chokarAne cheDI do. A sAMbhaLI tyAM beThelA mANusA kapALe bhrakuTI caDhAvI lAla AMkha karIne kahe che tu' amArA kAryoMmAM vighna nAMkhanAro koNa che ? AvA zabdo elIne apazukana kayAM kare che! tuM amane kahenAra keNu ? cAlyA jA ahI'thI. nahitara tAruM AvI banaze. kuvara kahe haragIjha nahi. huM A cheAkarAne DAnyA vinA javAne nathI, tyAre mANusA kahe ema tA sAMbhaLa. pahale terI bali caDhAve, phira IsakA hama mAre, bIcame AyA baDA aDake, kayA kismata bagADe. jo tuM A karAne cheDAvavA mATe ja AvyA hAya tA e traNa kALamAM khanavAnu nathI, paNa enu khalidAna ApatA pahelAM tAru alidAna ApIzu, pachI enuM balidAna ApIzuM. tuM A chekarA khAtara tAru bhaviSya zA mATe bagADe che ? tArI mAtAne tuM aLakhAmaNA lAge che tethI ahI' maravA mATe AvyeA lAge che. jo tAre jIvavuM hAya tA cAlyA jA ahI'thI. amane tArI dayA Ave che. A sAMbhaLIne jinasenakumAra krodhathI dhamadhamI uThayeA ne siMhanI jema garjanA karIne kahe che hai duSTa ! tamane mArI yA Ave che paNa mane tamArI dayA Ave che. jo tamAre jIvavu hAya tA A bALakane cheDI do. jo nahi choDo teA huM tamane badhAne bhUMDA hAle mArI nAMkhIza. tamArAmAMthI ekane pazu jIvate nahi javA dauM', pachI koInI tAkAta nathI ke tamane cheDAvI zake. kuMvarane javAba sAMbhaLIne badhA mANaseA krodhe bharAyA te khelI uDaSA. pApI ! jo tane ATaluM badhu abhimAna che te taiAra thai jA, eTale jitasene hAthamAM talavAra lIdhI. jinasenakumAra ekalA hatA ne sAme ghaNAM mANaso hatA paNa jinasena te zuravIratAthI temanI sAme jhajhUmavA lAgyuM, sAmAsAmI talavAro jhajhUmavA lAgI. jitasene teA kaIkanA hAtha ne kakinA paga kApI nAMkhyA, enu parAkrama joine badhA ubhI pUMchaDIe bhAgyA. eka paNu ubhA na rahyo, eTale pelA chokarA niya banIne jinasenakumArane bheTI paDayA. ahe bhagavAna ! tame mane bacAvyeA, tame na AvyA haeNta te huM marI gayA haiAta, jema temakumAre pazuone cheDAvyA ne AnaMda thayA tevA AnaMda A bALakane thayuM. jinasene tenA mAthe hAtha pheravIne kahyu bhAI ! tuM kheMcI gayA tethI mane paNa mAna thayA. cAle!, have ApaNe jaie. " caMpakaeNmAlAne na jotAM ci MtAtura jitasena '- jitasetakumAra khALakane laIne jyAM caMpakamAlAne besADI hatI tyAM AvyA ne joyuM te caMpakamAlAne na joi eTale kuMvaranA hAzakoza uDI gayA. huM aDDI' emADIne gaye chuM ne eTalI vAramAM e kayAM gaI ! haju meM si'haladvIpamAM paga paNu mUkayA nathI ne te pahelA A zuM thaI gayuM? mane

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zAradA suvAsa badhAe siMhaladvIpa na AvavA mATe roye paNa huM rokI nahi ne AvyA te pahele ja keLiye mAkha AvI ! arere....caMpakamAlA ! tuM kyAM gaI? ema kahIne cAre tarapha daSTi karavA lAge. AjubAjumAM tapAsa karI paNa kyAMya caMpakamAlA dekhAI nahi. have jinasenakumArane te ciMtAno pAra na rahyo. bIjuM A chokarAne paNa sAcavavAno thaye. chokare pUche che kAkA ! tame ATalA badhA ciMtAtura kema cho? have jinasenakumAra A bALakane zuM javAba Apaze ne caMpakamAvAnI kevI rIte tapAsa karaze tenA bhAva avasara. vyAkhyAna naM 78 A suda 10 ne budhavAra tA. 11-10-78 anaMtajJAnI mahAnapurUe jagatanA jInA tAra mATe kalyANamayI vANuM prakAzI. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. temAM ApaNe tema-rAjulanA vivAhanI vAta cAle che. jemakumAra paraNavA mATe AvyA che. teo jAnanA ThAThamATha sAme ke ugrasena rAjAe pitAnA svAgata mATe kevuM nagara zaNagAryuM che ne ke maMDapa ra che te jotA nathI paNa teo te AtmasvarUpamAM sthira thayA che. AvA mahAnapurUSe pitAnA jIvana dvArA jagatanA jIvane samajAve che ke he AtmAe "TharyA vinA ThekANuM nathI ne aTakayA vinA amaratA nathI." kAraNa ke AtmAne mULa svabhAva sthira rahevAne che. eka paNa pradezanuM halanacalana karyA vagara anaMtakALa sudhI sthira rahI zakavAnI anaMta zakti AtmAmAM rahelI che. e zaktine pragaTapaNe saMpUrNa anubhava siddhagatinA AtmAo kare che. AtmAnI saMpUrNa sthiratAnA anubhavakALamAM anaMta sukhane teo anubhava kare che. sthiratAmAM sukha che ne asthiratAmAM duHkha che. kama saMganA kAraNe AtmAne svabhAva asthira banI gayuM che, chatAM saMsArI AtmAmAM apragaTapaNe sthiratA rahelI che. te sthiratA pragaTa thavAmAM rUkAvaTa karanAra karmane saMga che. karmasaMga chUTI jatAM AtmA saMpUrNarUpe sthira thaI jAya che. AmAnA A asala sthiratAnA svabhAvane pragaTa karavA ane karmanA saMgane dUra karavA tIrthakara bhagavatee mokSamArganI sthApanA karI che. te mokSamArganI prApti mATe dAna-zIyaLa-tapa-bhAva, jJAna-darzana-cAritra AdimAM mana-vacana-kAyAnI sthiratA keLavavI joIe. tamArA saMsAranA kArya paNa sthiratA vinA kadI siddha thatA nathI. vidyArthIone parIkSAmAM sArA naMbare pAsa thaIne DIgrI meLavavA mATe caMcaLa cittane abhyAsamAM sthira karavuM paDe che. nAmuM lakhanArAo nAmuM lakhatI vakhate cittane ekadama sthira karI de che. eka khAtAnI rakama bIjA khAtAmAM khatavAtI nathI. jenA khAtAnI je rakama hoya te tenA khAtAmAM ja khavAya che. amukanuM khAtu amuka pAne che te paNa cepaDA lakhanArAonA

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zAradA suvAsa hoya che. tenuM kAraNa tame samajI gayA ne? e bAbatamAM te tame khUba hoMziyAra che. mAre tamane kahevuM nahi paDe. tenuM kAraNa eka ja che ke cittanI sthiratApUrvaka copaDA lakhyA che. Aje duniyAmAM thatI navI zodhakheLanI saphaLatA mATe mukhya kAraNa sthiratA che. kaI paNa mANase kaI paNa kAryamAM saphaLatA meLavI hoya agara kaI kaLA siddha karI heya te tene tame pUchI jojo ke tame A kaLA kevI rIte hastagata karI? tamane kAryamAM saphaLatA kevI rIte maLI? te e tamane ema ja kaheze ke kAryanI saphaLatAmAM ane kaLA siddha karavAmAM mukhya kAraNa meM keLavelI sthiratA che. je vyavahAramAM paNa kAryane siddha karavA mATe sthiratA mukhya bhAga bhajave che te pachI Atmika guNenI siddhi mATe janma-maraNAdi dukhethI bharelA saMsArathI chUTavA mATe ane anaMta sukhethI bharelA mekSane meLavavA mATe keTalI sthiratA keLavavI joIe teno vicAra karaje. atyAra sudhImAM kaI paNa AtmAe sthiratA vinA keIpaNa kAryanI siddhi karI nathI. jyAM sudhI anAsakta bhAva sahita sthiratApUrvaka dharmakriyAe nahi thAya tyAM sudhI te dharmakriyAomAM AvelI sthiratA paNa moTe bhAge Asakti sAvavALI hoya che. tenAthI puNya baMdhAya che. te puNyathI dhana, vaibhava vigere sukha sAmagrI maLe che ane dharma sAmagrIno vega paNa maLe che paNa AsaktipUrvaka dharmakriyA karI hevAthI dharmanA saMskAra paDatA nathI ane AtmAmAM joradAra mahAdanA saMskAra paDelA hevAthI te samaye jene dhana vigere saMsAra sukhanI sAmagrI upara joradAra AkarSaNa thAya che paNa dharma sAmagrI pratye AkarSaNa thatuM nathI. dhanAdinuM AkarSaNa jIva pAse aneka pApakarmo karAve che. pApakarmomAM rasa pedA kare che tethI joradAra pApakarmo baMdhAya che ane te joradAra baMdhAyela pApakarmothI jIvane asaMkhyAta ke anaMtakALa sudhI naraka tiryaMcAdi durgatiomAM bhaTakavuM paDe che. durgationA dArUNa duHkhathI bacavA mATe jIve dharmakriyAmAM nirAzasabhAvapUrvaka sthiratA lAvavAnI jarUra che. dUdhanuM tapeluM bhareluM hoya temAM je lIMbunA rasanA traNa cAra TapA paDI jAya te dUdhane phADIne nakAmuM banAvI de che, tema dharmakriyAmAM rahelI asthiratA ane AzaMsA dharmakriyAne nakAmI banAvI de che. saMsAranA sukha mATe vidyA sAdhavA gayelA vidyAsAdhake vidyAnI sAdhanA karatI vakhate kevA sthira banI jAya che ! rAvaNa vidyA sAdhavA mATe jaMgalamAM tallIna banIne Asana lagAvIne besI gaye ne sthira banIne vidyAne jApa karavA lAgyA. te vakhate deva tenI parIkSA karavA mATe aneka prakAranA anukULa ane pratikULa upadra karavA lAge. dee ApelA aneka prakAranA upadra rAvaNe sahana karyA. kaSTa vakhate cittane bilakula calAyamAna thavA dIdhuM nahi te badhI vidyAo siddha thaI, ane kaSTa vakhate kuMbhakarNa ane vibhiSaNanuM citta jarA asthira banyuM. te temane badhI vidyAo siddha na thaI. have vicAra kare ke saMsAra sukha mATe vidyA sAdhavAnI kaLAmAM je ATalI badhI sthiratA rAkhavI paDe che te mekSanA sukha mATe dharmakriyAomAM keTalI badhI sthiratA rAkhavI joIe ?

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zAradA suvAsa 79 saMsAranA sukhamAM rahelI joradAra sthiratA je nabaLI paDe te dharmamAM sthiratA Ave. anaMtakALathI jIve pAMca IndriyenA anukULa viSamAM ghaNI sthiratA keLavI che tethI A bhavamAM sahaja rIte te pAMca IndrinA viSaye tarapha AkarSAya che, tevI ja rIte je jIva makSasAdhaka dharmamAM sthira thaI jAya te bhavAMtaramAM paNa tenI sAme mekSa sAdhaka dharma AvatAM te dharma tarapha AkarSAze. anukULa zabdAdi viSaya tarapha deTa lagAvavAnA kAraNe te atyAra sudhI saMsAramAM bhaTake ane aneka prakAranA bhayaMkara duHkhe bhagavyA. have je mekSamArga rUpa dharma sAme deTa lagAve te tenA pratApe jyAM sudhI mokSa na maLe tyAM sudhI tene saMsAramAM anukULa zabda rUpAdi viSayenI sAmagrI maLe te paNa enA aMtaramAM mokSamArga jhaLahaLatuM rahe. baMdhaka munine 500 ziSyae maraNAMta upasarga vakhate kevI sthiratA keLavI hatI te jANe che ne ? e vAta tame ghaNI vAra sAMbhaLI gayA che ke eka bAju ghANImAM hADakA taDataDa tUTavA lAgyA, naso tUTavA lAgI ane lehInA phuvArA uDayA. zarIra pIlAvA lAgyuM tyAre bIjI bAju AtmAmAM adbhUta sthiratA rAkhI. A sthiratA kyAMthI AvI? bhAvanAthI. kaI bhAvanAthI he jIva! te A zarIrane mATe AnAthI paNa ghaNuM bhayaMkara pIDAo parAdhInapaNe raDI raDIne duzmanAvaTa keLavIne sahana karI che paNa AtmA mATe svAdhInapaNe hasatA hasatA mitratA keLavIne sahana karI nathI. roI reIne parAdhInapaNe zarIra khAtara pIDAe sahana karI hovA chatAM te sahana karelI pIDAoe avaMtIpIDA vadhArI che. je A vartamAnamAM udayamAM AvelI pIDAone hasatA hasatA sahana karI lauM te sarva pIDAothI mukata thaI jAuM. atyAra sudhI saMsAranA sukha mATe sahana karelI pIDAomAM anaMtamA bhAganI paNa A pIDA nathI, mATe A pIDAthI gabharAvAnuM zuM? AvI rIte baMdhakamuni, jhAMjharIyA muni, gajasukumAla Adi mahAtmAoe maraNAMta upasarga vakhate kSamAdi daza prakAranA dharmamAM sthiratA keLavI te tenA prabhAve kSapaka zreNI mAMDIne karmone kSaya karIne kevaLa jJAna pAmIne mekSamAM jaI anaMta sukhanA bhetA banyA. devAnupriye! ATaluM sAMbhaLavA chatAM jIvane saMsArane moha kema chUTa nathI? enuM kAraNa aMtaranA uMDANamAMthI vicAra karatAM mane lAge che ke jIve saMsAramAM khUba sthira che tethI saMsArathI chUTI zakatA nathI, tethI dhana, bhoga viSaye Adi asthira hovA chatAM jIva tene sthira mAnI tenI khAtara joradAra karmo bAMdhe che. te sthiratAne tyAMthI khaseDI mokSa sAdhaka dharmamAM laI javI che. dharmamAM sthiratA eTale samakitamAM sthiratA, dezavirati ane sarvavirati dharmamAM sthiratA. A sthiratA maraNAMta upasargo vakhate jIvane makkama banAve che. sthiratA eTale mana, vacana, kAyAnI ekAgratA. AvI dharmanI ritharatAnA svarUpane tathA tenA phaLane samajIne temaja saMsAranI sthiratAnA svarUpane samajIne, adharmanI sthiratAthI sarakIne dharmanI sthiratA keLavI manuSyabhavamAM maLelI uttama sAmagrIne saphaLa karI che. A avasara cUkyA te pharIne A amUlya avasara maLa muzkela che.

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730 zAradA suvAsa ApaNu adhikAranA nAyakelananA utsAha ane mahatsavamAM paNa teoe Atma svarUpamAM keTalI sthiratA keLavI haze ke vAjiMtronA gagana bhedI sUramAM paNa pazu pakSIonA rUdanane avAja emanA aMtara sudhI pahoMcI gaye. temanA manamAM maMthana zarU thayuM ke ekabAju lagnanI zaraNAInA sUra gaganane bhedI nAkhe che, tyAre bIjI tarapha A nirdoSa pazuo bicArA karUNa kalpAMta kare che. A mArAthI kema saDana thAya AvuM paraNavA javAnuM paNa kema game? A rAMkaDA pazu pakSIone abhayadAna maLavuM ja joIe. AvAnemakumAranA aMtaranA bhAva jANIne sArathIe vADAma thI ane piMjaramAMthI pazu pakSIone baMdhanathI mukta karI dIdhA eTale jema jelamAMthI jelI chuTene AnaMda thAya, bhUkhyAne bhejana maLe, tarasyAne pAchuM maLe, aMdhAne AMkha ane pAMgaLAne paNa maLe ne eTale AnaMda thAya tethI paNa adhika AnaMda A pazu-pakSIone abhayadAna maLatAM thayA. pazuone AnaMda thaye tenAthI adhika AnaMda jemakumArane thaye. e AnaMda ane harSanI khuzAlImAM emaNe sArathIne khUba dhanyavAda ApyA ne kahyuM ke sArathI ! tArI vIratAne dhanyavAda che. tAruM kAryo joIne huM khuza thaye chuM. kemakumAre bhASAthI sArathIne dhanyavAda ApyA. ghaNAM mANase kaI sAruM kArya kare tyAre vacana dvArA prasannatA vyakta kare che paNa enI kadara karatA nathI, paNa nemakumAranA dhanyavAda lUkhA na hatA. teo samajatA hatA ke moDhAnA dhanyavAda ke vAha vAha khAvA pIvAnA ke paheravA oDhavAnA kAmamAM AvatA nathI. meDhAnA dhanyavAda saMsAra vyavahAramAM gRhasthane sahAya karI zakatA nathI, tema meDhAnA dhanyavAdathI tene AnaMda paNa thatuM nathI, eTale kemakumAra sArathIne meDhAne dhanyavAda ApIne khuza thaIne besI na rahyA paNa sArathIne khuza karavA mATe zuM karyuM, so kuDalANa' juyala, suttaga ca mhaaylo| AbharaNANi ya sayANi, sArahissa paNAmae // 20 // e mahAna yazasvI bhAvimAM tIrthakara bhagavAna banavAvALA nemakumAre potAnA kAnamAMthI kuMDaLe kADhayA, e kuMDaLamAM jaDelA rane atyaMta kimatI hatA. enA upara sUryanA kiraNe paDatAM e ratnamAMthI tejamaya kiraNe nIkaLatA hatA. evA kiMmatI ratno kuMDaLamAM jaDelA hatA. evA kuMDaLe jaladIthI kAnamAMthI utArI nAkhyA, pachI hAthamAMthI bAjubaMdha, keDamAMthI kare, kaMThamAMthI sAta serA, navarA hIrA, mANeka, motI jaDelA kiMmatI hAra, AMgaLIomAM paherelA veDha ane vI TI A badhuM eka pachI eka utAravA lAgyA. A jaIne sArathI paNa vicAramAM paDI gayA ke jemakumAra paraNyA pahelA ja badhA AbhUSaNe kema utAre che? tyAM te nemakumAre badhA AbhUSaNe utArIne sArathIne ApI dIdhA. utkRSTa bhAve AbharaNuM utAryA, ApyA sArathIne hAtha (2) nathI paraNavuM have mAre, chone mukta karyA Aja (2) e e kaNasAgare karUNuM karI, zIkhavyA ahiMsAnA pATha jo =

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zAradA suvAsa 731 nemakumAre zarIra uparathI jhaDapabhera AbharaNe utAryA, dhIme dhIme nahi, tame te kaMika Ape to vicAra kare ke keTaluM ApuM? zuM ApuM? kemakumAre evo vicAra na karyo paNa utkRSTa bhAve udAratAthI zarIra upara paherelA nAnA moTA badhA dAgIne utArIne pazu pakSIone abhayadAna ApyuM tenI khuzAlImAM sArathIne InAma tarIke ApI dIdhA. te kiMmatI alaMkAro maLavAthI sArathIne keTale badhe AnaMda thaye haze? ene anubhava te te sArathI pite karI zake ane tame badhA paNa karI zake, kAraNa ke A te tamArA anubhavanI vAta che ne? nemakumAranuM pharamAna":- have kemakumAra sArathIne kahe che ke sArathI ! tuM hAthIne pAcho vALa. A sAMbhaLI sArathI stabdha banI gaye. saheja acakAIne Azcarya sAthe kemakumArane kahe che kumAra ! haju te teraNadvAre pahoMcyA nathI ne hAthI pAcho vALavAnuM kema kahe che ? ApanA dilamAM mArA lagna nimitte pazu pakSIonI hiMsA thaze e vAtanuM duHkha hatuM, to pazu pakSIone te ApaNe cheDI mUkyA. have hiMsAne prazna rahetuM nathI, pachI zA mATe pAchA pharo che? huM hAthIne pAcho nahi vALuM. teNe AvIne lagna karyA vinA pAchA pharavuM te Apane mATe yogya nathI, mATe Apa A bAbatamAM vicAra kare, tyAre nemakumAre kahyuM sArathI! e bAbatamAM tAre ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI. sArathIe kahyuM che AyuSyamAna ! je ke ApanA hukamanuM pAlana karavuM e mAruM kartavya che. ApanA hukamathI viruddha kaMI karavAne ke kahevAne mane kaMI adhikAra nathI, chatAM huM Apane prArthanA te avazya karI zakuM chuM, te huM namrapaNe Apane prArthanA karuM chuM ke Apa ApanA hukama upara pharIne eka vAra vicAra karavA kRpA karo. Apa lagna mATe haze harakhe jAna joDIne ahIM AvyA ne lagna karyA vinA toraNadvAra AgaLa AvIne pAchA pharavuM te Apa jevA uttama purUSa mATe ucita nathI. ApanA meTAbhAI kRSNamahArAjA paNa Apane koI rIte pAchA pharavA deze nahiM. hAthI pAchA pharatA macelo kelAhala - sArathInA praznanA javAbamAM nemakumAre gaMbhIratApUrvaka kahyuM ke huM mArA kartavyane barAbara samajuM chuM. meM je kaMI karyuM che te khUba vicAra karIne karyuM che. A bAbatamAM tamAre ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI. tame huM kahuM tema kare. game tema te ya sArathI te ciThThIne cAkara che. zeDa e zeTha ane cAkara te cAkara, zeThanA vaTahukama AgaLa cAkaranuM bicArAnuM zuM cAle ? sArathI nemakumAra AgaLa vadhu belI zake nahi, eNe nemakumAranA hakama mujaba hAthI pAcho vALe. nemakumArane hAthI pAcho vaLe joIne AkhI jAnamAM kolAhala macI gayo ke nemakumArane hAthI pAcho pharyo. AgaLa sainya ane sAbelA hatA. temane khabara paDI eTale AgaLanA mANase deDatA pAchaLa AvyA ane kRSNa vAsudeva, samudravijaya Adi daza dazAha rAjAe pAchaLa hatA. temane khabara paDatAM teo badhA deDatA AvyA. kuNuvAsudeve A vAta sAMbhaLI tyAre emanA

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732 zAradA suvAsa dilamAM khUba duHkha thayuM ke mArA bhAIne A zuM thaI gayuM? teo khUba ciMtAtura banI gayA, kAraNa ke jAnanA AgevAna pita hatA. jemakumAranA vivAha mATe rAjematInuM mAMgu karavA paNa pite AvyA hatA, eTale kemakumAranA pitA samudravijaya rAjA karatAM kRSNa vAsudevanI javAbadArI vadhu hatI, tethI temanA manamAM thayuM ke mArA bhAIe hAthI kema pAchA pheravyuM ? kRSNava sudeva, daza dazAI rAjAo badhA nemakumAranA hAthIne gherI vaLyA. rAjematIne lAgela AghAta :- A tarapha rAjematI jamaNI AMkha ane jamaNuM aMga pharakayuM tyArathI ciMtAtura banelI hatI. tenI sakhIo tene ciMtA dUra karavA samajAvI rahI hatI rAjamatI sakhI enI vAta sAMbhaLatI sajaLanetre kemakumAra sAme joI rahI hatI, ane manamAM aneka prakAranA aniSTonI AzaMkA karI rahI hatI. eTalAmAM teNe najarenajara joyuM ke kemakumAranA sArathIe vADAmAM ane pAMjarAmAM pUrAyelA pazu pakSIone baMdhanathI mukta karI dIdhA ane pitAnA badhA AbhUSaNe utArIne sArathIne ApI dIdhA ne pitAne hAthI pAcho pheravyo. A badhuM joIne rAjematInI zaMkA daDha thatI gaI ane jyAM nemakumArane hAthI pAcho pharyo te joIne tenI dhIraja taddana khUTI gaI ne mUrzita banIne pRthvI upara paDI gaI. juo, A saMsArane meha ke che ! nemakumAra zA mATe pAchA pharyA e vAta rAjematI jANatI nathI, temaja te potAnI sAthe lagna nahi ja kare te paNa jANatI nathI chatAM nemanA hAthIne pAchA pharate je tyAM bebhAna banI gaI, eTale enI sakhIo kahe che bahena rAjemata ! tuM A zuM kare che? jo to kharI. hamaNAM nemakumAra Avaze. te svastha bana, paNa rAjematI kaMI belatI nathI eTale sakhIo tene paMkha vaDe havA nAMkhavA lAgI, kaI pANInI jhArI laIne zItaLa pANI chAMTavA lAgI. A tarapha ugrasenanA mahelamAM khabara paDI ke vararAjA pAchA pharyA che tethI rAjematI machita banIne pRthvI para DhaLI paDI che. A samAcAra vAyuvege badhe phelAI gayA. mahelamAM thate AnaMda pramoda baMdha thaI gayA. vAjA vAgatA baMdha thaI gayA. ugrasena rAjA ane dhAraNa rANInA aMtaramAM bhayaMkara AghAta lAgyuM. teo badhA deDatA rAjesatI pAse AvyA ne tenI mUcha dUra karavAnA prayatna karavA lAgyA. rAjenatI mUrzita thavAthI ugrasena rAjAnA mahelamAM khaLabhaLATa macI gayo ane memakumAra pAchA vaLavAthI jAnamAM khaLabhaLATa macI gayo. varapakSa ane kanyApakSa baMne pakSamAM azAMta utpanna thaI. baMnenA vaDIle ciMtAtura banI gayA. rAjematIne zuddhamAM lAvavA sau prayatna kare che. have kRSNavAsudeva nemakumAra pAse Avaze ne samajAvaze paNa nagInA nema samajaze ke nahIM tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - jinasena Ave tyAM caMpakamAlA gUma" -jinasenakumAra caMpakamAlA nahi maLavAthI ciMtAtura banI gaye tyAre pele daza varSane bALaka pUche che ke kAkA ! tame ATalA badhA kema gabharAI gayA che? tamane zuM ciMtA che? jinasenakumAre kahyuM

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7 ) zAradA suvAsa bAba! tAre raDavAno avAja sAMbhaLIne huM devInA maMdire AvyA tyAre mArI patnIne huM ahIM besADIne AvyuM hatuM. huM tane laIne Avyo tyAre te dekhAtI nathI, tethI mane enI ciMtA thAya che ke tenuM zuM thayuM haze ? tene kaI uThAvI gayuM haze? te kayAM gaI haze? A sAMbhaLIne bALakanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA ne raDate raDe kahevA lAge kAkA ! tame to mane jIvatadAna dIdhuM. tame mArI vahAre AvyA ne tamAre mAthe AvuM duHkha AvI paDyuM? jinasenakumAra kahe che have mAre caMcakamAvAnI zodha karavA javuM che paNa huM tane tAre ghera pahoMcADI dauM. tuM kahe tAruM ghara kyAM che ? bALake kahyuM kAkA ! A siMhaladvIpanA nagarazeThano huM dIkare chuM. A najIkanA zaheramAM ja mAruM ghara che. jinasenakumAra bALakanA batAvyA pramANe ene laIne ghera Ave. gharamAM zeTha-zeThANI pitAnA lADIlA putranA vigathI raDatA ne jhUratA hatA. tyAM acAnaka putrane Avela jeIne zeThanA harSano pAra na rahyo. jema maDadAne jIvana maLyuM hoya tema ubhA thaIne putrane bAthamAM laIne pUchyuMbeTA! A koNa che? tuM kevI rIte AvyA? ame te tArI zodha karIne thAkyA paNa tAre patto na lAgyuM, eTale tArA viyegathI jhUratA hatA tyAM tuM AvI gaye, tyAre bALake kahyuMbA - bApujI! mane bacAvanAra A parama upakArI purUSa che. e mArA bhagavAna che. mAruM mota thavAnI taiyArI hatI. jo e na AvyA hatA te mArA jIvanane aMta AvI gayo hota. emane jeTale upakAra mAnIe teTale e che. che. Ama kahIne pitAne je je vitaka vatI hatI te kahI sAMbhaLAvI. zeTha-zeThANa A vAta sAMbhaLIne jinasenakumAranA caraNamAM paDI gayA ne pitAnA putrane bacAvavA badala tene khUba upakAra mAnyo. jamavAne samaya thaye eTale kahe che bhAI! tame pahelA jamI le. ApanI ame zuM sevA karIe ke ApanA upakAranA kaNamAMthI ame mukta banI zakIe ! jinasenakumAre kahyuM meM koI upakAra karyo nathI. meM te mArI pharaja bajAvI che. mAre jamavuM nathI. Apane keI kAma hoya te kaho. nahitara huM jAuM chuM. zeTha-zeThANuM kahe che bhAI! be divasa te rekAo. Apane zuM utAvaLa che? tyAre chokarAe kahyuM bA-bApujI! e mane choDAvavA AvyA ne pAchaLa emanI patnI guma thaI che, eTale te ciMtAtura banI gayA che. zeTha-zeThANuM kahe che bhAI! tame ciMtA na kare, ame Apane A kAryamAM amArAthI banaze teTalI madada karIzuM. amArA putrane bacAvavA jatAM ApanA mAthe AvI Aphata AvI paDI ! kharekhara, A te dhamane ghera ghADa paDI che. ApanuM duHkha te amAruM ja duHkha che, mATe Apa ahIM rokAI jAo. ApaNe zodha zarU karIzuM. Ama vAta kare che tyAM eka mANasa AvIne zeTha-zeThANIne kahe cheApaNuM gAmamAM eka AzcaryakArI ghaTanA banI che. te tamane khabara che? zeTha -zeThANuM kahe che ame kaMI jANatA nathI. zuM vAta che ? kahe, tyAre AvanAra mANase kahyuM-ApaNA nagaramAM eka vezyA rahe che tene tyAM eka rUparUpanA avatAra samAna kanyA

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74 zAradA suvAsa AvI che te vezyAnA makAnamAM moTA holanA bAraNuM baMdha karIne beThI che. daravAjA kholavA mATe vezyAe khUba mahenata karI, chevaTe khuda mahArAjA gayA paNa dvAra khulatA nathI. zahera ke saba naranArI, jAve tamAzA dekhana kAja, kuMvara kahe tuma mujhe batAve, vezyAka ghara Aja. zeTha! tame ciMtAmAM hatA tethI khabara nahi hoya AkhA gAmanI prajA vezyAne ghera tamAro jevA gaI che. keI gharamAM rahyuM nathI. A sAMbhaLIne jinasenakumAranA manamAM thayuM ke kadAca caMpakamAlA ja tyAM AvI hoya te ! mAre tyAM tapAsa karavI joIe, eTale eNe zeThane kahyuM mane vezyAnuM ghara batAve. mane paNa e tamAro jovAnuM mana thayuM che. nagarazeTha jinasenakumArane laIne vezyAne ghera AvyA te tyAM te mANasane pAra nathI. siMhaladvIpanA mahArAjA paNa tyAM beThA che. rAjAe dvAra khelAvavA. khUba mahenata karI paNa na khUlyuM tyAre rAjA vezyAne kahe che te vezyA ! e strI tAre ghera hAlI cAlIne AvI che ke tuM upADIne lAvI che? zuM vAta che e mAre jANavuM che, mATe tuM mane satya kahe. je tuM satya vAta nahi jaNAve te huM A talavArathI tAruM mastaka uDAvI daIza. A sAMbhaLIne vezyA te dhrujI uThI, kAraNa ke maraNane Dara kene nathI lAgatuM? rAjAe maraNane Dara batAvyuM eTale vezyA kahe che sAheba! huM satya vAta kahuM chuM. Apa sAMbhaLe. maraNanA DarathI vezyAe kahelI satya vAta" - huM sarovara kinAre pharavA mATe gaI hatI, tyAM vRkSa nIce eka apsarA jevI suMdara strI beDI hatI. meM ene pUchyuM ke bAI! tuM zuM che? ane A sarovaranI pALe kema beDI che? tyAre eNe kahyuM ke mArA pati kaI raDe che tene bacAvavA gayA che tethI huM ahIM beThI chuM. e devarUpa jevI kanyAne joIne mArI dAnata bagaDI. manamAM ema thayuM ke je A strI mAre ghera Ave te. mAre kamANI sArI thAya. eTale A mAyAjALa racI. sAheba ! meM ene kahyuM ke bhAbhI ! mArA bhAI mAre ghera AvI gayA che. te tamArI rAha jue che mATe cAle. tyAre eNe kahyuM A gAmamAM mArA naNaMda rahetA nathI ne tame keNa cho ? tyAre meM ene kahyuM ke tArI vAta sAcI che. huM tArI sagI naNaMda nathI paNa kAkAjInI dIkarI chuM, eTale eNe vAta sAcI mAnI ane te mAre ghera AvI. AvIne tarata eNe mane pUchyuM ke tamArA bhAI kayAM che? meM thoDIvAra baDAnA kADhayA ke bahAra gayA che hamaNAM Avaze, paNa bhAI AvyA nahi ane mArA gharanI raheNIkaraNI joIne ene lAgyuM ke A mArI naNaMdanuM ghara hoya tema lAgatuM nathI, tethI teNe mane pUchayuM ke tamArA gharanA AcAravicAra kevA che? meM ene kahyuM bAI! A tArI naNaMdanuM ghara nathI. A te vezyAnuM ghara che. tAre roja navA navA svAMga sajIne navA navA purUSane rIjhavI rUpiyAnI TaMkazALa pADavAnI. A mArA gharanA

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sArA apAya 5 AcAra-vicAra che. A sAMbhaLIne e bAI khUba kapAyamAna thaI ane lAhathama AMkha karIne kahyuM-dukha ! tuM mane kapaTa karIne lAvI chuM. have joI le, huM tane barAbara batAvI daIza. ema kahIne aMdara jaIne jozathI bAraNuM baMdha karI dIdhuM. kalAka, be kalAka thaI paNa bAraNuM khelyuM nahi tyAre meM khUba khakhaDAvyuM te paNa eNe khelyuM nahi. mArA nakara cAkare dvArA mahenata karAvI te paNa dvAra khulyuM nahi. Ama karatAM savAra paDI te paNa daravAjA na khUlyA, tethI huM khUba gabharAI gaI ne Apane khabara ApyA ne Apa AvyA. A satya vAta meM Apane jaNAvI, have jinasenakumAra tyAM ubhe che. teNe badhI vAta sAMbhaLI. have rAjA vezyAne kevI dhamakI Apaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 79 A suda 11ne gurUvAra tA. 12-10-78 anaMtajJAnI mahApurUSe pharamAve che ke he sukhapipAsu jIvaDA ! tAre sukha joItuM hoya ne dukhathI mukta banavuM hoya te tuM pApane nAza kara. pApane nAza thavAthI je sukha maLaze te sukhane AnaMda alaukika haze. e sukha kaI lUMTI zakaze ke chInavI zakaze nahi. tamArA mAnelA sukhe jIvane kSaNika AnaMda Apaze paNa tenI pAchaLa duHkhanI gherI chAyA ubhelI che, mATe je sukha sadA sukha ja rahe ne duHkhanA rUpamAM pheravAI na jAya evuM sukha meLavavuM heya te pApano nAza kare. Ajane mAnavI sukha meLavavA duHkhanAza karavAnA prayatna karI rahyo che, paNa jJAnI kahe che ke dukhanAza ane pApanAza A baMnemAM vadhu mahatva kevuM? ene vicAra karI karyo che khare? ajJAnI duHkhanAzane mahatva Ape che, kAraNa ke e pratyakSa lAbhane jenArA che. jyAre jJAnI ane samaju AtmAone pApanAza vadhu mahatvanuM dekhAya che. e samaje che ke pApane nAza karatAM duHkhane nAza te thavAne ja che. jenA pApa nAza pAmyA enA duHkha te nAza pAmavAnA che. duHkhano nAza karavA jatAM pariNAme duHkha vadhu gherI banavAnA. duHkhono dAvAnala pApanA peTelamAMthI jAge che. A dAvAnaLane zAMta karavAne upAya e che ke pApanA peTrolane dUra khaseDI devuM. jyAM sudhI pApanuM peTrola khase nahi tyAM sudhI dAvAnaLa zAMta thAya nahi, mATe duHkhanAza karatAM pApanAzanI mahattA vadhu che. pApano nAza regane mULamAMthI dUra kare che, eTale ke pApanAza thatAM duHkhano paNa nAza thaI jAya che. jyAre duHkhane na za bakaruM kADhIne uMTane praveza karAve che, kAraNa ke bhautika sukhane pyAsI jIvaDe bAhya duHkhanAza karavA aneka kAvAdAvA ane pApa kare che eTale navA pApa be dhAya che ne pariNAme duHkha bhegavavuM paDe che. duHkhanAzaka sAdhanomAM bAhya sukha sagavaDanA upAya AvI zake. A dukhanAzaka sAdhane uparathI dukhane dura karatA dekhAya che paraMtu enA dvArA duHkhanA mULIyA upara ghA

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731 zAradI suvAsa paDatA nathI. jyAre pApanAzaka sAdhano sAmAyika, pratikramaNu, mALA, tapa-tyAga, satya, nIti, sadAcAra Adi kadAca bahArathI kAine duHkha dura karanArA na dekhAtA hAya paNa e tA duHkhanA mULIyA pApa upara ja sIdhe ghA kare che. du:khanAzaka sAdhanA saMsAranA mAtraLIyA para ugelA duHkhanA kAMTAone upara uparathI nAza kare che jyAre pApanAzaka sAdhanA duHkhanA kAMTAone mULamAMthI ukheDI nAMkhe che. duHkhanAzaka sAdhanAthI avazya duHkha dUra thaI jaze ema nizcata kahI zakAya nahiM paNa pApanAzaka sAdhanA pAse te evuM svataMtra sAma che ke du:khanA punarAgamanane naka ratA nakkara kela e ApI zake. duHkhanAzaka ane pApanAzaka sAdhanA vacce ATalu badhu' aMtara che. A aMtaranI sAme AMkhamIcAmaNA karI pApanAzaka sAdhanA karatAM duHkhanAzaka sAdhanAnuM vadhu mahatva Apavu. e keTalI ajJAnatA ! jemane pApanAzanI mahattA vadhu samajAi che evA naimakumAranI ApaNe vAta cAle che. temakumAre pazu-pakSIne piMjaramAMthI cheDAvyA ne potAnA hAthI tyAMthI pAchA vALyA. nemakumAre hAthI pALe vaLyA che ema khabara paDatA kRSNajI vigere jAnaiyAo ciMtAtura banIne temakumArane hAthI pAche pheravavAnuM kAraNa pUchavA lAgyA eTale sArathIe adhI vAta kahI saMbhaLAvI. te sAMbhaLIne kRSNajI Adi yAdava kahevA lAgyA ke naimakumAre pazupakSIo upara karUNA karIne temane cheDAvyA ane sArathIne potAnA AbhUSA inAmamAM ApI dIdhA. badhI vAta ThIka che. e vAtane ame anucita nathI kahetA paNa pachI tAradvAra tarapha na jatAM hAthIne pAcho vALavAnuM kAraNa zuM? ,, "namakumArane samajAvatA kRSNavAsudeva ' :- kRSNavAsudeva nemakumAra pAse AvIne kahe che mArA laghu madhavA ! A teM zuM karyuM? raMgamAM bhaMga kayAM pADaDyo ? tAraNu dvAra najIka AvIne Ama ekAeka pAchA pharo te sAru kahevAya ? emAM ApaNA yAdavakuLanI ze bhA zI? kAI jIva dubhAya temAM tame rAjI nathI tethI tame badhA pazupakSIone cheDAvI mUkayA. pachI zu che ? have kaiAI jIvano vadha thavAno nathI pachI zA mATe pAchA pho che? lagnanA muhurta nA samaya thaI gayA che. lagnanA muhurta vakhate Ama acAnaka pAchA pharavuM te tamane zAle che? have jaldI hAthIne tAraNudvAra tarapha calAvA, lagnanu muhurta vItI jAya che, tyAre temakumAre kahyuM-mATAbhAI ! have tame mane pAchA pharavAno Agraha kare nahi, mane mArA mArge javA do, tyAre kRSNajIe kahyuM-zuM tame lagna karyAM vinA ja pAchA pharaze ? tame ema paraNyA vinA chUTI javA IcchatA haze paNa ame tamane paraNyA vinA pAchA javA devAnA nathI. tame jo lagna karyA vinA pAchA phare te lako tamane te amane zu' kaheze ? ane rAjulanI zI dazA thaze ? tene tame jarA vicAra karyAM ? "kRSNajIne javAma ApatA temakumAra " - temakumAre kahyu'-moTAbhAI ! tamArI dRSTie ema lAge che ke huM vararAjA banIne paraNavA AvyA chuM paNa huM kaMI paraNavA Avya nathI. mArI paraNavAnI icchA paNa na hatI ane meM paraNavAnI hA paNa pADI nathI. mArA

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bhAbhIe badhA bhegA thaIne mane paraNavA mATe samajAvatA hatA, mArI majAka uDAvatA hatA ne mana phAve tema bolatA hatA tyAre mane heja hasavuM AvI gayuM ke A mehanIya karmanuM nATaka kevuM che. e uparathI emaNe anumAna karyuM ke nema paraNavA mATe khuzI che, eTale temaNe asatya pracAra karI dIdhuM ke kemakumAre lagna karavAnI vAtano svIkAra karyo che. Apa badhAe e vAta sAcI mAnIne mArA vivAha nakakI karyA. A bAbatamAM meM virodha uThAvye nahi tenuM kAraNa eka ja che ke mAre mAMsabhakSaNa karanArA yAdavene temaja samasta jagatane ahiMsAnA pATha zIkhave hate. e A lagnane uddeza che. e udezane paripUrNa karavA mATe huM jAuM chuM. mane keIrekaze nahi, tyAre kRSNavAsudeva, samudravijaya rAjA vigere kahe che bhAI! tuM kaMIka te samaja, teNethI AvIne kaI vararAjA pAchA pharyA heya evuM haju sudhI yAdavakuLanA ItihAsamAM banyuM nathI ane tame cAlyA jAo te yAdavakuLanI AbarU zuM raheze? mATe pAchA vaLe. ahIM kRSNavAsudeva nemakumArane samajAve che. bIjI tarapha rAjematI kalpAMta karatI bolavA lAgI ane vidhAtA! te A zuM karyuM? mane paraNyA vagara ja nemakumAra zA mATe teNethI pAchA pharyA haze? zuM emane kaMI ochuM AvyuM haze! kaMI samajAtuM nathI. AMgaNe AvelA nema pAchA pharI jAya-rAjalanI AMkhe AMsuDA vahI jAya, keDabharI kanyAnuM kALajuM kapAya-gnehabharyA seNulA enA sarI jAya, nirdoSa prANIonI hiMsA nihALI, nemajIne aMtara anukaMpA jAgI, pazuone cheDIne pAchA vaLIyA, Aza bharI e rAjulane tyAgI, varaNAgI vara vItarAgI thaIne jAya-hoMzIlA jAnaiyAnA heza uDI jAya... | nemakumAra sAthe paraNavA mATe rAjule manamAM kevA kevA keDa karyA hatA. kSaNa pahelAM te nemakumArane joIne pitAnA bhAgyanI keTalI prazaMsA karI rahI hatI. e badhA enA keDa adhUrA rahI gayA. AzAnA minArA tUTI gayA. nemakumArane pAchA vaLatA joIne rAjula pachADa khAIne paDI gaI. ugrasena rAjA ane dhAraNa rANI paNa theDI vAra te bebhAna banI gayA. bhAnamAM AvyA tyAre lamaNe hAtha daIne bolavA lAgyA ahe bhagavAna! zuM dhAryuM hatuM ne zuM thaI gayuM? mane te mArI lADalI dIkarI rAjematIne paraNAvavAnA keTalA keDa hatA ! e mATe te meM jAna teDAvI. huM mAnate hatuM ke meM amArI dIkarI satyabhAmAne te yAdavakuLamAM paraNAvI che ane bIjIne paraNAvuM chuM te be bahenone AnaMda Avaze. arere...jemakumAra ! je tamAre Ama ja karavuM hatuM te zA mATe meTA upADe jAna joDIne AvyA? tame pazupakSIone mArI rajA vagara choDAvI mUkayA chatAM e vAta meM jatI karI. agara tame pahelAthI ja kahyuM hatuM te huM mAMsajana na karAvata paNa AvuM zA mATe karyuM? mArI lADIlI dIkarI sAmuM paNa na joyuM ! enI dazA kevI thaI che? zA. su. 47

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zAradA suvAsa "nema pAchA pharatA sakhIoe karela kaTAkSa" -rAjematInI sakhIe rAjematIne 'bhAnamAM lAvavA mATe upacAra karI rahI che. A tarapha tenA pitAjI ugrasena rAjAnI paNa dayAjanaka sthiti thaI che. A joIne rAjematInI sakhIo ekabIjAne vyaMgamAM kahe che naimakumAranI vAta ja mUkI de ne. teAraNe AvIne pAchA pharyAM e zuM emanuM DahApaNu kahevAya? khIjI kahe che paNa e paraNavA ja kayAM mAnyA hatA! e tA pazuDAenI dayA karavA AvyA hatA, tyAre trIjI sakhI kahe che e naimakumArane mana pazunI kiMmata lAge eTale pazuDAone raDatA joine emanA dilamAM dayA AvI paNa rAjematI raDe che enu zu? emanA dilamAM rAjemato pratye dayA nathI. emaNe pazunI dayA karI paNa mANasanI dayA na karI. emaNe evA paNa vicArana karyuM ke rAjulanu zuM thaze ? tyAre cArthI sakhI kahe che bahena ! enI vAta ja choDI do ne, etA meTA lokonI mATI vAte hAya. yAdavakuLa mATu ne khAnadAna kahevAya. A naimakumAre AvuM nATaka karyuM. have emanA kuLanI AbarU upara pANI pheravyuM. Ama eka pachI eka sakhIo vyaMgamAM vAta karavA lAgI. rAjematI vacamAM gheADI vAra bhAnamAM Ave che tyAre sakhIonA zabdo sAMbhaLIne khele che sakhI! tame A zuM bele che ? temakumAra tA mahAna pavitra che. emanI tame ni MdA na karazo, tyAre sakhIo kahe che bahena ! zu na bAle ! emaNe teAraNe AvIne pAchA pharatA kaMi vicAra karyAM che! amAru` te haiyu cIrAI jAya che, amArI sakhInI ArvI dazA karanAra e vaLI keNu ? rAjematInI AMkhamAMthI AMsuDAnI dhAra vahe che te ghaDIkamAM bhAnamAM Ave che ne ghaDIkamAM bebhAna banI jAya che. bhAnamAM Ave tyAre khele che ke arere..temakumAra ! tame AvyA paNa mane maLyA paNa nahiM ! eka vakhata te maLavuM hatuM ne ! Ama kahIne vilApa kare che. rAjematIne raDatI joIne mAtA-pitA, sakhIe badhA raDe che. A tarapha kRSNa vAsudeva nemakumArane pAchA tANe javA mATe samajAvatA kahe che vorA ! Ama paraNyA vinA pAchA na vaLAya. tame Ama karo te amArI Ijjata zu` raheze ! saune peAtAno meA ne pratiSThA vahAlI hAya che, ApaNA yAdavakuLa viSe leAkA zu zu khelaze tenA tamane khyAla che ? nemakumAra kahe che paNa tamArI ijjata ne pratiSThAne kalaMka lAge evuM meM zuM kArya karyu che ? ke tame badhA A rIte kahA che! samajo te Aje yAdavA emanI maryAdA ulladhI gayA che, emane samajAvavA mATe ja mArI mahenata che. dvArakA nivAsI yAdavAne Aje kayA sukhanI khAmI che ! emane sarva prakAranuM saoNMsArika sukha prApta thayuM che. dhana-jana sarva prakAre te unnata che. ATalu sukha maLavA chatAM temane sa MtASa na thayA tethI mATA bhAganA yAdaveA Aje yAdavakuLanI maryAdAnuM ullaMdhana karIne mAMsa ane madirApAnamAM mAnavajIvananI sArthakatA mAnavA lAgyA che. peAtAnA sukha mATe te khIjA jIvAnI hatyA kare che. peAtAnA sukha-duHkhanA temane khyAla Ave che paNu khIjAne keTalu' duHkha thatu haze enA te tee vicAra karatA ja nathI. koI mANasa athavA koI deva petAnA sukha mATe 93

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zAha suvAsa 739 temane duHkha Ape te zuM tame duHkha ApanAranuM kRtya sAruM mAnaze? Apa te dukha ApanAra vyaktinA kRtyane zuM anyAyI athavA anucita nahi kaha? je Apane duHkha ApanAra vyaktinA kAryane anyAyI athavA anucita kArya karanAra Apa kahI zako che te pitAnA sukhane mATe jeone dukhamAM nAMkhavAmAM Ave che te che zuM pitAne dukha ApanAranA kAryane anucita nahi. kahe? je kAryathI pitAne duHkha thAya che te kAryathI bIjAne duHkha nahi thatuM hoya ? avazya thAya, paNa leke pitAnA svArthamAM A vAta bhUlI jAya che, ane e ja kAraNe mAMsane mATe aneka pazu pakSIonI hiMsA kare che, ane tenAthI je lagnAdi kA maMgalakArya manAya che te lagnAdi prasaMgamAM keTalA ivenuM amaMgala thaI jAya che. keTalA janI nirdayatApUrvaka hiMsA karavAmAM Ave che. e bAbatamAM kedI keIe vicAra karyo che khare? pitAnuM maMgala IcchavuM ne bIjAnuM amaMgala karavuM e konA gharane nyAya che! Apa badhA A bAbatamAM barAbara vicAra kare. jemakumAra A pramANe kRSNane kahI rahyA che. bIjI bAju rAjula kalpAMta karI rahI che. have rAjulane tenA mAtA pitA kevI rIte samajAvaze te avasare. caritra: "daravAjA nahi khulatA rAjAne thayele gabharATa" - jinasenakumAranI patnI caMpakamAlA guma thaI tethI te ciMtAtura banI gayuM hatuM. tyAM teNe jANyuM ke AzcaryakAraka ghaTanA banI che ane AkhuM gAma jevA umaTyuM che. A sAMbhaLIne jinasena kumAra zeThane sAthe laIne te vezyAne ghera AvyuM. te samaye rAjAe vezyAne maraNanI dhamakI ApIne satya vAta kahevAno hukama karyo eTale teNe rAjAne satya vAta jaNAvI dIdhI.. vezyAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjAne tenA upara khUba krodha Avye ne kahyuM he pApaNI ! eka te tuM pApa karIne peTa bhare che ane pAchuM bIju A pApanuM kAma kyAM karyuM? nakkI A bAI keI satI devI joIe. satI strIne AvuM kaSTa ApavAthI je e kapAyamAna thaze ne zrApa Apaze te tArA pApe AkhA nagaranA lekene bALIne bhasma karI mUkaze. A daravAjA game tema karIne khelAvavA jAIe. vezyA kahe che vAta sAcI che paNa thavAnuM hatuM te thaI gayuM. have zuM karuM! meM te ghaNI mahenata karI paNa daravAjA khulatA nathI. Apa khelA. rAjAe pite daravAjA pAse jaIne khUba jorathI khakhaDAvyA ane moTA avAje kahyuM bahena! tame je hoya te daravAjA khele, paNa keNa sAMbhaLe ? daravAjA kholavAnI vAta te dUra rahI paNa javAba paNa ApatI nathI. rAjAthI dvAra na khulyA tyAre bIjA ghaNuM mANaso AvyA paNa kenI tAkAta che ke dvAra khelAvI zake. aMdarathI javAba na maLe ane bAraNuM paNa na khulyuM eTale mahArAjAe hukama karyo ke A daravAjA teDI nAMkhe, tethI rAjAnA mANase moTA zastro lAvIne bAraNuM teDavA lAgyA paNa kaI rIte lAkaDAnA daravAjA tUTatA nathI. nahitara lAkaDAnA daravAjAne teDatA zI vAra? paNa ahIM te eka jAduM thayuM heya tema je kaI daravAjAne ghA karavA jAya che te te ghA pitAnA upara ja Ave che

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zAzA apAya paNa karavAne tIrADa paDatI nathI. A joIne lokonA manamAM Azcarya thayuM ke A zuM? zanA moTA moTA hAthI dvArA prayatno karyA chatAM daravAjA na khulyA. chevaTe baLavAna mahelo ane ddhAone teDAvyA. temaNe khUba mahenata karI paNa kaI rIte daravAjo khulatuM nathI. satInA satItvano prabhAva"- rAjAe ATalA vAnA karyA chatAM daravAje saheja paNa hAlyo nahi tyAre rAjAnI hiMmata khUTI gaI ke have zuM thaze? nakkI kaI devI lAge che. nahitara Ama kema bane ? rAjAe kahyuM e dvAra khelatI nathI ke javAba paNa ApatI nathI, te he subhaTe! tame ema kare ke chAparA upara caDhIne ekAda be naLIyA kADhIne pilANamAMthI juo ke e bAI aMdara zuM kare che, eTale mANase te chApare caDyA ne aMdara daSTi karI. tyAM satIe kahyuM ke he duSTa! je mArA sAme daSTi karaze te baLI jazo. ema kahIne emanI sAme talavAra dharI. te talavAramAMthI taNakhA uDayA. tenAthI janArA mANasanA zarIramAM kALI baLatarA thavA lAgI eTale tarata bhAgIne rAjA pAse AvyA ne badhI vAta karI. A sAMbhaLIne rAjAnA Azcaryano pAra na rahyo. A banAva banavAthI kaI paNa have enI sAme javAnI IcchA karatuM ja nathI. jinasenanuM zurAtanapaNuM" - ATalA badhA prayatno karavA chatAM dvAra na khulyA eTale rAjAnI mUMjhavaNane pAra na rahyo. te ciMtA karavA lAgyA ke have zuM karavuM? A devIne kapa kevI rIte zAMta kare? Ama vicAra karatA hatA A tarapha caMpakamAvAne pati jinasenakumAra tyAM ja hatuM. teNe A badhuM joyuM. eTale enA manamAM thayuM ke kadAca caMpakamAlA paNa hoI zake. daravAjA kholavA mATe ATalI mahenata karavA chatAM na khulyA tyAre kSatriyane bacce jinasenakumAra ubhe thaIne kahe che a! ATalA badhA zuravIra kSatriya ahIM beThA che emAMthI keInI tAkAta nathI ke A daravAjA elI zake? zuM kSatriyanuM kSatriyapaNuM cAlyuM gayuM che? tamArAmAM madaI ja nathI lAgatI ke daravAjA belI zakatA nathI. je na bolI zake te khADe chedIne daTAI mare. eka strIne jItavI temAM zI moTI vAta che. kahuM chuM ke tamArA jIvataramAM dhULa paDI. bhUmike bhAra meM jAnuM, je svAmIkI ciMtA nahi TALe. yadi hukama he te kavADa khulA huM, bele bhUpata Ale. je subhaTe pitAnA mahArAjAnI ciMtA dura na kare e te pRthvI upara bhArarUpa che. he mahArAjA ! je ApanI AjJA heya te huM A dvAra kheluM. jinasenakumAranA zabda sAMbhaLIne badhA kSatriya samasamI uThayA ke AnI uMmara te nAnI dekhAya che ne nAne meDha maTI vAta karI rahyo che. ApaNuM te eNe haDahaDatuM apamAna karyuM che. have ApaNe joIe ke e ke dvAra khele che ! rAjAe kahyuM he dezI musAphara ! A kAma

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zAztA suvAsa 687 kaMI sahelu nathI. te mArA subhaTo mATe AvA zabdo uccArIne temanu ghera apamAna karyu che. jo tArAmAM zakti hAya te pahelA kAma karI batAva pachI khela. nAnA meDha mATI jAtA na kara, tuM kahe che ne ke daravAjA kheAlavA emAM zI meATI vAta che ? te tu khuzIthI daravAjA khAla. daravAjo khulaze te tane meATu' inAma ApIza, ane jo nahi khule tA talavArathI tAruM mAthu uDAvI daIza. jinasenakumAre kahyu mane e zarata maMjura che. huM hamaNAM dvAra kheAlIza. A tarapha kSatriyA tenA upara gusse thayA che ne khele che e zu khAlavAnA che? na khAle teA rAjAe mAthu levAnu` kahyuM che te ThIka karyuM che. A rIte vAtA kare che. have jinasenakumAra kevI rIte dvAra khAlaze tenA bhAva avasare, V * vyAkhyAna na. 0 AsA suda 12 ne zukravAra tA. 13-10-78 syAdvAdanA sarjaka, bhavAbhavanA bhedaka, mamatAnA mAraka, samatAnA dhAraka evA bhagavaMtAnA mukhamAMthI arelI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. bhagavAnanI vANInA ekeka zabdamAM anaMta bhAveA bharelA che. prabhunI vANI eTale tattvajJAnanI saravANI. saMsAranA tApathI aLyAjhaLyA jIvAne mATe zItaLa pANI samAna che. bhavAbhavathI tRSAtura banelA AtmA mATe amRtanI jhArI samAna che. vItarAga prabhunI vANI eTale bhavya jIveAnA hRdayanA tArane aNuaNuAvanArI preraNAtmaka kavitA che. A vANIne aMtaramAM utArI tenA upara zraddhA karIne ghaNAM AtmA saMsAra sAgarane tarI gayA che. majabUta lAkaDAnI gAMThane cIravA mATe zraddhArUpI kuhADAnI jarUra che. zraddhA eTale samyagdarzana. vItarAga vacana upara jIvane rUcI thAya, zraddhA thAya eTale samyakdazana Ave, ane samyagUdazana Ave eTale saMsAra pazti thayA vinA rahe nahi. vItarAga prabhunA amUlya ane maMtratulya vacanAmRtamAM AvI tAkAta rahelI che. evI vIra prabhunI aMtima vANI uttarAdhyayana sUtranA mAvIsamA adhyayananA ApaNe adhikAra cAle che. taimakumAre pazupakSIone baMdhanamAMthI mukta karAvyA ne paraNyA vinA peAtAnA hArthI tyAMthI pAchA vALyA, tyAre kRSNavAsudeve temane khUba samajAvyA paNa temakumAre temane ahiMsAnuM svarUpa samajAvyuM ne kahyuM lagna jevA ma`gala prasaMgeAmAM peAtAnu maMgala Icchavu ane khIjAnuM amaMgala karavu e kAnA gharanA nyAya ! Apa badhA A vAtanA khUba vicAra karo. khIjI tarapha temakumAra teAraNethI pAchA pharyAM te joine rAjematI bebhAna thaIne paDI gaI ane kALA kalpAMta karavA lAgI, bhAnamAM Ave che tyAre jhUrApA karatI kahe che e nagInA tema! tame mArA pratye rahema na karI ! tame mane choDIne kayAM cAlyA gayA ?

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zAradA suvAsa "rAjulane raDatI joI mAtApitAe vyakata karelA bhAva" - rAjematIne zrApa karatI joIne tenI mAtA kahe che beTA rAjula! nema teraNe AvIne pAchA pharyA te zA kAraNe pharyA e te tuM jANe che ne? hA, bA. pazuone kalpAMta sAMbhaLIne emane dayA AvI ane teo pAchA vaLyA che. dhAraNa devI kahe che beTA! have tuM ene bhUlI jA. ene pazuonI dayA AvI paNa mArI vahAlI dIkarInI dayA na AvI. emane je paraNavuM na hatuM te jAna joDIne zA mATe AvyA? A te teNe AvIne pAchA pharIne emaNe amAruM vera apamAna karyuM che. A vAtane Teke ApatA ugrasena rAjAe kahyuM je mANasa sAdhu thavA Icchate heya, jenuM mana tyAgamAM ja ramaNatA karatuM hoya ene ApaNI dIkarI devAmAM sAra nathI. je thayuM te sAruM thayuM ke lagna karyA vinA ja pAchA pharyA. kadAca ApaNuM rAjulanA lagna thaI gayA hatA ane paraNyA pachI e sAdhu jevuM jIvana jIvata te ApaNI rAjulanuM zuM thAta? ApaNAthI kahevAta nahi ne sahevAta nahi. ApaNuM hadaya baLI jAta. rAjematInI sakhIo paNa mAtApitAnI vAtane Teke ApavA lAgI. ' mAtA pitAne javAba ApatI rAjula":- mAtA pitAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjula kahe che ke mAtA-pitA ! tame A zuM belI rahyA che? kemakumAra e sAmAnya purUSa nathI, mahAna purUSa che. tame emane oLakhyA nathI. emaNe tamAruM zuM apamAna karyuM che? mAre kadAca avinaya lAge te mApha karaje paNa emanuM namatuM na bolaze. A sAMbhaLIne ugrasena rAjA kahe che beTA! tane lAge ke zuM apamAna karyuM che paNa tuM haja bALaka che. tane khabara na paDe paNa vicAra kara. varSonA vahANAM vAI jaze paNa jagatamAM ema kahevAze ke samudravijayanA naMda nemakumAra ugrasenanI beTIne paraNavA gayA ne teNethI pAchA pharyA. A bAbatamAM ajANa leke aneka prakAranA vicAra karaze. emaNe mane jaNAvyuM heta te emane je nahotuM gamatuM e huM na karata paNa AvuM zA mATe karyuM? A bAbatanuM amane bahu duHkha thayuM che. ATaluM belatAM ugrasena rAjA ane dhAraNI rANInuM haiyuM bharAI AvyuM. tamane badhAne ema thatuM haze ke kemakumAra rAjematIne maLyA nathI. te paraNavA AvIne teNethI pAchA pharI gayA, tethI mAtA pitAnA dilamAM duHkha sAthe krodha Ave che tyAre rAjematIne nemakumAra pratye ATale badhe rAga kema che? kemakumAranuM keI namatuM bAle che te enuM kALajuM kapAI jAya che. enuM kAraNa eka ja che ke ene nemakumAra sAthe ATha ATha bhavanI prItaDI che. nema pAchA vaLyA enuM enA dilamAM pArAvAra dukha thAya che. enuM hRdaya ghavAI jAya che, vilApa kare che ne ghaDIkamAM bebhAna thaIne pRthvI para paDI jAya che.

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zALA svAsa rAjula kare re vilApanemajI nahIM re maLe. mArA haiyAnA hAra, mArI AkhenA tArane jI. ApaNe nema rAjulanA ATha bhavanI vAta AvI gaI ne! temAM tame sAMbhaLyuM ne ke teo manuSyanA bhavamAM baMne pati patnI banatA hatA ane chelle saMsAranI asAratA samajIne dIkSA letA hatA. dIkSA laI AyuSya pUrNa karIne devalekamAM jatA. tyAM teo eka ja devalekamAM devapaNe utpanna thatA hatA. AvI ATha ATha bhavanI gADha prIti che eTale rAjula rUdana kare che ke mArA haiyAne hAra nema mane nahi maLe? rAjulane vilApa sAMbhaLIne mAtA pitA kahe che he vahAlI dIkarI! tuM A vilApa cheDI de. nemakumArane AMTI mAre evA eka ekathI caDhIyAtA muratIyA A jagatamAM che. huM nemathI paNa sAre muratI zodhIne tane paraNAvIza. have nema sAthe paraNavAmAM sAra nathI, kAraNa ke jemaNe indriyone jItI lIdhI che, jene viSa viSanA kaTorA jevA lAgyA che enI sAthe paraNavAmAM tane zuM sukha maLavAnuM che? mATe je thayuM te sAruM thayuM. tuM have badhI ciMtA choDIne svastha bana.. rAjematI kahe che te mAtA-pitA ! tame Ama zA mATe belo che? AvA tyAgI yegI jevA pati paNa mahAna bhAgya heya te maLe che. je e mane paraNyA hatA te mane khUba AnaMda thAta. A saMsAramAM bhegI pati te ghaNIvAra maLyA paNa AtmAnuM utthAna karAvanAra gI: pati nathI maLyA. huM kemakumAranI sAthe jaLa ane kamaLanI mAphaka alipta jIvana jIvata, paNa e mane paraNyA vinA tarachoDIne cAlyA gayA e AghAtanuM harakha mane nahi bhUlAya. tame emane eTaluM te kahevaDAve ke mane eka vAra maLavA mATe Ave, tyAre enI sakhIo kahe che te rAjula! tuM te kevI ghelI che ! jemaNe tArA sAmuM joyuM nathI, tane cheDIne cAlyA che ene haju tAre maLavuM che? mAtA-pitA paNa kahe che je amAruM apamAna karIne gayA ene maLavA paNa kevI rIte bolAvIe? kadAca mAna cheDIne ene bolAvIe te paNa AvavAnA nathI. rAjula zaramAtA zaramAtA kahe che pitAjI ! emAM tamAru savamAna kyAM haNAya che ? tyAre ugrasena rAjA kahe che beTA ! saune pitAnuM svamAna vahAluM che. huM paNa ATaluM moTuM rAjya laIne beTho chuM. A pramANe vAtacIta thAya che tyAre ugrasena rAjAne maMtrI kahe che mahArAjA ! tame ciMtA na kare. kRSNavAsudeva, samudravijaya rAjA vigere moTA moTA mANase kemakumArane pharatA gherI vaLyA che, ane emane toraNe AvavA mATe vinavI rahyA che, eTale mane lAge che ke kemakumAra badhAnI vinavaNIne mAna ApIne pAchA pharaze. A sAMbhaLI ugrasena rAjA ugra banIne kahe che ke have te. e paraNavA Ave te ya mAre mArI dIkarI enI sAthe paraNAvavI nathI. mArI dIkarIne enA karatAM sAro vara maLaze. samajANuM, A saMsAranuM nATaka kevuM che. tame paisA kharcIne nATaka jevA jAo cho ne? paNa huM te kahuM chuM ke tamAre saMsAra e eka nATaka che. nATaka

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744 , zArAsavAya jatAM samaya kyAM pasAra thaI jAya che tenI khabara paDatI nathI tema jIvane. saMsArarUpI nATaka jotAM jiMdagI pasAra thaI jAya che, ane AtmAnI sAdhanA karyA vinA jIva cAlyo jAya che, pachI pazcAtApa karaze te kAMI nahi vaLe. ahIM AtmAne sparzatuM eka kalpita deTAMta yAda Ave che. eka sAva nAnakaDA gAmamAM eka garIba vaNika vasate hate. enuM nAma te jIvarAjabhAI hatuM paNa garIba hato eTale sau ene ja kahIne bolAvatA hatA. Aje te jyAM juo tyAM paisAnA jamAna che. pAse paisA hoya te sau mAna sanmAna Ape che ne mAnapAnathI belave che. A jIvarAjabhAInI nAnakaDI hATaDI jevI dukAna hatI. mAMDa mAMDa gujarAna calAve teTaluM te kamAte hate. sAdhAraNa sthiti eTale sAruM khAvApIvAnuM ke kapaDA paNa sArA kyAMthI maLe? ghaNe vakhata e gAmaDAmAM rahyo. samaya jatAM jIvarAjabhAInA kaMIka puNyano udaya thaye eTale dhIme dhIme e paisA kamAye. be traNa varSamAM enI pAse rU. pAMca hajAranI muDI bhegI thaI eTale temanA harakhano pAra na rahyo. tamArA manamAM kadAca thaze ke pAMca hajAra rUpiyA e kaMI muDI kahevAya? bhAI ! jenI pAse lAkha rUpiyAnI milkata hoya ene mana pAMca hajAranI kiMmata na hoya paNa jene pAMca rUpiyA paNa mAMDa maLatA hoya ene mana pAMca hajAra te pAMca lAkha jevA lAge che. A jIvarAjabhAI pAse pAMca hajAra rUpiyA bhegA thayA eTale e uMcA uMcA mane the ghaDavA lAgyuM. enA manamAM thayuM ke AvA gAmaDAmAM have mAre nathI rahevuM, kAraNa ke A gAmamAM mANase paNa halakI kemanA rahe che. khAvA pIvAnuM paNa halakuM ne vahepAra dhaMdhe paNa e ja cAle che. huM ATalA varSe A gAmaDAmAM rahyo tyAre mAMDa pAMca hajAra kamAya. have te A gAmaDuM choDIne keI moTA zaheramAM jAuM ne vahepAra dhaMdhe karuM. A vicAra karIne jIvAbhAIe potAnI pAse je senuM-cAMdI-rUpiyA ne kapaDA hatAM te badhuM bheguM karIne eka poTalI bAMdhI ane pitAnA gAmanI bAjumAM AvelA nAnA sTezanethI meTA zaheramAM javA nIkaLyA. rastAmAM ene khUba kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI paNa nAnA sTezanamAM te kaMI khAvApIvAnuM maLe nahi. AgaLa jatAM moTuM jaMkazana AvyuM. tyAMthI cAre dizAmAM javAya, ane cAre dizAethI avAya ane tyAM gADI paNa eka kalAka rekAya. jIvarAjabhAIne khabara paDI ke A te meTuM jaMkazana AvyuM ane ahIM eka kalAka gADI rokAvAnI che. eTale jIvarAjabhAI nIce utaryA. tyAM te emaNe ghaNI jAtanA mevA, mIThAI ane phaLa phUTanI ghaNI dukAne joI. e te khuza khuza thaI gayA kAraNa ke taddana nAnakaDA gAmaDAmAM atyAra sudhI rahyA hatA eTale emaNe AvuM kaMI joyuM na hatuM. mevA, mIThAI ane phaLanI dukAne pahela vahelI temaNe joI, ane temane bhUkha paNa kakaDIne lAgI hatI eTale khAvA mATe enuM mana lalacAyuM, tethI levA javA mATe paga

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zAradA suvAsa upADe. tyAM rastAmAM eka jagyAe nATaka cAlatuM hatuM. tenA sAme jIvAbhAInI dRSTi gaI. eTale jovA mATe ene paga tyAM thebhI gaye. ene A nATakane khela jovAnI khUba majhA AvI gaI, tethI te jovA mATe ubho rahyo. manamAM vicAra karyo ke mevA mIThAInI dukAne kyAM cAlI javAnI che, gADI eka kalAka rokAvAnI che ane paisAnI piTalI te mArI pAse che ema vicArIne nATaka jevA ubho rahyo, 00 kalAka thayo eTale vadhAre sarasa dazya jevAnuM AvyuM. jIvAbhAI vicAra kare che ke A nATaka bahu sarasa che. gADI upaDavAnI vAra che mATe joI lau. evAmAM bIje 0 kalAka vItI gaye, saheja AgaLa gayA tyAM enA karatA vadhu suMdara dazya AvyuM, eTale pAchA jIvAbhAI manamAM belyA ke bhale mane bhUkha lAgI. A dukAne te sAme ja che, paisA mArI pAse che ne gADI kalAka rokAvAnI che te A suMdara khela jAte kema karAya? temAM 0 kalAka nIkaLI gaye, AgaLa gaye tyAM traNe dazyane Takakara mAre evuM zuM dazya AvyuM, eTale jIvAbhAI te AMkhe phADIne jevA lAgyA. leke nATaka joIne tALIo vagADavA lAgyA. A jIvAbhAI paNa piTalI nIce mUkIne tALIo vagADavA lAgyA. emAM jIvAbhAIne TAImane khyAla na rahyo ne gADI upaDavAnI sITI vAgI, eTale jIvarAjabhAI jhabakyA ne koIne pUchayuM-bhAI! A sITI zenI vAgI? tyAre kahyuM ke gADI upaDavAnI soTI vAge che. jIvarAjabhAI kahe che zuM gADI upaDe che? meM te haju khAdhuM paNa nathI. are, nATaka jevAmAM ja samaya pasAra thaI gaye. ema aphasesa karate gADI upaDavAnI taiyArImAM nIce mUkelI piTalI levA gaye te piTalI maLe nahi. ATaluM moTuM jaMkazana haya, mANasanI ThaTha jAmI hoya ane pite nATaka jovAmAM mazagUla banI gaye hoya tyAM nIce mUkelI piTalI rahe kharI? jIvAbhAI te pioTalInI zodha karavA lAgyA. pioTalInI zodha karavA jatAM gADI upaDI gaI jIvAbhAI ne te khAI zakayA ke na gADImAM jaI zakyA. barake pAse hatuM te paNa gumAvI dIdhuM ne hatA tevA thaI gayA. A te jIvarAjabhAI vaNikanI ApaNe eka kapita vAta karI paNa have AtmA sAthe ghaTAvIe. anAdi nigada te gAmaDuM ane ApaNe AtmA te jIvarAjabhAI. ApaNe AtmA pelA gAmaDA samAna nigodamAM anaMtakALa rahyo nigodamAM rahele jIvarAja ekendriyapaNamAM zuM vahepAra karI zake? tyAM enI pAse manabaLa ke vacanabaLa nathI hotuM. phakata eka kAyabaLa hoya che. te paNa ati suma. tenAthI zuM banI zake? vyavahAramAM eka junI kahevata che ne ke "paMDa raLe peTa bharAya paNa kaMI mUDIvALA na thavAya," tema nigedamAM kaMI vahepAra ke vakare na thAya pachI mUDI kayAMthI thAya? tyAM nigodamAM akAma nirjarA karIne kaMIka puNya rUpI muDI ekaThI karI tenAthI bAdarapaNuM pAme. tenAthI AgaLa vadhatA vasANAmAM beIndriya, teIndriya, caurandriyapaNuM prApta karIne AgaLa vadhe eTale kaMIka muDI thavAthI vahepAra vadhAryo.

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zirada yuvA vilendriyamAM vacanabaLa maLavAthI zakita vadhI, vahepAra vadhe tethI muDI paNa vadhI. tenA aMge saMjJI paMcendriyapaNamAM tiryacapaNuM pAme eTale manabaLa vayuM, tethI vicAra karavAnI zakti maLI. tyAM parAdhInapaNe kaSTa sahana karatA akAma nirjara karI jIvarAjabhAI pitAnI puNyarUpI muDI ekaTho karIne manuSyagati rUpI zaheranA jaMkazanamAM AvyuM. A jaMkazanamAM AvyuM tyAre anaMtI lamI rUpI ekSalakSamI meLavavAnI kharekharI kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI hatI tethI cAritra rUpI dukAnanI tapAsa karI paNa mAtApitAnA lADakoDanA pahelA khele ene mUMjhavyuM. tyAre jIvarAjabhAI e manathI vicAra karyo ke A manuSyagati rUpI zaheranA jaMkazanamAM AyuSya pramANe gADI rokAvAnI che. puSya rUpI muDI mArI pAse che, ane cAritranI dukAne te jyAre joIe tyAre khulI che. A nATakane pahele khela. mAtA pitAnA lADakeDamAM ucharatA jIvarAjabhAI e paheluM bALapaNanA nATakanuM dazya joIne yuvAnImAM praveza karyo. tyAM bIje khela patnIne e khela AgaLa pahele khela jhAMkhe lAge tyAM patnInA mehamAM muMjhAye, ane manamAM be ke haju AyuSya ghaNuM bAkI che. puNya rUpI muDI mArI pAse che. cAritranI dukAne cAlI javAnI nathI. A khelanI majhA koI ora che. e kema jatI karAya ? A bIjA patnInA nATakanA khelanI majhA pUrI thaI nathI tyAM te trIjo khela chekarA cheyAne nIkaLe. A khelamAM te ene eTalI badhI majhA AvI gaI ke AgaLanA nATakanA be khelanA daye te enI AgaLa nisteja dekhAyA. patnI ane bALakanI mamatAmAM jIvarAjabhAInI piNI uMmara te pasAra thaI gaI chatAM manamAM babaDe che ke haju AyuSya kayAM pUruM thaI gayuM che, ghaNuM AyuSya bAkI che, puNyanI muDI mArI pAse che ane cAritranI dukAne kaMI cAlI javAnI nathI paNa A jIvaDe mehamAM e mUMjhAI gayA che ke ene khabara nathI ke A gADI kayAre upaDI jaze, mATe jJAnI bhagavaMte jIvane cetavaNuM Ape che ke he jIvAtmAo! have jAge. mAnava jAgo re have, AvuM jIvana pharI nahi re maLe. sarva gatimAM ziradAra, ene karaje vicAra- pharI nahi re maLe. naka nagadamAM bhamI bhamI Avya (2) puNyabaLe mAnavabhava tuM pAmya, banyA paisAne pUjArI, viSayavRttine bhikhArI zAMti nahi re maLe sarva gatiomAM zreSTha manuSyagati tame pAmyA che. naraka, nigehamAM ghaNuM bhamyA have puNyanI muDI laIne mAnavabhavamAM AvyA che. ahIM mAtA-pitA, patnI, paisA, putra parivArane mohamAM paDe che ne te vicAra kare che ke A saMsAranuM nATaka pUruM joI levA de. haju ghaNuM AyuSya bAkI che paNa A pAmara AtmAne khabara nathI paDatI ke puNyarUpI muDI maharAjAnA subhaToe lUMTavA mAMDI che. have khalAsa thavAnI taiyArI che. chokarA meTA thayA eTale enA sagapaNanA zrIphaLa AvyA ne paraNAvyA. gharamAM putravadhUe AvI. A

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747 ] nATakanA ceAthA khelanA dRzye tA mAjhA mUkI ane jIvarAjabhAIne harakhaghelA banAvI dIdhA. harakhamAM ne harakhamAM emane na rahI pATalInI khabara ke na rahI TAImanI khakhara. mRtyunI sITI vAgI ne jIvarAjabhAi gabharAi gayA. ', ka zALA suvAsa arara....A zuM thai gayuM ? meM tA manuSyabhava pAmIne dAna na dIdhuM, zIyaLa na pALyuM, A zarIrane sAcavavAnI mamatAmAM tapa paNa na karyu ke zubha bhAvanA paNa na bhAvI. kAI jAtanI ArAdhanA karI zakayA nahi. meAkSanI anaMtI lakSmI meLavavA AvelA jIvarAjabhAIe manuSyagatinA jakazanamAM AvIne pAse je muDI hatI te paNa gumAvI dIdhI. A saMsAranA nATakanA cAra khelanI capaTImAM evA tA cALAi gayA ke mULagI muDI khAi mAthe karaja vadhArI cArmAMzInA cakarAvAmAM cakkara lagAvavA jIvarAjabhAI cAlI nIkaLyA. TUMkamAM A dRSTAMtanA sAra kharAkhara samajazo te eTale che ke A manuSyabhavamAM samyag dana, jJAna ane cAritranA sAdhaneAnI jeTalI sulabhatA che teTalI khIjA koi bhavamAM nathI. mATe mahAna puSNeAdace maLelA A mAnavabhavane jJAna darzana, cAritrAdi guNeAnI prApti karavAmAM sAka khanAvA, nahitara A jIvarAjabhAI jevI tamArI dazA thaze, mAnavabhavane sAOka manAvavA mATe jemanA AtmA jAgRta banyA che evA temakumAra tA tAraNadvAre AvIne pAchA pharyAM eTale kRSNa vAsudeva Adi vaDIle temane samajAve che ke have hiMsAnu kAya` nahi thavA daIe. khadhA yAdavA paNa samajI jaze ne mAMsAhArane tyAga karaze paNa tame pAchA pharo te amAruM nAka rahe. amArI ijjata khAtara hAthIne pA vALA paNa nemakumAra pAchA pharatA nathI. A taraph A manAva khanavAthI ugrasena rAjA paNa udAsa banIne lamaNe hAtha daIne beThA tyAre maMtrI kahe che mahArAjA ! have tame ciMtA cheADI Dho, ciMtA karavAthI zuM vaLaze ? tyAre ugrasena rAjA kahe che maMtrIzvara ! ci'tA kema na thAya ! jue te kharA, mArI lADakavAyI rAjulanI kevI dazA thaI gaI che! arere.... A yAdavakuLanA jAyA naimakumAre amArI hAMza pUrI na karI. rAjulanA mananA koDa manamAM rahI gayA. eka te e ci'tA thAya che ne trIjI ciMtA thAya che ke A pIThI bharelI kanyAne kayAM sudhI kuMvArI rAkhI zakAya. rAjula tema...tema kare che. have A bAbatamAM zuM karavu ? ahI' ugrasena rAjA, dhAraNI rANI ane sakhIe badhA rAjulane rUdana adha karavA samajAve che ane tyAM kRSNavAyudeva, samudravijaya vigere temakumArane hAthI tAradvAra tarapha pAcho vALavA samajAve che. have zuM khanaze te avasare. caritra H- jinasenakumAra jayAM beThA hatA tyAMthI ubhA thayA ne daravAjA pAse AvyA. A joine kSatriyA ane nagaraleAkA khelavA lAgyA ke khuda mahArAjA paNu daravAjA khAlI thayA nahi, mATA mahenmatta hAthI, mATe ane baLavAna subhaTA kAithI je

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zAradA suvAsa ove . krAya na thaI zakayu' te A nAno chekare zuM karI zakavAno che ? enI mAtAne aLakhAmaNeA lAge che ke te hAthe karIne maravA mATe jai rahyo che. enAthI kaMI banI zakavAnuM nathI. e khATA abhimAna kare che. kSatriyA manamAM khakhaDe che ke ApaNuM apamAna karyu che te have joie chIe ke e zu kare che? badhAne ene mATe zakA thAya che paNa jinasenanA dilamAM bilkula za kA nathI ke mArAthI dvAra niha khule. e tA me thaine nIrapaNe daravAjA pAse AvyA. kahe kuMvara dvAra para jA ke, kauna hai mahalA mAMya, jaldI kheAlA Akara dvAra ce, nahIMtara dvAra tADAya. daravAjA pAse jaine jinasenakumAre kahyu ke mahelamAM tame kANu che ? je hAya te daravAjA judI khAlA, nahitara humaNAM huM daravAjA teADI nAMkhIza. A rIte jinasena kumAra e traNa vakhata khelyA. ca'pakamAlA daravAjA pAse ja beThI hatI. eNe jinasenakumArana avAja sAMbhaLyA. enA manamAM thayu* ke nakkI A avAja mArA svAmInAthanA ja che. mane zeAdhatA zodhatA ahIM pahoMcI gayA lAge che. have mAre dvAra khelavA joIe. daravAjA khAlatA pahelA eNe navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karIne bhagavAnane prAthanA karI ke huM zAsanadeva ! avAja uparathI mane ema lAge che ke nakkI mArA pati ja che, paNa jo kadAca e na hAya tA tame mAru rakSaNa karaze ema kahIne eNe hi...matathI daravAjA khAlyA. daravAjA khulyA eTale leAkonA manamAM Avyaya thayu ke ATalA ATalA prayatno karavA chatAM koI daravAjA kheAlI zakyu. nahi ane ANe teA koI zastra lIdhuM nathI, kaMI mahenata paNa karI nathI, mAtra avAja karyAM ne daravAjo khulI gaye, mATe AnAmAM kaMI jAdu lAge che. nahiMtara ekadama daravAjo kevI rIte khule capakamAlAne jotA bhayabhIta banelI prajA :- Ama leka Azcaya mAM paDIne vicAra kare che tyAM te rUparUpanA avatArasamI tejasvI capakamAlA hAthamAM talavAra laIne bahAra AvI. rUpa te ghaNu' che paNa enA mukha upara krodha krodha vyApele che. AMkhe tAlacALa che. mAthAnA lAMbA vALa chUTA mUkI dIdhA che, eTale jonArane lAge ke A tA kAI sAkSAt devI lAge che. kharekhara devI jevI satI kopAyamAna thaI che. enu rUpa joIne badhA dhrujI uDayA. caMpakamAlA daravAjAmAMthI nIkaLIne hAthamAM talavAra laIne doDatI jyAM vezyA hatI tyAM AvIne talavArathI vezyAnuM mastaka uDAvI dIdhuM. A joine khuda si'haladvIpanA mahArAjA paNu dhrujI uThayA. badhAnA manamAM thayuM ke bhAgA, A jagada MbA tA kharAkhara kApAyamAna thayA che. A vezyAnA pApe hamaNAM ApaNane badhAne mArI nAMkhaze. AkhuM gAma sApha karI nAMkhaze. ApaNuM ane AkhA nagaranu' zuM thaze? ema khelatAM rAjA, pradhAna, subhaTA, temaja

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dareka prajAjane tyAMthI jIva laIne bhAgyA. saune pitAne jIva vahAlo che. koIne maravuM gamatuM nathI. rAjA ane prajA sau pitApitAne jIva bacAvavA bhAgyA. pAchuM vALIne kaI jotuM nathI. keInA bALake paDI jAya che te paNa tene levA rahetA nathI. badhA deDIne jyAM jagyA maLI tyAM bharAI gayA. vezyA te paralokamAM pahoMcI gaI, ane rAjA tathA prajA badhA DaranA mAryA bhAgI gayA. have caMpakamAlA ane jinasenakumAra e be ja rahyA baMne bhegA thaze ne sukha duHkhanI vAta karaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 81 Aso suda 13 ne zanivAra tA. 14-10-78 anaMta karUNAsAgara, tIrthaMkara bhagavatee jagatanA jInA hita mATe AgamavANI prakAzI. temAM ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. emAMthI ApaNane ghaNuM ghaNuM jANavAnuM maLe che. kRSNavAsudeva nemakumArane samajAve che tyAre nemakumAre kahyuM vaDIla baMdhu! meM badhe ja vicAra karI lIdhuM che. tame mArI vAta sAMbhaLe. A manuSya janma mahAna muzkelIthI maLe che. te pahelAM keNuM jANe keTalAya kALa sudhI jIvane vanaspati, kIDA, makaDA AdinI yoniomAM rahevuM paDayuM haze ane je nirdoSa pazu pakSIone leke pitAne bhaThya mAnIne mArI nAkhe che tevA pazuonA zarIramAM paNa A jIvane rahevuM paDayuM haze. A pramANe aneka janma sudhI kaSTa bhagavyA pachI A manuSya zarIra jIvane prApta thayuM che. te AvA durlabha ane uttama mAnava zarIrane naraka, tiryaMca vigere nimAM jaIne mahAna duHkha bhegavavA paDe tevA kAryamAM joDavuM ISTa che ke pharIne saMsAramAM vAraMvAra janma maraNanA mahAna duHkhe bhegavavAnuM mahAduHkha ThAvavuM na paDe evA kAryomAM joDavuM ISTa che? je manuSya potAnA janmane uddeza viSayaga ja mAne che ane e kAraNe adhikAdhika viSayabhegamAM pravRtta bane che te pitAne mATe vAraMvAra janma maraNa karavAnI sAmagrI ekatrita kare che ane je manuSya janmane uddeza janma - maraNathI mukta thavAne samaje che te viSayabhegamAM sukha mAnatuM nathI, paNa viSayajanya sukhene choDI de che, ane samasta prANIone pitAnA samAna mAnIne saunI sAthe prema ane maitrIbharyo vyavahAra rAkhe che. evI ja vyakita prema ane maitrIbhAvane pUrNarUpe vikasita karIne janma maraNathI chuTakAro meLave che ne akSaya sukhane prApta kare che. A mahAna muzkelIthI maLelA mAnavadehane janma maraNathI mukata thavAya evA kAryomAM jeDa joIe paNa ajJAna leke janma-maraNa vadhe evA kAryomAM jeDI rahyA che. A vAta mArA dilamAM khaTakatI hatI, te sivAya huM pite te akSaya sukha meLavavA IcchuM chuM. sAthe bIjA jInuM dhyAna paNa e tarapha kheMcavA IcchatuM hatuM ane te mATe evA koI prasaMganI

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750 zAradA suvAsa rAha jotA hate. emAM mArA bhAbhIoe nema mAnyA nema mAnyA kahIne paraNavAnuM cekaDuM besADI dIdhuM ane vivAnI taiyArIo thavA lAgI, tyAre meM vicAra karyo ke vivAhanA bahAne mane lekene upadeza devAne avasara maLaze ema mAnI vivAha saMbaMdhI koI vAtane virodha na karyo. mAre lekIne e batAvavuM hatuM ke huM rAjyane adhika samajatA nathI, rAmatI jevI strImAM mane meha nathI, tema ja viSayajanya sukhane paNa huM sArA samAjane nathI. mArI draSTie te e badhA karatA ahiMsA ja zreSTha che. tene mATe huM saMsAranA samasta sukhane cheDI zakuM chuM ane eTalA mATe huM pAcho jaI rahyo chuM. have huM saMsAranA koI paNa prapaMcamAM paDavA IcchatuM nathI paNa huM mane potAne janmamaraNathI mukata thavAnA upAyanI sAthe jagatanA jAne A pATha zIkhavavA icchuM chuM. mATe he moTAbhAI! Apa mane rekavAne niSphaLa prayAsa na kare, mane javA de. devAnupriye ! lagnaprasaMgamAM paNa kemakumAre kevI amUlya tatvaSTi keLavI hatI. tamane badhAne te lagna prasaMge saMsAranA sukha sivAya bIjuM kaI vicAra Ave che kharo? ahIM kemakumArane vairAgyabharele javAba sAMbhaLIne kRSNavAsudeva Adi badhA nirAza thaI gayA paNa lekenA hRdaya para nemakumAranA javAbano khUba prabhAva paDe. emanA kathananI satyatAne kaI inkAra karI zakyA nahi. kRSNavAyudeva, samudravijaya badhA mauna rahyA. theDI vAra mauna rahyA pachI kRSNajIe kahyuM huM mArA laghu baMdhavA! tArI vAta satya che. eno ame InkAra karI zakatA nathI. tame ahiMsAne je kriyAtmaka upadeza Apyo che te niSphaLa nahi jAya paNa ugrasena rAjAnI putrI rAjemanI sAthe lagna karyA vinA cAlyA javuM te ThIka nathI. kAraNa ke ema karavAthI yAdavakuLanI pratiSThAne dhakko lAge che. amArA badhAnuM apamAna thAya che ane eka nirdoSa ane keDabharI kanyAno tiraskAra thAya che mATe tame pAchA phare ane lagna kare. kRSNajI sAme kemakumAre karelI vairAgyabharI vAte - kRSNavAsudevanI vAta sAMbhaLIne nemakumAre kahyuM-maTAbhAI! huM rAjematIne cheDIne bIjI kanyA sAthe lagna karuM te meM eno tiraskAra karyo gaNAya paNa mAre mana te rAjematI ke jagatanI tamAma strIo mAtA samAna che, mATe huM ene tiraskAra nathI karate ke tamAruM keInuM apamAna nathI karate. Ama te mAre mana jagatanA saghaLA viSayabheganA sAdhano tiraskArane pAtra che, paNa AtmadaSTie huM eka nAnAmAM nAnA prANane paNa tiraskAra karI zako nathI, mATe saMsArika dRSTie huM rAjematIne tiraskAra nathI karate ane tema karavAnuM keI kAraNa paNa nathI, kAraNa ke meM rAjematIne joI nathI, temaja tene keI aparAdha paNa meM sAMbhaLyuM nathI, te pachI mArAthI ene tiraskAra kema karAya? vIrA ! huM kaIpaNa saMsArika baMdhanamAM paDavA icchatuM nathI paNa samasta saMsArika baMdhanathI mukta thavA IcchuM chuM. je meM pazupakSIone

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zAradA thavAya 751 paNa baMdhanathI mukta karAvI svataMtratA apAvI, te pachI huM pote svataMtratAne gumAvIne baMdhanamAM kaI rIte paDI zakuM ? Apa badhAne mArA upara khUba neha ne lAgaNI che paNa mArI daSTimAM te kuTuMba parivAra badhuM baMdhanarUpa che. meM te hamaNAM ja joyuM ke baMdhanamAM paDelA pazupakSIo ke kALa kalpAMta karatA hatA. emane svataMtratA maLavAthI AnaMdabhera temanA pitAnA sthAne cAlyA gayA. emane paNa baMdhanamAM rahevuM gamatuM na hatuM te pachI mane paNa kyAMthI game? mane paNa ema ja thAya che ke huM paNa baMdhanamAMthI mukta banIne svataMtra banuM. saMsAramAM vAraMvAra janma-maraNa karavA mATe mArA AtmAne evA baMdhanamAM nAMkhavA IcchatuM nathI. saMsAranA baMdhanamAM AraMbha samAraMbhAdi aneka pApa karavA paDe che, mATe mAre AraMbha samAraMbhathI bacavuM che, ane jagatane paNa e ja pATha zIkhavADavA che, mATe huM Apane mAre daDha nizcaya jaNAvI dauM chuM ke huM saMsAranA koI paNa baMdhanamAM nahi rahuM paNa saMyama svIkArIne ahiMsA, satya, asteya, brahmacarya, ane aparigraha vigere tenuM pAlana karIza ane bIjA lekene paNa te mArge vALIza. baMdhuo ! A jagatamAM pratyeka prANIonI sAme be cIja hoya che eka zreya ane bIjI preya. je cIja Iddhi ane manane priya che, je tarapha Indriyo ane mana svAbhAvika rIte pravRtta bane che, je tarapha inDiyA ane mananuM AkarSaNa thAya che te preya che, ane jenAthI indriyo ane mananI pravRttinuM poSaNa thatuM nathI paNa nirodha thAya che te zreya che. dareka cha sAme A baMne bAbate hAjara che. temAMthI jene je game te grahaNa karI zake che. jo ke moTA bhAge indri ane manane jhoka preya tarapha vaLe che paNa preyane levuM te saMsAramAM janma maraNanA pherA vadhAravA jevuM che. preyane apanAvavAthI A saMsAramAM vAraMvAra janma maraNa karavA paDe che. ane aneka prakAranA saMga viganA kaSTo sahana karavA paDe che, tethI ulaTuM preyane cheDIne zreyane apanAvavAthI indriya ane manovRttinuM piSaNa te nathI thatuM paNa indriya ane mananI vRttinA poSaNathI utpanna thanArA dukhethI bacI javAya che, ane akSaya sukha prApta thAya che. zreyane apanAvavAthI AtmA dhruva ane sukhaprada sthAnane prApta kare che. jayAM pahoMcyA pachI janma maraNane bhaya rahetuM nathI ane saMga viganuM duHkha paNa AvatuM nathI. he maTAbhAI! preyane tyAga karIne zreyane apanAvavAthI A mahAna lAbha thAya che, chatAM loke mithyA mehamAM paDelA che, ane hAnikara preyane mATe zreyane tyAga kare che, eTaluM ja nahi paNa preyanA abhAvamAM pitAnuM jIvana ja nirarthaka mAne che. AvuM mAnanArA lokenI sAme huM e Adarza batAvavA IcchuM chuM ke zreyane mATe tame preyane tyAga kare, ane preyane mATe zreyane na bhUle. preyanA mohamAM paDIne janma maraNanA dukhe vadhAre nahi paNa zreyane apanAvIne zAzvata sukhanuM dhAma-kSane prApta kare,

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752 zAha suvANa - nemakumArane te raNakAra pararthI pAchA pharatI vakhate be taraphathI AkarSaNa hatuM. eka te saMsArika viSayonuM AkarSaNa nemakumArane pitAnA tarapha kheMcI rahyuM hatuM, tyAre bIjI taraphathI dInaduHkhI chanI karUNa jemakumArane kheMcI rahI hatI. eka bAjuthI kRSNa pramukha yAda nemakumArane kahetA hatA ke tame lagna karyA vinA cAlyA jazo te amAruM badhAnuM ghara apamAna thaze tyAre duHkhI pazuDAo temane aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka bhAvathI prArthanA karatA hatA ke he dayALu ! jo tame lagna karIne saMsAranI jhaMjhaTamAM paDI jaze te amAruM rakSaNa keNa karaze? A baMne paraspara virodhI AkarSaNe hatA, paNa bemAMthI ahiMsAne ja vijya thaye. nemakumArano upadeza sAMbhaLIne yAdavakumAre cakti thaI gayA, ane temanA upara e prabhAva paDaze ke jAnamAM AvelA yAdavakumAremAMthI lagabhaga eka hajAra yAda vairAgya pAmI gayA ne kemakumArane sAtha devA taiyAra thayA. samudravijaya te nemakumAra sAme eka zabda paNa bolI zakyA nahi. kRSNavAsudeve paNa temane ATaluM ATaluM samajAvyA chatAM na samajyA tethI temane utsAha tUTI gaye. paga DhIlA thaI gayA ne mukha upara AnaMda uDI gaye, ane badhA nirAza banI gayA. A vAtane have ahIM aTakAvIne rAjematInuM zuM thayuM te tarapha dRSTi karIe. " rAmatIne jhUrApa":- rAjematI bebhAna thaI jAya che ne bhAnamAM Ave che tyAre nemakumArane yAda karI karIne jhure che nAtha ! A zuM thaI gayuM? mArI AzAnA minArA tUTI gayA. Apa mane tarachoDIne Ama cAlyA gayA ? rAjematIne gUratI joIne tenA mAtA pitA paNa gUravA lAgyA. ugrasena rAjA ane rANInuM mana paNa kayAMya TharatuM nathI tyAre maMtrI rAjAne samajAve che mahArAjA ! Ama gurapa karavAthI zuM ? Apa te samaju che. je Apa Ama guryA karaze te rAjula bahenanuM zuM thaze? ugrasena rAjA kahe maMtrIjI! mArI kumaLI kula jevI rAjamatInA mukha sAmuM mArAthI jevAtuM nathI. huM ene kaI rIte AzvAsana ApuM ! jo ke kemakumAra paraNyA vinA cAlyA gayA eTale mane emanA pratye napharata thaI che, bAkI te rAjematInuM mana jema jemakumArane joine DarI gayuM hatuM tema mAruM mana paNa emane jaIne TharI gayuM hatuM. zuM enuM teja ! zuM enuM lalATa ! kemakumAra jamAI sarvaguNasaMpanna hatA eTale rAjula ene jhaMkhe che, jhurApo kare che. huM ene kaI rIte kahuM ke beTA! tuM ene bhUlI jA. mane nathI bhUlatA te ene kema bhUlAya ! have mAre zuM karavuM ? ene kevI rIte samajAvavI? A rIte ugrasena rAjA aphasesa kare che. bIjI tarapha rAjematIne vilApa karatAM enI mAtA ane sakhIo vAre che ke bahena! tuM samaja ApaNe te ghaNuM hoMza hatI. tuM tArA pitAjIne khUba vahAlI dIkarI che eTale tane khUba hezathI dhAmadhUmathI paraNAvavA mATe te jAna teDAvI paNa ApaNI AzAo dhULamAM maLI gaI, tyAre rAjematI raDatI raDatI zuM kahe che he prANanAtha ! have tame mane kyAre maLaze? tamArA vinA mAruM jIvatara dhULa thaI gayuM.

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zAradA suvAsa tuma vinA sunA sunA mananA maMdiriyA (2) sanI A kAyA mArI sunA re AMgaNIyA, cA nahi re kaMsAra...sune mAre saMsAra..nemajI nahi re maLe. rAjulane vilApa e karUNa hatuM ke jhADe beThelA paMkhIo paNa dhrujI uThe, tyAre mANasanI to vAta ja kyAM karavI ! ene vilApa sAMbhaLIne kaThoramAM kaThora hadayanA mANase paNa pIgaLI gayA. rAjula kalpAMta karatI kahe che arere....nAtha! Apa pAchA vaLyA te bhale vaLyA paNa mane eka vAra te maLavuM hatuM ne ! mane eka saMdeze te kahevaDAva hato ke rAjula ! huM tane choDIne mokSanI varamALA paheravA jAuM chuM. tArI paheravAnI IcchA hoya te cAla. mane Ama cheDI dIdhI! mArA hRdayamaMdiramAM te ApanI ja mehanagArI mUrti birAjelI che. ApanA javAthI mArA mananuM maMdira takana sUnuM sUnuM banI gayuM che. Apa ATalI moTI jAna joDIne sasarA ugrasena rAjAne ghera AvyA ne eka keLiye kaMsAra paNa na cAkhe ! Apa mane eka vakhata maLyA hatA te paNa mane saMteSa thAta, AvA karUNa zabda bolatAM bolatAM rAjula pite raDatI jAya che ne pitAnA mAtA-pitA, sakhIo Adi svajanene paNa raDAvatI jAya che. mahelamAM te vivAhotsavanA AnaMdane badale kALe kapAta macI gayo che. jAnanuM uDI gayeluM nura - A tarapha kRSNavAsudeva, temaja samudravijaya Adi daza dazArha bhAIoe nemakumArane pAchA vaLavA ghaNuM samajAvyA paNa e pAchA na vaLyA. emaNe te pitAne hAthI AgaLa calAvyuM. jAnamAMthI vararAjA cAlyA jAya pachI e jAna kevI kahevAya ? jAnamAM je vararAjA hoya te jAnanA mAna che. vararAjA vinAnI jAnanA mAna nathI. vara vinAnI jAna zebhatI nathI. e jAna jAna nathI rahetI, ema dvArakA nagarIthI AvelI jAna veravikhera thaI gaI. je nemakumAra paraNyA hatA te jema jAna dhamadhamATa karatI AvI hatI tema dhamadhamATa karatI vidAya thAta. mathurA nagarImAM jAnanA vaLAmaNuM thAta ne dvArakA nagarImAM sAmaiyA thAta. have te e kaMI rahyuM nahi. kRSNajI, samudravijaya AdinA mukha uparathI nUra uDI gayuM. so vIle meDhe pAchA pharyA ne dvArakA pahoMcI gayA, paNa manamAMthI AghAta ja nathI. samudravijaya ane kRSNajI te evA lajajAI gayA ke ApaNe ugrasena rAjAne huM kevI rIte batAvI zakIzuM?ne rAmatInuM zuM thayuM haze? zIvAdevI mAtA kahe che ne! tuM te vairAgI ja rahyo, tAruM mana saMsAra tarapha na vaLyuM te na ja vaLyuM, pachI samudravijaya rAjA kRSNajIne bolAvIne kahe che dIkarA! ApaNe A rIte pAchA pharyA chIe tethI ugrasena rAjA ane rAjematIne khUba AghAta lAgyo haze. temane AzvAsana ApavA mATe ApaNe eka patra te lakhavo joIe paNa mArA hAtha paga bhAMgI gayA che. mAruM hRdaya tUTI gayuM che, tethI huM patra lakhI zakuM tema nathI, mATe tuM patra lakhI deje. Ama zA. su. 48

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754 zAradA suvAsa te kRSNane paNa khUba AghAta lAge che kAraNa ke badhI javAbadArI pate lIdhI hatI. pite ja mAMgu karavA gayA hatA eTale lakhatA saMkeca te thAya ne? paNa kAkAnI AjJA thaI eTale pote patra lakhavA beThA. "ugrasena rAjAne lAgelo bhayaMkara AghAta - A tarapha ugrasena zAnI paNa evI ja dazA thaI hatI. ugrasena rAjA sabhAmAM gayA tyAre saunA mastaka nIcA namI gayA. sabhAmAM beThelA dareka manuSyanA mukha udAsa hatA ne pradhAna Adi sarvenI AMkhamAM AMsu hatA. mahArAjA ugrasena siMhAsana para beThA paNa temanuM citta cepyuM nahi, eTale pradhAnane kahe che mane cena paDatuM nathI. mArAthI kAma nahi thAya. ema kahIne siMhAsanethI ubhA thaIne maMtraNagRhamAM cAlyA gayA. rAjA siMhAsane beThA tyAre dvArakAthI eka dUta kRSNajIne lakhele patra laIne Avyo ne rAjAnA hAthamAM Ape, paNa atyAre mana udAsa hatuM eTale patra laIne maMtrInA hAthamAM mUkI dIdhuM. maMtraNAgRhamAM jaIne ugrasena rAjA Dhagale thaIne paDI gayA ne temanI AMkhamAMthI AMsu vahevA lAgyA, paNa e AMsumAM yAda pratye roSa hatuM, ane putrI pratye vAtsalya hatuM. maMtrIe kahyuM-mahArAjA ! Apa zAMta thAo. badhe raste nIkaLI jaze, paNa A dvArakAthI patra AvyuM che e te Apa vAMce? mahArAjA kahe che mAre emane patra nathI vAMca. mahArAjA ! ema te kaMI cAle? patra te vAMca ja joIe ne. duzmanane patra laIne dUta Ave che te paNa ApaNe vAMcIe chIe te A patra te vAMca ja joIe. maMtrIe A pramANe kahyuM eTale ugrasena mahArAjA kaMIka svastha thaIne belyA-ThIka, te tame mane patra barAbara vAMcI saMbhaLAve. mahArAjAnI AjJA thatAM maMtrIe patra vAMcavA mAMDe. parama pUjya zrI ugrasena mahArAjAnI pavitra sevAmAM, amArA kAraNe Apane mAnabhaMga, vedanA ane pArAvAra takalIpha bhogavavI paDI che e mATe ame to ApanI mAphI mAMgIe chIe. mArA kAkAzrI te eTalA badhA bhagnahRdayI banI gayA che ke teo pote patra lakhI zake tema nathI, paNa A patra temaNe ja mArI pAse lakhALe che. temanI AjJAthI huM patra lakhI rahyo chuM. kAkAzrIne badale A kaDavI pharaja mAre bajAvavI paDe che. kayA zabdomAM kSamAyAcanA karavI e paNa samajaNa paDatI nathI, chatAM amArI sthiti samajAvIza te mane AzA che ke Apa amArI sthiti samajI zakaze ne amane kSamA paNa ApI zakaze. mArA lagna nimitte pazuonI hiMsA thaze ! e kAraNe kemakumAre teraNadvAra najIka AvIne hAthI pAcha vAge tyAre ame badhAe tene ghaNe samajAvyuM paNa e pAcho na vaLe. amane lAge che ke enA aMtaramAM rAta divasa saMsAra ane vairAgya vacce gharSaNa cAlatuM hovuM joIe. e saMsAra tarapha vaLe tethI amane badhAne AnaMda thaye paNa

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zAradA suvAsa 755 saMsAre ene eka nimitta ApyuM ane enAthI e vimukha banI gaye, have ene e mATe Agraha kare nakAme che, kAraNa ke game tyAre ene evuM nimitta eka yA bIjA rUpamAM maLI rahevAnuM ane pachI AvuM thAya te vadhAre viSama ane duHkhada bane. enI sAthe ame ghaNuM dalIla karI paNa ene te eka ja javAba che ke mane saMsAramAM rasa nathI. mane emAM joDI rAkhavAthI keInuM kalyANa nahi thAya. saMsAranA ATalA duHkhe ane kaThinatAo joIne mane enA tarapha tiraskAra chUTe che, ane eTalA mATe ja mane vicAra Avyo ke paraNIne tyAga kare enA karatAM na paraNavuM te vadhAre sAruM che, to pachI pahelethI ja nA pADavI hatI ne? ATale badhe uhApoha zA mATe karyo? evI dalIla paNa meM karI. e bAbatamAM eNe eka ja vAta karI ke jagatanA jIne ahiMsAno saMdezo ApavA mATe ja A pramANe karyuM che. ApaNane badhAne duHkha thayuM che e badala eNe ApaNA badhAnI mAphI mAMgI. have ene amAre vadhu zuM kahevuM ? rAjematIne amArA saunA vatI AzvAsana Apaje, ane e bAbatamAM amArA lAyaka kaMI paNa kAma hoya te pharamAvaje. enA cittane bhayaMkara vAghAta lAgyuM haze paNa enI sAthe svasthatAthI kAma leje. ena. yAdavakuLa upara saMpUrNa adhikAra che eTaluM ene khAsa kahejo. pharIne Apa saunI kSamA yAcIe chIe. lI. Apane kRSNa maMtrIe patra vAMce. te sAMbhaLIne ugrasena mahArAjA uMDA vicAramAM paDI gayA ne nirAza thaIne lamaNe hAtha daIne beThA. maMtrIe kahyuM, A5 ATalA badhA nirAza thaze te kema cAlaze? maMtrIjI! huM badhuM samajuM chuM paNa mArAthI rAjulanuM mukha jevAtuM nathI. e raDI raDIne jiMdagI vitAve ne meM mAruM kAma patAvyuM ema mAnIne huM saMtoSa anubhavuM? nA..nA mArAthI evuM nahi bane, maMtrIe kahyuM sAheba ! emaNe ApaNane patra lakhe te ApaNe javAba te Apa joIe ne? hA. javAba te Apa ja paDaze. mArA hAthe cAlatA nathI, mAruM citta bhamI rahyuM che paNa tame patra lakhI deje ke tamAro saMdeza maLe, ane e bAbatamAM tamAre kSamA mAMgavAnI hoya ja nahi. tame tamAruM kartavya barAbara bajAvyuM paNa mArI putrInuM bhAgya evuM ane amAre evuM duHkha jevAnuM lakhyuM haze. emAM tame zuM karI zake? kema barAbara che ne maMtrI che? che....hA, ane sAthe e paNa jaNAvaje ke yAdavakuLanI lakSmI banavAnuM sadbhAgya rAjula nahi lakhAvI lAvI hoya, chatAM Ape ene je adhikAra sthApita karyo che e ja ghaNuM che. e mATe ame tamArA gaNI chIe. jemakumArane amArA AzIrvAda pAThavaze. maMtrI kahe mahArAjA ! kemakumAranA saMsAra tyAga mATe kaMI nirdeza nathI karavuM ? saMsAratyAga ! A sAMbhaLIne ugrasena rAjA uzkerAyA ne bolyA ke ApaNe enI sAthe kaMI levAdevA nathI. jenAmAM ATale mATe tyAga karavAnI zakti heya enAmAM sAme

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zAradA suvAsa AvavAnI hiMmata na hatI! mArI pAse je AvyA hatA te ene samajAvata ke vatsa! Ama saMsArathI nAsabhAga karavAnuM kAma kAyaranuM che. kSatriya putranuM nahi. eNe te kSatriyanuM nAma lajavyuM. je prANIothI gabharAye e mANasane joIne te zuM kare? zeka ane reSanA kAraNe mahArAjA AvA zabdo bolI rahyA che. ema samajIne sau mauna rahyA. thoDI vAra mauna rahyA pachI mahArAjA ugrasena kahe che zuM karavuM ne zuM na karavuM te kaMI samajAtuM nathI. maMtrI kahe have rAjulabAne samajAvI paraNAvavAnI taiyArI kare. ApaNe paNa ApaNA kuLanI pratiSThA te sAcavavAnI che. maMtrIjI! vAta te sAcI che ke pIThI bharelI kanyAne lAMbe samaya kuMvArI na rakhAya paNa ene vilApa ane zeka jaIne dhuM cIrAI jAya che. ene mAre kevI rIte samajAvavI? mahArAja! Apa ciMtA nahi kare. A enI sakhIo ane enA mAtAjI e badhuM saMbhALI leze. rAjakAjamAM paDele mAnavI e vicAra karavA bese te pAra ja na Ave. e badhuM sAmAnya mANasane pAlave, ema maMtrI ugrasena zajane samajAve che. bIjI tarapha dhAraNI rANI ane rAjematInI sakhIo jemakumAranA viyAgathI puratI jematIne kahe che bahena ! tuM have chAnI rahe, raDIza nahi. nemakumAra sAthe lagna karavAnuM tArA lalATe nahiM lakhAyuM hoya. nahitara teNe AvIne zA mATe pAchA phare? tyAre mAtA kahe che kaMI nahi, kuMvArI kanyAne "se ghara ane se vara." nemakumAra sAthe kayAM lagna karyA che. haju te mArI rAjula kuMvArI ja che ne ! ene mATe nema karatAM savA muratI zedhIne paraNAvIzuM. zA mATe raDe che? A zabdo sAMbhaLIne rAjula kahe che ke mAtA ! tuM AvA zabdo na bela. tane vinavuM chuM mADI, tArA pagamAM paDI, have nahi re oDhuM bIjAnI cuMdaDI kahevuM zuM mAvaDI tane ghaDI ghaDI, have nahi re oDhuM huM bIjAnI cuMdaDI. bhale mAne so kuMvArI mane, huM te paraNI cukI chuM mA ne mane, | mArA aMge che emanI pIThI caDI..have nahi re... he mAtA ! huM tArA caraNamAM paDIne tane vinaMtI karuM chuM ke have tame mane bIje paraNAvavAnI vAta na karaze. bhale tamArI badhAnI daSTimAM huM kuMvArI chuM paNa huM mArA mananA bhAvathI nemakumAra sAthe paraNuM cUkelI chuM. nemakumAra ja mArA pati che. tame mAMDa nAMkhe tyAre tenA nAmathI nAMkhyuM hatuM ? deza dezamAM badhAne lagnamAM AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa kenA nAmathI ApyuM hatuM? samudravijaya rAjAnA putra nemakumAra sAthe ugrasena rAjAnI putrI rAjematInA lagna che. A rIte ja AmaMtraNa ApyuM che ne? mane pIThI coLI tyAre paNa nemakumAranA nAmathI gIta gavAyA. enA nAmathI mArA zarIre pIThI coLI. enA nAmanI meM cuMdaDI oDhI ane have huM bIjAnI cuMdaDI oDhuM? bIjAnA nAmanI pIThI coLAvuM ne mIMDhaLa bAMdhuM ? have A bhavamAM nema sivAya bIjo pati mAre na joIe. satI strIne eka bhavamAM bIje pati na hoya.

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zAradA suvAsa cha7 tame kaI mArA nimitte kemakumArane elaMbhA Apaze nahi. emanA mATe game tevA zabdo bolaze nahi. e te mahAna pavitra purUSa che. emane kaI deSa nathI. cheSa te mArA karmane che. mArA bhAgyamAM e pavitra purUSanI ardhAganA banavAnuM lakhAyuM nahi heya. ethI ja ema banyuM. raDatA pazuone pikAra suNIne emanA aMtaramAM karUNA AvI ane emane choDAvIne pAchA pharyA. zuM e pazunI dayA kare ne mArI dayA na kare? emane mana te sarva jI samAna che. mane te eka ja vAtanuM duHkha thAya che ke jatA jatA eka vakhata mane maLyA hatA ane emanA aMtaranI vAta karI hatI te huM emanA vicArane anukULa banI jAta. e kaheta ema karata. meM te dUrathI emane joyA paNa emaNe te mane joI ja nahIM. ema kahIne rAjula raDe che. haju paNa te ke vilApa karaze, tyAre mAtA-pitA zuM kaheze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 82 A suda 14 ne ravivAra tA. 15-10-78 Agamana AkhyAtA, vizvamAM vikhyAtA, jagata udhAraka evA bhagavate bhavya jIne jagADatAM kahe che ke he AtmAo! meha rUpI bhAvanidrAno tyAga karI dharmarUpI bhAva-jAgRti lAve, ane vicAre ke mane amUlya samaya maLe che te mAre kayuM kartavya karavuM ucita che? A jIve ajJAna avasthAmAM anaMta pudgala parAvartana je jaMgI kALa vItAvyuM. temAM anaMtA janma maraNa karI anaMtA zarIranA parAvartane karyA. have evA parAvartana karIne karavA na paDe evI sthitine pAmavA mATe A keTale badho camartha samaya maLe che! chatAM A samayane huM ke upayoga karI rahyo chuM ? ajJAnamAM, viSaya vAsanAmAM, saMsAranA vikaTa paMthamAM haju paNa zuM AtmAne rakhaDate rAkhavAne? AtmAne bhAna nathI ke enAthI mArA pudgala parAvartane vadhe che ke ghaTe che? A mAnava jIvananA samayanuM mahAmUlya keTaluM che? chatAM jIva enuM avamUlya karI rahyo che. AvA suMdara prakAzanA paMthane avagaNIne ghera aMdhArI ajJAnanI khINamAM utarI rahyo che. AtmAe vicAravAnI jarUra che ke meM saMsAravardhaka pravRtti vadhArI ke ghaTADI? A suMdara manuSya jIvanane kALa zA mATe che? A kALamAM savAramAM prabhusmaraNu, mahApurUSanA bhavya parAkrame yAda karI jina zAsananA ane tatvavicAranA bhavya prakAza AtmA para jhaLahaLatA karI AtmA parathI aMnatakALathI jAmelI vAsanAonA jALA ukheDI zakAya, jyAM anaMta karmarUpI kATane dharmasAdhanAnA javalaMta agnithI bALI zakAya, anAdi anaMtakALathI malIna banelA AtmAne vizuddha bhAvanAothI sUrya samAna tejasvI banAvI zakAya. A karavAne badale

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upa zAradA suvAsa A kALamAM AtmA viSayavAsanAnA jALA vadhAratA hAya, navA kama rUpI ukaraDAnA kacarA mehanA TopalAthI bharIne AtmAmAM ThAlavatA hAya ane adhama vicArAthI AtmAne vadhu aMdhakAramaya banAvatA hAya tA A kArya keTala' anucita kahevAya ! anAdikALathI AhArAdi daza saMjJAe cetana AtmAne jaDavat manAvI rahI che. e sa'jJAonA sAmrAjyane dAna, zIyaLa, tapa, bhAva, kSamA, vinaya, viveka AdithI haTAvIne AtmAne svastha banAvavA mATenA A manuSyabhava e bhavya kALa che, mATe tapa vigere karI lA, peTane game teTaluM khAvA Ape! paNa jyAre jue tyAre bhUkhyu` hAya che. A kevI veTha che! vicAra karo. sadAne mATe mAMgIyuM ane bhUkhaNIyu' peTa khavaDAvavAthI tRpta nahiM thAya. ane tapa-tyAgathI ja tRpta karavAnI jarUra che. AvI rIte dhana paNa game teTaluM maLavA chatAM jIvane saMteSa thatA nathI, kAraNa ke rUA 3 baLAtta samA baLatA IcchA AkAza jeTalI anaMta che. jema maLe tema leAbha ane parigraha sajJA vadhatI ja jAya che. temane devAnI Rddhi ApavAmAM Ave te paNa tRpti thatI nathI, devAne paNa peAtAnAthI ucA devale kanI Rddhi jove tyAre ema thAya che ke huM paNa AvI Rddhi meLavuM. A jaDa padArthonI icchAonuM e mAhAtmya che ke IcchA pUrI thatI nathI. e mATe sataSanI jarUra che. A saMjJAonA sAmrAjyane haTAvavA mATenA kimatI kALa manuSyabhava ja che. devabhavamAM paNa parigraha saMjJAnuM sAmrAjya sthapAyeluM che. devabhavamAM ghaNI riddhisiddhi maLI hatI. tyAM khAvAnI paNa jarUra na hatI. khAvAnI IcchA thAya tyAre tene mAtra divya eDakArathI ja zamAvI zakAtI hatI. tyAM khAvApIvAnI koI khaTapaTa na hatI. puNyAithI divya sapatti maLI hAvA chatAM icchAo upara IcchAe doDatI ja rahI, tyAM AhAra sa'jJA kayAMthI tUTe? sUvA besavA mATe, haravA pharavA mATe, AmeAda prameAda mATe bAga bagIcA, mulAyama vastro, makhamalanA gAlIcA, eka devabhavamAM karoDA devIe vigere tyAM je maLyu hatu. te rAgane vadhAranAruM hatu pachI viSayasa'jJA kayAMthI tUTe? tyAM saMjJAone tADavAnu kSetra ke kALa na hatA, mATe ahIM ja vicAra karo ke mane A badhu karavAnA uttama avasara maLyA che. ahIM AtmasvarUpanI ADe AvelA kanA paDadAne cIrI zakAya tema che. jyAM mehanI nadImAM taNAIne bhavasamudramAM DUbI javAne badale vItarAga zAsanarUpI nAvamAM besIne bhavasAgara pAra utarI zakAya evA A kALa che. pUrva nAva maLI hatI te kANI hatI kAraNa ke dharma sAdhanA karavA chatAM mAkSanuM lakSa na hatuM. have te badhu lakSa AvyuM che te cAritrarUpI nAvamAM besIne bhavasAgara zA mATe na tarI jAuM ! naraka ane tiya''camAM paNa A jIve keTalA kaSTo sahana karyAM che teneA khyAla nathI. vicAra karI. tiya iMcanA bhavamAM khaLada hatA tyAre gADAmAM paccIsa maNu bhAra bharyAM hatA. madhyAnha samaye caitra vaizAkhanA dhomadhamatA taDakA tapI rahyA hatA, jamIna agninI mAphaka tapelI hatI, bhUkha-tarasanA pAra na hatA. zarIra parasevAthI rebajhekha banI gayu. hatuM,

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zAradA suvAsa ha59 maDhAmAMthI phINa chUTatA hatA tyAre gADAvALa uparathI lokhaMDanI pANI zarIramAM seMkate hate te sahana thatuM na hatuM, chatAM parAdhInapaNe sahana karavuM paDatuM hatuM tyAre ahIM A mAnavabhavamAM te samatA-samAdhi ane sahiSNutA lAvIne karmonI nirjarA karI zakAya tema che. pUrvane kALa rAgane hate Aje virAgane kALa che. pUrvane kALa dveSane hatuM, Aje upazamane kALa che, mATe zAMta citte vicAra kare ke ApaNane AvA uttama kALanI bakSIsa maLI che te temAM jAgRta banI jema bane tema jaldI kalyANa karI lauM. have A avasara jaladI maLa muzkela che. jemaNe mAnavabhavanA amUlya avasarane oLakhe che evA nemakumAra paraNavA mATe jAna joDIne AvyA paNa rAjulane raDatI mUkIne paraNyA vinA cAlyA gayA. rAjulane nemakumAra pratye apAra prema hatuM. temane maLavAnA enA aMtaramAM keTalA aramAne bharelA hatA paNa ene nema na maLyA tethI emane viyAga paDatAM mahAna dukha thAya che. viyeganuM duHkha bhayaMkara che. viganA duHkhanA kAraNe A saMsAramAM kaMIka ja pAgala jevA banI jAya che ane ghaNuM te AtmahatyA paNa karI nAkhe che, pachI cAhe te viyoga dhanane hAya, patnIne hoya ke kaI paNa ISTa cIjane heya paNa jene jeTalo prema hoya che teTaluM tenA viyegathI duHkha thAya che. rAjematIne nemakumAra pratye ananya prema hatuM eTale paraNavA AvelA jemakumAra teraNa dvArathI pAchA cAlyA tethI rAjematIne je duHkha thayuM e te e ja jANI zake. nemakumAra paraNyA nahi tethI samudravijaya, kRSNajI, vasudeva Adi purUne paNa duHkha thayuM. ugrasena rAjA Adine paNa khUba dukha thayuM ne sI udAsa banIne dukhita dile cAlyA gayA. te jenI sAthe kemakumAranA lagna thavAnA hatA te rAjetIne te keTaluM duHkha thayuM haze? enI kevI dazA thaI haze e te anubhave ja khabara paDe che. jemanI te temane hAthI pAcho vALatA joyA ke tarata ma khAIne paDI gaI hatI. enI sakhIo e ghaNA prayatna karyA pachI e bhAnamAM AvI tyAre enA hRdayamAM dharyuM na hatuM. bhAnamAM AvI ke tarata e vilApa karatI kahetI hatI ke e mArA jIvananA sAthI nA jAze, nA jAze mujane choDI.. mArA.... pazunA pokArathI haiyuM vidhAyuM ApanuM. sva sukha khAtara jIvonI hiMsA karUNathI haiyuM bharyuM, jAgRta karI mujane e svAmI-nA jAze nA jaze. reke kaI.... he mArA jIvana AdhAra ! mane raDatI ne gUratI cheDIne tame kayAM cAlyA ? mArA aramAne Aje bhAMgIne bhUko thaI gayA. nAtha mArA manamAM te ApanA mATe kevI kevI

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zAradA suvAsa AzAo hatI ! mArI AMkhe Apane nIrakhavA mATe keTalI Atura hatI. mane khabara na hatI ke kSaNa pachI zuM thaI jaze? mArA manamAM ApanI patnI banavAnI keTalI badhI utkaMThA hatI. nAtha ! mAre svIkAra karyA vinA ja kema cAlyA gayA? mArA mananI badhI AzAo vyartha gaI. mArI AzA nirAzAmAM ja pariNata thaI gaI. mArA mananI bhAvanA manamAM ja rahI gaI. he mArA bhagavAna ! meM Apane zuM aparAdha karyo ? Ape mane kema na apanAvI? he karUNAsAgara ! Ape A baMdhanamAM paDelA pazu pakSIo upara karUNuM karI te A abhAgaNI rAjemanI upara karUNa na karI? Ape A dAsIne eka vakhata darzana te ApavA hatA ne. mAre zuM aparAdha hate e te mane kahevuM hatuM. zuM A pApaNuM rAjula ApanA darzanane yeya paNa na hatI? mane darzana ApavAnuM paNa Apane ucita na lAgyuM? AvA karUNAvaMta Ape je mAre hAtha na pakaDe, mane Ape na apanAvI te pachI A saMsAramAM mAruM keNuM rahyuM have mAruM jIvana zA kAmanuM che? Aja sudhI huM mArI AzAnI velaDIne ApanAM premanA pANIthI sIMcatI hatI. ene phaLa AvavAnA samaye ja enA upara hima paDayuM tethI e karamAI gaI. je Apa mane apanAvavA IcchatA na hatA, huM ApanI dRSTimAM megya na hatI te mArI AzAnI amaravelane zA mATe vadhavA dIdhI? je Ape mane pahelethI khabara ApyA hatA te ATaluM duHkha thavAno * prasaMga ja na Avata ne ? he mArA nAtha! mane AzA hatI ke huM samudravijya mahArAjA tathA zIvAdevI mahArANInI putravadhU banIza, zrIkRSNajI tathA baLadevajInA bhAI ane yAdavakuLane bhUSaNa evA nemakumAranI dharmapatnI banIza, paNa mArI e AzAe pANInA parapoTAnI samAna kSaNavAramAM vilIna banI gaI. Apa mane dUrathI ja darzana ApIne cAlyA gayA. huM te mArA manathI ApanA caraNakamalanI dAsI banI cUkI hatI. huM ApanI sevA karavA mATe utsuka hatI, evA he mArA prANeza ! Apa upekSApUrvaka mane choDIne gayA ! mArI sAthe Ape vAta paNa na karI ! mArA ghara sudhI paNa na AvyA? mane kaI saMdeza paNa na mekalAvye ! Ape mane kaI mArga paNa na batAvyuM ! he jIvana bAdhAra ! ApanI daSTimAM mAro game te aparAdha dekhAte heya ne tenA kAraNe mAre tyAga karyo hoya paNa huM te ApanI ja chuM ne ApanI ja rahevAnI chuM. ApanA sivAya mAre kaI AdhAra nathI. Apa mane pAse rAkho ke na rAkhe, Apa mAruM sanmAna kare ke apamAna kare, mane ApanI mAne ke na mAne paNa huM te pahelethI ja ApanI thaI cUkI chuM. have mArI jIvananaiyA bhale Apa pAra pahoMcADe ke uMDA jaLamAM DubADe e ApanA hAthanI vAta che. meM te ApanA hAthamAM mArI jIvana naukA soMpI che ne Apane ja saMbhALavAnI che. A pramANe balIne rAjematI vilApa karavA lAgI, tyAre tenI sakhIo aneka

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zAradA suvAsa prakAranI vAta karIne tenuM mana zAMta karavAnA upAya karavA lAgI paNa kaI rIte ramatInuM mana zAMta na thayuM. sakhIoe khUba samajAvI tyAre enuM mana svastha thatAM enI priya sakhIne kahevA lAgI ke he sakhI! huM vicAra karuM chuM tyAre eka bAju mane AnaMda thAya che ne bIjI bAju mane kheda thAya che ke mArA patie badhI strIomAM mane zreSTha mAnIne mAruM gaurava vadhAryuM che. A saMsAramAM emane mATe aneka kanyAo hatI paNa emAM mane ja pasaMda karI ane mAre mATe AvI maTI jAna joDIne padhAryA. vasudevajI, samudravijaya vigere vaDIlee paNa mane ja egya mAnI temaja nemakumAra duHkhI jInI karUNA karIne jagatamAM ahiMsAno pracAra karavA, duHkhI jIvane zaraNa ApavA temaja jagatanA jIvanuM kalyANa karavA mATe ane svayaM mekSa prApta karavA mATe gayA che e mAre mATe gauravanI vAta che. jyAre huM vicAra karuM chuM ke jemakumAre duHkhI jInI karUNA mATe ja mAre tyAga karyo che tyAre mArA harSano pAra nathI raheto ne huM mane potAne baDI bhAgyavAna mAnuM chuM. pazupakSIonI karUNA mATe yuvAvasthAmAM ane te paNa lagnanA samaye ja lagna na karatAM Aja sudhImAM A saMsAramAM keNu virakata thayuM che? mAtra mArA pati nemakumAra ja AvA purUSa nIkaLyA che. sakhI! jyAre mane AvA vicAre thAya che tyAre te mane khUba prasannatA thAya che, paNa jyAre mArA manamAM evA vicAre Ave che ke mane paraNyA vinA ja nemakumAra teradvArathI pAchA kema vaLyA? te vAta yAda AvatA mArA dilamAM ghaNuM duHkha thAya che. mAruM hRdaya bharAI jAya che. te vakhate mane e vicAra Ave che ke je teo mArI sAthe paraNyA hatA ane pachI gayA hatA te zI harakta hatI? huM saMsAranA vikAranI pUrti mATe temanI ardhAganA banatI na hatI. teo mane paraNyA pachI paNa ema kahI zakatA hatA ke huM saMsArika viSayane choDIne jagatamAM ahiMsA, karUNane pracAra karavA, bhavya jIvone kalyANane mArga batAvavA ane mokSa rUpI la9mI meLavavA mATe jAuM chuM. je teo mArI sAthe lagna karIne jAta te huM zuM emane rekata? zuM huM emanA mATe mekSamAM vidana karanAra nIvaData ? je emanA manamAM ema na hatA te mane paraNIne kema na gayA? e bAbatanuM mArA dilamAM atizaya duHkha thAya che. - huM kSatriya kanyA chuM. kSatriya kanyA pitAnA patine je te yuddhathI bhaya pAmate hoya te namratApUrvaka marmabharyA vacane vaDe pitAnA hAthe susajita karIne raNasaMgrAmamAM mokale che ke jyAM prANanI hArajIta che. kSatriya kanyAo AvA samaye paNa je patine rekatI nathI paNa preraNA ApIne yuddhamAM mokale che te pachI karmazatruo sAthe yuddha karIne jIvanamukta banavA mATe jatAM patine kema rokuM ? huM emane prasannamukhe vidAya

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zAradA suvAsa Apata. chatAM huM sakhI ! temakumAra mane kema na paraNyA e vAta have huM samajI zakI chuM. huM atyAre ema kahuM chu ke mane paraNIne gayA hata tA huM pote ja emane vidAya Apata paNa jyAre teo mane paraNata tyAre kadAca mArA hRdayamAM AvA vicAro na Avata. pachI huM temane rokavA mATe AMkhAmAMthI azru vahAvata. temanI pAse dayAnI bhikSA mAMgata, emanA caraNa pakaData ane e ja prArthanA karata ke Apa mane cheDIne na jaze. sakhI! e te evA dayALu che ke jo pazu pakSIone paNa du:khita na joI zakayA tA mArI AMkhAmAMthI nIkaLatA azrue tee kema joi zakata ? mane duHkhI joI ne kema cAlyA jAta ! mane rUdana karatI choDIne kema jAta? e rIte patine mATe huM vighnakartA ja banata. komaLa hRdayanA mArA pati ATalA mATe ja mane na paraNatAM teAraNudvAra AgaLathI cAlyA gayA. . 762 ATaluM khelatAM rAjulanu haiyuM bharAI gayuM ne khUba raDavA lAgI, rAjulanI vAte sAMbhaLIne enI sakhIe khUba Azcaya pAmatI ane vAraMvAra ene dhIraja rAkhavA te taimakumArane bhUlI javA mATe samajAvatI paNa rAjematInu duHkha koi paNa rIte ochuM na thayuM. e teA temakumAranA virahathI duHkhita khanI sakhIe pratye peAtAnI viraha vedanA pragaTa karatI nemakumAranA guNugAna karatI, tyAre enI sakhIe kahetI ke tuM te ghelI che. jeNe ApaNA sAmuM na joyu. tene ATalA yAda karIne zA mATe jhUre che? khIjI khAjI enI mAtA kahe che beTA ! tuM kahe tevA muratIyeA zekhI lAvIe. tema te ra`ge zyAma hatA, ame enAthI sArA vara zodhIne tane paraNAvIzuM paNa tuM zAMta thA. tAru karUNa rUdana amArAthI jovAtuM nathI, tyAre rAjematI zuM kahe che. bIjAnA mIDhaLa mAre nathI bAMdhavA, bIjA koI devane nathI ArAdhavA navalI duniyAnI mane keDI jaDI-have nahi re AduM huM bIjAnI cuMdaDI. he mAtA ! tuM mArI pAse vAravAra A eka vAta zA mATe karyAM kare che? me taimanA nAmanuM mArA hAthe mI'DhaLa bAMdhyu che te cheoDIne khIjAnA nAmanuM nahi khAMdhu : huM bheganI bhikhAraNu nathI paNa Atmika guNNAnI pUjAraNu chuM. tame kaho che ke nemathI savAye muratIyA zeAdhIne tane paraNAvIzuM paNa A duniyAmAM temakumAra jevA zreSTha muratIyA kANu che e te batAva. A jagatamAM emanAthI kAI zreSTha nathI. mArA dilamAM tema sivAya bIjA koinuM sthAna nathI, mATe he mAtA ! tArA pagamAM paDIne huM vinaMtI karuM chuM ke A zabdo have tame belaze nahiM. saMsArano mAga tA jagatamAM madyAnA pati batAve paNa mArA patie te mane saMsArano mAga cheDI tyAgano navo mArga khatAnyeA che. eTale emano je mA te ja mArA mArga che. rAjematInA vacano sAMbhaLIne mAtA khelatI baMdha thaI gaI. madhue ! A pAMta patnIno sabaMdha kevA che ! Aje Avu' manyu hAya te kanyA

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zAradA suvAsa zuM kare? keTalA verajhera ubhA thAya ne kaMIka dhAMdhala macI jAya. Aje te paraNyA pachI be mANasane na banyuM eTale chUTAcheDA thaI jAya. A tamAre saMsAra. saMsAramAM jyAM juo tyAM jhaghaDA, kaleza ane dhamAla che, kayAMya zAMti nathI. pAse game teTaluM dhana heya te paNa mANasa dhana mATe jyAM ne tyAM valakhA mAre che paNa ene khabara nathI ke dhana sAthe AvavAnuM nathI. cha cha khaMDanI saMpattinA svAmI evA cakravarti e paNa badhuM choDIne gayA che. samrATa siMkadare sArI duniyAnI lakSmI lUMTIne bhegI karI hatI chatAM jatI vakhate sAthe zuM laI gaye? jatI vakhate te khAlI hAthe ja gaye ne? paisA mATe te Ajana mAnavI mAnava maTIne pizAca banI gayo che. potAnA sukha mATe bIjAne te kacaDI nAMkhe che. e narapizAcane garIbanI dayA paNa nathI AvatI. zrImaMta pitAnI sattAthI manuSya maTIne ke narapizAca banI jAya che, te vAta batAvatuM eka daSTAMta ApuM chuM. amadAvAdamAM banelI kahAnI che. eka garIba mAtA-pitAno lADIle ekano eka chokaro maheza bI. e. pAsa thaye, pachI nokarI meLavavA mATe tapAsa karavA lAgyuM. mahezanA mAtA-pitA bALapaNathI gujarI gayA hatA. A kare jematema karIne bhaNe, pachI ene lAyaka kanyA paNa maLI gaI. e chokarI khUba sajajana hatI. maheza paNa khUba guNIyala kare hate. eNe manathI nirNaya karyo hato ke potAnI jAta mahenatathI kamANI karIne khAvuM. kadI keInI pAse lAMbe hAtha kare nahi. anyAyanuM dhana kadI levuM nahi, maheza buddhizALI khUba hate. nokarI mATe eka divasa te mIlamAlikane tyAM gayo, paNa keI nokarI rAkhatA nathI. Aje paNa nokarI kone maLe? lAgavagavALAne. mahezane nokarI maLatI nathI. mIlamAlike kahyuM hamaNAM jagyA nathI. maheza khUba karagaryo eTale zeThe ene paTAvALA tarIke rAkhe. mahezanI buddhi, hoMziyArI, badhuM mIlano menejara bane tevI hatI paNa enA karmodaye ene menejarane badale paTAvALe banAvyo, chatAM maheza vicAre che ke zeThe mane paTAvALAnI nokarI te ApI ne! emane mahAna upakAra che, mahine base rUpiyAne pagAra maLe che temAMthI A baMne mANase vIsa rUpiyA te dAnamAM vAparatA hatA. Aje te zrImaMtenI paNa AvI udAra bhAvanA ochI jovA maLe che. zrImaMta varganA dilamAMthI je dayA dezavaTe leze te garIbanI khabara keNa leze? Aje jyAM juo tyAM paisAnI kiMmata che. paisA mATe narapizAca je banI gayA che. maheza paTAvALAnI nokarI kare che. enI hoziyArI, buddhi, vinaya A badhuM joIne mIlamAM kAma karanArA sajajana mANase vicAra karavA lAgyA ke A te bakarInA koTe ratna bAMdhyuM che. A kare bhaNela gaNele ne ke vivekI che! Ane te menejara banAva joIe paNa enA pApakarmane udaya che ke zeTha enA kAmanI kadara karatA nathI. maheze traNa varSa mIlamAM nokarI karI. temAMthI je pagAra maLe temAMthI pitAnuM jIvana

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764 zAradA suvAsa AnaMdapUrvaka vItAvate hate. ene aDhI varSano eka bAbe hate. traNa mANasanuM kuTuMba zAMtithI rahetuM hatuM, paNa kudaratanI kaLA nyArI che. karmarAjA keIne cheDatA nathI. A mahezane ekAeka sakhata tAva AvavA lAge. DokaTara belAvyA. DokaTare tapAsIne kahyuM ke TAIpheIDa che. tAvane jenA kAraNe te bake che tethI tenI patnI saralA khUba gabharAI jatI paNa duniyAmAM garIbanuM ke? pAse paisA nathI. davA, phuTa, DekaTara vigerenA paisA kayAMthI kADhavA? mahezane mAthe tAvanI garamI caDhI javAthI bebhAna banI jAya che tethI saralA khUba gabharAya che ne raDe che. gharamAM je hatuM te badhuM vecIne davA kare che. bIjI tarapha tene aDhI varSano bAe badhA chokarAo sAthe ramata ramati roDa upara jate raho. tyAM roDa upara zeThanI meTaranI Takkara lAgatA bAbe paDI gaye ne tenA upara gADInuM piDu pharI vaLyuM. tyAM ne tyAM ja kula jevA bALakanuM prANapaMkherU uDI gayuM. A zeTha manuSyanA rUpamAM pizAca hate. ene svabhAva kUra che e sau sArI rIte samajatA hatA, eTale traNa cAra mANase e bhegA thaIne gADI aTakAvI. ame nahIM javA daIe. ahIM A paristhiti banI eTale pADozI bahenane khabara paDatAM eNe mahezanI patnIne kahyuMbahena ! jarA bahAra Ave che. tamAre bAbe paDI gaye che ne ene khUbe vAgyuM che. A tarapha pati bebhAna che ne bIjI tarapha putrane vAgyuM che eTale gayA vinA cAle tema na hatuM, tethI saralA gaI ne joyuM te putranA prANa uDI gayA che. mANase kahe che bahena ! tamArA pati je mIlamAM nokarI kare che enA A zeTha che. enI gADIe tamArA bAbAnA prANa lIdhA che, mATe tame enA upara kesa kare. zeTha gADImAM beThA che. emanA manamAM thayuM ke je A bAI kerTamAM kesa karaze te mane jiMdagInI jelanI sajA thaze. saralA pitAnA lADakavAyA dIkarAnI A dazA joIne tarata bebhAna thaIne paDI gaI. arara...A zuM thaI gayuM? Aje kudarata paNa mArA upara ke pAyamAna thayelI lAge che. eka bAju patine kaI rIte tAva nemala thatuM nathI ne bIjI tarapha dIkarAnI A dazA thaI. loko saralAne pANI chAMTIne bhAnamAM lAvyA. pelA zeTha namratAthI kahe che bahena! amArAthI tArA dIkarAne ekasIDanTa thayuM che. tuM kahe teTalA rUpiyA ApI dauM paNa mane javA de. jaladI kahe, paccIsa hajAra...pacAsa hajAra keTalA Ape ? leke kahe che bahena! A zeTha e zeTha nathI paNa pizAca jevo che. tuM ene ja karIza nahi. barAbara korTanA bAraNA batAvaje. ene jAte karavA jevuM nathI. saralAnA dilamAM putrane janma AghAta che. patinI bhayaMkara (bamArI che eTale ciMtAne pAra nathI. temAM khabara paDI ke ene pati jene tyAM nokarI kare che e zeTha che eTale ene jelamAM kema besADaya? saralA kahe che zeTha ! mAre pati traNa traNa varSathI Apane tyAM nekarI kare che. ApanI bAjarI mArA peTamAM paDI che, eTale huM tamane jelamAM

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zAradA suvAsa 765 nahi javA dauM. mAre tamArA rUpiyA nathI joItA. mAre dIkare kaMI tamArA paccIsa ke pacAsa hajAranI kiMmatane na hate. zeDa kahe che bAI! tuM kaMI mAMgI le, A kahe che ke zeTha! vadhu zuM kahuM, tamArI AkhI mIla mane ApI de te paNa mane mAre lAla maLavAne che? mAre tamAre eka rAtI pAI joItI nathI. ame anItinI rAtI pAI letA nathI, paNa tame bahu kahe che te eTaluM karaje ke ApanI mIlamAM je traNa varSathI paTAvALAnI nekarI kare che te mArA pati che. temane paMdara divasathI TAIpheIDa thayela che. tAva kaI rIte utarato nathI. atyAre bebhAna paDayA che. temane mUkIne AvI chuM. temanI davA mATe mane jarUra paDe ne huM AvuM te mane madada karajo. bhale, bahena ! jyAre tAre paisAnI jarUra paDe tyAre tuM khuzIthI Avaje. mArI mIlanA dvAra tAre mATe khulalA che. Ama kahIne zeTha te jANe bilADInA mukhamAMthI uMdara chUTa hoya tema chUTayA ne jahadI ghara bhegA thaI gayA. bhAMgyA hRdaye putranI aMtima kriyA karI saralA pAchI AvI tyAre pati kahe che ke tuM kyAM gaI hatI? vaja jevI chAtI banAvIne saralAe kahyuM nAtha ! bAbAne page lAgyuM hatuM. tene davAkhAne laI gaI hatI. bA kyAM che? tenA mAsInA ghare mUke che. - have saralAnI pAse paisA nathI. davA kayAMthI lAvavI? DokaTara kevI rIte lAvavA ? ane mahezane te tAva narmala thatuM nathI, chevaTe saralA mIlamAM gaI ne base rUpiyAnI mAMgaNI karI. eTale zeTha enA mANasene kahe che bAInuM bAvaDuM pakaDIne bahAra kADhe. jANe emanA mATe ja kamAtI na hoIe ! base rUpiyA kamAtA keTalI mahenata paDe che ! AkAzamAMthI paisA paDatA nathI. samajI zeThanA mANase bAIne bAvaDuM pakaDIne bahAra kADhe che tyAM mIlamAM kAma karatA traNa cAra sajajana mANase deDIne AvyA ne zeThane kahevA lAgyA zeTha ! A bAIne tame oLakhI? be divasa pahelAM tame enA aDhI varSanA kula jevA bAbAne tamArI moTara nIce kacaDI nAMkhyuM hatuM. e vakhate tame pArevAnI jema phaphaDatA hatA tyAre tame ene pacAsa hajAra rUpiyA ApavA taiyAra thayA hatA. e pavitra bAIe rAtI pAI na lIdhI ane tamane chUTA karyA hatA. e zuM tame bhUlI gayA? ene bAba cAle gaye ne pati bimAra che. tame enA upara kaMIka te dayA kare. be divasamAM tame bhUlI gayA? A sAMbhaLI narapizAca jevA zeThanA dilamAM krodhanI javALAo bhabhUkI uThI ane enA mANasane kahevA lAgyA ke A duSTane nokarI parathI utArI mUke. mane kahenAra keNa? e lokone kADhI mUkyA ne AzAbhera AvelI mahezanI patnI saralAne paNa coTale pakaDIne mIlanA kaMpAunDanI bahAra kADhI mUkI. saralA ghare AvIne kALA pANIe raDI. ahe, prabhu! mArA kameM mArI A dazA karI. have te tArA zaraNe chuM. A duniyAmAM kahevAya che ne ke dIna duHkhIne belI bhagavAna. he prabhu! ame jIvanamAM kadI anyAyanuM khAdhuM nathI. amAruM jIvana sadAcArI hoya te mane sahAya karaje. ema kahI eka hAtha patinA mAthe

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761 zAradA suvAsa mUkIne prabhune prArthanA karatI dhyAnamAM evI lIna banI gaI ke huM kyAM chuM ene khyAla na rahyo, ane be kalAka thayA tyAM patine tAva tana nermala thaI gaye ne bhAnamAM Ave, paNa patnI dhyAnamAM che, chevaTe jyAre dhyAna pUruM thayuM tyAre patine tAva utaryo jANuM khUba AnaMda thaye. maheza kahe che bAbe kayAM gaye ? bAbAne lAva. bAge kyAMthI lAve. ghaNu ADAavaLA javAba ApyA, chevaTe maheze khUba haTha lIdhI eTale satya hakIkta kahI. A sAMbhaLatA mahezane khUba AghAta lAge. saralAe tene khUba samajAvyuM. saMsAranI asAratA samajAvI tethI mahezanuM mana zAMta banyuM. have dhIme dhIme tabiyata sudharavA lAgI. eka divasa maheza oTale beTho che ne baMbA deDatA joyA. lekene pUchyuM ke kayAM Aga lAgI che? badhAe kahyuM kAMtIlAla zeThanI mIlamAM Aga lAgI che ne zeTha sapaDAyA che. A vAta jANIne maheza deDa. leke kahevA lAgyA ke A zeThe te ATha divasa pahelAM ja tArA ekanA eka bAbAne meTara nIce kacaDI naMkhe che ane tArI patnI tArI cAkarI mATe esA levA gaI, keTaluM karagarI ane kahyuM ame majurI karIne pisA pAchA ApIzuM te paNa e narapizAcane dayA na AvI. have tuM zuM joIne jAya che? tuM jIvate haIza. te keInuM bhaluM karIza paNa e pizAca te badhAne bharakhI khAya che, mATe ene bacAva nathI. paNa jenA dilamAM karUNA bharI che te rahe kharo ? deDatA jaIne bhaDabhaDatI AgamAM jhaMpalAvyuM. ophIsamAM jaI zeThane uMcakIne bahAra lAvyA. zeTha khUba dAjhayA hatA ne maheza paNa khUba dAjhI gayA, chatAM kSemakuzaLa jIvatA bahAra AvyA. leke kahe che zeTha! tamane bacAvanAra keI na hatuM. Aje tame baLIne khAkha thaI jAta paNa A karUNAsAgara bhagavAna je maheza A ne tamane bacAvyA. juo, lekone te vahelA meDA karmo udayamAM Ave paNa tamArA karmoe te tamane tarata ja para batAvyuM. tame te mahezanI patnIne ceTa pakaDIne kaDhAvI hatI. eka rAtI hAI ApI na hatI chatAM eNe ja tamane bacAvyA. have zeThanI AMkha khulI gaI. davA upacArothI dAjhayAnA ghA rUjhAI gayA pachI zeThe mahezanuM khUba bahumAna karyuM ne pitAnI mIlane menejara banAvavA kahyuM paNa maheze kahyuM have huM e mIlamAM nahi AvuM. huM karelA kartavyane badale nahi lauM, paNa zeTha ! Apa eka vAta jarUra dhyAnamAM rAkhajo ke mArA jevA dInaduHkhI tarapha sadA dayAdaSTi rAkhaje. zeThe pitAnI bhUlanI mAphI mAMgI ne pitAnuM jIvana palTAvI dIdhuM. zeTha dAnava maTIne mAnava banyA. baMdhuo! pavitra mANasanA saMgathI kramAM kara mAnavInuM hRdaya palTAI jAya che. mahezanA saMgathI zeThanA jIvananuM parivartana thayuM. zeThe ene lAkha rUpiyA bheTa ApavA kahyuM paNa na lIdhA. enA saddaguNa ane paropakArathI prerAIne bIjI mIlamAM ene sAmethI bolAvyo ne menejara banAvyuM. pita mIlane menejara banya, sAre zrImaMta banyuM paNa enA jIvanamAM

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zAradA suvAsa 767 kadI abhimAna na AvyuM. te jIvanabhara duHkhInI sevA ane popakAranA kAryo karato rahyo ne pitAnuM jIvana suvarNAkSare lakhAvI gaye. je sArA kAryo kare che tenuM jIvana amara bane che. rAjematI ane temanA adhikAramAM AgaLa zuM Avaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 83 Aso suda 15 ne semavAra tA. 16-10-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anatajJAnI bhagavaMte pharamAvyuM che ke he bhavya che! anaMta puNyAIthI tamane A mAnava deha maLyo che. te raMgarAga, bhegaviSaya ane ezaArAma karavA mATe nathI maLyuM paNa tapa-tyAga dvArA bhavanA baMdhane teDavA mATe maLe che. raMgarAgAdimAM taraboLa rahevAthI mAnava bhavanI hAthamAM AvelI sonerI taka niSphaLa jAya che ane bhavanA pherA vadhI jAya che ane jIvane caryAzI lAkha chavAyeninA duHkhada paribhramaNamAM pheMkAI javuM paDe che. AtmAnI ane dharmanI zraddhAvALe. jIva A vAta samajavA chatAM paNa viSayenA raMgarAga choDI zaktA nathI tyAre e mUMjhAya che ke jIvana AvI rIte pasAra thaI jaze te mAruM zuM thaze ? A mUMjhavaNane TALavA mATe ane raMgarAgAdinA tyAga mATe satsaMga, jinavANInuM zravaNa ane AdhyAtmika vAMcana e zreSTha upAya che. AvA upAye amalamAM levA chatAM paNa je raMgarAgane tyAga na thAya, AtmakalyANa mATenA prabaLa purUSArtha na pragaTAvI zakAya te zuM karavuM? A bAbatamAM mahAnapurUSe kahe che ke enA mATe eka zreSTha upAya che jenAthI tapa-tyAga vigerene purUSArthI pragaTAvI zakAya. e upAya karyo che ? tIrthakara bhagavaMta pratye ApaNA dilamAM e prema jAgRta karIe ke e premanA kAraNe ApaNA dilamAM ema thAya che ke je mArA prabhune raMgarAga, bhogaviSaye, ezaArAma vigere na gamyA te mane zA mATe ? je emane na ApyA te mane zA mATe khape ? emane tapa-tyAga, upazama, kSamA, dharyatA vigere gayA te mane paNa e ja gamavA joIe. haiyAne javalaMta prema aMtaramAM AvI vRtti ne baLa jagADe che. A saMsAramAM paNa ApaNe joIe chIe te pati pratye prema dharanArI suzIla patnI enA patinA svabhAvane anusare che tyAre e vicAra kare che ke mArA patine krodha gamatuM nathI. game tevA saMgamAM paNa emane krodha AvatuM nathI te mAre krodhI svabhAva kema rakhAya? mAre koIne tyAga kare joIe. mArA patine je amuka vastu na khape ane na game te pachI mane paNa e vastu zA mATe khape ne zA mATe game? emane jene tyA ene mAre paNa tyAga. mArA pati je ATaluM badhuM kaSTa sahana

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zAradA suvAsa kare che te mATe paNa karavuM ja joIe. te ja emanA para mAre sAro prema che ne huM emanI sAcI patnI chuM mArA ahebhAgya che ke mane AvA guNasaMpanna pati maLyA che. - baMdhuo ! eka saMsArI patnIne paNa AvA guNIyala pati maLyAnI kadara hoya ane pati pratye A prema hoya te pachI jinezvara prabhu pratye bhaktane A sakriya prema na hoya? pati mAtra peTalI, dALa, bhAta ne zAkanuM sAduM bhejana jamate hoya ane enI ja sAme patnI thALImAM baraphI, peMDA, lADu ne gulAbajAMbu Adi pakavAna laIne bese chatAM pAchI kahetI jAya ke mane tamArA upara bahu prema che te eno prema ke kahevAze ? banAvaTI ja kahevAya ne? tema ApaNe paNa koI jAtanA tyAga, tapa, kSamA, upazama ke kaSTa vigerene jIvanamAM apanAvIe nahi ne kahIe ke prabhu ! mane tamArA upara ghaNe prema che te e prema sAco ke ThagAre? ApaNe paNa pahelA te e tapAsavAnI jarUra che ke zuM ApaNuM dilamAM vItarAga prabhu upara javalaMta prema che ? javalaMta premabharyo sevakabhAva che ? eka patibhaktA suzIla patnI je rIte patine svAmI mAne che e rIte ApaNe prabhune svAmI mAnIe chIe. e pativratA patnI enA patinA svabhAvamAM ane pravRttimAM bhaLI jAya che tema ApaNe paNa jemane taraNatAraNa mAnyA che evA tIrthaMkara prabhunA svabhAva ane pravRttimAM bhaLI zakIe chIe kharA! jyAM na bhaLI zakIe tyAM ApaNane zarama lAge che? aMtaramAM tenuM pArAvAra duHkha ke kheda thAya che khare? ApaNe ApaNA AtmAne ema kahevuM joIe ke je te bhagavAnane nAtha mAnyA che te emane je game ne je rUce te tane gamavuM joIe ne rUcavuM joIe. ApaNe bhagavAnane zA mATe nAtha mAnIe chIe? emaNe sattA ane saMpattino tyAga karyo che mATe, zAMtinAtha bhagavAne cha khaMDanA vaibhava vilAsa ane sAmrAjyano tyAga karyo che te vicAra kare ke ApaNAthI nAnIzI sattA paNa nathI choDAtI? dAnamAM thoDuM dhana paNa nathI vaparAtuM? bhagavAne te samasta viSayavilAsano tyAga karyo te tArAthI gheDa paNa tyAga nathI karAta? bhagavAne saMyama laIne aghora sAdhanA karI te tArAthI thaDe paNa tapa nathI karI zakAte ? emaNe anAryonA ara kaSTa sahana karyA ne uparathI keTalI karUNA karI! tuM tArAthI e anAryo karatAM paNa kaMIka darajaje sArA mANasane kaTu vacano ke apamAna sahana nathI thatA? te pachI tane bhagavAna pratye sAro prema zene? jene bhagavAna upara sAco prema che e te bhagavAnanA nAma upara ghaNuM pApa cheDI zake che, ane tapa-tyAga karI zake che. upazamabhAva keLavI zake che. zAlIbhadra bhagavAnanA nAma upara devatAI vaibha, bhegavilAsa ane Akhe saMsAra che, ane sAdhu banyA pachI paNa e ja vicAryuM ke mArA prabhue ugra tapazcaryAo karI te mAre paNa e ja karavuM joIe ane te pramANe karyuM. ApaNane paNa je prabhu pratye sAro prema hoya te bhagavAne je apanAvyuM te ja apanAvavuM joIe, bhagavAnane je gamyuM te ja ApaNane gamavuM joIe. te ja ApaNe saMsAranA baMdhanamAMthI chUTakAro thAya.

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zAradA suvAsa 769 ApaNu cAlu adhikAramAM nemakumAra teraNadvAre AvyA ne lagna karyA vinA pAchA pharyA tethI rAjematInA dilamAM temanA virahanuM apAra duHkha thavA lAgyuM, eTale te vilApa karavA lAgI, tyAre enI sakhIo jemakumArane bhUlavA mATe khUba samajAvatI paNa kaI rIte enA virahanI vedanA ochI na thaI. e te sakhIo pAse temanA virahanI vedanA pragaTa karatI ane sAthe emanA guNene yAda karatI hatI. sajajanene sArI duniyA yAda kare che. yugonA yuga vIte chatAM emane kaI bhUlatuM nathI. devAnupriyo ! sajjana purUSane e sahaja svabhAva hoya che ke teo bIjAnA lAbhamAM pitAne lAbha ane bIjAnI hAnImAM potAnI hAnI mAne che. teo bIjAonA hitanI vAta jANIne prasanna thAya che ane bIjAonA ahitanI vAta jANIne duHkhI thAya che. bIjAnA hitAhitane teo pitAnuM ja hitAhitamAne che. balake pitAnA hitAhitathI teo prasanna ke duHkhI thatA nathI paNa bIjAnuM ahita ke duHkha joIne duHkhI thAya che ane bIjAonuM hita ke sukha joIne prasanna thavAno temano svabhAva hoya che. bIjA koIne duHkhI athavA tenuM ahita thatuM joIne teo evI bhAvanA paNa nathI lAvatA ke have A vakhate mAre mAro svArtha sAdhI le Ie. teo bIjAnA hitane arthe pitAne vArtha paNa choDI de che. te pachI bIjAnA ahitathI pitAne svArtha sAdhavAnI te vAta ja kayAM rahI! tethI ulaTuM durjanane svabhAva sajajanenA savabhAvathI sarvathA viparIta hoya che. teo bIjAonA lAbhamAM potAnI hAni ane bIjAonI hAnimAM pitAno lAbha mAne che. bIjAone sukhI joIne te duHkhI thAya che ane bIjAone duHkhI dekhIne te prasanna thAya che. keIne vipattimAM AvelA jeIne sajajana mANaso te tene sahAya kare che, tenI vipatti TALavAno prayatna kare che paNa durjana mANasa bIjAonI vipattine pitAno svArtha pUrtinuM eka sAdhana mAne che ane samaje che ke amAruM kArya siddha thavA mATe ja tenA upara AvI vipatti AvI che. sajajanatA ane durjanatAnuM kAraNa pitAno svabhAva che. A viSayamAM kula, vaMza ke mAtA-pitA kAraNabhUta nathI. jo ke saMtAnamAM mAtA-pitAno svabhAva paNa Ave che paNa ema na kahI zakAya ke saMtAnamAM mAtA-pitAnA guNa-durguNa Ave ja che. kyAreka ema heya che ne kyAreka nathI paNa hatuM. nemakumAra ane rathanemi bane sahodara bhAIo hatA chatAM baMnenA svabhAvamAM viSamatA hatI. jemAM bhaviSyamAM tIrtha kara banavAnA che tevA nemakumAra kevA vicAro dharAvatA hatA te vAta te tame sAMbhaLI gayA, paNa temanA nAnA bhAI rathaneminA vicAro temanA jevA na hatA, paNa je yAdave strInA bhegamAM ja sukha mAnatA hatA tenA jevA hatA. jemakumAra rAjematane paraNyA vinA pAchA pharyA tethI bIjA yAdavane kheda thayo paNa rathanemine AnaMda thayA. temane utpanna thayelI paristhitine lAbha levAnI lAlaca thaI. te vicAravA lAgyA ke rAjetI jevI saudaryavatI ramaNIne cheDIne mArA bhAI cAlyA gayA tethI ema lAge che ke teo strIonA parIkSaka nathI ane zRMgArarasanA rasIka paNa nathI nahitara rAjematI zA su-69

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S70 zAradA suvAsa sAthe lagna karyA vinA pAchA kema phare je temane dIkSA levI hatI te rAjemanI sAthe lagna karIne sukha bhogavyA pachI ja levI hatI ne? saMsAranA A AnaMdane tarachoDIne tathA jematIne nahi paraNIne bhAIe bahu moTI bhUla karI che. ugrasena rAjAnI putrI rAjematIne meM joI che. te seLe kaLAe saMpUrNa saudaryavAna strI che. meM te rAjematInA rUpanI barAbarI karanAra bIjI keI suMdara strI Aja sudhImAM joI nathI. evI sukumAlI ane navayauvanA rAjematIne tyAgI devAnI bhUla e kaI karI zake te te ja karI zake ke je strIne parIkSaka na hoya. huM te tene ine Azcaryacakti banI gayo chuM. mAruM mana mArA kAbUmAM rahyuM na hatuM paNa bhAInI sAthe vivAha thaI rahyo hate eTalA mATe huM vivaza hate paNa bhAI te rAjematIne cheDIne cAlyA gayA. have rAjematI zuM karaze? bhAI sAthe tenA lagna te thayA nathI. te te haju kuMvArI ja che eTale tenA vivAha avazya bIjA keI rAjakumAra sAthe thavAnA ja che, te pachI huM tenI sAthe vivAha kema na karuM! evuM utkRSTa kanyAratna keI bIjAnA hAthamAM javA devAne badale ane je kanyA yAdava kuLanI vadhu banavAnI hatI tene bIjA kuLanI vadhu banavA devAne badale tenI sAthe mAre vivAha karI le e kaI rIte anucita gaNAze nahi. huM mAnuM chuM tyAM sudhI rAjemanI prasannatApUrvaka ane teno pati banAvavAne savIkAra karaze. eTalA mATe mAre A viSe prayatnazIla banavuM joIe. A pramANe vicAra karIne rathanemie rAjemanI pAse lagnane prastAva mokalavAno nizca karyo. te mATe teNe eka evI hatIne taiyAra karI ke je ugrasenanA mahelamAM jatI AvatI hatI ane e jematIthI paricita paNa hatI. rathanemie te dUtIne pitAne prastAva saMbhaLAvIne kahyuM ke jo tuM rAjematI sAthe mArA lagnane svIkAra karAvI lAvIza te huM tane moTuM InAma ApIza. baMdhuo! eka ja mADInA jAyA hovA chatAM baMne bhAIonA svabhAvamAM keTaluM badhuM aMtara che ! eka viSaya pratyethI virAgI banelA che. jyAre bIje viSayamAM lukhya che. ene viSayane kIDe kerI khAya che. jema udhaI jIvAta dekhAvamAM ghaNI nAnI hoya che paNa moTA moTA lAkaDAne uparathI evuM ne evuM rAkhIne aMdarathI kerI khAya che. kapaDAne khAI jAya che ne kAgaLane paNa khAI jAya che, ema jenA aMtaramAM viSayanI udhaI praveze che tene aMdarathI kerI khAya che, pachI enA manamAM vicAre paNa evA ave che. jevA vicAro Ave che tevI vANIne uccAra thAya che. pachI mANasa evuM vartana karavA taiyAra thAya che, eTalA mATe jJAnI bhagavate kahe che ke sauthI prathama tamArA aMtaramAM eka paNa kuvicAra Ave te tene tarata nAbUda kare. eka ja kuvicAra jIvanamAM meTe saDa ubhuM karaze. rathaneminA manamAM viSaya vikArano saDo utpanna thaye eTale te vANImAM AvyuM. tethI teNe rAjemanI paricita dUtane belAvI tenI sAthe saMparka sAthe. tene pitAnA mananI vAta jaNAvIne kahyuM ke A vAta tAre khAnagI rAkhavAnI. keIne kahevA nahi.

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zAradA suvAsa je tArI mahenatathI rAjemata mArI sAthe lagna karaze te huM tane meM mAMgyuM InAma ApIza. mohAMdha banelA rathanemine bhAna nathI ke je eka vakhata mArA bhAbhI kahevAI gayA te zu mArI sAthe vivAha karavA kabUla thaze? ane mArAthI enI sAthe lagna karavAno vicAra paNa kema karAya? kAgaDA rAtre dekhatA nathI ne ghuvaDa divase dekhatuM nathI paNa jenI daSTimAM vikAra bharyo che tevA kAmAMdha purUSe te rAtre ane divase dekhatA nathI. A rathanemi paNa kAmAMdha banyuM che tethI tenA manamAM vicAra nathI AvatuM ke huM A zuM karI rahyo chuM ! tyAre je dUtIne taiyAra karI che te paNa paisAnI lAlaca hatI. paisAnA lebha khAtara mAnavI zuM nathI karate haisA pAchaLa mAnavI pitAnI jAta homI devA paNa taiyAra thaI jAya che. A dAsI je pavitra heta te e rathanemine ema kahI deta ke he yAdavakuLanA jAyA! tane A zobhe che. jene tArA sagA bhAIe cheDI tene tuM Icche che! A kAma mArAthI nahi thAya. pasAnA lebhathI dUtI mathurA rAjemanI pAse javA taiyAra thaI ' "dUtInuM mathurAmAM Agamana :- dUtI dvArakAthI nIkaLIne mathurA pahecI ane te rAjematInA mahelamAM gaI. dAsI rAjematIne oLakhatI hatI paNa rAjemata te A dAsIthI taddana ajANa hatI. ajANI dAsIne pitAnA mahelamAM AvelI joIne rAmatIe tene pUchayuM-bahena ! tuM koNa che? ane kayAMthI AvI che? tyAre dAsI kahe huM dvArakAthI AvI chuM. jyAM dvArakAthI AvI chuM ema kahyuM tyAM rAjematInA rUMvADA khaDA thaI gayA. haiyuM harSathI nAcI uThayuM. rAjematIne harSa thavAnuM kAraNa tame samajyA ne? dvArakAmAM ene svAmI nemanagInA vase che tethI tene dvArakAnuM nAma sAMbhaLIne AnaMda thaye, enA manamAM thayuM ke mArA nAtha bhale mane choDIne gayA paNa mane bhUlyA nathI. jarUra temaNe mane kaMIka saMdeza pATha haze eTale eNe pahelAM te AvanArI dAsIno Adara satkAra karyo. pachI kahyuM-bahena! tuM je kAme AvI hoya te jaldI kahe, eTale dAsIe kahyuM ke bahena ! mAre tamane ekAMtamAM khAnagI vAta karavAnI che. rAjematI te saraLa svabhAvanI hatI. enA manamAM te ema ja hatuM ke mArA svAmIne saMdeza lAvI che. dUtI pAsethI saMdeze sAMbhaLavA adhIrI banelI rAjematI" - patine saMdeze sAMbhaLavA Atura banelI rAjule te dUtIne eka rUmamAM laI gaI ne kahyuM-have tAre je kahevAnuM hoya te mane jaladI kahI de, eTale dUtI kahe che bahena! mArA dilamAM eka vAtanuM khUba duHkha thayuM che. rAjematI kahe che bahena ! tane kaI vAtanuM duHkha thayuM che? tyAre kahe che bahena ! tame AvA teja tejanA aMbAra jevA, tamAruM rUpa-sauMdarya ane devakanA devo paNa calAyamAna thaI jAya evA tamane tarachoDIne nema teraNadvArethI cAlyA gayA. mane te aphasosa thAya che ke AvI devarUpa jevI kanyAne kaI che te paNa maLatI nathI, te emaNe zA mATe tamAre tyAga karyo? A mArA dilamAM khUba lAgI AvyuM che.

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772 zAradA suvAsa dUtInI vAta uparathI rAmartA samajI gaI ke A mArA svAmIne saMdeza ApavA AvI nathI. A je kaMI vAta kare che emAM kaI bheda lAge che paNa have enI vAta mAre barAbara sAMbhaLI levI joIe. - rAjematI gaMbhIrapaNe dUtInI vAta sAMbhaLavA lAgI. dUtIe enI vAta AgaLa calAvatA kahyuM-bahena ! have kemakumAra pAchA Ave ane temanA tamArI sAthe lagna thAya evI koI AzA nathI. mATe tame e bAbatamAM aphasesa cheDI de. enI pAchaLa gUrIne A tamAruM rUpa ane yovana zA mATe gumAvI rahyA cho? have ene bhUlI jAo. ene yAda karIne jharavAthI, vilApa karavAthI tamane kaMI phAyado thavAnuM nathI. jenA hRdayamAM saMsAra pratye virakta bhAva che tenI sAthe paraNavAthI paNa zuM sukha maLavAnuM hatuM ? mATe bahena ! huM te tamArA hita mATe kahuM chuM ke tamAruM yauvana ane sauMdarya enI pAchaLa gumAvaze nahi. kemakumAre tamArA rUpa, sauMdaryano tyAga karyo tethI zuM thaI gayuM? kemakumAra jevA balake temanAthI paNa rUpALA hajAre purUSe tamane paraNavA mATe talase che mATe tame bIjA tamArA jevA suMdara purUSanI sAthe lagna karIne saMsAra sukha bhega. kadAca tamArA manamAM ema thatuM hoya ke jemakumAra mane choDIne gayA. have e vara kayAMthI maLaze? je tamane khabara na hoya te huM tamane batAvuM. khuda nemakumAranA nAnA bhAI rathanemikumAra tamArI sAthe vivAha karavAnI IcchA rAkhe che. tamAre je ghera paraNIne javAnuM hatuM te ja ghara che. mAtra vara ja badalAya che. bIjuM kemakumAra te zyAma hatA paNa rathanemi te tamArA jevA gerA che. zuM enuM rUpa che ! zuM enAmAM guNa che ! nemakumAra te emanI AgaLa kAMI nathI. jemakumAra uMmaramAM meTA che ne rathanemi nAnA che, eTale tamArA baMnenI joDI zobhI uDaze. A rIte nemakumAranI apekSA e rathanemikumAra badhI rIte zreSTha che ane temaNe ja mane vivAhanI vAta karavA makalI che. bahena ! mArI te tamane e ja salAha che ke tame mAnI jAo ane rathaneminuM AmaMtraNa svIkArI le. A vara tamane bIje kaI nahi maLe. emanI sAthe lagna karIne tamAruM jIvana saphaLa banAve. dUtIe te be kalAka sudhI rAjemanI pAse rathaneminA guNa gAyA. e te saMsArane niyama che ne ke jenA mAMDave beThA hoya tenA ja gItaDA gavAya. ema A dUta neminA pakSanI hatI. bIjuM je kArya siddha thAya te rathanemi ene moTuM InAma ApavAnA hatA, eTale e te barAbara guNa gAvA lAgI. dUtInI vAta sAMbhaLatA rAjesatInA zarIramAM sanasanATI vyApI gaI. enI vAtamAM bilakula rasa na rahyo. enuM moDhuM bagaDI gayuM paNa dAsIne kaMI samajaNa paDatI nathI. e te vAta kare ja rAkhe che. je hoMziyAra mANasa hoya te sAmI vyaktinuM mukha joIne samajI jAya che ke AnA bhAva kevA che. mANasanuM mukha e aMtarane kemero che paNa A dAsI te kAMI samajatI nathI. rAjetI dvatInI vAta sAMbhaLatA manamAM vicAra karavA lAgI ke zuM rathanemi pitAnA bhAIe tajelI strI sAthe

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zAradA suvAsa 973 lagna karavA taiyAra thayA che? eka ja mAtAnI kukhe janmelA e bhAimAM eka keTaleA pavitra ane khIjo keTalA malIna ! ujjavaLa yAdavakuLamAM janmelA yAdavanuM ATaluM baMdhu adhaHpatana thaze? nA....nA....game tema teya rathanemi pavitra kuLamAM janmelA che, kulIna che ane naimakumAranA nAnA bhAI che eTale mAre je kAMI javAba ApavA che te temane ja ApIza. A phne javAba ApavAthI zuM lAbha? ene huM kaMIka kahIza ane e jaIne juduM ja kaheze. tenA karatA rathanemi mArI pAse Avaze tyAre huM koI yuktipUrvaka emane samajAvIza, tA saMbhava che ke temanuM hRdaya sadAne mATe zuddha pavitra banI jaze. rAjematI manamAM A pramANe vicAratI hatI tyAM dAsIe pUchyuM-mahena ! A khAmatamAM tArI zu IcchA che? je hAya te mane kahe. jethI huM jaine rathanemikumArane samAcAra Apu, tyAre rAjematIe kahyuM mane rathanemikumAra dilathI cAhutA haze te vAta kharAkhara che paNa huM temaNe mokalelA vivAhanA sa Mdezane javAba tamane nahi ApuM. e tA rathanemijIne ja ApIza, mATe tame emane kahejo ke tee pote jAte AvIne ja emanA sadezanA javAba laI jAya ane sAthe e paNa kahejo ke tee Ave tyAre emane priyamAM priya je pINuM hAya te letA Ave. khasa, ATaluM tame rathanemikumArane kahejo, hutI rAjematInA javAba sAMbhaLIne harakhAvA lAgI ke have mAruM kAma saphaLa thaze, kAraNa ke jo eNe rathanemine ahI. elAvyA che te jo enI icchA haiAya te ja khelA2e ne? nahitara zA mATe khelAve ? vrutIe rAjematInA javAba sAMbhaLyA paNa enA mukha uparanA bhAva na joyA. eNe tA eka ja vicAra karyAM ke rAjematIne rathanema sAthe lagna karavAnuM mana che mATe emane jovA mATe ahI lAve che. ema rAjI thai ne mathurAthI ravAnA thai. A tarapha rathanemi paNa rAjematInA sa MdezanI AturatApUrvaka rAha jotA hatA ke kayAre rAjematInA sa Mdeza Ave. tyAM dAsIne durathI AvatI joi. dAsI te ema ja mAne che ke rAjematInI icchA che eTale enA mukha upara AnaMda samAnA nathI. have dAsI rathanemine sadeze Apaze tyAre tene kevA AnaMda thaze ne zuM manaze tenA bhAtra avasare. caritra -- " ca'pakamAlAe kahelI vItaka kahAnI " :- caMpakamAlAthI si'huladvIpanA leAkeA DarI gayA. saunA manamAM ema thayuM' ke teNe vezyAne mArI nAMkhI te ApaNane mArI nAkhaze. kharekhara, A kaI jagadaMbA che ne te ApaNA upara kopAyamAna thaI che. devInA kApathI bacavA mATe rAjA ane prajA badhA bhAgyA eTale ca'pakamAlA ane jinasena kumAra e jaNA rahyA. jinasene enA hAthamAMthI talavAra lai lIdhI ne kahyu' huM caMpakamAlA tu jarA zAMta thA, tuM te jANe koi devInI mAphaka kopAyamAna thaI hAya ema lAge che. jo teA kharI, tArA DarathI AkhA gAmamAM khaLabhaLATa macI gayA che ne sau ahI thI bhAgI gayA. ca'pakamAlA kaDe che svAmInAtha ! hu kopAyamAna na thAuM te zuM karuM? mane te e vezyA uparathI haju krodha jatA nathI. kumAra kahe teM ene teA paraleAka pahoMcADI dIdhI.

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774 zAradA suvAsa have zAMta thA, ane zu' banyuM te mane kahe. svAmInAtha ! Apa mane sarovaranI pALe mUkIne gayA pachI thaDIvAramAM e duSTa vezyA tyAM pharavA mATe AvI. e mAruM rUpa joI ne mugdha manI, eTale gheADIvAra mArI sAthe mIThI mIThI vAta karIne mane badhuM pUchI lIdhuM ane pachI kahevA lAgI ke huM te tamArI naNuM chuM. mArA bhAi te kayAranA ghera AvIne beThA che. huM tamane kayAranI zeAdhatI hatI. cAle, mane khelAvavA mAkalI che. tyAre me' kahyuM e tA koI raDatuM hatu tene cheDAvavA gayA che ne tamAre ghera kyAMthI Ave? tyAre eNe kahyuM e te badhu kAma patAvIne AvI gayA che. mATe tame jaldI cAleA, eTale me te enI vAta sAcI mAnI ne huM aDI' AvI, tyAre khabara paDI ke A naNa MdanuM ghara nathI paNa vezyAnu ghara che, eTale mane vezyA upara krodha AvyeA, tethI huM daravAjA baMdha karIne hAlamAM pesI gaI ne prabhune zuddha bhAvathI prAthanA karI ke zAsanadeva ! jo mAruM zIyaLa zuddha haiAya te A daravAjA hu' kheluM teA ja khule paNa kAi khAlavA game teTalA prayatna kare te paNa na khUle. game tevA zastrothI teADavA prayatna kare te paNa na tUTe. A pramANe prAthanA karI, pachI tA je banyu te Apa jANI che, paNa Apa jayAM gayA hatA tyAM zu banyuM te mane kaheA, eTale jinasenakumAre pAtAnI vAta kahI sa`bhaLAvI. ane maLyA pachI ca'pakamAlAne tyAM besADIne jinasenakumAra siMhuladvIpanA rAjAnI sabhAmAM AvyA, jinasena kumAre daravAjA khAlyA hatA eTale leAke te enA sAmu jovA lAgyA ke A kevA khar3Adura ne pavitra purUSa che ke lAkho prayatna karavA chatAM je dvAra na khulyA te A purUSa sahelAithI khAlyA. kuMvara hAtha joDa rAjA se, aisI a gujArI, vezyA kA ghara Apa lA sa'bhAlI, vastu do saba hamArI, siMhaladvIpanA mahArAjA sabhAmAM rAsa`ssAsane beThelA hatA tyAM AvIne jitasenakumAre kahyuM mahArAjA ! Apa vezyAnu ghara ane enI mAlamilkata sabhALI le. eNe te pApanA dhaMdhA karIne karoDo rUpiyA bhegA karyA haze. rAjA kahe che huM paropakArI purUSa ! Apa ja e ghara saMbhALI le. Ape te devInA kepa aTakAvIne mArA upara mahAna upakAra karyAM che. jinasene kahyuM-sAheba ! e vaizyAnu ghara te zuM enI rAtI pAI paNa mAre na joie. enuM dhana laI e teA ApaNI buddhi paNa agaDI jAya, mATe Apa badhu' saMbhALI leA, ane ApanI jo marajI hoya te mane tamArA rAjayamAM nAkarI rAkhe. Apa je kArya soMpaze te karIza, paNa vezyAnuM dhana mane na khape, bIjI vAta Apa mane nokarI rAkhe| paNa mArA pagAra mahine be lAkha seAnaiyA hovA joIe, pachI Apa mane nAnu` ke, maTu game te kAma batAvaze| tA huM karavA taiyAra chuM. mahine be lAkha seAnaiyA pagAra ! A sAMbhaLIne rAjAne jarA Azcaya te thayuM paNa kahyuM-bhAI! tame hAla eka mahino raheA, pachI kAyama

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775 zAradA suvAsa mATe tamane rAkhavA ke na rAkhavA te huM cokkasa kahIza, tethI jinasenakumAre zaheramAM eka bhADUtI makAna rAkhyuM ne tyAM baMne mANasa AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. jinasenakumAra dararoja eka vakhata rAjasabhAmAM jaI Ava. A mANasa ke che enI parIkSA karavA mATe avAranavAra nekara temaja bIjA mANasane rAjA ene ghera mekalavA lAgyA. badhAne khAtrIpUrvaka tapAsa karavAnuM kahela ke A mANasa ke che? udAra hAthathI dAna karate jinasenakumAra:- jinasenakumAra bAhubaLathI je meLave te dAnamAM vAparata ne manamAM vicAra karatA ke Aje ApaNe divasa saphaLa banyuM. ApaNuM dhanya ghaDI ne dhanya bhAgya ke ApaNane A dAna devAne avasara maLyo che. pAse hoya ne bIjAne ApIe tenI vizeSatA nathI paNa pAse kaMI na heya ne pote kaSTa veThIne bIjAne ApIe tenI ja mahattA che. A baMne pitAne mATe banAveluM bhajana bhUkhyAne jamADIne AnaMda pAmatA ne pAchA ema kahetA ke bhAI! tame pharIne pAchA mAre ghera AvIne A amUlya lAbha Apaje. AvI rIte dAna devAthI jinasenakumArane ghera ghaNuM yAcake AvavA lAgyA. jinasena paNa premathI badhAne AdarasatkAra karIne jene je cIjanI jarUra hoya te ApI detA, tethI cAre bAju tenI kIrti khUba prasarI gaI. jinasenakumAra ane caMpakamAlA baMne khUba dAnavIra, guNavaMta ne jJAnI che eTale AkhA siMhaladvIpamAM tenA guNa gavAvA lAgyA. rAjA jene parIkSA karavA ekale te paNa rAjA pAse AvIne jinasenanA guNanI khUba prazaMsA karatA ke sAheba! zuM enI pavitratA che! zuM enuM parAkrama che! ne zuM enI buddhi che! A pavitra mANasa ApaNA rAjyamAM rahe te ApaNuM paNa zobhA vadhe. eka mahine barAbara pUre thaze eTale rAjAe tene be lAkha seniyA gaNIne ApI dIdhA. jinasenakumAre seniyA te gaNIne laI lIdhA paNa rAjAne kahyuM sAheba ! huM mahinAthI Apane tyAM nokarI karuM chuM paNa Ape mane kaMI kAma batAvyuM nathI, tethI mane kAma karyA vinA A senaiyA levA gamatA nathI. mane sabhAmAM khAlI AMTA mAravA gamatA nathI. Apa mane kaMIka kAma batAve. vagara mahenatane huM pagAra nathI lete. Apa kAma batAvo te khuzIthI rahuM. nahitara ame bIje kayAMya cAlyA jaIzuM. A pramANe jinasenakumAre kahyuM tyAre rAjAe kahyuM ke kAlathI mahelanA daravAje cekIpahere tame karaje kumAra kahe bhale. jinasena rAjakumAra che e keIne khabara nathI. have jinasenakumAra rAjAnA mahelanA daravAje cekI karaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. Aje parama upakArI pU. gurUdeva pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjInI puNyatithi che te dareka bhAI bahene sArA vrata niyama aMgIkAra karaze.

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676 zAradA suvAsa vyAkhyAna naM-84 Aso vada 2 ne budhavAra tA. 18-10-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke anaMta saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karate AtmA jyAM sudhI samatA rUpI sarevaramAM nAna karatuM nathI tyAM sudhI tene AtmA zuddha thatuM nathI. samatArUpI sudhAnuM pAna karanArA manuSyo A jIvanamAM mokSanA zAzvata sukhane anubhava kare che. ApaNuM parama pitA, jagatabaMdhu bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI jyAM jyAM nivAsa karatA hatA tyAM tyAM pazu pakSIo paNa nirdhara thaI jatA hatA. paraspara savAbhAvika veravALA prANIo paNa teTalA samaya sudhI pitAne vairabhAva bhUlI jaIne sahayogathI rahetA hatA. A zAMtidAyaka samatAne guru jyAM sudhI AtmAmAM pragaTe nahi tyAM sudhI pite pitAnuM kalyANa sAdhI zake nahi te pachI bIjAnuM kalyANa karAvavAnI te vAta ja kyAM rahI? mekSAbhilASI oe samatAne guNa avazya prApta kare joIe, kAraNa ke eka samatAne guNa pragaTe te tenI pAchaLa bIjA aneka guNe pragaTe che. aneka purUSa samatAne dhAraNa karI, paramAtmArUpa banI sva-svarUpamAM lIna banyA. evA mahApurUSanA guNa gAvAthI paNa karmanI nirjarA thAya che. temAM keI AzcaryanI vAta nathI. : baMdhuo! tame samaje, ApaNuM AyuSya alpa che ne saMsAranI jaMjALa maTI che. mATe satiSa dhAraNa karI durlabha manuSyabhavane saphaLa karavA samatAne apanAvavI te Avazyaka che. te sivAya sukha ke zAMti maLavAnA nathI. sadA zAMta rasamAM sthita thayelA bhagavaMtanI bhakti karI temanA vacanAmRtanuM punaH punaH manana karI pitAnuM vartana sudhArI mAnavabhavane saphaLa banAve. A uttama samaya, anukULa saMga ane saddagurUne vega mahApudake prApta thayela che. tene sArthaka karavA pramAda cheDIne jAgRta bane ane malina vRttione kAbUmAM levA mATe purUSArthane prajavalita karI, samatAne guNa pragaTa karI apUrva zAMtine anubhava kare. kSamAthI krodhane nirodha thAya che, mRdutAthI mAyA zame che, jutAthI mAyA khase che ne saMtoSathI lebha chatAya che. A kaSAne parAjaya IndriyanA vijaya upara AdhAra rAkhe che. Indriyavijaya cittazuddhithI sadhAya che ane cittazuddhi rAga dveSarUpI melane dUra karavAthI thAya che. e dUra karavAnuM kAma samatArUpI jaLathI bane che. samatA mamatAne tyAga karavAthI pragaTe che. mamatAne dUra karavA mATe anitya bhAvanA ane azaraNabhAvanA bhAvavAnI jarUra che. saMsAramAM je kAMI dekhAya che te badhuM anitya che. A bhAvanAonuM baLa jema jema ekatra thatuM jaze tema tema mamatvarUpI adhikAra naSTa thatuM jaze, ane samatAnI ta pragaTatI jaze. A samatAnI parAkASTA nA pariNAme cittanI ekAgratA siddha thaI zake che. jenA pariNAme AtmA dayAna ke samAdhi ganI bhUmikAe pahoMce che. jJAnI dhyAnI purUSe meDa zatrune haTAvavAnA kAryamAM akhaMDa dhairya rAkhI saMpUrNa sAvadhAna rahe che.

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zAradA suvAsa AtmA sAdhanAnA carama zikhare (mekSamAM jayAre pahoMce che tyAre pUrNa kRtArtha thAya che, tyAre e AtmAmAM pUrNa rUpe paramAtma bhAva pragaTe che. ATalI ucca kakSAne pAmele AtmA e ja paramAtmA che. jyAM sudhI zarIra hoya tyAM sudhI sAkAra paramAtmA che ane chUTI gayA pachI e nirAkAra paramAtmA che. jeo bhAvimAM tIrthaMkara prabhu banavAnA che evA nemakumAre pitAnA jIvanamAM samatAne mahAna guNa pragaTa karyo che, eTale pitAnA AtmA samAna sarve AtmAone jANyA ne dayA karIne prANIone baMdhanamAMthI mukta karAvIne cAlyA gayA. rAjematI jhUratI rahI gaI bIjI tarapha namakumAranA nAnA bhAI rathanemikumArane rAjemanI sAthe lagna karavA che eTale teNe dUtIne mathurA mekalI hatI te dUtI rAmatIne saMdeza laIne kayAre Avaze tenI cAtaka pakSInI jema rAha jete hate. evAmAM dAsIne AvatI joI dAsInA mukha upara harSa hatuM ne pagamAM jema hatuM eTale rathanemi samajI gayA ke nakkI kArya saphaLa karIne AvI hoya tema lAge che, tethI AvatAveMta ja rathanemie tene mUThI bharIne senAmahera ApIne pUchyuM-bela, zuM samAcAra lAvI che? jevA zeTha hoya evA ja enA nekara hoya ne? eTale dAsI phUlAIne kahe che are ! huM jAuM eTale kaMI bAkI rahe kharuM? phattehanA DaMkA vagADIne AvI chuM. rathanemine rAjematIno javAba saMbhaLAvIne kahyuM ke mArA mAnavA pramANe rAjematI ApanA vivAhano prastAva svIkArI leze. mane to lAge che ke teNe Apane jovA mATe ja lAvyA haze, ane sAthe Apane je priyamAM priya pIvAnuM pINuM hoya te laI javAnuM kahyuM che te e mATe ja maMgAvyuM haze ke Apa enI IcchA pUrI kare che ke naDi? eTale Apa pIvAnuM ke uttama pINuM laIne rAjematIne tyAM jAo, mane vizvAsa che ke te Apane dekhIne ja pati tarIke svIkArI leze. harSamAM AvelA rahanemi" - dUtInI vAta sAMbhaLIne rathaneminA AnaMdane pAra na rahyo. e manamAM rAjematIne paraNavA mATenI anekavidha kalpanAo karavA lAge. rAjematIne maLavA mATe tenuM hRdaya utsuka banyuM. basa, have te jaldI jAuM ne rAjematIne maLuM. evA vicArathI rathanemi sArA sArA vastrAlaMkAre sajIne taiyAra thayA ane sAthe eka senAnA ratnajaDita thALamAM eka kiMmatI hIrAthI jaDele senAne glAsa lIdhe ane uttama prakAranuM sugaMdhita ane svAdiSTa pINuM lIdhuM. e badhuM ratnajaDita suvarNanA thALamAM mUkI tenA upara kiMmatI rezamI vastra DhAMkIne banIThanIne rathanemi utsAhabhera dvArakAthI nIkaLIne mathurA AvyA. jANe atyAre paraNavA ja na AvyA hoya tema sArA zukana joIne rAjematInA mahele gayA. rAjematIe keI divasa rathanemine je na hate paNa e samajatI hatI ke bIje ke purUSa pitAnA mahele AvI zake tema nathI. A rathanemi ja have joIe. hoMzabhera AvelA rathanemine rAjematIe satkAra karyo, ane temane kahevA lAgI ke kharekhara tame badhI rIte suMdara che. dutIe jevI tamArI prazaMsA karI hatI tevA ja

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zAradA suvAsa tame che. jyArathI dutI tamAre saMdeza laIne AvI hatI tyArathI huM tamArI rAha jotI hatI. mane khUba AnaMda thaye ke Ape mArA mATe ahIM sudhI AvavAnuM kaSTa uThAvyuM. rathanemie darzAvelA vicAre":- rAjematInA mIThA madhurA zabdo sAMbhaLIne rathaneminA hRdayamAM AnaMdano mahAsAgara uchaLavA lAgyuM. teo manamAM kulAtA vicAravA lAgyA ke je thayuM te sAruM thayuM ke mArA moTAbhAI sAthe rAjemanA vivAha na thayA, ane teo pazuono pikAra sAMbhaLIne teraNadvArathI pAchA vaLI gayA. mane te lAge che ke A sauMdaryanI pratimA mArA bhAgyamAM ja haze. enuM saubhAgya mArAthI ja khIlavAnuM che, tethI mArA bhAIe enI sAthe lagna nahi karyA hoya. je mArA bhAIe enI sAthe lagna karyA hatA te A trilekasuMdarI mane kyAMthI maLata? Ama manamAM vicAra karIne rathanemi rAjematIne kahevA lAgyA ke he rAjeto ! meM tamArA saundaryanI ane cAturInI khUba prazaMsA sAMbhaLI hatI, te bilakula satya che. sAce ja tame devIne paNa zaramAve tevI suMdarI che. meM jyArathI tamArA sauMdaryanI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI ane tamane joyA tyArathI ja mArA hRdayamAM tamArI sAthe lagna karavAnI IcchA hatI paNa vacamAM mArA bhAI sAthe tamArI sagAI thaI tethI mAre mArI IcchAne dabAvI devI paDI, paNa mAruM mana te tamArAmAM ja hatuM, paNa jenI jenAmAM sAcI laganI hoya che te tene maLI ja rahe che. A vAta sAcI karAvavA mATe ja mArA bhAI tamArI sAthe lagna karyA vinA pAchA pharyA haze, ane mane A saubhAgyane suavasara prApta thayA che. jo ke mane vizvAsa che ke tame mAre prastAva svIkAraze, chatAM huM tamArA mukhathI tenI svIkRti sAMbhaLavA utsuka bane chuM. "dhikkAra che mohane" - rathanemie te rAjematInI khUba prazaMsA karI. rAjematIe badhuM maunapaNe sAMbhaLyuM. tene javAba dIdhe nahi paNa manamAM vicAra karavA lAgI ke hAya! A saMsAramAM purUSanuM ATaluM badhuM patana che! mArA rUpa, lAvaNya para mugdha banIne rathanemi pitAnA bhAInuM paNa AvuM aniSTa Icche che? zuM tenA hRdayamAMthI bhrAtRprema paNa sUkAI gaye che? nemakumAre mAre kaI paNa prakAre tyAga karyo hoya paNa temanA tyAgane rahanemie pitAnuM saubhAgya mAnyuM. dhikkAra che e mehane ke jenA kAraNe AvuM bhayaMkara pApa thAya che. A te ThIka che, kemakumAra mArI sAthe lagna karyA vinA ja pAchA pharyA paNa je amArA lagna thayA hatA te paNa A mehAMdha rathanemi amane sukhe rahevA detA nahi, A viSayAMdha enA bhAInI hatyA karatA paNa pAche paData nahi. mArA rUpane paNa dhikAra che ke jenI pAchaLa A rathanema pAgala banyuM che ne kevA kevA zabdo bele che ! rAjamatI vicAra kare che ke huM ene samajAvavAnI keziSa karuM te samajI jaze. bhale, atyAre mAMdha bane paNa game tema te ya yAdavakuLamAM janme che ane mArA svAmIne bhAI che mATe e jarUra sudharI jaze,

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zAradA suvAsa 776 rAjematIe rathaneminA sAmuM joIne kahyuM meM tamArA prastAvane uttara ApavA mATe ja tamane bolAvyA che. mATe Apa dhIraja rAkhe. huM tamane thoDIvAramAM ja uttara ApIza paNa meM tamArI dutI sAthe kahevaDAvyuM hatuM ke tamane je pINuM vadhumAM vadhu priya hoya te letA Ave. te tame te cIja lAvyA che ? rathanemie kahyuM hAhA. A te tamArI sauthI pahelI ja mAMgaNuM che. ene huM kema bhUlI zakuM? tame mArA premanI parIkSA karavA mATe eka tuccha vastu ja maMgAvI paNa je tame kaI moTAmAM meTI kareDonI kiMmatanI cIja maMgAvI hatI te paNa huM e lete Avata. are, vastunI te kayAM vAta kare che. kadAca tame mAre prANa mAMgata te paNa huM ApavA taiyAra chuM. mehAMdha banela rathanemi kevA kevA zabdo bele che paNa vicAra nathI karate ke huM A zuM bolI rahyo chuM. prANa ApyA pachI zuM sukha bhegavavAnuM che? A badhI jIvanI pAgalatA che. jJAnI purUSe kahe che ke A saMsAramAM badhuM jItavuM sahela che paNa kAmane jIta muzkela che. kAmAMdha banele purUSa jAta ke bhAta kaMI ja nathI. eka vakhata eka rAjakumAra pitAnA mahelanI gelerImAM ubhe hatuM. tyAre cekamAM bhaMgaDI jhADu vALatI hatI jAtanI bhaMgaDI hatI paNa ene rUpa khUba maLyuM hatuM. A rUpALI yuvAna bhaMgaDIne joIne rAjakumAranuM mana bhaMgaDInA rUpamAM mugdha banyuM. ahe, zuM enuM rUpa che ! AvI te mArI rANI paNa rUpALI nathI. A strI mane maLe te mAruM jIvana saphaLa thAya. bhaMgaDI reja savAranA praharamAM jhADu kADhavA Ave tyAre rAjakumAra gelerImAM ubhe rahete ane mehanA laTakA caTakA karate eTale bhaMgaDI samajI gaI ke A rAjakumAranuM mana bagaDayuM che. rAjakumAranuM citta bhaMgaDImAM ja bhamyA kare che. ene uMgha paNa AvatI nathI. eNe gupta mANase dvArA bhaMgaDI kayAM rahe che te dhyAna rakhAvyuM ane rAtre bAra vAge mahelamAMthI nIkaLIne bhaMgaDInI jhuMpaDIe AvIne bAraNuM khakhaDAvyuM eTale bhaMgaDIe ghUgharATe karIne kahyuM-madharAte keNa AvyA che? je heya te jaldI cAlyo jA. paNa kAmAMdhane zuM khabara paDe? eNe te jorathI jhuMpaDInuM bAraNuM khakhaDAvavA mAMDayuM eTale bhaMgaDIe jhUMpaDInI bahAra AvIne tene jorathI dhakko mArIne kahyuM-nAlAyaka ! tuM keNu che? cAle jA ahIMthI, tyAre kahe che tArA rUpamAM pAgala banyo chuM. tAre dAsAnudAsa chuM. tyAre bhaMgaDo kahe che dhikkAra che tane ! AvA uttamakuLamAM janmIne eka bhaMgaDImAM moha pAme chuM ! atyAre cAlyo jA. ATha divasa pachI Avaje. kAmAMdha rAjakumAra cAlya: ga. have ATha divasa kayAre pUrA thAya ne jyAre bhaMgaDIne ghera jAu tenI rAha jovA lAgyo. ATha divasa pUrA thayA eTale te bhaMgaDIne ghera gaye, tyAre bhaMgaDIe ene jorathI lAta mArIne kahyuM mUrkha ! tane zarama nathI AvatI? ema kahIne jorathI lAta mArIne gabaDAvI dIdhe te paNa te duSTa kAmanA pUrI karavA karagaravA lAgyo, tyAre bhaMgaDIe kahyuM

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zAradA suvAsa ATha divasa pachI Avaje, tethI pAcho gaye ne ATha divasa pUrA thayA eTale pharIne rAjakumAre jhuMpaDInA dvAra khakhaDAvyA. aMdarathI baMgaDIne kahyuM tane atyAre mAre ghera AvatA zarama nathI AvatI? mArA gharamAM mAro dhaNI beTho che. cA jA ahIMthI. te paNa gaye nahi tyAre bhaMgaDIe kahyuM je, A sAme pahADa dekhAya che. tyAM jaIne eka mahine rAmanAmano eka citte jApa kara. raheja paNa tAruM citta mArAmAM na AvavuM joIe. je tAruM dhyAna bIje ke mArAmAM jaze te pharIne jApa kare paDaze. 29 divasa pUrA thaze ne 30 mA divase citta saheja paNa caMcaLa banaze te pharIthI mahine jApa karavA paDaze. mATe dhyAna rAkhaje. huM ahIM beThI chuM paNa mane badhI khabara paDe che. mehAMdha banele rAjakumAra bhaMgaDIne potAnI banAvavA pahADa upara jaIne rAmanAmanA dhyAnamAM besI gaye. je ene bhagavAnanuM nAma levA mATe pahADa upara eka heta te jAta nahi paNa bhaMgaDIne pitAnI patnI banAvavAnI laganI lAgI che eTale gaye. jaIne e te eka citte evA jApa karavA lAgyuM ke na hAle ke na cAle. paththaranA pUtaLAnI mAphaka sthira besIne jApa karavA lAgyuM. bhaMgaDI karmodaye nIcakuLamAM janmI hatI paNa ene AtmA pavitra hatuM. eNe rAjakumArane sudhAravA mATe A yukti karI hatI. e samajatI hatI ke je eka mahinA sudhI barAbara rAmanAmamAM citta jeDI deze te pachI mArA sAmuM paNa jevAne nathI. bhagavAnanA nAmane e prabhAva che ke te ApoApa sudharI jaze. kumAra te rAmanAmamAM e ekatAra banI gaye ke ene bIjuM kAMI yAda AvatuM nathI. ene vikAre naSTa thaI gayA. eka mahine pUre thaye eTale bhaMgaDI pahADa upara AvIne jue che te e te rAmanAmamAM rakta che. bhaMgaDIe ene DhALIne kahyuM kema rAjakumAra ! have zuM vicAra che? rAjakumAre kahyuM bahena ! tame keNa che? tyAre kahe che ke jene mATe A pahADa upara dhyAna dharIne beThA cho te huM chuM, rAjakumAra bhaMgaDInA caraNamAM mAthuM namAvIne kahe che maiyA ! tAruM bhaluM thaje. te mane patananA mArge jatAM aTakAvyuM che. tuM mane ThekANe lAvI chuM. tAre mahAna upakAra che, mArI bhUlanI mAphI mAMguM chuM. have te mane saMsAra jhera jevuM lAge che. have mAre tArI sAthe lagna karavA nathI. huM A pahADa upara rahIne rAmanAmanA smaraNamAM ja mAruM jIvana vItAvIza. bhaMgaDI pavitra hatI te rAjakumArane patananA paMthe ja aTakAvIne tenuM utthAna karAvyuM. rathanemi bhaMgane bhikhArI banIne AvyuM che paNa rAjematI zuddha che. ene kaMI rathanemi sAthe paraNavuM nathI paNa patananA paMthethI utthAnanA paMthe laI che. eNe pUchayuM ke tame pIvAne padArtha lAvyA che? tyAre rahanemie premathI kahyuM-tame pahelI ja vakhata je maMgAve te lAvyA vinA rahuM? tame mAmUlI cIja maMgAvI che ema kahIne senAnA thALamAMthI pele lAsa laIne rAjematIne Ape, rAjematIe te vAle hAthamAM

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zArad suvAsa 781 lIdhe ne manamAM vicAra karyo ke atyAre rathanemi mArA upara atyaMta mahAsakta che. je atyAre temane mehanI sIDI uparathI utArIne barAbara upadeza ApavAmAM Ave te ghaNe ja sAro prabhAva paDaze. A pramANe vicAra karIne rAjemata rathaneminuM lAveluM pINuM tenI sAme ja gaTaka caTaka pIvA lAgI. e pIne sAthe eka auSadhi paNa khAI gaI emAM tarata vamana karAvavAne guNa hatuM. rAmatIne pitAnA lAvelA pINune premathI pItI joIne rahanemi manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke mAre prastAva rAjetae svIkArI lIdhuM che, kAraNa ke je ene prema na hoya agara mArI sAthe vivAha karavAnI marajI na hoya te mAruM lAveluM pINuM tarata pIve nahi paNa ApI rahI che. te mATe prastAva svIkAravAnuM pramANe che. rAjetI te mArI samakSa A peya padArtha pIne mane ema batAvI rahI che ke jevI rIte huM ApanA A padArthane mArA hRdayamAM sthAna ApuM chuM tevI rIte Apane paNa mArA hRdayamAM sthAna ApuM chuM. A rIte rathanemi manamAM aneka prakAranI kalpanAo karatA AnaMda pAmatA hatA, emanA manamAM evuM anumAna thatuM hatuM ke hamaNAM rAjematI mane ema kaheze ke meM ApanA pINAne je rIte svIkAra karyo che tema ApanA prastAvane paNa premathI svIkAra karyo che, paNa kSaNavAramAM emanI AzAnA minArA tUTI gayA. emaNe joyuM ke rAjematInA mukhamAMthI svIkRtine zabda nIkaLavAne badale rathanemine lAvela peya padArtha bahAra nIkaLI rahyo che, jevuM pINuM pIdhuM tevuM tarata ja rAmatIne mITa thaI eTale rAjetI te vamanane rahaneminA lAvelA ratnajaDita zvAsamAM letI hatI. A joIne rahaneminA dilamAM kheda thaye ke zuM mArA lAvelA padArthamAM te evuM kaMI AvyuM nahi heya ne ke jethI rAjematIne vamana thayuM. eka tarapha kheda thaya ne bIjI tarapha duHkha thayuM ne ke AvyuM ke A rAmatI AvI catura che chatAM ene bhAna nathI ke huM mITa bahAra jaIne karuM. enA badale mArI sAme ratnajaDita glAsamAM karI rahI che! ene koI jAtanuM bhAna che ke nahiM? Ave kiMmatI glAsa mITa karavA mATe lAvyo chuM? khUba kaidha Abe paNa rAjematI pratye moha che eTale koine manamAM zamAvI dIdhe. rAjematIe vaNanathI bharele khyAla rahenemi sAme dharIne kahyuM rAjakumAra ! Apa A pINuM pI le. pitAnI sanmukha vamanane pyAle bharela dhare jaIne rathanemi pAchA haThI gayA, ane emanA kodhamAM Dabala vadhAre thaye. emanA hRdayane saghaLe AnaMda kepe naSTa karI nAMkhe. AnaMdanA sthAne ke pitAnuM Adhipatya jamAvI lIdhuM. temanI AMkhe lAlaghUma banI gaI temanA hoTha phaphaDavA lAgyA ane khUba krodhAvezamAM AvIne rAmatIne kahyuM-zuM tamane tamArA rU5 lAvaNane ATale badhe garva che? ke kaI bhadrapurUSane pitAne tyAM bolAvIne tenuM AvI rIte apamAna kare che? zuM tame mane kAgaDo ke kUtare samaje

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72 zAradA suvA che ke tame vamana karelI vastu mane pIvaDAvavA Icche che ? hu` kaI jevA tevA purUSa nathI, sAmAnya mANusa nathI paNa huM yAdavakuLamAM janmele chuM. samudravijaya pitA ane zIvAdevI mAtAnA lADIleA naMda chu. vamana karelA padmA tame kAne pIvaDAvavA uThayA che ! vamelu' tA kAgaDA ane kUtarA pIve paNa kai mAthusa na pIve. vameluM pIvAne manuSyane svabhAva nathI, tyAre rAjematIe kahyu -kumAra ! bhale tame dekhAvathI manuSya che paNa tamArI prakRti te mane kAgaDA ane kUtarA jevI dekhAya che. A sAMbhaLatA rathaneminA koSa vizeSa bhabhUkI uThayA. minA krodha joi ne rAje matIe tene upadeza ApavAnA suavasara samajIne rathanemine kahyuM-rAjakumAra ! tame. kopAyamAna na thAo. jarA dhIraja rAkhe. A te huka ApanA premanI parIkSA karIne jANavA icchu chu ke tame kharekhara mArI sAthe lagna karavA Icche che ke mAtra ema ja kahA che ! rathanemie kahyuM ke zuM A tamArI parIkSA karavAnI rIta che! parIkSA karavI hAya tA khIjA ghaNAM upAyA che. vAha ! tame parIkSAnA ghaNA sArA upAya zeAdhye. tamane khIjo koi upAya jaDyo nahi ? rAjematIe kahyuM A upAya sivAya ApanA premanI parIkSA thaI zake tema nathI. jo tame A pyAlAmAMne padAtha premathI pI gayA haiAta te hu' samajata ke tame mane apanAvI zakaze. A zabdo rathanemane talavAranA ghA jevA lAgyA. have rAjematIne te zuM javA" Apaze ne zu banaze tenA bhAva avasare, caritra : jinasenakumAra siMhaladvIpanA rAjAnA mahelanA daravAje cAkIdAra banIne ubhA rahyo, AkhI rAta pasAra thaI eTale savAra paDatAM rAjAjI jAgyA tethI kumAre rAjA pAse jaIne kahyuM sAheba ! Apa kaMI kAmakAja hAya tA mane pharamAvo. huM rAjya sakhadhI je kAMi kAma haze te jarUra karIza. mane rAjakAya'mAM khUkha rasa che. kumAre ATalu kahyuM tyAM rAjAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. azrubharI AMkhe te gadgad ka mahArAjAe kahyu -beTA! teM rAtre mahelamAM cAkI bharI te amArA mahelamAM zu thayuM te tuM jANe che? tane kaMi navAjunI lAgI ? jinasenakumAre kahyu' sAheba ! huM te mahAra cAkI karu chu. khaDArathI kAI aMdara pesI na jAya te mAre dhyAna rAkhavAnu hAya! paNa Apa je mahelamAM sUtA hoya tyAM mAMre khIjuM zu` dhyAna rAkhavAnuM. haiya ? meM rAtanA koI raMgaDhaMga joyA nathI. A pramANe jinasenakumAre rAjAne kahyuM paNa emanI AMkhamAM AMsu joIne catura jitasenakumAra samajI gayA ke nakkI mahArAjAne kaMika duHkha che. nahitara rAjA jevA rAjAnI AMkhamAM kadI AMsu Ave nahi. A tA rAjAnI vAta che paNa sAmAnya purUSanI AMkhamAM paNa AMsu jaldI na Ave. amArI bahenane te paLe paLe AMsu AvI jAya. ene koI sheja kahe agara ene gamatu na thAya te! tarata AMsu AvI jAya che, eTale kumAre kahyuM-maDArAjA! ApanI AMkhamAM AMsu kema ? Apane je kaMi duHkha hAya. te mane khuzIthI kaheA. huM dUra karavA taiyAra chuM.

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eag zAradA suvAsa kumArane duHkhabharI kahAnI kahetA rAjA" :- kumAranA zabdo sAMbhaLIne mahArAjA khuza thayA ne tene premathI bheTI paDayA, ane kahyuM-dIkarA ! tane zuM vAta karuM ? tane kahevAya tema nathI. mAru' jIvana dhULadhANI banI gayuM che. mArA jIvanamAM ka MI sAra ke sukha dekhAtA nathI. jinasenakumAra kahe mahArAjA ! tame kahA tA kharA, kaheze! te khabara paDaze pazu naRsi kaheA te mane zI rIte khamara paDaze? mATe have vizvaba na kare. mate jaldI kaDA, tyAre rAjA kahe che dIkarA ! tane kahevAnI mArI hiMmata nathI, ane na kahu* te kaMI cAle tema nathI. tA sAMbhaLa. amArA mahelamAM madharAtre eka rAkSasa Ave che. te rAkSasa mane pagamAMthI uThAvIne nIce pheMkI de che ane pachI mArA hAthapaga bAMdhIne mArI AMkhe majabUta pATA bAMdhI de che. pachI e rAkSasa rANI upara baLAtkAra karavA jAya che. evA duSTa, pApI ane kAmAMdha rAkSasa che. 66 ,, " zIla sAcavavA kaSTa veThatI mahArANI :- e mahArANInu' zIyaLa lUMTavA mATe khUba satAve che, mAra mAre che. mane te majabUta baMdhane khAMdhI AMkhe pATA bAMdhI te che jethI huM ene sAmaneA karI zakuM' nahi, mane ghaNuM enI sAme jhajhumavAnuM mana thAya. paNa huM khaMdhanathI chUTI zakatA nathI, paNa rANI e duSTa pApIne kevA kevA zabdo kahe che. ane e kAmAMdha vikarALa rAkSasa rANIne kevI rIte satAve che te sAbhaLuM chuM tyAre mAruM hRdaya cIrAI jAya che, paNa haju sudhI mahArANIe tenI sAme khUba Takkara jhIlI che. e pApI haju sudhI rANIne aDI zakayA nathI, paNa A trAsa kayAM sudhI saDuna thAya ? bhAi! moTA baLavAna rAjAe paNa mAru nAma paDe tyAM dhrujI uThe che, paNa A narAdhama, kAmAMdha rAkSasa mArAthI DaratA nathI. krANu jANe have amArA duHkhanA aMta kacAre Avaze ! atyAra sudhI ghaNAM mANase AvyA meM ghaNAM ghaNAM upacAro karAvyA paNa koI A duHkha maTADI zakayuM' nathI paNa tAru tejasvI mukhaDuM joIne mane ema lAge che ke tuM ja mAruM duHkha maTADIza. tuM Ama dekhAvamAM nAnakaDA che paNa tArI buddhi, sADasa, baLa mane ajoDa dekhAya che mATe mAru mana ema kahe che ke amAru duHkha TaLaze. : " jinasene karelI kaparI pratijJA" rAjAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne jinasenakumAre kahyuMpitAjI ! have Apa nizcita khanI jAo. AjathI huM pratijJA karu chuM ke e rAkSasane mAryA vinA anna khAIza nahi. rAjA kahe tuM evI pratijJA na kara, pazu jinasenakumAra kahe-nahi, huM ene mAryAM pahelA khAIza nahi. atyAre te huM mAre ghera jAuM chuM. rAtre huM AvI jaIza. have rAjA rANI pAse AvIne kahe che maDArANI ! ApaNA rAjyamAM eka zUravIra yuvAna purUSa AvyA che ane eNe rAkSasane mAryAM paDelA jamavuM nahiM evI pratijJA karI che tethI mAru hRdaya kahe che ke nakkI have ApaNA duHkhanA aMta Avaze. AAthI rANIne paNa khUba AnaMda thayA. khIjI tarapha jinasenakumAra potAne ghera AvIne caMpakamAlAne

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784 zAradA svAsa kahe che Aje te mAre papakAranuM kArya karavA javAnuM che. caMpakamAlAe kahyuM-zuM vAta che? mane kaho te kharA, tyAre jinasenakumAre kahyuM-ApaNu mAlika jene mahine be lAkha senAmahorone pagAra khAIe chIe evA mahArAjAne AvuM bhayaMkara duHkha che. e duHkhane jyAM sudhI aMta na Ave tyAM sudhI mAre annano tyAga che. mArA jevA kSatriyaputra je rAjAnuM lUNa khAte hoya tenI AvI dazA kema joI zakAya? A sAMbhaLIne caMpakamAvA khuza khuza thaI gaI. dhanya che svAmInAtha Apane ! huM ApanA jevA pavitra ane zuravIra patine meLavIne dhanya banI gaI chuM. he mArA svAmInAtha ! Apa jaladI jaladI e rAkSasane haNIne ApaNA mahArAjA ane mahArANInuM duHkha maTADo. mahAna bhAgya hoya te AvA vIrapurUSanI patnI banavAnuM saubhAgya sAMpaDe che. Apa jaradI rAkSasa upara vijaya meLavIne vahelA vahelA padhArajo. caMpakamAlA kevI pavitra ne dhairyavAna che! A jagyAe je AjanI sI hota te ema ja kahI deta ke zuM pArakA mATe ApaNe maravuM? nahi javA dauM--paNa caMpakamAlA AjanI strIo jevI na hatI. sAcI kSatriyANI hatI. rAta paDI ane javAne samaya thayA eTale jinasenakumAra zastra vigere jarUranI cIjo laIne javA taiyAra thaye tyAre caMpakamAlAe enA patinA kapALamAM kaMkune cAle karyo ane patinA caraNamAM paDIne kahyuM Apa popakAranuM kArya karIne vahelA padhAraje. ema kahI hasate mukhaDe patine vidAya ApI. jinasenakumAra pitAnA gherathI nIkaLIne rAjamahelamAM AvyuM ane mahArAjAne pUchayuM ke e duSTa rAkSasa kayAre Ave che? rAjAe kahyuM bAra vAgyA pachI Ave che. jinasenakumAre rANIne kahyuM ke e Ave tyAre tame AvA zabdo bolaje pachI huM AvIza. ema kahIne kumAra mahelamAM saMtAI gaye. have rAkSasa Avaze ne zuM banaze te avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 85 A vada 3 ne gurUvAra tA. 19-10-78 anaMtajJAnI karUNAsAgara tIrthakara bhagavaMtee jagatanA jInA uddhAra mATe dvAdazAMgInI prarUpaNa karI. temAM uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamA adhyayananI vAta cAle che. temAM nemakumArane Atmika sukha meLavavuM che tethI te raNakArathI pAchA pharyA. Ajane mAnavI paNa sukha zAMti ane samAdhine che che eTale AkhA vizvanI deTa A traNa cIjone meLavavA mATe hoya che. AjanuM gaNAtuM bAhya sukha bAhya sAmagrIne AbhArI che. zAMti AMtara sAmagrIne AbhArI che, ane samAdhi e baMnethI para AMtarika anubhUti svarUpa alaukika cIja che. mAnava bAhya sukhane meLavI zakaze kAraNa ke e bAhya sAmagrIthI maLe che. bAhya sAmagrI paisAthI maLe che ane paisA puruSArtha ane prArabdhathI maLe che. phUTapAtha para sUnAra kaMgAla mANasanA karmanuM pAMdaDuM pharI jAya ane pacAsa ke se rUpiyA tene

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zAradA suvAsa hAthamAM je AvI jAya te khullI dharatI upara potAnI svataMtra jhuMpaDI bAMdhI deze ne sukhano anubhava karaze. nokarI mATe AMTA pherA mArate, jyAM ne tyAM lAgavaga lagAvate ane zrImaMtanI tahenAtamAM ubhe rahete grejyueTa thayela yuvAna ke jenI pAse rahevA ghara che, sUvA palaMga che, havA khAvA paMkhe che ne AgaLa bhaNavA paisA paNa che chatAM pelA phUTapAthamAMthI svataMtra jhuMpaDI banAvanAra kaMgAla karatAM te vadhu duHkhI che kAraNa ke ene nokarI joIe che. te nokarI mATe cAre bAju phAMphAM mArI rahyo chepeparonA chellA pAnA upara jhINuM jhINI AMkhe nihALI nihALIne e thAkI ga che. emAM enA puryodaya jAjhatA nekarI maLI jAya che eTale e mAne che ke have huM sukhI chuM. jene nekarI maLI gaI che e dhaMdhAnI zodhamAM pitAnI zakti khaca pitAnI jAtane duHkhI mAne che, ane dhaMdhe maLI jatAM kSaNavAramAM huM sukhI chuM evI anubhUti kare che, kAraNa ke AjanuM gaNatuM sukha bAhya sAmagrIne AbhArI che. bAhya sAmagrInA te comera khaDakalA khaDakAyelA che. e bAhya sAmagrI ghaDIbhara mAnavane sukha ApI zakaze paNa jIvanabhara zAMti nahi ApI zake. baMdhuo ! jarA kalpanA kare ke eka mAnavane sukhanI sAmagrI keTalI joIe? mANasa dITha eka baMgale, eka TelIvIjhana eka TelIphena, eka reDiyo, eka ephIsa ane eka udyoga ATaluM maLI jAya te mAnavI sukhI thaI jAya khare? nA', kAraNa ke enA aMtaramAM haju enAthI vadhAre sukhanuM pralobhana jIvatuM ne jAgatuM beThuM che ane e pralebhana duHkhanA bhayane janma Ape che. e duHkhane bhaya mAnavane chate sukhe duHkhI ane azAMta banAve che. sukhanI apekSA jyAM sudhI jAya nahi tyAM sudhI duHkhane bhaya jAya nahi ne tyAM sudhI azAMti paNa jAya nahi ane azAMti na jAya tyAM sudhI zAMti paNa kyAMthI maLe ? jyAM sukhane lebha, duHkhane bhaya ane enA phaLa rUpe janmelI azAMti A traNa cIja hoya tyAM sudhI samAdhinI te vAta ja kayAM karavI? - Aje dinapratidina sukhanI sAmagrI vadhe che. AgaLa vadhIne kahe che bAhya draSTie sukha paNa vadhyuM che paNa AtyaMtara sukha ke jene ApaNe zAMtine mIThe anubhava kahIe enI achata che, ane jeTalI enI achata che eTalI ja mAMga che. jenI achata vadhu hoya enI mAMga vadhu hoya e kudaratI niyama che. Aje tame jarmana, amerikA, jApAna, phrAnsa, amerikA, yurepa game te deza ke pradezamAM jAo, dareka jagyAe eka ja phariyAda ane eka ja mAMga saMbhaLAze ke amArI pAse baMgale, meTara, skuTara, sAIkala, TelIphena, TelIvIjhana, beMka belensa A badhuM che chatAM paNa ame sukhI nathI, amArI pAse sukhanI anubhUti nathI, amane zAMti nathI eTale amArI moTAmAM moTI mAMga che ke amane zAMti maLe. devAnu prayo! zAMtinI mAMga ATalI badhI kema ubhI thaI? azAMtinI Aga ATalI zA. su. 50

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781 zAradA suvAsa badhI kema vyApI gaI ? sukhanI sAmagrI hovA chatAM sukhanI anubhUti kema thatI nathI! jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke Ane javAba eka ja che ke Aje sukhane rAga vadhyo che, e rAgamAMthI lebha janme che ane e lejamAMthI enA pratipakSI duHkhane veSa ane duHkha kadI na Ave e bhaya ubho thayo che. duniyAne niyama che ke jene rAga ene lebha ane jene dveSa ene bhaya che. sukhane rAga che mATe sukhane lebha che, ane duHkha pratye TheSa che mATe duHkhane bhaya che. jyAM rAga, dveSa, lebha ane bhayanA cAra cAra sANasA vacce jIva sapaDAI gayuM hoya tyAM zAMti kyAMthI maLe? sAcuM sukha meLavavuM hoya te tene mATe eka ja upAya che ke sukha pratyene rAga ane duHkha pratye dveSa e baMnene ghaTADe. ene ghaTADayA vinA sAcuM sukha, zAMti ane samAdhi nahi maLe. ApaNA adhikAranA nAyaka nemakumAra sAcuM sukha, zAMti ane samAdhi prApta karavA mATe rAmatIne choDIne cAlyA gayA, tyAre bIjI tarapha emanA nAnA bhAI saMsAramAM sukha mAnIne rAjamatIne parazuvAnI IcchAthI tyAM AvyA. pahelAM te jematInI sAthenI vAtacIta uparathI ema lAgyuM ke mArI sAthe lagna karavAne svIkAra karaze paNa jyAre pote lAvelA pINAne rAjesatIe pIdhuM ne tarata ja auSadhinA prayogathI sonAnA ratnajaDita kimatI vAsamAM mITa karI tyAM rahanemine krodha phATI nIkaLe. lAlapILo thaI gayo ke Ane mITa karavAnI kyAMya jagyA na maLI ke mArA kiMmatI gaNAsamAM karavA beThI? ATalethI patyuM nahi te pAchI rAjetI rahaneminI sAme gyAsa dharIne kahe che A pI jAo, eTale ene krodha vizeSa pramANamAM bhabhUkI uThayo ne kahyuM tame mArA premanI parIkSA karavAne A upAya che. bIje kaI upAya na jaDe? rAjee kahyuM paNa emAM zI moTI vAta che? vamale padArtha che tethI zuM thaI gayuM? che to e ja ne ke je tame lAvyA che ane tamane vizeSa priya che. tene rUpa, raMga ke svAdamAM kaMI vizeSa pharaka paDayo nathI, kAraNa ke e te phakta mArA peTa sudhI ja gaye hatuM ane e ja rIte bahAra nIkaLI gayo che. rathanemie kahyuM tame pIdhe te ja te padArtha bahAra nIkaLyo paNa aMte che te vamana kareta ja ne ? javAbamAM rAje matIe kahyuM ke tamane je priya hatuM te tame lAvyA ne meM premathI pIdhuM. have huM paNa tamane priya chuM te je tamane priya che. jenI sAthe vivAha karavA tame utsuka banyA che tene vamana karele padArtha pI e kaMI mukela kAma nathI. rathanemie kahyuM tame ema zA mATe kahe che ? jematIe kahyuM-huM eTalA mATe kahuM chuM ke je rIte A padArtha mArA vaDe vamana karAyela che te ja rIte huM paNa ApanA peTAbhAI dvArA tajAyelI chuM, chatAM tame mArA pratye khUba prema rAkhe che. mane tamArA bhAI e tyAgelI che, chatAM tame apanAvI levA taiyAra che te pachI A padArtho

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zAradA suvAsa 787 ze aparAdha karyo che ke tame ene apanAvatA nathI? A paNa tamane te khUba priya che ne? A padArtha bIjA keI dvArA tyajAyele nathI paNa jenAmAM tame mugdha che tenA dvArA tyajAyele che, chatAM te pIvAmAM tame tamAruM apamAna samaje che ane mArI sAthe vivAha karavAmAM tamAruM apamAna samajatA nathI tenuM kAraNa zuM? jevI rIte huM tamArA moTAbhAIdhI tyajAyelI hovA chatAM mArA rUpa, lAvaNyamAM kaI kharAbI nathI AvI tevI rIte A padArtha mArAthI tyajAyele chatAM enA rUpa, raMgamAM kaI kharAbI nathI AvI chatAM te pInArane tame kAgaDA ane kutarA samAna mAne che te mane apanAvavAmAM kema vicAra nathI thatuM? rathanemi ! tame kaMIka te vicAra karo. tamAruM kuLa koNa? tamArA mAtA-pitA kevuM? AvA ujajavaLa yAdavakuLane tame kalaMka lagADavA uThayA che? eka bhAI unnatinA zikhara ArUDha thayA. teo mane tyajIne cAlyA gayA tyAre tame avanatinA paMthe javA Icche che? baMdhuo ! mANasa game te hoya, te eka vakhata bhAna bhU paNa ene je kaI sudhAranAra maLe te sudharI jAya che. jAtivaMta mANasa kadAca bhUla karatA karI bese che paNa pachI ene lajajA AvI jAya che. ahIM rathanemie pitAnA bhAI dvArA tyajAyelI rAjematIne paraNavAnI IcchA karI ane ahIM sudhI AvyA, paNa rAjematInI yuktipUrvakanI vAta sAMbhaLIne ene lajjA AvI gaI ane lajajAnA bhArathI tenuM mastaka nIyuM namI gayuM. rAmartA rathanemine lajijata dekhIne vicAra karavA lAgI ke rathanemi Akhare te muddIna purUSa, eTale tene potAnA duSkRtya pratye lajajA Ave che. mANasa patananA paMthe jAya paNa je sAmuM pAtra sAruM ne pavitra hoya te patananA paMthe gayelAnuM paNa utthAna karAve che. A te rAjematI ane rathaneminI vAta che. bIjA aitihAsika dAkhalA paNa ghaNAM che. ghaNAM vakhata pahelAnI banelI vAta che. eka gAmamAM rAjAne jAdavajIbhAI nAme koThArI hate. koThArI eTale samaje che ne ? rAjyanA keThAne vahIvaTa badhe saMbhALe che. varSe rAjyamAM keTaluM anAja joIe, keTaluM che ne keTaluM navuM lAvavuM e badhuM kArya jAdavajIbhAI saMbhALatA. jAdavajIbhAI khUba sajajana mANasa hatA. reja dharmArAdhanA kare, yathAzakti dAna kare, duHkhInI sevA kare ne gurUnI bhakti kare. koInuM kharAba thatuM hoya te aTakAvI tene sAcI ne sArI salAha ApatA, tethI gAmamAM emanA guNa khUba gavAtA hatA. khuda mahArAjA paNa temanI khUba prazaMsA karatA hatA. tame jANe che ne ke sajajana purUSa hoya tyAM durjana te hoya ja, tema A gAmamAM IrSALu mANase jAdavajIbhAI upara khUba IrSyA karatA hatA. eka divasa jAdavajIbhAI koI kAma prasaMge bahAra gayA hatA. te vakhate badhA IrSALuo bhegA thaIne rAjA pAse AvyA ane mIThI mIThI vAta karavA lAgyA. vAtamAM vAta evI rIte goThavIne rAjAne kahe che sAheba ! ApanA aMteuramAM ghaNI rANI che. eka ekathI caDhIyAtI che paNa jAdavajIbhAInI patnInA rUpa AgaLa tamArI rANIe

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zAradA suvAsa paa kai hiMsAkhamAM nathI. A te game tema te ya "rAjA vAjA ne vAMdarA. '" eka tA dArUnI pyAlIe pIne viSayamAM rAkacUra rahete hAya ane Avu' kahenAra maLe eTale caDhI jAya. devajIbhAInI patnInA rUpanI praza'sA sAMbhaLIne rAjA mugdha banyA ane ene kevI rIte meLavavo tenA vicAra karavA lAgyA. jAdavajI gharamAM haiAya tyAM sudhI enI patnI maLe ja nahi ne? tyAre irSyAkhAro kahe che emAM zI meTI vAta che? jAdavajIne cha mahinA bahAragAma mAkalI do. bIje divase rAjAe jAdavajIne khelAvIne kahyu.-jAdavajIbhAI ! tamAre cha mahinA mATe kharIdI karavA bahAragAma javAnuM che. jAdavajIe kahyuM-sAheba ! zenI kharIdI karavAnI che? tyAre rAjAe kahyu theADA pANIdAra ghoDA ane amuka kiMmatI jhaverAta kharIdavAnu che. sAheba ! huM te anAja kharIdI jANu, gheADA ane jhaverAta kharIdavAnA mAro viSaya nathI. rAjA kahe che e te huM' tamArI sAthe jhaverAta ane gheADA pArakhanArA hAMziyAra mANasA meAkIza. tamAre tA mAtra dhyAna ja rAkhavAnu che ne dUra dezAvara javAnu che. jAdavajIbhAi hAMziyAra hatA. te samajI gayA ke ATalA vakhatamAM kadI kharIdI karavA mane mAkalyA nathI ne Aje mekale mATe kaMIka dALamAM kALu lAge che, paNa rAjAnA hukama AgaLa kaMI cAle tema na hatuM. jAdavajIe ghera AvIne patnIne vAta karI. patnI paNa catura hato. eNe kahyu svAmInAtha ! Apa khuzIthI jAe. jayAM sudhI A kheLIyAmAM prANa che tyAM sudhI koinI tAkAta nathI ke mane AMgaLI aDADI zake. Apa bephikara rahejo. koi jAtanI ciMtA karaze nahi. jAdavajIne peAtAnI patnI pratye vizvAsa hateA. e te bIje divase gayA, pachI cAra pAMca divasa bAda rAjAe jAdavajIne ghera mevA mIThAinA paDIkA ane sArA kapaDA mAkalavA mAMDayA ne potAnI jALamAM phasAvavAnA prayatna zarU karyAM. jAdavajInI patnI samajI gai ke nakkI rAjAnI dAnata agaDI che. eNe vastu ApavA AvanArane kahI dIdhuM ke tame jaine rAjAne kahejo ke mArA gharamAM mevAsIThAIo ghaNAM che. mAre kaiAi cIjanI jarUriyAta nathI, mATe maherabAnI karIne meAkalAvaze nahi ane jo tame mekalAvaze| tA huM gAya, kUtarA ane gadheDAne khavaDAvI daiza paNa mArA gharamAM naDu rAkhuM. bedhaDaka rIte Ama kahI dIdhu. eTale rAjA akaLAyA. chevaTe zarama cheDIne kahevaDAvyu ke mAre tamane maLavu che. kAM tame mArA mahele Ave! kAM huM tamAre ghera AvuM. tamane maLavA mAru mana talasI rahyuM che. jAdavajInI patnaue kahevaDAvyu ke khuzIthI mAre ghera AveA. rAjAe paNa kahevaDAvyuM ke huM Aje rAtre tamAre tyAM AvIza, eTale jAdavajInI patnIe te ghara zaNagAyu. AMgaNAmAM raMgoLI pUrI ane potAnI bhAremUlI sADIe ne zelA pAtharI dIdhA. rAta paDatA rAjA tene tyAM AvyA. badhA ThAThamATha joine rAjA vicAra karavA lAgyA ke zu' ene mArA pratye prema che! rAjAjIno satkAra karIne eka rUmamAM besADayA. pachI te khAie eka Tebala upara cAra kalaranA cAra glAsa taiyAra karI rAkhyA hatA. emAM badAma, pistA, kesar

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zAradA suvAsa 789 vigere nAMkhIne ukALeluM dUdha taiyAra rAkhyuM hatuM te thoDuM thoDuM badhA glAsamAM nAMkhI dIdhuM ane premathI rAjAne pIvA ApyuM. rAjAe eka glAsamAMthI dUdha pIdhuM tyAre kahe che have bIjAmAMthI pIe. rAjAe kahyuM mane bhUkha nathI tyAre kahe che tamAre cAre cAra glAsanuM dudha pIvuM ja joIe. bIjA glAsamAMthI pIdhuM eTale kahyuM have trIjAmAMthI pIe. rAjAe kahyuM mane uchALa Ave che. mArAthI nathI pIvAtuM. game te glAsamAMthI dudha pIuM paNa dudha to eka ja che ne ? mAtra glAsa ja judA che, tyAre jAdavajInI patnIe kahyuM-sAheba! lAsa judA che paNa dudha te eka ja che ema tamArA aMteuramAM ATalI badhI rANIe che. emanAmAM ne mArAmAM zuM pharaka che? kaI rUpALI che, kaI ghauMvaryuM che, te kaI ati rUpALI che. glAsa samAna zarIramAM ja phera che. bAkI strIo te eka ja che ne ? chatAM zuM joIne haDakAyA kUtarAnI jema mAre ghera laMpaTaDA karavA AvyA che? ATalI badhI rANIo hovA chatAM saMtoSa nathI ke ahIM bheganA bhikhArI banIne hAlyA AvyA che? zarama nathI AvatI? jarA vicAra kare. tame te rAjyanA rakSaka che. rakSaka uThIne je bhakSaka banaze te prajA kone phariyAda karavA jaze? bAInuM khamIra joIne rAjA dhrujI ugyA ne enA caraNamAM paDI mAphI mAMgI ane kahyuM-mAtA ! AjathI pratijJA karuM chuM ke kadI parAI strI sAme AMkha UMcI nahi karuM. mArI daSTi AvI na hatI paNa mane caDhAvanArA maLyA tethI huM caDhI gaye. rAjAnI daSTi sudharI gaI ne zaramAIne tyAMthI cAlyA gayA. ApaNe rathaneminI vAta cAlatI hatI. rAmatInA vacana sAMbhaLIne rathanemi paNa zaramAI gayA tyAre rAjetI temane pharIthI kahevA lAgI che yAdavakumAra ! mArI sAthe vivAha karavA bAbatamAM tamAre zeDo vicAra karavAnI jarUra hatI. huM tamArA vaDIla bhAInI parityaktA panI chuM chatAM paNa tame mohavaza mArI sAthe vivAha karavA taiyAra thayA? tamane tamAre moTAbhAInA sabaMdhane jarA paNa khyAla na AvyA? tamArA moTAbhAI mane tyajIne cAlyA gayA temAM tame tamAruM saubhAgya mAnyuM ? theDe te vicAra kare. tamArA A vicAre tamane unnatinA mArge laI jaze ke avanatinA mArge? tene kaMIka te khyAla kare. zaramanA kAraNe rathaneminA manamAM thaI gayuM ke jANe pRthvI jagyA Ape te samAI jAuM. arara. A zuM karyuM? rAjakumArI rAjematInuM kahevuM satya che. eka Ane mATe huM mArA bhAIne saMbaMdha paNa bhUlI gaye? dhikkAra che mane! rathanemi rAjematIne kahevA lAgyA ke rAjakumArI ! tame mane upadeza ApI ThekANe lAvavA ja ahIM belA haze. kharekhara tame mane upadeza ApIne pavitra banAvyuM che. tame mAre aparAdha kSamA kare. mane mArA kartavyathI lajajA AvI gaI che, have huM jAuM chuM. have tame thoDA samayamAM ja sAMbhaLaze ke rathanemie pitAnA duSkRtyanuM prAyazcita karI lIdhuM che, ema kahIne rathanemi rAmatanA mahelamAMthI cAlyA gayA.

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uddha zAradA suvAsa nemakumAra teraNadvArethI pAchA pharIne pitAnA mahele AvyA ne manamAM evo nirNaya karyo ke eka varSa pachI huM dIkSA grahaNa karIza. nemakumAre A daDha nirNaya karyo. A te tIrthakara bhagavAna hatA eTale temanA nirNayamAM phera thatuM nathI ke temane koI viM ke bAdhA AvatI nathI, kAraNa ke teo jJAna dvArA badhuM jANe che. arihaMta bhagavAnanI punnAI ghaNuM hoya che, eTale temaNe A jAtane nirNaya karyo. te samaye zakrendranuM Asana calAyamAna thayuM. juo, arihaMta bhagavAnanA puNya kevA jabbara hoya che ke ahIM mRtyu lokamAM nemakumAre manamAM e nirNaya karyo ke huM eka varSane aMte dIkSA aMgIkAra karIza. tenA paDaghA devaloka sudhI pahoMcI gayA ane zakrendra mahArAjanuM Asana calAyamAna thayuM. badhA devamAM parama aizvaryavAna devarAja zakeje pitAnuM Asana DolatuM joyuM tyAre vicAra karyo ke mAruM Asana kema le che? denA Asana vinA prajane DolatA nathI. keI paNa kAraNa upasthita thAya tyAre Dele che. jyAre devAnuM Asana Dele che tyAre te avadhijJAna dvArA upayoga mUkIne jue che ne temAM dekhe che ke bhagavAnane koI bhakta kaNamAM AvyuM che? zAsananI helazuM thAya che? ke kaI satInuM zIyaLa khaMDita thavAne prasaMga AvyuM che? zuM che ? avadhijJAna dvArA joIne devene sahAya karavA jevI lAge te sahAya kare che. nemakumAranA dIkSA levAnA nirNayathI zakendranuM Asana DolyuM tyAre upaga mUkIne avadhijJAna dvArA je te nemakumArane lagna karyA vinA pAchA AvelA joyA. te joIne IndranA manamAM AvA prakArane adhyavasAya utpanna thayo ke A jaMbudvIpanA bharatakSetramAM dvArakA nagarImAM samudravijaya rAjAnA putra nemakumAra evA arihaMta prabhu emanA rAjamahelamAM "huM varSane aMte dIkSA grahaNa karIza." A pramANe vicAra karI rahyA che tethI mAruM Asana calAyamAna thayuM che. A kAraNe IndranuM Asana Dele che tyAre kALavrayavartI eTale atIta kALanA eTale bhUtakALamAM thaI gayelA, vartamAna samayamAM vartatA ane bhaviSyamAM thanAra sarva zakra, devendro, devarAjAone, paraMparAthI cAlate Avele A pramANene AcAra che ke teo arihaMta bhagavAna dIkSA levAnA hoya tyAre emane ATalI arthasaMpadA (dAna devA mATe) ApavI joIe. te pramANe arthasaMpatti arpaNa kare che. tenuM pramANa keTaluM che? "tivi ja joDiyA, gArahiM roti vIro asitiM ca sayasahassA, indA dalayanti // " traNase kroDa eTale traNa abaja, aAsI (88) koDa, ane ezI lAkha suvarNa mudrAo vArSika dAna mATe temane ghera pahoMcADe che. tIrthaMkara prabhunI keTalI prabaLa punnAI che. mahAna puNyanA theka bhegA thAya tyAre jIva tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdhe che. e badhI punnAI tIrthakaranA bhavamAM khapAvavAnI hoya che, eTale tIrthakarane varSIdAna mATe temanA pitAnA bhaMDAramAMthI dhana kADhavuM paDatuM nathI. deve temanA bhaMDAramAM bharI jAya che. A dhana ApavA

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zAradA suvAsa mATe Indra mahArAja pite jAte AvatA nathI paNa pitAnI nIcenA devene AjJA kare che. te deve Indra mahArAjanI AjJAne saharSa svIkAra karIne kArya kare che. zakendra mahArAja vaizramaNadeva kuberane bolAve che ne AjJA kare che ke he devAnupriya ! nemakumAra tIrthaMkara prabhu dIkSA levAne vicAra karI rahyA che, temane tyAM tame ATaluM dravya pahoMcADe. vaizramaNa kubera deva A AjJAne svIkAra karIne harakhAya che ne manamAM vicAra kare che ke aho! Aje amArA mahAna sadbhAgya che ke je nemakumAra tIrthakara thavAnA che te saMsAranA raMgarAga ane samasta saMsArane Thokara mArI have dIkSA levAnA che tevA prabhunA pitAnA bhaMDAramAM ame dhana bharI AvIzuM. tenAthI nemakumAra eka varSa sudhI dAna deze ane temano dIkSA mahotsava ujavAze. AvuM uttama kArya karavAne Aje amane lAbha maLe. vaizramaNa deva IndranI AjJAne vinayapUrvaka vadhAvIne jA bhUka devane belAvIne temane vaSIdAna mATenuM dhana pahoMcADavA AjJA pharamAve che eTale te jAMbhukI de tIrthaMkaranA pitAnA mahelamAM traNa abaja, aThThAnI kAMDa, eMsI lAkha sonA mahore khajAnAmAM bharI Ave che. pachI teo vaizramaNa devane temanI AjJA pAchI Ape che, pachI te vaizamaNudeva zakendra mahArAjAne temanI AjJA pAchI Ape che. A pramANe nemakumAre varSane aMte dIkSA levAne nirNaya karyo eTale deve temanA pitAjInA khajAnAmAM dhana bharI gayA, pachI nemakumAra dararoja prAtaHkAlathI AraMbhIne be prahara sudhI sanAtha-anAtha, raMka-nirAdhAra, bhikSuke pathike vigerene dAna Ape che. devenuM ApeluM dravya tIrthaMkara prabhu dararoja eka koDa ne ATha lAkha senA mahere dAnamAM ApatA eka varSamAM pUruM thAya te pramANe hoya che, te sivAya bIju pitAnA pitAjInA bhaMDAramAM rahelA dravyanuM paNa dAna Ape che. A rIte nemakumAre dAna devAnI zarUAta karI. AkhI dvArakA nagarImAM AnaMda AnaMda ubharAI rahyo che. jenA gharamAM AvA tIrthaMkara prabhu jagyA hoya temanA mAtApitAne keTale AnaMda hoya! pitAnA putra mATe de jyAre ATaluM dravya dAnamAM Ape che tyAre pite paNa pitAnA bhaMDAramAMthI chUTe hAthe dhana vApare che. baMdhuo ! jema jema dhana dAnamAM vaparAya che tema tema vRddhi pAme che. mANasa mAne ke huM dravyane saMgraha karuM paNa saMgraha kareluM rahetuM nathI. jema kUvAmAMthI pANI ulecAya che te savAre kU bharAI jAya che. kahevAya che ne ke "vahetA pANI nirmaLA, baMdha gaMdA hAya" tema lakSmI paNa vahetI sArI. tamane tamArA puNyathI lahamI maLI che te tene dAnamAM sadupayoga karaje paNa tijorImAM lakSmIne bharI rAkhaze te bicArI akaLAI jaze. ahIM nemakumAra dararoja savAramAM be prahara sudhI satata dAna Ape che. tIrthaMkara prabhunA hAthanuM dAna laIne loko harakhAya che. A tarapha samudravijaya pitA ane kRSNa vAsudevane paNa pitAnA gharamAM AvA prabhAvazALI prabhune dIkSA mahetsava ujavavAne AnaMda che. zIvAdevI

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zAradA suvAsa mAtAne lAlane paraNAvane vahu lAvavAnA keDa hatA paNa e pUrA na thayA tenuM pahelAM ghaNuM duHkha thayuM paNa have temanuM mana vaLI gayuM ne AnaMda thaze ke aho! kevI bhAgyazALI ke A tIrthaMkara prabhu jevA putraratnanI huM mAtA banI. nemakumAra varSIdAna Ape che, dvArakA nagarImAM AnaMda AnaMda chavAI rahyo che. dAna devAne varSa pUruM thaze ne pachI zuM banaze te avasare. caritra - "bhayaMkara vAsamAM zIla sAcavatI rANI " jinasenakumAra caMpakamAlAnA AzIrvAda meLavIne rAjamahelamAM AvyuM ane badhI vAta pUchI nakkI karIne mahelamAM amuka jagyAe saMtAI gaye. rAjA ane rANI emanA zayanarUmamAM sUtA hatA. barAbara madharAta thaI tyAM pele kara rAkSasa dhamadhama karate zayanagRhamAM Avyo ane rAjAne uMcakIne pRthvI upara pachADyA. temanA hAtha-paga majabUta baMdhane bAMdhI eka thAMbhalA sAthe rAjAne bAMdhI dIdhA, pachI rANI pAse AvyuM ne tene satAvavA lAge. A rAkSasa rANIne khUba trAsa Ape che chatAM badhuM sahana karIne rANI pitAnuM cAritra lUMTAvA detI nathI. rAkSasa kahe che Aje mane keI bIjA mANasanI gaMdha Ave che. ahIM kANu mANasa che? tyAre rANIe kahyuM ke he nirlajaja ! teM mane khUba herAna karI che. AjakAla karatA sAta sAta varSathI tuM mane herAna karI rahyo che paNa have samajI leje ke tAre kALa AvI gayela che. tAre karelA karmo tAre pitAne ja bhogavavA paDaze. je haju paNa tAre jIvavuM hoya te samajIne mAphI mAMgIne cAlyo jA. ema kahIne rANI kahe che he kSatriyakumAra ! tame jaldI Ave. A pApI nirlajaja krUra rAkSasa sAta sAta varSathI mAruM zIyaLa khaMDita karavA taDapI rahyo che paNa bhagavAne mArI lAja rAkhI che, paNa have te huM enA trAsathI duHkhI thaI gaI chuM. have jo tuM mArI vahAre nahi Ave te mArA prANa cheDI daIza. ema bolIne rANu kALa kalpAMta karatI guravA lAgI ne raDatI raDatI belavA lAgI. kAmI phattA nahIM mAnatA hai, hai pUrA caMDAla, | jaldI A vIra putra tuma, utAre usakI khAla. he kSatriya putra! A rAkSasa kAmI kUtarA jevuM che. e eve te krUra che ke ahIM AvIne mArA patine uMcakIne uMcethI jamIna para pachADe che. emane khUba mAra mArIne gADha baMdhane bAMdhI de che. mArA pati mahAna zUravIra che paNa A caMDALe atyAre temane nirbaLa banAvI dIdhA che. AvI amArI dazA karI che mATe he kumAra! tame jaldI Ave ne A caMDALane ahIMthI haThAve. A pramANe rANInA vacane sAMbhaLIne rAkSasa pUche che he pyArI! tuM mane game te kahe, game teTalI gALa Ape e badhuM sAMbhaLavA taiyAra chuM kAraNa ke huM tArA premane bhUkhyo chuM. tane premathI cAhuM chuM mATe mArI vAta mAnI jA ne

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zAradA suvAsa mArI sAthe prema karI ne mArI IcchA pUrNa kara. tuM kayAranI kahe che te kSatriyakumAra! tame Avo ne mArI rakSA kare, paNa ahIM tArI rakSA karanAra koNa che? tenI mAtAe savAzera sUMTha khAIne janma dIdhuM che ke e mArI sAme AvI zake? A duniyAmAM mArAthI baLavAna bIjuM kaI nathI ke je mArI sAme AvavAnI hiMmata karI zake. kadAya je kaI hiMmata karIne Ave te huM ene maccharanI jema capaTImAM roLI nAMkhyuM tema chuM. eTale tuM game tema kara, paNa tArI vAta sAMbhaLanAra keI nathI. huM sAta sAta varSathI tArI pAchaLa jhajhumuM chuM. te atyAra sudhI game tema karyuM paNa have huM kaI rIte tane choDanAra nathI. tuM mArI eka vAta mAnI ja, te huM tArA caraNane dAsa banIne rahIza. tuM kahIza tema huM karIza paNa Aje te huM game tema karIne mArI IcchA pUrNa karIza. Ama kahIne rANuM upara julama karavA taiyAra thaye. raNanI vahAre Avele jinasena - tyAre rANuM bole che ke he kumAra! tuM jalI Ava. nahi Ave te mArA prANa choDI dauM chuM paNa A pApInI IcchAne AdhIna nahi thAuM. A samaye jinasenakumAra hAthamAM cakamakatI talavAra laIne deDate rANu pAse AvyuM ne rAkSasane paDakAra karIne kahyuM -pizAca ! he narAdhama ! he kAmAMdha ! tuM e mArI mAtA samAna rANIthI dUra khasa. nahitara A talavArathI tAruM zIra uDAvI daIza. huM kayArane sAMbhaLuM chuM ke tuM eka abaLA strIne keTalI satAve che paNa have samajI le ke tAre kALa najIka AvyuM che. jinasenakumAranA vacane sAMbhaLIne rAkSasa uzkerAI gaye ne kahevA lAgyuM ke mArI AgaLa tuM eka macchara jevuM che. huM dhAruM te tane capaTImAM ciLI nAMkhu tema chuM paNa haju tArI uMmara sAva nAnI che, tuM paccIsa varSane hoya tema lAge che. tArA moDhAmAMthI dudhIyA dAMta paNa paDyA nathI, eTale tene mAratA mAro hAtha upaDatA nathI. tArI mAtAe tane keTalI haze ucheryo haze. tArI patnI paNa haju kaDabharI haze. A sthitimAM je huM tane mArI nAMkhIza te tArI mAtA ane patnI baMne jaNa tArI pAchaLa gUrI purIne prANa cheDaze. mATe tuM dUra khasa, tyAre jinasenakumAre kahyuM-he duSTa asura ! mAre tAre bakavAda sAMbhaLa nathI. mane mArAmAM keTaluM baLa che tene pUre. khyAla che. bhale, huM uMmaramAM nAne dekhAto houM paNa mArAmAM ghaNuM baLa che. tene pare tane atyAre ja batAvI dauM chuM. jo tuM sAco zUravIra hoya te mArI sAme AvI jA. tArA manamAM tane e abhimAna che ke mArAthI kaI baLI A duniyAmAM che nahi. mane mAranAra koI nathI, te have joI le ke tArI mAe tane savAzera sUMTha khAIne janma Apyo che ke mArI mAtAe Apyo che! ema kahIne jinasenakumAra hAthamAM talavAra laIne rAkSasa sAme ubhA rahIne kahe che Aje huM tane cekasa mArI nAMkhIza. huM Aje tane kaI rIte jIvate nahi choDuM.

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794 zAradA suvAsa parastrIgAmI laMpaTa pUra, satIyAM ne tu satAve, rANuM bele aya puNyavaMtA, vijaya terA hI thAve. te Aja sudhI AvI pavitra keTalI satIone satAvI che! tuM jIvato rahIza te AvI kaMIka strIone herAna parezAna karIza, mATe Aje te game tema karIne hu tAre vadha karIne ja jaMpIza. te sivAya mane cena nahi paDe, mATe je tAre jIvatA rahevuM hoya te A rANunA caraNamAM paDIne tArI bhUlanI mAphI mAMgI le ne AjathI pratijJA kara ke koI paNa strIne satAvavI nahi. e vAta kabUla na hoya te mArI sAme AvI jA. rANI te jinasenakumAranuM khamIra jaIne sajajaDa thaI gaI. ene have hiMmata AvI ne kahevA lAgI he kumAra ! tuM zIyaLanI rakSA mATe Ave che mATe jarUra tAre vijaya thaze. kumAranuM joma ane zUrAtana joIne rAkSasa paNa vicAra karavA lAge ke meM atyAra sudhI A keI zUravIra purUSa je nathI. have rAkSasa ane jinasenakumAra vacce moTo jaMga jAmaze. rANuM zuM kaheze ne kene vijya thaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM 86 Ase vada 5 ne zanivAra tA. 21-10-78 anaMta upakArI, parama karUNasiMdhu evA paramapitA prabhunI vANImAM alaukika zakti che. jenuM pAna karavAthI AtmAne anaMtakALathI cahelA bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara mihanA jhera utarI jAya che. temAM zraddhA karI AcaraNa karavAthI janma maraNanI sAMkaLa tUTI jAya che. AvI ajoDa zakti ane sAmarthya hoya te te bhagavAna nI vANImAM che. tamArA paisA ke padavImAM e tAkAta nathI ke tenAthI bhavanA pherA TaLe, paNa aphasosa che ke haju AjanA mAnavIne bhagavAnanI vANImAM rasa jAgyo nathI. je eka vakhata siddhAMtanI vANI sAMbhaLavAne rasa jAgaze te saMsArane rAga ne rasa chUTI jaze. bhagavAnanI aMtima vANI uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamA adhyayanamAM nemanAtha bhagavAnane adhikAra cAle che. jemakumAra vaSIdAna ApI rahyAM che. bhAgyavAna AtmAo bhagavAnanA hAthanuM dAna laI rahyA che. A rIte eka varSa sudhI satata kemakumAre eka koDa ne ATha lAkha senAmaheranuM dAna ApyuM, tyAra pachI manamAM dIkSA levAne vicAra karyo. maNa pariNAmo ya kao, devA ya jahoiyaM samoiNNA / savvaDDIi saparisA, nikkhamaNaM tassa kAu je // 21 // bhagavAne dIkSA levAne manamAM vicAra karyo te ja vakhate temanA tIrthaMkara padanA prabhAvathI prerAIne divya ddhi ane mATI pariSada sAthe ghaNAM (kAMtika) deve tyAM bhagavAnanuM niSkramaNa karAvavA mATe manuSya lekamAM utaryA.

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zAradA suvAsa nemakumAra vaSIdAna ApI rahyA, lokAMtika deve prArthanA karI rahyA, prabhu tIthanI sthApanA kare re rAja... nemakumAra... tIrthakara prabhune dAna detAM eka varSa pUruM thAya che ane teo dIkSA levAne vicAra kare che tyAre kAMtika denA Asane calAyamAna thAya che. A lekAMtika devo uttama jAtine deve che. A deve pAMcamA brahmadevalekanA vimAnamAMnA uttama prAsAnA judA judA cAra hajAra sAmAnika devenI sAthe, traNa pariSadAonI sAthe, sAta sAta anIkenI sAthe, sAta sAta anIkAdhipationI sAthe ane soLa soLa hajAra AtmarakSaka devanI sAthe temaja bIjA paNa lekAMtika devenI sAthe nRtya-gIta temaja vAjAonA apratiSThata vani sAMbhaLatA divya bhegone upabhega karatA rahe che. te kAMtika devenA navabheda A pramANe sArassaya mAiccA, vaNhI varuNA ya gahatoyA ya / tuliyA avvAbAhA, aggiccA ceva riThA ya // sArasvata, Aditya, vanti, varUNa, gardateyA, tuSita, avyAbAdha, agnaya, riSTa A nava prakAranA lokAMtika de hoya che. te lekAMtika devenA Asana calAyamAna thayA tyAre temaNe avadhijJAna dvArA upaga mUkIne joyuM ke ApaNuM Asana zA mATe Dole che? joyuM te taraNethI paraNyA vinA pAchA pharelA samudravijaya rAjAnA naMda ane zIvAdevI mAtAnA aMgajAtaka nemakumArane dIkSA levAne vicAra karatAM joyA, tyAre devee manamAM vicAra karyo ke jemakumAra A dAna pUruM thayA pachI gherathI nIkaLIne dIkSA levAne vicAra karI rahyA che. A samaye ApaNuM (lekAMtika) devenI evI praNAlikA che ke tIrthaMkara prabhu dIkSA levA Icche tyAre ApaNe tyAM jaIne temane A pramANe vinaMtI karavI, prArthanA karavI ke he bhagavAna ! dIkSA grahaNa karavAne A ucita avasara che. mATe ApaNe tyAM jaIne nemakumArane saMbodhana karIe. devAnupriye ! A saMsAramAM manuSya bhautika sukha meLavavA devane prasanna karavA keTalI sAdhanA-upAsanA kare che. are, vikarALa ramazAna bhUmimAM jaIne loke devane sAdhavA mATe prayatna kare che. keTalA kaSTo ane bhaya sahana kare che, te vicAra kare ke tIrthaMkara prabhunA puNya keTalA prabaLa haze ke manamAM IcchA kare ke denA Asana DelI uThe che ! ApaNe te nemanAtha bhagavAnanI vAta cAle che paNa dareka tIrthakara bhagavaMte dIkSA le tyAre devene A pramANe karavuM paDe che. A anAdine zAzvata vyavahAra che. tIrthakara bhagavaMtano janma mahotsava, dIkSA mahotsava, kevaLajJAna mahotsava ane nirvANumotsava dareka vakhate deve Ave che ne atyaMta harSathI AvA mahensa ujave che. tIrthakara prabhune dAna detAM dekhe, dIkSA letA dekhe tyAre samakitI devenuM dilaDuM nAcI uThe che. aha,

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'79 zAradA suvAsa bhagavaMta dIkSA laIne ghaNu ne saMsAra sAgarathI tAraze. ApaNane A avasara kayAre prApta thaze? AvA bhagavAnanA sAnidhyamAM dIkSA laIne ApaNe AtmAnuM kalyANa kyAre karIzuM? A devagatinA aviratinA baMdhana teDIne viratI bhAvamAM kayAre AvIzuM. e bhAva emanA hRdayamAM jAgI uThe che. nemaphamAra pAse AvelA lokAMtika deva - nava leNAMtika de nemakumArane saMbodhana karavA mATe mRtyu lekamAM AvavA taiyAra thayA. te badhA lekAMtika deve pUrva ane uttara dizAnI vacce IzAna khUNAmAM gayA. tyAM jaIne temaNe vaikriyasamudraghAtathI uttara vaikiyarUpanI vikarvaNa karI. deve mRtyulekamAM Ave che tyAre vaikiyarUpe Ave che. mULa rUpe AvatA nathI. A deve uttara vaikiya rUpa karIne deva saMbaMdhI tvarita gatithI jaMbudvIpanA bharatakSetramAM dvArakA nagarImAM jyAM je mahelamAM nemakumAra (bhAvine arihaMta bhagavAna) birAjamAna hatA tyAM AvIne AkAzamAM addhara ubhA rahyA. A vakhate dee jharInA vastro paheryA hatA, te vastrone nAnI nAnI ghUgharIo TAMkelI hatI ane divya AbhUSaNe paheryA hatA. AvA divya vastrAbhUSaNathI zobhatA ghUgharInA ghamakArathI rUmajhuma karatA te dee AkAzamAM addhara ubhA rahIne baMne hAthanI aMjali banAvI mastake mUkIne tyAMthI ja nemanAtha bhagavAnane namaskAra karyA, pachI bhagavaMtane saMbodhana karavA mATe zuM bele che! sUtrakAra kahe che. devee mIThI vANImAM kareluM saMbodhana - "phArdUi jJAva vArdi evaM vayAsI bujjhAhi bhaya loganAhA pavattehiM dhammatitthaM, jIvANaM hiyasuya niphleyara mavasarU " khUba mIThA ane manahara zabdo dvArA lokAMtika deve vinaMtI karavA lAgyA ke he bhagavaMta! he lekanAtha ! tame bhavya ane jJAna Ape. caturvidha saMgha rUpa dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare te dharmatIrtha bhavya jene hitakAraka, sukhakAraka ane kalyANakAraka thaze. dharmatIrthanI sthApanA thatAM ja jJAna (baMdha) pAmIne naraka ane nigodanA duHkhethI mukta banI kalyANa karaze. dharmartIthe lekene svarga ane mekSane AnaMda ApanAra hovAthI sukhakara thaze temaja mekSa meLavavAnuM kAraNa hevAthI te dharmatIrtha bhavya ivene mATe kalyANakArI thaze, mATe Apa dharmatIrtha pravartAvavAnI kRpA kare. jagatanA manuSya viSayomAM ja potAnA jIvananI saphalatA mAne che ane te mATe aneka dIna nI hiMsA karI rahyA che. Apa dharmopadezanI gaganabhedI dudaMbhI vagADIne duHkhI jInI rakSA kare, tathA je leke pitAnA sukhane mATe bIjA jIvene duHkha ApI ghera pApakarmamAM pravRta banyA che temane paNa pApa karatA bacAvo. A pramANe kahIne devee pharIthI bhagavAnane namaskAra karyA ane A pramANe "oracaMDa tavRSi pvaM vati" te devee nemanAtha prabhune bIjI vakhata ane trIjI vakhata paNa vinaMtI karI.

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zANyA yuvA 797 vinaMtI karIne te devoe prabhune vaMdana namaskAra karyA. vaMdana namaskAra karIne teo je dizA taraphathI AvyA hatA te dizAmAM pitAnA sthAne cAlyA gayA. AvuM kahevA AvavuM te lekAMtika devene AcAra che. mAtA pitA pAse AjJA mAMgatA nemakumAra" - deve te bhagavAnane saMbodhana karIne cAlyA gayA pachI nemakumAra jyAM pitAnA mAtA pitA hatA tyAM AvyA ne pitAnA mAtA pitAne vaMdana karyA ne kahyuM ke he mAtA pitA ! huM ApanI AjJA meLavIne dIkSA aMgIkAra karavA icchuM chuM. A te tIrthakara prabhu che paNa temanAmAM keTale vinaya che ! mAtA pitAne namaskAra karIne AjJA mAMgI. mAtA pitA te jANe che ke A te trilekInAthe che. dharmatIrtha pravartAvavA mATe saMyama levAnA ja che. te have ApaNe rokayA rakAvavAnA nathI eTale putranI vAta sAMbhaLIne samudravijaya rAjA pitA ane zIvAdevI rANuM mAtAe temanA mAthe hAtha mUkI AzIrvAda ApIne kahyuM he devAnupriya! tamane jema sukha upaje tema kare. A mAtA pitA kevA puNyavAna ke jemane tyAM trijagata uddhAraka nAtha putraratna tarIke janmyA. mahAna puNyane udaya hoya tyAre tIrthaMkara prabhunA mAtA-pitA banavAnuM saubhAgya sAMpaDe che. je mAtA pavitra hoya te ja AvA putrane janma ApI zake che. mAtA pitAne nemakumArane keTale meha hate ! paNa have samajyA ke rahevAnA nathI eTale dIkSAnI AjJA ApI. tame paNa tamArA saMtAne dIkSAnI AjJA mAMge te A rIte AjJA Apazo ne ? A te tIrthaMkara prabhunI vAta cAle che paNa huM te kahuM chuM ke A kALamAM jenA dIkarAe saMsAra tyAgIne bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM arpaNa thAya te mAtA pitA paNa mahAna bhAgyazALI che. kuTuMbamAMthI eka saMtAna dIkSA le che te aneka jIne dharmanA mArge vALe che, mATe tame tamArA saMtAnone tyAgamArge AvavAnuM siMcana kare ne haLukama jIva dIkSA levA taiyAra thAya te temane tamAre dIkSA letA rokavA nahi. eTaluM te tame jarUra nakakI karaje. nemakumArane dIkSAnI AjJA maLatAM kRSNa chae karelI taiyArI -nemakumArane mAtA pitAe dIkSAnI AjJA ApI tyAra pachI kRSNavAsudevane jANa karI. kemakumAra have dIkSA le che. A sAMbhaLIne kRSNavAsudeva deDatA AvyA ne pitAnA laghubhAIne premathI bheTI paDayA. he mArA laghu baMdhavA! tame saMsAra sAgarane taravA mATe jaI rahyA che te amane paNa taravAne mArga batAvajo, ne amane tArajo. pachI samudravijaya rAjA ane kRSNa vAsudeve kauTuMbika purUSane bolAvyA ane jemakumArane dIkSA mahotsava bhavya rIte ujavavAnI taiyArI karavA mAMDI. kauTuMbika purUne kahyuM ke he devAnupriye ! tame jaldI eka hajAra ne ATha senAnA kaLaza, eka hajAra ne ATha cAMdIne kaLazo, maNImaya kaLaze, senA ane cAMdIthI banAvelA kaLaze, senA ane maNuothI banAvelA kaLaze, enuM, cAMdI ane

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798 zAradA suvAsa maNIethI banAvelA kaLaze, mATInA kaLaze, A rIte kula ATha jAtinA kaLaze dareka eka hajAra ne ATha lAve. temaja tIrthaMkara prabhunA abhiSekanI meTA arthavALI sarva sAmagrI lAve. samudravijaya rAjAe kauTuMbika purUSane ATha jAtine ekeka jAtinA eka hajAra ne ATha kaLaze temaja dIkSA mATenA sAdhano, pAtarA, rajoharaNa vigere dIkSAnI mUlyavAna sAmagrI lAvavAnI AjJA ApI. temanI AjJA pramANe kauTuMbika purUSe dIkSA mATenA dareka sAdhano laI AvyA ane jemakumAranA dIkSAnA abhiSekanI taiyArI karavA lAgyA. A samaye camarendrathI mAMDIne bAra devaleka sudhInA cosaTha indroe avadhijJAnathI jANyuM ke dvArakA nagarImAM tIrthakara bananArA nemakumArano dIkSA mahotsava ujavAI rahyo che, eTale harSabhera dvArakA nagarImAM AvyA. tyAra bAda kendra ane saudharmendra pitAnA Abhigika devene bolAvIne kahyuM he devAnupriye! tame jadI jAo ane sonA, cAMdI, maNI, ratna vigere ATha jAtinA eka hajAra ne ATha kaLaza laI Ave temaja tIrthakara prabhunA abhiSeka mATenA badhA sAdhano puSkaLa pramANamAM laI Ave. indronI AjJA thatAM ja Abhigika devo kuMbha vigere badhI cIne lAvyA. jyAM samudravijaya rAjAe badhA kaLaze goThavyA hatA tyAM dee pitAnA lAvelA kaLaze gaThavI dIdhA. manuSyanA kaLaze karatAM denA lAvelA kaLaze divya tejasvI hoya che paNa tIrthaMkara prabhunA pitAjInA kaLazane jhAMkhA pADe tevuM deve karatA nathI, paNa te divya kaLaze evI rIte manuSyanA kaLaza sAthe goThavI dIdhA ke devazaktithI samudravijaya rAjAnA kaLazamAM devenA kuMbha samAI gayA. enAthI samudravijaya rAjAnA kuMbhanI zobhA ora vadhI gaI ane rezanInI mAphaka badhA kaLaze jhaLahaLI uThayA. jema keDiyAno dI jalate hoya tyAM keI IlekaTrIka TayubalAITa goThavI de te keDiyAnA divAnA teja temAM samAI jAya che ne? enuM teja kaMI jatuM dekhAya che? nA. tema samudravijaya rAjAnA kaLazamAM devanA kaLaze samAI gayA. makamArane abhiSeka" :- tyAra pachI samudravijya rAjA ane zakendranemakumAra arihaMta prabhune pUrva dizA sanmukha mukha rAkhIne siMhAsana upara besADayA. besADIne teo eka hajAra ATha senAnA vigere ATha jAtinA kaLaze vaDe temano abhiSeka karavA lAgyA. kemakumAranA abhiSekanI vidhi zarU thatAM pahelAM cosaTha Indro te AvI gayA hatA paNa je vakhate abhiSekanI vidhi zarU thaI te vakhate bIjA ghaNuM deve bhagavAnanA dIkSA mahotsavamAM bhAga levA mATe utsAhabhera svargamAMthI nIce utaravA lAgyA. saunA dilamAM ema thavA lAgyuM ke ame paNa prabhune abhiSeka karavA jaIe. ApaNe tyAM kaI bhAI ke bahena dIkSA le che tyAre tamane ullAsa hoya che ne tema dene tIrthakara prabhunI dIkSAmAM alaukika utsAha heya che. devethI AkAza chavAI gayuM. keTalAka de dvArakA nagarInI aMdara ane keTalAka bAra ane keTalAka AkAzamAM rahIne sarva dizA

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7. zAjI suvAsa vidizAmAM hathI Ama tema doDAdoDa karavA lAgyA ane haSa thI nAcavA ne kUdavA lAgyA. devAmAM ane manuSyamAM cAre tarapha AnaMdanuM vAtAvaraNa chavAI gayuM. naimakumArano bhabhya dIkSA mahAtsava ujavavA mATe devA ane manuSyeA hu ghelA banI gayA che. temakumAra vairAgya pAmyA te sAthe eka hajAra yAdave paNa vairAgya pAmyA che. tee badhA paNa emanI dIkSAnI rAha jotA hatA. temakumAranA nAnAbhAI rathanemi je rAjematinA rUpamAM mugdha manIne tene paraNavA icchatA hatA tee paNa rAjematIe temane yuktipUrvaka samajAvavAthI vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA che. eTale e darekane tyAM dIkSA maheAtsavanI taiyArIo cAlI rahI che. baMdhuo ! A yAdavakuLa keTaluM bhAgyazALI che! eka hajAra purUSo dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA che. te keNu kANu che te vAta batAvavAmAM Ave che. zrIkRSNajInA mATe putrA, khaladevanA 72 putrA, kRSNajInA 563 bhAIe, ugrasena rAjAnA ATha putro, temakumAranA 28 bhAIe, devasena vigere seA jaNA, 210 yAdavaputro, tathA ATha meTA rAjAo, eka akSAbha, khInne tenA putra ane trIjA varadatta ema badhA maLIne ekI sAthe temakumAra sAthe eka hajAra purUSA dIkSA levA mATe taiyAra thayA hatA. e vairAgyanI jhalaka kevI haze ! tamAre tyAM e traNathI vadhu dIkSAe hAya tA ema thAya che ke ATalI badhI dIkSA che ne tyAre keTalI medanI ubharAya che? ahIM te khuda tIthakara prabhu dIkSA levAnA che ane emanI sAthe ATalA mA rAjakumArI ja dIkSA levAnA DAya tyAM zu khAkI rahe ? dvArakA nagarImAM chappana kroDa tA yAdaveA hatA ema kahevAya che ane ATalA badhA devA AvyA che, mahAragAmathI bIjA rAjA mahArAjAe AvyA che eTale keTalI medanI hAya ! ,' 2 " utsAhathI ujavAI rahelA bhavya dIkSA mahAtsava ' :- jyAre abhiSekanI vidhi pUrI thai tyAre samudravijaya rAjA tathA kRSNavAsudeve temakumArane pharIthI uttara dizA tarapha mukha rAkhIne besADayA ane temane uttama prakAranA vastrAbhUSaNe paherAvIne rANugAryAM, tyAra pachI kauTuMbika purUSane AjJA karI ke he devAnupriye ! tame aneka stha'bhAvALI zikhikA taiyAra karIne jaldI lAvA eTale te zibikA taiyAra karIne lAvyA. A samaye zakendra devarAje paNa potAnA abhicegika DhavAne khelAvIne kahyuM ke tame paNa aneka sthabhAvALI zibikA manAvIne jaldI lAveA. indrone paNa keTalA harSI che ke tItha kara prabhunA pitAjI zikhikA taiyAra karAve che te ApaNe paNa evI zibikA banAvIe te bhagavAna emAM besIne dIkSA levA nIkaLe. devAnI zakti ghaNI che eTale emane vAra ja nahi, indra mahArAjAnI AjJA thatAMnI sAthe ja dhruve zimikA taiyAra karIne lAvyA. indra mahArAjAnI zikhikA temanI divyaprabhAthI samudravijaya rAjAnI anAvaDAvelI zibikAmAM samAi gai tethI tenu teja ane zeAbhA alaukika banI gai. daivAnI zikhikA AgaLa

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zAradA suvAsa manuSyanI zibikA kAca jevI jhAMkhI lAge che paNa deve pitAnI zibikA alaga rAkhatA nathI, kAraNa ke temane tIrthaMkara prabhunuM ane temanA mAtA-pitAnuM bahumAna karavuM che. emane mahimA vadhAre che eTale A badhuM kArya kare che. nemakumArane mATe zibikA taiyAra thaI gaI che deva-devIone tathA manuSyane harSano pAra nathI. bIjA yAda mATe paNa kRSNa vAsudeve zibikAo taiyAra karAvI che. dvArakA nagarImAM devatAI vAjA vAgI rahyA che. mANasa ane deveno pAra nathI. cAre tarapha AnaMdamaya vAtAvaraNa dekhAya che. samudravijaya mahArAjA ane kRSNavAsudeva aneka de, Idro badhA nemakumArane dIkSA mahotsava ujavI rahyA che saunA dilamAM bhagavAnane dIkSA mahotsava ujavavAne umaMga che. bhagavAnanA dIkSA mahotsavamAM hAjara rahIne temanI sevAne jeTaluM bane teTale lAbha uThAvIe ne ApaNuM AtmAne ujajavaLa banAvIe. nemakumAranA pitAjI dIkSA mahesavamAM je je cIne lAvyA te badhI Indro paNa lAvyA ne temanI vastuomAM devee pitAnI vastuo samAvI dIdhI, tethI tenuM teja aneka gaNuM vadhI gayuM. zibikA taiyAra thaI gayA pachI nemakumAra siMhAsana uparathI ubhA thayA ne jyAM zibikA hatI tyAM AvyA deva maNussa parivuDo, siviyA rayaNaM tao smaaNrttho| nikkhAmiya bAragAo, revayambhi Thio bhayavaM // 22 // bhavanapati, vANavyaMtara, tiSI ane vaimAnika e cAre ya jAtinA aneka deve tathA aneka manuSyanA parivArathI gherAyelA nemakumAra uttama rathI jaDelI zibikAmAM beThA. tIrthaMkara prabhu AtmazreyanI IcchAthI zibikAne pharatI traNa pradakSiNA karIne pUrva dizA tarapha mukha rAkhIne zibikAmAM mukelA siMhAsana upara teo besI gayA. tyAra pachI samudravijaya rAjAe zibikA upADanArA mANasane snAnAdi karAvI sArA vastrAbhUSaNe paherAvIne taiyAra karyA hatA temane bhagavAnanI pAlakhI uMcakavAne Adeza ApyuM. rAjAnI AjJA thatAM pAlakhI vahana karanArA mANasonuM haiyuM paNa harSathI nAcI uThayuM. aha! ApaNAM dhanya ghaDI ne dhanya bhAgya ke tIrthaMkara prabhunI zibikA uMcakavAnuM ApaNane sadbhAgya maLyuM. saMsArane bhAra te ghaNe uMcakaryo. tenAthI ApaNuM AtmAnuM kalyANa thayuM nahi paNa bhagavaMtanI zibikA uMcatA ApaNA karmanI koDe khapI jaze. A pramANe harSabhera mANasoe zibikA uMcakI lIdhI "bhagavAnanI zibikAnA dAMDAne jhAlatA I-dro" - tyAra pachI zakendra mahArAje zibikAnA dakSiNa bAjunA dAMDAne jhAle, IzAnendra uttara taraphanA dAMDAne jhA, balinke uttara dizA taraphanA nIcenA dAMDAne jhAle, te sivAya bAkInA badhA bhavanapati vANuvyaMtara, jyotiSI ane vaimAnika devee pitApitAnI yegyatA pramANe pAlakhInA

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zAha suvAsa 80thI dAMDAne pakaDayA, ane badhAe bhegA thaIne arihaMta prabhunI pAlakhI uMcakI. bhagavAnanI pAlakhI uMcakatA Indro, de ane manuSyonA dilamAM harSa samAtuM nathI. temanA sADA traNa kroDa marAya khIlI uThayA, A samaye dee potAnI zaktithI vipharvelA AbharaNe ane vastro paherIne bhagavAnanI zibikA upADI hatI. te vakhate devoe kAnamAM paherelA kuMDaLa AmathI tema hAlatA hatA. temanA mastake paherelA mugaTanA maNIo ane rane jhagamaga thatA hatA. eka te deve ane manuSyathI banelI divya zibikA ane temAM sAkSAt tejomarti tIrthakara bhagavaMta beThA hoya ane deve temanI zibika upADIne cAlatA hoya te samayanI zobhA keTalI vadhI jAya ! te samayane dekhAva alaukika hatuM. temanA tejanI sAme caMdra ane sUryanA teja paNa jhAMkhA paDI jAya. bhagavAnanI dIkSAno varaghoDo caDhaye tyAre AkhI dvArakA nagarI hele caDhI. zIvAnI mAtA te pitAnA vhAlasoyA putrane dhArI dhArIne jevA lAgyA. dvArakA nagarInA rAjamArgo uparathI varagheDe pasAra thavA lAgyA. bhagavAnanI ATalI moTI zibikA ane bIjA eka hajAra purUSanI zibikAo sAthe dIkSAne bhavya varagheDe AkhI dvArakA nagarImAM pharIne cAlate cAlate raivataka parvata upara AvyuM. dIkSAnA kAmI nemakumAra vataka parvata upara padhAryA, tyAra pachI zuM bane che. ujjANa saMpatto, oiNNo uttamAo siiyaao| sAhassIha parivuDo, abhinikkhamaIu citAhi // 23 // karavataka parvata upara jaIne teo parvatanA sahastrAgra nAmanA udyAnamAM pahoMcyA. tyAM pahoMcIne nemakumAra e sarvotkRSTa pAlakhImAMthI nIce utaryA. nIce utarIne temaNe pitAnA zarIra upara paherelA AbharaNe pitAnI jAte utAravA lAgyA, tyAre temanA mAtAjI zIvAdevI rANIe badhA AbhUSaNo pitAnI sADInA pAlavamAM jhIlI lIdhA. Ama eka pachI eka badhA AbhUSaNe utArI nAMkhyA, ane eka hajAra purUSanI sAthe citrA nakSatramAM zrAvaNa suda chaTThanA divase nemakumAre dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. have kemakumAra maTIne teo temanAtha bhagavAna banI gayA. temanAtha bhagavAnanA pAMce kalyANaka citrA nakSatramAM thayela che. bhagavAne traNa varSa sudhI gRhasthAvAsamAM kumArapaNAmAM vyatIta karIne pravajya grahaNa karI che. bhagavAne dIkSA kevI rIte lIdhI te kahe che. aha so sugaMdhagaMdhie, turiya miuya kucie / sayameva lucai kese, paMcamuTTihi samAhie // 24 // pravajya letI vakhate bhagavAne zIdhrapaNe sugaMdhamaya, sukomaLa ane vAMkaDiyA vaLelA kezane tarata ja pitAnA hAthe paMcamuSTi leca karyo ane samAdhipUrvaka sAdhupaNuM aMgIra zA. su. 51

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zArada suvANa karyuM. arihaMta prabhu pote svayaM baMdha pAmelA hoya che ane svaMya dIkSA le che. arihaMta prabhuthI siddha bhagavaMte moTA che eTale teo siddha bhagavaMtene namaskAra kare che. "namo siddhANaM' siddha bhagavaMtane mArA namaskAra ema kahIne sAmAyika cAritra aMgIkAra karyuM. bhagavAne jyAre cAritrano svIkAra karyo tyAre DenA divya vAjiMtro vAgI rahyA hatA. manuSyanA maMgala vAjiMtro vAgatA hatA. te vakhate zakendra mahArAjAe AjJA karI ke vAjiMtro vAgatA baMdha kare ane zAMta thaI jAo. zakrendra mahArAjAnI AjJA thatAMnI sAthe vAjiMtro vAgatA baMdha thaI gayA ane deva tathA manuSyo pitAnA mukhethI tIrthapati nemanAtha bhagavAnane yajayakAra bolAvavA lAgyA, eTale badhe avAja zAMta thaI gaye. je samaye nemanAtha bhagavAne sAmAyika cAritra aMgIkAra karyuM te samaye temane "guNadharmo pattariNa maLavanALe samupajo manuSya kSetra saMbaMdhI eTale manuSya kSetramAM rahelA saMzI paMcendriya jenA mane gata bhAvane jANanAruM uttama manaH paryAvajJAna utpanna thayuM. tIrthakara bhagavAna mati-zrata ane avadhi e traNa jJAna sAthe laIne janme che paNa jyAre cAritra aMgIkAra kare tyAre cothuM manaH paryAvajJAna thAya che. mana:paryava jJAna dvArA manuSya kSetramAM rahelA saMjJI paMcendriya nA mane gata bhAvane jANI zakAya che. manuSya kSetra keTaluM che te tame jANo cho? bele. tame kaI javAba nahi ApI zake. le, tyAre huM kahuM. jaMbudvIpa, ghAtakIkhaMDa dviIpa ane ardhapuSkara dvIpa e aDhI dvIpa manuSya kSetra che. e aDhIdvIpamAM rahenArA saMjJI paMcendriya nA mane gatabhAvane mana:paryAvajJAnI jANa zake che. AvuM cothuM mana:paryavajJAna nemanAtha bhagavAnane utpanna thayuM. tamane paNa ahIM beThA beThA thAya te game che ne? evuM jJAna joIe che ne? "hA" evuM jJAna te tamane bahu gamaze paNa ghara choDavuM game che? ghara choDe te jJAna maLe, bAkI nahi. nemanAtha bhagavAne raivataka parvata upara saha sAmra udyAnamAM eka hajAra purUSanI sAthe cAritra aMgIkAra karyuM. deve tathA manuSyae khUba ThAThamAThathI bhagavAnane dIkSA mahotsava ujaLe. bhagavAne te AtmakalyANane mArga svIkArI lIdhe paNa rAjematIne temanA pratye haju rAga bhAva rahI gaye che. enA dilamAM eka ja bhAva che ke ahe nAtha ! Apane dIkSA levI hatI te bhale paNa eka vakhata te mane maLavuM hatuM. mane saMdeze te Apa hatuM. have temanAtha bhagavAnane dIkSA mahotsava ujavIne samudravijaya Adi daza dazoM, kRSNa vAsudeva, temaja Indro ane de bhagavAnane vaMdana karIne pAchA pharaze ane rAjematIne nemakumAranI dIkSAnI jANathI kevuM duHkha thaze ne zuM banaze te avasare. caritra - paropakArI jinasenakumAra paramArthane kAje rAkSasane harAvavA AvyuM che. rAkSasa jevo rAkSasa paNa enuM bairya ane parAkrama joIne thaMbhI gaye. A tarapha rANI paNa kuMvarane hiMmata ApatA kahe che he dIkarA ! huM paramAtmAnI sAkSIe kahuM chuM ke

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zAradA suvAsa 803 je meM Aja sudhImAM mArA pati sivAya mana-vacana ane kAyAthI parapurUSanI IcchA karI na hoya te mArA zIyaLanA prabhAve A krUra rAkSasa tArA hAthe marI jaje ne tAre vijaya thajo. tyAra pachI jinasenakumAre rAkSasane ghaNuM samajAvyuM ke tuM A kartavya choDI mAphI mAMgI le paNa e samaje nahi eTale kumAre kahyuM te have laDavA taiyAra thaI jA, pachI te baMne jaNA madonmatta hAthInI jema sAmAsAmI laDavA lAgyA. ghaDIkamAM rAkSasa jinasenane pachADe che te ghaDIkamAM jinasena rAkSasane pachADI de che. A rIte baMne jaNA laDatA laDatA mahelanI agAzImAM AvyA ane agAzImAMthI nIce medAnamAM paDyA. dhara hara dhruje medanI sare, gira gira paDe makAna, capala cAla cUke nahi sare, Ita ugye hai bhAna. baMne jaNa medAnamAM paDayA ene eTale moTe bhayaMkara avAja thaye ke dharatI dhrujavA lAgI. kAcA pocA makAna te paDI gayA ane AkhA nagaramAM khaLabhaLATa macI gaye ke A zuM thaI gayuM ? badhA leke deDatA tyAM AvyA te jinasenakumAra ane rAkSasane laDatA joyA. rAkSasamAM te ghaNI zakti hoya che. enI zaktine baLathI aneka prakAranA za kumAra upara cheDavA lAge tyAre kumAra paNa pitAnA parAkramathI enA zastrone teDavA lAge. Ama baMne vacce bhayaMkara yuddha thayuM. laDatA laDatA savAra paDI gaI ke te jinasenanA parAkramane joI ja rahyA ke aho ! A nAnakaDe yuvAna AvA bhayaMkara rAkSasanI sAme keTalA parAkramathI jhajhUmI rahyo che. jarA paNa hiMmata hAratA nathI. Ama karatAM sUryodaya thaye. sUryanA tejasvI kiraNe pRthvI upara patharAyA eTale A rAkSasanuM jema ghaTavA lAgyuM, kAraNa ke A rAkSasa nizAcara hatuM. nizAcara eTale rAtre cAlanAre, eTale enuM jora rAtre vadhu cAle. divase enuM jema ghaTI jAya. jinasenakumArane thayela jayajayakAra" - jinasenakumAra catura hatuM. te samajI gayA ke A rAkSasa nizAcara che eTale have enuM jora cAlaze nahi, tethI kumAra rAkSasane uMcakIne jyAM khullA sUryanA kiraNe paDatA hatA tyAM laI AvyuM eTale enuM jora ekadama ghaTI gayuM. loke te jevA lAgyA ke A rAkSasa zuM karaze? kumAre jANyuM ke have ekadama narasa banI gaye che. ene mAravAne barAbara lAge che. A lAga jate karavA jevuM nathI, eTale jinasenakumAra sajAga banyuM ane hAthamAM talavAra laIne enI ceTI pakaDI rAkSasane dharatI upara pachADI dIdho ane enI chAtI upara caDhI beThe ne sAme talavAra dharIne kahevA lAgyuM ke he narAdhama! he krUra rAkSasa! have tAruM rakSaNa karanAra keI nathI. tAruM meta najIkamAM AvyuM che, mATe tArA ISTadevane yAda karI le. Ama kahIne talavAranA eka jhATake rAkSasanA be TukaDA karI nAMkhyA. rAkSasa marANe ane bhUmi upara paDe tyAM mATe dhaDAke thaye. leke bhegA thaI gayA ane jinasenakumArane jayajayakAra

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zAradA suvAsa belAvavA lAgyA. rAjA paNa tyAM deDIne AvyA ne jinasenakumArane bAthamAM laI lIdhe ne kahyuM beTA! te te choTI uMmaramAM moTuM kAma karyuM che. dhanya che tArI vIratAne! tuM te manuSyanA rUpamAM sAro deva pAka che. dhanya che tArI janetAne ! rAkSasanI sAthe yuddha karavAthI tenuM zarIra te cALaNu jevuM thaI gayuM che. kee tene zAbAzI ApIne phUlanA hAra paherAvyA ane satI strInuM rakSaNa karyuM tethI deva paNa enA upara prasanna thayA ne kulanI vRSTi karI ane ene jayajayakAra belA. atyAra sudhI kaI prajAjanone khabara na hatI ke rAkSasa A rIte rANIne herAna karatA hatA. Aje badhI vAta bahAra paDI. jinasenakumArane AkhA siMhaladvIpamAM jayajayakAra belAvA lAgyuM ane sau tene AzIrvAda ApavA lAgyA. badhAnA AzIrvAda jhIlate jinasenakumAra pitAne ghera AvyuM. caMpakamAlAe patine AzIrvAda ApIne mokalyA hatA ane vijayanI varamALA paherIne AvyA tethI enA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. pati patnI baMne maLyA. caMpakamAlAe kaMsAra banAvI patine jamADe. enA zarIramAM khUba ghA paDyA hatA. rAjAe tene mATe ghaNI kiMmatI davAo karAvI tethI thoDA divasamAM badhA ghA rUjhAI gayA, pachI rAjAe meTI jAherasabhA bharIne jinasenakumAranuM sanmAna karyuM ane badhAnI vacamAM tene mukhya pradhAna maMtrInuM pada ApyuM, AthI nagaranA lekone khUba AnaMda thayo. badhA kahevA lAgyA ke pradhAna te AvA ja joIe. jinasenakumAra pradhAna banyA paNa rAjAnA mahelanI cokI karavAnuM kAma te cAlu ja rAkhyuM. A vAtanI rAjAne khabara paDI eTale rAjAe kahyuM dIkarA ! te te mAruM ghaNuM kAma karyuM che. have tAre A cokIpahere karavAnI jarUra nathI. tuM zAMtithI sUI jA. bIjA cokIdAro ghaNuM che. khare bhaya te te dUra karyo che, tyAre kumAra kahe che - | he svAmI meM cAkara thAre, huM haradama taiyAra, paharA kabhI na baMda kare mai, huM meM tAbedAra, he mahArAjA ! Ape mane pradhAna bhale banAvyuM, paNa pahelAM te huM cokIdAra hate ne? cekIdAramAMthI ja pradhAna banyA chuM eTale huM ApanA mahelanI cokI te karavAne ja. e kAma baMdha nahi karuM. huM sadA Apane cAkara banIne rahIza. jinasenakumAra pradhAna banavA chatAM rAjAnA mahelanI cokI te pite ja karate. eka divasa jinasenakumAranI patnI caMpakamAlA zaiyAmAM sUtI hatI. eNe pAchalI rAtre svapnamAM caMdra ane sUryanI suMdara ane saumya joDI joI. A svapna joyA pachI caMpakamAlAe dharma jAjhikA karI. savAra paDatAM patine svapna saMbaMdhI vAta karI, eTale jinasenakumAre kahyuM he caMpakamAlA! tAruM svapna zreSTha che. te caMdra ane sUryanI jeDI dekhI che tethI ema lAge che ke tArI kukSIe caMdra ane sUryasamAna tejasvI putrane janma thaze. A sAMbhaLIne caMpakamAlAne khUba AnaMda thaye. te AnaMdapUrvaka garbhanuM pAlana kare che. have tene tyAM putrane janma thaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze,

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zArada suvAsa vyAkhyAna naM 78 A vada 6 ne ravivAra tA. 22-10-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI sarvajJa bhagavatee jagatanA chanA kalyANa mATe mekSa mArga batAvyuM che. ApaNe temanAtha bhagavAnane adhikAra cAle che. eka vakhatanA nemakumAre zAzvata sukha meLavavA mATe saMyamane mArga svIkAryo. rAjabhava hovA chatAM emane saMsAramAM sukha lAgyuM nahi. jJAnIo kahe che he bhavya che! jagatanI kaI paNa cIjamAM sukhanI kalpanA karavI e eka brAnti che. jyAM sudhI A bhrAnti nahi TaLe tyAM sudhI jIvanamAM kAti nahi Ave. kAti eTale zuM? kAti eTale jIvanamAM parivartana, vicAramAM urdhvIkaraNa ane AcAramAM zuddhikaraNa. Aje jIvanamAM parivartana dekhAtuM nathI. mAtra je che tenuM punarAvartana dekhAya che. vicAromAM uvakaraNane badale adhekaraNa dekhAya che ane AcAramAM zuddhikaraNanI te kalpanA karavI e ja vyartha che. AjanI suMdara dekhAtI bhautika sAmagrI jIvane krAntinI keDIe kadama uThAvatA aTakAvIne brAntimAM pADanArI che. jayAM bhrAnti bharela che tyAM kAnti kayAMthI Ave? Ajane mAnavI krAntinI keDIe kadama bharavAnA meTA meTA manera seve che paNa brAntine TALavAne kaI purUSArtha karatA nathI, pachI enA kAntinA mane ratha kalpanAnA havAI mahela jevA ja che ne? mahAnapurUSoe te jIvanamAM krAnti lAvavA keTale prabaLa purUSArtha karyo che. ene aMza jeTale purUSArtha Aje che khare? je sAcuM sukha nathI emAM sAcA sukhanI kalpanA karI che. asatyamAM satyanI kalpanA karavI, e jIvanI beTI bhramaNA che. A saMsAranuM sukha e sAcuM sukha nathI paNa sukhAbhAsa che, A sukhAbhAsathI bharelA saMsAramAM beTI kalapanAne bhega banele mAnava saMsAranA raMgarAgamAM gaLato jAya che. emAM te uDe utarate jAya che. ene mahApurUSe samajAve che ke bhAI ! saMsAramAM sukha ja nathI te pachI te mathImathIne marI jaIza te paNa kayAMthI maLavAnuM che? te paNa e samajatA nathI. baMdhuo ! A saMsAranA padArthomAM tame rAta-divasa sukha meLavavA mATe mathe che, phAMphA mArI rahyA che emAM sukha che ja nahi. kadAca tamane emAM sukha dekhAtuM hoya paNa e sukha pAchaLa aMte duHkha AvyA vinA nahi rahe. e vAta se TacanA sonA jevI satya che. jema dhanane sukhanuM sAdhana mAne che eTale dhana meLavavA mATe keTale parasevo pADe che? keTalI bhUkha-tarasa ne kaSTa veThe che? khUba mahenata karIne dhana meLavyuM, khUba dhanavAna banyA, leke paNa kahevA lAgyA ke phalANubhAI te ghaNAM sukhI banI gayA. tamane paNa lAge ke huM mATe zrImaMta banI gaye. daza-bAra varSa A sukha TakayuM, niyAmAM vAha vAha kahevAI gaI mAna-pratiSThA paNa khUba vadhyA paNa pApakarmane

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zAradA suvAsa 806 udaya thatAM ekAeka paisA cAlyA gayA. mAthe du:khanA DugarA tUTI paDayA. jayAre paisA na hatA tyAre je du:khI na hatA e karatAM paisA AvIne cAlyA gayA pachI aneka gaNA du:khI thaI jAya che, have vicAra karI ke paisAmAM sukha ApavAnI tAkAta che ke du:kha ApavAno ? vacamAM deza-khAra varSa je sukha bhogavyu te paisAthI bhAgaLyuM ke puNyathI ? paisA puNyathI maLe che eTale puNyanI puMcha haiAya tyAM sudhI mANusa sukha bhAgavI zake che. puNya khalAsa thatAM sukhanI badhI lIlA khatama thaI jAya che. kAIne putra nathI hAtA te putra vinA jhure che kAraNa ke putrane sukhanu sAdhana mAne che, eTale putraprApti mATe kaIka mAtA-mAvaDInI mAnatAo mAne che. jaMtarama tara karAvI mAdaLIyA khAMdhe che. emAM jo " kAgane besavuM ne DALane paDavu " e nyAye thADA samayamAM ghera dIkaro janme te AnaMda AnaMda chavAI jAya. dhIme dhIme dIkaro mATo thatAM bhaNAvye. bhaNatA bhaNatA e meTrIka pAsa thayA, pachI kolejamAM dAkhala thayA. kAlejamAM ne yunivasITImAM pahele nakhara AvyA eTale enA bahumAnamAM pATI e gaThavavAmAM AvI. A badhuM thayuM tyAM dIkarA ekAeka bimAra paDaye. eTale mAtApitAe moTA moTA niSNAta DAkaTarone kheAlAvyA. DokaTaranI sADhu pramANe bhAre davAo lAvyA, khUba sAravAra karI paNa bimArI ghaTavAne khale vadhavA ja mAMDI. DokaTaro badhA chUTI paDayA. mAtApitAnI AzAnA minAro ekAeka tuTavAnI aNI upara AvI gayA. daipiMjaramAMthI prANapaMkheru uDI gayu' eTale gharamAM kALA pAMta macI gayA. mAtA-pitA bhI'ta sAthe mAthA pachADavA lAgyA. ATha divasa pahelA te AnaMdanI mIjabAnIe uDatI hatI, hAsyanA kutrAza uDatA hatA tyAM karUNa AkraMda macI gayuM. sukha gayuM paNa hatuM e karatAM deza gaNuM duHkha AvyuM. e duHkha kayAMthI AvyuM? pApakathI ja ne ! keTalAya manuSyeAnA jIvanamAM AvA sakhata phaTakA AvyA ne cAlyA gayA mATe samajo, sa'sAranA sukha e sukha nathI paNa mAtra sukhAbhAsa che. chatAM haju A mahumAM ghelA anelA mAnavIne satya vastunuM bhAna thatu' nathI. jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke manuSyanI sauthI moTAmAM mATI bhramaNA haiya te te A eka ja che ke jayAM sukha nathI tyAM sukha mAne che. je duHkhanuM kAraNa che ene ja sukhanuM kAraNa mAne che ane je sukhanu kAraNa che e ene duHkhanuM kAraNa lAge che. A bhramaNA ane bhrAntinI divAlA teDIne jyAM sudhI mAnava bahAra na Ave tyAM sudhI A jIvanamAM parivatana, vicArAmAM IkaraNa ane AcAromAM zuddhikaraNa thaI zakatuM nathI. bhrAnti jenI tUTI gaI che te AtmAe krAntinI keDIe cAlIne saMsArasAgarane tarIne sAme pAra pahoMcI gayA che ane ApaNane sa`sAra sAgarane taravA mATe senerI sUtra dvArA zikhAmaNa ApatA gayA ke "sattAzeDaya battA:"A saMsAra asAra che. A sUtra jenA hRdayapaTa para aMkita thaI gayu. te AtmAonI bhrAnti TaLI gaI, ane bhrAntinI

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zAradA suvAsa 87. divAla tUTatA tenA jIvanamAM kAntine prakAza patharAI gaye. jIvanamAM krAnti lAvavA mATe yuge ke varSonI jarUra nathI. eka ja paLa basa che. gADha aMdhakArane dUra karavA mATe eka ja divAsaLI basa che tema jIvanamAM krAntinuM eka kiraNa phUTyuM ke pachI prakAza prakAza patharAI jaze. zAlIbhadra, thulibhadra, IlAcIkumAra vigere AtmAonuM jIvana pahelA kevuM hatuM? teo mehamAM keTalA masta banelA hatA paNa jIvanamAM saheja nimitta maLatAM upAdAna jAgRta thayuM ane kAntinuM kiraNa phUTI nIkaLatA bhrAntine paDado cIrAI gaye ane e pavitra AtmAo saMsArane tyAga karI kalyANa karI gayA. ApaNA adhikAranA nAyaka nemanAtha bhagavAna paNa kAntivIra purUSa hatA. jagatanA jIvane saMsAranA mehAMdhakAramAMthI kADhavA prakAzanA paMthe pite prayANa karyuM che. juo ! e mahAtmAnA vairAgyanI peta kevI hatI? emanA vairAgyanI te eka hajAra jenA aMtaranI jAti TALIne jAgRta karyA. eka hajAra purUSe temanI sAthe dIkSA levA tatpara banyA. nemakumAre vastrAbhUSaNe utArIne svayaM dIkSA lIdhI. pitAnA mastaka upara zobhatAM suMdara vAMkaDIyA ane kALA bhramara jevA vALane pitAnI jAte paMcamuSTi leya karyo. dravathI kezanuM laMcana karyuM ne bhAvathI kaSAne dUra karI. bhagavAnanA vALamAMthI paNa divya sugaMdhI nIkaLe che. tIrthaMkara prabhunA evA jambara puNya hoya che ke temanA zarIramAMthI sugaMdha baheke che. ApaNA zarIre parase vaLe, mela jAme ane durgadha Ave che paNa tIrthaMkara prabhune AtmA zuddha hoya che eTale emanA paramANumAMthI sugaMdha nIkaLe che. te sivAya tIrthaMkara prabhu dIkSA levA nIkaLe che tyAre deve temanA zarIre gozISa kSIra) caMdananA vilepana kare che, tenI sugaMdha cha mahinA sudhI zarIramAMthI jatI nathI. mahAvIra prabhunA zarIre devee gazIrSa caMdananA vilepana karyA hatA. prabhu te dIkSA laIne vihAra karI gayA ane jaMgalamAM jaIne dhAnAvasthAmAM sthita thayA tyAre sugaMdhathI AkarSAIne bhramare prabhunI pAse AvyA ne zarIramAM dara karyA chatAM bhagavAna saheja paNa calAyamAna na thayA paNa dhyAnamAM aDaga rahyA. AvA to kaMIka upasargo bhagavAne sahana karyA che tyAre kevaLajJAna pragaTa thayuM che. ApaNe te sahana karavuM nathI ne kevaLajJAna joIe che te kayAMthI maLe? nemakumAre sAdhune veza paheryo, karemi bhaMtene pATha bhaNyA, emanI sAthe eka hAra AtmAoe dIkSA lIdhI. eka sAmaTA eka hajAra sAdhuonuM maMDaLa kevuM suMdara zobhI uDyuM haze ! nemanAtha bhagavAna te hajAro tArAomAM caMdra zebhe tema zebhI uThayA. nemakumArane sAdhunA vezamAM jaIne trikhaMDa adhipati kuSyavAsudeva, samudravijaya rAjA, zIvAdevI mahArANu badhA sajaLa netre temanA sAmuM joI rahyA. aho ! A yAdavakuLane bAluDo ApaNA kheALAmAM khelyo, rame ne mATe thayo tyAM tyAganA paMthe cAlI nIkaLe

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808 zAradA suvAsa ne ApaNe saMsAramAM rahI gayA. kRSNajI kahe che ahe mArI lADakavAyA vIrA ! meM te tane saMsAranAM raMgarAgamAM ragadoLavA mATe keTalA keTalA upAyo karyA, vasaMtsava ujavavA hAI gayA, tArI keTalI majAka uDAvI chatAM tuM te jaLamAM kamaLa alipta rahe tema alipta rahyo. tene saMsArane raMga na caDhaye tyAre tArI bhAbhIoe mAnyA-mAnyA nema mAnyA ema mAnIne parANe paraNavAnuM cekaDuM besADI dIdhuM ane rAjumatI sAthe vivAha nakkI karyA ne maTI jAna joDIne paraNAvavA gayA. te paNa keDabharI rAjematIne cheDIne tuM te teraNakArathI pAchA pharyo. tArA mATe talasatI rAmatInA sAmuM paNa te na joyuM ne Aje saMyamapaMthe cAlI nIkaLe. tuM te taravA taiyAra thaye ne sAthe hajAra hajAra AtmAone paNa sAthe lIdhA. dhanya che tArA vairAgyane ! ane dhanya che tArA jIvanane ! teM te amArA yAdavakuLane Aje ujajavaLa banAvyuM. mArA karatAM paNa anaMta gaNuM adhika baLane upayoga te saMyamanI sAdhanAmAM karyo ane aneka jInI brAnti TALI kAntinI keDIe kadama uThAvyA, amane A avasara kyAre prApta thaze? A pramANe vicAra karatAM trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNavAsudeva zuM bole che ? vAsudevo ya Na bhaNaI, luttaM kesaM jiindiy| icchiya maNoraha turiya, pAvasu tadabhIsarA / / 25 // laMcita kezavALA ane jitendriya evA ariSTanema bhagavAnane kRSNa vAsudeve kahyuM ke jitendriya! he damIzvara! mekSa pAmavA rUpa tame tamArA Icchita mane rathane jaladI prApta kare. ahIM kRSNavAsudeve A pramANe kahyuM ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. sUtramAM eka mukhya vyaktinuM nAma levAmAM Ave che, paNa samudravijaya rAjA Adi daza dazArha bhAIe, zIvAdevI vigeree nemanAtha prabhune A pramANe kahIne AzIrvAda ApyA. tamAre ghera dIkarAnI vahu paraNIne Ave agara tamArI dIkarI paraNIne sAsare jAya tyAre aMtaranA AzIrvAda Ape che ne ke tame saMsAramAM sarva prakAre sukhI thAo. saMsArI ane te saMsAramAM sukhI thavAnA ja AzIrvAda Ape ne? jayAre A te saMsArane tyAga karIne saMyamanA paMthe sIdhAvyA che. emane zenI IcchA hoya ? saMyamIne te jaldI jaladI mekSamAM javAnI ja IcchA hoya che, eTale kemakumAranA mAtA-pitA, bhAI vigere kahe che vIrA ! tamArI saMyama sAdhanA saphaLa bane ane tamArI IcchA zIvaramaNIne varavAnI che te jaldI pUrNa kare. e mAtA-pitA paNa kevA ne e saMtAne paNa kevA! saMtAnane vairAgya Ave tyAre parIkSA paNa khUba kare, prabhane paNa khUba Ape paNa pachI pitAnA saMtAnane vairAgyamAM daDha che ema jANe che tyAre evA aMtaranA AzIrvAda Ape che ke dIkarA ! te A bhavamAM mAtAne revaDAvI che paNa have bIjI mAtAone revaDAvavI na paDe evuM nirmaLa cAritra

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zAradA suvAsa 209 tuM pALaze ane jaldIthI jaldI bhavasAgara tarI jaje. kRSNa vAsudeva nemakumArane aMtaranA AzIrvAda ApatA kahe che huM mArA vhAlA vIrA ! tame je dhyeyathI dIkSA leA che te dhyeyane jaldI pAra pADo. tamArA manArA pUrNa thAo. hajI paNa AgaLa zuM kahe che. nANeNa dasaNeNa ca, caritreNa taveNa ya / saur muttIC, vajramALo mada ya|| 26 // Apa jJAna, da"na, cAritramAM temaja kSamA tathA nileoNMbhatAnA guNemAM vRddhi pAme. kevA suMdara AzIvacanA kahe che ? sAcA sabaMdha mane ja kahevAya. saMsArasukhanA AzIrvAda e kaMI sAcA ArzIrvAda nathI. e te saMsAranI vRddhinA AzIrvAda che, paNa kRSNavAsudeve je AzIrvAda ApyA e sAcA AzIrvAda che. tamArA saMtAne dAca dIkSA na lai zake te khera, paNa saMsAramAM rahIne paNu dhama ArAdhanApUrNAMkanu' jIvana gujAre, nyAya, nIti, satya ane sadAcArathI bharelu jI'na jIve evA AzIrvAda Apaze. ApaNu jainadarzana jJAna, dana, cAritra e traNanI pUrNa` sAdhanAthI mukti mAne che. jJAna eTale AtmAnI eLakhANu, darzana eTale zraddhA ane cAritra eTale AtmaramaNatA. A tripuTInI tanmayatA jema jema vRddhi pAmatI jAya tema tema kanA baMdhanA zithila thAya ane jyAre karmothI sathA mukta thaI javAya te sthitine mukti kahevAya. sakala karmIne gALIne mukti meLavavAnA abhilASI jIve AvuM ugra cAritra a'gIkAra kare che ane cAritra lIdhA pachI apramatta bhAva keLavI sadA jJAnAdimAM tallIna rahe che. sukha ane duHkhamAM samabhAva rAkhe che. gAthAmAM kRSNuvAsudeve kahyu' ne ke kSamA, nile+bhatA Adi guNAnI vRddhi thAo. bhagavate sAdhunA daza prakAranA dhame khatAvyA che. temAM sauthI prathama dharma khatI eTale kSamA che. mekSanA abhilASI sAdhake sayama laIne sauthI prathama svabhAvanu parivartana karavuM paDe che. mAtra veza khadalavAthI kalyANu nathI thaI jatuM, paNa vana--svabhAva badalavAthI kalyANa thAya che. keI ApaNane kaTuvacana kahe, kaI apamAna kare, gALa de, niMdA kare tyAre sheja paNa krodha na Ave te sAcI kSamA rAkhI zake che. sAdhupaNAmAM kSamAne mukhya guNu te avazya joIze. cAhe sa'sArI hAya ke sAdhu hAya paNa je kSamA rAkhe che tene khamA khamA thAya che. kSamAvAna AtmA A lekamAM tA khamA khamA thAya che ane paraleAkamAM paNa khamA khamA thAya che. eka kSamAnA guNu jo jIvanamAM AvI jAya te tenI pAchaLa khIjA ghaNAM guNA AvI jAya che, mATe kSamA e mAnavajIvananA mahAna guNu che. mahAnapurUSo jIvanamAM kSamA apanAvIne mekSamAM gayA che. khadhaka muninA zarIranI thAmaDI utArI tyAre keTalu' kaSTa paDayuM haze ! peAtAnA saMsAra pakSanA banevIne khadhaka muninI cAmaDI utarAvavAnuM mana kema thayu...! emAM emanA pUrvabhavanuM kama hatuM. ghaNAM bhatra pahelA khadhaka muninA jIva manuSya hatA ane je khanevI hatA te kAThImaDAno AtmA hatA. e manuSya koThIMbaDAnI AkhI khAla utArI hatI. tenA phaLasvarUpe manuSyanA bhavamAM sAdhupaNAmAM

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810 zAradA suvAsa, emanA zarIranI cAmaDI utAravAmAM AvI. e karmane udaya paNa kevI rIte thayo? baMdhaka muninI bahene emane dIkSA lIdhA pachI jeyA na hatA. eka vakhata baMdhaka aNagAra vicaratA vicaratA pitAnI bahenanA gAmamAM padhAryA. khaMdhaka muni emanA mAtApitAne ekanA eka putra hatA eTale dIkSA lIdhI tyAre 500 subhaTe te emanI sevAmAM sAthe rAkhyA hatA, paNa karmane udaya thavAne heya che tyAre ke saMvega maLe che e vAta khUba samajavA jevI che. subhaTe samajyA ke A te mahArAjanI bahenanuM gAma che eTale vAMdho nahi. sau kaI nhAvA chevA ane haravA pharavAmAM paDayA. saMta te pahelA prahare svAdhyAya, bIjA prahare dhyAna karIne pachI gaucarI nIkaLyA. vItarAgI saMte pitAnuM sagapaNa batAvIne ke oLakhANa ApIne gaucarI karatA nathI. e te vItarAga prabhunA kAyadAne vaphAdAra rahIne gaucarI kare che. hA, keI saMtane ema pUche ke tame kyAM che? keNuM che? te oLakhANa Ape paNa pitAnI jAte mAne pAmavA ke gocarI levA mATe oLakhANa Ape nahi, gAmanA rAjAnI rANI pitAnI bahena che ne pite rAjakumAra che evI keIne oLakhANa ApatA nathI. e te IryAsamiti tA cAlyA jAya che. A samaye emanA bahena-banevI mahelanI bArI pAse besIne sogaThAbAjI ramatA hatA. ramatA ramatA rANInI daSTi munirAja upara paDI. dhemadhakhatA unALAnA divase che. barAbara madhyAhune samaya che. mAthe tAjo leca kare che. A joIne rANIne pitAnA bhAI yAda AvyA. mArA bhAIe paNa dIkSA lIdhI che e paNa AvI rIte ja gaucarI jatA haze ne? AvI garamImAM emanA paga kevA baLI jatA haze? A vicAra AvatA enI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. ene khabara nathI ke A mAre ja bhAI che. rANunI AMkhamAM AMsu joIne rAjA zaMkAzIla banyA. rANIne kaMI pUchyuM nahi ane sIdhA mahelanI sIDI utarI gayA ane cAMDALane belAvIne baMdhakamuninA zarIranI khAla utAravAno hukama karyo. rAjAnI AjJA thatAM cAMDALAe muninI khAla utArI tyAre munie evI alaukika kSamA rAkhI ke rAjA pratye ke cAMDALa pratye saheja paNa krodha na AvyuM, munie eka ja vicAra karyo ke meM pUrvabhavamAM karma bAMdhyA haze tethI ja rAjAne AvI buddhi sUjhI che. emAM emane deSa nathI. deSa mAtra mArA karmane che. AvI samajaNapUrvaka duHkhamAM paNa kSamAM rAkhI te kalyANa karyuM. saMyamamArgamAM AvA ghora upasargo Ave tyAre AvI kSamA rAkhavI joIe. nemakumAra te tIrthaMkara prabhu che eTale emanI te vAta ja nyArI che. emanuM baLa, parAkrama, purUSArtha ne sAhasa ajoDa heya che. emane zikhAmaNa ApavAnI rahetI nathI paNa kRSNa vAsudeva temaja mAtApitAne te meha heya ne! eTale kahe che. uranA AzISa kRSNajI Ape, saMyama ane sukhakAra, tribhuvananA nAtha banIne, bhavya jIvonA tAraNahAra, e kevaLa jJAnanI jati jalA, ajJAna timiranA haranAra, zIvAdevInA naMdana nemakumAra saMyama paMthe jAya

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Taka cAra suvAsa he prabhu! Apane saMyama niSkaTaka bane. Apa ghAtAMkane kSaya karI kevaLa jJAnanI jhagamagatI joti jalAvI enA prakAzathI sArAye jagata uparathI ajJAnanA aMdhakAra naSTa karI traNa jagatanA nAtha banI aneka IvenA tAraNahAra bane. tame taryA che ne amane tAje. ATaluM belatAM emanI AMkhamAMthI daDadaDa AMsuDA sarI paDyA. je saMsArane tyAga karIne saMyama mArga svIkAre che tene mAtA-pitA, bhAI-bahena ke sagA snehIone meha hotA nathI. e te saMyama laIne jJAna dhyAnamAM evA tallIna banI jAya che ke emane sagA vahAlA keI yAda AvatA nathI, paNa mAtApitAne pitAnA dIkarA dIkarI yAda Ave che. ahIM kRSNavAsudeva, samudravijaya rAjA Adi daza dazoM nemaprabhune aMtaranA AzIrvAda ApIne laLI laLIne vaMdana kare che ane I badhA bhagavAnane dIkSA mahotsava ujavI vaMdana karI hRSTa tuSTa thaIne pitAnA sthAne cAlyA gayA. kRSNa vAsudeva vigere paNa javAnI taiyArI karI rahyA che paNa bhAIne meha chUTatuM nathI. e loke prabhune vaMdana karIne dvArakA nagarImAM jaze ne bIjI tarapha rAjetI nemanAtha bhagavAna dIkSA lIdhAnA samAcAra jANaze tyAre tene ke AghAta lAgaze ne zuM banaze te avasare. caritra - jinasenakumAra siMhaladvIpanA rAjAne mAnanIya pradhAna banyA che. rAjAne e pitAnA putrathI paNa adhika vahAle che. jinasena pradhAna paNa nyAyanItipUrvaka rAjyanuM pAlana kare che. prajAjanene tenA kArabhArathI khUba saMtoSa thaye che. rAjAe tene mukhya pradhAna banAvyuM che chatAM pite rAtre te rAjAnA mahelane cekIpahere bhare che. bIjI tarapha jinasenanI patnI caMpakamAlA garbhavatI thaI che. e sukhapUrvaka garbhanuM pAlana kare che. garbhamAM uttama prakAranA ja Ave to mAtAne dAna devAnI, saMtanA darzana karavAnI vigere uttama prakAranI bhAvanA thAya che. caMpakamAlAne paNa uttama prakAranA vicAro AvavA lAgyA. caMpakamAlA dharmArAdhana karatI sukhapUrvaka garbhanuM pAlana karavA lAgI. savA nava mAsa pUrA thatAM caMpakamAlAe joDale be putrone janma Ape. A putro garbhamAM AvyA tyAre caMpakamAlAe caMdra ane sUryanI jeDI dekhI hatI. A baMne bALake paNa caMdra ane sUrya samAna tejavI che. pradhAnane ghera putrone janma thayAnA samAcAra AkhA nagaramAM vAyuvege prasarI gayA. AkhA nagaranI prajAne ane rAjAne atyaMta AnaMda thayo. jANe rAjAne ghera ja kuMvara na janmyA hoya ! e sonA dilamAM AnaMda hatA. rAjAe jinasenanA putrone janma mahotsava ujave. janmamahatsavanI khuzAlImAM yAcakone khUba dAna ApyuM. dariddhionuM dAridra TALyuM, AthI nagarajanene khUba AnaMda thaye. daza dina dezATana kInA, sArA zahara jimAyA, dAnasena ora zIlasena ce, nAma sabhI mana bhAyA.

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zAradA suvAsa jinasena peAtAnA pitAjInA rAjyamAM hAya ne jema kuvAnA janma maheAtsava ujavAya evI rIte aDhI' enA putronA janma maheAtsatra ujavAyA, eTale ene sheja paNa ochuM na AvyuM ane kumAre| daza divasanA thayA eTale emane caMdra-sUya nA ina karAvyA ane rAjAe te baMne kumAranu nAma dAnasena ane zIlasena pADayA. jIe A AtmAe pavitra che eTale emanA nAma paNu evA ja paDyA. ane nAma rAjA ane prajAne khUba gamyA. A bane bALaka divase divase meTA thavA lAgyA. caMdranI kaLA divase divase vRddhi pAme che ema A bane bALako vRddhi pAmavA lAgyA. ane mALA sAthe rame che, jame che te sAthe harephare che, mane bahAra nIkaLe tyAre jonArane ema ja lAge ke A koi devakumArI ja na hAya ! jinasenanA kAyaOthI AkhA rAjyamAM zAMti che. cAra DAkUnA bhaya nathI. anyAya anIti paNa dUra thaI gayA che. jANe rAmarAjya joi leA. enA guNAnI kIrti cAre dizAmAM phelAi gaI. siMhaladvIpanA rAjAnA duzmanA paNa enI khyAti sAMbhaLIne DarI gayA. A rIte rAjya calAvatA pAMca varSe te sukhapUrvaka pasAra thaI gayA. du:khInI vhAre jate jinasena" :- eka vakhata rAtre jinasena pradhAna mahArAjAnA mahelane cokIpaherI bharI rahyo che tyAM kharAkhara madharAtre kAI khAI karUNusvare rUdana karatI haiAya evA avAja sa bhaLAyA. rAjA uMghamAMthI jagI gayA. mar3ArAjAe jinasenane kahyuM pradhAnajI ! ApaNA rAjyamAM koi duHkhIyArI khAI raDI rahI che. ene keTalu' duHkha haze ke madharAtre raDe che? Apa tyAM jaine tapAsa karI ke kANu raDe che ? ane zA mATe raDe che? ane zuM duHkha che? pradhAne kahyu` me paNa avAja sAMbhaLyA ne zu karavu te vicAramAM hatA. tyAM ApanI AjJA thaI eTale have huM jAuM chuM. mahArAjAnI AjJA thatAM janasenapradhAna hAthamAM khullI talavAra laIne je taraphathI avAja AvatA hatA te tarapha cAlyA. rAjAnA manamAM vicAra thayA ke lAvane hu* paNa jouM ke A kANu 23 che? ane pradhAna tyAM jaine zuM kare che? eTale maDArAjA paNu jinasenanI pAchaLa gupta rIte cAlyA. jinasena tA duHkhInA du:kha dUra karavAnI dhUnamAM cAlyA jAya che. e pAchuM vALIne joteA nathI ke pAchaLa koNa AvI rahyuM che. jinasenapradhAna cAlate cAlatA jyAM khAI raDatI hatI tyAM pahoMcI gayA. nagaranA daravAjA khar3Ara eka vRkSa nIce besIne meTA ghUMghaTo tANIne eka vRddha strI rUdana karatI hatI. tyAM jaIne jinasene kahyuM huM mAtAjI ! Apa kANu che ? A si'haladvIpa rAjAnA rAjayamAM Apane zuM duHkha che ke madharAtre ja galamAM AvIne raDe che ! je hAya te mane kahA, paNa khAI chAnI rajutI nathI. vadhu raDavA lAgI, tyAre pradhAne kahyu' tame raDA nahi. tame vinA sakeAce je duHkha hoya te kahe, huM... hamaNAM ja tamAru' duHkha dura karIza. vagara kahe mane zu khakhara paDe? tyAre khAI kahe che beTA ! tane zuM kahuM, mArI jIbhathI kahevAya tema nathI. bahu du:khajanaka vAta che, tyAre pradhAna kaMDe che mA! nAnI ke mATI je vAta DAya te mane kahe, huM... mArA prANunuM khalidAna ApIne 812

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zAradA suvAsa paNa tAruM duHkha dUra karIza. A sAMbhaLIne strI kahe che beTA! huM siMhaladvIpanA rAjAnI kuLadevI chuM. pradhAna kahe che tame devI thaIne zA mATe raDo cho? tamane zuM duHkha che? saMkaTa meTo nRpa pe Aye, kAlI kevI karara, kAraNuM tama sevaka bhaNI, mAryo jinasena jarUra beTA ! huM A rAjAnI kuLadevI chuM, eTale e mane dIkarA jevo vahAle che. enA upara bhayaMkara saMkaTa AvyuM che. rAjA upara mahAkALIdevI kopAyamAna thayA che. pradhAne pUchyuM e mahArAjA upara zA mATe kopAyamAna thayA che? tyAre kuLadevI kahe che ceDA divasa pahelA rAjAnA pradhAne eka rAkSasane mArI nAMkhe te mahAkALI devIne sevaka hate. tene mArI nAMkhe tethI tenA vairane badalo levA mATe mahAkALI devI AjathI trIje divase rAjAne mArI nAMkhavAnI che, tyAre pradhAne pUchayuM mAtA ! rAjAne bacavAne keI upAya khare ? je upAya heya te mane jaladI batAve. kuLadevIe kahyuM he pradhAna! kaI batrIsa lakSaNe purUSa rAjAne badale mahAkALI mAtAne pitAnuM mastaka Ape te rAjA bacI zake. te sivAya bIjo koI upAya nathI. ATaluM kahIne kuLadevI adazya thaI gaI. caMpakamAlAne paDakAra " :- jinasena pradhAna tyAMthI pAchA pharIne pitAne ghera AvyuM tyAre rAjA paNa guptapaNe tenI pAchaLa cAle. pradhAne pitAnA gharanA daravAjA khakhaDAvyA, tyAre aMdarathI caMpakamAlA kahe che kANuM duSTa purUSa che? je madharAtre mArA gharanA dvAra khakhaDAvI rahyo che. mArA pati te mahArAjAnA mahelanI cekI karI rahyA che ne tuM keNu laMpaTa purUSa maraNane saMdeza laIne Avyo che je heya te jaladI cAlyA jAo. nirlajaja! pArakAnA bAraNA madharAtre khakhaDAvatA zarama nathI AvatI ? A te zrI kSatriyANI che, ene javAba sAMbhaLIne jinasena sajjaDa thaI gaye. rAjA paNa A zabdo sAMbhaLIne vicAra karavA lAgyA ke mArI rANIomAM ATaluM khamIra nathI. zuM A baMne mANasanI bahAtarI che. jinasene dhImethI kahyuM-caMpakamAlA ! bIjo koI nathI. huM tAro pati chuM. jaladI dvAra khola, tyAre patine paNa gusse thaIne kahe che nAtha ! Apa nokarI choDIne zA mATe ghera AvyA? zuM huM yAda AvI ke bALako yAda AvyA ? nekarI eTale karI. tame mahine rAjAnA be lAkha naiyA pagAra le che te barAbara kAma karavuM joIe ne? zA mATe AvyA? atyAre dvAra nahi meluM, tyAre jinasene kahyuM caMpakamAlA ! huM mahArAjAnI AjJA laIne agatyanA kAme AvyuM chuM. daravAjA khela, pachI badhI vAta karuM, eTale caMpakamAlA e daravAjA khelyA. papakAra parAyaNatA" jinasenakumAre aMdara jaIne caMpakamAlAne badhI vAta karI ne kahyuM ke ApaNe pAlaNahAra mahArAjA mATe mAruM mastaka ApavA mATe jAuM chuM. tame badhA zAMtithI raheje. A rIte kahIne jinasena pradhAna javA jAya che tyAM caMpakamAlA

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214 zAradA suvAsa enA hAtha pakaDIne kahe che nAtha ! hu tamane ekalA nahi javA dauM. huM paNa maDArAjAne badale mAthuM ApavA AvuM chuM. jinasene kahyuM huM caMpakamAlA ! eka ja vyakitanuM mastaka joIe che. enI jarUra nathI. pachI tAre AvavAnI zI jarUra? tuM A be bAluDAne sAcavaje. tArA vinA kumaLA phUla jevA bAluDAne keNu sAcavaze? paNa caMpakamAlA mAnatI nathI. e patinI sAthe javA taiyAra thaI. A baMnenA avAjamAM dAnasena ane zIlasena e bAluDA paNa jAgI gayA ane mAtA pitAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne pAMca varSanA bAluDA kahe che huM khAApujI!tame ahI zAMtithI raheA. amane naine tyAM javAdo, mahAbhajAne badale ame amArA bhAga ApIzuM. tame jIvatA haze| te mahArAjAne sahAyaka banaze. ame zuM karI zakavAnA chIe ! mATe amane javA do, mahArAjA paNu sAthe AvyA che. e mahAra gupta rIte umA che. emane jinasena, caMpakamAlA ane mane putronI vAta sAMbhaLIne manamAM khUba Azcaya' thayu` ke ahA ! kevA parIpakArI mANasA che! pradhAna te che paNa enI patnI paNa evI ja che ne enA bAluDA paNa evA ja che. mArA mATe A jIvA keTalu* karavA taiyAra che! emanA mATe huM jeTalu karu' teTaluM AchuM che. rAjA AvA vicAra kare che. A cAra jaNAmAM bALakA kahe ame jaIe, jinasena kahe huM jAuM ne caMpakamAlA kahe huM sAthe AvuM. have kANu mAtAne balIdAna ApavA mATe jaze ne zuM khanaze te avasare. vyAkhyAna na 55 AsA vada 7 ne sAmavAra tA. 23-10-78 .. sujJa khaMdhuA, suzIla mAtA ne bahene ! parama tAraka, vizvavatsala, anaMtajJAnI ane anaMtadazI bhagava MtAe peAtAnA jIvanamAMthI pahelA anAdinA rAganI Agane elIne vItarAgadazA prApta karela che, tathA parama sAdhanA dvArA purUSArtha karIne kevaLajJAna ane kevaLada nanI jhaLahaLatI jAti jIvanamAM pragaTAvI che ane parama sAdhyanI siddhi karI che evA tItha kara bhagavaMtAe jagatanA jIvAnA uddhAra mATe mahAna karUNA karIne siddhAMta rUpa vANInuM prakAzana karyu che. siddhAMta eTale AtmAnA akhUTa ane alaukika bhaMDArane khAlavA mATenI suvaNa cAvI che, ane AtmAnA alaukika sukhAne prApta karavA mATe bhAvabhInuM AmaMtraNa ApavA mATenI kumakuma patrikA samAna bhagavAnanA siddhAMtA rahelA che. vItarAga prabhunA vacanAmRtA upara jIva jo zraddhA kare te anAdikALathI AtmA upara rahelA ajJAnanA adhakAra dUra thayA vinA na rahe. ajJAnane kAraNe AtmA anaMtakALathI sa'sAra aTavImAM bhamyA kare che. bhagavAna kahe che ajJAna e duHkhanu' mULa che. A saMsAramAM jJAna jevuM ke I sukha nathI ne ajJAna jevu' kai duHkha nathI. jJAna jevA koi prakAza

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zAradA suvAsa 815 nathI ne ajJAna jevA koi adhakAra nathI. jJAna jevu. keAi amRta nathI ne ajJAna jevuM koI viSa nathI. kahyuM che ke tana rAgAkI khAna hai, dhana bhAgAkI khAna, jJAna sukhAkI khAna hai, duHkha khAna ajJAna, ApaNu` audArika zarIra e rAgethI bhareluM che, eTale ke rAgAnI khANu che kAraNu ke ApaNA zarIra upara sADA traNa koDa rAmarAya che temAM ekeka rUvADA upara pANA khakhkha rAgA rahelA che, paNa eneA udaya thayA nathya, sattAmAM paDelA che. jayAM sudhI sattAmAM paDelA che tyAM sudhI sukhapUrvaka dharmArAdhanA karI zakAze. dhana e bhegeAnI khANa che. tame jANeA che ne ke mAnavI pAse dhana na hoya tyAre e keTalu' sAdagIbhayu jIvana jIvatA DAya che ? khAvA-pIvAmAM, paheravA-eDhavAmAM, nATaka-sinemA vigere meAjazekhA upara keTaleA kaMTrola hAya che paNa jayAre mAnavI pAse dhananA DhagalA khaDakAya che tyAre enA bhAgavilAsa vadhatA jAya che, eTale kahyuM che ke dhana e bhAgeAnI khANu che ane jJAna e sukhanI khANa che, kAraNa ke jJAna dvArA jIva zubhAzubha karmanA phaLane jANI zake che. tene jIva-ajIva vigerenuM jJAna thAya che, ane AtmajJAnanuM jIvanamAM Agamana thatAM viSa pratyethI virAga Ave che. sAcu zuM, khATu' zuM enI tAravaNI karI zake che. AvA jJAnavAna AtmA sukhamAM chalakAtA nathI ne duHkhamAM akaLAtA nathI. e game tevA sacAgAmAM samabhAva rAkhI zake che, jayAre ajJAnI manuSyane jIvAjInuM bhAna nathI, sAcA khATAnI pIchANu nathI. karavA cegya zu che ne cheDavA ceAgya zu che te jANatA nathI, tethI tene paLe paLe du:kha thAya che, ATalA mATe jJAnIe ajJAnane duHkhanI khANu kahI che. madhue ! sAcuM kahu. tA ajJAna eka prakAranA aMdhApA che. kamanA udayathI krAI mANasa AMkhe AMdhaLA bane che tyAre ene mATe jagata aMdhakAramaya khanI jAya che. Aje te ApaNe najara samakSa joIe chIe ke AMkhe aMdha mANase khI e. ema.e. thAya che, moTA kalAkAra ane saMgItakAra ane che. ghaNAM prakAranA udyogA kare che. jenI khAdyaSTi khulI che ne AMtaraSTi baMdha che tevA ajJAnI AtmA rAta-divasa azAMtinI AgamAM jalyA kare che. duHkha Ave che tyAre raDe che, jhure che ane peAtAnI bhUlanA bIjA upara Aropa mUkIne navA karmAM khAMdhI saMsAra vadhAre che. jyAre jJAnI AtmAne kramanA udaya thAya tyAre te potAnA kAMnA doSa dekhe che, te kAinA upara Aropa mUktA nathI. jJAna dvArA samabhAvathI udayamAM AvelA kramene khapAvI zakAya che. jJAnathI zuM lAbha thAya che? " jJAnAni sarve ni mamalAtajIte LAta " samyajJAna rUpI agninA eka taNakhA karmonA gajane kSaNavAramAM mALIne bhasmIbhUta karI de che. jJAnI AtmA duHkhathI gabharAtA nathI paNa duHkhanA kAraNane zodhe che, ane zeAdhIne tene jaDamULamAMthI nAbUda kare che,

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816 zAradA suvAsa jemanA AtmA uparathI ajJAnane aMdhakAra naSTa thaI gayuM che ane mukha upara tyAga ane vairAgyanI ta jhaLahaLI uThI che evA nemakumAre eka hajAra purUSe sAthe dIkSA lIdhI-nemakumAra maTIne nemanAtha bhagavAna banI gayA. kRSNa vAsudeve emane aMtaranA AzIrvAda ApyA. tIrthakara prabhu dIkSA lIdhA pachI te sthAnakamAM rokAtA nathI. vivAra karI jAya che, tyAga karanArane te saMsAranI jelamAMthI mukta banyAne AnaMda hoya che paNa mAtA pitA bhAI vigerene dilamAM khUba duHkha thAya che eTale te raDe che, gure che. kapAta kare che paNa tyAgI pAchuM vALIne jatA nathI. mahAvIra prabhue dIkSA lIdhA pachI vihAra karyo tyAre temanI patnI yazodA tathA putrI priyadarzanA ane temanA moTAbhAI naMdIvardhana vigere pachADa khAIne bheca paDyA. mukhamAMthI cIsa nIkaLI gaI ke e vardhamAnakumAra ! amane mUkIne kyAM cAlyA? khUba kalpAMta karyo paNa bhagavAna ubhA rahyA nahi. e te cAlyA gayA. sanakumAra cakravartie cha cha khaMDanI sAhAbI cheDIne saMyama lIdhe tyAre emanI rANIe, putra-putrIo, karacAkare Adi parivAra cha cha mahinA sudhI emanI pAchaLa pharyo, khUba ga, khUba kalpAMta karyo paNa emanA sAmI daSTi paNa na karI. uttama purUSe jene eka vakhata choDI de che tenA sAmI pharIne daSTi karatA nathI. e te emanI AtmasamAdhimAM lIna rahe che. sanatakumAra cakravatie parivAranA sAme dRSTi na karI tyAre badhA cha mahine hatAza thaIne pAchA pharyA. saMsAranA baMdhane tUTI jAya che tyAre mekSa maLe che. nemakumAra saMsAra choDIne eka hajAra saMtanA zIromaNI banyA. kRNavAsudeva Adi parivAre temane aMtarathI AzIrvAda ApyA ke he nemakumAra ! tame je dhyeyathI dIkSA le che tene jaldI siddha kare. jJAna-darzana-cAritramAM vRddhi pAmo, paNa AMkhamAMthI AMsuDAnI dhArA vahevA lAgI. have emane mUkIne javuM gamatuM nathI paNa tyAgI e tyAgI ane saMsArI te saMsArI. dIkSAnuM kArya samApta thayuM. aMtaranA AzISa ApyA pachI have zuM kare che. evaM te rAmakesavA, dasArA ya bhujnnaa| ariTTanemi vaMdittA, abhigayA bAragApuriM // 27 // rAma eTale baLadeva, kezava eTale kRSNa ane samudravijaya rAjA Adi daza dazAha bhAIo tathA sAthe AvelI dvArakA nagarInI janatA badhAe ariSTanemi bhagavAnane vaMdana karyA pachI AMkhamAMthI AMsuDA vahAvatA dvArakA nagarI tarapha gayA. dvArakA nagarI te ghaNI moTI che. vastI paNa ghaNI che paNa A badhe parivAra revataka parvata uparathI utarIne dvArakA nagarImAM AvyuM tyAre badhAne nagarI zUnakAra lAgavA mAMDI. dIkSA te nemakumAra ane hajAra yAdavee lIdhI che paNa emane te jANe AkhI nagarI zUnya lAgavA mAMDI. rAjabhavane sUnA sUnA lAgavA mAMDayA. emane kayAMya cena paDatuM nathI. mokSagAmI cha te dIkSA

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17 zAradA suvAsa laIne emanI sAdhanAmAM masta banI gayA paNa samudravijaya, rAjA zIvArdevI mAtA, kRSNa vAsudeva badhAne te hajI mADu che ne! mehanIya ka jIvane raDAve cheane khelAve che ke arere.... amArA lADakavAyA amane cheDIne cAlyA gayA ! enA vinA gamatuM nathI. ApaNuM zuM thaze? raDatAM raDatA zu khele che? amane mUkI ekalaDA kyAM cAlyA, ApanA vicAga kema sahevAze, raDI raDI (2) rahI che amArI AMkhalaDI, tuma vinA sUtI dvArakA nagarI. dina vIte (2) na vIte amArI rAtalaDI.......ApanA viyAga.... vIrA ! tamane cheDIne AvyA paNu amane gamatu nathI. tamAre viyeAga jIvanabhara kaima sahana thaze ? tamArI pAsethI uThavAnuM mana thatuM na hatu. paNa amArA ne tamAro khatenA rAhu judA che eTale amAre tA tamane cheDIne dvArakA nagarImAM AvavuM paDyuM pazu tamArA vinA nagarI mazAna jevI sUnI lAge che, khAvuM pIvu' bhAvatu nathI. tamArA vicega kevI rIte sahana karI zakIza ? vIrA ! eka vakhata te pAchA dvArakAmAM padhAro. aMtaramAM rahelA mAha AvA zabdo lAve che. jayAre dIkarAne vairAgya AvyeA na haiAya tyAre pAtAnI mAtAnI AMkhamAM AMsu dekhe tA dIkarAne kaika thaI jAya. mAtAne chAnI rAkhavA kaMika vAnA kare che, paNa e ja dIkarA vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA levA nIkaLe tyAre mAtA game teTalu raDe, jhure, kalpAMta kare te paNa mAtAnA sAmuM jotA nathI. zuM dIkaro niSThura banI gayeA "nA" evu nathI, paNa e samaje che ke pahelA mArI mAtA duHkhanA kAraNe raDatI hatI paNa atyAre je raDe che te enA mehanA kAraNe raDe che. atyAranA loko mehune premamAM khatave che paNa kharI rIte meha ane prema ane alaga vastu che. meha che e rAgamAMthI utpanna thAya che. zaga e bhaMyakara Aga che, mehu e mAnavIne sa sAramAM mUMjhave che, e satya vastunuM bhAna thavA detA nathI. mAhunA sakha'dha zarIra sAthe che tyAre premanA sabadha AtmA sAthe che. prema sa jIve pratye samAnabhAva rAkhatA zIkhavADe che, premamAM vizALatA che ne mehamAM saMkucitatA che. Aje premanA khaDAne meha vadhyA che. cunA ane sAkara ane zveta che, pittaLa ane sonuM ane pILA che. baMnenA kalara sarakhA che paNa emanA guNumAM AsamAna ane jamIna jeTalu' aMtara che. evI rIte prema ane meha tamane sarakhA jevA bhale lAgatA hoya paNa anainA guNumAM mADhu aMtara che. jJAnI purUSaSa kahe che ke jaldI mukti joItI hAya te sauthI prathama mADu zatrune jIteA. kRSNavAsudeva vigere temanAtha bhagavAnane vadana karIne dvArakA nagarImAM AvyA che paNu emane kAine gamatuM nathI. tee mehunA kAraNe jhurApA kare che. khIjI tarapha vAyuvege mathurAnagarImAM samAcAra pahAMcI gayA ke naimakumAre dIkSA lIdhI. e vakhatamAM atyAranI mAphaka tAra, TelIphona ke kela na hatA paNu mANusA dvArA samAcAra paheAMcI jatA. ugrasena rAjAnI lADakavAyI dIkarI rAjematI jayArathI temakumAra teAraNe AvIne zA. su. para

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zAradA suvAsa pAchA pharyA tyArathI jhUratI hatI ke nAtha ! Apa mane choDIne cAlyA gayA ! pachI khaSara paDI hatI ke kemakumAra vaSadAna de che. teo eka varSa pachI dIkSA levAnA che, paNa enA manamAM AzA hatI ke bhale, teo dIkSA levAnA che paNa dIkSA letA pahelA eka vakhata mane maLavA te jarUra Avaze ja. ema AzAmAM ne AzAmAM divase vitAvatI hatI tyAM mathurAnagarImAM nemakumAre dIkSA lIdhAnA samAcAra pahoMcI gayA. souNa rAyavarakannA, pavvajja sA jiNassau / nIhAsA ya nirANaMdA, sogeNa u samutthiyA // 28 // ugrasena rAjAnI putrI rAmatIe nemanAthakumAre dIkSA lIdhI e vAta sAMbhaLIne hAsya ane AnaMdathI rahita banI gaI ane zekathI saMtapta thaIne mUchita banIne dharatI upara DhaLI paDI. AzAnA taMtue divase vItAvartI rAjematIne khabara paDI ke kemakumAre dIkSA laI lIdhI tyAM enA haiyAmAM bhayaMkara AghAta lAge. pachADa khAIne dharatI upara DhaLI paDI, arere... nAtha! tamane mArI dayA na AvI? eka vAra te mArA sAmuM jevuM hatuM ! vadhu nahi eka vakhata te mane maLavA AvavuM hatuM ne ! mane maLyA vinA cAlyA gayA ! mane ekala mUkI dIdhI ! Ape mArI sAthe lagna karyA hatA te paraNIne ApaNe baMne sAthe dIkSA leta, na paraNyA te khera, paNa dIkSAnA samAcAra te ApavA hatA ! A rIte jhUrApa karatI bebhAna thaIne dharatI upara DhaLI paDI. A vAtanI ugrasena rAjA ane dhAraNITavIne khabara paDI eTale deDatA tyAM AvyA. sakhIo ene bhAnamAM lAvavA mATe paMkhe nAMkhe che. koI pANI chAMTe che ne aneka prakAranA upacAra kare che. thoDI vAre rAjematI bhAnamAM AvI tyAre enA mAtA-pitA kahe che beTA! tuM zA mATe jhUre che? ApaNe pahelethI jANatA hatA ke jemakumAra dIkSA levAnA che. Ama te pahelethI ja tArI sagAI nemakumAra sAthe karavAnI amArI bhAvanA hatI paNa khabara paDI ke kemakumAra vivAha karavAnI ja nA pADe che eTale ame amAre vicAra mAMDI vALe, paNa pachI kRSNa vAsudeva jAte mAMgaNI karavA mATe AvyA tyAre ema thayuM ke emaNe hA pADI haze eTale tArA vivAha karyA. beTA ! je thayuM te sAruM thayuM ema mAna. e tane paraNyA vinA ja cAlyA gayA. je paraNIne tAre tyAga karyo hota te? tuM duHkhI duHkhI thaI jAta. mATe je thayuM te sAruM thayuM. rAjematIne nemanAtha pratye akhUTa prema" - nemakumAra jyArathI rAjematIne cheDIne gayA tyArathI enA mAtApitA bIjA rAjakumAra sAthe lagna karavA rAjemane samajAvatA hatA, paNa rAmatIe te eka ja vAta karI ke jIvanamAM pati eka ja heya. mAre kemakumAra

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19 zAradA suvAsa sivAyanA dareka purUSo pitA ane bhAI tulya che. mArA dilamAM nema sivAya bIjA kAIne sthAna nathI, eTale mAtApitA kaMI kheAlI zakatA na hatA. tyAM A banAva banI gaye eTale rAjematInA dilamAM sakhata AghAta lAgyA ne bebhAna banIne DhaLI paDI, mAtA-pitA ane sakhIoe ghaNAM upacAro karyA tyAre rAjematI bhAnamAM AvI. jevI bhAnamAM AvI tevI nemanAtha bhagavAnanuM smaraNa karavA lAgI. tema sivAya ene kAMI gamatuM nathI. nAtha ! tame A zuM karyu? Apa mane ekalavAyI karIne kayAM cAlyA gayA ? che. gaye giranAra....mere nAtha akelI cheADa gaye, mere nema gaye giranAra....merA Aza bharA dila tADa gaye, auna pAnI machalI taraphaDatI, aise meM' gabharAuM, jala rahI huM virahAnalase, daDa daDa nIra vahA me....cheTa gaye... hai mArA temanagInA ! me' evA zuM aparAdha karyuM ke mane choDIne cAlyA gayA ? mArA sAmu` tA jovuM hatuM. pANI vinA mAchalI taraphaDe tema mApanA vicAgathI taraphaDI rahI chuM. ApanA viyAgamAM mArA rAta divaseA jatA nathI. ema jhuratI kalpAMta karavA lAgI, tamane thaze ke rAjematIne ATalA badhA zu mAha haze ke ATalI badhI jhure che ? rAjematIne nemakumAra pratye saMsAranA meha na hatA, zuddha prema hatA, te viSayasukhanI pyAsI na hatI, paNa Atmika sukhanI pyAsI hatI. rAjematI eka pavitra satI hatI. bhAratanI satI strIe patinuM jIvana e ja peAtAnuM jIvana mAnatI hatI. patinI sevA karavI, patinI AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM ane patinA satkrAnei anusaravAmAM ja peAtAnA jIvananI saphaLatA mAnatI hatI. patinA sukhe sukhI ane patinA duHkhe duHkhI thavAvALI hatI. game tevA saMkaTanA samayamAM paNa satI strIe patine sAtha cheDatI na hatI. rAmacaMdrajIne vanavAsa maLyA tyAre sItAjI sAthe ja gayA hatA ne? satI strIo ema ja samaje che ke jema patinA sukhamAM sAthe rahIe chIe to duHkhamAM paNa sahabhAgI banavuM ja joie. sukhamAM patinI sAthe rahevuM ane duHkha Ave tyAre sAtha na ApavA e satI strInuM lakSaNu nathI. kadAca pati kramedayathI duHkhI anI jAya paNa satI strI patinA sAtha cheDatI nathI kAraNa ke e satI strIe peAtAnuM jIvana bhAgeA bhAgavavA mATe che ema samajatI nathI paNa AtmAne unnata banAvavA mATe A jIvana maLyuM che. ema samaje che. evu' suMdara ane pavitra jIvana jIvIne AtmAne unnata banAve che. A rAjematIne taimanAtha bhagavAna taraphathI saMsAranu sukha maLyuM na hatuM ne maLavAnI AzA paNa na hatI chatAM te temanAthamAM khUba anurakta hatI. jo rAjematI viSaya

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820 zAradA suvAsa sukhanI pyAsI heta te nemanAtha bhagavAna teraNadvArethI pAchA pharyA pachI mAtApitAe bIje lagna karavA mATe khUba samajAvI hatI te te vAtane svIkAra karI leta paNa eNe e vAtane svIkAra na karyo. e viSaya sukha mATe manAtha bhagavAna upara prema rAkhatI na hatI paNa patinI sevA karI emanA pagale cAlIne AtmAne unnata banAvavA IcchatI hatI. rAjemata vicAra karavA lAgI ke je mArA pati brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare che te mAre paNa brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM joIe. purUSa dhAre te aneka strIo sAthe vivAha karI zake che chatAM mArA pati mane choDIne pAchA pharyA paNa bIjI kaI strInI sAthe vivAha karyo nathI te pachI huM paNa bIjA purUSa sAthe lagna nahi karuM. huM strIne paNa bIjA purUSanI sAthe lagna karavA IcchatI nathI, paNa mArA svAmI nemanAtha bhagavAna jevuM jIvana jIvaze evuM ja jIvana huM jIvIza ane A rIte patinA virahamAM paNa temanA pagale cAlIne mArA AtmAnuM kalyANa karIza. A pramANe rAjematI vicAra karatI viraha vedanAthI guravA lAgI. jhUrA karatAM rAjematIne kevuM jJAna pragaTa thaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra - jinasenakumAra popakAra karavA mATe prANa ApavA taiyAra thayuM che. te patnInI AjJA levA mATe ghera AvyuM tyAre patnI kahe che huM sAthe AvuM. tyAM enA be bALake jAgI gayA. e kahe che ame devIne bhega mATe jaIe. Apa khuzIthI rahe. A cAra jaNanI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjA kahe che ahe! A pAMca varSanA bAluDA paNa keTalA hoziyAra che. e devIne balI ApavAnI bAbatamAM zuM samaje? chatAM kahe che ame jaIzuM. A gharamAM te badhA AtmAo bhagavAna tulya pavitra jagyA che. dhanya che emanA jIvanane ! jinasenakumAre caMpakamAlA ane enA be bALakone khUba samajAvyA paNa samajyA nahi. ane haTha karIne tenI sAthe cAlyA. cAre jaNe cAlatA cAlatA mahAkAlI devInuM maMdira hatuM tyAM AvyA. AvIne jinasenakumAra caMpakamAlAne kahyuM devI! tame baMne bALakone laIne ghera jAo ne AnaMdathI rahe. mane mArA mahArAjAne bacAvavA mATe prANunuM balIdAna ApavA de. caMpakamAlA kahe che svAmInAtha ! huM Apane satya kahuM chuM ke Apa ApanuM balIdAna ApavuM rahevA do. battIsa lakSaNI meM bhI svAmI, mAna merI bAta, Apa kuMvara AnaMdameM rIje, keEUR joDI hAtha, Apa jema batrIsa lakSaNA purUSa che ema huM paNa batrIsa lakSaNavALI strI chuM. te mane maravA de. Apa jIvatA haze te keTalA chene AdhArabhUta che ne huM strI jAti zuM karI zakavAnI chuM? Apane bIjI patnI madanamAlatI paNa che. e A bALakane saMbhALaze, mATe Apa mane javA de. Apa mArI ATalI vinaMtI svIkAre. Ama paraspara

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- 21 zAradA suvAsa vAtacIta karatA hatA, eTalAmAM A kAlIdevIe jinasenakumAranI sAcI patnI caMpakamAlA ane be bALakone adazya karI dIdhA ane enA jevI banAvaTI caMpakamAlA ane be kumAranA rUpa banAvIne hAjara karyA. A te devenI zakti che. deve pitAnI zaktithI je dhAre te banAvI zake che. eTale banAvaTI rUpa banAvIne hAjara karyA. A vAtanI jinasenakumArane khabara na paDI eTale e banAvaTI caMpakamAlAne kahe che he caMpakamAlA! huM jIvate rahuM ne tane devIne bhega caDhAvavA javA dauM ! e kadI nahi bane. he caMpakamAlA ! tuM tArA be bAluDAne laIne ghera cAlI jA, ane mane maravA de. pyArI patnI ane vahAlayA bAluDAone Apelabhega-vaikiyarUpadhArI caMpakamAlA kahe che nAtha ! Apa kaho cho ke cAlI jA paNa Apa vicAra te kare. pati vinAnuM jIvana e kaMI jIvana che! vidhavA banIne jIvavuM enA karatAM maravuM zuM cheTuM ? Apa jaze pachI huM jIvI zakIza nahi ne be chAnI ghAta thaze enA karatA mane maravA che. tyAM be chokarAo ADA paDIne kahe che bA-bApujI! tame rahevA de. amAre baMnene bhega caDhAvI de. A rIte khUba kheMcatANa karI. strI ane bALakee haTha na cheDI eTale jinasenakumArane krodha AvyuM. tethI hAthamAM talavAra laIne caMpakamAtA ane pitAnA be putrane mAtAjIne bhoga ApI dIdhuM. talavAranA eka jhATake traNa jInA mAthA dhaDathI judA thaI gayA. jinasene karatA zuM karyuM paNa enuM haiyuM hAtha na rahyuM. hAya ! A zuM thaI gayuM ? AvI premALa ne guNIyala patnI ane phUla jevA A mArA bAluDA mane kayAM maLaze? dhikkAra che mane pApIne ! meM traNa traNa jInI ghAta karI nAMkhI! have mAre paNa jIvIne zuM kAma che? huM paNa marI jAuM, ema vicAra karIne hAthamAM talavAra laIne pitAnuM mAthuM kApavA lAgyuM. tyAM rAjA pAchaLathI doDatA AvyA ne jinasena pradhAnanA hAthamAMthI talavAra jhuMTavI lIdhI ne kahyuM he dIkarA ! tuM A zuM karI rahyo che? huM tane maravA nahi dauM. te tArI patnI ane babbe dIkarAe te homI dIdhA. have tuM zA mATe maravA taiyAra thayela che? mAre te tArA jevA DAhyA pradhAnanI bahu jarUra che. jinasena pradhAna kahe che mahArAjA ! mArI devI jevI pavitra patnI marI gaI mArA haiyAne AnaMda ApanArA mArA babbe lADakavAyAne meM mArI nAkhyA, have mArA jIvanamAM zuM bAkI rahyuM che? patnI ane putro vinA mAre saMsAra sUne banI gaye. have mAre jIvavAno kaI artha nathI, mATe mane maravA de. amArA balIdAnathI Apa jIvatA raheze ane prajAnuM pAlana karaze e mAre mana AnaMdanI vAta che tyAre rAjA kahe che meM tuke nahi marane dUgA, lAkha karo upAya, terI jagaha meM zIza caDhA, rAja kara tuma sadAya, he dIkarA! huM tane kaI rIte maravA nahi dauM. bhale devI mAre bhoga laI le. huM

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12 zArada suvAsa marI jaIza te have mane ciMtA nathI. tuM mArA karatA paNa zreSTha che. savAyuM rAjya calAve tema che. tane jIvADIne mAre jIvavuM che paNa tane mArIne mAre jIvavuM nathI. rAjA jinasenakumArane maravA detA nathI tyAre jinasena kahe che pitAjI! Apane mArA upara ghaNe prema che, lAgaNI che paNa have mane mAruM jIvana zuSka-nirasa dekhAya che. huM jIvIza te paNa marelA jevo ja chuM. enA karatA Apa sukhe rAjya kare ane mane maravA de. rAjA ane pradhAna vAtacIta kare che. have zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 89 A vada 8 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 24-10-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI zAstrakAra bhagavatee jagatanA chanA Atma kalyANa mATe AgamavANI prakAzI. bhagavaMta emanI amegha vANImAM pharamAve che ke he bhavya jIvo! A saMsAra asAra ane duHkhanuM maMdira che, evA saMsAramAM svarga ane mokSane ApanAra eka dharma che. A saMsAra rUpa sAgaramAM paribhramaNa karatA jIvane jamInamAMthI nidhAnanI mAphaka manuSya janma prApta thAya che. je manuSyabhava meLavIne pitAnA AtmAnuM hita karate nathI te anaMtakALa saMsAramAM paribhramaNa kare che. agnithI bhaDake baLatA mahelamAM rahevuM yogya nathI tema duHkha rUpa bhayaMkara agnithI saLagatA saMsAramAM rahevuM gya nathI. A ciMtAmaNI ratna samAna durlabha manuSya bhava pAmIne AtmAthI e pramAdanI pathArIne tyAga karIne purUSArtha kara joIe. dharma, artha, kAma ane mokSa A cAra purUSArthamAMthI Aje jIve dharma ane mokSane lagabhaga bhUlI gayA che. 9 TakA arthanA gulAma artha mATe deTa mUkI rahyA che, kAmanA gulAma kAma arthe phAMphAM mArI rahyA che, paNa dharma je Ape che te kaI paNa ApI zakatuM nathI. jyAM sudhI satya dharma prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI anaMta kALanI janma-maraNa ane duHkhanI ghaTamALa cAlu raheze. saMsAranA sukhamAM je phasAya ane e phasAmaNamAM je eja mANe e jJAnIonI daSTie duHkhI che. jJAnI purUSe saMsAranuM sukha cheDIne ane saMyama mArgamAM AvatA kaSTane AnaMdathI veThIne dharmane raste batAvI gayA ane A raste cAlanArA ghaNAM mekSe pahoMcI gayA. sauthI prathama dharmamAM zraddhA hevI joIe. je dharma pratye zraddhA jAgaze te dharma karavAnI zakti jAgRta thavAnI che. dharmanA abhAvamAM thoDI athaDAmaNamAMthI moTI kaSAyanI Aga ubhI thAya che je AtmAnA guNene bhasmIbhUta karI nAMkhe che, mATe jIvanamAM dharmanI ati AvazyakatA che. ApaNe AtmA regI che. karmanA kITANuo enA Arogya para hama karI rahyA che. A humalAne dUra karI AtmAne Aregya bakSanArI amRta samAna auSadhi keI hoya te dharma che. dharma eka evI AbarUdAra peDhI che ke je enI zraddhApUrvaka ArAdhanA karI che te

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zAradA suvAsa 823 enA badalAmAM e AtmAnA mahAna sukhe ApyA vinA rahe ja nahi, paNa te dharma mAtra makSanI abhilASAthI ja karavuM joIe, duHkhabhIrU A dharmane upaga sukha meLavavA kare ane sukhane lAlacu paNa e mATe kare. AtmakalyANa mATe dharmane upayoga te te ja AtmA karI zake ke jenAmAM mekSanI kAmanA jAgI haya. dharma je mekSa sivAya bIjI kaI bhAvanAthI thatuM hoya te enAthI baMdhAtuM puNya saMsAra khAte jamA thAya ne pariNAme pApanI mUDImAM vadhAre thAya, jyAre AtmAne dharmanuM svarUpa yathArtha rIte samajAI jAya tyAre ene dAna detA jAya ema lakSamInI anityatA samajAtI jAya. brahmacarya pAlana karatA jAya ema bhega vadhu ne vadhu kharAba lAgatA jAya, tapa karatA AhAra saMjJA tarapha arUcI vadhatI jAya ne bhAvadharmanA prabhAve A bhavanI bhISaNatA vadhu ne vadhu samajAtI jAya, ane saMsAranA sukhe pratye nispRhatA AvatI jAya. A rIte je dharma rUpa amRtanuM pAna karIe te jarUra ajara amara padane meLavI zakIe. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamA adhyayanamAM ne manAtha bhagavAna ane rAjematIne adhikAra cAle che. jemakumAra yAdavakuLanA hIrA samAna hatA. emane tyAM bhautika sukhanI. kamInA na hatI, mAtA pitAe ane kRSNa vAsudeve emane paraNAvavA mATe keTalA prayatna karyA, jAna joDIne paraNavA mATe gayA te paNa pAchA pharyA ane keDabharI kanyA rAjematIne mUkIne eka hajAra purUSonI sAthe dIkSA lIdhI. emane saMsAra duHkhane dariye dekhAye eTale cheDI dIdhuM. tamane saMsAra kevuM lAge che? duHkhathI bharele ke sukhathI bhale? bele te kharA ! tamane sukhathI bhareluM lAge che eTale ja belatA nathI. je saMsAra duHkharUpa lAge heta te kayArane choDI dIdhuM heta. nemakumArane saMsAranuM svarUpa samajAyuM eTale choDIne nIkaLI gayA paNa pAchaLa rAjemata jharatI rahI gaI. ene khabara paDI ke mArA nAthe dIkSA lIdhI tyAM enuM haiyuM tUTI gayuM. he prabhu! A zuM karyuM? Ape mane eka vakhata te darzana devA hatA ! huM kevI kamabhAgI chuM ke mane eka vakhata paNa mArA bhagavAnanA darzana na thayA! eka vakhata paNa mane darzana thayA hatA te mArA haiyAmAM hiMmata Avata. prabhu! mane atyAra sudhI te evI AzA hatI ke Apa A dAsIne eka vakhata te darzana devAnI kRpA karaze, paNa ApanI dIkSAnI vAta sAMbhaLatA Aje mArI AzAnA minArA tUTI gayA. have huM kenA sahAre jIvI zakuM? AvA patinA viyoganA dukha sahana karavA enA karatA marI javuM e zreSTha che. meM pUrvabhavamAM evA kayA pApakarmo karyA haze ke mAre patinA viyoganuM duHkha sahana karavAno vakhata Avye ! A rIte raDatI ne suratI rAjematI zuM vicAra kare che. ___rAImaI bicinteI, dhiratthu mama jiiviy| jAhaM teNa pariccattA, seya pavvaI mama // 29 //

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824 zAradA suvAsa rAmatI svastha thayA pachI ciMtavavA lAgI ke mArA jIvanane dhikkAra che ! kAraNa ke kemakumAra mane choDIne cAlyA gayA che. have mAre mATe te dIkSA levI e ja kalyANakArI che kAraNa ke jemaNe mane choDI che e te rAjapATa ane bhegasukhene tajIne yogI banI gayA che ane huM te haju ahIM ja beThI chuM. mane dhikkAra che! mArI nemakumAra te mahAna karUNAvaMta che. teo mane choDIne gayA emAM emane keI deSa nathI. deSa mAtra mArA karmane che. nahitara teone je pazunI dayA AvI ane zuM mArI dayA na Ave? pazuDAnI dayA karI mujane tarachoDI (2) melI nirAza mane mamatAne meDI, AvyA teraNadvAra, pAchA vaLIyA giranAranemajI. makSagAmI cha karmodaya vakhate pitAne ja deSa jue che. bIjAne doSa ApatA nathI. rAjetI manamAM vicAra kare che ke jenA dilamAM pazuo pratye ATalI karUNA che te zuM mArA pratye karUNa na hoya? jarUra hoya, paNa mArA aMtaramAM meha bharyo che tethI mane satya vAta samajAtI nathI. mArA pitAnA pApakarmone udaya che. A rIte duHkhathI vyAkuLa thatI rAjamauM pApakarmonI AlecanA karatI pazcAtApa karavA lAgI. pitAnA pApakarmone aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka pazcAtApa thatAM rAjematIne jAtismaraNa jJAna pragaTa thayuM. jJAna dvArA eNe pUrvane ADa bhave joyA te khabara paDI ke temanAtha bhagavAnanI sAthe pitAne ATha ATha bhavanI prItaDI che. je je bhavamAM manuSya thayA te te bhavamAM pati-patnIne ja sabaMdha hatuM ane devakamAM devapaNe sAthe rahyA che. A amAre navame bhava che. "zubha ciMtana karatI rAjetI :- A navamA bhAvamAM bhagavAne bhautika sukhe ane saMsAranA premane tyAga karIne saMyama aMgIkAra karyo che ane teo have prANImAtra pratye prema karavAne bodha Ape che ane saMyama dvArA akSaya sukhanI prApti karavA Icche che. have mane samajAyuM ke teo jAna joDIne mathurA padhAryA ane te raNadvArethI pAchA pharyA emAM zuM rahasya hatuM, AvA mahAna purUSa vinA prajane AvI maTI jAna joDIne Ave nahi ne AvyA te nakkI emAM eka zubha saMketa che. teo paraNavA nahatA padhAryA paNa mane jagADavA mATe ja AvyA hatA ke he rAjematI! A pazuonI dayA karIne saMyamanA mArge jAuM chuM. tuM paNa saMsAranA samasta baMdhane teDIne prANImAtra pratye prema karavA mATe mArI pAchaLa cAlI Ave. A zubha saMdezo ApI mane jAgRta karavA mATe ja AvyA hatA. zuM emanI karUNA cheatyAra sudhI mane A vAta samajANI nahi. ATha ATha bhavanI prIti amara rAkhavA mATe mane emaNe zubha saMdeza Ape che. te have huM paNa temanA mArge ja sidhAvuM te ja sAcI panI chuM. mArA patine je mAge te ja mAre mArga. emane jemAM sukha dekhAyuM emAM ja mane paNa sukha dekhAya che. A saMsAra te eka mehaka jALa che. anekavidha duHkhethI bhare che. AvA saMsArane huM tyAga karuM

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zAradA suvA te vAraMvAra AvA saga viganA dukhe mAre sahana karavA na paDe. patie zIvaramaNIne varavA mATe saMyama lIdhuM che te huM paNa saMyama laIne zIvaramaNIne varuM. ame baMne mekSamAM jaIzuM tyAM te saMga ane viyeganA duHkhe sahana karavA nahi paDe. jAtismaraNa jJAna thayA pachI rAjematane vairAgya AvI gaye, eTale raDavA guravAnuM baMdha thaI gayuM. enA mukha upara prasannatA chavAI gaI. AMbemAM azruone badale apUrva teja jhaLakavA lAgyuM ane enA hRdayane badhe kheda naSTa thaI gaye. pite dIkSA levAnA vicAromAM magna banI hatI. A tarapha ugrasena rAjA ane dhAraNI mAtAne ciMtAne pAra nathI kAraNa ke nerukumAra teNethI pAchA pharyA ne dvArakA jaIne vaSIdAna devA lAgyA pachI temaNe rAjematIne bIje lagna karavA mATe samajAvavAmAM bAkI rAkhI nathI. ghaNuM samajAvI che paNa rAmatI nema sivAya bIjA patine IcchatI nathI. kemakumAre te dIkSA lIdhI paNa rAjulane nema pratyethI rAga haTate nathI tethI rAta divasa purA karI rahI che. ene mukha sAmuM jovAtuM nathI. have zuM karavuM ? rAjematInI mAtA dhAraNI rANI ene samajAvavA mATe pharIthI te putrInA mahele AvI. mAtAnA manamAM hatuM ke mArI dIkarI bebhAna paDI haze. have game tema karIne paNa ene samajAvyA vinA chUTake nathI. A vicAra karIne mAtA rAjematI pAse AvI. bane mane mArga te ja mAre mArga :- jyAre mAtA AvatI tyAre rAmatI nemakumArane yAda karIne raDatI, puratI ne kalpAMta karatI jotA ane enI sakhIe ene samajAvartI. temAM namakumAranI dIkSAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne te jambara AMcake lAge che eTale mAtAnA manamAM hatuM ke bebhAna haze paNa AvIne joyuM te jematI raDavAnuM ne guravAnuM cheDI daIne virakata banIne beThI che. enA mukha upara prasannatA che ane nayanemAM alaukika teja che. mAtAe tenI pAse AvIne kahyuM beTA rAjematI ! nemakumAre tane choDIne dIkSA lIdhI. have tuM emane moha choDI de ane amAruM kahevuM mAnIne pharIne lagna karI le. tane je rAjakumAra pasaMda hoya tenI sAthe paraNAvIzuM. ame tane duHkhI karavA IcchatA nathI. tane sukhI karavA IcchIe chIe. tyAre rAjematIe kahyuM che mAtA ! have vAraMvAra ekanI eka vAta mArI pAse zA mATe kare che? huM kemakumAra sivAya bIjA keIne IcchatI nathI. have tame samajI le ke je mArA patine mArga e ja mAro mArga che. ATha ATha bhavathI jemanI sAthe prIta bAMdhI che te zuM have bIjA sAthe joDAze? bilakula nahIM. mAtA ! nemakumAra mane paraNavA mATe nahiM paNa mane jagADavA mATe ja AvyA hatA, eTale have mAre AtmA jAgRta banI gayuM che. have te mAro nemanAtha prabhune je mArga e ja mAre mArga, huM paNa emanI mAphaka dIkSA levA IcchuM chuM. jematInI mAtAe jANyuM ke rAjemata have kaI rIte samaje ema nathI. eNe

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ra zAradA suvAsa dIkSA levA mATe makkama nirNaya karyo che eTale kahe che te mArI vahAlI putrI ! zuM tuM dIkSA levAnI vAta kare che ? dIkSA e kaMI nAnA bALakane ramavAnuM ramakaDuM nathI ke jaladI laI zakAya. saMyama le e te mINanA dAMte lekhaMDanA caNA cAvavA jevuM kaThIna kAma che. beTA! tuM dIkSAnI vAta cheDI de. tArAthI saMyama pALI zakAze nahi kAraNa ke moTA moTA ddhAo paNa saMyama mArganuM pAlana karavAmAM asamartha che, te pachI tArA jIvI sukemaLa rAjakumArI kevI rIte saMyamanuM pAlana karI zakaze? tuM te rAjamahelamAM janmI che ne rAjamahelamAM khUba lADakoDathI ucharI che. ATalI badhI dAsIe tArI sevAmAM hAjara rahe che. tuM makhamalanI mUlAyama zaiyA upara sUve che. kadI khullA page cAlI nathI. ugatA sUryanA kiraNe tArA mukha upara paDe tyAM tAruM mukha lAlaghUma thaI jAya che, te A saMyamanA kaSTa tuM kevI rIte sahana karI zakIza? dIkSA lIdhA pachI tAre khullA page cAlavuM paDaze. vanavagaDAnI vATe vihAra karatA khADA ne TekarA Avaze, kAMTAne kAMkarA pagamAM bheMkAI jaze tyAre lehInI dhAra thaze. unALAnA divasomAM dharatI dhakhadhakhI uThaze. evI dhamadhakhatI garamImAM gaucarI javuM paDaze. page phellA paDaze. gaucarImAM lUkhA sukA ne TADhA-unA bhejana maLaze. te nahi bhAve te kADhI naMkhAze nahi. jevuM maLaze tevuM samabhAvapUrvaka khAvuM paDaze e te Thoka paNa gaucarI jaIza tyAM kaI mAna Apaze ne keI apamAna karaze e tArAthI kema sahana thaze? gaucarI levA jaIza ane tane kaI nahi Ape tyAre tane kheda nahi thAya ne? A badhI bAbatene tuM khUba vicAra karIne dIkSA levAnI vAta karaje. saMyama mArgamAM ghaNuM kaSTa sahana karavuM paDe che. A tAruM sukamaLa zarIra e duHkha sahana karI zake ema nathI. rAjematI kahe che mAtA ! tuM mane kahe che ke sukemaLa che, rAjakumArI che. te AvA kaSTa sahana nahi karI zake. te vicAra kara, huM rAjakumArI chuM te nemakumAra paNa eka sukomaLa rAjakumAra ja che ne? e sahana karavA saMyamanA pathe cAlI nIkaLyA te zuM mArAthI sahana nahi thAya? huM badhuM ja sahana karI zakIza. mAtA ! tuM enI ciMtA na karIza, tyAre mAtA kahe che beTA ! bIjuM badhuM te ThIka, paNa A tArA mAthA upara zebhatA kALA bhaMmara jevA vALa ane A cAbuka jeTalo lAMbe tAre caTala che. e vALa bhAjIpAlAnI jema cUMTavA paDaze. eka vALa kheMcAtA keTaluM kaSTa paDe che te AkhA mAthAnA vALa hAthathI cUMTavA paDaze tyAre kevI vedanA thaze? ene te vicAra karyo? jematI kahe che he mAtA ! je manuSyane je kArya karavAnI laganI lAge che ene mATe kaI vAta muzkela rahetI nathI. je kAyara heya ene ja muzkela lAge che. eka vakhata eka mahAtmA pitAnA vastra, pAtra vigere upakaraNe laIne pahADa uparathI nIce utarI rahyA hatA tyAre eka chokarI enA bhAIne laIne pahADa upara caDhI rahI

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zAradA suvAsa 827 hatI. mahArAjanA hAthamAM sAmAna joIne pelI chekarI pUche che mahArAja! tamane bhAra nathI lAgatuM? tyAre mahArAje ene kahyuM-bahena ! tuM ATalI nAnI chuM ne A ikarAne uMcakane pahADa upara caDhe che te tuM thAkI nahi jAya? tyAre karI kahe che mahArAja A te mAro bhAI che. mane mArA prANathI paNa adhika vahAle che. A te eka ja bhAI che paNa AvA be bhAIne uMcakIne caDhavuM paDe te paNa mane thAka nahi lAge, kAraNa ke mAro bhAI mane bahu vahAle che, tyAre mahArAje kahyuM-bahena ! tane jema tAro bhAI vahAle che eTale ene uMcakIne caDhatA thAka nathI lAgate tema mane paNa mAre saMyama mArA prANathI paNa adhika vahAle che. e saMyamanuM pAlana karavA mATenA sAdhane uMcakavAmAM thAka lAge kharo ? jene je vastu game che tenA mATe game teTaluM kaSTa paDe che te kaSTa lAgatuM nathI. "saMyamanI duzmaratA batAvatA mAtAjI - rAjematIne paNa nemanAtha bhagavAna pratye prema che. emaNe dIkSA lIdhI che te have mAre paNa emane mArga ja apanAva joIe. e mArge javAmAM ja mAruM kalyANa che. ema samajAI gayuM che. eTale ene saMyama mArga kaThIna lAgatuM nathI paNa enI mAtAne te moha che ne? eTale saMyamamAM kevA kevA kaSTo Avaze te vAta samajAvIne kahe che beTA ! pahelA to kemakumAra tArI sAthe lagna karyA vinA cAlyA gayA e mATe tuM emane yAda karI karIne jhUratI hatI. e bAbatanuM tArA dilamAM keTaluM duHkha hatuM. hamaNuM te emaNe dIkSA lIdhI e vAta sAMbhaLIne paNa bebhAna banI gaI hatI ne eTalI vAramAM tAre meha kyAM cAlyo gayo? ane tane saMsAra uparathI vairAgya kevI rIte AvyA? nemakumAre bhale dIkSA lIdhI paNa tane saMyama levAnI dhUna kayAMthI lAgI? saMsAranA bhogavilAsa bhegavatA amArI te ATalI uMmara vItI gaI te paNa amane vairAgya nathI AvyuM ne tane vairAgya kevI rIte Avye? AvI rIte kSaNika AvezamAM AvIne koI paNa kArya karavuM te hAthe karIne dukha meLavavA jevuM che. nemakumArane tene rAga che ne emaNe dIkSA lIdhI eTale tuM paNa dIkSA levAnI vAta kare che paNa e kAma kaMI khAvAnA khela nathI. saMyama le e te mAthe merUparvatane bhAra upADavA jevuM che. tAruM emAM kAma nathI. huM tane sAcuM kahuM chuM, beTA ! mArI vAta mAnIne tuM dIkSA levAnI vAta cheDI de. huM ne tArA pitA tArA hitI chIe eTale tArA hita mATe vAta karIe chIe. ame tArA zatru nathI ke tArA ahitanI vAta karIe. mATe je tane amArA upara vizvAsa hoya ke mArA mAtA-pitA mArA hita mATe ja kahe che te tuM amArI IcchA viruddha kArya karavAno vicAra paNa na karIza. mAtAjInI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjemato kahe che mAtAjI! huM tamane eka vAta pUchuM chuM ke patnIne mATe patinI AjJA mAnavI Avazyaka che ke mAtApitAnI AjJA mAnavI

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828 zAradA suvAsa Avazyaka che? mArA pitAjI tane kaMI AjJA kare ane bIjI tarapha tArA pitAjI kaMI AjJA kare te tuM pahelA tenI AjJAnuM pAlana kare? mArA pitAnI ke tArA pitAnI ? tyAre mAtAe kahyuM-beTA ! emAM pUchavAnuM ja zuM hoya ? e te tArA pitAnI AjJAnuM ja pAlana karavAnuM hoya ne ! paraNelI strI pahelA patinI AjJAnuM pAlana kare che. mAtAjI! A vAta te tame paNa samaje che ne kahe che ke patnIe patinI AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM joIe, te pachI ApanI AjJA huM na mAnuM ane dIkSA lauM te te kaMI anucita to nathI karatI ne ? tame mane dravyathI nemakumAranI sAthe paraNAvI nathI, emanA hAthamAM mAre hAtha seM nathI paNa huM te mArA mananA bhAvathI emane arpaNa thaI cUkI chuM. meM emanA hAthamAM mAro hAtha seMpI dIdhuM che, pachI emaNe dIkSA lIdhI eTale emanI mane AjJA che ke he rAjematI ! tuM dIkSA aMgIkAra kara, ane kadAca emanI AjJA na hoya te paNa satI strIne dharma che ke pati je mAge anusare te mArge patnIe cAlavuM joIe. mAtAjI ! tamArI badhAnI daSTie nemakumAra paraNavA AvyA hatA ema lAge che paNa mane te ema ja lAge che ke teo paraNavAnA bahAne mane jAgRta karavA AvyA hatA. teo mArI pAse AvyA nahi. meM emane dUrathI nihALyA paNa emaNe te mArA sAmuM joyuM nathI. emaNe te dUrathI ja mane jAgRta karI dIdhI ke he rAjemata ! tuM mArI sAthe saMbaMdha joDIne mArA mArge AvavA IcchatI he te huM jema saMsAranA saMbaMdhane teDIne saMyama mArga aMgIkAra karuM chuM tema tuM paNa mArI mAphaka saMsAranA sabaMdhe teDIne saMyama mArga apanAvI le. saMsAramAM rahevAthI traNa kALamAM kalyANa thavAnuM nathI. emaNe pahelA tyAga mArga apanAvyuM ane mane e mArga apanAvI levAne saMketa karI gayA che. huM ema mAnato hatI ke mane tarachoDIne gayA paNa have mane satya samajAyuM ke mane tarachoDIne gayA nathI paNa mane sAthe levA mATe AvyA hatA. jo e mane paraNavA AvyA ja na hata te mane kayAMthI khabara paData. varasIdAna ja dIdhA, paraNyA saMyama nAra, hAtha upara hAtha mUkI, A saMyama bhora, prIta rAkhI niradhAra, tArI rAjula nAra-nemajI nahIM re maLe. nemakumAra jAna joDIne mathurAmAM AvyA ane pazuDAone pikAra suNIne emane baMdhanamAMthI mukta karIne pAchA dvArakAmAM gayA ne eka varSa sudhI te emaNe vaSIdAna dIdhuM ne pachI dIkSA lIdhI, paNa jyAM sudhI mane sAcuM bhAna na thayuM tyAM sudhI mane meha hatuM eTale ema thatuM ke kemakumAre mane anyAya karyo ane mane choDIne cAlyA gayA paNa have mAre AtmA jAgRta bane che tethI mane ema thAya che ke bhagavAne mane anyAya nathI karyo paNa mArA upara dayA karI che. pazuone te eka ja bhavanA baMdhanathI

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zAradA suvAsa 829 mukta karyA che paNa mArA te bhabhavanA baMdhana emaNe teDAvI nAMkhyA che. bhautika sukhanI IcchAonI pUrti mATe mArI sAthe apavitra sabaMdha na joDatAM emaNe mArI sAthe sAco prema sabaMdha joDIne mane janma-maraNathI bacAvI lIdhI che. teo dvArakAthI ahIM mane ema kahevA mATe padhAryA hatA ke he rAjetIzuM, tuM A bhavamAM mArI sAthe apavitra prema sabaMdha bAMdhavA Icche che? A vakhate ApaNe evA saMsAranA apavitra prema saMbaMdhathI baMdhAvuM nathI paNa A bhavamAM ApaNe e premasabaMdha joDe che ke pachI emAM viyoganuM duHkha na Ave ke janma maraNanuM duHkha paNa na Ave. A pramANe samajAvIne teo pAchA pharyA paNa Aja sudhI mArA ajJAnanA kAraNe mane sAcI vAta samajAtI na hatI tethI ATalA divasathI saMsArika prema saMbaMdha mATe duHkha pAmatI hatI paNa have mane nemakumAra ahIM padhAryA ane pAchA pharyA e vAtanuM rahasya barAbara samajAI gayuM che. eTale have huM paNa bhagavAnanI mAphaka dareka che sAthe pavitra prema sabaMdha joDavA mATe saMyama mArga aMgIkAra karIza. rAjematInI vAta sAMbhaLIne enI mAtAe kahyuM beTA ! tArA zarIranI sumaLatA jetA mane lAge che ke tuM e duHkha sahana karavA zaktimAna nathI. huM tane dIkSAnI AjJA kevI rIte ApI zakuM? tyAre rAjematIe kahyuM-mAtAjI! huM jevI sukomaLa chuM, sukhamAM ucharI chuM te zuM nemakumAra paNa mArI mAphaka sukamaLa nathI? e sukhamAM ja ucharyA che ne ? emaNe paNa kayAM duHkha joyuM che? teo je AvA duSkara saMyamanuM pAlana karaze te zuM huM nahi karI zakuM? huM saMyama laIne emanA mArge ja cAlIza. teo je sukha prApta karavA icche che te sukhane huM paNa prApta karIza, mATe Apa mane kaze nahi. rAjematI A pramANe enI mAtAne kahI rahI che. have enI mAtA enA pitAjIne vAta karaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare caritra - paraduHkhabhaMjana jinasena pradhAna talavArathI pitAnuM gaLuM kApavA taiyAra thaye tyAre rAjAnA dilamAM thayuM ke zuM A jInI pavitratA che! eka mArA bacAva khAtara traNa traNa jIne vadha thaI gayo, ane cethAne vadha thaI rahyo che. huM ene maravA nahi dauM. A te manuSyanA rUpamAM bhagavAna AvyA che. ema vicArIne rAjAe enA hAthamAMthI talavAra jhuMTavI lIdhI ne kahyuM have tAre bhega Apa nathI. devIne bhega joIe te mATe ApavA taiyAra chuM, tyAre jinasena pradhAne kahyuM mahArAjA ! Apa dUra khasI jAo. mane kaze nahi. mArI kuLadevI samAna patnI caMpakamAlA ane kuLadIpaka samAna dAnasena ane zIlasena be putre gayA. have huM jIvIne zuM karuM? have mane mArA jIvanamAM kaMI rasakasa ke sArA dekhAtA nathI, mATe have Apa mane Agraha karaze nahi. mane maravA de. Apane jIvADavA khAtara huM jAuM chuM eTale mane te AnaMda

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830 zADhA suvAsa che. A5 khuzIthI rAjya kare. ema kahIne jinasena rAjAnA hAthamAMthI talavAra laIne pitAnuM mastaka uDADavA taiyAra thaye. | Itine pragaTI kAlIdevI, mA take kara dInA, kuMvara kahe meM nahIM mAnUgA, gaye mere kula nagInA. jinasena pitAnA gaLe talavAra mAravA jAya che tyAM ekadama sAkSAt mahAkALI devI pragaTa thaIne divya avAjatha bAlI sabUra...jinasena sabUra kara. huM tane mApha karuM chuM. tAre bhega devAno nathI, tyAre jinasena kahe che mAtAjI! have tame mane mApha karI te paNa zuM te na kare te ya zuM! mArI prANapyArI patnI gaI, mArA babbe putro gayA. have mAre jIvavAne zuM artha che? have mAre jIvavuM nathI, tyAre devIe kahyuM-dIkarA! zAMta thA. devalekamAM Indra mahArAjAe tArI prazaMsA karI hatI ke mRtyulokamAM jinasenakumAra mahAna paropakArI purUSa che. pitAnA prANanuM balidAna ApIne paNa bIjAnuM hita karavA tatpara rahe che. dhanya che enI pavitra bhAvanAne ! A tArI prazaMsA mArAthI sahana na thaI. mane ema thayuM ke Indra mahArAjAnI AjJAnuM khaDe page pAlana karIe chIe chatAM amArI prazaMsA karatA nathI ne enI ATalI badhI prazaMsA kare che? A saMsAramAM ApaNe najare jaIe chIe ne ke kaI mANasa keInI prazaMsA kare te bIjAthI sahana thatuM nathI. koI vadhAre sukhI thaI jAya te paNa bIjAthI sahana na thAya eTale enA upara IrSyA kare, enI niMdA kare ane ene halake pADavAnA prayatna kare che te rIte devalekamAM paNa mithyAtvI devene bIjAnI prazaMsA sahana thatI nathI. papakAranuM phaLa" - A kAlIdevInuM nAma dharAvatI devI kahe che jinasenakumAra Indra mahArAjAe tArI prazaMsA karI te mArAthI sahana na thaI, tethI tArI parIkSA karavA mATe meM A mAyAjALa bichAvI hatI paNa have mane samajAyuM ke jevI tArI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI hatI te ja tuM che. dhanya che tArI parepakAra bhAvanAne ! tArI janetAne paNa dhanya che ke AvA deva jevA dIkarAne janma Ape che. huM tArA jeTalA guNa gAuM eTalA ochA che. A pramANe balIne devIe jinasenakumArane khUba dhanyavAda ApyA, pachI tarata ja devIe adazya karelI patnI caMpakamAlA ane dAnasena ane zIlasena be kumArane enI sAme lAvIne mUkI dIdhA. A joIne jinasenapradhAna ane rAjA te jANe Azcaryacakita banI gayA ke hamaNAM jenA mastaka uDADyA hatA e ahIM jIvatA kyAMthI AvyA? emane vicAramAM paDelA joIne devIe badhI vAta spaSTa karI ke meM emane adazya karyA hatA ane tame jene mArI nAMkhyA e te kRtrima rUpa hatA. AthI jinasena pradhAna ane mahArAjAne khUba AnaMda thaye. jinasenakumAranI parepakAra bhAvanAthI prasanna thaIne ene rohiNI ane prajJapti Adi ghaNuM vidyAo ApI ane kAmakuMbha Ave

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801 zAradA suvAsa ane darekanI vidhi kevI rIte karavI ane enAthI zuM lAbha thAya che te badhI vAta samajAvI dIdhI ne kahyuM ke huM kAlIdevI nathI paNa tArI parIkSA karavA AvelI devI chuM. baMdhuo! vinA svArthe pitAnuM sukha jatuM kare che tene ke mahAna lAbha thAya che! jinasenakumAre rAjAne bacAvavA mATe pitAnuM jIvana kurabAna karyuM. ene khabara na hatI ke A mArI parIkSA che. e te pitAne prANa devA taiyAra thayuM hatuM ne? paNa kaTImAMthI pAra utaryo te devI prasanna thaI. tene ghaNI vidyAo maLI ne Icchita sukha ApanAra kAmakuMbha maLyo ane devIe kahyuM jyAre tAre mArI jarUra paDe tyAre yAda karaje te huM AvIne hAjara thaIza. A rIte kahIne devI adazya thaI gayA, pachI rAjA pradhAnane khUba vAjate gAjate nagaramAM laI gayA. have badhA AnaMdapUrvaka rahevA lAgyA paNa kudarata ene AnaMdathI rahevA detI nathI. mAnapurUSane kaMI ne kaMI upAdhi AvyA kare che. have ahIM zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na. 90 A vada 9 ne budhavAra tA. 25-10-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMtajJAnI, parama upakArI tIrthaMkara prabhue jagatanA jIvonA uddhAra mATe siddhAMta prarUpyA che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamA adhyayanamAM nemanAtha bhagavAna ane rAjematInI vAta cAle che. emanAtha bhagavAne dIkSA lIdhI te vAta sAMbhaLIne ene khUba duHkha thayuM ane sAthe pitAnA pApakarmone pazcAtApa karatA tene jAtimaraNa jJAna thayuM. jJAna dvArA pUrvabhave joyA pachI saMsAra uparathI tenuM mana uThI gayuM ane bhagavAne je mArga lIdhe e mArge javA taiyAra thaI haLukamI AtmAone satya vastunuM bhAna thatAM saMsArane lAta mArIne nIkaLI jAya che paNa tamane te saMte saMsAranuM svarUpa game teTaluM samajAve paNa vairAgya AvatuM nathI. saMsAranA mehamAM uMDa ne uDA khUMcI rahyA che, paNa jarA vicAra karaze te samajAze ke A saMsAra kevo che! saMsAra sAgaramAM rAganA meTA bherIMga kuMphADA mArI rahyA che. AMkhamAMthI agni varasAvatA daSTiviSa bherIMga karatA paNa rAganA kALInAganuM damana karavuM muzkela che. samudranA peTALamAM paDIne mahAna yatnapUrvaka ratna meLavavA che. samudramAM upara pANI khAru che ne aMdara kiMmatI rane jhaLahaLI rahyA che. e ratna meLavavA jatAM vahepArIone ghaNuM ja muzkelI veThavI paDe che. jaMtu karaDI na jAya tenI paNa khUba sAvadhAnI rAkhavI paDe ATalI badhI muzkelIone pAra karyA pachI saphaLatApUrvaka vahepArI rannene grahaNa karI zake che. AvI ja rIte saMsAra samudranA khArA pANInI detI choDIne zAMta ane samAdhi

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832 zAradI suvAsa pUrNa jIvana jIvavAnI IcchA rAkhanArA saMcamI AtmAo paNa saMyama mArgamAM AvatI muzkelIo AnaMdapUrvaka veThIza tema pahelethI ja vicAra karI le che. keIpaNa kAryamAM uparachalI najare joyA karatA enA uMDANamAM utaravAthI ja sAcI vastu prApta thAya che. kahevAya che ne ke "mAMhI paDecA te mahAsukha mANe, dekhanArA dAjhe je ne." A vAta barAbara vicArI levAnI jarUra che. AvI rIte dharmane paNa uparachalI najare nahi jotAM enA UMDANamAM utarIne sAcuM jJAna prApta karI levuM joIe. Atmika sukha ane samAdhi meLavavA mATe dharmArAdhanA karavAnI jarUra che. dharmArAdhanA mATe upayogI sAdhane ekaThA thayA pachI bAhya upAdhithI aLagA banI AMtara samAdhinA mAge AgaLa vadhavuM joIe. anaMtajJAnI bhagavaMte e dharmanA ekeka mArganI prarUpaNa anaMtajJAnathI sarvajInA sarva bhAvene jaNane traNakALamAM avyAbAdhapaNe karI che. AvA uttama dharmanI sAdhanA karavA tatpara banelA sAdhakane aMtaranA uMDANamAM utaratA anAdikALathI ao jamAvIne beThelA rAgAdi bherIne ene bhaya pamADIne e mArgethI calita karavA mATe sAmAM dhasI Ave che paNa je sAdhaka e rIMgathI bhaya pAmIne dUra bhAgI jAya te ene mArga kAMTALe banI jAya che ane je ene jItI le te ene mArga niSkaTaka banI jAya che. baMdhuo ! jyAM rAga hoya tyAM dveSano dAvAnaLa phATI nIkaLe che. nAnakaDI cInagArImAMthI mahAnala sarjAtA vAra lAgatI nathI. rAga ane dveSa e jIvanA mahAzatruo che. te anAdikALathI AtmAnuM ahita karI rahyA che. jheranI kaNI nAnakaDI dekhAtI hoya paNa e mahAviSa piTamAM paDatA ja bhayaMkara pariNAma sajI de che. rAganI chAyA nIce jIvanArane zAMti maLatI nathI. rAta divasanA rajhaLapATa pachI AtmA zAMtane dama kheMcI zakto nathI. rAganI rAmAyaNa kaMI jevI tevI nathI. bhayaMkara kaTInI che. e raNanI AgamAM kaMIka jIve jhaDapAI gayA che. raMgarAgane rAgIne tyAM kAyama heLI jatI hoya che ane rAganA tyAgIne tyAM kAyama divALI che. bele, tamane haLI game che ke divALI ? (tAmAMthI avAja - divALI) game che divALI paNa peTAvavI che haLa. AvuM kema bane che? AnuM kAraNa eka ja che ke jinavANa rUpa amRtane AsvAda haju sudhI jIve cAkhe nathI. zAstromAM bhagavaMta pharamAve che ke rAta-divasa jinavANIrUpa upazama rasanA amRtathI jenuM mana sadA sIMcAyeluM rahe che te rAga rUpa kALA bherIMganI jhera vamatI urmiothI kadI baLatuM nathI. jenA aMtaramAM rAta-divasa jinavANInuM raTaNa cAlatuM hoya e jinavANIrUpI amRtanuM pAna karanArane rAganuM jhera zuM karI zake ? e jhera utAravAne jAdu te jinavANImAM ja che. upazama bhAvanA tAraNe AtmadvAre laTakatA hoya ene sadA lIlAlahera hoya che. je manuSyanI pAse jinavANIrUpI amRtane ghaDA bharelA hoya te game tyAre amRtanuM pAna karI zake che. anAdikALanA rAganuM jhera utAravA jinavANa upara zraddhA karavAnI avazya

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zAradA suvAsa jarUra che. catura cetanadeve vicAra karavAnI jarUra che ke A asAra saMsAranI nazvara sAmagrImAM mamava dhAraNa karIne mAre mArA jIvanarUpI naMdanavanamAM Aga lagADIne bhava bagADa nathI. saMpattinA zaraNe rAgamaya jIvana jIvanAra pitAnA jIvanamAM pralayane saje che. rAganI sAregama sarvanAza mATe AhvAna ApatI rahe che, mATe je sarvanAzanA pAzamAMthI chUTavuM hoya te zuddhabhAve zraddhApUrvaka jinavANInuM pAna kare. A saMsAramAM vyApI gayelA rAga rUpI jheranuM je kaI mAraNa heya te te jinavANInuM sudhApAna che. jheranuM mAraNa ApaNI pAse hoya te jherathI DarIne dUra bhAgavAnI koI jarUra nathI. jhera enI jAte ja tamArAthI dUra bhAgI jaze. rAjemateM jyAM sudhI samajI na hatI tyAM sudhI ene nemakumArane rAga raDAvate hate paNa jAtismaraNa jJAna thatA rAganI Aga bUjhAI gaI ane AtmA vairAgya bhAvanAtha vAsita banya, pachI enI mAtAe enI sAme saMyamamAM kevA kevA kaSTa paDaze te vAta samajAvI chatAM na mAnI tyAre chelle kahe che beTA! tuM badhuM duHkha bhale sahana karI laIza paNa jyAre kAmavAsanAnA kIDA tane satAvaze tyAre tuM herAna thaIza. A sAMbhaLI rAmatI kahe che mAtA ! huM mArA manane saMyama bhAvamAM ja lIna rAkhIza. jJAna-dhyAnamAMthI cittane bahAra nIkaLavA ja nahi dauM, pachI kAmanA kIDA mane kyAMthI satAvaze? saMyama mArgamAM mAre kevA kevA upasargo ane pariSaha sahana karavA paDaze e badhI vAtane vicAra karIne meM dIkSA levAnuM nakkI karyuM che, mATe A bAbatamAM tame nizciMta rahe. rAjematIne javAba sAMbhaLIne enI mAtAnA manamAM thaI gayuM ke have mArI dIkarI saMsAramAM raheze nahi. ene vadhu zuM kahevuM ? vadhAre kaMI paNa kahevuM e enA dilane dubhAvavA jevuM che. have amAre ene dIkSAnI AjJA ApavI joIe. e vicAra karIne dhAraNI rANIe ugrasena rAjA pAse AvIne rAmatInA vairAgyanI vAta karI, tyAre temanA dilamAM paNa thaI gayuM ke ApaNI lADakaDI vahAlasethI rAjematIne paraNAvavA ApaNe ghaNAM ghaNAM prayatna karyA paNa e na samajI. have e saMyamanA punita paMthe prayANa karavA Icche che te have ApaNe ene dIkSAnI AjJA ApavI joIe. AtmAnuM sukha meLavavA mATe saMyama mArga ja zreSTha che. saMyama vinA kalyANa thavAnuM nathI. Ama samajIne mAtA-pitA rAjetIne dIkSA ApavA mATe zuM karavuM te vicAra karavA lAgyA. devAnupriye ! jene je kAryamAM mana lAgI jAya che tene mATe kaThInamAM kaThIna kAma paNa raheluM banI jAya che ane je rasa nathI hote te paheluM kArya paNa kaThIna bane che. rAjematane saMyamanI laganI lAgI che eTale enI mAtAe enI sAme saMyamanA kaSTanuM varNana karyuM te paNa enuM mana pAchuM na paDyuM ke huM A kaSTa kevI rIte sahana karI zakIza! tamane sAdhunA pariSaha duHkharUpa lAge che tyAre sAdhune saMsAra duHkharUpa lAge che, zA. su. 53

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834 zAradA suvAsa jene jemAM rasa hoya che emAM ene AnaMda Ave che. ziyALAnI kaDakaDatI ThaMDInA divasomAM ke mANasanA manamAM ema thAya ke A mAchalIo bicArI pANImAM TharI jaze, mATe lAva huM ene bahAra mUkI dauM. dayALu dayA karIne bahAra kADhe che. paNa mAchalI pANuM vinA taraphaDIne marI jAya che. ema jJAnIone tamArI dayA Ave che ke A bicArA jIvanuM zuM thaze? tethI tamane samajAve che paNa tamane saMsAramAM rasa che eTale ATaluM duHkha hovA chatAM tamane sukha dekhAya che. rAjematIne hAhADanI mIjAmAM saMyamane raMga lAge che. enA dilamAM apUrva AnaMda che. aho mArA dhanya ghaDI ne dhanya bhAgya ke mArA nAthe ATha ATha bhavanI prIta TakAvavA mATe ahIM AvIne mane jAgRta karI. e je mane paraNavA mATe padhAryA na hota te huM kayAM jAgRta banavAnI hatI! kyAMya meha nidrAmAM ALoTatI hata. mahAna purUSanuM Agamana ane saMdeza ApI jAya che. meTA re mAnavInA pAvana pagalA, Atma kalyANane mArga batAve, nazvara dehanA premathI adhike, Atmapremane paMtha batAve, saMketa svAmIne have samajAya, satI rAjula saMyamapathe jAya... zajematI manamAM ne manAtha prabhune upakAra mAnatI vicAra kare che ke nAtha ! ApanA jevA mahAnapurUSane pagale mathurAnagarI pAvana thaI gaI. Apa mane nazvaradehanI prIta teDIne zAzvata AtmAnI sAthe prema joDavAno zubha saMketa karavA AvyA hatA, paNa atyAra sudhI huM mehamAM pAgala banelI hatI tethI Apano saMketa mane samajAye nahi, have huM sAcI vAta samajI zakI chuM, eTale Ape batAvelA punita paMthe ApanI pAchaLa AvIza. jematI pite te vairAgya pAmI paNa sAthe pitAnI sAta (700) sakhIone paNa saMsAranI asAratA samajAve che. rAmatI virakta banIne saMsAramAM vairAgya avasthAmAM pitAjIne ghera rahIne jJAnane abhyAsa karavA lAgI. ene jhaLahaLate vairAgya joIne enA mAtA-pitAnA dilamAM thayuM ke have ApaNI rAmatIne saMsArane bilakula rAga nathI. e enI ArAdhanAmAM ja masta che. have ene saMsAramAM pADavAnI vAta karavI e enA dilane dubhavavA jevuM che, mATe ene jemAM rasa che te kArya karavA de. enuM mana AnaMdamAM rahe te ja ApaNe AnaMda che. rAjematInI 700 sakhIo paNa enA jevI vairAgI banI gaI. A prakAre vizuddha bhAvanAvALI banelI rAjematI vividha prakAranI tapazcaryAo sAthe jJAnAbhyAsa karatI pitAne samaya vyatIta karavA lAgI. jJAnAbhyAsa ane tapazcaryAmAM lIna rahevAthI tene divase sukhapUrvaka vyatIta thavA lAgyA. - A tarapha nemanAtha bhagavAne vitaka parvata upara dIkSA lIdhI, pachI kRSNavAsudeva

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zAradA suvAsa 835 samudravijya Adi daza dazAhe temane AzIrvAda ApI vaMdana karIne pAchA pharyA hatA ane bhagavAne paNa tyAMthI eka hajAra saMtenI sAthe vihAra karyo hato. temanAtha bhagavAna dIkSA lIdhA pachI cepana divasa sudhI chadmasthAvasthAmAM grAmAnugrAma vicaryA pachI teo pAchA raivataka parvata upara padhAryA ane tyAM temaNe aThThama tapa karIne dhyAnastha banIne kevaLajJAna prApta karyuM che. rASabhadeva bhagavAnane dIkSA lIdhA pachI eka hajAra varSe kevaLajJAna thayuM che. mahAvIra bhagavAnane sADA bAra varSa ane paMdara divasa pachI kevaLajJAna pragaTa thayuM hatuM. malalInAtha bhagavAnane dIkSA lIdhI te ja divase cothA prahare kevaLajJAna pragaTa thayuM hatuM ane temanAtha bhagavAne dIkSA lIdhA pachI cepana divasa bAda paMcAvanamA divase ghAtI karmone kSaya karyo ne kevaLajJAnanI jata pragaTAvI. ghAtI karmo eTale zuM ? te jANe che ne? je karmo ApaNu AtmAnA jJAnAdi guNe upara ghA kare tene ghAtI karmo kahevAya. jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya, mehanIya ane aMtarAya e cAra ghAtI karmo che. vedanIya, AyuSya, nAma ane getra e cAra aghAtI karmo che. aghAtI karmo AtmAnA jJAnAdi guNene koI jAtanI hAnI karatA nathI. cAra ghAtI karme AtmAnA guNane AvaravAmAM bAdhArUpa che. nemanAtha bhagavAne dIkSA laIne parama purUSArtha karIne cepana divasamAM ghAtI karmono ghANa kADhI nAMkhe ne aneka sUryo karatAM paNa ati nirmaLa, tejasvI kevaLajJAnanI jAta pragaTAvI. bhagavAnane kevaLajJAna pragaTa thatAMnI sAthe ja devakamAM IndronA Asana DolavA lAgyA, eTale devee avadhijJAna dvArA upayoga mUkIne joyuM te nemanAtha bhagavAnane kevaLajJAnanI prApti thaI che. te jANIne Indro pitAnA sAmAnika Adi ghaNuM denA parivAra sAthe harSabhera raivataka parvata upara AvyA ane bhagavAnanA sasaraNanI racanA karI, paMcavaNa aceta divya puchapanI vRSTi karI. AkAzamAM devadurlaeNbhInA divya dhvani gAjI uThayA ane harSabhera kare che temanAtha bhagavAnane kevaLajJAna mahatsava ujavavA hAjara thaI gayA. tIrthakara prabhunI ane sAmAnya kevaLajJAnInI punnAImAM pharaka hoya che. tIrthaMkara prabhunI punAIne kAraNe Indro ane devo sasaraNanI racanA kare che. azekavRkSa, puSpavRSTi, divyadhvani, prabhunA mAthe traNa traNa chatra dharavA, cAmara vIMjhavA vigere kare che. emAM prabhune to kaI IcachA hotI nathI, paNa emanI punnAInA theka e bhavamAM ja khapAvavAnA hoya che, eTale samakitI deve A badhuM kare che. prabhune kevaLajJAna mahotsava ujavatA Indro ane deve harSaghelA thaIne bolavA lAgyA. ahe prabhu! ame AvuM jJAna kayAre prApta karIza? amane A avasara kayAre prApta thaze? - A tarapha denA TeLA ravataka parvata upara utaryA che. bIjI tarapha vanapAlake nemanAtha bhagavAnane kevaLajJAna prApta thayAnA samAcAra dvArakA nagarImAM kuNuvAsudevane ApyA. A zubha maMgala samAcAra sAMbhaLIne kRNavAsudevanA sADA traNa kroDa marAya khIlI uThayA.

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232 zAztA sAma maMgala vadhAmaNI ApavA AvanAra vanapAlakane khUba dhana ApIne saMtuSTa karIne vidAya karyAM ane pachI kRSNavAsudeva, khaLadeva ane samudravijaya rAjA hiM daza dazADuM' rAjAe temaja khIjA ghaNAM yAdave ane dvArakA nagarInA nAgarike paNu raivataka parvata upara pahoMcI gayA. traujI tarapha virakata bhAvamAM rahelI rAjematIne paNa khabara paDI ke mArA jIvanauddhAraka, jagatapati temanAtha bhagavAnane kevaLajJAna pragaTa thayuM che eTale ugrasena mahArAjA, rAjematI ane enI sakhI Adi ghaNAM meTA parivAra sAthe raivataka parvata upara pahoMcI gayA. bhagavAna samAsaraNamAM birAjI rahyA che. deva-devIo, manuSya-manuSyANI, tiya ca--tiya cANI Adi khAra prakAranI pramadA bharANI che. A joine kRSNavAsudeva, rAjematI vigerenuM haiyuM hu thI nAcI uThayu. ahA prabhu ! Ape kevaLajJAna prApta karyu. dhanya che nAtha-amArA tAraNuhAra ! ApanuM zAsana jayavaMtu va. traNa jagatanA duHkhI jIveAnA duHkhane dUra karIne Apa saunA uddhAraka aneA. jaya ho...vajaya hA...jagatauddhAraka, trileAkInAtha ariSTa neminAtha arhiMta prabhunA ! devA ane manuSya vividha zabdamAM prabhunI stuti karI, vaMdana namaskAra karIne sau yathAsthAne besI gayA. rAjemIe te temanAtha bhagavAna temakumAranA vezamAM vararAjA manIne paraNavA mATe AvyA tyAre dUrathI ja darzana karyAM hatA. Aje te samesaraNamAM vyiRddhi sAthe prabhune birAjelA joine enuM hRdaya harSollAsathI pulakita banI gayuM. enA haiyAmAM ha samAtA nathI. e animeSa dRSTithI prabhune nihALI rahI che. ahA, zuM mArA nAtha che! zuM emanA teja che! zuM emanA guNu che ! pachI nemanAtha prabhunA mukhamAMthI divya dezanAnI dhArA chUTI. sau zrotAjaneA Sita hRdayathI eka citte sAMbhaLavA lAgyA. prabhunI dharmadezanA sAMbhaLIne aneka rAjAe, mahArAjAo, zreSThI ane zrImaMtAdi manuSyA tathA ghaNAM anA verAgya pAmI gayA ane bhagavAna pAse dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. ghaNAM manuSyae zrAvakanA vrata agIkAra karyAM jemaNe dIkSA lIdhI hatI temAMthI varadatta Adi aDhAra gaNadharA thayA. dareka tItha 'kara prabhune gaNadharo hoya che. mahAvIra prabhunA gaNadhara agiyAra hatA. taimanAtha prabhunA aDhAra gaNadhara hatA. temAM varadatta nAme prathama gaNadhara hatA. bhagavAna tA tripadI-traNa padyamAM upadeza Ape che. e tripadImAMthI gaNadhara bhagavaMtA dvAdazAMgI sUtranI racanA kare che. gaNadhara bhagavaMtAnuM jJAna vizALa hAya che. Avazyaka niyuktimAM kahyuM che ke attha bhAsati arahA, suttaM gathati gaNaharA niuNa / sAsaNasa hiyaTThAe, to suttaM pavattai // arihaMta bhagavAna artharUpa vANI khele che ane nipuNa gaNudhara bhagavaMtA e vANIne

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037 zAradA suvAsa sUtra rUpe gUMthe che, tyAra pachI zAsananA hita mATe sUtranuM pravartana thAya che. dazAzrutaskaMdhanI vRttimAM AcArya bhagavaMte kahe che ke sUtra kene kahevAya? muttaM gaNahara raiyaM, taheva patteya buddha raiyaM ca / suya kevaliNA raiya, abhinnadasapugviNA raiyaM // gaNadhara, pratyeka buddha, zrata kevaLI ane abhinna dazapUrvadhArInA racelA graMthane sUtra kahevAya che. bhagavAnanA tripadI upadezamAMthI ATalA badhA sUtrane vistAra karavAnI jemanAmAM tAkAta che, ATaluM badhuM jJAna jeo dharAve che te gaNadhara padavI prApta karI zake che. gaNadhara prabhue graMthita karelA sUtronuM AcArya bhagavaMtee saMkalana karyuM te ApaNe Aje jJAna prApta karI rahyA chIe. nemanAtha prabhunA aDhAra gaNudhare thayA. emaNe bhagavAnanI artharUpe tripadI vANamAMthI dvAdazAMgI sUtranI racanA karI. tamane thaze ke gaNadhara bhagavaMte ATalA badhA jJAnI heya che te pachI bhagavatI sUtramAM mahAvIra prabhunA gaNadhara gautama svAmIe mahAvIra prabhune chatrIsa hajAra prazno zA mATe pUchayA? bhAI ! gaNadhara prabhunuM jJAna ghaNuM che paNa tIrthaMkara prabhunA jJAnanI apekSAe te bharyA samudramAMthI cakalInI cAMcamAM jeTaluM pANu samAya teTaluM ja che. gaNadhara prabhunA matijJAna, zrutajJAna ghaNAM nirmaLa hoya che. e badhuM jANuM zake che, paNa kevaLa bhagavaMta pAse ziSya sadA jJAna prApta karavAnI jijJAsu hoya che, eTale pitAnA jJAnane prayoga na karatA sAmAnyamAM sAmAnya praznonuM prabhunA mukhethI samAdhAna kare che. bhagavAnanA mukhethI dezanA sAMbhaLIne badhAne khUba AnaMda thaye. rAjetIne paNa atyaMta AnaMda thaye. khUba bhavya rIte bhagavAnane kevaLajJAna mahatsava ujavIne vaMdana karIne Indro ane deve pitAnA sthAne cAlyA gayA, pachI kRSNavAsudeva, baladeva, samudravijaya Adi daza dazAhe temaja ugrasena rAjA, rAjematI ane tenI sakhIo pitAnA sthAne cAlyA gayA. bhagavAna paNa tyAMthI vihAra karI gayA, tyAra pachI temanAtha bhagavAna rAmAnugrAma vihAra karatA karatA eka vakhata ujjayanta parvatanI najIka AvelA sahasAmravanamAM padhAryA tyAre rAjesatI prabhunA darzana karavA mATe gaI. prabhunA mukhethI amRtamaya divya dezanA sAMbhaLIne rAmatInA vairAgyamAM ekadama bharatI AvI. vairAgyanI ta pragaTa thatAM rAmatI nemanAtha bhagavAna pAse dIkSA levA tatpara banI. sUtrakAra bhagavaMta kahe che. aha sA bhamara sanibhe, kuccaphaNagappasAhie / sayameva lucaI kese, dhiImantI vavassiyA // 30 // nemanAtha bhagavAnanA mukhethI dharmadezanA sAMbhaLyA pachI paiyane dhAraNa karanArI tathA dharma aMgIkAra karavAnA adhyavasAyavALI rAjematIe bhamarAnA jevA kALA tathA suMdara rIte

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838 zAradA suvAsa eLAyelA lAMbA kezanuM pitAnA hAthe luMcana karyuM. rAjematI rUpa ane guNathI saMpanna hatI. enuM sauMdarya apratima hatuM. enA vALa ghaNAM lAMbA ane mulAyama hatA. strIonI zobhA enA vALathI che. asalanA jamAnAmAM je strIne vALa lAMbA hoya te bhAgyazALI gaNatI hatI. Aje te ulTI gaMgA vahI rahI che. strIo lAMbA vALa kapAvIne TUMka karAve che ne purUSa vALa vadhAre che. jamAne hada vaTAvI gayuM che. yuvAna chokarAo ane chokarIone veza sarakhA thaI gayA che. rAjematIe AvA kemaLa ane lAMbA kezane pitAnI jAte ja leca karyo. eka vakhata eka vALa kheMcAya te cIsa nIkaLI jAya evI kemaLa rAjamatI AtmA jAgRta banatA e kaSTa gauNa banI gayuM. nemakumAra sAthe lagna karIne varamALA paheravAnI hatI tenA badale mekSanI varamALA paherIne saMyamanA svAMga sajyA. rAjematI dIkSA le che e vAta sAMbhaLIne kRSNavAsudeva, samudravijaya rAjA vigerene khUba AnaMda thaye. emanA dilamAM thayuM ke rAjematI kharekhara ApanI sAcI putravadhU che. eNe sAcuM sagapaNa rAkhyuM che, eTale badhA rAjematInA dIkSA mahotsavamAM bhAga levA mATe doDatA AvyA hatA. rAjematIe dIkSA lIdhA pachI teo zuM kahe che. vAsudevo ya NaM bhaNai, luttasaM jiindiyaM / saMsAra sAgara ghoraM, tara kanne lahuM lhuNH||31 pitAnA ja hAthathI pitAnA kezanuM luMcana karanAra tathA pitAnI indriyone jeNe vazamAM lIdhelI che evI sALI banelI rAjetIne kRSNavAsudeva tathA samudravijya rAjAe AzIrvAda ApatA kahyuM ke he putrI ! A saMga-viyega, janma-maraNa Adi aneka dukhethI bharelA bhayaMkara caturgati rUpa saMsAra sAgarane jaladI jaldIthI tarI jA. je uddezathI tame dIkSA aMgIkAra karI che te uddeza jaladI jaladIthI pUrNa kare, arthAt muktine prApta kare. keTalA suMdara AzIrvAda ApyA! saMsAramAM sukhI thavAnA AzIrvAda te ghaNAM Ape che paNa e AzIrvAda te jIvane saMsAramAM rakhaDAve che. jaladIthI mekSalakSamIne prApta karavAnA AzIrvAda e ja sAcA AzIrvAda che. tame paNa tamArA saMtAnane AvA AzIrvAda Apaje. ahIM lahuM-kahuM zabdane be vakhata prema karyo che enuM kAraNa gAthAmAM te mAtra kRSNavAsudevanuM ja nAma che paNa samudravijaya rAjA vigeree paNa rAmatIne AzIrvAda ApyA che. te vAta pragaTa karavA mATe ane jaldIthI jaldI rAjematI ekSane prApta kare e mATe be vakhata praga karavAmAM AvyuM che. rAjematIe nemanAtha prabhunA batAvelA parama pAvanakArI pravajyanA punIta paMthe prayANa karIne pati pratyene sAro prema pradarzita karyo che. ATha ATha bhavanI prIti navamA bhAvamAM paNa eNe saMyama laIne TakAvI rAkhI. AvA zuddha ane nirdoSa premane je jagatamAM

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zAradA suvAsa ja muzkela che. AvI pavitra ane uttama satI sAdhvI strIethI A jainazAsana jhaLahaLatuM banyuM che. temanAtha bhagavAna ane rAjematIe akhUTa vaibhava ane sukhane tyAga karIne bhayuvAnImAM dIkSA lIdhI. AvA pavitra AtmAone adhikAra sAMbhaLIne tame paNa jIvanamAM brahmacarya apanAvajo. dIkSA na laI zake te ATaluM karo. zuM vicAra thAya che naTubhAI! dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA jAge te malADanuM cAturmAsa saphaLa thAya. (hasAhasa) dIkSA na laI zake te bane teTaluM vizeSa brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM. eTaluM to avazya karajo. rAjematIe dIkSA lIdhA pachI zuM karyuM te avasare. caritra:- siMhaladvIpanA mahArAjAnuM rakSaNa karavA mATe jinasena pradhAne keTale badhe bhega Ape. A badhuM najare joIne rAjAne khUba AnaMda thaye. aho ! AvA pavitra AtmAe mArA mahAna puNyodaye mArA nagaramAM AvyA che. khUba sanmAna karIne nagaramAM laI gayA. eka divasa maTI jAhera sabhA bharIne jinasena pradhAne potAne mATe kevuM kevuM kaSTa sahana karyuM, enA bALake ane patnIe paNa keTale bhega Ape te vAta sabhA samakSa raju karIne khUba guNagAna karyA ane pradhAnane sAruM InAma ApyuM paNa pradhAne kahyuM mahArAjA ! AmAM kaMI meTe upakAra karyo nathI. meM te mArI pharaja bajAvI che. Apa mArA ATalA badhA guNagAna na kare. rAjA kahe che Apa te mahAna guNIyala che. huM kaMI vizeSa prazaMsA karatA nathI. jenAmAM je guNa hoya che te mAre kahevA ja joIe. tame Aje na heta te mArI zI dazA thAta? ApanA punIta pagale mArA badhA vidane dUra thayA che. jinasenakumAre vezyAnA gharanA dvAra khelyA tyArathI ja rAjAne tenA pratye prema hate. pachI eNe rAkSasane upadrava dUra karyo ane mahAkAlI devIne pitAnuM rakSaNa karavA mATe pitAne bhega ApavA taiyAra thaze. A badhuM banatA enA pratye rAjAne aneka gaNe prema vadhI gaye. rAjA ane pradhAnanA tana judA che paNa mana eka thaI gayA hoya tema ekameka banIne premathI rahevA lAgyA. pradhAna na hoya te rAjAne game nahi ane rAjA na hoya te pradhAnane na game. e rIte dUdha sAkaranI jema premathI ekabIjAnI prazaMsA karatA AnaMdathI sukhapUrvaka rAjA, pradhAna ane prajAnA divase javA lAgyA. dukhiyArI madanamAlatInI vahAre - A rIte sukhamAM ghaNuM divaso pasAra thayA. eka divasa jinasena pradhAna vanakIDA karavA mATe jaMgalamAM gaye tyAM gADha jaMgalamAM kaI strI karUNasvare rUdana karatI hoya e avAja saMbhaLAye, eTale parepakArI sAhasika jinasenakumAranA manamAM thayuM ke A aghora aTavImAM keNa strI rUdana karI rahI che! lAva, jeuM te khare! jinasenakumAra pArakAnuM duHkha TALavA mATe pitAnuM, pitAnI patnInuM ane putronuM zuM thaze e jotuM nathI. e te eka ja vicAra kare che ke A zarIra ane zakti maLI che te enA dvArA paropakAranA kAryo karI lauM. je mANasa bIjAnuM sAruM kArya kare che

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wAtA' zAradA suvAsa te sahu enI pAse Ave che. keI dAtAra dAna de te yAcake enI pAse levA Ave che. te rIte A jinasenakumAra paraduHkhabhaMjana che eTale enA kAne AvA duHkhIne avAja saMbhaLAya che. je bIje hoya te ema vicAra kare che evA te ghaNAM raDatA heya, emAM mAre jevAnI zI jarUra? e vicAra na karyo paNa je dizAmAMthI avAja Avate hate te dizA tarapha cAle ane jyAM strI raDatI hatI tyAM pahoMcIne joyuM te eka strIne vRkSanI DALe hAtha paga majabuta baMdhane bAMdhIne uMdhA mastake laTakAvI che. ekadama najIka jaIne joyuM te jinasenakumArane lAgyuM ke A madanamAlatI che. madanamAlatI keNa che e tamane badhAne yAda che ne ? (zrotAmAMthI avAja - jinasenakumAranI patnI che) jenI sAthe sauthI prathama jinasenakumAranA lagna thayA hatA. jinasena ene joIne oLakhI gaye ke A te mArI patnI madanamAlatIja che. AnI A dazA kema thaI haze? meM ene mArI mAtAnI sevA karavA javAnuM kahyuM hatuM ke ahIM kyAMthI AvI haze? ene pUchIne khAtrI karuM, tethI jinasenakumAra enI najIka jaIne pUche che he bAI! tuM keNa che? ane A jaMgalamAM keNu du tane udhe mastake laTakAvI che? avAja sAMbhaLIne madanamAlatIe jinasenakumAra sAmuM joyuM. avAja uparathI ane mukha joIne madanamAlatI paNa pitAnA patine oLakhI gaI. enA manamAM thayuM ke nakkI mArA pati ja che, paNa e pUche che te huM javAba ApuM ane vizeSa khAtrI karuM ke A keNa che? eTale madanamAlatIe kahyuM-mahAbhAga? sAMbhaLe. | vijayapurakI rAjadulArI, caMdrasenakI bAlA, kaMcanapurameM khyAha racA hai, pati hai jinasena lAlA, huM vijyapuranA mahArAjA caMdrasenanI putrI madanamAlatI chuM. mArA lagna kaMcanapuranA maMgala mahArAjAnA putra jinasenakumAra sAthe thayA che. mArA sAsunuM nAma jinasenA rANI che. huM ahIM kevI rIte AvI te vAta sAMbhaLe. mArA pati jinasenakumAra emanuM bhAgya ajamAvavA siMhaladvIpa gayA, tyAre mane samAcAra mokalAvyA ke tuM mArI mAtAnI sevAmAM kaMcanapura jaje, tethI mArA patinI AjJA ziremAnya karI mArA mAtA-pitAnI AjJA laIne huM mArA sAsare javA taiyAra thaI, tyAre mArA mAtA-pitAe mArI sAthe ghaNAM mANase mane mUkavA mekalyA. sAthe ghaNuM vastrAlaMkAro dhana vigere ApyuM hatuM eTale meTA rasAlA sAthe huM mArA sAsare kaMcanapura jatI hatI, tyAM mArgamAM zuM banyuM? | mArA pati jinasenakumArane ranavatI nAme eka oramAna mAtA che. ene kaI paNa rIte khabara paDI gaI haze ke madanamAlatI Ave che. ranavatIne mArA patideva jinasenakumAra upara khUba IrSyA che. enA trAsathI ja teo siMhaladvIpa gayA che. e navatIe gupta rIte baLavAna subhaTane amArI sAme mekalyA. kaMcanapurathI thoDe dura

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zA suvAsa ame paDAva nAMkhIne sUtA hatA tyAM e subhaTo AvyA ne mane kahevA lAgyA ke he madanamAlatI ! tuM have jinasenanI AzA cheDI de. e te kayAMno kayAMya cAlyA gaye che. have tuM rAmasenanI rANI banI jA te mahAna sukhI thaIza. A ratnAvatI mahArANIno hukama che. A hukama mAnIne tuM amArI sAthe rAmasenanA mahele cAla. je A hukama nahi mAne te tene ame ahIM ja mArI nAMkhIzuM. bela, tArI zuM IcchA che? tyAre meM e duSTa subhaTane nirbhayapaNe kahI dIdhuM ke he duSTo ! tamane A zabdo bolatAM zarama nathI AvatI? sAMbhaLe. jinasena hai nAtha hamArA, vahI hai mANase pyArA, aura na vAMchu svapna bIcameM, rAmasena devara hamArA. mArA pati te jinasenakumAra che ne rAmasena te mAre diyare che. huM jinasenakumAra sivAya bIjA koI purUSane svapnamAM paNa IcchatI nathI. tamAre mAre prANa joIe te ApavA taiyAra chuM paNa huM rAmasenanI rANI banIne tamArI sAthe nahi AvuM. satI strIne pati eka ja haya, mATe Apa badhA ahIMthI cAlyA jAo. subhaTee kahyuM he madanamAlatI! ame te tArA hita mATe kahIe chIe, tyAre huM emanA para khUba gusse thaI ane kahyuM ke he narAdhame ! huM tamane keTalI vAra kahuM? kaI hisAbe tame mane laI jaI zakaze nahi. e samaye nirdaya subhaTae mane uMcakIne dariyAmAM pheMkI dIdhI. mArI sAthe AvelA mANase ochA hatA ne A te ghaNAM hatAM eTale emanuM zuM baLa cAle? have madanamAlatInuM dariyAmAM zuM thaze tenA vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 91 Aso vada 11 ne zukravAra tA. 27-10-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMta upakArI, gelekaya prakAzaka, vizvanI virala vibhUti tIrthaMkara prabhu pharamAve che ke he bhavya ! anAdikALathI A saMsAracakramAM paribhramaNa karI rahyA che. ene aMta lAvavA mATe A uttama jinazAsana tamane maLyuM che. jainakuLamAM janma lenAra AtmAo mahAna puNyazALI che kAraNa ke ene janmatAnI sAthe ja deva tarIke vItarAga paramAtmA, gurU tarIke paMcamahAvratadhArI nigraMtha mahAtmAo ane dharma tarIke sarvajJa prarUpita dharmanI prApti thAya che. A tatvatrayInI prApti prabaLa puNyadaya vinA thaI zakatI nathI. je AtmA tattavatrayInI upAsanAmAM tatpara bane che tenuM jIvana saphaLa bane che, kAraNa ke mAnavajIvana pAmyAne je kaI dhyeya hoya te te mekSaprApti che ane A tatvatrayInI upAsanA vinA ekSaprApti thaI zaktI nathI,

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zAradA suvAsa mokSaprAptinA upAya tarIke je yega, adhyAtma, ane dharmanA bhinna bhinna mAge ApaNane jevA, sAMbhaLavA ke jANavAnA maLe che te badhA hakIkatamAM te eka ja che. nAmabhedathI bhinna bhinna lAgatA ga, adhyAtma ane dharma zabdanuM kArya eka ja hevAthI ekarUpa che. je AtmAne mekSa sAthe joDI Ape te ga. AtmAne pitAnA svarUpanI pIchANa karAve te adhyAtma, ane je AtmAne durgatimAM paDatA bacAve te dharma. A tatvatrayInI upAsanA e yoga, adhyAtma ane dharmasvarUpa che. A tatvatrayInI upAsanA enA upAsakane mokSa ApavAnI, svarUpa pragaTIkaraNanI ane durgatimAMthI paDatA bacAvI levAnI saMpUrNa khAtrI athavA kabulAta Ape che, mATe mahAna puNyodaye prApta thayelI tatvatrayInI upAsanA karIne saMsAra sAgarane pAra pAmI mAnavabhavane saphaLa kare. jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke A saMsAra anAdikALathI cAle che ne sadAne mATe cAlavAne che. emAM anaMtA che arihaMta banIne mekSamAM gayA. vIsa viharamAna arihaMte mekSamAM javAnA che. bhaviSyamAM paNa anaMtA arihe te thavAnA che. emanA zAsanakALamAM bIjA anaMtAjI tatrayInI ArAdhanA karIne mekSamAM gayA. vartamAnakALe mahAvidehakSetramAMthI jaI rahyA che ne bhaviSyamAM jaze, te vicAra kare. anAdikALathI ApaNe AtmA saMsAracakamAM bhamI rahyo che chatAM Aja sudhI ApaNe naMbara mekSamAM javA mATe kema lAge nahi? ene kadI jIvane aphasesa thAya che kharo? haju jIvane saMsAra duHkhamaya lAge nathI paNa sukhamaya lAgyo che. khuda tIrthaMkara prabhunI pAse jaI AvyA chatAM haju AtmAnuM ThekANuM kema paDatuM nathI ? e samajAya che ? ene pAMca kAraNe che. AtmAmAM sAcuM jJAna pedA thayuM nathI, mAkSasAdhaka kriyAomAM rasa Abe nahi, hRdayamAM zAMti AvI nahi, anityAdi bhAvanAothI Atma bhAvita thaye nahi ane indri upara kAbu meLavyuM nahi. A pAMca guNe jyAM sudhI jAya nahi ane AtmA jJAnI, kiyAvAna, zAMta, bhAvitAtmA ane jitendriya A pAMca guNavALe jIva bane nahi tyAM sudhI ene mekSamAM javA mATe naMbara lAgavAne nathI. A ja dharma te ghaNe karyo che paNa dharma zuM cIja che dharma zA mATe karavuM joIe? te rahasyane jIva samajo nathI eTale dharmanA svarUpane pAmyA nathI, tethI saMsAra bhaDabhaDate dAvAnaLa che. ene choDIne huM paMcamahAvratadhArI saMta banIne paMca parameSTimAM mAro naMbara lagADI dauM. evuM jIvane mana thatuM nathI pachI mokSamAM naMbara kayAMthI lAge? A saMsAra anaMta duHkhanI khANa che ane mokSa anaMta sukhane bhaMDAra che. AvA anaMta dukhenI khANa samA saMsArathI chUTavA ane anaMta sukhanA bhaMDAra mekSane meLavavA mATe eka divasa cAritra te avazya levuM paDaze. te sivAya kadI mokSa nahi maLe, paNa A vAta kene samajAya che? vItarAganuM zAsana maLyuM che paNa enI pIchANuM kayAM che? rabArIne jaMgalamAMthI kroDanI kiMmatane hIre enA puNadaye prApta thaye paNa ene enI

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zAradA suvAsa pIchANa na hovAthI lAvIne bakarInI Deke bAMdhe. enA mUlya te jhaverI AMkI zake che tema AtmArthI mokSagAmI cha ja jinazAsananI kiMmata AMkI zake che, bAkI bhegamAM paDelA mehAsakata ane ajJAnI che mATe te pelA rabArInI mAphaka koDanI kiMmatane hIre bakarInI Deke bAMdhavA jevuM che. sAdhupaNuM levAnI bhAvanA thavI e uttama vAta che paNa je evI bhAvanA na jAgatI hoya te saMsAramAM rahIne paNa kaMIka te karuM, jinazAsana maLyuM che enI sArthakatA karuM evI bhAvanA te jagADe. vadhu na karI zako te khera, paNa gAmamAM sAdhu sAdhvIjIo birAjamAna hoya te eka vakhata darzana karavA jAuM, samayanI anukULatA hoya te vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavuM, eka sAmAyika karavI, eTale samaya na hoya te vasa legasane kAusagna kara, eka mALA gaNavI ATaluM te kare. vadhu nahi te evI bhAvanA te rAkhaje ke prabhu ! mane bIjuM kAMI na maLe te khera, paNa jayAM sudhI huM mekSamAM na jAuM tyAM sudhI bhabhava mane jinazAsana maLajo, jinazAsana jene maLe enuM badhuM duHkha TaLe che. suMdara zAsana prabhu mahAvIranuM, jene maLe enI badhI vyAdhi TaLe, enuM jIvana sudhare, enuM vartana sudhare, jene maLe enI zItaLa chAMyaDI, rAga ane dveSa rahe nA ghaDI, jIvana ane puSpa samI pAMkhaDI, vizvaprema kerI bAMdhe rAkhaDI, haiyAnA heta vahAve badhAe jene maLe enI badhI vyAdhi TaLe. je puNyAtmAne vItarAga prabhunuM zAsana maLe che enA badhA dukhe nAza pAme che. ane enuM jIvana mAnavatAnI maheMkathI maghamaghatuM banI jAya che. enA vicAra, vartana ane vANI paNa sudharI jAya che. jenI rageragamAM jinazAsanane raNakAra che evA saMskArI kuTuMbanA nAnA bAluDAone keI kAMdA baTATA Ape te e kahI deze ke amArAthI na khavAya. ame jaina chIe. je tamArA aNuaNumAM jainazAsanane dhabakAra haze, khamIra ne gaurava haze te tamArA saMtAnanA jIvanamAM paNa AvA saMskAra paDaze ane jinazAsana jayavaMtu banaze. ApaNe temanAtha bhagavAna ane rAjematIne adhikAra cAle che. rAjematIe nemanAtha prabhue batAvela parama pAvanakArI bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra karI, pachI zuM karyuM te vAta sUtrakAra bhagavaMta batAve che. sA pavvaiyA saMtI, pavAvesI tahiM bahuM / sava parica jeva, vikatA vadusthA rUA. dIkSA laIne mULa ane uttara guNanuM paripAlana karavAmAM atizaya sAvadhAna ane

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zAradA suvAsa bahathatA eTale upaga sahita saghaLA aMgenuM abhyAsathI viziSTa jJAna prApta karanAra te bAlabrahmacAriNI ane viduSI rAjematI sAdhI dIkSita thayA tyAre temaNe temanI ghaNI sAhelIo, bahene ane dAsIone dIkSA dhAraNa karAvI hatI. jenI saMkhyA sAtaso hatI. parama suzIla ane utkRSTa vairAgyavatI rAjematIe saMsArathI virakta banIne pitAnA ekanA AtmAne ja uddhAra nathI karyo paNa sAthe pitAnI bahene, sakhIe, dAsIe temaja bIjI strIone paNa uddhAra karyo che. pite dikSA laIne dvArakA nagarImAM paNa ghaNI strIone jina dharma samajAvIne dIkSA aMgIkAra karAvI che. ahIM A gAthAmAM rAjumatI sAvIne bahuzrutA vizeSaNa ApavAmAM AvyuM che. A uparathI ema lAge che ke satI rAjematIe vairAgya avasthAmAM gRhavAsamAM rahIne paNa zrutajJAnane ghaNe abhyAsa karyo haze. A uparathI e vAta paNa samajI zakAya che ke zrAvaka-zrAvikA saMsAramAM rahIne zAstrajJAnane abhyAsa karI zake che. baMdhuo ! AgaLanA zrAvaka-zrAvikAe paNa zrutajJAnane abhyAsa karatA hatA ne sAdhu sAdhvIone bhaNAvatA hatA. zrAvake bhaNelA hoya te sAdhu samAja paNa jAgRta bane. zithilAcAra aTakI jAya ne sAdhu-sAdhvIone gaucarI pAchuM temaja vastra, pAtrAdi upakAraNe kevA vaharAvI zakAya tenuM jJAna thAya che. sAthe gRhastha jIvana kema jIvavuM tenuM paNa jJAna thAya che, paNa Aje zrAvakane siddhAMtanuM vAMcana karavAnI ke bhaNavAnI rUcI kayAM che? che kaI kaI zrAvake paNa bahu virala, siddhAMtanA jANakAra zrAvake haze te saMgha paNa jhaLahaLate. banaze ane bIjA zrAvakene tenI preraNA maLaze, paNa Aje te bahAranA vAMcanane eTale rasa che tene aMza bhAga paNa siddhAMtane rasa nathI. je saMghamAM zAstranA jANakAra zrAvakene jouM tyAM mAruM haiyuM nAcI uThe che ne ema thAya che ke A zrAvaka vItarAga zAsanane sAcA arthamAM pAme che. eNe jIvanane ujajavaLa banAvyuM che. jemanI sAvIjIe pitAnA svajanemAMthI ane parijanemAMthI te sivAya ghaNuM mArikAone temaja strIone bodha ApIne vairAgya pamADIne dIkSita karI. A uparathI paNa samajI zakAya che ke emanuM jJAna keTaluM vizALa haze. rAjumatI sAdhvIjI ghaNAM vizALa ziSyAonA parivAra sAthe grAmAnugrAma vicAravA lAgyA. A rIte saMyama paryAyamAM vicaratA vicaratA ghaNe samaya vyatIta thaye. eka vakhata khabara paDI ke nemanAtha bhagavAna raivataka parvata upara padhAryA che. te jANa thatAM rAjematI sAdhvIjIne tIrthakara prabhunA darzana karavAnI bhAvanA jAgI, tethI potAnA ziSyA parivAra sAthe giranAra parvata pAse AvyA. have parvata upara caDhatAM zuM banyuM te vAta zAstrakAra bhagavaMta batAve che.

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zAdI suvAsa 45 giriM revatayaM janti, vAseNullA u antarA / vAsa te aMdhayArambha, aMtA layaNassa sA ThiyA // 33 // rAjematI sAdhvIjI bhagavAna ariSTaneminA dana karavA mATe raivataka paryaMta upara jaI rahyA hatA. e samaye rastAmAM varasAda AvavAthI temanA saghaLA vastro bhIMjAI gayA ane khUba aMdhakAra chavAi javAthI eka guphAmAM jaine ubhA rahyA. rAjematI sAdhvIjIne naimanAtha bhagavAnanA mukhAviMdanA darzana karavAnI tIvra bhAvanA che. jaldI mArA bhagavAnanA darzana karu, emane sukhazAtA pUchuM. evI bhAvanAthI ghaNAM ziSyAonI sAthe giranAra parvata upara caDhavA lAgyA. vihAra karatAM saunI cAla pramANe AgaLa pAchaLa hAya e rIte rAjematIjI tathA ziSyAe badhA AgaLa pAchaLa cAlatA hatA. tyAM adhavaca ekAeka jabbara pavananI AMdhI caDhI AvI. e samaye ghanagheAra pracaMDa vAdaLA caDhI AvyA. vIjaLInA jhabakArA thavA lAgyA, pakSIo mALAmAM chUpAI gayA, pazuo paNa bhayathI vyAkuLa banIne Ama tema doDavA lAgyA. sUrya nArAyaNa paNa vAdaLAmAM chUpAI gayA. cAre tarapha aMdhakAra chavAI gayA. eka tarapha adhakAra che, bIjI tarapha sakhata pavananI AMdhI che eTale dhULa uDI rahI che. evA gADha adhakAra chavAI gayA ke eka khIjAne dekhI zakAya nahi. ziSyA sahita rAjematI sAdhvIjI te pracaMDa AMdhInA vegamAM gherAI gayA. piraNAme saunA sAtha chUTI gayA. koI kayAM te koI kayAM, jene jayAM jagyA maLI tyAM tee sthAnanA Azraya laIne rokAI gayA. sakhata AMdhI ne taphAna, bhaya kara adhakAra vacce vIjaLInA camakAra ane AkAza vAdaLAnA gaDagaDATathI gAjI uThayu. theADI vAramAM mUzaLadhAra varasAda tUTI paDayA. giranAranI pagavATa sAva sUnI paDI gaI. dura dura eka rAjematI sAdhvI sivAya kAi dekhAtuM na hatuM. jaitanA sAdhu-sAdhvIonA AcAra che ke varasAdanuM pANI zarIra upara paDe te prAyazcita levuM joie. peAte ekalA rahI gayA enA rAjematIne bhaya na hatA, kAraNa ke je peAtAnA cAritramAM nimaLa che ene koI jAtanA bhaya hAtA nathI, paNa potAnA AcAranI maryAdAnA bhaMga thatA hatA te zakya emanA haiyAmAM DaMkhatuM hatuM tethI jhaDapathI te cAlyA jatA hatA. varasAdanA kAraNe rAjematI sAdhvInA vo bhIMjAI gayA. teo ubhA rahevA mATe cAre bAju dRSTi karavA lAgyA paNa kayAMya guphA na dekhAi tethI AgaLa vadhyA vinA chUTakeA na hatA, eTale bhInA vastre te thADe dura gayA. tyAM eka zuDhDhA temanA jovAmAM AvI eTale te guphAmAM pravezI gayA, kAraNa ke varasAda madha thAya tema lAgatuM na hatuM. eka tA bahAra aMdhakAra chavAI gayA hatA eTale guphAmAM paNa bhayaMkara adhakAra ja dekhAya ne ? ApaNe ghaNI vakhata bahAra prakAzamAMthI koinA gharamAM praveza karIe chIe te

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24 zAradA suvAsa pahelAM aMdhakAra dekhAya che, pachI gheADI vAra thAya tyAre prakAza dekhAvA lAge che. A satI rAjematIe guphAmAM praveza karyAM. ekadama bhaMyakara aMdhakAra hatA, eTale emane khabara nathI ke guphAmAM kANu che? A guphAmAM temanAtha bhagavAnanA nAnA bhAi thami je temanAtha prabhu tANethI pAchA pharyAM pachI je rAjematInA rUpamAM pAgala banIne tenI sAthe paraNavA taiyAra thayA hatA paNa rAjematI yuktidvArA samajAvIne tene ThekANe lAvyA hatA ne pachI verAgya pAmIne emaNe dIkSA lIdhI che e rahanemi munivara A guphAmAM eka khUNAmAM dhyAnAvasthAmAM magna banelA hatA. rAjematIjIne rahanemi aMdara che te khakhara na hatI, have rAjematI sAdhvIjI vicAra karavA lAgyA ke A gufAmAM huM ekalI ja chuM. mArA vastro pANIthI rasameLa thaI gayA che, eTale kADhIne sUkavI nAMkhu jainanA sAdhusAdhvIe vidvAra karatA hAya ne acAnaka AvA prasaMga banI jAya ne kapaDA palaLI jAya tA ene nIcAve nahi. nIceAve te apakAyanA jIvA marI jAya eTale kADhIne paheALA karI ke enI meLe e sUkAi jAya. zarIra upara varasAdanA saceta pANInA phArA paDayA hAya te| lUchAya paNa nahi. e enI meLe ja sUkAI javA joI e. AvA jaina muninA AcAra che. ahIM rAjematI sAdhvIjI peAtAnA bhIMjAyelA no utArIne huM sUkavI dauM evA vicAra karavA lAgyA. je rahenemiya nAmanuM adhyayana che enI vAta have ja zarU thAya che, rahenemi A rAjematIne joze tyAre enA manamAM kevA bhAva jAgaze, A sAthe rAjematI sAdhvIjInuM cAritra kaeNvuM nirmaLa che, emanAmAM keTaluM khaura che te ApaNane jANavA maLaze. eka strI hAvA chatAM rathanaimine paDakAra karaze ke cAritra vinAnuM jIvana maDadA jevuM che. zvAsa vinAnA kalevaranI, pANI vinAnA mAtInI ane sugaMdha vinAnA puSpanI krAI kiMmata nathI, tema cAtri vinAnA jIvananI kei kiMmata nathI. cAritra e te jIvananu kAhInura che. jIvanamAMthI khadhuM jAya te bhale jAya paNa cAritra kadI gumAvaze| nahiM, jenuM cAritra ni*La nathI enA duniyAmAM koi vizvAsa karatuM nathI. cAritranA rakSaNa mATe bhagavAne koI strI ke purUSa vRddha hAya, prauDha hAya, tenI sAthe ekAMtamAM ubhA rahevAnI ke besavAnI nA pADI che, kAraNa ke ekAMta bahu khUrI cIja che. ahIM ekAMta sthAna che. rAjematIjIne aMdara koNu che te khakhara nathI. peAte vasro utArIne paheALA kare che. have rahaneminu citta kevI rIte calAyamAna thaze ne rAjematI sAdhvIjI temane kevI rIte ThekANe lAvaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra :- madanamAlatI jinasenakumArane pote ahI' kevI rIte AvI te vAta kare che. meM rAmasenanI rANI banavAnI nA pADI eTale temanA ni ya subhaTAe mane uMcakIne dariyAmAM pheMkI dIdhI, tyAre meM prabhune prAthanA karI ke he bhagavAna ! meM mArA

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zAradA suvAsa pati jinasenakumAra sivAya manathI paNa je parapurUSanI IcchA na karI hoya te mane sahAya karaje. bhagavAne mAro pikAra sAMbhaLyo. huM dariyAmAM paDI paNa eka meTA magaramacachanI pITha upara paDI. magaramaca7 jANe mAro hitasvI ja na hoya ! tema mane pITha upara besADIne dariyAmAM cAlyuM. huM to jANe sTImaramAM beThI hoya tema lAgyuM. cAlatAM cAlatAM magaramaccha mane A nagaranA dariyA kinAre mUkI dIdhI. huM dariyA kinAre besIne vicAra karatI hatI ke huM A ajANyA pradezamAM kayAM jAuM? kayAM mAruM sAsaruM, kayAM piyara ne huM kayAM AvIne paDI ! mArA pati kayAM haze? A badhI bAbatane vicAra karatI ciMtAtura banIne beThI hatI tyAM eka yegI dariyAkinAre Avye ne mane udAsa joIne pUchayuM-beTA! ahIM ekalI kema beThI chuM ? ne tuM koNa che? mane beTA kahIne bolAvI eTale zAMti thaI ke A cagI mArA zIyaLa upara tarApa nahi mAre. meM paNa mArA pitAtulya mAnIne mArI kahAnI emane kahI. eTale emane mArA upara dayA AvI ane mane khUba AzvAsana ApIne pitAnI dIkarInI jema guphAmAM rAkhI. huM tyArathI A guphAmAM prabhune prArthanA karatI rahevA lAgI. mane eka AzA hatI ke mArA pati jyAre Avaze tyAre mArI zodha te karaze ne? agara mArA mAtApitAne khabara paDaze te e paNa mArI zodha te karAvaze ne? e AzAmAM meM ATale vakhata pasAra karyo. eka divasa rogIne suvarNapurUSa siddha karavAnuM mana thayuM eTale eNe eka nirdoSa mANasane pakaDIne mArI nAMkhe. A dazya mArAthI jevAyuM nahi, tethI meM kahyuM, pitAjI! Apa AvA mahAna bhegI thaIne AvuM pApakarma zA mATe kare che? mArAthI A sahana nahi thAya. tamArA jevA tyAgIne AvuM duSTa karma karavuM zebhe nahi. meM A pramANe kahyuM eTale yegI mArA upara ke pAyamAna thaye ne mane A rIte bAMdhIne laTakAvI che. A telanI kaDAI ukALIne rAkhI che. Aje te suvarNa purUSane siddha karavAnuM che. Aje mArA mahAna puNyadaye Apa ahIM padhAryA che. bhagavAne mArI lAja rAkhavA Apane ahIM mekalyA. kharA dukha vakhate svAmInAtha ! Apa padhAryA che. have mane jaladI A baMdhanathI mukta karAve, tyAre jinasenakumAre kahyuM madanamAlatI! have tuM zAMti rAkha. tArA duHkhane aMta AvI gayuM che. tene baMdhanathI mukta karavA mATe ja mane kudarata ahIM kheMcI lAvI che. kese acAnaka mila gaI mujhako, kaisA kamakA khela, kuMvarajI manameM soca rahe che, kaise kaTu aba gela. A paNa eka karmane bela che ne? kyAM vijayapura ane kyAM kaMcanapura ! e cheDIne tuM ahIM AvI ane ApaNe ahIM maLyA. have huM yogI pAsethI kaLathI kAma laIne tene choDAvIza. have tuM ciMtA karIza nahi. Ama kahe che tyAM durathI jegIne Avate jaIne madanamAlatIe kahyuM A duSTa bhegI AvI rahyo che, eTale jinasena sAvadhAna banIne ubhe

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848 zAradA suvAsa rahyo. yogI najIka Avyo ne kumArane joIne khuza thaya ne pUchyuM-bhAI ! tame koI rAjakumAra rahe tevA dekhAo cho te Apa ke che? mane te tamAruM mukha joIne ja AnaMda thAya che. jANe tame koI mahAnapurUSa che tema lAge che, tyAre jinasenakumAre nirbhayatAthI kahyuM ke huM siMhaladvIpanA rAjAne mukhya maMtrI chuM. mAruM nAma jinasenakumAra che. A pramANe kahyA pachI jinasenakumAre gIne kahyuM he mahAtmAjI! Apa A jaMgalamAM rahIne zuM kare che? A telanI kaDAI Ape zA mATe ukALI che? ne A abaLAne tame zA mATe laTakAvI che? eNe Apane zuM aparAdha karyo che ke Apa ene AvI kaDaka zikSA karI rahyA che? tyAre yegIe kahyuM-kumAra tamArI vANI mane bahu mIThI lAge che. tame khUba bhalA ne bheLA che paNa tame pUche che te ene huM tamane javAba ApuM chuM. sAMbhaLe. apakArI upara paNa upakAra karate jinasena :- A strI dariyA kinAre nirAdhAra banIne beThI beThI raDatI hatI. enuM keI na hatuM eTale meM ene dIkarI karIne Azare Ape. meM ene kadI duHkha ApyuM nathI. mArI dIkarI jema gaNIne meM ene pALI hatI paNa e pApaNuM mArA kAmamAM mane naDatara rUpa banI, eTale mane enA upara krodha Avyo tethI meM ene A rIte baMdhanamAM bAMdhI che. have huM ene jIvatI cheDIza nahi. enA prANa laIza ane bIjuM mAre suvarNa purUSanI siddhi karavI che te mATe A telanI kaDAI ukALI che, paNa mAre A kAryamAM eka uttara sAdhakanI jarUra che. te tame mArA uttarasAdhaka banaze? samaya joIne jinasena kumAre kahyuM-bhale, tame khuzIthI tamArI sAdhanA kare. huM uttarasAdhaka banIne ahIM ubhuM rahuM chuM. Ama kahIne jinasenakumAra yegInA kahevA mujaba sAme ubhA rahyo, eTale legIe maMtranA jApa zarU karyA. te vakhate kumAra manamAM navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karavA lAgyuM, tyAre jogIe kahyuM ke bhAI! tame jaldI A maDadAnA paga joI nAMkhe. kumAra maDadAnA paga jovA gaye paNa enAthI maDadu uMcakAyuM nahi eTale yogIne kahyuM- mahArAja ! mArAthI uMcuM thatuM nathI. huM kevI rIte enA paga dhaMuM? bIjI tarapha egIe ghaNu maMtra jApa karyo paNa enA maMtranI siddhi thato nathI. eTale kahe che kumAra ! tame zuM manamAM jApa japo cho? maMtra bhaNatA nathI ne? mArA maMtra jApanI siddhi kema thatI nathI ? kumAre kahyuM huM te mArA dharmanA maMtra jApa karuM chuM. emAM tamane zuM vAMdho Ave che? tame tamAre tamAruM kAma karene jegI kahe che tamAre maMtra baMdha karI de. kumAra kahe che e te huM bolavAne. tamAre jema karavuM hoya tema kare, Ama rakajhaka karatA hatA tyAM AkAzamAMthI vidyAnI adhiSThAtrI devIo nIce utarIne belavA lAgI ke amAre bhakSa amane Ape. amane jaladI Ape. ema bolatI khAu..khAu karatI yegI pAse AvIne kahe che amAre bhakSa Apa, nahitara tane bhakSI jaIzuM. A devIene kepa joIne jegI te tharathara dhrujavA lAgyo. tyAM devIo kahe che amAruM bhakSaNa amane daI de, nahitara A talavArathI tAruM mAthuM kApI nAMkhIza. A

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zAradA suvAsa 849 samaye jinasenakumAre kahyuM-huM yogIne uttarasAdhaka banyuM chuM. mArA jIvatA huM ene maravA nahi dauM. he devI! tame keNa che? ane A gIne zA mATe mAre che? tamAre bIjuM je joIe te mAMgI le paNa manuSyane saMhAra karavAthI zuM lAbha thAya che? jinasenakumAra keTale popakArI ne dayALu che ! pitAnI patnIne je rogIe bAMdhI che tenI paNa dayA kare che. have A devIo jinasenakumArane zuM javAba Apaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva-avasare kahevAze vyAkhyAna naM. 9ra A vada 12 ne zanivAra tA. 28-10-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI mahAnapurUSe bhavyajInA kalyANa mATe amUlya dezanA ApatA kahe che ke he bhavya che ! anaMtakALathI A jIvane caturgati saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra hoya te te meha che. A saMsArarUpI nATakamAM meharUpI menejara rAjA, raMka, dAsa, svAmI vigere je pAtra Ape te bhajavavuM ja paDe paNa tene rAjInAmuM devAya te nATaka bhajavavuM paDe kharuM? A moha mAstare jIvane viSayakaSAyanA hajAre pATha anAdikALathI bhaNAvyA che te bhUlyA bhUlAtA nathI. jyAre te bhUlAze tyAre mokSa maLaze, mATe dareka padArtho uparathI mehane tyAga kare. bIjI vastuo te ThIka paNa je AtmakalyANa karavuM hoya te A zarIrane meha paNa cheDe paDaze, kAraNa ke zarIrane meha paNa AtmAne saMsAramAM rakhaDave che. mehanA kAraNe jIvane kAyAnI kedamAM pUrAvuM paDyuM che. kedakhAnAmAM bhUkha-tarasa, sakhata majurI Adi dukhe sahana karavA paDe che. temAMthI jyAre chUTuM agara lAga maLe te saLIyA teDIne nAsI jAuM ema kerI Icche che tevI rIte A zarIra eka kedakhAnuM che. temAM azucI bharelI che, chatAM temAMthI nAzI chUTavAne badale mehAMdha banele jIva ziyALAnA divasomAM aDadIyA pAka, badAmapAka, sAlamapAka, methIpAka vigere pauSTika pAthe khavaDAvIne piSe che, paMpALe che ane tene saheja pIDA thAya te gADe gheluM banI jAya che. hAyaya karI mUke che, paNa ene bhAna nathI ke Ane maha te mane saMsAramAM bhramaNa karAvanAra che. jJAnI AtmAe dehamAM prANa hoya che tyAM sudhI enI pAsethI evuM kAma kaDhAvI le che ke pharIne jIvane A kAyAnI kedamAM pUrAvuM na paDe. A zarIranI tAkAta nathI ke AtmAne jakaDI rAkhe paNa AtmA pite ja enA mehanA kAraNe kAyA rUpI kedamAM jakaDAyela che. jema eka vAMdarAe caNA levA mATe gAgaramAM hAtha nAMkhe. caNAnI mUThI vALelI hovAthI ene hAtha nIkaLI zake nahi tyAre vAMdarAne lAgyuM ke A gAgare mAre hAtha bAMdhI dIdhuM che, paNa vAstavika rIte te pitAnI mUThIthI ja pite baMdhAya che, tevI rIte jIva mAne che ke mane zarIre pakaDI rAkhyo che paNa ema nathI. 54

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850 zAradA suvAsa jo zarIra pakaDI rAkhatuM DhAya tA kAI jIva mAkSamAM jaI zake nahi. zarIra uparanuM mamatva cheDIne anaMtA jIvA meAkSamAM gayA che. jee enu' mamatva cheDatA nathI te jIvA vAraMvAra kAyAnI kedamAM pUrAIne duHkha bhegavyA kare che. jo du:kha na bhogavavu hAya tA samajIne dehanuM mamatva ochuM kare. atyAre samajIne mamatva nahiM cheDe te jyAre maraNa Avaze tyAre teA cheDavu ja paDaze ne? enA karatA samajIne cheDaze te sAru che. A zarIrane abhakSa padArtho khavaDAvIne poSavuM te jhera khAIne jIvavA jevu che. baMdhuo ! A zarIra e kamarAjAnA nAkara che. eka vakhata karyuMrAjAe enI rAjasabhAmAM pAtAnA sevakane hukama karyuM ke A jIvane kedakhAnAmAM pUrI de. nitara e ApaNI sattA bahAranI muktinagarImAM cAlyA jaze, tyAre zarIra nAmanA sevake kahyuM ke huM jAuM... paNa ene bAMdhavA mATe DhAraDA tA joie ne? tyAre kama rAjAe kahyu ke ApaNI cauda rAjaleAkanI zALAmAM krama vaNArUpI zmana'ta doraDAe che. temAMthI joie teTalA lai lejo, tyAre A zarIra sevake vicAra karIne kahyuM ke mahArAjA ! A jIvamAM anaMta zakti che, tethI te mane mArIne po haThAvI de te ? mATe Apa evI kei vastu Ape ke te ghenamAM ne ghenamAM paDI rahe ane ene peAtAnI zakitanA khyAla na Ave. A zarIra rUpI sevakanI vAta sAMbhaLIne kama rAjAe mada, viSaya, kaSAya, nidrA, vikathA A pAMca pramAda rUpa madirA ApIne bhalAmaNu karI ke A madirA tAre rAja tArA zarIrane pIvaDAvyA karavA. zarIre kama rAjAnA hukama pramANe amala karyAM tethI pAMca pramAda rUpa madirAnA ghenamAM jIva evA mana khanI gaye che ke ene kata vyAkatavyanA viveka paNa nathI rahyo. jyAre zarIra sevakane khAtrI thai ke have A jIva mekSamAM nahi jAya paNa naraka tiya cAdi dugatiemAM jaze tyAre peAtAne vijaya thayA ema mAnIne jIvane cheDIne cAlyA javAnA vicAra karavA lAgyA. evAmAM jIvanA mahAna puNyAre ene sadgurUnA cega maLyA. temaNe A jIvanI diza pIdhelI dazA joIne khUba dayA lAvIne jIvane kedakhAnAnuM svarUpa samajAvyuM ke huM jIvAtmA ! A zarIra rUpI kedakhAnAmAMthI chUTavA mATe tAre yukitathI kAma levuM paDaze. tene rasakasa vinAnuM bhejana ApavuM, upavAsa Adi tapazcaryAe karAvavI, pAMca indriyAnA sayama rAkhavA, pAMca pramAdarUpI madirAnuM pAna karavuM nahiM te jarUra tane mekSa maLaze. evA hitakArI sadgurUnI zikhAmaNa paNu mATA bhAganA manuSya mAnatA nathI ane pariNAme jema rAjyanA kAyadAne nahi mAnanAra jelamAM duHkhI thAya che, tema A jIva paNa dharmanA kAyadAne nahiM mAnavAthI paraleAkamAM du:khI thAya che. je zarIra kRmi, leAhI, mAMsa, carakhI AdithI bharapUra che, jenA sabaMdhathI pavitra vastuo paNa apavitra banI jAya che. je zarIranI aMte agni dvArA rAkha thavAnI che tenA dvArA AtmasAdhanA karI levI emAM ja manuSya jIvananI saphaLatA che. manuSyanuM zarIra maraNa pachI koI upayegamAM AvatuM nathI. e divasa paDayuM rahe te gadhAI uThe che ne rega phelAve che tethI tene khALIne rAkha karI DhuvAmAM Ave che. AvA zarIranA zA mATe meh rAkhI rahyA che?

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zAradA suvAsa zarIra tenA jevuM? :- A zarIra te bhADUtI makAna jevuM che. bhADAnuM makAna game teTaluM sAruM ne sagavaDavALuM hoya, havA ujAsa ane sarva prakAranI anukULatAvALuM heya paNa bhADuM ApavAnuM baMdha karIe eTale makAna mAlika tarata ja khAlI karAve che. jema rAjAnI AjJAthI gavarnara, vAIsaroya Adi adhikArIone deza, IlAkA ke prAMta adhikAra, maLe che paNa je te nItipUrvaka rAjya na calAve te e uDI jAya che ne dhikkArane pAtra bane che tema karmarAjAe A jIvane zarIrane adhikAra Ape che. te potAnuM zuM kArya che te samaje. nahi te padubhraSTa thAya che, mATe samaje ne zarIrane sadupayoga kare. A zarIra kacarApeTInI gADI jevuM che. uparathI suMdara ane aMdarathI durgaMdhamaya che, chatAM enA dvArA virati sAdhIne mikSa javAnA sAdhanarUpa che, eTalA mATe jJAnI purUe ene uttama kahyuM che. hADa, cAma rUpe zarIrane . khorAka, vastro ne AbhUSaNe mATe jIva jokhama kheDe ne karmarAjAnuM devuM vadhAryo jAya te enI kevI dazA thAya? bhADAnA gharamAM senAnI divAlo ane rananA ceka karAvo paNa.. eka divasa te khAlI karavuM paDe che. e te tame jANe che ne ? atyAre te bhADAnA makAnamAM vIsa varSa rahyA pachI makAna mAlikanI sattA nathI ke ekadama khAlI karAvI zake, paNa A deha rUpI makAna khAlI karavAnuM thaze tyAre neTIsa paNa nahi Ave, ane khAlI karAvatI vakhate kaMI dAda-phariyAda paNa nahi sAMbhaLe, pachI bhale ne tame emAM 84 lAkha pUrva, palyopama ke sAgarepama rahyA hoya te paNa eka ja samayamAM khAlI karAvI deze. makAnamAlikane tame bhADu vadhAre ApavAnI lAlaca batAve te mudata vadhArI Apaze, makAnamAlikanuM khisse bharI de te kSemakuzaLa rahI zakaze, paNa A zarIra rUpI gharamAM kaI kAyado ke vAyado cAlI zakatA nathI. mAnI le ke tame sAgarepamanuM devanuM AyuSya bAMdhyuM hoya ane devabhavamAM ghaNuM sukha che chatAM devabhavamAM paccIsa varSa kApavAnI zarate mAtra eka varSa A bhavamAM vadhAre rahevAnI IcchA hoya te paNa rahI na zakAya. evA aMjAmavALA A mAnava zarIramAM maha pAmIne jIva karmarAjAnuM deNuM vadhArI rahyo che. devAnupriye ! A zarIra azucIthI bharelI kathaLI jevuM che. aneka rogonuM ghara che. durjananI mAphaka akALe dago denAra che mATe tene meha cheDIne tenA dvArA indriyanuM damana, saMyamapAlana, tapa, japa, sevA, paropakAra vigere karAvIne ApaNuM kArya sAdhI le. zarIra choDatI vakhate jINuM vastra utArIne navuM vastra paheravA maLe te jarA paNa mUMjhavaNa na thAya evI vRtti keLavI le. aneka mahAnapurUSa A mAnavadehane meha utArI tenI pAsethI yuktipUrvaka kAma kaDhAvIne muktipurImAM mahAna zAzvata sukha mahAlavA mATe pahoMcI gayA che. jemaNe muktino mArga svIkAryo che evA arihaMta ariSTanemi bhagavAna giranAra parvata upara padhAryA che. rAjemanI sAthvI pitAnA vizALa ziSyA parivArane sAthe laIne hoMzabhera nemanAtha prabhunA darzana karavA mATe cAlyA. manamAM evA bhAvanI chaLI uchaLatI

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zAradA suvAsa 852 hatI ke jaldI mArA nAthanA darzana karu' ane emanA mukhethI amRtavANInA ghUMTaDA pI. tItha kara prabhunI vANI evI mIThI ne madhurI hAya che ke enA amRta ghUMTaDAnuM pAna karanAra kadI dhAtA ja nathI. e sadA tarasyA ja rahe che, AvA utkRSTa bhAvathI rAjematI cAlyA jAya che paNa adhavaca pahoMcatA acAnaka bhayakara AMdhI caDhI AvI. gAjavIja ane kaDAkA sAthe dhAdhamAra varasAda tUTI paDayA ane adhakAra chavAi gayeA. badhA sAdhvIjIe ekabIjAthI chUTA paDI gayA. jene jayAM jagyA maLI tyAM ubhA rahI gayA. rAjematIne eka guphA dekhAI eTale te eka zukAmAM pesI gayA. eka te varasAdane kAraNe aMdhakAra thaI gayA che ne guphAmAM tA aMdhakAra ja hAya eTale guphAmAM kANu che te mahArathI janAra vyakti joi zakatI nathI. aMdara beThelI vyaktine dekhAya che. rAjematInA manamAM thayuM ke huM ahI ekalI ja chuM eTale A pANIthI nItaratA vastrAne kADhIne paheALA karu tA sUkAI jAya ane varasAda aMdha rahe eTale paherIne bhagavAnanA darzana karavA jAu. AtrA bhAvathI peAtAnA zarIra uparathI vastro utArIne paheALA karyAM ane pachI pAte paNa dhyAnamAM lIna banyA. vItarAga prabhunA sAdhu sAdhvIe eka kSaNu paNa AtmasAdhanA vinA gumAvatA nathI. rAjematI sAdhvIjI samaje che ke huM A bhayaMkara aMdhArI guphAmAM ekalI chuM. ene maraNanA Dara nathI paNa brahmacArI sAdhvIne potAnA cAritra mATe sadA bhaya hAya che. jema kuTa baccAne, bilADInA sadA bhaya, tema che brahmacArIne, strInA sasa'nA bhaya. jema kukaDAnuM baccuM sadA khilADIthI phaphaDatu rahe che tema brahmacArI strI hoya tA purUSathI Dare che ne purUSa brahmacArI hAya teA strIthI Dare che, eTale ke peAtAnA brahmacaya ne hAnI na pahoMce te mATe sadA jAgRta rahe che. rAjematI guphAmAM vastro paheALA karIne kheDA che tyAM zuM banyuM-- cIvarAI visAranti, jahA jAyati pAsiyA / rahanemI bhaggacitto, pacchA diTTho ya tII vi // 34 // rAjematIe guphAmAM praveza karIne peAtAnA pacheDI Adi bhIMjAyelA vastrAne sUkavavA mATe aMga uparathI utAryAM eTale enu zarIra tA vasrarahita banI gayuM.. A guphAmAM temanAtha prabhunA nAnA bhAI rathanemi jemaNe dIkSA lIdhI hatI te eka khUNAmAM dhyAnamAM beThA hatA, paNa guphAmAM aMdhAruM ghamaghera, nathI khArI ke nathI jALI jharUkhA pachI dhyAnasthita munine rAjematI kayAMthI dekhe ? kAraNa ke ajavALAmAMthI aMdhakAravALA sthAnamAM jaIe tA tarata kaI vastu paDI hoya teA te joI zakAtI nathI. thoDI vAra thAya pachI adhArAmAM

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zAradA suvAsa 85rka dekhAvA lAge che, paNa je aMdara hoya che tene te badhuM dekhAya che. te rIte rathanemi guphAmAM dhyAna dharIne beThelA hatA. guphAmAM ekadama zAMti hoya che, tethI pagaravane kaMIka bhAsa thaye jANa muni badhAnamukta banyA. jematI guphAmAM gayA, vastro utArIne sUkavyA. A dazya joIne rathaneminuM citta saMyamathI vicalita banI gayuM. baMdhuo ! ekAMta ati bhayaMkara vastu che. aMtaramAM bIjakarUpe rahele vikAra ekAMtamAM saMyega maLavAthI chUpAyelA agninI mAphaka jhaLakI uThe che. strI ane purUSane Akasmika ane ekAMta saDavAsa paNa aDela legIne calita banAve che. zAstramAM bhagavaMte brahmacArI purUSane strInuM smaraNa karavuM, strIonI kathA karavI, ane strInuM citra jevAnI paNa manAI karI che. zuddha brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavA mATe A bAbatene niSedha karyo che. brahmacArI purUSane ekAMtamAM kaI strI maLI jAya agara brahmacArI strIne keI purUSa maLI jAya te keIka vakhate mana vikRta banavAno saMbhava che. A te meM brahmacArI strI purUSanI vAta karI paNa game te strI ke purUSa hoya paNa ene mATe ekAMtamAM maLavuM kharAba che. dazavaikAlika sUtramAM te bhagavAne tyAM sudhI kahyuM che ke hattha pAya paDi chinna, kaNNa nAsa vigappiya / vi vArANA nAri, raMmavAra vivajJav | a. 8. gAthA 56 je strI so varSanI bu thaI gayelI hoya, tene hAtha, paga, kAna, nAka chedAI gayA hoya evI strInI sAthe brahmacArI purUSe ekAMtamAM rahevuM na joIe. kadAca koI strI purUSanuM mana AvA ekAMtamAM aDela rahe te te dhanyavAdane pAtra che, kAraNa ke ekAMtamAM manane sthira rAkhavuM bahu muzkela che. manuSyanuM citta caMcaLa bane che pachI avazya tenuM patana thAya che. kadAca mAnI le ke kaI vyakti enA deDathI patana pAmato nathI paNa enA manathI e avazya patana pAme che. jemaNe saMsArane bhaMyakara jANIne tyAgI dIdho hoya che evA tyAgI purUSe paNa evA samaye vicalita banI jAya che. ahIM rathanemie paNa rAjematInA upadezathI saMsArane ghaNAjanaka samajIne choDI dIdhuM hatuM ane AtmaciMtana karavA mATe guphAmAM beThele hatA paNa rA rematIne jotA mana caMcaLa banyuM. timiranI kALAzamAM paNa kALI kIkIe aMbara viNa rAjematInI kAyA nihALI. rAjematIne jotAM kIkImAM kAmaNa jAgyA, kALAmAM vetavaNuM kAyA jANe camakavA lAgI eTale emanA aMtaramAM kAmavAsanA jAgRta thaI gaI. kSaNavAra pahelAM je aMtaramAM AtmaciMtana cAlatuM hatuM te aMtaramAMthI AtmabhAvanA palAyana thaI gaI ne vAsanAnI vIjaLI jhabukI uThI ane sAdhanAnI ImArata hacamacI uThI. emanI najara samakSa rAjematInI suMdara tejasvI AkRti ja dekhAvA lAgI,

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zAradA suvAsa emanA manane morale nAcavA lAge ane saMyamanI bhAvanA bhUlIne vicAra karavA lAgyA ke rAjematInI sAthe bhega bhegavavA mATe A sthAna zreSTha che. have mAre nA joIe A jega, bhegavavA rUDA bhega ne lAgyA rAjulanA premanA mane rega. rAjematInI sAthe bhega bheLavIne mAruM jIvana saphaLa banAvuM. baMdhuo ! je kAyAe adhyAtmanA divaDA pragaTayA hatA temAM bheganA TamaTamIyA TamaTamI rahyA. je kAyAe ArAdhanAnA mArge kadama uThAvyA hatA te kAyAe kAmInInA karakamalamAM jakaDAvA kadama uThAvyA. evA rahanemi zuM vicAre che? Ama te mane pahelethI ja rAmatI pratye meha hatuM eTale tenI sAthe paraNavA huM taiyAra thayuM hatuM paNa e samaye eNe mArI vAtane svIkAra na karyo, paNa mane e upadeza Ape ke mane vairAgya Avye ne meM mArA bhAInI sAthe dIkSA lIdhI, paNa Aje enuM anupama sauMdarya jotAM mane ema lAge che ke AvI saundaryavatI suMdarI sAthe bhega bhegavavavAmAM je AnaMda che te AnaMda ke sukha saMyamamAM nathI. A sthAna paNa ekAMta che. ahIM mArA ne enA sivAya bIjuM kaMI nathI. te vakhate te mArA bhAI pratye tene tIvra prema hatuM. have ATalo badhe samaya thaye eTale ene prema e che thaI gaye haze, tethI e mArI vAtane avazya svIkAra karaze ne mArI IcchA pUrI thaze. A vicAra karIne rathanemi vikAra bharelI ceSTAo karavA lAge, hAthapaga halAvavA lAge eTale rAmatInuM dhyAna e tarapha kheMcAyuM. enA manamAM thayuM ke guphAmAM kaI pazu pakSI haze tethI A avAja Ave che, ema vicAra karIne te tarapha dRSTi karI. te kaI purUSane beThele che. guphAmAM koI purUSa che e jotAM rAjematI lajajA ane bhayathI dhrujI uThI. guphAmAM gayA pachI paNa je jematIne khabara paDI heta ke aMdara ke purUSa che te te guphAmAM ubhA raheta nahi. aMdara kaI purUSa che e joIne phALa paDI gaI. te manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke meM ke anartha karyo ! A guphAne nirjana mAnIne meM vastro utArI nAkhyA che. A purUSa mane nagna avasthAmAM ekAMta sthAnamAM ekalI joIne mAruM zIyaLa khaMDana karavA baLAtkAra karaze te huM zuM karIza? AvA vicArathI dhrujavA lAgI. devAnupriye! tamArI punnAI keTalI badhI che ! tamane strIonI mAphaka Ave Dara nathI. purUSanuM citta vAsanAthI malina bane ne bhAna bhUle te judI vAta che, bAkI ratrIonI mAphaka ke baLAtkAra te na kare ne ? je ke satI strIonA jIvanamAM A prasaMga bane tyAre pitAnA prANa ApI de paNa pitAnA zIyaLanuM khaMDana na thavA de. satI caMdanabALA ane tenI mAtA dhAraNI rANI pitAnA patinuM yuddhamAM mRtyu thavAthI potAnA cAritranuM rakSaNa karavA mATe rAjamahela cheDIne bhAgI chUTayA tyAre sArathIe kahyuM ke huM tamAruM rakSaNa karIza. rathamAM besI jAo, eTale mA-dIkarI baMne rathamAM besI gayA. adhavaca pahoMcyA ne rANInuM rUpa joIne sArathInI daSTi bagaDI. ene viSaya vAsanAne kIDe satAvavA lAgyo. A samaye dhAraNadevI pitAnI putrIne zikhAmaNa ApatA hatA ke he

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855 zAradA suvAsa dIkarI ! atyAre ApaNe nirAdhAra thai gayA chIe. A sthitimAM koI purUSa ApaNA cAritra para dRSTi kare te ApaNe cAritranuM rakSaNa karavAnuM makkama banavAnuM ane kadAca koI baLatkAra karavA Ave te jIbha kheMcIne marI javAnuM paNa kadI zIyaLanu kha`Dana thavA devAnuM hui. ApaNA jIvatA ApaNA dehane kAI parapurUSanI AMgaLI aDavA devI na joie. AvI cAritranI ucI vAta samajAvatI hatI. je sajjana purUSa hAya te A vAta sAMbhaLIne paNa ThekANe AvI jAya, paNa viSayanA vaTALe caDhelA sArathIne AvI vAta sAMbhaLIne asara na thaI. eNe vanavagaDAmAM adhavaca ratha ubhA rAkhyA tyAre dhAraNI rANIe kahyu'-bhAI! teM kema ratha ubhA rAkhyA ? tyAre sArathI kahe che tuM mane bhAI na kahIza. huM tArA rUpamAM mugdha banyo chuM. mArA aMgeaMgamAM kAmanA dAvAnala vyApI gayA che. tuM mArI IcchAne AdhIna banI jA. A samaye rANIe sArathIne ghaNu samajAvyeA, bhAi ! parastrI sAme dRSTi karanArane narakamAM javu paDe che paNa sArathI na samajyA tyAre rANIe jIbha kacarIne prANa kADhI nAMkhyA. rANIe vicAra na karyo ke A vagaDAmAM mArI dIkarInuM zuM thaze ? rANInI A sthiti joine sArathInA dvAjA gagaDI gayA. enA hRdayanuM parivartana thai gayuM. ahai, dhikkAra che mArI adhama kAmavAsanAne ! mArA namitte paMcendriya jItranI hatyA thaI gaI! sArathInA dilamAM AvA bhAva kayAre AvyA dhAraNI rANInA satItvanI khumArI joi tyAre ne? sArathInA manamAM thayuM ke A chekarI paNa DarathI marI jaze te mane vadhu pApa lAgaze, tethI caMdanabALAne kahe che beTA ! tuM mArAthI DarIza nahi, have huM tArI sAme kuSTi nahiM karu. mane mArA pApakarmI nu phaLa maLI gayu` che. have tuM mArAthI nirbhIya raheje, tyAra pachI caMdanabALAne cauTAmAM vecavAnA prasaMga Avye ne vezyAe kharIdI. A badhA prasageAmAM caMdanabALA peAtAnA cAtrimAM aDaga rahI che. e badhI vAta tame ghaNI vakhata sAMbhaLI che eTale vizeSa kahetI nathI paNa kahevAnA Azaya e che ke satI strIenA jIvanamAM Ave! prasaMga AvI jAya tyAre te peAtAnA cAritramAM makkama rahe che. ahIM rAjematI sAdhvI guphAmAM ekalA che. peAte AvI avasthAmAM koI purUSane joyA eTale bhaya ane lajajAthI te dhrujavA lAgyA. bhIyA ya sA tarhi dahu, egaMte saMjayaM tayaM / bAhiM kArDa saMgorpha vevamANI nisIyaI ||35|| ekAMtamAM te saMyamIne joIne bhayabhIta banI gayA ne bhayathI kaMpavA lAgyA, ane peAtAnA kha'ne hAthI potAnA zarIrane DhAMkIne khUba sa`koca anubhavatA besI gayA. pote nirbhayapaNe beThA hAya ane Ama acAnaka AvI sthitimAM purUSane dekhe te lajajA paNa

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56 zAradA suvAsa AvI jAya ne? ane strI jAti ekalI che eTale bhaya paNa lAge e svAbhAvika che. A purUSa mArA cAritra upara tarApa mAraze te kSaNavAra te rAmatInA hRdayamAM AMcake lAge paNa bIjI ja kSaNe vairyavAna banIne vicAra karavA lAgI ke huM sAcI zramaNa chuM ane kSatriyanI putrI chuM. AvA saMgamAM mArA jevI sAdhvIjIe bhayabhIta banavuM te ucita nathI. bhayabhIta banI jaIza te huM kaMI nahi karI zakuM. A samaye mAre dhairya ane sAhasathI kAma levuM joIe. A saMsAramAM kaI purUSanI evI zakti nathI ke te baLAtkAre satI strInuM zIyaLa khaMDana karI zake. te pachI mArA jevI vIra sAthvInuM zIyaLa kevI rIte khaMDana karI zake ? jo e mArI sAme Avaze te huM mArA dehamAM prANa che tyAM sudhI ene aDavA nahi dauM. kadAca ema banaze te mArA prANa cheDIza paNa mAruM cAritra nahi javA dauM. A pramANe vicAra karIne rAjematIe pitAnA hAthapaga dvArA pitAnA aMgene DhAMkI dIdhA. rAjematane khabara nathI ke A rahanemi ja che paNa kaMIka purUSa che ema lAgyuM, paNa rahanemie te rAmatIne barAbara oLakhI lIdhI che. enuM mukha joIne rahanemi samajI gayA ke rAmatI mane joIne bhayabhIta banI gaI che. ahIM rAjematI markaTAsana lagAvIne pitAnA aMge pAMga geThavIne beThA che. have kAmavAsanAthI pIDAyelA rahanemi zuM kaheze ane tyAre rAjamatI ene ke jaDabAtoDa javAba Apaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra: vidyAnI adhiSThAtI devIe tyAM khAu.....khAu karatI krodhe bharAIne gIne mAravA AvI, paNa parepakArI ane dayAvaMta jinasenakumAre devI ene kahyuM ke huM kaI rIte megIne mAravA nahi dauM. tamAre enA badale je joIe te mAMgI le. jinasenakumAranuM teja ane enI paropakAra bhAvanA joIne devIo paNa thaMbhI gaI ke zuM A purUSa che ! manuSyanuM cAritra nirmaLa hoya ane parAkrama hoya te deva-devIe paNa enAthI kare che. A devIo kahe che te pavitra purUSa! tuM koNa che? A gIne jIvADIne tAre zuM kAma che? e jIvatA haze te ghaNAM pApa karaze. e mahAna duSTa che. ame ene bhakSI khAvA mATe ja AvyA chIe, tyAre jinasenakumAre kahyuM enuM bhakSaNa karavAnuM zuM kAraNa che? tyAre devIoe kahyuM ke eNe suvarNa purUSanI siddhi karavA mATe amArI sAdhanA karI hatI, paNa e duSTa yogI A nirdoSa abaLAne AvA gADha baMdhane bAMdhIne kaSTa ApI rahyo che te joIne amAruM kALajuM kaMpI gayuM. nArI satA ke nArIke hI, karana cAhe prasanna, Apa hI sAce hI buddhimatA, kese khuza he mana. je purUSa AvI satI jevI pavitra strIne satAvIne amane prasanna karavA cAhe te kayAMthI bane A kAraNathI enA maMtranI siddhi thatI nathI. A te ApanA kahevAthI ame

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zeraThA suvAsa 857 ene jIvate cheDI mUke. Apa na hota te ene pUro karI nAMkhata. have ame suvarNa purUSa siddha karI ApIe chIe, paNa e tame laI leje. jegIne nahi maLe. ema kahIne je maDaduM hatuM tene sonAne purUSa banAvI jinasenakumArane ApIne devIo tyAMthI cAlI gaI, paNa jogI te Darane mAryo tharathara dhrujavA lAgyo. enA manamAM bhaya che ke devIe pAchI AvIne mane khAI jaze te? devIonA gayA pachI jogI jinasenakumAranA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che bhAI ! tame maDAnapurUSa che. Aje tame na hota to huM mArI jAta. tame mane bacAvyo che, mATe tamAre upakAra huM jiMdagIbhara nahi bhUluM. bele, ApanI zuM AjJA che ? Apa je kaheze te karavA huM taiyAra chuM, tyAre jinasenakumAre kahyuM A strInA baMdhana jaldI teDI nAMkhe, eTale jogIe tarata ja madanamAlatInA baMdhane teDI tene mukta karI. jevA enA baMdhane tUTayA evI tarata ja madanamAlatI jinasenakumAranA caraNamAM paDI gaI ne kahevA lAgI nAtha ! mArA dhanya ghaDI ne dhanya bhAgya ke Apa A jaMgalamAM AvyA ne mAruM duHkha maTADayuM. Apa ahIM na AvyA hatA te A jogI mane mArI nAMkhata. Apa maLyA eTale mAruM badhuM duHkha cAlyuM gayuM. jisenakumAre jogIne paNa khUba Thapake ApIne kahyuM-maDAtmA ! tame saMsArano tyAga karyo che. bhikSA mAMgIne khAvuM che te paisAnI zI jarUra che? A suvarNapurUSa banAvavA mATe mANasane mAravAnuM pApa zA mATe kare che? have nirAMte bhagavAnanuM nAma le. A rIte khUba samajAvyA eTale jogIe kahyuM tamArI vAta sAcI che. have huM kadI AvuM pApa nahi karuM. have huM tamArA jena dharmanuM pAlana karIza. tyArathI jegI jaina dhamI banI gayo. megIne samajAvIne jinasenakumAra madanamAlatIne laIne potAne ghera Age. caMpakamAlA madanamAlatIne joine khUba harakhAIne pUchayuM-bahena ! tame ahIM acAnaka kyAMthI AvyA? eTale madanamAlatIe badhI vAta karI. caMpakamAlAe kahyuM-bahena ! tame khUba guNIyala che tame ghaNuM duHkha sahana karyuM. Aje tamArA AvavAthI mane khUba AnaMda thayo. ema kahIne premathI bheTI paDI. dene bahana rahe premase, dUdha mizrI ke nyAya, prema unakA aisA mAne, gaMgA jamunA mana bhAya. caMpakamAlA ane madanamAlatI baMne dUdha sAkaranI jema ekabIjAnI sAthe haLImaLIne premathI rahevA lAgI. Ama te baMne zekyo che. strIone zekya game nahi paNa A te haLaka ja che eTale koI keIna upara IrSA karatI nathI, paNa AnaMdathI rahe che. gaMgA ane yamunAnA nIra ekabIjAmAM bhaLI jAya ema madanamAlatI ane caMpakamAlAnA mana evA maLI gayA che ke ekabIjA vinA emane game nahi. evA prema ane AnaMdathI sukhapUrvaka divasa pasAra karavA lAgyA. eka divasa badhA sUtA che tyAre jinasenakumAranI uMgha uDI gaI tyAre ene pitAnI mAtA yAda AvI, ke huM te ahIM mahAsukha bhogavuM

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858 zAradA suvAsa chuM paNa mArI mAtA mArA vige jhUratI haze. have mAre javuM joIe. have jinasenakumAra zuM karaze tene bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM-7 Ase vada 13 ne ravIvAra dhanaterasa tA. 29-10-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahena ! anaMtajJAnI, rAgadveSanA vijetA, mokSa mArganA praNetA evA sarvajJa bhagavatee jagatanA jIvenA AtmakalyANa mATe siddhAMtarUpa vANI prakAzI che. temAM uttarAdhyayana sUtra je mahAvIra prabhunI aMtima vANI che temAM bAvIsamA adhyayanamAM ne manAtha bhagavAna, rAjetI ane rahaneminI vAta cAle che. rAmatI sAdhvIjI utkRSTabhAvathI giranAra parvata upara nemanAtha bhagavAnanA darzana karavA jaI rahyA che. mArgamAM varasAda ane bhayaMkara adhI AvavAthI teo eka guphAmAM rekAI gayA bhInA vane sUkavavA mATe guphAmAM paheLA karyA. A badhuM dazya guphAmAM beThelA rahanemie joyuM. rAmatI sAdhavInA dehanuM saudarya nihALatA saMyamathI emanuM mana calAyamAna banyuM. rahanemi pitAnuM bhAna bhUlyA. jemane eka vakhata saMsAra uparathI napharata thaI tethI saMsAra cheDIne saMyamI banyA, paNa samaya AvatA bhAna bhUlI gayA. jJAnI purUSe paNa kyAreka pitAnA sTejane bhUlIne bhUla khAI jAya che. jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke jIvanamAM manuSya vAre ne tahevAre, Dagale ne pagale bhUla to kare che, bhUla kadAca thaI jAya paNa tame bhUlane vikAsanuM pagathIyuM banAvI de. bhUlamAM be prakAranI tAkAta che. bhUla vikAsanuM pagathiyuM paNa banI zake che ne vinAzane khADe paNa banI zake che. bhUla jIvanane sudhArI paNa zake che ne barabAda paNa karI zake che. eka vakhata bhUla thaI gayA pachI bhUla bhUlarUpe lAge, pharIthI na karavA jevI lAge ane kadAca thaI jAya te AMkhamAM AMsuDA AvI jAya te pharIne e bhUla jIvanamAM nahi thAya. e thaI gayelI bhUla pharIthI jIvanamAM kadI bhUla na karAvavAmAM nimittarUpa banI jaIne jIvana vikAsanuM pagathiyuM banI jAya che paNa je e ja bhUva thayA pachI e vicAra Ave ke emAM zuM ? e te thaI jAya. "mAnava mAtra bhUlane pAtra" te e ja bhUla eka nahi paNa aneka bhUlanI janetA banI jIvanane patananI khAImAM phekI denAra vinAzaka banI jAya che. baMdhuo ! jIvana kevuM banAvavuM che? bhUlethI bhareluM ke taddana bhUle vinAnuM? enA pahelA nizcaya kare. A nizcaya thayA pachI ja ApaNuM jIvana navI dizA tarapha AgaLa vadhI zakaze. mAnavane e svabhAva che ke pote bhUlavA chatAM huM bhUlya, agara mArAthI bhUla thaI gaI che ema bhUlanI kabulAta karatA enuM mana acakAya che, kAraNa ke bhagavAne

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paTa zAradA suvAsa kahyu' che ne ke devAne lAbha ghaNA hAya che, nArakIne krodha ghaNA hoya che, tiya cAne mAyA ghaNI hAya che ne manuSyane mAna vadhAre hAya che. mAtalanu mAna ghavAI jAya te khalAsa, jIvatA mAnava maravA paDe tevA thai jAya ane jo enu mAna sacavAya te mAnanI rakSA khAtara e ja mAnava meTA meoTA jaga khelavA paNa taiyAra thai jAya che. bhUla kabula karavI eTale mAnane mAravu, jo aMtaramAMthI mAna mare hu teA mArI bhUla thaI gaI e zabdo meDhAmAMthI nIkaLe naThui ane jyAM sudhI bhUlanI sAcI kabulAta na thAya tyAM sudhI e bhUla pharI pharIne thayA ja karavAnI che. bhUla thai javI e jeTalA meTA gunA nathI tenA karatA bhUla karyAM pachI bhUlanI kabUlAta na karavI e mATe gune che. bhUla e eka prakAranA roga che. zarIramAM rega thayA pachI manuSya evI kabUlAta na kare ke hu rogI chuM ane rogane nAbuda karavA mATe kai upacAro na kare te divase divase rAga vadhatA jaze ane eka divasa zarIranA vinAza thaI jaze paNa Avu' echu ane che, kAraNa ke zarIranA rAga che ne? eTale zarIramAM sheja roga Ave ke tene nAbuda karavA mATe DaoNkaTara pAse deDe che. zarIraneA regI rAgathI sadA cetatA rahe che, tema AtmAne rAgI sadA bhUlathI cetata rahe che. je AtmA eka vakhata bhUla thaI gayA pachI pharIne bhUla kare che ne kahe che ke mANasa na bhUle te bIje kANu bhUle ! AvA khacAva karanAra enA jIvanamAM sUtranA guDDAkAra karatA rahe che, paNa bhUla thayA pachI bhUla jene Da Mkhe che, sudhAravA jevI lAge che, pharIne bhUla thai jAya teA aMtaramAM pazcAtApanA pAvaka jalAvanAra khane che enA jIvanamAM bhUleAno guAkAra nathI thatA, bhUleno saravALA pazu nathI thatA pazu dhIme dhIme bhUleAnI bAdabAkI thatI jAya che ane jIvana nirdeSa ane che. bhUla DaMkhe tA pharIne bhUla na thAya paNa thayelI bhUlanA pazcAtApa ja AgaLa vadhatAM prAyazcitarUpa khanI jaine bhUlane dhoi nAMkhe che. bhUlane jIvana vikAsanuM pagathiyuM manAvI denArA mahAna AtmAonA nAma itihAsamAM suvarNAkSare lakhAI gayA che. caMdanamALAnA ziSyA mRgAvatI sAdhvIjIpI eka najIvI bhUla thaI gaI paNa bhUla karatA bhulanA pazcAtApa aneka gaNA vadhI gayeA ane eka ja bhulanI cinagArImAMthI jAgI uThela pazcAtApanI e AgamAM eka nahiM paNa anekAneka janmanI anekAneka bhUle maLIne bhasmIbhUta thaI gaI ane mRgAvatIjInA jIvana-AkAzamAM eka ja bhUle, eka ja bhUlanA pazcAtApe kevaLajJAnano jhaLahaLatA sUrya pragaTAvI dIdhe. AvI ja rIte dareka manuSyA potAnA jIvanamAM thatA bhUlAnA guNAkArane aTakAvI dai bhUlAne chatrana vikAsanuM pagathiyuM banAvI daI AgaLa vadhavA mAMDe te jIvanamAM jarUra vikAsa sAdhI zake. ahI' rahanemi rAjematInu' desaunda` joIne bhAna bhulyA che. thAya che ke AvI saudaryavAna suMdarI sAthe bhega segavu' te mAru' emanA manamAM ema jIvana ane mAruM

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* ! 860 zAradA suvAsa yauvana saphaLa thAya. lega le,gavavAmAM je sukha che te tyAgamAM nathI. atyAre rahenemi AvI bhulanA bhAga banyA che paNa sAnu pAtra rAjematI pavitra che eTale patananA pathe jatA rahenemine aTakAvIne utthAnanA mArge lai jaze e vAta have pachI Ave che. rAjematI sAdhvIjIe jANyuM ke guphAmAM kAi purUSa che eTale pahelA teA e bhayathI dhrujI uThavyA, paNa pachI hiMmata lAvIne vicAra karyo ke e purUSa game te hAya, game te thaze paNa huM mArA cAritrane AMca naDui AvavA dauM. jyAM sudhI mArA dehamAM prANa tyAM sudhI te zIyaLanI rakSA karIza. kadAca mane ema lAgaze ke have huM zIyaLanI rakSA nahi karI zakuM tyAre A zarIranA huM... aMta lAvIza, paNa mAruM zIyaLa akhaMDa rAkhIza, paNa atyAre jo vastra paheravAmAM paDI jaJza teA sabhava che ke A purUSa mArA upara jaldI AkramaNu karavA Ave. eTalA mATe mAre zIyaLa naSTa na thAya evA pramadha karavA joIe. A pramANe vicAra karIne rAjematI sAdhvIjI maTAsana lagAvIne esI gayA. temaNe peAtAnA ane paga vaDe petAnuM gupta a ga DhAMkI dIdhuM ane paga hAtha vaDe jakaDI lIdhA. A rIte karavAthI te zIvarakSAnI ciMtAthI thoDI ghaNI mukata thaI. rAjematIne khakhara nathI ke e kANu purUSa che ? koI purUSa che eTalI khabara paDI che. emaNe rahanemine ALakhyA nathI paNa rahanemie rAjematIne kharAkhara eLakhI lIdhI hatI, eTale rAjemInA sukhanA hAvabhAva joine samajI gayA ke e mane joine bhayabhIta khanI gaI che, eTale temaNe zuM karyuM... ? aha so vi rAyaputto, samudravijaya gao / bhI pavezya dahu, Ima vakamudAhare // 36 // pAte jyAM beThA hatA tyAMthI ubhA thaIne jyAM rAjaimatI hatI tyAM AvyA. tyAM AvIne samudravijaya rAjAnA aMgajAta rahanemi rAjematIne bhayabhIta banelI joIne A pramANe AlyA. nemi amadre mune, rAmasiLi mAhi sUyaNa, na te pIlA bhavissaI ||37|| huM bhadre ! huM rathanemi chuM. he rUpavatI ! huM majIla bhANuM ! mArAthI leza mAtra tamane duHkha nahi thAya mATe huM komalAMgi ! mane have tame pati svarUpa samajIne 'gIkAra kara, huM rAjematI ! tame mArAthI bhaya na pAmeA. huM bIjo keAI nathI paNa tamArA pUnA premI rathanemi chu. mArA ane tamArA sabadhe pahelethI sAMkaLAyelA che, eTale mane pahelethI tamArA pratye prema hateA. mArA bhAInI sagAi tamArI sAthe thai paNa mArA sadbhAgye emaNe dIkSA lIdhI, pachI huM tamArI pAse AvyA hatA tyAre tame mane yuktipUrvaka eve

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zAha suvAsa upadeza Apyo ke jethI mane saMsAra uparathI tiraskAra chUTaye ne meM dIkSA lIdhI, paNa jue ApaNuM bhAgya kevuM kAma kare che ke ApaNe A guphAmAM ekAMtamAM maLyA chIe, mATe tame mArAthI bhaya na rAkhe. jyAre mAnavInuM mana viSayavAsanAthI malIna bane che tyAre bhAna bhUlI jAya che ke pite kyA thAnamAM che, jenI sAthe AvI vAtacIta karI rahyo che te bhUlI jAya che. mohAMdha banelA rahanemi rAjematIne AvA zabdo kahI rahyA che ane haju paNa lajajA choDIne kevA zabdo kaheze te vAta avasare vicArIzuM. Aje dhanaterasane divasa che. dhanaterasa, kALIcaudaza, divALI, besatuM varSa ane bhAIbIja A pAMca divasa panotA mAnavAmAM AvyA che. A divasamAM kaMIne kaMInavAjunI banelI che tethI tene mahimA che. Aje dhanaterasane divasa kema manAvavAmAM Avyo che? jyAre bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI upara zAlake tejalezyA cheDI tyAre bhagavAnanA mukhamAMthI rAbdo sarI paDayA ke he gozAlaka ! tuM A zuM karI rahyo che? tArI tejuvezyA mane nahi bALI zake. huM A pRthvI upara haju soLa varSa vicaravAne chuM paNa AjathI sAtame divase tAruM mRtyu che. A vakhate je hAjara hatA temaNe bhagavAnanA zabdo yAda rAkhI lIdhA, kAraNa ke bhagavAna te sarvajJa che. emanA vacana te satya ja hoya. emanI vANImAM pharaka paDe ja nahi. A vAtane soLamuM varSa AvyuM ne bhagavAnanuM chelluM cAturmAsa pAvApurImAM thayuM tyAre navamallI ane navalachI ema aDhAra dezanA rAjAe rAjyavaibhava choDIne Aso vada caudaza ane amAsanA chaThTha pauSadha karavA pAvApurImAM AvyA. aDhAra dezanA rAjAo emanA parivAra sAthe hAthI-ghaDA badhuM laIne Ave eTale mANase te ghaNuM ja hoya ne ! ane avAja paNa ghaNe thAya te svAbhAvika che. caudaza ane pANInA pauSadha karavA hoya eTale terasanA divase AvI javuM joIe eTale A aDhAra dezanA rAjAe pAvApurImAM AvyA. te vakhate gAyenA dhaNa vagaDAmAMthI carIne pAvApurImAM jaI rahyA hatA. ATalA badhA mANasane AvatA joIne gAye DarIne bhAgAbhAga karavA lAgI, tethI A divasanuM nAma dhaNuterasa paDyuM che paNa tamane te dhana bahu vahAluM che eTale dhaNaterasanA divasane dhanaterasane divasa banAvI dIdhe. Aje dhanaterasanA divasathI tamArI divALI zarU thaI. A parva mAtra jene mAM ja nahi paNa vizvabharamAM AnaMda, utsAha ane AzAnA ujAza pAtharanA sarvamAnya A eka parva che. parva te ja garva levA lAyaka kahI zakAya ke je dharmanI sAthe sabaMdha dharAvatuM hoya. A dipAvalI parva paNa duniyAmAM eka agragaNya ane mAMgalika parva gaNAya che. enI AdimAM nimittabhUta mahAna maMgalabhuta prabhu mahAvIra ane anaMtalablinidhAna gurU gautama svAmI che. ekanuM nirvANa ane bIjAnuM kevaLajJAna A parvanI pAchaLa chupAyeluM che paNa aphasanI vAta che ke have A parva dhIme dhIme AdhyAtmika maTIne bhautika banatuM

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862 zAradA suvAsa jAya che. A parva Ave eTale badhA gharanI sAphasUphI karavA lAgaze paNa AtmagharanI saMbhALa lenArA, tene svaccha karanArA dekhAtA nathI. gharagharamAM dIvA pragaTelA dekhAya che paNa AtmagharanA aghera aMdhakAra ulecavAnI keInI IcchA sarakhI paNa kyAMya dekhAtI nathI. AkhA varSanA saravaiyA kADhI leNadeNa cUkavI badhe navA copaDAnI zarUAta thAya che, paNa jIvananA piDAmAM karmanuM leNuM keTaluM ne dharmarAjAnuM leNuM keTaluM ? e tarapha keInI AMkha paNa jatI nathI. je bhagavAnanA nirvANamAMthI divALIne janma thaye che e bhagavAne jagata mATe keTaluM karyuM, eTaluM ApaNe ApaNI jAta mATe karavA paNa Aje taiyAra nathI. bhagavAne kevaLajJAna na meLavyuM tyAM sudhI sADA bAra varSa ne paMdara divasa sudhI bhUkha karIne khAdhuM nathI, UMgha karIne uMdhyA nathI ne bhumi para palAMThI vALIne beThA paNa nathI. kevaLajJAna meLavyA pachI hajAre jIvane uddhAra karyo eTaluM ja nahi paNa jIvananI chellI ghaDI sudhI seLa prahara dezanane dhodha vahAvI aMte deha che, aghAtI karmone kSaya karI nirvANa pAmyA. jagatabharamAM prakAza pAtharanAre eka mahAna bhAvadIpaka bUjhAI gaye. enI yAdamAM lekee divaDA pragaTAvyA ne divALInI zarUAta thaI. bhagavAnanA virahamAMthI gurU gautame anityatAne sAda jhIlya ne e sAdamAMthI emaNe kevaLajJAna prApta karI lIdhuM. tyArathI zarU thayelI divALI te Aja sudhI akhaMDa rIte cAlatI AvI che paNa enI pAchaLa rahelI AdhyAtmiktA have bhUMsAI rahI che. e AdhyAtmikatAne pharI jagAvavA mATe saMte paDakAra kare che paNa e paDakAra jhIlanAra Aje keNa che? e mahAna saMta jIvone paDakAra karIne kahe che A divALInA divasomAM tamAre lakhavuM hoya te bhale copaDAnA prathama pAne lakhe ke gautama svAmInI labdhi maLaje, dhannA zAlIbhadranI ddhi maLaje, abhayakumAranI buddhi maLaje paNa ATaluM lakhavA mAtrathI ja maLI jAya eTalI seMdhI e labdhi, ddhi ke buddhi nathI paNa yAda rAkhajo ke ene mATe jIvanane sAdhanAmAM pavavuM paDaze, ArAdhanAmAM AgaLa lAvavuM paDaze ne virAdhanAthI pAchuM pheravavuM paDaze. zAlIbhadranI zraddhane ApaNe yAda karIe chIe paNa zAlIbhadra thayA zI rIte? e vAta yAda karI che? zAlIbhadra jevA dAnezvarI thavAnA bhAva jAgyA che? eka bhakata bele che. ame dAna puNya kaMI karyuM nahi ne sAdhI nA koI siddhi te ya tArI pAse mAgIe, zAlIbhadranI riddhi. he prabhu! ame dAna, puNya kaMI karyuM nathI ke kaI siddhi paNa sAdhI nathI chatAM tArI pAse mAMgIe chIe ke mane zAlabhadranI riddhi maLajo. baMdhuo ! je divase zAlIbhadra je tyAga ane dAnavRtti Avaze e divase vagara lakhe zAlIbhadra jevI riddhi

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823 zAradA suvAsa maLI jaze. gautamasvAmInI labdhine ApaNe yAda karI paNa gautama svAmIe keTalA chaThTha aThThama karyA, kevI ananyabhAve bhagavAnanI sevA karI ane zI rIte labdhio prApta karI e vicAryuM che kharuM? ApaNe to mAtra nAma lakhIne badhuM meLavavA mAMgIe chIe paNa gautamasvAmI jevA thavuM nathI, thavAne bhAva rAkha nathI ne labdhio meLavavI che e kevI rIte maLaze? AjathI divALInI maMgala zarUAta thaI. divALI kaMIkane hasAvaze ne kaMIkane raDAvaze. zrImaMtenA gharamAM A divasomAM mIThAI banaze, bahArathI pekeTa Avaze eTale khAI pI, sArA kapaDA paherIne sArI rIte divALI ujavaze, tyAre garIbanA saMtAne dhanavAnane ghera mIThAI ane raheze. ne enA mA bApane kaheze bA. bApujI! ApaNuM pADozIne ghera peMDA, gulAbajAMbu, ghUgharA badhuM banAvyuM che te ApaNe A badhuM nahi lAvavAnuM ? ema kahIne raDe che, tyAre mA-bApanI AMkhamAM paNa AMsu AvI jAya che ke ApaNI pAse kaMI nathI. jyAMthI lAvI ApIe ? mAMDa mAMDa bALakone samajAve che tyAre paryuSaNa parva evA che ke te keIne raDAvatA nathI paNa adhamajIne paNa dharma karavAnI preraNA Ape che. paryuSaNamAM khAvApIvAnI ke sArA kapaDA paherIne haravA pharavAnI vAta hetI nathI. te divasomAM te AraMbha-samAraMbhane tyAga karI tapa-tyAgathI AtmAne puSTa karavAnuM hoya che. paryuSaNa parva mAtra jaine ja ujave che tyAre A divALI parva evuM che ke je jaina jainetara badhAne mAnya che. ApaNI daSTie vicArIe te divALI parva e kaMI paherIoDhI. khAI pIne haravA pharavAnuM nathI paNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI Aso vada amAsanA divase pAchalI rAtre mokSamAM gayA che tethI aDhAra dezanA rAjAe jema bhagavAnanI aMtima dezanA zravaNa karavA mATe char3a pauSadha karIne besI gayA hatA tema tamAre badhAe paNa AraMbha samAraMbhane tyAga karIne pauSadha karIne besI javAnuM che. jyAre tamane tamArA sagA-snehIne viga paDe che tyAre khAvuM-pIvuM, haravuM-pharavuM game che? badhuM choDI de che ne? te jyAre ApaNane arihaMta prabhune viyega paDe hoya tyAre khAvuM-pIvuM ne haravuM pharavuM kema game? A divasomAM te ApaNe badhuM choDIne dharmArAdhanA karavI joIe ne bhagavAnanA vacanAmRte yAda karavA joIe. mahAnapurUSa mahattvane saMdeza ApI gayA che ke he mAnava ! tame sukhe che ane bIjAne sukhapUrvaka jIvavA de. tamArA puNyodaye tame sukhI che te tamArI zakti anusAra svadhamIne madada karI sukhI kare, paNa A divALInA divasemAM tame mevA mIThAI khAIne jalasA kare ne tamArA svama baMdhuo, ADozI pADozI bhukhyA rahetA hoya, gharanA khUNe besIne raDatA hoya evuM na banavuM joIe. AvI divALI e sAcI divALI nathI. muMbainI janatA puNyavAna che. huM jouM chuM ke muMbaImAM ghaNuM saMghe pitAnI zakti

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814 zAradA suvAsa te deva che ane anusAra garImAne rAhata rUpe che. jenAmAM bIjAne devAnI vRtti che peAtAnI pAse hAvA chatAM khIjAnuM paDAvI levAnI vRtti che te dAnava che. deva manajo pazu dAnava na banaze. jo peAtAnI pAse hAvA chaDAM khIjAnuM levAnI vRtti rAkhazeA te e pacaze nahi, mATe dilane viMzALa manAve. tame sukha bhegA ne tamArA pADozI bhAI duHkhI rahe e kema joI zakAya ? maDAvIra prabhunA zAsanamAM janmelA zrAvakonA hRdayamAM te dayAnA jharaNA vahetA heAya. e duHkhInA duHkha na joI zake. tame majhAnI phUlanI zaiyAmAM peADhA che ne tamArA svadhI bhAIne aMga DhAMkavA phATaluM tUluM kapaDuM nathI, khAvA mATe zera juvAra nathI, enA bALaka khAvA mATe raDe che. A badhu joIne tamArI uMgha uDI javI joIe. tamArA dilamAM ema thavu joie ke A madhu' je mane maLyu che te puNyathI maLyuM che. lakSmI maLavI ane na maLavI e te pApa puNyanA khela che. eka ja gharamAM ne eka ja mAtAnI kukhe janmelA cAra putrA hAya te temAM cAre ya bhAIonA puNya sarakhA nathI hAtA. eka bhAIne tyAM paisAnA pAra na heAya ane bIjAne lUkhIsUkI roTalInA paNa sAMsA haiAya che. ema banavAnuM kAraNa zuM? e te tamane samajAya che ne ? bhale, emanA mAtApitA eka ja che paNa emanA kame judA che. eka banelI kaDuAnI che. eka ja mAtAnI kukhe janmelA be sagA bhAie hatA. ane bhAie vacce dUdha sAkara jevA prema hatA. eka bIjA vinA teo rahI na zake. eka bhAi kayAMya garcA hAya tA bIjo enA vinA jame nahiM. evA prema hatA. e mane mATA thayA eTale mAtA pitAe sArA gharanI kanyAe sAthe paraNAvyA, pachI gheADA samayamAM mAtApitA ane paraleAkavAsI banyA. ane bhAIe premathI rahetA hatA tethI mA-bApa te sa MteSa laIne gayA paNa thADA samaya pachI kha'ne bhAionI patnIomAM paraspara vikhavAda thavA lAgyA. nAnI nAnI vAtamAM eka khIjA jhaghaDI paDavA lAgyA. derANI jeThANI rAi ane methInI mAphaka taDataDa karavA lAgyA. ane bhAie vacce evA ja prema che paNa sauenA rAjanA jhaghaDAthI kaMTALIne baMne bhAIe alaga thai gayA. jyAM sudhI mANasA bhegA rahe che tyAM sudhI khakhara nathI paDatI ke lakSmI kAnA puNyanI che. ghaNIvAra evu' mane che ke gharamAM eka mANasanI punnAI hAya tenA pratApe Akhu kuTuba zAMtithI khAIpIne lIlA lahera karatu' hAya che. e mANasa cAlye jatAM pAchaLa badhA duHkhI thaI jAya che, tyAre saune samajAya che ke janAra AtmA puNyavAna hatA. A baMne bhAio judA paDayA pachI thoDA ja samayamAM nAnAbhAinI badhI ja lakSmI cAlI gai. e garIba banI gayA. mATAbhAinI punnAI ghaNI hatI eTale ene tyAM te lakSmI pANInA pUranI jema AvavA lAgI. enI pAse hatuM tenA karatAM paNa ghaNu* dhana vadhI gayuM. ene tyAM vaibhavanI cheLA uchaLavA lAgI tyAre nAnAbhAInuM puNya khatama thatAM mehula banI gayA tethI peAtAnI najIkanA gAmaDAmAM jaI eka jhuMpaDI bAMdhIne rahevA

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rahI vAya lAgyA. tyAM rahIne adhamaNa anAja mAthe upADIne vecavA lAge. emAMthI je rUpiye be rUpiyA maLatAM temAMthI gheMsa banAvIne khAI letA. koI vAra dALIyA lAvIne khAI letA. be chokarA ane eka chokarI e traNa saMtAno che. Ama duHkhI avasthAmAM divase pasAra karatA divALInA divase AvyA. emanA zarIra upara paherelA kapaDA paNa phATI gayA hatA, paNa khAvAnuM ja jyAM mAMDa pUruM thatuM hoya tyAM aMga DhAMkavA kapaDA lAvavA kayAMthI? karma rAjAne khela - baMdhuo ! karmarAjAne khela ke che! moTAbhAIne tyAM paisAne pAra nathI. emanA kADhI nAkhelA kapaDAthI bIjA mANase aMga DhAMke che paNa pitAnA bhAIne ane enA kuTuMbane aMga DhAMkavA kapaDA nathI. divALInA divase mAM meTA bhAIne ghera te aneka jAtanI mIThAIo banI tyAre nAnAbhAIne tyAM capaTI caNAnA paNa sAMsA paDI gayA. lekene ghera mIThAIonA bekasa AvatA joyA eTale nAnA bALako enA mA-bApane kahe che bA-bApujI! badhAne ghera te barapho peMDA che ne ApaNe ghera kema nathI? loke te kevA sArA sArA kapaDA paherIne pharavA jAya che te ApaNe navA kapaDA paherIne pharavA nahi javAnuM? amane mIThAI khAvI che, sArA kapaDA paheravA che ema kahIne kajIye karavA lAgyA, tyAre mA-bApa kahe che beTA raDaze nahi. tamAre mATe mIThAI maMgAvI che paNa haju AvI nathI. kapaDA darajIne ghera sIvavA ApyA che e Avaze eTale tamane paherAvIzuM ! mArA dIkarA! zAMti rAkhe. raDaze nahi. ema kahIne samajAvI detA paNa bALakone kyAM sudhI samajAvavA? bALakane samajAvI samajAvIne be divasa kADhayA pachI bALake kayAM sudhI dhIraja rAkhI zake? chelA traNa divasathI te gheMsa ke dALIyA paNa maLyA nathI. traNa divasanA taddana bhUkhyA bALake TaLavaLavA lAgyA ne kajIye karavA lAgyA ke amAre te mIThAI ja khAvI che. kaI rIte chAnA rahetA nathI tyAre patnI kahe che nAtha ! A bALakanA mukha sAmuM mArAthI jevAtuM nathI. Apa ema kare. moTAbhAI pAse jAo. e dayALu che. jarUra kaMIka madada karaze. moTAbhAI pAse jatAM paNa zarama Ave evI cIMtharehAla dazA che, paNa duHkhane mAryo bhAI pAse javA taiyAra thaye. meTAbhAI dukAnamAM beThA che. nAnAbhAIne dUrathI Avate joye. enA manamAM thayuM ke nakakI mAro bhAI ja che. enI AvI dazA kema thaI gaI haze? nAnAbhAInI dazA joIne moTAbhAInuM dila dravI gayuM. te ubhe thaIne nAnAbhAInA sAme gayo. pitAnI dukAnamAM besADIne pUche che lADIlA vIrA ! tArI A dazA kema thaI? tArA dedAra jotAM mane te lAge che ke tArI behAla dazA thaI gaI che. ATalI kharAba paristhiti thaI gaI chatAM teM mane jANa na karI? tyAre nAno bhAI kahe che moTAbhAI ! mArA duHkhane pAra Ave tema nathI. tamAre mArA upara anahada prema che. have mane samajAI gayuM ke puNya te tamAruM ja che. tamArA puNyathI sukha bhegavatA hatA zA. su. papa

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dahara zAha aSANa paNa patnIonA kahezane kAraNe judA thavuM paDyuM paNa have amane pastAvAne pAra nathI. tamArAthI judA thayA pachI mArI AvI paristhiti thaI che. chellA traNa divasathI AkhuM kuTuMba bhUkhyuM che ane A divALInA divase AvyA eTale bALake ADozI pADezone mIThAI khAtAne sArA kapaDA paheratA joIne kajIyA kare che. bhAI ! jyAM zera bAjarIne sAMsAM hoya tyAM huM emane mIThAI lAvIne kyAMthI ApuM? ATaluM bolatAM nAne bhAI tamarI khAIne paDI gaye. baMdhuo ! garIbAI te taNakhalA karatA paNa halakI che. Aje A jagatamAM jeTalI taNakhalAnI kiMmata che eTalI paNa garIba mANasanI kiMmata nathI. je garIbAIne duHkha veThe te ja jANI zake ke garIbAInA duHkha kevA che! je mANasa khAjA khAte sUve ne khAjA khAte uThe ene bhUkhanuM duHkha kevuM hoya enI kayAMthI khabara paDe? e te anubhave te ja jANI zake. dhanavAna meja mANe che, duHkhIyArA AMsu sAre che, kaI anubhavIne pUchI le, e kema jIvI jANe che. A muMbaInI janatA haju puNyavAna che, kAraNa ke dareka saMsthAomAM dAtAre dilAvara dilathI dAna Ape che eTale lekene kaMIne kaMI rAhata maLe che ane aneka garIba kuTuMbana nirvAha thAya che, paNa tame deza tarapha dRSTi kare te khabara paDaze ke tyAM kaI AvI rAhata maLatI nathI. evA kaMIka garIba kuTuMbe che ke kAramI garIbAIthI rIbAya che. emanI kaI khabara lenAra nathI. eka jamAne e hatuM ke garIba khAnadAna kuTuMbanI strIo gharamAM besIne anAjanA daLaNAM daLIne peTa bharatI hatI, hAthe bharatagUMthaNa karIne paisA kamAtI hatI paNa Aje te daLavA mATe ghaMTIo thaI gaI ane bharatakAma mATe mazIne thaI gayA eTale garIbanI AjIvikA bhAMgI gaI che ane garIba kuTuMbe bekAra banI gayA che. emanI dazA jotA kaMpArI chUTI jAya che. AvA garIba kuTuMba sAme tame daSTi karaje. karUNavaMta moTobhAI - nAnabhAI pitAne duHkhanI kahAnI kahetA tamarI khAIne paDI gaye. moTAbhAIe ene pANI chAMTIne svastha banAve ne mAthe hAtha mUkIne kahyuMvIrA ! tuM gabharAIza nahi. huM tane paisA ApuM chuM te laIne tuM ghera jA ane tArA bALako ane patnIne khavaDAva. ema kahIne maTAbhAIe khisAmAM hAtha nAMkhe. juo, bhAgyanI vAta kevI che !meTAbhAIne khissAmAM kAyama hajAra, be hajAra rUpiyA hoya paNa Aje te phakta pAMcanI noTa nIkaLI. arere bhAI ! Aje khissAmAM rokaDA paisA nathI. kAMI vAMdho nahi, huM tane ciThThI lakhI ApuM chuM te laIne tuM ghera jA. tArI bhAbhI tane rUpiyA 5000 Apaze. te laIne tuM ghera jaje ane jamIne jaje, tyAre kahe che maTAbhAI

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zAradA suvAsa 867 huM jamavA te nahi kAuM. mArI patnI ane chokarA bhUkhyA TaLavaLatA hoya ne huM jamavA besuM ! mArA gaLe kevI rIte utare? meTAbhAI kahe che bhale, tuM jamavA na rekAIza, Ama te huM tArI sAthe ja ghera AvuM paNa mAre eka agatyanuM kAma che eTale gayA vinA cAle tema nathI. e kAma patAvIne huM aDadhA kalAkamAM ghera AvuM chuM. tane TAIma hoya te rokAje, nahitara paisA laIne jaje ne pharIne pAcho Avaje. Ama kahIne maTAbhAI enA kAme gayA ne nAnabhAI maTAbhAInI ciThThI laIne ene ghera gaye. dhanavAnane pUjatI bhAbhI:- bhAbhIe diyarane dUrathI Avate joye. te samajI gaI ke A bhikhArI kaMIka levA mATe Avyo che, paNa mAre ene kaMI ApavuM ja nathI. kAraNa ke je eka vakhata ene ApIza te vAraMvAra hAlya Avaze. A jagyAe je diyara zrImaMta heta te bhAbhI A vicAra na karatAM paNa premathI bolAvata. Aje jyAM juo tyAM paisAnA mAna che. mahemAna Ave te gharavALI enA patine pUche ke mahemAna kevA che? tyAre pati kahe ke tharDa kalAsa. te enA mATe jeTalA ne chAza bane. sekaMDa kalAsa heya te dALabhAta, zAka ne roTalI bane ane pharsTa kalAsa hoya te enA mATe miSTAna ane pharasANa bane che. bele, AvuM kare che ne? (hasAhasa) ene eka divasa rokAIne javuM haze te tame ene Agraha karI karIne parANe rekaze ane pelA garIbane rokAvuM haze te paNa ene rahevA nahi de. e kayAre jAya enI rAha jotA haze. A badhA karmanA khela che. jIvanA pitAnA karmo ja ene duHkhI ane sukhI kare che, mATe ja kahyuM che ne ke karamane keyaDe alabelo, ejI ene pAma nathI sahele". mAnavI duniyAmAM badhA keyaDAne ukelI zake che paNa karmanA keyaDAne ukelave mahAmuzkela che. karma manuSyane rAyamAMthI raMka banAve che ne raMkamAMthI rAjA banAve che. jJAnI puruSe karmanI vicitratAne samajIne saMsAranI mehamAyAmAM lapAtA nathI. A nAno bhAI moTAbhAInI ciThThI laIne moTAbhAIne ghera Avyo. bhAbhI pAse jaIne ubho rahyo paNa bhAbhIe ema na kahyuM ke A diyara sephe khAlI paDayA hate paNa nAnAbhAInA manamAM thayuM ke huM saphA upara besIza te bhAbhIne nahi game eTale samajIne nIce beTho. aDadhe kalAka thayo paNa bhAbhIe enA sAmuM na joyuM ane eka zabda paNa na belI, tyAre diyaranA manamAM thayuM ke mArA karmo mane garIba banAvI dIdhuM che. jIva! garIbAImAM tuM zA mATe mAna mAMge che ke bhAbhI mane belAve te ja beluM. e na bolAve te tAre mAna choDIne bhAbhIne lAvavA joIe. "diyaranI namratA ne bhAbhInI kRpaNutA" -Ama vicAra karIne diyare ubhA thaIne namratAthI kahyuM-bhAbhI ! mArA bhAIe A ciThThI ApI che te Apa vAMce. bhAIe ciThThImAM pahelA lakhyuM hatuM ke mArA bhAIne pahelA jamADaje ane rU. 5000) Apaje,

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zAradA suvAsa ciThThI vAMcIne bhAbhIe kahyuM-bhAI ! huM tamane jarUra jamADatA paNa Aje amArA gharanA badhAne jamavA javAnuM che, eTale raDuM baMdha che, tethI tamane kevI rIte jamADuM: diyare kahyuM-bhAbhI ! kaMI nahi. mAre jamavuM nathI paNa nIce mArA bhAIe lakhyuM che e te vAMce. bhAIe te rU. 5000) ApavAnuM lakhyuM che paNa mAre pAMca hajAra nathI joItA. mane 100) rU. Ape. te paNa huM kAma karIne mane maLaze eTale tarata pAchA ApI jaIza, paNa hAla mArA bairI-chokarA traNa divasanA bhUkhyA che, emane mATe huM kaMIka laIne jAuM ne emanI bhUkha maTADuM, tyAre bhAbhI kahe che diyarajI! tamArI vAta sAcI che paNa vAta evI banI che ke atyAre gharamAM silakamAM savA rUpiyo paNa reko nathI. kAle paisAnI jarUra paDI hatI eTale tamArA bhAI gharamAMthI badhA paisA laI gayA che, tethI huM tamane se rUpiyA paNa kyAMthI ApI zakuM? diyarane kaMpAunDa bahAra kADhatI bhAbhI" :- diyara samajI gayo ke bhAbhIne ApavAnI dAnata nathI. te khUba hatAza banIne gharanI bahAra nIkaLe. enA manamAM thayuM ke mArA bhAIe mane besavAnuM kahyuM che te bahAra eTale besuM. hamaNAM mAre bhAI Avaze. Ama vicAra karIne eTale jaIne beThe. bhAbhI samajI gaI ke enA bhAInI rAha jete haze, eTale bahAra AvIne kahe che bhAI ! A divALInA divase che. mAre bahAra javAne griAma che mATe tame ubhA thaI jAo. diyare kahyuM-bhAbhI ! tame khuzIthI ghara baMdha karIne jAo. huM te oTale beTho chuM, tyAre bhAbhI kahe che mAre kaMpAunDane daravAjo paNa baMdha kare che. je khule mUkIne jAuM te kUtarA bagADI jAya. lokonA chokarA paNa AvIne kacare nAMkhe che mATe tame ahIMthI ubhA thaI jAo. bIje game tyAM jaIne bese. bhAbhIe diyarane eTale paNa na besavA dIdhe. diyara samajI gayo ke mArA jambara pApakarmane udaya che. have je thavuM haze te thaze paNa ahIM besavAmAM sAra nathI. sagI bhAbhI paNa AvI duHkhI sthitimAM mane dAda detI nathI te bIje kyAM jAuM ! e te uThIne cAlato thaya ne ghara bhege thaye. bhUkhathI TaLavaLatA bAluDA rAha jotA hatA ke mArA bApujI mIThAI levA gayA che. tyAM pitAne AvatA joine eMTI paDayA. bApujI! amAre mATe baraphI peMDA lAvyA? tyAre bApa pitAnA bALakane bAthamAM laIne kahe che beTA ! hamaNAM ja bApujI tamAre mATe ghaNI badhI mIThAI ane sArA sArA kapaDA laIne Ave che. tame sUI jAo. Avaze eTale tamane uThADIza. ema kahI samajAvIne bALakane sUvADI dIdhA. dAkhanA mAya ANele jIvanane aMtaH- pachI patanIne badhI vAta karI. patnI kahe che have A chokarAnA mukha sAmuM jovAtuM nathI. AnA karatA marI javuM sAruM che. AvuM jIvana jIvavAne zuM artha che? baMne mANasoe kUvAmAM paDIne marI javAno nizcaya karyo. bALakone bhUkhyAne tarasyA bharanidrAmAM UMghatA mUkI baMne mANase gharamAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA. chokarAonA puNya haze te kaI harine lAla maLI jaze ne nahi maLe te ApaNI pAchaLa

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zAradA suvAsa Avaze. e vicAra karIne madharAtre gAmanA pAdaramAM uDe kU hatuM temAM paDatuM mUkayuM ne pitAnA jIvanane aMta ANya. savAramAM bahene kUve pANI bharavA AvavA lAgI. kUvAmAM. najara kare che te be maDadA taratA joyA. lekane A vAtanI khabara paDI. A tarapha savAra paDI ne bALako jAgyA paNa pitAnA mA-bApane na joyA eTale bA-bApujI ! tame amane mUkIne kyAM cAlyA gayA ? ema kahIne kALe kapAta karavA lAgyA. ADesIpADelI deDI. AvyA. AjubAjumAM tapAsa karI paNa emanA mA-bApa na maLyA. tyAM khabara paDI ke kUvAmAM be maDadA tare che. lekee tapAsa karI te khabara paDI ke A bALakanA mA-bApa ja kUvAmAM paDIne marI gayA che. lokoe enA moTAbhAIne jANa karI. moTebhAI deDate. Avyo. pitAnA bhAI ane bhAbhInI A dazA joIne pachADa khAIne paDI gaye. gharamAM nAnA bhAIe ciThThI lakhIne mUkI hatI ke mArA pitAtulya vaDIla bhAI! tamArA Azare bALakane mUkyA che. tame ene sAcavajo. tamArI ciThThI laIne bhAbhI pAse gaye hate paNa bhAbhIe kaMI ApyuM nahi. huM te mAtra emanI caraNaraja mastake caDhAvIne pAcho pharyo chuM. nAnAsAInI ciThThI vAMcI tuTI paDeluM moTAbhAInuM hRdaya" nAnAbhAInA A zabdo vAMcatA moTAbhAIne khUba AghAta lAgyo. aha! mArI tijorImAM bhale lAkhe rUpiyA hoya te paNa zuM karavAnA? jyAM mArA bhAIne bALake khAdhA vinA taraphaDatA heya ane mArA bhAI-bhAbhIne garIbAInA kAraNe kUvo pUro paDayo emAM mArI ja bhUla che ne? meM emanI khabara na lIdhI tyAre emanI A dazA thaIne? duniyAmAM badhuM maLaze paNa mAre bhAI nahi maLe. moTAbhAIe khUba kalpAMta karyo ne emanA zabanI aMtima kriyA karIne bALakane laIne potAne ghera AvyA eTale zeThANa balavA lAgI ke A letha kayAM lAvyA? huM kaMI gharanI nekaraDI nathI ke A badhI veTha karuM, tyAre zeThe kahI dIdhuM ke je e tane veTha lAgatI hoya te mAre jIvavuM nathI. jo tamAre A bALakone barAbara sAcavavA heya te mAre jIvavuM che nahitara marI jaIza, pachI tame nirAMte sukha bhogavaje. teM mArA bhAIne madada na karI tyAre A dazA thaI ne? zeThANIe kahyuM-tamAre bhAI A ja nathI, paNa zeTha te samajI gayA ke zeThANuM juThuM bele che, paNa have kaI upAya nathI. ane zeThANIne paNa thaI gayuM ke je zeTha marI jaze te mArA jIvanamAM zuM sukha raheze! eTale diyaranA dikarAone premathI ucheravA lAgI. bALakone moTA karIne ThekANe pADyA. TUMkamAM mAre te tamane eTaluM ja kahevuM che ke tamane dhana maLyuM che te tame tene sadupayoga kare che. Aje dhanaterasanA divase lakSmInI pUjA karavAthI lakSmI nahi maLe paNa dAnamAM vAparavAthI tamAruM puNya vadhaze, mATe mana mokaLuM karIne dhanano sadupayoga karaze te ja tame dhanaterasa sAcI ujavI che. samaya thaI gayuM che. vadhu bhAva avasare. " A

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zAradA suvAse vyAkhyAna naM. 94 Ase vada 14 ne semavAra "kALIcaudaza" tA. 30-10-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI mahApurUSoe jagatane jIne AtmasvarUpanI pIchANa karAvavA mATe amUlya upadeza Apyo che ke he bhavya che ! AtmA pite jJAtA ane daSTA che kAraNa ke jJAna ane darzana te jIvane svabhAva che paNa ajJAna daMzAne kAraNe AtmAnA yathArtha svarUpane samajI zakatA nathI tethI AtmAne rAgI ane hevI mAnI lIdhuM che, paNa tatvadaSTie AtmA e nathI. tatvadaSTie te AtmA jJAna-darzana svabhAvavALe che paNa anAdikALanA dehAdhyAsane kAraNe ajJAnIone AtmA deha samAna dekhAya che. jJAnIonI daSTimAM AtmA ane zarIra baMne bhinna che, kAraNa ke baMnenA lakSaNe judA che. zarIra e pudgala rUpa hevAthI pudgalanuM lakSaNa varNa, gaMdha, rasa ane sparza che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 28 mA adhyayanamAM pudgalanA ane jIvanA lakSaNa batAvatAM kahyuM che ke saMbaMdhayAra ujjoo, pahA chAyA'' tavo i vaa| vaNNa rasa gaMdha phAsA, puggalANa tu lakkhaNa // 12 // zabda, aMdhakAra, udyota, prabhA, chAyA, dhUpa (tA5), varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparza e badhA pudgalanA lakSaNa che. zarIra e pudgala rUpa che. saDana, paDana, vidhvaMsana e zarIrane svabhAva che. saDana eTale kensara je roga lAgu paDatA zarIra saDavA mAMDe che. aMte eka divasa AkhuM zarIra saDI jAya che. paDana eTale uparathI nIce paDe ne mRtyu pAme che ane vivaMsanA eTale aMte vinAzane pAme che. A zarIranA lakSaNa che. AtmAnA lakSaNe jJAna, dana, cAritra, tapa, baLa, vIrya ane upaga che. AmAM jJAna ane darzana svarUpa hovAthI zAtA ane daSTA che. baMdhue! dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya, jIva, pudgala, AkAza ane kALa e cha dravya che temAM jIva sivAyanA pAMca dravyo jaDa che. jemAM jJAtA ane dRSTA bhAva heI zake nahi, eka cetana dravya hoya te te jIva dravya che. temAM jJAtA ane daSTa bhAva che. je ApaNuM daSTi che e te bAhA daSTi che. jyAre AtmA te e daSTine paNa daSTA che. AtmA daLa rahevAthI badhA bhAvene jANanAre che. AtmA IndriyethI bhinna che, kAraNa ke dareka Indriyane pitApitAnA viSayanuM jJAna heya che. zrotendriyane sAMbhaLavAnuM jJAna hoya che. cakSuIndriyane javAnuM, dhrANendriyane gaMdhanuM, rasendriyane rasanuM ane sparzendriyane sparzanuM jJAna hoya che, paNa zrotendriyane gaMdhanuM ke cakSuIndriyane rasanuM jJAna hetuM nathI. jyAre AtmAne te pAMce IndriyanA viSayanuM jJAna hoya che, mATe Indriye te indriya che. jyAre AtmA IndriyethI bhinna rahevAthI atindriya che. keIka vakhata makAnanI bArIethI rastA uparanA judA judA prakAranA dakSe manuSya joyA hoya paNa azubha karmanA udaye kadAca enI AMkha cAlI jAya

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zAradA suvAsa 271 chatAM teNe je rastA paranA dazyA nihALyA DhAya che te AMkha cAlI javA chatAM tenuM smaraNu AvyA kare che. tenu kAraNa e ja che ke zyAne nidgALanArI dRSTi bhale cAlI gaI pazu dRSTithI nihALelA cene magajamAM dhArI rAkhanArA iSTA eTale AtmA haju deharUpI devAlayamAM birAjele che. ghaNAM varSo pahelAnI vAte pazu mAnavIne yAda rahI jAya che te AtmAnI jJAnazaktine AbhArI che. AtmAne ana`ta zaktinA svAmI kahevAmAM Ave che te taddana yathAtathya vAta che. manuSyanA jIvanamAM Aje je hatAzA ane kaMgALatA AvI gaI che tenuM mukhya kAraNa eka ja che ke petAnI (AtmAnI) anaMtazaktinu` peAtAne bhAna nathI. jo AtmAne peAtAnI zaktinuM bhAna thAya te enI dazA AvI na hAya. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamA adhyayananA adhikAra cAle che. temAM rahanemi atyAre potAnI ana ta zaktinu bhAna bhUlI gayA che. pote saMyama lIdhe che te vAta paNa atyAre bhUlI gayA che. rAjematInA rUpamAM mugdha banI javAthI kAmavAsanAne kIDA tene korI khAvA lAgyA, eTale pAte jyAM beThA hatA tyAMthI uThIne jyAM rAjematI peAtAnA aMge pAMga sa'kAcIne beThI hatI tyAM AvyA ne mIThA mIThA zabdethI kahevA lAgyA he rAjematI ! huM bIjo koI nathI paNa samudravijaya rAjAnA aMgajAta rahanemi chuM, mATe tu mArAthI DarIza nahi. rAjematIne khabara paDI ke A tA rahema che eTale enA bhaya eche thaye, kAraNu ke ane rahaneminA pUro paricaya che, tethI rAjematIe vicAra karyuM ke A rahanemi atyAre mane joIne bhAna bhUlyA che pazu e kuLavAna, lajajAvata ane jAtiva ta che eTale jarUra ThekANe AvI jaze. lajjAvaMta mANusa bhUla karatA karI bese che paNa jo ene kAi joi jAya te ema thAya che ke jANe dharatI phATe tA samAI jAu', AvI ene lajjA AvI jaze paNa jenAmAM lajajA nathI e ThekANe AvavA muzkela che. rAjematIe rahanemine eka vakhata samajAvIne sthira karyAM hatA eTale enAmAM hiMmata AvI ke atyAre paNa huM ene samajAvavAmAM saphaLa khanI zakIza. mAre jarUra vijaya thaze, tyAre khIjI tarapha ranaimi samaje che ke atyAre rAjematI upara mAro jarUra vijaya thaze, kAraNa ke pahelA e te mathurAnA mahelamAM hatI ane e vakhate ene mArA bhAInA meha hatA. have te e badhu bhulI gai haze ane atyAre guphAmAM e ekalI che, mATe mArI icchAne AdhIna thaze, ema vicAra karIne tenI pAse Avye eTale rAjematI khUba lajAi gai. enA manamAM thayuM ke Ane bilakula zarama che? huM vastrarahita chuM chatAM mArI sAme zarama cheDIne ubhA rahyo che. rAjematI paDakhu vALIne jhaTapaTa kapaDA paheravA lAgI tyAre enA sAme ubhA rahIne kahe che he bhadrA ! hai madhurabhASiNI ! hai rUpavatI ! tuM mArA bhaya chaiDI de. zuM tAru rUpa che! zuM tArA mIThA mIThA khela che ! jyAre mANasa koInA mehamAM pAgala banI kAmanAne kIDA ane che tyAre strIonA aMge pAMgatu. vaNuMna kare che.

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zAradA suvAsa rAjematI paDakhu vALIne peAtAnA vastro paheratI hatI tyAre rathanaimi tyAM ja ubhA ubhA kahe che hai suleAcanI ! mArA hRdayamAM tamane patnI anAvavAnI pahelA je IcchA thaI hatI te tamArA upadezathI zAMta thaI hatI ane tamArA te upadezathI vairAgya pAmIne me sayama svIkAreM paNa te icchAnA vinAza thayA na hatA, tethI Aje tamane joI ne mArI te upazAMta thayelI IcchA pharIne jAgRta thaI che. mArA hRdayamAM tamArA premanA je aMkura utpanna thayA hatA ane tamArA upadezathI je dRmAI gayA hatA te Aje phrIne vikasIta thayA che. kharekhara! tame apratima suMdarI che. tamArA jevI suMdarI pratye eka vAra hRdayamAM je prema thAya che te svAbhAvika rIte naSTa thatA nathI, mATe tame mArI IcchAne AdhIna khanIne mane pati tarIke svIkArI, mane tamArA zarIra spathI sukhI khanAvA ane tame pote paNa AnadanA anubhava karo, AgaLa zu kahe che-- 87 ehitA bhuMjimo bhoe, mANusa khu sudullaha' / bhuttabhogI tao pacchA, jiNamaggaM carissamo // 38 // hai suMdarI ! Ave. ApaNe baMne viSaya bhAgane bhAgavIe. jue, A manuSyabhava atyaMta dula bha che, temAMthI tRpti meLavyA pachI bhuktaeAgI banIne ApaNe ane jinamAga ne AcarIzuM eTale ke cAritra a'gIkAra karIzu'. thama AvA AvA zabdo khelyA paNa rAjematIe badhu' maunapaNe sAMbhaLyu. eka zabda khalyA nahi. manamAM eka ja vicAra karyo ke dhikkAra che mArA rUpane! A rUpa che tA A kAmI pAgala banyA che ne! khAkI A zarIramAM zu bhareluM che ? zuM re bhacu che zarIramAM, jIvaDA kaMika tA vicAra, leAhI parU majjA nADIe, maLamUtranI re khANu, nathI kesara kapura ke kasturI bharyAM, zu' re mAhyo che A jIvaDA, bahArathI rUpALA dekhAtA paNa aMdarathI azucI bharelA zarIranA meha mAnavIne mukhya banAve che. rUpathI mANasa sAru dekhAya che paNa ghaNI vakhata potAnuM ja rUpa peAtAne hAnIkAraka bane che. AvA ghaNAM ja dAkhalA che. bharatacakravarti jyAre cha khaMDa sAdhavA mATe jatA hatA tyAre temanI bahenA brAhmI ane suMdarI emane cAMllA karavA mATe mahelanA daravAje AvIne ubhI rahI hatI. bhAInA kapALamAM cAMllA karyAM tyAre enuM rUpa joIne bharatacakravarti' mugdha banI gayA ne manamAM vicAra karyuM ke AvI sauMdaya vatI khALA kANu haze? huM... cha khaMDa sAdhIne AvIza tyAre enI sAthe lagna karIza. catura mANusa sAmI vyaktinA mukha uparanA hAvabhAva joine samajI jAya che ke AnA manamAM kaI jAtanA saDA peThA che. bharatajI cha khaMDa sAdhavA mATe gayA ne khIjI tarapha suMdarIe vicAra karyuM ke A rUpa che tA mArA bhAinA dilamAM duSTa bhAvanA jAgIne ! have A rUpane tapa karIne naSTa karI nAMkhavu, eTale tyArathI su darIe AyakhIla zarU karyAM.

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zAradA suvAsa bharata cakavati 60000 varSe cha khaMDa sAdhIne pAchA AvyA tyAre suMdarI emane cAMllo karavA AvIne ubhI rahI. tenuM zarIra hADakAne mALa banI gayuM che. ubhA rahevAnI tAkAta nathI. A joIne bharatajIe pradhAnane kahyuM, huM cha khaMDa sAdhavA gaye hate paNa sAthe dhana ane dhAnyane laIne hete gaye. tame mArI prajAnuM dhyAna rAkhyuM nathI lAgatuM. pradhAne kahyuM-sAheba! ema zA mATe kaho cho ? tyAre kahe che juo, A chokarI kevI hADapiMjara banI gaI che. ene zuM duHkha che te tame khabara lIdhI che? pradhAne kahyuM-mahArAjA ! e duHkhI nathI. sukhI gharanI dIkarI che. bharata rAjAe kahyuM je sukhI gharanI dIkarI che te AvI dazA kema? pradhAne kahyuM A bIjI keI nathI, tamArI bahena suMdarI che. tame jyAre cha khaMDa sAdhavA gayA tyAre enuM rUpa joIne ene paraNavAne saMka9pa karyo hato ne? tethI eNe tapa karIne rU5 gALI nAMkhyuM. A sAMbhaLIne bharatarAjAne lajajA AvI gaI. dhikkAra che mArI duSTavRttine ! pachI bharatajIe suMdarIne dIkSA levAnI AjJA ApI eTale brAhmI-suMdarIe dIkSA lIdhI. A ja bIjo eka dAkhale che. eka nagarazeThanI dIkarI khUba saudaryavAna hatI paNa enA mAtA-pitA gujarI gayA hatA eTale te kAkAnI dIkarInI sAthe rahetI hatI. eka vakhata te bahAra gayelI. tyAM rAjAne kuMvara ene joI gaye eTale mohathI bharelA cenacALA karavA lAge. chokarI samajI gaI ke mAruM rUpa joIne AnI buddhi bagaDI che. rAta paDI eTale rAjakumAra chokarIne ghera AvyuM ne bAraNuM khakhaDAvyA. chekarI samajI gaI ke nakkI rAjakumAra che. eNe bAraNuM kholIne pUchayuM ke tame madharAtre ahIM zA mATe AvyA che? tyAre viSayAMdha banelA rAjakumAre enI duSTa IcchA pradarzita karI. chokarIe kahyuM mAre hamaNuM cha mahinAnI pratijJA che. cha mahinA pachI Avaje. rAjakumAranA manamAM thayuM ke cha mahinA kAle vItI jaze. e te cAle gaye paNa reja mevA miSTAnna mekalavA lAgyuM. A chokarIne pitAnA zIyaLanuM rakSaNa karavuM che. rAjakumAra je mekalAve che te pite khAtI nathI. garIba, kUtara ane kAgaDAne khavaDAvI de che. pite lukhA sUkA bhajana karavA lAgI ane dararoja recaka padArthanI paDIkI khAvA lAgI, eTale ene julAba thavA lAgyA. e viSTA A chokarI eka kaThImAM bharavA lAgI. have rAja jhADA thAya eTale mANasanuM rUpa te naSTa thaI jAya ne! haravuM pharavuM ne khAvuMpIvuM badhuM zarIra sAruM hoya te ja game che ne ? rUpALI chokarInuM zarIra hADakAne mALa banI gayuM. Ama karatAM pUrA cha mahinA thayA eTale jANyuM ke have pele rUpane kIDe Avaze, tethI eNe kAkAnI dIkarIne vidAya karI dIdhI ane pelI keDI pAse khATale DhALIne sUI gaI. viSayAMdha mANasa te enI viSaya vAsanAnuM poSaNa karavA mATe sadA Atura ja hoya che. kayAre cha mahinA pUrA thAya ne rUpasuMdarI sAthe sukha bhegavuM. tenI rAha joI rahyo hate. cha mahinA pUrA thayA eTale te chokarIne ghera AvyuM. te

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874 zAradA suvAsa khATalAmAM sUtI che, ene pUche che he bAI! pelI rUpasuMdarI kayAM gaI? tyAre kahe che e huM ja chuM. kuMvara kahe che nA. e tuM nathI, bIjI hatI. e mane chetarIne bhAgI gaI lAge che, tyAre chokarI kahe che bhAgI gaI nathI, e huM pote ja chuM, eTale kahe che meM tane joI tyAre te tuM devakanyA jevI zelatI hatI ne atyAre A dazA kema? tAruM rUpa kayAM gayuM? chokarI keThI sAme AMgaLI karIne kahe che tAre rUpanuM ja kAma che ne? te A kaDImAM joI le. mAruM badhuM rUpa emAM bharyuM che. kuMvara DhAMkaNuM khelIne juve che te mAthuM phATI jAya evI durgadha mAre che. ene sUga caDhI gaI. bebhAna thaIne paDI gaye. DIvAre bhAnamAM AvyuM tyAre chokarI kahe che te rUpamAM mugdha banelA kuMvara ! tane have samajAya che ke A zarIramAM zuM bharyuM che? je mArA rUpamAM mugdha banIne tuM pApa karma karavA Ave che e rUpa meM emAM bharyuM che. A zarIramAM maLa, mUtra, lehI, paru, mAMsa vigere azucI padArtho ja bharyA che. emAM tuM zuM moDu pAmya che ke haDakAyA kUtarAnI jema ahIM AvyA che ! tane zarama nathI AvatI ? je tArAmAM khAnadAnI heya te cAlyuM jA ahIMthI. nagarazeThanI putrInA zabdo sAMbhaLIne rAjakumAranI sAna ThekANe AvI gaI. te mAtA kahIne caramAM paDIne cAlyA gaye. TUMkamAM kULavAna abaLAonA cAritra lUMTAvAne prasaMga Ave te khAnadAna kuLanI chokarIo pitAnI jAtanuM balidAna ApIne paNa pitAnuM zIyaLa sAcave che ne kAmAMdha banelAne paNa sudhAre che. rAjematInA jIvanamAM paNa A ja prasaMga banyo che. pote pitAnA vastro paherI rahyA hatA te samaye rahanemi nirlaja banIne enI sAme AvIne kahe che he rAmatI ! Ava, ApaNe viSayasukha bheLavIne jiMdagInI moja mANIe, paNa rAjematI jyAM sudhI vastro paherI na rahI tyAM sudhI enA bhASaNane kaMI ja javAba na Apyo. emaNe vicAra karyo ke huM enuM mApa kADhI lauM ke e kayAM sudhI bagADayA che. tAva caDhe tyAre tame tharmomITarathI garamI mAre che ne ke keTalI garamI che, ema rAmatI paNa rahaneminuM mApa kADhe che ke enA vicAromAM kayAM sudhI saDo peThele che. e jeTaluM che teTaluM badhuM sAMbhaLyuM. teNe pitAnA vastro barAbara paherI lIdhA. have rAjematIne bilakula Dara nathI. enA manamAM zraddhA che ke game tema te ya yAdavakuLane jo che, samudravijaya rAjAne putra ane zIvAdevIne naMdana che. atyAre bhAna bhUlyA che paNa ThekANe jarUra Avaze. evI zraddhAthI rAjetI mukha upara vakratA lAvIne kahe che te rahanemi! tame te sAdhu thayA che ne ? Apa te tyAgI munirAja che. muni thaIne jJAna dhyAnanI vAto cheDIne AvI vAta kema kare che? tamane tamArA sAdhupaNAnuM lakSa nathI ? ApanA mukhamAM AvA anurAga bharyA zabdo zA mATe? javAbamAM rahanemie kahyuM, rAjematI! Aje muni maTI dhUnI bane chuM. atyAre tane joIne e mugdha banI gayela chuM ke mane tamArA sivAya bIjuM kaMI dekhAtuM nathI atyAre huM mAruM jJAna, dhyAna badhuM ja bhUlI gayo chuM. mane saMyamamAM sukha dekhAtuM nathI

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zAradA muvIsa paNa tamArI sAthe bhega bhegAvavAmAM sukha dekhAya che. he rAju! tAruM nirAbharaNa svarUpa jotAM mane lAge che ke mArA bhAIe te mahAna bhUla karI che ke tene tyajI. are ! AvA nArIratnane tyajI daI saMsAramAM maLelA jIvanamAM dhULa nAMkhI che paNa have A ene nAne bhAI e mUrkha nathI ke tArA jevA kamaLa kamaLa sarakhA dehamAM lubdha na bane, A rahanemi tane have kadI paNa A jIvanamAM cheDI zake tema nathI. enI vAta sAMbhaLIne jematI kahe che ke rahanemi! basa kare have. eka sajajana purUSane na zobhe tevA zabdo belI tamArA sAdhutvane zA mATe ja che. tame jarA te vicAra kare. tame tenA putra che ? kyA kuLamAM janmyA che? tene te khyAla che ne? tyAre kahe che hA, suMdarI, mane badhA ja khyAla che. huM samudravijaya rAjAne lADIle ne zIvAdevIne aMgajAta chuM. nemanAtha bhagavAnane bhAI chuM. uttama yAdavakuLamAM janme chuM paNa atyAre mAruM tane kaho mana kahe ke dhana kaho badhuM tuM ja che. tArI AgaLa mane bIjuM kaI yAda AvatuM nathI. rAjematIe kahyuM tame saMyama svIkAratI vakhate kaI kaI pratijJA karI hatI te yAda che ? hA....rAjemata ! badhuM yAda che, meM saMyama laIne pAMca mahAvrata aMgIkAra karyA che. te he muni ! AvI vAte karavAthI tamArA mahAvratamAM deSa nathI lAgatuM? tyAre rahenemi kahe che doSa lAgata heya te bhale lAge. huM tenuM prAyazcita karI laIza. rAjematIe kahyuM pApa karIne prAyazcita levuM tenA karatAM pApa na karavuM zuM cheTuM rahanemi kahe-are, atyAre te mATe pApa karIne prAyazcita paNa nahi karavuM paDe. rAjematIe pUchayuM ema zAthI kahe che? te kahe che tane khabara nathI ke ahIM tArI ne mArA sivAya trIjuM kaI nathI. AvA ekAMta sthAnamAM ApaNe game te karIe te keNu jANavAnuM che? tyAre rAjematIe ugra banIne kahyuM zuM ApaNe pApa karIe ne keI na jANe te tenuM phaLa bhogavavuM nahi paDe emane ! bhale, tamArA pApane bIjuM kaI na jANe paNa tame te jANe che ne? zuM tamArA kRtya mATe tamAre AtmA sAkSIbhUta nathI? jaghanya be koDa kevaLI, utakRSTa nava koDa kevaLI bhagavaMte ane anaMtA siddha bhagavaMte te badhuM jANe che ne? tyAM tamAruM pApa kayAM chAnuM rahevAnuM che! zuM A rIte chUpuM pApa karavAnI IcchA rAkhanAra sAdhupaNuM aMgIkAra karIne sAdhu pazune duSita nathI karatA? A prakAre chUpAIne pApa karavAnI bhAvanA sevavI e te mahAna aparAdha che. tame A A rIte chUpuM pApa karavA taiyAra thayA che. paNa huM evuM pApa karIne mArA sAdhupaNAne kalaMkita karavA icchatI nathI. mArA prANa tyAga karIza paNa sAdhupaNAne kalaMkti karavA IcchatI nathI. mArA prANa tyAga karIza paNa sAdhupaNuM nahi javA dauM. haju rathanemi rAjesatIne kevA zabdo kaheze ne rAjetI ke phITakAra Apaze te avasare. caritra H jinasenakumAra uMghamAMthI jAgRta thaye eTale enI mAtA jinasenA yAda AvI. manamAM vicAra thaye ke huM te ahIM rAjakumAranI mAphaka babbe patnIo sAthe

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876 zAradA suvAsa mahAna sukha bhogavuM chuM paNa mArI mAtA bagIcAmAM ekalI zuM karatI haze? madanamAlatIne mAtAnI sevAmAM mekalI hatI te paNa pahoMcI zakI nahi eTale mArI mAtA jharatI haze. meM ghaNAMnA duHkha maTADayA paNa haju mArI mAtAnuM duHkha TALyuM nathI. A te e ghATa banyuM che ke "gharanA chokarA ghaMTI cATe ane bahAranAne ATe maLe." ghaNAM mANasane evI Teva hoya che ke bahAranA mANasane dAna karI Avaze ne gharanA chokarA bhUkhyA TaLavaLatA hoya che, ema meM paNa badhAnA sAmuM joyuM paNa mAtAnA sAmuM joyuM nathI. mAtA yAda AvavAthI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. savAra paDatA vahele uTha ne nAhI Ine vahele rAjA pAse sabhAmAM pahoMcI gayA ane mahArAjAnA caraNamAM paDIne kahyuM, mahArAjA ! mane mArI mAtA khUba yAda AvI che mATe mane mArA gAma javAnI AjJA Ape, tyAre mahArAjA kahe che, kahAM jA tuma cAra maMtrI, sunI dila ghabarAve, hama tumake nahIM jAne degA, kRpA kara yahIM rahA. he maMtrIzvara! tamAruM javAnuM nAma sAMbhaLIne mane te gabharAmaNa thAya che. huM tamane nahi javA dauM. tame mArA mAtra pradhAna nathI paNa tame mArA putra ja na hai eTale mane tamArA pratye prema che. A rAjapATa badhuM tamAruM ja che. tame te mane jIvatadAna ApyuM che. huM tamane kevI rIte javAnI rajA ApuM? tamane javAnI AjJA ApavA mATe mAruM mana mAnatuM nathI. tame ahIM ja rahI jAo, jinasena pradhAne kahyuM mahArAjA ! ApanI mArA upara apAra kRpA che tethI mane paNa ahIM ghaNe AnaMda thayo che paNa have mane mArI mAtA pAse javAne talasATa upaDe che eTale Apa mane premathI javAnI rajA Ape, te huM paNa AnaMdathI ApanA AzIrvAda laIne jAuM te mane saMtoSa thAya. mahArAjA kahe che tamArI vAta sAcI che paNa huM tamane kevI rIte javA dauM mane tamArA vinA eka pagaluM paNa bharavuM gamatuM nathI. ApaNA deha ja judA che paNa AtmA eka che. ATaluM bolatA rAjAnI AMkhamAMthI codhAra AMsu vahevA lAgyA. pradhAne mahArAjAne samajAvIne zAMta karyA. mahArAjA raDatA raDatA kahe che pradhAnajI! Ape mArA ja dilamAM sthAna jamAvyuM che eTaluM ja nahi paNa mArI prajAnA dilamAM sthAna jamAvyuM che. tame evuM rAjya calAvyuM che ke mArA rAjyanI ronaka badalAI gaI che. haju te tame mane javAnI ja vAta karI che paNa prajAjane jANaze te e paNa tamane javA nahi de, tyAre pradhAne kahyuM. mahArAjA! ApanI vAta sAcI che paNa have mAruM mana mAtA pAse javA mATe talasI rahyuM che eTale Apa game tema karaze te paNa huM ahIM rokAvAne nathI mATe mane javAnI rajA Ape. huM kAIza te paNa mane AnaMda

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zArahA suvAsa 87 nahi Ave. tamane bahu ema haze te mArI mAtAnA darzana karIne pachI AvIza, paNa mane atyAre javA de. rAjAe jANyuM ke have kaI rIte pradhAna rekAya tema lAgatuM nathI, eTale kahe che tamArA vinA mAruM rAjaya sUnuM thaI jaze. A badhuM ApanA vinA keNa saMbhALaze? mArAthI have kAmakAja thatuM nathI. ema kahetA rAjAnI AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhAra thaI, tyAre pradhAne kahyuM- sAheba! Apa AvI ciMtA na kare. bIjA pradhAne hoMziyAra che. e badhuM kAmakAja saMbhALI leze, paNa mane javAnI AjJA ApavA mATe kRpA karo. siMhalapati pUche kuMvarase, kona gAMva kayA hai pitu nAma, kuMvara kahe kaMcanapura svAmI, sehI tAta guNadhAma, atyAra sudhI mahArAjAe kadI pUchayuM nathI ke tuM kayA gAmane che? tArA mAtApitA keNa che? eTale have pUche che ke he pradhAnajI! tame kahe te kharA ke tame kayA gAmanA cho? ane tamArA mAtA pitA keNa che? jinasenakumAra paNa keTalo gaMbhIra che. atyAra sudhI kadI kaIne kahyuM nathI ke huM rAjakumAra chuM. have javAnA samaye mahArAjAe pUchyuM tyAre kahe che sAheba ! huM kaMcanapuranA mahArAjAne putra chuM. mArA pitAjInuM nAma jayamaMgala mahArAjA che ane mAtAnuM nAma jinasenA rANuM che. mArI mAtA jainadharmanI anurAgI che. e mAtAe mane janma ApIne mArA jIvanamAM jainadharmanA saMskAra reDayA che. Aje huM ATale badhe AgaLa Avyo houM to e mArI mAtAe ApelA saMskArane prabhAva che. e mArI mAtA vigathI purI rahI che. e mATe mAre jaldI javuM che. kaMcanapuranA jayamaMgala rAjA ane jinasene rANInuM nAma sAMbhaLIne rAjAnA meremamAM AnaMda thaye. bhANejanI oLakhANa thatAM rANIne thayele AnaMda - rAjA siMhAsanethI ekadama ubhA thayA ne harSabhera rANInA mahele AvIne kahe che ke he mahArANI ! ApaNe pradhAna e tArI bahenane putra jinasenakumAra che. A sAMbhaLIne rANInA sADA traNa koDa remarAya khaDA thaI gayA. he, zuM kahe che? mArI bahenane dikare jinasenakumAra che? mArI bahenanA samAcAra te hatA ke mAro dIkaro paradeza gayo che paNa ene patto nathI. ApaNane zI khabara ke A mAre bhANeja che. arere.....ATalA varSothI ApaNe ghera e AvyuM che paNa ApaNe ene kadI pUchayuM che ke tuM kone dIkare che? ApaNe te enI pAse nekara jevA kAmakAja karAvyA che. ApaNA mahelane rokIdAra banAvyuM, temaja karacAkaranA kAma karAvyA. eNe paNa gharanA dIkarAnI jema ApaNuM kAma karyA che. kadI kaI paNa kAma karavAmAM eNe AnAkAnI karI nathI. e e buddhivaMta ne guNayala kare che. e AvyuM na hatuM te ApaNuM duHkhane paNa aMta Avato nahi. eka tarapha dilamAM duHkha che ne bIjI tarapha harSa che, eTale rANuM jinasenakumArane maLavA mATe deDatI AvI ane kuMvarane bheTI paDIne kahyuM, dIkarA ! te amane kadI eLakhANa na ApI ! kumAra mAsInA caraNamAM paDI gaye. Avo ja AnaMda caMdanabALAnI mAsI mRgAvatIne thayo hate.

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zAradA suvAsa jyAre caMdanabALAnA hAthe mahAvIra prabhune abhigraha pUre thaye tyAre devaduMdubhI vAgI ane sADAbAra kroDa senaiyAnI vRSTi thaI tyAre AkhA nagaranI janatA jovA mATe umaTI tyAre gAmanA rAjA rANInA manamAM paNa thayuM ke leke kahe che ke caMdanabALAnA hAthe prabhune abhigraha pUrNa thaye. te e satI keNu che? ApaNe enA darzana karIe. ema vicAra karIne rAjA rANI AvyA. rANIe tarata oLakhI lIdhI ke A te mArI bhANeja caMdanabALA che, tyAre mRgAvatI rANIe kahyuM-beTA! teM mAsInA rAjyamAM ATaluM duHkha vadhyuM? amane khabara paNa na ApI? mAsIne khabara na hatI ke caMdanabALA ahIM che paNa caMdanabALa te jANatI hatI ne ke mAsInuM gAma che paNa e jANIne gaI na hatI. mahAna AtmAo duHkhanA samaye sagAnI pAse jatA nathI. mAsIne pitAnI bhANejane joIne khUba harSa thaya ne pitAne ghera laI javA khUba Agraha karyo paNa pachI te caMdanabALAe dIkSA lIdhI. ahIM jinasenanA mAsIne pitAnA bhANejane joIne khUba harSa che. mAsI bhANeja maLyA paNa bhANejavahuo jANatI nathI ke A mAsInuM gAma che. have rANIjI vastuo pAse jaze ne temanuM svAgata karIne potAnA mahele kevI rIte lAvaze ne zuM banaze te avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 95 Aso vada amAsa ne maMgaLavAra divALI tA. 31-10-78 - sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI bhagavate jagatanA jIne uddaghoSaNA karIne kahe che he bhavya che ! pramAdanI pathArIne tyAga karIne dharmajAgnikA kare. dharmajagrikA eTale mehanidrAne tyAga. manuSya dravyathI jAgate heya paNa je ene pitAnA AtmAnuM bhAna na hoya te e bhAvanidrAmAM uMghate ja che. anAdikALathI jIva mehanidrAmAM uMghate che. enA pariNAme A virATa vizvamAM jIva cAre gatimAM rakhaDatA anaMta anaMta janma-maraNa karate Ave che ane haju paNa je mehanidrAno tyAga nahi kare te janmamaraNanuM cakra cAlu ja rahevAnuM che. anaMtA tIrthakare A vAtane vAraMvAra samajAvI gayA che ke uttama manuSyabhava pAmyA cho e jAgavA mATe pAmyA che, uMghatA rahevA mATe nahi, tethI jAge ane mohanidrAno tyAga kare. bhagavAne te pite joyuM che ke khuda pitAne AtmA mehanI nidrA phagAvI daine jAge tyAre ja enI unnatinA pagaraNa zarU thayA ane AtmajAgRti rAkhIne ArAdhanA karate rahyo te paramAtmapadanI prApti karI zako. dharma jAjhika kahe ke AtmajAgRti kahe e paramAtmapadanI prAptine pAme che. pAyA upara ja dharmanI ArAdhanAnI ImArata khaDI rahI zake che, eTale tame dharma jAgrika karatA e ciMtana kare ke huM koNa? huM eTale A kAyAnI keTaDImAM keda pUrAyela sacetana

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zAradA muvAsa 879 sanAtana AtmA. janma lIdhe tyArathI maraNa sudhI A kAyAnI veTha karanAre huM emAM e aTavAI gaye chuM ke A kAyA bhUkhI thaI te ene khavaDAvavuM, thAkI gaI te ene sUvADavAnI, melI thaI te ene navaDAvavAnI, Indriyane viSanI IcchA thAya to ene ISTa viSayonI tRpti karAvavI, e mATe paisAnI jarUra paDe eTale kamAvAnI veTha karavAnI, kAyAnA sagAsaMbaMdhI ane nehIone sAcavavA, A badhI paranI veTha karanAro huM veThIye ja chuM ne ! anAdikALathI kAyAnI kedamAM pUrAIne meM AvI gulAmI ja karI che ne? mArA pitAnA svarUpane vicAra karyo nathI ne haju paNa A ja karI rahyo chuM. kevI durdazA che ! zuM, tyAre huM A ja svabhAvavALe chuM ? mAre kAyAnI kedamAM pUrAvuM ja paDe? enI ane enA lAgatAvaLagatAnI veTha karavI paDe! AyuSya pUrNa thatAM emAMthI mRtyu pAmIne ravAnA thavuM paDe ane pharIthI karoLiyAnI jema navA zarIranuM jALuM banAvIne emAM pUrAvuM ja paDe? zuM A mAro svabhAva che ? AvI ciMtavanA karatA aMdarathI cetanadeva kaheze ke nAnA huM AvA svabhAvavALa nathI, tyAre huM keNa? ke huM arUpI AtmA, anaMta jJAna darzana ane anaMta sukhanA svabhAvavALe chuM paNa mihanA kAraNe karmanA AvaraNothI DhaMkAI gayo chuM ane tethI ja karmanI gulAmI nIce anaMta jJAnAdi saMpatti kheI beThe chuM. tenA kAraNe e jJAna ane AnaMda svane paNa dekhAtA nathI. bAkI huM kharekhara kaMgALa ke kAyara nathI. huM Indriyane gulAma nathI paNa Idriya, vANuM, ane mana para varcasva dharAvate jIva chuM. huM svataMtra chuM. A kAyA ane indriyo badhA parataMtra che. huM dhAruM te pramANe mArI indriyane pravartAvI zakuM chuM ne dhAruM te pAchA haTAvI zakuM chuM. huM dhAruM te pramANe vANuM bolAvI zakuM chuM. belavAmAM pheraphAra karI zakuM chuM ne dhAruM te vaNIne bolatI paNa baMdha karI zakuM chuM. manathI mArA dhAryA pramANe vicAraNuM calAvI zakuM chuM ne vicAraNA badalI zakuM chuM. huM A deDa ane indriyone gavarnara, suprIma rAjA chuM, mATe e badhAne azubhamAMthI rokI zubha viSayamAM pravartAvI puNyanA gaMja ubhA karanArA, navA pApa aTakAvanAre ne junA pApanA DhagalAne ukheDanAre anaMta zaktivaMta chuM. A kAyA upara mAruM saMpUrNa varcasva che. carama tIrthapati mahAvIra bhagavAna, dhanAjI ane zAlIbhadrajI jevA mahAna AtmAo AvI dharma jAjhikA karIne janmamaraNanI jhaMjhaTathI mukta thayA te huM keNa? huM e parAkramI pUrvajone vArasadAra chuM. huM emanA jevuM ja dharmazAsana pAmyo chuM te emanA pagale cAlIne mAnavajIvanane saphaLa banAvI lauM. baMdhuo ! AvI ciMtaNa karavAthI AtmAne pitAnI zaktinuM bhAna thAya che ne maha utarI jAya che. ApaNu bhagavAne AvI jAjhika karIne karmazatruone haThAvI kevaLajJAna pragaTa karyuM hatuM. kevaLajJAna pAmyA pachI bhagavAne aneka jIne tAryA che, ane chelle AyuSya pUrNa thatAM aghAtI karmone kSaya karI Aje Aso vada amAsanI pAchalI rAtre mokSamAM padhAryA. te parvane ApaNe divALI tarIke ujavIe chIe. Aje divALIne

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880 vAra suvAsa pavitra divasa che. avanInA AMgaNe Avela A divALIe saunA dilamAM nUtana bhAvanAnA samIre halarAvyA, utsAhanA pamarATa phelAvyA, jyAM juo tyAM basa AnaMda AnaMda ne AnaMda. A divasomAM bALake, yuvAne, naranArI sarve sArA sArA vastrothI dehane zaNagArI, rasanI madhuratA mANavA khAnapAnanI mahephIle uDAve che. raMgaberaMgI raMgoLIthI AMgaNune zaNagAre che. cere ane cauTe, dvAre ane gokhe, AMgaNe ne prAMgaNe jhagamaga dIvaDAo pragaTe che. saune hRdayamAM eka ja guMjana bhAI ! " Aja to divALI AvI, navA saMdezA lAvI mahephIlane mijabAnInI, AnaMdanI nizAnI." AvA che mAne che ke raMgarAganI mastIne AnaMdanI ujavaNI e ja divALI. divALI eTale paisAne dhUmADe. divALI eTale deDazaNagAranI harIphAI ane khAna pAnanI mijalasa, AvI divALI ujavavAthI dehane, ne manane AnaMda thAya paNa AtmAnI te divALIne badale heLI thAya che. divALInA AgamanathI tamane je AnaMda thAya che te AnaMda kSaNika che, nazvara che. vAstavika rIte divALIne artha je jIva samaje te je di vALe te divALI. Aje jyAM najara nAMkhIe tyAM divALIne marma bhUlAya che, bhAvanA bhUlAI che. | divALInA nirmANamAM hetubhUta keNa hatA e te tamane khabara che ne? zAsanapati trilekInAtha zrI mahAvIra prabhune nirvANa ne gautama svAmInuM kevaLajJAna. carama tIrthaMkara mahAvIra prabhu vizvanA baMdhanathI mukta banI sadaiva vidAya laIne mekSa lakSmIne vayA, akhaMDa ajara padane pAmyA, duniyAnA sarvAgI sukha cheDIne alaukika sukha prApta karyuM ane temanA paTTa ziSya gautama svAmIe kevaLajJAna prApta karyuM. vizvanA upakAraka, uddhAraka, karUNAsAgara, mArgadarzaka, prabhu jagatanA prAMgaNathI adazya thAya, vizvavAtsalyanA jharaNAnuM amRta zuSka banI jAya, paramArthanuM paMkherU uDI jAya tyAre zuM jagatanA jInI AMkhamAM AMsu na hoya? zekanI gherI chAyA na hoya? hoya ja. prabhu te vItarAga banI gayA. emaNe rAgAdi zatruone nAza karyo paNa bIjA che te chadmastha hatA. prabhune AdhArasthaMbha mAnanArA hatA eTale zAsananA tejasva ratna vilaya thayAne, AdhAra sthaMbha tUTI gayAne AghAta sahana karavAne samarthana bane e svAbhAvika che. teo sAcA rAhe gayA ne sAcA paMthane mArga batAvatA gayA. AtmAnI kamANI karI bIjAne kimI batAvatA gayA. deha gaye paNa zAsana mUkatA gayA. upadezadhArI gaI paNa vacanabiMdu mUkatA gayA. gaI kAlanA divase ane AjanA divase bhagavAne seLa prahara sudhI ekadhArI satata dezane ApI hatI. e dezanAmAM uttarAdhyayana sUtra ane vipAka sUtra aMtima samaye bhagavAne ApaNane amUlya hita zikhAmaNa ApelI che, pitA enA putrane jiMdagIbhara zikhAmaNa Ape paNa aMtima samaye je chellI zikhAmaNa Ape tenI kiMmata vadhAre hoya ne ? tevI rIte bhagavAnanI aMtimavAnuM ApaNA hRdayamAM maMtranI jema vaNuI javI

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zArakA suvAsa 881 joIe ane jIvananA aMta sudhI ApaNe ene zraddhApUrvaka hRdayamAM dhAraNa karI rAkhavI joIe. bhagavAnanI vANuM Apattine bhedanArI ane manavAMchita sukhane ApanArI che. anicchAe sAMbhaLanAra AtmAone paNa uddhAra thaI gayA che te pachI je zraddhApUrvaka sAMbhaLIne AcaraNa kare enI te vAta ja zuM karavI ? Aje ApaNA mATe prabhuvANIne dIpa AtmAnA aTala aMdhArAne ulecIne mukti maMjhIla para pahoMcavA samartha zakitavAna che. ApaNe eTalA bhAgyazALI chIe ke Aja jhagamagatA vIravANInA ajavALAnA camakArA bhAvinA utthAna mATe rahyA che. jeTalA zuddha bhAvathI ApaNe vIravANIne hRdayamAM jhIlIe teTalA ApaNA karmo jaldI khape che. ahIM besIne eka citte je sAMbhaLaze te tamArA hRdayamAM eMTI jaze ane kSaNabhara te thaI jaze ke prabhunI vANI kevI madhura che! bhagavAne zuM karavAnuM kahyuM che ne huM zuM karI rahyo chuM? ane have samajyA pachI paNa mAre zuM karavuM joIe? paNa je ahIM AvIne beThA pachI citta ghera jatuM hoya, paisA yAda AvatA hAya, vahepAra dhaMdhe yAda AvatuM hoya te pachI bhagavAnanI vANI aMtaramAM utare kharI ? ane mekSanuM mota maLe kharuM?, "nA" te mekSanuM metI keNa meLavI zake? je bhagavAnanI vANImAM ekatAna banI jAya che. je tamAre jaldI mekSa meLavavuM hoya te bhagavAnanI vANImAM ekatAna banI jAo. bhagavAne aMtima dezanA pAvApurImAM ApI che. bhagavAna eka vakhata grAmAnugrAma vicaratA vicaratA pAvApurI nagarIne pAvana karavA mATe zeSakALa padhAryA. bhagavAnanuM Agamana thatAM pAvApurInI janatA bhagavAnanA darzana karavA umaTI. pAvApurInA hastipALa rAjAnA sADA traNa kroDa marAya khIlI uThayA. aho ! Aje mAre AMgaNe senAne sUrya ugyA. mArI pAvApurI nagarI prabhunA punIta pagale pAvana banI gaI. meSa gAje ane mera nAce tema hastipALa rAjAnA manane morale nAcavA lAgyuM ane jaladI parivAra sahita prabhunA darzana karavA mATe AvyA. khUba bhAvapUrvaka prabhune vaMdana namaskAra karIne dezanA sAMbhaLavA mATe besI gayA. eka citte prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLI. hastipALa rAjAne khabara hatI ke A prabhunuM chelluM cAturmAsa che eTale manamAM vicAra karyo ke prabhunA chelalA cAturmAsane amane lAbha maLe te jIvana saphaLa banI jAya. huM prabhune vinaMtI karuM, eTale dezanA pUrNa thayA pachI hastipALa rAjA prabhune cAturmAsa mATe vinaMtI karavA ubhA thayA, tethI pAvApurInI janatA paNa ubhI thaIne badhA prabhunA caraNamAM mastaka namAvIne vinaMtI karavA lAgyA. baMdhuo! je haLukama ane mokSagAmI cha hoya che temanA jIvanamAM vinaya, namratA, saraLatA, kSamA vigere guNene sumeLa hoya che. Aje te vinayane dezanikAla thaI gaye che. dhana kamAvA mATe ghaNe vinaya batAve che, tamArI ophIsamAM kaI mATe za. ru. 5

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892 zAradA suvAsa vahepArI Ave tyAre tame tamArI khurazI ke gAdI upara beThA che te ubhA thaI jAo cho ne? enA sAmA jAo, Adara satkAra kare che paNa tame divAnakhAnAmAM beThA che ne sAdhu-sAdhavI tamAre ghera padhAre te keTale vinaya karazo? saMsAranA sukha mATe vinaya tamane tAraze nahi. . bhagavAne potAnI aMtima dezanAmAM sauthI prathama ApaNane vinaya zIkhavADe che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranuM prathama adhyayana vinaya viSe che. vinaya e te vairIne vaza karavAnuM vazIkaraNa che. A vinayavaMta hastipALa rAjA prabhune vinaMtI karavA uThayA te prajA paNa uThI. prabhunA mukhaDA sAme joIne hastipALa rAjA kahe che te mArA karUNAnIdhi! anAthenA nAtha! dInadayALa! mArA trilokInAtha! A sevakanI eka namra vinaMtIne Apa svIkAra kare. rAjA prabhune zuM vinaMtI kare che? - the abake comAse svAmIjI aThe kareja, meM pAvApurIse paga A mati dharejI, hastapALa rAja vinave be karoDa, pure prabhujI mArA mananA he keDa, zIza namAya ubhA joDI hAtha, karUNAsAgara vAMchokapAjI nAtha, haiM abako. hastipALa rAjA prabhunI sAme joIne kahe che he karUNasidhu! Apa mArI vinaMtIne vIkAra karI A chelluM cAturmAsa pAvApurIne AMgaNe birAje. ApanA cAturmAsathI amane mahAna lAbha thaze. bhavya jIva AtmAnuM kalyANa karaze. huM Apane A vakhate ahIMthI dUra nahi javA dauM. A lAbha amane ja Ape. hastipALa rAjA prabhune vinaMtI karatA AMkhamAMthI nAnA bALakanI jema AMsu sArI rahyA che. nAnuM bALaka mAtA pAsethI kaMI levuM hoya te kAlIghelI bhASA belIne mAtAnuM hRdaya pIgaLAvI nAMkhe che ne? tema hastipALa rAjA paNa nAnA bALakanI jema bhagavAna pAse karagare che. je bhUminA mahAna puNya hoya tyAM zAsanapati tIrthaMkara prabhunuM cAturmAsa thAya. jyAM tIrthaMkara prabhu birAjamAna hoya tyAM upadrava, roga, zeka, dUra thaI jAya ane zAMtimaya, AnaMdadAyaka vAtAvaraNa prasarI jAya che. hastipALa rAjAe prabhune khUba joradAra vinaMtI karI. bhagavAna te kevaLajJAnI hatA. temaNe petAnA jJAna dvArA jANyuM ke mAre deha A bhUmimAM ja vilaya thavAne che. A bhUmimAMthI ja mAre mekSamAM javAnuM che. mArA mATe A bhUminI chelI sparzanA che. ema jANIne bhagavAne hastipALa rAjAnI vinaMtIne svIkAra karyo. prabhunuM cAturmAsa pAvApurImAM thaze te jANuM rAjA ane prajAnA dilamAM AnaMda AnaMda chavAI gaye. samaya thatAM bhagavAna pAvApurInA AMgaNe cAturmAsa mATe padhAryA. zrAvaka zrAvikAone AnaMdano pAra nathI. prabhunA punIta padArpaNathI pAvApurI nagarI gAjI uThI che. bhavya jIvo prabhunI vANInA ghUMTaDA pItA dharAtA nathI.

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zAraDA suvANa prabhunuM cAturmAsa thayuM tene AnaMda che ane sAthe A prabhunuM carama cAturmAsa che. have ApaNane bharatakSetramAM arihaMta prabhune viyoga paDaze tenuM atyaMta duHkha che, kAraNa ke arihaMta prabhune viga paDe te kone game? Aje ame bhagavAnanA zAstronA AdhAre cAlIe chIe paNa kyAreka koI vAta na samajAya tyAre bhagavAna khuda birAjamAna hatA te emanI pAse jaIne zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karata, paNa atyAre zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karanAra keNa che? Aje ApaNI punAmAM kacAza che ke ApaNane sarvajJa prabhune viga che. jenI rageragamAM jinabhASita dharma vaNAI gaye hoya tene arihaMta bhagavAnanuM ane emanI vANInuM mUlya samajAya. dharmanI kiMmata dharmI ja AMkI zake che. hIrAnA mUlya te jhaverI ja AMkI zake, bharavADane kaMI hIrAnA mUlyanI khabara paDe ? (ahIM pU. mahAsatIjIe bheLA bharavADanuM dRSTAMta ApyuM hatuM) baMdhuo ! ApaNA AtmAnI paNa AvI dazA che. bheLA bharavADane te samajaNa na hatI eTale paccIsa hajAranI kiMmatane hIre daza rUpiyAmAM ApI dIdhe paNa tame te enA jevA nathI ne? catura vaNika che ne? vicAra kare ke kareDanA hIrA karatAM paNa kiMmatI mAnavabhavane tame zemAM upaga kare che? kAmamAM , mAjazekhamAM ne khAvApIvAmAM gumAvI rahyA che paNa yAda rAkhajo ke karaDe rUpiyA ApatA paNa A manuSyabhava ane manuSyabhavanI amUlya kSaNe nahi maLe. tame paisAnI kiMmata samaje che paNa e paise tamane jIvADI zakatuM nathI. kalaiyA kuMvara je ekane eka yuvAna dIkare mRtyuzA para paDhe che tyAre enA mAtApitA lAkho rUpiyA kharce te paNa tUTI tenI bUTI che ? lAkhe ne karaDe rUpiyA daI de paNa gayelI jiMdagInI eka kSaNa pAchI maLavAnI nathI. have kahe ke paisAnI kiMmata che ke mAnavabhavanI? ApaNe kiMmatI senerI samaya sarI jAya che. taka gayA pachI game teTale pazcAtApa karaze te paNa nahIM maLe, mATe samayane oLakhIne bane teTalI sAdhanA karI le. mahAvIra prabhune mekSamAM gayA ATalA varSo thaI gayA chatAM Aje divALInA divase ApaNe bhagavAnane yAda karIe chIe. Ajane pavitra divasa mahAvIra prabhunA kalyANIka sAthe saMkaLAyelo che. A divase ApaNane arihaMtane viga paDe che tenuM smaraNa tAjuM thAya che. vahepArIe varSanI kAryavAhInI samApti karIne naphe tathA levaDadevaDanuM saravaiyuM kADhe che paNa Aje te ApaNe AtmAnuM saravaiyuM kADhavAnuM che. bhagavAna sarvajJa te hatA paNa AjanA divase teo sarvAMgasaMpanna banyA. jyAM sudhI prabhune AtmA samakti pAmya na hatuM tyAM sudhI bIjA nI jema bhavATavImAM bhamIne nukazAnI para nukazAnI karatuM hatuM, kAraNa ke meha ane ajJAnane kAraNe jIva avaLe vahepAra karatA hoya che. bhagavAnanA AtmAe samyapha pAgyA pachI bhavabhramaNa TALavA mATe purUSArtha upADyo. AjathI 2504,

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zAradA suvAsa varSo pUrve prabhue evI divALI ujavI ke jemAM sarva nukazAnInuM vaLatara karIne kevaLa naphAnuM saravaiyuM kADhayuM. cAra gatinA janma-maraNanA pherA cUkate karI nAMkhyA. samasta dene TALIne anaMta guNene naphe meLavI lIdhe. devAnupriye ! Aje rAtre ApaNuM prabhu nirvANa pAmyA che. ApaNA prabhue ApaNane ghaNuM ghaNuM zIkhavyuM che. emanI sAdhanA evI jabbara hatI ke jyAre ApaNe vAMcIe tyAre ApaNe pramAda TaLI jAya. bhagavAne ghora sAdhanAne aMte kevaLajJAna ane kevaLa darzana prApta karyuM, pachI ApaNane temaNe karmabaMdhanathI mukta thavAne mArga batAbe ne uddaghaSaNa karIne kahyuM he bhavya jI ! jAgo. A sAdhanA karavAne kiMmatI samaya hAthamAMthI cAlyo na jAya tenI sAvadhAnI rAkha. samyagadarzana, samyakajJAna samyaphacAritramAM ramaNatA karavI te nijasvarUpamAM ramaNatA che, paNa anAdikALathI bhUla paDele jIva paramAM ramaNatA karI rahyo che. keI divasa jIvane vicAra Ave che ke huM kayAM sudhI paramAM vapaNuM mAnIne bhaTakIza? AtmAne anaMta khajAne paramAM ramaNatA karavAthI nahi maLe. kAjaLanI keTaDImAM rahIne kALAza lAgavA devI natha e kema bane? evI rIte karmanI keTaDImAMthI mukta thavuM haze te AtmA uparathI kaSAyenI kAlImAne dUra karavI paDaze. jemanI pAse saMsAranA samasta sukha hatA, jemanI sevAmAM Indro hAjara hatA tevA bhagavAna mahAvIre paNa tyAganA paMthe prayANa karyuM. jIvanamAM tyAganI khUba AvazyakatA che. tyAga vinA traNa kALamAM kalyANa nathI. tyAga paNa ke? phakta zveta vastro paherI levAthI ke mAthe muMDana karavAthI kalyANa nathI thavAnuM paNa AtmAnA lakSapUrvakanuM sAdhupaNuM aMgIkAra karIne jabbara purUSArtha upADI, karmanA oghane uDADavA mATe tapa-tyAganI avazya jarUra che. bhagavAne sADA bAra varSa sudhI aghera tapazcaryA karI karmone khapAvyA ane kevaLajJAna prApta karyuM. kevaLajJAnanI jeta pragaTAvyA pachI prabhue tIrthanI sthApanA karI. dee bhagavAnane kevaLajJAna mahatsava ujavyuM ane prabhu traNa jagatanA nAtha banyA. bhagavAne saMyama laIne pitAnA AtmAnuM ja kalyANa nathI karyuM paNa aneka jIvane tAryA che. bhagavAna kevA che? atijJANuM tArayANuM" pite taryA che ne bhavya jIne tAryA che. parama karUNAnidhi bhagavAne pApImAM pApI jIne uddhAra karyo che. caMDakauzika jevA bhayaMkara jherI daSTiviSa sapane paNa upadeza ApIne tAryo che. roja sAta sAta nI ghAta karanArA arjuna mALI jevA pApIne paNa saMyama ApIne tene uddhAra karyo che ane satI caMdanabALA jevI rAjakumArIne paNa pitAnI vaDI ziSyA banAvIne tArI che. AvA karUNanA sAgara mahAvIra prabhunuM cAturmAsa pAvApurImAM thayuM che. bhagavAnanA mAsA te beMtAlIsa thayA, temAM cauda te rAjagRhI nagarImAM thayA. e bhUmi paNa

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zAraMdhA suvANa puNyavAna hatI paNa A te chelluM cAturmAsa che enI eTale vizeSa mahattA che. bhagavAnanI vANu sAMbhaLIne ja pratibaMdha pAme che. saunA AnaMdane pAra nathI paNa sAthe prabhune viga paDavAne che tenuM dukha dilane satAvI rahyuM che. cAturmAsanA divase pasAra thatAM thatAM divALInA divase AvI gayA. aDhAra dezanA rAjAo rAjyanuM kAmakAja cheDIne cha pauSadha karIne prabhu sanmukha besI gayA ne prabhunA mukha sAme mekhabhekha daSTithI jotAM ekAgracitta vANuM sAMbhaLI rahyA che. darekanA dilamAM duHkha che, kAraNa ke arihaMta prabhune viga paDavAne che. bhagavAna mekSa javAnA samaye Indra AvIne prabhune vinaMtI kare che ke prabhu ! ApanA nirvANa samaye bhasmagraha besavAne che te Apa vadhu nahi, be ghaDI rekAI jAe te pAchaLanA lekone dukALanA dukha veThavA na paDe, tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM he Indra! "na bhUto na bhaviSyati" e banyuM nathI ne banaze nahi. je janme che tene avazya javAnuM che. prabhue e vAtane svIkAra na karyo. akhaMDa seLa prahara sudhI dezanA ApIne sarva karmone gALIne mahAvIra prabhu A vada amAsanI pAchalI rAtre mekSamAM birAjyA. jeNe rAte vIra pAmyA mukti, kevaLa pAmyA gautamasvAmI, jyAre jApa jape navakAravALI, vIra mukta birAjyA dina divALI. Ase vada amAsanI pAchalI rAtre mahAvIra prabhu moze pahoMcyA ane bIjI tarapha bhagavAnanA paTTaziSya gaNadhara gautama svAmIne kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM, eTale eka tarapha vicaganuM duHkha ane bIjI tarapha gautamasvAmInA kevaLajJAnanA mahatsavane AnaMda che. AvA mahAna prasaMgene lakSamAM laIne ApaNe dharmArAdhanAthI divALI ujavavAnI che. bhagavAne aghAtI karmone kSaya karyo ne gautamasvAmIe ghAtI karmone kSaya karyo che. emaNe karmanA phaTAkaDA phoDIne bhavabhramaNa aTakAvyuM che ne tame badhA dArUnA phaTAkaDA pheDI hiMsA karIne bhavabhramaNa vadhAro che. je phaTAkaDA phoDavA hoya te karmanA phaTAkaDA pheDe ne AtmAne pavitra banAvI sAcI divALI ujave. jeNe AtmAne ujajavaLa banAvyuM te sAcI divALI ujavI gayA che. mahAvIra prabhu ane gautamasvAmI e gurU ziSya evI divALI ujavI ane ApaNane ujavavAne upadeza ApI gayA che. bhagavAnanI aMtimadezanA uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamA adhyayanane adhikAra ApaNe reja vaMcAya che. Aje paNa thoDuM vAMcIe. giranAranI guphAmAM rAjematIne joIne raheneminuM mana calAyamAna thayuM ane te rAjamatI pAse jaIne kahe che te rAjIla ! A zabda sAMbhaLI rAjematI camakyA. A sAdamAM vAtsalya na hatuM paNa vAsanA bharI hatI. e vicAravA lAgI ke rahanemi ahIM kayAMthI? tyAM te muninA manane mora TahukI ha7. he rAjI! tuM tela ne huM mera ! huM tane suMdarI mAnuM chuM. tuM Ava mArI pAse,

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886 zAradA suvAsa ApaNe bhega bhegavIe. rahaneminA zabda sAMbhaLIne maNe rAjematInI AMkha AgaLa pUrvane bhUtakALa khaDo thaI gaye. eka vakhatanI pite rAjakumArI, nemakumAra pitAnI sAthe lagna karavA mATe jAna joDIne AvyA paNa abelenI AlamanA AMsu emaNe joyA ane emane jAna bacAvavA pitAnI jAna emaNe pAchI vALI. eka varSa dAna ApyuM aMte Aja garavA gaDha giranAra upara teo pravarjita thayA. varSo pachI pote paNa A paMthe cAlI nIkaLI. rahanemie paNa nemanAtha prabhu sAthe dIkSA lIdhI hatI. rahanemine patananA paMthe gayelA joIne rAmatI vicAra karavA lAgI ke zuM, siMhanA sAmarthyathI saMyamanA pathe saMcarelA devariyA munivara zuM sasaluM banI jaze ? emanuM hRdaya kaMpI uSya paNa bIjI ja kSaNe svastha banIne bolyA. devariyA munivara dhyAnamAM raheje, dhyAna thakI heya bhavane pAra re...munivara rAjesatInA zabda sAMbhaLIne rahanemi kahe che. suMdarI ! zuM dhyAna ane zuM dhAraNa! tuM mane Aje munivara tarIke na nihALIza. huM Aje tArI sAme muni tarIke nahi paNa pati tarIke ubhe chuM. rAjematI manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke mAkhaNa bhale ne sAme rahyuM paNa jyAM sudhI huM agni na banuM tyAM sudhI keInI tAkAta nathI ke mAkhaNane pIgaLAvI zake. rAjematI kahe che munivara ! tamAruM dhyAna teDIne A zuM dhatIMga karavA taiyAra thayA che? tamArA dhyAnamAM lIna rahe paNa jenA aMtaramAM vAsanAne kIDo saLavaLATa karI rahyo che evA rahanemi kahe che rAjula suMdarI ! vIja jhabUke eTalAmAM metI parevI le. yauvananuM upavana haju pUra bahAramAM che, tyAM sudhI cAle, bhegI bhramara banIne ApaNe enI parAga pI laIe. dharma, dhyAna ane dhAraNAnI vAta karavAnI A vaya nathI. bhega bhegAvyA pachI ghaDapaNamAM e badhuM nirAMte karIzuM. - sAdhvI rAjematIe vicAra karyo ke jyAM sudhI rahaneminA haiyAmAM cATa nahi lAge tyAM sudhI tucchavRtti zAMta nahi thAya, mATe ene jhATakavAnI jarUra che. rAjematI tejasvI sALI hatI. sAcI siMhaNa hatI. DarIne besI jAya tevI na hatI. pahelAM eNe rahanemine samajAvyuM paNa samaye nahi. mahAna AtmAe pahelA zAma eTale samajAve paNa na samaje te dAma kaDakAIthI vAta kare. kaDakAIthI paNa je kAbUmAM na Ave te daMDa ApIne vAta kare che. AvI ekAMta guphAmAM rahenemi lAja maryAdA cheDIne enI sAme ubhA rahyA, tyAre rAjematI paNa makakama banI bhAratanI satIomAM keTaluM khamIra hoya che ke enA mAthe mAraNAMta saMkaTa Ave te paNa cAritra cheDatI nathI. koI vakhata mahelamAM paNa satIone zIyaLanI kasoTI Ave ane kevAra AvA jaMgalamAM paNa AvI jAya che paNa AvA ekalA hoya ane kaseTI Ave tyAre pitAnA prANanI paravA karyA vinA makakama rahevuM e sAmAnya vAta nathI. satIoe zIyaLane mATe prANa ApyA che ane sAdhuoe saMyamane mATe prANa ApyA che paNa saMyama choDe nathI. AgaLanA zrAvake paNa evA khamIravaMtA hatA ke dharmane mATe prANa dIdhA che paNa dharma cheDa nathI.

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zAradA suvAsa eka gAmamAM jaina dharmanI daDha zraddhAvaMta ghaNuM zrAvake vasatA hatA. emanI rageragamAM jaina dharmanI zraddhA hatI. e gAmanA rAjA maraNa pAmyA ne navA rAjA AvyA. rAjA sAthe pradhAna paNa badalAya. e rAjA ane pradhAna bane dharmanA kevI hatA. emaNe jaina dharmane virodha karavA mAMDe ane zrAvakane belAvIne kahe che tamAre jaina dharma haMbaka che. mArA gAmamAM jaina dharmanuM nAmanizAna na joIe tamAro dharma choDI de. zrAvake kahe che mahArAjA! amArA prANa jaze te kurabAna paNa deDamAM prANa che tyAM sudhI jaina dharma nahi chUTe. tyAre rAjAe kahyuM je tame jaina dharma nahi choDo te huM tamane badhA jainadhamIone telanA kaDakaDatA tAvaDAmAM taLI nAMkhIza. zrAvake kahe che telanI kaDAImAM taLAI javA taiyAra chIe. dharmane khAtara prANa chuTaze te paNa amAruM te kalyANa ja che. rAjAne khUba krodha AvyuM ne orDara karyo ke A lokone pakaDIne tAvaDAmAM taLI nAMkhe. badhA yuvAna zrAvakane pakaDI lIdhA ne bIje divase meTe bhaThTho saLagAvI tenA upara telane tAvaDe mUkAvya ne ukaLatA telamAM zrAvakane taLavA lAgyA. joI na zakAya evuM karUNa dazya hatuM, paNa jinazAsana mATe prANu devA zrAvake hasatA hasatA tAvaDAmAM paDavA lAgyA. jema aMdhaka aNagAranA zine pAlaka pradhAne ghANImAM pIlyA tyAre gurU ziSyane kahetA hatA ke huM mArA ziSyo! kasoTIne samaya che. mana samAdhimAM rAkhajo, tyAre ziSya kahe che "gurUdeva ! "ame nathI pIlAtA, amArA kame pIlAya che. to pIlAya che cIceDAmAM, paNa mana rame che navakAramAM." jema aMdhaka muninA ziSya hasatA hasatA ghANImAM palAyA hatA tema A zrAvake hasatA mukhe tAvaDAmAM taLAvA lAgyA. eka pachI eka ema karatA ekavIsa zrAvakene taLI nAMkhyA, pachI eka yuvAna zrAvakanI naveDhA patnI AvIne kahe che amArA patine tAvaDAmAM taLyA te have amAre jIvane zuM kAma che? amane paNa taLI nAMkhe. A dazyathI AkhI sabhAmAM kamakamATI chavAI gaI. keTalAka purUSe bebhAna banI gayA ane jyAM navayuvAna mIMDhaLa bAMdhelI kanyA rUmajhuma karatI telanA ukaLatA tAvaDA pAse AvI tyAM rAjA ane pradhAna dhrujI uThayA, ne bolI uThayA basa kare. have A dazya amArAthI nathI jevAtuM. have mArA rAjayamAM janadharmane vaja pharakaze. je jaina dharmanI TIkA karaze tene sajA karavAmAM Avaze, ane huM paNa AjathI jaina dharma svIkAruM chuM. baMdhuo ! zrAvakanI aDaga zraddhAne kAraNe jaina dharmanA kevI rAjA paNa premI banI gayA, paNa e kayAre banyuM ke eka vAra prANunuM balIdAna ApavuM paDyuM. tamAre mAthe AvuM dharmasaMkaTa Ave te prANa ApavA taiyAra che? AvA daDha zrAvake jainazAsanane jayavaMtu banAve che. ahIM rAjematInI paNa karI AvI che. rahanemine eNe atyAra sudhI samajAvyuM paNa jANyuM ke have A te samaje tema nathI. enI sAthe kaDakAIthI kAma levuM paDaze. have rAmatI rahanemine kevA kaDaka zabdo kaheze ke kevI rIte saMyamamAM

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zAradA muvAsa sthira karaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. bhagavAnanI vANuM aMtaramAM utArI jIvanamAMthI ajJAnanA aMdhakAra dUra karI jJAnanA dipaka pragaTAvaze te ja tame sAcI divALI ujavI che. vyAkhyAna naM.-6 kArataka suda 2 ne gurUvAra "bhAIbIja" tA. 2-11-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! mahAmaMgalakArI divALInA panetA divase cAlI rahyA che. tame badhAe gaIkAle nUtana varSAbhiMdana karyA ane anya zubhecchAo pAThavI. AvA pavitra divase AtmAne nUtana saMdezAo Ape che. he cetana !nUtana varSa eTale jIvananI eka DAyarI pratyeka varSa enA pharyA che. pratyeka divasa e ene pAnA che. pratyeka akSara e kArya che. kAgaLanI DAyarI tyAre ja suMdara ane suzobhita lAge che ke jyAre enA pharmA svaccha ane suMdara hoya, pharyA tyAre ja suMdara bane ke enA pAnA paranA akSaro surekha ane svaccha hoya, tema nUtana varSa eTale 360 pAnAnI eka nAnakaDI suMdara DAyarI. A DAyarIne kevI rIte sAcavavI? emAM zuM lakhavuM? zuM cItaravuM ? ene zuM karavuM ? mAtra ene sAcavIne mUkI rAkhavI ke phADI nAMkhavI ke ene eka Adarza DAyarI banAvavI? zuM karavuM e tamArA hAthanI vAta che. A DAyarImAM badhuM nedhAya che. varSanI eka paNa vAta evI nahi hoya ke emAM nahi nedhAtI heya. jIvanamAM kALA karmo karyA hoya te nedhAya che ane koIne Arthika muzkelImAM aNInA samaye sahAya karI zubha karmo upArjana karyA hoya te paNa seMdhAya che. keI bheLa gharAkanA gaLA upara charI pheravI hoya evA ahevAla paNa lakhAya che ne keI babbe traNa traNa divasanA bhUkhyA bhikhArInI bhUkha maTADI enA aMtaranA meLavelA AzIrvAdanA ahevAla paNa lakhAya che. baMdhuo! tamAre tamArI jIvanaDAyarIne suzobhita banAvavI hoya te jIvana rUpI DAyarInA pAne satkAryanI raMgeLI pUre, saddabhAvanAnA saptaraMgI citra dore, paropakAra, prema, paramArtha ane kSamAnI saurabhathI jIvana maghamaghatuM banAve, jJAnanA dIvaDA pragaTAvo, tapanA toraNa baMdhAve. sAruM varSa bhale vItI jAya paNa A Adarza DAyarImAM Adarza karelA kAryonI noMdhane TAMkIne jIvanabhara mATe AMkha sAme rAkhI tenuM ciMtana kare, pratyeka mAnavI je pitAnI A DAyarIne kendramAM rAkhI enA ekeka pAnAne suMdara banAvavA prayatna kare, enA eke pAnA para jANatAM ke ajANatAM kaI kALA DAgha na paDI jAya te mATe enI pUrNa takedArI rAkhe te AtmAnuM utthAna thayA vinA na rahe. A chagana DAyarIne sAcavIne rAkhavI ke rakhaDAvavI? bagADavI ke sudhAra? e badhI pitAnA hAthanI vAta che. A jIvana rUpa DAyarInA jeTalA pAnA phATI gayAM eTalA phATI gayA paNa have je pAna bAkI che tene kALA karmothI kalaMkti karI bagADavA nathI. eTale nirNaya te badhAe karavo joIe. AjanA nUtana varSanA prathama divase nirNaya karI le ke mArI jIvana rUpI DAyarIne huM Adarza saMskAra ane saddaguNethI jarUrI suzobhita banAvIza.

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zAdI suvAsa 889 Aje bhAIbIjane divasa che. AjanA divasanuM nAma bhAIbIja kema paDayuM? Aje bhAI bahenane ghera jAya che. Ama te e rivAja che ke bahena bhAIne ghera jAya. vAra tahevAre bhAI bahenane pitAne ghera jamavA belAve che, paNa bhAI bahenane ghera jamavA jate nathI paNa AjanA bhAIbIjanA divase bahena bhAIne jamavA teDAve che. enuM kAraNa zuM? A prathA kayArathI zarU thaI? bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI mekSamAM gayA tyArathI. bhagavAna te tyAgI hatA eTale emane saMsAranA neha sabaMdha na hatA. tyAgI purUSa saMsAra choDI de che pachI emane sagA snehIone rAga hotuM nathI, paNa emanA sagAvahAlA, mAtA-pitA, bhAI-bahena vigerene te ema thAya che ke "A amAro putra che bhAI che, bahena che ema bhagavAna mekSamAM gayA tyAre emanA moTAbhAI naMdIvardhana ane bahena sudarzanAne khUba AghAta lAge. mekSamAM padhAryA ane AnaMda thaye paNa A pRthvIpaTa uparathI te emane viga paDe ne? enuM dilamAM khUba dukha thayuM, tethI bahene pitAnA bhAI naMdIvardhanane pitAne ghera teDAvyA che ane bhAI paNa zAka mUkavA mATe bahenane ghera gayA. bahene bhAIne sevanuM jamaNa jamADayuM, tyArathI A divasane bhAIbIja kahevAmAM Ave che. rakSAbaMdhananA divase bhAI bahenane pitAne ghera jamavA teDe che ne bahena paNa bhAIne hazathI rAkhaDI bAMdhe che, tyAre bhAI potAnI sthiti anusAra bahenane kaMI ne kaMI Ape che. A bhAIne prasaMga che. Aje bhAIbIjanA prasaMge bahena bhAIne hiMmata ApavAnI che. bhAI sukhI hoya te bahenanA duHkhamAM sahAyaka bane che tema ghaNI vAra evuM bane che ke bahena ghaNuM sukhI hoya che ne bhAI garIba hoya che. AvA samaye bahene bhAIne yathAzakti madada karavI joIe. te ja bhAI bahenanA sneha sAcA kahevAya che. bhAIbIja upara eka banelI kahAnI che. saMpatarAya nAmanA eka garbhazrImaMta zeTha hatA. pu ye emane tyAM pANInA pUranI jema lahamI AvatI hatI. zeThanI pAse saMpatti hatI ne sAthe jIvanamAM dharma paNa khUba hate, zeThANuM paNa evA ja hatA. temane cAra putro hatA. AbarU paNa ghaNuM hatI, eTale zeTha-zeThANIne kaI vAtanI beTa na hatI. zeThane tyAM ghaNuM lokenI thApaNe hatI. zeTha lekene nA pADatA ke mAre paisAnI jarUra nathI paNa kaI vRddha ke garIba hoya evA mANase kahetA zeTha ! Apane bhale jarUra na hoya paNa amArA ATalA pisA rAkhe. amAro enA upara AdhAra che. Apane tyAM amArI mUDI salAmata raheze, eTale zeTha lekenA paisA rAkhatA ne vyAja ApatA hatA. saMpatarAya zeTha nyAya, nItine kadI cheDatA nahi. emanA AMgaNethI bhikSuka kadI pAchA jatA na hatA. atithine dAna dIdhA vinA emane cena paDatuM nahi. sAdhu-saMtanI bhakti te emanA jIvanamAM tANAvANAnI mAphaka vaNAyelI hatI.

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89. zira suvAsa zeThanA putra paNa evA ja saMskArI hatA. dIkarA moTA thayA. zeThe emane dhaMdhe lagADayA ne paraNavyA, chokarAo baMdha karavA lAgyA. samaya samayanuM kAma kare che. mANasa dhAre che kaMIne karmarAjA kare che kaMI zeThanA dIkarAo vahepAra dhaMdho karavA lAgyA. paisA evI cIja che ke mANasane bhAna bhUlAvI de che. chokarAo vadhu dhana kamAvA mATe thaDI anIti karavA jatA paNa zeTha tarata ja Takera karatA ke dIkarAo ! ApaNuM puNyathI ghaNuM maLyuM che. anyAya-anIti karIne tame dhana kamAze te tamAre pApa bhogavavuM paDaze. paisAthI mijamajhA uDAvavA, mAla khAvA sahu Avaze paNa mAra khAvA keI nahi Ave. pApanA poTalA bAMdhIne paisA meLavaze te te pApa te tamArA khAte lakhAze. e paise kadAca ahIM khalAsa thaI jaze paNa pApa pUru nahi thAya. emAM kaI bhAga paNa nahi paDAve ema samajAvatA. Ama karatA eka vakhata chokarAoe meTa dha che karyo. emAM jabarajasta kheTa AvI gaI, eTale gharabAra, dAgIne badhuM vecavAne vakhata AvyuM. zeTha samajI gayA ke have mArA jakhkhara pApa karmane udaya thayo che. kaMI rahe tema lAgatuM nathI. mArA pApane udaya thaze te huM te duHkha bhegarIza paNa jenI rakame mAre tyAM mUkelI che e garIbonuM zuM thaze? emanI rakama cUkate karI dauM. A vicAra karIne zeTha dukAnamAM je mAla hatA te vecIne jenI rakama hatI te ApavA lAgyA. baMdhuo ! mANasanA puNyane udaya hoya tyAre sau khabara levA Ave che, sau sAtha Ape che paNa puNyane sUrya asta thAya che tyAre ke sAtha ApatuM nathI. sagAsnehIe ane saMbaMdhIoe jANyuM ke have zeTha nidhana banI gayA che, eTale ke emanI pAse AvatuM nathI. zeTha badhuM samaje che ke A saMsAra svArtha bharele che, paNa pitAnA mananA bhAva pavitra hatA. e te pitAnI patnI ane putrone kahetA ke "samaya samaya balavAna hai nahi purUSa baLavAna." zeThane huM zuM khAIza ne zuM pIza, ghara-baMgalA vecAI jaze te kayAM rahIza enI ciMtA nathI paNa jenI thApaNa paDI che e badhAne pUrepUrI cUkavI devAya te mArA mAthe karaja na rahe enI ciMtA rahyA karatI hatI, chatAM banatA upAye mahenata karIne zeThe badhAne bolAvI belAvIne jenA jeTalA paisA hatA te ApavA mAMDyA. badhAnI rakame apAI gaI, paNa eka vidhavA mAtAnI daza hajAranI rakama bAkI rahI gaI, paNa have zeThanI pAse kaMI rahyuM nathI. kevI rIte ApavI ? e vidhavAne paNa khabara paDI ke zeTha badhAnI rakama ApI de che, eTale e paNa zeThanI pAse ugharANI karavA AvI. divALInA divase AvIne kahe che zeTha ! mArI jIvanamUDI daza hajAra rUpiyA che. mArI pAse bIjI kaI milkata nathI. huM kALI majurI karIne khAuM chuM. A te mArA hAthapaga na cAle tyAre pAse hoya te khAI zakAya. ema samajIne tamAre tyAM mUkI che, paNa have A bhAIbIjano divasa Ave che tyAre mArA bhAIne mAre

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zAradA suvAsa ghera teDAve che. mArA bhAInI paristhiti kharAba thaI gaI che. A paisA mane mArA bhAIe ja ceDA thoDA karIne ApelA che te enA duHkhamAM huM sahAya karI zakuM ne? zeThanI pAse have rAtI pAI rahI nathI. kevI rIte A pavA? khUba ciMtAtura banI gayA paNa vRddha mAjIne kahyuM-mADI ! huM tamane kAle game tema karIne tamArA pisA ApI daIza. mADI kahe-bhale, kAle AvIza. zeTha ciMtAmAM paDyA ke have A daza hajAranI rakama mAre kayAMthI lAvavI ? zeThane keI upAya sUjhatuM nathI. AvA samayamAM sagAsaMbaMdhI pAse hAthe dhara paNa nakAme che, kAraNa ke pote jene sArI sthitimAM hajAra rUpiyA ApyA che te sAmuM jotA nathI. saMsAranA saMbaMdhamAM kAyama bharatI ne oTa AvyA kare che, paNa A garIba vidhavA mAtAe mAre tyAM vizvAsathI je rakama mUkI ene huM pAchI na ApI zakuM te mAruM jIvatara dhULa che. ghaNA vicAre kyAM paNa che ja nahi te kyAMthI lAvavA? AvA jIvane jIvavA karatA jIvanane aMta lAva sAre. ema vicAra karI zeTha rAtanA chAnAmAnA gharamAMthI cAlyA gayA. gAma bahAra khetaramAM eka uDe kU hatuM tyAM AvyA. vicAra karyo ke A kUvAmAM paDIne marI jAuM. AjubAjumAM kaI dekhAtuM nathI, enI tapAsa karI. keI dekhAyuM nahi eTale kUvAnA kAMThe AvyA. tyAM acAnaka koI mANasa tyAM AvI paheo ne belI u bhAI ! tame keNa che? zA mATe A kUvAnA kAMThe ubhA cho? zeTha kAMI bolyA nahi, tyAre te mANasa zeThanI najIka AvyuM ne dhArI dhArIne jotAM zeThane oLakhI gaye ne be -zeTha ! Apa zA mATe A kUvAnA kAMThe ubhA che ? zeTha mauna rahyA paNa pelA mANase khUba pUchayuM tyAre zeThe kahyuM-bhAI! mAre vahepAramAM moTI khoTa AvI che. beTa pUrI karatAM mAre badhe ja vyavahAra khoTavAI gaye. Aja sudhI bAMdhI muThI rAkhI paNa have rahe tema nathI. eka vidhavA mAtAnI mAre tyAM dazahajAranI thApaNuM che te ApavAnI bAkI rahI gaI che. mAtAne jarUra paDI che eTale te ugharANI kare che. kAle savAre levA AvavAnA che, paNa huM kaI rIte ApI zakuM tema nathI. garIba vidhavA mAtAnuM devuM rAkhIne jIvavA karatA lAkha daraje mArI javuM sAruM che. kharekhera, have huM hiMmata hArI gaye chuM. eTaluM bolatA zeThanI AMkhamAMthI AMsu sarI paDayA. AvanAra mANasa suthAra hate. ghaNAM samaya pahelAM zeThe ene madada karI hatI. e upakArIne jotAM suthArane pUrve karele upakAra yAda Avyo. eNe kahyuM ke zeTha ! Apa ciMtA na kare. hamaNAM mArA makAnane majale caNA mATe mArA sasarAe mane rU. paMdara hajAra ApyA che. makAnane majale pachI thaze, huM Apane emAMthI rU. daza hajAra ApI dauM. zeThe kahyuM-bhAI ! tuM tAruM makAna caNAva. ema paisA na apAya. tAre tArI patnIne ane sasarAne pUchavuM joIe. suthAre kahyuM-zeTha ! Apa makAnanI ciMtA na kare, makAna te pachI

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zAradA suvAsa baMdhAvI zakAze paNa ApanA jevA upakArI zeThanA upakArane badale vALavAne lAbha karIne nahi maLe. makAnanI ciMtA karatA mANasanI ciMtA meTI che. tamArI AbarU raheze. jIva bacaze te mAre mana makAnane majale jaNAvyA karatA paNa mATe AnaMda che. Ama kahIne suthAra zeThane potAne ghera laI gaye ne rUpiyA daza hajAra rokaDA gaNI ApyA. te laIne zeTha rAte ne rAte vidhavA mAtAne ghera ApI AvyA. vidhavA mAtAnI thApaNu cUkavAI gaI eTale zeThane zAMti thaI pachI pite khUba mahenata karavA lAgyA. duHkhamAM paNa dharma ane pramANikatA choDI nahi. eka be varSa kaparA duHkhamAM pasAra thayA pachI zeThanA puNyane udaya thayo ne hatA tenAthI vadhu sukhI thaI gayA. eTale pelA suthArane bolAvIne zeThe tene daza hajAranA Dabala karIne rUpiyA ApyA, tyAre suthAre kahyuM- zeTha ! mAre Dabala rUpiyA na joIe. zeThe kahyuM bhAI ! te te kharA samaye mArI lAja rAkhI che, mATe tAre levA ja joIe. suthAre kahyuM-meM te kaMI karyuM nathI. Apane ja pratApa che. meM te mArI mAnava tarIkenI pharaja bajAvI che, paNa zeThe khUba kahyuM eTale pitAnA daza hajAra rUpiyA lIdhA. AvA mANase mAnava jIvana pAmIne suvAsa phelAvI pitAnuM jIvana saphaLa banAvI jAya che. pelI vRddha mAtAe paNa enA bhAIne sahAya karIne bhAIbIjane divasa saphaLa banAvyuM. bhagavAnanI aMtima vANI uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. 27nemie rAjematIne kahyuM he rAjesatI ! ApaNe saMsAra sukhanI meja mANIne cAritra aMgIkAra karIzuM. A tArI sukemala kAyAne saMyama tapanI AkarI kaseTIe caDhAvI zA mATe kacarI nAMkhe che? puSpa karavA mATe nathI, saurabha levA mATe che. tuM A veta vastra tajI de. jIvananI pragati tyAgamAM nathI, saMsAranA upabhegamAM che. rahanemi pite sAdhanAnI saDaka upara che te sAva bhUlI ja gayA che. are, pitAnI jAtane paNa pite bhalI gayA che. rAjulanI kamaLa jevI kAyAmAM kAmaNa thayelA rahanemine kyAMthI khyAla hoya ke kamaLa kAdavathI sadA alipta hoya che. aMdhakAramAM dekhatA ghUvaDane prakAzanA mahimAne khyAla kayAMthI hoya? tAralAnA tejamAM aMjAI janAra ajJAnIne caMdranA tejanI kayAMthI khabara hoya? rAmatIe jANyuM ke rahaneminuM mana calAyamAna thayuM che. ene ThekANe lAvavA mATe kaDaka banavuM paDaze. daNa rahanemi taM, bhaggujoya parAjiyaM / rAImaI asaMbhatA, appANaM saMvare tahiM // 39 // jematI sAdhvIe joyuM ke strI pariSaDathI parAjita thaIne rahanemine utsAha saMyama taraphathI naSTa thaI gayA che, tyAre te saMyamathI bhraSTa thayelA rahanemine joIne bhAnavALI banI gaI arthAta pitAnA AtmAnA vIyaeNllAsathI zIlanuM rakSaNa karavA mATe daDha manavALI

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zAradA suvAsa banI gaI. te samaye teNe guphAmAM pitAnA zarIrane varathI DhAMkI dIdhuM hatuM. rAjematInA manamAM yAdavakuLanuM ghaNuM gaurava che, eTale e samaje che ke game tema teya yAdavakuLane naMda che tethI nayanemAM karUNA, hRdayamAM AdratA ane vANImAM vakatA lAvI beyA ke rahanemi ! A rAjetI tamArA zabdanI raMgabharI raMgeLIthI aMjA kadI paNa sAdhanA mArgethI calita thaI zake tema nathI. jene prabhu zrI neminAtha maLyA, jemanA tyAgathI virAgI banI saMsArane tyAga karyo che te strI have rahanemine kAje sAdhanAne tarachoDI adhagatinA mahAkAvyane racavA IcchatI nathI. eka AtmAne duHkhI karI tame sukha mANavA icche che te kadI banI zakavAnuM nathI. mane vadhu parezAna na kare......mane sukhI kare. tame vicAra kare. jyAre saMyamanA ochADa oDhayA tyAre kayA sukhanI tamannA hatI? e sukha have duHkharUpa lAge che? Arya saMskArane paNa bhUlI gayA che? eka vaDe tyajAyelIne tame Adara karavA taiyAra thayA che? meluM kadI khAI zakAya che kharuM? huM tamane eka vAta pUchuM chuM ke jyAre tame mArI pAse pIvAne padArtha laIne AvyA hatA te ja padArtha meM tamane pAcho Apyo hato, te tame kema pIdhe na hato? ranemie kahyuM-e te tame mane vamana karIne ApyuM hatuM, te mArAthI kevI rIte pIvAya? tyAre rAjematIe kahyuM meM vamana karele padArtha tame na pIdhe paNa jo tame pite ja te padArthane vamana karyo heta te zuM tame pI jAta ne?rahanemie kahyuM mArAthI vamana karAyele padArtha paNa huM kevI rIte pI zakuM? huM e paNa na pI zakuM, tyAre rAjematIe kahyuM-tamArAthI vakhAyelo padArtha paNa tamane pI gamatuM nathI, te pachI tame pote saMsArane tyAga karyo che chatAM pharIne bhegavavA taiyAra thayA che jyAre tame pote chellA kAmone pharIthI bhegavavA Icche che te pachI tamane vamana karela padArtha pIvAmAM zI harakata hatI? he rahanemi ! jarA vicAra kare. tamAruM kuLa kyuM? prabhu nemanA bAMdhava! tamane A zebhe ? mAtra kSaNika sukhane khAtara yuga-yuga junuM kAvya tamArA nAme racAze ne tamArI kAyAne ane tamArA kuLane kalaMka lAgaze. saMyama sAdhanAmAM je sukha che tenAthI vizeSa sukha kayAMya dekhAya che ? mArI kAyAmAM je sukha hota te tamArA vaDIla bAMdhava mane tarachoDIne cAlyA na jAta. vadhu zuM kahuM? yAda kare rahanemijI ! tamane paNa eka vakhata tamArI kAyAmAM sukha na lAgatA saMyama svIkAryo che ke nahi? te Aje bIjAnI kAyAmAM tamane sukhane AsvAda levAnI tIvra tamannA jAgI che? tamane zarama nathI AvatI? aha sA rAyavarakannA, suTTiyAniyamavvae / jAi kulaM ca sIlaM ca, rakkhamANI tayaM vae // 40 // pitAnA zarIrane vastrothI DhAMkI dIdhA pachI dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAvanA anusAra abhigraha grahaNa karavA rU5 niyamamAM tathA prANAtipAtAdi mahAvatemAM sArI rIte sthira

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894 zArI suvA anela te rAjematI sAdhvIe potAnA mAtRpakSarUpa jAtanI ane pitRpakSarUpI kuLanI ane cAritrarUpa zIlanI rakSA karatA saMyamathI calAyamAna banela rahenemine A pramANe kahyuM :jaisi ruveNa vesamaNo, lalieNa nalakUbaro / tAvite na icchAmi, jaisiM sakkhaM puraMdaro | hai ranema ! bhale, tame rUpamAM kubera jevA hA, lalitakaLAethI naLakUkhera jevA pazu hA, vadhu te zuM kahuM, sAkSAt indra jevA hA te paNa huM tamane cAhatI nathI. rAjematInI rageragamAM cAritranu joma hatuM, eTale te sAcI siMhaNa banIne rahanemine paDakAra karIne kahe che huM rahanemi ! viSayavAsanAthI cittane malIna banAvIne tame Aje sayamanI sAdhanAne kayAM malIna khanAvI rahyA che ! yAdavakuLanA tilaka samAna temanAtha bhagavAnanA tame sagA bhAI che. e tamArA bhAIe mane vasI nAMkhI che. A vamanane cATavA mATe tame AvyA hatA tyAre te meM tamane samajAvIne sthira karyAM hatA paNa have te tame tamAruM' vamana kareluM' cATavA jIbha lakhAvI rahyA che. zarama nathI AvatI ? kAraNa ke tamane saMsAra asAra lAgyA tyAre cheADI dIdheA ne ? tamArA mAtA-pitAe ke moTAbhAie tamane parANe teA dIkSA nathI ApI ne ? tame saMsAra duHkharUpa jANIne bharayuvAnImAM sayama lIdhA ne have pAchA kAmalega bhAgavavAnI IcchA karI che? tamane lAja ke zarama nathI AvatI ? jarA, vicAra tA karo ke A zarIramAM zu bharyu che? e te maLamUtranI kayArI che, pachI e rAjarANI hAya ke rakhaDatI bhikhAraNu DAya. A durgaMdhanI kothaLI tamane Aje kema ATalI pyArI lAgI che? e ja mane samajAtuM nathI. tame manatA hai| ke huM rUpALo chu, yuvAna chuM tethI rAjematI mArAmAM mugdha manaze paNa hai kAmI rahanemi ! tame samajI lejo ke tamAru rUpa sAkSAt kAmadeva jevuM bhale na hA, agara tame badhI jAtanI kaLAmAM naLakUkhera jevA bhale hA, e badhAnI vAta te ThIka, are, tame sAkSAt indra jevA kema na hai ! tame indra jevu' sukha Apaze te paNa huM svapnAmAM paNa tamane IcchatI nathI. mAthA sATe mar3Avrata lIdhA che. AvuM rUDuM uttama cAritraratna me bhAgaviSayanA kAdavamAM ragadoLavA nathI lIdhu. eka vakhata maraNa Avaze te maravA taiyAra chuM paNa mAru* cAritra vecavA taiyAra nathI. tame saMyamathI bhraSTa thavA taiyAra thayA che. hu tamArA jevI nathI. huM mArA prANanA bhAge paNa mArA cAritranu` rakSaNa karIza. A pramANe rAjematIe rahanemine kaDaka zabdo kahyA. Avu' kahevAmAM rAjematIne bIjo koi bhAva nathI, paNa rahanemi kema ThekANe Ave, enu patana thatu aTakI jAya evA bhAva che. rahanemi emanA pApakamanA udayathI patananA paMthe gayA che paNa sAthe puNyanA udaya che ke rAjematI jevA pavitra sAdhvI maLyA che. haju paNa rAjematI rahanemine ThekANe lAvavA kuvA zabdo kaheze te zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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zAradA suvAsa 895 : caritra - si'haladvIpanA rAjAe jinasenakumAra peAtAne ghera ATale vakhata gupta rahyo ne pote kevA kAma karAvyA te badala khUba aphasosa vyakta karyAM ne khUba praza'sA karI, tyAra pachI jinasenakumArane mahelamAM besADIne rANI jyAM jinasenakumAranI patnIo ca'pakamAlA ane manamAlatI rahetA hatA tyAM AvyA. rANIne potAne ghera AvatA joine ane rAjakumArIe hu ghelI banIne sAme gaI ne page lAgI, mahArANIne uMcA Asane besADIne temanA khUba Adara satkAra karyAM ne pagamAM paDI e hAtha joDIne pUchyuM-khAsAheba ! Ape ahI padhAravAnI zA mATe takalIpha uThAvI ? amane tyAM khelAvavA hatA ne? tyAM tA rANIe bane vahuone bAthamAM laI lIdhI ne kahyuM-beTA ! tame te mArI bhANejavahue che meM' tamane atyAra sudhI eLakhyA nahi. jinasenakumAra mArI sagI bahenanA dIkarA che. beTA ! hu tamane teDavA mATe AvI chuM. rANIjI TaeNThamAThathI AvyA hatA. vAjategAjate mane vahune mahelamAM lAvyA ne sahu AnaMdathI maLyA. rANI ekAMtamAM jaine rAjAne kahe che svAmInAtha ! jinasena jevA guNavAna ane parAkramI chekarA maLavA muzkela che, te ApaNI kamalA nAmanI kuMvarI meTI thaI che. te paNa ghaNI rUpavAna ane guNavAna che. ene jinasena sAthe paraNa vI de. rANInI A vAta rAjAnA dilamAM utarI gaI. rANInI vAta te sAcI che. te sivAya jinasene mArA ghaNAM kAma karyo che eTale mAre enA koi ne kAI rIte satkAra te karavA joIe. ema vicAra karIne rAjA jinasenakumAra pAse AvIne kahe che kamalA vara| guNake sAgara, mAnA sujha manavAra, jinasenajI mauna karI hai, byAha mA sukhakAra. hai jinasenakumAra ! tame te| mArA ghaNAM kAryo karyo che. meATI meTI AphatAmAMthI mane ugArI lIdhA che. enA badale huM vALI zakuM tema nathI, paNa Ape mArI eka vAta svIkAravI paDaze. mArI bIjI rANInI putrI kamalA rUpa, guNumAM caDhIyAtI che mATe Apa enI sAthe lagna karI. tamAre mAruM ATaluM mAna rAkhavuM paDaze. jinasenakumAre jANyu ke rAjAne mArA pratye khUba prema che, eTale emanI vAtanA mAre svIkAra karavA ja paDaze. nahi svIkAruM te duHkha thaze, tethI jinasenakumAra mauna rahyA. koI paNa kAryomAM hA ke nA na kahe ne mauta rahe tA samajavu ke enI IcchA che, ema ahIM paNa rAjA samajI gayA ke jinasenakumAranI icchA che eTale tAkhaDatekha lagnanI taiyArI karAvI. nagarajanAne paNa khakhara paDI ke jinasena pradhAna sAthe mahArAjA emanI kuMvarI paraNAve che, tethI saune khUba AnaMda thayA. sau kahevA lAgyA ke mahArAjAe bahu sAru karyuM. pradhAnajI rAjA karatAM paNa caDhe tevA che. rAjAe lagna mATe muhurta jovaDAvyuM ane pachI lagnane mATe meTro vizALa maMDapa badhAgye,

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zArA suvANa hastameLApa vakhate kamalAe mAMgelA sAta vacana" - maM5nA madhya bhAgamAM sonAne ratnajaDita sthaMbha banAvyuM. ene pharatI kiMmatI maNa ane mANethI jaDelI pUtaLIo mUkI, ane AkhA maMDapamAM sAcA metInI ume laTakAvI. maMDapanI zobhA te jANe devakane paNa jhAMkhI pADe tevI banI hatI. evA maMDapamAM jinasenakumAra vararAjA banI varaghoDe caDhIne ThAThamAThathI paraNavA mATe AvyA. sAsue temane paMkhyA ane badhI vidhi karIne mAyarAmAM laI gayA. jinasenakumAra ane kamalAnI joDI mAyarAmAM evI te zebhavA lAgI ke jANe kRSNa ane kaphamaNa, rAma ane sItAnI joDI ja na hoya! emane joIne lekanuM haiyuM harakhAI gayuM. sI belavA lAgyA ke kudarate kevI suMdara je meLavI ApI che! A vara-kanyAnI jeDI akhaMDa rahe ne khUba sukha pAme. ema sau aMtaranA AzIrvAda ApavA lAgyA. lagnavidhimAM hastameLApane samaya thayo tyAre jinasenanA hAthamAM kamalAkumArIne hAtha mUkavAmAM Avyo tyAre kuMvarI madhura bhASAmAM kahe che "nAtha ! ApanA hAthamAM mAre hAthe sepatA pahelAM huM ApanI pAse sAta vacana mAMguM chuM. A badhAnI sAkSImAM tame tene svIkAra karI le. jinasenakumAre kahyuM-tamAre zuM vacana joIe che te pahelA mane kaho. kamalA kahe che nAtha ! huM je umaMga ne keDathI ApanI sAthe lagna karuM chuM te mArA keDa pUrA karaje. huM haju bALaka chuM. kadAca mArI bhUla thaI jAya te mane jIvanabhara nabhAvaje paNa kadI cheha deze nahi. bIjuM Apa kaI paNa kAma kare tyAre ApanA haiyAne pUchIne karaje paNa keInI uMdhI salAhe caDhatA nahi. mArI aNusamajaNane kAraNe kadAca mArI koI bhUla thaI jAya te mane bhUlanI zikSA karaje. huM zikSA levA taiyAra chuM. mane je kaMI kahevuM hoya te Apa mane ekAMtamAM kaheje. huM badhuM sAMbhaLI laIza paNa mArA sAsu, naNaMda ke derANI-jeThANI keI paNa hoya tyAre emanA dekhatA mane kaTuvacana na kaheze, krodha na karaze ke keIne dekhatA mehabharI AMkhaDI na karaze. cothuM vacana e ke nAtha ! huM mArA mAtA-pitAnI mamatA cheDIne tamArA zaraNe AvuM chuM te Apa mane huM je mAMgu te jarUra lAvI deje. kadI mane nirAza na karaze. pAMcamuM Apa sukha ane dukhamAM badhe mane sAthe rAkhaje, paNa mane kADhI na mUkaze, evI mArI namra prArthanA che. cha Apa te ghaNA vidvAna che ane rUpavaMta che eTale jyAM jaze tyAM tamane IndranI IndrANI temaja bIjI apsarAo jevI strIo maLaze, te Apa temanA sAmI daSTi paNa na karatA. sAtamuM gaMgA ane yamunA nadI e baMne nadIo ekabIjAmAM samAI jAya e ene prema hoya che tema Apa paNa Apane hRdayasAgaramAM gaMgA yamunAnI jema mane samAvI de che. A rIte kamalAe sAta vacane mAMgyA te kumAre ene ApyA, paNa pachI kahe che te mArI pAse jema vacana mAMgyA tema huM paNa tArI pAse sAta vacana mAMguM chuM te tuM barAbara pALaje. have jinasenakumAra kamalA pAse kevA sAta vacana mAMgaze tenA bhAva avasare,

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zAradA suvAsa 87 vyAkhyAna na. 7 kArataka suda 4 ne zanivAra tA. 4-11-78 anaMta jJAnI bhagavaMte zAstramAM pharamAve che ke he bhavya che ! je tamAre sAcuM ane zAzvata sukha joItuM hoya te te mekSamAM che. mekSamAM birAjelA siddha bhagavaMtenuM sukha nirUpama, anaMta ane avyAbAdha che. e sukhamAM duHkhane aMza paNa hotuM nathI, tyAre tamArA saMsAranuM sukha te duHkhamizrita che. temaja A lekamAM jagatanA jIvane echuM ke vadhatuM je kaMI sukha thAya che te sukha keI paNa sAdhana dvArA thAya che. jema keI mANasane suMdara strIne joIne AnaMda Ave che, keIne svAdiSTa bhejana khAvAmAM AnaMda Ave che to keIne sArA vastro paherI haravA pharavAmAM ne nATaka sinemA jovAmAM AnaMda Ave che. A AnaMda ane sukhane je anubhava thAya che te sAdhana dvArA thAya che, tyAre mekSamAM siddha paramAtmAne je sukha che te kaI paNa jAtanA sukhanA sAdhane vinA thAya che kAraNa ke mekSamAM sukhanA keI sAdhana nathI. tamane ema thaze ke sukhanA sAdhanA abhAvamAM kevI rIte sukha thAya che? te jJAnInA vacana anusAra huM tamane samajAvuM A vAta upara ApaNe uMDANathI vicAra karIzuM te samajAze ke keTalIka vakhata sukhanA sAdhano dvArA ApaNane sukha thAya che ne keTalIka vakhata duHkhanA kAraNe dUra thatAM sukha thAya che. mAnI lo ke eka mANase sarakArane bhayaMkara gune karyo eTale sarakAre enA gharabAra, mAla milakta japta karI lIdhA ane enA kuTuMbane kADhI mUkyuM ane ene janmaTIpanI sajA karI. jelamAM ene jAlIma duHkhe bhegavavA paDe che. ene baLadIyAnI mAphaka joDIne pANInA keza kheMcAve che. mANasa game teTalI kALI mahenata majurI kare paNa A baLada jevI majurI na karI zake, chatAM Ane te baLadanA jevI majurI karAve che. keza kheMcatA thAkI jAya te lAkaDInA mAra paDe che. AvI sakhata majurI karIne paNa pAchuM peTa bharIne khAvAnuM nahi jaDe roTale ne Dabala mIDAnI ghaMza khAvA mATe Ape che. A jelI jelamAM varSothI AvI duHkhI avasthA bhogavI rahyo che. be pAMca varSanI jela hoya te ema thAya ke be pAMca varSe paNa duHkhathI mukta thaIza paNa A te janmaTIpanI sajA che eTale e bicAro kedI khUba duHkhI thaIne kapAta kare che, raDe che, jhure che. mANasa game te nAstika hoya, koI divasa bhagavAnane yAda karato na hoya paNa AvuM duHkha paDe tyAre te jarUra bhagavAnane yAda kare che. A kedI bicAre vilApa kare te kahe che. bhagavAna ! huM A bhayaMkara kedakhAnAmAMthI kayAre chUTIza ? manuSya hovA chatAM nArakI ane tiryaMca jevA ghora kho huM ahIM bhegavI rahyo chuM. AnA karatA te have jIvanane aMta AvI jAya te A dukhethI mAro chUTakAro thAya. AvA bhayaMkara dukhe saDana karatA varSo pasAra thaI gayA chatAM mArA duHkhane aMta AvatuM nathI. have mAruM duHkha maTADe. have huM duHkhathI trAsI gayo chuM. zA. su. pa7

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zAradA suvAsa Ama bhagavAnane prArthanA karatA hatA. evAmAM evuM banyuM ke e gAmanA rAjAne tyAM putrane janma thayo. putrajanmanI khuzAlImAM rAjAe badhA kedIone choDI mUkyA. emAM pilA janmaTIpanI sajAvALA kedIne paNa mukta karavAmAM AvyA. jelare kahyuM tamane AjathI kedamAMthI mukta karavAmAM Ave che. have tame svataMtra che. jyAM javuM hoya tyAM jaI zake che. A sAMbhaLatA ja kedI ekadama kedamAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA. kedamAMthI chUTe thatAM, bahAra nIkaLatA enA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. baMdhuo ! vicAra kare che. have enI pAse sukhanuM keI sAdhana nathI, kAraNa ke gharabAra ane mAla milakta te sarakAre laI lIdhA che. patnIne ane bALakane kADhI mUkyA che eTale pAse kaMI ja nathI. enI dADhI ane mAthAnA vALa vadhI gayA che. kapaDAM phATI gayA che chatAM enA AnaMdane pAra nathI. jiMdagImAM je AnaMda anubhavyuM na hatuM te apUrva ane anupama AnaMda ene thaye. atyAre enI pAse kaI paNa viSayasukhanA ke bhege paganA evA sAdhane nathI. patnI, saMtAne ke dhana nathI chatAM ene AnaMda kema thAya che? A uparathI samajI zakAya che ke bAhya sukhapaganA sAdhane vinA paNa AtmAne AnaMda thAya che. e kedIne bahAranA sukhanA sAdhanonA abhAve paNa sukha ane AnaMdane anubhava thaze. A sukha zenuM ? bhayaMkara duHkhathI mukta thaye, kedamAMthI chUTe tethI tene sukha ane AnaMda thaye, tema siddha bhagavAnane AtmA paNa anaMtakALanA saMsAranI kedamAMthI chUTI, janma-maraNanA duHkhathI mukta thAya eTale ene AnaMda ane sukha te alaukika ja hoya ne ? pelA kedIne te janma-maraNanA duHkha ubhA che. enuM sukha ane AnaMda te kSaNika che paNa siddha bhagavAnane te muktimAM ajaba, anupama, ajoDa, alaukika ane asAdhAraNa sukha che. tyAM duHkhane pUrNa abhAva che ane anaMta sukhane sadbhAva che. tyAM kadI duHkha AvatuM ja nathI. tamane badhAne sukha game che ne ? duHkha nathI gamatuM ne? je AvuM sukha ane AnaMda jaladI meLavavAnI laganI lAgI hoya te cAritra aMgIkAra karavuM paDaze ane cAritra paNa bhagavAnanI AjJA pramANe barAbara pALavuM paDaze. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sutranA bAvIsamAM adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. temAM rahanemie saMsAranA svarUpane nihALI zAzvata sukha meLavavA dIkSA lIdhI, paNa rAjematIne guphAmAM joIne tenA manane ghaDe kAbUmAM na rahyo eTale jematInI pAse AvIne eNe enI halakI bhAvanA pradarzita karI, tyAre rAjetIe ene pahelA te dhIrethI samajAvyuM ke he rahanemi! tamArA jevA tyAgIne A zebhatuM nathI. eka vakhata vizva-vikAranA aMkuzane ukheDI nAkhyA pachI e kema pragaTa thayA? satI kadI anya purUSane IcchatI nathI. vaLI saMyama mArgamAM sthita banelI satI tamArA jevA bhegInA hAthe jIvanane kadI kalaMkti nahi kare. kALA kapaDAmAM game teTalA DAgha paDe te e dekhAya nahi,

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zArala suvAsa, 9 paNa veta kapaDAmAM te raheja DAgha paDe te dekhAI Ave che, tema A tamAruM cAritra zveta kapaDA jevuM che. emAM saheja paNa deSa lAge te e malIna banI jAya che. mANasanI AMgaLI mAM sepTIka thaI jAya te DokaTara kahI de che ke tamArI AMgaLImAM saDo thayo che. AMgaLI kapAvavI paDaze. te vakhate dadI vicAra kare ke AMgaLI kapAvI nAkhuM te mArA hAthanI zobhA mArI jAya, te saDo vadhatuM jAya ne bhaviSyamAM Akhe hAtha kapAvavAne vakhata Ave che te Akho hAtha kapAvavAnuM kANuM pasaMda kare ? saDo thayo che evI khabara paDI te tarata ja AMgaLI kapAvI nAkhe che, tema rAjematI rahanemine kahe che he rahanemi! haju tamArA manamAM ane vacanamAM vikArane saDo peThe che paNa AcaraNa karyuM nathI te haju samajIne A saDAne kADhI nAMkhe te tamAruM kalyANa thaze. tame mane game teTalI IcchatA he, tamane tamArA rUpane ne tamArI yuvAnIne game teTale garva hoya te te kADhI nAMkhaje. tame kadAca sAkSAt IsamAna vaibhavazALI temaja prabhAvazALI ho, rUpamAM kadAca tame vaizramaNa dhanapati jevA he, lalitakaLAothI naLakubera samAna che te paNa huM tamane manathI paNa IcchatI nathI. rahanemi! tame kadAca ema mAnatA ho ke A guphAmAM rAjamatI ekalI che ne huM purUSa chuM. mArI AgaLa enuM zuM gaju che? te tame evuM na mAnaze. mAre AmA asaMkhyAta pradeza che. enI zakti anaMta che. mArA AtmAnI zaktithI mane tamArI sAme TakavAnI zakti che, mATe tame tamArA vicAranA saDAne nAbUda kare. AvA zabdathI paNa 2hanemine kaMI asara na thaI tyAre rAjema AgaLa zuM kahe che pakkhaMde jaliyaM joI, dhumakeuM durAsayaM / necchaMti vaMtayaM bhottuM, kule jAyA agaMdhaNe // 42 // agaMdhanakuLamAM utpanna thayela nAga jAjavalyamAna, dhUmarUpa thavAvALI evI dupraveza (jemAM praveza kare muzkela che) agnimAM praveza kare che paraMtu vamelA jherane pAchuM cUsatA nathI. he rahanemi muni ! tame saMyama laIne zAstrone abhyAsa karyo che ne? te gaMdhanakuLanA ane agaMdhanakuLanA nAganI vAta te tame jAgutA haze ne ? nAga be prakAranA hoya che. eka gaMdhanakuLanA ane bIjA agaMdhana kuLanA hoya che. je maMtrAdikanA prayogathI pite 1melA jherane cusI le che te gaMdhanakuLanA nAga che ane je agaMdhanakuLanA nAga hoya che te pote agnimAM paDIne marI javAnuM pasaMda kare che paNa vameluM jhera pAchuM cUsavAnuM pasaMda karatA nathI. tenA upara zAstramAM eka daSTAMta ApyuM che. te rAjematI rahanemine saMyamamAM sthira karavA mATe kahI rahyA che. eka gAmamAM eka nagarazeThane ekane eka putra hatuM. keI jatiSIe enuM bhaviSya bhAkhyuM hatuM ke A chokarAne je divase paraNaze te rAtre ene nAga upadrava karaze.

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zAradA suvAsa 900 e khacavA muzkela che. ene mAthe bhayakara ghAta che. A sAMbhaLIne zeThanA hAjA gagaDI gayA. ekanA eka lADakavAce putra che. paisAne pAra nathI eTale zeTha zeThANIne paraNAvavAnA khUba koDa che. dIkaro bhaNIgaNIne yuvAna thayA eTale sArA sArA zrImaMta gharanI kanyAenA kaheNa AvavA lAgyA. putrane paraNyAnI rAtre bhayaMkara ghAta che e vAta zeTha ane zeThANI vinA khIju koI jANatu nathI, eTale zeTha-zeThANI vicAra kare che ke mArA dIkarAne daivI kanyA paraNAvavI ? jo paisA ane rUpane mAThu karIza tA mATe vAMdhA Avaze, kAraNa ke jyotiSInA kahevA pramANe kadAca mArA dIkarAne ghAta AvI jAya teA zrImaMta gharanI komaLa kanyA du:kha sahana nahiM karI zake, paNa jo sAmAnya gharanI dhISTha kanyA haze ane ene Avu kaI khanaze te e duHkha sahana karI zakaze. dhama samajelI haze te enAmAM dhaiyatA raheze. mATe evI kanyA zeAdhIe, tethI ghaNI kanyAonA kaheNa Ave che paNa zeTha rUpa ke zrIMmaMtAIne pasaMda karatA nathI. zeAdhatA zeSatA madhyama sukhI gharanI dharmanA sa MskAra pAmelI eka kanyA pasaMda karI ane tenI sAthe sagapaNa karyuM. potAnA putranA lagna thayA pachI pahelI rAta rahevA mATe zeThe eka daDiye mahela taiyAra karAvyA. eka daMDiyA mahela eTale tame samaLe che ne? e makAnane chAparu' hAya hAya paNa khArI khAraNA ka'I na hAya. evA taLelA jevA makAnane dayA mahela kahevAmAM Ave che. mAtra havA AvavA ekAda nAnI jALI ke khArI mUkavAmAM Ave che. zeThe Ave mahela taiyAra karAvyA. havA AvavA mATe eka nAnakaDI khArI mUkAvI che tene paNa jhINI khArIka jALI jaDAvI dIdhI che. sheja paNa chidra rAkhe te aMdara nAga praveza karI zake ne ? zeThe suthArane kahyu hatu ke A khArIe jALI jaDI dejo. suthAre kahyuM bhale, zeTha! ciMtA na karo. e kAma huM pUru karI daIza, eTale zeTha te nizcita banI gayA ane zubha divase zeThanA dIkarAnA dhAmadhUmathI lagna karyAM. AkhA divasa AnaMdathI pasAra thayA. rAtre zeThe peAtAnA putra ane putravadhUne e IMDiyA mahelamAM suvA mekalyA, banA yAga anyu. evuDa ke suthArane mArIne jALI jaDavAnuM zeThe kaheluM' te lakSa cUkAI gayuM. zeThe paNa pharIne tapAsa karelI nahi. mahelane bIjA khArI khArA na hatA eTale A baMne pati-patnI khArI khullI mUkIne mAnada vineda karIne nizcita khanIne suI gayA, kAraNu ke emane khabara nathI ke Aje rAtre zuM banavAnu che? je nimitte je kALe je banavAnu hAya che te bane che. emAM bhalabhalA jJAnI ke buddhivaMta purUSanu paNa kaI cAlatuM nathI. A baMne pati-patnI ghasaghasATa uMghe che. bIjI tarapha a MdhanakuLanA nAgane enA uparIe AjJA karI ke jA, lAjI! zeThanA dIkarA Aje paraNIne AnyA che ene tAre karaDavAnuM che. meTAnI AjJA thAya eTale nAmane javu ja paDe, tethI nAga khArImAMthI praveza karIne mahelamAM AnyA. e mAlusa lagamAM sUtA che. A joIne nAganA manamAM

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cAranA suvAsa 901 vicAra thaye ke A navattu pAMtanI joDI kevI zeAbhI raDI che. haju paraNyAnI prathama rAta che. hAthanA mIMDhaLa paNa chUTayA nathI. paganI pAnImAMthI kaMku lUchAyA nathI. A koDabharI kanyA keTalA maneAtha laine paraNI haze! huM enA patine DaMkha dauM' te enu' zuM thaze ? enA mananA manaiAratha bhAMgIne bhUkko thaI jaze. mAre nathI karaDavu. nAgane yA AvI eTale karaDayA vinA pAche cAlyA gayA, tyAre bharanidrAmAM sutelI kanyAne svapna AvyuM ke enA patine jANe kAI bhayaMkara nAga DaMkha daI rahyo che ne patinuM mRtyu thAya che. Avu dazya joine patnI ekadama jAgRta thai gai. enI chAtImAM thaDakArA thavA lAgyA, chatAM hiMmata karIne pala gamAMthI nIce utarIne besI gai paNa patine jagADayA nahiM. A karI khUba dharmISma hatI eTale eNe vicAra karyuM ke mane svapna Avyu' che ne kadAca ema khanaze teA nAgadeva ahIMthI ja jaze ne ! tyAre huM emane kheALA pAtharIza, vinaMtI karIza te jarUra kRpA karIne mAru. saubhAgya akhaDa rAkhaze. AvA vicAra karIne e pala`ganA pAyA pAse besIne navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karavA lAgI. khIjI tarapha nAga karaDayA vinA pAchA gayA tyAre enA uSarIe kahyuM ke tuM pAcho kema AvyA ? mArI AjJAnuM pAlana kema na karyu? ve pAche jA, uparInI AjJA thAya eTale javu ja paDe, emAM cAle nahi, tethI nAgadeva pAchA AvyA, jeyu. te khAi pala'ganA pAyA pakaDIne beThI che. khaMdhue ! pApakarmanA udaya kevu' kAma kare che ! khAI patine bacAvavA mATe te kheDI che, paNa bhAgyavaza te ja vakhate ene beThA beThA jhoku AvI gayu' eTale nAga Avye te khabara na paDI. nAga pala'ga upara caDhayA paNa ene karaDavAnI hiMMmata cAlatI nathI. arere....A bicArI palaganA pAye pakaDIne eDI che, enu saubhAgya reALAi jaze. mAre nathI karaDavu' ne pAchA paNa javu nathI. have e traNa kalAkanI rAta khAkI che, je che te AjanI rAtanA ja prazna che. AjanI rAta vItI gayA pachI ciMtA nathI. te huM enI bAjumAM paDacA rahIza, eTale nAga chokarAnI bAjumAM pathArImAM paDayA rahyo. A chekarAne khakhara nathI ke enI patnIne paNa khabara nathI. udhamAM paDakhu* karyo eTale nAgane jothI enA paganI lAta vAgI, caDhayA are....me... tArA upara karUNA karI tyAre te ja mane lAta tane karaDuM'. bhAvimAM banavAnuM che eTale koI mithyA karI zakatuM enA page DaMkha dIdho. DaMkha dIdho evI enA mukhamAMthI kAramI cIsa nIkaLI gaI nAga DaMkha daine jaldIthI cAlyA gayA. patinI cIsa sAMbhaLIne khAI ebAkaLI ubhI thaI. joyuM teA nAga jAya che. khAie pitanI cIsa sAMbhaLIne khUmeA pADI. khA....bApujI ! doDo emane nAga karaDI gaye, mA-khApujI te jANatAM hatAM ke Aje rAtre kaMika navAjunI thaze eTale jhera utAranArA gArUDIe ane vAdIone taiyAra rAkhyA hatA. tarata ja madhA doDatA AvyA. nAga bhayaMkara jherI hatA eTale Da'kha detAnI sAthe chekarAnu zarIra lIlu chekarA udhamAM ne tethI nAgane krAya mArI? khasa, have nathI. nAga jorathI

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902 zAradA suvAsa kAca jevu' thai gayuM. chekarI kahe huM mA-mApujI ! mane rAtre AvuM svapna AvyuM tyArathI huM jAgatI esIne navakAra maMtranuM' smaraNa karatI hatI paNu ke AvI gayuM ne A khanAva banI gayA, ema khelatI kALA kahe beTA! ame te jANatA ja hatA eTale jAgatA ja chIe. jANe mane sheja ku kalpAMta karavA lAgI. sAsu kAne nAga karaDayA che e khakhara maLatA maMtravAdIoe maMtra jApa zarU karyAM. matranI evI zakti che ke vAdI matra khele eTale nAgane tyAM AvIne hAjara thavuM ja paDe, vAdIoe kesara Adi sugathI padArtha na khAvIne dudha ukALI ThaMDu karAvI mATu' kuMDuM bharAvyuM ane bIjI tarapha agnineA bhaDabhaDatA kuMDa taiyAra karAbyA ane sugadhIdAra puSpA lAvyA kAraNa ke nAgane sugaMdha bahu game che. A madhI taiyArI karIne vAdI maMtra bhaNavA lAgyA eTale agadhana kuLaneA nAga tyAM hAjara thayA. vAdIe pUche che tuM karaDayA che? tA kahe che hA. teA have tAru kADheluM jhera tuM cUsI jA ane A zeThanA dIkarAne bacAva. jo A enI navaparaNetA zrI kaiTale kalpAMta kare che? nAge kahyuM. tamArI vAta sAcI che. mane paNa enI khUba dayA AvI hatI. pahelI vakhata AvIne karaDayA vagara ja pAchA gayA paNa mArA uparInI AjJA thaI eTale pAchA Avavu paDayu.. AvIne paNa me ene sIdhA DaMkha dIdhA nathI. hu` khIjI vakhata paNu karaDavAnA na hatA. hu* enA paDakhAmAM sUI rahyo hatA paNa eNe mane jorathI lAta mArI eTale me tene DaMkha dIdhA, pachI paNa mane khUkha pazcAtApa thayA ke eNe bicArAe te mane uMghamAM lAta mArI hatI ne meM ene DaMkha dIdho ! vAdIo kahe che je thayu' te thayuM paNa huM nAgadeva! have tame e jhera cUsI leze teA tamane A ThaMDA ne mIThA dUdha pIvA maLaze, A puSponI sugaMdha levA maLaze ane nahi cUse tA A bhaDabhaDatI agninA kuMDamAM paDavu paDaze. nAce kahyuM tame mane khelAvyeA che ne huM Avyo chuM. mAre tamAruM kaheluM kAya karavuM paDe. emAM nA nathI paNu "neanti aMtarthaM mojuM yuddhe gAyA gAMSane '' aga'dhanakuLamAM utpanna thayelA nAga vageluM jhera kadI pAchu cUsatA nathI, mATe huM e jhera pAchu nahi cUMsu'. vAdIoe khUba kahyu' pazu nAge vaseluM jhera pAchuM cUsyuM nahi, tyAre kahe che te! tame A agninA kuMDamAM khaLI mA. nAge kahyuM e vAta kabUla che. huM agninA kuMDamAM paDIne marI javu pasaMda karIza paNa vamelu jhera nahiM cUsuM, ema kahIne agadhanakuLaneA nAga guMcaLuM vaLIne uchaLIne bhaDabhaDatI agninA kuMDamAM paDIne khaLIne marI gayeA paNa nameluM jhera pAchuM na cUsyu, tema huM rahanemi ! je vamainnAne vAMche e nAga ga dhanakuLanA che ane je prANane hADamAM mUkIne paNu vadheluM na vAMche e aga dhanakuLanA nAga che. bhegI ga'dhanakuLanA nAga jevA che ne cegI aga dhanakuLanA nAga jevA che. hu saMyamI chuM ne tame paNa saMyamI che. mane vAMchIne tame mahAvratane hAravA kayAM taiyAra thayA

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zAradA suvAsa 903 che ? huM rahanemi ! eka nAga jevA tiya ca prANIthI paNa tame gayA ! e paNa pAchA muni thaI ne ? agadhanakuLanA nAga vadhelAne vAMchavA karatA mAtane mahAna gaNe che te tamArAthI paNa kAmanA upara vijaya meLavI zakAtA na haiAya te saMthAro karo. saMthAro karIne zarIrane cheDI de paNu vamelA kAmabheAganI icchA na karo. tame AvuM uttama cAritraratna prApta karIne kArDo jevA kAyalegamAM ene vecI devA uThayA che. kiMmatI caMdananA vanamAM Aga lagADI enA kAlasA karavA taiyAra thayA che. jarA vicAra karo. tame mane game teTalI IcchatA huM paNu hu' tamane aMza mAtra icchatI nathI ? huM mArA prANanA bhAge paNa mAruM cAritra ratna jhAMkhu paDavA nahi dau. kadAca eve vakhata Avaze te aga Mdhana kuLanA sarpanI jema huM mArA prANune tyAga karIza paNa vamelA kAmaleAga tarapha dRSTi paNa niha karu', ema tame paNu vadhelA kAmalegane icchavA karatA agadhanakuLanA nAganI jema maraNane icchA te zreSTha che paNu kAmalegamAM dRSTi karavI te kharAma che. A pramANe rAjematIe rahuminI jhATakaNI kADhI. je kuLavAna purUSa hoya te AvA zabdo ene chAaumAM gALI vAge evA lAge. hajI rAjematI rahemine zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra:-siMhaladvIpanA rAjAnI putrI kamalAe jinasenakumAra pAse sAta vacana mAMgyA te sahunI sAkSImAM jinasene kamalAne ApyA; paNa jinasenakumAra paNa enAthI utare tevA na hatA. eNe kahyuM tuM paNa mane sAta vacana Apa. A te paraspara che ne ! mAre tamAruM kahyuM mAnavAnuM ne tamAre mAru' kahyuM mAnavAnu. kamalAe kahyu` bhale svAmInAtha ! Apa kmAvA, huM ApanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA taiyAra chuM. huM kamalA! huM jyAre je samaye tane je AjJA karu' tenuM tAre kharAkhara pAlana karavuM paDaze, pachI ema nahi ke hamaNAM nahi, pachI karIza. jamaNA kAne sAMbhaLyuM ne DAbA kAne kADhI nAMkhavuM ema nahi cAle. evuM thaze tA mArA dilamAM duHkha thaze, mATe mAruM dila kadI tuM dubhAvIza nahi. eka vakhata dila tUTI jaze te pachI saMdhAvuM muzkela che. khIju... mAre ca'pakamAlA ane manamAlatI be patnI che, ne tuM trIjI patnI che ne mArA bhAgyamAM hAya tA ceAthI paNa Ave te tAre emanI sAthe tArI sagI baheneAnI mAphaka premathI rahevu. paDaze. mArA mAtA-pitA paNa che. emanA vinaya tAre karavA paDaze. huM bahArathI AvuM tyAre tamArA traNenA mukha hasatA hovA joie. tamAruM mana sheja paNa uMcu' thaze te mAro AnaMda uDI jaze, mATe tAre dUdha-sAkaranI jema maLIne badhAnI sAthe rahevAnuM, meM pUrva kA jA' pyArI, tuma mata pazcima jAnA. Dho tana eka mana ho rahanA, mujhumse kabhI na chipAnA,

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904 zAradA suvAsa - trIjuM huM kahuM ke mAre pUrvamAM javuM che te tAre pUrvamAM ja AvavAnuM paNa huM jAuM pUrvamAM ne tuM kahe mAre pazcimamAM javuM che evuM nahi karavAnuM. mArAthI kaI paNa vAta chUpAvavAnI nahi. je pativratA strI che te pitAnA patithI saheja paNa vAta chUpAvatI nathI. te patine evI arpaNa thaI jAya che ke emanA zarIra bhale judA hoya paNa mana te eka ja hoya che. ema ApaNe jIvanamAM rahevAnuM. evuM jIvana jIvIe te jIvana jIvavAnI majhA Ave. bAkI te jIvanamAM kaMI sukha ke AnaMda nahi maLe. cethI vAta tAruM rUpa joIne keI deva ke Indra tArA upara meDita thAya ane tene samajAvavA Ave te paNa tuM kadI parapurUSanI manathI ke svapnamAM paNa IcchA na karIza, kAraNa ke satI strIne pati eka ja hoya che. pAMcamI vAta tuM je mAMgIza te huM jarUra lAvI ApIrA paNa kadAca mAnI le ke tArA mAMgyA pramANe huM na lAvI zake agara lAvuM ne bIjI patnae mAMge te ApavuM paDe te tane kaMIka ochuM Ape te tuM kaleza ke kajIye na karIza paNa je maLe temAM zAMti rAkhaje. - chaThThI vAta tuM sukhamAM jema patinI sAthe rahevA Icche che tema duHkhanA samayamAM paNa patinI sAthe raheje. sukhamAM ne duHkhamAM, saMpattimAM ne vipattimAM patinI sAthe premathI rahevuM paNa duHkha paDe tyAre rIsAIne piyara bhAgI javuM nahi. A badhI vAta tuM dhyAnamAM rAkhaje. sAtamI vAta aMtaramAM karUNabhAva rAkhaje. tane jevuM sukha game che tevuM sarva jIvone game che, mATe dareka jIve pratye karUNa rAkhaje. sAsu-sasarA ane vaDIla bahanenI tuM sevA karaje. jIvanamAM namratA, lajajA rAkhaje. karUNA, sevA ane lajajAthI mAnavadeha zebhI uThaze. A senAnA ne ratnanA AbhUSaNe te dravya AbhUSaNe che, paNa A AbhUSaNe te sAcA AbhUSaNe che. mArA ATalA vacana tuM pALIza te jIvanamAM AnaMda-sukha ane premane triveNI saMgama thaze. A pramANe jinasenakumAre sAta vacana mAMgyA. kamalAe paNa tenuM pAlana karavAnuM kabUla karyuM, tyAra bAda khUba dhAmadhUmathI enA lagna thayA. kariyAvaramAM kamalAnA mAtApitAe hAthI, gheDA, ratha, pAlakhI, kiMmatI vacce, AbhUSaNe ane AkhuM rAjya ApyuM. sAthe aDhAra dezanI dAsIe ApI. rAjA ane prajAnA haiyA harakhAI rahyA che. zuM dIkarI che ke zuM jamAI che ! mahArAjAe jamAI sArA pasaMda karyA. have e paraNane jaze eTale kayAre pAchA Avaze? jamAI banyA che te koIka vAra khabara levA Avaze, mATe je thayuM te sAruM thayuM. jinasena ane kamalAnA lagna thaI gayA. badhI vidhi samApta thaI eTale sau AzIrvAda ApIne pitApitAne ghera gayA. have jinasenakumArane jaladI mAtA-pitAne maLavAnI laganI lAgI che eTale te siMhaladvIpathI kevA ThAThamAThathI nIkaLaze, kamalAne enI mAtA kevI zikhAmaNa Apaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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zAradA suvAsa 905 vyAkhyAna na. 98 kArataka suda 5 ne ravivAra jJAnapaMcamI tA. 5-11-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMtajJAnI, divya divAkara tIrthakara bhagavatee bhavya jInA ekAMta hita mATe dvAdazAMgI sUtranI prarUpaNa karI che. dvAdazAMgI sUtra e bhagavAnanA mukhamAMthI jharelI vANI che. dvAdazAMgI sUtramAM jJAnane bhaMDAra bharyo che. Aje jJAnapaMcamIne pavitra divasa che. jJAna e jIvane parama hitakArI che. anaMtakALathI AtmA ajJAnane kAraNe bhavATavImAM bhramaNa karate bhayaMkara dukha jogavI rahyo che, kAraNa ke duHkhanuM mULa je kaI hoya te te ajJAna che ane sukhanuM mULa kAraNa hoya te te jJAna che. hajAre sUryanA prakAza karatAM jJAnane sUrya mahAna tejasvI che. sUrya te divase prakAza Ape che ne sAMje asta thaI jAya che tyAre jJAnarUpI sUrya te rAtre ane divase sadAkALa prakAza Ape che. te ajJAnarUpI aMdhakArane dUra kare che. dravya aMdhakAra jeTaluM AtmAnuM ahita nathI karate teTaluM AtmAmAM rahela bhAva aMdhakAra-ajJAna AtmAnuM ahita karanAra che. jagatanI daSTimAM jene AMkha na maLI heya e aMdha gaNAya che. jagata ene karUNApAtra samaje che, paNa jJAnInI daSTi ethI AgaLa pahoMce che. jJAnInI dRSTimAM AMkhathI aMdha eTale karUNApAtra nathI ethI vadhu karUNA pAtra ajJAnI che. AMkhanA aMdhApAne jagatanA ja joI zake che. AMkhethI aMdha mAnavI keI AmathI tema ThebA khAte rastA para sAmethI AvI rahyo hoya te leke ema ja kahe che ke bhAI ! e aMdha che. ene mArga karI Ape nahi te kaInI sAthe bhaTakAI jaze. eka vakhata eka aMdha musAphIra aMdhArI rAte phAnasa laIne rastA parathI pasAra thate hate. sAmethI be cAra mazkarIyA yuvAne AvyA ne mazkarImAM belyA-suradAsa ! tame te AMkhethI dekhatA nathI to pachI A phAnasa laIne kema nIkaLyA che ? sUradAse kahyuM-tamArI vAta sAcI che. huM te AMkhe aMdha chuM. AMkhe dekhate nathI paNa tamArA jevA je AMkhethI dekhatA che e bhUlathI aMdhArAmAM mArI sAthe athaDAI na paDe e mATe phAnasa sAthe laIne nIkaLyo chuM. AMkhanA aMdhane te jagata AkhuM dekhe che paNa jJAnanA aMdhApAne jJAnIo ja joI zake che. A aMdhApe jene vaLage hoya e aMdha hovA chatAM te pitAne dekhate mAne ne dekhatAne AMdhaLA mAne. e pite te durgatinA khADAmAM paDe paNa je enI sAthe bhaTakAya eneya durgatimAM pADe, mATe jJAna meLavavAnI avazya jarUra che. Aje ApaNe jene samAjamAM divase divase jJAnane abhAva vadhatuM jAya che. vadhu nahi te tame eTaluM avazya karo ke ApanA bALake sAmAyika, pratikamaNa, chakAyanA bela, navatatva zIkhyA vagaranA na rahevA joIe, eTaluM jJAna te jarUra Apajo. jema tame bALakane skulamAM ne kelejamAM bhaNAvavAnI jeTalI dhagaza rAkhe che tenAthI adhika jainazALAmAM

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tot zAradA suvAsa mekalavAnI rAkhe. je tamArA bALake dharmanuM jJAna prApta karaze te tamane paNa sukhe rahevA deze paNa je jJAna nahi hoya te tamArI sAthe premathI nahi rahI zake, mATe saMtAnane jJAna ApavA mATe khUba takedArI rAkhe. jJAna e te AMkha samAna che. tame kaho cho ne ke "AMkha vinA aMdhAruM" duniyAmAM AMkha che te badhuM ja che. AMkhanI zarama paDe che. AMkha gaI enI zarama gaI je tamane dravya AMkha vinA paNa ATaluM duHkha sAle che te pachI bhAva AMkha-jJAna vina keTaluM duHkha thavuM joIe? subhASitakAro paNa kahe che ke jJAnaM phonanam ! jJAna e duniyAnI AMkha che. ApaNe jaina zAstromAM bRhadaka5bhASyamAM paNa kahyuM che ke "yaM tarUca javuM". sUtrajJAna e trIjuM netra che. be netra te dareka manuSyane hoya che paNa jJAna e trIjuM netra che. jJAna dvArA jIva saMsAranA svarUpane samajI zake che. zubhAzubha karmonuM baMdhana kaI rIte thAya che ne kaI rIte e baMdhane tUTe che te vAta jJAna dvArA samajI zakAya che. Aje badhe dharmakriyAomAM bheLaseLa kema cAle che? sAmAyika kevI hovI joIe tenuM kaMIka ne jJAna nathI, eTale sAmAyikamAM vinA prajane haraphara karavI, vAtenA gapATA hAMkavA A badhuM kare che paNa jo evuM jJAna hoya ke mArI sAmAyika zA mATe che? mAre sAmAyika karavAnuM zuM prajana che? keTalA deze TALIne sAmAyika karavI joIe? AvuM jJAna hoya te sAcI sAmAyika karI zakAya. e sAmAyikamAM tamane alaukika rAte Avaze. jJAna sahita kriyA karavAthI mahAna phaLanI prApti thAya che. sAmAyika keTalA deSa TALIne karavAnI te vAta te tame jANe che ne ? daza mananA, daza vacananA ne bAra kAyAnA e batrIsa deSa TALIne je sAmAyika thAya te zuddha sAmAyika che. e be ghaDInI sAmAyikamAM mahAna karmonI nirjarA thAya che. tapa kare, dayA pALe, sAmAyika-pratikamaNuM Adi game te kriyAo kare paNa je jJAna sahita karaze te a5kiyA paNa mahAna phaLadAyI nIvaDaze. jJAnI AtmA duHkhamAM paNa sukha zodhe che ane ajJAnI AtmA sukhamAM paNa duHkha zeLe che. jJAnI AtmA karmanA udayathI kadAca garIba banI gaye haze ane jhuMpaDImAM rahIne reTIne dALa khAte haze tyAre e pitAnAthI nIcI kakSAnA mANase tarapha daSTi karaze ane vicAra karaze ke mAre te rahevA mATe zuM paDI che ne mAruM zarIra sAruM che te huM mahenata karIne jeTalI ne dALa peTa bharIne khAuM chuM paNa jene bicArAne rahevA jhuMpaDI nathI, khAvA anna nathI ne paheravA kapaDA nathI evA nirAdhAra mANasanuM zuM thatuM haze ? zreNuka mahArAjAne keNIke jelamAM pUryA ane cAbukanA mAra mAravA lAgyo tyAre emanI jJAnadaSTie e ja vicAra karyo ke meM te jIvatA jIvane vidhI nAMkhyA che. emanA jIva ane kAyA judA karAvyA che. A mane evuM te natha karate ne? mAtra cAbakhA ja mAre che ne mane

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zAradA suvAsa karma apAvavAmAM sahAya kare che. A vicAra karIne dukhamAM paNa sukha zeThuM, tyAre tamArA saMsAranI apekSAe mahAna sukhI gaNatA mANaso paNa ajJAnanA kAraNe sukhamAM paNa duHkhano anubhava karatA hoya che, enuM dhAryuM na thAya te raDavA mAMDe. saheja rega Ave te ciMtAne pAra nahi. pitAnA karatA bIjAne vadhAre sukhI joIne IrSAnI AgamAM jalavA lAgaze. AvA ja vadhAre paisA meLavavA mATe kaMIka kALAdheLA karI ghera karmo bAMdhIne duHkha bhegave che. A badhuM karAvanAra je kaI heya te ghora ajJAna che, jJAna vinAne manuSya jIte chatAM marelA jevuM che. eka saMskRta kalekamAM paNa kahyuM che ke - jJAnAdayastu bhAvaprANA, mukto'pi jIvati sa tarhi / tasmAjjIvatvaM hi, nityaM sarvasya jIvasya // prANa dhAraNa karavAthI jIva jIva kahevAya che. jJAna-darzana Adi bhAva prANu che. tene dhAraNa karavAthI mukta cha siddha bhagavaMto paNa jIvita rahe che tethI te jIva kahevAya che. jo jIvanuM saMpUrNa jJAna aparAI jAya, naSTa thaI jAya te jIva ajIva banI jAya baMdhuo ! AtmAmAM jJAna pragaTe che tyAre te vicAre che ke huM anaMta zaktine svAmI AtmA A dehanI nAnakaDI duniyAmAM kema bharAIne beTho chuM? huM A janmanI pahelAM hatuM, maraNa pachI paNa rahevAne chuM, te maraNanA bhayathI kema gabharAIne beThe chuM ? mRtyu kesuM? dehanuM ke AtmAnuM ! deha mare ane AtmA tare tevI AtmAnI akhUTa zraddhA te ja samya darzana che. AtmAnI oLakhANa na thAya tyAM sudhI kAMI nathI. tame mAtra dehane oLakhe che, AtmAne nahi. je pitAne ja na oLakhe ke huM AtmA chuM, tirmaya chuM, traNa kALamAM maravAne nathI te bIjAne caitanya rUpe kevI rIte oLakhI zake? je pitAne oLakhaze te bIjAne oLakhI zakaze. AtmAnI oLakhANa thatAM saMsAra anAsaktivALa ane ucca vicAranuM dhAma banaze. aMjanA satIne enA patine viyega bAra varSa rahyo. pavanakumAre paraNyA pachI bAra bAra varSa sudhI enA sAmuM joyuM nahi, tyAre aMjanA e ja vicAra karatI hatI ke mArA patine kaMI deSa nathI. deSa mArA karmone che. mane saheje brahmacarya pALavAne avasara maLe che. evA samabhAvamAM bAra varSo pasAra karyA pachI jyAre pavanakumAranI AMkha ughaDI tyAre temane pitAnI bhUlane khUba pazcAtApa thavA lAge ane AMkhamAM AMsu sArIne aMjanA pAse kSamA mAMgatA kahe che satI ! huM duSTa chuM, mane mApha kara. tyAre aMjanA kahe che svAmInAtha! tame duSTa hatA ja nahi. je duSTa hatA te AMsu kyAMthI ? pachI jANe kaMI banyuM ja nathI tevA AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. A che AtmAnI oLakhANa AvA te aneka dAkhalAo che. AtmajJAnavALI vyakita ja sukha duHkhamAM samAna bhAva rAkhI zake che. game teTaluM dhana maLe te abhimAna na kare ane nirdhanatAmAM kaMgALa na bane. baMne samaye namratA ane

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908 zAradA suvAsa sAdAI rAkhe. jJAna kaTInA samayamAM paNa amane sthira rAkhI zake che ne bIjAne paNa sthira karI zake che. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. temAM rAjematI sAthI bahuzrutA banelA che. temanA AtmAne alaukika ojasa jhaLakI rahyA che. evA satI rAjematIne guphAmAM ekalA joIne rahaneminuM mana calAyamAna thayuM tyAre rAjematI rahanemine saMyama mArgamAM sthira karavA mATe ke joradAra upadeza Ape che. gaI kAle vAta AvI gaI ne ke rAjematIe kahyuM-he rahanemi ! agaMdhanakuLane nAga bhaDabhaDatI agnimAM paDIne marI javAnuM pasaMda kare che paNa vaseluM jhera pAchuM cUsavAnuM pasaMda karate nathI. e gUMcaLuM vaLI agnimAM paDIne marI gaye paNa vaseluM jhera pAchuM cUsyuM nahi. eka nAga jevA tiryaMca prANIthI paNa tuM napAvaTa nIkaLe ke vamelA kAma bhegene pharIthI bhegavavAnI IcchA kare che. haju paNa rAjetI kevA zabdo kahe che. dhiratthu te Da jasokAmI, jo taM jIviya kAraNA / vaMtaM icchasi AveDe, seyaM te maraNa bhave // 43 // he apayazanA kAmI ! tane dhikakAra ho ke tuM je vAsanAmaya jIvana mATe vaselA bhegone bhegAvavA Icche che. evA asaMyamI patita jIvana jIvavA karatAM tAruM mRtyu uttama (zreSTha) che. juo, satI rAmatInA zabda keTalA kaDaka che! te zuM kahe che-he rahanemi ! tane dhikAra che. mANasane dhikkAra che ema kayAre kahevAya ? enA upara keTalI ghaNuM chUTI hoya tyAre mANasa AvA zabdo kahI zake che ane jene AvA zabdo kahevAya e vyakita je jAtivAna hoya te lajajAI jAya. ene ema ja thaya ke dharatI phATe te samAI jAu paNa je jAtivaMta na hoya te ene asara paNa na thAya. e te AvA zabdo sAMbhaLIne nahera banI gayela hoya che. rAjematInA A zabda chAtImAM goLI vAge tevA che ke apayazanA komI ! je tArI kAmanAne tuM jItI zakatuM na hoya te agaMdhanakuLane sarpane meM tane dAkhala Ape. e sarpa agnimAM paDIne baLI mAM paNa vamevuM na cATayuM tema tuM paNa A deha cheDI de paNa AvA asaMyamI ane vAsanAmaya jIvana jIvavAnI IcchA na karIza. A te tuM yAdava kuLane lAMchana lagADavA uSe che. mArA jIvanamAM kadAca je A prasaMga Ave te huM agaMdhanakuLanA sarSanI jema maraNane vahAluM karyuM paNa tamArI mAphaka cAritrane bALavA taiyAra na thAuM. AvI kuvAsanAnI pUrti karavAnI vAMchanA karatA tane zarama nathI AvatI. A te te mULamAM ja saDe lagADe che. baMdhuo ! kaI vRkSanuM mULa jo saDI jAya to te vRkSa umuM raDI zakatuM nathI paNa paDI

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zAradA suvAsa jAya che. je ena DALA, pAMkhaDAne saDe lAge paNa mULIyuM sajIvana rahe te te vRkSa navapalavita thAya che tema sAdhunA mULa guNa ane uttara guNa hoya che. pAMca mahAvrata ane chaThuM rAtrI jana e mULa guNe che ane tapa, dhyAna, svAdhyAya, pAMca samiti Adi uttara guNe che. mULa guNe vRkSanA mULIyA jevA che. sAdhuthI hiMsA karAya nahi, mRSAvAda belAya nahi, cerI karAya nahi, maithuna sevAya nahi, parigraha rakhAya nahi, ane rAtrI bhojana karAya nahi. A mULa guNomAM saheja paNa kacAza AvavA devAya nahi. kadAca zarIranI zakti nabaLI hoya te tapa ocho karI zakAya. jJAnAvaraNIya karmane kSapazama ocho hoya te jJAna ochuM bhaNI zakAya te vAMdho nahi Ave, paNa mahAvrata zuddha havA joIe. mULa sAjuM haze te vRkSa TakI zakaze paNa je e saDI gayuM te vRkSa konA AdhAre TakI zakaze ? tema jenA saMyama rUpI vRkSanA mahAvrata rUpI mULa je saDI jAya te saMyamavRkSa konA AdhAre TakI zake ? ahIM rahaneminA mahAvata rUpI mULIyAmAM viSaya vikArane saDe lAge che eTale rAjemanI ugra banIne ene phaTakAre che ke tuM mArI jA, maraNane vahAluM kara paNa AvA asaMyamI jIvanane icchIza nahi. jaina dharmanA sAdhu-sAdhIo keIne marI jA...evA zabda na kahe. eka kIDI jevA prANInuM paNa manathI mata na I che te sAdhune kahe kharA? koIne tuM marI jA ema kahIe te enI hatyAnuM pApa lAge paNa ahIM rAjematIne evuM pApa nahi lAge, kAraNa ke enA bhAva rahanemine mArI nAMkhavAnA nathI paNa AvA kaDaka cAbakhA jevA zabda kahIne ene saMyama mArgamAM sthira karavAnA bhAva che, eTale ATalA zabdo kahIne aTakatI nathI paNa AgaLa zuM kahe che- ahaM ca bhogarAyassa, taM caDasi aMdhagavahiNo / ___ mA kule gaMdhaNA homo, saMjamaM nihuo cara // 44 // he rahanemi! ApaNI jAtine ne kuLane khyAla kare. tame koNa cho ne huM keNuM chuM? huM bhejaka viSNunI pautrI ane ugrasena rAjAnI putrI chuM. tame aMdhaka viSNunA pautra ane samudravijaya mahArAjAnA putra che. jene ApaNe gaMdhanakuLanA sarSa jevA thaIe? e saMyamezvara! nizcala thaIne saMyamamAM sthira thAo. baMdhuo ! rAjematIo kevA jemabharyA zabda uccAryA ke khAnadAna mANasa hoya te AvA jemabharyA zabda sAMbhaLIne enA romereAmamAM jAgRti AvI jAya. rAmatIe zuM kahyuM he rahanemi! huM ane tame baMne kulIna chIe. khAnadAna kuLanA chIe. gaMdhanakuLane sarSa mANasane karaDe che eTale ene maMtravAdIo maMtranuM uccAraNa karIne bolAve che tethI ene hAjara thavuM paDe che. maMtravAdIo ene kahe che ke e baMdhanakuLanA sarSa ! tuM ane

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910 zAradA suvAsa karo che? te kaheze ke hA, huM ene karaDa chuM, tyAre vAdIe kahe ke tuM enA jherane pAchuM cUsI le te tane mIThuM dUdha pIvA maLaze ane nahi cUse te A agninA kuMDamAM baLI maravuM paDaze. A samaye gaMdhanakuLane sarSa maraNanA DarathI vaseluM jhera pAchuM cUsI le che te che rahanemi! vamelAne pAchuM cUsanAra gaMdhanakuLanA sarpa jevuM ApaNe thavuM nathI paNa agaMdhanakuLanA sarpa jevA banavuM che. marI javuM kabula paNa vamelAne cUsavuM nahi. he saMyamI rahanemi ! tame tamArA prANanA bhege paNa saMyama pALavA tatpara rahe. je tame tamAruM mana saMyamamAM nizcala nahi rAkhe te tamArI kevI sthiti thaze te sAMbhaLo. jai taM kAhisi bhAvaM, jA jA dicchasi naario| vAyAviddho vva haDo, aTiappA bhavissasi // 45 // he muni ! tame je je strIone jaze ane te strIone joyA pachI jo kAmaganI IcchA karaze te samudrakinAre haDa nAmanuM vRkSa jema pavanathI ukhaDI jAya che tema tamAre AtmA ucca bhUmikAthI patita thaze. ahIM rAjamatie rahanemine saMyamamAM sthira thavA mATe haDa nAmanA vRkSane nyAya Ape che. haDa nAmanuM vRkSa nadI agara dariyA kinAre thAya che. e uparathI khUba phAle che. ghaTAdAra hoya che. enI chAyAmAM ghaNuM mANaso besI zake che. A vRkSa gahera gaMbhIra ane zobhAyamAna hoya che, paNa ene mULIyA bahu uMDA detA nathI, eTale ene saheja pANIne dhakako lAge ke vAvAjhoDuM thAya te e paDI jAya che. enA mULIyA sahita ukhaDI jAya che, tema che rahanemi ! A guphAmAM to huM ekalI ja chuM. mane ekalIne sAdhvIpaNumAM jeIne paNa jo tamAruM mana saMyama mArgathI vicalita banI gayuM te A guphAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLaze ane gharagharamAM gaucarI jaze tyAM te tamane navayuvAna ane sauMdaryavatI ghaNI strIe jovA maLaze. ene joIne tamAruM mana kema sthira raheze ? tame je je strIone jaze ane tenAmAM bhega nI abhilASA karazo te vAyuthI sadA kaMpAyamAna haDa nAmanI nirmaLa vanaspatinI mAphaka caMcaLa svabhAvanA banI jaze. A vAtathI kahevAno Azaya e che ke saMsAra rUpa aTavImAM viSayavAsanA rUpa vAyuthI kaMpAyamAna cittavALA thavAthI zAMtine prApta karI zakaze nahi. rAjematI rahanemine AvA talavAranI dhAra jevA tINa vacane kahe che. jema hAthI sIdhe na cAle te mahAvata ene aMkuza mAre che tema rAjematI paNa viSayavAsanAthI manmatta banelA rahanemine tIkaNa vacane rUpI aMkuza mAre che. ATaluM badhuM rAjematI bele che te paNa rahanemi bilakula ugra thatA nathI, kAraNa ke game te paDavAI thaye che paNa uttama kuLane dIkare che, eTale AvA zabdo sAMbhaLIne manamAM ema nathI thatuM ke strI jAti thaIne mane AvA

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911 zAradA suvAsa zabdo kema kahe che? enAmAM khAnadAnI che, lajajA che. hajI rAjematI kevA zabdo kaheze ne zu' khanaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra :- siMhuladvIpanA mahArAjAnI kuMvarI kamalA sAthe jinasenakumAranA dhAmadhUmathI lagna thayA, pachI jinasenakumAre sAsu-sasarA pAse javAnI rajA mAMgI, tyAre kamalAe paNa mAtA-pitAne vinaMtI karI ke emane emanA mAtA-pitA bahu yAda AvyA che. jevI huM tamane vahAlI chuM evA e emanA mAtApitAne paNa vahAlAtA hAya ne? mATe huM mAtA-pitA ! tame amane aMtaranA AzISa ApIne rajA ApeA. A sAMbhaLIne mAtA-pitAne khUba du:kha thayuM. nayanAthulA mAtA bele, jAvA lADalI jAveA, sAsa sasurakI sevA karo patikA hukama bajAve. mAtAne dIkarI bahu vahAlI hoya che ane ahIM' teA ekanI eka lADakavAyI dIkarI che, eTale haiyAnA hAra jevI ne AMkhanI kIkI jevI vahAlI che, tethI javAnuM nAma paDatAM mAtAnI AMkhamAM ceAdhAra AMsu vahevA lAgyA. mAtA raDatI raDatI kahe che beTA ! tuM sAsare jaine tArA sAsu-sasarAne mAtA-pitA samAna gaNIne emanI khUba sevA karaje ane tArA patinI AjJAnuM barAbara pAlana karaje. emanI sAme tu kadI kAi paNa jAtanI haTha pakaDIza nahi. e kahe ke rAta te rAta ane e kahe divasa tA rAta hAya tA paNa divasa mAnaje. evI rIte tuM emanI AjJAmAM raheje. emAM jarA paNa khAmI AvavA daiza nahiM, tArI zekayAne tu sagI baheneA samajIne khUba premathI emanI sAthe haLImaLI raheje. rAjyamAM nAkara-cAkara, dAsa-dAsIe badhA khUba hAya paNa e ApaNA peAtAnA ja mANasA che ema mAnI temanuM barAbara dhyAna rAkhavu. emane parAyA gaNavA nahi. emanI bhUkhyA -tarasyAnI ane mAMdA sAjAnI khUkha sabhALa rAkhaje, te tu badhAnA prema sa pAdana karI zakIza. kariyAvaramAM ghaNA dAyo ApyA che. sAthe patharaNuM, muhapatti ane guae paNa ApyA ne kahyuM-dIkarI ! tane rAjyamAM game teTalA sukha maLe paNa tuM dharmane kadI bhUlatI niss. dararoja eka sAmAyika tA avazya karaje. tame badhA tamArI putraune sAsare mAkale tyAre AvI zikhAmaNa ApatA haze ne! mAtAe dIkarIne ApelI hitazikhAmaNu :- mAtApitA peAtAnA saMtAnAne badhuM Ape paNa jo dharmanA saMskAra na Ape te te sAcA mAtA-pitA nathI. sa'skAra dhana e ja sAcu' dhana che. bIjuM dhana te cAlyuM jaze paNa sAMskAra rUpI dhana Apelu nahiM jAya. A mAtA-pitAe kamalAne khUba sArA saMskAra ApyA che eTale putrIne sAsare jatI vakhate hitAMzakhAmaNa Ape che ke he putrI ! tuM dararAja jamatAM pahelA supAtra dAna deje. mahAna bhAgya hoya teA supAtra dAna devAnA avasara maLe che. dharmane tArA hRdayamAM

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912 zA suvAsa sadA sthApana karIne rAkhaje, hamezA navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karaje. mArI vahAlI putrI? vadhu te tane zuM kahuM ? A saMsAramAM sukha dukhanA vAdaLo Ave che ne vikharAya che. tArA azubha karmane udaya thAya ne duHkha Ave te tuM gabharAIza nahi ne sukhamAM phUlAIza nahi paNa sukha duHkhamAM samabhAva rAkhaje. sAsu, naNaMda ke zokya kadAca AkarA utAvaLa thaIne tane kaMI kahe te huM temanA sAmuM belIza nahi paNa vinaya ane namratAthI sahana karaje. ATaluM bolatAM mAtAnuM haiyuM bharAI gayuM ne gadgad kaMThe kahe che beTA ! have te mArA ne tArA vacce ghaNuM aMtara paDI jaze. jyAM siMhaladvIpa ane kayAM kaMcanapura! bALapaNathI kulanI jema ramADelI ke maLa kaLI jevI lADalI dIkarI cAlI jaze ? mane mokalavAnuM bilakula mana nathI paNa anAdinI e rIta che ke kanyA para ghera ja zobhe, eTale mAre tane sAsare mokalavI paDaze paNa beTA ! kSaNe kSaNe tArA maraNa Avaze. amArA aMtaranA zubhAziSa che ke tame sukhI thAo. ema kahI rAjA rANIe dIkarI jamAIne AzIrvAda ApyA ne jamAIne kahyuM ke sAsu sasarA nija jAmAta se, bole Isa prakAra, mArA jamAI jaladI Akara, sudha lIje harabAra. he jamAIrAja! atyAre te Apane javuM ja che eTale ame vadhu kahI zaktA nathI, paNa have A rAjya ApanuM ja che, eTale saMbhALavA mATe vahelA Avaje. jinasenakumAra mastaka jhUkAvI sAsu-sasarAne page lAgyA ne javA mATe taiyAra thayA. meTA ThAThamAThathI rAjA ane prajA emane vaLAvavA mATe AvyA. rAjAne pahelethI ja jinasena pratye mAna hatuM. pahelA paTAvALAnI nekarI hatI. enA guNanA kAraNe paTAvALAmAMthI pradhAna banyA ane pradhAnamathI jamAIrAja banyA eTale enA mAnapAnamAM zuM khAmI heya? AkhA nagaranI prajA dUra sudhI vaLAvavA AvI, pachI saune pAchA vALIne jinasenakumAra caturaMgI senA sAthe AgaLa cAlyA. kaMcanapuramAM jatAM vacce caMpakamAlAnA pitA mAdhavasiMha rAjAnuM gAma caMpApura AvyuM, eTale mAdhavasiMha rAjAne khabara ApI. potAnI dIkarI ane jamAI AvyA che jANIne mAdhavasiMha mahArAjAne khUba AnaMda thaze. rAjAe AkhuM nagara hava jA patAkAothI zaNagAryuM ane vAjate gAjate svAgata karIne jinasenakumArane caMpApura nagaramAM praveza karAvyuM. A mAdhavasiMha mahArAjAne paNa putra nathI, eTale emaNe jinasenakumArane rAjyAbhiSeka karavAnI taiyArI karavA mAMDI. jinasenakumAre kahyuM- mahArAjA ! Apa A zuM karI rahyA che? huM rAjya levA mATe nathI AvyuM. huM te ApanA AzIrvAda levA mATe AvyA chuM, tyAre sasarA kahe che he jamAIrAja ! tame mahAna guNavAna che, nirlobhI che. Apa ja A rAjyane che. mAre caMpakamAlA eka ja putrI che eTale rAjya Apane ja ApavAnuM che. Apa rAjya saMbhALe, pachI huM AtmakalyANa karavA dIkSA lau. ema kahI

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zArada suvAsa 913 jinasenakumAra rAjyAbhiSeka karyo ne tenI AkhA nagaramAM ANa pheravAI jinasenakumAra mahArAjA banyA eTale prajAjanone paNa khUba AnaMda thaye. ApaNuM dhanyabhAgya ke ApaNane AvA jinasena jevA pratApI rAjA maLyA. jue, jinasenakumAra keTale puNyavAna che ke ratnAvatInA trAsathI kaMTALIne pitAnuM bhAvi ajamAvavA nIkaLyo ne babbe rAjyane svAmI bane. jinasenakumAra mAdhavasiMha mahArAjAne kahe che mahArAjA ! Apa mane javAnI rajA Ape, kAraNuM ke mane nIkaLyA ghaNe samaya thaI gayA che. have mArI mAtA mArA vize jhUratI haze. ema kahI rAjAne samajAvIne tyAMthI nIkaLe ane madanamAlatInA pitAne gAma vijayapura AvyA. caMdrasena rAjAne khabara ApI ke tamArA jamAI jinasenakumAra AvyA che. suna kara rAjA bahu duHkha pAyA, AI beTIkI yAda, hai beTI tu guNakI peTI, dilako upaje dAda caMdrasena rAjAne khabara paDI ke jamAI AvyA che eTale dilamAM khUba dukha thayuM ke mArI dIkarIne rAsare mokalavAne saMdeze mekavAne pAne cAlyA gayA. pAchaLa mArI dIkarInI zI dazA thaI enI khabara paNa lIdhI nathI. dIkarI hoya te ApaNe jamAInI sagAI che. ApaNI dIkarIne patto nathI. jyA mehe jamAIne bolAvavA? rAjAne pradhAna khUba DAhyo ne gaMbhIra hato. eNe kahyuM-mahArAjA ! hamaNAM te jamAI meTA rasAlA sAthe AvyA che. caMpApurI ane siMhaladvIpanA rAjA banyA che, mATe emanuM ApaNe svAgata karavuM joIe, pachI ApaNI dIkarI sabaMdhI emanI sAthe vAtacIta karazuM paNa AvA moTA rAjAnuM ApaNe svAgata na karIe te ApaNuM zobhA nathI. pradhAnanA kahevAthI caMdrasena rAjAe jinasenakumAranA svAgata mATe taiyArI karavA mAMDI. have caMdrasena rAjA, pradhAna temaja nagarajane jinasenakumAranuM svAgata karavA mATe jaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 99 kArataka suda 6 ne semavAra tA. 6-11-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMtajJAnI, vizvanI virala vibhUti tIrthakara bhagavaMte ane mahAna puruSe A saMsAranA svarUpane samajIne temAMthI sarakI gayA ane ApaNuM ekAMta hita mATe upadeza ApI gayA ke he bhavya che ! "do dura du saMsAro, ratha zAnti natavo ." A saMsAra bhayaMkara dukhamaya che. jemAM anaMtA jIve duHkha ane kaleza pAmI rahyA che. te AvA duHkhamaya saMsAranA svarUpane samajIne tame emAMthI sarakI jAe, kAraNa ke za, su. 58

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zAradA suvAsa A saMsAra saLagatI sagaDI jevo che. sagaDIne tame hAtha aDADaze te hAtha baLavA mAMDaze. zuM, sagaDI tamArA hAtha bALe che kharI? "nA". sagaDImAM paDelA dhagadhagatA aMgArA hAtha bALe che. sagaDImAMthI aMgArA laI le ane pachI sagaDIne khoLAmAM laIne tame kalAkanA kalAka sudhI besI rahe te paNa kaMI nahi thAya, kAraNa ke dajhADanAra tatva sagaDI nathI paNa sagaDImAM bharelA aMgArA che. A saMsAra paNa sagaDI jevo che. saMsAra pratyene paga e aMgArA che. A rAge Aja sudhI keTalAya ne dajhADyA che ne haju paNa enuM dajhADavAnuM kArya te cAlu che. sagaDIne ThAravI hoya te enA mATe saraLamAM saraLa eka ja upAya che ke sagaDImAMthI saLagatA aMgArAne bahAra ThAlavI devA. AvI rIte saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM, saMsArane aDavA chatAM na dajhADI zake ke na rIba vI zake ene eka ja upAya che ke saMsAra tarapha ane saMsAranA AkarSaka padArtho tarapha manamAM uThatI rAganI Agane saLagatA veMta ja ThArI devI joIe, kAraNa ke ghaNIvAra evuM bane che ke mANasa pAse kaMI hotuM nathI tyAre e ghaNe sukhI hoya che ne enI pAse ghaNuM hoya che tyAre khUba duHkhI hoya che. enuM mULa kAraNa zuM? e vAta aMtaranA uMDANathI vicArIzuM te samajAze ke jyAre enI pAse kaMI na hatuM tyAre enA rAganI Agane vadhavAne cAnsa ja maLatuM na hatuM. baso-aDhIsonA pagAramAM pAMca sAta mANasanuM gujarAna mAMDa cAlatuM hoya tyAM meTe baMgale baMdhAvavAnI, bleka levAnI, maTara, TI. vI. ne kIja vasAvavAnI vAsanAne cAnsa kayAMthI maLe? kadAca evI vAsanA jAge te paNa ene divela vinAnA dIvAnI jema ApoApa kare ja chUTako che paNa pAse lAkha, be lAkhanI mUDI thAya tyAre baMgale bAMdhavAnI, mATe bleka kharIdavAnI, TI. vI. ne kIja vasAvI AMgaNe moTara khaDI rAkhavAnI vAsanA evI vakarI uThe che ke e zAMta jIvanane azAMta banAvI muke che. divAsaLIne ghasatAM enI aNI uparathI ubhI thatI Aga divAsaLIne bALIne miniTa, be miniTamAM pite khalAsa thaI jAya che. e Aga ApaNane akaLAmaNa ubhI karatI nathI, kAraNa ke meDhAnI eka pheMkathI ene dabAvI devAnI ApaNAmAM tAkAta che paNa e ja saLagAvelI divAsaLI ghAsanI gaMjI ke rUnI gAMsaDIonI vakhAramAM jaIne paDe te deDAheDa thaI jAya. phona karIne baMbAvALAne bolAvavA paDe, kAraNa ke e Agane ThAravI e te bahAranI vAta banI jAya che, evI rIte mAnavInA manamAM ugatI keI paNa saMsAranA AkarSaka padArthanI abhilASA ke vAsanAnI Aga je divAsaLI jeTalI hoya te dhArIe te e ja miniTe ApaNe ene ThArI zakIe chIe. e Aga ApaNane bahu rIbArvI nahi zake, paNa e ja Aga eTalethI na aTaktA eka pachI eka bAi sukhanI sAmagrI maLatAM vadhatI ja jAya te eka divasa e ApaNA jIvanamAM prasarI jatAM jIvanane bALIne bhasmIbhUta karIne aTakaze. baMdhuo ! jhera sarSamAM nathI paNa sarSanA meDhAmAM rahelI dADhanI kethaLamAM che. jheranI

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915 zAradA suvAsa kathaLI nIkaLI jAya te game te bhayaMkara bhorIMga sarpa madArI mATe ramakaDuM banI jAya che. AvI ja rIte mAnavane rIbAvavAnI tAkAta ke durgatimAM pheMkI devAnI tAkAta saMsAramAM nathI paNa saMsAranA rAgamAM che. saMsAramAMthI je eka rAganuM tatva nIkaLI jAya te pachI saMsAra ApaNA mATe jhera vinAne sarpa je ane aMgArA vinAnI sagaDI je banI jAya, pachI e na te ApaNane DaMkhI zake ke na dajhADI zake. ApaNe jematI ane rahaneminI vAta cAlI rahI che. eka vAra jeNe saMsAranA rAganA aMkurA bALI nAMkhyA paNa rAjematInuM rUpa jotAM e aMkure prajvalita bane, tethI viSayavAsanAnI Aga tenA aMtaramAM bhabhukI uThI eTale rAjesatI pAse AvIne kahevA lAgyA ke he rAjematI ! Ava, ApaNe saMsAranA sukho bhegavIe, pachI dIkSA laIne AtmAnuM kalyANa karIzuM. A samaye rAjematI sAdhavIe rahanemine paDakAra karIne kahyuM: raDanemi ! dhikakAra che tArI A kuvAsanane ! agaMdhana kuLanA sarSanI jema marI javuM tArA mATe zreyakArI che, paNa AvA viSayavAsanAthI malIna banelA asaMyamI jIvane jIvavuM bahetara che. atyAre sAdhupaNAmAM tame gaucarI jaze te sahu tamAre Adara satkAra karaze. tamane kaheze ke padhAre mahArAja, paNa je A cAritra cheDIne jaze te kaI tamArI sAme paNa nahi juve. tamAre tiraskAra karaze, pachI bhale ne tame yAdavakuLanA jAyA che. ethI keI tamArI zarama naDi bhare. jIvanamAM cAritranI kiMmata che. cAritra gumAvyA pachI koI tamAre vizvAsa nahi kare. rAjematI jabbara sAThavI che eTale rahanemine ThekANe lAvavA mATe prayatna kare che. baMdha! mAnava mAtra bhUlane pAtra che. pApakarmane udaya heya te mAnava bhula karI bese paNa je ene keI sajajanane saMga maLe te bhula sudharI jAya che. kavie paNa kahe che. pavana sAthe mitratAthI, dhULa paNa uce caDhe, pANI sAthe mitratAthI, te ja kAdava thaI paDe, pApI taNuM sahavAsathI, jana pApanA paMthe paDe, sAdhu taNu sahavAsathI, jana puNyanA paMthe caDhe. dhULa te dharatI upara ja rahenArI che paNa jo e dhULa pavana sAthe mitratA kare che te pavana ene uMce laI jAya che, paNa je e ja dhULa uDIne pANImAM paDe te kAdava banI jAya che, AvI rIte sajajana manuSya paNa je durjanane saMga kare te durjana banI jAya che. jema gheDAne gadheDAnI sAthe bAMdhavAmAM Ave te ghoDe kaMi gadheDe nahi banI jAya, gadheDAnI jema bhuMkaze nahi paNa ALoTatA jarUra

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916 zA suvANa zIkhaze, ema sAre mANasa paNa durjananA saMge caDhIne bagaDI jAya che. keI tAna sIdhe ne sAde mANasa haze paNa ene je dArUDIyA ke jugArIyAne saMga thaze te enA saMge caDhIne enA jevuM banI jAya che. keI mANasane bIDI pIvAnI Teva na hoya paNa kaI bIDI pInAra mitrane saMga thaze te dhIme dhIme bIDI pIne thaI jaze, paNa je kharAba mANasane sajajanane saMga thaze te e sArA mArge vaLaze. ahIM rahenemi te uttama kuLane dIkare che paNa enA kameM ene bhUlavADe che paNa sAthe eTalA sadbhAgya che ke sAmuM pAtra so. TacanA senA jevuM tejasvI che, eTale phITakAra ApIne paNa ThekANe lAvavA mATe prayatna kare che. gaI kAle gAthAmAM kahyuM hatuM ke he rahanemi ! mane joIne tamAruM mana calAyamAna thayuM che te pachI tame gAma-nagaramAM gharagharamAM gIcarI jaze tyAM saudaryavAna yuvAna strIone joze tyAM tamAruM mana kevI rIte sthira rahI zakaze? tamArI dazA haDa nAmanA vRkSa jevI thaze, mATe haju paNa samaya che. samajIne saMyamamAM sthira bane. haju rAjematI zuM kahe che. - navA matavAra vA, nadI taLA evaM aNissaro ta pi, sAmaNassa bhavissasi // 46 // jema gAnuM rakSaNa karanAra govALa e gAyane mAlika nathI hote, ane bhaMDAranuM rakSaNa karanAra bhaMDArI bhaMDArane mAlika nathI hote tema tame paNa saMyama laIne paNa je viSayAbhilASI banIne raheze te saMyama pALavA chatAM zramaNyanA svAmI nahIM banI zake. zramaNI rAmatInA siMhagarjanA jevA joradAra zabdo sAMbhaLIne rahaneminA hRdayamAM jhaNajhaNATI thaI. rAjematI enA mukha uparanA bhAve nihALI rahyA hatA. emane uddezIne kahe che devariyA munivara ! dhyAnamAM rahe che. gAyanA dhaNane hAMkanAre gevALa e gAyane dhaNI nathI. enI mAlikI phakta eka nAnakaDI lAkaDI upara che, tema mahAna saMyama mArgathI cUkanAra muni mahAvata rUpI dhaNanI mAlikI jatI karIne phakata veza rUpI lAkaDIne mAlika bane che. AvA zabda paNa rahanemi muni monapaNe sAMbhaLI rahyA, tyAre rAmatIe kahyuM-rahanemi muni ! tame te jJAna-darzana cAritra rUpI ratnanA dhanakubera che. A tamArI kAmavAsanAne kacaDI nAMkhe, nahitara dhanakuberamAMthI tame mAtra e dhananA bhaMDArI banI jaze, eTale ke tame saMyama pALavA chatAM cAritranA dhaNa nahi paNa mAtra vezanA dhaNuM raheze. baMdhuo ! rAjematInA ekeka zabda kevA hitakArI ane bedhadAyaka che. eka strI jAti-sAdhvImAM paNa cAritranI keTalI khumArI che! Aje ghaNAM mANase pitAne dIkarI na hoya te ema kahe che ke mAre dIkare nathI, badhI dIkarIo ja che. nAma kevI rIte raheze? paNa ghaNI vakhata evuM bane che ke dIkarA karatA dIkarIo caDhI jAya che ne dIkarIe dIve

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zAradA suvAsa hi pragaTe che. ceDA rAjAne sAta dIkarIo hatI, eke ya dIre na hate. bhagavAne ceDArAjAne kahyuM hatuM ke tamArI sAte sAta dIkarIo satI che. roja prabhAtanA praharamAM manuSyanA mukhe emanA nAma gavAze. ceDArAjAnI sAta dIkarIoe mAtA pitAne kuLane ujajavaLa banAvyuM. evI rIte A rAjamatI paNa sAcI satI che. soLa satIomAM satI rAjamatInuM nAma che. evI mahAsatI rAjamatIe rahanemine patanane paMthe jatA aTakAvavA gaLI jevA kaThora zabda kadA. mukhethI kaThera zabda belI paNa enA aMtaramAM kaThoratA nathI, kemaLatA che. dIkaro je uDAu ke rakhaDela thaI gaye heya te enA mAtA pitA ene kahe che ne ke dIkarA ! tuM sudharI jA. tArI kuTe choDI de. je tAre sudharavuM hoya te mArA gharamAM Avaje, nahitara marI jaje paNa mane tAruM kALuM moDhuM batAvavA AvIza nahi. A zabdamAM dIkarAne mArI nAkhavAnA bhAva nathI. dIkarI vahAle nathI ema nathI paNa ene ThekANe lAvavAnA bhAva che, ema rAjematIne paNa rahanemine sudhAravAnA bhAva che eTale rAjematIe rahanemine samajAvIne saMyamamAM sthira karavA mATe kaThera vacane rUpI cAbakhA mAryA, tyAre rahanemi enI sAme mauna rahyA. eka zabda paNa na uccAryo ke na rAjetI upara baLAtkAra karyo, kAraNa ke game tema toya e yAdavakuLa jevA khAnadAna kuLane jAye che eTale enAmAM lajajA hatI, tethI zaramanA mAryA nIcuM joIne ubhA rahyA. rahanemine lajajA AvI gaI ke A meM zuM karyuM? rahanemine ratha patha para AvI gaye. rAjematInA vacanabANe rahaneminuM hRdaya vIMdhAI gayuM. sAdhanAnI ImAratamAM paDelI cirADa jANe saMdhAvA lAgI. chevaTe pariNAma zuM AvyuM te vAta have zAstrakAra bhagavaMta batAve che. tIse so vayaNaM soccA, saMjayAe subhAsiya / aMkuseNa jahA nAgo, ghamme saMpaDivAio // 47 // brahmacAriNI sAthvI rAmatInA Atmapazi ane sacoTa vacanene sAMbhaLIne jema aMkuza vaDe manmatta hAthI vaza thAya che tema rahanemi hAthInI mAphaka cAritra dharmamAM barAbara sthira thayA. A gAthAmAM rahaneminI vAsanAne aMta AvI gaye. tAva Ave tyAre kavInAInanI kaDavI geLI ApavAmAM Ave che ema ahIM rAjematIe rahanemine kavInAInathI paNa kaDavA zabda kA ne rahanemie maunapaNe sAMbhaLyA che emanI vAsanAne tAva utarI gaye. hAthI game te mahenmatta banI gaye hoya paNa je ene ThekANe lAvanAra mahAvata kuzaLa hoya te aMkuza mArIne ene ThekANe lAve che. plena paDavAnI taiyArImAM heya paNa je pAyaleTa hoziyAra hoya te nIce utArI de ane mANasenA jAna bacAvI de che, tema AvA prasaMge bane tyAre sAdhu ke sAdhvI je cAritramAM majabUta hoya te patananA paMthe jatA vyaktine

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18 zAradA suvAsa bacAvI le che ane sva-para kalyANa kare che. rahanemine pitAnA sAdhupaNAnuM bhAna thayuM. ahe! huM kyA sthAnamAM ho, meM mArA cAritrane paNa khyAla na karyo. A satI rAmatInI gyAe je bIjI kaI strI hatI te huM kayAM paTakAI jAta ! A pavitra satIe te mane pahelA paNa samajAvIne vairAgya paMthe vALyuM hatuM ane saMyama lIdhA pachI patana thatAM mane bacAvyuM. Ama vicAra karIne rahanemi zuM kare che? kAhaM mANaM nigiNhittA, mAyA lAbhaca svvso| indiyAI vase kAu, appANa uvasa hare // 48 // krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lebhane jItIne tathA pAMca indriyane vazamAM karIne te rahanemie pitAnA AtmAne upasaMhAra karyo athavA pramAda tarapha vaLelA AtmAne pAcho haThAvIne dharmamAM sthita karyo. karmanA udayathI rahaneminuM mana vikAra bhAvanAthI malIna banyuM paNa rAmatInA vacanee tenA upara ghaNI asara karI. tyAM hAthIrUpa rahanemi, mahAvatarUpa rAmatI ane aMkuzarUpa tenA vacane hatA. jematInA upadeza pUrNa vacana sAMbhaLatA rahaneminA hRdayane kAmavikAra naSTa thaI gaye. temaNe rAjematane badhe upadeza dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLe. te upadezathI jema aMkuza dvArA hAthI pitAnA sthAna para AvI jAya che te rIte teo saMyamamAM daDha banI gayA. temanI kAmavAsanA zAMta thaI ane pitAnA pApane pazcAtApa karavA lAgyA. baMdhuo ! eka vakhata mANasa bhAna bhule che paNa jyAre tene pitAnI bhulanuM bhAna thAya che ane enA aMtaramAM pApane pazcAtApa thAya che tyAre kAjala jevA kALA karmone paNa bALIne sApha karI nAMkhe che. lekhakane game teTale kATa caDhaye heya paNa ene agnimAM nAMkhavAmAM Ave te kATa baLIne khAkha thaI jAya che tema bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara pApa paNa aMtaHkaraNapUrvakanA pazcAtApanA pAvakamAM baLIne sApha thaI jAya che. gazAlaka ke pApI hate. khuda tathakara bhagavAnanA avarNavAda bolanAre, pote jina na hovA chatAM pitAne jina mAnate hate. bhagavAnanA babbe ziSyane tejulezyAthI bALIne bhasma karyA hatA. huM jina chuM, arihaMta chuM evI jAherAta karate hate. agiyAra lAkha te enA zrAvake hatA. enA zrAvako ene bhagavAna mAnatA hatA. AvA ge zAlakane paNa maraNa pahelA be ghaDI bAkI rahI tyAre pitAnI bhulanuM bhAna thayuM ane pote khUba pazcAtApa karyo. pitAnA mukhya zrAvakane pAse belAvIne kahI dIdhuM ke huM arihaMta nathI, mahAvIra bhagavAna sAcA arihaMta che. meM pApIe emanI AvI avahelanA karI. huM pApI chuM. mArA maraNa pachI tame badhA mArA moMmAM ghUMko. mArA page deraDI bAMdhIne rastA uparathI DhaseDa ane evI jAherAta karaje ke A pApI zAlaka zA hatA AvI rIte pitAnI bhulane pazcAtApa karIne pitAnA ja zrAvake sAme satya vAta pragaTa

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zAradA suvAsa karI devI e kAMI sAmAnya vAta nathI. aMtaramAMthI mAna chUTe tyAre AvA zabdo belI zakAya che. gozAlake pitAnA pApane pazcAtApa karyo. AyuSyane baMdha paDa na hatuM eTale pApakarmanA daLiyA vikherIne bAramA devaloke gaye. anya dharmamAM jesala ane telanI vAta Ave che. jesala bahAravaTIye ke pApImAM pApI hatuM. teralane laIne jesala heDImAM besIne kacchamAM jAya che. te samaye nadImAM bhayaMkara tephAna thayuM. heDI DUbavAnI taiyArImAM hatI. jesalanA hezakaza uDI gayA tyAre terala satI kahe che jesala! gabharAIza nahi. huM tArI naukAne DUbavA nahi dauM, paNa eka vAta che ke teM jIvanamAM kevA kevA pApa karyA che te tuM pragaTa karI de. pApa tAruM prakAza jADejA, dharama tAre saMbhALa re, tArI beDalIne bUDavA nahi dau, (2) jADejAre-ema terala kahe che jI. he jesava! mAnava mAtra bhUlane pAtra che, mATe tuM tArA pApa kahevAmAM saMkoca na rAkha. je tAre A AMdhI ne tophAnamAMthI bacavuM hoya te te tArA jIvanamAM nAnA moTA je pApa karyA hoya e pragaTa karavA mAMDa. 5 pane pragaTa karIne tAruM haiyuM haLavuM banAvI de. jenuM jIvana bhArebhAra pApathI bhareluM hatuM evA jesalane pitAnA pApakarmane pazcAtApa thavA lAge, AMkhamAMthI pazcAtApanA AMsuDA sarI paDyA. Aja sudhI eka hAke dharatIne dhrujAvanAro jesala bahAravaTIye namratApUrvaka AMkhamAMthI AMsu sArato kahe che he terala satI ! mArA pApanI te zI vAta karuM ? A pApIbe te tArA upara paNa kudaSTi karI che, paNa tArA satItvanA prabhAvathI mArI kuvAsanA dura thaI che. mArA pApanI te kaMI sImA ja nathI, he mAtA ! sAMbhaLa. haraNa haNyAM lakha cAra teLI rANuM, haraNa haNyAM lakha cAra re, vananA te moralA mArIyA, (2) taLAde re ema jesala kahe che jI. he mAtA ! meM cAra lAkha te vanamAM kUdatA ne nAcatA haraNIyA mAryA che. keTalA merane mAryA che ane koDabharyA yuvAne paraNIne AvatA hoya agara paraNavA jatA hoya evI jatI ne AvatI jAne luMTI che. te sivAya bIjA keTalAyane lUTayA che. satI! vadhu te zuM kahuM, mArA mAthAmAM jeTalA vALa che eTalA karmo meM karyA che. mArA pApa pragaTa karatA pAra Ave tema nathI. aMtaranA pazcAtApapUrvaka jesale pitAnA pApa pragaTa karyA te enI heDI DUbatI bacI gaI. AvI rIte dareka pitAnA pApakarmane pazcAtApa kare, navA pApa karatA aTake ane pitAnI bhUlane sudhAre te jIvana pavitra banyA vinA na rahe paNa Aje te pApa karavuM ne micchAmi dukakaDa devuM ane mAne ke mAruM pApa dhovAI gayuM paru mAtra micchAmi dukkaDaM devAthI pApa nahi levAya paNa hRdayanA bhAvathI pApakarmanA

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here pazcAtApa pUrvaka micchAmi dukkaDa devAya ane pharIne evA pApa na thAya tenI sAvadhAnI rahe te pApa jovAya che. rahanemi munie mAnasika ane vAcika bhUla karI. kAyAthI doSanuM sevana karyuM nathI paNa rAmatInA upadezapUrNa vacane sAMbhaLIne lajajAthI emanuM mastaka rAjesatI pAse jhUkI paDayuM. emanI kAmavAsanA zAMta thaI. emaNe pitAnA aMtaramAM rahelA krodha-mAna mAyA ane lebhane jItIne pitAnI pAMca Indriyene vaza karIne pitAnA cittane saMyama dharmamAM sthira karyuM ne pitAnI bhUlane pazcAtApa karavA lAgyA. have pazcAtApanA pANImAM snAna karatA rahanemi rAjematIne kevA zabdo kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra: jinasenakumAra caMpakamAlAnA pitAne tyAMthI nIkaLIne madanamAlatInA pitA caMdrasena rAjAne tyAM vijayapura AvyA ne pite AvyAnA samAcAra ApyA. teNe nagara bahAra taMbu tANane utAre karyo. A tarapha caMdrasena rAjAne pitAnA jamAI AvyAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLIne dilamAM khUba dukha thayuM ne pitAnI putrI yAda AvI gaI emanA dilamAM eka ja AghAta hatuM ke tame jatI vakhate mArI dIkarIne maLavA paNa na AvyAne sAsare javAnI AjJA melAvI, tamAre ghera jatAM mArI dIkarInI AvI dazA thaI chatAM tame enI khabara paNa lIdhI nathI. have tamAruM svAgata karIne mAre zuM kAma che? paNa pradhAna DAhyo hate. eNe rAjAne samajAvyA ke mahArAjA ! emane A vAtanI khabara paNa nahi hoya. bIjuM atyAre e moTA mahArAjA banI gayA che, eTale sAthe sainya paNa ghaNuM che, mATe emanuM svAgata karavuM joIe. ApaNe svAgata karIne laI AvIe, pachI ApaNu dIkarI bAbatamAM badhuM emane kahIzuM. pradhAne caMdrasena rAjAne khUba samajAvyA eTale rAjAe svAgatanI taiyArI karAvo. moTI svArI sAthe jinasenakumAra jyAM utaryA hatA tyAM svAgata karavA mATe AvyA. pitA-putrInA milanathI thayela AnaMdaH * jinasenakumAre pitAnA sasarAne durathI AvatA joyA eTale ubhA thaIne sasarAjInA sAmA gayA ne premathI putra pitAne bheTI paDe tema bheTI paDayA. rAjA paNa kuMvarane bheTayA paNa mukha upara AnaMda na hatuM, kAraNa ke ene pitAnI putrInA viyeganuM dilamAM duHkha che. ene khabara nathI ke mArI dIkarI jamAInI sAthe ja che. madanamAlatIne khabara paDI ke pitAnA pitAjI AvyA che eTale harSabhera pitAnA taMbumAMthI bahAra nIkaLIne pitAjI pAse AvIne caraNamAM paDI gaI rAjAne pitAnI dIkarI madanamAlatIne joIne khUba AnaMda thaye kAraNa ke pite jANatA hatA ke mArI dIkarIne te ranavatI rANIne subhaToe samudramAM pheMkI dIdhI che, tyAra pachI pite khUba tapAsa karAvI hatI paNa patto lAgyuM na hatuM eTale kilamAM khUba dukha hatuM. pitAne have dIkarInI AzA na hatI. evI nirAzAmAM je dIkarI maLe

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cAra vAle te keTale badhe AnaMda thAya? mANasa ApaNane be pAMca varSe maLavAnuM hoya te ema thAya ke maLaze paNa jenI AzA bIlakula cheDI dIdhI hoya, pharIne maLavAnA keI nizAna paNa na hoya e Ama acAnaka maLe te keTalo AnaMda thAya? e te anubhavI ja jANa zake che. AMdhaLAne AMkha maLe ne bhUkhyAne bhojana maLe ethI paNa adhika AnaMda pitAnI vahAlI putrIne levAthI caMdrasena rAjAne thaye. pitAnI putrIne rAjAe bAthamAM laI lIdhI ne pUchayuM beTA ! tane te ranavatI rANInA subhaToe samudramAM pheMkI dIdhI hatI ne tuM jamAIrAja pAse kevI rIte pahoMcI ? khUba Azcarya pUrvaka rAjA pitAnI putrIne pUchavA lAgyA. sArI bAta kahI ApasameM, AMkho se AMsu Tapake, sAre zaharake khUba sajAyA, harSa hRdayameM dhara ke. madanamAlatIe pitAnA pitAjIne badhI vAta vistArapUrvaka kahI saMbhaLAvI. putrI samudramAM magaramacchanI pITha para paDI. magare ene kinAre mUkI. tyAM bhegI ene laI gaye. chevaTe UMdhe mastake bAMdhI ane pachI jinasenakumAre tene kevI rIte choDAvI te badhI vAta sAMbhaLatA caMdrasena rAjA ane temanA parivAranI AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhArA vahevA lAgI. beTA ! teM ghaNuM kaSTa veThayuM paNa tArA sadbhAgye tane tArA pati maLI gayA ne tane choDAvI. Aje amArA dilamAM zAMti thaI. ATalA vakhatathI tArA vize ame gUratA hatA. pitAnI dIkarI maLI eTale AnaMdane pAra na rahyo. AkhuM gAma khUba suMdara rIte zaNagAryuM ane jANe Aje ja dIkarInA lagna na hoya evI dhAmadhUma ane ThAThamAThathI svAgata karIne dIkarI ane jamAIne nagaramAM laI gayA. jinasena ane madanamAlatIne joIne prajAjanone paNa khUba AnaMda thaye khUba svAgata karIne mahelamAM lAvyA ane premathI maLyA. badhAe sAthe besIne jojana karyuM ane sukha-duHkhanI vAte karIne AnaMdathI divasa pasAra karyo. bIje divase caMdrasena mahArAjAe maMtrIo, sAmate ane saradAre vigerene lAvIne moTI sabhA bharI ane badhAnI vacamAM mahArAjA kahe che te mArA maMtrIo, saradAro, subhaTo ane prajAjane ! have AjathI A jinasenakumAra tamArA chatrapati mahArAjA che. huM emane rAjya saMpI dauM chuM. tame badhA mArI AjJAnuM pAlana kare che tema have emanI AjJAnuM pAlana karaje. A sAMbhaLIne jinasenakumAre kahyuM- mahArAjA ! Apa vaDIla cho ne huM te haju bALaka chuM. bALapaNamAM Apa mArA mAthe vadhu beje kayAM nAMkhe che? Apa ja rAjya saMbhALe mAre rAjya joItuM nathI, tyAre rAjAe kahyuM-jamAIrAja ! Apa rAjya calAvavAne barAbara yogya che. meM ApanI buddhi, guNa, caturAI ane parAkrama joIne pahelethI ja pArakhI lIdhA che, mATe meM je kaMI karyuM che te barAbara che. Apane rAjyanI sarakAra kare ja paDaze. rAjAe khUba Agraha karyo eTale jinasenakumArane svIkAra karavuM paDe. vijayapuramAM jinasenane rAjyAbhiSeka karI emanA mAthe rAjamugaTa paherAvI enA nAmanI ANa pheravavAmAM AvI.

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922 zAradA suvAsa mAtAne maLavA talaseluM mana jinasenakumAra vijayapuranA mahArAjA banyA paNa emanuM mana mAtAne maLavA mATe talasI rahyuM che. jaladI mAtA pAse javuM che eTale sasarAne kahe che mArI mAtAne cheDIne nIkaLyA mane ghaNe samaya thaI gaye che tethI mAre jadI kaMcanapura javuM che. mane javAnI AjJA Apa, pachI huM AvIza. jamAIne mAtAnA darzananI khUba jhaMkhanA che. e joIne rAjAe javAnI rajA ApI. jinasenakumAra traNa traNa rAjyanA rAjA banyA, eTale maTI caturaMgI senA laIne tyAMthI nIkaLyA ne paDAva karatA karatA eka divasa kaMcanapuranA bagIcAmAM AvI pahoMcyA. jinasenakumAre bagIcAmAM taMbu tAyA ne rAjyamAM khabara ApavA dUta moka. bagIcAmAM jaIne jinasenakumAra pitAnI mAtAnA mahela tarapha gaye. jaIne juve che te mAtAne mahela baMdha che. mAtAne mahela baMdha joIne jinasenakumAranA manamAM khUba duHkha thayuM ke aho ! mArI mahAna upakArI pavitra mAtA kyAM gaI? enuM zuM thayuM haze? ene koIe kADhI mUkI haze? ema aneka prakAranA vikalpa AvavA lAgyA. ghaNI vakhata vairI mANasa na ciMtave evuM vahAlA ciMtave che. gharanA mANaso be kalAka meDA paDe te tamane zuM vicAra Ave? ekasIDanTa te naDi thaye hoya ne! evA evA kharAba vicAre Ave che. ahIM jinasenakumArane paNa enI mAtA mATe aneka prakAranA vicAra Ave che. bIjI tarapha jinasenA mAtAnuM zuM thayuM te vAta avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na. 100 kArataka suda 8 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 7-11-78 kevaLajJAnI ane kevaLadarzanI bhagavate jagatanA jIne paDakAra karIne jAgRta karatA kahe che he jI ! tamane A je suMdara mAnavajIvana maLyuM che te jIvana evuM suMdara jIvI jANe ke AtmA nitinA zikhare caDhate jAya. A vizvanA vizALa paTa para janma laI jIvana dhAraNa karanArA chamAMthI jIvana jIvI janArA te lagabhaga badhA heya che paNuM jIvana jIvI jAnArA bahu apa hoya che. jIvana jIvI javuM e judI cIja che ne jIvana jIvI jANavuM e judI cIja che. jIvana jIvI javuM e parvatanI Toca parathI pattharane goLa nIce gabaDAvavA jevuM che emAM koI prayatnanI, keI sAhasanI ke koI mahAna utsAhanI jarUra rahetI nathI. geLe Toca para mUkyo ke e svayaM gAbaDane gabaData nIce utarI javAne che, tema jIvana jIvI javAmAM koI prayatnanI, sAhasanI ke utsAhanI apekSA rahetI nathI. jIvana maLyuM eTale ApameLe e chavAI te javAnuM che. jIvana te kIDI, mekeDa, Adi prANIone maLyuM che ne mAnavane paNa maLyuM che. jema

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923 zAradA suvAsa kIDI, maMkaDA pitAne maLeluM jIvana jIvIne jagatamAMthI vidAya le che ema mAnava paNa game tema jIvana jIvIne cAlyA jAya te kIDI, maMkaDAnA jIvanamAM ne mAnavanA jIvanamAM kaI mATe taphAvata na kahevAya, chatAM jagatanA tamAma jIvane karatAM mAnavanA jIvananuM vadhu ne vadhu mUlyAMkana Aja sudhI aMkAtuM AvyuM che. te e prazna uThe che ke mAnavanA jIvanamAM zuM vizeSatA che ke jethI ene sauthI vadhu kiMmatI gaNI zakAya? jJAnI purUSa A praznanuM samAdhAna karatA kahe che ke bIjA badhA ne mAtra jIvana jIvavAne hakaka maLe che jyAre mAnavane mAtra jIvana jIvI javAne ja nahi paNa jIvana jIvI jANavAne mahAnamAM mahAna hakaka ene janma letA vArasAmAM ja maLI jAya che, tethI ja enuM mUlya jagatanA badhA ja karatA kaMika gaNuM vadhI jAya che. jIvana jIvI jANavuM eTale parvatanI Toca parathI gALe gabaDAvavAnuM nathI paNa taLeTImAM paDelA kharabacaDA patharane kaLazane AkAra ApI parvatanI Toca upara caDhAvI tyAM ne tyAM sthira rAkhavA jeTaluM agharuM kAma che. jIvana jIvI jANavuM e kaMI saheluM kAma nathI. jIvana te ja jIvI jANe ke jenAmAM sAhasa haya, utsAha haya, purUSArtha ne parAkrama heya. jagatamAM janma letA moTA bhAganA mAnavenuM jIvana kharabacaDA pattharanA gaLa jevuM hoya che. emAM prayatna ane purUSArthanA TAMkaNuM mArI sadaguNene AkAra ApavAmAM je saphaLa bane che te ja jIvana jIvI jANe che. te ja mAnava mAnava hevA chatAM mahAmAnava banI vizva mATe AdarzarUpa banI zake che. evA banavAnuM saubhAgya mAtra eka mAnavanA phALe jAya che ane ethI ja mAnavajIvananI sarakhAmaNImAM bIjuM kaI jIvana AvI zakatuM nathI, chatAM Azcarya e che ke jene mahA meMgheruM ane kiMmatI A mAnavajIvana maLI gayuM che e Ajane mAnava jIvana jIvI jANavAne badale jIvana jIvI ja dekhAya che. nathI enI pAse ke jIvana jIvI jANavAnI daSTi, nathI ke cakakasa gaNita ke nathI gaNitamAM ubhI thayelI gUMcane game tyAre game te rIte ukelI Ape evA jIvanagurU, chatAM e jIvana jIve ja jAya che. aphasosanI vAta che ke Ama ne Ama eka divasa jIvana pUruM thaI jaze, mATe samajIne jIvanamAM kaMIka karI le. A saMsAramAM jyAM jIva jAya che tyAM rAga kare che. roganA kAraNe jIva cIkaNuM karmo bAMdhe che. ATalA mATe kahyuM che ke rAga jevo bhayaMkara kaI roga nathI ane tene maTADavA mATe jina vacana samAna keI uttama auSadha nathI." A vAta tamane samajAya che ne ? tamane zaradI thAya, tAva Ave, TI.bI., kensara ke DAyAbITIsa Adi rogo thAya te tarata okaTara ke vaidyanI davA levA mATe jAo che, paNa anAdikALathI AtmAne rAgane roga lAgu paDe che tenI davA levA mATe jAo cho kharA? pelA rogane nAbUda karavA mATe TheraThera davAkhAnAo che ne hekaTare paNa che paNa rAgane roga maTADanArA DokaTare ane davAkhAnAmAM TheraThera nathI. e roga maTADanArA DokaTare kayA ne davAkhAnA kayA che

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zAradA suvAsa e tame jANe che ne? vItarAgI saMta, saddagurUe rAgane vega maTADanArA niSNAta Dekare che, ane A vItarAga bhavana-upAzraya e davAkhAnuM che ane jinezvara prabhunA vacana e rAmabANa auSadhi che. tamArI muMbaI nagarInA e puNya che ke nAnA meTA dareka kSetramAM upAzraya thaI gayA che ane sAdhu-sAvI che paNa sAmethI hAlI cAlIne Ave che. baMdhuo ! rAgane roga maTADavA jinavacana jevuM bIjuM kaI auSadha nathI. jinezvara prabhunA eka vacanane aMgIkAra karanArA che paNa mokSamAM jAya che, mATe je tamane bhavane bhaya lAge heya, rAgane roga maTADavAnI jijJAsA jAgI heya te jinavacana upara zraddhA kare. tamane te gaLathuthImAMthI jaina dharmanA saMskAra maLyA che paNa jene saMskAra nathI maLyA evA che paNa keIvAra jinavacananI zraddhA karIne tarI jAya che. A jinavacana tamane saMsAramAM rahetA zIkhavADe che. sAcuM sukha karyuM ane duHkha kayuM tenuM bhAna karAve che. durgati kaI ane sadgati kaI? durgatimAM jIra kevI rIte jAya che ne sadgatimAM kevI rIte jAya che tenuM jJAna Ape che ne rAgane rega jaDamULamAMthI nAbUda karI mekSamAM prayANa karAve che. jyAM rAgane roga maTe tyAM dehanA roga maTI jAya che, pachI ene mATe davA levAnI jarUra paDatI nathI. jinavacananI auSadhinuM sevana karIne anya dhamI AtmAo paNa unnati karI gayA che. huM eka dRSTAMta ApIne samajAvuM. eka gAmamAM eka mAtAnA lADIlA be bhAIo hatA. temane jaina dharma maLe na hate paNa emanA puNyodaye emane eka vakhata jaina sAdhune samAgama thaye. emanI pAsethI jaina dharmanI philephI samajyA pachI emanA dilamAM ema thaI gayuM ke jana dharmanI dIkSA lIdhA vinA traNa kALamAM mokSa maLavAnuM nathI. paNa jena dharmanuM sAdhupaNuM pALavuM khUba kaThIna che, eTale ekadama aMgIkAra karI zakAya nahi. paNa ApaNe pahelA saMnyAsI banIne ahiMsA, satya, asteya, brahmacarya ane aparigraha e paMcazIlanuM pAlana karIe. barAbara tAlIma lIdhA pachI ApaNe jinazAsanamAM dAkhala thaIzuM. Ama vicAra karI jaina dharmanI tAlIma levA mATe baMne bhAIo saMnyAsI banyA ne paMcazIla dharmanuM kaDaka rIte pAlana karavA lAgyA. thoDo samaya sAthe rahyA pachI vicAra karyo ke ApaNane paraspara ekabIjA pratye rAga che ane ApaNe te jaina saMte pAsethI sAMbhaLyuM hatuM ke rAga je kaI roga nathI, te have rAgane jItavA mATe ApaNe alaga rahIe, tethI baMne bhAIoe gAmathI ghaNe dUra nadIkinAre bagIcA banAvIne ekabIjAthI dUra Azrama banAvyA ne tyAM rahevA lAgyA. thaDA divase ekabIjAne maLI jatA hatA. baMdhuo ! A baMne bhAIo jinazAsanamAM dAkhala thavA mATe tAlIma levA lAgyA. jema ke mANasane lazkaramAM dAkhala thavuM hoya te pahelA enI tAlIma levI paDe che ne? lazkarI tAlIma lIdhA pachI ja lazkaramAM dAkhala thavAya che. lazkarI tAlIma letI vakhate paNa

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zAradA suvAsa sa lazkaranA netA jema kahe tema karavuM paDe che. jyAM sudhI enA sa Mketa pramANe sIsATI na vagADe tyAM sudhI ubhA rahevAya nahi, pachI kUvA Ave tA paNu aTakAya nahi. kUvAmAM paDavu paDe te kabUla paNa jo ubhA rahe te lazkaranA netA sUTa kare che, AvI rIte jinazAsanamAM dAkhala thavA mATe paNa tAlIma levI joie. jinazAsanamAM dAkhala thaIne jinezvara prabhunI AjJAne vaphAdAra na rahe teA kalyANa na thAya. tame bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana nahi karA te jinavacana tamane sUTa nahui kare paNa jIvane durgatimAM javuM paDaze. sAdhupaNu lIdhA pachI saMsAranA sagAvahAlAnA, kSetranA, bhaktonA ane saMpradAyanA rAga na chUTe teA e rAga kalyANa nahi thavA de. jene jaldI kalyANu karavAnI laganI lAgI hoya teNe teA vItarAga zAsanamAM dAkhala thaIne prabhunI AjJAne kharAkhara vaphAdAra rahevuM paDaze. A mane bhAI A rAganA roga maTADavA mATe alaga AzramamAM rahevA lAgyA. eka vakhata nAnA bhAI dehano rAga cheDavA mATe AzramathI ghaNe dUra jaIne prabhunA dhyAnamAM lIna banyA. e divasa dhyAna karyAM pachI enA manamAM thayu* ke mArA mATAbhAIne maLI AvuM. e divasanA upavAsa che. trIjA divase meATAbhAinA Azrame Avye tyAre mATAbhAI mahAra gayA hatA eTale rAha joIne beThA. A te anyadhamI hatA eTale jainanA upavAsa karavA TevAyelA na hatA. e divasanA bhUkhyA hatA tethI kaMika khAvAnu mata thayuM. Azramane pharatA suMdara bagIcA hate. A gAmanA rAjAe A sanyAsIne rahevA mATe jAtajAtanA phaLaphUlathI bharacaka bagIcA ApyA hatA. emAM Azrama banAvyeA hatA. rAganA rAgathI mukta thavA mATe mane bhAI e alaga rahetA hatA. nAnAbhAI ne kSudhA khUba satAvatI hatI tethI bagIcAmAM dRSTi karI teA jAtajAtanA phaLa joyA eTale khAvAnu` mana thayu. enA manamAM ke moTAbhAInA Azrama che ne bagIce paNa emanA che. emAMthI phaeNLa levAmAM mane zuM vAMdho che? ema vicArI e phaLa toDIne khAdhA ane tyAM zAMtithI beThA. tyAM meATAbhAI AvyA eTale ubhA thaIne page lAgyA. ekabIjAnA khakharamaMtara pUchyA, tyAre nAnAbhAIe kahyuM-bhAI! e divasane bhUkhyA hatA eTale meM A bagIcAmAMthI e phaLa tADIne khAvA che. moTAbhAie kahyu'-tArAthI A rIte phaLA tADAya ja kema ? A khagIcA mArA nathI, gAmanA rAjAnA che. mane rahevA mATe ApyA che eTale rAjAnI AjJA vinA eka phaLa pazu na levAya. nAnAbhAinu' haiyu' nimaLa hatuM. enuM dila mAM javAnA arisA jevu' svaccha hatuM eTale namratApUrvaka kahyuM-rAjAnA magIcA che evI khabara na hatI. me' ema mAnyuM ke ApanA bagIcA che tethI A phaLeA ApanA bagIcAnA mAnIne meM lIdhA. mArI bhUla thai gai. mane mApha karo. meATAbhAie kahyuM-mApha zI rIte thAya ? tAruM trIjuM vrata gayu. tuM jaitanA sAdhupaNAne teA lAyaka nathI paNa sanyAsIne lAyaka paNa nathI. A tArA bhagavA veza utArI nAMkha. tAruM trIjuM vrata gayuM. te sivAya mArA bhAinA magIyA che evA rAga

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zAradA suvAsa A ne? bIjuM bhUkha na veThI zake eTale dehane rAga paNa khare ne tArA rAgane roga kyAM che thayo che? A tArA gunA mATe tAre ene daMDa levA rAjA pAse javuM paDaze ane rAjA je zikSA kare te bhegavavI paDaze. meTAbhAIe nAnAbhAInuM haDahaDatuM apamAna karyuM chatAM nAnAbhAIne saheja paNa kodha na Ave, paNa pitAnI bhUlano pazcAtApa karavA lAgyA. baMdhuo ! A janmathI jaina nathI chatAM keTalI samajaNa che, keTalo enAmAM viveka che! nAnAbhAIne corI karavAnA bhAva ke kalapanA na hatI paNa khUba bhUkha lAgI ane pitAnA bhAIne Azrama che ema mAnIne phaLa teDIne khAdhA, tyAre enA moTAbhAIne nAnAbhAIne nAnakaDe aparAdha paNa nAmaMjura hatuM. enA dilanA bhAva evA hatA ke Aje bhAInuM lenAra kAle mitranuM nahi le enI zI khAtrI? satya ane asteya e saddaguNa jIvanamAMthI cAlyA na jAya ane durguNe pravezI na jAya. A mATe bhAIne kaDakAIthI kahI dIdhuM ke tuM atyAre ne atyAre rAjA pAse jA ane cerIne aparAdha kabula karI e je daMDa Ape te bhegavIne corInA pApanuM prAyazcita kara. eka nAnakaDA aparAdhamAM moTAbhAI haDahaDatuM apamAna kare ane e apamAnane pacAvavuM ane pitAnI bhUlane bhUla tarIke svIkArI levI e sAmAnya vAta nathI. A baMne bhAIone AtmakalyANanI sAcI laganI lAgI hatI. tamane AvuM rUDuM jinazAsana maLyuM che. vitarAgI saMtanA mukhethI ja vItarAgavANI sAMbhaLavA maLI che chatAM tamane jaladI mAruM kalyANa thAya evI laganI lAgI che? A baMne saMnyAsI jevI laganI je tamane lAge te kalyANa thaI jAya. meTAbhAInI AjJA mAthe caDhAvIne nAno bhAI rAjAnI pAse Avyo ne hAtha joDI namratApUrvaka rAjAne kahe che mahArAjA! meM Apane eka gune karyo che. enI zikSA levA mATe Avyo chuM. saMnyAsInA mukha upara jhaLakatI pavitratA, namratA ane saraLatA joIne rAjA kahe che he saMta ! tame te mahAna pavitra che. amArA pUjanika ane vaMdanIya che. ApanA caraNamAM mAruM zira mUkI jAya che. bAdala chUpe sUrya na rahe, raNe caDha rAjapUta chUpa na rahe tema e avadhUta ! sAce saMta chUpe na rahe. ApanI mukhAkRti uparathI ApanA guNe dekhAI Ave che. tyAre saMnyAsI kahe che mahArAjA ! he avadhUta ke saMnyAsI nathI. mArAmAM evA guNe nathI. huM te cera chuM. meM corI karI che. rAjA kahe che tame corI karI hoya evuM mane lAgatuM nathI, chatAM Apa kahe che te huM pUchuM chuM ke Ape zenI cerI karI che ? tyAre kahe che mane khUba bhUkha lAgI hatI tethI ApanI AjJA vinA ApanA bagIcAmAMthI meM be phaLa teDIne khAdhA che, enuM mane prAyazcitazikSA Ape. saMnyAsInI saraLatA, namratA ane pazcAtApa joIne rAjAnuM dila pIgaLI gayuM. devAnupriye ! mANasanI namratA, saraLatA Adi guNe jaIne sAmI vyaktinuM hRdaya

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zAha suvAsa 927 pIgaLI jAya che. ghaNI vakhata vathI dUdha, ghI DhoLAI jAya agara kaMI phUTI jAya te je vahu namratAthI kahe ke bA ! mArAthI dUdha DhaLAI gayuM, mArI bhUla thaI gaI te sAsu kaheze ke kaMI vAMdho nahi. beTA ! bhale DhaLAI gayuM paNa tame dAjhayA nathI ne? ema kaheze, paNa je dUdha DhaLAI jAya ne sAsu kaMI kahe tyAre vahu ema kahe ke emAM zuM thaI gayuM ? te mATe jhaghaDo thaI jAya, paNa saraLatA ane namratAthI sAmI vyaktinuM dila pIgaLI jAya che. rAjAe saMnyAsIne hAtha joDIne kahyuM ke ApanA aMtaranA bhaThThAmAM pragaTele pazcAtApa e ja ApanA pApanuM prAyazcita che. rAjAne zikSA karavAne jeTale adhikAra che. eTale ja adhikAra kSamA ApavAno paNa che. kharekhara te Apane koI gune ja nathI chatAM Apa gune mAne che te huM tamArA aparAdhane mApha karuM chuM paNa jenA haiyAmAM pazcAtApanI agni pragaTI hoya tene prAyazcita karyA vinA kema zAMti vaLe? ene saMtoSa na thaze. ghaNuM kahevA chatAM rAjAe potAnA aparAdhanI ene zikSA na karI tyAre e saMnyAsIe rAjAnI talavAra laIne potAnI jAte ja potAnA jamaNA hAthanuM kAMDu kApI nAkhyuM. rAjA kahe che mahA mA ! tame A zuM karyuM ? Apane pazcAtApa ja e hato ke pApa dhovAI jAya. rAjAnI AMkhamAMthI codhAra AMsu vahevA lAgyA, tyAre saMnyAsI kahe che mahArAjA ! Apa raDaze nahi. meM mArA pApanuM prAyazcita karyuM che. A hAthe mAlikanI rajA vinA phaLa teyAM eTale ene zikSA bhegavavI paDI. have pharIne evI bhUla nahi kare. rAjA te A dazya joIne bebhAna banI gayA. thoDI vAre bhAnamAM AvyA tyAre kahe che mahAtmAjI! zuM tamArI pavitratA che ! tame sAcA saMta che. tamArA jevA saMte pApIne punita banAvI zake che. saMnyAsI rAjAne upadeza ApIne hasatA cahere pitAnA moTAbhAI pAse AvyA. pitAnA bhAInI pavitratA joIne ene paNa khUba AnaMda thaye ne belI UTha, have ApaNe jinazAsananI skUlamAM dAkhala thaI zakIzuM. have vAMdho nahi Ave. baMdhuo ! A baMne bhAIo jaina sAdhu banyA na hatA paNa banavAnI tIvra bhAvanA hatI kaDaka niyama pALatA hatA. jaina sAdhu banavAnI taiyArImAM hatA te pahelAM temanuM AyuSya pUrNa thayuM. ApaNe kahIe chIe ne ke anyaliMge siddha thAya te rIte A saMnyAsIoe jaina munine veza paheryo na hato paNa emanI zraddhA te jaina dharmanI hatI. jaina sAdhu banavAnA bhAvamAM AyuSya pUrNa karI teo emanA AtmAnuM kalyANa karI gayA. bAhya veza game te paheryo hoya paNa je sAdhupaNAnA bhAva na Ave te kalyANa thavuM muzkela che. je tamAre paNa jaladI kalyANa karavuM hoya te rAga choDe. rAga je koI rega nathI ne jinavacana jevI ke auSadhi nathI. rAga e cepI roga che. jema keIne DipTerIyA thaye hoya te tyAM kaIne ubhA rahevA detuM nathI tema rAga e hiththarIyA je cepI roga che. ene nAbUda karavA mATe jinavacanarUpI auSadhinuM pAna kare te avazya kalyANa thaze,

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zAda suvAsa ApaNe rAjane cAlu adhikAra bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInI aMtima vANI uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamA adhyayananuM vAMcana cAle che. temAM atyAre rAjematI ane rahaneminI vAta cAle che. satI rAjamatInA vacane sAMbhaLIne jema madenmatta hAthI aMkuzathI vaza thAya che tema rahanemi ThekANe AvI gayA. rahaneminuM patana thatAM je aTakayuM hoya te tenuM eka ja kAraNa che ke satI rAmatImAM enA cAritranuM ojasa hatuM, khamIra hatuM ane rahanemimAM kuLanI khAnadAnI hatI eTale rAjematIe emane game tevA kaThora zabdo kaho te badhA maunapaNe sAMbhaLI lIdhA. sAMbhaLIne manamAM vicAra thayo ke ahe ! huM keTaluM bhAna bhUlya? meM AtmAnuM kalyANa karavA mATe saMsAra choDIne saMyama lIdhe. saMyamanA ucca zikhare caDhIne kyAM gabaDI paDe? ciMtAmaNI ratna samAna saMyama cheDIne bhautika sukha bhegavavAnI bhAvanAmAM paDIne meM mArA cAritrane dUSita banAvyuM. dhikkAra che mArI kAmavAsanAne ! pitAnA pApakarmane emane khUba pazcAtApa thaye ne AMkhamAMthI daDadaDa AMsu vahevA lAgyA ane rAmatI sAdhvInA caraNamAM namI paDyA ne emano upakAra mAnatA bhava kapa paDaMtA kara jhAlI rAkhiye, muja para mahAna upakAra kariye" he pavitra satI ! tame te Aje bhavanA bhayaMkara uMDA kUvAmAM jhaMpalAvatA mane hAtha jhAlIne ugArI lIdhe. je tame mane Aje na maLyA hatA te mArI kaI dazA thAta? pitAnA aparAdhanI kSamA mAMgatA kahe che ke he sartA ! Apa mane mApha kare. mane mArI bhUlanI kSamA Apa. tame mArA upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. tamAre upakAra A jIvanamAM kadI paNa bhUlI zakuM tema nathI. huM mArA manathI te patita thaI cUkaye ja hate. huM mArA sAdhupaNAnuM bhAna bhUlI gaye hate. mArA manamAM pUre saDo peThe hate. e saDe vacanamAM paNa AvyuM ane ApanI pAse bhega bhegavavAnI mAMgaNI karI paNa kAyAthI tamArA cAritranA prabhAve tame mane bacAvyuM che. mArA jevA patitane Aje pAvana banAvyo che. AjathI ApanI pAse pratijJA karuM chuM ke have huM kaI paNa strIne joIne mAruM mana calAyamAna nahi karuM. mArA saMyamamAM daDha rahIza. A pramANe raheneminI pratijJA sAMbhaLIne rAjematInA dilamAM khUba AnaMda thaye ke aMte jAdavakuLane jAye samaye te khare. emane khUba saMtoSa thaye ane rahanemine dhanyavAda ApatAM kahyuM-he raDanemi! tame gabharAo nahi raDe nahi. mAnava mAtra bhUlane pAtra che. je thayuM te thayuM paNa AjathI have kadI AvI bhUla karazo nahi. tame tamArI pratijJAomAM daDha rahI saMyamanuM zuddha bhAvathI pAlana karajo. saMyama mArgamAM daDha rahevAthI samasta pUrvapApakarmothI mukta banI zakaze, tathA AtmakalyANa paNa karI zakaze. have huM tamane eTaluM ja kahuM chuM ke AjanI pratijJA tame kadI teDazo nahi. te haMmezA yAda rAkhaje, pratijJAmAM kadAca deSa lAgI jAya te tene dabAvaze nahiM paNa niMdA, gaha

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zAradA suvAsa 9ra9 vaDe pragaTa karIne tenuM prAyazcita laIne zuddha banI jaze. A pramANe mIThA ane vahAlabharyA upadeza pUrNa zabda sAMbhaLIne rahaneminuM mana saMyama mArgamAM nizcala banI gayuM, tyAra pachI temaNe zuM karyuM te vAta batAvatA zAstrakAra bhagavAna kahe che. maNagutto vayagutto, kAyagutto jiiNdio| sAmaNNaM niccala phAse, jAvajjIva daDhavvao // 49 // sata rAjematInA vacane sAMbhaLIne rahanemi muni managupta, vacanagupta, ane kAyagupta eTale mana, vacana ane kAyAthI susaMyamI ane sarvotkRSTa jitendriya banI gayA tathA jIvana paryaMta pitAnA vratamAM akhaMDa daDha rahyA ane cAritrane maraNAMta sudhI akhaMDa nibhAvI rAkhyuM. baMdhuo ! sAdhake saMyama lIdhA pachI khUba sajAga rahevAnuM ke manathI, vacanathI ke kAyAthI kaI paNa jAtane deSa na lAge, kaI jIvane duHkha na thAya tenuM khAsa dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe. ApaNe pratikramaNamAM roja bolIe chIe ne ke paDikkamAmi tihiM daMDehiM, -maNuMdaDeNuM, vayadaDeluM, kAyadaDeNuM e traNa prakAre mAre AtmA daMDAyo hoya te tassa micchAmi dukkaDaM. jIva manathI, vacanathI ane kAyAthI daMDAya che. temAM sauthI prathama naMbara mAne che. jIvane sauthI prathama karma baMdhana karAvanAruM mana che. keIpaNuM sAruM ke kharAba kArya karavA mATe pahelA manamAM vicAra Ave che, pachI vacana dvArA pragaTa thAya che ne pachI kAyA dvArA sevana thAya che. mATe bhagavAna kahe che ke sauthI pahelAM tame tamArA manane jIte. mana upara khUba niyaMtraNa rAkhe. gheDa game te sAro hoya te paNa ene mAlika enA upara lagAma rAkhe che. gADIne mAlika gADI calAvatA enA upara breka rAkhe che. hAthIne mahAvata hAthI upara aMkuza rAkhe che. lagAma vinAne gheDe, breka vinAnI gADI ane aMkuza vinAne hAthI bephAma banI jAya che tema mana ugara aMkuza nahi zakhe te bephAma banI jaze. mana te evuM duSTa che ke tamane kharAba vicAro karAvIne durgatimAM pheMkI deze. ApaNuM jainadarzana kAyAthI pApa karIe te ja pApa lAge eTaluM ja nathI mAnatuM paNa manathI je pApa karavAnA vicAra karaze, te paNa pApa lAgaze, mATe mana upara khUba kaMTrala rAkhe. sAdhue vacana paNa evuM bolavuM joIe ke jenAthI pitAnA cAritramAM doSa na lAge, ane bIjA chAne duHkha paNa na thAya. sAdhune bhagavAne saLa prakAranI sAvadha bhASA bolavAnI nA pADI che. krodhakArI, mAnakArI, mAya kArI, lekArI, nizcayakArI Adi soLa prakAranI bhASA sAdhuthI belAya nahIM. je bhASA bolavAthI bIjAne krodha Ave, mAna, mAyA ane lebha utpanna thAya che tevI bhASA na balavI kAraNa ke tethI pApakarmanuM baMdhana thAya che. nizcayakArI bhASA paNa sAdhuthI balAya nahi. mana-vacana ane kAyA zubha pravartAvavAthI karmabaMdhana tUTe che ne azubhamAM pravartAvavAthI karmanuM baMdhana thAya che. zA. su. 19,

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zAradA suvAsa rahenaimimuni sayamamAM sthira banyA. rAjematInA AnaMdanA pAra na rahyo. have mukhya vAta tA e hatI ke rAjematI temanA ziSyA parivAra sAthe giranAra parvata upara jaI rahyA hatA, paNa vacamAM varasAda AvyA eTale guphAmAM rokAI gayA ne RsneminI vAta ApaNe je manI te Aja sudhI kahI. varasAda baMdha thatA rAjematI sAdhvI guphAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA. AjubAjumAM ubhA rahelA temanA ziSyA emanI rAha jotA hatA. AsapAsathI badhA bhegA thaI gayA. ziSyAne pAtAnA gurUNI maLyA eTale emane bhUkha AnaMda thayeA. rAjematIjI ullAsabhera peAtAnI ziSyAo sAthe giranAra parvata para caDhavA lAgyA. ekeka kadama uThAvatA emanA manamAM evA bhAva Ave che ke ahA! have jaldI mArA nemanAtha prabhunA darzana karuM. jaldI dana karavAnI laganI che eTale thAka pazu lAgatA nathI. te jaldI giranAra parvata upara caDhI gayA ane temanAtha bhagavAna birAjatA hatA tyAM AvyA ane khUba utkRSTa bhAvathI bhagavAnane tikaputtonA pATha bhaNIne vaMdana karavA lAgyA. jene temanAtha prabhunA darzana karavAnI atyaMta laganI che evA rAjematI sAvIjI bhagavAnanuM mukha zvetAM dharAtA nathI. animeSa dRSTithI bhagavAnanA mukha sAme joine kahe che. 960 dRSTavA bhavanta manImeSa vilAkanIya, nAnyatra teASamupayAti janasya cakSuH / pItvApayaH zazikara dyuti dugdha sindhA, kSAra' jala' jalanidherazitu kaH icchet // hai prabhu ! Apane joyA pachI mAruM mana bIje kayAMya TharatuM nathI. eka vakhata je manuSye cadranI krAMti jevA nirmaLa kSIra samudranA mIThA pANInA svAda cAkhI lIdhA pachI ene lavaNusamudranA khArA pANI pIvA game kharA ? na ja game, tema he bhagavAna ! Apane joyA pachI duniyAmAM mane khIjuM kaMi gamatu nathI. duniyAmAM ApanAthI khIju kAi zreSTha nathI. A pramANe rAjemato sAdhvIjI bhagavAnane prArthanA karavA lAgyA. rAjematIne nemanAtha prabhunI sAthe ATha ATha bhavanI sagAI che eTale prabhune jotA tenuM hRdaya alaukika harSoMnA hileALe caDhyu che. have rAjematI temanAtha prabhune zuM kaheze ane bhagavAna paNa temane zu' kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra : jinasenakumAra meTA ThAThamAThethI kaoNMcanapuranI bahAra agIcAmAM AvyeA. jema rAjematIne temanAtha bhagavAnanA darzana karavAnI laganI hatI tema jinasenakumArane enI mAtAne maLavAnI laganI lAgI che. magIcAmAM taMbu tANIne utaryAM ane mAtAne maLavA mATe mahele gaye paNa mahela aMdha che. e joine enA dilamAM dhrAskA paDacA mArI mAtA kayAM gaI? zuM pitAjIe ene kADhI mUkI haze ke zuM haze ? ema aneka prakAranA vikalpe jinasenakumAranA manamAM thavA lAgyA. bIjI tarapha dUte rAjamahelamAM samAcAra

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zAda suvArya 931 ApyA eTale pradhAnajI deDatA jovA AvyA ke keNa moTA rAjA AvyA che? jinasenakumAre dUrathI pradhAnajIne AvatA joyA eTale tarata ubho thaIne te sAme gaye. ratnAvatInA kumenI vAta karatA pradhAnajI - baMdhuo! jinasenakumAramAM keTale badhe vinaya che ! te traNa traNa rAjya svAmI bane che paNa enA dilamAM nAma abhimAna nathI. e vicAra na karyo ke A te pradhAna che. mAre zA mATe ubhA thaIne sAmA javuM joIe ? jinasena pradhAnanA sAme jaIne page lAge. pradhAna paNa jinasenakumArane joIne harakhAI gaye ne gaLe vaLagADIne kahe che, dIkarA ! tuM Ave? Aje tane joIne mane khUba AnaMda thayela che. jaladI jaladI zaheramAM padhAre. jinasenakumAre kahyuM-kAkA ! mArI mAtA A mahelamAM rahetI hatI te kayAM gaI? mArI mAtAnuM mukha joyA vinA huM zaheramAM paga nahi mUkuM, tyAre pradhAne kahyuM-kumAra ! tame enI ciMtA na karo. ApanA mAtuzrI jinasenA mahArANIne mahArAjA khuda vAjate gAjate zaheramAM laI gayA che. emAM kAraNa e banyuM ke tame ahIMthI mAtA-pitAnI rajA laIne siMhaladvIpa gayA pachI tamArI eramAna mAtA ravatIe khUba tephAna karavA mAMDayA, Ama te jyArathI tamane gheDa ane viTI ApI ane ratnAvatIe pAchI maMgAvI tyArathI te rAjAnA mana uparathI utarI gaI hatI, tethI teo paradeza cAlyA gayA hatA. emane samajAI gayuM hatuM ke kaMcana koNa che ne kathIra keNa che? paNa jinasenA rANInuM ghara apamAna karIne kADhI mUkelA eTale belAvatA saMkeca thatuM hatuM ne bIju ratnAvatIno kepa paNa ghaNe hatuM, tethI kaMI karI zaktA na hatA. evAmAM eNe tamane jhera ApyuM ane tame cAlyA gayA, pachI tame vijayapuranA rAjAnI putrIne mAtAnI sevAmAM mekalavAne saMdeza Apyo haze eTale madanamAlatI tenA mANasa sAthe ahIM AvatI hatI. A vAtanI e duSTa ratnAvatIne khabara paDI tethI eNe ene pitAnA rAmasenanI patnI banAvavA mATe pitAnA mahele laI AvavA gupta rIte subhaTane mokalyA ne rastAmAM madanamAlatIne enA mANasoe khUba herAna karI, paNa e satIe kahI dIdhuM ke mArA prANa ApI daIza paNa jinasenakumAra sivAya bIjA patine nahi Icche, eTale e mANasee madanamAlatIne uMcakIne samudramAM pheMkI dIdhI. AvA julama karyA eTale vijaya puranA mANase je sAthe hatA te raDatA ane kakaLatA ahIM AvyA ne rAjAne badhI vAta karI. bAkI te amane A vAtanI khabara paNa na paData. jayamaMgala mahArAjAne ratnAvatInA AvA kara vartanathI khUba duHkha thayuM ne rANI upara khUba gusso AvyuM. Ama te tamane jhera ApyuM tyAre ja ene mahArAjA dezanikAla karavAnA hatA paNa tame nA pADI eTale rAkhI hatI, paNa A banAva banatA rAjA enA upara khUba ke pAyamAna thayA. mahArAjAne kupita hekara, dInA deza nikAlA, vana vanameM vaha phiratI hogI, dekho karamA jAlA,

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932 zAradA suvAsa mahArAjAe kedhe bharAIne e rastavatIne enA parivAra sahita dezanikAla karI che. mAtA evI nIkaLI te sAthe rAmasena ane enI vahu badhAne kADhI mUkyA che. e atyAre keNa jANe kyAMya jaMgalamAM bhaTakatI haze ! atyAra sudhI eNe ApanI mAtA upara ghaNI IrSyA karI ane Apane mArI nAkhavA paNa thAya teTalA prayatna karyo, paNa juo, have enA karmo udayamAM AvyA che te bhagavatI haze. ene kADhI mUkIne mahArAjA ApanA mAtAjIne mahelamAM lAvyA che. A vAta jANIne jinasenakumArane khUba AnaMda thaye. jinasenakumAra bagIcAmAM padhAryA che. A vAta pradhAne mahArAjAne jaNAvI eTale AnaMdane pAra na rahyo. thoDI vAramAM AkhuM gAma zaNagAryuM. AkhA kaMcanapuramAM paNa jinasena AvyAnI khabara paDI eTale rAjA ane prajA badhA bagIcAmAM AvyA. pitAjIne AvatA jemAM jinasenakumAra dekhate sAme gaye. pitA ane putra bheTI paDayA. putrane joIne pitAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. jinasenakumAra pitAnA caraNamAM pa. pitA, putra ane prajA badhA premathI maLyA. eka bIjAnI khabara pUchI rahyA che tyAM eka kaDhIlI stra AvI. enA zarIranI cAmaDI laTake che. zarIramAMthI lehI ne parUnA DhagalA thAya che ane temAMthI durgadha chUTI rahI che. AvI kaDhavALI strIne pradhAna temaja bIjA mANaso AgaLa AvavA detA nathI. ene lAkaDI mArIne kADhI mUke che. jinasenakumAranI draSTi e tarapha gaI, eTale pUchayuM pradhAnajI! A bAI koNa che? ane tame badhA zA mATe ene mAra mArIne kADhI mUke che ? pradhAne kahyuM-kuMvara sAheba! meM hamaNAM ja Apane vAta karIne, e tamArI apara mAtA ratnAvatI che. mahArAjAe te ene jaMgalamAM kADhI mUkI che. paNa koNa jANe kyAMthI rakhaDatI rakhaDatI Aje ahIM AvI pahoMcI che. kahevata che ne ke je kare tevuM pAme, ne vAve tevuM laNe.' e kahevata anuyAra eNe jevA karmo karyA evA ene udayamAM AvyA che. enuM phaLa Aje pratyakSa dekhAI rahyuM che. juo, enI pAchaLa ene dIkare rAmasena vigere paNa ubhA che. rAmasenanA dilamAM te ghaNuM duHkha thAya ke mArI mAtA AvI duSTa nIkaLI tyAre mArI A dazA thaIne? je mArI mAtA jinasenA rANI ane jinasena kumAra sAthe saMpIne rahI hatI te mAre AvA duHkhe bhegavavAne vakhata na Avata, mAre bhAI jinasenakumAra te mahApratApI che, te zuM ene bhAI vanavagaDe rajhaLate hoya? na hoya, paNa mAtAnA duSTa svabhAvanA kAraNe vanavagaDe rakhaDavAne prasaMga Avyo, ema karIne raDe che. pradhAnanA mukhethI vAta sAMbhaLI ane ratnAvatI mAtAnI AvI dazA joIne jinasenakumArane dayA AvI. enI AMkhamAMthI AMsu sarI paDayA. have jinasenakumAra e kaDhavALI strIne pitAnI pAse lAvIne zuM kaheze ne zuM banaze te avasare.

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zAradA suvAsa vyAkhyAna naM. 101 kArataka suda 11 ne zukravAra tA. 10-11-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne baheno! anaMta karUNAsAgara, vizvavatsala, anaMtajJAnI bhagavate jagatanA jInA ekAMta hita mATe upadeza ApatA pharamAve che ke he bhavya che ! tamane AtmasAdhanA karavAne amUlya avasara mAnavabhava maLe che tene tame vadhAvI le, kAraNa ke devalekamAM AtmasAdhanA karI zakAtI nathI. naraka tathA tiryaMcanA bhAva e te aMdhArI rAtrI jevA che, kAraNa ke tyAM jIvane tatvane prakAza maLatuM nathI. mAtra manuSyabhavamAM tatvajJAnane prakAza maLe che. mATe vicAra kare ke huM naraka-tiryaMcAdi aMdhakAranA bhave vaTAvIne ke sarasa ajavALAne avatAra pAme chuM. have je huM ahIM bhAna bhUluM te mArI kevI durdazA thAya? kahevAya che ne ke ravine bhUlele mAnavI divasa ugatA ThekANe Ave paNa divasanA bhUlelA mAnavIne te rAtri paDatA aMdhAre athaDAvavAnuM ja thAya ne? ema naraka tiryaMcanA bhava amAsanI aMdhArI rAtri jevA maLyA hatA. tyAM bhale athaDA paNa divasa samAna manuSyabhava maLe chatAM je bhAna bhUlIne mehamAM paDIza te pachI bhabhavamAM athaDAyA sivAya bIjuM zuM thaze? kadAca kayAreka manuSyabhava mane maLyo haze te vItarAga prabhunuM zAsana nahi maLyuM hoya tethI dharmArAdhanA nahi karI heya. basa, khAvuM, pIvuM, khelavuM ne parigrahanA piTalA bhegA karavA A badhuM karyuM haze tethI huM bhAvamAM bhamuM chuM, paNa A bhavamAM te mane vItarAga prabhunuM zAsana maLyuM che. ahIM khAvAne badale tapa karyuM, parigrahanA piTala bhegA karavAne badale dAna dauM', bhega bhegavavAne badale brahmacaryanuM pAlana karuM, bIjA vrata niyama aMgIkAra karuM, mehanidrAmAM piDhavAne badale anitya, azaraNa vigere bAra bhAvanAo, maitrI Adi cAra bhAvanAo temaja savega ane vairAgyanI bhAvanAmAM ramaNatA karuM, pApasaMjJAo upara kApa mUkI dharmArAdhanA karavAne mane ke suMdara avasara maLe che tene huM sArthaka karI lauM. mAnavabhavanA gherA avasara mATe e ucita che ke kaSAya na karuM, dharma na paNa dharma vizeSa karuM, kAraNa ke pUrvabhavamAM dharma nathI karyo tethI ja dukha AvyuM che. have A bhavamAM dharmanI vizeSa ArAdhanA karavAne senerI suavasara kahevAya, te pachI mAre dharma zA mATe cheDe jaIe? ahIM te dharmanI vizeSa ArAdhanA karI levI joIe. durgatiomAMthI mAMDa mAMDa mAro chUTakAro thayo ne mAnavabhava maLyo che te A bhavamAM krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha vigere kaSAyane nigraha karIne kSamA, namratA, laghutA, saraLatA ane nispRhatA vigere guNe keLavavAnA che. adhama bhamAM je karyuM te ahIM karavAnuM hoya? nA. AvA uMcA bhavamAM te UMcA kartavya ja karAya ne ? mATe krodhAdi para kApa mUkI kSamAdi uMcA kartavyo bajAvuM. vAtavAtamAM krodha Ave che tenA badale vAtavAtamAM kSamA lAvuM. vAte vAte mAna Ave che enA badale namratA,

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', zAradA suvAsa 934 laghutA rAkhu. mAyA mUkI saraLatA-nikhAlasatA keLavu, bahu vastuenI jarUriyAtenA lAbha-tRSNA, AsaktinA badale jarUriyAta ghaTADI nAMkhu ne AtmatRptinA AnaMda mANu ne mArA AtmAnuM kalyANu thAya tevA mArga pakaDI lauM.... A mAnavabhava evI viziSTa buddhizaktino avatAra che ke je zakti asa`khya jIvajaMtu ane janAvarane nathI maLI. A viziSTa buddhizaktinA senerI suavasara maLyA pachI ene ucita e buddhizaktinA viziSTa uttama upayoga karI levA joie. te mane maLelI A buddhizaktithI tuccha, jaDa padArthoM meLavavAnA maneArathA karavAnuM ane ene meLavavAnI yeAjanA ghaDavAnA vicAro karavAnuM kAma adha karIne arihaMta, ane siddha bhagavAnanA anekAneka guNunu smaraNu karuM, AtmA mATe haiya-upAdeyanI vicAraNA karu, saCjJa bhagavaMte kahelA chatra-ajIvAdi tattva, syAdvAdAdvi siddhAMta tathA samyagdanAdi meAkSamArganuM ciMtana karuM, uttama cAritra mArga aMgIkAra karavAnA manerathA ghaDuM ane jaldI AtmAnA uddhAra thAya tevI ceAjanAe gha uN. A rIte mahAna puNyadaye maLelA mAnavabhavanA sAnerI suavasarane eLakhI Atmika guNeAnI sAdhanA karavAmAM Ave tA bhavanA pherA TaLI jAya. jemane jaldI bhavabhramaNA TALI mekSa meLavavAnI laganI lAgI che evA satI rAmatI pAtAnA ziSyA parivAra sAthe garavA giranAra gaDha upara jyAM mahAna vibhUti, tIthakara nemanAtha bhagavAna birAjamAna hatA tyAM AvyA. temanAtha prabhunA darzana karavAnA umaga hatA eTale caDhatA vAra na lAgI. koi paNa kArya karavu... hAya tA temAM umaMga joie. jo umaMga heAya te agharAmAM agharuM kAya' sahelu' banI jAya che ane jo temAM bhrama'ga ke rasa nathI hatA te sahelu kA paNa agharuM banI jAya che. te rIte rAjematIne paNa bhagavAnanA darzana karavAnA talasATa hateA, aMtaramAM maga hatA eTale khIlakula thAka na lAgyeA. te bhagavAna pAse pahoMcI gayA ne khUba bhAvapUrvaka prabhune vaMdana karyAM. prabhune vaMdana karIne haiyuM harakhAi gayu.. prabhunA darzana karatA enA aMtaramAM alaukika Ana'danA ubharA AvyA. naimanAtha prabhunA darzana karatA rAjematInu haiyuM jo ATaluM badhu harakhAtu hAya te tenuM kAraNa temanAtha bhagavAna pratyenA ananya prema che. AjanA mANasA prema kare che paNa e prema nathI paNa mehu che. meha ane premamAM phera che. ananya premanI khAkhatamAM aneka dAkhalAo che. sItAjIne rAmaca'drajI pratye ananya prema hatA eTale te rAmanI sAthe vanamAM gayA. tyAM kapaTa karIne rAvaNa tene uThAvI gayA ne laMkAnI bahAra azekavATikAmAM rAkhyA. tyAM rAvaNa rAja enI pAse AvIne dhamakI ApatA ne jharInA vastro, kiMmatI ratnAnA AbhUSaNA, mevA-miSTAnnanA thALa mokalAvIne pralebhanA paNa khUba Apate, chatAM sItAjInA hRdayamAM rAma pratyenA

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zAradA suvAsa prema e che ke na hatuM, ene mana rAma vinA badhuM zUnya hatuM. sItAjInA zuddha premanA kAraNe rAma sItAjIne zodhatA zodhatA cheka laMkAmAM AvyA. AvI rIte rukimaNIne paNa aneka prakAranA kaSTo ApavAmAM AvyA ane prabhune paNa khUba ApavAmAM AvyA chatAM rukimaNIne kRSNa pratyeno prema aDaga rahyo hate. e ananya premane mahimA hatA. je ananya prema na hoya te thoDe bhaya ke pralebhana maLe tyAM jIvana badalAI jAya che. je premamAM kevaLa viSaya bheganI ja lAlasA che te ananya prema nathI kahevAte. viSaya sukhajanya prema viSaya sukha maLatuM baMdha thatA nAza pAme che. paradezI rAjA ane sUrIlaMtA rANIne ke prema hate? paNa paradezI rAjA dharma pAmyA, ane sUrikaMtAno viSaya sukha maLatuM baMdha thaI gayuM eTale sUrIlaMtAe jANyuM ke have A pati mAre zuM kAma che? pitAne svArtha pUro thaye eTale sUrImaMtA rANIe paradezI rAjAne jhera ApyuM. A sAce prema na kahevAya. Aje saMsAramAM jyAM sudhI pati khUba kamAte heya ne patnIne sukha Apate heya tyAM sudhI khammA khammA kare che paNa jyAre mAM paDe ne kamAte baMdha thAya tyAre zuM thAya tene ghaNane anubhava che. A prema e prema nathI paNa eha che, saMsArane svArtha che. rAmatInA hRdayamAM ariSTa neminAtha bhagavAna pratye je prema hatuM te ananya prema hatuM. tene A prema mAtra A ja bhAvathI na hate paNa ATha ATha bhavathI cAlyo Avate hate. je rAjematI viSayasukhanI lAlasAthI ja nemanAtha bhagavAna pratye prema dharAvatI heta te te nemakumAra teraNadvArethI pAchA pharyA tyAre ja ene prema tUTI jAta ane te bIjA keI rAjakumArane pitAnuM premapAtra banAvI leta. nemakumAra pAchA pharyA pachI enA mAtApitAe bIje lagna karavA mATe ene ghaNuM samajAvI hatI chatAM eNe lagna karyA nahi. A uparathI spaSTa thAya che ke rAmatI nemanAtha bhagavAna pratye mAtra viSayasukhanI lAlasAthI prema karatI na hatI paNa ene svAbhAvika ananya prema hate. pati pratye ananya prema dharAvatI kulAMganAo viSayasukhane mATe ja pati sAthe prema karatI nathI paNa temanAmAM pati pratye sahaja prema hoya che ane e ja kAraNe te prema ananya premanI sImA sudhI pahoMce che. mahAna satI rAmatIe pitAnA ananya premapAtra ariSTaneminAtha bhagavAnanA mArganuM barAbara anusaraNa karyuM. jemakumAra teraNadvArethI pAchA pharIne dvArakA gayA ne pitAnA mahelamAM rahIne eka varSa sudhI vaSIdAna dIdhuM ne pachI dIkSA lIdhI te rAjesatI paNa tyAM sudhI anAsakta bhAve gharamAM rahI ane pachI teNe paNa bhagavAne batAvelA tyAgamArge prayANa karyuM. je mokSapadane pAmavA mATe bhagavAna prayatnazIla hatA tene mATe rAmatI paNa prayatnazIla hatA. A pramANe bhagavAnanuM padAnuzamana karatI rAjamatI bhagavAnanA darzana karavA mATe bhagavAnanI sevAmAM hAjara thaI. Aje enA dilamAM e AnaMda ane gaurava

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ka zAradA suvAsa hatuM ke Aje meM mArA bhagavAnane mArganuM anusaraNa na karyuM hatuM te mane Aje bhagavAnane mukha batAvatA paNa saMkoca thAta. huM Aje darzana karavA AvI chuM te AvI zakata nahi, paNa meM mArA kartavyanuM pAlana karyuM che tethI mane keI jAtane bhaya ke saMkeca thatuM nathI paNa bhagavAnane joine haiyAmAM AnaMdanI Urmio uchaLe che. AvA harSathI prasanna banelI rAmatIne ghaNA samayathI bhagavAnanA darzananI jhaMkhanA hatI te pUrNa thatAM apUrva AnaMda thayo. tenA sADA traNa koDa marAya vikasita thayA. temaNe pitAnI ziSyAonI sAthe bhagavAnane vidhipUrvaka vaMdana namaskAra karyA ane pachI prabhune prArthanA karavA lAgyA. rAjematane jAti smaraNa jJAna pragaTa thayuM hatuM, tethI te jANatA hatA ke mAre bhagavAnanI sAthe ATha ATha bhavathI sabaMdha che. ATha ATha bhavanI amArI purANa prIta che, tethI prArthanA karatA kahe che prabhu! pUrvanA ATha bhavamAM mArA upara ApanI je kRpA rahI che tenAthI vizeSa kRpA Ape A navamA bhAvamAM karI che. ATha bhavenA premamAM te viyegAdinA aneka kaSTa sahana karavA paDayA che. evA premamAM rahevAthI te janma maraNanA duHkho bhegavavA paDe che, mATe ApaNuM pUrva premane sudaDha ane zAzvata banAvavA Ape teraNadvAre AvIne mane jAgRta karI che. prabhu ! mane saMyamanA pathe vALavA mATe ja Apa mathurAmAM padhAryA hatA paNa jyAM sudhI ApanuM A kArya mArI samajaNamAM hetuM AvyuM tyAM sudhI meM khUba jhurApa karyo. Apane khUba elaMbhA dIdhA ke jemakumAra ! tamane pazunI dayA AvI ne mArI dayA na AvI? tame mane eka vAra maLavA paNa na AvyA? huM tamane dIkSA levAmAM ADI na Avata. jyAre mane ApanA kAryanuM mahatva samajAyuM tyAre mane khUba AnaMda thaye, ane meM ApanI sAthenA mArA premane avicaLa banAvavA mATe Ape je mArga apanAvyuM ane teraNadvAra sudhI padhArIne je mArga apanAvavAnI sUcanA ApI hatI te ja mArga meM apanAvyo che, te he dInadayALu ! karUNasiMdhu bhagavAna ! have kRpA karIne mane Apa e upadeza Ape ane evA AzIrvAda Ape ke mAre saMyamamArga sugama bane ane huM mekSagatine zIdhra prApta karI zakuM ke jyAM pahoMcavAthI mAre prema haMmeza mATe sthAyI banI jAya. rAjematInI bhAvabharI prArthanA sAMbhaLIne temanAtha bhagavAne madhura zabdathI kahyuM che satI rAmatI ! tame je saMyama mArga apanAvyA che te mArga para daDha rahevuM. temAM pramAda na kara. e ja jaladI mekSa prApta karavAne upAya che. huM jANuM chuM ke tame saMyamanI ArAdhanA rUDI rIte karI rahyA che ne AgaLa paNa karaze te paNa huM jANuM chuM, chatAM paNa tamAre pUchavAthI meM tamane saMyama mArga para dRDha rahevAnI je sAvadhAnI ApI che te ApanA parivAra temaja bIjA cha mATe hitakara thaze e daSTithI ApI che. bhagavAnanI

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zAradA suvAsa amRtavANI sAMbhaLIne satI sAdhI rAjematI gadgadra banI gayA. temanA netre bhagavAnanA darzana karatA atRpta ja rahyA. zramaNa rAmatI minAtha bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne ke emanA darzana karIne besI na rahyA. bhagavAne kahyuM ke tamAruM kalyANa thaI jaze eTale have mAre kaMI purUSArtha karavAnI jarUra nathI ema nahi paNa teo ugra tapa ane saMyamanI ArAdhanA karavA lAgyA. rahanemi paNa jematInA aMkuzarUpI vacanathI saMyamamAM sthira thaIne ugra tapa ane saMyamanI ArAdhanA karavA lAgyA. tenAthI zuM banyuM te vAta bhagavaMta kahe che. DaggaM tavaM carittANa, jAyA doNNi vi kevalI / saba kamma khavittANaM, siddhi pattA aNuttaraM 50 // rAjematI ane rahanemi e baMne AtmAe ugra tapazcaryA ane saMyamanI ArAdhanA karavAthI ghAtI karmone kSaya karIne kevaLajJAnI banyA. kevaLajJAna pAmyA pachI ghaNAM samaya sudhI lekene dharmane bedha ApIne tAryA. kaMIka ne dharmanA mArge caDhAvyA ane chevaTe zeSa aghAtI karmone kSaya karIne uttama evI siddhagatine pAmyA. temAM rAjamatI bhagavAna ariSTaneminAthathI cepana (54) divasa pahelAM mekSa prApta karI siddha, buddha ane mukta thayA. baMdhuo! strI jAti saheje kemaLa hoya che. strInI zaktine sUrya lajajAnA vAdaLethI gherAyele heya che. strInuM aizvarya bhayathI viMTaLAyeluM hoya che, paNa e kayAM sudhI samaya na Ave tyAM sudhI. samaya Ave tyAre lajajAnA vAdaLo vikharAI jAya che, ke maLatA pracaMDatAmAM palaTAI jAya che ane tejasvI sUrya jhaLahaLI uThe che. tyAM jagatanuM sarva baLa hArI jAya che. purUSa zaktine Aveza pUro thaI eAsarI jAya che ane Akhare e strI zaktino vijaya thAya che. ApaNuM adhikAramAM evuM ja banyuM. rahanemi gIzvara hatA, AtmadhyAnamAM masta rahenArA hatA paNa kage emanA aMtaramAM vikAravAsanAne aMkuro pedA thaye. tene nirmULa karavA mATe satI rAmatInuM tapobaLa, nirvikAratA dhairya ane parAkrame mahatvane bhAga bhajavyuM. A temanA Atma ojasanI pratIti che. dhanya che AvA pavitra AtmAone ! rAjematI ane rahanemi mekSamAM gayA. temanAtha bhagavAna te mekSe javAnA ja che. have chellI gAthAmAM upasaMhAra karatAM bhagavAna kahe che evaM kara ti sabuddhA, paMDiyA pviykkhnnaa| viNiyaTTanti bhogesu, jahA se purisottamo tibemi // 51 // jema te purUSazreSTha rahanemie viSayabhegathI manane zIdhra haThAvI lIdhuM tema vicakSaNa ane tattvajJa purUSe paNa viSaya bhegethI nivRta thaIne parama purUSArtha kare. jemane jaladI

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938 zAradA suvAsa AtmAnuM kalyANu karavu hAya temaNe AvA purUSA karavA joI e, ema bhagavAne kahyuM che ApaNA bAvIsamA adhyayananA adhikAra Aje samApta thAya che, pU ghAsIlAlajI mahArAja sAheche A adhyayananI TIkAmAM lakhyuM che ke rAjema ane rahaneminuM AyuSya navasAne eka (901) vatu hatu. temAM anepre (400) cAraso varSe tA gRhastha paryAyamAM vyatIta karyAM. eka varSe chadmastha avasthAmAM gayuM ane pAMcase (500) varSI kevaLI paryAyamAM samApta karyAM. nemanAtha bhagavAne bhUmaMDaLa upara vahAra karatA karatA bhavya jIverUpI kamaLAne sUryanI mAphaka vikasita karyo. uttama kSamAda daza prakAranA dhama'nA upadeza ApyA ane peAtAnA vihArathI daze dizAone pavitra karI. prabhu rAkha, cakra Adi lakSaNeAnA dhAraNa karanAra hatA. temanA zarIranI kAnti meghanI prabhA jevI nIlaraMgI hatI. zarIranI uMcAI daza dhanuSyanI hatI. bhagavAnane aDhAra hajAra sAdhueA hatA, cAlI hajAra sAdhvIe hatI, eka lAkha egaNAtera hajAra, navasA navvANu zrAvakA hatA. traNa lAkha ne chatrIsa hajAra zrAvikAo hatI. kevaLajJAna prApta karIne prabhue A bhUma'DaLa upara sAtaseA varSImAM phakata cApana divasa Ache vihAra karyAM. aMtamAM raivataka parvata upara padhArIne pAMca (500) sAdhuenI sAthe eka mAsanu anazana karIne A vinazvara zarIranA tyAga ka ane siddha padane prApta karyuM. bhagavAna jyAre mekSamAM padhAryA tyAre saghaLA indroe jaya jaya zabda karyo. A pramANe prabhue eka hajAra vanuM AyuSya samApta karIne siddhi padane prApta karyuM. taimanAtha bhagavAnanA khIjA bhAInuM nAma rahenemi, trIjA bhAinuM nAma satyanemi ane ceAthA bhAinuM nAma dRDhami hatuM. e traNe bhAIe paNa muktine pAmyA che. A pramANe A rIte ApaNA khAvIsamA adhyayananA adhikAra Aje pU thayA. have thADIvAra caritra kahuM chuM. caritra ke|DavALIbAIne dhakkA mAratA joIne jinasenakumAre pUchyuM, tame A du:khI khAine zA mATe Ama herAna kare che! e kANu che? tyAre pradhAne kahyuM. e tamArI mAtA ratnavatI che, tyAre jinasenakumAre kahyu tame ene mAro nahiM. mArI pAse lai Ave, pradhAne kahyuM kuMvarajI ! enA roga cepI che. temAMthI mAthu phATI jAya evI dudha nIkaLe che, mATe tame ene javA de, paNa jinasenakumAra mAnyA nahi ane peAtAnI pAse khelAvIne ATalA badhA mANasonI vacamAM pUchyuM. mAtAjI ! tamane AvA roga kayAMthI thayA ? tamArI AvI dazA kema thaI tamane Avu du:kha kayAMthI Avyu te mane kaheA. namra bhAvase rANI beAlI, sunA kuMvara guNadhAma, maiM' ne satIko bahu duHkha dInA, trAsa pA huM tAma,

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zAradA suvAsa 939 jinasenakumAre A pramANe pUchayuM eTale ranavatInI AMkhamAM daDadaDa AMsuDA sarI paDyA ane atyaMta namra banIne kahe che te mArA guNavAna hAla dIkarA! mArA karmo mane duHkhI karI che. mArI moTI bahena jinasenA je pavitra satI che, jenA darzanathI mANasanA duHkha TaLI jAya che evI satIne meM duHkha devAmAM bAkI rAkhI nathI. meM mahArAjAne bheTI rIte caDhAvIne ene mahelamAMthI kaDhAvI jaMgalamAM ekalI, enuM paTTarANI pada chInavI lIdhuM. AvA meM ene duHkha dIdhA. ethI na paDyuM te meM tArA upara IrSA karavAmAM paNa bAkI rAkhI nathI. ethI adhika tArI patnI madanamAlatIne meM samudramAM naMkhAvI dIdhI. enuM zuM thayuM haze? dIkarA? A badhA mArA pApa mane phUTI nIkaLyA che. tenA kAraNe huM AvI duHkhI banI gaI chuM. huM A nagara bahAranA jaMgalamAM rakhaDatI hatI tyAM mane khabara paDI ke jinasenakumAra AvyA che eTale mane thayuM ke enI mAtA jinasenA rANe paNa dIkarAnuM svAgata karavA AvyA haze. te huM e pavitra AtmAonA darzana karIza ne mArI bhUlanI emanI pAse kSamA mAMgIza te mArA manane bhAra haLavo thaze ne mArA pApa dUra thaze. evA bhAvathI beTA! huM ahIM AvI chuM. ratnAvatInA A zabdo sAMbhaLIne jinasenakumAranuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM. apakAra para paNa upakAra karatI madanamAlatI":- ratnAvatInI badhI vAta taMbumAM beThelI caMpakamAlA, madanamAla ane kamalAe saMbhALI. saunA manamAM ema che ke madanamAlatIne samudramAM pheMkI dIdhI pachI ene patto lAgyuM nathI eTale marI gaI haze, paNa sAthe AvI che e keIne khabara nathI. tyAM zuM banyuM? madanamAlatI rAjakumArI vIjaLInA jhabakArAnI jema ekadama taMbumAMthI bahAra nIkaLIne jinasenakumArane kahe che svAmInAtha! ApanI mAtA hoya te huM A kaDhane rega maTADI dauM. mane zraddhA che ke huM ene roga maTADI zakIza. madanamAlatIne joIne mahArAjA, pradhAna ane prajAjane badhAne ekadama Azcarya thayuM ke Ane te ratnAvatInA mANasee samudramAM pheMkI dIdhI hatI ne ahIM jIvatI kevI rIte AvI? zuM bhUta te nahIM thaI hoya ne ? (hasAhasa) atyAra sudhI sI jinasenakumAra sAme jotA hatA. have sau kumAra sAme jovAnuM choDIne madanamAlatIne jovA lAgyA. juo, madanamAlatI paNa kevI pavitra satI che! je ratnAvatIe pitAnA upara Ave julama gujAryo heya enA sAmuM jovAnuM mana thAya? chatAM pitAne samudramAM pheMkI denAra ranavatInuM duHkha joIne enuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM ane pati pAse roga maTADavAnI AjJA mAMgI. dayALu jinasenakumAre ene rajA ApI eTale madanamAlatIe zuddha pANI maMgAvIne pitAnA hAthamAM pANI laI AMkha baMdha karIne prabhune prArthanA karavA lAgI ke he prabhu! he mArA zAsananA de ! meM Aja dina sudhI mArA pati sivAya bIjA keI paNa purUSanI manathI paNa IcchA na karI hoya te A kehane rega maTI jaje. ema kahIne madanamAlatIe navatI upara pANI chAMTayuM. jevuM pANI

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40 zAradA suvAsa chAMTayuM ke tarata ene koDhane roga maTI gaye. enA AMgaLA, kAna ane nAka kharI gayA hatA te badhA pAchA hatA tevA thaI gayA ne enI kAyA kaMcanavaNI pahelA jevI hatI tevI banI gaI. A camatkAra joIne leke madanamAlatI satIne yajayakAra belAvavA lAgyA. jya he, vijaya he pavitra sane ! ranavatIne roga maTaye ne navuM jIvana maLyuM tethI apUrva AnaMda thaye. dukha denAra pratye karUNu" - AkAzamAMthI dee paNa madanamAlatI satI upara pupanI vRSTi karI ane jaya he, vijaya he pavitra zIlavatI satIne! evI urdUSaNa karavA lAgyA. rAjA ane prajA badhA satI madanamAlatInA be meDhe vakhANa karavA lAgyA ke dhanya che AvI satIne! eNe ApaNuM upara mahAna upakAra karyo che, je eNe rega maTADyo na hota te A ranavatI AkhA nagaramAM cepI roga phelAvata ne ApaNe badhA herAna herAna thaI jAta. A rIte madanamAlatanI khUba prazaMsA karI. tyAra pachI jayamaMgala mahArAjA jinasenakumArane kahe che beTA! atyAre zubha muhurta cAlI rahyuM che mATe have tame moDuM na kare. ApaNe jaldI kaMcanapuramAM praveza karI jaIe, tyAre jinasenakumAre kahyuM pitAjI ! huM AvavA taiyAra chuM paNa mArI eka zarata maMjura kare rAjAe kahyuM-zuM? tyAre jinasenakumAre kahyuM A mArI mAtAne tame sAthe laI le te huM AvIza. nahitara mAre nathI AvavuM. rAjA, pradhAna ane prajAjane kahe che he kumAra ! tame kAlanA divase bhUlI gayA? A ranavatIe tamane ane tamArI mAtAne keTalA herAna karyA che, kevA duHkha dIdhA che. have ene rAjamahelamAM laI javA jevI nathI. tamArI rANIe ene kaDhane rega maTADyo e ghaNuM che. have enA karmo e bhegavaze, paNa dayALu jinasenakumAra kahe tame badhA evuM na bole. eka vakhata mANasa bhUla karI bese paNa enI bhUlanuM phaLa maLI gayA pachI mANasa sudharI jAya che. sadA e nathI rahetuM. ame rAjamahelamAM sukha bhegavIe ane mArI mAtAnI A dazA? merI mAtA phire bhaTakatI, yaha mujhake na sahAya, ratnAvatI paDI caraNemeM, rahI aparAdha khamAya. huM sukha bhogavuM ane mArI mAtA, mAro bhAI badhA bhUkhyA ne tarasyA vanavagaDAmAM bhaTakatA phare, duHkha veThe, A mArAthI kema jovAya ? huM A sahana nahi karI zakuM, mATe ene tame sAthe laI le. ratnAvatIne pitAnI bhUlane pUrepUre pazcAtApa thaI rahyo che. e jinasenakumAranA caraNamAM paDIne pitAnA pApane pazcAtApa karatI bhUlanI mAphI mAMgI rahI che. rAmasena paNa jinasenanA caraNamAM paDyo ane mA dIkare baMne kahe che kharekhara ! A duniyAmAM upakAra upara sau upakAra kare che, emAM bahu moTI vAta nathI paNa je apakAra upara upakAra kare che te te deva che. mArA dIkarA! tuM te deva che deva meM tane, tArI

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bhegA zAradA suvAsa mAtAne ane tArI patnIne keTalA duHkha dIdhA che e te huM ja jANuM chuM ne khIjA bhagavAna jANuM che. A jagyAe khInne dIkarA hAya te sAme paNa na jue, tyAre tArI patnIe teA mane kADhanA roga maTADyo ne tu' mane rAjyamAM laI javAnu kahe che. dhanya che dIkarA tane ! ane tArI janetAne ! Ama ratnavatI ane Amasena jinasenakumAranA guc gAvA lAgyA ane jinasenanA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgavA lAgyA, tyAre jinasenakumAra kahe che mAtAjI ! tame mane page na lAgeA. huM te game tema toya tamArA dIkaro chu. mane page lAgIne mArA mAthe bhAra vadhAro nahiM. huM tamane page lAgavA cegya chuM. ema kahIne ratnavatIne zAMta karI. rAjAne ratnavIne sAthe laI javAnI bilakula IcchA nathI paNa jinasenakumAra mAnatA nathI eTale rAjAe ene sAthe levAnI hA pADI, pachI jinasenakumAra zaheramAM javA taiyAra thayA. jayama'gala mahArAjA ane jinasenakumAra hAthInI a'khADIe beThA. te hajArA yAcakAne dAna detA jAya che. khUba ThAThamAThathI emanI savArI ka McanapuranI madhyamAM AvI. nagarajanA jinasenakumArane jayajayakAra elAvavA lAgyA. dhanya che jinasena kumArane ! jevA jinasenA mahArANI che evA ja emanA putra che. A te dIkarI nathI paNa deva che deva ke apakAra karanAra upara paNa upakAra karyAM che. A kumAra hajAro jIvana rakSaNadAtA banaze. A kumAra ! tame ghaNuM jIvA, tame dIrdhAyuSa aneA. ema kahIne AzIrvAda ApavA lAgyA. hajArA leAkonA AzIrvAda letA janasenakumAranI svArI AkhA gAmamAM phrIte rAjamahelamAM AvI. jinasenakumArane enI mAtAnA darzana karavAnA talasATa jAgyA che, have jaladI mArI mAtAnA dana karuM. have kumAra mAtAnA mahele jaze ne mAtAne kevA AnaMOM thaze te avasare. vyAkhyAna na. 102 kArataka suda 14 ne seAmavAra tA. 13-11-78 sujJa kha dhuA, suzIla mAtA ne bahena! anaMta karUNAnA sAgara, vizva vaMdanIya, jagatauddhAraka, anaMta upakArI tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtAe jagatanA jIvAnA uddhAra mATe Agama vANI prakAzI. janma-jarA ane maraNanA du:khAthI chUTavA mATe bhagavAne kevA rUDo ne saraLa mAga batAvyA che. mAnI le ke ApaNe kAI gAma athavA koI sthAne javuM hAya tyAre koI upakArI mANasa ApaNune TUMkA ne saraLa mArga batAvI ke te ApaNe sahelAIthI paheAMcI jaie ne? ane sAcA mArga na maLe te bhamavuM paDe che ne! tema ApaNane uttama manuSya janma maLyA che. manuSya janma ane sAthe AvuM uttama jinazAsana maLyu che. te kaI echA puNyanI vAta che? mar3Ana puNyAye jinazAsana maLyuM che. jinazAsana mekSamAM javA mATenA TUMkA ane sIdhe mAga batAve che. jene A jinazAsana maLe e

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942 zAradA suvAsa te mahAna sukhI banI jAya che, nyAla banI jAya che. vadhu te zuM kahuM? je sukha dezanA vaDApradhAna morArajIbhAIne paNa nathI maLyuM te tamane maLyuM che. morArajIbhAIne bhale bhAratanA vaDApradhAnanI padavI maLI paNa je e emAM taraboLa thaI jAya te e bhavakUpamAM pheMkAI jAya, kAraNa ke emAM kaMI karmanirjarA ke puNyanuM kAma nathI paNa ekAMta pApakarmanI ja kAryavAhI che. emAM kaI lAbha nathI paNa jene jinazAsana maLe che ane tene saMpUrNa vaphAdAra rahe tene te beDe pAra thaI jAya che. devAnupriye ! jinazAsanane prabhAva te jue. jene jinazAsana maLe e te pradhAnanI padavI karatAM paNa UMcI padavI pAmyA che. jIvane parabhAvamAMthI svabhAvamAM lAve, bhavabhramaNa TaLe e jinazAsanane prabhAva che. game te heMziyAra kheDUta heya paNa e ArasanI bhUmi upara ghauM, bAjarI ke zAkabhAjI ugADI zakaze ? vAvaNI karI zakaze? "nA. tyAM tenI caturAI ke buddhi kAma karI zake nahi. A jinazAsana e samyaktvanA bIja vAvavA mATenI pavitra bhUmi che. kheDUtane phaLadrupa jamIna maLI hoya ane comAsAne samaya Ave tyAre zuM e pramAda karIne besI rahe kharo? e te pramAda cheDIne kamara kasIne mahenata karavA lAge che paNa ema vicAra nathI karato ke jamIna phaLadrapa che ne varasAda paDe che eTale jeTaluM anAja pAkavAnuM haze teTaluM pAkaze, bhAgyamAM haze te thaze. paNa tame DAhImAnA dIkarA thaIne AvuM vicAre che ne ke bhAgyamAM haze te thaze. tame A vicAra na karaze. e vicAra tamane na zobhe. tame e vicAra kare ke manuSyabhava e AtmakalyANa karavAnI mosama che ane jinazAsana e samyaphavanuM bIja vAvavA mATenI pavitra bhUmi che. jinazAsanamAM e kulapAvara che ke jene eka vakhata enI pIchANa thaI jAya ene svarUpanI pIchANa thayA vinA na rahe. enA janma- jarA ane maraNanA daI gayA vinA na rahe. baMdhuo! tamane dehanA daI khaTake che eTale tame enI jhaTa davA kare che paNa janma-jarA ane maraNanA dade khaTake che kharA ? e khaTake te tame ene nAbUda karavA mATenI davA karaze paNa haju e darda khaTakayuM nathI eTale dehanI ALapaMpALamAM paDayA che paNa A zarIra te ahIM ja chUTI javAnuM che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA chatrIsamAM adhyayanamAM gautama svAmIe prazna karyo ke he bhagavaMta! jIva mekSamAM jAya che tyAre zarIrane kayAM choDe che? enA javAbamAM bhagavaMte kahyuM ke he gautama " vonti vattai, tatha jantuLa siksa " jIva zarIrane ahIM manuSya lekamAM ja cheDe che. A te mekSamAM janAranI vAta karI paNa badhA che jyAre AyuSya pUruM thAya che tyAre zarIra te ahIM ja cheDe che ne? kaMIka cheDIne gayA ne tame tene bALI AvyA, kema barAbara che ne? hA, te vicAra kare che je zarIra ApaNe ahIM ja choDIne javAnuM che tene mATe tame ATaluM badhuM karmabaMdhana zA mATe kare che ? AvuM uttama zarIra maLyuM che te AtmasvarUpanI

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947 zAradA suvAsa pichANa karI le. tapa-tyAga karIne bhavaragane nAbUda karI ekSanI ArAdhanA karI le. A zarIranA mehamAM paDIne ajJAna paNe ghaNuM karmo bAMdhyA che ane anaMtakALathI rakhaDapaTTI karI rahyo che. A rakhaDapaTTI baMdha karAvavA mATe jinazAsana maLyuM che. jene jinazAsananI pichANa thaI che evA AtmAo AtmasvarUpane pAmI gayA che. jemAM AtmasvarUpane pAmyA che teo AzravanA sthAnamAM paNa saMvara kare che ne kameM khapAve che ane je ajJAnI jIve che te saMvaranA sthAnamAM paNa Azrava kare che ne kameM bAMdhe che. bhavasAgarane taravAnA sAdhano dvArA DUbe che, mATe A rUDe manuSyabhava ane uttama jinazAsana pAmIne eka ja vicAra karo ke ajJAnapaNe mArA AtmAe ghaNuM karmo bAMdhyA ne bhavamAM ghaNuM bhame have bhavabhramaNa TALavA mATe mAre dIkSA ja levI joIe. tyAga vinA traNa kALamAM mukti nathI. tyAga e muktinI yukti che. tyAga mArga svIkArAya te uttama che paNa jo tame tyAgI na banI zake te saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM saMsAra kAMTAnI jema khUMca joIe. je kAMTe khUMcaze te kAMTe kADhaye ja chUTake thaze paNa kAMTe khUMcaze nahi te kADhavAnuM mana nahi thAya mahAnapurUSane te rAta divasa saMsAra kAMTAnI mAphaka khUMce che. e jJAnI AtmAo kriyA kare paranI ane vicAraNuM kare svanI" ane ajJAnI che "kriyA kare svanI ane vicAraNuM kare paranI." tamane ema thaze ke pAnI kriyA kare ne svanI vicAraNuM kare e kevI rIte ? te sAMbhaLe. jJAnI AtmAone khAvuMpIvuM te paDe che ne? khAvuM paDe che te paranI kriyA che ne ? kevaLI bhagavAne paNa peTane bhADuM ApavA ane sudhA vedanIya zamAvavA mATe khAvuM te paDe che, gaucarI paNa javuM paDe che. A badhuM kare che paNa emanI vicAraNA te AtmA taraphanI heAya che. tame tenI vicAraNA kare che? svanI ke paranI? upavAsa, sAmAyika, pauSadha Adi kriyA AtmAnI kare che paNa vicAraNa para pudgala, pisA vigere meLavavAnI karI che. paraMtu vicAra karaje ke AmAM tamAruM kAMI nathI, sAthe kaMI AvavAnuM nathI. yAda rAkhajo ke maganA DhagalA upara paga mUkIne deTa mUkavA jaze te paDI jaze ne hADakAM bhAMgI jaze. ahIM tamArA hADakAM bhAMgaze te sAMdhavA mATe hADavaida ane hADakAMnA spezyAlIsTa DekaTara maLI jaze paNa agatimAM kaI nahi maLe. mATe samajo, ahIM svarUpanI pichANa nahi kare ne bhegamAM ja masta raheze te pApa karmanA baMdha thaI rahyA che ne puNyanI pUMjI kharcAI rahI che. karma bhagavatI vakhate kaI cheDAvavA nahi Ave. cittamunie brahmadatta cakravartine ghaNuM ghaNuM samajAvyuM paNa enI mahAsakita ochI na thaI te chevaTe marIne sAtamI narake ga. tyAMnI tIvra vedanA bhogavatA kALe kalpAMta karavA lAgyo ne bolavA lAge che kurUmatI ! tuM mane bacAva...bacAva...paNa kenI tAkAta che ke bacAvI zake che parabhavamAM koI bacAvavA samartha nathI. tamAruM vartana jotAM ema lAge che ke tamArA zrImatI tamane bacAvavA

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844 zAradA suvAsa Avaze kharA. (zrotAmAMthI avAja - nA, sAheba....cakravartinI stra ratna ane bacAvavA samartha na banI te amArA zrImatI kayAMthI bacAvI zake? (hasAhasa) ATaluM te tame jANe che ne samaje che te pachI paranI paLojaNamAM zA mATe paDayA che? paranI paMcAta ane parane saMga cheDIne satsaMga karo, satsaMga karIne Atma svarUpamAM lIna banavA mATe asaMgI bane. kuTuMba parivAra, paisA, baMgalA badhAne saMga jIvane choDavo paDaze paNa AjanA jInI dazA kevI che te jANe che? "paramAM lIna ane svamAM dIna " paisA, patnI, parivAramAM evA lIna banyA che ke ene mATe game teTaluM kaSTa paDe te ene kaSTa lAgatuM nathI ane Atma kalyANa karavA mATe kaSTa veThavuM paDe te e rAMkaDe banI jAya che ke huM AvA kaSTo kevI rIte sahana karuM? mArAthI tyAga nahi thAya. sAcuM sukha meLavavuM haze te A badhAne saMga cheDIne asaMgI banavuM paDaze. kuMvArI chokarI paraNe che tyAre lagna vakhate ene be sADI paherAvavAmAM Ave che. eka pAnetara ne bIjuM gharALuM. tamane ene kadI vicAra AvyuM che ke be sADI zA mATe paherAvavAmAM Ave che? pAnetarane raMga sapheda ane gharacoLAne raMga pacaraMgI che. paraNIne sAsare jatI kanyAne ghareluM upadeza Ape che ke he dIkarI ! tuM mAtApitAnuM ghara choDIne para ghera...sAsare jAya che. tyAM tane badhuM pacaraMgI vAtAvaraNa maLaze. paNa tuM e pacaraMgI vAtAvaraNamAM rahIne paNa pAnetaranA eka raMganI mAphaka eka raMgI rahIne sahana karatA zIkhaje. satsaMgI banIne pudgalanA pacaraMgI bhAvene TALaje ne tArA AtmAne pavitra ane nirmaLa banAvaje. - AtmasvarUpanI vicAraNAmAM lIna banelA che ane jene mekSamAM javA mATeno talasATa che tevA vItarAgI saMtenuM hRdaya pavitra ane nirmaLa hoya che. jema nadI vahe che te tenuM pANI nirmaLa rahe che paNa khAbocIyAnuM ke taLAvanuM pANu nadInA nIra jevuM nirmaLa hetuM nathI, tema bhagavAna kahe che ke mArA saMte paNa AtmAne nirmaLa banAvavA mATe ja rAmAnugrAma vicare che ane je kSetramAM jAya che tyAMnA zrAvakane dharmanA raMge raMgI AtmasvarUpanI pichANa karAve che. ke mANasanA hAthamAM pAMca rUpiyAnI noTa hoya ne kahe ke mane keI zera dUdha ApatuM nathI, e kadI bane kharuM? bIjuM na maLe te kaMI nahi paNa zera dUdha te maLe ne ? je kaI dUdha na Ape te samajI levuM ke e pAMcanI noTa nathI paNa kAgaLIyuM che. je pAMcanI neTa heya te dUdha maLyA vinA na rahe. samajyA? evI rIte jemaNe cAritra aMgIkAra karyuM che te AtmAo vahelAmAM vahelA te bhave. trIjA bhave ne meDAmAM meDA paMdara bhave mekSamAM jAya. jo ene mikSa na maLe te samajI levuM ke cAritra nathI paNa bAhA veza che ane zrAvakanuM paNa kalyANa na thatuM hoya te samajI levuM ke mAtra zrAvakapaNAnuM lebala lagAveluM che. A jinazAsananI balIhArI che ke A

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vizAradA suvAsa, suMdara mArga ApaNane batAve che. jIvane aMdhakAramAMthI prakAzamAM lAve che, vANI, vicAra ane vartanamAM parivartana lAve che. vItarAga zAsana pAmI vItarAga prabhunA tenA mukhethI tamane vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLavA maLe che. e paNa mahAna puNyane udaya heya te maLe che. emAMthI jIvanI jeTalI pAtratA hoya teTaluM aMgIkAra kare che. baMdhuo ! vItarAga prabhunI vANI e nakakara satya che. e amRta te amRta ane jhera te jhera che e spaSTa samajAve che. bhagavAnanI vANImAM kaI pratye rAga ke dveSa nathI. dareka jIva mATe samAna ane satya vAta karI che. jene enA upara zraddhA thAya che tene beDe pAra thaI jAya che. jinazAsananuM mahatva samajelA AtmAne AMkhanI pAMpaNu jeTaluM pApa paNa khaTake. ene ema ja thAya ke kayAre huM A saMsAra cheDIne sAdhu banIza, A karmanA kArakhAnA samAna saMsAramAMthI mAre chUTakAre kayAre thaze? bAMdhelA karmo to jIvane jarUra bhagAvavA paDe che. karma karanArane pakaDe che bIjA keIne pakaDatuM nathI kahyuM che ne ke, dhI kADhe mAtane ToLAmAMthI vAchaDI, khAMDanA bhaMDArane jema jodhI kADhe kIDI, zedhI kADhe guptacara jema gunhegArane, zeAdhI kADhe karma karmanA karanArane, 1 hajAra gAyanuM moTuM TeLuM UbhuM hoya te temAMthI vAcharaDI enI mAtAne zodhIne ene vaLage che. nAnAmAM nAnI kIDI paNa khAMDanA bhaMDArane zedhI kADhe che. rAjAnI gupta sI. AI. DI. game tema karIne gunhegArane zodhI kADhe che, tevI rIte karelA, karmo enA karanArane zodhIne zubhAzubha karmanA mIThA ne kaDavA phaLa ene cakhADe che. ka koIne choDatA nathI. mATe karmarAjAnI kedamAMthI chuTavA mATe prayatna kare. mAkhI baLakhAmAM phasAI gaI hoya che te temAMthI chuTavA taraphaDIyA mAre che, jelamAM pUrAyele jelI jelamAMthI chUTakAro meLavavA taraphaDiyA mAre che, svataMtra rIte UDavAnA svabhAvavALuM pakSI piMjarAmAM pUrAI jAya te chuTavA mATe taraphaDiyA mAre che paNa tame saMsArathI chUTavA mATe tasphaDiyA mAre che kharA? ATalA badhA beThA che temAMthI kene saMsAramAMthI chUTavAne taraphaDATa che? (mauna) kaI belatA nathI eTale koIne taraphaDATa nathI. tamane zene taraphaDATa che te huM sArI rIte jANuM chuM. tame padavI ane paisA, pratiSThA mATe taraphaDIyA mAre che ne e mATe anaMtA karmo bAMdhe che paNa eka vAta nakkI samajI le ke tamArA karmo tamane nahi choDe. pAtALamAM jaze te paNa zedhI kADhaze. keInI tAkAta nathI ke karmanI kedamAMthI pUrI sajA bhogavyA vinA tamane ke mane choDAvI zake karmanI kahAnI era che. (karmanI kahAnI upara pU. mahAsatIjIe suMdara daSTAMta ApyuM hatuM) have DuM caritra bAkI che te kahuM chuM.' caritra - jinasenakumArane khUba ThAThamAThathI mahArAjAe nagaramAM praveza karAvyuM. zA. su. 60

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zADhA suvAsa jinasenakumArane mAtAne maLavAnI khUba laganI lAgI che eTale te hAthI uparathI utaryA ane svAgata, sanmAna kAryakrama patya ke tarata ja jinasenakumAra pitAnI AjJA laI jinasenA mAtAnA mahele gaye. enI traNa patnIo paNa sAthe gaI jinasenakumAra mAtAnA caraNamAM name eTale traNe putravadhUo paNa sAsunA caraNamAM paDI. jisenAe pitAnA putrane tathA putravadhuone AzIrvAda ApyA. caMpakamAlAnA be bAluDA dAnasena ane zIlasena e baMne te dAdImAne vaLagI paDayA. dAdImAe paNa baMne bAluDAne gaLe vaLagADI dIdhA. pitrone joIne dAdImAne khUba harSa thaye, bahenene rUpiyA karatA vyAja vahAluM hoya che, eTale dIkarAnA dIkarAne joIne dAdA-dAdI bahu harakhAya che ane premathI ramADe che. A jinasenAne pitAne putra ghaNu vakhate maLe, sAthe traNatraNa putravadhUo ane babbe pautrone Ine enA AnaMdanI sImA na rahI. mAtAnA darzana karI AzIrvAda laIne putra ane putravadhUo jinasenA pAse beThA. jinasenA rANIne have saMsAra parathI vairAgya AvI gaye hate eTale theDIvAra ekabIjAnA khabaraaMtara pUchI AnaMdapramodathI vAta karI. pachI zuM kahe che. mAtAe vyakata karelI vairAgya bhAvanA"- he mArA vahAlA dIkarA ! tuM A te mane khUba AnaMda thaye, paNa have A saMsAramAM rahevA mAruM mana mAnatuM nathI. A saMsAramAM meM zubha karmodayathI sukha paNa ghaNuM gayuM ane azubha karmodayathI dukha paNa ghaNuM bhegavyuM. meM saMsAranuM svarUpa barAbara joI lIdhuM. have mane tuM AjJA Apa. mAre dIkSA levI che. A sAMbhaLIne jinasenakumAre kahyuM-mAtAjI! saMyama mArga zreSTha che. saMyama vinA keInuM kalyANa thavAnuM nathI e vAta huM samajuM chuM paNa atyAre te tane dIkSAnI AjJA nahi ApuM. te mArA jIvanamAM suMdara saMskAranuM siMcana karyuM che paNa meM tArI kaMI sevA karI nathI eTale mane sevA karavAne lAbha Apa. tyAM traNa putravadhUo paNa kahevA lAgI ke bA ! ame te haju ApanI kaMI sevA ja karI nathI. ame sAsunA lADa joyA nathI ne amArA AvatA veMta Apa dIkSA levAnI vAta kayAM kare che? Apa dIkSA levAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne amane khUba duHkha thAya che, mATe vadhu nahi te varSa, be varSa paNa Apa zekAI jAo. A rIte khUba kahyuM eTale jinasenA rANI anicchAe zekAyA, paNa anAsakta bhAvathI rahevA lAgyA ane jyAre huM dIkSA lau tenI rAha jovA lAgyA. Ama karatAM cha mahinA gayA haze tyAM zuM banyuM ? dhamaSamuni A vicarate, kaMcanapura bahAra, rAjA prajA gaye vAMdavA, aura jinasenakumAra dharmadhala nAmanA yuni grAmanugrAma vicaratA kaMcanapuramAM padhAryA. jayamaMgala rAjAne

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zAradA suvAsa A vAtanI khabara paDI, eTale rAjA, jinasenA rANa, jinasenakumAra badhA darzana karavA gayA. temane vaMdana karI temanA mukhethI vANu sAMbhaLIne jayamaMgala rAjAne vairAgya Ave eTale ghera AvIne pradhAna, maMtrI vigerene lAvyA. jinasenakumArane belA ne badhAnI samakSamAM kahyuM-have mane saMsAra asAra lAge che. meM jinasenA rANIne ghaNuM kaSTa ApyuM che, mAre pApanuM prAyazcita karavA dIkSA levI che, tyAre jinasenakumAre kahyuM-pitAjI! huM te haju nAnuM chuM. Apa mArA mAthe kyAM bhAra nAkhe che ? haju meM te ApanA lADa joyA nathI, meM ApanI sevA paNa karI nathI, mATe huM Apane dIkSA levA nahi dauM. hamaNuM te mane ApanI chatrachAyAmAM rAkhe pachI Apa dIkSA leje, tyAre rAjAe kahyuM beTA ! have mArI ekeka kSaNa lAkheNI jAya che. mane kSaNavAra saMsAramAM rahevuM gamatuM nathI. mATe mane dIkSAnI AjJA Apa. jinasenakumAra khUba AnAkAnI karavA lAgyA, tyAre pradhAne kahyuM jinasenakumAra ! tame badhI rIte egya che, mATe pitAjIne emanI IcchAnusAra dIkSA levA de. badhAe khUba samajAvyA eTale anicchAe dIkSAnI AjJA ApI. jayamaMgala rAjAe pitAnA svahaste khUba dhAmadhUmathI ne ThAThamAThathI pitAne hAlasoyA putra jinasenakumArane rAjyAbhiSeka mahatsava ujavyo ne zubha divasa ne zubha muhurte jinasenakumArane rAjatilaka karyuM. jinasenakumAre pitAnA dIkSA mahatsavanI taiyArI karI. jinasenA rANI dIkSAnI rAha jotA hatA. rAjA dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA, eTale rANI paNa dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA, tethI jinasenakumArane traNa sasarA caMdrasena rAjA, mAdhavasiMha rAjA, ane siMhaladvIpanA rAjA e traNene jANa karI. traNe rAjAe potAnI rANIo sahita kaMcanapuramAM AvyA. jayamaMgala rAjA ane jinasenA rANIne tIvra vairAgya jeIne temane paNa dIkSA levAnuM mana thayuM. cAra mahArAjA ane pAMca rANIoe dhamazeSa muni pAse dIkSA lIdhI. jinasenakumAre baDI dhAmadhUmathI pitAnA mAtApitA ane sAsu sasarAne dIkSA mahotsava ujavyuM. baMdhuo! pavitra mANasanA saMgamAM rahevAthI pApI paNa punita banI jAya che. ratnAvatI rANI eka vakhata kevI pApI ane keTalI kevI hatI, paNa jinasenA rANI ane jinasenakumAranA saMgamAM rahevAthI enuM jIvana sudharI gayuM ne eNe paNa dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA lIdhA pachI e badhA AtmAoe ugra tapa, saMyamanI sAdhanA karI ne aMtima samaye saMthAre karIne devalokamAM gayA. vairAgyavAsita banelA jinasena rAjA" :- A tarapha jinasena mahArAjA cAreya rAjyanuM khUba nyAyanItithI pAlana karavA lAgyA. temaNe pitAnA rAjyamAM ahiMsAne amArI paDakhu vagaDA ne hiMsAne nAza karyo. pote rAjya calAvavA chatAM roja darzana karavA, vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA, dAna devuM vigere dharmArAdhanA cAlu rAkhI. jinasenakumArane mAthe cAracAra rAjyanI javAbadArI hovA chatAM dhama bhUlyA na hatA. saMsAra sukha bhogavatAM madanamAlatIne ekaputra thaye tenuM nAma madanasena pADyuM. caMpakamAlAne dAnasena ane zIlasena

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948 zADA suvAsa be putra hatA ne kamalAne paNa eka putra thaze tenuM nAma kamalasena pADayuM. cAre page devakumAra jevA zebhatA hatA. e cAreya bhAIo pharavA nIkaLe tyAre prajAjanone ema ja thatuM ke A keI devakumAre ja pRthvI para utaryA na hoya ! zuM emanuM teja che! jevA ApaNu mahArAjA che evA ja emanA kumAre che. ema khUba prazaMsA karatA. jinasena rAjAe cAreya putrone khUba bhaNAvyA ne keLavaNI ApI. cAreya putro meTA thatA emane paraNAvyA. badhA AnaMdathI rahetA hatA. evAmAM koI mahAnajJAnI saMta padhAryA. mahArAjAne khabara paDI eTale darzana karavA gayA. prajA paNa pUba umaTI. saMte saMsAranI asAratA samajAvI, eTale jisena rAjAne vairAgya Avyo. ghera AvIne rAjAe pitAnI traNe rANIone ane cAreya putrone bolAvIne pitAnI dIkSA levAnI IcchA pradarzita karI. cAre putra AMsu hAla ke, bole Isa prakAra, kahAM jAo choDa tAtajI, bAlakake nirAdhAra, pitAjInI dIkSA levAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne cAre ya bhAI enI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA ne pitAjInA meLAmAM mAthuM mUkIne kahe che he pitAjI ! amane nirAdhAra mUkIne tame kyAM cAlyA? ame tamane javA nahi daIe, tyAre jinasena rAjAe putrone khUba samajAvyA ke beTA ! A saMsAra te vana jevuM che, asAra che ne svArthane bharele che. saMsAra choDIne saMyama lIdhA vinA keInuM kalyANa thatuM nathI. A sAMbhaLIne madanamAlatI, caMpakamAlA ane kamalA traNe rANIo paNa dIkSA levA taiyAra thaI jinasena rAjAe madanasenane vijayapuranuM, kamalasenane siMhaladvIpanuM dAnasenane caMpApurInuM ane zIlasenane kaMcanapuranuM rAjya ApyuM. cAreya putrone rAjyAbhiSeka karyo. darekane sarakhe bhAge rAjya vahecI ApI pite traNa rANuo sahita dIkSA lIdhI, ane putroe bhavya rIte dIkSA mahotsava ujave. jinasena rAjA ane temanI traNa rANIo e cAre ya AtmAoe dIkSA laIne agiyAra aMgane abhyAsa karyo. jJAnanI sAthe chaThTha-aTTama-cAra, pAMca, cha, sAta, ATha ema mahAna tapanI ArAdhanA karavA lAgyA. ghaNe samaya dIkSA pALIne temaNe ghaNuM ne tAryA. chevaTe aMtima samaye saMthAra karI aThe karmone kSaya karIne e cAre ya che mokSamAM gayA che. A pavitra AtmAo pArasanAtha bhagavAnanA samayamAM thayA che ema A rAsanA racanAra lakhe che. jinasenakumAra ane tenI mAtAe sukhamAM ne duHkhamAM dharma cheDayo nathI. dharmanA pratApe emanA saghaLA dukhe TaLI gayA ne jayajayakAra thayA. emaNe saMsAramAM sukha ane dukha bhogavyA. saMsArane jANe, mANe, che ne AtmAnuM kalyANa karyuM. tame paNa jinasenakumAranI jema jIvanamAM paropakAra, satya, nIti ane dharmanuM pAlana karI AtmAnuM kalyANa kare. ApaNe adhikAra paNa pUro thaye ne caritra paNa pUrNa thayuM. vadhu bhAva avasare kahevAze,

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zAradA suvAsa vyAkhyAna na. 103 . kArataka suda punama ne maMgaLavAra tA. 14-11-78 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! ahiMsAnA avatAra, anaMta karUNAnA sAgara tIrthaMkara paramAtmAe bhavya jInuM bhavabhramaNa aTakAvavA mATe AtmakalyANane rAhadArI mArga batAvatA pharamAna karyuM che ke he bhavya ja ! je tamane sAcuM sukha prApta karavAnI laganI lAgI hoya te sauthI pahelA aDhAra pApasthAnakathI pAchA phare. AzravanuM ghara choDIne saMvaranA gharamAM Ave. mithyAtvanA aMdhakAra dUra karI samyaktvanI sarcalAITane prakAza prApta kare. jyAM sudhI aDhAra pApane tyAga nahi kare, AzravanuM ghara nahi choDe ane samyakatvane prakAza prApta nahi kare tyAM sudhI mekSane rAhadArI mArga nahi maLe, bhavabhramaNa nahi TaLe ane sAcuM sukha paNa nahi maLe. sAcuM sukha te mekSamAM che. A saMsAranuM sukha e duHkhamizrita sukha che. moTA cha cha khaMDanA adhipati cakravati heya chatAM emanA sukhanI pAchaLa duHkhanI vALAo te saLagelI che. juo, jyAM janma che tyAM maraNane taNakhe che. saMganuM sukha che tyAM viyogano taNakhe che. AvuM saMsAranuM svarUpa samajIne tame saMsArathI alipta raho. udAsIne bhAvathI rahe. huM tamane badhAne pUchuM chuM ke tame saMsAramAM kevI rIte rahe che? Asakta bhAvathI rahe che ke anAsakta bhAvathI rahe che? tamArA jIvana uparathI te mane ema lAge che ke tamane saMsAramAM barAbara rahetAM paNa AvaDatuM nathI. jene saMsAramAM rahetA AvaDe che te jyAre dhAre che tyAre saMsArathI chaTakI zake che. daza zrAvake saMsAramAM rahyA hatA paNa emane rahetA AvaDyuM te saMsAramAM rahIne ekAvanArI banI gayA. baMdhuo ! jaldI mekSa meLavavA mATe zreSThamAM zreSTha je kaI mArga hoya te tyAga mArga che, paNa jo tame tyAga mArga apanAvI zakatA na he ane saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe te rIte anicchAthI rahetA he te kevI rIte rahe? atithinI jema rahe. saMsAramAM mahemAna banIne rahI paNa mAlika banIne na rahe. mahemAna banIne zA mATe rahevAnuM. e huM tamane samajAvuM. sAMbhaLe, dAkhalA tarIke mahemAna ane mAlika baMne gharamAM praveza kare che te baMnemAM phera khare ke nahi? atithi mahemAna banIne rahe che, mAlika banIne nahi, mahemAna te mejathI rahe che. mAlikanA mAthe beja hoya che. tamArA ghare mahemAna Ave ne rAtre gharane kare paDI jAya te mahemAnane kaMI ciMtA kharI? ciMtA te gharanA mAlikane ja thAya ne? enI uMgha uDI jAya paNa mahemAna te ArAmathI uche che ne e te savAra paDe cAlate thaI jAya che. gharane mAlika dUdha mAMge tyAre pANI paNa meDuM maLe che jyAre mahemAna te pANI mAMge tyAM kesarIyA dUdhane glAsa hAjara thaI jAya che. mAlikanA manamAM mamatAne bhAva hoya che jyAre mahemAnane

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zAradA suvAsa mamatA detI nathI, eTale e ghara choDatI vakhate udAsa ke duHkhI hete nathI. ATalA mATe jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke he bhavya che! tame saMsAramAM mahemAnanI mAphaka rahe. pachI juo, ke AnaMda Ave che? ApaNuM parama upakArI bhagavatee paNa mAnavIne saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe te kevI rIte rahevuM e mATe mArgadarzana ApatA ghaNuM rastA batAvyA che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 25 mA adhyayanamAM kahyuM che ne ke - jahA pomma jala jAya, nAva lippai vaarinnaa| jema kamaLa kAdavamAM ane pANImAM utpana thAya che paNa e pANImAM lepAtuM nathI paNa e pANI ane kAdavathI alipta rahe che tema maLa ane vamaLathI bharelA saMsAranA sarevaramAM dareka manuSya kamaLanI jema alipta rahevuM joIe. tIrthakara bhagavaMte ane bIjA mahAnapurUSe paNa A saMsAra sarovaranA kAdavamAM utpanna thayA hatA paNa emane jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA AvaDI hatI eTale saMsAramAM rahA tyAM sudhI e mahemAna banIne rahyA ne nIkaLavAnuM mana thayuM tyAre saMsAra choDIne nIkaLI gayA. tame badhA kema nIkaLI zakatA nathI? enuM eka ja kAraNa che ke tame mahemAna banIne rahetA nathI paNa mAlika banIne besI gayA che. AhAra saMjJA, bhaya saMjJA, maithuna saMjJA, ane parigraha saMjJA e cAra saMjJAoe evuM sAmrAjya jamAvyuM che ane enA pAzamAM evA jakaDI lIdhA che ke tenAthI chUTI zakavuM muzkela che, jIva enArthI chUTavA jAya tyAM te saMjJAo evI satAve che ke.jIva bahAra nIkaLI zakate nathI, chatAM na chUTAya evuM nathI. je na chUTAtuM heta te mahAnapurUSe kevI rIte chUTI zakata! aphasosanI vAta che ke tame ATale badhe tene samAgama kare che, vyAkhyAna vANI sAMbhaLo che, sAmAyika Adi dharmakriyAo kare che, upavAsa, AyaMbIla Adi tapa kare che, chatAM mamatA chUTatI nathI. mahemAna banIne rahetA zIkhatA nathI paNa yAda rAkhajo ke jyAM mamatA che tyAM ja mAra che. jyAM viSaya-kaSAya ane mamatva che tyAM saMsAra che. tame ane ame vItarAga bhAva keLavavA mATe ATalI badhI mahenata karI rahyA chIe paNa je vItarAgIpaNuM na AvatuM hoya te samajI. levuM ke haju mamatvane saDe mULamAMthI nAbUda thaye nathI. mULamAM ja saDe hoya tyAM vItarAga bhAvanuM vRkSa kevI rIte navalavita thAya? tame saMsAramAM rahe te jIbhanI mAphaka lUkhA-zuSka banIne nirasabhAvathI rahe. nAvaDI sAgaranA pANImAM rahe che paNa sAgaranA pArTI nAvaDImAM na bharAI jAya tenI nAvika khUba takedArI rAkhe che. takedArIpUrvaka sAgaranI saphara kare che te kSemakuzaLa sAme kinAre pahoMcI jAya che, evI rIte jJAnI kahe che saMsAra tamArAmAM pravezI na jAya te mATe AtmA rUpI nAvike takedArI rAkhavI joIe. A saMsAra kAjaLanI keTaDI jevuM che. je tamArAmAM ene choDavAnuM sAmarthya hoya te choDavA jevuM che. kadAca na cheDI zake te enA aneka rastAe mahAna

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zAradA sUvAra spa1 purUSoe batAvyA che. emAMne ja A eka saraLa mAge che ke saMsAramAM vasanI garicivA" atithInI jema vasavuM. mahAnapurUSane aMtarane dhvani e che ke A dharatInI dharmazALAmAM mAlika nahi paNa mahemAna banIne raho. saMsAramAM rahe paNa rame nahi. vizvamAM vaso paNa hase nahi, mahemAna banIne rahevAnA sa dezanuM rahasya e ja che ke mamatA tyAgIne rahevuM. mAlika e mamatAnuM pratIka che, jyAre mahemAnavRtti mamatvanA abhAvanI pratIti karAve che. mahemAna banIne Avela mANasa sAta mALanI AlizAna ImAratane choDIne jAya te paNa ene dukha ke kheda thAya? nA e samaje che ke huM ene mAlika chuM ja kayAM ? huM te mahemAna banIne Avyo chuM pachI duHkha zA mATe thAya ? saMte rAjabhavana jevA upAzraya choDIne jAya che to ene kheda thavAne che? nA. kema? e mAlikI rAkhatA nathI. mahemAna sAta mALanA baMgalAne ghaDIkamAM cheDI zake che, jyAre mAlikane enuM bhAMgala tUTaluM ghara choDavAne vicAra Ave te paNa te dhrujI uThe che, kAraNa ke mahemAna mahelamAM rahe che paNa ramatuM nathI, jyAre mAlika enA bhAMgyAtUTayA gharamAM rahevAnI sAthe rame che. ekamAM amane abhAva che jyAre bIjAmAM mamanI mAhinI ThAMsI ThAMsIne bharelI che. devAnupriye! AvuM sAMbhaLyA pachI have tamane samajAya che ne ke "jyAM mamatA nathI tyAM majhA che ne jyAM mamatA che tyAM sajA che," A vAta anubhavagamya paNa che. samajo. dAkhalA tarIke tame pradarzana jovA mATe te ghaNIvAra gayA haze. tame gharamAM je cIjo svapnamAM paNa nahi joI hoya tevI cIjo tyAM najare jovA maLe che. pradarzanamAM kaMIka cIje te ghaNI kiMmatI hoya che. AvI badhI cIjo joyA pachI paNa tame hasatA mukhe tyAMthI vidAya thaI jAo che ne? AnuM kAraNa zuM ? e tame samajyA ? jyAre tame pradarzana jovA mATe praveza karyo tyAre tamArAmAM mAtra prekSaka bhAva hate, mAlikIne bhAva nahote. prekSakabhAvamAM mamatvane aMza hete nathI tethI lAkha rUpiyAnA kharce taiyAra thayelA pradarzanane hasatA mukhe tame cheDI zake che. ATalA mATe jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke A saMsAramAM mahemAna banIne vasavuM e AdhyAtmika daSTie khUba mahatvanI vAta che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa saMsAranA sukhe upara svAmitva meLavavAne e amogha upAya che, kAraNa ke mAlikane te saMsAra sukha meLavavA mATe bhamavuM paDe che, jyAre saMsAranA sukhe mahemAnanI pAchaLa bhamatA hoya che. saMsAranA sukhe te paDachAyA jevA che. paDachAyAnI pAchaLa mANasa deTa mUke te e hAthamAM na ja Ave. AgaLa ne AgaLa dete jAya. jyAre paDachAyA tarapha pITha karIne manuSya cAlatuM thaI jAya te paDachAyo pALelA kUtarAnI jema pAchaLa pAchaLa cAlyo Ave che. kema, A vAta barAbara che ne? have tamane samajAya che ne ke saMsAra choDavA jevuM che ne kadAca saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe te mahemAna banIne rahevA jevuM che.

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95ra , zAradA suvA, devAnupriye! je AtmA saMsAramAM mAlika banIne vase che te kSaNe kSaNe karmabaMdhana kare che. jyAre e bAMdhevA karmo udayamAM Ave che ne duHkha bhogavavA paDe che tyAre hAya ya kare che. karma bhegavatI vakhate game teTalA uMcA nIcA bhAva paNa ethI kaMI karmo tamane choDaze nahi. kadAca kaI kerTamAM kesa thaze te vakIlanA khissA bharavA paDaze ne kesa tamArI phevaramAM AvI jaze. tamArI jIta thaze te tame vakIlane khuza karazo ane ene zAbAzI ApIne ene upakAra mAnazo ke tamArA pratApe huM jItI gaye. paisA ApIne uparathI ene upakAra mAnaze, paNa samajI leje ke A jIta tamane pApanA. piMjaramAM pUrAvanArI che, paNa bhagavAnanA paTTaziSya gautama svAmIe te ApaNA mATe evI suMdara vakIlAta karI che ke emanA kAyadAnuM pAlana karIe te karmarAjAnI korTamAM ApaNe jItI jaIe, paNa emAM daSTi karavAne tamane TAIma ja kayAM che? tamAre eTale paNa niyama che ke evA mahApurUSenuM mAre uThIne tarata smaraNa karavuM ? baMdhuo ! A amUlya avasara pAmIne tame pramAda na kare paNa vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLIne jIvanamAM utAre. jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke " saMsAra sAme koI roga nathI, jinazAsana samAna keI auSadhi nathI ane vata paccakhANa samAna keI parejI nathI." A saMsAra tamane rega samAna lAge che? garUpa lAge te nAbUda karavAnuM mana thAya ne? mahAna puNyane udaya che ke saMsAra rega nAbUda karavA mATe jinazAsananI auSadhi maLI che. jinazAsanamAM jinezvara prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA jina vacanamAM dUdha ane sAkaranI jema ekameka banI jAo. dUdhamAM sAkara bhaLe te mIThAza Ave paNa mIThuM bhaLe te dUdha phATI jAya tema tame paNa sAkara jevA banaje paNa mIThA jevA na banaze. jinazAsana e bhavaroga nAbUda karavA mATenI akasIra auSadhi che. tamane ane amane badhAne auSadhi te maLI gaI che paNa sAthe parejI te pALavI paDaze ne ? DAyAbITIsane rega thAya eTale DekaTara DI.bI.AI resTenena vigere je goLI kahe te khAvI paDe ane DokaTara kahe te rIte parejI paNa pALavI paDe ne? DAyAbITIsanA dardIne khAMDa na khavAya, e DokaTaranA kahyA pramANe davA niyamita le paNa divasa uge ne baraphI, peMDA khAvA mAMDe te DAyAbITIsa maTe khare? nA. saMgrahaNIne dardI dUdha pIve te ene roga maTe? nA. jenA zarIramAM kelela (carabI) vadhatI hoya tene ghI, dUdha ke taLelI vastuo khavAya? e khAya te roga vadhate ja jAya ne? pachI bicArI davA zuM kare? (hasAhasa) daIne je dUra karavuM hoya te davA niyamita levI paDaze ne parejI paNa kaDaka pALavI paDaze, te nirogI banI zakAze tema saMsAra roga nAbUda karavA mATe jinazAsanarUpa auSadhi maLI che te tapa-tyAga Adi vrata niyamarUpa parejI pALavI paDaze. te ja bhavoga nAbuda thaze. jinazAsana pAmIne

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zAradA suvAsa jinazAsanane vaphAdAra bane paNa saMjJAnA gulAma na bane. baMdhaka muninA 500 ziSyo, gajasukumAlamuni, aMdhakamuni vigere mahAna purUSe kaseTImAM samabhAva rAkhIne jinazAsanane vaphAdAra rahI nIrogI avasthAne pAmI gayA. A te sAdhunI vAta karI paNa A jinazAsanamAM zrAvaka paNa kevA aDaga hatA. kAmadeva zrAvaka, AnaMda zrAvaka, ahaMnaka zrAvaka vigere zrAvakanI deve kevI kaparI kasoTI karI che chatAM zraddhAthI saheja paNa calita thayA nathI paNa emanA zrAvakapaNamAM barAbara vaphAdAra rahyA che. dharmane pitAnA prANathI paNa adhika mA che ne dharmanuM pAlana karyuM che. A jainazAsanamAM aneka satIo paNa evI thaI che ke jemaNe kaparI kasoTInA prasaMge paNa pitAnA cAritranuM rakSaNa karyuM che. ahIM eka aitihAsika vAta mane yAda Ave che. dilhImAM akabara bAdazAhanuM rAjya hatuM te samayanI A vAta che. akabara bAdazAhanA tAbAmAM ghaNuM rAjAe hatAM. temAMnA eka Indra nAmanA rAjAne rUpasuMdarI nAme rUparUpanA avatAra jevI rANI hatI. akabara bAdazAhane keIe kahyuM-jahAMpanAha! tamArA janAnakhAnAmAM game teTalI begame bhale heya paNa IndranarezanI rANI rUpasuMdarInI tele kaI AvI zake tema nathI. zuM enuM sauMdarya che! jANe IndranI apsarA joI le. rUpasuMdarInA sauMdaryanI vAta sAMbhaLIne akabara bAdazAhanA aMtaramAM vAsanAne kIDe saLavaLavA lAge. huM pahelAM ja kahI gaI ne ke cAra saMjJAoe A jagata upara sAmrAjya jamAvyuM che. e saMjJAo jIvane kSaNe kSaNe satAvI rahI che. akabara bAdazAhane maithuna saMjJA satAvavA lAgI. AhArasaMsA, yasaMjJA, maithunasaMjJA ane parigrasaMzA A cAra saMjJAoe te nakheda vALyuM che. bhalabhalA purUSe enI sattAmAM sapaDAI jAya che. jAgRta banelAne paNa aTakAvI de che. akabara bAdazAha te jaina na hatA. emane samajaNa na hatI ke saMsAra same kaI roga nathI, jinazAsana samAna keI auSadhi nathI ane vrata-paccakhANa jevI kaI parejI nathI, paNa tame te jANe che ne? chatAM saMjJAo tamane satAvI rahI che ne? je tame sAcuM samajyA che te saMjJAnA sAmrAjya nIcethI bahAra AvI jAo ne vratapaccakhANa rUpI parejI pALavA mAMDe. tamArI ekanI vAta huM nathI karatI, bhegI amArI paNa vAta karuM chuM. sAdhune pAMca mahAvrata, cha8 rAtrIjana, pAMca samiti ane traNa guptinI parejI kaDaka rIte pALavAnI che, ane zrAvakee pAMca aNuvrata, traNa guNavrata ane cAra zikSAtratA e bAra vratanI parejI pALavAnI che. enuM barAbara pAlana thAya te jinazAsananI auSadhinuM pAna karyA pachI sAdhu-sAinIone ke zrAvaka-zrAvikAne rega rahe khare? na ja rahe. AtmA nIrogI banI jAya. jene AtmA nIrogI bane tene dehane rega paNa jAya, jAya ne jAya ja. akabara bAdazAha saMjJAonA sAmrAjya nIce dabAyeluM hatuM, eTale eNe vicAra

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cAradA suvAsa 54 karyuM ke indra rAjA mArA tAbAmAM che, tethI mArI sattA noMce che. huM ene kacaDI zakuM tema chuM ema vicAra karIne eNe AjJApatra lakhyuM ke he indranareza ! hIrAnA hAra kAgaDAnA kaMThe nA cAle, tema rUpasuMdarI dilhInA darabAramAM rUpanA ajavALA vere emAM ja enI zAbhA che. koyala kAgaDAnA saMge ese emAM kamInA tA kAyalanI kI.ta mAM Ave che, mATe A patra maLatAM ja rUpasuMdarIne rAjIkhuzIthI dilhIzvarano sevAmAM samarpita karaze. patra Indra rAjAne maLyA. AjJApatranA ekeka akSara vAMcatA indranarezanu kAmaLa kALajuM vIMdhAI gayuM. sAthe AtmAnuM khamIra UchaLyuM, ahe ! mAdazAha zuM samaje che ? mArI rANInA zIpaLa upara tarApa mAravA uThayA che! e traNa kALamAM nahi mane. indrarAjAnA aMgea MgamAM krodhanI javALA vyApI gaI. emaNe paNa patra lakhAvyA ke hai dilhIzvara ! tame A kharAkhara karatA nathI. kAyalanA kuMjanathI mAru. upavana dinarAta sa`gItamaya rahe che, tethI eka vAta nakkI che ke rUpasuMdarI kAgaDAnA kusoMgamAM nathI. koInA upara kAgaDAnuM khATu kala ka caDhAvavuM e tamane zeAbhatu' nathI. Apa dilhIzvara che te huM paNa thADI ghaNI dharatInA dhaNI chu. A patranA pratidhvani Apa paNa jaNAvI zake che. Indra rAjAnA patra vAMcI kAmAMdha banelA akabara bAdazAha krodhAMdha banI gayA. eNe saNasaNatA javAma lakhAvyA ke kAnA kapALe kAgaDAnuM kalaMka kAtarAyu' che. enA niNaeNya levA hu yuddha karavA taiyAra chuM. jo tame zUravIra hai| te yuddhamedAne hAjara thaI jaze. kAyarane rUpasuMdarI para hakkanA dAvA karavAnA koI adhikAra nathI. kAma ane krodhathI aMdha anelA akabara bAdazAha vaTanI khAtara krUratAnA kamADa khelI aMdara sUtelI samazerane chaMcheDavA taiyAra thaI gayA. A tarapha vairanA taNakhA veratA patra indra rAjAne pahoMcyA. eNe yuddhanA dAnavane DhaDha:ce). zAMta sarovara jevu vAtAvaraNu samudranA taphAna jevuM khanI gayuM. yuddhanI bherI vAgavA mAMDI, raNuzI'gA phUMkAvA lAgyA. A badhuM ekAeka taphAna joI ne rUpasuMdarI enI dAsIne pUche Aje ApaNI nagarImAM zenA utpAta macI rahyo che. rANIne A vAtanI kaMI khabara nathI. dAsIe kahyu' mahArANI ! A saMgrAma ApanA rUpane mATe che. Apa ja A yuddhanuM nimitta che. rANIe pUchyu zu' mArA rUpa mATe A mATe sa'grAma che ? badhI vAta jANI lIdhI. enu hRdaya dhrujI uThayu.. mArA rUpe AvA meTA anatha' karyAM? baMdhuo ! rUpasuMdarI mAtra rUpava'tI hatI eTaluM ja nahi paNa enA khAtmAnuM sau ya. paNa khIleluM hatuM. enuM khamIra jAgI uThayu' hatu. enu zIyaLa zuddha hatuM. manuSyamAM bhale game teTaluM khamIra hAya paNa je enAmAM cAritranuM khamIra na heAya ta manuSya jIvatA chatAM maDadA jevA che. pANImAM zItaLatAnA guNu na heAya tA e pANI nathI. agnimAM uSNatAnA guNu na heAya teA e agni navI tema strI ke purUSamAM e cAritranA guNu na hoya te e jInnatA chatAM mRtaka kalevara jevA che. rUpasuMdarI rANI

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zAztA sudhAya maDArAjA pAse jaIne hAtha joDIne kahe che. svAmInAtha ! zu` mArA rUpa khAtara khUnakhAra jaMga jagAvaze ? zuM mAru rUpa eTalI badhI kiMmatI cIja che ke e rUpanI rakSA khAtara keTalAya rUpanI rAkha thaI jAya ! yuddhamAM keTalAya hAthI, gheADA, vigere nirdoSa prANIe marI jaze, maherabAnI karIne Apa yuddha karavAnA vicAra baMdha rAkheA, paNa IndrarAjAne yuddha karavAne nirNAMya nakkara hateA. eNe kahyuM-rUpasuMdarI ! tane te tAruM rUpa sAcavavu ja game che paNa tane rAjakAraNanA raMganI zuM khakhara paDe? AmAM tArA rUpanA ja mukhya savAla nathI paNa mArI ijjatanA savAla che. zuM tAruM cAritra lUMTAvA dauM ? te atyAre huM yuddhanA medAne na utaru' te mArA kapALe kAyaranuM kalaMka cAMTe ane mArA dezanI AbarU pANImAM maLI jAya. rUpasuMdarI rANI rAjAnA caNAmAM paDIne kahe che nAtha ! mArA nimitte A bhaya kara sagrAma thAya e mane pasaMda nathI. Apa mane eka vAra dilhI mAkale. A sAMbhaLatA rAjA krodhe bharAIne kahe che huM rUpasuMdarI ! tuM A zuM khAlI rahI che ? zu' tAre dilhI javuM che ? tArI bhAvanA maTTIna khanI che ke tuM tyAM javA icche che ? A sAMbhaLIne catura rUpasuMdarI kahe che nAtha ! Apa evA vicAra paNu na karaze. huM dilhIzvaranI kiMmatI javALAomAM DhAmAI javA icchatI nathI. Apa yuddhanA raste! che|DI daIne eka vAra mane dilhInA darabAramAM hAjara thavA do. pachI huM badhu sabhALI laIza. e kAmanA kIDAne mArA rUpane ATalA badhA talasATa che, paNa huM tyAM jaIne ene mArI buddhi pramANe samajAvIza. samajAvavA chatAM jo mane ema lAgaze ke mArA cAritranI cAdara cAkhI rahevI muzkela che te huM hasate mukhe metane bheTIza paNa mArA kreDane AMgaLI aDavA Du dauM ane ApanI kItine kalaMkita karIne mArI pavitratA para pULe tA nahi ja cAMpavA dau', ,, rUpasu darInA javAbe jagADelI zraddA ':-rUpasu'darI eka satI strI hatI. enA AtmAnuM ejasa alaukika hatu. enA avAjamAM pavitratA ane parAkramane paDagho gUjatA hatA, tethI rAjAnA dilamAM vizvAsa beThe ke rUpasuMdarI satI ane vInArI che. e amaLA nathI paNa sabaLA che, eTale dilhI javAnI hA pADI, cudranA raNazIgA phuMkAtA baMdha thaI gayA. vAtAvaraNa zAMta thaI gayuM ane indra rAjAe akakhara bAdazAhane patra lakhyo ke he dilhIpati ! rUpasuMdarI pAte ja ApanI sevAmAM hAjara thavA dilhI Ave che. pachI yuddha karavAnu` koi prayojana nathI. patra dilhI pahoMcyA. patra vAMcIne akabaranu haiyuM harSoMthI nAcI uThayuM. enA DheDhumAM kAmanAnA krIDA saLavaLavA lAgyA. khIje divase rUpasu darI dilhI pahoMcI gai. khAdazAha kAgaDoLe enI rAhu jotA enu svAgata karavA ubhA hatA. khUba premathI enu svAgata karyuM. 46

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zAradA suvAsa enA rUpanI timAM bAdazAha aMjAI gayA ne manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke zuM enuM rUpa che ! kharekhara, A rUpa jyoti mArA aMtaHpurane ajavALaze. divasa te AzAnA aramAne sAthe pUrNa thaye. rAtre rUmajhuma jhAMjharanA jhaNakAra sAthe rANI rUpasuMdarIe bAdazAhanA mahelamAM paga mUkyo. A samaye bAdazAhe khUba meha bharyA zabdathI ene satkAra karIne palaMga upara besavA kahyuM, tyAre vAsanA kAryA vAyumaMDaLane kaI jude ja vaLAMka ApavA mATe rUpasuMdarIe kahyuM jahAMpanAha! mane praznane khUba zokha che eTale mArI IcchA evI che ke ApanI sAthe ceDe vArtAvida ane praznottara karyA pachI ApaNA milanane prAraMbha karIe, eTale huM Apane prathama eka prazna pUchavA IcchuM chuM. mehaghelA akabare kahyuM cherUpasuMdarI ! tuM emAM saMkeca zA mATe rAkhe che? dilanA daravAjA belIne eka zuM, tAre jeTalA prazno pUchavA hoya teTalA pUcha. huM tane javAba devA taiyAra chuM. viSayanA viSane utAratI rUpasuMdarI" - rUpasuMdarIe kahyuM- bAdazAha! A duniyAmAM eMThavADamAM AnaMda mANanArA keTalA? kAmAMdha banelA bAdazAhane khabara nathI ke A rUpasuMdarI mane zA mATe A prazna kare che? enA manamAM ema thayuM ke A rUpasuMdarI mane A mAmUlI prazna zA mATe pUchatI haze? tarata ja bAdazAhe kaI paNa jAtane vicAra karyA vagara vinA vilaMbe kahyuM ke rUpasuMdarI ! A duniyAmAM evA pAgala phakta be ja che ke je eMThavADane amRtanI jema ArogatA hoya che. temAM pahele bhikhArI ane bIjo kUtare. e be ja eMThavADamAM mukha nAMkhe che. bAdazAhane javAba sAMbhaLIne jIvana-maraNanI darakAra karyA vinA rUpasuMdarIe kahyuM bAdazAha! Apane javAba satya che, te have mAre Apane naMbara zemAM gaNa? bhikhArImAM ke kUtarAmAM? A sAMbhaLatAM bAdazAhanI A pahelI thaI gaI. enA zarIramAM koi krodha vyApI gaye ne manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke huM mATe dilhIzvara ane bhArata samrATa hovA chatAM A rUpasuMdarIne ene rUpane ATale badhe garva che ke mane bhikhArI ane kUtarA je gaNe che? maryAdAne bhaMga karatA ene zarama nathI AvatI? bAdazAhe krodhe bharAIne kahyuM rUpasuMdarI! tuM mane sAbita karI Apa ke huM bhikhArI ane kUtare kaI rIte? emAM mAre naMbara kevI rIte gaNe che? A samaye bAdazAhane eTale badhe kodha hatuM ke rUpasuMdarI sivAya bIjI kaI vyakti hatA te cakacaktI talavAthI enuM mastaka dhaDathI juduM thaI jAta, paNa rUpasuMdarI pratye prema hatuM eTale evuM na karyuM. rUpasuMdarInA dilamAM cAritranuM khamIra jhaLakatuM hatuM. eNe e vicAra na karyo ke pATA bAdazAha che. enA mahelamAM huM ekalI ja chuM. e mane mArI nAkhaze te? A te sAcI siMhaNa hatI. nIDaratAthI kahyuM ke dilhIzvara ! bhikhArInI

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7 zAradA suvAya jema cappaNIyuM laIne rUpanI bhIkha mAMgavA nIkaLyA cho ne uparathI pAchI sAbitI mAMge che? kUtarAnI jema vaseluM cATavA mAM laMbAvI rahyA che ane uparathI pAchI siddha karI ApavAnI hoMziyArI mArI rahyA che? paNa, jarA vicAra kare. tame je mArA rUpamAM mugdha banyA che e te mAtra cAmaDInuM rUpa che. A cAmaDInA rUpane jhAMkhu paDatA vAra nahi lAge. atyAre mArI yuvAnI jeIne divAnA banyA che. paNa A jemabharI yuvAnIne karamAtA vAra nahi lAge A IdriyonA nUrane haNAtA vAra nahi lAge 4 mAM tame zuM pAgala banyA che ! cAritra vinAne deha maDadA jevo che. tame tamArA cAritranuM bhAna bhUlIne mArI bhIkha mAMgI ke nahi? bhIkha mAMgatA paNa je huM na maLatA te yuddha karIne paNa tame mane meLavavAnA manasUbA sevyA che ke nahi ? eTale tame bhikhArI kharA ke nahi? bIjuM huM paraNelI chuM. mArA mAthe pati che eTale huM bhegavAI cUkelI hovAthI eMTha chuM. Apa A eMThane khAvA taiyAra thayA che ke nahi? AnAthI bIje bhikhArI ane kutarA keNa hoI zake? rUpasuMdarI AvA zabdo kahIne sAbadI banIne ubhI rahI hatI. eNe nirNaya karyo hate ke bAdazAha krodhe bharAIne mArA upara baLAtkAra karavA Ave te mArI pAse rahelI jheranI geLI cUsIne tane bheTIza paNa mAruM cAritra nahi javA dauM. bAdazAhanI mati sudhare te mATe te prabhune prArthanA karatI ubhI rahI. rUpasuMdarInA paDakArathI rAjAne thayele pazcAtApa:-rUpasuMdarIne javAba sAMbhaLIne kharekhara bAdazAhane meha murajhAI gaye ne garva gaLI gaye. aMtaramAMthI vAsanAne vAyare vidAya thaI gaye. e rUpasuMdarInA caraNamAM paDIne gaLagaLA sAde kahe che he mAtA ! teM te mArA upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. te Aje mane bhikhArI ane kUtare banate aTakAvyA che. he mAtA ! tuM mane na maLI hota te huM bhikhArI ane kUtarAthI paNa hINuM banI jAta, kAraNa ke gharamAM khAvA na hoya te ja bhikhArI bhIkha mAMge che ane na chUTake raDatI AMkhe vamelAne cATate hoya che. pitAnI bhUla kabUla karIne akabare rUpasuMdarInI mAphI mAMgI ane pitAne sudhAryA badala eno upakAra mAnIne ene vidAya ApI. devAnupriye! rUpasuMdarI rANe pitAnA cAritramAM kevI aDaga rahI! pete aDaga rahI te kAmAMdha banelA bAdazAhane paNa sudhAryA. AvA dAkhalA sAMbhaLIne tamAre zrAvaka dharmamAM aDaga banavAnI jarUra che. je aDaga banIne dharmanI ArAdhanA karIzuM te ja saMsAra rUpI rega maTaze. A rogane nAbUda karavA mATe jinazAsana rUpI auSadhi maLI che ane tapa, japa, vrata-niyama rUpI parejI pALavAnI che. A manuSyabhava ApaNane maLyo che. manuSyabhavanI ekeka kSaNa mahAna amUlya hIrAthI paNa kiMmatI che. dhamarAdhanA karavAne A amUlya avasara pharI pharIne nahi maLe, mATe pramAda cheDIne bane teTalI dharmArAdhanA karI saMsAra regane nAbuda karo. dharmArAdhanA karavAmAM vAyadA na kare. vAyadA

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958 zAradA suvAsa karavAthI phAyado nahi thAya. A vAyadAnuM bajAra nathI paNa phAyadAnuM bajAra che. vItarAga prabhunA kAyadAnuM pAlana karaze te avazya phAyado thaze ne jinazAsana maLyAnI sArthaktA thaze. ApaNuM adhikAranA nAyaka rahanemi tathA rAjematI ane caritranA nAyaka jinasena kumAra tathA tenI patnIe badhAe saMyama laI vItarAga prabhunA kAyadAnuM pAlana karI mekSanA mahAna sukhanA phAyadA meLavI lIdhA. Apa badhA paNa bhagavAnanA kAyadAnuM pAlana karI zAzvata sukhanA phAyadA meLave. | mArA bhAIone bahene! samaya thaI gayo che, paNa Ajano divasa cAturmAsanI pUNahatine che. Aje huM Apane eTaluM ja kahevA mAMgu chuM ke Apa badhAe cAra cAra mahinA sudhI roja vItarAga vANInuM pAna karyuM che. cAturmAsamAM rahenemi tathA nema rAjulane adhikAra ane jinasena-rAmasena caritra ApanI samakSa raju karavAmAM AvyA. A adhikAramAMthI tathA caritramAMthI ApaNane ghaNuM ghaNuM jANavA maLe che. nemakumAra rAjulane paraNavA teNu hAre jaI rahyA hatA. rastAmAM vADA ane piMjarAmAM pUrAyelA pazu pakSIonI kAramI karUNa bhayaMkara cIse sAMbhaLI. sArathIne pUchatA khabara paDI ke lagnamAM AvelA kaMIka jAnaiyAone bhejana ApavA mATe pUryA che. A sAMbhaLatA ahiMsAnA avatArI mahAna karUNAsAgara, dayALu nemakumAranA hadayamAM ahiMsAnuM AMdolana jAgyuM ne vicAra karyo ke zuM mArA lagna nimitte ATalA badhA jAnI hiMsA ! je mArA lagna nimitte hiMsAnA tAMDava sarjAtA hoya te evA lagna mAre zA kAmanA? AvA lagna mAre na joIe. jenA hRdayamAM karUNAne srota vahI rahyo che evA nemakumAra pazuone baMdhanathI mukta karI sarva jIvone abhaya ApIne rAjulane paraNavA AvelA jemakumAra lagna karyA vinA koDabharI rAjulane cheDIne cAlyA gayA. keTalI karUNa ! mahApurUSe bIjAnA duHkhe duHkhI ane bIjAnA sukhe sukhI hoya che. jemakumAra teraNathI pAchA pharyA pachI rAjulane karUNu vilApa ke je sAMbhaLatA zrotAjanenI AMkho raDI rahI hatI. kemakumAra teraNathI pAchA pharyA pachI rAjulane bIje lagna karavA mATe mAtApitAe khUba samajAvI chatAM rAjematIne aDaga nizcaya ke mane kema sivAya bIjo pati na khape. chevaTe ATha bhavanI prIti akhaMDa rAkhavA rAjamatIe nemanAtha prabhunA pathe prayANa karyuM. dIkSA bAda vihAra karatA varasAdathI bhIMjAtA rAmatI guphAmAM gaI. tene joIne rahaneminA dilamAM jAgelA azubha vicAree bheganI karelI mAMgaNI ane A samaye rAjematIe eka abaLA nahi paNa sabaLA banIne bhAna bhUlelA rahanemine sAcA mArge lAvavA hAyavedhaka kaThora vacane kahyA ke he rahanemi! je tuM vamana karelAne pharIne pIvAne Icchata hiya te tArA mATe maraNa zreSTha che paNa asaMyamI jIvana jIvavuM e zreSTha nathI. rAjematanA A vacanabANathI mArga bhUlelA rahanemine AtmA ThekANe AvI gaye ane zuddhinA suMdara mArge saMcaryA

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cAraNA suvANa jinasena caritramAM jinasenA rANI ane jinasena khUba pavitra che. ranavatIe jinasenA rANIne tathA jinasena kumArane kevA kevA kaSTa ApyA chatAM A pavitra AtmAoe jheranA ghUMTaDA pacAvIne tene amRtanA pAna karAvyA. apakAra upara paNa upakAra karyA. jinasenanA dilamAM paraduHkhabhaMjananI bhAvanA, duHkhI jIve pratye karUNA ane kSamA te bhArebhAra bharelI che. keI duHkhIne dekhe te pitAne paNa prANanI paravA karyA vinA bIjAnA duHkha dUra karavA prayatna kare. jinasenakumAre aneka jIvonA duHkha dura karI pitAnuM nAma amara karyuM che. chele saMsAranA samasta sukhane Thokara mArIne dIkSA laI AtmakalyANa karyuM. A adhikAra tathA caritra sAMbhaLIne Apa ApanA jIvanamAM ahiMsA, paraduHkhabhaMjananI bhAvanA, karUNa, kSamA Adi guNe apanAvazo te jarUra kalyANa karI zakaze. Aje cAturmAsanI pUrNAhUtine divasa che. sAthe amArI kSamApanA dina che, te cAra cAra mahinAthI vItarAgavANIne ekadhAre upadeza ApatA kaDaka zabdo kahevAI gayA heya ne koI paNa zrotAjanenA dilamAM duHkha thayuM hoya agara zrI saMghanA keI paNa bhAIbahenene amArA agiyAra mahAsatIjIemAMthI keInAthI kaMI kahevAI gayuM hoya te huM dareka vatI kSamApanA karuM chuM. (pU. mahAsatIjIe jyAre aMtarathI kSamApanA karI tyAre dareka bhAI-bahenanI AMkhamAMthI azrunI dhArA vahevA lAgI hatI ! cAturmAsanI pUrNAhutinA divase pramukha zrI umarazIbhAI vIrAe raju karela vaktavya. parama pUjya, prakhara vyAkhyAtA, mahAna viduSI bA. bra. pU. zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANA 11 tathA atre beThelA bhAIbahene! pU. mahAsatIjIe ApaNI seLa soLa varSanI vinaMtIne mAna ApI ApaNA nAnA kSetrane paNa cAturmAsane amUlya lAbha ApI nAnA saMghane paNa gAjate karI dIdhuM che. pU mahAsatIjInI tejasvI vANInA prabhAve yuvAna bhAIo paNa dharmanA raMge raMgAyA che ne dararoja vyAkhyAnane lAbha letA thaI gayA che. pU. mahAsatIjInA prabhAvazALI preraka pravacanethI zrI saMghanA ItihAsamAM kayAre paNa nahi thayela ajoDa tapazcaryAo thaI che. bRhad muMbaImAM tapazcaryAmAM malADane naMbara mekhare AvyuM che. pU. mahAsatIjIne ApaNA saMgha upara te mahAna upakAra che. AyaMbIlanI oLI vathatapanA pAraNA vigere prasaMgamAM paNa amane ghaNe lAbha ApI upakRta karyA che. temanA upakArane badale ApaNe vALI zakIe tema nathI. vizeSa te zuM kahuM? cAturmAsamAM mArA dIkarAnA dIkarAne keI uThAvI gayuM tyAre amArA gharamAM ne sArA saMghamAM hAhAkAra chavAI gayA hatA. amArA dila tUTI paDayA hatA. te samaye pU. mahAsatIjIe badhAne AzvAsana ApyuM ne kahyuM tame navakAra

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zAradA suvAsa maMtranA jApa kare. dharma para zraddhA rAkhe. sau sArA vAnA thaze. ghaNAM lekae amane ghaNA dhALA derA tathA na karI zakAya tevuM karavAnuM kahyuM paNa pU. mahAsatIjInA vacana para amArI daDha zraddhA tethI bIjuM kaMI na karatA jApa karavA lAgyA, be traNa divasa thayA paNa bAe na Avyo eTale badhA mUMjhAyA ke have zuM karavuM? paraMtu pU. mahAsatIjInA vacana dharma para zraddhA rAkhe. A divase tamAre bAbo jarUra AvI jaze, ane barAbara mahAsatIjInA kahevA pramANe te divase bAba maLI gaye ne zekamaya vAtAvaraNa AnaMdamaya banI gayuM. amArA para te A je upakAra karyo che te huM te jIvanamAM kyAre paNa bhUlI zakuM tema nathI. pU. mahAsatIjI have ApaNA kSetramAMthI vidAya leze. vidAya haMmezA vasamI lAge che. mane vizeSa belatA AvaDatuM nathI. Apa pharIne muMbaInA kSetramAM vahelA padhArI amArA zrIsaMghane lAbha Apaje tevI AzA rAkhuM chuM. cAturmAsamAM ApaNAthI kaI paNa mahAsatIjInI jANatA ke ajANatA avinaya azAtanA thaI hoya te kSamA mAMgIne viramuM chuM. (ATaluM bolatAM umarazIbhAInuM haiyuM bharAI gayuM hatuM ne badhAMnI AMkhe azrubhInI thaI hatI.) mULacaMdabhAI saMghavI : parama pUjya, vaMdanIya, zAsanaprabhAvaka, prakhara vyAkhyAtA, mahAna viduSI bA bra. pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI temaja anya mahAsatIjIonA caraNakamalamAM huM vaMdana karuM chuM. ravivAranA divase pU. mahAsatIjIne vidAya samAraMbha ye hato. te divase zrIsaMghe 5. mahAsatIjI pAse kSamA mAMgI haze, pU. mahAsatIjIe paNa pAkhInA divase kSamApanA karI haze. A rIte zrI saMgha ane mahAsatIjIe paraspara kSamAnuM AdAna pradAna karela haze paNa huM mArA saMsArika vyavahAranA kAraNe te prasaMge upasthita thaI zakyuM na hatuM mATe sauthI prathama pU. mahAsatIjI malADa cAturmAsa padhAryA tyArathI Aja sudhI mArAthI kaI paNa rIte avinaya, azAtanA abhakti thaI hoya te pU. mahAsatIjI pAse kSamAyAcanA karuM chuM. huM jouM chuM ke pU. mahAsatIjI malADa padhAryA tyArathI ApaNA zrIsaMghamAM anero utsAha ne AnaMda vyApI gayo che. AkhuM cAturmAsa anekavidha dharmakriyAothI upAzraya gAjate ne gUMjate rahyo che. A cAturmAsamAM ApaNe tyAM 300 tapazcaryAo thaI che. brahmacaryanI pratijJAo paNa khUba thaI che. dAna-zIyaLa-tapa ane bhAva e cAre bolanI khUba moTA pramANamAM ArAdhanA thaI che. mahAna sadbhAgya hoya tyAre AvA prabhAvazALI mahAsatIjInA cAturmAsane lAbha maLe che. A cAturmAsa malADa saMghanA ItihAsamAM suvarNAkSare aMkita thaze. pU. mahAsatIjI ApaNu malADa saMghane bRhada muMbaImAM mekhare lAvyA che. AvA guNIyela mahAsatIjIne vidAya ApatA ApaNuM dilamAM duHkha thAya te svAbhAvika che paNa bhagavAnane kAyade che eTale emane vihAra karavo ja paDe. saMte ApaNA rokyA riphAya nahi. bhale, mahAsatIjI ApaNI pAsethI pratyakSa rIte vihAra kare che paNa parokSa

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zAradA suvAsa 961 rIte ApaNe tyAM raheze ja. pU. mahAsatIjIe malADamAM traNa mahatvanA kAryo karyAM che. eka te tapa-tyAga ane vairAgyanA upadeza ApI tapa-tyAganA pUra vahAvyA. bIjuM pU. mahAsatIjIno vANInA dareka jIvAne lAbha maLe e dRSTithI ApaNA zrI sa`ghe zAradA suvAsa pustakanuM prakAzana karavAnuM nakkI karela che. te kArya cAlu thaI gayu che. A pazu pU. mahAsatIjInI jezIkSI ane AkarSaka vANIne AbhArI che, eTale zAradA suvAsa dezadezamAM phelAze. trIju zAradA prArthanA maMDaLanI sthApanA karI che. prAthanAmAM dararAja 300-400 bhAibahenA lAbha le che. AvI dharmapravRttie zarU karI pU. mahAsatIjIe malADa saMghanA bagIcAne khIlavyA che. atre cAturmAsa padhArI pU mahasatIjIe ApaNA para mar3Ana upakAra karyAM che. te huM pU. mahAsatIjIne eka ja vinaMtI karIza ke pU. mahAsatIjI ! Apa malADa cAturmAsa pUrNa karI vihAra karI che, temaja have muMbai, chADIne deza tarapha prayANa kareA che paNa je bagIcAne jJAnanA jaLa sIMcI tapa-tyAga vaDe navapallavita banAvyo che te e karamAi na jAya levA mATe Apa vahelA vahelA padhArI pharIne amArA malADa kSetrane AvA Apaze. ApanA mahAna upakAra bhUlAya tema nathI enI sabhALa mahAna lAbha aMtamAM huM pU. mahAsatIjI pAse mArA vatI tathA zrI saMgha vatI aMtaHkaraNa pUrva ka kSamA mAgu' chuM ane pharI pharIne lAbha ApavA vinaMtI karIne besI jAuM. chu. Hui Hui Hui zAradA suvAsa bhAga 1-2-3 samApta. Hui Hui Hui tA. ke. pU. mahAsatIjIe vyAkhyAna cAre mahinA dararAja pharamAvyA che, paNu pustaka ghaNuM mATuM thaI javAthI kAMika babbe vyAkhyAnanA sAra bhegeA karI ekeka vyAkhyAnamAM lakhyA che. zAradA suvAsa pustakamAM koi paNa prakAranI bhUla rahI haiAya te vyAkhyAnakArakanI ke lakhanAranI nathI paNa mudraNadoSa che, te A mATe vAcakane vinaMtI karavAmAM Ave che ke Apane vyAkhyAna chApavAmAM presanI koI bhUla dekhAya teA zuddhipatrakamAM joze, chatAM koI bhUla dekhAya te vAcaphAne sudhArIne vAMcavA namra vina'tI che, 61

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"zAradA suvAsa" pustakanA agAuthI grAhaka thanAranI nAmAvalI muMbaI 1001 zrI vardhamAna sthA. jaina saMgha kAMdAvADI 25 zrI jayaMtIlAla naMdalAla kekArI, bhaloDa 35 zrI hiMmatalAla tathA rasIkalAla dezI muMbaI 25 ,, dazA zrImALInagaranA bhAIo 250 , maNulAla zAmajIbhAI virANI. , 25 ,, choTAlAla DAhyAlAla gAMdhI 125 ,, bhAIlAla jAdavajI zeTha kelhApura 25 ,, nemacaMda nAnacaMda zAha navasArI hAle muMbaI 11 , saurASTra sthA. jaina zrI saMgha amadAvAda 25 ,, bhavAnajI meghajIbhAI , dhIrajalAla talakacaMda zAha malADa 25 , rasIkalAla vrajalAla koThArI malADa , chaganalAla zAmajIbhAI virANI muMbaI 25 , bhAilAla choTAlAla zeTha . gIrajAzaMkara khImacaMda zeTha , 25 ,, meghajI nAgazI rAMbhIyA 100 , cunIlAla muLajIbhAI mehANI 25 ,, kIsanalAla sI. mahetA sAyane 100 , ratIlAla suMdarajI kAmadAra malADa 25 , cImanalAla choTAlAla kApaDIyA khaMbhAta 11 ,, jayaMtIlAla caMdulAla mahetA vAlakezvara hAla muMbaI 101 ,, vardhamAna sthA. jaina zrA. saMdha mATuMgA 25 , vADIlAla phUlacaMda jhaverI khaMbhAta hA. muMbaI 100 , romana sTorsa ha. vasanajIbhAI 25 ,, jeThAlAla nemacaMda zAha >> 75 ,, kRSNakAnta maphatalAla jhaverI khaMbhAta 25 , hIMmatalAla vardhamAna zeTha malADa (hA. muMbaI) 25 ,, hIrAbena TokarazI premajI gAlA ghATakoparA 75 ,, ravIcaMda sukhalAla zAha dAdara 25 . harakhacaMda mADaNabhAI gAlA kATa 51 , nagInadAsa goviMdajI lAThIyA malADa ' 25 , tAMbara sthA. jaina saMdha nAre - umarazIbhAI bhImazIbhAI vIrA 51 , subhadrAbena rasIkalAla jhaverI pAlanaparavALA 25 , rajanIkAnta vADIlAla desAI amadAvAda hAla muMbaI 25 , meghajIbhAI velajI zAha, 51 , vinayacaMdra mehanalAla zAha cIMcapokalI 25 ,, guNavaMtalAla cImanalAla gopANI sAyana 51 , sagarAmapurA sthA. cha koTI jana saMdha surata 25 , TokarazI velajI muMbaI 51 , pAnAcaMda DuMgarazI turakhIyA mATuMgA 25 a. sI. rasIlAbena chabIladAsa zAha 51 , ramezacaMdra vADIlAla vilepAla 21 zrI velajI meghajI zAha malAI 51 , naTavaralAla talakacaMda zAha malADa 21 , tArAcaMda dIpacaMda avalANI sAyana 51 , zAMtilAla lAlabhAI mahetA vAlakezvara 20 ,, kAntilAla maganalAla ghATakopara 51 , surezacaMdra maMgaLajI mahetA , kAkubhAI vIjapAra zAha mATuMgA 51 lIlAvaMtIbena jayaMtIlAla zAha mATuMgA 15 ,, amIcaMda oghaDabhAI muMbaI 51 , vadhe. sthA. jaina zrA. saMdha dAdara 15 ,, vrajalAla cha. koThArI muMbaI 50 , manubhAI prabhulAla zAha traMbakalAla dharamacaMda zeTha malADa 31 , vrajalAla hiMmatalAla gAMdhI malADa 15 , khImacaMda hIrAlAla zAha 31 ,, zAMtilAla bhImajIbhAI bAvIsI sAyana 15 ,, prabhulAla ThAkarazI gosaLIyA kAMdIvalI kAMtIlAla ujamazI zAha mATuMgA 15 ,, karamazI hIrajI gAlA ::

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.3 zrI sthA. zvetAMbara jaina saMdha 14 a. sau. suhAsa jItendra mahetA 12 a. sau. mItAena harendra geAsaLIyA 12 a. so, pratibhAbena dIlipabhAI pArekha 12 zrI amRtalAla harageviMdadAsa geAsaLIyA malADa 12 dIlIpabhAI prANalAla dhruva vilepArlA 12 12 13 11 "" ,, "" 13 ,, 10 .. 11, 11 11 vazanajI rAmajI dharoDa 11 vijaya TrAnsapoTa patrIvALA 11 zrImatI maMgaLAgaurI mULacaMdabhAi saMdhavI malADa 11 zrI nAgaradAsa lIlAdhara lAkhANI ,, 11 ratanazI khetazI vIrA cAMpazI nAMdhA naMdu rasIkalAla meAhanalAla dhALakIyA zAMtilAla vamAna enANI dr 11 11 11 11 zazIkAnta naradAsa dezI 11 kamaLAzakara gaurIza'kara dave 11 kheMgArabhAi nyAlacaMda mahetA 13 27 .. ', "" "" 11 ,, ramaNIkalAla ratIlAla kAmadAra 11 cunIlAla nAnaMda saMdhavI jamanAdAsa rAyacaMda krupANI 11 11 11 11 "" vrajalAla trIkamadAsa zeTha rabhAmena prANalAla sakhIdA nAgajIbhAI lakSmIcaMda maNIyAra mIThAkhAi rAmajI nAgazI rAbhIyA ,, "" nAnacaMda jhaveracaMda dANAvALA popaTalAla narasI vIrA ' ,, , bhUrAlAla jagajIvana turakhIyA dr khuzAladAsa huMsarAja bhAvasAra cheTAlAla mAhanalAla zAha cunIlAla muLajI geAsaLIyA 11 maganalAla umarazI satarA 10 pAnakhAI merAjI jeThA Tuka maLA malADa ,, malADa malADa patrIvAlA "" malADa amadAvAda merIvalI malADa dAdara khIlImArA salADa .. 12 "" erIvalI malADa 11,, jazavaMtalAla DAhyAlAla daphatarI 11,, nagInadAsa nAthAlAla zAhu 11 a. sau. dhIrajabhena zAMtilAla gAMdhI vIramagAma 11 zrI vinecaMdra jeThAlAla zAhu 11 zrI kalyANujI kapuracaMda 11. zrI maganalAla catrabhUMja zAhuM 11 zAMtilAla jAdavajI DelIvALA 11 11 11 11 11 caMdrakAnta tArAcaMda adANI 12 11 a. sau. jhaverabena maganalAla 11 zrImatI maMjarIbena caMdrakAnta zAhu .. 11 11 r ' 11 zrI vADIlAla narasaMgabhAI zAhe 11 zrImatI caMpAbena kezavalAla veArA 11 zrI caMdulAla harajIvanadAsa dAdabhAvALA 11 mULacaMda me|hanalAla dezI 11 11 ,, malADa 10 muMbaI 10 .. ,, , ', y, "" ', ,, narabherAma devacaMda bagasarAvALA bhAIlAla kezavalAla saMdhavI dhIrajalAla amRtalAla zAha jayatIlAla kapuracaMda mahetA ,, rasIkalAla ratIlAla zAhe bAbuDhDhAla hiM`matalAla sakhIdA 10 ,, 12 zrImatI lakSmImena mAvajIbhAi .. mAvajI geAsara kezavalAla nathubhAI mahetA amIta dIneza'dra kAhArI 11 zrI kezavajI vajI sAvalA 10 eka sagRhastha bhAi 10 zrImatIbhAnuSena khetasI gaDA 33 10 eka sagRhastha bhAI 11 zrI dalapatabhAI trIkamacaMda mahetA 10 mArArajI jeThAlAla gAlA 10 11 11 33 11 bhadrakalAla kezavalAla zAha mahendrabhAi pI. dezI 10 khaMbhAtavALA a MdherI merIvalI 10 kAntilAla mAhanalAla mahetA "" 11 mAtuzrI sUrajabena ha. harakIzana kAMtilAla khaMbhAta 11 zrImatI vimaLAbena jAdavajI deDhIyA dhATakAra 11 zrI maganalAla ravajI cheDA ghATakApara. naTavaralAla harakhacaMda zAhu jayatInnAla tArAcaMda zAha lakSmIcaMda lIlAdhara mahetA ' malADa mulajI punazI zAha khAjIlAla phUlacaMda zAhe 66 39. malADa . sAyana >> malADa malADa "" "2 " "" 39 kAMdIvalI malADa mATuMgA ghATakApara sAyana haidarAbAda bhAyakhalA dAra khaMbhAta surata malADa "" 23

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dAdara malADa 1. zrI harendra vasaMtalAla pArekha vilepAlAM 11 , nAgaradAsa mANekacaMda kAmadAra malADa 10 , DokaTara bhAnubhAI devIdAsa desAI khAra 11 ,, manubhAI meNasI pArekha cIMcapokalI 11 , bAbulAla vIracaMda zAha kAMdIvalI 11 , kAntIlAla lAlacaMda 5 zrImatI amRtabena pipaTalAla zAha malADa : 5 zrI talakacaMda mathuradAsa khaMbhAtavALA malADa 5 ,, bAbulAla chaganalAla dhoLakIyA - 5 , jecaMdabhAI bhagavAnajI dhoLakIyA solApura 5 ,, mAMgIlAlajI jeThamalajI kAvaDIyA malADa , anepacaMda amaracaMda leta , tArAcaMda mAnasIMga dezI malAha , kanakarAya kezavalAla kaThArI malADa , kAMtilAla kezavalAla kAmadAra malADa , veNulAla bhAIcaMda DelIvALA 5 , tArAcaMda AzakaraNa 5 , popaTalAla sI. zeTha malADa 5 ,, amRtalAla narabherAma saMghavI 5 , umedalAla gIradharalAla ajamerA malADa 5 zrImatI jazavaMtIbena bAbulAla bhalAha 5 zrI pipaTalAla zAmajIbhAI 5 ,, mIThIlAla jeThamalajI kAvaDIyA 5 , bhANajI ANaMdajI 5 , premajI jagazI gaDA malADa 6 ,, choTAlAla kuMvarajI vorA lADa 5 ,, durlabhajI goviMdajI gAThANI malADa 5 , namIcaMda pipaTalAla malADa 5 , bhANabAI piopaTalAla malADa 5 , manasukhalAla abhecaMda bheDIA malADa 5 zrImatI pAnabAI velajI satarA 5 zrI kRSNalAla mehanalAla Thakkara malADa 5 ,, mAMjarekara kemIkala varkasa varalI 5 ,, nAgaradAsa mohanalAla zeTha malADa 5 ,, ratanazI nAMIA satarA malADa 5 ,, rAmajI DuMgarazI gaMgara malADa pa zrI nAgazI zAmajI cheDA 5 ,, pipaTalAla rAmajI cheDA 5 ,, bAvacaMda vazarAma bhagIyA 5 ,, cImanalAla dhanajI dAmANI malADa guNavaMtarAya vardhamAna rAyacaMda vorA , nAnacaMda jIvarAja zAha. malADa 5 , manaharalAla amRtalAla turakhIyA 5 ,, zazIkAMta popaTalAla zAha chehakamIcaMda bhAIcaMda jhATakIyA malADa , jayasukhalAla gaphaladAsa zAha malADa hiMmatalAla ratanazI zAha. malADa 5 ,, bAvacaMda kheThIdAsa bhagIyA malADa 5 ,, rAdhavajI mehanalAla dezI malADa 5 ,, amRtalAla dhanajI bhalANI malADa 5 , ratIlAla mohanalAla zAha malADa 5 ,, kanalAla acalajI phephalIA malADa 5 zrImatI zAntAbena dhIrajalAla gAMdhI malADa 5 vIrAbena gAlA lAkaDIyAvALA 5 zrI jayasukhalAla mehanalAla dhulIyA malADa 5 , indulAla caMdulAla zAha malADa 5 ,, manaharalAla maganalAla gosalIyA kAMdIvalI 5 , zAMtilAla harakhacaMda desAI malADa 5 ,, manasukhalAla jeThAlAla mahetA malADa 5 ,, jayaMtIlAla zAMtilAla zAha 5 , jayaMtIlAla mehanalAla dezI malADa 5 ,, bhANajI ANaMda malADa 5 ,, kAMtilAla kezavalAla kAmadAra malADa 5 ,, narendra esa. dezI malADa 5 ,, lakhamazI khAMkhaNa malADa 5 ,, pravINacaMdra bhANajI deDhIyA 5 zrImatI sumItrAbena bIpInacaMdra zAha malADa 5 zrImatI dharmikAbena surezacaMdra mULIvALA 5 zrImatI puSpAbena mANekalAla 5 zrI ajayakumAra hIrAlAla malADa 5 zrImatI hIrAlakSmI bhIkhAlAla mahetA malADa 5 zrI hIrajI vIrapALa gAlA

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5 zrI vIrajIbhAi 5 akhubhAI bApulAla khaMbhAtavAlA 5 zrImatI dhanagaurIbena hIrajI 5 namadAmena dalIcaMda dezI puSpAena manubhAi cUDagara p ratanabena raNuzI deDhIyA ,, 5 zrI pApaTalAla premajI bhAramalavALA 5 zrImatI hIrabAI zIvajI gAlA 5 dw . 22 5,, 5,, 5 5 padmamazI lakSmIcaMda 5 sumatIkhena lakSmIcaMda zAha "" 5 zrI ramezacaMdra zAMtidyAla kAmadAra .. 5 caMdulAla ela. geApANI 22 5 zrImatI lIlAvaMtIbena caMdulAla gApANI 5 zrI rAjezakumAra caMdulAla gApANI 5 zrI ratIlAla nAnacaMda gAMdhI 5 nAgaradAsa lallubhAI vArA jIvaNabhAI bhANajIbhAI 5 dalIcaMda kAnajI deAzI ,, 5,, khAbulAla kezavalAla zeTha 5 dhanalakSmI dalapatarAma meAdI 5 ,, ,, 5 zrI bhAIlAla kezavalAla saMdhavI lakSmIcaMda kkhIlAla soMdhavI pu,, kumukhena cunIlAla kheAkhANI nirdeLAmena trajalAla mahetA 5 amRtalAla narazI doDhI ,, DAhyAlAla pAnAcaMda mahetA 5 hemaMtakumAra tribhovanadAsa saMdhavI 5 hiMmatalAla tribhAvanadAsa saMdhavI 31 ,, 93 5,, ramaNIkalAla zAha 5 a. so. kaMcanabena amulakha DagalI 5 a. sau. zAntAbena cImanalAla 5 zrImatI zAntAmena ratIlAla saMdhavI "" 5 zIvakuM varSena bhagavAnajI dozI 5 zrI anaMtarAya 5 amR- 5 , 'jI AsarA rAma saMdhavI la rI helpa malADa malADa malADa malADa vIramagAma kAMdIvalI malADa "" 13 iMdAra malADa seAlApura malADa malADa malADa kAMdIvalI muMbai erIvalI malADa ,, 22 ,, malADa 5 zrImatI jayazrIbena jayaMtIlAla ThesANu sumitrAmena praphulacaMdra ThAsANI 5 5 vINAmena vikrama ThAsANI "" 5 zrI khAbulAla kezavalAla zeTha 5 gIradharalAla nAraNadAsa ,, 5 wr 5 ratanazI kasubhAi ,, 5 zrImatI savitAbena narabherAma makANI 5 rajanamena nareAttamadAsa .. 5 zrI bhIkhAbhAi prabhudAsa mahetA 5 5 kezavajI kuMvarajI krUrIyA ratIlAla jJAnacaMda mahetA hIrajI devarAja kizAracaMdra nAgaradAsa kADhArI 5 vrajalAla pI. mahetA "" 5 zrImatI kamaLAbena jayaMtIlAla ThesANI 5 zrI meAtIlAla nyAlacaMda mahetA 5 kAMtilAla geAkaladAsa sadhI ,, 5 sva. khImajI velajI hu, mahendrabhAI 5 zrImatI prabhAbena pratAparAya zAha 7 zrI naTavaralAla vrajalA desAi 5 aMbAlAla cheTAlAla khaMbhAtavALA ,, 5 5 ,, ,, ramaNIkalAla manasukhalAla zAha ,, ,, 5 nAnajI lAdhA hai. zAmajI nAnajI ,, 5 zrImatI vimaLAbena kAntilAla sadhI ka Mcanamena meAhanalAla tannasANIyA 5,, p kamaLAmena vrajalAla zAha >> 5 zro kAntilAla phUlacaMda dezI 5 zrI rasIkAla kAnajI soMdhavI 5 zrImatI saralAmena harasukhAla mahetA 5 zrI bAbulAla vanamALIdAsa kAmadAra 5 zrImatI ca'pAmena zeTha 5 sva. cheTAlAlabhAI talasANIyA 5 zrI naMdalAla vallabhajI ThosANI 5 lakSIta khI. zAha 5 5 ,, ,, chaganalAla tArAcaMda kAhArI traMbakalAla maganalAla dezI .. "" "" malADa 29 . "" "" parela dAdara malADa ". 19 33 * . malADa muMbaI malADa malADa . . malADa "" ,, . mubaI

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5 zrI manaharalAla manasukhalAla mahetA 5 janasI cAMpasI cheDA ,, 5 zrImatI caMcaLamena dharamacaMda 5 kAntAmena nAnubhAI ,, lalItAkhena bhUpatabhAI ,, pa zrI kalyANujI svacha zAha paraseAttamadAsa raghubhAI zAha 5 5 5 naTavaralAla AzArAma zAhe pAlaNabhAI bhImazI ratanazI parakhata nIsara 5 haMmatalAla lIlAdhara khATavIyA .. 5 5 pa 5 5 5 5 5 bhagavAnajI devakaraNa udANI khImajI pAsubhAI zAha zAMtilAla lakSmIcaMda bhAvasAra haripurA sthA. jaina saMdha 5 5 5 5 ma 5 1 5 ma 5 5 5 "" 5 pa dw .. ,, dr 23 .. 2 "" ,, .. "" ', ,, ,, .. ,, .. "" " "" "" manulAla narasIdAsa bhImANI vRjalAla devacaMda zAha kezavalAla jeThAlAla dezI jIvaNulAla tulazIdAsa dezI hIrajI meghajI nAnacaMda jhavecaMda zAha narabherAma hakamIcaMda maNIyAra prANulAla manasukhalAla zAha mULajIbhAI maNIlAla kAmadAra hIrAlAla zAha jaina vIrajI gaNuzI gAlA tArAcaMda AzakaraNa dhanajI hIrajI zAha mIThubhAi hai. kezavajIbha 4 zrImatI hIrAmena sakalAla sadhavI kusumakhena caMdusAla mahetA mAnavaSena tArAcaMda mahetA 5 ,, 5 zrI zIvalAla meAtIcaMda malADa mATuMgA "" '' he. .. sUrata .. malADa malADa malADa malADa malADa malADa malADa 5 muMbaI 25 muMbaI malADa malADa rIvalI "" 5 zrI khImajI mANuzI ' zAhu geApALajI rUganAtha "" nAnAlAla kezavajI mahetA jobala sTeTasa ratIlAla lAlacaMda mahetA ca'pAbena kIrtikAMta zeTha padamazIbhAI lakhamIcaMda vArA malADa 5 5 5 5 5 5 ', 5 d. 5 5 ,, 5 dw 5 5 ,, ' 1 20 11 cImanalAla hIrAcaMda zAha ,, 11 a. sau. tArAkhena cImanalAla zAha 7 zrI lAlacaMda lakSmIcaMda zAha 5 bhAgIlAla rAjapALa "" 5,, 5 29 .. 5 mahAsukhabhAi DAsAbhAi paTela ,, 5 zrImatI kanakalattAbena cImanalAla 5 cArUlattAbena cImanalAla 5 zrI bhIkhAlAla nAgaradAsa zAha khImacaMda narazIbhAI zAha "" mAdhavalAla jagajIvanabhAi paTela 5 vADIlAla maganalAla paTela .. 5,, caMdulAla IzvaralAla paTela 5 nyAlacaMda hIrAcaMda zAha ,, bhagavAnajI devakaraNa udANI vADIlAla chaganalAla zAha .. maphatalAla jIvAbhAI paTela jhAlAvADI bhASa "" ,, nAraNudAsa dharamazIbhAI saMdhavI amRtalAla mathurabhAI zAha ,, ,, * jIvaNalAla mANekacaMda gAMdhI jeThAlAla tribhAvanadAsa zAha " ratIlAla harajIvanadAsa kAThArI ,, ha. naTavarabhAI tathA prANalAla rw sAMkaLacaMda kAnajIbhAI zAha jayaMtIlAla popaTalAla zAha nAnaMda zAMtidAsa sthA. jaina dha 18 5 zrImatI miyAmena pUnamacaMda dAdara mAMDavI dAdara oLa - 17 ghATakApara sANaMda "" .. "" ,, "3 ,, :) "" .. "" "9 39 "" 39 ,, "" .. "" 23 .. "" .. sUrata

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// saMdhe zakti phlAyuga ! zrI vadhu mAna sthAnakavAsI jaina zrAvaka saMgha-malADa The. zeTha kezarImalajI aneApajI gugalIA, sthAnakavAsI jaina pauSadhazALA, mAmalatadAra vADI, phrAMsa rADa naM. 1, malADa (vesTa), muMbaI-400 064, zrI saMghanI mukhya pravRttinA saMkSipta paricaya zrImatI pAnabAi umarazI bhImazIbhAI vIrA vardhamAna Aya bIla tapa 3 : A pejanA dvArA Aya'khIla tapanI ArAdhanA, je mahAkamanI nirAnuM temaja puNyAnubaMdhI puSTinuM amAla sAdhana jainadarzInamAM gaNela che tevu zubha kAya thaI rahela che. caitra tathA Ase| mAsanI eLI tathA anya tithiomAM sArI evI saMkhyAmAM AkhInna tapaneA lAbha levAi rahela che, AvA tapeAnumedanAnA maMgala kAya mAM rU|. 251) cAlu tithInA temaja rU|. 501) bhAre tithInA ApI kAyamanI tithi neAMdhAvI kanijA ane puNyAnu--baMdhI maMgala kA'mAM sahabhAgI khatI zakAya che. zrImatI herIena talakacaMda sAMkaLacaMda zAhu sahudhI sahAyaka tathA mAnavarAhata yojanA: A ceAjanA dvArA vipattigrasta sahadhamI bhAi-bahenane AjanI kAramI mAMdhavArImAM sahAyarUpa thaI zakAya evA zubha hetu A yeAjanA pAchaLa rahelA che, aneka jarUrIyAtavALA kuTu Mbane A yojanA dvArA lAbha ApI sAdharmika bhaktinA lAbha zrI saMdha lai rahela che. mAnava sevA temaja sAmi ka bhaktinI A zubha pravRtti vadhu ne vadhu vikase evI apekSA rAkhIe chIe. gata vaSe' A khAtAmAM rUA. 30,000 jeTalI rakama mAnava rAhata chAne sAmika sahAya arthe vaparAyela che. A khAtAmAM keIpaNu dAtA za. 2501) Ape temanA vatI kAyamane mATe mAsIka rU|. 25) eka kuTuMbane rAhata apAze temaja 251) Ape temanA vatI kAyamane mATe varSamAM eka vakhata rUA. 25) eka kuTuMbane rAhata apAze. ku. kokIlAbena kAntilAla vaNArasI tribheAvanadAsa gADA "sthA. jaina pAThazALA " : if ** paDhamam nANuM taveAyA " e sUtra anusAra ApaNA khALA je AvatI kAlanA zrAvaka ane zrAvikAo '" che, temanAmAM dhArmi`ka susaMskArAnuM siMcana karI dhArmika zikSaNa ApavAnu` kAya A pAThazALA dvArA thaI rahela che. savAra tathA khapeAra ema baMne vakhata dhArmi`ka jJAnanA niSNAta ane sevAbhAvI zikSikAena bALakAne dhama' jJAna Ape che. bALakAmAM dhArmi`ka zikSaNa pratye prAtsAhana maLe e hetusara prabhAvanA, dhArmi`ka saMvAdo, gItA, snehasa Mmelana, AnaMda paTanA temaja InAmo ApavAnI ceAjanAo amalI banAvela che. uparAMta jainazALA kAyamI prabhAvanA tithi kuMDamAM za. 101) ApI varSamAM eka divasa kAyamane mATe prabhAvanA karAvavAnI yeAjanA paNa yAAyela che.

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968 zrI mAhanalAla mANekaca'da zAhu '' jIvayA ceAjanA " :-- " ahiMsA paramAdhama ane " jIvadayA te jaina dhamamAM mukhya prAdhAnyava apAyela hAI jIvadayA tathA kamrutaranI caNunI kalyANakArI zubha yAjanA cAlu karela che. jenI pAchaLa jIvadayAne mukhya siddhAMta rahela che. zrI ratIlAla suMdarajI kAmadAra jaina lAyabrerI" :-- 6 66 ' jJAna dAna eja zreSTha dAna - e pa Mkti anusAra samAjamAM khAsa karIne yuvAne temaja bALakAmAM jJAnane vadhu ne vadhu prakAza phelAya evA zubha hetusara " jaina lAyabrerI " je dvArA dhArmika zAsrA ane jJAnavRddhi thAya tevA pustakAnA saMgraha karI, vAcana karI, jJAna meLavI zakAya te athe A yeAjanA cAlu karavAmAM Avela che. zrI hAmavAsaNa tathA gAdalA khAtu : vyAjakhI bhADethI gAdalA, ThAmavAsaNa, pATalA, sTIlanA seTa temaja kaparakAbI tathA DIseA vigere vastuo sulabhya rIte prApta thAya ane zrI saMdhane Arthika rIte sahAyatA maLe tevA zubha hetusara A yeAjanA amalamAM mukAela che. zrI saMdhanA sabhyAne khAsa kanasezanathI apAya che. lI. sevakA Jiang mulacaMdra devacaMdrasa'ghavI dhIrajalAla talakacaMdra zAhu mA. maMtrIe.

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zrI umarazI bhImazIbhAi vIrA, ceramena, zrI ratIlAla su MdarajI kAmadAra, vA. ceramena, zrI khImacaMda hIrAlAla zAhe, ,, naTavaralAla talakacaMda zAha, dw nAgaradAsa lIlAdhara lAkhANI, ,, dula bhajI geAvI dajI goThANI, ,, ratanazI khetazIbhAI vIrA, --; zrI mAnavarAhata tathA zrI dhIrajalAla talakacaMda zAha, ,, mulacaMda devacaMda sadhavI. ,, Ta zrI vardhamAna sthAnakavAsI jaina zrAvaka saMgha-malADa -- TrasTIma`DaLa .. zrI mulacaMda me|hanalAla dozI, umarazI bhImazIbhAi vIrA, ,, "" zrI mulacaMda devacaMda saMdhavI, mulacaMda mehanalAla dozI, bAlAcaMda vaNArazI geADA, jazavaMtalAla DAhyAbhAI daphatarI, "" zrI mulacaMda meAhanalAla dozI, khajAnacI. -: dr zrI khImacaMda hIrAlAla zAha, ratIlAla suMdarajI kAmadAra, ratanazI khetazIbhAi vIrA, . zrI velajI -- zrI jaina zALA zrI mulacaMda devacaMda saMdhavI, mA. ma`trI. zrI dhIrajalAla talakacaMda zAha, mA. sahama'trI. zrI pravINucaMdra aMkhAlAla zeTha, haMsarAja umarazI vIrA. nagInadAsa gAvI dRjI lADIyA. devajI rAmajI rAMbhIyA manaharalAla nAnAlAla ghelANI. sahudhamI sahAyake salAhakAra samiti :-- -- zrI lAyabrerI zrI umarazI bhImazIbhAI vIrA. mulacaMda me!hanalAla dozI. "" zrI Aya bIla salAhakAra samiti - .. "" "" "" zrI prANalAla manasukhalAla mahetA. nAgaradAsa lIlAdhara lAkhANI, narasIbhAI vArA. salAhakAra samiti : = zrI haMsarAja umarazI vIrA. "" dr dw salAhakAra samiti .. .. -: zrI phaMDaphALA, ugharANI tathA sToka ane eDITa salAhakAra samitiH zrI nagInadAsa gAvIdajI lAThIyA rasIkalAla ratIlAla zAha, devajI rAmajI rAMbhIyA, = zrI mulacaMdra devacaM saMdhavI. naTavaralAla talakacaMda zAha, pravINacaMdra aMbAlAla zeTha. manaharalAla nAnAlAla ghelANI, durlabhajI geAvI dRjI gADhANI. tArAcaMda mAnasaMga dAzI . zrI mulacaMda devacaMda suMdhavI. ratanazI khetazIbhAi vIrA. hasamukharAya ge|pAlajI saMdhavI. .. --

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zuddha rAjematI revataka upakaraNe raheze ene 970 ja zuddhipatraka ja vyA.naM. pRSTha lITI azuddha zuddha vyA.. pRSTha lITI azuddha 41 381 3 ane eTale 88 818 8 rAmatIe 42 393 30 ke ame have ke jeo 90 835 29 ravataka 42 395 3 sthAvaranA sthaviranA 81 844 14 upakAraNe 44 408 12 dezo deze 93 863 9 raheze 47 446 4 A madhama Atmadharma 65 615 17 ane 65 616 2 ane saMge 95 893 6 punIya 65 618 21 tabu tANya taMbu tANyA 95 886 20 ceTa 5 19 12 kharakhara kharekhara! 6 66 24 2 A nA ApanA 96 892 26 mi 66 24 27 mAr mATe 97 892 27 asaMbhato 67 635 22 A Na ApaNI 96 097 17 vakhAyela 68 638 18 mAna mauna 96 094 3 navo 69 648 27 rivArika vizi 96 895 10 ThAThamATha 69 59 5 AthI A bhavathI 96 895 14 vata 70 656 9 keva kevI 96 895 14 paraNavI 71 663 25 vada suda 97 898 22 aMgI 2 72 175 14 bhayabdue bhayadue 97 98 aMkuzane 73 680 21 a. 97 900 pala gamAM 75 703 29 mArUM jevuM hoya mAruM je thavuM - - - te thAya hoya te thAya 98 910 22 bhegI 77 720 10 jinA jenA 1 1 8 mAtAone 77 724 15 kadavA karavA 1 3 17 a. paNI 78 733 6 caMcaka mAlAnI caMpakamAlAnI 1 3 24 auSidha 78 736 7 na karate nakArate 1 5 17 bane 80 741 18-19 samyam samyaga 1 5 20 745 25 rahayo rahyo 1 6 ghara ca 80, 746 3. kaSTa 1 8 10 khelIne 81 755 5. jeThI jakaDI 2 10 13 bA 82 766 13 pasA paisA 2 13 4 pitanA 80 767 21 ga"? game ? 3 13 8 dha sake 84 781 25 varNana vamana 2 14 8 sate 88 817 6 sUtI sunI 2 16 21 deva 5 - - - ra ra ra ra ra ) rara ra dha punAI ceTa dhaMdhe rahanemi asambhantA vamAyele narane ThAThamATha vAta paraNAvI aMgIkAra aMkurAne palaMgamAM | ra ra bheganI mAtAo ane ApaNuM auSadhi zarIra je /0 ghera cAlyo khelIne kaccha bAhya ra ra ra ra - pitAnA dhrusake aMte

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* vyA.na. pRSTha lITI azuddha zuddha vyApana. pRSTha lITI azuddha zuMha 2 16 24 roDa brioDapi 10 85 22 je 2 16 28 sara gUgadarzana samyagadarzana 10 86 21 caturaMgI caturaMgI 3 21 24 samyaphane samyakatvane 10 86 21 stha na sthAna 4 26 20 he.ya hAya 10 87 19 saMto - saMto 4 26 20 jamavAnuM jamavAnuM maLe 10 90 3 puNazrAvakanA puNIyAzrAvakanA 4 29 20 tica tiryaMca 11 90 9 bhagavAna bhagavAne 4 30 15 vastavika vAstavika 11 92 12 re jAya re jAyA 4 32 7. pahelA pahelA 11 93 11 kaI Ape che ? koNa Ape che ? 4 33 15 dhanane. dhanane 11 93 16 mRga putre mRgAputre 5 38 5 bhAva caritra bhAva cAritra 11 95 9 a.dhu sAdhu 5 38 20 marApaNuM mArApaNuM 11 96 22 bola ne bolatAne ? 5 42 24 yatna pUrvaka yanA pUrvaka 12 104 19 vida. vinoda 6 45 24 sattAmaNI mAMthI satAmaNImAMthI 13 105 10 chavaDIonA jIvaDAonA 4 13 vigrahanI vigrahanI 13 108 3 sAbahe sAheba 6 47 5 rigrahamAM parigrahamAM 13 109 5 nekAre nokare 6 47 18 bavaragAma bahAragAma 13 110 32 IchanusAra IcchAnusAra 6 47 25 e lA ekalA 13 111 27 jAIne joine 48 14 e che ochA 14 116 27 vidyathI vidyAthI samajamAM samAjamAM 14 117 17. huM te. 50 23 haya beva levA jama bhrama 16 130 20 asaMkhyata asaMkhyAtA 62 7 sAMDha 16 131 8 lAgI 131 20 tha ya thAya 70 26 anAsaktinI AnAsakti mahile mahilA brahamadatta brahmadattanI 138 15 lADa 73 10 TuMkama ( 17 142 8 dAlata dolata 9 73 ra7 upAThI upaDI 22 dolate tosa 9 76 28 18 145 13 mera 146 31 paraNAvavI paraNAvI jaDIbuTTI. 18 149 9 pATA 10 81 1 Thakha DaMkha 18 15ra 15 raNue rANIe 1 82 16 hasatAna saMtAna 19 153 27 disava divasa 10 9 paDatu heya paDayuM hoya 19 154 19 sama na samAna 10 826 pUche? pUche che ? 19 155 2 vezyane vezyAne cUTayA cho ? cUkyA cho ? 19 155 4 savarAthI savArathI hRdaya 14 117 19 lagI 138 10 laDa TUMkamAM dolata nesi jaDIbuTTa che. pATa,

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vyA.na. pRSTha lITI ja dhaNuM ghaNuM maladAra kacare 19 155 25 19 155 27 * 20 164 14 20 170 6 21 173 9 21 174 1 21 174 3 21 174 11 21 174 16 21 176 10 21 176 21 21 177 12 21 177 26. 21 180 1 21 181 25 22 186 29 22 191 9 23 194 21 " 23 195 32 23 201 5 24 204 21 24 212 2 24 212 19 24 215 19 25 217 5 25 217 11 25 218 31 25 220 9 vyAkhyAna azuddha zuddha vyA.naM. pR4 lITI azuddha mRtyanA mRtyunA 25 223 3 harSanA thI harSanAdathI na yaka nAyaka 26 224 16 5 ga la pAgala nathI. sukha nathI 16 227 9 jara 5 lana pAlana 26 231 2 maMgalemAM maMgalemAM 26 231 5 vada aMtaka, aMtakALe 26 232 3 maha ne mahAna 27 234 6 je vIno jovAno guNe, guNe 27 236 10 dhaNuM dhaNuM ghaNuM ghaNuM ajJAyane ajJAnane 28 241 15' . vadha che vadhe che A yo Avyo 28 253 20 sa ya - satya mAladAra 29 259 14 : saMjJAna saMjoga keTalA kATalA 29 264 23. jinadhama jinadharma dhAraNA 31 280 32 rijAnuM dha: raNuM rAjAnuM taLavI taLAvI 32 287 7 kacaro suyazA suyaza 33 298 6 svabhAva gharane svabhAva gharanokoIkavAra maLI jAya che hoya che.vibhAva hoya che vibhAva prati, maNuM pratikramaNa nahi chatAM nahi chatAM eka le eTale 33 303 18 - 5sA paisA vizvamaMgala bivamaMgala 34 309 10 yahevAya kahevAya kaha 37 337 25 anAsakta bhAvathI 0 saMsAramAM rahIne bane -lita alipta teTalI dhama kriyA kare. pha bhava 38 35ra ra3 suvADavavAnI suvADavAnI varAgyathI vairAgyathI 39 357 19 cakravatapaNuM-svarga 0 karAvI karavI 39 358 15 che. cha manamAM jIvanamAM 39 362 19 dhamavA beDapi bAleDapi 38 364 12 anyAcana anyAyanA gnanI agninI 39 367 27 a. thI a jethI nira za nirAza 41 38 180 vaSNa vaiSNava pRSTha lITI azuddha (13 rAsare rIbavI rIbAvI 919 5 pane ghUmavA 98 sAsare pApane 21 varSas 100 me kSamAM

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zrI vardhamAna sthAnakavAsI jaina zrAvaka saMgha malADa The. zeTha kezarImalajI anepacaMdajI gugaLIyA sthA. jaina pauSadhazALA, mAmalatadAra vADI - malADa muMbaI-400064 | zrI saMghanI sthApanA saMvata 2002 mAM thayela ane 2002 thI 2008 sudhI paryuSaNuM parva temaja saMta satIzrIo zeSa kALa mATe padhAratA saMdhane upAzraya nahi hovAthI bahAra jagyAomAM parvanI ujavaNI tathA saMta satIzrIone utAravAmAM AvatA. zrI saMghanA upAzrayanuM makAna saMvata 2009 mAM taiyAra thatA tA. 7-7-1953 nA roja udadhATana vidhi thayela tyArathI te Aja sudhInA yAtamasAnI saharSa nedha letA ame gaurava sTAnaMda anubhavIe chIe. (1) 209 zramaNasaMghIya pU. zrI TImukuMvarajI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANuM 4 (2) 2010 zramaNusaMdhIya pU. zrI caMpAkuMvarajI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANuM 4 (3) 2011 zramaNa saMdhIya (mevADI) pU. zrI maNIlAlajI mahArAja sAheba Adi ThANuM () 2012 vardhamAna saMpradAyanA pU. zrI punamacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba Adi ThANuM 2 (5) 2013 pU. zrI ghAsIlAlajI ma. sA.nA ziSya pU. zrI kanaiyAlAlajI ma. sA. Adi ThANuM 4 (6) 2014 zramaNusaMdhIya pU. zrI dhanacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba Adi ThANuM 3 (7) 2015 baravALA saMpradAyanA AcArya pU. zrI caMpakamuni mahArAja sAheba Adi ThANuM 2 (8) 2016 dariyApurI saMpradAyanA pU. zrI kezarabAI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANuM 2 (paryuSaNa parva upara) (9) 2017 RSi saMpradAyanA pU. zrI manasukhaRSijI mahArAja sAheba Adi ThANuM 2 (10) 2018 RSi saMpradAyanA pU. zrI ajItakuMvarajI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANuM 3 (11) 2019 RSi saMpradAyanA pU. zrI bhAnuRSijI mahArAja sAheba Adi ThANuM 3 (12) 2020 zramaNusaMdhIya pU. zrI caMdakuMvarajI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANuM 4 (13) 2021 baravALA saMpradAyanA viduSI pU. zrI dhIbAI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANuM 2 (1) 222 goMDala saMpradAyanA madhura vyAkhyAna pU. zrI muktAbAI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANA 4 (15) 2023 zramaNusaMdhIya pU. zrI prabhAkuMvarajI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANuM 5 (16) 2024 zramaNusaMdhIya pU. zrI lAbhacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba Adi ThANuM re (17) 2025 karacha ATha TI meTI pakSanA pU. zrI vRjakuMvarajIbhAI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANuM (18) 226 lIMbaDI saMdhavI saMpradAyanA viduSI pU zrI maMjulAbAI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANuM 5 (19) 2027 geDala saMpradAyanA madhura vyAkhyAnI muktAbAI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANuM 4 (20) 2028 gAMDala saMpradAyanA viduSI pU. lIlamabAI ma. sa.nA suziSyA pU. zrI bhadrAbAI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANa 4

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(21) 229 lIMbaDI*dhavI saMpradAyanA zAstra premI pU zrI. muktAbAI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANuM 4 (ra) 2030 khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA mahAviduSI pU. zAradAbAI masa.nA suziSyA tatvaciMtaka pU. zrI kamaLAbAI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANuM 4 (23) 23 goMDala saMpradAyanA AdhyAtmaginI bA. bra. pU. zrI lIlamabAI mahAsatijI Adi ThANa 5 (2) 2072 lIMbaDI saMpradAyanA mahA viduSI pU. zrI damayaMtIbAI mahAsatijI Adi ThANa 4 (25) 2033 ka7 ATha TI meTI pakSanA priya vaktA pU. subhASacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba ThANA 4 (ra) ra34 khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA mahAviduSI, prakhara vyAkhyAtA bA.bra. pU. zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANa 11 (jeozrInA vyAkhyAna saMgraha " zAradA suvAsa" prakAzita thaI rahela che.)

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| sva. AcArya ratnacaMdrajI gurUdevAya namaH | khaMbhAta samudAyanA sva. AcArya, gacchAdhipati, gurUdeva bA. bra. pU. zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanA jaya ho * garva gAthAnuM gIta * & (rAga : game te svarUpe) Agama javAhara ratna gurUdeva, amane choDIne cAlyA re gayA, guNa gulAbanuM gujana thAtA, vahe che AMkhamAM azranI dhArA saMsAra 5kamAMthI paMkaja ugya, kSatriya kuLamAM vikasI re uThayuM jayAkuMvarabahena ratna kukSImAtA jetAbhAI pitA ghera ravAbhAI jamyA... 1 satIjInA aNusUlA vacane suNIne, vairAgya vAridhimAM snAna karIne, parama pratApI virala vibhUti, chaganagurUjInA caraNe jaIne...Agama ... 14 varSanI kumaLI vayamAM, bhAgavatI dIkSAnA bhAvamAM ramatA, pravajayA paMthe prayANa kare, vIra AjJAne dilamAM dhare Agama... 3 gurUdevanI kRpA pAvana chAyA, zAsana mATe jeNe dharI hatI kAyA, zAsana niSThAnA ajoDa kimiyAgara, kSamA saraLatAnA gurUjI ratnAkara A...4 aNanama jJAna khajAno meLavI, lakhyA siddhAMtI AgamamAM bhArI, dhamano De digata gAje, sArI AlamamAM kiti prasare ... Agama ... 5 jina vANInuM pAna karAvI, saMsArathI taravAnuM jJAna jagADI. muja jIvanamAM sicana karI, kalyANa keDI mujane batAvI ... Agama ... 6 dhyAnamAM masta banatA gurUjI cAritranuM nura aneruM hatuM, chelluM cAtumAsa khaMbhAta padhArI, mRtyunI Ape karI taiyArI...Agama...7 bhAdaravA suda agiyArasa dine, ugatA prabhAta pahelA cAraja vAge zAsananA sthaMbha tUTI paDayo, saMghamAM hAhAkAra chavAyo ... Agama ... 8 ziSya ziSyAone AghAta lAge, gurUdevanI khoTa hRdayamAM khaTake, mArA rakhavaiyA cAlyA re gayA, aramAnA mananA manamAM rahI gayA-Agama 9 gurU darzana mATe dilaDuM jhaMkhe che, kyAMye maLatA nathI gurUdeva mArA, gurUdeva gurUdevane pAkAra karuM, kyAre maLaze ratnagurUdeva mArA... Agama 10 mahecchA darzananI pUrI karaje, muja jIvanane ujajavaLa karaje, satI zAradAnI vinaMtI svIkAre, vahelA vahelA mujane darzana Ape Agama11 ne relI ane F D E THE ja B C A REE a | muka -:nitIna TreDarsa 41 khajuravAlA cembarsa narazInAthI sTrITa muMbai 9