Sharda Sagar

Author(s): Shardabai Mahasati
Publisher: Mansukhlal Chhaganlal Desai
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/023370/1

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zAradAsAgara pravacanakAra - bA.bra.viduSI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI.

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II zrI mahAvIrAya namaH | va. AcArya gacchAdhipati, bA. bra. pU. ratnacaMdra gunhevAya namaH" zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtra - anAthI munine adhikAra zAradA -sAga2 (saMvata ra031 nA vAlakezvara cAturmAsanAM vyAkhyAne) ka ka pravacanakAra : khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA AtmajJAnanA divya tirdhara, gacchAdhipati, AcArya sva. bA. bra. pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanA suziSyA zAsanadIpikA, prakhara vyAkhyAtA bA.bra. viduSI pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI : saMpAdaka : bA. bra. viduSI pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA suziSyAo tattvaciMtaka pU. kamaLAbAI mahAsatIjI tathA bA. bra. pU. saMgItAbAI mahAsatIjI prakAzake: cImanalAla cakubhAI zAha iaa pramukha zrI vardhamAna sthA. jaina zrAvaka saMgha, 6, jamanAdAsa mahetA mArga, vAlakezvara, muMbaI - 400 006. kiMmata rUA. 7-50 !

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pustaka : zAradA sAgara pravacanakAra : - prakhara vyAkhyAtA, bA. bra. viduSI pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI saMpAdaka : pU. kamaLAbAI mahAsatIjI bA. bra. pU. saMgItAbAI mahAsatIjI prakAzaka : cImanalAla cakubhAI zAha pramukha zrI vardhamAna sthA. jaina zrAvaka saMgha, vAlakezvara 6, jamanAdAsa mahetA mArga, muMbaI - 400 006. mudraka : atula naMdalAla dozI dezI enDa kuM. janmabhUmi cembarsa, 29, vAlacaMda hIrAcaMda mArga, muMbaI - 400 001. Te. naM. : 265 653 prata - zAradA sAgara bhAga 1-2-3 saMyukta prata - 7000 '

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maMtrIonuM nivedana '' zAradA saritA "nA khaLakhaLa vahetA vheNumAM, saMsAranA raMgarAgamAM, mAha ane mAyAmAM aTavAi paDelA keTalAe jIvAnI kAyApalaTa thaI gaI. aMdhArAmAM bhUlA paDelAne navA prakAza maLyA, ajJAnanI UMghamAMthI keTalAe jIvA jAgI gayA. keTalAe patIta pAvana banI gayA, keTalAone navajIvana maLyu. jaina ane jainetara samAjane jayAre "zAradA saritA'nu eka paNa pustaka maLavuM muzkela banyuM ane jyAre hajArA loko khUba ja nirAza thaine jatA joyA tyAre jaina samAjanA rakhevALa jema muMgIyA Dhola vAge ane raNazUrA kesariyA karIne nIkaLI paDe tema virANI kuTuMba sva. zeThazrI chaganalAla zAmajIbhAI virANInA dharmapatnI gaM. sva vrajakuMvara mhena ane zeTha zrI maNilAla zAmajIbhAi virANIe sAmethI AvIne vAlakezvara zrI soMghane vina MtI karI ke jyAre zAraDhA saritA''nI ATalI badhI mAMga che ane ATalA badhA leAko nirAza thAya che te pU. zrI zAradAbakhAi mahAsatIjInA vAlakezvaranA sa. 2031nA cAturmAsanA pravacaneAnA pustakanA prakAzananI javAbadArI zrI vAlakezvara saMgha svIkAre tA virANI kuTuMba Apane lagamaga savA lAkha rUpiyA mitrA ane zubhecchaka pAsethI lAvI ApavAnI javAbadArI svIkAraze. zrI vAlakezvara saMghe virANI kuTuMbanI vinatIne svIkArI ane ekaja aThavADiyAmAM zrI maNilAla zAmajI virANIe A rakama pUrI karI ApI jenI yAdI A nivedana pachI ApavAmAM Avela che. virANI kuTuMbanA DhAnamAM haMmezA temanA banevI zrI gIrajAza Mkara khImacaMda zeThanI preraNA ane prAtsAhana mukhya hAya che. virANI kuTuMbanA e zIrastA che ke koI paNa dAna nAnuM ke mATuM ApatA pahelA gIjubhAI zeThanI salAha ane mArgadarzana le che kAraNa ke temanAmAM temane purepurA vizvAsa che ane zraddhA che. AvA sAcA mArgadarzaka samAjamAM maLavA muzkela che. .. zrI maNibhAI virANIe pU. viSaddha zAraDhAkhAI mahAsatIjInA sa. 2031 nA cAturmAsanA pravacananA pustakanuM' nAma " zAradA sAgara " ApyuM je khUba ja yathA ceAgya thayu che kAraNa ke saritA tA aMte sAgaramAM ja samAI javAnI che. "zAradA saritA " je

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meLavIne khUba ja satASa thaze kAraNa ke meATA akSare chapAyela pustakanI ki Mmata sAmAnyamAM sAmAnya mANusa khUba ja na meLavI zakayA teone " zAradA sAgara " 1000 pAnAnuM pAkA khAinDIMganuM, jADA kAgaLanuM mAtra rUA. 7-50 rAkhavAmAM Avela che jethI anukULatAthI kharIddI zake. zAradA sAgara' pustakanuM prakAzana ATaluM sastu ApavAnu teja zakaya banyuM ke samAjanA jJAna-pipAsu ane jJAna pracAranI bhAvanAvALA bhAI - mhenAe jemAM zrI mitalAla nyAlacaMda dozI ane rasikabhAI nyAlacaMdrezIe dAna meLavI ApIne, phATA ApIne suMdara sahayAga ApyA. zrI vAlakezvara saMgha A badhAnA hRdayapUrvaka kharA aMtaHkaraNathI AbhAra mAne che. A pustakanuM lakhANu lakhavAmAM temaja pruphe tapAsavAnuM agharuM kAma karanAra tattvaciMtaka pU. kamaLAbAI mahAsatIjI ane khA. bra. pU. sagItAbAI mahAsatIjI ane zuddhipatraka taiyAra karanAra zrI narasiMhadAsa vakhatacaMdraM saMghavI dhrAMgadhrAvALAnAM ame AbhArI chIe. A pustakanA prakAzana kAmamAM amAre zrI naMdalAlabhAI maganalAla dvezIne aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka AbhAra mAnavA ja joIe kAraNa ke ATaluM moTuM pustaka ane 7000 nakalanA pruphavAMcana mATe tathA pruphe samayasara pU. mahAsatIjIne maLI jAya tathA vAMcelA pruphe pAchA maLI jAya tevI suMdara vyavasthA karavA mATe temanA AbhArI chIe. bhAizrI ramaNalAla nAgaradAsa gAliyAe A pustakanA plAsTIka kavara mahenatANu' lIdhA vinA banAvI ApyA te mATe temane paNa AbhAra mAnIe chIe. chevaTe janmabhUmi kAryAlayanA saMcAlaka ane mudraNa vibhAganA kAmaDhArAe suMdara sahayAga ApIne A pustakanA prakAzanamAM madadarUpa thavA addala ame temanA RNI chIe. li. maMtrIe nagInadAsa kalyANajI kAMtilAla narabherAma kAmANI vIracaMda vallabhajI ghelANI pratApabhAI bhurAlAla gAMdhI

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A pustakamAM Arthika sahakAra ApanAra dAtAo zrI maNilAla zAmajI virANI ane parivAra , chaganalAla zAmajI virANI che, hiMmatalAla nyAlacaMda dozI, vAMkAneravALo , rasikalAla nyAlacaMda dozI gIrajAzaMkara khImacaMda zeTha ramaNIkalAla rAjamala mahetA maNIlAla bhANajI rUpANI >> maNIbena kuzaLacaMda hIrANI che, kokIlAbena prabhulAla jAmanagaravALA >> jayaMtIlAla caMdulAla mahetA ,, vIracaMda mIThAlAla mahetA, lAlapuravALA IcchAbena prabhAzaMkara daphatarI che, jIvarAja becaradAsa ke ThArI prItamalAla mohanalAla daphatarI , cunIlAla mulajIbhAI meTANuM >> bAlacaMda sAkaracaMda sANaMdavALA , maphatalAla cunIlAla paTela khaMbhAtavALA , kAntIlAla kezavalAla zeTha vizva vAtsalya TrasTa, hA. zrI harIlAla jecaMda dozI vADIlAla popaTalAla gosalIyA

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" vyAkhyAnanA prAraMbhamAM bolAtI stuti zrI mahAvIrAya nama: namo arihaMtANa, name siddhANe, name AyariyANaM namo uvajajhAyANaM, na e, savva sAhaNe, name kahetAM namaskAra karuM chuM. namaskAra te kone karuM? arihaMtANaM kahetA arihaMtadeva pratye te arihaMta deva kevA che? bAre guNe karIne sahita che. aDhAra deze karIne rahita che evA arihaMta deva paMcamahAvideha kSetrane viSe je birAjamAna hoya temane mAro tamAro samaya samayane namaskAra hojo, IhAMkane koNa Na je jANavA zrI zramaNa bhagavAna, zrI vIra vardhamAna svAmI trilokanA darzI, taraNatAraNa, patitapAvana, saMta uddhAraNa, aridalagaMjana, aghamalabhaMjana, jinendradeva vihArI, jyoti svarUpa guNa sacarAcarabhAsI, paramapuNya vilAsI cotrIsa atizaya karIne sahita che. pAMtrIsa prakAranI satya vacana vANInA guNe-karI birAjamAna che. eka hajAra ne aSTa uttama lakSaNanA dharaNahAra che, mA haNo mA haNA zabdanA karaNahAra che. koI jIvane haNazo mA, haNaze to haNAvuM paDaze, chedazo mA chedaze te chedAvuM paDaze. bhedazo mA bhedaze te bhedAvuM paDaze. koI jIva sAthe vera karazo mA, vera karaze to vera bhegavavA paDaze. viNa bhagave jIvane mukita nathI vaLI jinezvara deva kevA che? aSTamahApratihAryo karIne sahita che. cesaTha IndranA pUjanIka, mahAmAhaNe, mahAgave mahAsArthavAha, mahAmoTA dharmarUpI rathanA calAvaNahAra, dharmacakrI dharmanAtha, dharmanI AdinA karaNahAra, jinamArganA dipAvaNahAra, mokSamArganA dAtAra, kumati rUpI aMdhakAranA miTAvaNahAra sUryanI pere udyotanA karaNahAra, bhAnubhAskara sahastrakiraNe karI prakAzanI karaNahAra, caMdranI pere zItaLatAnA karaNahAra, jJAnarUpa netranA dAtAra, mokSa nagare pahoMcADaNahAra, sarvajIvane abhayanA dAtAra, jinezvara deva kevA che evA carama jinezvara jagadhaNI, jinazAsana zaNagAra, bhAva * dharIne samaratAM pAmIe bhavapAra. - eva: jinezvaradeva devAdhideva devIsamA mahAvIradeva svAmI, siddhArtha rAjAnA putra trizalAdevI rANInA aMgajAtaka jagatamAtA, jagatrAtA, jagatabhrAtA, jagatavaMdana, jagatalocana, jagatamukuTa, jagatakuMDala, jagatahAra, jagata cUDAmaNi samAna, jagata sUrya, jagatamaNi, jagatasvAmI, jagata kaMThAbharaNa, jagata bhAlatilaka, samAna, jagata netrojana purUSottama purUSa jagatabhUSaNa, vigatadUSaNa, sarvajJa svayameva baMdhaka, traNa lakanA taraNa tAraNa, azaraNane zaraNa, anAthanA nAtha, garIbanA nivAjanahAra, dhArAnA AdhAra, bhAMgyAnA bharu, paramavA, paramAra, paramatA, parama mitra, parama sajajana, parama hetu, parama jJAnI, parama dhyAnI, parama dayALa, parama mayALa, paramakRpAla, vacana rasAla, ati sukamAla, jIvadayAnA pratipALa, karmazatrunA kALa, meharUpI velInA muMDaNahAra, ghanaghAtI, karmonA khapAvaNahAra, aDAnarUpa vAdaLanA bhedaNahAra, bAvIse parisahonA jItaNahAra, yathAkhyAta cAritranA dhaNI, lAyaka samakitanA dharaNahara evA jinezvara jInarAja krodhI, amAnI, amadayI, alobhI, anaMta jJAnI, anaMta darzana, anaMta cAritra, anaMta tapa, anaMta balavIryanA dharaNahAra utpanna nANaMdarzana dharA ahajina kevaLI utpanna thayuM, bhagavAnane kevaLajJAna ane kevaLa darzana, te kevaLa jJAna ane kevaLa darzana karI bhagavAne koNa koNa bhAva dIThA? sarva dravya, sarva kSetra, sarva kaLa, sarva bhAva jANItA pAsItA ane vaLI saMsArI jIvane zubhAzubha karmo karI badhANA dIThA. te zubhAzubha karmanA baMdhana koNa cheDAve? zrI jinezvara devanI vANI choDAve te kAraNe bhagavaMte heta ANI, mahera eANI, karuNA ANI, siddhAMta rUpa vANI lahANI, prakAza karI dekhADI.

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sva. pU. pitAzrI zAmajI velajI virANI vahetA jaLa nirmaLa bhalA ane dhana dolata detA bhalA ? e saMskAra Ape ane gaLathuthImAM pAyA, saMpatti ane samRddhi saMpa ane saTTAcAra e te punyanI prasAdI che. eTale maLelI lamI samAjakalyANanA, janatA janArdananA, svadharmI vAtsayatAnA kAryomAM vAparI. punyAnubaMdhI punya upArjana karavA mATe Ape amAruM je cAritra ghaDatara karyuM te mATe ame samasta virANI parivAra ApanA janmojanmanA traNa chIe. li, maNilAla zAmajI virANI ane parivAra

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sva. pU. mAtuzrI kaDavIbAI zAmajIbhAI virANI jemaNe potAnA saMtAno mAM, lamI e te saMdhyAnA raMga jevI, savAranA jhAkaLanA khuda jevI tathA vIjaLInA camakArA jevI caMcaLa che. evA saMskAronuM nAnapaNathI sicana karyuM. temanA suputrae AMkhe jema phaLa Ave ane name tevI rIte lakhalUTa lakSmI maLavA chatAM niSkAma ane niHsvArtha bhAve vinaya ane vivekathI saMpattine saduupayoga svamIo ane aneka janakalyANanA kAryo mATe karyo. li. maNilAla zAmajI virANI ane parivAra

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sva. chaganalAla zAmajIbhAI virANI jemanA dAna : vaDe jaina tathA jainettara samAjanI, janakalyANanI tathA mAnavatAnI anekavidha - pravRttione navajIvana maLyuM che temAM rAjakeTanI aneka saMsthAo mAM TrasTI tathA rejharara hatA. temaNe saurASTranA ghaNAM sthaLAe upAzraya virANI hAIskUla, virANI kanyA vidyAlaya, muMgA-aherAnI zALA jevI aneka saMsthAomAM meTuM dAna ApyuM che. pite ghaNAM dayALu, dhArmika vRttivALA ane premALa hatA.

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sva. durlabhajI zAmajI virANI vizALa vRkSanI chAyAmAM aneka jIve keIpaNa jJAtI ke jAtInA bhedabhAva vagara rAMti ane zItaLatA meLave che, abela ane muMgA jIva sAtA ane sukha anubhave che. te ma ApanI chatrachAyA nIce samAjanA khAnadAna kuTuMbanA pharajade jarApaNa saMkeca vagara mAtAnI jarUrIyAta ApanI pAse raju karatA ane Apa "jamaNo hAtha Ape paNa DAbe hAtha jANe nahi ? tevA gauravanI temanuM svamAna ghavAyA vagara hasatA hasatA mekalatA jene zAMtvana ApavA ke pharIthI jyAre jarUra paDe tyAre A ghara tamAruM mAnI vinA ra koce Avaze. AvI ApanI vizALa-dIla bhAvanAone yAddha karIne kahe che "lA khe A je paNa lAkhane pAlaNahAra na maraze."

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sva. pU. mAtuzrI navalabahena maNilAla virANI janma tA. 10-1-1911 * svargavAsa tA. 12-2-1976 dhUpasaLI saLage ane AkhAe vAtAvaraNamAM sugaMdha sugaMdha phelAI jAya tema ApanA pagale pagale AkhAe kuTuMbamAM dvAna ane dayAnI, tapa ane tyAganI vinaya ane vivekanI, saMpa ane samarpaNanI khu mahekavA maDI. A pe sIcelA AvA saMsakArothI Akhu e kuTuMba naMdanavana banI gayuM. ApanA A aNamola vArasAnuM ame khUba khUba jatana karIne ApanA pratyenuM RNu yatkiMcita paNa adA karyAne satiSa anubhavazu. li. Apane parivAra vADhatI anIla-AratI, arUNa-sudhA atula-avanI

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"zrI khImacaMda trivana zeTha vaya varSa 88. ' upaleTA (saurASTra ) - jemaNe potAnA vatanamAM pU. sata-satIonI dhArmika sevA karI che. upaleTAnI pAMjarApoLa, sArvajanika aMgrejI skUla, jaina dhArmika zALA, jIvadayA khAtu vagere saMsthAomAM tana, mana dhanathI sevA ApI che. zeTha kuTuMbanuM saDhAvrata varSothI calAvyuM che ane potAnuM jIvana atyaMta sAdAIthI dharmabhAvanAmAM vItAve che. gIrajAzaMkara khImacaMda zeTha

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pU. mAtuzrI jeThIbAi amArAmAM Ape bALapaNamAM saskAra ane cAritranuM ghaDatara karyuM ane gaLathUthImAM chUTI chUTIne pAcuM ke "je ke te deva ane rAkhe te zakSasa" jenAmAM devAnI vRtti che te daivI vRtti che ane jenAmAM rAkhavAnI saMgharavAnI vRtti che te rAkSasI vRtti che. ApanA saMskArane jIvanamAM ame vaNI ane pUnyanA cage jyAre sapatti maLI tyAre tene saddaupayoga karatA ja rahyA chIe kAraNa Ape dIdhelI zIkhAmaNa : vahetA jaLa nirmaLa bhalA, sAdhu vicaratA dhana dolata zvetA bhalA bhalA ame kharAkhara AcaraNamAM mUkI rahyA chIe. li. ApanA janmAjanmanA RNI nagInadAsa, lIlAvatI hiMmatalAla, (nA rasIkalAla, gulAma

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jaina samAjanA sUtradhAra ane sukAnI zrI cImanalAla cakubhAI zAha sUrya jema hasatA hasatA amIronI havelIne ujjaphrI ane prakAza Ape che tema garIbAnA jhuMpaDAne paNa savAranA kAraNethI khuzanumA banAvI de che. tevI rIte cImanabhAI pAse samAjanA AgevAna hoya ke sAmAnya mAnavI hoya, vinAsaMkece temanI salAha ane mArgadarzana mATe jaI zake che. e ja emanI mahAnatA che.

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zrI hiMmatalAla nyAlacaMda dozI kamaNe vAdhikAraste...." bhagavAna zrIkRSNane upadeza hoya ke jaina darzanano kAga hoya. Ape e upadezane akSarazaH ApanA jIvanamAM utArI vatana vAMkAnethI mehamayI muMbaI nagarImAM AvI artha -upArjanamAM kAryarata thayA. ApanI Arthika pragatinI sAthe vArasAgata maLela dAna, dayA, anukaMpA addhi dhArmika saMskAronuM' je daDha sIMcana A panAmAM thayela, ane ApanA laghubaMdhu zrI rasIkalA la dozI tathA anya kuTuMbIjanenA yogya sahakArathI mAdare vatana vAMkAneramAM garIba tathA jarUriyAtavALA baMdhuonI pIDAne jANI mAnavatAnA temaja samAjakalyANanA saddakAce - sArvajanika davAkhAnuM anya Arthika sahAya, muMgA pazuonI sArasaMbhALa tathA ghAsaca rA ane gharaAMgaNe ucca keLavaNI ApI zakAya mATe ArTasa ane kemarsa kaeNlejanI sthApanA ane vikAsa mATe bhAre jahemata uThAvavI te kharekhara prazaMsanIya che. paramakRpALu paramAtmA, AvA aneka sevAnAM kAryo karavA, Apane saM, guM taMdurastIbharyuM dIrdhAyu bakSe evI prArthanA.

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zrI rasIkalAla nyAlacaMda dozI hiMmatabhAI ane rasIkabhAi eTale jANe rAma lamaNanI joDI. nirmaLAbahena ane gulAbabahena jANe vastupALanA jamAnAnI derANI jeThANInI joDI. puruSArtha puruSane paNa lakSmI strInI. bannenA pagale lakSmI aDhaLaka AvI paNa teno upayoga karavAmAM haMmeza banee protsAhana tathA preraNA ApI eTaluM ja nahi paNa sahAga AvyA. rasIkabhAIe paNa saMtanI vANIne gaLathuthImAM gUthI rAkhI ane kamANImAM bhagavAnane bhAga rAkhIne saMpattine saduupaga vatananA vikAsamAM, mAnavatAnA ane dharma utthAnanA ane jJAnapracAranA kAmamAM karIne bIjAne Adarza pUro pADa ke - maLI je saMpatti tamane vAparaje sat kAryamAM nahitara pachI pastAvuM paDaze jyAre pUnya tamAruM khuTI jaze

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sva. rAjamala rIkhavacaMda mahetA sva. maNIbahena rAjamala mahetA ' ane kumaLA jhADa jema vALIe tema vaLe tema Ape amArAmAM bAlyAvasthAmAM saMskAra ane cAritranuM ghaDatara karyuM. game teTalI saMpatti vacce paNa vinaya vivekane bhUlavA nahi jevI rIteHname akhAne AMbalI, name dADamane drAkSa AkaDA name nahi, name nahi nALIyera ne tADa Ape ApelA dharmanA saMskAro amane game tevA pralebhana vacce paNa sthira rAkhe che. li. ApanA janmajanmanA RNI ramaNIkalAla rAjamala suzIlAbahena ramaNIkalAla

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sva. zrI prabhulAla saMdharAja zAha svargavAsa 1968 jama 111 | zikSaNakSetre vakIlanI upAdhI meLavI vyavasAya zarU karyo paNa svabhAvamAM rahelI vANIjya vRttie jora karyuM ane vepAra-udyoga kSetre jhaMpalAvyuM. jIvana eka saMgharSa banI gayuM ane yAtanAo eka krama dizAsUcaka buddhi bAlyavayathI ja labdha hatI emAM bhaLyA dhIraja ane khaMta sArA jIvanane saMgrAma tarIke mAnyuM ane jIvyA paNa e rIte zarUAtamAM Arthika muzkelIono sAmano karavA paDyA ame jyAM Arthika sthitie sArI rIte TharIThAma thayA tyAM zarIra-svAthya kathaLyuM chatAM jIvananA aMtimakALa sudhI. buddhine bhAva kuzAgra rahyA. elyuminiyamanI kAcI dhAtu evA bekasAiTanA paththaranI khANanI re dhe rASTrIya temaja AMtararASTrIya kSetre khyAtI apAvI temaja aDhaLaka dhanamAM prAptinuM sAdhana ubhu karyuM. vidyAprema to hatA ja emAM lamI vyayano yoga thayA ane pitRkRtinA tarpaNarUpe zrI saMgharAja nemacaMda zAhe lo-kolejanI jAmanagaramAM sthApanA thaI. dAna kuttithI dayA - dharmanA kSetre paNa vaMcita na rahyA ane yathAzakita aneka prakAranI madada aki vana-AtI bhAIone maLatI rahI. sAdhu-sAdhvInI vAvayA emanI dharmapatnI kokilA bena nuM AgavuM kArya kSetra banyuM ane AmAM teo haMmezA protsAhita rahyA. mRtyu bhale temane mahAta karI gayuM hoya paNa dAna - dayA - dhama - pharajanI vRttinI vela Aje paNa emanA A dhvajanenA jatanathI eTalI ja jIvaMta rahI che. li. ApanA dharma patni kekIlA tathA parivAra

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maNIlAla bhANajI rUpANI (u. varSa 35) ApanI nAnI uMmaramAM mAtuzrI tathA pitAzrI svargavAsI thatAM Apa kamAi mATe raMguna paMdara varSa rahyA. hAla meMgalora sthAyI che. dhArmika bhAvanAthI prerAIne jaina temaja jainetara samAjanI pravRttiomAM AgaLa paDato bhAga bhajavI rahyA che. hAla meMgaloramAM baMdhAI rahela jaina bhUvanamAM Apa sAro sahakAra ApI rahyA che.

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svargastha kumArI bhAnumatI kuzaLacaMda hIrANI janma : sane 1923 svargavAsa sane 1945 Apa Apano meTrikane abhyAsa pUrNa karI nAnI ummaramAM mAtRbhUmi pratyenA prema ane pharaja bhAvanAne lIdhe sana 1939mAM rAjakoTa satyAgrahamAM joDAyAM hatAM. ane be vakhata kArAvAsa bhogavelA. ApanI mAMdagI daramyAna paMcagInI hospiTalamAM pa. mahAtmAjI ApanI IrachAne mAna ApIne maLavA Avela te prasaMga amane cira smaraNIya raheze. ApanI svadezI pratyenI bhAvanAne lIdhe Ape jIvana paryata khAdI apanAvela ApanA kuTuMba pratyeno sneha ApanA mIThAM smaraNo haMmezA yAda raheze. ApanuM samagra jIvana ane bhAI - baheno mATe preraNA rUpa che. mAtuzrI maNibena kuzaLacaMda hIrANI, ane bhAI baheno sva. kuzaLacaMda jhaveracaMda hIrANI janma sAla 1900 meMdaraDA svargavAsa 1937 kalakatto, je nAnI ummaramAM dhaMdhA arthe kalakattanI vasyA. Apa baLe AgaLa vadhI S. Kushalchand & Co, nI sthApanA karI ane punyanA yoge je svargastha kumArI IndumatI kuzaLacaMda hIrANI, lakSmI maLI, teno sada- janma sane 1926 : svargavAsa sane 1942 "pha la gayuM phorama rahI". upayoga kare te pahelA - paMdara varSanI nAnI vaye TUMkI mAMdagImAM prabhue temane bolAvI tame amane choDIne cAlyA gayA, paNa lIdhA. je custa khAdIdhArI hatA. kuTuMbabhAvanA, dezadAjha, pramANikatA tamArA mIThAM smaraNo, tamArI ucca bhAvanA, tathA garIbo mATe dilamAM dayA te temanA khAsa guNo hato. mAtA pratyeno prema Aje paNa kSaNe kSaNe amane tamArI yAda apAve che. tamAro zAMta maNIbahena kuzaLacaMda hIrANI ane premALa svabhAva amo badhA kuTuMbIjano lalita kaLacaMda hIrANI bhUlI zakatA nathI. anila kuzaLacaMda hIrANI li.mAtuzrI maNibahena kuzaLacaMda hIrANI, narendra kuzaLacaMda hIrANI ane bhAI - baheno,

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sva. maNIbahena caMdulAla lallubhAI mahetA li. Do. caMdulAla lallubhAi mahetA ane parivAra

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zrI vIracaMda mIThAbhAI mahetA zrI navalabena vIracaMda mahetA zrI vIracaMdabhAI eAchuM bhaNyA hatA vyApArI kuneha ane dIrghadRSTine lIdhe nAnapaNumAM ja dhaMdhAmAM joDAyA. 18 varSathI ummare AphrikA gayA. nA pradeza, navA leke ane navI bhASA hovA chatAM badhI muzkelIo veThIne thoDA ja samayamAM kApaDane dhaMdhe dArU karyo ane mATe sTora karyo. dharma prathama ane dhaMdhe pachI; e jIvanane mudrAlekha samajI, pote jAte mahenata lai, athAga bhega ApI, sthAnakavAsI jaina bhAIonA sahakArathI kaMpAlAmAM eka bhavya upAzraya ubho karyo. pite zrI vIracaMda mIThAbhAI cerITI TrasTa karela che. e uparAMta jAmanagaramAM emanA dAnathI ArTasa ane komarsa koleja zarU karavAmAM AvI che. potAnA vatana lAlapuramAM upAzraya baMdhAvela che. zrI vIracaMdabhAinI dareka pravRttiomAM emanA dharma patnI navalabene pUrepUro sahakAra ApIne preraNA ApI che. zrImatI navalabene aneka tapazcaryA karI che. vAlakezvara upAzrayamAM enA makAna bAMdhavAmAM rUA. 25,000 nuM dAna Apela che.

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ga. sva. icchAbahena prabhAzaMkara daphatarI dhArmika vRttivALA hAi samAjanA kArya mAM madadarUpa thAya che. temaNe aneka tapazcaryA karI che ane kare che. teo svabhAve milanasAra ane sAdhu-saMtAnI sevA kare che.

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sva. jIvarAja becaradAsa koThArI sva. jIvarAja becaradAsa koThArI ane sva. samubAI jIvarAja becaradAsa ke ThArInA ramaraNArthe hA. jesaMga jIvarAja kaThArI tathA caMdrAbena jesaMgalAla jeThArI

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gaM. sva. mAtuzrI jhabakabena mohanalAla daphatarI nAnI vayamAM pU. pitAzrInuM avasAna e mAre mATe ga mIra phaTake hatA. paraMtu tyAra bAda game tevA prasaMgoe dhIraja ane hiMmata rAkhI atizaya parizrama karIne bALakonuM bhaNatara -gatara ane ghaDatara Ape je suMdara rIte karyuM te ajoDa ane avimAchIya che. e mATe ApanuM jeTaluM praNa adA karIe teTaluM ochuM che. mAtA e prema ane vAtsala nuM jharaNuM che. Ape dAna - ziyaLa tapa ane tyAganA saMskAronuM sI pana karIne amArAmAM dharma pratyenI zraddhA dRDha karAvI che. nItiniya thI jIvavuM ApaNuM hakkanuM ja levuM ane IzvaramAM zraddhA rAkhI kArya kaye javuM. " AtmA kamano ta ane bheMkatA che ?" mATe je maLe te mAtra kamanuM ja phaLa che tema mAnI saMtoSa pAmave.--tevA je sudaMra saMrakI re Ape ApyA che tene badale kayAre ane kevI rIte cUkavIzuM. tenI kalpanA karavI paNa muzkela che. Aje audyogika kSetre, sAmAjika kSetre tathA AdhyAtmika kSetramAM huM je kaI AgaLa Avyo chuM, te Ape vAvelA- bIjanuM phaLa che. jIvanamAM game tevA tephAna-jhuMjhAvAta ke ApattimAM vIra prabhu tathA ApanA nAma smaraNathI huM navI zakti meLavIne AgaLane AgaLa vadhatA rahuM chuM. vhAlI bA, ame ApanA upakArano badalo vALI zakIe tema nathI, ame ApanA bhavabhavanA RNI chIe, mAtRdevo bhava : li. prItamalAla mA. daphatarI kusuma pI. daphatarI tathA parivAra

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zrImatI kasu MbAbena kezavalAla talakacaMda zeTha mA zikSaka na karI zake te eka saskArI mAtA karI zake che. Ape amArAmAM dAna, daiyA, anukampA, saccAi ane pramANIkatAnA je saMskAra nu si Mcana karyuM che te jIvananA dareka kSetramAM game tevA tAqAna ane AMdhImAM game tevA praleAbhana vacce paNa ame aNIzuddha sAcavI rAkhela che. li. ApanA parivAra kAMtilAla kezavalAla talakacaMda AzitA kAMtilAla kezavalAla Ape amArA jIvanamAM Ada jIvana jIvavAnA khUba saskAra ApyA te baddala ApanA ame RNI chIe. li. ApanA dharmapatnI rAbahene maphatalAla peTala tathA suputra kRSNakAMta tathA jagadIza jhaverI paTela pUjya mAtuzrI maraghAbena sAkaracaMda zAha, sANadhruvALA hAla muMbai Ape amArAmAM dhArmika saMskAranu je siMcana karyuM enAthI amArA jIvanane sanmAge laI javAmAM tathA sadAcAra ane nItinA supathe vicaravAmAM ame ghaNe aMze saphaLa anyA chIe. li. Apane putra bAla'du sArka de zAha kamaLAbena bAlacaMda zAha khaMbhAtavALA sva. jhaverI maphatalAla cunIlAla paTela

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zrI caMpAlAla harakhacaMda kAThArI zeDa khemacaMda khaccharAja koThArI zrI pukharAja ela. muNAta

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"prakhara vyAkhyAtA bAlabrahmacArI, viduSI pUjya zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInI jIvanarekhA." (paricayakAra - bacubhAI pI. dezI) "preraNAdAyI vairAgyamaya jIvana." A kanyA kema virakata bhAvamAM rahe che? tenI bAlasakhIo zALAmAM ramatI hoya, garabA gAtI hoya chatAM A kanyA kema kyAMya rasa letI nathI? jenazALAmAM A bALA dhArmika abhyAsa mATe jAya che. jene kathAo sAMbhaLI tenuM mana keI agamya pradezamAM vicAravA lAge che. caMdanabALA, nema- rAjula, malIkuMvarI, mRgAvatI, padmAvatI, vagere kathAo sAMbhaLI jenazALAmAM bhaNatI bALAone kahe che sakhI! cAle, ApaNe dIkSA laIe. A saMsAramAM kaMI nathI. AvA manabhAva bAlyAvasthAmAM kumArI bahena zAradAne anne che. pitAnI bahena vimaLAbahenanA prasUtinA prasage ane mRtyue cauda varSanI bahena zAradA upara saMsAranI asAratAnI sacoTa asara karI. kharekhara mAnavIne jiMdagIne ze bharoso? mRtyu kaI kSaNe Avaze tenI kene khabara che? AjanI kSaNa sudhAravI emAM mAnavajIvananI mahattA che. AvA vicArethI A kanyAnuM mana dIkSA pratye daDha thatuM hatuM. temanA pitAzrI vADIlAla chaganalAla ane mAtuzrI sakarIbahena temaja sagAMnehI, khaMbhAtavALA kezavalAla tathA dhAMgadhrAvALA zrI narasiMhadAsa vakhatacaMda saMghavIe (ApaNuM jaina samAjanA Adarza zrAvaka) bahena zAradAne samajAvavA ghaNI mahenata karI, paraMtu jenA hRdayamAM vairAgyanI jyota pragaTI che, jene AtmA vairAgyanA raMge raMgAI gaye che tene kaMI asara thAya kharI? temanA pU. bhAIjI hIrAcaMda chaganalAla temaja nyAlacaMdabhAI, cImanabhAI (sANaMdanA mAjI pramukha), sakaracaMdabhAI, khImacaMdabhAI ane bIjAoe paNa ghaNuM prayatna karyo ke A kanyA saMsAramAM rahe to sAruM, paNa bhAvi prabaLa che. vairAgyanA paMthe janArane ghaNI kasaTImAMthI pAra utaravuM paDe che. sAthe prasaMge ane tako paNa evI maLe che ke temanuM mana vadhu ne vadhu daDha vairAgyamaya banatuM jAya che. zAradAbahenane janma sANaMda mukAme saMvata 1981nA mAgasara sudI 11 nA reja thaye. sANaMdanI gujarAtI zALAmAM cha gujarAtI sudhInuM vyavahArika zikSaNa letA letA pUrvabhavanA saMskAre ane puNyodaye bAlapaNamAM svayaM vairAgyabhAva aMtaramAM pragaTa. saMvata 1lpa mAM khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA sva. pU. gacchAdhipati, bAlabrahmacArI, mahAna vyAkhyAtA AcArya zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebane khabara paDI ke vADIlAlabhAI

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zrAvakanuM kanyAratna dIkSA levAnA bhAva rAkhe che. tethI temaNe zAradA bahenane bolAvIne kasoTI karI.. bahena ! saMyama mArge vicaravuM kaThina che. saMyama khAMDAnI dhAra che. saMsAranA sukha choDavAM sahelAM nathI. bAvIsa pariSaha sahana karavA muzkela che. bahena ! tArI uMmara sAva khoTI che. Amennatino mArga ghaNuM sAdhanA mAgI le che. tame A badhuM karI zakaze? mAtA-pitAnI zItaLa chAyA choDI zakaze? mAtA-pitA rajA Apaze?" juo, vairAgI zAradAbahenane javAba paNa ke vairAgyabharyo che? temaNe kahyuM. gurUdeva! mArI saMpUrNa taiyArI che. (aMtaranA uMDANane aMtaraMga vairAgyane A raNakAra hato) jene mana saMsAra eka anarthanI khANa che, ane jene cheDavuM che tene koNa rokanAra che? kSaNika jIvanamAMthI AtmaprakAza levAnI mArI ahoniza bhAvanA che." pU. gurUdevane khAtrI thaI ke kharekhara A kanyAratna dIkSA laI jaina zAsanane ajavALaze. saMpradAyanI zAna vadhAraze ne zAsananI zobhA karaze. A cAturmAsanI aMdara vairAgI zAradAbahene daDhatAthI ane vadhu samaya meLavIne dhArmika abhyAsa zarU karI dIdhe. TUMka samayamAM dazavaikAlika, uttarAdhyayana sUtra ane ghaNA thekaDA kaMThastha karyA. "dRDha vairAgI zAradAbahenanI keseTI" -eka bAju zAradAbahena vairAgya paMthe javAmAM AgekUca karI rahyA hatA tyAre bIjI bAju mAtA pitA temanAM sagapaNa mATe vAta karatA hatA. vairAgya ane saMsAranuM tumula yuddha cAlI rahyuM hatuM. zAradAbahene daDhatApUrvaka jaNAvI dIdhuM, ke mArA sagapaNanI vAta karaze nahi. A sAMbhaLI mAtA-pitAne ghaNuM duHkha thayuM. mAtapitAe annajaLano tyAga karavAnI dhamakI paNa ApI. paNa jenuM mana vairAgyamAM ramI rahyuM che. jenI ragerage vairAgyane svaita vahI rahyo che. jenA cittaDAmAM cAritranI caTapaTI lAgelI che. evA daDha vairAgIne zI asara thAya? Akhare mAtApitAe kahyuM, ke atyAre seLa varSanI uMmare nahi paNa ekavIsa varSanI uMmare dIkSA mATe rajA ApIzuM. paraMtu zAradAbahena soLa varSanI uMmare dIkSA levAmAM makkama hatA. temaNe kahyuM ke "sattara varSanA vimaLAbahenanA mRtyune kaI rokI zakayuM nahi te A jiMdagIne zo bharoso che ? mAruM mana vairAgyanA raMge raMgAyeluM che. temAMthI pIchehaTha thanAra nathI." aMte mAtA-pitA, sagAvahAlA, kuTuMbIjanene jaNAyuM ke zAradAnA vicAre daDha che AthI rAjIkhuzIthI dIkSAnI AjJA ApI. zAradAbahenane bhAgavatI dIkSA mahotsava -saMvata 1996nA vaizAkha suda chanA tA. 13-5-1940ne somavAre sANaMdamAM ja temanA (mAtA-pitAnA gherathI bhavya rIte khUba dhAmadhUmathI zAradAbahenano dIkSA mahotsava ujavAye. dIkSAvidhi pU. gurUdeva ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebe karAvI. gurUdeva pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba ane gurUNI pUjya pArvatIbAI

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mahAsatIjInA ziSyA tarIke temane jAhera karyA. zAradAbahena tathA sANaMdanA bIjA bahena jIvIbahenanI dIkSA sAthe thaI, te baMnene pU. pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjInA ziSyAe tarIke jAhera karavAmAM AvyA. jIvI bahenanuM nAma pU. jazubAI mahAsatIjI rAkhavAmAM AvayuM ane zAradAbahenanuM nAma bA. bra. pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI rAkhavAmAM AvyuM vairAgya ane vizALa vaccenI pAtaLI rekhA vilIna thaI gaI ane vairAgya vijayI banyA. temanA pUjya pitAzrI vADIbhAI ane mAtuzrI sakarIbahena, bhAIzrI naTavarabhAI tatha prANalAlabhAI, bhAbhI a. sa. nAraMgIbahena tathA a. sa. IndIrAbahena, baheno a. se. gaMgAbahena, a. sa. zAntAbahena, a. sai. hasumatIbahena badhA dharmapremI che ane saMskArI kuTuMba che. sANaMdamAM temane kApaDane sAre vahepAra che. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA saMsArI pitA zrIyuta vADIlAla chaganalAla zAha saMvata 2021 nA vaizAkha suda 4 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 4-pa-65 nA roja sANaMda mukAme pahelI vakhatanA hArTa phelanA humalAthI avasAna pAmyA che. mRtyunI aMtima ghaDI sudhI vizuddha bhAva ane mana dharmadhyAnamAM rahetuM hatuM, teozrI ane temanA dharmapatnI tathA putra putravadhUo ane putrIo badhA mahAsatIjInI sAnidhyamAM jeTalA divasa rahe teTalA divasa dharmadhyAnamAM vyatIta karatA ane jyAre pU. mahAsatIjInA darzana karavA Ave tyAre zubha khAtAmAM sArI rakama bheTa ApatA. pUjya zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI muMbaIthI vihAra karI saMvata 2023mAM dezamAM padhAryA tyAre vihAra karatAM karatAM saMvata 2025mAM sANaMda padhAryA. te vakhate temanA saMsArI mAtuzrI sakarIbahenanI tabiyata hArTanI Trabala ane DAyAbITIzanA kAraNe nara... hatI. asahya dardamAM paNa temanI samatA gajaba hatI. sakarIbahenanA putra, putravadhUe. tathA putrIoe premathI ane lAgaNIthI temanI je sevA karI che te AjanA saMtAne bhAgye karI zake. pU. mahAsatIjI jyAre sANaMdathI vihAra karavAnA hatA tyAre temanA saMsArI mAtuzrI sakarIbahene kahyuM ke mahAsatIjI! Apa bhAvanagara cAturmAsa padhAraze, pachI have huM ApanA darzana nahi karI zakuM. mArA mATe ApanA A chelA darzana che. tyAre mahAsatIjIe kahyuM ke tame Ama kema bele che? tyAre temaNe kahyuM - have A nazvara dehane bharoso nathI mATe mane dharmArAdhanA karAve. pU. mahAsatIjI pAse eka mahinA sudhI satata zAstravacana sAMbhaLyuM. ghaNA paccakhANa lIdhA ane aneka rIte pitAnA AtmAnI sAdhanAmAM joDavA lAgyA. tyAra pachI pU. mahAsatIjIe bhAvanagara tarapha vihAra karyo. pachI saMvata 2025nA aSADa suda 11 nA roja vI. esa. haispitAlamAM sAMjanA pAMca vAge sAgArI saMthAro karI samatAbhAve Atma sAdhanAmAM masta rahI saune raDatA mUkI A nazvara dehane temaNe tyAga karyo. saMyamI jIvanamAM pragati - dIkSA jIvananI zarUAtamAM mahAsatIjI

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10 zAraDhAbAi svAmInA dhArmika zAstra - abhyAsanA purUSArtha prabaLa banyA. pU. gurUdeva ane pU. gurUNInI zItaLa chatrachAyAmAM mahAsatIjIe ghaNuM AtmajJAna prApta karyuM. zAstrAnu vAMcana karyuM. saMskRta prAkRta bhASAnuM jJAna meLavyuM. A jJAnane khIjAne lAbha ApatA alpa samayamAM pratibhAzALI ane viduSI tathA prakhara vyAkhyAtA tarIke pU. zAradAmAi mahAsatIjI khyAti pAmyA. pU. viduSI mahAsatIjI jyAre vyAkhyAna Ape che. tyAre mAtra vidvatA nahi paNa AtmAnA caitanyanI vizuddhinA raNakAra temanA aMtaranA uMDANamAMthI Ave che. dhanA, tattvanA zabdArtha bhAvArtha, guDhArthane evI dhIra gaMbhIra ane prabhAvaka zailImAM vividha dRSTAMtAthI saMbhaLAve che ke zreAtAva temAM tanmaya, cinmaya banI jAya che ane apU zAMtithI zAradAsudhAnuM rasapAna kare che. khAla brahmacArI, viduSI, prakhara vyAkhyAtA zrI zAradAmAi mahAsatIjInI vANImAM AtmAnA a Mtadhvani Ave che. ane te dhvanie aneka jIvAne pratidha pamADacA che. suSupta AtmAne DhaMDhoLIne saMyama mArge doryA che. bhagavAna mahAvIranA cAra tImAMnA sAdhvItIrthanI saritA jyAre enA aMtaranA nirmaLa nIranA (ugArAnA) pravAha vahevaDAve che tyAre zrotAvuM emAM bhIMjAI jAya che. ane tapa-tyAga tathA saMyamanA mArge javA prerAya che. . " sacamI jIvananI vihAra yAtrA' : atyAra sudhInA 36 varSanA saMyamI * jIvanamAM pU. mahAsatIjIneAvihAra gujarAta, sauzaSTra ane mahArASTramAM thayA che. saurASTramAM rAjakATa, bhAvanagara, goMDala, jetapura, junAgaDha, jAmanagara, sAvarakuMDalA, dhArI, khagasA, TADha, pALIyAda, lIbaDI, vAMkAnera, thAnagaDha, mULI, sAyalA, vaDhavANu, surendranagara, jorAvaranagara, cuDA, dhrAMgadhrA vigere sthaLeAmAM temanA vihArathI ane temanA upadezathI ghaNA AtmAoe AjIvana brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karela che. ane saMkhyAbaMdha vrata-pratyAkhyAna thayela che. mahArASTra pradezamAM leAnAvAlA, punA, gheADanI, ahamadanagara, nAsika, igatapurI, zrIrAmapura, lAsaNagAMva vigere sthaLAne zeSakALa vihAra karyo che. ane muMbaImAM cAturmAsa karyA che. temanA upadezathI A badhA kSetramAM apUrva dharma jAgRti AvI che. gujarAtamAM amadAvAda, khaMbhAta, sALu, vIramagAma, sAmaramatI, kheDA vigere kSetrane cAturmAsanA lAbha ApyA che. pU. mahAsachatInA pratidhathI aDhAra bahenA vaizagya pAmIne temanI pAse dIkSA aMgIkAra karIne temanA suziSyAe thayela che. ane zAsananI abhivRddhi karI rahela che. jaina zAsanamAM pU. mahAsatIjIe eka jaina sAdhvI tarIke rahI temaNe pU. gurUdeva zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhekha ane pU. zrI gulAmacaMdrajI mahArAjanA kALadharma khAda khaMbhAta saMpraDhAyanuM sukAna calAvela che je jaina zAsanamAM virala che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa

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khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA saMghapati zrI kAMtIbhAInI dIkSA paNa pU. mahAsatIjInA hastaka thaI che. je Aje mahAna vairAgI pU. kAMtaRSIjI mahArAja sAheba tarIke prasiddhi pAmyA che. Aje khaMbhAta saMpradAyamAM pU. kAMtaRSijI mahArAja ThANu- birAjamAna che. temAM pahelA pAMca sAdhuone dIkSAnI preraNA ApanAra pU. viduSI mahAsatIjInI addabhUta vANI che. khaMbhAta saMpradAyamAM nava ratna samAna nava saMto jena zAsanane zobhAvI rahyA che te (1) mahAna vairAgI pU. kAMtIRSIjI mahArAja sAheba (2) bA.bra. pU. sUryamuni ma. (3) bA.bra. pU. araviMda muni ma. (4) bA.bra. pU.navInavI ma. (5) bA. bra. pU. kamalezamuni ma. (6) bA.bra. pU. prakAzamuni ma. (7) bA bra. cetanamuni ma. (8) bA.bra. mahendramuni ma. (9) navadIkSita pU. darzanamuni ma. ThANu- 9 vidyamAna che. pU. mahAsatIjIe AjathI 13 varSa pahelAM kAMdAvADI saMghanI cauda cauda varSanI vinaMtIne mAna ApI saM. 2018nuM cAturmAsa kAMdAvADImAM karyuM hatuM. tyAre pU. mahAsatIjInI tejasvI-prabhAvazALI vANuo ane khAsa karIne brahmacarya paranA sacoTa vyAkhyAnoe janatAmAM alaukika asara karI. ane pariNAme kAMdAvADImAM temanA sAnidhyamAM zrI saMghanA maMtrI ramaNIkabhAI ke ThArI sahita 51 bhAI bahenee ekI sAthe brahmacarya vratanI pratijJA lIdhI hatI. mohamayI muMbaI nagarI mATe A abhUtapUrva banAva hate. kAMdAvADInA cAturmAsa pachI anukrame pU. mahAsatIjIe mATuMgA; dAdara, vilepArlA ane ghATake para cAturmAsa karyA. A cAturmAsamAM tapazcaryAnA pUra AvyA hatA. A cAturmAsa daramyAna temaja zeSakALamAM pU. mahAsatIjI pAse kula 108 hAthajoDa thaI hatI. A rIte pU. mahAsatIjIe muMbaImAM khaMbhAta saMpradAyanuM nAma rozana karI pachI gujarAta tarapha vihAra karyo. gujarAtamAM khaMbhAta, amadAvAda, bhAvanagara, rAjakeTa, dhAMgadhrA, amadAvAdamAM (nagarazeThane vaDe) cAturmAsa karyo. A cAturmAsamAM pU. mahAsatIjInI prabhAvazALI vANIthI gujarAta - sairASTramAM tapa tyAganI bharatI AvI hatI. pU. mahAsatIjI eka vakhata te muMbaI nagarIne pAvana karI cUkyA hatA. paNa pU. mahAsatIjInI vANuM muMbaInI janatAmAM evuM AkarSaNa pedA karI gaI hatI ke pU. mahAsatIjI dezamAM padhAravA chatAM muMbaInI janatA temanA cAturmAsa mATe jhaMkhI rahI hatI. eTale kAMdAvADI, mATuMgA Adi saMghanI vinaMtI avAranavAra cAlu rahI hatI. tethI muMbaI saMghanI AgrahabharI vinaMtIne mAna ApI cha varSamAM pU. mahAsatIjIne pharIvAra muMbaI AvavAnuM banyuM ne janatAnA dila AnaMdathI chalakAI gayA. vAcake ! Apa A uparathI samajI zakaze ke pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIe muMbaI nagarInI janatAne dilane prema eTale saMpAdana karyo haze !

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12 saMvata 2029 mAM kAMdAvADI saMghanI AgrahabharI vinaMtIne mAna ApI pU. mahAsatIjIe kAMThAvADImAM cAturmAsa karyuM. te cAturmAsamAM pU. mahAsatIjIe mAtra bRhada muMbaimAM nahi paNa sArAye bhAratamAM dAna, zIla ane tapamAM ajoDa ane abhUtapUrva vikrama sthApyA. khabhAta sapraDhAyane, bhagavAna mahAvIrane ane jaina zAsananA jayajayakAra karyA. pa dhirAja paryuSaNa parva daramyAna dAnamAM judI judI janakalyANanI, mAnavatAnI ane sahadharmI vAtsalyanI pravRttio mATe rU. 10 lAkha bhegA thayA. tapazcaryA chakAithI laIne 45 upavAsa sudhInI saMkhyA 100 upara pahoMcI. A rIte satIjInA sattnA prabhAve kAMdAvADInuM cAturmAsa abhUtapUrva banI gayuM. - kuMvata 2030 mAM mATuMgA saMghanA AgrahabharI vinaMtIne mAna ApI pU. mahAsatIjIe mATuMgA cAturmAsa karyuM. pU. mahAsatIjInA prabhAvazALI pravacaneAthI zrI saMghamAM pazcaryAnAM pUra AvyA hatA. cha upavAsathI laine 35 upavAsa sudhInI saMkhyAne AMka 27pa upara pahAMcce hatA. sALa seALa varSanI bAlikAoe mAsakhamaNanI ugra sAdhanA karI hatI, dAnavIrAe dAnanA varasAda varasAvye. nava bhAI bahenAe AjIvana brahmacarya vratanI pratijJA karI. A rIte mATuMgAnuM cAturmAsa paNa dAna, zIla, tapa ane bhAvanAthI gAjatu banyuM hatuM. C vata 2031 mAM vAlakezvara zrI saMghanI AgrahabharI vinaMtIne mAna ApI pU. mahAsatIjI vAlakezvara cAturmAsa padhAryA. pU. mahAsatIjInA AtmapazI, ejasvI, prabhAvazALI pravacanathI mAnavanA hRdayamAM evuM aneruM AkarSaNa thayuM ke jethI cAturmAsamAM vyAkhyAnaheAla harahameza cikkAra bharAyele rahyA che. janatAne sArI rIte pU. mahA tIjInA pravacana sAMbhaLavAne amUlya lAbha maLe ne zAMtithI besI zake te mATe zrI sa Mghe upAzrayanA kaMpAunDamAM maMDapa bAMdhyA hatA. pU. mahAsatIjInA dAna, zIyaLa, tapa upara nA joradAra pravacanathI vAlakezvara saMghamAM tapanI, dAnanI ane zIlanI bharatI AvI ha dI. cha upavAsathI laine 32 upavAsa sudhInI saMkhyAnA AMka 150 upara paheAMce te. seALa bhAIbaheneAe sajoDe eTale 32. AtmAee AjIvana brahmacarya - vratanI prajJA karI, dAnamAM bhAi baheneAe peAtAnA haiyAnA umaMgathI dvAnanA varasAda varasAda varasAvye. te pariNAme rU. pAMca lAkha bhegA thai gayA. bRhada muMbaimAM vAlakezvarane DAyamaMDa haiM rIyA kahevAmAM Ave che. te DAyamaDa erIyA dhananI sAthe dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAva aaN paNa DAyamaMDa erIyA banI gayA. sArA ce muMbaImAM vAlakezvara tapa-tyAgamAM A cAturmAsamAM mekhare AvyuM. A badhe prabhAva ane yaza pU. mahAsatIjInA phALe jAya che. A vakhatanuM cAturmAsa vAlakezvaranA ItihAsamAM suvarNAkSare lakhAze.

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13 pU. mahAsatIjInA mATuMgA (prathama) cAturmAsanA vyAkhyAnA zAradA sudhA bhAga 1-2 jenI prata 8500, dAdara cAturmAsanA vyAkhyAnA zAradA saMjIvanI bhAga 1-2-3 jenI prata 6000, ghATakeApara cAturmAsanA vyAkhyAnA zAradA mAdhurI bhAga 1-2-3 jenI prata 6000, rAjakeTa cAturmAsanA vyAkhyAnA zAradA parimala bhAga 1-2-3 saMyukata prata 2000, amadAvAda cAturmAsanA vyAkhyAnA zAradA saurabha bhAga 1-2-3 prata 6000, muMbai kAMdAvADI cAturmAsanA vyAkhyAne zAraDhA saritA prata 5500, mATuMgA cAtuma sanA vyAkhyAnA zAradA jyAta prata 3000 ATalA pustake pU. mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAnanA bahAra paDayA che ane te badhA pustaka khalAsa thai gayA che. jema jema pustakA hAra paDatAM gayAM tema tema janatAnuM AkarSaNa vadhatuM gayuM. vAcakane A uparathI khyAla AvatA haze ke pU. mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAnenu keTaluM AkarSaNa che! je pustakA khalAsa thai gayA che tenI eTalI badhI mAMgaNI che ke kaddAca phrIne bahAra pADavA paDaze. pU. mahAsatIjInA saMvata 2031 nA vAlakezvara cAturmAsanA vyAkhyAnA zAradA sAgara (bhAga 1-2-3 saMyukata) nAmathI 7000 nakalA prakAzita thatAM teonA vyAkhyAnanA pustakAmAM eka vadhu vyAkhyAna saMgrahunA umerA thAya che e ApaNA samAja mATe sabha gyA viSaya che. A badhA prabhAva prakhara vyAkhyAtA khA. bra. viduSI pU. zAradAbAi mahAsatIjIne che. saMvata 2032 nA vaizAkha sudra nA pavitra divase pU. mahAsatIjInA sayamI jIvananA 36 varSa pUrA thAya che. mA. bra. viduSI pU. mahAsatIjInI saMyamayAtrAnI A rajatajayaMti ApaNane saune AdhyAtmika mArge javA dIvAdAMDI rUpa banI raheA. pU. mahAsatIjInA caraNakamaLamAM amArA koTI koTI vaMddana hA.

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"khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA sva. pUjya gacchAdhipati, 1008 bA.bra. pU. zrI. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanA ziSyAmaMDaLanI nAmAvalI." janmasthaLa ane dIkSA mahAsatIjInuM nAma che mAsa tithi vAra dIkSAsthaLa saMvata 1 bA, ba, viduSI pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI sANaMda 19 vaizAkha suda 6 semavAra 2 pU. subhadrAbAI mahAsatIjI khaMbhAta 28 citra suda 10 zukravAra 3 pU. IndubAI mahAsatIjI-surata dIkSAsthaLa-nAra 2011 aSADa suda 5 gurUvAra 4 bA. bra. pU. vasubAi mahAsatIjI vIramagAma 2013 mAgazara suda 5 zukravAra 5 bA.bra.pU. kAntAbAI mahAsatIjI sANaMda 2013 mAgazara suda 10 gurUvAra 6 pU. saddaguNAbAI mahAsatIjI lakhatara 2013 mahA suda 6 budhavAra 7 bA.bra. pU. IndIrAbAI mahAsatIjI surata ' - 2014 mAgazara suda 6 budhavAra 8 pU. zAntAbAI mahAsatIjI- moDAsara dikSAsthaLa nAra 2014 mahA vada 7 semavAra 9 pU. kamaLAbAI mahAsatIjI khaMbhAta 2014 vaizAkha suda 6 zukavAra 10 sva. pU. tAbAI mahAsatIjI sAbaramatI 2014 aSADa suda 2 gurUvAra 11 bA.bra. pU. caMdanabAI mahAsatIjI lakhatara 2017 mAgazara suda 6 gurUvAra 12 bA. brA. pU. raMjanabAI mahAsatIjI sAbaramatI dIkSA sthaLa-dAdara 2021 mahA suda 13 ravivAra bA.bra. pU. nirmaLAbAI mahAsatIjI khaMbhAta dIkSA sthaLa-dAdara 2021 mahA suda 13 ravivAra 14 bA.bra.pU. zebhanAbAI mahAsatIjI-lIMbaDI - - - - dikSA sthaLa-malADa 2022 vaizAkha suda 11 ravivAra 15 pU. maMdAkinIbAI mahAsatIjI mATuMgA-muMbaI 2023 mahA suda 8 zanIvAra 16 bA. ba. pU. saMgItAbAI mahAsatIjI khaMbhAta 2023 vaizAkha suda 5 ravivAra 17 bA.bra. pU. harSidAbAI mahAsatIjI ghATake para dIkSA sthaLa-bhAvanagara 2026 vaizAkha vada 11 ravivAra 18 bA. bra. pU. sAdhanAbAI mahAsatIjI khaMbhAta 2029 mAgazara suda 2 gurUvAra 19 bA.bra. pU. bhAvanAbAI mahAsatIjI mATuMgA-muMbaI 2029 vaizAkha suda pAmavAra

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sva. AcArya gacchAdhipati pUjya zrI khA. bra. gurUdeva ratnacaMdrajI gurave namaH saMvata 2031 nA vAlakezvaranA - cAturmAsamAM ApelA pravacana adhikAra (anAthI nitha) vyAkhyAna na.-1 aSADa vada bIjane guruvAra viSaya : - sukhI thavAno zreSTha upAya'-" Atmadamana '' sujJa khae, suzIla mAtA ne bahena ! anaMta karuNAnidhi, zAsanapati, vIra prabhunA mukhakamaLamAMthI jharelI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. batrIsa siddhAMtamAM uttarAdhyayana sUtra e prabhunI aMtima vANI che. A pravacana rUpI mahAvRkSanI aneka zAkhA prazAkhAe che. temAMnI eka zAkhA te zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtra tenI chatrIsa prazAkhA rUpI chatrIsa adhyayana che. temAMnI vIsamI prazAkhA rUpI vIsamu' adhyayana che. jemAMthI ApaNane AtmatattvanA madhurA sudhArasanA ghUMTaDA pIvA maLaze. eTale AjanA ma Mgala divase ApaNe e zruta vANInA vAMcananI maMgala zarUAta karIe. zAstrakAra bhagavatAe cAra durlabha vastumAM zruti eTale zAstra zravaNunI gaNanA paNa karelI che. zAstra zravaNanA yAgane tame nAnA sUneA mAnaze| nahi. jayAre jIvanA zagAdi DhASAnI pariNita ma thaI hAya, kaSAyAnu jora narama paDayuM hoya ane kalyANanI kAmanA pragaTI hoya tyAre sarvajJapraNIta zAstra sAMbhaLavAnI jijJAsA thAya che ane prakhaLa puNyAdace saMbhaLAvanAra sadgurUnA ceAga prApta thAya che. apa saMsArI AtmAnu prathama lakSaNu jinavacananI anurakatatA che. eTale tamane jinavANI sAMbhaLavAmAM rasa Avate hAya te jarUra mAnajo ke tame alpasa'sArI che. have tamArA saMsAra bahu alpa khAkI rahyo che te tamArA AtmavikAsanA aruNAya thaI cUkayeA che. baMdhue paulika sukhA nakalI che, banAvaTI che, tuccha che, kSaNabha Mgura ne asAra che tene cheDayA sivAya traNa kALamAM paNa sAcA Atmika sukhanI prApti thavAnI nathI. AtmAnuM sukha meLavavA mATe mAnasika zAntinI prathama jarUra che. Aje te jyAM jue tyAM zAMtinA khale azAMtine dAvAnaLa saLagI rahyo che. prAimInIsTarathI mAMDIne paTAvALA sudhI ane zeThathI mAMDIne majUra sudhI koIne zAnti nathI. je mahine hajAra kamAya tene paNa hAyavAya che ne pAMca hajAra kamAya tene paNa upAdhi che. mahine draza hajAranI peDhAzavALAne paNa eTalI dADAdoDI che ne jakhAna para lAkhAnA seDhA karanAranA magaja paNa ciMtAthI gherAyelA che. Ajane mAnava jhaMkhe che zAnti paNa jIvananA krama evI rIte gherAyelA che ke jemAM zAntinA darzana thAya nahi. eka vastu meLavavAnI icchA thAya ne jyAM sudhI tenI prApti na thAya tyAM sudhI mana azAMta rahe che te maLI

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zAradA sIgare jAya eTale bIjI vastu meLavavAnI IcchA thAya che. mAnI le, ke tamAre bAbo skUlamAM bhaNata hoya tyAre ciMtA thAya che ke meTrikamAM pAsa thaze ? meTrikamAM pAsa thAya ke tarata ciMtA thAya che ke tene koI sArI kaeNlejamAM praveza karavA mATenuM eDamIzana maLaze ke nahi? je kaI sArI kolejamAM praveza karavAnuM eDamIzana maLI jAya ane abhyAsa AgaLa cAle te tarata e ciMtA thAya che ke have grejyueTa kayAre thaze? grejyueTa thayo te tarata e ciMtA thAya ke have tene sArI nokarI kevI maLaze? athavA sArA dhaMdhAmAM joDAIne sthiratA thAya te e ciMtA thAya che ke have tene sArA gharanI suzIla kanyA kayAre maLaze ? je sArA gharanI suzIla kanyA maLI jAya ane vivAhotsava khUba dhAmadhUmathI thaI jAya te tarata e ciMtA thAya che ke have temane saMsAra ke cAlaze? temane saMsAra sAro cAle te tarata e ciMtA thAya che ke have temane tyAM putranuM pAraNuM kyAre baMdhAze? Ama eka pachI eka ciMtA lAgu paDI hoya che. devAnupriye ! A badhI ciMtAonuM mULa kAraNa zuM? tamane samajAya che! anaMtakALathI jIve svadravyane choDI paradravyamAM prIti karI che. paramAM ramaNatA karI che. eka vakhata svamAM ramaNatA kare ke mAruM svaghara kayuM ne paraghara kayuM? sva-paranI pIchANa karavI hoya te sarva prathama AtmAnuM damana karavuM paDaze. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM bhagavAna pharamAve che, ke - . appA ceva dameyavvo, appA hu khalu duddmo| appA danto suhI hoi, assi loe paratthaya / utta. sU. a. 1 gAthA 15 jIvanamAM badhuM jItI zakAya che paNa AtmA upara vijaya meLavI muzkela che. tamane thaze ke AtmAnuM damana karavAthI zuM lAbha che? AtmAnuM damana kevI rIte karavuM ? zAstramAM AtmAnA ATha prakAra batAvyA che. dravya AtmA, kaSAya AtmA, jJAna AtmA darzana AtmA, cAritra AtmA vega AtmA upaga AtmA vIrya AtmA. A ATha AtmAmAM kaSAya AtmA rAga-dveSanI pariNati tarapha jaI, kamanuM baMdhana karAve che ne tenA kAraNe anaMta saMsAra Ubho thAya che. evA rAga-dveSanuM damana karanAra AtmA A leka ne paralokamAM sukhI thAya che. A jagatamAM dehanA saMge rahI cetana e AtmA jaDa jevo banI gayo che. jaDanI duniyAmAM vicarato ane kalpanAnI pAMkhe AkAzamAM UDDayana karato cetana potAne vIsarato jAya che. jIvana zuM che? ne jIvana kevI rIte jIvavuM joIe tene jyAM vicAra nathI thato tyAM AtmAne jItavAnI ke rAga-dveSane haTAvavAnI vAtanuM bhAna kaI rIte thAya? mAnava jIvananI saphaLatA ke niSphaLatAne AdhAra AtmAnI sAdhanA upara che. jeNe AtmAne oLakhyA hoya, AtmA viSe zraddhA hoya tene AtmAsAdhanAne vicAra Ave

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3 zAradA sAgara che. lakSmInA lAbhI ke bhAganA gulAma banelA jIvAne AtmA zuM che tenA vicAra sarakhA paNa nathI AvatA. khAvuM, pIvuM, ke bhAgavavuM e te pazuo jANe che ne te meLavavA teo paNa mahenata kare che. pazu jIvanamAM bhakSya-abhakSya, peya-apeya, ke kartavya-akata byanA viveka nathI. te ja rIte mAnava jIvanamAM je kartavya-akartavyanA viveka na hAya te samajI lejo ke A jIvana manuSyanuM nahi paNa pazujIvana che. mAnava haiyAmAM sat-asat pravRttithI cAlyA AvatA yuddhanA ghaNA dRSTAMtA che. rAma ane zavaNu, saMta ane zayatAna, deva ane dAnavanA khAdya jhaghaDAe thatAM Avela che. A rIte AMtarIka jhaghaDAmAM paNa dunayA prAcIna kALathI samAtI AvI che. vijaya ke parAjyanA khare AdhAra rAga-dveSanI pariNatimAM baMdhAyela mAnavInI AMtarika vRttinA vijaya para che. sattA ane mAnA jore duniyAne jItanAra ghaNAM maLaze paraMtu sAjanya ane sahRdayatAthI jItanAra viralA maLaze. mAnava vijaya ane parAjaya vacce eka jAtanI ramata rame che. vijayane prApta karavA jhaMkhe che paNa vijaya kone kahevA? bIjAnA parAya karI meLavela vijaya e vijaya nathI. chaLa, prapaMca ke DhaMgAbAjIthI meLavela chata AvatI kAle parAjaya ApanAra banaze. yAMsudhI jIva bheAga-tRSNAmAM gherAyelA che tyAMsudhI te kaI karI zakatA nathI. khahya sukhAdhIna khanI mAnava kAyara ne kaMgAla banI jAya che. je vastu meLavavAmAM ke bhAgavavAmAM hitAhitane vicAra nathI evA AtmA kadAca duniyA para jIta meLavI leze paraMtu aMtara teA aneka parAjyanI hAramALAothI ladAyelu haze ke je tenA jIvanane kArI khAtu haze. " svamAva vinaya: zauryam / peAtAnA svabhAvane jItavA te ja kharI vIratA che. sAcA vijayanA icchuka kadI maneAvRttine AdhIna banate nathI. meATA duzmaneAne jItavA sahelA che paNa svabhAvane jItavA muzkela che. ATalA mATe jJAnIo kahe che ke peAtAnA svabhAvane jItavAmAM khare vijaya samAyele che. devAnupriyA ! vRttie upara vijya meLavavA mATe dararAja prabhune prArthanA karA ke he prabhu! huM tArA jevA kyAre banIza? tArA jevA guNA mArAmAM kayAre pragaTaze? te kaSAyAne bhagADI mUkayA che. huM mArA kaSAya AtmAnuM damana kayAre karIza ? Aje prArthanA te ghaNAM kare che. paNa kAI AzAthI teA kei tRSNAthI saMsAranA lAbha arthe kare che. are! amArI pAse mAMgalika sAMbhaLavA Ave temAM paNa bhArAbhAra AzA bharI hAya. navA dhaMdhA zarU karavA che te cAlA mAMgalIka sAMbhaLavA, mAMgalIka sAMbhaLIne gayA ne khUba naphA thayA teA kahe ke mahAsatIjInI mAMgalIka bahu sArI are bhalA ! mAMgalIkamAM evA zabda kyAMya Ave che ke dhanavRddhi thAya e te tamArA puNyane AdhIna che. amArI mAMgalIkamAM teA eka ja vAta che ke tuM jyAM jAya tyAM A cAra zaraNane tArA hRdayamAM rAkhaje. e tAruM rakSaNa karaze. camarendra zakendranI sAme bAtha bhIDavA gayA tyAre

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zAradA sAgara bhagavAna mahAvIranuM zaraNuM laIne gaye te bacI gayA. eka bhakata prabhune prArthanA karatAM kahe che he prabhu! huM tane kyAre bolAvuM? duHkhamAM nahi bolAvuM ke paisA mATe nahi bolAvuM. nahIM bolAvuM delata mATe ke dardImAM rAhata mATe, manamAM jayAre jAme laDAI, aMtaranA zatru kare caDhAI ho jAme laDAI.. tyAre mujane zo pUrA pADaje prabhu...mArI muzIbata mITAvo prabhu (2) jyAre huM belAvuM tyAre Avaje prabhu...mArI muzIbata... mane daI Ave tyAre hAyaya nahi karuM ke daI maTADavA prabhu tane nahi bolAvuM, mArA karmodayathI kaMgAla banI jaIza tyAre paNa nahi kahuM, ke he prabhu! mane dhanavAna banAva. paNa jyAre mana ane AtmA vacce bAhya ane AtyaMtara zatruonuM yuddha thAya tyAre kSamA-samatA-nirlobhatA Adi evA zastro mane Apaje ke jethI mArA AtmAne ja vijaya thAya ne tArA jevo banI jAuM. pharI kyAreya pAya na thAya. baMdhuo ! AtmAmAM AvA bhAva kayAre Ave? dararoja zuddha bhAvathI prabhune prArthanA karavAmAM Ave che. ghaNuM kuTuMba ame evA paNa joyA che ke dararoja prabhAtanA praharamAM bALakathI mAMDIne vRddha sudhInA badhA ja UThIne prArthanA karavA besI jAya. pachI dUdha pIve. A saMskAranuM baLa che. saMskAra te eka addabhuta alaMkAra che. paNa A je te mAnava eTalo badho AgaLa vadhe che ke saMskAranI vAtane to sAva visarI gayA che. dazakA pahelAnA mAnavInA jIvanamAM ne AjanA mAnavInA jIvanamAM AsamAna-jamIna jeTaluM aMtara che. pahelAnuM jIvana sAdhu-sAduM ne saraLa hatuM. jyAre AjanuM tenAthI viruddha jaNAya che. mAnavI vijJAnamAM AgekUca karato jAya che tenA prabhAve aneka prakAranI sukha-sAmagrInA bhegavaTA vaDe naitika jIvana nIcuM jatuM jAya che. bAhya sAmagrIthI zarIrane zobhAvI aMtaranI badabene DhAMkavAne prayatna thAya che. AvuM jIvana saMskArInuM nathI. AvuM jIvana ApaNe jIvavuM nathI. sAcuM jIvana te saMskAranA raMge raMgAyeluM hoya te ja che. Aje mAnavInA jIvanamAM uparathI bhabhake lAge che paNa aMtaramAM ciMtAnI javALAo dhagadhagatI hoya che. vyavahAra jIvanamAM jeTalo buddhino upayoga thAya che teTale Atmika jIvana mATe upayoga karavAne samaya nathI. bajAramAM kharIdI karavA jAva tyAre jevI tevI vastu laI letA nathI paNa cakAsI cakAsIne le che. ghI tela paNa suMdhI cUMdhIne le che kAraNa ke vastu kAma na Ave te vyartha thAya ne paisA nakAmA jAya che. A vyavahArI jIvananI vAta te samajAI jAya che. tyAre bIjI sAIDa tarapha daSTi karIe to jaNAya che ke Atmika jIvanane samajatA nathI paNa tenAthI dUra dUra thatA jaIe chIe. dehane zaNagAravAmAM 24 kalAka prayatna thAya che paNa AtmAne saMskArarUpI alaMkArothI zaNagAravAnuM mana thatuM nathI.

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zAradA sAgara 5 jJAnI bhagavA pharamAve che,ke bahAranA alakArAnA Ana kSaNika che. pachI zarIrane zaNagAravAnI zI jarUra ? hIrAnA hAra paherA ke AkhuM zarIra senAthI maDhI le-paNa jIvanamAM saMskAranA alaMkAra nahAya teA madhu nakAmuM che. susaMskArane sAja sajavA jIvanamAM cAra pagathIyA caNavAnI jarUra che. e cAra pagathiyA kayA kayA ? (1) sAna (2) sadbhAvanA (3) saskAra (4) saddavartana. A cAra pagathiyA jIvananA sAcA zaNagAra che. seAnAnA, cAMdInA, hIrAnA, mANekanA, pannAnA ne meAtInA dAgInA ghaDAvI zakAya. khIjA dhAtunA paNa banAvI zakAya. atyAranA yugamAM te asalI gayuM ne nakalI AvyuM che. seAnA cAMdI gayA ne lekhaDa AvyuM. hIza gayAne kAcanA TukaDA AvyA. sAcu' gayuM ne kalcara AvyuM. mele tA kharA! tame AmAMthI kayA alakAre pasaM karaza? atyAranI phezana mujama sTIlanA pasadbha karaze! ne ? (hasAhasa) buddhizALI manuSya prathama teA hIrAnA dAgInA pasaMda karaze. pachI seAnAnA ne pachI khIjA. kAraNa ke te samaje che ke je alaMkAre vAparyA pachI ghasAI jAya te paNa jenI kiMmata upaje che te ja kiMmatI ne sAca alaMkAra che. uparanA bhabhake game teTalA hAya paNa jenI kAMI kiMmata nathI UpajatI te sAcA alaMkAra nathI paNa khATA che. te have khele! AtmAne zaNagAravA sAcA alakArA pada karaze! ke nahi ? atyAra sudhI dehane dAgInAthI bhale ze|bhAgye paNa have AtmAne susaMskArAthI zAbhAvIzu teA jIvana mahAna khanI zakaze. nahitara te A pRthvI para aneka AvyA ne gayA tenI kAMI kiMmata nathI. saune sAruM game che paNa STi sAra taraphe nathI asAra tarapha che. A yugamAM kahevAtA meATA kuTuMbe tarapha dRSTi karIe te jovA maLe che ke paisA khUba che. bhautika sukhanI sImA nathI. evA ghare mAM mAtA-pitA bALakane janmatAnI sAthe AyAne soMpI de che. svayaM saMskAranuM si Mcana karatA nathI. mAtA mamatAthI pitA vahAlathI khALakanA jIvananuM ghaDatara karatA nathI. AthI bALakamAM sAruM-narasuM jANavAnI buddhi vikasatI nathI. AgaLa jatAM tena jIvana khagaDI jAya che. koI jagyAe evuM paNa jovAmAM Ave che ke susa skAronuM si Mcana karavA chatAM bALaka kusaMge caDhI tenu Akhu jIvana veDaphI nAMkhe che. kayAreka mAtA pitAnI ajJAnatAnA kAraNe khaLaka saMskAra vagaranA rahI jAya che. pitAne vepAra dhadhAmAMthI TAIma maLatA nathI. meTA zaherAmAM bALaka ceovIsa kalAkamAM pitAnuM mukha jovA pAmatA nathI khALaka skUle jAya ne pitA dukAne jAya. rAtre bALake UMghI jAya tyAre pitA dukAnethI Ave eTale pitA putra ekabIjAne maLI zake nahi. te ravivAre ja maLe eTale ravIvArI khApa kahevAya ne ? (hasAhasa). samaya maLe tyAre ma`DaLa, miTIga ane mAtApitA maLe nahi. temanu kAmakAja mAtAne gharanA kAmakAjamAMthI samaya nathI. pArTImAM javAnuM hoya. bALako ghare Ave teA

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zAradA sAgara ghATI sabhALI le. mA-khApa vinA bALakone saMskAra kayAMthI maLe? khaLakanuM kAma ghATI saMbhALe te ghATInA saMskAro maLe ke khIju kaI ? je peAtAnI saMpatti samAna bALakonI unnati mATe javAkhadArI rAkhatA nathI, saMskAronuM si Mcana karatA nathI te mAtA khALakanI zatru ane pitA vairI nahiM te khIjuM zuM kahevAya ? jema mALI bagIcAmAM rahelA kumaLA choDane sIMcana kare che te khAga harIyALe ne suzobhita ane che. tema mAtA pitA peAtAnA jIvanamAM rahelA saddga!na, savicAra, sadabhAvanA ane sadavartana rUpI saMskArAnA pANIthI peAtAnA saMtAneAnA jIvanamAM siMcana kare te jIvanamAM kayAre paNa raDavAnA vakhata na Ave cAra cAra dIkarAnA mAtA pitA Aje AMkhamAMthI AMsu sAratA heAya che. AnuM kAraNu asaMskArI jIvana che. 5 aMdhue ! jenA gharamAM dhanathI tijorItara hAya paNa saMskArarUpI dhana na hoya teA te dhana kAlasA jevuM che. dhana e kAMI saMskAra nathI paNa saMskAra eja sAcu dhana che. ApaNe saMskAra dhananI phakta vAtA karIe chIe. duniyAnI phezanamAM saMskAra dhananI paNa phezana thaI gaI che. paNa kyAMya sAcuM saskAra dhana apAtu nathI. AjanA yugamAM phezananA lezana sAthe saMskAranuM zikSaNa kayAM zIkhavADAya che? saMskAranuM zikSaNa jyAM apAya che tyAM javAne TAima nathI. eka zaheramAM navI phezana zarU thaI ke nAnA gAmaDAmAM paNa te paheAMcI gaI ja jANeA. tyAM abhyAsa nathI paNa anukaraNa che. kayAMya paNa saMskAranuM anukaraNa thAya che kharuM? jyAM jue tyAM phrezane sAmrAjya jamAvyuM che. * lAisansanI jarUra" paisA kharcIne kAra vasAve| paNa calAvavA mATe lAisansanI jarUra kharI ne? sarakArI lAisansa vinA tamArI kAra paNa tame calAvI zakatA nathI. paNa jina zAsanamAM saMskAranI kAra calAvavI hAya te evA lAisansanI jarUra nathI. vANI sAMbhaLatA varSo vItI gayA paNa haiyuM ghaDAyu ke nahi? paththara upara TAMkaNAM mAravAmAM Ave te paththaranI suMdara mUrti bane che paNa A paththara jevA hRdaya upara jinavANInA game teTalA TAMkaNA paDavA chatAM haiyuM ghaDAtuM nathI kAraNa ke te mATenuM lakSya banAvyuM nathI. aMdhue 1 jinavANInA pAnathI jIvananuM ghaDatara zuddha karyuM nathI mATe bhAvi jIvana mATe ciMtA bhUlI gayA che. A eka ja jIvana evuM che ke AtmAnA utthAnanuM caNatara thai zake. mAhyasukhanA rAgamAM jIvana vyatIta karI dIdhuM te samajI lejo ke bhaviSyamAM pastAvAnA vakhata Avaze. mAnava jIvananA dRDha saskAra adhogatimAM jatA jIvane ugAre che. paNa jo peAtAnAmAM saMskAra nahi haiAya te khALakAne kayAMthI saMskAra AvI zakaze. jIvanamAM guNu kayAre Ave? saddajJAna, saddabhAvanA, sadvANI ane sana hAya tyAre guNa Ave. saMskAra e jIvananA pAyA che. ApaNe kahIe chIe ne ke rUpanI

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zAradA sAgara kiMmata nathI guNunI kiMmata che. kAraNa ke rUpa e puNyanI bakSisa che jyAre guNa e parama puNyanI akSisa che. rUpa kSaNika che te mAnavIne abhimAnI anAve che. paNa guNu abhimAnI nahi banAve. guNamAM evI zakti che ke mAnavInA hajArA avaguNNAne DhAMkI de che. namra khanatAM zIkhave che. sahana karatAM paNa zIkhave che. hArA sArI vAta hoya paNu eka ja avaguNu hAya te te sane DhAMkI de che. mATe avaguNune dUra karI guNa pragaTAvavA joie tame vicAra karaze! te samajAze ke pAse aDhaLaka sapatti che tethI lAke khambhAkhammA kare che. tethI kAInI jarUrata lAgatI nathI paNa koI game teTalI vAhavAha kare tethI tamAruM jIvana ujjavaLa banI javAnu che ? jIvananI sArthakatA thaI gaI ? Ama je lakSmIthI sArthakatA thatI hAya teA duniyAmAM guNunI mahattA zu rahe ? pachI mahAvIra prabhu, buddha, gAMdhIjIne leAkeA zA mATe pUje che? temanAmAM rahelA saskAra rUpI alakArAnA kAraNe ja. jenA alakAro sAcA che tene nakalI alakArenI jarUra paDatI nathI. tema jenA jIvanamAM saMskAra rUpI caLakATa che tene dhana ke rUpanA ApanI jarUrata nathI. je jIvA saMskArI jIvana jIvI gayA che temanA itihAsanA pAne nAma lakhAyA che ane evuM jIvana jIvavA mATe avazya Atmamana karavuM joIze. AtmaDhamana karavAthI AtmA A leAka ane paraleAkamAM sukhI thAya che. AtmaDhamana ane saMskAra rUpI alaMkAra te viSe Aje ghaNuM kahevAI gayu che ane AvuM uttama jIvana jIvI gayelA eka mahAna satIjI sva pU. tArAmAi mahAsatIjInI Aje mAsika puNyatithi che. temanu jIvana eTaluM badhuM saMskArI ne uttama hatuM ke te madhuM varNana huM karuM teA ochAmAM echA be divasa joie. paNa temanA jIvanamAM vairAgyanI je su khuzakhe mhekI rahI hatI te ApanI pAse TUMkamAM rajU karuM chuM. AkAzamAM tArA camake che tema tArAbAi mahAsatIjI mArA ziSyA parivAramAM eka camakatA tArA hatA. temanA janma amadAvAda zaheramAM sAvADA meATI peALamAM thayA hatA. temanA pitAnuM nAma ugaracaMdabhAI ane mAtAnu nAma samarata bahena hatuM. temanA lagna paNa thayelA hatA. A saMsAra sacAga-viyeganA duHkhathI bharelA che. taddanusAra teo 24 varSanI uMmaramAM vidhavA thayA. vidhavA thayA pachI eka varSamAM amArA ( pU. khA. bra. viduSI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIne) paricaya thatAM teo dhArmika pravRttimAM joDAyA. ane vairAgya rage raMgAi gayA. mArI dIkSA pachI A badhI ziSyAomAM tee sauthI prathama vairAgya pAmelA hatA, temane cAra putrA hatA te nAnA hatA. temane meATA karavAnI javAbadArI peAtAnA mAthe hatI eTale na chUTake saMsAramAM rahevuM paDayuM paNu anAsakta bhAve rahI tapa-tyAga ane jJAna-dhyAnamAM masta rahetA hatA. Ama karatAM samaya jatAM meDhA putranA lagna karI thADA samaya saMsAramAM rahI moTA putrane javAbadArI soMpI

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zAradA sAgara saMsAranI riddhi-siddhi ane mahAna sukha tathA putrono moha choDI, saMvata 2014 mAM aSADa suda bIjanA divase temaNe dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. Aje dIkSA to ghaNu le che paNa bALakane moha cheDI dIkSA levI e mahAna kaThina che. jevI rIte putra parivAranA mahinA baMdhane kApIne zUravIra banIne saMyamamAge teo nIkaLyA hatA tevI rIte aMtima samaya sudhI saMyamamAM rakta ane masta rahyA hatA. - ame muMbaI AvyA tyAre saMvata 2018 nuM prathama cAturmAsa muMbaI kAMdAvADImAM, saM. 2019nuM mATuMgA, 2020nuM dAdara, 2021 nuM vilepArlA ane 2022 nuM ghATakeparamAM karyuM. ghATake paranuM cAturmAsa pUrNa karI maMdAkinI bAInI dIkSA prasaMge poSa vada dazamanA divase badhA mATuMgA padhAryA. te vakhate mahAsuda bIjanA divase tArAbAI mahAsatIjIne mAthAmAM casakA UpaDyA. e dardanuM nidAna karAvavA mATe mATuMgA zrIsaze meTA moTA sarjanane bolAvyA ane khaDe page sevA karI. paNa vedanIya karma AgaLa keInuM cAlyuM nahi. pU. tArAbAI mahAsatIjI khUba samatAbhAve darda sahana karatA hatA, temanA mukha upara saheja paNa glAni na hatI. jyAre jue tyAre baya prasanna rahetA. pitAnA kALadharma pAmavAnA agAu traNa divasa pahelAMthI temaNe mane badhA saMketa karyA hatA. mane pAse besADIne kahyuM-mahAsatIjI! AjIvana kSaNabhaMgura che. nazvara dehane meha rAkhavA jevuM nathI. huM aDhI divasa chuM paNa vaDI dIkSA jevAnI chuM. huM emanA gUDha arthane samajI na zakI. meM kahyuM ke vaDI dIkSA to sAyana thavAnI che. je tamArI IcchA hoya te vaDI dIkSA mATuMgAmAM karIe. te kahe, nA. ema nahi. huM vaDI dIkSA jevAnI chuM. mane aMtima AlocanA karI. tA. 24-2-67 ne zukavAra 10-10 miniTe temaNe dhUna bolavAnI zarUAta karI. "deha mare che huM nathI maratI, ajara amara pada mAruM" A pramANe pitAnI jAte belavA lAgyA. - tA. 25mI ne zanivAre savAre mane kahe che mahAsatIjI! Aje je gaucarI lAvyA hoya te badhuM patAvI deje, kaMI rAkhaze nahi. A deha vahelo ke moDe cheDavAne che. mATe enI mamatA bahu na rAkhavI. mane gaLagaLamAM badhuM samajAvI dIdhuM. AgalA divase mane kahyuM hatuM ke huM kevI bhAgyazALI chuM ke mArA guruNanA meLAmAM mAthuM mUkIne mArA gurudeva pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja pAse jaIza. barAbara te pramANe banyuM. vyAkhyAnane samaya thayA eTale vasubAIne vyAkhyAna zarU karavA mokalyA hatA. huM nava vAge vyAkhyAnamAM javA taiyAra thaI. dAdara sudhI gaI paNa mane kaMI kahetuM hoya tema avAja AvyuM ke tane kahyuM che ke huM aDhI divasa chuM ne tuM kyAM jAya che! be traNa vakhata avAja Ave eTale vyAkhyAnamAM na jatAM pAchI AvI temanA mAthA AgaLa beThI. temaNe mArA khoLAmAM mAthuM mUkayuM. emanI AtmaramaNatA to cAlu hatI. mane

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zAradA sAgara kahe che mahAsatIjI! huM nathI maratI. mAre deha mare che. tame kaMI joyuM nathI mATe Apa khUba hiMmata rAkhaje. ema kahI pitAnI jAte hAtha joDIne traNa vakhata bolyA ke he Adezvara dAdA ! mane bhavobhava tamAruM zaraNuM ho. eTale mane ema thaI gayuM ke have mArA tArAbAI cAlyA. eTale meM emane 9-45 miniTe sAgArI saMthAre karAvyuM. saMthArAnA paccakhANa letAM emanA mukha upara eTale badhe harSa thayo ke basa, have mArI bhAvanA pUrNa thaI. vyAkhyAna pUruM thayela eTale A saMgha hAjara hato. saMgha tathA ame badhA emane navakAramaMtranA zaraNAM detA hatA paNa pote te chellA zvAsa sudhI deha mare che huM nathI maratI, ajara amara pada mAru" e dhUna cAlu rAkhI ne tA. 25 mInA roja savAre 10 ne 10 miniTe potAnI jAte dhUna belatAM belatAM 48 varSanI uMmare sADA ATha varSanI dIkSA paryAya pAbI mahA vada bIja ne zanivAra tA. 25-2-67 nA roja samAdhipUrvaka temaNe A nazvara dehano tyAga karyo. dIkSA lIdhI tyArathI temanI evI bhAvanA hatI ke bhale ochuM jIvAya paNa huM paDita maraNe maruM. e emanI bhAvanA pUrNa thaI. TUMkuM jIvana jIvyA paNa AtmasAdhanA sAdhI gayA. pU. tArAbAI mahAsatIjI khUba saraLa, bhadrika, vinayavAna ane guNIyala hatA, teo sAtamA ziSyA hovA chatAM saMpUrNa javAbadArI saMbhALatA hatA. AvA pavitra AtmAone yAda karI temanA guNo jIvanamAM utAravA udyamavaMta banIe e bhAvanA. Aje sau sArA vrata-pratyAkhyAna leze to temane sAcI zraddhAMjalI ApI kahevAya. vyAkhyAna naM. 2 viSaya :- "AtmAno khajAno aSAda vada 3 ne zukravAra - tA. 25-7-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne baheno anaMta karuNAnidhi, rAga-dveSanA vijetA, mekSa mArganA praNetA evA vIra prabhunA mukhakamaLamAMthI jharelI zAzvatI vANuM tenuM nAma siddhAMta. uttarAdhyayana sUtra e prabhu, mahAvIra pitAnI aMtima vANI che. te uttarAdhyayana sUtranA vIsamA adhyayanamAM eka mahAna AtmAno adhikAra Ave che. te adhyayananuM nAma zuM che? e mahAna puruSanuM nAma zuM che te vAta AgaLa vicArIzuM. paNa sarva prathama ApaNe e vAtane vicAra karIe ke AvA AgamanA pAne suvarNAkSare tenuM nAma aMkti thAya che. je AtmAo AtmAne khajAne prApta karIne gayA che temanuM bIjAnuM nahi. e khajAne be prakArane cheH eka dravya khajAne ane bIjo bhAva khajAne.

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10 zAradA sAgara tame moTA zrImatano khajAno je haze ane rAjAone khajAno paNa je haze ! e khajAnAmAM hIrA-mANeka motI pannA nIlama-sonu-rUpuM temaja rokaDa nANuM Adi cIjone saMgraha karela hoya che ghaNu rAjAnA khajAnA khUba moTA hoya che. jemAM bahu mUlyavAna ane avanavI cIjone saMgraha hoya che, jyAre bhAratamAM rAjAonuM rAjya hatuM tyAranI A vAta che, ke loke vaDodarAnA najarabAga pelesamAM gAyakavADa sarakAranuM jhaverAta jevA jatA. temanA palaMga upara sAcA motIthI bharelI cAdara bichAvelI joI loko AzcaryamAM paDI jatA. sikaMdarano khajAne sonA tathA kiMmatI jhaverAtathI bharacaka hate. naMdarAjAnA khajAnAmAM ghaNuM dhana hatuM. A badhI dravya khajAnAnI vAta thaI. A badhA khajAnA karatA AtmAne khajAne mahA mulyavAna ane moTo che. tene khelavAnI cAvI ApaNI pAse che. e cAvI meLavavI khUba muzkela che. bhAgyayoge cAvI maLI jAya te tene sAcavavA khuba sAvadhAna rahevAnI jarUra che. baMdhuo! A khajAno khelatA pahelAM tenI be vizeSatAo jaNAvI dauM chuM. A khajAne cera ke DAku vaDe lUMTI zakAtuM nathI jyAre zrImaMta ke rAjAne khajAne cara ke DAku vaDe lUMTAya che. AcAraMga sUtramAM zrI bhagavaMte kahyuM che kettto se egayA vivihaM viparisiThaM saMbhUyaM mahovagaraNaM bhavati taMpi se egayA dAyAyA vA vibhayanti, adattahAro vA se avaharati, rAyAyA vA se vilaMpaMti, Nassati vA se, vigata vA se, amarALA vA phArU " asaMyamI saMsArI jo bhaviSyakALamAM A dhana mane upayogI thaze evI AzAthI dhanane saMgraha kare che. paNa tene khabara nathI ke te dhana upArjana karavAmAM meM pApa bAMdhyuM. paNa te dhanane bhegavavA rahIza ke nahi? pitAnI AMkho sAme pote prApta karelI khUba prayatnapUrvaka sAcavI rAkhelI lakSamIne nAza thaI jAya che. e lakSmInA khajAnAne svajane vibhAga karIne vaheMcI le che. cAra cerI jAya che. rAjA lUMTI le che, vyApAra AdimAM nukasAna thAya che, Aga lAgatAM baLI jAya che, ane jala pralayAdi kudaratI Aphatane kAraNe nAza pAme che. jema jema kharcAya tema tema khUTato jAya che. paNa AtmAno khajAne e alaukika che ke te cora DAkuo vaDe lUMTI zakAtuM nathI. zAzvata sukhane bharyo khajAne, kharce paNa nA khUTe nA keI lUMTI zake kadI e, nA taTe nA phuTe, mahAvIranI mahenatanI kamANI maLI che aparaMpAra vIranA vArasadAra ame sau mahAvIranA saMtAna.... A khajAnAne tUTavA-phUTavAne bhaya nathI, te agni vaDe bALI zakAtuM nathI,

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zAradA sAgara temAM svajanA bhAga paDAvI zakatA nathI. ane jala pralayAdi kudaratI AphtAnA kAraNe nAza pAmatA nathI. A khajAnA zAzvata che. khIjI vAta e che ke rAjAe, zrImate bahAra jAya tyAre peAtAnA kiMmatI khajAne sAthe lai zakatA nathI. kaddAca lai jAya tA ahu meATuM jokhama kheDavu paDe che. paNa AtmAnA khajAnA eve che ke te jayAM jAya tyAM sAthe laI jaI zakAya che ane temAM kaMI jokhama kheDavuM paDatuM nathI. 11 devAnupriyA ! A drazya khAne meLavavA mATe leAkeA kevA kevA jokhama kheDe che. keTalI jahemata uThAve che. aMdhArI rAtre gheAra jaMgalanA pravAsa kare che. pahADAnI aMdhArI bihAmaNI guDhDhAemAM !khaa thAya che. cAre bAju pANInA meAjA uchaLatA hAya, khAvApIvAnI koi cIja maLatI na heAya evA eTemAM paNa jAya che. ane keAi temanA mAmAM aMtarAya nAMkhe teA temanI sAthe jIva sADhesATanA yuddha paNa khele che. paNa AtmAnA khajAnA meLavavA mATe tamAre jaMgala pahADA, bheAMyarA ke nirjana beTAmAM javAnI jarUra nathI. e tamArI najIka che. ane temAMnI vastuo tame sahelAithI prApta karI zake tema che. A kai jevI tevI taka nathI. paNa e khajAnAnI tamane eLakhANu nathI eTale maLelI takane gumAvI rahyA che. A taka gaI te samajI lejo ke tame jIvanabhara ridrI rahI javAnA. bahu mUlyavAna Atmika guNu rUpI aneka ratnA AtmAnA khajAnAmAM bharelA che. temAMnA e guNu ratnA khUba kiMmatI che. temane prakAza ane che. tenuM pANI ane khu che. temanA nAma che jJAna ane darzana. have jJAna kAne kahevAya ne darzana kAne kahevAya ? jJAnaprAptinuM nimitta maLatAM ApaNane A kaika" che. evA je aspaSTa ke sAmAnya edha thAya che te darzana che. jJAyate baMnena smAr va ti jJAnam " jenA vaDe ke jenAthI jANI zakAya te jJAna. A vyAkhyA pramANe danane paNa jJAnanA bhAga kahI zakAya. kAraNa ke te vastunuM jJAna thavAmAM upayAgI che. "1 A mAnavadeha prApta karIne AvA jJAna-darzana rUpI uttama ratnAnI prApti karI lA, A ratnAnI prApti thaze tyAre mAnava dehanI saphaLatA che. A deha karatAM paNa ApaNA AtmA vadhu mUlyavAna che. AtmA dvArA zarIra zAle che. AtmA vinAnA kalevaranI rUpa-raMganI kaMI ki Mmata kharI ? jyAre AtmA zarIrane choDIne cAlyA jAya che tyAre lAke zu kahe che? have utAvaLa kareA. zenI utAvaLa ? e te tamane khakhara che ne ? (zretAmAMthI avAja : = pelA AtmArahita zarIrane gharamAMthI bahAra kADhavAnI) vadhAre vakhata rahe teA maDaduM bhAre thai jAya ane UMcakavuM muzkela paDe. eTale jaldI vAMsavaLInI anAvelI nanAmImAM AMdhI zmazAna bheguM karI daie.) lAkaDAnI ciMtA khaDakI, agnidAha I bhaDabhaDATa khALI mUke che. tame je zarIrane nitya navA bheAjanA karAvI

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zAradA sAgara huSTapuSTa rAkhyuM, snAna-vilepanAdi karI svaccha ane sugaMdhita rAkhyuM. jenI sAra saMbhALa karavAmAM dharmanI ArAdhanA paNa visarI jatA hatA. te zarIranI kevI dazA thAya che. A uparathI tame spaSTa samajI zakaze ke jagatamAM AtmA e badhAthI mUlyavAna che. lAkhe ke karoDanA hIrA paNa tenI AgaLa kaMI visAtamAM nathI. chatAM tenI saMbhALa keTalI rAkho che? sAcI hakIkata to e che ke tamane AtmAnuM sAcuM mUlya samajAyuM nathI. je AtmAnuM mUlya samajAyuM hoya te A hAlata na hoya. keI kiMmatI vastunuM mUlya karavuM hoya te akkala ane anubhava baMne joIe. eka daSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM. nAnA phaDanavIsa pezvA bahu buddhizALI gaNAto hato. tene jovA mATe loke dUra dUrathI AvatA hatA. eka vakhata sodAgara tenI sabhAmAM AvyuM. tenI pAsethI eka amUlya paNadAra hIre kADhIne tenuM mUlya pUchayuM. e rAja sabhAmAM keTalAka jhaverIo paNa beThA hatA. temaNe e hIre jaIne kahyuM ke AnI kiMmata Azare be lAkhanI haze. pachI e hIre nAnA phaDanavIsa hAthamAM laIne bArIkAIthI tenuM nirIkSaNa karato hato. evAmAM eka mAkhI uDatI uDatI te hIrA upara beThI. tethI nAnA phaDanavIsane tarata khyAla AvI gayo ke A hIre sAce nathI paNa banAvaTI che. eka prakAranI sAkaramAMthI pahela pADIne banAvyo che. nahitara mAkhI tenA upara bese nahi. eTale teNe AvelA sodAgarane kahyuM ke hIrAnI kiMmata eka sAkaranA TUkaDA jeTalI. ema kahI teNe e hIre moDhAmAM mUkI dIdhA ne kaDakaDa sAkara cAve tema badhAnA dekhatA cAvI gayA. A joI pele sodAgara kAna pakaDI gaye. paNa tame te sAkaranA TukaDAne hIre mAnIne kAma calAvI rahyA che. ane pAchA jagatamAM buddhimAna tarIke, DAhyA tarIke khapa che. tame mAno cho ke ame rAta divasa mahenata karIne kamANI karI rahyA chIe. paNa je kamANImAMthI rAtI pAI paNa sAthe na Ave te kamANa zA kAmanI ? jeTalI AtmAnI kamANI teTalI sArI kamANI che. bAkI te badhuM ahIM rahevAnuM che. baLatA jhaLatA saMsAramAMthI mUlyavAna cIje grahaNa karI le, eka vakhata eka mANasanA gharamAM Aga lAgI; tenI AkhI jiMdagInI kamANI tijorImAM bharI hatI. te tijorInA eka khAnAmAM keTalAka kerA kAgaLIyA hatA. pelA mANasane AgamAMthI mUlyavAna cIjo bacAvI levAnuM mana thayuM eTale jaldI tijorInuM khAnuM khelI je hAthamAM AvyuM te laIne bhAgye bahAra nIkaLe tyAre bIjA mANasoe pUchyuM ke zuM lA? pelAe kahyuM e te mArA jIvananI kamANI! lAva joIe te kharA. zuM tamArI kamANI che? joyuM te hAthamAM korA kAgaLIyA ja hatA. A joIne lokoe hasatA hasatA kahyuM-vAha bhAI vAha! tArI jiMdagImAM A kAgaLIyA ja kamAya ? baMdhuo! A zarIra rUpI makAnamAMthI jatI vakhate tamArA hAthamAM kerA kAgaLIyA

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zAradA sAgara 13 na AvI jAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhaje. paisAnI kamANI e kaMI sAcI kamANI nathI kAraNa ke temAMthI sAthe kaMI AvavAnuM nathI. be, kaMI sAthe Avaze kharuM? hIrA-mANekanA dAgInA ke noTonA baMDala kaI sAthe AvavAnuM hoya te kahI deje. jyAM dAMta khotaravAnI saLI jeTalu paNa sAthe AvavAnuM nathI tyAM bIjI vastunI te vAta ja kyAM karavI? sAthe AvavAnA che mAtra zubhAzubha karma. je zubha kamANI karI haze te gati sArI thaze. have ApaNe mULa vAta para AvIe. uttarAdhyayana sUtranuM vIsamuM adhyayana jemAM amUlya ratna bharelA che. ApaNe gaI kAle adhikAra zarU karyo che. A vIsamA adhyayananuM nAma mahAnirgathIya adhyayana che. mahAna ane nirgatha e baMne zabdane ze artha che te ApaNe vicArIe. mahAna jJAnI puruSee mahAna zabdano artha aneka rIte samajAvyuM che. kAraNa ke zrutajJAna samudranI mAphaka amApa che. tenuM varNana ApaNA je alpa che kevI rIte karI zake? chatAM alpabuddhithI ahIM thoDuM varNana karuM chuM. pUrvAcAryoe ATha prakAranA mahAna batAvyA che. nAmathI, sthApanAthI, dravyathI, kSetrathI, kALathI, pradhAnathI, apekSAthI, ane bhAvathI. pahelo nAma mahAna che, jemAM mahAnatAne eka paNa guNa nathI. kevaLa je nAmathI mahAna kahevAya che te nAma mahAna che. dA. ta. nAma hIrAlAla, pannAlAla heya paNa kaI divasa jemaNe hIrA ke pannAnA darzana ja karyA na hoya! dareka vastune ApaNe prathama nAmathI ja jANI zakIe chIe. nAma jANIne besI rahevuM yogya nathI. vastu ke vyakitanuM nAma jANyA pachI tenA svarUpane paNa jANavuM joIe. bIje sthApanAthI mahAna che, koI paNa vastumAM mahAnatAnuM Aje paNa karI levuM te sthApanAthI mahAna che. jema ke keIe kAgaLamAM "mahAna lakhyuM ne kahyuM A mahAna che. A sthApanAthI mahAna che. trIjo dravyathI mahAna che. jyAre kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMta aMta samaye kevaLa samuddaghAta kare che tyAre temanA Atma pradeza cauda rAjalekamAM phelAI jAya che ane temanA zarIramAMthI nIkaLele mahAskandha cauda rAjalokamAM samAI jAya che te dravyathI mahAna che. kSetrathI mahAna. cha dravyamAM AkAza lokAle pramANe vyApta che tethI kSetrathI te mahAna che. pAMcame kALathI mahAna. kALamAM bhaviSyakALa mahAna che. kAraNa ke jemanuM bhaviSya sudharyuM che temanuM badhuM sudharyuM che. kAraNa ke bhUtakALa game teTale sAre gaye hoya paNa te vyatIta thaI gayA che. eTalA mATe bhaviSyakALa mahAna che. chaThThA pradhAna mahAna che. e mahAnanA sacita, acit ane mizra ema traNa bheda che. sacitamAM dvipada, catuSpada ane apada ema traNa bheda che, dvipamAM tiIrthakara prabhu mahAna che. catuSpadramAM aSTApada mahAna che. apadamAM eTale vRkSAdimAM puMDarika kamaLane mahAna gaNavAmAM Ave che, acitamAM ciMtAmaNI ratna mahAna che ane mizramAM rAjya saMpadAyukta tIrthakaranuM zarIra mahAna che. tIrthakara prabhunuM zarIra te divya hoya che. paNa rAjyAbhiSeka samaye teo je vastrAbhUSaNe paherIne bese che te paNa mahAna

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14 zAradA sAgara hAya che. kAraNa ke sthAnane lIdhe vastunu mahattva vadhI jAya che. A apekSAthI tIrthaMkaranu vastrAbhUSaNa yukata zarIra mahAna che. sAtamA apekSAthI mahAna che. jema ke sarasavathI caNAnA dANeA mahAna che ne caNAthI kheAra mahAna che. AThamA bhAvathI mahAna che. pradhAnatAnI apekSA e kSAyika bhAva mahAna che ane AzrayanI apekSAe pANNiAmika bhAva mahAna che. kAraNa ke jIva ane ajIva ane pANNiAmika bhAvanA Azraye rahe che. pAriNAmika bhAvamAM siddha ane saMsArI ane prakAranA jIve AvI jAya che. A rIte mahAna zabdanA artha thayA. have nigraMtha zabdano zuM artha che te pachI vicArIzuM. te pahelAM eka gAthA laIe. sidhdhANaM namo kiccA, saMjayANaM ca bhAvao / attha dhamma gai taccaM, aNursA suNeha me // utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA-1 sthavira bhagavAna pAtAnA ziSya samudAyane kahe che siddha bhagava Mte ane sayatAne bhAvathI namaskAra karIne artha, dharmanI tathya gatine mArI pAsethI sAMbhaLe. ahIMyA siddha zabdathI arihaMtane paNa grahaNa karyA che kAraNa ke arihaMta bhagavAna nizcayathI siddhagatine pAmavAnA che. eTale siddha zabdamAM arihaMta ane siddha nenu grahaNa karyuM che ane sayata zabdathI AcArya, upAdhyAya ane sAdhu grahaNa karyAM che. eTalA mATe pa'ca parameSThIne namaskAra karIne ahIMyA pratipAdya viSaya atha, dharmanI gatinu yathArtha rUpathI nirUpaNa karyuM che. A adhyayanamAM jaina darzana jene zreNIka rAjAnA nAmathI oLakhe che ne anya leAkA samrATa khikhiMsAranA nAmathI oLakhe che. evA zreNIka mahArAjA ane anAthI nigraMtha e ane mahApurUSAnuM subhaga milana thayuM che. e malana kevuM madhuru che te te sAMbhaLaze tyAre tamane majA Avaze. jyAre manuSya pAtra bane che tyAre tenI jijJAsA anusAra tene cAgya sadgurU maLI rahe che. satanI kRpAthI vyakti je meLavavA cAhe te maLI jAya che. temAM paNa pAtratA vikasI haiAya te nimitta ane upAdAnanI sadhI thatA upAdAna peAtAnu kArya sAdhI le che. paNa jo AtmAnI pAtratA pragaTI na hAya, sAcA meAtI meLavavAnI tAlAvelI lAgI na heAya tyAre metIne khale zakhalA ane chIpalA meLavavAnA prayatna jIva kare che. sadgurU maLe ne temanI apUrva vANI sAMbhaLavA maLe chatAM kaMika jIvA pAmI na zake kAraNa ke te Atmane peAtAnI pIchANu karavAnI aMtaramAM tAlAvelI lAgI nathI. te AtmA jJAnIne kahevAnA Azaya na samajI zake. temanA vacananuM ciMtana-manana na kare te sAMbhaLyuM na sAMbhaLyuM samAna che. AvI apU vANI sAMbhaLavA maLe paNa jo zreAtAnA kAna sudhI paheAMce paNa aMtaramAM anubhUti na thAya. samajavAnA purUSAtha na kare, aMtaramAM na utAre te tenAthI zuM lAbha thavAnA

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zAradA sAgara 15 koi mAnavI samudramAM DUbakI na lagAve paNa kinAre kheAja karyA kare teA zuM maLe? huM tamane pUchuM chuM. beleA, devAnupriyA | zuM maLe? tame eneA javAba nahi Ape. lA huM ja kahI dauM. zaMkhalA ane chIpalA ke khIjuM kAMi ? jayAre zreNIka mahArAjA pAtra banyA tyAre saMtanA vacananA Azaya samajyA. jyAM sudhI samajyA na hatA tyAM sudhI temanI kheAja kinAre hatI. satyanA sAgaranA kinArA te saMsAra che. eka ja AtmAnI e avasthA che. eka zuddha khIjI azuddha. mukta dazA-siddha dazA:te AtmAnI zuddha avasthA che ane krodha-mAna-mAyA-lAbha-rAga-dveSAddhi AtmAnI azuddha avasthA che. I jyAM kaSAya che tyAM saMsAra che. ane saMsAra te kinArA che. te kinAre manuSyanA jIvananI nAkA khaMdhAi che. tene choDavAnu je sAhasa kare che te ja satyanA sAgaramAM saphara karI zake che. paNa jyAM sudhI peAtAnI mithyA mAnyatAnA doraDe, adharmanA vizvAsathI nAkA kinAre baMdhAi che tyAM sudhI manuSya satyanA sAgaramAM saphaeNra karI zakatA nathI. jJAnIo kahe che A saMsAramAMthI ghaNA jIvA samyakdana, sAdhupaNuM ane paramAtmapadane pAmyA che tenuM kAraNa zuM? temaNe kinArA choDayA che. temaNe bahAranI zeSa choDI aMtara zeAdha karI tyAre samyak jJAna-darzana ane cAritranA sAcA meAtI meLavyA. kinAre kaMI jJAna-dana cAritranA sAcA meAtI nathI. jyAM kredha-mAna-mAyA-leAbha, kAma, IrSyA ane vAsanAnI sapATI che tyAM jo kAI jJAna-darzana caritranA me!tI meLavavA jAya te zuM maLe? nA. za Mkha chIpa ne retI samAna saMsAranI vAsanAe choDIne aMdaramAM DUbakI lagAve te te AtmA bhAgyazALI banI jAya che. tenA pariNAme te jaldI janma maraNathI mukta thaI jAya che. madhue ! koipaNa bhava evA nathI ke jyAM.janma-maraNanA bhaya nA hAya. jo ke janma te sahune sArA lAge che paNa mRtyunA bhaya prANImAtrane haMmezAM mUjhave che. mAnava janme tyAre ajJAna avasthA hAya che. paNa maraNa samaye tene pUruM bhAna heAya che. eTale maraNane bhaya prANI mAtrane haMmezA rahe che. jagatamAM moTAmAM moTA bhaya maraNanA che. maraNa samaye mAnava khIjuM badhu bhUlI jAya che. eka mAtra maraNanA bhaya tene satAve che. mAnI leA ke jema kAi DAhyA mANasa vAtavAtamAM ema kahetA hAya ke pANImAM khacakA bharavAthI zuM lAbha? Ama te khelaneA heAya che. e jANe che te mAne che ke pANImAM khAcakA bharavAthI mANusanA hAthamAM kaMi AvatuM nathI. Ama chatAM kayAreka e ja DAhyAM mANasa akasmAta pANImAM DUbI jAya te te badhI samaja ane badhuM DahApaNa kANu jANe kyAMya adrazya thaI jAya ane e ja mANasa pANImAM khacakA bharavA maMDI paDe. A dAkhalA dhyAnamAM laI vicAra karIzu te maraNanA bhaya kevA che te samajAze. ajJAnI AtmAone e bhaya rAta divasa kanaDe che. bIjI badhI vastue enI AgaLa gauNu khanI. jAya che. A jagatamAM dhananI kiMmata bahu che. dhanaprApti mATe mANase

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16 zAradA sAgara pArAvAra parizrama kare che. keTalI muzIbatano sAmano kare che. chatAM maraNanA bhaya AgaLa e dhananI paNa mANasane kiMmata nathI. potAno jIva bacAvavA mATe mANasa pitAnI aDhaLaka delata jatI karavA taiyAra thaI jAya che. manuSyane pitAnA kuTuMba-parivAra pratye khUba mamatA hoya che. strI ane putranA sukha sagavaDa mATe game te karavA taiyAra thAya che. paNa maraNane prasaMga Ubho thAya te? te te strI ke putranI tene mana kAMI kiMmata nathI hotI. maraNano bhaya e sai svajanonA smaraNanuM vimaraNa karAve che. ane mAtra e bhaya ja tenA manamAM jIta ne jAgate rahe che. A uparathI samajI zakAya che ke prANI mAtrane maraNane bhaya keTale mUMjhave che. dareka jIvane nAnI moTI aneka prakAranI IcchA rahe che. jagatamAM IcchA vinAne keI jIva nathI. paNa e badhI IcchAomAMthI sauthI vadhu agatyanI ane sauthI priya IcchA te jIvavAnI IcchA che. nAnA moTA dareka jIvo kaI paNa upAye pitAnuM jIvana TakAvI rAkhavA mATe thAya teTalA prayatna kare che. jIvavAnI AzA keTalI prabaLa che e to tame samajyA ne? paNa kayA upAye vaDe jIvana TakAvI rakhAya? jIdagI kevI rIte laMbAvAya? maraNane bhaya kema dUra thAya? Ano javAba e che ke pUrva janmamAM je prakAranuM AyuSya bAMdhyuM hoya, jevA prakAranA karmo karyA hoya te pramANe jIvavAnuM bane che. AyuSyanI maryAdA e pramANe vadhu ochI hoya che. jIvavAnI IcachA karavI e te svAbhAvika che paNa IcchA ke anicchA rAkhavAthI jIMdagI TUMkAvI ke laMbAvI zakAtI nathI. evA ghaNA dAkhalAo che ke jemAM maraNa mATe kezISa karanArAo maryA nathI. AyuSya hovAthI bacI gayA. kelerAnA upadravamAM phasAyelA jIvo bhayaMkara vyAdhimAMthI ugarI gayA che. sapadika jherI jaMtuonA bhaMga banelA ane pANImAM DUbelA hajAro jIva bacI gayAnA dAkhalA che. A te badhe akasmAta kahevAya paNa jiMdagIthI kaMTALI maravA mATe tatpara banelA ane sAmethI mRtyunA mukhamAM janArA ApaghAtanA prayatna karanArA paNa keTalAya bacI gayA che. AmAMthI ApaNe eTale sAra le che ke jIvavAnI IcchA hoya ke na hoya paNa jIvavuM e mANasanA hAthanI vAta nathI. are! mahAna purUSane mAraNAMtika upasarga AvyA tyAre jenI Atmata jhaLahaLI che te kevA suMdara vicAra kare che. arNikAputra AcArya mahArAja gaMgA nadI nAvamAM besI pasAra karatA hatA. varI devatAe nAvane DelamaDola karI nAvanA lekane bharamAvyAthI lokee ja munine UMcakI nadImAM nAkhavA UMce uchALyA. tyAM ja devatAe emane bhAlA para jhIlyA. muninA zarIramAM bhAle bheMkAvAthI zarIramAMthI lehI nIce nadImAM TapakavA mAMDayuM. e joI aNika putra AcArya ciMtave che ke are ! A mAruM lehI nIce pANInA bicArA sUkSama asaMkhya jIvone haNuM rahyuM che. dhikakAra che A zarIrane! A zarIradhArI saMsArA

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zAradA sAgara vasthAne ! A rIte zarIra parathI paNa Asakita bhAva UThI javAthI anAsaMga cage muni kevaLajJAna pAmI mekSe gayA. sAMbhaLo, AvA AtmAone AvA kaSTa paDavA chatAM teoe pitAnA duHkhane nA joyA paNa bIjA cha upara bhAre karUNA ANuM tenA pratApe mokSagAmI banyA. AnuM nAma AtmAnI oLakhANane te ja Atma khajAno che. Aje ApaNe AtmakhajAnA upara ghaNuM vicAryuM che. temaja anaMta siddhone namaskAra rUpa maMgalA caraNa karela che. siddha bhagavaMta maMgala svarUpa che. maMgala eTale pAparUpI maLane gALavA. je pApa pApa gALe te maMgala che. haju A bhAva vadhu avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 3 viSaya :-"sAce nigraMtha koNa?' aSADha vada 4ne zanivAra vizvavaMda paramakRpALu deve bhavya jIvonA hita-sukha ane kalyANa arthe siddhAMta prarUpyA. e siddhAMtane Agama paNa kahevAmAM Ave che. e AgamanA vacananuM bhUtakALamAM zravaNa-ciMtana ane manana karI jI AtmakalyANa karI gayA che. vartamAnakALamAM che vItarAga prabhunI vANu sAMbhaLI, aMtaramAM utArI AtmAne tyAgamAM jeDI AtmakalyANa karI rahyA che. ane bhaviSyamAM zravaNa, ciMtana ane manana dvArA tyAga mArgamAM joDAze te AtmakalyANa thaze. anaMtakALathI ApaNA AtmAe AtmakalyANa karavAne upAya zuM nathI. ane tene mATe kaMI prayatna karyA nathI. tethI janma-maraNanI vedanAe sahana kare che. jayAre pitAnA pUrvakRta karmonA kAraNe duHkha Ave che tyAre sure che paNa A duHkha mane kyAMthI AvyuM tenI jANakArI hoya to te jIva pratikuLatAmAM paNa anukULatA mAnIne duHkhamAMthI sukha zodhe. uttarAdhyayana sUvanA vIsamA adhyayanamAM alaukika bhAva bharelA che. temAM tirmaya be pAtrone adhikAra Avaze. eka bAju samrATa ane bIjI bAju sAdhaka. jainazAsanamAM bhAva samrATa anAthI nigraMtha. ApaNI murajhAI gayelI cetanAne prapulita banAvavAnuM ajoDa nimitta che e vAta A adhyayanamAM che. tenI prathama gAthA maMgala svarUpa che. "siddhA ne kijA, saMjayA ja mAvo " anaMta siddha bhagavatene namaskAra karI sudharmA svAmI pitAnA pyArA ziSya jaMbusvAmIne kahe che he ziSya! meM je bhagavAna pAsethI sAMbhaLI che te dravya-guNa paryAyanI vAta huM tArI pAse karIza. jenuM jIvana tapa tyAga ane saMyamamAM rata che tene tevI vAtemAM AnaMda Ave che. breka vinAnI kAra,

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18 zAradA sAgara lagAma vagarane gheDa ane aMkuza vinAne hAthI zuM kare? te tamane khyAla che ne? pADI nAkhe ne? tema jenA jIvanamAM tapa-tyAga ne saMyamanI breka nathI te ghaDIkamAM zuM karaze? adhogatinI khAImAM jIvane paTakAvI deze. te sivAya breka vagaranA jaMgalI jevA jIvananI kaI pratIta ke vizvAsa karatuM nathI. bIjI vAta kahuM, sAdhaka AtmA paMca parameSTInuM zuddha bhAvathI smaraNa kare ne je lAbha meLave te saMsAra sukhamAM rakata rahenAra cha khaMDane adhipati paNa meLavI zakato nathI. jeNe pitAnA aMtarAtmAne paramAtmA sAthe ekarUpa banAvI jagADe ne ajJAnanA kALa paDadAne dUra karI AtmAne oLakhe che tevA mahAna nirca thanuM A adhyayana che. temaNe Atma dravyanI pIchANa karI. AtmA dravyane lakSyamAM rAkhyuM. have guNa-paryAyanI vAta karuM, parAyAne choDI svaguNone laI levA te guNa. e guNadvArA zAtA-azAtA vigere jANavA je samaya prApta thaye te jJAna paryAya A vAtane samajavA sthiratA, samajaNa ane zraddhAnI jarUra che. baMdhuo! A te haju bhUmikA taiyAra thaI rahI che. tamAre eka baMgalo baMdhAva hoya te sarva prathama Ijanerane bolAve che. Ijanera bArI bAraNAne nakaze banAve che. baMgale te haju have bAMdhavAno che. vicArIne nakaze doravo sahele che paNa tarUpe makAna banAvavuM agharuM che. kAraNa ke makAna pUruM thatAM sudhImAM slepATa bharatA varasAda paDe Adi aneka muzkelIo Ave che. tema haju A plAna derAI rahyA che. ApaNe gaI kAle mahAna zabdanI vyAkhyA karI. Aje nigraMtha zabdanI vyAkhyA karIe. ahIM mahAna nircathane adhikAra cAlavAnuM che. nigraMthane dravya-kSetra AdinI daSTie mahAna kahyA nathI paNa je mahAna purUSa kSAyika bhAvamAM pravarte che temane mahAna kahyA che. nigraMtha kone kahevAya? je dravyathI ane bhAvathI baMdhanakartA padArthomAMthI nivRtta thAya che arthAt je dravya ane bhAvagraMthithI mukta thAya che te nircatha kahevAya che. dravya graMthi nava prakAranIne bhAvagranthi cauda prakAranI che. je A baMne graMthione chedI nAkhe che te nigraMtha kahevAya che. keI vyakti dravyagraMthi te paisA, putra, patnI, gharabAra Adine choDI de paNa je kaSAyAdi bhAvagraMthine cheDe nahi te nigraMtha kahevAya nahi. nirgathe te nizcaya ane vyavahAra e baMne graMthione choDavAnI jarUra che. "sUyagaDAyaMga sUtramAM paNa nirca the zabdanI vyAkhyA bhagavate karI che. ettha vi NiggaMthe ege ega viU budhdhe, saMchinnasoe susaMjate, susamite, susAmAie, AyavAyapatte viUduhaovi soyapalicchinne no pUyAsakkAralAbhaTThI dhammaTThI dhammaviU niyAgapaDivanne samiyaMcare daMte davie vosaTTakAe NiggaMthe vacce // " je sAdhu rAga-dveSa rahita rahe che. AtmA eka ja paralokamAM jAya che te jANe che. jeNe AzravanA dvAra rekelA che. je tatvane jANe che ne prayajana vinA pitAnA

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zAradA sAgara zarIranI kaI paNa kriyA karatA nathI, arthAta je Indrione ane manane vazamAM rAkhe che je pAMca prakAranI samitiothI yukta che. je zatru ane mitra pratye samAna bhAva rAkhe che. je samyaka prakAre AtmasvarUpane jANe che. je samasta padArthonA svabhAvane jANe che. jemaNe dravya ane bhAve ema baMne prakAre saMsAramAM utAravAnA mArganuM chedana karyuM che. je pUjA, satkAra ane lAbhanI IcchA na rAkhatA kevaLa dharmanI IcchA rAkhe che. je dharmane jANanArA ane mokSa mArganA kAmI che, je samabhAvathI vicare che. evA guNothI yukta je sAdhu jitendriya ane mukitamAM javAne yogya che tathA jemaNe zarIrane vyutsarga kare che te nigraMtha kahevAya che. nirgathe to nizcaya ane vyavahAre baMne prakAranI graMthione cheDavAnI jarUra che. paMdara prakAre siddha thAya che temAM gRhasthalige paNa siddha thAya che ne anya lige paNa siddha thAya che. paNa teone bhAva cAritra hoya che te apekSAe siddha thAya che. dravyanI apekSAe te svaliMgI siddha thAya che. eTalA mATe dravya ane bhAva e baMne prakAranI graMthIothI je mukata thAya che te nircatha kahevAya che ane jeo saMpUrNapaNe dravya ane bhAvagraMthiothI chUTI jAya che te mahAnitha kahevAya che. - A mahAnircathanI vAta thaI. AvA nirca thanA dharmanuM pratipAdana nigraMtha pravacana kare che. dvAdazAMgI nigraMtha pravacananI vANI che. prathama gAthAnA trIjA padamAM bhagavaMta kahe che satya ghaH T6 tavaM, gaLudde suve ne . huM arthanI zikSA ApuM chuM. artha zabdano artha le ke dhana kare che. kAraNa ke anAdikALathI jIvane te taraphane pravAha che. eka navakAra maMtranI mALA gaNe te paNa tenI pAchaLa dhanaprAptinI AzA hoya che. ghaNAM ghare baicarI jaIe tyAre jovA maLe che ke prabhAtanA praharamAM snAna karIne rUmAla paherI, ghIne dI karI, eka citte UbhA rahIne kaMIka bhAIo mALA gaNatA hoya che. temAM bhajalArAma bhajakaladAramanI bhAvanA bhArebhAra bharI che. bheganA bhikhArIo ! kayAM sudhI jaDanI bhIkha mAMgaze ? have te sva tarapha daSTi kare. mALA gaNatA paNa paisAnI bhIkha mAge che ! vicAra kare. paiso maLavo puNyane AdhIna che. AMbe vAve kerI maLe che. bAvaLa vAvIne kerInI AzA rAkhe te kerI kayAMthI maLe? bAvaLa vAvavAthI te pagamAM kAMTA bhoMkAvAnA che tema pUrve sukRtya karI puNyanI kamANI nathI karI, to A bhavamAM sukha kayAMthI maLaze? eTale ahIM "matha gha" artha dhananA arthamAM nahi paNa dharmanA arthamAM kahe che. evA nizcaya dharmarUpI arthanI zikSA ApuM chuM. . nigraMtha dharmanI zikSA bhagavaMta tasvArtha rUpe kahe che. zAstranA prAraMbhamAM pravRtti, prajana, sabaMdha ane adhikAra, A cAra vAta avazya hovI joIe. kaI paNa kAryamAM

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20 zAradA sAgara pravRtti karatAM pahelAM vicAra karavAmAM Ave che. jevI rIte kAi :nagaramAM praveza karavA hAya te tenA daravAjo kai tarapha che tenI tapAsa sarvaprathama karavI paDe che. jo haravAjAnI khakhara na heAya teA pachI nagaramAM praveza kevI rIte thai zake? eTalA mATe pravRtti viSe pahelAM vicAra karavA joIe. upara kahelI cAra vAtAne anukha dha catuSTaya kahevAmAM Ave che. A cAra vAtAnu dhyAna rAkhavAthI sukhapUrvaka pravRtti thai zake che. A cAra khAkhatAthI zAstranI parIkSA thai zake che. jema lAkhA maNa anAjanI ane hajAro gaja kapaDAnI parIkSA tenA namunAthI karI zakAya che, tame koi vastunI kharIddI karavA agara tA bIjA koI kAryo mATe gharanI bahAra nIkaLe che tyAre amuka uddeza nakkI karIne nIkaLA che. darekanA uddeza alaga alaga hAya che. mAnI le ke tame zAka levA javA mATe gharethI nIkaLyA tyAre nakkI na hatu` ke kayu zAka levu. paNa tyAM gayA pachI te nakkI karavuM paDe ne ke mAre bhIMDA levA che ke kArelA levA che! ema nakkI karyA vinA zuM kharIdI zakaze ? te rIte zAstra dvArA kyA prayAjananI siddhi thavAnI che, zAsranA kANu kANu adhikArI che ane tyAra bAda zAstrane pUrvA para saMdha zuM che eTale zAstramAM kahelI vastune kahenAra ane sAMbhaLanAra sAthe zuM sakhadha che e vAta batAvavAmAM Ave che. ghaNA ratnAnA svAmI koNa hatA ? pabhUya rayaNo rAyA, vihArajattaM nijjAo, seNio magahAhivo / maMDikucchiMsi ceie || utta. su. a. 20 gAyA 2 ghaNA ratnAnA svAmI magadhAdhipa zreNIka rAjA vihArayAtrA mATe bahAra nIkaLyA ane maDikukSa nAmanA khAgamAM AvyA. madhue ! ApaNe pahelAM e samajavuM che ke ratna eTale zuM? tame teA hIrAmANeka-pannA Adine ja ratna kaheA che ne ? ATalA ja ratnA nathI pazu tenA vyApaka artha zreSTha thAya che. je zreSTha hAya che tene ratna kahevAmAM Ave che, manuSyeAmAM paNa ratnA DeAya che. hAthI gheADAmAM paNa ratna hoya che ne strIomAM paNa ratna heAya che. zreNIka rAjAne tyAM AvA aneka uttama prakAranA ratnA hatA. A zreNIka rAjA prabhUta ( ghaNAM ) ratnAnA svAmI hatA. te kevA hatA tenI ApaNe oLakhANa karavI joIe. duniyAmAM eLakhANu eka mATI khANa che. kAI sajjana mANasa koI oLakhItAM mANasa pAse jaIne kahe mAre 10,000 rUpiyAnI jarUra che tame cepaDe lakhIne mane ApeA. gheADA divasamAM pAchA ApI daIza tyAre ApanAra vyakita kaheze tu te mArA dIkarA che. lai jA. ceApaDe lakhavAnu tArA mATe na heAya. AvI sasAramAM ghaNI vAta che. eka vakhata eka bhAIne muMbaIthI rAjakoTa javuM hatuM. gADImAM khUba bhIDa. caDhavAnI

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21. zAradA sAgara jagyA na maLe. e yuvAna parANe caDhI te gaye. ghaNI vAra Ubhe ne Ubhe rahyo. sITa upara beThelA bhAIone kahe che, bhAI ! saheja paga UMce karIne mane jagyA Apo te huM besI zakuM, paNa koI jagyA ApatuM nathI. yuvAna khUba namra hatA. be traNa vakhata kahyuM, ke bhAI saheja khasene, theDI jagyA Ape te mahAna upakAra. khUba namratApUrvaka kahyuM, eTale eka bhAIe saheja paga UMce karyo eTale te bhAI parANe saMkaDAIne beThA. pachI pele bhAI pUche che tame kyA gAmanA che ? tyAre yuvAna kahe huM jAmanagarane chuM, tame konA dIkarA? te kahe huM metIcaMda zeThane dIkare. tyAM to pelo bhAI Ubho thaIne kahe che te te tame mArA jamAIrAja che. be-beso karato te bhAI Ubho thaI gaye. (hasAhasa), bhAIe eka ja vakhata jamAIne joyA hatA te muMbaImAM rahe eTale raMgaDhaMga badalAI gayA hatA. eTale sasarAjI oLakhI na zakayA. TUMkamAM eALakhANa hoya te badhe sagavaDatA maLI jAya che paNa eLakhANa na hoya te kaI pUchatuM nathI. jIve saMsAranI oLakhANa pIchANa ghaNu karI che paNa AtmAnI pIchANa nathI karI. saMsAramAM te svArthanI oLakhANa che. keI vyakti zrImaMtamAMthI garIba banI jAya te tenI keI oLakhANa rAkhatuM nathI. ne keI sahakAra ApatuM nathI. jyAre saMte pAse tame Avaze te zrImaMta pratye paNa e ja bhAva ane garIba pratye paNa e ja bhAva kaI vyakti garIbamAMthI zrImaMta bane che ke zrImaMtamAMthI garIbha bane paNa bane avasthAmAM samabhAva rAkhe che. kAraNa ke amAre te AtmAnI sAthe oLakhANa karavI che. have mULa vAta zuM che te kahuM. zreNIka rAjA ghaNu rananA svAmI che. jaDa ratna game teTalA hoya paNa je AtmAne oLakhyo nathI te e badhA ratna vyartha che. kAraNa ke badhA ratno maLI zake che paNa dharma rUpI ratnanI prApti thavI bahu muzkela che. eka dharmarUpI ratna maLI jAya te bIjA badhA rane tenI AgaLa kaMI visAtamAM nathI. nathI. tamane meTAmAM meTI manuSya janmanI saMpatti maLI che paNa tenI kiMmata jIvane samajAI nathI. je manuSya janmanI kiMmata samajatA ho te e vicAra Ave ke mane A manuSyabhava rUpI bahu mUlyavAna ratnanI prApti thaI che te have kAMkarAne badale A amUlya ratna ApI devAnI mUrkhatA zA mATe karu? je tamane manuSya janmanI kiMmata samajAI hoya te, eka paNa kSaNa nakAmI javA nA deze ane dharmArAdhanAmAM samayane sadupayoga karI AtmAne pavitra banAvI mAnavabhava rUpI ratnanI kiMmata AMkaje. zreNIka rAjAne tyAM ghaNA ratno hatA. te magadhadezanA adhipati hatA tethI zAsanA pAne temanuM nAma nathI gavAyuM. paNa emaNe manuSyabhava pAmIne samyakatva ratnanI prApti karI che eTale sarvajJa bhagavaMtanA mukhe temanuM nAma gavAyuM che. sarvajJa prabhunA mukhe jemanI guNagAthA gavAya, gaNadhara bhagavaMte jhIle, sAdhake sAMbhaLe ne AcAryonA

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22. zAradA sAgara hAthe lakhAya. te kevA mahAna AtmAo thaI gayA haze! samyakatva pAmyA ne tIrthakara nAma karma paNa bAMdhI lIdhuM. AvatI covIsImAM te tIrthakara banaze jyAre adhyayananI zarUAta karAya che tyAre zreNuka rAjA samyakatva pAmelA na hatA. samyakatva vagaranuM temanuM jIvana jhAMkhuM hatuM. beTarI che. balba che paNa pAva--alAsa thaI gayuM che. tethI prakAza maLatuM nathI. evA balbane kaI beTarImAM rAkhe? phagAvI de. te ja rIte mAnava bhavarUpI beTarImAM satya, nIti, sadAcAra, anukaMpA rUpI pAvarane prakAza na hoya te zA kAmanuM? zreNIka rAjAnA jIvanamAM badhA guNa hatA. bALapaNathI temanI buddhi tIvra hatI. zreNIka rAjA Adi 100 bhAIo hatA. temanA pitAjInuM mana temanA upara TharatuM hatuM. mAro A dIkare barAbara rAjya saMbhALaze. paNa rAjyane evo niyama che ke pATavI putrane rAjya maLe. ane zreNaka te nAnA hatA. je tene rAjya Ape te moTI khaTapaTa UbhI thAya. pitAjIe temanI parIkSA karavAnuM nakkI karyuM. eka vakhata 100 bhAIone moTA oraDAmAM khAjAnA so (100) kaDiyA ne pANInA 100 ghaDA mukAvIne kahyuM. tamAre eraMDAmAM rahevAnuM. bhUkha lAge tyAre karaMDiyA khelavAnA nahi ne khAvAnuM ane pANInA ghaDAnA moDhA bolyA vagara pANI pIvAnuM. badhAne oraDAmAM rAkhyA. baporane samaya thayo, kumAra sukumAra che. bhUkha lAgI che paNa pitAjIe karaMDiyA khelavAnI nA pADI che, khAvuM kevI rIte ? badhA utpAta kare che. paNa zreNIkakumAra ThaDe kaleje beThe che. eTale badhA moTA bhAIo kahe che tene bhUkha nathI lAgI ? tyAre kahe ke bhAI ! tame badhA vaDIla bhAIo jamaze eTale mAruM peTa bharAI jaze. paNa bhAI khAvuM kevI rIte ? samaja paDatI nathI. tyAre zreNIka kahe, le huM tamane khavaDAvuM! zreNake badhA karaMDiyA jorathI pachADayA, halAvyA, khAjA to picA hoya jaldI bhAMgI jAya eTale karaMDiyAmAMthI bhUko bahAra paDavA lAgyo. badhA bhAIone kahe che khAvA mAMDe. badhAe peTa bharIne khAdhuM. A jIvane ahaM khUba naDe che. zreNInI kriyA joIne kahe che bhAI! A te bahu sahele upAya che. sIMdarI baLI jAya paNa tene vaLa na mUke tema abhimAnI mANase potAne vaTa choDatA nathI. tyAre zreNIka kahe che bhAI! tame have pANI tamArI jAte pI le. akakala nathI paNa vaTa mUkAtuM nathI. karaMDiyA te pachADayA paNa ghaDA kaMI cheDA pachADAya che? ghaDe pachADe te phUTI jAya ne pANI jatuM rahe. khUba tarasa lAgI che, AkuLavyAkuLa thAya che paNa AvaData nathI. pANI kevI rIte pIvuM? chevaTe zreNIka kahe che le tyAre huM pANI pIvaDAvuM. ema kahIne malamalanA kakaDA paDayA hatA. badhA navA ghaDA jhamatA hatA tenA upara kapaDA vIMTALI dIdhA. bhInA thayA eTale nIcavIne pANI pIvaDAvyuM. tyAre badhA bhAIo kahe ke A te amane AvaDatuM hatuM. ke pharIne eka vakhata temanA pitAjIe 100 bhANA pIrasIne 100 bhAIone

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23 zAradA sAgara jamavA besADayA ne eka sAthe 100 kUtarA choDI mUkyA. badhA teA UThIne bhAgI gayA paNa zreNIka tA eka hAthe badhA bhANA dhakelatA gayA ne eka hAthe khAtA gayA. peTa bharIne khAine UbhA thaI gayA. A hatI zreNIkanI buddhi pitAjI tenI budhdhi upara khuza thayA. paNa rAjya tene Ape te takarAra thAya eTale zreNIkane peAtAnA gAmamAMthI kADhI mUkayA, pitA jANe che ke te game tema karIne rAjaya meLavaze. zreNIka cAlatA cAlatA eka gAmamAM Ave che ne eka viNakanI dukAnanA eTale beThA. eTale vaNIkanI dukAne khUba gharAka AvavA lAgyA. vaNike vicAra karyo ke A mANasa AvIne beThA ne gharAkI jAmI che. nakakI A koi puNyavAna purUSa che. tamAre tyAM AvuM ane te tame evA mANasane javA de kharA? nA. A vaNIke zreNIkane khelAvyA, navarAvyA, dheAvarAvyA ne jamADIne kahyuM-tame mAre tyAM ja raheA, vaNIka peAtAne tyAM rAkhe che. khUba kamANI thAya che. tenI budhdhi, cAturya joi vaNIke pAtAnI putrI nadrAne zreNIka rAjA sAthe paraNAvI. zreNIka rAjAnI sauthI prathama patnI nA che. zreNIka rAjAne prathama putra ane mukhya maMtrI abhayakumAra A naMdAnA jAye! che. A rIte nadAnuM lagna zreNIka rAjAnI sAthe thayu hatu. zreNIka rAjAnI khIjI rANI cekSaNArANI ceDA mahArAjAnI putrI hatI. ceDA rAjAne sAta putrIe hatI. te sAte ya putrIe satI hatI. temanuM nAma smaraNa karavAthI mAnava moTI AphtamAMthI ugarI jAya che. e ceDA rAjAne niyama hatA ke mArI putrIAne yAMparaNAvu? jyAM jaina dharmAMnAM saMskAra hAya tyAM. tamArI mAka nahi ke muritayA phrArena jai AvyA hAya, paisA khUba hAya paNa dharmanA sa MskAra bhale hAya ke nA hAya. tamane te paisA hoya eTale basa. kema kharAkhara che ne? A tA dhIja rAjA hatA. dharmanA saskAra joine paraNAve che. cellaNA paraNIne AvI tyAre zreNIka rAjA jaina dhI na hatA. cellAnA lagna zreNIka rAjA sAthe kevI rIte thayA tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na. 4 viSaya :- " kAma vijetA banA " aSADa vada 5 ne ravivAra tA. 27-7-75 sujJa madhue, suzIla mAtA ne maheneA ! anaMta karUNAnA sAgara parama pitA prabhunA mukhamAMthI jharelI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. e mahAna purUSAne samajAI gayuM hatuM ke viSayAnu vamana karavA jevu che.

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zAradA sAgara 24 eTale teo saMsAra cheADIne sAdhu banI gayA. tenA pariNAme zAzvata sukhanA bhAkatA anyA. ane ApaNane upadeza ApI gayA che ke H- huM Atman ! teM A saMsAramAM anaMta pravAseA anatakALathI kheDayA che. te pravAsamAM naraka ane tihu~ca gatimAM anaMta dukhA bhAgavyA che tema manuSya ane devabhavamAM sukha bhegavyA. paNa haju tane kalyANanA paMtha samajAyA nathI. kAca samajAya hAya tA aMtaramAM rUcyA nathI. kadAca rUcyA haze te AcaraNamAM utaryA nathI. dharmArAdhanAnI sAmagrIthI bharapUra, durlabha ane kiMmatI mAnavabhavanI prApti thavA chatAM bhautika sukhanI abhiASAne pUrNa karavA ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAM athaDAtA jIvA pramAdanI paravazatAne kAraNe dharmasAdhanAne bhUlI, viSaya vAsanAmAM cakacura manI aneka pApanI ramatA ramI rahyA che. jyAre varasAda paDe che tyAre nAnA bALaka ramata rame che. retInA kUmA banAve che te mAruM ghara, mAruM ghara karIne khuza thAya che. paNa ramata pUrI thatAM lAta mArIne e gharane teADI nAkhe che. paNa A meTA bALakanI ramata pUrI thatI nathI. kANu jANe kyAre A ramata pUrI thaze. tame yAda rAkho ke A saMsAramAM paribhramaNa (janma maNunA pherA) ane adhaHpatananuM mukhya kAraNu kAmavAsanA ane indriyAnI gulAmI che. anAdikALathI kAmavAsanAe mAnavIne satAvI rahI che ane AtmAnI zaktine cusI le che. indriyAne AdhIna banI bhAna bhUlele AtmA nAzavaMta ane apUrNa sukha mATe taraphaDiyA mAre che. A taraphaDiyA mAravAnI kAyamI sthitimAMthI khacavA mATe tamAre zuM karavuM paDaze ? jANe che ne ? kAmavAsanA kevI bhayaMkara che tenuM sAcuM svarUpa samajavuM joie. ane indriyA sAthe samArAMgaNamAM utarI yudhdhanI nAkhatA vagADI yudhdhanA jokhama ane prayAgAnA vivekapUrvaka sAmanA karavA paDaze. jyAM sudhI indriye vaza na thAya tyAM sudhI aNanama caiAdhA banI avirata yudhdha A jIve cAlu rAkhavu paDaze. jo tema karavAmAM nahi Ave teA khUrI dazA thaze tenA khyAla rAkho. jJAnI bhagavatA kahe che jarA samajo, vicAra, A kAmalega kevA che : sallaM kAmA visaMkAmA, kAmA AsI visovamA / kAme bhae patthamANA, akAmA janti doggaiM // utta. su. a. 9 gAthA 53 adhue ! A kAmaleAgA zalya samAna che. jema ApaNA zarIranA koi bhAgamAM kAMTA ke khIju kAI zalya pesI gayuM Aya te zalya mAMsa sAthe bhaLI jaIne AkhA zarIramAM tIvra vedanA utpanna kare che tema le!gAmAM Asakata khaneluM citta manuSyane rAta divasa zalyanI mAphaka pIDe che. A kAmalegA-viSayAM viSa samAna che. gaddA vizvAza chApAM rAmo 7 muddo |''ki pAka vRkSanu' phaLa dekhAvamAM suMdara ne khAvAmAM mIThuM madhuruM lAge che paNa te khAvAthI jIva ane kAyA judA thaI jAya che. madhumizrita viSa khAvAmAM bhale madhura

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zaradA sAgara 25 lAge paNa pariNAme ati dArUNa duHkha Apaze. tema kAmaga tamane atyaMta priya lAge che paNa pariNAme to viSathI paNa adhika bhayaMkara che. viSaye ane kaSAyanI sahAyatAthI mAnava zuM kukarmo nathI karato ! A jagatamAM viSayo ane kapAe je nakheda vALyuM che tenAthI tame kayAM ajANa che? tyAga karavAnuM jIvane zIkhavADavuM paDe che paNa viSayAsakta banavAnuM keIne zIkhavADavuM paDatuM nathI. tenuM kAraNa anaMtakALathI jIva temAM rUcI karatuM AvyuM che. paNa mArA baMdhuo! jarA samaje. viSa te tenA khAnArane eka ja vAra mAre che tyAre viSaye te tene bhegavaTe karanArane te zuM paNa tenuM smaraNa karanArAne paNa atI vakhata mAre che. te bhagavaTe karanAranI te vAta ja zuM karavI? mATe samajIne kaSAyenuM zamana kare te viSayanuM vamana kare. kAmaga daSTi viSa sarpanI samAna atyaMta bhayaMkara che. jema daSTiviSa sarpa uThIne nAcate hoya te priya lAge che paNa tenI daSTi ke sparza prANane harI le che. tenA sparzanI ya jarUra nathI. tenI dRSTi mAtrathI mANasa tanphaDIne marI jAya che. tema kAmAbhege dekhAvamAM ati ramaNIya che paNa tenI daSTi ke saheja sparza paNa mahAna anarthakArI che. sukomaLa sparzathI AtmAne bhAna bhUlAvatI sparzendriya, madhura rasanA A svAdamAM lahejata pamADI pAgala banAvatI rasendriya sugaMdhanI pAchaLa bhamaranI jema bhamADatI nAsikA, rUpa-lAvaNya ane saundarya pAchaLa bhaTakela banAvatI cakSuIndriya ane madhura gItamAM mugdha banAvatI zrotendriya. A pAMca Indriyane vaza thayA te durgatinA daravAjA khullA che tema samajI leje. IndriyanI paravazatAnuM pariNAma keTaluM bhayaMkara Ave che. kSaNika sukha ApatI Indriyane vaza thayA to pApa karmanuM baMdhana thAya che ne tenA pariNAme tIvra vedanAne anubhava kare paDe che. ane te vedanA paNa kevI ke jene bhegavatAM eka kSaNa kareDa varSa jevI lAMbI ane asahya lAge che. viSayathI virakata ane zIla guNamAM anurakta AtmAne je alaukika sukhanI prApti thAya che te kAmagamAM kadApi prApta thatI nathI. je ajJAnI ane avivekI jIve che temane kAmane priya lAge che. bAkI vivekI AtmAo to samaje che ke kAmage samasta duHkhanuM mULa che, sukhAbhAsa che. jemAM sukhane aMza paNa nathI. saMyamI ane tapasvI AtmAone Atma ramaNatAmAM je apUrva AnaMda prApta thAya che teno aMza bhAga paNa kAmagemAM prApta thatuM nathI. viSayI AtmAe sadA azAMta ane atRpta rahe che. eTalA mATe saMyamIonA AdhyAtmika AnaMdanI sAthe viSayajanya tuccha sukhanI tulanA thaI zakatI nathI. viSTAnA kIDAne viSTAmAM AnaMda Ave che tema viSayAsakta mAnavane paNa temAM AnaMda Ave che. ATalA varSo vItI gayA paNa haju kaMTALo AvatuM nathI. bole kaMTALe AvyuM che khare?

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1 26 zAradA sAgara adha manuSya potAnA paganI pAse rahelA kUvAne dekhate nathI. tema viSayA rUpI maMdironA nazAmAM cakacura anelA mAnava potAnA paga AgaLa rahelA mRtyune jote nathI. ajJAnI jIvA game teTalA indriyAne AdhIna khanaze paNa jema agnimAM game teTalA kASTo nAMkhavAmAM Ave te paNa te tRpta thatI nathI tema indrione managamatA game teTalA viSaye maLe chatAM te zAMta thavAnA nathI. ulTA ukaLATa vadhaze. mATe mArA vIranA vArasaDhArA! have kaMika samajo. AgaLa vadhe. kayAM sudhI tamArI A dazA raheze ? tamAru jainatva jhaLakAvA. dehamadviramAM anaMta zakitane adhipati cetanadeva birAje che. maDhimAM devanA darzana karavA hoya te daravAne bhedIne adara javu paDe che. tema AtmadevanA darzana karavA hAya te! mana-vacana ane kAyArUpI traNa daravAjAne bhedavA paDaze. tyAre Atmadarzana thaze, pachI A viSaya-kaSAyeAnA ukaLATa zamI jaze. eka sAmAyika paNa jo zudhdha bhAve karaze teA meAkSamAM lai javAnuM kAraNu khanaze. paNa e sAmAyika zudhdha hAvI joie. paNa haju kAM sudhArA thAya che. divase divase jo AtmAnI laganI vadhaze te jarUra AtmasvarUpanI prApti thaze. parIkSA pachI rIjhalTa bahAra paDe che te pahelA e divasa duniyA hasatI-rAtI sinemA kahe che. kAraNa ke koi hase che ne kAi raDe che. kaMika vidyA A pAsa thavA chatAM rahe che. eka vidyArthIne pUchyuM-zA mATe raDe che? nApAsa tA nathI ne ? kahe pAsa thayA paNa nApAsa jeve chuM. keTalA mArka che? te kahe ke 60 TakA mArka che. paNa mAre tA 100 mAMthI 99 TakA mArka levA hatA. ATalA ochA mArka Ave ja kema ? kevI laganI ! huM te varSoMthI AvItazaganI zALAmAM bhaNutAM mArA vidyAthI one jouM chuM ne mAruM kALajuM maLI jAya che. e vidyArthInA tA 60 TakA mArka hatA. 60 TakAne tame pharsTa kalAsa kaheA ne? paNa tamAre te 35 TakA Ave te ya sAruM satA hADa teDIne samajAve che chatAM kema samajatA nathI? varSo sudhI sAdhanA kare paNa jyAM sudhI mAyA-mamatA nA chUTe tyAM sudhI joie tevA lAbha nathI maLatA. eka dRSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM. eka DosImA khUba vRdhdha hatA. paNa dharma pratyenI temanI bhAvanA khUba hatI. dararAja upAzraye jAya, sAmAyika kare, ne eka stavana gAya temAM sImadhara ravAmIne prAthanA kare. prArthanAmAM evA ekatAna thaI jAya ke tene gharabAra, dIkarA-dIkarI, paisA kAMi yAda na Ave, kANu Avyu ne kANu gayu te puchu khabara na paDe. te ekatAre sImaMdhara svAmIne prArthanA kare che he prabhu! huM kyAre ApanA darzana karI AMkhane pavitra karIza. ApanI vANI sAMbhaLI ka pavitra karIza. jiMdragImAM eka vakhata mAre ApanA darzana karavA che. Ama khelatAM DesImAnI AMkhamAMthI AMsu sarI paDe che. mAjI prArthanAmAM lIna che, te samaye AkAza mALethI eka devanuM vimAna jai rahyuM che. sabhyaSTi deva

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zAradA sAgara che. devAne avidhijJAna bhavapratyayI che. avadhijJAnI kALathI jaghanya eka AvalIkAnA asaMkhyAtamAM bhAga mAtra kALane jANe che ne dekhe che. utkRSTa bhUtakALa ane bhaviSyakALa asaMkhyAta utsapiSNuie ane avasarpiNae paramANu kALane jANe che dekhe che. A devanA upayAga prAnA karatA DosImA taraphe AvyA. devanA limAM thayuM ke A DAsImAne sImadhara svAmInA darzana karavAnI keTalI laganI che! keTaleA talasATa che! te! hu tene darzana karAvu. deva manuSyanuM rUpa laI DeAsImA beThA che tyAM upAzrayamAM AvIne kahe che mA! tamArI bhaktithI huM prasanna thayA cheM. cAlA, tamane mahAvideha kSetramAM lai jAu ne sImadhara svAmInA darzana karAvuM. 27 adhuo! tamane koI kahe cAle, tamane devalAkamAM lai jAuM teA tame zu kahezeA? hA, javuM che. emaja kaheAne? devaleAkamAM javAnuM tamane bahu mana thaI jAya che. devalAkamAM javA mATe paNa khUba taiyArI karavI paDaze. pelA mAjI kahe che, "hA bhAI, mAre jIvanamAM ekavAra teA sImaMdhara svAmIne bheTavu` che. temanA pavitra mukhakamaLanA darzana karavA che." ahI beThA beThA mAnavIne mavideha kSetramAM javAnI icchA thAya che te tyAM javAnI icchA thavAnu kAraNa zuM? tenu kAraNa e che ke tyAM saDhA cAthA ArA jevA bhAva varte che. tyAM saddA tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtA kharAjamAna hAya che. tyAM ii tI kara bhagavAnA viraha paDatA nathI. cauda pUrvadhara sAdhuo paNa AhAraka zarIra manAvI mahAvideha kSetramAM sIma dhara prabhu pAse prazna pUchavA jAya che. AvA sImaMdhara svAmInA darzIna karavA mAjIne javuM che. DeAsImA pUche che "bhAi! tame kevI rIte mahAvideha kSetramAM mane lai jaze? te kahe mArA vimAnamAM eTale DeAzImA kahe che mAre AvavuM che paNa mArA dIkarA-vahune kahIne Avu chuM. deva je manuSyanA rUpamAM che te kahe che "mahAvideha kSetramAM tamane laI jAuM. sImaMdhara svAmInA darzana karAvuM paNa mArI eka zarata kabUla karavI paDaze." mAjI kahe, zu zarata che? teA kahe ke "tyAM gayA pachI pAchuM tamAre ahI nahi avAya. A duniyAdArImAMthI saMpUrNa vidyAya levI paDaze. A ghara, gADI, bAga-bagIcAmAM pharAze nahi ane tamArA dIkarAne ghera dIkarAnA hAlaraDA paNa gavAze nahi. tyAM tA prabhunA darzana thaze ne prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLavA maLaze. DosImA kahe bhAI ! teA mAre tyAM AvavuM ja nathI." (hasAhasa) mArA dIkarA-vahuM-gharamAra ane dIkarAnA dIkarA na maLe tyAM mane nA game. tame evA te nathI ne? sImadhara svAmInA darzana mATe kevI jhUtI hatI paNa mamatA chUTI na hatI. kAI kahe ame divasamAM cAra sAmAyika karI. pAMca karI, paNa aMtarathI mAyA nathI chUTI tyAMsudhI AtmAnA lAbha nathI maLatA. deva kahe che mAjI! chokarA, gADI, khagalA sukha sAhyakhI badhu kSaNika che. eka

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zAradA sAgara bhavanI meja badhA bhavane bagADanArI che. vItarAgamAM lIna thayA vinA AtmAne beDe pAra thavAnuM nathI akSaya sukha maLavAnuM nathI. pharIpharIne sImaMdhara prabhunA darzanano yoga nahi maLe, pachI pastAvo thaze. DosImA kahe "bhAI ! te game tema kahe paNa mAre tyAM AvavuM ja nathI." tyAre deva kahe mA! tame stavamAM te gAtA hatA ke mAre sImaMdhara svAmInA darzana karavA mahAvideha kSetramAM jAvuM che. ne have ne kahe che ! te zuM A tamArI bhakti che ke dhatIMga che? (hasAhasa) "bhAI! stavana gAyuM, sAmAyika pratikramaNa, upavAsAdi anuSThAna karavA e judI vAta che. ane AcaraNa karavuM te paNa judI vAta che." baMdhuo! AvI bhAva vinAnI u5laka bhAvathI karelI bhakita phaLatI nathI. hAthamAM navakAravALI heya ne citta kayAMya bhamatuM hoya che. cittanI sthiratA vinAnA jApa karavAthI devo prasanna thatA nathI. DesImAe kahyuM- "bhAI ! e te badhuM kahevAnuM, karavAnuM kaMI thoDuM hAya!" DesImAne javAba sAMbhaLI deva pitAnA vimAnamAM cAlyA gaye. DesImA te darzana vinAnA rahI gayA. samaya jatA uMmara lAyaka thatAM gAtra zithila banI jAya che. lIMTa-lapakA kADhe che. kaMI kAma karI zakatA nathI. eTale vahue carcA karavA lAgI ke have te A DosImA vidAya thAya te sAruM. gharamAM beThA A divasa kaTakaTa karyA kare che. re ja uThIne DosImAne kADhavAnA jhaghaDA thavA lAgyA. eTale badhA chokarAoe bhegA thaIne vicAra karyo. cAle tyAre mAne kayAMka mUkI AvIe. Aje te zrImatIjInuM rAjya che ne! zrImatIjIne na game e enA nAthane kema game ! (hasAhasa) badhA dIkarA bhegA thaIne kahe che bA! have tame vRdhdha thayA che. zarIrane bharose nathI. te amArI IcchA che ke tamane moTI yAtrA karAvIe. mohathelI mA harakhAI gaI. kahe "hA, dIkarA. mane yAtrA karavAnI khUba bhAvanA che. tIrtha tIrthamAM pharIne nirAMte prabhunA darzana karIne pAvana banIza." kuTuMba, bIlA ane chokarA haiyAne sarvasva mAnatI mA kahe che "dIkarA ! tamAruM kalyANa thajo. yuga yuga chavaje tamArA dIkarAnA dIkarAnI vahuo sAta peDhI sudhI senAnA beDAthI pANI bharaje." evA AzIrvAda Ape che. vRddhAvasthAmAM yAtrA karavA maLI eTale DosImA te rAjI rAjI thaI gayAmana praphulita banI gayuM. haiyAmAM AnaMdano pAra nathI. vahuo paNa sAsujInA caraNamAM namIne AziSa mAMgavA lAgI. A badhe ja uparane DALa hate. bheLA DesImA dIkarA vahunA bhAvane samajatA nathI paNa eTaluM yAda rAkhajo ke bhAva vinAnI bhakti kadI phaLatI nathI. sAcA dilathI karelI sevAbhakita kadI niSphaLa jatI nathI. AtmAmAM zuddha bhAvanA na hoya, haiyuM tadana keruM hoya te badhuM nakAmuM che. dIkare mAtAjIne yAtrAe laI javA taiyAra thaye. DosI paNa umaMgabhera taiyAra thayA. e samayamAM atyAranI jema Ine, plene ke basonI sagavaDa na hatI. pagapALA agara gADAmAM musApharI karavI paDatI

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zaradI sAgara hatI. DosImA ane dIkaro gADAmAM besIne jAya che. eka be gAma yAtrA karAvI. jatAM jatAM mA dIkare eka dharmazALAmAM utare che. DesImA te thAkayA pAkyA gheDIvAramAM ghasaghasATa UMghI gayA. kAraNa ke tenA manamAM koI vikalpa nathI. dIkarAnA dilamAM zuM pApa che te jANatI na hatI. paNa dIkarAne UMgha AvatI nathI. UMgha kone na Ave ! te tame jANe che? "sukhe na suve dhanane dhaNI, sukhe na suve jene ciMtA ghaNuM sukhe na suve dIkarIne bApa, sukhe na suve jenA gharamAM sApa !" Aje jenA gharamAM dhana ghaNuM che te sukhe sUI zaktA nathI. tenA magaja upara khUba ciMtA rahe che. gaI kAlanA peparamAM hatuM ne ke AvatI kAlathI vaibhavazALI makAnanI tapAsa karavAmAM Avaze. dhananI ane moTA moTA AlezAna phaleTanI zuM vyavasthA karavI? copaDA kevI rIte taiyAra tenI ciMtAmAM bicArA sukhe khAtA paNa nathI ne sUtA paNa nathI. A che tamArI dazA! (hasAhasa) chatAM jIvane moha mukAtA nathI. jene cAra pAMca dIkarIo hoya tenA mA-bApane paNa UMgha AvatI nathI. dIkarI moTI thAya eTale muratiye zodhavAnI ciMtA thAya che. paraNavIne sAsare moklI dIdhe khyAla nathI thaI javAtuM. paraNAvyA pachI dIkarI hasatI ghera Ave te mA-Apane zAMti rahe che. ane raDatI Ave te mAbApanuM haiyuM jalatuM rahe che. sAruM ghara joIne paraNAve paNa pachI kaMIka juduM ja nIkaLe che. ghaNI jagyAe AvuM jovA maLe che. ekanuM ThekANuM mAMDa karIne patyuM tyAM bIjIne paraNAvavAnI ciMtA. ema eka pachI eka taiyAra hoya che. paraNAvyA pachI enA ANA ane jIyANunI ciMtA thAya che. te ja svabhAvane jamAI maLe che. ghare Ave ne barAbara na sacavAya te ene pitte jAya eTale badhA phaphaDe. dIkarI moTI thaI che. lagna levA che paNa paisA na hoya te paNa keTalI ciMtA thAya che. A che tamAre saMsAra. tamArI ciMtA tame jANe che, anubhave che chatAM haju saMsAramAMthI kaMTALe nathI AvatuM. dhanya che tamane ! (hasAhasa). have ce jenA gharamAM sApa nIkaLyuM hoya te paNa sukhe sUI zakatuM nathI. muMbaImAM te paththaranA makAnamAM sarpa bharAI javAnI ciMtA ochI rahe. paNa dezamAM mATInA ghara hoya, lIMpaNa karelA hAya, kAThIo hoya, tevA gharamAM rAtre sarpa nIkaLe. najare joyo che paNa koThI pAchaLa daramAM bharAI gaye che. khUba tapAsa karI paNa sarpa jaDatuM nathI. koI kahe bhAI sApa mAmA kahevAya. nAgamAmAnI ADI vALI. e ApaNane kaMI nahi kare. nirAMte sUI jAva. te UMgha Avaze kharI? manamAM bhaya rahe ke AmathI sarpa Avaze ke AmathI Avaze? sukhe UMgha AvatI nathI. nAgamAmAnI ADI vALI kahe paNa je sANasAmAM AvI jAya te? bela ne! tame dayAvAna che. sarpane

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30. zAradA sAgara mArI na nAMkhe paNa sANasAmAM AvI jAya te "sAmI vADI" vADImAM dUra jaIne mUkI Ave, A sApa te sAre, vaira hoya to karaDe ane vaira na hoya to ghasmAM rahevA chatAM paNa na karaDe. kadAca karaDe ne AyuSya lAMbu hoya te kaI prayoga dvArA jhera UtarI jAya ne mANasa jIvI paNa jAya. paNa anaMtakALathI chaLa-kapaTa dagA-anyAya-anIti-adharma karIne pAparUpI sarpo gharamAM rAkhyA che tenI ciMtA thAya che? A pA5 rUpI sarpo mArA gharamAM che te mAruM zuM thaze? e ciMtAmAM kadI UMgha UDe che kharI? A pAparUpI sApane dUra karavAnI jarUra che. pelA DesImA te UMghI gayA. paNa dIkarAnA manamAM pApa che eTale UMgha AvatI nathI. mAne ghasaghasATa UMghatI joI dIkarAne lAga maLI gaye. mAtAne bhara UMghamAM ekalI nirAdhAra mUkIne ravAnA thaI gaye. DesIne mUkI AvyAnuM keInA AvyAnuM keInA dilamAM duHkha na thayuM. savAra paDatAM DosImA jAge che. dIkaro bAjumAM sUte hato. pitAnA dIkarAne na jotAM mAjIne phALa paDI. aMga dhrujavA lAgyuM. parANe putrane bUma mAre che paNa javAba maLato nathI. chevaTe DosImA dharmazALAnA paTTAvALAne pUche che bhAI ! mArA dIkarAne ? tyAre te kahe-tamArA putrane huM oLakhatuM nathI paNa pareDhIye eka yuvAna chokarAne meM jAte ja che. paNa kayAM gaye te mane khabara nathI. thaDI vAra AjubAjumAM zodha karI paNa dIkarAno patto na paDe. DI vAra rAha joI paNa putra na AvyuM eTale DesImA badhe bheda samajI jAya che. tene ghaNe AghAta lAge che. khUba kapAMta kare che. tene yAda AvyuM ke je putra ane putravadhuonA mohamAM paDI sImaMdhara svAmInA darzana paNa kheyA temaNe mane A dago karyo ? aMte bhAna thayuM. vilApa karatAM karatAM tyAM ne tyAM mAjInuM prANapaMkheruM UDI jAya che. jene A tamAre saMsAra ! AvA te ghaNuM dAkhalA che. jatAM jatAM DesInA mukhamAM vacane nIkaLI gayA ke putra ane putravadhuonuM kalyANa thaje. paNa kharuM kalyANa kenuM? zivamastu sarva jagataH, parahita niratA bhavantu bhUtagaNa / . doSAH prAyAntu nAzaM, sarvatra sukhI bhavantu lokaaH|| - A bhAvanA jenI rageragamAM vaNAI gaI che tenuM jarUra kalyANa che. gharanA ekAda vyakitanuM nahi, svajanenuM nahi, paNa vizvanA tamAma nAnA moTA dareka prANIonuM kalyANa vAMcchanAranuM jarUra kalyANa thAya che. baMdhuo! tamArA mahAna puNyadaye tamane AvI apUrva jinavANInuM zravaNa karavAnuM saubhAgya prApta thayuM che. jinavANInuM pANI kaSAyanuM zamana kare che. jinavANInuM pAna karanAra AtmA apUrva zItaLatA anubhave che. amRtathI paNa addabhuta evI mIThI madhurI sarvajJa bhagavaMtanI vANI caMdana samAna zItaLatAne prApta karAve che. caMdanane

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zAradA sIgara 31. TukaDo ghasAtAM ghasAtA paNa suvAsa phelAve che. tema jinavANInuM pAna karatAM karatAM AtmAmAM apUrva saurabha prasarI jatAM dila maheMkI UThe che. evI apUrva vANI uttarAdhyayana sUtranuM vasamuM adhyayana jenuM nAma mahA nirgathiya adhyayana che. jemAM zreNIka rAjA ane anAthI nigraMthane adhikAra cAle che te zreNIka rAjA kevA hatA ? pabhUya rayaNo rAyA, seNi o magahAhivo / vihArajattaM nijjAo, maMDikucchiMsi ceie // utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA 2 zreNIka rAjAne tyAM ghaNu ratno aneka prakAranA che te vAta ApaNe gaI kAle karI gayA chIe. saMpattinI sImA na hatI. mahA vaibhavazALI ane sukhI rAjA hatA.' tevA rAjA pharavA mATe maMDIkukSa bagIcAmAM javA mATe nIkaLyA. rAjA pAse ghaNAM ratna che paNa samyakatva ratna sivAyanA badhA rane jhAMkhA che. "aMka rahita saba zUnya vyartha je netrahIna ke vyartha prakAza, varSA vinAbhUmi meM beTayA, bIja vyartha pAtA he nAza. usI jAti samyatva binA hai, japa tapa kaSTa kiyA bekAra, kabhI na uttama phala detI hai, milatA kabhI na sukha bhaMDAra." ekaDA vinAnA mIMDAnI hAramALAnI kiMmata nathI. netra vinAnA aMdha mAnavane Tayuba lAITane prakAza nakAme che. varasAda vinAbhUmimAM vAveluM bIja nakAmuM thaI jAya che. tema samyakatva vinA karelI karaNInuM joIe tevuM phaLa maLatuM nathI. TUMkamAM puNya baMdhAya che paNa karma nirjarA thatI nathI. zreNIka mahArAjA bagIcAmAM gayA tyAre temanI pAse samyakatva ratna na hatuM. teo pite bauddhadhamI hatA. miyAdaSTi hatA. paNa temanI rANI celaNa samyakaraSTi hatA. A uttama strIratna temanA gharamAM hatuM. zreNIka rAjA sarva prathama vaNIka putrI naMdAne paraNyA hatA. jyAre zreNIkanA pitA prasenajita rAjAe temane rAjyamAMthI vidAya karyA tyAre zreNIka pharatA pharatA benAtara nagaramAM AvelA ane dhanAra ha zeThane tyAM rahelA te dhanAvAha zeThanI putrI naMdA sAthe temanuM lagna thayeluM. ane dhanAvAha zeThane tyAM rahyA che. naMdA garbhavatI thAya che. A tarapha prasenajita rAjA bImAra thayA ne aMtima samaya najIka Avate jANI putra zreNIka yAda Ave che, 9 putromAM pANI nathI. badhA karatA zreNIka ati buddhivAna ane vinayavAna hato. areree putrane meM hAthe karIne dUra karyo. kayAM haze e mAro lADakavAyo ! zreNIka dUra hatuM paNa tenA guNone kAraNe pitAnA hadayamAM vasI gayuM hatuM. tenA zodha karavA mANaso mekale che. zreNukane khabara paDI

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3ra. zAradA sAgara pitAjI bimAra che. pitAjI bimAra hoya te A samaye temanI sevAmAM hAjara rahevuM joIe. sasarAnA gharamAM jaI pATaDA upakSa eka zleka lakhe. temAM potAnA gAmanuM nAma, temaja tuM jevA tevAne nathI paraNI paNa jAtivatane paraNI che. bibisAra mAruM nAma che. A pramANe bhAvArtha samajAya teveleka-lakhI pitAnA sasarAne ke naMdAne kahyA vagara ravAnA thaI gayA. zreNukanA gayA pachI abhayane janma thayela che. abhayakumAra mAtAnA garbhamAM hatuM tyAre mAtAne garbhamAM AvelA jIvanA puNya prabhAvathI e dohA utpanna thaye hatuM ke huM eka mahAna hAthI para savAra thaIne janatAmAM dhana dAna ApIne abhayadAna ApuM. A dehada naMdAnA pitAe pUro karyo ne pachI abhayane janma thayo che tethI tenuM nAma abhayakumAra rAkhyuM hatuM. tame cepaDAmAM lakhe che ne ke abhayakumAranI buddhi maLaje. have te abhaya kevo che te juo. abhayakumAranI buddhi mAMge che paNa tenA jevA guNa keLavyA che? pahelA tenA jevA bane pachI tenI buddhi mAMga. abhayakumAra bAra varSane thaye. eka divasa geDI daDe ramI rahyA che. ramatAM ramatAM eka DosInI chAtImAM bela vAgyo eTale kahe che ne bApA! jarA ochuM jera kara. DesImAnA A zabdo sAMbhaLIne abhayakumArane cAnaka lAgI. mane na bApo kahe ja kema? kSatrIyanuM bIja che. tenuM lohI ukaLI gayuM. raDato raDato mAtA pAse AvIne pUche che A ! mArA pitAjI keNa che? ne te kema dekhAtA nathI? naMdA sAMbhaLatA ja raDI paDI. ne te jANatI nathI ke teo kyAM gayA che. eTale zuM kahe? DesInuM vacana abhayakumAranA hRdayamAM tIranI jema khUMcavA lAgyuM. vacana vacanamAM phera che. vacana kevuM kAma kare che - vacana vade sajajana, vacana vaDe durjana, veNu kaveNumAM moTuM aMtara che. sajajana veNu hRdaya ThAre, durjana veNu hRdaya bALe veNu kaveNumAM moTuM aMtara che. draupadIe veNukAyA aMdha jAyA,aMdhahuA, kurUkSetre jaMgahuA-veNukaveNumAM.... sAruM vacana mANasanuM hRdaya ThAre ne kharAba vacana mANasane Ubhe bALI mUke che. bhagavAna kahe che "tane belatA AvaDe to bela nahitara mauna raheje, paNa kaveNa belIza nahi." madhura vacana bolavAmAM paisA ApavA paDatA nathI. duryodhana pAMDanA mahele AvatuM hatuM tyAM evI rezanI karI hatI ke jANe pANI bharyuM hoya tevuM dekhAya. pANI che ema mAnIne duryodhane chetIyuM UMcuM lIdhuM. A draupadIe joyuM ne besI gayA "ke nathI dekhAtuM A pANI che ke dezanI ! aMdhAnA jAyA aMdhA ja hoya ne" A eka vacanane khAtara moTuM mahAbhArata racAI gayuM. lAkho mANasonI katala thaIne lehInI nadIo vahI eka vacanane kAraNe ne? ahIM paNa zuM banyuM? abhayakumArane DesImAe maheNuM mAryuM -nabApa kahyo. e sahana na thayuM. mAtA pAsethI javAba na maLe. eTale phAso khAIne maravA taiyAra thayo.

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zaradA sAgara 33 mALIyA upara caDhI pATaDA upara deraDuM bAMdhavA jAya che tyAM pele zloka vAMce ne thayuM ke nakakI A mArA pitAe lakhyo lAge che. doraDuM choDI nIce utaryo. naMdAne kahe che mAtAjI! cAlo, have ApaNe ahIM rahevuM nathI. vAta ema banI hatI ke zreNuka pitAjI pAse gayA. pitAjInA mRtyu pachI rAjya temane maLyuM. rAjya sukhamAM naMdAne bhUlI gayA. evA sukhamAM paDI gayA ke potAne duHkhamAM dilAso denAra naMdAne tadana visarI gayA. baMdhuo! juo, tamAre saMsAra kevo che. zreNIka rAjA jenI sAthe varSo sudhI rahyA tene paNa bhUlI gayA. AvA saMsArane vaLagavA jevuM nathI. mATe tenAthI para bane, svabhAvamAM Ave. abhaya kahe che mAtA! cAle. naMdA kahe-kayAM? te kahe che pitAjI tane paraNIne bhUlI gayA che tyAM laI jAuM. e pitAjIne paNa batAvI dauM. saMbhALavAnI, trevaDa nahotI te zA mATe paraNyA? juo, A zloka pATaDAmAM lakhyo che. naMdAne laIne abhayakumAra Ave che. gAma bahAra bagIcAmAM naMdAne chUpI rAkhI. pote gAmamAM gaye. barAbara e arasAmAM zreNIka rAjAne 49 pradhAne uparI mahAmaMtrI banAve che, tenI parIkSA karavA mATe eka kImiyo race che. cAra pAMca hAtha UMDe phe banAvyo che. temAM rAjAnI vIMTI nAMkhI che. have koIe vAMkA vaLavAnuM nahi. aMdara utaravAnuM nahi ne kUvAnA kAMThe UbhA UbhA vIMTI lAvI Ape tene mahAmaMtrInuM pada maLe. traNa traNa divasa thaI gayA che. paNa koI vIMTI kADhI zakatuM nathI. abhayakumAra pharate pharate tyAM jAya che. badhI vAta jANe lIdhI. e kahe che AmAM kaI moTI vAta che. lAve, huM vIMTI kADhI ApuM. teNe vIMTI upara lIluM chANa nAMkhyuM eTale vIMTI temAM eMTI gaI. pachI ghAsa saLagAvIne tenA upara nAMkhyuM eTale chANa sUkAIne pAkuM chANa thaI gayuM. pANInI helo maMgAvI kUvAmAM naMkhAvI eTale pANInA haDaselAthI chANuM tarIne upara AvI gayuM ne pANInA jorathI chANuM bahAra AvyuM. vIMTI laIne rAjAnA hAthamAM ApI. tenI buddhi joI rAjA cakita thaI gayA. abhayakumArane UMcakI lIdhe ne pUche che dhanya che dIkarA ! tArI uMmara nAnI che paNa buddhi meTI che. dhanya che tArA mAtApitAne! tuM kaI mAtAne jAye che? tArA pitA koNa che? tuM kayA gAmane che? tyAre kahe huM benAtaTathI A chuM. nAma sAMbhaLIne tarata ja zreNIkane yAda AvyuM. pote tyAM naMdAne paraNyo che, naMdA tene yAda AvI. pUche che dIkarA! tAruM nAma zuM? tyAre abhaya kahe che tamAre nAmanuM zuM kAma che? tyAre pUche che e gAmamAM dhanAvAha zeTha rahe che temane tuM oLakhe che? te kahe che hA. e to mArA najIkanA sagA che, temane naMdA nAmanI eka dIkarI che ne? te abhaya kahe hA, naMdAne te huM khUba vahAluM chuM. te pUche che tene eka bALaka che ne? te kahe-hA. eka dIkare che, e keTalo che? te kahe mArA jeTalo che. tenuM nAma zuM che? abhaya. te rUperaze ke che? te kahe-mahArAjA! mArA jevo ja che. kepI Tu kapI. jarA ya phera nahi. rUpe-rage-UMca-nIce-jA-pAtaLe badhI rIte

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34 zAradA sAgara, mArA jevo ja che. (hasAhasa). AnI buddhi-caturAI joI rAjA stabdha banI gayA. bAra bAra varSothI jenI saMbhALa lIdhI nathI. have sAsare kayA moDhe javuM! vicAramAM paDI gayA. zreNIka kahe che beTA! tane jouM chuM ne mAruM lohI uchaLe che. e naMdAne ahIM laI Avane !" tyAre abhaya kahe tamane trevaDa nathI te mane kahe che? (hasAhasa). rAjA to chokarAne javAba sAMbhaLI chaka thaI gayA. abhaya kahe hamaNAM ja laI AvuM. ciMtA na kare. te gaye bagIcAmAM, mAtAne kahe-cAle bA. mAtAne khabhe besADIne lAvyuM. naMdAne joIne rAjA pagamAM paDI gayA. he naMdA ! mane mApha kara. tane paraNIne huM bhUlI gaye. mArA jevo adhama keNa? mAro dIkaro kayAM? naMdA kahe-A ja tamAre dIkaro che. pachI abhaya pitAjInA pagamAM paDe che. kSatriyanA baccA pitAnA parAkramathI oLakhAya. sAmethI ema na kahe huM tamAro dIkaro chuM. lava-kuza rAmacaMdrajI sAthe yuddha caDhayA hatA. te paNa potAnA pitAjI pAse sAmethI nahetA gayA. A rIte naMdAnuM lagna zreNIka rAjA sAthe thayeluM. have bIjI celaNA rANIne zreNIka rAjA kevI rIte paraNyA che te huM kahuM zreNIka mithyASTi ane cillaNa samakitadaSTi, baMnene meLa kayAM bese ? ceDA mahArAjA pitAnI putrIne jena dhamI sivAya bIjAne paraNAve nahi. paNa A banyuM kema? eka vakhata zreNIka mahArAjA chatrapalaMgamAM poDhayA hatA. savAra paDI. rAjasabhAmAM javAne TAIma thayo. sabhA bharAI gaI. paNa rAjA AvyA nahi eTale abhayakumAra AvyA. Aje bApujI haju kema nathI AvyA tyAre rANI kahe che e to hajI sUtA che. abhaya jaIne jagADe che tyAre zreNIka hAthamAM talavAra laIne abhayakumArane mAravA taiyAra thAya che. teM mAruM sukha lUMTI lIdhuM. have tane jIvato na mUkuM. tyAre abhaya kahe che zenuM sukha? mane vAta kare. tyAre kahe che huM sujayeSThA sAthe paraNya ne tenI sAthe huM AnaMdathI rahetuM hatuM. teM mArI majA bagADI nAMkhI tyAre abhaya kahe che pitAjI! ciMtA na kare. A to tamane eka svapna AvyuM hatuM. have huM tamArA svapnane sAkAra banAvI ApIza. zata karI. mahArAjA sabhAmAM AvyA. buddhizALI abhaya ceDArAjAnA rAjyamAM jAya che ne tyAM ceDArAjAnI putrIonuM zreNIka rAjA tarapha mana AkarSAvavA prayatna kare che. pote mahAna zrAvaka che temaja zreNIka rAjA jaina dharmanA mahAna pipAsu che tevI pratibhA karAvI. tethI suSThAnuM mana lalacAyuM. te vAta callaNa jANatI hatI. chevaTamAM be bahene nakakI kare che ne zreNIkane paraNavA pitAthI khAnagI taiyAra thAya che. tethI abhayanI batAvela suraMga' pAse jAya che. zreNIkane ratha AvatA zeDI vAra lAgI tethI sujA ratnane Dao bhUlI gaI hatI te levA gaI. ane pAchaLa zreNIka AvyA ne celaNAne rathamAM besADI. ratha upaDe che. cellaNa vAta

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zArA saragha 35 karavA jAya che ke mArI bahena Ave che tyAM te ratha kyAM kyAM pahoMcI gayo. A vAta khUba lAMbI che paNa TAIma thayo che tethI TUMkamAM callaNanA lagna A rIte thayA che te TUMkamAM rajU karyuM tevA calaNajI paraNIne AvyA. rAta paDI eTale kahe che svAmInAtha! ApaNe kaI bAjI ramIzuM? tyAre zreNIka kahe che ke sogaThAbAjI ramIe. tyAre calaNa kahe che nahi svAmInAthI ApaNe jJAnabAjI ramIe. jJAnabAjI kone kahevAya e paNa zreNukane khabara na hatI. eTale kahe che jJAnabAjI kaI? tyAre cellaNa kahe che jJAnacarcA karIe. tame mane prazna pUche. huM tamane pUchuM. tyAre zreNuka kahe pahelAM tame pUche tamArI cilaNAe paraNyAnI prathama rAtre tamane Ama kahyuM haze ne? (hasAhasa) celaNa kahe svAmInAtha! jinazabdanI vyAkhyA kare. tyAre zreNIka kahe che are celaNa ! huM magadha dezane adhipati chuM. tuM A mAmUlIka prazna mane pUche che? jina eTale presa ane gheDA upara nAMkhavAnI gAdI paNa jina kahevAya zreNukane javAba sAMbhaLIne celaNanuM mukha paDI gayuM. AnaMda UDI gaye. svAmInAthI tame jena nathI. jena hoya te jina zabdane artha A na kare. ghaNI vakhata baMne jaNA dharmamAM rasAkasI kare. zreNuka kahe mAro bauddha dharma sAce che. ne celaNa kahe mAre jena dharma sAce che. zreNIka kahe tArA gurU to gaMdA gebarA che. melA kapaDAM pahere che. tyAre jenI hADamIjAmAM jaina dharmane raMga che tevI cellaNA kahe che svAmInAtha! mane je kahevuM hoya te kahe paNa mArA dharmane ke dharmagurUne na kaho. mArAthI sahana nahi thAya. mArA gurUnA avarNavAda huM sahana nahi karI zakuM. bedhaDaka kahI dIdhuM. ema vicAra na karyo ke rAjAne kaMI kahIza ne mane nahi belAve che? kADhI mUkaze te? baMdhuo ! dharma mATe AvuM jhanUna joIe. khamIra joIe. tamane jema tamArI peDhI, patnI ane paisA vahAlA che tenAthI paNa adhika deva-gurU ane dharma vahAlA hevA joIe. te ja dharma TakI zakaze. celaNAe nizcaya karyo ke jene paraNIne AvI chuM te mArA patine game tema karIne jene dharma pamADuM te ja huM sAcI patnI chuM. cellaNae patine dharma pamADavA mATe keTalA prayatna karyo che. have rAjA maMDIkakSa bagIcAmAM jaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna - 5 aSADa vada 7 ne somavAra tA. 28-7-75 anaMta karUNAnidhi, bhavanA bhedaka, mokSa mArganA prarUpaka evA zAsanapati vIra prabhunA mukhamAMthI jharelI zAzvatIvANI tenuM nAma sidhAMta A siddhAMtanI vANImAM jene eka vakhata yathArtha zradhdhA thaI jAya tenA bhavane beDe pAra thaI jAya. evI A vacanA

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36 zAradA sAgara mRtamAM zakti rahelI che. prabhu mahAvIra grAmAnugrAma vicaratA vicaratA pAvApurImAM zeSakALa padhAryA te samaye hastipALa rAjAe prabhune khUba bhAvabharI vinaMtI karI. he karUNAnA sAgara. A cAturmAsa pAvApurImAM karI mane pAvana kare. hastipALa rAjA, temanI rANIo, ane samasta parivAra-prajA sahitanI vinaMtIne mAnya karI, chelluM cAturmAsa pAvApurImAM karyuM. Aso vada caudaza ne amAsanA divase navamalI ane nava lacchI ema aDhAra dezanA rAjAo chaThTha pauSadha karIne prabhunI sAme besI gayA, te samaye prabhue aMtima divya dezanA uttarAdhyayana sUtra prakAzya. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA chatrIsa adhyayana rUpa chatrIsa zikhAmaNa ApI. te uttarAdhyayana sUtranuM vasamuM adhyayana mahAnircathIka nAmanuM che. jemAM zreNaka mahArAjA ane anAthI nigraMthane adhikAra cAle che. e mahAmuni khUba prabhAvika che. sAcA saMtanI sAme jaIne besIe to ya ApaNA hadayanuM parivartana thaI jAya AvA mahAmuninA samAgamathI zreNIka rAjAnA jIvananuM parivartana thavAnuM che. pabhUya rayaNo rAyA, seNio magahAhivo, // vihArajattaM nijjAo maMDikucchisi ceie // utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA 2 jene tyAM baha mUlyavAna ghaNA prakAranAM ghaNAM ratna che. evA ratnene svAmI vihArayAtrA karavA gharethI nIkaLe. vihAra yAtrA eTale amArA je pagapALA vihAra nahi paNa pharavA mATe bagIcAmAM jatA hatA. Aje manuSya bagIcAmAM pharavA zA mATe jAya che? mananI azAMti dUra karI zAMti meLavavA mATe ne? zreNuka rAjA paNa zAMti meLavavA mATe bagIcAmAM jAya che. jyAre bagIcAmAM gayA tyAre temanI pAse samyakatva ratna na hatuM. jinavANI pratye zradhdhA na hatI. samyakatva pAmyA pachI AtmAne jhaLakATa kaI jude ja heya che. devAnupriyA samyakRSTi AtmA saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM niraMtara zuM vicAre? mahAna puNyodaye mane A mAnavabhava prApta thayo che. mokSanI sAdhanA A mAnavabhava sivAya bIje kyAMya thaI zakatI nathI. eTale te jIvane mokSanI prApti sivAya bIjI kaI vastunI IcchA thatI nathI. enA jIvananuM dhyeya mekSa sivAya bIjuM kaMI na heya. te basa, eka ja vicAra kare ke anaMtakALathI karmane vaza thayelo mAro AtmA cAra gati, vIsa daMDaka ane coryAsI lAkha chavAyonimAM janma maraNane trAsa veThI rahe che. have e janma maraNanA trAsane nAza karavA mATe ApaNe tAraNahAra saddagurUnA zaraNe javAnuM che. jIvane tAranAra keNa che? deva-gurU ane dharma e traNa tAranAra che ne? te ApaNe sarva prathama temanA guNonuM ane upakAranuM paNa jJAna meLavavuM paDaze.

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zAradA sAgara (37 jinezvara bhagavate ApaNane mekSa mArga batAvanArA che paNa e mArga batAvanAranI kiMmata kone hoya? je AtmA bhavATavImAM bhUla pakSe hoya ane jyAM tyAM rakhaDI herAna-parezAna thayela hoya tene ne? tevI rIte jyAre jIvane ema lAge ke huM A bhayAnaka bhavanamAM anAdikALathI bhUle paDo chuM. narakatiryaMca Adi durgationA trAsa veThIne kaMTALI gaye chuM. have AmAMthI mAre chUTakAro thAya te sAruM. A jene bhAva Ave tene mArgadarzakanI kiMmata hoya. tamArA mahAna puNyadaye mokSa mArganA batAvanArA saddagurUo maLI gayA che. mokSa mArganI cAvI batAvanArA Agamo ane saddagurUonI tamane keTalI kiMmata che? e maLyA tene tamArA dilamAM AnaMda che? emanA upakAronuM vAraMvAra smaraNa kare che? A mokSa mArga batAvanArA sadagurUo ane Agama mane na maLyA hota to mAruM zuM thAta? dilamAM evA bhAva Ave che kharA? bhava rUpI kupamAM paDatA bacAvI saddagatinA mArge caDhAvanAra mArA paramopakArI gurUdevanA huM kayA zabdomAM guNa gAuM? huM temanI zuM sevA karuM? emanI kaI rIte bhakita karuM? A bhavasamudramAM DUbakI khAtAM evA mane jANe A sazurU rUpI jahAja maLI gayuM. have e jahAjane nahi choDuM. emanuM zaraNuM grahaNa karIne bhavasAgara tarI jAuM? evA bhAva Ave che kharA? koI haLukamI jIvane AvA bhAva AvatA haze. bAkI te bheganA bhikhArIe bhagavAna pAse paNa bhautika sukhanI AzAthI jAya che. paNa vicAra te kare ke vItarAga prabhue jagatanA jIvone choDavAno je upadeza Ape e vastuo mAMgavA vItarAga pAse javAya kharUM? mAMgatA paNa kayAM AvaDe che? eka bhakate gAyuM che ketama kane zuM mAMgavuM e na ame jANIe, tame jene tyAga karyo e ja ame mAMgIe. rAjapATa, vaibhavane tame dIdhA tyAgI, moha mAyA cheDIne banyA vItarAgIvItarAga pAse ame lADI vADI mAMgIe...tame jene tyAga ... koI garIba mANasa cakravati pAse jaIne kahe huM khUba bhUkhe chuM mane eka TaMka jamADe. mahAna puNyodaye cakravartine bheTe thaye paNa eNe mAMgI mAMgIne zuM mAMgyuM? eka TaMkanuM bhojanane? eka TaMka jamavAthI kaMI bhUkha zeDI ja bhAMgavAnI che? kaMI mUlyavAna cIja mAMgI hatI te daridra TaLI jAta. cakravati pAse tuccha vastu mAMganAre mUrkha ja kahevAyane? te ja rIte cakravatine paNa cakravarti, denA paNa deva, evA devAdhideva pAse bhautika sukha mAMgavA janArA buddhizALI ke mUrkha belene mArA vira kema bolatA nathI? (hasAhasa) A vItarAga prabhunA zAsanamAM janmelA sAcA zrAvakanA dilamAM te evI ja ramaNatA hovI joIe ke mArA bhagavAnane je game te ja mane game. bhagavAnane je na

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38 zaradA sAgara game te mane na game, bhagavAne-Azrava-pApa, vaibhava ane bhegane zatru mAnIne tene tyAga karyo ane saMyama-tapa-saMvara-dhyAna Adine mitra mAnIne temane apanAvyA te mAre paNa zatruone tyAga kare che ne e mitrane apanAvavA che. sAcA bhakatanI eka ja bhAvanA hoya ke bhagavAnanA Adarzo te ja mArA Adarzo. bhagavAnane je mAnya te mane mAnya. evI bhAvanA hoya te ja bhagavAnane sAce bhakata che. bhagavAne tyAgamAM sukha joyuM ne bhegamAM duHkha joyuM te tenA bhakatane paNa tyAgamAM sukha ane bhogamAM duHkha dekhAvuM joIe. te ApaNe bhagavAna jevA banI zakIe. bAkI ja ApaNe gAIe ke - prabhu tAruM gIta mAre gAvuM che, bhakitanA rasamAM mAre nhAvuM che. prabhu tAruM.... tuM vItarAgI huM anurAgI, tArA bhajananI raDha mane lAgI prabhu tArA jevuM mAre thAvuM che...prabhu tAruM gIta mAre gAvuM che. he prabhu! mAre tArA jevuM banavuM che. paNa prabhu jevA kyAre banAye? ApaNe temanA je tyAga karazuM tyAre ne? tenA badale tame te jene bhagavAne choDayuM che tene vaLagI paDayA che. paisA mATe pAgala banyA che. paisA maLatA hoya te bhayaMkara jokhama kheDavA paNa taiyAra che. keInI pAse paisA mAMgatA he, reja ugharANI karatA ho. te deNadAra kahe Aje rAtre aDhI vAge mArA ghera Avaje. huM jarUra paisA ApI daIza te aDhI vAge javA paNa taiyAra thaI jAva kema kharuM ne? - A zuM batAve che? A jIva anAdikALathI "pakAra kaMpanIne vikasAvavA tenI pAchaLa paDayo che. paNa bhagavAna kahe che e "pakAra kaMpanIne vizvAsa na karIza. chatAM A jIvane te pasAra, patnI, parivAra, padavI ane pratiSThA A prakAra kaMpanI maLI gaI eTale basa bIjA koInI jarUra nathI. Ajane mAnava emaja mAne che ke paisA haze te patnIne rIjhavI zakIza, parivArane rAjI rAkhI zakIza. paisA haze te meTI padavI paNa maLaze, ne samAjamAM pratiSThA vadhaze. paNa yAda rAkhajo ke e "pIkAra kaMpanI ane devALuM kaDhAvanArI che, paNa jenA zAsanamAM batAvelI kAra kaMpanI tamane mahAna sukhI banAvaze. e "pakAra kaMpanI kaI che e tame jANe che ke, huM ja kahI dauM. pratikamaNuM, paccakhANuM, pauSadha, "papakAra ane paMca parameSTIne jApa A "pakAra kaMpanInA zera holDara banaze te tarI jaze. paNa pelI "pakAra kaMpanInA zera holDara banyA te DUbI jaze. baMdhuo! sUryanuM eka kiraNa gADha aMdhakArane nAza kare che tema samyakatva ratna jene prApta thaI jAya, are saheja samyakatvane sparza thaI jAya te paNa tene saMsAra kaTa thaI jAya che, tene A "pakAra kaMpanIne moha rahetuM nathI. bhaktAmara stotramAM mAnatuMga AcArya bhagavAnanI stuti karatAM zuM kahe che -

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zAradA sAgara tvatsaMstavena bhavasaMtati sannibaddhaM pApaM kSaNAtkSayamupaiti zarIrabhAjAm / AkrAntaloka malinilama zeSamAzu, sUryAMzubhinnabhivazArvaMramandhakAram // 39 bhakatAmara-kSAka 7. he nAtha! tAru stavana karatAM aneka bhavamAM bAMdhelA pApane eka kSaNamAM dehadhArI manuSya kSaya karI nAMkhe che. kevI rIte ? teA nIcenA padmamAM kahe che ke jema kALA bhramara jevA gheAra aMdhakAra leAkamAM vyApI gayeA hAya paNa sUryanA kiraNA bahAra AvatA rAtrInA gADha aMdhakArane kSaNavAramAM dUra karI nAMkhe che. tevI rIte ApaNA jIvanamAM samyaktva rUpI sUryanA kiraNeA phUTaze te A bhavanI paraMparA UbhI nahi rahe. have ApaNI mukhya vAta upara AvIe. zreNIka rAjA pAse badhA ratnA hatA. paNa eka samakita rUpa ratna na hatuM. samakita ratna sAcuM ratna che. khIjA ratne nAzavaMta che. cakravartine tyAM cauda ratnA ane nava nidhAna haiAya che. temAM sAta ekendriya ratnA ane sAta pacendriya ratna haiAya che. temanI sevAmAM keTalA badhA devA hAjara raheche. Ave cakravarti jo cakravartipaNAmAM mare te narakamAM jAya ane A cha khaMDanuM rAjya choDI dIkSA le te| mekSa athavA devaleAkamAM jAya. cakravartI dIkSA le agara cakravartIpaNAmAM marI jAya te A cauda ratnA ane navinadhAna tenA satAnA mATe tenA gharamAM na rahe, khUba varasAda paDe ane mAkAra pANI cAlyu jAya tenI mAphka badhI Rddhi cAlI jAya. tenA chokarAe ene rAkavA jAya, badhA parivAra raDe-jhUre paNa e kai rahe nahi, e teA cakravartinA puNyanuM hatuM eTale e hatA tyAM sudhI rahe che. tema tame paNa yAda rAkhajo. game teTaluM pApa karIne satAneA mATe bhegu kare che paNa enA puNya haze teA bhAgavI zakaze. tame nathI jotA. kaMika chekarAnA khApa karADonI saMpatti mUkIne gayA heAya che tenA dIkarAone nAkarInA paNa sAMsA che. ane jene mApa rAtI pAi mUkIne nathI gace tenA dIkarAe karADapati banI gayA haiAya che. soMpatti ne vipatti to puNyapApanA khela che. TUMkamAM samyakatva ratna jevuM eka-kaNu ratna duniyAmAM nathI. baMdhuo! tame paisA karatAM samati ratnane zreSTha mAnA cho? tamArA eka hIrA khAvAi jAya te tene zeAdhavA AkAza pAtALa eka kare che paNa samakita ratnanI prApti nathI thaI tene prApta karavA mATenI ATalI ciMtA thAya che! Aje to sheja kaMika thAya tA mAtA-mAvaDInI mAnyatA karavA jAya che. saMtAna na heAya to paNa mAtAjInI bAdhA rAkhe. zuM tamane deva-devIe sukha ke saMtAna ApI devAnA che! vicAra karo. arjunaka zrAvaka, kAmadeva zrAvaka, sudarzana zrAvaka, A badhA gRhastha hatA ne ? paNa emane samakita ratna sAcavavAnI jeTalI kALajI hatI teTalI tamane che? jema keAi mANusa kADI sAthe amUlya hIrA ApI de te! mUrkha ja gaNAya ne ? tevI rIte samyakatva ratnane

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zAradA sAgara jatuM karI mithyA mAnyatAmAM paDe che te tenA karatAM paNa Dabala mUrkha che. paiSadha vratamAM kAmadeva zrAvakanI kevI kasoTI thaI. zarIranA TukaDe TukaDA thaI gayA. chatAM temaNe dharmanI rakSA mATe zarIranI paravA na karI. kevI daDha zraddhA rAkhIe tyAre bhagavAne kAmadeva zrAvakanuM udAharaNa laIne pitAnA sAdhuone paNa kahyuM ke kAmadeva jevo zrAvaka ATalo dharmamAM daDha raho te tamAre keTalA daDha rahevuM joIe. ApaNu adhikAranA nAyaka zreNIka mahArAjAe anAthI nigraMtha pAsethI AvuM uttama ratna prApta karyuM hatuM. jenA prabhAve te AvatI covIsImAM tIrthakaranuM pada pAmaze. pite dharmakriyAo karI zakatA na hatA paNa huM kayAre karIza tevI temanI niraMtara bhAvanA hatI. keIne dIkSA letA jue te temanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jatA ke mane A avasara kayAre prApta thaze. je dharma kare tenI zuddha hRdayathI anumodanA karatA hatA. Aje dharmakriyAo ghaNuM thAya che paNa samajaNa sahitane zraddhApUrvaka thAya te jIva theDAmAM ghaNe lAbha meLavI zake bhAvanA zatakamAM kahyuM che ke - bAla tapasvI sahate hai, je kaSTa kareDe varSa mahAna, jitane karma naSTa karate hai, usa tapase vaha nara ajJAna. jJAnI jana utane karmoka, kSaNameM kara de te he nAza, jJAna nirjarAkA kAraNa hai, milatA isase mukita prakAza." ajJAnI manuSya varSo sudhI tapa kare ane jJAnI eka upavAsa kare te tenA karatA vadhu karmo khapAvI zake che. jJAnIe zvAse zvAse karmone khapAve che mATe samajaNa sahita karaNI kare. jadI karma khapI jaze. zreNIka rAjA te mithyAtvI hatA paNa temanI patnI celaNa dharmanA raMge raMgAyelI hatI. zreNIka rAjAne dharmanA raMge raMgavA celaNa rANIe khUba mahenata karI che. huM jene paraNIne AvI chuM te mAre pati samyaSTi ane dharmAtmA bane te mAruM jIvana saphaLa bane tevI ucca bhAvanA celaNa rANu sadA bhAvatA hatA. tyAre zreNIka rAjAnI bhAvanA evI hatI ke dharmane choDIne A rANI mArI sAthe mojamajA uDAve to kevuM sAruM! A rIte banenA vicAromAM khUba bhinnatA hatI. eka bIjA potapotAnI vAtane sAcI TharAvavA vAdavivAdamAM utarI jatA. A sAthe cellaNa rANuM potAnI zraddhAmAM aDaga rahI namratApUrvaka rAjA upara potAne dharmane prabhAva pADavA prayatna karatA hatA. bIjA upara dharmane prabhAva pADavA mATe namratA ane saraLatAnI khUba jarUra che. baLa jabarIthI keInA upara dharmane prabhAva pADI zakAtuM nathI. je bIjA upara dharmane prabhAva pADa haze te jIvanamAM namratA ane saraLatA lAvavI paDaze. zreNIka rAjA jena dharmane halake pADavA calaNA sAthe vivAda karyA karatA hatA.

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zAradA sAgara 41 paNa calaNe pitAnA dharmanuM nIcuM paDavA na ja de ne. eka vakhata e prasaMga banI gayo ke eka jaina muni Isamiti jotAM jotAM yatnApUrvaka nIcI najare mahela pAsethI cAlyA jAya che. te samaye zreNaka rAjA calaNane bolAvIne kahe che je te kharI. tArA gurU kevA che? maDadAlanI mAphaka nIcI daSTi rAkhIne dhIme dhIme cAlyA jAya che. ene koI mAre te paNa tene sAmane karavAnI paNa tenAmAM zakita kayAM che? A paNu gurU te vIra hovA joIe. kAraNa ke ApaNe vIra chIe. mATe DhAla talavAra bAMdhI ghoDA upara besI pharanAra ApaNA gurU hovA joIe. baMdhuo! juo. celaNa rANImAM kevuM khamIra che. pitAnA patine kevA javAba ApI de che. pitAnA gurUnuM apamAna sahI zakayA nahi eTale rAjAne kahyuM. svAmInAtha ! Apa kahe che tevA mArA gurU kAyara nathI paNa zUravIra che. huM evA namAlA gurUnI ziSyA nathI. mArA gurUnA parAkrama sAme tamArA jevA hajAro zUravIra paNa namAlA dekhAze. tamArA zUravIra yoddhAo eka bhujA baLathI durjaya saMgrAmamAM daza lAkha subhaTane jItI le che paNa temaNe kAma upara vijaya meLavyuM nathI. evA kAma upara mArA gurUe vijaya meLavyuM che. e kaMI ochI vIratA che. tevA mArA gurUne tame kAyara kema kahI zake? cellaNa zaNune javAba sAMbhaLI zreNIka rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke keTalI makkamatA che! enA gurUnuM saheja paNa nIcuM paDavA detI nathI. A ema mAnI jAya tevI nathI. paNa keI kArastAna racIne paNa enA gurUne halakA pADuM to ja e mAnaze. cilaNa paNa rAjAnA mukha uparanA bhAva joIne samajI gaI ke nakkI A mArA gurUnI parIkSA karaze. paNa tene gaLA sudhI vizvAsa hato ke parIkSAnuM pariNAma sAruM ja Avaze. mArA gurU kadI pAchA nahi paDe. ' A tarapha rAjAe eka vezyAne bolAvIne kahyuM, pelA jaina sAdhu ApaNA gAmamAM AvyA che tene koI paNa prakAre tuM tenA cAritrathI bhraSTa karI Ava. je barAbara kAma karIza to tuM kahIza te InAma ApIza. vezyA kahe e mAruM kAma. mAre InAmanI jarUra nathI. Aje rAtre ja vAta. saMta ekalA hatA. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke ATha avaguNane dhaNI ekale vicare ne ATha guNane dhaNuM paNa gurUnI AjJA laIne ekalo vicare. A muni ATha guNanA dhaNI hatA. te gurUnI AjJA laIne ekalA vicaratA hatA. saMta pratikramaNa karI rahyA che. A samaye pelI vezyA zRMgAra sajIne sAdhunA sthAnakamAM AvI. sAdhue strIne jotAM ja kahyuM: he bahenA amArA sthAnakamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI jA. A gRhasthanuM ghara nathI. dharmasthAnaka che. rAtre ahIM strIe AvI zakAya nahi. jaldI cAlI jA. vezyA kahe. huM Apane keI kaSTa ApavA nathI AvI. Apane AnaMda

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4 zAradA sAgara karAvavA AvI chuM. ema belatI vezyA sAdhunA sthAnakamAM pesI gaI. saMta samajI gayA ke A strI mane mArA cAritrathI bhraSTa karavA mATe AvI che. je ke huM to mArA cAritramAM daDha chuM paNa e bahAra jaIne ema kaheze ke huM jena muninA zIyaLa vratane bhaMga karAvIne AvI chuM. tyAre mArI vAta keNa sAcI mAnaze? ane mArA jena zAsananI hIlaNA thaze. vezyA jevI sthAnakamAM peThI tevA bahArathI bAraNA baMdha thaI gayA. teNe pahelethI badhI vyavasthA karI lIdhI hatI. A muni labdhivaMta hatA. jaina munie labdhino upayoga karatA nathI paNa jyAre zAsananI hIlaNa thavAne prasaMga Ave tyAre labdhine praveza kare che. A munie pitAnI labdhi dvArA eka bhayaMkara vikarALa rUpa dhAraNa karyuM. zarIramAMthI agni karavA lAgI. A joI vezyA gabharAI gaI. baLavA lAgI. mahAtmAnA caraNamAM paDIne kahevA lAgI mane bacAve..bacAve. baLI jAuM chuM. mane kSamA kare. mane zreNIka rAjAe mokalI che eTale huM AvI chuM. bahArathI daravAjA baMdha karyA che. nahitara atyAre ja cAlI jAta. Apa mArA upara dayA karIne mane bacAve. munie pitAnI labdhi saMkelI lIdhI ne pitAne veza badalAvI lIdhe. zAstramAM apavAdarUpe AvuM kaI kAraNa upasthita thAya te veza parivartana karavAnuM kahyuM che. vezyA eka khUNAmAM jaIne besI gaI. A tarapha rAjA celANane kahe che tArA gurUnA tuM be meDhe vakhANa karatI hatI paNa atyAre mArI sAthe cAla. tane batAvuM ke tArA gurU kevA che? tArA gurU eka vezyAne rAkhIne beThA che. cellaNa rANI kahe che mArA gurU traNa kALamAM evA na hoya. huM najare joyA vinA mAnuM nahi. jo tame kahyuM tevuM joIza te huM temane kadApi mArA gurU nahi mAnuM. huM te satyane mAnavAvALI chuM. amArA gurU kevA hoya te sAMbhaLe. * nA saMga kare kadI nArIne, nA aMgopAMga nihALe, je jarUra paDe te vAta kare paNa nayane nIcA DhALe, manathI-vANIthI-kAyAthI vratanuM pAlana karanArA A che aNugAra amArA calaNa kahe che. svAmInAtha! amArA gurU strInA sAmI daSTi paNa kare nahi te gharamAM rAkhavAnI to vAta ja kayAM? rAjA kahe che paNa meM najare joyuM che. cellaNa kahe mane batAve. rAjA-rANI bane sAdhunA sthAnake AvyA. daravAjo khelya. daravAje kholatAM jema piMjarAmAMthI akaLAyeluM pakSI jaldI pAMkha phaphaDAvatuM bahAra nIkaLe tema vezyA jaldI bahAra AvIne rAjAne kahevA lAgI. "Apa mane bIjuM game te kAma sepa paNa kadI jaina sAdhunI pAse javAnuM kaheze nahi. A muninA tapanA tejathI huM baLI jAta paNa temanI dayAthI jIvatI rahI chuM. cellaNa kahe che svAmInAtha!

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zAradA sAgara Ape ja vezyAne mArA gurU pAse moklI lAge che. paNa meM to pahelethI ja kahyuM hatuM ne ke vezyA to zuM khuda IndranI apsarA Ave te paNa mArA gurUne calAyamAna karavA samartha nathI. rANInI vAta sAMbhaLI rAjA bhoMThA paDI gayA chatAM kahe che vezyAnI vAta upara vizvAsa karavA jevuM nathI. e vAtane choDI de. ApaNe mahAtmA pAse jaIe. baMne jaNe mahAtmAnI pAse gayA. joyuM te jaina muni hatA ja nahi. bIje bhaga veza dhAraNa karIne sAdhu beThA hatA. celaNuM kahe svAmInAtha! dekhe A mArA gurU ja nathI. huM to dravya ane bhAva baMnethI yukta hoya tene gurU mAnuM chuM. A mahAtmAne je veza che te veza mArA gurUne veza, rajoharaNuM, muhapatti Adi kaI ja nathI. mArA gurUnuM liMga ja nathI te pachI temane mArA gurU kevI rIte mAnI zakuM! A joI rAjA zaramAI gayA ne manamAM thayuM ke rANInI vAta te sAcI che. mAre e dharmanuM tattva jANavuM joIe. evI saheja abhilASA jAgRta thaI. tyAra bAda eka vakhata zreNI rAjA maMDikukSa bagIcAmAM jaI rahyA che. bagIcAmAM paga mUkatAM tenuM haiyuM hiloLe caDhyuM. tenuM kAraNa zuM haze? e bagIcAmAM anAthI nigraMtha eka vRkSa nIce dhyAnamAM sthira thayA hatA. zreNIkane khabara nathI ke bagIcAmAM koNa che? jyAM saMta birAjatA hoya tyAM temanA paramANuo vikharAyA heya che. e paramANunI mANasa upara asara thAya che. tame ghera sAmAyika karaze te saMsAranA vicAre Avaze paNa dharmasthAnakamAM sAmAyika karazo to ucca vicAro Avaze. kAraNa ke ahIMnuM vAtAvaraNa dharmamaya hoya che. svAdhyAya-dhyAnanA paramANuo ahIM paDayA hoya che. eka nyAya ApuM. dariyA kinArA taraphathI pANIne spazane je pavana Ave che temAM zItaLatA hoya che. ane raNamAMthI je pavana Ave che temAM garamI hoya che. baMne pavana che paNa baMnenA sparzamAM phera che. te rIte AvA mahAna cAritravAna pavitra saMta jyAM birAjamAna hoya tyAMnuM vAtAvaraNa pavitra banI jAya che. muni pitAnA AtmasvarUpanI ramaNatAmAM ekAgra citta karIne dhyAnamagna banelA che. haju zreNIka rAjAe munine joyA nathI te pahelA bagIcAmAM paga mUkatA ja temanA aMtarane ukaLATa zamavA lAgyo. mananA taraMge zAMta thayA. zItaLatAne anubhava thavA lAge. have pharatA pharatA AgaLa vadhaze. tyAM zuM banAva banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 6 aSADha vada -ne maMgaLavAra tA. 29-7-75 anaMta upakArI jJAnI bhagavaMte ApaNane AtmasvarUpanI oLakhANa Ape che. te svarUpanuM ramaNa karAve che, ke je svarUpane ApaNe anAdikALathI bhUlI gayA chIe.

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zArada sAgara anaMtakALathI saMsAramAM potAnA svarUpane jANavAnA sAdhano maLyA nathI. Aryadeza, uttama kuLa, manuSya janma, dIghAyuSa Adi sAmagrI maLyA chatAM paNa vItarAga paramAtmA, deva ane sazurUne vega vinA vadhu svabhAva rUpa dharmanI oLakhANa thatI nathI. AtmasvabhAvanI oLakhANa thavI ghaNI durlabha che. kAraNa ke Aryadeza maLavA chatAM paNa saddagurUne ga ghaNane maLato nathI. Aje ghaNAM deza evA che ke jyAM sAdhunA darzana paNa durlabha che. kadAca bhAgyane darzana thAya te temanI vANI sAMbhaLavA maLatI nathI. ghaNI vAra vyAkhyAna vANI sAMbhaLavA maLe te tattvanI vAtamAM rasa paDatuM nathI. A rIte jIvane Aja sudhI potAnA svarUpanI oLakhANa thaI nathI. baMdhuo ! ApaNe AtmA kevI rIte sukhI bane te kevI rIte jANI zakAya? te dharmanA zravaNathI jANI zakAya. zarIrane sukhI banAvavAnuM badhA jANe che paNa mAre AtmA sukhI che ke duHkhI che? te zAstra zravaNanI jene bhUkha lAgI hoya ane ekAgratAthI sAMbhaLatuM hoya te jANI zake che. jJAnIo kahe che ke jIvane AtmatatvanI pichANa thavI paNa mahAna durlabha che. Aje tamArA puNya caDhIyAtA che ke tame AtmatatvanI pIchANa karAvanArI vAte premathI sAMbhaLo che, jIvane dareka ThekANe pitAnA svarUpanI vAta sAMbhaLavA maLatI nathI. tamArA aMtaramAM anaMta jJAnane bhaMDAra che. evI vAta tamArA gharamAM, ophisamAM, ke peDhImAM sAMbhaLavA maLatI nathI. phakta dharmasthAnakamAM A vAta sAMbhaLavA maLe che. AtmAnA zudha svarUpane DhAMkanAra je kaI AvaraNa hoya to te moha che. moha AtmaramaNatA karAvavAmAM ane AtmazraddhAmAM aMtarAya pADe che. mohanA prabaLa jenA kAraNe AtmazraddhA ane AtmaramaNatA thaI zakatI nathI. jemane zatru ke mitranI oLakhANa na hoya te moha zatrune kaI rIte jItI zake? A jIve ajJAnatAthI zatruone paNa mitra mAnI lIdhA che. ApaNAmAM jJAna keTaluM che ne ajJAna keTaluM che? ApaNAmAM jJAna te siMdhumAM biMdu jeTaluM paNa nathI ane jJAna karatA ajJAnatA aneka gaNI bharelI che. ApaNe AtmA jeTaluM vadhu purUSArtha karaze teTalA aMze ajJAnatA dUra thaze ne tenAthI mohanuM jora ochuM thaze ne tenA pariNAme ApaNe AtmA mahAna sukhI thaze. huM deha nathI, Indriya nathI paNa AtmA chuM. te AtmA zAzvata ane jJAnadarzana cAritrathI yukta che. vaLI badhA gilika padArtho saMgathI utpanna thayelA che. A jagatamAM jene saMga thAya che tene viga paNa avazya thAya che. dareka padArthone te pramANe vicAra karaze te tenA uparathI moha ghaTaze. mAnI lo ke kaI mANasane eka vakhata lAkha rUpiyA maLyA hoya tyAre tene khUba AnaMda thAya che. paNa kamabhAgye pAchA

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zAradA sAgara 45 cAlyA jAya te zekanA pAra rahetA nathI. A che mAhanu kAraNa. tame ema mAnA che! ke A zarIra sagAsabaMdhIo, sattA ane sa`patti vigere badhA saDhAkALa mArI pAse rahevAnA che. A mAhanA prabhAva che. kAraNa ke e badhA vinazvara sacAge vAgeA mATe sarjAyelA che. vivekI AtmAe mAhamAM mUMjhAtA nathI. AtmAmAM jJAnane prakAza Ave tA meAhanA tyAga thAya. devAnupriyA ! mahanA parivAra karyA che te tame jANA che? tamArI jema parivAra che tema mAhanA paNa parivAra che. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lAbha e meAhanA parivAra che. te kyAye uddayamAM Ave che tyAre jIvane khUba hezana kare che ane AtmAnA adhyavasAyane luSita kare che. A kaSAyA karmanA udayathI utpanna thayA che. AtmA ema samaje ke mAre A kyAyA karavA jevI nathI. A mAro mULa svabhAva nathI te te karmAMthI lepAte nathI. temaja bhegeAmAM Asakti nahi rAkhavAthI ane te tarapha DhAsIna bhAva rAkhavAthI AtmA purANA karmane khapAve che ne navA krarmAne bAMdhatA nathI. jema kamaLa kADhavamAM rahe che chatAM kramaLane kADhavane lepa lAgI zakatA nathI tema vivekI AtmA paNa pAparUpI kAdavathI lepAtA nathI. mahAna purUSa potAnA AtmAne karmarUpI kAdavathI kharaDAvA detA nathI. jyAre tamArI jJAnaSTi khIlaze tyAre tamane A vAta barAbara samajAze. A saMsArarUpI nagaramAM karmarUpI zajA jIvArUpI pAtrAne nATaka karAve che. keTalAka jIvAne ekendriya, eindriya, tendriya, caurendriya, pacendriya Adine alaga alaga veza ApIne vividha prakAranI viTaMbaNAo karAve che. A saMsAranA prapaMca ka rAjAe phUlAbyA che. te badhA saMsArI jIvAne nAca nacAve che. jJAnI purUSa! A duniyAnI dhamAlane paradrabyunA nATakarUpe nihALe che. jethI te temAM kheDha pAmatA nathI. te dehamAM rahelA AtmAne dehathI bhinna mAne che. rAga ke duHkhanA samaye paNa A pramANe vicAra kare che ke jyAre A karmanA uddayakALa pUro thaI jaze tyAre A roga ane vipatti Ape!Apa cAlyA jaze. huM jIva te je samaye karma mAMdhyA te samaye vicAra karavA hatA ne ke A pApakarmanA kaDavA phaLA jyAre uyamAM Avaze tyAre mAre ja bhAgavavA paDaze. temAM koI bhAga paDAvI zakaze nahi. ApaNe tyAM uttarAdhyayana sUtranA vIzamA adhyayananA adhikAra cAle che. jemAM zreNIka mahArAjA vihArayAtrA mATe nagaranI bahAra nIkaLyA hatA. te zreNIka rAjA aneka sneAnA svAmI hatA. te sivAya zreNIka rAjA aipapAtikI vaiyikI, kArmikI ane pAriNAmikI e cAra muddhinA svAmI hatA. ane purUSanI 72 kaLAnA jANukAra hatA. temane tyAM nItizAstra, zarIrazAstra, arthazAstra ane bhautikazAstra Adi zAstranA jANakAra aneka paDitA hatA, temanA caraNanI sevAmAM hAjara rahenAra nAkara cAkarI ghaNAM hatA.

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zAradA sAgara tema chatAM te zreNIka rAjA zarIranI rakSA karavA mATe maRsikukSa mAgamAM pharavA jatA hatA have trIjI gAthAmAM te khAga kevA hatA te kahevAmAM Ave che. 46 nANA dumayAiNaM, nANA kusuma saMchannaM, nANApakkhiniseviyaM 1 ujjANaM naMdaNovamaM / / utta. sa. a. 20 gAthA 3 jyAM aneka prakAranA vRkSeA ane lattAe hAya tene bAga kahevAmAM Ave che. vRkSa ane lattAmAM phera che. vRkSa kAne kahevAya ane lattA kAne kahevAya te tame jANA che? vRkSa kAinI sahAyatA lIdhA vinA peAtAnI meLe vadhatu jAya che. ane phaLa-phUla Ape che. paNa lattAe phAinI sahAyatA lIdhA vinA sIdhI ke UMcI caDhatI nathI paNa phelAtI jAya che ane phaLa phUla Ape che. AvA aneka prakAranA aneka vRkSA ane lattAe jyAM hAya che tene mAga kahevAya che. AgaLanA samayamAM saMta mahAtmAe AvA bagIcAmAM AtmAsAdhanA karatA hatA. zAstramAM jyAM joIe chIe tyAM bhagavAna udyAnamAM utaryAnuM varNana karavAmAM Avyu che. bagIcA eTale tamArA hejInagArDana nahi. tyAM te meTA ghaTADhAra vRkSa hAya ne jamIna paNa prAsuka hoya, vAtAvaraNa zAMta hAya evI pavitra bhUmimAM satA AtmasvarUpanuM ciMtana kare che hu kANu chuM. kayAMthI thayA, zuM svarUpa che mAru' kharuM', kAnA sabaMdhe vaLagaNA che zakhu` ke e pariharu." jyAM zAMta ane pavitra vAtAvaraNa hAya che tyAM svarUpamAM ramaNatA karavAnI mastI Ave che. eTalA mATe satA udyAnamAM vasatA hatA. Aje evA udyAnA kayAM che! AjanA mAnava vRkSAne mULamAMthI kApI nAMkhe che. vRkSa te manuSyane mATe mahAna upakArI che. paNa upakArInA uccheda karavA uThayA che mAnavI mAne che ke vRkSanI zI jarUriyAta che. vaijJAnikA paNa kahe che ke jIvanamAM vRkSAnI AvazyakatA che. kAraNa ke vRkSAnI sahAyathI jIvana TakI zake che. ekendriya vRkSa keTaluM upakArI che! manuSya je havA cheDe che te jherI kArbana gesa che. jo manuSya jherI havA cheDe nahi ane navI havA le nahi teA marI jAya. manuSya je jherI havA choDe che te vRkSa potAnAmAM cUsI le che ane tenA badalAmAM ekisajana havA Ape che. tenA vaDe manuSya jIvatA rahI zake che. pravRttinI racanA evI che ke je havA manuSya cheADe che te havA vRkSAne mATe amRta samAna nIvaDe che. ane vRkSa je havA cheDe che te manuSyane mATe amRta samAna che. A dRSTithI jo vRkSa jherI kAna gesa laine ekisajana havA cheDe nahi teA manuSya kevI rIte jIvI zake? AvA manuSyane mATe je upayegI vRkSeA che tenI mAnava yA khAtA nathI. pahelAnA samayamAM kAI vRkSane kApatA nahi. Aje te jaMgalane kApIne verAna banAvI mUkavAmAM Ave che. tenA kAraNe Aje varasAda paNa ochA thatA

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zAradA sAgara 47 jAya che. lIlA vana verAna banI gayA eTale have te saMta mahAtmAone paNa zaheramAM vastImAM vasavuM paDe che. rAjA zreNIka potAnI badhI saMpattiomAM bAgane pitAnI meTI saMpatti mAnatA hatA. e kAraNe te potAnA bAga-bagIcAone navapallavita rakhAvatA hatA. te bAgamAM aneka prakAranA pakSIo AvatA hatA. tyAM pakSIone koI prakArane bhaya na hato. tethI kahevAmAM AvyuM che ke te bagIcA aneka prakAranA pakSIothI sevita ha. te bAgamAM aneka prakAranA pupo khIlelA hatA. phUlenA sugaMdhathI bAga maheMkate hate. devAnupriye! kudaratI vakSe keTalA upayogI che. je vRkSa chAyA Ape che tenI vizeSatA che. tame paNa vRkSa jevA chone? vRkSamAM eka tADanuM vRkSa paNa hoya che. tenA jevA to nathI ne? tADanuM jhADa kevuM hoya te te jANe che ne? tADanuM vRkSa UcuM khUba hoya paNa e keIne chAyA na Ape. eka kavie paNa kahyuM che ke - tuM te UMce vacce ghaNuM tADIyA re, teM to keinA duHkha nA maTADIyA re.tuM te UMcA he tADa! tuM UMce ghaNe vadhe paNa keIne zItaLa chAMyaDI na ApI. A nyAya dvArA huM tamane e vAta samajAvavA mAMguM chuM ke jenI pAse saMpatti che te mAnava je keinA duHkha nA maTADatuM hoya te tenAmAM ne tADamAM koI phera nathI saMpattithI aizvaryathI UMce vacce paNa kaI dIna duHkhInA AMsu na lUchyA e saMpattinuM prayojana zuM? pitAnA sukha mATe karoDo rUpiyA vaparAyA paNa sukRtyamAM, dAnamAM saMpattino sadupayoga na thAya te te saMpatti nathI paNa vipatti che. paise tamArA ekalAnA puNyathI nathI maLe. je manuSya sa je che ke A lakSamI ane vaibhava pUrvanA puNyathI mane maLyA che. te pitAnA AMgaNethI keIne raDate nahi javA de. keI raDate duHkhI Avaze te ene mIThe AvakAra deze, jamADaze ne zakti anusAra madada karaze. te ApIne ema vicAra karaze ke mArA lAbhane mATe e AvyuM hatuM. mArI pAsethI 100 rU. laine te mane rU. 1000ne lAbha ApavA Ave che. upAsaka dazAMga sUtramAM kahevAmAM AvyuM che ke zrAvakanA dvAra abhaMga hatA. abhaMga dvAra zA mATe? tenA bAraNAne AgaLa UbhuM raheto hato. tenuM zuM kAraNa? eka pachI eka duHkhI, svadhamI temane tyAM AvyA karatA. raDatA raDatA AvyA heya ne hisatA hasatA jatAM hatA. tyAM tene mATe bhedabhAva na hatuM. je dAna Ape che tene jyAM jAya tyAM maLe che. on eka gAmamAM eka zeTha ane eka zeThANa hatA. pisa khUba hato. zeTha khUba bhalA hatA. zeTha kadI bahAragAma gayelA nahi. pahelavahelA bahAragAma javAnuM banyuM. zeTha khUba dharmiSTha hatA. teo hoTalanuM khAtA nahi. rAtrI jana karatA nahi eTale zeThANIne

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zAradA sAgara kahe che tuM mane eka thepalAno ne eka khAkharAne DabbA bharI Apa. jethI musApharImAM muzkelI na paDe. tame paNa bhAtuM te laI jAya che ne? pAlaNapurI khAkharA ane pApaDa laI jAya ne kAThiyAvADI, jhAlAvADI hoya te thepalA, peMDA gAMThIyA ane vadhArelA maracAM. kema barAbara che ne? (hasAhasa) zeThane javAne samaya thaye. bega-bistara badhuM gADImAM mUkayuM. zeTha kahe che bhAtAnA DabbA te na AvyA, zeThANa kahe che meM Dabba AgaLa mokalAvI dIdhA che. zeTha kahe che paNa te kyAM mokalyA? huM kyAM kayAre jaIza te nakakI nathI. zeThANI kahe tame jyAre jyAM jaze tyAM tamane maLI jaze. ciMtA na kare. bhoLA zeTha gADImAM beThA. zeTha kyAM kyAM javAnA che tenuM lisTa zeThANa pAse hatuM eTale khabara ApI dIdhelI. ' A tarapha zeTha jyAM jAya tyAM mANase sAmA Ave. pitAne ghera laI jAya. khammA khammA kare. nitya navA bhajana jamADe. zeThane eka divasa rokAvuM hoya te cAra divasa rokAvuM paDe, eTale prema ne Agraha, A badhuM joIne zeTha vicAramAM paDI gayA. A zuM? huM te A koIne oLakhate nathI. A badhA mArI ATalI badhI AgatA svAgatA kema kare che? bIje badhe te kAMI bolyA nahi. paNa chelle gAma gayA ne jene tyAM utaryA tene pUche che bhAI! meM tamane kadI joyA nathI. ne tame mArI ATalI badhI mahemAna gati kema kare che? huM jyAM jyAM game tyAM A pramANe banyuM che. tyAre pele mANasa kahe che zeTha ame to tamArA ghera ghaNIvAra AvI gayA chIe ke ApanA zeThANIe te amane mAtAnI jema jamADayA che. amArI khUba sagavaDa sAcavI che ane sAthe zeTha ApanI udAratAne A lAbha che. zeTha deDha mahine ghera AvyA. zeThANIne kahe che tArA DabbA barAbara pahoMcI gayA. jyAM game tyAM mAna satkArane pAra. nahi. huM te kaIne oLakhato nahoto. A badhe yaza tArA phALe jAya che. gharagharamAM AvA udAra zeTha heya ne suzIla patnI hoya te A saMsAra svarga jevo banI jAya. tame AvA gaMbhIra-vRkSa jevA banaje. have ApaNuM mULa vAta upara AvIe. A maMglikSabAgane chellA 5damAM "ujjA naMbovama" ema kahevAmAM AvyuM che. maMlkikSa bAgane naMdanavananI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che. eTale te bagIce naMdanavana je hate. AvA naMdanavana jevA suMdara bagIcAmAM te pavitra munirAja birAjamAna hatA. have ahIM koI bagIce hoya ne tenuM nAma naMdanavana ApyuM hoya te bagIcAnI A vAta nathI. A naMdanavana te merUparvata upara AveluM che. ane deve tyAM kIDA karavA mATe jAya che. tyAM te vRkSo paNa ratnonA banelA che. bhUmi paNa ratnamaya che. AvuM ramaNIya naMdanavana devanI kIDA bhUmi che. paNa A maMDiphekSa bAgamAM te evuM kaMIja nathI. chatAM bhagavate

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zAradA sAgara 49 maMtikakSa bAgane naMdanavananI upamA kema ApI haze? naMdanavana bhale moTuM ne ramaNIya hoya, deve tyAM pharavA mATe AvatA hoya paNa amuka apekSAe maMDikakSa bagIcA karatAM paNa nAnuM che. tamane thaze ke naMdanavana AvuM ramaNIya che. ne A bagIcA karatAM nAnuM kevI rIte? sAMbhaLo. eka nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. eka suMdara sAta mALane ArasapahANane mahela che. jemAM hIrA, motI, mANeka ane pannAnA jhummare laTakAvyA che. tamane game tevI badhI sagavaDo, Adhunika DhabanA aneka prakAranA sukha-sAdhane tyAM rAkhavAmAM AvyA che. bIjI bAju eka kALI mATInuM khetara che. jemAM mosaMbI, sapharajana, cIku, keLA, papaiyA Adi aneka prakAranA kaTa ane dhAnya nIpaje che. A bemAM tame kone pasaMda karaze? mahelane ke khetarane? (zrotAmAMthI avAja:-mahelane.) paNa eka vAta khyAla rAkhajo ke A bhavya mahela tamane maphata ApI devAmAM Ave che paNa sAthe zarata eTalI che ke khetaramAM pedA thayelI athavA bIjI kaI paNa cIja e mahelamAM laI javA devAmAM Avaze nahi. ne khetaramAM eka nAnakaDI jhuMpaDI che. paNa khetaramAM rahenArane khetaramAM utpanna thaelI badhI cIjone upalega karavAnI chUTa che. te bole ! have mahelamAM rahevAnuM pasaMda karaze ke khetaramAM? (hasAhasa). baMgalAmAM game teTalI saMpatti, ke sukhanA sAdhana hoya, manane gamI jAya teve baMgale hoya paNa temAM zarIrane TakAvavA mATenA sAdhano na hoya te nakAme che ane khetaramAM bhale mATInuM nAnakaDuM jhUMpaDuM hoya paNa zarIrane TakAvavA mATenA saMpUrNa sAdhane bharelA che. eTale sau khetara ja pasaMda karavAnAne! mahela game paNa khAvAnuM na maLe te mahelamAM kene game? A apekSAe maMDIkukSa bAgamAM ane naMdanavanamAM aMtara che. meDikala bagIcAmAM naMdanavananI jema bahAranI zobhA bhale nahi hoya paNa te baMnemAM mahela ane khetara jeTaluM aMtara raheluM che. naMdanavanamAM je zebhA che te denA ramaNa mATe che. tyAM sugaMdhIvALA phUla ke phaLa nathI. paNa meDIkakSa bAgamAM te aneka prakAranA phaLaphUla che. te sivAya maMDikala bAgamAM anAthI muni birAjatA hatA paNa naMdanavanamAM sAdhuo maLI zake? A daSTie naMdanavana karatAM maMDikSa bAga aneka daSTie caDiyAta che. tamane svargalokanuM ke naMdanavananuM varNana sAMbhaLIne mana thaI jatuM haze ke keI laI jAya te devalokamAM ne naMdanavanamAM jaIe. have huM tamane eka prazna pUchuM ke tamane A vAlakezvarane upAzraya game ke naMdanavana? kadAca tame ema kaheze ke amane naMdanavanamAM game paNa A vAlakezvara upAzraya ane saMghamAM je dharma jAgRti ane vitarAga vANInI saravANu chUTI rahI che te naMdanavanamAM maLaze? tyAM te saMtanA darzana paNa nahi maLe. ahIM te tapa-tyAga, vrata-pratyAkhyAna badhuM thaI zake che. AnaMda-maMgala vartAya che AvuM tyAM kaMI ja maLatuM

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50. zAradA sAgara nathI. AvuM badhuM deve paNa jhaMkhe che. te naMdanavana ke svargane kema meTuM kahI zakAya bele, have ApaNe A upAzraya ke banAve che? (zrotAmAMthI avAja: zaradRvananaMdanavana.) eka udAharaNadvArA samajAvuM. eka vakhata gopIonI kRSNanI bhakitathI prasanna thaI deve vimAna laIne temane svargamAM laI javA mATe manuSyarUpamAM AvyA. gopIo pAse AvIne kahe che cAle, ame tamane devalekamAM laI javA mATe AvyA chIe. tame kRSNanI khUba bhakti karI che tethI ame prasanna thayA chIe. tyAre gopIoe pUchayuM bhAI ! tame amane svargamAM laI jAo paNa ame pUchIe chIe ke ame jenI bhakita karIe chIe ke jenI bhaktidvArA tame amArA upara prasanna thayA che te baMsarIne bajAvavALe kRSNa tyAM che ? tyAre deva kahe che nA, e te tyAM nahi maLe. tyAre gopIo kahe te amAre tyAM nathI AvavuM. tyAre deve kahe che, are ! jarA vicAra te kare! kyAM svarga ane kyAM tamAruM A vraja! tyAM te keTaluM sukha che. ahIM duSkALa paDe te anAjane eka kaNa na maLe. varasAda na paDe te pIvA pANI na maLe. te sivAya aneka prakAranA roga thAya che. vaLI siMha-vAgha Adine paNa ahIM bhaya rahe che. ne tyAM te AvuM kaMI kaSTa na paDe. basa sukha-sukha ne sukha! tyAM ratnanA mahela che, kevaLa IcchA karavA mAtrathI peTa bharAI jAya che! bhajana karavAnI paNa jarUra paDatI nathI. Ave tyAM AnaMda che. chatAM tame tyAM AvavAnuM kema pasaMda karatA nathI? te zuM tame gAMDA thaI gayA che? tyAre gopIo kahe - ame kaMI gAMDA thaI gayA nathI paNuM tame gAMDA thaI gayA lAge che. tame ja kahe, ke tame amane levA zA mATe AvyA cho? deve kahe tame kRSNanI bhakita karI mATe! te have tame kahe, ke je bhaktinA kAraNe tame svargamAMthI nIce UtaryA ne amane levA AvyA che te te bhakita svarga karatAM keTalI badhI caDiyAtI che! e bhaktine cheDIne amane svargamAM AvavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. vaLI amAre svargamAM AvIne amArI bhakitane vecavI nathI. tame svargane bajathI UMcuM ne zreSTha mAne che te kahone ke kRSNane janma svargamAM na thatAM vrajamAM kema thayuM? gopIone uttara sAMbhaLI de te cUpa thaI gayA ne bolyA ke amAruM svarga vrajanI AgaLa kaMI visAtamAM nathI. tamArI bhakita ane zradhdhAne dhanya che. amAruM zarIra game teTaluM suMdara hoya paNa tamArA jevI bhakita A zarIramAM nathI. baMdhuo ! tame paNa svarga ke naMdanavanane zreSTha mAnatA che te vicAra karo ke tyAM AvA sAdhu maLaze? AvI vItarAgavANI sAMbhaLavA maLaze? AvA vrata-pratyAkhyAna tyAM karI zakaze? A daSTithI svarga karatAM vAlakezvaranuM mahatva vadhAre chene? ahIM tame je dhamarAdhanA karI zako cho te tyAM nahi karI zake. anAthI nigraMtha zreNIka

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zAradA sAgare - 51 rAjAnI rAjagRhI nagarImAM padhAryA hatA. ApaNe tyAM rAjagRhI nagarI te nathI paNa A vAlakezvaranI hariyALI nagarI te chene ? anAthI nigraMtha jevA ame nathI, chatAM vItarAganA vArasadAra te jarUra chIe. tame leke zreNIka mahArAjA jevA nathI, chatAM dharmanA premI to jarUra che. A vAlakevarane hala dhamAMrAdhanAthI gAjI UThayo che. have ApaNe A helane tapa-tyAgathI naMdanavana jevo banAvI de che. naMdanavana karatAM ApaNuM bhUmi vadhu zreSTha che. kAraNa ke AtmakalyANa karavAnI ahIM bharapUra sAmagrI che. have zreNIka rAjA naMdanavana karatAM paNa adhika zreSTha evA maMDI kukSa bagIcAmAM jaze ne munino samAgama thatAM ke apUrva AnaMda thaze, temane AtmA ke dedipyamAna banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM-7 aSADha vada 8 ne budhavAra tA. 30-7-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene, anaMta karuNanidhi zAstrakAra bhagavaMta jevA mahApuruSoe kevaLa jJAnanI jeta pragaTAvatA pahelA evI aghora sAdhanA karI ke karmanA gADha aMdhakArane ulecIne ja jaMpyA. emane karma khapAvavAne khaTakAro hatA. emane je khaTakAro hato tevo ApaNane nathI. jIvanamAM khaTakArAnI jarUra che. tame ghaDiyALa kAMDe bAMdhe che tene kaTakore saMbhaLAya te tame mAne che ke ghaDiyALa cAlu che. kaTakAro ane kAMTA vinAnI ghaDiyALanI jema kiMmata nathI tema jenA jIvanamAM sAdhanAne raNakAra nathI, karmane khapAvavAne khaTakAre nathI-tenA jIvananI paNa kaI kiMmata nathI. baMdhuo! jyAM sudhI ApaNe mokSa maMjhIle na pahoMcIe tyAM sudhI ApaNA mAthe karmanA karaja UbhA che. karajadArane karaja cUkavavAnI jeTalI kiMmata hoya che teTalI ApaNane karma khapAvavAnI ciMtA hovI joIe. keI leNadAra sajajana hoya te vicAra kare ke mArA AnI pAse ATalA rUpiyA le che paNa atyAre tenI paristhiti sArI nathI. jyAre ene maLaze tyAre ApI jaze. sAthe devAdAra paNa je sajajana haze te e jyAM sudhI karaja cUkavI nahi zake tyAM sudhI tene sukhe UMgha nahi Ave. manamAM ene khaTakA raheze ke jyAre e karajamAMthI mukta banuM. karajamAMthI jaladI mukta thavuM e mArI pharaja che. te ja rIte jIvane paNa ciMtA hevI joIe ke jaladI AtmasAdhanA karI janma-maraNanA pherArUpI karmarUpI karajamAMthI mukta thAuM.

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zAradA sAgara che. jene jaladI vikaTTI karavAnI bhAvanA che tevA AtmAo Aje AThamanA divase upavAsa-AyaMbila karIne besI gayA che. ane jene laganI nathI tene eka pArasI karatAM paNa paDI javAya che. mana upara je breka AvI jAya te badhuM thaI zake che. peTa kaMI bahu mAMgatuM nathI. game tevI kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI haze paNa peTa bharAI jAya pachI game tevA miSTAnna ApavAmAM Ave te paNa peTa nA pADe che. paNuM mana kahe che laI le ne kAle cAlaze. keI sArI cIja joI te mana tarata kaheze A bahu sarasa che laI le. A peTanI, bhUkha maTe che paNa mananI bhUkha maTatI nathI. A duniyAmAM aneka prakAranA saMkalpa vikalpa karAvanAruM mana che. pitAne je joIe che, je game che te na maLe te aMdara saMkalpa vikalpa cAlyA kare che. AnuM kAraNa jIve anAdikALathI para ghara joyuM che paNa svaghara joyuM nathI. tuM tArA svabhAve jJAtA ane daSTA che. ekAMtamAM besI ciMtana kare che cetana! tAre svabhAva zuM che? tuM anaMta jJAnane puMja che. anaMta zaktine adhipati che. paNa kyA kAraNene lIdhe tuM A kAyAnI keTaDImAM pUrAye che? aMdarathI A prazna thaze te javAba maLaze ke tuM svane cheDI 52mAM gaye tenI A sajA tAre bhogavavI paDe che. kapaDAMne mULa svabhAva "veta che. paNa je tenA svabhAvamAMthI bIjA svabhAvamAM javuM haze te khatrInA raMgANAmAM tene baphAvuM paDe che paNa jene mULa svabhAvamAM rahevuM hoya che tene baphAvuM paDatuM nathI. pitAnA svabhAvamAM je AnaMda che te parabhAvamAM nathI. have bIjI vAta kahuM. puSpone mULa kalara te zveta hoya che, paNa keI phUla sapheda, keI gulAbI-lAla-lIluM-pILuM te kaI kALuM hoya che. tenuM kAraNa zuM che te tame jANe che? e bAbatamAM vaijJAnike ema kahe che ke phUlanA raMgamAM je bhinnatA dekhAya che tene sUryanA kiraNa sAthe saMbaMdha che. sUryanA kiraNone lIdhe kulemAM judA judA raMge Ave che. tamane prazna thaze ke sUryanA kiraNe badhAM phUle upara samAna rUpathI paDe che. chatAM alaga alaga raMga thavAnuM kAraNa zuM? tenA javAbamAM vaijJAniko ema kahe che ke sUryanA kiraNe grahaNa karavAnI bhinnatAne kAraNe phUlanA raMgamAM paNa bhinnatA dekhAya che. je phUla sUryanA kiraNene pitAnAmAM laIne pitAne vadhAremAM vadhAre tyAga kare che. te phUlane raMga ekadama sapheda thAya che. je thoDe tyAga kare che tene raMga AchA gulAbI thAya che. je enAthI ocho tyAga kare che tene raMga pILe thAya che. je enAthI paNa oche tyAga kare che tene raMga lAla thAya che. je kiraNe vadhAre le che paNa pitAne che tyAga kare che tene raMga lIle thAya che ane je phUla sUryanA badhA kiraNane pitAnAmAM hajama karI jAya che ane tyAga bilakula karatuM nathI tene raMga ekadama kALe thAya che. kALe raMga kiraNone khAI jAya che. e vAta pratyakSa pramANuthI sAbita thAya che. tame juo che ne ke pheTe pADavAnA

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zAradA sAgara 53 kemerA upara kALuM kapaDuM' rAkhavAmAM Ave che. khIjA raMganu kapaDuM rAkhavAmAM Ave te sUnA gheADA ghaNAM kirA aMdara pravezI jAya che ne phATAne nukasAna pahoMce che. paNa kALA raMga sUnA kiNNAne aMdara pesavA detA nathI. ekasare levA hAya te| paNa tadana aMdhAruM karI devAmAM Ave che ne kALA paDadA lagAvI devAmAM Ave che. tenu kAraNa eka ja che ke sUryanA kiraNAne kALA raMga pacAvI le che. A rIte je AtmA parabhAvanA tyAga karI svabhAva rUpI sUryanA kaNNAne peAtAnAmAM pacAve che. tene AtmA pApa rahita, nirmaLa ne zveta ane che. TUMkamAM mAru kahevAnuM tAtparya e che, ke he jIva! tuM para caiAne peAtAnA mAnIza nahi. tu jJAtA-dRSTA khana. jovuM e svabhAva che. keIpaNu sArA ke kharAba paDhA upara ApaNI draSTi teA paDe che tene jovAnI nA nathI. paNa joyA pachI tenA pratye ApaNane rAga-dveSa thavA na joie. ApaNA svabhAvamAM vikRti AvavI na joie. kAi bahena navA ghATanI AMgaDI paherIne AvI. tene tame joi. joI tenA vAMdhA nathI paNa te joyA pachI A sArI che. mane bahu game che. mAre evA ghATanI AMgaDI manAvavI che. AvA vicAra thAya e vikRti che. daza zera dUdhanA tapelAmAM eka TIpu chAzanuM paDI jAya teA dUdha bagaDI jAya che. tema ApaNA svabhAvamAM paNa jo vikRti AvI teA AtmAnu bagaDI jAya che. jene dravya ane paryAyana bhedajJAna thayuM haze te ema vicAra karaze ke A bagaDImAM sAnu dravyarUpe che. aMgaDI, hAra-vITI A badhA tenA paryAyA che. Aje baMgaDI banAvI che: kAle nahi game te tene bhAMgIne hAra manAvaze eTale tenA pAMcA palaTAya che paNa suvarNa te dravyarUpe temAM rahevAvALu che. A rIte dareka byA te dravyarUpe nitya che ne paryAya rUpe anitya che. dA. ta. tamArA peAtAnA phoTA haze temAM khAlapaNAnA, yuvAnInA ane vRdhdhAvasthAne e traNe avasthAnA phATA joze! teA ema thaze ke nAnA hatA tyAre AvA hatA! yuvAna hatA tyAre kevA hatA ne atyAre kevA chuM. AtmA teA te ja che. paNa A traNa avasthA tenA paryA rahela che. A zarIranA svabhAva-saDaNu, paDachu ne vidhvaMsana rahele che. AtmAthI zarIra para che. eka divasa choDIne javAnu che chatAM tenI sAra saMbhALa rAkhavAmAM mAnava potAnA keTalA amUlya samaya bagADe che! A dehanI pUjAmAM, dina rAta vItAvuM chuM, kiMmatI samaya jIvananA hai rAkhamAM milAvu chuM mane A deha udhdhAre, narakamAM e ja gabaDAve, dasa tA pAra utarAve namuM te pApa baMdhAve. sAdhana tarI javAnuM, kAMThA upara DUbAvuM chuM A dehanI savAre uThayA tyArathI laIne sAMja sudhImAM A zarIranI pUjAmAM keTale samaya ... ...

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zArado sAgara vite che! A zarIrane keTalA lADa laDAve che? A cAmaDAnuM zarIra che. tame cAmaDAnI pUjA kare che ne? cAmaDAnI pUjA koNa kare? beleM te kharA, devAnupriye!... camAra. huM tamane camAra nathI kahetI tamArI jAte tame samajI lene. basa, eTaluM samajI lejo ke deha te huM nathI paNa dehadevaLamAM birAjele dehI te dehathI bhinna che. tamArA makAnane bArIo mukAve che zA mATe? bahAra jovA mATe, te zuM bArI levAnI che? nA bArIethI jevAvALo bIjo koI che. te rIte dehamAM rahevAvALe dehI dehathI bhinna che. ATaluM bhedajJAna thaze te paNa kaMIka pAmIne jaze. - jemane jaDa-caitanyanuM bhedajJAna thayeluM che. Atmatatvane pAmI gayA che tevA mahAna AtmA anAthI nigraMtha maMDIkukSa bAgamAM padhAryA che. rAjA zreNIka te bagIcAmAM AvI rahyA che te maMDIkakSa bAra kevo che, tenuM ApaNe gaI kAle varNana karyuM hatuM ke te bagIcA vividha prakAranA vRkSo ane latAothI yukta hatA. te bagIcAmAM phaLa-phUla ghaNAM hatA tethI tyAM badhA pakSIone piSaNuM maLatuM hatuM. tethI te bagIcAmAM vividha prakAranA pakSIo paNa AvIne besatA hatA, A bagIce naMdanavana je zobhate hite. tamane thaze ke A adhikAramAM anAthI muni ane zreNuka rAjAnI vAta Ave che. paNa A bagIcAnuM varNana karavAnI zI jarUra che? bhAI ! bagIcAnI koI vizeSatA nathI. tamArA vAlakezvarane DAyamaMDa eriyA kahevAmAM Ave che. tame hIrA ghaNuM joyA paNa mArA vAlakezvaranA jhaverIo AtmArUpI DAyamaMDanI pichANa kare te daSTithI kahuM chuM. Ama te naMdanavanamAM ratnonI bhUmi che. khUba ramaNIya che, chatAM A bhUmi jevI nathI. tamane TAIlsamAM besavuM gamaze paNa koI kahe ke bahAra mATImAM bese. te gamaze? tamane mATI gamatI nathI paNa anaja kALI mATImAM pAke chene? TAIphasamAM game teTaluM sAruM anAja vAve te ugaze ? nA. bhagavAna kahe che te zrAvaka! tAruM hRdaya kALI mATI jevuM hovuM joIe. kALI mATI jema varasAdanuM pANI pitAnA peTALamAM utArI de che tema tArA hRdayamAM vitarAga vANInuM pANI ekavAra paNa je utarI jaze te mahAna lAbhakArI banaze. sAdhu vaMdeNAmAM belIe chIe ne ke - eka vacana mArA saddagurU ke, je bese dilamAMya re prANuM, naraka gatimAM te nahi jAve, ema kahe nirAya re prANu.sAdhujIne vaMdanA saddagurUnuM ekaja vacana aMtaramAM utarI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. te mahApuruSe zuM kahe che ke Atmana ! tArI ekeka kSaNa lAkheNI jAya che. bIjuM badhuM maLaze paNa kareDe rUpiyA ApatA gayelI kSaNa pAchI maLavAnI nathI. tamArA jIvananI kiMmatI kSaNe kayAM kharcAI rahI che. roja savAramAM uThIne eka kalAka nyujha pepara vAMcavAmAM te pepara paNa eka jAtanA nahi. muMbaI samAcAra, gujarAta samAcAra, janmabhUmi,

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zAradA sAgara navabhArata TAImsa, saMdeza. A badhA upara uparathI vAMce te paNa kalAka nIkaLI jAya. kadAca pepara moDuM Ave te ema thAya ke haju pepara nathI AvyuM. dainika samAcAra jANavAnI keTalI badhI itejArI che! teTalI AtmAne jANavAnI jijJAsA che? aDadhe kalAka paNa prabhune prArthanA karavAnuM mana thAya che! AtmasvarUpanuM ciMtana karavAnuM mana thAya che? chApuM vAMcIne bAhya ciMtA ja karavAnI che ne? have paranI paMcAta cheDI svamAM Thare. jIvanamAM ekAda mukhya guNa AvyuM haze te paNa kAma thaI jaze. muMbaI jevI alabelI nagarImAM eka kareDapati zeTha vasatA hatA. khUba dhanavAna hatA, sAthe dharmavAna paNa khUba moTA vahepArI hatA. dhArmika kSetramAM, svamIe ane garIbonI sevAmAM khUba dhana vAparatA hatA. e samajatA hatA A saMpatti ane zarIra vinazvara che. sAce sage te paramezvara che. pite khUba pramANika ne satyavAdI hatA. maratA maratA pitAnA putrane paNa eka ja hita zikhAmaNa ApI, ke beTA! paise te Aja che ne kAle nathI. tuM tArA jIvanamAMthI satyane kadI choDIza nahi. satyane dIpaka jalate rAkhaje. putra khUba saMskArI hato, teNe e sUtrane jIvanamAM vaNI lIdhuM. "sarva vahu mAvaM" satya e ja bhagavAna che. khUba nyAya, nIti ane pramANikatAthI vahepAra kare che. paisAne pAra nathI. paNa mAnavIne samaya sadA sarakhe rahetuM nathI. puNya-pApanA -pravAhe AvyA kare che. puNyane dIpaka asta thavA Avyo. vahepAramAM jyAM juo tyAM peTa, kheTa ne Ta. pANInA puranI jema paisAne pravAha vahI gayo, mAthe karaje khUba vadhI gayuM. tijorInuM taLiyuM dekhAvA lAgyuM. badhuM cAlyuM gayuM. khUba moTA zeTha hatA. "bhAMgyuM bhAMgyuM teye bharUca." pAse je kaMI che temAMthI thoDuM thoDuM leNadArane ApI dauM aima vicAra kare che. ene paisAnI jarUra nahatI. keInI rakama vyAje levA IcchatA na hatA. chatAM leke parANe mUkI jatA. enA vyAjamAM kaMIkanuM gujarAna thatuM hatuM. nA pADavA chatAM lake kahetA amAre vyAjanI paNa jarUra nathI. amArI rakama tamAre tyAM rAkhe. baMdhuo! A duniyA kevI deraMgI che! khabara paDe ke AnA karAmAMthI eka ITa kharI paDI che te badhA bhegA thaIne Akho kare teDI pADe paNa eka ITa pUre nahi. enI eka ITa pUrI de te tene keTale AnaMda thAya ! kaI svayamI baMdhu ghasAI gayo heya ne madada kare te pADezI paNa nA jANe. AgaLanA zrAvake kevA gaMbhIra hatA ! emanA dhaMdhAmAM kadI khoTa AvatI na hatI. Aje te nANuM thaDA ne vahepAra meTA. te samayamAM zrAvake petAnI mUDInA cAra vibhAga karatA. eka bhAga dharatImAM dATatA, bIjA bhAganA nANAM vahepAramAM rokAtA, trIjA bhAgamAM gharamAM gharavakharI vasAvatA ne cotho bhAga sukRtyomAM vAparatA. e cAMdInA sikkA hatA, AjanI jema kAgaLIyA nahi.

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56 zAradA sAgara Aje te noTonuM calaNa na rahe te kAgaLIyA nakAmA thaI jAya. paNa je sikakAnuM calaNa baMdha thaI jAya te cAMdI te gharamAM rahe ne ? Aje to mAnavamAMthI nIti ane saccAI gaI ne dharatImAMthI rasakasa gayA. zeTha mAnatA hatA ke mArI pAse je kaMI che temAMthI badhAne ApI dauM. te pramANe sahu samaya vicArIne laI leze, paNa duniyA te judI ja nIkaLI. leNadArene dhasAro thavA mAMDaze. lAve, lAve ne lAve. have zuM karavuM. khUba mUMjhavaNa thaI. karma keIne cheDatA nathI. "MI TI vivettA ya" karma karavAvALA paNa AtmA che ne bhegavavAvALe paNa AtmA che. karamane zarama nathI. che kAyade karmarAjane, hisAba pAI pAIne, - veraMTa vagaDe Avaze, rAja nathI popAbAInuM. baMdhuo ! karmarAjAnI korTamAM keinI hoMziyArI cAlatI nathI. karmarAjA kahe che tuM vagaDAmAM jaIne vasIza to paNa huM tAre pIcha nahi choDuM. koI mANasanI pAchaLa veraMTa chUTayuM. te ema vicAra kare ke muMbaI cheDIne kalakattA cAlyA jAuM. kalakattA jaI nAma badalI nAMkhe, vahepArane badale ne chUpa rahe paNa karmarAjA pAse chUpuM rahevAnuM nathI. karma tAre keDe nahi cheDe. karma te karanAranI pAchaLa jAya che. ahIM ja juone! tame dukAne beThA che. gavarmenTano guno karyo te gavarmenTa kene hAthakaDI karaze? kone pakaDaze? te samaye je ema kaheze ke A dANacArI ne badhuM meM mArI patnI, putro badhA mATe karyuM che. te samaye gavarmenTa ema nahi kahe, ke cAle cha mahinAnI sajA che te badhAne eka eka mahinAnI sajA ApI de. te mahinAmAM patI jaze. e to je gune kare che te ja sajA bhegave che. A zeThanA karmane udaya thaye. peDhI baMdha karIne temaNe sarakArane jANa karI. sarakAre tamAma sthAvara jaMgama milaktanuM lisTa karI kerTamAM raju karavAnuM kahyuM, A vAtanI lekamAM jANa thaI. tyAre keTalAka sagAsaMbaMdhIo kahevA lAgyA ke bhAI je che te badhuM sarakArane batAvI na deze. badhuM batAvI deze te bAvA thaI jaze. tyAre keTalAka evI salAha ApavA lAgyA ke bhAI "nAdArI noMdhAvI dejo." eTale badhI TakaTa maTI jAya. jANe aMtarathI salAha ApatA hoya tema sahu kahevA lAgyA. cAre taraphathI vaNamAgI salAha ApavA mAMDI. zeThe te badhuM maunapaNe sAMbhaLyuM. je kaI meDhe kahe tene eTaluM ja kahetA ke mAre na chUTake nAdArI dhAvavI paDe che. paNa huM dagAkhora mANasa nathI. huM nahi lakhAvuM. mArA mAtA pitAe paisAne hAthano mela gaNe che e mela mATe mAruM mana meluM karuM. zeThe te pitAnI pAse je kaMI hatuM. tenI AnA pAI sAthe yAdI taiyAra karI korTamAM rajU karI dIdhI. A joI nyAyAdhIza te AzcaryamAM paDI gayA. ne manamAM

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zAradA sAgara 57 vicAravA lAgyA ke nAdArI te ghaNAM nAMdhAve che paNa AnA jevI imAnadArI kAi khatAvatuM nathI. AvA kaseTInA samaya AvI gayA chatAM Dhila keTaluM cAkhkhu che! kAi jAtanI zaMkA vagara nyAyAdhIze tenI yAdI kabUla rAkhI. jenu dila sApha hAya che tenA upara kAIne zakA rahetI nathI. eka vakhatanA kahevAtA mahAna zrImaMta nina khanI gayA paNa tenuM samagra jIvana pramANikatA ane saccAInA vaibhavathI bhareluM hatuM. A mAtA pitAnA saMskAranuM khaLa hatuM. kArTamAMthI bahAra nIkaLye ne tene yAda AvyuM. tarata pAcho nyAyAdhIza pAse AvyA. nyAyAdhIza vicAra karavA lAgyA ke kai pheraphAra karAvavA Avye lAge che paNa juduM ja nIkaLyuM. temanI AMgaLImAM eka hIrAnI vIMTI rahI gaI hatI te paNa nyAyAdhIzane soMpI dIdhI. keTalI sajjanatA! nyAyAdhIzanA mAnasa upara anerI chApa paDI paNa sagAvahAlA khAlavA lAgyA ke dharmanA DhIMgalA ne satnI pUMchaDI te khApanuM nAma enyuM. pAte te bhikhArI thayA sAthe badhAne bhikhArI manAvyA. Ama aneka prakAre jene jema phAve tema khelavA lAgyA. zeTha teA udAra hatA. sagA samadhInI niMdA haMsate mukhaDe sAMbhaLI lIdhI. teNe eka ja vicAra karyo ke A te veLA veLAnI chAMyaDI che. sAcI nIti rAkhIza te kAle sukhI thai jaiza. roTalA ne chAzanA sAMsA paDavA lAgyA chatAM samatA bhAvathI adhu sahana karavA lAgyA. A A zeThanA pitAe eka zeThane paisA ApelA paNa cApaDe lakhelA nahi, gheADI ghaNI yAdI paNa nahi karelI. have pelA vahepArI kAraNasara paisA ApI zakela nahi. A chokarA A vAta jANatA nahi vIsa varSe e vahepArIe mAla sahita vahANu mAkalyA ne kahevaDAvyuM ke tamArA vahANu AvyA che lai jAva. A zeTha vicAra kare che mAre teA kAi vahepAra dhaMdhA che nahi ne mArA vahANu kyAMthI? te kahe tamAza pitAjIe phalANA zeThane paisA dhIrelA te vyAja sahita mAla ane paisA mAkalAvyA che. cApaDA tapAsyA paNa kaMi nAma nizAna maLatu nathI, vahANu levA kevI rIte ? chevaTe te zeThane khelAvIne badhI vAta pUche che. pUrI khAtrI karyA pachI vahANunA svIkAra karyo. e krAyanI milkata nIkaLI, paisA maLyA eTale zeThe sarva prathama badhuM dezu cUkavI dIdhuM. eka kreDanu deNu cULyu ne eka kreDa vadhyA tenAthI pAcho vahepAra zarU karyuM. je sagA sabaMdhI niMdA karatA hatA, je satyanA pUchaDA ne dharmanA DhIMgalA kahI tiraskAratA hatA te khelavA lAgyA ke "aMte satyanA jaya thaze. " eNe duHkhamAM paNa satya ane nIti na cheDayA tenA A prabhAva che. jue eka vakhata tiraskAra karanArI duniyA Aje zu khelavA lAgI! A che duniyAnI rIta. TUMkamAM satyanA jaya che. tame Ave! ekAda guNu jo jIvanamAM apanAvaze teA tamAre jaya thaze.

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58 zAradA sAgara jIvane samyakatva ratnanI prApti kadAca na thaI hoya paNa je tenuM jIvana A zeTha jevuM haze te mAganusArI guNa avazya pragaTa thayela che. jyAM guNa pragaTe ne saheja nimitta maLe te tyAM ja pAmI jAya che. zreNIka rAjA maMDIkakSa bagIcAmAM gayA tyAre mAtra dehanA AnaMda mATe gayA hatA. temane samyakatvaratnanI prApti thaI na hatI. have te ke Atmika AnaMda prApta karIne Avaze te vAta AgaLa Avaze. jyAM bagIcAmAM paga mUkyo tyAM alaukika zItaLatAno anubhava thavA lAgyo. enA manamAM thayuM ke Aje mAruM aMtara ane AnaMda anubhave che tenuM kAraNa zuM? baMdhuo ! A bagIcAmAM kaI jevA kevA sAmAnya saMta na hatA. mahAna saMta hatA. khUba prabhAvazALI ne cAritravAna hatA. sAcA cAritranI chApa judI ja paDe che. duniyAmAM gurU te ghaNuM heya paNa vItarAganA satanI tele kaI na Ave. kahyuM che ke- kANe ca kADhe taratA yathAsti, dudhe ca dudhe taratA yathAsti jale ja cAM taratA yathAsti, guru gurI cAM taratA yathAsti che lAkaDA lAkaDAmAM phera che, sAganuM, sIsamanuM, bAvaLanuM badhuM lAkaDuM che. paNa tenI kiMmatamAM phera che. dUdha dUdhamAM paNa phera che. gAyanuM, bheMsanuM, tharanuM ne AkaDAnuM dUdha che, paNa gAya ke bheMsanuM dUdha mANasanA zarIrane puSTikAraka che. jyAre AkaDAnuM ne tharanuM dUdha pIve te mANasa marI jAya che. te ja rIte pANI pANImAM paNa aMtara che. tame dezamAM jAva cho tyAM anubhava thatuM haze ke jeTaluM khAva teTaluM pAcana thaI jAya. kAraNa ke dezanuM pANI halakuM hoya che. halakuM pANI barAka pAcana karAve che. saurASTranuM pANI chAtIne majabUta kare che. zarIramAM baLa Ape che A mAre jAta anubhava che A rIte pANI pANImAM paNa phera che te rIte saMta saMtamAM paNa moTuM aMtara raheluM che. sAcA gurUo temanA zaraNe AvanArane tAre che bhega viSayonuM vamana karAvI tene sAce rAha batAve che kugurUo saMsAramAM DUbADe che gurU kare te joIne karaje. bahene cAra AnAnI mATalI kharIdavA jAya te TakorA mArIne kharIde che Aje te sAdhu jema kahe tema "hA jI hA" kAraNa ke zrAvake eTalA taiyAra nathI. tame sAcA zrAvaka je taiyAra thaze te kaMIka sAdhune saDo dUra thaze sAdhu paNa samajI jAya ke A zAstrano jANakAra zrAvaka mArI sAme beTho che game tema nahi cAle mArI bhUla tarata pakaDI pADaze AvA taiyAra zrAvaka hoya te jinazAsana jhaLakatuM bane. zreNIka rAjA meDikakSa bagIcAmAM jema AgaLa vadhatA gayA tema tema temanA aMtarane ukaLATa zAMta thato gayo. bagIcAnI zobhA jotAM jotAM madhya bhAgamAM AvyA tyAM temaNe zuM joyuM?

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zAradA sAgara : tI so vAra sA, saMjayaM sunizviyaM nisannaM rukkhamUlammi, sukumAlaM suhoiyaM // utta. sU. a. 20, gAthA 4. . te bagIcAmAM temaNe eka saMtane joyA te saMta kevA hatA. prathama vizeSaNa ApyuM che "saMjayaM" teo saMyati hatA eTale pAMca Indrio ane cha manane saMyamamAM rAkhanAra hatA te susamAdhivaMta hatA eTale pite Atma samAdhimAM sthira banelA hatA teo AtmasamAdhi-dhyAnamAM lIna hatA. dehanuM bhAna bhUlI AtmabhAvamAM ramaNatA karI rahyA hatA teo eka ghaTAdAra suMdara vRkSanI nIce beThelA hatA. temanuM rUpa alaukika hatuM temanuM zarIra sukomaLa hatuM. ghaNAnI cAmaDI barachaTa hoya che ne ghaNAnI cAmaDI makhamala jevI ke maLa hoya che A muninuM zarIra makhamala jevuM kemeLa hatuM temanuM rUpa paNa manojJa hatuM ne te muni sukhacita hatA have zreNuka rAjA paNa rUpa-guNa ne buddhimAM kaMI utaratA na hatA evA zreNIka rAjAe bagIcAmAM munine joyA have tyAM zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. - karma kevI sajA karAve che chatAM mahAna AtmAo pitAnA zuddha svabhAvamAM kevA aDaga rahe che. evA samabhAvamAM sthira rahenAra satI aMjanAnuM caritra AjathI zarU karIe chIe. caritra- aMjanA satInA nAmathI A caritra racAyuM che. e aMjanA satIe karmodaya samaye keIne deSa Akhe nathI. mahAna AtmAo nimittane baTakA bharatA nathI. upAdAna tarapha daSTi kare che. kUtarAne keI lAkaDI mAre te te lAkaDIne baTakA bhare che ne siMhane ke goLI mAre to te gebIne jete nathI paNa goLInA mAranAra tarapha daSTi kare che. tevI rIte jJAnI ane ajJAnI AtmAo vacce taphAvata che. jJAnIo karmanA mULa kAraNene zodhe che ne ajJAnIo hAyavoya kare che. aMjanAnA mAtA-pitA koNa hatA. * mahendrapurI nAmanI nagarI hatI ane mahendra nAmanA nyAya, nIti saMpanna rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. prajAnuM putranI jema pAlana karatA hatA. temane mane vegA nAmanA atisvarUpavAna paTTarANu hatA. te khUba guNavAna ane pativratA hatA. e mahendra rAjAne so (100) putra hatA. te se putra pachInI aMjanA nAmanI putrI hatI. jenuM nAma aMjanA pAkvAmAM AvyuM hatuM. aMjanA e bhAIonI ekanI eka lADakavAyI bahena hatI. te ati seMdaryavAna hatI. te tene khUba priya hatI. te khUba lADakoDathI ucharI rahI che. samaya jatAM aMjanA maTI thAya che. yuvAnInA pagathAre paga mUke che. tame

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60 zAradA sAgara jANe! che ne ke dIkarI yuvAna thAya eTale mA-bApane ciMtA thAya ke kyAre sAre| muratiyA maLe ne dIkarIne paraNAvIe. ahIM aMjanAne mATe mahendra rAjAe ghaNAM muratIyA joyA paNa haju ekeya muratiyA pasaDha paDatA nathI. eTale zajA rANInI ciMtAne pAra nathI. UMgha AsamAnamAM UDI gaI che. khIje divase prabhAtanA praharamAM rAjA e matrIone melAvIne kahe che tame phrIne ajanAne mATe muratiyA jovA jAva ane temAMthI je game tenA phATA letA AvA jethI ame joI zakIe. khIje divase e maMtrI mahendrapurI nagarIthI ravAnA thAya che. gheADA samaya bAda ane matrIe ekeka rAjakumAranA phATA lAve che. prathama kumAranuM citra joi rAjA rANI Anati ane che. zuM enu rUpa che! pachI khIjA kumAranuM citra joyu. ane kumAronA phATA sAthe rAkhI sarakhAmaNI karA te emAMthI ekeya utaratA nathI. have konI sAthe aMjanAnA lagna karavA te mUMjhavaNa UbhI thai. " rAjA ane maMtrIone kahe che tame mane A citra teA lai AvyA. ane kumAra suMdara che paNa temanA pazrciya Ape, eTale pahelA maMtrI kahe che mahArAjA ! A kumAranuM nAma meghakumAra che. te vidyAdharanAtha hiraNyAyanA putra che ne sumanA nAmanI zaNInA jAyA che. khUma guNavAna che. enA citra uparathI enA guNNAnA khyAla AvI jAya che. 'AkRti: thayati muLAn / ''AkRti uparathI vyakitanA guNNA jANI zakAya che. rUpa-kuLa-maLa-muddhi Rne guNu badhuM sAruM che: vizeSa zuM kahuM ! prathama maMtrInI vAta pUrI thaI eTale khIjA maMtrIne rAjA pUche che have tame khIjA kumAranA paricaya ApeA. khIjA maMtrIe UbhA thaI mastaka namAvIne kahyuM mahArAjA! ratanapurI nagarI vidyAdharAnI duniyAmAM prasiddha che. e nagaranA prahlAda nAmanA guNIyala ne parAkramI rAjA che. ketumatI nAmanI temanI paTTarANI che temanA putra pavanajaya ( pavanakumAra) adbhuta parAkramI ane ghaNI kaLAonA jANakAra che. e kumAranA rUpa uparathI temanA guNA parakhAI jAya che. ane kumAre| rUpa-guNamAM samAna che ne aMjanA ApavI te nirNaya thatA nathI.-tyAre ane maMtrIne rAjA pUche che. tame temanI janmakuMDalI lAvyA che? tyAre prathama maMtrI kahe che mahAzajA eka vAta kahevI rahI gaI rAjA utsukatAthI pUche che zuM? tyAre matrI kahe che A meghakumAra caramazarIrI jIva che tee 18 varSanI uMmare dIkSA levAnA che ne 26 varSanI uMmare A ja bhavamAM mekSe javAnA che. meghakumAra pavanakumAra karatAM mahAna gaNAya kAraNa ke te mAkSagAmI jIva che te 18 varSanI uMmare dIkSA levAnA che te ApaNI aMjanA kumArIne tenI sAthe kevI rIte paraNAvavI! te have eka niya karIe ke pavanajaya kumAra rUpa-guNumAM mahAna che, parAkramI che, uttamakuLa che te aMjanAnA

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zAradA sAgara vivAha pavanajaya kumAra sAthe karavA tema nakkI karyuM. have pavanaMjaya kumAra sAthe aMjanAnA vivAha thaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasara kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na -8 viSaya H- " ni thamuni kevA hatA ? " 61 aSADa vada 9 ne gurUvAra sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtA ne bahena! anaMta kAnidhI zAsrakAra bhagavatAe A jagatanA jIve sAme kAbharI draSTi pheMkI. temaNe jJAnadvArA joyu ke A vA zA mATe ATalI badhI doDAdoDI karI rahyA che. temane zenA talasATa jANyeA che? temaNe jJAnadvArA jANyuM ke A saMsAramAM kIDIthI mAMDIne kuMjara sudhInA dareka AtmAo sukhanA icchuka che. kIDIo paNa taDakethI chAMyaDe jAya che. te rIte nAnA moTA sa` jIvAne sukha game che. duHkha koIne gamatu nathI ne sukha meLavavA rAta-dvivasa doDAdoDI kare che. paNa vicAra kare, vAstavika sukha kayuM che ? dhanavAna-madhyama ane garIma darekane pUche sukha kAne kahevAya? jJAnIe te kahe che, A saMsAramAM sukha che ja nahi. tA. 31-7-75 gRhAvAsa madhye vase dehalAjA', sadAvya ciMtA sadA putra ciMtA / sadA dvArA ciMtA, sadA baMdhu ciMtA, sukhaM nAsti ciMtA paraaiti kiMcit // tame sukha mAne che paNa saMsAramAM tamane dhananI, putraparivAranI, patnInI, kuTuMbIjaneAnI Adi keTalI citAe kerI khAya che! chatAM temAM sukha mAnIne rAta divasa game teTalI mahenata kare che. paNa sukha kyAMthI maLe? koi mANasa paththara khAdIne pANI kADhavA mATe rAta-divasa mahenata-kare teA kadI pANI maLe ? jyAM nadI ke dariye che tyAM AsapAsa mATImAM khedaze te pANInA jharA nIkaLaze paNa jyAM nathI tyAM game game teTalA phAMphA mAraze te paNa kayAMthI maLaze? A jagatamAM sukha e prakAranA che eka bhautika sukha ane khIjuM Atmika sukha. temAMthI tame kayu sukha pasada karaze ? AlA, sukha kayAM che? je sukha huDhe tuM jagamAM e teA AbhAsa che (2) sAcA sukhanA teA tArA AMgaNamAM vAsa che (2) A jIvaDA re....atyAre bhaTakayA karavuM tane zAle nA.... manavA je sukhanI kare tu' AzA tane nathI maLavAnuM. doDAdoDI phAgaDha karavI tane zAle nA manavA je sukhanI....

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zAradA sAgara 16 mahAna purUSe kahe che te sukhanA Icchuka AtmAo! tame jene sukha mAne che, ne jenA mATe devAdeDI kare che te sAcuM sukha nathI. te te mAtra sukhane AbhAsa che. sAcuM sukha te tArA aMtara-gharamAM paDeluM che. bele have tamAre kayuM sukha joIe che? tamAre muMbaIthI amadAvAda, rAjakeTa ke jAmanagara jevuM haze te TikiTa mAstara pAse kahevuM paDaze ke mane A TikiTa joIe chIe. jJAnIo tamane pUche che ke tamAre kayuM sukha joIe che? bAhya sukha a5 kALanuM che ne tmika sukha sadA kALa TakavAvALuM che. kone pasaMda karaze? kadAca tamane ema thAya ke bAhya sukha pratyakSa dekhAya che ne anubhavAya che paNa Atmika sukha kayAM dekhAya che? bhAI Atmika sukha bahAra nathI paNa aMdara che. jema ke hare kacarAmAM daTAI gayuM che tethI tene prakAza dekhAtuM nathI paNa tethI hIre nathI tema nathI. kacarAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLatA tarata prakAza dekhAze. te rIte ApaNe AtmA eka kiMmatI kehInura hIrA jevo che. tenA upara jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya, vedanIya, mehanIya, AyuSya, nAma, gotra, ane aMtarAya e ATha karma rUpI kacarAnA DhagalA paDayA che temAMthI jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya, mehanIya, ane aMtarAya e cAra ghAtI karmanA kacarA sApha thayA ke prakAza prakAza patharAI jaze. pachI sukha zodhavA bahAra javuM nahi paDe. Ajane mAnava sukha meLavavA mATe InDIA cheDIne pherenI jAya che. sukha meLavavA AkhI duniyA pharI vaLyA. ahIM beThelAmAMthI ghaNA bhAIo videza jaI AvyA che. to huM tamane pUchuM chuM. bele, have to sukhI thayA hazene? sukha maLyuM ke nahi e te tamAre AtmA jANe. kema kharuM ne? ke pachI bahArathI vaibhavazALI dekhAva che paNa aMdara sukha nathI. bahenanI sADI kabATamAM ghaDIbaMdha paDI che tevI ja dekhAya paNa aMdara udhaI khAI gaI. eka thIgaDuM mAre teTaluM kapaDuM paNa sAruM nathI. tema tame uparathI bhabhakAdAra dekhAo cho paNa aMdarathI tamArI dazA kevI kaphoDI che te tamane khabara che. kema barAbara ne? (hasAhasa) chatAM A vinazvara vaibhava meLavavA keTale parizrama kare che? bhAvanAzatakamAM kahyuM che ke - he lakSmI jaba tere hita, sadA kaThina zrama karatA hai, tere saMcaya karake tujhake, baDe yatna se rakhatA hai, cara se rakSaNa karatA hai, letA sukha kI nIMda nahi, tUna tanika para sthira rahatI para, nirdaya usake kahAM kahI! khUba parizrama karI paiso prApta karyo. tene sAcavavA AjanI sarakAra sAme keTalA kAvAdAvA karavA paDe che. tene meLavatAM keTalA jokhama kheDavA paDe che. kamAIne lAvyA

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zAradA sAgara pachI tene sAcavavAmAM UMgha paNa UDI jAya che. chatAM lakSamI kAyama tamArA gharamAM TakI zakatI nathI. ene mATe keTalI mahenata kare che? A jhaverIe savAranA ATha vAgyAnA esoDa karavA bese te be vAgye jamavA uThe ne pAchA traNa vAgye bese te sAMja sudhI eDa kare che paNa thAka lAgatuM nathI. ane ekAgratA keTalI ke keNa AvyuM ne koNa gayuM te khabara nathI hotI. ghaNAM kahe che ke mALA gaNatAne sAmAyikamAM amAruM citta sthira rahetuM nathI te hIrA jotI vakhate citto kema sthira hatuM. e batAve che ke dhaMdhA pratyene jIvane jeTale rAga che teTalo dharma pratyene nathI. bhautika sukha meLavavA bhUta banIne tenI pAchaLa bhame che. haju aMtarakheja karI nathI. jyAre Atmika sukhanI pichANa thaze tyAre bhautika sukha phikkA lAgaze. mahAna purUSa kahe che ke bhautika sukha kevuM che? tenA mATe eka nyAya Ape che. eka pAtALa kUve che ne bIje chIchare phare che. chIchare kUve banAvatA bahu mahenata nathI paDatI paNa pAtALa kUve khedavAmAM keTalI mahenata karavI paDe che. tenI khabara che? pAtALamAMthI pANI kADhavA mATe mazInarI mUkavI paDe che. ame amadAvAdathI rAjakoTa jatA hatA. rAjakeTa jatAM rastAmAM moTA moTA paththaranA DuMgarA Ave che. ne ghaNI jagyAe UMDA khADA paDI gayA hatA. eka vaTemArgune pUchayuM. bhAI? ahIM paththara che. pANI kayAMya dekhAtuM nathI te A moTA kUvA zA mATe dayA che? tyAre pele bhAI kahe mahArAja! e kUvA nathI. ahIM paththara levA ghaNAM leke Ave che temane paththaranI jarUra paDe tyAre A paththaramAM dArUgoLo mUkI dUra bhAgI jAya che. e dArUgoLo phUTe eTale bhItaramAMthI moTA paththare uchaLIne bahAra paDe ne te jagyAmAM AvA UMDA khADA paDI jAya. baMdhuo! te rIte karma rUpI pahADe teDavA mATe dArUgoLa joize. te dArUgoLe karyo che? samyadarzana, jJAna ane cAstrine dArUgoLo mUkavAmAM Avaze te karmarUpI maTI zIlAo bahAra AvI jaze. pariNAme AtmA karmarahita banI jAya. eka ja de cinagArI mahAnala eka ja de cinagArI karmanI gaMjIone bALavA eka ja dArUgoLo basa che. jema kare maNa rUnI hoya te tene bALavA karaDe maNuM agninI jarUra paDatI nathI. tenA mATe eka nAnakaDI cinagArI basa che. tema kahe varSonA saMcita karelA karmone bALavA mATe samyadarzanane eka dArUgoLo basa che. pachI e karmarAjAnI tAkAta nathI ke ubhA rahI zake. bicArA rAMkaDA banI jaze. jyAre karmarAjA jera jamAve che tyAre cetanadeva je vibhAvamAM ramatA hoya te te sajA hovA chatAM raMka banI jAya che. paNa zakitanuM bhAna bhUlI jAya che. hAyaya kare che, raDe che ne mUMjhAI jAya che. paNa jyAre samyakdarzananI cinagArI pragaTa thAya che tyAre karmodaya samaye AtmA e vicAra kare che ke he jIva

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zAradA sAgara zA mATe raDe che? bhagavAne kahyuM che ke "ttAva anugAruM bhaMkarma karanAranI pAchaLa jAya che. karma je kare che tene bhegavavuM paDe che. hajAra gAye ubhI hoya paNa vAchaDuM tenI mA hoya tyAM jAya che. mAtAthI vikhuTuM paDIgayeluM bALaka enI mAtAne dekhe che ke tarata vaLagI paDe che. tema karma paNa karanArane vaLage che. te rIte tArA karelA karmo tane udayamAM AvyA che temAM raDavAnuM zuM ? jIvane samaja Avaze tyAre AvA bhAva Avaze. pAtALa kU datAM khUba jIvana jokhama kheDavuM paDe che. chevaTamAM pAtALa kUve dAI gayA pachI pANInI achata rahetI nathI. covIse kalAka pANI cAlu rahe che. nadImAM jyAM retI hoya tyAM bahene vIraDA khode che. temAM chAlIyA vaDe pANI ulece che. pAMca-vIsa beDA pANI ulece che ne vIraDo khAlI thaI jAya che. tema tamAruM mAneluM sukha paNa vIraDAnA pANI jevuM che. thoDA samaya sukha bhaMga ne cAlyu. jAya. vaLI puNyane udaya thAya te pAchuM sukha maLI jAya che. jayAre Atmika sukha meLavatAM kaSTa paDaze. pAtALa kUvo khodatAM kaSTa paDe che paNa eka vAra kU khodAI gayA pachI pANInA puvAra uDayA ja kare che. temAM eka vakhata Atmika sukhanA jharaNuM vahetA thaze pachI tenI majA kaI judI ja haze. e sukhanA jharaNAMmAMthI AnaMda lUMTayA ja karo. pachI e AnaMda vadhate ja jaze. amane gurUdevanA zaraNe AvyA pachI e AnaMda ne evuM sukha maLI gayuM che ke tenI sImA ja nathI. evA gurUdevanuM zaraNuM laIne tamane samajAvuM chuM ke A chAlIyAnA pANI jevA bhautika sukha jIva anaMtakALathI bhagave che ne karmabaMdhana kare che. have Atmika sukhanuM zAzvata jharaNuM jIvanamAM vahAvavuM hoya te dizA badale. eka chokaro deDI rahyo hate. doDate deDite jato hato. tene joIne svAmI rAmatIrtha kahe che te laDakA! tAre kayAM javuM che? beTA! Ubho rahe. Ama bebAkaLo kayAM jaI rahyo che? baMdhuo! mahAna purUSa bhASA kevI madhurI ne mIThI bele che. tamane badAma kevI mIThI lAge che. sukhI loko hoya te badAma khAya. madhyama loko ziMga khAya ne bicArA sAva garIba hoya te dALIyA khAya che. temane mana e badAma che. te badAma jema mIThI lAge che tema jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke mAnava? tuM bhASA bela te AvI mIThI bolaje. svAmI rAmatIrthe kahyuM-laDakA! tuM kayAM jAya che? tyAre chokaro kahe che bApu! huM pakaDavA jAuM chuM. te pUche che kene pakaDavA jAya che? tyAre chokare kahe che A mArA paDachAyAne pakaDavA jAuM chuM. huM deDI deDIne thAkI gayo. huM jhaDape cAluM chuM te paDachA paNa jhaDape cAle paNa pakaDAtuM nathI. mArI AgaLa deDe che. tyAre svAmI rAmatIrtha kahe che beTA! je tArA paDachAyAne pakaDe hoya te tAre enI pAchaLa doDavAnI jarUra nathI. paNa paDachAyAne tArI pachavADe deDato kara. tAruM mukha pheravI nAMkha. tAruM mukha sUrya tarapha

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zAradA sAgara 65 kara pachI tuM cAlavA mAMDe. je paDachAyo tArI pAchaLa cAlavA mAMDe che ke nahi? bela, tAre paDachAyAne kayAMthI pakaDe che? tyAre bALaka kahe che mAre ene mAthAthI pakaDa che. je tAre ene mAthethI pakaDe hoya te tArA mAthAne pakaDa eTale enuM mAthuM tArA hAthamAM AvI jaze. jarA meDhuM pheravavAnuM hatuM. e pazcima tarapha doDate hato tenA badale moTuM pUrva tarapha karavAnuM kahyuM. bALake jarA mukha pheravyuM ane joyuM te e jema cAlato gayo tema tema paDachAye enI pAchaLa Avate gaye. enuM mAthuM pakaDAI gayuM. A joI bALaka khuza thaI gaye. devAnupriye! A bALakanI jema jIvane paNa dizA badalavAnI jarUra che. varSothI jIva sukha meLavavA doDayA kare che. ATaluM meLavI lauM. ATaluM meLavI lauM e sukha meLavavA pRthvInA paTa upara pharI vaLe paNa kaho te kharA tame sukhI thayA? sukhanA darzana karyA, je sukha maLI gayuM hoya te haju zA mATe pharyA kare che? jarA karIne besone ! sukha maLI gayA pachI bhamavAnI jarUra ja kyAM che? tame eka phaleTa levA gayA. managamate phaleTa maLI jAya eTale sAmAna laIne tyAM rahevA jAo ne! paNa phaleTa lIdhA pachI evuM te nathI karatA ne ke phaleTa vAlakezvaramAM lIdhe che ne rahe che bhUlezvaramAM! TUMkamAM huM tamane e kahevA mAguM chuM ke tame jemAM sukha mAne che temAM ja je sukha hoya te e sukha tamane, choDIne zA mATe cAlyuM jAya che ne duHkha kema Ave che? haju sudhI dizA badalAtI nathI. varSo pUrve jevA hatA tevAM ne tevAM ja je ApaNe hoIe te e vAta nakakI thAya che sukha meLavavA devAdeDa karI che ke paNa haju sukha maLyuM nathI. A bAbatamAM gaMbhIratApUrvaka vicAra karavo paDaze. jeTalA UMDANathI, gabhIratAthI, zAMtithI ane prasannatAthI aMtaramAM UMDA utaraze teTaluM jaldI sukha maLaze. paNa je utAvaLa karaze, kaMTALe lAvaze te varSo sudhI deDyA karaze te paNa sukha nahi maLe, Atmika sukha meLavavAnI rIta Ama jovA jAo te bahu sahelI che. ne Ama jevA jAo te kaThina paNa che. eka ciMtake kahyuM che ke "tadda dUre tad aMtike" je tane atyaMta dUra lAge che te te ekadama tArI najIkamAM che paNa najIkanI vastu ApaNane dekhAtI nathI. cazmAmAM be daSTi hoya che. eka lAMbI daSTi ne bIjI TUMkI dRSTi, ApaNI paristhiti paNa evI che ke je vadhAre najIka che e dekhAtuM nathI. kAraNa ke e vadhAre sukSma che. paNa je vadhAre dUra che e dekhAya che. kAraNa ke e vadhAre sthUla che. skUla dekhAya che. sUma dekhAtuM nathI. sthUladaSTi baMdha thAya tyAre e sukSma tattva dekhAya che. tame e te jANe che ne ke philma cAlu thAya che tyAre badhI lAITa baMdha karI devAmAM Ave che. e vakhate paDadA upara bahArano prakAza khUba paDatuM hoya te paDadA upara dekhAtI AkRtio jhAMkhI dekhAya che. je pratibiMba AvI rahyuM che ene jovA mATe AsapAsanI badhI lAITa baMdha karavI paDe che tevI rIte ApaNe aMdaranI vastu jevA mATe bahAranI

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66 zAradA sAgara daSTine baMdha karavI paDe. bahAranI daSTi baMdha thAya te AMtarika dRSTinuM avalokana thAya che. devAnupriyo ! A rIte ApaNe e samajavAnuM che ke je sukhane tame dUra dUra zedhI rahyA che te sukha AtmAmAM bhareluM che. je AtmAmAM akSaya ane anaMta sukhano khajAne bharelo na hota to mahAna purU e khajAnAne prApta karI zakyA na hota. e mahAnapurUSa Atmika sukhane prApta karI cUkyA che ne ApaNane prApta karavA mATe cAvIo batAvI gayA che. jemanA aMtaramAM Atmika sukhanA puvAra uDe che evA anAthI nitha maMDIkukSa udhAnamAM padhAryA che. zreNIka mahArAjA paNa alaukika zaktine anubhava karatA karatA bagIcAmAM Ave che. tyAM temaNe zuM joyuM - tattha so pAsai sAhu, saMjayaM susamAhiyaM / nisanna rukkhamUlambhi, sukumAlaM suhoiyaM // utta. sU. a. 20, gAthA 4. zreNIka rAjAe eka mahAna pavitra saMtane joyA. te saMta kevA hatA? tenA ahIM traNa vizeSaNa ApyA che. sAdhu, saMyati, susamAdhivaMta. ahIM saMtane susamAdhivata zA mATe kahevAmAM AvyA che? sAdhu ane saMyati zabdanI sAthe susamAdhivaMta kahevAnuM kAraNa e che ke keTalAka sAdhuo saMyati hoya che. kriyAo badhI sAdhu jevI kare che paNa tanI zradhdhAmAM phera hoya che. jamAli, ge zAlaka AdinI zraddhAmAM phera hate. gozAlaka bhagavAnanI sAthe raheto hate paNa bhagavAnanI AjJA viruddha cAlatuM hatuM. jamAlie bhagavAnanA vacanone uthalAvyA te kilviSimAM utpanna thavuM paDayuM. aMdhakamuni bhagavAnanI AjJAne anAdara karIne 500 ziSya sAthe vihAra karI gayA te ghANImAM palAvuM paDayuM. cittamAM asamAdhi pedA thaI, je ziSya gurUnI AjJAmAM rahe che te mahAna sukhI thAya che. gurUnI game tevI AjJA hoya to paNa taheta karavI joIe. vinita ziSya te e vicAre ke gurU je kahe che te mArA lAbha mATe che. mileTrImAM sainikone tene senApati kahe ke cAle to cAlavA mAMDe ne kahe UbhA raho te UbhA rahe. pachI vacamAM khADA Tekaza game te Ave te paNa cAlavAnuM eTale cAlavAnuM. kU Ave to paNa cAlavAnuM. lazkaranI, pitAnA sainikonI ciMtA tenA senApatine hoya che. kR Avaze to e tarata kaheze aTakI jAva. tema ziSya gurUnI AjJA ziromAnya kare to kalyANa thaI jAya ne gurUnI AjJA ziremAnya na kare te ziSya dharma cUkI jAya che. je ziSya vinayavAna ane zradhdhAvAna hoya che tenA cittamAM samAdhi hoya che. A muni AvA samAdhivata hatA tethI ahIM munine susamAdhivata kahevAmAM AvyA che.

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zAradA sAgara 67 A muni khUba sukumAra hatA. temanuM rUpa athAga hatu. kAmadevane paNa jItI le tevuM emanuM rUpa hatuM. ne kAyA khUba sukomaLa hatI tethI sukumAra kahevAmAM AvyA che. ane sukhAcita hatA. tenu kAraNa e che tee sukhamAM ucharyAM hatA. kadI duHkha joyuM na hatuM. AvA munine jotAM zreNIka rAjAnA rUMvADA khaDA thaI gayA. aMtaramAM khUba AnaMda pragaTayA. jema bhUkhyAne bhAjana maLe, tarasyAne pANI maLe ne AMdhaLAne AMkha maLe ne jeTaleA AnaMda thAya tethI adhika AnaMa A munine jotAM zreNIka rAjAne thaye|. callaNA rANInA saMsargathI kaMIka jijJAsA jAgI hatI te have vadhu utkRSTa manI, muninuM bagIcAmAM AvavuM ne rAjAne pharavA Avavu. nimitta naimittika sabaMdha bhegA thayeA che. tame leAnAvAlA havA khAvA gayA haiA tyAM acAnaka satAnu TALu dekhA te keTalA AnaMda thAya! tevI rIte zreNIka rAjAne khabara na hatI ke bagIcAmAM kANu AvyuM che? acAnaka saMtanA darzana thatAM temanA aMtaramAM anerA AnaMdanA puvArA uDI rahyA che. have AgaLa zuM khanaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritraH- pavanajI aMjanAne jovA mATe Ave che tyAM zuM bane che? aMjanAnA mAtA pitAe ratnapurI nagarInA rAjA prahalAdanA putra pavanakumAra sAthe sagapaNu karavAnuM nakkI karyuM. zubha divase sagAI thAya che. joSIne kahe che tuM sArAmAM sAru' muhUrta kADhI de. rAjapurahite joyuM. sArAmAM sAruM muhUta kADhavA jAuM teA mADu Ave che. bahu UMDA utaravAnI jarUra nathI. ema vicArI joSIe najIkanuM muhUrta kADhI ApyuM. lagnanA divasa najIka AvI gayA. ane rAjabhavanAmAM lagnanI taiyArIo cAle che. lAkA aMjanAnA khUba vakhANa kare che. lagnanA phkta sAta visa bAkI hatA. te samaye pavanakumAra temanA mitrane pUche che aMjanAnA khUba vakhANa thAya che teA cAlane ApaNe mahendrapurI jaine ajanAne joi AvIe. mitra kahe che e ApaNA kuLane rivAja nathI. have lagnanI kayAM vAra che? sAta dvivasa pachI jovAnI ja chene? pavanakumAra kahe che mAtA pitA badhA sUi jaze pachI vimAna laine upaDI jaizu. e samayamAM lagna pahelAM vara kanyA maLatA na hatA ke lagna pahelAM jovA javAnA rivAja e jamAnAmAM na hatA. lajjA-maryAdA khUba hatI. Aje te chokarInA mAbApa muratIyAne oLakhatA na heAya ne muratIyAnA mA-bApe kanyAne joi na heAya. paNu vara kanyA pAte ja nakkI karI Ave. pachI bhalene game te thAya. pavanajIne aMjanAne jovAnI tAlAvelI khUba lAgI che. eTale ane mitrA vimAnamAM besIne mahendrapurImAM Ave che. ajanAkumArI mahelanA sAtame majale suMdara siMhAsana upara beThI che. AjubAju sakhIe beThI che. badhI sakhIo sAthe ajanA vArtA-vineAda karI rahI che. A te vidyAdhara putra hatA. peAtAnI vidyAthI peAtAnuM vimAna adazya rIte aMjanAne joI zakAya tevI rIte

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zaradI sAgara Ubhu rAkhyuM. pavanakumAre aMjanA kumArIne joI. enuM rUpa sauMdarya joI pavanakumAra karI gayA. zuM enuM rUpa che. jANe devalokanI apsarA! ane e bole che te jANe moDhAmAMthI amI jhare che. kevuM mIThuM bole che. enA mitrane kahe che tuM je te khare. aMjanAne jaIne mitrane kahe che huM ekeka miniTa aMjanAne maLI AvuM. mehanIya karmane ke uchALe che. mitra kahe che atyAre maLavA javAya. paNa kuLane kalaMka lAge. A rIte khUba samajAvyA. paNa pavana aMjanAne jotAM dharAtA nathI. vakhANa karatAM thAkatA nathI. baMdhuo! jeje, have karmano ke udaya thAya che. pAMca miniTa pahelAM pavanakumAra aMjanAne keTalI cAhe che. jenI pAchaLa pAgala banyA che. tenA kevA karmone udaya thaze. aMjanAnI sakhIo tenI mIThI majAka uDAve che. eka sakhI belIaMjanA! tuM te kevI bhAgyavAna che ke tane pavanakumAra jevA pati maLyA. tyAre bIjI sakhI bolI, are vasaMtamAlA ! tuM te kharekhara mAkhaNa lagAve che. je aDhAra varSe dIkSA laIne chavvIsamA varSe karmanA baMdhana kApI mekSamAM javAnA che evA meghakumArane choDIne pavanakumAra sAthe lagna karavAnuM nakkI karyuM che te zuM sAruM thayuM che? tyAre vasaMtamAlA kahe bahena! mevakumAra game teTalA uttama hoya paNa alpa AyuSyavALo pati ApaNI sakhIne zA kAmane? pati te dIghAyuSa ja hovA joIe ne! tyAre trIjI sakhI bolI- vasaMtamAlA ! tArI buddhi te bahera mArI gaI lAge che. amRta thoDuM hoya te paNa amRta e amRta! paNa jheranA moTA mATalA bharyA hoya te paNa zA kAmanA? A samaye aMjanA mauna rahI, kAraNa ke meghakumAranuM ghasAtuM bole to makSagAmI jIvanI azAtanA thAya che ne pitAnA jemanI sAthe lagna thavAnA che evA pavanakumAra viSe pite belI na zake, kAraNa ke te samayamAM maryAdA khUba hatI. eTale zaramane kAraNe nIcuM joIne besI rahI. aMjanAnI sakhIone vArtAlApa pavanajIe sAMbhaLe. aMjanAnuM mauna pavanajInA hRdayamAM kaI jude vicAra janmAvI gayuM. pavanakumAranA manamAM e vicAra Ave ke bIjI sakhI mArI sarakhAmaNa jhera sAthe kare che chatAM aMjanA mauna besI rahI. mATe jarUra enA manamAM meghakumAra vasele che. je enA hadayamAM huM vaselo hota te enI sakhIne bolatI baMdha karI deta. pavanakumAranA kaidhanI vALA bhabhUkI uThI. basa have te aMjanA ane tenI sakhI baMnene mArI nAMkhyuM. myAnamAMthI talavAra bahAra kADhI mAravA mATe vimAnamAMthI javA jAya che tyAM enA mitrae pakaDI rAkhe. pavana! tuM A zuM kare che? A tArI rIta che. haju tuM ene paraNya nathIare, tuM paraNavA mATe Ave ne traNa pherA tenI sAthe phare tyAM sudhI tAre hakaka nathI. ethe phare phare pachI tAre hakaka che. mATe ahIM tuM kaMI ja karI zakaze nahi ane aMjanA keTalI nirdoSa bALA che! e atyAre mauna rahI

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zAradA sAgara ne sakhIne bolatI aTakAvI nahi tenuM kAraNa zarama che. nahi ke tenA dilamAM meghakumAranuM sthAna che. A rIte tene mitra pavanakumArane khUba samajAvI mahAmuzIbate ratanapura laI gayo. paNa pavanakumArane ke ocho na thayo. ghare AvIne kahe- have mAre e aMjanA nA joIe. mitra ene khUba samajAve che. A tarapha lagnanI phUla taiyArI cAlI rahI che jyAre pavanakumAranA dilamAM aMjanA pratye tiraskAra chUTayo che. jue, pavanakumAra keTalA keDathI aMjanAne jovA gayA hatA. enuM rUpa joI pavanakumAranuM haiyuM harSathI nAcI uThayuM hatuM. enA mIThA mIThA bola sAMbhaLatA kAna dharAtA na hatA. je eka kSaNa pahelA aMjanAne maLavA keTale utsuka banyuM hatuM tenA pratye keTalI napharata thaI ! tene mAravA mATe taiyAra thayA. A zuM batAve chekarmarAjA jIvane kevA nAca nacAve che. aMjanAne te A vAtanI khabara nathI. e to nirdoSa che. have pavanakumAranA dilamAM kedhanI jvALA bhabhUkI uThI che. temanA lagna kevI rIte thaze ne aMjanA satIne mAthe kevA kaSTa paDaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 9 aSADha vada 10 ne zukravAra tA. 1-8-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMta karUNAnidhI zAsanasamrATa vIra prabhue jagatanA jIvonA kalyANa mATe AgamavANI prakAzI. Agama eTale anaMtakALathI potAnuM bhAna bhUlI bhavATavImAM jamaNa karatA AtmAne svarUpanuM darzana karAvanAra arIse. A arIsAmAM je manuSya daSTi kare che tene sva-svarUpanuM darzana thAya e niHzaMka vAta che. bIjuM mahAna puNyoge ApaNane A jhaLahaLatuM jinazAsana maLyuM che. koI sAmAnya zAsana nathI. amUlya zAsana che. kevI rIte ? huM tamane samajAvuM, sAMbhaLo jema kaI mANasane bakAlAnI, anAjanI, kariyANAnI hATaDI mAMDavI hoya te e nAnA gAmaDAmAM mAMDI zake che ne tenI AvakamAMthI pitAnuM gujarAna calAvI zake che. paNa jene jhaverAtanI peDhI khelavI hoya, hIrAno vepAra kara hoya tene te amadAvAda, muMbaI, surendranagara, rAjakoTa jevA moTA zaheramAM karI zakAya. nAnA gAmaDAmAM kaI hIrA kharIdanAra na maLe. kadAca kaI gAmaDAmAM hIrAne vepAra karavA jAya to tame ene mUrkha ja kahone? tema sAmAnya puNyopArjana ane sAmAnya karmakSayanI kiyA to bIjA dharmomAM paNa thaI zake che. anya dhamIe pharAbIyA upavAsa kare che. koI dhUNI dhakhAvIne bese che. koI sevALa khAIne rahe che ne akAma nirjarA karI sAmAnya puNya

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zAradA sAgara upAna kare che. paNa viziSTa puNyAnuSaMdhI puNyane ane viziSTa karmakSayanA vahepAra te jinazAsanarUpI mahAnagaramAM jaina dharmarUpI vepAra sivAya khIje kyAMya thai zakatA nathI. 70 A jinazAsanarUpI mahAnagara evuM khadara che ke jo manuSya jAgRta rahIne dharmanA vahepAra dhamadheAkAra calAve ne svanI pichANu kare te AtmAnuM utthAna thaI jAya. A dharmanI gADI jIvane TheTha meAkSanA sTezane kSemakuzaLa laI jAya che. jyAre khIjA dharmanI gADIe adhavaca utArI mUke che. ApaNe adhavaca mesI rahevuM nathI. AtmAnuM utthAna karI meAkSamAM javu' che. jyAM paranI pichANu, parane rAga tyAM karmanu khadhana ane AtmAnu patana che. hIrAnA vahepArIne mATI vakhAra meATA godAma rAkhavA paDatA nathI. eka nAnakaDuM paDIkuM khIssAmAM heAya paNa tenA lAkhAnA mUlya hAya che. tema jaina dharmanI samajapUrNAMkanI nAnIzI karaNI mahAna lAbha apAve che. koi gAmaDiyA mANusa jhaverInI dukAna khAlI joIne kahe ahI te mAkhIe UDe che ne bakAlAnI dukAne mANasAnI ThaMTha joIne kahe AnA vepAra dhamadheAkAra cAle che. paNa ene khabara nathI ke makAlAnA mUlya keTalA ne hIrAnA mUlya keTalA ? jhaverInI dukAne mahinAmAM ekAda be gharAka AvI jAya te kAma thaI jAya. hIrAnA gharAka teA AchA ja hAya ne? eka kavie paNa kahyuM che keHhIrAnA vepAra tuM te averatanA jANakAra....vIrA tAre hIrAnA vepAra bIjA janmA khANa kAlasAnI, mAnava hIrAnI khANujI. dha tattvAMne nahi samaje teA aphaLa jaze avatAra....vIrA tAre... khele, have tame zenA vepArI che ! hIrAnA ke akAlAnA? vAlakezvaramAM tA hIrAnA vepArInI dukAne bhale rAkeAnI ThaTha jAmatI na heAya paNa lAkhanI kamANI karI le che. kAchIyAnI dukAne gharAkonI bhIDa jAmatI hoya paNa naphe sAmAnya thAya che. A gItamAM kavi zuM kahe che. huM vIrA! tu hIrAnA vepArI che. jhaverAtane jANakAra che. manuSya janma e hIrAnI khANu jevA che. khIjA janmA kAlasAnI khANa jevA che. manuSyabhavamAM je Atmatattva jIva pAmI zake che te-khIjA janmamAM nahi pAmI zake. mATe tame have sAcA jhaverI anI manuSya janmanI eka kSaNa paNa niSphaLa javA deze naha. AveA cAga pharI pharIne maLaze niha mATe kAma kADhI le. jemaNe manuSya janma pAmI takane eLakhI che, jemanA aMtaramAM Atmika sukhanA juvArA uDI rahyA che tevA anAthI nigraMtha maDikrukSa bagIcAmAM padhAryA che. eka sudara vRkSa nIce dhyAnAvasthAmAM beThA che. A tarapha zreNIka rAjA peAtAnA zarIranA Ana mATe magIcAmAM AvyA. bagIcAmAM pharatA pharatA je vRkSa nIce mahAmuni beThelA che tyAM AvyA. muninI mukhamudrA jotAM temanA aMtaramAM evA Ana thayA ne manamAM thayuM ke

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zAradA sAgara aho! huM jene jouM chuM? munie zreNIka rAjA sAme joyuM paNa nathI. temanI sAthe belyA paNa nathI chatAM kevuM AkarSaNa! munine joIne mahArAjA zreNIka badhuM bhAna bhUlI gayA. e muni susamAdhivaMta hatA. pite Atma-samAdhimAM lIna banelA hatA. cAritra nirmaLa hatuM. pote AtmasAdhanA karatAM hatA te bIjAne karAvatA hatA. sAdhu kene kahevAya? "sAdhati para ni ti sAdhu " pitAnuM kalyANa kare ane pitAne zaraNe AvelAnuM kalyANa karAve tenuM nAma sAdhu. jeo sUtelA AtmAne jagADanAra che, jenA caraNamAM ApaNI jIvananaiyA jhukAvavAnI che te gurU kevA hovA joIe ne kAne sAme kinAre laI javAmAM nAvikano mukhya AdhAra che, tema saMsArasAgara pAra karAvavAmAM mukhya AdhAra gurU che. A jagatamAM gurUo be prakAranA che. ' guravo vahavaH santi, shissydrvyaaphaarkaaH| juvo virA kSatti, riANa cittopArA keTalAka gurUo evA hoya che ke je pitAnI vAhavAha mATe, potAnI nAmanA mATe, pitAnI jarUriyAta mATe potAnA zrAvaka-bhakata pAse dhana kharcAvanArA hoya che. AvA gurUe A jagatamAM ghaNAM maLaze paNa ziSyanA cittane, ziSyanA aMtarAtmAne upakAra karanArA, ziSyanuM-bhakatAnuM ekAMta hita karAvanArA gurUo bahu ochA jovA maLaze. pitAnA bhakatonuM ane ziSyanuM kalyANa keNa karAve? jene parigrahanI mamatA na hoya te, nAva tare kyAre? je nAva surakSita-chidra vinAnI hoya ane jemAM vadhAre paDato bhAra na hoya te. lenamAM paNa je vadhAre paDato bhAra hoya to jiMdagI salAmata rahetI nathI. tame plenamAM musApharI karo cho eTale jANo che ne amuka kilo vajana ja plenamAM laI javA de che. vadhu vajana laI javA detA nathI. kAraNa ke tene adhara AkAzamAM uDavAnuM che. vadhAre paDatuM vajana hoya te na uDI zakAya. baMdhuo! plena calAvavuM saheluM che paNa saMsAra samudrane taravA mATenI nAva calAvavI agharI che, emAM te ochAmAM ocho bhAra joIe. nAva calAvanAra nAvika hoMziyAra he joIe. je naukAne nAvika jAgRta na hoya ane emAM je vadhu paDate bhara bharyo hoya te naukA salAmata rahetI nathI, tema gurU paNa evA hovA joIe ke je ziSyonuM hita ciMtavanAra hoya evA gurU maLe te ziSyanI naukA tarI jAya. karoDo rUpiyA bhakto gurUnA caraNe dharI de paNa tenA sAmI daSTi paNa na kare. eka vakhata eka zaheramAM eka bahurUpI Avyo. eka divasa te sAdhune veza laI eka karoDapatine tyAM gaye. zeThe tene AvakAra Apyo ne eka caTAI pAtharI tene

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72 zAradA sAgara besavA mATe vinaMtI karI eTale te caTAi upara beThe. A saMsAra kevA asAra che, A zarIra kevuM kSaNabhaMgura che te khUkha sArI rIte samajAvIne teNe sacoTa -upadeza Apya ne kahyuM- zeTha! have tame vRddha thayA che. khAnAra kAi nathI te maLelI saMpattinA sadupayoga karo. sAdhunA upadeza sAMbhaLI badhAnA dilamAM thai gayuM ke vAta te sAcI che. sAthe zu lai javAnuM che? gharanA badhA kahevA lAgyA ke Ape amane sadupadeza ApI amArA upara mahAna upakAra karyAM che. zeThANIe kabATamAMthI seAnA mahArAneA thALa bharI sAdhunA caraNamAM dharyo ane kahyuM- Ape amane lakSmInI caMcaLatA samajAvI tethI Apa A grahaNa karIne amane AzIrvAda Ape. paNa A sAdhunA veza dhAraNa karanAra bahurUpI kahe che- nA, mane e na khape. ema kahIne te sAdhu cAlate thai gayA. tethI zeThane sAdhu pratye bahumAna jAgyuM. A bahurUpI e gAmamAM eka mahinA rahIne judA judA veza eNe bhajavyA ane mahinA pachI zeDa pAse AvIne teNe rajA mAMgI. tyAre zeThe pUchyuM mahinA pahelA amAre tyAM eka sAdhu AvyA hatA. temanA jevI tamArI mukhAkRti dekhAya che. tyAre bahurUpIe kahyuM- tamArI vAta sAcI che. te sAdhu huM pote ja hatA. te vakhate zeThe kahyuM- tame te samaye seAnA mahArAthI bharelA thALa laI lIdhA hAta teA atyAre A bhIkha mAMgavI paData nahi. tyAre mahurUpIe kahyuM- huM bahurUpI chuM. meM te vakhate sAdhunA veza lIdhA hatA. je samaye je veza lIdhe hAya tene vaphAdAra rahevuM te vivekI manuSyanu' kavya che. khaMdhue ! bahurUpI paNa eTaluM samaje che ke sAdhu eTale tadna nispRhI. te mArAthI sAdhunA veza laine parigrahanI mamatA kema karAya ? te paNa pAtAnA vezane vaphAdAra rahe che. sAdhune jo tamArA vaibhavanA, tamArI sapattine rAga hAya te tamane tyAgamAga kevI rIte samajAvI zake? bIjA jIve ne tyAga upara rAga karAvavA mATe sAdhunA jIvanamAM saMpUrNa tyAga hAvA joie. sAdhu eTale jagatanA tANuhAra. tame samajI le ke amArA vadhI gayelA parigraha rUpI vALane utAranAra te sAcA sAdhu che. vALa vadhI jAya teA kapAve! che ne? nakha vadhI jAya teA kApI nAMkhe che ne ? jo nakha na kApI nAMkhA te mela bharAI jAyache. ne kayAreka te AkhA ukhaDI jAya. tevI rIte parigraha khUba bhegA thAya chatAM tenI mamatA na utAre te eka divasa anicchAe paNa mamatA utAravI paDaze. satanA upAsaka evA zramaNeApAsake echAmAM ochA e niyama te aMgIkAra karavA joIe. eka svadvArA sateASa ane khIjuM pagrihanuM parimANu. peAtAnI patnI sivAya A jagatamAM jeTalI strIe che temane mAtA ane bahenanI dRSTithI dekhe. jenAmAM AvI sRSTi nathI tenuM jagatamAM sthAna nathI. tevI rIte 'parigraha vadhatA jAya paNa tenI maryAdA karavAmAM na Ave te jevI rIte rabaranA pugAmAM pavana bharavAmAM Ave

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zAradA sAgara 73 te chevaTe te phUTI jAya che tevI dazA parigrahanI maryAdA na karanAranI thAya che. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM bhagavate kahyuM che ke - jahA lAho tahA loho, lAhA loho pvddddhi| domAsa kayaM kajja, koDIe vi na niTTiyaM // utta. sU. a. 8, gAthA 17.. jema jema lAbha maLato jAya tema tema lobha vadhatuM jAya che. lAbhathI lAbhanI abhivRddhi thAya che. kapila be mAsA sonuM levA rAjA pAse gaye. rAjAe tenI IcchA pramANe mAMgavAnuM kahyuM. ATaluM mAMgu, ATaluM mAMgu ema vicAra karatAM AkhuM rAjya mAMgI levAnuM mana thayuM chatAM tene tRpti nA thaI. chevaTe samajAyuM ke tRSNane aMta nathI. aMte vairAgya pAmIne dikSA laI lIdhI. A duniyAmAM graha nava che. keI kahe mane maMgaLa naDe che. keI kahe zani ne keIne patI naDe che. e navagrahathI vadhAre herAna karanAra parigraha e dazame graha che. zanizvaranI panotImAMthI mANasa sADAsAta varSe chUTe che paNa A parigrahanI panotImAMthI AkhI jiMdagI sudhI tRSNavaMta mANasa chUTI zakato nathI. mATe mArA baMdhuo ! have parigraha pratye mamatA ochI karI maryAdA karI de. ApaNuM jIvana zAMtithI pasAra thAya mATe mahAna purUSoe A suMdara mArga batAvyuM che. jiMdagInA aMta sudhI parigrahanI mUcha na chUTe to tenA bUrA havAla thAya che. rUpiyA meLavavA mATe janma ne rUpiyA rUpiyA karatAM mare evA te A jagatamAM ghaNAM joyA, paNa AtmA mATe janma ne AtmA mATe mAre evI to virala vyaktio hoya che. TUMkamAM gurU evA hovA joIe ke ziSyanuM hita thAya e upadeza Ape. parigraha AdinA saMgathI choDAve je sAdhu upadeza parigrahanA tyAgane ApatA hoya paNa pite parigrahamAM DUbI gayelA hoya te temanA upadezanI asara thatI nathI. sAMbhaLe, eka mahAtmAnI vAta. ratnAkara paccIsInA racanAra ratnAkarasUri mahArAja khUba vidvAna ane prakhara upadezaka hatA. temanI pAse cheDA sAcA motI hatA. eka vakhata teo vyAkhyAnamAM parigraha ke anarthakArI che ne parigrahano tyAga karavo joIe ema vyAkhyAnamAM sacoTa upadeza ApatA. te zrAvakane pUche che ke samajAyuM? te vakhate eka rUne vahepArI zrAvaka hato te khUba vicakSaNa ne gaMbhIra hato. teNe kahyuM gurUdeva! nathI samajAtuM. ratnAkarasUri mahArAja judI judI rIte parigraha tyAganuM varNana kare che, paNa pelA zrAvakane samajAtuM nathI. chevaTe vicAra karatAM temane samajAyuM ke jyAM sudhI mane A motInI mamatA che tyAM sudhI zrAvakane game teTalo upadeza ApuM te tenI asara kayAMthI thAya? eTale temaNe motI vATIne tene bhUko karIne pheMkI dIdhA. bIje divase hadayanI vizuddhipUrvaka suMdara upadeza Apyo tyAre zrAvaka kahe gurudeva! have samajAI gayuM.

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zAradA sAgara * 74 jeNe saMsArano tyAga karyo, saMsAranI vastu vamI nAMkhI. have tenA manamAM ke tanamAM parigrahanI mamatA saheja paNa nA hovI joIe "goTuM nA me joc mahmasa lakSya " evA sUtranuM ciMtana karanArA saMte ema vicAre ke A jagatanA badhA pigalika sabaMdhe mArA AtmAthI para che. AvuM ciMtana hameMzA karanArA gurUonA mananA e ja bhAva hoya ke jaladI se vonuM kalyANa kema thAya! pArasamaNine lekhaMDa aDe ane te lekhaMDa senuM na thAya te sAce pArasamaNi nathI. tema ApaNe gurU pAse jaIe ane pApa mATe pazcAtApa na thAya, AtmA tarapha lakSa na thAya te samajavuM ke ApaNe kharI rIte gurU pAse gayA nathI. kadAca gayA chIe te temanA guNone sparza barAbara AtmAe karyo nathI. sAcA ziSya evA hoya ke gurUnA ekeka vAkayane aMtaramAM ghUTayA kare. paNa Aje te upadeza sasta thaI gayuM che. zretA evA hevA joIe ke jema kerI bhUmi upara varasAda paDe te vakhate kerI jamIna eka TIpuM pANI paNa bahAra na javA de. badhuM pANI barAbara cusI le tevI rIte rotAjane paNa bleTIMga pepara jevA banIne Ave ne upadezane barAbara hadayamAM dhArIne jAya te jIvanamAMthI ghaNuM durgaNe ochA thaI jAya ne AtmA pavitra bane. gautama svAmI jevA ziSya ane AnaMda jevA zrAvake prabhunA ekeka vAkyane hRdayamAM ghUMTatA hatA. - sAco ziSya kene kahevAya? je gurUne sAce bhakta hoya che. gurU ziSyanA kalyANanI ciMtA kare ne ziSya kalyANa karavAnI AzAthI gurU pAse Ave che, gurU pAse saMsAranA sukha meLavavAnI AzAthI AvavAnuM nathI. saTTAnA AMkaDA ApanAra ke saMsAranA sukha mATe hAtha joI ApanArA gurU e gurU nathI. te pApabhramaNa che. gurU pAse te AtmAnI zAMti mATe AvavAnuM che. mahArAjA zreNIka zarIranI zAMti mATe AvyA che. paNa tyAgI saMtane jotAM temanA AtmAmAM maMthana thavA lAgyuM. alaukika zItaLatA lAgavA mAMDI. haju munie temanA sAmI daSTi paNa karI nathI. eka zabda paNa belyA nathI, chatAM ke prabhAva paDe! ahIM anAthI muni gurU che ne zreNIka rAjA temanA ziSya banaze. jyAre ekabIjA sAthe vArtAlApa thaze tyAre kevI majhA Avaze te vAta AgaLa Avaze. AvA gurU ziSyanI jeDI pU. chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba ane pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanI hatI. evA pU. gurUdeva chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAhebanI Aje nirmANa karelI puNyatithi che. jaina dharmanA mahAna tirdhara pU. chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba khaMbhAtanA vatanI hatA. te gurUdevane amArA upara mahAna upakAra che. temanA pitAzrInuM nAma avalasaMgabhAIne mAtAnuM nAma revAkuMvara bahena hatuM. pite rAjapUta jJAtinA hatA. temanA

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zAradA sAgara 75 pitA navAbI rAjyamAM nokarI karatA hatA. khaMbhAta navAbI rAjya che. pU. chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba saMsArAvasthAmAM akIkane dhaMdhe karatA hatA. temane eka jena bhAInI sAthe mitrAcArI hatI. baMne mitro sAthe haravApharavA mATe jatA hatA. te samaye pU. harakhacaMdrajI mahArAja khaMbhAta padhAryA. eka divasa jena mitra kahe che have cAra-pAMca divasa tArI sAthe pharavA nahi AvuM. tyAre chaganabhAI pUche che kema? te mitra kahe che amArA gurUdeva padhAryA che eTale savAre temanI vyAkhyAna vANIne lAbha levAno ane rAtre dharmacarcA thAya che eTale tyAM jaIza. tyAre chaganabhAI kahe che te huM tyAM AvI zakuM? tyAre mitre kahyuM amArA dharmasthAnakamAM AvavAnI keIne mATe manAI nathI. eTale chaganabhAI mitranI sAthe upAzraye gayA. mitrae jevI rIte vaMdana karyuM te rIte vaMdana karIne beThA. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM. emane thayuM ke A saMtanI vANI kevI mIThI che. ekeka vacana hadayamAM utAravA jevuM che. mane khUba raMga lAge. hakamI AtmAone jaldI asara thaI jAya che. dararoja vyAkhyAnamAM ane rAtre dharmacarcAmAM bhAga levA lAgyA. thoDA divasamAM vairAgya raMge raMgAI gayA. teo khUba kAntikArI vicAranA hatA. thoDA samayamAM sAro e jaina dharmanA jJAnano abhyAsa karyo ne jenazALA, zrAvikAzALA-yuvaka maMDaLanI sthApanA karI pote bhaNAvavA lAgyA. temanA kAkA kAkIne khabara paDI ke Ane jaina sAdhune raMga lAgyo che. eTale temane dIkSA nahIM ApavA mATe ne saMsAranI dhUMsarIe jakaDavA mATe khUba prayatna karyA. paNa jene AtmA vairAgyanA raMge raMgAI gaye che temanuM mana keI hisAbe saMsAramAM cuMTatuM nathI. jenA mitrane paNa dikSAnA bhAva hatA. eTale kahe chaganA huM mArA mAtA pitAne eka dIkare chuM ne tuM kSatriya che eTale banene rajA maLavI muzkela che. cAla, ApaNe ahIMthI kayAMka bhAgI jaIe. jyAM gurUne vega maLaze tyAM dIkSA laI lezuM. baMne mitro khaMbhAtathI bhAgI chUTayA ne amadAvAda AvyA. tyAM temane pU. veNIrAmajI mahArAjane samAgama thaye ne pitAnA aMtaranI vAta raju karI. tyAre pU. mahArAje kahyuM bhAI! ApaNuM jaina dharmanA kAyadA anusAra vaDIlonI AjJA vinA mArAthI dIkSA ApI zakAya nahi. A tarapha baMne mitranA vaDIle khUba zodha calAve che. chevaTe baMne amadAvAda dezIvADAnI paLethI maLI jAya che ne ghare laI jAya che. - baMne mitrone ghare lAve che. mAtA-pitA khUba dabANa kare che ke ame tane dIkSA nahi levA daI ma. khUba pralebhane Ape che. eTale vaNaka bhAI DhIlI dALa khAnArA pIgaLI gayA. paNa kSatriyanA baccA chaganabhAI aDaga rahyA. sAce vairAgI kadI chUpe rahetuM nathI. temaNe pitAnA kAkA kAkIne kahyuM ke mArI ekeka kSaNa lAkheNuM jAya che. tame mane zA mATe roke che? zuM mAruM mRtyu Avaze to tene tame rokI

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zAradA sAgara zakavAnA che? Apa mArA AtmAnuM bagADo nahi. ApaNA kuLanA sadbhAgya che ke mane A AtmakalyANane paMtha maLe che. have mane jaldI AjJA Ape. temanA patnIne paNa khUba samajAvyA. vairAgInA vairAgyabharyA zabdae abhUta asara karI. Akhare kuTuMbIjanee rajA ApI ane saMvata 1944nA piSa suda dazamanA pavitra divase pU. harSacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba pAse surata mukAme bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra karI eka mahAna yogI AtmasAdhanA sAdhavA tatpara banyA. dIkSA lIdhA pachI pU. gurUdevane temanA zirachatra pU. gurUdeva harSacaMdrajI mahArAjane viga paDe. sahanazakitanA bhaMDAra, jaina dharmanA dhA pU. chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba, pUjyazrI bhANajIrakhajI mahArAja tathA pU, zrI gIradharalAlajI mahArAja sAthe vicaryA ane saMvata 1983 mAM pUjya padavIne bhAra pUjyazrInA mAthe AvI paDa. pU. zrI chaganalAlajI mahArAjanI gaMbhIratA, vidvatA, kAryakuzaLatA, tathA prabhAvazALI vyakitatvanA prabhAve jema caMdra sUrya prakAze che tema bhavya jIvoe temanI chatrachAyA nIce Azraya lIdhe ane aneka ja dharma pAmyA. pUjya gurUdeva jyAre vyAkhyAna vAMce tyAre jANe siMhanI garjanA thatI hoya te prabhAva paDate ane aneka dharma pAmatA. pU. gurUdevanI prabhAvazALI ejasabharI vANIthI temane mahAna vibhUti ratna zrI pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja, tapasvI choTAlAlajI mahArAja pU. AtmArAmajI mahArAja Adi ghaNAM mahAna zive thayA. vartamAnamAM vicaratA mahAna vairAgI pU. kAMtiRSijI mahArAja Adi ThANa paNa pU. chaganalAlajI mahArAjanA ziSya che. je zAsananI dhUrA vahAvI rahyA che. pU. gurUdeve jIvanamAM ghaNuM mahAna kAryo karyA che. jenazALA, zrAvikAzALA, yuvaka maMDaLa Adi saMsthAo jyAM na hoya tyAM zarU karAvI. tene vikasAvavA mATe pU. gurUdeve athAga parizrama karyo che. te uparAMta DagamagatA jene sthira karavAnuM tathA jainetarane premathI jaina dhamI banAvavAnuM umadA kArya karyuM che. anyadhamIne jainadhama banAvyA che. pUjyazrIe muMbaImAM cAra cAturmAsa karyA che temAM sauthI prathama 1975 nuM cAturmAsa kAMdAvADImAM karyuM. tyAre kAMdAvADInuM dharmasthAnaka na hatuM. eka, karachInI vADImAM saMghe cAturmAsa karAveluM. gurUdevanA upadezathI ghaNA jIvo dharma pAmyA. jaina jainetaroe temanI pavitra vANIne khUba lAbha lIdhe ne kAMdAvADImAM jaina dharmasthAnaka thayuM. saMvata 1978nI sAlamAM ajameranA bRhada sAdhu samelanamAM temane AmaMtraNa maLeluM. tyAM potAnA ziSya sAthe jaIne pitAnuM pada temaNe zobhAvyuM. tyAM temaNe temanA jevI mahAna vibhUti pU. alakha aSijIne samAgama thaye. temanI pAsethI pU. lavajI svAmInA jIvanane ItihAsa jANI lIdhuM. A uparathI jANI zakAya che ke temanI jijJAsAvRtti keTalI haze! temane goMDala saMpradAyanA pU. jazAjI mahArAjane samAgama thaye. A vayevRddha jJAnI pAsethI ApaNA pUjyazrIe jijJAsAvRtti dAkhavI ghaNuM jJAna meLavI lIdhu hatuM.

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zAradA sAgara 77 pUjya zrI mahAna AtmAthI hatA. teo eka mahAna vakatA hatA. temanA aMtima samaye temaNe saune cetavI dIdhA hatA. te badhA ziSya parivAranI vaccethI vidAya letA hasatA mukhaDe saMthArAnA paccakhANa karI eka kalAkamAM sau parivArane raDatA mUkI. AtmasAdhanA sAdhatA sAdhatA nazvara dehane tyAgI saMvata 15nA vaizAkha vada dazamanA AtmasamAdhi sAdhI gayA. e gurUdevanA jeTalA guNa gAIe teTalA ochA che. evA upakArI gurUdevanA jIvanamAMthI kaI paNa guNa apanAvIe te temanI puNyatithi ujavI sArthaka gaNaze. - vyAkhyAna naM. 10 aSADa vada 11 ne zanivAra tA. 2-8-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMta karUNAnidhi zAstrakAra bhagavate jagatanA jIvonA kalyANane mATe Agama vANInI prarUpaNA karI. zreNaka mahArAja zarIranA AnaMda mATe maMDikukSa udhAnamAM gayA. tyAM temaNe eka mahAna munine joyA. temanuM mukhaDuM joIne TharI gayA. gaI kAle ApaNe vicAryuM hatuM ne ke gurU kevA hoya ne ziSya kevA hoya? have ziSya gurUne vaMdana karI namratApUrvaka pUche che ke he gurudeva! meTAmAM moTe rega karyo? tyAre gurU kahe che "bhavaraga". jema keIne TI. bI, agara kensarane rega thayo hoya te tarata vaikaTara pAse jAya, DakaTarane batAve. DokaTara kahe tamane phalANe roga che. tamAre khUba dhyAna rAkhavuM paDaze. te e DokaTaranA vacana upara tamane keTale vizvAsa che! eTalo vizvAsa tamane gurU upara khare? te kahe te pramANe TrITamenTa karo ane ame kahIe te pramANe kare kharA? A badhA saMsAranA padArthonI Asakti e roga che. te vAta tame jANe che. paNa tene kADhavAne prayatna karatA nathI. eka mANasa che, tene sonI noTa jaDe che. te khissAmAM mUke che. pachI khissa kapAI jAya che tethI te raDe che. tyAre tatvaciMtaka musAphira kahe che, bhAI kema raDe che? tyAre te badhI satya hakIkata kahe che. tenI vAta sAMbhaLI tatvaciMtaka kahe che ke bahArathI AvI ane bahAra gaI. temAM raDe che zA mATe? pelA mANasane vAta magajamAM ThasI gaI ne aphasosa choDI dIdhuM. ahIM ApaNe paNa e ja vicAra karavAno che. he Atmana ! vicAra kara, tAruM zuM che? tuM A jagatamAM AvyuM tyAre zuM laIne AvyuM hatuM ne ahIMthI jaIza tyAre zuM laIne javAno che? eka rAtI pAI paNa tArI sAthe AvanAra - nathI. pelA se rUpiyAnI neTavALAnI ciMtA karatA paNe ApaNI dazA bUrI che. A

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zAradA sAgara vicAra je manuSya kare te kayAreya paNa tene aphasosa na thAya. teNe sonI noTa pitAnI mAnI eTale gaI te aphasosa thayo. A rIte jIva jyAM pitAnuM mAne che tyAM duHkha thAya che. pitAnuM na mAne te tene choDavAnuM jarA paNa duHkha nahi thAya. A samajavA mATe mahAna purUSe kahe che, ke bhavaraga e che ke jethI jIvane cAre bAjuthI bheguM karavAnuM mana thAya che. mATe moTAmAM moTo roga bhavaroga che. have ziSya gurUne pUche che ke bhavanegane nAbUda karavA mATe davA kaI che? ke jenuM sevana karavAthI jIva A bhavAgathI chUTI zake ? gurU kahe che, he ziSya! bhavaraga nAbUda karavA mATenuM moTAmAM moTuM auSadha vicAraNA che. have te vicAraNA kaI? AtmAnI vicAraNA, tame jyAre ahIM besIne vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatA ho tyAre A badhe vicAra Ave che paNa ghera jaIne bhUlI jAva cho. ghare te zilika sukhanI prAptine vicAra karo cho paNa kharekhara je vicAra kare hoya to savAramAM uThatAveMta e vicAra kare joIe ke huM koNa chuM? kyAMthI Avyo chuM ? kayAM javAne chuM? ne mAruM svarUpa zuM? atyAre huM kevI dazAmAM chuM? e rIte vicAra Avaze to aMdarathI javAba maLaze ke huM pUrNa svarUpa chuM, AnaMdaghana chuM. svabhAvadazAmAM ramanArA evA mAre pigaeNlika padArtho sAthe kAMI lAgatuM vaLatuM nathI. jevI rIte kapaDAne ghImAM jhaboLIne divAsaLI cAMpavAmAM Ave to ghI ane kapaDuM badhuM baLI javAnuM ane temAM ta maLI javAnI. tema zarIra paNa aMte baLI javAnuM ne eka caitanya tatva traNe kALamAM akhaMDa rahevAnuM. A jIvane dareka bhavamAM jyAM game tyAM bheganI sAmagrI maLI che paNa huM cetanyasvarUpI chuM tenI oLakhANa thaI nathI mATe A deha dhAraNa karavuM paDe che. A vicAra Avaze te pharIne aMtaramAM vicAra Avaze ke A deha cheDIne kyAM javAnuM? to javAba maLaze ke jevI karaNa karI haze te pramANe javAnuM che. jIvananuM saravaiyuM kADhe te khabara paDe ke tame kevA pApakarmo karyA che ne kevA sArA kAryo karyA che ! jamA udhArane saravALo karIne juo ke kayuM palluM namatuM che. e pramANe gatine vicAra kare. savAramAM uThIne huM ke kayAMthI AvyuM? kyAM javAne e traNano pAMca miniTa vicAra kare. AtmAe pitAne vicAra karavAnuM che. dharatIkaMpa thAya ne jIvana nAza pAme evA jIvana mATe kAMI taiyArI na hoya to ApaNuM jevo bIje mukha kezu? ATalA mATe tamane kahuM chuM ke tame ja vicAra karo ke huM koNa? zarIrathI ane IndriothI para e AtmA. talavAra ane myAna jema judA che tema zarIra ane AtmA baMne bhinna che. AvuM bhedajJAna jene thaze te ema samajaze ke jema talavAra myAnamAM rahe che tema AtmA zarIramAM rahe che paNa te zarIrathI judo che. ajJAnI

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zAradA sAgara AtmA je bhAge meLavavA mATe phAMphA mAre che, talase che te bhege jJAnI mahAtmA pAse Ave te tenA sAmuM paNa na jue. sthUlibhadranI sAme koNa hatuM? bhalabhalAnA mana calAyamAna karI de tevI kozA gaNikA hatI ne? chatAM saheja paNa temanuM mana DagyuM nahi. tame jamavA beThA hai, dUdhapAka Ave temAM kesara, badAma, pistA, cArolI badhuM nAMkheluM hoya paNa khabara paDe ke te dUdhapAkamAM gaLInI lALa paDelI che to tevA dUdhapAkane tame khaze kharA? nahi khAva ne? te rIte jIvane jyAre samajAya ke bhego mane mArI nAMkhanAra che, tyAre e bhegonI lAlasA dUra thaze paNa te mATe daSTi keLavavI paDaze. rathanemI guphAmAM beThA hatA. rAjematIne tyAM AvelI jene dhyAnathI bhraSTa thayA. rAjematI pAse bhoganI prArthanA karI tyAre rAjematIe rathanemIne samajAvyuM ke azuci bharelI kAyA, maLamUtranI kayArI e tamane kema lAgI pyArI? e rIte samajAvIne rAjematIe thanamIne bhedajJAna karAvyuM eTale daSTi pharI gaI. upadezane aMkuza barAbara lAge ne Atmasiddhi karI gayA. baMdhuo ! ApaNane paNa AvuM bhedajJAna thAya te mATe sAcA saddagurUo bhareganuM auSadha zuM? te batAvatA kahe che "vicAraNa", te tame evA vicAra karo ke A bhavamAM kalyANa thaI jAya. je AtmAne vicAra nahi karo te vicAra vinAnuM ajJAna gheTuM pitAnA ToLAmAMthI chUTuM paDI AmathI tema daDadaDa kare che te kasAInA hAthamAM jaIne kapAI mare che te rIte karmarUpI kasAInA hAthamAM vAraMvAra ajJAna jIne kapAvAne vakhata Ave che. sAcA saddagurUnA zaraNe javAthI jIvane AvuM bhedajJAna prApta thAya che. zreNIka rAjAe je munine joyA te muni paNa tattvajJa hatA ane susamAdhivaMta hatA. je AvA samAdhivaMta hoya te bIjAne samAdhi ApI zake che. dhyAna karavAnuM, kAusaga karavAnuM, anuprekSA karavAnuM prayojana zuM? AtmasamAdhi prApta karavA mATe ja ne? jenA aMtaramAM samAdhi rahelI che tene mukhaDA upara paNa pavitra bhA tarI Ave che. A pavitra saMtanI jema ApaNe AtmA susamAdhivaMta banaze tyAre ene badhA bahAranA kacarA nahi game. are bAhya vicAronI gaMdha paNa tene nahi game. mAkhIo be prakAranI batAvI che. eka mAkhI pula upara besanArI ane bIjI tamArA gharamAM pharanArI. je mAkhI pula upara jaIne bese che te mAkhI pulane rasa cUse che ne tenuM madha banAve che ane te manuSyane upayogI bane che. ane je mAkhI gharamAM kare che te bahAra jaIne gaMdA padArtho laI Ave che ne tenAthI roga pedA thAya che. tevI rIte ApaNuM mana paNa be prakAranuM che. bAhAmana ane AtyaMtara mana. bAhya mana bahAra - bhamyA kare che ne bAhya padArthonA kacarA rUpa kharAba vicArone grahaNa karIne jIvane temAM

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zAradA sAgara Asakta banAve che. jyAre Abhyatara mana sadguNu rUpI puSpA upara besI tenA rasa cUsIne jIvane sadguNNAnA anurAgI banAve che. AvuM tattva jIvane saMtanA samAgamathI prApta thAya che. 80 zreNIka rAjA saMta pAse AvyA. ane potAnu bhAna bhUlI gayA. ahA! A muninA mukha upara kevA AnaMdanA purvAza uDe che! huM" magadezanA mAlika chuM... paNa mArA mukha upara temanA jeTalA Ana nathI. zuM mArA karatAM paNa A vadhAre sukhI che? badhuo! tyAgInuM sukha majIThIyA raMga jevuM che ne saMsArInuM sukha haLadaranA raMga jevuM che. haLadaramAM raMgeluM kapaDuM taDake mUkaze te ghaDIkamAM raMga UDI jaze, tema tamArU sukha puNya gayuM ke UDI jAya che. paNa tame e haLIyA raMga jevA kAcA sukhane majIThIyA raMga jevuM mAnI lIdhu che ane AtmAnA sukhane haLadaranA raMga jevuM mAnyuM che. eTale mAruM mAruM' karI gharabAra kha khUba vasAvyuM. aMte maraNa samaye paNa mAru mUkAtu nathI. satA mAne ke phalANA zrAvakanI dharma pratyenI kevI dRDha zraddhA che! kevA dharmanA raMga che! paNa jyAM tenA upara kasoTInA taDakA paDayA tyAM badhA raMga UDI jAya che. munine joine zreNika rAjAne alaukika AnaMda thayA, paNa haju zIra jhukAvyuM nathI. kAraNa ke temane peAtAne sattAnI khumArI che. AgaLanA rAjAe jene tene peAtAnu zIra jhukAvI detA na hatA. temane eTalI khumArI hatI ke mAruM rAjya jAya tA kuramAna, paNa jevA tevAne zIra jhukAvAya nahi. kAraNa ke AkhA zarIramAM uttama aMga mastaka che. te jyAM tyAM namAvAya nahi. tame te jyAM ne tyAM jhukI jAva che, zA mATe jhuke che? bhautika sukhanA TukaDA mATe? AvI DagamagatI zradhdhAthI AtmakalyANa nahi thAya. anAthI nigraMtha sAcA saMta hatA. rAjAe AvA satAnA caraNamAM mastaka jhUkAvatA paNa jevA tevAne namatA nahi. paNa mArA AjanA zrAvake jyAM ne tyAM jhukI jAya che. rAjA zreNIkanu zIra haju jhukayu nathI. tene te munine joIne khUba Azcarya thavA lAgyuM. temanA mukha upara kevI prasannatA che! vaLI te kevA sukumAra che! pUrve jakhkhara puNya karyu hAya tA sukumAra zarIra maLe che. ThANAMga sUtranA ceAthe ThANe cAra prakAranA phaLa batAvyA che. (1) eka phaLa mahArathI pAcuM che ne aMdarathI kaThaNa che. (ra) bIjuM khahArathI kaThaNa ne aDharathI pAcu'. (3) trIjuM phaLa bahArathI kaThaNu ne aMdarathI paNa kaTachu. (4) ceAthuM mahAthI pAcuM ne aMdarathI paNa peAcuM. mArA khaMdhue ! huM tamane pUchuM chuM. belA, mahArathI peAcuM ne aMdarathI kaThaNa te kayuM phaLa? caNIkhara te mahArathI pAcuM ne suvALuM che paNa aMdara tenA ThaLIyeA kaThaNa che. khIjuM bahArathI kaThaNa ne aMdarathI pAcu te nALiyera. trIjuM bahArathI kaThaNa ne aMdarathI kaThaNa te seApArI. ceAthuM bahArathI pecu' ne aMdarathI pAcuM te khI vagaranI lIlI drAkSa. A ceAbhaMgI ApaNA upara utAravAnI che. jIva cAra prakAre kSamA rAkhe che.

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zAradA sAgara 81 kaI mANasa upara kaI vagara vAMke gusso kare chatAM kSamA rAkhe paNa aMdarathI e gusso Ave ke vAta pUcha mA gusso karanAra zakitazALI che. je huM enI sAme gusse karIza te mArI AjIvikAne vadhe Avaze. e game te krodha kare paNa mAre te sahana ja karavAnuM. enA vinA mAre cAle tema nathI. je huM enA jevuM hoya te eka vacana paNa sahana na karata. zuM karuM! lAcAra chuM. eTale aMdara ke A paNa uparathI zAMta rahyo. bIjA manuSya upara keIe ke karyo ke tenuM apamAna karyuM te kahe tuM mAruM apamAna karanAra koNa che? tane batAvI daiza. huM kaMI jevo te nathI ema kahI pitAnI zaktine paricaya Ape. paNa tene kaMI karyuM nahi, te nALiyera samAna. have trIjAnuM keIe apamAna karyuM ke tenA upara kedha karyo to sAmAsAmI bAtha bhIDIne jhaghaDaze. kAraNa ke te aMdarathI ne bahArathI baMne rIte kaThaNa che. cethA lIlI drAkSa samAna je manuSyo hoya tenA upara keI kedha kare te enuM lehI paNa garama na thAya. paNa e vicAra kare ke e mArA upara kedha kare, gALo de, mAruM apamAna kare temAM mAruM zuM jAya che? e te badhuM A nazvara dehane che. mArA AtmAne emAM zuM lAgevaLage che! e bIcAre ajJAna che, dayAne pAtra che ema samajI tene kAMI na kahe..baMdhuo. A cAra prakAranA - manuSyamAM tamAre naMbara kayA prakAramAM Ave che? (tAmAMthI avAja: cothA prakAramAM) aha! tame evA kemaLa che te ghaNI sArI vAta. lIlI drAkSa tamane khAvI bahu game che te tame tenA jevA banajo. uparathI picA ne aMdarathI paNa pocA banajo. tamane lakSamI maLI che tene sadupayega karaje. parigrahanI mamatA ghaTADaje. pAkI kerI mIThI lAge che paNa je bahu pAkI jAya te rUMdhAI jAya che. tema jIvane sukha bhogavavAnuM mIThuM lAge che paNa ati sukha mAnavane mahAna duHkhI banAve che. tame sukha bhogave che paNa e sukhamAM AtmAne visarI nA jatA ane vicAro ke mane jevuM sukha game che tevuM darekane game che. mATe duHkhI upara karUNA karavI joIe. A duniyA upara evA ghaNAM karUNAvaMta manuSya che ke je pArakAnuM duHkha joI zaktA nathI. pitAnuM sukha jatu karIne te bIjAne ApavA tatpara rahe che. eka daSTAMta ApuM. eka amerikana bhAI rAtrinA samaye dariyA kinAre pharavA mATe gayele. dariyA kinAre ThaMDe pavana vAI raho hoM. dariyAmAM pANInA mojA uchaLI rahyA hatA. e mANasa dariyA kinAre AMTA mArato hate. be AMTA mAre ne ghaDIkamAM dariyA sAme dhArIdhArIne jue. tene paheraveza tadana sAde hatuM. A samaye bIjo eka garbhazrImaMta amerikana pitAnI gADI laIne tyAMthI pasAra thAya che. te samaye tenI daSTi dariyA kinArA para paDI. pelA mANasane joye. te be traNa AMTA mAre che ne pAcho dariyA sAmuM dekhe

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zAradA sAgara che. AmathI tema phAMphA mArI rahyo che te zuM A kaI duHkhI mAnava haze? rAtrine samaya che. vaLI ekalo che ane mane kaMI joI na jAya te mATe cAre tarUMdaSTi kare che. kadAca duHkhane mAryo ApaghAta karavA Avyo haze? mAre dezabaMdhu duHkhane mAryo ApaghAta kare e mArAthI sahana kema thAya? jaldI te pitAnI gADImAMthI nIce utarI pelA mANasa pAse gayo ane tenA vAMsAmAM jorathI dhabba lagAvI kahyuM- bhAI! tuM A zuM karI rahyo che? zuM AtmahatyA karavA mATe ahIM Ave che? A pramANe belatAM khissAmAMthI be Dilara ane eka potAnuM vijhiTIMga kArDa bahAra kADhI tenA hAthamAM mUkayuM ne kahyuM ke A presAthI jamI leje. A mAruM eDresa che. kAle mArI ophise Avaje. tane huM sArI sarvisa upara goThavI daIza. eTaluM kahIne AvanAra vyakita pitAnI kAramAM besI ravAnA thaI gaI. pele amerikana te A joI Azcarya pAmyo. e te kaMI bolI zake nahi. e to jete ja rahI gayA. A kaI sAmAnya mANasa na hatuM. amerikAne abajapati hatA. tenI gADI kinArAthI theDe dUra paDI hatI. ene hekaTare zarIranI taMdurastInA kAraNe cAlavAnuM kahyuM hatuM eTale dariyA kinArA para AMTA mArate ne pANInA mejA jovAmAM sthira banI jato. Aje ame tamane kahIe ke tame amArI sAthe vihAramAM cAle te kaheze nA, mahAsatIjI! ame cAlI zakIe nahi. amArA paga duHkhI jAya. paNa DokaTara kahe tamane DAyAbiTisa thayo che. vajana ghaTADo ane reja be mAIla cAlavAnuM rAkhe te cAlatAM thAka na lAge. bene badale traNa mAIla cAlI Ave. jeTalA mejazekha ne ezaArAma vadhyA teTalA roga vadhyA che. Ajane mAnava eTale parAdhIna banI gayA che ke gADI na hoya te jANe enA paga bhAMgI gayA. badhA kAma mATe mazIne nIkaLyA che. haju sAruM che ke moDhAmAM cAvIne keLiye utAro che. je enuM mazIna nIkaLe te A mArA muMbaI nagarInA zrAvake cAvavA paNa taiyAra nathI. jeTalA sAdhane vasAvyA teTalA baMdhano vadhyA che. ApaNA parama pitA prabhu kahe che tame svAvalaMbI bane. mahAtmA gAMdhIjI svAvalaMbI hatA. potAnA kapaDA pitAnI jAte detAM. vAsaNa uTaktA ne kUve pANI bharavA paNa jatAM. musApharI te tharDa kalAsanI karatA. sIveluM kapaDuM kadI paheryuM nathI. mahAvIra prabhune siddhAMta emaNe apanAvyuM hatuM. parigraha paNa rAkhatA na hatA. jenA mATe sArAe bhAratanI janatA prANa ApavA taiyAra hatI. emaNe dhAryuM heta te phasTa kalAsanI musApharI karI zakta. paNa emane kadI abhimAna na hatuM. sAdagIbharyuM jIvana hatuM. tame gAMdhIjI jevA bane teya A bhAratanI zAna vadhI jAya. are temanA jevA na banI zake te temanA eka aMza jeTalA guNo te apanAve... pelo mANasa garIba che ema samajIne AvanAra vyaktie tenA vAMsAmAM dhabbA

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zAradA sAgara, 83 mAryo hato tethI khUba duHkhAvo thAya che. sIdhe thaI zakato nathI. paNa manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyo ke oLakhANa nahi, pichANa nahi chatAM enI kevI udAratA! huM abaja pati chuM. paNa ene te khabara nathI ne? e te mane garIba samajIne be Delara ane uparathI nekarI mATe AmaMtraNa ApI gaye. duniyAmAM dayAvAna ghaNAM che, paNa bhikhArI upara leke dayA kare che. huM kaMI thaDe hAtha laMbAvavA gaye chuM! huM paNa abajopati chuM. paNa meM kadI kaI garIbanA mAthe hAtha mUkIne nathI kahyuM ke cAla tuM duHkhI chuM! te tAruM duHkha dUra karuM. tene sarvisa apAvuM. Aja sudhI meM paisA bhegA karI jANyA paNa keInA duHkha dUra karavAmAM paisAne sadupaga nathI karyo dhanya che e mahAna AtmAne ane dhikAra che mane! A abajonI saMpatti zuM mArI sAthe AvavAnI che? jIvatA sukhe vAparatA nathI. mArA maraNa pachI bIjA vAparavAnA che ne? devAnupriye! tame paNa tamArI lakSamI satkAryamAM nahi vApare te tamArI dazA kevI thaze. khabara che ne? madhamAkhIe madha kIdhuM, nA khAdhuM na khAvA dIdhuM lUMTArAe lUMTI lIdhuM che. pAmara prANuM - bicArI madhamAkhI madhapuDAmAM madha bheguM kare che, paNa pite khAtI nathI ne bIjAne khAvA detI nathI. paNa chevaTe kheDUta AvIne dhumADo karIne madhapuDe laI jAya che. bIjA tene upayoga kare che. tema tamArI dazA evI na thAya. bIjAne duHkhI joIne tenuM duHkha dUra kare che ane temAM tene je AnaMda Ave che te alaukika hoya che. dInaduHkhanA duHkha dUra karavAmAM sAro AnaMda rahelo che. pelA mANasanA hAthamAM be Dolara AvyA na AvyA ne tenA hRdayamAM maMthana thavA lAgyuM. e ke udAra ne huM ke kaMjusa! kinArA uparathI cAlavA mAMDyuM. pitAnI kAramAM besI ghare Avyo. tenA beDarUmamAM eka nAno "zekesa" hatuM temAM peluM kArDa ane be Dolara mUkI dIdhA. te divasathI te amerikana pathArImAMthI uThatAveMta dararoja pelA be DaoNlara ane pilA kArDane jene. e be vastue enA hadayanuM parivartana karAvyuM hatuM, enA vAMsAmAM dhakhe mArI be Dolara ApyA. A ghaTanAthI enuM AkhuM jIvana badalAI gayuM. atyAra sudhI kaMjusa vRtti hatI te have udara bhAvanAvALI thaI gaI. pelA mANase kahyuM hatuM ke kAle savAre mArI dukAne Avaje paNa A te gaye nahi. tyAre be Dela denAranA manamAM thayuM ke pele bhAI AvyuM nahi. zuM teNe ApaghAta karyo haze? kema nA Ave? lAva huM tenI tapAsa karuM paNa enuM eDresa hatuM nahi. pitAnuM eDresa ApyuM paNa enuM eDresa lIdhuM na hatuM. te vicAra karavA lAge- dhikkAra che mane! phakta be Dolara ApIne huM cAlate thaye. enuM na maThAma

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84 zAradA sAgara pUchyuM nahi. are te samaye gADImAM mArA ghera lAvyeA haiAta te tenI A dazA na thAta ne! daivI lakSmI gharamAM Ave che te kevA pavitra vicArA lAve che! gharamAM eka bIjA saMpa ane premathI rahe che. jo AsurI lakSmI Ave te bApa-dIkarA, sAsu-vahu, bhAi-bhAi vacce eka khIjA jhaghaDatA hAya che. mATe tame e vicAra karajo ke sukha bhale na maLe. jhUMpaDImAM rahevu paDe paNa jenA AvavAthI gharamAMthI prema ane saMpa cAlyA jAya tevI AsurI lakSmI mAre nathI joItI. ahI ane AtmA guNagrAhI che. arasaparasa eka khIjAnA guNa gAya che paNa. haju maLyA nathI. enI lakSmI kevI pavitra ke e DaoNlara ja khIjAnA hAthamAM gayA tA enI vRtti khadAi gai. je Aja sudhI garIkha mAMgavA Ave tA paNu kAMi ApatA na hatA te have sAmethI jaine ApavA lAgyA. A ghaTanA banyAne agiyAra varSo vItI gayA. eka divasa savAranA praharamAM pelA amerikana peAtAnA rUmamAM khurazImAM besI pepara vAMce che. pahelA pAnA upara samAcAra vAMcatA stabdha thai gayA. tenA hAthamAMthI pepara nIce paDI gayuM. Ama zA mATe banyuM? vAta ema banI hatI ke je kArDa ane e DAlanA dararAja te bhagavAnanI jema darzana karatA hatA te kaMpanInu peparamAM eDresa hatu. peparamAM lakhyuM hatu ke e ka MpanI devAdAra banI gai che. Aphisa para ledArAnI bhIDa jAmI che. A samAcAra vAMcI pelA .ameSThinane bhayaMkara AghAta lAgyA, ahA ! e tA mArA mahAna upakArI che enI A dazA ! eNe te mane DhAna dharma samajAvyeA che. enI AvI sthitimAM huM tene madada karuM te ja tenA upakAranA aDhAmAMthI kaMIka RNamukta anI zakuM. haju teNe cA pIdhI na hatI. pepara vAMcatAnI sAthe UbhA thai gayA. pAtAnA munimane kahe che cekabuka laIne taiyAra thaI jAva. amuka esei ApaNe atyAre ja javAnuM che. cekabuka ane peluM kArDa laine gADImAM besI ravAnA thayA. ephisa para pahoMcI gayA. joyuM te leNadArAnI bhIDa jAmI che. menejara badhAne kahe che dhIraja rAkhA, badhAne ApavAmAM Avaze. A amerikana menejarane pUche che, bhAi zeTha kyAM che? teA kahe, zeTha esei AvatA nathI. teA kahe mAre zeThane maLavu che. tArA zeTha mArA parama mitra che. huM zeTha pAse levA nathI Avye paNa kaiMka devA AvyA . menejara temane zeTha pAse paheAMcADe che. madhue ! A amerikana Aje mahAna upakAranuM mUlya cUkavavA Avye che. upakAra karavA nathI Avye. gADI maMgalAnI pAse AvIne UbhI rahI. pelA bhAi agalAmAM dAkhala thayA. zeTha maMgalAnA eka khUNAmAM beThA hatA. hAthamAM eka vATakA che te mADha mAMDavAnI aNI upara hatA tyAM A paheoMcI gayA. zeThe mAnyuM ke leNIyAtA have mArA gale AvavA lAgyA. have huM zuM karIza? pelA bhAIe begamAMthI peluM kArDa ane e DAlara kADhIne zeThanI sAme mUkIne kahyuM, zeTha ? Apa mane ALakhA che ?

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zAradA sAgara 85 zeTha kahe hA. meM tamane dariyA kinAre ApaghAta karavA AvelA jANune be Delara ApelA ne bIje divase mArI ophise sarvisa mATe AvavAnuM kaheluM. e vAtane agiyAra varSo vItI gayA. huM roja tamArI rAha jote hate. Aje Apa sarvisa mATe AvyA cho paNa mane mApha kare. huM Apane atyAre sarvisa ApI zakuM tevI mArI sthiti nathI. ema kahI pele vATake meDhe mAMDavA jAya che. AvanAra paristhiti samajI gaye. zeThanA hAthamAMthI vATaka jhUMTavI le che. zeTha kahe bhAI e te pANI che mane pIvA de. pelA zeTha kahe che pahelAM mane pIvA de pachI tame pIje. khUba rakajhaka karI vATako laI le che ane zeThano vAsa thAbaDIne kahe che huM sarvisa levA nathI Avyo paNa ApanA upakArane badale vALavA Avyo chuM. ApanA upakArane badale huM vALI zakuM tema nathI. ApanA be Drelare te mArA jIvanamAM kamAla karI che. bele, zeDa keTaluM nukasAna che? jeTaluM hoya teTaluM A cekabukamAM bharI de. zeTha kahe che bhAI! the DuM ghaNuM nathI, meTuM nukasAna che. pele kahe che vinA saMkoce kaho. zeTha kahe pacAsa lAkha DolaranuM nukasAna che. A zeTha 50 lAkha Dolarano ceka lakhI Ape che tyAre te kahe che ke mArAthI ATaluM badhuM na levAya. AvanAra amerikane kahyuM tame mane je ApyuM che tenI AgaLa A kaMI visAtamAM nathI. mArI badhI milkata ApanA caraNamAM arpaNa karI dauM to ya echuM che. huM e lebhI hatuM ke kaMI karate nahate. Ape mArA upara je upakAra karyo che tenuM vyAja paNa huM ApI zakato nathI. A patuM kArDa tathA be DolaranI kiMmata AMkI zakuM tema nathI. DIvAra pahelAM zeTha je jherane kare pIvA uDyA hatA temane jIvatadAna maLyuM. baMnenI AMkhamAMthI azrunI dhArA vahevA lAgI. thaDA samayamAM zeThanI peDhI vyavasthita thaI gaI. tenA paisA pAchA ApI dIdhA. TUMkamAM AvuM jenuM jIvana che te AtmAo bahArathI kamaLa ne aMdarathI paNuM kemaLa hoya che. AvA kemaLa hRdayanA AtmAo naramAMthI nArAyaNa bane che. have zreNaka rAjA mahAna sukumAra munine vaMdana karaze. muni dhyAnamAMthI jAgRta banaze ne tyAM zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra - pavanakumAra aMjanAne jovA gayA tyAre temane keTale ulalAsa hato! paNa enI sakhInA vacane aMjanAe maunapaNe sAMbhaLyA tethI pavanane kedha A ne aMjanAne mAravA uThayA. paNa mitra khUba DAha ne gaMbhIra hate. pavanajIne khUba samajAvIne temanA mahelamAM laI gaye. pavanakumAra kahe mAre te have tenI sAthe paraNavuM nathI. mane enuM nAma sAMbhaLavuM paNuM gamatuM nathI. mitra kahe che bhAI! aMjanA tadana nirdoSa che tuM samaja, kharekhara duSTa prArabdhane A vAMka lAge che. aMjanAmAM dezano aMza paNa nathI. nehIjanenA hadaya paNa je daiva rUThe te bhedatAM vAra nathI lAgatI. pavanakumAra kahe mitra! tArI badhI vAtane sAra che ke mAre vaDIlenI khAtara mAruM bhAvi

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zAradA sAgara jIvana barabAda thatuM hoya te thavA devuM. mitra kahe nA bhAI! ema jarAya nahi. je mane tAruM bhAvi jIvana barabAda thatuM lAgatuM heta te huM tane jarAya Agraha na karata. huM vaDIlane samajAvata. paraMtu aMjanA sAthe tAruM bhAvi jIvana ujajavaLa lAge che. mATe huM tane ATaluM kahuM chuM. tane ema lAge che ke aMjanAne choDIne tuM bIjI kaI kanyA sAthe lagna karIza te zuM sAruM bhAvi jIvana ujajavaLa banI jaze! are, je tAruM prArabdha vAMkuM haze te sArI mAnelI kanyA paNa paraNyA pachI bagaDI jatAM vAra nahi lAge. A ke hitasvI mitrI ke pavanakumAra rAjaputra hovA chatAM satya vAta kahetA acakAto nathI. chevaTe pavanakumAre mitranI vAtanuM ulaMghana na karI zakavAthI aMjanA sAthe lagna karavA mATe teNe saMmati ApI. paraMtu aMtaramAMthI aMjanA pratye durbhAva te na gaye. kayAMthI jAya? kAraNa ke pUrve evA karmo karyA che ke patinA haiyAmAM potAnA pratye saddabhAva jAgavA ja na de. ema karatAM lagnane divasa AvI gaye. prahalAda rAjA tathA ketumatI rANIne AnaMdane pAra nathI. kAraNa ke prANu karatAM adhika priya putrano lagnamahotsava jyAre maMDAye hoya tyAre mAtA ketumatInA AnaMdanuM pUchavuM ja zuM? AkhA nagaramAM Thera Thera dhajAo bAMdhI dIdhI. teNe kamAnethI nagarane zaNagArI dIdhuM. satI aMjanA paNa potAnA bhAvi jIvananA madhura svapnane jotI harSanA sAgaramAM jhIlavA lAgI. sanA dilamAM AnaMda che paNa pavanakumArane gussAne pAra nathI. maTI jAna joDI pavanakumAra paraNavA jAya che. jAnaiyAne paNa harSane pAra nathI. paNa pavanajInuM mukhaDuM malakAtuM nathI. jAna mahendrapurI AvI. mahendrarAjAe khUba dhAmadhUmathI sAmaiyuM karyuM. zubha divase aMjanA ane pavanajInA lagna thayA. aMjanAe aMtarathI pavanakumArane pati tarIke svIkAra karyo. paraMtu pavanakumAre te mAtra bAhya vyavahArathI aMjanAne patnI tarIke svIkAra karyo. enA hRdayamAMthI te aMjanAne kayArano ya dezavaTe maLI cUkayo hato. mahendrarAjAe pitAnI lADIlI putrIne ati mamatAthI apUrva paherANI karI. hAthI-ghaDAhIrA-motI Adi khUba kariyAvaramAM ApyuM. mAtA manovegAnI AMkhamAMthI to AMsunI dhArA vahI rahI hatI. pitAnI ekanI eka vahAlasoyI pyArI putrIne viyega sahana karavAnuM gajuM enAmAM kayAMthI hoya? have mAtA-pitA pitAnI vahAlI putrIne raDatI AMkhe kevI kevI hita zikha maNa ApI sAsare vaLAvaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 11 aSADa vada 15 ne ravivAra - tA. 3-9-75 24 aMkuM, A stara ne kaheje rAga-dveSanA vijetA ane mekSa mArganA praNetA parama pitA prabhu mahAvIrasvAmIe

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thoradI sAgara ugra puruSArtha karI ghAtakarmo upara ghA karI kevaLajJAna prApta karyuM. jyAre saMsAra uparathI jIvane Asakita uThI jAya che ne bhavabhramaNane thAka lAge che tyAre Ave pracaMDa puruSArtha karI zake che. anaMtakALathI jIva bhavabhramaNa karI rahyo che tenuM kAraNa zuM? saMsAra pratyenI rUcI, AzA ane tRSNA. A saMsAramAM jIvane eka pachI eka IcchAo thayA kare che. bhagavAna mahAvIre uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM IcchAne AkAza sAthe sarakhAvI che. A apekSA sacoTa che. kAraNa ke cha dravyomAM dhamAMstikAya vigere karatA AkAza anaMta che ane kAkAza karatA te alokAkAza te anaMtAnaMta gaNuM che, jene pAra nathI. tema IcchA paNa anaMta che. ene kaI pAra pAmI zake tema nathI. baMdhuo! janma vinA janmatI hoya te te icchA che. ene sthaLanI, samayanI jarUra nathI. eka kSaNamAM ALasa maraDIne UbhI thAya ne tamArI sAme AvIne UbhI rahe, ane kAme lagADI de. eka pachI eka IcchAo zarU thaI jAya che. mANasa bicAre e IcchAone pUrI karavA mATe prayatna karyA kare paNa IcchAo pUrI thatAM pahelA mANasa pUro thaI jAya che. kAraNa ke tRSNa anaMta che ane padAthe parimita che. AyuSya paNa parimita che eTale tRSNAno aMta AvatuM nathI. AyuSyane aMta AvI jAya che. A vAtane samyakdaSTi AtmA samajI zake che. samyakatva e zuM cIja che? eka aMtaranI rUcI che. aMtaranI bhUkha che. tenA arthanI zradhdhA e samyagdarzana che. samyagdarzana AvyA pachI heya-va ane upAdeyanI pratIti thAya che ne AtmA pratyenI rUcI thAya che. rUcI hoya te badhuM game che AtmAnI rUcI hoya to dharmasthAnake AvavuM game ane dharmakriyAomAM rUcI thAya koI AtmAnI vAta kare to sAMbhaLavI game. Atmatatvane rasa dharAvatA ane AgaLa vadhelA AtmAone joIne enuM haiyuM AnaMdita bane, enI vAto sAMbhaLe, enI upAsanA kare ane manamAM evI bhAvanA bhAve ke he prabhu! huM AnA je kyAre thaIza? huM kayAre svarUpamAM karIza! ane A rUcI vadhatAM IcchAo ApameLe zAMta thavA mAMDe che. kadAca aMdara UMDe UMDe IcchAo paDI hoya to paNa jera karI zakatI nathI. aMdaranI rUcI pragaTayA vinA mAtra paisA kharcavAthI dharma thAya che ema mAnavuM te jamaNu che. je paipAthI dharma thaI zakate heta te caka rti e paNa dhana khacIne dharma karI leta. jenA caraNamAM I inamatA hatA, jenI sevAmAM deve hAjara rahetA hatA, evA cakravartio dhAma sahyabI cheDIne pagapALA vihAra karavA, gharagharamAM baicarI levA cAlI nI LyA. kAraNa ke aMdarathI AtmAnI rUcI pragaTa thaI hatI. temane samajAyuM hatuM ke A saMsAranA sukhe kSaNika che. uchInA lAvelA dAgInA jevA che. je paikAmAM sukha hata te cakravartione tyAga karavAnI jarUra na paData. paNa samyagadarzana pragaTa thayA pachI

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parigrahanI mamatA ochI thAya che ne dharmanA arthe dhana kharcavuM, rIte tyAga karavAmAM AnaMda Ave che. vRkSa upara jyAre phaLa pAMkhaDIe kharavA mAMDe che tema viratinu phaLa AvatAM mamatAnI mAMDe che. zAradA sAgara garImane ApavuM e Ave che tyAre phUlanI pAMkhaDIo paNa kharavA huM adhu ! samyagdarzana e AtmAnI bhUkha che. piMjaramAM pUrAyeluM pakSI AkAzamAM uDavAne talase che tema rAga-dveSanA piMjaramAM pUrAyele AtmA emAMthI uDavA utsuka ane, jema kAI dI davAkhAnAmAM hoya tyAM sarasa palagamAM ene suvAnu` maLe, DaoNkaTara dararAja ene tapAsavA Ave, narsa kharAkhara sAravAra kare, traNe TaMka sAtvika leAjana maLe paNa nI te ema ja vicAra kare ne ke kyAre sAthe thAuM ne kyAre hAspitAlamAMthI DAkaTara rajA Ape ne mAre ghera jAuM, ene hAspitAlamAM te Ana na Ave ne? peAtAnA ghare ja AnaMda Ave ne! tema A deha paNa eka davAkhAnu che. meAkSanI rUcIvALA AtmA samaje ke yAre ka rogathI mukata thAuM ! kyAre A TThahanA baMdhana teADIne meAkSamAM jAuM! ajJAna dazAne kAraNe A jIvane mekSanI rUcI thatI nathI, paNa indrionA viSayA , tene sArA lAge che. kharekhara te badhu khATu che. indriyajanya sukha AtmAthI para che. 'svadharma niSanuM zreya: pathameM mayAvad: / A vAkaya kharekhara hRdayamAM kAtarI rAkhavA jevuM che. ahIM svadharma ane paradharma eTale khIjo keAI vADAvADInA dharma nathI. pazu sva eTale AtmA. svanA dharma eTale AtmAnA dharma: AtmAnA mArga kaThIna che paNa aMte kalyANaka rI che. para eTale indriyA. indrionA mA tamane sArA lAge che paNa ate AtmAne bhayamAM nAMkhe che. mithyAtvane lIdhe jIvane AtmAnA mA gamatA nathI ne bhautika sukhanA mArga chUTatA nathI. mAnavI bhautika sukhanI tRSNA pUrI karavA hisA-jUThacArI-vigere na karavAnA kAca karIne pApa khAMdhe che. ghaNA mANasa gAgalasa cazmA pahere che. temane pUchIe ke kema bhAI! AMkha AvI che. tyAre kahe ke nA, AMkhane ThaMDaka rahe mATe paheryA che. khele, AMkha mATe keTaluM kare che ? indrione satASavA mANusa badhu kare che paNa indrio mANusane adhavaca mUkI de che ne? jema kAinI AMkhe aMdhApA AvyA ne AMkha cAlI gai. have te AMkhe kareluM pApa UbhuM rahyu.ne AMkha cAlI gai. paNa karelA karmo teA AtmAne bhAgavavAnA che. traNe kALamAM AtmA zAzvata rahevAnA che. AvA AtmAnI anubhUti thavI samyaktva che. AvA samyak pAmele AtmA indriyajanya sukhA pAchaLa pAgala nahiM mane paNa mAmAnI sthiratAmAM sukhaneA anubhava karaze. enI pratyeka kriyA sva tarapha javAnI hAya tenA kAraNe e parabhAva rUpI doraDAne kApIne e AtmAnI ArAdhanAmAM lIna Rnaze,

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zAradA sAgara te parabhAva rUpI dAraDe baMdhAyelA manane chUTu karyA vinA mukti :nathI. caitanya evA AtmA A mananA baMdhaneAthI mukta thAya che tyAre jJAna ane dhyAnanI saritAmAM svataMtra rIte ramaNatA karI zake che. tame sAmAyika laine beThA haiA paNa A mana te vagara TikiTe kyAMnA kayAMya duniyAne pAra jai Ave che. hAthamAM navakAravALInA pArA pharI rahyA hAya, navakAramaMtranA uccAra thatA hAya paNa mana teA kANu AvyuM ne kANu gayuM, kANu kayAM eThuM, kANe zuM paheryuM che te badhI tapAsa rAkhatu hoya che. tanane ghauM dabAvI paNuM manaDuM nA dekhAtu, ane kUdavu bahu game che bhagavAna tujane bhajatA mAru haiyu kyAM bhame che bhagavAna tujane bhajatA... aMtaramAM zuM rame che bhagavAna tujane bhamatA.... eka vakhata eka zeTha bAjunI rUmamAM sAmAyika laine beThelA. koi gharAka AvIne pUche che zeTha kayAM gayA ? teA dIkarAnI vahu kahe che camAravADe. pelA bhAI camAravADe jaIne pAcho AvIne kahe che bahena! zeTha camAravADe maLyA nahi tyAre pharIne vahu kahe che bhAI! zeTha camAravADethI AvIne gAMdhInI dukAne gayA che. vahunA zabdo sasarAe sAMbhaLyA. khUba duHkha thayuM. chevaTe sAmAyika pALIne pUche che beTA ! huM... sAmAyikamAM beThA hatA te tame jANatA hatA chatAM camAravADe ne gAMdhInI dukAne gayA che ema zA mATe kahyuM? tyAre huM kahe che bApujI! Apa sAmAyikamAM beThA hatA. vAta sAcI che paNa sAmAyikamAM tamAruM mana camAravADe gayuM hatu ke nahi ? gAMdhInI dukAne gayuM hatu ke nahi ? me' e apekSAthI kahyu hatu. A rIte karelI kriyA e mAtra kriyArUpe rahI jAya che. jJAna vinAnI kriyA pAMgaLI che. AvI kriyAo varSo sudhI karyA kare paNa tenAthI AtmAmAM je sphUrti AvavI joie, cittane zAnti thavI joie te nathI thatI kAraNa ke mana bahAra bhamI rahyuM che. vicAra kareA, AmAM zuM vaLyuM? zuM maLyuM? jo sammAna sahita kriyAo thAya te| AtmAmAM alaukika ejasa Ave che. parabhAvAmAMthI manane sva tarapha vALe che. mAnI le ke tame bimAra thayA. chekarA judo rahe che. e aThavADiyA sudhI tamArI khabara kADhavA na Ave te manamAM duHkha thAya ne ? paNa evA vicAra Ave che ke huM mAMdA paDaye te mArA dIkarAnA kAraNe paDyA ke mArA karmane lIdhe ? avaLA vicAra te ajJAnatA che. samajaNavALA AtmA upAdAna tarapha draSTi kare. nimittane khaTakA na bhare. e teA evA vicAra kare ke meM pUrve evuM khIja vAvyu che tenA phaLa rUpe atyAre A vRkSa ugyu che. te azubha karmanA kartA bIje kAi nahi paNa ajJAnane vaza thayele evA mArA AtmA pAte che. jyAre azAtA venIyanA uddaya Ave tyAre e daitune

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zAradA sAgara 90 ema kahI de ke tuM nyAro che, huM nyAro chuM. karmasaMge ApaNe bhegA thayA chIe. huM zAMtabhAve sahana karuM chuM. tuM chUTI jAya te huM upara jAuM, kAraNa ke tuM vinAzI che, huM avinAzI chuM. baMdhuo! tame ema kahe che ne ke A mAruM ghara che, A mArI milkata che. te ghara ane tame judA che ne ? dhana ane tame judA che ne? paNa keI ema nathI kahetuM ke mAre AtmA ane zarIra judA che. temAM ekAtma bhAva mAnI lIdhuM che. jema ghara ane mAlika, milkata ane mAlika judA che tema deha ane dehI judA che. zeTha ane nokarane je vyavahAra che te AtmA ane zarIrane vyavahAra che. jene AtmAne AnaMda sparzI gayuM che tevA AnaMdaghanajI gAI rahyA hatA ke AnaMdaghana calata prabhu paMthameM, samarI samarI guNa gAve." A samaye eka bhakta temanI pAse Ave che. temane vaMdana karI caraNasparza karI Azcarya sAthe pUche che gurUdeva! Apane tAva Ave lAge che. ApaNuM zarIra khUba garama lAge che. AnaMdaghana ene javAba ApavAne badale gIta gAtA rahyA. jANe kAMI sAMbhaLyuM nathI. paNa gItamAM gAtA gAtA ema gAyuM ke " jalatA hai jai calatA huM." kevI emanI AtmamastI haze! mANasa dehane vicAra kare te dehanI nazvaratA samajAya ane AtmAne vicAra kare te AtmAnI mastI jAge. A dehamAM satata parivartana che. bALaka yuvAna thAya che, yuvAna vRddha thAya che ne vRdhdha smazAne jAya che. paNa A traNa avasthAmAM vasanAre, svabhAvamAM sthira rahe te upara jAya che. enAmAM kaMI parivartana nathI. e je dehamAM vase che temAM parivartana che, paNa pitAnAmAM kaMI parivartana nathI. samyaphavanI lahera ke alaukika che. samyakatvaratnanI prApti thayA pachI A zarIra uparathI cAmaDI utaratI hoya, mAthA upara aMgArA jalatA hoya te paNa AtmA AnaMda sarovaramAM jhUlato heya. dehanuM daI dilamAM thAya, AtmAne kaMI na thAya, evI zakti A samyagadarzana vinA pragaTa thatI nathI. darzana mehanIyanA kSaya ke kSaye pazamathI pragaTa thatI daSTi eTale AtmA ane dehane oLakhAvanArI daSTi. " jene AvI daSTi pragaTa thaI che evA anAthI nigraMtha bagIcAmAM padhAryA che. AtmasAdhanAmAM sthira che. AvA saMtanA darzana karatAM paNa pApa dhovAI jAya che. tame bhale saMta na banI zake paNa saMtane ekAda guNa jIvanamAM apanAvazo ne sAcA dilathI saMta pAse jaze te dilanA dilAvara banI jaze. zreNIka rAjAne anAyAse saMtanA darzana thayA che tyAM zuM banyuM. tassA ruvaM tu pAsittA, rAiNo tammi sNje| ' accaMta paramo AsI, aulo ruva vimhio // utta. sU. a. 20, gAthA pa.

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zAradA sAgara 91 zreNuka rAjA maharthika rAjA hatA, nAnA rAjA na hatA. eTale bagIcAmAM ekalA AvyA na hatA paNa ThAThamAThathI AvyA haze ema ApaNe anumAna karI zakIe chIe. teo gheDa upara ke hAthI upara, zenA upara besIne AvyA te ullekha nathI. rAjA zreNIka te munine joIne jema cuMbakathI letuM ArkaSAya tema AkarSAyA. ahe zuM A muninuM rUpa che. muninuM rUpa joIne rAjAne atyaMta Azcarya thayuM. baMdhuo! Aje manuSya rUpa vadhAravA mATe keTaluM kare che paNa A muninuM rUpa te svAbhAvika rUpa hatuM, muninuM zarIra jaIne rAjAe jANI lIdhuM ke A munimAM badhA zubha guNa rahelA che. tema emanA rUpa uparathI jaNAya che. baMdhuo ! duniyAmAM nAmane mahimA gAvAmAM Ave che paNa nAmanI sAthe rUpane paNa sabaMdha che. Ama to koI mANasane oLakhavA mATe tenA nAmanI jarUra paDe che. paNa koI vakhata rUpathI paNa nAma jANI zakAya che. rAjA paNa A muninuM rUpa joIne samajI gayA ke A muni saMyati ane susamAdhivaMta che. ThANAMga sUtranA ceAthe ThANe cAra prakAranA satya batAvyA che. keI nAmathI satya hoya che, keI sthApanAthI satya hoya che. koI dravyathI satya hoya che ne kaI bhAvathI paNa satya hoya che. nAmathI satya hoya temAM samajavAnI jarUra che. jema ke mANase potAnuM nAma cheTuM batAvyuM hoya te rUpathI tene satya siddha karI zakAya che paNa koIe rUpa ja beTu batAvyuM hoya te ? eTalA mATe nAma ke rUpa satya che ke nahi enI kasoTI karavAnI jarUra rahe che. kAraNa ke Aje te ghaNuM leke kapaTa karIne mANasane chetarI jAya che. keI mANasa tamArI pAse AvIne kheDaTuM nAma laIne tamane chetare che te cheTuM kahevAya ke nahi? A pramANe pote sAdhu na hovA cha , sAdhupaNAne DoLa kare to te khoTuM kahevAya ke nahi? ghaNuM leke Aje beTI vastune sArI kahIne vece che. tema bhAvamAM paNa cheTuM cAle che. dazavaikAlIka sUtramAM bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke : teva teNe vaya teNe, ruva teNe ya je nre| AyAra bhAva teNe ya, kumvai deva kigvisaM // daza. sU a. 5. u. 2 gAthA 46 kaI tapamAM, kaI uMmaramAM, koI rUpamAM te koI AcAra-vicAra AdimAM corI kare che te bhAva cerI che. keI sAdhu bimAra rahetA hoya, rogane kAraNe tenuM zarIra sUkAI gayuM. hoya tyAre koI gRhasthI kahe ahe gurudeva! Apa khUba tapasvI lAge che. tapazcaryA karIne A5nuM zarIra kRza thaI gayuM che. dhanya che Apane! Apa tapazcaryA karIne karmone kSaya karI rahyA che. ema kahI laLIlaLIne namana kare te samaye sAdhu mauna rahe paNa ema na kahe ke mAruM zarIra tapathI dubaLuM nathI paDayuM paNa mane rega thaye che

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zAradA sAgara te e tapano cora che. keInA zarIranI kaNIjI nAnI hoya paNa uMmara moTI hoya. keI kahe ke tame te khUba nAnA lAge che te samaye sAcI uMmara na kahe te te vayane cAra che. keI sAdhunuM rUpa khUba hoya te joIne ke I-zrAvake pUche ke gurUdeva! zuM ApanuM rUpa che! Apane jotAM ema lAge che ke jANe Apa rAjakumAra haze te samaye je mauna rahe to te rUpano cora che. keI sAdhu gRhasthane batAvavA mATe khUba kaDaka AcAra pALe. leke kahe phalANu saMta athavA satIjI cAritramAM khUba kaDaka che. emanuM cAritra eTale cAritra. paNa aMdara te pila calAvatA heya te tevA sAdhu AcAranA cAra che. cAritra kaMI batAvavA mATe nathI e te pAlana karavAnuM che. A bhAva cerI che. eTalA mATe bhagavAne kahyuM che ke nAma-sthApanA-dravya ane bhAva, e cAra sAcA paNa che ne beTA paNa hoya che. A mATe jIve khUba sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI jarUra che. A muni sAcA svarUpavAna hatA. jevuM temanuM rUpa hatuM tevA temanAmAM guNa paNa hatA. manuSyanuM rUpa sAcuM che ke banAvaTI che te mANasanI mukhAkRti jotAM jaNAI Ave che. A muninI mukhAkRti joI rAjA AzcaryamAM paDI gayA ne manamAM kahevA lAgyA ke aho! A muni kevA atula rUpavAna che. duniyAmAM AvuM rUpa to meM kyAMya joyuM nathI. rAjAe muninA rUpamAM zuM vizeSatA joI haze? zreNika rAjAnA rUpanA paNa zAstramAM khUba vakhANa karyA che. eka vakhatane prasaMga che. jyAre zreNIka rAjAnA pitA prasenajita rAjAe zreNIkane dezanikAla karyA tyAre zreNIka vanavagaDAmAMthI cAlyA jAya che. naMdA sAthe temanuM lagna pachI thayeluM. temanA rUpa upara mugdha banIne eka devAMganA nIce utare che. temanA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che he nAthI huM tamArI patnI chuM ne tame mArA svAmI che. mAro Apa svIkAra karo. tyAre zreNIka kahe che te strI! tuM keNa che.? to kahe huM devAMganA chuM. tyAre pUche che ke paraNelI chuM ke kuMvArI? te devI kahe paraNelI chuM. zreNuka kahe che mArAthI jeTalI moTI strIo che te mArI mAtA samAna che ne nAnI che te mArI bahene che. tuM jyAMthI AvI hoya tyAMthI pAchI cAlI jA. mAro prANa jaze paNa mAruM cAritra nahi choDuM. badhuo! tame jIvanamAM badhI vastuo pAchI meLavI zakaze paNa cAritra gayeluM nahi meLavI zake. jeTaluM bane teTaluM cAritra nirmaLa rAkhe. jeTaluM brahmacarya nimaLa eTaluM mana paNa nirmaLa raheze. jo tamAre brahmacaryane surakSita rAkhavuM hoya te amuka niyamonuM pAlana karavuM paDaze. sauthI pahelA e vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhe ke raste jatAM AvatAM nIcI daSTie cAle te aneka pApamAMthI bacI jaze. rastAmAM zuM jovAnuM che? A jagatamAM rahelI svarUpavAna strIo sAme daSTi karazo te enA pratye AkarSaNa thaze ne manamAM thaze ke

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zAradA sAgara kevI suMdara che! e kaMI tamArA gharamAM AvavAnI nathI. paNa tamArA manane vIMdhI magajane azAMta banAvIne cAlI jaze. bhagavAna kahe che manathI kareluM pApa paNa jIvane narakamAM laI jAya che. jo tamAre rUpa jovuM che te paramAtmAnA svarUpanuM ciMtana karo. AtmasvarUpanuM ciMtana kareA te tamane khIju kAi rUpa jovAnuM mana nahi thAya cAritra tA eka mUlyavAna alaMkAra che. brahmacaryanA mahimA batAvatA jJAnI kahe cheH -- " agni stoyati kuNDalI strajati vA vyAghraH kuraGagAyate / vajraM patra dalAyate sura giriH pASANati kSveka: / / pIyUSatya nizaM hitatyasmiNo vyAdhirvinodAyate / vighnau dho'pi mahAyate hi mahatAM zIlaprabhAvAd dhruvam // 11 93 sarvasva rIte naiSThika brahmacaryanuM pAlana karanAra mahApurUSanI pAse agni jaLa jevA zItaLa banI jAya che. sarpa mALA jeve banI jAya che. vAgha, haraNa jevA anI jAya che. merU parvata nAnA paththara jevA banI jAya che. zatrue mitra jevA khanI jAya che. viSa amRta banI jAya che. rAgane nAza thaI AnaMdarUpa banI jAya che ane vidma utsava rUpa banI jAya che. A badhA ziyaLa vratanA prabhAva che. ziyaLa vratane mahimA kevA mahAna che tenA citAra rajU karatAM jaina itihAsamAM sekaDe! dAkhalA che. surzana zeThanA rUpa upara abhayArANI mugdha thai. pAtAnI icchAne AdhIna thavA sukrena zeThanI pAse khUba vinaMtI karI. sudarzana zeTha teA paiSadha vratamAM hatA. mauna rahyA. tenI vAtanA svIkAra na karyo. tyAre rANIe temanA upara ALa caDhAvyuM ne jhUme pADI. doDo doDo. A muddena mAruM ziyaLa lUMTavA Avye che. rAjA Adi badhA doDIne AvyA. paNa rAjAne sudarzana zeThanA cAtri pratye aDaga zradhdhA che. " erU Dage dharatI dhruje, sUrya kare adhakAra, paNa merA sudarzana cAritra na cUke talabhAra '' eka bAju pAtAnI rANI che ne khIjI mAju zeTha che. chatAM nagarazeThane rAjA pratye aDaga zraddhA che. suDharzana zeThane rAjA pUche che paNa suna mauna rahyA. kAraNa ke satya khele teA rANInI ghAta thAya che, pAte cAritramAM dRDha che pachI khelavAnI zI jarUra ? zeTha mauna rahyA tyAre nyAya karavA khAtara rajAe zeThane zULIe caDhAvavAnuM pharamAna karyuM". rAjAnuM pharamAna sAMbhaLI sudghana zeThanI patnIne leAkeA kahevA lAgyA ke zeThane zUbIe caDhAvavAnA che rAjAnA hukama che. paNa jene pita pratye aDaga zraddhA che tevI tenI patnIne sheja paNa gabharATa na thayA. enA pati pratye ane kevA aDaga vizvAsa haze! Aje

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zAradA sAgara paraNyA thayA paNu jIvana ekaDA vagaranA pratibhA paDe che tenA 94 pati ke patnIne Ave eka khIjA pratye vizvAsa che? ATalA varSe eka bIjAnA vizvAsa saMpAdana karI zakayA nathI. cAritra vinAnuM mIMDA jevu che, jenAmAM cAritra hAya che tenI khIjA upara keTalI upara aitihAsika ghaNAM udAharaNA che. sikadare badhA deza upara jIta meLavI paNa hiM... upara vijaya meLaLye na hatA. te hiMdu upara caDhAI karavA jAya che. tenAmAM eka guNu hateA ke jyAre te caDhAi karavA jatA tyAre tenA gurUne vaMdana karIne jatA. gurUnA manamAM thayuM ke A keTaluM yuddha kheDaze! enA jIvanamAM saMtASa lAvavAnI jarUra che. paNa ahI mAre upadeza kAma lAge tevA nathI. jo jaina sAdhu maLI jAya teA enA uddhAra thAya. sikaMdara gurUne pUche che mArA lAyaka sevA hAya teA pharamAve; tyAre gurU kahe che jo tArAthI banI zake te tuM eka jaina sAdhune leteA Avaze. sikaMdara hiM upara vijaya meLavI pAcho phare che. tyAM tene gurUnu vacana yAda AvyuM. peAtAnA sainikane kahe che tame jaina sAdhune lai AveA. sikaMdaranA mANase pharatA pharatA eka jaina sAdhu pAse Ave che ne kahe che Apane sika Mdara khAdazAha khelAve che. tyAre sAdhu kahe sikaMdara keNu? sipAi kahe amArA bAdazAha! sAdhu kahe che tamArA sikare pAMca IndriyA ane chaThThA mana upara vijaya meLavyeA che? e cha upara vijaya meLaLyeA hoya te mAdaza!ha nahitara gunnAma che. sikaMdara pete sAdhu pAse Ave che. ne manamAM vicAre che ke mArI pAse AvavA mATe leAkeA talase che ane A sAdhu mArI pAse AvavAnI nA pADe che. sikadara sAdhune kahe che cAle! mArI sAthe, jo Apa amArI sAthe Avaze| te| mahAna upakAra thaze. sAdhu kahe che upakAra tA ame jyAM hAi zuM tyAM thavAne che. vRkSa jyAM haze tyAM chAyA karaze. puSpa jyAM haze tyAM suvAsa phelAvaze. mAre tArI sAthe AvavuM nathI. ame jaina sAdhu kAinA baMdhAyelA nathI. sika MdaranuM kahevuM na mAnavAthI sikaMdara myAnamAMthI talavAra kADhe che ne sAdhune mAravA jAya che tyAM tene hAtha sthaMbhI jAya che. te joi sAdhu hasI paDe che. ane kahe che AtmA tA amara che. kAithI maratA nathI. jIvatAM cAmaDI utArI chatAM sheja paNa skhalita na thayA tevA gurUnA ame vArasadAra chIe. A dhairyAM ane teja joi sikaMdara sAdhunA caraNamAM namI paDe che. te peAtAnA dezamAM Ave che. tenA gurU pUche che jaina sAdhune lAgye tyAre kahe che sAdhune nathI nathI lAgye paNa tene sa Mdeza lAvyeA cheM. badhI vAta karI, gurU kahe khasa, mAre eTalu ja joItu hatu. maratI vakhate sikadaranI Asakti ochI thai hAya ne eNe cAra pharamAna bahAra pADayA hoya te jaina muninA samAgamanuM phaLa che. e jaina sAdhunA cAritranA kevA prabhAva paDaye ! sudana zeTha upara abhayA rANIe ALa caDhAvyuM ne zeThane zULIe caDhAvyA. A samaye zeTha jarA paNa akaLa.yA-mUJayA nahi, ke have zuM karIza? jenuM cAritra seA TacanA

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zAradA sAgara 95 sonA jevuM che tene zI ciMtA che? AvA AtmAonI zAsana rakSaka deve rakSA kare che. sudarzana zeTha navakAra maMtranA dhyAnamAM lIna banyA. sudarzana zeThanI upara caDhavuM ALa rahe, caDhAvyA zULIe jyAre, cayA navakArane dhyAne, thayuM zanInuM siMhAsana...mAre navakAra belI che (2) jagata rUThIne zuM karaze. mAro navakAra belI che (2) hajAre maMtra zuM karaze. mAre navakAra belI che (2) sudarzana zeTha navakAranA dhyAnamAM sthira thayA. jyAM zeThane zULIe caDAvyA tyAM zULInuM siMhAsana banI gayuM. A zene prabhAva? cAritrane. tame AvA zAsanaprabhAvaka sAcA zrAvaka bane te A jinazAsana pAmyAnI saphaLatA che. svadArA saMteSa jevuM vrata je aMgIkAra kare che tenAmAM paNa ATalI tAkAta che te je mana-vacana-kAyAthI zuddha brahmacarya pALe tenAmAM keTalI zakti hoya ! zreNIka rAjAne pelI devI calAyamAna karavA AvI che. tene kahe che mAruM kahyuM karIza te nyAla thaI jaIza ne mAruM kahyuM nahi kare te marI jaIza. zreNIka kahe mAruM je thavuM hiya te thAya, paNa huM cAritrathI bhraSTa nahi thAuM. devInI mAyAthI cAre tarapha bhayaMkara Aga phATI nIkaLI. zreNIka rAjA hiMmata karI AgaLa vadhe jAya che. vicAra kare che ke bhale AgamAM jalI jAuM paNa mAruM cAritra nahi jalavA dauM. chevaTe tenA kapaDA saLage che paNa zarIrane IjA thatI nathI. kadAca zarIra baLI jAya to paNa paravA nathI. tenI. daDhatA joI devI pragaTa thaI ne caraNamAM namI paDIne kahevA lAgI huM tArI parIkSA karavA AvI hatI. tArI daDhatA joIne prasanna thaI chuM. tuM mAMge te Apu. tyAre zreNIka kahe che mAre kAMI na joIe. kaMI mAMgatA nathI tyAre devI be ratno Ape che te levAnI zreNIke khUba nA pADI, paNa devI te tyAM mUkI cAlI gaI. be ratnamAM eka ciMtAmaNI ratna hatuM ne bIju rUpa parivartana karavA mATenuM hatuM. A je zuddha hadayathI sAdhanA kare che tene zuM nathI maLatuM! tame jene meLavavA phAMphA mAro che te ene sAmethI maLyuM chatAM levAnI nA pADe che ne tamane nathI maLatuM eTale levA mATe phAMphA mArI rahyA che. - ApaNI mULa vAta e che ke je mahArAjA zreNIkanA rUpa upara devI mugdha thaI hatI tenuM rUpa kevuM haze? AvA svarUpavAna rAjA hovA chatAM e muninuM rUpa joI khUba Azcarya pAmyA tenuM zuM kAraNa? munie saMsArano tyAga karyo che ne zreNIka rAjA saMsArI hatA. zreNIka rAjAnuM rUpa bAhya hatuM, jyAre muninA lalATamAM cAritranA teja jhaLake che. emanuM rUpa cAmaDIne bhedIne bahAra AvyuM che. rAjA muninuM rUpa joI Azcarya pAmyA che.

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- zAradA sAgara have tenA mukhamAMthI kevA zabdo sarI paDaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra - aMjanAnA lagna khUba dhAmadhUmathI thaI gayA. mAtApitAe khUba kariyAvara karyo. aMjanA ekanI eka lADIlI putrI che. sAsare vaLAvatI vakhate mAtA mane vegAnI AMkhamAMthI zrAvaNa bhAdare vahI che. mAtA putrIne haiyA samI cAMpIne kahe che beTA aMjanA! mArI keTalIka hita zikhAmaNe tArA hadayamaMdiranI dIvAla para lakhI rAkhaje. mAtAe aMjanAne ApelI hita zikhAmaNa - he vahAlasoyI dIkarI aMjanA! tuM have sAsare jAya che. tAro pAlava cekhe rAkhaje eTale ke tAruM brahmacarya nirmaLa rAkhaje. tArA patinI AjJAnuM kadI ulaMdhana karIza nahi. temanI AjJAmAM sadA tatpara raheje. sAsu-sasarAnI caMdra sUryanI jema pUjA karaje ane haMmezA temanI sevA karaje. je vaDIlenI sevA kare che te A jagatamAM sevA pAme che. temaja gurUjananI paNa sevA karaje. gurUnI sevA eTale emanuM sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA rAkhaje. uchAMchaLApaNuM kayAreya karIza nahi. kedha-mAna-mAyA ke lebhathI asatyanuM AcaraNa karIza nahi, tArA sasarAne pitAtulya mAnaje. tArI sAsune tuM mAtAnA sthAne sthApaje. tArA patine tArA deva mAnIne pUjaje. zrI navakAramaMtranuM tArA cittamAM satata dhyAna dharaje. gaMbhIratA, udAratA, sahiSNutA ane premALatA A cAra guNonA cAra pupe tArA abaDAmAM sadaiva maghamaghatA rAkhaje. tuM bhaDabhaDatA saMsAramAM paDI chuM. saMsAra e kIcaDa che. e kIcaDamAM tuM kheMcI jaIza nahi, paNa kamaLanI jema alipta raheje. he bhAgyavatI! teM jevI rIte amArA gharane tArA guNothI kaLAthI ujaLuM banAvyuM che evI rIte have tArA gharane ujaLuM karaje. paNa tArA kuLane kalaMka lAge evuM kArya karIza nahi. vaLI tuM rAjarANI thaze eTale bIjI zakaya rANIone paNa saMparka maLaze. emAM e kadAca tArA para gusse thAya te ya tuM jarAya gusse na thaIza emane tArI nAnI sagI bahena gaNaje. nAnaDIyA UMcA nIcA thAya emAM ApaNe vaDerAe zuM UMcuMnIcuM thavuM? nAnAnuM te gaLI khAvAnuM hoya. evA bhAva dilamAM hameMzA rAkhaje te tane badhAne sneha, sadbhAva, sahAnubhUti maLaze. je je jagatanI vacamAM jIvana jIvavAnuM che. e sAthenA darekanA neha, saddabhAva, sahAnubhUti vinA te jIvana akAruM banI jAya. caMdra rAhuthI Akhe ne A gaLAI jAya chatAM paNa kayAreya tapI uThato nathI. e to zItaLa ne zItaLa rahe che. tema tuM caMdranA jevI zItaLa banaje. vinaya vivekathI badhAno prema saMpAdana karI leje. karmasaMge dukhane prasaMga Ave te kSamA rAkhaje. duHkhamAM sukhanI daSTi keLavaje. he lADIlI putrI sukhamAM ke duHkhamAM tuM kadI dharmathI vimukha na banIza. dharmane na bhUlIza. A saMsAramAM jIvane sAcA mAtApitA, putra ane svAmI keNa? eka mAtra dharma. dunyavI mAtApitA

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zAradA sAgara sAcA mAtApitA nahi, kAraNa ke emane sneha ane saMrakSaNa vadhumAM vadhu A jIvananA aMta sudhI. temAM paNa emane svArtha bhaMgAte hoya te A jIvanamAM paNa sneha choDI de ne? game tevI mAMdagInA bichAne paDayA hoya te zuM e vedanA TALI zakavAnA che? nahi. dharma ApaNane evuM baLa Ape che ke jenA AdhAre aMtaranI hAyavoya aTakI jAya. A rIte mAtAe aMjanAne khUba zikhAmaNa ApI. have pavanane zuM bhalAmaNa karaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 12 aSADha vada 13 ne semavAra tA. 4-8-75 anaMta karUNAnA sAgara prabhunA mukhamAMthI nIkaLelI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. bhagavAnanI vANI varasAda jevI che. jyAre A pRthvI upara varasAda varase che tyAre aneka prakAranI vanaspatio ane auSadhio utpanna thAya che tema bhagavAnanI amI. rasadhArA samAna vANI varasavAthI ApaNe AtmAnA anaMtakALanA kamarUpI rogane kADhanArI aneka auSadhio pragaTa thAya che. karmone khapAvavA mATe saMvara ane nirjararUpI aneka auSadhio bhagavAna ApaNane batAve che. A auSadhi ApaNuM karmaregane nAbUda kare che. karmanA rogane nAza karavA mATenuM amogha auSadha jinezvara bhagavaMtanI vANImAMthI prApta thAya che. A kamaregane kADhavAnI auSadhi maLyA pachI bhAvogane nAbUda karatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. AvI amUlya auSadhinI jaDIbuTTI batAvanAra mahAna purUSane ApaNA upara keTale asIma ne anaMta upakAra che. baMdhuo! varasAda varase che tyAre darekane AnaMda thAya che. varasAda varase eTale tamane ema thAya ke jANe dhAnya varasyuM. jyAre bhagavAnanI vANI varase che tyAre jJAnI purUSane ema lAge ke jANe sukhane varasAda varase che. kAraNa ke jema varasAda dhAnya upajavAmAM asAdhAraNa hovAthI pheMko kAraNamAM kAryane upacAra karI varasAdane dhAnya varase che ema kahe che. tema bhagavAnanI vANI AlakamAM ane paralokamAM sukhanuM kAraNa hovAthI te sukha varase che ema kahevAya che. te sivAya bIjI vAta e che ke vItarAgavANInuM zravaNa AtmAne AlhAdakArI bane che. AtmAthI jIvane cha cha mahinA sudhI vagara khAdhe pIdhe ekadhArI vANI zravaNa karavA kadAca maLe chatAM tene tRpti nA thAya. jyAre varasAda paDe che tyAre kheDUte ArAmane harAma karI, zramane zaiNa banAvI khetImAM khUba prayatnazIla bane che tema bhagavAnanI vANuM varase che tyAre laghukamI AtmAo vairAgI banI A saMsAranA nazvara ane dukhadAyI sukhene tyAga karI anaMta sukhanA jjarUpa saMyama mArge prayANa kare che ane khUba suMdara cAritra pAbI, khuba purUSArtha karI

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zAradA sAgara che. anaMtakALathI pAchaLa paDelA janmajarA ane macchunA trAsamAMthI saddA mukata bane che. e prabhunI upadezadhArAnu josama dha vaheluM nIra aneka AtmAonI jIvananIkAne saMsAra sAgaranA kinAre pahoMcADavAmAM AdhArabhUta khanI jAya cAmAsAmAM sAre varasAda varase che tyAre anAja khakha pAke che. tyAre vepArIe TheraThera anAjanI dukAne khAle che ne grAhakA anAja kharIde che. tema bhagavAnanI upadezadhAzamAMthI AcAya - upAdhyAya ane anya saMte temAMthI dAna-zIyaLa-tapa-bhAva Adi mAlanI dukAnA khAle che. temAMthI AtmAthI jIvA rUpI grAhako vagara mUlye temAMthI tene je pasaMda paDe te mAla lai jAya che, tamArI dukAnomAM paisA ApIne kharIdI karavI paDe che. dukAnAmAM munImA, nAkarAne pagAra ApIne rAkhavA paDe che, jyAre amArA prabhunI A dukAna AvA viSamakALamAM koI paNa jAtanA pagAra vinA satA niHsvArtha bhAve calAve che. A prabhAva prabhunI vANIneA che. amArI dukAne pAMcamA ArAnA cheDA sudhI echAvadhatA pramANamAM khullI rahevAnI che temAM zaMkA nathI. 58 t ahI' varasAne bhagavAnanI vANI sAthe sarakhAvyA che. chatAM temAM ne prabhunI vANImAM amuka apekSAe pharaka che. varasAda varasavAthI ekAMte jIvAne sukha nathI maLatu. koi vakhata khUba varasAda vacce tyAre nadIomAM rela Ave che. e pUranA pravAhamAM moTA moTA pUla tUTI jAya che. keTalAka nAnA gAmeA taNAi jAya che, eTale jAna, mAla ane gAmAnI khuvArI thAya che. joIe teTalA varasAda varase te mAtra manuSya ane DhArAne lAbha thAya che. paNa keTalAya trasa ane sthAvara jIvAnA nAza thaI jAya che. A rIte varasAda kaMika jIvAne jIvADe che ne kaIkane mAre che. tyAre bhagavAnanI vANIthI te ekAMte jIvAne abhayadAna maLe che. kAraNa prabhunI vANIne mukhya uddeza abhayadAnanA hAya che. e upadeza sAMbhaLIne kaIka jIve abhayadAna ApanArA banI jAya che, arthAt tyAgI manI jAya che. keTalAka jIveA dezivaratanA vIkAra karI aMze trasa jIvAne abhayadvAna ApanArA ane che. mArA vAlakezvaranA zrAvakA! tame keTalA bhAgyavAna che ke tamane rAja vItarAganI amUlya vANI sAMbhaLavA maLe che. ApaNe rAjanA adhikAra vIra prabhunI aMtima vANI uttarAdhyayana sUtranuM vIsamuM adhyayana, jemAM zreNIka mahArAjA muninuM atula rUpa joI Azcarya pAmyA che. nIrakhI-nIrakhIne muninA sAmu jotAM ane thAya che ke meM rUpa tA ghaNAnA joyA paNa AnA jevuM kAinuM rUpa joyu nathI. emanA mukhamAMthI sahaja bhAve zabdo sarI paDayA H aho, vaNNo aho ruvaM, aho ajjassa somayA / aho khaMti aho mutti, aho bhoge asaMgayA || utta. sU. a. 20, gAthA che.

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zAradA sAgara ahe! zuM A munino varNa che! zuM enuM rUpa che! ahIM tamane thaze ke varNa ane rUpamAM zuM phera? ahIM varNa ane rUpamAM phera che. jema koI mANasanA zarIrane AkAra suMdara hoya tenI sAthe tenI cAmaDIne varNa paNe suMdara hoya te tene tame saundaryavAna ke suvarNavAna kahe che ne! jema senAne suvarNa kaho che. zA mATe? ene raMga pILe che tethI? je raMgane kAraNe kahetA ho te pittaLano varNa senA jevo pILe ja che ne? chatAM ene suvarNa kema nathI kahetA? kAraNa ke suvarNamAM rUpanI sAthe guNa rahelA che. senAne tame dharatImAM dATo te tenA paramANuomAM evI vizeSatA che ke varSo sudhI jamInamAM rAkhIne kADhaze te paNa tenuM vajana ochuM nahi thAya. tene kATa caDhaze nahi. paNa je pittaLane pAMca-sAta varSa sudhI jamInamAM dATI rAkhavAmAM Ave to tenA upara kATa caDhI jaze, saDavA jevuM thaI jaze. paNa senAmAM evI cIkAza che ke te saDatuM nathI. bIju te vajanamAM bhAre hoya che. trIjI vAta enA paramANuomAM evI cIkAza hoya che ke tene jhINAmAM jhINo tAra kADhI zakAya che. A rIte senAmAM varNanI sAthe bIjI vizeSatAo hovAthI tene suvarNa kahevAmAM Ave che. kevaLa varNanI samAnatA hoya paNa guNa na hoya te e varNa upara che. pittaLamAM ne suvarNa mAM varNanI samAnatA che paNa guNamAM samAnatA nathI. A rIte anAthI muninuM rUpa te che paNe sAthe guNanI vizeSatA che. rUpanI sAthe je guNa hoya te senAmAM sugaMdha bhaLI jAya tevuM bane che. paNa Aje to guNanI kiMmata aMkAtI nathI. cAmaDAnA seMdaryanI kiMmata aMkAya che. ApaNAmAM rahelA ke dhAdi kaSAye paNa saudaryanA duzmana che. je tamAre sAcA saundaryavAna banavuM hoya te durgAne daphanAvavA paDaze ane dilanI tijorImAM saddaguNano khajAno bhare joIze. jenA dilanI tijorImAM saddaguNano khajAne bharyo che te jyAM jAya che tyAM pUjAya che. Aje bhale tame bAhyarUpane jotA thaI gayA paNa aMtarAtmAne pUchaze te ane te AMtarika sauMdarya rUce che. paNa Aje te Atmasaundaryane choDI dehanuM sauMdarya vadhAravAmAM mAnava racepa rahe che. je saundarya kSaNabhaMgura che tene vadhAravAmAM mAnava tene amUlya samaya veDaphI rahyo che. paNa eTaluM yAda rAkhajo ke rUpanI chAyAmAM kAmarUpI zayatAnane vAsa che. rUpa hAya, zaNagAra saje, TApaTIpa kare AthI ajJAnI chane vikAra utpanna thAya che. mATe TApaTIpa tyAga karavA jevA che. -- nazvara dehanA rUpane meha nA kare" - A zarIranA sauMdaryamAM bharatI pachI oTa Ave che. jema sanatakumAra cakravatinuM sauMdarya kevuM hatuM jene jovA devalokamAMthI deve pRthvI upara AvyA. paNa jyAM zarIramAM soLa rege utpanna thayA eTale badhuM sauMdarya vilIna thaI gayuM. paNa AtmAnuM sauMdarya evuM che ke je dinapratidina vadhatuM rahe

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100 zAradA sAgara che ne zAzvata rahe che. jyAre dehanuM sauMdarya jIvanane aMta thatAM nAza pAme che. mahAna purUSe pitAnA deha, sauMdarya vaDe nahi paNa pitAnA AtmasauMdarya vaDe cAre tarapha zItaLatA prasarAve che. anAthI muninuM dehasauMdarya te hatuM ja. te sAthe AtmasauMdarya paNa khIleluM hatuM. tenA prabhAve zreNaka rAjAe bagIcAmAM praveza karyo tenI sAthe zItaLatAno anubhava thayo. A te sAdhunI vAta thaI paNa saMsArI che paNa kevA hoya che te dAkhalo ApuM. sAcuM rUpa kayuM? - eka amerikane pitAnA bAbAne eka vakhata kaheluM ke abrAhama liMkana te khUba beDoLa che. eka divasa- rastAmAM A amerikanane abrAhama liMkanane bheTe thaI gaye. emanI sAthe hAtha milAvIne teNe bALakane liMkananI oLakhANa ApI. pele nAnuM bALaka liMkananA mukha sAme ekITaze joI rahyo. liMkananA mukha upara prasannatA hatI. mIThuM hAsya hatuM. liMkanane hasatA joI pelo bAbo paNa hasI paDaze. liMkane tene premathI UMcakI lIdhe. chAtI sAthe cAM ne hAthamAM eka cokaleTa ApI. bAba khuza khuza thaI gaye ne kahevA lAgya-pappA! tame te kahetA hatAne ke liMkana to game evA nathI paNa mane te e bahu game che. jemane svabhAva madhura, premALa ne zAMta che. te bhale cAmaDIthI baLa hoya chatAM bIjA upara pitAnuM varcasva jamAvI zake che. prema, nikhAlasatA, udAratA, vizvAsa Adi sadaguNo AtmasaMdarya vadhAravAnA sAdhana che. mAnavIne bAhya ThaThArAthI mAna maLatuM nathI. zuddha cAritrathI mAna meLavI zake che. mAnI lo ke keI bahene soLa zaNagAra sajyA heya, lAlI lagADI hoya paNa je tenI AMkhamAM zarama na hoya, haiyAmAM prema na hoya te e badhe sAja ane zaNagAra nakAmo che. eka vakhata konphayusTase tenI vahAlI putrIne pUchayuM-beTA ! gAla upara cepaDavAnI sArAmAM sArI lAlI kaI? tyAre putrI kahe che pitAjI! strIo mATe je sArAmAM sArI lAlI hoya te te lajajA che. tame dararoja savAranA praharamAM uThIne rUpa vadhAravAmAM samaya gumAve che. arisAmAM rUpa joIne harakhAva che. paNa vicAra karajo rUpanI pAchaLa pAgala banIne je kaMI karma thaI gayuM te kalaMkano DAgha jIvanabhara sArAmAM sArA sAbunI hajAro geTIo laIne devA mathaze te paNa nahi jAya. bhale bAhA rUpa na maLyuM hoya to tethI nirAza thavAnI jarUra nathI. AjathI Atmika seMdarya vadhAravAmAM lAgI jAva. Atmika saMdarya eTale guNa. jJAnInI daSTie jeTalI guNanI mahattA che teTalI rUpanI nathI. rUpa che paNa guNa nathI te kAMI kiMmata nathI - eka vakhata unALAnA divasamAM baporanA samaye mahArAjA vikramAditya ane temanA mAnInaya kavi kAlidAsa zAnageSThi karI rahyA hatA tyAre vAtavAtamAM rAjA vikrame kahyuM-he kAlidAsa! ApanAmAM

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zAradA sAgara 101 jeTalI vidvatA che eTale Apane cahero suMdara hota te sAruM thAta. kavi kAlidAsa kaMI jevA tevA na hatA. khUba vicakSaNa hatA. A zabdo kahevAnI pAchaLa rAjAne zuM bhAva che te samajI gayA. A zabdo pAchaLa rAjAne tenA rUpanuM abhimAna hatuM. kavi A vAta barAbara samajatA hatA. DI vAra pachI rAjAne pANInI tarasa lAgI. kavi kAlidAse pAse paDelA senAnA leTAmAM pANI ApyuM. eka ghUMTaDo pANI pItA rAjA belI uThayA are ! pANI to garamAgarama che. ThaMDuM pANI che ke nahi? hA che. paNa senAnA pAtramAM nathI. mATInA pAtramAM che. kavi kAlidAse vyaMgamAM kahyuM-rAjA kahe bhalene game temAM heya. mAre te ThaMDu pANI joIe che ne ! mATInA kuMjAmAMthI kAlidAse ThaMDu pANI ApyuM. e pANI pIvAthI rAjAnI tRSA zAMta thaI gaI. pachI kavi kAlidAse rAjAne dhImethI kahyuM. mahArAjA! pANI te baMne pAtramAM sarakhuM bharyuM hatuM, paNa senAnA leTAmAM bhareluM pANI garama thaI gayuM ane mATInA pAtramAM bhareluM pANI ThaMDu thayuM. evI rIte vidvatA ke mahAnatAne rUpa-kurUpa sAthe koI saMbaMdha nathI. duniyAmAM evA ghaNAya mANasa che ke rUpamAM ene jeTe na jaDe paNa guNamAM moTuM mIMDu hoya che. rUpanI sAthe guNa hoya te enI zobhA che. kavi kAlidAsanI vAta sAMbhaLI vikramAditya mauna thaI gayA. - sauMdarya viSe mahAtmA gAMdhIjInA pustakamAM paNa eka jagyAe lakhyuM che ke tuM zaNagAra ke saja? zaNagAra dehane sajAvaze ke AtmAne ? AtmAne. te AtmAne kayA zaNagAra sajAvavAnA AtmAne sadgaNanA zaNagAra sajavAnA che. AtmA saguNane bhaMDAra, satya zIyaLane zaNagAra, enI zebhA aparaMpAra (2) he AtmA! tuM saguNane zaNagAra sajI le. kAraNa ke tAre paramAtmA rUpI patine tyAM javAnuM che. mArA bhAIo ne mArI bahena ! huM tamane kahuM chuM ke tame AvA zaNagAra saje. AjanI TApaTIpa ane sauMdarya keTaluM khataranAka che! kaMIka bahene zaNagAra sajIne taiyAra thaIne bahAra nIkaLe che e joIne bIjA purUSanI dRSTi bagaDe che. te emAM e karmabaMdhananuM nimitta bane che. satI strIo patinuM mana raMjana karavA rAtre game teTalA zaNagAra saje, badhuM kare paNa savAra paDatAM eve sAde veza paherave joIe ke keInuM mana bagaDe nahi. AgaLanI satI strIonA cAritra upara kaI tarApa mAravA Ave te prANa kADhatI paNa cAritra gumAvatI nahi. jJAnI bhagavaMtoe kahyuM che ke tuM cAritranuM rakSaNa karaje. je. cAritra gumAvavAne vakhata Ave te jIbha karaDIne marI jaje paNa cAritra gumAvIza nahi. zIyaLanA rakSaNa mATe ApaghAta karavAmAM pApa nathI. keI mANasa gharanA kalezathI kapAyane

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102 zAradA sAgara vaza thaine kereAsIna chAMTIne maLI mare. AvI rIte maravAthI jIva adhatimAM jAya che. paNa upasarga Ave tyAre samabhAvamAM rame tenu kalyANa thAya che. gajasukumAre dIkSA lIdhI te ja divase zmazAna bhUmikAmAM khAramI paDamA vahana karavA gayA ne sAmale upasa ApyA. te samaye keTalI samatA rAkhI! te karmane prajALIne meAkSamAM gayA. dRSTi savaLI hAya te ka tUTe che, nahitara karyuM baMdhAya che. cAritranI dRDhatA :- caDhanamALAnA pitA dhivAhana rAjA laDAimAM mRtyu pAmyA tyAre tenI mAtA dhAIi devI ane canakhALA ane rathamAM besIne nAsI chUTayA. mA-dIkarI rathamAM beThA che. mAtA peAtAnI vaDAlI putrIne kahe che beTA! ApaNA rAjapATa gayA. tArA pitAjI mRtyu pAmyA. bhale badhuM gayuM paNa ApaNuM cAritra na jAya tenu khUba lakSa rAkhavAnu che. DAhI mAtA putrIne zIkhAmaNa Ape che. jo zIyaLa javAnA prasaMga Ave te jIbha karaDIne marI javu zreSTha che. paNa cAritra na javuM joie. ratha hAMkanArA sArathI badhuM sAMbhaLe che chatAM dhAriNIdevI upara tenI draSTi bagaDI. te khelyA. tame zA mATe raDeA che ne maravAnI vAta zA mATe karA che ? have tamAre zuM duHkha che? huM dhAriNIdevI! tamane mAre ghera laI jaIne mArI patnI banAvavAne chuM. mana mAnyuM sukha ApIza. pachI zuM duHkha che? kSaNa pahelAM zIyaLa kema sAcavavu tenA pATha peAtAnI putrIne bhaNAvI rahI hatI. te dhAriNI mAtAe sArathIne ghaNA samajAvye. tenI kubuddhi kADhavA ghaNA prayatno karyA chatAM jyAre nA samajye tyAre tyAM ne tyAM jIbha karaDIne peAtAnA jIvananA aMta lAvI dIdhA. eNe pratyakSa pUrAveA karI khatAnyeA. A joine sArathI camakayA. A zuM karyuM? A banAva anavAthI sArathInu mana badalAI gayuM. ahA ! A satInI vAte mAtra vANImAM ja nathI paNa vartanamAM che. caMdanamALAnA sukha-duHkhanI saMgAthI mAtA paNa mRtyu pAmI eTale e khUba galazaI gaI. tyAre sAthI kahe che bahena! tArI mAtA upara mArI kudRSTi thaI hatI paNa .tArA upara nahi karuM. tuM gabharAiza nahi. sArathI tene peAtAne ghera lAvyeA. manamAM vicAra karyo ke mArI patnI teA thavAnI nathI teA kaIka lAbha meLavuM. bajAramAM ene vecI tA sArA paisA maLaze. caMdanamALAnA jara azubha karmane uchALeA che eTale sArathIne vecavAnuM mana thayuM. sArathI canamALAne bharabajAramAM mAthe ghAsane pULe! mUkIne UbhI rAkhe che. eTale vezyA tenu rUpa joine tene levA taiyAra thai. sArathI paNa ene ApavA taiyAra thayA, tyAre cakranA pUche che ke bahena tame mane kharIdavA taiyAra thayA che. pazu tame pahelAM mane e kaheA ke tArA gharanA AcAra vicAra zuM che? tamArA gharanA niyama zu che ? tyAre vezyA kahe che. mArA ghera te nitya navA zaNugAra sajavAnA ne nitya navA purUSanuM mana raMjana karavAnuM, e mArA gharanA AcAra vicAra che. A

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zAradA sAgara 103 sAMbhaLI caMdanabALAnA dilamAM khUba du:kha thayuM. aho karmarAjA! tuM kevA nAca nacAve che! tArI karAmata judI che. mane kaSTa paDe tenuM duHkha nathI paNa teM mane kyAMya nahi ne vezyAne ghera vecI ! Ama bolatAM te mUcha khAIne dharatI para DhaLI paDI. bhAnamAM Ave che tyAre bole che te zAsanadeva! mArI lAja rAkhavI tAre hAtha che. mArI lAja jaze te te tArI jaze. mArA jIvana kerI nAva, tAre hAthe pI che. cAhe DUbADe ke tAra, tAre hAthe soMpI che. enI prArthanAno sUra devalokamAM pahoMcI gaye. zIyaLanA rakSaka devenuM Asana calAyamAna thayu. tarata deve satIne sahAya karavA deDI AvyA. vAMdarAnuM rUpa laIne vezyAne cAre bAjuthI valarI nAMkhI. keI vIMchInuM rUpa laIne DaMkha devA lAgyA ne vezyA te kaMTALI gaI. A chokarIne laI javAnI vAta karI ne Ama banyuM. mAre A nathI joItI ema kahIne cAlI gaI. jene dharma pratye aDaga zraddhA che tene deve paNa sahAya kare che. theDIvAre bIjA eka zeTha Ave che. caMdanAnuM mukha joIne enA aMtaramAM lAgaNI ubharAI. kevI suMdara chokarI che. keI ucca kuLanI bALakI che, paNa duHkhanI mArI enI A dazA thaI lAge che. huM ene mAre ghare laI jAuM. vicAra karIne kharIdavA AvyA - tyAre caMdanabALA pUche che bApujI! ApanA gharane AcAra ke che? zeTha khUba dharmavAna hatA. kahe che beTA roja savAra sAMja sAmAyika pratikramaNa karavA, gAmamAM saMta hoya te temanI vANIne lAbha levo. AThama pAkhI piSadha karavA e mArA gharane AcAra che. A sAMbhaLI caMdanA rAjI rAjI thaI gaI. zeTha caMdanAne laI gayA. zeThanA ghare rahI dharmArAdhanA kare che. potAnI putrInI jema zeTha caMdanAne sAcave che. zeThane dharmatattvane khUba rasa hatuM eTale bApa dIkarI bane dharmakaraNa sAthe karatA. zeThane paNa khaba AnaMda Ave che. caMdana caMdana kahetAM jIbha sUkAtI nathI. A joI dhanAvAha zeThanI patnI mULAne IrSyA AvI. aho! zeTha te A chokarInI pAchaLa pAgala banyA che. basa have te ene pUchIne badhuM kare che. mAruM te kaMI mAna nahi. daSTi daSTimAM phera che. potAnI AMkhamAM kamaLo hoya te badhuM pILuM dekhAya che. daSTi jyAre duSTa bane che tyAre kevo anartha sarje che. IrSyA zuM nathI karatI? :- eka vakhata evuM banyuM. zeTha snAna karavA beThA. caMdanabALA zeThane garama pANInI Dola ApavA gaI. caMdanabALAe snAna kareluM eTale vALa chUTA hatA. enA vALa khUba lAMbA hatA eTale laTa nIce paDI. eTale zeTha kahe che beTA ! tArA vALa bagaDe che. ema kahIne zeThe vALanI laTa pakaDI UMcI nAMkhI. A zeThANa joI gayA. eTale enA manamAM thaI gayuM ke basa. A zeTha Ane dIkarI dIkarI kare che paNa

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zAradA sAgara ene patnI banAvavA uThayA che. mArA jIvatAM zAya Ave te mArAthI kema sahana thAya! A rIte enA dilamAM irSyAnI Aga pragaTI. khIjI tarapha zeThane traNa-cAra dvivasa mATe ahAragAma javAnuM banyu eTale zeThANIne joitu maLI gayuM. 104 canamALAne kahe che tuM mArA gharamAM AvIne mArI zAkaya thavA beThI chuM. have joi le tArI dazA karuM chuM. caMdranA kahe khA! tamane mArA mATe AveA vicAra kema AnyA? huM teA tamArI dIkarI ja chuM. mULA kahe che mAre tArU lekacara sAMbhaLavuM nathI. ema kahI hajAmane khAlAvI tenA mAthe muMDana karAvI, cune cApaDI, hAtha pagamAM beDI paherAvI ane bhAMyarAmAM pUrI dIdhI ane gharanI vADakIthI laine tamAma cIjo kabaje karI peAtAnA piyara bhegI thai gai. ceAthe dvivase zeThe Ave che. ghara khaMdha che. zeThANI gharamAM nathI. zeTha vicAra kare che badhuM khadha karIne zeThANI kayAM gayA haze? kadAca piyara gayA haze. e bhale gayA paNa mArI cakranA kayAM gaI? cana-caMdrana karIne zeTha bUmeA pADe che. A tarapha canamALA padmAsana lagAvI ekacitte navakAra maMtrane jApa kare che. zeAdhatAM zeSatAM zeTha bheAMyarAmAM AvyA. caMdanAnI A dazA joine zeTha pachADu khAine paDayA. beTA! tArI A dazA kANe karI? zuM banyuM? caMdranA kahe pitAjI! mArA krame A dazA thai che. devAnupriye! mahAna purUSA kAMya vakhate koIne doSa ApatA nathI. potAnA karmAne doSa de che. zeTha kahe che beTA ! bahAra cAla. traNa divasanI bhUkhI che. tane khAvA ApuM. paNa kAi cIja eka thALI paNa bahAra rAkhI nathI. zuM kare ? gheADAne mATe aDadanA bAkaLA khAphelA hatA te bahAra paDayA hatA ne eka sUpaDuM paDayuM hatuM. zeThe sUpaDAmAM bAkaLA kADhIne dIdhA paNa hAtha-pagamAM beDI jaDelI che. kevI rIte khAya ? canakhALA uMbarAmAM beThI che. eka paga bahAra ne eka krUra che. hAthamAM sUpaDuM che temAM khAkaLA che. zeTha kahe che beTA ! huM. meDI teADavA luhArane khelAvavA jAu chuM. zeTha luhArane khelAvavA gayA. khIjI tarapha caDhanA manamAM vicAra kare che, ahA! traNa traNa divasanA upavAsa che. Aje pAraNuM che. A samaye kAi saMta munirAja padhAre te mane lAbha maLe. ATalA duHkhamAM paNa kevI suMdara bhAvanA che! kayAre Avaze ghera munirAja cana juve vATalaDI. gharanA AMgaNiyAmAM te beThI hatI. sUkA bALA sivAya kAMi nathI mukhe gaNatI hatI navakAra....caMdana juve vATalaDI... sUpaDAmAM lukhA-sukA khAkaLA che, paNa bhAvanA keTalI utkRSTa! tamAre AMgaNe sata Ave tyAre nirdoSa gaucarI vaheArAvavAnA bhAva rAkho paNa AdyAkI AhAra kayAre paNa nA vaheArAvaze. zeTha luhArane khelAvavA gayA ne caMdanamALA bhAvanA bhAve che tyAM

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zAradA sAgara 105 zuM banyuM? ApaNuM parama tAraka prabhu mahAvIra svAmI jyAre chadamasthAvasthAmAM hatA tyAre tera belano abhigraha dhAryo hato. pAMca mAsane upara paccIsa divasa pUrA thayA hatA. A aghora tapasvI ghara ghara ne galI galImAM ghUme che paNa abhigraha pUro thato nathI. eka vakhata chamAsI tapa kare saheluM che. paNa abhigraha kare kaThIna che. kAraNa ke upavAsavALAne sthAnakamAM besIne tapa karavAnuM che, paNa je sAdhu abhigraha kare che temane to bIjA prahare abhigraha pUro karavA bahAra paribhramaNa karavuM paDe. caMdanabALAnA hRdayanI bhAvanA phaLI":- zAsana nAyaka prabhu mahAvIra pharatA pharatA tyAM padhAryA. prabhune AvatA jaI caMdanabALAnA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. A tarapha prabhue joyuM ke A rAjakumArI che. cauTe vecA che. mAthe muMDana, hAtha-pagamAM beDI, traNa traNa divasanI upavAsI, eka paga uMbarAnI bahAra ne bIjo aMdara che. hAthamAM sUpaDuM che. temAM sUkA bAkaLA che. pitAne abhigraha pUre thavAmAM eka bela ghaTe che. A joI prabhu pAchA pharyA. prabhune pAchA pharatA joI caMdanAnuM hRdaya cirAI gayuM te bolavA lAgI - Avo Avo deva mArA sUnA sUnA dvAra mArA AMgaNu sUnA, retI retI caMdanabALA vinave che Aja mArA AMgaNu sanA. he prabhujI! tamane ochuM zuM AvyuM daDadaDa AMsu paDayA... mArA AMgaNu sUnA. he prabhujI! Apane zuM ochuM AvyuM ke Apa pAchA pharyA! kyAM rAjakumArI ne kyAM cauTe vecANa ! mULA mAtAe duHkha dIdhA chatAM manamAM ochuM nathI AvyuM ke mArI A dazA thaI! saheja paNa manamAM duHkha nathI thayuM. zeThe bahAragAmathI AvIne pUchyuM ke beTA ! tArI A dazA kema? chatAM nathI bolI ke mArI mAtAe mArI A dazA karI che. basa, je samaye je maLe temAM samabhAva rAkhe. duniyAmAM sukhamAMthI sukha zodhanArA ghaNuM maLe che paNa duHkhamAMthI sukha zodhanArA te viralA hoya che. jJAnI AtmA ema samaje che ke sukha jogavatA puNya khatama thaI jAya che. ne pApa baMdhAya che. jyAre samabhAve dukha jogavatAM pApa khatama thaI jAya che ne AtmA nirmaLa bane che. aghera duHkha paDayA tyAre caMdanabALAnA mukha upara AnaMda hatuM. rAjapATa-vaibhava vilAsa gayA tyAre je duHkha nathI thayuM tenA karatAM anaMtagaNuM duHkha prabhu pAchA pharyA tenuM thayuM. AMkhamAMthI daDadaDa azrunI dhArA vahevA lAgI. ne prabhune vinavavA lAgI nAtha! mArA para kRpA kare ne pAchA phare. tyAM prabhue pAchuM vALIne joyuM. enI AMkhamAM AMsu joIne pAchA pharyA. prabhune caMdanA kahe che te mArA nAtha! mArI pAse baraphI paeNDA nathI, meva miSTAnna ke ghArI-ghebara nathI. A lukhA sukA aDadanA bAkaLA che tene grahaNa karIne mane pAvana kare. caMdanabALA evI harSamAM AvI gaI ke ene khabara na rahI ke mArA hAthamAM

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zAradA sAgara teA kheDI jaDI che, kevI rIte bAkaLA vaheArAvuM ! harSanA AvezamAM AvI prabhune vaheArAvavA hAtha UMcA kare che tyAM zuM banyuM! 106 eDI tUTI ne mAthe vALa thayA, caMdanabALAnA duHkha dUra thayA, tyAM tA thai gayA camatkAra.......caMdguna juve vATalaDI...... jyAM vaheArAvavA hAtha upADayA tyAM tAta kheDI tUTI gai. mAthe suMdara keza thai gayA ne eDInI jagyAe ratnajaDita kaMkaNa thaI gayA. AkAzamAM devaduduMbhI vAgI. ne sADAtraNa kreDa senaiyAnI vRSTi thai. harSabhera khAkaLA vaheArAvyA ne prabhue karapAtramAM vaheAryAM. prabhune abhigraha pAMca mAsa ne paccIsa divase caMdanabALAnA hAthe pUrNa thayeA. AkhA gAmamAM khabara paDI gai. mULA zeThANI hAthamAM jhaDU laine doDatA AvyA ne seAnAmahArA vALIne bhegI karavA gayA. tyAM devA kahe che he mULA ! e lakSmIne tuM nahi aDI zake. ene levAneA tArA adhikAra nathI. e tA caMdananA puNyanI lakSmI che. AkhI nagarImAM jayajayakAra vartAi gayA. chevaTe rAjA-rANIne khakhara paDI tee paNa elI uThayA-dhanya che tene ke jenA hAthe prabhunA abhigraha pUrNa thayeA. e kANu pavitra AtmA haze? enA darzana karavA khUda rAjA-rANI AvyA. jue che te peAtAnI bhANeja che. rANI mRgAvatI canakhALAnA mAsI hatA. rANI kahe che- beTA ! gAmanI rAjarANI tArI mAsI beThI hAya ne tAre ahIM avAya? tuM kayAre AvI ne zuM banyuM? badhI vAta karI. mAsInI AMkhamAM hRdaMDa AMsu paDayA. caDhanA kahe che mAsI! je thayuM te mArA sArA mATe. Apa zA mATe raDe che? aMdhue ! A caMdanabALAnA jakhkhara kanA uchALeA hatA. te samaye jo A mAsImAne ghera gai hata te tene mAsI oLakhata paNa nahi. dhakko mArIne kADhI mUkta. kAraNa ke krameya kALe vahAlA paNa vairI banI jAya che. puNyanA udaya hAya tyAre dUranA sagA paNa najIkanA sagA thatA Ave che ne khammA khammA kare che. Aje canakhALAnI vAta kema AvI? ApaNI mULa vAta rUpa ane guNanI hatI. sAcuM sau kAne kahevAya te viSaya upara Aje ghaNuM kahevAI gayuM che. ahIM zreNIka rAjA anAthI muninA rUpamAM mugdha banI gayA che. tethI temanA mukhamAMthI saheje khelAi gayuM. zuM muninA varNa che ne zu rUpa che! have AgaLa zu heze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. : caritra - mAtA maneAvegAe raDatI AMkhe pachI pavanakumArane kahe che-jamAIrAja! have mAru zreSTha jamAine pAmIne hu kRtakRtya banI gaI chuM. tame mArI A lADIlI putrI upara khUba rahema najara aMjanAne ghaNI zikhAmaNa ApyA kApatI gayu che. tamAza jevA Apane mArI 'khAsa bhalAmaNa che ke rAkhajo. tamane mahA guNusaMpanna

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107 zAradA sAgara joyA che. tethI mArI A putrI tamane soMpI che. tamArA jevA guNanidhinA saMparkathI A paNu guNavatI khanaze. caMdananA vanamAM caMdananI suvAsanA saMparkathI pAsenA lIbaDA paNa caMdana jevI suvAsavALA khanI jAya che. haraNanI DUMTImAM peThelI dhULa paNa kasturInI suvAsa pakaDe che, tema tamArA sa MparkathI A putrI gusamRdhdha thAo ane ene tame arAbara saMbhALajo. ATalu kahIne aMjanAne kahe che beTA ! kayAreka tArA mAtA-pitAne yAda karaje eTaluM kheAlatAM mAtAnuM haiyuM bharAI AvyuM. ajanA mAtAnA caraNamAM mastaka mUkI khUba raDI ane mAtAnI zubhASiSa mAgatAM kahyuM- he vahAlaseAyI mAtA ! tArI premabharI hita zikhAmaNane humeMzA mArA hRdayamAM kAtarI rAkhIza. ATalu kahIne aMjanAe peAtAnI sakhI vasaMtamAlAne sAthe lai pavanakumAranA vimAnamAM paga mUkayA aMjanAe vimAnanI khArImAMthI DAkIyu karI mAtA-pitAnA madhura darzana karI lIdhA. jotajotAmAM te pavanajI ne aMjanA ratanapura pahoMcI gayA. tyAM zuM khanaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na.-13 aSADa vada 14 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 5-8-75 anaMta jJAnI mahAna purUSA jagatanA jIvAne upadeza ApatA kahe che ke ana MtakALathI saMsAramAM jIvane rakhaDAvanAra hAya te te meAhanIya ka che. kAraNa ke ATheya karmanA rAjA hAya tA te mAhanIya karma che. e meAhanIya karmanA be bheda che. darzana meAhanIya ane cAritra meAhanIya. temAM prathama darzana mAhanIya ka` khape pachI cAritra mehanIya khape che. A mAhanIya karma khape te khIjA traNa ghAtI karmo te te ApoApa khapI jAya che. jema koi lazkaranA senAdhipati pakaDAi jAya te khIjA sainikAne pakaDatA vAra lAgatI nathI. tema mehanIyane pakaDayu ke khIjA badhA pakaDAI gayA samajo. A saMsAra rUpI vRkSanuM bIja Aya te te dana mehanIya che. A bIja khabI jAya teA AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya. A karmone lIdhe jIva mithyAtvamAM derAya che. ene AtmAnI vAtA gamatI nathI. jyAM sudhI jIvane AtmAnI anubhUti na thAya tyAM sudhI AtmAnI vAtA ene kalpanAnA meAjA jevI amAra lAge che. je gharamAM A AtmadharmanI samajaNu Ave tenuM ghara svarga jevuM khanI jAya che. jema dUdha ubharAI jAya che tema khIjAnA ADaMbara joIne mana te tarapha ubharAI jAya ne te tarapha javA mATe prerAya te te dharma samajayA nathI. jyAre mithyAtvanI graMthInA bhedna thAya tyAre AMkhe jhAMkhA paNa AtmAnA anubhava thAya. A bheda jJAna che. A eka zarIra che temAM caitanya svarUpa eve AtmA beThelA che. seAnIne seAnAnu` bhedajJAna heAya che eTale e pArakhI zake che ke A sAnu che ne A mATI che. mIThAnu pANI pItAMpItAM ane sAkaranuM pANI pItAMpItAM ema

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108 zAradA sAgara, jANI zakAya che ke A mIThAnuM pANI che ne A sAkaranuM pANI che. tyAM khArA ane ganyAnuM bhedajJAna thayuM ne? A rIte duniyAnA dareka padArthonuM bhedajJAna thAya che paNa AtmAnuM bhedajJAna thayuM che? jyAre tame kAmakAjamAMthI nivRtta thAvuM che tyAre kadI e vicAra Ave che ke A dehamAM koNa beThuM che? jyAre anubhavanuM jJAna thAya tyAre vicAre ke A zarIra juduM che te temAM vasanAre huM paNa jude chuM. Indriye zarIrane AdhIna che ane jJAna AtmAne AdhIna che. jJAna e AtmAne guNa che. bharata cakravati cha khaMDanuM rAjya calAvatA paNa temAM anAsakta bhAve rahetA. e mAnatA ke A badhA vaibhava vilAsa zarIra badhuM mArAthI para che. huM tenAthI nyAre chuM. A bhAva Ave pachI cIkaNu karma na baMdhAya ne? Aje saMsAranA padArthonA bhedajJAnavALA ghaNAM che paNa AtmAnA bhedajJAnavALA bahu alpa che. jeo paddagalika sukhamAM masta rahe che temanI pAse AtmAnA jJAnanI vAta karavAmAM Ave te e karanAranI majAka uDAve. eka vakhata pAMca sAta mitre dArU pIne sTezane gayA. temaNe pUnAnI TikiTa lIdhI ne gADImAM beThA. khUba dArU pIdhe hatuM eTale nazo khUba caDha. gADI upaDI ne vaDodarA raTezana AvyuM. tyAM TikiTa mAstare AvIne kahyuM TikiTa batAve. TikiTa mAstare TikiTa joIne kahyuM, Ato pUnAnI TikiTa che. dArUDiyA kahe, hA. amAre tyAM javuM che. TikiTa mAstara kahe bhAI! A te vaDedarA AvyuM, tyAre dArUDiyA mitro kahe che te tamArA DrAyavaranI bhUla che, jAva, tame tamArA DrAyavarane kaho ke gADI pAchI upADe. pahele dArUDiye bIjAne pUche che kema barAbara ne? bIje trIjA ane trIjo cethAne pUche che tyAre badhA kahe che hA. vAta barAbara che. ahIM badhAnI bahumati che. tyAre TikiTa mAstare namratAthI kahyuM-bhAIo! tame utarI jAva. gADI beTI pakaDI che. dArUDiye kahe ame utaravAnA nathI. ame paisA ApyA che. mata beThA nathI ema kahIne hasavA lAgyA. TikiTa mAstara samajI gayA ke A lokone dArUne na caDhele che. teo samaje tema nathI. te rIte jIve jyAre mehanA nazAmAM hoya tyAre tene keI AtmAnI vAta samajAve to sAMbhaLe nahi. AtmAnA bhedajJAna mATe jenA darzana mohanIya karmane kSayapazama thaye hoya ne jJAnane sUrya prakAzita thayela hoya tene apUrva avasara kahI zakAya - jyAre AtmAne bhedajJAna thAya che tyAre syAdavAdane paNa samaje che. syAdavAdanI daSTie vicArIe te AtmA dvavyApekSAe nitya che ne paryAyanI apekSAe anitya che. AtmA pratye nitya che paNa paryAye palaTAya, bALAdika vaya traNanuM jJAna ekane thAya. manuSya marIne tiryaMca thAya, deva nArakI thAya. A badhe joIe te zarIra badalAyuM

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zAradA sAgara 109 che paNa AtmA badalA nathI. manuSyane janma thAya tyAre nAnuM zarIra hoya pachI dhIme dhIme moTe thatAM yuvAvasthAne pAme che. pachI vRddha thAya che. A badhI dehanI paryAye che. AtmAnI nathI. jyAre AvuM dravya paryAyanuM anubhava jJAna thaze tyAre koI vAtane jIva taMta nahi kare. bahAranA ragaDA-jhaghaDAmAM nahi paDe. AtmA dravya dazAmAM vItarAga che paNa jyAM paryAya dazA che tyAM kaleza-kaMkAsa che. mANasane ghaDIkamAM AMsu Ave ne ghaDIkamAM AnaMda thAya, ghaDIkamAM zoka thAya. A badhuM zuM che? A badhA paryAya bhAva che. aNusamajaNamAM raDatuM hatuM ne samajaNa AvI tyAre te hasate thaye. ahIM zuM jAdu thayuM? samaya badalAye ke saMga badalAyA? kaMi nahi. mAtra manuSyanI daSTi badalAI che. darzana mehanIya tUTe che ke tarata AtmA upara rahelA vAdaLa khasatA jAya che. ne AtmAne prakAza pragaTa thAya che. bhedajJAna thatAM AtmAmAM eka zUrAtana Ave che ne pitAne bhAna thAya che ke A mAro AtmA vartamAna kALamAM che eTaluM ja nahi paNa trikAlAbAdhita che. bhUtakALamAM huM have, vartamAnamAM chuM ne anaMtakALa sudhI rahevAne chuM. adhyAtmayogI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja kahe che ke kALa badhAne khAya che. evuM kaI tattava nathI ke jene kALa na khAte heya. jema ke sImenTanA majabUtamAM majabUta makAnone paNa kALa hacamacAvI de che. lekhaMDanI mazInarIne paNa kALa ghasI nAMkhe che. A badhI cIjone kALa khAya che paNa e kALane anaMtAsiddha bhagavate khAI jAya che tethI ApaNe kahIe chIe ke "name siddhANuM." mANasa mAne ke ame bhege bheLavI lIdhA. have kaMI bhegavavAnuM bAkI nathI rahyuM paNa bhege kahe che ke tuM nahi hoya te paNa ame te rahevAnA chIe. traNe kALamAM kALa te rahevAne che paNa ApaNe A deha choDIne ahIMthI cAlyA javAnA chIe. AjathI so varSa pachI atyAre je beThA che temAMthI A duniyA upara koI nahi hoya. tame bhalene bilDIMga upara meTA akSare tamAruM nAma lakhAve ke phalANA menzana, phalANa hAusa, paNa baMdhuo ! A badhuM choDIne jIvane javAnuM che. tame gADImAM TikiTa laIne bese, sUI jAva ke UbhA rahe. game te kare paNa gADI te cAlu rahevAnI che ne tenuM sTezana AvavAnuM che. te rIte AyuSya rUpI gADI je saDasaDATa cAlI rahI che tene mRtyu rUpI sTezana AvatAM badhuM choDIne eka divasa saune utarI javAnuM che. dharmAstikAya, adhamastikAya, AkAzAstikAya, jIvAstikAya, pulAstikAya ane kALa, e cha dravyamAM je kaMI baLavAna dravya hoya to te kALa che. paNa jJAnIo kahe che ke "siddhA: 4 makSa: " siddha bhagavate kALane khAI jAya che. jANe kALane ema na kahetA hoya ke tuM tAre cakkara lagAvyA kara, ame te ahIM zAMtithI beThA chIe. A rIte dravya rUpe birAjamAna caitanyane eTale ke ApaNA AtmAne ApaNane barAbara

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110. zAradA sAgara paricaya thaze tyAre rAga-dveSanA pAyabhAva banI jAya. A rIte AtmAno anubhava karavA jIvane jaDane uMDANapUrvaka viveka karavAnuM che. he jIva! tuM keNa che? kayAMthI AvyuM che? te javAba maLaze-avyavahAra rAzImAM tArI kevI dazA hatI? dhULanI sAthe sonuM hoya tema jaDanI sAthe jIva hatuM. temAMthI -jIva avyavahAra rAzimAMthI bahAra AvyuM tyAMthI tenI yAtrAno prAraMbha thaye. aneka janmo karatAM mAnavadehamAM AvyA. ahIM AvIne jIve darzana mohinIyane kSaye pazama karavA mATe prabaLa purUSArtha karavAne che. kAraNa ke darzana mehanIyanA kSapazamathI svane anubhava thAya che. A saMsAranI saphara aTakAvavA ne zAzvata sukhane prApta karavA mATe jIve avazya purUSArtha kare joIe. vAdaLa khase te zuM thAya? sUryane prakAza Ave. jema nALiyera phUTe ne aMdarathI mIThuM pANI bahAra Ave tema darzana mohanIya tUTe che ne aMdarathI prakAza bahAra Ave che eTale tattvanI rUcI thAya che. ahIM ApaNe jene adhikAra cAle che te zreNIka rAjAnA jIvanamAMthI mohanIya karmanA kALA vAdaLA have khasI jazene samyakatvane sUrya pragaTa thavAne che eTale munine jotAM ja teo sthabhI gayA ne kahevA lAgyA ke aho ! zuM tamAre varNa che ne zuM tamAruM rUpa che! tamAruM rUpa to kaI alaukika che. baMdhuo ! duniyAmAM rUpa to ghaNuMne hoya che paNa rUparUpamAM phera che. sAcA phUla e paNa phUla che ne kAgaLa ke plAsTIkanA phUla e paNa phUla che. pelA asala puSpamAMthI sugaMdha maLe che paNa kAgaLa ke plAsTikanA puSpa game teTalA dekhAvamAM suMdara hoya che temAMthI sugaMdha maLatI nathI. koI mANasane lohInuM enImIka thaI gayuM hoya te te rUpALo dekhAya paNa e sAcuM rUpa nathI. phIkAza che. aMdara zakti nathI hotI. tema bAhyarUpa hoya paNa je aMdaramAM guNu na hoya te te rUpamAM phIkAza che. rUpa hoya ne sAthe je guNa hoya to era tejasvitA Ave che. AvA guNavAna AtmAone kahevuM nathI paDatuM ke mArAmAM guNa che. e te Apa meLe parakhAI jAya che. lasaNa haze te durgadha Avaze ne kasturI haze to suvAsa mahekaze. pitAnA guNanI jAherAta karavAnI jarUra nathI. ahIM anAthI muni rAjAne kaMI kahevA nathI gayA paNa emanAmAM rahelA guNonuM mApa temanI saumya mukhAkRti uparathI nIkaLI gayuM. nahitara zreNIka je cAra buddhine dhaNI AkarSAya kharo? sAcA munie te jagatathI judA hoya che. ApaNuM ne temanI prakRtimAM paNa phera che. paje niMde ke mAnavI re, temAM rakhe samabhAva, (2) cegI rame samabhAvamAM cheDI duniyAnI Aza... kaI munine satkAra kare che ke tiraskAra kare, kaI gALa de ke koI prazaMsA kare,

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zAradA sAgara 111 dareka samaye samatAbhAva rAkhe che. te ema samaje che ke koi mane gALa de te temAM mAru zuM gayuM? A te badhu nAmane che ne? nAma kanA yathI maLeluM zarIra ane mAre AtmA ane alaga cIja che. nAmanA nAza che. mAre AtmA ajara amara che. tA koi gALa de ke apamAna kare emAM mAruM zuM javAnu che! mane enI sAthe zuM lAgevaLage che! vAdaLA sAgaramAMthI varALa rUpe khAruM pANI grahaNa kare che ne varasAda rUpe mIThuM pANI varasAve che. te saMsAra cheDI saMyamI banyA chIe te jagatanA kaDavA ghUMTaDA pIne jhera pacAvIne amRta ApavuM joie. te huM sAcA muni chuM. AvI samajaNu sAcA munimAM hAya che. ApaNA jaina zAstrAmAM AvA guNayukata ane sahanazIla muninA ghaNAM dAkhalA che. dharmarUcI aNugAra mAsakhamaNane pAraNe mAsakhamaNunI tapazcaryA karatA hatA. ApaNe tapa kema nathI karI zakatA? tenuM kAraNa ApaNane dehane rAga chUTa nathI. dehanA rAga chUTe te tapa karI zakAya. jo tapa thAya te saMthArAnI tAlIma levAya, aMtima samaye saMthArA karI zakAya. koie ATha ke seALa upavAsa o na hAya ne vicAra kare ke mAre saMthArA karavA che te ene sathArA karAvAya nahi, kAraNa ke pUrva tapa karIne tAlIma lIdhI nathI te saMthArA kayAre sIjhe te kai kahI zakAya nahi. saMthArA karIne vasamu lAge tyAre pariNAma palaTAya te AtmalakSa cUkI javAya A dharmarUcI aNugArane mAsakhamaNu pUrNa thayu che. pAraNAne dvivasa Avye. dehane TakAvavA hAya tA ene bhADuM te ApavuM paDe ne! pANDAne divase munie zuM karyuM :-" vaDhamaM orisi sAyaM, vIra sALa ziyAyara, tathA milAyariya|''pahelA prahare svAdhyAya karI, khIjA prahare dhyAna karyuM, trojA prahare gurUnI AjJA laine gaucarI mATe nIkaLyA. dharmAMdhASa taNA ziSya dharmarUcI, kIDIonI karUNA ANe re, nigraMtha munio prANu sAthe, chakAyanI rakSA jANe re, eka mAsakhamaNane pAraNuM, muni gaucarI levA saMcaryA, svAdhInapaNe bhikSArthe jai, nAgezrI dvAre jai rahyA - ghara AMgaNe ukaraDA jANI, kaDavI tuMbI vaherAve re. dharmaghASa taNA.... munine mAsakhamaNunu pAraNu che. gurUnI AjJA laine gaucarI levA nIkaLyA. pAtra eka ja lIdhuM che. je kaMi AhAra maLaze te eka ja pAtramAM lAvIza ne mArI kSudhA zamAvIza. e eka ja pAtramAM gaucarI kANu lAve ? jeNe rasendriya upara vijaya meLavyeA haiAya te. Aje te eka upavAsa karyA hAya ne savAre jo rAkhaDI ne maga na anAvyA hAya tA dhamapachADA karI ne? jemaNe rasendriya upara vijaya meLavyeA che tevA vijetA muni pharatA pharatA

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112 zoradA sAgara nAgezrI brAhmaNInA ghera AvyA. juo, kevA puNyane udaya! gAmamAM jenanA ghara na hatA? ghaNu hatAM, chatAM muni nAgezrInA ghera kema gayA? tamAre ghera hAla cAlIne saMta Ave to samajaje ke mArA jakhara puNyano udaya che. saMta padhAre tyAre meDI upara UbhA ho to sAta ATha pagalA sAmA jaI satkAra karaje. ane je sAdhune kalpe evI sUjhatI cIja hoya te tamArA hAthathI lAbha leje. jenA dilamAM gurU pratyenI apAra bhakita che, jenI cAlamAM jyaNa che, jenA nayanemAM karUNAnA jharaNuM vahe che, mAsakhamaNunuM pAraNuM hovA chatAM mukha upara alaukika prasannatA che tevA munirAja hAthamAM eka pAtra-leIne nAgezrIne tyAM gaucarI mATe padhAryA. te vakhate nAgezrI khUba bhAvapUrvaka aMtaranA umaLakAthI munine kahe che padhAre. padhAre. gurUdeva! Aje mAruM AMgaNuM pAvana thaI gayuM. mArI raMka jhUMpaDImAM senAne sUrya uge. ema bolatI UbhI thaIne muninA sAme gaI. juo, jena na hatI paNa mAyAthI viveka keTale kare che. bAInA bhAva joI muni pitAnuM pAtra dhare che ane pAtramAM kaDavI tuMbInuM zAka nAgezrIe utkRSTa bhAve vaherAvI dIdhuM. nAgezrI pAse jIbhamAM mIThAza hatI, paNa hadayanI mIThAza na hatI. eNe saMtane saMta rUpe pichANyA nahi. eNe mAnyuM ThIka thayuM. A ghera beThA aNute ukaraDo AvI gayeA. eNe AvA pavitra munine ukaraDA rUpe joyA. nAgezrInA hRdayamAM rahelI kapaTa bhAvanAne saraLa prakRtivALA saMta pIchANI zakyA nahi. ahIM vAta ema banI hatI ke nAgezrI bhUla karIne potAnI bhUlane chupAvavA mAgatI hatI. enI bhUla bahAra batAvavA mAMgatI na hatI. enA ghera enA diyara-derANuo badhA jamavA AvavAnA hatA eTale teNe tela masAlAthI bharapUra tuMbaDInuM zAka banAvyuM hatuM. paNa e tuMbaDI kaDavI hatI te ene pachI khabara paDI. have e zAka nAkhI devuM paDayuM ema kaI jANI jAya te enI derANIo majAka kare. e ene gamatuM nathI. eTale teNe e vicAra karyo ke A muni game tema thaze te kaIne kaheze nahi. ukaraDAmAM kaI viSTA nAMkhe ke sugaMdhI padArtho nAMkhe, hIrAkaNIo nAMkhe ke kAcanA TukaDA nAMkhe te paNa te pacAvI le che. e kaIne kahetuM nathI. te rIte muni paNa "DhavI ane muLa vejJA" pRthvInI jema sahanazIla hoya che, te paNa kaIne kaI kahe nahi. pitAnI bhUla chUpAvavA khAtara eNe eTalo vicAra na karyo ke A mahAna pavitra ane tapasvI muninuM zuM thaze? eNe e vicAra na karyo ke je zAka ApaNAthI na khavAya te tapasvI munine kema apAya? eNe to ema ja mAnI lIdhuM ke saMta hAlIcAlIne mArA ghera AvyA che. huM kaMI temane belAvavA gaI na hatI. e mAre ghera AvyA ne meM vaharAvyuM temAM mAre deSa kyAM che? bIjuM, mAre ukaraDe nAMkhavA javAnuM

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zAradA sAgara 113 kAma ochuM thayuM ne trIjuM, mArI bhUla thaI che e vAtanI kaIne jANa nahi thAya evI bhAvanApUrvaka kaDavI tuMbInuM zAka teNe munine vaherAvI dIdhuM. baMdhuo! A jIvane mAna keTaluM che. mAna khAtara mAnavI keTaluM pApa kare che. sapa te manuSyane karaDI jAya che paNa gaLI jatuM nathI, paNa ajagara AkhA manuSyane gaLI jAya che. tema abhimAna rUpI ajagara manuSyanA jJAna-darzana-cAritra-tapa rUpI guNone gaLI jAya che ne bhavAMtaramAM jIvane bhramaNa karAve che. mAna e mIThuM jhera che. tame AvI bhUla kadI na karaze. dharmarUcI aNagArane abhigraDa hatuM ke mane pAtramAM je paheluM maLe tenAthI mAre pAraNuM karavuM. sarva prathama A kaDavI tuMbaDInuM zAka maLyuM. te laIne gurU pAse AvyA. garU khUba jJAnI hatA. AhAra jotAMnI sAthe samajI gayA ke A AhAra jherI che. amArA prabhune kAyado ke sarasa che! tamane bhUkha lAge te tarata khAI lo. amAre tyAM ziSyone game teTalI bhUkha lAgI hoya paNa gurUnI AjJA vinA na khavAya. gaucarI karIne Ave, gurUne badhe AhAra batAve ke kayAMthI zuM lAvyA? kone tyAM asUjhatuM thayuM. pachI IriyAvahI paDikakame gaucarImAM kaI deSa lAgyA hoya tenuM nivAraNa karavA bIjA zramaNa sUtrane kAusagna kare. dhamma maMgalanI pAMca gAthAnI svAdhyAya kare, gurU AjJA thAya tyAre gaucarI vApare. dharmarUcI aNagAra gaucarI laIne AvyA pachI gurUne batAve che. AhAra laI gurU pAse jaI, vinaya sahita e dekhADe re gurUjI kahe nirdoSa sthAne, paraThavajo muni yatnAe kaDavI tuMbInA AhAra thakI, mRtyunA kheLe mUkAze re... dharmazeSa.... AhAra jaIne karUNAvaMta gurUjI belyA ke tame A AhAra vAparaze te tamAre vinAza thaze. mATe jyAM nirjIva bhUmi hoya ane jyAM eka paNa jIvanI hiMsA na thAya tyAM jaIne tame A AhAra paraDavI Ave. saMtane mAsakhamaNanuM pAraNuM che. pite jAte gocarI karIne AvyA che ne paraDavavA javAnI AjJA paNa pitAne karI. gurUdevanI AjJA thatAM tapasvIne khUba AnaMda thaze ke huM ke bhAgyazALI chuM ke gurU AjJA rUpa Aje mane bhakita maLI che. pitAne bhAgyazALI mAnI rahela muni have zuM karaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra - pavanakumAra ane aMjanA ratanapura pahoMcI gayA. aMjanAnI sAthe eka vasaMtamAlA sakhI hatI. pradyA rAjAe putravadhU aMjanAne sAta mALane bhavya mahela AvAsa mATe arpaNa karyo. mahela e suMdara ke jANe svargalekanuM vimAna ! aneka dAsadAsIothI ane rAjakuLanI vRddhAo, yauvanAo ane bALAonI avarajavarathI mahela gAjI uThaze. jeNe jeNe aMjanAne joI teNe teNe aMjanAnI prazaMsAnA

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114 zAradA sAgara pupanI varSA varasAvI. Akho divasa te pasAra thaI gaye. aMjanAnuM hadaya pavanakumAranA darzana karavA mATe jhaMkhI rahyuM che. rAtrI paDI. aMdhAruM thayuM. hamaNa patideva Avaze tema utsukatAthI aMjanA patinI rAha joIne beThI che. jarA nidrA AvI gaI. tyAM bAranA Dhera paDayA. aMjanA ekadama jhabakIne jAgI. te paga AgaLa sUtelI vasaMtamAlA sivAya rUmamAM keI na dekhAyuM. haiyAmAM dhrAsko paDaye. aMjanAe vasaMtamAlAne jagADIne pUchayuM. zuM haju pavanakumAra nathI AvyA? vasaMtamAlAe bhAMgelA hRdaye kahyuM-ne. nathI AvyA. A sAMbhaLI aMjanAnA mukha para kheda ane nirAzAnI lAgaNIo patharAI gaI. enA cittamAM aneka azubha vicAre AvavA lAgyA. vasaMtamAlA kahe bahena! paNa Ama jAgatAM kayAM sudhI besI rahIzuM. have sUI jaIe. aMjanA kahe sakhI! Aje te mArI UMgha jANe nAsI gaI che. vasaMtamAlAe aMjanAne AzvAsana maLe tethI kahyuM-sakhI! mane lAge che ke pavana Aje kaI agatyanA kAmamAM parovAI gayA hovA joIe. AvI vAtathI aMjanAnuM mana kema mAne? te ane tenI sakhI AkhI rAta besI rahyA. UMgha to kevI rIte Ave? AkhI rAta pavananI rAha joIne pUrI karI. manamAM AzA che ke savAre to jarUra pavana Avaze ane rAtre pite na AvI zakyA tenI dilagirI vyakata karI patnInuM mana raMjana karaze. paNa savAramAM ya pavanajInA darzana na thayA. pavanajI te AvIne potAnA nivAsasthAne pahoMcI gayA ane rAjyanA kAryomAM rokAI gayAM. jo ke tenuM bhagnahRdaya rAjakAryomAM parovAI zake tema na hatuM paraMtu aMjanA pratyenA bhArobhAra roSe tene aMjanAnI pAse pahoMcavA na dIdhe. mitre ghaNuM ghaNuM samajAvyuM chatAM na samaje. aMjanAne pitAnuM mukha batAvavuM paNa eNe baMdha karyuM. aMjanAnI sthiti kaphaiDI thaI. tenA bhAMgyA haiyAnI dardabharI vAta sAMbhaLanAra eka vasaMtamAlA sivAya keI na hatuM. sAta mALane bhavya mahela eka bihAmaNu khaMDiyera jevuM lAgavA mAMDayA. aMjanAnA karUNa AkraMdanA paDaghA bhIti para bhaTakAvA lAgyA. tIvra vedanAo...UbharAtA AMsuo, dhakhadhakhatA nizvAso, nirAzApUrNa vivazatA, dInatA ane udAsInatAnuM jANe eka narkAgAra sarjAI gayuM. pavanakumAra vinA aMjanAnuM jIvana aMdhakAramaya banI gayuM. caMdra vinAnI jANe amAsanI rAtalaDI. A rIte keTalAya divaso pasAra thaI gayA. keTalAya mahinAothI aMjanAe snAna karyuM nathI, mAthe tela nathI nAMkhyuM, kaI sArA vastro ke AbhUSaNe paheryA nathI. raDI raDIne tenI AMkhe sUjhI gaI che. sakhInI AvI asahya dukhada sthiti joIne vasaMtamAlA kaMIka AzvAsana ApavA jAya tyAM te aMjanA vasaMtamAlAnA kheALAmAM mAthuM mUkIne dhruske dhruske raDatAM kahe- sakhI! mAruM te sarvasva lUMTAI gayuM. vasaMtamAlA kahe

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zAradA sAgara sakhI! tArA jevI jinavacanAnurAgI strIne Apatti samaye A rIte mUMjhAi javuM na zAle, Apatti vakhate kANu mUJaya? jene ka para zraddhA nathI te. bahena! Ama raDI raDIne jIvana pUruM karavuM na AAle. sakhI! huM jANuM chuM ke mArA karelA karmAnuM A phaLa huM bhAgavI rahI chuM. paraMtu kaMI samajAtuM nathI ke mane zuM thai gayuM che! emanA pratye mArA dilamAM jarAya dveSa nathI. aprIti nathI. e te mahAna guNanidhi che. huM abhAgaNu chuM. meM temane duHkhI karyA ? huM temane sukhI na karI zakI. khasa, A vAta vAraMvAra yAda Ave che ne haiyuM bharAi jAya che. 115 vasaMtamAlA kahe- aMjanA ! tuM abhAgaNu nathI, tu te| mahAna bhAgyazALI che. doSa pavanakumAranA che. emaNe jo A rIte karavuM hatuM te paraNatAM pahelA vicAra karavA joItA hatA ne! sakhI1 evu na khela. kAi paNa chatrane duHkha Ave che te peAtAnA pApakarmothI Ave che. mArA evA koi azubha karma yamAM AvyA che ke jenA pariNAme temanA jevA guNanidhAnanA haiyAmAM paNa mArA mATe ke azubha bhAva jAgRta thayeA che. A rIte samaya pasAra thai rahyo che. ajanA haju pavanajI Avaze e AzAnA taMtue divaseA pasAra kare che tyAM zu khanaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na 14 aSADa vada amAsa ne budhavAra sujJa khaMdhuo, suzIla mAtAe te baheneA, trikALajJAnI nAthe jagatanA jIveAnA kalyANane artha siddhAMtanI prarUpaNA karI. te siddhAMtanI prarUpaNA karanAra nAtha kevA che? temanA darzana paNa kalyANakArI, maMgalakArI ane jIvanA bhavanA pherA TALanAra che. tame tamArI sapatti, vADI, gADI ke maMgalA vageremAM sukha kaheA che. te Atmika suqha AgaLa kAMi visAtamAM nathI. anaMtakALanA karmAnA AvaraNA prabhunI stuti karavAthI nAza pAme che. jIva anatakALathI A saMsAramAM sakhAMdha joDatA AvyA che. bhAi-mahena, putra, putrI, kAkA, kAkI, mAmA, nAkara, cAkara, mADozI-pADAzI vigere aneka sAthe anatakALathI sabaMdha joDatA Avye che. paNa te madhA sabaMdha upalaka che. temAM sAcA premanI pratIti nathI. te sAcI prIti nathI, paNa gArI che. tame prabhu sAthe kevI prIti joDI che1 gurUe upAzraye javAnI ane mALA pheravavAnI bAdhA karAvI. paccakSu lIdhA eTale karavu te paDe. kAraNa ke tame eTaluM te "maLe che. paNa mALA pheravatA mana kayAMya bhamatuM heAya te pariNAma zuM Ave? eka gra catta sAthe bhAvanApUrvaka thavu joIe. nahitara chAra upara lIMpaNu jevI karaNI che. ajJAnI jIvA saMsAranA game teTale prema karaze paNa samajI levA jevuM che ke je mAMge te nahi tA. 6-8-75

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116, zAradA sAgara lAvI Ape to kaheze ke kamAvAnI trevaDa nathI. AvA premamAM chava ghaNI vAra lapaTAye. mATe have AtmA sAthe prema karo. sva sAthe prema karavAthI saMsAra tApanA-ukaLATa zamI jAya che-ne AtmAne zItaLatA maLe che. sva paranuM ane jaDa-cetanyanuM bhAna thAya che. jJAna-darzana ane cAritranI lahejata Ave che tyAre karmanA bhUkake bhUkakA thaI jAya che. juo, mahArAjA zreNake eka mahAna yegIne maMDikakSa bAgamAM vRkSa nIce dhyAnAvasthAmAM beThelA joyA tyAre sAdhunuM utkRSTa ane anupama rUpa dekhIne zreNIka rAjAne ghaNuM Azcarya thayuM. koI viziSTa prakAranI vastu ke vAta je kadI dekhI ke sAMbhaLI na hoya te dekhavA ke sAMbhaLavAthI Azcarya thAya che. paNa sAmAnya varatu ke vAta dekhavA ke sAMbhaLavAthI Azcarya thatuM nathI. tema A muninuM rUpa je sAdhAraNa heta te rAjA zreNIkane Azcarya na thAta. kAraNa ke pite khUba saudaryavAna hatA. emanA rUpane dekhIne keTalIka sAdhvIo celaNa rANInA bhAgyanI Ave suMdara pati maLavA badala prazaMsA karatI hatI. AvA rAjA muninA rUpane joIne Azcarya pAmavA lAgyA, tethI e vAta spaSTa thAya che ke e muni anupama suMdara hatA. rAjA zreNIka Azcarya sAthe vicAravA lAgyA ke huM A bagIcAmAM ghaNI vakhata Avyo chuM, paNa Aje A muninA prabhAvathI bAga jeTalo manohara thaI gaye che teTale manahara Aja sudhI kadI nahote. tethI mAlUma paDe che ke je pramANe caMdra tArAone tejasvI banAve che ane caMdramAe ApelA prakAzathI tArAone samUha paNa prakAzita bane che. te pramANe A munirAja paNa bAgamAM rahelA vRkSAdine saundarya ApI rahyA che ane munie ApelA sauMdaryathI bAga paNa ramya ane manahara banI gayo che. A muninA rUpanI tulanA karavA deve ane Indro samartha nathI. eTale muninA rUpathI Azcaryacakita banelA rAjA zreNIka manamAM kahevA lAgyA :- "gaDha vALo goravuM, kaho somavAre vaho vaMtI maho munnI, kaho more asaMkAyA " aho ! A Aryane varNa ke che? rUpa kevuM che. kevI saraLatA ne zItaLatA che! kevI kSamA che ! kevI nirlobhatA che! ane bhegethI kevI nispRhatA che! Arya kone kahevAya? tyAgavA lAyaka bUrA kAmane tyAgIne je e kAryothI bacavA pAmyA hoya tene Arya kahevAmAM Ave che. vaLI je tyAgavA yogya viSayanA bUrA kAryone tyAgI te bUrA kAryothI je bacato rahe che tene te viSayanA Arya kahe che. jema ke dharma Arya samAja Arya Adi. rAjA zreNake e munine Arya mAnyA. tethI e spaSTa thAya che ke rAjA zreNIka jANatA hatA ke bhega-lobha-kaSAya, vizvAsaghAta Adi durviSayo tyAgavA gya che ane tethI zreNIka rAjA e durviSayane tyAganAra pratye mAnanI daSTithI jotA hatA. - varNane artha raMga che. raMgamAM paNa AkarSaNa hoya che. sAce raMga hadayane pitAnA tarapha kheMcI le che. manuSyane sAro yA narasa raMga zarIranA kALA dheALAnA bhedathI nathI

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zAradA sAgara 117 raheta. paNa sadAcAra ane durAcAranA bhedathI hoya che. sadAcAra-saMyama pAlanathI zarIra para eka vizeSa prakArano raMga khIle che. je dekhanArane lalacAvyA vagara rahetuM nathI. durAcArIne varNa enAthI viparIta hoya che. aneka vastrAbhUSaNa dhAraNa karavAthI temaja kRtrima upAyathI suMdara raMga banAvavAnI pravRtti karavA chatAM paNa durAcArInA zarIrane raMga dekhADanArane potAnI tarapha lalacAvavAmAM asamartha bane che. bIjAnA hadaya upara pitAne prabhAva pADanAra rUpa ja vAstavika rUpa che. saraLatA, kSamA ane nirlobhatA paNa caherA uparathI spaSTa dekhAI Ave che. vivekavAnanI draSTimAM saraLa ane kapaTI, kSamAzIla ane kepI, nirlobhI ane lobhI chUpA rahetA nathI. catura manuSya bIjAnuM moTuM joIne pArakhI le che ke A kevo che? kaI rAgI manuSya potAnI rAgavALI vastu athavA jenA upara tene rAga che te manuSyane dekhavAthI tene suMdara mAnI le te svAbhAvika che. paNa te manuSya dvArA suMdara manAyela vastu yA vyakita vAstavika rIte suMdara che ema kahI zakAtuM nathI. kAraNa ke te vyakita sAthe rAga hovAne kAraNe suMdara mAnI rahela che, nahi ke tenI vAstavika suMdatAnA kAraNe. dA. ta. suvara viSTAne suMdara mAne che paNa viSTA suMdara che e vAta kaI svIkAraze nahi. suvarane viSTA para rAga che e kAraNe te viSTAne suMdara mAne che. vastutaH temAM suMdaratA nathI. rAjA zreNIkane muni upara rAga hota te - vAta judI hatI, paNa A rAjAne muni upara rAga na hato. prathama vAra ja temaNe munine joyA hatA. rAjA zreNIka suMdara hatA. ane vastrAlaMkAra paNa suMdara paherelA hatA paNa muninA zarIre alaMkAranI zebhA na hatI. tema chatAM rAjAne muni addabhuta ne suMdara lAgyA. tethI e vAta spaSTa thAya che ke muninuM kudaratI rUpa ja anupama hatuM. - devAnupriya! rUparaMgamAM evuM ArkaSaNa hoya che ke AkarSita vyakita pote potAne bhUlI jAya che, eka ThekANe lakhyuM che ke eka vAra gokuLanI gopIo dipaka saLagAvatI hatI. eTalAmAM tyAM kRSNajI AvI gayA. kRSNanuM rUpa ane chaTA joIne evuM bhUlI ke emaNe dipaka saLagAvavAne badale potAnI AMgaLI saLagAvI dIdhI. emane e paNa khabara na paDI ke ame amArI AMgaLI saLagAvI rahyA chIe ke dipaka! A ja pramANenI vAta musalamAnonA payaMgabara yusuphane mATe paNa kahevAmAM Ave che. yusupha ghaNuM suMdara hatA. eka vAra keTalIka strIo yusuphenI pAse UbhI rahI, yusuphane joI rahI hatI. temane ekeka lIMbu kApavA mATe ApavAmAM AvyuM. te strIe yusuphanA rUpathI aMjAIne potapotAne bhUlI gaI ke temaNe lIMbunA badale pitAnI AMgaLIo kApI nAMkhI chatAM emane khabara na paDI_ - ApaNu jenazAstramAM paNa eka nyAya che. kRSNa vAsudevanA mRtyu pachI temanA moTA bhAI balabhadrajIe dIkSA lIdhI. temanuM rUpa athAga hatuM. eka vAra vicaratA vicaratA teo eka gAmamAM padhAryA ne eka bagIcAmAM dhyAna dharIne ubhA rahyA. temanI

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118 zAradA sAgara sAme kU hatA. kUvA kAMThe ghaNu bahene pANI bharavA mATe AvatI. eka bAInI dRSTi dhyAnAvasthAmAM ubhelA muni upara paDI, muninuM rUpa joIne bAI mugdha banI gaI. tene traNa varSane chokare raDate raDato sAthe Avele paDakhe Ubho hato. bAInuM dhyAna muni tarapha che. tethI ghaDAnA gaLAmAM doraDuM nAMkhavAne badale pitAnA chokarAnA gaLAmAM doraDuM nAkhI khUba kheMcIne kUvAmAM utAryo. ghaDAne DUbADe te rIte DUbADe che paNa khabara nathI ke huM A zuM karI rahI chuM! ghaDe upara kheMce che. bahAra kADhI pANI ThalavavA jAya che tyAM khabara paDI ke mAre dIkare che ke ghaDe che? pitAne ekane eka lADakavAyo dIkaro mRtyu pAmyo. A joIne bAI zuM belI :- "dhik dhik muni tArA rUpane, dhi dhik tAre avatAra" he muni! tArA rUpane dhikkAra che ke tAruM rUpa jemAM mAre lAla gumAvyA. bolo, AmAM deSa kone che? bAIne ke munine? munie to enA tarapha daSTi paNa karI nathI. e te dhyAnamAM lIna hatA. paNa pite muninA rUpamAM mugdha banI te pitAne deza jetI nathI. munine deSa kADhe che. barAbara te samaye munie dhyAna pALyuM. A banAva joye tyAre temaNe pitAne deSa kADha. dhikakAra che mArA rUpane! mArA rUpane kAraNe ja A bALakanuM mRtyu thayuM ne? je huM vastImAM rahIza te AvA kaMIka anartho thaze. ne huM pApane bhAgIdAra banIza. tyArathI nirNaya karyo ke have mAre gAmamAM AvavuM ja nahi. teo mA khamaNane pAraNe mA khamaNu karatA hatA. pAraNAne divase je jaMgalamAM nidoSa AhAra maLe te levo nahitara bIju mAsakhamaNa karavuM paNa zaheramAM AvavuM nahi. upara traNa dAkhalA ApyA, temAM gopIo tathA strIoe je bhUla karI te mehanuM kAraNa che. paNa rAjA zreNIkane muninA rUpamAM AkarSaNa thavAmAM mahatuM kAraNa nathI. kAraNa ke A vakhate zreNIka rAjA bauddhadhamI hatA. tethI tenA dilamAM jenA sAdhuo pratye vizeSa bhakti paNa na hatI. teNe ghaNIvAra jaina sAdhuono tirasakAra karyo hato ne temanuM apamAna paNa kareluM. paNa A samaye muninA rUpamAM evI rIte AkarSita ne prabhAvita banyA ke temane e yAda na rahyuM ke A muni rANI celaNanA gurU che. mArA gurU nathI. rAjA zreNIka mAnasika zAMti mATe ne zArIrika AnaMda mATe bagIcAmAM AvyA hatA paNa pUrvasaMcita puNyanA pratApe ahIM tene satya dharmanI prApti thavAnI hatI. tethI te potAnA aMtaramAM rahelA durbhAne bhUlI gaye. A prakAza kayAre thaye? kSamAnA sAgara pavitra munine joyA tyAre ne? sAcA gIone sAmI vyakti upara prabhAva paDyA vinA raheto nathI, temAM bIjA dharmanA saMto karatAM jaina muniono tyAga uttama che. pote jIvanamAM apanAvaze pachI bIjAne kaheze. jaina munie potAnA prANanA bhoge paNa bIja chone kaSTa ApatI nathIgaI kAle ApaNe dharmarUcI aNagAranI vAta karI hatI.

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zAradA sArA 119 dharmarUcI aNagArane nAgezrIe kaDavI tuMbIne AhAra vaharAvyuM te laIne gurUne batAvyuM. juo ! gurUne batAvavAmAM keTale lAbha thayo? tamane thAya ke emAM zuM batAvavuM che ! je gurUne batAvavA AvyA na hota te A zAka jherI che tenI khabara kayAMthI paData ! bahu thAta to kaDavo AhAra dUdhapAka mAnIne AregI jAta. paNa jherI AhAra che te jANI zakata nahi. gurUnA mati-zruta jJAna nirmaLa hatA. tenA dvArA jANyuM ke A AhAra jherI che. tethI kahyuM ke huM mArA vhAlA aMtevAsI ziSya dharmaracI aNagAra ! A AhArane tame Arogazo te mRtyune zaraNu banaze. A AhAra khAvA gya nathI. tame keI nirdoSa jagyAe jyAM keI jIvonI hiMsA na thAya tyAM paraThavI Ave. gurUe A pramANe AjJA karI. baMdhuo ! je gurUnI AjJA taheta kare che tenuM kAma thaI jAya che. gurU ziSyane anukULa AjJA kare ke pratikULa hoya tevI AjJA kare paNa vinayavAna ziSya te eka ja vicAra kare ke mArA mATe "gurUnI AjJAnA pAlana jevuM bIjuM eka paNa auSadha nathI." pachI gurUnI AjJA game tevI kaThIna hoya che temAM mAre ciMtA karavAnI zI jarUra? meM dIkSA lIdhI tyArathI mAruM tana ane mana je gurUnA caraNamAM arpaNa karyuM che te mArI saMbhALa rAkhavAvALA beThA che. mAre ciMtA karavAnI kaMI jarUra nathI. gurU mane je kaMI kahe che te "mama rAmotti Ui" mArA hitane mATe kahe che. A rIte vicAra kare paNa gurUnA deSa juve nahi. AvA vinayavAna dharmarUcI aNagAre gurU AjJA tahat karI. AMkhane khUNe paNa lAla na thayuM ke mAre ja paravavA javAnuM. bIjAne mekalyA hatA te zuM vAdhe? paNa zuM banyuM - gurUjInA zabda suNIne, muni cAlyA tuMbI pAThavavAmAM eka ja biMdu pADayuM jovA tyAM, kIDIonI thaI hAramALA, tAlaphaTa viSanA pratApe, kIDIo tyAM prANu gumAve re...dharmaSa... gurUnI AjJA thatAM UbhA thaI gurUne vaMdana karI hAthamAM zAkanuM pAtra laIne yatnApUrvaka cAlavA lAgyA. basa, manamAM eka ja bhAvanA che ke huM ke bhAgyavAna ke gurUe mane AjJA karI. mArA gurUdevanI mArA upara keTalI badhI kRpAdaSTi chemAruM kalyANa karAvavA mAruM keTaluM dhyAna rAkhe che! Ama gurUnA guNonuM ciMtana karatA mAIle sudhI dUra jaMgalamAM cAlI nIkaLyA. kAraNa ke jyAM picI jamIna hoya tyAM kIDIo khUba heya evI jamInamAM paraThavAya nahi. nirdoSa bhUminuM nirIkSaNa karatAM ghaNe dUra jaMgalamAM gayA ne jyAM kuMbhAranA nibhADA jevI kaThaNa bhUmi hatI tyAM AvIne ubhA rahyA. jamIna te kaThaNa che paNa gurUdevanI AjJA hatI ke jyAM eka paNa jIvanI hiMsA na thAya tyAM

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zAradA sAgara AhAra paraThavo eTale badhA AhAra ekadama kevI rIte paraThavI devAya ? sAdhune paraThavatA paNa khUba upayAga rAkhavA paDe che. jyAM ne tyAM game tema paraThavI devAya nahi, eTale dharmarUcI aNugAra cAkasAI karavA zAkanA rasAnuM eka TIpuM jamIna upara nAMkhe che tyAM tA kANu jANe kayAMthI asaMkhya kIDIe ubharAi AvI. kIDIonI ghrANendriya khUba tIvra heya che. sheja suga Mdha Ave tyAM tarata pahoMcI jAya che. kIDIee AvIne te zAkanI sugaMdha lIdhI tyAM badhI kIDIe DhaLI paDI. badhI marI gai. A joI dharUcI aNugAranuM dila dravI uThayuM. arara....eka TIpAmAM ATalI badhI kIDIenA prANa gayA? mArA adhue! tame paNa zramaNeApAsaka che. jenA gurU ATalA karuNAvata heAya tenA zrAvake kevA heAya? zrAvakanA ekavIsa guNamAM eka guNa che pApabhIrU. tame pApabhIrU chene? Aje tA jaine sAmethI paisA ApIne davA chaMTAve che. temAM mAkhI, kaMsArI, kIDIo, makADA, vAMDhA ane DheDagarALI badhA jIvAnA kaccara ghANa nIkaLI jAya che. emanI tamane jarAya dayA Ave che! jainanuM. haya AvuM na hoya. e davA chaMTAya tyAre e jIvAnI kevI dazA thAya che? bicArA taraphaDI taraphaDIne mare che. jo sAcA jaina hA teA A davA chaMTAvavI tamane zeAbhatI nathI. AdhA lai leA ke have davA nahi chaMTAvu. ahIM zuM khanyuM. 120 komaLa haiyAnA dharmarUcI A dazya dekhI pastAye re, kIDIonI karUNA dila dharI, kaDaveA AhAra tyAM khAye re sacArA karI sarvArtha siddha thaI, pahoMcyA mukita guNadhArI re-dharmASa kIDIo marI gayelI joIne muni khUba dhrUjI uThayA. manamAM evA vicAra na karyo ke huM nAgezrI! teM mane Avu zAka vaheArAkhyuM tyAre mArI A dazA thaIne ! paNa evA bhAva lAvyA ke he prabhu! A zarIra che te upAdhi che ne ? huM AhAra saMjJA upara vijaya meLavI zakayA nathI. A zarIrane bhADu ApavA mATe gaucarI gayA tyAre Ave AhAra AvyA ne ? eka ja TIpAmAM ATalA jIvAnI hiMsA thai te badhuM zAka bhUmi upara paraDhavI Iza teA keTalA jIvAnI hiMsA thaze ? ane gurUdevanI AjJA che ke eka paNa jIvanI hiMsA na thAya tevI jagyAe paraThavo. te evI kAi jagyA hAya teA mAruM peTa che. mArA ekaneA jIva jaze paNa khIjA jIvAnI teA rakSA thazene ? zAka thADuM ghaNuM na hatuM. pAtaru bharIne hatu. mIThAI paNa thALI bharIne khAI zakAtI nathI te AvuM kaDavuM zAka kema khavAya? paNa jenA dilamAM karUNAnA jharaNA vahe che, jene bhava pratyenA kheda che tevA muni badhuM zAka ekarasa karI halAvIne gaTaka gaTaka pI gayA. tamArA mAsa khamaNu, seALa bhaththA arjuInA pANA hAya tA mAsakhI-saMtarAnA rasa joIe. kezarIyA dUdha ne phrUTa khAva che. ne keTalI cIjo manAvA che! A paNa mAsa khamaNanA tapasvI hatA. kevA kaDavA ne jherI AhAra premapUrvaka AreAgI gayA ! bhayaMkara

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zAradA sAgara 121 jhera che. temaNe jANyu ke have mAza gurU pAse pahoMcI zakuM tevI sthiti nathI mATe ahI sathArA karIne besI jAuM. sAcA saMta pAtAnA prANanuM alidAna ApIne paNa khIjA jIvAnI rakSA kare che. samaye jIvananA mUlya cUkavI jANe te sAcA saMta che. hasatA hasatA kaSTone sahevu e mahAtmAnA lakSaNa che. munie bhUminu paDilehaNa karyuM. sarva jIvene khamAvI, maitrIbhAva krizrvamAM lAvI cAra zatru aMgIkAra karI sathArA karyAM. e namAthuNu gaNyA. pachI trIjuM namAzruNa gaNe che tyAM AMkhamAM daDadaDa AMsu vahevA lAgyA. e AMsu kema AvyA ? tame jANe che ? kaDavA AhAra khAvA paDayA, have marI javAze e mATe nahi, paNa pahelu namethyuNu siddha bhagavAnanu che. khIju name zruNu arihaMta bhagavAnanuM che ne trIjuM nameAzruNuM peAtAnA gurUnu che. trIju namethyuNa khelatAM dharmarUcI aNagArane peAtAnA gurU yAda AvyA ahe! mArA parama upakArI ! mane saMsAra sAgarathI tAranAra! mArA hitasvI! mArA karmanI bhekhaDA tADAvanAra mArA gurUdeva! mArA aMtima samaye Apa mArI pAse hAjara nathI. Apa mArAthI ghaNAM dUra che. me ApanI pAse rahetAM manavacana-kAyAthI ApanI azAtanA karI haze, Apanu. dila dubhavyu haze teA Apa mane kSamA karajo. huM aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka ApanI kSamA mAguM chuM. Apa mArA vadana svIkArajo. mArA vaDIla saMtAne paNa khamAvuM chuM. A rIte peAtAnA gurUne yAda karI raDI paDayA. bhayaMkara jhera zarIramAM prasaravA lAgyuM. nasenaseA tUTavA lAgI. AkhA zarIramAM jhaTakA AvavA lAgyA. paNa jene AtmA ane dehane bhinna mAnyA che tevA dharmarUcI aNugAra samabhAvapUrvaka vedanAne sahana kare che. gheADIvAramAM jIva ane kAyA juThThA thaI gayA. deha DhaLI paDaye ne e pavitra munine AtmA anuttara vimAnamAM cAlyeA gayA. pAMca anuttara vimAnamAM chellA sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAM gayA. A taraph munine gayA vakhata thaye paNa pAchA na AvyA tyAre gurUe ziSyAne khelAvIne kahyuM- he mArA zramaNA! mAre aMtevAsI ugra tapasvI ziSya dharma rUcI aNugAra haju pAchA kema na AvyA ? gurU te jJAnI hatA. upayega mUkayA hAta tA jANI zakata ke tyAM zuM khanyuM che ? paNa tema nahi karatA peAtAnA ziSyAne dharUcI aNugAranI zeAdha karavA meAkalaze, ne tyAM zu khanaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. : caritra - aMjanA satInA jhurApA :- ajanAkumArI mahendrapuranA mahendra rAjA ane mane vegA saNInI eka putrI ane se| madhavanI lADIlI mahenaDI che. eNe kadI du:kha joyu nathI, paNa paraNyA pachI enA jammara azubhakarmanA udaya thayA. paraNIne AvI che, peAtAnA mahelamAM sUvA mATe gaI. pavanajInI rAha jotI beThI paNa pavanajI na AvyA te na ja AvyA. paraNI melI padamaNI, sUkI mahela mejhara ahiM taNI kAMcalI pare, pharI na pUchI sAra.

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122 zAradA sAgara patinuM mukha aMjanAe joyuM nathI. dilamAM dukhano pAra na rahyo. khUba raDe che. jhurApo kare che. he nAtha! mAro zuM vAMka-gunho che? Apa eTaluM to mane kahe. eka vakhata te A dAsIne darzana de. paNa pavana Ave. te enuM rUdana sAMbhaLe ne! jema zArpa kAMcaLI cheDIne cAlyo jAya, pharIne tenA sAmuM na juve te rIte pavanajIe paraNane aMjanAno tyAga karyo. pharIne kadI tenA mahele AvyA nathI. tenI saMbhALa lIdhI nathI. AvA duHkhanA samaye tenA dilano visAme hoya to eka vasaMtamAlA sivAya bIjuM keI na hatuM. aMjanA raDe che, jhUre che. tyAre vasaMtamAlA tene AzvAsana ApatI. daza-paMdara divasa thayA paNa pavanajI mahele padhAryA nahi tyAre pitAnI priya sakhI vasaMtamAlAne kahe che bahena! A UMcA prakAranI kiMmatI sukhaDI lAvyA chIe te tuM laIne jA. pavanajI bhale na AvyA paNa tuM A mIThAI laIne jA. mArA svAmInAtha khAze to ya mane AnaMda thaze. pIyarathI AvI re sukhaDI, vasaMtamAlAkara mekalI seya te, laI karI svAmI AgaLa dharI, gAvaMtA gAMdharvane dIdhI che te te vastrAbharaNu je moka9yA, jANuM mArA svAmInuM zabhaze aMga te, vastra pheDI kaTakA karI, AbharaNa laI ApyA che mAtaMga to. satI re zimaNuM aMjanA satI aMjanAe mokalelI vastu gayAne dai dIdhI" -senAnA ratnajaDita vALamAM aneka prakAranI uttama mIThAIo bharIne vasaMtamAlAne pavanajIne ApavA malI. pavanajI temanA mitra sAthe gAnatAnamAM masta hatA. vasaMtamAlAe praNAma karI mIThAIne thALa pavanajInA caraNe dharyo. vasaMtamAlA aMjanAnI sakhI che, te laIne AvI che eTale aMjanAe mekalI haze tethI pavanajIne khUba kaidha AvI gaye. mIThAInuM eka baTakuM paNa pite na khAdhuM paNa pelA gIta gAnArAne ekeka baTakuM vaheMcI dIdhuM. A je vasaMtamAlAne khUba duHkha thayuM. aMjanA pAse AvIne badhI vAta karI tyAre aMjanA kahe che emane mIThAI nahi bhAvatI hoya ane e te khUba dayALu che. ema samaje ke mane to maLe che paNa A bicArA garIba mANasone AvI mIThAI koNa khavaDAve eTale ApI haze. have tuM A kiMmatI vastra ane dAgInAnI bega bharelI che temAMthI tuM sArA mArA vacce ane dAgInA laIne jA. jarUra mArA pati teno svIkAra karaze. aMjanAnI AjJA thatAM vasaMtamAlA vastrAbhUSaNane laIne gaI ne pavanakumAranA caraNe dharyAM. paNa pavanane jyAM aMjanAnuM nAma sAMbhaLavuM gamatuM nathI tyAM tenI mokalelI cIje kayAMthI game? hAthamAM laIne joyuM paNa nahi ke kevA mUlyavAna vacce ane dAgInA che. vaccenA phADI phADIne TukaDe TukaDA karIne pheMkI dIdhA. jyAM vasenA TukaDA thayA tyAM

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zAradA sAgara 123 vasaMtamAlAnA dilanA paNa TukaDA thaI gayA. AbhUSaNo badhA nokarone ApI dIdhA. vasaMtamAlA raDatI raDatI aMjanA pAse AvIne kahe che bahena! tuM pavanacha pavanacha kare che paNa have emane moha choDI de. je emanA kepane pAra nathI. je emane AvuM ja karavuM hatuM te zA mATe paraNyA? jarA gussAmAM AvIne vasaMtamAlA bolI eTale aMjanA kahe che vasaMtamAlA ! tAre je kahevuM hoya te mane khuzIthI kaheje, paNa mArA svAmIne eka zabda na kahIza. e to khUba pavitra ne dayALu che. e mArA sAmuM nathI jotAM temAM mArA karmane doSa che ema kahIne vasaMtamAlAne zAMta pADI. pavanae bArI ADI bhIMta caNAvI" - aMjanAnA mahelanA pAchalA bhAgamAM eka bArI hatI. pavanacha dararoja gheDe besIne pharavA jatA te bArIethI dekhAtuM hatuM. aMjanA dararoja bArIethI pavanajInA darzana karI tenA manane AnaMdita banAvatI ne kahetI svAmInAtha! mAre gunho mApha karajo. eka divasa pavananI daSTi aMjanAnA mahela upara paDI ane bArIethI aMjanAne darzana karatI joI. tyAM pavananA dilamAM kenI javALA pragaTIne manamAM belyA e pApaNInuM DAcuM jevuM mane gamatuM nathI. e zA mATe mArA sAmuM jue che? mahele jaI mANasane bArI pUrAvI devAne hukama karyo. mANase bArI ADI bhIMta caNe che tyAre aMjanA pUche chebhAI zA mATe divAla caNe che? tyAre kahe che pavanakumArane Dara che. A sAMbhaLI aMjanAne khUba dukha thayuM. arere svAmInAtha! huM bArIethI ApanA darzana karatI hatI te paNa have baMdha thaI jaze ema belatI mUcha khAIne dharatI para paDI gaI. vasaMtamAlA zIta pacAra karI tene bhAnamAM lAve che. tyAre aMjanA zuM bole che? he svAmInAtha! huM kevI kamabhAgI chuM ke ApanI zAMtimAM vijJa pADuM chuM. huM Apane paraNane duHkhI banAvI rahI chuM. mahAna AtmAone game teTalA kaSTa paDe to paNa pitAnA karmane deSa kADhe che. e keIne deSa detA nathI. paraNyAne eka varSa thayuM paNa pavanajIe tenA sAmuM joyuM nathI. mahele kadI AvyA nathI. chatAM rAjamahelamAM vasaMtamAlA sivAya koI A vAta jANatuM nathI. rAjA prahalAda ke ketumatI kaI jANatA nathI. so bhAIonI eka bahena ane mAtA-pitAnI lADakavAI che. bAra mahinAthI dIkarInuM mukha joyuM nathI. aMjanAnA piyarathI teno nAno bhAI bahenane teDavA Ave che. aMjanAnA sAsu-sasarAne kahe che. mArA mAtA-pitA mArI bahenane maLavA khUba jhaMkhe che. tame mekale. sAsu sasarA rajA Ape che paNa aMjanA javAnI nA pADe che. sAsu kahe ne pavana nA pADate heya te huM samajAvuM. aMjanA kahe e te mane kadI nA pADatA nathI. bhAIe khUba Agraha karyo paNa aMjanA kahe pachI AvIza. ema kahIne bhAIne vidAya kare che. sAsare game tevuM sukha heya paNa piyara javuM ke na game? paNa aMjanAe

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124 zAradA sAgara vicAra karyo ke huM pIyara jAu. mArI se te bhAbhIo ne bIjI sakhIo badhA mArI mazkarI karaze ne pUchaze ke mArA na I kevA che? sakhIo pUchaze anevInA svabhAva kevuM che? te zuM javAba Ape? jyAM ekabIjA paraNIne maLyA nathI tyAM zuM kahevuM? eTale pIyara kevI rIte jAuM! Ama vicAratI hatI-paMdara divasa gayA ne bIjo bhAI A. ema karatAM badhA bhAIo AvyA paNa aMjanAe sahune samajAvIne pAchA mokalyA. chele sauthI moTAbhAI Ave che ne aMjanAne kahe che bahena! have cAle. paNa aMjanA nA pADe che. sAsu-sasarA paNa kahe che beTA! tamArA badhA bhAI vArApharatI AvI gayA paNa tame jatA nathI te emane keTaluM dukha thAya che? tamArA mAtApitAne paNuM duHkha thAya mATe javuM joIe. ema khUba samajAvI tyAre aMjanA kahe che bA-bApujI! mane na javAmAM bIjuM kaI kAraNa nathI. tamArA putra paNa nA pADatA nathI. temanI paNa AjJA che. ApanI paNa ATalI kRpA che. paNa mane ema thAya che ke huM ApanI sevAne lAbha lauM. A rIte vAta karI ne pachI pIyara AvavAnI nA pADI tyAre tenA meTAbhAIne khUba lAgI AvyuM ne be bahena! ame so so bhAIo tane teDavA AvyA chatAM tuM AvatI nathI? sAsarI game teTalI sArI hoya te paNa piyara te AvavuM ja joIe ne! jarA mAtApitAnA sAmuM te je. tane sAsaruM eTaluM badhuM gamI gayuM che ke badhA bhAIone te pAchA vaLyA. aMjanA manamAM badhuM samaje che paNa gharanI vAta keIne kahevI nathI. paraNIne AvyA pachI kadI sArA bhejana khAdhA nathI. lUkho AhAra kare che, sAdA kapaDA pahere che, eka zetaraMjI upara sUI jAya che. eTale zarIra sUkAI gayuM che. ciMtAne kAraNe rUpa paNa jhAMkhuM thaI gayuM che. mA-Apa pUche te zuM javAba Ape? AvA badhA kAraNene laIne piyara javAnI nA pADI. ATaluM duHkha hovA chatAM kaMIne kaMI kahetI nathI. sArA khAnadAna kuLanI dIkarI paraNIne sAsare jAya tyAM game tevuM duHkha hoya te paNa keIne na kahe. kahevata che ne ke jAta upara bhAta paDe. jAta te jAta ne kajAta. te kajAta. ahIM aMjanA khUba saMskArI ne khAnadAna che. pote duHkha sahana kare che paNa keIne doSa detI nathI. have zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 15 zrAvaNa suda 1 ne gurUvAra tA. 7-8-75 , anaMta karUNanA sAgara mahAna purUSoe jagatanA chanA ekAMta kalyANa mATe Agama prarUpyA. AgamamAM bhagavAna kahe che he jIva! je tAre zAzvata sukhanA bhoktA banavuM hoya te eka vakhata vibhAvanuM vismaraNa karI tArA svabhAvamAM karI . svabhAvane

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zAradA sAgara 125 chADIne vibhAvamAM gayelA AtmAnuM kalyANa thatuM nathI. jema agni pAte pAtAnA uSNu svabhAva choDI de, pANI peAtAnI zItaLatAnA svabhAva tajI de, strI pAtAnu zIyaLa choDI Dhe ane sajajana peAtAnI sajjanatA choDI de te enI koi kiMmata kharI? jyAM sudhI vastu pAtAnA svabhAvamAM rahe tyAM sudhI tenA bhAva pUchAya che. tyAM sudhI tenI ki Mmata aMkAya che. paNa jyAre te vastuo peAtAnA svabhAva tajIne vibhAvamAM paDI peAtAnA svarUpathI virUddha AcaraNa kare che tyAre tenAmAM avyavasthA utpanna thAya che. madhue ? AtmAe svabhAvamAM sthira thavA mATe paranA sagathI dUra rahevu paDaze. paranI paMcAta cheADavI paDaze. A manane paNa paranI ciMtAthI mukata rAkhavuM paDaze. parane rAga-meha ane mamatA teDavA mATe satsaMga, zAstra zravaNu ane tenuM ciMtana-manana haMmezA karavu joIe. sAthe sAthe anAddhinA kAma-krodhAdi doSone dUra karavA yathAzakita dAna-zIyaLa-tapa-zubha bhAvanA ane gurUbhakatamAM mana-vacana-kAyAthI lAgI javu joie. anAdikALathI parabhAvanA paDelA kusa MskAra kSaNa vAra paNa zAMti levA detA nathI ne peAtAnA svabhAvamAM TharIne ThAma khesavA detA nathI. mATe vibhAnuM vismaraNa karavA ane svabhAvanuM smaraNa karavA vrata-niyamAnuM pAlana karo. jema jema ApaNA jIvanamAM vrata-niyamenu pAlana vadhatuM jaze tema tema AtmA vibhAva dazAmAMthI mukata banI svabhAva dazAmAM ramaNatA karavA lAgaze. paNa Aje teA mArA baMdhuone vrata-niyama e baMdhana lAge che, paNa AtmAnA hitakAraka nathI lAgatA. ApaNeA AtmA jema jema svabhAvamAM sthira thatA jaze tema tema AnaMdanA naMdana vanamAM mahAlaze. vibhAvamAM bhaya-ciMtA-parAdhInatA, udvega, zAka badhuM raheluM che. jayAre svabhAvamAM prasannatA, svasthatA, Anaa, niHspRhatA vigere guNA rahelA che. kAraNa ke vibhAva e saLagatI agni jevA che. tenI pAse rahenArane niraMtara mAnyA kare che. jyAre svabhAva e zItaLa jaLathI bharelI saritA jevA che. temAM taramALa rahenAra AtmAjJAna-dhyAnanI zItaLatA prApta karI haMmezA Anada meLave che. vibhAva e tAlapUra jhera jeve che. je tene khAya che tenA jJAnAdi bhAva prANA nAza pAme che. cetanA haNAi jAya che. ane kanyA kanyanA viveka paNa cAlyeA jAya che, jyAre svabhAva amRtanuM kAma kare che. ATalA mATe jJAnIe kahe che svabhAvamAM ramaNatA karavI e jIvananA AnaMda che. te ja unnatinu seApAna che. te sAcA purUSAnu pratIka che. ane te ja jIvananuM sAcu teja che. ApaNA tejasvI jIvanane aNukAra vabhAvamAM nathI paNa svabhAvamAM che. svabhAva taraph AgekUca karavI e saMvaranI sAdhanAM che, jyAre AMkha mIMcIne vibhAva tarapha doDayA kavu e AzravanA pAtALa kUvAmAM paDavA jevuM che. mATe svabhAvamAM TharavuM, svabhAvamAM ramavuM e AtmA mATe zreyakara che. ane vibhAva sAthe vasavuM e bhayaMkara lerIga sarpanA rApheDA pAse vasavA

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zAradA sIgara jevuM che. vibhAvanI vairI vanitA sAthe vasIne jIve Aja sudhI ghera duHkha bhogavyA che. chatAM koNa jANe ene saMga cheDavo gamatuM nathI. paNa eTaluM jarUra yAda rAkho ke je jI vibhAvanI vanitAnA bAhupAzamAM jakaDAyA te naraka tiryaMcAdi durgatinA mahemAna banyA che. te vibhAva rUpa vanitAe cha upara kALo kera vartAvyo che chatAM jANe huM te tamArI chuM. tamArA sukhe sukhI ane tamArA dukhe dukhI rahenArI chuM. evA mIThA vacane belone jANe jIvane lalacAvatI na hoya tema jIva sAthe anAdikALathI vartana kare che. chatAM mohamAM pAgala banele jIva vibhAvamAM ramaNutA kare che. mATe samajIne have svabhAvamAM Ave. anAthI nigraMtha vibhAvanI vanitAne tyAga karI svabhAvanI saritAmAM snAna karI rahyA che. AtmamastImAM jhUlI rahyA che. kAusagga dhyAnamAM sthira che. AvA munine jotAM rAjA zreNIka Azcarya pAmI gayA ne belI uThayA. aho vaNNo aho ruvaM, aho ajjassa somayA : aho khaMtI aho muttI, aho, bhoge asaMgayA // utta. sU. a. 20, gAthA 6 aho ! zuM A munine varNa che! zuM temanuM rUpa che ke zuM temanI saumyatA che! A gAthAmAM cha vakhata aho zabda Ave che. ahIM zabda Azcaryane sUcaka che. eTale munimAM cha prakAre temane Azcarya lAgyuM che. sarva prathama temane munine varNa ane rUpa joIne Azcarya thayuM. rUpa te ghaNunuM hoya che paNa jenI asara bIjA upara paDe ne tenAthI bIjA cha sudhare te sAcuM rUpa che. ghaNIvAra AvuM nirmaLa rUpa paNa bIjAne prabhAvita kare che. ahIM zreNaka rAjA muninuM rUpa joIne prabhAvita thayA. rAya praNa sUtramAM paNa A dAkhalo che. rAjA paradezI khUba nAstika hatA. kAraNa ke tenI mAnyatA evI hatI ke jIva ane kAyA" eka che paraMtu jIva ane kAyA baMne alaga che. A bAbatamAM ene zaMkA hatI. je jIva ane kAyA alaga hoya te jIva kema dekhAto nathI? te sivAya leka ema kahe che ke je dharma kare te svarga athavA mekSamAM jAya che ne je pApa kare che te narakamAM jAya che. te mArA dAdImA te khUba dhamaSTha hatA ne tapa tyAga karatA hatA. te e svargamAM gayA hazene. je te svargamAM gayA hoya to mane kema kahevA nathI AvatA ke dIkarA! meM tapa-dAna Adi dharma kriyAo karI tethI svargamAM gaI ne tyAM mane bahu sukha maLyuM che mATe tuM dharmanA kAryo kara. bIjI vAta mArA dAdA bahu pApI hatA. to teo pApa karIne narakamAM ja gayA haze-te teo paNa kema nathI kahevA AvatA ke meM bahu pApa karyo tethI naskamAM mAre

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zAradA sAgara 127 bahu duHkha bhogavavA paDe che. te dIkarA! tuM mArI mAphaka pApa na karIza pApa karIza te mArI jema duHkha bhogavavA paDaze. dAdA-dAdI kahevA nathI AvatA eTale svarga-naraka Adi kaMI nathI. temaja jIva ane zarIra eka che. AvI zraddhAthI paradezI rAjAne dharmazraddhA na hatI. - jIva ane kAyA judA che tenI cakAsaNI karavA mATe te jIvatA corane pakaDIne lekhaMDanI keThImAM pUrI phITa baMdha karI pUrI detAM, jyAM bilakula havA na jAya tyAM mANasa jIvI na zake te svAbhAvika che. pachI keDI lAvIne jue te cera marI gayo hoya tyAre rAjA paradezI vicAra kare ke jIva kayAMthI gayo? jIvane ja joyo nahi mATe jIva ane kAyA eka che. eka ceranuM jIvatAM vajana karIne mArI nAMkhe, pachI vajana karyuM te eTaluM vajana thayuM, tethI mAnavA lAgyuM ke jIva gayo hoya te vajana ochuM thavuM joIe ne? mATe jIva ane kAyA eka che. evI mAnyatA tenAmAM ghara karI gaI hatI. rAjA paradezI mahAna adhamI hatA. enA gAmamAM jena sAdhune AvavAnI manAI hatI eTale ke I saMte AvatA na hatA. A paradezI rAjAne bhAI citta eka vakhata koI kAraNa prasaMge bahAragAma gayA. e gAmamAM bhagavAna pArzvanAthanA ziSya kezI svAmI padhArelA. e gAmamAM khUba AnaMda ne utsava dekhAya che. citta te rAjAne pUche che aho! ApanI nagarImAM Aje zuM utsava che? tyAre kahe che Aje kezIsvAmI padhAryA che. temanI vANInuM pAna karavA badhA jaI rahyA che. huM paNa tyAM jAuM chuM. tyAre citta kahe, huM paNa AvuM chuM. citta paradezI rAjAne bhAI paNa hato ne pradhAna paNa hato. te kezIsvAmInA darzana karavA gaye. ekAgracitte kezIsvAmInuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLI citta pradhAnanuM mana khUba AnaMdita thayuM. tyAM citta pradhAne bAra vrata aMgIkAra karyA. tenA manamAM thayuM ke je AvA mahAna jJAnI saMta mArI nagarImAM padhAre to mArA bhAIne dharma pamADuM. teNe kezIsvAmIne vaMdana karIne vinaMtI karI ke he gurudeva! Apa mArI vetAMbikA nagarImAM padhArI amane kRtArtha karo. kezIsvAmI mauna rahyA. temaNe be-traNa vAra vinaMtI karI tyAre kahyuM he citta ! je vanamAM ghaNAM jaMgalI pazuo rahetA hoya te vanamAM vasavuM salAmata gaNAya nahi, tema je nagaramAM krUra rAjAnuM zAsana pravartatuM hAya, sAdhune bahiSkAra thato hoya te nagarImAM AvavuM zreyasakara gaNAya nahi, tyAre citta kahe gurudeva! e huM saMbhALI laIza paNa Apa padhAro. pachI kezIsvAmI kahe avasare. tethI citta samajI gayo ne pachI potAnA zaheramAM gayA pachI dararoja rAha jovA lAgyA. kezIsvAmI vicaratA vicaratA anukrame tAMbikAmAM padhAryA. citta pradhAna khUba AnaMda pAmyA pachI te dezanA sAMbhaLavA gayo. ane tyAra bAda ghaDanI parIkSA karavAnA bahAne paradezI rAjAne laI gaye. tyAM bagIcAmAM rAjAe kezI svAmIne jayAM. jotAM ja thayuM ke A prabhAvazALI keNa che? ne A badhA bhegA thaIne zuM kare che! A mahAna tejasvI vIrapuruSa lAge che temaja teo zarIramAM paNa kevA che. teo UMce beThA che ne bIjA

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128 zAradA sAgara badhA nIce beThA che. badhA enA sAmuM joi rahyA che. cittane pUche che e zu kare che? jaDuM jar3A muMDe muDA, A paMDitA sau mArI vADImAM besI, lAMbe hAthe zuM dai! he citta ! tuM jo te kharA badhA zarIramAM kevA majabUta che ne enu rUpa ghaNu iM! A badhAnA mukha jotAM paMDita hAya tevA lAge che. te! A mArA bagIcAmAM besIne lAMbA hAtha karIne badhAne zu Ape che? pachI citta kahe che te pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanA ziSya che. ne cAra jJAnanA dhaNI che. tamArI zakAne dUra karanAra che, tyAra khAda ane kezI svAmI pAse gayA. paNa paradezIe vaDhana nA karyA. tyAre kezI svAmIe paradezInI AMkha ughaDe tevA paDakAra karyAM ne chevaTamAM kahyuM ke tane jIva ane kAyA eka che evI zakA che ne ! A sAMbhaLI rAjAne thayuM ke A mahAjJAnI che tethI jANavAnI jijJAsA jAgI. rAjAe vinayapUrvaka vaMdanA karIne pUchyuM-bhagavaMta ! huM ahIM besu ? munie kahyuM. A udyAna tamAru che. tamAre ahI besavu' ke na besavu e tamArI icchAnI vAta che. amArA koi pratibaMdha nathI. cittapradhAna ane rAjA ane nIce beThA. munine pRyu -bhagavaMta! mArA manamAM zakA che te tame kevI rIte jANyuM? tyAre kezIsvAmIe kahyuM. amArA zAstramAM pAMca prakAranA jJAna kahelA che. mati-zruta-avadhi-manaHparyAya ane kevaLajJAna. temAMnA pahelA cAra jJAna mane prApta thaelA che. tenA prabhAve huM jANI zakuM chuM. sAcA jJAnI saMte kadI ema na kahe ke mane ATalu jJAna che. paNa paradezI rAjAne sudhAravA mATe A pramANe kahyu che. paradezI zajAe pAtAnI zakAonu samAdhAna karavA munine prazno pUchyA. temanI zaMkAonuM kezIsvAmIe khUba suMdara rIte samAdhAna karyuM. tenA pariNAme paradezI rAjAnuM jIvana palTAI gayuM. paradezI maTIne svadezI khanI gayA. adhamI maTIne dhamI banyA. hiMsaka maTIne ahiMsAnA pUjArI anI gayA. TUMkamAM ApaNe te e vAta cAlatI hatI ke sAcu rUpa sAmA manuSyane keTaluM AkarSaNa kare che. baMdhuo! Aje rUpALA dekhAvA manuSya keTalA prayatna kare che! lAlI lIsTIka, parphe ane pAvaDaranA lapeDA kare paNa e rUpa sAcu rUpa nathI. rUpa evuM hAvu joie ke jenAthI paradezI rAjAnI jema kAika jIva pAmI jAya. ahI zreNIka rAjAe munimAM cha Azcarya joyA. zuM tamArA vaNuM che ? zu tamAruM rUpa che! zuM tamArI sAmya prakRti che! zuM tamArI kSamA che! zuM tamArI nibhatA che. zu tamArA bhego pratyenA anAsakata bhAva che! A rIte mahArAjA zreNIka munine joine AzcaryamAM paDayA che. have AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra :-ajanA satInA pIyarathI teDA AvyA tene pAchA vALyA, te

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zAradA sAgara, 129 pIyara gaI nahi, pavanajIe eka divasa paNa tenA sAmuM joyuM nathI. Ama karatAM karatAM bAra varSo vItI gayA. paNa pavanacha na AvyA. aMjanA patinA viyegathI bUrI rahI che. ne pitAnA karmone deSa Ape che. pavanajI upara manathI paNa repa karatI nathI. dIkarI pIyara na AvavAthI tenA mAtApitAne khUba duHkha thayuM. paNa aMjanAe e vicAra karyo ke mAre piyara jaIne badhAne zuM kahevuM. A rIte aMjanAnA divase vIte che tyAM zuM banAva banyo. laMkApati rAvaNane dUta mahArAjA prahalAdanI sabhAmAM AvyuM. te rAjAne praNAma karI laMkApatine mahattvane saMdeza ApatAM kahyuM he rAjana! varUNapurIne rAjA varUNa laMkApatinI AjJA mAnato nathI. ahaMkArane jANe mATe pahADa che. mahArAjA rAvaNe pitAnI AjJAne tAbe thavA kahevaDAvyuM tyAre teNe khUba uddhatAIbharyo javAba Ape ke laMkApatine enA devatAdhiSThita ratnathI abhimAnane Apharo caDhaye hoya te bhale ahIM Ave. huM tenuM abhimAna utArI nAMkhIza. AvA varUNanA vakratAbharyA vacanathI laMkApatine roSa caDhaye ne moTA sainyane varUNane pakaDavA kahyuM paNa tyAM bhayaMkara yuddha jAmyuM. temAM varUNanA putra rAjave laMkApatinA khara ane dUSaNa be mahAna haiddhAne pakaDI lIdhA eTale rAvaNanuM sainya behAla banI gayuM. tethI varUNanI sAme vijaya meLavavA have laMkApati pote jAya che ne temanA tamAma sabaMdhI rAjAone bolAvI lAvavA dUte mekalyA che te mujaba ApanI pAse mane mokalyo che. dUtanI vAta sAMbhaLI prahalAda rAjAe sainyane sajja karavAnI AjJA karIne pite taiyArI karavA UbhA thayA. pavanakumAre badhI vAta sAMbhaLI hatI eTale teNe pitAjIne taiyArI karatAM joIne vinayapUrvaka pitAjIne mastaka namAvIne kahyuM-pitAjI! Apa zAMtithI ahIM rahe. huM laMkApatinI sahAyamAM lazkara laIne jAuM chuM. mane javAnI AjJA Ape. pitAjI kahe che beTA! A te varUNanI sAthe bAtha bhIDavAnI che. e varUNanA putre khUba parAkramI che. khara-dUSaNa jevA baLavA vaiddhAone teNe pakaDIne jelamAM besADI dIdhA. tyAre pavanajI kahe che pitAjI! huM vidyAdhara prakSAda rAjAne putra chuM. mArA parAkramane svAda varUNanA putrone cakhADI dauM. mane AzIrvAda Apo. pavanajInI makkamatA joI yuddhamAM javAnI AjJA ApI. yuddhanI taiyArIo thavA lAgI. raNabherIo vAgavA lAgI. pavanajI pahelavahelA yuddhamAM jAya che. yuddhamAM javuM eTale jIvanasATAnA khela. keTalA varSa sudhI cAle te kahI na zakAya, ne jIvatA pAchA AvIzuM ke nahi te paNa na kahI zakAya. eTale pavanajIe yAcakane khUba dAna dIdhuM AkhI nagarIne saMtoSI. tyAre mitre kahe che pavana! te badhAne saMtoSa Ape paNa bAra bAra varSothI mahelamAM ekSI pUre che te pavitra aMjanAno zuM vAMka ! tuM eka vAra te tenI pAse jA, pavana kahe mitra! tuM mArI pAse enuM nAma

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zAradA sAgara 130 zA mATe khele che? mane jarA paNa gamatuM nathI. mitra ghaNA sajjana che. te khUba samajAve che paNa pavanajI mAnatA nathI. A taraph aMjanAne khabara paDI ke pavanajI yudhdhe jAya che. A samaye aMjanAe enA mana para keTaleA kAbU rAkhyA haze ke keTalI sAvadhAnI rAkhI haze! mahAna AtmAenI A eka khUbI che ke jenA upara ApaNe eka vAra prema dhAraNa karyAM hAya te vyakita pachI ApaNA pratye premavihIna ane tyAre ApaNe enA para prema TakAvI zakatA nathI. pachI bhale laukika prema hAya ke leAkeAttara prema hAya. jyAre mahAna purUSA premane TakAvI rAkhe che ne ema vicAre che ke ene mArA pratyenA prema tUTI gayA emAM eneA kei doSa nathI, paNamAruM karma emAM mukhya kAraNa che. mAru ka mAre enI pAse tiraskAra karAve che. t AvA samabhAvamAM rahetI aMjanA satIne khabara paDI ke pavanajI rathamAM besI gayA che. temanuM sainya nagara vaccethI pasAra thAya che. te huM patinA mukhanuM darzana karIza patinA kapALamAM cAMllA karIza, dahIM vaDhAvIza, ane emanI yuddhayAtrA saphaLa thAya te vijayanI varamALA paherIne vahelA pAchA Ave evA AzIrvAda ApIza. evA vicArathI hAthamAM senAnA kaceALAmAM dahIM ne kaMkAvaTI lai vasatamAlAnI sAthe mahelamAMthI nIce utarIne eka thAMbhalAne TekA ine UbhI rahI che. zarIra khUba sUkAi gayu che. have te rUpa paNa jhAMkhu paDI gayuM che. chatAM mukhane prapullita banAvI patinI rAha jotI UbhI rahI che. parvanajInI svArI AvI rahI che. pavanajIe dUrathI ajanAne oi paNa e aMjanA che tema jANatA nathI. kAraNa ke paraNyA pahelAM vipAnamAMthI addharathI joI hatI pachI aMjanAnu mukha paNa joyuM nathI. eTale peAtAnA mitrane kahe che jo te kharA. pelI kevI sudde pUtaLI cItarI che. e cItaranArA paNa kevA catura haze! jANe jIvatI raMbhA jevI strI UbhI hAya tevuM dekhAya che tyAre mitre zuM kahyuM. mitra kahe nahi putaLI, bhIMta AThIge che ajanA nAra tA, sAMbhaLI rAya rAtA thayA, mAraga jAtAM svAmI maLIyA ThAra tA dUra ThelI te aLagI paDI, mAraga melIne cAlyA che sAtha tA, vasa'tamAlA mATe karaDakA bAI, mUrakha dIse che tamataNA nAtha tA. bhAI! e pUtaLI nathI paNa jene tame mAra varSathI tyAga karyo che te aMjanA che. jue tene tamAza pratye keTaleA prema che! jyAM ajanAnuM nAma sAMbhaLyuM tyAM te krodhanI javALA vyApI gai. pavanajInA ratha najIka Avye eTale ajanA satIe pAse jaIne patinAM caraNamAM paDI aMjalI joDI gaga zabdomAM prArthanA karI he svAmInAtha! mArI vinaMtI che ke Apa mane bhUlI na jatAM. Apane mA kuzaLa ane1. panthAnaH sastu te zivA " aMjanA Ama kahe che tyAM pavanajIe ene evI jorathI lAta mArI ke ** zz

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zAradA sAgara 131 aMjanA bhaya paDI gaIne be traNa galaTIyA khAI mUcha vaza thaI gaI. caraNe DhaLelI pavitra guNIyala satIne tiraskAra karI pavanacha AgaLa vadhyA. - keTalI niSpharatA! ke ghora tiraskAra! patie ATalA badhA mANase vacce pitAne tiraskAra karyo ane bIjI tarapha patinA viyogathI tenA dilamAM khUba dukha thayuM. khUba raDavA zUravA lAgI. aho! have badhA leke jANI jaze ke pavanajIne aMjanA sAthe aNabanAva che. have sAsu-sasarA badhA vAta jANaze. mAre meTuM zuM batAvavuM! A vAtanuM tene bhayaMkara dukha lAgyuM. A samaye vasaMtamAlA kahe che bahena ! tAre pati te mukhane saradAra che. ene keInI paDI nathI. keInI kadara karatuM nathI. Ama ke yukata vacane belavA lAgI. tyAre aMjanA kahe che bahena! tuM mArA patinuM saheja paNa vAMku na belIza. emAM emane zuM deSa che. deSa mAtra mArA karmane che. A pramANe aMjanA pitAne doSa kADhe che. pavanajI ane aMjanA baMne gaMbhIra che. aMjanAe kadI pitAnA duHkhanI vAta kaIne karI nathI ane pavanajIe paNa mAtA-pitAne nathI kahyuM ke mane aMjanA gamatI nathI. have aMjanA potAnA karmane deSa kADhatI pavananA viyegamAM jhUre che, have zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 16 zrAvaNa suda 2 ne zukravAra tA. 8-8-75 laya prakAzaka, karUNAnA sAgara bhagavate saMyama lIdhA pachI aghora sAdhanA karI cAra ghAtI karmone kSaya karI kevaLajJAnanI jyota pragaTAvI. bhagavAna kahe che he sAdhaka! phakta vezanuM parivartana karavAthI kalyANa nahi thAya paNa sAthe tArA vartananuM parivartana karIza to kalyANa thaze. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 25mA adhyayanamAM prabhu bolyA che. navi muNDieNa samaNo, na oMkAreNa bNbhnno| na muNi raNNavAseNa, kusacireNa na tAvaso // utta. sU a. 25 gAtha 31 mastaka muMDAvI zveta vacce paheravAthI te zramaNa nathI. % kArane jApa karavAthI te brAhmaNa nathI. araNyamAM jaIne vasavATa karavAthI muni nathI banatuM ne DAbhanA vastro paheravAthI tApasa nathI thavAtuM, paNa sAce sAdhu kene kahevAya? jyAre keI satkAra kare tyAre pulAya nahi ne keI tiraskAra kare tyAre manamAM paNa kaSAyane kaNa na AvavA de. bhagavAna kahe che ke A jIvane AkuLa-vyAkuLa banAvanAra hoya te cAra kevA che. cAra kaSAyomAM paNa mAna e mIThuM jhera che. gautama svAmIe bhagavaMtane prazna karyo ke he prabhu! mA vinago mate nave viMnaya? mAna upara vijaya meLavavAthI jIvane zuM lAbha thAya che tyAre bhagavaMta kahe che ahe he maitama! "mAja vinasannavaM natha6 "

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(132 zAradA sAgara baMdhuo tamane ema thaze ke ka lAbha? te A lAbha tamArA bhautika sukhanA TukaDAne nathI. A lAbha te AtmAnI ujjavaLatAne che. Atmika ujajavaLatA eTale nijaguNanI prAptine lAbha thAya che. mAna upara vijaya meLavanAra AtmA saraLatAne prApta kare che. saraLatAmAM keTale AnaMda che te Apa jANe che ne? tephAne caDhelI nadI meTA meTA makAna ane jhADane kheMcI jAya che paNa netarane kheMcI zaktI nathI. kAraNa ke teNe saraLatAnI kaLA jANI che. jenA mULa ghaNuM UMDA gayA che tevA jaMgI vRkSa pANInA puramAM ukhaDI jAya che paNa netara ukhaDI zakatuM nathI. jene jhUkatA AvaDe che te tephAna sAthe ramI zake che. ApaNuM bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne kevAM kaSTa paDayAM che je vAMcatA ApaNuM haiyuM dhrujI jAya che vipatti rUpI vIjaLInA kaDAkA thayA, saMkaTanA pahADa tUTyA. anArya lekee kaSTa ApavAmAM bAkI na rAkhyuM. chatAM e mahAna sAdhaka savALA dukhe vacce jhaLakatA rahyA tenuM kAraNa namratA. namratA-sazaLatA ane sAmyatAne ke prabhAva paDe che. anAthI nigraMtha bagIcAmAM AvIne beThA che. temanuM rUpa cAmaDI bhedIne bahAra AvyuM che. jema vIjaLIne pravAha zarU thatAM balba vijaLIthI jhagamagata thaI jAya che. aMdara rahelA tAMbAnA tAra sonAnA jevA dekhAya che. tema caitanyane lIdhe A paMcabhUtarUpI balaba caitanyathI jhagajhagATa karate thaI jAya che. A muninuM zarIra jhagArA mAre che. A joIne zreNIka rajane cha prakAranuM Azcarya thayuM. emanA mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI paDayA. "ko vo aho " temanuM rUpa, varNa, saumyatA, kSamA, nirlobhatA ane bhege pratyenI arUcI AzcaryakAraka lAgyuM. koI manuSya khUba kSamAvAna hoya te tenI sAme kevImAM kedI vyakita Avaze te paNa TharI jaze. munine joIne zreNIka rAjAnA ukaLATa zamI gayA ne zuM belyA-ahAhA ! muni huM Apane jouM chuM ne ema thAya che ke he mahAtmA !. tamArAmAM zuM guNe prakAzI rahyA che. mAruM dila tamArAmAM TharI gayuM che. A rIte muninI khUba prazaMsA kare che paNa muni pitAnA bhAvamAM ramaNatA kare che. AvA mahAna muninI sAme rAjA UbhA hAya, moTA karoDapati haya, ke game te hoya paNa saMsAra bAbatanI vAta nahi kare. paNa e te ema pUchaze ke he mAnava ! teM A uttama mAnava janma pAmIne zuM karyuM? huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamArA dIkarAne paradeza kamAvA meko . tyAM jaIne teNe kaMI kamANI karI nahi. je paisA laIne gaye hatuM tenAthI lIlAlahera karIne cha mahine pAcho Avye. tame pUche te kharA ne ke dIkarA! zuM kamAIne lAge ke tyAre dIkare kahe tame ApelI mUDI sApha thaI gaI che. te tame zuM kaheze ke jue, raLI gaThavI raLavA gayA hatA te zuM karIne AvyA? paNa bhAI! tame kevA raLIyA gaDhavI cho? eNe te pAMca-paccIsa hajAra gumAvyA paNa tame keTaluM gumAvI rahyA che? uttarAdhyayana sUtranA sAtamA adhyayanamAM traNa vaNikane nyAya Ape.

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zAradA sAgara jahA ya tinni vANiyA, mUlaM dhettUNa niggayA / ego 'ttha lahaI lAbha, ego mUleNa Agao // 133 utta. su. a. 7, gAthA 14 eka vaNike peAtAnA traNa putrAne kahyuM ke tame traNe eka eka hajAra rUpiyA laine mahAragAma kamAvA jAva. eka varSa pachI Avajo. A traNe putra vicAra karavA lAgyA ke pitAjI pAse karoDo rUpiyAnI saMpatti che ne ApaNane ATalA rUpiyA ApIne zA mATe mekalyA ? moTA dIkarAe vicAra karyA ke khApujI pAse ghaNA paisA che. zu karavAnA che? paisA vAparIne lIlAlhera kare. eTale e te meAjazeAkhamAM paDI gayeA. khIjAe vyAje mUkIne mUDI sAcavI. trIjAe vahepAra karI muDI khUba vadhArI. anukrame traNe dIkarA varSe ghera AvyA. pitAe pUchyuM zuM karIne AvyA ? tyAre mATAe kahyuM ke lIlAlhera karIne karaja karIne AvyA . vacalAe mULagI mUDI pAchI ApI. nAnAe kahyuM ke mArI mUDI levA gADA mekalavA paDaze kAraNa ke teNe ghaNA meTA vepAra karyA che ne peDhI upara mAla ghaNeA che. A rIte traNe putrA pitAjI pAse hAjara thayA. have huM tamane pUchuM ke nagInabhAI! bApane kayA dIkarA vahAlA lAge? (zreAtAmAMthI avAja :-ghaNu kamAine Ave te.) (hasAhasa). eleA, have tamAre bhagavAnanA vahAlA dIkarA thavuM che ne ? bhagavAnane vahAlA kevI rIte thavAya ? A jiMDhagImAM kaMika dharmArAdhanA kare te ne ! atyAre vadhumAM vadhu AyuSya khase varSe deze uhyuM che. kAika sA varSanA thAya che. bAkI te kAi 50-60 ne kAI bharayuvAnImAM paNa cAlyA jAya che. sAthe zuM laI javAnuM che? tame atyAre meha nahi choDe teA pachI paNa cheDavA paDaze. yuvAnI pUrI thaI, ghaDapaNa AvI gayuM. chatAM patnIneA. mAhu chUTatA nathI. tame sAmAyika-pratikramaNa, upavAsa karo, dAna de paNa jyAM sudhI kAma vijetA nathI manyA tyAM sudhI karaNI adhUrI che. ceAkamAM khAvaLIyeA ugyA che tenA kAMTA rAja pagamAM bhAMkAya che. tethI vicAra karyo ke lAva, enA DALA pAMkhaDA kApI nAMkhuM. tame uparathI DALA-pAMkhaDA kApI nAMkhA te thADA divasa enA kAMTA nahi khare paNa enuM mULIyu sajIvana che mATe DALI ane pAMkhaDA thaze ne pAchA kAMTA vAgaze. mATe kAMTA kharatA hAya te mULane ukhADI nAMkheA. te rIte sa MsAra rUpI kAMTA khaTakatA hoya te viSayavikAra rUpI kAMTA kADhI nAMkhA ane brahmacarya vratamAM AveA. kAraNa ke cAritra e jIvanamAM amUlya keAhInura che. ane viSayavikAra eka prakAranA saDe che. AMgaLI aMdarathI saDI gai hAya paNa tene malamapaTTA karavAthI kaMi saDo nAbUda thatA nathI. tema kAma vijetA anyA vinA AtmAnuM kohInura nahi jhaLake ne bhagavAnanA vahAlA dIkarA paNa nahi manAya, mATe kAmaleAga upara vijaya meLavA. jJAnIe kahe che.

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134 zAradA sAgara mANusattaM bhave mUlaM lAbho devagai bhave / mUlaccheeNa jIvANaM, naragatirikkhattaNaM dhuvaM / / utta. sU. a. 7, gAthA 16 je manuSya ahIM AvIne bhogavilAsamAM masta rahe che, dharmakaraNI karato nathI, te manuSyabhava hArIne naraka tiryaMca gatimAM jAya che ne tyAM mahAna duHkha bhegave che. te mULagI mUDI hArI javA barAbara che. je vizeSa kaMI nathI karate paNa manuSya marIne manuSya thAya evA kAryo kare che te mULagI mUDI sAcavavA barAbara che ane je manuSya ahIM AvIne dAna de, zIyaLa pALe, tapa kare ne zubha bhAvanA bhAve che te AtmA mekSa athavA devalekamAM jAya che. te mULagI mUDImAM vadhAro karavA barAbara che. bele, have tamAre zuM karavuM che? mUDImAM vRddhi karavI che ne? kaI mUDI vadhAravI che? AtmAnI ke pudagalanI ! pugalanI mUDI to ghaNuM vadhArI. have Atmika mUDI vadhAravAne purUSArtha kare, have paisA karatA paramezvara vahAlA kare ne saMtAna karatAM saMta vahAlA kare. ahIM zreNIka rAjAne magadha dezanA rAjya ane saMpatti karatAM saMta vahAlA lAgyA che. saMtane joIne te zuM bole che - mArA haiyAnA hAra, mArI sAMbhaLo pukAra, jo tamane nahi pAmuM te mAruM jIvuM jaze bekAra-mArA deva ghaNAM che jagamAM, mAMgI milkata mujane e Ape, rAjI ene kahI dauM te kakke mArA kApe mArI manISA te e che. jeNe jItyA che rAgadveSanA vikAra, e paramAtmA caraghukamaLamAM mAre kare svIkAra--mArA haiyAnA. rAjA zreNaka kahe che te mArA lADIlA saMta! meM duniyAmAM ghaNAM saMta joyA ne deva paNa joyA, paraMtu tamane joIne mane je AkarSaNa thAya che tevuM kayAreya nathI thayuM. tamane cheDIne mane kayAMya javuM gamatuM nathI. mAnatuMgAcArya prabhune prArthanA karatAM zuM belyA che. ' dRSTavA bhavantamanImeSavilokanIyaM, nAnyatra toSamupayAti janasya cakSuH / ... pItvApaya zazIkaradyuti dugdhasindho, kSAraM jalaM jalanidharezItuMkaicchet ? ' he mArA nAtha! tane eka vAra animeSa dRSTithI joI lIdhA pachI manuSyanI AMkhe bIje kayAMya ThatI nathI. kSIra samudranA mIThA ane zItaLa nirmaLa pANI pIdhA pachI lavaNa samudranuM khAruM pANI pIvAne kaNa Icche? keI nahi. sarcalAITane prakAza joyA pachI 'keDIyAne prakAza gamatuM nathI. tema he prabhu! tAruM mukhaDuM joyA pachI mane duniyAnA badhA de jhAMkhA lAge che.

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zAradA sAgara 135 je zAsanamAM AvA devAdhideva birAjatA hoya tenA zrAvakane bIje phAMphA mAravAnA heya? tamane evI zraddhA thaI javI joIe ke mArA deva eTale arihaMta, gurU mArA nirgatha ane kevaLI prarUpita dharma e ja mAro dharma che. rAjA zreNIka muninI stuti karatAM kahe che A duniyAmAM dene pAra nathI. je temanI huM zraddhA karuM ne temane prasanna karuM te je mAMguM te maLe ema che. enI bhakti karuM te A duniyAmAM mAre vALa kaI vAMke karI zake tema nathI. mArA kaSTa harI le. paNa mAre evA devanI zraddhA karavI nathI. mArI icchA te evI che ke huM konA zaraNe jAuM? jemaNe rAga ane dveSane jItyA che temane zaraNe jAuM paNa je bhautika sukhane mArga batAve che tyAM mAre have nathI jAvuM. A rIte zreNIka rAjA munine kahe che. vaLI he nAtha! tArI zItaLatA ane kSamAnI te zuM vAta karuM? tArI sAme koI kaeNdhI manuSya Ave to paNa karI jAya. jema pANImAM game teTalA kAkaDA saLagAvIne nAkhe te paNa zItaLa banI jAya che. tema tArI sAme te krUra mAnavI Ave te paNa te tane joIne karI jAya che. tArA varNa, rUpa, saumyatA, kSamA, nirlobhatAne bhege pratyenI nispRhatA te koI adbhuta che. mAre paNa tArA jevuM banavuM che. paNa tamane joIne mane bIju e Azcarya thAya che ke haju tamArI uMmara nAnI che ne tame sAdhu kema banyA? anya dharmamAM chellI avasthAmAM sAdhupaNuM le che ne tame te haju bharayuvAna che. atyAre te koI gujarI jAya ne pUchIe ke bhAInI uMmara keTalI hatI? te kaheze ke Ama te 60 varSanA hatA. kaMi nAnA hatA paNa duHkha eTaluM che ke chokarA nAnA che. bAkI te maravA jevA hatA. juo, tamAre saMsAra kevo che? gayA tene raDatA nathI paNa pAchaLa chokarA mUkI gayA tene raDe che. keInuM maraNa thAya tyAre bahene cheDe vALe che temAM zuM bole che? arere. tame te gayA. have mAruM zuM thaze? tame pherenathI sADIo lAvyA paNa haju meM ene TAMke teDaye nathI ne tame cAlyA gayA! (hasAhasa) je gayA tene nathI retA paNa ene sADIo paheravAnI rahI gaI tene reve che. joyuM ne! tamAre saMsAra kevo asAra che tenI pAchaLa keTalA ghelA thaIne pharo che. A te meM bahenanI vAta karI paNa tame bahenethI utare tema nathI, bharayuvAnImAM patnI gujarI jAya te bIjI na lAve tyAM sudhI yAda kare. ne bIjI Ave eTale te yAda na Ave. ke svAthI saMsAra che! anAdikALathI A pravAha cAlatuM AvyuM che emAM kAMI navIna nathI. jJAnIo kahe che jema dhumADAne bAcakA bharavAthI kaI dhumADe hAthamAM AvatuM nathI yAda rAkhe. tema tame saMsAranA sukhane sukha mAnIne game teTaluM kamAva paNa sAthe rAtI pAI AvavAnI che? nA. mArUM kahyuM na mAne te tamArA haiyAne pUcho ke keIpaNe mAnavI ahIMthI rAtI pAI laIne gaya che? jeTalI mUcha chUTe ne tene jeTale satkAryomAM sadda - vyaya thAya eTaluM sAthe AvavAnuM che..

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zAradA sAgara zreNIka rAjA muninI kSamAnA khUba vakhANa kare che. jIvanamAM kSamA rAkhavI e alaukika guNa che. "kSamA vIrasya bhUSaNam " kSamA e vIranuM bhUSaNa che kayAreka kaI zAMta banIne beThA hoya tema lAge ke A bhAI ke bahena kevA samatAnA sAgara che! paNa jyAre ke ene gALa de ke apamAna kare tyAre kSamA rAkhe te sAcA kSamAvAna che. sonAne pahelA agnimAM paDavuM paDe che pachI tenI kiMmata aMkAya che. koI ApaNane game te kare. gALa de ke hathoDAnA ghA kare te paNa te samaye e vicAra kare ke A mane je kaMI kare che temAM ene deSa nathI. deSa mArA karmane che. mAro vAMka hAla bIlakula nathI chatAM A mArI kadarthanA kare che temAM mArA pUrvakRta karmo kAma kare che. zreNIka rAjAne kaNake pAMjarAmAM pUryA, dare 8cAbUka mAre te paNa kevI rIte? baraDe mIThAnuM pANI chAMTe ne baraDe khulle karIne mAre. lehInI sera uDe te samaye zreNuka rAjA keNIkane vAMka hetA kADhatA. e te ekaja vicAra karatA ke he keNIka tuM mAre mahAna upakArI che. mArA karmo khapAvavAmAM tuM mane sahAyaka banyuM che. tuM te mane cAbUkanA mAra marAve che paNa mAre jAna nathI leta. paNa to ajJAna dazAmAM zikAra karI prANIone jAnathI mArI nAMkhyA che. kevI suMdara bhavya vicAraNa. AvI rIte duHkhamAMthI te mahAna purUSoe sukha zodhyuM ne kAma kaDhI gayA. AvI kaLA darekane AvaDI jAya te A pRthvI upara kaI duHkhI na rahe. paNa A kaLA zIkhavI bahu muzkela che. ( zreNIka rAjA muninuM rUpa joI mugdha banyA che. temanA rUpa ane guNanAM vakhANa kare che. have temanA manamAM e Azcarya thayuM che ke AvI bharayuvAnImAM temaNe dIkSA kema lIdhI? e bAbatamAM rAjA munine pRcchA karaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra:- aMjanA satI mahelamAM gayA - satI aMjanAne pavanajIe lAta mArI tiraskAra karyo tethI aMjanAne khUba du:kha thayuM ke have badhA jANaze ke aMjanA ane pavanajIne aNabanAva che. vasaMtamAlA aMjanAne mahelamAM laI gaI paNa gAmamAM evI vAta phelAI gaI ke aMjanA ane pavanajIne aNabanAva che. gAmamAM badhA lokenI daSTi sarakhI nathI hotI. sajajana ema bele che ke AvI nirdoSa pavitra satInuM pavanajIe kevuM ghora apamAna karyuM! AkhA gAmanA lokone saMtoSa pamADayo ne A eka satInuM dila dubhAvyuM. tyAre kaMIka mANaso ema bolavA lAgyA ke pitAnI patnI kone vahAlI na hoya? ane je badhA lekene saMteSa pamADe te pitAnI strInuM dila dubhave khare? paNa pavanajIe ene lAta mArI mATe enAmAM kaMIka haze. tyAre kaI kahevA lAgyA ke aMjanA evI nathI. e te pavitra satI che. tyAre bIjA kahe kaMIka to haze. pAyA vinAnI bhIMta caNAya nahi. A pramANe lokomAM carcA thavA lAgI. aMjanA te mahelamAM khuba jhure che. e vAta ahIM rahI pavanajInuM zuM thayuM?.

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zAradA sAgara 137 nagara thakI dala saMcarya, mAraga thakI dUra kIdhuM melANuM te, cako ne cakavI tyAM TaLavaLe, vyApyuM timira Atho bhANuM te satIre ziremaNe aMjanA. pavanajI maMtrIne ema kahe, nArI taNuM na lIjIe nAma te, purUSa parAyA zuM mana rame, ene cakavInI pere mUkI meM gAma te satIre zimaNuM aMjanA. aMjanAne lAta mArI pavanajInuM sainya AgaLa vadhyuM. thoDA ghaNuM dUra pahoMcI gayA. rAta paDI gaI eTale eka vizALa vanamAM paDAva nAMkhe. pavanajI je vRkSanA nIce beThA hatA te vRkSa upara eka cakalI cIMcIM karavA lAgI. ApaNane cIMcIM lAge paNa enI bhASAmAM e vilApa karatI hatI. pavana emanA mitrane kahe che A cakalI zuM cIMcIM kare che! tyAre mitra kahe che pavana ! e cakalI cIMcIM nathI karatI paNa ene cakale haju bahArathI AvyA nathI eTale e mALAmAM jAya che ne bahAra Ave che. cAre tarapha dRSTi kare che ne jhurApo kare che. tyAre pavanajI kahe zuM cAle nathI AvyuM tethI cakalI ATaluM badhuM jhUre che? mitra kahe-hA, bhAI e pakSIne paNa ATalI saMjJA che to vicAra karo tame jene bAra bAra varSothI tAjI che te aMjanAne zuM thatuM haze ? e tamArA vinA keTalI jhUratI haze ! tyAre pavanajI kahe-mitra ! tuM e pApaNInuM mArI pAse nAma nA laIza. je tAre mArI pAse enuM nAma levuM hoya to ghara bhege thaI jA. A cakalI pativratA che eTale jhUre paNa aMjanAnA hRdayamAM te bIjo purUSa rame che. e te mane yAda paNa karatI nathI huM enI pAse kevI rIte jAuM? mitra kahe che te A mahAsatInA avarNavAda na bela gALa devI hoya to mane deje paNa satIne nahi te te pativratA strI che. te lUkhuM bhejana khAya che, sAdA vastra pahere che. snAna zaNagArane tyAga karI dhamarAdhanA kare che ne rAta-divasa tane yAda karI jhUre che. tuM bhale tyAM nathI jate paNa huM dAsI dvArA badhA samrAcAra meLavuM chuM. mATe je e satInuM paNa soLa AnI bolyo te hate--na hato thaI jaIza. baMdhuo! mitra hoya te AvA heje ke samaye jarA paNa Dara rAkhyA vagara satya kahI de. eNe vicAra na karyo ke mitrocArI tUTI jaze ? je thavuM hoya te thAya. ahIM karmarAjA zuM kare che? aMjanA satInA karmanuM AvaraNa khasavA AvyuM che. tethI pavanajInA bhAva kevI rIte badalAze ne tyAM javAne vicAra karaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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138 zAradA sAgara vyAkhyAna naM. 17 zrAvaNa suda 3 ne zanivAra tA. 9-8-75. anaMta upakArI, zAsanapati, carama tIrthakara zrI mahAvIra prabhu vasuMdharA upara vicaratA vicaratA AtmAnA utthAna mATe aneka vakhata kahI gayA che ke A saMsAra asAra che. saMsArammi asAre, natthi suhaM vAhiveyaNA paure / jANanto iha jIvo na kuNai, jiNadesia dhamme // tamane pUchavAmAM Ave ke saMsAra ke? te tame kaheze ke saMsAra khAre che. paNa kharekhara khAre lAgyo che? nA. e te uparathI prAre paNa heyAmAM sAkara jevo gAje lAge che. mIThA jevo khAre lAgatuM nathI. saMsAra khAre kone lAge? gharabAra, dhanavaibhava, kuTuMba kabIlAne tyAga karI saMyama le tene saMsAra khAra lAge. jema chAzanuM valeNuM karanAra bAI mAkhaNa kADhI le tema sAra kADhatAM AvaDatuM hoya te asAra saMsAramAMthI AtmA sAra kADhI zake che. chAzamAMthI mAkhaNa kADhatAM na AvaDe te bAI puvaDa kahevAya tema jene asAra saMsAramAMthI sAra kADhatA na AvaDe tene zuM kahevuM? saMsAra asAra che, khAre che, dAvAnaLa jevo che. dAvAnaLamAMthI bacavA mATe, enI bhayaMkaratAmAMthI mukta thavA mATe jJAnI bhagavatee aciMtya mArga batAvyA che, te che cAritrane amegha paMtha. tamane thavuM joIe ke e paMtha mane kyAre maLe? enA satata ciMtana-manana ane parizIlanamAM otapreta banavuM joIe, saMsAramAMthI sAra kADhatA zIkhavuM joIe. je AtmAe saMsAramAMthI sAra kADhIne AdarzarUpa banI gayA te mahAna vibhUtIo banI gayA. te ApaNA mATe mArgadarzaka ane preraNArUpa banI gayA. saMsAranA tamAma vyavahAramAM, khAvA pIvAmAM, paheravA oDhavAmAM paNa sArAsAra meLavI zakAya che. tamArI saMsAranI pravRttiomAM kalAkonA kalAke ane divasanA divase pasAra thaI gayA paNa tame zuM sAra kADhayo? lakSamI kayAMthI lAvuM ne kema bhegI karuM tenI hAyavarALamAM rAta-divasa racyA pacyA rahevAthI bhUkha-tarasa lAge che? basa, eka dhUma che kayAre lakSamI Ave! kayAre karoDapati thAuM! AmAM AtmAne zuM sAra kADhaye? jIvane samayanI kiMmata kyAM che? dukAna khelavA TAImamAM pharaka paDe te AkuLa vyAkuLa thaI jAya paNa vItarAgavANI sAMbhaLavAnI paLa cUkI jAya te thAya kharuM ke hAya! mAruM cAlyuM gayuM! tame relve sTezane meDA pahoMcaze te gADI UbhI raheze kharI? nA. na UbhI rahe. pachI bhale TikiTa kaDhAvelI hoya ke rIjhalTa hoya te paNa nakAmI thaI jAya. kema barAbara ne? paisA ya pAchA na maLe. tyAM tame moDA na jAva kAraNa ke samaya ane paisA baMnenI kiMmata che. vItarAgavANI sAMbhaLavAmAM moDA paDe te vItarAgavANunI gADI upaDI jatI nathI te tamane khabara che tethI haiyAmAM zAMti haya, ucATa na deya. rastAmAM mhAlatA hAlatA

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zAradA sAgara 139 . gappA mAratA Ave ne pachI AvIne besI jAva. je sAMbhaLyuM te ThIka che paNa meDA paDavAthI na saMbhaLAyuM tene haiye aphasesa khare? ane bIje divase samaya cUkI na javAya tenI kALajI kharI? bhagavAne cAra jJAnanA dhaNI gautama svAmIne paNa kahyuM che ke "samaya joyama mA mAyaNa " he maitama! eka samaya mAtrano pramAda na kara, daitama svAmI jevA eka paLane paNa pramAda na karanArane bhagavAna mahAvIra pramAda na karavAnuM kahetA hatA. tyAre ApaNA pramAdanI te vAta kyAM? amApa pramAda Aje ApaNAmAM pesI gayA che. carmacakSuthI te gaNatrI na thAya. bIjI bAju tame samaya jevA zuM rAkho cho? lagabhaga bhAIbahenanA hAthe ghaDiyALa jevAmAM Ave che. "Time to Time" samayasara kAma karanArA evA ghaNuM hoya che ke je athAga parizrama vaDe kAryamAM rata rahe che. teone paNa pUche ke jIvanamAM samayanI kiMmata keTalI ? Aje te kiMmata samayanI nahi paNa phezananI thaI rahI che. paNa jyAre phezana jIvanane rAkha banAvaze tyAre tene samayanI mahattA jaNAze, phezana vadhI, pramAdanI limiTa na rahI. saMsArane raMga vadhate gaye. rAgamAM jeDA ane moha AvIne ghara karI gaye. AvI raMgIlI duniyAmAM mehanIya karmathI mUMjhAyelA AtmAne pUchIe to kaheze ke huM zuM karuM? kevI rIte chUTuM? paNa A saMsArane Thokara mArIne nIkaLI jAuM e vicAra amalamAM na Ave te kyAMthI chUTI zake ! ghenanI paDIkI lenAra mAnavIne bhAna nathI rahetuM tevI rIte mehanI paDIkIthI grasta thayelAne saMsAramAM sArAsAranuM bhAna nathI. jeo mehane haTAvI saMsArane lAta mArIne nIkaLI gayA che tevA mahAna muni anAthI nigraMtha maMDIkukSa udyAnamAM padhAryA che. zreNIka rAjA te munine joIne Azcarya pAmI gayA che ke ahA! zuM muninuM rUpa che! zuM temanI sAmyatA ne zuM temanI kSamA che! rAjAe muni sAthe vArtAlApa karyo nathI ke munie tenI sAme joyuM nathI. chatAM A rAjAe munine jotAM jANI lIdhuM ke A muninA mukha upara rahelI sAmyatAM jotAM ja lAge che ke e kSamAvAna che. kSamAne badale kyAya karanArA ane namratAne badale abhimAna laIne pharanArA bahu jovA maLe che. kaSAya ane abhimAna jIvane caturgatinA cakakaramAM bhamAve che. chokarAo balabeTa rame che e to tame juo chone? bolane kema UchaLavuM paDe che? tenA piTamAM havA che mATe. tevI rIte he jIva! tArAmAM jyAM sudhI ahaMkAranI havA bharelI che tyAM sudhI tAre caturgatimAM bhamavuM paDaze. ahIM jIvane kSaNe kSaNe mAna apamAna satAve che. paNa pRthvI-pANI-agni, vAyu ane vanaspatimAM utpanna thaye, kIDI makoDAmAM upaje tyAM kayAM tAruM mAna hatuM, te vicAra kara bhagavAna kahe che A jIve mAthAne eka vALa mUke teTalI jagyA khAlI nathI rAkhI ke jyAM jIva utpanna thaye na hoya.

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140 zAradA sAgara na sA jAI, na joNI na taM kalaM na taM ThANaM / na jAyA muyA jattha, sabve jIvA aNaMtaso // eka paNa ni, eka paNa kuLa ne eka paNa jAti ke sthAna evuM nathI ke jyAM jIva utpana thaye nA hoya! kAge manuSya paNa oja karoDapati AvatI kAle roDapati banI jAya che. Ajane zrImaMta kAle garIba banI jAya che. Ajane svarUpavAna kAle kadarUpa bane che. Ajano nirogI kAle rogI banI jAya che. juo, sanatakumAra cakavatinuM kevuM saundarya hatuM. ene pitAnA rUpa-sondaryanuM abhimAna hatuM, paNa kSaNavAramAM tenA zarIramAM seLa rego ekIsAthe utpanna thatAM saundarya vilIna thaI gayuM. mATe koI cIjanuM abhimAna karavA jevuM nathI. zreNIka rAjA vicAra kare che ke A munimAM keTalI namratA dekhAya che! saMsAranA tyAgI che tene kaI jAtanI mamatA ke lobha hete nathI mATe temanI nirlobhatA AzcaryakArI che. te kSamAzIla, nirlobhI ane kAmanA tyAgI che. rAjAne muninA kAmagano tyAga eTale badhe Azcaryajanaka eTalA mATe lAgyo ke te pote kAmone tyAga kare bahu muzkela mAnatA hatA. jema ke tamane paisA bahu vahAlA che eTale paisAne choDavA muzkela lAge che ane tethI koI mANasa kareDanI saMpattino tyAga karIne saMyamI bane te bahu AzcaryakArI lAge che. A rIte rAjA kAmone priya mAnatA hatA ne tene tyAga karavo muzkela mAnatA hatA tethI munine kAmagathI virakta thayelA joIne temanA Azcaryano pAra na rahyo. rAjAe vicAra karyo ke muni AvA guNavAna che te have mAre namaskAra karavA joIe. tethI rAjAe zuM karyuM? tassa pAe u vanditA, kAUNa ya payAhiNaM / nAidUra maNAsanne, paMjalI paDi pucchai // - utta. sU. a. 20, gAthA 7. rAjA muninA caraNamAM paDI gayA ne pradakSiNA karIne vaMdanA karI. A rAjA zreNika kevaLa tenA rUpa-raMga joIne AkarSAyA nahotA. pahelA muninA guNa joyA, temanA guNonuM darzana karyA pachI darzana karyuM che. baMdhuo ! tamAre kariyANAnI jarUra hoya te ja gAMdhInI dukAne jAya che. kApaDa levuM hoya te kApaDiyAnI dukAne jAva cho. mIThAI kharIdavI hoya te sukhaDIyAnI dukAne jAya che. tema tame guNanA grAhaka che te jyAM guNavAna vyakitao hoya tyAM javuM joIe. pelI cIjo kharIdavAmAM paisA ApavA paDe che paNa guNo grahaNa karavAmAM paisA ApavA paDatA nathI. guNagrAhaka vyakitane koInAmAM nAnakaDe. guNa dekhe te paNa kevuM AkarSaNa thAya che !

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zAradA sAgara guNajaneke dekha hRdayameM, mere prema umaDa Ave bane jahAMtaka unakI sevA, karake yaha mana sukha pAve che. jema madhamAkhI phUla dekhe tyAM te jAya che ne phUlane rasa cUse che. tema guNanA rAgI guNa dekhe tyAM deDIne jAya che ne te guNarUpI puSpanI sugaMdha pitAnA jIvanamAM utAre che. guNavAnane joIne tenA dilamAM premanA jharaNuM vahe che ne tenA pratye bahumAna jAge che ke huM tenI zuM sevA-bhakita karuM ? tene zuM ApI dauM? jyAM guNanI pUjA che tyAM nAnA ke moTA, zrImaMta ke garIbanA bhedabhAva hotA nathI. zreNaka rAjA samakita pAmyA na hatA. te vakhate tenA bagIcAmAMthI bhaMgI kerI cerI jAya che. rAjA tene phAMsInI zikSA pharamAve che. tyAre buddhimAna abhaye tene bacAvavA mATe yukti karI. tene pUchyuM te kerI kevI rIte lIdhI? ane corI kema karI? tyAre bhaMgIe kahyuM, UcI vastu hoya tene nIce lAvavAnI vidyA mane AvaDe che. zreNIka rAjAne abhaye vAta karI ke enI vidyA zIkhavA jevI che. (bhaMgI pAsethI vidyA zIkhavA mATe kevI guNadaSTi keLavI te vAta pU. mahAsatIjIe vistArathI rajU karI hatI.) baMdhuo ! A daSTAMta uparathI bIjI eka vAta paNa samajavA jevI che. A bhaMgIne rAjAnA bagIcAmAMthI corI karIne kerI levAnuM mana kema thayuM? ene ema lAgyuM haze ke je huM rAjA pAse mAMgavA jaIza to nahi maLe UlaTI rAjA zikSA karaze te ja cerI karavA gaye haze ne? Aje ApaNA dharmasthAnakamAM paNa cerIo thAya che. zA mATe? AvA sukhI zrImaMta jene Aje svadhamI baMdhunI saMbhALa levAnuM bhUlI gayA che. agAunA vakhatamAM zrImaMta zrAvake kevA dhIra ane gaMbhIra hatA. eka jinadAsa nAmanA zeTha thaI gayA te kevA hatA! . eka vakhata paryuSaNa parvanA divase cAlatA hatA. je bhAI-bahene upAzrayamAM na AvatA hoya te paryuSaNamAM Ave che. zrImaMta-garIba-madhyama badhA Ave che. temAM paNa chelalA saMvatsarInA divase to kaI bAkI na rahe. saMvatsarInA divase badhA bhAIo pratikramaNa karavA ekatra thayA che te samaye pApakarmanA udayathI duHkhamAM gherAyele ne ApattinA majAmAM sapaDAyele eka jaina yuvAna paNa saMvatsarI pratikramaNa karavA Avelo. e vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke ahe ! mArA kevA karmone udaya che ! huM duHkhathI gherAI gaye chuM. mane reTInA sAMsA paDayA che. keI nekarI paNa ApatuM nathI. te have mAre zuM karavuM? chelle vicAra karyo ke have mAre corI karyA sivAya chUTako nathI. mArA baMdhue ! vicAra kare. e zrAvaka keTale duHkhI haze ke tene cerI karavAnuM mana thayuM. eka saMskRta subhASitamAM paNa kahyuM che ke "mukSito fka roti pAm" (bhUkhyo mANasa zuM pApa nathI karata) A yuvAnane cerI karavAnuM mana thayuM te kyAM thayuM ? ne kayA divasamAM

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142 anyasthAne kRtaM pApaM dharmasthAne kRtaM pApaM dharmasthAne vinazyati / vrajalepo bhaviSyati // zAradA sAMgara tame saMsAramAM aneka prakAre karelA pApane dhAvA mATe dharmasthAnakamAM Ave che. kAraNa ke dharmasthAnakamAM pApane cheDavAnI vAta samajAvavAmAM Ave che. AvA dharmasthAnakamAM AvIne jo koi pApakarma kare che te vrajanA lepa jevuM cIkaNuM karma baMdhAya che. pele yuvAna dharmasthAnakamAM beThA cArI karavAne vicAra kare che. paNa cArI kyAM karavI ? jo mArA jevA garIbanuM lauM te e bicArA mArI mAphaka duHkhI duHkhI thaI jAya, paNa evI jagyAe cArI karuM ke jyAM AMcakA lAge nahi.. khUba vicAratA thayuM ke A jinadAsa zeTha meTA abajopati che. temanu levAmAM vAMdhA nathI. zeTha pratikramaNa karavA AvyA tyAre savAlAkha rUpiyAneA hIrAnA hAra paherIne AvelA paNa sAmAyika bAMdhatA pahelA khamIsanI sAthe hAra kADhIne khIMTIe bharAvyeA hateA. te A yuvAne joyelA eTale tene dvAra levAnI dRSTi thaI. te lAga jotA hatA. pratikramaNanA aMte badhA zrAvakA* kAusagga karIne beThA che te samaye lAga joine pelA yuvAna hAra laine cAlatA thai gayA. pratikramaNa pUru thatAM zeTha sAmAyika pALIne khamIza paherIne khIMTIe hAra levA jAya teA hAra na maLe. zeThe jANyu ke mArA hAra cArAyA che. mahAna gabhIra zeTha vicAra karavA lAgyA ke AvA dharmasthAnakamAM koine cArI karavAnI buddhi thAya nahi. ane ene jo cArI karavAnI buddhi thai che te temAM mArI bekALajInu kAraNa che, zeThane hAra gayA tenA asesa nathI paNa huM keTaluM bhUlyA ! mArA svadhI khaMdhuonI me khakhara lIdhI nahi tenuM A pariNAma che. dhikkAra che mArA jIvanane ke meM mArA peTanI pUkta karI paNa mArA duHkhI bhAIe sAme joyuM nahi. A zeThe AveA vicAra karyAM paNa eka zabda bahAra khelyA nahi. ke mArA hAra kANu cArI gayuM! A sthAne tamArI hAra cArAyA hAya tA tame zuM kare? tamane kevA vicAra Avaze ? A dharmasthAnakamAM javA jevuM zuM che ? tyAM paNa cArIo thAya che paNa cArI thavAnu kAraNa zuM che tenA vicAra Ave che? jyAM sudhI duHkhIne dekhIne tamAruM hRdaya pIgaLatuM nathI, tamArI lakSmInA mAha AchA thatA nathI tyAM sudhI e lakSmI nathI paNa kAMkarA che. A yuvAne cArI karatAM zuM karI. paNa tenu hRdaya kaMpI UThayuM. ahA! huM kevA pApI chuM ke meM AvA kama khaMdhana teADavAnA pavitra divase karma teADavAne baddale ka aMdhana karyuM"1 kaMpatA hAthe, lathaDatA page ghera jaine patnIne hAra khatAnyeA. patnI kahe svAmInAtha! AvA kimatI hAra kayAMthI lAvyA ? enA pati satya vAta kahI de che, patnI raDI paDI--ahA svAmInAtha ! tame A zuM karyuM? Apa A hArane e zeThanI dukAne pAche ApI Ave. pati kahe che e tA mArAthI nahi ane, tyAM huM khullA paDI jAuM. patnI

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zAradA sAgara 143 kahe che pApa karIne pApane chupAvavuM e mahApApa che. mATe tame pAcho ApI Ave. pAcho ApavA jatAM zarama Ave to gIre mUkI Ave. patnInA prema bharelA vacane sAMbhaLI yuvAna jinadatta zeThanI dukAne jAya che. zeTha ne page lAgI hAra temanA caraNamAM mUke che. hAra jotAM zeTha oLakhI gayA ke A mAro hAra che. paNa gaMbhIratA dhAraNa karI mauna rahayA. paNa munima kahe che zeTha! A hAra te Apano che. zeTha kahe munImajI! zuM ApaNI pAse ja A hAra che. ne bIjA pAse nathI? mATe kaI divasa AvuM AkSeparvANuM vacana bolaze nahi. zeThanA premabharyA vacane sAMbhaLI yuvAna thaMbhI gayo. zuM A zeThanI gaMbhIratA che! bole to kharA mArA baMdhuo ! kadAca A jagyAe tame heta te zuM karata, tame te ene cAra tamAcA caDhAvI deta ane uparathI polisane bolAvIne hAthakaDI karAvatA ne ene cera tarIke jAhera karata. kema barAbarane? (hasAhasa). ahIM te zeTha pelA yuvAnane kahe che dIkara! tArI evI sthiti AvI gaI che ke A kimatI hAra laIne ahIM AvavuM paDayuM? bola, tAre A hAranuM zuM karavuM che? yuvAne potAnI dardabharI kahANI kahIne zeThane kahyuM-A hAra Apane tyAM gIra mUkavA Avyo chuM. zeTha kahe che dIkarA! tuM gabharAIza nahi, tuM khuzIthI tAre hAra pAcho laI jA. huM tane A daza hajAra rUpiyA ApuM chuM temAMthI baMdha kara. yuvAna kahe che nahi bApujI! A hAra tame rAkhe. paNa zeTha kahe che mArI pAse abajo rUpiyA che, mAre hAranI jarUra nathI. zeThanI amIbharI AMkhaDI jaI yuvAna te AzcaryamAM paDI gaye, hAra zeThe rAkhe nahi. na chUTake daza hajAra rUpiyA ne hAra yuvAnane laI javA paDyA. paNa dilamAM khaTakAre che ke aho ! huM A ghara pApa karIne kyAM jaIza? kayAM e zeThanI pavitratA ne kyAM mArI adhamatA! vicArane cakaDoLe caDhelo yuvAna zreya ane preyatattavanA kiMThamAM athaDAI rahyo che. tenA jIvanamAM ragerage zreya taraphanuM lakSa hatuM ke huM kema pApathI chUTuM! zeThanA daza hajAra rUpiyAmAMthI teNe vahepAra zarU karyo. tene puNyadaya jAgatAM tene ghera lakSamI nadInA pUranI jema AvavA lAgI. jenI bhAvanA pavitra che tenuM kArya siddha thAya che. suzIlA tathA tene pati baMne jaNA zeThanI pAse jAya che. ane zeThanA caraNamAM hAra ane daza hajAra rUpiyA mUkI raDI paDe che bApu! ame ghora pApa karyuM che. ApanI udAratAne dhanya che, AhAra mAre nathI paNa meM corI karI che. Apa ApanI vastu saMbhALI le, A vacana sAMbhaLI badhA muni stabdha thaI gayA. zeTha kahe che beTA ! tAro doSa nathI, doSa mAro che. mArI pAse abajonI saMpatti hovA chatAM meM tArI saMbhALa lIdhI nahi tyAre tAre A kAma karavuM paDayuM ? mArI pharaja che ke mAre svadharmI bhAI kevI sthitimAM che tenI mAre khabara levI joIe. tamArI pAse karaDenI saMpatti che. tamane kadI vicAra Ave che ke mArA svadhamI baMdhuonI kaI sthiti che?

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zAradA sAgara 144 phUla pathArI tame suvene bhAI tamAre rajhaLe che, mevA mIThAI tamAre tyAM e bAluDA TaLe che. UDI kema nA jAye nidrA tamArI, mIThI vAnagI ke bane ne akArI, sukhamAM DUbelA manane manA, tamene maLyuM ene badhAnuM banAve, vacana suNyA je vIra prabhunA phegaTa jeje jAya nA...sahArA... tame roja erakaMDIzana rUmamAM pocI gAdImAM piDhe che, erakaMDIzana gADImAM phare che. roja mAla malIda ne mevA-mIThAI uDAve che, roja traNa zAka ne traNa pharasANa te ochAmAM ochA joIe. A khAtI vakhate tamane tamArA svadhamI baMdhuonI yAda Ave che? ke je jhUMpaDImAM vasyA che, jene paheravA kapaDAM nathI ne khAvA anna nathI temanuM zuM thatuM haze? e vicAre tamArI UMgha kema UDI jatI nathI ! je tamArI saMpattine tame badhAnI mAne te jarUra vicAra Ave paNa tame tamArI saMpatti mArI potAnI mAnI che. zeTha hAra pAcho levAnI nA pADe che paNa yuvAna parANe pAcho Ape che. chevaTe zeTha te hArane svamInI sevAmAM bakSIsa karI de che. ane pitAnA jIvanane svadharmInI sevAmAM dhanya mAne che. AvanAra eka vakhatane garIba yuvAna lAkhopati banI jAya che chatAM pote abhimAna karatuM nathI. pitAnI lakSmIne dhamanI sevAmAM sadupayoga karI jIvana jIvavAmAM AnaMda mAne che. jeNe jIvananI sAcI ghaDI oLakhI che te mAnava sukha ane duHkhamAM samatola rahI zake che. jema zeThe svadharmIbhAIonI sevAmAM potAnuM jIvana dhanya mAnyuM tema tamane paNa tamArA puNyodayathI maLyuM che tene saddavyaya karI tamArA duHkhI baMdhuonA AMsu lUchajo. zeThe pelA yuvAnane dasa hajAra rUpiyA ApyA te te sukhI banI gaye. devI lakSmI jyAM jAya tyAM mAnavane zAMti Ape che tema jyAM saMtapuruSanA pagalA thAya che tyAM AnaMda AnaMda prasare che. ahIMyA zreNIka rAjA munine joIne AnaMda pAmyA che. temanAmAM rahelA guNe jaIne caraNamAM mastaka jhukAvI dIdhuM. munine vaMdana kevI rIte karyuM? "nApharamAsa, vaMDhi vadipuche " ghaNAM mANaso dUrathI vaMdana kare che ne ghaNuM ekadama najIka AvIne kare che. tyAre zreNIka mahArAjA ati dUra nahi ne ati najIka nahi, muninI kaI jAtanI azAtanA na thAya te rIte nisvArtha bhAvathI vaMdana kare che. Aje te kaMika zrAvake saMtanA caraNane sparza karatA hoya te manamAM evI bhAvanA bharI hoya che ke saMtane hAtha mArA upara paDe to huM sukhI thaI jAuM. vaMdana karatAM paNa aMtaramAM bhautika sukhanI bhAvanA bharI hoya che. vaMdana karatA e bhAva lAve ke dhanya che A munivara ! emaNe gharabAra, kaMcana, kAminI badhuM tyAgI dIdhuM? huM emanA jevo kyAre thaIza? to tamArA karmabaMdhana tUTI jaze.

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zAradA sAgara 145 zreNIka rAjA keI sAmAnya na hatA. rAjAo jyAM ne tyAM zIra jhukAve nahi. AgaLanA rAjAo kevA hatA? akabara bAdazAhe julma gujAryo ke hiMdunI dIkarIo muslImane Ape te jJAtibheda TaLI jAya. mahArANA pratApane A vAta hADehADa lAgI. akabare tenA upara caDhAI karI. mahArANA pratApa pitAnI patnI ane dIkarI badhAne laIne ghera jaMgalamAM cAlyA gaye. vanevana bhaTakavA lAgyA. khAvAnA sAMsA paDavA lAgyA. A samaye akabara mahArANA pratApane kahe che eka vAra mArA caraNamAM mastaka jhukAvI de te tAruM rAjya tane pAchuM ApI dauM. pratApa kahe che siMha marI jAya paNa ghAsamAM mIThuM nAMkhe nahi tema he bAdazAha marI jaIza, vagaDAmAM rahIza, paNa tArA caraNamAM A raNAnuM mastaka jhUkaze nahi. A agAunA rAjAonuM khamIra hatuM. te samayamAM muslIma rAjAo hiMdu upara julama gujAratA hatA chatAM hiMdue pitAnI kanyAo jIvananA jokhame paNa musalamAnane ApatA nahi. A hatuM saMskRtimaya jIvana! Aje dharmanI kayAM paDI che! rAjAo tyAga AgaLa jhUkatA hatA te rIte mahArAjA zreNIka anAthI nirca thanA caraNamAM zIza jhUkAvI vinayapUrvaka vaMdana karIne be hAtha joDIne UbhA che. have te munine zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - pavanajI mitranA mukhethI aMjanAnuM nAma sAMbhaLI pahelAM te kethe bharAyA, paNa enA karmanuM vAdaLa vikharAyuM tethI mitranA vacanathI pavanajInuM mana palTAyuM ne dilamAM vicAra Ave mitranI vAta to sAcI che. cakalI enA cakalA mATe raDe che to aMjanAne keTaluM duHkha thatuM haze? meM paraNyA pachI enuM mukha joyuM nathI. tenI sAthe meM lagna karyAM eTaluM ja, hAthamAM hAtha milAvyA eTaluM ja, meM ene tyAga karyo che. enA sparzane tyAga eTaluM ja nahi paNa e gokhethI mAruM mukha jotI hatI te paNuM bhIMta caNAvIne meM baMdha karAvyuM. meM enuM mukha jevAne paNa tyAga karyo, huM enI sAthe eka zabda bolyo nathI ane bAra varSathI satata mAro viyoga sahana kare che enA haiyAnI kevI sthiti thaI haze? e ke karUNa kalpAMta karatI haze. vaLI bAkI hatuM te yudhdhayAtrAe nIkaLatAM e bicArI mArA caraNamAM paDI mAruM maMgala cAhIne mane AzIrvAda ApavA AvI tyAre niSphara heye meM ene tiraskArIne lAta mArI, A vicAre pavanajInuM haiyuM dravI uThayuM, enI AMkha sAme aMjanAne nirdoSa caherA taravarI rahe enI sAme pitAne niSpharatAbharyo cahero dekhAvA lAgyA. have pavanane aMjanAne maLavAnI laganI lAgI che paNa yudhdha javA gherathI nIkaLyA pachI javAya kevI rIte? pavanacha mitrane prAive, kaTake cAluM te nArI mAryAnuM pApa te, pAcho vaLuM te prajA hase, mahelamAM lAjaze muMja taNe bApa te satI re. pavanacha mitrane kahe che ke have aMjanAne jhUratI mUkI ne yuddhamAM javA mATe mAruM

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146 zAradA sAgara mana mAnatuM nathI. je nahi jAuM te aMjanA pUrIne marI jaze. ne pAcho jAuM chuM te lako ema kaheze ke ke kAyara che! strIne keTale meha che ke yudhdhamAM gayele pAcho Avyo. mArA pitAjInI AbarU zI raheze ane mArA kSatriyapaNane paNa A chAjatuM nathI. tyAre mitra kahe che ApaNe jAhera thaIne nathI javuM. chAnA mAnA jaIe. ApaNe te vidyAdhara chIe. senApatine kahI daIe ke savAra paDatAM te AgekUca kare ne ApaNe vimAna laIne pahoMcI jaIzuM. aMjanAne maLIne pAchA pharI jaIzuM, A pramANe mitranI salAha pavanajIne gamI, eTale bane mitre rAtre aMjanAnA mahele javA taiyAra thayA A baMne mitre pitAnuM vimAna bagIcAmAM mUkIne aMjanAnA mahele AvyA. mitra kahe che ApaNe kaI na jANe te rIte aMjanAnA mahelamAM javuM che tyAre pavanajI kahe che have kenAthI chUpAIne javAnuM che ! tyAre mitra kahe che mAre tane pratIti karAvavI che ke aMjanAnA hRdaya siMhAsane tArA sivAya bIjA keInuM sthAna nathI. tArI gerahAjarImAM e siMhAsana bAra bAra varSo sudhI sUnuM rahayuM che. pavanajI kahe-mitra! meM bAra varSothI enA sAmuM joyuM nathI. have AgaLa jatAM mArA paga dhruje che. tyAre mitra kahe che tuM ciMtA na kara, huM tArI AgaLa cAluM chuM ema kahI mitra AgaLa vadhe, A tarapha aMjanA sAmAyika-pratikramaNa Adi dharmakiyAo karIne sUtI che, paNa UMgha AvatI nathI. tenuM hRdaya bharAI gayuM che. baMne mitra pitAnI vidyAnI zakitathI mahelanA sAtame mALe pahoMcI gayA. eka oraDAmAM dhImA dIvA baLI rahayA che. eTale anumAnathI samajI gayA ke A rUmamAM aMjanA hovI joIe, rUmanA daravAjA baMdha hatA paNa bAraNanI tIrADamAMthI joI zakAya tema hatuM ke aMdara keNa keNu beThuM che eTaluM ja nahi paNa aMdara cAlI rahele vArtAlApa paNa spaSTa zabdomAM saMbhaLAte hate. aMjanA raDe che tyAre vasaMtamAlA azrubhInI AMkhe AzvAsana ApatAM kahe che bahena tuM kayAMsudhI Ama raDayA karIza? tyAre aMjanA kahe che mAruM durbhAgya have hada vaTAvI gayuM che. mArAthI have sahana thaI zakatuM nathI. mAruM hRdaya kAbU bahAra jaI rahyuM che, ema belatI aMjanA vasaMtamAlAnA khoLAmAM mAthuM mUkIne dhruske dhruske raDI paDI, vasaMtamAlA aMjanAne mAthe hAtha pheravatAM kahe che tuM raDa nahi. dhIraja rAkha. zuM duHkha pachI sukha nathI AvatuM? sukha pachI tArA mAthe duHkha AvyuM che te duHkha pachI sukha jarUra Avaze. Ama AzvAsana ApI raDatI aMjanAne zAMta karI. A aMjanAno badhe vilApa bahAra ubhelA pavana ane temane mitra sAMbhaLaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. -

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zAradA sAgara 147 nA vyAkhyAne ne. - zrAvaNa suda 4ne ravivAra tA. 10-8-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne baheno! che anatajJAnI, paropakArI, vizvavaMdya paramAtmAe anaMtakALathI A saMsAramAM athaDAtA ane duHkha pAmatA nA uddhAra mATe pharamAna karyuM ke he Atmana ! ratnaciMtAmaNI samAna A mAnavabhava prApta tha te sahelI vAta nathI. ghaNI durlabha che. jIve svapnamAM dhAryuM na hatuM ke manuSyabhava maLaze chatAM maLI gayuM. temAM mukhya kAraNa zuM? jIve pUrvabhavamAM evuM sukRtya karyuM haze tenA pratApe A manuSya bhava maLe che, nadImAM rahelA vAMkAcUkA paththaro pANInA pravAhamAM vahetA ekabIjA sAthe athaDAtA ekadama geLa banI jAya che. tema ApaNo AtmA paNa karmonA mojAthI saMsAramAM aneka bhava rakhaDatA, aneka prakAranA kaSTa sahana karato, akAma nija karate, karmanA bhArathI haLave banI jAya che, ane pelA nadInA paththaranI jema tenAmAM kaMIka gyatA pragaTatI jAya che. eTale dhIme dhIme ekendriya, beIndriya, teIndriya, corendriya AdimAM janma dhAraNa karate manuSya janma prApta kare che. kaMI ekadama sIdhI manuSyabhavanI prApti thatI nathI. - cAra prakAre jIva manuSyanuM AyuSya bAMdhe che. pagai bhadayAe, pagaI viNiyAe sANukeziyAe, amacchariyAe. prakRittane bhadrika haya, vinIta haya, anukapAvaMta hoya ne abhimAna rahita hoya. A cAra prakAre jIva manuSyanuM AyuSya bAMdhe che, A cAramAMthI kAMIka guNa prApta karyo haze tyAre mAnavabhava prApta thayo che, A uttama mAnava bhava prApta karIne kaMI besI rahevAnuM nathI. je A dharmArAdhanA karavAnA amUlya samayamAM pramAdanI pathArImAM paDyA raheze, saMsAranA mAjazekhamAM aTavAI jaze, sattA, saMpatti-strI-svajana ane sadananA mehamAM lapeTAI jaze te manuSya janma pAmIne je prApta karavAnuM che te prApta karI zakaze nahi. atyAre tame je sukha jogavI rahyA che te pUrvabhavanI kamANI che, paNa AvatA bhava mATe zuM kamANI kare che? dharmArAdhanA AdithI je kamANI karaze tenAthI bhava sudharaze. je tamAre parabhava sudhAre hoya te pramAdanI pathArI choDIne beThA thaI jAva. beThA thayA che te have purUSArthanI pagadaMDIe prayANa kare. ane je purUSArthanI pagadaMDI para cAlI rahyA che to vicAra kare ke je purUSArtha huM karI ra chuM te sAcuM che ke khe che? A je nahi samajAya to ratnaciMtAmaNI samAna manuSyabhavane hArIne caturgatinA cakakaramAM bhamaNa karavuM paDaze. - baMdhuo ! jarA vicAra kare, Ama te khAvuM-pIvuM badhI kriyAo tiryaMca paNa manuSyanI jema kare che chatAM jJAnIoe manuSya janmanI vizeSatA zA mATe batAvI che?

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148 zAradA sAgara AhAra nidrA bhaya maithunaM ca, sAmAnyametat pazubhiH narANAM / dharmohi teSAMmadhiko vizeSo, dharmeNa hInA pazubhiH samAnA // AhAra, nidrA, bhaya ane maithuna A cAreya saMjJAo tiryaMcane paNa hoya che ne manuSyane paNa hoya che. chatAM dharma karavAnI zakti manuSyamAM che. temaja sArAsArano viveka karavAnI zakti paNa manuSyamAM che. dharma karavAnI anukuLatA manuSyabhavamAM che. tevI bIjA koI bhavamAM nathI. tiryaMcagatimAM te parAdhInatA, duHkha ane ajJAnatA hoya che. tenA kAraNe sArAsArano viveka tiryaMcamAM heta nathI. eTale te dharmanuM AcaraNa karI zakatA nathI. narakagatimAM atyaMta duHkha ane daza prakAranI vedanA bhogavavAmAM jIva eTale badhe vihavaLa banI jAya che ke tyAM ene dharma karavAnI samaja paDatI nathI. naraka eTale duSkarmonI sajA bhogavavAnI jela. evA duHkhamAM dharma yAda kyAMthI Ave? devagatimAM vaibhava vilAsanA camakArA che. paNuM vrata paccakhANane prakAza nathI. mATe dharma kamANI karavAnuM anupama mathaka hoya te te manuSyabhava che. jenA jIvanamAM ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa rUpa dharmanI saritA vahe che tenA caraNamAM deve namaskAra kare che ane e samakitI de vicAra kare che ke ApaNe Avo manuSya janma pAmIne kayAre AvI ArAdhanA karIzuM ? tyAre tamane te saheje manuSya janma maLe che chatAM tenI kiMmata keTalI ke cho! tame sukha meLavavA mahenata kare cho te ahIMthI maLe che. devalokamAM ne mekSamAM ahIMthI javAya. badhuM ahIMthI maLe che. eTale mAnavabhava vinA uddhAra nathI. sarvArtha siddha vimAna ane siddhazIlAne bahu aMtara nathI. e te siddhanA pADezI kahevAya chatAM tyAM javA mATe te manuSya bhavamAM AvavuM paDe che. sarvArthasiddha vimAnanA deve ekAvatArI hoya che. tyAMthI AvIne mAnavabhavamAM AvIne mekSamAM jAya che. ATalA mATe bhagavata kahe che ke he jIva! manuSyabhava vinA tArI mukti thavAnI nathI. anaMta kALathI bhagavatAM dukAno aMta temaja bhava paraMparAne aMta A manuSya bhava dvArA thAya che. eTalA mATe zAstramAM TheraThera bhagavate manuSya janmane mahimA gAye che. AvI TUMkI jiMdagImAM je sAdhanA manuSya sAdhI zake che te bIje kayAMya sAdhI zakAtI nathI. ATalA mATe saMte tamane Takera kare che ke mArA vIro ! have te jAge ne dharma karo. A jiMdagIne mahela mAnIne besI rahyA che. saMsAranA sukhamAM rAta divasa racyApacyA rahe che ne pachI nirAMte dharmadhyAna karIzuM ema kahe che paNa jyAM eka paLane vizvAsa karavA jevuM nathI tyAM ghaDacaNamAM karIzuM, tene zuM bharese ? janmyA tyArathI kALarAjA te ApaNA upara mITa mAMDIne beThAM che. jyAM AyuSya pUrNa thayuM tyAM laI jaze tyAM ema kaheze ke Aje nahi kAle laI jajo. te te sAMbhaLaze? dhIme dhIme AyuSyane

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zAradA sAgara dIpaka AMkhA thatA jAya che. jyAM sudhI dvIpaka jale che tyAM sudhI kamANI karI leA. kAlanA bharAse dharmanA vAyado karanAra mAnavI kharekhara peAtAnuM bhAna bhUlyA che. kAraNa ke je divase ane rAtrIe jIvanamAMthI jAya che te pharIne pAchI AvatI nathI. mATe dharmanI kamANI karavAnI je taka maLI che te gumAvI deze te pachI pastAvuM paDaze. nANAM kamAvAnI taka Ave che. tyAre vivekapUrvaka kAma karIne kamANI karI le che tema AtmAnI kamANI karavAnI taka Ave tyAre paNa sAvadhAna banIne kAma karI levuM joie. 149 jIvA Atmika sukha kema prApta kare te mATe bhagavate keTalI karUNA karI che! prabhue dharmanI sthApanA karI dharmanI prarUpaNA karI. udghASaNA karI ane saMsAramAM duHkhI thatA jIvAnA uddhAra karavA ne mehanidrAmAM sUtelAne jagADavA satAne dharmanA sadezavAhaka banAvyA. satA AgamanA tattvAnuM maMthana karI tamane nitya navuM navuM navanIta pIrase che. satA tamane jinavANI samajAve tyAre vyAkhyAnamAM AgaLa besIne taheta vacana" "jI sAheba, jI sAheba" kare che ne upAzrayamAMthI bahAra gayA. eTale dharmane upAzrayamAM mUkI de che, kema kharAkhara che ne ? vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne rIDhA thaI gayA che. jema khuma varasAda paDe tyAre tame reina kATa paherI che. reina keATa paherI lIdhA pachI game teTale varasAda paDe te paNa tame bhIMjAva kharA ? nA. te rIte upAzraye AvIne vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA tA besI gayA paNa mAha-mamatAnA evA reina koTa paherIne AvyA che ke satA vItarAga vANIne game teTale dhodhamAra varasAda varasAve paNa tamArUM haiyuM kyAMthI bhIMjAya? paththara uparathI game teTaluM pANI vahI jAya paNa paththaratA kArA ne kArA rahe che tema game teTaluM sAMbhaLe! te paNa haiyuM kAr` ne karU hyuM che. kema kharU ne ? manuSyabhava Amane Ama cAlyuM jAya che. manuSya janmanI mahattA samajavA mATe zAstravANInuM zravaNa karavAnuM che. uttarA dhyayana sUtranuM vIsamuM adhyayana anAthI nigraMthanA adhikAra cAle che. zreNIka rAjA munine joine vismaya pAmI gayA ke zuM A muni che! tassa pAeu vandittA, kAUNa ya payAhiNaM / nAI dUramaNAsanne, paMjali paDipucchai // utta.'sa. a. 20, gAthA 7. zreNIka rAjA muninA guNA joIne temanA caraNamAM namI paDayA. emanA manamAM eka vAta ThasI gaI ke A sAcA gurU che. duniyAmAM satA ghaNAM joyA paNa A muninA jevA nahi. madhu! tame gurU kare te joine karo jyAM ne tyAM jhUkI na paDaze. je sa'sAra sAgarathI tAre te sAcA gurU che. sadgurUnA samAgama eTale dharmane batAvanAra sarcalAiTa jyAMsudhI jIvane saMtanA

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150 zAradA sAgara samAgama thatA nathI tyAMsudhI ajJAnanA paDaLa khasatA nathI. mAnavajIvana e cAritranA ghaDataranI zALA che. paNu jIvana jIvavAnI kaLAnI cAvI sadgurU pAse che. jyAMsudhI e kaLa khulaze nahi tyAMsudhI ajJAnatA jaze nahi. ane sAcA mArga, sAcA dharmAM samajAze nahi. sAcA mArga samajavA sadgurUnA samAgamanI jarUra che. sadgurUnA samAgama aMdhakAramAMthI prakAza tarapha laI janAra dIpaka che. ajJAnamAMthI jJAna tarapha laI janAra saMjIvanI che. kathIramAMthI kaMcana ane paththaramAMthI pArasa banAvanAra che. eTalA mATe leke saddagurUnA caraNamAM jhUkatA Ave che. tamane amUlya dharma ratna maLyu che eTaluM nahi paNa sAthe sAthe te ratnane oLakhAvanArA jhaverI sadgurUe paNa maLyA che. zreNIka rAjAne dharma ratnanI pIchANu karAvanAra sAcA sadgurU rUpI jhaverI maLI gayA, atyAra sudhI temanAmAM dharmatattvanA prakAzana hatA paNa have temanA jIvanamAM kevuM adbhUta parivartana thaI jaze ! eka jIvo dharma pAme che te tenI pAchaLa khIjA keTalAya jIvA pAme che. jo anAthI nigraMtha e pavitra saMta na heAta te tenI ATalI asara zajA upara thAta nahi. muninA tapa-tyAga ane cAritranA ejasanI asara thaI ne zreNIka rAjAe be hAtha joDI pradakSiNA karIne vinayapUrNAMka vaMdana karyAM, A te saMta hatA paNa ghaNI vakhata evuM jovA maLe che ke saMsArI jIvAmAM paNa keTalA guNA bharyA hAya che. enA sadguNA joIne pApakarma karanArA jIvA paNa sudharI jAya che. duniyAnI draSTie cAra dekhAtA hAya ne ghaNI vakhata sAcA cAra paNa hAya che chatAM cAranuM dila paNa kevuM udAra hAya che te eka draSTAMta dvarA samajAvu. rAjA bhAja paraduHkhabhaMjana hatA. pAtAnA prANanuM balidAna ApIne paNa khIjA chavAnuM kema bhalu thAya te mATe tatpara rahetA hatA. jenA rAjA paradu:khabhajana DAya tenI prajA paNa pavitra hAya. tenA rAjyamAM prajA paNa nyAya--nIti ane pramANikatAthI jIvana jIvatI hatI, anyAya, anIti ane adhamatu tenA rAjyamAM nAma na hatuM. prajA sukhI hatI chatAM rAjA bhAja dararAja sI. AI. DI. nA vezamAM rAtre nagaracarcA jovA nIkaLatA. kAraNa ke uparathI sukhI dekhAtA mANasa paNa aMdarathI duHkhI hAya che, ne te duHkha koine kahI zaktA nathI. eTale rAtre AvA duHkhI mANasA peAtAnI kahANI eka khIjAne kahetA hAya che. mATe rAtre jAuM te khakhara paDe ke mArI nagarImAM kANu duHkhI che ? prajAnu' sukha-duHkha jovAnI AMkha rAjA bheAjane maLI hatI. AjanI sarakAra prajAnA sukha tarapha dRSTi karatI nathI paNa navA navA Tekasa nAMkhIne prajAne cUsI rahI che, prajAnA siMhAsana upara rAjA bheAjanu sthAna hatuM. atyAranI sarakArane prajA peAtAnA haiyAnA siMhAsana upara sthAna ApatI nathI. nagaracaryo nihALavA nIkaLelA rAjA bheja galIku McImAM ne mATA mArga upara

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151 zAradA sAgara pharatA hatA. keIne ghera jhINe dIvo baLatuM hoya ne kaMI vArtAlApa jevuM saMbhaLAya te sAMbhaLavA chUpI rIte UbhA rahetA. barAbara madhya rAtrInA samaye eka mANasane rastA upara pharate je. galIcImAM lapAte chupAte AgaLa vadhI rahyo che. A joI rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke A cAra jevo mANasa lAge che. paNa e jyAM sudhI cerI kare nahi tyAM sudhI mArAthI ene pakaDAya nahi. have eno pIcho pakaDIne jouM ke e zuM kare che ne kayAM jAya che? AgaLa cera che ne pAchaLa bhejarAjA cAlyA jAya che. - thoDe dUra eka galImAM jaI cAra jhuMpaDA jevA nAnA makAnanI bhIMta pAse jaIne bAkoruM pADavA lAgyA, rAjA bhoja eka khUNAmAM saMtAIne cora na dekhe te rIte ubhA rahayA. bAkeruM pADIne cora aMdara gayo. je makAnamAM cere khAtara pADayuM che te sAva garIba brAhmaNanuM ghara hatuM, rAjA bhoja keIne khabara na paDe tevI rIte makAnanI ADI bhIMte UbhA rahayA, te athathI iti sudhInuM nATaka jovA mAMgatA hatA. cora makAnamAM jaIne cAre bAju phAphAM mAravA lAge, gharamAM khUba aMdhAruM hatuM. kaMI cIja maLatI nathI garIbanA gharamAM zuM hoya? koI cIja maLI nahi eTale nirAza thaIne pAcho pharavA jAya che tyAM nIce sUtelA bALaka sAthe tene paga athaDAya eTale nAnuM bALaka raDavA lAgyuM corane thayuM have marI gaye, hamaNAM A jAgI jaze ne huM pakaDAI jaIza. eTale Darane mAryo cAra eka khUNAmAM jaIne saMtAI gaye. bALakanA raDavAne avAja sAMbhaLI brAhmaNI jAgI gaI ne enA patine kahevA lAgI ke khUba ThaMDI che. pavana khUba nIkaLe che. eTale bAbo TharI jAya che ne dhruje che. je tamArI pathArImAMthI thoDuM ghAsa kADhI Ape te ene oDhADI dauM. brAhmaNe pitAnI pathArImAMthI thoDuM ghAsa kADhI ne ApyuM. te bALakane oDhADI ne pote bhoMya para sUI gaI. A dazya joIne cerI karavA AvelA ceranuM hRdaya kaMpI gayuM. aho ! AvI kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM paNa jene pAtharavA phATI tUTI daDI te nathI paNa pUruM ghAsa paNa nathI, A garIbanA gharamAM corI kema karAya? kevI karUNa kaMgALa dazA.! coranI udAratA - ekanA ghare senAno pAraNe bALaka khUle che ne rUpAnA ratna jaDita ramakaDe rame che, tyAre ekane ghera nathI pAraNuM ke ghaDiyuM ! nathI suMvALI ke kharabacaDI jamIna para pAtharavA ghAsanI pathArI! AvA garIbanA gharanI eka ITa coravI te mahApApa che. huM mArA peTa khAtara cerI karavA nIkaLyo chuM paNa mAnavatA choDIne cerI karavI nathI enI pAse pAtharavA pathArI nathI ke oDhavA mATe thIMgaDAvALuM vastra nathI. enA karatAM huM ghaNe sukhI chuM te mAre levAne badale kaMIka ApIne javuM joIe. cAre pitAnA mAthe je phALIyu bAMdhyuM hatuM te choDIne aDadhuM phADIne bALaka upara nAMkhIne cera tyAMthI nIkaLI gaye. baMdhuo ! cerI karavA gayela cera brAhmaNanA

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15ra zAradA sAgara gharamAMthI kaMI cIja lIdhA vagara kaMIka ApIne pAcho nIkaLI gayo. rAjA bheje . dazya joyuM. tenI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. aho! mArI prajA ATalI badhI duHkhI! bIjI tarapha cera pratye prema jAge. ke A te cAra ke zAhukAra ! A hato cerI karavA ane ApIne nIkaLe ! tArI prajA garIba che paNa sAthe tArA gAmane cera amIra che. rAjAne thayuM lAva, atyAre ja tene zAbAzI ApuM. paNa bIjI kSaNe thayuM ke haju tenI vadhu parIkSA karuM. cAranA manamAM thayuM ke have cAra vAgyA che mAre bIje corI karavA javuM nathI, eTale cera tyAMthI nIkaLI phUTapAtha upara jaIne sUI gayA. rAjA pitAnA khissAmAM sonAnuM ratnajaDita kaMkaNa hatuM te kADhIne coranI pAse mUkIne cAlyA gayA. theDIvAre cAra jAgIne juve che te bAjumAM ratnajaDita kakaNa joyuM. aMdhArAmAM paNa jhagArA mAratuM hatuM. A joI cerane vicAra thaye ke kevuM sarasa kaMkaNa che. Ane vecI dauM te mArI jiMdagInuM daridra TaLI jAya. vaLI pAcho vicAra thayo ke huM te eka jagyAe corI karIza te ghaNuM maLaze paNa je gharanI bhIMte bAkoruM pADIne Avyo chuM e to tadana garIba che. reTInAM sAMsA che te e bakaruM kevI rIte pUraze? A kaMkaNu mArI patnIne ApIza to e khuza thaze paNa jenA bALakane sUvADavA mATe ghAsanI pathArI nathI te bALakanI mAtA savAramAM uThIne bAkorAvALI bhIMta joze tyAre keTalI nAkhuza thaze! huM cora hovA chatAM mAnava chuM to bhAratanI mAnavatAnA navA dIvaDA kadAca huM na pragaTAvI zakuM paNa mAnavatAnA jalatA dIvaDAnI jyota huM mArA hAthe bUjhAvIza nahi. enA haiyAmAM karUNAne dhodha vaheto hato tethI e kaDuM potAne ghera na laI jatA MaaN corI karavA gayA hate te kaMgAlanA gharamAM mUkI AvyA ne pitAne ghera jaIne sUI gayo paNa UMgha na AvI. ene jAgRta AtmA kahete have ke Aje te suMdara kAma karyuM che. pote bhUkhyA rahIne bhIkhamAM maLela roTalAne TukaDe je bIjAne ApI denAra che te mAnavatAnA dIvaDA pragaTAvI zake che. mArA baMdhuo! ceramAM jeTalI zAhukArI che teTalI mArA ahIM beThelA zAhukAramAM che? coranI keTalI udAratA! tamane AvuM kaMkaNa maLI jAya te ApI do ke laIne tijorImAM mUkI de? (hasAhasa). pele brAhmaNa ane brAhANuM jene ghera pUrI pathArI pAtharavA nathI te savAra paDatA jAgyA. tyAre bALakanI pAse ratnajaDita kaMkaNa jhagamagI rahyuM che. e vicAramAM paDayA ke A kaMkaNuM ApaNuM gharamAM kayAMthI? A te rAjarANInuM kaMkaNa che, patnI kahe svAmInAtha ApaNu pApakarmane udaya che eTale ApaNe garIba chIe paNa dilanA amIra chIe. bhale sUvA pathArI nathI, peTa bharavA reTI nathI paNa ApaNe ApaNI amIrAI javA devI nathI, A kaDuM jenuM hoya tene ApI devuM joIe. patnInA vacana sAMbhaLI brAhmaNa kahe che huM tArA vicArane Teko ApuM chuM, mane AthI vadhu garIbAI Avaze te veThavA taiyAra chuM paNa parAyuM dhana pacAvIne meLavelI zrImaMtAI mane

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153 zAradA sAgara pasa nathI. A rIte ane mANasa vAta kare che tyAM rAjAnA DhaDhero pITAya che ke rAjAnI rANInuM kaMkaNu khAvAI gayuM che. jene maLyuM DhAya te AvIne ApI jaze teA rAjA tene mATuM InAma Apaze. A DhaMDherA sAMbhaLIne brAhmaNa kaMkaNu laizA pAse hAjara thayA. rAjA kahe A kaMkaNu tamArI pAse kayAMthI AvyuM ? brAhmaNa kahe - mahArAjA! mAre tyAM rAtre AvIne koi A kaMkaNu mUkI gayuM che. keNu mUkI gayuM te khabara nathI. ame teA paradhana paththara samAna mAnIe chIe. tame paNa pratikramaNamAM khele che ne ke sAcA zrAvaka paradhana paththara samAna mAne. paNa tamArA hAthamAM Ave te ? paththara samAna ke ghara samAna ? (hasAhasa) brAhmaNa kahe maDArAjA ! mAre ghera A kaMkaNu kayAMthI AvyuM te mane khabara nathI. paNa gai rAtre mAre ghare koi cAra bhItamAM mArkeruM pADIne AnyA haze paNa bicArA mArA gharamAMthI kaMi lai gayA nathI. paraMtu mArA ughADA sUtelA khAkhAnA zarIra para enA phALiyAne aDadhA TukaDA oDhADIne gayA che. eTale kadAca te mUkIne gayA haiAya te amane khabara nathI. rAjA A garIba brAhmaNunI pramANikatA joine khuza thayA. ahA! mArI nagarImAM ATalI bhayaMkara garIkhImAM paNa ATalI pramANikatA rAkhanAra dilanA zrImata paDayA che. A garIma nathI paNa zrImaMtanA ya zrImata che. rAjAe phrIne DhaMDherA pITAnyA ke jene kaMkaNu jayuM hAya ne je A garIma brAhmaNane tyAM mUkI AvyA hAya te rAjasabha!mAM hAjara thAya. cAre A DhaDhArA sAMbhaLye tarata rAjA pAse hAjara thayA. zajA pUche che tu kANu che? teA kahe cAra chuM. A kaMkaNu tu kayAMthI lAvyeA? cAra kahe bhale huM cAra chuM paNa kaMkaNu cArIne lAbyA nathI. ne mane jaDayuM paNa nathI. pazu huM phUTapAtha upara sUtA hatA tyAre mArI bAjumAM AvIne koi mUkI gayuM che. huM jAgyA tyAre me e kaMkaNu joyu. pachI rAtre banelI badhI khInA cAre rAjAne kahI. ceAranA mukhethI satya hakIkata sAMbhaLI rAjA tenA upara khuza thayA ne cArane bheTI paDyA ne khAlyA. ahe ! mArI nagarImAM cAra paNa ATale pramANika che ne garIba brAhmaNa ATalA badhA amIra che! tamArA jevA ratnA mArI nagarImAM vase che tethI huM paNu bhAgyazALI chu. bhAI ! tuM rAtre cArI karavA gayA ne tyAM temanI garIbAi joi levAne aDhale tAruM phALiyu phADIne ApI dIdhuM. tArI A pramANikatA ane mAnavatAthI khuza thaIne meM kaMkaNa tArI bAjumAM mUkayu' hatuM. ema kahI- rAjAe tene eka lAkha seAnA mahAre| ApIne kahyuM ke pahele dhanyavAda tane ne bIjo dhanyavAda garIba brAhmaNane ke jene tyAM ATalI kaDakaDatI garIbI hAvA chatAM parAyuM dhana levAnI bhAvanA nathI. rAjAe tene jiMdagInu dri TaLI jAya teTaluM dhana ApyuM ne cArane pradhAnapadavI ApI. rAjAe joyu ke AnAmAM pramANikatA, mAnavatA, karUNAbhAva Adi guNNA bharelA che. eTale khazakhara nyAya karI

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154 zAradA sAgara zakaze ane kadAca huM bhUlIza te mane paNa ThekANe lAvaze. A bhAratanI bhUmi upara cera paNa AvA pavitra, dayALu ane mAnavatAnuM mIThuM saMgIta vagADanArA hatA. pramANikatA ane dharma have te mahAna sukhI thaya ne rAjA bhoja upara pratibhA pADI zakaze. te tame te zAhukAra che. mATe evuM jIvana jIve ke tamAruM jIvana bIjA jIne preraNAdAyI bane. anAthI muninA cAritrane prabhAva rAjA zreNuka upara paDaye.- rAjA hAtha joDI namaskAra karIne muni pAse UbhA che. tyAM munie thAna pAmyuM ne AMkhaDI khelI. tyAre mahArAjA hAtha joDIne vinayapUrvaka kahe che gurUdeva! Apane zAtA che? je A5 AjJA Ape te huM Apane eka prazna pUchavA IcchuM chuM. muni pUchavAnI AjJA Ape che ke tamAre je pUchavuM hoya te pUchI zake che. have zreNIka rAjA munine zuM prazna pUchaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra - satI aMjanA khUba vilApa karI rahI che te vilApa sAMbhaLI bahAra UbhelA pavana tathA temanA mitranuM hRdaya paNa raDI UThayuM, mitre tarata bAraNuM khakhaDAvyA. e khakhaDATa sAMbhaLIne vasaMtamAlA ekadama bolI UThI. keNa che e duSTa? je hoya te jaladI cAlyo jA. A satI strInA mahelamAM je Ubho rahIza te mArI aMjanAnA zIyaLanA tejathI kSaNavAramAM baLIne bhasma thaI jaIza. amArA pavanajI to yudhe gayA che. e takano lAbha laIne ke laMpaTa purUSa Abe lAge che. paNa tene khabara nahi hoya ke huM tenI pAse jAuM chuM, aMjanA satI sAcI kSatriyANa che. ahIM tAre dAva bese tema nathI. mitra vicAra kare che ke aMjanAnI dAsImAM paNa keTaluM khamIra che ! te aMjanA te kevI parAkramI haze! pavanajIno mitra kahe che bahena! huM ke laMpaTa purUSa nathI. paNa pavanajIno mitra chu. pavanajI paNa mArI sAthe che. huM temanA zubhAgamanane maMgala saMdeza tamane ApavA Avyo chuM. vasaMtamAlA kahe che mArA pavanajI sAcA kSatriya che. siMha che. kSatriyane bacce kadI yudhe caDhele pAcho phare nahi. tuM amArI mazkarI kare che. mitra kahe che mazkarI nathI. satya che. vasaMtamAlA kahe che bahena ! tame Ave ne khAtrI karo ke pavanajI che ke bIjA kaI? aMjanAe tIrADamAMthI joyuM to pavanakumArane joyA. tarata dvAra kholyuM ne pavanajIe aMdara praveza karyo. ane e aMjanA satInI sAme UbhA rahI gadgad svare bolyA he devI! tuM nirdoSa che. niSkalaMka che. meM abhimAnIe tArA upara Aropa mUkI tAro tyAga karyo. huM adhama chuM. pApI chuM, tuM mane kSamA kara. tyAre aMjanA UbhI thaIne kahe che svAmInAtha ! A zuM kare che? Apa mArA zirachatra che. huM to ApanA caraNanI raja chuM. huM te ApanI dAsI chuM. dAsI pAse Apane kSamA yAcavAnI na hoya. A pramANe aMjanA ane pavanajInuM madhuruM milana thayuM. baMnene

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zAradA sAgara 155 khUba AnaMda che, have pavana aMjanAne mukIne yuddhamAM jaze ne pachI zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 19 zrAvaNa suda 5 ne somavAra tA. 11-8-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahena! ApaNuM parama saubhAgya che ke ApaNane sarvajJa ane sarvadazI mahAna purUSonA mukhamAMthI jharelI pavitra vANI sAMbhaLavAne sonerI avasara prApta thaye che. dIrgha tapazcaryA ane ugra sAdhanAnA phaLa svarUpa e mahAtmAoe je paramatatvane sAkSAtkAra karyo tene vizvakalyANanI pavitra bhAvanAthI prerAIne temaNe saMsAranA jenI samakSa pravacana rUpe upasthita karyo. mahAna purUSanA anubhavanA sAra svarUpe zAstra ApaNane mArgadarzaka banyA che. te ApaNane kalyANane mArga batAvI rahyA che ne cetavaNI Ape che ke he bhavya che! tamAre sAvadhAnIpUrvaka A mArge javuM joIe. bhagavAne batAvelA mArge nahi cAle te jIvanuM kalyANa thavuM asaMbhavita che. A zAstra ApaNane Atma kalyANanA mArgamAM sAvadhAna rahevAnI cetavaNI Ape che. zAstrakAra bhagavaMte e ApaNuM upara keTale asIma upakAra karyo che ke ApaNuM jIvana aMdhakArabharyo mArga ApaNe sahelAIthI pasAra karI zakIe. teTalA mATe zAstra siddhAMta rUpI dIpaka temaNe ApaNuM mArgamAM dharyo che. e prakAzanA sahAre ApaNe ApaNuM nizcita sthAne pahoMcI zakIe chIe. jJAnIoe batAvelA mArge cAlavAthI ApaNane keI jAtanI muzkelI naDatI nathI. bhagavAnanI aMtimavANI uttarAdhyayana sUtranuM vIsamuM adhyayana jemAM anAthI nigraMthane adhikAra che. e nigraMtha muni jJAna ane dhyAnanA mahAsAgaramAM DUbakI lagAvI rahyA hatA, ke mANasa dariyAmAMthI matI meLavavA mATe dariyAkinAre jAya ne bele ke mAre motI joIe che ema belate dariyA kinArA upara AMTA mAryA kare te kaMI rane maLe? mahAsAgaranA motI joItA hoya te mahAsAgaramAM marajIvA thaIne DUbakI mAravI paDe ne gaharA pANImAM utaravuM paDe che tyAre mahAsAgaranA motI maLe che. paNa kinArA upara AMTA mAravAthI maLatA nathI. tema ApaNe paNa A manuSyabhava pAmIne jJAna-darzana cAritra-ane--tapanI ArAdhanA karI mekSa rUpI matI meLavavuM che. te ghera beThA ArAma karavAthI nahi maLe. tene mATe mahAna purUSae kevI aghora sAdhanA karI. e mahAna purUSane mAthe karmanI jhaDIo paDI, upasargonA pahADa tUTI paDayA chatAM kevI gajabanI samatA ! teo samajatA hatA ke je vAvyuM te ugavAnuM che. he jIva! pUrve teM je karmonI vAvaNI

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156 zAradA sAgara karI che te A bhavamAM ugIne taiyAra thaI che. tenA phaLa bhegavatI vakhate zA mATe saMtApa kare che? A jJAnIonI samajaNa hatI. tyAre ApaNe dazA kevI che? - majabUta lAkaDAnI gAMTha cIravA mATe yuvAna purUSanuM baLa ane tINa kuDADo joIe tema anAdikALanA karmanI majabUta gAMThane cIravA mATe paNa AtmabaLa ane jambara purUSArthanI jarUra che. keI manuSyanuM zarIra daSTapRSTa che paNa AtmabaLa na hoya te zA kAmanuM? keInuM zarIra tadana pAtaLuM hoya paNa tenuM AtmabaLa majabUta hoya te e sAdhanA karI zake che. Aje mahinAnA gharane pavitra divasa te ApaNane zuM saMdeza Ape che - saMbujjhaha kiM na bujjhaha, saMbohI khalu peca dullahA / no huvaNamanti rAio, no sulabhaM puNaravi jIviyaM // sUya. . a. 2, u. 1, gAthA 1. mahAna purUSa kahe che te AtmA ! tuM kyAM sudhI parabhAvamAM paDI rahIza? A nAzavaMta padArthone prema karavA jevuM nathI. tuM jene potAnuM mAne che ke jene meLavavA mATe jIva doDAdoDI kare che te sukha adhuva che, azAzvata che. te traNa kALamAM paNa TakavAnuM nathI. mATe jJAnIo kahe che jAge, samaje ne bujhe. A rUDe manuSyabhava maLe che temAM samyakatva ratnanI prApti karI le. kAraNa ke e ratnanI prApti manuSyabhava sivAya bIje thavI durlabha che. ane je rAtrI ane divase jAya che te pharIne pAchA AvatA nathI. mATe pramAda choDIne jAgRta bane. AjanA divasanuM nAma mahinAnuM ghara che. dhara eTale pakaDavuM, dhara zabda eka mahinAmAM keTalI vakhata Avaze. te jANe che ne? AjathI paMdarame divase paMdaranuM dhara, trIju aThThAIdhara ane cezuM telAdhara. A cAre dhara ApaNane jAgRta banAvavA ne pramAda cheDAvavA Ave che, ApaNe AjathI jAgRta banavAnuM che, baMdhuo! AjathI eka mahine saMvatsarI parva Ave che. ApaNe gayA saMvatsarI parva pachI atyAra sudhImAM je kaMI sAMbhaLyuM, je kaMI vAMcyuM ne vicAryuM tene keTaluM AcaraNamAM utAryuM? haju na utAryuM hoya te A mahinAmAM ApaNA jIvanamAM utArI laIe. to ApaNe prApta karelA jJAnanI sArthakatA che, tamane ema thaze ke ame eka mahinAmAM zuM karIe? bhAIo! tame te evA hoMziyAra cho ke eka mahinAmAM dhAre te karI zake tema che, jema ke eka mANasa bIjA mANasane eka paise Ape ne kahe ke tAre A paisAne dararoja bamaNu karatA javuM. Aje eka pese che te kAle be karavA, trIjA divase benA cAra karavA ema eka mahinA sudhI bamaNA karatAM keTalI rakama thAya? tame eno hisAba jaldI karI zake. kAraNa ke tamane paisA bahu vahAlA che. jema eka paisAne dararoja bamaNuM

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zAradA sAgara 157 karatA eka mahinAmAM keTalI saMpatti vadhI jAya che? te rIte ApaNe ApaNA amUlya mAnavajIvanarUpI saMpattimAMthI AtmasAdhanA mATe eka miniTathI laIne hamezAM teno samaya bamaNe Atmazuddhi mATe karatA jaIe to saMvatsarI mahAna parva Ave tyAM sudhImAM keTalI Atmazuddhi karI zakIe. A mahinAnA dharane pavitra divasa AtmAne zuddha banAvavAnI sUcanA Ape che. baMdhuo! AtmAne zuddha banAvavA mATe pApane tyAga karavAnI jarUra che. jeTaluM pApa ochuM karaze teTaluM karmanuM baMdhana ochuM thaze, Aje ghaNAM mANaso uparathI dharmISTha dekhAtA hoya paNa aMtaramAM dharmanI sthApanA hotI nathI. phakta dharmane daMbha hoya che. eka bhakate kahayuM che ke - . huM Dhaga karuM chuM dhAmIne paNa dharma vasyo nA haiyAmAM, behAla bhale pharatI duniyA, mAre savuM sukhanI zayyAmAM, are. ere.... (2) Dagale Dagale huM daMbha karuM mane duniyA mAne dharmAtmA paNa zuM bharyuM mArA manaDAmAM, eka vAra juone paramAtmA...are ore... uparathI dhamISTha dekhAI daMbha karatA ho to tenAthI kalyANa thavAnuM nathI, jevA karmo karaze tevA bhegavavA paDaze. " "saM T vittA yA" karmane kartA ane bhokatA AtmA pite che. karma karatI vakhate jIvane khyAla nathI AvatuM ke huM zuM karuM chuM ! paNa karmanA phaLa bhagavatI vakhate AMkhamAM codhAra AMsu vaheze te paNa lUchanAra nahi maLe. jevuM karazo tevuM pAmaze. eka banelI kahANuM che. eka gAmaDAmAM eka brAhmaNa ane tenI patnI be mANase rahetA hatA. pApakarmanA udayathI teo khUba garIba hatA. jayAre mANasanA puNya caDhIyAtA hoya che tyAre khede jamIna ane nIkaLe hIrA, ane pApane udaya hoya tyAre teNe hirA dATayA hoya te nIkaLe kelasA. te rIte A brAhaNe garIba hate. te potAnuM bhAgya ajamAvavA bahAragAma gaye, tyAM koI sArA sajajana zeTha maLI gayA. tene potAnI dukAnamAM nekarI rAkhe, brAhmaNa khUba tana daIne kAma kare che, eTale zeTha paNa tene sArI rIte rAkhe che, be varSamAM tenI pAse cAra hajAra thayA ne zeThe eka hajAra ApyA, pachI brAhmaNa rAjIkhuzIthI rajA meLavI senA mahera vAMsaLImAM bharIne jAya che. rastAmAM eka gAma AvatAM visAmo le che ane tyAM te gAmane zreSThI brAhmaNane tenA ghera laI jAya che, A zeThANI khUba dhamISTha hatA. zeThanI anIti joIne temane khUba dukha thatuM. te zeThane ghaNI vAra kahetA ke ApaNe te be mANasa chIe, saMtAna che nahi te pApa karIne dhana ekaThuM karIne zuM karavuM che. dharmanuM pariNAma sukha che ne pApanuM pariNAma duHkha che. tamane AvuM bhAna kayAre thaze?

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zAradA sAgara zeThANInI A vAta sAMbhaLIne zeTha kahetA ke saMtAna nathI eTale zuM thaI gayuM ? saMtAna nahi thAya evuM nakkI che ? haju ApaNe kayAM gharaDA thai gayA chIe ? vaLI Aje duniyAmAM jyAM. jue tyAM paisAnA mAna che, kahevata che ne ke " vasu vinAnA narapazu ", A jamAnAmAM te dhanavAna zreSTha gaNAya che. atyAre pApathI sukha ane dharmathI duHkha evuM samajavAnuM che, have jo tArI salAha pramANe cAlu te mAre te devALuM phUMkavAnA samaya Ave. AvA lAbhI zeTha khUba Agraha karIne brAhmaNane peAtAne ghera kema lAvye te tame jANA che? brAhmaNunA hAthamAM pelI vAMsaLI hatI. ene eka cheDe reNu daine phITa karelI hatI. te zeThe joi lIdhI hatI. 158 brAhmaNa jaMgala javA gayA tyAre zeThe brAhmaNanI thelImAMthI pelI vAMsaLI kADhIne kharAkhara joi lIdhI ne pAchI mUkI dIdhI. zeTha zeThANIne kahe che Aje ApaNe ghera mahemAna AvyA che mATe tu zrIkhaMDa-purI, ezAka, khamaNu badhu kharAkhara manAvaje. mahemAna lAMkhI musApharI karIne AvyA che ne savAre javAnA che. zeThANI enA patine nakhathI zIkha sudhI pIchANatI hatI. te zeThane kahe che svAmInAtha ! dhanya ghaDIne dhanya bhAgya ke AvA garIba brAhmaNane tame zrIkhaMDa-purI jamADe che. AmAM paNa kaMika tamArA svA lAge che. nahitara AvA garIba mANasanI AvI mahemAnagati kare tevA tame udAra nathI. patnI game teTalI bhalI ane bheAbI hAya paNa enA patinA vaNukathI ajANI nathI hAtI. zeThANIe kharAkhara raseAI banAvIne khUba AgrahapUrvaka brAhmaNane jamADayA. brAhmaNa nA pADe te paNa zeThe khUba Agraha karIne ThAMsI ThAMsIne khavaDAvyuM. tyAre brAhmaNa vicAra karavA lAgyA ke kevA sArA zeTha che! mAre oLakhANa ke pIchANu nathI chatAM keTalA premathI mane jamADe che paNa zeThanI aMdara kapaTa bharyuM che. chevaTe rAta paDe che ne badhA sUi jAya che. brAhmaNa bicArA thAkI javAthI zAMtithI UMdhI gayA. zeThANI paNa UMghI gayA. tethI zeThe e takanA lAbha laIne khIjA rUmamAM jaIne vAMsaLI khAlIne aMdarathI seAnAnI lagaDIe kADhI laIne kAcanA sIsAnA bhAre TukaDA temAM bharI dIdhA. hatu teTalu vajana karIne pAchu reNui vAMsaLI hatI tyAM mUkI dIdhI. brAhmaNane te A vAtanI kai khakhara nathI. savAra paDatAM brAhmaNa zeTha-zeThANInI rajA laIne cAlI nIkaLyeA. enA manamAM AnaMda samAtA na hatA. patnI pAse jAuM. A kamAIne lAgye chuM te khatAvIza eTale te khuza khuza thai jaze. brAhmaNa ghera pahoMcyAne peAtAnI patnIne pAse besADI jaldI vAMsaLInu reNu teADayuM. ane joyuM teA seAnAnI lagaDIone khale sIsAnA TukaDA nIkaLyA. A joI brAhmaNu pachADa khAine paDyA. kALA pANIe raDavA lAgyA. patnI khUba satASI hatI. kahe che svAmInAtha ! tame kamAIne lAvyA paNa bhAgyamAM nahi hAya, tame ciMtA

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zAradA sAgara 159 na kareA. tame kSema kuzaLa pAchA AvyA e mAre mana lAkhA rUpiyA che. maratI vakhate dhana kAi sAthe lai jai zakatuM nathI. vaLI dhana heAta te| bhagavAnanuM nAma laI zakata nahi. mATe ciMtA choDI do. paNa brAhmaNunuM mana mAnyuM nahi. eTale te pelA zeThane ghera gayA. ne kahyuM-mArI seAnAnI lagaDIe tamAre tyAM guma thai che mATe Apa tapAsa karo ne mane mArI seAnAnI lagaDIe pAchI ApI de. huM khUba garIba chuM. brAhmaNe pRSTha namratApUrvaka AjIjI karI paNa jema ajagaranA mukhamAM gayela mAchaluM jIvatu nathI nIkaLatu tema zeTha kahe sAnAnI lagaDI, kevIne vAta zI ? huM te tane oLakhatA nathI. tuM cAlyuM jA ema kahIne zeTha dhakakA mArIne kADhe che paNa brAhmaNu uteA nathI. te kALeA kalpAMta kare che paNa kAi tenu sAMbhaLatuM nathI. baMdhue ! Aje te dhanavAnanI duniyA che. garIbanuM keAI sAMbhaLatuM nathI. Aju mAjunA leAkeA paNa kahevA lAgyA ke tArA jevA bhikhArI pAse senAnI lagaDIe kayAMthI hAya? te sAta divasa zeDanA dukAnanA oTale sUryAM paNa zeThanu paththara hRdaya pIgaLyuM nahi. sAtame divase bhUkhyA ne tarasyA zeThanI dukAnanA eTale prANa choDI dIdhA. brAhmaNI enA patinI rAha jotI rahI ne pati tA cArlse gayA. brAhmaNa marIne zeThANInI kukSImAM utpanna thayeA. zeTha-zeThANInA AnaMdanA pAra nathI paNa tene kayAM khakhara hatI ke A Anada kayAre zAkamAM pheravAi jaze ? putrane janma thavAnA AgalA divase rAtre zeThANIe svapnamAM evuM dRzya joyu` ke pele garIba brAhmaNa be hAtha joDI zeThANIne kahI rahyo che ke he mAtA ! te divase mane khUba Agraha karIne jamADayA bAda huM UMdhI gayeA hateA tyAre zeThe mAza pAMca hajAra rUpiyAnI seAnAnI lagaDIe pacAvI pADI che. te rakama vasula karavA mAre tAre tyAM janma levA paDe che. leNuM vasula thaze eTale huM cAlyeA jaiza. mATe tuM mArA pratye mAha ke mamatA rAkhIza nahi. tuM nirdoSa che eTale tane A vAtanI jANa karyuM. khIje divase zeThane tyAM putranA janma thAya che. eTale zeThe AkhA gAmamAM peMDA vaheMcAvyA ne garIba lokone khUba dAna ApyuM zeThane AnadanA pAra nathI paNa zeThANInA mukha upara jarAya Anada nathI. Ama karatAM chokarA pAMca varSanA thatAM zeThANI khimAra paDayA. emane lAgyuM ke have huM A pathArImAMthI uThI zakuM tema nathI. putra pratye milakula mamatA rAkhI nathI. eTale zeThANIe eka kAgaLa lakhIne kavaramAM khIyA ne potAnA munImajInA hAthamAM svara ApatA kahyuM-munimajI! have mArA jIvananA bharAse nathI. tamane eka vAta kahuM chuM ke A Akhe meTA thAya tyAre tene tame paraNAvazeA nahi tema zeThane kahejo. ane zeTha para jyAre kAI bhAre Aphata Ave tyAre tame A kavara zeThane Apajo. thADA divasa pachI zeThANI mRtyu pAmyA. divase jatAM vAra-lAgatI nathI. dIkarA vIsa varSanA thayA.

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160 zarikA sAgara zeTha tene paraNAvavA kanyAo jevA lAgyA. tyAre munI zeThANIe kahelI vAta upara zeThanuM dhyAna kheMcyuM. paNa zeThe e vAta dhyAnamAM lIdhI nahi ne tenA lagna karyA. lagna karyAne haju traNa divasa thayA che. zeThano dIkaro enA mitra sAthe bagIcAmAM pharavA gayo tyAM acAnaka nAga nIkaLe ne zeThanA putrane karo. putranA mukhamAMthI kAramI cIsa nIkaLI gaI. tammara khAIne DhaLI paDaye. tenA mitrae zeThane khabara ApyA. zeTha raDatA kakaLatA tyAM AvyA. AkhA gAmamAM hAhAkAra macI gayo. zeTha dIkarAnuM mAthuM khoLAmAM laIne raDavA lAgyA. jamIna sAthe mAthuM phUTavA lAgyA. are re dIkarA! tane zuM thaI gayuM? dIkarAnuM jhera utAravA zeThe ghaNu vaidyo ane maMtravAdIone bolAvyA. paNa jhera utaryuM nahi. chevaTe raDatA hRdaye dIkarAnI aMtima kriyA karI. pachI munIme kavara zeThane ApyuM ne kahyuM ke zeThANIe maraNa vakhate mane ApyuM che ne duHkhanA samaye Apane ApavAnuM kahyuM che. zeTha dhrujatA hAthe kavara pheDI aMdarathI patra kADhIne vAMcavA lAgyA temAM zeThANIe potAnA svahaste lakhyuM hatuM ke svAmInAtha! karelA kama sau keIne bhegavavA paDe che mANasa pitAnI hoMziyArIthI bIjAne kacaDe che te samaye tene khyAla nathI Avato ke tenuM pariNAmo zuM Avaze? paNa e karma jyAre udayamAM Avaze tyAre raDI raDIne bhegavatAM pAra nahi Ave. je brAhmaNanI sAthe chetarapIMDI karIne tenI senAnI lagaDIo tame chInavI lIdhI hatI te brAhmaNane jIva ApaNe tyAM putra paNe janme che. enuM leNuM patI jaze eTale tamane retA mUkI enA mArge cAlato thaI jaze. ane tame tamArI jiMdagImAM kaMI dharmanI kamANI karI nathI eTale tamArI jiMdagI eLe jaze ne tame paNa eka rAtI pAI lIdhA vinA eka divasa cAlyA jaze. paNa maratI vakhate pApanuM pariNAma ekAMte duHkha che ane dharmanuM pariNAma ane sukha che. e vAta tamArA hRdayamAM beThelI haze te Avate janma sudharaze. A vAta upara khUba manana karaje. eTalI mArI chellI vinaMtI che. bIjuM kaI ApaNane sukha duHkha ApI zakatuM nathI. mAtra karelA karmo sukha duHkha ApanAra che. bIjA te nimittabhUta che. mATe have jAgyA tyArathI savAra samajI A patra vAMcI cetI jaje. patra vAMcatA zeThanuM haiyuM hAtha na rahyuM. hAthamAMthI patra paDI gayo ne zeTha dhruske dhrusake raDatA bolavA lAgyA ke AvI pavitra patnIne meM na oLakhI. e mane ghaNI vAra A zabda kahetI hatI paNa meM enI vAta kadI sAMbhaLI nahi. meM enI vAta mAnI hota to mArI A dazA na Avata! ATaluM bolatA zeTha dharatI upara DhaLI paDyA ne tyAM mRtyu pAmyA. chatAM aMte ane eTaluM samajAI gayuM ke dharmanuM pariNAma sukha ane pApanuM pariNAma dukha che. mArA baMdhuo ! AnA uparathI eka vAta samajI levAnI che ke jIva khAlI hAthe

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zarado sAgara 161 AvyuM che ne khAlI hAthe javAno che. sAthe te zubhAzubha karmo Avaze mATe meha mamatAne tyAga kare. AtmAnI ArAdhanA karavA mA khamaNa tapanI ArAdhanA karavAne pavitra divasa che. jene bhAva thatA hoya te AjathI karavAnI zarUAta karI deje kAlanI rAha joze nahi. AyuSyane bharoso nathI. je avasara jAya che te pharIne pAcho maLato nathI. mATe dharmanA pavitra divasamAM AtmA sAthe lAgelA karmonA kacarA sApha karI AtmAne ujajavaLa banAvavAnI amUlya taka che. A taka cUkI jaze te pachI pastAve thaze. samaya thaI gayela che. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM.-20 zrAvaNa suda 6 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 12-8-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! trilakInAtha vitarAga sarvajJa bhagavaMte kevaLa jJAna dvArA sakala carAcara vizvane pratyakSa hastarekhAnI jema joyuM ane pachI jagatanA jIvene upadeza Ape ke he AtmAo! anAdikALathI cAlatA saMsAra sAgaranA pravAhane aTakAvavuM hoya ke saMsArane tare hoya te pramAdane choDIne vItarAga kathita mArgane anusare. vItarAga mArgane Azraya le. mithyAbhAvanI nAnI nAnI nAvaDIo te cheDA bhADAmAM lAMbI musApharInI vAta kare che. ane utArune besADI paNa de che. paNa sukAnI AMdhaLo che, ane mArgane ajAryo che. jethI e nAvaDIe vizvAsa rAkhavA jevI gaNAtI nathI. prabhue saMsAra sAgara taravAnI be moTI TImo banAvI che. eka aNagAra dharma ane bIje AgAra dharma. aNagAra dharma eTale paripUrNa saMyamI jIvana, ane AgAra dharma eTale dezathI-aMzathI saMyamI jIvana. A be sivAya trIjo rasto saMsArasAgara taravAno nathI, saMyama mArga phanTIyara mela che. ghaNI jhaDa5thI ochA sTezana karatI Treina dhArelA sthaLe pahoMcI jAya che. jyAre lekala te aneka sTezano kare che. ane dhIme dhIme dhArelA sthaLe pahoMcADe che. jeNe jhaDapI sIdhA dayeya sthaLe pahoMcavuM che teNe te saMyama mArga svIkAra kare chUTake che, saMpUrNa saMyama, deza saMyama ane samyakatva Ama traNe prakAranI keDIo mekSa mArga mATe prasiddha che. te sarvajJa bhagavaMte e batAvelI che. sauthI prathama saMyamI jIvana. jyAM saMpUrNa virakita che. vahepArI jhaverI hoya te pahelA kiMmatI mAla vecavAnI kAmanA rAkhe che. kiMmatI mAla vajanamAM halake hoya ane kiMmatamAM vadhu jethI kamANI paNa asAmAnya thaI jAya che. saMsArane asAra mAnI saMsAranA sarva sukhane kSaNika dukha janaka mAnIne Asakita bhAvane bhaDake baLatI Aga samajIne bahu a5 vyakita

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zAradA sAgara sacamamArgonI cAhanA kare che. ane tyAganI pUrI saurabha mahekAvavA, atmA rUpI bagIcAne guNathI haryAbharyAM manAvavA muktimArgonA dvAra rUpa sayamane svIkAre che. saMsAra virakata, pApabhIrU ane bhavabhIrU AtmAe sacamanA duSkara pa Mthe prayANa kare che. jaina zAsananA zaNagAra, jaina zAsananA sthaMbha sayamamArga che. saMsAra tyAgIne saMyamI bananAra munivare durgAma paMthanA vihArI che. cha khaMDanA rAjya sukha bhagavanAra cakravartione paNa dutiothI bacavA mATe sayamamA e amegha upAya che. saMyama lIdhA pachI svapnamAM paNa te saMsArI sukhane IcchatA nathI. sarpa jema kAMcaLI choDIne cAlyeA jAya pachI te pAchu vALIne jotA nathI kAraNa ke e zarIranA mela mAne che te te melane chADatA ciMtA zuM? tema tyAgI bananAra vyaktie vaizagyanI vATe cAlatA saMsArane choDe che. tyAre anAdi kALanA sasAranA melanI kAmaLI utArIne tyAganI pavitra kAmaLI oDhI le che. 162 AtmAnA sAcA sukhanuM asAdhAraNa ane adbhUta sAdhana hoya tA dha che. dharmInuM mahAna rasAyaNu heAya te saMyama che. saMyama pipAsu meAkSAthI AtmA duniyAnA sukhAne bhayaMkara duHkha mAne che. jema AganA sparzathI leAkeA Dare che tethI adhika Dara saMsAra AkitathI para tyAgI purUSAne hAya che. je saMsArane bhayaMkara bhujaMganuM dUra mAnIne tyAgI de che. sa MsAranA viSayAne tAlakUTa viSe jevA mAnIne choDI de che. mAtA-pitAbhAi-bhaginI parivArane svAnA suvALA aNIdAra bhAlAe samAna jANIne tarachoDI de che. aDhaLaka raddhi siddhanA sAgara jevA ubharatA bhaMDArAne jAdugaranA jAduI khaMdhanI jema samajIne phagAvI de che. te mahAtyAgI satA ucca, pavitra ane Adarza jIvana jIve che. mahApurUSA sAcuM jIvana jIve che. pazupakhIe temaja khIjA jIvA jIvana jIve che paNa e jIvana anata duHkha para MparAnuM nimitta bane che. jyAre dhamaya saMyamI jIvana e anaMtA duHkhanA aMtanuM nimitta mane che. vItarAga bhagavAne tAvela aNugAra dharma e AdhyAtmika ane Atmika vikAsanuM sAcuM rahasya che. prabhue saMsAranA samasta duHkhAne dUra karavA ane dareka jIvAne mekSanA akhaMDa ane anaMta Ana meLavavA mATe sayama mArgI matAnyA, ane sayamanA pavitra medhapAThanA dhodha varasAvyA che te bhavya AtmAAe jhIlyA che ane aMtaramAM utArI tene AcaraNamAM apanAvyA che. A sayama mA teee svIkAryA che ke samabhAva jeonI ramaNatA bhUmi hAya che. vairAgya jeenI vezabhUSA heAya che. pAMca samiti ane traNa gupti sAthe jeonA AMtarika pUrNa sakhaMdha heAya che. mAra bhAvanAonuM vAravAra milana thAya che. jJAna-darzanacAritra A traNe ya jeenu sarvasva che. daza yati dharma jeone priya parivAra che. susaMkalpa ane zubha adhyavasAya jenA svAdiSTa AhAra che. AvA munionu dhyeya

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zAradA sAgara 163 mokSa prApti hoya che. zarIrane nAza thAya tyAM sudhI AkarI tapazcaryAo, kriyAo, pariSaha ane upasargo sahana karavAnI jeonI bhAvanA ane zakita hoya che. paMcAcAra pAlana e jemane rAjIde vyApAra che. anaticArapaNAthI jIvavuM e jeonuM svAgya che. Atma-dhyAnanI tanmayatA e jeonI ceSTA che. paMca mahAvratanuM pAlana e jeone zvAsa che ne kSaNe kSaNe AtmaguNa rakSaNanI pUrNa ciMtA che. mahAnirgatha anAthI munie A zuddha saMyama mArgane svIkAryo che. zreNIka rAjAnA kevA mahAna puNyano udaya ke teo bagIcAmAM AvyA ne AvA mahAna saMtane bheTa thaze. te muninA caraNamAM namI paDayA ne be hAtha joDIne kahe che ahe munirAja ! huM Apane eka prazna pUchavA mAMguM chuM. je Apane zAtA hoya te pUchuM. dhyAnamAMthI mukata banelA munirAja kahe che pUche, tyAre rAjA zuM prazna pUche che! taruNo si ajjo panvaio, bhogakAlammi sNjyaa| uvaDhiosi sAmaNNe, eyamajheM suNemi tA // u. sU. a. 20, gAthA 8. ahe he munirAja! Apa te haju navayuvAna che. bhoga bhogavavAne samaya che A yuvAnImAM tame dIkSA zA mATe lIdhI? A zreNuka rAjAne prazna che. kAraNa ke rAjA bhegane cheDavA te mahAna duSkara vAta samajatA hatA. Aje jagatanA moTA bhAganA ja bhoga sAdhanAmAM paDelA che. ane bhoganI bhUkha che teTalI yoga sAdhanAnI nathI. basa, eka raTaNa che ke Indrione managamatA viSaye kema maLe ne tene kema bhegavavA! pitAne gamatA zabda, rUpa, rasa, gaMdha, sparza, lakSmI, sattA-sanmAna Adi padArthono bhegavaTe kema thAya? enAthI Indrio ane manane kema rAjI rakhAya ? basa, A eka laganI che ne e mATenA prayatnamAM rAta-divasa rakta rahe che. ane e sukhamAM AnaMda mAnyA kare che. pachI emAM e khaMcI jAya che ke jIvananA aMta sudhI temAMthI nIkaLavuM tene muzkela bane che. jiMdagIne aMta Ave paNa e viSayAsatine aMta na Ave evI jIvanI dazA thaI che. enuM pariNAma zuM Ave che te tame jANe che? enuM pariNAma e Ave che ke nA janma pAmatAnI sAthe A badhI viSama vRttione vilAsa cAlu thavA mAMDe che. eTale garbhamAM AvatAnI sAthe sarva prathama khAvAnI laganI hoya che. game tevA azucI padArthomAMthI e khorAka lete rahe che ne AnaMda anubhave che. e barAka pAcana thaIne tenuM zarIra vadhatuM jAya che ne badhI IndrionuM nirmANa thatA enA viSayenA bhegavaTAmAM e masta rahe che ke e jiMdagInA aMta sudhI enI e bhega sAdhanA cAlu rahe che.

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zAradA sAgara madhue ! A khAkhatamAM jIvane khAsa vicAra karavAnI jarUra che ke A jIve anaMtakALathI AvI bhega sAdhanA karI che chatAM tene aMta Avye nathI. te have kayAM sudhI AmAM rAcavu che? jo ekAgra citta karIne vicAra karazeA teA samajAze ke A bhAganA bheAgavaTAmAM sukha nathI. kAraNa ke gai kAle karelA bhogavaTA Aje sukha ke AnaMdane anubhava karAvatA nathI. gaI kAle khAdhelA madhurA bheAjana thoDA TAima pachI jIbhane rasamaya banAvatA nathI. savAra paDatAM UlTI navI bhUkha janme che. gaI kAle je rUpane joine kSaNavAra AnaMda mAnyA hatA te AnaMda atyAre dekhAtA nathI. te rIte sArI sugaMdha, sArA zabda ke sArA spardhA vigerenA sukhanA kAMi anubhava atyAre thatA nathI te sukha kayAM rahyuM? tame mAnatA hA ke paisA ane bhautika sukhanA DhArAthI ame mahAna sukhI chIe paNa vicAra karA cakravarti ane dhannA zAlIbhadranI samRddhi AgaLa tamArI Rddhi keTalI? mATe bhAganA sAdhanA choDIne cAga sAdhanAmAM Ave. satA tamane cAganI sAdhanA karavAnuM kahe tyAre tamane e bahu kaThIna lAge che. yAga eTale zuM? jJAnI bhagavA kahe che ceAga eTale jIvane meAkSa sAthe joDI Ape tenuM nAma cAga. pAMca indrio ane mana upara jeTaleA aMkuza thAya teTale AtmAne lAbha thAya ne AtmAnuM hita thAya. viSayapriya indrione tathA manane tRpta kare te bhega kahevAya. 164 jema ke keAI saudaryavAna navayuvAna strIne AvatI joi tenA upara AMkhA mugdha bane ke ahA! kevuM rUpa che ? A joi cakSuindriya nAcI uThe che A cakSuindriyanI tRSTi karAve che mATe ene bhega sAdhanA kahevAya. tenA badale kAi sata satIjInA darzana karI ema vicAra Ave ke dhanya che A satAne ke jemaNe khAlapaNamAM bhega-viSayAne tyAga karyo che. huM evI dazAne kayAre prApta karIza ? Ave vicAra Ave te yoga sAdhanA kahevAya, A rIte madhA viSayAmAM samajI levAnuM A rIte tamArI dareka pravRttimAM bhega sAdhanA ane cega sAdhanAnA vicAra karI bhega sAdhanA upara aMkuza mUkI cega sAdhanAmAM AveA. A saMsAramAM dareka jIvAne leAgamAMthI ceAgamAM joDAvAnA aneka nimitto maLatA rahe che. dA. ta. rAjA bhartRhari piMgalAnI pAchaLa keTalA pAgala hatA paNa jyAre ene khabara paDI ke jenA premamAM pAgala banyA cheM te piMgalA mArA mahAvatanA premamAM paDelI che. te samaye teNe piMgalAnA doSa na kADhayA. paNa vicAra karyAM. ahA! A saMsAranuM svarUpa kevuM che! te samaye manane bhAgamAMthI uThAvI lai cegasAdhanAmAM joDI dIdhu. saMsAra cheDIne sAdhu banI gayA. baMdhue ! jyAre dareka jIvA AvI draSTi keLavaze tyAre tene saMsAra asAra lAgaze. tenI dRSTi samyaga banI jaze ne e vyiSTi maLI gayA pachI enI dazA keAI

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zAradA sAgara 165 judI hoya che, samyaSTi jIvane saMsAranA bhautika sukhamAM bilakula sukha dekhAtuM nathI. kAraNa ke e samaje che ke A vinazvara sukha meLavIne zuM AnaMda mAnavAno? A sukhanI prApti pAchaLa aneka prakAranI hiMsA thaI che te sivAya kedha - lobha- rAga-dveSa Adi aneka pApa karavA paDayA che, vaLI A sukha moDA ke vahelA choDavAnA che. kadAca mArA puNyane udaya haze te huM jIvIza tyAM sudhI A sukha Takaze ne huM tene cheDIne cAlyA jaIza agara je vacamAM puNyanI TAMkI khAlI thaI jaze te adhavaca cAlyuM jaze. AnA karatAM svecchAe cheDavuM zuM khoTuM? AvI samajaNa ane vivekapUrvaka je lobha-meha ocho thAya te AtmAne mahAna lAbha thAya che. kuzalacaMda nAmano eka khUba zrImaMta mATe nAmAMkti vahepArI hatA. tene eka dIkaro hato, pacAsa varSanI zeThanI uMmara thaI. temaNe vahepAramAM karoDonI saMpatti prApta karI. have zeThane vicAra thaye ke A vahepAra kayAM sudhI kare? kAraNa ke vahepAramAM aneka prakAre pApanuM sevana karavuM paDe che, mahApurUSoe kahayuM che ke AtmakalyANa mATe cAritra zreSTha che. paNa je jIvanabhara mATe cAritra na laI zako te vratamAM Ave, parigrahanI maryAdA kare. zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke dIkaro moTe thavA AvyuM che. AyuSya pANInA pUranI jema jAya che. jyAre jIvana dIpaka bUjhAI jaze tenI khabara nathI. te have A dhaMdhAne vaLagI rahIza te bIjA navA keTalA pApa baMdhAze ne e pApanuM pariNAma duHkha che. A paisA, pratiSThA, patnI, putra badhuM ahIM rahI javAnuM che. pApa bhegavavA jIvane durgatimAM javuM paDaze. AvA aneka vicArane aMte kuzaLacaMdane thayuM ke have mAre dhaMdhe kara nathI. eTale bhAgIdArane kahyuM ke A divALI pachI mAre dhadha kare nathI mATe cepaDA cokhkhA karI badho hisAba karI laIe. bhAgIdAra kahe jue zeTha, huM tamane chUTA thavA nahi dauM. zeTha kahe have mAre dhadha kara nathI. ghaNI lakSmI meLavI che. mAre dIkare ne ene dIkaro beThA beThA khAya te paNa khUTe tema nathI. tyAre bhAgIdAra kahe che tamAre dukAne AvavAnuM nahi. kaMI kAmakAja paNa karavAnuM nahi. A badhuM huM saMbhALI laIza. tame nirAMte dharmadhyAna karo paNa tamArI bhAgIdArI cAlu raheze. zeTha kahe che huM bhale dukAne na AvuM paNa mArA nAme dhaMdho cAle eTale huM e pApane bhAgIdAra te kharo? eTale mAre e rIte paNa bhAgIdAra tarIke rahevuM nathI. zeThanI dharmazraddhA khUba aTala hatI. eTale bhAgIdAre game teTaluM kahyuM paNa pote bhAgIdArI choDI dhaMdhAmAMthI nivRta thaI gayA. - baMdhuo! tamane A zeTha jevI bhAvanA thAya che ne? ahIM te bhAgIdAra zeThane baMdha karavA Agraha kare che paNa zeTha nA pADe che. kaMika evA puNyavAna jIve che ke emane dIkarAo sAmethI kahe che bApujI! tame amArA mATe ghaNuM karyuM che. have ame

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166 zAradA sAgara badhuM saMbhALI zakIe tema chIe tame nirAMte dharmadhyAna kare. tyAre bApa kaheze dIkarA ! mArA vinA kAma na cAle. vadhu nahi te chevaTe be kalAka paNa mArI dukAnamAM hAjarI hoya te phera paDe jema baLadane gADuM kheMcavAnI Adata che eTale jyAM ghUsarI dekhe tyAM Deka namAve che tema kaMIka ne dIkarA nivRtti ApavA taiyAra hoya paNa emane pelA baLadanI jema ghuMsaruM cheDavuM gamatuM nathI. kuzalacaMda zeTha dhaMdhAmAMthI nivRta thayA paNa pele bhAgIdAra khUba nyAyasaMpanna hatuM te samaje che ke A zeThane mArA upara mahAna upakAra che. huM te derI loTe laIne paherele kapaDe Avyo hate. evI garIbAImAMthI Aje karoDapatinI keTImAM mane lAvanAra hoya to A kuzalacaMda zeTha che. te mAre emanA upakArane badale vALa joIe. e pramANe vicAra karI bhAgIdAre kuzalacaMda zeThanA dIkarAnuM nAma pitAnI meLe pUchyA vinA bhAgIdAra tarIke rAkhyuM A vAta zeTha ke emane dIkaro kaI jANatuM nathI. eka varSa pUruM thayuM hisAba karatAM daza lAkhane naphe thayo. eTale pAMca lAkha rUpiyA zeThanA dIkarAnA bhAgamAM Ave e pAMca lAkha rUpiyA laIne bhAgIdAra zeThane ghera AvyA. ne zeThanA hAthamAM pAMca lAkhanI rakama Ape che. zeTha pUche che bhAI! tuM mane zenA paisA Ape che? te kahe tame nivRtti lIdhI paNa ApanA dIkarAne mArA bhAgIdAra tarIke gaNI copaDAmAM enuM nAma rAkhyuM che. paNa kuzaLacaMda kahe che mane khape nahi. tuM laI jA. tyAre bhAgIdAra kahe A rakama tamArA bhAganI nathI. tamArA dIkarAnA bhAganI che. tyAre zeTha kahe che bhAI! tame chokarAnA bhAganI kaho cho paNa meM chokarAne jude karyo nathI. chokaro mArA bhege che. eTale enI bhAgIdArInI rakama e badhuM mAruM gaNAya. mATe mAre e dhana khape nahi. tyAre bhAgIdAra kahe tamAre jarUra na hoya to e paisA dharmAdAmAM vAparI nAMkhaje. paNa tamAre levA te paDaze ja, javAbamAM zeTha kahe che pahelA e rakamane mArI mAnIne svIkAruM pachI vaparAya ne? jyAM mAre pratijJA che tyAM svIkAravAnI vAta kayAM rahI? A rIte dIkarAnA nAmanI kamANI paNa mane khapatI nathI. tame laI jAo. ahIM zeThane ATalo Agraha kare che chatAM dhana letA nathI. tame AvI pratijJA karI hoya ne AvuM bane te zuM karo? tame te ema ja kahone ke A dIkarAnA nAmanuM che. mAre emAM zuM nisbata che? levAmAM zuM vAMdhe che? kema sAcI vAta che ne? ahIM zeThe te eka vAta karI ke pApa kharAba che. te pApathI thatA lAbha paNa khoTe che. kuzaLacaMda zeThe pAMca lAkhanI rakama jatI karI dIdhI. eka pAI paNa na lIdhI tyAre pelA bhAgIdAre vicAra karyo ke zeThane je A rakama na khape to mane kayAMthI khape? mAre A pAMca lAkha rUpiyA svadhamInI sevAmAM vAparI nAMkhavA. A bhAgIdAra zaheramAM khUNe khUNe pharI svadhamInI tapAsa kare che ne jeo garIba che, dukhI che temane

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167 zAradA sAradha anAja, ghI, goLa, kapaDA vigere jene je jarUriyAta hoya te pUrI pADato ne kahe ke A dAna mAruM nathI paNa kuzaLacaMda zeThanuM che. zeThanA nAmathI badhAne Ape che. A bhAgIdAra ke udAra che ! pite mahenata kare che ne zeThane jaza Ape che. bhAgIdAranI A pravRttithI zeThanA khUba guNa gavAya che. joke zeThanI vAhavAha balavA lAgyA. tyAre zeTha kahe che bhAI ! emAM mAruM kaMI nathI. je che te mArA bhAgIdAranuM che. mATe ene jaza Ape. baMdhuo ! zeThe vahepArane pA5 samajI enAthI nivRtti lIdhI. anyAya, anIti, chaLa-kapaTa kharAba che te tenAthI thate lAbha paNa kharAba che evuM jIvane samajAya tyAre sAcI zraddhA pragaTe. zraddhA thAya pachI AtmA taraphanuM lakSa Avaze. yauvananA thanathanATanI aparimItatA narakhI zreNIka rAjAthI bolI javAyuM he munirAja! tame A bega bhegavavAnI uMmare zA mATe dIkSA lIdhI che? pAchalI jiMdagImAM tapa-tyAga Adi dharmanI ArAdhanA karavI joIe. yuvAnImAM dIkSA kema lIdhI che? e arthane huM tamArI pAse sAMbhaLavA IcchuM chuM. have anAthI nigraMtha rAjAne zuM javAba Apaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritraH yuddhamAM jatAM cakalA caklInuM dazya jotAM pavanajInuM hadaya palaTAyuM ne te yudhethI pAchA pharyA, ane pavanajI tathA temane mitra bane aMjanAnA mahele AvyA. dukhanI kAjaLa zyAma rAtaDI vItI gaI. sukhanuM khullumA prabhAta pragaTI gayuM pavanajI aMjanAnA pagamAM paDIne mAphI mAMge che. devI! mane mApha kara. A pApIe tAre mAthe pastAra karavAmAM bAkI nathI rAkhyA. adhUruM hatuM te Aje savAre yuddhamAM jatI vakhate tuM mane AzivAda ApavA AvI tyAre meM lAta mArI tAruM haDahaDatuM apamAna karyuM. aMjanA pavanane UbhA karI kahe che te svAmInAtha? tame zA mAthe dukha dhare che? e te mArA karmane udaya hato. temAM tamAre jarA paNa doSa nathI. huM tamArA paganI mejaDI jevI chuM mArA nimitte Apane keTaDhuM dukha sahevuM paDayuM! huM ApanI kSamA mAMguM chuM ema kahI pavananA pagamAM paDI. bAra bAra varSe paNa Ape A dAsInI khabara lIdhI e mAre mana moTA AnaMdanI vAta che. bAra bAra varSo sudhI sItama para sItama sahana karIne khaMDiyera banI gayeluM hadaya praphullita banyuM. teno AnaMda te koI jude hoya che. baMne khUba premathI maLe che. pavanajInA mitra ane vasaMtamAlAne te AnaMdano pAra nathI. traNa divasa tene ghera rahayA, khaTarasa bhejana pIrase pakavAna te vIMjaNe vAyu beThI kare, bIDA vALI vALI Ape che pAna te. satIre ziromaNi aMjanA

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168 zAradA sAgara traNa divasa pavana aMjanAnA mahele rahayA. te samayamAM aMjanA pitAnI jAte rasoI karI pavanajIne khUba premathI jamADe che. ane patinI khUba bhakti kare che. tene prema ane bhakita joI pavanajI vicAra kare che. aho ! meM pApIe A satI ratnane pIchANyuM nahi. meM bAra varSa sudhI tenA sAmuM joyuM nahi. chatAM ene mArA upara keTalo prema che! prema ane AnaMdamAM traNa divasa kyAM pasAra thaI gayA tenI khabara na paDI, have pavanajIne aMjanAne choDIne javAnuM mana nathI thatuM, paNa kSatriyane bacce hato, aMjanAne kahe che have mane javAnI AjJA Apa. aMjanA paNa sAcI kSatriyANI hatI. aMjanAne paraNIne AvyA pachI patinA milanane pahele AnaMda hato, chatAM eNe vicAryuM ke mAre emane rokavA na joIe, te kahe che svAmInAthaH Apa parAkramI che, vIra che, yuddhamAM vijaya DaMkA vagADI vahelA pAchA padhArajo, evA mArA aMtaranA AzirvAda che. paNa A dAsInI eka arajI sAMbhaLo Apa AvyA che tenI bA. bApujIne jANa karIne jAva, kAraNa ke mane evo bhAsa thAya che ke jANe mane garbha rahe che. te A vAtanI bApujIne jANa na thAya ane Apane AvatA vaheluM moDuM thAya te A jagatamAM mArI zuM dazA thAya ? pavanajI kahe - ajanA "tuM ciMtA na kara, sakhIonI sAthe tuM prema pUrvaka raheje. huM laMkApatinuM kArya patAvIne vinA vilaMbe AvI jaIza. paNa aMjanA kahe che, tame bA-bApujIne eTaluM kahIne jAva ke meM bAra varSathI aMjanAne belAvI na hatI yudhe gayA pachI AvuM dazya jotAM mAruM hadaya palTAyuM ne huM pAcho Avyo chuM. pavanajI kahe che mane yudadhethI pAchA AvIne mArA mAtA pitAnI pAse jatAM mane zarama Ave che, bApujI te ema ja kahe ke savAre te lAta mArI hatI ne atyAre enA mATe pAcho Avyo? devI! huM jaldI pAcho AvI jaIza. ane mArA AvyA pachI te evA tuccha ane zudra mANasonI tAkAta che ke je tArI sAme AMgaLI paNa cIMdhI zake! pavanajIe aMjanAne ghaNuM AzvAsana ApyuM chatAM joyuM ke aMjanAnA cittanuM samAdhAna thayuM nathI. eTale teNe pitAnI aMguli parathI pitAnA nAmanI aMkita vIMTI kADhI aMjanAne ApIne kahyuM ke nathI koI evI paristhiti sarjAya te mArA A AgamananuM sUcana karatI mudrikA bA-bApujIne batAvaje. tethI tArA upara kaI jAtanuM kalaMka nahi Ave ema kahI vasaMtamAlAne bolAvIne kahyuM tuM aMjanAne khUba sAcavaje ema kahI bhaMDAranI cAvI aMjanAne ApI hIrA-mANeka-matI badhuM ApIne vimAnamAM besI pavanajI ane mitra vidAya thayA aMjanAnA dilamAM bhAvinA bhaNakArA vAge che have zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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zAradA sAgara vyAkhyAna naM. 21 169 zrAvaNa suda 7 ne budhavAra sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtA ne bahena ! anaMta karUNAnidhI zAstrakAra bhagavate jagatanA jIvAnA kalyANane mATe AgamavANI prakAzI. tenuM ciMtana, manana karI AcaraNamAM utare te ApaNA jevuM khIju bhAgyazALI kANu ? paNa tame kAne bhAgyazALI mAnA che? jene paisA, gADI, lADI ane vADI hAya tene ne? paNa te kAMi sAthe AvavAnu nathI. sAcA bhAgyazALI kANu ? tA. 13-8-05 huM kevA bhAgyazALI bhagavAnanI bhUmine meM A bhavamAM nihALI. mAtA thakI vikhUTo bALaka bhame aTUlA, evI rIte A bhavamAM paDacA huM bhUlA, juga jugathI jha MkhatA teA e bhUmine meM Aja bhALI...huM kevA bhAgyazALI... A pavitra bhArata bhUmimAM janma thayA che. jema kAI nAnu khALaka tenI mAtAthI vikhUTu paDI gayuM hoya te cAre bAju mAtAne zodhavA mATe ratu hoya te vakhate tene rAjI karavA game te Ape chatAM bALaka rAjI thatu' nathI. paNa enI mAtA Ave tyAM bALaka uchaLIne enI mAtAne vaLagI paDe che. mAtA maLatAM khALaka khIjuM badhuM bhUlI jAya che. tevI rIte jJAnI kahe che ke huM Atman ! anaMtakALathI tuM krutimAM bhUlA paDI bhamI rahyo hatA. ane pUrvakRta karmanA bheAgavaTo karatAM tArI AMkhamAM AMsunI dhAra vahetI hatI. temAM mahAna puNye A manuSya bhava maLye. temAM sadgurUe jinavANI rUpI mAtAnA bheTo karAvyA. have e mAtA maLyA pachI tenAthI vikhUTA paDavAnuM mana kema thAya ? pavitra bhArata bhUmi e mahAna vIra purUSonI janmabhUmi che. e bhUmimAM ApaNA janma thayA che. e vIra purUSa pramaLa purUSArtha kheDI meAkSamAM gayA te| ApaNe paNa evA purUSAtha upADIe teA janmArA sArthaka thAya. magadha dezanA mAlika samrATa zreNIka maMDikukSa khagIcAmAM AvyA. anAthI nigraMthanA bheTo thatAM temane alaukika zItaLatAnA anubhava thayA. tamane . garamI lAge tyAre zarIre caTThananuM vilepana kareA che paNa e zItaLatA karyAM sudhI ? caMdananuM vilepana nA sUkAi jAya tyAM sudhIne ? paNa jinavANImAM evI zItaLatA rahelI che ke tenuM pAna karatAM anaMtakALanA AtmAnA ukaLATa zamI jAya che. ne AtmA pUrNatAnA pagathAre prayANa kare che. baMdhuA A manuSyajanma e eka eka divasa paMcagatimAM javuM che e A sasAranA game tevA cakravartInA sukha maLe te prayANa che. yAtrA che. A yAtrA karatA karatA ApaNuM dhyeya nizcita ane acala che. paNa e sukha siddha bhagavaMtanA sukha AgaLa apUrNa che. ApaNe te pUrNatA che tyAM paheAMcavAnuM che, paNa ajJAnI jIva kAma

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1% zAradA sAgara bhoga rUpI apUrNa sukhamAM masta banI pUrNane bhUlI gayA che. pUrNane lakSamAM rAkhI prayANa kare te pUrNa banI zakAya. ApaNuM mULa vAta zuM che? anAthI nircathanA mukha upara AtmAnI divyatAne prakAza jhaLahaLe che. te joI zreNIka rAjA aMjAI gayA. ne caraNamAM namI paDyA. pachI pUchayuM ke he munirAja! tamAruM rUpa zreSTha che. pAMca Indriye paNa barAbara nirogI che. zarIramAM kaI raga dekhAtuM nathI. badhI vastuonI sAnukULatA hovA chatAM tame ATalI nAnI uMmaramAM sAdhu zA mATe banyA? zreNIka rAjAne jANavAnI jijJAsA thaI che ke he saMyati! tame AvI bega bhegavavAnI uMmaramAM saMyama zA mATe dhAraNa karyo che? je zreNIkane prazna che te munine javAba che. aNAhomi mahArAya, nAho majjha na vijjai / aNukampagaM suhi vAvi, kaMci nAbhisamemahaM // utta. sa. a. 20 gAthA 9 muni kahe che he rAjana! tuM mane pUche ke tame dIkSA zA mATe lIdhI? te sAMbhaLa. huM anAtha hatuM. mAro keI nAtha na hatuM. tethI meM dIkSA lIdhI che. rAjA zreNIka kahe che tame zuM bole che? huM tamArI vAta mAnuM tema nathI. tame game tema kaho paNa tamAruM lalATa chAnuM rahetuM nathI. AvI suMdara mukhAkRti ane tejasvI lalATa jotAM mane nathI lAgatuM ke tame anAtha che. baMdhuo! puNyavAna manuSya kadAca sAdA kapaDA paherIne Ave te paNa tenA lalATa uparanuM teja chAnuM rahetuM nathI. je puNyavAna jIve che temanuM teja alaukika hoya che. keI dhamISTha saMsArI jIva hoya te tenuM mukhaDuM paNa chAnuM nathI rahetuM. rUe lapeTelI Aga chUpI na rahe, sUrya vAdaLamAM chUpa na rahe, raNe caDhelo rajapUta chUpa na rahe tema cAritravAna tyAgI saMta chUpA rahI zakatA nathI. jene je vastu priya hoya che temAM tenI ramaNatA hoya che. jene tapa priya haze te koIne tapa karatAM jeze te tenuM hRdaya nAcI uThaze. jene brahmacarya priya hoya tene kaI brahmacaryanI pratijJA kare te tene AnaMda thAya che. keIne dAna ApavAnuM priya haze te tenA aAgaNe saMta padhAraze te gAMDA ghelA thaI jaze. ene ghera be traNa divasa saMtanA pagalA na thAya te ene khAvuM na bhAve. darekanI rUcI alaga alaga hoya che. eka rAjakumArane dAna ApavuM bahu gamatuM hatuM. e nAno hato tyArathI jamavA bese te vakhate enA bhANAmAMthI kaI garIba ke sAdhu saMtane kaMIka ApyA vinA ene khAvAnuM bhAve nahi. pUrve athAga puNya karIne Ave che ane A bhavamAM dAna

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zAradA sIgara 171 ApIne parabhavanuM bhAthuM bAMdhI rahyo che. dhIme dhIme te rAjakumAra moTo thaye. eTale enA hAthamAM moTI vastuo AvavA mAMDI tethI te vastra-dAgInA badhuM dAnamAM ApI devA lAgyA. kAraNa ke ene dAna ApyA vinA game nahi. jema bIDI ke cAnA vyasanIne tenA vinA cAle nahi tema A rAjakumArane paNa dAna devAnuM vyasana paDI gayeluM, eTale kaIne kaMI dIdhA vinA ene cena nA paDe. A rAjakumArane mitra dAnAdi dharmane khUba dveSI hato. kumAra dAna Ape te tene na game, kahevata che ne ke "dAtAra dAna de ne bhaMDArI peTa kuTe." te kumArane dAna nahi ApavA mATe khUba kahete paNa kumAra enuM kaMI sAMbhaLe tevo na hato. IrSyA zuM nathI karatI? - e mitre rAjAne khUba bharamAvyA ne kahayuM ke ApanA kumArasAheba te khUba dhana uDAve che. je A rIte dhana uDAvyA karaze te eka divasa bhaMDAra khAlI thaI jaze. eTale rAjAe putrane bolAvIne zikhAmaNa ApI ke he dIkarA! AvI rIte dAnamAM dhana uDAvyA karIza te kevI rIte cAlaze? kAraNa ke rAjya upara Apatti Ave tyAre dhananI jarUra paDe che. mATe dhanane saMgraha karavo joIe, vaLI eka divasa tAre rAjA banavAnuM che. tuM rAjA thaIza tyAre bhaMDAra khAlI haze te rAjya kevI rIte calAvIza? tyAre kumAra kahe che pitAjI! dAna devAthI bhaMDAra kadI khAlI thatA nathI. vaLI rAjya upara Apatti Avaze ne pApane udaya thaze te saMgraha karelI saMpatti paNa cAlI jaze. tyAre rAjA kahe che mAre tArI evI vAta sAMbhaLavI nathI. basa, have tAre AjathI dAna devAnuM nahi. khUba kaDaka zabdomAM kahI dIdhuM. eTale kumAra kahe che bhale bApujI! ApanI AjJA pramANe karIza. paNa jene je vastunuM vyasana hoya tene te vastu vinA kema cAle? te pitAnA majazekha ne mATe paisA vAparavAmAM sama na hatuM. pitAne mATe bheguM karavAno meha na hatuM. basa kaI dukhI mANasa dekhAya ke tene ApavAnI vAta. ene dAna devAmAM apAra AnaMda AvatuM hatuM. paNa have pitAjInI AjJA nathI, chatAM svabhAva to evo rahaye. rAjakumAranI udAratA - eka divasa rAjakumAra bahAra pharavA mATe gayo tyAre tene eka garIba brAhmaNanuM ToLuM gherI vaLyuM. teo khUba dukhI hatA. teo rAjakumArane kahe che annadAtA ! tame dilanA dilAvara che. ame khUba dukhI chIe amane kaMIka Ape ema kahI raDavA lAgyA. kumAranuM dila te dilAvara ane dayALu hatuM paNa khissAmAM kaMI hatuM nahi. zuM ApavuM? khissAmAM paisA na hatA. paNa AMgaLIe eka hIrAnI vIMTI -paherelI hatI. khUba kimatI hIre hate. eka lAkhanI kimatanI vIMTI rAjakumAre garIbene 'dAnamAM daI dIdhI ne kahayuM - A vIMTI koI sArA jhaverIne tyAM vecIne tenA nANAM upajAvI '' tame badhA vaheMcI leje, garIba brAhmaNe te rAjI rAjI thaI gayA.

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zAradA sAgara kAkA tukArAmanI kSamA :- saMta tukArAma jevA linA kriyAvara hatA ! tukArAma jyAre mahArathI AvatAM tyAre bALakA temane vIMTaLAi vaLatA. AvyA .... kAkA AvyA. eka vakhata tukArAma zeraDInA bhAre| laIne AvatA hatA, badhA khaLakA vIMTaLAI vaLyA. eTale tukArAma zeraDInA ekeka TukaDA bALakAne ApavA lAgyA. ghera paheAMcatA eka sAMThA rahyo. tukArAma A rIte ApI de te temanI patnIne gamatuM nahi. zeraDInA sAMDha patnIne ApyA paNa tene te eve krodha caDhayA ke e sAMThe tukArAmanA kharaDAmAM mAryA. eTale mAratA sAMThAnA be TukaDA thaI gayA. eka TukaDA patnInA hAthamAM rahyo ne khIjo bheAMya paDI-gayA. e TukaDA hAthamAM laine tukArAma hasatA hasatA cUsavA lAgyA. A jagyAe tame he! te zu kare ? sAme cAra tamAcA cADhI de ne ! ( hasAhasa). tukArAma kahe che ahA ! tuM kevI pativratA che ke AvI mAmUlI cIjamAM paNa mArA bhAga kare che! dhanya che tane ! A joi tenI patnI zaramAi gai. ne pagamAM paDI mAphI mAMgI. dhanya che svAmInAtha tamArI kSamAne! meM te tamane sAMThA kharaDAmAM mA te paNa tame tene savaLeA artha karyAM. have huM kadI gusse nahi karyuM. tyArathI tukArAmanI patnI sudharI gai. TUMkamAM kAi game tema kare paNa jene je svabhAva hAya te jatA nathI. 172 A rAjakumAranA dAna devAnA svabhAva hatA eTale garImAne eka lAkhanI vIMTI dAnamAM daI dIdhI. eTale pelA mitrane baLatarA thavA lAgI tethI teNe tarata rAjA pAse jaIne cADI khAdhI ke tame kumArane dAna devAnI nA pADI hatI chatAM AvI kimatI vIMTI garIkhAne dAnamAM ApI dIdhI. rAjAne gussA Avye ke meM ene dAna ApavAnI nA pADI chatAM eka lAkhanI vIMTI ApI dIdhI? e enA manamAM samaje che zuM? tarata kumArane khelAbyA ne kahyuM pelI hIrAnI vIMTI kayAM gai ! kumAra kahe e te meM dvAnamAM ApI dIdhI. tyAre zajA kahe che me tane nA pADI hatI chatAM AvI kimatI vITI te dAnamAM ApI dIdhI ? tyAre kumAra kahe pitAjI ! tame nA pADI hatI paNa garIba brAhmaNA bicArA bhUkhyA ne tarasyA hatA. temanuM duHkha huM joI na zakayeA, eTale me vITI ApI dIdhI. rAjA kahe-nAlAyaka ! tu Avu. karIza te rAjya kevI rIte cAvI zakIza? have tuM na joIe, cAlyA jA ahIMthI. kumAra vananI vATe :- pitAjInA zabdo sAMbhaLI kumArane khUba duHkha thayuM. paNa kai elcA nahi. pitAjInA kaDaka zabdo enA khAnadAna dila mATe khUba asahya thaI paDayA. eTale te tyAMthI nagara bahAra cAlatA thai gayA. vana-vagaDAnI vATe cAlyuM jAya che. kayAM rAjazAhI vaibhava vilAsa ne kayAM vanavagaDAnI kAMTALI vATa ! ATaluM duHkha paDe che. paNu kAinA upara dveSa karaztA nathI. thADe cAlyA tyAM eka garIkha mANusa kapaDA

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zAradA sAgara 173 vinAne che te kahe bApu! aMga DhAMkavA vastra nathI. dayA kare. tyAre kumAranA aMga upara be vacce hatA. temAMthI eka vastra garIbane ApI dIdhuM. pele draSI mitra paNa kumAranI sAthe cAlate jAya che, jaMgalamAM jaIne kahyuM, mitra! joyuM ne dAnanuM phaLa! tyAre rAjakumAra kahe che bhAI! dAna devAthI ne dharma karavAthI te mahAna lAbha thAya che. enAthI kAMI duHkha nathI AvatuM. dharmathI to sukha maLe che A rIte kumAre tenA mitrane khUba samajAvyuM paNa mAnya nahi tyAre kahe che ema karIe. A sAmenA gAmamAM jaIne tyAMnA lokone abhiprAya laIe ke dharmathI jya ke adharmathI jaya! je dharmathI jaya ema kahe te mArI AMkho phADI nAMkhavAnI ne adhamethI jaya kahe to tArI AMkhe pheDI nAMkhavAnI. rAjakumArane te daDha zraddhA che ke dharmathI jaya che eTale teNe e vAta maMjura karI. mitre gAmanA lokone zIkhavADI dIdhuM pachI badhAne bhegA karyA ne kumAranI samakSa pUchayuM dharmathI jya ke adharmathI jya che? bele. leke kahe atyAre te adharmathI ja thAya che. rAjakumArane mAthe dharmasaMkaTa AvyuM paNa gabharAye nahi. mitrane kahe che tAre mArI AMkho joIe che ne ? ema kahI pitAnI be AMkhe kaDhIne ApI dIdhI. A pApI mitra rAjakumArane gADha jaMgalamAM laI jaI tenA badhA dAgInA lUMTI jaMgalamAM mUkI cAlyA gaye. rAjakumArane mAthe duHkhanI jhaDI varasI chatAM mitra upara jarA ya ke na karyo paNa je samaye je paristhiti prApta thaI temAM AnaMda mAnavA lAgyA. AMkha gaI te zuM khoTuM? sAruM ne khoTuM kaMI jevuM maTI gayuM. te jaMgalamAM ekale eka zIlA para besIne navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karavA lAge. ATalI kasoTI thaI paNa zraddhAthI calAyamAna na thayA tyAre tenI daDha zraddhA joIne zAsananA rakSaka devane nIce AvavuM paDayuM. deva tenI parIkSA karavA kahe che tuM eka vAra ema kahI de ke meM dAna dIdhuM te khoTuM karyuM to tane dekhate karI dauM. A kahe che mata Ave te bhale. huM kadI nahi kahuM ke dAnadharma khoTe che. tyAre deve dhodhamAra varasAda varasAve. gaLA sudhI pANI AvI gayA. DUbavAnI aNI upara che te samaye pharIne deva kahe che have tAre jIvavuM hoya te kahI de dAnadharma beTa che. nahitara DUbI jaIza. kumAra kahe bhale DUbI jAuM. mane ciMtA nathI. tenI daDha zraddhA joIne deva tenA caraNamAM namI paDe ne deva prasanna thavAthI rAjakumArane navI daSTi maLI. ane khUba saMpatti prApta karI. A tarapha kumAranA gayA pachI rAjya upara maTI meTI Aphata AvavA lAgI ne rAjyanA bhaMDAra khAlI thavA lAgyA. tyAre tenA bApanI AMkha ughaDI ke mAre dIkare game teTalI lakSmI dAnamAM vAparatA ho chatAM bhaMDAra dhanathI chalakAtA rahetA hatA. ane dIkarAnA gayA pachI te bhaMDAra khAlI thaI gayA. meM kevI bhayaMkara bhUla karI? e mAre dIkaro kayAM haze? rAjA khUba tapAsa karAve che ne putrane patte maLatAM khUba mAna sahita

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174 zAradA sAgara potAnA gAmamAM lAve che. putranI AvI zraddhA joI rAjA paNa dharmamAM zraddhAvAna banyA. baMdhuo ! dharmamAM daDha rahetA eka vAra kaSTa paDaze paNa pachI te jaya jaya kAra thaze. ApaNe tyAM paryuSaNa parva AvI rahayA che. junA karmone apAvavA mATe tapa e amogha auSadhi che. anAthI nirgathe zreNIka rAjAne kahayuM ke huM anAtha hato tethI dIkSA lIdhI che. tenA javAbamAM zreNIka rAjA zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - aMjanAnA mahelethI vasamI vidAyaH- pavanajIe traNa divasa aMjanAnA mahele rahI javAnI rajA mAMgI. have pavanane javAnuM mana thatuM na hatuM paNa duHkhita dile eka bIjAthI chUTA paDayA. aMjanA paNa samajatI hatI ke laDAImAM javuM te jIva sATAnA khela che. paNa A to sAcI kSatriyANI hatI. teNe pavanajIne jatI vakhate kahayuM svAmInAtha ! yuddha medAnamAM khUba bahAdurIthI laDaje, te samaye mAre meha nA rAkhaze. varUNanuM lazkara ane tenA putro khUba baLavAna che khUnakhAra laDAI thaze. keTalA hAthI ghoDA ane keTalA sainike mazaze. ne lehInI nadIo vaheze, tyAre tame pUTha dekhADatA nahi paNa sAmI chAtIe laDaje paNa bhaya pAmI pAchA haThaze nahi. ne vijaya meLavIne pAchA vahelA padhArajo. sAcI kSatriyANInuM khamIra ochuM nathI hotuM. eka vakhata eka rAjapUta paraNIne gAmanA pAdaramAM Avyo. te samaye gAmamAM yuddhanI bherIo vAge che, raNazIMgA phUMkAI rahayA che ne badhA yuvAna kSatriye laDAImAM javA sajaja banyA che. have pelA rAjapUtathI kema rahevAya? patnInI sAthe ghera paNa na gayo. pAdaramAMthI mIMDhaLa bAMdhelA hAthe laDAImAM javA taiyAra thaye. laDAI zarU thaI. bANane varasAda varasavA lAge, keTalA sainike ghAyala thaIne paDayA. A joIne pelAnA manamAM thayuM ke ahe! huM haju te paraNIne cAlyuM AvuM chuM, koDabharI patnI sAthe vAta paNa karI nathI. huM marI jaIza te enuM zuM thaze? eTale laDAImAMthI pAcho pharyo ne ghera AvyA. tyAre patnI pUche che svAmInAtha! kema pAchA AvyA! pati kaMI javAba ApatA nathI. kSatriyANI (patnI) samajI gaI ke mArA mohanA kAraNe pAchA AvyA lAge che. te enA patine kahe chekSatriyane bacce laDAImAM khapI jAya te kabUla paNa raNamAM gayele kadI pAcho na phare ne tame pAchA AvyA che. tamane mAro meha che ne? te le, A mAruM mAthuM sAthe laIne jAva. aMdaranA rUmamAM jaIne kSatriyANIe talavAra laIne dhaDAka laIne pitAnuM mastaka uDAvI dIdhuM. A hatuM kSatriyANInuM jhanUna. aMjanAjIe paNa pavanajIne khUba zikhAmaNa ApI. baMnenA dilamAM khUba duHkha thayuM pavanajIne potAnI bhUlane khUba pazcAtApa thayo ke meM aMjanAne keTaluM kaSTa ApyuM! te vasaMtamAlAne belAvIne kahe che- vasaMtamAlA I tane jhAjhuM kahevAnuM na hoya, duHkhanA

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zAradA sAgara 175 samayamAM teM te aMjanAnI sAthe rahIne tene khUba hiMmata ApI che. paNa have aMjanAne sAcavaje. A bhaMDAranI cAvI tamane soMpIne jAuM chuM temAMthI tamAre jeTaluM dhana vAparavuM hoya teTaluM vAparaje, huM thoDA samayamAM pAcho AvI jaIza. aMjanAe pavanane dukhita dile vidAya ApI. pavanajI te yuddhamAM gayA. have ahIM zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na. 22 zrAvaNa suda 8 ne gurUvAra | tA. 19-8-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene, anata jJAnI mahAna purUSae bhavya jIvonA kalyANane mATe siddhAMta prarUpyA. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thayelI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA vizamA adhyayanamAM anAthI nigraMthane adhikAra cAle che. temAM magadha dezanA adhipati zreNIka rAjA anAthI nigraMthane joIne sthira banI gayA ne munine pUchavA lAgyA ke he. mahAmuni! tame AvI nAnI uMmaramAM dIkSA zA mATe lIdhI? tema pUchatA zreNIka rAjA munine joIne sthira banyA. AvI sthiratA thavAnuM mULa kAraNa zuM? e tame jANe che? AtmAna mULa svabhAva sthiratAne che. eka pradezanuM halana calana karyA vagara anaMta kALa sudhI sthira rahI zakavAnI ad bhUta zakti AtmAmAM che. e zakitane saMpUrNa anubhava siddhanA jIvo kare che. AtmAnI sthiratAnA anubhavamAM jIvane anaMta sukhane anubhava thAya che. - jJAnIo kahe che ke cetanA anaMtakALathI tuM asthira banIne bhame che. have sthira thA. asthiratAmAM duHkha che ne sthiratAmAM sukha che. paNa karmanA saMganA prabhAve AtmAmAM asthiratA dekhAya che. paNa je culA upara mUkIne tenI nIce agni saLagAvavAmAM Ave te pANI ukaLavA lAge che. eTale pitAne sthiratAne svabhAva choDIne asthiratAmAM AvI jAya che. A rIte karmanA saMganA kAraNe AtmAmAM asthiratA AvI gaI che. paNa karma saMcAga chUTI jatAM AtmA pitAnA sthitAnA guNamAM AvI jAya che. AtmAnA asala sthiratAnA svabhAvane pragaTa karavA mATe bhagavatee mekSa mArganI prarUpaNa karI che. te mokSa mArgane pAmavA mATe dAna-zIyaLa-tapa ane bhAva Adi cAra mukhya daravAjA batAvyA che. te sivAya sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, kAusagga, pauSAdhAdi anuSThAna batAvyA che. kAusagga, dhyAna Adi kriyAomAM mana-vacana-kAyAnI sthitA thayA sivAya aMtaramAM AnaMda AvatuM nathI.

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zAradA sAgara 176 A badhI kriyAo je aMtaranA AnaMdapUrvaka AtmalakSe thAya te anaMtakarmonI bhekhaDo tUTI jAya che. tenuM kAraNa AtmAnI sthiratA che. A te AtmAnI sthiratAnI vAta thaI. paNa huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamArA saMsAranuM eka paNa kArya cittanI sthiratA vinA thAya che? juo, parIkSAnA divaso Ave tyAre vidyArthIo parIkSAmAM pAsa thavA mATe citta ekAgra karIne, rAtre ujAgarA karIne vAMcanamAM sthira bane che. A vidyAthInI vAta thaI. have tamArI vAta karuM. jyAre vahepAramAM sIjhananA divase Ave che tyAre dukAnamAM gharAkanI ThaTha jAme che te samaye tame cha-ATha kalAka sudhI pitAnA sthAne sthira besIne ekadhAruM kAma kare che ne ? tamane te vakhate sthiratA rahe che ne? ane jyAre upAzraye AvIne eka patharaNe pAMca sAmAyika karavAnuM kahevAmAM Ave tyAre keTalI sthiratA raheze? nAmuM karanArA munie paNa nAmuM lakhatI vakhate cittane sthira karI de che. te samaye jamAne sthAne udhAra ane udhAranI ja yAe jamA karAtuM nathI. temaja ekanA khAtAnI rakama bIjAnA khAtAmAM khatavAtI nathI. tyAM te jenA khAtAnI je rakama hoya te tenA khAte khatave che. koI bIjAnA khAte khatavatA nathI ne ! tyAM keTaluM yAda rahe che ke tenuM khAtuM keTalAmAM mAne che te paNa cepaDA lakhanAranA moDhe hoya che. AnuM kAraNa cittanI sthiratA che. keI vakhata cepaDAmAM lakhatI vakhate sthiratA saheja tUTI jAya te lakhavAmAM moTI bhUla thaI jAya ne te bhUlane zodhavA mATe lehInA pANI karavA paDe che. cittanI sthiratA keLavyA vagara kaI kaLA hastagata thatI nathI. je mANase kaI kaLA siddha karI hoya te tene tame pUchajo ke bhAI ! teM A kaLA kevI rIte siddha karI? tyAre e tamane kaheze ke je huM A kaLAmAM ATalo pravINa banyo houM te tenuM mukhya kAraNa sthiratA che. A rIte saMsAramAM kaI paNa kAryanI siddhi karavA mATe sthiratAnI AvazyakatA che. te rIte AtmAnI sthiratA anikAcita karmone veravikhera karI nAMkhe che. samaje ! janma-maraNa Adi duHkhothI bharelA saMsAramAMthI chUTavA mATe ane anaMta Atmika avyAbAdha sukhathI bharapUra evA mokSamArganI prApti je jaldI karavI hoya te cittanI sthiratA vinA chUTako nathI. anaMtA che bhUtakALamAM mokSe gayA che ne atyAre mahAvideha kSetramAM thaIne jaI rahyA che. ne kaMIka jIvo dharma ArAdhanAmAM zraddhAvaMta bane che tenuM mULa kAraNa paNa sthiratA che. atyAra sudhImAM koI paNa AtmAe dharma kriyAomAM ke AtmAnA guNomAM sthiratA keLavyA vinA mekSa ke puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanI prApti karI nathI. devAnupriye! tamane dharmasthAnamAM AvatA varSo vItI gayA chatAM haju dharmakaraNImAM anAsakta bhAvapUrvakanI sthiratA AvatI nathI. tenuM mULa kAraNa zuM? saMsAra sukhanI sAmagrIne gADha rAga ane te sukha sAmagrInA gADha rAganuM mULa kAraNa ajJAna

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zAradA sAgara 177 che. jyAM sudhI anAsakata bhAvapUrvaka dharmakriyA nahi thAya tyAM sudhI karmInI niza nahi thAya. phakata puNya AdhAze. te puNyathI dhanAddhinI sAmagrI maLe che paNa jo sukhamAM Asakata banI gayA tA AtmalakSa cUkI javAnA. tame je badhI dharmakriyAo karA che te uttama che paNa je temAM sthiratA Ave te karmanI nirjarA thAya, mATe sthiratAnI khUba jarUra che. A badhI AtmAnI vAta karI. have eka vAta kahuM. saMsAra sukhane mATe sAdhanA karavA gayelA sAdhakA paNa vidyAnI sAdhanA karatI vakhate keTalA sthira thaI jAya che! eka vakhata rAvaNu vidyA siddha karavA mATe adhAra jaMgalamAM gayA. sthira banIne vidyAnA jApa karavA lAgyA. enI sthiratA joine tenI parIkSA karavA mATe deva AnyA. deve tene aneka prakAranA anukULa ane pratikULa upasargo ApavA mAMDayA chatAM cittane teNe sheja paNa calAyamAna karyuM" nahi tethI tenI badhI vidyAe sidhdha thaI. ane te samaye kuMbhakarNa ane vibhISaNanu citta sheja asthira thaI gayu tenA pariNAme temane vidyAenI sidhi thaI nahi, saMsAranA sukha meLavavA mATe jo AvI sthiratA joie che te maiAkSanA sukha mATe karAtI dharma ArAdhanAmAM keTalI sthiratA joIe ! saMsAranA sukhamAM jIvanI joraDhAra sthiratA che. te sthiratAnA pAyA jema jema nabaLA paDatA jAya tema tema dharmamAM sthiratA AvatI jAya. madhue ! haju sudhI jIvane dharmakriyAomAM jeTalA AvavA joie teTaleA rasa AvatA nathI. tenu kAraNa e che ke anAdikALathI jIva anukULa rUpa-rasa, gaMdha, spa ane zabdomAM sthira banyA che. AvI sthiratA jo mAkSasAdhaka dharmamAM AvIjAya teA khIjA bhavamAM paNa tene AvA dharmAM maLatAM te tarapha jIva AAze. pAMce indrionA viSaya tarapha doTa lagAvavAnA kAraNe atyAra sudhI bhavamAM jIva bhamI rahayA che. ane aneka prakAranA duHkhA lAgavI rahayA che. have jo mAkSa sAdhaka dharma tarapha doTa lagAve te jyAM sudhI mekSa nahi maLe tyAM sudhI saMsAra sukhanI anukULa sAmagrI game teTalI maLe te paNa tenA aMtaramAM meAkSa mArganI nyAta jhaLahaLatI rahevAnI, khaMdhaka muninA 500 ziSyAne ghANImAM pIlAvAnA vakhata Avye te samaye kevI sthiratA keLavI ? eka khAju ghANImAM zarIra pIlAya, hADakA tUTe, nasenasA tUTI lehInA puvArA uDayA. zarIranA de tA thayA chatAM AtmAmAM addabhUta sthiratA zakhI. e sthiratA kayAMthI AvI ? bhAvanAthI. kai bhAvanA bhAvI ? pIlAtA pIlAtA teo evI vizuddha bhAvanA upara caDhayA ke he jIva! parAdhIna paNe te A zarIrane khAtara ghaNI ghaNI vedanAo sahana karI che. ghaNAM jIvA sAthe duzmanAvaTa karIne raDI raDIne veDhanA sahana karI che. paNa A khadhI vedanAe AtmAne mATe svAdhIna paNe sahana karI nathI. parAdhIna paNe raDatA raDatA ATalI vedanA sahana karI chatAM te veDhanAe anatI vedanA vadhArI

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178 zAradA sAgara che. jo vartamAnakALamAM AvelI vedanAe hasatA hasatA sahana karI lauM te A sa vedanAothI mukta thai jAuM. atyAra sudhI sasAranA sukhanI khAtara sahelI pIDAomAM anaMtamA bhAganI paNa A pIDA nathI te A pIDAthI gabhazavAnuM zA mATe? khAle keTalA UMcA bhAva ! che tamArI AvI bhAvanA? tamane ATalu badhu samajAvavA chatAM saMsArathI mukata thavAnu mana kema thatuM nathI ? sasAramA ATalI badhI sthiratA zA mATe ? jJAnIo kahe che ke A saMsAranI sthiratA mithyAtvanA prabhAve thAya che. saMsAra pratyenI sthiratA ane mithyAtva e koi juddI cIja nathI. tenA kAraNe jIva dhana, bhAgavilAsa, rUpa Adi asthira heAvA chatAM tene sthira mAnIne tene mATe joradAra karmA madhe che. te sthiratAne saMsArathI khaseDIne dha tarapha laI javAnI jarUra che. mahAna purUSAe mArAMtika upasarga samaye paNa sthiratA cheDI nathI. A rIte dharmanI sthiratAnA svarUpane tathA tenA phaLane samajIne adharmanI sthiratAthI khasI dharmamAM sthiratA keLavI maLelI takanA sadupayoga karI le. zreNIka rAjAne paNa muninA guNNA joi temanA upara sthiratA thaI. ane munine jema jema jotA gayA tema tema navA Azca thatA gayA. tethI munine pUchyu ke tame AvI yuvAnImAM dIkSA zA mATe lIdhI? tyAre muni kahe che: aNAhomi mahArAya, nAho majjha na vijjaI / aNukampagaM suhiM vAvi, kaMci nAbhisamemahaM // utta. sU a. 20, gAthA 9. huM mahArAjA ! huM anAtha hatA. mArA upara kAi rahema STi rAkhe teve mArA kAi nAtha na hatA. temaja nahi maLatI vastu Ape tathA maLelI vastunI rakSA kare tevA keAI mitra na hatA ke je mArA para dayA karIne mane thADuM paNa sukha Ape. muninA javAbane abhiprAya evA nIkaLe che ke mArI saMbhALa rAkhanAra mArA mAthe kAi nAtha na hatA. eTalA mATe meM dIkSA lIdhI. A javAbathI maMda buddhivALA ema samaje ke garIba haze. enA kAi sagAvahAlA nahi hAya, khAvA pIvAnuM duHkha haze tethI sAdhu banI gayA che. paNa anAthI muninA javAkhamAM rAjA samaje che ke gUDha rahasya samAyelu che. A muni anAtha nathI. A rIte zreNIka rAjA vicAra karatA muninA rUpa-raMga kSamA saumyatA bhegA pratyenI asaMgatatA, nibhitA, ADhi guNA joine AzcaryoMmAM paDI gayA che ne tethI munine prazna pUchyA che paNa muninA uttara sAMbhaLIne rAjAnuM Azcarya ghaTavAne badale vadhI gayuM. eTale vicAravA lAgyA ke jene dekhIne duzmananA dilamAM paNa Ana thAya

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zAradA sAgara 179 te anAtha kevI rIte hoI zake? zuM, A saMsAramAM guNagrAhakatA temaja seMdaryanA upAsakane nAza thaI gayo che ke jethI AvA saumyamUti, saraLa, suMdara, ane guNavAna yuvAnane koI nAtha ke mitra na maLe? zuM buddhivAna ke vicAravAna lekenI A saMsAramAM kheTa paDI gaI che ke nAtha agara mitranA abhAve A munine dIkSA levI paDI? A rIte zreNaka rAjAnuM Azcarya vadhyuM. tame paNa ghaNI vAra kahe che ne ke jene kaI na hoya te saMsAranA sukha choDIne sAdhu bane. bhAI! jarA vicAra to kare ke jeTalA sAdhu thayA te badhAne sukha nahotuM tethI temaNe dIkSA lIdhI che. moTA cakravatione tyAM zenI khAmI hatI? dIkSA koNa laI zake ? je pisAne kAMkarA samaje, gharane ITa-mATI ane cunAnA DhagalA samaje ane kuTuMba parivArane hADakAne mALe samaje te saMsAra tyAgIne saMyamI banI zake che. sAcA saMyamIone te saMsAranA sukhonI gaMdha Ave che. A kaNAda nAmanA eka sAdhu hatA, teo pitAnA zarIrane TakAvavA mATe anAjanA pIThAmAMthI anAjanA kaNa vINI lAvatA. tene pIsI tenI rAba banAvIne pI letA hatA eTale temane leke kaNAda kahetA. teo pote jaMgalamAM eka jhuMpaDI banAvI svAdhyAya ane dhyAnamAM masta rahetA hatA. gAmanA lokone khabara paDI ke A sAdhu mahAna avadhUta che, ane te mahAna zaktidhArI che. keTalAka ema kahevA lAgyA ke A sAdhu pAse suvarNanI siddhi che. emanI pAse jAya tenuM kAma thaI jAya che. are...ahIM keI ema kahe ke phalANA saMtasatIjI kaMIka jANe che te A upAzraya Akho divasa khAlI na paDe. kema kharuM ne? (hasAhasa) A vAta rAjAnA kAna sudhI pahoMcI gaI. rAjA pradhAnane pUche che ke A vAta sAcI che? pradhAna kahe vAta sAcI che. je emane prasanna karo te kAma thaI jAya. tyAre rAjA kahe huM paNa e suvarNasiddhine lAbha uThAvuM. eTale rAjAe uttama prakAranuM jhaverAta tathA mevA-mIThAIne thALa bharIne munine ApavA mATe mANasa mokalyo. tyAre muni kahe che A laI jAo. mAre nA joIe. mane enI gaMdha Ave che. rAjAne mANasa thALa laIne pAchA AvyuM. rAjA kahe che kema pAcho lAvyA? nokara kahe che emane enI gaMdha Ave che. rAjA kahe che Ama te bhikhArI che. kaNa vINIne khAya che ne ATalI badhI tenI magarUrI che? tyAre pradhAna kahe che sAheba! e AvI mahAna siddhinA svAmI che. ene magarUrI kema na hoya? e ema prasanna nahi thAya. je tamAre emane prasanna karavA hoya te bhakitathI prasanna kare. ne bhakita dhanathI na thAya. tanathI thAya. paisAthI nahi premathI thAya. e prasanna thAya te tamAruM kAma thaI jAya. rAjA rAtrInA samaye bhikhArIne veSa dhAraNa karI muni pAse gayA. muni te pitAnuM dhyAna-svAdhyAya Adi kriyAothI nivRtta thaIne sUtA hatA. rAjA tyAM jaIne

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180 zAradA sAgara emanA paga dabAvavA lAgyA. thADI vAra thai eTale sat kahe che he rAjana! mArA lAkaDA jevA pagane DhAkhavA rahevA de, tArA kAmaLa hAtha thAkI jaze. adhArI ghera rAtrI che. emaNe rAjAnuM mukha paNa joyu nathI ne kevI rIte jANyuM ke A rAjA che? tamane paNa vicAra thAya ne? tamArA DaoNkTara eka rAganA niSNAta-hAya paNa sata badhA rAganA niSNAta DAya che. tethI hAthanA sparzathI paNa jANI le ke A kANu che? rAjAne khUba AzcaryoM thayuM ke mane kevI rIte oLakhyA ? tethI munine puchyu ke tame mane kevI rIte oLakhyA. sAdhu kahe emAM jANavA jevuM zuM che? paNa huM tamane eka vAta pUchuM ? rAjA kahe pUche. sAdhu kahe che huM akiMcana havA chatAM te tame zajA heAvA chatAM mahela mUkIne A jhuMpaDImAM rAtre kema AvyA ? zajAe kahyuM-me sAMbhaLyu che ke Apa lekhaDamAMthI seAnuM anAvA che teA zu e vAta sAcI che? sAdhu kahe hA. lAkhaMDamAMthI setu banAvu chuM. ane te kayAre paNa mUkIne javuM nA paDe tevuM banAvuM chuM. rAjA kahe mane evuM seAnuM manAvavAnI siddhi zIkhavADe kaNAde kahyuM-he rAjana! phUla zemAMthI thAya che? teA rAjA kahe mATImAM rahela khIjamAMthI thAya che. tyAre pharIne pUche che ke anAja zamAMthI thAya che? kahe khAtaramAM bhaLelA khIjamAMthI thAya che. tamane kAI thALImAM khAtara ke mATI bharIne khAvA Ape te khAi zakaze!? "nA" khAtara joine UlaTI thAya. paNa e khAtaramAM anAja pAke che jene mANasa Ana MdapUrNAMka khAya che ane mATImAMthI khIlelA sugaMdhIdAra puSpA thAya che. jene leAkeA premathI suMghe che ne divAnakhAnAmAM AAbhA mATe phUladAnImAM bharAve che. jema maTImAMthI phUla ane khAtaramAMthI anAja thAya che tevI rIte A dehamAM rahelA AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA thAya che. paNa tenA upayega karatAM AvaDavA joie. ema ne ema khAtara ane mATI mUkI do te phUla ke anAja kAMI na thAya. paNa jamIna azakhara taiyAra karI temAM khIja vAvavAmAM Ave te temAMthI kula ne anAja thAya che. tema huM rAjana! mANasanA vikArA, vRttie ane Aveze. khAtara jevA che. enuM unnIkaraNa thAya tA e vikAsamAM pariNamI jAya. enAthI paramAtmA svarUpanI prApti thAya. bhAi ! lAkhaDatuM seAnuM manAvavu eTale zuM ? zarIra sAdhanA mATe vAparavuM ane AtmAne paramAtmA banAvI devA. A pramANe sAdhue rAjAne samajAvyuM paNa rAjAnA mananuM samAdhAna na thayuM tyAre kaNAda muninA manamAM thayuM ke e AvyA che te emane azakhara samajAvuM. ema vicAra karI kaNAde ene eka tukhaDI ApI ne kahyuM. he rAjana! A tukhaDI tame lai jAo. e tukhaDI bharIne mArI pAse lAvajo. rAjA kahe-temAM zuM bharuM? tyAre kahe-tAre je bharavuM heAya te bhara. eTale rAjA tukhaDIne potAnA mahelamAM laIne AvyA

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zAradA sAgara 181 ne temAM ghauM bharavA lAvyA. enA koThAramAM hatA te badhA ghauM tuMbaDImAM bharI dIdhA paNa tuMbaDI bharAtI nathI. AkhA gAmamAM jeTalA ghauM hatA te badhA emAM bharI dIdhA paNa tuMbaDI bharAI nahi. tyAre rAjA pUche che e saMta! tamArI tuMbaDImAM ATalA badhA ghauM bharI dIdhA paNa tuMbaDI bharAtI nathI. tyAre sAdhu kahe che he rAjana! jema A tuMbaDImAM te game teTalA ghauM bharyA te paNa bhAI nahi tema tane game teTaluM sonuM, motI, hIrA, mANeka Adi saMpatti maLaze te paNa tArI tRNAnI tuMbaDI bhaNavAnI nathI. mATe tArI tRSNa ochI karI tArI vRti dharma tarapha vALI de. lekhaDanuM sonuM banAvavuM eTale dehane paramArtha mATe vApare. ane AtmAne paramAtmA svarUpa banAvI de. enuM nAma lekhaMDamAMthI sonuM banAvavuM. e A vidyAnuM rahasya che. A vastu je jIvane samajAya te AtmavikAsa sAdhI zake ane AtmA karmanA maLathI ane vRttiothI mukta thato jAya ane mukata thayele AtmA paramAtma svarUpa bane che. jevI rIte UMce javuM heya te nIsaraNIne sahAre levuM paDe che tema paramAtma tatvane pAmavA mATe paNa saMta, samAgamane sahAro levo paDe che. pelA rAjA kaNAda RSi pAse suvarNasiddhi prApta karavA AvyA hatA. paNa temanA upadezathI Atma tattavane pAmI gayA. ahIM zreNIka rAjA anAthI nigraMtha pAse AvyA. temaNe pahelAM te munine deha je. emanuM rUpa joIne AkarSAyA. baMdhuo! tame paNa rUpa joIne meha pAme che ne? paNa ekalA rUpanuM mahatva nathI paNa rUpa sAthe guNanI mahattA che. jJAnIo kahe che A deha te DAyala jevo che. jema keI ghaDiyALanuM DAyala sudara joIne tamane ema thAya che ke bahu sarasa che. levA gayA tyAre khabara paDI ke mazIna beTavAI gayeluM che. ane paisA kharcIne rIpera karAve te paNa sAruM thAya tema nathI. te te kaI maphata Ape toya levA taiyAra thAva rUDe rUpALo rAjakumAra hoya paNa dayarUpI mazIna baMdha paDI gayA pachI tenI kaI kiMmata nathI tema A deharUpI DAyala game teTaluM suMdara ane AkarSaka hoya paNa aMdara Atmika guNe nathI te tenI kaI kiMmata nathI. zreNIka rAjAe anAthI muninA deha rUpI DAyalane ja joyuM nathI paNa aMdaranA guNane joyA pachI temanI prazaMsA karI ane tyAra pachI temane vaMdana karIne prazna pUcha. e praznanA javAbamAM munie kahyuM ke huM anAtha hato. mAruM koI na hatuM tethI meM dIkSA lIdhI. tyAre rAjAnuM Azcarya vadhyuM ke A tejasvI purUSa anAtha heI zake? emane je javAba che tenI sAme huM dalIla karuM te e vAtanuM rahasya ApoA5 khulI jaze. have zreNuka rAjA munine zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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182 zAradA sAgara ja rA caritra - pavanacha yudhei gayA ne pAchaLa kevI viTaMbaNu UbhI thaze. pavanajI pitAnA nAmavALI vIMTI aMjanAne ApI yuddhamAM gayAM. vIMTI maLatAM aMjanAnA cittanuM kAMIka samAdhAna thayuM. enA hRdayamAM te bhAvi bhAyanA bhaNakArA vAgI rahyA hatA. paNa zuM kare? pavanakumArane gayA vinA cAle tema nathI. jevA pavanajI gayo tevI aMjanA mUcha khAIne dharatI upara DhaLI paDI. zItaLa upacAra karIne vasaMtamAlA kahe che bahena! tuM zA mATe rUdana kare che? kAle pavanajI vijayanI varamALA paherIne AvI jaze. have tAre raDavAnI jarUra nathI, cAla sAmAyika pratikramaNane samaya thaye che. aMjanA ATalA duHkhamAM paNa dharmArAdhanA karavAnuM cUkatI nathI. pavanajI laMkA pahoMcyA. pavanajInA javAthI rAvaNane khUba AnaMda thayo. rAvaNe tene khUba Adara satkAra karyone kahyuM - beTA! tuM AvyuM? te nAnI uMmaramAM ghaNuM hiMmata karI. rAvaNane Adeza laI, zubhavelA suvicAra, varUNa upara tatakSaNa, caDho, dala, bela, sabala anusAra . tyAMthI pavanajI rAvaNanI AjJA laI zubha muhUte moTA sainya sAthe yuddha karavA cAlI nIkaLyA ne yudhdhanA kAryamAM joDAI gayA. e vAta ahIM rahI. have aMjanAnuM zuM thayuM te vicArIe. patinuM madhuru milana aMjanA mATe svapna samAna banI gayuM. aMjanA garbhanaMtI che. jema jema divasa vItatA gayA tema tema aMjanAnuM sauMdarya khIlatuM jAya che. tenA zarIra para garbhavatInA cihane dekhAvA lAgyA, nagaremAM ke rAjamahelamAM vasaMtamAlA sivAya keNuM jANe che ke aMjanAne pavanajInuM milana thayuM che. aMjanAnI sAsunI dAsIo avAranavAra aMjanAnA mahele AvatI jatI hatI, dAsIo dvArA ketumatInA kAne vAta pahoMcI ke aMjanA garbhavatI che. A sAMbhaLI ketumatInA jaMgamAM krodhanI javALA bhabhUkI uThI. - aMjanAe eka dAnazALA belI hatI. dararoja hajAro garIba ane anAtha janene dAna ApatI hatI. garbhamAM Avele jIva je pavitra hoya te mAtAne dAna devAnuM mana thAya ane ghaNuM che garbhamAM Ave tyAre enI mAtAne mATI khAvAnuM mana thAya, kaMika jagyAe evuM jovA maLe che ke bALaka garbhamAM hoya ne bhAI bhAI judA heya te bhegA thaI jAya ne koI e jIva Ave te bhegA hoya te judA thaI jAya. tethI jANI zakAya che ke A jIva ke haze? - aMjanA garbhavaMtI thayA pachI tene dAna devAnuM, sAdhune vaherAvavAnuM khUba mana thatuM hatuM eTale teNe dAnazALA kholI ane dararoja pite be kalAka dAna ApatI,

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zAradA sAgara 183 duHkhiyAnI sevA karatI ne dharmArAdhanA karatI hatI. A rIte enA vise vyatIta thai raheyA che. tyAM sAsujIne A vAtanI khakhara paDI. sAsujInA prakApa :- ketumatI praaAda rAjAne kahe che svAmInAtha ! tamane kaMI khabara paDe che? rAjA kahe- kema, zu che. ? mahArANI ! tame ATalA badhA ugra kema thaI gayA che ? tyAre rANI kahe che aMjanAe ApaNA kuLane kalakta karyuM, Aja sudhI ApaNe mAnatA hatA ke ajanA keTalI pavitra che. paNa e teA kajAta nIkaLI. te garbhavatI che, eNe kevA kALAkAma karyA che! ane uparathI sArI thavA potAnA pApane chUpAvavA dAnazALA khAlI che ne ApaNA bhaDAra lUTI rahI che. paNavicAra kare ke ApaNA pavana yudhdhamAM gayA te divase e kaMkunA cAMdalA karavA gaI tyAre ene lAta mArI tenu apamAna karyuM" che. eTale e vAta nakkI che ke pavana ene AlAvatA nahi hAya. ApaNA pavana te kevA pavitra che! eka .kIDIne paNa dubhave tevA nathI. jatAM jatAM AkhI nagarInA leAkAne saMtApyA ne ajanAne lAta mArI. enu` kAraNa e parAyA purUSA sAthe ramatI haze ane mArA dIkarA gayA eTale eNe enu pAta prakAzyuM. pachI lAkAmAM vAha vAha kahevaDAvavA mATe dAna-puNya kare che ne sAdhu te darAja enA ghera Ave che. A rIte rANI ketumatI praaAda rAjAne kahI rahI che. have ketumatI aMjanAnA mahele tapAsa karavA mATe Avaze ne zu banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 23 zrAvaNa suda 9 ne zukravAra sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAe ne bahene! tA. 15-8-75 anaMta jJAnI mahAna purUSAe atanA jIvAnA uddhArane mATe maitrI ane karUNAnI amRta saritA vahAvI che paNa AjanA mAnavIe temAMthI eka pyAlA paNa nathI pIdhA. Ajanu jIvana jotAM ema lAge che ke mATA bhAganA manuSyAnu jIvana viSaya bhAganA vartuLamAM gherAI gayu che. zaga-dveSa-mAha, lAbha ane svAne bhagavate choDavAnA kahyA che tenA khale AjanA mAnava temAM vadhu sAtA jAya che. A durguNane kAraNe mAnava mAnavathI najIka AvavAne khale dUra bhAge che. AnuM mULa kAraNa zuM? eNe madhuM meLavyuM, khUba bheguM karyuM. paNa vicArenI vizALatA na keLavI. anubhavamAM anekAMta na meLavyuM. dRSTimAM maitrI ane karUNatAnuM mjana na AMjyuM. tethI e eka AMkhathI dekhe che paNa e AMkhathI nathI dekhatA. sAMbhaLe che eka kAnathI paNa e kAnathI nahi. ane jIve che paNa eka pagathI jJAna ane kriyAnA e pagathI. nathI jIvatA.

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184 zAradA sAgara jJAnI bhagavate kahe che ke "jJAna yisyAM mokSa: " jJAna ane kriyA rUpI be paga hoya te mokSa maLe che. ekalA jJAna ke ekalI kriyAthI mokSa thatuM nathI. jJAne ane kriyAnI be pAMkhe hoya te UMce uDDayana karI zakAya che. mATe jIvanamAM jJAna ane kriyAnI khUba AvazyaktA che. A be vastu dvArA mahAna purUSe jIvana jIvIne mekSamAM gayA che. mArA baMdhuo! tame paNa evuM jIvana jIvI jAva ke tame A duniyAmAMthI vidAya thAva te paNa duniyA tamane yAda kare. koI sAro mANasa mRtyu pAme che e te ahIMthI jAya che paNa tenA saguNanI suvAsa rahI jAya che. tame kahe che ne ke phUla gayuM paNa pherama rahI gaI. gulAbanuM phUla cImaLAI jAya che, keInA paga nIce chuMdAI jAya che te paNa sugaMdha Ape che. tema mahAna purUSane vidAya thayA varSo vItI gayA chatAM emane ApaNe sau yAda karIe che. kRSNa vAsudeva nemanAtha bhagavAnanA samayamAM thaI gayA chatAM Aje temane duniyA yAda kare che. kRSNanI sAme kesa hato, rAmanI sAme rAvaNa, mahAvIranI sAme maMkhalI putra gozAlaka ane gAMdhIjInI sAme goDase thayA. temAM kRSNa-rAma, mahAvIra ane gAMdhIjIne sau yAda kare che paNa kaMsa-rAvaNa ane goDasene emanA duSkRtyane kAraNe koI yAda karatuM nathI. ApaNA bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI kevA hatA? duzamana sAme paNa premathI jotA hatA. gozALAe karI ghelachA, tejalezyA cheDI, saMhArakane kSamA karIne, dIdhI zikhAmaNa thADI, e karUNAnA karanArA...tArA jIvana rahasya nyArA (2)-e samatAnA gazAlake bhagavAna upara tejulezyA cheDI te paNa prabhue tenA upara kapa na karyo. sAme zItaLa lezyA mUkI ne kahyuM che gazAlaka! tAruM zuM thaze? baMdhuo ! ApaNuM bhaluM karyuM tenuM bhaluM to karIe. emAM ke vizeSatA nathI paNa bUruM karanAranuM bhaluM karavuM temAM mAnava jIvananI vizeSatA che. A jagatanuM bhaluM karavA, tamane sAco rAha batAvavA zramaNa nirgathe jagatanA khUNe khUNe vicare che. pachI saMtane kaI pUje ke niMdA kare, kaI mAre ke game te kare paNa e te sarva ivenuM bhaluM icche che. anAthI nigraMtha vicaratA vicaratA zreNIka rAjAnA maMDikakSa bagIcAmAM AvyA. zreNIka rAjA paNa pharavA mATe tyAM AvyA. munine jotAM temanA mananA ukaLATa zamI gayA. ne rAjA muninA caraNamAM namI paDayA. A magadha dezanA mAlika keIne name nahi ne te namI gayA. tenuM zuM kAraNa? muninuM zuddha cAritra. A rAjA cAritra AgaLa jhUkI jatA. Aje temane vinaya hate. vinaya te vairIne vaza kare che, koI duzmana rAjA caDhI Avyo hoya to tenI chAvaNImAM sAme rAjA vinayavAna banIne jAya to vairI rAjA duzmanAvaTa cheDI de. vinaya je bIje kaI mahAna guNa

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zAradA sAgara, 185 nathI. AMbA upara kerI Ave tyAre e paNa namra bane che. te rIte jIvanamAM namratA keLavo. jJAnI kahe che.-- viNao savva guNANa mUlaM, sannANa dasaNAiNaM / - mokkhassa ya te mUlaM, teNa viNIo iha pasattho // vinaya e jJAna-darzana-cAritranuM mULa che. mokSanuM mULa paNa vinaya che. eTale vinayavAna AtmA mekSane adhikArI banI zake che baMdhue ! jJAnanA be paMtha che. eka abhimAna ane bIje namratA. kaMIka ja jJAna vadhu meLavIne abhimAnI banI jAya che ne kaMika che jema jJAna vadhu meLavatA jAya tema namra banatA jAya che. jyAM namratA che tyAM vikAsa che ne abhimAna che tyAM vinAza che. jIvanane dhyeya vikAsa che paNa vikAsane aTakAvanAra hoya te ahaMkAra che. abhimAnI mANasa potAne mahAna mAne che ne chAtI pulAvIne phare che ke duniyAmAM mArA jevuM koNa che? tethI tenA jIvanamAM satyane prakAza patharAte nathI kAraNa ke haiyAmAM huMkAra guMjatuM hoya ke je kAMI chuM te huM chuM. mArAmAM sarva che. A rIte pitAne sarvasva mAne che. ne bIjAne pitAnAthI tuccha samajI utArI pADe che tethI tenA vikAsane mArga rUMdhAI jAya che. uttarANanA divasemAM tame badhA pataMga caDhAve che ne? e pataMga khUba UMce caDhe che ne khUba caDhe che tyAre harakhAya che ke huM keTale UMce caDhI gayo chuM ke manuSya paNa mane kIDI jevA dekhAya che. A pataMgane ahaMbhAva che. paNa duniyAnA mAnavane nAne jenAra e huM paNa duniyAnI daSTie nAne dekhAuM chuM tene tene khyAla nathI hote. devAnupriya! tame yAda rAkhajo ke pelA pataMganI mAphaka abhimAnamAM cagI jaIne bIjAne tamArAthI tuccha gaNaze te tame paNa duniyAnI draSTimAM tuccha dekhAze, paNa abhimAnIne A vAta samajAya kharI ? tame soDA voTaranI bATalI te ghaNI vAra pItA haze ne? emAM zuM hoya che te tamane khabara che? soDAbaeNTaranI bATalImAM rahelI gebI bahAranI svaccha havAne aMdara javA detI nathI ane aMdara nA gesane bahAra nIkaLavA detI nathI. tevI rIte ahaMkAranI gebI ahaMnA aMdhakArane bahAra nIkaLavA detI nathI. ane satya jJAnanA prakAzane aMdara praveza karavA detI nathI. tethI abhimAnI mANasa jJAnanA prakAza rahita banIne ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAM AthaDato pitAnuM jIvana vyatIta kare che. mahAtmA bhatRharie paNa kahayuM che ke yadA kiMcijho'haM dvipa iva madAndhaH samabhavam / * tadA sarvajJo'smItya bhavadaliptaM mama manaH / / yadA kiMcitkicid budhajane sakAzAdavagataH / tadA mUryo'smIti jvara iva mado meM vyygtH||

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186 zAradA sAgara jyAre huM kaMIka jANato hato tyAre mAruM abhimAnI mane ema kahetuM hatuM ke huM badhuM jANuM chuM. huM sarvajJa chuM. A abhimAne mArA jJAna dIpaka bUjhavI nAMkhyuM ane huM aMdhakAramAM DUbI gayo. paNa jema jema huM vidvAnonA paricayamAM Avate gaye ne mane jJAnane prakAza maLato game tema tema mane samajAyuM ke huM je kAMI zIkhyo chuM ne je kAMI samaja chuM te jJAna nahi paNa ajJAna che. huM mane jJAnI mAnate hate paNa have mane samajAyuM ke huM jJAnI nahi paNa mUrkha hatuM. sAcI samaja AvatA abhimAna chaTI jAya che. baMdhuo! tamane tamArI sattA ane saMpattine garva Avyo che ke amArA jevuM kaI sattAdhIza ke saMpattizALI nathI. ? je garva AvyuM hoya te yAda rAkhajo ke nadImAM jyAre ghoDApUra Ave che tyAre khUba pANI Ave che ne ghoDApUramAM moTA gAmanA gAma taNAI jAya che. keTalAnA jAna mAlane vinAza thAya che, e ghaDApUra traNa divasamAM osarI jAya che paNa gheDApUre sajela vinAza mAnavanA haiyAmAM kAyama kotarAyeluM rahe che. jyAre tame e nadInI pAse jaze tyAre kaheze ke A nadIe mArA gAmano vinAza karyo che. evI rIte vaibhava -saMpatti ke sAmrAjyanA pUre traNa divasamAM utarI jaze paNa e pUranA jezamAM enA ahaMbhAvamAM karelA kALA pApanI karUNa kahANI sadAne mATe yAda rahI jaze. ke meM keTalAne lUMTI lIdhA che ! keTalAne hasAvyAne keTalAne raDAvyA! kevA kevA anAcAro sevyA ! A duHkhanI karuNa kahANI varSo sudhI bhUlAtI nathI. ahaM Ave eTale badhuM cAlyuM jAya che. ahaMkAranA pahADane khaseDave muzkela che. abhimAnI mANasane kaI sajajana hita zikhAmaNa ApavA jAya te paNa tene racatI nathI. ahaMkAranA tApathI tenA jIvanamAM rahelA saguNe pahADanA jharaNAMnI jema sUkAI jAya che. jema jharaNa pahADa uparathI paDe che tyAre athaDAtA athaDAtA paDe che. tyAre tenuM kaMIka pANI sUryanA tApathI varALa thaIne UDI jAya che. tevI rIte jIvanamAM abhimAnane sparza thatAM saguNe nIce gabaDatA jAya che ne ahaMnA tApathI guNe ogaLI jAya che. mATe AvuM utama mAnava jIvana pAmIne ahaMkArane ogALavAnI jarUra che. zreNIka sajAmAM keTale badhe vinaya hata! magadha dezanA mAlika hovA chatAM temanI namratA ajoDa hatI. e namratAthI emanA manamAM vicAra thayo ke A muninA mukha upara keTale AnaMda che ! kevI mastI che ne kevI manamehaka temanI AkRti che ! kharekhara duniyAnuM saMpurNa sukha te A muni pAme che. temanI pAse sukha che te mArI pAse nathI. tamane sukha kyAM dekhAya che? saMpattimAM, sattAmAM saMtAnamAM ne zrImatImAM. kema barAbara che ne? tamane managamatuM sukha maLe ne thoDuM mAna maLe eTale basa. jANe mArA jevuM kaMI sukhI nathI. tamane badhAne anubhava haze ke tethI vadhu mAna tamane kyAM

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zAradA sAgara 187 maLe ? ne tamane khammA khammA kayAM thAya ? sAsare saiAthI vadhu mAna jamAIne maLe che. kahevata che ne ke sAsune jamAi kevA vahAlA hAya ? sAsu mAMdI paDI haiAya te paNa AvyAnI khakhara paDe teA beThI thai jAya. sAsune tame ATalA badhA vahAlA che. paNa Aje tA sAsare jamAInu mAna ghaTayu che. zA mATe ? vAravAra sAsarIyAnA uMbare jatA thaI gayA che. tethI sAsu paNa samaje ke A teA hAlatAM hAlatAM cAlyA Ave che. enu mAna zu sAcavavuM? pahelAnA jamAie jaladI sAsare jatA nahi. vadhe e varSe jatAM eTale sAsare zI vAta jamAi AvyA che ema thatu. ne te paNa e traNa divasa rahetA khammA khammA. jo vadhu rokAya tA ki Mmata keADInI thai jAya. eka zeThane tyAM lagna prasaMga AvyA. saiAthI nAnI dIkarInA lagna che. eTale badhA sagAvahAlA dIkarIe jamAIne teDAvyA che. zeThane cAra jamAI hatA. cAre ya jamAIe lagnamAM mahAlavA mATe AvyA. lagnanuM' kAmakAja patI gayuM. eTale khIje divase sauthI meATA jamAi temanA sasarA pAse zIkha mAMge che ke bApujI ! have madhu kAmakAja patI gayu che mane rajA Ape te huM jAuM. tyAre sasarA kahe che zI utAvaLa che? ATalA khadhA sagAsabaMdhI bhegA thayA che. mATe cAra divasa rAkAI jAva. khUba Agraha karyo eTale sasarAnuM mAna sAcavavA mATo jamAi eka dvivasa rokAyA te khIjA divase javA taiyAra thayA. sasarAe khUba mAna sahita satkAra karIne jamAIne vidAya ApI. A rIte ekeka dvivasanA AMtare mAna sahita traNe jamAi gayA. cAthA na MbaranA jamAI kahe che A traNe mUrkhanA saradvAra lAge che. sAsare AvA jalasA hAya, khammA khammA thatI hAya te| Avu sukha cheDIne zA mATe jatA rahetA haze ? ApaNe te sAsare nirAMte rahevu che. nAnA jamAIrAja te aDDo nAMkhIne sAsare rahyA. khAra divasa thayA paNa jamAI javAnI vAta karatA nathI. tyAre sAsu sasarA vicAra kare che ke have A kayAM sudhI paDayA raheze? sasarA kahe che have A jamAIne mIThAi ApavAnI baMdha karI do. dALa, bhAta, zAka ane reATalInuM sAduM jamaNu Ape. eTale terame divase miSTAnna baMdha thayA ne sAduM bheAjana pIrasyuM. tyAre jamAI vicAra karavA lAgyA ke kAMI niha. dALa-bhAta-zAka ane ghImAM khALelI roTalI teA khAvA maLe che ne? khIju aThavADIyu thayuM paNa jamAi kaI rajA mAMgatA nathI eTale zeTha emanI patnIne kahe che ema kareA. have kAlathI rATalA ne aDadanI dALa Ape. have jamAInA bhANAmAM roTalene aDadanI dALa AvyA. paNa jamAi teA evA paikI gayA ke have ghera javuM gamatu nathI. have teA sAsu-sasarA kaMTALI gayAne kahe che have teA ene juvAranA lukhA rATalA ne chAzanI parAsa Ape. eTale kaMTALIne jaze. juvAranA roTalA ne chAzanI parAza ApI te| ya jamAIrAja haju javAnu

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188 zArado sAgara bolatA nathI, tyAre sasarA dhamakIpUrvaka kahe che jamAIrAja! jama jevA thaIne utArA nAMkhyA che. A juvArano lukho roTale maLyo. have te jAva? (hasAhasa) je mAnabhera AvIne jAya te jamAIrAja ane nA jAya te jamarAjA. have tamAre jamAI thavuM che ke jamaDA thavuM che? ahIM beThelA moTA bhAganA jamAI banelA che. koIka ja nahi hoya. tame te AvuM karatA nathI ne? aMte sasarAe jamAIne vidAya karyA... - baMdhuo! A jamAInuM daSTAMta ApaNe AtmA sAthe ghaTAvavAnuM che. bhagavAna kahe che svagharamAM tAruM jeTaluM mAna che teTaluM para gharamAM nathI. svagharamAM jeTaluM sukha che teTaluM paragharamAM nathI. AtmAe svabhAvamAM ramaNatA karavI te ghara che. ane AtmA sivAya zarIranA rAgamAM paDI paranI paMcAta karavI te paragharanI ramaNatA che. svaghara te pitAnuM ghara che ne para ghara te sAsaruM che. A zarIrane rAga karI tenI pAchaLa amUlya manuSya janma jIva vItAvI rahyo che. paNa A zarIra kayAre choDavuM paDaze tenI khabara che? mamatAne piTala bAMdhIne nirAMte vasavATa karyo che paNa yAda rAkhajo A zarIra rUpI sAsaruM ahIM raheze ne jIvane nahi javuM hoya te paNa kALa rAjA zarIramAMthI vidAya apAvaze. zarIra te bAradAna jevuM che. ne aMdara raheto cetana rAjA mAla che. e mAla nIkaLI gayA pachI zarIra rUpI bAradAnanI kaI kiMmata nathI. ghI telanA pika DabbA lAvyA paNa sIla teDyuM te aMdarathI pANI nIkaLyuM te kaI ene rAkhaze? nA. mAla vinAnA bAradAnanI kiMmata nathI. baMdhuo! A deha rUpI bAradAnamAM birAjela caitanya e AtmA e kaMi je te nathI. anaMta zaktine svAmI che. paNa jaDanA saMgamAM rahI jaDa jevuM banI gayuM che. sonerI piMjarAmAM parA, siMha banI kezarI (2) gADaranA TeLAmAM bhaLIye, viveka ka vIsarI (2) deDI deDIne deDo to ce Avyo na bhavane Are re. eka jAgyo na Atama tAre te niphala che janmAre anaMta zakitane svAmI thaIne banI gaye bicAre re. bhagavAna kahe che jalasA uDAvavAmAM masta banelA jamAIrAja jevA tamArA cetanane have jagADe. mohanIya karmarUpI madirAnA nazAmAM kayAM sudhI cakacUra raheze. keI dArUDIyA mANasa dArU pIne cakacUra bane che. pachI khUba na caDhe tyAre tene bhAna nathI hotuM ke huM kayAM paDaye chuM? paNa nazo utare ne bhAna Ave tyAM ema thAya che ke arere huM kevI gaMdI jagyAmAM paDe chuM. baMdhuo! mohanA nazAmAM paDelA jIvonI paNa AvI dazA che. dArUnA nazA karatAM paNa mehane naze bhayaMkara che. mehanA nazAmAM zuM karI rahyo chuM tenuM jIvane bhAna nathI hotuM.

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189 zAradA sAgara eTalA mATe jJAnI kahe che he jIva! tuM anaMta zakitanA svAmI hAvA chatAM karmane lIdhe bicArI banIne zarIra rUpI piMjarAmAM pUrAi gayA che. tamArA gharamAM uMdara khUba thayA hAya tyAre eka piMjaru lAve che. uttara piMjarU joine bhAge che. paNa jo temAM roTalInA TukaDA mUkayA hAya tA e rAlInI lAlace hAMze hAMze piMjarAmAM jAya che. paNa ene khakhara nathI ke roTalInA khaTakAnI lAlacamAM mArI svataMtratA lUMTAI jaze. te rIte A jIva paNa patnI, putra, Adi parivAranA premarUpI roTalInA khaTakAnI lAlace saMsAranA seAnerI piMjaramAM pUrAi gayA che. ne pAtAnI zakitanuM bhAna bhUlI gayA che. jaMgalamAM eka sihaNu enA khaccAne janma ApI marI gai. siMhu te jaMgalamAM zikAra karavA gayelA. siMhanuM accuM tyAM paDayuM che. te samaye eka bharavADa pharatA pharatA tyAM AvyA. siMhanA baccAne joine vicAra karyA ke A baccuM huM lai jAuM. jo Ane mArA gheTA-bakarAnA TeALAmAM zakhIza te enuM rakSaNa karaze. tethI mane kAI jAtanA Dara nahi rahe. Ama vicAra karI e sihanA baccAne U McakIne ghera lAnce ne peAtAnA gheTA-bakarAnA ToLAmAM mUkI dIdhuM. A siMhaNanuM mancuM gheTA-bakarAnA ToLAmAM ramavA lAgyuM. kAraNa ke ene peAtAnI jAtinuM bhAna na hatu. koI jAtanI TrenIMga maLI na hatI. eTale gADaranA TALAmAM rahI gADara jevu banI gayuM. te eka divasa gheTA-bakarAnA ToLA bhezu caravA gayuM. te pANI pIvA jAya che tyAM nadInA sAme kinAre siMhu che ne khIjA si Mhe mATI garjanA karI. AganA sAMbhaLI gheTA-bakarAnu TALu bhAgI gayuM. bheguM siMhanuM baccuM paNa bhAgyuM. bhAgyuM kharu paNa enI jAtI te siMhanI hatI ne! eTale vicAra thayA ke AnAmAM ATalI badhI zakita che ke eka ganAthI badhA bhAgI jAya huM jouM te kharA ke mArAmAM evI zakti che ke nahi? pAchA vaLI pANImAM peAtAnu pratiSikha joyuM teA lAgyuM ke enA jevI mArI AkRti che te mArAmAM evI zakita kema na hAya? ene peAtAnI zakitanuM bhAna thayuM ne eka trADa nAMkhI teA dharatI dhrujI UThI. tyAM ene bhAna thayuM ke asA1 huM sihunA accA thaIne A gADaranA ToLAmAM bhaLI gayA ? Avela viveka thatAM gADarIyAne bhagADI dIdhA. tema jJAnI kahe che huM Atman ! tu paNa anata zaktinA svAmI siMha che. paNa karma rUpI gheTA khakAnA saMga karI tenA jevA banI gayA che. paNa pelA siMhanA baccAnI jema peAtAnI zaktinu bhAna thaze tyAre A karma rUpI gADaranA ToLAne bhagADI deze. satA si'hanAda karIne tamane jagADe che ke have paryuSaNa parvanA divaseA najIka AvI rahyA che. haLukamI AtmAoe tapazcaryAnI ArAdhanA zarU karI dIdhI che. e tapazcaryA kare ne ApaNAthI kema na thAya? A dehanA piMjaramAMthI AtmAne mukata karavA hAya tA ArAdhanAnI zarUAta karI do. AtmAnuM zUrAtana jagADI. AtmAnA svabhAva

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190 zAradA sAgara anAhAraka che. anAhAraka dazA pragaTAvavA mATe tapa karavAnuM che. jene je svabhAva che te je pragaTa thAya te alaukika AnaMda Ave che. AvI ArAdhanAnA pavitra divasemAM tapa kare. te na thAya te brahmacarya vrata svIkAre. pAse paisA hoya te dAna ApI zake te te na hoya te zuddha bhAvanA te bhAvIne TANuM AnaMda meLavI zake che. AvuM uttama mAnava jIvana prApta karIne je ekAda guNa paNa ApaNAmAM na pragaTe te manuSya janmanI mahattA zuM? tame kaMI na karI zake te mAnavatAne guNa te avazya pragaTAve. - jema sAkaramAM mIThAzane guNa che ne mIThAmAM khArAzane guNa che. e baMnemAMthI mIThAza ane khArAzane guNa uDADI devAmAM Ave to emAM zuM raheze? ene mATInA bhAve paNa kaI kharIdaze nahi. e rIte mAnavamAMthI mAnavatAnuM tattva UDI jAya te mAnava jIvananI paNa kiMmata zI? amArI bahene dALa-zAka banAve temAM masAlA khUba nAMkhIne bhabhakAdAra banAve paNa jo temAM eka mIThuM nAkhavuM bhUlI jAya che temAM svAda Ave? dUdhamAM badAma-pistA-kezara, IlAyacI badhuM nAkhIne ukALe paNa temAM sAkara nAMkhavI bhUlI gayA te enI madhuratA nahi Ave. te rIte A mAnavadeha rUpI keDIyAmAM saddaguNane prakAza nahi hoya te jIvanamAM je AnaMda Avo joIe che te nahi Ave, mANasa keDAdhipati hoya ke game teTaluM svarUpavAna hoya paNa je enA jIvanamAM mAnavatAne dIvaDe jalate nahi hoya, saddaguNane prakAza patharAto nahi hoya to enA jIvanamAM aMdhakAra sivAya bIjuM kaMI nathI. jenA jIvanamAM mAnavatAne dIvaDe pragaTa hato tenuM jIvana kevuM hatuM? eka aitihAsika dAkhalA dvArA samajAvuM. - kezala nareza ane kAzI narezanI A vAta che. A te tame ghaNI vAra sAMbhaLyuM haze. ghaNI junI vAta che paNa prasaMgopAta kahuM chuM. kezala nareza bahu nAnA rAjA hatA paNa dayA, prema, nyAya, nIti Adi guNathI te moTA hatA. pitAne mAnavatAne dIvaDe bujhAI na jAya ane mananI mahelAta malIna na bane te mATe e sadA jAgRta rahetA hatA. temanA saddaguNanI suvAsa rAjyamAM eTalI badhI phelAI hatI ke temanA rAjyamAM corI thatI na hatI. vyabhicAranuM nAma na hatuM ne anyAya-anIti kaI karatuM na hatuM. temanA rAjyamAM ja nahi paNa bIjA rAjyamAM paNa cAre tarapha temanI mukta kaMThe prazaMsA thatI hatI ke rAjA hoya te AvA hAje. eka vakhata kozala narezanI janmajayaMtIne divasa A. kAzImAM Thera Thera tAraNe baMdhAyA che. ne leke kozala narezanA guNa gAya che. kAzI nareza pharavA nIkaLe tyAre tene khabara paDI ke mArI prajA kezala narezanA ATalA badhA guNa gAya che tyAre e vicAre che ke A rAjya mAruM, sattA mArI, prajA mArI ne mArA rAjyamAM rahIne

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zAradA sAgara 191 mArA guNa na gAya ne kozalanarezanA ATalA badhA guNa gAya? enI janmajayaMtI ujave? A mArAthI kema sahana thAya? aMdarathI ISyane dAvAnaLa saLage paNa e kAzI narezane khabara nathI ke mAnavInA guNa sattA, saMpatti ke zakitathI gavAtA nathI paNa enA jIvanamAM rahelA divyaprakAza rUpa saddaguNanA guNagavAya che. kAzI nareze vicAra karyo ke mArI prajA kozala narezane ATalI badhI cAhe che te have huM tene jIvate na rahevA dauM, te pachI enA guNa keNa gAvAnuM che? kAzI nareza ekAeka meTuM sainya laIne kozala deza upara caDhAI karavA gaye be kezala nareza upara ciThThI maklI ke kAM tame caDhAI karavA taiyAra thAva nahitara kAzInarezane rAjya seMpI de. kezala nareze vicAra karyo ke je laDAI karIza te keTalA jIvane saMhAra thaze ne lehInI nadIo vaheze. aneka jInA prANa lUMTAvI mAre rAjya joItuM nathI. ema vicAra karIne pitAnI prajAne bolAvIne kahayuM ke he vahAlA prajAjane ! atyAra sudhI huM tamArA eka svajana rUpe rahayo chuM, tamArAmAM kAruNya, maitrI, vAtsalya Adi phelAvavA ne mAro dharma hate. te mujaba meM mArI pharaja adA karI che. have AvatI kAle savAre A rAjya kAzI narezane seMpuM chuM ne huM Atma sAdhanA karavA vanavagaDAnI vATe jAuM chuM. jeNe prajAnA hadaya siMhAsana upara potAnuM Asana jamAvyuM che tevI prajA kahe che mahArAjA ! ame tamane nahi javA daIe. ApanI khAtara ame jIvIe chIe ane ApanI pAchaLa mAthuM devA taiyAra chIe. tyAre rAjA kahe che ke prajAjano ! mAre laDIne prajAnA lehI reDIne rAjya nathI joItuM. zuM tame nathI jANatA ke maitrI, prema, kSamA e keInA mAthA mAMgatA nathI? e te sAmethI pitAnuM balidAna ApavA taiyAra hoya che. jene rAjya ane sattA joitI hoya te mAthA mAMge, mAre te kaMI joItu nathI huM te tamAro sevaka chuM. have mAruM kAma kAzInareza saMbhALavA mAMge che. je bIje mANasa AvIne mAruM kAma karatA hoya te ApaNe tene soMpavuM joIe. have A rAjya kAzInarezane seMpIne huM chUTe thAuM chuM. - kAzInarezane kezalanuM rAja soMpI kozalanareza temanI rANI sAthe vanamAM cAlyA gayA. tyAre kAzInareza samaye ke mArAthI DarIne cAlyo gayo. kezalarAjanI sattA kAzInarezanA hAthamAM AvI eTale gharagharamAM pitAne guNa gavAya te mATe khUba prayAsa karyA paNa loke te emaja belatA hatA ke kezalanareza jevo bIjo koI rAjA nahi thAya. A rIte prajA kozalanarezanA khUba guNa gAvA lAgI. A kAzInarezathI sahana nA thayuM eTale teNe jAherAta karI ke je koI kezalanarezanuM mAthuM kApIne lAvI Apaze tene savA maNa sonuM ApavAmAM Avaze. e jIvate che te loke guNa gAya che ne? je enuM astitva miTAvI dauM to pachI enA guNa keNe gAvAnuM che?

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zAradA sAgara kezalanareza jaMgalamAM jhuMpaDI bAMdhIne AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. lAkaDAnA bhArA vecI gujarAna calAve che ne AMgaNe je kaMI bhUkhe mANasa Ave che tene jamADIne je bace che temAMthI rAjA rANI khAIne masta rIte prabhunuM bhajana kare che. eka vakhata rAjA rANIne pUche che ke he rANI! tame ahIM sukhI che ke dukhI cho? rANuM kahe, svAmInAtha! mane ahIM duHkha zenuM? mArAM te aho bhAgya che ke jeNe ahiMsAne khAtara pitAnuM rAjya duzmana rAjAne arpaNa karI aMtaramAM mAnavatAnA dIvaDA pragaTAvyA che evA mane pati maLyA. vaLI rAjyamAM te keTalI khaTapaTa ne upAdhine pAra nahi. jyAre ahIM te kevI zAMti che! peTa bharavA raTela ane deha DhAMkavA vacce maLe che. jharaNAnAM nirmaLa pANuM maLe che, vRkSanI zItaLa chAyA che. bhagavAnanuM bhajana thAya che. rAjyamAM ATalI nivRtti maLatI nahi. te svAmInAtha! ApaNe AthI vadhAre zuM joIe? rANIne javAba sAMbhaLIne rAjAne AnaMda thayo ne kahyuM. ahe rANajI! tamArA jevA saguNI rANIthI huM mane paNa dhanya mAnuM chuM. * A pramANe rAjA-rANuM vAta kare che tyAM eka garIba brAhmaNa tyAM AvIne pUche che bhAI! kozala deza javAno rasto karyo tyAre kezala nareze kahyuM bhAI ! kezala javuM che? te kahe hA. zA mATe? brAhmaNa kahe che huM eka garIba brAhmaNa chuM mArI dIkarI maTI thaI che tenA lagna levAnA che. mAthe karaja vadhI gayuM che. khAvAnA sAMsA che te zA. dIkarInA lagna kevI rIte karavA? eTale kezala nareza pAse jaI eka hajAra sonAmahAre levI che. e khUba dayALu che. mane zraddhA che ke e mane khAlI hAthe pAchA nahi vALe. brAhmaNane kyAM khabara che ke huM jenI sAthe vAta karuM chuM te pote kezala nareza che. kozala rAjAe vicAra karyo ke A dehane te eka divase nAza thavAne che. te kAzI nareze jAherAta karI che ke kezala narezanuM mAthuM lAvI ApanArane savAmaNa sonuM ApavAmAM Avaze. te AnuM bhaluM thatuM hoya te mAruM mAthuM ApI dauM. rANIne kahe che te rANI! A deha vaheluM ke moDe cheDavAne che te pachI maratAM maratAM keInuM bhaluM thatuM hoya to zA mATe na karavuM? je tame rajA Ape te kAzInareza pAse jaI mAruM mAthuM ApIne A garIbane sukhI karuM. A sAMbhaLI rANInA dilamAM AghAta lAgyo. ne dharatI upara DhaLI paDI. paNa zeDI vAre svastha thaIne arpaNane AnaMda samajatI rANIe AMsu lUchatA kahyuM-dhanya che svAmInAtha Apane! AvuM samarpaNanuM saMgIta gAvA IcchatA he te huM sAMbhaLavA taiyAra chuM. para kalyANa kAje svAmInAtha padhAro. mArI AjJA che. huM paNa vakhata Avye ApanI jema mAruM balIdAna ApIza. baMdhuo ! kozalanarezanA jIvanamAM mAnavatA keTalI bhArebhAra bharI che. rAjaya te daI dIdhuM ne vagaDAmAM AvIne vasyA. lAkaDAnA bhAre vecIne AnaMdathI jIvana vItAvatA

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mAgha sAgara 1939 hatA ane have prANunuM balIdAna ApavA taiyAra thayA. zA mATe? sarmathI mAnavatAne dIvaDo jalate rAkhavA mATe ne? kezalanareza pelA garIba mANasane laIne kAzIrAja pAse AvyA. vagaDAmAM rahevAthI zarIra sukAI gayuM che. phATayA tUTayA kapaDA che eTale koI oLakhI zakatuM nathI ke A rAjA haze! kAzIrAjane namana karIne kahyuM- he mahArAjA ! ApanI talavArathI mAruM mastaka utArI le ne enA badalAmAM A garIba brAhmaNane savAmaNa sonuM ApI de. kAzInareza pUche che tuM koNa che? tyAre kahe-mahArAja ! jenA mAthA mATe savAmaNa sonuM ApavAnI jAherAta karI che te huM pote chuM. A sAMbhaLI kAzInareza siMhAsana uparathI UbhA thaI gayA ne kahyuM-kezalanareza! tame jAte ja tamAruM mAthuM ApavA AvyA cho? - kozalanareze namratAthI kahyuM-mahArAjA! A garIba mANasa che ene dhananI jarUra che. mAre eka divasa mAravAnuM che. te vanavagaDAmAM maravuM tenA karatAM maratAM maratAM koInuM bhaluM thatuM hoya te karI lauM evI mArI bhAvanA che. te Apa jaladI mAruM mastaka utArIne A garIbane savAmaNuM senuM ApI de. ema kahI kezalanareza mastaka namAvIne UbhA rahyA. kezalanarezane joIne kAzInarezanuM hadaya pIgaLI gayuM, siMhAsana uparathI UbhA thaIne bheTI paDayA ne bolyA. ahe! Aja sudhI tamAruM nAma ne tamArA guNagAtA sAMbhaLyA hatA paNa Aje te tamArAmAM rahelI divyatAnA ane pratyakSa darzana thayA. ApanI karUNA, udAratA ne kSamA addabhuta che. kayAM huM pApI ne kayAM tamArI pavitratA! huM te tamArA paganI raja paNa nathI. Apa A siMhAsana svIkAre ne hu tamAre sevaka banIne rahuM. .. . ke - kezalanareza kahe che mahArAjA ! mAre have rAjasiMhAsana nathI joItuM. tame rAjya kara, huM tamAre prajAjana banIne prajAnI sevA karuM. bAkI mane rAjyane meha nathI. mAre te khAvA be TAIma- zeTale, zarIra DhAMkavA vastra ane sUvA mATe sADA traNa hAtha jagyA sivAya kaMi na joIe. A duniyAmAM ejyA AvyA che ne ekalA javAnuM che. moTA rAjA haya, karoDapati hoya ke garIba heye darekane eka divasa badhuM choDIne javAnuM che. pachI rAjyane meha zA mATe? pachI baMne rAjA mitra banI gayA. A rIte kozala nareza mAnavatAne dIvaDe jalate rAkhI maitrI, prema, kSamA, tyAgane. prakAza pAtharatA gayA. te baMdhuo ! A rIte tame paNa jIvananA lavaDAmAM maitrInI vATa, mUkI, premanAM tela pUrI kSamAnI jata jalAvI mAnavajIvanane saphaLa banAvo. ( anAthI nimAM thanA jIvanamAM paNa caritranI jyota jhaLahaLI rahI che. rAjAe temane prazna karyo ke tame yuvAnImAM dIkSA zA mATe lIdhI? tyAre munie kahayuM huM anAtha

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194 zAradA sAgara hatA tethI me dIkSA lIdhI che, rAjAnA praznanuM rahasya kevI rIte khulaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na. 24 zrAvaNa suda 10 ne zanivAra sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtA ne bahene 1 anaMta karUNAnidhI bhagavAne jagatanA jIvrenA duHkha maTADavA vANInuM nirUpaNa karyuM. A saMsAramAM duHkha e prakAranuM che. eka mAnasika zArIrika duHkha ne vyAdhi kahevAya ne mAnasika duHkhane ane prakAranI pIDAnuM mULa kAraNa karyuM che. temAM azAtA venIya prakAranI pIDA thAya che.bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavAthI saMpUrNa che ne kramAnA nAza thaI javAthI AtmAne koI jAtanuM duHkha, rahetu nathI. te azeka banI jAya che eTale zAka rahita anI jAya che. tA. 16-8-75 mATe siddhAMta rUpa zArIrika ne khIjuM Adhi kahevAya. A nA udayathI badhA kramanA nAza thAya baMdhue ! jJAnIonI ApaNA upara keTalI karUNA draSTi che. darekane mATe hamezAM prabhunA darabAra khullA che. ahIM UMca-nIca, zrImata-garIba, koIne mATe bhedabhAva nathI. manuSyanI vAta khAjumAM mUke are tiryaMcAne paNu prabhunA samAsaNumAM sthAna maLatu hatuM. sarvAM jIvAne karmonA baMdhanamAMthI mukta thavA mATe dharmanA upadeza karyo che. prabhu e te traNa bhuvananA nAtha che. nAya kone kahevAya ? te jANA che ne ? ApaNe anAtha ane sanAthane adhikAra cAle che. "yoga kSema ro nAtha " je yAga ane kSema karanAra hAya te nAtha kahevAya. je vastu prApta na heAya tenuM prApta thavu te cAga kahevAya. ane je vastu prApta hoya tenI rakSA karavI te kSema kahevAya che. je jIvAne samyakatva ane ane cAritranI prApti karavAnA mArga alAve che ane jeNe samati ane cAritrane prApta karyuM che tenI rakSA karavAnA upadeza Ape che tethI bhagavAnane cAga ane kSema karanAra nAtha kahe che. AvA prabhue dareka jIvAne ahiMsAnA upadeza ApyA che. tIthakaranI vANI sAMbhaLIne anaMta jIvA sasAra sAgarane tarI gayA che. pApImAM pApI jIvA ke jenI kAryavAhI jotAM ApaNane lAge ke A jIvA narakamAM jaze evA jIvA paNa bhagavaMtanI vANIthI mAkSa ane svarganA mahemAna banyA che. ApaNA mULa adhikAra zreNIka rAjA pUche che ke munizaja ! tame AvI ugatI cuvAnImAM dIkSA zA mATe lIdhI? A zreNIka rAjAnA prazna che. enA prazna sAMbhaLIne munie samayeAcita javAba ApyA ke-

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rA sAgara 15 S aNAhomi mahArAya, nAho majma na vijjaI / aNukampagaM suhiM vAvi, kiMci nAbhisamemahaM // utta. sa. a. 20, gAthA , he mahArAjA ! huM anAtha hatuM. baMdhuo ! koI paNa mANasa ApaNane je jAtane prazna kare te samaye tene samacita javAba maLe te enI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna thAya che. badhuM kAma samayecita hoya te temAM lAbha che. jemAsuM Ave tyAre kheDUta seDa tANIne sUI jAya ne unALAmAM khetaramAM bIja vAvavA jAya te lAbha maLe tevI rIte dareka kAryomAM samaya sUcakatA vAparavAnI jarUra che. ahI jema anAthI nize zreNIka rojAne samacita javAba Ape te rIte uttarAdhyayana sUtranA aDhAramA adhyayanamAM saMyati rAjAne adhikAra Ave che. sAce saMyati keNu?: saMyati eTale zuM? saMyati. jeNe pitAnI pAMca Indrio ane chachuM mane sArI rIte yatnApUrvaka saMyamamAM rAkhyuM che tenuM nAma saMyati. je samyaka prakAre IndrionuM damana kare te sAce saMyati che. paNa ahIMyA je saMyati rAjAnI vAta cAle che te saMyati rAjA pahelA sAce saMyati na hatuM. A saMyati rAjA eka vakhata zikAra karavA mATe gayA hatA. tyAM temaNe eka haraNIne vIMdhI nAMkhI. pitAnA zikArane zodhatA zodhatA te AgaLa cAlyA te haraNane muninA paga AgaLa paDelI joI. te muninuM nAma gardabhALI muni hatuM. muni te dhAnAvasthAmAM hatA. emane bahAranI kAMI khabara nathI paNa A saMyati rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke meM moTI bhUla karI. AvA mahAna tyAgI muninI haraNane meM vadhI nAMkhI che te A munine mATe aparAdha karyo che. saMyati rAjAne A vicAra kema AvyA? haraNI marI gaI eTale nahi. haraNI marI gaI tene aphasesa nathI paNa e haraNI muninI hatI ne mArAthI e marI gaI. A muni dhyAnamAMthI jAgRta thaze ne temanI haraNane vIMdhAyelI te mArA upara kopAyamAna thaze kAraNa ke A samahAna zakitadhArI hoya che. siMhanI beDamAM hAthe nAkha sAre che. paNa AvA saMtene saMtApavAmAM sAra nathI. je e mArA upara kapAyamAna thaze to mAruM te mata thaze eTaluM nahi paNa "vaSe teTT TTT % nokilo " e kedhAyamAna thayelA saMta temanA saMyamanA tejathI kare manuSyane bALI zake. A muni ke pAyamAna thaze te huM zuM karIza ? evA bhayathI rAjo tharathara dhrujavA lAgyA ane muninA caraNamAM paDIne vinaMtI karavA lAgyA ke he munizaja! mane khabara nahi. meM ApanI nidoSa haraNIne vadha karyo. mArI moTI bhUla thaI gaI che te "sarva para che tane " he bhagavaMta! Apa mAre aparAdha kSamA kare. huM saMyati sajA chuM. Apa mArI sAthe che. A rIte khUba vinavaNuM kare che paNa muni te

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196 zA sAgara dhyAnamAM magna hatA eTale kaMI bolyA nahi. mauna rahyA. tethI rAjA khUba bhayabhIta banIne tharathara dhrujavA lAgyA. kAraNa ke maravuM koIne gamatuM nathI. "sarve navA vi rUti , gIvivuM na maraSmiAM " duniyAnA dareka jI jIvavAne Icche che. are, svapna Ave ke mAruM maraNa thayuM te paNa hAya lAgI jAya che ke huM marI jaIza? eTale svapnamAM paNa maravuM gamatuM nathI. rAjAne maraNane bhaya lAgyo. maraNanA bhayathI rAjA munine khUba AjIjI kare che. paNa muni te khUba gaMbhIra hatA. adhuro ghaDo chalakAya che paNa bharele chalakAtuM nathI. tema gaMbhIra AtmAo jaldI bolatA nathI. ne kadAca bele te khUba vivekapUrvaka bele che. ahIM munie dhyAnapALI AMkha khelI. bAjumAM vI dhAelI haraNa paDI che. rAjA munine vinave che. A joI muni paristhiti samajI gayA. rAjA jenadharmI na hatA eTale temane khabara na hatI ke muni AvA haraNa temaja bIjA prANIone pALe nahi. - muni kahe che he rAjana! tane maraNane Dara lAge che ne? te sAMbhaLa. mAMge che tevuM A5 - abhao patthivA tubhaM, abhayadAyA bhvaahiy| aNicce jIvalogammi, ki hiMsAe pasajjasi // u. sU. a. 18, gAthA 11 tane mArA taraphathI abhaya che. keI mANasane phAMsInI sajA jAhera karIne pachI tene keI baraphI, peMDA, ne mevA Ape te tene khAvuM bhAve kharuM? nA. paNa kahe ke tArI phAMsI mApha te bole tenI bhUkha paNa maTI jAya ne? garlabhALI munie rAjanane kahyuM. tane alAya che. A zabda sAMbhaLI saMyati rAjAne gabharATa mata ga. maraNane laya. gaye eTale badhuM gayuM. , baMdhuo ! tamane paNa janma-jarA ane maraNane bhaya lAgyA che? je janma-maraNane bhaya lAgyuM hoya te vItarAga vacanamAM zraddhA, kaza. eka vakhata vItarAga vacanamAM zraddhA AvI eTale sArzana prApta thavAnuM ne jyAM samakita Ave eTale moDAmAM meDo ardhapudagala parAvartana kALamAM avazya jIvane mokSa thavAne. kharekhara rAjAne munine bheTo thayo te tenA kalyANane mArga che. muni kahe che he rAjana! tane jema abhaya game che tema bIjA chane paNa abhaya game che. kaMIne maravuM gamatuM nathI, mATe tame paNa "mAyA matAhika " bIjAne abhayadAna Ape. A manuSyabhavamAM tame pUrvanA puNayathI rAjyanA sukha bhogavI rahyA che paNa te sukha ane rAjyavaibhava bahuM anitya che. A anitya rAjabhavanA sukhamAM paDIne tuM hiMsAmAM kema racyopacce rahe che. he rAjan ! hiMsA karavAthI jIva

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zaradA sAgara mahAna pApanuM bhAthuM bAMdhe che. ne narakagatimAM chavane kAramI vedanAe bhegavavI paDe che mATe hiMsAno tuM sarvathA tyAga karI de ne ahiMsAnuM pAlana kara. ahiMsAne mahimA ke che. sAMbhaLa. saMsArAmbudhinI zca duSkRtarajaH sannAzavA tyA zriyAM, dUtI muktisakhI subudhdhi sahajA duHkhAgni meghAvalI / niHzreNI tridivasya sarvasukhadA yAstyargalA durgate jorveSu kriyatAM dayAlAbha paraiH kRtyairazeSairjanAH // chavadyA saMsAra samudra taravAmAM naukA samAna che. duSkarma rUpI raja-dhULanA samuhane uDADavAmAM vaMToLIyA samAna che. lakSamInI dAsI ane muktinI sakhI svI che. subuddhinI bhaginI ane duHkha dAvAnaLane zAnta karavAmAM meghanI zreNI jevI che. svarganI te e sIDI che ne durgatinA daravAjA baMdha karanArI che. uparokta guNavALI chavadhyAnuM dareka chAe pAlana karavA jevuM che. jIvadayAne lAbha kharekhara avarNanIya che. je saMsAramAM rahIne aMze jIvadayA pALe che tene paNa mahAna lAbha thAya che. te je AtmAo sarvathA jIvadayA pALe che tene te keTale mahAna lAbha thAya che.' | munine be sAMbhaLIne saMyati rAjA baMdha pAmI gayA ne muninA caraNamAM mastaka jhukAvI kahevA lAgyA ke he gurudeva! ApanI vAta sAcI che. have mAre saMpUrNa hiMsAmAMthI mukata thavA mATe te ApanA jevI dIkSA levI che. kAraNa ke saMsAramAM te kaMI ne kaMI hiMsA thAya che. sarvathA jIvadayA pALavA mATe saMyama uttama che. rAjA tyAM ne tyAM bAdha pAmI gayA ne muni pAse dIkSA laI lIdhI. zikAra karavA AvelA zikArI saMta samAgama thatAM trikALI banI gayA. devAnuM priyA saMyati rAvane dAkhalA ApIne mAre tamane e vAta samajAvavI che ke mANasa samayecita javAba Ape che te ke mahAna lAbha meLave che. saMpati rAjAne munie eTaluM ja kahyuM ke tane abhaya game che te tuM paNa abhayadAna ApatA zIkha ATalA zabda rAjAnA jIvananuM parivartana thaI gayuM. tamane paNa satee ghaNI vakhata Takora karI haze! paNa A vega Ape che? Takore cakara bane e sAce mAnava che. tejIne Takore heya ne garlabhane te DaphaNA heya. (hasAhasa). - zreNIka rAjAe munine prazna karyo ke tame A yauvanakALamAM dIkSA zA mATe lIdhI? tenA javAbamAM munie kahyuM soni mArIya, nAhothI vijaeA he rAjanI mAre kaI nAtha na hatuM. nAtha kene kahevAya? te vAta ApaNe pahelA AvI gaI. muni kahe che mAruM rakSaNa karanAra keI na hatuM. tema mArA upara anukaMpA karanAra paNa

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198 zAradA sAgara na kAIna . hatu. ane saTanA samaye kAma Ape tevA mAre koI mitra paNa na hatA. A rIte mArI rakSA karanAra kAi na hAvAthI meM dIkSA lIdhI che. A muninA javAkhathI tame teA ema mAnI leA ke A kAI rakhaDatA mAnavI haze. ene khAvA-pIvAnu nahi hAya, rahevA ghara nahi hAya ne tenA sagAvahAlA paNa tenI saMbhALa nahi rAkhatA hAya eTale dIkSA na le te zuM kare ? tame kaheA che ne ke "nArI sui, gRhasapatti nAzI, suDe muMDAya bhaye saMnyAsI " A kahevata pramANe Aca tenI srI marI gai haze, saMpatti nAza pAmI haze eTale mastaka muMDAvIne sAdhu banI gayA haze. tame te AvuM mAnI le ne ? paNa zreNIka rAjA ema mAnI le tevA na hatA. mahAna buddhizALI hatA. rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke zuM A pRthvI upara yAdhanA vinAza thayA haze ? koI anAtha khaLakA hAya tA tene mATe anAthAzrama che, anAtha khaLakone anAthAzramamAM Azraya maLe che. te zuM A munine kayAMya Azraya nahi maLyA hAya? A vAta mAnavAmAM AvatI nathI. "7 A muni AvI zArIrika saMpattithI yukata hAvA chatAM ema kahe che ke huM anAtha chuM. tA mane teA emanI vAta evI lAge che ke jema ratnacitAmaNI kahe ke mane koI rAkhatuM nathI, kalpavRkSa kahe ke mArA kAI Adara karatuM nathI ane kAmadhenu kahe ke mane kAI ubhA rahevA sthAna ApatuM nathI. jema ratnaciMtAmaNI, kalpavRkSa ke kAmadhenune koi Adara na Ape te vAta khilakula asa Mbhavita che tema A muninuM zarIra zakha, cakra, padma Adi zubha lakSaNaiAthI yukta che te emane koi nAtha na hoya, rakSaNa karanAra na hoya, ke mitra na hAya e kema banI zake? husA je mAna sarAvaramAM rahetA heAya te sarAvara varasAdanA abhAve kdAca sUkAi jAya tA haMsA khIjA sarAvaranA Azraya karI le paNa tenI cAMcamAM dUdha ane pANI alaga karavAnA guNa che tene koi lai zake nahi. te rIte A muninuM mukhaDuM jotAM lAge che ke te jANe mahAna samRdhivAnanA putra haze! teA temane kAi nathI e vAta mAnI zakAya nahi, A rIte zreNIka rAjA vicAra kare che. tamane sAdhune joIne AvA vicAra Ave che? "nA". kAraNa ke tamArI TruSTimAM sAdhu khicAza che. paNa bhAI1 bicArA ame nathI tame che. ame to bahAdura siMha jevA chIe. tamArI dazA kevI che? siMhane kAI gALI mAre teA gALI mAranArane zeAdhIne tenI sAme jhajhUme. paNa kUtarAne kAi lAkaDI mAre te cAlyuM jAya paNa pAchuM ene koi tU-ta-kare te pAchuM doDatuM Ave. te pelA ghAne bhUlI jAya che. te rIte. saMsAramAM kyAreka klezamaya vAtAvaraNa sarjAi jAya tyAre ghaDI e ghaDI samajAi jAya ke A saMsAra khoTo che. kuTuMba pratyethI prema utarI jAya ne ema thAya ke jANe dIkSA laI lauM. paNa jyAM be kalAka thayA, ubharA zAMta thayA, eka khIjA ugra manIne je vacanA olyA tenI veDhanA haju maTI nathI chatAM pelA badhA mIThuM mIThuM khelavA lAgyA tyAM bhAIsAheba emanA

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zaradA sAgara 199 tarapha AkarSAyA. bole have tamane kevA kahevA? (hasAhasa). A saMsAnuM sukha gIleTa caDhAvelA senA jevuM che. uparathI bhabhakA dekhAya che paNa aMdara kAMI nathI. tamArA saMsAra uparathI ujaLo sAkaranA DhagalA je tamane dekhAte heya paNa aMdarathI te mIThAnA DhagalA je khAre che. jyAre amArA saMyamanA sukha sAkaranA DhagalA jevA che. sAkara karatAM paNa vadhAre mIThA che. A mIThAzane svAda eka vAra cAkhe te khabara paDe ne? jyAM bhautika sukhanA TukaDA mAMgavAnI bhUkha maTatI nathI tyAM A sukha "kayAMthI game? are, kaMIka te evA bheganA bhikhArIo che ke jyAM tyAga karavAnuM sthAna che. bhegane bhUlavAnuM sthAna che tyAM jaIne paNa bhoganA TukaDAnI bhIkha mAMge che. mukhane mAMgatA paNa nathI AvaDatuM, eka bhakate gAyuM che ke , " tama kane zuM mAMgavuM e ame nA jANIe, " . - tame jeno tyAga karyo e ja ame mAgIe. devAdhideva tame mokSa kerA dAnI, ame mAganArAM karIe nAdAnI pArasanI pAse ame patharAe mAgIe tame jene tyAga karyo savAramAM UThIne tame evuM ciMtana kare che, ke he siddha bhagavaMta! siddhAsiddhi mahisatu mane tamArA jevI siddha dazA kayAre prApta thaze? bhagavAna te mokSa mArganA batAvanArA che. paNa mAganArA evA nAdAna che ke basa, ene game teTalA sukho bhegavyA chatAM haju enI bhUkha maTI nathI eTale bhautika sukhAnI mAMgaNI kare che. jyAM pArasamaNI hoya tyAM paththara maMgAya? pArasamaNune lekhaMDa aDADe te suvarNa banI jAya. tema jemaNe bhautika sukhene tyAga karyo che, rAjamahelane jela mAnIne nIkaLI gayA temanI pAse bhautika sukha magAya mAganArA mAge te kevI mUrkhAI kahevAya? ekavAra evuM mAgI le ke pharIne mAMgavuM na paDe. che : . eka vakhata kRSNa vAsudevane tyAM cArjuna ane duryodhana baMne prabhAtanA paheramAM AvyA. duryodhana-pahele AvIne kRSNanA mAthe beThA ne arjuna paNa pAse beThe. kRSNa mahArAjA beThA thayA evI sIdhI daSTi arjuna upara paDI kRSNajI pUche che, arjunA kema, atyAranA paheramAM?? tyAre duryodhana kahe che huM enAthI pahelA a caeN chuM. kRSNajI kahe mArI daSTi jenA upara pahelI paDI e pahelo. arjunacha te udAra dilanA hatA eTale kahe che bhale, ene je mAgavuM hoya te mAgI levA de, pachI huM mAgIza. kRSNa kahe che: bole duryodhatama-tamezuM levA AvyA che ? duryodhana kahe che, mAre yuddhamAM javAnuM che mATe ApanI pAse jeTale zastra saraMjAma hoya te badhA mane ApI do. eka paNa zastra ne rahevuM joIe." kRSNa kahe bhale. duryodhane badhA zase mAgI lIdhA tyAre arjunane kahe che tame bane sAmAsAmI yuddha caDhavAnA che tene mATe zAnI mAMgaNI

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200 zAradA sAgara karavA AvyA che. paNa huM arjuna ! yuddhanA badhA zastra duryodhane mAMgI lIdhA. have tu. zuM mAMgIza? tyAre arjuna kahe che prabhu! mAre khIju kAMi nathI hatuM. mAre te tame ekaja joIe che. hu yuddhamAM jAuM tyAre tame mArA rathamAM beso. jenA thamAM khudda bhagavAna birAje tenA kadI parAjaya thatA nathI. eTale tame eka mArI sAthe haze te mArA vijja che. eTale mAre khIju kAMi na joIe. baMdhuo ! Anu` nAma mAgatA AvaDavu kahevAya. tame paNa prabhu pAse evuM mAMgI le. rAja evI prArthanA karo ke he prabhu! mane tArA jevI sthiti kyAre prApta thaza huM saMsAranA tyAga karI. sacamI kayAraeN anIza" te je rAga-dveSanA tyAga karyo te mArAmAM haju bharelA che. enA kayAre tyAga karIza ? evu mAge. mAgIne besI rahevAnu nathI, mAMgavAnI sAthe prabhue jevA puruSArtha karyo evA tame karAi te bhavanamAM aMta Avaze. anAthI munie kahyu - huM anAtha chuM tethI zreNIka rAjAne khuba Azcarya lAgyuM ne temanuM mukhaDuM malakI gayuM. have te munine zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM.-25 " brahmacaryanA mahimA ' W zrAvaNa suda 11ne ravivAra sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtA ne bahene ! huM anaMta jJAnI bhagavatA jagatanA jIvAne kahe che, huM AtmA anaMta kALathI A saMsAramAM jJAnanA kAraNe vividha prakAranA duHkhA tuM bhAgavI rahayA che. have e duHkhAthI mukata thavuM hAya ne sAcuM sukha meLavavu hAya tA tArI STi badalavI paDaze. STi e prakAranI che. eka AdhyAtmika dRSTi ne khIjI bhautika dRSTi. AdhyAtmika dRSTi ane bhautika dRSTi vacce aMtara che' jenI dRSTi bhautika sukha taraph che te ema mAne che ke jeTalI bhautika sAdhanAnI vRddhi teTalI pragati che, tyAre jenI dRSTi AdhyAtmika sukha tarU che te ema mAne che ke jeTalA bhautika sAdhanA ane bhautika sukhA vadhaze teTalI AtmAnI pragati aTakaze. tA. 17-875 aMdhue ! jIvane jayAM sudhI AdhyAtmika sAdhanAnuM mUlya samajAyuM nathI tyAM sudhI jIva bhautika sAdhanAnI pAchaLa bhamavAnA. AdhyAtmika sAdhanAnuM mUlya samajAi gayA pachI bhautika sAdhanA saheje chUTI jaze, bIjAnI kyAM vAta karavI? ApaNA bhagavAna mahAvIranA jIvana prasaMge vicArA, jyAre bhagavAna dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA tyAre temanA bhAI nadIvane kayuM ke bhAi ! AvuM mATu rAjya, vailava ane sukha choDIne tame sayamanI

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hiradA sAgara 201 kAMTALI keDIe zA mATe jAo che. tyAre bhagavAne kahayuM - he bhAI ! je A duniyAnuM rAjya sAcavavA besI jAya che te AtmA upara kadI daSTi karI zakato nathI. ane huM te AtmAnuM rAjya meLavavA jAuM chuM. A rAhatya taraphathI daSTi pheravIza te AtmAnuM rAjya prApta karI zakIza. A duniyAnuM rAjya karavAthI kadI mokSa maLavAnuM nathI. mokSa meLavavA mATe A rAjA cheDIza te Atmika zAzvata rAjya meLavI zakIza. ' - devAnuM priye! tame ema mAnatA che ke paisA, padavI, pratiSThA, ane sattA hoya te kalyANa thAya che. te tamArI bhUla che. A badhe mAtra puNyane camakAre che ane tame dhyeya mAnI le te e tamArI jamaNa che ane jamaNu e mithyAtva che. A mithyAva TaLe te sAcI STi pragaTe. ane sAcI daSTi pragaTa thatAM jIvane navuM jJAna prApta thAya che. mAnI le ke koI manuSya khUba dharmiSTha che. tenI pAse paise, pratiSThA, sattA badhuM hatuM paNa pApane udaya thatAM nidhana banI gaye, enI sattA cAlI gaI pratiSThA upara pANI pharI vaLyuM. paNa te jIvanI daSTi ne AtmA tarapha vaLelI haze te tene ema thaze, ke A badhuM bhale cAlyuM gayuM, temAM mArA AtmAnuM kaMI gayuM nathI. paisA, pratiSThA, kIrti, sattA A badhA bhautika padArtho che. A badhuM javA chatAM mArA AtmAnuM satva talamAtra ochuM thayuM nathI. AvA bhAva kayAre AvyA? AtmA tarapha daSTi thaI tyAre ne? * jene AtmAnuM bhAna thAya che tene khyAla Ave che ke A zarIra te eka kavara jevuM che. Aje ApaNe tyAM pAMca pAMca bhAI bahene AjIvana brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karavAnA che, temane samajAyuM che ke A deha te kavara je che ane emAM rahelo kAgaLa rUpI mAre AtmA te jude che. kiMmata konI che kAgaLanI ke kavaranI? kavara te paccIsa pasAnuM hoya che. e paccIsa paisAnA kavaramAM lAkha rUpiyAno ceka mUka hoya to tethI te kavaranI kiMmata kaMI lAkha rUpiyAnI thatI nathI. kiMmata te aMdara rahelA lAkha rUpiyAnA cekanI che te rIte jJAnI karyuM che A deha te paccIsa paisAnuM parabIDIyuM che. emAM je AtmA rUpI eka rahela che tenI kiMmata che. A cekane oLakhAvavAnI je daSTi tenuM nAma samyagadarzana tamAre tyAM eka kavaramAM bIDIne kaI - vahepArIe eka lAkha rUpiyAno ceka mokaLe, tamane khabara che ke AmAM lAkha rUpiyAno ceka che. te tame kavarane kevI rIte pheDaze? sarva prathama te tame kavarane cAre bAjuthI joI leze. - kaI bAjuthI kavara pheDuM ke jethI ceka phATe nahi. tame eTalA badhA hoMziyAra che ke kavarane UDavAnuM che te taraphathI pheDatAM ceka phATI jAya tema che te tene bIjI bAjuthI pheDaze. are ! Akhu kavara bhale phATI jAya tene vadhe nahi kAraNa ke aMdarane ceka sAcave che. kavaranI sAthe koI saMbaMdha nathI. AvI daSTi je AtmA mATe AvI jAya te kevuM sAruM! samaja AtmA rUpI cekane sAcavavA mATe zarIra rUpI kavara sAcavavAnuM che.

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202 zAradA sAgara eka gAmathI bIje gAma cekane pahoMcADavA mATe kavaranI mahattA che. te rIte ApaNA AtmAne mokSa nagare pahoMcADavA mATe A zarIranI mahattA che. - baMdhuo! tamane A zarIra kavara jevuM lAgyuM haze te A tapanI sAdhanA karatA AtmAone joIne thaze ke huM paNa AvA ugra tapanI sAdhanA karI lauM. kadAca tapa nahi karI zakatA hoya tene A brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karatA bhAI bahenene jaIne ema thaze ke huM AvuM mahAna amUlya brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karUM. brahmacarya vrata e mahAna vrata che. zrAvakanA bAra vatamAM cothuM brahmacarya vrata thI zreSTha che ne sAthe duSkara paNa che. eka vakhata eka gurUe pitAnA cAra ziSyane judI judI jagyAe cAtumAMsa karavA mATe mokalyA. eka ziSyane sarpanA rAphaDA upara cAturmAsa karavA mokalyA. bIjAne siMhanI guphA pAse, trIjAne kUvAnA kAMThe ane cethAne vezyAne ghera cAturmAsa karavA mokalyA. sarpanA rAphaDA pAse besI rahevuM e kaMI sahelI vAta nathI. sapane dUrathI dekhIne Dara lAge che te tenA rAphaDA pAse besI rahenArane keTalo Dara lAge? siMhanI eka garjanA sAMbhaLIne bhalabhalA mANasa dhrujI uThe che. tyAM rahevuM keTaluM kaThaNa che. te rIte kUvAnA kAMThe vasavuM paNa rahela nathI, A traNe ThekANe AhAra pANI maLavAnA nathI. tyAM cAreya mahinA upavAsa thayA. cothA munie vezyAne ghera rahI cAturmAsa pUrNa karavAnuM hatuM. A cAre ziSya gurUnI AjJA pramANe cAturmAsa pUrNa karIne gurUnI pAse Ave che. A sarpane saphaDe, kUvAne kAMThe ane siMhanI guphA A traNe jagyAethI cAtumAMsa pUrNa karIne AvelA munine gurU kahe che duSkara ane cothA ziSya vezyAne ghera cAtumAMsa karIne Avyo temane gurUe kahyuM duSkaraduSkarabbara, A sAMbhaLIne pelA traNa zikhyAnA manamAM thayuM ke ahA ! ApaNe cAra cAra mAsanA upavAsa karyA ane jyAM jIvanane jokhamamAM mUkIne rahevAnuM evI jagyAe ApaNe cAturmAsa karIne AvyA tyAre gurUe duSkara eka vakhata kahyuM ne pele cAra mahinA vezyAnA suMdara baMgalAmAM rahyo tyAM ja AhAra pANI maLe. AvA sukhamAM comAsuM karIne AvyA temane gurUe traNa vAra duSkara duSkara duSkara.kahyuM. eTale traNe gurUne kahe che gurUdeva nyAya kare, gurU kahe che huM nyAyapUrvaka belyo chuM. eka IrSALu ziSya kahe che je nyAyayukata vacana bolatA he te AvatuM cAturmAsa mane tyAM mokalaje. gurU kahe bhale. tame jaje. bIjuM cAturmAsa AvyuM ne pilA ziSyane vezyAne ghera cAturmAsa karavA mokalyA. vezyAne ghera cAturmAsa karyuM temane gurUe traNa vAra duSkara kema kahyuM? e jANavA jevI vAta che. e suni keNa hatA? jANo cho ne? maMgalAcaraNamAM ApaNe bolIe chIe ne?

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zaradA sAgara / 203 "maMgalaM bhagavAna vIre, maMgala gautama prabhu | maMgalaM libhadrAghA, jainadharmoDatu maMgalam !" , , mahAvIra prabhu maMgala svarUpa che. gautama svAmI maMgala svarUpa che te rIte jemaNe vezyAne ghera rahIne duSkara brahmacarya vratanuM pAlana karyuM che tevA sthUlibhadra muni paNa maMgala svarUpa che. A sthUlibhadrane gurUe zA mATe vezyAne ghera mokalyA? tenuM kAraNa e che ke sthUlibhadrajI e kazyA nAmanI vezyAne ghera bAra varSo sudhI rahyA hatA. ne tenI sAthe kAmaga bhegavyA hatA. emane dIkSA levAnuM mana kema thayuM? emaNe eka vakhata vezyAne joI ane tenA rUpamAM mugdha banI gayA ne te vezyAne ghera rahevA lAgyA. ghare AvatA nahi. temanA mAtA-pitAe khUba kahevaDAvyuM paNa vezyAnA premamAM pAgala banelA sthUlibhadra pAchA na AvyA. chevaTe temanA pitAjI mRtyu zamyA para sUtA che. e nAnA dIkarAne kahe che beTA! tuM jA ne sthalibhadrane khabara Apa ke pitAjIne aMtima samaya che. have tuM ghera Ava. dIkare kahe che. bApujI! tame mane badhI AjJA karaje paNa vezyAnA pagathiye javAnI AjJA nA karaze. huM tyAM nahIM jAuM. paNa pitAjIne khUba Agraha hatuM eTale gaye ne sthUlibhadrane khabara ApyA. tene AvavAnuM mana paNa thayuM paNa kezyAe IzAre karyo ke javuM nathI eTale vezyAnA mohamAM pAgala ane viSayagamAM masta banela pUlibhadra gaye nahi. pitAjI parAkamAM prayANa karI gayA, chevaTe enA pitAnI mazAnayAtrA nIkaLI. lake kALApANIe kahapAMta kare che, A zabda rathUlibhadranA kAne paDyA ne camaka, ahe! pitAjInA aMtima samaye paNa huM gayo nahi, mane maLavAnI emanI keTalI IcchA hatI ! he duSTa ! pApI! bApujI gayA ne tuM A vezyAnA raMgabhavanamAM moja uDAve che? tarata mahelamAMthI nIkaLIne ghera jaI rahayA che tyAM ene e gamaLI gayo ne saMsAra choDI sAdhu banyA. | dIkSA laIne prathama cAturmAsa AvyuM. gurUe e cAritramAM ke daDha che te jovA mATe e ja vezyAne ghera cAtumasa karavA mATe mekalyA. jene tyAM satata bAra varSo sudhI rahIne saMsAranA sukha bhogavyA hoya tene tyAM ja sAdhupaNuM laIne comAsu karavA javuM te sahelI vAta nathI. bhaDabhaDatI cehamAM paDavA jevuM kaThIna che. sthUlibhadrajIne sAdhunA vezamAM AvatA joIne kazyAne harakha thaye. ahA ! mane choDIne cAlyo gayo, sAdhu banI gayo paNa ene mArA vinA gamyuM nahi. eTale Ave che. enA haiyAmAM harSanI choLo uchaLavA lAgI. muninI sAme jaIne pahelAnI jema mohanA laTakAcaTakA karavA lAgI. tyAre syulibhadra kahe che. have huM bhegI nathI tyAgI chuM. jyArathI tArA mahelanA pagathIyA utaryo tyArathI tuM mArI bahena banI cukI che. mATe have e mohanA nATaka karavA rahevA de. munine cAritrathI calAyamAna karavA khUba prayatna karyo paNa yUlibhadra raheja paNa DagyA nahi.

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zAradA sAgara baMdhue ! jemaNe mAga bhAgabyA nathI tene khacavuM sahelu che. brahmacarya'nI nava vADa bhagavAne kahI che. temAM bIjI vADamAM kahevu che ke brahmacArI AtmAe sa MsArInA kAmaleAganI kathAvArtA karavI nahi, kare te lIMbu - AMkhalI ne dADhanu TAMta. je mANase kadI lIMbuM cAkhyuM nathI tenI sAme game teTalA lIMbu cIrIne mUke te paNa tenA meDhAmAM khaTAza nahi Ave paNa jeNe lIMbu khAdhu che tenI sAme lIMbu cIrIne mUkavAmAM Ave te meDhAmAM khaTAza Avaze. A rIte jemaNe kAma leganuM sevana karyuM" che tenI sAme kAma lega samadhI vAta karavAmAM Avaze. tA paNa tenA manamAM vikAra jAgaze. paNa jeNe kAma upara vijaya meLavyeA che tenA manamAM vikAra jAgatA nathI sthUlibhadra kAma vijetA banyA hatA. peAte makakama rahayA ne vezyAne sudhArI sAcI zrAvikA anAvI dIdhI. peAte makkama rahayA taiA vezyA upara prabhAva pADI zakyA. pelA sAdhu kAzyAne tyAM cAturmAsa karavA gayA. A kAzyA tA sAcI zrAvikA banI cUkI hatI. tethI muninI parIkSA karavA taiyAra thaI. ane vicAryuM" ke A muni keTalA dRDha che! vezyAnA be traNa divasanA hAvabhAvamAM muninuM mana calAyamAna thaI gayuM. dilamA bhAga viSayanI kAzmI vAsanA satAvavA lAgI. sAdhu peAtAnu bhAna bhUlyA. 204 viSaya vAsanAthI thatuM patanaH- kAzyA kahe che jo tamAre mArI sAthe leAga bhAgavavA hAya tA mArI mAMgaNI pUrI karavI paDaze. sAdhu kahe che zuM? tu kahe tema karavA taiyAra chuM tyAre kahe che nepALa dezathI mAza mATe ratnakAMkhaLI lai AveA. pachI tamArI icchA pUrNa karIza. sAdhu bharacAmAsAmAM bharelI nadIo eLa gatA, bhayaMkara vagaDA vaTAvatA nepALa dezamAM pahoMcyA. madhue 1 viSaya vAsanAne AdhIna banelA mAnavI zuM nathI karatA? kevA kevA bhayaCkara kaSTo veThe che! kAmavAsanAnI vedanA kAramI hAya che. e viSayAnA kalpita sukhAmAM mugdha banelA mAnavI vikaTa bhayasthAnAmAM peAtAnA jIvanane jokhamamAM mUkI de che. tene mATe mAkadIya putrAnuM dRSTAMta mejuda che. svarga samAna ramaNIya caMpA nagarImAM mArkadIya nAmanA zrImata zreSThI vasatA hatA. temanA gharanA khAjo temanA be putrA e upADI lIdhA hatA. agiyAra vakhata e putrA e dhana kamAvA mATe samudranI sara kheDI hatI. AAramI vakhata sAdhana sAmagrI lai samudranI saphara karavA vidAya thayA. temanI sapharanA paMdara divasa te sukhapUrvaka vyatIta thaI gayA hatA. haju nizcita sthAne paheAcyA na hatA. samudramAM bhayakara AMdhI ane phAna thatAM karADanI saMpatti kSavAramAM naSTa thaI gaI. ane bhAIe agAdha jaLamAM phreMkAi gayA. puNyanA sUya kayAre asta thaI jAya te kahI zakAya nahi. A ane bhAIonA vahANa bhAMgIne bhukakA thai gayA chatAM puNya ceAge anenA hAthamAM eka pATIyuM AvI gayuM. tenA sahAre samudramAM taratA taratA sAta divase athaDAtA - kUTAtA eka dvipanA

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zArA sAgara 205 kinAre AvI caDhyA. sAta sAta divasanA bhUkhyA tarasyA hovAthI bebhAna avasthAmAM paDayA hatA. savAra thatAM zItaLa pavananI lahero AvatAM baMne bhAnamAM AvyA. bhUkhane lIdhe zarIra karamAI gayuM hatuM. AjubAju najara karatAM phaLa phUlathI yukata suMdara upavana joyuM. eTale paraNe UbhA thaIne phaLa lAvyA ne pitAnI sudhA zAMta karI. A samaye baMnenA mastaka upara koI vyakti e hAtha mUko, UMce daSTi karI te svarganI asarane zaramAvI de tevI rUpa suMdarIne joI. moTA bhAIe tene pUchayuM ke tuM koNa che? tyAre teNe javAba Ape ke A ratnAdvIpanI adhiSThAtA caNa nAmanI devI chuM. e devInA haiyAmAM bheganI bhISaNa nadI vahetI hatI. bhUlA paDelA sAgara pravAsIo tenA krUra paMjAmAM sapaDAI jatA hatA. je tenA paMjAmAM sapaDAya tenA divya nUrane cUsIne kAyA hADapiMjara banAvI temane yamasadane pahoMcADatI hatI. A baMne bhAIo te devInA mohapAzamAM jakaDAyA. baMne bhAIonI kAyAmAM yuvAnIne gulAbI nazo ramI rahI hate. ane tenA mehamAM aMdha banI gayA. ane svargIya sukha bhogavavAmAM mugdha banI gayA. A sukhamAM vIsa paccIsa divasa pasAra thatAM eka divasa devIe kahayuM ke mAre jarUrI kAme bahAra javAnuM che. kAma patAvIne jahadI pAchI AvI jaIza. tame baMne sukhethI A vizALa mahelamAM rahejo. A traNe dizAnA udyAnamAM pharavA mATe jaje paNa dakSiNa dizAnA udyAnamAM jaze nahi. A pramANe kahI devI te cAlI gaI. , A baMne bhAIonA manamAM ketuka utpanna thayuM. kudaratano niyama che ke jyAM javAnI manAI hoya tyAM javAnuM mana jaldI thAya che. baMne bhAIo devIe nA pADavA chatAM dakSiNa udyAnamAM gayA. tyAM te atyaMta durgadha AvavA lAgI. thaDe dUra gayA tyAM maMdiramAM eka bhavya yakSa mUrti che. tyAMthI nIkaLI AgaLa jatAM hADakAnA DhagalA ne rUdhirane chaMTakAva je. thoDA AgaLa gayA tyAM zULI upara caDhAvelA yuvAna purUSane che. te pANI vinA taraphaDate ha. tene bacAvavA pANI lAvIne pAyuM. ne pUchayuM bhAI tArI A dazA kema thaI? tyAre pelA yuvAne pitAnI karuNa kahANI kahIne kahyuM ke A duSTa devI mArA jevA tamArA hAla karaze. jo tamAre bacavuM hoya to zelaka yakSanA zaraNe jAva. te sivAya bIjuM kaI bacAve tema nathI. baMne bhAIo devInA pAzamAMthI chUTavA yakSanA zaraNe gayA. eka zarateM zaraNuM maLyuM ke e devI game tevI lAlaca Ape te paNa tame pAchuM vALI tenA sAmuM joze nahi. je. enA sAmuM jaze te mArI pITha uparathI gabaDI paDaze. yakSa azvarUpe pitAnI pITha upara besADI vAyu vege baMnene laIne cAle. vAsanA viSayathI dUra rahe - pelI devI kAma patAvI pAchI AvI. pelA

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206 zAradA sAgara baMnene na jotAM talavAra laIne vAyuvege baMnene pIcho pakaDa, baMne bhAI yakSanI pITha para besIne jaI rahyA che temanI najIka pahoMcI gaI ne bhayaMkara aTTahAsya karyuM. karUNa rUdana karavA lAgI. ne mIThA zabdothI belavA lAgI ke ahe svAmInAtha! zuM tame mane bhUlI gayA? tamAro prema kayAM cAlyo gayo? mane tamArA vinA nahi game. evA mohaka zabdo bolavA lAgI eTale nAnA bhAInuM hadaya hacamacI gayuM ne pIgaLI gaye. devInA rUpanI pAchaLa saLagatI javALAne pIchANI zako nahi. paNa moTe bhAI pIgaLe nahi. e khUba makakama raho. devInI krUratAthI e sAvadhAna banyA hatA. jyAre nAnAbhAInA dilamAM devI sAthe bhogavelA ramaNIya leganI rajanI ramatI hatI. eTale yakSanI sUcanAne phagAvI daI devIne sAmuM joyuM tethI te yakSanI pITha uparathI gabaDI gayo ne samudramAM paDatAM devInI talavAramAM parovAI gaye ne tenA zarIranA TukaDe TukaDA thaI gayA. baMdhuo. kAmavAsanAne ke karUNa aMjAma Ave che. chatAM mAnavI AMdhaLI deTa mUkI kAmanI pAchaLa pitAnuM kiMmatI jIvana gumAve che. moTe bhAI makkama rahe te jIvate caMpAnagarImAM pahoMcI gayo ne badhI kamanI pitAjIne kahI saMbhaLAvI. tene A ghaTanAthI saMsAra uparathI mana uThI gayuM. vairAgya pAmI mahAvIra bhagavAna pAse cAritra aMgIkAra karI AtmakalyANa karyuM. tyAga vinA mukti nathI ne mukti vinA zAzvata sukha nathI. kAmanI viTaMbaNu kAramI che. baMdhuo ! mArkadIya putra devInI krUratA jANavA chatAM tenI pAchaLa pAgala banya, kAmanI vAsanA ne chUTI te tenI kevI dazA thaI! A kAma lega jIvane bhogavavAmAM madhura lAge che paNa e bhayaMkara bharIMga jevA che. emAM phasAvA jevuM nathI. je tamArI dazA evI na thAya tenuM lakSa rAkhaje. pilA munine paNa kezyA sAthe lega bhegavavAnI lAlasA jAgI eTale bhayaMkara tephAnI nadIo tarIne nepALa dezamAM gayA ne ratna kAMbaLI laI AnaMda-bhera kezyA pAse AvyA. vicAra kare. ene bhoga bhogavAnI kevI tIvra abhilASA jAgI haze ke pitAnA cAritranuM bhAna bhUlI gayA. javAmAM keTalA onI hiMsA thaI ! lAvIne kazyAnA hAthamAM ratnakAMbaLI ApI. sAdhune dekhatAM vezyAe kAMbaLInA be TukaDA karIne paga lUchIne gaTaramAM pheMkI dIdhI. A joI muni kahevA lAgyA. A ratnakAMbaLI jIvanA jokhame lAvyo chuM. tenI A dazA karI? vezyA kahe che he muni! A uttama caritra rUpI ratna AgaLa A ratnakAMbaLInI keDInI paNa kiMmata nathI. tuM mehapAzamAM phasAI A cAritrane vecavA uThe che? gaTaranI durgadha jevA kAmaga choDIne dIkSA lIdhI ne have bheganI bhUkha lAgI che ke ahIM bhega bhegavavA taiyAra thaye? vezyAnA kaDaka zabdo sAMbhaLI muninI sAna ThekANe AvI gaI. " T TNa nA " aMkuza vaDe hI vaza thAya che te rIte vezyAnA vacane sAMbhaLI sAdhu saMyamamAM sthira thaI gayA. A vezyA sAcI zrAvikA

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zAradA sAgara 207 banI hatI. te paDavAI thatAM munine bacAvyA. munine paNa bhAna thayuM ke gurUdeve traNa vakhata duSkara - duSkara- duSkara kahayuM te yathArtha che. baMdhuo ! AvuM je duSkara brahmacarya pALe che tene deve paNa namaskAra kare che. deva dANava gaMdhavvA, jakkharakkhassa kinnraa| baMbhayAri namassaMti, dukkaraM je karaMti te // deva, dAna, gAMdharva yakSa, rAkSasa ane kinAre paNa je AvuM duSkara brahmacarya pALe che. tenA caraNamAM paDe che. brahmacarya vrata sarvavatemAM ziromaNI samAna che. je A vrata aMgIkAra kare che te dhanyavAdane pAtra che. zarIranI sAnukuLatA hoya. pAMceya Indrio surakSita hoya evA samaye viSayone je jhera samajIne AvuM mahAna vrata levA tatpara bane che te kharekhara pitAnuM jIvana ujajavaLa banAve che. bhagavaMte kahayuM che ke "ta, vI. uttama vaMmaraMA" sarva tapomAM je kaMI uttama tapa hoya te brahmacarya tapa che. brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavAthI tabiyata sArI rahe che. AtmAne vikAsa vadhe che. brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavAthI jIvane keTalA lAbha thAya che. eka saMskRta zlekamAM kahayuM che ke, "nanaM nAzayate kalaGka nikara, pAyAGakuraM kantati, satkRtyotsavamAcinoti nitarAMkhyAti tanoti dhruvam / hantyApatti viSAda vighna vitati datte zubhAM sampadaM, mokSa svargapadaM dadAti sukhadaM sad bahmacarya ghRtam / " - zuddha brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavAthI kharekhara hajAre kalaMkano nAza thAya che. pApanA aMkurA chekAI jAya che, sArA kAryo ane utsavane vadhAre che. jagatamAM pratiSThA phelAve che, Apatti, viddha ane duHkhanI paraMparAne nAza thAya che. zubha saMpatti prApta thAya che. eTaluM nahi paNa svarga ane mokSanI prApti thAya che. zAmAM brahmacaryane sAgaranI upamA ApI che. bIjA vrate nahI samAna che. temaja brahmacarya vrata eka amUlya ratna samAna che. jene sAcavavA mATe eka be nahi paNa navakaTa rUpI nava vADa bhagavAne batAvI che. AvuM vrata jAheramAM aMgIkAra karavAthI mahAna lAbha thAya che. Aje ghaNAM kahe che ke jAheramAM levAnI zI jarUra che? bhAI! jAheramAM levAthI bIjA chone protsAhana maLe che. ne vrata pALavAmAM ghaNuM jAgRti rahe che. prAcaryamAM eka eve guNa che ke tenI pAchaLa badhA guNe kheMcAIne Ave che. mATe bhagavAna kahe che ke brahmacaryathI jIvananI zuddhi thAya che. ne mokSanI sAdhanA thAya che. brahAcArI AtmAo jagatamAM vaMdanIya ne pUjanIya bane che. brahmacarya e ja AtmAnI

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208 zAradA sAgara zakti che. AtmAnuM nUra che. AtmAnuM teja che. Aje brahAcarya viSe ghaNuM kahevAyuM che. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 6zrAvaNa suda 15 ne somavAra tA. 18-8-75 anaMta jJAnI bhagavate kevaLajJAnanI jata pragaTAvyA pachI jagatanA jIne upadeza Apyo. tevA prabhunI aMtimavANI uttasaMdhyayana sUtramAM 20 mA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. zreNIka rAjAne mahAna puNyadaye pavitra saMtane bheTe thaze. saMtanA samAgamathI kevuM amUlya samakita ratna prApta thaze te AgaLa Avaze. samyatva pAmele jIva meDAmAM meDe adha pudgala parAvartana kALamAM mokSe jAya che. ApaNA jaina zAmAM samyakatvanuM ghaNuM mahatva batAvavAmAM AvyuM che. - jJAnIo kahe che samakti pAmele jIva narakamAM hoya te paNa te prazaMsanIya che. ane samati rahita jIva kadAca svarganA sukhe bhagavate hoya te paNa te prazaMsanIya nathI. jenI mithyAtvanI graMthI bhedAI nathI te A bhavamAM bhame che. jyAre Atma svarUpanuM bhAna thaze tyAre jIva zuM karaze? tene kevA bhAva thaze? mahAvIra meDIkala kelejamAM mAre satyanA sarjana banavuM che, mahA mithyAtva bhAvanI graMthInuM mAre saphaLa oparezana karavuM che tyAganI TebaleTa ApI sahune bhavaroga dUra karavAne.dharma karI lo." ' mahAvIranI meDIkala kelejamAM satyanA sarjana banIne mithyAtvanI graMthIne bhedIne bharogane nAbUda karuM. mArA AtmAne bhavaregathI mukta karAvI avyAbAdha sukhanI prApti karUM. AvI bhAvanA samakita daSTi jIvanA dilamAM rahyA kare che. samakita kene kahevAya? jinezvara bhagavatee kahelA tamAM jIvanI samyaka abhirUci tene samyapha zraddhAne kahevAmAM Ave che. samyapha zraddhAne e samyakadarzana che. tatvArtha satramAM kahyuM che ke "tArtha thI samyakdarzanam / na baMdhuo! A samyakaraSTi AtmA karmanA udayathI saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe te rahe are paNuM rame nahi. game tevA jaDa padArtho tenI sAme hoya chatAM samakitI jIva temAM Asakata na bane. samakita pAme te sAdhu banI jAya te ekAMte niyama nathI. samakitI jIva cAritra mohanIya karmanA udaye saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe te rahe khare paNa temAM rame nahi. A samaktiInI kharI vyAkhyA che. rahevuM ane ramavuM temAM AkAzapAtALa jeTaluM aMtara che. saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe te cAritra mohanIyana kraye ne ramavuM te miyA

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zAradA sAgara 409 mohanIyanA udayathI thAya che. mATe je rahete hoya paNa ramata na hoya te jIva ghaNuM ochA karmo bAMdhe che. jema keI mANasa jame che paNa temAM rasanuM piSaNa nathI, temAM lepAno nathI te khAtAM khAtAM karmo khapAve che. jyAre bIjo koI jamate na hoya paNa rasanI jhaMkhanAmAM mugdha che te te karmo bAMdhe che. . :: - A rIte samati daSTi ane mithyA daSTi vacce ghaNuM moTuM aMtara che. manuSyane sattA ke saMpatti maLe puNyadayathI paNa temAM Asakita thAya te pApanA udayathI mAne game tevA vaibhavanI vacce vacce paNa tenI dRSTi samyaka hoya ne jJAna dazA che jAgRta hoya te te vaibhava tene vairAgyanuM nimitta bane che. kAraNa ke kSaNe kSaNe tenI asAratAnuM jIvane bhAna thAya che. mATe saMsAramAM rahetA hovA chatAM samaktiI che kayAMya Asakata banatA nathI. ane mekSa sAdhaka kriyAomAM utsAhapUrvaka pravarte che. samakitI che saMsAramAM AraMbhanI pravRttio kare che eTale bAhA daSTithI joIe to samakitI ane mithyAtvI vacceno bheda samajAtuM nathI. sthala daSTithI jenArane baMnenI pravRtti sarakhI lAge che. paNa samakita. draSTi jIvanA sama-savegAdinA pariNAma aMdarathI eTalA badhA nirmaLa hoya che kemithyAtvI ane samakitInA pariNAma vacce AkAza-pAtALa jeTaluM aMtara hoya che. mithyAdaSTi jIva pApamAM rasathI pravarte che. jyAre samakitI temAM pravartate hovA chatAM pApa pratye tene jarA paNa Adara hoto nathI. te vyApArAdi badhI pravRtti udAsIna bhAve kare che. eTale thoDuM ghaNuM pApa Acarato hovA chatAM baMdha ahas paDe che. kAraNa ke tenA pariNAma malIna letA nathI. zuddha hoya che. jIva potAnA pariNAmane zuddha karIne samyakatva pAmI zake che. baMdhuo! dIkSA levI e te tamArA mATe ghaNuM agharuM kAma che. paNa je tamArI daSTi samaya thaI jAya te huM mAnuM chuM ke ghaNA saMgharSone aMta AvI jAya. kahevata che ne ke jara-jamIna ane jerU e traNa kajIyAnA chorU" paNa daSTi sabhya thaI jAya te manuSyane dhana-vaibhavanI anitya ane asthiratAnuM bhAna thAya pachI ja jamIna ane jerU mATe thatAM badhA kaleze zAMta thaI jAya, Aje, te jyAM juo tyAM cAre bAju azAMtinuM vAtAvaraNa chavAyeluM che. kAraNa ke sane parigraha ane bheganI bhUkha lAgI che. je STi nirmaLa thAya to parigraha ane bheganI tRSNa ghaTe che te jagatamAM sarvatra zAMti dekhAze. pachI te mAnavI pAse dhana haze te ema vicAraze ke dhanane dharmanA kAryamAM sadvyaya thAya, dukhInI sevAmAM upayoga thAya e maLelA dhAnuM vAstavika phaLa che. duniyAmAM badhA kaleza ane saMgharSonuM mULa jIvanI mithyASTi che. ane te badhAnA aMta mATene sAco upAya. jIvanI samyadaSTi che. - baMdhuo! jIvanI daSTi palaTAyuM te kSaNamAM karmanA bhUkakA bolAvI de che. A

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210 zAradA sAgara jIvanI je kSaNa jAya che te lAkheNI jAya che. gayelI kSaNa pAchI AvatI nathI. mATe jIvanamAM jAgRti keLavIne dareka manuSyae jIvananI amUlya kSaNene salphaLa banAvavI joIe A manuSya jIvananI eka-be kSaNa nakAmI jAya athavA dharmArAdhanA vinAnI jAya te samajavuM ke jJAnInI daSTie ApaNane ghaNuM moTuM nukazAna thAya che. chatAM ApaNe evA bedarakAra chIe ke nukazAna thatuM hovA chatAM nukazAnane khyAla AvatuM nathI. jIvane purUSathe savaLe upaDe te eka kSaNamAM kAma kADhI jAya ane avaLe upaDe te kSaNamAM bAjI bagaDI jAya che. ghaNA manuSyanA jIvanamAM ekAda kSaNanA satsaMgathI paNa evuM parivartana AvI jAya che ke jIvananI AkhI dizA badalAI jAya che. kahyuM che ke - "sabamari saMjana saMAi mavati mavAra taLe nA" eka kSaNanI paNa je satsaMgati che te bhavasAgara pAra karI javA mATe nAkA samAna che. - ahIM zreNIka rAjAne paNa saMtane samAgama thayo che. tame game teTalA saMga kare paNa sAce saMga te saMtane gaNAya. sAcA saMtane jotAM zreNIka rAjAnuM dayakamaLa vikasI gayu. ahe! zuM A muninuM rUpa che? chevaTe pUchayuM ke tame AvI nAjuka vayamAM dIkSA zA mATe lIdhI? tyAre munie javAba Apyo ke anAtha hato mATe meM dIkSA lIdhI che. e vAta ApaNe AgaLa vicArI gayA chIe. munine A uttara sAMbhaLIne rAjAne ghaNuM Azcarya thayuM. "to to paramo rathA, joLiyo maDhavo.. gve te mittara, va nA ra vija " utta. sU. a. 20, gAthA. 10. A munine javAba sAMbhaLIne rAjA zreNIkane hasavuM AvI gayuM. ahIM rAjA zreNInI vAta cAle che. pahelAM zreNIka rAjAnuM nAma gAthAmAM AvI gayuM che. ane temane paricaya ApavAmAM Avyo che. chatAM ahIM pharIne "jo mae"i kahevAnuM prajana zuM? tamane evI zaMkA thAya che? jema mAtA potAnA bALakane samajAvavA mATe eka vAta vAraMvAra kahe che tema gaNadhara bhagavaMte e ApaNA jevA alpabuddhivALA manuSyone samajAvavA mATe pharIne lakhyuM che. magadhAdhipa e zabdane upaga pharIne eTalA mATe karyo che ke te haranAra vyakti ke I sabhya na hatI paNa sAtha deza alika had. sAdhAraNa mANasanA hasavAmAM ane AvA moTA rAjAnA hasavAmAM ghaNuM aMtara hoya che. e batAvavA mATe pharIne temane paricaya Ape che. zreNIka rAjA hasIne munine kahevA lAgyA ke tamArA jevA trAddhivaMtane keI nAtha na hato e kema mAnI zakAya? baMdhuo! ahIM e vicAra tha joIe ke A munine

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211 zAradA sAgara rAjAe Rddhivata kema kahyA? muni pAse teA paisA Addhi kaMI Rddhi na hatI teA kaI rIte rAjAe temane RddhivAna kahyA haze? Rddhi be prakAranI hAya che. eka bAhya Rddhi ane khIjI AbhyaMtara Rddhi bAhya RddhimAM dhana-dhAnya, mahela mahelAte AdinA samAveza thAya che. ne AbhyaMtara RddhimAM zarIranI svasthatA, uttama AkRti, indrione pUrNa vizvAsa ane guNe! vigerenA samAveza thAya che. A muni pAse khAdya Rddhi na hatI pazu AbhyaMtara Rddhi hatI. temanI manahara AkRti joI suMdara prakRtinA paricaya sheje thai jAya. jemanI AkRti sArI hAca tenAmAM guNanA vAsa hAya che.. Aje saMsAramAM paNa jemanI AMkheA mATI hAya kAna lAMkhA hAya, kapALa paheALuM hAya te bhAgyavAna ane guNavAna kahevAya che. A anAthI muninI AkRti suMdara hatI eTale temanI Rddhi paNa spaSTa jaNAtI hatI. jyAM AkRti sArI hAya tyAM guNA vase che ane jyAM guNA hAya che tyAM lakSmI vase che. kAraNa ke lakSmI guNavAnane vare che. guNuhInane nahi. saMsAramAM ghaNAM leke dhana-vaibhavAdine Rddhi mAne che paNa anAtha kahenAra muninI pAse eka paisAnI paNa saMpatti nathI. khIjI tarapha zajA zreNIka magadezanA mAlika ane aneka ratnAnA svAmI che. chatAM te munine kahe che tame AvA Rddhi-saMpanna che chatAM anAtha kema che ? A uparathI spaSTa samajI zakAya che ke rAjA zreNIkanI dRSTie paNa dhana-vaibhava e Rddhi nathI paNa uttama AvRtti temaja guNa e Rddhi che. jo rAjA zreNIka dhana vaibhavavALAne RddhivaMta mAnatA haiAta teA A munine Rddhi saMpanna na kaheta. madhue ! sAcA RddhivaMta kezu che ? jene ghaNI saMpatti maLI che paNa tRSNA pUrI thai nathI tenI pAse Rddhi hAvA chatAM garIkha che. paNa jenI pAse kaMi nathI chatAM jenI jarA paNa tRSNA nathI te jJAnInI dRSTie Rddhivata che. juo, anAthI muninI pAse kaMI na hatu chatAM te rAjAnI sRSTimAM RddhivaMta dekhAyA ne? A vAtane majabUta karavA vikrama rAjAnA dAkhalA Apu sAcA RddhivaMta kANu ? - eka vakhata vikrama rAjA temanI rANI temaja dAsa-dAsIone sAthe laIne nadI kinAre pharavA gayA. rANIne nadImAM snAna karavAnuM mana thayu. eTale peAtAnA gaLAmAM rahelA kiMmatI hIzanA hAra kADhIne nadImAM snAna karyuM. snAna karyA bAda eTalAmAM pharavA gayA. rANInA hAra nadI kinAre rahI gayA. cADuM. pharyA pachI rAjA-rANI adhA eka jagyAe jamavA mATe beThA. te vakhate tyAMthI AzramamAM rahetA sanyAsIne jatA joyA. eTale rAjAe UbhA thaIne temane namana karyuM, ne A amAza mATe leAjana kahyuM dhanya ghaDI ne dhanya bhAgya ! ahIMA ApanA darzana thayA. lAvyA chIe temAMthI kaIka grahaNa karIne mane pAvana kare. ema kahIne mIThAinA bharelA

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zA sAru 212 thALa rAjAe ApavA mAMDayo. tyAre saMnyAsI kahe che ame amArA gurUnI AjJA vinA kaMI letA nathI. tamAre je kaMI ApavuM hoya te amArA gurUne Apaje, gurUnI AjJA vinA levuM te amArA niyamathI viruddha che. tyAre rAjA kahe-bApanA gurU kayAM birAje che? te kahe- A najIkamAM Azrama che tyAM amArA gurUdeva vase che. jA A saMnyAsIenA nirlobhI paNAthI khUba prabhAvita thayA. manamAM thayuM ke A ziSyA AvA che te temanA gurU kevA haze? ATale Avyo chuM te darzana karate jAuM. ema vicAra karI rAjA-rANuM sarve saMnyAsInA Azrame jAya che. - A tarapha rAjA-rANI nadI kinArethI nIkaLyA pachI AcAryanA ziSyo tyAM gayelA. temaNe hAra je eTale laine AzramamAM pAchA pharyA. ne AcAryazrIne kahyuM: gurUdeva! nadI kinArethI A cIja maLI che. ene kayAM mUkIe? tyAre gurUe kahayuM. jyAM gAya UbhI che tyAM enA khIle TAMgIde. jene haze te e laI jaze. vikrama rAjAne ratha Azrama tarapha javA nIkaLyo. saMdhyA kALane samaya thavA Avyo hato. rathamAM beThA pachI thoDI vAre rANIne hAra yAda AvyuM. tapAsa karatAM hAra na maLe eTale pANInuM mukha udAsa thaI gayuM. ne kahayuM - svAmInAtha! mAro hAra banatA sudhI nadI kinAre rahI gayA lAge che khUba kiMmatI hIrAne hAra hatuM. eTale tarata rAjAe ratha pAcho vALe ne nadI kinAre pahoMcyA. paNa hAra te guma thaI gayo hate. hAra na maLatAM rAjA-rANuM udAsa thaI gayA. zodhatA zodhatA rAjA Azrame pahoMcyA. AcAryane vaMdana karIne beThA. tyAre AcArya pUche che rAjana! ATalA meDA kayAMthI AvyA tyAre rAjAe hAra guma thayAnI vAta karI. tyAre AcAye kahayuM ke, hA. mArA ziSyone nadI kinArethI hAra jaDa che. tema kahetA hatA. juo, sAme gAya nA khIle laTakAvyuM che. tamAre hoya te laI jAo.' rAjAe jaIne joyuM te hAra khIlIe laTakI rahaye hate. pitAnI rANIne ja hAra hatuM. A joI rAjAnuM mana prabhAtanAM puSpanI jema praphulita banI gayuM. sAthe sAthe emanA vicAranA maNakA badalAyA ne manamAM belI uThayA ke aha! mAre ATaluM vizALa rAjya che vaibhavane pAra nathI badhI rIte haryo bharyo chuM. chatAM A tyAgIonI pAse te eka kamaMDaLa ane temanA pAtra che. temaja babbe joDI kapaDA sivAya bIju kAMI dekhAtuM nathI. chatAM mArI apekSAe bharyA che. mArA nokara karatAM paNa ochA kharce A Azrama cAlI rahI che. chatAM A badhA keTalA prasanna che. ! jyAre mArI pAse vizALa rAjya hovA chatAM paNa AvI prasannatA, zAMti ane AnaMda mArI pAse nathI kAraNa ke huM bhUkhyo chuM ne A saMte tRpta che. - baMdhuo jeNe mAnavatAnuM amRtapAna karyuM che te sAdhanA abhAvamAM paNa eka jAtanI tRptine anubhava kare che. kharekhara! sAcuM sukha te tyAgIonI pAse che huM mAnato

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zAradA sAgara 213 hatuM ke duniyAmAM mArA jevuM kaMI sukhI nathI. Aje mane samajAyuM ke A vizvanA anaMta prANIo anaMtakALathI sukhane mATe khUba prayatna karI rahayA che. sukha mATe mAnavIe lAkho rUpiyA bhegA karyA, moTA moTA mahele ubhA karyA, moTA moTA yudhe karyA paNa enA prayatnamAM ene kellI saphaLatA maLI! jene ghera amane rUpiyAnI saMpatti che. jenA mahele AsamAne TakarAI rahayA hoya eTalA UMcA che. bagalA sAme cAra cAra kAra UbhI che. cokIdAro bharI baMduke pahere bhare che. evA zrImaMtane pUchavAmAM Ave ke kema zeTha! tame sukhI cho ne? te javAba maLaze ke bahArathI ujaLA chIe paNa aMdara te baLatarAne pAra nathI eTale duniyAmAM keI sukhI nathI. sAcuM sukha te tyAgI saMte pAse che. baMdhuo! tame mAnatA he ke ame sukhI chIe paNa tamAruM sukha sAcuM nathI chatAM tene sAcuM mAnIne game teTalI mahenata kare te pachI tame sAcA sukhI kayAMthI banavAnA che? eka vakhata eka bahena savAranA praharamAM valeNu karavA lAgI. agAu bahene jAte valeNuM karatI hatI. atyAre paNa dezamAM gAmaDAmAM ghaNI jagyAe valeNuM thatuM hoya che. savAramAM uThIne jAte kAma karavAthI zarIranuM svAthya paNa sAruM rahe che. atyAre te kAma karavAnA gayA ne maMdavADa vadhI gayA che. jeTalA ArAma vadhyA teTalA roga vadhyA che. khAvAnuM paNa satva vagaranuM thaI gayuM che, tenA pariNAme mAnava zakitahIna banI gayo che. - pilI bahena valoNuM karavA lAgI. be kalAka sudhI vAvavAnuM cAlu rAkhyuM. bahenanI sADI paNa bhIMjAI gaI. parasevAthI rebajheba thaI gaI. eno pati pAse beTho hato. tene patnInI khUba dayA AvI. tethI pUchyuM ke tuM be kavAthI vAve che chatAM haju pUruM thayuM nathI? tyAre patnI kahe che haju mAkhaNa upara AvyuM nathI eno pati kahe che mane jevA de. uThIne joyuM te goLAmAM dahIM nahatuM paNa pANI hatuM. eNe pUchayuM ke tuM A zuM kare che? te patnI kahe che mAkhaNa kADhuM chuM. tyAre patie kahyuM varSo sudhI te pANIne lAvyA karIza te paNa AmAMthI tane mAkhaNa nahi maLe. A rIte ApaNe paNa vadhI rahyA chIe. bhavamAM bhamatAM ane kALa pasAra thaI gaye paNa haju sudhI sukhanuM mAkhaNa nIkaLyuM nathI. te vicAra karo ke meM dahIM valavyuM ke pANI dahIne vaLyuM hatuM te sukha kyAranuM ya maLyuM heta. paNa sukha maLyuM nathI eTale vicAravuM paDaze ke mArI bhUla thaI rahI che. keI vAra jIvanamAM nAnakaDI bhUlanuM paNa bhayaMkara pariNAma Ave che. eka kavie paNa kahyuM che ke bhUla jarAsI jabaruM duHkha de che, anubhavIjane ema kahe che, eka anine tINa taNakho, bhuvana ghaNAne bhasma kare che. eka vacana avaLuM vadavAthI, jhera pachI bahukALa jhare che,

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214 zAradA sAgara - sAmAnya bhUla paNa moTuM nukazAna kare che. agninI eka cinagArIne tame nAnI mAne paNa e nAnI cinagArI hajAre maNa rU ne bALIne bharama kare che. eka kaDavuM veNu mANasane bALI mUke che. tema saMsAramAM sukha nathI chatAM sukha mATe mAnavI rAta divasa prayatna karI rahyo che eTale bhautika padArthomAM sukhanI zodha karI che. kAcanA TukaDAmAM eNe hIrA joyA che, basa, ahIM enI meTI bhUla thaI rahI che te sukha kayAMthI maLavAnuM che? " AvA sukha bhogavavAthI tamane kaMI maLavAnuM nathI. atyAre je sukha bhogavI rahyA che te te tamArI pUrvanI kamANI che. je pUrve karIne AvyA che ne A bhavamAM kare che te mahAna lAbha meLave che. de! tamArI sAme beThelA virANI maNIbhAI ane temanuM AkhuM kuTuMba kevuM bhAgyavAna che. pUrvanA puNyodaye sukha saMpatti prApta thayAM che ne A bhavamAM paNa satkAryomAM saMpattine sadupayoga karI rahyA che. Aje kAThIyAvADamAM Thera Thera virANI kuTuMbe upAzraye bAMdhI dIdhA che. gAmamAM jainanuM ghara haze ke nahi hoya paNa virANIne upAzraya te haze. sAthe te kuTuMbamAM dharma paNa keTalo badhe che anilabhAI dararoja sAmAyika kare. virANI kuTuMba vIrANI che tema temane AtmA paNa vIra che. je sAcA vIre hoya te Ave tyAga karI zake che. sAruM ya vIrANI kuTuMba dharmanA raMge raMgAyeluM che. have zreNIka rAjA munine pUchaze ke tame anAtha che tema kema kahe che? muni tene zuM javAba Apaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra -"aMjanA satIne sAsujI padhAratA thayele AnaMda"--aMjanA satI gavaMtI che te vAtanI tenA sAsujIne khabara paDI eTale enA kelane pAra na raho. badhuo! karmanI karAmata kevI che? je pavana enA mAtA-pitAne jANa karIne gayA hatA te aMjanAne A duHkhanA divaso na Avata. paNa jyAre jIvanA gADha karmane udaya hoya che tyAre bhalabhalA mahAna purUSe paNa bhAna bhUlI jAya che. naLarAjA ane damayaMtI vanamAM gayA. naLarAjAne damayaMtI keTalI vahAlI hatI! paNa jyAre enA karmane udaya thayo tyAre aghora vanamAM bhaniMdrAmAM sUtelI damayaMtIne ekalI mUkIne cAlyA gayA ne? - pavanajIe aMjanAne jaMgalamAM nahotI mUkI paNa mahelAtamAM mUkIne gayA che. paNa have kamarAjA kevuM nATaka bhajave che te jovAnuM che. ketumatI rANIe prahalAda rAjAne vAta karI ke aMjanAe ApaNA kuLane kalaMka lagADayuM che. tyAre rAjA kahe che A vAta mArA mAnavAmAM AvatI nathI. aMjanA evI pavitra che ke keInA sAme AMkha UMcI karatI nathI ne A vAta bane kema? rANI! pahelA tame tyAM jAva tapAsa kare ke zuM che? eTale rANIe aMjanAnA mahele samAcAra mekalAvyA ke Aje tamArA sAsujI padhAravAnA

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zAradA sAgara che. rAjyamAM evA rivAja hoya che ke vahu sAsunA mahele Ave paNa sAsu vahunA mahele na Ave paNa ahIM teA sAsujI vahunA mahele javAnA che. aMjanAne khabara paDI ke mArA sAsujI padhAravAnA che eTale hu ghelI banI gaI. enA Anane phAI pAra nathI. sAsujInuM svAgata karavAnI taiyArI karavA lAgI. Aje mArA dhanya bhAgya che ke mArA sAsujI mArA mahelane pAvana karaze. enA haiyAmAM harSI samAtA nathI. 215 peAtAnA piyaranI bhAre mUlI sADIe aMjanAe cekamAM patharAvI dIdhI. mArA sAsujI enA para paga mUkaze te pAvana thaI jaze. AMgaNAmAM tAraNu khaMdhAvyA te sAsujInI rAha jotI beThI che. jyAM sAsujI AvyA eTale sAmI gaine caraNamAM namI paDI. yAcakAne dAna detAM detAM ketumAtI rANI aMjanAnA mahele padhAM sAsujIne page lAgI temane seAnAnA siMhAsana upara besADayA. aMjanAe pAtAnI veNI cheoDIne peAtAnA vALathI sAsujInA paga lUchyA pavitra jaLa maMgAvI eka vAsaNamAM sAsujInA paga dhAyA ne e paNa dheyeluM pANI pAte gaTaka gaka pI gai. A rIte aneka prakAre sAsujInI bhakti karI pradakSiNA karIne vaMdana karyuM. ne madhura svare khAlI-khA Aje huM ApanA darzanathI dhanya banI chuM. mArA mahele padhArIne mAza upara khUba kRpA karI. ApanA padhAravAthI Aje mArI zebhA vadhI che. AvA madhura zabdo khele che paNa sAsujInuM mukhaDuM malakatuM nathI. ATaluM karavA chatAM sAmI vyaktinuM mukha caDheluM rahe tA samajI zakAya ke Ane kaMIka roSa che. aMjanA kahe che.! Apane mArA mahele AvavAnu` banyu che te kaIka kAma haze ! A sIne la yakaka!ma sevA pharamAve. " sAsujInA rASa" - aMjanAne sAtame! mAsa che. eTale garbhavatInA cinhA te| chAnA rahetA nathI. tenA peTa sAmuM joIne khUba ugra svare sAsujI kahe che huM kulakha paNa! teM A kevuM kALuM kAma karyuM? teM tArA bApanuM ne amAru ane kuLane kalaka lagADayuM. khUba tADukIne sAsujI khelyA. sAsunI trADa sAMbhaLIne aMjanA thaththara dhrujatI dhrujatI kahe che khA! tame mArI vAta te sAMbhaLeA. sAsu kahe che-zu' sAMbhaLu. tAruM kapALa tArA kALA kRtyA mAre nathI sAMbhaLavA. bAra bAra varSathI mArA dIkarAe tArA sAmuM joyuM nathI ne tane A garbha kyAMthI rahyo ? sAsunA tIra jevA vacana sAMbhaLIne ajanAnuM hRdaya bharAI AvyuM. AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhAra vahevA lAgI. sAsu kahe che kulaTA! atyAra sudhI tane pavitra mAnatI hatI paNa meM joI lIdhu ke tu kevI satI che! aMjanAe kahyuM-khA ! huM nirdoSa chuM. mAre jarA paNa doSa nathI. tamArA putra je divase cukhamAM gayA e ja divase rAtre pAchA AvyA hatA.

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216 zAradA sAgara traNa divasa muja ghera rahyA, tuma putrathI muja pugI che Aza, jema AvyA tema pAchA vaLyA, teNe karI mAre sAtamA mAsa te.... satI re zirAmaNI aMjanA mane mUkIne tarachADIne gayA eTale temanA dilamAM khUba du:kha thayu ne rAtre mArA mahele AvIne traNa divasa rAkAyA che. vasatamAlAe paNa kahyuM ke ajanAnI vAta sAcI che. huM paNa te vakhate hAjara hatI. tyAre ketumatIe kahyuM-presa, bahu zANI na thA. cAranA bhAi ghaTI cAra. te sAthe rahIne kevA dhadha karyAM che te badhu huM jANu chuM. mArAthI kAMi ajANyuM nathI. ema kahI vasaMtamAlatane paNa kharAkhara udhaDI lIkhI. tyAre ajanA kahe che jo Apane mArI vAta sAcI mAnavAmAM na Ave te A tamArA putranI vITI joi le. te mane ApI gayA che. meM te temane ghaNuM kahyuM ke tame khA bApujIne jANu karIne jAva paNa te zaramanA kAraNe AvyA nahi ne mane kahyuM ke koi evA prasaMga ane tA A mArA nAma vALI vITI bA-bApune batAvaje. tyAre sAsu kahe che mAre putra tane najare jovA paNa IcchatA na hatA ne te tane vITI kyAMthI Ape ? paNa te vIMTI cerI lIdhI haze! eka te tuM kusatI che ne pAchI ceTTI. pazu che, aMjanAnA mAthe sAsujIe be kalaka caDhAvyA. ajanA sAsunA vacana sAMbhaLI bebhAna thaIne paDI gai. haju enA mAthe kevA duHkhanA DuMgara tUTI paDaze ne zu khanaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na -27 zrAvaNa suda 13 ne maMgaLavAra sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtA ne bahene! anaMtajJAnI prabhu mahAvIrasvAmIe Atma sAdhanAnA mahAna mArga batAnyA che. pote jIvanamAM apanAvyu pachI bhavya jIveAne upadeza ApyA che. sajJa zrI mahAvIra prabhu e bhavamAM mekSe javAnuM nakakI jANavA chatAM gharakhAra che|DIne aNugAra anyA cAritra letAMnI sAthe ceththuM manaH paryAya jJAna utpanna thayuM. dareka tIrthaMkara dhruva mATe A niyama che ke garbhamAMthI temane traNa jJAna hAya ane dIkSA letI vakhate ceAthuM jJAna utpanna thaI jAya che. AvA prabhue dIkSA laIne vihAra karyo tyAre temanI pAchaLa bhAI - bhAbhI, patnI, putrI Adi AkhA rAjya parivAra raDatA jhUratA temanI pAchaLa cAlyA, kALA kalpAMta karavA lAgyA. ahe| prabhu! amane ekalA mUkIne kayAM cAlyA ? eka vAra te amArA sAmuM jue. paNa bhagavAne koinA sAme dRSTi paNa karI nahi. dIkSA laIne ekAkI cAlI nIkaLyA. cAvIsa tIrthaMkaramAM ekalA dIkSA lIdhI hAya tA bhagavAna mahA - tA. 19-8-75

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zAradA sagara vIra svAmIe, bAkI badhA thI karAnI sAthe ghaNAM jIvee dIkSA lIdhI che. prabhu ekalA vanavagaDAnI viSama vATe cAlI nIkaLyA. tyAM prabhune kANu maLyA ? cheDI tAtanuM ghara cheADI rAjavaibhava, vIra vanamAM vase... hai| vIra . eka kapaDe phare vIra jagalame, nahI sAtha maLe kAi saMgatameM khADA, TekarA, kAMTA ne sApa maLe, Ara kAi nahi - haiA vIrane kAI nahi .... cheDI .... 217 prabhu jaMgalamAM vihAra karavA lAgyA te samaye khADA, TekarA, kAMTA - kAMkarA, sarpa vAgha ane siMhuM temane sAmA maLyA. dIkSA lIdhA pachI sADA bAra varSI ane para krina sudhI dhAra tapazcaryA karI lagabhaga kAryotsargamAM lIna rahetA. emAM devanA tathA manuSyanA bhayaMkara upasargo sahana karyAM, sADA bAra varSImAM nidrAne samaya keTale ? phakata eka muhUrta prabhunI kevI jAgRti ! kevI laganI kavi kahe che keH sADA bAra varSa jina uttama, vIrajI bhUmi na DAyA hai|. gheAra tape kevaLa lahayA tehanA padma gurU name pAyA / / 1 prabhu nirmaLa, nilepa, nima, apramata ityAdi vizudhdha AtmasvarUpamAM ramanArA hatA, prabhu RjuvAlikA nadInA tIre kevaLa jJAna pAmyA. teo leAkA leAkanA jJAtA anyA pachI prabhu samasta jIvA ane tamAma pudgalenA anaMtAna Mta kALanA paryAya AMkha sAme hAthamAM rahelA AMkhaLAnI jema spaSTa jue ne jANe che. sidhdhanA jIvA anatA che. enAthI anaMta guNA jIvA niAdamAM sAdhAraNa vanaspatimAM che. pratyeka jIvanA asaMkhya Atma pradeze! para anaMtA karma skandhA che. e pratyeka skaMdhamAM ana Mta aNu che. satta prabhu mahAvIradeva A azru pratyakSa jue che ne jANe che. Avu sUkSma karmanu vilakSaNa svarUpa ane zudhdha arUpI AtmAnuM svarUpa tathA sUkSma karyAMthI AvRta jIvanuM vicitra malIna svarUpa jevuM kevaLa jJAnI e dIThuM che tevu jenA cittamAM vasI jAya te kharekhara A jinezvara devAnI AjJAnA sAcA rasIyA anI jAya ane Atma svarUpa pAmI jAya che. AvA vIra prabhunI aMtima vANI urjAzadhyayana sUtranA vIsamA adhyayanamAM anAthI nigraMthane aSikAra cAle che. anAthI muni Atma svarUpamAM ramaNatA kare che. jenA AtmArUpI hIrAmAMthI tejanA kiraNeA bahAra nIkaLe che. temanuM teja joi zreNIka mahArAjA aAI gayA. rAjA jema-jema muninI najIka AvatA gayA tema tema munimAM AkarSAtA gayA. madhue! A anAthI muninA deha upara Avu teja ne AveA jhaLakATa karyAMthI AnyA ? emaNe zarIrane zeAbhAvavA mATe pAvaDara ne Adi lagADayA na hatA. ane zarIramAM zakti lAvavA mATe badAma, pistA ke mIThAi nahAtA khASA ke viTAmInanI

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218 zAradA sAgara TebleTa nahAtI khAdhI. A teja ane zakti brahmacaryanI hatI. brahmaca e AtmAnu kAhInura che. mANasa rAja eka zera anAja khAya te cAlIsa divase eka maNa anAja tenA peTamAM jAya che. tyAre eka mahine eka tAlA zakti pedA thAya che. ne eka tAle zakti eka vakhatanA abrahmacaryaMnA sevanamAM kharcAI jAya che. pachI game tevI zaktivardhaka saMjIvanInu` sevana kareA paNa zakti kayAMthI maLe? devAnupriyA ! brahmacarya vratamAM keTalI tAkAta rahelI che tenA sidhdhAMtamAM ghaNAM dAkhalA meAjuda che. temanAtha ane kRSNa vAsudeva e e bhAI hatA. kRSNajI meATA ane nemakumAra nAnA hatA. eka vakhata temakumAra ramatA ramatA kRSNanI AyudhazALAmAM AvI caDhayA. tyAM zakha paDayA hatA. e joi temakumAranA manamAM thayuM ke A vaLI kyuM ramakaDuM che? ema samajIne zaMkha hAthamAM laIne phUMka mArI tyAM AkhI dvArakAnagarI dhaNadhaNI uThI. zaMkhanAda sAMbhaLIne AkhI nagarImAM hAhAkAra macI gaye ke A te kRSNa vAsudevanA paMcajanya za Mkhane avAja che. A zaMkha kema pukayo? zu' dvArakAnagarI upara keAI zatru caDhI AvyeA che ke kAi mATI AphtanA vAdaLA caDhI AvyA che ? mANase bhegA thai gayA. kRSNa vAsudeva paNu doDatA AvyA. kRSNunA manamAM thayuM ke A zaMkha mArA sivAya keAI upADI zake nahiM ne A te ramakaDAnI jema upADIne rame che. enI zakti keTalI haze ? kRSNa kahe che bhAI? A te zuM karyuM? temakumAra kahe che moTAbhAi! mane khakhara nahi. huM ramatA ramatA ahIM AnyA te A za Mkhane ramakaDuM mAnIne upADayA ne sheje phUMka mArI tyAM te ATaluM lAka bheguM thai gayuM. krUSNunA manamAM thayuM ke A tA mahAna khaLIyA lAge che. haju nAnA che chatAM tenAnAM ATalI zakti che te meTa thaze tyAre mAruM rAjya paNa lai leze. lAva tenI zaktinuM mApa kADhI lauM, eTale kRSNa kahe che bhAI! huM A mArA hAtha lAMkhA karuM' tene tuM namAvI Apa. kRSNe hAtha lAMkhe karyA. temakumAre sheja sAmAnya hAtha aDADayA tyAM kRSNanA hAtha namI gayA. nemakumAra kahe che bhAi! have huM mArA hAtha lAMkhA karu tame namAvI Ape. nemakumAre hAtha lAMkhA karyAM. kRSNa nemakumAranA hAtha pakaDIne laTakayA, hI McakA khAdhA paNa temakumAranA hAtha namAvI zakayA nahi. khAlapaNuthI temakumAramAM A zakita hAya tA bhAvI tIrthaMkaranA maLanI ane brahmacanI. kRSNa vAsudeva hatA. emanI zikita paNa jevI tevI na hatI. jyAre padmanAbha rAjAe deva mAraphte draupadInuM apaharaNa karAvI amarakA nagarImAM magAvI te samaye nAradaRSi mAraphata samAcAra maLyA ke draupadmI amakakAmAM che tyAre kRSNa vAsudeva amarakakAmAM AvyA. pachI kRSNa vAsudeve dUta mAraphata pAMca pAMDavA ane padmamanAbha rAjAne

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zAradA sAgara 219 kahevaDAvyuM ke amane amArI draupadI seMpI de nahitara yuddha karavA taiyAra thaI jA. padmanAbha rAjA laDavA taiyAra thatAM kRSNa pAMDane kahe che pahelAM tame laDavA jAva. eTale pAMDa kahe che moTAbhAI! ame laDavA te jaIe paNa kadAca hArI jaIe te tame amArI vahAre Avaje. kRSNa vAsudeva samajI gayA ke zukana karatAM zabda kharAba che. mATe pAMDenI hAra thavAnI che. pAMDe pamanAbha rAjA sAme yuddhamAM gayA. khUba parAkramathI laDyA chatAM padmanAbha rAjAnI sAme hArI gayA. pAMDe baLavAna hatA. emanI hAra thAya nahi chatAM ahIM hArI gayA. zukana karatAM zabda AkarA paDayA te AnuM nAma. pAMDavonI hAra thaI eTale padmanAbha rAjAnA pagamAM baLa AvyuM. paNa kRSNa vAsudeva kayAM chUpA rahe tema hatA. traNa khaMDanA adhipati kRSNa vAsudeva ubhA thayA. hAthamAM paMcajanma zaMkha laIne vagADayo ne bolyA he padmanAbha! tArI mAe savAzera suMTha khAIne tane janma Ape hoya te have AvI jA mArI sAme. Ama kahIne kRSNa nRsiMhanuM rUpa dhAraNa karyuM. mehuM siMhanuM ne bIjuM badhuM manuSya jevuM rUpa laIne eka paMje pachADaye tyAM AkhI amarakaMkA nagarI dhrujI uThI kaMIka makAne jamInadosta thaI gayA. badhuM khedAnamedAna thaI gayuM. AkhI nagarImAM gabharATa thaI gaye. prajA bhAga bhAga karavA lAgI. padmanAbhane thayuM ke A te kaI mahAna baLI purUSa Avyo lAge che. kuSNujInuM parAkrama joIne te ubhI pUMchaDIe nATho. tene thayuM ke have te marI jaIza tethI deDate draupadI pAse gayo ne karagaravA lAgyuM ke mane bacAva. tyAre draupadI kahe che amArA moTAbhAI tamane jIvatA nahi choDe. hA bacavAne eka upAya che, amArA kRSNajI koI strIne mAratA nathI. te tame bhInA kapaDA paherI AgaLa cAle ne pAchaLa tamArI 700 rANae gIta gAtI cAle. A rIte jaIne kRSNanA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMge ne mane pAchI sepe te tamane jIvatadAna maLe. aMte palmanAbhane mAphI mAMgavI paDI ane draupadIne pAchI meMpI. mAre tamane kahevuM che zuM kRSNa eka paje pachADe ne AkhI amarakaMkA nagarIne khedAnamedAna karI nAkhI AvA baLavAna kRSNa vAsudeva eka nAnakaDA nemakumArane hAtha namAvI zakyA nahi. kRSNa vAsudeve vicAra karyo ke jemakumAramAM ATalI tAkAta atyAre che te moTo thaze tyAre keTale baLavAna thaze? mATe tene paraNAvI dauM te tenuM baLa ochuM thAya. juo, A uparathI tamane samajAya che ne ke brahmacaryamAM tAkAta che ne abrahmacaryanA sevanathI zakita khatama thAya che. nemakumArane paraNAvavA mATe eka kAvatru racyuM. kRSNa vAsudevanI badhI rANIo bhegI thaIne nemakumArane gherI vaLIne mazkarI karavA lAgI ke ahe mArA lADakA diyarIyA ! tame have lagna karo te amAre derANuM Ave ne ame jeThANIpaNuM bhegavIe.

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zArada sAgara kaNu prabhunI so nArIo, e che pUrI kAmaNagArI, vivAhanI vAta karIne mana DelAvavA lAgI(2) nema prabhunA caraNa kamaLanI laganI amane lAgI....(2) jobana vayamAM rAjula jevI ramaNI jeNe tyAgI...(ra) kRSNanI paTTarANIo AMkhanA macakArA karavA lAgI. diyaranI mIThI majAka uDAvavA lAgI tyAre nema saheja hasI gayA ne mauna rahyA. e maunane emaNe e artha karyo ke kemakumArane paraNavAnI IcchA che. eTale kRSNajIe tAbaDatoba suzIla kanyAnI zodha karI rAjemanI sAthe kemakumAranuM sagapaNa karyuM. khUba ThAThamAThathI nemakumAra rAjematIne paraNavA gayA ne tAraNethI pAchA pharyA, zA mATe? pazuone pikAra suNIne, nemajIne aMtara anukaMpA jAgI, - pazuDA cheDAvI pAchA pharIyA, AzA bharI eka abaLAne tyAgI, varaNAgI vara vItarAgI banI jAya. rAjulanI Akhe AMsuDA vahI jAya. AMgaNe AvelA nema pAchA vaLI jAya, keDabharI kanyAnuM kALaju kapAya. nemakumAra teraNe gayA. eka bAju madhura vAjiM vAge che, ne bIjI tarapha pazuonI karUNa kIkIyArIone svara sAMbhaLe. kemakumAra dayAnA dariyA hatA. pazuone paNa saMjJA che. te pitAnA baccAne potAnI bhASAmAM kahI rahyA che ke tame raDaze nahi. A paraNavA AvanAra nemakumAra dayALu che te ApaNe vadha karavA nahi de. pazuo nemakumArane oLakhatAM na hatAM. paNa jemakumAranA aMtaramAM rahelI karUNAnuM AMdolana hatuM. pazuonuM karUNa rUdana sAMbhaLI nemakumAra potAnA sAthIne kahe che. kassa aTThA imapANA, ee savve suhesinno| vA.hiM paMjarehiM ca, sanni rudhdhAya acchahi // utta. sU. a. 22 gAthA 16 A badhA prANIo sukhanA Icchuka che, emane zA mATe pAMjarAmAM pUryA che ne teo zA mATe karUNa AkraMda karI rahyA che? tyAre sArathI kahe che - "aha sArahI tao bhaNai, ee bhaddAu paanninno| tu vivAha Mni, molAveluM vaDuM na " utta. sU. a. 22, gAthA 27 he nemakumAra! A badhA nirdoSa prANIono tamArA lagna pachI jAnamAM AvelA jAneyAone gerava devAmAM Avaze ne hajAro prANIonI katala thaze. tyAre karUNAnA sAgara nemanAtha bhagavAnane A sAMbhaLI arerATI thaI. ahA ! ekanI sAthe sabaMdha bAMdhavA

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zAradA sAgara 221 jatAM lAkhAnA kimatI prANu lUMTAze? mArA lagna nimitte ATalI badhI hiMsA ! mAre AvA lagna karavA nathI. te tarata teAraNethI pAchA pharyAM. temakumAra varaNAgI banIne rAjematIne paraNavA AvyA hatA paNa nirdoSa pazunA prANa bacAvavA mATe kSaNu vAramAM kADa bharelI kanyAne choDIne pAchA pharyA. varaNAgI vara vairAgI banI gayA. va dina sudhI dAna Rne dIkSA lIdhI. temakumAra pAchA pharyAnI rAjematIne khabara paDI. temanAtha ane rAjulane ATha ATha bhavanI prItI hatI. temanAtha cAlyA javAthI tenA manamAM khUba duHkha thayuM. rAjula zu kahe cheH gaDha gIranAre cAlyA zu cheADI, AThe ATha bhavanI prItaDI tADI, rAjula nayane nIra vahaiyA, tANu AvI pAchA phayA, jAna laIne AvyA jAnaiyA, tAraNu AvI pAchA phayA. he svAmInAtha ! ATha ATha bhavanI prIta choDI mane kuMvArI mUkI ekalA gIranAra kyAM cAlyA gayA? ema kahI rAjulanI AMkhamAM AMsunI dhArA vahevA lAgI, khIjI kSaNe vicAra karyo ahA! mArA svAmInA mArga e mArA mArgo che. have mAre A saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. mAtA pitA pAse peAtAnA vicAro darzAvyA. rAjulanA mAtApitAe kahyu beTA ! tane temakumArathI caDhIyAtA rAjakumAra sAthe paraNAvu. tyAre rAjematI kahe che pitAjI! je temakumAra sAthe mArA vivAha nakakI thayA. paraNavA paNu AvyA ne mArA hRdayamAM temanu sthAna thaI gayu. ane jene meM pati mAnyA te ja mAre pati che. have khIjo pati thAya nahi. mATe have te emanA je mA te mArA mArga. tyAM rAjematIne vairAgya Avye ne dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA. tenI sAthe tenI sakhIe Adi eka hajAra AtmAe dIkSA lIdhI. brahmacamAM keTalI zakita che te mATe khIjo aitihAsika dAkhalA ApuM. TaMkArAmAM yAnaMda sarasvatI thai gayA. teo eka mahAna brahmacArI purUSa hatA. AvA brahmacArI AtmAonA pudgalA kai rAgI mANasa upara paDe te tene rAga jaDa mULathI nAbUda thaI jAya che. A dayAnaMda sarasvatI eka mahAna zakitazALI purUSa hatA. temanAmAM ghaNuM khaLa hatuM. tyAMnA rAjAne khakhara paDI ke A yAna khUba baLavAna che teA kayAreka mArU rAjya paNa lai leze. eTale teNe e maleAne dhyAna sarasvatInA maLanI parIkSA karavA mAlyA. A che malyeA yAna sarasvatInI pAse jAya che. te vakhate yAna nadImAM snAna karIne bahAra nIkaLelA ane peAtAnA paherelA be kapaDA jevA tevA nIcAvIne nadI kinAre mUkyA hatA, tyAM jaI caDhayA. teo yAnaa pAse AvIne kahe che amAre ApanI sAthe kustI karavI che. dayAnaMda zuddha brahmacArI purUSa hatA. mANusenuM mukha joine samajI jAya ke A kANu che

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222 zArA sAgara ne zA mATe AvyA che? te samajI gayA ke A loke mArA baLanI parIkSA karavA AvyA lAge che. eTale malene kahe che bhAI. je ApaNe kustI karIzuM te kAM tamArA hADakA bhAMgaze ne kAM to mArA hADakA bhAMgaze. tenA karatAM tame ema karo A sAme mArA kapaDA paDyA che tene nIcovIne tame pANI kADhe te tame baLavAna cho ne na nIkaLe te tame nirbaLa che. eTale pitA malee te eka kapaDuM laI khUba vaLa caDhAvyA. paNa pANI nIkaLyuM nahi tyAre baMnee bhegA thaIne sAmasAmI vaLa caDhAvyuM te paNa eka TIpuM pANI na nIkaLyuM. tyAre dayAnaMda kahe che juo have huM nIcavuM chuM ema kahI dayAnaMde kapaDuM nIcavavA saheja vaLa caDhAvyuM tyAM pANI nIkaLyuM. A joI male te sajajaDa thaI gayA ne pitAnI hAra kabUla karI cAlyA gayA. jaIne rAjAne kahyuM ke emanA jevI zakti tamArAmAM paNa nathI. e mahAna zaktizALI purUSa che. have kadI amane emanI pAse na mokalaze. AvI zakti dayAnaMda sarasvatImAM kayAMthI AvI? zuM temaNe cokhkhA ghI khAdhA hatA? dUdhanI malAI khAdhI hatI ke badAmapAka khAdhA hatA? nA. chatAM AvI mahAna zakti kayAMthI AvI? brahmacaryanA pratApe. anAthI nirgatha paNa mahAna tejasvI zaktizALI saMta hatA. temanA darzana thatAM zreNIka rAjA thaMbhI gayA. muni pAse nekara-cAkara ke mAla milakata kaMI na hatuM. phakta paherelA traNa vacce ane pAtra Adi jarUrI upakaraNa sivAya temanI pAse kAMI na hatuM. chatAM rAjAne lAgyuM ke A muni AvA RddhivaMta hovA chatAM huM anAtha chuM ema zA mATe kahe che? ema vicArI zreNIka rAjA zuM bolyA? - "mi nAro mattA, moje muMnarNa saMjayA , mittanA vaDio , mAgu chu gurUjI " utta. sU. a. 20, gAthA 11. he muni! tamAruM rakSaNa karanAra keI nAtha na hato eTale duHkhane kAraNe dIkSA lIdhI che ne? te te anAthatAnuM duHkha dUra karavA zATe huM tamArA nAtha banI jAuM te pachI tamAre kaI vAtanI khAmI nahi rahe. mATe tame sAdhupaNuM choDIne mArA ghera cale. mArA ghaNA mahele che temAMthI tamane je game te mahela ApIza. sArA kuLanI soMdaryavatI kanyAo paraNAvIza. vaLI tame kahe che ke mAre kaI mitra na hatuM te tamane mAre tyAM ghaNA mitra paNa maLI raheze. tamArA sukha mATe jeTalI sAmagrI joIze te badhI huM pUrI pADIza. tame mAre tyAM manamAnyA sukha bhogavaje. vaLI A manuSya janma mahAdurlabha che. AvA durlabha manuSya janmane AvA tapa-tyAgamAM veDaphI nAMkhave te barAbara nathI. mATe tame mAre ghera cAle zreNIka rAjA munine bheganuM AmaMtraNa Ape che. AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare.

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223 caritra:- ketumatI sAsujI aMjanAne veNu veNu kahevA lAgI. huM aMjanA! tuM ghaNI nIca che. eka te pApa karyuM. che ne tene DhAMkavA mATe pAchI satI thAya che? kulaTA khIjAne chetaravAmAM bahu haiAMziyAra hAya che. mArA putra tane najare jovA paNu icchatA na hatA te tAre ghera traNa divasa teA zu eka ghaDI paNa Ubhe! na rahe. mAre tArI zAhukArI nathI sAMbhaLavI. zrI zAradA sAgara " pIyara jAre pApiNI, nahi rAkhu eka rAta, dUra jA tuM dezAMtare jema hI vigale vAta. phATayuM dUdha zA kAmanuM, viThAmananA tyAga, karavA sahI UtAvalA, na gaNavu` sagapaNu lAga khasa, tu atyAre ne atyAre mArA gharamAMthI cAlI jA. ne tAza khApane ghera jaine raheje. tArA svacchaMdrAcAra mArA gharamAM nahi cAle. svacchaDhAcArIo mATe mAru ghara nathI. A zabda aMjanAnA hRdayamAM tIranI jema bheAMkAI gayA. enA mAthe Abha tUTI paDe teTaluM duHkha thayuM. AvA krUra prahAra ane dhikkArA aMjanAnu kAmaLa hRdaya kevI rIte sahana karI zake? sAsune page lAgavA gai tyAM evI lAta mArI ke aMjanA ebhAna thaine dharatI upara paDI gai. vasaMtamAlAe tene jhAlI lIdhI. zItaLa pANInA chaMTakAva karIne pakhAthI pavana nAMkhI aMjanAne bhAnamAM lAvI. paNa ajanAne tA duniyA pharatI dekhAya che. tenI AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dha.zae vahevA lAgI. karUNa svare kalpAMta karatI ajanA khele che he svAmInAtha ! tame kyAre Avaze ? me tamane jatAM kahyuM hatuM, mAruM haiyu tamane javA devAnI hA pADatuM nahetu paNa tame jaldI pAchA AvavAnI zarate gayA. paNa haju AvyA nahi ne mArA mAthe kalaMka caDhayA te tamArA sivAya kANu utAraze ? A kahI ajanA khUba raDI paNa sAsunuM haiyuM evu kaThAra banI gayuM che ke e tA kaMi vAta sAMbhaLatI nathI. sAsu kahe che have tuM jaldI mAza gharamAMthI bahAra cAlI jA. haju gAmanA koIne A vAtanI khabara paDI nathI. te pahelA ravAnA thai jA. eTale amAre zaramAvu paDe nahi. aMjanA satI sAsunA caraNe paDI paDIne vinaMtI kare che khA ! huM kyAM jAuM ? tyAre kahe che tane jyAM game tyAM jA. vanavagaDAmAM jA ke tAre pIyara jA. paNa huM tane eka ghaDI paNa A gharamAM rAkhavA taiyAra nathI. have mAre ne tAre kaMi levA ke devA nathI. dUdha sAruM hoya tA kAmanuM. bagaDeluM dUdha teA ukaraDe nakhAya tema tArI sthiti paNa bagaDelA dUdha jevI che. ajanA raDatI raDatI kahe che khA! vadhu nahi to tamArA putra yudhethI Ave tyAM sudhI mane zakhA. pachI je karavuM heAya te karo. mane jIvatI khALI mUkajo paNa tyAM sudhI

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zarado sAgara 224 dayA karIne mane rAkhe. ahIMyA tamArI eMTha khAIne rahIza. paNa AvuM kalaMka laIne piyaramAM kevI rIte jAuM? bA ! mArA upara eTalI kRpA karo. huM kusatI nathI--samAsa dIkarA Ave pachI tame jyAM kaheze tyAM jaIza. paNa atyAre tamArI ne karaDI karIne rAkhaze te paNa huM AnaMdathI rahIza. huM jaIza pachI tamane pastA thaze. mArI ATalI arajI uramAM dharo. paNa sAsu te Dabala, kedha karIne kahe che mane koI pastA thavAne nathI. tuM mane kahenArI koNa? cAlI jA ahIMthI, je hadamAM jyAM sudhI tArA sasarAnI ANa vartAya che tyAM tAre rahevAne haka nathI. he pApiNa! tuM ahIMthI nahi jAya tyAM sudhI mAre annapANIne tyAga che. have A ketumatI sAsujIta niyama laIne beThA che. aMjanAnA mAthe kelanI jhaDIo varasAve che. kaTu vacane bele che. aMjanAnuM zarIra bhayathI tharathara dhruje che. ghaDIkamAM beThI thAya che ne ghaDIkamAM paDI jAya che. AvI tenI sthiti thaI gaI che. AvI sthitimAM sAsu tenA kevA bUrA hAla karaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 28 zrAvaNa suda 14 ne budhavAra - tA. 20-8-75 anaMta jJAnI mahAna purUSae jagatanA jIvonA kalyANane mATe Agama vANuM prakAzI ke he bhavya che. je tamane baMdhanamAMthI mukta thavAnuM ane AtmAne utthAnanA paMthe laI javAnuM mana thatuM hoya te have jAge. baMdhanamAMthI mukta thavAnI bhAvanA thatI hoya te sarva prathama e vicAra kare paDaze ke baMdhana kayuM? tame pratikramaNamAM bole che ne ke "paDika mAmi dehiM baMdhaBhiM rAga baMdhaNeNuM, desa badhaNeNuM rAga ane dveSanuM baMdhana che. rAga ane dveSa e kaSAya che. rAga-dveSAdi kaSAyamAM joDAIne jIva tIvra karmo bAMdhe che. A tIvra karmonuM baMdhana jIvane durgatimAM laI jAya che. ane samyajJAna, samyaggadarzana ane samyaga cAritra jIvane baMdhanamAMthI mukta karAve che. anaMtakALathI ApaNe jIva karmabaMdhananA deraDe baMdhAya che. te kevI rIte tUTe? sUyagaDAyaMga sUtramAM bhagavaMta bolyA che ke - bujhjhijhatti tiuTTijjA, baMdhaNaM parijANiyA / ki mAha baMdhaNaM vIro, kiM vA jANaM tiuTTai // sUya. sU. a. 1 u. 1. gAthA 1 he bhavya jIvo! tame jAge. samaje ne vicAre ke jIvane karyuM baMdhana anata saMsAramAM rajhaLave che? baMdhanane jANIne baMdhanamAMthI mukata thavAne prayatna kare. Ama te saMsAramAM keine baMdhana gamatuM nathI. sA baMdhanamAMthI mukta thavA Icche che, gAya bheMsa jevA pazuone teno mAlika khIle bAMdhe che. paNa jyAre tene baMdhana khaTake che

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225 zAradA sAgara tyAre pitAnuM badhuM baLa ekatra karIne khIlAne ukheDI nAMkhe che ne muktine AnaMda lUMTavA jaMgalamAM cAlyuM jAya che. piMjaramAM pUrAyela pipaTa paNa temAMthI chUTavAne icache che. pachI bhalene ratnajaDita sonAnuM pAMjaruM kema na hoya? te paNa pipaTane e pAMjaruM baMdhanakArI lAge che. tevI rIte saMsAranA game tevA kAma bhegAdi sukha hoya paNa jJAnIne kevA lAge che? mIThA madhurA ne managamatA paNa baMdhana ane baMdhana che. laI jAya janmanA cakarAve evuM, dukhadAyI AlaMbana che. huM lAkha manAvuM manaDAne (2) paNa eka ja ene ukAbaMdhana baMdhana... baMdhana baMdhana jhaMkhe mAruM mana paNa Atama jhaMkhe chUTakAre...mane dahezata - jJAnI AtmAo te ema vicAra kare ke A manuSyabhava mahAna puNya maLe che to e puruSArtha karI lauM ke jIvane baMdhanamAMthI sadAne mATe chUTakAra thaI jAya. je bhavane khaTakAre thAya te karmanA baMdhanamAMthI chUTakAro thAya. piMjarAmAMthI pipaTa mukta thAya, khIlethI Dhera mukta thAya e dravya mukita che. jyAre ATha karmanA baMdhanamAMthI jIvanI mukita thAya te bhAvamukti che. - baMdhuo ! herane kaI khIle bAMdhe tyAre e baMdhAya che, e jAte baMdhAyA nathI paNa tamane keIe bAMdhyA che ke tamArI jAte baMdhAyA che? tamane te kaI bAMdhe nahine? kAraNa ke tame Dhera nathI manuSya che. (hasAhasa) rane tene mAlika khIle bAMdhe che. ne samaya thatAM choDI mUke che. tema A jIvane paNa je bIjA keIe baMdhanamAM bAMdhyuM haze te te AvIne choDaze tyAre jIvana chUTakAre thaze. paNa jIvane bIjA keIthI baMdhanamAM baMdhAvuM paDayuM nathI. jIva pote ajJAna, kaSAya ane mohAdi vibhAvadazAne kAraNe pitAne karmanA baMdhanathI bAMdhe che ane jJamyakajJAna, darzana, cAritra AdithI jIva pite pitAne cheDe che. bIjA keIe te jIvane bAMdhe nathI paNa koI ema kahe ke mArA karmoe mane bAMdhI rAkhyo che ema mAnavuM te paNa bhUla che. kAraNa ke karmo jIvane kevI rIte bAMdhe? e karmone bAMdhanAre te jIva paDe che. ApaNuM jIve karmo bAMdhyA te baMdhAya. paNa chava karmo na bAMdhe te karmo baMdhAtA nathI. heya na cetana preraNuM, keNu grahe te karma, jaDa svabhAva nahi preraNuM, juo vicArI dharma je cetananI preraNA na hoya to kamane egya pagalene keNa grahaNa kare? jIva jyAre pitAne svabhAva bhUlIne parabhAvamAM joDAya che tyAre karma bAMdhe che. chavakSaNe kSaNe rAga-dveSanA bhAmAM ramaNatA kare che tenA badale pitAnA jJAna-darzana Adi bhAvamAM

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226 zAradA sAgara je ramaNutA kare te duniyAmAM koI evI zakti nathI ke jIvane baMdhanamAM bAMdhI zake. ApaNe AtmA anaMta zaktine svAmI che. caitanya svarUpa che. tyAre karma te jaDa che. cetana AgaLa jaDanI tAkAta che ke te bAMdhI zake? tattvArtha sUtramAM AcArya umAsvAtijIe paNa kahyuM che ke "saSAyAvAknIvaH karmo jovAnuM purAnA " jyAre jIva kaSAyamAM joDAya che tyAre karmane yegya pudagalene grahaNa kare che. kedhAdithI jIvane karma baMdha thAya che ne kSamAdithI te baMdhanane chedI zakAya che. bIjI bhASAmAM kahIe te rAga-dveSa ane moha e jema karma baMdhanane paMtha che tema jJAna-darzana-cAritra e mokSane paMtha che. jIva je pitAnA svabhAvamAM sthira hoya te karmanI tAkAta nathI ke jIvane dabAvI zake? karmo game teTalA baLavAna heya paNa aMte jaDa che ne AtmA cetana che. paNa je gharane mAlika UMghato hoya te cera lUMTArA enI milkata tUTI jAya che. tema jIva je pramAdane vaza thaIne UMghate haze te pitAnuM jJAna-darzana-cAritra ane taparUpI dhana lUMTAvAnA che ane karmanI parAdhInatAmAM paDI aneka vidha kalTokAre jIvane sahana karavA paDe che. anaMtakALathI pramAdane vaza thaIne jIve potAnuM sarvasva gumAvyuM che. chatAM haju paNa jIva pramAdane tyAga karIne purUSArtha kare te hAthamAMthI gayeluM sAmrAjya pAchuM meLavI zake. aMdaranI akhUTa zAMti eTale jJAna-darzana cAritra e jIvanuM sAcuM sAmrAjya che. ene eka vakhata pAmI jAya te A jIva traNa bhuvanane samrATa banI jAya. AtmAnA sAmrAjya AgaLa cakavatInA cha khaMDanI addhi paNa taNakhalA tulya che. mATe AtmAnuM sAmrAjya prApta karavAne A amUlya avasara che. A avasara pharI pharIne maLa durlabha che. mATe evuM nizAna tAkIne mahArAjAnI chAtImAM e prahAra kare ke mehanIya karma jaDamULamAMthI ukhaDI jAya. maharAja e AtmAne kaTTara zatru che. anatI vAra eNe jIvane bhavamAM bhamAvyo che. eNe jIvanI kharAbI karavAmAM bAkI rAkhI nathI. mATe A vakhate to evuM parAkrama karIne baLathI tenI sAme jhajhumIe ke pharIne e mehazatru UbhuM na thAya. karma jaDa hovA chatAM cetanane kevA nAca nacAve che ! vanarAja kezarI siMhane eka gheTuM khAI jAya e kevI vAta kahevAya? baLavAna evA siMhane gheTuM khAI jAya e vAta sAMbhaLIne bhalabhalA AzcaryamAM paDI jAya. siMha AgaLa gheTAnI tAkAta che? tema anaMta zakitanA adhipati evA AtmA AgaLa jaDa karmanuM paNa zuM gajuM? paraMtu A zakitazALI AtmA jyAM pite potAnA svarUpamAM na hoya, jaDa pulomAM Asakta banI gaye hoya tyAM jaDa karmo tene dabAve emAM zuM Azcarya! sUtele caitanya rUpI siMha eka vAra svarUpamAM AvIne garjanA kare te tene gherI vaLelA ATha karUpI

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zAradA sAgara 227 gheTA palavAramAM bhAgI jAya ne AtmA baMdhanamAMthI mukata banI jAya. je jIvane mokSa meLavavAnI IcchA pragaTa thaI nathI te jIva haju acaramAvartakALamAM che. eTale ke haju caramAvartakALamAM AvyuM nathI. bhavI jIvanA aMtaramAM te bhava pratyene kheda hoya che. ane nizadina zuM vicArazuM kare che? anaMtakALathI huM janmamaraNanA pherA pheruM chuM. caturgatinA cakarAve caDhaye chuM. haju A bhavabhramaNano aMta na Ave? A paribhramaNane aMta kayAre Avaze? mAre AtmA paMcamagatine kayAre pAmaze? AvA vicAro jene AvatA hoya te jIva bhavI che. abhavI jIvane mekSa tatvanI vAta rUce nahi. jyAM mokSanI vAta Ave tyAM abhavI tyAMthI Ubho thaI jAya. navatattavamAM jIvAdi ATha tattvonI abhavI jIva zraddhA kare paNa mekSatavanI zradhA kare nahi. mokSa tatvanI zraddhA nahi karanArA jIvane jJAnIe atyaMta bhAre kamI kahyA che. anaMta Atmika, avyAbAdha evA mekSanA sukhane cAhanArA cha nikaTa mokSagAmI che. ghAtI ane aghAtI karmanA kSaya pachInuM je Atmika sukha che te vAstavika sukha che. baMdhuo! ghAtakarmane kSaya kyAre thAya? jyAre mehanIya karma hAthamAM AvI jAya tyAre ne? mohanIyakarma keTalA guNaThANa sudhI hoya te jANe cho ne? agiyAramA guNasthAnaka sudhI meha hoya che. 11- 12 - 13 - 14 e cAra vItarAgI guNasthAnaka kahyA che chatAM agiyAramAM guNasthAnanuM nAma upazAMta meha guNasthAnaka che. tyAM bhALelA agni je sUma lebha hoya che te sUkSma lebhane udaya thAya te kaSAya agni, prajaLe ne jIva paDavAI thatAM dazame thaIne paDatAM paDatAM pahele guNaThANe paNa cAlyA jAya che. ne agIyArame guNasthAnake kALa kare te anuttara vimAnamAM jAya che ne je paDate aTake te dazame thaIne AThame guNaThANe jAya. tyAM jaIne pAchA kSepaka zreNI mAMDe te bArame guNaThANe jaIne mehanIya karmane mULamAMthI kSaya kare che. ane teramA guNasthAnanA pahele samaye kevaLajJAnanI jyota pragaTAve che. TUMkamAM ApaNe te e vAta cAle che ke ghAtI karmane kSaya thayA pachI AtmAnuM sukha alaukika hoya che. eka mohanIya karma jAya eTale jJAnAvaraNI, darzanAvaraNIya ane aMtarAya ApameLe jAya che. badhAmAM jambara mohanIya che. jambara senApati pakaDAI gayA pachI nabaLAne pakaDatA vAra lAgatI nathI. eTale ATha karmanA kSaya pachInuM je sukha che te Atmika sukha che. e sivAyanuM pIgalika sukha game tevuM caDhIyAtuM hoya paNa aMte duHkharUpa che. evI daDha pratIti je jIvane hoya che te niyamA bhavI jIva che. abhavI jIvane bhautika sukhanI bhUkha hoya che. ane te mATe te cAritra aMgIkAra karIne ugra tapa kare che. jenI jatanA te evI rAkhe ke zrAvaka hoya tyAre pUjyA vinA pagaluM paNa na

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228 zAradA sAgara bhare. chatAM tene mikSa thatuM nathI. kAraNa ke tenuM cAritra ane tapa bAhya bhAvathI hoya che. aMtarathI anukaMpA hotI nathI. tapa-saMyama Adi UMcAmAM UMcI karaNa kare che ne bhayaMkara upasargo paNa khUba samatAbhAvathI sahana kare che. te phakta UMcAmAM UcA devalokanA sukha meLavavAnI IcchAthI devalokanA sukhe te mAne che paNa mekSanA sukhane abhavI mAnatuM nathI eTale karmakSayanA dhyeyapUrvakanI te jAtanI kaI pravRtti hotI nathI. jJAna ane cAritramAM abhavI game teTalo vikAsa sAdhe paNa samyakatva vinA tenA jJAna ane cAritra bane niSphaLa che. ne te abhavI jIva kyAre paNa karmanI kedamAMthI mukita meLavI zakato nathI. devalekamAM rahelA deva paNa karmonA baMdhanane chedI zaktA nathI. to nArake ane tirya te bicArA kayAMthI chedI zakavAnA che? tenAthI adhika nigadamAM ane sthAvarakAmAM rahelA AtmAo te karma sattA nIce taddana dabAyelA che. te badhA karatAM uttama manuSyabhava maLe che te khUba purUSArtha karI karmonA baMdhanamAMthI AtmAne mukita apAvIe te mAnavabhava maLyAnI saphaLatA che.' baMdhuo ! A manuSya janma pAmIne vItarAga vANInuM zravaNa kare ne vicAra karo, ahIMyA tame khUba sAMbhaLyuM haze te bIjA bhAvamAM paNa e vItarAga vANI AtmAne jagADaze. kaI jaMgalI mANase eka vakhata karIne svAda cAkhe ne tenI dADhamAM svAda rahI gayA. pharIne ghaNAM varSe kerIne joze te kaheze ke meM AvuM kyAMka joyuM hatuM. khUba vicAra karaze te tene badhuM yAda AvI jAya che tema A kRtajJAnano abhyAsa paNa jIvane parabhavamAM tAre che. pUrve jeyeluM, anubhaveluM ne sAMbhaLeluM joIne agara sAMbhaLIne tiryaMcAne paNa jAti smaraNa jJAna thaI jAya che. te pachI manuSyonI to vAta kayAM karavI ? A bhavanA saMskAre parabhavamAM jIvane jAgRta kare che. eka dAkhalo ApuM. eka vakhata Arya suhasti nAmanA AcArya vizALa samudAya sAthe rAmAnugrAma vicaratA vicaratA aneka jIne pratibodha ApatAM ujayinI nagarInI bahAra udhAnamAM padhAryA. AcArya suhastinA manamAM thayuM ke A ujayinI nagarImAM je prAsuka jagyA maLe te joIe ema vicArI pitAnA be ziSyane nagarImAM prAsuka makAnanI tapAsa karavA mekalyA, prasuka sthAnanI tapAsa karavA gayelA be munio yatnApUrvaka nagarImAM pahoMcI gayA. Ama tema tapAsa karatAM karatAM bhavya mahelAtamAM vasatI bhadrA mAtAne tyAM AvyA. bhadrA mAtAe be hAtha joDIne vinayapUrvaka vaMdana karIne pUchayuM. aho munirAja ! Apa kyA gurUdevanA ziSyaratna cho ane ahIM zA kAme padhAryA che? te kRpA karIne kaho. munie kahyuM- he mAtA! amo Arya suhasti mahArAjanA ziSya chIe. gurUdeva bahAra udyAnamAM vizALa ziSya parivAra sAthe birAje che. teo nagaramAM AvavA Icche che. eTale nirdoSa vizALa makAnanI tapAsa karavA amane mokalyA che A sAMbhaLI bhadrA mAtAne khUba AnaMda thayo ne kahayuM - mAre tyAM sauthI vizALa :vAhanazALA

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zAradA sAgara 229 prAsuka che. Apa sukhapUrvaka padhAro. tyAM ApanA jJAna-dhyAnamAM koI jAtanA vAMdhe nahi Ave, ema kahI munine vAhanazALA khatAvI munine e sthAna anukULa lAgyuM. temaNe jaine gurUne vAta karI. che tamAre tyAM pauSadhazALA ? dehanI badhI sagavaDa karI paNa AtmA mATe zu ? jene tyAM AvI vizALa vAhanazALA che te mAtAne tyAM samRddhisaMskAra ane zauryanA triveNI saMgama hatA. deva bhavamAMthI cyavIne AvelA avaMtI sukumAra nAme te mAtAne eka putra che. te putra uMmara lAyaka thatAM dhanADhaya gharanI apsarA jevI chatrIsa strIe sAthe lagna karavAmAM AvyA che. dAma deAma sAhayakhI che. tevI vizALa havelInA sAtame mALe raMgazALAmAM rahI rAta-dvivasa devalAka jevA sukhA bhAgave che. vyApAra, rAjagAra, levuM, devuM' Adi vyavahArika kArya mAtA bhadrA saMbhALe che. jyAre avatI sukusAra te sukha-bheAgamAM ramI rahayA che. A tarapha A suhasti mahArAja potAnA vizALa ziSya parivAra sAthe ujjayanI nagarImAM bhadrA mAtAnI vAhanazALAmAM padhAryA. bhadrA mAtAne AnaMdanA pAra na rahe. padhArA, padhArA zudeva! Aje mAre ghera mAtIne meha varasyuM. mAre ghera senAne sUrya ugye. mArA AMgaNe kalpavRkSa phaLyA. Aje mAruM ghara pavitra anI gayuM, mahArAja tA peAtAnA jJAna dhyAnamAM masta banI gayA che. sAdhu peAtAnAmAM masta che. jyAre bhadrA mAtAnA lADakavAyA avatI sukumAra bhegamAM masta che. Ama karatAM sAMja paDI. gAthA sAMbhaLatAM jAti smaraNa jJAna" :- sUryAsta pachI pratikramaNu karI AcArya mahArAja peAtAnA ziSyeA sAthe madhura svara ane kokIlakaMThe sUtranI svAdhyAya kare che. temAM nalinI gulma vimAnanuM varNana cAle che. A madhura svare gavAtA rAganA mAjAo havAmAM phelAtA phelAtA sAtamA mALe jyAM avaMtIsukumAra bhAgamAM tallIna che tenA kAne athaDAyA. kAnadvArA tenA hRyamAM pahAMcyA ne hrayamAM khaLabhaLATa macyA. hRdayamAMthI magajamAM paheAMcyA tenA magajanuM jJAnakendra sacetana banyuM have bhAgane choDIne svAdhyAya sAMbhaLavAmAM ekatAna banyA jema jema nalinI gulma vimAnanA devatAI sukhAnu varNana sAMbhaLatA gayA tematema pramAda ane viSayaleAga tajI eka dhyAna lagAvIne sthira khanatA gayA ne vicAraNA karavA lAgyA ke A saMtA jevuM varNana kare che te devabhavanu sukha meM kayAreka anubhavyu che. vicAra karatAM karatAM mana-vacana-kAyAthI sthira thaI gayA. tenA rAma rAma vikasIta anI gayA Ama ciMtana karatAM tene jAtismaraNu jJAna utpanna thaI gayuM tyAre jANyuM ke aheA! huM ja nalinIzukSma vimAnamAM hatA ne tyAMthI AyuSyapUrNa karIne ahI janmyA chuM. ahIM ghaNuM sukha hAvA chatAM devanA sukha AgaLa te kevuM che? kSIra samudra pAse lavaNusamudra jevuM che. huM te| mAnatA hatA ke mArA jevA kAi sukhI nathI paNa A sukhe te kaMpAMkanA phaLa jevA che. kSaNika che. te

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230 zAradA sAgara mAre have cetavuM joIe. Ama vicAra karI badhI strIonI vaccethI Ubhe thaye. sAtamA mALethI UtarI Arya suhasti pAse AvIne vinayapUrvaka vaMdana karI hAtha joDI gurUdevanI pAse besI gaye ne pUchayuM ke he gurudeva! Apa je nalinIgulama vimAnanuM varNana karo che te zuM Apane pratyakSa dekhAya che? mahArAja kahe bhAI! mane pratyakSa dekhAtuM nathI. paNa gurU pAsethI zAstranuM je jJAna saMpAdana karyuM che tenA AdhAre jANI zakIe chIe ke nalinI gulma vimAnamAM vasatA devanA AvA vaibhava che ne AvuM sukha che. bAkI pratyakSa dekhAtuM nathI tyAre avaMtIsukumAre kahyuM gurUdeva ! huM bhadrA mAtAne putra chuM Apa jenuM varNana kare che te nalinI gulma vimAnamAMthI devanA sukha jogavIne ahIM Avyo chuM paNuM te devanA sukha pAse mane ahInA sukhe tuccha ne asAra lAge che. mane jAti smaraNa jJAna thayuM che. eTale tyAMnA vaibhava ane sukha mane te pratyakSa dekhAya che. tyAMnA vaibhava zAzvata che ne ahIMnA sukhe te nAzavaMta che. te he gurudeva! Apa mane kRpA karIne kahe ke huM te deva vimAnanA sukha kevI rIte prApta karI zakuM? have ahIM mArAthI rahI zakAya tema nathI. tyAre gurU kahe che bhAI! te devanA sukha te saMyamathI pAmI zakAya che kuMvara kahe gurudeva! mane jaldI dIkSA Apo huM devakanA sukha vinA tRpti pAmI zakIza nahi. mArI AzA pUrNa kare. samaya joIne gurU kahe che bhAI! tane devalokanA sukhanI ATalI badhI jhaMkhanA che. paNa vicAra kara devanA sukhe karatAM paNa siddha bhagavaMtonuM sukha te anaMtagaNuM che. devanuM AyuSya pUrNa thaye tyAMthI cavavuM paDe che eTale te sukha paNa azAzvata che. ne siddhanuM sukha zAzvata che. tyAre kumAra kahe che. devanA sukhathI paNa caDhIyAtuM sukha maLatuM hoya te te mAre joIe che. paNa e sukha kevI rIte maLe? tyAre gurU kahe che AtmalakSe, karmanirjarAnA hetuthI ugra saMyamanuM pAlana thAya te jaldI mekSa maLe che. te gurUdeva! have mAre eka kSaNa saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. Apa jaldI kare. baMdhuo ! juo, avaMtIsukumArane kevI laganI lAgI che! devanA sukha meLavavAnI laganI hatI have mekSanI laganI lAgI. gurU kahe che kumAra! tuM haju nAno che. vaLI sukumAra che. mAtAne lADakavA che, bharayuvAnImAM saMyama levo kaThIna che, paMca mahAvratanuM pAlana karavuM te lAkha jajananA merU parvatane mAthe upADavA jevuM kAma che. mINanA dAMte leDhAnA caNa cAvavA jevuM che. agnine sparza bhayaMkara che tenA karatAM paNa saMyamanuM pAlana ati AkaruM che, vaLI tapa kara dehayale che. pariSaha samabhAve sahana karavA paDaze. bola, tArAthI banI zakaze? barAbara vicAra karaje. ' gurUnA vacana sAMbhaLI avaMtIsukumAra kahe che prabhu! duHkha vinA kadI sukha maLatuM nathI. alpa dukhe jhAjhuM sukha maLatuM hoya te te duHkha gaNAya nahi. have mane ahIMnA traddhi-ramaNI ane raMgamahelanA sukha gamatA nathI. mArI ekeka kSaNa lAkheNI jAya che,

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zAradA sArA 231 mane jaldI dIkSA ApeA. enA sAcA vairAgya joIne gurU kahe che tArI bhAvanA UMcI che. paNa mAtAnI AjJA sivAya mArAthI tane dIkSA apAya nahi. mATe jo tAre ddIkSA levI hAya te! tArI mAtAnI ane piravAranI AjJA laI Ava. "mAtA pAse dIkSAnI anumati mAMgI" :- kumAra gurU pAsethI bheA thai mAtAnI pAse AvyA, mAtAne namana karI mAtAnA paganI caraNaraja laI kAmaLa svare vinave che. mAtAjI! mane dIkSAnI AjJA ApeA. mArI kSaNa lAkheNI jAya che. kALarAjA kayAre Avaze tenI khakhara nathI. kALanA paMjAmAMthI bacAvavA kAI zaNabhUta thaze nahi. piMjaramAM paDelu' pakSI arniza duHkha veThe che tema huM paNa A mAyA piMjaramAM sapaDAye chuM te| mane mukata karo. Rddhi ane ramaNInA adhana mane dIThA paNa gamatA nathI, A kAyA kAcI mATInA kuMbha jevI che. teA have DhIla nahi karatA. mane jaldI dIkSAnI AjJA Ape. sacamanI dhUna lAgI, Atama pyAsa jAgI, ApA maiyA ApeA mane dIkSAnI bhikSA-ApeA (2) he maiyA ! mane dIkSAnI bhikSA Ape. putranA vairAgyabharyA vacane sAMbhaLIne mAtA kahe che beTA ! A tu zu khele che? atyAre kAi dhRtArAe tArA mAthAmAM bhurakI nAMkhIne tane bharamAvye nathI ne ? tu lakSmInA lADakavAyA, mArA prANanA AdhAra, mArA haiyAnA hAra ane maMtrIza khatrIza yuvAna patnIonA svAmI che. vaLI tArI uMmara nAnI che, huM tane dIkSAnI AjJA nahi ApuM. tuM che beTA nAnA, besI rahe ne chAnA mAnA, nahi Apu (2) dikSAnI bhikSA....are nahi ApuM (ra) beTA ! tuM haju aNusamaju che. mATe khelyuM te khelyeA, have kayAre paNa tuM mArI pAse DhIkSAnI vAta uccArIza nahi. dIkSA levI te kaMi khAvAnA khela nathI. tyAM tane kevA kaSTo paDaze te tu jANe che ? sAMbhaLa, ahIM tuM keTalA sukhamAM rahe che. tyAM te bhUkha-tarasanA pariSaha veThavA paDaze. makhamalanI suvALI zayyAmAM pADhanArA tu eka garama saMthAriyA upara kevI rIte sUIzakIza ? ahI rAja rAja navA vastra paheranArA tyAM melA kapaDA kevI rIte paherI zakIza ? vALa bhAjIpAlAnI jema cUMTAze. eve leAca karavA paDaze ne mamatAnA saMpUrNa tyAga karavA paDaze. AvA To tArI kAmaLa kAcA sahana karIzakaze nahi, mATe dIkSAnI ghelachA cheoDIne nirAMte saMsAranA sukhA bhAgava avaMtI sukumAra mAtAnA meha bharelA vacanA sAMbhaLI vicAra karavA lAgyA ke A mAtA ane patnIe mane AjJA Ape tema nathI. jo temanI AjJA na maLe te gurUdeva dIkSA Ape nahi. have mAre zu karavu ?

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zAradA sAgara baMdhuo? je AtmA raMgabhegamAM rakata raheto hate tenA jIvanamAM kevuM parivartana thaI gayuM! jyAM raMgarAganI mastI hatI tyAM virAganI mastI jAgI. jIvana vana naMdanavana banyuM. tarata bAjunA rUmamAM jaIne potAnI jAte mAthAnA kezane loca karyone sAdhu veSa paherI mAtA pAse AvyuM, ne kahevA lAgyA ke he mAtA! mAre nirNaya aphara che. huM traNa kALamAM saMsAramAM rahevAno nathI. have tAre zuM karavuM che? putranA vacane sAMbhaLI mAtAne khUba dukha thayuM. te AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhArA vahAvatI kahevA lAgIbeTA ! te A zuM karyuM? mArI AzAnI velaDI teM jaDamULamAMthI ukhADI nAMkhI, tAruM zarada punama jevuM mukha joIne huM AnaMda pAmatI hatI. tArI batrIse strIo vinayavaMta che. sulakSaNa che, tArA paDatA bela jhIle che ne tAruM darzana karI AnaMda pAmatI hatI. AvI nirdoSa bALAo upara zA mATe ke pAyamAna thaye? tyAM batrIse patnIo bhegI thaIne kahe che svAmInAtha ! vayamAM nAnA ne aparaMpAra rUpALA che. tamane vaLI A dIkSAnuM bhUta kayAMthI vaLagyuM? mahAvrata pALavA e karavatanI dhAra upara cAlavA jevuM che. mana te caMcaLa pavana samAna che. mATe amAruM vacana mAnIne dIkSAnI vAta cheDI de, tyAre kuMvara zuM javAba Ape che.? hAthI dAMta jema nIkaLyA pachI pAchA jatA nathI tema meM je veza utAryo te pharIne have paherAya nahi, huM aDaga nizcaya laIne beTho chuM mukitanA sukha AgaLa saMsAranA sukha taNakhalA tulya che. mAre te karma subhaTe sAme jaMga khelavA saMyamanA samarAMgaNamAM javuM che mATe mane jaldI AjJA Apo. mAtA tathA patnIo kumArane samajAvIne thAkayA paNa kumAra aDaga rahayA eTale mAtA samajI ke have dIkaro koI paNa rIte saMsAramAM rokAvAne nathI. eTale nirUpAye AjJA ApI. dIkSAnI AjJA maLatAM anero AnaMda" - avaMtI sukumAra AnaMda vibhera banyA. ne mAtAne page lAgatA tenI AMkhomAMthI harSanA AMsu ubharAyA. AjJA maLatAM sakaLa parivAra sAthe gurUnI pAse gayA ne gurUnA caraNamAM mastaka jhukAvIne kahe che gurUdeva ! huM mArA kuTuMbanI AjJA laIne AvI gayuM chuM. mAtAe anumati darzAvI eTale avaMtIsukumAra kahe che saMsAra samudrane tAravAmAM saikA samAna he gurudeva! Apa have mane dIkSA Ape. samartha evA jJAnI gurUe sarva parivAranI samakSa tene dIkSA ApI ane parivAre jyaSa karyo ke dhanya che temane ke jeNe ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM AvA mahAna sukhane tyAga karyo. mAtAe paNa temane AzIrvAda ApyA ke he beTA! te je vrata aMgIkAra karyuM che tene dUSaNa lagADayA vinA niraticArapaNe pALI jaldI bhavasAgarane pAra pAmI zAzvata sukhano svAmI thaje. bhadrA mAtA gurU mahArAjane kara joDIne kahe che A putra! mArA kALajAnI kera je hate. mArI AthI ane jethI AjathI meM tamane soMpI che. duHkha zuM e eNe kadI joyuM nathI. te

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zAradA sAgara 233 ka tapa karatAM ene rekaje. bhUkhyAnI sAra saMbhALa rAkhaje ne ene sAcavajo. A pramANe kahI vaMdana karI duHkhita dile batrIza patnI ane bhadrA mAtA badhA parivAra sAthe ghera AvyA. "AtmAthI avaMtI munie bAramI pahimA vahana karavAnI AjJA mAMgI A tarapha navadIkSita avaMtI sukumAra muni gurUdevane kahe che he gurudeva! je Apa AjJA Ape te Aje zmazAna bhUmimAM jaI bAramI paDimA vahana karUM? gurU te jJAnI hatA. jJAna dvArA jANI lIdhuM ke A jIva alpa samayamAM kAma kADhI javAne che eTale kahyuM ke he devAnupriya tamane jema sukha upaje tema kare. gurUnI AjJA maLatAM 'tarata prathama gurUne vaMdana karyuM ne pachI caraNamAM paDI kSamA mAMgI. temaja badhA saMtane khamAvyA ne badhAnI AjJA laIne javA nIkaLe che tyAre badhA saMtanI AMkhamAM AMsunI dhAra vahevA lAgI. darekanA dilamAM thaI gayuM che ke kamaLa! eka palavAramAM sayama laIne karmonI sAthe jaMga khelavA cAlya! avaMtI muni ekalA cAlI nIkaLyA. bhayaMkara vanamAM ghaNe dUra jyAM zamazAna hatuM, maDadA baLI rahyA hatA. je vana bhayaMkara bihAmaNuM ne vikarALa hatuM. koI divasa te khulA page cAlyA na hatA. makhamalanI gAdI jevA komaLa pagamAM kAMTA bheMkAyA, kAMkarA vAgyA ne lohInI dhAra vahevA lAgI. evA sukomaLa ane sobhAgI kuMvare kaThaNa pariSaha sahavA mAMDayA. eka jagyA e ubhA rahI paMca parameSTIne hRdayamAM dhAraNa karI sarva jIvarAzIne khamAvyA. pachI arihaMta zaraNuM pavanajAmi. sidhe zaraNuM pavajAmi sAhu zaraNe pavanajAmi kevaLI pannataM dhamaeN pannata dhamma zaraNe pavanajAmi A rIte cAra zaraNanA dhyAnamAM lIna banI gayA. dIkSAnI prathama rAtre bhayaMkara upasarga - muninA pagamAMthI lehI nIkaLatuM hatuM te lehInI gaMdhe gaMdha eka bhUkhI- ziyALaNI pUrvanuM vera yAda karatI, bhakSanI zodha karI potAnA baccA sahita tyAM AvI. muni to kAusagga dhyAnamAM magna banI gayA che. te ziyALaNI ane tenA baccA lohIthI kharaDAyelA paga cATavA lAgI. tIrNa dAMtathI caTa caTa cAmaDI cUTavA lAgI. lehI-mAMsa gaTagaTAvA lAgI. cAmaDIne barAbara baTakA bharavA lAgI. ane naso tratraTa karatI teDavA lAgI. AkhI rAtrImAM te pagathI peTa sudhIno bhAga khAI gayA. AvA ghara saMkaTamAM muni ciMtavaNuM kare che ke he jIva! A kAyA mATImAM bhaLI javAnI che. baLIne rAkha thavAnI che mATe saheja paNa roSa rAkhIza nahi. A bhUkhyA prANIo mArI kAyAnuM bhakSaNa karI bhale tRpta thAya. AvI uccabhAvanAmAM prANa tyajyA ane nalinI gulma vimAnamAM maghamaghatA manahara puSpathI bharacaka devazayAmAM deva tarIke utpanna thayA. manavAMchita phaLa meLavyuM. sAthe ekAvatArIne

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234 zAradA sAgara bile laI gayA. eka divasamAM uccabhAvanAnA baLe kayAM hatAne kyAM pahoMcI gayA? pachI tyAMnuM AyuSya pUrNa karIne mekSamAM jaze. muninA darzane jAya che. mAtA ane patnIe - A tarapha kumArane dIkSA ApIne gayA pachI bhadrA mAtA ane tenI batrIsa putravadhuo kumAranI viraha vedanAthI pUrI rahyA che. rAta paDI paNa koIne UMgha AvatI nathI. vicAra kare che aha! ApaNe tetrIsa jaNA chIe. eka ja mANasa nathI tenA abhAvamAM mahela ke bheMkAra jevuM lAge che. kaI khAtA pItA nathI. kure che. jyAre savAra paDe ne emanA darzana karavA jaIe. evI bhAvanA che. raDatAM ne mUratAM rAta pasAra karI. savAra paDatAM bhadrAmAtA ane batrIsa strIo badhA darzana karavA mATe gurU pAse AvyA. eka pachI eka badhA saMtAnA darzana karyA. paNa jenA darzana mATe AMkhaDI talase che tevA avatI sukumAra munine joyA nahi eTale vinayapUrvaka vaMdana karIne bhadrAmAtAe pUchayuM. gurUdeva ! haju gaI kAle dIkSA aMgIkAra karI che evA ApanA navadIkSita ziSya kayAM che? gurUe te pitAnA jJAnathI jANI lIdhuM hatuM ke kayAM gayA ne zuM banyuM eTale kahyuM he mAtA! e te jyAMthI AvyA hatA. tyAM cAlyA gayA. ema kahI zuM banyuM ne kyAM gayA te badhI vAta vistArapUrvaka kahI mAtA ane strIone kALa kalpAMta - vAta sAMbhaLatA mAtA ane batrIsa patnIe haiyA phATa rUdana karatI bebhAna avasthAmAM dharatI upara DhaLI paDI. AMkhamAMthI azrunI dhArA chUTI. duHkhane sAgara ubharAye. bhAnamAM AvatA gurU mahArAjane kahe che amArA manamAM ema hatuM ke amArA patinA sAdhuvezamAM darzana karIzuM ne pAvana thaIzuM ane yathAzakita vrata niyamanuM pAlana karIzuM. amAruM ATaluM sukha paNa deve sAMkhyuM nahi ne amane anAtha banAvI dIdhA. amArA pUrA pApa ubharAyA. have ame kayAM jaIzuM? kone kahevuM ? zuM karavuM? kaMI sUjha paDatI nathI A rIte pastA karatAM pachADe khAtAM badhA jayAM muni dhyAna magna banyA hatA tyAM AvyA. putranuM chinnabhinna thayeluM kalevara joI AMkhamAMthI azrunI dhArA vahevA lAgI. arere.dIkarA! A zuM karyu? mAtA ane patnIone karUNa kalpAMta bhalabhalA kaThora hRdayanA kALajAne kaMpAvI de tevuM hatuM. evuM karUNa vAtAvaraNa sarjAyuM hatuM. have jIvatara zA kAmanuM che? he hadaya ! tu kema phATI jatuM nathI ? pASANa che ke leha ? vahAlAne viyoga sAMbhaLAtAM tuM kema phATI paDatuM nathI ? kaTArI peTamAM mArIne peTa cIrI nAMkhIe ke agnimAM paDIne bALI marIe ! A dukha dehamAM samAtuM nathI. Ama bolIne mAtA tathA patnIo kalpAMta kare che. temanA sagAsabaMdhIoe temane samajAvIne putranA zabanI aMtima kriyA karI lathaDatA page dukhita dile badhA ghera AvyA. gharamAM paNa keIne gamatuM nathI. bhadrA mAtA kahe che "gaye gaye mArA gharane rAja gaye. "

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zAradA sAgara 235 vahuo ! huM duHkhaNa thaI gaI. A rIte badhI patnI ane mAtA khUba vilApa kare che tyAre badhA snehIjane temane AzvAsana ApatAM kahe che A saMsAramAM saMga-viyoganA duHkhe AvyA kare che. saMsAranI mAyA jAdugaranA khela jevI che. dekhAvamAM rUpiyAnA Dhaga dekhAya paNa aMte te dhULanI dhULa rahI jAya che. A saMsAramAM sAcuM zaraNu dharmanuM che. dharma sivAya koI sAcuM rakSaka nathI. AvI vicAraNA karI manane dharmamAM jeDI de jethI kamane kSaya thaze. A rIte temane paNa saMsAranI asAratAnuM bhAna thayuM ne badhA vairAgya pAmyA. batrIsa patnIomAM eka garbhavatI hatI. tene ghare rAkhI bhadrAmAtA sahita ekatrIsa strIoe Arya suhasti mahArAja pAse cAritra aMgIkAra karyuM. garbhavaMtI strI raDavA lAgI. ahe ! huM kevI pApI ke badhI bene patinA pagale cAlI ne huM rahI gaI. tene eka putra thAya che. putra mATe thatAM te patnI paNa cAritra aMgIkAra kare che. duSkara tapa tapa karmone khapAvI aMtima samaye aNuzaNa karI AyuSya pUrNa thatAM audyArika zarIrane tyAga karI badhA devalokamAM gayA. dhanya che te mahAtmAone ke jemaNe AtmasAdhanA sAdhI lIdhI. - zreNIka rAjA anAthI munine kahe che tame anAtha che mATe dIkSA lIdhI che. "oma napho macaMtA" huM tamAre nAtha banuM ne tamane je joIe te sukhanI sAmagrI ApuM. temAM saheja paNa kamInA nahi AvavA dauM. tame mArA mahelamAM cAle eka tyAgI che ne bIje bhogI che. tyAgI tyAgamAM masta che. bhogI bhoganI parAkASTA e pahoMce che. bhegI bheganuM AmaMtraNa Ape che. tyAgI e AmaMtraNane dhULa samAna gaNe che. AtmAnuM svAmitva svIkArI levuM e tyAgane viSaya che ne bhoganI gulAmI svIkArI levI e tRSNAne viSaya che. tyAgamAM tRpti che tyAre bhogamAM atRpti che. tRpti ane atRpti e baMne bhinna zabda che. bhinnatAmAM ekatAnI khuzabe kayAMthI hoya ? banenA rAha judA che. duniyAmAM rivAja che ke jenI pAse je hoya tenuM te AmaMtraNa Ape che. rAjA pitAnI buddhinA mApe muninuM mApa kare che pite bhogavilAsamAM masta che e bhegavaTAmAM tene manuSyabhavanI sArthakatA samajAI nathI eTale vaibhavanuM bahumAna kare che. ne munine potAnA rAjyamAM AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa Ape che have muni zreNIka sajAne bhama TALavA mATe zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. - caritra aMjanA satInA mAthe karmanA kALA vAdaLAM gherAI gayA che tenA sAsue tenA upara khUba kedha karyo ne e to tene cAlyA javAnuM kahIne pitAnA mahele gayA ane prahalAda rAjAne bolAvIne kahyuM tame kaMI jANe che? aMjanAe kevA kALA kAma

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zAradA sAgara 236 karyA che? mArA lADIlAe te enuM mukha paNa joyuM nathI ne te kahe che huM tamArA putrathI garbhavatI thai chuM. A sAMbhaLI prahalAda rAjA siMhAsanethI UbhA thai gayA ne ketumatInI vAta sAMbhaLatA mAthe vIjaLI tUTI paDayA jeTalA AMcakA lAgyA je aMjanA mATe bAra bAra varSothI kAi ajugatI vAta sAMbhaLI nathI A vAta mArA mAnavAmAM AvatI nathI. tyAre ketumatI dveSa karIne kahe che ke huM najare joine AvI chuM. have e kulaTA ApaNA rAjyamAM na joie ene enA bApane ghera melI de. jyAM sudhI ene nahi mekale tyAM sudhI mAre annajaLanA tyAga che. tyAre rAjA rANIne zAMta pADatA kahe che tame Akaza na thAva. Avu vicArI kArya ApaNAthI na karAya. banavA joga che ke pavana AvyA hAya mATe ApaNeA dIkarA Ave tyAM sudhI rahevA de paNa rANI te ekanA be thatA nathI. rAjA prahalAda haju paNa samajAve che ke rANIjI pUrI cAkasAI karyA vinA ApaNAthI kADhI mUkAya nahi. rAjA mahendranA ApaNI sAthenA sabaMdhane paNa vicAra karavA joie. kAi jIvane anyAya thai jAya tenI javAbadArI ApaNe samajavI joie. A rIte rANIne khUba samajAvyA paNa rANInA dha zAMta thatA nathI AgaLa zuM manaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na. 29 zrAvaNa suda 15 ne gurUvAra sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAe te mahenA, anaMta upakArI, mamatAnA mAraka ane samatAnA sAdhaka evA trikALInAthe jagatanA jIveAnA duHkha dUra karavA mATe Agama vANI prakAzI. Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhinA trividha tApane haravAnI ane janma-maraNanA trAsane maTADavAnI tAkAta A vItarAga vANImAM rahelI che. prabhunI aMtima vANI uttarAdhyayana sUtranA vIsamA adhyayanamAM anAthI nigraMtha ane temanI sAme zreNIka rAjA ne pAtrA sAmasAmI rahelA che. eka pAtra bhAgane mahattva Ape che ne khIju pAtra tyAgane mahatva Ape che. ekane lAganu sukha game che tyAre khIjAne tyAganuM game che. jene je game che tene te tarapha AkarSe che. rAjA munine namrabhAve kahe che huM nAtha! ApanA pratye mArA hRdayamAM ghaNA prema ubharAya che. tethI kahuM chuM ke Apa mArA mahelamAM padhArA. ApanI A tao vaya, kumaLI kAyA tapa ane saMyamamAM karamAi jatI joine mane duHkha thAya che. mATe mArI vinaMtIne svIkAra kare. Ama kahI muninA javAmanI rAha juve che. tA. 21-8-75 jene saMsAranA sukha vinazvara lAgatA hoya tene game teTalA pratyeAbhanA maLe chatAM kayAMthI pIgaLe ? e mahAna AtmA hatA. A jagatamAM anata AtmAe che. tenI

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zAradA sAgara jJAnIoe traNa vibhAgamAM vaheMcaNI karI che. (1) bahirAtmA (2) aMtarAtmA (3) paramAtmA. AtmAne unnatinA zikhare laI javA mATe cauda guNasthAna rUpI cauDha pagathiyAnI sIDI che. temAM cauda guNasthAnakamAM prathama traNa guNasthAnakanA AtmAo bahirAtmA kahevAya che. cothAthI bAramA guNasthAnakamAM rahelA AtmAo aMtarAtmA kahevAya che. ne teramA, caudama guNasthAnanA AtmAo paramAtmA kahevAya che. baMdhuo ! jJAnIo kahe che ke je AtmAo potAnA zarIrane AtmA mAnatA hoya ane jenA aMtaramAM "aha" ane "mamanuM guMjana thayA karatuM hoya ke mAre ATalA dIkarA che. mAre ATalA baMgalA ane moTara che. huM vizALa parivAravALe, huM dhanADhaya, huM AvuM chuM, te chuM. mArA jevo kaI vaibhavazALI nathI mArA jevA ke sukhI, yazasvI ke zrImaMta nathI. AvuM badhuM jenA aMtaramAM guMjana thayA karatuM hoya te bahirAtmA che. mithyASTinA kAraNe bahirAtmabhAvavALo jIva saMsAranAM rapa rahIne pApa Acare che ne temAM aMtarathI lepAyeluM hoya che ane e kAraNe pugala bhAva tarapha e jIvanuM AkarSaNa hoya che. A AtmA bahirAtmA kahevAya che. - badhA saMyoganI sAthe jyAre AtmA sAkSI bhAve rahe che tyAre tene aMtarAtmA kahe che. tene badale pratye aNagamo thAya che. te AtmA saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM lepAta nathI. temaja jene jJAna che ke A zarIranA rAgamAM phasAIne pigalika sukha bhogavIne je karmonA sarjana karyA che tene laI karmAnusAra jIva te gatimAM jAya che ne janma-maraNanAM duHkho bhegave che. Avo AtmA aMtarAtmA kahevAya che. aMtarAtmA e paraMparAe paramAtmA bane che. A rIte AtmajJAnanI parAkASThA vikAsa pAmatI jAya che ane e bhoganI arUcivALo AtmA aMte bhegene tyAga kare che. rAga - devanI mohajanita ceSTAo tene bALakanI ramata jevI lAge che ne ene tyAga kare che. "durva mApadaM" ne enuM prANasUtra banAvIne sadAcArI jIvana jIve che ane bAramA guNasthAnanA cheDe rAga-dveSa janita kameno nAza karIne temAM guNasthAnanA pahelA samaye A aMtarAtmA sarvajJa-sarvadazI bane che ane anaMta sukhane svAmI bane che. bahArathI rAgAdinA saMgano tyAgI have aMtarathI paNa rAgAdi rahita banI jAya che ane sarva ajJAnathI mukta bane che tethI te vitarAga sarvajJa kahevAya che. AvA AtmAne paramAtmA kahevAya che. TUMkamAM rAgAdine rAgI te bahirAtmA che. rAgAdinA devI te aMtarAtmA che, jyAre rAgAdine vinAzaka paramAtmA che. jyAM sudhI rAgAdi bhAve che tyAM sudhI nirmaLa jJAnaprakAzanI prApti thatI nathI. jo AvuM kevaLajJAna prApta karavuM hoya te rAga-dveSAdi kaSAyone nAza karavAnI sAdhanA kare ane AMtara zatruone vinAza thaye eTale kevaLajJAnanI ta pragaTayA

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zAradA sAgara vinA rahevAnI nathI. kevaLajJAna pragaTa thatAM AtmA paramAtmA banI jAya che ne ate zAzvata sukhanA svAmI bane che. 238 baMdhue ! e sukha kevA ? tame jene sukha mAnyuM che te sukha nahi. A te nakkara ane zAzvata sukha che. A jagatamAM sukha e jAtanu che. eka asalI ne khIju nakalI. asalI te peAtAnuM ne nakalI eTale bhADUtI. A saMsAranu sukha eTale pADezIne . tyAMthI mAMgI lAvelA dAgInA paherIne temAM AnaMda mANavA jevuM sukha. ghare lagna hAya che tyAre bhADUtI DhAgInA paherIne mANuNya zarIrane zeAbhAyamAna karIne harakhAya e paNa AnaMda keTalI vAra TakavAnA? aMdarathI te mANasa samajatA hAya che ke huM phakakaDa thaIne phera chu paNa lagna pataze eTale A badhA DhAgInA pAchA ApI devAnA che. A zAbhA tA cAra ghaDInI cAMdanI jevI che. A rIte puNyanI rozanI khujhAi jatAM khadhI zAbhA khagaDI jAya che. kAraNa ke sukha puNyathI maLe che ne puSpa bhADUtI dAgInA jevuM che. jagatanuM' kAI paNa sukha lAvA. badhu bhADUtI che. ApaNeA AtmA cetana svarUpa che. jJAnADhi guNA enA potAnA che ne ene e mAlika che. AtmAne lAgelA karmo paNa AtmAnA nathI. zubha karmonA yathI utpanna thatuM sukha paNa AtmAnuM nathI. e badhu AtmAthI para che. zAstramAM kahyuM che keH ego me sAsao appA, nANa daMsaNa saMjuo / sesA me bAhirAbhAvA, savva saMjoga lakkhaNA / utta. sa. a. 19, gAthA 92. jJAna ane darzanathI yukata evA potAnA AtmA zAzvata che. te sivAyanA badhA bAhya bhAvA che. bhalene tame parAyA sukhamAM pAgala banIne harakhAtA hai| paNa traNa kALamAM e tamArA thavAnA nathI. mAnI le ke koi akhopati mANasa kavInamerI" meATara kharIdI lAve ne temAM besIne harakhAya ke kevI sarasa mArI gADI che! tene e peAtAnI mAne che paNa vAstavika rIte vicArIe te je vastu potAnI nathI tene ajJAnapaNe peAtAnI mAnI lIdhI che. putra- parivAra, dhana-vaibhava vigere samRdhdhi peAtAnI nathI. jo e peAtAnuM hAta te! kadI jAta nahi paNa ahIM te| tame najare dekhA che ne ke e badhuM game te paLe hAthamAMthI chaTakIne cAlyuM jAya che pachI enI pAchaLa pAka mUkIne raDaze| teA paNu pAchu Ave che? mele, A vAta te tamane samajAya che ne? chatAM mAruM mAruM cheDatA nathI. madhue ! A mamatAnI gAMTha kayAre chUTaze? zubhAzubha karmathI maLatI cIjo upara mAlikInA dAvA karavA e mATAmAM mATu ajJAna che ne e ajJAna duHkhanuM mULa che.

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zAradA sAgara 239 jJAna-darzanAdi guNe sivAya jagatamAM mAruM koI nathI. are, jemAM rAta divasa vasuM chuM te deha paNa mAre nathI. evA satyanI nakakara bhUmikA upara je tyAgI mahAtmAe UbhA rahe che temane koI jAtanA duHkhane anubhava thato nathI. duHkha kayAM che? jyAM mamatA che tyAM duHkha che ne? jyAM mArApaNuM nathI tyAM duHkha nathI. sAcA vItarAgI saMta dehAdinA duHkhane ke sukhane paNa potAnA mAnatA nathI ane tethI sukha ane dukhamAM nilepa rahe che. aNissio ihaM loe, paraloe annisso| ____ vAsIcandaNa kappo ya, asaNe aNasaNe tahA // vitarAgI saMte Aleka ke paralokanI AkAMkSAethI virakta bane che. AhAra pANI maLe ke nA maLe tenI paNa paravA nahi. joke temanA deha upara caMdananA vilepanA kare ke vAMsalAthI chedI nAMkhe paNa badhAmAM samabhAva rAkhe che. AvA bhAva kayAMthI AvyA? parAyI cIja uparathI mAlikI uThAvI lIdhI che. parAyI vastu upara mAlikIne dAve kara e pApa che. je enA upara mAlikIne dAve karatA nathI te parAyI cIjanA sukhamAM ke tenA bhaDakAmAM saheja paNa dukha dharatA nathI. kAraNa ke je potAnI vastu che te AtmA che ne tenA jJAnAdi guNe koI zastrathI chedAtA nathI, agnithI baLatA nathI ke koI zastrathI kapAtA nathI. ene koI kAMI karI zakatuM nathI. jenAmAM lAkho nagarane ekI sAthe vinAza karavAnI pracaMDa zakti rahelI che tevA hAIDrojana boMba paNa AtmAnA eka paNa pradezane vinAza karI zakatA nathI. jene eka aMza paNa vinAza na thaI zake jene eka aMza kadI paNa jaDa na banI zake, jenA upara jagatanI mahAna zakita paNa kAMI na karI zake tevo mahAna zakitavAna AtmA che. baMdhuo ! mAre ne tamAre AtmA A zaktisaMpanna che. jarA ekAMtamAM besIne vicAra kare. je kauna kahAM se AyA, mujhe kahAM para jAnA he . kauna jagatameM merA hai, Isa jagameM kahAM ThIkAnA hai | huM keNuM chuM? kyAMthI Avyo chuM ne mAre kayAM javAnuM che ke jenI pAchaLa huM ghela bane chuM te mArA che ke parAyA che? mAruM koNa che? aMdarathI javAba maLaze ke huM. huM mAlika huM chuM. devAnupriye ! A huM eTale ke huM? ene javAba Ape. tame bole che ne huM kaMIka chuM. te huM eTale koNa? tame ene javAba nahi ApI zake. le, huM tamane kahI dauM. A tamArA ahaMbhAvane huMkAra nathI, paNa AtmAne pitAne huMkAra che ke huM mArA jJAnAdi anaMta guNone mAlika chuM. je mahAna purUSane AvuM bhAna thAya che te purUSe jagatanI parAyI cIjonA sabaMdhathI mukta bane che ane

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zAradA sAgara pudgalathI bharelA jagatane pITha karIne AtmAnI prakAzamaya duniyAmAM cAlyA jAya che. pudgala teA vinAzI che ne puddagalathI prApta thatAM sukha paNa vinAzI che; AtmA avinAzI che ne tenuM sukha paNa avinAzI che. mele, A vAta teA kharAkhara che ne ? pudgalanuM sukha vinAzI che eTale jagatamAM sukha ane du:khanA taDakA chAMyaDA dekhAya che. jo avinAzI hAta tA kadI koIne duHkha Avata nahi. 240 eka vakhata jIvane saMpUrNa zAzvata ane zudhdha sukhanI majAne khyAla AvI jAya teA pachI apUrNa, vinAzI ane bheLa seLavALA paudgalika sukhAne rasAsvAda mANavAne vicAra paNa na kare. jyAM ajJAna che tyAM A saMsAranA sukhanI lAlasA che. jiMdagIne mahela mAnI raAApa mahI, pAnAnA mahela che e mane khabara paDI nahi. khabara nahi (2) e mahelanA nahIM karavA bharAsA (2) Avaze e kALa kyAre .... madhue ! A tamArI jiMDhagI kevI che ? khelA teA kharA, pAnAnA mahela jevI ne! pAnAnA mahela jevI jiMdagImAM tame mahAmahenate badhI sAdhana sAmagrI vasAvI, tyAM yamarAjAe phUMka mArI tamArI jiMdagIne mahela kaDaDaDabhUsa karateA tUTI paDyeA. jiMDhaMgI samApta thai gai. pharIne khIje kyAMya janma thayA tyAM navI duniyA, navI vAtA ane navA sa MsAra UbhA karyAM. pharIne mahAmahenate pAnAnA mahela UbheA karyA na karyo tyAM yamarAjAe phUMka mArI ne pAcho mahela jamInadAsta thai gayA ne vaLI pAcheA navA saMsAra UbhA karyA. kevI A saMsAranI karUNatA che! ne saMsArI sukhAnI pAchaLa pAgala anelA jIvAnI paNa kevI karUNAjanaka sthiti che! basa ATaluM draSya tamArI najara samakSa dekhAya ke pAnAnA raMgaberaMgI mahela caNAyA ne paDayA. are, AmAM huM zuM mAhyA ! teA pachI tamane saMsAranA sukha pratye rAga nahi thAya. jaDa cetananA bhedane samajanArA AtmAe paulika AnaMdanA A kSaNa kSaNu vinAzI svarUpane pakaDI pADe che ne temAMthI udAsIna bhAve rahe che. pachI te ApameLe pugalanA sabaMdha chUTatA jAya che. dehanA samaMdha chUTatA nathI. paNu aNucImaya ane vinAzI samajIne tenI mamatA paNa chUTatI jAya che. devAnupriyA! A dehanA sa Mge caDhI jIve anatA ko bAMdhyA ne tenA kAraNe jIva anaMta saMsAramAM rajhaLye che. zA mATe? tenuM kAraNa tamane samajAya che ? jue, A zarIranA pASaNu mATe te indrane managamatu sukha ApavA mATe jIvane parigrahanI mamatA jAge che ne parigraha te pApanuM mULa che. aDhAra pApasthAnakamAM pAMcamuM pApa sthAnaka che. e teA tame jANA che ne ? parigraha durgatinA daravAjo khAlanAra che. enI

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zAradA sAgara pAchaLa AtmAnI khuvArI karI nAMkhI. have A manuSyajanma pAmIne AtmAnI khuvArI nathI karavI, paNa AtmAnI khumArI lAvI karmonI khuvArI karavI che. Aje ghaNI jagyAe paisAne khAtara pitA-putra, bhAi-bhAi, pati-patnI ane mAtA-dIkarI paNa jhaghaDe che. te vairanI vaNajhAra UbhI kare che. mArA baMdhuo ! have jo tamAre kanA kAjaLathI lepAyelA AtmAne svaccha banAvavA hAya te parigrahanI mUrchA choDavI paDaze. parigraDa mATe mAnava kAramI hiMsA karatAM paNa acakAtA nathI. itihAsanA pAne azeAka samrATanu nAma jANe! che ne? tenu nAma pahelAM caDa azAka hatuM. eka vakhata te mATuM sainya laine erisA upara caDhAI karavA gayA. azAkanu sainya khUba vizALa hatuM. tenA sainya AgaLa erisAnuM sainya dazamA bhAganuM hatuM. erisAnA rAjAnA sainyamAM sainikA ochA hatA paNa laDavAmAM zUravIra hatA. te sAmI chAtIe laDavA lAgyA paNa jyAM sAgara pAse khAkheAciyA jeTaluM sainya hAya tyAM te kevI rIte TakI zake? eka pachI eka zUrA sainike laDAimAM khapI gayA. ArisAnA rAjAnI hAra thai ne azAkanI jIta thai. eTale te khUma AnaMdamAM AvI gayA. kAraNa ke vijaya saune game che. kAine parAya gamatA nathI. vijayakA vagADI aAAka ramaidyAnamAMthI pAcho phare che. tyAre mArgamAM lAkhA sainikAnI lAze| paDelI joi. temAM dareka sainikAne AgaLa ghA vAgyA hatA. kAinI chAtI vIMdhAI gaI hatI te kAine kapALamAM gALI vAgI hatI, keAInA hAthapaga kapAI gayA paNa kAinI pIThamAM ghA na hatA. Anu kAraNa zu? madhue ! e badhA sainikA zUravIra ane dhIra hatA. badhA sAmI chAtIe laDatA hatA. eka ArisAnuM rAjya bacAvavA ane azAkane jItavA mATe sainike sAmI chAtIe jhajhUmyA te have ApaNA AtmAne karmarUpI kaTTara zatrunI gulAmImAMthI mukta karavA ApaNe paNa sAdhanAnA samarAMgaNamAM tapa ane tyAganI talavAra laIne sAmI chAtIe jhajhUmavuM paDaze ne ? eka dravya vijaya mATe keTaluM zUrAtana batAvavu paDe che te AtmAnA vijaya mATe paNa ApaNe ApaNuM zUrAtana jhaLakAvavuM paDaze. AtmAnA vijaya meLavavA mATe sAdhanAnA saMgrAmamAM maraNIyA thaine mAthuM mUkavuM paDe teA vAMdho nahi evI zraddhA hAvI joie. vIdhAi gayelA sainikAnI lAze joine azAkanu hRdaya dravI uThayuM. ahA! eka rAjyanA TukaDA mATe keTalA sainikAnA karapINu khUna thaI gayA che! keTalI ghera hiMsA! aMte teA zajya ane sattA madhu choDIne javAnu che. azAkanA haiyAmAM khUba pazcAtApa thayA ne tyArathI nirNaya karyo ke have mAre ii AvuM yuddha karavuM nahi. tyArathI e caMDa azeka phITIne sAcA azeka khanI gayA ne samrATa zekanA nAmathI prasiddha thayA. tame paNa gA-prapaMca, ane chetarapiMDInA dhaMdhA choDI sAcA zrAvaka aneA. azAkanu hRdaya jema palTAyu tema jIvane paNa pApane pazcAtApa thaze te hadaya palTAze. 241

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242 zAradA sAgara Aje rakSA baMdhanane pavitra divasa che. Aja divasa baLeva e nAmathI paNa oLakhAya che. ApaNA bhArata dezamAM bIjA dezo karatAM A tahevAranuM mahattva khUba che. Aje bahene pitAnA bhAIne rAkhaDI bAMdhavA jaze ne temanA bhAI hAtha lAMbo karIne baMdhAvaze. A rAkhaDI bAMdhavAne uddezya zuM che e tame jANe che? bahena rAkhaDI bAMdhIne bhAIne ema kahe che bhAI ! huM jyAre saMkaTamAM sapaDAuM tyAre tuM mArI rakSA karaje. pAMca-paccIsa rUpiyA ke so rUpiyAnI sADI ApI devAthI rakSAbaMdhana patI jatI nathI paNa bahene rAkhaDI bAMdhIne tamane baMdhane bAMdhyA che. eTale bahenanA sukha-duHkhamAM saMbhALa rAkhavAnI javAbadArI bhAInA mAthe che. A rakSA baMdhana viSe seMkaDo aitihAsika dAkhalA che. rAjapUta rAjAnI rANIoe muslIma rAjAone bhAI gaNI rAkhaDI bAMdhI che ne e muslIma rAjAoe bahena gaNune emanuM rakSaNa karyuM che. rakSA baMdhana viSe junAgaDhanA rAjA rA'navaghaNa ane bahenI jAhalanI paNa karUNa kahANa che. (rA'navaghaNe jAhalanI kevI rIte rakSA karI che. A vAta pU. mahAsatIjIe suMdara rIte raju karI hatI.) A rakSA baMdhananI zarUAta kayArathI thaI? jyAre arjunane putra abhimanyu sAta koThAnI laDAI karavA gayA tyAre tenA dAdI kuMtA mAtAe abhimanyune rAkhaDI bAMdhIne AzIrvAda ApIne kahyuM-dIkarA! jyAM sudhI tArA hAthe rAkhaDI raheze tyAM sudhI tAre vALa vAMke nahi thAya. ane ema ja banyuM ke jyAM sudhI e kuMtA mAtAnI rAkhaDI abhimanyunA hAthe bAMdhelI rahI tyAM sudhI tene koI harAvI zakayuM nahi. paNa kRSNa ane abhimanyune pUrvanA vaira hatA. eTale abhimanyune samajAvIne kahyuM ke yuddhamAM AvA dorA sArA na lAge. tuM ene tArI talavAra sAthe bAMdhI de, abhimanyue talavAra sAthe rAkhaDI bAMdhI dIdhI ne chevaTe kRSNa udaranuM rUpa laIne rAkhaDI kApI nAMkhI tyAra pachI abhimanyu marA che. AvuM vaiSNava sAhityamAM kaheluM che. TUMkamAM rakSA baMdhananuM mahatva khUba che. paNa upara je kahevAmAM AvyuM te dravya rakSAbaMdhananI vAta thaI. have ApaNe bhAva rakSAbaMdhana viSe vicArIe. prANImAtranI rakSA karavI e sAcI rakSAbaMdhana che. ApaNe jaina zAstramAM ATha prakAranI dayA batAvI che temAM eka svadayA ne bIjI padayA. parayAne artha pitAnA sivAya bIjA samasta prANIo che tenI dayA karavI ane temanI rakSA karavI te. e te tame sahelAIthI samajI zake che paNa svalyAne artha tamArAmAMthI ghaNAM nahi samajatA hoya. svadayAne artha che pite pitAnI dayA karavI ne pitAnI rakSA karavI. tamane thaze ke pitAnI dayA karavAmAM kahevAnI zI jarUra ? pote pitAne keNa kaSTa Ape che ? duniyAmAM koI paNa manuSya e mUrkha nathI ke pite pitAne kaSTa Ape paNa pite pitAne duHkhathI bacAvavAno prayatna kare che. baMdhuo ! tamane tamArA manathI kadAca ema thatuM hoya te e tamArI vAta ThIka che ke dareka manuSya pote potAne duHkhathI

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243 zAradA sAgara mukata karavA prayatna kare che. eTale pAte peAtAnI yA kare che. paNa temAM meATI bhUla thAya che. e kai bhUla ? vicAra kare. peAte zarIrane peAtAnu mAnyuM che. tethI zarIrane kema sukha maLe te bilakula kaSTa na paDe te mATe koziSa kare che. paNa e vAta bhUlI jAya che ke svanA sAcA artha zarIra nahi paNa AtmA che. AvuM zarIra tA jIve anatI vAra dhAraNa karyuM" che ne cheDayu che. anaMtakALathI jIve vividha prakAranA zarIra dhAraNa karyo che. kAi vakhata hAthI jevu me!hu zarIra tA kayAreka kathavA jevu nAnu, rAjA jevuM vaibhavazALI ane bhikhArI jevu garIba, deva jevu sudara ne nArakI--jevuM asahya du:khAne bhAgavavAvALuM zarIra jIve dhAraNa karyuM che. paNa zuM e zarIrane AtmA mAnI zakAya ? jo zarIra ja AtmA heAta tA zarIra zA mATe choDavuM paDe che ? mATe zarIranI rakSA karavI te svanI rakSA nathI. baMdhue ! svanI rakSA karavI eTale AtmAnI rakSA karavI. paNa A jIve zarIranI rakSA karavAnuM jeTaluM dhyAna rAkhyuM che teTalu AtmAnI rakSA karavAnuM nathI rAkhyu. pazu jo AtmAnI rakSA karavAnu dhyAna rAkhe ne AtmAne karmabaMdhanathI khacAvavAnA prayatna kare te vAraMvAra A duHkhanA bhAjana rUpa zarIra dhAraNa karavA paDe nahi. mATe AjanA rakSAba MdhananA divasa peAtAnA AtmAnI rakSA karavAnI preraNA Ape che have AgaLa vadhIne e vicAra karo ke AtmAnI rakSA kevI rIte karavI ? viSaya vikArAmAM jatAM AtmAne rAkavA, dAna-zIyaLa, tapanA zudhdha bhAvathI ArAdhanA karavAthI azubha kramAnA kha Mdha thatA nathI. tethI AtmA karmabaMdhana ane karmo bhegavavAnA kaSTathI macI jAya che mATe manuSya potAnA AtmAnI rakSA karavI joie jo AtmAnI rakSA nahi kare! teA anatakALa sudhI vAravAra cAra gatimAM vividha prakAranA zarIra dhAraNa karI, janma-maraNu karI krarmanI karUNa yAtanAe bheAgavavI paDaze. temAMthI khacavA mATe AtmAnI rakSA karaze. teA A rakSAbaMdhananu rahasya samajyA che. tame prANI mAtranI rakSA karA. je jIveA duHkhagrasta avasthAmAM che tene tamArI cathAzakti sahAya karI tenuM rakSaNa karA e rakSAbaMdhananA pavitra deza che. bahena paNu bhAIne kahe che vIrA ! meM tane Aje rAkhaDI bAMdhI che teA tenA baddalAmAM tAre mArI saMbhALa rAkhavI paDaze. tArI sahAyathI huM mArA sAsarAmAM gaiAravapUrvaka rahI zakuM. devAnupriyA ! A rakSAbaMdhananuM mahattva bhAI-mahena mATe ja nathI paNa brAhmaNa, kSatriya, vaizya ane zudra badhA varSo mATe khatAvyu che. vahepArI leAkeA peAtAnI kalama ane DiyAne rAkhaDI khAMdhe che. ne prAnA kare che he prabhu! mane anyAya, anIti ane adharmanA mArge jatAM rAkajo. ane A mArI kalamathI kAinI rAjI tUTI jAya koIne koI jAtanuM nukazAna na thAya tevu na lakhAya. kAraNa ke Aje paisA mATe mAnava khATA dastAveja ane khATA

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244 zAradA sAgara lakhANa banAvIne garIbonA gaLA kApata thaI gayuM che. eTale duniyA evA mANasane kalamanA kasAI kahe che. jene duniyA mahAjana kahe che tevA vaNikane kalamanA kasAInuM birUda maLe che. te sivAya karmabaMdhana thAya che. eTalA mATe dareka manuSya potAnI kalamane rakSAbaMdhana bAMdhatI vakhate daDha pratijJA karI levI joIe ke A kalama vaDe huM asatya lakhIza nahi. anItinA kAmamAM A kalama calAvIza nahi ane je zabdo lakhyA che tenuM prANanA bhoge paNa pAlana karIza. kSatriye kevI rIte rakSAbaMdhana mAne che? kSatriya rakSAbaMdhananA divase pitAnI talavArane rAkhaDI bAMdhe che. zA mATe? te eTalA mATe ke tenI talavAra pratyeka prANInI rakSA kare. koI atyAcArI manuSya dIna-duHkhI ane nirbaLa manuSya upara atyAcAra na karI zake ne kadAca e avasara AvI jAya te tenI talavAra atyAcArano sAmane karI zake. kSatriya kone kahevAya? kSataM duHkhaM kSatAt duHjAt trAyate iti kSatriyaH / sAce kSatriya te e che ke duHkhInA duHkha maTADe. AgaLanA samayamAM rAjAone prajAnA duHkha maTADavA mATe ne nyAyathI rAjya calAvavA mATe moTA yuddha karavA paDe te karatA hatA kAraNa ke prajA vatsala ane nyAyI rAjAnA dilamAM sadA evI bhAvanA heya che ke pitAnA rAjyamAM eka paNa mANasa duHkhI, bhUkhe ke kapaDA vagarane na rahe. je rAjA evI bhAvanA rAkhatA nathI ne prajAnA dukha maTADatA nathI te rAjA nathI. juo, AjanI sarakAra prajAne kevI cUsI rahI che, tulasIdAse kahyuM che ke "jAsu rAjapriyaprajA dukhArI, so nRpa avasi naraka adhikaarii|" je rAjAnA rAjyamAM prajA duHkhI che te rAjA narakana adhikArI che. prAcIna kALamAM kSatriya kyAre paNa pitAnA kartavyane tyAga karatA na hatA. dareka kSatriya samaya Avye pitAnA prANunuM balidAna ApIne paNa bIjAnuM rakSaNa karatA hatA ane je zaraNe Ave tene sahAya karatA. pachI zaraNe AvanAra duzmana pakSane kema na hoya? moTA bhAganA rAjAo kSatriya hatA. vIratva kSatriyane mukhya guNa che, vaNike kalama calAvI jANe che paNa zaraNe AvelAnuM rakSaNa karI zakatA nathI. jyAre kSatriya anAtha ane duHkhIjanonI rakSA karavAmAM samartha hoya che. A rIte kSatriya rakSAbaMdhana mAne che. tame paNa AjanA divase dukhIyArI bahenanuM rakSaNa karaje. ne tamArA AtmAne pApathI pAchA vALI AtmAnI sAcI rakSA karavA satya tarapha vaLo to tame sAcI rakSAbaMdhana ujavI che. vadhu bhAva avasare.

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zAradA sAgara 245 vyAkhyAna - zrAvaNa vada 1 ne zukravAra tA. 22-8-75 anaMta jJAnI mahAna puruSoe jagatanA cha upara karuNA karI zAstranI prarUpaNa karI. te vANI sAMbhaLavA maLavI durlabha che. kAraNa ke tamane e vANInuM vivecana, artha ane paramArtha koNa samajAve? saMtane vega maLe tyAre sAMbhaLavA ane samajavAnuM maLe ne? saMta samAgama tha te paNa durlabha che. mAnava je saMtanA samAgamamAM rahe te pitAnuM jIvana suMdara banAvI zake che. satsaMga karavAthI adhamamAM adhama mAnava paNa mahAna banI jAya che. rejanA sAta sAta jInI ghAta karanAra arjunamALI bhagavAna mahAvIranA samAgamamAM AvatAM sudharI gayo. manuSyanI AMgaLIo kApIne tenI mALA banAvIne gaLAmAM paheranAra mahAna pApI aMgulimAle paNa caitamabuddhane bheTe thatAM pitAnAmAM rahelA durgAne tyAga karyo. baMdhuo ! satsaMgane prabhAva ke mahAna che ! satsaMgathI mAnavane mAnasika ane AdhyAtmika vikAsa thAya che. hRdayanI malInatA, asthiratA, ane ajJAnatA cAlI jAya che. saMtoe batAvelA mArge cAlavAthI mAnava pitAnA zuddha AtmasvarUpane sAkSAtkAra karI zake che. eka saMskRta lekamAM paNa kahyuM che ke - jADayaM dhiyo harati sigcati vAci satyaM mAnonnati dizati pApamapAkaroti / cetaH prasAdayati dikSu tanoti kotim, satsaMgatiH kathaya kiM na karoti puMsAm / / satsaMgati buddhinI jaDatAne nAza kare che. vANIne satyathI siMce che. pApane nAza kare che. cittane prasannatA prApta karAve che. tathA saMsAramAM yaza phelAve che. bole, satsaMga manuSyane mATe zuM nathI karI zakatA? arthAta badhuM kare che. ATalA mATe jJAnI kahe che ke AtmonnatinA Icchuka pratyeka jIve saMtane samAgama karavuM joIe. temane upadeza ane temanI jIvanacaryA dvArA ApaNe bedha levuM joIe. saMtenA saMparkamAM AvavAthI tamane khabara paDaze ke te keTaluM bairya ane sAhasa kheDIne kSamA dayA-satya ane sadAcArAdi zastrothI sajaja banIne karmarUpI zatruonI sAthe yuddha kare che. ne Atmika sAdhanAmAM kevI rIte AgaLa vadhe che. sAdhanAnA mArgamAM cAlatA satene kayAreka ugra pariSaha ane mAraNAMtika upasargo Ave che. tene AnaMdapUrvaka sahana kare che ne sva-para kalyANamAM tatpara rahe che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranuM vasamuM adhyayana anAthI nigraMtha svAra kalyANa karatAM meDikala udhAnamAM padhAryA che, ne rAjA zreNuka pharavA mATe AvyA che, paNa tyAM temane

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246 zAradA sAgara AvA mahAna AtmAthI saMta anAthI nigraMthane bheTe thayo che. have temanuM jIvana kevuM banI jaze te vAta AgaLa Avaze. ke nimitta naimittika sabaMdha bhegA thayA jIvanuM upAdAna zuddha hoya te nimitta maLatAM jAgI jAya che. paNa upAdAna zuddha karavuM te pitAnA hAthanI vAta che. baMdhuo ! te pArasamaNi samAna che. paNa saMtanI sAthe prIta karatAM vacamAM paDeda na hovA joIe, eka vakhata eka bhakata yogInI khUba sevA karavA lAgyuM. bhakatanI sevAthI yogI prasanna thayA. emanA manamAM thayuM ke Ane evuM kaMIka ApuM ke jethI tenuM dAridra TaLI jAya. vicAra karIne pelA bhaktane kahayuM ke bhAI ! pelI bImAM eka lekhaMDanI DabbI che. temA pArasamaNi che. te tuM ahIM laI Ava. huM tane te ApuM. tyAre pelA bhakatanA manamAM thayuM ke lokhaMDanI DabbImAM pArasamaNi rahe te DabbI zuM senAnI na banI jAya ? A sAce pArasamaNi nathI. gurue tene pArasamaNi Ape paNa tene zradhdhA nathI. gurU tenuM mukha joIne samajI gayA ke ene zaMkA che eTale temaNe pArasamane vIMTALe kAgaLa hatuM te kADhIne leDhAnI DabbImAM mUka eTale DabbI senAnI banI gaI ne ziSyanI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna thaI gayuM. pArasamaNimAM lokhaMDane suvarNa banAvavAnI tAkAta che paNa kayAre? lokhaMDa ane senAnI vacamAM paDadA na hovA joIe. tame paNa ghaNI vAra kahe che ne ke saMtanI pAse te khUba jaIe chIe paNa ApaNuM kalyANa karAvatA nathI. paNa bhAI! tame saMtanI prIta karI che paNa vacamAM vAsanAno paDade rAkhe che pachI kyAMthI kalyANa thAya? tame vyavahAramAM paNa bele che ne ke "prIta tyAM paDadA nahi, paDade tyAM nahi prIta, paDado rAkhI prIta kare te verInI rIta. jyAM sAcI prIti che tyAM paDade hote nathI. tame saMta pAse Ave che paNa aMtaramAM saMsAranI vAsanAne paDado bhego laIne A cho pachI kalyANa kyAMthI thAya? pArasamaNi karatAM paNa saMte mahAna uttama che. pArasamaNi ane saMtamAM phera che. "pArasamaNi aura saMtameM, baDe aMtara jANa, ve leha kA nA kare, te kare Apa samAna". pArasamaNi to leDhAne senuM banAve che paNa pArasa nathI banAvate paNa saMte pitAnI pAse AvanArane pitAnA samAna banAve che. paNa haju tamane saMsAra sukhanI AkAMkSA chUTI nathI. saMsAranA bhautika padArthomAMthI sukha meLavavA rAta-divasa mahenata kare che paNa vicAra kare, je padArtho pate nAzavaMta che te temAMthI maLatuM sukha paNa nAzavaMta heya ne? saMsAramAMthI sukha zodhavuM te ukaraDAmAMthI hIrAkaNIo zodhavA jevuM che. AtmAne paramAtmA banAva hoya te A saMsArasukhano rAga cheDa paDaze. ne

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zAradA sAgara 247 karmo khapAvavA puruSArtha kare paDaze. juo, koI kalAkArane paththaramAMthI mUrti banAvavI hoya agara pradarzanamAM mUkavA mATe ke manuSyanuM pUtaLuM banAvavuM hoya to te banAvavA mATe keTalI kArIgarI kare che ne keTalI mahenata kare che. e banAvatAM banAvatAM eka TAMkaNuM vadhAre marAI gayuM ne te mUrtinI AMkha agara kaI bhAgamAMthI saheja kazuM kharI jAya te tene badhe ze bagaDI jAya che. ne enI kArIgarI nakAmI jAya che. kArIgarane mUrti banAvavA ATalI mahenata karavI paDe che. to ApaNA AtmAne bahirAtmAmAMthI paramAtmA banAvavA mATe keTale purUSArtha karavo joIe! paramAtmA banavA mATe AtmAne paragharamAMthI svagharamAM lAvavuM paDaze. svagharamAM je sukha che te paragharamAM nathI. viSa te viSa che ne amRta te amRta che. traNa kALamAM viSa amRta thavAnuM nathI ne amRta te viSa thavAnuM nathI. ame vihAra karatAM thAkI gayA hoya te keInA baMgalAmAM be divasa rokAI jaIe. baMgale suMdara hovA chatAM amane AnaMda na Ave kAraNa ke amane sthAnakamAM svAdhyAya-dhyAna AdimAM je AnaMda Ave te tamArA baMgalAmAM na Ave kAraNa ke tyAM saMsAranA paramANuo paDelA hoya che. eTale AtmasAdhanAmAM AnaMda Avato nathI. paramANunI paNa kevI asara thAya che. maMDikakSa bagIcAmAM saMta padhAryA che tenI asara zreNIka rAjAne bagIcAmAM praveza karatAM thaI hatI. anAthI nigraMtha te svabhAvanI mastImAM khule che. AvA saMsAra tyAgI munine zreNIka rAjA kahe che tamane A durlabha manuSyajanma maLe che tene durUpayoga zA mATe kare che ? tamAruM zarIra kevuM suMdara che ! tamArA kAna kevA suMdara che. temAM kuMDaLa paherAvI dauM te kevA zobhI UThe? tamArA mAthe mugaTa ke sarasa lAge ne kaMThamAM je hIrAne hAra paherAvuM te kevo zebhe? tamArA hAthe bAjubaMdha paherAvuM ne suMdara rezamI jharInA vastra paherAvuM te tame eka devakumAra karatAM paNa adhika sauMdaryavAna dekhAze. te tame AvA divya zarIrane saMyama laIne zA mATe veDaphI nAkhe che. tame kahe che ke huM anAtha te mATe saMyama dhAraNa karyo che te have huM tamAro nAtha banuM, tame mAre tyAM rahIne manamAnI moja uDAve. tamane kaI vAte ochuM nahi AvavA dauM. tyAre zreNIka rAjAne munie kahyuM ke he rAjana! je zarIrane tame durlabha mAnI rahyA cho te bhagapagamAM veDaphI nAMkhavA mATe nathI. temaja tame mArA nAtha thavAnuM kaho che paNa sAMbhaLe. - - - - - - appaNA vi aNAhosi, seNiyA magahAhivA / appaNA aNAho santo, kassavAho bhavissasi // - utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA 12. he magadhadezanA adhipati! tame pote anAtha che te mArA nAtha kevI rIte

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248 zAradA sAgara banI zakaze? baMdhuo ! A zreNIka rAjAe munine kahyuM ke huM tamAro nAtha banIza paNa tame keInA nAtha banavA taiyAra cho? koI mANasa tamane ema kahe ke mAre dIkSA levI che te mArI patnI ane mAtA pitAnuM rakSaNa karaze? te tame zuM kaheze? bhAI ! tuM kahe te pAMca-daza hajAra rUpiyA ApI dauM paNa emane jiMdagIbhara pAlavavAnI mArAmAM zakti nathI. kRSNa vAsudeva kevI dAMDI pITAvatA hatA ke he mArA prajAjana ! jene dIkSA levI hoya te khuzIthI le, tamArA gharaDA mA-bApa haze te huM mArI devakI mAtA ane vasudeva pitAnI jema pALIza ne saMtAne nAnA haze to pradyumna kumAranI jema rAkhIza tame tenI ciMtA na karo. khuzIthI dIkSA le. pite dIkSA laI zaktA na hatA. paNa je levA nIkaLe temane khUba pretsAhana ApatA hatA. tame tapazcaryA karI zake te karaje paNa na karI zakatA he te gharamAM je karI zake che tene pretsAhana te jarUra Apaje. karanArane anumodanA ApavAmAM paNa ghaNe lAbha che. zreNuka rAjA muninA nAtha banavA taiyAra thayA paNa munie temane ke javAba Ape? ke tuM pote anAtha che te mAro nAthe kevI rIte banI zakIza? A vacana sAMbhaLIne zreNuka rAjA thaMbhI gayA. muninuM vacana temanI chAtImAM tIranI jema vAgI gayuM. muni rAjAne oLakhatA na hatA te vAta judI hatI. paNa rAjAnA manamAM ema thayuM ke eka bAju mane kahe che he magadhAdhipa zreNIkA ane bIjI bAju kahe che ke tuM anAtha che. A vAta kema bane? mane oLakhavA chatAM te anAtha kahe che? A vacana rAjA zreNIkane hADahADa lAgI gayA. devAnupriye! muni khUba vivekapUrvaka bele che. muninA kahevAmAM gUDha rahasya che. vANa belavAmAM paNa vinaya-viveka joIe. kadAca koIne kaTu vacana kahevAI jAya te kevo anartha sarjAya che ne vacananI vedanA keTalI sAle che! eka vakhata eka brAhmaNa kAzIethI bhaNune pitAnA gAmamAM AvatuM hatuM. eNe ghaNI bhASAonuM temaja bIjuM ghaNuM jJAna meLavyuM hatuM. pagapALA cAlyA AvatA rastAmAM jaMgala AvyuM. siMhanI bhayaMkara garjanAo saMbhaLAtI hatI. AthI brAhmaNa bhayabhIta banI gaye. kAraNa ke saune maraNane Dara lAge che. tyAM te siMha chalAMga mArIne Avyo. brAhmaNane bhaya lAgyo paNa te siMhanI bhASA zIkhIne Avyo hato eTale hiMmata karIne siMhanI sAme UbhA rahIne madhura bhASAmAM tene upadeza karyo ke he vanarAja ! tame pUrvabhavamAM kevA pApa karyo haze ke jethI AvI krUra jAtimAM tamAre janma thaye? ane A jAtimAM rahIne bIjA jenI hiMsA kare che tethI kevA karmo baMdhAya che? parabhavamAM tamAruM zuM thaze? A brAhmaNane upadeza sAMbhaLIne jaMgalI siMha TharI gaye. zAMta thaIne ubho rahyo. tene upadeza sAMbhaLa game. siMhe pitAnI bhASAmAM kahyuM. tame AjathI

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zAradA sAgara mArA gurU che mane darAja Ave! upadeza saMbhaLAvavA tame Avajo. siMhe brAhmaNane gurU khanAvyA. have gurUne kaiMqa dakSiNA tA ApavI joiene? siMhuM ghaNA mANasAnA zikAra karelA. e marelA mANaseAnA dAgInA enI eDamAM paDayA hatA. temAMthI eka kiMmatI hAra lAvIne brAhmaNane ApyA. brAhmaNa te khuza khuza thai gayA. te hAra laine peAtAne ghera gayA. have dararAja niyamita te siMhane upadeza ApavA mATe AvavA lAgyA. e rAja upadeza ApIne pAchA phare tyAre sihu sAnAnA dAgInA ApatA. have brAhmaNane teA kamAvAnI ciMtA maTI gai. gharamAM dhananA DhagalA thavA lAgyA. khUba chUTathI paisA vAparavA lAgyA. tame kaheA che ne ke pAse paise hAya te svarga paNa nIce utArI zakAya che. A brAhmaNa paNa mahA sukhI khanI gayA. A jagatamAM kAinuM sukha keAI joI zakatuM nathI, brAhmaNane sukha bhAgavatA joi tenA pADozIne IrSyA AvI gai ke kAle teA enA gharamAM kAMi na hatu ne ATalA badhA sukhI thai gayA! pADozI jAtaneA vALaMda hatA. vALaMdane irSyA bahu hAya. 249 vALaMdanI patnI brAhmaNanI patnIne pUche che, tArA pati zuM dhaMdhA kare che ? brAhmaNI kahe che huM kAMi jANatI nathI. tyAre pADAzaNa kahe che are, tu teA kevI mUkhI che ? tArA dhaNI kayAM jAya che ne zuM kare che. eTalI khakhara teA rAkhavI joie ne ! tArAmAM kaMI pANI nathI. ema ADuM avaLuM kahIne khUba caDhAvI eTale khAI te caDhI gai. enA pati ghare Avye eTale pUchyu ke tame hararAja kayAM jAva cho ? tyAre brAhmaNu kahe tAre zuM kAma che? te kahe, khasa, tame te mane kaMi kahetA nathI. mane kar3A teA hA. brAhmaNa kahe che paNa hu' tane kamAIne ApuM chuM. khIju tAre jANIne zuM kAma che ? khUma haTha karI. zrIhaTha AgaLa brAhmaNu hArI gayA ne kahyuM ke huM ahIMthI cAra mAIla dUra jaMgalamAM eka sihune upadeza ApavA jAuM te siMhu medha pAmyA che. tenA jIvanamAM khUba parivartana thaI gayu che. brAhmaNanI patnI kahe che svAmInAtha ! tame padmara divasathI si'hune upadeza Ape! che ne e bUjhI gayA che te have enI parIkSA te karI jue. dANA dakhAvA te khakhara paDe ke tenAmAM keTaluM parivartana thayuM! uparathI te sau sArA dekhAya. huM kahuM tema tame karajo. brAhmaNe patnInI zikhAmaNa sAMbhaLI. te khIje divase jaMgalamAM gayA. dararoja brAhmaNu jAya tyAre siMha sAmA AvIne tene salAma bharata ne brAhmaNa paNa tene kahetA aheA vanarAja ! AnaMdamAM che ne ? ema paraspara Anaa karatA, paNa Aje siMhu brAhmaNunA page vaLagIne salAma bharavA gayA tyAre brAhmaNa kahe che are...khesane kUtarA jevA. brAhmaNanA zabdo siMhune hAMDahADa lAgI gayA. siMhuM AvuM apamAna sahana karI zake nahi. tene krodha AvI gayA. brAhmaNane pote gurU manAvyA che. gurUne mAravA te dhAra

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250 zAradA sAgara pApa che. siMhanA dilamAM eka vAtanu dukha thayuM ke mane koIe goLIbAra karIne mArI nAkhyA hatA te ATaluM duHkha na thAta. paNa A vacana huM sahana nahi karI zakuM. baMdhuo ! A te siMha hato paNa manuSyamAM ya kaTu vacana keTalI kharAbI kare che ! eka bebInI patnI rAtre meDI ghera AvI tyAre ene pati bebI kahe che huM tane gharamAM nahi rAkhuM. cAlI jA. tyAre patnI kahe che kapaDA dheIne jIvana gujAre che ne ATalI badhI khumArI zA upara rAkhe che? rAmacaMdrajI jevA purUSe zuM sItAjIne gharamAM na rAkhyA ? tyAre bebI kahe che huM e rAmalA je namAla nathI ke cha cha mahinA rAvaNanA gharamAM rahI AvelI sItAne gharamAM rAkhI tema huM tane rAkhuM nahi. bebInuM vacana rAmacaMdrajI sAMbhaLI gayA. A vacana gALInI jema temanA dilamAM soMsaruM UtarI gayuM. tenuM pariNAma zuM AvyuM? satI sItA sukhe sUtA, dhobI veNa banyA dhUtA, sItA mUkyA vanavAse..veNa kaNamAMvacana vade sAjana. sItAjI A samaye garbhavatA hatA. mahelamAM AnaMdathI vasatA hatA. e samaye kApavAdathI rAmacaMdrajIe sItAjIne vanavagaDAmAM ekalI dIdhA. bhagavAna kahe che samyaka prakAre belAtA vacana ratna jevA che. vacana telane bele. bIjI vastuone khavA mATe maNanA ne adhamaNanA kATalA rAkhavAmAM Ave che ane jhaverAtane telavA mATe ratinA nAnakaDA kATalA rAkhavAnA hoya che. vANI samudrathI paNa adhika gaMbhIra, AkAzathI paNa adhika virATa, ane pANInI jema hameMzA svaccha ane pavitra hovI joIe. gya samaye boleluM vacana sonAnI vIMTImAM jaDelA hIrAnI jema camake che. mATe khUba vicArIne bele. jevI vANuM tevuM pariNAma Ave che. pele brAhmaNa vagara vicAryuM che je eTale siMhane khUba duHkha thayuM, chatAM ene paMdara divasa dharmane upadeza Apyo hato tethI tenA upakArane bhUlyo nahi. ne brAhmaNane eka dAgIne ApIne kahyuM have tame kAlathI Avaze nahi. kAraNa ke mane tamArA vacananI vedanA khUba sAle che. have AjathI cha mahine Avaje. je vacananI vedanA maTI jaze to huM tamAre upadeza sAMbhaLIza. brAhmaNane dilamAM khUba dukha thayuM. vile moDhe ghera AvI patnIne kahyuM ke tArI vAta mAnIne tArA kahevA pramANe karyuM tenuM kevuM pariNAma AvyuM? na baMdhuo! kharAba mANasanA saMge caDhavAthI kevI hAlata thAya che? mATe kahyuM che ke saMga karo te saMtane karo. eka vakhata eka rAjakumAra laDAI karIne pAcho pharyo ne vizALa vaDalAnA vRkSa nIce tenA sainya sAthe sUto hato. te samaye eka haMsa drAkSanA mAMDave jato hato tyAre kAgaDe kahe che bhAI mArA ghera Avo ne! haMsa kahe che tame

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zAradA sAgara mAre ghera Ave. paNa kAgaDA khUba Agraha karIne kahe che nA, eka vAra tame mAre ghera AvA, eTale haMsa kAgaDAnI sAthe gayeA. ane vaDalAnA jhaDanI DALIe beThA. je jagyAe rAjakumAra sUtA hatA tenI upara kAgaDA kheThelA. e rAjakumAranA mukha upara kAgaDA carakIne uDI gayA. huMsa te esI rahyo. kumAranu` meDhu bagaDayu eTale UMce joyu tA haMsane jocA. ene khUba krodha caDhayA. tethI tIra mAryuM eTale haMsa ghAyala thaIne taraphaDatA nIce paDayA. tyAre kumAra kahe che meM duniyAmAM kAgaDA tA ghaNA joyA. badhA kAgaDA kALA hAya che paNa A to dhoLA kAgaDo che tyAre huMsa kahe che-tu kSatriya che. te mane tIrathI vIMdhI nAMkhyA tene mane aphsAsa nathI. vahelA ke meDA eka divasa maravAnu teA che, paNa teM mane kAgaDA kahyo tenu mArA dilamAM pArAvAra duHkha che. mArI A dazA kema thai ? meM kAgaDAnA saMga karyA mATe huM kumAra ! maratAM maratAM eka zikhAmaNa ApatA jAuM chuM ke saga kare te sajjananA karajo paNa durjananA saMga kdI karaze nahi. je durjananA saMga karaze tenA mArA jevA havAla thaze. 251 madhue ! dunanA saMga jIvanamAM saDe kare che. jema karaDIyAmAM eka kerI khagaDe te khIjI khapI kerIne bhagADe che. AMgaLImAM saDA hAya ne kapAve nahi te pariNAme AkhA hAtha kapAvavAnA vakhata Ave che. te rIte eka durjananA saMga thAya te Akhu jIvana agADI mUke che. mATe dunathI dUra rahevu' sAruM. pele brAhmaNa cha mahinA pUrA thatAM siMhanA beDa pAse Avye ne sihune e!lAbyA. paNa siMha kahe che gurUdeva ! tame mane upadeza saMbhaLAvavA AvyA che paNa haju mane tamArA vacananeA ghA chAtImAM rUjhAye| nathI mATe have huM tamArA upadeza sAMbhaLI zakIza nahi. mATe A mArI chellI bheTa svIkAro ne pAchA sidhAveA. have kadI Avaze! nahi. aMte brAhmaNIne paNa bhAna thayuM ke pADAzaNunI sage caDhI na hAta te A sthiti na Avata. have zreNIka rAjAne munie kahyuM ke tu anAtha che te mArA nAtha kevI rIte thaiza? A zabdo rAjAne kahevA te jevI tevI vAta na hatI. paNa sAcA saMte sAcI vAta samajAvatI vakhate kAinI zarama dharatA nathI. zreNIkarAjAne jarA duHkha teA thayuM paNa pAchI enI vicAradhArAe vaLAMka lIdho ke huM mahAna samrATa rAjA chuM evuM A suni jANavA chatAM mane jo anAtha kahe che te temAM paNa kaiMka rahasya hAvu joie. vaLI mArA karatAM e uttama che eTale e mahAna paNa hAi zake emAM koI Azcarya nathI. A muninI vAta satya lAge che. have zreNIka rAjA munine tenuM kAraNa pUchaze ne ane vacce savAda cAlaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra - aMjanA upara ketumatIne krodha bhabhUkI uThayA che. rAjAne kahe che have e pAMpiNIne jaldI vidyAya karo. prajJAdarAjA khUkha sajjana ane vicArazIla hatA.

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252 zAradA sAgara, kadI avicArI kAma karavAnuM sAhasa kheDe tevA na hatA eTale ketumatIne kahe che tuM jarA zAMta thA. huM tapAsa karAvIne badhe nirNaya karuM chuM ema kahI rANIne samajAvIne vidAya karyo ne prahalAda rAjAe pratihArIne bolAvIne kahyuM ke tame atyAre mahAmaMtrI zIlaratnane bolAvI lAve. rAjAnI AjJA thatAM pratihArI rAjAne namana karI bahAra nIkaLyo. ne samAcAra maLatAM mahAmaMtrI rAjamahAlayamAM AvI pahoMcyA. prahalAda rAjAe mahAmaMtrIne besavA mATe Asana ApyuM. namana karIne pUchayuM-mahArAjA! acAnaka A sevakane zA mATe yAda kare paDe? rAjA kahe mahAmaMtrI! eka gaMbhIra ghaTanA banI gaI che. mahAmaMtrI mauna rahyA eTale rAjAe gaMbhIratApUrvaka pUchayuM. aMjanA gavaMtI banI che. mahArANI najare jaIne AvyA che. pachI Ape zuM vicAryuM ? jarA paNa acakAyA vinA mahAmaMtrIe kahyuM. rAjA kahe che mane te kAMI samaja paDatI nathI. aMjanAnI pavitratA viSe haju mArA manamAM zaMkA uThatI nathI. jyAre bIjI bAju aMjanA garbhavatI che e vAta eTalI satya che. ApaNe sau jANIe chIe ke bAra varSathI pavanakumAra aMjanA sAme je nathI te pachI A garbha kenAthI raho? rAjAe pitAnI mUMjhavaNa vyakta karI. mahAmaMtrI kahe che sAheba! aMjanA A aMge zuM mAhitI Ape che te Ape jANyuM? maMtrIe vAtanI pUrI mAhitI meLavavA A pramANe kahyuM. rAjA kahe che ketumatI AgaLa teNe ema kahyuM ke je divase pavanakumAre laMkA tarapha prayANa karyuM te rAtre te aMjanA pAse AvyA hatA ane traNa divasa tene tyAM guptapaNe rahI tenA nAmanI mudrikA ApIne game che ane tene garbha rahI che. A vAta sAMbhaLI mahAmaMtrI paNa vicAramAM paDI gayo. bAra bAra varSanA gALAmAM mahAmaMtrIe aMjanAnA satItvanI ghaNI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI hatI. pavanakumAre tene tyAga karyo hovA chatAM aMjanA kadI pavanajInuM vAMku bolI nathI. pavanachanI gerahAjarImAM aMjanA pitAnA zIlanuM kevuM ucca jatana kare che te vAta paNa AkhuM nagara jANe che. AvuM eka uttama strI utna Aje kalaMkti banI rahyuM che. e vicAre mahAmaMtrI kSaNavAra stabdha banI gayA. ane temaNe vicAryuM zuM manuSyanA jIvanamAM bhUla thaI javI saMbhavita nathI? sAgara tarIne kinAre AvatAM manuSya DUbI nathI jato? A rIte bhale bAra varSa sudhI aMjanAe pitAnA zIyaLane sAcavyuM paNa zuM Aje te bhUla na karI bese? ane potAnI bhUla chUpAvavA juThuM paNa na bele? mahArAjA! A mATe ApaNe atyAre ne atyAre nirNaya karavA jatAM ApaNe koIne anyAya karI besIzuM mATe mane Ajano divasa ne eka rAta taka Ape. huM e age banatI tapAsa karIne AvatI kAle prabhAtamAM maLIza. A rIte maMtrIe rAjAne kahyuM. rAjA kahe che paNa ketumatIe te tAbaDatoba aMjanAne vidAya karavAnuM te kahyuM che. kSamA karaje mahArAjA mahArANIe AvI utAvaLa na karavI joIe. Apa mahArANIne

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zAradA sAgara 253 AjanA divasa rAha jovA mATe samajAvA, kAle savAre te ApaNe cAgya nirNaya karavAnA che. paNa rANInA svabhAva chI che, e na samaje te zuM karavuM ? mahAmaMtrI kahe che te prajAmAM asateASa phATI nIkaLaze kAraNa ke prajAne ajanA mATe mAna che. leAkeA aMjanAne satI mAne che. ane jo ekAeka kADhI mUkavAmAM Avaze te paristhiti bagaDI jaze. maMtrIjI ! tamArI vAta taddana sAcI che. kAraNa ke prajAne kyAM khabara che ke pavanakumAranI gerahArImAM ajanA garbhavatI thai che ! eTale kAi paNa rIte ketumatIne samajAvI kAla sudhI rAha jovAnu nakkI karAvI mahAmaMtrI mahArAjAnI AjJA laine peAtAnA nivAsasthAne AvyA. ane peAtAnA gupta maMtraNAlayamAM jaine tarata pAtAnA vizvAsapAtra jayanAda nAmanA guptacarane khelAvyeA. A jayanAda mahAmaMtrI zIla ratnanA vyavahAra catura ane mAheAza guptacara hatA. aneka vikaTa prasa MgeAmAM teNe peAtAnI caturAi ane bAheAzI darzAvI mahAmaMtrInuM citta harI lIdhuM hatuM. jayanAda praNAma karIne mahAmaMtrInI bAjumAM besI gayA. mahAmaMtrIe tene badhI vAta samajAvI. ane e aMgenI agatyanI mAhitI meLavI lAvavA AjJA karI. have A guptacara aMjanAnA mahele jaze ne zuM mAhitI meLavI lAvaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na 31 zrAvaNa vada 2 ne zanivAra sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtA ne bahena ! jagata vanIya, parama tAraka jinezvara bhagavaMtAe mAnavane jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA batAvI che. jIvanA pUrA sadbhAgya hoya te paramAtmAnI prarUpelI pavitra vANI sAMbhaLavAnA zubha avasara maLe. jJAnIo kahe che he mAnava ! teM badhAne oLakhyA paNa teM tane peAtAne oLakhyA nathI. have sva taraph vaLa ane vicAra kara ke mAruM kanya zu ? jyAre sva taralnuM bhAna thaze tyAre aMtarAtmA khAlI UThaze. UThe UbhA thA. vyanI keDI tArI rAha jue che. jyanA sAda tane zuM nathI saMbhaLAtA ? kartavyUnuM pAlana karavA tArA jIvananu alidAna ApI de. je vyane samajatA nathI tenI AkRti mAnavanI che, prakRti pazunI che te kRti rAkSasanI che. jo jIvanamAM mAnavatAnA teja pragaTAvavA hAya tA sadAcAranI saurabha mANI leA. tame jANA che ne ke mahAna purUSa! mahAna kayAre thayA? zuM temane e hAthane khale cAra hAtha hatA? nA. jIvanamAM sAcAranI saurabha phelAvI tethI mahAna thayA. bhagavAna mahAvIra rAjamahelamAM hatA tyArathI temanA aMtaramAM kartavyanA nAda gAjI UThayeA hateA. zu mArI janma ane mAruM jIvana cAra divAlanA khAnAmAM tA. 23-8-75

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254 zAradA sAgara samApta thaze? nA. bhegavilAsa ane mojazekha e zuM mAruM kartavya che? nA. mAruM kartavya te samajavuM ane samajAvavuM, karavuM ne karAvavu, sAcA rAhe javuM ne bIjAne laI javA A mArUM kartavya che. | mArA baMdhuo! vicAra kare. A jIvanamAM tamane pApane bhaya lAgyo che kharo? je lAgyuM haze te pikAra thayA vinA nahi rahe. vIMchI DaMkha dIdhuM hoya te tenI kevI rADa paDe? kALo nAga sAme deDe Ave te kevI rADa pADo cho? karaDayA pahelA rADa pADe ne? vIMchI ke nAgano bhaya lAge che teTaluM pApane, bhaya hoya te zaDa nIkaLI jAya. paNa pApane jIva DhAMke che. pApa karatI vakhate ema vicAra kare che ke keNa jue che? bhale bIjA nahi jANe paNa atyAre mahAvideha kSetramAM vicaratA be keDa kevaLI bhagavaMte dekhe che tenuM zuM? ane anaMtA siddha bhagavatethI zuM jIvanA pApa gupta che kharA? ATaluM jIva samaje te gupta pApa kare khare? tattvajJAnIoe pApane bhaya pApabhIrU te guNa jaNAvyuM che. thaelA pApano DaMkha je kAramI vedanA samAna lAge te AtmA pApathI pAcho vaLyA vagara nahi rahe. sAMbhaLe, jene pApane bhaya lAge che tevA mahAna AtmAe rAjyamAM paNa lebhAtA nathI. e keNa? jANo cho? abhayakumAra. teNe rAjyane paNa meha nA karyo. tamArI ATalI taiyArI che ne? pApabhIrutA ane maMtrI Adi cAra bhAvanAmAM ramaNatA karavI e samyakatvanI nizAnI che. pApane bhaya lAge tyAre sava jI pratye maitrIbhAva Ave ne? A badhA guNe eka ekanI sAthe saMkaLAyelA che. samyakaSTi jIvane pApane DaMkha lAge che. pApabhIratA e samyakatvanI nizAnI che. paNa samyakatvanI pratIti kayAre thAya ? jema ke mANasane vIMchI karaDa hoya, tenI asahA vedanA thatI hoya, te vedanAthI taraphaDatuM hoya tene e samaye ema thAya ke jANe keI mane mArI nAMkhe te paNa AvI vedanA na thAya. AvI asahya vedanA bhagavate hoya te samaye tene zuM dhana saMpattine vicAra AvI zake? saMsAranI bhegalAlasAnA vicAramAM enuM citta parovI zake? athavA koI sabaMdhI Ave te tenI sAthe vAta karavAmAM paNa enuM mana lAge kharUM ? dhaMdhAmAM A varSe na thAya te sArUM, dIkarIne sAre muratI maLe to sAruM, AvA vicAramAM paNa mana lAge kharUM? are, tamArA zrIdevI kahe ke TI. vI. upara sAre progrAma AvyuM che te tame TI. vI. jovAmAM mana para te vedanA ochI thaze. te zuM kaho? mAre tArUM TI. vI. jevuM nathI. devAnupriye! kAramI vedanAnA kAraNe tenuM citta kayAMya paNa karatuM nathI. ne e zuM Icche che ke vIMchInA dArUNa DaMkhanI vedanA keIne thazo nahi. baMdhuo ! eka vIMchI karaDe che tenI vedanAmAM bIjuM badhuM bhAna bhUlI javAya che te jene karmarUpI aneka vIMchI karaDelA che tenI zI dazA thAya? tene keTalI vedanA

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255 zAradA sAgara thAya? jeNe mithyAtvanuM kaleraphorma syuM che tene A vAta na samajAya. tene vIMchI karaDe te paNa tene DaMkhanI vedanA sAlatI nathI. paNa jeNe kaleraphema nathI sUchyuM tene to vedanAne anubhava thAya ne? vIMchI ane sarpamAM phera che e tame jANe che? vIMchI cetanAne jAgRta kare che, UMghane dUra kare che. pitAnI sAcI sthitinuM bhAna karAve che. jyAre sApa nidrA lAve che. kavakhate paNa nidrA lAve che ne bhAna bhUlAvI de che. paNa karmarUpI vIMchInI rIta judI che. karmarUpI vIMchI vedanA paNa kare ne jAgRtine nAza paNa kare. karmano vIMchI DaMkhe che, vedanA upajAve che paNa e bhAna duniyAnA dareka ne thatuM nathI. jeNe karopharma nathI sUchyuM eTale ke jene jJAna thayuM che, jene mithyAtvarUpI karepharmanuM ghena caDhayuM che tene nathI karmanA vIMchIno DaMkha lAgatuM ke nathI tenI vedanA thatI. kaleraphema sUMghADIne keInuM peTa cIrI nAMkhavAmAM Ave te paNa tene khabara paDatI nathI. paNa karepharmanuM ghena UtarI gayA pachI tene ghaNI vedanA thAya che, tema jayAM sudhI mAnavInuM mana mithyAtva dizAmAM gherAyeluM hoya tyAM sudhI koMe tene keTale rakhaDALe, kamene kAraNe kevA kevA kaSTo veThavA paDayA chatAM jIvane bhAna thatuM nathI. karepharmane na Utare pachI keTaluM lehI vahI gayuM, keTaluM vajana ghaTayuM vigere zarIranI sAcI sthitinuM bhAna thAya che. tema mithyAtvanuM kalerapherma UtaryA pachI AtmAne karmavIMchIe kevI rIte DaMkha dIdhA, zubha vRttione kevI rIte nAza karyo, dharmanA mArge jatAM zI rIte rokyA vigere satya vastunuM bhAna thAya che. jyAM karmanA DaMkhane vIMchIne DaMkha mAnaze tyAM tamane sauthI prathama e vicAra Avaze ke duniyAnA badhA jIne A saMkhathI huM bacAvuM. - devAnupriye ! jene kamarUpI vIMchInI vedanAnuM purepuruM bhAna thAya che tene sAcuM svarUpa samajAya che. tene ema thAya che ke AvI vedanA keIne nA thAya te kevuM sAruM? have vIMchInA DaMkhanI vedanAthI herAna thanAra mANasa zenI IcchA rAkhe? te kaI pa. upAye mArI vedanA kema maTe e Icche che. pachI bhale vIMchI utAranAro dAtaNanI cIrIthI vedanA maTADe paNa have maTADanAre joIe che. vIMchI utAranArane koI bolAvavA jAya, te Avate dekhAya ane AvIne utAravAnI kriyA karavA mAMDe tyAre pelA mANasane keTale AnaMda thAya? vIMchInI vedanA cAlu hoya chatAM AnaMda thAya che. AnuM kAraNa zuM? have vIMchInA DaMkhanI vedanA maTI jaze. A vAta dhyAnamAM leze te jarUra samajAze ke have karmanA kAMTAne kADhavAnI paNa jarUra che. jeo karmane kAMTe joI zake che temane kAMTe kaDhAvavAnuM mana thAya che. jemane kAMTe vAge che, tenI vedanA thAya che teo jarUra samaje che ke deva-gurU ane dharma A viSama vedanAne maTADavA mATe samartha che. AvI zraddhA thAya pachI deva-gurUane dharmanI ArAdhanA kare tethI karmanA kAMTA dUra thAya pachI tene keTalo AnaMda thAya? vIMchInI vedanAne anubhavI mANasa vIMchI utAravAnI vAta thatAM

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256 zAradA sAgara AnaMda na pAme te bane kharuM? hA. jene vIMchI karaDa nathI tene vedanAno anubhava thayo nathI te AnaMdane na samajI zake. bAkI jene anubhava che. tene te jarUra AnaMda thAya. tema ApaNe karmarUpI vIMchInI vedanAmAM gherAyelA chIe. te vedanA maTADanAra keI Ave te AtmAne keTale AnaMda thAya? jinezvara bhagavaMta rUpI athavA saddagurU rUpI vaida karmarUpI vIMchInA DaMkhanI vedanAmAMthI mukti apAvanAra che. ema samajaNa Ave ke tarata jIvane AnaMda thAya che. te AnaMda kharekhara avarNanIya hoya che. e AnaMda thayA pachI ApaNe e saddagurU bhagavaMtonI AjJAnuM pAlana karIe tyAre samyakatvanI prApti thaI che e jANI zakAya. baMdhuo ! jenI ragerage samyakatva spazI gayuM che tene kSaNekSaNe pApane bhaya lAge che. jene pApane sAce bhaya lAge che tene saMsAra gamatuM nathI. abhayakumArane zreNIka rAjA magadhanuM rAjya ApavA taiyAra thayA tyAre teNe nA pADI, paNa khUba Agraha karyo tyAre kahe che pitAjI! huM bhagavAnane pUchIne AvuM chuM. bhagavAna pAse jaIne abhayakumAre pUchyuM-he prabhu! chelAmAM chello mugaTabaMdhI rAjA koNa dIkSA leze? tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM- he abhaya ! udAyana rAjAe dIkSA lIdhI che. have koI mugaTabaMdhI rAjA dIkSA leze nahi. tyAre abhaye zreNIka rAjAne kahyuM he pitAjI! have huM rAjya nahi lauM. kAraNa ke rAjezvarI te narakezvarI. rAjya laIne narakagatinA mahemAna mAre thavuM nathI ane evA keNa pitA hoya ke pitAnA putrane duHkhI karavA Icche? abhayakumAra rAjyane moha choDI dIdhuM. tamane koI rAjya ApavAnuM kahe to tame zuM kare? laI le ke jatuM kare? bele te kharA. (hasAhasa). ene rAjya levuM na hatuM ne tamane maLe te cheDavuM nathI. AvI anya saMpattine tyAga karI abhayakumAre dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA laIne gurUnA caraNamAM arpaNa thaI gayA. dIkSA eTale sarva nehanA baMdhane teDavA. saMsArI sagAne saheja paNa rAga rahI jAya te te rAga jIvane bhavamAM bhamAve che ane anaMtA janma-maraNa karAve che. paNa jo e rAga cheDIne gurUnI AjJAne AdhIna thAya che ne temanI AjJAnuM yathAtathya pAlana kare che te mahAna sukhI bane che. ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka bharavADane chokare bakarA laIne gAma bahAra jaMgalamAM carAvavA jate hato. ghaNI bakarIo hatI temAM eka bakarI kAbaracItarI hatI. e bakarI bharavADanA chokarAne khUba vahAlI hatI ane tene te kAbalI kahIne bolAvato ne ene khUba lADa laDAvato. eka divasa carAvavA gaye. lIluMchama ghAsa caratAM caratAM kAbalI ghaNe dUra nIkaLI gaI. sAMja paDI gaI. pele bharavADane chokare badhI bakarIone hAMkI lAvyo paNa kAbalIne na joI. eTalAmAM khUba tapAsa karI paNa kAbalI maLI nahi. eTale bIjI bakarIone

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zAradA sAgara 257 laIne pAcho pharyo. A tarapha kAbalI cAre carIne jyAM ene bharavADa beTho hato tyAM AvI. kAbalIne paNa bharavADanA chokarA pratye khUba prema hatuM. ene na joye, enA parivAranA bakarAne na joyA eTale enA dilamAM khUba dukha thayuM. khUba gabharAI gaI. rAta paDI gaI che. vaLI ene rastAne paNa khyAla nathI. kyAM javuM? vikarALa jaMgala hatuM. siMhanI garjanA saMbhaLAvA lAgI. bakarI tharathara dhrujavA lAgI. tyAM eka siMhane Avate je. tenA manamAM thayuM ke nakkI have A siMha mane phADI khAze. eNe vicAra karyo ke have maravAnuM che e nakkI che te je bacI zakAya te bacavAne upAya karuM, ema vicAra karIne kAbalI badhI hiMmata bhegI karI deDatI chalAMge bharatI siMhanI sAme gaI. tyAre siMha vicAra karavA lAge. aho! mane dekhIne bhalabhalA baLavAnanI chAtI phATI jAya tyAre A nAnakaDI bakarI keTalI nIDara banIne mArI sAme Ave che. jyAM siMha najIka Avyo tyAM ekadama deDIne siMhanI Deke vaLagIne belI-mAmA ! mAmA! tame AvyA? huM tamArI keTalI rAha jotI hatI? tamane joIne Aje mane khUba AnaMda thaye. Ama evuM mIThuM mIThuM bolavA lAgI ke kUramAM krUra siMhanuM dila paNa pIgaLI gayuM. ne tene potAnI pITha upara besADI dIdhI. tene kAbalI upara khUba vahAla AvyuM. khUba lAgaNI thaI ne kahyuM-tuM AjathI mArI bhANejaDI thaI jA. AjathI kaI vanacara prANa tAruM nAma nahi laI zake. A majhAnuM lIlA-ghAsathI bharacaka vana che temAM tuM haraje, pharaje ne caraje. A rIte siMha bakarIne vahAlathI kahI rahyA che tyAM hAthI AvyuM. hAthI siMhane joI gabharAya. tyAre siMha kahe che tuM gabharAIza nahi. huM tane khAIza nahi, paNa eka zarate, je A bakarIne meM mArI bhANeja banAvI che. eTale tAre dararoja A mArI lADakavAyI bhANejane tArI pITha upara besADIne A jaMgalamAM pharavA laI javAnI. ene jayAM sAre cAre hoya tyAM carAvIne AchI mAre tyAM mUkI javAnI. hAthIe siMhanI vAta mAnya karI. dararoja kAbalIne pitAnI pITha upara besADIne pharavA laI jato. siMhane mAmA karyo eTale kAbalIbahenane to mAna vadhI gayA. have to kaI jaMgalI prANuM enuM nAma na laI zake. baMdhuo ! kAbalIne siMha je mAme maLe te kAma thaI gayuM. jaMgalamAM nIDara banIne svecchApUrvaka vicAravA lAgI. ApaNane paNa ApaNA mahAna puNyadaye bhagavAna mahAvIranuM jhaLakatuM zAsana maLyuM che. je zAsana pratye prema jAge te kenI tAkAta che ke ApaNuM sAme game tevA pAkhaMDI matanA prahAra paDe chatAM te ApaNane harAvI zake? kaI tene zraddhAthI DagAvavA samartha banI zakatuM nathI ne tene te koI jAtane bhaya rahetuM nathI. A kAbalI te jaMgalamAM mastAna banIne phare che. sukha ane

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258 zAradA sAgara AnaMdano pAra nathI, paNa eka vakhata je jaMgalamAM kAbalI che tyAM pele bharavADano chokare bakarA carAvavA mATe AvyuM. bakarIe dUrathI tene je eTale tene tenI mamatA yAda AvI gaI. pUrvanA snehanuM smaraNa thatAM kAbalI udAsa banI gaI. tyAM hAthI ene pharavA laI javA mATe AvyA. kAbalIne udAsa joIne pUche che ke kAbalIbahena! tame Aje kema ATalA badhA udAsa banI gayA cho? khUba pUche che paNa te kaMI bolatA nathI. meDhuM macakeDIne beThA che. hAthI kahe che tame te vanaraNanA bhANIbA thayA che ne ame tamArA nekara chIe. ATaluM badhuM sukha hovA chatAM zuM ochuM AvyuM e to kaho. paNa kAbalI kaMI na belI eTale hAthI siMha pAse jaIne kahe che vanarAja! tamArA mANIbA to khUba lADakavAyA ne mAnItA che. huM temane pharavA mATe levA AvyuM chuM paNa e te udAsa thaIne beThA che. meM emane khUba manAvyA. paNa te bolatA nathI. siMha tenI pAse AvIne pUche che bhANI! tane zuM thayuM che? mAre ghera ATaluM badhuM sukha che chatAM tane zuM ochuM AvyuM tyAre kahe che huM jene tyAM rahetI hatI te bharavADane cheka jaMgalamAM AvyuM che. e mane khUba vahAle che ne ene huM khUba vahAlI chuM. e mane khaba lADa laDAvato hato. ene prema mane khUba yAda AvyuM che. mATe have mAre ahIM rahevuM nathI. mAre ene ghera javuM che. siMha kahe che je tuM khUba vahAlI hatI te ATalA divasa thaI gayAM chatAM tane zodhavA kema na AvyA? tuM jene cheDIne AvI chuM tyAM javAne have vicAra na kara. tyAM javAthI tAruM jIvana jokhamamAM mUkAze. ahIM masta banIne AnaMdathI rahe ne khAI pIne majhA kara. khUba samajAvavA chatAM kAbalI mAnI nahi eTale siMhe hAthIne kahyuM ke have ene tArI pITha upara besADIne ene ghera mUkI Ava. kAmalIne pITha para besADIne hAthI gAma tarapha AvI rahyo che. gAma najIka AvatAM kUtarA hAthIne joIne khUba bhasavA lAgyA, herAna karavA lAgyA eTale hAthI kAbalIne pAdaramAM utArIne kahe che have tuM tAre ghera pahoMcI jA. ema kahIne hAthI cAlyA gaye. ne kAbalI tenA mAlikanA ghera pahoMcI gaI. bharavADane chokare kahe che kAbalI! tuM AvI? ema kahIne kAbalIne rAkhI ne pUchayuM. kAbalI! tuM kyAM gaI hatI? tyAre kAbalI kahe che siMha mArA mAmA banyA che eTale huM te khUba masta rIte rahetI hatI. paNa bhAI! meM tane je ne mane tuM yAda Avyo eTale huM pAchI AvI chuM. have ahIMyA evuM banyuM che ke A gAmane amaladdAra hameMzAM eka bakarAne mArIne tenuM mAMsa khAte hatA. eTale gAmamAM jene ghera bakA hoya tene ekeka bakarI amaladArane ApavI paDatI hatI. have A bharavADanA gharane vAre AvyA. kaI bakarIne ApavI? kAbalI jaMgalamAM rahIne roja lIle cAro khAIne khaba alamasta banI hatI. eTale bharavADa kahe A kAbalI kAbaracItarI che ne bIjI badhI bakarIo peLI che.

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zAradA sAgara 259 mATe kAbalIne ApI dauM. te kAbalIne ApavA taiyAra thayo. A saMsAra ke svArthamaye che. jenA pratye bharavADanA dIkarAne ghaNe rAga hato tene Aje mRtyunA mukhamAM dhakelI devA taiyAra thaye. AvA saMsArane nava gajathI namaskAra. kAbalI amaladArane ApI tene ghera laI jaIne eka dhaDAke tenuM mAthuM uDAvI dIdhuM. tyAM teNe ghaNI bUma pADI paNa keNa bacAve? siMhanI surakSita geda cheDIne bharavADanA mehamAM paDI to tenuM mastaka dhaDathI judu thaI gayuM. teNe bharavADane khUba AjIjI karI ke huM sukha cheDIne tArI pAse AvI ne te A zuM karyuM? bharavADa kahe mAre ne tAre zuM lAge vaLage? ema kahIne chUTI gaye. baMdhuo! saMsAra ke svArthamaya che. je sAdhaka sAdhupaNuM laIne saMsArInA mehamAM phasAya che ne saMyama mArga choDI de che, gurUnI AjJAnuM ullaMghana kare che tenI dazA kAbalI jevI thAya che. te durgatimAM pheMkAI jAya che. sAdhupaNuM lenAra AtmAe saMsAranA tamAma sabaMdhane bhUlavA paDe che. uparathI sAdhupaNAnA veza paherIne nIkaLI gayA paNa aMdarano rAga chUTaye nahi te AtmasAdhanA sAdhI zakAze nahi. karmanA baMdhana teDavAne badale baMdhAya che. mATe taravA mATe je koI sAdhana hoya te bhagavaMtanI ane saddagurUnI AjJA che. je ziSya gurUnI AjJA pramANe cAle che te karmanA bhukakA uDAvI kalyANa sAdhI jAya che tema tamAre paNa A vAta khUba samajavA jevI che. saMsAramAM kaI keInuM saguM nathI. A badhI sagAI svArthanI che ema samajIne mamatA choDI de. jeNe saMsAranA saMbaMdhanI sAMkaLa toDI nAMkhI che, saMyama ane tapanA jhUle Atma mastImAM jhulI rahyA che tevA anAthI nigraMthane zreNIka rAjAe kahyuM ke A suMdara deha dvArA saMsAranA sukha bhogavI le. tamAre keI nAtha nathI to huM tamAre nAtha banIne tamAruM rakSaNa karIza. tenA javAbamAM munie kahyuM. appaNA vi aNAhosi, seNiyA magahAhivA / . appaNA aNAho santo, kassanAho bhavissasi // utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA 12. he rAjana ! tuM pote anAtha che tyAM mAre nAthe kevI rIte banI zakIza? tuM samaje che A zarIra bhege paga maTe che. e vicAra AvatAM AtmA gulAma ane anAtha banI jAya che. tame ema samaje che ke amuka vastu amArI pAse che eTale ame tenA mAlika chIe. paNa jJAnIo kahe che ke tamArI pAse je vastu che tene lIdhe tame anAtha banelA che, mAnI le che ke mANasa senAnI kaMThI paherIne abhimAna kare che ke mArI kaMThI kevI sarasa che. mArA jevI kaMThI keInI pAse nathI. te jJAnI kahe che tuM senAne gulAma banI gayuM che, mahApurUSe zarIrane kevaLa sAdhana rUpa mAne che, paNa

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260 zAradA sAgara temane zarIra upara jarA paNa mamatva nathI. mAnI le ke kaI saMta jaMgalamAM jaI rahyA che ne bIjo eka mANasa hIrAjaDita sonAnA dAgInA paherIne jaMgalamAM jaI rahyo che rastAmAM temane eka cAra maLe. cerane jevA chatAM mahApurUSa te pitAnA dhyAnamAM cAlyA gayA. jyAre jeNe hIrAnA dAgInA paheryA hatA te bhAgye. paNa cere tene pakaDIne lUMTI lIdhe. eTale te raDavA lAgyuM. te senA ane hIrAne gulAma hatuM. tethI tene raDavuM paDayuM. A rIte kaI paNa cIjanA gulAma thavAthI duHkhI thavAne prasaMga Ave che. A saMsAranA padArtho tamane kevI rIte nAtha banAvI zake? ajJAnI manuSya upabhoga karavAmAM manuSya janmanI sArthakatA samaje che. zreNuka rAja paNa ajJAna hatA tethI munine bheganuM AmaMtraNa Ape che. | munie kahyuM tuM pitta anAtha che te bIjAne nAtha kevI rIte thaIza? A zabdo sAMbhaLatA rAjA ekadama camakyA ke A muni zuM bele che? zuM huM anAtha chuM? e mane anAtha kahenAra koNa? koI bIjAe mane AvA zabdo kahyA hatA te huM tene kaDaka zikSA karata. paNa A te muni che. emane zuM kahevAya? mane keIe anAtha kahyo nathI. jyAre mArA pitAjIe mane dezanikAla karIne paheryo kapaDe kADhI mUko. ekale vanavagaDAnI vATe jatA hatA ne jyAM gAma Ave tyAre gAmamAM jato. e naMdAnA pitAnI dukAnamAM vaNIka banIne kAma karyA te paNa mane keIe anAtha nathI. kaho. sau mane ema kahetA hatAM ke tame mahAna che, puNyavAna che ne A muni mane kahe che ke tuM anAtha che. kevI AzcaryanI vAta che. kadAca banavA joga che e mArAthI paNa moTA hoya mATe mane anAtha kahe che. paNa temane mArI saMpattine khyAla nahi heya. munine rAjA zuM javAba Apaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra - aMjanA eka mahAna pavitra satI che. tenA cAritra vize koIne zaMkA nathI. paNa garbhavaMtI che eTale sAsu ketumatIne tenA pratye khUba roSa che. eNe aMjanAne potAnA gAmamAMthI kADhI mUkavA mATe rAjAne kahyuM paNa prahalAda rAjA khUba vicAra zIla hatA. emane pradhAna maMtrI paNa vicakSaNa hato. teNe vicAra karyo ke cakkasa khAtrI karyA pachI AgaLa pagaluM levuM. kAraNake avicArI kAma karavAthI ghaNI vakhata tenuM pariNAma kharAba Ave che. maMtrIe tapAsa karavA mATe potAnA guptacara jayanAdane aMjanAnA mahele tapAsa karavA meka. sAMja paDavA AvI paNa guptacara samAcAra laIne Ave nahi eTale maMtrIne ciMtA thavA lAgI. kAraNake zuM e mAhitI laIne Ave che tenA upara nirNaya karavAnuM hatuM ne savAre rAjAne maLavAnuM hatuM. maMtrI ciMtAtura banIne potAnA mahelamAM beThA hatA. barAbara rAtrInA daza vAge samAcAra laIne jyanAda AvyuM ke mane jaNa gupta maMtraNAlayamAM jaIne vAta karavA beThA. mahAmaMtrIe pUchayuM kema mAhitI meLavI ?

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zAradA sAgara 261 jyanAde kahyuM hA jI. badhI mAhitI meLavIne Avyo chuM. huM ahIMthI sIdhe aMjanAdevI nA mahele gaye hate. ene mahela te zUnakAra je dekhAya che ne tyAM te dAsIo ane paTAvALA badhA kalpAMta kare che. darekane aMjanA pratye khUba mAna che. mahArANue aMjanAne kADhI mUkavA mATe je AjJA karI che tene emanA dilamAM bhAre kacavATa che. mahelamAM zuM vAta cAlatI hatI te huM tamane kahuM. sAMbhaLe. eka dAsI bolI huM te bAra bAra varSathI A mahelamAM kAma karuM chuM me kaI purUSane A mahelanA pagathIye caDhatAM je nathI. tyAre bIjI dAsI belI je ene AvuM kharAba kAma karavuM hota te bAra varSa sudhI zA mATe Ama rahe? ane je tenA manamAM AvI vAsanA hota te tenA cenacALA dekhAyA vinA rahe trIjI dAsI belI purUSanu mana kyAre pharI jAya te kaMI kahevAya che? yudhe gayA ne vacamAM koI nimitta maLyuM hoya ne mana pharI gayuM hoya te rAtorAta AvIne cAlyA gayA hoya ! cAthI dAsI belI e vakhate vasaMtamAlA aMjanAdevInI sAthe hatI. teNe te pavanakumAra ane temanA mitrane joyA che tema chAtI ThokIne kahe che. A rIte dAsIo aMdara aMdara vArtAlApa karatI hatI. tyAra pachI huM pAchaLanA bhAgamAM game tyAM mahelane mukhya cekIdAra ghaNe juna hatuM te bIjA cekIdArane kahete hato ke bhAIo! aMjanadevI upara A khoTuM ALa caDhAvavAmAM AvyuM che. ATalA varSa thayA meM kaI divasa e satIne koI purUSa nI sAthe hasatI, belatI ke besatI joI nathI. zaNagAra sajatI joI nathI. gAtI sAMbhaLI nathI. enA mAthe mahArANIe je Aropa mUkaye che tenuM ApaNane te khUba dukha thAya che. paNa sattA AgaLa zANapaNa zA kAmanuM ! e ApaNe vAta kaMI thoDA sAMbhaLe che ! ema kahetA cokIdAra codhAra AMsue raDate hate. pachI huM sAtamA mALe game tyAM te kaThaNa hadayanA mAnavIne paNa pIgaLAvI de tevuM karUNa dazya hatuM. aMjanA satInI AMkhamAMthI AMsu sUkAtA nathI. raDI raDIne temanI AMkhe sUjhI gaI che. temanI sakhI vasaMtamAlA eksI emanI pAse besIne bhAre haiye AzvAsana Ape che. tenA zabdo mane te ghaNuM mahatvanA lAgyA. kAraNa ke je vyakti zaMkAspada lAgatI heya tenI khAsa nikaTanI zakita te aikti pAse khAnagImAM je kahetI heya, latI hoya tenA upara ghaNe tela bAMdhI zakAya. jayanAde tapAsanI rIta batAvI. vasaMtamAlAnA svaramAM daI hatuM ne sAthe roSa paNa hatA. teNe aMjanAne kahyuM kharekhara, A jagata dhikkArane pAtra che. ketumatI eTaluM paNa nathI samajI zakatI ke te bAra bAra varSe kevA vitAvyA che? tArA sthAne je e heta te batAvata ke bharayuvAnImAM bAra bAra varSe patinA virahamAM kevI rIte pasAra thAya che. ane bhale Aje eNe tArA upara klaMka caDhAvyuM che paNa jyAre pavanacha Avaze ane jANaze ke AjanAne kalaMkita

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262 zAradA sAgara, karIne kADhI mUkI che tyAre e zuM karaze? enI khabara che tyAre paDaze. kharekhara! je e traNa rAta AvIne gayA tyAre je pitAjIne, mAtAjIne ke mahAmaMtrIne ke koIne maLIne gayA hota te A paristhiti na sarjAta. paNa che, ane satyane vijya thavAne che. bahena! ApaNane ema lAgatuM hatuM ke have duHkhanA divaso pUrA thayA paNa durbhAgya haju kasoTI karI rahyuM che. ATaluM bolatAM vasaMtamAlAnI AMkhamAM AMsu ubharAI AvyA ne aMjanA na dekhe te rIte AMsu lUchI nAkhyA. mahAmaMtrIe jyanAdanI badhI vAta sAMbhaLI have te rAjAne kevI rIte vAta karaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 32 zrAvaNa vada 3 ne ravivAra - tA. 24-8-75 samatAnA sAdhaka, mamatAnA mAraka ane ahiMbhAvanA bAdhaka evA sarvajJa bhagavatanI zAzvatIvANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. A siddhAMtavANInA nAde anAdi kALathI ajJAnamAM athaDAtA ane sAda kare che ke he jIva! tuM jAga. saMsAra sukhane rasIka banIne teM vinazvara AnaMda ghaNe meLavyuM paNa svAnubhUtino AnaMda nathI meLavyuM. bahAranA AnaMdathI tArA bhavanI bhUkha bhAMgaze nahi. bAhya Anada eTale karyo AnaMda? A dehane AnaMda. A AtmAe jaDanA jhaLakATa meLavavA jeTalI jahemata uThAvI che teTalI cetananA jhaLakATa mATe uThAvI nathI. bahAranA AnaMdathI tArA bhavanI bhUkha bhAMgaze nahi kAraNa ke bAhya padArtho bAhya AnaMda Ape che paNa AtyaMtara AnaMda ApI zakatA nathI. A duniyAmAM AtmA sivAyanA jeTalA padArtho che te jaDa che. ApaNuM zarIra paNa jaDa che. ne A jaDa zarIramAM caitanyavaMta AtmA rahela che. tenA kAraNe tenuM mahatva che. A zarIra rUpI naikA che. temAM besIne saMsAra samudranI sapharane saphaLa karavI che. tame nadI agara samudrakinAre pharavA mATe gayA. tyAM be jAtanI naukA UbhI che. eka saikAmAM besavA mATe suMdara sITe che ne tene bhabhake paNa khUba che. paNa te hoDI pUThAnI che. tyAre bIjI lAkaDAnI majabUta cheDI che. tene bahu bhabhaka nathI. to tame kaI hoDImAM besavAnI IcchA karaze? bele., "majabUta" vANIyAnA dIkarA pAkA bahu heya. tame ema te nahi kaho ke ame lAkaDAnI heDImAM besIzuM. tyAre huM kahI dauM. lAkaDAnI majabUta naukA samAna saMyama che. te tamane A saMsArathI pAra utAre che. ne pUThAnI bhabhakAdAra hoDI samAna tamAro saMsAra che te tamane anaMta bhavamAM bhamAve che. bole, have kaI haDI gamaze? tame ene javAba nahi ApI zake. kAraNa ke tamane saMsAra khUba game che. (hasAhasa).

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zAradA sAgara 263 baMdhuo ! bahAbhAve badhuM ghaNuM karyuM che. paNa e uparane bhabhake che. keI bahene AMgaNAmAM suMdara raMgoLI pUrI hoya te bahArathI joIne ema thAya ke zuM A bahenanI ' kArIgarI che ! kevI sarasa raMgoLI pUrI che ! paNa gharamAM te kaI jAtanI vyavasthA nathI tene tame kevI kahezo? A bAI te puvaDa che. tema kaI mAnavI bAhyabhAve khUba dhamISTha dekhAte hoya, jenArA ema mAne ke zuM A bhAInI dharmabhAvanA che! keTaluM dharmadhyAna kare che ! paNa je aMdarathI malIna hoya te zuM lAbha! ghaNu mANase evA che ke hoTelamAM jaIne baTATAvaDA khAtA hoya che. AnuM kAraNa zuM? bAhyamAM sukha mAnyuM che. patnI game teTaluM sAruM banAvIne jamADe paNa emAM rasa na Ave. hoTelanuM khANuM khAvAmAM rasa Ave che. paNa vicAra karo. haoNTelamAM saDeluM anAja ane aLagaNa pANI vaparAya che. temAM keTalA jIvonI hiMsA thAya che! hoTelanuM khANuM abhakSa che. paNa Aje te ravivAra che eTale AmAMnA keTalAya bhAI bahenene sAMje jamavAnuM nahi hoya. ravivAra eTale tamArA rasoDAne paNa sAMje rajA hoya che. kema barAbara ne? moTara mArI mAvaDI, hoTala mAruM mALa, sInemA mAruM sAsaruM, ne DokaTara dInadayALa." manane mahekAvanAra meTara maLI jAya, jIbhane bhAve tevuM khAvA hoTala maLI jAya, AtmAne AnaMda lUMTAvanAra sInemAnuM thIeTara maLI jAya ne dehanA dardane maTADanAra dayALu DokaTara maLI jAya eTale tame te khuzakhuzAla banI jAya che. dharmane bhUlAvI denAra meTara, hoTala, sInemA ane DokaTara maLI jAya pachI amArI pAse AvavuM game kharuM? kadAca AvA to dharma-karma ane puNya-pApanI vAte game kharI? A amUlya mAnavabhava pAmIne karmane teDavAne purUSArtha karavAnuM che tenA badale nATaka-sInemA ane vyasanemAM paDI jIva karma bAMdhe che. ahIM to cetavAnI jarUra che. catura che te cetI jajo. cetIjA Atama ceta have avasara cAlyo jAya che....avasara Avyo hate tuM cheDavA, bAMdhIne zAne jAya che (2) svamAMthI tuM paramAM jaIne, zAne vadhu rabAya che (2) cetI jA.... manuSya bhavamAM cetavAne avasara che, tame cetI te gayA che paNa kyAM? have sonI noTa nahi cAle. te bane teTalI vaTAvI nAkhe. tyAM badhe agama cetI che. paNa pUchavAmAM Ave ke bhAI ! kema nathI dekhAtA? te kahe kayAMthI AvuM? hamaNAM magaja ThekANe nathI. huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke magaja ThekANe na rahe tevuM karyuM zA mATe? hAthe karIne baMdhanamAM baMdhAyA che ne? jyAM mamatva che tyAM baMdhana che. ghaNuM bheguM karyuM tyAre sAcavavAnI ciMtA thaIne? ATha divasa bahAra javuM hoya te paNa keTalI ciMtA keTalA tALA ane beMka lagAvavA paDe che. paNa amAre kaMI ciMtA che? amAre vihAra kare

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264 zAradA sAgara hAya tA aDadhA klAkamAM badhuM upADIne taiyAra thaI jaIe. ame mahAna sukhI chIe ane tamane sukhI karavA mathIe chIe paNa tamane sukha game che kAM ? 3 eka vakhata abrAhima lina pArlAmenTanI sabhAmAM jai rahyA hatA. rastAmAM eka kAdavathI bharelA khAkhAcIyAmAM Dukkarane kheMcI gayeluM joine temane dayA AvI. temane thayu ke lAvane e Dukkarane macAvatA jAuM. gADImAMthI nIce utaryA ne Dukkarane UMcakIne bahAra kADhayuM te paNa ene te kAdavamAM gamatu hatu. eTale pAchu kAdavamAM paDI gayuM. khIjI vAra kADhyuM te paNa pAchuM paDI gayuM. tyAre abrAhima liMkane vicAra karyo ke have ene eka vakhata bahAra kADhuM, pachI jo enI icchA nA hoya te khera. trIjI vakhata mahAra kADhyuM tyAre Dukkarane vicAra thayA ke A bicArA mane bahAra kADhavA mathe che ne huM kAdavamAM paDuM chuM. keTalI mArI mUrkhAI che! ema samajIne cetI gaye. paNa A mArA bhagavAnanA zrAvakAne satA saMsAra rUpI kADhavanA khAkhAcIyAmAMtho bahAra kADhavA keTalI mahenata kare che paNa haju bahAra nIkaLavuM gamatuM nathI. satA kahe che cetI jAva. cetavAne samaya che. jo nahi cetA te cAra gatimAM bhamyA kaze. svAmI rAmaDhAsa paraNavA gayA tyAre gAra mahArAja khelyA ke " samaya varte sAvadhAna '....eka - e ne traNa vAra melyA tyAM svAmI rAmadAsa sAvadhAna thaI gayA. tame adhA paraNavA gayA tyAre paNa gera mahArAje AvuM te kahyu haze ne ? tame kayAM sAvadhAna banyA? tame ema mAnyu haze ke huve kanyA Ave che tenA hAthamAM hAtha mIlAvavA sAvadhAna aneA ema kahe che. madhuo! kharekhara tA tyAM sAvadhAna anevAnuM che ke paraNyA eTale cAra gatinI cArImAM beThA. paraNavA gayA tyAM cArImAM beThA hatA ne ? e cArInA cAra cheDa hAya che. ne ekeka cheDamAM sAta sAta mATalI hAya che. huM tA sAMbhaLelI vAta kahuM chuM. mane khakhara nathI. te e 744=28 mATalI thai ne ? mehanIya karmanI prakRti paNa 28 che ne? paccIsa cAtri - mAhanIyanI ne traNa dana mehanIyanI. e 28 mAhanIya karmanI prakRti che. te cAra choDa rUpI cAra gati che. e cArImAM peThA e tamane samajAve che ke tuM AnaMda-pUrvaka cerImAM kanyAnI sAthe pherA phare che te tAre cAra gatimAM bhramaNa karavuM paDaze. hiMdumAM pheza phare che ne musalamAnamAM nA paDhe che. e paraNavA bese tyAre pUche che ke pANIkI maTakI kabUla ? tA mIyAM kahe che hA, pANIkI maTakI mUla che. lakaDekI bhArI kabUla? teA kahe che hA, mane kabUla che. e samajAve che ke tAre mAruM pUruM karavA lAkaDAnI bhArI vecavA paNa javuM paDaze. tA tyAM badhI mUlAta kare che. A jIva keTale meAhamAM mastAnA banyA che! paNa ene khyAla nathI ke huM' dhu` kabUla karuM chuM paNa cAra gatimAM phATThA UDI jaze, tame gADAnI dhUMsarImAM joDAvA jAva tyAre satAne dayA Ave che paNa tamane temAM

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zAradA sAgara 265 AnaMda Ave che. A jIvanI ajJAna dazA che. jyAre jIvane bhAna thAya che ke A saMsAranA viSaya viSa jevA che tyAre tenI dazA judI hoya che. uttArAdhyayana sUvanuM 20 muM adhyayana jemAM anAthI nigraMthano adhikAra cAle che te muni kevA mahAna che! temane mahArAjA zreNIka upara ATalo badho prabhAva kema paDaze? emaNe jIvanamAM zuM apanAvyuM hatuM? yastyaktvA tRNavad bAhyAbhyAntaraM ca parigraham / udAste tatpadAmbhoja, paryupAste jagat trayA // je mahAmunio bAhya ane AtyaMtara parigrahane tRNanI jema samajIne tene tyAga kare che tenA caraNakamalane traNa jagatanA loka name che. je dhana saMpatti, kuTuMba parivAra, sonuM-cAMdI-hIrA-motI vigerene tyAga kare che te bAhya parigrahane tyAga che ne je mithyAtva, avirati, pramAda, kaSAya, abhimAna, rAga-dveSAdine tyAga kare che te Abhyatara parigrahane tyAga che. je ane prakArano tyAga kare che te sAce tyAgI che. ne temane vaMdana karavAthI karmone kSaya thAya che. dene nAza ane guNene AvirbhAva thAya che. baMdhuo! anAthI nigraMthane A parigraha kacarA jevuM lAgyuM hatuM. tame gharamAM kacare rahevA de kharA? bele, zuM kare? pheMkI ja do ne? jJAnIone mana parigraha paNa kacare che. kacaro pheMkI dIdhA pachI tene levAnuM mana thatuM nathI. tema che mahAna purUSoe parigrahane kacarAnI jema pheMkI dIdhA che tene tenA sAmuM jovAnuM paNa mana thatuM nathI. anAthI nigraMtha kevA mahAna hatA. temaNe kevI Rddhi siddhine tyAga karyo che te vAta have Avaze. temaNe mahAna tyAga karyo hato chatAM meM lAkha karoDane vaibhava tajI dIdhe che, meM vizALa parivArano tyAga karyo che e kadI vicAra sarakhe paNa nathI AvyuM. je sAdhakanA manamAM saheja paNa vicAra Ave ke meM ke mahAna tyAga karyo che te samajI levuM ke haju teNe taNakhalA jeTalo paNa tyAga nathI karyo. ane tyAgane je AnaMda Ave che te paNa AvatuM nathI. sAce tyAgI dI pitAnA tyAganA gANuM na gAya. baMdhuo! zAlIbhadrane tyAM keTalI addhi hatI te to tame jANe che ne? jene tyAM apsarA jevI batrIza batrIza to strIo hatI. dararoja devalekamAMthI navvANuM peTIo tene ghera AvatI hatI. AvI mahAna saMpattine emaNe taNakhalAnI jema tyAga karyo hatuM ne vaibhAragiri parvata upara jaIne saMthAre karyo te samaye temanI patnIo ane mAtA darzana karavA AvyA tyAre temanA sAmuM paNa na joyuM, kAraNa ke emane mana saMsArane rAga kacare hate. sanatakumAra cakravartie cha khaMDanI Rddhine tyAga karI dIkSA lIdhI. cha-cha mahinA sudhI temane parivAra raDato ne jhUrate pAchaLa pAchaLa pharyo chatAM

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266 zAradA sAMgara temanA sAme najara paNa karI nathI. temanA pratye udAsIna bhAva hato. bIjI vAta kahuM. A manuSyanA sukhe cheDI cAritra aMgIkAra karIne je devalokanA sukhanI manamAM IcchA kare te te sAce tyAgI nathI, kAraNa ke aMdaramAM AtyaMtara parigrahanI graMthI chedAI nathI. anAthI nigraMtha nirmohI, nimamatva, ane nirahaMkArI banI AtmAnaMdanI pUrNatA prApta karavA mATe bAhya ane AtyaMtara parigrahane tyAga karIne nIkaLyA che. bAhya padArthonI pUrNatAthI AtmA kadI pUrNa banatuM nathI, paNa apUrNa rahe che mATe e AtmAe bAhya padArthone tyAga karI manamAMthI tenA rAgane lUchI nAMkhe che. cittanI parama zAnti, AtmAnI pavitratA, ane mokSamArganI ArAdhanaparigrahane tyAga karavAthI thAya che. parigrahanI mamatAmAM vyAkuLatA ane vedanA che. ' rintaci ne, vaha nirdhanatA thA , tyAgAt kaJcuka mAtrasya, bhujago nahi nirviSa // devAnupriyo ! jJAnIo kahe che ke tAruM sAdhupaNuM kayAre zele? ne tArA cittamAM samAdhi kayAre, rahe? bAhya ane AtyaMtara parigrahane ekAda kaNI paNa tArA aMtaranA khUNe rahevuM joIe nahi. bAhya parigrahane tyAga karyo paNa aMtaraMga parigrahathI mana vyAkuLa che te bAhA nircathapaNuM paNa vRthA che. jema sarpa kAMcaLIne cheDIne cAlyo. jAya che pachI tenA sAmuM jotuM nathI tethI te kaMI viSarahita banI jato nathI kAraNa ke tenI dADhamAM te jhera raheluM che ne? eTale viSavALe sarpa te jherI che tethI badhAne Dara lAge che ne? sarpane Dara kayAre na lAge? enI dADhamAM je viSa raheluM che te dADha kADhI nAMkhavAmAM Ave pachI e sarSane tame hAthamAM laI ramADaze te paNa Dara nahi lAge. kAraNake viSa nIkaLI gayuM che eTale karaDavAne ke jhera caDhavAne bhaya nathI. ' A sapanA daSTAMtathI ApaNe zuM samajavAnuM che ? vezanuM parivartana karyuM, ghara cheDIne upAzrayamAM vasyA, vAhanane ane bUTa caMpalane tyAga karI khullA page pAdavihAra karavA lAgyA. paNa jo aMdaramAM AtyaMtara parigrahanuM jhera rahI jaze te mananI vyAkuLatA dUra nahi thAyaM. anAthI nigraMthanI jema paramAnaMda, paramazAMti prApta karavA mATe AvyaMtara parigrahane tyAga karavo paDaze. jene tyAga karyo che tenuM smaraNa karI tene rAga na tha joIe. aMtaraMga rAga-dveSanI graMthI chedAya nahi, bhautika padArthonuM aMtaraMga AkarSaNa khatama na thAya tyAM sudhI mananI svasthatA Ave nahi. e AtyaMtara parigrahane tyAga kare mahA kaThIna che. e tyAga karyA vinA bAhyazathI kalyANa thatuM nathI. sarpa bhalene kAMcaLI utArI nAkhe paNa kAMcaLInI sAthe jherane bahAra pheMkI na de tyAM sudhI e nirviSa nathI banate. A rIte bAvezanuM parivartana karavA mAtrathI ke bAhyAcAranuM

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267 zAradA sAgara pAlana karavAthI sAcI sAdhaka dazA prApta thatI nathI ne tene prabhAve bIjA upara joIe tevo paDato nathI. baMdhuo! anAthI nigraMthane zreNIka rAjA upara ke prabhAva paDe ! te rAjA munine joIne aMjAI gayA tenuM kAraNa zuM hatuM? temane AtmA baMne prakAranA parigraha thI mukta banelo hate. tame AvA sAdhaka na banI zake te khera ! paNa tamAruM gRhastha jIvana te uttama banAvo. Aje manuSyanI kiMmata ghaTI gaI che tenuM mukhya kAraNa jIvanamAMthI saMskRti cAlI gaI te che. vadhu dhana kamAvA mA-bApa potAnA saMtAnane paradeza mokale che. paradeza jAya paNa saMskRti javI na joIe. Aje te videzamAM jaIne bhAratanA saMtAnanI saMskRtinuM satyAnAza vaLI gayuM che. Aje te chekarAo paradezamAM jaIne dArU pIe, paramATI khAya, parastrIgamana kare paNa mA-Apa to ekaja juve ke paisA 'kema vadhu maLe ! huM te kahuM chuM ke tame reTI ne dALa khAje paNa je jIvanamAMthI saMskRti cAlI jatI hoya to paradezane meha karaze nahi. saMskAra e sAcuM dhana che. Aje sinemA jovAthI paNa kevA durgaNe Ave che ! mahanA pAsamAM paDavuM, corI karavI, khUna karavA A badhuM sinemAe zIkhavADyuM che. - eka chokaro ane sArI lAInane hato paNa kolejamAM gayA pachI sinemA jevA gayo. eka sinemA joI temAM keI chokarInI sAthe prema kema kare te joyuM. ene raMga lAgyA. e pIkacara cAra-pAMca vakhata joyuM. enI kolejamAM eka chokarI bhaNatI hatI, chokarI paNa khUba sIdhI lAInanI hatI. A chokaro tenI sAthe prema karavA mathata paNa karI kadI AMkha UMcI karatI na hatI. khUba bolAve tyAre saheja bole. te paNa potAnI kelejane vidyAthI che te rIte bolatI. paNa pelAne te enI sAthe prema kare hate. eka divasa chokarI eka galImAMthI jatI hatI tenI pAchaLa paDe ne tene kahyuM-mAre tArI sAthe prema kare che. tuM mArI IcchAne AdhIna thaI jA. chokarIe cokhkhI nA pADI tyAre tene khaMjara laIne mArI nAMkhI. lehInI nadI vahI. mAMsanA locA nIkaLyA. A joI chokarAnuM hRdaya raDI uThayuM pApI ! te A zuM karyuM? re sinemA! tArA pApe A kubuddhi sUjhIne! na joI hota to A pApa thAta? A karUNa dazya joIne chokaro sudharI gaye. kAraNa ke prathama te te sAre hato paNa sinemAnA pApe Ama banyuM. jIvanamAM saMskAra ane sadAcAra hoya to tene prabhAva bIjA upara paDe che. juo, mahAtmA gAMdhIjInI vAta karuM--- gAMdhIjI vilAyata gayA paNa saMskAra laIne gayA hatA. vilAyatamAM eka pAdarIe vicAra karyo ke huM gAMdhIjIne IsA masIhane bhakata banAvI dauM te hiMdustAnamAM kare mANasa vagara mahenate IsAI banI jaze. kAraNa ke AkhA bhAratanI prajA gAMdhIjIne

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zAradA sAgara 268 mAne che. eTale pAdarIe gAMdhIjI sAthe khUba paricaya karyo ne temane prema saMpAdana karyo. eka divasa pAdarIe vinaMtI karI ke Ape dareka ravivAre mArA ghera jamavA AvavuM, jethI ApaNe baMne sAthe besIne dharmacarcA karI zakIe. eTale gAMdhIjIe pAdarIne AmaMtraNane svIkAra karyo. gAMdhIjI jamavA mATe pAdarIne tyAM gayA. gAMdhIjI mATe te zAkAhArI bhejana banAvatA hatA. eTale pAdarIne nAnA bAbAe pUchyuM-pitAjI! ApaNe tyAM AvI raI zA mATe bane che? tyAre pAdarIe kahyuM - beTA! mArA mitra gAMdhIjI hiMdustAnanA che. te mAMsa khAtA nathI eTale temane mATe zAkAhArI bhejananI vyavasthA karuM chuM. bALaka te nirdoSa hoya che. teNe pUchayuM-pitAjI! e mAMsa kema nathI khAtA? tyAre pAdarIe vyaMgathI kahyuM ke te ema kahe che ke jevA ApaNuM prANa che tevA badhA pazu pakSIone prANu che. ApaNane kaI mAre to jevuM duHkha thAya che tevuM dukha bIjA jIne paNa thAya che. pAdarInI vAta sAMbhaLI tenA bALake kahevA lAgyA-pitAjI! A te bahu suMdara vAta che. ApaNe paNa mAMsa na khAvuM joIe. tyAre pAdarI kahe che beTA! e te enA dharmanI vAta che. ApaNA dharmamAM evuM kahyuM nathI. paNa bALake te kahevA lAgyA-pitAjI! bhale ApaNu dharmamAM AvuM na batAvyuM hoya paNa bIjA koI paNa dharmamAM sArI vAta batAvI hoya te zuM ApaNe e na mAnavI joIe? , gAMdhIjI dareka ravivAre pAdarIne ghera AvatA ne pAdarInI sAthe dhArmika carcA karatA. pAdarInA chokarAo badhI vAta sAMbhaLatA hatA. gAMdhIjInI sAdagI, karUNAnI bhAvanA, temane madhura ane zAMta svabhAva temaja temanA jIvanamAM rahelA sadaguNe pAdarInA bALakone khUba gamI gayA ne temanA tarapha AkarSAvA lAgyA ane temaNe pAdarIne kahyuM pitAjI ! amane gAMdhIjIne dharma bahu game che. ame te have kaI divasa mAMsa nahi khAIe. bALakanI vAta sAMbhaLIne pAdarIne khUba kaidha AvI gayo ne manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke ahe ! huM te gAMdhIjIne IsAI banAvavA Icchato hato tenA badale mArA chokarAe hindu banI gayA. bahu khoTuM thayuM. bIjA ravivAre gAMdhIjI jamavA mATe AvyA tyAre pAdarIe temane kahI dIdhuM ke gAMdhIjI ! huM hiMdustAnanA kalyANa mATe tamane IsAI banAvavA IcchatA hate paNa tame te mArA dIkarAone hiMdu banAvI dIdhA te mArAthI sahana thatuM nathI mATe have AvatA ravivArathI mArA ghera jamavA Avaze nahi. baMdhuo ! A udAharaNathI eka bodha levAne che ke sadAcAranI saurabha keTaluM kAma kare che ! gAMdhIjInA jIvanamAM saddaguNa hatA te pite mAMsAhArIne sudhArI zakayA. tema ApaNA jIvanamAM paNa AvA saddaguNo khIlavA joIe ne manamAM vicAra tha joIe ke hiMdanA kuLamAM janmIne mArAthI madIrA Adi vyasananuM sevana karAya ja nahi. Aje te kaMIka gharamAM dArUnI bATalIo rAkhe che. pite pItA nathI paNa koI

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zAradA sAgara 269 vepArI dArU pIte hoya ne tenI pAsethI kamAvavAnuM che. e je ghera Ave te ene pIvaDAvAya ne ? tamane je cIja nathI kalpatI e tame bIjAne zA mATe pIvaDAve che? bIjAne zA mATe abhakSa khavaDAve che ? bana zenA jIvanane paNa eka prasaMga che. banArDa zaoNne eka samAraMbhanA pramukha banAvyA. temanA mAnamAM temanA prazaMsakee eka pATI goThavI hatI. bhejanamAM ekalI mAMsanI cIjo banAvavAmAM AvI hatI. barnArDa zaoN te besI rahyA hatA. have pATIne pramukha na jame tyAM sudhI bIjA kevI rIte jamI zake? ghaNI vAra sudhI Ama ne Ama besI rahyA. tyAre koIe pUchayuM ke tame kema jamatA nathI ? tyAre te kahe che huM kevI rIte jamI zakuM? A mAruM peTa e kaMI maDadA dATavAnI kabara nathI. huM te zudhdha zAkAhArI chuM. mane AmAMthI kaMI paNa khapatuM nathI. A AhAra banAvatAM keTalA jIvonI katala thaI haze? mAruM te hRdaya kaMpI jAya che. barnArDa zaoN te jamyAM vinA pAchA UThI gayA. baMdhuo ! kevI temanI Teka hatI ! tame paNa vicAra kare ke huM je kuLamAM janme chu. mArAthI dArU kema pIvAya ? IDa kema khavAya ? ATaluM te tamAruM jena- jhaLakAve. badhA khAya che tema huM nathI kahetI. jayAM paradezanI havA che tyAM AvI cIje vaparAya che. tamArA saMskAra haze te saMtAno evI cIjo vAparaze nahi juo, tame gAMdhIjIne dAkhale sAMbhaLI gayA ne? temaNe mAMsa na khAdhuM te pAdarInA chokarA upara ke prabhAva paDe ne e hiMdu banI gayA. barnArDa zaoNe mAMsayukta bhajana na karyuM te tenI sAthe ghaNu e tyAga karyo. je tamAruM AvuM bane te bIjA upara tene prabhAva kema na paDe? jarUra paDe. jenA gharamAM A cIje vaparAtI hoya te jaina zAsanamAM rahevAne gya nathI. . anAthI nirgathe bAhyA ane AtyaMtara baMne prakAre tyAga karelo hate. emanA tyAgane prakAza zreNaka rAjA u5ra paDe tethI zreNIka rAjAe pUchayuM-tame dIkSA zA mATe lIdhI? tenA javAbamAM munie kahyuM ke huM anAtha hato. mArI dayA karanAra keI mitra na hatuM tethI meM dIkSA lIdhI. tyAre rAjAe kahyuM ke tamAre je koI nAtha na hoya te huM tamAre nAtha thAuM. mArA ghera cAle. paNa jenA meremamAM tyAganA teja jhaLake che. jene AtmAnI khumArI che tevA munie kahI dIdhuM ke he rAjana ! tuM pote anAtha che. te mAre nAtha kevI rIte banI zakIza? sAcA saMtane keIne Dara nathI. jaDabAtoDa javAba ApI dIdhA. guphAmAM rahanemIe rAjematIne joI. tenuM rUpa jotAM rahanemI paDavAI thayA tyAre kevA kaDaka zabda kahI dIdhA - dhiratyutte jasokAmI jo taM jIviyakAraNA, vaMtaM icchasi AveuM, seyaM taM maraNaM bhve|

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zAradA sAgara he apayazanA kAmI ! jene choDIne AvyuM temAM pAchuM mukha nAkhe che. tArA bhAI nemanAthe mane vamI dIdhelI che. A vaseluM grahaNa karavAnI IcchA rAkhe che tenA karatAM tAre marI javuM te zreSTha che. rAjematInA eka zabda cAnaka lAgI gaI ne paDavAI thatAM ThekANe AvI gayA. jematImAM A baLa kayAMthI AvyuM? cAritranuM jema hatuM. - munie kahyuM he rAjA! tuM pote anAtha che te mAre nAtha kevI rIte banIza? A zabdo sAMbhaLIne te jhAMkhA paDI gayA. evaM vutto narindo so, susaMbhanto suvimhio| vayaNaM assuya puvvaM, sAhuNA-vimhayaMnio // utta. sa. a. 20, gAthA 13 tuM pate anAtha che. muninuM A vacana sAMbhaLatAM rAjA ghaNA saMbhrAMta thayA. te kSatriya hatA. kSatriya pitAnuM apamAna sahana karI zakatA nathI. kAraNa ke te samajatA hatA ke mArA je koI mahAna nathI ane kahevAya che ke zreNuka rAjAnA samayamAM prajA mahAna sukhI hatI. prajA sukhI hoya che te rAjAne AbhArI che. jenI prajA sukhI tene rAjA paNa sukhI che. chatAM game teTaluM sukha hoya to te kevuM che? kUvAne deDake mAne ke ATaluM badhuM pANI kayAMya nathI. sAgara jala joyA vinA, thaye phlAmAM sthira, phUpa taNe dure kahe, phUpa viSe bahu nIra. bicArA deDakAe sAgaranuM pANI joyuM nathI eTale zI khabara paDe ke emAM keTaluM agAdha pANI che! e to bicAre kUvAmAM raho eTale emAM AnaMda mAnene? tema tame saMsAra sukhanA khAbocIyAmAM paDI rahyA che eTale zuM khabara paDe ke tyAgamAM keTaluM sukha che? tamArA game teTalA sukha hoya te paNa te tyAgInA sukha AgaLa khAbocIyA jevA che. eka vakhata mIrAMne tenI sakhIoe kahyuM ke mIrA ! tArA kevA sadbhAgya che ke tane rANA je pati maLe che. rahevA mATe suMdara mahela che ne sukha bhogavavAnI badhI sAmagrI tArI pAse che, zaNajI paNa tane keTalA cAhe che chatAM tuM temanA pratye ATalI badhI udAsa kema rahe che? zuM tane A saMsAranA bhega bhegavavA nathI gamatA? tArA mahAna puNyadaye tane A badhI sukha sAmagrI maLI che chatAM tuM tene duHkharUpa kema mAne che? cAla, huM rANAjI sAthe tAre prema sabaMdha joDI dauM A sakhInI vAta sAMbhaLI mIrAMne jarA hasavuM AvyuM. eTale sakhIo kahevA lAgI ke strIone svabhAva eve hoya che ke pitAnA maDhe premanI vAta karatI nathI paNa prema sabaMdhanI vAta sAMbhaLIne khuza thAya che. mATe tArA hasavA uparathI mane lAge che ke tane mArI vAta game che.

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zAradA sAgara - sakhInI vAta sAMbhaLIne mIra vicAra karavA lAgI ke A sakhI mArA hasavAne anartha karI rahI che. mATe tene mArI sAcI vAta spaSTa zabdomAM kahI devI joIe. Ama vicArI mIrAMe sakhIne kahyuM ke, saMsArInuM sukha kAcuM, paraNane raMDAvuM pAchuM, tene ghera zIda jaIe re-mohana pyArA..mukhaDAnI mAyA.... sakhI! tuM mArA meDha rANAjInI je prazaMsA karI rahI che tethI paNa rANAjI vadhAre mahAna haze. paNa huM tane eTaluM pUchuM chuM ke mArA pitAe mane raNujI sAthe paraNAvI che ne huM rANAnI dAsI banIne rahevA taiyAra chuM paNa rANAjI mane vidhavA nahi banAve ne? tenI khAtrI che? jo rANAjI mane vidhavA na banAve, akhaMDa saubhAgyavatI rAkhe to mane rANAnI sAthe rahevAmAM keI harakata nathI. paNa je rANAjI enI khAtrI na ApI zake te huM tenI sAthe rahevA baMdhAtI nathI. meM mAro pati zodhI rAkhyo che. kayo? paraNuM te prItama pyAre, akhaMDa saubhAgya mAre, rAMDavAne laya TALe re....mohana pyArA...mukhaDAnI mAyA. me to mArA bhagavAnane mAro pati mAnI lIdhuM che ke jethI A kAramA vidhavA* paNAnA dukha bhogavavAno vakhata na Ave. A mIrAMe tenI sakhone ke jaDabAteDa javAba daI dIdhe. sakhI te sajajaDa thaI gaI ke zuM mIrAMnI bhagavAna pratyenI bhakti che. ApaNe saMsAramAM sukha mAnIe chIe paNa ene saMsAranA sukha gamatA nathI. ahIM zreNuka rAjA paNa muninI vAta sAMbhaLI AzcaryamAM paDI gayA. ke mane anAtha kahe kema? mane atyAra sudhImAM keIe anAtha nathI ka. A prathamavAra meM muninA mukhe A zabda sAMbhaLyA. muni mAro karatAM rUpamAM vadhAre caDhIyAtA che te e vadhu vaibhavazALI hovA joIe. chatAM haju rAjA pitAnA vaibhavanuM varNana karaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 33 zrAvaNa vada 4 ne semavAra tA. ra5-8-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMta jJAnIo kahI gayA che ke he jIva! teM pitAnA svarUpane oLakhyuM nathI. tethI anaMtakALathI saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karI rahyo che. AtmAnA ajJAnathI UbhuM thayeluM je dukha che tene AtmajJAnathI dUra karI zake che. jyAM sudhI jJAna nathI tyAM

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272 zAradA sAgara sudhI ekale tapa kare te bhavaduHkha nAza karI zakAto nathI. zarIra te bAhya vastu che ne AtmA te aMtaraMga vastu che. zarIra vinAzI che ne AtmA avinAzI che. zarIrathI AtmA bhinna che. jyAM zarIra bhinna che tyAM mAtA-pitA, strI, dhana, vigere bhinna hoya te ApameLe nakakI thaI jAya che. baMdhuo ! bheda vijJAnathI ajJAna dUra thAya che. ajJAna dUra thatAM bAhya padArtha parathI mamatA ochI thAya che. AtmA e akhaMDa dravya che chatAM jJAnIe tenA traNa vibhAga batAvyA che. eka bahirAtmA, bIje aMtarAtmAne trIje paramAtmA. nija svarUpanA jJAnamAM badhuM jJAna AvI jAya che. jeNe pitAnuM svarUpa nathI jANyuM teNe bIjuM ghaNuM jANyuM hoya te paNa tenI kAMI kiMmata nathI. svarUpanI samajaNa ane svarUpamAM ramatA ethI UMcuM bIjuM kaI jJAna nathI. sAcI samajaNanA baLe cakravartio cha khaMDanA vaibhavane tyAga karI dIkSita banI gayA. eTale AtmajJAnane apUrva mahimA gAve che. game tevA duHkhamAM paNa jJAnI samAdhi TakAvI rAkhe che. zarIramAM mahAbhayaMkara vyAdhi lAgu paDela hoya chatAM manamAM apUrva samAdhibhAva hoya tyAM samajavuM ke sAcI jJAna dazA che. manuSyabhava pAmyA pachI sAcI samajaNa AvavI sahela vAta nathI. huM ene ane e mAro e mithyAtva che. ane tevo mithyAtvI bahirAtmA che. vyavahAramAM tamane kaI pUche ke tamAre keTalA dIkarA che? te kahe ke mAre cAra dIkarA che. te eTalA mAtrathI bahirAtmA nathI. paNa tenA pratye mamatvabhAvanuM vedana cAlatuM hoya te bahirAtmabhAva che. jema meMdI lUMTAya tema tene raMga jAmato jAya tema jIvanamAM amRta ghaMTI zakAya che ne jhera paNa lUMTI zakAya che. "ahaM" ane "mama"nuM aMtaramAM guMjana thayA karatuM hoya ke mAre ATalA dIkarA che, ATalA baMgalA ne moTara che huM bahoLA parivAra vALa chuM, dhanADhaya chuM. mArA jevo kaI vaibhavazALI nathI. mArA jevo koI sukhI ke zrImaMta nathI. A badhuM je aMtaramAM vedana thayuM te jheranuM cUMTaNuM che. paNa jyAre tamArA aMtarAtmAmAM amRta ghUMTAze tyAre e vicAra Avaze ke huM zuddha svarUpanI daSTie ajara-amara ne avinAzI chuM, arUpI evo mAre AtmA che. A sivAyanA para dramAM eka paramANu paNa mArI mAlikInuM nathI. mAro AtmA zAzvata che. jJAnadarzanacAritranA lakSaNavALe che. A sivAyanA badhA bhAve bahirzAve che. AvA vicAre jo tamane AvatA hoya te amRta ghUMTayuM che. bahirAtmA te pAparUpa che. aDhAra pApasthAnaka vigere bahirAtma bhAvamAM che. tenAmAM mithyASTi guNasthAna saMbhave che. mithyAtva e badhA anarthonuM mULa che. tenA je bIje kaI AtmAne bhAvazatru nathI. baMdhuo ! tame jene mArA mAne che te

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zAradA sAgara 273 tamArA sau sukhanA sagA che. paNa duHkhamAM kaI pAse UbhA rahevAnA nathI. paNa A mithyAtva tamane kheTAne sAcuM manAve che ane temanA upara tIvra pariNAma rAkhI tame evuM mAnI rahyA cho ke mArA sagAvahAlA ke kuTuMbane mATe mAre game te pApa karavA paDe te mATe karavA joIe. tamArI A daSTi kayAre badalAze ? samyam daSTi Ave te hA, kuTuMbanI javAbadArIne aMge, bharaNapoSaNa aMge paNa kAMIka karavuM paDe che te vAta judI che. samyam daSTine paNa pApasthAnake sevavA paDe che. paNa te hasI hasIne pApa na kare. paNa baLave haiye kAMI karavuM paDe te kare. jyAre mithyAdaSTine lIdhe bahirAtmabhAva vALo jIva rapa rahIne pApa Acare che. samakitI AtmA aMtarathI cAre hoya che. jyAre mithyASTi AtmA aMtarathI lepAyelo hoya che. ane e kAraNe puddagalabhAva tarapha jIvanuM AkarSaNa hoya che, bajAramAM kaI paNa navI DIjhAInanI vastu jue ke te tarapha tarata kheMcANa thaI jAya che. ane jyAM sudhI te vastunI prApti na thAya tyAM sudhI te taraphanuM AkarSaNa na chUTe. purUSo karatAM baheno vizeSa dharma kare che ane tapa-japa AdinI pravRtti paNa bahenomAM vizeSa hoya che. chatAM bajAramAM navI DIjhAInanI sADI najare paDe ke tarata meLavavAnI IcchA thaI jAya che. teo upavAsa, AyaMbIla Adi je tapa kare che te uttama che paNa IcachAone nirodha e zreSTha tapa che eTaluM khAsa samajI levAnI jarUra che. kAraNa ke AtmabhAva sivAya bIje badhe bhAva te bahirAtmabhAva che. badhA sagonI sAthe jyAre AtmA sAkSIbhAve rahe che tyAre tene aMtarAtmA kahe che. je aMtarAtmAnI bhAvanA cothA avirati samyak daSTi guNasthAnathI zarU thAya che ane bAramAM kSINamahaM guNasthAnakamAM pUrNa thAya che. ane tyAra bAda teramAM sagI kevaLI guNasthAnakamAM paramAtmadazAnI prApti thAya che. aMtarAtmA e ja paraMparAe paramAtmA bane che. aMtarAtma dazA prApta karavI e kaI sAmAnya vAta nathI. A paramAtma dazA prApta karavA mATe bahirAtmadazA choDIne jeo aMtarAtmabhAvamAM sthira thayA che tevA anAthI nirca the zreNIka rAjAne kahyuM ke tuM pote anAtha che te mAre nAtha kevI rIte thaIza? A zabdo sAMbhaLIne rAjAne zuM thayuM - evaM vutto narindo so, susaMbhanto suvimhio| vayaNaM assuya puvvaM, sAhuNA vimhayaMnio // - utta. sa. a. 20 gAthA 13 pUrve kaI divasa keInI pAsethI sAMbhaLI na hatI tevI vAta A muninA mukhathI sAMbhIne rAjA zreNIkane eTaluM badhuM Azcarya thayuM ke tenuM citta gabharAI gayuM. rAjA zreNIkane eka te muninA rUpa ane guNathI Azcarya thayuM hatuM te sAthe bIjuM Azcarya e thayuM hatuM ke muni AvA traddhivaMta dekhAya che chatAM anAtha kema? eTalAmAM muninA

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274 zAradA sAgara A vacanathI trIjuM Azcarya utpanna thayuM ke meM mAruM samAdhAna karavA, mAruM Azcarya maTADavA munine kahyuM hatuM ke huM Apane nAtha thAuM. tame mAre ghera cAle- paNa A munie te mane pitAne anAtha kahIne mArA hRdayamAM vadhu Azcaryane umero karyo. baMdhuo ! AvA zabdo rAjAne kahevA te sAmAnya vAta nathI. ane muni koIne duHkha thAya tevA vacana kahe paNa nahi. ahIM muni bolyA te tenuM kAraNa zuM? temane pitAnA mati-zrutajJAnanI nirmaLatAthI khabara paDI haze ke A rAjAne Ama kahevAthI lAbha thaze. muni hitAhitane lAbha jeIne kahe che. gajasukumAre dIkSA laIne teja divase bAramI paDimA vahana karavAnI nemanAtha bhagavAna pAse AjJA mAMgI. ne bhagavAne AjJA ApI. AvA navadIkSita sAdhunI cha mahinA vaiyAvacca karavAnI hoya tenA badale mazAnamAM javAnI AjJA kema ApI ? navadIkSitanI vaiyAvacca zA mATe karavI joIe ? tenuM kAraNa e che ke navadIkSitanA mananA pariNAma patrAI nA jAya te mATe vaiyAvacca karavAnI ne tenI khabara rAkhavAnI bhagavAne kahela che. jJAtAjIsUtramAM meghakumArane adhikAra che. eka ja vakhata dezanA sAMbhaLatA vairAgya raMge raMgAI gayA - zreNIka mahArAjA temanI rANIe, temanA putra-putrIo badhA bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLavA mATe gayA. bhagavAnanI vANIne varasAda varasyo ne aneka jIvoe zItaLatA prApta karI. paNa zreNIka rAjAnA putra meghakumAre te kaI alaukika zItaLatA prApta karI. prabhunI vANIne raNakAra tenA aMtara sudhI pahoMcI gaye. ahe ! bhagavAna pharamAve che ke A jIvana te kSaNika che. kayAre kALa rAjAnA teDA Avaze tenI khabara nathI. te have mArAthI A saMsAramAM kema besI rahevAya ? AtmasAdhanA karavAmAM eka kSaNano paNa vilaMba karavA je nathI. jahadI dikSA laI lauM. mArA ahIM beThelA bhAIe te jANe saTIphIkeTa laIne AvyA lAge che ke so varSa sudhI te javAnuM nathI. kema barAbara che ne ? are eka divasane paNa kyAM vizvAsa karavA jevo che? eka vakhata dharmarAjAe yAcakane kahyuM ke bhAI! kAle Avaje. Aje samaya thaI gaye che. A sAMbhaLI bhIme jorathI zaMkha vagADe. mANaso bhegA thaI gayA. pUchavA lAgyA ke zuM che? to kahe che ke moTA bhAIe mRtyu upara vijaya meLavyo tenI khuzAlImAM meM zaMkha vagADe. dharmarAjA kahe che bhAI! mRtyune koNa jItI zake? te kahe che tame hamaNa pelA yAcakane kahyuM ne ke kAle Avaje. te kAla savAra sudhI tame jIvavAnA che. e vAta nakakI che ne? dharmarAjA samajI gayA. caturane bahu kahevAnuM na hoya. tejI ghoDAne cAbUka batAvavAnI hoya, mAravAnI nahi. tejIne Take ne gadheDAne DaphaNa, reja khAya ne ja bhUlI re jAya, durjana mIThuM khAya mIThuM nA belate rejevI jenI jAta che tevI tenI bhAta che.....

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zAradA sAgara 275 | meghakumAra te dIkSA levA taiyAra thaI gayA. eka vakhata bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI hatI. tame keTalI vakhata sAMbhaLI paNa vairAgya Ave che? AkhI dIkSA na levAya te aDadhI laI le. amArI pAMca kAMbaLI vecavAnI bAkI che. tenuM dhyAna rAkhaje. meghakumAra vairAgya raMge raMgAI gayA. ghare AvIne mAtAne kahe che he mAtA! mane dIkSA levAnI AjJA Ape. AjJA Apo ne mAtA merI, mAre tAravI che jIvana naiyA, prabhujI maLyA che sAcA khavaiyA, bhadadhinA sAcA taravaiyA, kSaNa kSaNa lAkheNuM jAya, samaya avatamAM jAya....mAtA merI preme AjJA re Ape. mevakumAranI mAtAne A zabdothI AMkhamAM bharaNa bhare ne jevI vedanA thAya tevI vedanA thavA lAgI, te Dhagale thaIne dharatI para DhaLI paDI. bebhAna thaI gaI. dhAre AMsue raDavA lAgI. paNa sAce vairAgI DhIle na paDe. mAtAe kahyuM-dIkarA! saMyama paMtha bahu kaThIna che. vItarAganA kAyadAnuM tAre pAlana karavuM paDaze. te badhuM tArA sukumAra zarIre kema sahana thaze? meghakumAre kahI dIdhuM he mAtA ! e badhuM kAyarane mATe kaThIna che. huM te vIra chuM. mAtAe saMyamanI khUba kaThInatA samajAvI tyAre teNe sAme mAtAne saMsAranI asAtA samajAvI. keI vAte pAchA na paDyA. chevaTe mAtAne AjJA ApavI paDI. meghakumAre bhagavAna pAse dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSAmAM te mATe zrImaMta hoya, dhImaMta hoya, sAmAnya rAjA hoya ke cakravati hoya badhAne mATe sarakhuM che. bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM garIba-zrImaMta ke nAnA meTAnA bhedabhAva nathI. cakravarti jeTalI te koInI sAhyabI nathI ne? chatAM cakravatinA nokare pahelAM dIkSA lIdhI hoya ne cakravartie pachI lIdhI hoya te nokarane page lAgavuM paDe. cha cha khaMDanI addhine choDanArA cakravartio ghara gharamAM gaucarI jAya, kezaluMcana kare, badhuM kare, paNa mArA cha eAraDAnA dhaNuM evA cakavatione eka divasa dazamuM vrata karIne gocarI jatAM zarama Ave che. cakravatioe rAjya choDIne dIkSA lIdhI te tame eka divasa mATe te ghara choDe. ahIM ke AnaMda che tenI majhA te mANe. prathama rAtrIe Avela pariSaha":-- meghakumAre dIkSA lIdhI. rAtre sUvAne samaya thaye. je chatra palaMgamAM makhamalanI komaLa zaiyAmAM piDhanAro tenI chellI pathArI AvI. pite sUI gayA. vaDIla saMte zArIrika kAraNe uThe ne meghakumAranI pathArI pAsethI Ave ne jAya. aMdhAre dekhAya nahi eTale meghakumArane ThebA vAgavA lAgyA. tenA ThebA vAgatAM meghakumAranI UMgha UDI gaI. aha! meM dIkSA lIdhI na hatI tyAre te bhagavAna ane temanA saMte mane megha "megha' kahIne premathI bolAvatA hatA paNa dIkSA lIdhI eTale mane ThebA mAre che. ke mArI khabara paNa letuM nathI.

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276 zAradA sAgara meghakumAra gayA mAThA re dhyAnamAM, hAyamAna pariNAma AvyA ajJAnamAM, nidrA nI AvI mane sArI e rAtamAM, lebAsa ApI dauM nakkI prabhAtamAM Aja mane saMtoe mAryuM mAThA dhyAnamAM gayelA munimeghakumAranA mananA pariNAma DAmADoLa thavA lAgyA. mane AkhI rAta Aje UMgha AvI nathI. have mAre ahIM rahevuM nathI. paNa savAra paDatAM A tyAgano lebAsa prabhune suprata karIne huM ghara bhege thaI jAuM. baMdhuo ! meghakumArane dIkSA choDavAnA' bhAva thayA paNa eka guNa tenAmAM moTo hato ke jene je mAla che te temane ApIne temanI jA laIne jAuM. paNa tame A jagyAe he te zuM kare? kahevA Ave ke raphUcaka thaI jAva. meghakumAra bhagavAna pAse" -meghakumAra to prabhAta thatAM bhagavAna pAse pahoMcI gayA. bhagavAna te sarvajJa hatA. ghaTa ghaTa ne mana mananI vAta jANanAra hatA. emanAthI kaMI chAnuM na hatuM. bhagavAna kahe che aho megha ! juo, bhagavAnanI vANuM kevI madhurI che ! sAkaranuM pANuM keIne pIvaDAvavuM hoya te paisA bese paNa sAkaranA TukaDA jevuM madhura vacana bolavAmAM kaMI paisA besatA nathI. "vavane ridratA" ApaNI pAse kaMI na hoya paNa mIThI vANI dvArA mIThe AvakAra te ApI zakAya ne? mIThI vANI balavAmAM paNa prabhAva paDe che. vacana bolavAmAM kaMI paisA besatA nathI. bhagavAna sAkarathI paNa ati madhura zabdomAM bolyA-ahe megha ! tuM mAre lebAsa mane pAcho soMpavA Avyo chuM ! mArA saMtanA paganI Thokara vAgI ne tane AkhI rAta UMgha na AvI tenuM tArA dilamAM duHkha thayuM che ? paNa vicAra kara. tane AvI sarasa sukamaLatA kyAMthI maLI? zreNIka rAjAne putra kema banyA? yAda kara yAda kara hAthInA bhAvamAM, duHkhaDA veThayA tyAM asahya vanamAM kema megha manaDAe AvuM dhAryu... Aja mane sateo TenuM mAryuM, dAvAnaLa lAge bhayaMkara joramAM, sasaluM paga nIce zera bakeramAM kema megha manaDAe gothuM mAryuM. Aja mane saMtAe ThenuM mAryuM, he megha ! tArA pUrvabhavane tuM yAda kara. atyAre tane mArA pavitra saMtanI Thokara sahana na thaI ? e saMte kevA pavitra che ! enA caraNanI raja tArI pathArImAM paDe ke tArA zarIrane aDe te tuM pAvana thaI jAya. kaIka saMte te evA pavitra hoya che ke enA azucI pudgale zarIre copaDe te bhayaMkara rega paNa maTI jAya. he megha ! teM hAthInA bhavamAM kevI anukaMpA karI che ! te vanamAM cAra gAunuM mAMDaluM banAvyuM. tAre rahevA te DI jamInanI jarUra hatI paNa pazunA bhavamAMya tane e vicAra thaye ke vanamAM bhayaMkara dAvAnaLa saLage te bIjA che paNa teno Azraya laI zake. evI udAra

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zAradA sAgara bhAvanAthI te' evu suMdara cAra gAunuM mAMDavu manAvyuM ke jyAM ghAsanuM eka taNakhalu paNa rahevA na dIdhuM. jyAM lAkaDuM che tyAM Aga lAge che paNa jyAM ghAsa ke lAkaDuM nathI tyAM Aga kayAMthI lAge ? te mAMDyu anAvyuM ne manavA kALe evuM anyuM ke bhayaMkara dAvAnaLa phATI nIkaLyeA. badhA pazupakSIe e mAMDalAnA Azraya lIdho. paNa eka sasalu rahI gayelu. tArA pagamAM khaNu ja AvI ne te paga UMcA karyA eTale sasalu e jagyAe besI gayuM. tane enI dayA AvI ke jo huM paga nIce mUkIza te e bicAruM' sasalu cagadAI jaze. eTale te paga addhara zakhyA. madhue ! koi mANasa dAna kare teA bhale badhu ApI de paNa peAtAne rahevA mATe jagyA tA rAkhe ne ? A hAthIe teA peAtAnI jagyA paNa sasalAne ApI dIdhI. anuka MpA e samakitanu lakSaNa che. aDhI divasa sudhI dAvAnaLa cAlu rahyA. dAvAnaLa mUjhAyA pachI badhA pazu pakSIe potapAtAnA ThekANe cAlyA gayA. tyAre te paga nIce mUkayA. tane evI kaLa caDhI gai ke paga mUkavA jatAM nIce paDI gayA. bhayaMkara vedanA thavA lAgI te samaye paNa tArA manamAM duSTabhAva AvyA nahiM ke meM sasalAne jagyA ApI tyAre mane A du:kha thayuM ne? te samaye tArA manamAM evA piraNAma AvyA ke meM pazunA bhavamAM eka sasalu khacAvIne kaika karyuM che. bhale mAruM maraNa thAya paNa e te bacyuM ne? Ama vicAra karatAM maraNa pAmyA. e tArA zubha avyavasAya ane anuka MpAnA baLe zreNIka rAjAnA putra meghakumAra thaye. 277 prabhunA mIThA e zabde kamAla karI. prabhunA vacana sAMbhaLIne meghakumAra TharI gayA. pUrvabhavane yAda karatAM jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. hAthInA bhava, bhayaMkara dAvAnaLa, ne e sasalA upara karelI anukaMpA badhu najara samakSa dekhAvA lAgyuM. ahA ! jIva tyAM te keTaluM sahana karyuM...? ne ahIM tArAthI ATaluM sahana na thayuM! prabhunA caraNamAM paDI gayA. nAtha! mAre gunA mApha karo. Aje Ape A pApIne saMsAranA bhayaMkara kha!DAmAM athaDAvA jate| ugArI lIdhA che. masa, prabhu! AjathI A zarIra Apane arpaNa- karI DhauM chuM. jiMdagI karI sevA mAMDe kurabAnI, baMsarI bajAvI che satya ahiMsAnI, zreSTha mAraga pAmIne kAraja sudhAryuM...Aja mane satAe hetu mAryuM. A deha satAnI sevAmAM Apane caraNe dharuM chuM. phakata AMkhanI kIkI halanacalana thAya che tenA maTakArA ane zvAseAvAsa keTalA levAya che ne mUkAya che tene huM gaNI zakatA nathI. eTaluM ApanAthI gupta raheze. khAkI kai cIja ApanAthI chAnI nahi rahe. prabhunA e zabda sAMbhaLIne meghakumAre jIvanamAM ane prakAza prApta karyAM. ghera javA AvyA hatA ne prabhune arpaNa thai gayA. madhue aNutA vinA tarpaNutA nathI. meghakumAra prabhune arpaNu thaI

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zAradA sAgara gayA te kAma kADhI gayA. kAraNa ke pAtratA pragaTI hatI. bhagavAna pAtra joIne pIrase che. ApaNe paNa pAtratA keLavavAnI jarUra che. je pAtra taiyAra haze te aMdara kaI nAMkhaze paNa pAtra nahi heya te zuM karavAnuM? meghakumAra eka vakhata bhAna bhUlyA paNa prabhunA vacanathI ThekANe AvyA. ne saMtonI sevA mATe kAyA kurabAna karI satya-ahiMsAne nAda guMjAvI zAstranA pAne nAma amara karI gayA. anAthI nigraMthanI pAse zreNIka rAjA UbhA che. muninA vacananI zreNIka rAjAnA dilamAM coTa lAgI che ke mane anAtha kema ko? samaya joIne munie sagaDI mArI. A vacana zreNIka rAjAnA uddhAra mATe hatuM: muni samajatA hatA ke A jIva pAtra che. pAtramAM game teTaluM nAMkhIza te samAI javAnuM che. ne tenA pariNAme mahAna lAbha thavAne che. tame paNa kahe che ne ke vahepAramAM jeTalA nANAM vadhu rokAze teTalo lAbha thavAne che. tema ahIM paNa zreNIka rAjAnI pAtratA joIne munie kahyuM ke tuM anAtha che. tethI rAjAne khUba Azcarya te thayuM chatAM vicAra karyo ke mArI pAse ke vaibhava che tenI huM munine jANa karuM. have rAjA pitAnI pAse keTale vaibhava che tenI jANa karaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra:- jayanAde barAbara tapAsa karIne AvIne mahAmaMtrIne badhI vAta karI. mahAmaMtrIe jyanAdanI vAta khUba ekAgratApUrvaka sAMbhaLI. pachI jayanAdane javAnI rajA ApIne pote gaMbhIra vicAramAM paDayA. aMjanA nirdoSa che ene pavanachathI garbha rahyo che e vAta taddana sAcI che. paNa ketumatI rANIne kevI rIte samajAvavA? e eka meTe prazna che. mahAmaMtrIe A bAbatamAM khUba vicAra karyo. vicAra karatAM madharAta thaI paNa UMgha AvatI nathI. aMjanAnI niH sahAya sthitine vicAra karatAM mahAmaMtrI dhrujI uThayA. ketumatI na samaje te zuM karavuM? mahAmaMtrI navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karatAM nidrAdhIna thaI gayA. ekAda prahara uMdhyA na uMdhyA ne prabhAta thayuM. prabhAtika kAryothI paravArIne mahAmaMtrI rAjamahelamAM gayA. rAjA prahUlAda ane rANI ketumatI mahAmaMtrInI rAha jotAM hatAM. rAjAne namana karIne mahAmaMtrI Asana para beThA. mauna patharAyuM. tyAM te ketumatI mIna teDIne kedhathI dhamadhamatA bolyA ke mahAmaMtrIjI! Aja ne Aja aMjanAne nagaramAMthI kADhI mUkavI joIe. tyAre vAvRddha maMtrIe kahyuM je aMjanA deSita hoya te e vicAra barAbara che. ketumatIe kahyuM ke zuM tamane e nidoSa lAge che? maMtrIe kahyuM. meM jhINavaTathI tapAsa karI che. aMjanA mane deSita lAgatI nathI. tyAre rANIe kahyuM. e doSita che. tapAsa vaLI zuM karavAnI? divA jevI spaSTa vAta che ke mAro putra bAra bAra varSathI enI sAme paNa te nathI te enI sAthe saMgama te thAya ja kevI rIte? zuM bAra varSe paNa aMjanA pratye saddabhAva na jAgI zake? jAgatuM haze paNa mAre

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zAradA sAgara 279 mArA kuLane kalaMka nathI lagADavuM. duniyA jANe che ke pavanajI aMjanAne bolAvatA nathI. ane pavanajInA laMkA gayA pachI te garbhavatI thaI che te jANe tyAre amArI IjajatanA te kAMkarA thAya ke bIjuM kaMi? mahAmaMtrI kahe che ApaNe lekene sAcI vAtathI vAkepha karI daIe pachI Ijajatane prazna rahetuM nathI. mahAmaMtrIjI! tame ene bacAva na kare. mane te pahelAM paNa ema lAgatuM hatuM ke pavanakumAra aMjanA pratye A tIvra aNagame keI gaMbhIra kAraNa vinA dharAve nahi. eNe aMjanAnA dUSaNo kadI ApaNane kahyA nathI. paNa eNe guptapaNe enI kharAba cAla calagata jANelI hevI joIe ane tethI enA para bhAre roSa hato. chelle divase jyAre laMkA javA nIkaLe tyAre paNa enI avagaNanA karIne game che ne pAcho AvIne traNa rAta rahIne gaye te vAta taddana azakaya che. ketumatI potAnI vAtane makkamapaNe vaLagI rahI. tyAre mahAmaMtrIe kahyuM-zuM ene AvI garbhavatI avasthAmAM ahIMthI kADhI mUkavI ! temAM ApaNuM phajetI nahi thAya? pavanacha na AvyA hoya tevuM ApaNe cakkasa kahI zakIe nahi. manuSyanuM mana kayAre badalAya te kahevA ApaNe zakitamAna nathI. ane meM je tapAsa karI che temAM mane daDha nizcaya thaye che ke pavanajI pAchA AvIne traNa divasa rokAIne gayA che. ane jyAre te yuddhamAMthI pAchA Avaze tyAre ApaNane te vAtanI khabara paDaze. atyAra sudhI prahalAda rAjA mauna hatA. rANuM ane mahAmaMtrInI vacce thayelI vAtacIta sAMbhaLI, vicArIne belyA aMjanA doSita che ke nathI tene nirNaya karavAmAM ApaNe bahu vahelA chIe. pavanajInA AvyA pachI sAce nirNaya thaI zake. paNa atyAre te ketumatInA cittanuM samAdhAna thAya ne aMjanAne keI mATe anyAya na thAya te mATe mane eka upAya sUjhe che. belI uThI zuM ? ApaNe aMjanAne tenA piyara mekalI devI. tyAM e sukhapUrvaka divaso pasAra karaze ane te arasAmAM pavana paNa pAcho AvI jaze. ketumatI saMmata thaI. tyAre mahAmaMtrIe kahyuM ke pavana Ave tyAM sudhI te ene rAkhe. pachI tamane-yegya lAge tema karaje. te paNa tene rAkhavA taiyAra thayA nahi. baMdhuo ! jyAre mANasanA gADha karmane udaya thAya che tyAre bhalabhalA sajajanI mati paNa badalAI jAya che. sAsue vartAvela kALe kera - sAsujIe aMjanAne na kahevAnA zabda kahyA tyAre vasaMtamAlAthI sahana na thayuM eTale bolI uThI-bA je bele te vicArIne bolo. mArI sakhI taddana nirdoSa che. tamArA zabdo amArI chAtImAM tIranI jema sasarA utarI jAya che. ATaluM belI tyAM ketumatIno prakopa vadhI gaye. ne vasaMtamAlAne coTalo pakaDIne thAMbhalA sAthe bAMdhI dIdhI ne khUba mAra mAryo. lehInI zere uDavA lAgI uparathI kahe che he pApaNI te ja mArA dIkarAnA dAgInA cerI lIdhA

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280 zAradA sugara che. jaldI pAchA ApI de nahitara jAnathI mArI nAMkhIza. tyAre vasaMtamAlA kahe che. huM cAra nathI tAro pavana cera che ke te ceranI jema AvIne cAlyA gayA. AthI-ketumatI vadhAre gusse thaIne jorathI mAravA lAgyA eTale aMjanA ADA paDe che. vasaMtamAlA kahe che bahena! tuM vacamAM ADI na paDIza nahitara tane paNa mArI nAMkhaze. tuM jIvatI hoIza to pavana ane sAro saMdezo maLaze. ketumatI kahe che ATaluM jora zAne kare che? have tamane vidAya karavAnA che. tenA mANasone AjJA karI ke jaldI ratha taiyAra karAvo. rAjAnI AjJA thatAM tata ratha taiyAra karAvavAmAM Ave. kALe re ratha aNavI, kALA turaMga-oDayA che hoya te, kALA re vastra paherAvIyA, kALI dhoMsarI dIdhI che seya te, kALI re mastake dAmaNuM, kALA he bAjubaMdha bAMdhyA che hoya te, aMjanA pIyara he cAlIyA, je bhAI karmataNuM khela re....satI re aMjanA mATe kALo ratha maMgA, ratha kALe tene ghoDA paNa kALA joDayAM. sArA vacce utarAvIne kALA vastro paherAvyA. rathanI dhUMsarI paNa kALI, mastake dAmaNa paNa kALI ne hAthe bAjubaMdha paNa kALA baMdhAvyA. ne baMgaDI paNa kALI paherAvI dIdhI. ketumatIne khabara nathI ke mAro dIkaro jIvate che ne Ane vidhavApaNunA darzana kyAM karAvuM chuM! vacce badalAvatI jAya che ne chAtI phATI jAya tevA zabdo sAsu bolatI jAya che. se so bhAInI eka lADIlI bahenaDIne Aje duHkhane pAra nathI. AMkhamAMthI bera bera jevA AMsu paDe che. dIkarIne mAtA-pitA game teTaluM sAruM joIne paraNAve paNa karma AgaLa keInuM cAlatuM nathI. kahevata che ke "dIkarI ane gAya jyAM dore tyAM jAya." khUba sAruM kuLa jeIne paraNAvI. tyAre mA-bApane khabara na hatI ke mArI dIkarInA mAthe AvA duHkhanA DuMgarA tuTI paDaze. sAsu kahe che jAva, have jaldI rathamAM besI jAo. mAre tamAruM kALuM mukha jevuM nathI. A samayanuM aMjanAnuM rUdana joyuM jatuM nathI. sAsujI tenA para julama kare che paNa uparathI aMjanA te temanA pagamAM paDe che. bA! mArI bhUla hoya te mApha karaje. huM kalaMkita nathI chatAM ApanI daSTimAM evI dekhAuM chuM temAM Apane deSa nathI. deSa te mArA karmane che. rAjA prahalAda to aMjanAnuM rUdana joIne mUrzita thaI gayA. satIe sasarAne praNAma karyA ne lathaDatA page baLatA haiye rathamAM beThI. have ratha tyAMthI kayAM jaze ne zuM banaze tene bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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zAradA sAgara 281 vyAkhyAna naM.- 34 viSayaH "AtmAnI sIDI samyaktva" zrAvaNa vada 5 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 26-8-75 anaMtajJAnIo pharamAve che ke jyAre mAnavIne puNyane udaya thAya che. tyAre tene ApoApa traddhi-siddhi AvI maLe che ne pApane udaya thAya che tyAre badhI rIte mANasa pAyamAla thaI jAya che. dhamanI ArAdhanAthI AtmA puNya rUpa khajAnAne bhare che ane karmane nAza paNa kare che. AtmAne pUrNa sukhI karanAra ane sAcuM sukha ApanAra je keI hoya te te dharma che. dharmanA traNa prakAra cheH tattvArtha sUtranA prathama adhyAyanA prathama sUtramAM kahyuM che ke:- sadarzanazAna vAritrAmAM mokSamaH samyagadarzana, samyaka jJAna ane samyakjhAritra A dharmanA traNa prakAra che ane e traNe maLIne mokSane mArga bane che. A traNanI ArAdhanAthI AtmA karmathI mukta bane che. jema ke ekalA ghauMnA leTathI lADave banatuM nathI. lADu banAvavA mATe ghI-goLa ane leTa A traNa vastuo bhegI thAya tyAre lADa bane che. te rIte samyagdarzana, jJAna ane cAritra A traNa maLIne mokSamArga batAve che. ekalI zraddhAthI, ekalA jJAnathI ke ekalA cAritrathI ke mukita meLavI zakayuM nathI ne meLavI zakatuM paNa nathI. paNa samyak zraddhA, samyaka jJAna ane samyaka cAritra Ave tyAre AtmA mukita meLavI zake che. A traNa vastu prApta karavAmAM mohanIya karmanA kSapazamanI prathama jarUra che. je mohanIya karmane sarvathA kSaya thAya te tata te janmamAM AtmA mukta banI jAya che te hakIkata che. baMdhuo ! mokSane ArAdhaka keNa banI zake? samyagdaSTi AtmA ArAdhakanI koTImAM Ave che. kAraNa ke AtmA jyArathI samyakrarzana pAme tyArathI te ArAdhaka gaNAya che. AthI samajI zakAya che ke samakita keTaluM kiMmatI che! samakti kevI ajoDa ne apUrva vastu che! AtmAne samakita prApta thatAM jIvananuM parivartana thaI jAya che, karmabaMdhanamAM paNa phera paDI jAya che, saMsAranI rakhaDapaTTI maTI jAya che. ane alpa bhavamAM Atma mukata thAya che. AtmA mithyAtvI maTIne samakitI thaye eTale tene mATe durgatinA dvAra baMdha thavAnA. samakitaSTi AtmA sadagatimAM utpanna thAya che. bhavanI gaNatrI paNa samakitanI prApti pachI thAya che. tIrthakara bhagavaMtemAM koInA 3, koInA 13 ne koInA 27 bhava thayA che. jyArathI temane AtmA samakti pAmyA tyArathI A bhavAnI gaNatrI karavAmAM AvI che. A uparathI ApaNe samajI zakIe chIe ke jinezvaradevanA siddhAMta uparanI zraddhA zuM kAma kare che! jenadarzana kevuM apUrva che te samajanAra samajI zake che. jenadarzana mAtra dharmanA svarUpane samajAve che ema nahi paNa AkhA jagatanA svarUpane samajAve che. A

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282 zAradA sAgara jagatamAM keTalA AtmAo che, keTalI gati, keTalI ni ane keTalA kuLa che tenuM yathArtha darzana karAve che. dareka jInA khAnapAna kevA hoya che, e che kayAM kayAM rahe che, temanuM AyuSya keTaluM hoya che. emane prANa keTalA? tenI indriyo keTalI? A badhuM ochuM vadhatuM hovAnuM kAraNa zuM? zarIranA nirmANamAM ATale moTe bheda-kema? AtmA ghaDIkamAM sukhI ghaDIkamAM duHkhI ghaDImAM zokamagna ane ghaDImAM AnaMdamagna bane che. Ama thavAnuM kAraNa zuM? eka dhanavAna bane che tyAre eka bhIkha mAge che. chatAM paTane khADe pUrA nathI. Ama thavAnuM kAraNa zuM? maLelI saMpatti ekAeka kema cAlI jAya che? amuka mApamAM kema maLe che? jagata eTale zuM? jagatane tamAma vyavahAra keNa calAve che? ene kaI saMcAlaka che ke kudaratI cAle che? jaDa ane cetananA bhede, dravya - guNa ane paryAyanuM svarUpa A badhA padArthonuM UMDANathI jJAna karAvanAra je kaI A jagatamAM hoya te te jenadarzana che. devAnupriye ! jagatanA tamAma padArthone svarUpane samajavA mATe jainadarzanamAM cAra anuga batAvyA che. te dravyAnuyega, gaNitAnuyega, caraNakaraNAnuga ane dharma kathAnuyoga, A cAra anugamAM AkhI duniyAnuM svarUpa AvI jAya che. A jainadarzananI ne jainazAsananI balihArI che. paramAtmAnuM zAsana keTaluM vizALa che. temAM kevuM, keTaluM ane abhuta jJAna bharyuM che. ane te AtmAne atyaMta hitakArI che. mATe kalyANanI kAmanAvALA AtmAoe A zAsananuM zaraNa svIkAryA sivAya chUTake nathI. ekAMte mahAna lAbha karanAra A jainazAsana che. A zAsananA zaraNa vinA bhavya jIne cAlI zake tema nathI. AtmAnuM kalyANa karanAra ane duHkhathI gherAyelA AtmAone duHkhathI mukta karI anaMta sukhamAM mahAlate karanAra A jinazAsana ane jainadarzana che. sAcI zAMti ane sAcuM sukha ApanAra A jainadarzana che. jyAM sudhI AtmAone evI samajaNa nA Ave tyAM sudhI keI paNa AtmA kalyANa karI zake nahi. baMdhuo ! ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranuM vasamuM adhyayana jemAM sanAtha ane anAthanuM AbehUba varNana cAle che. jayAM sudhI AtmA A jinazAsana pAmIne samakita nahi pAme, zAstrane sAra nahi pAme tyAM sudhI te pite anAtha che jyAre anAthI munine bheTe thaye tyAre zreNaka rAjA mithyAtvI hatA eTale te pite anAtha hatA. teo ajJAna hatA. muni je daSTithI anAthanI vyAkhyA karI rahyA hatA tenAthI rAjAnI mAnyatA taddana bhinna hatI. rAjA kone anAtha mAnatA hatA? huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tame tene anAtha mAne che? "jenI koI saMbhALa rAkhanAra na hoya tene" munie rAjAne kahyuM ke tuM pote anAtha che te mArA nAtha kevI rIte banI zakIza? muni zreNaka rAjAne anAtha kahIne DhaDhoLe che, temanI sUtelI cetanAne jAgRta kare che. rAjA ema samajatAM

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zAradA sAgara 283 hatA ke jene rahevA ghara nA hoya, mA bApa na hoya, mitra na hoya agara bIjA najIkanA sagA-vahAlAM na hoya tene anAtha kahevAya paNa jenadarzana anAthanI vyAkhyA judI kare che. rAjA vicAra kare che ke munie mane je anAtha kahyo te mArA mATe azrutapUrva che. eTale ke haju sudhI mane keIe anAtha kahyo nathI. tema meM kaI divasa anAthatA anubhavI nathI eTale A munine mArA vaibhavanI khabara lAgatI nathI. agara te temanI AkRti jotAM teo mahAna RddhivALA hoya ane temanI daSTie huM anAtha lAgatuM houM te paNa banavA joga che. kAraNake ke mANasa jyAre potAnAthI nAnI cIja bIjAnI pAse dekhe che tyAre te nAnI cIjane tuccha mAne che. mAnI lo ke koInI pAse hIrA-mANeka ane pannAnA dAgInA hoya tene sonAnA dAgInA tuccha lAge che. ane jenI pAse cAMdInA dAgInA haze tene pittaLanA tuccha lAgaze. A rIte muninI pAse traddhi-siddhi ghaNI heya te kAraNe temanI najaramAM huM anAtha gaNate heuM te saMbhavita che. huM paNa temanI zArIrika addhi joIne Azcaryacakti thaye hato te rIte temaNe paNa mArI zArIrika addhi joIne mane pitAnAthI ochI RddhivALo garIba sama hoya ne te kAraNe mane anAtha kahA hAya ! paNa e muni mAne che te huM anAtha nathI. tenI emane jANa karavA mATe mAre mArI trAddhinuM varNana temanI sAme karavuM joIe. jethI emane khabara paDe ke huM emane nAtha banI zakuM tema chuM ke nahi ? mahArAjA zreNuka jevA tevA na hatA. sAhasika ane vIra hatA. eTale pitAnI trAddhinuM varNana karatAM muni ne kahe che ke mahArAja ! tame mane anAtha kahe che paNa mArI pAse kevI samRddhi che te tame sAMbhaLo. assA hatthi maNusA me, puraM aMteuraM ca me / muMjAmi mANuse bhoe, ANA issariyaM ca me // utta. sU a. 20 gAthA 14 he muni ! mArA rAjyamAM 33 hajAra madajharatA hAthIe jhUle che, 33 hajAra azvo haNahaNe che ne 33 karoDa pAyadaLa mArI AjJAmAM che. huM kevaLa magadhane nAmane rAjA nathI paNa AkhA magadhanA rAjyanuM pAlana karuM chuM. eka keDa ne ekattera lAkha gAma mA tAbAmAM che. A badhA nagaranI AvakamAMthI mArA rAjyanuM kharca sArI rIte nIkaLe che. mAruM aMteura paNa vizALa che. temAM jevA tevA rAjAonI kanyAo nathI paNa moTA moTA rAjAe temanI kanyAo mane sAmethI ApIne potAne bhAgyazALI mAne che. ghaNAM manuSya pAse Rddhi khUba hoya che paNa zarIra regathI gherAI gayuM hovAthI teo pitAnI trAddhino lAbha uThAvI zakatA nathI paNa mArI pAse te trAddhisiddhinI sAthe zArIrika saMpatti paNa sArI che. eTale huM te manuSya sabaMdhI kAmagIne upaga paNa

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zAradA sAgara 284 sArI rIte karI zakuM chuM. temaja ghaNA rAjAe teA kahevAnA rAjA hAya, tenA mAthe khIjA rAjAonuM svAmitva hAya che ne te mATA rAjA kahe te rIte e karI zake che. evA huM khaDiyA rAjA nathI huM teA mahAna rAjA chuM. mArI AjJA badhA rAjAe zirAmAnya kare che. kAnAmAM tAkAta che ke te mArI AjJAnA anAdara karI zake ? huM Ave mahAna rAjA haiAvA chatAM Apa mane anAtha kema kaheA che ? aMdhue ! ahIM muninI anAthanI vyAkhyA judI che ne rAjAnI paNa judI che. kAraNa ke baMnenI dRSTi alaga che. ekanI dRSTi bhAga taraphanI che ne khIjAnI tyAga taraph che. zreNIka rAjA chara kaLA zIkhyA hatA paNa AdhyAtmika jJAna meLavyuM na hatu. eTale temanI dazA muni karatAM judI che. zajAne AdhyAtmika jJAna hAta teA te peAtAne sanAtha mAnata nahi. te muninA nAtha banavAnuM kaheta nahi. kAraNa ke khAdya RddhithI anAtha maTIne sanAtha anAtu nathI. ahIM te| munie rAjAne menidrAmAMthI jAgRta karavA mATe kahyuM hatu ke tu anAtha che. paNa rAjAne A vAtanuM bhAna na hatuM eTale ene cAMTa lAgI ke mane anAtha kema kahyA ? madhue ! tamane paNa satA saMsAranA kAdavamAMthI kADhavA mATe ghaNI vAra kahe che ke bhAI! A saMsAranA kAdavamAM gaLAbUDa kheMcI gayA chuM te have bahAra nIkaLa. kayAM sudhI kheM'celA rahIza ? mane satAe AvuM kema kahyuM ene khaTakAro thAya che ? pavitra AtmAone sAmAnya TaMkAra karavAmAM Ave te paNa jAgI jAya che. janakarAjAnI mithilA nagarImAM eka brAhmaNu raheteA hateA. tenAthI eka vakhata rAjAnA mATA gunA thai gayA. brAhmaNane pakaDIne darabAramAM lAvavAmAM AvyeA. janakazAe tenA aparAdhathI khUba krodhAyamAna thaIne tene peAtAnA rAjyathI hadapAra karavAnuM pharamAna karyuM. tyAre brAhmaNe khUba namratApUrvaka kahyuM-mahArAjA! mArAthI ApanA mATe aparAdha thayA che tethI Ape mane ApanI ddapAra karavAnI kaDaka zikSA karI che te mane zirAmAnya che. paNa huM Apane eka prazna pUchuM chuM ke ApanA rAjyanI hada kayAM sudhI che ? janakarAjA khUba vidvAna hatA. temane AtmajJAnanA khUkha zekha hatA. brAhmaNunA A praznathI rAjAnA manamAM eka UMDA jhaTakA lAgyA. te vicAra karavA lAgyA ke A pRthvI para te mArAthI paNa aneka zakitazALI rAjAo rAjya kare che. emAM mane te eka mithilAnagarI mAruM rAjya dekhAya che. ATale vicAra karatAM navA vicAra AvyeA ke huM jene mAruM mAnuM che te mithilAnuM rAjya paNa zuM mAruM che ? zuM e mArI sAthe Avaze ? jema jema janakarAjAnI vicAradhArA AgaLa cAlI tema tema tene peAtAnA adhikAranI sImA saMkucita dekhAvA lAgI. khUba UMDANathI vicArakaratAM tene lAgyuM ke A mithilAnA rAjya upara paNa mAre adhikAra zene ? kAraNa ke AtmA sivAyanA badhA padArtho nAzavaMta che. mAro adhikAra tA phakata mArA AtmA upara che, A pramANe vicAra karIne

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zAradA sAgara 285 janakarAjAe brAhmaNane kahyuM ke bhAI! mArA rAjyanI hada kayAMya nathI. A saMsAranI koI paNa vastu upara mAro adhikAra nathI. tAre jyAM rahevuM hoya tyAM tuM sukhethI rahI zake che. baMdhuo ! brAhmaNanI mIThI TakerathI janakarAjAne bhAna thayuM ke mAre adhikAra konA upara che? paNa tamane saMte keTalI vAra Takera kare che chatAM kaMI asara thAya che? sAdhu kahetA bhalA ne hama sunatA bhalA." suNe suNene phUTayA kAna, te ye na AvyuM brahmajJAna. AvI tamArI vAto che. ATale suMdara upadeza sAMbhaLavA chatAM tala mAtra mamatA ochI thAya che? eka bIlDIMga banAvyuM te kaheze mAruM bIlDIMga che, A mArI peDhI che, ne A mArI patnI ane putra parivAra che. nAnA bALake retIne kUba banAvIne kahe che ke A mAruM ghara che evI ramata rame che. enI ramata DI vAramAM pUrI thaze paNa A moTA bALakanI ramata kayAre pUrI thaze? huM caitanya chuM, anaMta vIryavAna chuM, saccidAnaMda svarUpa chuM, anaMta jJAnane dhaNuM chuM, anaMta sukhane svAmI chuM, moTA cakravartinA vaibhava karatAM paNa mArA AtmAne vaibhava anaMta ghaNe vizeSa che. AvI zraddhA karavAnI jarUra che. AvI zraddhA thayA vinA game teTalI karazuM karazo to paNa te ekaDA vinAnA mIMDA jevI che. bhAvanA zatakamAM kahayuM che ke : aMke rahita saba zunya vyartha je, netrahIna ke vyartha prakAza, varSA vinA bhUmimeM bayA, bIja vyartha pAtA hai nAza, usI taraha samyakatva binA hai japa, tapa, kaSTa kriyA bekAra kabhI na uttama phela detI hai, milatA kabhI na mukita prakAza. jema ekaDA vinA game teTalA mIMDAnI lAIna karavAmAM Ave to tenI kaI kiMmata nathI. aMdha mANasa AgaLa game teTalI Tayuba lAITo karavAmAM Ave, varasAda vinA game teTaluM sAruM bIja dharatImAM vAvavAmAM Ave to te vyartha che tevI rIte samyakatva vinA game teTalI bAhA kriyA karavAmAM Ave to te ekaDA vinAnA mIMDA jevI che. bA bhAve ta5-japa, vrata-niyama Adi dharma kriyAo karavAthI puNya baMdhAya che ne puNyathI jIva navamI greveyaka sudhI jaI Ave che. tyAM sukha che evA sukha jIve ghaNI vAra bhegavyA che. abhavI jIva paNa navamI greveyaka sudhI jaI zake che. tethI kaMI saMsAra zeDe kapAya che? ahIM tamAruM puNya hoya te loke tamArI khUba prazaMsA kare, mana mAnyA sukha maLe paNa A rakhaDapaTTI TaLe nahi. ATalA mATe jJAnI puruSe kahe che tame jI samyagdarzana prApta kare. samyadarzananI ArAdhanA thAya to mukita maLe.

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zAradA sAgara gautama svAmIe bhagavaMtane prazna karyo ke he bhagavaMta! saMvegeNaM bhaMte jIve ki jaNayai ? saMvegeNaM aNuttaraM dhammasadhdhaM jaNayai / aNutarAe dhammasadhdhAe saMvegaM havvamAgacchai, aNaMtAnubaMdhi koha mANa mAyA lobhe khavei, navaM ca kammaM na bandhai / tappacaiyaM ca NaM micchattavisohi kAuNaM daMsaNArAhae bhavai, dasaNa visohie ya NaM visudhdhAe atthegaie teNeva bhavaggahaNeNaM sijjhai, visohIe ya NaM visudhdhAe taccaM puNo bhavaggahaNeNaM nAikkammai // utta. sU. a. 29, rU. 1. saMvegathI jIvane kayA guNanI prApti thAya che? uttara-saMvegathI uttama dharma zradhdhA jAgRta thAya che. dharmanI utkRSTa zradhdhA karavAthI savega-mokSanI abhilASAnI jaladI prApti thAya che. anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha mAna-mAyA ane lebhane kSaya thAya che. navA karmonuM baMdhana thatuM nathI. AthI mithyAtvanI vizuddhi karIne darzananI ArAdhanA thAya che. darzana vizuddhithI zuddha thayA pachI koI jIva kSAyaka samaktinI prApti kare ne je AyuSyane baMdha nA pADayo heya te te bhavamAM mekSe jAya che. A samyaka darzananI utkRSTa ArAdhanA che. ane je madhyama ArAdhanA thAya te trIje bhave avazya mokSe jAya ne je samyaga darzananI jaghanya ArAdhanA thAya te paMdaramA bhave mokSe jAya ane je paMdaramA bhave mese na jAya te paNa meDAmAM meDe ardha pula parAvartana kALamAM te avazya mokSe jAya, A che samyaka darzanano mahimA. baMdhuo ! eka vakhata samyakatvanA rasane svAda AvI jAya to beDo pAra thaI gaye samajI le. eka vakhata svAnubhava karI lIdhe pachI tene svAda kayAre paNa jo nathI. mAnI lo ke tame bAsudI khAdhI ne thoDI vAramAM ulTI thaI gaI paNa tene svAda te tamArI dADhamAM rahI jAya che ne! 20-25 varSo vItI jAya che te paNa tene svAda yAda Ave che ne ? A samyakradarzanane mahimA che. eka vakhata e svAda cAkhyA pachI kyAre paNa te jatA nathI. samyaka darzana pAmyA pachI anaMta pugala parAvartana karavAnA nathI. tene saMsAra limiTamAM AvI jAya che. samyakatvanI ArAdhanA karatAM Atmadarzana thaze. jaDa ane caitanyanuM bhedajJAna thaze. bhedajJAna thatAM e vicAra thaze ke jaDathI caitanyanuM utthAna nA thAya. A bhAva AvatAM jIvane dhananuM mamatva paNa nahi rahe. samakitanA abhAvamAM jIva ema mAne che ke paisA vadhe te samAjamAM mArI pratiSThA vadhe. huM sukhI thAuM, zarIrane sArI rIte hIrA-motI ane sonAnA dAgInAthI zaNagAruM, ArasapahANanuM AlezAna bhavana baMdhAvuM ne temAM AdhunikaDhabanA badhA sAdhane sephaseTa, TelIphena, tijorI, reDiye, TI. vI. badhuM vasAvuM, AMgaNAmAM cAra cAra kAra khaDI

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zAradA sAgara rAkhu eTale saiA kahe ajJAna dazA che. 287 phalANA bhAInA jeTalA vaibhava koIne tyAM nathI. A jIvanI samakita dRSTi jIva te paisA vadhatAM pApa vadhyu che ema mAne che. jo jIva eka vakhata pAmI jaze te jagatanA jaDa padArtho eMTha jevA lAgaze. AbhUSaNA bhArarUpa lAgaze. A deha alakArAthI nahi paNa samrAcArathI zAle che. A deha mATIneA aneleA che tene khANanI ki MmatI mATIthI zA mATe maDhavA joie ? ene dAna-zIyaLa-tapa-ane zubha bhAvanAnA alakArAthI maDhI daie te kevA ze|bhI UThe ? Ave vicAra samakItine Avaze. AgaLa ApaNe joi gayA ne ke savegathI jIvane zuM lAbha thAya ? savega AvavAthI saMsAra uparathI mana uThI jAya che. kAI pAyA padAthe pratye prIta rahetI nathI. bhavabhramaNanA paNa thAka lAgaze. jema tame bahAra gAma gayA. tyAM nikaTanA sagAnuM ghara che. tyAM gheADA divasa rahyA paNa jyAre mana uThI gayu' tyAre e divasa paNa AkarA lAge ne ? te rIte jIvane meAkSanI laganI lAgaze teA kSaNavAra pApamAM rAcavuM nahi game. parAyAnI prIta nahi game. paNa AtmA svamAM AnaMda mAnaze ne tene ema thayA karaze ke kayAre karmanA deNAM patAvIne jaldI mAruM svaghara te mekSane pAmuM. jene meAkSanI laganI lAgI che evA anAthI nigra MthanI sAme rAjA zreNIka pe.tAnI RddhinuM varNana kare che ke huM mahArAja! mArI pAse sa kAmabheAganA sAdhanA che. tathA neAkara, cAkara, rANIe pradhAne badhA mArI AjJAne AdhIna che. keAI mArI AjJAnuM ullaMghana karavA samartha nathI. maMdhue ! tame paNa rAjyanI AjJA kevI zirAmAnya karA che? tyAM sIdhA dvAra che. jema rAjAnI AjJAnuM pAlana kare che tevuM vItarAga prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana kare te! nyAla thaI jaze. prabhunI AjJAne sahu zirAmAnya karanAra jagata zirAmaNI mane che. mATe tame paNa bhagavAnanI AjJAnA ArAdhaka bane. bhagavAnanI e AjJA che ke tuM ekavAra samyaktva ratnanI prApti karI le. kAraNa ke saMvoddI vaju vena vuddA / paraleAkamAM samyakatvanI prApti thavI mahAna dubha che. A manuSyabhava paNa mahAna durbhUbha che. samyakatva pAmyA teA janmArA sudharI jaze. tame kaheA che ne ke dALa agaDe te divasa bagaDe. athANu khagaDe te varSoM agaDe ne patnI bagaDe te jiMdagI bagaDe. e teA eka sAmAnya vastu che. paNa samyaktva ratna e amUlya ratna che. samyakatva pAmyAnI taka cUkayA tA bhavedabhava khagaDaze. A manuSyabhava khAi besaze teA jaldI maLavA muzkela che. AvA hIrA jevA manuSya bhavane koDI jevA kAmalegAmAM khAi nAMkhe! nahi. AtmAnI sAdhanA karI le. sattAmAM paDelA kame haju uyamAM nathI AvyA tyAM sudhI tapa Adi karaNI karIne tene khapAvI nAMkheA. AyuSya pANInA pUranI jema vahI jAya che. Aja paMdaranAdharane pavitra dvivasa che. jemane manuSyabhavanI kiMmata samajAi che. karmane

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288 zAradA sAgara khapAvIne mekSamAM javAnI laganI lAgI che tevA AtmAo tapazcaryAmAM joDAI gayA che. je A sAdhanAmAM nathI joDAyA te taiyAra thaI jAva. dharmanA divasomAM tapazcaryA karavAne je uchALe Ave che te bIjA divasomAM AvatuM nathI. parvAdhirAjanI padharAmaNI thavAne have phakta cha divasa bAkI che mATe AtmAne kevI rIte pavitra banAve tene nirNaya AjathI karI leje. vadhu bhAva avasare. caritra: kALA vacce satIe ghara choDayA - aMjanA sAsu-sasarAne praNAma karI baLatA haiye rathamAM beThI. juhAra karIne ratha saMcaryo, sahIyara zuM beThI che aMjanA deva te... vasaMtamAlA ane aMjanA bane rathamAM beThA. ne dhIme dhIme tene ratha gAmanI hada bahAra nIkaLI gaye. A samaye aMjanA e karuNa kalpAMta karavA lAgI ke vaja jevA kaThora haiyAnA mANasa paNa pIgaLI jAya. arere...svAmInAtha! meM Apane ghaNuM kahyuM ke Apa mAtApitAne jANa karIne jAva paNa tame mAnyA nahi. Apa maLIne gayA hota to mArA mAthe kalaMka te na caDhata ne! mane duHkha paDayuM tene mane zaka nathI. e te mArA karmane udaya che. temAM Apane paNa doSa nathI. paNa mArA mAtApitAnI ujajavaLa kIrtine paNa kalaMka lAgyuM. huM kayA moDhe mAre piyara jAuM. mArA piyarathI ghaNI vAra teDAM AvyA chatAM paNa huM gaI nahi ane AvI kalaMkita avasthAmAM jaIne zuM karuM? mArA mAtA-pitA ane bhAI-bhAbhIone moTuM zuM batAvuM ? piyara javuM te sukhamAM javuM sAruM duHkhamAM nahi. A rIte jhUrApa karatI bole che. ghaDIkamAM mUchagata thaI jAya che, tyAre vasaMtamAlA ene hiMmata Ape che. A badhuM ratha hAMkanAra sArathI sAMbhaLe che. "satInA duHkhathI sArathinuM hRdaya raDI paDayuM" -aMjanAnuM duHkha sArathithI joyuM jatuM nathI ratha hAMkatA tenuM haiyuM paNa bharAI gayuM arere... A satI kevI nirdoSa che ! kumaLI kaLI jevI satIne duHkha daIne A sAsu kyAM jaze ? dhikkAra che mArA pApI peTane ! huM rAjAnI nekarI karuM chuM tyAre ne mAre AvI nirdoSa satIne raDatI ne ratI mUkavA AvavuM paDyuM ne ! mAruM peTa phATI paDo. rathane joDelA ghaDAnI AMkhamAM paNa AMsu AvI gayA. arere... amAro raMga kALa keNe karyo ? kALo raMga na heta te kALA rathe na joDAvuM paData ! gheDAnA paga paNa upaDatA nathI. aMjanAne karUNa kalpAMta na joI zakavAthI sUrya paNa vAdaLamAM chupAI gaye. rathanA piDA paNa barAbara cAlatA nathI. AvuM karaNujanaka dazya sarjAI gayuM che. ahIM aMjanA game teTaluM raDe te paNa eka vasaMtamAlA sivAya tene keNa AzvAsana ApanAra che? mArA baMdhuo ne bahene! je saMsAramAM tame atyaMta rAga karIne beThA che te

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zAradA sAgara 289 saMsAra ke duHkhamaya che. tenuM ahIM darzana thAya che. mANasa kSaNa pahelAM kevI kalpanA karato hoya ne kSaNa pachI enI kalpanAnA minArA tUTIne jamInadosta banI jAya che. satI aMjanAnI AMkhamAMthI zrAvaNa-bhAdaravo vahe che. raDate hRdaye rathamAM beThA pachI tenA aMtaranI Aha nIkaLI, ane e bhavya jIvana prabhAtanuM sonerI AkAza chinna bhinna thaI gayuM. saMsAra mATe mAnavajIvana eka khela che. saMsAra manuSyanA jIvanane jANe eka manoraMjana mATenuM ramakaDuM samaje che. ane e rIte e manuSyanA jIvana sAthe khela khele che. ketumatIe aMjanAnA jIvana sAthe krUra khela khelya. ratha AgaLa cAlyA jAya che ne aMjanAnuM duHkha vadhatuM jAya che. vasaMtamAlAne potAnI prANapriya sakhInuM sarvasva luMTAI jatuM lAgyuM. aMjanAnuM duHkha joI na zakI eTale eNe pitAnA hAthathI moTuM DhAMkI dIdhuM ne pite AMsu sAratI aMjanAnA caraNamAM DhaLI paDI. karmane zarama che? haju aMjanAne pavanajInuM milana thayA pUrA nava mahinA paNa thayAM nahi tyAM to enI samasta AzAo ,saghaLA umaMga ne utsAha upara jANe hima paDI gayuM. enA haiyAmAM keTalAya aramAne haze ! jyAre e aramAna pUrA thavAne samaya AvyuM tyAre patinA gharane choDIne javAnuM banyuM. ATalA mATe jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke A saMsAra asAra che. mAnavajIvana pANInA parapoTA jevuM vinazvara che. saMsAramAM saMga ne viyoganI ghaTamALa cAlyA kare che. samudranA mojAnA mAchalA AkAzamAM ekabIjAne maLe ane palavAramAM chUTA paDI jAya tevuM A jIvana che. paNa rAgathI saMtapta banelA hRdayane A vAta kaMI thoDI zAMti ApI zake? A bhAvanAo lAMbA kALathI rAga agnimAM prajaLatA hRdayane tatkALa sAMtvana ApI zake che? e to kAMIka sthira banIne kaI mahAna yegI purUSanA zaraNe jAya te hadayane zAMti vaLe. aMjanAnuM sarvasva lUMTAI gayuM hatuM chatAM paNa je rAtre pavanajInuM milana thayuM ne traNa divasa patinA milanane je AnaMda anubhavyuM hatuM te sukhanA smaraNo tene satAvI rahyA hatA. te AnaMda ane pavanajInA mIThA vacanane bhUlI na hatI. tenuM aMtaHkaraNa sAkSI pUratuM hatuM ke jarUra pavanajI eka divasa maLaze ne karamAI gayelA hadayapuSpa upara pramavArinuM siMcana karaze. bhale bAra bAra varSo sudhI satata rahelA nirAzAnA ghora aMdhakAra vacce eka vijaLI camakI gaI hatI ane eTalA vegathI te vilIna paNa thaI gaI hatI. chatAM e camakArAmAM aMjanAe bhAvinA eMdhANa joyA hatA. - aMjanAne ratha gAma ane jaMgale vaTAvate AgaLa vadhI rahyo che. have te ratha kyAM Avaze ne A mahAsatIne mUkIne jatAM sArathInA dilamAM kevuM duHkha thaze ne aMjanAnuM zuM thaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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zAradA sAgara 290 vyAkhyAna naM. 35 viSaya - laDAInA medAnamAM AtmajAgRti zrAvaNa vada 6 ne budhavAra tA. 27-8-75 jJAnI purUSane A saMsAra sAgara ati dArUNa dekhAya che. eTale jyAM sudhI teo saMsAramAM rahe che tyAM sudhI udAsIna bhAve rahe che. saMsAranA koI paNa sukhamAM tene AnaMda AvatuM nathI. basa, emanuM eka lakSa hoya che ke A saMsAra sAgarane kema tarI jAuM? temane sarva purUSArtha bhavasAgara tarI javAne mATe hoya che. mana-vacanakAyAthI sadA saMsAramAM alipta bhAve rahe che. baMdhuo ! ATaluM AtmasAkSIe tame vicAro ke A saMsAra sAgaramAM rahevA jevuM che? kayAMya sukha ke zAMti che? kayAMya nirbhayatA che? chatAM saMsAra sAgaramAM rahevAnuM mana kema thAya che! jyAM svasthatA nathI, prasannatA nathI, zAMtine zvAsa levAne nathI, nirbhayatAnuM vAtAvaraNa nathI. tyAM rahevAne vicAra paNa kaMpAvI mUke che. jyAre hiMdustAna ane pAkistAnanA bhAgalA paDayA tyAre pAkistAnamAM rahelA hiMduonA jIva mUThImAM AvI gayA hatA. te samaye lAkho hinduo tyAM baMgalA, havelIo ane kareDanI saMpatti mUkIne bhAgI AvyA. strI-putra ane parivAranI paravA karyA vinA pahere 5De nAsI chUTayA. zA mATe? tame eka rAtI pAIpaNa jatI kare tema nathI chatAM ATalI saMpatti badhuM cheDIne zA mATe bhAgI chUTayA? tenuM kAraNa? belene? tenuM kAraNa e che ke tyAM temane nirbhayatA na lAgI. salAmatI na lAgI. zAMtine zvAsa levAnuM paNa na dekhAyuM, jIvana jokhamamAM lAgyuM eTale teo bhAgI chUTayA. A rIte je jIvane bhavasAgarathI bhAgI chUTavAnI tamannA jAge te mAyA-mamatAnA baMdhane toDavA sahelA thaI jaze. ATalA mATe ahIM bhavasAgaranI bhISaNatA batAvavAmAM AvI che. tame ekAMtamAM jaIne ekAgra citta karIne A bAbatane vicAra karaje. roja vicAra karatAM eka divasa AtmAmAM bhavasAgarane bhaya jAgI jaze. tyAre ene pAra karI javA mana-vacana-kAyAthI taiyAra thaI jaze tyAre tamane kaI rekI nahi zake. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA vIsamA adhyayanamAM anAthImuni ane zreNIka rAjAne saMvAda cAle che. jeo saMsArane bhayaMkara tephAnI samudra samajIne saMyamanI sAdhanAnA paMthamAM joDAI gayA che tevA muni zreNIka rAjAne kahe che he rAjana! tuM pite anAtha che te mAre nAtha kevI rIte banIza? A sAMbhaLIne rAjAne Azcarya thayuM ne pite anAtha nathI te batAvavA mATe muni pAse pitAnI addhinuM varNana karyuM. rAjA zreNIka pitAne sanAtha mAnatA hatA. huM ATalI saMpattine svAmI , ATalI prajA upara mAre hukama cAle che. mArI rANIo, khaMDiyA rAjAo ane nekara cAkara badhA mArA paDatA bela jhIle che.

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zAradA sAgara 291 chatAM huM anAtha kevI rIte? A anAtha zabdathI rAjA zreNIkanA dilamAM camakAro thayo. rAjA mATe anAtha zabda bhAre hate. keI sAmAnya mANasane paNa keI anAtha kahe to tene duHkha thAya che. tyAre magadha dezanA adhipati rAjA zreNIkane munie anAtha kA ene A zabda ke bhAre lAge? ahIM anAthI muni rAjAne anAtha kahe che te vAta paNa khoTI nathI. ane rAjA enI rIte potAne sanAtha mAne che. ne muni tene anAtha kahe tethI dukha thAya e paNa hakIkata che. paNa baMnenI draSTimAM bhinnatA che. rAjAnI dRSTi laukika che ne muninI dRSTi alaukika che. duniyA jene sukhI mAne che tene muni duHkhI mAne che, jyAM sudhI jIvane sAcI anAthatA ne sanAthatAne khyAla nathI tyAM sudhI tenI daSTi para tarapha che. parathI sukha maLe che e mAnyatA bhUlabharelI che. baMdhuo ! jyAM sudhI jIvane pitAnA svarUpanuM bhAna nathI tyAM sudhI ahaMbhAvamAM AthaDe che. jyAM daSTi savaLI thaI tyAM "ahaM" ne "mama' badhuM cAlyuM jAya che. atyAre rAjA zreNIkanI draSTi para tarapha che. eTale enA manamAM munine zabda cUMTAyA kare che ke huM moTo rAjA ne e mane anAtha kema kahe? A enA aMtaramAM camakAro thaye. A camakAro je AtmA mATe thAya te jIva AzravanA sthAnamAM paNa saMvara kare che. AcAraMga sUtramAM kahyuM che ke je mAsavA te parivA, parisavA te mAsavA . samajaNanA gharamAM Avele jIva AzavanA sthAnamAM besIne paNa saMvaranI kriyA kare che ne ajJAnI jIva saMvaranA sthAnamAM AvIne paNa karma bAMdhe che. rAmAyaNane eka prasaMga che. vAlI upara rAvaNa pitAnI sattA calAvavA gaye. teNe kahyuM ke mArI AjJAne AdhIna thaI jA. vAlIe kahI dIdhuM ke ApaNuM pUrvanA vakhatathI ApaNI vacce mitratAne sabaMdha cA Ave che. tema rahevA de. paNa e vAta abhimAnI rAvaNane maMjura na hatI eTale meTuM lazkara laIne laDavA Avyo. tyAre vAlI rAvaNane kahe che tuM paNa zrAvaka che ne huM paNa zrAvaka chuM. jhaghaDo ApaNe be vacce che te ApaNe bane laDIe. nAhaka lazkarane kaccaraghANa zA mATe thavA de? juo, baMne zrAvaka che. yuddha bhUmi para UbhA che chatAM pApanuM kArya karatA dilamAM keTale saMkeca thAya che. anaMtA mAnavabhava pApamAM veDaphI nAMkhyA. tyAre mithyA daSTi hatI paNa have AvuM uttama zrAvakapaNuM maLyuM che temAM je pApa karatAM mane pAchuM na paDe te bacavuM kevI rIte? je pApa karatAM saMkoca nA thAya, tene aphasosa paNa na thAya. ne jene aphasosa nathI tyAM e niSpharapaNe pApanuM sevana thatAM jIva naraka-tiryaMca gatine cogya karmo bAMdhe che. vAlInA dilamAM pApanI arerATI thaI eTale teNe rAvaNane kahI dIdhuM ApaNe be jaNa basa chIe. zivaNu paNa samakitI zrAvaka hatuM. te vAlInI vAtane InkAra

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292 zAradA sAgara kevI rIte karI zake? e evA zrAvaka na hatA ke ahIM karmanI vAtamAM dharmanI vAta zA mATe? mAtra enA lAbha ane abhimAnanA kAraNe laDavA AvyA paNa tattvane inkAra karatA nathI. eTale yuddhabhUmi upara ane teTalA jIva sahAra AchA thAya tethI te vAtane teNe svIkAra karyo, AvA kaparA prasaMgeAmAM samakitInI parIkSA thAya che. vahevAranI vAtamAM koI kahe ke bhAI ! dharmane mAthe rAkhIne vAta karajo. te samakitI ema na kahe ke eseA ne have pApanA kAmamAM vaLI dharma kevA ? dharma teA dhasthAnakamAM che. evuM na khAle. samakitIne mana dharma e sAcuM dhana ne sAcA prANa che. kadAca lAbha ke pramAdane vaza thaine dharmanuM AcaraNu ochu karI zake paNa dharmanI zraddhA majabUta rAkhe, samakita pAmelI zrAvikA rasAi Adi sauMsAranA kAma paNa jatanApUrvaka kare. devAnupriye ! vAlI ane zavaNu ane jIvA samakita pAmelA hatA eTale eka khIjAnI vAta maMjura karI. e ane sAmAsAmI laDavA lAgyA. laDatAM laDatAM rAvaNanA badhA zasro khalAsa thaI gayA. have tenI pAse eka cadrahAsa khaDga rahyuM che. rAvaNe mAnyuM ke vAlI pAse AvuM zastra nathI mATe ene ajamAza karuM te! mArI jIta thaze. e khaDga upADI vAlInI sAme dAyeA. vAlI paNa jevA tevA na hatA. mahAna zUravIra hatA. vAlIe rAvaNane najIka AvatAMnI sAthe eka hAthe enA talavAravALA hAtha pakaDI lIdhe!. ne khIjA hAthe tene AkhA UMcakI lIdho. pote khUba khaLavAna hateA. rAvaNane uMcakI jabudvIpane pharatA cakakara lagAvI pAchA yuddhabhUmi upara lAvIne mUkI dIdhA. have rAvaNunI tAkAta che ke tenI sAme mAthuM UMcuM karI zake! tyAM rAvaNunuM abhimAna esarI gayuM. vAlInI mAphI mAMgavA lAgyA. tenA dilamAM thayuM ke ahA! vAlInuM ATaluM badhu maLa che? enA maLane vicAra karyA vinA huM laDavA AvyA te meTI mUrkhAI karI. rAvaNanuM abhimAna ghavAyu' tenA camakAre lAgyA paNa e enA aMtaranA ughADanA camakArA nahAtA. tyAre vAlIne aMtaranA ughADanA camakArA thAya che. enA aMtaramAM vairAgyanA kiraNeA phUTI nIkaLyA eTale eNe rAvaNane kahyuM he rAvaNu! tu zastra, khaLa ane caMdrahAsa khaDganA ananya puNya para vizvAse taNAyA ke vAlIne huM enAthI jItI laIza. paNa e puNye tane DhageA dIdhA, tArA vizvAsa bhAMgyA, tArA vizvAsaghAta karyo mATe evA DhagArA puNyanA bharAme cAlavA karatA nyAya mArge cAlavuM zreSTha che. huM tane zuM zikhAmaNa Apu? tArA A prasaMgathI mane lAgI Avyu che ke huM puNya zu AvA dagA kare che? te huM pote kema A khaLa, saMpatti, ane AyuSyanA puNyanA vizvAse taNAi rahyo chuM. e khaLa saMpatti Adi thADA amara rahevAnA che? te kayAreka e mane dagA i mAru umadA jIvana khatama karaze. tyAre pachI AtmAnI sAdhanA kyAM karavAnI mATe have enA bharese na rahetAM mAre mArA AtmAnuM hita sAdhI levuM joie. ema mane samajAI gayuM che. eTale have huM saMsAra che|DIne dIkSA laiza ane ahIM A mArA bhAI sugrIva

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zAradA sAgara 293 tAre AjJAMkita rAjA thaIne raheze. tuM parAkramI che ne vaLI zrAvaka che eTale mArI bahena tane paraNAvuM chuM. ene svIkArI le, ema kahIne vAlIe sugrIvane rAjaya soMpIne kahyuM ke tAruM mArA jeTaluM baLa ane puNya nathI mATe tuM rAvaNanI AjJAmAM raheje te te tAruM rakSaNa karaze. vAlIe rAvaNane tenI bahena paraNAvI. vAlInA aMtaranuM parivartana thayeluM joI rAjA ane bIjA tenA sAmaMta rAjAo tathA bannenA lazkara A banAva joIne cakita thaI gayA. A zuM? A mahAbaLavAna vAlI dhAre te rAvaNane jIvanabhara kedamAM rAkhI zake. ane ene tathA enA AjJAMkita rAjAone AjJAmAM rAkhI zake ane A mahA samrATapaNane vaibhava bhegavI zake. enA badale te sukhane tilAMjalI ApavA taiyAra thaye. pitAnI chatane AnaMda na mAnatA rAvaNanI hArano dAkhalo laI pote saMsArano tyAga kare che. vAha bhAI ! tame te kamAla karI. paNa emane uparathI AMcaka lAge paNa aMtarathI nahi. tyAre vAlIe rAvaNanI hAra ane enA puNya karele ene vizvAsaghAta e potAnA jIvana upara utArI vicAra karyo ke enuM puNya ene dago de che te mAruM puNya mane dago nahi de enI zI khAtrI? A vicArathI enA aMtarane ughADa thaye. ne AtmAne kahyuM ke he jIva! uTha, Ubhe thA. A zarIra ane AyuSyane bharoso nathI. mATe tArA AtmahitanI sAdhanA karI. le. baMdhuo! kevI bhavya vicAraNA vAlIne thaI. hAra rAvaNanI thaI ne parAvartana vAlInuM thayuM. duniyAmAM AvA ghaNA prasaMge jovA maLe che. chatAM tamane AMcako lAge che? koIne lAkhonuM nukazAna thayuM sAMbhaLIne kSaNabhara AMcako lAgI jAya paNa pachI ema thAya che ke enI saMpatti cAlI gaI te pachI mAre paNa ene bharoso zA mATe rAkho joIe? jyAM sudhI che tyAM sudhI ene sArA kAryomAM sadupayoga karI lauM. keIne kensara Adi roga ekadama thAya te ema thAya ke hamaNuM te sAjA sAA hatAM ne zuM thaI gayuM? ema camakAre thAya che paNa e sAthe ema thAya che ke A dehane ze bharose? kayAre dago deze enI kyAM khabara che? e do ke e pahelAM huM tapa-tyAga, vrata-niyamamAM joDAI jAuM! je koI haLukamI jIva hoya to AvA prasaMge joIne enA camakArAthI aMtaranA dvAra khelI nAMkhe ne haiyAne dhakko lagADe to tamArI mukti hAthaveMtamAM che. vAlIe rAvaNa upara vijaya meLavyA pachI yuddhabhUmi upara cAritra levAnI taiyArI karI. te vicAra karo enA aMtarane ughADanAre ke camakAre thaye haze? tamane te ema thAya che ne ke haju amAre ghaNuM jIvavAnuM che te dharma karavAnI zI utAvaLa che? ghaDapaNamAM nirAMte ghamanI ArAdhanA karIzuM. paNa eTalI vAta jarUra samajajo ke saMsAra sukhanI moja zarIra sAruM hoya ne AyuSyane dIpaka jale che tyAM sudhI thAya che tema AtmahitanI sAdhanA paNa zarIra zakti ane AyuSya che tyAM sudhI thAya che. e zakti

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294 zAradA sAgara ane AyuSyane saMsAramAM veDaphI nAMkhyA pachI e khUTI jaze tyAre AtmAnuM hita kevI rIte karI zakaze? A manuSyanu jIvana kevuM che ? dumapattae paMDurae jahA, nivaDai saigaNANa accae / evaM maNuyANa jIviyaM, samayaM goyama mA pamAyae || utta. sa. a. 10, gAthA 1, pavananA jhapATA lAgatAM kharI jAya yAre kharI jaze tenI khabara joDAi jAva. je jAgaze vRkSa upara thayelA pILA pAMDhaDAM rAtrIne viSe che tema jJAnIo kahe che tArA AyuSyanuM pADuM. paNa nathI. ema samajIne pramAdanA tyAga karIne AtmasAdhanAmAM tenu kAma thai jaze. AvuM amUlya jIvana vAraMvAra maLavAnuM nathI. mATe sAdhanAmAM sthira aneA, kAinI sattA, saMpatti ane zarIra TakayA nathI ne TakavAnA paNa nathI. zarIra kSaNa bhaMgura che, saMpatti vinazvara che mATe koie abhimAna karavA jevA nathI. zreNIka zajAne potAnI saMpattinA gava che te tenA kAraNe te peAtAne sanAtha mAne che. jyAre muni tene anAtha kahe che enA rAjAne AMcakA lAgyA. ne peAtAnI RddhinuM varNana karIne kahe che, "I 'erise saMpayaggammi, savvakAma samappie / kahaM aNAho bhavai, mAhu bhaMte musaM vae // 11 utta. su. a. 20, gAthA 15. paNa huM munizaja ! huM Apane kahI gayA te badhI saMpatti mAre tyAM mejuda che eTalu nahi paNa jagatamAM je sArAmAM sArI ane mukhya sapatti kahevAya te adhI mAre tyAM vidyamAna che. ane huM AjJAonA paNa Izvara chuM eTale ke sarvatra mArI AjJA vartAya che. e rIte sa` kAmanAone pUrNa karanAra evI sauMpattionA huM svAmI hAvA chatAM huM bhagavAna ! Apa mane anAtha kevI rIte kaheA che ? he bhagavaMta ! rakhe Apa asatya na khelatA hA ? Apa muni thaIne mArA jevA rAjAne anAtha kahI khATu Ale te kharekhara Azcaryajanaka vAta che ! je rIte pRthvI kAine AdhAra na Ape te sUrya prakAza na Ape te Azcaryajanaka vAta che tema Apa AvAM mahAna tyAgI banIne asatya AleA che e paNe eka Azcaryajanaka vAta che. mATe he pUjya ! Ape. AvuM asatya na mevu' joie. baMdhue ! rAjAe munine tamAre asatya na khelavuM joie ema kahyuM paNa kevA Adara ane viveka pUrvaka kahyuM. rAjAe kaTu zabda kayA nahi. paNa he pUjya | Ape AvuM asatya na khelavuM joie ema vivekapUrvaka kahyuM. vANImAM paNa Ave viveka hAvA joie. mANasanA svabhAvanA paricaya enI vANI dvArA thAya che. mIThA vacana

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zAradA sAgara 25 bolavAthI zatru paNa mitra banI jAya che ne kaTu vacana bolavAthI mitra paNa zatru banI jAya che. tulasIdAse paNa kahyuM che ke - tulasI mIThe vacana te, sukha upaje cahu ora vazIkaraNa eka maMtra hai, taja je vacana kaThera mIThI vANI vazIkaraNa maMtra jevI che. mATe jIbhane vaza karavAnI jarUra che. tame bIjAne mitra banAve che paNa jIbha sAthe kadI mitratA bAMdhI che ? tame tamArI jIbhane mitra banAve. jIbhamAMthI kaDavI vANI zA mATe nIkaLe? amRtavANI kema na nIkaLe ? A jIbha te kahe che tame mane zA mATe deSa Ape che? huM te koza jevI chuM. mAre upaga hIrAnI khANa davAmAM karaze te hIrA maLaze ne kelasAnI khANa davAmAM karaze te kelasA maLaze. tame hIrAnI khANa choDIne kolasAnI khANa kheravA jAva kharA? nA. kolasAnI khANa khedavAthI tamArA hAtha kALA thaze ne meTuM paNuM kALuM thaze. tame ja kaheze ke e kaNa mUrkha hoya te hIrA choDIne kalasA kADhavAnI majurI kare ? jema hIrAne cheDIne kelasA kADhavAne koI prayatna karatA nathI tema A tamArI jIbharUpI keza vaDe tame hIra paNa kADhI zake che ne kelasA paNa kADhI zake che. je mIThuM ne madhuruM vacana bolaze te hIrA ane kaTu vacana bele te kolasA khodavA jevuM kAma che. mATe mArA bhAIo ne bahene! tame ADezI-pADozI temaja darekanI sAthe vivekapUrvaka bolaje. mIThI vANI bolavAthI bIjAne priya lAgaze ne kaDavI vANuM bolaze te apriya lAgaze. A jIbha pite kemaLa che te ApaNe tenA dvArA kemaLa vANI bolavI joIe. je vagara vicAryuM mana phAve tema belavAmAM Ave te aDhI IMcanI jIbhaDI ke dATa vALe che! keInI pAsethI kAma kaDhAvavuM hoya te jIbhamAM mIThAza rAkhavI paDe che. je vANImAM mIThAza na hoya te badhI bAjI bagaDI jAya che. brAhmaNanuM nAnakaDuM daSTAMta ApuM. eka garIba brAhmaNa bhikSAthe nIkaLe che. bhikSA mAMgate mAMgate eka paTelane ghera AvyA. garIba brAhmaNane joIne paTalANune khUba dayA AvI eTale premathI eTale besADe ne kahyuM bhUdeva! tame khUba bhUkhyA lAge che? brAhmaNa kahe che hA bahena! traNa divasathI rakhaDuM chuM paNa mane kaI bhikSA detuM nathI. eTale paTalANue gharamAMthI khIcaDI ne zAka ApIne kahyuM Apa ApanA hAthe khIcaDI ne zAka banAvI le. hamaNAM valeNuM karyuM che. mAkhaNa utArIne chAza paNa ApuM chuM. eTale brAhaNe te paTalANInA AMgaNumAM Ine cUle banAvI tapelImAM khIcaDI caDhavA mUkI. cUle khIcaDI caDhe che. brAhmaNa te beThe beThe paTalANunA zarIra sAmuM joyA kare che. A samaye brAhmaNanuM moDhuM malakI gayuM. paTalANanI daSTi paNa te vakhate brAhmaNa upara paDI. eTale paTalANI kahe che bhUdeva! Apa

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296 zAradA sAgara hasyA kema? bhUdeva kahe che kAMI nahi paTalANIe khUba pUchyuM tyAre bhUdeva zu kahe che ? tame paTelanuM khAI khAIne A zarIra kevu pADA jevuM banAvyu che? have jeNe khAvA khIcaDI ApI tene ema kahe ke khAi khAine pADA jevI thai chuM teA paTalANI eka ghaDI paNa ubhe! rahevA de kharI ? paTalANIne mijAja gayA. hAthamAM lAkaDI laine kahe che bhAmaTA! ahIMthI cAlyA jA. paTalANInuM raudra svarUpa joine brAhmaNa te tharathara dhrujavA lAgyA ane karagarIne kahe che bahena ! have khIcaDI caDhavAne thADI vAra che. jamIne cArlse jaIza. paTalANI kahe che have tuM mAre AMgaNe eka sekanDa paNa na joie. brAhmaNu khUkha karagaryo tyAre paTalANIe pelI aDadhI caDhelI khIcaDI tenI jhoLImAM nAMkhI ne vidAya karyo. khIcaDI haju pUrI caDhI na hatI eTale pANI nItaratuM hatuM. brAhmaNu cArlse| jAya che. gAmanA cAre ghaNAM mANasA beThA hatAM. temAMthI eka mANasa kahe che bhUdeva ! A jheLImAMthI zuM nItare che ? tyAre bhUdeve pazcAtApa bharyA svare kahyuM. bIjuM zuMnItare bhAI ? e tA mArI lUlI nItare che. (hasAhasa). A mArI jIbha vazamAM na rAkhI eNe dATa vALyeA. mANasa game tema khelI nAMkhe che. khAle tyAre e vicAra nathI karatA ke AnuM zuM pariNAma Avaze ? brAhmaNe enI jIbha vaza na zakhI teA adhakacarI khIcaDI laIne bhAgavuM paDayuM ane pazcAtApanA pAra na rahyo. mATe khUba vicArIne vacana khelavu joie. zreNIka rAjA khUba vinayapUrvaka muni pAse khelyA. haju zuM kaheze te bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra - aMjanA satInA mAthe vipattinI vIja jhabUkI rahI che. e kALA pANI e kalpAMta karatI kALA gheADe ne kALA vacce vanavagaDAnI viSama vATe rathamAM besIne piyaranA paMthe jaI rahyA che. vasaMtamAlA tene AzvAsana ApatI jAya che. mane sakhInA nirdeSa vArtAlApa sAMbhaLI sArathInuM kALajuM cIzai jAya che. ratha cAlatA cAlatA bhayaMkara vanamAM AvI gayA. aMjanAnA piyaranu gAma mahendrapurI traNa cAra mAila dUra che. rAta paDavA AvI te samaye sArathIe ratha UbhA rAkhyA. paNa ene kahevAnI hiMmata nathI ke tame rathamAMthI nIce utare. ararara... huM kevA pApI chuM ke A satIne mAre AvA bhayaMkara vagaDAmAM mUkIne javuM paDaze ? te bhAMgyA tUTayA zabdomAM kahe che mAtA ! tane A avasthAmAM AvA gADha. bhayaMkara vanamAM mUkIne jatAM mAruM mana mAnatuM nathI paNa rAjAnI AjJAnu na chUTake pAlana karavu paDe che. mA ! mane mApha kara. A sArathI anyA te satIne saMtApavAnA vakhata AvyeA ne ? mA ! tu mane zrApa na iza hAM..... Ama kahI sArathI khUba raDayA. satI aMjanA kahe che vIrA ! emAM tArA doSa nathI, mArA vaDIla sAsu-sasarAne mArA praNAma kaheje. ATalu kheAlatAMnI sAthe satI thamAMthI nIce utarI gai. sArathIne ajanAne aghAra jaMgalamAM nirAdhAra mUkIne javA mATe mana mAnatuM

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zAradA sAgara 290 nathI. tenA gaLe DUmA bharAI gayA. chevaTe kaTheratAnA pASANune hRdaya para mUkIne sArathI satIne praNAma karI 6;khita lei rathamAM beThA. sajjana AtmAo upara AvA juma thAya che tyAre tene joI zakavA kAMi sama thatuM nathI. sUryAsta thaI gayA. bhayaMkara aMdhakAra vyApI gaye. chAtI phATI jAya tevuM dRzya khaDuM thayuM. ajanA sakhIne kahe che bahena ! rAta ahI rokAI jaIe. savAre cAlyA jaizuM. vasaMtamAlA kahe che ahIM tApasiMhanI garjanAo ne vAghanI trADe saMbhaLAya che. chAtI tharathara dhruje che. rAta kevI rIte pUrI thaze ? ApaNA karmo kevA bhAre che ! ratha kALeA tArA kapaDAM kALA ne kamayeAge rAta paNa aMdhArI kAjaLa jevI AvI. ajavALI rAta hAta te sArU thAta ! aMjanA kahe che bahena ! have te ApaNe karmonA sAmanA karavAnA che. tuM zA mATe Dare che? ApaNI pAse mahAna maMtra navakAra maMtra che. pachI DaravAnuM zuM? navakAra maMtranA zuddha citte jApa karavAthI bhayaMkara AphtAmAMthI ugarI javAya che. atyAre te ApaNe tenA AdhAra che. hajAro matro zuM karaze, mArA navakAra khelI che, jagata rUTIne zu karaze, mArA navakAra khelI che... ApaNA karmo atyAre ApaNA upara rUDhayAM che. paNa maMtranA prabhAvathI karmanu jora zithila thai jaze. aMjanA ane vasaMtamAlA ekalA nirjana vanamAM eka vRkSa nIce esIne navakAramatranA jApa karavA lAgyA. madhue ! navakAra maMtranA prabhAvathI bhayaMkara sarpanA jhera paNa utarI jAya che. jaina karatAM jainettarAne navakAra maMtranI zraddhA vadhu hAya che. emane navakAra maMtra zIkhavAyA. hAya te| e zraddhApUrvaka gaNe che. ne tamane vArasAmAMthI maLyA che paNa enI ki Mmata nathI. jue, zraddhApUrvaka navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karavAmAM Ave te tenA kevA ajaba prabhAva paDe che! tene eka dAkhale ApuM. ghaNAM vakhata pahelA chApAmAM vAMcelA che. bihAramAM eka musalamAnane koi gurUnI pAsethI navakAra maMtra maLyA. gurUe tene evA bhAva samajAvIne zIkhavADele ke A maMtramAM rAga-dveSa, krodha, lAbha vigere dUSaNAthI taddana rahita evA arihaMta tathA siddha bhagavaMtane namaskAra karavAmAM Ave che. tema ja evA banavA mATe mathI rahelA saMsAra tyAgI AcArya, upAdhyAya, tathA sAdhune namaskAra karAya che. mATe ApaNe emanuM smaraNa karatAM ApaNA jIvanamAM rahelA e dUSaNNAne dabAvatA rahevAnuM. atyaMta zraddhApUrvaka navakAra maMtranuM smaraNu vAraMvAra karAya te ene adbhuta prabhAva paDe che. rAga-dveSa pAtaLA paDe che ne parabhavamAM sati maLe che. musalamAna bhAIne A vAta kharAkhara gaLe utarI gai. tethI te A .mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karyAM karatA hatA. sAthe sAthe potAnAmAM rahelA rAga-dveSa, krodha, mAnADhi doSone paNa

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2 % - zAradA sAgara dabAvavA mAMDayA. hamezA navakAra-maMtranuM ANu karatAM haTha te phaphaDyA kare ne? eTale bIjA miyAM kahe che are! e kAphara kI taraha kayA baDabaDa karatA hai? dharma bhraSTa chegayA kyA ? tyAre A bhAI kahe che meM era kucha nahi karatA, khudA kA nAma raTatA huM. A sAMbhaLI bIjA te kaMI na belyA paNa eka musalamAnathI A sahana thayuM nahi. teNe kahyuM. "choDa de yaha kapha kA raTaNa." nahiMtara samajatA hai? khUba dhamakI ApI paNa eNe te navakAra maMtranuM raTaNa cAlu rAkhyuM. pele miye te khUba gusse thaye." basa e sAle ko mAra DAluM, te ceDA divasa pachI eka karaMDiyAmAM sApa laIne AvyuM. ne sayA pachI A navakAra maMtranA 8nAranA gharamAM chAnAmAne pesI jaI enA sUvAnA khATalA nIce karaMDiye piluM DhAMkaNuM vAsIne cAle gaye. gheDI vAra pachI sApa emAMthI nIkaLIne khATalA para caDhI gaye. rAtanA daza vAgyA ne navakAra maMtra raTate muslima sUvA mATe khATalA tarapha jAya che. tyAM eNe khATalA para sarpa je. paNa jarAya gabharAye nahi. eNe te mATethI traNa vAra navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karyuM. ne sarpa khATalA parathI utarIne cAlyA gayA. ene navakAramaMtra upara eTalI badhI zraddhA hatI ke raTaNa karate e te khATalA upara caDhIne ArAmathI UMghI gaye. manamAM zraddhA che ke mArI pAse navakAra maMtra che. mane zuM thavAnuM che? e Dara na lAgyuM ke kadAca sApa pAcho AvIne karaDI jaze te? ahIM te banyuM evuM ke theDIvAra pachI sarpane karaMDiyo mUkanAra musalamAna deDate AnI pAse AvI raDavA jevo thaIne kahevA lAgyo ke bhAI ! vaha sApa mane rakhA thA, mujhe mApha kIjiye. A kahe che are bhAI! yaha kaise? sApa te kahIse AyA hegA? eTale teNe khATalA nIcethI karaMDiyo kADhIne batAvyuM ne kahyuM-kha bhAI! isame meMne sApa rakhA thA. aba mujhe mApha kIjiye. "acchA bhAI mApha hI hai. mere maname kucha nahi he. jAo rAta paDa gaI che. ghara jA ke se jAo. paNa pele to hAtha joDIne vAraMvAra kahevA lAgyuM ke mApha karanA. eTale pele kahe che mere maname kucha nahi. mApha hI hai! tyAre A kahe che bhAI! dayA kIjiye mere laDake ke sApane kATA hai, tere pAsa kucha maMtra hai Isase to tu bI gayA. aba mere laDake ke jhera utAra de. meM terI gAya chuM. dayAkara. jhaTa cala nahitara laDakA mara jAyegA." baMdhuo! ahIM jovAnI khUbI te e che ke navakAra maMtranA upAsakanA manamAM jarApaNu varanI gAMTha nathI ke teM mane mAravAnuM kArastAna racyuM hatuM te bhale tAre kare marI jAya. emAM mAre zuM? evuM nathI paNa udAra dile pavitra bhAvanAvALe musalamAna kahe che cAla, "huM jaldI AvuM chuM. te jaldI miyAne ghera pahoMcI gaye. jaIne juve te chokare bebhAna thaIne jamIna para paDe che. eNe pANI maMgAvI hAthamAM

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zAradA sAgara 299 pANI laI navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karI chekarA upara chAMTayuM. tarata jhera utarI gayuM ne chokaro beThe thaI gayo. ene bApa Azcarya pAmI gaye. ke camatkArI Ano maMtra che. ene pitAne paNa sarpanA karaDe ne mArA chokarAnuM jhera paNa utArI nAMkhyuM! ethI vizeSa vAta te e che ke mArA upara ene jarA paNa kedha nA AvyuM. aMtaramAM vairanI gAMTha na rAkhI. badale na lIdhe ne mArA chokarAne sAjo karI dIdhuM. tarata e maMtranuM smaraNa karanAra muslimanA pagamAM paDe. ne tene AbhAra mAnavA lAgyo. navakAramaMtranA prabhAvanA AvAM te ghaNAM ya dAkhalA banelA che. koIpaNa jAtanI AkAMkSA vagara AtmakalyANanA hetuthI zraddhApUrvaka mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karavuM joIe ne sAthe sAthe pitAnA rAga-dveSa-ISya ane abhimAne dabAvavA joIe. te ahIM Avo prabhAva paDe ne paralokamAM saddagati maLe. ahIM ghera jaMgalamAM vAgha varu ane siMhanI bhayaMkara garjanAo saMbhaLAya che. tevI sthitimAM vasaMtamAlA ane aMjanAe AvA mahAprabhAvazALI maMtranuM zraddhApUrvaka AkhI rAta smaraNa karyuM. tenA prabhAve pazuo temane kaMI karI zakyA nahi. AkhI rAta pasAra thaI gaI. have savAra paDatAM aMjanA ane vasaMtamAlA mahendrapuramAM jaze ne tyAM zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 36 viSaya - jJAna e cakSu che. zrAvaNa suda 7 ne gurUvAra tA. 28-8-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMta jJAnI bhagavate pharamAve che ke anaMtakALathI jIvane caturgati rUpa saMsAramAM bhamAvanAra hoya te ajJAna che. - "ajJAnaM varu kaSTa, zodhavo sarva vacaH | ___ artha hitamahitaM vA, na vetti yenAvRtto lokH||" jyAM sudhI AtmA ajJAnanA aMdhakArathI avarAyeluM hoya che tyAM sudhI te sAcA duzmanone paNa oLakhI zakate nathI. zatrumAM mitrano AbhAsa thaI jAya che. AtmAne ekAMta ahitakArI evA jaDa padArtho jIvane sukhanA sAdhana rUpa dekhAya che. ane ApaNane janma-maraNa - rega-zoka Adine kArame phAMse denAra e zatruone ApaNe pIchANI zakatA nathI. Aje duniyAmAM je tophAne yudhdha, dhanane nAza, garIbAI, akALa mRtyu, AbarUnuM lIlAma, tiraskAra, anAdara vigere thaI rahyA che tenuM mULa kAraNa ajJAna che.

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zAradA sAgara ajJAna eTale zuM ? viparIta samajaNa ane tenA kAraNe ISTa padArtho pratye rAga ane aniSTa padArtho pratye dveSa thAya che. tethI jIvanamAMthI sadAcAra cAlyA jAya che. ne jIvana durAcArI bane che. A ajJAne duniyAmAM duHkhane dAvAnaLa saLagAvyuM che. tethI spaSTa che ke samasta duHkhanuM kAraNa ajJAna che. ajJAnathI AtmAnuM hita ane ahita jANI zakAtuM nathI. mATe jIvanamAMthI ajJAnane TALIne jJAna prApta karavAnI jarUra che jJAna pragaTe eTale ajJAna haThe che. jema ghora aMdhakAra hoya tyAM eka nAnakaDe dipaka ke pragaTAvI de te aMdhakAra Apo Apa cAlyA jAya che. tema jyAM jJAnane dipaka pragaTe tyAM ajJAnane aMdhakAra TakI zake kharA? jyAM ajJAna dUra thAya tyAM mithyAtva mare che. zatru ane mitranA bheda samajAya che. durAcAra dUra thAya che. kAraNa ke jJAnathI kRtyAkRtyane viveka thAya che. sadAcAra pragaTe che. dukha saghaLuM dUra thAya che ne sukha svayaM AvI jAya che. mATe jJAna AtmAne hitakArI che. ajJAnI jIva viSaya-vilAsa ane dhanane lAlacu hovAthI tenI gADha AsaktimAM viSaya sukhanI ane dhananI prApti mATe saghaLA pApanuM AcaraNa kare che. jyAre jJAnI AtmAne tenI Asakti na hovAthI teo pApa na karatAM mokSamArgamAM temanuM citta ekatAra kare che. pavitra jIvana jIve che. ajJAnI duone notare che jyAre jJAnI zIva sukhane vare che. jIvane sukha priya che. tene mATe tanatoDa mahenata kare che paNa ajJAnanA kAraNe sukhanuM sAcuM svarUpa jANatuM nathI. tethI mukhanI bhrAntithI te pApakarmanuM AcaraNa karI dukhanA mArge prayANa kare che ane pariNAme sAcA sukhane sAkSAtkAra na thatAM tenA mAthe duHkhanA DuMgarA khaDakAyA kare che. jemane sthira, satya, saMpUrNa ane svAbhAvika sukhanuM temaja tenA sadabhUta hetunuM vAstavika svarUpa samajAyuM che te ajJAnInI jema sukhanA avaLA mArge prasthAna karatuM nathI. tene samajAI gayuM che ke sukha bahAra nathI paNa AtmAmAM che. ajJAnIjane kasturIyA mRganI jema sukha meLavavA bhaTakIne herAna parezAna thAya che. ne jJAnIne bhaTakavuM paDatuM nathI. te te pitAnA satyarUSArthathI jema deraDAnA baLe kUvAnA kAMThA upara ubhela mANasa kUvAmAMthI jaLa kheMcIne bahAra kADhe che tema pramAda rati jJAnI purUSa satsAdhana dvArA AtmapradezamAM bhareluM akhUTa sukha prApta kare che. baMdhuo ! jJAnanI prApti thavAthI jIvanamAM mAnavatA Ave che. ne ajJAnI rahevAthI jIvanamAM dAnavatA Ave che. A vAtane spaSTa samajavA mATe ghaNuM daSTAMta che. aDhaLaka lakSamIno mAlika hovA chatAM putrane sukhI banAvavA mATe eka zeTha vRddhAvasthAmAM paNa paradeza dhana kamAvA mATe gayA. pitAne putra pratye atyaMta prema hato ne putra paNa pitRbhakata hatA. AvA vinayavAna putrane badhuM dhana ane ghara spI pitA eka varSamAM ghaNuM dhana kamAIne pAchA pharyA. pitAnA gAmamAM AvyA paNa te samaye sAMja

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zAradA sAgara 301 paDI gaI hatI. eTale savAre sagAsnehIne bolAvIne ThAThamAThathI nagaramAM praveza karIza ema vicArI rAtanA gAma bahAra eka dharmazALAmAM rokAI gayA. paNa putranuM mukha jevA mATe adhIrA banele pitA pitAne dhana-mAla badhuM vyavasthita karIne ekalA rAtrInA samaye pitAne ghera AvyA. chokare hIMDoLA khATe hIMcakA khAI rahyo che. rAtrInA aMdhakAramAM te pitAjIne oLakhI zakaze nahi. teNe mAnyuM ke cAra AvyuM eTale vagara pUche deDIne bApujInuM khUna karyuM. juo, ajJAnane kAraNe kevo anartha sarjAI gayo! have bIjI vAta jyAre brahmadatta cakravati e cakravartinuM pada pAmyA na hatA tyAranI vAta che. enA pitA gujarI gayA hatA. tenI mAtAnuM nAma cUlaNa hatuM. te bhega vilAsamAM atyaMta Asakta hatI. pati marI gaye chatAM bIjA purUSanI sAthe viSaya sukha bhogavatI hatI. brahmadatta tene ekane eka putra hatA. mAtAnA manamAM thayuM ke A chokare raheze te mArI pola khullI thaI jaze. eTale teNe lAkhane mahela banAvavA mATe pradhAnane AjJA karI. pradhAnane putra brahmadattane khAsa mitra hato. A lAkhane mahela zA mATe banAve che tenuM kAraNa pradhAna ane tene putra baMne samajI gayA. eTale mahela banAvatAM sAthe aMdarathI bhAgI chuTavA mATe eka suraMga banAvI. uparathI khUba suMdara lAkhane mahela taiyAra thaI gayo. eTale mAtA cUlaNue potAnA putrane sUvA mokalyA ne pachI mahelane bALI mUkavAnI AjJA karI. brahmadarA mAtAnA A kArastAnathI ajANa na hate eTale jevI Aga lAgI te e suraMgamAMthI nAsI chuTa. pAchaLathI cUlaNIne khabara paDI ke putra jIvate che tyAre ene bhAna thayuM ke dhikakAra che mArI kAmavAsanAne! e vAsanAnI pAchaLa ekanA eka putrane mArI nAMkhatA paNa pAchI na paDI! AvuM jJAna thatAM pitAnI bhUlane pazcAtApa karI pitAnA mAnelA sukha sAdhana viSaya vilAsane duHkha sAdhana samajI saMsAra sukhane bhayAnaka samajI sAcuM Atmika sukha meLavavA saMsArano tyAga karI sAdhvI banI saMyamanI sAdhanA karIne Atma nirmaLatA pragaTAvI. devAnupriye! juo, A cUlaNa rANamAM jJAna ane ajJAna baMnenuM phaLa jevA maLe che. pite ajJAna dazAmAM paDI viSayavAsanAmAM tarabaLa hatI tyAre putrane bAbI mUkavA taiyAra thaI. ne potAnI jAtanuM ene jyAre bhAna thayuM tyAre e jene sukhanA sAdhane mAnatI hatI tene duHkharUpa samajI tene tyAga karyo. jJAnIo kahe che sAcA sukhanA satsAdhane jJAna-darzana-cAritra ane tapa che. tenuM sevana karIne anaMta AtmAoe sukha meLavyuM che ane vartamAnamAM paNa e sAdhanonuM sevana karIne AtmAthI jIvo sat purUSArtha karIne Icchita sukhane prApta kare che. ne bhaviSyamAM prApta karaze. pIiMgalika sukhanI icchA vagara je anAsakata bhAve dharmArAdhanA kare che tene mahAna lAbha maLe che. ne paudgalika sukhanI icchAthI dharma kare che tene alpa lAbha maLe che.

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302 zAradA sAgara hIne vahepAra kare tene thoDI mahenate ghaNe lAbha maLe che. pachI ene bIje baMdha karavAnI zI jarUra? A jinazAsana jhaverIonuM zAsana che. tame badhA paNa jhaverI cho ne? kAcane hIrA mAnI kharIde kharA? nA. te samaje. paNatika sukha kAcanA TukaDA jevA che ne AtmAnA sukho sAcA hIrA jevA che. AvuM jJAna prApta kare. anAdinA ajJAnane cheDIne AtmasAdhanA sAdhavA tatpara bane. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA vIsamA adhyayanamAM anAthI nigraMthane adhikAra cAle che. jemaNe bhautika sukhane kAcanA TukaDA samAna samajIne cheDI dIdhA che. ne Atmika sukhanI mastImAM AnaMda mAne che. temanI AtmamastI e mahAvicikSaNa evA mahArAjA zreNakane AzcaryamAM DUbADI dIdhA che. rAjA zreNIke munine kahyuM ke mArI ATalI dhi ane aizvarya hevA chatAM tame mane anAtha kema kahe che? mane lAge che ke rakhe ! Apane mRSAvAdanuM pApa lAgaze! jenanA saMte kadI mRSAvAda bolatA nathI. rAjAe muni upara mRSAvAdane deSa caDhAvya chatAM munine sajA pratye bilakula ke, kSobha ke tiraskAra thaye nahi te jANatA hatA ke rAjA haju ajJAna che eTale jenI pAse dhana-saMpatti, parivAra na hoya tene anAtha mAne che. e kAraNa meM tene kahyuM ke tuM anAtha che tenuM tenA dilamAM duHkha che. vizvasukha e pagalika vastu che. te anitya-azAzvata che. tene ze vizvAsa? e kacare mumukSuoe choDavA jevuM che. anaMta tRSNAne vega maLe pADI jagatanI kSaNabhaMguratAne vicAra karI le eka tyAganuM aMga che. ridhdhIne garva tyAganI pAse nakAme che. mahArAjA zreNIka pitAne paugalika vastuonA ThaThArAthI sanAtha mAnI rahyA che te emane bALa bhAva che. e bALabhAvane palaTAvavAnuM mahAna kArya anAthI nigraMtha atula bhairyatAthI karI rahyA che. muni vicAre che ke e enI rIte pitAne sanAtha mAne che ne huM mArI rIte ene anAtha kahuM chuM. mAre abhiprAya emane samajAvavo joIe. ema vicAra karI muni rAjAne kahe che. na turma jANe aNAhassa, attha putthaM ca ptthivaa| jahA aNAho mavaI, saNAho vA narAhivo // utta. sU. a. 20, gAthA 16 he pRthvIpati! he narAdhipa! tame nAtha zabdano artha ane tenI vyutpatti paNa jANatA nathI. ane e paNa jANatA nathI ke anAtha ane sanAtha kema kahevAya che? A gAthAmAM munie rAjA zreNIkane pRthvIpati ane narAdhipa kahIne saMbodhana karyuM che. A saMbaMdhanethI munie rAjA zreNIka pAse e spaSTa karyuM ke tuM rAjA che. pRthvIpati temaja manuSyane svAmI che.

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zAradA sAgara 303 baMdhuo ! mANasa potAnI buddhinA mApe bIjAnuM mApa kADhe che. tema rAjA zreNake paNa pitAnI mAnyatA pramANe mahAna saMtanuM mApa karyuM. muni te dravya-bhAve graMthabheda karIne nircathadazAmAM jhUle che chatAM tIvra prajJAthI jANI lIdhuM ke rAjA atyAre AkuLa vyAkuLa thaI rahyA che chatAM lAyakAtavALA che. samajavAnA jijJAsu che. ema samajI mIThA paNa kaDaka zabdomAM kahyuM ke he rAjana ! tuM dhyAna daIne sAMbhaLa. pahelAM te eTaluM nakakI samajI leje ke je muni hoya te prANAte paNa kadI asatya bole nahi. ane ThakurAI ne aizvaryano mane khyAla AvI gayo che. paNa bahAranI saMpatti, aizvarya ke asatya bele te muni nahi. tArA zabdo sAMbhaLIne ane tene jotAM tArI sarvaRddhi, ThakurAInuM mane mahatva nathI. mArI ddhi pAse tArI kaddhi tuccha che. baMdhuo ! eka vakhata mANasa sAcA tattvane pAmI jAya che pachI tene bIjI koI saMpatti ke vaibhavamAM AnaMda AvatuM nathI. ahIM te anAthI muni che paNa je sAcA zrAvaka hoya che tene paNa AtmAnI pIchANa thayA pachI saMsAranA sukhe tuccha kAcanA TukaDA jevA lAge che. karmayoge saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe te rahe kharA paNa aMtarane AnaMda na hoya. jema mahAvIra prabhunA zAsanamAM daza zrAvake thayA tema temanAtha bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM paNa zrAvaka hatA. nemanAtha bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne juThala zrAvaka dharma pAmI gayA. ne temaNe bAra vrata aMgIkAra karyA. saMsAranA dareka padArthonI maryAdA karIne udAsIna bhAvathI saMsAramAM rahevA lAgyA. AThama-pAkhI piSadha karatA hatA. samaya jatAM emane ema lAgyuM ke have A zarIrane bharoso nathI. te mArA gurU nemanAtha bhagavAna jyAM sudhI vicare che tyAM sudhI huM saMthAre karI lauM. ema vicArI juThala zrAvake piSadhazALAmAM jaIne sarva jIvone khamAvIne saMthAre karyo. saMthAre karyAne 18 divase pUrA thayA. saMthArAmAM zuddha bhAvathI AtmasvarUpanI ciMtavaNA karatA hatA. 1lmA divasanI rAtre temanA zubha adhyavasAya, ane zuddha pariNAmanA baLathI temanA jJAnAvaraNIya karmone kSaye pazama thavAthI temane avadhijJAna thayuM. eTale avadhijJAnanA prabhAvathI juThala zrAvaka maryAdita padArthone jANe che ne juve che. juThala zrAvaka te pitAnI sAdhanAmAM sthira thayA paNa emanI rahiyA Adi 32 strIo juThala zrAvakanA marmo, rahasya ane chidro joyA karatI hatI. paNa emanAmAM eka paNa doSa dekhAya nahi. eTale badhI strIo bhegI thaIne vicAra karavA lAgI ke ApaNe pati te have dharma sIMgale banI gayuM che. ApaNane sukha ApatA nathI te ApaNane tajIne beThA che. e jyAM sudhI jIvatA che. tyAM sudhI ApaNe ApaNI icchAnusAra bhega bhegavI zakIzuM nahi. mATe game te rIte ApaNe ene mArI nAMkhIe. juo, saMsAra ke svArthamaya che? kahyuM che ne ke -

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304 zAradA sAgara rAjI kare rAjI rahe e ja A saMsAra che. beTI khuzAmatathI bharyo e ghera narakAgAra che. jyAM sudhI saMsAranA sagAne tame rAjI kare tyAM sudhI e tamArA upara khuza khuzAla raheze paNa jyAM emane tame nArAja karyA ke mAmale khatama. jUThala taraphathI emane mana gamatA joga vilAso maLatA rahayA tyAM sudhI jailane prANathI priya mAnatI hatI. jala vinA temane eka kSaNa paNuM gamatuM na hatuM. have e ja patnIo bhegI thaIne vicAravA lAgI ke A jUThala ApaNu mArgamAM kaMTaka samAna che. ene have maMtrathI ke jhera daIne agara te agnithI saLagAvIne mArI nAkhavuM joIe. eNe jIvatAM ApaNane vidhavA jevI banAvI dIdhI che. have ene jIvate rAkhIne zuM kAma che? kevI rIte mAro tenI vicAraNA karavA lAgI.. jUThala zrAvakanI strIo keTaluM adhama kartavya karavA taiyAra thaI che? A badhu karmanA kAraNe bane che. azubha karmane udaya thAya tyAre vicAra karo ke A mArA pUrve karelA pApa karmano pratidhvani che. karma karyA vagara udayamAM AvatA nathI. strIoe nirNaya karyo ke Aje rAtre ApaNe agni dvArA eno nAza karavo. jUThala zrAvaka AtmamastImAM jhUle che ne prabhune prArthanA kare che ke he nAtha! have sAdhupaNuM jyAre aMgIkAra karIza. he mArA prabhu! AzA jIvanamAM mAre eka che, darzana karavAnI haiye che heza apAra re neminAtha prabhu! kyAre pAmIzuM tamArA paMthane... jUDava zrAvaka bhAvanA bhAvatA kahe che ke mArA jIvanamAM have eka ja hoMza che ke he prabhu! mane ApanA darzana kayAre thaze? temane pitAnA gurunA darzana karavAnI keTalI pavitra bhAvanA che ! enI bhAvanA keTalI pavitra che ne patnInI bhAvanA keTalI adhama che! jUThala zrAvake avadhijJAnane upayoga mUkyo te joyuM ke Aje rAtre mane agnine upasarga AvavAnuM che. A kAyA agnithI jalI jaze ne temAM mAruM maraNa thaze. AvuM jANavA chatAM manamAM bilakula uga thayo nahi. te AtmabhAvamAM sthira banI gayA ne potAnA parama tAraka gurudeva evA nemanAtha prabhune prArthanA kare che. jayAre huM belAvuM tyAre Avaje prabhu, mArI muzIbata mITAvajo prabhu (2) jIvanabhara je sukha nA Ave te paNa mujane duHkha nA thAya.. aMta samaya je jIva nA jAye, AkuLa vyAkuLa manaDuM thAya. he...jIva nA jAye. tyAre mujane zAMtimAM pahADo prabhu mArI muzIbata mITAvo prabhu (2) he prabhu! mane tArA darzananI pUrI bhAvanA che. paNa te pUrI thavI asaMbhavita che. paNa ATaluM to jarUra karajo ke mane upasarganA samaye jarA paNa asamAdhi nA thAya.

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zAradA sAgara 305 tamArA maraNamAM huM lIna banuM. A pramANe jUThala zrAvakanA dilamAM raNakAra uThI rahyA che. te samaye temanI rahiyA Adi badhI strIo pauSadhazALAmAM AvIne temaNe nirNaya karyA mujaba lAkaDA ane chANAM jUThala zrAvakanI cAre bAju goThavI dIdhA ne tenA upara ghAsa nAMkhI Aga lagADI, jUThala zrAvaka avadhijJAnathI badhuM jANe che chatAM koInA pratye manathI paNa veSa karatA nathI. te AtmadhyAnamAM sthira banI gayA. agni barAbara prajavalita thaye eTale keI joI jaze te amAruM pokaLa khulluM thaI jaze e DarathI strIo pitAne ghera cAlI gaI. A tarapha jaThalane deha jalavA lAgyuM. zarIra dAjhe che. mahAbhayaMkara vedanA upaDI paNa AtmAne vedana thatuM nathI. te jANe che ke mArI strIonuM A kArastAna che chatAM e duSTa strIo pratye roSa ke kedha karatA nathI. e te ema vicAra kare che. deha baLe che huM nathI baLate, ajara amara pada mAruM. sahajAnaMdI zuddha svarUpI, avinAzI huM AtmasvarUpa, agni bhaDabhaDATa baLe che. temAM zarIra jale che. te samaye la zrAvaka kahe che te cetana! tArI kasoTIne samaya che. tuM ane deha baMne alaga che. tAre enI sAthe kAMI nisbata nathI. tuM tArAmAM raheje. paramAM paDate nahi. AvI bhAvanAmAM samatArasane jhIlatA upazama bhAve jUThala zrAvaka karmanA bhUkakA uDAvI rahyA che. AvI tIvra vedanA samatA bhAve sahana karI, AtmabhAva ramaNatA karatAM AlocanA karI paMDita maraNe kALa karIne caMdra, sUrya, graha, nakSatra, ane tArA maMDaLane bhedIne IzAna nAmanA bIjA devalokamAM kapila nAmanA vimAnamAM utpanna thayA. A jUThala zrAvakanuM AyuSya 500 varSanuM hatuM temAM trIsa varSa uttama zrAvakapaNuM pALIne devalokamAM gayA. A hatI jJAna dazA. ne te ja sAcI daSTi che. devAnupriye! A tamAre saMsAra A svArthabharyo che. temAMthI taTasthapaNe rahI jeTalI sAdhanA thAya teTalI karI che. jo A svArthanA kuMDALAmAM phasAI gayA te bUrI dazA thaze pachI nIkaLavuM muzkela thaze. mATe bane teTalI AtmasAdhanA sAdhI le. anAthI nirgathe zreNuka rAjAne kahyuM ke he rAjana ! tame sanAtha ane anAthanA bhAvane samajatA nathI. tamArI mAnyatA judI che ne mArI mAnyatA paNa judI che, huM kevI rIte sanAtha ane anAthanI vyAkhyA karuM chuM te have temane kahIza. rAjA zreNIkane paNa jANavAnI jijJAsA jAgI che. have anAthI muni rAjAne zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra' - " aMjanA pitAjInA mahelanA daravAje AvyA tyAM zuM banyuM? gaI kAle ApaNe joI gayA ke aMjanA satIe bhayaMkara vanamAM navakAra maMtranuM maraNa karI rAta pUrI karI. navakAra maMtranA prabhAvathI hiMsaka pazuo tenI pAse

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306 zAradA sAgara AvyA nahi. savAra paDavAne thoDA samaya bAkI rahyA te samaye vasa'tamAlA kahe che bahena! ApaNe nagaramAM pahoMcI jaie. tyAre ajanAe kahyuM mahena pitAjIne ghera jatA mArUM mana mAnatuM nathI. aMjanA kahe suNa suMdarI, bhAi mAre ghaNA saMtApa tA, kUMDA re kalaMka caDhAvIyA sukha kema dAkhavuM ama taNe bApa, mAtA hai| mana kema malaze, bhAi bhAjAi za` kema vadhaze neha, jahAM lagI svAmI Ave nahi, tihAM lage kema karI nigamaNuM deha tA ....satI re zirAmaNI mane AvuM kalaMka caDhayu che. A kalakata avasthAmAM piyara javu tenA karatAM bahetara che marI javu sAruM. mArA javAthI mAtA-pitAne duHkha thaze. huM te duHkhI chuM. bhegAM emane kayAM duHkhI karavA ? te sivAya AvI kalaMkita avasthAmAM te mArA sAmu joze ke nahi te paNa mane zaMkA thAya che. vasaMtamAlA kahetu zA mATe ciMtA kare che ? ApaNe badhI vAta karIzuM ne? tu te pavitra ja che. kadAca cherU kacherU thAya paNa mAvatara kamAvatara na thAya." mATe cAle! ApaNe jaie. AjanA satI vasaMtamAlAnI sAthe mahendrapuranA daravAje paheAMcI. satI aMjanAne daravAje AvatAM thayelA vicAra':-nagaranA daravAjAmAM praveza karatAM tene peAtAne khAlyakALa yAda AvI gayA. nIcI STi karI tharathara dhrujatI nagaramAM thaine jAya che. ene tA eTalI badhI lajjA AvI gaI che ke hu mehuM zu batAvuM? eNe meluM teA DhAMkI dIdhu hatu. rakhe, mAruM kalaMkita mukha koI joI jAya ! nIcI dRSTie cAlatAM pitAjInA mahela pAse AvyA. mahelanA cAkIdAra cAkI karI rahyA hatA. cAMkIdAre ajanA tathA vasatamAlAne joIne pUchyuM kema bahena khA! Ama acAnaka ne ekalA ja? vasaMtamAlA kahe ke amAre pitAjI pAse javuM che. paNa cAkIdAra kahe che bahena! tame ahIM UbhA raheA. huM pitAjIne vAta karuM. cAkIDhAra aMjanAne dvAra pAse besADIne rAjA pAse gayA. rAjAne praNAma karIne cAkIdAre kahyuM. ApanA lADakavAyA kuMvarI khA AvyA che. rAjA kahe kANu? ajanA AvI ? hA. A sAMbhaLIne rAjA te harakhAI gayA. ahA! bAra bAra varSe mArI dIkarI AvI che te ene khUba dhAmadhUmathI nagaramAM lAvu. badhA mANasAne khelAvIne hukama karyo ke jAva, AkhuM nagara zaNagAra. zerIe zerIe tAraNu baMdhAve ne suMdara pAlakhI taiyAra karo. yAcakone dAna devA bhaDAramAMthI sAnAmahArA kaDhAvA. rAjAne hA pAra nathI. paNa pelA cAkIdvAra vicAra kare che ke AjanA teA kalakita thaine AvI che. have rAjAne kahevuM zI rIte ? jo kahIza tA aMjanAnuM zuM thaze? jo na kahuM te rAjAneA Thapako maLaze. eTale khUba vicAra

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zAradA sAradA 307 karIne cAkIDhAre rAjAnA kAnamAM dhIme rahIne kahyuM--tame A khadhI taiyArI karo cho paNa ajanA tA sAsarethI tajAyelI che. kALA kapaDA paherelA che, enI AMkhamAM AMsunI dhAra vahe che ne pagamAM te leAhInI serA uDe che. A sAMbhaLIne rAjAnuM mana udvigna khanI gayuM. ne ekadama stabdha banI gayA. manamAM aneka vicAra ubharAvA lAgyA. kharekhara ! strIonu caritra na samajI zakAya tevu gahana hAya che. A mArI putrIe mArA kuLane kita karyuM". khAra khAra varSathI pavana kumAre enA sAmu joyu nathI, chatAM enI gechAjarImAM e pApaNIe Avu kuTila kAma karyuM ? mahendra rAjAne krodha AvI gayA. enI bhRkuTI kapALe caDhI gai. AMkhAmAMthI agni varasavA lAgI. aDDA ! eNe mArA nirmaLa kuLane kalaka lagADayuM ? sAsaza ane piyara khane kuLane jhAMkhA karyAM. rAjA te khAMya caDhAvIne beThA thayAne kahe che have e pApaNIne mArA rAjyamAMthI kADhI mUke. mAre evu mADhuM paNu jovu nathI. madhue ! jue. puNya pApanA khela kevA che ? kSaNu vAra pahelAM rAjA peAtAnI dIkarInA AgamananI vAta sAMbhaLI kevA ADhita banI gayA hatA ! paNa jyAM khakhara paDI ke ajanA sAsarethI kalakita thaine AvI che tyAM kredhanA dAvAnaLa saLagI uThayA. ne mAlavA lAgyA ke kalaMkita thaine AvI che te tenA karatAM DhariyA ke nadImAM paDI ne DUbI maravu hatu ne ? ahI enu kALu mehuM laIne zA mATe AvI che ? A pramANe aMjanAnA pitAjI tenA upara khUba rASe bharAyA che. have ajanA keAnI pAse jaze ne haju paNa tenA mAthe kevA duHkhe! paDaze ne zu khanaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na. 37 zrAvaNa vada 8 ne zukravAra sujJa aMdhue, suzIla mAtA ne bahena ! anaMta jJAnI zAstrakAra bhagavate jagatanA samasta jIvAne AtmAnnati ane AtmakalyANanA sAcA mArga batAnyeA. ane jagatanA jIvAne syAdvAda zailIthI upadeza ApyA ke huM bhavya jIve ! samyakdarzana-samyajJAna ane samyacAritra e meAkSamAM javAnA amUlya sAdhaneA che. gharamAra, strI-putra ane parivAra temaja dhananI Asakti rAkhavI ane temAM racyA pacyA rahevuM te AtmAnA svabhAva nathI. jIva nAzavaMta sukhAnI pAchaLa doDayA kare che paNa e sukhA jIvane bhavamAM bhramaNa karAve che. viSayamAM Asakata rahenAra AtmAne Atma svarUpanI pratIti kayAMthI thAya ? Atma svarUpamAM ramaNutA karavA mATe mahAmUlA mAnavabhava maLyA che. paNa jyAM mAnava bhava prApta karIne jIvana jIvavAnI tA. 29-8-75

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308 zAradA sAgara kaLA hAthamAM nahi Ave tyAM sudhI Atma kalyANa thavAnuM nathI. mAnavabhava e cAritra ghaDataranI zALA che. meAkSa mArga prApta karavA mATenu amUlya sAdhana che. sAdhana vinA sAdhyanI siddhI thatI nathI. DaeNAkaTara sarjana ane haiAMziyAra che paNa eparezana karavAnA hathiyArA nahi hAya tA Aparezana kevI rIte karaze? manameAhaka citrA cItaranAra hAMziyAra kalAkAra hAya, divAla paNa sapATa ane svaccha banAvIne taiyAra karI che paNa kalAkAra pAse raMga ane pIchI na hAya teA te citra kevI rIte dvArI zake? dareka kAryanI siddhi karavA mATe sAdhananI jarUra paDe che tema mekSa mArganI prApti mATe paNa sAdhananI jarUra che. e sAdhananA upayega sAdhyanI siddhimAM nahi kareM| te janma maraNanA phreza UbhA raheze. meAkSamAM javA mATe mAnavabhava rUpI sAdhana teA maLyuM paNa have e sAdhana maLyA pachI purUSArtha kevA hAvA joie ? je manuSya vItarAganI AjJA anusAra purUSA karaze tenI bhavakaTTI thaze e niHzaMka vAta che. paNa eka vAra bhavanA pherA khaTakavA joie. jJAnI kahe che ke manuSya bhavanI kiMmata tyAgathI che. bhAgathI nathI. aMdhue ! vItarAganI vANImAM amUlya khajAnA bharelA che. jenA zabde zabde zAzvata sukha ane akSare akSaramAM akSaya zAMti bharelI che. paNa ene anubhava kayAre thAya? temAM UMDA utarIe tyAre ne ! bhagavAne ApaNA upara keTalI karUNA karI che ? Agamane pAne pAne amUlya ratnA TAMkyA che paNa tenI eka vAra pIchANu karavAnI jarUra che. tenuM zravaNa-manana ane ciMtana na thAya te ratnA kayAMthI maLe? jema eka pitAe enA cApaDAmAM lakhyuM hatuM ke " pAnu phare ne seAnuM jhare." Apane ekanA eka dIkarA hatA. mA-bApane tenA upara AzAnA minArA hatA. paNa dIkarA mATe thatAM kusa Mge caDhI gayA. dArU-cArI-jugAra, vezyAgamana Adi karavA lAgyA. ghera AvatA nathI. vezyAne ghera paDayA ne pAtharyA rahe che. khApa khelAve dIkarA! ghera Ava. paNa AvatA nathI te paisAnI jarUra paDe tyAre mAtAnI pAsethI lai jAya. Ama karatAM Apa maraNa pathArIe paDayA. putrane khAlAngeA paNa nA AvyA. Apa te phAnI duniyA choDIne cAlyeA gayA, enI pAse paNa paisA khUTI gayA eTale vezyAe vidyAya karyA. pAse kai rahyuM nathI eTale ghera AvIne utkrAsa thaIne beThA. tyAre mAtA kahe che dvIkarA! have gharamAM kAMI rahyuM nathI paNa A tArA bApanA junA cepaDA paDayA che. te cApaDA tapAsa. kAinI pAse ApaNAM leNAM hAya tA tene khabara paDe ne meLe. chokarA kadI peDhI para jatA na hatA. bApanI pAse kadI beThA nathI ene zI khabara paDe ke keAnI pAse ApaNAM leNAM che. chatAM mAtAnA kahevAthI cApaDA laine beThA ne pAnA pheravavA lAgyA. pAnA pheravatAM pheravatAM eka jagyAe lakhyuM hatu ke "pAnu phare te seAnu jhare." chokarA te pAnAM pheravavA lAgyA paNa kyAMya sAnu jharatuM nathI. baMdhue ! tamane jo kAi kahe ke A dha MdhA karavAthI bahu kamANI thAya che te

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zAradA sAgara, 309 tame temAM mahenata karatAM thAke nahi. pelo chokare senAnI AzAthI pAnA pheravatA thAkato nathI. kAraNa ke jIvane paise bahu vahAlo che. eka kavie gAyuM che ke - paise tamane pyAre che paNa ene keI nathI pyAru, be ghaDI tamane bahalAve ne trIjI ghaDIe aMdhAruM sukha duHkhanA sAcA saMgAthI paise ke gurU-bemAM keNu tamane pyAru bele " paise ke gurU arepaththara jevA paisA ne pArasa jevA gurU, bemAM keNu tamane pyAruM bele paisA ke gura(2) tamane paNa prANathI priya che. paNa paisAne keI priya nathI. e te puNyane udaya haze tyAM sudhI TakavAne che. puNya pradIpa bujhAI jatAM jIvanamAM aMdhakAra chavAI jAya che. chatAM bele, tamane paisA vahAlA che ke tamArA gurU? (hasAhasa). tamane paisA maLatA hoya tyAM pahelA deDe che. paisAne tame prAdhAnya ApyuM che. eka bApa khUba kaMjusIyA. kadI sArI cIja khAya nahi ne gharanAne khAvA na de. reTI ne dALa sivAya kaMI khAvAnuM nahi. ghera paisAne pAra na hate paNa sAruM khAya to paisA vaparAI jAya ne? dazerAne divasa AvyA. nAnA nAnA chokarA kahe che dAdA-dAdA! Aje te dazerA che. badhAne ghera jalebI ne phAphaDA lAve che. amAre paNa jalebI khAvI che. chokarAnA chokarAoe haTha karI eTale kahe che beTA ! huM tamane jalebI lAvI ApuM chuM. tijorImAMthI eka rokaDe rANIgare rUpiye kADha. mUThImAM barAbara mUkIne kaMInI dukAne jalebI levA mATe gaye. kadAInI dukAnethI rUpiyAnI jalebI laIne paDIkuM baMdhAvyuM ne rUpiyA ApavA mUThI ughADI. mUThImAM paraseve thaI gayeluM tethI rUpiyA bhIMjAI gaye che. te kadaIne kahe che mAre-jalebI levI nathI. kaMI kahe che kema? te kahe che tevI hatI paNa rUpiye ve che ke mAre tamAre tyAM rahevuM che. (hasAhasa). eTale rUpiyAne revaDAvIne mIThAI levAya? koI kahe che tame savAranA paheramAM kayAM AvyA? mAre te divasa bagaDI jaze. kaMjusIyA kAkA jalebI lIdhA vinA pAchA AvyA. nAnA bALake zerInA nAke AvIne AzAbhera UbhA che ke hamaNAM dAdA jalebI laIne Avaze. paNa dAdAnA hAthamAM paDIkuM na joyuM eTale bALake kahe che dAdA! tame jalebI na lAvyA? tyAre kahe che beTA! jalebI levA mATe gaye hato paNa zuM karuM? rUpiye revA lAge ke mAre tamArI pAsethI nathI javuM eTale jalebI kevI rIte lAvuM? (hasAhasa) baMdhuo! lobhI manuSya hoya che tene game teTaluM maLe te paNa saMtoSa thatuM nathI. bhagavAna uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM bolyA che ke -

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zAradA sAgara 310 suvaNNa rupassa u pavvayAbhave, siyA hu kailAsa samA asNkhyaa| narassa ludhdhassa na tehiM kiMci, icchA u AgAsasamA aNatayA // - utta. sU. a. 9 gAthA 1 lobhI manuSyane kaI sonAnA ne rUpAnA kailAsa parvata jeTalA moTA asaMkhya DhagalA Ape te paNa tenI tRSNa zAMta thatI nathI. kAraNa ke IcchA AkAza jeTalI anaMta che. duniyAmAM padArtho parimita che ne ekeka padArtha upara jIvanI anaMtI tRSNA che. have tRSNA kyAMthI pUrI thAya? asaMtoSI mANasane game teTaluM maLe te paNa basa kayAMthI lAvuM. kayAMthI lAvuM karyA kare ne bIjAnI saMpatti joine jalyA kare. eTale te kadI sukhI thatuM nathI. bIjAnuM sukha kema naSTa thAya che te jovAmAM e rAjI hoya che. are bIjAnI te vAta kayAM karavI? paNa asaMtoSI mANasa upAzraye vyAkhyAnamAM AvatAM AvatAM paNa rastAmAM potAnI gADI karatAM bIjAnI kaI sArI ke maTI gADI juve to enA dilamAM duHkha thaI jAya ne vicAre ke AnI gADI kevI meTI che? mArI phiyATa te enI AgaLa DabalA jevI dekhAya che. tyAre saMtoSI mAnava ema vicAraze ke bIjA loko basamAM jAya che tenA karatAM te huM sukhI chuM ne? kAraNa ke mArI pAse phiyATa che. jenI pAse phiyATa na hoya te ema mAne ke leka page cAlIne jAya che tenA karatAM huM sukhI chuM kAraNa ke huM basamAM jaI rahyo chuM ane amArI jema page cAlanAra hoya te ema vicAre ke huM keTale sukhI chuM ke pagethI sArI rIte cAlI zakuM chuM. bicAre A laMgaDo mANasa te page cAlI zakata paNa nathI. A rIte je saMtoSa hoya te mANasa potAne je sAdhana maLyA che temAM paNa svarganA sukha mANI zake che. baMdhuo? Aje te mAnavI sukha sukha ne sukhanI bAMga pukAre che pUrvanA puNyathI je sukha maLyuM che temAM gaLAbUDa khUMcI gayo che ne vadhu sukha meLavavA mATe anyAya anIti ane adharmanuM sevana karI raghe che. ne dinapratidina vaibhavamAM garakAva thatuM jAya che. paNa A sukhamAM garakAva thavA jevuM nathI. badhuM limiTamAM zebhe che. be kAMThe nadI vahetI heya paNa nadInA je pANI be kAMThAne oLaMgIne bahAra nIkaLI jAya che tenI kaI kiMmata nathI. be kAMThAnI vacamAM vahe che tenI kiMmata che. te rIte jenA jIvananI saritA vrata ane niyamanA be kAMThAnI vacamAM vahe che tenI jJAnIonI daSTie kiMmata che. bAkI nAzavaMta sukhe bhegavavAmAM rahI jaze to jIvananI kAMI kiMmata nathI. jema chANano kIDe chANamAM utpanna thAya ne chANamAM mare che tema bhogane kIDe bhegathI utpanna thaye ne jIvananA aMta sudhI bhega bhegavavAmAM rahI gayA te samajI lejo ke parabhavamAM bUrI dazA thAya che. mATe je evI dazA nA thavA devI hoya to jIvanamAM dharma apanAve. satya nIti - sadAcAranuM sevana kare. yathA

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zAradA sAgara 311 zakita satkAryamAM dhanane sadupayoga kare. A jiMdagI te pANInA pUranI jema vahI rahI che. AyuSya pUrNa thatAM eka sekanDa paNa rokAI zakAze nahi. zvAsa lakhyA je jagamAM levA, pUrA thAtA nA deze rahevA, bhavasAgara tuM pAra karI le,-ekala A ekala jAvuM. zuM laI AvyA, laI zuM jAvuM ekala Avyo ekala jAvuM. manuSya jyAre janme tyAre zarIra upara paheravA kapaDuM paNa na hatuM nagna hate. ne javAnA samaye paNa khAlI hAthe javAnuM che. kadAca koI zrImaMta haze te tene mArI gayA pachI tenA putra pa0) rU.nI zAla oDhADaze ne bahenane 500) rU.nI sADI oDhADaze paNa e te bhaMgI laI jaze ne kAM te baLI jaze paNa jIvanI sAthe zuM javAnuM che ? kaMI nahi. khAlI hAthe AvyA ne khAlI hAthe javAnuM che. eka rAtI pAI paNa sAthe AvanAra nathI. mATe bane teTalI dhamAMrAdhanA kare, dAna kare, tapa kare, ApaNe vAta cAlatI hatI "pAnuM phare ne senuM jhare", pelo chokare cepaDAnA pAnA pheravavA lAge. ghaNuM pAnAM pheravyA tyAre eka ThekANe lakheluM ke phalANuM maMdiranA zikharamAM paisA dAyA che, eTale e te upaDe ne majuranI pAse maMdiranuM zikhara rAtre teDAvI nAMkhyuM paNa dhana maLyuM nahi. savAra paDatAM maMdiranA pUjArIne khabara paDI ke maMdiranuM zikhara tUTayuM. pUchatAM pUchatAM toDanArane pakaDayo ne kahyuM. maMdiranuM zikhara te kema teDayuM ? have e hatuM tevuM jaNAvI Apa. nahitara tArA upara kesa karIzuM. chokare te bicAro gabharAI gaye. eka zera bAjarInA sAMsA che. zikhara teDavAnI majUrInA paisA kyAMthI cUkavavA tenI paNa ciMtA hatI te have zikhara kevI rIte baMdhAvavuM ? chokarAne bApanA eka mitra hatA temane khabara paDI ke mitranA putranI A dazA thaI che. te tarata deDatA AvyA. AgaLanA mitre paNa kevA khAnadAna hatA "suvAM tti vaso" jyAre sukha hoya tyAre mitranI pAse Ave ke na Ave paNa jyAre duHkhane samaya Ave tyAre deDatA Ave. paNa AjanA mitro te sau sukhanA sagA che. kalabamAM, pATamAM, sinemA -nATaka jevA javuM hoya, jalasA karavAnA hoya tyAre sagA paNa jyAre duHkhane samaya Ave tyAre badhA khasI jAya. keI sAmuM jovA nA Ave. pilA zeThanA mitra AvyAne kahyuM ke bhAI ! tame maMdiranuM zikhara caNAvI le. huM badhuM kharco ApI daIza ne chokarAne kahyuM ke teM A zuM karyuM ? to kahe bApujInA copaDAmAM Ama lakhyuM che. zeTha kahe ema zikharamAM thoDuM dhana dATayuM hoya? have e zikhara barAbara hatuM tevuM jaNAI jAya tyAre tuM baporanA barAbara bAra vAge tyAM je ne je jagyAe zikharanI chAyA paDe tyAM nizAna karI leje. chokarAe e pramANe karyuM rAtre zeTha ane cheka bane tyAM gayA. ne tyAM evuM te kiMmatI hIrAne zarU

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312 zAradA sAgara nIkaLyo. zeThe tene Azraya Ape ne tene badhI vigata samajAvI. vahepAra karatAM zIkhavADyo, ne pariNAme te chokaro mahAna sukhI banI gayA. "pAnuM pharene sonuM jhare" e gUDhArtha hatuM. enA pitAe dIkarA mATe kevI yukita karI hatI. baMdhuo! A to dravya dhananI vAta thaI- dIkarAnA puNya hoya te dhana Take nahitara cAlyuM jAya paNa ApaNu parama pitA prabhue ApaNane muktinI yukita batAvavA mATe AgamanA pAne pAne gUDha rahasya TAMkyA che. enI vigata samajAya te ApaNe AtmA nyAla thaI jAya. e vigata samajavA mATe AgamanA pAne daSTi kare AgamamAM upara upara daSTi karavAthI sAcuM sukha nahi maLe. aMdara UMDA utaravuM paDaze. jJAnIo kahe che je sAcuM sukha meLavavuM hoya to phakata uparanI bAhya kriyAo kAma nahi lAge paNa aMdathI AtmAne paNa sudhAravo paDaze. eka bhikhArIe nirNaya karyo ke mAre A paththara upara besIne paisAdAra banavuM che. mAre mArI jAte khAvuM pIvuM ke kaMI ja na karavuM. basa, A paththaranI zIlA upara besIne paisAdAra thavuM che. eNe to paththara upara Asana jamAvyuM bhagavAnanA nAmane jApa karavA lAge eTale ke tene kaI khavaDAvavA Ave, ke pANI pIvaDAve koI snAna karAvIne navA kapaDA paherAve che. A te bhagavAnanA jApamAM lIna rahe che. phakata zarIranA kAraNe bahAra javuM paDe eTale samaya zIlA uparathI uThato bAkI tenA upara besIne jApa karyA karate, leke jANe bhagavAnane bhaje che paNa A to bhajakaladArama mATe jApa hatuM. A rIte bAra varSa sudhI te bhikhArIe zIlA upara besIne jApa karyo bAra varSe te mRtyu pAmyA. enA paisAdAra banavAnA aramAne manamAM rahI gayA ne e mRtyu pAmyuM. eTale badhA loko bhegA thayAne kahe ke ANe bAra varSa sudhI A zIlA upara besIne bhakita karI che te have ene A jagyAe dATIe. ene dATavA mATe paththaranI zIlA khaseDI UMDe khADe che te e ja paththaranI nIcethI ratnone bharelo carU nIkaLe. devAnupriye ! bele, A kevI vicAravA jevI vAta che ne? jemaNe bAra bAra varSo sudhI je sthAne besIne paisA meLavavA prabhune jApa karyo chatAM paisAnI prApti na thaI ne paisAvALo nA banyuM. A rIte ghaNu mANase sukha ane zAntinA khajAnA upara beThelA hoya che. besIne roja vicAra kare ke kyAre huM sukha ane zakti meLavIza? bicArI sukhanA siMhAsana upara besIne sukhanI bhIkha mAMgyA kare che. jiMdagIbhara e sukha sukhanA vicAra karate duHkhamAM marI jAya che. mAnava jene mATe bahAra phapha mAre che jene mATe tIrthomAM bhaTake che e vastu bIje kyAMya nathI. ApaNumAM paDelI che. paNa jema pelA bhikhArIne khabara na hatI ke jyAM huM bAra varSathI rahele huM tenI nIce

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zAradA sAgara 313 khAne dATele che A rIte ajJAnI jIvane paNa khabara nathI ke sukha ane zAMti bahAra nahi paNa aMdara bharelA che. jema bhikhArIe nIce khADe nA badale tema AtmA paNa aMdaramAM DeAkIyuM na kare te AtmAne khajAne kyAMthI maLe? aMdara zodha calAve te sukha-sukha ne sukha bhareluM che. jeNe aMtaramAM sukhanI beja karIne sukhane prajAne meLavela che tevA anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne kahe che he rAjana ! tuM anAthapaNane jANa nathI. bhagavAne dazavaikAlika sutramAM kahyuM che te sAdhaka! tuM satya paNa priyakArI bhASA bola. satya bolavA chatAM ghaNIvAra bIjAne duHkhakArI lAge che. taheva kANaM kANetti, paMDagaM paMDagetti vaa| vAhiyaM vAvi rogitti, teNaM core tti no ve|| ' daza. sU. a. 7 gAthA 12. koNane kANe, napuMsakane napuMsaka, rogIne rogI, cerane cera kahIne bolAvAya nahi. kAraNa ke kANane kahIe ke he kANIyA? rogIne kahIe ke he rogI ! te tenA dilamAM dukha thAya che. tene gamatuM nathI. mATe AvI tochaDI ane apriya bhASA sAdhuthI belAya nahi. paNa kevI rIte bolAvAya? "nAmadhannenei vyAM thI vA kuLo darekane tenA nAma athavA gotrathI lAvAya. maitamasvAmI Adi traNa sagA bhAIo hatA. gautamasvAmInuM nAma indrabhUti, bIjAnuM nAma: agnibhUti, ne trIjAnuM vAyubhUti hatuM. paNa teo gautama gotrI hatA tethI bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI gautama svAmIne he geyamA! kahIne bolAvatA. bIjA bhAIne ducce game ne trIjAne tathya goyame kahIne bolAvatA. kahevAno Azaya e che ke je nAma bolavAmAM sAruM lAge, jene lako je nAmathI bolAvatA hoya tene te nAmathI bolAvavuM jethI koIne dukha na thAya. sAdhue he kAkI -bhAbhI- sakhI-zeThANa Adi nAmathI koIne bolAvAya nahi, paNa AyuSyamAna ! bhAI-bahena Adi zabda prayoga karAya. sAdhu bole chatAM mauna jevuM bele. holAvAyaM sahIvAyaM goyAvAyaM ca no ve| tumaM tumaM ti amaNunnaM, savvaso taM no vtte|| sU. a. 9 u. gAthA 27 keIne tuMkAro karavAthI sAmA mANasane ApaNA zabda amanejha lAge. aNagamo utpanna kare che. mATe satya hovA chatAM madhura bhASA bele. dUdhamAM jyAre sAkara nAMkhavAmAM Ave che tyAre te dUdhanA ekeka kaNane madhura banAvI de che. tema hadayanI madhuratA vANImAM utare te vANu priyakara banI jAya che. mATe bolavA sAthe bolavAnI kaLA zIkhavI

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314 zAradA sAgara joIe. temAM tame kaLAbAja banazo te tamArI vANImAM evI zakti Avaze ke tame azAMtimAM zAMtine pravAha relAvI zakaze. kAraNa ke vANI: te jAduI asara kare che. ahIM zreNIka rAjAe mIThAzathI munine kahyuM ke Apa rakhe mRSAvAda bolatA ho! tyAre munie paNa mIThAzathI kahyuM ke he rAjana ! pRthavIpati! tame anAthanA bheda samajatA nathI. paNa tamArI jANavAnI khUba jijJAsA che eTale huM anAtha ane sanAthanA bhedanuM tamArI pAse varNana karIza. have muni rAjA zreNIkane anAtha sanAthanA bheda samajAvaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra:- satI aMjanA upara rAjAne ghaNA prakopa thayo che tyAre mahAmaMtrI samajAve che. he mahArAjA ! jyAre dIkarIne sAsare dukha paDe tyAre zaraNabhUta pitA hoya che. mahAmaMtrI! zaraNa kene apAya? AvI pApiNIne? mahArAjA? tame ema kema mAnI lIdhuM ke A pApiNa che! zuM aMjanA nirdoSa na hoI zake? tame ene belAvIne pUche te kharA. aMjanAnI sAsu ketumatIne svabhAva keTale krUra che e zuM tame nathI jANatA? eNe aMjanAne kadAca beTI laMkita karI hoya. mATe Ape hamaNAM aMjanAne chUpI rIte ahIM rAkhavI joIe. kAraNa ke game tema te ya ApaNI putrI che. "maMtrInI bhalAmaNu" - rAjA kahe che mahAmaMtrI ! sAsuo te badhe AvI hoya che. paNa putravadhuonuM AvuM caritra kayAMya sAMbhaLyuM nathI. vaLI e garbhavatI che. te pavanane A garbha kyAMthI hoya? kAraNa ke ApaNe sAMbhaLavA mujaba aMjanAne pavanajIe bAra varSothI tyAga kare che. mATe ketumatIe je zikSA karI che te yogya che. baMdhuo ! mahendra rAjAnA hRdayamAM sadAcAranuM mUlya keTaluM badhuM UMcuM aMkAyeluM haze ke sadAcAranuM pakSapAtI hRdaya pitAnI putrI pratye paNa macaka ApatuM nathI. aMjanA deSita nathI chatAM enA para je Aropa AvI paDe che e sAMbhaLI mahendra rAjA dhrujI uThayA paNa putrIne rAkhavA mATe taiyAra nathI. jIvanamAM sadAcAra ho joIe paNa te pitAnA mATe bIjAne anyAya thaI jAya teve sadAcArane pakSapAta na hai joIe. pUrNa tapAsa karyA vinA koInA kahevA parathI ke pitAnA manathI anumAna karI bIjAne halakA pADavA te nyAya nathI. je keInI kahelI vAta sAMbhaLI pitAnA manathI anumAna karI bIjA AtmAne je badanAma kare che te che kaThora pApa karmo bAMdhe che ke jenA vipAke bhavAMtaramAM AMkhamAMthI AMsu paDAve tevA Ave che. ahIMyA aMjanA satInA duSTa karmo mahendra rAjAne bhAna bhUlAve che, chatAM putrIne bolAvIne pUchavuM joIe te pitAnI pharaja che. mahAmaMtrI kahe che mahArAjA! aMjanAnA lehImAM ApanA saMskAra reDAyelA che. varSo sudhI teNe ApaNA gharamAM rahIne zIla ane sadAcAranI keLavaNI lIdhI che. ApaNe

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zAradA sAgara 315. varSo sudhI ApaNI AMkha sAme ene joI che. eka nAnakaDo kALA DAgha paNa enAmAM jovA nathI maLyo. aMjanA pavitra che, suzIla che mATe Apa ene kADhI na mUko. khUba gaMbhIra svare mahAmaMtrIe kahyuM paNa rAjAnA mana upara e vAtanI bilakula asara na thaI. te potAnA vicAramAM daDha rahyA ne dvArapAlane bolAvIne AjJA karI ke mAre enuM mukha jevuM nathI. e pApaNIne hamaNAM ne hamaNAM ahIMthI vidAya karo. haju paNa maMtrI namra banIne rAjAne vinave che ke mahArAjA ! kaMIka te vicAra kare. tyAre rAjAe lAlaceLa banIne ugra svare kahI dIdhuM ke tame badhA ene bacAva na kare. huM tamArI vAta mAnavA taiyAra nathI. rAjAne zeSa joIne dvArapALanuM hRdaya paNa dhrujI uThayuM. aMjanAne bhUkhI-tarasI kADhI mUkavAnuM pApakArya karavA jatA enA ageaMgamAM ghUjArI chUTI. chatAM rAjAnI AjJA eTale AjJA ! A tarapha vasaMtamAlAne te pUrI zraddhA hatI ke hamaNAM pitAjI ane mAtAjI Avaze ne ApaNane mahelamAM laI jaze. tethI aMjanAne AzvAsana ApatI hatI. paNa aMjanA te kahetI hatI ke mArA karmo evA gADha che ke mAtA-pitA paNa sAmuM nahi juve, e to nIcI daSTi DhALIne garIba gAyanI jema beThI hatI. dvArapAlanuM hRdaya bhIMjAI gayuM":-vasaMtamAlA rAha jotI hatI. dvArapALa vicAra karavA lAge ke bhUkhI ne tarasI aMjanA kyAM jaze? enuM zaraNa ke ekalI aTUlI kevI duHkhI banI jaze? enI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. te dhIme pagale daravAjA pAse Avyo ne mauna ubhuM raho, tene AMsu lUchate je vasaMtamAlAne phALa paDI. teNe pUchyuM ke mahArAjAe zuM kahyuM? paNa dvArapAlanI kahetAM jIbha upaDatI nathI, aMjanA kahe che bhAI ! mauna zA mATe rahe che? je hoya te jarA paNa ciMtA rAkhyA vagara kahI de. bahena! mahArAjA te aMjanA ApanA upara khUba kopAyamAna thayA che ne kahevaDAvyuM che ke tame A rAjayanI hada cheDI jaldI cAlyA jAva. ATaluM vAkaya pUruM karatAM te dvArapALa DUsakAM bharIne raDavA lAgyA ne pitAnuM mukha chUpAvI dIdhuM. have vasaMtamAlA kahe che bahena! pitAjIe bhale bhUla karI paNa ApaNA mAtAjI te khUba bhalA che. ne tuM te temane khUba vahAlI che. ane mAtAne saMtAna pratye vahAla hoya teTaluM bApane na hoya. kahevata che ne ke ghaDe pharate bApa marajo paNa ghaTI pheravatI mA na maraze. pitA kamAI jANe che paNa saMtAnane vahAla ApI zakatA nathI, mATe bahena cAla mAtAjI pAse. aMjanAsatInuM mana mAnatuM nathI. paNa vasaMtamAlAnA AgrahathI mAtAnA mahele jaze ne tyAM zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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316 zAradA sAgara vyAkhyAna naM.- 38 "janmASTamI" zrAvaNa vada 8 ne zanivAra tA. 30-8-75 anaMta jJAnI pharamAve che ke he jIva anaMtakALathI te cIja nathI meLavI tene meLavavA mATe A manuSya janma maLe che. evI kaI cIja haze ke jenAthI janmamaraNanA pherA TaLe? Atmika sukha maLe tevI cIjane jJAnI kahe che te haju meLavI nathI. "labhanti vimalA bhoe, labhanti sura saMpayA / mati pUrvAmitta , no gha mApha " puNyanA udayathI bhautika UMcI sAmagrI aneka vAra meLavI. puNyodaye mAnava bhava maLe. temAM kesa jevI sattAmAM dhArAsabhAnI sITa paNa aneka vAra meLavI. bhAratanA vaDApradhAna paNa banI cUkyA. adAlatamAM eka prazna upara asIlanI pAsethI eka miniTamAM hajAra rUpiyA meLavanAra e dhArAzAstrI paNa thaze. puNyanA udayathI IndranA siMhAsana paNa sara karyA, ahemendranuM pada paNa meLavyuM. A badhuM puNyane maLyuM haze. tyAre bAkI zuM rAkhyuM ? A badhuM meLavyuM paNa mukitanuM sukha kema na meLavyuM? jIve badhuM jANyuM paNa eka AtmAne na jANe. AtmAnA svarUpanI pichANa vinA, cAritranA svIkAra vinA mekSanI prApti nA thAya. gAthAnA chellA padamAM zuM kahyuM che te khUba vicAravA jevuM che. "go gho ame " jenI prAptithI janma-maraNanA dukhaDA TaLe tevA sarvajJabhASita dharmanI prApti na karI, bAkI badhuM meLavyuM che. baMdhuo ! saMtonA mukhamAMthI vItarAga vANInI dhArA chUTe che temAM vItarAga prabhune zuM saMdeze che? zAstro dvArA tIrthakaranA pratinidhi banI Aje paMcama kALamAM zuM upadeza Ape che ke A badhuM meLavavA tuM je prayatna kare che te na nathI. apUrva nathI. AvA prayatno jIva anaMta kALa karI cUkyA paNa duHkhanI paraMparAne aMta Avye nahi. ciyAsI lAkha chavAyenimAM UMcAmAM UMce deha maLe che. to samajyA tyArathI savAra samajIne puruSArtha kare. gautama svAmI pUche che prabhu! durlabha zuM? bhagavAna uttara Ape che ke he gautama dudde la mAguse mane manuSya bhava durlabha che paNa ema na kahyuM ke devo bhava durlabha che. jJAnIe potAnA kevaLa jJAnamAM jeIne nakakI karyuM che ke mAnavabhava prApta karavAnA punya kaI dhanya paLe prApta thAya che tethI mAnava sauthI durlabha che. mAnava bhava prApta karyA pachI, Arya kSetra, Arya kuLamAM janma lIdhA pachI mAnavatA durlabha che. jyAre jIva kaSAyone maMda kare che, pAtratA pragaTe che tyAre puNyane thAka vadhI jAya che, ne vyavahAra jIvananI zuddhi thaI jAya che. te nIti mATe prANa pAthare che. mAnavatAne vecatA nathI. AvA aneka jI gRhasthAzrama calAve che temAM duHkhI hAlatamAM paNa

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zAradA sAgara 317 mAnava mAnavatAne sAcavI zakatuM hoya tevI to virala vyaktio hoya che. sajajana mANaso potAnA prANanuM balidAna ApIne bIjAnA duHkhane dUra karanAra, nItimAna hoya che. jIva satyavAdI ane nItimAna nahi bane te dharmasthAnakamAM AvI deva-gurU dharmanI zraddhA kevI rIte karI zakAze? vIra vANInA pAna kevI rIte karI zakaze? kAraNa ke pAtra vinA vastu TakI zake tema nathI, siMhaNanA dUdha TakAvavA mATe sonAnuM pAtra joIe tema vIra vANIne TakAvavA hRdaya zuddha ane pavitra hovuM joIe. AtmAnA bhAgya jAge tyAre vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLavA maLe. temaja tenA darzana thAya. paNa anAdikALathI jIva kAmaganI ane rAjyanI kathAmAM ota prota banI gaye che. rAganA adhyavasAyane piSyA che ane deha ane AtmAmAM ekatva buddhi thAya tevI kayAo khUba sAMbhaLI che. jemAM ene ruci thAya che te vAte jaldI pakaDe che. vItarAga vANuM sAMbhaLatA paNa jyAM bhautika sukhanuM varNana Ave tyAM tanmaya banI jAya che ne AtmAnI vAtamAM arUcI thAya che. tenuM kAraNa anAdi kALathI AtmAne mithyAtvane tAva Avyo che. tene utAravA mATe jJAnI purUSa Dojha Ape che, jema mAtA bALakane parANe davA pIvaDAve che, na pIve te kheALAmAM sUvADI, hAtha-paga pakaDI mukha bolIne davAne Dejha reDe che paNa gaLethI nIce utAravI ke na utAravI e tenA hAthanI vAta che? mAtA ene gaLA nIce utArI zakatI nathI. tyAM bALakanI svataMtratAnI vAta che. je davA pIvI na hoya to heMga karIne davA bahAra kADhI nAMkhe che tyAre davA pIvaDAvavA mATe ene lAlaca Ape che tema jJAnIe jene bhavaroga lAgu paDe che tene davA Ape che. na le te parANe pIvaDAvavA prayatna kare che paNa purUSArtha tamAre AdhIna che. deva -gurU ane dharmanuM zaraNuM te patAsuM che. te have tArA AtmAnI pichANuM karI le, AvI uttama vANI sAMbhaLavA maLI chatAM sAMbhaLatA nathI te pachI tame zuM karaze ? para padArthomAM je rUcI che tene badalIne AtmabhAvanI rUcI pragaTa karI le. je ekAgracitta karI rUcIpUrvaka vItarAga vANInuM zravaNa karazo te heya- seya ane upAdeyano viveka thaze. vItarAgavANInA zravaNa vinA heya, reya ane upAdeyane nirNaya nahi thAya. kAraNa ke anAdinI UMdhI samajaNa TALavA vItarAgavANu e amUlya auSadhi che. UMdhI samajaNa TaLe nahi tyAM sudhI samyaka cAritra Ave nahi. cAritrano pAyo samyadarzana che. samyakadarzana thayuM eTale cAritra prApta thatAM vAra nahi lAge. mATe tuM jIva - ajIva puNya-pApa upara zraddhA rAkhI ne satya, nIti ane pramANikatAne prApta karavAnA prayAso karIne mahAna purUSanI jema jIvana zuddha banAvI de, vItarAga vANInuM zravaNa-manana ane ciMtananI bhUmikAmAMthI pasAra thaze tyAre samyakdarzana pragaTa thaze. ne e pragaTa thayA pachI tamane devo DagAvavA Avaze te paNa tamArI zraddhAne pheravI nahi zake. jene samyaka darzana prApta thAya che te jIva saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM paNa tene

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zAradA sAgara ** rUcI nA hAya. tene AtmatatvanI rUcI haiAya. jene je game che temAM tene kaSTa lAgatu nathI. saMyamIne saMyamamAM Ana Ave ne tamane paisA kamAvAmAM Ana Ave che. eka chokarI enA nAnakaDA bhAIne laIne DuMgara caDhI rahI che. tene koi sAdhu pUche che bahena tamane bhAra nathI lAgatA? tyAre chokarI kahe che mahArAja! e te mArA vahAlA bhAI che. bhAInA bhAra lAge? chokarIne peAtAnA bhAInA bhAra nathI lAgatA paNa jo khIjA phAInA chokarA UMcakavA paDe te lAge ke na lAge ? 'lAge,' kAraNa ke bhAI pratye rAga che ne khIjA pratye dveSa che. A rAga-dveSa saMsAravaka che paNa jemAM laganI che, jenA pratye jIvane rAga che tyAM duHkha dekhAtu nathI. jyAre prabhu pratyenI laganI lAgaze tyAre bhagavAnanA bhaNakArA vAgaze. 318 laganI lAgI che ke aganI jAgI che tArA milananI prabhu... palepala akhyA karuM tane ke laganI lAgI che ke aganI jAgI chegheluM lAgyuM' mujane ke kayAre tujane bheTuM, tArA pAvana khALe mIThI nIMdaramAM levu, samaNAmAM rAja (2) huM nIrakhyA karuM tane ke laganI lAgI che... AvI jayAre jIvane laganI lAgaze tyAre saMsAranuM eka paNa kArya jIvane yAda nahi Ave. basa-prabhunuM raTaNa thaze ne prabhumaya tame banI jaze. juo, Aje kRSNanI jayaMtinA divasa che. jue, A ghATIone kevI laganI lAgI che! kRSNanA nAma pAchaLa pAgarTI manIne kUdAkUda kare che. kRSNe dahIMnI gArasI ADIne kahIM khAdhu hatu eTale te paNa Aje mATalI phADe che. temAM peAte kyAM UbhA che tenu paNa temane bhAna nathI. geAkaLIyA pAchaLa gAMDA banyA che. anya danamAM kRSNane lIlAthI mAne che. jaina darzana kRSNane judI rIte mAne che. khIjA leAkeA kuSNanA nAme AvA khATA dhAMdhala ane dhamAla kare che. tenu kAraNa temanAmAM jJAnanA abhAva che. ApaNI mAnyatA pramANe tA kRSNa vAsudeva kevA mahAna pavitra ane kSAyaka samati pAmelA hatA. jyAM dharmanI vAta Ave tyAM temanuM haiyu nAcI uThatuM hatu. eka vakhata temanAtha bhagavAna grAmAnugrAma vicaratA pRthvItalane pAvana karatA dvArakA nagarImAM padhAryAM. vanapAlake AvIne vadhAmaNI ApI ke jemanA darzanathI pApI punita banI jAya che. bhavanI bhAvaTa bhAge che ne daradra dUra TaLI jAya che tevA temanAtha bhagavAna udyAnamAM padhAryA che. A samAcAra sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe traNa khaMDanA adhipati siMhAsanethI ubhA thaI gayA. ne pUrva-uttara dizAnI vacamAM IzAna khUNA tarapha mukha rAkhIne tiSNuttAnA pATha bhaNIne va Mdana kare che. haju teA darzana karavA gayA paNa nathI te pahelA ATale! badhA Ana che. te bhagavAnanI samakSa jaine vaMdana karyAM haze tyAre keTale AnaMda thayeA haze? prabhune vaMdana karyA pachI vadhAmaNI

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zAradA sAgara 319 ApavA AvanAra vanapAlakane khUba dhana ApyuM. enI jiMdagInuM daridra TaLI gayuM, jenA upara traNa khaMDane adhipati rIjhe tene zuM bAkI rahe? dezapati jaba rIjhata hai, taba deta gAma karate nihAlI, gAmapati jaba rIjhata che, taba deta kheta ke vADI, khetapati jaba rIta hai, taba deta dhAna pAlI de pAlI, banIyAbhAI jaba rIjhata hai, taba deta tAlI de tAlI. * dezane mAlika je khuza thAya te gAmanA gAma ApI de, gAmano mAlika rIjhe te vIghA be vIghA jamIna ApI de kheDUta rIjhe te pAlI be pAlI anAja ApI de paNa tame rIjhe to? (hasAhasa). vANIyAbhAI je rIjhe tALI pADIne hasIne badhuM patAvI de, baMdhuo ! tamArA mATe A kevuM kalaMka che ! mArA vAlakezvaranA zrAvake ! tame evA te nathI ne? samaya Ave tyAre khabara paDe ke tame kevA che? tamArA dIkarAne nAne bAbo khabara laIne Ave ke dAdA-dAdA ! upAzrayamAM ghaNA badhA mahAsatIjIe padhAryA che. to tame pelA bAbAne baraDe thAbaDIne kaheze ke beTA! tuM bahu sArA samAcAra lA. bIje chokare AvIne kahe che bhAbhIne bAbo Avyo. to tarata khissAmAM hAtha nAMkhaze ne pAMca ke dazanI noTa ene ApI deze. ne saMtanI vadhAmaNImAM baraDe thAbaDIne patAvI dIdhuM. bolo, tamane tenuM mahattva vadhAre che? saMtanI vadhAmaNuM laIne nAnA bALake Ave te vadhu nahi paNa eka pAvalI Apaze to khuza thaI jaze ne pharI pharIne upAzraye mahAsatIjI AvyA ? te jevA javAnuM mana thaze. Ama karatAM te kaIka divasa dharma pAmI jaze. kRSNa vAsudeve prabhunA AgamananI vadhAmaNI sAMbhaLIne vanapAlakane puSkaLa dravya ApyuM. bhagavAna ke bhagavAnanA saMtenuM jyAM nAma paDe tyAM temanA manano moralo nAcI uThate hate. jeo dharmanA kAma karIne jIvanamAM kaMIka sAdhanA karI gayA che temane duniyA Aje yAda kare che ne je pApa karIne gayA che temane koI yAda paNa karatuM nathI. juo, kRSNa ane kaMsa eka ja rAzInA hatA ne? chatAM Aje kRSNanI janmajayaMti duniyAbharamAM ujavAze paNa kaMsanI jayaMti koI ujave che? rAmane sau yAda kare che paNa rAvaNane koI yAda kare che? ghaNuM bhAIonuM nAma kRSNa-rAma vigere hoya che paNa koIe savaNa ke kaMsa nAma pADayuM che? are, Aje te pazupakSImAMthI ne vana spatimAMthI nAma pADe che. ghaNI bahenanuM nAma kokIlAbahena, menAbahena hoya che. ghaNAMnuM nAma dUdhIbahena, nAraMgIbahena hoya che. ame mahArASTramAM gayelA tyAM ghaNI bahenanuM nAma badAmabahena, patAsIbahena hoya che. hIrAlAla mANekalAla, pannAlAla vigere paththaramAMthI paNa nAma pADyA. kacarAbhAI, puMjAbhAI, puMjIbahena Adi kacarAmAMthI nAma

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320 zAradA sobara pADe che paNa rAvaNa ke kaMsanuM nAma pADatA nathI. A zuM batAve che? mANasa jevA kAma karI jAya che tevA tenA gANA gavAya che. sArAM kAma karyA hoya tene duniyA hajAre varSo sudhI bhUlatI nathI. tenA guNanuM smaraNa karI tenI pAchaLa AMsu sAra che. eka vakhata eka jhaverI pharate pharate rema gaye. ne tyAMnA eka vahepArIne tyAM utaryo. enI pAse paise ghaNe hate, bhautika sukha ghaNuM hatuM paNa enA jIvanamAM zAMti na hatI. vahepArI mitra tene eka suMdara bagIcAmAM pharavA mATe zeDe besADIne jaI rahyo che. rastAmAM eka kabara pAse hajAre mANase bhegA thaIne UbhA hatAM ne kabarane namana karIne AMkhamAM AMsu sArI rahyA hatA. pele jhaverI pUche che bhAI ! A badhuM zuM che? ATalA badhA mANase kema ubhA che ne raDe che? tyAre mane vahepArI kahe che amArA rAjAne ekane eka lADakavA, guNavAna ane svarUpavAna rAjakumAra marI gayA che tenI A kabara che. te je tArIkhe mRtyu pAme che te tArIkhe dara mahine badhA mANaso tene aMjali ApavA mATe ahIM Ave che. jhaverI to ene jovAmAM masta banI gayo. | sarva prathama rAjakumAranI mAtA mahArANI kabara upara kiMmatI jarInuM vastra oDhADI, punA hAra caDhAvIne khUba karUNa svare rUdana karatAM bolavA lAgyA he mArA lADakavAyA ! tuM ekavAra beThe thA. tuM tArI patnI sAme te je. je tuM ekavAra jIvate thAya te mAruM sarvasva arpaNa karI dauM. tyAra pachI kumAranA pitA mahArAjA AvyA. temanI AMkhamAM paNa azru ubharAI gayA hatA. te hAtha joDI gagada kaMThe prArthanA karavA lAgyA ke beTA! tuM ekavAra jIvate thAya te mAruM samagra rAjya tane arpaNa karI dauM. tyAra pachI badhA senikanuM daLa AvyuM e badhA kArane namana karIne kahe che te amArA bahAdura kumAra! tame A kabaramAMthI beThA thatA he te ame prANa pAtharavA taiyAra chIe. A lazkaranA gayA pachI thoDIvAre kavionuM ToLuM AvyuM. ne AMkhamAM AMsu sAratA prArthanA karavA lAgyA ke he amArA lADIlA kumAra! tame kabaramAMthI beThA thAva te amArI badhI kalpanAzakti ane badhuM jJAna ApanA caraNamAM samarpita karI daIe. e gayA pachI DIvAre vRddhanuM TeLuM AvI AMkhamAM AMsu lAvI kahe che te rAjakumAra! tame A kabaramAMthI ubhA thatAM he to amAre badhe anubhava tamane arpaNa karIe. A pramANe se thoDIvAra UbhA rahI prArthanA karI AMkhamAM AMsu sArI nirAza thaI se vidAya thayA. A badhuM joI jhaverI stabdha banI gaye. ene mitra kahe che bhAI ! cAla, ApaNe bagIcAmAM pharavA javAnuM moDuM thAya che. tyAre pele jhaverI kahe che mane ahIM ja besavA de. ATalA varSonA pravAsa pachI mArI jiMdagIne amUlya samaya huM kema gumAvI rahyo chuM? ATalA vRddho, sainike, kavio, rAjA-rANu badhA rAjakumAranA caraNamAM pitAnuM sarvasva nyochAvara karavA taiyAra thayA chatAM paNa sajakumArane navuM

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zAradA sAgara jIvana ApI zakyA nahi. ATaluM adhu' ApavA chatAM je jIvana pharIne maLatu nathI te jIvana keTalu kiMmatI che! tenu mane Aje bhAna thayuM che. mane Avu amulya jIvana maLyuM che. tenA upayoga huM haravA pharavA ne dhana bheguM karavAmAM karI rahyo chuM. meM mArA AtmA mATe kaMI karyuM nathI. 3ra1 aMdhue ! rAjakumAra mRtyu pAmyA paNa tenA guNunI pAchaLa duniyA raDe che. e kevuM jIvana jIvyeA haze! marI gayA chatAM tene janatA bhUlatI nathI. Aje kRSNane ApaNe yAda karIe chIe tenu mukhya kAraNu kRSNa vAsudevanA jIvanamAM rahelA guNA che. temanAtha prabhunA AgamananI vadhAmaNI sAMbhaLIne dvArakA nagarImAM temaNe bherI vagaDAvI. AkhI dvArakA nagarInI janatA sahita kRSNa vAsudeva temanAtha prabhunA darzana karavA mATe gayA. temAM thAvo kumAra paNa gayA hatA. prabhunI eka vakhata vANI sAMbhaLIne tene vaizagya AvI gayA. ghera jaine mAtA pAse dIkSAnI AjJA mAMgI. baMdhue ! A thAvarcAkumAra kaMi sAmAnya na hatA. tene ghera rajavADA jevA vaibhava hatA. khatrIsa trIsa kanyAonI sAthe temanA lagna thayA hatA. Ave vaibhavazALI hovA chatAM nemanAtha prabhunI vANInA raNakAre jAgI gayA ne vaibhavA tene viTaMbaNA rUpa lAgavA mAMDayA. mAtAe tene khUba samajAye. paNa eneA nizcaya pharyA nahi. chevaTe mAtAne AjJA ApavI paDI. thAvarcAkumAranI mAtA thAvarcAgAthApatnIe vicAra karyA ke mAre ekanA eka putra che te! huM tene dIkSA maheAtsava khUba sArI rIte dhAmadhUmathI ujavuM, eTale te kRSNa vAsudeva pAse gai. thAvarcAgAthA patnIne AvatI joine trikhaMDa adhipati kahe mAtA! Apane zA kAraNe mArA ghera AvavuM pADayuM? tyAre thAvo kumAranI mAtA kahe che mahArAjA! mAre ekanA eka putra che te mane mArA prANuthI paNa priya che. ATalu khelatAM teA mAtAnI AMkhamAM AMsunI dhAra vahevA lAgI mana makakama karIne kahyuM. te putra nemanAtha prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLIne vairAgya raMge raMgAi gayA che. tene dIkSA mahe|tsava ujavavA mATe huM ApanI pAse amuka cIjanI bhikSa. mAMgavA mATe AvI chuM. A sAMbhaLIne kRSNa vAsudevanA hane pAra na rahyo. mAtA ! zuM joie? teA kahe che mAre ApanuM chatra, ca!mara ane pa!lakhI e traNa cIjo joie. kRSNa vAsudeva kahe che mAtA ! teM mane samAcAra mAkalyA hAta te huM tamAre ghera Avata. traNa khaMDanA svAmI che chatAM temana!mAM keTale vinaya che ! Aje tA traNa eraDAnA svAmI hAya chatAM abhimAnanA pAra na hoya. kRSNa vAsudeva kahe che mAtA ! chatra, cAmara ane pAlakhI te huM ApIza. tArA putrane| dIkSA mahe!tsava huM ujavIza. enI pAlakhIne dAMDA mAre khale UcakIza. paNa tArA putranI ekavAra parIkSA karI lauM'. mAtA kahe che meM tene khaba kasI joyA. tene vaizagya khUba Dha che. te have koi rIte

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322 zAradA sAgara mAne tema nathI. paNa kRSNa kahe che mAre tenI parIkSA karavI che. huM tamAre ghera AvuM chuM kRSNa vAsudeva thAvacakumAranA mahele AvyA. temane teNe khUba Adara satkAra karyo, thAvarcA putranA mAthe hAtha mUkIne kRSNajIe pUchayuM- beTA ! tane zuM duHkha che ke dIkSA levA uThe che? je duHkha hoya te jaldI kahe. huM maTADavA taiyAra chuM. tyAre thAvakumAra kahe che Apa jevA mahArAjAnI kRpAthI badhI vAte sukhI chuM paNa be moTA duzmane mArI pAchaLa paDayA che. e duzmane AjakAlanA nathI paNa huM mAtAnA garbhamAM hato tyArathI te baMnee mArI coTI pakaDI che. e duzmanane pakaDavAnI tamArAmAM tAkAta che? je tamArAmAM tAkAta hoya te mAre dIkSA levI nathI. bAkI to meM je nirNaya karyo che te se TacanA senA jevuM che. tyAre kRSNa pUche che ke bhAIe kayA duzmana che? tenA nAma te kahe. tyAre kahe che eka te jarAvasthA ne bIjuM maraNa A be jambara duzmane e mAre pIcho karyo che. vRddhAvasthA badhAne Ave tevuM nakakI nathI paNa je janmyA che te badhAne maraNa te avazyameva AvavAnuM che. thAvacane prazna sAMbhaLIne kRSNa kahe che bhAI ! maraNa te mane paNa AvavAnuM che te huM tane kevI rIte bacAvuM? thAvarcA putra kahe che je tenAthI bacAvavA samartha na che te mane mArA mArge javA de. chevaTe kRSNa vAsudeve thAvarcA putrane dIkSA mahotsava khUba dhAmadhUmathI ujavyuM. khuda kRSNa vAsudeve tenI pAlakhIne dAMDe khabhe lIdhe hate. thAvarcA putranI sAthe eka hajAra purUe dIkSA lIdhI. A badhAne dIkSA letAM joIne kRSNa vAsudevanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA ke dhanya che A pavitra AtmAone! huM emanA je kayAre banIza? pite eka pratyAkhyAna paNa karI zakatA na hatA paNa kare tene khUba sAtha ApatA hatA. baMdhuo ! A kRSNa vAsudeve temanA jIvanamAM khUba dharmanI dalAlI karI che. 52 upadeza nahi paNa ghara sahita dAMDI pITAvatA hatA. temanI paTarANIo, putra, putrIo badhAne nemanAtha bhagavAnanA zaraNe mokalyA hatA. A dharma dalAlInA pratApe kRSNavAsudeva AvatI covIsImAM bAramA amama nAmanA tIrthakara thaze. te sivAya kRSNa vAsudeva guNAnurAgI hatA. kharAbamAMthI paNa sAruM zelatA hatA. mAtRbhakata paNa hatA. kRSNanA pitA vAsudevane 32000 rANIo hatI. temAM mukhya mukhya rANuone dararoja page lAgavA jatA. te pitAnI janmahAtA mAtA devakIne cha mahine vAre Avo. AvA traNa khaMDanA adhipati paNa mAtAne page lAgatA hatA ne tenI caraNaraja mastake caDhAvatA. jyAre Aje te mAtAne page lAgavAne badale pALe toya sAruM che. e jamAnAmAM mAtA-pitAne paheluM tIrtha mAnavAmAM AvatuM hatuM. Aje tenuM parivartana thaI gayuM che. mAtA - pitAnuM sthAna chelluM thaI gayuM che ne patnInuM sthAna prathama che. jema IgalIzamAM tame kahe che ne ke GOD geDa eTale bhagavAna ane te akSaranuM parivartana karavAmAM Ave te DOG Doga eTale kUtaro artha thAya che.

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1 323 zAradA sAgara amAM keTalA pharaka paDI gayA ! te rIte tamArAmAM paNa pharaka paDI gayA che. tame bahAragAmathI AvyA. gharamAM e palaMgamAM e pathArI che. DAkhI sAiDamAM tamArA zrImatIjI sUtA che ne jamaNI sAiDamAM mAtA sUtI che. leA, kAnA tarapha tamArI pahelI sRSTi jaze ? tamArI draSTi patnI tarapha jaze. e jamAnA AvA na hatA. kRSNa vAsudeva mAtA devakIne vaMdana karavA gayA tyAre mAtAnI AMkhamAM AMsu joyA. mAtA kema raDatI hatI tenuM kAraNa tamane kahuM. khambenA saghADe eka sarakhI AkRtivALA saMtA mAtA devakIne tyAM gaucarI AvyA. e sAdhu kAnA jAyA che te jANavAnuM mana thatAM mAtA devakI nemanAtha pAse gayA ne prabhue kahyuM e tArA putrA che. tyAre enA dilamAM e vAtanuM duHkha thayuM ke AvA ratnA jevA sAta sAta putrAne meM janma dIdhA paNa meM eka paNa putrane ramADayA nathI. kAraNa ke cha putrA bhadIlapuramAM sulazAne tyAM ucharyA ne kRSNa gAkuLamAM yazeDhAne tyAM ucharyAM eTale pAte putrAne lADa laDAvyA nahi e vicArathI mAtAnI AMkhamAM Asu AvyA. tyAre kRSNe pUche che mAtA ! tArI AMkhamAM AMsu zAne ? mArA jevA dIkarA hAya ne tenI mAtA jo raDe te huM dIkarA nahi paNa ThIkarA cheM. mAtAe peAtAnA duHkhanI vAta karI tyAre kRSNa peAtAnI zakitathI cha mAsanA bALaka banI gayA. paNa mAtAne tethI Ana na thayeA. chevaTe mAtAnuM duHkha dUra karavA aThThama tapa karIne devanI ArAdhanA karI devane pUchyu ke mArI mAtAnA kismatamAM have saMtAna che ke nahi ? deve kahyuM haju eka putra thaze paNa te nava varSanI uMmaramAM dIkSA leze! bhale ne dIkSA le paNa mArI mAtAne ramADavAnA kAra te pUrA thaze ne ? TUMkamAM vinayavAna putrA mAtA mATe keTaluM karI chuTe che ! kRSNa vAsudeva AvA mahAna pratApI purUSa hatA. Aje sArAye bhAratamAM kRSNa jayaMti ujavAze. A mahAna purUSone keTalAya varSA thaI gayA chatAM temanI janma jayaMti ujavAya che. te ApaNane zuM sUcana kare che ? ApaNA AtmA upara rAkha vaLI gaI che tene sApha karAve che. abharAinA vAsaNAne paNa khAra mahine sApha kare che. kapaDAne paNa melA thatAM dhovA paDe che. mazInA game tevA sArA cAlatA hAya paNa eka divasa khUMdha rAkhIne sApha kareA che. te rIte bhagavAna mahAvIranI janmajayaMti, kRSNanI janmajayaMti zA mATe ujavAya che ? ApaNA jIvanamAM satya, nIti ane sadAcAra bhUlAI gayA che. satya upara asatyanI zakha vaLI gaI che. tene uDADavA mATe mahAna purUSonI janmajyaMti ujavIe chIe. vaiSNava leAkA AjanA divase upavAsa karaze te rAtre kRSNanA janmamahAtsava ujavaze. temanA dila evA nAcI uThaze ke jANe atyAre kRSNanA janma na thayeA hAya ! ba Mdhue ! mahAna purUSAne janma kyAre thAya che? jayAre pRthvI para pApa vadhe, adharma, anIti, atyAcAra vadhe che ane pApI purUSAneA upadrava vadhe che tyAre mahAna purUSane janma thAya che.

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324 zAradA sAgara kRSNae janma laIne cha duSTa upara vijaya meLavyuM che. (1) kALInAga. kALInAgane vaza karavA mATe kRSNa tenI pITha upara caDhI gayA. kALInAga bhayaMkara jherI nAga hate. chatAM zrIkRSNa hasatAM hasatAM tenI pITha upara caDhI gayA. ne baMsarI bajAvatAM bajAvatAM tenuM mastaka chedI nAMkhyuM. tyAM nAge bIjuM mastaka banAvyuM. bIju chedayuM tyAM trIjuM banAvyuM. ema cAra-pAMca karatAM hajAra mastaka banAvyA. e hajAre mastakane zrIkRSaNe chedI nAMkhyA ane kALInAgane saMhAra karyo. tyAra pachI bIje duSTa kasa-kaMsa mahApApI hate. tene khabara paDI ke mArI bahenanA sAtamA putrane hAthe mAruM mRtyu thavAnuM che eTale teNe lagna vakhate jugAra ramavAnuM kAvatru karI vAsudevane jugAra ramavA besADayA. temAM vAsudeva hArI gayA. tyAre zarata karI ke mArI bahena devakane jeTalI sUvAvaDa Ave te mAre ghera karavAnI. zrIkRSNane janma thavAne hatuM tyAre kaMse vAsudeva tathA devakIne kArAgRhamAM pUryA hatA. paNa mahAna-purUSane janma thatAM badhI sAnukULatA thaI jAya che. kRSNane janma thatAM paheregIro UMdhI gayA ne vAsudevanI beDI tUTI gaI eTale kRSNane janma thatAMnI sAthe TepalAmAM mUkI gokuLamAM naMda AhIrane tyAM mUkI AvyA. zrIkRSNa tyAM miTA thayA pachI amuka samaye mAmA kaMsane nAza karyo. (3) trIje kaMsano sasaro jarAsaMgha je mahAduSTa hato. te kaI divasa keIne sAcI salAha ApatuM na hatuM. (4) cothe duryodhana-je bharI sabhAmAM draupadInI lAja lUMTavA cIra kheMcavA uTho hato. pAMcame kALayavana ane chaThThI narakAsura. A che pApI purUSane janma thaye tyAre temane nAza karavA mATe A pratApI purUSane janma thaye. devAnupriye ! zrIkRSNa cha duSTo upara vijaya meLavyuM. ApaNe AtmAnI sAme paNa che duSTo UbhA che. tene nAza karavA mATe ApaNe AtmA zrIkRSNa che. jema zrIkRSNa kALInAganA mastanuM chedana karyuM tema tame paNa tamArI AzA-tRSNa rUpI kALI nAgaNIne chedI nAMkho, nahitara e tamArA jIvanane jheramaya banAvaze. tame mAnatA ho ke ATaluM karI lauM, mArI IcchAo pUrNa karI lauM pachI nirAMte dharmadhyAna karIza. paNa e tamArI IcchAo eka pachI eka cAlu rahevAnI che. Aje sinemA jevA gayA te kAle nATaka jovAnuM mana thaze ne parama divase sarkasa jovAnuM mana thaze. Aje lAkha meLavyA te kAle daza lAkha ne parama divase keDa meLavavAnuM mana thaze. ne pachI abaja meLavavAnuM mana thaze. kALInAganA mAthA te gaNatrInA hatA paNa tamArI tRSNa te anaMta che. tene koI divasa pAra AvavAne nathI. zrIkRSNa hasatAM hasatAM ne baMsarI bajAvatAM bajAvatAM kALI nAgane nAza karyo tema tame paNa tamArI vAsanA rUpI kALI nAgaNInA mastaka chedI nAMkhe. mAtA devakIe kRSNane janma dIdhe. te sArI duniyAmAM kRSNa tarIke jAhera thayA. jemane ATalA varSa thaI gayA chatAM ApaNe temane bhUlatA nathI. enI

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zAradA sAgara - 325 mAtAe paNa putrane janma dIdhuM hatuM ne tamArI mAtAe paNa putrane janma dIdhuM che. e paNa purUSa hatA ne tame paNa purUSa che. eka kavie kahyuM che ke - jananI jaNa te bhaktajana, kAM dAtA kAM zUra, nahitara raheje vAMjhaNa, mata gumAvIza nUra. he mAtA! tuM janma Ape te evA putrane janma Apaje ke e putra kAM te bhakta haya, kAM te dAtAra hoya ne kAM te zUravIra hoya. je Ave putra na hoya te tuM vAMjhaNI raheje. paNa namAlA putrane janma devAthI zuM vizeSatA che? zrIkRSNae cha dune haNyA. ApaNe AtmA paNa zrIkRSNa che. tenI sAme che duSTa ubhA che. tame te cha dugTane jANe che? kAma, krodha, mada, matsara, ISyo ane tRSNa. tame evA putrane janma Apo ke te mAtAnA dUdhane dIpAve. tame karoDo rUpiyA meLavyA hoya paNa tenI kiMmata kyAre thaze? papakAramAM tamArI lakSamI vahetI mUke, duHkhInA duHkhamAM bhAgIdAra bane. kRSNa vAsudeve janma laIne aneka duHkhIonA duHkha dUra karyA che. temanuM jIvana sadA paropakAramaya hatuM. kRSNa mahArAjAe dhamanI khUba dalAlI karI che. have be traNa divasa pachI paryuSaNa parva Ave che. te tame paNa ghara gharamAM pharIne tapanI dalAlI karaje. je kaI bhAI-bahenane tapazcaryA karavAnI bhAvanA hoya ne gharamAM kaI kAma karanAra na hoya te tame sahakAra Apaje te tame paNa mahAna lAbha meLavaze. Aje kRSNanA jIvana viSe ghaNuM kahevAyuM che. samaya thaI gayuM che. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 39 zrAvaNa suda 10 ne ravivAra tA. 31-8-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene, anaMta jJAnI bhagavaMte Agama vANImAM ApaNane pharamAve che ke he AtmAo ! anaMta kALathI A saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karyuM tenuM kAraNa zuM? te kadI vicAra AvyuM che? jIva potAnI bhUlane kAraNe anaMta duHkhane sahana karato saMsAramAM bhaTaka. akAma nirjarA karatA mahAna puNyadaye A mAnava deha prApta thaye. A mAnava bhavamAM tamane buddhi maLI. saMdera nigI zarIra maLyuM, dhana maLyuM che te teno sAra zuM che? buddheH phalaM tattva vicAraNaM ca, dehasya sArovata dhAraNaM ca / arthasya sAro kila pAtradAnaM, vAcaH phalaM prItikaro narANAm // budhinuM phaLa tattvanuM ciMtana karavuM. vrata dhAraNa karavuM te mAnava dehane sAra ane

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326 zAradA sAgara sattva che. maLelI buddhinuM phaLa zuM? tatvanI vicAraNA. A buddhine upayoga pAMca IndriyanA viSaye ane bhautika sukhane upalega karavAmAM karaze te jJAnInI draSTie jIvana gumAvavA jevuM che. game teTalI mahenata kare, samayane vyaya kare chatAM paNa jema retI palavAthI tela maLatuM nathI, pANIne levAthI mAkhaNa maLatuM nathI ne kadanA phatarA khAMDavAthI cekhA maLatA nathI tema jJAnI kahe che tuM lAkhe, koDe ke abajo rUpiyAnI Apa le karate hoya, Teliphena dvArA kAma calAvatuM hoya ne tArI buddhithI ghaNuM dhana prApta karato hoya te tenI keI vizeSatA nathI. paNa vizeSatA hoya to e buddhi dvArA tavanuM ciMtana karatA che te tenI che. kadI tamArA AtmAne kahe che - aye musAphIra kAM tuM Avyo have pachI ke jAvuM che, pitAnA mAragane mUkIne kayAM sudhI athaDAvuM che. huM tuM ne A mAruM tAruM palamAM cheDI jAvuM che, caDela kaphanI utarI jAtAM vIluM mukha thaI jAvuM che." he cetana deva! tuM koNa che? A saMsAramAM zA mATe Avyo che? ane A paribhramaNa zA mATe thaI rahyuM che? A huM ne tuM, mAruM ne tAruM kyAM sudhI karIza? tuM jyAre ke tyAre A zarIra cheDIne jaIza tyAre tArI sAthe zuM Avaze? je AtmAo tene samAgama kare che ne vitarAga vANImAM anurakta bane che tene evuM jarUra bhAna thAya che ke huM A deha nathI paNa temAM vasele anokhuM ane advitIya caitanya tatva chuM ghaNu jIvane evuM bhAna nathI ke je zuM? huM koNa chuM? vastu ane vyaktimAM AsaktinA kAraNe A paribhramaNa cAlyA kare che. jema pANI levAthI mAkhaNa maLatuM nathI tema A pilgalika padArtho pratyene rAga mane sukha ke zAMti ApanAra nathI. anaMtakALathI viSayamAM buddhinuM AMdolana jJADuM chuM te have tattvanI vicAraNA karuM? bela! AvuM thAya che? jeNe jIvanamAM tattva zodhyuM teNe badhuM zodhyuM che. tene e paNa samajAI jAya che ke A dehane sAra hoya te vratane dhAraNa karavA te che. kAraNa ke jenI daSTi khule tene ema lAge che ke A mAyA-mamatA e mArA jIvanane sAra nathI. are! A jagata e judI judI gatiomAM utpanna thayelA jIvone pIsAvAnuM presa che. dhanavAna - garIba vRdha-yuvAna darekane A presamAM pIsAvuM paDe che. mATe jJAnIo paDakAra karIne kahe che have te jAge? sUrya udayamAna thayo che. sAdhanAnA senerI kiraNe paDyA che. paNa UMghavAmAM rahI gayA che. " saMha DiM ja " bhagavAna mahAvIre jAgavAnI ugheSaNa karatAM kahyuM che ke he jIva! tuM sva ne oLakha. tArI anaMta zakitane pichANuM. paNa haju sudhI kema samajatA nathI. AtmA anaMta zaktine bhaMDAra che. kavinI kalpanA che ke jyAre te samajaNamAM Avaze ne paDakhuM badalaze tyAre parvata dhaNadhaNI uThaze. havA

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zAradA sIgara 327 thaMbhI jaze, dizAo kaMpI uThaze ane sUrya-caMdra tenuM paribhramaNa aTakAvI deze ne saMsAranI pratyeka zakti enA caraNamAM ALeTaze. AvI zakti AtmAmAM che paNa pelA gADaranA meLAmAM bhaLI gayelA siMhanA baccAnI jema jayAM sudhI ene enI zaktinuM bhAna na hatuM tyAM sudhI gADara je banIne rahyo paNa jyAre ene enI zakitanuM bhAna thayuM tyAre garjanA karIne gADaranA TeLAmAMthI bhAgye. tema tamane paNa bhagavAnanA saMta bhagavAnanI vANI dvArA garjanA karIne sajAga kare che. he bhavya che ! tame vizvamAM sarva zreSTha prANI che, devatAone priya che ane anaMta vIryazALI che mATe have svarUpanI pichANa karI le. jemaNe AtmatatvanI pichANa karI che ne AtmasAdhanA mATe jee sajAga banyA che tevA anAthI nirgatha ane zreNIka mahArAjA vacce sanAtha ane anAthane saMvAda cAle che. temAM rAjAe pUchayuM ke tame mane anAtha kema kaho ? tyAre munie kahyuM ke huM je rIte anAtha kahuM chuM te tame samajyA nathI te tame sAMbhaLe. saNeha me mahArAya, avakkhiteNa ceyasA / jahA aNAho bhavai, jahA meya pavattiyaM // utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA 17. he rAjA ! tamArI pAse dhana-vaibhava badhuM ghaNuM che. e huM jANuM chuM chatAM paNa meM tamane anAtha kahA che te e vAta mArI pAsethI ekAgra cittathI sAMbhaLo. atyAre tamane mArI vAta asatya lAgaze paNa "nAtha" zabdane artha, ane anAthatA ne sanAtAne bheda jANI levAthI tamane mArI vAta satya lAgaze. anAthatA ane sanAthatAne bheda huM mAtra vidvatAthI nahi paNa mArA anubhavathI tamane samajAvIza. baMdhuo ! zreNIke zuM kahyuM hatuM khabara che ne ? he muni ! huM tamArA nAtha thaIza. tame keInA nAtha thAva tema che? kaI garIba tamArI pAse karagare te zuM kaheze ? eka kahAnI yAda Ave che. jhAlAvADanA eka gAmamAM ghaNAM rAjapUta garAsIyA ne anya kemanA mANase vasatA hatA. gAmamAM vANIyAnuM eka ghara hatuM. tene puNyodaya khUba prabaLa hatuM eTale te ghaNe sukhI hate. gAmamAM enuM mAna sAruM hatuM. AvA sukhI zrImaMta vaNikanuM eka ghara eTale sau ene zeTha-zeTha karatAM. e gAmamAM eka garAsIye paNa khUba dhanavAna hate. jamIna jAgIra paNa khUba hatI. te eka rajavADA jevI sAhyabI bhogavatA hatA. paNa enA karme bhAna bhUlya. huM tamane traNa divasathI kahuM chuM ke jugAra jevuM koI kharAba vyasana nathI. jugAra rame che tenA gharanA naLIyA paNa sApha thaI jAya che. A garAsIye paNa khUba jugAra rame. jugAramAM tenA mAla-milkata badhuM sApha thaI gayuM. gharabAra temaja enI patnInA dAgInA badhuM vecAI gayuM. phakta pAMca vIghA jamIna

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328 - zAradA sAgara rahI. ne eka nAnakaDuM bhAMgyuM tUTayuM mATInuM ghara rahyuM. khAvAnA sAMsA paDayA. khUba kapheDI sthiti AvI gaI. tyAre eNe vicAra karyo ke zeThane tyAM jamIna gIre mUkI dauM te paisA maLe ne khAvA bhegA thaIe. enA manamAM ghaNe pazcAtApa thaye ke A jugAra na ramya heta te mArI A dazA na thAta. eka vakhata kevuM sukha ne vaibhava bhagavate hate ne atyAre mArI kevI sthiti thaI?? jugAra! tArA pApe mArI A dazA thaIne? jyAre khUba saMkaDAmaNamAM AvyuM tyAre pAMca vighA jamIna pelA zeThane tyAM gIre mUkIne paisA lAvyuM ne temAMthI khAvA lAgyA. paNa pele vaNika e niDura hato ke lehI cUsyA vyAja levA lAgyA. Aje mANasa vyAjamAM DUlI jAya che. - zeThanuM vyAja bharavAmAM enI pAMca vIthI jamIna paNa sApha thaI gaI, have te juvAranA roTalAnA paNa sAMsA paDavA lAgyA. behAla sthiti thaI gaI. ene hAyakAre lAge ke have zuM karIza? chevaTe e zeThane ghera nokarI karavA lAgyuM. zeTha khUba mijAjI hato. khUba pAvarathI tenI pAsethI kAma lete. A garAsIyAnI jAta khUba svAbhimAna heya. kadI koIne name nahi ne keInA chaNakA paNa sAMbhaLe nahi. A te duHkhane mAryo ghaNuM kAma kare che. namratAthI rahe che. aMdarathI ghaNuM duHkha thAya che ke A jugAra na rame hota to mAre na karavAnI nekarI te karavI paData nahine? kayAreka AMkhamAMthI rabAra jevaDA AMsu paDI jatA. eka divasa enA mATe e gojhAro ugyuM ke tene vyavahAramAM paisAnI jarUra paDI eTale zeThanI pAse jaIne kahyuM ke bApu! Aje mAre pisAnI jarUra che. mane 11) rUA. Apo pachI huM vadhAre majurI karIne tamane ApI daIza. A vakhate zeTha evA veNu-kaNa kADhayA ke pele darabAra ubhe baLI gaye. veNu kaveNa zuM kare che? -bhagavAna kahe che tane belatA AvaDe te mIDI vANI bolaje ne latAM na AvaDe te maMgA raheje paNa keInuM kALajuM baLI jAya tevA veNa kADhaze nahi. tamArI pAse paisA hoya te yathAzakti deje. na hoya te na Apazo. kadAca tamArI zakti che paNa hecethI parigrahanI mamatA chUTatI nathI te e dukhIne mIThA zabdothI AzvAsana te jarUra Apaje. madhura vacana hai auSadhi, kaTu vacana hai tIra, savana dvAra ve saMcare, sAle sakala zarIra, mIThI vANI aiASadhinuM kAma kare che. keInuM duHkha ApaNe maTADI na zakIe paNa ene mIThA zabdathI kahIe ke bhAI! duHkha te sAme Ave che. A te puNya pApanA khela che. zA mATe gabharAya che? sadA sarakhA divaso jatA nathI. kAle tArA khanA divase cAlyA jaze. te ene keTalI zAMti vaLe che. sajajana mANasa AvI mIThI vANI uccAre che ne durjana tIra jevA vacana bole che. enA bolavAthI duHkhInA dukhamAM vadhAre thAya che.

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zAradA sAgara 329 ghaNuM mANasane evI Adata hoya che ke ke mANasa garIbonI sevAmAM saMpattine sadupayoga kare te vacamAM patharo mukavA jAya che. ATaluM badhuM zA mATe ApI de che? haju kayAM aMdagI cAlI gaI che? atyAre badhuM ApIne navarA thaI jaze to ghaDapaNamAM zuM karazo? AnuM nAma "dAtAra dAna kare ne bhaMDArI piTa kuTe." eka vakhata bhejarAjA garIbanI sevAmAM chUTe hAthe dAna devA lAgyA tyAre pradhAnanA manamAM thayuM ke rAjA je Ama dhana uDAvaze te bhaMDAra khAlI thaI jaze. paNa have rAjAne kevI rIte kahevAya? rAjAne savaLuM paDe te sArUM ne avaLuM paDe te mAruM AvI bane. eTale khUba vicAra karIne pradhAne rAjAnA siMhAsananI sAme bhIMta upara lakhyuM ke "AjavArtha ghana rakSed " vipatti Ave tyAre dhananI jarUra paDe che mATe dhananuM rakSaNa karavuM joIe. bIje divase rAjA siMhAsane beThA ne bhIMta sAme najara paDI te A vAkya vAMcyuM. rAjA bhoja te khUba catura hatA. te samajI gayA ke A mArA upara lakhyuM che eTale rAjAe tenI bAjumAM lakhAvyuM ke "mA thavAno ja lIvara" bhAgyavAnane kadApi Apatti AvatI nathI. tyAre pharIne pradhAne nIce lakhyuM ke kAra patavaiva bhAgyavAnane Apatti AvatI nathI paNa kadAca tamAruM bhAgya ke pAyamAna thaze te? pharIne rAjAe vAMcyuM te enI bAjumAM lakhAvyuM ke "saMtofja vinazyati" je bhAgye kopAyamAna thaze to rakSaNa kareluM dhana paNa cAlyuM jaze. mATe jeNe A vAkaya lakhyA hoya te mArA bhaMDAra khAlI thaI javAnI kadI ciMtA na kare. baMdhuo ! AnuM nAma dAtAra. rAjAe pradhAnanI AMkha kholAvI dIdhI. tame ema na mAnatA ke paisA satkAryamAM vAparavAthI khUTI jAya che. sArA kAmamAM jeTaluM dhana veraze teTaluM UgI nIkaLaze. kheDUta khetaramAM dhAnya vAvavA jAya che tyAre te eka ThekANe Dhagale karatA nathI paNa AkhA khetaramAM anAjanA kaNa verato verato jAya che. ne jyAre anAja pAke che tyAre Dhagale DhagalA thAya che tema tame sArA kAryamAM dhana veraze te jeTaluM veraze tenA karatAM anekagaNuM ugI nIkaLaze.--- jyAre A jagatamAM janmyA tyAre mUThI vALIne AvyA ne jatI veLAe paNa khAlI hAthe javAnuM che. tamArA saMsAranA mejazekha ane kAmagamAM vAparaze te sAthe nathI AvavAnuM. mATe je khAlI hAthe na javuM hoya te bane teTalA nANune sadupayoga karo. pelA zeThe garAsIyAne veNa kaveNa kahyA ne paisA ApyA nahi. A zabda ene hADahADa lAgI gayA. khUba dukha thayuM eTale pitAne ghera cAlyA gaye. kSatriyakA baccA apamAna sahana karI zake nahi, enA ghera jaIne ene visa varSane klayAkuMvara je dIkaro marI gayela hoya tema chAtI phATa rUdana karavA lAgyo ne manamAM pazcAtApa karavA lAgyo ke jugAra ramavA gayA tyAre mArA AdezI-pADethI

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330 zAradA sAgara ane sagA snehIoe mane khuba vAryo. vinA cAje mane hita zikhAmaNa devA AvyA paNa meM mAnyuM nahi. je emanuM kahyuM mAnyuM hatuM te mArI A dazA na thAta. basa, have te marI jAuM paNa e zeThane ghera nahi jAuM. patnI kahe che svAmInAtha ! ciMtA na karaze. haju mArI jAta sArI che. ghaMTInA paiDA pheravIza. ApaNe keTaluM joIe che ! rojanA aDadhe maNa ghauM daLIza te zera bojarI maLI raheze ne bhaDakuM banAvIne pI jaIzuM. dIkarI te sAsare che ne nAne bAbe mosALa gayo che. te ApaNuM baMnenuM peTa A rIte bharAI jaze. Ama saMteSa mAnIne rahe che. eka divasa evo AvyA ke dIkarInI sAsu haradvAra, kAzI, ne mathurA tarapha yAtrA karavA gayelA. trIsa mANasane kAphala hatuM. teopharatAM pharatAM A gAmamAM AvyA. tyAre bAI kahe che A te mArA vevAInuM gAma che. je temane khabara nahi ApuM ne pachI khabara paDaze te ema thaze ke vevANa AvyA hatAM ne khabara na ApI? eTale vevANe samAcAra mokalAvyA ke tamArA vevANa jAtrAethI AvyA che ne cAra cha kalAka rekAIne javAnA che. A samAcAra darabArane ghera pahoMcyA. A samAcAra sAMbhaLIne bane mANasone khUba dukha thayuM. jhUMpaDInuM bAraNuM baMdha karIne khUba raDayA. zuM karIzuM? jyAM zrImaMtanA hAsya che tyAM garIbanI hAya che. baMne jaNAM khUba raDayAM. bhalA, Aje A dazA gharagharamAM che. tame tamArA mojazekha ochA karI garIbane sahAya kare. pilA garAsIyAnI kaDI sthiti thaI. je vevANane bolAve nahi te dIkarIne maheNuM sAMbhaLavA paDe che. eTale patnIne kahe che tuM tyAM jaIne vevANune bolAvI lAva. gazasaNuM tyAM jaIne vevANane kahe che ghera padhAre. vevANuM kahe che ame trIsa mANasa sAthe chIe. tyAre kahe che tame badhA Ave. kAraNa ke Agraha te badhAne karavuM joIe. na kare te kharAba dekhAya. bAI khUba Agraha kare che tyAre bIjA badhA kahe che bahena ! tame tamArA vevAIne ghera jAva. amArA sagAvahAlA aDadhe mAIla dUra rahe che te ame tyAM jaIzuM. A te uparathI khUba Agraha kare che paNa aMtarathI prabhune prArthanA kare che ke he prabhu! tuM amArI lAja rAkhaje. sai saunA sagAne ghera jAya tevI temane saddabuddhi deje. jyAM ekane jamADavAnI ciMtA che tyAM trIsane kayAMthI jamADIza? je Avaze te mArI bAMdhI muThI khullI thaI jaze. vevANa pitAnA sAthIdArane kahe che mArA vevANune khUba Agraha che te badhA mArI sAthe cAle. paNa badhA kahe che nA bahena! tame khuzIthI jAva. amAre nathI AvavuM. sAcA aMtaHkaraNapUrvakanI prArthanA prabhue sAMbhaLI. sau saunA sagAvahAlAne ghera gayA ne vevANa ekalA ghare AvyA. vevANa te AvyA, paNa jamADIzuM zuM? gharamAM pAzera juvAra paNa nathI. bAI enA patine eka bAju laI jaIne kahe che tame ema kare. ApaNA zeThane ghera jAva, zeTha te divase AvezamAM AvI gayA ne tamane be zabdo kahI dIdhA paNa atyAre ApaNI lAja rAkhaze.

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zaradI sAgara 331 | darabAra kahe che tuM mane jhera pIvAnuM kahIza te pI jaIza. paNa e zeThanA veNa mArAthI bhUlAtA nathI. huM ene ghera nahi jAuM tuM jA. eTale garAsaNI vevANane besADIne kahe che tamArA vevAInI tabiyata barAbara nathI eTale huM zAkabhAjI laine AvuM chuM. vevANa kahe bhale. huM paNa lAMbI yAtrA karIne AvI chuM khUba thAkI gaI chuM. ema bolatAM te khATalAmAM sUI gaI. garAsaNuM pelA zeThane tyAM gaI. te samaye zeTha hAjara na hatA. kAma prasaMge bahAra gayA hatA. A bAIne AvatI joI zeThane chokaro kahe che bA ! kAkI AvyA. zeThANa bahAra nIkaLIne kahe che bhAbhI ! tame AvyA? khUba premathI tene bolAvIne besADayA. chokaro ane zeThANuM bane khUba dayALu hatA paNa zeTha khUba kaThora hRdayanA hatA. chokare kahe che kAkI ! mArA bApujIe tamane bhikhArI karyA pAMca pAMca vIghA jamIna paNa pacAvI pADI lehI cUsyA vyAja lIdhA. tame zuM kAme AvyA cho? garAsaNIe vAta karI ke mArA vevANa AvyA che ne temane jamADavA mATe vastu levA AvI chuM. tenA je paisA thaze te ame baMne majurI karIne vALI ApIzuM paNa ATalI vastu mane Apo. chekare kahe che bA ! tuM atyAre jaladI badhuM ApI de. mArA bApujI Avaze te nahi ApavA de. mA-dIkarAe leTa, ghI, sAkara, cokhA, dALa badhuM jaldI kothaLIomAM bharI dIdhuM. ghI-tela zIzImAM bharIne ApyA. ne kahyuM tame jaldI ghara bhegA thaI jAva, bAI badhuM laIne jAya che tyAM uMbarAmAM rAhu bhaTakA. bAIne jaIne tarata oLakhI gaye. ne kahyuM tuM zuM laIne jAya che? teNe satya vAta karI. bApu! amArI A sthiti che. ne je cIje laIne jAuM chuM tene paisA majurI karIne vALI ApIzuM paNa tame mArI lAja rAkhe. kaMjusIyA kAkA kahe che bilakula nahi. badhuM mUkI de. baMdhuo! juo, mA-dIkarAe te daI dIdhuM paNa pele rAhu tene laI javA dete nathI. ne kahe ke tArA pagamAM cAMdInA kalA che te ApIne laI jA. garAsaNI kahe che zeTha ! kaDalA kAle ApI jaIza. atyAre nahi. vAta ema banI hatI ke garAsaNuM zeThane ghera AvI tyAre enI vevANe. kaMDalA joyelA ne kahyuM ke vevANu! A tamArA kaDalAne ghATa bahu sAre che. tame kayAM ghaDAvyA? mane batAve ne! tyAre eNe kaheluM ke huM bahAra jaIne AvuM pachI nirAMte tamane batAvIza. have je kaDalA ApIne jAya vevANa jANI jAya ke vevAInI sthiti ghasAI gaI che. tenI AbarU khullI thaI jAya. eTale teNe khUba kahyuM ke zeTha! tame vizvAsa rAkhe. huM kAle jarUra ApI jaIza paNa zeTha te ekanA be na thayA. basa, kaDalA ApIne jAva te laI javA dauM. vastu te laI javA detA nathI ne uparathI elaphela vacane bolavA lAgyo. garAsaNanA dilamAM duHkha thaI gayuM ke A te mANasa che ke rAkSasa? enI AkRti manuSyanI che paNa kRtti rAkSasanI che. zeTha kaI rIte pIgaLe nahi tyAre garAsaNI kahe che zeTha! tame amane cUsI lIdhA ne amane bhIkha mAMgatA

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332 zAradA sAgara kya. amAre jIva levA sivAya zuM bAkI rAkhyuM che? le, mAro jIva daI dauM ema kahIne zeThanA uMbarAmAM jozathI mAthuM pachADayuM. dhorI nasa tUTI gaI. lehInA khAbociyA bharAyA. tyAM ne tyAM prANa kADhI nAMkhyA. A dazya joIne zeThANuM ane teno dIkaro kaMpI uThayA. arara..A rAkSasanA gharamAM ApaNe kyAMthI AvyA? AnA karatAM garIba rahevuM sAruM paNa AvA pApInA gharamAM sukha jogavavuM sAruM nahi, dhikakAra che zeThane ! A tarapha garAsaNane gayA be kalAka thayA paNa pAchI AvI nahi eTale vevANa pUche che mArI vevANa haju kema na AvyA? garAsIyAnA manamAM thayuM ke nakakI zeThane ghera kaMI navAjunI banI haze? kAraNa ke enA ekeka -vacana tIra jevA chAtImAM vAge che. huM te game tema teya purUSanI jAti chuM sahana karI zakuM. paNa strI jAti sahana karI zake nahi. lAva tapAsa karuM. e bahAra nIkaLe te samaye mosALa gayele nAno bAbe paNa saMgAtha joga AvI gaye. tene AMgaLIe vaLagADI AgaLa cAlyuM tyAM lokonA ToLeTeLAM sAmA maLyA ne kahevA lAgyA ke darabAra! tamArI patnIe zeThanA uMbarAmAM mAthuM paTakIne prANa kADhayA. A darabAra zeThane ghera jevA na gayo paNa sIdhe gAma bahAra kUvA pAse jaI chokarAne sAthe laIne kUvAmAM paDatuM mUkyuM. be jaNa kUvAmAM paDayA ne eke zeThane ghera prANa kADhayA. vevANa to bicArI gharamAM besIne thAkI gaI ne vicAra karavA lAgI ke vevANa gayA, vevAI gayA. badhA kema pAchA AvatA nathI? te gharanI bahAra nIkaLI te enA gharanI bahAra lekenA TeLeTeLA UbhA che ne traNa jaNa A rIte marI gayA te vAta kare che. vevANa paristhiti samajI gaI. ne e te gabharAine tyAMthI ghera gaI gAmanA leke khUba uzkerAI gayA ke traNa traNa javAnA meta thayA. A zeThane have jIvate na mUkIe. bahAra nIkaLe eTale pUro karIe. A rAkSasa ApaNuM gAmamAM na joIe. have te zeThane moDhuM batAvavuM bhAre thaI gayuM eTale upara jaIne gaLe phesa khAIne zeTha paNa marI gayA. devAnupriye ! zeTha sAthe zuM laI gayA? badhuM ahIM paDI rahyuM ne? karma ane apayazanI kALI TIlI laIne gaye. zeThanA dIkarAne bApanA duSkRtya upara khUba dhRNA chUTI ne traNanA mRtyuthI tenuM hRdaya kaMpI uThayuM. chevaTe agni saMskAra karyo. traNenA hADakA lAvIne AMgaNAmAM dATayA ne tenA upara traNa khAMbhI banAvI. chokare roja e khAMbhInA darzana karate. eka vakhata ene mitra rajAnA divasomAM tene ghera Ave che. AMgaNAmAM khAMbhI joIne tene khUba Azcarya thayuM ke kaI mANase gAmanA bhalA mATe ke dezanA bhalA mATe potAnA jIvananuM balidAna ApyuM hoya te tenI khAMbhI banAvAya che, paNa e gAma bahAra hoya che. paNa AnA AMgaNAmAM traNa khAMbhI kanI haze ? AkhA divasa pasAra thaI gayA. jamyA. pharavA gayA. vAta karI paNa palA

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zAradA sAgara 333 AvanAra mitranA manamAMthI e vAta bhUlAtI nathI. chevaTe rAtre sUvA gayA tyAre pUchayuM ke bhAI ! tArA AMgaNAmAM konI khAMbhI che? huM Avyo tyArathI mArA manamAM e vAtanuM khaba Azcarya thayuM che. tyAre chokarAe potAnA bApanI badhI vAta karI. A sAMbhaLI mitranuM hRdaya dhrujI uThayuM. ararara.... tAro bApa Avo hato ? e te gaye paNa tane joIne mane e Azcarya thAya che ke A viSamAM amRta kayAM pAkayuM ? tAro pitA A viSa jevo hato ne tuM A sajjana, sadAcArI ne nItivAna che. te tuM amRta ja che. mitre enI khUba prazaMsA karI. bApa evA kAma karIne gaye ke ene kaI yAda na kare ne A dIkare evuM suMdara jIvana jIvI gaye ke enuM nAma ItihAsanA pAne suvarNAkSare lakhAI gayuM. A daSTAMtano sAra e che ke lebha jIvane durgatimAM laI jAya che. zeThe je AvA kRtya karyA hoya te lebhanA kAraNe karyA che. pApane bApa lAbha che. vANIno viveka rAkhI che ane te sAruM karaje. anAthI nigraMtha pitAnI kahAnI zreNIkane kare che. kosaMbI nAma nayarI, purANa pura bheyaNI / tattha AsI piyA majjhaM, pabhUya dhaNasaMcao // utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA 18 he mahArAjA ! kesaMbI nAmanI nagarI hatI te nagarI khUba purANI hatI. rAjagRhI karatAM caDhI jAya tevI nagarI hatI. saMbI nagarI mejuda che chatAM nagarI che ema na kahetA nagarI hatI ema zA mATe kahyuM haze ? jJAnInA vacana satya che temAM saheja paNa pheraphAra thAya nahi. samaye samaye vastunA anaMtA varNa gaMdha, rasa, ane sparza pharI jAya che. muni saMsAramAM hatA tyAre ane dIkSA lIdhA pachI zreNIka rAjAne vAta kare che tyAre kezaMbI nagarInA anaMtA varNa, gaMdha, rasa, ane sparza karI gayA che. keImAM hAnI thaI te keImAM vRddhi thaI. sarvajJa bhagavaMtoe kahyuM che ke kaI bhUmi upara hAtha mUke ne upADI le te bhUmi para bIje samaye hAtha mUke tyAre te bhUminI paryAya pharI gaI hoya che. kAraNa ke samaya khUba bArIka che. tame te ema mAne che ke eka kalAkanI 60 miniTa, ne eka miniTanI 60 sekanDa. eka sekanDanI 60 paLa thAya ane eka paLanI 60 vipaLa thAya che. tamAruM koSTaka ATaluM che. paNa ApaNuM sarvajJa bhagavaMta e samayanI vAta karI che. eka vakhata AMkha ughADIne baMdha karIe eTalAmAM asaMkhyAtA samaya cAlyA jAya. samaya eTale kALane niraMza aMza. nAnAmAM nAne aMza. ATale sUkSma samaya che. mATe AvA eka samayano paNa pramAda karavA jevo nathI. te samayamAM kesaMbI nagarI hatI. tema anAthI muni rAjA zreNIkane kahe che. e

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334 zAradA sAgara nagarImAM prabhUta dhanasaMcaya nAmanA mArA saMsArI pitA rahetA hatA. e nagarImAM badhA zrImaMta ne sukhI hatA. garIbAInuM te nAma nizAna na hatuM. amArI nagarInA rAjA paNa khUba dayALu ne nyAyI hatA. nagarImAM keIne duHkhI rAkhatA na hatA. baMdhuo ! AgaLanA rAjAomAM ke nyAya hatA! mahArAjA vikramanuM rAjya cAlatuM hatuM tyAre enA rAjyane niyama hato ke koI paNa na mANasa enI nagarImAM rahevA Ave tyAre tene nagarInA dareka gharamAMthI ekeka senAmahora ne ekeka ITa ApavAnI. AkhI nagarInA leke ekeka sonAmahora Ape te paNa keTalI thaI jAya! ne ekeka ITa Ape te tenuM ghara baMdhAI jAya. eTale tarata vahepAra dhaMdhe lAgI jAya pachI koI mANasa duHkhI rahe kharo? e rAjya kevuM svargapurI jevuM haze? anAthI muni rAjA zreNuka pAse haju vadhAre varNana karaze. tenA pitAjI kevA sukhI hatA ne pote kevI rIte dIkSA lIdhI che te vAtanI rajuAta karaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 40 zrAvaNa vada 11 ne semavAra tA. 1-9-75 anaMta jJAnI, parama tAraka, vizvavatsala vibhunI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. siddhAMtanI vANI e AtmAne svaccha banAvavA mATenuM uttama sAdhana che. anAdikALathI AtmA upara rAga - Sa, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha, AdinA DAgha paDI gayA che tene sApha karavA mATe AgamanI vANInI jarUra che. jeTaluM tamAruM mana svaccha haze teTaluM Atmadarzana jaldI karI zakaze. eka vastra upara raMga caDhAva haze te te vastrane paNa pahelAM joIne svaccha banAvavuM paDaze. vastra jeTaluM zuddha haze eTale tene raMga paNa sAro caheze ane meluM haze te dhAbAM paDI jaze. A rIte anAdikALathI malina banelA AtmAne svaccha banAvavA mATe vItarAga vANI rUpI pANI ane sabhyatva rUpI sAbu che. A be vastuo jenA hAthamAM AvI jAya tene AtmA pavitra banyA vinA raheto nathI. ghara ke dukAnamAM jarAka kacaro bharyo hoya te tame tarata kADhIne pheMkI de che. kacarAvALI jagyAmAM tamane rahevuM gamatuM nathI. kacare jotAM tene kADhI bahAra pheMkI devAnuM mana thAya che. paNa AtmA rUpI gharamAM anAdikALathI karma rUpI kacarAnA moTA moTA Dhaga jAmI gayA che tene kADhavAnI tamArA haiye ciMtA keTalI che? te karma-kacarAne kADhavA mATe kaI cokakasa sAdhane kAme lagADI dIdhA che kharA! ke uparathI navA navA karma-kacarA reja AtmagharamAM nAMkhyA kare che jema kacarAvALA gharamAM rahevAnI majhA na Ave tema karma rUpI kacarAvALA Atma gharamAM rahevAnI paNa majA kayAMthI Ave? mATe samyajJAna

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335 zAradA sArA rUpI lAITa karIne saMyama rUpI sAvaraNa hAthamAM pakaDIne Azra rUpI bArI-bAraNAM baMdha karIne Atma ghara sApha karavA mAMDaze te sApha - svaccha banI jaze. baMdhuo ! tamane tamArA jIvana vyavahAramAM kaI cIja malina gamatI nathI. badhuM svaccha ne suMdara game che. paNa haju sudhI AtmAne svaccha kare game che? eTale ApaNe AtmA pavitra banaze teTale tene ughADa thaze. AtmA upara ajJAna rUpI kacarAnA thara jAmyA che tene svaccha karavAnuM tamane mana thAya che? anaMta kALanA ajJAnanA aMdhakAra ulecAze tyAre tamane nUtana prakAza maLaze pachI bAhA prakAzanI jarUra paNa nahi rahe. AvatIkAlathI paryuSaNa parva zarU thAya che te tapanI ArAdhanA karavA taiyAra thayA che ne? tapa e keDa bhavanA pApane nAza karanAra che, paNa te tapa samya jJAnapUrvaka haze te karmanI nirjarA thaze. bhagavAnane kahyuM che, jyAM sudhI jIva samyakatva prApta kartA nathI tyAM sudhI mithyAtva jIvane zuM nukasAna kare che? tamane kaI divasa vicAra Ave che ke karmabaMdhananA pAMca kAraNamAM paheluM mithyAtva kema? ane bIjuM sthAna avitinuM zA mATe? sAMbhaLe, tenuM kAraNa e che ke jyAM sudhI mithyAtva hoya tyAM sudhI avirati jatI nathI. mithyAtvane mahAzatrunI, mahAroganI, mahAviSanI ane mahA adhikAranI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che. kAraNa ke te badhA karmonI jaDa che. jyAM sudhI mithyAtvanI hayAtI che tyAM sudhI samyakatvanI prApti thatI nathI. jyAM sudhI samyakatva na hoya tyAM sudhI samyakajJAna kayAMthI hoya? ane samyajJAna na hoya tyAM sudhI samyaphacAritra kyAMthI hoya? A traNa na hoya te mukti kayAMthI maLe? uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM bhagavAna bolyA che. nAdasaNissa nANaM, nANeNa viNA na hunti caraNaguNA / aguNissa natthi mokkho, natthi amokkhassa nivvANaM // - utta. sU. a. 28, gAthA 30. darzana vinA jJAna nathI thatuM, jJAna vinA cAritra rU5 guNanI prApti nathI, cAritra guNathI rahita jIvanI mukita nathI ane mukti vinA nirvANa nathI. ATalA mATe jJAnIoe kahyuM che ke AtmAne saMsAramAM rajhaLAvanAra hoya te mithyAtva che. micchatta mavavuM 2. mithyAtva e bhavanI vRddhinuM kAraNa che. chatI Akhe AtmAne aMdha banAvanAra athavA viparIta dekhADanAra e mithyAtva che. jJAnAvaraNIyane tathA darzanAvaraNIya kSapazama te jIvane anAdi kALane che ane tethI je jIvane jeTalA pramANamAM kSapazama che teTale jJAnane ughADa che. A e che ke vadhu jJAnane ughADa pitAnA svarUpe nirmaLa ane je bhAve je svarUpe hoya tene te pramANe jaNAvanAra ane manAvanAra che. pitAnA svarUpe te ughADa avikArI che. bhale haju

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336 zoradA sAgara kevaLajJAna prApta nathI thayuM eTale jJAnamAM pUrNatA nathI. paraMtu anaMtamAM aMza jeTale je koI jJAna prakAza che te to avikArI che. ema chatAM anAdikALathI svarUpe avikArI e jJAna prakAzanI sAthe darzana meha mithyAtva mehanIya udaya maLavAthI avikArI jJAna prakAza paNa vikArI banI gayo che. e vikArI jJAnaprakAzathI AtmAnI aMdhApA jevI kAramI dazA thAya che. ane kAMIka jANe che, jue che temAM paNa viparyAsa-avaLAI hoya che. pitAnI mUDIne pArakI gaNe che. pArakI mUDIne pitAnI gaNe che. sukhanA sAdhanane duHkhanA sAdhane mAne che ne dukhanA sAdhanamAM tene sukhanI bhrAnti thAya che. mAdaka madirAnuM pAna karanAra unmAdI manuSya jevI e vikArI AtmAnI durdazA thAya che. e vikAranuM nAma mithyAtva che. jenAthI avaLuM jANapaNuM thAya che tenuM nAma ajJAna che. ane avaLI pravRtti thAya che tenuM nAma avirati che. mithyAtvanA udayathI AtmA dhana, dolata, gharabAra, strI, putra vigere bAhya padArthomAM vyavahArathI temaja nizcayathI mArApaNuM mAne che e ajJAna thayuM ane mArApaNuM manAyA bAda rAta-divasa te bAhyAbhAmAM ramaNatA tenuM nAma avirati che mithyAtva e ajJAnanuM kAraNa che. ane ajJAna e aviratinuM kAraNa che. avirati ajJAnamAMthI janme che. mithyAtva, ajJAna ane avirati e traNe moha rAjAnA age che. devAnupriye ! haju kaMIka ja evA che temane eTaluM paNa jJAna nathI ke huM saMsI chuM ke asaMsI? eka vakhata eka gAmaDAmAM eka mahAna jJAnI saMta padhAryA. bhAvika ane bhoLA zrAvake khUba premathI vaMdana karavA AvyA. sau vaMdana karIne pUche che ke gurUdeva! vyAkhyAna pheramAvazene? gurUdeva kahe ke hA. bole, tamAre ko adhikAra sAMbhaLavo che? badhA kahe bhagavatI sUtra. saMta vicAre che ke zuM A zrAvaka ATalA taiyAra haze? lAva, tyAre huM temanI cakAsaNI karI jouM. eTale mahArAja pUche che zrAvakajI ! paMcendriya kone kahevAya? A zrAvakane ekendriya kone kahevAya ne beIndriya kene kahevAya tenuM jJAna nathI. paNa mahArAje pUchayuM eTale javAba te Apa paDe. tethI manamAM vicAra karyo ke hAthIne cAra paga che ne pAMcamI sUMDha che ne e sUMDha jamInane aDe che mATe hAthI paMcendriya haze ema mAnI javAba Ape mahArAja! hAthI paMcendriya che. mahArAje jANyuM ke javAba te sAco Ape, paNa e samajIne Apyo che ke samajyA vinA? tenI khAtrI karavA pharIne pUchyuM te, caurendriya kone kahevAya? tyAre zrAvakoe javAba Ape ke UMTa caurendriya kahevAya kAraNa ke enA cAra paga jamIna para rahe che ne enuM mAthuM UMcuM rahe che mATe UMTa caurendriya che. te bele have teIndriya kone kahevAya? to kahe ke ghaDAne teIndriya kahevAya kAraNa ke enA paga to cAra che paNa eka adhara hoya che. mATe ghaDe teIndriya kahevAya. have kahe beIndriya kone kahevAya? tyAre kahe che amAre mAthe pAghaDI che ne vALa che, mATe ame beIndriya chIe. ane ekendriya kene kahevAya? tyAre

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zAradA sAgara 337 kahe che mahArAja! tamArA mAthe muMDe che. mATe tame ekendriya kahevAo. (hasAhasa). mahArAja samajI gayA ke A zrAvakomAM bilakula jJAna nathI. A badhAne ekaDeekathI samajAvavAnI jarUra che. saMte nAnA gAmamAM zeSakALa rokAIne jIva, ajIva, puNya-pApa Adi nava tattvanuM jJAna karAvyuM, baMdhuo. jJAnane mahimA amApa che. jJAnathI jaDa ane caitanyanuM bhAna thAya che. A bhAna thatAM jIva vicAra kare che ke huM jaDanA baMdhanamAM jakaDAvAvALo nathI. huM te anaMta zaktine adhipati chuM. mAruM svarUpa ajoDa che. huM bAdazAhane paNa bAdazAha chuM, zahenazAhane paNa zahenazAha chuM, mArAmAM anaMta sukhane prajAne bharele che, mATe have mAre paranI pAse bhautika sukhanI bhIkha mAMgavI nA joIe. siMha thaIne have bakarAthI zA mATe DarUM chuM? devAnupriye! jene AvuM jJAna ane bhAna thAya che tene zarIrane moha nathI rahetuM. pachI e upavAsa kare te ema na vicAre ke upavAsa karUM paNa nabaLAI lAgaze. zarIra sukAI jaze te zuM karIza?. AvA mAyakAgalA veDA na kare. zarIrane sAcavanAra AtmasAdhanA na karI zake. AtmasAdhanA zUravIra hoya te karI zake che. juo, ApaNe tyAM zUravIree tapanI ArAdhanA zarU karI dIdhI che. karmanI sAme jaMga khelavA mATe nikaLelA anAthI muni paNa zreNIka rAjAne anAtha sanAthanuM bhAna karAve che ke he rAjana! anaMta kALathI pitAne nirNaya, pitAnI zakita ane pitAne bhAva pragaTa karavAnI eTale paramAM jato bhAva vaza karavAnI zakti pragaTa nA thAya tyAM sudhI tene vItarAga deva anAtha kahe che. he mahArAjA! tame jene anAtha kahe che temAM ane huM jene anAtha kahuM chuM temAM ghaNuM aMtara che. have e vAta samajAvavA mATe huM bIjA keinA anubhavanI vAta karato nathI paNa mArA pitAnA anubhavathI tamane samajAvuM chuM te sAMbhaLe. rAjA cheka pAse anAthI muni pitAnA jIvananI kahANI kahe che. kosaMbI nAma nayarI, purANa pura bheynnii| tattha AsI piyA majjhaM, pabhUya dhaNasaMcao // utta. sU. a. 20, gAthA 18. A kausaMbI nAmanI nagarI khUba prAcIna hatI. ne khUba prasiddha hatI. navI cIja karatAM junI cIjo khakha kiMmatI hoya che. tame pahelAnA makAne joze te temAM khUba kataraNa jaNAze. atyAranA makAnanI bAMdhaNI judI haze. ghaNI jagyAe prAcIna vastuone khUba saMgraha karavAmAM Ave che. A nagarI purANI hatI chatAM tyAMnA leke khUba sukhI hatA. nagarInI zobhA nirAlI hatI. bAgabagIcA Adi pharavA mATenA ramaNIya sthAne hatA ne vahepAra khuba dhamadhokAra cAlatuM hatuM. AvI suMdara ane

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338 zAradA sAgara vizALa kausakhInagarImAM prabhUta dhanasaMcaya nAmanA mArA pitA rahetA hatA. mahAna purUSA peAtAnI mahattA kadI batAvatA nathI. e tA peAtAnA vaDIleAnI mahattA khabatAve che. sudharmAMsvAmI cAra jJAna ane cauDha pUnA svAmI hatA chatAM, zAstramAM kyAMya ema nathI kahyuM ke huM Ama kahuM chuM paNa bhagavAna mahAvIra pAsethI meM Ama sAMbhaLyu hatuM e huM kahuM chuM. Aje teA vaDIleAnI mahattA na khatAve paNa pAtAnI mATAinu jyAM ne tyAM pradarzana kare. munie kahyuM mArA pitAjInuM nAma prabhUta dhanasaMcaya hatuM. pahelAnAM leke guNa pramANe nAma pADatAM hatAM. Aje te nAma ghaNuM uttama hAya paNa eka aMza jeTalA tenAmAM guNu na heAya. anAthI munie pitAjInu nAma ApIne saMpattine paNa paricaya ApyA. devAnupriyA ! A anAthI nigraMthanA pitA ibna hatA. e samayamAM khUba paisA hAya tene ibsanI padmavI apAtI hatI. e iSNanA paNa traNa prakAra che. jaghanya imsa, madhyama ibna ne utkRSTa iMgsa. javanya imsa te 400 dhanuSyanA hAthI ane 300 dhanuSyanI akhADI. Ama 700 dhanuSyanA hAthI DhaMkAya teTale rUpiyAnA DhagalA kare teTalu dhana jenI pAse hAya te jaghanya mukhza che. A rIte 700 dhanuSyanA sAnAne Dhagale kare teTalu dhana jenI pAse hAya te madhyama ibna che ane evA 700 dhanuSyanA kiMmatI ratnonA DhagaleA kare teTalA ratnA jenI pAse hAya te utkRSTa Imsa che. anAthI nigraMthanA pitA AvA utkRSTa ibna karatAM paNa vadhAre dhanavAna hatAM. e samaya evA suvarNa samaya hateA ke rAjA karatAM prajA pAse vadhAre dhana hatu. jayAre rAjyanA rakSaNa mATe dhananI jarUra paDe tyAre AvA zrImatA vinA sa Mkoce peAtAnA bhaMDAra kheAlIne rAjAne dhana ApI detA. rAjAe paNa evA hatAM ke prajAne sukhI joIne harakhAtA. jayAre AjanI sarakAra zuM karI rahI che ? prajAne dhanavAna joIne aneka prakAre Tekasa nAMkhIne prajAne cUsI rahI che. tamArA puNyathI maLelI lakSmI paNa tamAre bhegavavAnA AjanA samaya nathI. kathAkArAe anAthI muninA pitAnI Rddhinu varNana karyuM che ke te kevA hatA ? eka vakhata kausakhInagarI upara khIjo duzmana rAjA caDhI AvyeA. kauzakhInA rAjAe tenI sAme laDAi zarU karI. tenI laDAI lAMkhe| samaya cAlI eTale laDAinA sAdhanA khUTavA AvyA. bhaMDAramAM nANAM paNa khUTavA AvyA. rAjya bhayamAM mUkAvAne samaya AvyA tyAre rAjAe peAtAnA pradhAnA ane maMtrIone khelAvI maMtraNA karI ke have ApaNe zuM karavuM ? badhAe bhegA thaine nakakI karyuM ke ApaNI prajA khUba sukhI che te rAjyanA rakSaNa mATe adhAne tyAM jai phALA karavA. jenI jeTalI zakita hAya te phALAmAM noMdhAve. zajyanA mANusA phALA karavA kauzakhI nagarImAM pharavA lAgyA. kAIe eka

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zAradA sAgara 339 divasane te keIe aDadhA divasane laDAIne kharca ApavA pitAnA nAma neMdhAvyA. pharatA pharatA rAjAnA mANasa dhanasaMcaya zeThane ghera gayA. zeThe kAgaLIyuM vAMcIne phADI nAkhyuM. tyAre rAjAnA mANaso zeTha upara gusse thayA. are, zeTha ! tame A zuM karyuM ! ATalA divasathI mahenata karIne taiyAra karelA phALAnuM kAgaLIyuM phADI nAMkhyuM ? rAjAne A vAtanI khabara paDaze te tamane jelamAM pUrI deze. tyAre zeTha kahe che tame tenI ciMtA nahi kare. huM tamArI sAthe mahArAjA pAse AvuM chuM. dhanasaMcaya zeTha rAjA pAse AvyA ne kahyuM ke Apa have A hiMsAkArI laDAI baMdha karI de. Ama ne Ama kayAM sudhI laDAI karaze ? tame vicAra kare ke laDAImAM keTalA jIne kaccaraghANa vaLI gaye, lehInI nadIo vahI, hADakAnA gaMja khaDakAyA ne sainikanI lAze rajhaLe che ne haju paNa A rIte laDAI laMbAze te keTalA janI hiMsA thaze ! mATe have A5 duzmananI sAthe zastrothI laDavAnuM choDIne dhanathI laDe jenI pAse vadhAre dhana haze tene vijaya thaze. tame enI sAme zarata mUke ke je dhanamAM vadhe te chate. tame baMne sAmasAmA laDe. temAM e duzamana rAjA leDhAnI baMduka ne pittaLanI goLI choDe te tamAre tenI sAme rUpAnI baMduka ne tAMbAnI goLI choDavI. te sonAnI baMduka ne rUpAnI gaLI choDe to tame hirAjaDita sonAnI baMduka ne maNIthI jaDelI gelI che. je e hIrAjaDita baMduka vApare te tame vajanI baMduka ne vrajanI ratnajaDita gebIethI tenI sAme laDaje. tyAre rAjA kahe che mArI pAse A rIte laDavAnI zakita nathI. tyAre zeTha kahe che tame zA mATe gabharAva che? tame A rIte bAra varSa sudhI e rAjAnI sAthe laDaze te paNa mArA khajAnAmAM dhana khUTe tema nathI. A rAjyanA rakSaNa mATe mArI tamAma saMpatti ApavI paDaze to ApavA taiyAra chuM. rAjyanA rakSaNa mATe ApavuM te mArI pharaja che. ne mAre dayAmaya dharma sAcavIne hiMsAnuM tAMDava baMdha thAya te mArI bhAvanA che. zeThanI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjAne Azcarya sAthe AnaMda thaye. aho dhanya che ke mArA rAjyamAM mArI prajA ATalI sukhI ne udAra che. baMdhuo ! A dRSTAMta uparathI ApaNe e samajavAnuM che ke A zeTha pAse keTalI saMpatti haze? munie rAjAnI pAse potAnA pitAnI trAddhinuM varNana karyuM ne kahyuM che mahArAjA zreNaka! mArA pitA pAse ATalI saMpatti hovA chatAM huM anAtha hatuM. A saddhinuM varNana sAMbhaLIne mahArAjA zreNakane ahaM ogaLI gaye ke RddhimAM te e mArAthI utare tema nathI. te belyA he munirAja ! meM te tamane joIne mAnyuM hatuM ke Apa keI sAmAnya vyakita nathI. tame AvA addhivaMta zeThanA putra hovA chatAM anAtha kema hatAM te mane kahe. AvA sukhI hatA, zarIra paNa sAruM che. chatAM A badhuM choDIne dIkSA zA mATe lIdhI? te mane kahe. have rAjAne e jANavAne talasATa jAgyo che. muni

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340 zAradA sAgara pite anAtha kema hatA ne zA mATe dIkSA lIdhI te vAta rAjAne kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.' caritra:- "aMjanA satIne mAtApitAe karele tiraskAra" - baMdhuo! aMjanAnA karme pitAnI mati pheravI nAMkhI. rAjAne pradhAne khUba samajAvyo paNa temanuM hadaya pIgaLyuM nahi. ene tiraskAra karyo tyAre vasaMtamAlA kahe che bahena ! atyAre pitAjIne krodha Avyo che tethI Ama bole che paNa pachI emane ja pastAvo thaze. cAla, have ApaNe mAtAnA mahele jaIe. ApaNe mAtAjIne tArA AvyAnI khabara nathI. tane joIne mAtAne AnaMda thaze. aMjanA kahe che bahena! atyAre mArA gADha karmane udaya che tyAM javuM rahevA de. atyAre mArI janetA mAtA paNa mArI sAmuM nahi juve. vasaMtamAlA kahe che bahena! pitA sUrya jevA che paNa mAtAjI caMdra jevA zItaLa che. baMdhuo! dIkarI sAsare jAya tyAre enA mA-bApa ene zikhAmaNa Ape che ne ke tuM sUrya ane caMdranI pUjA karaje. AMgaNuM cekhuM rAkhaje ne agni sAthe aDapalA karIza nahi. ene artha e che ke tArA sasarAne sUrya samAna gaNIne ane sAsune caMdra samAna gaNIne pUjA karaje. AMgaNuM samAna tAruM cAritra cokhkhuM rAkhaje ne tArA patinI AjJAmAM raheje. e kahe rAta to rAta ne divasa te divasa. te tuM sAsare sukhI thaIza. bahena! te rIte ApaNuM bA caMdra jevA zItaLa che. Ama vicArI baMne mAtAnA mahelanA daravAje jaIne ubhA rahA ne khabara ApyAM ke aMjanA AvI che. A samaye tenI mAtA sonAnA ratnajaDita hiMDoLe jhUlatI hatI. aMjanAne kALA vastromAM joI samajI gaI ke dIkarI kALA kAma karIne AvI che. arara....mArI kuMkhe AvI kulajhUMpaNuM janmI ? eNe mArA nirmaLa kuLane kalaMkita karyuM? e kulapaMpanuM mukha mAre jevuM nathI, ne huM rAjAnI pAse jaIne mAruM moDhuM kevI rIte batAvuM? A kaTAra laIne mAruM peTa cIrI nAMkhyuM. ema kahetI dharatI upara DhaLI paDI. ahIM vasaMtamAlA rAha juve che ke hamaNAM mAtAjI Avaze. paNa mAtAjIne kaidhAgni bhabhUkI uThaye che tenI ene kyAM khabara che? eka vakhata aMjanA kevI vahAlI hatI. atyAre tenA sAmuM ke jenAra nathI. aMjanAnI sthiti atyAre khuba dayAmaNI thaI gaI che. eka te bhUkhI-tarasI che. pANI vinA jIbha sUkAI gaI che. kALA vastro paNa phATI gayA che. moTuM karamAI gayuM che ne AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhAra vahe che paNa ke tenA sAmuM jotA nathI. aMjanAnI mAtA kALo kapAta kare che ne bole che ke mArA peTe pathare janmI hota te sAruM hatuM. bebIAre kapaDA dhevAmAM kAma lAgata. mArI kuMkha eNe lajAvI che. jAva, ene kahI de ke enuM kALuM moTuM mane batAve nahi. rANInA zabdo sAMbhaLIne dAsIo doDatI doDatI aMjanA hatI tyAM AvI. game tema to ye dAsIo te rANInI ja hoya ne !

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341 zAradA sAgara ceTI cAra malI karI, AvI aMjanA pAsa, vacana kaTaka kahyAM ati bAlI saghaLI dAsI, sAsu sasarAne lajAvyA, lajAvyA piyara ne sALa vaMza vagevaNuM upanI, tAruM mukha jotAM lAge che pApa, traNa paisAnI tarakaDA jevI dAsIo AvIne aMjanAne kahe che zuM sAruM kALuM mukha laIne UbhI rahI che? cAlI jA ahIMthI. tane -avADe na maLe ke ahIM tAruM kALuM moDhuM laIne AvI chuM? chevaTe tArA gharamAM ghAsaleTa te hatuM ke nahi? ghAsaleTa chAMTIne baLI maravuM hatuM paNa te pApaNI! ahIM mAtA pitAne duHkhI karavA zA mATe AvI che te to AvA kALA kAma karIne tArA sAsarA, piyara ane mosALa ema traNe kuLa lajAvyAM che. tAruM kALuM moTuM jotAM amane pApa lAge che. mATe jaldI cAlI jA. dAsIonA goLI jevA vacana sAMbhaLIne aMjanA dharatI upara DhaLI paDI. theDI vAre bhAnamAM AvIne raDavA lAgI ke arere...mAruM koI nathI. mane kaI satya hakIkata paNa pUchatuM nathI. mArI mAtAe mane mahAna kaThaNuM zabdo kahyA ! ne dAsIe phAve tevA zabdo kahe che. A rIte karUNa svare kahapAMta kare che tyAM eka dAsIe tene dhakako mAryo. eka te garbhavatI che. AThame mAsa che. AvI sthitimAM paNa keI enI dayA karatu nathI, ene khUba lAgI AvyuM. have te vasaMtamAlAne paNa hADahADa lAgI AvyuM. ararara...mAtAjI paNa AvA kaThorahRdayanA banI gayA ! he karmarAjA ! tamane kaMI zarama nathI ! A satIne AvA kaSTa paDe che. aMjanAne dhakake lAgavAthI jamIna para paDI gaI che ne mUchavaza banI che. AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 41 aThThAIdhara" zrAvaNa vada 13 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 2-9-75 muktine maMgaLa saMdeza ApanAra, sukha ane zAMtinA dUta evA pavitra paryuSaNa parvanI ApaNe ghaNA divasathI rAha jotA hatA te maMgaLakArI parvAdhirAjanI Aje padhazamaNuM thaI gaI che. A paryuSaNa parva sarva parvemAM zIromaNI samAna che. jema sarva samudramAM kSIra samudra, sarva temAM brahmacarya, sarva parvatamAM merU parvata ane sarva nadIomAM gaMgA-siMdhu nadI-zreSTha che tema sarva parvamAM paryuSaNa parva zreSTha che. jagatamAM parvonA be prakAra che laukika ane lokottara. A paryuSaNa parva lokettara parva che. paryuSaNa parva e lakattara pUrva zA mATe? A paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanAmAM lakattara mArganI sAdhanA

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342 zAradA sAgara karavAmAM Ave che. lokottara mArga eTale zreSThamAM zreSTha ne UMcAmAM UMce mekSa mArga, tyAM uMcAmAM uMcu sukha raheluM che. jyAre laukika parvanI pAchaLa bhautika sukhanI bhAvanA bhArobhAra bharI hoya che. temAM kaMIka e bhayathI manAya che ne kaMIka lAlasAthI manAyA che. nAgapaMcamI, zItaLA sAtama vigere bhayanA kAraNe manAya che. saMsAranI phUlavADI khIlelI rahe ne ApaNe sukhI rahiye te mATe bhautika sukhanI lAlasAthI sadhAtA parve te laukika parva che. ane je AtmAne zuddha karI mokSa mArganI sAdhanA karAve ne Atma bhAvamAM vasavATa karAve te kettara parva che. devAnupriye ! anaMta kALathI AtmA kayAM vasyA che? kayA sTenDamAM Ubho che? pAMca IndriyanA viSayamAM ane tenI anukULatAmAM ra pa rahI temAM hakaka jamAvIne vasavATa karyo che. tyAre jJAnI kahe che ke he AtmA! teM kayA hakaka jamAvIne vasavATa karyo che te zuM tArUM zAzvata sthAna che? sUyagaDAyaMga sUtramAM bhagavAnane kahyuM che ke " ThANI vivihaThANANi, caissaMti NaM sNso| aNiyatte ayaM vAse, NAyaehiM suhIhiyaM // sUya. sU. a. 9 gAthA 12 uttama sthAnavALA Indra, cakravartI vigere aneka prakAranA uttama sthAnamAM rahelA temaja madhyama ane adhama sthAnamAM rahelA jIvo ne Aja athavA kAla ke pachI papama ke sAgaropama pachI AyuSya pUrNa thAya tyAre te sthAnene tyAga karavo paDe che. temAM leza mAtra saMzaya nathI. jJAtijane ane mitrajanene je sahavAsa che. te paNa anitya che. A paryuSaNa parva tamane sucanA kare che ke he bhavya jIvo! tame jemAM vasyA che tene choDIne AtmAmAM vase. ne tamArA AtmAnI zakitane eka sthAne kendrita kare. ekaThI karelI zaktithI ajoDa kAma thaze. varALane eka ThekANe kendrita karavAmAM Ave che te keTaluM kAma kare che? TananA Tana vajana eka sthAnethI bIje sthAne laI jAya che, AtmAnI zakita bhautika sukhamAM veDaphAI rahI che tene ekatrita karo, AtmAmAM tenuM kendrasthAna jamAve. je kendra sarakAra majabUta haze te prAMtIya sarakArane pahoMcI vaLaze. kendrasarakAra keNu ? A badhAne pahoMcI vaLanAra AtmA e kendra sarakAra che. AjanA divasane maMgala saMdeza e che ke he jIva! te ajJAnane vaza thaIne anaMta kALathI paramAM vasavATa karyo che paNa have te AtmAmAM vasavATa kare che ne ? svamAM vasa, paramAMthI khaso ne AtmAnI zubha ArAdhanA karI le, ArAdhanA karanAra eka divasa ArAdhya banI jAya che. tame rAha jotAM hatAM ne ke kayAre paryuSaNa parva Ave, kayAre nivRtti maLe ne tenI vANIne, tapa tyAga ne dharmArAdhanA karavAne lAbha

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zoradA sAgara 343 lauM? jyAre kaMIka che ema vicAratA haze ke paryuSaNa parvamAM sArA sArA kapaDA ne dAgInA paherIne upAzraye jaIzuM. tamArA gharanA nokara ema vicAratA haze ke ApaNuM zeTha jena che eTale paryuSaNa parvamAM badhA tapa-tyAga Adi karaze ne teo upAzraye jaze te ApaNane rajA maLaze ne ApaNe haravA-pharavA jaIzuM. bele AmAM tamAro naMbara kayAM lAge che ? sArA kapaDA ane dAgInA paherI zarIrane zaNagAravAthI A parva saphaLa na thAya paNa AtmAmAM sthira vasavATa karavAthI saphaLa thAya, A patuM parva zuM saMdeza laIne AvyuM che ? "mano vAco vigrahavRttiyo zubhA nAnA vikArA punarendriyosakA nindanti dharmAvimukhaM balaM tato nirudhyatAM stava zubha dharmamAcarA / " he Atmana ! mana, vacana ane kAyAnI azubha pravRttio tane dharmathI vimukha kare che. evI azubha kAryavAhIne virodha karI de. saMte tamane zuM upadeza Ape che ? jo tamAre saddagatimAM javuM hoya te zubha dharmanuM AcaraNa karIle. je che AvA sata dharmanI ArAdhanA karatA nathI te saMsAramAM paribhramaNa kare che. bhAnti nag ghore che nA pApa aa i " manuSya azubha pravRtti karIne pApa-prapaMcamAM racyApacyA rahe che. te marIne naraka Adi azubha gatinA atithi bane che baMdhuo ! baMdha ane mokSanuM kAraNa mana che. manane tame evuM zuddha banAve ke jethI jIvanamAM svarga jevuM vAtAvaraNa khaDu thAya. bhAvanI ajutA AtmAnI paramazuddhi kare che. prazasta bhAvamAM ramaNatA karavAthI pratikULatA dUra thAya che ne sAnukULatA sAMpaDe che. tamane te sAnukULatA game che ne? pratikULatA game kharI? nA. je pratikULatA gamatI nathI te pratikULatA jenAthI prApta thAya che tevA karmo 5Na nA bAMdhavA joIe. A mArAthI kema vadhAre dhanavAna banI gaye ? evA ISyanA bhAva manamAM lAvazo nahi. paNa tamArA mananA bhAva manahara rAkhaje. pavitra mana karmanA baMdhane teDAve ne apavitra mana karma baMdhana karAve che. jenuM tana saMyamamAM hatuM ne mana yuddhamAM hatuM tevA prasannacaMdra rAjarSie mana dvArA narakamAM javAne yogya karmonA daLIyA bhegA karyA ne pAchuM mana savaLA mArge vaLyuM to te karmone vikherI nAMkhyA. ne ghAtI karmonI beDI teDIne kevaLa jJAna pAmI gayA A pavitra paryuSaNa parvanA divasomAM te pAsethI tamane e saMdeza maLe che ke mana, vANI ane kAyA dvArA keInA dilane dubhAvaze nahi. jenanI vANImAM madhuratA hoya, tenA dilamAM anukaMpA heya ne vANImAM amRtarasa jhasto hoya. A jIbha tamane zA mATe maLI che?

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344 zAradA sAgara A jIbha maLI che kAmaLa, mIThuM madhuruM. eAlavA, kaDavA khelIne koinA (2) dilaDA dubhAvazA mA....magheru A.... A jIbha zubha nAma- karmanA udayathI jJAnAvaraNIya---karmanA kSaye pazama karavAthI maLI che. te madhura bhASA khelavA mATe che paNa kaDavA veNu melIne keAInA dila dubhAvavA mATe nahi. khIjI vAta e che ke ApaNI jIbha kAmaLa che. zarIranA badhA aMgepAMgamAM hADakA che paNa jIbhamAM hADakuM nathI. paNa tame teA ema khele che ne ke cAmaDAnI jIbha che teA kheAlAI jAya. paNa kaThAra vacana jIbhathI nA khelavA joIe. kudaratane paNu kaThAratA gamatI nathI eTale jIbhamAM kaThora hADakA mUkayA nathI. mATe mana-vacana - kAyAthI zubha pravRttinuM AcaraNa kare|. khIjA divaseAmAM kadAca azubha pravRtti karI paNa A pavitra divaseAmAM te zubha pravRtti kare. manathI koInuM bhUru citavavuM nahi, vacanathI keAInA avarNavAda khAlavA nahi ne kAInI mAlikI lUMTI levA mATe kAyAne duSTa bhAvamAM pravartAvavI nahi. zubha pravRttinA AcaraNathI jenA jIvanamAM dharma pragaTa thaye che tenA dilamAM dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAvanA A cAra vastuo hAya che. ane ema vicAre che ke mArI sa Mpatti ne sukha e mArA eka mATe nahi paNa mArA khIjA dharmI bhAIo mATe che. mATe jIvana jarUriyAta pUratI saMpatti maLI jAya pachI vadhAre parigraha zuM karave che? ema samajIne peAtAnI sapatti dAnamAM vApare che. dAna zA mATe kare che ? puNyanI pracUratAne kAraNe je lakSmI maLI che tenA satkAryamAM sadupayeAga nahi karo te bicArI tijorImAM mUMjhAi jaze. ne tamArI pAsethI chUTayA pachI pAchI Avaze nahi. vIrA! tamArA vALa ane nakha vadhe teA zuM kare che? rahevA de ke kADhI nAMkhA na kADhA te zuM thAya ? meleA ne? vALa ke nakha vadhe teA kADhI nAMkhA che. na kADhavAmAM Ave te purUSAne zAle nahi ne nakha na kADhavAmAM Ave te ArAgyane hAni pahoMcADe tema vadhelI lakSmIne paNa kADhavI joIe. paNa atyAre te amArA bhAIe vALa ane nakha vadhAre che te baheneA vALa kapAve che. zu tamArI vAta karavI? eka kavie kahyuM che ke "pANI bADhayA nAvase, ghara meM bA dAma, saccAne kAma " dAnAM hAtha ulecIye, yahI koI eka yuvAna ane yuvati eka divasa nAkA vihAra karavA mATe nadI kinAre gayA. eka khAravA hADI calAvatA hatA. enI hoDI khUba junI thaI gaI hatI. enA raMga-rogAna ukhaDI gayA hatA. enA taLIye eka kANuM paDeluM. A mane hADImAM beThA. aDadhA pANA mAila dUra gayA tyAM saikAmAM dhIme dhIme pANI bhazavA lAgyuM te nIce utaravA lAgI tyAre pelA khalAsI kahe che sAheba! pANI ulecavA lAgo nahitara

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zAradA sAgara * 345 ApaNe traNe jaNA DUbI jaIzuM. banne mANasa phezanebala hatA. paNa DUbavAne bhaya lAge eTale bane mANase be ne bebe pANI ulecAvavA lAgyA. te samaye e vicAra na karyo ke ame koNa? ame AvA zrImaMta thaIne zuM pANI ulecIe? amArA bhAre mUlA kapaDAM bagaDI jaze. enI darakAra na karI paNa DUbI na javAya tevA bhayathI khUba mahenata karIne be ne bebe pANI ulecyuM. A rIte jJAnI tamane kahe che je tamArI pAse saMpattirUpI pANI tamArA ghararUpI naukAmAM bharAyuM hoya te be hAthe ene ulecavA mAMDe. te catura manuSyanuM kAma che. . ThANAMga sUtramAM paNa bhagavate kahyuM che ke jIvane punnAInA kAraNe dhana maLyuM che. tenI Asakti nA cheDe ane mamatAthI bheguM karyA kare te jIva marIne durgatimAM jAya che ane tenI maryAdA kare te haLa banI urvalekamAM jAya che. uMce uDDayana karavA mATe haLavA banavAnI jarUra che. tamAre plenamAM javuM hoya che te vajana keTaluM ochuM rAkhe che? kapaDAM bhAtu dareka cIjo vajananAM haLavI hoya te sAthe rAkhe che ne? A dravya uDDayana che paNa AtmAne mekSamAM laI jA heya te keTalA haLavuM banavuM joIe tene vicAra kare. baMdhuo ! A pavitra paryuSaNa parva eTale zuM? paryuSaNa eTale premanI saritA. nadImAM kaI game tevA maLa-mUtra nAMkhe te paNa enuM pANuM svaccha ne zItaLa rahe che. te rIte hadaya pavitra ane svaccha banAvo. paryuSaNa ApaNA aMtaranI guphAmAM rahelA ajJAnanA gADha aMdhakArane dUra karavAmAM sUrya samAna che. te have ApaNuM aMtaramAM rahele ajJAnane aMdhakAra ulecAI ja joIe, jyAM mithyAtvane aMdhakAra naSTa thAya che tyAM samyakatvane sUrya pragaTa thAya che. samyakatva vinA mokSa nathI. jyAM cAritra che tyAM samya tva niyama che paNa jyAM samyakatva hoya che tyAM cAritra niyama nathI paNa tenI bhajanA che. kAraNa ke jeTalA ja samyakatva pAme che te badhA kaMI dIkSA laI letA nathI. samakti daSTi jIva cAritra mohanIya karmanA- udayathI saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe te rahe paNa tene saMsAranI rUci nA hoya. jema ke mANasane tAva Avyo hoya tyAre tene sArAmAM sArA svAdiSTa bhojana paNa kaDavA lAge che. tene khAvAnI rUci hetI nathI. tema samakitI jIvane paNa saMsAranA sukhe badhA kaDavA jhera jevA lAge che. saMsAramAM rahevuM paDayuM che eTale saMsAranA badhA kAma karavA paDe che paNa temAM ene bilakula rasa ke AnaMda nathI hoto, ene te AtmAnA sukhamAM AnaMda Ave che. baMdhuone AtmajJAna vinA citta saMdeha rahita banatuM nathI. ne AtmAnI pratIti - vinA AtmA tarapha nizcita zraddhAyukta prayANa thatuM nathI. AtmAnubhava vagara akhaMDa cetana sattAnI anubhUti thatI nathI. AtmajJAnathI AtmapratIti ane AtmapratItithI

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346 zAradA sAgara AtmAnubhava thAya che. eTale jJAna dvArA tatvanuM svarUpa samajAya che. AtmatatvanI jene pIchANa thaI che tevA jIvane AtmatatvanI bhUkha vadhatI jAya che. tamane zenI bhUkha che? zukadevajIne AtmajJAna prApta karavAnI jhaMkhanA thaI. e jyAM jAya tyAM AtmajJAna mATe phAMphA mAre. emanA pitAjI paNa khUba jJAnI hatA. emaNe pitAjIne kahyuM-mAre AtmajJAna meLavavuM che. tyAre emanA pitA kahe che je tAre sAcuM AtmajJAna prApta karavuM hoya te tuM janaka videhI pAse jA. zukadevajI vicAra karavA lAgyA ke mAre bApa A mATe avadhUta ne jJAnI che chatAM mane janakavidehI pAse zA mATe mokale che? te pitAne pUche che ke ApanAmAM ATaluM badhuM jJAna che chatAM mane tyAM kema mokale cho ? tyAre kahe che beTA? emanI pAse jeTaluM AtmajJAna che teTaluM mArI pAse nathI. devAnupriya? AvuM mAna chUTavuM te sahela vAta nathI. AvuM keNa kahI zake? aMtaramAMthI ahaMkAra nIkaLI gayA hoya te. aMtaramAM ahaMkAra bharyo hoya te pitAnI vAta cheTI hoya chatAM pite pakaDeluM nADuM choDI zakato nathI. zukadevajIne AtmajJAnanI laganI lAgI. pitAjInI AjJA thavAthI AtmajJAna prApta karavA mATe janaka videhI pAse javA nIkaLyA. cAlatAM cAlatAM be mahine mithilA nagarImAM pahoMcyA. nagaranA lekene pUche che ke janaka videhI kyAM rahe che? ene e khabara na hatI ke janaka videhI koNa che? loko kahe che ahIMthI sIdhA cAlyA jAva, eka darabAragaDha Avaze tyAM janaka videhI rahe che. tyAre zukadevajInA manamAM zaMkA thaI ke zuM AvA mahAna AtmajJAnI rAjamahelamAM rahetA haze? zajamahelamAM te bhogI rahe ne A te tyAgI haze ne? e to pitAjInI AjJA mAthe caDhAvIne AvyA che. eTale zodhatA zodhatA rAjamahela pAse pahoMcI gayA. mahelanA daravAjA pAse jaIne paTAvALAne pUche che bhAI! janaka videhI kayAM che? te kahe e te mahelamAM che. zukadevajI kahe che mAre emane maLavuM che. paTa-vALo kahe tame ubhA rahe. huM emane pUchI jouM. paTAvALo kahe che mahArAjA! eka mANasa Avyo che tene A pAnA darzana karavA che. tyAre janaka videhI kahe che je ene darzana karavA heya te traNa divasa e jyAM ubhe che tyAM ubho rahe. pachI darzana thaze. zukadevajI te khUba AzcaryamAM paDI gayA ke aho! A mATe raMgamahela che. jyAM bhoganI sAmagrI bharapUra bharI che tyAM AtmajJAnI purUSa kaI rIte rahI zake? huM te mAnatA hatA ke e jaMgalamAM rahetA haze? mArA pitAjI paNa mahAjJAnI avadhUta che chatAM mane ahIM eka che. paNa ahIM te evuM kaMI dekhAtuM nathI. paNa pitAjInI AjJA che, mAre emanI pAsethI AtmajJAna meLavavuM che te e jema kahe tema karavuM paDaze. zukadevajI traNa divasa sudhI tyAM UbhA rahyA. kema ke temane AtmajJAna meLavavAnI laganI lAgI che.

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zAradA sAgara chevaTe cAthe divase janaka videhIe zukadevajIne mahelamAM khelAvyA. aMdara jaIne temaNe joyu te janaka zajA senAnA ratnajaDita siMhAsana upara beThA hatA ne temanI sAMdavAna yuvAna rANIe temanI cAre bAju gherAI vaLI hatI. kAi nRtya karatI hatI. kAi paMkhA vI MjhatI hatI. te kAi paga DhAkhatI hatI. A uparathI jonArane tA ema lAge ke rAjA bhAgavilAsamAM Asakata che. A badhu joIne 'zukadevajIne manamAM janakavidehI pratye ghRNA utpanna thai. ne manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke mArA pitAjIe mane ahIM bheAga vilAsanA bhavanamAM kayAM meAkA ? jo A janakavidehI AtmajJAnI hAya tA AvA lega vilAsamAM kema rahI zake? mArA pitA kevA bheALA che ke A bhAga vilAsamAM rahevA chatAM ene jJAnI mAne che! zukadevajInA mananA bhAva enA sukha upara tarI vaLyA. caherA e mastaka ane hRdayanuM pratiSmi che. janaka videhI zukadevajInA mananA bhAva tenuM mukha joine samajI gayA. eTale tenI zaMkA dUra karavA ane sAcuM AtmajJAna prApta karAvavA mATe kaMIka kahevA jatA hatA tyAM rAjAnA mANaseAe doDatA AvIne samAcAra ApyA ke mahArAjA! ApaNI nagarImAM bhayaMkara Aga lAgI che kdAca te rAjamahela sudhI paNa pa`oMcI jaze. A vAta zukadevajIe jyAM sAMbhaLI tyAM tene vicAra AvyA ke mAruM kamaMDaLa ane daMDa teA meM bahAra mUkyA che. kadAca e maLI jaze te? ema vicAra karIne bahAra levA jAya che tyAM zukadevanA kAne zabdo payA. anantazcAsti me vittaM manye nAsti hi kiMcana / mithilAyAM pradagdhAyAM na me dahyati kiJcana // 347 mAru' Atmika dhana anata che. tenA aMta kApa thai zakatA nathI. A mithilA nagarI khaLatAM mAruM kaMI maLatuM nathI. rAjA janakanA A vacana sAMbhaLIne zukadevajIne meSa thaI gayA ke kharekhara, janaka videhI sAcA jJAnI che. e saMsAramAM rahe che chatAM saMsArika padArtho pratye bilakula anAsakata bhAvathI rahe che. AvA jJAnI mAkSanI prApti karI zake che. zukadevajInA dilamAM thai gayuM ke je rAjA peAtAnI nagarI khaLI javA chatAM paNa vyagra na thayA tyAre huM... te daMDa ane kamaMDaLa maLI jaze e vicArathI levA doDaye mane jeTalI Asakita che teTalI paNa emane nathI. have janaka videhIne upadeza devAnI jarUra na hatI. Apa meLe AtmajJAna thai gayuM jyAM sudhI sAcuM ane satya nA oLakhAya tyAM sudhI jIva parane sva mAne che paNa samajaNu Ave tyAre paLavAramAM svamAM TakI jAya che. pachI game tevI kaseATI Ave chatAM zraddhAthI DagatA nathI. dharma rUpI bagIcAmAM eka rAjA beThA hatA. tyAre emane dhyAnamAMthI calita karavA eka mANasa AbyA, ne emane kahevA lAgyA ke tamArI nagarImAM Aga lAgI che. tyAre rAjAe tene javAba apyA ke mArI nagarI te aMdara che ne e te zItaLa ne

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348 zAradA sAgara zAMta che. ene vaLI Aga kevI? bIjI vakhata mANase AvIne tene samAcAra ApyA ke tamArA khajAnA lUMTAI gayA che. rAjAe pharIvAra uttara ApyuM ke mArA aMdaranA khajAnA salAmata ne dhanathI bharapUra che. trIjIvAra mANase kahyuM ke uThe! zatruo caDhI AvyA che. rAjAe ThaMDe kaleje kahyuM huM te ajAta zatru chuM. mAre kaI duzmana nathI. te mArA upara caDhAI keNa karavAne che? A rIte rAjA keInAthI paNa calita thayA nahi. kAraNa ke te sAcI zraddhA rUpI dharmanA bagIcAmAM beThelA hatA. pelA DagAvavA AvanAra chevaTe thAkyA paNa rAjAne calita karI zakayA nahi. AvI rIte ApaNuM bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne temanA dhyAnathI calAyamAna karavA ghaNuM daivika, tathA mAnaSika upasargo AvelA paNa teo potAnI sAdhanAmAM aDaga rahyA. emaNe zatrune mitra mAnyA ne vairIne vahAlA gaNyA. sadAya kSamA guNamAM ramaNatA karI. vItarAga mArga rUpI dharmanA bagIcAmAM sadAya zAMti hoya che. koI tamAruM bagADavA Ave te bagADI zake nahi evuM tyAM vAtAvaraNa hoya che. je tamArA puNyane sitAre jhagamagate heyate tamArA vALa vAMke karavAnI koInAmAM tAkAta nathI. ahIM eka kheDUtanuM dRSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka kheDUta eka vakhata khetaramAM ja hatuM. tyAre eka kezIne rastAmAM paDelI joI. kheDUta svabhAvathI khUba dayALu ne sevAbhAvI hatI. eNe DozIne beThA karyA, pANI pIvaDAvyuM ne temanI sevA karI. A DezImAne zAMtI vaLI eTale beThA thayA ne kheDUta upara prasanna thaIne AzIrvAda ApyA. dikarA ! tuM te mArA dIkarAthI paNa caDhI gaye. te mArI khUba sevA karI che te le A mArI vIMTImAM evuM jAdu che ke ene paherIne je IcachA karIza te eka vAra tane maLI jaze. A garIba kheDUta te rAjI rAjI thaI gaye. ne ghera jaIne tenI patnIne badhI vAta karI. tenI bAjumAM eka sonInuM ghara hatuM. e sanI A vAta sAMbhaLI gaye. divAle kAna daIne sAMbhaLatA sonInA manamAM thayuM ke AvI vIMTI sArI. huM kaI paNa rIte A vIMTI paDAvI lauM te nyAla thaI jaIza. eNe dhIme dhIme kheDUta sAthe sabaMdha. vadhAryo. tene ghera jAya, bese - uThe. ema karatA vAtavAtamAM vIMTInI vAta upADI, kheDUte ene bheLA bhAve vIMTI batAvI. sonIe sarasa peIne polIsa karI ApavAnA bahAne vIMTI laI lIdhI ne tenA badale beTI vIMTI paTelane ApI dIdhI. baMdhuo ! mANasa mAne ke huM AnuM paDAvIne sukhI thaI jAuM paNa ema banatuM nathI jenuM puNya hoya tene badalo maLe che. bIjAnuM bagADavA jatAM pahelA pitAnuM bagaDe che. paNa je puNya khalAsa thayuM hoya te vAta judI che. te ene keI aTakAvI zakatuM nathI. A paTelanuM puNya prakAzatuM hatuM. jema kaTAI gayelA vAsaNane AMbalI

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zAradA sAgara ghasAya tema vAsaNa vadhAre ujaLuM thAya. AvatI jAya che. te rIte sArA mANasA nathI eTale te vipattinA ghasArAmAM paNa ujjavaLa banatA jAya che. 349 AMkhathI ghasAtI jAya che tema ujjavaLatA peAtAnA karmo sivAya khIjA kAIne doSa detA A paTela teA bheALA hatA. tamArA jevA peka na hatA. eTale teNe bheALAbhAve vIMTI ApI dIdhI. have senIbhAi te vicAra karavA lAgyA ke ApaNane sArA lAbha thaze. eka vAra mAMgavAnu che te AchuM zA mATe mAMgavuM? huM je mAMgIza e te maLavAnu che. emAM zaMkA nathI. have seAnI zuM mAMge ? ene teA seAnu ja priya hAya ne? eTale eNe aDadhI rAtre uThIne seAnaiyA mAMgavAnuM nakakI karyuM. kharAkhara madhya rAtre pathArImAMthI beThA thayA ne eNe mAgyuM ke " mAru ghara AkhuM seAnAthI bharAI jAya teTalu sAnuM varasI jAya." tyAM te senu vasavA lAgyuM. sonAnI pATo ne pATo dhaDAdhaDa karatI sAnInA ghara upara paDavA lAgI. seAnInuM AkhuM kuTuba seAnA nIce TAi gayuM ne badhA sArUM thai gayA. maMdhue ! jue, paraMtu mUruM karavA jatAM pahelAM pAtAnu' pUra thaI jAya che. paranuM bUruM karatA pahelAM peAtAnu thai jAya-kharekhara e kudaratanA nyAya (2) khADA khADhe te ja paDe che, raDAvanArA pAte raDe che, abhimAnamAM nAnA meATAnuM palamAM haNAi jAya....kharekhara e kudaratanA nyAya.... seAnI kheDUtanI vIMTI pacAvI pADavA gayA tA enuM kuTuMba sAk thai gayuM. pele kheDUta A avAja sAMbhaLIne jAgI gayA, ne joyuM teA seAnAnI IMTo dhaDAdhaDa paDatI hatI. kheDUta eka kSaNamAM samajI gayA ke A pelI vIMTIne A pratApa lAge che. catura paTalANI paNa samajI gaI ke A tA amArI vIMTI khalI lIdhI te vIMTIne A prabhAva che. badhI pATA paDI gayA pachI devavANI thai ke he kheDUta ! e vIMTI tArI hatI te A suvarNa paNa tArA bhAgyanu che. tu e badhu laI le. eTale paTele adhu sAnu peAtAnA gharamAM bharI dIdhu. jue, puNyanA sUryane kAi DhAMkI zake che? DAzImA kAI mAnavI na hatI paNa daivI hatI. zakita ane sevAnI parIkSA karyA bAda te kheDUta para prasanna thaI hatI. mAnavI pApa karIne sukhI thavA jAya tA sukhane badale duHkha maLe che. mATe AvI mAyA kapaTa kayAre paNa nA karavI. ApaNA zubhAzubha karmo pramANe sukha duHkha bhAgavavAnA che. sarAvara AkhuM pANIthI chaaAchala bharelu hAya paNa tamAruM pAtra jeTalA pramANanu hAya teTalA pramANamAM pANI tamArI pAse AvI zakaze ane teTaluM tame pI zakaze. vadhAre nahi. mATe jJAnI kahe che ke Arasa-parigraha AchA karo. je tamane maLavAnu che te tamArI sAme AvIne khaDuM raheze. dhananI rakSA karatA AtmAnI rakSA mahattvanI vastu che.

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350 zAradA sAgara vastuo azAzvata che. AtmA zAzvata che. mATe zAzvata AtmAnI rakSA karavA IcchatA sAdhake kaSAyane upazAMta karIne arati tarapha pITha pheravI aMtaranA dhama rUpI bagIcAmAM sadA vicaravuM. TUMkamAM A mahAna paryuSaNa parvamAM bane teTalo para rAga chUTe, AtmAnI laganI lAge te kAma thaI jAya. samaya thaI gayo che. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM-42 parvAdhirAjanuM svAgata zrAvaNa vada 14 ne budhavAra - tA. 3-9-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne baheno! ApaNuM AdhyAtmika paryuSaNa parvanI maMgala zarUAta thaI gaI che. paryuSaNa parvane Aje bIjo divasa che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA zramaNe pAsake parvanI ArAdhanA karavA upasthita thayA che. paryuSaNa parva sarva parvomAM zreSTha che. zA mATe? tenI vicAraNA karatA mahAna jJAnI AcAryo kahe che ke A parvanI racanA AdhyAtmika saMskRtinA pAyA upara che. tene mukhya uddeza Atmazuddhine che. AtmAnI zuddhinA upAye je parvamAM AcaravAmAM Ave che te AdhyAtmika parva che. Aja sudhImAM je AtmAnI kamANa nathI karI te karavAnuM A parva che. ApaNe kamANI karavA mATe ahIM AvyA chIe. tame vahepAra karo cho temAM naphAnI AzA rAkhe che ne? tamane khoTa jAya te game che? "nA". chatAM kadAca khoTa jAya to te kheTa bahu moTI nathI. paNa mAnavabhava prApta karIne Atma kalyANa thAya tevI sAdhanA nA karI che te moTI khoTa che. je kheTa bIjA ke bhavamAM pUrI thavI azakya che. baMdhuo ! A mAnava jIvananI ekeka kSaNa tamArA hIrAthI paNa kiMmatI che. te vAraMvAra maLI zakatI nathI. eka kavie paNa kahyuM che keA gayelI saMpata sAMpaDe, gayA vaLe che vahANa, gata avasara Ave nahi, gayA na Ave prANu eka vakhata tamArI gayelI saMpatti puNyano udaya thaze pAchI maLaze. koI vahepArInA vahANa dariyAmAM guma thaI gayA haze te te paNa puNyane udaya haze teM pAchA maLI jaze. paNa jIvanamAMthI je samaya jAya che te pharIne pAchuM AvatuM nathI. tema A paryuSaNa parva eka varSe ekavAra Ave che. mATe A pavitra divasomAM AtmAnI zuddhi thAya, AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya ne AtmAne vikAsa thAya tevI ucaca sAdhanA karI lo. divALI Ave tyAre tame cepaDA tapAsIne saravaiyuM kADhe che ke keTale vahepAra karyo,

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zAradA sAgara 351 keTalo naphe thaye athavA keTaluM nukazAna thayuM. tema A AdhyAtmika parvamAM mArU sArUM AdhyAtmika jIvana kevuM gayuM? meM vyavahAramAM nyAya-nIti ane pramANikatAnuM pAlana keTaluM karyuM? ane anyAya, anIti, dagA-prapaMca keTalA karyA? te AdhyAtmika khoTa ane lebanuM saravaiyuM kADhavA mATe A divase che. A parvamAM AdhyAtmika vicAraNuM karavAthI AtmA pAvana bane che. je jIvo nathI jAgyA te have jAge. eka paLa gai to bhale gaI paNa bIjI sudhArI leje, , bIjI paLamAM zuM karavuM te Aje vicArI leje. jAgyA tyArathI savAra samajIne zuM karavuM che tenI vicAraNA karI leje. bhava jamaNumAMthI chUTakAro meLavavAnI bhAvanA thatI hoya te A parvanA divasomAM ArAdhanA karavA mATe kaTibaddha bane. parva kaI rIte ujavI zakAya? bhegavilAsa ane mojazokhathI nahi paNa dAna-zIyaLa-tapa ane bhAva e cAranI ArAdhanA karavAthI ujavI zakAya. Aje upAzrayanA holamAM paga mUkavAnI jagyA nathI. ATalI moTI saMkhyAmAM badhA bhegA thayA che te khUba zAMtithI sAMbhaLe. zistanuM barAbara pAlana kare. je zAMtipUrvaka vItarAganI vANI sAMbhaLe che te sAce zrotA che. pite paNa sAMbhaLe ne bIjAne sAMbhaLavA de. juo, bakarIne tarasa lAge che tyAre te kevI rIte pANI pIe che te tame jANe che? pitAnA be paga jamIna upara vALIne evI khAsiyatathI taLAvamAM mukha nAMkhe che ke pANI DahoLuM thAya nahi. pite DahoLuM pANI pIve nahi ne bIjAne paNa pIvaDAve nahi. pADo pitAnuM AkhuM zarIra taLAvamAM nAMkhe eTale aMdarathI kacaro ukhaDe ne pANI DahoLuM thaI jAya. te pite evuM DahoLuM pANI pIve ne bIjAne pIvaDAve. bele, have tamAre konA jevuM banavuM che ? bakarI jevA ne ! tamane tRSA lAgI che te vItarAga vANInA sarovaramAMthI tattvajJAna rUpI pANI pIvA AvyA che. te tame barAbara zistanuM pAlana kare. kAraNake je reja nathI AvatAM te parvanA divasamAM Ave che. evA che je kaMIka sAMbhaLe te emanA jIvananuM parivartana thAya. - A parvanA divase AtmAne jAgRta karavA Ave che. jyAre tamAre vahelA jAgavuM hoya tyAre ghaDiyALanA DabbAne elArma mUkIne sUI jAya che. jeTalA vAgyAnuM elArma mUkayuM hoya teTalA vAge ghaMTaDI vAge che ke tamane UMghamAMthI jAgRta kare che. ke have jAge samaya thayo che. tevI rIte ApaNe tyAM paNa parvanA divase elArmanI ghaMTaDInI jema jIvane jagADe che. mahInAnA dharane divase elArma vAgyuM ke have jAge. AjathI trIsame divase saMvatsarI mahAna parva Ave che. paMdaranA dharane divase bIjuM elArma vAgyuM. te divase na jAgyA te gaI kAle aThThAIdharanA divase trIju elArma vAgyuM. te paNa na jAgyA te parama divase ka95dharane divase zuM ne chelluM telAdharanA divase pAMcamuM

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35ra zAradA sAgara elArma vAgaze. ne tamane jagADaze ke have te jAge ! kyAM sudhI UMghaze? jAgavAnA samaye nahi jAge te kayAre jAgaze ? " jAgo jAgo re o mAnavI bhayA, kinAre AvI che mAnava dehanI naiyA ghara ne sahI sahIne jigI vItI, jIvana sudhAravAne Acara nIti. bhavanI paraMparA kApajo haiyA kinAre AvI che mAnava dehanI niyA. he mAnava ! A caturgatinI copATamAM kayAM sudhI cakakara lagAvIza? tame epATa rame che temAM pAsA cAra khAnAmAM rahe che. eka khAnAmAMthI bIjAmAM ne bIjAmAMthI trIjAmAM ne cethAmAM jAya che. jyAM sudhI e pAsA pATanA pAMkhIyA vacce rahe che ne pitAnA gharamAM nathI AvatA tyAM sudhI pharavuM. paDe che. tema mahAna puru kahe che ke he jIva! eka vAra tuM sthira thaI jA. te cAra gatinI epATamAM tAre pharavuM nahi paDe. cAra gatine vaTAvI paMcama gatine prApta karavA prabaLa purUSArtha kare ke jethI co pATanA pAsAnI jema athaDAvuM na paDe. A cAra gatinI copATane vaTAvavA mATe mahAna puruSae ke mahAna puruSArtha karyo ! kevA kevA kaSTa veThayA tyAre lekanA mastake jaI birAjamAna thayA che ! tamane te kaSTa paDe ke dharmanI zraddhA chUTI jAya che. paryuSaNamAM ghaNAM bhAI - bahene tapazcaryA kare che. sahelAIthI samAdhipUrvaka thAya te te vadhe na Ave, paNa saheja asamAdhi thAya to kahe have mAre upavAsa kare nathI. e mahAna puruSae kevI aghora sAdhanA karI hatI temane kaMI kaSTa nahi paDayuM hoya ! kaSTa vinA karmo na khape. eka kavinuM rUpaka che- tame maganI dALanA vaDA khAva che ne? te e vaDuM, vaDuM kevI rIte banyuM? ene kevA kaSTa veDUvA paDayA ? vaDuM eTale moTuM. te meTA emane ema nathI thavAtuM. vaDA banavA vaDA jevA kaSTa veThavA paDaze-sarva prathama maga puruSa jAti hate. te vaDuM banAvavA mATe magane bharaDIne tenI dALa banAvI. eTale puruSa jAtimAMthI strIjAtimAM AvavuM paDayuM. dALa banAvyA pachI ene DUbama pANImAM palALIne dhoI. pachI rasI upara pIsI nAMkhI. vaDuM kahe che ke bahenee mane pIsI nAkhyuM. eTalethI na patAvyuM paNa aMdara mIThuM ne maracuM khUba nAMkhyuM. tamane vAgyuM hoya ne ghA paDayA hoya temAM kaI maracuM ne mIThuM bhabharAve te kevI baLatarA UThe che! tema mane pIsIne aMdara mIThuM maracuM bhabharAvyuM. mane kALI baLatarA thavA lAgI. eTalethI patAvyuM hatuM te sAruM paNa mArI bahene e tela kaDakaDatI kaDAImAM mane nAMkhIne taLI nAMkhyuM. jyAre saDa saDatA telamAM pUruM taLAI gayuM tyAre leDhAnA saLiyAmAM bharAvIne mane bahAra kADhayuM. mane e trAsa thayo ke na pUcho vAta! jyAre taLAIne bahAra nIkaLyuM tyAre mane badhA "vahuM" kahevA lAgyA. vaDuM kahe che meM ATaluM sahana karyuM tyAre mane vaDAnuM biruda maLyuM. te tamAre jagatamAM vaDA banavA mATe keTaluM duHkha sahana karavuM joIe !

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zAradA sAgara 353 A te vaDAnuM rUpaka che. paNa baMdhuo ! AtmA paNa cAra gatinA duHkharUpI telanA tAvaDAmAM vaDAnI jema taLAI rahyo che. naraka -tiryaMcamAM kevA kevA duHkhe jIve sahana kyAM che tenuM bhAna che? naraka ane tiryaMca gatimAM te pAra vinAnA dukho veThayA che. have evA duHkha na veThavA heya to ArAdhanA karavA tatpara bane ne ekAMtamAM besIne vicAra karo ke mAre zA mATe rakhaDavuM paDe che? ahAhA ! saMtoe Takora karIne khUba jagADe, paNa jAgye nahi? basa, karmabaMdhana karavAmAM rakta rahyA tenuM A pariNAma che. karma rAjA A jIvane saMsAramAM kevI rIte phasAve che te huM eka daSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM AtmA rUpI jIvarAma paTelane kamarUpI karmacatura vaNaka" -eka buddhizALI vaNika hatuM. tenuM nAma hatuM karmacatura. A karmacatura khUba mahenata karI dukAna dhamadhekAra calAve che. tenA puNya dukAna dhamadhokAra cAle che. mANasa pAse paisA vadhe eTale suMdara baMgalo baMdhAvavAnuM mana thAya che. "vadhe nANu to khaDake pANa" nANAM vadhe eTale pANa khaDakIne mahela baMdhAve paNa kaMIka evA jIva che ke emAMthI cothA bhAganA paisA dAnamAM vAparavAnuM mana nathI thatuM. A karmacature suMdara mahela baMdhAvyo. mahelamAM khUba suMdara banAvaTa ne sajAvaTa karI. leke baMgale jevA AvavA lAgyA. eka vakhata bAjunA gAmamAMthI jIvarAja nAmanA paTela e nagaramAM pharavA mATe AvyA. nA mahela joIne jIvarAja paTela pUche ke A mahela keNe baMdhAvyuM tyAre lake kahe che karmacature baMdhAvyuM che. jIvarAma paTela kahe e to mAro mitra che te lAva huM tenI pAse jAuM. baMdhuo! ahIM karmacatura kaNa ne jIvarAma paTela e keNa che? e tame jANe cho? jIvarAma paTela te AtmA che ne karmacatura vaNIka e karma che. AtmA svabhAve zuddha ne saraLa che tethI tene paTelanI upramA ApI ane karma khUba naTakhaTa che, dagAkhora che tethI tene vaNakanI upamA ApI che. tame keIthI chetarAo nahi tevA buddhizALI ane catura chene ? jIvarAma paTela karmacaturanI dukAne AvyA ne alakamalakanI vAto karI ane kahevA lAgyA ke tame khUba kamANI karIne A mATe mahela baMdhAvyuM che te mane khUba gamI gayuM che ne mane temAM rahevAnuM mana thaI gayuM che- te tame ema karo. mane eka divasa tamArA baMgalAmAM rahevA de ne jeTaluM laI javAya teTaluM levA de. tenA badalAmAM tame je kaheze te karavA taiyAra chuM. paNa karmacatura kahe che bhAI! tane huM levA dauM paNa pachI huM lUMTAI jAuM te zuM karuM? jIvarAma paTela kahe che are vANIyAbhAI ! tame kevA kaMjusa che ? khUba kahyuM tyAre kahe che: karmacature vAparelI buddhi" - tamane mArA mahelamAM eka divasa rahevA

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354 zAradA sAgara AvavA dauM paNa mArI eka zarata tamAre maMjUra karavI paDaze. zuM? te kahe che tamArA sahakuTuMbe bIjA divasathI mArI gulAmI nIce rahevuM paDaze. paTela e vAta kabUla kare che. jIvarAma paTele mAnyuM ke Akho divasa che to temAM huM ghaNuM badhuM enA mahelamAMthI laI laIza. pachI enI pAse zuM rahevAnuM che? paTele paMcanI sAkSIe karAra karyo ke mAre je levuM hoya te mAna-sanmAnapUrvaka levA devAnuM. temAM tamArI rukAvaTa nahi cAle. jIvarAma paTele karAra karyo. pAkuM lakhANa thaI gayuM. kaye divase karmacaturanA mahelamAM javuM te divasa paNa nakakI thaI gaye ne karmacatura zeThe jIvarAma paTelane AmaMtraNa ApyuM. zeThe gharane khUba sajAvyuM. dareka vastuo temAM zreSThavI dIdhI. nakakI karelA divase bhalA ne bheLA jIvarAma paTela karmacaturanA mahelamAM AvyA. " AvyA tevA jAya ne jIvanabharanA dAsa bane tevuM kAvavuM":- karmacatura zeTha jIvarAma paTelanuM khUba bhAvabhInuM svAgata karyuM. ne kahyuM-cAle, pahelAM snAna karI le. jIvarAma paTelane snAna karavA mATe bAtharUmamAM laI gayA ne sArA sArA kapaDAM temAM mUkayAM ne kahyuM-tamane je game te kapaDAM paheraje, bAtharUmanI zobhA jeIne jIvarAma te chaka thaI gayA ke kevuM suMdara bAtha che! kevI cakacakatI lAdIo cUMTADI che. tela mAlIza karyA ne UMcA prakArano sAbu lagADI snAna karyuM. pachI paTela vicAra kare che ke A kapaDAM paheruM ke A paheruM. kapaDAM paheratAM ghaNe TAIma pasAra thaI gaye. bahAra AvyA tyAM badAma pIstA ne kezara nAMkhIne kahelAM dUdha ane jAtajAtanA nAstA taiyAra che. dAsa-dAsIo badhA khUba Agraha karIne jIvarAma paTelane cA-pANI nAstA karAve che. Ama karatAM prathama prahara pahelA majalAmAM pUre the. tyAra pachI bIje mALe laI jaIne paTelane judI judI jAtanA ramakaDAM batAvyA ne citrazALAmAM laI jaI tareha tarehanA citra batAvyA. paTela te e badhuM jovAmAM rahI gayA tyAM jamavAne samaya thaI gaye. jIvarAma paTelane jamavA mATe besADayA. cAMdInA thALamAM jAtajAtanI vAnagIo pIrasAI. rasoImAM ghena nAMkheluM hatuM. paTele badhI vAnagIo theDI theDI khAdhI paNa piTa te khUba bharAI gayuM. paTela jamI rahyA eTale karmacatura zeThanA mANase kahe che ke tamAre je levAnuM che te badhuM trIje mALe che. cAlo, have jIvarAma paTela trIje mALe AvyA. trIje majale jotAM jIvarAma paTela te cakita thaI gayA. navayuvAna saMdaryavaMtI strIo paTelanuM svAgata kare che. tene zarabatanI pyAlIe pIvA Ape che. A zuM kahevAya tenI paTelane khabara nathI. paTela te strIonA premamAM ne madirAnI pyAlIo pIvAmAM mugdha banI gayA. pelA mANaso paTelane cetAve che ke paTela! tamAre badhuM levAnuM che ne? e mAlanA poTalA kayAre bAMdhaze? paTela kahe che gAMsaDIo bAMdhatA zI vAra? haju ghaNe samaya che. suMdarIonA prema tathA surA pIvAmAM bhAte jAya che.

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zoradA sAgara 355 baMdhuo mAnava vicAra kare che ke yuvAnimAM nahi paNa ghaDapaNamAM prabhunuM nAma laIzuM. paNa jJAnIo kahe che vRddhAvasthA tamane Avaze ke nahi tenI zuM khAtrI? kadAca vRddhAvasthA AvI jaze te dharmadhyAna karavAnuM mana thaze ke nahi te koNa jANe che? mATe atyAre yuvAvasthAmAM dharmanI ArAdhanA karI che. paNa AjanA yuvAne kahe che. mane ghaDInI nathI navarANuM gurUjI mArA, ghaDapaNamAM goviMdanA guNa gAzuM." ahIM jIvarAma paTela te bhAre ghenavALI mIThAIo jamyA che eTale uMgha AvI gaI. makhamalanI taLAimAM sUtA. ghenane naze caDha. khUba uMdhyA. ghena utaryuM tyAre vicAra karavA lAgyA ke cAla, have pioTalA bAMdhI lauM paNa tyAM te TAIma thaI gayo. eTale karmacatura vaNIka AvIne kahe che have tamAre TAIma thaI gaye. Akho divasa rahIne mane khUba lUMTI lIdhe. tyAre jIvarAma paTela kahe che bhAI! meM tamArI eka pAI paNa lIdhI nathI. tamArI tijorI tapAsI le. tyAre vaNIka kahe che meM te tamane A mahela seMpI dIdhuM hatuM. zA mATe gaphalatamAM rahI gayA? have te zata pramANe TAIma thaI gayuM che. have eka rAtI pAI paNa nahi levA dauM. meM te tamAruM khUba mAna sanmAna sAcavyuM. tamAre mATe badhuM khulluM mUkyuM hatuM paNa tame na lIdhuM te tamAruM bhAgya ! A tamArA kapaDAM. te paherIne ravAnA thaI jAva. karmacAre kevI buddhi vAparI ke pelA paTelane bhaya baMgalAmAMthI kaMI paNa lIdhA vinA AMkhamAM AMsu sAratA, pramAdane pazcAtApa karatA, lathaDatA page mahelanA pagathiyAM utaryo. arere....meM ghaNI bhUla karI kaMI lIdhuM te nahi ne uparathI ene gulAma te banI gaye ne! ahIM manuSya bhavarUpI mahelamAM A badhI sAmagrI che. pahelA majalA rUpI bAlapaNuM che. bIjA majalA rUpI yuvAvasthA che ne trIjA majalA rUpI vRddhAvasthA che. ne the sUryAsta te maraNa che. paheluM bALapaNa ramatagamatamAM pasAra thayuM. bIjuM yuvAvasthAmAM gaurInA gIta ane smitamAM rahI dharmarUpI mAlanuM poTaluM bAMdhavAnuM yAda AvatuM nathI. trIjA vRddhAvasthAmAM dIkarAnA dIkarAone meha lAge che. ne meha dharmane bhUlAvI de che. ane chelle jIvananA sUryAsta samaye yamarAjA levA mATe AvI jAya che tyAre jIvane aphasosa thAya che. ' na baMdhuo ! A karmacaturanA pajAmAM sapaDAvuM na hoya te have sadagurUo tamane jAgrata kare che ke have tame pramAdane khaMkherI nAMkhe. kayAM sudhI pramAdanI pathArImAM sUI raheze ? makhamalanI mulAyama gAdImAM sUI rahevAne A samaya nathI. AtmAnI kamANe karavAne suvarNa samaya che. dharmArAdhanAnuM poTaluM bAMdhI le. nahi to pelA jIvarAma paTelanI mAphaka pastAvuM paDaze. jIvanamAM tapa-tyAga-dAna-zIyaLa Adi kaMIka te karI le.

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356 zAradA sAgara parigrahanI mamatA choDA, tRSNAnA tArane cheddI nAMkhA. kAI dIna du:khInI sevA kare. tRSNA teA jIvatI DAkaNI che. tRSNAvata manuSya pApa na kare teTalA echA. ThANAMga sUtranA ceAthe ThANe cAra prakAranA khADA batAvyA che: 1) samudranA khADA 2) smazAnanA khADA 3) peTanA khADA ne 4) tRSNAneA khADA, samudramAM gameteTalI nadIo bhaLe te paNa samudra kadI chalakAtA nathI. badhI nadIone peAtAnAmAM zamAvI le che. smazAnamAM game teTalA zakha Ave paNa smazAna jayAre jue tyAre khAlI hAya che. te kadI bharAyelu hAtu nathI. A peTanI kAThImAM game teTaluM bhAjana nAMkhA te paNu e kAThI bharAtI nathI savAre cA-nAstA karyA chatAM khaperanA khAra vAgyA ke kAThI khAlI. bapore nAMkhyu je sAMja paDe AlI. dhaNu zatre ce vAra tu mAM haze. chatAM peTanesa mATa bharAtA nathI. te rIte A jIvane game teTaluM maLe te paNa tRSNAnI tRpti thatI nathI. jema jema maLatu jAya tema tema tenA leAbha vadhatA jAya che. eka banelI kahAnI che. eka avadhUta cegI jaMgalamAM rahetA hatA. eka mANase tenI ma sevA karI. eTale ceAgI tenA para prasanna thayA ne kahyuM; tAre je joIe te mAMga, pele mANasa kahe che mAre kaI nathI joituM. mane kai vAtanI kamInA nathI. tyAre ceAgI kahe che tuM paramArthanuM kAma karI zake tevu batAvuM? te kahe che, hA niHsvArtha bhAve samAjanI sevAnuM kAma thatu hAya teA karavA taiyAra chuM ane yAgIe e traNa auSadhi batAvIne kahyuM ke AnA rasa kADhIne mikScara karIne jene sarpanuM jhe caDhayuM hAya tenA zarImAM A rasa paragame te tarata jhera utarI jAya. 66 zeThanI pavitra bhAvanAthI maLelI auSadhi ' :-pelA bhAie vicAra karyA ke A auSadhi sArI che teA bhale, huM e rasanA IMjekasana khanAvIne vecIza. eNe Adhi banAvavA mATe jaMgalamAMthI vanaspati lIdhI. paNa tenA IMjekasana banAvavA mATe phekaTarI khAlavI paDI ne kArIgaro rAkhyA. ane thaDA samayamAM e vanaspatinA rasamAMthI teNe ijekasana taiyAra karyo. peAtAne eka paisA paNa joitA nathI. teNe IMjekasana banAvavAnA je kharca lAgyuM che te pUruM karavA mATe ijekasananI kiMmata pAMca rUpiyA rAkhI. dukAna khAlI. ene lAbha ghaNA mANase levA lAgyA. khacI na zake tevuM bhayaMkara jhera caDhayuM hAya te paNa A iMjekasana Ape ke tarata jhera utarI jAya ne hasatA thai jAya. dhIme dhIme A ijekazananI khUba mAMgaNI vadhI. paNa have teA A vanaspati maLatI nathI. eTale vadhu mANasA rokIne dUra dUra tapAsa karavA mekle che. tethI kharcA vadhyA. te kAraNe IMjekazananI kiMmata dhIme dhIme paMdara rUpiyA karavI paDI. te paNu dukAnamAM khUba mAMga thatI. " lAbhI manuSya zuM pApa nathI karatA" ? :- te ja gAmamAM bIjo eka davAnA mATA vahepArI hatA tene paisAnI kamInA na hatI. paNa leAbha khUrI cIja che. "oddo

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357 zAradA sAgara satra vinAno lobha badhA guNane nAza kare che. enA manamAM thayuM ke huM paNa AvA ijekazane banAvuM. tethI te dukAnethI teNe eka ijekazana maMgAvyuM paNa enA upara kaI davA che ke zemAMthI banAvyuM che tenuM lebala na hatuM. eTale teNe enA je kalara ne vAsa Ave tevI cIje bhegI karIne tenA jevA ijekazane banAvI pAMca rUpiyAmAM vecavA lAge. AjanI duniyA te sastu zedhI rahI che. pachI vastu bhale game tevI halakI hoya paNa sastuM maLe tyAM deDe. paNa sAcA kheTAnI kiMmata na karI zake. have badhA lokone khabara paDI ke A dukAne paNa AvA ijekazane maLe che. eTale tyAM javA lAgyA. pelA asala ijekazana banAvanArane thayuM ke je A vahepArI Ijekazane banAve che te mAre banAvavAnI jarUra nathI. mAre zA mATe pApa karavuM ? eTale eNe ijekazana banAvavAnuM baMdha karyuM. A tarapha pelA banAvaTI Ijekazane leke laI jaIne teno upayoga kare che. paNa keIne phAyade thatuM nathI. jhera nahi utaravAthI marI jAya che, A joIne te vahepArInA dIkarAnuM hRdaya kakaLI uThayuM. arere... A mAre bApa kevA pApa kare che ? banAvaTI davA banAvIne keTalAnA prANa gumAve che? chokaro kahe che pitAjI ! tamAre keTaluM jIvavuM che ? A pApane dhadha karIne kayAM jaze ? haju paNa samajI jAva nahi te bUrI dazA thaze. tyAre bApa dIkarAne kahe che besane have ? tuM kayArano dharma DhIMgale thaye che ? mAre tArI vAta nathI sAMbhaLavI eka vakhata gAmamAM eka yuvAna chokare ke jene paraNyAne mahino thayo che tene sarpa karaDaye tyAre davAnA sToramAM Ijekazana levA mATe mANase AvyA, bApa Ijekazana Ape che. paNa chokaro kahe che pitAjI ! haju paNa kahuM chuM ke tame samajI jAva. A ghara pApa tamane nahi cheDe. chatAM bApa mA nahi. Ijekazana dIdhuM paNa cheka cha nahi. baMdhuo ! dhananA lobhI manuSyo pitAnA sukhanA mATe kUDA kAma karatAM acakAtA nathI. paNa eTaluM yAda rAkhajo ke karma keIne cheDatA nathI. karmane zarama nathI. karelA kharAba karma jyAre udayamAM Avaze tyAre mAnava game teTaluM raDaze, khuraze te paNa kaI sAthe nahi Ave. mATe AvA pApa karma karatI vakhate khUba vicAra kare. A davAne vahepArI eka divasa jaMgala javA mATe bahAra game tyAM ekadama sarSa jamIna bhedIne bahAra nIkaLe ne ene DaMkha dIdho. koIne khabara paDI eTale temanA ghera khabara ApyA. ene ghera laI gayA. have rADa pADe che ke mane bacAve. are, pelI jUnI kaMpanIvALAne tyAMthI Ijekazana lAve. jayAre pApa gherI vaLyA tyAre rUve che. mArA karyA huM bhegavuM chuM chevaTe dIkaro levA gaye paNa te kaMpanImAM eka paNa Ijekazana na hatuM. chevaTamAM karma bAMdhI zeTha mRtyunA mukhamAM dhakelAI gayA. baMdhuo ! A kALA karmo jIvane durgatimAM laI jAya che. ne tenI bhISaNa sajA

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358 zAradA sAgara bhogavavI paDe che. pApane ghaDo phUTayA vinA raheto nathI. mIThuM phUTI nIkaLe che tema pApa paNuM phUTI nIkaLe che dezamAM loko mATInA mATalAmAM mIThuM bhare che. thaDe samaya jAya eTale mATalAnI bahAra mIThAnA jhAmAM phUTI nIkaLe che, tema jayAre karmane udaya thaze tyAre cAre bAjuthI pApa phUTI nIkaLaze. - karmacataranI lIlA alaukika che. karmacatura vaNIka bheLA ne bhadrika evA jIvarAma paTelane tenI jALamAM phasAve che. je che meha-mamatAmAM Asakata bane che te karmacatura nI jALamAM phasAya che ne je tene oLakhe che te phasAtA nathI. te pitAnI sAdhanA sAdhI jAya che. A paryuSaNa parvanA pavitra divasamAM chaLa-kapaTa ane mAyAmamatA choDIne pavitra banavAnuM che. karma catura vaNakane haThAvI zAzvata sthAna prApta karavA mATe tapa karavAnI jarUra che. parane cheDI svamAM AvavuM e A paryuSaNa parvanI mahattA che. ApaNe tyAM mahAna tapanA mAMDavaDA ropAI gayA che. bhAIo, bahene ane amArA mahAsatIjIo paNa AtmAne zuddha banAvavA tapazcaryAmAM joDAI gayA che. Apa paNa joDAva. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM 43. zrAvaNa vada amAsane gurUvAra tA. 4-9-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! mahAmaMgalakArI parva ziromaNI zrI paryuSaNa mahAparvane suvarNa avasara jIvananA AMgaNe Avyo che. pUrva puNyAInI sAcI saphaLatA AvA parva divasene halyanA bahumAna bhAve satkAravA tathA sanmAnavAmAM rahelI che. jIvanamAM kavacit prApta thatA A mahAparvane pichANa, tenI mahattAne jANI jaina zAsananI suvihita paraMparAne jALavI pavana dhirAjanI ArAdhanA karavA dharmazIla bhavya chAe ujamALa rahevuM joIe. jIvanane sAra dharma che. dharmane sAra ArAdhanA che ne tene sAra ArAdhaka bhAva che. ArAdhaka bhAvane jIvaMta tathA jAgRta rAkhanAra sarva AlaMbanemAM pUrva mukadamaNi parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa mahAparva che. Aje jagatamAM cAre bAju daSTi karatA dekhAya che ke samasta saMsAramAM kevaLa vyApakarUpe asaMtoSa, azAMti, ne udvega, tRSNA tathA mamatA ane mUchanA raudra tAMDa ghera ghamasANa macAvI rahyA che. puNyAI taddana kAcI ne kAcanA vAsaNa jevA dekhAva mAtranI che. zakhanA ramakaDAM jevI pratiSThA, pANImAM DubelA patAsA jevI saMpatti, ane nidrAvasthAnA svapna je parivAra tathA pANInA parapoTA jevI kAyA, A badhI bhaMgAra

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zAradA sAgara 359 jevI sAhyabImAM rAcate mahAlate mAnavI Aje e bhUlI gayo che ke pUrvanI mahAna puNyAnI kamANInA phaLa svarUpa mAnava dehanI prApti kevaLa raMgarAga, viSayo paga ke - AnaMda pramoda mATe nathI. khAvA-pIvA ke paheravA eADhavAmAM A deva durlabha mAnavadehanI saphaLatA nathI. mAnava deha te kevala mokSa purUSArthanI sAdhanA mATe che. kAmanI sAdhanA paMcendriya sudhI sarva kaI pitAnI puNyAI pramANe kare che. artha ane kAma banenI sAdhanA mATe jJAnI bhagavaMtoe mAnava jIvananI mahattA gAI nathI. janmI, jema tema karI jIvI ne maraNanI yAtanA veThI vAraMvAra e rIte paravazapaNe janmavuM, dayApAtra, anAtha ane dInapaNe jIvavuM temaja azaraNapaNe mRtyunI gahana khINamAM jhaMpalAI javuM. A anAdinI yAtanAone bhogavato saMsArI jIva jyAM gayo tyAM pAcho je hato te kAMI paNa utkarSanI sAdhanA karyA vinA, gati, pragati, krAMti ke utkrAMtinI keDIne hAthamAM lIdhA vinA marato rahyo. janme te paNa maravA mATe, jIvyo te paNa maravA mATe ne maryo te paNa anaMta janma-maraNanI paraMparAne davA mATe. AmAMthI tene mukta karavA karma sattAnI kAMIka rahema dilIthI ane anaMtI puNya sAmagrIne saMcaya thatAM mAnava deha ane dharma sattAnI chAyA prApta thaI. A dehanI sAcI saphaLatA kevala ArAdhanA dvArA anaMta janma-maraNanI paraMparA, karma- kaleza ne kaSAyanI paraMparA, ke dukhonI anaMta ghaTamALane TALI ajara amara sthAna evA mokSane prApta karavAmAM rahelI che. zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtanA zAsana sivAya saMsAramAM mokSaprAptine saphala upAya kayAMya nathI. ATalI zraddhA AtmAne thaze tyAre te vicAra karaze ke tuM ke? huM zaktizALI AtmA chuM. jagatathI anokhuM tattva mArAmAM bharyuM che. AnaMdaghana tuM che nirALa, zAne bane eziyALe, vIMkhAI jaze kAyAne mALe, karI le zraddhAne raNakAra - (2) enI zeSA aparaMpAra. AtmA sadaguNane bhaMDAra, satya zIyaLane zaNagAra enI zebhA aparaMpAra. AnaMdane udadhi tArAmAM uchaLe che. tuM anaMta zaktine puMja che. anaMta guNe tArAmAM bharelA che. pachI zA mATe kAyara bane che? tArI zaktine tuM khyAla kara. jaDa tattvane joIne zA mATe malakAya che? jema bahene dAgInA jaIne vakhANa kare che tema tame paNa uparane bhabhake, rUpa, raMga joIne jaDa evA zarIranA vakhANa kare che. enI oLakhANa Ape che.ne e zarIrane sAruM dekhADavA mATe papha-pAvaDara Adi aneka padArtho lagAve che. kadI e vicAra thAya che ke A badhu dekhAtu saundarya kene AbhArI che? aMdaramAM

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360 zAradA sAgara beThelA cetanane AbhArI che. tamane kadI vicAra Ave che ke huM anaMta zakitane adhipati evo cetana AtmA chuM. bhale bAhyabhAvathI badhI oLakhANa ApatA ho paNa aMtarathI e raNakAra thavuM joIe ke A badhI jaDanI pIchANa che. huM te e badhAthI nirALa chuM. AvI bhAvanA AvyA vinA tamAro chUTakAre thavAne nathI. baMdhuo! jJAna-darzana, vinaya, vivekane jIvanamAM joDaze nahi tyAM sudhI saMsAramAMthI chUTakAra nathI. A bhavamAM je savaLe purUSArtha kheDAya te AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA banI zakAya. paramAtmAne pratinidhi samyakudarzanI AtmA che. te vaibhavavilAsamAM Asakata banatuM nathI. cAritra mehanIya karmanA udaye saMsAra choDIne zake paNa temAM Asakti na khe. AtmAne bhedajJAna thAya te karmarUpI melane sApha karatAM jarApaNa vAra lAgatI nathI. samakti daSTi jIva mohamAyAmAM rAce nahi. bAradAnanI sevAmAM mAlane bhUle nahi. tamArAmAM jAgRti Avaze tyAre vilapAvara AvI jaze ke he cetana ! tuM jaDano bhikhArI nathI. tuM anaMta zaktine paNa che. jJAnIo kahe che ke tAruM sAcuM svarUpa kevuM che? bhUlo tAruM asala svarUpa tuM, visA teM tAro deza, ajJAna taNuM aMdhAre rahIne, vahAryo te avighA kaleza, viSaya taNuM sukha madhanI lALe, jIvana kIdhuM te barabAda, saMto ne satazAstro tArA, satya svarUpanI Ape yAda. he bhAna bhUlelA mAnava! tuM tArA asala svarUpane bhUlIne kyAM sudhI ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAM AthaDIza? pitAnA svaramAM je sukha che te paragharamAM nathI, game tevuM hoya te paNa jIvane pitAnuM ghara game che. tame kaI sabaMdhIne ghera gayA che tyAM tamane suMdara baMgale, erakaMDIzana rUma rahevA mATe, nitya navA miSTAnna ane pharasANa jamavA maLe. khammA khammA hoya chatAM traNa cAra divasa raho eTale zuM yAda Ave? bole ghara, kAraNa ke tame e samaje che ke badhuM sukha che paNa A ghara mAruM nathI. bhAgyuM tUTayuM paNa pitAnuM ghara sAruM ema mAne che. ghara na hoya te game tema karI potAnuM ghara banAve che paNa bhADUtI gharamAM rahevAnuM pasaMda karatA nathI. * pahelAnA samayamAM potAnA makAna upara mAlikanI sattA cAlatI hatI. je gharane mAlika dhAre te bhADUtane ghara khAlI karAvI zako hate. paNa Aje te bhAta bhADUtI gharane pitAnuM mAnIne hakka jamAvIne beTho che. mAlikanuM kaMI cAlatuM nathI. te rIte zarIra rUpI ghara che. teno AtmA pote mAlika che. te dhAre tema karI zake tema che paNa tenA upara zarIra rUpI bhADUtI makAnamAM rahetI pAMca Indriya ane cha mane evo aDDo jamAvI dIdhA che ke mAlika evA AtmAnuM kaMI cAlatuM nathI. indriye ane mana kahe tema kare che. eTale bhADUte mAlika upara sattA jamAvI che. tenA kAraNe anaMta zakitane

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zAradA sAgara 361 adhipati AtmA caitanyanA camanamAM viharavAnuM choDIne bhega vilAsanI aMdhArI galIomAM AthaDI rahyo che. viSayonAM sukha madhanI lALa jevA che. temAM Asakata banavA jevuM nathI. sAcuMsukha tyAgamAM che. tevuM sukha cakravatine ghera paNa nathI. paNa tamane game che kyAM? tene mATe madhubiMdunuM daSTAMta che. madhanI lALe jIvana gumAvyuM" -eka mANasanI pAchaLa gAMDo thayela manmatta hAthI paDe. eTale tenAthI bacavA mATe mANasa khUba jhaDapabhera deTa lagAvIne eka vizALa vaDalAnA jhADanI DALa upara caDhI gayo. pele hAthI tenI pAchaLa AvyuM. ne jhADane mULamAMthI hacamacAvavA lAgyo. have pele potAno jAna bacAvavA vaDanI DALe caDhaye che. paNa tenI paristhiti kevI che? te je DALI pakaDIne laTakyo che tenI nIce meTe kR che. te kUvAmAM cAra ajagare moDhA phADIne beThA che. te DALane kALA ne dhoLA uMdare kApI rahyA che. ne te je jagyAe laTake che tenA upara eka madhapUDe che. temAMthI uDatI mAkhIo tenA zarIre caTakA bhare che. ne madhapUDAmAMthI madhanA TIpA tenA moDhAmAM paDe che. ATalA * badhA bhayamAM rahelA mAnavIne e madhu biMdunA TIpAne rasa levAmAM AnaMda Ave che. A samaye eka devanuM vimAna nIkaLe che. deva ane devI vimAnamAM beThA che. devInI daSTi A vaDanI DALe laTakatA manuSya upara paDI. enA devane kahe che svAmInAtha! juo te kharA. A mANasa keTalA bhaya vacce jhUlI rahaye che ene bacAve, hamaNAM uMdara A vaDanI DALI kApI nAMkhaze. ne bicAro kUvAmAM paDaze to ajagaro tene gaLI jaze. deva kahe che huM ene bacAvavA jaIza to paNa ene DALI choDavI nahi game, chatAM devI kahe che nA, cAle ApaNe tene bacAvavA jaIe, deva tenI pAse AvIne kahe che cAre bAju bhayathI gherAyelA mAnava! cAla, tuM mArA vimAnamAM besI jA. tuM jyAM kaheze tyAM tene utArI daIzuM. tyAre pele mAnava kahe che ubhA rahe. A madhanuM TIpuM paDe che tene svAda laI lauM. are, atyAre madhanA TIpAne svAda mANavAno samaya che? tArA mAthe cAre bAjuthI bhaya bhamI rahyo che. hamaNAM tArI DALa uMdare kApI nAMkhaze ne tuM A bhayaMkara kUvAmAM paTakAIne ajagarone bhega banI jaIza. tyAre kahe che nA. hamaNAM nahi. A eka TIpAne svAda lIdhA pachI AvIza. are, tane bhaya nathI lAgatuM? tyAre kahe che: "madhubiMdunI AzA mahI bhaya mAtra huM bhUlI gayo." mane A madhanA TIpAne svAda levAmAM evI lahejata Ave che ke mane jarA paNa rbhaya lAgatuM nathI. eNe sAta TIpAne svAda lIdhA tyAM sudhI tene deve samajAvyuM. paNa pele madhalALamAM Asakata banele vaDanI DALa choDatuM nathI. deva to thAkIne vimAna laIne cAlate thaye. baMdhuo ! A dRSTAMta ApaNe AtmA upara ghaTAvavAnuM che. ahIM kUvA rUpI saMsAra

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362 zAradA sAgara che. temAM naraka, tiryaMca, manuSya ane deva e cAra gati rUpa cAra ajagarA meDhA phADIne beThelA che. vaDalAnI DALa samAna AyuSya che. tene rAtrI ane divasa rUpI be kALA ne dheALA uDharA kApI rahyA che. saMsAranA bhAvilAseA e madhalALa jevA che. ne madhapUDAmAMthI uDIne caTakA bharatI mAkhIe te tamArA saMsAranA sagA che. te cAre khAjuthI caTakA bharI rahyA che. ne deva samAna satA tamane samajAve che ke A saMsAra rUpI kUvA bhayathI bharelA che. tame bahAra nIkaLe. paNa tamane te A viSayasukhanI madhalALamAM evA Ana Ave che ke tamane bilakula bhaya lAgatA nathI, satA kahe che tame amArA sacama rUpI vimAnamAM besI jAva. tamane zAzvata sukha maLaze. paNa AtmA saMsAranA sukhAmAM evA masta banI gayA che ke tene saanI vAta bilakula gamatI nathI. paNu saMsAra kevA che ? rAga-dveSa ane upAdhinA ukaraDA. ciMtAnA cAtarA ne matalakhanuM meDhAna che. temAM tamane zuM Ana Ave che? satA tamane niHsvArtha bhAve samajAve che. jemAM tame Asakata banI gayA che te saMsAranA sukheA kevA che ? khaNamittasukkhA bahukAladukkhA, pagAmadukkhA aNigAmasukkhA / saMsAra mokkhassa vipakkhabhUyA, khANI aNatthANa u kAmabhogA // utta. su. a. 14 gAthA 13 saMsAranA sukhA kSaNika che. kSaNavAranAM sukhanI pAchaLa lAMkhAkALanuM duHkha che. kAmaleAga jIvane meAkSamAM javAmAM duzmana jevA che ne anarthanI khANa jevA che. have tenA saMga choDe. anaMtakALathI AtmA rAga-dveSa ane viSaya kaSAyane vaza thayelA che. saMsAranu mULa kaheA ke khIja kaheA te rAga ane dveSa che. e rAga-dveSane kAraNe nitya navA karmonuM aMdhana thAya che, ne kaMIka jIvAnI sAthe vaira khAMdhe che. e vairanI gAMTha baMdhAtA ekabIjAnA haiyA tUTI jAya che. A paryuMSaNu pae ekabIjAnA tUTelA haiyAne sAMdhavAne setu (putra) che. tame pula te joce che ne ? nadI agara dariyAnI khADInA sAme kinAre javuM hAya te tenA upara pula khAMdhavAmAM Ave che. pula e kinArAne joDe che. kinArAne joDavA eTale kinArA najIka nathI AvatA paNa pula dvArA mANasa eka kinArethI khIjA kinAre jaI zake che. tema A divaseAmAM tamArA dilamAM premanI saritA vahAve. C' paryuSaNa eTale veranA kAMTA kADhavAnI zikSaNuzALA '- paryuSaNa parvamAM vera jheranA kAMTA kADhavAnA che. sAdhaka sahacarImAM kahyu che keH- - kAce lokhaMDanA kAMTA, kSaNika duHkha upaje, kaTu vANI tathA kAMTA, janmAve vera ne bhaya

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363 zAradA sAgara kAI mANasane lADhAnI khIlI vAgI haiAya teA tenI vedanA thAya. paNa kAM sudhI? jyAM sudhI khIlI bahAra na nIkaLe tyAM sudhI. khIlI nIkaLyA pachI chevaTe ghA rUjhAi jAya che ne vedanA maTI jAya che. paNa koIne kaTu vacana kahyuM hAya che tenA jJA kadI rUjhAtA nathI. maraNAMta sudhI tenI vedanA sAle che ne bhavAMtaramAM vairanI vaNujhAra sarjAya che mATe A bhavamAM kAinI sAthe vaiz karaze! nahi paNa vainuM visarjana karI snehanu sarjana karaze!. kAInI sAthe kAIne vaira thayu hAya te sAMdhavA mATe setu banajo pazu kAInA dila tADaze nahi. eka mAtAnI kUkhe ALATelA ne joDale janmelA be dIkarA hatA. ane dIkarA mATA thayA. temane bhaNAvyA, gaNAvyA ne mAtAe khUba lADekArDa paraNAvyA. paraNyA pachI ceDA samayamAM kAi kAraNasara ane dIkarA vacce aNumanAva thayeA. eTale judA thaI gayA. meATAbhAi upara rahe che ne nAnA bhAI nIce rahe che. meATAbhAinuM nAma dineza ane nAnA bhAinuM nAma rameza hatu. mAtAne teA dIkaza sAthe laDAI nahAtI paNa mAtA ramezane ghera jame te dineza risAi jatA ane nezane ghera jame teA rameza risAi jatA. tethI mAtAe samajIne juduM rasADuM karyuM hatuM. ane drIkazanA aAlA mAtAne bahu sAlatA ane kyAreka te bahu akaLAtA tyAre khelatA-tamArA bApujIe peTe pATA mAMdhIne tamArA mATe milkata ekaThI karI ane have tame A zuM karavA beThA che ? mAtAnA dilamAM satata thayA kare ke mArA dIkarA kyAre bhegA thaze? ekabIjA sAthe premathI kyAre khelaze ? DhIkarAnA tUTI gayelA premane eka karavA mAtAe khUba kAzISa karI paNa emAMthI ekeya bhAi namatu mUkavA taiyAra na thayeA. madhue jyAre e vyakitaenA jhaghaDA thayA haiAya tyAre jo patAvI devA hAya te emAMthI eka jaNAe teA namatuM mUkavuM paDe. jo anne sarakhA utare teA kI jhaghaDo pate nahi. jyAre valeANu karavAmAM Ave che tyAre ravaiyAne sAmasAmA e netA bharAvIne khecavAmAM Ave che. eka netarlR dvIlu mUke tyAre khIjuM kheMcAya che paNa jo mane majabUta pakaDamAM Ave te kadI leANuM thai zake ? ne mAkhaNu maLe? nA. eka DhIlu mukAya ne khIju kheMcAya tyAre maMthana thAya che. te rIte jo tamAre kSamAnuM navanIta meLavavuM hAya teA eka jaNAe te pakaDelI pakaDa cheDavI paDaze. dinezanI vahunu nAma jayA hatuM. te svabhAve saraLa ne khUba bhalI hatI. lagna pachI traNa varSe temane tyAM putrInA janma thayA. e chokarI koi puNyAtmA hatI. jyAre kAI puNyavAna jIva gharamAM Ave che tyAre kusa pa hAya tA sauMpa thaI jAya che. jayAM garIbAI DAya tyAM dhananA DhagalA thaI jAya che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInuM nAma

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zAradA sAgara vardhamAna kumAra kema paDayuM ? prabhu mAtAnA garbhamAM AvyA tyArathI rAjyamAM dhana-dhAnya nI khUba vRddhi thai tethI temanu nAma vamAna kumAra paDayuM. 364 meATA bhAIne ghera dIkarI AvI. te gharamAM badhAne khUba priya hatI. te svabhAve paNu bahu TIkhaLI ne teAphAnI hatI. rUpe-ra Mge paNa sarasa hAvAthI jonArAne te gamI jatI. te theDI samajaNI thai eTale dineze tene kahyuM ke vacale mALe 'kAkA' nAmaneA eka rAkSasa rahe che. tyAM tAre kadI javuM nahi. te tarapha jovu paNa nahi. nAnakaDI che.karI kAkA' ke rAkSasa" eke zabdane a kayAMthI samaje ? nAnA bALakane jevA saMskAra ApavAmAM Ave tevuM enuM ghaDatara thAya che. nAnI kumaLI phUla jevI khALakInA hRdayamAM ThasI gayu` ke ApaNe rameza kAkAne ghera nahi javAnuM, A bALakI ramatI ramatI nIce utare tyAre ghaNI vAra meza bahArathI AvatA jatA hAya. te bekhIne dekhe tyAM tenuM haiyuM harakhAI jAya ane uMcakI levAnuM mana thai jAya paNa ebI DarIne bhAgI jAya. ramezane ghera saMtAna na hatu eTale ekhIne joine enuM haiyu nAcI uThatu. kAi kAi vakhata bajAramAMthI meAsakhI-sapharajana ke jAmaphaLa lAve tyAre tenA dilamAM thAya ke lAva ebIne ApuM. paNa DhilamAM vicAra Ave ke huM ene ApuM ne kaMi na banavAnuM banI jAya teA enA mA-bApa mane zuM kahe ? ema kahI mana vALIne besI rahe. kayAreka enI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jatA ke huM kevA ? A badhuM mAre khAvAnuM ne nAnakaDI ekhIne nahi ApavAnuM ? ema enA dilamAM asAsa thayA karatA. duHkhamAM sukha eka divasa evuM banyuM ke ekhI dAdaramAM ramatI hatI. ramatAM ramatAM dAdaranA kaTherAnA saLiyAmAM eNe mAthu bharAvI dIdhuM. keme ya karyuM" nIkaLatuM nathI. chatAM hiMmatathI peAtAnA nAnA hAtha vaDe peAtAnuM mAthuM kADhI levA te mathI rahI hatI. A samaye rameza bahArathI AvyeA. bebInA mA-bApa upara beThA che. ebI raDe che paNa kANu sAMbhaLe ? ramezane joine khAlI. kAkA, mAruM mAthuM kADho ne ! ekhInA A mIThA zabdo sAMbhaLI duzmana jevA bhAinI A TacukaDI bhatrIjI upara tene khUba vahAla AvyuM. teNe saLiyAnI vaccethI bekhItu mAthuM kADhayuM. ekhI khUba gabharAi gai hatI eTale peAtAnA gharamAM lai jai sUvADI ane pachI tarata pote upara gayA ne kahyuM moTAbhAI ! bhAbhI ! ekhIne Ama banyu che. me ene mArA gharamAM sUvADI che. Apa nIce AvAne ! jene vaira cheDavu che te kAi kANu upasthita thatAM che.DI de che paNa jenA dilamAM vairanA viSa vyApI gayA hAya tene jaladI cheDavu gamatu nathI. baMdhue ! vairane vipAka viSama che. mATe tamArA haiyAnA khUNe khUNe jo vainA viSa bharyA hAya te tene vasI nAMkhajo. kAraNa ke bhagavate kahyuM che ke " veNubaMdhANi mhbbhyALi 1" kAI jIvanI sAthe vaira rAkhavAthI ApaNane bhaya utpanna thAya che. jyAM vaira che

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zAradA sAgara 36 bhaya che ne prema che tyAM nirbhayatA che. mATe dareka jIva sAthe prema saMpAdana karo. ekatA keLave. eka videzI mANasa InDiyAmAM AvyuM. te eka sabaMdhIne ghera utaryo. tyAM 250 mANasa eka raDe jamatuM hatuM. badhuM eka kuTuMba* hatuM. paNa keInA mukha upara kaSAyane kaNIye na dekhAya. tyAre pelo videzI mANasa gharanA vRddha bApAne pUche che kAkA ! tame ATaluM moTuM kuTuMba! kevI rIte bhegA vasI zake che? tyAre vRddha bApAe eka AMgaLI UMcI karIne kahyuM ke amArA gharamAM ekatA che. vaDIlanA vicArane badhA anusare che. eTale ATaluM moTuM kuTuMba bheguM rahI zake che. jyAM ekatA nathI tyAM prema Takto nathI. Aje te dharmamAM paNa judA judA mata paDI gayA che. eTale dharma paNa vaheMcAI gaye che. je eka bhagavAna mahAvIranA siddhAMtane manuSya syAhUvAda daSTithI samaje te AvA phAMTA na paDe. bebInA samAcAra jANI tarata tenA mAtA pitA nIce AvyA. paNa nAnA bhAI ane tenI patnInA sAmuM paNa jatA nathI. A tarapha nAnI bebI vicAra kare che ke mArA mA-bApa te mane ema kahe che ke tAre kAkAnA sAmuM paNa nahi jovAnuM ne emanA ghare paNa nahi javAnuM. paNa mane atyAre je kaMI bacAvanAra hoya to mArA kAkA che. kAkA te kevA sArA ne premALa che ! bebInA mA-bApa kahe che tuM upara cAla. ApaNe aDo rahevuM nathI. tyAre bebI kahe che bApujI! A kAkAe mArI keTalI badhI sevA karI che ! tame to upara hatAM paNa emaNe mane bacAvI che mATe huM upara nahi AvuM. jyAre mAtA-pitA rahevA devAnI nA pADe che tyAre bebI bebhAna thaI jAya che. chevaTe bhAnamAM AvatA rahe che. mAtA-pitA samajatA nathI ne vairanI gAMTha choDatA nathI. jene veranI paraMparA ubhI rAkhavI che tevA chene ke game tema samajAve to paNa pote pakaDelI vAta mUkatA nathI. je ekatA haze te pavitratA maLaze. ApaNuM gurUjano ke vaDIle je kaMI kahe che te ekAMta hitane mATe kahe che. eka rUpaka yAda Ave che. - eka vakhata viSNu bhagavAne badhA devene potAne tyAM jamavA mATenuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. jamaNamAM jAta jAtanI mIThAIo banAvI che. batrIza pakavAna ane tetrIza jAtanA zAka banAvyA che. sonAnA thALa ane rUpAnA vATakA goThavyA. samaya thatAM badhA devo jamavA mATe AvyA. badhA jamavA mATe besI gayA. bhANumAM raI paNa pIrasAI gaI, tyAre viSNu bhagavAna kahe che bhAI ! tamane have jamavAnI chUTa che paNa mArI eka zarata che ke tamAre badhAe kuNuethI hAtha vALavAne nahi ne jamavAnuM che. badhA deve vicAramAM paDI gayA ke jamavuM kevI rIte? thALImAMthI keLiye laIne moDhAmAM mUkIe eTale kuNIethI hAtha ne vALavo ja paDe ne? kaMIka AsurI deve vicAra karavA lAgyA ke A viSNue ApaNane jamavA belAvIne

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zAradA sAgara ApaNuM A rIte ghora apamAna karyuM che. te dhamapachADA karIne jamyA vinA cAlyA gayA. paNa bIjA dee vicAra karyo ke viSNu bhagavAne ApaNane jamavA bolAvyA che, vaLI jamavAnI ATalI sarasa sagavaDatA karI che te nakakI AmAM kaMIka bheda haze ! ghaNumAM kaIkanI buddhi te kAma Ave ne? eka deve kahyuM ke ema kare. ApaNe badhAM pATalA najIka laIne sAmasAmA besI jaIne ne eka bIjAnA mukhamAM keLiyA mUkIe to keNI vALavI nahi paDe. badhA dene e vAta gamI gaI. badhA sAmAsAmI besIne eka bIjAnA moDhAmAM keLiyA mUkavA lAgyA. A rIte eka bIjAnA moDhAmAM keLiyA mUkavAthI ekabIjAnA vaira cAlyA jAya che. prema ne ekatA vadhe che. badhA devene A rIte jamatA joIne viSNu bhagavAnane AnaMda thaye. ne bolyA, tamArAmAM ekatA lAvavA mATe meM A rIte jamaNavArano samAraMbha zeThavyo hato. A rIte ekatA lAvavA mATe nAne bhAI ane tenI patnI kahe che moTAbhAI ! bhAbhI! tame upara rasoI banAvaze nahi. Aje bebInI tabiyata barAbara nathI mATe ahIM jame. paNa jene vera choDavuM nathI te ema kayAMthI mAnI jAya? bebI te kahe che huM upara nahi AvuM. mane to kAkA-kAkI bahu game che. huM pachI AvIza. mA-bApa te upara cAlyA gayA. nAnA bALakanA dilamAM koI jAtanA kUDa kapaTa hetAM nathI. e to premanA bhUkhyA hoya che. jyAM prema maLe tyAM deDayA jAya che. vaira-jhera badhuM meTAne hoya che. nAnA bALake te taddana saraLa hoya che. eka divasa bebI tenA kAkAne pUche che kAkA ! rAkSasa kevo hoya? rameze AvayuM tevuM varNana karyuM. te barAbara dhyAnathI sAMbhaLyA pachI bebI belI-tame kayAM evA che? tame te mANasa ja chene kAkA? A sAMbhaLI rameze gaMbhIratAthI pUchayuM. tArA pitAe AvuM zIkhavyuM che ne? dhImedhIme kAkA-bhatrIjIne prema vadhate gayo. kAkA-kAkIne khUba prema maLavAthI bebI tyAM khUba AvavA lAgI. bALakanuM hRdaya khUba nirmaLane pavitra hoya che. baMdhuo ! jyAM pavitratA ne saraLatA che. namratA che tyAM ke AnaMda che. paNa jyAM dilamAM rAganI ramakhANa ne tene dAvAnaLa saLagI rahyo che tyAM game teTalA dhananA DhagalA hoya te paNa zAMti nathI hotI. Aje paise jeTaluM vadhe teTalI azAMti paNa vadhI che. tamane maLyuM che te sArA kAryamAM tene sadupayoga kare. jeTaluM bIjAne tame Apaze teTalI zAMti tamane maLaze. Aje karoDonI saMpatti tamArI pAse bhale hoya paNa jyAre sarakAra nANuM paDAvI leze tenI kene khabara che? jyAre puNya paravArI jaze agara sarakAra paDAvI leze tyAre ApavuM paDaze. te tenA karatAM samajIne tamArA hAthe dAna karaze te sAruM che. bAkI bheguM karavAmAM tame mAne ke ame sukhI chIe paNa sukha nathI. dhanavAne zuM kahe che.

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zAradA sAgara 367 A dhananA DhagalAmAM mane zAMti nathI, duniyA gaNe sukhI mane paNa mArI mane khabara, sukhanA sItama ghaNuM sahuM mArA hRdaya upara be ke nirAMte kadI nA jamI zakuM, nIMdara mane na Ave TIkaDI lIdhA vagara A dhananA duniyA mane game teTalI sukhI mAnatI hoya paNa huM ke sukhI chuM e te mAruM mana jANe che. mArA makAnane sAcavanAra gurakhe eTale sukhI che teTaluM paNa huM sukhI nathI. e be TaMka nirAMte jame che jyAre huM te zAMtithI khAI paNa zaktA nathI. ne jamuM chuM te pAcana thavAnI TIkaDI levI paDe che. ane uMgha lAvavA mATe ghenanI TIkaDI levI paDe che. kAraNa ke eTalI badhI ciMtA magaja upara rahe che eTale kudaratI uMgha te AvatI nathI. devAnupriya ! A tamArA saMsAranuM sukha. A paiso prema teDAve che. A baMne bhAIone prema teDAvanAra paise hate. pelI bebI te kAkAne ghera paNa jAya che ne enA bApane ghera paNa jAya che. te enA mA bApane kahe che mammI-pappA ! tame kAkAne ghera kema AvatA nathI? tame nahi Avo te huM ahIM nahi AvuM. Ama karatAM bebInI varSagAMThane divasa Abe, have kAkAne tyAM paNa pArTI goThavI che ne mA-bApe paNa pArTI goThavI che. bebIne kyAM javuM? enA mA bApa kahe che tAre kAkAne ghera javAnuM nathI. tyAre bebI kahe che kAkAne ApaNe ghera bolAve nahitara mAre jamavuM nathI. aMte mA-bApa vicAra kare che ke ApaNe ghera paise ghaNe che. eka ja bebI che. je bebI nahi jame to paiso zuM karavAne A tarapha enA kAkA-kAkIne khabara paDI ke moTAbhAIne tyAM paNa pATI che. te ApaNe baMdha rAkhIe, pite badhe pregrAma kensala karIne baMne patipatnI vagara belAbe moTAbhAIne ghera gayA ne bhAInA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgI ke moTAbhAI ! ApaNA pApakarmanA udaye ApaNe judA thayA chIe. paNa have mAre vaira rAkhavuM nathI. A badhI milakta ApanI che. mAruM kAMI nathI. nAnabhAI moTAbhAInA caraNamAM paDI gayA ne derANI jeThANInA caraNamAM paDI bane e meLAmAM mAthuM mUkI pavitra dilathI eka bIjAnI mAphI mAMgI. AthI moTAbhAInuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM. ne eka bIjA bheTI paDayA. bebInI varSagAMThanA divase baMne bhAInA tUTelA hadaya saMdhAI gayAne eka bIjAne AnaMda AnaMda chavAI gayA. temaNe vairanuM visarjana karI snehanuM sarjana karyuM. ApaNe tyA saMvatsarInuM mahAna parva Ave che A divase A prema karavAno che. jenI sAthe vera hoya te verane bhUlIne premanI pavitra saritA vahAvaje. yathAzakti dAna karaje.

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zIradA sAgara 368 parigrahanI mamatA teDavA mATe dAna che. maithuna saMjJAne toDavA mATe ziyaLa che. purANa kane teDavA mATe tapa che ne bhavanA pherA TALavA mATe zubha bhAvanA bhAvavAnI che. AvA zubha anuSThAne karI AtmAnA teja jhaLakA. jIvana-ujajavaLa banAve. tapanI sAdhanAmAM joDAyelA bA.bra. pU. harSidAbAI mahAsatIjIne Aje vIsame upavAsa che. AvA satIjIo jyAre tapa karatA hoya te tamane paNa evA bhAva jAgavA joIe. ke huM kema na karI zakuM? AtmabaLa keLave che te tapa karI zake che. samaya thaI gayela che vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna - 14 bhAdaravA suda 1 ne zukravAra tA. 5-9-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! te AtmAnI Ahaleka pukAratuM ane zraddhAnI amUlya saMjIvanInuM pAna karAvI AtmAne amaratvanuM bhAna karAvatuM Aje cothuM paryuSaNa parva AvI gayuM. zraddhApUrvaka je jIva vItarAga vANInuM pAna kare che te amara bane che. jJAnI kahe che ke zraddhA e jIvanane prANa che. Aje mANasa khAdhA vinA thaDe samaya TakI zake che paNa pANI vinA TakI zakatuM nathI. ane jeTalo samaya AhAra ne pANI vinA TakI zake che teTale samaya havA vinA TakI zakato nathI. tema A saMsAramAM paNa mAnava zraddhA vinA TakI zakato nathI. Aje tamAre kaye vyavahAra e che ke jemAM zraddhA ane vizvAsa vinA cAlI zake che! vizvAsathI ghara cAle che je vizvAsathI vahe ke rahe che mAnI le ke ATalAmAMthI koIne roga thaye ne DokaTara pAse gayA. je DokaTara para zraddhA haze to davA levAthI roga maTaze, zraddhA vinA nahi maTe. ziSyane gurU vacanamAM zraddhA hoya to kalyANa karI zake. bhakatane bhagavAna upara zraddhA hoya to bhavasAgara tarI zake. asIlane vakIla upara zraddhA hoya kezamAM saphaLatA meLavI zake ne vidyAthIne zikSaka upara zraddhA hoya te AgaLa vadhI zake che. tame vahepAramAM lAkha rUpiyAnI rakama munImane soMpe che. je vizvAsa che to sepe che ne? gharamAM patnI upara paNa vizvAsa rAkhavo paDe che. je mAtA ke pitAnI patnI pratye zaMkA hoya to temanA hAthanI banAvelI rasoI paNa mANasa khAI zake nahi. duniyAmAM sarvatra vizvAsathI kAma cAle che. te have tame vicAra karo ke ApaNane sarvajJa bhagavaMte upara ane temanA prarUpelA dharma upara keTalI zraddhA hevI joIe? paNa Aje tamane dharma upara keTalI zraddhA che? bele. saMsAranI zraddhA rAkhavAthI kayAreka zraddhAnI azraddhA thavAno prasaMga Ave che. kAraNa ke saMsAramAM svArthanI sagAI che. jyAM juo tyAM rAganI rAmAyaNa vaMcAya che ne keSanuM

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zAradA sAgara 369 dArUNu yuddha cAle che. paNa jene keInA pratye rAga nathI, dveSa nathI, svArtha ke lAlasA nathI mAtra karUNa dRSTithI jagatanA jIvonuM kalyANa kema thAya tenuM lakSa rAkhI pite kaSTa veThIne jJAna prApta karI jagatanA jIvone sanmArge vALavA prayatna kare che AvA paramAthI saMto upara keTale vizvAsa che joIe? dharma upara AvI daDhazraddhA je rAkhavAmAM Ave to avazya lAbhadAyI bane che. gItAmAM kahyuM che ke - zradhdhAvAna labhate jJAnaM, tatparaH saMyatendriyaH / jJAnaM labdhvA parAMzAntima, acireNAdhigacchati // zraddhAvAna jIva jJAna prApta karI, Indri upara kAbU meLavI, ekSapadane prApta kare che. tyAre "saMratimA vinati " azraddhALu manuSya vinAza pAme che. juo, zraddhA upara eka nyAya ApuM. eka nagaramAM be mitre rahetA hatA. baMne janmathI khUba garIba hatA. temAM eka zraddhAvAna hato ne bIje dareka vAtamAM zaMkA karanAro hato. eka zraddhAvAna mitre kahyuM ke ApaNe ahIM sukhI nahi thaIe. paradeza jaIne vepAra karIe. tyAre bIje mitra kahe che paradeza jaIne vadhu duHkhI nahi thaIe tenI zuM khAtrI? zraddhAvAna mitre khUba Agraha karyo eTale baMne jaNA paradeza javA ravAnA thayA. mArgamAM eka siddhapurUSane je. tyAre zraddhAvAna kahe che A saMtanI sevA karIzuM to sukhI thaIzuM. tyAre zaMkAzIla mitra kahe che sevA karavAthI sukha maLaze tenI zuM khAtrI? Ama zaMkAzIla bane paNa zraddhAvAna mitrane sevA karato joIne te paNa sevA karavA lAgyo. paNa manamAM vAraMvAra zaMkA karato ke A siddhapurUSa che tene ze vizvAsa? A baMne mitroe khUba sevA karI eTale pelA siddhapurUSa prasanna thayA ne temaNe pilA be mitrone be vastro ApyA ne kahyuM ke cha mahinA sudhI A vastro tame baMne kaMThamAM rAkhaje. cha mahinA pUrA thaye temAMthI tamane dararoja pAMcaso sonAmahora maLaze. A baMne mitro vacce laIne tyAMthI ravAnA thayA. zraddhAvAna mitranA manamAM thayuM ke AvA saMta vacanasiddha hoya che. mATe temaNe je vacana kahyuM che tenuM zraddhApUrvaka pAlana karavAthI lAbha thaze. tyAre pelA zaMkAzIla mitranA manamAM thayuM ke koNa jANe cha mahine pAMcase sonAmahoranA badale pAMca trAMbAnA sikkA paNa maLaze ke nahi? tene ze vizvAsa? e kahe ke kaMThamAM rAkhe ke bagalamAM rAkhe ke piTalAmAM bAMdhe emAM zuM phera che? tene te vastra gALAmAM nAMkhatA zarama AvatI hatI eTale e te mazkarI karate hate. eNe te e vastra pheMkI dIdhuM paNa zraddhAvAna mANasane pUrI zraddhA hatI. teNe to te vastra barAbara cha mahinA sudhI kaMThamAM vIMTI rAkhyuM. eTale siddhapurUSanA vacana anusAra tene temAMthI nitya pAMcaso sonAmahoranI prApti thavA lAgI ane te dhanADhya banI gaye. tyAre pelA zaMkAzIlanA aphasosano pAra na rahyo.

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770 zAradA sAgara baMdhuo! zraddhA vinA jIvanamAM keI kAryanI saphaLatA maLatI nathI. zraddhA e AtmAnuM kahInura che. je tamAre jIvananuM suMdara ghaDatara karavuM hoya, jIvanamAM saurabha phelAvavI hoya to prathama zraddhAnI jarUra che. zraddhA vinAnI kriyA ekaDA vinAnA mIMDA jevI che ne AkAzamAM citrAmaNa karavA jevI che. jJAnInA pagale cAlavuM te sAcI zraddhA che ne ajJAnInA pagale cAlavuM te aMdhazraddhA che. dharmane prANa zraddhA che. zraddhAthI ke lAbha thAya che ! azraddhAthI lAbha to thatuM nathI paNa aMdhazraddhAthI kevI hAMsI thAya che. Aje to mANase mAM aMdhazraddhA khUba vadhI gaI che ne AMdhaLIyuM anukaraNa karatA thayA che. tame je dharmakaraNI karo cho te je sAcI samajaNa ane zraddhApUrvaka thAya to mahAna lAbha thAya che. chevaTamAM dharmakaraNa niSphaLa jatI nathI paNa puNya baMdhAya che. e puNya bhegavatA khalAsa thaI jAya ne navuM puNya upArjana na thAya te pAchA hatA tevA ne tevA thaI jaze. Aje dharmakaraNImAM kaho ke tamAre vyavahAra kaho badhAmAM bIjAnuM anukaraNa thAya che. ANe Ama karyuM te ApaNe Ama karavuM joIe, A rIte ghasaMjJAthI badhuM thAya che. paNa ApaNe kayA hetuthI A karIe chIe tenuM mULa kAraNa keI tapAsatuM nathI. tame bIjAnuM anukaraNa kare te sAcuM karo paNa je anukaraNa karavAthI mUrkha banIe tevuM anukaraNa na kare. zraddhAthI zuM lAbha thAya che ne azraddhA-zaMkA karavAthI kevuM nukazAna thAya che te vicArI gayA. have aMdha anukaraNa karavAthI zuM thAya che te vicArIe. AMdhaLuM anukaraNaH eka gAmamAM eka paMDita brAhmaNa rahetuM hatuM, AkhA gAmamAM keInA dIkarA-dIkarI paraNAvavAnA Adi zubha kAmamAM A gora mahArAjane sahu bolAvatA. gAmamAM sau emane paMDitajI kahetA. A paMDitajI dararoja savAramAM nAhIdhoIne gAyatrI maMtrano jApa karatA. A paMDitajInA gharanI sAme eka kuMbhAranuM ghara hatuM. kuMbhAranA AMgaNAmAM eka gadheDuM bAMdheluM rahetuM. e gadheDAne dararoja prabhAtanA paheramAM bhUMkavAnI Adata hatI. paMDitajIne gAyatrI maMtrano jApa karavAno samaya ane gadheDAne bhUMkavAne eka samaya hato. paMDitajI vicAra karavA lAgyA ke A gadheDo pavitra lAge che. e dararoja mArI sAthe gAyatrI maMtra bolate lAge che. nakakI e kaI jegI jevo che eTale te mArI sAthe maMtramAM sUra purAve che te sivAya AvuM na bane. paMDitajI pUche che jogIdAsa kayAM gayA" ? : eka divasa paMDitajI gAyatrIne pATha karavA beThA paNa pelA gadheDAne sUra na saMbhaLAya eTale paMDitajIne vicAra AvyuM ke Aja rojanI jema avAja na Avyo to e jIvanuM zuM thayuM haze? e te jogIdAsa je AtmA che. paMDitajIne gAyatrInA maMtra jApamAM citta cuMTayuM nahi. jema tema karIne jApa pUre karyo ne paMDitajI kuMbhArane ghera gayA. tyAM jaIne pUchayuM ke Aje jogIdAsa kyAM gayA che ? tyAre kuMbhAra kahe che jogIdAsa vaLI koNa?

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zAradA sAgara 371 mAre ghera keI jogIdAsa che nahi. tyAre kahe che tamAre ghera uttama jIva jogIdAsa rahe che. e roja gAyatrI maMtramAM sUra pUrAve che. kuMbhAra samajI gayo ke mAre gadheDe enA maMtra jApa vakhate bhUke che mATe jogIdAsa kahevA lAge che. kuMbhAra kahe che e to mAro gadheDe ne ? brAhmaNa kahe che AvA pavitra AtmAne gadheDe na kahevAya. ene te jogIdAsa mahArAja kahevAya. paNa e gayA kyAM ? tyAre kuMbhAre kahyuM. paMDitajI? e te rAtre marI gaye. A vAta sAMbhaLIne paMDitajI raDavA lAgyA. aho ! Aje te gajaba thaI gaye. paMDitajIne khUba dukha thayuM. AvA pavitra ne uttama jogIdAsa mahArAja marI jAya e kaMi jevI tevI vAta che ! mAre emanI pAchaLa kaMIka te karavuM joIe ne ? jogIdAsanI pAchaLa paMDitajIe mUMDAvela mAthuM ne tenI sAthe badhAe kareluM anukaraNa A paMDitajI to khUba garIba hatA. temaNe vicAryuM ke huM temanI pAchaLa dAna puNya karI zakuM evI mArI zakita nathI. te ochAmAM ochuM mAthuM muMDAvIne nadImAM snAna te karavuM joIe. te jogIdAsa mahArAja mArA mitra kahevAya. paMDitajIe te mAthuM muMDAvI nAMkhyuM te nadImAM snAna karIne ghera jaI rahyA hatA. tyAM rastAmAM nagarazeTha sAmAM maLyA. bicArA paMDitajI te jogIdAsa mahArAjanA zekamAM udAsa banI gayA hatA. nagarazeThe pUchayuM ke paMDitajI! Aje tame mAthuM kema muMDAvyuM che? ne ATalA badhA udAsa kema ? tyAre kahe che zeThajI ! Aje te gajaba thaI gayo. Aje jogIdAsa mahArAja svargavAsI thayA che. nagarazeTha kahe che kaNa jogIdAsa? tyAre kahe che ApaNuM gAmamAM eka moTA paMDita rahetA hatA. mejarAjAnA kALIdAsa paMDita karatAM paNa mahAna hatAM. tene ame jogIdAsa mahArAja kahetA hatA. te svargavAsa pAmyA. tamane khabara nathI? nagara zeTha kahe che nA...nA. te kahe mAre paNa kaMIka karavuM joIe ne? paMDitajI kahe. hA, jarUra karavuM joIe. AvA mahAna paMDitajInI pAchaLa tame te be-pAMca hajAranuM dAna kare te paNa tamAre mATe ochuM che. e mahAna pavitra hatAM. je vadhu kaMI na karo te ochAmAM ochuM mAthuM te muMDAvavuM joIe ne! tyAre nagara zeThe vicAra karyo ke dAna dauM te paisA kharacavA paDe tenA karatAM mAthuM muMDAvI lauM te patI jAya. eTale nagara zeThe paNa mAthuM muMDAvyuM. nagara zeTha mAthuM muMDAvIne ghera jaI rahyA che tyAM rastAmAM loke pUchavA lAgyA ke zeTha! tame tenuM sarAvavA gayA hatA? kenuM mAthuM muMDAvyuM? tyAre zeTha kahe che tamane kaMi khabara che ke nahi? ApaNuM gAmamAM jogIdAsa mahArAja devaloka pAmyA. AkhA gAmamAM samAcAra vijaLI vege phelAI gayA ke jogIdAsa mahArAja - devaloka pAmyA. paMDitajIe paNa mAthuM muMDAvyuM - kaI kAma prasaMge nagara zeTha pradhAnajI

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372 zAradA sAgara pAse gayA. pradhAne pUchyu zeThajI! tamArA kuTukhamAM koinuM mRtyu thayuM che ke zu? tyAre zeTha kahe che pradhAnajI! Apa AvA moTA pradhAnajI thaine gAmamAM zu banyu eTalI paNa khakhara nathI rAkhatA ? Aje jogIDhAsa mahArAja svargavAsI thayA eTale pradhAne nagara zeThanu anukaraNa karyuM. te sivAya ghaNAM mANasAe mAthu muMDAvyuM. paNa koI pUchyu nathI ke e mahArAja kANu hatA ? pradhAnajI rAjasabhAmAM gayA. pradhAna, nagara zeTha paMDitajI ane khIjA ghaNAM mANase sabhAmAM mAthuM muMDAvIne AvyA hatA. badhAnA mAthe muMDana joine rAjAe pUchyuM pradhAnajI ? tame kema mAthuM muMDAvyuM che? pradhAne kahyuM. mahArAjA! Aje jogIdAsa mahArAja mRtyu.JAmyA che. rAjA kahe pradhAnajI ! e jogIDhAsa mahArAja kANu hatA ? e kAI vakhata ApaNI sabhAmAM AvyA hatA ? temanA jJAnanA kdI lAbha lIdhA che ? pradhAna kahe sAhema ! e mane khabara nathI. nagara zeTha madhu jANe che. emane pUcho. AjAe nagara zeThane pUchyuM tyAre zeThe kahyuM mahArAjA ! huM e vAta nathI jANatA. ApaNA paDitajIne pUcho. emane badhI khabara che. have paMDitajInA vAre AvyA. rAjAe paDitajIne pUchyuM ke paMDitajI ! kayA jogIdAsa mahArAja marI gayA ? e kayAM rahetA hatA ? emanA gurUnu nAma zuM che ? emane keTalA ziSyeA hatA? e keTalA zAstra bhaNyA hatA ? temaNe temanA jIvanamAM kaI kaI mahAna sAdhanAe karI che ke jemanI pAchaLa pradhAnathI mAMDIne ghaNAM nagarajaneAe mAthuM muMDAvyuM che ? teA e koi sAmAnya vyakti nahi hAya ! koI mahAna purUSa haze ? paMDitajI kahe mahArAjA ! te keAI pavitra jIva hatA ne mane gAyatrInA maMtramAM dararAja sUra pUrAvatA hatA. e mahAna AtmA satimAM gayA haze ! tyAre rAjA kahe che patijI ! tame te uttama jIva hatA ema kahyA kare che paNa mArA praznanA javAkha kharAkhara kema ApatA nathI ! bicArA paMDitajI mUJayA ke AvA uttama jIvane gadheDA kema kahevAya? paNa rAjA pAse temanu kaMI cAle tema na hatuM. paMDitajIe kahyu mahArAjA ! jogIThAsa mahArAja manuSya nahatA. tyAre rAjAe gusse thaine kahyuM e kANu hatA ne kevA hatA ? paMDitajIe kahyu. mahArAjA ! ene cAra paga hatA. mehuM lAMbuM hatuM. ne peTa mATuM hatuM. paNa gadheDe hateA tema kahevuM pApa che ema paMDitajI mAnatA hatA. tyAre rAjA kahe che tame kaheA che tevA jogIdAsa mahArAja hAya te zuM te gadheDA hatA ? ( hasAhasa ) paDitajIe kahyu hA, mahArAjA paNa AvA pavitra AtmAne gadheDA kahevA te mahAna pApa che. rAjAe pradhAna sAme joine kahyuM ke badhA te mUrkhA bhegA thayA che paNa pradhAnajI! tame paNa mUnA saradAra anyA ne? tamAre te vicAra karavA hatA ke jogIdAsa kANu hatA? AkhI sabhA khaDakhaDATa hasI paDI. tamane paNa khUba hasavu Ave che ne ? baMdhuo ! A dRSTAMtathI ApaNe e sAra grahaNa karavAnA che ke tame anukaraNa kare teA sArAnu karajo paNa AvuM aMdha anukaraNa nA karaze!.

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zAradA sAgara 373 baMdhuo! jeTalA mahAna purU thayA che te badhA sabhya zraddhAnA yoge thayA che. je tamAre tamArA jIvanane ucca ane upakAraka banAvavuM hoya te upakArI mahAna purUSa pratye zraddhA rAkhe. sAcI zraddhAthI viveka pragaTe che. mAnava jIvanamAM zraddhAnI jambara asara thAya che. bhayaMkara mAMdagImAM paNa kyAreka zraddhA amRtanI garaja sAre che. vizvAsa AtmAnI ti che. saMzaya AtmAne aMdhakAra che. viveka hRdayanI saurabha che ne aviveka mananI gaMdakI che. sAdhanAnA vRkSane zraddhAnuM jaLa siMcatA rahe te siddhinA suMdara puSpa avazya khIlI uThaze. jo tamAre jIvanamAM sugaMdha maheMkAvavI hoya te ApaNe ApaNA anaMta zakitazALI AtmAnA astitvamAM zraddhA rAkhavI joIe vicAravuM joIe ke anaMta sAmarthyane svAmI mArA pitAne AtmA che. e satyamAM zraddhA rAkhavI joIe. A vAtamAM zraddhA hoya te ApaNe pite AtmAnI zakitane anubhava karI zakIe. A zraddhA vaDe tame jevA dhArazo tevA banI zakaze. tame potAne nabaLA mAnaze te nabaLA banaze ne baLavAna mAnaze te baLavAna banaze. paNa eTaluM jarUra samajI leje ke ApaNe AtmA anaMta jJAna, anaMta sukha ane anaMta guNane svAmI che. je kaMI pragaTa karavA gya gaNe che te badhA ApaNAmAM che. je anaMta guNe pragaTa karavA hoya te anaMta guNamAM zraddhA rAkho. zraddhAnI saMjIvanInuM pAna karAvanAra paryuSaNa parvanA traNa divasa te palakArAmAM pasAra thaI gayA. Aje cotho divasa AvI gayA. paryuSaNa parvane ATha divasa zA mATe che? te tame jANe che? jJAnAvaraNIyAdi karmo ATha che. jAtimada, kulamada Adi mA paNa ATha che. ane pAMca samiti ne traNa gupti e pravacanamAtA paNa ATha che. jJAnAvaraNIya Adi ATha karmone A ATha divasamAM pAtaLA pADavAnA che. ATha madane gALavAnA che ne ATha pravacana mAtAnI AjJAmAM rahevAnuM che. A pavAdhirAja paryuSaNa ApaNA AtmAne lAgelA karmarUpI kAdavane devA mATe ziMga kaMpanI che. A kaMpanI ATha divasa mATe khelI che. tamane veziMgamAM dhAyelA kapaDA paheravA game che ne? ahIM paNa AtmAne ghevAne che. vItarAga zAsana rUpI ziMga kaMpanImAM vItarAgI saMte bebI banIne karmanA melane devA mATe tamane hAkala kare che ke he bhavya jIva ! have jAge. kyAM sudhI pramAdamAM paDayA raheze? purUSArthanI pagadaMDI para prayANa kare. samaya te pANInA pUranI jema vahI rahyo che. vItarAga vANI rUpI pANI, samyakatva rUpI sanalAITa sAbu laI, samatAnI zIlA upara dharmarUpI dhekA vaDe AtmArUpI paDAne dhoIne svaccha banAvI do tamane saMsArane tApa lAge hoya ne e tApamAM jema tema athaDAIne tRSAtura banyA ho te e tRSAne zAMta karavA mATe A paryuSaNa parva e ATha divasa mATe ThaMDA

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34 zAradA sAgare pINuM pIvAnuM kelaThThIMga hAusa che vItarAga vANInuM zItaLa jaLa pIne tamArI tRSAne zAMta kare. A paryuSaNa parva ajJAnamAM AthaDatA jIvone ratnatrayanuM noleja (jJAna) prApta karavAnI keleja che. mArA bhAIo ne bahena ! tame kelejanuM noleja ghaNuM prApta karyuM. paNa e noleja bhavanA pherA nahi TALe. anaMtakALathI saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra je koI hoya te ajJAna che. AcAraMga sUtramAM bhagavAne kahyuM che ke "joyaMti gAna ahiMyA phuvalaM jIvane ajJAna jevuM meTAmAM moTuM koI dukha nathI. jJAna jevuM koI sukha nathI ne ajJAna jevuM duHkha nathI. mATe A ajJAnanA aMdhakAra TALIne jJAnane sUrya pragaTAvavo hoya te tame amArI A ATha divasanI kelejamAM dAkhala thaI jAva. ahIMyA tamane ratnatrayanuM jJAna ApavAmAM Avaze. jeo samyaga darzana, jJAna ane cAritrarUpI rannene pAmI jAya che tene saMsAra limiTamAM AvI jAya che. te jIva jaghanya trIje bhave ne utkRSTa paMdara bhave mekSamAM jAya che. kadAca paMdara bhave mokSamAM na jAya te ardha pudgava parAvartanathI vadhu saMsAramAM te jIva bhamatuM nathI. te niHzaMka vAta che A paryuSaNa parva bhavarogane nAbUda karavAnI DIspensarI che. keIne peTamAM epenDIsa hoya, peTamAM gAMTha hoya agara hADakuM saDI gayuM hoya te tenuM oparezana karAvIne tame kaDhAvI nAMkhe che. je zeDo paNa saDe haze to bhaviSyamAM vadhu nukazAna karaze ema samajIne vahelI take tame DAkaTara pAse jaIne jaldI oparezana karAvavA mATe hospitAlamAM dAkhala thaI jAva cho. DokaTaro oparezana karIne cArja le che paNa amArA vItarAganA saMta zrI opha cArjamAM oparezana kare che. te ATha divasa mATe che. ghaNI vakhata gavarmenTa sarakAra bahArathI moTA moTA sarjana DokaTara bolAvIne ATha daza divasa mATe yajJa khele che ne ghaNuM dadIo tene lAbha laIne potAne rega nAbUda kare che. tyAre amArA bhagavaMte paNa bhavarega nAbUda karavA mATe A hespitAla khelI che ne saMtarUpI DokaTara mokalyA che. A kaI prAyaveTa hospitAla nathI. janarala che. jene dAkhala thavuM hoya te thaI jAva. dAna -ziyaLa - tapa ane bhAvanAnI auSadhi laIne bhavaroga nAbUda kare. baMdhuo ! A parva AtmAne pavitra banAvavAne saMdeza Ape che. te tame parigrahanI mamatA choDe. bane teTalI svadhasInI ane dIna dukhInI sevA kare. Aje te svadharmI ane durabInI sevA karavAnI bhUlI gayA che. jyAM juo tyAM paisAnI pUjA thAya che. jeTaluM paisAnuM mahatva che teTaluM AtmAnA guNonuM mahatva nathI. paisanA pUjArIo! e piso tamane pApanA pioTalA baMdhAvIne durgatimAM dhakelI de che te jIvane kyAM samajAya che? paiso vadhe ne sAthe pApa paNa vadhyuM che. duniyAmAM bhraSTAcAra vadhe che. Aje meM paisA hoya tene mAna Ape che. paNa karmanA udayathI je bicAre garIba che paNa enA

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zAradA sAgara 375 jIvanamAM keTalA sadUguNa che, tenuM aMtara kevuM pavitra che te kaI tapAsatuM nathI, jagatamAM jyAM juo tyAM dhanavAnI jaya bolAya che. eka bhakate paNa gAyuM che ke - paisAnI jagamAM jaya jaya, dhanapatinI jagamAM jaya jaya paisAne se bhare salAma, paise saune kare gulAma, are vAha re vAha . paisAnI jagamAM jaya jaya, sau kaI paisAne pyAra kare, sau kALAne jayakAra kare, paNa paresavAnI pUMchane ahIM, nA koI satkAra kare. kALanA mAna ane dhaLAnAM thAye apamAna...are vAha re vAha... paisAnI pAchaLa tame pAgala banyA che. paNa vicAra kare. paisAnI pAchaLa tenA gulAma banI gayA che. keI garIba mANasa phATayA tUTayA kapaDAM paherato hoya, keI vejAnA kapaDAM pahero hoya to koI tenI khabara nA pUche. paNa e mANasanA puNyane sitAro jhaLake ne te vejAne badale zarabatI malamalanuM dhotiyuM pahere, ziMgamAM joyelA TerI koTananA penTa ne zUTa pahere te enA mAna vadhI jAya che. vyakita to te ja hatI enuM nAma paNa e ja hatuM paNa have sau kema bolAve che? tenuM kAraNa samajayA ne? A vyakitanA mAna nathI paNa tenI pAse rahelA paisAnuM mAne che. jUnI kahevata che ne ke nANuM vagarano nAthIyo ne nANe nAthA lAla" pAse nANuM na hatuM tyAre nAthI kahIne bolAvatA. keInuM nAma gAMDAlAla hoya to gAMDI - gAMDI kare paNa paisA vadhe te nAthIyAne nAthAlAla zeTha ne gAMDIyAne gAMDAlAla zeTha banI jAya che. Aje jyAM juo tyAM dagAberI, lAMca-rUzvata ne lAlaca vadhI che. eka jamAne e hatuM ke sAdhune davAnI jarUra paDe te davAnI jene dukAna hoya te lake maphata davA ApatA. sAdhune daI thAya te DokaTara jena na hoya to paNa sAdhunI sevA maphata karatA hatA. Aje paNa sevAbhAvI DokaTaro ane davAvALAo che ne te tenI sevAno lAbha le che paNa tevA bahu ochA che. A parvanA divasonI tame evI rIte ujavaNI karo ke anya dhamI upara paNa chApa paDe. zrImaMtAnA gharanAM nekare paNa vicAra kare ke zeTha A ATha divasa khUba dharma ArAdhanAmAM joDAze te ApaNane paNa ArAma maLaze. paNa tame evuM na karatA ke A ATha divasamAM bahu kAma nathI te ATalI ugharANI karI Ava paNa tene upAzraye vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA laI Avaje.. e sAMbhaLaze te kayAreka te tamArA karatAM pahelA bUjhI jaze. ene paNa thAya ke zeThanA paryuSaNa jaldI kayAre Ave ? DokaTaro hoya, vahepArI hoya to temaNe ATha divasa garIbone maphata davA ke anAja ApavA. e bicArA aMtaranA AzIrvAda Apaze ne pharIne paryuSaNa parvanI rAha joze. vaDodarAmAM

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376 zAradA sAgara eka AnaMdalAla bI. koThArI sthA. jaina DokaTara sarjana che. teo paryuSaNanA divasomAM jeTalA dadI Ave tene maphata oparezana kare che. garIba dhanyavAda ApatA bele che ke. paryuSaNa sadA Avaje. mATe dharmasthAna, tapa, tyAga, dAna, ziyaLathI uttama parva ujave. eka bahena nAnI uMmaramAM vidhavA thaI. karmayoge vidhavApaNuM che temAMe dhana ane dhaNI baMne jenA jAya che tenA upara karmarAjAe pahADa pheMkavA barAbara che. jyAM sudhI mAnavI tenA paMjAmAM nathI AvyuM tyAM sudhI tene khabara nathI ke duHkha kevuM che? kharekhara dhanavAnI moja mANe che, dukhiArA AMsu sAre che. kaI anubhavIne pUchI le, e kema jIvI jANe che. A rIte bhayaMkara garIbImAM pitAne pati strI ane putrane mUkI mRtyunA baLe sUI jAya che. chevaTamAM mahAna dukha bhogavatAM dIkarAne mATe kare che. bhaviSyanA sukhanI AzAe mA ghaMTInA paiDA pheravI dIkarAne bhaNAve che. sukhanI AzAe duHkha veThI mAtA e pitAnI jAtane kapaDA ghasAya tema kAyAne ghasI nAMkhI. dIkare AgaLa vadhatAM bI. e. thAya che. dIkarAne manamAM keDa che ke huM kyAre nokarI karuM ne mArI mAtAnA mahAna upakArano badalo vALI mAruM jIvana pavitra banAvuM. A AzAe bhaye paNa Apa jANe che ne ke Aje bhaNelAne hAtha jhAlanAra na hoya te te rakhaDatA hoya che. zrImatanA se sagA thAya che paNa garIbanA koI nathI. mAtAnuM zarIra khAdhA vagara majurI karIne ghasAI gayuM che je bhogave te jANe tema mAnuM zarIra lAza thaI gayuM. chevaTamAM bImAra paDI. cAra DIgrI tAva Avyo paNa davAnA paisA nathI te mosaMbI kayAMthI lAve ? dIkarAne keI hAtha jhAlanAra nathI. AvI garIbImAM paNa amIrI che ke maravuM sAruM paNa bhIkha nahi mAMgavI. kAma karIne paisA levA. paNa mAMgIne nahi. nakarI mATe badhe deDe che paNa maLatI nathI. have amAruM zuM thaze? te ciMtAe zarIra sukAvA lAgyuM. ciMtA se caturAI ghaTe, ghaTe rUpa ne raMga, ciMta baDI abhAgaNuM, ciMtA citA samAna | ciMtA bahu karavAthI mANasanI buddhi paNa ochI thaI jAya che. mANasanuM rUpa paNa ghaTI jAya che. ciMtA e te jIvatA mANasanuM avasAna che. ciMtA karatA citA sArI ke eka vakhata baLI javAnuM, paNa ciMtA te jIvatA mANasane jalAvI de che. chevaTe yAda AvyuM - keTalI jagyAe arajI karI, InTaranyU ApavA gaye paNa jyAM gayo tyAMthI nakAre thayo eTale nirAza thayela chokaro mAtAnI bImArI joI AMkhamAM AMsu sAre che. he mAtA! huM ke kamanasIba! ke mAtAnI sevA karavA paNa samartha nathI. have zuM karuM? tyAM yAda AvyuM ke mAre eka khAsa mitra che. te te

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zAradA sAgara 377 amerikA gaye che. paNa enA pitAjI moTA mila mAlika che. moTI moTI ophise che. te tyAM jaIne mArI paristhati jaNAvuM te jarUra mAre mUMjhavaNa bharyo prazna ukalI jaze. emanA agAdha dhana sAgaramAMthI ekAda biMdu mane maLaze tevI AzAthI te mitranA pitAnI ophise pahoMcI gayA. zeTha khUba kAmamAM hatA. tethI thoDI vAra pachI te bahAra AvyA. temanI pAse gaye ne pagamAM paDIne pitAnI sthitinuM varNana karyuM ne sAthe e paNa kahyuM ke ApanA putrane mitra chuM. kAkA! mane kRpA karI ApanI ophisamAM kalArka tarIke karI rAkhe. mArI mAtA bhayaMkara mAMdagInA bichAne sUtI che. eka mesabIne rasa pIvaDAvavAnA paNa paisA nathI. je mane atyAre nekarI Apaze te jiMdagIbhara huM Apane upakAra nahi bhUluM. ema kaheto zeThanA caraNa cUmavA lAgyA. kALaju kaMpAvatI chokarAnI karuNa kahAnI sAMbhaLIne zeThanuM dila pIgaLI gayuM. zeThe menejarane belAvI chokarAne kayAMka goThavI devAnI vAta karI tyAre menejare kahI dIdhuM. sAheba! ApaNe tyAM eka paNa mANasanI jarUra nathI. AvA te kaMIka bhikhAra Avaze. kahevata che ne ke potAnA sukhamAM masta banele mAnavI bIjAnA duHkha kayAMthI jANe? menejare nA pADI eTale zeThe kahI dIdhuM ke cAlyuM jA. milamAM jarUra nathI. tyAre chokaro khUba raDIne bolyo ke mArI mAtA khAtara mane che. huM AzAbhera Avyo chuM. te mArI AzAnA minArA nA teDaze. chokarAnA AvA karUNa zabdo sAMbhaLIne narama banavAne badale zeTha garama thaI gayA. baMdhuo! zrImaMtAInA nazAmAM cakacUra banelA mAnavIne garIba pratye hamadada AvatI nathI. chokare karagare che tyAre zeTha kahe che tene eka vakhata nA pADI chatAM samajAtuM nathI. have sIdhI rIte cAlyo jA nahitara mAre polIsane bolAvo paDaze. kALajAmAM seMsarA vAge tevA zeThanA kaThora zabdo sAMbhaLIne nirAzavadane bahAra nIkaLe. arerehave kyAM jAuM? magajamAM mAtAnI mAMdagI ane bIjI tenI davA vigere upacAra mATe zuM karavuM A prazna ghume che. bIjuM kAMI sUjhatuM nathI. chokare codhAra AMsue raDe che. kimatanI kevI balihArI che ke ATaluM duHkha hovA chatAM keIne tenA upara dayA nathI AvatI! have kayAM jAuM? kenI pAse paisA mAMguM? mAtAnI zikhAmaNa che ke dIkarA! bhUkhyA maravuM kUrabAna paNa keInI pAse hAtha laMbAva nahi. mahenata majUrI karIne maLe te levuM. zUnya je banIne eka ThekANe ubhe che. mAtRbhakitane vaza thaIne upADI ghauMnI guNa- have je nekarI vinA ghera jaIza te mAtA pUchaze ke beTA! nokarI maLI gaI? to huM zuM javAba ApIza? je nA pADIza te tene AghAta lAgaze. AvA vicAre enA magajamAM AvatA hatA. tyAM enA kAne zabdo athaDAyA ke kaI majUra che? A ghauMno kothaLo amuka ghera

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378 zAradA sAgara nAMkhI AvavAno che. A zabdo sAMbhaLIne cheka AzAbhera de ne ghauMno kothaLo uMcaryo. vaNakane dIkare che. kadI AvuM vajana upADayuM nathI paNa mAtAnI sevA karavA mATe kethaLo uMcakIne cAlyo paNa vajana uMcakI zakato nathI. parANe cAlyA jAya che tyAM eka keriyara sAthe athaDAtAM bheMya paDI gaye, tenA paga upara keriyaranA piDA pharI vaLyA temAM eka paga kapAI gaye ne bIjA page phekacara thayuM. bebhAna thaIne paDe che. koI dayALune dayA AvI ne sAme hospitAla hatI temAM dAkhala karyo. cAra pAMca divasa sudhI haspitAlamAM bebhAna rahyo jyAre bhAna AvyuM tyAre mA....mesabI mAdavA ema tUTaka tUTaka zabda bolyA karate. jyAre saMpUrNa bhAna AvyuM tyAre kahe che mArI mAtAne kaI khabara Apo. mane A zuM thayuM ? mArI mAtAnuM zuM thayuM haze! page cAlI zake tema na hatuM. kevI rIte javuM? dIkarA dIkarA karatA mAtAe choDayA prANu - eNe saranAmuM ApIne narsane kahyuM. bahena! mArI mAtAnI khabara kADhI Ave ne? enI zuM sthiti che? mAtAnI khabara kaDhAvI to samAcAra maLyA ke mAtA to dIkarAnuM raTaNa karatI karatI paraloka sidhAvI gaI. A sAMbhaLI chokare poka mUkIne chUTe moDhe raDe. tenuM rUdana joIne bIjA dadIo paNa raDI uThayA. arere.... ke kamabhAgI ! je mAtAe bALapaNamAM vidhavA5NunA duHkha veThI potAnI jAta nIcovIne bhaNAvyo tenI ATalI sevA paNa nA karI zakyA ! ghuMTaDo mosaMbIne rasa paNa pAI na zake. maratAM maratAM enA moDhe pANI paNa na mUkI zako? have e mAtA kayAM maLaze? ema karatAM eka mahine hospitAlamAMthI rajA maLI paNa ghera kevI rIte javuM? tenA mATe jAuM? gharamAM eka paiso ke anAjane kaNa nathI. mamatA pIrasanArI mAtAnI hUMpha nathI. have ghera jaIne zuM karuM? davAkhAnAmAMthI lAkaDAnI ghoDI banAvI ApI hatI. tenA sahAre A chokare medAnamAM jyAM badhA bhikhArIo bese tyAM besene keIne dayA Ave te pAI paise Ape temAMthI dALIyA mamarA laIne pitAnA divase gujArate hate. eka divasa evuM banyuM ke eka mANasa tyAMthI pasAra thato hato ne A chokare Ape mA-bApa eka paisa-garIbanI dayA karo ema belato hato. pele mANasa ene joIne thaMbhI gayo ne pUchyuM ke chokarA ! tuM keNu chuM? baMnene vicAra Ave che ke ApaNe eka bIjAne joyA che. tethI pUchayuM ke tane A zuM thayuM? tyAre karAe banelI badhI kahAnI kahI. saMta samAgama pachI menejaranA hRdayane palaTe - chokarAnI dardabharI kahAnI sAMbhaLIne kahe che dIkarA! tArI A dazA karAvanAra huM e zeThane menejara chuM. meM nokarI rAkhavAnI nA pADI na hota te tArI A dazA na thAta ne! mArA pApe tAro 5

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zAradA sAgara 379 pa. tu apaMga banI gayo. ke pApI ! sattAnA nazAmAM AvIne meM A zuM karyuM? tuM karagarato hato chatAM mane dayA na AvI. A pApane badale huM kyAM jaIne bhogavIza? hakIkta ema banI hatI ke paryuSaNanA divaso hatA. A menejara jena hato. te vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne AvI rahyo hate. vyAkhyAnamAM garInI dayA vizenI vAto sAMbhaLIne Avyo hato. temAM A pitAnA nimitta banele banAva najare paDe eTale tenA dilamAM khUba pazcAtApa thayo ne te pApa tenA dilamAM DaMkhavA lAgyuM. pote karelA pApanI chekarAnA caraNamAM paDIne kSamA mAMgI ne tene UMcakIne pitAne ghera lAvyone kahyuM. beTA ! mAre kaI saMtAna nathI. AjathI huM tAre bApa chuM. ne tuM mAro dIkaro che. have jiMdagIbhara tane pAchuM to paNa A pApamAMthI mukata nahi banI zakuM, mArI bhUlanuM AvuM pariNAma Avaze te mane khabara na paDI. saMtanI vANI sAMbhaLIne menejaranuM hadaya palaTAyuM ne potAnI bhUlane bhUla samajAtAM pote prAyazcita karI lIdhuM. baMdhuo! A menejarane pitAnI bhUla bhUla tarIke dekhAI te jIvana sudhArI dIdhuM. have ApaNe paNa ApaNuM jIvana sudhAravuM che. bhUlo nahi karavAne ane karelI bhUlanuM prAyazcita karavAne pavitra dina saMvatsarI Ave che. hRdayanA khUNekhUNe bharelA pApone yAda karIne tenuM prakSAlana karaje. vadhu bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM-5 bhAdaravA suda 2 ne zanivAra tA. 6-9-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahena ! sarvajJa bhagavAna zuM belyA che? he sukhapipAsu bhavya che! tame vizvamAM vasI amRtapAnanI AzA rAkhe che te te traNa kALamAM nahi bane. jheramAM rahIne koI mANasa amRtanI AzA kare che te keve kahevAya? ajJAna ne? sAcI samajaNanA abhAve jIva viSane amRta mAnI beThe che. che bhAna ne bebhAna banIne bhUla thAya che. amRta mUkIne jhera pIvAne tuM jAya che. bhavaraNa mahIM bhaTakatuM eka pravAsI, mRgajaLa pIvA jAya ne rahI jAya che pyAsI, tarasa na chIpI (2) eno pastA thAya che (2)che bhAna ne bebhAna jJAnIo kahe che tame jene sukha mAne che ke jemAM vaso che tyAM halAhala jhera bhareluM che. keI mANasa jhera pIne jIvavAnI AzA kare che te jIvI zake? "nA" tevI rIte A saMsAranA viSaya, vilAse tathA rAga-dveSanA tAMDava vacce sukha ane zAMti meLavavA cAhe che te kayAMthI meLavaze? jJAnI kahe che tuM jheramAM jIve che ne amRtanI

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380 zAradA sAgara AzA kare che A tAruM bhayaMkara ajJAna che. jherane jhera mAne te kadI jhera pIe nahi. mAnI le ke keI nAnuM bALaka che te jherane gAMgaDo laIne moDhAmAM mUkavA jAya te zuM mAtA laI lIdhA vinA rahe kharI? are, jherane gAMgaDe hAthamAMthI khUcavI le ne kahe beTA! A te jhera kahevAya. ne te khAvAthI marI javAya. bole pachI te dIkare mATe thayA bAda jherano akhataro karavA jAya khare? na jAya. AtmakalyANa karavuM hoya te jInavANunI saMjIvanI grahaNa kare. tamane AvI zraddhA jinavANImAM che? ke A saMsAranA viSaye, mithyAtva, rAga, deSa, ajJAna A badhuM jhera che. saMtee tamane A vAta keTalI vakhata samajAvI che nAnA bALakane eka vakhata enI mAtAe samajAvyuM ke A jhera che, te jiMdagI paryata te zraddhA rAkhIne tene akhataro karatuM nathI. paNa tame te bhoga viSane jhera samajo cho chatAM teno rAga choDatA nathI. mANasa jhera khAya te eka vakhata mare che paNa viSayanA viSa to jIvane bhavobhavamAM mAraze ne anaMta saMsAramAM rajhaLAvaze. zuM kahuM? anAdikALathI jIve tenI sAthe prema karyo che? jaDabhAva-vibhAva sAthe. jaDane prema rAkhI sukha, zAMti ane AnaMda levA Icche che kayAMthI maLI zake? tame vicAra karo ke siMha jevA krUra prANImAM kadI sAmyatAnA darzana thAya? sarpa jevA jherI prANImAM kSamA heI zake? tema saMsAranA majazekha ane viSaya vilAsamAM rAcanAra kadI AtmakalyANa karI zake? vairAgya ane viSayane bAramo caMdramAM che. te baMnene vaira che. IndriyanA viSayamAM meja mANanAra bhejana karatI vakhate eka paNa rasane cheDo nathI ne tapa-tyAganI vAte karato hoya to te AtmA ane paramAtmA vacce ghaNuM moTuM aMtara che. jene deva-gurUdharma ane jinavANI upara zraddhA hoya, janma-jarA-maraNane jene trAsa lAgyo hoya tene saMsAranA vaibhava dhana-zarIra, saMpatti ne yauvana badhuM zak trAtunI vAdaLInI chAyA jevuM lAge. saMsAranA bhAgamAM te udAsIna bhAvathI rahe. A vairAgInuM lakSaNa che. tyAga ane vairAgya AvyA vinA kadI mekSa maLI zake nahi. mokSa meLavo e kaMI sahelI vAta nathI. je anaMta kALathI nathI maLyuM te kaMI ema sahelAIthI thoDuM maLI jAya? je satya svarUpanI samajaNa vagara anaMtakALa rakhaDayo te amUlya tatvanI pichANa bhega viSayomAM racyApacyA rahIne karavA Icche che te kyAMthI thAya? Atma tatvanI pichANa karavA mATe pahelA pAtratA lAvavI joIze. parigrahanI mamatA ghaTADI, viSaya ne vyasane tyAga karI, pApakarma ochA karI tamArA jIvanane sAtvika banAvo. dukAnamAM gAdI upara besI ne jyAre anIti karatA hoya, bhoLA ane vizvAsu gharAkane chetaratA ho te samaye tamArA AtmAne pUche ke tuM dararoja upAzraye jAya che, jinavANInuM zravaNa kare che-ta teM tAruM jIvana keTaluM pavitra banAvyuM? AkhA divasamAM keTalI nItinuM

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zAradA sAgara 381 AcaraNa kare che ne keTalI anIti kare che? gRhasthAzramamAM rahIne kevuM jIvana jIve che ? mAnava jevuM ke dAnava jevuM? A rIte AtmanirIkSaNa kare. dareja sUtI vakhate ne uThatI vakhate vicAravuM joIe ke Aje huM mAnava jevuM. pazu jevuM ke purUSa jevuM kevuM jIvana jIbhe ? Aje huM keTaluM asatya bolyA ? keTalI anIti karI? aMtaramAM daMbha rAkhI uparathI dekhAva karavA dharmanA nAme keTalA TaeNga karyA? ne aMdaramAM tuM ke che? tenuM nirIkSaNa kara. kAraNa ke aMdara beThelo AtmA sAmAnya nathI. sarvajJa banavAvALo che. te jarUra tamane javAba Apaze ke teM keTalA dagA prapaMca karyA che? tuM ahIM bhUlya che. jevI tamArI kAryavAhI haze te riporTa ApI deze. jJAnI kahe che tuM kevI kAryavAhI karI rahI chuM tenuM cAre taraphathI bArIkAIthI sukSma rIte nirIkSaNa karI le. nahi kare tyAM sudhI tuM sAcA arthamAM Indrione vijetA nahi banI zake, mananI caMcaLatA dUra nahi thAya. te upaga, ane caMcaLa vRtti temaja indriyane AtmA tarapha nahi vALe tyAM sudhI tuM aMtaHkaraNanI zuddhi nahi karI zake, aMtaHkaraNanI zuddhi vinA Atmadarzana nahi thAya. Atmazuddhi kevI rIte thAya? Indriye viSayomAM pUrapATa doDe che. mana ahIM beThuM beThuM kevI vicitra kalpanAnA ghATa ghaDe che! A manane tathA IndrionA vyApArane aTakAvI de. ta5- tyAga ane vairAgya meLavavA mATe teM tArA azubha pariNAmane kayA nathI tyAM sudhI tuM AtmAnI samAdhi kayAMthI pAmI zake? tyAga virAga na cittamAM, thAya ne tene jJAna, aTake tyAga virAgamAM, te bhUle nija bhAna, tatvajJAnI purUSa uMDuM ciMtana karIne jagatane mAkhaNa Ape che. je koI ekAMta mArgane grahaNa karIne pitAnI svachaMdatAthI zAstra vAMcI ema kahI de ke upavAsanI jarUra nathI. tyAga karavAnI jarUra nathI. sAmAyika - pratikramaNa karI, upAzrayanA pagathiyAM ghasAI gayA paNuM AtmajJAna thayuM nahi mATe AtmajJAna meLavavAne mAga jude che ema kahe te svaccheda vRtti che. te vRttine tyAga karyA vinA AtmAnA parama sukhanI prApti nahi thAya. baMdhuo ! parama sukhanI prApti kazvA mATenI eka cAvI che, ke tame saMyama na laI zako ne saMsAramAM rahe to-anAsakata bhAvathI rahe. jema kamaLa pANImAM rahe che chatAM tenAthI alipta rahe che tema tame paNa alipta bhAve raho. ghaNuM mANasa karmanA udayathI saMsAra bhogave che paNa enA bhegAvalI karmo pUrA karavA mATe paNa saMsAranA rasathI nahi. evA anAsakata bhAve rahenArA AtmAo saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM temanI vRtti ane vartana tyAgI jevA hoya che. namI rAjarSi saMsAramAM hatA chatAM temane namIrAjarSi kahyA che. zA mATe? saMsAramAM RSi jevI rItabhAtathI rahetA hatA. ahIM jaina

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382 * zAradA sAgara darzanamAM te AvA aneka dAkhalA che. paNa Itara darzanamAMya AvA dAkhalA che. vaiSNavanA graMthamAMthI vAMcelI vAta che. saMsArI hevA chatAM tyAgI- bhAva zuddhinA baLe" eka vakhata kRSNanI paTTarANIo kahe che ke dakSiAnA sAmA kinAre eka mahAna yegI rahe che temane jamADavA mATe javuM che te dariye oLaMgavAmAM sahAya kare. tyAre kRSNa kahe che ke tame dariyAkinAre jaIne ema kaheje ke he dariyAdeva ! amAre pati brahmacArI hoya te amane javAno mArga karI Apa-tyAre kRSNanI paTTarANuo vicAra karavA lAgI ke ApaNA svAmInAtha 32 hajAra rANIo sAthe bega bhegave che chatAM kahe che brahmacArI! satyabhAmA, rUkSamaNI, rAdhA Adi pratye te pAgala che ne brahmacArI zenA? manamAM thayuM paNa svAmInI sAme belAya kema? kRSNanI rANIo bhejananA thALa laIne dariyA kinAre pahoMcI ne prArthanA karIne kahyuM he dariyAdeva! amArA svAmI je brahmacArI hoya te amane sAme kinAre javAne mArga Ape. A rIte kahyuM tyAM pANInA be bhAga thaI gayA. badhI rANIonA dilamAM camatkAra thaye ke A zuM? ApaNe te patinI vAtane majAka samajatA hatA paNa A te sAcuM paDayuM. sAme kinAre jaI bhegIne bhojana karAvyuM. pachI vicAra karavA lAgI ke ApaNe patinA vacana pramANe dariyAdeve mArga dIdhane ahIM AvyA. have javuM kevI rIte ? yogIne kahe che ame ahIMthI sAme kinAre kevI rIte jaIe ? tyAre yogI kahe che tame jaIne ema kahe ke ame jemane jamADIne AvyA chIe te megI je sadAne tapasvI hoya te he dariyAdeva! amane mArga Ape. A sAMbhaLI rANIo vicAra karavA lAgI ke ATalI badhI mIThAInA thALa bharIne lAvyA hatA temAMthI eka cIja bAkI mUkI nathI. badhuM khAI gayA chatAM kahe che sadAne tapasvI. A te kevI vAta kare che ! (hasAhasa). baMdhuo ! tamane A vAta upara hasavuM Ave che paNa bhagavAna kahe che mArA saMto AhAra karatAM hoya chatAM tapasvI. tyAM paNa tamane thaze ke e gocarI kare ne zenA tapasvI ! (hasAhasa). jJAnIe pariNAma upara vAta karI che. A beTI vAta nathI. kRSNanI paTTarANIoe dariyA kinAre jaIne kahyuM ke ame jene jamADI AvyA chIe te yegI je sadAnA tapasvI hoya te dariyAdeva amane mArga Apa. tarata pANImAM be bhAga thaI gayA. pitAnA mahele AvIne paTTarANIo kRSNane pUchavA lAgI ke svAmInAtha! Apa ATalI rANIonI sAthe rahevA chatAM brahmacArI kema? ane ame jene jamADavA gayA hatA te yogI nityajI hovA chatAM sadAnA tapasvI kema? amane A bAbatamAM khUba Azcarya lAge che. tyAre kRSNa kahe che A bAbatamAM huM lAMbuM vivecana nathI karate paNukamAM TUMtamane eTaluM jarUra kahuM chuM ke tamArI badhAnI vacamAM vasuM chuM, saMsAranA

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zAradA sAgara 383 bhoga bhogavuM chuM paNa temAM mane bilakula Asakti nathI, rasa nathI. ane tame jene jamADavA gayA te gIne svAda pratye jarA paNa rasa nathI. tame pakavAnanA thALa laIne gayA te te khAdhA ane roTalo ne chAza ApI heta te te paNa eTalA premathI ArogI jAta. ne tame na gayA hota to paNa ene paravA na hatI, A te yogI che mATe te nitya hovA chatAM tapasvI che. Aje ApaNuM parama pitA prabhu mahAvIra svAmIne janma vAMcavAnuM che. prabhune janma divasa caitra suda terasane che. paryuSaNamAM bhAdaravA suda bIjanA divase janma vAMcIe chIe. A vadI amAsanA divase bhagavAnane nirvANadina ujavIe chIe. evA bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne janma kayAre thaye? jyAre A pRthvI upara hiMsAnuM tAMDava vadhyuM, leke yajJamAM ghaDA ane bekaDA hemavA lAgyA, batrIsa lakSaNA yuvAna chokarAne jIvatAM himI devA lAgyA, leke dharmathI vimukha thavA lAgyA. ne bhUmi upara bhaSTAcAra bhramaNa karavA lAgyo, ajJAnIone upadrava vadhe tyAre tene nAza karavA mATe mahAna purUSone janma thAya che. gItAmAM kRSNa bAlyA che ne ke he arjuna! jayAre jyAre bhUmi upara pApane bhAra vadhaze tyAre huM janma laIza. paNa je AtmA mokSamAM nathI game te janma le che. kRSNa vAsudeva AvatI covIsImAM tIrthakara thaze. pachI temane janma nahi le paDe. badhA janmamAM mAnava janmanI jJAnIoe mahattA batAvI che. cattAri paramaMgANi, dullahANiha jntunno| mANusattaMsui sadhdhA, saMjamammiya vIriyaM // u. sU. a. 3, gAthA 1 A manuSya bhava pAmIne cAra aMga maLavA mahA muzkela che. manuSya bhava maLI jAya paNa mAnavatA AvavI muzkela che. mAnava te ghaNuM hoya che paNa mAnavatAnA guNa hetA nathI. jema dUdhanI khAlI bATalI ane dUdhanI bharelI bATalI vacce jeTalu aMtara che teTaluM aMtara mAnava ane mAnavatA vacce raheluM che. dUdhanI khAlI bATalIne paNa tame dUdhanI bATalI kaho cho ne dUdhanI bharelI bATalIne paNa tame dUdhanI bATalI kahe chene? paNa khAlI bATalImAM dUdha nathI hotuM te te nAmanI dUdhanI bATalI che. tema je mAnava janma pAme che paNa tenAmAM mAnavatAne yogya guNe nathI te mAtra kahevAne mAnava che. jenAmAM kAma- ke, IrSyA, viSaya, niMdA, vikathA Adi durgaNe bharelA che te sAce mAnava nathI. jo tamAre sAcA mAnava banavuM hoya te viSaya-kaSAyAdi durguNane kacaro pheMkI de. gharamAMthI kacaro vALIne bahAra pheMkI de che ke gharamAM DhagalA kare cha? kacaro gharamAM saMgharatA nathI te A durgAne kacaro kema game che? AjanuM jIvana jotAM dilamAM mane te duHkha thAya che. viSayenAM sevana, dezane ane vyasanee

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384 zAradA sAgara to dATa vALyuM che. eka vyasana aneka vyasana lAve che. ne e vyasanane vaLagADa jIvane sAcI dizA sUjhavA deto nathI. meM thoDA divasa pahelA eka lekha vAMcyo ke vyasana mANasane kevo tuccha banAve che. vyasanIne koI vizvAsa karatuM nathI. eka zeThane kaI hoziyAra mANasanI jarUra hatI. eTale temaNe chApAmAM jAhera khabara ApI ke mAre eka hoMziyAra mANasa joIe che. bIje divase zeTha pitAnA divAnakhAnAmAM beThA hatA tyAM eka karIne umedavAra Avyo ne zeThane namana karIne kahyuM. zeThajI! peparamAM jAhera khabara vAMcIne huM Apane tyAM nokarI karavA mATe Avyo chuM. mane Apa Apane tyAM rAkhI le te Apane mahAna upakAra. A zeTha khUba sadAcArI ne sAdA hatA. teo guNane mahatva ApanArA hatA. parIkSA karyA vagara tarata keIne rAkhI le tevA na hatA. eTale zeThe pUchyuM ke tame bhaNyA cho keTaluM? umedavAre kahyuM ke meTrIkanI AsapAsane abhyAsa karyo che. ne hameMzA sArA mArke pAsa thaye chuM. zeThe kahyuM bhaNatara ochuM haze te calAvI laIza paNa tamane kaI vyasana nathI ne? eka vyasana keTalA vyasana lAvyo tenI kahAnI - umedavAre kahyuM ke koI koI vakhata ekAda IlAyacI khAuM chuM. zeThe kahyuM ke IlAyacI te mukhavAsa kahevAya te khAvAthI meTuM sApha rahe. paNa tamAre A be divasa theDI DI vAre khAvI paDe? nA, nA. zeTha sAheba! ema nahi paNa kayAreka bhAMga pIdhI hoya tyAre meTuM sApha karavA khAvI paDe. tyAre zeTha kahe che ThIka, tyAre tamane bhAMga pIvAnI Adata lAge che? kema! tyAre pele umedavAra kahe che nAnA, zeThajI. Ama te mane kaI jAtanuM vyasana che nahi. kyAreka kaDaka sIgAreTa pIdhI hoya ne tenA kAraNe mAthuM bhamavA lAge tyAre ekAda bhAMgane gaglAsa pI jAuM chuM. (hasAhasa). juo A ke mANasa che? ema kahete jAya che ke mane kaI vyasana nathI ne pAche buddhinuM kevuM pradarzana kare che ! zeThe pUchyuM tyAre te tame sIgAreTa paNa pItA lAge che kharuM ne? tyAre pele kahe che zeTha! meM kadI jiMdagImAM bIDI pIdhI na hatI pachI sIgAreTanI to vAta ja kyAM? mane dhUmADe te game nahi. gADImAM musApharI karato houM ne mArI bAjumAM beThelA pesenjara bIDI ke sIgAreTa pIe te huM tenI sAthe jhaghaDo. kAraNa ke mArAthI dhUmADe sahana thatuM nathI. paNa A te kayAreka dezI ke IMglIza dArU pIdhe hoya tyAre upara eka be sigAreTa pI lIdhI hoya te be ghaDI lahejata Ave. bAkI mane sigAreTanuM vyasana nathI. (hasAhasa) tyAre zeThe kahyuM te tame dezI ane IMglIza baMne jAtanA dArU paNa pIve che kharuM ne? tyAre umedavAre kahyuM. zeThajI! tame zuM kahe che? dArUnA pIThA upara te meM svarAjyanI caLavaLamAM satyAgraha kare. ne dArUnA daityane bALe. tyAre huM caLavaLamAM mekhare hatuM. mane te dArU pratye ATalI

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zAradA sAgara 385 badhI napharata che. paNa vAta ema banI che ke ame pAMca mitro chIe. te eka divase ame gaNikAne tyAM nAcagAnanI mahephilamAM gayelA. tyAM mArA mitroe mane ekAda pyAlI pIvaDAvavA mATe gaNikAne khUba Agraha kare. paNa meM te tene kahI dIdhuM ke mAre dArU. pIve nathI. zarabata hoya te pIuM. tyAre mArA mitro mArA upara gusse thaIne mane kahevA lAgyA ke A kaMI kehika hAusa nathI. ahIM te zarAba pIvA joIe. e pIvAya te nAcagAnamAM majA Ave. mATe eka pyAlI pI jA. pachI je je ke raMga jAme che! je tuM nahi pIve te amArI badhI majA mArI jaze. khUba Agraha karIne parANe mane eka pyAlI dArU pAye. te pItAnI sAthe tabiyata evI khuza thaI gaI. evI lahejata AvI gaI ke bIjI cAra pyAlIo ekI sAthe pI gayo. ( hasAhasa) A sAMbhaLIne zeTha belI uThayA ke-le ThIka. tame vezyAne ghera nAca jevA paNa jAo cho? tyAre umedavAre kahyuM. zeThajI nAcamAM te zuM jovAnuM che ke tyAM jAuM? A jagatamAM jyAM juo tyAM nAca dekhAya che. milamAlike majUronI mahenata para nAce che. majuro meMghavArI ane bonasa para nAca kare che. vahepArIo ghara para nAce che ne zrImaMta gharanI zeThANIe sArA kapaDAM ane dAgInA para nAca kare che. odhA vividha prakAranA nAca jovA maLatA hoya tyAM bIjA nAca jovAnuM zuM mana thAya ane gaNikAnA nAcagAna jevA javuM hoya te pAMca-pacIsa rUpiyA joIe. mArA je garIba mANasa eTalA rUpiyA kayAMthI lAve? A te vAta ema banI ke janmASTamInA divase huM traNa pattAne jugAra rame temAM pacAsa rUpiyA che eTale mane thayuM ke lAvane gaNikAne tyAM jaIne saMgItanA sUra sAMbhaLuM. bAkI zeThajI! mAruM tyAM javAnuM gajuM che? (hasAhasa) tyAre zeThe kahyuM ThIka, tame traNa pAnAno jugAra paNa rame che emane? tame kaI vyasana bAkI nathI rAkhyuM ne pAchA kahe che mane koI vyasananuM baMdhana nathI. A tamArI kaI jAtanI vAta che? tyAre pele kahe nA. na. zeThajI! evuM kaMI nathI. mane bAvana pAnAne jugAra te gamatuM nathI. hAthamAM Ave te phADIne pheMkI dauM. paNa eka vakhata ame cAra mitre jelamAM gayelA. temAM eka mitra khissAmAM pAnA lAve. cha mahinA amAre jelamAM rahevuM paDyuM. cha mahinAmAM mArA mitroe mane evo pAnAno jugAra ramatA sarasa zIkhavADI dIdhuM ke bhalabhalAne harAvI dauM. * zeTha kahe che ThIka. to tame jelanA saLiyA paNa gaNI AvyAM cho kema? tyAre teNe kahyuM ke je ekanuM khisuM kApIne tarata bhAgI gayA hota te jelamAM javuM na paData paNa ekanuM khissa kApIne bIjAnuM kApavA gayo tyAM pakaDAI gaye ne jelamAM javAno vakhata AvyA. zeThe kahyuM tyAre tame khissA kApavAmAM paNa hoMziyAra che. kema barAbara ne? umedavAre kahyuM - khissA kApavA e kaMI mAre baMdha nathI. paNa mAro eka mitra

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386 'zAradA sAgara khisA kAtarUnI Telane sabhya hatuM. teNe mane A kaLA zikhavADelI ne emAM huM e hoMziyAra banI gayo ke kaI divasa pakaDAuM nahi. paNa eka divasa phojadAre mane pakaDo. tyAre tenA hAthamAM chare mArIne huM bhAgI chUTayo ne bIjA be cAra jaNanA khUna karyA hatA. (hasAhasa). zeThajI ! je khissA kAtaravAmAM barakta hatA te tamArI pAse huM A nokarInI bhIkha mAMgavA na Avata. zeThe kahyuM - aho ! tame te vyasananA bhaMDAra che. tame to ajabagajabanA mANasa nIkaLyA. have kaI vyasana bAkI che tyAre teNe kahyuM. mane khAsa kaI vyasana nathI. A badhuM eka IlAyacInA vyasananI pAchaLa cAlyuM Ave che. kharI rIte te mane eka ilAyacInuM vyasana che. zeThe kahyuM-mAre Avo vyasanI mANasa nathI joIta. zeThe ene vidAya ApatAM kahyuM ke bhAI! tamane nama! jhaTa paDe ne! * baMdhuo ! A daSTAMta uparathI ApaNe eTaluM samajavAnuM che ke eka nAnA vyasanamAMthI mANasa ke moTA vyasanI banI jAya che. ne AtmAne adhaHpatananA raste laI jAya che ane mahAna puNyodaye prApta thayele mAnava bhava hArI jAya che. A jugAra, madirApAna, vezyAgamanAdi vyasanonuM sevana karanAra AtmA pitAnA hAthe pitAnuM ahita karI bhayaMkara duHkha ubhuM kare che. jugAranI bhayaMkaratA samajavA mATe pAMDenuM ane naLa rAjAnuM caritra madirApAnanI bhayaMkaratA samajavA mATe dvArakAnagarInA nAzanuM daSTAMta ane parastrI laMpaTatA mATe rAvaNa, duryodhana AdinA dRSTAMte tame ghaNI vAra sAMbhaLyA che ne cerI karanArAo keTalA duHkhI thAya che te tame najare dekhe che. mATe A badhA dukhamAMthI bacavA mATe ane AtmAnuM zreya sAdhavA mATe A vyasanano tyAga karo. A kharAba vyasane tajIne dAna-ziyaLa-tapa-bhAva-jJAna-darzana-cAgni-saMteSa-kSamA-dayA Adi vyasanothI tamAruM jIvana bharI de, tenAthI AtmAnA teja jhaLakaze ne tamane paramAnaMdanI prApti thaze. * saddabhAvanA, saddavANI, vartana ane sajJAna hoya tyAre guNa Ave. skandapurANanA eka lekamAM paNa kahyuM che ke - - yAdRzI bhAvanA yasya, sidhdhirbhavati taadshii| yAdRzA stantavaH kAmaM, tAdRzo jAyate vaTaH // ' jenI jevI bhAvanA hoya che tevI siddhi thAya che. jevI rIte taMtu (tAra) hoya che tevA kapaDAM bane che. bhAvanA suMdara hoya te jIvana suMdara ane saMskArathI suzobhita bane che. saMskAra e jIvanano pAyo che. jaina darzanamAM rUpanI kiMmata nathI. guNanI kiMmata che. rUpa e puNyanI bakSisa che jyAre guNa e parama puNyanI bakSisa che. rUpa kSaNika che. te mAnavIne abhimAnI banAve che paNa guNa namra banAve che. hajAre guNa hoya paNa eka avaguNa

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zAradA sAgara 387 hAya te te sarva guNNAne DhAMkI de che. mATe avaguNAne dUra karI guNA pragaTAvavA joie. paNa Aje lakSmInI vAha vAha che. paraMtu vicAra karI ke lakSmIthI jIvananI sArthakatA thatI haiAta tA guNanI mahattA na raheta. Aje bhagavAna mahAvIra, mahAtmA gAMdhI Adine leke zA mATe yAda kare che ? temanA guNarUpI alaMkArAne kAraNe ja ne ? badhu ! jenI pAse sAcA alakArA che tene nakalI alaMkArAnI jarUra rahetI nathI. tema jenA jIvanamAM saMskAra rUpI alaMkAranA caLakATa che tene dhana ke rUpanA ApanI jarUra nathI. jIvanane Adarza banAvavA mATe tenA pAyA susa MskAro vaDe nAnapaNathI nAMkhavA joie. nAnapaNathI jeTalI kacAza rAkhaze| teTaluM jIvana saMskAra viuANu banaze. sa MskRti rUpI pAyA majabUta nathI tyAM sudhI sa MskAra rUpI bhavana majabUta manatu nathI. mATe bALakonA jIvanamAM saMskArAnu ghaDatara majabUta banAvavu hAya te pAce majabUta kare. jayAM sudhI ucca ane Adarza jIvananI tAlAvelI na jAge tyAM sudhI pAyAnA caNutaramAM lakSa pahoMcatu nathI. Aje khALAmAM jainatvanA sTAra kema bhUMsAtA jAya che? dharma kema gamatA nathI ? temAM mAtA-pitAnI kacAza che. have jo jainatvane TakAvavuM hAya. dharmasthAnane advitIya saMskRti vaDe sthira rAkhavA hoya teA AvatI kAlanI peDhImAM saMskArAnu siMcana karavu joie. Adarza mAtAnA saMtAne Adarza ane che ne Adarza satAnA enI mAtAnI kUkhane ujjavaLa kare che. putra mahAna hoya te! mAtAnuM nAma paNa gavAya che. bhagavAna dIkSA laine vicaratA hatA tyAre lAke kaDutA, padhArA.... padhAre.... trizalAnaDha kumAra ! mAtA trizalA teA svargamAM beThA hatA paNa ahIM temanuM nAma gavAya che. AvA pavitra purUSa bhagavAna mahAvIrane Aje janma dina vaMcAya che. prabhue jagatanA khUNe khUNe vicarI ne mahAna kaSTo veThIne ajJAna rUpI aMdhakArane upadezanA sonerI kiraNeA pheMkI dUra karyo. ane ajJAnamAM AthaDI hiMsA karatAM jIvAne sAcuM bhAna karAvyu. e prabhune mAkSe pahoMcyA Aje 2500 varSo thai cUkayA chatAM paNa ApaNe tene yAda karIe chIe. te prabhu kevA haze ? temanA bhavanI gaNatrI kayArathI thai te Aje sakSepamAM kahuM chuM. prabhu mahAvIra tathA kAi paNa tIrthaMkara bhagavatane AtmA bhavacakramAM paribhramaNa karatAM karatAM kevI rIte Atmadarzana pAme che ne chevaTe tIrthaMkara thaI kevI rIte dvAdazAMgItA bhAvAnuM dharmadezanA dvArA chasya upadeze che. tenA thADA vicAra karIe. kAI paNa tIrthaMkaranA bhavanI gaNatrI samyaktva pAmyA pachI zarU thAya che. sarva prathama mahAvIra prabhune nayasAranA bhavamAM pavitra munivarane ApelA dAnathI temaja e uttama munivaranA mukhethI sAMbhaLelA suMdara sadupadezathI anAdinI rAga- dveSanI nikhiDa karmagraMthine

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388 zAradA sAgara bheda thaye. aMtaranA dvAra khulyA, vivekane dipaka pragaTaye, sAthe AtmasvarUpanuM bhAna thatAM samyakatva ratnanI prApti thaI. nayasAranA bhavathI laIne mahAvIra prabhunA bhava sudhInI gaNatrI che. temAM keTalAka bha ArAdhakapaNunA che. tyAre keTalAka bhAmAM karmasattAnI prabaLatA temaja purUSArthanI nabaLAInA aMge ApaNuM parama tAra prabhuno AtmA vizadhaka paNa bane che. e bhagavAnane Atma 27 bha daramyAna puNyodaye devalokamAM temaja manuSya jIvanamAM ucca - koTInA gaNAtA cakravata, vAsudeva ane rAjA-mahArAjAnA aizvaryAne bhegavanAro paNa banyuM che. tIvra pAdiyathI sAtamI narakamAM paNa gayA che. bhagavAna mahAvIranA 27 bhavamAM sAta bhaMva tridaMDInA, sAta bhava devanA pachI seLamAM bhave jaina dharmanI dIkSA lIdhI. tyAM niyaNuM karyuM ke mArA tapa-saMyamanuM phaLa hoya te ghaNuM baLane svAmI banuM. tyAMthI saMyamanA prabhAve devalokamAM jaI aDhAramA bhave tripRSTha vAsudeva thayA. tyAMthI marIne sAtamI narake gayA. vasamA bhave siMha thayA. ekavIsamAM bhave narake gayA. tyAMthI tiryaMcAdinA ghaNuM nAnA bhavo karIne bAvIsamA bhave manuSya thayA. trevIsamA bhave cakravata thayA. tyAM cha khaMDanuM aizvarya maLavA chatAM e mahAna AtmAe ghAsanA taNakhalAnI jema e bAhya aizvaryano tyAga karI cAritra aMgIkAra karyuM. tyAM eka koDa pUrva sudhI cAritra pALI devalokamAM gayA. paccIsamA bhave eka samRddhazALI rAjAne tyAM rAjakumAra tarIke janmyA. paNa bAhya rAjya karatAM aMtaraMga AMtarika rAjyanI prApti mATe taiyAra thayelA e naMdana rAjakumAre paramakRpALu gurUdeva pAse cAritra aMgIkAra karI eka lAkha varSa sudhI niraticAra cAritra pALyuM. cAritranA prAraMbhathI AyuSyanI samApti sudhI mA khamaNanI tapazcaryA karI. 11 lAkha ne ekAzI (81) hajAra mAsakhamaNa kya. A rIte ugra tapazcaryA ane arihaMtAdi vIsa sthAnanI ArAdhanA karIne "sarva jIvone karuM zAsana rasI" te ucca bhAvanAthI naMdana muninA bhavamAM tIrthakara nAma karma upArjana karyuM. tyAMthI kALa karI chavvIsamA bhave dazamA devaloke gayA. tyAMthI cavIne bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI aSADa suda chaThThanA divase madhya rAtre nIca gotra karmanA udayathI devAnaMda brAhmaNInI kukSImAM putrapaNe avataryA. tyAM devAnaMdAe cI svapno joyA. sADImbAsI (82) rAtrI pachI nIcagavya karma saMpUrNa kSINa thaI jatAM haraNa gameSIdeva dvArA devAnaMdA mAtAnI kukSImAMthI trizalA mAtAnI kukSImAM saMkramaNa thayuM. te rAtre trizalA mAtAe gaja vRSabhAdi cauda svapna joyAM. anukrame nava mAsa ne sADAsAta divase caitra suda terasanA maMgala divase e jagatu uddhAraka prabhuno janma thaye. chappana dizAkumArI temaja 64 Indrae prabhune janma mahotsava ujavyA pachI siddhArtha rAjAe daza divasa sudhI prabhune janma mahotsava ujavyuM ane vardhamAna kumAra evuM guNa niSpanna nAma paDayuM.

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tharAdo sAgara, 389 baMdhuo! bhagavAna mahAvIra jagatanI alaukika saMpatti samAna che. prabhue janma laIne sArI e prajAne jJAnanA prakAza dvArA ajavALI che. prabhune janma thatAMnI sAthe traNe lekamAM ajavALA patharAyA ne darekanA dilamAM AnaMda AnaMda chavAye. A duniyA upara rAjadulArAne janma thayo - eka ja rAjadulAre, duniyAne tAraNahAre, thardhamAnanuM nAma dharIne, pragaTayo teja sitAre re.eka ' raMkejanenA dilamAM pragaTya, AzA bhareluM ajavALuM, belI A dIna dukhIyAne, raheze nA keI nodhAruM....(2) bhIDa jagatanI lAge e sauno pAlanahAre re...eka jamyo prabhune janma thatAM dIna dukhInA dilamAM AzAnA kiraNe kuTayA ke A jagata uddhAraka prabhune janma thaye. have kaI dukhI nahi rahe prabhu mahAvIra trIsa varSa sudhI saMsAramAM rahyA. mAtA-pitAnA svargavAsa pachI prabhu dIkSA levA mATe taiyAra thayA. tyAre temanA vaDIla baMdhu naMdIvardhanakumAranA hAtha paga DhIlA thaI gayA. baMdhuo! tame kahe che ne ke ame kevI rIte dIkSA laIe ? amane rekanAra keTalA badhA che. te juo, A prabhune rokanAra keI na hatuM? vardhamAnakumAranI dIkSAnI vAta sAMbhaLI emane e AghAta lAge ke aho! huM mA-bApa vinAne thaI gaye ane have bhAI vinAne thaI jaIza. zuM mAro bhAI mane choDIne dIkSA leze? moTA bhAInA sateSa khAtara vardhamAna kumAra be varSa saMsAramAM rokAI gayA. paNa sAdhunI jema alipta bhAve saMsAramAM rahyA. be varSa te jANe palakArAmAM vahI gayA. kArataka vada dazamane divasa Ave. vairAgI vardhamAna kumAra A divase pravarjayAnA punita paMthe prayANa karavAnA hatA. vIrA naMdI vardhananuM kALajuM kapAI jAya che. vardhamAna kumAra pratye naMdI vardhanane jeTalo prema hate teTale prajAjanonA dilamAM paNa hatuM. jyAM nagaramAM uddaghoSaNa thaI ke prajAnA lADIlA vardhamAna kumAra AvatI kAle agAra maMTI aNagAra banaze. A sAMbhaLI darekanA dilamAM caDo paDI gayo. aho ! A sukumAra bAluDo dikSAnA kaThIna paMthe jaze? e kaTe enAthI kema veThAze? tyAre kaMIka samaju mANase bole che ke "harine mAraga che zUrAne nahi kAyaranuM kAma jone" zUravIro medAnamAM za vaDe zatruone jIte che paNa A te kSamAnA zaste vaDe-karmazatruone jItavA mATe nIkaLe che. prajAjane raDavA lAgyA paNa je zUravIra thaIne nIkaLe che te koInA sAmuM jotA nathI. yadA manamAM vicAre che ke zuM mAse nAtha cAle? bhagavAna ghara thakI bahAra nIkaLyA - vairAgI vardhamAna kumAra rAjavaibhavane tyAga karIne nIkaLI gayA. ratnajaDita zibikAmAM beThA. maMgala vAjiMtre vAgavA lAgyA.

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390 zAradA sAgara keDe sonaiyAne varasAda rAjakumAranA hAthe varasavA lAgyA. vardhamAnakumAranA mukha upara e AnaMda hato ke trIsa varSamAM e AnaMda kayAre jovAmAM AvyA na hatA. dhAma dhAma sAhyabIthI bharelA devalekamAM paNa jene manuSya banIne sayama levAnI tIvra IcchA hatI tevA vardhamAnakumArane siddhArtha rAjAnA rAjavaibhava phikakA lAgyA ane saMyama aMgIkAra karavAne amUlya sonerI samaya AvI gayo, pachI te AnaMda ja heya ne! bhagavAnanI dIkSAmAM nagarajane, de ane indra paNa AvyA hatA. vardhamAnakumAra ughAnamAM pahoMcI gayA. ane eka pachI eka vacce ane AbhUSaNe utAravA mAMDayA. te gamagIna banI gayA AMkhamAMthI dhArA AMsu vahe che. jyAM vardhamAnakumAre mukImAM vALa lIdhA tyAre virA naMdIvardhana tathA patnI yazodA bebhAna thaIne dharatI upara DhaLI paDayA. paNa vardhamAnakumAre te lonca karyo. naMdIvardhanane khUba upacAra karyA bAda bhAnamAM AvyA. devoe paNa temane AzvAsana ApyuM. paNa have vardhamAnakumAranA sAmuM jovAnI emane hiMmata na hatI. "vIra prabhue cAritra aMgIkAra karyuM - sahajanenI vacamAM bhagavAne gaMbhIra avAje sarvavirati sAmAyika aMgIkAra karI vardhamAna have vardhamAnakumAra maTIne zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra banyA. devee emane zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra nAma ApyuM ane Indra bhagavAnanA khabhe devaduSya vastra nAMkhyuM. have bhagavAna dIkSA laIne AgekUca karavA kadama uThAve che. rAjA naMdIvardhana emanA caraNomAM mastaka jhukAvI cedhAra AMsue raDe che. jyAM rAjA ATaluM raDatA hoya tyAM prajAjananI to vAta zI karavI? bALaka yuvAna-vRdha badhAya jANe koI svajana parakamAM na gaye hoya te AghAta anubhave che. bhAnavALAM paNa bhAna bhUlI gayA che. keInI buddhi kAma karatI nathI. karmazatruone haMphAvavA sajaja thayelA vardhamAnakumArane joIne sahu stabdha banI gayA. naMdIvardhananuM mAthuM bhAInA caraNamAMthI UMcuM thatuM nathI. ATalA bhege bhogavyA chatAM haju mane vairAgya jAgatuM nathI. ne A mAre nAno bhAI bhegane tyAga karIne cAlyo! aMte naMdIvardhanane I samajAvIne ubhA karyA paNa jANe bhayaMkara gu na karyo hoya ! bhayaMkara cerI na karI hoya! evo emane aphasesa thavA lAgyA. gaddagadda kaMThe naMdIvardhana kahe che prabhu ! meM Apane khUba herAna karyo. mArA meha khAtara meM Apane babbe varSa sudhI saMsAramAM jakaDI rAkhyA. prabhu ! mane mApha karo paNa bhagavAna eka zabda paNa bolatA nathI. bhagavAne te mauna dharI Age kadama uThAvyA. naMdIvardhana ane prajAjanonuM rUdana baMdha thatuM nathI. paNa bhagavAna keInA sAmuM jotA nathI. AgaLa bhagavAna ane pAchaLa naMdIvardhana. ' - baMdhuo ! A to tIrthakara hatA. paNa sanakumAra cakravartie jyAre dIkSA lIdhI tyAre temanuM aMteura ane sAre e rAjaparivAra cha mahinA sudhI temanI pAchaLa guryo hato. paNa sanatakumAra cakravartie pAchuM vALIne joyuM nahi. eTale aMte

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391 zAradA sAgara thAkIne badhA pAchA pharyA. AgaLa bhagavAna cAle che ne naMdIvardhana pAchaLa cAle che. Indro deva ane temanI pAchaLa prajAjano bhagavAnane vaLAvavA mATe gayA che. bIjI taraphe vardhamAnakumAranI patnI yazodA ane putrI priyadarzanAthI A karUNa dazya joI zakAyuM nahi temanA paga upaDI zakayA nahi eTale baMne eka vRkSa nIce besI gayA ne zuM bele che - Aje sukhI chuM ke svAmI mAre, svAmI trilokane nAtha thaze, dukha eTaluM che ke abhAgI AvI zake nahi sAthe. AMsu nathI apazukananA, pulakita che muja prANu, pAmara chuM tema chatAM paNa, vIra purUSanI huM nAra huM te nahi paNa pagale tamAre Avaze putrI tamArI, AziSa de priyadarzanAne, pAme uttama sthAna, jA sIdhA aMtaryAmi, karavA jagata kalyANu, svAmI karaje sukhe prayANu, "bhagavAna vihAra kare che tyAM patnI ane putrI karUNa vilApa kare che" jyAM bhagavAne paga upAze tyAM e baMne mA-dIkarInA mukhamAMthI kAramI cIsa nIkaLI gaI. bane tyAM bebhAna thaIne DhaLI paDayA. paNa prabhu te AgaLa vadhe jAya che. mehathI gherAyelA mAnavI kayAM sudhI AgaLa cAle? rAgI ane virAgI bannenAM paMtha nyArA che. baMdhuo ! jagata kevuM mehamAM DUbeluM che? sahune pitAnA svajana javAthI duHkha thayuM che eTale raDe che, bhagavAnane tyAga mAge kevA kevA kaTo paDaze enI kalapanA kare che paraMtu eka paNa svajana mohanI mAyAjALa toDIne emanI sAthe javA taiyAra na thaye. ghaNe dUra jaIne bhagavAna sthabhI gayA. saune mUka sUcanA karI ke have mAre mArA mArge cAlavuM che. badhA bhagavAnane vaMdana karIne ubhA rahI gayA. keInA sAmuM joyA vinA jagata uddhAraka prabhu tyAMthI cAlI nIkaLyA- temaNe dIkSA ekalA lIdhI ne karma medAnamAM yuddha ekalA khelyuM. jyAM sudhI bhagavAna dekhAyA tyAM sudhI prajAjane ane rAjA naMdIvardhana badhA raDatA ubhA rahyA. yazodA, priyadarzanA, jamAlI badhA gamagIna banI gayA. moTAbhAIne vilApa - zaja naMdIvardhana karUNa svare vilApa kare che ke he mArA lADIlA vIrA ! Ama amane mUkIne ekale aTUlo kayAM jaIza? ghera jaMgalamAM vAgha-siMha-sarpa maLaze tyAM tAruM keNa? unALAnA sakhata taDakA, ziyALAnI kaDakaDatI ThaMDI tuM kema sahana karI zakIza? kayAre paNa khullA page nahi cAlele kema cAlI zakaze? ane jyAM jaze tyAM keI apamAna karaze. keIvAra bhikSA nahi maLe. A bhUkha-tarasa badhuM mAre vIre kema sahana karaze? vIrA! huM tArA vinA konI sAthe dila kholIne

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392 zAradA sAgara vAtA karIza ? A pramANe vilApa karatAM nadIvana bebhAna thaI jAya che. sahu temane samajAve che ne bhAnamAM AvatA mahelamAM laI gayA. paNa bhAI vinA mahela zUnakAr dekhAvA lAgyA kAraNa ke rAga rAvaDAve che. "bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe saMyama lIdhA pachI karmo sAthe yuddha khelyA," madhue ! bhagavAna dIkSA laIne saMcamanA paMthe cAlI nIkaLyA. prabhunu AyuSya thAtuM ne kAM jhajhA hatA. eka maju 23 tI karanA karmo ane khIjI tarapha bhagavAna mahAvIranA karyA hatA. alpa samayamAM jhAjhI sAdhanA karavAnI hatI. eTale karmAnI udIraNA karavA anArya dezamAM cAlI nIkaLyA. te bhave meAkSamAM javAnA hatA chatAM kra kAIne choDe che. eka krADa devA prabhunI sevAmAM rahelA hatA paNa karmanA udaya thAya tyAre deve! paNa hAjara rahI zakayA nathI. prabhue peAtAnA jIvanane rajeraja itihAsa jagatanI sAme raju karyA che. peAte tripRSTha vAsudevanA bhavamAM zayyApAlakanA kAnamAM sIsu reDAvyu hatu te! A bhavamAM mArA kAnamAM khIlA bheAMkAyA. maracInA bhavamAM maDha karyA tA brAhmaNa kuLamAM utpanna thavu paDayuM. tripRSTha vAsudevanA bhavamAM eka rANIne temaNe apamAnita karIne tyAga karele te rANI parivrAjikA banelI ne tyAMnA niyama pramANe tapa Adi karIne AyuSya pUrNa karIne vyaMtarI devI thaI hatI. nagare nagare gAme gAme prabhujI vicarIyA, zAlIzA gAme Ave. zIva sukha rasIyA....nagare nagare.... bahAra udyAnanI mAMhe prabhujI kAusagga dhyAne rahe, 'bhamatI bhamatI vyaMtarI devI udyAne AvI rahe prabhujIne jotAM krodha bharAi khAe e cakkara tyAM....nagare nagare.... prabhujI vicaratAM vicaratAM zAlIzI gAmanI bahAra udyAnamAM kAusagga dhyAnamAM sthira hatAM te samaye A vyaMtarI devI pUtu vaira yAda karIne tyAM AvI. prabhune jotAM krodhe bharAine prabhu upara zarIra kapAve tevA zItaLa retInA kaNanA varasAda varasAvye. ne khUba kaThora upasargo ApyA. jema garamI sahana na thAya tema ati ThaMDI paNu.sahana thatI nathI. eka te ziyALAnA divasa ne ThaMDI retIne varasAda paDe. ne susavATAbhera ThaMDA pavana Ave che chatAM prabhu samatAnA sAgara aMtaramAM ThaMDaka sakhIne sahana kare che. dIkSA laIne sADA bAra varSane eka pakhavADiyA sudhI ekadhArA upasargo ne pariSaheAne sahana karyAM. cha cha mAsI, cAmAsI, ane emAsI tapa karIne karmane khAvyA. emanA 12 varSanI tapazcaryA daramyAnamAM phakata 349 pAraNA karyA ne phakata meghaDInI nidrA lIdhI che. karmAMne khapAvavA keTalI sajAgadazA ! kevA bhagIratha purUSArtha! chevaTe karmanA gaja khaLI jatAM RjuvAlukA nadInA kinAre ukaDuM Asane dhyAna karavA prabhune kevaLajJAna prApta

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zAradA sAgara 393 thayuM. deve kevaLa jJAna mahotsava ujavavA AvyA ne prabhue dezanA dIdhI. te samaye keI manuSyo tyAM pahoMcI zakyA nahi. dezanAmAM ekalA deva hatA. tethI eka paNa vrata pratyAkhyAna thayA nahi. prabhunI prathama dezanA khAlI gaI. te eka ajIruM gaNAya che. kevaLa jJAna prApta thayA pachI jagatanA khUNe khUNe vicarIne jagatanA jIvane pratibaMdha Ape ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya ane aparigrahane upadeza ApI ajJAnanA aMdhakAra naSTa karAvyA, aneka bhavya jIvene tAryA. baMdhuo ! AvA parama pitA prabhunA jIvana viSe Aje ghaNuM kahevAyuM che. temAMthI tame kAMI paNa grahaNa karaze. jugAra-bIDIsIgAreTa, dArU, nATaka-sinemA, parastrI gamana Adi je durgaNe AtmAne hAnikAraka che tene tyAga karaje. have be divasa pachI saMvatsarI mahAna parva Ave che. te ApaNane kSamAne saMdeza Ape che. mATe vairajherane paNa tyAga karajo. prabhue kaSTa ApanAra pratye paNa prema batAve che. te ApaNe temanA saMtAna chIe to ekAda guNa paNa apanAvIe te mAnava jIvana maLyAnI ane mahAvIra jayaMti ujavyAnI sArthakatA che. samaya thaI gaye che. vadhu bhAva avasare kahevAze. ? vyAkhyAna naM. 46 viSaya :- "dIrdhadaSTi ane TUMkI dRSTi" bhAdaravA suda 3 ne ravivAra tA. 7-9-75. sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne baheno! Aje mAre tamane be prakAranI daSTi viSe samajAvavuM che. daSTi be prakAranI che. eka dIrdhadaSTi ane bIjI TUMkI dRSTi. dIrdhadaSTivALA jIvo pitAnA bhAvi jIvanano vicAra kare che ne TUMkI dRSTivALA-bhaviSyano vicAra karI zakatA nathI. dIrdhadaSTivALA che pitAnA prANa levA AvanArane duzamana mAnavAne badale mitra mAne che. apakArIne badale upakArI mAne che. e bicAre nakAmA pApa bAMdhI bhAvinA duHkhanA DuMgarA kharIdI rahyo che. mATe dayAne pAtra che ema mAnIne tenA upara dayA kare che. ne tenI durbuddhi naSTa thAya ne sadabuddhi maLe tevI bhAvanA kare che. TUMkI dRSTivALo eka bhikhArI rAjagRhI nagarInI galIe galIe bhaTakate hate. nagarImAM ghaNA uddhAra zrImati vasatA hatA. paNa A bhikhArInA pApakarmanA udayathI keIne ene ApavAnI buddhi na thaI. rAjagRhI nagarImAM bhaTakatA bhaTakatA traNa divasanA bhUkhanA kaDAkA thayA. e divasa AvyA. nagaranA loko sArA sArA kapaDA ane dAgInA

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394 zAradA sAgara paherIne ujANI ujavavA nagaranI bahAra vaibhAragirI parvata upara jAya che. bhikhArI paNa lokenI pAchaLa che. tyAM aneka prakAranA khAnapAnanI mijabAnIo uDe che. paNa aphasosanI vAta e banI ke A traNa divasanA -bhUkhyA bhikhArI upara keInI najara jatI nathI. lekane aneka prakAranI meja karatAM joIne A bhikhArInA manamAM te loke pratye bhayaMkara keTina veSa jAge che A che TUMkI dRSTinuM phaLa. je enI dRSTi TUMkI na hota te e vicAra Avata ke mAre bhayaMkara pApodaya vatI rahyo che tethI A udAra gRhasthane paNa mane ApavAnI buddhi thatI nathI. mATe A leko upara Sa nahi karatA mArA pUrvanA duSTa karmo upara deSa karuM. kharekhara je A vicAra AvyuM hota to te je kAma karavA taiyAra thaye have te kAma karatA nahi. ne bhayaMkara durgatimAM jAta nahi. paNa TUMkI daSTivALA jIva pAse A AzA rAkhavI eTale paththara upara pANI reDIne kamaLa ugADavAnI AzA karavA jevuM che. A bhikhArIe jAgelA zreSanA prabhAve jyAre leke ujANI ujavI nagara tarapha jaI rahyA che tyAre te bhikhArIe khUba baLa karI eka moTI zIlA parvata uparathI gabaDAvI. e zIlA gabaDavAthI aneka mANase tenI nIce cagadAIne khatama thaI jAta paNa bIjAnuM bagADatA pitAnuM bagaDe che. zIlA gabaDAvatA pite levala cUkI gaye ne te zIlA nIce pite cagadA ane marIne sAtamI narake gaye. A che TUMkI dRSTinuM phaLa. mATe jJAnI kahe che ke TUMkI dRSTi choDIne dIrdhadaSTi apanAve. baMdhuo ! pApAtmA manuSyanI dRSTi TUMkI hoya che ne mahAna purUSanI daSTi dIrgha hoya che. aMdhakamuninI dRSTi dII hatI. temaNe tapa karI zarIrane suke mukta karI nAMkhyuM hatu. jema hADakAthI bhareluM gADuM khakhaDe ne tene je khaDakhaDa avAja thAya te khaDakhaDa avAja muni cAle tyAre temanA zarIramAMthI thatuM hatuM. temaNe te zarIranI saMpUrNa mamatA utArI nAMkhI hatI. temanuM zarIra to jANe AtmA upara lAgela kethaLo na hoya ! tema e mahAtmA mAnatA hatA. tethI te ghora tapa karatA paNa sAMtaranI zAMti, samAdhi ane AnaMdano addabhUta anubhava karatA hatA. A tapa karavAnuM prayojana zuM ? temanAmAM rahelI dIrgha dRSTi, teo dIrdhadaSTi dvArA jANatA hatA ke AtmA upara lAgelA pApakarmo je nikAcI paDayA haze to tene bhagavyA vinA chuTako nathI. ajJAna avasthAmAM parAdhInapaNe A-raudra sthAnamAM paDI durgatimAM jaI te pApa bhegavavA. navA pApa bAMdhavA ane bhavaparaMparA cAlu rAkhI aneka gaNA duHkhanA bhAgIdAra thavuM tenA karatAM A bhavamAM svAdhInapaNe AnaMdathI jJAnInI AjJA mujaba tapa Adi karIne zA mATe karmone udayamAM lAvIne na bhegavavA ! mahAna muninuM bahenanA gAmamAM Agamana :- ugra tapa ane saMyamanI sAdhanA karatA grAmAnugrAma vihAra karatAM eka vakhata baMdhaka muni potAnA banevInA

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zArA sAgara 395 gAmamAM padhAryA. te vakhate jharUkhAmAM rAjA-rANI beThA che. ane AnaMdathI alaka-malakanI vAta karI rahyA che. te samaye acAnaka rANunI daSTi rastA upara cAlatA te mahAmuni upara paDI. dhArI dhArIne jotAM tene lAgyuM ke mArA bhAIe dIkSA lIdhI che te A muninA jevA ja dekhAtA haze ne ? kadAca A paNa mAro bhAI hoya tema lAge che. tapathI ekadama kRza thaI gayeluM ane zyAma paDI gayeluM bhAInuM zarIra joyuM, kayAM eka vakhatanuM rUparUpanA aMbAra jevuM bhAInuM zarIra ne jyAM vartamAnamAM hADakAnA mALA jevuM baneluM A bhAInuM zarIra ! A munine joIne bahenane bhAI pratyene rAga jA. e rAge bahena para jora jamAvyuM. rAganA jeranA prabhAve bahenanI AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhArA vahevA mAMDI. aMdara pedA thayeluM duHkhanuM jharaNuM AMkha dvArA bahAra nIkaLyuM. saMsAramAM rAgI che mATe jevuM bane che tevuM A bahenane banyuM. A mahAtmA pitAnA saMyamamAM eTalA badhA masta che ke jethI A kayuM gAma AvyuM ? ahIMnA rAjA keNa che? rANI keNa che? e vAta jANavAnI emane kaMI paDI na hatI. e te ADI avaLI daSTi karyA vagara IrSA samitinuM pAlana karatAM hAthInI jema cAlyA jAya che tethI rAjAnA mahelanI aTArImAM banelA A prasaMganI emane kalpanA paNa nathI AvatI. mahAtmA te rastethI pasAra thaI gAma bahAra jaI kAusagga dhyAnamAM sthira thayA. - "rAjAe karelo Adeza" - devAnupriye ! pUrve bAMdhelA karmo zuM kAma kare che te jovAnuM che. karmanI karAmata alaukika che. ahIM rANInI AMkhamAM AMsu joIne rAjAne jude vikalpa Avyo, ke nakakI A sAdhu rANIne kaI june jAra che. tethI tenI A avasthA joIne rANI raDe che. mATe mAre te luccA purUSane sajA karavI joIe. A rIte manamAM nakakI karIne caMDALane bolAvyA. ne te sAdhune sajA karavAne orDara ApI dIdhuM. juo, A saMsAra ke bhayAnaka che? mahArAjAnI eDI nIce dabAyelA saMsArI jI AgaLa pAchaLa vicAra karyA vinA kevA kevA kAma karavA taiyAra thaI jAya che ! koI jAtanI pUrI tapAsa na karI. keInI salAha paNa na lIdhI. koI lAMbo vicAra paNa na karyo ke bhAvimAM A kAryanuM pariNAma-zuM Avaze? basa, manamAM je taraMga uTha tene amalamAM mUkavAnI tAlAvelI lAgI. A rAjA pite bhayaMkara bhUla karI rahyA che chatAM tenI tene kalpanA nathI AvatI. paNa vicAra karyAvinA karelA kAmathI ke pastAvo karavo paDe che tene mATe A rAjA addabhuta dRSTAMta svarUpa che. jJAnIe kahe che tame je kAMI kAma kare tene pUrepUre pahelAM vicAra kare, tenA pariNAmane vicAra kare. je tenuM pariNAma sAruM Ave tema lAge che te kAmane amalamAM mUke nahitara pAchaLathI pastAvAne pAra nahi rahe. ahIM jovAnI khUbI e che ke rAjA rANIne pUchatA nathI ke tuM raDe che zA mATe? je rANIne raDavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM hatuM te tarata khulAso thaI jAta ne rAjA ghera

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zAradA sAgara pApathI macI jAta rAjA ghaNA sajjana hatA. AvuM avicArI kAma kare tevA na hatA. paNa AvI duSTa buddhi sUjhI che tenu kAraNa aMdaramAM chupAMine rahelA zatru svarUpa AMtaravairIo sajjanane paNu durjana banAvatAM vAra lagADatA nathI. sArA svabhAvavALAne svabhAva badalAvatAM vAra karane nathI. phakata tene taka maLavI joie. mATe te AMtarazatruo upara pUrNa vijaya meLavavAnI jarUra che. e AMtaravairIone haTAvavA mATenA je prayatna che te dha ane AMtara vairIonI jeTalI rukAvaTa teTale adharma che. adharmanA vipAkA viSama che. te tame sahu kAMi jANA che mATe adharmathI bacavA mATe parama purUSArtha karavAnI jarUra che. 396 muni pAse caMDALanu' Avavu : rAjAnA hukama pramANe tenA mANase (caMDALA) tyAM sAdhu pAse paheAMcyA. te rAjAe karela hukama kahI sa MbhALAvyA. te sAMbhaLIne dIrghadRSTivALA muni manamAM khUba rAjI thayA. zuM A hukama kaMi rAjI thavA jevA hatA ? e hukama zu hatA ? e te tame jANeA chene ? jIvatA cAmaDI utAravAnA rAjAne hukama hatA. chatAM muni rAjI kema thayA? A dIrghadraSTine pratApa hatA. ke samAdhipUrvaka rAga-dveSane avakAza ApyA vagara jo huM A upasarga sahana karI lauM te| sadAne mATe AnAthI paNa anaMtagaNI vedanA lAgavavAnuM adha thai jAya. nava mAsa sudhI mAtAnA udaramAM UMdhe mastake laTakavAnuM baMdha thai jAya. ghaDapaNa, rAga AdinI pIDA sakALa mATe jAya. mArA AtmAnA svabhAvabhUta sukhAdi guNAnA bheAgavaTo karanAra sadAne mATe banI jAuM. A rIte bhAvinA ana MtakALanA vicAra svarUpa dIrghadRSTie emanAmAM AnaMda pedA karyA hatA. je muni TUMkI DhaSTivALA hAta teA A hukama sAMbhaLatA gabharAI jAta. pArka pAke rAvA mAMData. kayA janmanA pApa udayamAM AvyA ke jethI AvuM kaSTa veThavAneA prasaMga AvyeA. kai rIte enAthI khacI zakAya ? rAjAne gALA daMta, gusso karata. rAjAne vairI banI jAta. koI paNa rIte enu mana zAMta na thAta te! chevaTe niyANuM karata ke mArA A tapa ane saMyamanA prabhAve A bhavamAM vinA aparAdhe jIvatAM mArI cAmaDI utarAvanAra A nirdayI rAjAnI cAmaDI utarAvanAra bhavAMtaramAM huM anu. ityAdi aneka prakAranA saMkalpa-vikA A-raudra dhyAnamAM paDIne karata. A mahAtmA dIrghadraSTivALA hovAthI uparanA eka paNa vicAra emanA dilamAM na AvyeA. muninI samatAthI caDALanA hRdaya pIgaLI gayA - mahAtmAe AtmAne zikhAmaNa ApI potAnI zaktinuM mApa kADhI lIdhuM ne kArapaNuM kADhavAne nirNaya karI lIdhe. rAjAne ane rAjAnA caMDALAne eNe upakArI mAnI lIdhA gaMdavADathI bharelA zarIrarUpI jelakhAnAmAMthI cheDAvanAra mAnI lIdhA. ne pote jIvatA cAmaDI utarAvavA mATe taiyAra thai gayA. rAjAnA hukamanA

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zArA sAradA 397. amala karyA vinA chUTake nahi eTale caMDALe raDI paDayA ne manamAM vicAra thayo ke, ApaNe rAjAnA hukamathI ghaNAnA prANa lIdhA paNa A muni jevI samatA keInAmAM joI nathI. mahAtmAnA zabdoe caMDALanuM hRdaya bhedI nAMkhyuM. muninuM nirdoSa mukhAviMda, aMtarAbhimukha daSTi vigerenA darzanathI caMDALane vicAra Avyo ke AvA pavitra mahAtmAnI hatyA karavAnuM pApa ApaNA lalATe kayAMthI lakhAyuM? dhikkAra che ApaNuM pApI jIvanane! dhikkAra che AvI AjIvikAne! je AjIvikAne mATe AvA pApa karmo karavA paDe che. caMDALa paNa pitAnA upara AvI paDelA A bhayaMkara kAmane pazcAtApa kare che. A che Arya dezanA vAtAvaraNane prabhAva! caMDALanA manamAM thayA kare che ke A kAma karavAthI chUTIe to sAruM paNa chuTAya tema nathI. je te kAma na kare te vadhu ApattimAM AvI paDAya tema che. tethI caMDALAne je A muni hatyAnuM kAma karavuM paDe che te dhrusake dhrusake retA retA kare che. rAjIthI nahi. . . baMdhaka muni cAmaDI utarAvavA taiyAra thayA. caMDALe paNa raDatA dile rAjAnA hukamathI cAmaDI utAravAne AraMbha karavA taiyAra thayA. cAmaDI utarAvavAnI pUrva taiyArI rUpe nAnA ke moTA lAgelA sarva aticAranI siddha bhagavaMtonI sAkSIe munie AlocanA karI. duSkatonI gaha karI. sukRtenI anumodanA karI lIdhI. zarIrane sarAvI dIdhuM. dharmadhyAna ane zukala dhyAnamAM masta banI gayA. dIrdhadaSTinA pratApe AtmA ane zarIranI bhinnatAnuM svarUpa nihALI lIdhuM ane anityAdi bAra bhAvanAone AtmA sAthe ekameka karI lIdhI. have mAre kAMI karavAnuM bAkI rahyuM nathI ema mAnIne rAjAnA AvelA caMDALAne je karavuM hoya te kare ema mAnIne nizcitapaNe ubhA rahyA. baMdhuo! caMDALa caDacaDa cAmaDI utAre che. mahAtmA pitAnA AtmA upara lAgelA karmone utAre che. zukla dhyAnanA baLe AtmA upara lAgelA sarva karmone nAza karI AyuSya pUrNa thatAM aMtagaDa kevaLI thaIne mekSamAM pahoMcI gayA. sadA kALa mATe Adhi-vyAdhi upAdhithI-mukata thayA. AtmAnA anaMta sukhanA bhokatA banI gayA dIrdhadaSTinuM A utkRSTa phaLa che. TUMkI dRSTinA kAraNe rAjAe muninI hatyA karAvI bhayaMkara pApa upArjana karyuM. pAchaLathI rANI dvArA satya hakIkatanI jANa thaI tyAre "mArAthI muni hatyAnuM bhayaMkara pApa thaI gayuM" e vAta samajamAM AvI jatAM TUMkI dRSTi cAlI gaI ne dIrgha daSTi pragaTa thaI gaI. A pApanuM phaLa have kaI rIte bhogavIza? A pApathI mArI naraka sivAya bIjI kRti thAya nahi, e vAta nakakI che. A dIrgha dRSTie aMtaramAM bhayaMkara pApane pazcAtApa pragaTa karyo. viveka jagADaze. ajJAnathI thayelA bhayaMkara pApane khapAvavA taiyAra thaI gayA. te mATe sarva sukhene cheDavA taiyAra thaI gaye. game tevA dukhe gavavA paDe te bhegavavAnI taiyArI karI lIdhI. jIvavAno moha cAlyA gaye.

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zAradA sAgara maraNanA bhaya na rahyo. rahI phakata eka pApane nAza karavAnI dhUna. te pApanA nAza karavA mATe rAjapATa choDI saMyama mArganA svIkAra karyAM. rANIne paNa bhAinI A rIte thayelI hatyAthI saMsAranuM sukha AkaruM lAgyuM. teNe paNa saMsArane lAta mArI sayama mA apanAvyeA. rAjA-rANIe aghAra tapa karIne zarIranI mamatAne paNa mArI nAkhI aMte sarva pApane kSaya karyo ne kevaLajJAna pragaTa karyuM" ne chevaTe mekSamAM pahoMcI gayA. 398 dIrgha dRSTinA prabhAve khadhaka munine jinavANI rUpI saMyama levAnA bhAva jAgyA. sayama lIdhe kaDaka saMyama pALye pApa karmonI nirjarA mATe ugra tapa karyuM. tapa karavAthI thatI nirAthI A pariSaha sahana thaze e bhAvanAe cAmaDI utarAvavAnI zakita pedA karI. atyAra sudhI sasAranA sukha mATe bhAgavelA duHkhA AgaLa A duHkha ane tamA bhAganu che. e vicAre pariSaha vakhate AtmAmAM sthiratA utpanna karI. AtmAthI zarIra alaga che. cAmaDI zarIranI utAravAnI che AtmAnI nahi. enAthI sa kALa sudhI sa du:khathI mukita thaze vigere aneka suMdara vicAro utpanna thayA. dhanya che AvA munione ! jyAre samaya Avye ApaNA jIvanamAM AvI kSamA Avaze te ApaNuM zreya karI zakIzuM. sujaju tharaze e che ke tame baMdI bane. je dIladI bane che te sasAranA svarUpane samajI zake che. AcAraga sUtramAM paNa bhagavate kahyu che keH AyayacakkhU loga vipassI logassa ahobhAgaM jANai, ur3aDha bhAgaM jANai, tirayaM bhAgaM jANai, gaDDie loe aNupariyaTTamANe saMdhi vidittA iha maccie esa vIre pasaMsie je badhdhe paDimoyae / je mahAna purUSA dIrghadazI ane saMsAranA vicitra svarUpane jANanArA che te leAkanA uMcA-nIcA ane trIchA bhAgane jANe che. eTale ke jIva! A traNe leAkamAM kayA kayA kAraNeAthI utpanna thAya che. te jANI zake che. viSayAmAM Asakta khanelA jIvA vAravAra saMsAramAM paribhramaNa kare che. eTalA mATe jJAnIo kahe che ke manuSya jIvananA sAnerI avasarane prApta karIne je viSayeAthI dUra rahe che te zUravIra ane prazaMsAne pAtra che. ane evA purUSanA saMsAranA baMdhane baMdhAyelA jIvAne bAhya ane AbhyaMtara aMdhaneAthI mukata karI zake che. aMdhue ! AgaLa ApaNe joi gayA ke dIrghadazI AtmAo kevI sUkSma dRSTithI AgaLa pAchaLanA vicAra kare che. khaMdhaka munine cAmaDI utAravAnA samaya Avye tyAre zu vicAra karyo ? eka vakhata samatA bhAve kaSTa veThavAnI pAchaLa kAyama mATenu du:kha TaLI jaze. e kevA suMdara vicAra keLA ? ApaNane evA vicAra Avaze? nA kema? ApaNI dRSTi TUMkI che. ATalA mATe A sUtramAM bhagavaMte kahyuM che, ke je jIveA dIdI

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zAradA sAgara 399 hAya che te A loka ane paraleAka sabaMdhI lAbha ane hAnine jANI zake che. te mAtra vartamAnakALane nahi paNa bhUta, bhaviSya ane vartamAna--e traNe kALaneA vicAra kare che. dI zI mahAtmAe ema samaje che ke kAma lega e A leAka ane paraleAka baMne jagyAe mane du:khadAyI che. je tenA tyAga kare che te ubhaya leAkamAM sukhI thAya che. te dI kazI purUSa! saMsAranI vividhatA ane vicitratAone paNa sArI rIte jANI che. saMsAramAM vividhatA ane vicitratA eTale zu? te jANe che ? A saMsAramAM tame jue che ne ke eka ja padArtha kAIne iSTa lAge che te paTTA khIjI vyakitane aniSTa lAge che. eka manuSyane je vyakita mitra jevI priya lAge che te vyakita khIjAne duzmana jevI lAge che. eka jagyAe AnandvanA vAjA vAge che teA khIjI jagyAe rudananI karuNa cIsA saMbhaLAya che. A badhI saMsAranI vicitratAe nahi te khIjuM zuM che ? dIdazI AtmAe AvI vicitratAe zA mATe thAya che te pazu jANe che. A jIva zA mATe du:khI thAya che? sukhI thAya che? kayA kAraNeAthI urdhvaleAkamAM jAya che, adhe leAkamAM jAya che ne trIchA leAkamAM Ave che? AvA leAkanA svarUpane je jANe che te kAmabheAge!ne duHkhanu kAraNa samajIne tene tyAga kare che. kAma leganA tyAgamAM sAcI zAnti ane sukha chupAyelu che. ane je AtmAe viSayAsakta bane che. te vAraMvAra saMsAramAM paribhramaNa kare che. temane mATe viSayane tyAga khUba duSkara banI jAya che. te nahi chUTavAne kAraNe temanI bhatraparaMparA vadhatI jAya che. jayAM sudhI tene peAtAnI sthitinuM bhAna thatuM nathI tyAM sudhI te jIve dharmamAM pravRti karI zakatA nathI. khaMdhue ! A mATe sUtrakAra bhagavA pharamAve che ke he bhavya jIvA! tamane asIma puNyAyathI ratnaciMtAmaNi samAna A mAnavajIvana prApta thayuM che. A mAnavajIvana saubhAgya prApta karavA mATenuM sa zreSTha varadvAna che. A jIvanamAM jJAna-darzana-cAritraneA saMpUrNa vikAsa thai zake che. A mAnava jIvana cAra puruSAthAmAM sarvathI zreSTha puruSArtha meAkSane prApta karavAnuM sAdhana che. A mAnavabhavamAM mAkSanI prApti thai zake che. deve paNa A mAnavabhava prApta karavAne mATe talase che jyAre ApaNane teA anAyAse maLI gayA che. A durlabha ane suvarNa avasarane prApta karIne pramAdamAM, viSaya-kaSAyamAM. nidvAkuthalImAM bya gumAve| nahi. tame A manuSyabhavanI durtaMbhatAne samajo. A sudUra avasara vArevAre nahi maLe. tame koi sAre| avasara heAya tyAre kaheA chene ke nANuM maLaze paNa TANuM nahi maLe. te rIte ame paNa kahIe chIe ke A manuSya janma vAravAra nahi maLe. jeTalI dharmanI ArAdhanA thAya teTalI karI le. ApaNe badhA jANIe chIe ke mAnavajIvana jIvane ghaNI muzkelIthI prApta thAya che. ekendriyamAMthI beindriyamAM javAne mATe jIvanI be gaNI puNyAi joIe. jevI rIte eka

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400 zAradA sAgara rUpiyA para eka rUpiyAne na thA. tame badhA vahepArI che ane jANe che ke rUpiyA para be paisA-cAra paisAne naphe paNa muzkelIthI maLe che. A rIteM puNyasaMcaya paNa ghaNI kaThinAIthI thAya che. jyAre thAya che tyAre jIva ekendriya zarIra choDIne beIndriyanuM zarIra prApta kare che pachI anaMta puNyAI vadhe tyAre te IndriyanuM zarIra maLe che. e rIte anukrame anaMta anaMta puNyane udaya thatAM pacendriyanuM zarIra maLyuM. pacendriyamAM paNa keTalI adhika puNyAI hoya tyAre saMjJI paMcendriya karmabhUminA manuSya thayA. te have A janmane kAmagamAM pUre karavo te keDI sATe amUlya hIre ApI devA jevuM che. A avasara cUkI jazo te pAchaLathI pastAvuM paDaze. ne anaMtakALa sudhI saMsAramAM bhamavuM paDaze. mATe dIrdhadaSTi keLavI tamArAmAM rahelA viSaya-kavAyAdi zatruo upara vijaya meLave. rAjAe baMdhakamunine vagara vAMke cAmaDI utarAvI chatAM rojA pratye saheja paNa kedha karyo? UlaTuM ema mAnyuM ke mArA duHkhane aMta karavAmAM rAjA mane sahAyaka banyA. kAraNa ke e samajatA ke kedhAdi kaSA AtmAnA kaTTA zatru che. mATe mAre temane sAmano kare joIe. baMdhuo! tamane enI sAme thavAne vicAra Ave khare? tamArI ATalI jiMdagImAM tamane keTalIvAra ke Avyo che tenI neMdha karI? bIjA zatruo te eka bhava bagADe che paNa A zatru te AtmAnA bhavobhava bagADe che. AvA aMtaraMga zatrune sAmane karatAM zIkhe. zatruo tamane apazabda kahI jAya te pitte jAya che ne? tame tarata be zabdo bolIne tene baMdha karI de che. te baMdha na thAya to tenI sAme jhaghaDo kare che. e jhaghaDAthI na paDe te koTe caDhatAM paNa thAke nahi. kethalInA moDhA chUTA mUkIne tene jItavAno prayatna kare che. bAhya zatruone nirbaLa banAvavA aneka upAye karIe chIe. paNa ApaNuM, ApaNI saMpattinuM, svajanenuM ane bhavabhavanuM nikaMdana karanAra kedhAdi kaSAye upara vijaya meLavavAno prayatna karIe chIe kharA? kedha ane mAnanuM pariNAma keTaluM viSama Ave che? abhimAnanA kAraNe mAnavI rAkhamAM roLAI jAya che. ahaMkAre rAvaNanuM zuM karyuM? - laMkApati rAvaNa sItAjIne haraNa karIne laI gayo tethI tene ApaNe duSTa kahIe chIe. paNa kharekhara te e duSTa na hate. ene pratijJA hatI ke koI strI ane manathI na Icche te mAre enA para baLAtkAra kare nahi. e sItAjIne laI gaye ne pitAne pati tarIke tarIke svIkAravA mATe sItAjIne samajAvavAmAM eNe bAkI rAkhI nathI pralobhana khUba ApyA paNa sItAjIe tenA sAme daSTi paNa karI nathI. ane rAvaNe tenA upara baLAtkAra paNa nathI karyo. jyAre rAma sItAjIne levA AvyA ne baMne vacce yuddhanI taiyArI thaI tyAre rAvaNanA manamAM thayuM ke

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zAradA sAgara 401 sItA mane manathI paNa IcchatI nathI ne mAre te mane manathI na Icache te te cInA paccakhANa che. te have sItAne pAchI soMpI dauM. A vicAra AvyuM paNa aMdara beThelo ahaMkAra kahe che huM sItAjIne soMpI dauM ne yuddha na karuM te rAma mane kAyara gaNaze ke enAmAM laDavAnI trevaDa na hatI mATe sItA pAchI ApI dIdhI. te mAre evA namAlA nathI banavuM. A vicAre rAvaNa rAmanI sAme jhajhumyA. te e rAkhamAM reLAI gaye. je samajIne abhimAna choDIne sItAjI rAmane seMpI dIdhA hatA te A dazA na thAta. baMdhuo! AtmAnI zubha pravRttimAM je duzamane che tene ApaNe joI zakatA nathI ne tene haTAvavA paNa bahu muzkela che. eka jJAnI ciMtaka kahe che ke keka eTale sUkama che ke jyAM prakAzanI rekhA paNa pravezI zake nahi evA aMdhArA kALA oraDAmAM kALI bhIMta hoya, tenA upara kALe paDado hoya, te paDadA para kALI kIDI cAlatI hoya te te kadAca pArakhI zakAya paNa dhane pArakhI zakAtuM nathI. dharUpI zatru Ave tyAre zuM lAve che?"- kedharUpI zatru ApaNI sAme AvI jAya eTale ApaNe lAlacoLa banI jaIzuM. zarIra tapI jaze. mAthuM garama pANInI jema ukaLavA mAMDaze ane bhAna bhUlI jaIzuM. zatrune UMghamAM paNa vizvAsa na kara joIe. tene te ugatA dAkhI devuM joIe. chatAM kepa rUpI zatrune dAbavA jatAM ApaNe pote ene AdhIna banI jaIe chIe. ApaNe game tevA baLavAna hoIe chatAM kedhAdi kaSA sAme te ApaNe nirbaLatA batAvIe chIe. jyAM sudhI A kALI kaSAye upara vijaya nahi meLavAya tyAM sudhI janma-jarA ane maraNane pAra AvavAne nathI ne dharmArAdhanA paNa sArI rIte thaI zakavAnI nathI. mAnI lo ke tamane vahepAramAM khoTa AvI ne UMcA mane jamavA beThA, khAvuM bhAvatuM nathI. te samaye tamAre bAbe tephAna karate gharamAM Ave te tenI zI dazA thAya? patnI upara aMtarane dha varALa banI zabda dvArA nIkaLavA mAMDe ne pelA nAnakaDA bAbAne te baraDe TIpAI jAya che. A samaye cUlAnA tApathI baLatI patnI ane skUlethI bhUkhe AvelA bALakane vicAra AvatuM nathI. temAM je patnI kaMI ADuMavaLuM bolI jAya to AvI bane. agni upara pANI nAMkhe te agni zAMta thaI jAya paNa temAM ghI homavAmAM Ave te vadhu bhaDako thAya. A vAta te tame badhA jANe che. mATe tyAM bhUla karatA nathI paNa AtmAnI vAta Ave tyAre bhAna bhUlI jAya che. kepa e AtmAne zatru che. te prItine nAza kare che. dazavaikAlika sUtramAM kahyuM che ke "oddo vaDuM vaLA " kedha prItino nAza kare che. e vAta lakSyamAM rAkhI jyAre kedha Ave tyAre vItarAgavANInuM pANI tenA upara chAMTI devuM ke he jIva! ke prItine nAza kare che mATe tenAthI pAcho

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402 zAradA sAgara vaLa. kedhane jJAnIoe bhayaMkara kahyo che. tenI bhayaMkaratAthI saMsAramAM ghaNAM anartho UbhA thAya che. tethI krodhane jItavAno prayatna karavo joIe. kedanI sAme kSamA rAkhatA zIkho. ApaNe tyAM paryuSaNa parvanI maMgala ArAdhanA cAlI rahI che. Aje chaThTho divasa che. parama divase saMvatsarI mahAparva AvI jaze. AjanA divasane ApaNe telAdhara tarIke oLakhIe chIe. e ApaNane e sUcanA Ape che ke he jIva! tArA aMtaranA khUNe khUNe je kedha-mAna-mAyA-lobha Adi kaSAyenA kacarA bharelA hoya tene tuM sApha karIne aMtarane pavitra-svaccha banAvI de. te saMvatsarInA divase AcanA karIne tAruM aMtara ujajavaLa banI jaze. ne AtmAnA ojasa jhaLahaLI uThaze. ane chevA mATe sAbu-pANInI jarUra che. mazInarIne sApha karavA mATe peTrolanI jarUra che. kaTAI gayelA vAsaNane sApha karavA mATe AMbalI ane rASTranI jarUra che. tema ApaNu AtmAne sApha karavA mATe jJAna-darzana-cAritra-tapa AdinI jarUra che. jJAna dvArA vastunA yathArtha svarUpane jANI zakAya che. darzana zraddhAne daDha kare che, cAritradvArA cAritranuM AcaraNa karIne vrata pratyAkhyAnadvArA AvatAM karmone rokI zakAya che. ne tapadvArA junA karmone bALI zakAya che. - ApaNe tyAM mahAna AtmAo mahAna tapanI ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. ne temanA karmo bALI rahyA che. ApaNe paNa te purUSArtha karIe ne tapa-saMyama-kSamA dvArA karmone khapAvIe. samaya thaI gayela che vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 47 : viSaya -"sAcu sukha kayAM?" bhAdaravA suda 4 ne semavAra tA. 8-9-75 anaMta karUNAnA sAgara, karUNunA kImIyAgara, ghanaghAtI karmonI ghaTAne vidAranAra, evA bhagavatanI zAzvatI vANuM tenuM nAma siddhAMta. bhavya jInA AtmAnA udhArane mATe bhagavaMta pharamAve che ke he AtmAo! tame saMsAranA raMgarAgathI dUra raho. je tame saMsAranA viSayonA raMgarAgamAM raMgAI jaze te durgatimAM jaze. mATe AtmAne, vItarAga zAsanane ane bhagavAnanA vacanAmRtane rAga kare. paNa A saMsAranA viSayane rAga karaze nahi. e rAga jIvane durgatimAM laI jaze. mATe mahAna purUSa kahe che ke saMsAranA raMgarAga cheDe. jyAM sudhI rAganI hebI nahi thAya tyAM sudhI AtmAnI unnati nahi thAya.

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zAradA sAgara 403 jyAM lagI haiyu khele rAganI hALI, TrIkI DrIkI lAge tArI tyAganI jhALI duniyAnI saMge, ramu raMge ucharaMga haiyAne ThAkara jyAre vAge, tyAre tAruM nAma pyAruM lAge jyAM sudhI AtmA rAganI hAbI khele che tyAM sudhI tene tyAga ane vairAgyanI vArtA phIkI lAge che. kAraNa ke mithyAdRSTi che. jyAre jIva samyaktva pAme che tyAre samyag darzananA prabhAvathI AtmAmAM eTale nizcaya thai jAya che ke karmIne bAMdhavAvALA huM chuM ne karmane teADavAvALA paNa huM chuM. samyaga dRSTivALA dRDha zrAvakane devalAkamAMthI deva utarIne DagAvavA Ave te paNa tenI tAkAta che ke DagAvI zake? meAkSamAM javAnA jJAnIe traNa mArgo batAvyA che. samyavana jJAna caritranti mokSamArga: / samyagdarzana, samyak jJAna ane samyaga cAritra e traNa mokSamAM javAnAM mArga che. A traNe mAnava janmamAM meLavI zakAya che. enAthI mekSa maLe che. A sUtra teA tamane badhAne kaMThastha thai gayu che. ne kheAle che paNa kharA. tA vicAra karo ke khelavA mAtrathI mekSa maLaze ? jo A sUtra zIkhIne khelavAthI mekSa maLatA hAya tA badhAne kahuM paNa vANImAM eka vakhata nahi, anekavAra uccAra karyA paNa AcAramAM nahi utare tyAM sudhI kalyANa nahi thAya. meAkSanA upAyAne jANI levAthI, mAnI levAthI meAkSa na maLe meAkSanA upAyane jANavA joie, pALavA joie ne chelle AcaravA joIe. DaoNkaTara nu nidvAna kare, tapAsIne davA Ape paNa e davA pIdhA vinA rAga maTe kharA? (zreAtAmAMthI avAja : nA maTe.) bahenA svAddiSTa rasAi manAvIne thALImAM pIlse paNa mAMmAM kALIce mUkIne cAvIne gaLe utAre tyAre bhUkha maTe ne ! te rIte bhagavaMte mekSamAM javAnA traNa mA tAvyA. e mArgane apanAvavA te ApaNA hAthanI vAta che. devalAkamAM rahelA devA ekaluM - sukha bhAgavatAM hAvA chatAM samyaktvI deva cAritrane jhaMkhatA hoya che ke kayAre ahIMthI chUTu ane kyAre mAnavajanma pAmI sarvaviti rUpa cAritrane aMgIkAra karuM. kAraNa ke devaleAkamAM aviratinuM jora ghaNuM hAya che. e bhava evA che ke dezivarati ke sarvavirati pAmI zake nahi. eka navakArazI pratyAkhyAna paNa karI zake nahi. samakitI devA devaleAkamAM beThA beThA zu bhAvanA bhAvatA hAya ! Ave avasara amane kayAre Avaze, kayAre pAmIjI Anar avatAra jo, sa du;khAnuM aMta karavAnuM sthAna jayAM, jaina zAsanamAM laizuM yamalAra jo. he prabhu ! rahevA mATe mahela bhale nA maLe, ne nAnIzI jhuMpaDI maLe paNa jayAM jaina dharmI hAya, tyAga vairAgyanI vAtA hAya tyAM amArA janma thaze. jayAM lakSmInI chALA UDatI hAya, rahevA rAjamahela hAya, rAja miSTAnnanI mijabAnIo UDatI hAya

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404 zAradA sAgara paNa jayAM jaina dharma na hoya, vItarAga vacananI zraddhA na hoya, tyAM amAre janma nA thaze. devalokamAM vaibhava-vilAso apAra che. vaLI devenuM zarIra paNa kevuM che? temanA zarIramAM lehI, mAMsa, carabI na hoya, bALapaNa, yuvAnI, rega ke ghaDapaNa Ave nahi. AvA sukhamAMthI AvavuM paDe tyAre mithyASTi deva pUre che jyAre samakitI AnaMda pAme che. A che be daSTimAM aMtara. baMdhuo? jyAre AtmAmAM samyakatvanI cinagArI pragaTe che tyAre tene Atmika sukhane raNakAra jAge che. bAkI mithyA daSTi AtmA te paigalika sukhamAM sukha mAne che. paNa kharekhara te sukha vAstavika sukha nathI paNa kAlpanika sukha che. tenA upara huM tamane DuM samajAvuM. sAMbhaLo. Aje se keIne sukha joIe che. duHkha keIne pasaMda nathI. tame ATalI moTI saMkhyAmAM mArI sAme beThA che te ahIM beThelA dareka bhAI-bahenane je huM pUchuM ke tamane badhAMne zuM pasaMda che? sukha ke dukhate tame badhA ekI avAje bolI UThaze ke amane sukha game che. duHkha nathI gamatuM. je tamane duHkha nathI gamatuM te huM tamane pUchuM ke duHkhane TALavAne ane sukhanI prApti karavA mATene samyaka prayatna kare che kharA ? sukha kayAM raheluM che te tame jANe che kharA? sukhanI prApti mATe sarva prathama A prazna dareka ne vicAravA jevuM che. sukha icache che to te sukha kevI rIte prApta thAya te tame jANe che? tame kahI deze ke amane be pAMca lAkha rUpiyAnI muDI bhegI thaI jAya, rahevA mATe suMdara makAna, sAro e putra parivAra, AMgaNAmAM moTara UbhI hoya, AjJAMkita patnI hoya, samAjamAM mAna-pratiSThA sArI heya, basa, ATaluM maLI jAya eTale ame sukhI chIe. sukhathI jIvana vitAvI zakIzuM evI saMsArI jInI mAnyatA che paNa jJAnIo kahe che ke tamArI A mAnyatA bhUla bharelI che. svapnAnA sukha jevI che. mAnI le ke keIe svapnamAM joyuM ke huM rAjA banyo chuM, rANIo mArI khUba sevA kare che ne mArI khammA khammA thAya che. aneka nekaro, dAsadAsIo hajurA hajura rahe che ne aneka rAjAo mArA caraNamAM zIza jhukAve che. paNa savAre jAge tyAre zuM bele kAMI hAtha? samaje svapnAmAM joyeluM sukha kadI sAcuM hetuM nathI. te te mAtra bhramaNa hoya che. jJAnIo kahe che tamArI sthiti paNa tevI che. jema svapnAmAM joyeluM sukha jAgRta thatAM kAlpanika lAge che te rIte bhautika vastuomAM mAneluM sukha paNa samyakajJAna thatAM kheTuM che te vAta samajAya che. jema keI mANasa unALAnA divasomAM raNamAM musApharI karatA hoya tyAre tene dUra dUra pAchuM dekhAya che. tRSAtura mAnavI tene pANI samajIne AgaLa ne AgaLa cAle che. paNa te jema jema AgaLa cAle che tema tema tene pAchuM tenAthI dUra dUra jatuM hoya tema lAge che. mAnavI AkhA raNanI musApharI pUrI karI le te paNa te pANI meLavI zako

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zAradA sAgara 405 nathI. tenuM kAraNa e che ke raNamAM pANI vahetuM nathI. je pANI dekhAya che te pANI hotuM nathI paNa pANIne AbhAsa hoya che. tevI vAta tamArA saMsAranA sukhanI che. mAnavI kuTuMba, paisA ane parivAramAM sukha mAnIne tene vadhArate jAya che paNa A saMsAra rUpI raNa vaTAvI jAya eTale ke temanI AkhI jiMdagI pUrI thaI jAya to paNa te sAcuM sukha meLavI zakatA nathI, kAraNa ke jemAM sukha che nahi pachI sukha kyAMthI maLe? baMdhuo! sukha kayAM raheluM che? zemAM raheluM che ? e moTA bhAganA mANase samajatA nathI. jJAnIo kahe che sukha tArA AtmAmAM raheluM che, bahAranA keI paNa padArthamAM sukha nathI. kaI paNa vastu ke vyakti svayaM duHkhadAyaka ke sukhadAyaka banatI nathI. kahyuM che ke - dukhadAyaka nahi vastu vyakita, dukhadAyaka che mamatA rAga, baMdhana che Asakita kAje, jagata prabhune suMdara bAga. eka vastu ke vyakita pratye ApaNAmAM je rAga ane dveSa rahe che te ApaNane sukha ane duHkha Ape che. ApaNuMmAM kedha-mAna-mAyA ane lebha rUpI je durbhAva rahelo che tenA vaDe ApaNe anya vastumAM sukha ke dukha mAnI laIe chIe. bAkI vAstavika draSTithI vicArIe te kaI paNa vastumAM sukha ke duHkha ApavAnI zakita nathI. kAraNa ke eka padArthamAM ApaNane Aje sukha dekhAya che te padArthamAM bIjI kSaNe sukha dekhAtuM nathI. ne jene tame sukhanA sAdhana mAne che tene paNa lobhane vaza thaIne upabhega karI zakatA nathI. zrI AcAraMga sUtramAM paNa bhagavate kahyuM che ke - jeNa siyA teNa No siyA iNameva nAvabujhaMti-je jaLA mohapAuDA / / je dhanAdi sAmagrI bhege paganuM sAdhana che te dhanAdi sAmagrI hovA chatAM paNa tene bhogapabhoga mAnavI karI zakato nathI. saMkalpa vikalpanI jALamAM paDele mAnavI aneka prakAranA manoratha kare che ane tene pUrA karavA mATe mithyA prayAsa kare che. paNa tenA prayAsa niSphaLa jAya che. kAraNa ke je paise, putra, parivAra Adi sAmagrIne tame sukhanuM sAdhana mAnIne besI gayA che te sAmagrI tamane kalpita sukha kayAreka ApI zake che ne kyAreka ApI zakatI nathI. saMsAra sukhanuM mukhya sAdhana dhana che. ema samajIne dhana kamAvA mATe tame rAta ke divasa jatA nathI. kAbI mahenata kare che, aneka kaSTo sahana kare che. ATaluM karavA chatAM paNa lAbhAMtarAya karmanA kSayopazama jyAre dhananI prApti thAya che. tyAre e dhanane upaga nathI karato paNa ene saMgraha kare che. e samaye logo paganuM lakSa bhUlI jAya che. ne saMgrahane lebha jAge che. jyAM saMgraha karavAnI vRtti Ave che tyAM jogavI zakAtuM nathI. jenAmAM saMgraha karavAnI vRtti nathI te vyakti vastune upabhega karI zake che. dA. ta. mammaNa zeTha ke jenI pAse karaDe rUpiyAnI

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- 406 zAradA sAgara saMpatti hatI. jaLamAM ne sthaLamAM badhe tene vahepAra cAlatuM hatuM. tenI Avaka ghaNI hatI chatAM te paNa te saMpattine upabhoga karI zake nahi. pite jAte khAI - pI na zakaryo. zubhakAryomAM paNa saMpattine sadbhavyaya na karI zake. mAtra saMpattine rakhevALa banIne rahaye. paNa mAlika banI zake nahi. je saMpattine rakSaka hoya te kadI mAlika banI zakato nathI. jema rAjAonA bhaMDAra sAcavanArA bhaMDArIe hoya che athavA beMkamAM paNa dhanane sAcavanArA mANaso hoya che te tene sAcavanArA mAlika kahevAtA nathI. kAraNa ke temAMthI eka rAtI pAI paNa levAne tene adhikAra nathI. mAtra tenuM rakSaNa kare che. kadAca koI mAlika saMpattine upabhoga karIne temAMthI sukha meLave che te paNa te sukha vAstavika sukha nathI paNa kAlpanika sukha che. baMdhuo ! Aje tame jemane sukhI mAne che tevA keDadhipatine pUchavAmAM Ave ke bhAI ! sukhI cho ne? to kaheze ke pUcho mA! are, zuM bele che? garIbane pUchyuM kema sukhI che? te kaheze ke sukha te dhanavAnene tyAM gIre mukAyela che. amArA nasIbamAM te duHkha lakhAeluM che. tyAre have dilamAM prazna thAya che ke sukha kayAM? eka daSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM. eka vakhata eka mahArAjAne kayAMya cena paDatuM na hatuM. tethI teNe tiSIone bolAvyA ne pUchyuM ke mane kayAMya cena paDatuM nathI. tenuM kAraNa zuM? tiSIone mahArAjAnA dukhane khyAla AvI gayuM hatuM. mahArAjA badhI vAte sukhI hatA paNa mAnasika vyathA temanA duHkhamAM kAraNabhUta hatI. te dUra kevI rIte thAya? jotiSIoe khUba vicAra karIne kahyuM ke mahArAjA! Apa keI sukhI mANasanuM paheraNa paherazo te Apane sukha prApta thaze. mahArAjAe sukhI mANasanA paheraNanI zodha karavA mANasone mokalyA. mANase moTA moTA dezanA mahArAjAne tyAM pharI vaLyA. paNa te rAjAe sarva vAte sukhI che tevuM kaI pAsethI jANavA maLyuM. tyAra pachI mahArAjAnA mANase zrImaMtone tyAM tapAsa karavA mATe gayA. paNa saMpUrNa sukhI hoya te kaI zrImaMta jaDayo nahi. ghara gharamAM ghUmI vaLyA paNa sarva vAte sukhI hoya tevo eka paNa mANasa ja nahi tyAre chevaTe bhAna thayuM ke bhautika vastuomAM kyAMya sukha nathI. tamane je sukha ke duHkha dekhAya che te mananI kalpanAnuM pariNAma che. sukha saMtoSamAM raheluM che. sukha-duHkhanI kahapanA Indrio ane mana vaDe utpanna thAya che. kAraNa ke Indrione je viSaye game che te viSayanI prApti thatAM mAnavI AnaMda anubhave che. mAnavI je vastumAM sukhane anubhava kare che ne jene sukhanuM sAdhana mAne che te vastu cAlI jatAM dukhano anubhava kare che. A rIte mAnavI indrionA viSayane ane mananA taraMgAne AdhIna banI sukha ane duHkha vacce hiloLa khAya che.

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zAradA sAgara 407 "zreNIka rAjAnA AgamanathI zAlIbhadrane vairAgya ':- ApaNA jainazAstramAM zAlIbhadranuM dRSTAMta mAjuda che. zAlIbhadrane tyAM saMpattinA tUTA na hatA. te sa rIte sukhI hatA. nepALa dezanA vepArIe ratnakAMkhaLa laIne rAjagRhImAM vecavA mATe AvyA. ane je ratnakAMbaLIe khudra zreNIkarAjA kharIdI na zakayA te eka-be nahi paNa sALa ratnakAMbaLIe zAlIbhadranI mAtAe kharIdI. rAjAne jyAre A vAtanI khabara paDI ke peAtAnA rAjyamAM AvA zrImaMta zeTha vase che te jANI rAjAe gaurava anubhavyuM. ane temanI sAhyakhI jovAnA vicAra karyAM. rAjA zreNIka dhAmadhUmapUrvaka zAlIbhadrane tyAM temanI Rddhi jovA mATe AvyA. zAlIbhadrajI teA sAta mALanI havelImAM peAtAnI 32 patnIo sAthe khAI pIne meAja majA mANatA hatA. saMsAranuM sukha bhAgavavAmAM emanA divasa kayAM uge che ne kayAM Athame che tenI paNa khabara paDatI na hatI. rAjA AvyA tyAre zAlIbhadranI mAtAe kahyuM. beTA! mahArAjA ApaNe tyAM AvyA che tuM nIce utara. zAlIbhadrajIne rAjA zu che e prakhara na hatI. eTale temaNe kahyuM rAjA hoya teA nAMkhA vakhAmAM. tyAre bhadrAmAtAe kahyuM - beTA ! e kAi vastu nathI paNa ApaNA gAmanA mahArAjA che. te ApaNA ziratAja che. ApaNe temanA sAmu javu joie. zAlIbhadra khUba AjJAMkita hatA eTale mAtAnI AjJAne mAna ApavA te nIce te UtaryA paNa temanA manamAM maMthana zarU thaI gayu` ke zuM hajuM mArA mAthe mAlika che? mArA puNyamAM haju kaMika khAmI che mATe A saMsAra tyAgIne dIkSA aMgIkAra karu ne evA purUSArtha karuM ke mArA mAthe kAi rAjA ke mAlika na rahe. A vicAre sa MsAranA sa sukhA zAlIbhadrajIne nirasa lAgavA mAMDayA. bharyuM ghara temane zuSka lAgavA mAMDayuM. jo paisA, patnI ane parivAramAM sukha haiAta teA te badhu zAlIbhadrane ghera hatu ne? chatAM te badhu temane nirasa lAgyuM, tenu kAraNa zuM? je vastuo eka kSaNe Anada ApatI hatI te vastuo have nirasa kema lAgavA mAMDI ? tenuM kAraNa e che ke temanI sukhanI mAnyatA malAi eTale temaNe jemAM sukha mAnyuM hatu te sukha ejArUpa lAgavA mAMDayuM. ane mAkSanuM sukha e sAcuM sukha che evu samyagajJAna thatAM te dizAmAM purUSArtha karavA mATe kaddama uThAvyA. A dRSTAMta uparathI tame samajI zakaze! ke kAi vastu du:khadAyaka nathI paNa vastumAM ApaNe peAte sukha-duHkhanu Are paNa karIe chIe. kharu sukha teA mana ane indriyeA para kAbU meLavavAmAM rahelu che. je manuSyA mana ane Indriye para kAbU meLave che, viSaya kaSAyAthI mukta bane che te sAcuM zAzvata sukha meLavI zake che. madhue ! sAcu sukha AtmAmAM che ne te sukha sAcu sukha che. te sukhane koI chInavI zakatu nathI. koi cArI karI zakatu nathI. ApaNA parama pitA bhagavAna mahAvIrane saMgama nAmanA daive cha mahinA sudhI kaSTa ApyuM. paNu bhagavAna mahAvIre pAtAnA samatA bhAva shejapaNa choDayA nahi. pote AtmaramaNatAmAM magna rahyA. tethI temane jarA paNa vyakita ke

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408 zAradA sAgara duHkha thayuM nahi. A uparathI paNa spaSTa samajI zakAya che ke anya kaI vastu ApaNane duHkha ke sukha ApI zakatI nathI. sukha te ApaNI aMdara raheluM che. te sukha zAzvata che. te sukha kaI ochuM karI zakatuM nathI. "mAre te mokSa joIe che." gajasukumAre temanAtha bhagavAna pAse dIkSA lIdhI ne pachI pUchayuM. prabhu! mokSamAM javAne TUMkAmAM TUMke kaye mArga? bhagavAne kahyuM ke bAramI paDimA vahana karavI te mokSane TUMke mArga che. gajasukumAra muni smazAna bhUmimAM gayA. tyAM jaIne kAryotsargamAM sthira thayA. tyAre semila brAhmaNa tyAMthI pasAra tha. gajasukumAra munine sAdhunA vezamAM joI tene-dha AvyuM ne manamAM be ke je Ane dIkSA levI hatI te mArI putrI sAthe sabaMdha zA mATe karyo? kaMdhanA AvezamAM AvIne taLAvamAMthI cIkaNI mATI laI AvyuM ne gajasukumAra muninA mAthA upara gaLa pharatI pALa bAMdhI dIdhI. tyAra pachI baLatA maDadAnI citAmAMthI dhagadhagatA aMgArA lAvI te pALanI vacce mUkyA. A rIte pitAnI putrIne bhava bagADanAra pratye vairane badale lIdhAne saMtoSa anubhavyuM. ' baMdhuo ! kaI ApaNA zarIra upara TAMkaNI bheMke to ApaNane keTaluM duHkha thAya che! are, saheja dAjhI javAya te paNa kevI kALI baLatarA thAya che. te pachI mAthA upara dhagadhagatA aMgArA paDe te keTaluM duHkha thAya? chatAM paNa te muni pitAnA AtmadhyAnamAMthI jarA paNa vicalita thayA nahi. temane duHkha paNa na thayuM ke dha paNa na AvyuM. basa. emaNe te samatA rasamAM DUbakI lagAvI. gajasukumAra munie te e vicAra karyo ke keInA sasarA te 50-100 rU. nI kiMmatI pAghaDI jamAIne baMdhAvatA haze! paNa mArA sasarAe te mane mokSanI pAghaDI baMdhAvI. jalatA aMgArA munine mAthe mukAyA, parI khadakhada thavA lAgI ne chevaTe khoparI phATI paNa muni te potAnA dhyAnamAM aDaga rahyA. samatAbhAvamAM rahIne zukaladhyAna dhyAvatA te mekSapadane pAmyA. A gajasukumAra muninuM jIvana paNa ApaNane bodhapATha Ape che ke je samabhAvamAM sthira rahe che te bhautika sukha-duHkhathI para banI anaMtA mokSanA sukha pAme che. je tame AvA Atmika sukhane IcchatA he te Indriye ane mana upara kAbU meLave. ApaNuM manane tophAnI gheDAnI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che. jema tephAnI gheDa kaI vakhata keI jhADa sAthe athaDAvI de che te kaI vakhata UMDI khAImAM dhakelI de che. mane paNa AvA tophAnI ghaDA jevuM che. jema gheDAne kAbUmAM rAkhavA mATe lagAmanI jarUra paDe che tema manane kAbUmAM rAkhavA mATe vrata-niyamanI jarUra che. jenI eka indriya chUTI che te prANune nAza kare che te jenI pAMce indriye chUTI haze tenuM te zuM thaze ? ekeka Indriya uparanI Asakti paNa jIvane

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zAradA sAgara 409 keTalI herAna kare che! sparzendriyane vaza thatAM hAthI khADAmAM paDe che ane badhAya che. sendriyane vaza thayeluM mAllR zikArInI jALamAM sapaDAya che. cakSu indriyane vaza thaIne pataMgIyuM dIvAmAM paDIne maraNane zaraNa thAya che. zrAptendriyane vaza thaine haraNa zikArInI gALIne bhega bane che. A rIte jIvA ekeka indriyanI AsakitanA kAraNe duHkhI thAya che. gulAma bane che ane prANa paNa gumAve che. te je manuScA pAMce indriyeTanA viSayeAmAM cakacura ane tenI kevI karuNa dazA thAya che! ATalA mATe jJAnIe kahe che, ke jo tame sAcuM sukha meLavavA icchatA hai| te indriyAnI gulAmImAMthI ane indriyAnA viSaceAmAMthI mukata aneA. manane kAbUmAM lAveA. rAga-dveSathI para banA, krodha-mAna-mAyA - lAbha Adi kaSAyAne jItavA mATe purUSArtha karA. temAM sAcuM sukha raheluM che. tame jaina che ne? te jaina kAne kahevAya? te tame jANA che? jaina eTale jitendriyA. jemaNe peAtAnA indriyA ane mana para kAbU meLavyeA hAya te sAcA jaina che. tame AvA jaina manaze te zAzvata sukha meLavI zakaze. devAnupriye! AtmAne zAzvata sukha prApta karAvavA mATe A paryuSaNa pa AvyA che. A parvamAM tame je kAMI sAMbhaLyuM che tenuM manana karIne tamArI indriyA upara vijaya meLavo ne jaladI meAkSanI prApti kema thAya tenu lakSa rAkho. dAnaziyaLa-tapa ane bhAva e cAra mekSamAM javA mATenA bhavya daravAjA che. A cAra daravAjAmAMthI jene je daravAjethI praveza karavA hAya te daravAjethI praveza karI zake che. zrImaMta hAya te paisA ApIne dAna kare che. ghaNI vakhata sAmAnya sthiti hAya che chatAM enI dAna karavAnI bhAvanA khUba vizALa hAya che. dAnezvarIne dAna karatAM jue te tene ema thAya ke huM AvuM dAna kyAre karIza? pAse dhananA bhaMDAra bharyo hAya tyAre te mAnavI peAtAnI bhAvanA heAya te pramANe dAna karI zake che. paNa jyAre paisA na hAya tyAre garIba avasthAmAM paNa mANusa kevI rIte dAna kare che! bIjAne du:khI joI zakatA nathI tyAre peAtAnA prANanuM alriAna ApavA paNa taiyAra thAya che. ahIM eka mAdha kavinuM dRSTAMta yAdgha Ave che. dAnavIra mAgha kaviH- eka mAgha nAmanA kavi thai gayA. te eka mahAna kiva hatA ne sAthe mahAdAnezvarI paNa hatA. te khUba dhanavAna ane sukhI hatA. pahelI jiMdagImAM khUba paiseA hateA eTale manamAnyA sukhA bhAgavatA hatA. sAthe dAna paNu khUba ApatA hatA. kAI yAcaka temanA AMgaNethI khAlI jatA na hatA. paNa temanI pATI umaramAM pApanA uddaya thatAM dhana - saMpatti cAlyA gayA. mANasa prathama sukhI hAya ane pachI du:khI thAya te tene ghaNuM lAge paNa mahAkavi mAghanA jIvanamAM evu na khanyu. jIvananI sAMja jema jema namatI gaI tema tema dhana ghaTavA mAMDayuM.

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zAradA sAgara 410 - chatAM emane enuM duHkha na hatuM, paNa pitAnA AMgaNethI yAcaka nirAza thaIne pAchA jAya tenuM emanA dilamAM pArAvAra duHkha thatuM. kavinA patnI mAhaNa devI paNa temanA jevA dAnI hatA. pAse kaMI na rahyuM tyAre mAgha kavi ane temanA patnI pitAnA vatanane namaskAra karI jaMgalamAM cAlyA gayA. temanI dAnI tarIkenI khyAti khUba phelAyelI hatI eTale teo vagaDAmAM gayAM te paNa yAcakanI katAra cAlu rahI. pitAnI pAse je kaMI hatuM te badhAne daI dIdhuM. have te kAle zuM khAIzuM tenI paNa ciMtA hatI. chatAM potAnA mATe jarA paNa duHkha na thayuM. paraMtu kAle yAcako Avaze temane huM zuM ApIza tenuM temanA dilamAM atyaMta dukha che. ' "kavinI kavitAnI bhejarAjAe karelI kadara":-kavinI patnIe kahyuMsvAmInAtha! Apa te mahAna kavi cho. ekAda sArI kavitA lakhe. kAvyanI kadara karanArI dhArAnagarI haju beThI che tyAM sudhI te dhananI saravANI cAlu raheze. kavie kavitA racI. te laIne mAhaNAdevI dhArAnagarI tarapha gayA. A tarapha kavi ekalA paDayA. tyAre vicAra kare che ke huM to mArI pAse je kaMI hoya che te dAnamAM vAparI nAkhuM chuM paNa mArI patnIne A gamatuM haze ke nahi! A taraphe mAlheNudevI kavitA laIne dhArAnagarImAM bhojarAjAnI sabhAmAM pahoMcyA. paMDitanI maMDaLI jAmI hatI, tyAM jaIne mAhahaNadevIe kavitA batAvI. mAghanI kavitAnuM nAma paDatAM bhejarAjAnA aMgeaMgamAM umaMga vyApI gaye. emaNe eka leka je te temAM vizvavyavasthAnA varNanane bahAne kavi potAnI vitaka kathA kahI rahyA hoya tema emane lAgyuM. temAM lakhyuM hatuM ke kamaLanA vaibhava vanamAMthI vidAya thatAM bhogIbhamara cAlyA jAya che. jema sAMja paDe ne sUrya vidAya thAya che tema kharekhara vidhinA vaLAMka ane vipAka kevA vicitra hoya che ! rAjA bhoje Apela traNa lAkha te paNa dAnamAM ApI dIdhAH-baMdhuo kavinI kavitA vAMcIne rAjA khuza thayA. ne temaNe kavipatni mAlhaNadevIne traNa lAkha rUpiyA ApIne vidAya karI. InAma jAhera thatAMnI sAthe kavipatni karatAM paNa yAcaka vadhAre khuza thayA. kAraNa ke A kavipatninI udAratA emane mATe eka AzAnuM kiraNa hatuM. A kavipatni rAjasabhAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA. cAre tarapha ubharAI AvelA yAcaka emane vIMTaLAI vaLyA. mAgha kavi karatAM paNa emanA patni savAyA hatA. thoDIvAramAM to emaNe traNa lAkhanuM InAma dAnamAM luMTAvI dIdhuM. mAgha kavi mAlheNudevInI rAha jotAM beThA hatA. khAlI hAthe patnine AvatAM joIne kavine Azcarya thayuM ke zuM A pRthvI uparathI sarasvatInA sanmAna baMdha thaI gayA? temaNe patnine pUchayuM devI! zuM mahArAjA bhojane bheTe tamane na thayo? A mAhaNadevIe kahyuM svAmInAtha mahArAjA maLyA ne traNa lAkhanuM dAna paNa

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zAradA sAgara maLyuM, paNa rastAmAM TheraThera UbhelA garIba, anAtha ane apaMga yAcakane joIne mAruM haiyuM hAthamAM na rahyuM eTale meM traNa lAkhanuM InAma dAnamAM vAparI nAMkhyuM. patnInI udAratA joIne mahAkavinuM haiyuM harSathI nAcI uThayuM ne patnIne kahyuM ke devI! Aje mArA manamAM tamArA viSe evI zaMkA thaI hatI ke huM A badhuM dAnamAM ApI dauM chuM temAM tame dilathI sahamata haze ke nahi? e mAro bhrama tame bhAMgI nAMkhe. kharekhara! , tame eka dAnavIrane chAje tevuM pagaluM bharyuM che. dhana te bhabhava kamAyA paNa dharmanI kamANI karavAnuM A TANuM pharIne kayAre maLavAnuM che! pati-patnI A kSaNane potAnA jIvananI dhanya paLa gaNIne AnaMda anubhavI rahyA hatA. tyAM dUrathI eka garIba ane bhUkhyo tarasya yAcaka AzAbhera mAlheNAdevInA pagale pagale tyAM Avyo ne mAghanI sAme hAtha laMbAvIne Ubho rahyo. paNa pAse te kaMI rahyuM nathI. zuM karavuM? AMgaNethI yAcaka pAchA jatAM AMsuthI bharelo - kavi patnIne pUche che devI! A bhUkhyA tarasya yAcaka Ave che. kaMI rahyuM che kharuM? mANadevIe kahyuMH hA, che. mAghe bebo dharyo ne mAheNudevIe tene AMsuthI bharI dIdhuM. A joI yAcaka paristhiti samajI gayA ane A udAratAnA vakhANa karate pAcho vaLe. kaMI maLyuM na hatuM chatAM ghaNuM maLI gayAne saMtoSa tene mukhane tejasvI banAvI rahyA hatA. pitAnA AMgaNethI yAcakane khAlI hAthe pAcho pharato joIne mAghanI AMkhamAM AMsunI dhAra vahevA lAgI. te raDatA raDatA bole che ke mAre AMgaNe AvelA yAcakanI yAcanA khAlI gaI ! huM ATaluM paNa na karI zakaze? chevaTamAM prANunuM balidAna - kavi bole che te prANadeva! tuM mArA dehamAM zA mATe TakI rahyo che? vahelA ke moDA eka divasa te A zarIranuM peLIyuM choDavAnuM che te atyAre cAlyA jAvane. je pele yAcaka jaI rahyA che tenI sAthe cAlyo jA. tane A saMgAtha nahi maLe. baMdhuo! ItihAsa kahe che ke A samaye mAghanA dilamAM khUba dukha thayuM ne e AghAta lAgyuM ke e samaye mAghanA prANa cAlyA gayA. ne A duniyA upara eka mahAna ajoDa kavi ane dAnezvarI AtmAnI mahAna beTa paDI gaI. kevI mahAna dAnavRtti! ke potAne khAvA na rahyuM tenuM aMzamAtra duHkha nahi paNa bIjAne kaMI ApI na zakyA tenuM pArAvAra duHkha thayuM. e kevuM duHkha thayuM haze ke tenA prANa cAlyA gayA! A duniyA upara je AvA dAnezvarI AtmAo jAge te huM nathI mAnatI ke A duniyAmAM ApaNe jaina bhAI kaI garIba rahI zake. tame AvI mamatA nA cheDe te kAMI nahi paNa aMze aMze parigrahanI mamatA utAre. jene parigrahanI Asakita nathI tene jarUra dAna karavAnI bhAvanA jAge che. dAna karatAM mahAna lAbha maLe che. ApyAM

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412 zAradA sAgara karatAM anekagaNuM parabhavamAM maLe che. mATe parigrahanI mamatA choDe. parigrahanI mamatA chuTaze te sAcuM sukha paNa maLI zakaze. vadhu bhAva avasare kahevAze vyAkhyAna na. 48 saMvatsarI" bhAdaravA suda 5 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 9-9-75 viSaya- veranuM visarjana ne snehanuM sarjana sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene, jenI ApaNe ghaNA divasathI khUba utsukatApUrvaka rAha joI rahyA hatA te saMvatsarI mahAparvane parama pavitra divasa Aje kSamAne saMdeza laIne AvyuM che. jagatanA samasta parvomAM AjanuM parva besTa che. te kaI apekSAe te jANe che? janmASTamI, zItaLA sAtama jevA laukika parve, paMdaramI ogasTa, 26 mI jAnyuArI Adi bIjA rASTrIya pa karatAM paNa A parva mahAna zreSTha che. Ajano divasa mahAna maMgalakArI che. ne uttama che. kAraNa ke dareka divasa karatAM Ajano divasa javAbadArI che. ane Atma saMzodhanano che. tame sAta sAta divasa sudhI vItarAgavANInuM ekadhAru zravaNa karyuM. temAM tapa ane tyAganI uMcI ucI vAta sAMbhaLI. tenuM AjanA divase saravaiyuM kADhavAnuM che. divALI Ave che tyAre tame naphA teTAnuM saravaiyuM kADhe che ne ke A varSe keTale naphe thayo ne keTalI beTa gaI? te rIte Aje ApaNe e vicAravAnuM che ke mArA Atmika vahepAramAM mana-vacana ane kAyAnI pravRttimAM Atmika dhananI keTalI vRddhi thaI? viSaya kaSAyamAM Asakata banI mArA nijaguNanI keTalI ghAta karI tenuM nirIkSaNa karavAnuM che. Aja sudhI kedhanA AvezamAM AvI meM koI vyaktinA mana-vacana-kAyAne dubhAvyA heya tenI Aje sAcI kSamApanA karI laIza ne pharIthI tevI pravRtti nahi karuM te daDha nizcaya Aje karI leje. mArAmAM kSamAne guNa have joIe, chatAM kayAyane vaza banI mithyAtva piSaka kalaMka lAgyuM haze te Aje kSamAnA sAgaramAM snAna karIne Aje zuddha banIza ane pharIne AvA malIna bhAve nahi karuM. AvI suMdara bhAvanAo lAvI tene AcAramAM mUkavAne Ajane pavitra divasa che. paryuSaNa parvamAM Ajano divasa zirAmaNuM samAna che. baMdhuo! Aje bhAratabharamAM ane videzamAM vasatA dareka jainenA dilamAM AnaMda haze ke Aje amAro pavitra divasa che, badhA divase karatAM AjanA divasanuM pavitra prabhAta koI anere saMdeza laIne AvyuM che. te be kAryo karavAnuM sUcana kare che eka

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zAradA sAgara 413 letI ne bIjuM detI. zuM levAnuM age zuM devAnuM? jenI sAthe tamAre vera-jhera ane vikhavAda thayo hoya tenI sAthe tame kSamApanA kare ne bIjAne kSamA Ape, te sAcI saMvatsarI ujavI gaNAze. paNa aMtaramAM ahaM rAkhIne bIjAne nahi khamA te tamArA jIvananI koI kiMmata nathI. juo, gulAbanuM phUla badhAne khUba game che ne? gulAba badhA pumAM rAjA samAna che. paNa tenI kiMmata kyAre ? bhale, tene bahenanA zaNagAramAM, temanA mastakanI veNImAM uMcAmAM uMcuM sthAna maLe ke jAnamAM rahelA vararAjAnA pakSamAM tenuM sthAna hoya, javAharalAla naherU paNa pitAnA koTanA khissAmAM gulAbanuM phUla rAkhatA. paraMtu te phUla mAne ke mAre A kAMTALI DALI upara zA mATe rahevuM joIe? zuM mAre DALanuM baMdhana? mAre A baMdhana nA joIe. te zuM tenI kimata raheze ? vicAra kare. hAthI jevA hAthIne aMkuza, gADIne breka ane gheDane paNa lagAma hoya che. je DrAIvara brekane kAbUmAM nahi rAkhe ane gADI bephAma rIte calAvaze te kyAreka pitAne ane gADImAM besanAranA prANa gumAvI besaze. tema ApaNe paNa ApaNA jIvanamAM pAMca Indriyo ane cha mana upara vrata niyama rUpI breka kAbUmAM nahi rAkhIe te AtmA caturgatinA cakakaramAM paDI jaze. mATe jIvanamAM vrata-niyama rUpI dharmanI jarUra che. phUlane DALanuM baMdhana che paNa phUla baMdhana teDe te zuM thAya? DALI uparathI kharI paDe. kharI paDelA phUlanI kaI kiMmata nathI. eka kavie paNa kahyuM che ke he phUla! tuM abhimAna na kara. e phUla khIlelA tuM garva na kara, tArI dazA badalAI jaze, e khIlelA phUla ! tuM ochuM abhimAna kara. je tuM DALa upara haIza te tAruM mAna che. mAthAnA vALa tamane keTalA vahAlA che ? paNa eka vALa kharIne tamArA bhANAmAM paDe ne khAtA keLiyAmAM AvyuM te bole rAkhaze ke pheMkI deze? (hasA hasa). baMdhuo ! Ajano divasa AtmAne pavitra banAvavAnuM che. jyAre tamArA paDA InkamaTekSanI ophisamAM batAvavA javAnI tArIkha najIka Ave che tyAre tame agAuthI keTalI mahenata kare che. sukhethI uMghatA nathI ne zAMtithI jamatA paNa nathI. ne khUba kALajI pUrvaka cepaDAmAM lakhavAnuM kAma karo cho. khUba cokasAIpUrvaka kAma karavA chatAM paNa jyAre mudata Ave tyAre batAvavA jAva te pahelAM nakakI karI rAkhe che ke Ama pUche te Ama javAba Ape. Ama keTale 1lAna nakakI karIne khUba bAhezI ne cAlAkIthI batAvavA jAya che. tema Aje paNa tamArA jIvananA cepaDA cokhkhA karavAnI mudatane dina-che to ahIM paNa agAuthI tame plAna nakakI karyo haze ne? sAta divasa tamane mudatanA ApyA ke temAM tamArA AtmA sAthe vicAra karI le ke atyAra sudhI kenI kenI sAthe meM vera-jhera karyA, mAyA, dagA ane prapaMca keTalA sevyA? keTaluM mAruM

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414 zAradA sAgara tAruM karyuM ? koInAmAM taDa te nathI paDAvI ne ? koInA premamAM paththara to nathI mUke ne ? te tArA jIvanamAM keTalA sArA kAma karyA ne keTalA bUrA kAma karyA tene hisAba karI bhagavAna mahAvIranI peDhInI InkamaTekSanI ophisa che temAM Aje saMvatsarIne divase mudata pUrI thatAM cepaDA batAvavAnA che. - Aje tamArA AtmA sAthe karAra kare ke mAre jenI sAthe duzmanAvaTa che, jene tAM mArA dilamAM ThaMdha Ave che, lehI ukaLI jAya che, tenI sAthe AjathI mAre vera rAkhavuM nathI. kadAca karmanA udayathI ke sagA bhAI-bhAInI vacce vairanI vaNajhAra ubhI thaI hoya, mAtA-putra vacce taDa paDI hoya, bhAIne bahena sAthe vAMdho paDe hoya, ne ekabIjAnA sAmuM jotA na ha to have AjathI te badhAnI sAthe namra banIne tame khamata khAmaNA karI leje. ne AjathI nirNaya karI leje ke have kyAreya koInI sAthe huM vera-virodha karIza nahi. te tame sAcI saMvatsarI ujavI gaNAze. paththara paNa nadInA pravAhamAM gabaDato gabaDato dhIme dhIme goLa banI jAya che. lokhaMDa paNa agnimAM nAMkhavAmAM Ave te pIgaLI jAya che. te zuM mAnavI na pIgaLe? jarUra pIgaLe. sAmAnA dilamAM bhale kodhane puMja bharyo hoya paNa ApaNuM dilamAM kSamAne sAgara vahevuM joIe, sAgaramAM badhuM samAI jaze. dhanA sAme kedha karIe, jheranI sAme jherane pragaTa karIe, loDhA sAme letuM bhaTakADIe te pariNAme bhaDako thAya. ya. romana samrATa sIjhara ogasTasa sAme sInA nAmanA mANase jAna levAnuM kAvavuM karyuM. kAvavuM phUTI gayuM. sane pakaDAyo. sInAne zI sajA karavI e carcAne viSaya thaI paDe. tyAre sIjharanI patnIe kahyuM raga upara eka davA kAma na kare to jema tenA virUddha guNavALI bIjI davA ApIe chIe tema zikSAthI kAvatarAkherene mULathI ukheDI na zakAtA hoya te kSamAne Azaro levo joIe. sIjhare patnInuM kahevuM mAnya rAkhyuM. pariNAme sIne sIjharane mitra banI gaye. kSamA ApavAthI sAmA mANasanA manamAM e vicAra pragaTavAno ke arere....meM A zuM karyuM ? meM mukhae ene badanAma karavA ene jAna levA vicAryuM tyAre eNe mane kSamA ApIne kevo badale vA? bhAratIya vijJAnI jagadIzacaMdra bojha temanA pitA bhagavAnacaMdra pharIdapuramAM nyAyAdhIza hatA. eka vakhata temanI pAse eka lUMTArAne kesa Avyo. enI bhayaMkaratAne lakSamAM rAkhIne bhagavAna caMdra ane AkarI sajA karI. lUMTArAe sajA pUrI karI paNa manamAM eka gAMTha vALelI ke sajA pUrI karuM ane sAthe sAthe bhagavAna caMdrane paNa pUrA karuM. sajA pUrI karI lUMTAro bhagavAnacaMdranA mahele A rAtre badhA ghasaghasATa UMghatA hatA lUMTArAe bahArathI baMgalo saLagAvyA. UMghatA bhagavAnacaMdra nAnakaDA jagadIzacaMdrane laIne bahAra AvyA. bahAra lUTAro ubhe hato. bhagavAna caMdranI ane tenI AMkhe eka

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415 zAradA sAgara thaI chatAM bhagavAnacaMdra eka zabda paNa na khelyA. e yAta teA e lUTArAne palavAramAM pakaDAvI zakata. paNa ema na karatAM e mauna rahyA. lUMTArAnA manamAM vicAra AvyA-me Ane "gale saLagAvI mAryA chatAMya mukha para kevI zAMti che! emanI AMkhAmAMthI kevI karUNA Tapake che! lUMTArA bhagavAnacaMdranA pagamAM paDI gayA. te raDI paDayA. bhagavAnacadre kahyuM-bhAI ! tane mAnavanu tana maLyu che enAthI kALA karyA karavA cheADI dai nItineA rATale khA. temAM tAruM kalyANa che. lUTArAe peAtAnI manevedanA vyakata karatAM kahyuM-paNa nItinA rATalA khAvA kANu ke che? mAre mahenata-majurI karIne peTagujArA karavA che pagu mane kAma keNu Ape che? AthI mAre lUTanA dhaMdhA karavA paDe che. bhagavAnacadre te lUTArAne nAnakaDA jagadIzane nizALethI lAvavA laI javAnuM kAma sAMkhyuM. teNe lUMTanA dhaMdhA choDI dIdhA. kSamA ApavAthI khanenI cittavRtti zAMta ane nirmaLa thAya che ane peAtAne peAtAnuM sAcuM kanya samajAya che. jyAre krodhanI sAme krodha karavAthI baMnenI vivekabuddhi bhraSTa thAya che ane na karavAnA kAma karI khese che. jIvanamAM sAcI zAMti meLavavI hAya tA kSamAne dhANu karavI paDaze. duniyAnA dareka dharmamAM, dareka samAjamAM, kSamAne ucca sthAna ApavAmAM AvyuM che. mAnasika ane zArIrika svAsthya mATe kSamA ajoDa auSadha che. gharamAM kAinI sAthe kheAlAcAlI thAya che tyAre ApaNuM mana kevu du:khI khanI jAya che! gharanI kAI vAtamAM rasa rahetA nathI. kAIne khelAvavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. manamAM aneka jAtanA mADhA vicAra Ave che. A badhA verajhera, kakaLATa-kajiyA, dveSa vagerene dabAvavA hAya te ApaNe kAM te khIjAne kSamA ApavI joie. mAM te khIjAnI kSamA mAgavI joIe. A vinA verajhera, kajiyA, kaMkAsanA aMta AvatA nathI. Isu khriste eka pravacanamAM kahyuM che. mitrA upara teA sahu kAi prema kare paNu zatrue upara prema rAkheA tyAre tame kharA. zApa ApanArane AzIrvAda ApavA e keTaluM kaThaNa kAryAM che? eTale evI vyakitaone divya vyakita kahevAya che. gALanI sAme gALa devI, zApanI sAme zApa ApavA ke krodhanI sAme dha karavA emAM mAnavatA nathI. mirAta-i-sika MdarImAM lakhyuM che, bUru karanArane sakhta sajA karavI ghaNI sahelI che. jo tu kharA mAnava hAya te tArI sAthe je burAI kare che ane kharAba rIte varte che tenI sAthe sArI rIte varata. mAnavatA te e che ke zApanI sAthe AzIrvAda ApavA. Isu khristane jyAre vadhasthale laI gayA ane temane kresa upara jaDI dIdhA tyAre isunI AMkhamAMthI karUNAnA dhAya vahI rahyA. te khelyA-De pitA ! tu A khaSAne mArke karaje. kAraNa ke teo zu karI rahyA che tenuM paNa temane bhAna nathI. AnuM nAma kSamA. pUruM karanAranuM manathI paNa ahita na IcchavuM.

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416 zAradA sAgara iglenDanI rANI IlijhAbethe skoTalenDa kabaje karyuM ane rAjakAraNanI adAvatathI vijetA rAjyoe tyAMnI rANI merIne phAMsIe laTakAvI dIdhI. AthI merIne maMtrI IlijhAbetha upara khUba kaidha bharAye. chatAM rAjyasattA pAse e ekale karI paNa zuM zake? kaMI thAya nahi ane sahevAya nahi e ghATa thayo. Akhare e mAMda paDe ne marI gayo. tethI tenI patnIne khUba duHkha thayuM. mArA patinA maravAnuM kAraNa ilijhAbetha che. e nahi ne kAM te huM nahi. Ama nizcaya karIne maMtrInI patnI mArgAreTa lembamana iMglenDa AvI. eka divasa lAga joIne te rAjamahelamAM dAkhala thaI. hAthamAM bharelI pistola hatI. banavAkALa evuM banyuM ke pagamAM Thesa vAgatA mArgAreTa phUTapAtha upara pachaDAI paDI. hAthamAMthI pistola paNa eka khUNAmAM jaI rahI mArgAreTa pakaDAI gaI. ilijhAbethane A vAtanI jANa thaI. mArgAreTane tenI pAse raju karavAmAM AvI. teNe sAcI vAta kahI dIdhI. IlijhAbethe tene mAphI ApI chUTI karI dIdhI. banavAkALa je banI gayuM te pachI kaI kALe sudhAravAnuM nathI. vastu saDatI hoya te tene aTakAvavAne ApaNuM pAse raste che. kehavAyuM tyAMthI kApI nAMkhIe te saDatuM aTake, koI mANasa ApaNA koI kAryathI rIse bharAIne ApaNA upara kaMdhe bharAya te samajI vicArIne ene ThaMDo pADavA prayatna karavo joIe. baLatAmAM ghI nAMkhIe te bhaDake mATe thavAnuM che. ghaTavAne nathI. baLatAmAM ghI nAkhavuM ke pANI nAMkhavuM e ApaNA hAthanI vAta che. ke agni je che ene zAMta karavA mATe kSamAnuM pANI uttama che. jema agnithI agni vadhe che tema krodhathI ke vadhe che. A samaye ApaNe samajI vicArIne kedhathI viruddha guNa kSamAno upayoga karIne kedhane zAMta pADo joIe. eka vakhata Isu khristane ziSya piTara keyathI baLata-jhaLate temanI pAse AvIne kahevA lAgyuM. jyAre ne tyAre tame mane mArA bhAIne mAphI ApavAnuM kahe che. sAta sAta vAra meM ene mAphI ApI. chatAM ya e te ene e che. have tame kaho ene huM sIdhe karuM ke nahi? Isu khrista vicAra karIne kahyuM. bhAI piTara! teM sAta vAra mAphI ApI te sAruM karyuM. have huM kahuM chuM ke ene sittera guNyA sAta vAra mAphI Apa. ke karanArane eka vAra-be vAra mAphI ApIe ne trIjI vakhata mAphI na ApIe eTale dhULa upara lIMpaNa pAchI veranI paraMparA cAlu thavAnI. vera, krodha, IrSA, hiMsA vagere aTakAvavA hoya te dilamAM kSamAne guNa keLavavo joIe. mANasa be vAra, pAMca vAra bhUMDuM karavA tatpara thaze. chevaTe kSamAzIla manuSyanA sAnidhyamAM rahIne enAmAM paNa mAnavatA jAgaze ne enA kukarmone pastA thaze. eTale pApabharyo rAha cheDaze. saMta ekanAtha eTale zAMtinA sAgara. emanA mukha para kyAreya kenI rekhA dekhAI nathI. te vahelI savAre godAvarImAM snAna karavA jAya. paiThaNane eka pleccha

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zAradA sAgara 417 emano verI. ekanAtha mahArAjane jatAM AvatAM e hezana karyA vinA na rahe. eka divasa te svecchane thayuM ke ekanAtha kadI gusse thatA nathI. Aje te gusse karIne jaMpu tethI eka pAnavALAne kahyuM Aje mAguM teTalA pAna Apaje. hisAba sAMje karIzuM. pAnavALAe pAna ApyuM te pleccha pAna cAvIne taiyAra rAkhyuM. ekanAtha mahArAja snAna karIne nIkaLyA ke tarata pelA oNche temanA upara pAnanI picakArI choDI saheja paNa #dha karyA vinA ekanAtha mahArAja pAchA vaLyA. godAvarImAM snAna karyuM. " pAchI oNche temanA upara pAnanI picakArI choDI. chatAM mukha para e zAMtine e AnaMda. A rIte te svecche ekaso ATha vAra pAnanI picakArIo choDI chatAM ekanAthanA mukha para e ja sAmyatA ramatI hatI. chevaTe kaMTALIne eka bhakate kahyuM mahArAja! a myuccha tamane savArathI herAna kare che chatAM tamane gusse kema nathI Avato? ekanAtha kahe bhAI! myuccha mane herAna karato hoya te gusso Ave ne? e te mAruM sudhAre che. reja to huM godAvarI maiyAmAM eka vAra snAna karuM chuM. Aje A bhAInA pratApe mane ekasane ATha vAra snAna karavAne lAbha maLe. emane jeTaluM AbhAra mAnuM teTalo ocho che. teo ekanAthanI vAta sAMbhaLI ane enuM haiyuM pIgaLI gayuM te ekanAthanA caraNamAM paDI gayuM. ekanAtha mahArAje ATaluM sahana na karyuM hatuM ane sAmuM thUkayA hota to svecchanA dilanI malinatA AkhA janmArAmAM paNa vAta kharI? kSamAne sAgara banyA to sAmI vyaktinuM jIvana parivartana thaI gayuM. jenI pAse kSamAnuM khaDaga che te sAce vIra che. ApaNI pAse sattA heya ane kaI paNa vyakitane koI paNa bhUlanI kSamA ApIe to e vIranI kSamA che. eka brAhmaNe svAmI dayAnaMda sarasvatIne mArI nAMkhavAnI yukita racI. eka divasa teNe dayAnaMda pAse jaI sASTAMga daMDavat praNAma karI be-cAra mIThI mIThI vAta karI. pachI uThatI vakhate jhera bheLaveluM pAna svAmIjInA hAthamAM ApyuM, dayAnaMda sarasvatI pAna meMmAM mUkayuM. meMmAM mUkatAM. samajI gayA ke AmAM jhera che. tethI tarata ghUMkI nAkhyuM. ne gaMgA kinAre jaI kegaLA karyA, UlaTI karI jhera ekI nAMkhyuM. A vAtanI khabara zaheranA tahesIladAra saiyada mahamadane paDI. te svAmInA khUba bhakata hatA. teNe pAnamAM jhera ApanAra brAhmaNane pakaDAvI jelamAM pUryo, jyAre svAmI dayAnaMdane A vAtanI khabara paDI eTale saiyadane kahyuM- bhAI saiyada ! huM te manuSyane baMdhanamAMthI choDAvavA Avyo chuM paNa baMdhanamAM nAMkhavA nahi. atyAre ne atyAre e brAhmaNane tuM choDI de. bhU bhUMDAI na che te mATe bhalAI zA mATe cheDavI? temaNe brAhmaNane kSamA ApI. pAchaLathI brAhmaNane pastA thaze. meM dujhe AvA dharmAtmAne kyAM jhera ApyuM? pastAvAnA punita jharaNAmAM DUbakI mArIne te brAhmaNa nirmaLa banI gayo.

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418 zAradA sAgara sAcI kSame e kahevAya ke koI paNa vyaktie bhUtakALamAM ApaNuM ahita karyuM hoya ane ApaNe ene dilathI mAphI ApI hoya te mANasa pharI pAcho ApaNI pAse Ave tyAre ApaNe kaI paNa jAtanA pUrvagraha vinA enI sAthe kAma patAvIe enuM nAma sAcI kSamA. kSamA ApavI eTale verajheranuM purANuM khAtuM sarvAze cUkate karavuM. pachIthI verI pratye bhUtakALane kaI paNa prasaMga yAda na kare joIe. kSamA vIrasya bhUSaNam " kSamA e vIra puruSanuM bhUSaNa che. AjanuM parva darekane kSamA ApavAnuM che. mATe jenI sAthe vera-virodha thayo hoya tenI pAse jaI kSamA ApavI. ane pitAnI bhUlanI kSamA mAgavI. bahAragAma rahetA hoya te patra dvArA kSamA ApavI "ane thayelI kSatio badala kSamA mAgavI. eka aMgreja lekhaka lakhe che ke mAruM hRdaya eTaluM badhuM vizALa che ke jemAM huM darekane samAvI lauM chuM paNa durguNa bharavA mATe mArA hRdayamAM eka tasubhAra jagyA nathI. hRdayane vizALa karI verajhera zamAvavA A apUrva dina mehAnya banelA evA ApaNane jAgRta kare che. eka paradezI rAjAe pitAne jhera ApanAra pitAnI vahAlI patnI sUryakAMtAne kSamA ApI. metAraka munie cAmaDAnI vAgharI vIMTanAra sanIne nimitta mAtra jANuM ane kharA duzamana tarIke potAnA karmane oLakhIne hRdayathI sonIne kSamA ApI eka zlokamAM kahyuM che : sAdhoH prakopitasyApi mano nAyAti vikriyAma / ___nahi tApayituM zakyaM, sAgarAmbhatRNolkayA // ghAsanA agnithI samudranuM pANI garama karavAnuM zakya nathI tema sAdhu upara game teTala kepa kare chatAM temanuM mana calAyamAna thatuM nathI. gajasukumAre mAthe mATInI pALa bAMdhI aMdara aMgArA bharanAra pitAnA sasarA somilane mokSamahelanI pAghaDI baMdhAvanAra ananya upakArI jANa sAcI kSamA ApI. buddhane ziSya pUrNa dharmane pracAra karavA mATe anArya dezamAM javAne vicAra karI buddhanI pAse anujJA levA gaye. tyAre buddhe kahyuM H pUrNa! tyAMnI prajA jaMgalI ne abhaNa che tethI te gALIne varasAda varasAvaze te tuM zuM karIza? pUrNa kahe huM emane upakAra mAnIza kema ke temaNe mane jarAya mAra mAryo nathI. kadAca lAkaDI ne daMDanA prahAra thaze te? gurUdeva! huM ema mAnIza ke mane jIvanathI mukta to nathI karyo ne? aMte ziSyane aDaga nirNaya jANIne buddha tene anArya dezamAM javAnI rajA ApI. A kahevAne sAra e che ke dharmane phelAve karavA mATe kayAM sudhInI kSamA ! sAcI kSamAnuM ajoDa udAharaNa. suvarNagulikA nAmanI dAsImAM mugdha banI avaMtI nagarIne mAlika caMDaprota rAjA rAterAta gupta rIte corI karIne tene upADI lAvyo savAre khabara paDatAM udAyana rAjA tene pAchI meLavavA yuddha kare che ne aMte caMDapradyatane keda kare che. yuddha karI pAchAM

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zAradA sAgara 419 pharatAM cAturmAsanA kAraNe rastAmAM paDAva nAMkhyA. saMvatsarIne maMgaLa dina AvyuM. verajheranI kSamA mAgyA sivAya sAcuM pratikramaNa thAya nahi ne te kAraNe udAyana rAjA caMDa prata pAse kSamA mAge che. tyAre caMprata tene suvarNagulikA dAsI pAchI Ape te sAcI kSamApanA ApavAnuM kahe che. verane mULamAMthI kADhavA, sAcuM pratikamaNa karavA, apUrNa kSamApanAne pUrNa karavAne udAyana rAjA suvarNagulikAne pAchI Ape che ne sAcI kSamApanA meLave che. AnuM nAma sAcI kSamApanA. gautama buddha eka samaye potAnA ziSyonuM jIvana nirmaLa banAvavA kahe che ke he bhikSuo! tame game tevA saMjogomAM paNa kSamAnI mUrti banajo. saheja paNa khinna na thaze. A jIbhalaDI kuvAkaya na uccAre tenuM dhyAna rAkhaje. kebIne paNa premarasathI snAna karAvaje. pRthvI samAna gaMbhIra banaje. pRthvI jema sArI narasI dareka vastuono saMgraha kare che tema tame paNa tamArA hRdayane vizALa banAvI sarvane samAvI leje. to tame mArA ziSya kharA. dharUpI dAvAnaLanI pAchaLa paDaze nahi. je paDaze te keDe varSonI karelI mahenata baLIne bhasma thaI jaze. eka mahAna tapasvI sAdhu kedhane AdhIna banI kedhane hRdayamAM sthAna ApyuM. A nAnI sarakhI bhUlathI kedhanA pratApe caMDakauzika sarSa thayA. jene jue tenA prANa le. durgatimAM javAnA dvAra khullA thayA. paraMtu zramaNa bhagavaMta mahAvIrano bheTo thaye. temanA bUjha "bUjha zabdathI pUrvabhavanuM jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. kedhanA kaDavA phaLa jANuM sarva pratye kSamA dhAraNa karI prANAnta pratijJAnuM pAlana karavuM evo nirNaya karI bIlamAM mukha ane kAyA bahAra rAkhIne raho. pachI koI pUjana karo, paththara mAre, lAThI mAro, zastrathI kApe paNa kSamA eTale kSamA. e kSamAnA pratApe ghera hiMsA karanAra tiryaMca paNa AThamAM sahasAra devakamAM RddhimAna deva thaye. tapa karyuM hoya ne bIjA divase pAraNAnI pUrI taiyArI na hoya te dhamAdhama karI mUke. tapanuM phaLa khAI jAo ne uparathI gAMThanA gepIcaMdana bane. jyAM sudhI sAcI maitrI nahi thAya tyAM sudhI yuddhanA bhaNakArA najara samakSa rahevAnA. sAcI maitrI thavAthI anIti, cerI, lUMTaphATa, mArAmArI, ApaghAta, khUna, dubhikSa, bhaya ApoApa palAyana thaI jaze, ane darekanA jIvanamAM zAMti - zAMti ne zAMti thaze. kumArapALa mahArAjAnA rAjyamAM duSkALanuM nAmanizAna nahotuM. tenuM kAraNa e ke pitAnA aDhAre dezamAM "mArI' zabda bole te zikSA thatI. sAte vyasane hiMsAnuM kAraNa _jANa sAta mATInA putaLA banAvI-mukhe meza paDI gadheDA para besADI phUTelA vAjiMtra vagADatA pATaNamAM pheravI dezanikAla karyA hatA. bAIbalamAM Isu khrista lakhe che ke maMdiramAM naivedya dharAvavA AvyA che ane pagathIyA caDhatAM keInI sAthenuM vera yAda AvatAM eTalA

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420 zAradA sAgara para naivedya mUkIne tenI pAsethI kSamA meLavIne jaje naivedya dharAve teA izvara pUjana phaLe. krodha kAma virAdhanA ADhinuM phaLa ghaNA duHkhane ApanAra che ema jANI kSamA rAkhavI. nada maNiyAranA jIva deDakeA jAtismaraNathI virAdhanA Adi vaDe huM kSudra deDakA thayA ema jANI gheADAnA paga nIce dabAI cagAyA. chatAM Sa nahi karatAM kSamAne dhAraNa karI. tenA pratApe ghaNA RddhimAna gautamasvAmI jevA gaNadharAne paNa Azcarya upanna karAvanArI sAhyabIvALA kara deva thayA. bhagavAnanI AjJA che ke krodha karavA nahi ema dhArI kSamA rAkhavI. khaMdhakamuninI khAla utarI chatAM jinezvaranI AjJA najara samakSa rAkhI kSamA dhAraNa karI tethI meAkSa pAmyA. sAcI kSamApanA te e che ke mitra sAthe nahi paraMtu zatru mAnela vyakita sAthe hRdayamilAvavAmAM thai zake che. "verathI vera zame nahi jagamAM premathI prema vadhe jIvanamAM." jo ApaNe sAmI vyakitane chAizuM te te ApaNane chAze, ApaNe kAine kSamA ApIzu te ApaNane kAi kSamA Apaze. A rIte kSamA e eka prakAranuM dAna che. paraMtu kharu daivI dAna kayAre bane che? te jovu joie. koi vera cAlu rAkhe ane upalA bhAvathI kSamA Ape ke mAge te kharu kSamA dAna nathI, paNa veranI para pazane aTakAvI devAnA nirNaya karIne aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka kSamA mAMge te sAcu kSamAdAna che. kSamAnA AdAna - pradAna dvArA kaSAya sAgaranuM maMthana thavAthI AtmazuddhinA amRta paNa temAMthI nIkaLe che, kharekhara saMsAranuM sAcuM amRta kSamA che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 29mA adhyayanamAM bhagavate kahyuM che ke kSamApanA karavAthI jIvane zuM lAbha thAya? " khamAvaNayAeNaM bhaMte jIve ki jaNayai ? khamAvaNayAeNaM palhAyaNa bhAvaM jaNayai / palhAyaNabhAvamuvagae ya savva pANabhUya jIva sattesu mittIbhAvamuppAei, mittIbhAvamuvaga yAvi jIve bhAvavisohI kAUNa nibhae bhavai / kSamApanA karavAthI prahvAdabhAva-cittanI prasannatAnI prApti thAya che. cittanI prasannatA thavAthI sarva prANI-bhUta-jIva ane satva ADhimAM maitrIbhAva utpanna thAya che. ane maitrIbhAvane prApta karIne jIva bhAva vizuddhi karIne sarvathA nirbhaya banI jAya che. kSamAe AtmAnA guNa che. saMskRtamAM pRthvIne paNu kSamA kahevAmAM Ave che. dharatI para chANAM, lAkaDA, maLa-mUtra Adi game tevA azucIpaDhA nAMkhavAmAM Ave te paNa e vastuone dharatI dhIme dhIme peAtAnA svarUpamAM pheravI nAMkhe che. badhI vastuonu mULa svarUpa badalAI jAya che. tevI rIte ApaNe paNa vera jherane bhUlI jaine tenu` saheja paNa ahita na IcchavuM tenuM nAma kSamA che.

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'zAradA sAgara 421 | saMvatsarI parva ApaNane mahatvane saMdeza Ape che ke jenI sAthe tAre kaleza thayo hoya tenI tAre kSamA mAMgI levI. hadaya upara jAmelA kALAzanA pipaDAne ukhADIne hRdayane svaccha ne pavitra banAvI devuM. bhUtakALanuM kaI paNa kaDavuM smaraNa hRdayamAM na rahevuM joIe. jema varasAda varase che tyAre gAmanA gaMdAmAM gaMdA rastAone dhoIne svaccha banAvI de che. te rIte AjanA pavitra divase vItarAga vANInuM zravaNa karI saMvatsarI parve hadayane svaccha banAvI navA nAme jIvanane prAraMbha karavAno che. gajasukumAra muni, metAraja muni, khadhaka muni Adi mahAna puruSane kevA kaSTa paDayA. mAraNAMtika upasargo AvyA chatAM koIne doSa Ape nahi. potAnA pUrvakRta karmone samatAbhAve sahana karI ajaba kSamAM rAkhI teo mekSamAM gayA. ApaNA jIvanamAM paNa evI kSamA AvI jAya to kAma thaI jAya ne to A saMvatsarI parvanI sAcI ujavaNI karI gaNAya. kSamAne guNa e mukhya guNa che. Aje kSamA viSe ghaNuM kahevAyuM che. have tame badhA paNa vairanuM visarjana karI nehanuM sarjana karaje. vadhu bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 49 bhAdaravA suda 8 ne zukravAra tA. 12--75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! devAnupriye! ApaNe anAthI munine adhikAra cAle che. mahArAjA zreNIkane anAthI munine jotAM kevuM AkarSaNa thayuM! ne ATaluM badhuM AkarSaNa thavAnuM kAraNa zuM? prathama te muninuM sauMdarya joIne temane AkarSaNa thayuM. muninuM rUpa te hatuM ne bIjuM cAritranA tejanI jhalaka hatI. Aje duniyAmAM saune suMdaratA game che. paNa pitAne AtmA suMdara banAvyuM nathI. keI mANasa svarUpavAna hoya te bahu game ne kALo raMga na game. paNa eka vAta che ke amuka vastuono kALo raMga bahu game che. juo mAthAnA vALa to tamane kALA ja game che ne? dhaLA thaI gayA hoya te paNa kALA karavA kalapa lagADo che. kema barAbara che ne? ane AMkhanI kIkIno kalara paNa kALe game che ne? ahIM tame kALo kalara pasaMda karyo ne cAmaDIne raMga gore joIe. baMdhuo ! uparanI cAmaDInI suMdaratA karatAM AtmAne ujajavaLa banAve. nemanAtha bhagavAnanI cAmaDIne varNa kALe hate. paNa aMdara beThela cetanadeva ujajavaLa hite. te nemanAtha bhagavAna pratye keTaluM AkarSaNa thatuM hatuM. paNa bahArathI rUpALA dekhAtAM mAnavInA mana kaMIka vAra melA hoya che. tenuM peTa parakhAtuM nathI. bahAranI suMdaratA game teTalI vadhAraze paNa AtmAnI ujajavaLatA nahi vadhe tyAM sudhI kalyANa thavAnuM nathI.

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422 zAradA sAgara baMdhue ! jaina darzana rUpa karatAM guNane vadhAre mahatva Ape che. ThANAMga sUtrane ce!the ThANe cAra prakAranA phUla matAvyA che. eka phUla rUpa sahita che ne sugaMdha sahita che. te gulAma-meAgarAnu phUla. eka phUlamAM sugadha che paNa rUpa nathI te caMpAnu rAtarANInu phUla. eka prakAranA phUlamAM rUpa che paNa sugaMdha nathI te AvaLanuM phUla ane eka prakAranA phUlamAM rUpa paNa nathI ane sugaMdha paNa nathI te AkA ane dhaturAnuM phUla A cAra prakAranA phUlanA nyAye manuSyeA paNa cAra prakAranA hoya che. eka manuSya rUpa ane guNu rUpI suvAsathI bharelA hoya che jema ke anAthI muninu rUpa ghaNuM hatu te AtmA paNa guNathI bharelA hatA te vAta ApaNe AgaLa vicArI gayA. khIjA prakAranA manuSyeAmAM jemane deha bAhya saudaryAMthI zAbhatA nathI paNa temane AtmamAM guNarUpI sauthI zeAle che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA khAramA adhyayanamAM haeNrakezI muninA adhikAra Ave che te harakezI muni kANu hatA ne kevI rIte pratibaMdha pAmyA te vAta jANavA jevI che. temanI pAse rUpa na hatuM paNa guNu hatA. harakezI eka caMDALane tyAM janmyA hatA te temanu rUpa bihAmaNu hatuM. jonArane khIka lAge paNa temanA AtmA bihAmaNA na hatA eka sarpanuM nimitta maLatAM tene jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM hatu ne saMsAra tyAgI sAdhu khanI gayA. kevA e AtmA haze! tee caMDALa kuLamAM utpanna thayA hatA. tenI jJAtinA badhA chokarAe bhegA thaine rame paNa A harakezIne nA ramavA de. ene badhA kADhI mUkatA. eka divasa A harakezI badhA chokarAenI TAlIthI dUra jaine beThe che. te manamAM vicAra kare che ke A adhA chokarAe kevA premathI rame che mane ekalAne kADhI mUke che. te uddAsa anIne beThA hatA tyAM eka sapa nIkaLe che. tyAre badhA chekarAo kahe che A jherIlA sarpa che ene mArI nAkhe| mArI nAkhA. ema karIne badhA chokarAoe bhegA thaIne tene mArI nAMkhyA. te gheADIvAramAM khIje sarpa nIkaLyeA. tyAre badhA chokarAo kahe che ene mAraze nahi javA do .... javAdo pelesa sIdhe sIdhe cAlyA gayA. A dRzya harakezIe joyu tyAre tenA manamAM vicAra thayA ke sa tA ane sarakhA hatA. chatAM ekane mArI nAMkhyAne ekane jIvatA javA dIdhA tenuM kAraNa zuM? manamAM maMthana cAlyuM ke ahAhA ! huM paNu pahelA sarpa jevA cheM. emanI dRSTimAM pahele sarpa kAtIla viSamaya lAgyo tethI ene mArI nAMkhyA ne khInne sarpa niSi dekhAye tethI tene jIvatA javA dIdhA. te huM paNu pahelA sarpa jevA viSathI bharelA chuM' jethI e badhA mane ramADatA nathI. badhA cheAkarAo sAkara jevA mIThAM che ne huM viSa jevA kaDavA chuM. temane zuM dveSa ? e badhA kevA pivatra che ne huM kevo krUra chuM! mArA kevA ghAra karmanA uddaya che ? he jIva! te pUrve kevA karmo karyA haze ?

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zAradA sAgara, 423 karamane lIdhe huM duHkhI thAuM chuM chatAM paNa bA karmo karyo jAuM chuM. barA kAmamAM manane majhA je maLe che, pariNAmanI tyAre ciMtA TaLe che, (2) duonI kathA reja huM gAuM chuM. chatAM paNa bUrA karmo karyuM jAuM chuM.... mArA bUrA karmo mane duHkhI kare che. bIjuM kaMI mane duHkha denAra nathI. te he jIva ! have e chokarAone zA mATe deza Ape che? tuM tArA karmane vicAra kara. tuM ke kAtIla nAga jevo che. have tArAmAMthI jhera kADhIne tuM zuddha ane pavitra bana. tArA aMtaramAM raheluM viSavamI nAMkha. saraLa-nirmaLa ane bhadrika banIjA. A rIte AtmamaMthana cAlyuM ne karmanuM AvaraNa khasatAM temane jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. jJAnamAM joyuM to pite devalokamAMthI AvyA che. tenA pUrve sAdhupaNuM lIdhuM hatuM. khUba tapazcaryA karI hatI. paNa sAdhupaNAnI durgachA karI ke jaina dharmamAM snAna karavAnuM nahi. kapaDA dhovAnA nahi. A kaMI dharma kahevAya? je dharmanA prabhAve AvA mahAna deva thayA. jenAthI AtmasvarUpanuM bhAna thayuM tenA ja meM mULa ukhADyA? enI niMdA karI tenA kAraNe mane A nIcakuLamAM janma maLe che. meM moTI bhUla karI che. have e bhUlanuM bhAna thayuM che. to huM tenuM prAyazcita karavA mATe jena dharmanI dIkSA laI lauM. pitAnI bhUlanuM bhAna thatAM sAdhu banI gayA ne ugra tapanI ArAdhanA karavA lAgyA, baMdhuo ! tamane ema thaze ke e te caMDALa hato ne jaina dharmanI dIkSA kevI rIte lIdhI? paNa A uMca-nIca jAtinA baMdhano buddhivAdamAM che. AtmavAdamAM nathI. AtmavAdamAM sarva keIne kalyANa mArga sAdhavAno sarakhe hakaka che. eka bIjAnA vyAjabI hakaka lUMTI levA" A buddhivAdane bhayaMkara nAda che. harakezI muni AtmavAdanA namunA rUpa hatA. caMDALa jAtimAM janmyA hatA chatAM AtmavAdane yathArtha rIte oLakhI zakyA hatA. bAhya daMbhathI teo bilakula alipta hatA. Atmavizuddhi e emanuM jIvana hatuM. zarIra caMDALanuM hatuM paNa AtmA uce hatuM. Aje to uca jAtimAM janmyA hovA chatAM kaMIka che caMDALathI paNa bUrA kAryo kare che. A harakezI muni dIkSA laIne rAmAnugrAma vicaravA lAgyA ne teo evI ugra tapazcaryA karavA lAgyA ke temanA Adarza tyAga ane ugra tapanA prabhAvathI eka devane temanA pratye khUba bhakita bhAva jAge. juo, tapa ane tyAgane ke prabhAva che ! de caraNamAM paDe che ne sevAmAM hAjara rahe che.. kezala dezamAM muninuM Agamana - harakezI muninA tapathI prabhAvita thayela deva temanI sAthe rahete. harakezI muni pAMca samiti ane traNa guptinuM zuddha rIte pAlana karatAM grAmanugrAma vicaratA vicaratA eka vakhata kezala nagarInA udyAnamAM padhArI eka yakSanA devaLamAM madhya bhAgamAM thAnAvasthAmAM ubhA hatA. rAtrInA samaye

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42.4 zAradA sAgara rAjakumArI bhadrA pitAnI sakhIo sAthe tyAM ramavA mATe AvI che. badhI chokarIo tyAM ramata rame che, devaLamAM ghaNuM sthabha hatA tethI badhI chokarIo ekeka sthaMbhane pakaDIne kahevA lAgI ke A mAro vara che A mAro vara che. tyAre rAjakumArI bhadrAe dhyAnAvasthAmAM rahelA harakezI munine thaMbhamAnI temane bAtha bhIDI lIdhI. maMdiramAM aMdhakAra hovAthI khabara na paDI ke A sthaMbha che ke purUSa che? pAchaLathI tene khabara paDI ke piote jene vaLagI che te koI purUSa che. eTale tenI sakhIo hAsya vinodathI tenI mazkarI kare che tethI bhadrA khUba cIDAI jAya che ne muninI avagaNanA karI temanI khUba azAtanA karI. temanA upara thU thU kare che. munine te keI apamAna kare ke game te kare to temane paravA nathI hatI. jemane pitAnA AtmAnI paDI hoya che te saMte kevA hoya che? kalyANa chAnuM karavA kAje, vicare dezavideze, nA rAya raMke nA UMca nIca, sarakhA saune upadeze, apamAna kare tyA sanmAne, samatA bhAve rahenAra A che aNugAra amArA bhadrA kumArIe muninI ghora azAtanA karI paNa muni te pitAnAmAM masta hatA, paNa je hiMduka nAmane yakSa muni upara prasanna thayela che. tenAthI muninI ghara azAtanA sahana na thaI eTale teNe bhadrAne jamIna upara paTakI dIdhI. te bebhAna thaIne paDI. kuMvarInA pitA ciMtAtura banyA che tethI tyAM zuM vidhi thaI? - rAjAne A vAtanI khabara ApavAmAM AvI tethI tyAM tene pitA- rAjA Ave che. ghaNuM upacAra karyA paNa bhadrA bhAnamAM na AvI eTale rAjA munine caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMge che ke he munirAja ! mArI putrIe bALaka buddhithI ApanI avahelanA karI che paNa Apa dayALu che. dayA kare ne mArI putrIne sajIvana kare, have jeje.A yakSa muninI kevI gAMDI bhakita kare che ! samaya joIne tiMduka yakSa e muninA dehamAM praveza karyo ne be ke bhadrAne mArI sAthe paraNAve te tene bhAnamAM lAvuM. kaI paNa rIte bhadrA sajIvana thAya tema na lAgyuM tyAre rAjA te mAMgaNI kabUla kare che. ne bhadrAne tenI sAthe paraNAve che. pachI yakSa muninA dehamAMthI nIkaLI jAya che. ne harakezI muni bhAnamAM Ave che, tyAre bhadrAne potAnA paga pAse beThelI joIne kahyuM ke bahena ! tuM ahIM kema beThI chuM? tuM ahIMthI cAlI jA. ame jaina sAdhu kadI strIne sparza paNa karatA nathI amArA te kevA hoya te tuM jANe che? nA saMga kare kadI nArIne, nA aMge pAMga nihALe, jo jarUra paDe te vAta kare paNa nayane nIcA DhALe (2) manathI, vANuthI, kAyAthI, vratanuM pAlana karanArA....A che aNagAra amArA

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zAradA sAgara - 425 jaina muni strInA sAmI dRSTi karatA nathI. kadAca vAta karavI paDe te paNa dRSTi te temanI nIcI hoya che. gocarI jAya tyAre sUjhatA-asujhatA mATe kaMI balavuM paDe te bele, bAkI mauna rahe. saMsArI jIvonI sAthe rahevA chatAM paNa jaLakamaLavat alipta bhAvathI rahe. evA jainanA saMto pavitra hoya che. harakezI muni kahe che bahena! tuM mArAthI dUra jA. mArI pAse tArAthI na besAya. tyAre bhadrA kahe che huM ApanI patnI chuM. mArA pitAe corI bAMdhIne vidhipUrvaka mane tamArI sAthe paraNAvI che. have huM kyAM jAuM? muni kahe bahena! huM te dhyAnamAM hatuM. mane A vAtanI kaMI khabara nathI. A yakSe AvI gAMDI bhakti karI che. tuM tAre ghera cAlI jA. te jatI nathI tyAre muni tene choDIne bIjA sthaLe cAlyA jAya che. bhadrA mATe zuM vicAre che?" - bhadrAne muni sAthe paraNAvI eTale tene keNa paraNe? eka purohita sAthe nirUpAye tenu lagna thAya che. eka vakhata te traSipatnI kahevAI gaI eTale tenI zuddhi mATe purohita moTo yajJa kare che. barAbara A samaye harakezI muni vicaratAM vicaratAM tyAM padhAre che. temane mAsakhamaNanuM pAraNuM che eTale yakSanA manamAM thayuM ke huM emane jamaNavAra thAya che tyAM laI jAuM te pAraNumAM temane sAro AhAra maLe. A samaye yakSe muninI daSTi badalAvI dIdhI eTale muni brAhmaNono yajJa thAya che te pADA tarapha cAlyA. jenanA sAdhuthI yakSanA pADAmAM gaucarI mATe javAya nahi. jyAM svAmI vAtsalya hoya, moTI paMkti jamavA beThI hoya tyAM sAdhuthI gocarI javAya nahi. yakSe muninI draSTi badalAvI tethI te tyAM gayA. to brAhmaNe temane joIne khUba krodhe bharAIne bolavA lAgyA ke : kayare Agacchai dittarave, kAle vikarAle phokkanAse / omacelae paMsu pisAyabhUe saMkara dusaM parihariya kaNThe // utta. a. 12, gAthA 6 are! bhayAnaka kALA zarIrazvALe, vaka nAsikAvALo, jIrNa ne melA gaMdhAtA vAvALe, raje karI kharaDAyela zarIravALa ne ati malIna ukaraDA jevA vastra vaLagADIne kadarUpe ahIM koNa AvyuM che? he AdarzanIya! tuM keNa che? ahIM kaI AzAthI AvyuM che? pizAca jevuM tAruM rUpa che. mATe tuM amArA yajJathI dUra cAlyo jA. ahIM zA mATe ubho che? abhimAnamAM unmatta banelA brAhmaNoe munine uparokta zabdo kahyA. baMdhuo! satyAsatyane viveka karyA vinA AvI Akezamaya mithyAvANIne bakavAda kare te mUrkhatA che. e sajajanatAnuM lakSaNa nathI. jIbhanuM javAhara jema tema veDaphI nAMkhavuM enA jevI pAzavatA bIjI kaI hoI zake? ahIM munine AvA kaThera vacana brAhmaNee kahyA te samaye yakSe muninA zarIramAM praveza karyo ne kahevA lAgyuM ke

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426 zAradA sAgara zramaNa chuM, sAdhu chuM, brahmacArI chu, parigrahanA tyAgI chu. tameAe khIjAne mATe A bhAjana khIra-khAjA vigere je banAvyuM che te levA mATe Avyo chuM. tame mane Ape. jo tame AvA tapasvIne nahi Ape! te yajJanu phaLa kevI rIte prApta karaze ? A rIte kahe che paNa brAhmaNA temane vaheArAvatA nathI. ghaNI lIlA kare che paNa muni jatA nathI eTale temane game tevA vacane kahIne cAbUka ane lAkaDInA mAra mAravA lAgyA. A samaye bhadrA badhA brAhmaNAne kahe che tame A zu kare che ? A te mahAna tapasvI muni che. te kayA muni che te tamA jANeA che ? devAbhiogeNa nioieNaM, dinnA mu rannA maNasA na jhAyA / narinda devinda bhivaMdieNaM, jeNAmi vaMtA isiNA sa eso // utta. sU. a. 12, gAthA 21, huM kumAreza! devanA prakopathI rAjAe mane temanI sAthe paraNAvI hatI paNa narendra ane devendranA paNa pUjanIka evA munie mane manathI paNa icchI nahi. A muni zuddha brahmacArI che. emaNe mane chAMDI dIdhelI che. te A muni che. mATe tame emanI jarA paNa avahelanA karaze! nahi. jo tame emane satApaze teA emanA tapanA tejathI tame maLIne bhasma thai jaze. bhadrAe brAhmaNeAne peAtAne anubhava kahyA ne muninI azAtanA karatA khUba vA paNa "vinAza kALe viparIta buddhi" te anusAra temane e hitazikSA gaLe utarI nahi ane tapasvI harakezI muninI avagaNanA karavAnI ajJAna brAhmaNAe cAlu rAkhI. saMtane saMtApavA e mahAna pApa che. paNa e zikhAmaNa sAMbhaLe kANu ? kharekhara ajJAna e eka prakAranuM mithyAtva che. bhadrAnA vacana temaNe sAMbhaLyA nahi tyAre te yakSa bihAmaNuM rUpa laIne AkAzamAM azyapaNe rahIne te yajJa karatA brAhmaNa kumArAne evI rIte haNavA lAgyA ke te khadhA pRthvI upara DhaLI paDayA. meADhAmAMthI leAhInuM vamana karavA lAgyA. A joI pharIne bhadrA eTalI ke he brAhmaNa kumAre ! A sAdhunuM apamAna karIne ugra tapasvI munine bheAjana veLAe tame pIDA upajAvA che. tethI agnimAM jema pataMgiyAnI senA maLIne bhasma thAya che tema tamane paNa A muni bALIne bhasma karaze. mATe jo tamAre jIvavuM hAya te muninA caraNamAM paDI temanI kSamA mAMgI le. adhA brAhmaNa kumAreAne bebhAna-dazAmAM leAhI ekatA joIne bhadrAnA pati sAmadeva gabharAi gayA ke have A badhAnuM zuM thaze? ema mAnI bhadrA sahita seAmadeva muni pAse AvI caraNamAM paDIne muninI stuti karavA lAgyA ke hai pUjaya ! ame tamArI khUba helaNA karI, niMdA karI teA he bhagavaMta! tame amAre aparAdha kSamA kara. baMdhue ! sRSTine niyama che ke " vAryA na vaLe hAryA vaLe". jo bhadrAnI hita

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zAradA sAgara 1 427 zikhAmaNa pahelethI mAnI hatI te A dazA na thAta. brAhmaNe khUba AjIjI kare che. muni te svastha hatA. A badhuM kArya yakSe karyuM. munie navakAra maMtra gaNIne brAhmaNa upara pANI chAMTayuM eTale teo beThA thaI gayA ne munie temane upadeza ApatA kahyuM ke jaina muni kadI kaI upara ke pAyamAna thatA nathI. pite sahana karIne paNa bIjAne sukha Ape che. TUMkamAM muni brAhmaNane jainatvanuM bhAna karAve che ne sAce yajJa karyo kahevAya te samajAve che. brAhmaNe kahe che tame ke yajJa kare che te amane kaho. tavo joi jIvo joi ThANaM, jogA suyA sarIraM kArIsaMgaM / kammehA saMjama jogasanti, homaM huNAmi isiNaM pasatthaM // utta. sU. a. 12 gAthA 44 muni kahe che tapa ti che, jIvAtmA tinuM sthAna che. mana-vacana ane kAyAne yoga kaDachI che. zarIra chANa che, karma lAkaDA che, saMyamanI pravRtti zAMtipATha che. e huM RSio dvArA prazasta yajJa karuM chuM. A rIte sAcuM snAna karyuM che, Adi badhuM brAhmaNane samajAvyuM. tyAre te brAhmaNe paNa dharma pAmI gayA. sAcuM samajyA pachI mANasa huM choDI de che. ahIM zreNIka rAjA paNa anAthI muninA darzanathI prabhAvita thayA che. temane sAcuM anAthapaNuM jANavAnI jijJAsA jAgI che eTale temanI jijJAsA jeIne anAthI nigraMtha pite kevI rIte anAtha che te vAta samajAvavA mATe potAnI kahANI rAjA zreNIka sAme raju kare che. mahAna purUSe kadI potAnA gANAM gAtA nathI. e sAMbhaLatA kaI lAbha thavAne hoya te kahe che. ATha-daza divasathI adhikAra mUkAI gayo che. anAthI muni kosaMbI nagarImAM vasatA prabhuta dhana saMcaya nAmanA zreSThInA putra hatA. temane ghera kevI saddhi hatI ke jenAthI sonAnI baMdUkane ratnanI gebI vaDe bAra varSa sudhI duzamana sAthe gAmano rAjA yuddha kare te paNa khUTe nahi evA RddhivaMta zreSThInA putra hatA. chatAM pote kevI rIte anAtha hatA te vAta mahArAjA zreNIkane anAthI nigraMtha kaheze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. I vyAkhyAna naM. 50 bhAdaravA suda 9 ne zanivAra tA. 13-9-75 - samatAnA sAgara ane karUNAnA kimiyAgara evA zAstrakAra bhagavate ApaNane AtmasvarUpanI pIchANa karAve che. enI pIchANa sarvajJa kathita zAstra sivAya kaI karAvI zakatuM nathI. vyavahAramAM tame zarIranI oLakhANa Apo cho paNa AtmAnI oLakhANa

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428 zAradA sAgara ApatA nathI. tethI saMsAramAM ApaNe AtmA bhaTakI rahyo che. ApaNe zarIra nathI paNa zarIramAM vyApIne rahelI saccidAnaMda svarUpI e ApaNe AtmA che. paNa mahArAjA jIvane bhAna bhUlAvIne kahe che ke tuM devasvarUpI che. A bhUla anAdikALathI ApaNane rakhaDAve che. paNa saddagurUone saMga karavAthI A bhUla TaLe che. saddagurUo tamArI AMkhamAM evuM aMjana Aje che ke jethI tamArI divya daSTi khulI jAya che. A daSTi kholanAra zrutajJAna che. zrutajJAna bIjAne upakArI bane che. kevaLajJAnI bhagavate paNa zrutajJAna rUpa dezanA dvArA jagata u5ra mahAna upakAra kare che. zrutajJAna sva-para prakAza che. zrutajJAnanuM dAna thaI zake che tethI jJAnIo zrutajJAnarUpI aMjana AMjI tamArI daSTine nirmaLa banAve che. tamArI milkata tamArA gharamAM dATelI che tema tamane ja khabara paDe te tene meLavavA mATe tamArAthI bane teTalA prayatna karo ke nahi? tevI rIte tamAruM pUrNAnaMda svarUpa tamArI pAse che. je tamane pUrNatA pragaTa karavAnI rUcI jAge to te rUcI tamane vAraMvAra pUrNAnaMdI paramAtmAnA dhyAnamAM lIna banAvaze. jyAre AtmA paramAtmAnA dhyAnamAM lIna bane che tyAre pitAnA AtmAne paNa paramAtmA svarUpe anubhave che. te vakhate tene AtmA ane paramAtmAne bheda lAgata nathI. mATe paramAtmAnA dhyAnamAM lIna banavAthI pUrNatA pragaTe che. bhagavAnanI vANInuM pAna karIne temAM lIna banavAthI jIva paramAtma svarUpane pAme che. have mukhya vAta anAthI muninI karuM chuM. paDhame vaye mahArAya, aulA me acchi veyaNA / ahotthA viUlodAho, savva gattesu patthivA // utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA 19. he mahArAjA! huM anAtha kevI rIte banyuM tenI vyAkhyA tame sAMbhaLe. huM mahAna zrImaMta pitAne putra hato. mAruM lAlanapAlana khUba sukhapUrvaka ane ghaNuM sAvadhAnIthI thayuM hatuM. mAre tyAM kaI jAtanI khAmI na hatI. huM jyAre yuvAna hatA tyAre svarUpavAna ane dhanADhayanI putrI sAthe mAro vivAha thayo. he rAjana ! tame mane kahe cho ke A bhega bhogavavAnI uMmare tame dIkSA kema lIdhI? paNa jene tame bheganA sAdhana mAno che te badhA mArI pAse mojuda hovA chatAM paNa mArI kevI sthiti thaI sAMbhaLo. huM yuvAvasthAmAM AvyuM tyAre mArA zarIramAM eka roga pedA thayo. jethI khUba vedanA thavA lAgI ane te vedanAe mArI AMkhamAM khaTake pedA karyo. daI Ave te karmanuM phaLa che, jJAnIo belyA che keH mara te ra4 3yA , na vaMghavA vaMdhavAM varita " jyAre karmane udaya thAya che tyAre sagAvahAlA. bAMdhava AdinuM bAMdhavapaNuM

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zAradA sAgara paNa rahetuM nathI. AMkhamAMthI TapaTapa AMsuDA paDe chatAM koI sAmuM paNa jotuM nathI. ATalA mATe jJAnI kahe che ke karmabaMdhana karatI vakhate khUba sAvadhAnI rAkhe. baMdha samaye jIva cetI, udaye ze saMtApa he jIva! tuM kamanuM baMdhana kare che tyAre bhAna nathI rAkhate ane bhegavavAne samaya Ave che tyAre rokakaLa kare che. tenA karatAM karma na baMdhAya tenI sAvadhAnI rAkhe te A vakhata na Ave. anAthI muni kahe che ke AkhA zarIramAM sAra rUpa je AMkhe mAnavAmAM Ave che temAM mane bhayaMkara vedanA thavA lAgI. AMkha dvArA badhA padArthone joI zakAya che. AMkha vinA AkhI duniyA aMdhakAramaya lAge che. kaDe sUryane prakAza paNa AMkha vinAne mAnavI joI zakatA nathI. tene mATe te divasa ne rAta badhuM sarakhuM che. A rIte AMkhanuM AkhA zarIramAM mahattvanuM sthAna che. baMdhuo! anAthI munine potAnI AMkhomAM jyAre bhayaMkara vedanA thaI tyAre tene maTADavA mATe khUba ThaMDA pINA, sAre rAka, ThaMDaka thAya tevA badhA sAdhanone upayoga karyo chatAM karmodaye tene zAMti nA ApI. anAthI muni belyA ke are he rAjana ! jyAre mane vedanA upaDI tyAre ema thayuM ke A mArI AMkhano huM nAtha nathI. je huM tene nAtha hota to ATalI badhI sAra saMbhALa rAkhavA chatAM tene ATalI vedanA zA mATe thAta! je manuSya ajJAnanA kAraNe AMkha mArI che tema kahe che te bhUla kare che. jene pitAnuM mAne che te je potAnI AjJAmAM na rahe to pachI tene potAnuM kema kahevAya? nokara je mAlikanI IcchA virUddha kAma kare te te mAlikane nokara na kahevAya. nokare te zeThanI AjJAne AdhIna rahevuM paDe che. tema A zarIra ane Indri paNa AtmAnA dAsa che. chatAM teo AtmArUpI zeThane AdhIna rahetA nathI. A zarIra ane indrio karmane AdhIna che. zarIrane tame mAruM mAne che paNa te tamAruM nathI. tame ema nirNaya kare ke mAre Aje. pAMca rUpiyA kamAvA che to kALI majurI karIne kamAI zakaze. paNa jo ema vicAra karaze ke Aje mAre mArA zarIramAM kaI daI AvavA devuM nathI te te nahi banI zake. anAthI muni kahe che ke jyAre mArI AMkhamAM vedanA thaI tyAre mArA AkhA zarIramAM khUba dAhajavara thavA lAgyuM ne tamAma agamAM baLatarA thavA lAgI. jema ke mANasa zarIra upara baLatA aMgArA mUke ke AMkhamAM saMya bheMkI de to kevI vedanA thAya! tenA karatA anaMta gaNuM vedanA mane thavA lAgI. tyAre mane vicAra AvyuM ke mArA karelA pUrvakRta karmonA kAraNe jIvane AvI vipula vedanA thAya che chatAM jIvane bhAna thatuM nathI. anAthI nigraMthane jIvana ItihAsa ke suMdara che. temaNe pitAne samajaNa AvI

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430 zAskA sAgara tyArathI teA evuM kAI kaThIna karma karyuM na hatuM. temanI prakRtti kevI saraLa ne bhadrika hatI! peAte zreNIkarAjAne peAtAnI eLakhANa ApI te paNa kevI rIte ApI? ke kesakhI nagarImAM prabhUta dhana saMcaya nAmanA mArA pitAjI rahetA hatA. paNa ema na kahyuM ke hu rahetA hatA ne mArI pAse ATaluM dhana hatu. emane kahevu hAta teA kahI zakata. kAraNa ke pote dhaMdhA karatA hatA. lagna thayelA hatA. paNa je jAtivaMta vinayavaMta hAya che te kadI peAtAnI oLakhANa ApatA nathI. peAtAnA vaDIlAnI oLakhANa Ape che. sudharmA svAmIne jayAre jyAre jabhusvAmI kaI paNa prazna pUchatA tyAre vinayapUrNAMka vaMdana karIne pUchatA hatA ke he bhagavaMta! AgamamAM bhagavAne kayA bhAvanuM nirUpaNa karyuM. che ? tyAre sudharmAsvAmI paNa ema kahetA hatA ke hai pyArA jaMbu! meM bhagavata pAsethI je pramANe sAMbhaLyuM che te huM tane kahuM chuM. te tu sAMbhaLa. paNa ema nhAtA kahetA ke huM tane kahuM chuM. bAkI sudharmAsvAmI kai jevA tevA jJAnI na hatA. cauda pUvadhAra kahIe ne jJAna cAra vakhANIe, jina nahi paNa jina sarIkhA, evA zrI sudharmAsvAmI jANIe, mAta pitA kuLa jAta nirmULa rUpa anupa vakhANIe, devatAne vallabha lAge evA zrI jaMbusvAmI jANIe. sudharmAMsvAmI ane jaMbusvAmI e gurU ziSyanI kevI suMdara joDI hatI! jenA guNA devAe gAyA che. jaMbusvAmI pUrve kANu hatA te tame jANA che ? sAcA jIvanasAthI te che ke je pApamAM paDatA jIvane bacAve che, ane dharmanA uttama mArgomAM joDe che. khAkI saMsAranA sabadhA teA khATA che. kAraNa ke svArthamaya che. alpakALa Take tevA tuccha samadhAmAM svArthInI mAtrA vizeSa jhaLake che. niHsvAthI prema sAcA hitanI ciMtAthI bharyo hAya che. evA prema uccakATInAM AtmAthI jIvAmAM jovA maLe che. jaina zAsanamAM dharmakathAnuyAgamAM aneka zIla saMpanna mahAtmAonA nAma Ave che. temaNe potAnA jIvana ujajavaLa banAvIne aneka AtmAone sanmArge vALyA che. evI aneka satIomAM eka satI nAgIlA hatI. te nAgIlAnI sAtvikatA ane tyAgavRtti khUba prazaMsanIya che. have te satI nAgIlA keANu hatI tenA vicAra karIe. lAgyA. eka dhanavAna ane susaMskArI zeThane be putrA hatA. baMnene arasaparasa khUba prema hatA. temAM eka bhAinu nAma bhavadeva ane bIjAnuM nAma bhavadatta hatu. moTA bhAIe satanI vANI sAMbhaLI vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA lIdhI ne suMdara cAritra pALavA tene dIkSA lIdhA ghaNAM varSo vItI gayA. temaNe dIkSA lIdhI tyAre nAnA bhAI khUba nAnA hatA. te have yuvAna thayA che. ane eka zeThanI putrI nAgIlA sAthe tenA lagna thayA. viSaya-kaSAyanI khANu jevA A saMsAramAM uMmaralAyaka thayA pachI lagna karavA ane

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zAradA sAgara 431 viSayanI pravRtti karavI emAM kAMI navAI nathI. saMsAranA viSayamAM paDavuM tene prabhutAmAM pagalA mAMDayA ema belavuM te atizaya viSayanA rAgI bhavAbhinaMdI jI bole. bephAmapaNe vartatI Indrione aMkuzamAM rAkhavAno prayatna kare enuM nAma sAco pavitratAno mArga ane ene sAcI bahAdurI kahevAya. baMdhuo mAnavajIvanane Adarza mekSa pAmavAne purUSArtha karavAnuM che. mekSa parama brahmasvarUpa che. te pAmavA mATe brahmacarya e mukhya sAdhana che. AjIvana brahmacarya pALanAra AtmAo jagatamAM mahAna pavitra gaNAya che. ne te bahAdura che. jeo anAdikALathI vAsanAne AdhIna banIne viSayanI pravRttimAM mazagUla rahe che teo lagna karIne saMsAranA baMdhanamAM paDe che. lagna e viSayavAsanAmAM bephAma banavA mATe nathI paNa viSayenI vAsanAne maryAdita banAvavA mATe che. aMdarathI viSayavAsanAo jera kare tyAre mAnava unmArgagAmI, anADI ane anAcArI nA banI jAya ne atizaya lajajAne dharatAM maryAdita rIte jIvavA jIvananA sAthIne zodhe. enA mATe Arya mahApurUSoe ghaNI uMcI maryAdAo goThavI che. jIvanamAM sAce mitra e kahevAya ke je ekabIjAnA AtmAnI kharI ciMtA kare ke mArA snehIne bhava bagaDI na jAya. e pApamAM paDI dharmathI vaMcita na rahI jAya, emanA AtmAnuM kalyANa karAvavAmAM huM sahAyaka banuM. AvI bhAvanA jIvananA sAthInI hoya to te sAcA sAthI kahevAya. bhavadatta lagna karIne ghera AvyA. navoDhA nAgIlAne gharamAM lAvyA te divase bhavadeva mumi tyAM padhAryA. temanA gurUmahArAja to bAjunA gAmamAM hatA. AjJA laIne gAmamAM AvyA tyAre sAthenA munio bhavadeva muninI mazkarI kare che ke tame dIkSA lIdhA pachI ghaNAM varSe gAmamAM padhAryA che te tame tamArA bhAIne bujhavIne tamAre ziSya banAvaje. ema hasatAM (2) kahyuM. bhavadeva muni gaucarI karatA karatA pitAnA saMsArI pitAne ghera AvyA. gharanA mANasoe temane oLakhyA ne bhAvathI temane vaMdana karyA. aMdaranA AvAsamAM bhavadatta nAgalA pAse che. nAgIlAnA zarIrane aneka sakhIo zaNagAre che. ne aneka prakAranI vinodanI vAte cAlI rahI che. tyAM pitAnA moTAbhAI evA muni padhAryAnI tene khabara paDI. eTale te tarata bahAra AvyA. khUba bhAvathI vaMdana karI bhAvapUrvaka AhArapANe vaherAvyA. tyAre bhavadeva muninI sAthenA nAnA munio kahe che ke kema bhAI! moTAbhAIne bhAra upaDAvaze ne? bhavadatta kahe-hA, upADIza. temAM zuM? te kahe-cAle, amArI sAthe. bhavadattane khabara nathI ke A munio mane kayA arthamAM bhAra upaDAvavAnuM kahe che? munine vaherAvIne gharanA badhA Deka sudhI temane vaLAvIne pAchA pharyA ne bhavadatta sAmA gAma sudhI gayA. tyAM moTA gurUmahArAjanA teNe darzana karyA. pitAnA bhAIne A saMsAra sAgaramAMthI DUbatA bacAvavA

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432 zAradA sAgara mATe bhavadeva munie potAnA gurUdevane kahyuM ke A mAre saMsArI avasthAne nAne bhAI che. te vairAgyathI vaMcita rahe che. ne te dIkSA levA mATe AvyA che. mATe Apa kRpA karIne ene tAre. have je bhavadatta dIkSA na le to moTA bhAInuM vacana jAya. eTale zaramathI bhavadatta cAritra lIdhuM. bhAI gaucarIe AvIyAne zarame A sAtha vAtanI vAtamAM gurUvAre, dIdho edho ne suhapatti hAtha re saMyama kema pALuM che.... paraNane eka ja rAtamAM, gharaNuM mUkI ghera, mAMDala adhUrA mUkIyA, vahAlI retI haze dhrAskA jore re...saMyama kema pADyuM che... bhAInI zarame sAthe Ave ne ahIM te vAtane veDo thaI gayo. teNe bhAInA vacananI khAtara dIkSA lIdhI. baMdhuo! tamAre bhAI sAdhu banI gayuM hoya ne AvuM bane te tame zuM kare? bhAInuM vacana pALavA dIkSA le ke bhAInA vacanane havAmAM uDADI mUke? (hasAhasa). bhavadane bahAdurInuM kAma karyuM. haju kSaNavAra pahelA rUpavatI, yuvAna ane guNavaMtI patninA premamAM hato. haju yuvAnInA hAvA lIdhA nathI ne bhAInA vacana khAtara A caDhatI yuvAnImAM sarvasva tyAga kare e kaMi jevI tevI vAta nathI. paNa ghaNuM. sAtvikatAbharyuM pagaluM kahevAya. bheganA bhikhArI ane saMsAranA rasIyA ne A pagaluM utAvaLIyuM ane avicAryuM lAge che. paNa mAnasazAstranA UMDA abhyAsI ane AtmatattvanA vikAsanI daSTie jagatanA svarUpane sAcI rIte nihALanArane A kArya ati ucita ne sarva hitakArI jaNAya che. saMsAra taraphanI daSTi phare ne AtmA taraphanI daSTi vikase te satyarUpe samajAya. bhavadatte bhAinI zarame dIkSA lIdhI. deha dIkSAnA vezamAM che paNa tenuM mana to nAgIlAmAM ramatuM hatuM jyAre baMdhaka muninA 500 zikhe cIDAmAM pIlAyA tyAre gurudeva kahe che he ziSya! deha ane AtmA alaga che. tame deha tarapha daSTi nA karaze. tamArA AtmA taraphanuM lakSa rAkhaje. tyAre ziSya kahe che gurudeva! tana cIceDAmAM pIlAya che paNa amAruM mana navakAramaMtramAM rame che. kevI e jambara zraddhA haze! ke AtmikabhAva pragaTa thayA haze! ApaNane te saheja khIlI vAge ne lehI nIkaLe to kaMIka thaI jAya che. tyAre e saMte ghANImAM palAyA, lehInI sero uDI te samaye kevuM thayuM haze! chatAM AtmAne ke AnaMda hatuM ke zarIra nathI pIlAtuM paNa ApaNu ka pIlAya che. AvA bhAva zarIra ane AtmAnI bhinnatA samajAya tyAre Ave che. te ahIM bhAInI zarama ane nAgIlAnuM dhyAna A baMne vacce jhelA khAtAM bhavadatta varSo sudhI cAritra pALyuM. paNa enuM mana te nAgIlAmAM ramatuM hatuM. ke e koDabharI

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zAradA sAgara nAgIlAne mUkIne Avyo chuM te e bicArInuM zuM thayuM haze? e bicArI mArA virogathI dhrusake ne dhruske raDatI haze! Ama varSo vItI gayA. samaya jatAM moTAbhAInuM AyuSya pUrNa thayuM. te samAdhipUrvaka kALadharma pAmIne devalokamAM gayA. have bhavadatta chUTA thayA. bhAInuM baMdhana hatuM te gayuM. temanI uMmara ghaNI thaI gaI hatI. yuvAnI vItavA AvI hatI paNa vAsanA sarvathA viramAna hatI. nAgIlA tenA hRdayathI kSaNavAra paNa visarAI na hatI. tethI ghera javAnuM mana thayuM. kharekhara kAmAganuM jora bhalabhalAne herAna kare che. nAgalA pAse javuM, enI sAthe saMsAra vyavahAra karavo, ane enA tyAga vakhate ene thayeluM duHkha bhUlAvI devuM. A nirNaya karI sAdhunA vezamAM potAnA vatana tarapha cAlI nIkaLyA. - - - - nAgIlA Arya nArI hatI. satIonI hAramAM UbhI rahe tevI hatI. pati paraNIne choDIne gayA tenuM duHkha tene lAgyuM paNa dhIme dhIme e duHkha visAre paDayuM. gharakAma ane sAsu-sasarAnI sevAmAM cittane joDI dIdhuM. e divaso jatAM tenAmAM dharmabhAvanA paNa sArI jAgRta thaI. e samajatI hatI ke mAnava jIvananI mahattA bhegamAM nathI paNa tyAgamAM che.. nAgIlA potAnA cAritramAM khUba dUDha che -zIla ane sadAcAra e mAnavadehanA uttamattama bhUSaNa che. AvI mAnyatAnA saMskAre rUDha thayA hoya tevA kuTuMbamAM jIvanArI uttama nArIne kadI paNa avaLA mArge cAlIne bhegane AsvAda levAnI AkAMkSA thAya nahi. pazunA jIvanamAM paNa AhAra ne bhega che. pazuo ene mATe amaryAdita rIte mahenata kare che ane herAna thAya che. mAnavI samaju gaNAvA chatAM amaryAdita bhegamAM mazagUla rahe te pazu karatAM kharAba gaNAya. A bhavamAM bhayaMkara roga ane apayaza Adi pAme, ane bhavAMtaramAM narakanI pAra vagaranI vedanA bhagave che. AvI daDha dhAraNa keInA bhaNAvyA vinA ane koI paNa zAstro vAMcyA vinA ane koIpaNa parIkSAe pasAra karyA vinA je kuLamAM avicaLapaNe heya che te kuLo mahAna vidyAlaya karatAM paNa UMcAmAM UMcI keLavaNI ApanAra kahevAya. AryadezanuM dareka AryakuLa uttama saMskAranA mahA vidyAlaya samAna hatuM, ane Aje paNa je kaMI maryAdA, dharma-lajajAviveka Adi je guNe TakayA che ne dharma tarapha thoDI paNa daSTi thatI hoya te te AyakuTuMbanI mahattAne kAraNe che. Arya jIvanamAM e vAta vicAravA jevI che ke jene cAra gatimAM bhamatAM bhamatAM kaMTALo AvyuM hoya tene mekSa game, tene sarvajJapraNata dharma game. Ama te mane dharma game che evuM badhA bole che paNa dharma kene kahevAya? e zA mATe game che? dharma game tene zuM na gamavuM joIe? e badhI vAta khAsa vicArIe tyAre dharma keTale game che, tenuM mApa nIkaLe. dharma karatAM saMsAra vadhu game che evI manedazA hoya te tene pheravavI joIe.

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zAradA sAgara jene saMsAra game tene bheAga ane bheAganI sAmagrImAM AnaMda Ave. jema satu jhera caDhayu hAya tene kaDavA lImaDA paNa mIThA lAge. e rIte jene rAgarUpI sarpanuM jhera caDhayuM hAya tene bheganA bhayaMkara sAdhana paNa AdaraNIya lAge che paNa game tevA sacegAmAM pApanA mArge javAnu mana na thAya tenu nAma ucca keLavaNI che. Aje ucca keLavaNInA nAme game tevA pApamaya saMskAro phelAvavA ane dharmanI, kuLanI, mAtApitAnI, sadAcAranI, paraMparAnI lAjane teDIne svaccha paNe jIvana jIvavuM e mAnavajIvanane bhayaMkara durupayeAga che. 434 nAgIlA sAsu-sasarAnI khUba khatathI sevA karavA lAgI sAmAyika pratikramaNa, tapa, vrata-niyama AdimAM tenu mana joDAyuM tethI nAgIlA yuvAnInA kAramA unmAdane vaza karI zakI. ane jIvananeA mahAmaMthana kALa teNe sArI rIte pasAra karI dIdhe. anukrame sAsu-sasarA paNu vRddha thayA. suzIla, ati vinayI tathA zuddha AzayathI AcaranArI putravadhU temane mana putra jeTalI ki MmatI hatI. enI yuvAna avasthAmAM pati dIkSA laIne cAlyA gayA ane ene Avu vidhavA jevuM jIvana vItAvavu paDe che e vicAratAM sAsu -- sasarAne khUba duHkha thatu. paNa putravadhUnA zIla-saddAcAra, lajjA, dharma pratye tatparatA, vaDIlA pratye bahumAna Adi aneka guNNA zvetAM temane khUba sateSa thatA. chevaTe sAsu-sasarA vRddha thayA. temanI aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka sAcA dilathI khUba sevA karI. chevaTe sudhI temane samAdhi rahe tevA prayatna paNa zakayatA mujaba karyA. sAsu-sasarA khUba samAdhipUrvaka nazvara dehanA tyAga karIne devaleAkamAM gayA. sAsu-sasarAne dharmanI ArAdhanA karAvI, emanAM chellAM kAryo kharAkhara patAvIne have nAgIlA dharmakAryamAM vizeSa lakSa Ape che. dharmakriyA ane tapazcaryAmAM khUba AgaLa vadhe che. tenA jIvanamAM sASa ane zubha saskAranA baLane saMcaya thatA jAya che. 66 bhavadatta muni saMyama cheADI nAgIlAnA prema mATe AvI rahyA che. " :- gAmanA cheDe eka dharmazALA che. dharmazALAmAM eka khAi rahe che. e khAi vRddha thavA AvI che.tene eka putra che. AinI dharmabhAvanA ThIka hatI. nAgIlAne tenI sAthe sakhIpaNu che. te avAranavAra dharmazALAmAM tenI pAse AvIne bese che, koi vakhata vyavahAranI tA kAI vakhata dharmanI vAta karIne AnapUrvaka purasadanA samaya pasAra kare che. A tarapha dIkSAthI kaMTALelA ane nAgIlAnI sAthe saMsAra mAMDavAnI AkAMkSAvALA bhavatta muninA vezamAM tyAM Ave che. ne gAmanA kuvA pAsethI nIkaLe che. tyAM gAmanI keTalIka khAIe pANI bharavA mATe AvelI che. emAM nAgIlA paNa che. muni nAgIlAne eLakhI zakatA nathI. kAraNa ke ghaNAM varSo vItI gayA che. nAnI uMmaramAM nAgIlAne joyelI ne atyAre te AdheDa avasthA che. eTale zarIramAM ghaNuA pheraphAra thai gayA che. rUpa ane lAvaNyanI camaka

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zAradA sAgara 435 paNa ochI thaI gaI che. te sivAya te AyaMbila, upavAsa ne tene pAraNe navI Adi tapa khUba karatI hatI. jethI zarIra sukAI jAya ne rUpa paNa sukAI jAya tethI oLakhANa na paDe te vAta sahaja che. bhavadatta nAgalAne pUchyuM ke bahena ! A gAmamAM phalANu zeTha-zeThANI ane temanA putranI vahu nAgIlA rahetA hatAne? tyAre nAgIlAne thayuM ke mArA kuTuMbanI pUcha-paracha karanAra A sAdhu koNa haze? khUba vicAra karatA tene lAgyuM ke A tene pati che. tethI vadhu khAtrI karavA mATe nAgIlAe pUchayuM ke tame keNu cho? tyAre munie kahyuM ke huM nAgIlAne pati bhavadatta chuM. e bicArIne rajhaLatI mUkIne meM moTAbhAInI zaramathI dIkSA lIdhI hatI. ATalAM varSo dIkSA pALI paNa saMyamanI sarva kriyAo karatAM mane nAgIlAno neha khUba yAda Ava. have maTAbhAI kALadharma pAmyA tethI have huM gharamAM rahI nAgIlAne sukhI karavA mATe AvyA . A vAta sAMbhaLatAM nAgIlAne AMcake lAge. aho ! ATalAM varSo saMyamanuM pAlana karyA pachI e saMsAranA bhAgamAM lapaTAvA Ave che? enuM cAritraratna gumAvIne jatI jiMdagIe mAruM pavitra brahmAcaya lUMTavA AvI rahyo che. nAgIlAnA jIvanamAM brahmacaryanI majA tenA aMtaramAM ramI rahI hatI. ahe! kayAM ziyaLanI sugaMdha ane kayAM viSayane durgadhI kIcaDa ! meru parvatanA zikhara upara caDhIne gaMdhAtA khADAmAM paDavAnuM mana kone thAya? kharekhara, A muni maTI bhUla karI rahyA che. temanuM uttama jIvana AraMbha-parigraha ane viSayanI dhULamAM goLI nAMkhavA taiyAra thayA che ane sAthe mAruM paNa bagADaze. mATe mArAthI thAya teTalA prayatna karIne temane bacAvI levA. emanI kharAba vAsanAne dUra karavuM. mArA jIvananA sAthInuM mArAthI adhaHpatana kema thavA devAya? have nAgIlA tenA patine bhegamAM paData aTakAvavA mATe manamAM zuM zuM vicAra karaze ne tenuM adhaHpatana thatAM kevI rIte aTakAvaze tenA bhAva avasare. have thoDI vAra aMjanA satInuM caritra laIe. caritraH jIvananA gADha karmane udaya thAya che tyAre nikaTanA sagA paNa meTuM pheravI nAkhe che. so se bhAInI eka bahena mAtAne kevI vahAlI hoya ! tamAre tyAM pAMca bhAIonI eka bahena hoya to paNa kevI vahAlI hoya che ! te te tame jANe cho ne? aMjanA te eka rAjakumArI hatI. tenI te zI vAta karavI? paNa atyAre tenA evA gADha karmano udaya hatuM eTale tene joIne mAtAe tene tiraskAra karyo, tenI dAsIoe paNa tene na kahevAnA zabdo kahyA. eTale aMjanAne khUba AghAta lAgyA ne te bebhAna thaIne paDI gaI. vasaMtamAlA pavana nAMkhI tene bhAnamAM lAvI. aMjanA pelI dAsIone kahe che bahena! mane khUba tarasa lAgI che. bAnI IcchA nahi hoya to huM cAlI jaIza paNa mane eka pyAle pANI to Ape. paNa vinA mArI

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zAradA sAgara jIbha ne heTha sukAI jAya che. jIva gabharAya che. tyAre dAsIe rANIne kahe che bA ! e pANI mAge che. tyAre rANI kahe che tene pANI paNa pAzo nahi. jAva, kahI de. enuM kALuM meTuM laIne cAlI jAya. ApaNe to ene pANI nathI ApavuM paNa bIjA 1 keIne ya pIvaDAvavA nahi daIe. baMdhuo ! aMjanAnA kevA karmane udaya che! dAsIo AvIne kahI de che ke ahIM tamane pANInuM TIpuM paNa nahi maLe. jaladI cAlyA jAva. mAtAne tArA lIdhe khUba duHkha thAya che. aMjanA kahe mAtAne duHkha thAya tevuM mAre karavuM nathI. ame cAlyA jaIe chIe. je mAtAnI AzA hatI tene vasphathI paNa AvA kaThora kALaju kaMpAvatA zabda sAMbhaLavA maLyA. have kayAM javuM? aMjanA ane vasaMtamAlA khUba raDayA. pANI vinA kaMTha sUkAya che. AMkhe aMdhArA Ave che. have kayAM javuM te samaja paDatI nathI. vasaMtamAlA ane aMjanA uDatA-kakaLatA kayAM jaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. - vyAkhyAna naM. 51 tapa mahotsava bhAdaravA suda 10 ne ravivAra tA. 14-9-75 bA. bra. harSidAbAI mahAsatIjInA 31 upavAsanI mahAna tapazcaryA sujJa baMdhuo, suzala mAtAo ne bahene! - rAga-dveSanA vijetA ane parama mArganA praNetA evA vItarAga prabhue jagatanA jane anAdikALanA aMdhakArathI mukta karavAne mATe siddhAMtanI prarUpaNA karI. Aje ApaNe AMgaNe tapazcaryA karI AtmAne ojasvI banAvanAra evA tapasvI bA. bra. pU. harSidAbAI mahAsatIjInI 31 upavAsanI ugra tapazcaryAnuM vAlakezvara saMgha bahumAna kare che. Aje bA. bra. pU. harSidAbAI mahAsatIjIne 30me upavAsa che ne 31 karavAnI temanI bhAvanA che. tapa e AtmAne ujajavaLa karavAnuM amegha zastra che. AtmA upara rahelI karmanI malinatA dUra karI ujajavaLatA prApta karavI haze te tapa-tyAganI bhakImAM jhaMpalAvavuM paDaze. A duniyAmAM tame daSTi karaze te samajAze ke dareka vastune kasoTInI eraNa upara caDhavuM paDe che. tyAre te mahAna banI zake che. tame jene vaDu kahe che ne premathI khAo cho te vaDAne paNa agni upara caDhavuM paDayuM. agniparIkSAe caDhayuM tyAre te vaDu kahevAyuM. ghaDe paNa agniparIkSAmAMthI pasAra thAya che tyAre panihArIne mAthe caDhavAnuM saubhAgya tene prApta thAya che. juvAra ke makAI bhAMDamuMjAnI bhaThThImAM zekAIne

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zAradA sAgara tenI dhANI bane che. eTale te saphedaIne prApta kare che tyAre tenI kiMmata thAya che. ' - eka kavie kalpanA karI che, ke bajAramAM kelase raDe che. kavi kahe che he kelasA tuM zA mATe raDe che? tyAre kelasa phariyAda kare che ke apamAnita ane tiraskArabharyuM jIvana mane kaMTALAbharyuM lAge che. AvuM duHkha sahana karavA karatAM marI javuM sAruM che. kavi kahe che. tene kaMTALo zA mATe Ave che? tane zuM dukha che? tArI kahAnI mane kahe; tyAre kelasa kahe che. mArI kathanI zuM kahuM? mane jIvavuM gamatuM nathI, kAraNa ke mane koI belAvatuM nathI. keI mane hAthamAM le ke tarata mane jorathI nIce pachADI de che ne mane hAthamAM lenAranA hAtha paNa kALA thAya che, ne tene sAbuthI hAtha sApha karavA paDe che. mane eka sekaMDa vAra paNa keI hAthamAM rAkhatuM nathI. mANaso mArA raMgane tiraskAra bharI daSTithI jue che. A tiraskAra sahana kare tenA karatAM marI javuM zreSTha che. tyAre kavi kahe che, je tAre kALAzanuM kalaMka dUra karIne ujajavaLatA prApta karavI hoya te huM tane eka upAya batAvuM ke jethI tAruM jIvana sArthaka bane. ema kahIne kavie kelo hAthamAM lIdhe ne te AgaLa cAlyA. bajAramAM kaMdoInI dukAne bhaThTho saLagate hate tyAM jaIne kavie kelasAne kahyuM ke bhayane dUra karIne A bhaDabhaDatI javALAmAM tuM jhaMpalAvI de te ujajavaLatA prApta thaze. kelA agnimAM prANanI Ahuti ApIne kahe che ke tamArA vacana khAtara mAruM jIvana baLatI javALAmAM jhaMpalAvuM chuM. thoDI vAra thaI, tyAM kelasAne raMga kALe phITIne lAla thayo. kALAza maTIne tenAmAM lAlAza AvI. te tarata kUdIne bahAra paDaze. tyAre kavie tene UMcakIne pAcho bhaTTAmAM nAMkhIne kahyuM ke jenA saMga ane sparzathI kALAza dUra thaI tene cheDavuM te vaphAdArI nathI. tyAre kolaso. kahe che ke huM ahIM baLI maruM te mArI zakha thAya te mATe naramAMthI nArI banavuM nathI. thoDA samayamAM kelasa baLI gayo ne tenI rAkha thaI. kelasA karato rAkhamAM vadhAre guNa che. te apekSAe ahIM rAkhanI kiMmata vadhAre gaNI che. pahelAnA jamAnAmAM ziLasa Adi nIkaLe tyAre AkhA zarIre rAkha paDavAmAM AvatI hatI ne te darda maTADavAmAM upayogI thatI, cIkaNA vAsaNane sApha karavA mATe paNa zakhane upayoga thAya che. anAjane surakSita rAkhavA mATe paNa anAjane rAkhamAM dAbe che. pitAnA rUpane DhAMkI devA mATe sanyAsIo temanA zarIre zakha copaDI de che. jena sate leca kare che tyAre paNa zakhano upayoga kare che. A rIte sAdhu puruSo paNa rAkhane mastaka upara caDhAve che. je mastaka keIne name nahi tenA upara rAkha caDhe che. mATe kavi kahe che ke he kelasA ! tAre ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI. tAre raMga kALo phITI dhaLo thaye ne tuM mAnavane upayogI banI gaye. A sAMbhaLI kelasAne AnaMda thayo. jJAnI puruSe kahe che, ke he cetanA tAre tArA upara cUMTelI kamanI kAlimAne , zata

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438 zAradA sAgara dUra karavI hoya to jIvanane tapa rUpI tyAganI aninI bhaThThImAM mUkI de. tArI ujavaLatA khIlI UThaze. karmanA melathI malIna banelA AtmAne dhevAne mATe tapa e tejAba che. jemane AtmAnI ujajavaLatA pragaTa karavAnI laganI lAgI che tevA bA.bra. pU. harSidAbAI mahAsatIjIe paNa nAnI uMmaramAM mahAna ugra tapanI sAdhanA karI tapa rUpI bhakamAM kamane bALI khAkha karavA tatpara banyA che. jJAnI kahe che, ke purANuM karmone bALavA mATe tapanI avazya jarUra che. AtmasAdhanA karavAne mATe jJAna-darzanacAritra-tapa ane dAna-ziyaLa-tapa ne bhAva; e badhA mArgo batAvyA che. baMne bhaMgImAM tapane naMbara che. jJAna dvArA jIva vastunA svarUpane jANI zake che. darzanathI temAM daDha bane che. cAritra dvArA navA AvatAM karmone rokI zakAya che ne tAdvArA purANuM karmone bALI zakAya che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI tIrthakara hatA. niyama mekSamAM javAnA hatA chatAM paNa 12 varSa sudhI kevuM aghora tapa karyuM ! bhagavAne bemAsI, mAsI, chamAsI tapa karyA che. chaThThathI te ochuM tapa karyuM nathI. bhagavAnanI ATalI tapazcaryA daramyAnamAM phakta 349 pAraNAM karyA che. AvuM ugra tapa, ugra sAdhanA karIne ghAtI karmone prajALIne kevaLajJAna pAmyA. eTale mAre tamane TUMkamAM e samajAvavuM che ke jIvanamAM tapanI, avazya jarUra che. uttarAyayana sUtramAM bhagavaMta banyA che keH jahA mahAtalAyassa, sannirudhdhejalAgame / ussicaNAe tavaNAe, kameNaM sosaNAbhave // evaMtu saMjayassAvi, pAvakamma nirAsave / bhavakoDIsaMciyaMkabhmaM, tvsaanijjrijjii|| utta. sU a. 30 gAthA jema ke I meTA taLAvamAMthI pANI ulecIne tene sUkavI nAMkhavuM hoya to pahelAM navA pANInA pravAhane reka paDaze. navA pANInI Avakane rokIne aMdara raheluM pANI ulecavAmAM Ave te taLAva khAlI thAya che. tevI rIte AtmA rUpI taLAvamAM je karmarUpI pANIne jambara pravAha Ave che tene rokavA mATe saMyama rUpI pATiyA mArI de to navA karma baMdhAtA aTakI jaze ne tapa karavAthI karaDe bhavanA saMcita thayelA karmo nirjarI jAya che. AvI suMdara tapa ane saMyamanI sAdhanA karavA mATe amUlya samaya maLe che. - bhavarogane nAbUda karavA mATe tapa ane saMyama e akasIra TebleTa che. ApaNA jenazAstranA aneka dAkhalA che. sanakumAra cakravatInA zarIramAM soLa soLa mahArage utpana thayA tyAre temaNe saMyama aMgIkAra karIne mAsakhamaNane pAraNe mA khamaNa evA ugra tapa karyo. tenA pariNAme evI labdhi ane zakita pragaTa thaI ke pitAnuM ghUMka lagADe te tarata roga maTI jAya. paNa e mahAna puruSe dehanA darda maTADavAnI sAthe tapa dvArA Atmika roga maTADI dIdhuM. ApaNe tyAM jene adhikAra cAle che te anAthI nigraMthanA zarIre dAhajavarane roga thayo. ghaNAM upAyo karavA chatAM roga na maTayo tyAre

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zAradA sAgara 439 saMyama levAno nirNaya karyo tyAM eka rAtrImAM roga ApoApa zamI gaye. te sivAya namI rAjarSinA zarIramAM paNa dAhajavarane roga utpanna thaye. khUba baLatarA thavA lAgI tyAre temanA zarIre caMdananuM vilepana karavA mATe temanI rANIo jAte caMdana ghasavA lAgI. juo, jIvane kevuM nimitta maLe che ke te jAgI jAya che, rAjAne ghera nekara cAkarane tUTe na hate. chatAM rANIo potAnA patinI sevA karavA mATe jAte caMdana ghase che. 700 rANIo caMdana ghase eTale temanA hAthamAM rahelA kaMkaNane avAja thAya te svAbhAvika che. A kaMkaNanA khakhaDATane avAja thaye tyAre namIrAja pUche che, ATalo badhe avAja zene thAya che? te samaye pradhAna kahe che Apane mATe ApanI mahArANuo caMdana ghase che. temanA hAthamAM rahelA kaMkaNane avAja thAya che. tyAre namI, rAjarSi kahe che saubhAgyanA cihna tarIke ekeka kaMkaNa rAkhe. mArAthI A avAja sahana thatuM nathI. baMdhuo! tame ema mAne che ke saMsAranA badhA padArtho sukhakara che. paNa ahIM * jJAnadraSTithI joze te tamane samajAze ke duniyAnA dareka padArtho amuka vakhate sukhakara lAge che ne e padArtho amuka samaye duHkhakara lAge che. rANIonA kaMkaNuno raNakAra eka vakhata namIrASine khUba AnaMdakArI lAgatuM hatuM. kaMkaNane avAja sAMbhaLIne te nAcI UThatA hatA. e kaMkaNane avAja zarIramAM roga utpanna thatA duHkhadAyI lAge. tamane reDiye sAMbhaLa khUba gamato hoya paNa jyAre cAra DIgrI tAva hoya tyAre ke reDiye vagADe te game kharuM? "nA" kaI vagADe te tarata baMdha karAvI de athavA ke aghaTita banAva banyAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLe te paNa reDiyAnA sUra sAMbhaLavA gamatA nathI. jene tame sukhanuM sAdhana mAnyuM hatuM te duHkhanuM sAdhana banI gayuM. namI rAjarSine paNa kaMkaNane avAja dukhakara lAge. badhI rANIoe hAthamAM ekeka kaMkaNa rAkhyuM. pachI caMdana ghasAya che chatAM avAja baMdha thaI gaye. tyAre pUche che ke zuM caMdana ghasavAnuM kAma baMdha thaI gayuM? tyAre kahe che, nA sAheba, kAma te cAlu che paNa ekeka kaMkaNa rAkhIne caMdana ghase che. A sAMbhaLI namIrAjane vicAra Avyo ke ahe! have kevI zAMti lAgI ! jyAM eka che tyAM zAMti che, samAdhi che ne AnaMda che. jyAM be che tyAM bagADa che, khakhaDATa che. ema vicAra karI ekatva bhAvanA upara caDhI gayA ne saMyama laIne ugra tapa karyuM ne badhe roga maTI gaye. baMdhuo! je tamAre bhavarega nAbUda kare hoya to tapa ane tyAganI TebleTa laI le. je AtmAe deha ane AtmAne bhinna samaje che te AvA mAge prayANa karI zake che. dehamAM vasavA chatAM videhI dazA keLave che te AvuM mahAna tapa karI zake che. dehane rAga chUTe te AvuM mahAna tapa thAya che. temAM sAdhupaNumAM AvuM mahAna tapa karavuM khUba kaThina che. ApaNe tyAM traNa traNa mahAsatIjIonI tapazcaryA cAlu che. teo

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440 zAradA sAgara pitAnA svAdhyAya, dhyAna, vAMcana, manana Adi kriyAomAM masta rahIne AvI tapa sAdhanA kare che. sAdhu- sAdhvInuM tapa samajaNapUrvakanuM hoya che. AhAra saMjJAne teDI anAhAraka dazA pragaTa karavA mATe A tapa karavAnuM che. jeo AvuM tapa kare che te dhanyavAdane pAtra che. A saMsAra rUpI mahAsAgarane taravA mATe mAnavadeha rUpI suMdara naukA maLI che. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke : sarIra mAha nAvatti, jIvo vuccai naavio| saMsAro aNNavo vutto, jaM taraMti mahesiNo // || - utta. sU. a. 23, gAthA A zarIra rUpI naukA che. te AtmA teno nAvika che. A saMsAra rUpI moTe samudra che. te samudra mahAna puruSo mAnava deha rUpI naukA dvArA tarI gayA che te ApaNe paNa A naukAmAM besIne tapa-tyAga, vrata-niyama, dvArA saMsAra samudrane tarI ja che. jo A dehane tame bheganuM sAdhana mAnIne bhega-viSayamAM masta banaze to A naukA . DUbI jaze. mATe te naukA DUbI na jAya tenI khUba sAvadhAnI rAkhe. nahitara pilA traNa vaNika jevI tamArI dazA thaze. eka gAmamAM traNa vaNika rahetA hatA. traNeya moTA vahepArI hatA. eka vakhata teo traNe vahANa laIne bahAragAma vahepAra karavA mATe gayA. ghaNAM divasa samudramAM sukha rUpa saphara karI. eka divasa evo kAramAM Avyo ke dariyo tophAne caDhaye, khUba pavane phUMkAvA lAgyuM. temanuM vahANa Ama tema athaDAIne bhAMgI gayuM ne traNe jaNAM dariyAmAM paDayA. temane mAla-sAmAna badhuM dariyAmAM taNAvA lAgyuM. najara samakSa badhuM taNAya che paNa kevI rIte bacAvI zake? pitAne jIva jokhamamAM hoya tyAre bIjuM kayAMthI bacAvI zakAya? temanuM vahANa tUTI gayuM. badhuM taNAI gayuM paNa puNyAge traNenA hAthamAM e keka pATiyuM AvI gayuM. paTiyAnAM AdhAre teo taratAM taratAM ghaNAM divasa pachI eka dvIpanA kinAre pahoMcyA. paNa rahevuM kayAM? tenI zodha karavA lAgyA. kinArA upara pharatAM pharatAM temaNe traNa keTara joyA. traNe jaNa ekeka koTaramAM rahevA lAgyA. paNa khAvuM zuM? tenI ciMtA thavA lAgI, eTalAmAM tyAM temaNe uMbarInA vRkSo joyAM. enA upara thoDA thoDA phaLo hatA. temaNe vicAra karyo ke A uMbarInA phaLa khAIne ApaNe ApaNuM jIvana TakAvI zakazuM eTale A traNe jaNa uMbarInA phaLa khAIne divaso pasAra karavA lAgyA. A kaTara upara eka UMcI vijA bAMdhelI hatI. je joIne koI musAphara beTa upara Ave che teone potAne gAma laI jAya. A rIte rahetAM ghaNe samaya pasAra thaye, eka divasa eka vahANa te beTa upara AvIne UbhuM rahyuM ne khalAsIe laMgara

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zAradA sAgara , 441 nAkhyA. temAMthI keTalAka mANaso nIce UtaryA ane traNe mitrone kahyuM ke cAlo. amArA vahANumAM besI jAo. ame tamane tamArA gAma pahoMcADI daIzuM. pahela vaNika kahe, ke ahIM AvuM sarasa kaTara ane A uMbarI vRkSa mUkIne mAre te AvuM nathI. kAraNa ke kadAca vahANa tUTI jAya te marI jaIe. bIje vaNika kahe che mAre AvavuM che. paNa hamaNuM zI utAvaLa che? A uMbarI vRkSanAM phaLo thAya te khAIne pachI AvIza. trIje vaNika kahe ke huM mArA mahAna upakArIo ! tame ahIM AvyA te ghaNuM uttama thayuM. mAre AvavuM che ne huM taiyAra chuM. cAle, tamArI sAthe AvuM chuM. mane mArA sthAne pahoMcADe. A kaTara ane uMbarI vRkSamAM kaMI majA nathI. baMdhuo ! bele, tamAre naMbara AmAM keTalA che? tame kayA prakAranA vaNika che? A daSTAMtamAMthI ApaNe te sAra grahaNa karavAnuM che. traNa vaNika e traNa prakAranA saMsArI jIve che. te saMsAra sAgaramAM musApharI kare che. vacamAM manuSya janma rUpI dvIpa prApta thayela che. ghara rUpI kaTaro che. ane ubarI vRkSa rUpI strIo che. ne tenAM phaLa rUpI saMtAno che. vahANa rUpI saMyama che. tenA musAphare te sAdhu munirAje che. te sAdhu munirAje traNa vaNikane kahe che, ke cAle, ame tamane saMsAra samudra pAra karAvIe. tame saMyama laI le. tyAre pahele vaNika kahe che mekSa ke je che? mAre te A mAruM ghara, patnI ane bALake e mokSa che. mAre tamArA mokSamAM AvavuM nathI. - bIje vaNika kahe che, tamArI vAta sAcI che. paNa A amAruM ghara keTaluM suMdara che! A soMdaryavAna yuvAna strI che ne chokarA haju nAnA che. chokarA moTA thAya tene paraNAvIe ne chokarAne ghera chokarA thAya pachI saMyama laIne mokSamAM jaIzuM. hamaNuM kaMI utAvaLa nathI. tyAre trIje vaNika kahe che mAre jaladI mokSamAM javuM che. mane atyAre ne atyAre dIkSA Ape. devAnupriye! tame daSTAMtano sAra samajI gayAne? traNa vaNikamAMthI tame kone buddhizALI kahezo? ne kone mUrkha kaheze? pahela vaNika mekSane mAnato nathI. eTale te abhavya jIva samaja ne bIje kahe che ke mekSamAM javuM che paNa haju zI utAvaLa che? eTale te bhArekamI jIva che. je lAMbo kALa saMsAramAM rakhaDIne pachI mokSe janAre jIva samaje. ne trIje vaNika haLukamI jIva-te jaladI mokSe janAra chava samaje. A traNa prakAranA vaNikamAMthI tame kayA prakAranA vaNika cho, tene tame tamArI jAte nirNaya karI leje. A saMsAra sAgaramAMthI ugAravA mATe saMte tamane jAgRta kare che ke he bhavya cho! tame jAge-ne-jaladI A amArI saMyamanI naukAmAM besI jAva. je saMyama na laI zake te Aje brahmacarya mahotsava ujavAya che temAM je tamane utkRSTa bhAva Ave te taiyAra thaI jAva, mahAna lAbhanuM kAraNa che. bIje tapa mahotsava paNa cAle che temAM joDAI jAva. A amUlya suvarNa samaya pharIpharIne nahi maLe.

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442 - zAradA sAgara gaIkAlanuM nAgIlAnuM dRSTAMta yAda karIe. jIvanarathane sArathi je sAre hoya to paDatAne bacAve che. nAgIlAnA pati bhavada dIkSA lIdhI paNa aMtarathI nagIlAne neha chUTe nahi eTale pAcho Ave ne nAgIlA viSe pRcchA karI. jene pRcchA karI te pite nAgIlA hatI. teNe patine oLakhe tyAre manamAM vicAra karavA lAgI ke aho ! ekavAra je bhegane tyAga karyo tene rAga kare e zuM DaDApaNa kahevAya? - devalokamAMthI divya zarIra ane parama timaya sthAna choDIne bhUMDaNa ke kUtarInA peTe janma le enI kevI durdazA thaI kahevAya! te rIte saMsAranI viSaya-vAsanAne je che vaza thayA, cAritrathI bhraSTa thayA ane patananA mArge aTavAyA emanuM A jIvana te bagaDe paNa bhaviSyanA anaMtA bhava bagaDe. naraka-tiryaMcamAM javuM paDe ne tyAM dharmanI sAmagrI na maLe ne anato saMsAra vadhI jAya. jene bhavane bhaya hoya te saMyama mArga choDIne saMsAranA phaMdAmAM phasAya nahi. bhegamAM phasAvAthI pitAno bhava bagaDe che ne bIjAne bhava bagADe ane anarthanI paraMparA vadhArI anekane kumArge dere che. bheganA bhegavaTAmAM je jIvana jIvAya che tenA karatAM paNa vadhu AnaMdamaya jIvana bheganA tyAgathI jIvI zakAya che. bheganI tRSNa ajJAnanuM ghara che. mohana kile che. mAyAnuM maMdira che. pApone khajAne che. unmAda ane tophAnanuM utpattisthAna che paNa jo ene kAbUmAM rAkhavAmAM Ave te mAnava pitAnA amUlya jIvananI sAcI kiMmata samaye kahevAya. sUkSama dRSTithI vicAratAM saMsAramAM kAMI sAra nathI. nAgIlAne AtmavicAra - viSaye te viSathI paNa kharAba che. viSa to khAvAthI mAre che paNa viSayanuM viSa te tenuM ciMtana karavA mAtrathI mAnavane mArI nAMkhe che. viSa to eka bhava pUratuM maraNa Ape che. paNa viSaya to aneka bhavamAM muMjhavIne mAre che. mArA jIvanasArathi ne AvuM viSayanuM viSa kema pIvA devAya? tene bhavasamudramAM DUbavA kema devAya? sAcavelI mUDI nehIne bhIDa paDe tyAre kAma na Ave te zuM kAmanI? game tema karIne mAre emane bacAvavA che ne zuddha saMyamamAM sthira karavA che. AvA pavitra vicAro satI nAgIlAnA manamAM AvyA. A jagyAe je kaI viSaya-vAsanAnI lAlacu strI hota te tenA patine patananA paMthe laI jAta. gaTaranuM bAraNuM ughaDe to emAMthI durgadha sivAya bIjuM zuM bahAra nIkaLe? tema bhegAsakata jene ene joItuM maLI jAya che temAM aTavAI jAya ne? have nAgIlA bhavadatta munine kahe che, ke huM nAgIlAne oLakhuM chuM. tame ahIM AvyA che te vAta huM tene jaNAvIza. tame hamaNAM ahIM gAmanI bahAra dharmazALAmAM mukAma kare. ema kahIne dharmazALAne rasto batAvyo ne pote ghara tarapha gaI, dharmazALAmAM rahetI tenI sakhI sAthe kaIka sa ta kayo. mune dhamazALAmAM Utya samaya thatAM gocara

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zAradA sAgara 443 pANI laI AvyA. AhAra pANI karyA pachI muni dharmazALAnI osarInA eka cheDe beThA che. sAmI osarImAM dharmazALA vALI bAI beThI che. evAmAM nAgIlA pitAnI sakhIne maLavA AvI. baMne arasaparasa vAto kare che. muni temanI vAto sAMbhaLe che. manamAM eka ramaNatA che ke jhaTa nAgIlAne maLuM ne tene sukhI karuM. A samaye dharmazALA vALI bAIne chokaro Abe ane karelA saMketa pramANe bolavA lAgyo. te tenI mAtAne kahe che. mA ! eka meTuM ThAma lAva. mA kahe che tAre zuM karavuM che? chokare kahe che Aje hamaNAM mane jamavAnuM maLyuM che. atyAre jamIne AvyuM tyAM vaLI bIjuM AmaMtraNa maLI gayuM. have atyAre vomiTa karIne e bhajana vAsaNamAM rAkhI lauM chuM ne bIjuM jamI lauM ne sAMje khUba bhUkha lAgaze tyAre e vamana kareluM khAI laIza. chokarAe e vamana kareluM khAvAnI vAta karI tyAM badhAne hasavuM AvyuM ane muni paNa hasIne kahevA lAgyA ke A chokare ke bhUkha lAge che ! vameluM khAvAnI IcchA keNa kare? kAgaDA ne kUtarA hoya te? muninI vAta sAMbhaLIne nAgIlA kahe che he munirAja! vameluM khAnAra kUtarA jevo mUrkha zirAmaNa kahevAya evuM tame jANe che chatAM tame melA saMsAra sukhane meLavavA zA mATe mahenata kare che? nAgIlAno tyAga karyA pachI ene meLavavAnI AkAMkSA kema rAkhe che ! A bALaka te aNasamaju che. haju ene sArAsAranuM bhAna nathI. paNa tame samaju thaIne A zuM karavA AvyA cho ? tame jene mATe ahIM AvyA che te nAgIlA huM pote chuM. ratnaciMtAmaNa cheDIne, svAmI kahuM chuM sAca, ghelA thaIne nA grahe, mArI kAyA te beTe kAca re... - saMyama kema pALuM che. he svAmInAtha ! A ratnaciMtAmaNuM samAna utama cAritraratnane phagAvI daI ne A kAcanA TukaDA samAna bhegane zA mATe apanAvo che? hAthInI aMbADI choDIne kharanI aMbADI upara zA mATe caDhe che? tamane je zarIrane moDa che te zarIramAM have pahelA jevAM rUpa- lAvaNya, yauvana kaI rahyA nathI. yuvAnI cAra divasanI cAMdanI jevI che. kAyA kAcI mATInA kuMbha jevI che. kAcanA vAsaNa jevI che. saheja Thokara vAgatAM phUTI jAya che. aneka melA padArthothI A zarIra bhareluM che. maLa-mUtrane bhaMDAra, hADakAM, lehI, mAMsa ane cararmI Adi azucIne kethaLa che. evA zarIramAM kaMI sAra nathI. tame kaho cho ke vamelI cIjane te kUtarA ane kAgaDA khAya; te nAnI uMmaramAM tame mane cheDI ane have zA mATe AvyA che? A saMsAramAM ke konuM che? A zarIra ApaNuM nathI tyAM bIjuM koNa ApaNuM thaI zake tema che? ATalA varSe AvuM uttama cAritra pALyuM te enuM pariNAma te Apa kaMIka vicAro. A jagatanA sukhamAM kaMI

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zAradA sAgara mAla nathI. ene cheDe te phAve ne vaLage te DUbI jAya evuM che. moTAbhAIne upakAra mAne ke tamane anirachAe paNa sArA mArge caDhAvyA. saMsAranA kAramA kedakhAnAmAM pUranArA sagA sabaMdhIo te dareka bhavamAM maLe che. paNa tamArA bhAI jevA sAcA u5kArI koNa maLe ke jemaNe tamane yauvana avasthArUpI ghera-araNyamAM bhegarUpI lUMTArAthI bacAvIne saMyama dharmarUpI mahArAjAnA surakSita kilAmAM vAsa karAvyA. A bhAI te anaMta bhavamAM keIka vAra maLe. A duniyA te svArthI che. jo keI nisvArthI hoya to te sAdhupuruSe che. A jagatanuM kaI paNa sukha saMyamanA sukhanI tole AvI zakatuM nathI. A rAgI sadA rotA rahe che ne vairAgI sAcA sukhane anubhave che. vairAgyanA rAjamahela mUkIne rAganA bhayaMkara verAna vagaDAmAM bhaTakavuM tamane zobhatuM nathI. haju paNa barAbara samajI jAva. ciMtAmaNuM ratnasamAna sAdhu jIvanane barAbara saMbhALI le. karoDapatie ane mahAna sattAdhIze karatAM paNa sAcI nispRha dazAvALA munivare atyaMta sukhI che. mATe tame barAbara samajI le ke anaMta bhavanA pApane jovA ane AtmAnI sAcI zAMti prApta karavA A bhava maLe che. tame sAcI pragatinA zikhare caDhelA che. have paDavAne mArga le te ucita nathI. mATe pAchA sIdhA ne gurudevanI AjJAnuM pAlana karIne ucca sAdhujIvana jIvIne tamAruM potAnuM, kuTuMbanuM ane jagatanuM kalyANa kare nAgIlAnA upadezathI bhavadatta muni saMyamamAM sthira thayA : nAgIlAnA suMdara bodhavacane sAMbhaLIne bhavadattano AtmA samajaNanA gharamAM Avyo. viSayanI vAsanA ghaTavA mAMDI. nAgIlAnA hitavacana sAMbhaLI, cittamAM utArI have saMyama mArgamAM rahIne nirmaLa cAritra pALavuM evo manamAM daDha nirNaya karyo. nAgIlAne kahe che ke Aje teM mArI AMkha ughADIne khare nehabhAva darzAvyo che. AvA zreSTha jIvanasAthI jene maLe temanuM kalyANa thAo. have mAre saMsAramAM AvavuM nathI. tAruM kalyANa thAo. durgatimAM paDato mane bacAvyo che. AtmAnuM sAcuM hita batAvyuM. have huM ahIMthI vihAra karIne jaIza paNa ahIM Avyo chuM te eka vAra bIjA sagA snehIone maLIne jAuM. nAgIlAe vicAryuM ke A paNa cheTuM kahevAya. kAraNa ke sagAM-snehI badhAM kaMI sarakhA vicAranA na hoya. ke saMsAramAM rahevAnI salAha Ape to AmanuM mana pIgaLI jAya ne saMsAramAM paDI jAya to? kAraNa ke A jagatamAM tyAga-vairAgyanA mArge caDhAvanArA ane tyAgamAM sthira karanArA bahu ochA ane asthira banAvI nIce utAranArA sAdhane ghaNAM che. jyAM sudhI AtmA daDha na bane tyAM sudhI tene sArA mANasonA saMgamAM rahevAnI jarUra che ane avaLI salAha ApanArathI dUra rahevAnI jarUra che. A rIte vicAra karIne nAgIvA kahe che, ke tame sarva jIvonuM hita

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zAradA sAgara 445 karavA mATe sakaLa saMsAra tajIne AvuM uttama cAritra aMgIkAra karyuM. have tamAre sagAsabaMdhIone maLavAnI zI jarUra che temane maLavAthI tamane zuM lAbha che? tamArA mATe te sarva baMdhana samAna che. bhavanA baMdhana choDAve te bAMdhava. paNa baMdhana vadhAre tevA bAMdhavone maLavAmAM nukazAna thavAno saMbhava che, mATe AvA bhayanA sthAnethI dUra rahevuM joIe. nAgIlAnI A vAta paNa bhavadattA munine gya lAgI. eTale gAmamAM na gayA. nAgIlAne mahAna upakAra mAnatA tyAMthI ravAnA thaI gayA. A rIte jIvana sAthIne sAcA mArgamAM makakama banAvIne mokalyA bAda nAgIlAe paNa saMyamane svIkAra karyo. baMdhuo! AtmAnA uddhAranI sAcI dizA sAcA vairAgya ane pUrA tyAgathI pAmI zakAya che. Aje duniyA jIvanasAthInI vAte khUba kare che. tenI ciMtA kare che paNa parama kalyANanA mArgamAM preraNA kare, temAM sahAyaka bane pachI utsAha vadhAre ne paDatA hoya tene aTakAve e jIvanasAthI maLe te jIvana dhanya banI jAya. mAnava bhava saphaLa thAya ne bhavaparaMparAnI majabUta sAMkaLa tUTI jAya. nAgIlAe pote saMyama laI zuddha cAstri pALIne pitAnA AtmAne tAryo. bhavadatta muni pitAnA samudAyamAM gayA ne tyAM jaIne sarva prathama to denuM prAyazcita karyuM. AtmAne niHzalya ne svaccha banAva ne zuddha cAritra pALyuM. chevaTe samAdhipUrvaka kALadharma pAmI devakamAM gayA. e bhavadatta munivara pAMcamAM bhavamAM jaMbukumAra thayA. jeo A avasarpiNIkALamAM chellA kevaLI thayA. devAnupriyo! ApaNe AtmA anAdikALathI karmanA baMdhane baMdhAyela che. temAMthI mukta banavA mATe tapa ane tyAgano mArga zreSTha che. tame uparanA daSTAMtamAM paNa sAMbhaLI gayA ne ke tapa-tyAga karavAthI AtmA tarI gaye. je samaye je prasaMga hoya tenI zaraNAI vAge che. dIkSA hoya te dIkSAnI ne tapa hoya te tapanI zaraNAI vAge che ne yuddhamAM javAnuM hoya tyAre raNasaMgrAmamAM javAnI bherIo vAge che. raNaziMgA phUMkAya che. e raNaziMgAnA nAde kSatriyanA baccA sUtA hoya te beThA thaI jAya. beThA hoya te UbhA thaI jAya ne UbhA hoya te cAlavA lAge che. tema ApaNe AtmA paNa karma medAnamAM jaMga khelavAmAM zUravIra che rAjapUta kadI duzmana sAme laDavAmAM pAchI pAnI na kare paNa khare rahIne yuddha kare che. tema ApaNe AtmA paNa jyAre jAgaze tyAre karma khapAvavAmAM saheja paNa pAchI pAnI nahi kare. aDagapaNe Ubho rahIne karma sAme jaMga khelaze. | ApaNuM ugra tapasvI bA. brA. pU. harSidAbAI mahAsatIjI tathA bA. bra. zobhanAbAI mahAsatIjI karmanI sAthe jaMga khelI rahyA. che. jemanI asIma kRpAthI amAruM zAsana cAle che tevA sva. mahAna AcArya, gacchAdhipati, bA. bra. pU. gurudeva zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanI AvatI kAle puNyatithi

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446 zArA sAgara che te Apa sahu sArI saMkhyAmAM lAbha leze. have jAgelA vIrene brahmacaryanI pratijJA ApavAmAM Ave che. vyAkhyAna naM. para bhAdaravA suda 11 ne semavAra tA. 15-9-75, sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne baheno! anaMta upakArI, AgamanA AkhyAtA ane vizvamAM vikhyAtA evA parama pitA prabhunI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. e prabhunI vANI kevI che? he nAtha! tArI vANI bhavasAgarane pAra karavAne mATe setu samAna che. sUryanAM kiraNe himagirine aDatAM hima ogaLI jAya che te pramANe ApanI vANInA kiraNo vaDe bhavya jIvonA AtmA upara rahele mithyAtvane gADha aMdhakAra ogaLI jAya che. samyakatvanuM puSpa khIlI UThe che. ApanI vANI vedanAne zAMta kare che, aMtaranI vINAnA tAra jhaNajhaNAve che ane zAzvata evA mokSanA sukhane Ape che. hRdayamAM zraddhA, neha, ane bhavya bhAvanAo bhare che ane bhavanI paraMparAne ghaTADavAnuM bhAna karAve che. baMdhuo ! A bhavanI paraMparA kayAre ghaTe? anAdikALathI jIva kAyA, kuTuMba, kaMcana, ane kAminI e cAra kakAra kaMpanInA meDamAM paDIne pitAnA svarUpane bhUlI gaye che, ke huM koNa chuM? tenuM bhAna karAvatAM jJAnI kahe che ke tAre AtmA saccidAnaMda svarUpa che. akhaMDa AnaMdamaya che. jJAnane kaMda che. potAnA AvA pAramArthika svarUpane pite anAdi kALathI bhUlI gayA che. tenuM mukhya kAraNa AtmA upara moharUpI madirAnuM ghena che. ane ajJAnano prabhAva che. krame krame kALane paripAka thAya tyAre jIva caramAvartAmAM Ave che. tyAra bAda paNa karmanI laghutA thAya ne mohanIya karmanuM jera nabaLuM paDe tyAre bahirAtma dazA TaLe che. bahirAtma dazA e mithyAtvanI bhUmikA che ane mithyAtva e saghaLA pApane bApa che. mithyAtva kaho ke ajJAna kahe e saghaLA pApanuM mULa che. tenA jevuM bIjuM kaI pApa nathI. jIvanuM ahita karanAra tenA je bIje kaI zatru nathI. deva-gurunI paramabhakita, tapa ane saMyama, vrata-niyama Adi dharmakriyAo karavAthI temaja jinavANInuM zravaNa karI. tenA upara vicAraNA karavAthI, darzana mohanIya karmane kSayapazama thatAM bahirAtma dazAne tyAga thAya che ne aMtarAtma dazA pragaTa thAya che. aMtarAtma dazAne pAmele AtmA ema vicAra kare che ke zarIrano svabhAva jude che ne mAre svabhAva paNa judo che. zarIra pudgala che ne huM cetana chuM. zarIra jaDa che ne huM jJAna svarUpI jANanAra chuM. zarIra nAzavaMta che ne huM zAzvata chuM. zarIrane janma che, te jarA ane maraNane

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zAradA sAgara 447 AdhIna thanAruM che. jyAre mAre te kayAre paNa janma nathI, jarA nathI. ke mAruM maraNa nathI. huM cetana ajara-amara chuM. bhUtakALamAM hatuM. bhaviSya -kALamAM sadA rahevAne chuM. cauda rAjaloka rUpI virATa vizvamAM kayAMka ne kayAMka te hato. keI kALa e nathI ke jemAM AtmA na hoya. A zarIra devaLa che to aMdara birAjelo cetana deva che. zarIrane makAna kaho te AtmA makAnamAlika che. zarIrane ratha kaho te e rathane calAvanAra AtmA sArathi che. zarIrane naukA kahe te e naukAne bhavasAgaramAM calAvanAra AtmA tene avika che. A rIte zarIrathI bhedabhAvanA ane AtmAmAM AtmabhAvanA e mohane mAravAnuM mukhya zastra che. zarIramAM Atmabuddhi e moharAjAnuM mukhya zastra che ne caitanya svarUpI AtmadaSTi e dharmarAjAnuM mukhya zasa che. caitanyamaya nijasvarUpamAM piotApaNAnI bhAvanAthI bhavanI paraMparA ghaTatI jAya che. A rIte AtmabhAvanAmAM rahetA avidyA - ajJAna TaLe, moha maDadA jevo banI jAya ane AtmabhAvanA vadhe che. AtmadevanI pIchANu karAvanAra, AdhyAtmika aizvaryane nidhi prApta karAvanAra je kaI hoya te paramAtmAnI vANI che. paramAtmAnI vrANInuM zravaNa ne manana karavAthI kAyA uparathI rAga haTI jAya che ne kAyAne mAtra bhavasAgara taravAnuM sAdhana mAnIne tenuM jatana kare che. bAkI saMsArane meha rahetuM nathI. jaladI jaladI saMsAra sAgara tara hoya te upara kahI gayA tema bhavanI paraMparA ghaTADavA mATe prabaLa puruSArtha kare. kedha-mAna-mAyA-leja, rAga ane teSAdi kaSAyone jaDamULamAMthI nAbUda karI samabhAvamAM Ave. jeTalI jIvane saMsAra pratyenI laganI che teTalI AtmA pratyenI nathI. juo, InkamaTekSanA vakIlanI tamAre salAha levI che. tethI temane kahyuM ke kAle cha vAge Avaje. bolo cha vAgyA pahelAM pahoMcI jAvane? paNa upAzrayamAM savAre cha vAge prArthanAmAM AvavAnuM kahIe to A kharA? (hasAhasa). tyAM te ema kaho cho ke ame saMsArI ja chIe. yAda rAkho. sate tamane kaMI kahevAnA nathI. paNa eTaluM jarUra samajI leje ke eka vakhata AtmA taraphanI laganI lagADayA vinA tamAre chUTakAro thavAno nathI. jene AtmA taraphanI laganI lAgI che te che saraLatAthI samajI jAya che. paNa jene AtmatatvanI ruci nathI temane vAraMvAra Takera karavI paDe che. A jagatamAM cAra prakAranA jIve che. koI ve hela-nagArA jevA che. te kaI maMjIrA jevA che. kaI vAMsaLI jevA to koI sitAra jevA che. DhAla upara saheja hAtha paDe to aMdarathI tene dhImA avAja nIkaLe. paNa jo tene upara jorathI thapATa vAge to teno jorathI avAja saMbhaLAya che. tevI rIte ghaNAM che evA hoya che ke sukhamAM ene dharmanuM nAma paNa gamatuM nathI. saMte kahI kahIne

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448 zAradA sAgara thAkyA paNa bhAIsAhebanA upAzrayamAM pagalA thayA nahi paNa jyAre duHkhanI thapATa lAge tyAre tene bhagavAnanuM nAma yAda Ave che. muzkelI jyAre paDe tyAre huM tane yAda karuM chuM, muDI thAye be paisAnI thaI jAuM tyAM huM abhimAnI, jyAre khAvAnA sAMsA paDe tyAre huM tane yAda karuM chuM muzkelI. jyAre dhaMdhAmAM beTa gaI ne peDhI DUbI gaI tyAre ene dharma yAda Ave che, paNa vaibhava vilAsanA vAyarA vAnA hatA tyAre bhagavAnane yAda karyA che? AvA prakAranA cho Dhava jevA che. bIjA prakAranA cha maMjIrA jevA che. eka maMjIrAne sUra na nIkaLe. be maMjIrA bhegA thAya tyAre avAja nIkaLe che. e rIte ghaNAM mANaso evAM hoya che ke eka bIjAnI sAthe harIphAImAM Utare tyAre dharma kare che. hamaNAM paryuSaNamAM ghaNuM bhAIbahene eka bIjAne kahetA hatAM ke tame aThThAI kare to ame karIe. ghaNI vakhata dAnamAM paNa harIphAI hoya che ke amuka vyakita ATalA rUpiyA Ape to mAre ApavA. A rIte harIphAImAM mANasa saMpattine savyaya kare che. ne A rIte caDasAcaDasImAM dharma paNa kare che. dazArNabhadra rAjA bhagavAnane vAMdavA jAya che tyAre ThAThamAThathI abhimAna pUrvaka vAMdavA jAya che. te vakhate Indra paNa jAya che ne rAjAne abhimAna utarAvavA pite vicAra kare che. ke abhimAnathI te darzanane mahAna lAbha lUMTAvI deze. te eno ahaM ogALIne sAcuM bhAna karAvuM, jyAM AtmAne lAbha meLavAne che ne karmanI bhekhaDe teDavAnI che tyAM A ahaM bhAva zA mATe have joIe? AtmAmAM namratAne guNa hoya tyAre vaMdana karavAne bhAva Ave che. dharmakriyAnA uttama bhAvane nahi samajanArA ajJAnI che karmanA baMdhana teDavAne badale karmanuM baMdhana kare che. Indra mahArAjA vicAra kare che ke prabhunA darzana karatAM karmanI nijara thAya. ahaM ogaLI jAya tenA badale rAjA te abhimAna laIne jAya che. ne karmabaMdhana kare che. te ene ahaM huM ogALI nAMkhuM, eTale Indra mahArAje potAnI vaikraya labdhithI 512 hAthI vikuvya. ekeka hAthIne ATha ATha daMtazULa akeka daMtazULa para lAkha lAkha pAMkhaDInuM paddamakamaLa ane temAM Indra mahArAjAnuM siMhAsana che Indra mahArAjAnI sAme temanI IndrANIo beThI che ne temanI sAme apsarAo naTaka karI rahI che. AvuM suMdara daSya khaDuM karyuM. eka bAjuthI Indra mahArAjA Ave che ne bIjI bAjuthI dazArNabhadra rAjA! baMne pita penI addhi sahita prabhunA samosaraNanAM daravAjA najIka bhegA thaI gayA. darArNabhadra rAjAe IndranI addhi joI. temanA manamAM thayuM ke aho! huM ema

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449 zAradA sAgara mAnato hato ke mArA jevA ThAThamAThathI prabhune vaMdana karanAra bhakta kaI nahi hoya! paNa AnI AgaLa mAro ThaThAre to kaMI nathI. A te mArAthI mahAna lAge che. baMne jaNa pitAnA hAthI uparathI nIce utaryA. ne samosaraNanA daravAjAmAM praveza kare che. te samaye Indra dhIme rahIne rAjAne kahyuM - tame tamArI siddhi dekhADe. tamArI pAse keTalI Rddhi che? IndranI pAse je hatuM te rAjA pAse na hatuM eTale rAjAnuM mukha jhAMkhuM paDI gayuM. tyAre Indra kahe che ke tArA karatAM te aneka gaNuM addhi mArI pAse che. ame dhArIe te karI zakIe chIe. devAnupriye ! samakita daSTi deva devakanA vaibhavamAM vase che chatAM enA dilamAM bhagavAna pratye keI anekhuM sthAna hoya che. samakita deva prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLavAmAM tallIna banI jAya che. atyAre bhArata kSetramAM tIrthakara bhagavaMta hayAta nathI. eTale deve mahAvideha kSetramAM sImaMdhara svAmInI dezanA sAMbhaLavA jAya che. eka prahara sudhI dezanA sAMbhaLIne AvyA pachI tenI carcAvicAraNA kare. che. dravya, naya nikSepAnuM ciMtana manana kare temAM sAgaropamanA sAgaropama cAlyA jAya te paNa khabara na paDe samakti daSTinI kevI sarasa lahejata hoya che. ene svAda cAkhe te jANe. - dazArNabhadra rAjAne indra mahArAjAe Takora karI. rAjA samajI gayA ke A Indra jALa che. huM game teTaluM karuM te paNa IndranI tele nahi AvI zakuM. paNa manamAM ceTa lAgI gaI. baMdhuo! jAtivaMta ghoDAne cAbUka batAvavAnI hoya, mAravAnI na hoya. te rIte teja manuSyane TakaranI jarUra che. "tejIne Take ne gadheDAne DaphaNuM" DaphaNAMne mAra gadheDe khAya, gheDe nahi. have tame konA jevA cho tene tame vicAra karI leje. ja Indra mahArAjA ane dazArNabhadra rAjA baMne prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLavA beThA. bhagavAnanI amRtamaya vANIne varasAda varase che. sAMbhaLatA bhavya jInA haiyA harakhAya che. dazArNabhadra rAjA vicAra kare che ke mane Ine kahyuM ke tArI addhi batAva. te huM evuM zuM ene batAvuM? enA jevI Rddhi-mArI pAse thoDI che? bIjI kSaNe vicAra thaye ke eka apekSAe jouM to mArI pAse je che te tenI pAse nathI. ne bIjI apekSAe enI pAse je che te mArI pAse nathI. bhautika addhi enI pAse che te Atmika addhi mArI pAse che. devo avirati ane apaccakhANI hoya che. huM je dIkSA lauM te e dIkSA levAne samartha nathI. e rIte huM enAthI caDiyAta chuM. te tarata UbhA thaI gayA ne prabhunI pAse dIkSA laI lIdhI. jyAM dIkSA lIdhI tyAM tarata Indra temanA caraNamAM paDe. aho rAjana ! dhanya che tamaneAvyA hatAM darzana karavA ne laI lIdhI dIkSA. tame je karI zakayA te huM nahi karI zakuM. dazArNabhadra rAjA, vIra vAMdhA dharI mAna, pachI Indra haTA, dIco chakAya abhayadAna.

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zAradA sAgara trIjA prakAranA jIvA vAMsaLI jevA che. sUra kayAre saMbhaLAya ? meDhAmAM pavana bharIne phUMka mAro tA vAMsaLI vAge che. te rIte kaMIka jIvA evA che ke temane pulAve, thaiDuM mAna Ape| teA dharma kare. sa MghanA agresarane koInI pAsethI paisA kaDhAvavA hAya tA pahelAM ane pulAve che ne pachI paisA kaDhAve che. AvA jIvAne pulAve eTale vadhu dharmArAdhanA kare. te trIjA nakharanA jIvA che. 450 ceAthA prakAranA jIvA sitAra jevA che. sitArane sheja AMgaLI aDe te emAMthI madhura sUranI saragama chUTe. ne sitAra sAMbhaLanAra stabdha banI jAya. te rIte keTalAka jIve evA hAya che ke tene kAi sheja AMgaLI cIMdhe ke tarata UbhA thaI jAya. AgaLa ApaNe kahI gayA ne ke tejIne TakarA hAya. tema sitAra jevA jIvAne kahevApaNuM hoya nahi. satA prAcayanA upadeza Ape ke tarata UbhA thai jAya. aMdhuo ! dha peAtAnA AtmA mATe karavAnA che. temAM vAdAvAdI ke dekhAdekhI na hAya. A te duniyAmAM kevA kevA prakAranA jIvA hAya che tenuM vibhAjana karyuM che. have A cAra prakAranA jIvAmAMthI tamArA nakhara kyA prakAramAM che te tame vicAra karI lejo. Aje amArA tAraNahAra, parama zradhdheya, vizvanI virala vibhUti, jaina zAsananA zirataja sva. AcArya, gacchAdhipati, mA. bra. pU. ratnacaMdrajI sAhebanI 27 mI puNyatithinA pavitra divasa che. mahArAja Aje e mahAna upakArI pU. gurudevanA jIvanamAM rahelA guNAnuM ApaNe smaraNa karavAnuM che. amArA gurUdeva jJAtinA kSatriya hatA. temane-tamArI jema vArasAgata jaina dha maLyA na hatA. duniyAmAM pANImAM tA sau vahANa calAve tenI kei vizeSatA nathI. pazu je retImAM vahANa calAve tenI vizeSatA che. tema Aje tamane pAraNAmAMthI jaina dharmanA saMskArAnuM siMcana maLyuM che. jyAre pU. gurUdevane AvI rIte prathamathI jaina dharma maLyA na hatA. pU. gurUdevanI pavitra janmabhUmi sAkhamatI nadInA kinAre khaMbhAta tAlukAmAM Avela galIyANA gAma che. galIyANAmAM vasatA jetAbhAI kSatriyane tyAM ratnakukSI mAtA jayAkuMvara bahenanI kukSIe pUjya gurUdevanA janma thayA hatA. kharekhara! A duniyAmAM ratnane janma denAra e cheH eka pRthvImAtA ane khIjI janmadAtrI mAtA. pavitra mAtAnI ratnakukSIe janmelA ratnanI kiMmata amUlya hAya che, je mAtAnI kUkhe pavitra mahAna purUSA janme che te jIvanamAM evA mahAna kArya kare che ke jenI kIrtine kaLaza duniyAnA mastake caDhe che ne yuganA yuga sudhI temanI kIrti avicaLa rahe che. chIpamAM jema amUlya meAtI pAke che tema jayAkuMvara mAtAnI kukSIe amUlya ratna pAyuM. chIpa kai meAtIne janma ApatuM nathI paNa traNa vastunA sagama thAya tyAre mAtI

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zAradA sAgara 451 pAke che. svAti nakSatra, bIju varasAda hoya ne trIjuM chIpa meTuM khullu rAkhe. te samaye je svAti nakSatranA varasAdanuM biMdu chIpanA moDhAmAM paDe te sAcuM motI pAke che. mahattva A lAkheNI paLanuM che. chIpanuM nahi. AvA pavitra jetAbhAI pitAne tyAM jyAkuMvara bahena mAtAnI kUkhe galIyANa gAmanI pavitra hariyALI bhUmimAM kArataka suda 11 nA divase pU. gurUdevane janma thaye hatuM. temanuM nAma ravAbhAI pADavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. "rava" zabdano artha saMskRtamAM "avAja" thAya che. bALapaNathI emanA AtmAno eka avAja hato ke sukha tyAgamAM che bhegamAM nathI. duniyAmAM seMkaDe mAtAo seMkaDe putrane janma Ape che paNa AvA pavitra putrane janma ApanArI mAtA keIka hoya che. strINAM zatAni zatazo janayanti putrAna, nAnyAsutaM tvadupamaM jananI prsuutaa| sarvAdizodadhati bhAni sahastrarazmi, prAcceva digjanayati sphuradaMzujAlam // 22 // sUryane janma denAra mAtra eka pUrva dizA che. temAM aneka putrane janma ApanAra mAtA ghaNuM che. paNa AvA ratna samAna putrane janma denAra mAtA kaIka che. je bhUmimAM AvA rane janme che te bhUmi paNa pAvana banI jAya che. teo be bhAI ane eka bahena hatA. temane jamInajAgIra ghaNI sArI hatI. mAtA-pitA bacapaNamAM traNa phUla jevA saMtAnane cheDIne paralokavAsI thaI gayA. A saMsAra ke asthira che! jyAM sAga tyAM viga pahele che. ravAbhAI moTA hatA. bIjA bhAI ane bahena nAnA hatA. kAkA-kAkIe temane moTA karyA. ravAbhAI bAra varSanA thayA tyAre kuTuMbanI sArI javAbadArI temanA zire AvI paDI. comAsAmAM khetaramAM vAvaNuM karavI paDe te mATe temane mANasanI jarUra paDatI. e kArya mATe ravAbhAIne avAranavAra vaTAmaNa javuM paDatuM hatuM. vairAgyanuM prathama vAvetara havaTAmaNamAM thayuM hatuM. vaTAmaNamAM te jemane tyAM utaryA hatA tenI bAjumAM jaina upAzraya hatuM. te samaye khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA pU meMghIbAI mahAsatIjI birAjamAna hatA. teo pratikramaNa karIne madhura svare stavana gAtA hatA. A sure ravAbhAIne jagAyA. ne te bIje divase stavana sAMbhaLavA gayAM. tyAM tyAga vairAgyanI vAta sAMbhaLI. eka vakhatanA upadezathI ravAbhAIne AtmA jAgI uThayo" ravAbhAInA dilamAM eka maMthana cAlyuM ke sAcuM sukha te tyAgI saMtone che. mAre evuM sukha meLavavuM che. saMsAramAM te pagale pagale pApa karavuM paDe che. have pApanuM kAma karatAM temane AtmA pAcho paDe che. eka divasa pAsanA choDa uparathI pite mANasa pAse kAlA vINAvI rahyA hatA. tyAre e kAlA teDatAM dilamAM atyaMta duHkha thayuM ke pelA satIjI kahetA hatA ke lIlA phUla ne pAMdaDA teDavAmAM pApa che. te huM ATalA badhA kAlA vINAvuM te mane keTaluM pApa lAgaze? tarata teo tyAMthI pAchA AvyA ne ghera AvIne kAkA-kAkIne kahyuM ke mAre saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. mAre sAdhu banavuM che. tyAre kAkA-kAkI kahe je sAdhu

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452 zAradA sAgara banavuM hoya to gaDhaDA jA. tyAre kahe che nA, mAre vaTAmaNa jenanA sAdhu pAse javuM che. pApa karavuM have mane posAya tema nathI. temane dharma svAmInArAyaNa hato. svAmInArAyaNa to jenA kaddAvI. eTale kAkA kahe che jenanA sAdhu pAse tane javA nahi dauM. eTale pite gaDhaDA gayA tyAM jaIne temanA mahaMtane page paDIne kahe che ke mAre tamArA jevA mahaMta banavuM che. - "nAnA bAluDAe karelI dharmanI cikitsA" - mahaMta pUche che ke tuM kayAMthI AvyuM che? ne zA mATe tAre mahaMta banavuM che? tArA kuTuMbamAM kaNa kaNa che ne tamArI pAse keTalI milkata che te kahe. ravAbhAIe badhI vAta raju karI tyAre mahaMta kahe che je tAre amArA jevuM thavuM hoya te tArA hissAnI jeTalI milkata Ave teTalI amArI gAdIne caraNe arpaNa karI de to tane amAre sAdhu banAvavAmAM Avaze. bAra varSanA bAluDAmAM keTale viveka ne buddhi che! teNe vicAra karyo ke jyAM paisAne tyAga hoya tenA badale ahIM A paisAnA anurAgI che. A tyAga sAco tyAga nathI bAra varSanA bALakamAM keTalI samajaNa che. tyAM temanuM mana TharyuM nahi eTale AvIne kAkA-kAkIne kahe che tame rajA Apo ke na Apo paNa mAre to jaina dharmanA sAdhu banavuM che. mAre svAmInArAyaNanA sAdhu banavuM nathI. ema kahIne pote vaTAmaNa AvyA ne meMghIbAI mahAsatIjIne kahyuM ke mane tamAre ziSya banAve. mAre eka kSaNa paNa have A saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. mane tamAro ziSya banAve - ravAbhAInI ziSya banavAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne mahAsatIjI kahe che bhAI! ame te sAdhvIjI chIe. amArAthI tane, dIkSA na apAya, paNa je tAre dIkSA levI che te amArA gurU pAse tane mokalI ApIe. jene bhUkha lAgI che te kayAM bhejana maLe tenI tapAsa kare che. A ravAbhAIne tyAganI jhoLI levAnI bhUkha lAgI che. temanI atyaMta laganI jeIne pU. mahAsatIjIe temane khaMbhAta pU chaganalAlajI mahArAja pAse mekalyA. ahI haribhadra sUrijIne prasaMga yAda Ave che. - haribhadra e vedanA mahAna jJAtA hatA. te jJAtinA brAhmaNa hatA. temane niyama hato. ke mane je kaMI na samajAya, jene artha huM na karI zakuM te artha mane je samajAve tenA mATe ziSya banI javuM. eka vakhata jaina dharmasthAnaka pAsethI te pasAra thayA. te samaye sAdhvIjI ravAdhyAya karatA hatA. tene bleka haribhadra brAhmaNe sAMbhaLe. tene artha karavA mATe khUba maMthana karyuM paNa artha samajAyuM nahi. tethI bIjA divase sAdhvIjI pAse AvIne artha pUcho ne temane samajAvyo. sAdhvIjInuM nAma yAkinI mahattarA hatuM. haribhadrajI kahe che have mane tamAre ziSya banAve. sAdhvIjIe kahyuM ke mArA gurU pAse jAva. haribhadrajI jaina sAdhu banyA temaNe khUba jJAna prApta karyuM ne temaNe 1448 graMtha racIne samAjane caraNe tenI bheTa dharI che. eka sAdhvIjInA sadupadezathI

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zAradA sAgara 453 pite pratibodha pAmyA hatA. eTale dareka graMthamAM pite pitAnuM nAma nahi ApatAM nArAnI mahattA sunnA" pote yAkinI mahattarAnA putra che te rIte lakhatA hatA. te rIte ahI mahAsatIjIe paNa ravAbhAIne pU. chaganalAlajI mahArAja pAse khaMbhAta mokalyA. teo paNa kSatriya hatA. gurUdevanA darzana karyA. gurUdevane jotAM ravAbhAI prabhAvita thayA. gurUdeva paNa bhAvinA chUpA ratnane pArakhI gayA ke A jIva kaI haLukamI che ne bhaviSyamAM mahAna banaze. ravAbhAI pU. gurUdevanA sAnidhyamAM rahIne abhyAsa karavA lAgyA. paMdara divasamAM te sAmAyika -pratikramaNa zIkhI lIdhA tyArabAda bIje ghaNe abhyAsa karyo. ne pU. gurUdevane vinaMtI karI. ke gurUdeva! A dehano zuM bharoso che? have mane eka kSaNa paNa saMsAramAM gamatuM nathI. mane jaldI dIkSA Ape. temaNe kAkA-kAkInI AjJA meLavI lIdhI ne saMvata 1lpanA mAha suda pAMcama (vasaMtapaMcamI) nA divase khaMbhAta zaheramAM khUba utsAhapUrvaka pU. chaganalAlajI mahArAja pAse dIkSA lIdhI. ravAbhAInA guNe jaIne temanA bhAvi jIvanane nIrakhI pU. gurUdeve ratnacandrajI nAma ApyuM. ratna gurU ratnanI mAska prakAzita banyA" dIkSA lIdhI pachI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sa heba pU. gurUdevanI sevA-bhakitamAM khaDe page tatpara rahetA. kadI gurUdevanI pAsethI dUra besatA nahi ne pU. gurUdevanI zI IcchA che ke temanA mukhanA bhAva uparathI samajI jatA evA "igiyAgAra saMpane eka IzArAmAM samajI jatAM evA vinIta ziSya hatA. pU. gurUdevanI chatrachAyAmAM rahI zAstranuM, saMskRtanuM, ardhamAgadhI ane bIjuM ghaNuM jJAna saMpAdana karyuM. sUtre paNa keTalAka lakhyA. jema mahAvIra ane gautamanI joDalI hatI tema pU. chaganalAlajI mahArAja ane ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanI joDalI hatI. loko temane mahAvIra-gautamanI jolI kahetA. khaMbhAta saMpradAyanuM sukAna temanA zira AvyuM - saMvata 15nA vaizAkha vada dazamanA divase temanA gurUdeva pU. chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba kALadharma pAmyA. . ane khaMbhAta saMpradAyanuM sukAna pUH gurUdeva ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanA zire AvyuM. khaMbha. saMghe jaina zAsananA zIratAja, prakhara vyAkhyAtA bA. bra. pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebane AcAryapadavI pradAna karI. saMvata 15nuM cAturmAsa pU. gurUdeva sANaMda padhAryA. temanI ojasabharI. bhalabhalA mAnavanA hadaya pIgaLI jAya tevI prabhAvazALI vANI sAMbhaLI aneka che vrata niyamamAM AvyA ne be ja pratibaMdha pAmyA. eka pU. jazubAI mahAsatIjI ane bIjI huM amane saMsAranI asAratA samajAvI A saMsAra sAgaramAMthI ugAryA. e gurUdeva maLyA na hatA te amArI naukA kayAMthI tarata? e gurUdevane amArA para mahAna upakAra che.

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454 zAradA sAgara pU. gurUdeva saM. 2000nI sAlamAM surata cAturmAsa padhAryA ne cAturmAsa bAda bA. ba harSadamuni mahArAja sAhebane dIkSA ApI. temaNe paNa A gurUdevanI sAMnidhyamAM rahIne khUba jJAna prApta karyuM. pUjya gurUdeve muMbaImAM paNa cAtumAsa karyA che. muMbaI nagarI upara paNa pU. gurUdevane mahAna upakAra che. chelle 2004nuM cAturmAsa khaMbhAta padhAryA. suratathI khaMbhAta AvatAM keIe pUchyuM ke ApanuM A cAturmAsa kayAM che? te kahe A chelluM cAturmAsa khaMbhAtamAM che. AvuM teo vihAramAM chelyA hatA. khaMbhAtanA cAturmAsamAM temaNe sakAma-akAma maraNane adhikAra khUba suMdara rIte samajAvyuM hatuM. pU. gurUdevanA jIvanamAM ghaNAM guNo hatA. kSamA ane brahmacarya-e be nAnA jIvanamAM mahAna guNa hatA. vinaya-viveka-namratA Adi guNe paNa bharapUra bharyA hatA. temanI vANImAM apUrva ojasa hatuM. temanA cAritranA prabhAvathI kedhathI dhamadhamata Avela mAnavI zItaLa pANI jevo banI jAya ne tenI AMkhe TharI jAya tevA te prabhAvazALI hatA. bhAdaravA suda dazamanA divase temanA ziSya pU. pulacaMdrajI mahArAjane 38 upavAsa pUrA thayA hatA eTale temaNe pU. gurUdevane vinaMtI karI ke gurUdeva! ApanI kRpAthI mane zAtA khuba sArI che. te traNa upavAsa bheLavIne 41 upavAsa karAve. tyAre pU. gurUdeva bolyA ke Aje huM tamane chelluM pAraNuM karAvuM chuM. gurUdevanA ekeka zabda evA hatA ke keIne jarA paNa khyAla na Avyo. te divase AkhA saMghamAM pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba jAte baicarI padhAryA ne eka vAge pitAnA ziSyane pAraNuM karAvyuM. potAnA ziSyane pAse besADI khUba sArI ne mIThI hita zikhAmaNa ApI ne pitAnA laghu ziSya harSadamuni mahArAja sAhebane mAthe hAtha mUkIne kahyuM ke tuM khUba suMdara saMyamanI sAdhanA karaje ne AgaLa vadhaze. tapasvI mahArAjane kahyuM ke Aje tamane viyegane upasarga AvavAne che. tame badhA khUba hiMmata rAkhaje. mane paNa lakhela ke huM Apane caturmAsanI chellI AjJA ApuM chuM. khaMbhAtavALA mANekalAla bhagavAnadAsa jhaverI jeo muMbaI jatI vakhate darzana karavA AvyA. temane kahyuM ke tame Aje muMbaI na jaze. kAle tamAruM kAma paDavAnuM che. amadAvAdavALA vakIla gulAbacaMdabhAI kahe ke huM jAuM chuM te temane mAMgalIka kahI te divase amadAvAdavALAnI pAse bAramAM devalokanI vAta karI. pitAnI jIvana ghaDIne khyAla AvI javAthI temaNe AvA ghaNuM saMketa karyA paNa ame alpabuddhi samajI zakyA nahi. pU. gurUdevanI aMtima rAtri -pU. gurUdeva sAMjanA pratikramaNa-cauvihAra karIne nIce padhAryA ne pitAnA ziSyone apAya teTalI zikhAmaNa ApI. hAla pU. kAMtIkaSijI mahArAja sAheba che temane saMsAramAM sai zakarAbhAI kahetA. temane pU. gurudeve kahyuM ke

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zAradA sAgara 55 zakarAbhAI! sAmAyika pALIne ghera jatAM nahi. chatAM kaI samajI zakayuM nahi tyAra bAda dhIme dhIme pU. gurUdevanI tabiyata bagaDatI gaI ne rAtanA bAra vAge kAramuM vAdaLa gherAvA lAgyuM. pU gurUdeve saMghane kahI dIdhuM ke mArA cAritramAM saheja paNa doSa lAga na joie tenuM khAsa lakSa rAkhaje. pachI pite te samAdhibhAvamAM sthira thavA lAgyA. bhayaMkara vedanAmAM paNa mukha upara saheja paNa vyAkuLatA na hatI. mukha upara koI alaukika prasannatA hatI. pU. gurudevanI tabiyata bagaDyAnA samAcAra rAtre vAyu vege AkhA khaMbhAta saMghamAM pahoMcI gayA ne aMtima darzana mATe mAnava meLo UmaTaye samAdhi maraNu- javAnuM signala batAvyuM -pU. gurudevanI e bhAvanA hatI ke he prabhu! mane samAdhi maraNa-paMDita maraNa prApta thAya. tethI cAturmAsamAM sakAma ane akAma maraNanA bhedabhAva samajAvatA hatA. paNa A gUDha samasyAne koNa samaje? pU. gurUdeve chele sarva jI sAthe kSamApanA karIne saMthAro karyo. ne cAra AMgaLA UMcA karIne signala ApI dIdhuM ke huM cAra vAgye A phAni duniyAmAMthI vidAya lauM chuM. bhAdaravA suda 11 nA divase A traMbAvaTInI tijorImAM raheluM amUlya ratna guma thavAnuM haze te pramANe bhAdaravA suda 11 nA prabhAte cAra vAgyAnI jhArI kALamukhI ghaDI AvI gaI. ne je bhUmimAM dIkSA dhAraNa karI hatI te bhUmimAM aMtima sAdhanA karI barAbara cAranA Takore pU. gurUdeva A nazvara dehane tyAga karI paralokanA pravAsI banIne sane raDatA mUkI e guNamUti gurUdeva cAlyA gayA. A samaye ame te amadAvAda cAturmAsa hatA. prabhAtanA praharamAM A kAramA dukhadAyI samAcAra sAMbhaLatAM kALajuM cIrAI gayuM. zuM gurUdeva Ama cAlyA gayA? khaMbhAta saMghanuM amUlya meMgheruM ratna cAlyA jatAM dezadezAM hAhAkAra vatI gaye.. pU. gurUdevanA jIvananA ghaNuM preraka prasaMge che te avasare kahIza. TUMkamAM AvA pU. mahAna gurUvaryanI jena samAjane temaja khaMbhAta saMghane moTI khoTa paDI che. je beTa pUrAya tevI nathI. teo te ApaNI vaccethI cAlyA gayA che, paNa guNanI sarabha prasarAvIne gayA che. temane AtmA te ajara-amara che. Aje ApaNe temanuM pavitra smaraNa karyuM che. temanuM smaraNa ApaNA haiyAmAM kotarI temanuM adhUruM kArya pUrNa karIe te ApaNuM sAcI sAdhanA che. Aje temane ApaNe AMsuthI nahi paNa temanA jIvanamAM rahelA Adarzone apanAvIne paLe paLe jAgRta rahI, haiyAnI bhAvabhinI zraddhAMjali ApIe. ApaNe temanI jAgRtine jhIlI saMskRtine apanAvIe. pU. gurUdevanI puNyatithi ujavI kayAre kahevAya? ke temanI puNya tithi nimitte sai sArA vrata-pratyAkhyAna lezo. te sAcI zraddhAMjali arpaNa karI gaNAya. pU. gurUdeve amUlya sAdhanA karIne pitAnA mRtyunI ghaDI paNe jANI lIdhI hatI. ne huM ahIMthI kyAM jaIza te paNa jANatA hatA. te AvA

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* 456 zAradA sAgara uttama AtmAne prakAza jhIlavA sau sArA vratapratyAkhyAna karaze. pU. gurUdeve 48 varSa dIkSA paryAya pALI che to ochAmAM ochA 48 divasanA koI paNa vrata-pratyAkhyAna karaze. saMghe azrubhInI AMkhe zraddhAMjali ApI. vyAkhyAna naM- 53 bhAdaravA suda 12 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 16-9-75 bA.bra. pU. harSidAbAI mahAsatIjInI 31 upavAsanI tapazcaryA ane bA.bra. zobhanAbAI mahAsatIjInA 16 upasanA pAraNanA maMgala prasaMge sAdhu-sAdhvIjIe ApeluM pravacana" bA. bra. pU. navIna RSi mahArAjazrInuM pravacana - - parama upakArI pU. gurUdeva! mahAsatIjI vaMda! dharmapremI uttama AtmAo ! utsAhI yuvaka vRMdA mAtAo ne bahene ! Ajano divasa maMgala che. ajanuM prabhAta maMgala che ne Aje vAra paNa maMgaLa che ane Ajano prasaMga paNa maMgala che. have ApaNe vicAravAnuM e che ke A maMgala prasaMge ApaNe paNa maMgala banavuM che. te kevI rIte maMgala banAya ? juo, Aje kevo maMgalamaya suavasara che? Aje samaya che cAturmAsane. kharekhara ame cAturmAsa to kAMdAvADImAM chIe. chatAM atre AvavAne je prasaMga banyA hoya te tenuM kAraNa tapamahotsava che. baMne mahAsatIjIonI tapazcaryAnI ArAdhanAno samaya Aje paripUrNa thayo che. banne satIoe sukhazAMtipUrvaka emanA dhArelA dhyeyane Aje pUrNa karela che. te mAza baMdhuo ! A maMgala tapamahatsavanA maMgala prasaMge ApaNe zuM vicAravAnuM che? e vicAra mATe anaMta jJAnIoe ApaNI sAme ghaNI vAte rajU karelI che. paraMtu Aje samayanI maryAdAne kAraNe huM e viSayamAM thoDuM kahIza. eka kavie paNa kahyuM che ke : cetana jANu kalyANa karaNake, Ana milyo avasara Aja anaMta jJAnI bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe mAnava jIvanane amUlya meka prApta karIne pitAnA jIvanamAM prakAzane prApta karyo che. e prakAzanA AdhAre ApaNe paNa ApaNuM zreya sAdhI zakIe chIe. e prakAza kevI rIte prApta thAya? e prakAza meLavavA mATe bhagavAne mArga batAvyA che. jJAna-darzana-cAritra ane tapa. A cAreya mArga AtmaprakAzanI prApti mATe khUba mahattvanAM che. cAreyamAMthI eka paNa jaghanya, madhyama ke utkRSTa nathI. AtmaprakAzanI prApti mATe cAreyanI AvazyaktA che. paNa je samaye jenI

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zAradA sAgara 457 pradhAnatA hoya tenI vAta karAya. lagna prasaMga hoya tyAre ke I maraNanI vAta kare te e samaye e vAta game nahi. eTale je samaye jenI pradhAnatA hoya tenI vizeSa vAta karAya. jJAna dvArA jagatamAM je je padArtho che tenA bhAvene spaSTa rIte jANI zakAya che. manuSya jyAre vastunA bhAvane jANe che tyAre tene upara nirNaya paNa karI zake che, ke bemAM keTaluM yogya ne keTaluM yogya? pachI tenA upara zraddhA kare che. tene darzana paNa kahevAya che. tame jANI lIdhuM, zraddhA paNa karI lIdhI. have je bhUkha lAgI che tene zamAvIne zAti meLavavA mATe AhAra karavAnI jarUra che. tamAre jamavA mATe bhANamAM bhejana pIrasAI gayuM. bhANa upara tame besI gayA. paNa je hAtha lAMbe na thAya te keLiye bharAya nahi ne kSudhA vedanIya zAMta thAya nahiM. baMdhuo! tame vastunA bhAvane jANI lIdhA, tenA para vizvAsa karyo paNa je AcAramAM na utare to? tANAvANAnI jema aMtaramAM vaNI levAmAM na Ave to lAbha nahi maLe. hAtha lAMbe ka', kaLi vALI meDhAmAM mUkIne dAMta nIce cAvIne gaLAmAMthI peTamAM na utare te bhUkha maTe nahi. Aje ghaNuM vyaktio bele che ke ame badhuM jANIe chIe, amAruM mana daDha che pachI vrata-pratyAkhyAna Adi kriyAonI zI jarUra che? tyAre bhagavAna kahe che zreyanA paMthe pahoMcavA mATe be sAdhana joIe. jJAna niyAmyAM mokSa: " tame saMsAra vyavahAramAM paNa kahe che ne ke be paiDAM barAbara hoya te gADI barAbara cAle. tamAre te be paiDAM barAbara che ne? (hasAhasa) jema saMsArarUpI rathanA pati-patnI rUpI be paiDA barAbara hoya te tamAre jIvanaratha barAbara AnaMdapUrvaka cAle che. tema ahIM paNa jJAna ane kriyAnA be paiDA barAbara haze te AtmAnuM kalyANa thaze. jANapaNuM to tene kahevAya ke je DeNe aMze paNa AcaraNamAM utaratuM jAya. A vastune bhagavaMta ane temanA saMte cAritra kahe che. jyAre jIva A rIte AcaraNa kare che tyAre tenI zuddhi paNa mULamAMthI thavA mAMDe che. anAdikALathI AtmAne karmane saMga thayele che. AtmA kyAre utpanna thaye tene cheDe khuda tIrthakara bhagavaMto paNa kADhI zakyA nathI te ApaNe kevI rIte kADhI zakIe? paNa e karmanA saMgane cheDI zakIe khaza. karmanA saMganA kAraNe ApaNo AtmA catutimAM paribhramaNa kare che. te paribhramaNa aTakAvavA mATe sarvazreSTha upAya cAritra che. je zakti hoya te sarvavirati bane. jo sAdhupaNuM na laI zake te dezavirati-zrAvakapaNuM te jarUra aMgIkAra karI zake tema che. cAritra evI suMdara cIja che ke je AtmA cAritra laIne jeTale aMze ne jeTalA pramANamAM purUSArtha kare che teTalA pramANamAM mahAna lAbha meLavI zake che. vaLI te lAbha ke? kadI tene alAbha na thAya te. tame badhA lAbha meLavavA mATe keTale purUSArtha kare che?

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458 zAradA sAgara " A vAlakezvaramAM te badhA jhaverIo vase che. tame dhananA lAbha mATe keTalI jahemata uThAve che! chatAM vahepAramAM lAbha maLe ke na maLe te zaMkA che. paNa AtmAne lAbha e che ke temAM jeTaluM AgaLa vadhe teTalo lAbha che ne te lAbha maLatAM karmane kSaya thato jAya che. jadI musApharI karavI hoya te cAritra aMgIkAra karIne prabaLa purUSArtha karavAnI jarUra che. bele tamAre jaldI pahoMcavuM che ne? hA. te jaldI pahoMcavuM hoya te pramAdane tyAga karo. jJAna-darzana ane cAritra e traNa mArganI vAta thaI. aMtima mArga che tapa. jene mATe ahIM Aje mahatsava maMDAye che. je tapa mahatsavane ujavavA mATe Aje dUradUrathI bhAI-bahene AvyA che. tamAre ghera sAta beTanA vahAlA putranA lagna hoya to tamArA sagA-sabaMdhIne jAte AmaMtraNa devA javuM paDe. jAte ghera ghera kaMketrI ApavA jAva ne uparathI Teliphena paNa kare che. tyAre sagA-sabaMdhI tamAre ghera Ave che. paNa mahAsatIjIne keIne AmaMtraNa devA javAnI jarUra paDI? keIne kahevA gayA nathI paNa jyAM khabara paDe ke amuka saMta-satIjIe mA khamaNa tapa karyuM che te loke dUra dUrathI deDI deDIne darzana karavA Ave che. A tapane prabhAva che. jenadarzanamAM tapane mahimA khUba che. Aje muMbaIbharamAM khUba tapazcaryA thaI che. je samAcAra sAMbhaLatAM haiyuM harSathI nAcI uThe che. tapa dvArA AtmAne lAgelI kamanI malinatA dUra karI zuddha banavuM che. tapa dvArA jUnA karmo khapI jAya che. karmanA saMgathI AtmA malina banyo che. tame joyeluM svaccha kapaDuM pahere paNa A zarIrane be-cAra kalAka saMga thAya tyAM kapaDuM meluM thaI jAya che. e melA kapaDAne tame zuM kare? pheMkI de ke rahevA de? "nA" ene to joIne svaccha banAvIe. ApaNe AtmA paNa tenA mULa svabhAve te svaccha che paNa anAdikALathI saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatAM tene kamane mela eMTI gayo che. tenA kAraNe A zarIrarUpI piMjaramAM purAvuM paDayuM che. bAkI AtmA te caitanya svarUpa che, zuddha che. AtmAne zuddha banAvavA mATe bane satIoe samajaNapUrvaka ugra tapa karyuM che. temaNe prabaLa purUSArtha karyo che. paryuSaNanA divasomAM kaMIka mArA baMdhuoe saMvatsarInA divase upavAsa AyaMbila kaMika karyuM haze ne temAM paNa mAthuM dukhavA AvyuM haze. eka ekaTANuM paNa tame karI zakatA nathI te vicAra kare ke A bane satIoe AvI ugra tapazcaryA kevI rIte karI haze? temaNe AtmabaLa keLavyuM che. ApaNe paNa e purUSArtha karIe, AtmabaLa 'keLavIe te jarUra banI zake. zAstramAM mahAna ugra tapasvI dhannA aNagAranuM varNana Ave che. temaNe dIkSA laIne mahAna ugra tapa AdaryuM ne bhagavAnanA cauda hajAra temAM tapazcaryAmAM teo mokhare rahyA. temAM tame paNa mokhare AvI jAva ne bhavasAgarane tarI jAva. baMne

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zAradA sugara 459 satIoe AvuM mahAna tapa karyuM che temane vaMdana karavA ane zAtA pUchavA tame AvyA che te temanA jJAna-darzana-cAritra ane tapanI anumodanA karI temanA jIvanamAMthI preraNA laIne AtmAne ujajavaLa karavAne purUSArtha karaze te avazya mahAna purUSa jevo prakAza prApta karI zakaze. melA kapaDAne sAbu-pANI Adi vaDe gheIne svaccha banAve che tema jJAna-darzana-cAritra ane tapa rUpI sAdhane dvArA AtmA paNa jarUra svaccha banaze ne zAzvata sukhane prApta karaze. bA. bra. zobhanAbAI mahAsatIjI tathA bA.bra. harSidAbAI mahAsatIjIne ApaNuM hajAro vAra dhanyavAda che. bhaviSyamAM paNa AvuM ugra tapa karIne karmone kSaya karI mahAna purUSe je prakAza prApta kare e ja maMgalakAmanA. (2) bA.bra. pU. aravida muni mahArAjazrInuM pravacana - sAdhanAnA sarovaramAM ahoniza snAna karatAM, jJAna gaMgAmAM sadA ramaNatA karanAra ane jemanA mukhakamaLamAMthI sarasvatI devInI jema vANIne pravAha vahe che tevA bA.. viduSI pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI! tapasvI tripuTI temaja anya satIvRMda! priyAtma baMdhuo ! jijJAsu mAtAo ! utsAhI yuvake ne bhAvazIlA bhaginIo ! AjanuM maMgala prabhAta, maMgala mahotsavanA vadhAmaNuM laIne AvyuM che. jenA kAraNe saMte-satIjI ahIM upasthita thayA che. tenuM kAraNa zuM? tapanI sAdhanA. tapa AtmAne tejasvI banAve che. bhagavAna kahe che, je tAre sAcA tapasvI banavuM hoya to tapasamAdhi keLava, dazavaikAlIka sUtramAM cAra prakAranI samAdhi batAvI che-temAM tapa samAdhi paNa kahI che. bhagavAna kahe che, ke ahe sAdhaka! tAre sAdhanA karavI hoya te tapa samAdhi keLava. tapa samAdhi koNa keLavI zake? jene aMdarathI uzkerATa upaDaye che ke jaldI karmane kSaya kara che. jaladI A dehanA baMdhanamAMthI mukata thavuM che te tapa-samAdhi keLavI zake, ne evI samAdhi AvatAM karmanI bhekhaDe tUTI jAya. karmanI nirjarA thAya. nirjarA kene kahevAya? Atmapradeza uparathI karmanuM jharI javuM te nirjarA che. jema eka garama kAMbaLe hoya te pANIthI tarabaLa bhareluM hoya tyAre te vajanadAra thaI jAya che. tethI uMco uMcakI zakAtuM nathI ane kAMbaLe sUkavI devAmAM Ave ne temAMthI pANI jharI jAya eTale ekadama halako banI jAya che te rIte bhagavAna kahe che ke karmanA bhArathI bhAre banele AtmA tapazcaryA karavAthI haLavo banI jAya che. tapazcaryA karavAthI kareDe bhavanA saMcita karelA karmo nAbUda thAya che. jJAnI kahe che, tapa karatAM pahelAM tAre kaSAyone nAbUda karavA paDaze. kAyayukta tapa e sAcuM tapa nathI. ghaNI vakhata sAsu-vahu vacce jhaghaDo thAya eTale vaha kahe have mAre khAvuM nathI. eTale AvyA mahAsatIjI pAse ne kahe ke mahAsatIjI! mane ama karAve, mahAsatIjI kahe kema bahena! Aje kaI dizAmAM sUrya uge ke tame

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zAradA sAgara kadI eka upavAsa paNa nahi karanArA ama karavA AvyA che. te kaheze ke gharamAM kaleza thayo che. AvuM kAyayukata tapa karavAthI kadI karmanI nirjarA thatI nathI. karmonI jaMjIre teDavAne A amUlya avasara che. A avasara pharIpharIne maLavo muzkela che. "su vahu mANase mo" manuSya janma prApta tha durlabha che. mahAna puNyadaye A durlabha manuSya bhava tamane maLe che. to temAM uttama sAdhanA karIne karmanA baMdhana teDI nAMkho. karmanI jaMjIro teDavA mATe vAlakezvaranA AMgaNe 85 mahotsava zarU thayuM che. saMsArIe te tapa kya ne pAraNAM paNa thayA ne haju bIjI tapazcaryA cAlI rahI che. paNa temAM tenuM tapa alaukika che. tame ke tamArA snehI ke sagAMne pAraNuM karAve che te kaMIka ne kaMIka cAMllo kare che. dAgIne ke sADI ApatA haze. paNa ahI amArA mahAsatIjIne eka sonAnI lagaDI ke paisA ke sADI tamAre ApavAnI nathI. are ! eka pacheDI paNa emane levI nathI. emane te tame kema vadhu AvI uttama ArAdhanAmAM joDAva te joIe che, amane kalapanA na hatI ke vAlakezvarane AMgaNe Avo maTe tapamahotsava maMDAze. amAre ahIM bhegA thavuM paNa muzkela che. ame dezamAM hAIe te gAma alaga hoya-eTale A mahAna mahatsava hoya chatAM bhegA thavAya nahi. dUrathI AnaMda mAnI levAno rahe. jyAre ahIM te pratyakSa AvI zakAya che ane ahIM te A vakhate evI goThavaNI thaI che ke vAlakezvara-kAMdAvADI ane cIMcapokalI traNe sthaLa cAra mAIlanI aMdara che. eTale amane AvavuM kalpI zake che. eTale Aje traNe sthAnethI saMta-saritA ekatra banIne vAlakezvara saMghane AMgaNe triveNI saMgama thayuM che tethI mane khUba AnaMda thayuM che. paNa Aje huM ahIM vaktA banIne nathI Avyo paNa zretA banIne lAbha levAnI IcchAthI Avyo chuM. pU. gurUdevanI AjJAthI ame cAra munirAje ahIM upasthita thayA chIe. Ama te pU. gurUdeva padhAravAnA hatA paNa temane Aje AThama upavAsa che. te sivAya bIjA be saMtane paNa tapazcaryA cAle che. kudaratane ke yaMga maLI gayuM che ke ahIMyA traNa traNa satIjInI tapazcaryA cAlu che ne tyAM paNa traNa traNa saMtane tapazcaryA che. baMne jagyAe sarakhuM che. e paNa puNyane rAzi bhege thAya tyAre A sarakhe yoga maLe che. saMte ane satIjIe potAnA karmone toDavA mATe AvuM mahAna tapa kare che ne sAthe tamane sajAga karavA mATe hAkala kare che, ke he bhavya jI! tame jAge. ApaNuM parama pitA prabhue paNa karmanA pahADone teDavA mATe 12 varSa ne 15 divasa ugra sAdhanA karI. AvI ugra sAdhanAmAM pAraNanA divase phakta 349 ne mArA ne tamArA

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zAradA sAgara 461 upavAsa keTalA? kyAM e mahAna purUSanI saMpUrNa sAdhanA ane kayAM ApaNI apUrNa ArAdhanA ! dhanya che A tapasvIone! teo AvuM mahAna tapa karI rahyA che. mane evI bhAvanA thAya che ke huM eka vakhata mAsakhamaNa karuM. paNa eka upavAsamAM te tArA dekhAI jAya che. khaMbhAtamAM saMvata 2011 mAM pU. mahAsatIjInA cAturmAsa hatA tyAre meM ane navIna munie saMsAra avasthAmAM seLa upavAsa karelA. tyAre mArI uMmara cauda varSanI hatI. te samaye mAre upavAsa che tenI khabara paDatI na hatI ane e soLa upavAsathI kadI AgaLa vadhyA nathI. AtmabaLa majabUta hoya te jarUra karI zakAya che. ghaNAM kahe che ke zarIra nabaLuM che. tapazcaryA kevI rIte thAya? tapa karavA mATe dehabaLa karatAM manebaLanI vadhu jarUra che. ahIM dehabaLanI kiMmata nathI. kiMmata che AtmabaLanI. ApaNI sAme ugra tapasvI pU. bA.bra. harSidAbAI mahAsatIjI beThA che. temanI uMmara nAnI che chatAM temane A cothuM mA khamaNa che. 21 upavAsa temaja cAra seLabhaththA karyA che. have temane mana moTI tapazcaryA miSTAnna jevI che ne aI navAI mukhavAsa jevI che. (A prasaMge zeThanuM daSTAMta ApyuM hatuM. zeThane gurU mahArAja upavAsa karavAnuM kahe che ne zeTha hA hA kare che ne chevaTamAM eka navakArazI paNa karI zakatA nathI. tenA upara ramujI daSTAMta kahyuM hatuM.) caturgatinuM cakakara aTakAvavA mATe A manuSya janmamAM prabaLa purUSArtha karI, manane majabUta banAvI, AvI tapa sAdhanA karI tapanA tejathI AtmAne ujajavaLa banAve. dhAbaLAne sUkavI nAMkhe te haLa banI gayo tema ApaNe paNa tapanA tApa vaDe karma rUpI pANIne sUkavI AtmAne haLave phUla banAve che. ApaNA tapasvI mahAsatIjIo AtmabhAvamAM ramaNatA karIne khUba samatA bhAve, karma nirjarAnA hetuthI AvuM ugra tapa kare che. A tapa sAdhunuM che. sAdhunuM tapa tamArA karatAM caDhI jAya che. kAraNa ke tame AvuM tapa karyuM hoya ne garamI lAge te ghera jaIne paMkhA nIce besI jaze. are, erakaMDIzana rUmamAM paNa besI jAva! jyAre amAre-satene te garamI lAge ke ThaMDI lAge te dareka samaye samabhAva rAkhavAnuM hoya che ane tapamAM evI samajaNa hoya che ke mArA tapamAM koI paNa jIvanI hiMsA na thavI joIe. gaMdhakanA eka TopakAmAM lAkhe maNa rUnI gaMjIne bALavAnI tAkAta che. tema AvA zuddha tapamAM paNa keDe bhavanA saMcita karelAM karmone nAbUda karavAnI tAkAta che. TUMkamAM tapa e karmonA gaMja bALavA mATe mahAna agni che. have vizeSa kaMI nahi kahetAM baMne tapasvIne mArA aMtaranA abhinaMdana che. pU. gurUdeve paNa kahyuM che ke baMne tapasvIne mArA vatI zAtA pUchajo ne AvI ugra sAdhanA vAraMvAra karatA rahe ne karmanI bhekhaDo teDI AtmAne dedipyamAna banAve tevA AzIrvAda Apaje.

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zAradA sAgara pU. mahAsatIjI amane vAMcavAnuM kahe eTale pATe besIne vAMcavuM paDe. bAkI e te amArA mahAna upakArI che. amArA e tAraNahAra gurU che. temanI sAme huM vyAkhyAna kevI rIte vAMcI zakuM! pU. mahAsatIjIne prabhAva kaI alaukika che. temanI sAdhanA khUba uMcI che. teo jaina zAsanane ke vagADI rahyA che. duniyAmAM sAvaja, sAdhvIjIne dIkSA Ape che paNa amArA pU. mahAsatIjIe to amane dIkSA ApI che. huM vadhAre paDatAM ke sAruM lagADavA vakhANa nathI karato. jema che tema kahuM chuM. ame to vaiSNava hatA. A uttama mArga maLavo kaThaNa che. paNa pU. mahAsatIjInI preraNAthI ame A uttama cAritrane pAmI zakyA chIe. pU. mahAsatIjI amArA saMpradAyanuM bhUSaNa che. keIne dIkarA na heya ne dikarI hoya to paNa kahe che ne ke "dIkarIe dIvo ne ghaNuM ghaNuM jIvo." ema pU. mahAsatIjI paNa dIkarIe dIve che. temaNe saMpradAyamAM ajavALA pAtharyA che. mArA aMtaranI e abhilASA che ke dinapratidina temanI sAdhanA khUba vadhatI rahe ne temanuM AyuSya vadhe ne aneka jIvane tAre. temane upakAra huM kadI bhUlI zakuM tema nathI. mane muMbaI AvavAnI IcchA na hatI paNa pU. mahAsatIjIe bIjI vakhata muMbaI tarapha prayANa karyuM tyAre amane kahyuM ke Apa jarUra muMbaI padhArajo-ne pU. gurUdevanI paNa AjJA thaI tethI muMbaI AvyA te A AnaMda ne AvA tapamotsavamAM bhAga levAnuM sadbhAgya sAMpaDayuM. A maMgala mahotsavanA A maMgala dine tame se tapasvInA sanmAnamAM sArA vrata pratyAkhyAna laIne tapamotsavane saphaLa banAve; e maMgala bhAvanA. bA. bra. viduSI pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInuM pravacana" parama pUjaya vaMdanIya mahArAja sAhebe ! sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! Aje eka atyaMta AnaMdane divasa che. AvA tapanA maMgala mahotsava prasaMge pU. mahArAja sAheba kAMdAvADIthI padhAryA che. cItrapalIthI mahAsatIjIe paNa AvI gayA che ane mArA bhAvika bhAI-baheno paNa dUradUrathI AvyA che. A dharma -bhAvanAnI che. tamane AvA tapa-tyAga Adi dharmanA kAryamAM ume Ave te karmanA bhUlakA thaI jAya ne saMsAravardhaka kAryomAM urmi uchaLe to karmanA gajegaMja khaDakAI jAya. saMsAravardhaka AnaMda AtmAne bhavasAgaramAM DubADanAra che. jayAre dharmane AnaMda AtmAne tAranAra che. duniyAmAM maMgala ghaNuM prakAranA che, paNa sAcuM dharma maMgala che. dhammo maMgala mukkiTuM, ahiMsA saMjamo tvo| devA vi taM namassaMti, jassa dhamme sayA maNo // daza. sU. a. 1 gAthA 1. dharmamaMgala evuM che, ke jenuM kadI amaMgala thatuM nathI. tame eka bhavya baMgale khUba haze baMdhAvyuM. khaDe page ubhA rahIne khUba cokasAIpUrvaka baMgalAmAM badhI jAtanI

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zAradA sAgara 463 sagavaDo karavI ne zubha muhUrta kuMbha mUkIne vAtuM karyuM ne makAnamAM rahevA mATe gayA. haju pAMca varSa paNa makAnamAM rahevA gayA ne pUrAM na thayA, te AlazAna baMgalAmAM mahAlavAnA koDa pUrA na thayA te pahelA e pApane udaya jAgyo ke baMgalo vecI devAne prasaMga AvyuM. kadAca evuM na bane te baMgalAmAM rahevA gayA nathI, manamAM rahevA javAnI khUba hoMza hatI paNa baMgalAmAM palaMgamAM lAMbA thaIne sUtA pahelA saMsAranI lIlA samApta karIne lAMbI soDa tANIne sUI jAya che - tyAM maMgalanuM amaMgala thaI jAya che. A saMsAranA maMgala azAzvata che ne pApavardhaka che. jayAre ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa rUpI tripuTI te zAzvata maMgala che. Aje tArUpI maMgalano mahatsava che. pU. mahArAja sAheba kahI gayA tema Aje kaIne kAgaLa ke kaMketrI lakhavA javI paDI nathI ke keIne AmaMtraNa devA paDayA nathI. se pitAnA AtmAnA ullAsathI AvIne besI gayA che. tapa e AtmAne zuddha karavA mATe tejAba che. jema sonAne tejAbamAM nAMkhavAthI zuddha bane che tema AtmAne zuddha ane pavitra banAvavA mATe tapa rUpI tejAbanI jarUra che. mazinarIne sApha karavA peTrolanI jarUra che ne kapaDAne sApha karavA mATe garama pANI ne sAbunI jarUra che. jema khUba melA thayelA 5DAne ke telanI ghaNI cIkAza jAmelA kapaDAne tene mela kADhIne sApha karavAmAM sAmAnya prAge kAma na Ave. tenA gADha melane kADhavA mATe te te kapaDAne bhaThThInA ukaLatA pANImAM nAMkhe ne temAM melane chUTe pADanAra khAra, sAbu Adi padArtho nAMkhe. khUba bAphe ne khadakhadAve tyAre te mela kapaDAthI chUTa paDe che. ghaNAM kALathI melane potAnuM mAnanAra kapaDuM pate te melane dUra na karI zake. e te bebI melane chUTo pADI zake. kapaDuM bebIne ukaLatA bhaThThAmAM paDayA pachI melanA lIdhe baDabaDIyA (parapoTA) kare te paNa bebI tenA baDabaDIyAnI sAme jaI tenI dayA na lAve. e te mela chUTe na paDe tyAM sudhI nirapekSa bhAve khakhadavA de ne sAthe baDabaDIyA paNa karavA de. pitAnA kapaDAnI AvI karUNa dazA joIne tene mAlika bebIne bhaThThImAMthI kADhI levAnuM kahe to paNa bebI tenA sAme dhyAna na Ape. tema Atmapradeze rahela AtmAnI anaMtakALanA rAga-deSa rUpI melanI atyaMta gaDha graMthi rUpI A maLane bhedI nAMkhavA mATe, AtmA rUpa kapaDAthI alaga karavA mATe AtmAne samyakatva sanmukha lAvIne mUkanAra guNa rUpa dhAbIne karma melane svAmI AtmA tene rAhata ApavAnuM kahe che te paNa tenI sAme dhyAna ApyA vinA tIvra sadAcAra ane tArUpI bhaThThInA tAvaDAmAM khUba khadakhadAve ane temAM anaMta kALano saMbaMdha hovAnA kAraNe te graMthine mAlika AtmA tenA upara kadAca dayA lAve che te sAme paNa e kuhADAnI tIkSaNa dhAra jevA tINa pariNAma rUpa guNa dhabI najara sarakhI paNa na kare. e tIvra tapazcaryA ane sadAcAra rUpI bhaTTanA tAvaDAmAM khUba khadakhadIne AtmA

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464 zAradA sAgara rUpa kapaDAthI te mela karmarUpa graMthi tadana nirbaLa thaI javAthI te kapaDuM e gADha melathI mukata thAya. e melanA ge khadabadatuM zAMta thAya pachI te hitasvI bebI AtmA rUpa kapaDAmAMnA graMthi rUpa melamAMthI AtmAne lAgaNIpUrvaka bahAra kADhe ane te pachI tene anivRttikaraNa rUpa nadImAM nAMkhIne zAMta kare. tyAra pachI to e AtmarUpa kapaDAne thAya ke "hAza; e prakAre AtmAne graMthibheda mATenA satata parizramane aMte prApta thatuM samyakatva e "hAza" (saMtoSa) che. e pachI AtmAne durgatimAM paDato bacAve ane zubha sthAnamAM sthApe. evA lakSaNavALA AtmAne jinezvaradeva kathita dharmanI prApti thAya che ne dharma pAmyA pachI AtmA eTaluM samajato thaI jAya ke Apta purUSanA vacanane anusaravAmAM lAbha che. devAnupriya! je AtmAo mahAna purUnA vacanane anusare che te AtmAne lAbha meLave che. mahAna purUSanuM vacana che ke "tava nirjarA =". tapa karavAthI karmanI nirjarA thAya che. vAlakezvara saMghamAM traNa satIjIonI temaja ghaNAM bhAI-bahenoe prabhue batAvelA mahAna tapanI sAdhanA karI che ne bharapUra dharmakaraNI thaI rahI che. te eka zAsananI prabhAvanA che. kAMdAvADImAM paNa bA.bra. sUrya muni mahArAja sAhebane ugra tapanI tathA pU. kAMtiSi mahArAja sAhebanI tapa ArAdhanA cAle che. tyAM ratna samAna nava nava saMte birAje che. Aje khaMbhAta saMpradAya ATale AgaLa AvyuM hoya te temAM amArA taraNa tAraNa, zAsana ziromaNI, gacchAdhipati pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebane mahAna upakAra che. temanI asIma kRpAthI amAruM zAsana cAlI rahyuM che ne A tapasvIonI tapazcaryA nirvighe pUrNa thaI che. Aje harSidAbAI mahAsatIjIne 31 upavAsa ane zebhanAbAI mahAsatIjIne 16 upavAsanuM pAraNuM che. temaja bhAvanAbAI mahAsatIjIne Aje 18 me upavAsa che ne mA khamaNanA bhAva che. atre upasthita thayelA sarve bhAI-bahene ochAmAM ochA 47 divasanA sArA sArA pratyAkhyAna avazya lezo. tapasvInuM sanmAna tapathI thAya che. mATe rAtrI bhejanane, kaMdamULane, vyasanano, nATaka sinemAne tyAga jenAthI je bane te avazya karazo te tame tapasvInuM sAcuM sanmAna karyuM gaNAze. ne ApaNe paNa AvuM ugra tapa karIe evI zAsana devane prArthanA karIe. Aje kAMdAvADIthI bA.. pU. araviMda muni mahArAja sAheba temaja bA. bra. pU. navIna muni mahArAjasAheba Adi ThANa -4 temaja pU. narasiMha muni mahArAja Adi badhA munirAje padhAryA che. teoe atre padhArI mahAna upakAra karyo che. temane vaMdana karI sukhazAtA pUchuM chuM. temaja A samaye . kAMtIRSi mahArAja sAhebe je munizane mekalIne kRpA karI che te saune bhAvapUrvaka vaMdana karI besI jAuM chuM vadhu bhAva avasare.

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zAradA sAgara 465 vyAkhyAna naM-pa4. bhAdaravA suda 13 ne budhavAra tA. 17-9-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! zAstrakAra bhagavaMta trilokInAthe jagatane jInA AtmakalyANane mATe zAstra-siddhAMta vANInuM pAna karAvyuM. e amRtavANInA ghUMTaDA pItA jIvane jaghanya rasa Ave te anaMta kamanI bhekhaDo tUTI jAya. ane utkRSTa rasa Ave te jIva tIrthakara nAmakarma upArjana kare che. uttarAdhyayana sUtra e bhagavAnanI aMtima vANI che. vIsamuM adhyayana jemAM bhagavate sanAtha ane anAthanA bheda-bhAva samajAvyA che. anAthI munine samAgama thatAM pahelAM rAjA zreNIka mithyAtvI hatA. jyAM sudhI AtmAnA pradeza upara mithyAtva chavAyeluM hoya che tyAM sudhI sAcI dizA sUjhatI nathI. sAcI dizA sUjhatI nathI tenA kAraNe jIva anaMta saMsAramAM rajhaLe che. mithyAtva mehe tArI mati muMjhANI, cAritra cU enI zraddhA na ANe, rAga ane dveSe bhUlyA tuM nirAkAra-dipaka pragaTe dilamAM jinavANuM jaya jayakAra zAstranA jJAnIo kahe che ke tArA aMtaramAM samyakatvane dIpaka pragaTAvI de te tAre A rajhaLapATa baMdha thaI jaze. mithyAtvanuM AtmA upara prabaLa jera hoya che tyAM sudhI jIva sAcA-khoTAne viveka karI zako nathI. mithyAtva je bIje kaI AtmAne zatru nathI. mithyAtvaM paramo rogo, mithyAtvaM paramaM tmH| mithyAtvaM paramaH zatru, mithyAtvaM paraM viSam // anaMta jJAnI, parama karUNAvaMta mahAna upakArI purUSa jagatanA jIvonA kalyANane mATe pharamAve che ke A virATa vizvamAM jIvamAtrane anAdikALathI herAna-parezAna karanAra ane bhaTakAvanAra koI bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara pApa hoya te te mithyAtva che. e mithyAtvane uparanA lekamAM roga, adhikAra, zatru ane viSanI upamA ApI che. e cAra karatAM paNa mithyAtva bhayaMkara che. - baMdhuo ! jema rogane ApaNe rAkhavA taiyAra nathI. keI paNa upAye tene dUra karavA prayatna kare che tema mithyAtva e bhayaMkara pApa che. evA pApa pratye prIti karAya nahi. tene te dUra karavuM joIe. A bhayaMkara pApane jIva oLakhe nahi, tene kADhavAne prayatna kare nahi te e roga jAya nahi ne samaktine dIpaka pragaTe nahi. ne tenA pariNAme saMsAranuM paribhramaNa cAlu rahyA kare. mithyAtva kharAba che tema jANIe chIe

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zAradA sAgara ne bolIe chIe paNa haiyAne tevuM kharAba lAgyuM nathI eTale tenAthI gabharAtA nathI ne tene cheDavAno prayatna paNa karatA nathI. tene jIvanamAM AnaMdathI jIvIe chIe. ne jagatamAM sArA kahevaDAvavA jIva prayatna kare che. pitAne deSa nabhAve te duSTa che. mithyAtvane kAraNe IcchAnI Aga olavAtI nathI ne tenA kAraNe pApa kAryamAM jIva pravRtti kare che. pApane bApa lebha che ane tenI mAtA mamatA che. te jaDanA raMgarAgamAM DubADanAra 'hitazatru che. viSayavAsanAne saMtApa e saMsArane vAstavika saMtApa che. dharma sAmagrI pAmelA ane dharmanuM AcaraNa karanArA ne to e bhAvanA hoya che ke jyAre saMsArathI chUTuM. kyAre A saMsArane vaLagADa chUTe ne kayAre pakSamAM jAuM!. jenI ragerage dharma pariNamyo che ke jenI zraddhA daDha che tene AvI bhAvanA thAya che. bAkI badhA dharma karanArAne AvuM AMtaraspazI jJAna hetuM nathI. saMsAranuM badhuM jJAna meLave che paNa dharmanuM jJAna meLavavAnI jijJAsA jAgI nathI mATe dharmajJAnathI vaMcita rahe che. jene enI jarUra jaNAya che tenuM jJAna jarUra meLave che. bhagavAne vizALa rAjya ane rAjazAhI sukha-sattAne lAta mArI sukumArapaNuM choDIne kaThora sAdhanA karI te muktipurImAM mahAlavAnuM maLyuM. ApaNe paNa muktipurInI mahelAtemAM mahAlavA javuM hoya te evI kaThora sAdhanA karavI joIe. anaMtakALathI chava janma-maraNanA trAsa veThI rahyo che. haju ahIthI marIne kyAM jaIzuM tenI khabara che? A saMsAranA sukhamAM ja mANanAra jIne saMsAra kaTa karavAnI ane mekSa meLavavAnI IcchA nathI thatI. paNa saMsAra sukha bhayaMkara ane mekSa bhadraMkara che ema jene lAgyuM tene saMsAranA game tevA sukha maLe chatAM temAM te pAgala thAya nahi. kAraNa ke e samaje che ke A saMsAranA sukho pApa karAvanAra ane saMsAramAM bhaTakAvanAra che. temAM AnaMda kema manAya? zuddhadharma karanAra chavane pApa karatAM trAsa thAya che. je bhautika sukha mATe jagatanA cha phAMphA mAre che. rAta-divasa tenA senerI svapnA sevyA kare che ne jene mATe mahenata kare che te ApaNe badhA bhagavaMtane sArAmAM sAruM ane bhalabhalAne lalacAvanAruM sukha maLyuM hatuM. paNa temAM teo kadI AnaMda mAnatA na hatA. tenA pratye mamatA na hatI. tethI tene kSaNavAramAM taNakhalAnI jema tyAgIne cAlI nIkaLyA. ne Atma sAdhanA sAdhI gayA. te mahAna purUSonI daSTie saMsAra bhayaMkara ane jIne herAna karanAre hovAthI tenI jaDa ukheDavA mATe bhagavAne zAsana sthApyuM. chatAM jagatanA jIvone saMsAranI jaDa ukheDavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. bIju badhuM bhUkha tarasa, garIbAI Adi kADhavuM che paNa tenA mULa rUpa saMsArane kADhavo nathI. saMsAranuM mULa ukheDavAnuM che jene mana thAya che tene saMsAra sukhanA saMge maLe tyAre te sAvadhAna bane che. kAraNa ke te sukha saMsArane

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zIradA sAgara vadhAranAra che paNa ghaTADanAra nathI. ( saMsAra eTale mithyAtva, avirati ane kaSAya. temAM saithI bhayaMkara hoya te te mithyAtva che. karmabaMdhanA pAMca kAraNe mithyAtva, avirati, pramAda, kaSAya ane azubhaga che. temAM mithyAtvanuM sthAna mekhare che. ne mukhya che. jema 12345 A AMkaDAomAM prathamane ekaDo mukhya che. pAMca AMkaDAomAM te dekhAya che saithI nAne paNa tenI sattA adhika che. te ekale daza hajAranI saMkhyAne pratinidhi che. je tene bhUMsADI nAMkhavAmAM Ave te "12345" e saMkhyAmAM daza hajArane ghaTADo thAya che. eTale mAtra 2345 rahe che. bIje naMbare bagaDe che te be hajAranI saMkhyAne pratinidhi che. tene bhUsADI nAMkhatA 345 rahe che. trIjo AMkaDo traNasenA sthAne che. tene bhUMsADatA mAtra 45 rahe che. cethA AMkaDAne bhUMsADatA mAtra pAMca rahe che. eTale ke AgaLa AgaLanA ekeka AMkane bhUMsADatA saMkhyAmAM meTe ghaTADo thAya che. tevI rIte ekaDAnA sthAne mithyAtva, bagaDAne sthAne avirati, tragaDAne sthAne pramAda, cegaDAnA sthAne kaSAya ane pAMcaDAnA sthAne vega che. A pAMce AzravanA dvAra khullA hoya te AtmAnA keDAramAM eka kSaNe 12345 karmanI vargaNaonI Avaka che. ema kalpanA karIe te temAMthI ekaDArUpa mithyAtvane kADhI nAkhatA daza hajAra jeTalI Avaka ghaTI jAya. bagaDArUpa aviratinA dvAra baMdha karatAM 12345mAMthI bAra hajAranI Avaka ochI thaI. tragaDArUpa pramAdane rokatAM 12300nI Avaka ghaTI. cegaDArUpa kaSAyane roktA mAtra pAMcanI Avaka rahI. bAra hajAra na cAlIsanI Avaka baMdha thaI gaI. pAMcaDArUpa yegane paNa rokavAmAM Ave te karmanI Avaka sarvathA aTakI jAya. kharI rIte te ekeka samaye karmanI anaMta vargaNae karNAzayamAM praveza kare che. paNa mithyAtva, avirati vagere dvAranuM paraspara tAratamya samajAvavAne 12345 e saMkhyA eka daSTAMta tarIke ahIM kaphapI che. A jIvane- bhavabhramaNa karAvanAra ke saMsAra samudramAM gothA khavarAvanAra tarIke je keIe vadhAre bhAga bhajavyo hoya te te mithyAtva che. bhUtakALamAM AtmAnI vadhAre nukazAnI mithyAtve karI che ane vartamAnamAM paNa kamanI Avaka vadhArI AtmAne durgatinA UMDA kUvAmAM nAkhanAra paNa te che. tethI karmabaMdhanA pAMca kAraNomAM tene nabara prathama rAkhavAmAM AvyuM che. A mithyAtva mAMdu paDe te saMsArano uccheda karavAnuM mana thAya. zuddha dharmanuM AcaraNa karavAthI pApakarmane nAza thAya ne tenAthI saMsArane uzkeda thAya. mithyAtvane dUra karavA mATe ApaNe cAra zaraNa grahaNa karavA. anaMta zaktinA dhAraka evA ApaNA badhA bhagavatene saMsAranI jaDa ukheDavAnuM mana thayuM. paNa phakta mana karavAthI ukhaDe khare? te mahApuruSoe te mATe ke puruSArtha karyo? te rIte ApaNe paNa evo puruSArtha karavAne

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468 zAradA sAgara ane te mATe mArgadarzana jJAnInuM levuM joie. bhagavate khatAvelI dharmakriyAe mithyAtvanuM vamana karAvIne samakti pamADe. avirata kADhIne virati (cAritra) pamAya ne kaSAyAne kADhI vItarAganA bhAva prApta karAve, ceAga kADhI ayeAgI banAve ane karmane kADhI mekSa pamADe, bhagavAna pAse keTaluM sukha hatuM chatAM tene bhAgavavAmAM te rAjI na thatA tene taNakhalAnI jema pheMkI dIdhuM. basa, ATalI vAta tamane kharAkhara dhyAnamAM Ave teA saMsArasukhanI bhUkha maTI jAya. bhautika sukhanI bhUkha maTatAM pApa thatA hatA te aMdha thai jAya. ne evuM pavitra jIvana jIvAya ke tenAthI pUrvanA aMdhAyelA pApa khapI jAya. pachI duHkha kayAMthI Ave? pApakarmo bAkI hAya tA duHkha Ave paNa tene nAza thaI gayA pachI duHkha mAMge tA paNa na Ave. du:khanA dveSIne duHkha haThAvavAnA A sAcA upAya che. sukhanI icchA maratAM pApavRtti marI jAya. A rIte pApavRtti baMdha thAya pachI duHkha Ave nahi. kadAca pUrvanA pApa karmonA udbhayathI duHkha Ave te temAM muMjhavaNu thAya nahi. kAraNa ke AtmA jema duHkha bhAgavatA jAya che tema AtmA pApa karma rahita thaI nirmaLa banatA jAya che. jJAnInu vacana che ke aihika alpabhAgAmAM DUbI jaI dIrghakALanuM che ne duHkha vaheAravu te ghAra mUrkhatA che. pavitratA e jIvana che. viSaya laMpaTatA maraNu che. ne duHkha e zuddhikaraNanI prakriyA che. jyAre jIvanA pramaLa puruSArtha UpaDe che tyAre mithyAtvarUpI mahAzatru ApoApa bhAgI jAya che. jyAM mithyAtva gayuM tyAM zuddhikaraNanI prakriyA zarU thaI gaI samajI le. pachI jIva dhAre te alpa samayamAM ghAtI karmanA kSaya karIne kevaLa jJAna prApta kare che. dazavaikAlika sUtranA racayitA zayyaMbhava nAmanA AcArya hatA. teo brAhmaNajJAtinA hatA. veDhAMtanA prakhara vidvAna hatA. temanA janma magadha dezanI rAjadhAnI rAjagRhI nagarImAM thayele. tee eka vakhata khUba moTA yajJa karI rahyA hatA. te samaye jaMbusvAmInA paTTa ziSya prabhavasvAmIe temane upadeza ApyuM ke A khAdyayajJamAM dharma nathI. ahIM te hiMsA che. ne hiMsA che tyAM pApa che. temaNe khUba suMdara vAta samajAvI eTale teo yajJa karavAnuM kArya paDatuM mUkIne dIkSA levA mATe tatpara thayA. peAtAnI patnInI AjJA mAgI ke have mAre jaina dharmanI dIkSA levI che. pahelAM te patnIe hA nA karI. paNa pachI tenA patinA utkRSTa vairAgya joIne tenuM mana pIgaLyu ne kahyuM svAmInAtha! ApanI bhAvanA uttama che. Apane tyAgamArge jatAM huM nahi aTakAvuM. pazu mane e mAsa thayA che eTale mane AzA baMdhANI che. te jo Apa dIkSA lai le te pAchaLathI lAkA ema kaheze ke pati sAdhu banI gayA ne patnI AuTa lAinanI khanI gai. e rIte mArI ne tamArI hIlaNA thaze. mATe Apa thoDA samaya rAkAI jAva.

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469 zAradA sAgara pachI dIkSA lejo, patnInI vAtane yAgya mAnIne tee saMsAramAM rokAI gayA. putranA janma thayA khAH savA mahine temaNe dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA laIne khUba jJAna saMpAdana karyuM. Ama te temanA dharmanA niyama pramANe jJAnI hatA. paNa dIkSA laine jaina dharmanu tattvajJAna khUba prApta karyuM.-ne jANapaNA anusAra cAritra paNa kaDaka pALavA lAgyA. khUba jJAnI ane vidvAna banyA. samaya jatAM temane 500 ziSyA thayA. ne temane AcAryanI paDhavI maLI. AcArya paNa kevA ? kaDaka AcAra pALe ne chatrIsa guNe karIne yukta hAya tene AcArya kahevAya. zaSyabhava AcArya maheALA ziSya parivAra sAthe grAmAnugrAma vicarIne aneka jIvAne pratibaMdha kare che. A tarapha je putrane janma thaye tenu' nAma manaka rAkhavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. te dhIme dhIme meTA thatAM nava varSanA thayA. eka vakhata te badhA mALakAnI sAthe geDITa ramI rahyA hatA. eka DozImA beThA beThA vAsaNa uTakI rahyA hatA. A khela UchaLIne DAsImAne vAgyA. eTale DAsImAne tenA upara dha AvyA ne gussAmAM AvIne olyA are namApA tane kaMI bhAna che ke nahi? ATalu badhu jora zA upara ka2e che? khama gALA dIdhI. manaka nAnA hatA paNa khUba samaju chAkarA hatA. badhI gALA sahana karI paNa tene namApe| kahyA te tenAthI sahana na thayuM. tene A zakhsa hADa hADa lAgI gayA. eTale ghera AvyeA ne mAtAne pUchyuM ke khA ! mAza pitA kayAM gayA che? A zabdo sAMbhaLatA mAtA raDI paDI. mana kahe che, khA! tu raDIza nahi. je hAya te mane satya kahe. zuM huM namA| chuM? mAtA kahe-beTA! tu nakhApeA nathI. tuM savA mahinAne hatA ne tArA pitAjIe dIkSA lIdhI che. te teo atyAre kyAM haze? mAtA kahe che beTA ! sAdhu teA vicaratA bhalA. ane jaina satA te cAturmAsa sivAya kyAre paNa eka sthAne rahetA nathI. eTale te kyAM haze te mane khakhara nathI. paNa temanuM nAma zaSyabhava AcAya che. nava varSanA manaka kahe che, khA! te hu* mArA pitAjInI zeAdha karavA jAuM chuM. huM temane laine ghera AvIza. mAtA samaje che ke jaina sAdhu anyA pachI pati pAchA AvavAnA nathI. putrane khUba samajAvyeA paNa manaka ekanA e thayA nahi ane nava varSanA bAluDA pitAne zeAdhavA nIkaLyA. zeAdhatA zASatA cAlyeA jAya che. jyAM jyAM jainanA dharmasthAnakA hAya tyAM jAya. saMta hAya tA temane agara zrAvakane pUche che zayyaMbhava AcAryane Ape joyA che? tyAre kAi kahetA ke ame joyA nathI. kAI kahe ke temanu nAma sAMbhaLyuM che. te khama vidvAna che. teA kAi kahetA ke thADA samaya pahelAM ahIM padhAryA hatA. A rIte manaka eka varSI sudhI bhamcA paNa tene pitAnA meLApa thaye nahi. khUba pharyAM ne chevaTe eka gAmamAM bheTo thayA te pRcchA karI. AcAryAM mahAna jJAnI hatA. vaLI mananI vAta sAcI hatI. te uparathI temaNe

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470 zAradA sAgara jANI lIdhuM ke te pitAne putra che. temanuM mati-zrutajJAna khUba nirmaLa hatuM. te dvArA joI lIdhu ne jANI lIdhuM ke A jIva haLukama che, sulabha badhI che ne caramazarIrI jIva che. AcArye kahyuM-tArA pitAjIne ame oLakhIe chIe. paNa je pitAjIne tAre maLavuM hoya te pahelA emanA jevuM banavuM paDaze. baMdhuo! tamane tamArA gurU kahe ke je tamAre mekSamAM javuM hoya te saMyama levuM paDaze. te tame zuM karaze? bele te kharA. (zretAmAMthI avAja:- haju mekSamAM javAnI laganI lAgI nathI.) manakane pitAjIne maLavAnI laganI hatI tethI dIkSA lIdhI. AcAryo vicAra karyo ke A mAro putra che te sagapaNa rAkhIza te tenuM kalyANa aTakaze. AyuSya thoDuM che mATe gurUdeve tene utkRSTa bhAvanAthI zatre dazavaikAlika sUtra bhaNuvyuM. AcArAMga bhaNe teTale samaya nathI tema samajI sAdhunA AcAranuM pUruM jJAna karAvyuM. temaja vaiyAvaccethI kamanI bhekhaDe tUTe che tethI divase vaiyAvacca karAvI. bhagavAnanA ekeka saMte kevA heya che! ekeka munivara rasanA tyAgI, ekeka jJAnabhaMDAra re prANuM, ekeka munivara vaiyAvacca vairAgI, enA guNane nAve pAra re prANuM - sAdhujIne vaMdaNu nIta nIta kIje, cha mahinA sudhI navadIkSita ziSyanI vaiyAvacca karavI joIe. paNa ahIM manaka munine thoDA samayamAM jhAMjhA karma khapAvIne karmanI nirjarI karAvavI che. gurU pitAnA ziSyanuM kalyANa jaladI kema thAya tenI khUba ciMtA rAkhe che. manaka muni paNa gurUne ekadama arpaNa thaI gayA che. gurUnI AjJA e ja mAro prANa che. temanI AjJAmAM mAruM kalyANa che. AvI uttama bhAvanA rAkhI saMyamanuM pAlana karI rahyA che. cha mahinA pUrA thavA AvyA. eka divasa manaka muni pUche che, gurUdeva ! mane zaabhava AcAryanA darzana kayAre thaze? gurUdeva kahe tane Aje temanA darzana thaze. gurUdeva manakamunine dazavaikAlika artha sahita bhaNAvatA hatA. rAtre bhaNAvavA beThA. chaThThA mahinAnI chellI rAtrI hatI. gurU khUba suMdara rIte artha-paramArtha ane bhAvArtha sahita gUDha jJAna bhaNAve che. manakamuni vicAra kare che ahIM mArA pitAjI te maLatA maLaze paNa A gurUdevane mArA upara ke mahAna upakAra che! mane kevuM UMcuM jJAna Ape che ! A rIte gurUnA upakAranuM smaraNa kare che ne bhaNelA jJAnanuM ciMtana karatA karatA zubha bhAvanAnI zreNI upara caDhatAM ghAtI karmone kSaya karatAM kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM. kevaLajJAna dvArA jANI lIdhuM ke A gurU mArA pitA che. e pitAne mArA upara ke mahAna upakAra che ke huM to temane ghera laI javA mATe AvyuM hatuM ke temaNe mane cha mahinAmAM kaeNlyANane patha batAvI kevaLajJAna rUpI lakSamI prApta karAvI. kevaLajJAna pAmyA pachI be ghaDImAM temanuM AyuSya pUrNa thayuM ne teo kALa dharma pAmyA. cha mahinAmAM

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zAradA sAgara 471 agiyAra varSane bAluDe AtmasAdhanA sAdhI cAlyA gaye. A samaye zayyabhava AcAryanA mukha upara rAgadazAne kAraNe udAsInatA AvI gaI. tyAre bIjA ziSya pUche che, gurudeva! ApanI sAnidhyamAM te kaMIka haLukamI jI Atma-sAdhanA karIne gayA che. paNa kaI divasa ame ApanuM mukhaDuM udAsa joyuM nathI. ne Aje Ama kema? tarata gurue lagAma hAthamAM laI lIdhI ke meM A zuM karyuM ? mArI bhUla thaI gaI. pachI kahe che, he ziSya! A manaka mAro putra hatuM. tene meM savA mahinAne mUkIne dIkSA lIdhI hatI. te mane zodhavA mATe nIkaLyA hatA paNa mane zodhatAM bhagavAnane zeAdhI lIdhA. ke supAtra jIva ke cha mahinAmAM kalyANa karI gaye. A sAMbhaLI badhA ziSyane khUba duHkha thayuM. are! ApaNe tenI vaiyAvacca karavI joIe tenA badale ApaNe tenI pAse sevA karAvI. guru kahe che ke je meM tamane kahyuM hatuM te tame tene sevA karavA deta nahi rAga dazA AvI jAta. te A cha mahinAmAM kalyANa karI zakta nahi. baMdhuo ! ApaNe te mULa mithyAtvanI vAta hatI ke zreNuka rAjA jyAre mithyAtvI hatA tyAre saMtenI kevI hAMsI karatA paNa anAthI muni pAse te TharI gayA. muni kahe che "paDhame vaI mArA "! he rAjana ! pahelI vayamAM-yuvAnImAM mArI AMkhamAM bhayaMkara vedanA zarU thaI. ne AkhA zarIramAM kALI baLatarA thavA lAgI. anAthI munine ghera paisAne pAra na hate. AMkhanI vedanA maTADavA mATe temaNe ghaNuM upacAro kya haze. vaida ane DokaTaranI salAha lIdhI haze, aMjana ne sUramA AMjyA haze chatAM kaI temanI vedanA maTADavA samartha banatuM nathI. A rIte pitAnI anAthatA viSe rAjAne kahI rahyA che temane mATe zuM zuM upAye karyA te vAta have rAjA zreNIkane anAthI muni kaheze, tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra - aMjanAjI bhAinA mahele Avaze - satI aMjanAne tenI mAtAe sahakAra na Apo paNa uparathI dAsIoe kaTu vacana kahIne tenuM apamAna karyuM. eTale mAtAnA mahelanA daravAjethI nirAza thaIne cAlI nIkaLyA. vasaMtamAlA kahe che bahena pitAjIe tArA sAmuM na joyuM eTale mAtAjIe paNa AvuM karyuM. nahitara mA kadI AvI kaThora bane nahi. te have ApaNe moTAbhAInA ghera jaIe. aMjanA kahe che, bahena! atyAre mArA ghera karmano udaya che eTale bhAI paNa sAmuM nahi jue. tyAre kahe che bahena ! moTAbhAI ane bhAbhI khuba sArA svabhAvanA che. teo jarUra tArA sAmuM joze. vasaMtamAlAnA khUba kahevAthI moTAbhAInA mahele javA taiyAra thaI. kadI khullA page cAlI nathI. kamaLa pagamAM kAMTA ne kAMkarA vAge che. ema aMjanA gharoghara hIMDatI paga kuMkuma varaNa kamala sama deha te, khUce kAMTA ne kAMkarA teNe rage bhUmi rAtI thaI teha te. dIna vacana mukha bolatI nayaNe AMsu jhare jANe zrAvaNa meha te, bhUkha-tRSAe karI vyAkulI bhAbhI dITha havAra varasa daza hAya tesatI re.

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| 472 zAradA sAgara tenA kemaLa paga kAMTAne kAMkazanI tINa dhArothI vIMdhAI gayA che ne lohI nIkaLe che eTale paga lAla cALa thaI gayA che tyAM lehInA TIpA paDe che. khUba vedanA ane bhUkha-tarasane kAraNe tenuM mukha lAlaghUma thaI gayuM che. A rIte bane jaNa moTAbhAInA baMgale AvyA. bhAIe mahelanI meDIethI aMjanAne kALAvezamAM vasaMtamAlAnI sAthe AvatI joI. eTale e te gharamAM besI rahyo. enI patnIne kahe che kALA kAmanI karanArI kALA kapaDAM paherIne kalaMkita banIne sAsarethI AvI che. tenuM moTuM jotAM paNa mane te pApa lAge. mATe mAre tenuM moTuM jevuM nathI. baMdhuo ! juo. karma jIvane ke nAca nacAve che! je moTe bhAI aMjanAne teDavA mATe gaye hate. pitAnI bahenane teDI lAvavA mATe keTalA kAlAvAlA karyA hatA. chatAM aMjanA na AvI tyAre tene khUba dukha thayeluM. paNa jyAre aMjanA duHkhanA samaye hAlI cAlIne pitAne ghera AvI tyAre tenA sAmuM paNa te nathI. karmo kevA krUra che ! aMjanAno bhAI-bhAbhIe karelo tiraskAra" - aMjanAne bhAi enI patnIne kahe che, jA, tuM jaIne ene kADhI mUka. e pApaNI ApaNA mahelanA daravAje paNa nA joIe. eTale bhAbhI te rUAba bhera aMjanAnI pAse AvIne UbhI rahI. paNa kahevata che ke "mana vagaranuM maLavuM ne bhIte athaDAvuM te sarakhuM che." bhAbhInuM meTuM joIne aMjanA samajI gaI ke bhAbhInuM mana nathI. tyAM bhAbhI bolyA tame cAlyA jAva. eka kSaNa paNa mArA mahelanA daravAje UbhA raheze nahi. tamArA bhAInI sakhata manAI che. tyAre aMjanA kahe che bhAbhI ! bhale huM cAlI jaIza. paNa mArI eka vAta sAMbhaLo. daza AMgaLI dAMta pAse laI jaIne kahe che bhAbhI! daza daza divasathI eka ane kaNa maLyo nathI. ke pANInuM TIpuM maLyuM nathI. huM bhUkha-tarasathI AkuLa-vyAkuLa thaI gaI chuM. cAlavAnI paNa zakita nathI. AMkhe aMdhArA Ave che. kaMTha ne jIbha sUkAya che te eka pyAle pAchuM te pIvaDAve. huM bAra bAra varSe AvI chuM. phakta eka pyAle pANI Apo. pANI pIne huM cAlI jaIza. tyAre bhAbhI tADukIne kahe che tamane kahyuM te kharuM ke eka sekanDane paNa vilaMba karyA vinA cAlyA jAva. haju bhAbhI kevA kaThora veNa kADhaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna ne - papa bhAdaravA suda 14 ne guruvAra tA. 18975 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahena ! sarvajJa bhagavate batAvelA siddhAMta sAgaramAM amUlya metIe rahelA che. sAce jANakAra jhaverI hoya te sAcA metInI pArakha karI zake che ne tenI kiMmata AMkI zake

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zAradA sAgara, ( 473 che. sAcA motInI mALA jIvanuM kalyANa sAdhI zakatI nathI paNa vIra vANI rUpI amUlya motInI mALAthI sva-para kalyANa sAdhI zakAya che. vItarAgavANI saMsAra sAgaramAMthI jIne tAranArI che. eTalA mATe vItarAgavANane jagatauddhAriNuM kahevAmAM Ave che. ApaNe anAthI nigraMthane adhikAra cAle che. temAM ApaNe e vAta samajavAnI che ke dhana-vaibhava, kuTuMba-parivAra kaI rogathI mukata karAvI zakatuM nathI. je dhanathI badhuM thatuM hota te anAthI munine ghera keTalI saMpatti hatI. mAtA-pitA temaja apsarA jevI yuvAna strI, bhAI-bahene badhA hatA. paNa jyAre azAtA vedanIya karmane udaya thaye ne AMkhamAM tIvra vedanA thaI. AkhA zarIramAM baLatarA thavA lAgI tyAre ke regathI mukata karI zakayuM ? jyAM sudhI puNyane udaya che tyAM sudhI roga bahAra nathI AvyA paNa aMdara te paDelA che. jema gADha vAdaLA sUryane DhAMkI de che paNa aMdara sUrya to rahele che tema joradAra zAtA vedanIya rUpI sUryane udaya che tyAM sudhI aMdara rega DhaMkAI gayA che. mAnava tanake rema remameM, bhare hue hai rega apAra, kAraNa pA kara vahI, rega saba Ate hai bAhira dukhakAra, keTe ghaTa ke jala sama hI yaha ANu kSINa hatA dinarAta, rega bhare isa nazvara tana se, karatA meha are karyo brAta? ApaNuM zarIranA ekeka saMvADe paNa babbe rega rahelA che. jema ke mANasano baraDe Akho saDI gayA hoya paNa teNe uparathI sArA kapaDAM paherI lIdhA eTale te saDe dekhAtuM nathI. tethI kaMI saDo nAbUda thaI jato nathI. tema puNyodayane kAraNe uparathI raga na dekhAte hoya paNa aMdara te roga bharelA paDayA che. audyArika zarIra reganuM bhAjana che. zarIra pAMca che. sauri siyahiri tainAta zarmaLani sArIranA" audyArika, vaikaya, AhAraka taijasa ane kArmaNa, A pAMca prakAranA zarIre che, A jagatamAM dehadhArI cho anaMta che ne temanA zarIra paNa anaMta che. jIvanuM kriyA karavAnuM sAdhana te zarIra che. je zarIra bALI zakAya, chedana-bhedana thaI zake te audyArika zarIra che. je zarIra vividha rUpane dhAraNa karI zake tene vaikriya zarIra kahevAya, ane jyAre caudhapUrva dhArI munione koI sUkSama viSayamAM saMdeha thAya che tyAre te saMdehanuM nivAraNa karavA mATe ne tenuM nirAkaraNa karavAne mATe mahAvidehAdi kSetramAM sImaMdhara Adi sarvajJa bhagavatenI pAse javA mATe pitAnI viziSTa labdhino prayoga karIne eka hAtha jeTaluM zarIra banAve che, te zubha pugalanuM baneluM hovAthI suMdara hoya che ne tene AhAraka zarIra kahevAya che, A zarIra dvArA cauda pUrvadhara

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474 zAradA sAgara. labdhivaMta sAdhuo anya kSetramAM sarvajJa bhagavaMtanI pAse jaIne potAnI zaMkAnuM nivAraNa kare che. pachI te zarIra vikharAI jAya che. A kArya eka aMtamuhUtamAM thaI jAya che. je zarIra tejomaya hovAthI khAdhelA AhAradine pacAvavAmAM kAraNabhUta thAya che tenuM nAma taijasa zarIra che. ane karmone samUha tenuM nAma kAmaNa zarIra. A pAMce ya zarIramAM sauthI adhika rasthUla maidArika zarIra che, vaikiya tenAthI sUkSma che. AhAraka vaikriyathI paNa sUkSama che. te rIte AhArakathI tejasa ane taijasathI kArpaNa anukrame sUkSama che. TUMkamAM ApaNe te e vAta cAlatI hatI ke A zarIra rogathI bhareluM che, ne rega dhanADhaya-garIba ke madhyama kaIne cheDatuM nathI. te anusAra ApaNe jene adhikAra cAle che te anAthI nigraMtha mahArAjA zreNIkane pitAnI anAthatA batAvatA kahe che - paDhame vae mahArAya, aulA me acchi veynnaa| ahottha viulo dAho, savvagattesu patthivA // utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA 19 muni kahe che he mahArAjA! prathama vayamAM, UgatI yuvAnImAM mArI AMkhamAM ne zarIramAM bhayaMkara vedanA utpanna thaI, baMdhuo! jyAre zarIramAM vyAdhi thAya che tyAre khAvuM-pIvuM ke haravuM-pharavuM kaMI gamatuM nathI. mATe jJAnI purUSa kahe che A zarIra sAruM che tyAM sudhI dharmanI ArAdhanA karI le, jiMdagI cAra divasanI cAMdanI jevI che, temAM yuvAnI te divAnI che. yuvAnIne savaLo upayoga thAya te jIva karmanA bhUkA lAvI de, ne mojazekhamAM yuvAnIne veDaphI nAMkhe te karmanA pahADe khaDakI de che. - traNa panihArI pANI bharIne jaI rahI hatI. rastAmAM temane eka saMta maLyA. e saMte temanA sAme joIne eka gIta paMkti lalakArI. - AgalI nahi, pIchalI nahi, vAha re bIcalAM vAha.' A sAMbhaLI panihArIo saMta para gussAthI dhUMApUMA thaI gaI. paNa saMtane zuM kahe ? tyAre saMtane na kahyuM. ghare AvIne pitAnA pati samakSa phariyAda karI. pelA bhagataDAe amArI bharabajAre mazkarI karI. tame jaIne temanI khabara laI nAMkhe, traNe panihArIonA pati bhegA thaIne pelA saMta pAse AvyA. saMta pAse mazkarIne khulAso mAMge. saMte zAMta bhAve kahyuM. bhAIe ! bahenonI mazkarI je karuM te mArI te jIvanabharanI sAdhanA dhULamAM maLI jAya. huM evuM belyo hato jarUra paNa ene bhajana hatuM. prabhu bhajana! e bhajanane bhAva tame jANaze te tamane thaze ke meM mazkarI karI nathI. e bhajana kahe che. te AgalI nahi eTale ke jIvananI pahelI uMmara nahi, pAchalI uMmara paNa nahi,

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zAradA sAgara 475 bIcalI eTale ke vacalI uMmara upayogI che. nAnI uMmaramAM bALapaNamAM jJAna na hoya, zakti na hoya, e uMmara te ramavA-kUdavAmAM pUrI thaI jAya che. pAchalI uMmara - ghaDapaNamAM jJAna hoya, paNa zakti na hoya, gAtre zi : la thaI gayA hoya, kAne ochuM saMbhaLAya, jhANuM calAya nahi, aMge aMga dhruje. AvI uMmare bhagavAna bhajIzuM evuM vicAravuM te mUkhamI che. zANe ane samajadAra mANasa te te che ke je yuvAnImAM jayAre aMgeaMgamAM purti ane taravarATa hoya tyAre bhagavAnane bhaje. AtmadhyAna dhare. AtmajJAna meLave. AthI meM kahyuM hatuM ke "AgalI nahi, pIglI nahi, vAha re bIcalI vAha saMtanI A spaSTatA sAMbhaLI AvanAra saune reSa zamI gayA. ajJAnanuM AvaraNa haTI gayuM ane saune jJAnane divya prakAza maLe. temane samajAI gayuM ke dharmAdhanA mATe yuvAnI e mesama che. dazavaikAlika sUtramAM bhagavate kahyuM che ke - jarA jAva na pIDai, vAhI jAva na vaDDai / jAvindiyA na hAyanti, tAva dhamma samAyare // - daza. sU. a. 8 gAthA 36 dharmArAdhanA karavA mATe yuvAnI zreSTha che. jyAM sudhI vRddhAvasthA AvI nathI, zarIramAM vyAdhio utpanna thaI nathI, pAMca IndriomAMthI eka paNa Indriya zithIla thaI nathI. zarIranuM baLa kSINa thayuM nathI tyAM sudhI dharmanI ArAdhanA karI lo. pachI ghaDapaNa Avaze tyAre hAthapaga dhrujavA lAgaze. kalAka besatA kammarano duHkhAvo thaze, cAlavA mATe lAkaDInA TekAnI jarUra paDaze. upavAsa karavAnuM mana thaze tyAre bhUkhyA rahI zakaze nahi. tyAre kaMI paNa AtmasAdhanA karI zakAze nahi. AvuM A zarIra che. chatAM tene mATe keTaluM kare che, paNa AtmA mATe zuM karyuM te vicAre. jene tamane atyaMta rAga che te zarIra kevuM che? azucInuM bhareluM che. vaLI zarIra bhADUtI makAna jevuM che. A makAna zAzvata che ke azAzvata? tene kadI vicAra karyo che? ApaNe AtmA zAzvata che ne deha azAzvata che. ApaNe pAMca zarIra viSe vicAra karyo. temAM ApaNuM zarIra audArika che. audArikano bIjo artha che udAra-pradhAna. tIrthakara bhagavate, gaNadhare, cakravatio temaja anya mahApuruSe A audyArika zarIra dvArA mekSamAM gayA che. tethI tene pradhAna zarIra kahyuM che, baMdhuo! A zarIra dharmArAdhanA karavAmAM sAdhana che. saMskRta suvAkamAM paNa kahyuM che "zarIramAM lai dharmasAdhanam" A sAdhanane ajJAnI chee sAthe mAnI lIdhuM che. tethI tenI pAchaLa pAgala banyA che. paNa chevaTe choDavuM paDaze. mATe sAdhana sAruM che tyAM sudhImAM sAdhya sAdhI le. che. A zarIra traNa majalAne baMgale che. tamArA makAnamAM bAtharUma, rasoDuM,

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zAradA sAgara divAnakhAnuM ADhi juddA judA vibhAga hAya che tema A zarIramAM paNa vibhAge che. eka sate tenA mATe suMdara padma gAyuM che. 476 tere rahanekA rahethAna mIlA, tana bhagalA AlezAna, haDDI mAMsa camaya, sArA tana hai kaisA suMdara pyArA, hai yaha timajalA makAna........mIlA, tane......... pAMva se lekara TI ke bhAi, pahalA maMjhIla hai sunabhAi.... jIsa meM hai TaTTIkA sthAna....mIlA tana baMgalA AlezAna A zarIra rUpI maMgalAmAM tamArA pagalAnI jema sImenTa, ne iMTo nathI paNa hADa-mAMsa ane cAmaDAnA banelA che. tenA traNa majalAmAM paganA taLiyAthI laIne kamara sudhInA pahelA majalA che. te majalAmAM saMDAsa ne khAtharUma Adi vhelA che, temAMthI azuci padmA jhare che. A zarIramAM saMDAsa sAthe ne sAthe rahe che. vicAra karo, tamArA gharanu saMDAsa sApha nA karyuM... hAya tA tamane durgaMdha Ave ne ? paNa ana'takALathI AtmAmAM kruNAnI durgaMdha bharI che tenI gaMdha Ave che? samajo. dharma ArAdhanA karaze te A rAga - dveSa - matsara Adi durguNAnI durgaMdha dUra thaze ne AtmA pavitra khanaze. zarIra teA gaTara jevuM che. temAM tenA pahelA majale te azucinuM sthAna che. paNa temAM rahenArA caitanya deva te mahAna che. Aje jIvA mAlikane bhUlIne makAnanI mAvajatamAM paDI gayA che. have zarIrUpI maMgalAmAM khIjA mALamAM zuM raheluM che tenA vicAra karIe. kaTI se grIvA tarka pahicAnA, isa me hai mazIna eka mAnA, pacatA jisame'bhAjanapAna, mIlA tana baMgalA AlezAna, keDathI mAMDIne Doka sudhInA khIjo majalA che. te majalAmAM eka taijasa nAmanu mazIna rAkhyu che. temAM ApaNe je leAjana karIe te pace che. khAdhelA khArAka temAM jAya che ne tenI vyavasthA tyAMthI thAya che. te khArAkane leAhI rUpe, vIya rUpe, carakhI rUpe zarIramAM pariNamAvavA ane bAkInA nakAmA kacaro alaga karIne bahAra kADhavA te kAma A khIjA majalAmAM rahelA mazIna dvArA thAya che. nAbhinI bAjumAMthI navase| nADIe zarU thAya che. temAM nava dhArI naseA che. 108 nasA eka paga tarapha ane 108 khIjA paga tarapha Ama vividha jagyAe nADIonI vaheMcaNI karavAmAM AvI che. A nase DhIlI paDe eTale kammara, Doka, Adi gAtrA zithila thavA mAMDe che. zarIranA madhyabhAga nAbhi che. te nAbhimAM ATha rUcaka pradeza che. madhue ! A zarIra jIvane ati priya che. A khagalAne cheDavAnuM mana thatu nathI. paNa AyuSya pUrNa thatAM te cheDavA paDe che. paganA taLIyethI jIva jAya te naraka gatimAM jAya che, jAMghethI jIva jAya teA ti"camAM jAya che. chAtIethI jAya tA manuSyamAM

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zAradA sAgara jAya che. mastakethI jAya te devalokamAM jAya che ne savage- rUMvADe rUMvADethI jAya te mokSamAM jAya che. (zretAmAMthI avAja - jIva kyAMthI jAya tenI zI khabara paDe?) javAba :- jIva jayAre mAtAnA garbhamAM Ave che tyAre sarva prathama eja AhAra le che. ne te AhAra jIva jAya che tyAre cheDe che. tame dhyAna rAkhaze te khabara paDaze ke meDhethI jIva jaze te saheja pANInuM TapakuM bahAra Avaze. AMkhethI jaze te AMkhamAM Avaze. te samaye A eja AhAra cheDe che. paganA taLiyethI ke jA ghethI jIva jAya tyAre tyAM koI jevA jatu nathI. kAraNa ke te samaye te sarvenI daSTi maranAranA mukha sAme hoya che. ApaNe rUcaka pradezanI vAta cAlatI hatI. e rUcaka pradeza zarIramAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA pachI pAchA pravezatA nathI. A jIvane javAnuM hoya che tyAre tenuM sthAna nakkI thaI jAya che. gati-jAtizarIra-avagheNu-sthiti ane anubhAga. ahIMthI marIne cAra gati mAMhenI kaI gatimAM jaIza, ekendriyAdi pAMca jAti mATenI kaI jAtimAM javAnuM che, pAMca zarIra mAMhenuM kayuM zarIra pAmIza, keTalI avaghaNA tyAM maLaze, keTalI sthiti ane ke anubhAga maLaze, A badhuM nakakI karIne jIvarAjA ahIMthI bistra uThAve che. tamAre ahIMthI bIje rahevA mATe javuM hoya te pahelAM bIjuM sthAna maLe tyAre ahIMthI khAlI kare che ne? tema jIva paNa badhuM nakakI karIne ahIMthI upaDe che. A tananA baMgalAnA trIjA majalAmAM kevI vyavasthA che. grIvAse trIjA maMjhila sara jIsameM bAbujIkA daphatara, Telina lage denuM kAnamIlA tana baMgalA AlezAna. dUrabIna hai nayane kA pyArA, vAyu hIta ke nAka duvArA, * se Talle hai kalAja...malA tana baMgalA AyezAna... DethI mAthA sudhIne bhAga trIjo majale che, mastakane uttama aMga mAnavAmAM Ave che. zarIranA badhA aMgomAM mastaka ziromaNuM samAna che. magaja heDa ophisa che. tame ophisamAM tamAruM daphatara-paDA badhuM rAkhe che ne? tema A magaja paNa bAbujInuM daphatara che. tyAMthI badhA hukama bahAra paDe che. je magaja sAruM na hoya te A zarIra baMgalAnI kaI kiMmata nathI. - . baMdhuo ! A magaja rUpI manI bega che temAM tame saddavicAronA sikakA bharyA che ke kuvicAranA kAMkarA bharyA che? AvuM suMdara ne kiMmatI magaja je tamane maLyuM che to tame tene ukaraDe nA banAvaze. paNa temAM suMdara dharma ArAdhanAnI ne AtmakalyANanI bhAvanAe bharaje-te tamAre janmAre saphaLa banaze. kAna Teliphena che. kAnadvArA sAMbhaLIe chIe, tenI asara magajamAM pahoMce che. je sAruM sAMbhaLaze to AtmAne

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478 zAradA sAgara pitAnA svarUpanuM bhAna thaze. kAna dvArA keInI niMdA kuthalI sAMbhaLaze nahi. koInA avarNavAda sAMbhaLaze nahi paNa vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLIne tenuM AcaraNa karaje. AkhA e dUrabIna che. tenA dvArA dareka padArthone joI zakAya che. paNa joyA pachI A sAruM che ne khoTuM che tevA rAga-dveSa karaze nahi. AMkhe dvArA jenI jatanA karaje. saMtanA darzana karaje. zAstro ane sArA sAhityanuM vAMcana karaje, paNa keInA chidra joze nahi. pArakAnA chidra ghaNA joyA. have tArA chidro je te tane bhAna thAya ke huM ke chuM? keInI AMkho cAlI jAya che tene jIvana aLakhAmaNuM lAge che. kAraNa ke pite parAdhIna banI jAya che. mATe AMkhanI paNa khUba kiMmata che. anAthI nirca thanI AMkhamAM bhayaMkara vedanA upaDI hatI. tene maTADavA mATe te lAkha prayatna karyA haze paNa temanuM darda maTADavA keI samartha na banyuM. - A zarIra rUpI baMgalAmAM rahelA moDhAne te pakavAna ne mevA khAvA khUba game che paNa mIThuM vacana bolavuM game che kharuM? zarIranI ekeka Indriyone je tame sadupayoga karaze te A deha rUpI baMgale maLyAnI sArthakatA che. anAthI nigraMtha rAjA zreNIkane kahe che ke mArA zarIramAM khUba baLatarA thavA lAgI. AMbamAM koI soye bheMke tevI vedanA thavA lAgI. te samaye moDhAmAMthI rADa nIkaLI jatI. AvI bhayaMkara vedanA mArA mAtA-pitAthI jovAtI na hatI. mArI pIDA jeIne temanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jatAM. ne mane kahetA ke beTA! kaI bahArane duzamana tArA zarIra upara ghA karate hota to ame e ghA vacamAMthI jhIlI leta paNa tArA zarIre eka paNa ghA paDavA detA nahi. paNa A to chupA duzmana aMdara rahIne tane pIDA Ape che. tene ame kevI rIte pahoMcI zakIe? devAnupriye! karma bAMdhatI vakhate jIvane AnaMda Ave che. paNa jogavavAnA samaye jIvane duHkha thAya che. anAthI nigraMtha kahe che ke mArA pitA, mAtA, patnI badhA mArI pAchaLa khUba jhUratA hatA paNa eka rAI jeTaluM paNa duHkha laI zakayA nahi. A batAve che ke karelAM karmo jIvane pitAne bhogavavA paDe che. mATe bAMdhatA pahelAM khUba vicAra karo. karma te ghaDIkamAM nirogIne rogI banAve che ne rogIne nirogI banAve che. nirdhanane dhanavAna ane dhanavAnane nidhana banAve che. AvuM karmanuM cakkara che. karmanuM eka cakkara phare che ne gaI kAlano zrImaMta cIMtharehAla banI jAya che. karoDapati roDapati banI jAya che, ne phUTapAtha para hAtha laMbAvIne bhIkha mAMga ubhe rahe che. ziyALAnI kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM eka phATaluM tUTaluM paheraNa paherIne dhrUjatA zarIre phUTapAtha para sUvAno vakhata Ave che. ne zubha karmanuM bIjuM cakkara phare che tyAre rastAne bhikhArI aDhaLaka saMpattine svAmI banI jAya che. e phUTapAtha para sUvAre phIyATa ne

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zAradA sAgara 479 embesaDaramAM reDa para deDe che. AvuM karmanuM cakkara pharI rahyuM che. haju te ItihAsane pAne jenA pagalA paDayA nathI e rAjasthAnano eka yuvaka AzAnA eka dhakake muMbaI nagarImAM AvyuM. AMkhamAM AzA hatI ne pagamAM pagabhara thavAnuM joma hatuM. hAthamAM nokarI karIne kamAvAnuM tenAmAM kauvata hatuM. paNa muMbaI jevA zaheramAM oLakhANa vinA tene keNuM rAkhe? dukAne dukAne phare che paNa kayAMya nokarIne pa lAgatuM nathI. Aje duniyAmAM DIgrI maLI jAya, keInI dIkarI paNa maLI jAya paNa nokarI maLatI nathI. evA AjanA jamAnAmAM janmele A yuvAna hate. khUba bhaye paNa karI na maLI. eTale je AMkhamAM AzA hatI te AMkhamAM have nirAzA chavAI gaI, je vadana upara AnaMda hatuM te vadana para vedanA ane viSAdanI vAdaLIo deDatI AvI rahI hatI. bhUkhyA-tarasyA traNa traNa divaso eNe phUTapAtha para sUIne pasAra karyA. ethe divase e reDa parathI cAlyA jatAM eka paricita puruSanI daSTi pilA kaMgAla kizora upara paDI. ene. dayA AvI. ne manamAM thayuM ke A bicArA garIba chokarAne paricaya vinA keNa nokarI rAkhaze? lAva, tene huM ciThThI lakhI ApuM. e vyaktie pelA garIba chokarA pAse jaIne kahyuM ke te A ciThThI, sArvajanika dharmazALAnA TrasTane Apaje. ciThThImAM lakhyuM hatuM ke A kaMgAla kizorane nekarImAM rAkhI leje, nirAzAmAM AzAnA aMkura phUTayA ne kizora deDatI dharmazALAe pahoMcI gaye ne TrasTInA hAthamAM ciThThI mUkI. yuvAnanI AzA nirAzAmAM pheravAI gaI. dharmazALAmAM paheregIranI jarUra hatI eTale TrasTIe kahyuM ke AvatIkAle pahelI tArIkha che mATe tuM AvatI kAlathI karI upara lAgI jaje. tyAre kizore TrasTIne upakAra mAnatA kahyuM ke zeTha sAheba ! nekarI para kAlathI kAme lAgIza. paNa Aje kayAM jAuM? je ApanI rajA hoya te ahIM sUI jAuM. TrasTIe kahyuM - bhale, eTale te rAta tyAM rahI gaye ne savAra paDatAM e kAme lAgI gaye. sAMjanA zeTha AvyA ne pelA yuvAnane pAse belAvIne kahyuM ke tAre ahIM zuM zuM kAma karavAnuM che te huM tane samajAvI dauM. tuM samajI le. je A dharmazALAmAM koNa AvyuM ne koNa gayuM? kone keTalA vAsaNa ApyA te lakhI rAkhavAnuM ane dharmazALAnuM dhyAna rAkhavAnuM. tyAre yuvAna kizere kahyuM - zeTha sAheba ! huM garIba chuM ne abhaNa chuM. mane mAruM nAma lakhatAM paNa AvaDatuM nathI. mATe dharmazALAnuM dhyAna to huM jAnanA jokhame rAkhIza paNa huM lakhI nahi zakuM. tyAre zeThe kahyuM te to huM tane nekarI para nahi rAkhI zakuM. amAre te A baMne kAma saMbhALI zake tevA mANasanI jarUra che. mATe tane hamaNuM ne hamaNAM chUTe karavAmAM Ave che. te Aje sAMja sudhI kAma karyuM che tenA badalAmAM ATha AnA tane ApuM chuM. laIne cAlate thaI jA.

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2 480 zAradA sAgara yuvAnanI AzA upara nirAzAnI nizA chavAI gaI. tenuM thanaganatuM lehI ThaMDu paDI gayuM. ne ATha AnA khissAmAM mUkIne cAlate thaI gaye-tyAM tarata zeThe ene pharI bolA. tyAre tenA manamAM AzAnI umi uchabI ke zeTha mane nokarI rAkhavA bolAvatA haze. eTale e te zeThane AbhAra mAnavA mATe bolavA jAya che. tyAM zeThe kahyuM ke le A ATha AnA mArA taraphathI tane bIjA ApuM chuM. rUpiyA laIne e te raste paDI gaye. pharIne bhAgya ajamAvavA nekarInI zodha karate pharavA lAge. ghaNA divasa rakhaDa paNa nekarI maLI nahi eTale eka divasa khUba mUMjhAI gaye. ke A muMbaI te bhaNelA gaNelAM ane mojIlAnI nagarI che ne huM te tadana abhaNa chuM. A vicAre potAne muMbaImAM nekarI maLaze ke nahi te tenA mATe eka samasyA thaI paDI. chatAM AzA ene muMbaInA bajAramAM javA preratI hatI. ghaNAM bajAramAM pharyo paNa kayAMya sthAna maLatuM nathI. chevaTe eka divasa e uge ke saTTA bajAramAM ene cAnsa lAgI gaye. pilA zeThanA eka rUpiyA upara teNe daza divasa kADhyA. tyAre agiyAramA divase ene saTTA bajAramAM eka zeThane tyAM TapAla tathA ciThThI pahoMcADavAnuM kAma maLyuM. abhaNa mANasa karI zake tevuM e kAma hatuM. paNa kismatanA khelADIe e kAmamAM barAbara cAMca parovI. thoDA divasamAM te kismatane khelADI e saTTAno khelADI banI gayA. saTTA bajAramAM enuM nAma belAvA mAMDayuM. saTTA bajArane e rAjA banI gayo. AkhA bajAranI e AMkha banI gaye. AkhA muMbaIne e nAmAMkita vahepArI banI gaye. kAlane garIba Ajane dAnavIra banI gaye baMdhuo ! jUo, kismata kevuM kAma kare che! tame mAne che ke atyAre . bhaNatara hoya te kamAI zakAya. paNa A yuvAna zuM bharyuM hatuM? abhaNa hovA chatAM meTe zrImaMta banI gaye. AvA zrImate upara nAnI moTI saMsthAo calAvanAranI dRSTi paDe che. zaheramAM koNa dhanavAna che ne koNa dAnavIra che tenuM saMsthA calAvanArA dhyAna rAkhe che. kAraNa ke zrImati upara saMsthAo nabhatI hoya che ne tethI zrImaMtenI AMkha zrImata upara hoya che. eka sArvajanika saMsthAnI daSTi A navA yuvAna vahepArI upara paDI. saMsthAnA eka yuvAna kAryakare AvIne saMsthAnuM nAma batAvIne emAM kaMIka phALo ApavA vinaMtI karI. saMsthAnuM nAma letAM yuvAna zeThanI AMkho sAme varSo pahelAMnI smRti AvIne khaDI thaI gaI. tarata eka lAkha rUpiyA garIbamAMthI zrImaMta banelA zeThe AvelA yuvAnane ApI dIdhA. saMsthAne kAryakara te A joI rahaye. kAraNa ke A anubhava tenA mATe pahelavahelo hato. lAkha rUpiyA laIne zeThane AbhAra mAnate saMsthAnA sthApaka pitAnA vRddha pitAjI pAse AvyA. ne saMsthAne eka sAmaTI eka vyakita pAsethI maLelI rokaDA

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zAradA sAgara 441 lAkha rUpiyAnI sakhAvatanI vAta karI. pitAnI saMsthAne A maLelI rakamanI vAta sAMbhaLI tenA pitAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. pitAe pitAnA putrane kahyuM ke he beTA! AvA dAnavIranuM te ApaNe saMsthA taraphathI bahumAna karavuM joIe. ne mAnapatra ApavuM joIe. mane AvatI kAle emane tyAM sAthe laI jaje. huM temane samajAvIza. meM mArA jIvanamAM A yuvAna dAnavIra ke je nathI. bIje divase vRddha pitA ane putra ane zeThane tyAM gayA. vRddha zeThane jotAM yuvAna oLakhI gaye. vRddha zeThane kahyuM ke huM have vRddha thayo chuM eTale meM saMsthAnuM kArya mArA putrane soMpI dIdhuM che. Ape saMsthAne lAkha rUpiyAnuM dAna karyuM che te jANu huM khUba khuza thayo chuM ne ApanA darzana mATe Avyo chuM. Apane mAnapatra ApavAnuM amArI saMsthAe nakakI karyuM che. tyAM yuvAna zeThe pitAnI vicAra zreNI rajU karatAM kahyuM. bhAI ! ATalI nAnI rakamamAM vaLI mAnapatra zuM? meM to kaMI ApyuM nathI. tame ahIM svayaM AvyA che te A bIjA lAkha rUpiyA laI le. huM tamane ApuM chuM. te tamane jyAM ThIka lAge tyAM vAparaje. tarata tijorImAMthI lAkha rUpiyA kADhayA. vRddha zeTha te A joI rahyA ke A zuM satya ke vaM? lAkha rUpiyA vRddhanA hAthamAM ApatA kahyuM ke A te huM dAna nathI karato paNa devuM cUkavI rahyo chuM. vRdhe kahyuM. eTale Apa zuM kahevA mAMge che? tyAre yuvAna zeThe kahyuM ke huM A hisAba cUkavI rahaye chuM. tamane yAda nahi hoya paNa mane to barAbara yAda che ke meM A muMbaI nagarImAM paga mUke tyAre mane koI nokarI rAkhanAra na hatuM te vakhate meM tamArI saMsthAmAM eka divasa nekarI karI hatI. paNa huM abhaNa hovAthI tame mane chUTe karyo hato ne ATha AnA mane saMsthAnA ApyA hatA. huM jatuM hatuM tyAM pharI mArI tamane dayA AvI ne tame mane belAvIne pharIne tamArI pAsethI ATha AnA ApyA hatA. enA badalAmAM huM tamane lAkha rUpiyA ApuM chuM. saMsthAnA saMsthAne ApyA ane ApanA Apane ApuM chuM. A sAMbhaLI vRddha zeThanI AMkhe AMsuthI chalakAI gaI. ne mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI paDayA ke ATale meTe badale ! zeThe kahyuM ke ahIM ApanI bhUla thAya che. paisAnI kiMmata nathI. eka kaMgAlane ATha AnA maLe eTale ene mana te ATha AnA nahi paNa ATha AnA jIvana banI jAya che. ane eka karoDapatine mana lAkha rUpiyA paNa pAnanI pIcakArI hoya che. ATha AnAthI e lAkha rUpiyAnI kiMmata hotI nathI. mATe meM kahyuM ke meM mAtra hisAba cUkavyA che. temAM vaLI mAnapatra zenA? tyAre vRdhe kahyuM ke mAnapatra nahi paNa tamArA nAmanI takhtI te dharmazALAmAM lagAvI zakuM ne? yuvAna zeThe kahyuM-nA. takhtI paNa mUkavI nathI. jo tame e takhtI mUkaze te huM gunegAra TharIza. kAraNa ke dAna karavuM te parabhavanuM bhAtuM che. temAM jAherAtanA bhUta zA

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482 zAradA sAgara mATe heya? zeThanI eka AMkhamAM khumArI samAI zakatI na hatI ne bIjI AMkhamAM udAratAnI khaLakhaLa vahetI saritA rokI rokAtI na hatI. AzcaryanI vAta te e che ke lAkha rUpiyAnI rakama ApatA zeThe na to ceka lakhI Apyo hato ke na te rasIda lIdhI hatI. jIvananA rUperI paDadA upara utarAyeluM A paNa eka karmanuM philmI citra hatuM. raste cAlanArane phiyATamAM deDAvanAra ane jeTamAM uDADanAra A karma che. phiyATamAM deDanAra ke jeTamAM uDanArane adhavacce beIlara garama karAvI eka sekanDamAM saLagAvI mUkanAra paNa A karma che. karmanA aThaMga e khelADInuM nAma muMbaInA saTTAbajAramAM bhUMsAyuM nathI. bhUlAyuM nathI. enuM nAma hatuM "goviMdarAma sekasariyA." baMdhuo ! A jagatamAM akhaMDa astitva dharAvanAruM kaI tatva hoya che te karma che. tame sAMbhaLI gayA ne ke karma mAnavIne ke khelADI banAve che. mATe karma karatI vakhate khUba sAvadhAnI rAkhe. anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne kahe che ane yuvAnImAM A bhayaMkara roga Ave te mArA pApa karmanuM phaLa hatuM. haju AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM-56 bhAdaravA suda 15 ne zukravAra tA. 19-9-75 anaMta upakArI zAstrakAra bhagavate jagatanA jIne pharamAna kare che ke he jIvAtmAo! jyAre mithyAtvanI maMdatA thAya, ajJAnanA aMdhakAra ulecAI jAya tyAre mAnava svArthI maTIne paramAthI bane che. paheluM guNaThANuM mithyAtvanuM che chatAM tyAM audArya guNa hoya che ne e guNaThANe jIva samyakatva pAme che. samyakatva pAmelA manuSyanA jIvanamAM vivekane dIpaka pragaTe che. viveka ane audArya baMne guNe bhegA thatAM sonuM ane sugaMdha maLe che. tamAre tyAM kAMI sAruM kArya thayuM hoya ne temAM vaLI vizeSa sAruM thAya te kaho che ne ke A te sonAmAM sugaMdha bhaLI. te rIte ahIM paNa lAbhAlAbhane-pAtrA pAtrane viveka samyakatva pAmyA pachI Ave che. samyakatva pAmele jIva bIjAnA duHkhe duHkhI ane bIjAnA sukhe sukhI thAya che. ene dareka AtmAo pratye maitrIbhAva hoya che. A pavitra bhAvanA jIvana paraMparAe paramapadanI prApti karAvanAra bane che. uttama kuLamAM janmavA mAtrathI mAnava jIvananI sArthaktA nathI paNa uttama jIvana jIvavAthI sArthakatA che. A vAta tamArA haiyAmAM ThasI jaze te game tyAMthI guNa grahaNa karavAnuM mana thaze. bIjAnAmAM guNe joIne pitAnI jAta khAlI dekhAze. jevI rIte jene dhananI kiMmata samajAI che tevA jIva rastethI cAlyA jatA hoya rastAmAM

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zAradA sAgara 483 azucimAM teNe sonAnI vIMTI joI, te vakhate tyAM keI nathI te bele, te e viSTAmAMthI vIMTI upADI leze ke jatI karaze? (hasAhasa). tamane senuM khUba priya che. hasIne vAta uDADI na mUke. paNa sAcuM bole. jyAM pILuM dekhAya che tyAM mana zILu banI jAya che. te samaye viSTAnI sUga paNa nathI AvatI. durgadha paNa nathI AvatIne emAMthI viTI laI le che. tamane sonAnI kiMmata samajAI che tema guNavAna jIvone guNanI kiMmata samajAI che. te jyAM maLe tyAMthI vivekapUrvaka guNene grahaNa kare che. jenAmAM guNa bharelA che tevA guNavAna AtmAo mauna beThA hoya te paNa tenI sAmI vyakti upara chApa paDe che ne vagara upadeze paNa bIjA ne tAre che. mAtra vANIne vaibhava hoya paNa guNane vaibhava na hoya te te vANI mAtra janamana raMjana mATe thAya che. bhagavaMta kahe che ke paramo gha AcAra e parama dharma che. AcAra zuddhi mATe vicAra zuddhinI jarUra che. ane vicAra zuddhi mATe guNavAna AtmAonA saMparkanI jarUra che. ApaNe audAryanA guNanI vAta cAlatI hatI ke pahelA guNasthAne paNa audArya jevo guNa hoya che ne bIjAnuM duHkha joIne hadaya pIgaLI jAya che. ' eka chokaro khUba garIba hate. te bhaNavAmAM khUba hoMziyAra hato. paNa karmanA udayathI te khUba garIba hatA. eTale phI bharavA mATe paisAnA phAMphA hatA. rAta divasa khUba ciMtA karate hate. ghaNAM lAMbA vicArane aMte teNe nakkI karyuM ke have AgaLa bhaNavuM nathI. bIje divase skUlamAM gaye paNa mukha upara khUba udAsInatA chavAyelI hatI. ne AMkhamAM AMsu hatA. prophesaranI dRSTi A hoMziyAra vidyAthI upara paDI ne pUchayuM ke tuM kema raDe che? tyAre vidyAthIe pitAnA nirNayanI jANa karI. bIje divase kavaramAM pacAsa pAunDane eka ceka bIDIne ApI dIdhuM. ne aMdara ciThThImAM lakhyuM hatuM ke mAtra paisAnA abhAve tame pragatine aTakAvaze nahi. kamAva te pAchA Apaje. baMdhue ! A eka prophesarane guNa paNa je tamArA zrAvakemAM Ave te jaina zAsananI A dazA na rahe. jo tamAre jaina zAsanane jhaLahaLatuM banAvavuM hoya te jIvanamAM guNene saMgraha kare. duniyAmAM guNavAna sarvatra pUjAya che ne guNanuM AkarSaNa thAya che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA vIsamA adhyayanamAM je zreNIka rAjAne munine jotAM AkarSaNa thayuM hoya te temanA guNonuM AkarSaNa hatuM. muninuM AkarSaNa thatAM rAjA keTalA najIka AvI gayA ne muni pAse sanAtha-anAthane bheda samajavA mATe zAMtipUrvaka beThA che. munine joIne rAjA zreNaka potAnuM rAjya-rANIo badhuM bhUlI gayA. muni kevI rIte anAtha hatA te jANavAmAM temanuM dhyAna kendrita thaI gayuM che. anAthI nigraMtha rAjA pAse pite kevI rIte anAtha hatA tenuM varNana kare che.

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484 zAradA sAgara vedanA kevI hatI tenuM varNana anAthI muni kahI rahyA che - satthaM jahA paramatikkhaM, sarIra vivarantaraM / AvilijjA ari kudhdho, evaM me acchikyaNA // utta. sU. a. 20, gAthA 20 rAjana ! jema ke kedhAyamAna thayelo zatru tIkSaNa bhAle laIne AMkhamAM bheMke ne je asahya vedanA thAya tevI mArI AMkhamAM thatI hatI. baMdhuo ! AMkhanI vedanA te je vede te jANe che. AMkhamAM eka taNakhaluM ke bArIka kastara paDayuM hoya te paNa sahana thatuM nathI tyAM A vedanAnI vAta kayAM karavI ! khAvuM-pIvuM, haravuM-pharavuM kaMI game nahi ane A darda evuM hatuM ke te keIne dekhAya nahi. keIne tAva Ave, zaradI thAya ke gaDagumaDa thAya te tene bIjA dekhI zake paNa peTamAM, kAnamAM, mAthAmAM ne AMkhamAM darda thAya ke joI zakatuM nathI. te rIte he mahArAjA! mane paNa evI gupta vedanA thavA lAgI ke huM te bApalIyA pikArI uTha, ne mArA jIvanathI kaMTALI ga. mArA badhAM kuTuMbIjano mAruM duHkha joIne trAsI gayA paNa koI darda maTADI zakayuM nahi. tethI mane mAruM jIvana jhera jevuM lAgavA mAMDayuM. baMdhuo ! A saMsAra ke bhayaMkara che ke jemAM aneka prakAranA duHkhe jIvane bhogavavA paDe che. ATaluM sukha hovA chatAM anAthI nigraMthane rogathI mukta karavA kaI samartha banI zakayuM? A uparathI eka vAta jarUra samajI leje ke saMsAramAM game teTaluM sukha hoya to paNa te adhuva, asAra ne azAzvata che. paNa jIva jamaNAthI e azAzvata ne asAra sukhane paNa zAzvata ne sArarUpa mAnIne besI gayo che. paNa yAda rAkhajo ke tamAruM mAneluM sukha traNa kALamAM TakavAnuM nathI. je zAzvata sukha meLavavuM hoya te pramAda choDIne purUSArtha kare. jema tame kahe che ne ke yuvAnImAM kamara kasIne dhana kamAI le to ghaDapaNamAM vadhe nahi Ave. eka azAzvata dhana kamAvA mATe paNa jo ATale purUSArtha kare che te ame paNa kahIe chIe ke A amUlya mAnava jIvanamAM paNa tame evI kamara kasI le ne Atmika dhananI kamANI karI le ke pachI vAraMvAra janma-maraNa ne AvA dukhe veThavAne samaya na Ave. eka vakhata AtmA baLavAna bane te badhI bAjI savaLI paDI jAya tema che. AtmA te anaMta zakitane dhaNI che ne anaMta guNonI khANa che. koI mANasa tenA pUrvakRta karmanA udayathI bhale pApI hoya, bIjAne pIDate heya ne duniyAnI daSTie pApI dekhAto hoya chatAM tenA AtmAmAM uDe uDe lajajA-dayA, pavitratA Adi guNe DhAMkelA paDayA hoya che ne samaya AvatAM e guNe pragaTa thAya che. eka nAnakaDA daSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM. rAmapura gAmane rAmasiMga nAmane eka bahAravaTiye hate. te AjubAjumAM corI

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zAradA sAgara 485 karIne aneka lokone raMjADatA hatA. bahAravaTuM khelavAmAM te e hoMziyAra hato ke bhalabhalA piolisane thApa khavaDAvI corI karI AvatuM. tenA kAraNe lokomAM trAsa trAsa thaI gayA. teNe e dekAre lAge ke rAtre koI sukhe uMdhI zakatuM nahi ne dheLA divase paNa gAmamAM pheravuM salAmatIbharyuM na hatuM. kAraNa ke e rAmasIMga e te cAlAka hatuM ke vahepArInI sAthe vahepArI banIne cAlAkIthI AMkhamAM dhULa nAMkhIne lokone chetarI jate. kSatriya sAthe kSatriya banIne potAnuM kAma sAdhI jatuM. A rIte veza parivartananI kaLAmAM paNa e pravINa hatuM ke bhalabhalAne te bhAna bhUlAvI dete. divase divase rAmasIMganI raMjADa vadhavA lAgI. lokonA jIva paNa capaTImAM AvI gayA. prajA rAjAne pokAra karavA lAgI ke amAruM rakSaNa kare. prajAne trAsa joIne rAmapuranA darabAre jAherAta karI ke je koI vyakita sAmasIMga bahAravaTIyAne jIvate yA marelo mArI samakSa hAjara karaze tene rAjya taraphathI sArAmAM sAruM InAma ApavAmAM Avaze. rAjya taraphathI AvI jAherAta thatAM polIse-amaladAre vigere rAmasIMgane pakaDavA mATe khUba bArIkAIthI chUpI tapAsa karavA lAgyA. ne eka divasa evo ugyuM ke rAmasIMga pakaDAI gayo. tene rAjA pAse hAjara karyo eTale pakaDanArane InAma maLyuM ne rAmasIMgane jelamAM pUrI dIdhuM. tenI AsapAsa sakhata cekI pahero goThavI dIdhuM ke te chaTakI zake nahi. paNa rAmasIMga bahAdura bahAravaTIye hato. pakaDAI gaye paNa jema vanarAja kesarIne pAMjarAmAM pUrAvuM game? jo tame samaje te ApaNe AtmA paNa vanarAja kezarI che. paNa kamane vaza thaIne saMsAramAM zarIra rUpI senerI piMjaramAM sapaDAI gayo che. anaMta zakitane adhipati e cetanarAjA pitAnI zaktinuM bhAna bhUlIne karmarAjAnI kedamAM pUrAya che. paNa temAMthI chUTavAnuM mana thAya che? juo, A rAmasIMgane jelamAM rahevuM gamatuM nathI. theDA divasamAM te jelamAM te kaMTALI gaye. mArI svecchAe pharavAvALe huM kyAM sudhI kedamAM paDI rahIza? baMdhana mAre na joIe. pitAnI zakita ekaThI karI khUba hiMmata karIne polIsane bhUlAvAmAM nAMkhI cheDA divasomAM rAmasIMga nAsI chUTaye. jelanuM baMdhana teDI nAMkhyuM. mArA baMdhuo ! rAmasIMga; te bahAravaTIye hate. ne thoDA divaso jelamAM raho to paNa kaMTALI gayo. ene kaMTALo AvyuM te jelamAMthI chalAMga mArIne rokIdArane thApa khavaDAvI bhAgI chUTe. tema ApaNe AtmA dhAre to A anaMtakALanI jelamAMthI karmarAjAne thApa khavaDAvIne baMdhana mAMthI mukta banI zake. paNa te mATe jambara purUSArtha joIe. karmanI sAme sAmane karavA mATe hiMmata joIe. mAyakAMgalAveDA cAle nahi. tamane te ka" udayamAM Ave eTale nabaLA banI jAya che. nabaLAIne dUra karI hiMmata karI karmazajAnI sAme kSamA

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486 zAradA sAgara dayA-saraLatA ane sahanazIlatAnA zastro laI yuddha kare te jarUra vijaya thaze. rAmasIMga parAkamathI jelamAMthI bhAgI chUTa'? rAmasIMga jelamAMthI nAsI chUTayo. savAra paDatAM rAjAne A vAtanI khabara paDI. rAjAne ke AsamAne caDha. mahAmuzIbate pakaDAyele siMha bhAgI chUTa. rAjAe cekIdArane kahyuM ke tame kevI cekI karo ? rAtre UMghI gayA lAge che? cokIdAre kahe che nA, sAheba. ame te khaDe page ne bharI baMdUka cekI karatA hatA. te kevI rIte bhAge te khabara nathI. paNa rAjA ema samajI jAya tevA na hatA. vadhu gusse thaIne bolyA. AmAM tamArI bedarakArI kAraNa che. tame barAbara cekI karI hoya te jAya ja kevI rIte? A tamAre moTe gune che. mATe tamane badhAne phAMsIe caDhAvavAmAM Avaze. rAjAne A hukama thaI gaye. AkhA gAmamAM A vAta prasarI gaI. "satyavAdI rAmasIMga prANunuM balidAna devA taiyAra thayA" rAmasIMga paNa A samAcAra sAMbhaLyA. ne tenuM kALajuM kaMpI uThayuM. tenuM haiyuM hacamacI gayuM. cara te huM chuM. guno meM karyo che. e bicArIone chetarIne huM chaTakI gayo chuM. ane mArA khAtara e bicArA nirdoSa cekIdArenI hatyA thaI jaze! A mane zobhatuM nathI. te tarata de . rAjasabhAmAM hAjara thaye ne kahyuM he rAjana ! huM gunegAra chuM. mArA khAtara ATalA badhA nirdoSa jIvonI jIvana lIlA samApta thaI jAya te mane zobhatuM nathI. mane jIvavAnI AzA jarUra che. paNa mArA nimitte ATalA badhA nirdoSa mANaso maratA hoya te mAruM jIvatara lAje ne mArI janetA paNa lAje. A badhA nirdoSa cAkIdArone choDI de. mane ekane phAMsIe caDhAvI de. ghaNAne mArIne jIvavuM tenA karatAM ghaNune jIvADIne maravuM uttama che. A pramANe rAmasIMge rAjAne vinaMtI karI. rAjA rAmasIMganA vacano sAMbhaLIne stabdha banI gayA. ahA ! A te DAku che ke dayALu ? A mahAna bahAravaTIye che chatAM tenAmAM kevI pavitratA che ! tenA zabdo sAMbhaLIne rAjAnuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM. ne rokIdArane nirdoSa choDI mUkyA. ane rAmasIMganI nirbhayatA, dayALutA Adi guNa joIne rAjAe tene potAnA rAjyamAM sArA hoddA para kAyamane mATe niyukata karyo ne rAmasIMga paNa vaphAdArI pUrvaka pavitra jIvana jIvIne sukhI banI gaye. devAnupriye ! A zene prabhAva ! rAmasIge badhA cokIdArane te cheDAvyAne pite paNa phAMsIe caDhavAne badale sArA hoddA para caDhI gaye. A prabhAva hoya to tenA jIvanamAM rahelA guNone ne AtmAnI pavitratAne che. ghaNI vakhata mANase guno karyo heya paNa namratApUrvaka pitAnI bhUlanI kSamA mAMgI le che te tenA vaDIlenuM hadaya ane rAjAnuM hadaya paNa palaTAI jAya che. ne tene zikSA karavAne badale te satkAra kare che ne gunho mApha kare che. ane tenA jIvanamAMthI bIjA paNa kaMIka pAmI jAya che. A bIje

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487 zAradA sAgara kissA jApAnanA rAjA mikADAnA yAda Ave che. jApAnanA rAjAnuM nAma mikeADA hatuM. te mikeADAne jAta jAtanI ane bhAtabhAtanI phUladAnIone! saMgraha karavAneA khUba zekha hatA. te dezamAM ke paradezamAM jyAM pharavA jAya tyAMthI navI navI jAtanI phUladAnIo mAM mAgyA dAma ApIne kharIdI lAvatA. ekane jue ne khIjAne bhUlA evI 25 phUladAnI temaNe bhegI karI hatI. temAM evI te kArIgarI hatI ke mANasa e ghaDI joyA kare. mikeADAe pAtAnA mahelamAM A phUladAnIenuM nAnakaDuM sa MgrahasthAna manAvI dIdhu hatu. mahelanA mATA hAlanI madhyamAM eka meja gAThavyuM ne tenA upara kiMmatI gAlIcA pAtharI AkarSaka rIte A paccIse phUladAnIo goThavI. A phUladAnIe joine mikeADo khUkha harakhAtA hatA. te dareka puladAnImAM dararoja tAjA phUlanA jhumakhA mUkavAmAM AvatA. te drazya evuM ramaNIya lAgatu hatuM ke jANe meja upara raMga beraMgI phUlAne kayArA na hoya! A nAnakaDA saMgrahasthAnanI vyavasthA karavA mATe klAnipuNa mANaseAne rAyAM hatA. A kalAkArA dvAja savAramAM te phUladyAnIemAMthI kamAyelA phUlA kADhI nAMkhIne tAjA phUleAnA jhumakhA mUkatA hatA. eka divasa kalAkArathI sheja zarata cUka thai gaI. phUlaDhAnImAM navuM pANI bharavA jatAM eka phUladAnI sheja sarakI gaIne ArasanI lAThThI upara pachaDAI eTale tenA e kakaDA thaI gayA. A vAtanI mikoDAne khabara paDI. te SathI lAlaceALa manIne sagrahasthAnamAM AvyA. joyu te eka bAju phUladAnInA be TukaDA paDayA hatA. bIjA khAju pArevu phaDe tema phaphaDatA kalAkAra ubhA hatA. mikeADA krodhathI ugra banIne khece! - tArAthI paccIsa phUladAnI sacavAtI nathI? tane khakhara che ke meM A phUladAnIe mATe keTale kharco karyo che? Ama kahI krodhathI paga pachADatA tyAMthI cAlyA gayA. khIje divase rAjasabhAmAM teNe prastAva mUkayA ke melA, koi mANasa prajAnA gunhA kare te tene zuM daMDa thAya ? tyAre sabhAjanA kahe che ene sAmAnya phreMDa kAya. te mATA purUSanA gunhA kare te ene zu daMDa thAya ? tA kahe ke ene jelamAM pUrI deveA joie. ne rAjAne gunhA kare te ? tyAre sabhAjanA kahe che ene te dehAMta daMDanI zikSA thAya. tarata mikADAe kahayuM ke A kalAkAre mArI phUladAnI phADIne mArA gunhA karyA che mATe tene zULIe caDhAvavAnI zikSA karavAmAM Ave che. rAjA eka phUladAnInI pAchaLa AvA paccIsa varSoMnA yuvAna kalAkArane phAMsIe caDhAvI deze tevA koine khyAla na hatA. nAnakaDI bhUlanI kevI mATI zikSA! badhAnA DhilamAM khUkha duHkha thayuM. sabhA stabdha manI gaI. rAjAnuM pharamAna sAMbhaLIne eka vRddha bharasabhAmAM ubhuM thaye. ne lAkaDInA Teke e rAjAnA siMhAsana pAse AvyA. mikADAnA caraNamAM jhUkIne salAma bharIne vinayapUrvaka AcaiA. mahArAjA! ApanI

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488 zAradA sAgara eka ja phUladAnI phUTI che ne? soyanI corI karanArane motanI sajA na hoya. ApanI phUladAnI tUTI gaI che tene huM sAMdhI ApuM te pachI Apane kaMI vAMdhe che?--- vRddha bApAnI buddhie ApeluM abhayadAna-baMdhuo! mANasane zekha zuM kare che? ene mane kiMmatI jIva karatAM paNa kAcanI phUladAnInI kiMmata keTalI badhI che? mikAoe harSamAM AvIne pelA vRddhane kahyuM ke zuM tame tUTI gayelI phUladAnI sAMdhI Apaze? vRdhe kahyuM. hA. mahArAjA huM phUladAnIo sAMdhavAmAM kuzaLa chuM. huM evI kArIgarIthI phUladAnIo sAMdhu chuM ke koIne khabara paDe nahi ke A phUladAnImAM sAMdhe karele che. ThIka, tyAre te atyAre saMgrahasthAnamAM cAle. ema kahIne mikoDe tarata siMhAsanethI ubho thaI gaye ne vRddhane hAtha pakaDIne saMgrahasthAnamAM laI gaye. ane teNe tUTelI phUladAnI hAthamAM laIne vRddhane ApI. vRdhe hAthamAM laIne tarata meja upara mUkI ane bIjI phUladAnIo jovAmAM mazagula banI gaye. mikeDee kahyuM. juo A phUladAnI bhAratanI che. A cInanI che. A jApAnanI che, A jarmananI che. A AphrikAnI ne A amerikAnI che. mikeDe A badhuM samajAvate jAya che ne pelo vRddha badhuM sAMbhaLatuM jAya che. jyAre mikeDe pitAnI phUladAnIonI prazaMsA karI rahyo hato tyAre vRdhe kahyuM ke Ape phUladAnIone saMgraha karavAnI pAchaLa ghaNe zrama karyo che ne kharca paNa ghaNo karyo lAge che. mikeDee kahyuM hA. pachI bhairavathI pUchayuM. tame AvI phUladAnIo bIje kayAMya joI che kharI? vRdhe kAMI javAba na Ape ane ke jANe te vRddhane zuM sUjhayuM ke hAthamAM rahelI lAkaDI phUladAnIo para dhaDAdhaDa mAravA mAMDI ne be traNa dhaDAkAmAM badhI phUladAnIo teDI nAMkhI. phuladAnIonA TukaDA lAdI upara veravikhera thaIne paDayA. A joIne mikene cahere kedhathI tapAvelA trAMbA je lAlaghUma thaI gaye. ane jorathI be . he duSTa! teM A zuM karyuM? tane kaMI khabara paDe che ke nahi? mArI varSonI mahenata Aje pANImAM gaI. A sAMbhaLI vRdhdha mANasa hasavA lAgyo ane hasate cahere javAba Ape. sAheba! phUladAnIo keDI nAMkhI te have pharIthI maLaze nahi? mikeDe kahe- tame pheDavA AvyA hatA ke sAMdhavA? - vRdhe kahyuM- mahArAjA! mAre Ama te eka ja phUladAnI sAMdhavAnI hatI paNa tene badale badhI eka sAmaTI sAMdhI nAMkhIza. mikeDe kedhathI kahe che he buddA ! tuM vicAra kara. konI sAme besI rahyo che? phUladAnI pheDanArane kevI sajA thAya che te tuM jANe che ne? vRdhe zAMtipUrvaka javAba Ape ke huM khUba sArI rIte jANuM chuM. phUladAnIna pheDanArane motanI sajA thAya che. tenAthI huM pUrepUrI mAhitagAra chuM. te pachI Ama karavAnuM kAraNa zuM? vRdhe nIDaratApUrvaka javAba Ape ke eka jiMdagInA bhege vIsa jiMdagI bacAvavAnuM meM dharmakArya karyuM che. he rAjana ! jarA vicAra

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zAradA sAgara 489 kare. A duniyAmAM nAma tene avazya nAza che. A kAcanI phUladAnIo Aje nahIM te kAle paNa phUTavAnI te hatI. ane A tamArI eka eka phUladAnI eka eka manuSyano ga leta. te vAta samajI vicArIne meM vIsanI jiMdagI bacAvavA mATe meM jANI joIne A pagaluM bharyuM che. he rAjana ! A tamArI phUladAnInI te kAMI kiMmata nathI. kiMmata te mAnava jIvananI che. mane e vAtane saMteSa che ke meM A phUladAnIone teDIne mahAna puNyanuM kArya karyuM che, be rIte mane lAbha thayo. eka te covIsa mAnavIonI jiMdagI bacI jaze ane bIju tame dararoja emAM navA tAjA phUlanA jhumakhA bharAvatA hatA te phUlamAM paNa jIva che. savAramAM te phUla khIle che tyAre kevuM suMdara dekhAya che ne sugaMdha Ape che. sAMja paDatAM te karamAI jAya che. tene paNa keTaluM duHkha thatuM haze ! eTale ATalA badhA ja bacI jaze. Apa mane khuzIthI phAMsIe caDhAvI de. vRddhanI vANane marma catura mikeDa samajI gayuM ane teNe pelA kalAkAra ane vRddhanI sajA mApha karI. satya hakIkta samajAtAM phUladAnIo karatAM paNa vadhu addabhuta seMdarya mikaDAnA caherA para camakI rahyuM hatuM. samajadAra vyakita pitAnI bhUlane bhUla rUpe svIkArI le che ane te bhUla te nAbUda kare che. tyAre tenA dilamAM alaukika harSa hoya che. jema regI mANasane rega jaDamULamAMthI nAbUda thAya che tyAre tenA zarIramAM keI navI taMdurastI AvI jAya che. tema je mAnavInA jIvanamAMthI deSa rUpI bImArI dUra thaI jAya che tyAre tenA mukha upara abhuta teja jhaLake che. baMdhuo ! bhUla sudhare te jIvane bhAna thAya. vRdhe mikoDAne sAcI vAta samajAvI. mikoDAne sAcI vAta samajAtAM baMnenI sajA mApha karI dIdhI. te have tame paNa vItarAgavANI sAMbhaLIne je kAMI paNa samajyA ho te paramAM mArApaNunI buddhi karavAnI bhUla karI che tene sudhAre. bakarA beM beM kare che ne tame meM meM kare che. tamArAmAM ne bakarAmAM phera eTale che ke tamAruM mAthuM UMcuM che ne enuM mAthuM nIcuM che. mAruM mAruM kare che paNa mUkIne cAlyA javAnuM che. A zarIra chUTayA pachI je tamArA gharamAM tiyacapaNe AvIne utpanna thaze te paNa tamArI mAlikI nahi rahe. mATe kAvAdAvA ne kUDakapaTa choDe. eka vaNika zeTha anAjane vahepArI hatA. te lokone saDeluM anAja Apate hata ne dhaMdhAmAM khamamAyA 5Ta karatuM hatuM. te AyuSya pUrNa thatAM marIne bekaDe thaye. eka vakhata te kasAIne tyAM vecANe. kesAI bekaDAne laIne pitAnA sthAne jato hato. rastAmAM tenI dukAna AvI. dukAna upara tene khUba mamatva hatuM. A dukAna jotAM bokaDAne jAti samaraNa jJAna thayuM eTale teNe jJAna dvArA joI

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490 zAradA sAgara lIdhuM ke A mArI dukAna che. teA mArI dukAnamAM javAmAM mane zuM vAMdhA che ? kasAInA hAthamAMthI chUTIne chalAMga mArIne dukAnamAM gayA ne ghauMnA kothaLAmAM meDhu nAMkhIne ghauM khAvA jAya che tyAM cheAkare ene lAkaDInA mAra mArIne kADhe che paNa kheAkaDA bahAra nIkaLatA nathI. tene dukAnanI bahAra kADhavA khUba mahenata karI paNa jate| nathI tyAre kasAi kahe che bhAi ! A ekaDAne tamAre tyAM rahevu che. te tame mane 13 rUpiyA ApI de tA huM kheAkaDAne choDI dauM. paNa dIkarA kahe che mAre kheAkaDAnI zI jarUra che? mAre tera rUpiyA ApavA nathI. ema kahIne khUba lAkaDIneA mAra mArIne parANe khAkaDAnI khecI jhAlIne bahAra kADhayA. ekaDAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA ne cheka sudhI dukAna ane chekarAnA sAmu jotA jotA gayA. paNa chokarAne yA na AvI. A kasAie tera rUpiyA mAMgyA tenuM kAraNa ? zeTha pAse tenA tera rUpiyA leNAM hatAM te zeThe ApelA nahi tethI mAMgyA paNa dIkarAe dIdhA nahi. mAkaDAne laIne kasAi jAya che te samaye eka sata tyAMthI pasAra thAya che. temanu mukha jarA paDI jAya che. chokarA A dazya joi gayA ne sata pAse jaI kAraNa pUchyuM. sa Mte kahyuM- kAMI nahi. khUba haTha karIne pUchyuM tyAre kahyuM ke bhAI ! khAkaDAne te dhakko mArIne dukAnamAMthI kADhayA te khIjo kAi nahi paNa tArA mApa hatA ne tuM ene mAratA hatA. tArA hAthe tArA khapane te kasAInA hAthamAM ApyA paNa tera rUpiyA ApIne bacAvyeA nahi. eTale mane thayuM ke ahAhA ! A sasAra kevA vicitra che. chatAM leAkAne saMsAranA keTale meAha che? zeThanA dIkarA kahegurUdeva ! huM atyAre te kasAine ghera jaine e mArA bApane choDAvI lAvu chuM ema kahI tarata te kasAIne tyAM gayA ne kasAIne kahyuM huM tera rUpiyA ApI dauM chuM paNa tuM ekaDo mane ApI de. tyAre kasAI kahe che zeTha! mane te rUpiyA maLI gayA ne ekaDA vecAi gayA ne kapAi gayA. badhuM patI gayuM. A sAMbhaLI dIkarAne khUba duHkha thayuM, ke ahA ! je khApe mArA mATe ATaluM karyuM. te marIne kheAkaDA thayA ne karapINa rIte ma! kharekhara karmo te koine cheDatA nathI. mAre have mArA khapa jevA karmo karavA nathI. baMdhue ! juo, zeThanA jevI tamArI dazA na karavI hAya te have dagA-prapaMca ane mAruM tAru choDI deA. karma yamAM Avaze tyAre koI bhAga nahi paDAvI zake. anAthI nigraMtha zajA zreNIkane kahe che ke mArI AMkhamAM tIkSNa bhAlA bhaTakAI jAya tevI mane dvArUNu vedanA thavA lAgI ne khIjI ddAhajavara jevI bhayAMkara khaLatarA AkhA zarIramAM thavA lAgI. A samaye badhA mArA sAmu' joine raDavA lAgyA paNa kAnI tAkAta che ke mArA rega maTADI zake ? rAjA zreNIkane muni krarmanI phliAseAphI samajAve che ke ka zuM zuM kare che ? karmanI kaLAne koi pahAMcI zakatuM nathI. have zreNIka rAjAne anAthI nigraMtha zuM kaheze ne zu banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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zAradA sAgara > 491 caritra: aMjanA satIne piyaramAM koIe paNa nA rAkhI ne chevaTe vananI vATe jaze." mAta-pitA taraphathI tiraskAra pAmIne ajanA peAtAnA bhAIne ghera gai. bhAbhInA zabdo tIranI jema aMjanAnI chAtImAM bheAMkAI gayA. ane jaNA tyAMthI cAlatA thaI gayA. Aza mUkIne UbhI thai, bAMdhava bIjA taNe ghera jAyatA, pAchalI rAte pahero jema phare, ema ghera ghera hiOM che ajanA bALa te. bAMdhava keNe nahi pUchyuM, sajjana kANe navi kIdhI che nAra tA. dIThI re ajanA jIvatI, purAhita pradhAne dekhADayAM che bAra tA-satIre meATAbhAinI AzA cheADIne khIjA bhAIne ghera AvyA. tyAM paNa koie sAmuM na joyuM eTale trIjA bhAIne ghera gai. ema karatAM seAe bhAIne tyAM AzAmAM ne AzAmAM pharI vaLI. paNa kAie ema na pUchyuM ke mahena ! tArI A ddazA kema thai ? tArA zuM vAMka che ? paNa uparathI tiraskAra karyAM. eka te peTamAM bhUkha-tarasanuM duHkha, khIjuM garbhavatI che, trIjI taraphathI kaTu vacaneAnI vRSTi thAya che. eTale enA mAthe teA duHkha paDavAmAM khAkI na rahyuM. seA se| bhAinI lADakavAyI bahena ke jene pANI mAgatAM dUdha maLatAM hatAM, te Aje pANI mATe taraphaDe che. paNa kAi pANI Apatu nathI. tenA bhAIoe teA pANI na ApyuM, paNa gAmamAM DhaMDherA pITAvI dIdhA ke keAie ajanAne pANI pAvu nahi. je pIvaDAvaze te rAjAnA gunegAra Tharaze. A taraph aMjanA bhAIonA mahela choDIne khIjA gharAmAM pANI mAMgavA lAgI. khIjA leAkAne ajanAnI khUba dayA AvI paNu rAjAnA kAyaDhAnA bhaga karIne Ape te rAjA paDI jAya ne zikSA kare. meDIe caDhI caDhIne leAkA aMjanAnI karuNu dazA jue che. tenI A sthiti joIne nagarajanAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. ahA ! eka vakhatanI rAjakumArIne kAi pANI pAtuM nathI. karmanI kevI alihArI che! leAkA kakaLATa kare che.-paNa zuM thAya? ajanA kahe che prabhu! duniyA bhale mArA upara rUThe pazu tuM mArA upara nA rUThIza. mAre tArA sivAya koinA AdhAra nathI. duniyA rUThe tA bhale rUThe paNa tuM nA rUThIza mArA nAtha re....darzana dejo prabhu.... adhA rUDhaze teA cAlaze paNa prabhu jo tu rUcA tA mAruM' kAI nathI. A rIte prArthanA kare che. have pANI vinA kaMThe sUkAya che. AMkhe aMdhArA Ave che, paga upaDatA nathI. kevI rIte jAvuM? nizaza thavA chatAM paNa javAnA prayatna kare che. prajAjanA ajanAnI dazA joIne raDe che. paNa tenI pAse javAnI koI hiMmata karatuM nathI. tyAre eka brAhmaNane tenI dayA AvI. ne nirNaya karyo ke rAjAne je zikSA karavI heAya te kare paNa huM aMjanAne pANI pAvA jAuM. rAjA bahu karaze teA mane mArI nAMkhaze. eka satIne pANInuM dAna karavA jatAM ddAca marI jaIza te paNu mAruM jIvana sArthaka thaze. ema

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492 zaradA sAgara vicAra karIne hAthamAM ThaMDA pANIne loTe laIne aMjanAnI pAse Ave ne kahyuM bahena! A ThaMDuM pANI lAvyo chuM. tame pI lo. tyAre aMjanA kahe che vIrA! tArA upara rAjA kopAyamAna thaze. tuM cAlyA jA. brAhmaNa kahe che bahena! meM te nirNaya karyo che ke rAjAne je karavuM hoya te kare paNa mArAthI tAruM dukha joyuM jatuM nathI. te pANI vAparI lo. pachI huM jAuM. tyAre aMjanA kahe che kharekhara bhAI! tuM mAre sAce bhAI chuM. tuM pANI laIne AvyuM che paNa mArA pitAjInI ANa varte che tyAM mArA mATe pANI pIvAnI manAI che. te huM kevI rIte pANI pI zakuM? ahIM gAmamAM te huM pANI nahi pIuM. gAma bahAra jaIne vAparIza. aMjanAne kayAMya Azraya nahi maLavAthI have te nirAza thaI gaI che. te nagarane cheDIne kayAM jaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 57 bhAdaravA vada ekama ne zanivAra tA. 20--75. sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! ApaNu bhagavaMte kevA hatA? viSanA vAraka ane mohanA mAraka. jemaNe viSayanA viSane vamI dIdhA che, kaI kALe viSaye jemane sparzI zake tema nathI. are! devAMganAo AvIne temanI sAme nAcagAna kare te paNa temane calAvI zake nahi evA uttama purUSa viSanA vAraka che. mohana mAraka che. jema pugAmAM havA ane gesa bharyo hoya to te UMce uchaLe che paNa temAMthI havA nIkaLI gaI eTale uchaLI zake nahi. te rIte jemanI moharUpI havA ane gesa nIkaLI gayA che, jene moha marI gaye che, mohanA jhera UtarI gayA che ane jene mehanIya karma traNa kALamAM nacAvI zakavAnA nathI evA prabhu viSayanA vAraka, mohanA mAraka ane banyA guNanA dhAraka. tevA tAraka pitAe jagatanA jIvonA kalyANane mATe siddhAMtane prakAza karyo. je saMsArane taryA che te bIjAne taravAne mArga batAvI zake che. paNa je emAM kheMcI gayo che te bIjAne zuM tArI zakavAne che? lokaDAnI naikA pite tare te bIjAne tArI zake che. paNa paththaranI naikA pite DUbe che ne bIjAne DubADe che. ApaNuM bhagavAna "tinnANuM tArayANuM" che. jJAnI kahe che AtmAne bhavabhramaNamAM bhaTakAvanAra, duHkhanA denAra keI hoya te ajJAna che. "oryA bAda phiyA TuHvavuM " A lokamAM sauthI moTuM dukha ajJAnanuM che, paNa Ajane mAnavI zene dukha mAne che? dhana na hoya, vArasadAra na hoya, patnI anukULa na hoya tene duHkha mAne che. paNa jJAnInI draSTimAM A duHkha e dukha nathI. dhana, putra, patnI Adi te jIvane anaMtIvAra maLyA che ne choDayA che. paraMtu jIvane

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zAradA sAgara 493 rakhaDAvanAra, mujhavanAra, catutimAM paTakAvanAra ajJAna che. te meTAmAM meTu duHkha che. ajJAnatAnA kAraNe AtmA prakAzanI sAnnidhyamAM beThAM hAvA chatAM paNa prakAza kayAM che te jANatA nathI. jema AMgalAmAM sutelA mANasa ghenamAM paDayA hAya, ene jagADIne keAI pUche bhAI! tuM kayAM che? tyAre te zuM kaheze ke mane khabara nathI. mAre khagallAmAM javu che. mane tame maMgalAmAM lai jAva. tyAre sAmI vyakita kaheze ke bhAI! tu khagalAmAM che. paNa ene nathI lAgatuM ke huM maMgalAmAM chuM. baMdhue! A dazA ajJAnI AtmAnI che. tame prakAzanI sAnidhyamAM che, prakAza dUra nathI paNa ene tame joi zakatA nathI. AnuM kAraNa AtmAnI ajJAna dazA che. ApaNA cAlu adhikAra anAthI mahAni tha ane zreNIka mahArAjA vacce sanAtha anAthanA saMvAda cAlI rahyA che. zreNIka mahArAjAne anAthI nigraMtha sAcI anAthatA zu che te samajAvI rahyA che. anAthI muni ane zreNIka mahArAjA e ane teA uttama puruSA thai gayA. paraMtu A adhikAramAMthI ApaNe paNa samajavAnI jarUra che ke sAcI anAthatA kai che ? te samajIne ApaNe jIvanamAM utAravAnI jarUra che. jyAre jIvane sAcI anAthatAnuM svarUpa samajAze tyAre tenA AtmAnA AnaMda kAi alaukika haze. devAnupriyA ! ApaNA AtmA anaMtakALathI catutinA cakkaramAM pIsAI rahyA che. ane khAdya padArthamAM sukha nahi hovA chatAM sukha mAnIne te meLavavA puruSArtha karI rahyo che. tethI AtmAnA Ana meLavI zakatA nathI. A AtmAne saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra kAi hoya teA mukhyatve mAhanIya karma che. anAdikALathI AtmAnA khAdya ane strAbhya tara e kuTue che. bAhya kuTuMba tA tame je sagAvahAlAne mArA mAnIne beThA che te. AbhyaMtara kuTuMba karyu? te Apa jANeA che ? AbhyaMtara kuTuMba be prakAranu che. hitakArI ane ahitakArI. hitakArI kuTumu tarIke dharmarAjA che ane ahiMsA, tapa, sathama kSamA saraLatA, pramANikatA Adi tenA parivAra che. ahitakArI kuTuMba ane parivAra kaye ? te te Apa jANatA hazeA. kheleA, Apa nahi le. huM tamane samajAvu. ahitakArI kuTu kha tarIke meharAjA ane krodha-mAna-mAyA-lAbha-rAga-dveSa, parigraha Adi tenA parivAra che. anAdikALathI AtmAne ahitakArI meharAjA ane tenA parivAra sAthe paricaya che tethI tene ahitakArI hAvA chatAM AtmA hitakArI tarIke mAne che. khelA, AtmAnI A keTalI ajJAnatA ! A meharAjAnuM sAmrAjaya nAnu sUnu nahi samajatA. meharAjA anatAjIvA upara pAtAnuM Adhipatya bhAgave che. anatA jIvAne peAtAnI eDI nIce DhakhAvI rAkhe che. tene ubhA paNa thavA detA nathI. vadhu zuM kahuM! AtmAnA hitakArI dharmarAjA ane

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494. zAradA sAgara tenA parivAra pAse te jIvane javA paNa deto nathI. tene oLakhavA dete paNa nathI. are uparathI te te ema kahe che ke dharmarAjA ane tene parivAra te badhA tArA dumane che. tAruM ahita karanArA ane tene duHkhI karanArA che. ema kahI AtmAne dharmarAjAthI dUra karI de che. keTalI maharAjAnI sattA! jagatamAM je AtmAo maharAjAnI A karAmatamAM phasAya che te AtmAo AtmAnuM sAcuM sukha apAvanAra evA dharmarAjA Adine duHkha ApanAra tarIke dekhe che ane tenAthI bhAgI chUTavAne puruSArtha kare che. jyAre enAthI nAsI chUTe tyAre tene jANe apUrva AnaMda maLe naheya tema anubhave che. A mahArAjAe te ghaNAM jIva upara evuM kAmaNa karyuM che ke jenA pratApe "dharmarAjA ane tene parivAra e AtmAne hitakArI che te vAta kheTI che. jagatanA kaI paNa AtmAne te parivAra che nahi. te parivAranI vAta te banAvaTI che, bheLA jene chetaranArI che, te AtmAnuM kAMI paNa hita karato nathI AvI vAta hRdayamAM ThasI gaI che. juo te kharA, maharAjAnI preraNuM paNa kevI! are, ethI AgaLa vadhIne kahuM te mahArAjAnA paMjAmAM phasAyelA ane dharmarAjA AdinuM nAma sAMbhaLavuM paNa gamatuM nathI. dharmarAjA Adine paricaya karAvanAra mahAna puruSanuM nAma sAMbhaLavuM ke temanA jIvanarahasyo paNa sAMbhaLavA ke vAMcavA gamatA nathI. UlaTuM temanA para gusso AvI jAya che ne bole che ke A mahApuruSe te Akho divasa dhamanI ne AtmAnI vAta kare che. A badhI hAMkI kADhelI vAta che. te te ThagArA che. A rIte mahAna puruSane paNa ThagArA tarIke te thaI jAya che. A badhe prabhAva maharAjAne che. baMdhuo ! paryuSaNa parvamAM mAnavanI keTalI bhIDAbhIDa hatI ne paryuSaNa pachI oTa kema AvI gaI? mahArAjAe jora jamAvyuM tethI dharmarAjAnI sattA maMda paDI gaI. aThThAI, soLabhaLyu ke mA khamaNa karyuM eTale AtmA mAne ke meM ghaNuM karyuM paNa tame cAlIsa pacAsa varSothI ja dukAne jAva che chatAM ema thAya che ke have mAre nathI javuM. A badhI preraNA koNa Ape che? meharAjA. mutsaddIgirithI moharAjA anaMta jIve upara zAsana kare che. je mahArAjanI salAha pramANe cAle che tene te narakagatimAM dhakelI de che. keTalAkane ekendriya Adi tiryaMca gatimAM mokale che. temAM AtmA aneka prakAranA duHkhe bhegave che. AvA naraka-tiryaMca gatinA bhayaMkara dukha bhogavavA chatAM khUbI evI kare che ke jethI te jIvone khabara paNa nathI paDatI ke ame mahArAjAnI AjJA pramANe cAlyA tethI AvA duHkhI thayA. AtmAnuM je kAMIka sAruM thAya che te dharmarAjAnA parivAranA prabhAvathI thAya che. chatAM te samaye paNa meharAjA evuM cAlAkIthI samajAve che ne kahe che ke meM tAruM A sAruM kArya karyuM che. ajJAnI cha maharAjAnI te vAtane sAcI mAnI le che. ane te vAtane hitakArI mAnI tene puSTa banAve che.

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zAradA sAgara 49 jyAre AtmAne sadaguruo pAsethI sAMbhaLIne kaMIka samajaNa Ave ane svarUpamAM karavAne praveza karavAno AraMbha kare che tyAre tenA upara maharAjAnI pakaDa DhIlI thAya che ane dharmarAjAne oLakhavA ne tene paricaya karavA jIva taiyAra thAya che. paNa pAcho mahAmutsadI maharAjA barAbara samayane oLakhIne te AtmAne pAcho pADavA pitAnA parivAranA keI paNa yogya membarane mokale che ne sAcI samajaNa vagaranA AtmAne UMcA sthAnethI nIce pachADe che. parigraha moharAjAnA parivArane eka membara che. samaya joIne te chene barAbara phasAve che. atyAra sudhImAM anaMtAnaMta che tenA bhoga banyA che. parigrahanA zikAra banelA anaMtAnaMta chane moharAjAe narakAdi durgatimAM dhakelI dIdhA che. dA. ta. brahmahatta cakravarti, subhUma cakravarti, nava vAsudeva, nava prativAsudeva Adi ghaNu manuSya, A avasarpiNI kALamAM narakAdi gatimAM gayA. temAM mahattA parigrahanI hatI. baMdhuo ! ema nahi samajatAM ke parigrahane zikAra banela jIva eka vakhata narakAdi dukhe bhogavI le pachI tenA duHkhathI ane parigrahathI chUTakAro thaI jAya evuM nathI. A paraMparA lAMbA kALa sudhI cAle che. parigrahamAM sukhanI kalpanA karI te meLavavA mATe bhayaMkara pApa AcarI kiMmatI manuSyabhava hArI jaI bhayaMkara saMsAramAM bhaTakavA jIva cAlyo jAya che. parigrahanA zikAramAM phasAyela chanI kevI durdazA thAya che te Apane eka daSTAMta ApIne samajAvuM. magadha dezanI rAjadhAnI rAjagRhI nagarInI khUba jAhojalAlI hatI tyAranI vAta che. magadha samrATa zreNIkanA putra ane 500 pradhAnanA maMtrI abhayakumAra che. jenI buddhi eTale buddhi. devakanA Indra paNa abhayakumAranI buddhinI prazaMsA kare che. prasaMga ema bane che ke rAjagRhI nagarImAM prabhu mahAvIra padhAryA, prabhu mahAvIre te thoDA divasa rahIne vihAra karyo paNa bIjA saMte tyAM birAje che. abhayakumArane prabhu mahAvIra upara khUba daDha zraddhA hatI. te magadhanA mahAmaMtrI hovA chatAM potAnA Atma-kalyANane bhUlatA na hatA. rAjyanI anekavidha pravRttiomAMthI paNa samaya meLavIne nivRtta thaIne dharmadhyAna karatA hatA. te sAdhune dekhe tyAM gAMDA ghelA thaI jAya. temane sAdhu sate sAthe vAta karavI bahu game. rAjA, rAjyasamrATe, senAdhipatio ke zeTha sAthe vAta karavI na game. tame 12 vAge jamavA jAva tyAre sIdhA ghare jAva paNa abhayakumAra te pahelA upAzraye jAya. jaIne tene pUche-gocarI-pANI laI AvyA? saMsAranA tyAgI ane sukhamAM virAgI evA muni tene bahu game. te ghaNI vAra AkhI rAtrI e munirvAda vacce rahetA ane pavitra vAtAvaraNane AnaMda anubhavatA. temane munijIvana bahu gamatuM hatuM. emaNe pitAnA jIvananuM dhyeya paNa muni jIvana banAvyuM hatuM.

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zAradA sAgara abhayakumAra reja saMtanA darzana kare. AThama-pAkhI pauSadha kare. eka divasa abhayakumAra rAtre piSadha laIne beThA hatA. badhA munionI sAthe svAdhyAya, dhyAna, ciMtana karatA 12 vAgyA. pachI badhA munio sUI gayA. paNa abhayakumAre munio pAsethI je jJAna meLavyuM hatuM tenuM maMthana karavA lAgyA. ema karatAM be aDhI vAgyA. tyAM bIjI bAju upAzrayamAM bAraNanI dizAmAMthI "bhayaM' e avAja Avyo. abhayakumAra UThIne bAraNu pAse gayA. tyAM eka munine joyA. pachI munine khUba vinayapUrvaka vinamra bhASAmAM pUchayuM. ' aha he gurudeva! Apa te bhayano tyAga karIne nirbhaya banIne nIkaLyA che. te Apa bhaya zabda kema bolyA ? zuM ahIMyA keI bhaya che? muni kahe-nA bhAI, bhaya nathI. to he pUjya ! Apa zArIrika kriyAne kAraNe dharmasthAnakathI bahAra jaIne A tyAre upAzrayamAM pravezatA te nisihI nisihI zabda bolavAno hoya che tenA badale Apa bhaya kema bolyA? muni kahe-he maMtrIzvara! ahIMyA keI bhaya nathI. A sthAna nirbhayatAnuM che. paraMtu acAnaka "bhaya" zabda mArA mukhamAMthI nIkaLI paDe. ahIM bhaya zAno ? paraMtu mArA pUrvAvasthAnA jIvananI eka ghaTanA mArA manamAM AvI gaI ne mArAthI "bhaya' zabda je belAI gaye. abhayakumAre khUba vinayapUrvaka namratAthI munine kahe che. ApanA jIvanamAM evI kevI ghaTanA banI hatI ke Aje te dazya najara sAme taravaratA ApanAthI bhaya belAI javAyuM. e pUrva jIvananI satya ghaTanA mane na kahe ? muni ane maMtrI baMne upAzrayanA eka bhAgamAM jaIne beThA. nirava zAMti chavAyelI hatI. sAdhanAnI pavitratA hatI. AtmAnI prasannatA hatI. muni kahe- he abhaya! mArI ghaTanA tuM sAMbhaLa. mAro janma ujajaiyinI nagarImAM thayelo. ame be bhAI hatA. ame nirdhana parivAramAM janmyA hatA ne nirdhanatAmAM moTA thayA hatA. jyAre amArAthI A daridratAnuM duHkha sahana na thayuM tyAre baMne bhAI deza choDI bahAragAma gayA. tyAM amArA puNyane sitAre camako, ame khUba dhana kamAyA. sukhI thayA. rUpiyA pAMca hajAra bhegA thayA. te samaye dhanane ATalo pugA na hatA. tyAre pAMca hajAra rUpiyAvALA dhanavAna kahevAtA. muni abhayane kahe che te dhanamAMthI ame ratna, motI, mANeka Adi jhaverAta kharIdayuM ne te jhaverAtane pilI vAMsaLImAM bharI dIdhuM. lakSmIe karAvelI kubuddhi - te samaye vAhana na hatA. pagapALA musApharI karavAnI hatI. jhaverAtathI bharelI vAMsaLI upADIne ame svadeza AvatA hatA. vAMsaLI vajanadAra hovAthI ame baMne bhAI vArApharatI uMcatA hatA. paraMtu jyAre mArI pAse vAMsaLI AvI tyAre mArA manamAM kharAba-adhama vicAra AvyuM. mArI daSTi bagaDI. je

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zAdya sAgara 497 huM A mArA bhAIne mArI nAMkhyuM te A badhuM dhana mane maLI jAya. huM A rIte vicAra karI tene mAravAne raste zete hatuM tyAM rastAmAM kUve AvyuM. mAro bhAI pIvA mATe pANI levA gayo. tyAM mane thayuM ke mAro bhAI jevo vAMke vaLIne pANI sIMcavA jAya te tene dhakake mAruM ke jethI te kUvAmAM paDIne marI jaze. ne A badhI milakatane svAmI huM banIza. huM sukhI thaIza. A vicAra AvyuM paNa tema karavAne prasaMga na AvyuM. AgaLa cAlatAM sarovara AvyuM. tyAM kinAre jhADa nIce ame sUtA hatA. tyAM mArA mananA duSTa pariNae pAsuM badalyuM. ahA he AtmA! tuM keTale duSTa bane che? tArA manamAM keTalA duSTa vicAra AvyA? tAre keTalI jiMdagI jIvavuM che ke tuM AvA pApa karavA taiyAra thayo? mAruM dila dravI gayuM. pariNAmanI dhArA zuddha banatI gaI. arere..A tuccha kSaNika dhananA lAbhathI mArA bhAIne mArI nAMkhuM? nA...nA. A dhana mane AvA adhama vicAro karAve che mATe e dhana nA joIe. tarata UThIne AkhI jhaverAtathI bharelI vAMsaLI sarovaramAM pheMkI dIdhI. mAre bhAI ekadama mArI pAse Avyo ne kahe bhAI! teM A zuM karyuM? kALI mahenata karIne lohInA TIpA pADIne ApaNe A dhana kamAyA hatA. te teM sarovaramAM pheMkI dIdhuM? bhAI! meM dhana nathI pheMkayuM paNa ApaNuM baMne bhAI vacce duzmanAvaTa karAvanAra duzamanane pheMkayo che. ApaNe baMne eka thALImAM jamanAra, eka pathArImAM sUnAra, ane eka glAsa pANI pInAra evA bane bhAInA premane teDAvanAra duzmanane pheMkI dIdhuM che. jema dhotI athavA sADI UbhA ane ADA tArathI vaNAyelI che. paNa paheranArane khabara nathI hotI ke A ADA-UbhA tArathI vaNAyeluM che. tevI ekatA ApaNAmAM che ? meM bhAInA caraNamAM paDI mArA dilanI vAta karI dIdhI. khUba raDa. keTale adhama pApI ke mane AvA duSTa vicAra AvyA? A sAMbhaLI mArA bhAIe kahyuM- bhAI ! huM paNa AvA gaMdavADamAM paDele hate. mane paNa tArA jevA adhama vicAra AvyA hatA. bhAI! te sAruM karyuM. A dhana anarthanuM mULa che. ame hatA tevA garIba banI gayA chatAM manamAM duHkha nathI paraMtu AnaMda hatuM ke bhAibhAInA khUna karAve evI lakSmIne svecchAe tyAga karI sarovaramAM pheMkI dIdhI. amArA manamAM thayuM ke ApaNe ghera jaIzuM. mA bahena bhUkhe TaLavaLatA haze. teo pUchaze ke zuM kamANI karIne AvyA? to kahezuM ame kamANI karI che tenA jevI suMdara kamANI keIe nathI karI. ame baMne bhAI ghera AvyA. * muni potAnI vAta abhayakumArane kahI rahyA che. he abhaya! pachI kevI ajabanI ghaTanA banI. ame je vAMsaLI pheMkI te sarovaramAM mAchImAranA hAthamAM AvI. vAMsaLInuM lAkaDuM khuba majabUta hatuM. te mAchImAra vAMsaLI vecavA mATe amArA gAmamAM AvyuM. tene khabara na hatI ke AmAM dhana che. te vAMsaLI mArI bahene kharIdI. eNe vAMsaLI joI. vAMsaLIne sAMdhe jotAM manamAM kUtuhala jAgyuM ke Ane sAMdhe kema mArelo che?

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498 zAradA sAgara sAMdhe toDIne joyuM te emAM jhaverAta che. A rIte mArI bahena jetI hatI tyAM mArI mAtA AvI pahoMcIne A joI gaI. mAtA kahe dIkarI! tuM te piyara AvelI che. A vAMsaLI tArI nahi paNa mArI che. mA-dIkarI sAmAsAmA balavA lAgyA. chevaTe dhananA lobhathI prerAIne mArI bahene pAse paDeluM sAMbeluM mArI mAtAne mAryuM. te marmasthAnamAM vAgavAthI mArI mAtA dharatI para paDI jatAM mRtyune zaraNa thaI gaI. A samaye ame baMne bhAIo gharamAM dAkhala thayA. eTale bahena gabharAI gaI. te ekadama UbhI thavA gaI tyAM khoLAmAMthI jhaverAta bharelI vAMsaLI nIce paDI gaI. eka bAju mRtyu pAmelI mAtAnuM zaba paDyuM che. A joIne vicAra thaye ke ahe! A to ApaNI buddhi bagADanArI vAMsaLI che. ne ahIM kayAMthI AvI? aho vAMsaLI ! teM to kevA kALA kAma karAvyA? be bhAIne marAvavA mATe taiyAra thaI. tethI dariyAmAM pheMkI ane te gharamAM AvI te mA dIkarInA sagapaNu paNa teDAvyA. A dazya joIne mane saMsAra pratye vairAgya AvyuM. A saMsAra viSama duHkhamaya che. artha sarva anarthonuM mULa che. ema samajIne ame gurUdevanI pAse dIkSA lIdhI. atyAre upAzrayamAM dAkhala thatAM bahena mAtAne sAMbeluM mAre che te dazya najara sAme AvI gayuM tethI bhayama ema bolAI gayuM. abhayanA manamAM thayuM re dhana! te keTalo anartha karyo? A saMsAramAM konA sagapaNane konI mAyA! A sabaMdha badhA rAkhavA jevA che ke cheDavA jevA che? abhayakumAramAM nAma tevA guNa hatA. chevaTe temaNe paNa abhayasthAnane meLavavA mATe saMyama lIdhe ne pitAnuM nAma sArthaka karyuM. Aje nAma to ghaNuM sarasa zAMtilAla hoya, nANAvaTI aTaka hoya paNa temAM zAMtine ke nANAMnA kayAre ya darzana thatA na hoya ! baMdhuo ! Ape sAMbhaLyuM ne ke parigraha keTalo anarthakArI che? A maharAjAe mokalela membara che. jyAre AtmA moharAjAnA kuTuMba-parivArane chaDI dharma rAjAnA parivAramAM bhaLI jaze, tene saMga karaze tyAre A maharAjAne meara "parigraha tene satAvI zakaze nahi. mATe maharAjAnA parivArathI dUra thavAnI jarUra che. jeNe maharAjAne parivAra choDIne dharmarAjAne parivAra grahaNa karyo che evA anAthI nircantha sAcI anAthatAnuM suMdara svarUpa zreNIka rAjAne samajAvI rahyA che. mahAna puruSonI vAte paNa mahAna ne AtmAnI unnati karAvanArI hoya che. jJAnI kare evI vAta, saMsArane mAre lAta, ghanaghAtInI kare ghAta, Atma bane unnata. jJAnI purUSanI vAto eTalI bhAvabharI ne Atmadarzana karAvanArI hoya che ke kaMIka che te sAMbhaLIne saMsArane lAta mArIne saMyama mArge prayANa kare che. te mArge prayANa karyA pachI je AtmAne purUSArtha upaDe te dhanahAtI karmonI ghAta kare te vana

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zAradA sAgara ghAtInI ghAta kare eTale AtmAmAM kevaLajJAnanA prakAza pragaTe tethI AtmA unnata ane. anAthI muni kahe che huM rAjana! mArI anAthatA kaI che te sAMbhaLe. sauthI prathama mArI AMkhAmAM kAi tIkSNa bhAlA mAratA hAya evI asahya veDhanA thavA lAgI ne AkhA zarIramAM vipula dvAhavara jevI bhayaMkara baLatarA thavA lAgI. kai mANasane zarIramAM sAmAnya aLatarA thatI hAya te paNa tenI akaLAmaNane pAra rahetA nathI. te ekaDIzana rUmamAM bese, paMkhA calAve ane kadAca paMkhA baMdha thai gayA hAya tA hAthamAM pUruM laIne vIMjhavA maDI paDe. AvI ceDI garamImAM akaLAmaNu thai jAya che paNa anaMtakALathI jIva saMsAranA adhanamAM baMdhAye che tenI akaLAmaNa ke mUMjhavaNa thAya che ? 499 anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne peAtAnI anAthatA samajAvI rahyA che. mArA AvA asahya veDhanamAM mArA sagAvahAlA badhA mArA sAsu joIne raDavA lAgyA. paNa kAnI tAkAta che ke mArA rAga maTADI zake? haju anAMthI nigraMtha zreNIka rAjAne zuM kaheze ne zreNIka rAjAnuM kevuM parivartana thaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritraH- mAtA-pitAnI ane seA se| bhAinI lADIlI eka vahAlI benaDIne paNa Aje gAmamAM kai pANI pAnAra na nIkaLyuM. eka dayALu brAhmaNa satIne zAMti pamADavA mATe peAtAnA jAnanuM jokhama kheDIne ajanAnI pAchaLa gAma bahAra gayA. satI aMjanA tA pAtAnA karmanA doSa jue che paNu khIjAnA doSa jotI nathI. ajanAnI sakhI vasaMtamAlA kahe che bahena! tArA mAta-pitA ane bhAI-bhAbhIe paNa kevA ke AvI sthitimAM paNa temaNe tArA sAmuM joyuM nahiM. ajanA kahe, sakhI ! doSa temane nathI paNa mArA karmanA che. A saMsAra svAnA kIcaDathI bharapUra bharelA che. sasAramAM tamAre koinI sAthe game tevA gADha samadha haze te paNa eka khIjAnA viyeAganuM kAraNa ane tyAre AghAtanuM kAraNu ane paNa eka khIjA vinA rahI zake nahi tema manatuM nathI. dA.ta. kasaceAge pati-patnInI joDI khaMDana thAya tyAre AghAta lAge paNa tenI pAchaLa koI marI jatA nathI paNa mAchalI ane pANInA prema evA che ke mAchalI pANIthI judI paDe te taraphaDIne marI jAya che. duniyAmAM pANI ane mAchalI jevA prema khIjA kAine nahi maLe. saMsAranA prema vAkaLA jevA che tene sUkAtA vAra lAgatI nathI. yAM sudhI pANI rUpI paisAnI Avaka maLe che, peAtAnA svA sadhAya che tyAM sudhI prema maLe che. jayAM paisAnI Avaka baMdha thaI gaI tyAM vAkaLAnA samAna sneha sUkAI javAnA, ajanA vicAra kare che ahA Anu nAma saMsAra! ajanA chelle Ale che. AMbA, jAMbu, kadA, cAthA kahIe khera, upara narama dIse ghaNA, mAMDe kaThina kaThora.

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500 zAradA sAgara A cAra phaLa uparathI picA paNa aMdarathI kaThaNa hoya che. AMbe eTale pAkI kerI uparathI picI hoya che paNa goTalo keTalo kaThaNa hoya che ! te rIte jAMbu, karamadA, caNIbora, e traNenA paDa uparathI pioMcA che paNa aMdara ThaLiye kaThaNa hoya che. tema mArA mAtA-pitA, bhAI-bhAbhI uparathI pocA paNa aMdarathI kaThaNa che. tethI he joSI vIrA ! nagaramAM ANa devarAvI ke koIe aMjanAne pANI pIvaDAvavuM nahi tethI mArA vIrA ! nagaramAM pANI pAnAra maLe te paNa pIvuM nahotuM. - paraMtu A dayALu brAhmaNane aMjanA pratye eTalI dayA AvI che ke mAruM je thavuM hoya te thAya paNa mAre tene pANI pIvaDAvavuM e sAcuM. tethI te aMjanAnI pAchaLa gAma bahAra gayo paNa pAcho na vaLe. ATalA moTA nagaramAM kaIne dayA na AvI ne eka brAhmaNane dayA AvI te paNa pUrvane sabaMdha che. A sabaMdhanA kAraNe tene aMjanA pratye prema ne sneha ubharA che. - have aMjanA gAma bahAra cAlatAM cAlatAM gADha jaMgalamAM gaI. e jaMgala evuM gADha ane vRkSethI chavAyeluM che ke jayAM sUryanA kiraNe paNa pahoMcI zakatA nathI. te ujajaDa aTavInI AgaLa UMcA parvato paNa ghaNAM che. jethI tyAM gADha aMdhAruM che. te aMdhAruM eTaluM badhuM che ke mANasa ekabIjAnA mukha paNa joI zake nahi. evA bhayaMkara jaMgalamAM jhADa nIce besIne aMjanA pANI pIve che. te kahe che e mArA vIrA ! tuM sukhI thaje. AvA saMkaTamAM paNa satI aMjanA potAnA karmone yAda karI navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karI rahI che. have tyAM zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. (AvatI kAle kAMdAvADI javAnuM hovAthI vyAkhyAna baMdha che.) vyAkhyAna naM. 58 bhAdaravA vada 3 ne semavAra tA. ra3-9-75 anaMta karUNAnidhi bhagavatee A jagatanA cha sAme karUNAbharI daSTi pheMkIne joyuM te saMsAramAM rahelA che sukha ane duHkhanA taDakA chAyAmAM ghUmI rahyA che. ne caturgatimAM cakkara lagAvI rahyA che, chatAM teno tene thAka nathI. jene thAka lAgyo hoya tevA javAne mATe vitarAga prabhu AgamavANuM mUkIne gayA che. AgamamAM jJAnIe kahe che ke mAnava! teM keTalA janma-maraNa karyA tene hisAba kara. are, teM eTalI mAtAe karI che ke jenA dUdha pIdhA te dUdhathI samudra bharAI jAya ane eTalA maraNa karyA che ke jenI pAchaLa mAtAoe rUdana karyA te AMsuthI samudra bharAI jAya. ATalA janma-maraNa karyA chatAM paNa haju te hatA tyAMnA tyAM che.

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zAradA sAgara 501 jJAnIo kahe che ke jIvana eka pudaraDI jevu che. cAre tarapha pharI pharIne aMte tyAMnuM tyAM ubhuM hAya che. vRtti ane pravRtti vacce jholA khAte mAnavI AgaLa vadhI zakatA nathI. Aje meATA bhAganA manuSyAnuM jIvana sukha ane samRddhinI kheAjamAM pUrNa thai jAya che. AtmAmAM rahelI mahAna sapatni tarapha tenI dRSTi paDatI nathI. jema ghAMcIneA aLada tenA mAlikanI AjJA mujaba gALa gALa kre che. tenI AMkhe pATA bAMdhyA hAya che tethI tene thAya ke huM hajArA gAu cA paNa jyAM pATA chAyA tyAM jANyuM ke jyAM chuM tyAM chuM. te rIte ApaNA AtmAe paNu AMkhe ajJAnanA pATA bAMdhI cAryAzI lAkha jIvAceAninA bhavacakramAM ghAMcInA baLadanI jema eTalA badhA cakkara lagAvyA che ke jenA TrAi hisAba nathI. have teA khUba thAka lAgyA haze! meAjazeAkhamAM paDIne maLelA manuSya bhavane hArI gayA paNa have jo jAgRta manyA hai| te jAgyA tyArathI savAra samajIne pramAdane cheDA. dharmamAM manane joDI de ane bhavacakranA pheza TALavA mATe purUSArthanA paMthe prayANa karo. je jIvanane sArthaka manAvavuM hoya, cAryAzInI daDImAMthI chUTakAro levA hAya tA sarvAM prathama tamArA jIvananI keDImAM kalyANanA kusume ApavA paDaze. ne je dharmanA ' marma samajaze te sa MsAra sAgarane pAra thaze, ne je sasAranA sukhamAM masta rahe che te catutinA cakkaramAM ghAMcInI ghANInA baLadanI jema phare che, mATe samajo. mAnava jIvananI ekeka kSaNu ki MmatI che, lAkheNI che. jIvanamAM badhu meLavI zakAya paNa gayelI kSaNu pAchI meLavI zakAMtI nathI. mATe samayanA sadupayoga karo. jene jIvananI kSaNa eLakhAI che tevA tapasvIe tapanI sAdhanAmAM joDAI gayA che. paryuSaNa pa gayA paNa vAlakezvara saMghane AMgaNethI haju tapanA tAraNa chUTayA nathI. bhAvanAkhAI mahAsatIjIne Aje 24 mA upavAsa che, varSAbahenane Aje 30 mane nirmaLA bahenane Aje 25 me upavAsa che. kenrI zAtApUrvaka ArAdhanA kare che! temanA jIvananI kSaNA saphaLa jAya che. A dehanuM pASaNa karavAne mATe ghaNu khAdhu chatAM haju A peTane khADA pUrAtA nathI. kavie paNa kahe che ke daLI daLIne kulaDImAM bharyuM teA paNa kulaDI khAlI ne khAlI, samajAyuM! savAra-apeAra- sAMja keTaluM nAMkhyu chatAM peTanA khADA khAlI che. jema peTanA khADo apUrNa che te kadI bharAtA nathI tema A tRSNAneA khADA paNa kadI bharAtA nathI. game teTaluM maLe teA paNa jIvanI tRSNA, zAMta thatI nathI. mahAMtmA AnaMdaghanajI paNa mAlyA che ke pRthvI jeTalI mATI khATalI khanAvuM ne AkAza jeTalI cAdara manAvu te paNa tRSNAvata manuSya DhaMkAvAnA nathI. samajavA jevI vAta che ke A jagatamAM rahelA paDhAthe parimita che ne jagatamAM jIvA anaMtA che. anaMtA chatrenI

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502 zAradA sAgara ekeka padArtha upara anatI tRSNA che. te tRSNA kayAMthI pUrI thAya? A azAzvata ane apUrNa padArtho upara jIva tRSNA rAkhaze ne tene mAha nahiM cheDe te jIve marIne tiryaMcagatimAM utpanna thaze ne tyAM duHkha bhAgavavAnA samaya Avaze tyAre e dhanavaibhava koi khacAvavA nahi Ave. are; ahIM paNa tamArI najara samakSa jue che ne koine kaMi rAga thAya che te khUba darda thAya che tyAre tenA putrA, ane kuTu MbIjanA DAkaTara lAve, tenI khaDe page sevA kare paNa kAi da lai zake che ? asahya darda sahana thatu nathI tyAre bUmAbUma thAya che, hAyaveAya thAya che ne kei bacAvA ......... bacAvA tevA zabdo paNa meDhAmAMthI nIkaLI jAya che. te samaye jene mArA mAnyA che, jenA mATe kAvAdAvA karIne karma mAMdhyA che tevA putra ane patnI zu tamane rAgamAMthI mukta karAvI zakaze? nA. tyAre karelA krame te jIvane ja bhAgavavA paDaze ne? mATe karmathI pAchA krUA. are, tame saMsAramAM che te paNa evA upayAga rAkhA ke huM kevI rIte jIvu ke mane ka echA khaMdhAya ? ziSya gurUne pUche che. kahaM care kahaM ciTThe, kahaM Ase kahaM sae / kahaM bhujanto bhAsanto, pAvakammaM na bandhai // utta. su. a. 4 gAthA cha he prabhu kevI rIte cAluM, UbheA rahuM, khesa, sUvuM, khAvuM, kheluM ke jenAthI mane pApa karma na baMdhAya, tyAre karUNAsAgara bhagavaMta kahe che. jayaM care jayaM ciTThe, jayaM Ase jayaM sae / jayaM bhujanto bhAsanto, pAvakammaM na bandhai // ya. sa. a. 4 gAthA 8 yatnApUrvaka cAle, bheA rahe, bese, sUve, khAya ne khele teA jIva pApakarma bAMdhe nahi. jyAM karmanuM aMdhana thatuM aTakaze tyAM AtmA vizuddha khanaze ne pachI ghAtI karmonA kSaya thatAM kevaLajJAnanI jyAta pragaTaze. jyAre AtmA pApathI pAche haThaze tyAre tenA jIvanamAM nyAya, nIti, satya, sadAcAra e tenu jIvana anI jaze. eka nAnakaDuM dRSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka saMskArI kuTuba pApa karmanA udmayathI garIba banI gayuM. dhana-mAla badhu cAlyuM gayu. je kAma kare te UMdhA paDe. kahevata che ne ke "akakarasIne paDIyeA kANA" te anusAra jyAM jAya tyAM tiraskArane pAtra bane. kadAca kAinI pAse "ma karagare ne 25-50 rU. udhAra maLI jAya ne dha MdhA karavA jAya teA nukasAna Ave ne devu khamaNu vadhI jatu. divase divase paristhiti ghasAi gai ne rATInA sAMsA paDyA. pati-patnI, e khALaka ane eka khALakI ema pAMca mANasanAM kuTukhane temanA jIvananirvAha mATe eka

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zAradA sAgara 503 vikaTa prazna ubhA thayeA. zuM karavuM ? kayAM javuM? kAMI sUjha paDatI nathI. zarama cheDIne phAi najIkanA sagA sabaMdhI pAse jAya te kai sAmuM paNa na jue, khelAve nahi paNa uparathI temanuM apamAna karIne kADhI mUke. A saMsAra kevA svArthamaya che! jo emanI pAse paisA hAta tA kei AvuM karata ? jyAM jue tyAM paisAnA mAna che ne! A kuTuMba kaDakaDatI garIbAIthI dhrUjI rahyuM che. dAMta ane dANA vacce vera thayuM che. chatAM temanA jIvanamAM sadguNa ne sadAcAranI keTalI sAra che DhivALInA divase najIka AvatA hatA. gharamAM khAvA mATe mIThAinI vAta te dUra rahI paNa eka yue-suke Tale khAvA mATe zera juvAra ke khAjarI paNa na hatI. divALInA divaseAmAM gAmaDAmAM khAMDa-tela-geALa-ghInA vahepAra sArA cAle paNa khAMDa kharIdavA paisA kayAMthI lAvavA? khUba kALI majUrI karIne ekeka paise bhegA karIne bacAvelA phakata doDha rUpiyA tenA gharamAM hatA. peAtAnA khAra varSanA putrane pitAe najIkanA zaheramAM dADha rUpiyA ApIne khAMDa levA meAkalye. zaheramAM eka dukAne jaine doDha rUpiyAnI khAMDa kharIdI. khAMDa lIdhA pachI paisA vahepArIne ApyA. vahepArIne te divaseAmAM vahepAra khUba dhamadhAkAra cAle. gharAkI khUba hatI eTale chekarAe keTalA paisA ApyA te najara karyA vinA gallAmAM mUkI dIdhA. mAra varSanA chokarA khAMDanI pATalI upADIne ravAnA thayA. rastAmAM khissAmAM hAtha nAMkhatA ATha AnA nIkaLyA. tyAre tene khabara paDI ke vahepArI pAsethI meM deDha rUpiyAnI khAMDa lIdhI ne eka rUpiyA ApyA che. ATha AnI te khissAmAM bhUlathI rahI gaI che. Aje tamane ATha AnAne hisAba nathI paNa garIbAimAM ATha AnA eTale ATha rUpiyA jevA. have ApavA kevI rIte javuM? chekarA khAMDa laIne ghera Avye ne tenA pitAne sarva vAta karI. tyAre khApa kahe che, beTA ! teM A bahu khATu karyuM che. ApaNe pApanA uddayathI garIba chIe paNa cAra nathI. khAvA na maLe te bhUkhe marI javu bahetara che paNa AvuM anItinu kAma ApaNAthI na thAya. AvuM karavAthI ApaNA kuLanI AbarUne khaTTo lAge. pitAjI! A te bhUlathI banyu che. me kai jANI joine AvuM karyuM nathI. ATha AnI khacI che te ApaNI divALI sArI jaze. tyAre bApa kahe che, beTA ! A tA divALInI hALI karavA jevu kahevAya. Aje ne Aje tuM jA ne zeThanI pAse kSamA mAMgI zeThane ATha AnA pAchA ApI Ava. anItinuM dhana ApaNA gharamAM rahe te ApaNA tana ane manane paNa magADe. khAra varSanA khALaka pAMca mAilanI majala kApIne AnyA hatA ne pitAjInI AjJA thatAM te tarata pAcho zahera tarapha javA ravAnA thayA. AvI bhISaNa garIbAImAM bhIsAyela khALake zeThanI pAse kSamA mAMgI. tyAre tyAM ubhelA

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504 zArA sAgara sarva mANasonA dilamAM Azcarya thayuM ke zuM A bALakanI nIti che ! garIbAImAM paNa keTalI amIrAI che! A rIte leke mukata kaMThe tenI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. pApane udaya hoya tyAre AvI daridratA prApta thAya. chatAM jenuM hRdaya daridra na hoya paNa nyAya saMpanna guNane varela hoya te kuLanI AbarUne sArI rIte sAcavI zake ne jIvanane pavitra banAvI zake. baMdhuo! tame te sukhI che. tamArA puNyanI rozanI jhaLahaLe che. tamane AvuM dukha nathI. chatAM tamArAmAM AvI nItisaMpannatA che? jyAM khAvAnA paNa sAMsA che chatAM AvuM jIvana jIve che to te che kevA mahAna haze! tame paNa tamArA puNyane dipaka jale che tyAM sudhImAM pavitra jIvana jIvI jAva. anyAya, anIti ane adharma karI nANAM kamAze. kadAca ahIM khabara nahi paDe paNa parabhavamAM karma udayamAM Avaze ne bhegavavA paDaze tyAre koI tamArA sAmuM nahi juve. ApaNe cAlu adhikAra anAthI muni zreNIka mahArAjAne kahe che ke he rAjana ! mArI AMkhamAM tathA zarIramAM dAhajavara hatuM tenAthI paNa adhika kevI vedanA hatI te sAMbhaLo. tiyaM me antaricchaM ca, uttamaMga ca piiddii| , indAsaNisamA ghorA, veyaNA parama dAruNA // utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA 21 mAruM hadaya, kammara, tathA mastakamAM eTalI badhI asahya temaja dArUNa vedanA thaI rahI hatI ke jevI IndranA vajaghAtathI ghera vedanA thAya che tevI vedanA mArA zarIramAM thatI hatI. | muni kahI rahyA che, ke mArI AMkhamAM jema zatru tIkSaNa zastra bheMkta hoya te rIte zarIramAM jema vALA lAgI hoya ane hRdaya, kammara tathA mastakamAM jANe Indra vaja mAte hoya tevI dArUNa pIDA thaI rahI hatI. devAnupriye ! manuSya ApaNuM upara ke pAyamAna thAya ne upadrava kare che te upadravane kaI paNa upAyathI zAMta karI zakAya che. paNa je deva kopAyamAna thAya te manuSyane upadrava kare te tene zAMta karavA ApaNe zakitamAna nathI. juo, pArasanAtha bhagavAna jyAre saMsAramAM hatA tyAranI vAta che. te haju bALaka hatA paNa avadhijJAna te mAtAnA garbhamAMthI sAthe laIne AvyA hatA. bIjI bAju kamaTha tApasa hatuM. te tenA hajAro bhaktanI vacamAM besIne dhUNI dhakhAvate hato. pArasanAtha bananAre bALaka tyAMthI pasAra thAya che ne tene kahe che ke he tApasa ! tuM meTA dhUNI dhakhAvIne beThA che te tAruM ajJAna che. A tAruM tapa nathI paNa tApa che. dharmanA nAme hiMsA thAya che. tyAre kamaTha kahe che, AmAM zuM hiMsA thAya che? tyAre kumAra kahe che, ke A dhUNImAM lAkaDA nAMkhyA che temAM nAga ne nAgaNI jIvatA baLI rahyA che.

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sArA sArA 505 tApasa nathI jANatuM ke A keNa che? tata saLagatuM lAkaDuM cIrIne nAga-nAgaNa batAve che ne kumAra temane navakAramaMtra saMbhaLAve che. tenA pratApe te nAga-nAgaNa marIne dharaNendra ane padamAvatI devI bane che. A tarapha lake kamaThane phaTakAra Ape che ke zuM A te kaMI dharma kahevAtuM haze? enI khUba nidA thAya che. ATalA badhA bhakatanI vacamAM tenuM apamAna thavAthI tenI sAthe manamAM duHkha rahI gayuM ne kamaTha marIne meghamalI nAmane deva bane che. mevamAlI devane jyAM varasAda varasAve hoya tyAM varasAvI zake. jayAre pArasanAtha bhagavAna dikSA laIne eka divasa ghera jaMgalamAM dhyAna dharIne ubhA hatA te samaye meghamAlI deva mRtyu lekamAM avadhijJAnane upaga mUkIne juve che ne pUrvanuM vaira jAgRta thAya che ke aho! A te mAruM apamAna karanAre pele chokare che basa, have tene batAvI dauM. meghamAlI deva tyAM dhodhamAra varasAda varasAve che. tyAM eTalA badhA pANI bharAI gayA ke bhagavAnanA gaLA sudhI pANI AvI gayA. chevaTe dADhI sudhI pANI AvyA paNa prabhu te temanA sthAnamAM masta ne aDaga rahyA. te samaye navakAra maMtranA prabhAve je nAga-nAgaNI dharaNendra ane paddamAvatI thayA hatA. teo upaga mUkIne juve che ke ApaNe tenA pratApe deva thayA? tyAM sUve che ke ApaNuM parama upakArIne Ave upadrava thayA che. baMne jaNa nIce utaryo. eka nAga banIne mAthe chatra dhare che. ane bIjA nIce AsananI jema besI jAya che. jethI prabhune keI jAtanI AMca Ave nahi. meghamAlI deva khUba jorazorathI varasAda varasAve che. sAta divasa ne sAta rAtrI satata varasAda varasya. nagaramAM cAre bAju pANI bharAI gayA paNa bhagavAna pArasanAthane koI jAtane vAMdho AvyuM nahi. eka deva upadrava kare che jyAre bIjA temanuM rakSaNa karavA AvyA hatA. paNa prabhune te bacAvanAra pratye rAga nathI ane upadrava ApanAra pratye dveSa nathI. dhanya che AvA mahAna bhagavaMtene! anAthI nigraMtha zreNIka rAjAne kahe che he rAjana! mArA zarIramAM jANe ke Indra tenuM vajanA seMkatA hoya, tevI bhayaMkara tIvra vedanA thavA lAgI. te samaye mAruM duHkha joyuM jatuM na hatuM. mArA mAtA-pitA, bhAIo, bhaginIo, patnI ane mitre badhA mane gherIne beThA hatA ne mAruM dukha joIne codhAra AMsue raDatA hatA. paNa kaI mane regathI mukata karavAne samartha na hatuM. he rAjana! tamane ema thatuM haze ke jene mATe ATalA sagAM sanehIo rUdana karatA hatA te zuM DokaTara nahi lAvyA hoya te mArA mATe kevA kevA DokaTare ne keNa koNa AvyA hatA tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritraH satI aMjanAnA jambara karmane udaya vate che. paNa eka brAhmaNane khUba dayA AvI ne gAma bahAra jaIne tene pANI pAyuM. tyAra pachI zuM banyuM?

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zarado sAgara pa06 satI aMjanA vananI vATe:AzA melI re pIyara taNI, siMhanI pere mana kIdhuM che dhIra te, zurA kSavI jema raNe cahe, zarIra saMbhALIne sAcavyA cIra te, ujajaDa vanamAMhe saMcaryA, parvata acala UgatuMga te che ke dhe caDhAvI re kAminI, laI caDhI teNe parvata zRMga te satI re , pIyaranI AzA cheDIne bhUkhI-tarasI aMjanA satIe mahendrapurInA rAjamArgo vaTAvI dIdhA. satI aMjanA karmone khapAvavA mATe zUravIra banI gayA che. mAtA-pitA, bhAI-bhAbhIe keIne doSa na detAM pitAnA karmane doSa detI jaMgalanI vATa pakaDI. khAdhA-pIdhA vagara bhUkhyA tarasyA paga upaDatA nathI. hRdaya bharAI AvyuM. AMkhamAM AMsunAM pUra vahevA lAgyA. te khUba karuNa svare rudana karavA lAgI. - "satI aMjanAnA vilApathI pazu paNa dhrujI uThayA vasaMtamAlA have pitAnI sakhInuM duHkha joI zakatI nathI. te paNa khUba raDI rahI hatI. aMjanAnA duHkhanI have hada AvI gaI che. aMjanAne AzvAsana ApavA mATe have tenI pAse koI zabda na hatAM. ane jaNA ghera jaMgalamAM jaI caDhayA. sUryAsta thavA AvyuM hatuM. aMjanA have cAlI zake tema na hatI. tyAre vasaMtamAlA kahe che bahena! A jaMgalamAM vAgha-varU ne siMha ghaNAM haze ne ApaNane phADI khAze te ApaNe A jhADanI majabUta DAbI jeIne tenA upara caDhI jaIe. paNa aMjanA kahe che, bahena ! huM jhADa upara nahi besI zakuM. tyAre vaMsaMtamAlA potAnI sakhIne khaMbhe besADIne uMcA parvata upara caDhe che. baMdhuo! jagatamAM sakhI che te AvI che ke je aMjanAnA kharA duHkhanA samaye keTaluM kAma kare che! chatAM duHkhathI saheja kaMTALatI nathI. . . . . . . * aMjanA te vanamAM cAlI gaI paNa pAchaLathI nagaramAM zuM banyuM nagaranA leke bolavA lAgyA ke aho! ApaNA rAjA sAheba keTalA krUra che, niya che ke eka TaLavaLatI nirAdhAra pitAnI putrInA sAmuM paNa nA joyuM.. jarA paNu yA na AvI. dhikkAra che mahArAjA tamane! tamArI putrInI tamane dayA na AvI te bIjAnI dayA kayAMthI karaze ? khera, rAjA te niya banyAM paNa mahArANIjI kevA? mAtAne te dIkarI pratye keTaluM vahAla hoya! are re... dIkarI AMgaNe jaIne ubhI rahI. mAtA senAnA hiMDaLe hIMcatI hatI paNa uThIne ema na kahyuM, ke beTA ! tane zuM du:kha che? tArI A dazA kema thaI? tAre zuM gunha che? kharI rIte te rAjAe aMjainAne rAkhavI joIe ane tene badhI vAta pUchIne tenA sAsariyAne kahevuM joIe. agara, pavanajIne maLyA pachI sA nirNaya karavo joIe. ke A bAbatamAM sAcI hakIkata zuM che? paNa aMjanAne Ama tarachoDI devI na joIe. mAtA paNa kevI krUra banI gaI ke pite te pANI na pIvaDAvyuM paNa AkhA nagaramAM paNa aMjanAne keIe Azraya nA Apo ke pANInuM

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zArA sAgara 500 TIpuM paNa nA pAvuM e DhaDhere. pITAvyo. rAjA-rANInA hadaya caMDALathI paNa bUrA banI gayA che. caMDALa dUra hoye che paNa kyAreka te caMDALanA hRdaya paNa pIgaLI jAya che. baMdhaka muninI cAmaDI utAravA mATe rAjAe caMDALane AjJA karI ane caMDALa muninI cAmaDI utAravA gayA-paNa kSamAnA sAgara evA muninuM mukha joIne temanuM hRdaya dravI uThayuM ke zuM ApaNe AvA pApa karavAnA? zuM AvA pavitra muninI. ApaNA hAthe ghAta karavAnI? A rIte caMDALanuM hadaya paNa pIgaLI gayuM. paNa ApaNe rAjA te pitAnI putrInuM duHkha joIne paNa pIgaLe nahi ne kevI nirAdhAra sthitimAM aMjanA vanavagaDe cAlI gaI. A rIte prajA rAjAne phITakAra de che, have zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na. 29 bhAdaravA vada 4 ne maMgaLavAra - tA. ra3-9-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! . A duniyAmAM bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI Adi je je mahAna puruSa thaI gayA che te badhAe eka mArga batAvyuM che ke satsaMga jevI keI suvarNasiddhi nathI. satsaMga zuM kAma nathI karato? tamane saMto ane prabhunuM zAsana maLyuM che te eka vakhata sAdhaka banIne evI sAdhanA karI le ke AtmAnI pichANu thaI jAya. je sAdhaka satsaMga kare che te anukrame siddhine prApta kare che. satsaMgamAM mahAna zakti rahelI che. saMtane batAvela mArga je hastagata thAya te bAhasthiti TaLI jAya che ne vitarAga prabhunI AjJAmAM arpita thAya tene sAdhaka dazAne sAkSAtkAra thAya che. je jIvane satsaMgane mahimA samajAya che tene thama bhAMgI jAya che ne te e te mahAna banI jAya che ke zazIne zaramAve ne ravine raDAve tevuM prApta kare che. lobhavRttinA leDhAne nAza kare che. lobhavRtti eTale ke jenI leDhA jevI prakRti che tene satsaMga rUpI siddhi vaDe gALI nAMkhe che. baMdhuo! jyAre tame rUpiyAnI noTa gaNatA ho tyAre tamane bhajana yAda Ave che kharuM? (tAmAMthI avAja:- nA.) paisAne sumeLa sAdhe che tyAre bhejana, putraparivAra kaMI yAda AvatuM nathI. kAraNa ke paisAne pyAsI mAnava che. tenA kAraNe saMsAranA raMgarAga ane hAvabhAvane bhUle che paNa je eka vakhata zivasaMgI -satsaMgI banI jAya te saMsArabhAva raheje chUTI jAya che. je satsaMgane anurAgI bane tene saMsAranI vAsanA cheDavAno prayatna kare paDatuM nathI. paNa satsaMganI zakti evI che ke game tevA viSayanI pracaMDa agni hoya te paNa tene zItaLa banAvI de che. 1 zreNIka rAjAne anAthI munine samAgama thayuM che. tene samAgama manuSyane

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508 zAradA sAgara adhamamAMthI uttama banAvI de che. rAjA zreNIka eka vakhata ke mithyAtvI hate? paNa saMta samAgama thatAM temanA jIvananuM keTaluM parivartana thaI gayuM! saMta samAgamanA prabhAvathI te samakita pAmyA ne zAsananI evI prabhAvanA karI ke jenA prabhAve tIrthakara nAmakarma upArjana karyuM ne AvatI covIsImAM paddamanAbha nAmanA methI prathama tIrthakara banaze. bhakatamAMthI bhagavAna banI jaze. paNa atyAre zreNIka rAjAne AtmA narakamAM che. A pavitra AtmA narakamAM kema gaye te tame jANo cho? - rAjA zreNIkane jyAre saMtono samAgama thayo na hatA tyAre tene zikArano khUba zekha hato. te roja jaMgalamAM zikAra karavA mATe jatA. eka divasa zikAra karavA gayA te samaye eka garbhavaMtI haraNIne vIMdhI nAMkhI. zikAranI pAse jaIne evA harakhAyA ke aho! mArA je zikAra karatAM kone AvaDe che. garbhavatI haraNIne vIMdhI nAMkhI ne pAcho temAM tIvra rasa Abe ne harakhAyA. temAM mahAna pApa bAMdhyuM. aha! mArA jevuM nizAna tAkatA keIne AvaDatuM nathI. ekI sAthe meM be jIne kevA vIMdhI nAMkhyA AmAM temane khUba AnaMda Avyo. haiyuM harakhAI gayuM tyAM temaNe narakanA AyuSyane baMdha pADI dIdhuM. tenA kAraNe zreNIkarAjAne narakamAM javuM paDyuM. baMdhuo! A rIte AtmA anaMtakALathI ajJAnane vaza thaIne ghaNI bhUlo karate Avyo che ne e bhUlanA kAraNe anaMta saMsAramAM bhame che. chatAM potAnI bhUlane bhUla tarIke svIkAratA nathI ane pitAnI bhUlanA kAraNe je dukha paDe che tene Apa bIjA upara kare che. A eka prakAranuM mithyAtva che ne? eka nAnakaDI bhUlanuM paNa kevuM viSama pariNAma Ave che, te eka daSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM. eka zeThane tyAM cha dIkarIo pachI eka dIkaro hate. te cheka khUba svarUpavAna hatuM tethI tenuM nAma zyAmasuMdara pADavAmAM AvyuM. paNa tene lADathI sau bAba kahIne belAvatA hatA. A bAbo daza mahinAne thatA eka divasa tenI AMkhe khUba AvI gaI. tene mATe tenI mAtAe ghaNuM upacAra karyA paNa kaI rIte AMkha maTI nahi tyAre DekaTara pAse laI jaIne davA lAvyA. davAnI bATalI tenI mAtAe bIjI zIzIo bhegI mUkI hatI. samaya thatAM mAtAe tenI moTI dIkarIne kahyuM. mInA! kabATa upara traNa zIzIo paDI che. temAM vacalI zIzImAM davA che te bAbAnI AMkhamAM babbe TIpA nAMkhI de. mane daza varSanI bALakI hatI. teNe mAtAnA kahevA mujaba bAbAne meLAmAM sUvAI eka AMkhamAM be TIpA davA nAMkhI tyAM te bAbAe kAramI cIsa pADI. paNa AMkha dukhatI hoya tyAre temAM davA nAMkhavAthI bALaka vadhu raDe tema mAnIne mInAe tenA bhAIne goThaNa nIce dabAvIne bIjI AMkhamAM paNa be TIpA davAnA pADI dIdhA. tyAM bAbo taraphaDI UTha. eTale davAnI zIzI te tyAM paDI rahI ne mInA bAbAne teDIne

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zAradA sAgara 509 chAne rAkhavA mATe prayAsa karavA lAgI. paNa kaI hisAbe bAbe chAne raheto nathI. tyAre mAtA mInA upara khuba gusse thaI ane rasoDAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLI bAbAne dUdhapAna karAvavA lAgI. paNa dUdha pIte nathI ne raDate baMdha paNa nathI thatuM. pAraNAmAM suvADIne mIThA hAlaraDA gAvA lAgI te paNa bAbe raDate baMdha na thaye te na tha. chevaTe bapora thatAM bAbAne pitA dukAnethI ghera Ave che ne pUche che ke bAba ATale badhe kema raDe che? tyAre tenI mAtA kahe che ke koNa jANe mInAe AMkhamAM davA nAMkhI tyArathI raDate baMdha thatuM nathI. tyAre pitA kahe che tenI AMkhamAM vadhu dukhAvo thato lAge che. ekavAra pharIne davA nAMkhI juo. kadAca dukhAve maTI jAya. mInAe zIzI lAvIne pitAjInA hAthamAM ApI. zIzI jotAM ja pitA kahe che ke are! bAbAnI AMkhamAM A davA nAMkhI hatI? tyAre mInAe kahyuM. hA. mArI bAe kahyuM hatuM ke kabATa upara traNa zIzIomAM vacalI zIzImAM davA che te bAbAnI AMkhamAM nAMkhI de. tethI meM babbe TIpA nAMkhyA che. A sAMbhaLatA bApa tammara khAIne dharatI upara DhaLI paDaye. thaDI vAre bhAnamAM Avyo tyAre raDate raDate kahe che mArA ekanA eka lADIlAnI jiMdagI paNa barabAda thaI gaI. A zIzImAM te dAgInA chevA mATe tejAba hate. A baMne jaNA jaladI bAbAne laIne davAkhAne gayA ne DokaTarane vAta karI. DokaTara kahe che have Ane mATe keI IlAja nathI. kAraNa ke AMkha aMdara sudhI banI gaI che. baMne mANasa khUba nirAza thaIne ghera AvyA. dha khUba bhayaMkara che. mAtAe ghera AvIne mInane khUba mAra mAryo ke teM A davA nAMkhI na hota te mArA lADakavAyAnI A dazA na thAta ne? paNa emAM mInAno zuM vAMka hato? ene te mAtAe jyAMthI kahyuM tyAMthI zIzI upADI hatI. paNa zIzImAM zuM haze tenI ene khabara na hatI. AmAM bhUla te mAtAnI hatI. chellI zIzIne badale vacalI zIzI kahI hatI. nAnakaDI bhUlanuM keTaluM bhayaMkara pariNAma Ave che? paNa mANasa potAnI bhUla na jotAM bIjAnI bhUla dekhe che. devAnupriye! nAnakaDI bhUlanuM kevuM bhayaMkara pariNAma AvyuM? bAbAnI jiMdagI rada thaI gaI. tema ApaNe paNa ApaNA jIvanamAM AvI bhUlo na thAya te mATe khUba sajAga rahevAnuM che. vaDanuM bIja nAnuM hoya che paNa bhaviSyamAM temAMthI vizALa vaDalo thAya che. temAM nAnakaDuM karma paNa bhAvimAM vizALa vaDalA jevuM banIne udayamAM Ave che ne karmo te koIne paNa cheDatA nathI. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI jevA kevaLajJAna pAmyA pachI paNa gozAlake temanA upara tejalezyA choDI. tejalezyA bhagavAnane kaMI karI zakI nahi paNa tenI garamIthI bhagavAnane cha mahinA sudhI lehInA jhADA thayA hatA. tIrthakara bhagavaMtane paNa karme cheDayA nathI to ApaNe zuM hisAbamAM? bhale hoya jJAnI ke ajJAnI jana, sukha-dukha rahita na keI, . . jJAnI vede dhairyathI, ajJAnI vede re. . . . . . .

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510 zAradA sAgara - kama te koIne choDatuM nathI. chatAM jJAnI ane ajJAnI baMnemAM phera eTale che ke jJAnI puruSa karmodaya samaye khUba samatAbhAva rAkhIne kamane khapAvI de che. ne ajJAnI Ata dhyAna karIne navA karmo bAMdhe che. jJAnIne karma udayamAM Ave tyAre zuM kahe ? hoya...hAya. meM karmo karyA che to te udayamAM AvyA che. emAM zuM navAi? ajJAnI jene azAtAne udaya thAya tyAre ema kahe ke eya....eya, A karma mane kyAMthI udayamAM AvyuM. have mArAthI sahana nathI thatuM. jaladI maTI jAya te sAruM? ema bele che. tyAre jJAnIo te ema ja kahe che ke - dukha Ave manavA jayAre tyAre revuM zA mATe? je vAvyuM te Uge che ene zeka zA mATe? je pUrve karyA karmo te A bhave udayamAM AvyA che (2) jayAM bAvaLIyA vAvyA tyAM ene kAMTA UgavA lAgyA che (2) aMge aMge bheMkAyA che, pitAnA Aja parAyA che, A badhI karamanI mAyA che. pApa karelA pragaTe jayAre tyAre revuM zA mATe? - je vAvyuM te Uge che ene zeka zA mATe? | he jIva! teM je pUrve vAvyuM che te A bhavamAM laNavAnuM che te have zeka zA mATe kare che? tuM karmanA deNanI patAvaTa karavA AvyA che te jyAM sudhI tArI zakita che tyAM sudhI karmanA deNAM bharapAI karI de. e bharapAI karavAmAM eka pAInI paNa galatI nahi cAle. tamArA copaDAmAM galatI thaze te vAMdho nahi paNa karmarAjAnA cepaDAmAM te pAI pAIne hisAba cUkate karI devuM paDaze. jyAM sudhI hisAba nahi pate tyAM sudhI chuTakAro thavAne nathI. ApaNe anAthI nigraMthanI vAta cAle che. anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne kahe che ke huM kevI rIte anAtha hato! mAre ghera dhanane tUTo na hato. chatAM jyAre roga utpanna thaye tyAre dhana, mikta, mAtA-pitA, bhAI, bhaginI ke patnI ke mane regathI mukata banAvavA samartha na banI zakyA uparanI traNa gAthAmAM anAthI muninI vedanAnuM varNana karavAmAM AvyuM che. AMkhamAM, peTamAM, vAMsAmAM, AkhA zarIramAM kAramI vedanA thavA lAgI chatAM kaI zAMti ApI zakavAmAM samartha na thayA. A vAta kahevAne munino hetu e che, ke rAjAne sAcI anAthatAnuM bhAna karAvavuM che. he rAjana! tuM bAhya zatruone jItavA mATe senya rAkhe che paNa je zatruo zarIramAM rahIne pIDA Ape che tene jItavA mATe tArI pAse kaMI upAya che? je zatruo carmacakSuthI dekhAya che tene te tuM nAza karI zakaze paNa je zatruo pitAnA zarIramAM rahevA chatAM dekhAtA nathI ene tuM kevI rIte nAza karI zake? A saMsAramAM AtmAne

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zAradA sAgara 511 nikaTamAM nikaTa saMbaMdhI zarIra che. chatAM A zarIra dvArA huM anAtha hate. jo huM zarIrano nAtha hota te zarIramAM vedanA zA mATe thavA deta? eTale he rAjana! huM zarIrathI paNa anAtha ha.. !' badhuo! A anAthI muninA adhikAramAMthI ApaNane ghaNuM jANavAnuM maLe che. jIva kevI rIte sanAtha bane che ne kevI rIte anAtha bane che. bIjI vAta dhana-saMpatti Adi jIvane karmathI mukta karAvI zakatA nathI. trIjI vAta e che, AvI ghora vedanA thAya tyAre deha ane dehInuM bheda jJAna thAya che. tyAre AtmA e vicAra kare ke je thAya che te jaDa dehane thAya che. emAM mAruM kaMI bagaDatuM nathI. huM to mAtra jJAtA ne daSTa chuM. . jaDa cetanane bhinna chuM, kevaLa pragaTa svabhAva, " ekapaNuM pAme nahi, traNe kALe draya bhAva. jaDa ane cetanane svabhAva bhinna che. jaDa ane cetana traNe kALe eka thavAnuM nathI te mAre jaDamAM zA mATe rAga kara joIe! bhayaMkara daI vakhate AvI sthiratA kevI rIte TakI zake? pUrve evI ArAdhanA karI hoya, samabhAvanI samajaNa prApta karI heya te vedanA vakhate te samajaNa ghaNuM kAma kare ne AtmAmAM samAdhibhAva TakI zake. paNa jeNe jiMdagIbhara jaDa evA zarIrane rAga rAkhyo hoya ne zarIra te huM chuM evo bhAva keLavyuM hoya tene A bhAva kayAMthI Ave? paNa, para te huM nahi ne huM te para nahi-paNa baMne ekabIjAthI alaga chIe evuM jJAna prApta karI lIdhuM hoya tene kadI asamAdhi thAya nahi. jIvane svabhAva vastune jANavAnuM che. baraphIne svAda jIbha vaDe lIdhe paNa lenAra AtmA judo che. jyAM sudhI zarIramAM cetanya che tyAM sudhI khabara paDe che ke baraphI mIThI che. jJAna karanAra AtmA pote che. baMdhuo! ApaNe AtmA-jJanasvarUpa, anaMta zaktine svAmI ane sattA e kevaLajJAna ane kevaLa-darzana pAmavAvALo che. paNa tenA upara jJAnAvaraNIya Adi ATha karmanA majabUta paDaLa jAmI gayA che tethI jJAnane prakAza bahAra AvatuM nathI. lAITanA leba upara koIe DhAMkaNuM DhAMkI dIdhuM hoya te aMdara prakAza hovA chatAM DhAMkaNa ADuM hovAthI te bahAra dekhAtuM nathI. AMkhe metiyo AvyuM hoya tyAre paNa AMkhanA teja hovA chatAM matiyAnA kAraNe levAmAM takalIpha paDe che. eTale tame DokaTara pAse jaIne meti pAke eTale tarata uttarAvI nAMkhe che. te rIte AtmA upara anAdikALathI mithyAtva ane ajJAnanA paDaLa jAmI gayAM che. mithyAtva metiyAnuM oparezana karavA mATe sadaguru rUpI vaide ane DekaTare paNa taiyAra che. tapa, saMyama, svAdhyAya, kSamA Adi oparezana karavAnA za paNa mejUda che. badhI sagavaDatAo tamArA mATe taiyAra che. have

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512 zAradA sAgara te jAgo. jyAM sudhI pramAdamAM paDayA raheze? jyAM sudhI denuM unmelana na thAya ane guNanuM pragaTIkaraNa na thAya tyAM sudhI jJAnI kahe che ke tuM pramAdamAM paDela che. jJAnI puruSe tamane bherI vagADIne jAgRta kare che ke A meMghe manuSyabhava zuM viSayanA raMgamAM raMgAvA mATe ke mAjazekha karavA mATe che? "nA"- te mohanidrAmAM sUtA ho te have beThA thaI jAva. beThelA ho to UbhA thaI jAva ne UbhA ho te cAlavA mAMDe. ke mAtAne dIkare savAra paDavA chatAM paNa je nirAMte soDa tANIne ghasaghasATa UMghate heya te tenI mAtA tene DhaDhebIne jagADe che ke beTA! A naLiyA senAnA thaI gayA. have te UTha, tyAre chokaro kahe ke bahu mIThI niMdara Ave che, thoDI vAra UMdhI levA de. tema sadguruo paNa meha nidrAmAM paDelA ne DhALIne jagADe che ke he bhavya che! have te jAge. dharmArAdhanA karavA tatpara bane. tyAre e kahe che, ke mahArAja! haju te amAre saMsAramAM ghaNAM kAma karavAnA bAkI che pachI nirAMte dharmArAdhanA karIzuM. devAnupriye! jarA vicAra kare. AyuSyane baMdha kayAre paDaze tenI zuM tamane khabara che? AyuSyane baMdha paDayA pachI badalAya tema nathI. hamaNAM ApaNe kahI gayA ne ke zreNIka rAjA samakita pAmyA te pahelA AyuSyane baMdha paDI gayuM hatuM. AyuSyanA trIjA bhAge, navame bhAge, sattAvIsamA bhAge, ekyAsIme bhAge, basa teMtAlIsame bhAge, ane eTalAmAM paNa je na paDe te chevaTe eka aMta muhUrta AyuSya bAkI rahe tyAre AyuSyane baMdha paDe che. nikAcIta AyuSyavALAne trIje bhAge ane nArakI tathA dene AyuSya ADA che mAsa bAkI rahe tyAre pUrvabhavanuM AyuSya baMdhAya che. ApaNe baMdha kayAre paDaze tenI khabara nathI. mATe jIvananI pratyeka paLe ApaNe sAvadhAnI rAkhavI joIe. anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne kahe che ke rAjana! tame ema mAnatA che ke davAthI daIne nAza karI zakAya che. te te vAta paNa barAbara nathI. mAre roga maTADavA mATe kaNa kaNa AvyA hatA, te sAMbhaLe. uvaTTiyA me AyAriyA, vijjAmanta tigicchgaa| avIyA satthakusalA, mantabhUla visAriyA // u. su. a. 20, gAthA 22 he rAjana! ati purANI evI kauzaMbI nagarImAM tenA paNa AcAryo vasatA hatA. te vaivAcArya maMtravidyAmAM paNa nipuNa hatA. ane jaDIbuTTI vaDe auSadha karavAmAM paNa kuzaLa hatA. emano anubhava eTalo badhe hatuM ke regInuM mukha joIne roganuM nidAna karI le. ane eka vAra maMtra bolavAthI ke davA ApavAthI roga maTADI de-evA niSNAta - vedanA AcAryo, hakImo ne DakaTara badhAne bhAremAM bhAre kI ApIne mArA pitAjIe

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zAradA sAgara 513 bolAvyA hatA. temaNe mArA roganI cikitsA kevI rIte karI te vAta pachI vicArazuM. - ApaNe tyAM tapa-mahatsava cAlI rahyo che. temAM Aje bhAvanAbAI mahAsatIjIne 25 mo upavAsa che. varSo bahenane 30 upavAsa pUrA thayA temaja kAMdAvADImAM bA. bra. pU. sUryamuni mahArAjane Aje 40 me upavAsa che. 41 karavAnA bhAva che. dhanya che A badhA tapasvIone! tamane mana thAya che? tame badhe harIphAI kare che paNa AmAM karavAnI zakti che? eka rAmacaMdra zeTha khUba dilAvara dilanA hatA ne eka motIlAla zeTha te khUba kaMjusa. camaDI tUTe paNa damaDI na chUTe, eka vakhata baMne zeThanA nekare zAkamArkeTamAM bhegA thaI gayA. kerInI sIjhana che. kArelAne Tepale haju pahelavahele AvyuM che. kaMjUsa zeThano nekara kArelAnA TopalA pAse Ubho che. ne kArelAnA bhAva pUche che. te samaye udAra zeThane nokara tyAM AvIne kahe che ane tAre zeTha kaMjUsiye kAke che. e zuM kArelAnuM zAka khAze? tyAre pele nekara kahe che are, tAre zeTha zuM khAya! mAre zeTha khAze. baMne vacce khUba harIphAI cAlI. tyAre udAra zeThane nokara kahe che bhAI! huM kArelAnA TepalAnA pAMca rUpiyA ApIza mane ApI de. tyAre kaMjusa zeThane nekara kahe che, huM daza rUpiyA ApIza. tyAre pele kahe huM vIsa. bIje kahe cAlIsa. ema karatAM sAmAsAmI harIphAI karatAM pAMca hajAra sudhI pahoMcyA. tyAre udAra zeThano nekara kahe che bhale, have tAre zeTha kArelA khAya. mAre nathI joItA. kArelAnA TepalAvALe vicAra kare che ke A leke ATalI vAdAvAdI kare che paNa aMte maphatamAM te nahi laI jAyane? TepalAnI kiMmata pAMca hajAra sudhI pahoMcI gaI paNa aMdara te phakta paccIsa kArelA hatA. kaMjUsa zeThane nekara zAkavALAne mAthe kArelAnI TapalI upaDAvIne zeThane ghera AvyA. zeThane kahe che zeTha sAheba ! Aje te huM bahu moTe sade karIne Avyo chuM. zeTha kahe zene sade karI Ave? te kahe che ke senAnA kArelA kharIdI lAvyA. tyAre zeTha kahe che ATalI mArI jiMdagI gaI. paNa kadI meM senAnA kArelA joyA nathI. tyAre nekara kArelAnI TepalI batAvIne kahe che ke juo, A senAnA kArelA che, enA pAMca hajAra rUpiyA rokaDA gaNI Ape. zeTha kahe che A tuM zuM kahe che? nokara kahe che zeThajI! AnAthI tamAruM nAma rAkhyuM che. TUMkamAM eka pese nahi kharcanAra nAka mATe pAMca hajAra rUpiyA ApI de che. jIve AvI harIphAI ghaNI karI che ne chevaTamAM karma bAMdhyA che. paNa AtmAne uddhAra thAya tevI karaNa karaze te bhava sArthaka thaze. vadhu bhAva avasare.

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514 zAradA sAgara vyAkhyAna naM.-60 bhAdaravA vada 5 ne budhavAra tA. 24-9-75 anaMta upakArI zAstrakAra bhagavaMtanI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. siddhAMta e prabhunA mukhamAMthI jharelI vANuM che. vItarAga prabhunuM prasAdIrUpa adhyAtmajJAna e te sAgaranA nIra jeTaluM UMDu ne agAdha che. temAMthI mahAna puruSe bhagIratha puruSArtha karI aNamola ratna prApta karI potAnuM kalyANa sAdhI ApaNu jevA pAmara jInA uddhArane mATe e ratnanI bheTa vArasAmAM ApatA gayA che. jJAnanI mahattA samajAvatAM jJAnI : mahApuruSoe kahyuM che ke - bahuM kaho varase khape, karma ajJAna jeha, jJAnI zvAsozvAsameM, karma apAve teha" karmanA piMjarAmAM sapaDAyelA ApaNA AtmAne A saMsAranI cAreya gatiomAM rakhaDapaTTI karatA keTalA duo bhegavavA paDyA che tene je hisAba karavA jaIe te parase chuTI jAya. mATe divya prakAzanI jarUra che. jema AdhyAtma jJAnano prakAza maLatuM jAya tema ApaNA karmono vinAza thato jAya. e prakAzanA AdhAre caturgatirUpa vizALa aTavIne pAra karIne akSaya sukhanA dhAmarUpa mukitanagarImAM pahoMcI jaIe te anaMta siddha bhagavaMtenuM milana thaI jAya. jenA jIvanamAM AdhyAtmika jJAnanA teja jhaLake che tevA anAthI nigraMtha zreNaka rAjAne kahe che, ke he rAjana ! mArA zarIramAM atyaMta vedanA thavA lAgI. mArA gADha karmano udaya thayo hato. mArI vedanAne kAraNe badhAnA dilamAM paNa atyaMta duHkha thatuM hatuM. chatAM paNa teo mAruM duHkha jarA paNa laI zaktA na hatA paNa temaNe mane regathI mukta karavA mATe ghaNAM prayatna karyA hatA. bahu meM rAjegha bolAvyA, kIdhA te kroDa upAya, bAvanA caMdana carcAvIyA, paNa tene re samAdhi na thAya... zreNIkarAya, huM re anAthI nigraMtha. mArA pitA mArA mATe pANInI jema paisA vAparatA hatA. ATalI sagavaDatA ane sukha hovA chatAM mane koI duHkhathI mukta karAvI zakayuM nahi. bAvana maNa telanI ukaLatI kaDAImAM bAvanA caMdananuM eka TIpuM nAMkhavAmAM Ave to te ukaLatuM tela zItaLa thaI jAya. evA kiMmatI ane zItaLa caMdananuM mArA AkhA zarIre vilepana karavAmAM AvyuM te paNa tala jeTalI mArI vedanA ochI thaI nahi. je huM mArA zarIrane nAtha heta te AvI bhayaMkara vedanA thavA detA nahi. A rIte mArA zarIrathI paNa huM anAtha hato.

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515 madhue ! A sAju ne sazakata zarIra jyAre rAgeAthI gherAi jaze tenI khakhara nathI. vaLI tame je sagA sabaMdhIne mArA mAne che te adhA paNa tamArA nathI. duniyAmAM jyAM sudhI svA che tyAM sudhI sagAi che. mATe mArApaNAne mAha cheDIne A seAnA jevA samayanA sadupayeAga karI leA. tamArA gharamAM khITIe TAMgelu kelenDara paNa tamane medha Ape che ke jema mAruM pAnuM dararAja ekeka kharI jAya che tema he mAnava ! tArI amUlya jiMdagI rUpa kelenDaramAMthI eka eka divasa rUpI eka eka pAnuM khare che. e samaya pAchA pharIne maLatA nathI. zAradA sAgara khIjI rIte paNa kelenDaranu eka kavie rUpaka banAvyuM che. kavi kahe che ke eka vakhata huM bhIte TAMgelA kelenDara pAse gayA tyAre te raDavA lAgyu, meM pUchyuM, ke tu zA mATe raDe che? tyAre kelenDare kahyuM ke mane tArI dayA Ave che. tyAre kavi kahe che, ke bhAI! tu te jaDa che. ne huM cetana chuM. tuM mArI ciMtA zA mATe kare che? tyAre kelenDara kahe che, tame zAMta citte mArI kahAnI sAMbhaLaze teA khyAla Avaze ke mArA jevI tamArI dazA teA nahi thAya ne? jue, divALI AvatA pahelA khajAramAMthI kharIdI lAvyA ne besatA varSanA divase mane bhAte TIMgADayuM ne dararoja gharanA mAlIka enA sAta kheATanA vahAlaseAyA dIkarAnA mAthe hAtha nahi pheravatA hAya paNa darAja, mArA mAthe hAtha pherave che. mArA keTalA mAna che? tame dararoja kelenDaranuM ekeka pAnuM phADA che ne ? eTale enA mAthe hAtha mUkacA kahevAya ne ? kelenDara kahe che, huM teA temanI pAchaLa gAMDA thayA paNa mAruM ekeka pAnuM phADatAM phADatAM divALInA divase mArA badhA pAnAM phrATI gayA ke mAruM sthAna khadalAi gayuM. mane bhAtethI nIce utArI nAMkhyuM. jayAM sudhI mAruM eka paNa pAnu hatu tyAM sudhI mane saiA kelenDara kahetA paNa pAnAM kharI gayA ne bhAtethI nIce UtaryuM. eTale tame tene zuM kahe ? pUMThuM, kelenDara kahe che, huM kelenDaramAMthI pUMThuM' anya eTale mArA upara gharamAMthI jhADu vALIne tenA upara kacarA bharavA lAgyA. kAI bhInA kacarA bhare ne kAi sUkA kacarA bhare eTale huM teA lUlu thaI gayuM. eTale gharanA mANasAe mane kacarA peTImAM phUgAvI dIdhuM. have kavi A rUpakane manuSya sAthe ghaTAve che, ke he mAnava! jyAM sudhI kelenDaramAM pAnAM hatAM tyAM sudhI tene bhIMta upara rahevAnuM UMcuM sthAna maLyuM hatu. tema tane paNa tArA mahAna puNyanA udayathI mAnavabhavanu sarvocca zreSTha sthAna prApta thayu che. temAM tArI jiMdagInA pAnAM rUpI ekeka visa uge che ne asta thAya che. jema seAnAnI lagaDI khAvAI jAya athavA kAi cArI jAya te tamane keTalA kheDha thAya che! tema jJAnI kahe che, ke tArI amUlya jiMdagInA ekeka divasa seAnAnI lagaDI jevA kiMmatI che. temAM savArathI UThIne sAMja sudhI kaMI paNa dharmArAdhanA na thAya te tene tamane seAnAnI lagaDI khAvAya ne kheda thAya tenAthI paNa vizeSa kheDha thavA joie. kelenDara' ekeka pAnu. kharatAM divALInA divase pAnAM khalAsa thatAM tene

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516 zAradA sAgara bhIMtethI nIce utArI nAMkhavAmAM Ave che. tema mAnavadeha rUpI devaLamAM birAjelA caitanyadeva AyuSya pUrNa thatAM cAlyA jAya che tyAre sarva prathama tenuM nAma badalAI jAya che. kelenDaramAMthI pUThuM banI gayuM tema jIva cAlyA jAya pachI tene tame zuM kahe che? "zaba." e zaba banI gayA pachI ene palaMgamAMthI nIce utArI nAMkhavAmAM Ave che. kema barAbara che ne? pachI tenI nanAmI bAMdhIne smazAne laI jaI jalAvI devAmAM Ave che. have samajAya che ke manuSyabhavamAM jeTalI bane teTalI AtmasAdhana sAdhI levAnI jarUra che. ahIM to svArthanI sagAI che. jIva cAlyA gayA pachI kaI rAkhaze nahi. je putra-parivAranuM tame khUba premathI pAlana karyuM hatuM te putra jIva gayA pachI tenA hAthe jalAvI deze. tame dukAnethI ghera Ave tyAre tamArA zrImatIjI tamane khammA mArA svAmInAtha ! kahIne satkAratA hoya. A badhA zenA mAna che? je joIe te lAvI Apo che, badhI IcchAo pUrI kare che, tenA mAna che. je temanI IcchA na pUrI karI zake to pachI joI lejo ke konA mAna che? tamArA ke tamArA paisAnA? hasAhasa). mATe samajI leje ke saMsAra svArthamaya che. svArthanI sAMkaLa teDIne mAyAmAMthI manane bahAra kADhI dharma ArAdhanAmAM joDAI jAva. Atma sAdhanA karavAne mATe jJAnI kahe che ke sarva prathama tame tamArA manane majabUta banAve. eka ziSyane jJAna prApta karavAnI khUba jijJAsA thaI eTale te cAra praznonuM samAdhAna karavA mATe potAnA guru pAse gayA. tyAre mananuM auSadha ApanAra niSNAta DokaTara jevA saddaguru enA praznano javAba Ape che. jJAnI kahe che ke mananI svasthatA keLavavI te bahu moTI vAta che. AkhI gADIne kheMcanAra eMjina che paNa e eMjinamAM mukhya baLa hoya te te varALanuM che. te varALa evI to pAtaLI hoya che ke te havAmAM UDI jAya che paNa je te varALane ekaThI karavAmAM Ave te tenAmAM eTalI badhI zakti hoya che ke te hajAra Tana vajanane sahelAIthI kheMcI jAya che. TrenamAM je sthAna varALanuM che te sthAna mAnava jIvanamAM mananuM che. jema varALane jema tema veDaphI naMkhAya nahi. tema manane paNa jyAM tyAM bhaTakavA na devAya. mana jayAre bahAra bhaTakavA jAya tyAre tame tene kaheje ke tuM bahAra zA mATe jAya che? tuM tArAmAM rahIne saddavicAra kara. AtmAnuM ciMtana kara. tuM koNa che ? kayAMthI AvyA ne kayAM javAne ? evA prazno kara. tema chatAM mana navaruM paDe ne kaMI na game te navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa kara. tame AvI rIte mananI sAthe vAta karaje. tame kadI tamArA mana sAthe AvI vAta karI che? pelA ziSya enA mananI sAthe evI vAta karI hatI ne tenA manamAM uThelAM ne mUMjhavatA prazno laine e guru pAse AvyuM.

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zAradA sAgara 517 ziSya pUche che ke gurUdeva ! vaSyohi ? duniyAmAM baMdhAyela ke? tyAre gurudeve uttara Ape ke je viSayAnurAga je viSayane anurAgI che te. baMdhuo! tamane koNe bAMdhI rAkhyA che ? pAMca IndriyanA viSaye e viSanI vAsanA je choDI de te tame mukta che. tame mAne che ke mArI pAse sattA che, saMpatti che. badhI jAtanI sAdhana sAmagrI che tethI badhA pitAne tAbe che. paNa kharuM pUcho te tame pote tene AdhIna banelA che duniyAmAM je je padArtho mATe tamane ema thAya ke mAre enA vinA cAle nahi. amuka vastu te mAre joIze ja. te e parAdhInatA che. ne te viSayanuM kAraNa che. viSayenA baMdhana bhale pAtaLA ne sahAmaNA dekhAya paNa je AtmA, viSayane Adhina banyuM che te leDhAnI majabUta sAMkaLanA baMdhanane teDI zake che paNa kAcA sutara rUpa viSayenA baMdhanene teDI zakatA nathI ke cheDI zakatA nathI. eka nAnakaDA nAjuka pagavALe bhamara kaThaNa lAkaDAmAM chidra pADI ArapAra nIkaLI jAya che paNa kamaLanI kemaLa pAMdaDIone chedI zako nathI. tenuM kAraNa zuM? bhamarane kamaLanA puSpa sAthe gADha snehanuM baMdhana che ne lAkaDA pratye te nirmama che. sneha kyAreka baMdhananI beDI je banI jAya che. tamane tenI vANI sAMbhaLIne kayAreya ema thAya che ke viSayanA baMdhana toDavA jevA che paNa tenA pratyenA atirAgane kAraNe tame tene teDI zakatA nathI. paNa A viSayenA baMdhanamAMthI mukata thavuM te mAnavajIvanane parama hetu che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe paNa kahyuM che, ke tamane je je sAdhana sAmagrI maLe tene svecchApUrvaka tyAga karaje. svecchApUrvaka svIkArelA niyamonA pAlanamAM AnaMda Ave che. je maLyuM che tene tyAga karavAmAM mAnavajIvananI mahattA che. maLelAne tame svecchApUrvaka cheDaze te tame pote mukAyelA che. nahitara badhAyelA che. have ziSya bIjo prazna karyo ke gurudeva! je vA vimuvata? mukta koNa? tyAre gurUe kahyuM ke vija vitA je viSayathI virakata hoya te. tamane je vastuo puNyanA udayathI prApta thaI che temAM Asakata na bane paNa tenAthI vizkata bane. jeTalI paudagalika padArtho pratyenI Asakti che teTalI AtmAnI azakita che ne jeTalI virakita che teTalI zakita che. eTale viraktimAM AnaMda che teTaluM AsakitamAM nathI. tamane koI vastu khUba gamatI hoya, tenA pratye khUba Asakita hoya paNa je te tamane mAge tyAre na maLe te keTaluM duHkha thAya che. AsakitanuM baMdhana che te duHkha che. paNa je tenA pratye virakti bhAva heya te kaI jAtanuM duHkha thAya? eTalA mATe jJAnI kahe che ke pratyeka padArtho pratyenI AsakitathI mukata bane te tamane ane AnaMda Avaze. ziSya trIje prazna pUche, "ke jovAsti ghoro naraH?" gurUe kahyuM ke "svadeha"

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518 zAradA sAgara eTale pitAno deha. eka naraka te alakamAM che ne bIjuM naraka te ApaNuM zarIra che. tamane ema thaze ke ApaNuM zarIra te naraka kevI rIte? te enA javAbamAM mahAna puruSo kahe che ke je samaye ApaNuM cittamAM rAga-dveSanI bhayAnaka bhaThThI bhaDabhaDa saLagatI hoya, dhanA aMgArA dhagadhagatA hoya, mAnanA moTA parvate UbhA thayA hoya, mAyAnI jhADIne lIdhe aMdhakAranI aTavAmaNa ubhI thaI hoya ane lebhanI khADImAM jeTaluM Ape teTaluM badhuM samAI jatuM hoya tyAre deha naraka samAna banI jAya che. manamAM jyAre keInuM ahita karavAnI bhAvanA jAge, tRSNa jAge tyAre mekSamAM laI janArA vimAna samAna zarIra narakamAM laI janAra bane che. - have ziSya e prazna pUche, "a vma vim ti?" tyAre gurUe kahyuM "gsUIT Hthe " tRSNane kSaya thaI jAya eTale svarga dUra nathI. tRSNane kSaya e svarga che. pachI bhaya nathI. keI cIja maLe ke nA maLe to aphasosa na thAya. basa, ATaluM kare te tamane ahIM beThA svarganA sukhe maLaze. paNa je lakSamInI mamatA ane tRSNa nahi chUTe te sAcI zakti ane prasannatAne anubhava nahi thAya. chatAM tRSNAvaMta mAnavI dhana-delata mATe rAta-divasa satata parizrama kare che. tene lAge che ke AnA vagara sukha nathI. sIdhe sAde insAne kA, isa duniyA meM kAma nahi, keI na puche unake bhaiyA, jisake palle dAma nahIM. A ukita anusAra anyAya, anIti ke bIjA keI paNa saTTo, leTarI ke ghaDAnI resa dvArA keIpaNa prakAre je parase maLato hoya te te pese meLavI mANaso lAkhopati ke keDapati banI javA mATe prayatna kare che. paNa A rIte meLaveluM dhana kevI rIte naSTa thaI jAya che ane tevI rIte meLavelI AsurI lakSamI zuM kare che ane nyAyathI meLavelI surI (devI) lakSmIne prabhAva ke che, te huM Apane eka daSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM. eka rAjA dararoja savAranA praharamAM senA maherenuM dAna karate hato. eka vakhata eka garIba brAhmaNa rAjA pAse nAma levA gayo ne badhA yAcakenI sAthe lAInamAM besI gayo. rAjAe senAmahere ApavA mAMDI paNa ApatA ApatA jyAM ene naMbara Ave tyAM senAmahoro khalAsa thaI gaI. have rAjAne e niyama hatuM ke dararoja amuka sonAmahorothI vadhu dAna nA karavuM. e garIba brAhmaNane dAna nA ApI zake tenuM rAjAnA dilamAM duHkha thayuM eTale brAhmaNane kahyuM. huM nirAza nA thaIza. AvatI kAle vahele AvI jaje. bIje divase brAhANa bicAre vahele AvIne pahelo besI gaye. bIje divase rAjAne vicAra AvyuM ke kAle chelle besanAra brAhmaNa rahI gayuM hatuM eTale Aje chellethI dAna ApavAnI zarUAta karuM. ema vicArI chellethI zarUAta karI. ApatAM ApatAM jyAM brAhmaNane vAro Avyo tyAM sonA mahore khalAsa thaI gaI.

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zAradA sAgara 519 eTale brAhmaNa bIcAro nirAza thaI gaye. tyAre rAjAe kahyuM. bhAI tuM kAle rahI gayo hato eTale Aje chelethI devAnI zarUAta karI. te paNa Ama banyuM mATe mArI sonA mahere levAnuM tArA bhAgyamAM nathI. mATe aphasosa cheDI de. pele brAhmaNa potAnA bhAgyane deza dete dhana meLavavA mATe bIje gAma javA ravAnA thayo. rastAmAM eka jaMgala AvyuM. e jaMgalamAM eka TekarI para eka svarUpavAna suMdarIne beThelI joI. te suMdarInI daSTi brAhmaNa upara paDI ne brAhANanI daSTi tenA upara paDI. brAhmaNe te strI pAse AvIne pUchayuM ke bahena ! tame keNa che? tyAre te strIe kahyuM ke huM lakSamIdevI chuM. A TekarI nIce ghaNuM dhana dATeluM che. paNa huM khUba akaLAI gaI chuM tethI ahIM AvIne beThI chuM. tyAre brAhmaNe kahyuM ke lakSamIjI! huM khUba garIba chuM. te tame mArA ghera padhArone? tyAre lakSamIdevIe kahyuM ke haju tArA bhAgyanA daravAjA baMdha che. mATe mArI AzA na rAkhIza. paNa tuM mAruM eka kAma kara. A najIkanA nagaramAM rAjAne tyAM jaIne eTaluM kahI Ava ke lakSamIdevIne tamArA rAjadarabAranA dhanabhaMDAramAM AvavuM che. - tyAre brAhmaNe lakSamIjIne kahyuM ke huM rAjA pAse jaIne tamAre saMdeza daI AvuM paNa enA badalAmAM mane mahenatANuM zuM Apazo? tyAre lakSamIjIe tene pAMca sonAmahoro ApI. brAhmaNa lakSamIdevI pAsethI nIkaLIne rAjA pAse AvyA ne lakSamIjIno saMdeza Ape. rAjAe brAhaNane kahyuM ke tuM lakSamIjIne pUchI je ke te lakSamI surI che ke Asuro ? je AsurI saMpatti hoya te mAre tenI jarUra nathI. kAraNa ke AsurI saMpatti te tijorImAM bhegI thayA kare che. e kadI dAnamAM ke pare pakAranA kAryamAM upayogI thatI nathI. AsurI lakSamI mArA bhaMDAramAM Ave to mArA jIvanamAM vahetI dAnanI pavitra bhAvanA ane paropakAranA kAryamAM vAparavAnuM mana thAya che te baMdha thaI jAya. tyAre brAhmaNe rAjAne kahyuM ke huM tyAM jaIne devIne pUchI AvuM chuM paNa pahelAM e kaho ke mane mahenatANuM zuM Apaze ? eTale rAjAe tarata pAMca sonA mahoro brAhmaNane ApI. brAhmaNa tyAMthI pAcho lakSmIdevI pAse Avyo ne rAjAe kahelI badhI vAta kahI saMbhaLAvI. lakSamIjIe kahyuM ke tuM rAjAne jaIne kahe ke lakSmIdevI te AsurI che. tyAre brAhmaNe kahyuM ke mArI mahenatanI mane bIjI pAMca sonA mahore Ape. eTale lakSmIjIe tene bIjI pAMca senA mahoro ApI. brAhmaNa rAjA pAse Avyo ne kahyuM ke lakSamI te AsurI che. tyAre rAjAe kahyuM ke AsurI lakSmInI sAthe surI lakSamI paNa AsurI banI jAya. ane dIna-duHkhI, garIba ke paramArthanA kAmamAM mArI lakSmIne je sadupayoga thaI rahe che te baMdha thaI jAya ne mAruM jIvana dharma ane saMskAraviheNuM banI jAya. mATe

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520 zAradA sAgara mAre nathI joItI. tyAre brAhmaNe kahyuM ke mane mahenatANuM Ape. eTale rAjAe bIjI pAMca sonA mahore ApI. te laIne brAhmaNe lakSamIjI pAse jaIne rAjAe kahelI badhI vAta kahI saMbhaLAvI. lakSmIdevI paNa samajI gayA ke rAjA khUba dhamI ne nyAyI che. te mArAmAM phasAya tema nathI. brAhmaNa kahe che devI! tamane rAjA te IcchatA nathI ne huM premathI mAre ghera laI javA IcchuM chuM. te tame mAre ghera padhArIne mAruM AMgaNuM pAvana kare ne! tyAre lakSmIjIe kahyuM ke he brAhmaNa! huM tAre ghera AvuM tevuM tAruM bhAgya nathI. tyAre brAhaNe khUba AjIjI karIne kahyuM ke te tame mAruM duHkha dUra thAya teTaluM dhana Apo. Apane khajAne te akhUTa che. mArA upara ApanI dayA thaze te mArI jiMdagInuM daridra TaLI jaze. tyAre lakSmIdevIe kahyuM ke A jamInamAM sonAmaherethI bharele carU che. temAMthI muThThI bharIne tArAthI jeTalI levAya teTalI senA mahero laI le. eTale brAhmaNe tarata carUmAM hAtha nAMkhe ane muThThI bharI. paNa hAtha bahAra nIkaLI zakyo nahi. hAtha bahAra kADhavA mATe teNe khUba mahenata karI mukI cheDI dIdhI te paNa hAtha bahAra nIkaLI zake nahi. chevaTe kaMTALIne brAhaNe kahyuM devI! mAre hAtha bahAra nIkaLatA nathI. tyAre devIe kahyuM ke tAro hAtha ema bahAra nahi nIkaLe. paNa tArI pAse je vIsa sonA mahero che te A carUmAM mUkI de. pachI tAre hAtha bahAra nIkaLaze. kAraNa ke huM te AsurI saMpatti chuM tethI levAmAM samaju chuM. devAmAM nahi eTale te rAjAe mAro svIkAra karyo nahi paNa teM lebhane vaza thaIne A karyuM. tyAre brAhaNe devIne kahyuM - tame ApelI je daza sonA mahore che te bhale tame laI le. paNa rAjAe ApelI daza senA mahAra surI saMpattinI che te te mArI pAse rahevA de. tyAre devIe kahyuM ke rAjAnI surI saMpatti ne mArI AsurI saMpatti sAthe rAkhavAthI e paNa AsurI banI gaI. mATe jyAM sudhI e vize vIza senAmahore carUnI aMdara nAMkhavAmAM nahi. Ave tyAM sudhI tAre hAtha bahAra nIkaLaze nahi. brAhmaNa manamAM khUba mUMjhA. chevaTe na chUTake bIjA hAthe vasevIsa sonAmahore carUmAM nAMkhI ke tarata hAthe bahAra nIkaLe. baMdhuo ! A daSTAMtane sAra e che ke jemAM brAhmaNanI badhI sonAmahore cAlI gaI. tema jIvanamAM anyAya, anItithI AsurI dhananI prApti karI haze te badhuM laI jaze. kahyuM che ke - ___ anyAyopArjitaM vittaM, daza varSANi tiSThati / prAptatvekAdaze varSe, samUlaM tad vinazyati // saMpatti meLave te surI meLave ke je saMpatti jIvananA upayogamAM Ave ne sAthe sAthe paramArthanA kAryamAM paNa tene sArI rIte sadupayoga thaI zake. anAthI nigraMthane ghera paNa saMpatti ghaNI hatI ne temanA mAtA-pitA tene

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zAradA sAgara 521 sadavyaya karatA hatA. ne pitAnA putranuM darda maTADavA mATe paNa tene khUba vyaya karyo. moTA moTA de, hakIe, ane DAkaTarane temaNe belAvyA. kadAca bahAranuM keI kAraNa hoya, bAdhA upadrava te nahi hoya ne! tema mAnIne tene nAbUda karanArA maMtravAdIone paNa bolAvyA. have te vaide ne DokaTare badhAe kevI rIte cikitsA karI tenA bhAva avasare. caritra -aMjanA satI mATe mAta pitAne pazcAtApa - satI aMjanAnA ghAra karmone udaya thayo che. e te jaMgalamAM cAlI gaI. leke rAjA-rANIne khUba phITakAra ApavA lAgyA. dhikakAra che rAjA-rANIne! kasAI karatAM paNa temanuM haiyuM kaThera che. jyAre prajAjane mana phAve tema chelavA lAgyA tyAre rANInA manamAM thayuM ke vAta te sAcI che. arere! meM A bahu moTI bhUla karI. meM tene eTaluM paNa na pUchayuM ke beTA ! tArI A dazA zA mATe thaI? tarata rAhue tapAsa karavA mATe eka dAsIne mokalI. mAtAe sAhelI mokalI jaI juo aMjanA rahI keNu ThAma te, sAhelI kahe che to vana gaI, hAhA deva zuM kIdhuM e kAma te. mahArI re kukhe e upanI bAlapaNe enI upara ati ghaNe rAga, vanamAMhI vAgha vidAraze rAta-divasa baLe peTamAM Aga te-satI re ziromaNI aMjanA rANIe potAnI vahAlI sakhI jevI dAsIne kahyuM ke tuM jaldI jaIne tapAsa karI ke e mArI vahAlI putrI aMjanA kayAM che? tyAre dAsIe kahyuM ke bAI sAheba! te badhA bhAIne ghera pharI paNa keIe rAkhI nahi. vaLI gAmamAM tamArI dAMDI pITAtI hatI ke keIe aMjanAne Azraya Apavo nahi, pANI pAvuM nahi. tethI bhUkhIne tarasI TaLavaLatI e te jaMgalamAM cAlI gaI. A sAMbhaLIne rANInA mukhamAMthI evA zabda nIkaLI gayA ke hAhAdeva! A zuM thaI gayuM? mArI ekanI eka ne sonAnI rekha jevI, mArA haiyAnA hAra sarakhI vahAlasoyI dIkarI upara mane keTale prema hatuM? mArA dIkarA karatAM paNa mane ati vahAlI dIkarInuM jaMgalamAM zuM thayuM haze? ATaluM belatAM te mahArANI mane vega mUcha khAIne dharatI upara DhaLI paDayA dAsIe khUba zItapacAra karIne rANIne bhAnamAM lAvyA. tyAre rANI bele che ahi ! AvezamAM AvIne kedha karyo paNa tamAre keIe te aMjanAne gupta rAkhavI hatI ne? mArI buddhi te baLI gaI paNa tamane keIne mArI lADakavAyI dIkarInI dayA kema na AvI? arere...meM tene kevA lADakoDathI ucherI che. tenuM mukha na jouM te mane kaMIka thaI jatuM hatuM. tene paraNAvIne sAsare maklI pachI tenuM moTuM paNa meM joyuM nathI. tenA mAthe dukhanA DuMgarA tUTI paDayA tyAre keTalI moTI AzAe piyara AvI haze? meM tenI

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522 zArA sAgara AzAnA minArAnA cUrecUrA karI nAMkhyA. bhayaMkara vanamAM vAgha-varu ane siMhanI garjanAo thaze. tene A hiMsaka prANIo phADI to nahi khAya ne? reja khAtI sUve ne dUdha pItI UThe evI mArI dIkarI vanavagaDAmAM zuM khAze ? ne zuM pIze ? tyAM tenuM keNa? ema aneka prakAre rANI rudana karatI ghaDIe ghaDIe bebhAna thaIne paDI javA lAgI. paNa have zuM thAya? rAMDayA pachInuM DahApaNa zA kAmanuM ? I !: baMdhuo ! mANasane jyAre kedha Ave te sArAsArano viveka karI zako nathI ne mATe anartha karI bese che. pachI pAra vagarane pazcAtApa kare che. tamane jyAre kedha Ave tyAre dhIraja khamajo. ekadama kredhamAM AvIne koI avicArI kAma karavuM nahi. rANI khUba khUre che. rAjAne paNa have khUba pazcAtApa thAya che. rANI rAjAne kahe che, svAmInAtha! amArI strInI buddhi to paganI pAnIe heya. amArAmAM gaMbhIratAne abhAva hoya paNa Ape dIkarIne na pUchayuM ke beTA ! tArI A dazA kema thaI? enuM jaMgalamAM zuM thayuM haze? mAruM hRdaya cIrAI jAya che, arere...mArI dIkarI have mane maLaze ke nahi? rAjA paNa dhAra AMsue raDavA lAgyA. pradhAne rAjAne khUba samajAvyA hatA paNa te samaye mAnyA nahi. have zuM karavuM? rAjA-rANI udAsa eTale dAsa-dAsIo badhA udAsa. koInA dilamAM cena nathI. have rAjA aMjanAnI zodha karavA mATe mANaso mokalaze ne aMjanAnuM jaMgalamAM zuM thayuM tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. | (tA. 25-9-75nA kAMdAvADImAM bA. bra. pU. sUryamuni mahArAjazrInuM 41 upavAsanuM pAraNuM hovAthI pU. mahAsatIjI Adi ThANuM tyAM padhAryA che mATe vyAkhyAna baMdha che. vyAkhyAna naM 61 bhAdaravA vada 7 ne zukravAra tA. 26-9-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene, 4 anaMta jJAnI zAsana samrATa bhagavate jagatanA jIvonA kalyANane mATe siddhAMta vANI prakAzI. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thayelIne sarvajJa bhagavaMtanA mukhakamaLamAMthI jharelI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. A pavitra vANI keNa jhIlI zake? "soTI kanya mayasa." jenuM hRdaya pavitra ane zuddha hoya tenA aMtaramAM TakI zake che. evI bhagavAnanI aMtimavANI u. sU nA 20mA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. temAM anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne kahe che he rAjana ! mArA zarIramAM roga AvatAM evI asahya vedanA thavA lAgI ke jenuM saMpUrNa varNana huM karI zakuM tema nathI. te mAre rega maTADavAne mATe mArA mAtA-pitAe jAherAta karAvI ke je ke mArA dIkarAne roga

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zAradA sAgara 523 maTADaze ne tene sAjo karaze tene huM je * mAMgaze te i daiza. eTale mArA rAga maTADavA mATe meTA mATA kuzaLa vaidya, hakImA, DokaTarA badhA AvyA. e vaidyo kAi sAmAnya na hatA. DAkaTarA paNu rogInA rAga pArakhavAmAM niSNAta hatA. Aje teA nadI DokaTara ke vaidya pAse davA levA jAya tyAre pUche, ke tamane zuM thAya che? pachI e nidAna kare. paNa te samayanA vaidA ne DAkaTaro evA hatA ke mANusanI nADI joIne pArakhI le ke A dardIne kevA roga che? vaidyA vaizAstranA jANakAra hatA ane DaeNAkaTaro zastra-kuzala eTale ke Aparezana karavAmAM kuzaLa hatA. maMtravAdIo maMtravidyAmAM kuzaLa hatA. A badhA khaDA page mArI sevAmAM hAjara hatA. mArA reganI cikitsA karatA thAkI gayA paNa rAga pArakhI zakayA nahi ne mArI veDhanA eka aMza mAtra paNa ochI karI zakyA nahi. tyAre mArA manamAM thayuM ke huM A zarIrane kAraNe AvI kAramI vedanA segavI rahyo chuM. huM rAjan ! tame je zarIra lega segavavAne ceAgye kahyuM hatuM te zarIramAM AvI bhayaMkara vedyanA UpaDI ne tenA kAraNe huM marI jAu tA sAruM evA vicAra karatA hatA. kAraNa ke te samaye mane evuM jJAna na hatu. jaDa ane cetananuM bhedajJAna hAya tene game teTalI vedanA thAya teA pazu tenA manamAM sheja paNa glAni ave nahi. jenA tana ane mana ane svaccha hoya tene game te paristhitimAM Anadra hAya che. paNa emAMthI eka paNa jo milana ane te rasabharyuM jIvana niHrasa khatI jAya che. mAnavIne amara banAvanAra jJAna che, te jJAna amRtane sAgara che. jJAna eTale zu? sAcuM jJAna kone kahevAya te tame jANA che ? zuM pustakanuM jJAna, skUle ke kAlejomAM maLatu jJAna e sAcuM jJAna che ? nA'. e te eka jAtanA saMgraha che. tame bhegI karelI vastuonI vigatA ne mAhitI meLavA che. paNa huM kANu chuM ane A dehuM zuM che ! e e mATe vicAra karAvI zake ane e khetu je bhedajJAna karAve te sAcuM jJAna che. jaDa ane caitanyane, sva ane parane, sat ane asattne, zAzvata ane azAzvatane, mRta ane amRtane judA pADe ane je viveka karAve te sAcuM jJAna che. AtmAne kanA bhArathI haLavA karavA mATe uparanuM jJAna kAma nahi Ave. jJAna rUpI amRta sAgaramAM DUbakI mArIne enA taLiye javAnu che. temAM jeTalA UMDA Utaraze teTalA ajJAnanA paDaLa khasatA jaze ne AtmAnuM ciMtana vadhatu jaze. sAcA jhaverI ane - jJAnanA abhAvamAM khATu paNa sAcu lAge che. jeTalA camake te badhA hIrA dekhAya che kAraNa ke sAcA hIrA kayA ne khATo hIro karyo. tenuM jJAna nathI. paNa jhaverInI AMkha paDe tyAM sAcA - kheATAnI pArakha thai jAya. kema vAlakezvaranA jhaverIe ! vAta kharAbara che ne? huM tamane pUchuM chuM, ke tame ATalA varSo hIrA-jhaverAta pArakhavAmAM kADhayA paNa AtmAnu jhaverAta pArakhavA mATe kaMi mahenata karI che. khaza ?

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524 zAradA sAgara zuM AtmAnuM jJAna vagara mahenate maLaze kharuM? jeTalI hIrA pArakhavA mATe tanatoDa mahenata karo cho tenAthI vadhu mahenata AtmA mATe karavI paDaze. jJAnasudhA rasano svAda keNa cAkhI zake che. je parabrAmAM magna che, jenA saMpUrNa karmo kSaya thaI gayA che. eka ja jeTaluM karma paNa bAkI nathI evI mukta avasthA te parabrahma avasthA che. AtmAne cAra gatimAM lAvanAra hoya to karma che. je karmathI mukta thayA te mukta avasthAne pAmI gayA. ApaNe paNa karmanA kacarAne kADhavA mATe satata puruSArtha karavo joIe. eka bhAI rastAmAM khADo khedatA hatA. temane keIe pUchyuM- bhAI! A zuM kare che? tyAre kahe ke nAnakaDuM sarovara banAvuM chuM. tyAre pUchanAra bhAI kahe- sarovara banAvo paNa pANI kayAMthI lAvaze? tyAre kahe ke pANI lAvavuM nahi paDe, ApameLe AvI jaze. khADe. bedI rAkhuM, pALa bAMdhI rAkhuM. varasAda paDaze eTale enI meLe pANI bharAI jaze. jUo, kevI suMdara ne satya vAta che. varasAda paDe eTale jyAM khADe heya tyAM saheje pANI bharAI jAya che. ene bharavuM paDatuM nathI. te rIte jema jema ApaNuM karmo khapatA jAya tema tema aMdarathI ughADa thato jAya ne jJAna ApameLe pragaTa thAya che. jJAna AtmAmAM raheluM che. tene bahArathI lAvavuM paDatuM nathI. kaSAyanI maMdatA Ave te jJAna ApoApa Ave - ghaNAM kahe che ke amane jJAna caDhatuM nathI. tenuM kAraNa zuM? te tame kadI vicAra karyo che? jJAnIe kahe che, ke jeTalI saMsAranI vAsanAo vadhAre, jeTalI kaSAya vadhAre teTalI smRti ochI thavAnI je jJAnazakita upara AvaraNa lAvanAra hoya te A kaSAyo che. tame je Tepa rekorDara vAparo che ne? te paNa cAra-pAMca kalAka barAbara cAle che eTale garama thaI jAya che. tethI Tepa barAbara UtaratI nathI. eTale tene thoDIvAra baMdha karI de che. mazIna ThaMDu thAya pachI calAve te pachI barAbara Tepa Utare che. te mAnavanuM magaja te TeparekorDarathI paNa kimatI che te zuM tene ThaMDu nahi pADavAnuM? ghaNAM mANasonA magaja garama rahe che. je manuSya pitAnuM magaja kaSAyathI garama rAkhe tenA jJAnataMtuo nabaLA paDI jAya che ne smaraNazakita ochI thaI jAya che. te smaraNazakita pAchI lAvavA mATe kaI davA ke IlAja nathI. mAre to A bAbatamAM tamane eTaluM kahevuM che ke tame viSaya-vikAra ane vAsanAmAM paDIne tamArI AvI suMdara jJAnazaktine khatama karazo nahi. bane teTalI sAvadhAnI rAkhI bahAranA vicArothI para banI AtmAne urvagAmI banAvavAno vicAra kare. jenI daSTi saMsArathI para banI gaI che tene te A viSaya-kaSA, pralobhane, ane parigraha

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zAradA sAgara pa25 bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara halAhala jhera jevA lAge. e jagatamAM rahela heya paNa jagatathI juda rahe. ene AtmA paramAtmAmAM magna heya. Aje te e buddhivAdane yuga AvyuM che ke bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanA vacane upara zraddhA nathI. je tarkavAdInI sAme AvI jJAnathI bharelI jhINI vAte karavAmAM Ave te kaheze ke amane bhagavAna pratyakSa batAve. te zuM bhagavAna kaMI reDhA paDayA che ke tamane tarata maLI jAya bhagavAna kevI rIte maLe? bhagavAna meLavavA eTale ke ApaNuM AtmAne bhagavAnanA AtmA je banAva, te ApaNe bhagavAna te ApaNumAM beThela che. tene bahAra zodhavAnI jarUra nathI. ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. "bhagavAna kevI rIte maLe?- eka vakhata akabara bAdazAhanA darabAramAM jJAnacarcA cAlI rahI hatI. temAM prazna thaye ke bhagavAna che ke nahi? tyAre sabhAmAM beThelA prajAjane ekI sAthe bolI UThayA ke bhagavAna che. tyAre akabara bAdazAhe pitAnA sauthI vadhAre catara maMtrI bIrabalane kahyuM ke badhA prajAjane kahe che ke bhagavAna che, to have tame mane sAta divasamAM bhagavAna batAve. bIrabala kahe- bhale, huM tamane bhagavAna batAvIza. sabhA barakhAsta thaIne bIrabala ghera AvyA. manamAM ciMtA che ke have sAta divasamAM bAdazAhane bhagavAna kayAMthI batAvavA? A ciMtAthI bIrabalanuM moTuM paDI gayuM hatuM. khUba udAsa thaIne lamaNe hAtha daIne beThA hatA. te samaye tenA gharamAM kAma karanAre daza varSa nAnakaDo nakara tyAM AvyuM. pitAnA zeThane udAsa cahere beThelA joine daza varSanA bAluDAe pUchayuM - sAheba! Apa Aje ATalA badhA udAsa kema che? A bAluDe khUba hoMziyAra hatuM. bIrabale kahyuM - Aje mArA mAthe meTI muzkelI AvI paDI che. nokara kahe zuM muzkelI che? tyAre bIrabala kahe bhAI, tuM te nAnuM bALaka kahevAya. tane kahevAthI zuM vaLavAnuM che? tyAre nekara kahe che sAheba! ghaNIvAra nAnAM paNa moTuM kAma karI jAya che. Apa mane kahe te kharA. nekare khUba Agraha karyo tyAre bIrabale kahyuM ke Aje akabara bAdazAhe darabAramAM mane AjJA ApI che ke tamAre mane sAta divasamAM bhagavAna batAvavA mAre temane kayAMthI bhagavAna batAvavA? te mane samajAtuM nathI. zuM karuM ne kevI rIte temane bhagavAna batAvuM? baMdhuo! juo, nAnakaDe daza varSane nekara bIrabalane kahe che emAM ciMtA karavAnI zI jarUra che? Apa bAdazAhane jaIne kahe ke A praznano javAba te mAre nAnakaDe nekara paNa sahelAIthI ApI zakaze. tame ciMtA cheDI de. bIje divase bIbala darabAramAM gayA ne akabarane kahyuM - ke A mAre daza varSane nekara paNa tamArA praznane javAba ApI deze. A sAMbhaLI akabara bAdazAha Azcaryacakita thaI gayA. temaNe e ja samaye nokarane darabAramAM lAge. nAnakaDe nekara

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526 zAradA sAgara darabAramAM bAdazAhanI sAme AvIne ubho rahyo. have akabare prazna pUcha, ke he bALakI tuM mane bhagavAna dekhADa. tyAre chokarAe kahyuM ke A prazna guru banIne pUche ke ziSya banIne? khUba hiMmata karIne bALake rAjAne kahyuM tyAre rAjAe kahyuM he bALaka! huM ziSya banIne tane prazna puchuM chuM. tyAre bALake kahyuM ziSya rAjasiMhAsana para bese ne guru bhUmi upara ubhA rahe? A zabdo sAMbhaLatA akabare bALakane rAjasiMhAsane besADI dIdhe ne pite hAtha joDIne tenI sAme ubhA rahyA ne kahayuMH gurudeva! Apapraznano uttara Apo. purUSArthathI badhuM prApta thAya che: baMdhuo daza varSanA bALakamAM keTalI hiMmata ane buddhi che te vicAravAnuM che. nekara te rAjasiMhAsane besI gaye. bele che tamArI ATalI hiMmata (hasAhasa). bALake kahyuM eka dUdhane pyAle lAve. dUdhane khyAla AvI gayo. bALaka temAM AMgaLI pheravavA lAgyo. tarata akabare kahyuMH gurudeva! Apa A zuM karI rahyA cho? bALake kahyuM - huM AmAMthI ghI zodhuM chuM, tyAre akabara kahe che, vAha gurudeva! ghI AvI rIte maLe? tyAre bALaka kahe che te kevI rIte maLe? bAdazAha kahe che, dUdhanuM dahIM banAvI tenuM valoNuM karI mAkhaNa kADhI tapAvIe tyAre ghI maLe, bALake kahyuM te he bAdazAhI je dUdhamAMthI ghI kADhavA mATe ATalI mahenata karavI paDe che to bhagavAnane jovA mATe ne meLavavA mATe paNa sauthI pahelA pitAnA hadayamaMdiramAM saMta mahAtmAonA pavitra satsaMganuM meLavaNa nAMkhavuM paDe. pachI vAraMvAra tene abhyAsarUpI valeNAthI vavavuM paDe tyAre hadayarUpI gerasImAMthI bhakitarUpI mAkhaNa bahAra Ave. tene tapanI bhaThThI para caDhAvavuM paDe. tArUpI bhaThThInI tIvra jvALAothI badhI bUrAIo ane de baLIne bhasma banI jAya ane hadaya pavitra senA jevuM banI jaze. AvuM pavitra hadayamaMdira haze te jarUra bhagavAnanA darzana thaze. akabara bAdazAha A bALakanI buddhi joIne khuza thaya ne tenA magajamAM vAta barAbara ThasI gaI. temaNe bALakanuM bahumAna karyuM ne tene khUba kimatI bheTa ApI ravAne karyo. ATalA nAnA bALakamAM paNa bhagavAna viSe kevI zraddhA hatI ! tenuM jJAna paNa kevuM haze? tame AvuM prApta kare ke jethI keI tamane dharmanI bAbatamAM pUche te tene tame sacoTa javAba ApI zake. ApaNI mULa vAta upara AvIe. anAthI nigraMtha zAne kahe che he rAjana ! mAre roga maTADavA mATe vaide-hakIma ne DokaTare badhA AvyA. te me tigicchaM kumvanti, cAuppAya jahAhiyaM / ra ya suvaNa vimotti, sA ma gAdiyA nA . utta. sU. a. 20, gAthA 23

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zAradA sAgara 527. A vedAcAryo mane niregI karavA mATe aiASadhi ApavA, pa (parejI) paLAvavA ane cAkarI karAvavA lAgyA. ane vamana, julAba, maIna Adi aneka prakAre upacAra karIne mAre rega kema maTe te temanuM lakSa hatuM. A rIte ghaNuM upacAra karavA chatAM paNa mAre rega zAnta na thaye. mane teo duHkhamukta karI zakyA nahi e mArI pahelI anAthatA hatI. anAthapaNuM kyAM kayAM che te suni samajAvI rahyA che":- he rAjana! e vaidya ane ThekaTara dvArA bhAre roga nAbUda na thaye te huM te mArA ahobhAgya mAnuM chuM. je temanAthI mAre rega zAMta thaye heta te mArI anAthatA dUra na thAta. vaLI he rAjana ! mAre rega maTADavAnA cAre ya upAye barAbara thayA hatA. duniyAmAM kahevAya che, ke sarva prathama eka te vaida sAre heya, bIjuM davA sArI hoya, trIju regI pite paNa pitAne roga maTADavA mATe davA pIvAne utsAhI hoya ne cothuM sevA cAkarI karanAra paNa barAbara sevA karatA hoya. A cAra upAye barAbara hoya te roga dUra thaI zake che te mArA rogane dUra karavA mATe cAre ya prakAranA upAya barAbara thatA hatA. vaide paNa hoMziyAra hatA. davAo paNa anukULa ne kiMmatI hatI ane rogathI kaMTALI gayele e huM paNa davA TAImasara pItuM hatuM ane mArI sevA cAkarI karavA mATe mANasa khaDe page hAjara rahetA hatA. A pramANe mArA rogane nAbUda karavA mATe cAreya prakAranA upAye kAmamAM levAmAM AvatA hatA. tema chatAM paNa mAre rega zAMta thaye nahi. tyAre mane lAgyuM ke A vaide anAtha che ne huM paNa anAtha chuM. jo teo sanAtha heta te mAre roga jarUra maTADI zakta. paNa mAre roga teo maTADI zakyA nahi mATe teo paNa anAtha che ne huM paNa anAtha chuM. A mArI banelI kahANI sAMbhaLIne he rAjana ! tame paNa vicAra kare ke tame anAtha che ke sanAtha? rAjA zreNIka muninA mukhethI anAthatAnuM varNana sAMbhaLe che ne aMtaramAM utAre che haju paNa munI pitAnI anAthatAnuM varNana karaze tenA bhAva avasare. - caritra - satInA vicAro mAtapitAne karUNa vilApa - rAjA ane rANI baMne bhegA thaIne pArAvAra pazcAtApa karavA lAgyA ne raDavA-jhUravA lAgyA, ke aho ! A paNa oLAmAM khelatI hatI. mArI sAthe mArA bhANAmAM jamatI hatI. AvI kumaLI kabI jevI mArI aMjanA-vagaDAmAM bhUkha-tarasa-garamI-ThaMDI ane vanacara pazuonI bhayAnaka garjanAo badhuM kema sahana karaze? rAjA pote paNa kahevA lAgyA ke are re! huM A mATe rAja thaIne mane eTalI paNa khabara na paDI ke rAjyanI khaTapaTe kevI hoya che? kaI IrSyALu mANase beTI bhabheraNI karIne mArI dIkarInI AvI dazA te nahi karI heyane! e mArA AMgaNe AvI paNa meM ene eTaluM paNa na pUchayuM ke beTA! tAre

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528 zAradA sAgara kALA kapaDA, kALI rAkhaDI ane kALI dAmaNI kema bAMdhavI paDI? meM ene ATaluM pUchayuM heta te sateja thAta. have rAMDyA pachInuM DahApaNuM AvyuM te zA kAmanuM? bahenene vidhavApaNuM Ave tyAre vicAra kare ke AvI khabara heta te paraNata nahi, paNa pachInuM DahApaNa zA kAmanuM? (hasAhasa), tema ahIM paNa rAjA rANIe aMjanAne tiraskAra karyo. e vanavagaDAnI viSama vATe cAlI gaI. pachI prajAjanemAM rAjA-rANInI TIkA thavA lAgI tyAre bhAna thayuM. paNa have game teTale pazcAtApa kare te paNa zA kAmane ? rAjA rANane pIcha, rAjasabaMdha na ANe re bheda che, kaTasthI pavanacha Avaze, nAsika, karNa taNe karaze che te satI re je aMjanA nirdoSa haze te pavanajI yudhdhathI Avaze tyAre aMjanAnI zodha karaze ne ahIM AvIne ApaNane pUchaze te ApaNe temane zuM moDhuM batAvIzuM? ApaNA nAka ane kAna kapAI jaze? emane zuM javAba ApIzuM? e te ema ja kaheze ke tamane tamArI dIkarInI paNa dayA na AvI? bIjuM pitAnI prajA paNa cUMTI khAya che. atyAre te bahAra nIkaLavuM paNa bhAre thaI paDayuM che. baMdhuo ! eTale he mATe teTale bhaya vadhAre. Aje ApaNe ekalA bahAra javuM hoya te vadhe nahi paNa IndIrA gAMdhIne javuM hoya te sAthe keTalA mANasa rAkhavA paDe? rAjamugaTa che zAbhA nakAmI, mAthe che bhAvane bhAra, khAvAmAM bIka ene sUvAmAM bIka che sukhe sUve na sunAra, e che rAjAne avatArarAjamugaTa che zAbhA nakAmI ahIM aMjanAnA pitAjI mahendra rAjAne paNa rAjamahelanI bahAra nIkaLI prajAjanene moTuM batAvavuM paNa bhAre thaI paDayuM che. kAraNa ke bahAra nIkaLe te prajA cUMTI khAya che. dAjhayA upara koI DAma de te kevI vedanA thAya te rIte mahendra rAjA ane mane vegA mahArANInI paNa evI kaDI sthiti thaI che. eka te putrInA viyAganuM duHkha che ne bIjI bAju prajInA tiraskArabharyA vacanane prahAra paDe che. have rAjAe aMjanA satInI zodha karavA mATe cAre tarapha mANase mokalyA. khUba tapAsa karAvI paNa pare paDe nahi eTale mAtA-pitA kALA pANIe raDavA lAgyA. khUba jhUravA lAgyA. mAtAjI te niyama laIne beThA che ke jyAM sudhI aMjanAnuM mukha ne jouM tyAM sudhI mAre anAja khAvuM nahi. A tarapha aMjanAnuM zuM banyuM te joIe. aMjanA bhUkhI ne tarasI vanavagaDAmAM cAlI gaI. vanamAM pahoMcyA bAda vasaMtamAlAe kahyuM ke sakhI! have ApaNe kyAM jaIzu? aMjanAe kahyuM, ke sakhI! have ApaNe A vanamAM nivAsa karIzuM. A vanamAM nivAsa

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zAradA sAgara 129 karI ApaNe atre zuM karazuM tene paNa vicAra karI rAkhe che. vanamAM ApaNe nIcenA kAryakrama pramANe karavAnuM che. mAtA-pitA bhAI ke deza nahIM devaMgI, hama apane hI svarUpa Apa ke vicAraMgI tatva kI guphAmeM baiTha meha kI bhramaNuM meTa, - satyavrata se tI prema kayA dila lAgI. jIvana satAveMgI sneya haTAvRMgI, brahmacarya vrata dhAra mamatA ke mAraMgI prabhu se tI prIti jeDa jagata se nAtA teDa, AnaMda batAveMgI parama sukha pAyeMgI. duniyA duragI jAna IsameM na dhyAna, - manakI bamaNu tyAga AtmA ke tAreMgI aMjanA kahe che, ke he sakhI! vanamAM rahevuM te lekane gamatuM nathI ke je leke pAse vanamAM karavA yogya kAryakrama nathI hotuM. mArI pAse te vanamAM karavA yogya kAryakrama che. saMsAra te mAre tiraskAra kare che paNa vana mAre Adara- satkAra kare che. saMsAranA ajJAna upara vicAra karatAM mane hasavuM Ave che. leke te mane kalaMkita mAne che paNa A vana mane kalaMkita mAnatuM nathI. eTalA mATe huM vananA Azraye rahIne AtmAnuM ciMtana-manana karIza. vanamAM rahevAne mane mahA muzkelIo A suavasara prApta thayela che eTalA mATe, mArA mATe te A duHkhane samaya paNa AnaMdadAyaka che. pratyeka samaye je duHkha mAnavAmAM Ave to badhe samaya duHkhamaya banI jAya che ane sukha mAnavAmAM Ave te badhA samaya sukhamaya banI jAya che. sukha ke duHkhane kartA A AtmA che. je AtmA duHkhane sukha mAne te duHkha maNa sukhamAM pariNata thaI jAya che. je loko sukha ke duHkhane kata bIje kaI che ema mAne che te lekanI A mAnyatAnuM kAraNa temanI kubuddhi che. mArAmAM evI kubuddhi nathI eTalA mATe huM duHkhanA samayane paNa AnaMdane samaya mAnuM chuM ane sAthe sAthe huM e paNa cAhuM chuM ke padArthonuM pRthakakaraNa karatAM karatAM Atmatatvane jANuM lauM. A mArA AtmAne doSa che ke huM pati, sAsusasarA, mAtA-pitA tathA bhAI-bhAbhIone apriya lAgI. have huM A vanamAM rahI AtmAnA e deSane dUra karavAno prayatna karIza. huM tatvanI guphAmAM besIne mehane bhama dUra karIza ane AtmasvarUpanuM dhyAna dharIza. mAtA-pitA vagere kuTuMbIjanee mane AtmasvarUpa viSe ciMtana karavAne suavasara Ape che te mATe huM temane mahAna upakAra mAnuM chuM. huM tasva-vicAra karIne badhAM cha upara dayA-bhAvanA keLavIza ane kaI paNa jIvane

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zAradA sAgara satAvIza nahi. satya vratanuM paNa pAlana karIza. kAraNa ke ahiMsA ane satyadvArA AtmAnu kalyANa thaI zake che. eTalA mATe hu e e teAnuM pAlana karavAnI sAthe asteya vrata brahmacarya vrata tathA satASa vratanu paNa pAlana karIza. A pramANe ahiMsA, satya, asteya, brahmacarya tathA sataSa, A pAMca te dvArA hai' AtmAnuM kalyANa sAdhavAnA prayatna karIza. janAnI A tattvabharI vAtAne sAMbhaLIne vasaMtamAlAe kahyuM, ke A tratAnuM pAlana te mahendrapuramAM rahIne paNa karI zakatA hatA. A vrata-pAlana karavA mATe ghAra jaMgalamAM zA mATe AvyA ? ajanAe kahyuM, he sakhI! mahendrapuramAM rahevAthI pitAnI AjJAnuM pAlana na thAta tathA rAjA ane prajA vacce paNa vigraha thAta. paraMtu vanamAM AvavAthI pitAnI AjJAnuM pAlana thaze. zajA tathA prajA vacce vigraha nahi thAya. AtmaciMtana thaze ane garbhanI rakSA paNa thaze. vatamAlAe kahyuM- sakhI ! ApaNe rAjyanI sImA bahAra ghaNe dUra sudhI AvI gayA chIe. khaDuM cAlavAthI bhUkha paNa lAgI che mATe kSudhAne zAMta karavI joie. aMjanAe kahyuM ke ApaNane bhUkha lAgI che te vanadevIe ApaNA mATe bhUkha zAMta karavAnI sAmagrI paNa rAkhI che. A pramANe kahI anee vanamAMthI phaLa-phUla khAIne kSudhAne zAMta karI. sUryAstanA samaya thavA AvyA. jaMgalamAM vAgha, siMha, varU ghaNAM DAya tenA bhayathI baMne jaNAe pata upara caDhI javAnA vicAra karyAM. ajanA kahe che paNa huM parvata upara nahi caDhI zakuM. tyAre vasatamAlA potAnI sakhIne khabhe besADIne UMcA parvata para caDhe che. have tyAM zu khanaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 62 530 bhAdaravA vada 8 ne zanivAra sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtA ne bahena ! anata jJAnI bhagavate AtmAnI caiAta pragaTAvI avanI upara patharAyelA ajJAnanA a MdhakArane dUra karavA mATe Agama vANI prakAzI. uttarAdhyayana sUtra vIsamuM adhyayana jemAM anAthI nigraMthanA rAjA zreNIkane bheTo thayA. satanA samAgama thatAM patIta pAvana khanI jAya che. adhamanA uddhAra thAya che te ajJAnI jJAnI thaI jAya che. evuM saMtanA samAgamamAM jAdu rahelu che. satanA samAgama jIvane mahAna lAbhadrAyI che. juo, zreNIka rAjAne anAthI muninA samAgama thatAM kevA mahAna lAbha thaye! je pAte mAnatA hatA ke rAjyathI, vaibhavathI, sattAthI, saMpattithI ne sagAsabaMdhI temaja nAkara-cAkarathI sanAtha chuM. paNa have muninI pAsethI temanI kahAnI sAMbhaLatA jAya che tema tema temanI mAnyatAmAM pharaka paDatA jAya che. jo temane anAthI munine bheTo na thayA hota te tA. 27-9-75

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zAradA sAgara 531 AvI zraddhA na thAta. eTalA mATe kahevAya che ne ke tene samAgama patanane paMthe gayelA nuM paNa utthAna karAve che. - baMdhuo! utthAnanA jema pagathIyA hoya che tema patananA paNa pagathIyA hoya che. utthAnanA pagathIyA caDhatAM manuSyane zrama paDe che ane tene khabara paDe che ke huM kAMIka karI rahyo chuM. tyAre patananA pagathIyA caDhavAnA nahi paNa utaravAnA hoya che. e pagathIyAM utaratAM zrama paDatuM nathI. zrama paDavAnI vAta to bAjumAM rahI paNa tene eTalI khabara nathI paDatI ke huM nIce utarI rahyo chuM, gabaDI rahyo chuM ne kayAMka UMDe UMDe jaI rahyo chuM. gabaDato gabaDate cheka nIce utarI jAya che tyAre leke tene phiTakAre che ne kahe che ke phalANe gabaDe. tyAre sate kahe che ke bhAI ! e Aje nathI gabaDaye paNa anaMta kALathI gabaDate Ave che. paNa e jovAnI AMkha enI ke tamArI koInI pAse nathI. saMsAranA sukhamAM Asakta banelA jIvane joIne saMte kahe che ke A ja vinAzanA pathe jaI rahyA che. tyAre tame to ema kahe che ke e vikAsanA paMthe jAya che. anAthI nigraMtha pitAne je draSTithI anAtha kahetA hatAM te judI daSTi hatI. ne rAjA zreNIka je daSTithI anAtha mAnatA hatA te daSTi judI hatI. tenI dRSTi dIrgha hoya che ne saMsAra sukhamAM Asakata banelA chanI daSTi TUMkI hoya che. atyAre sukha bhegavIne moja mANe che paNa pachI zuM thaze tene kadI khyAla kare che? anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne kahe che mArA AkhA zarIramAM vedanAne pAra na hate. je huM tene nAtha hota te mAruM kahyuM zarIra karata ne mArA zarIramAM AvI bhayAnaka vedanA thavA detA nahi. eTale meM te mArA AtmA sAthe nirNaya karyo ke A zarIra che tyAM janma, jarA, vyAdhio ane maraNanI upAdhi che. A zarIrane saMga karavAthI huM anaMtakALathI duHkha bhagavate Ave che. jyAM sudhI AtmA zarIramAM rahe che tyAM sudhI tene duHkha che. zarIrane saMga che,kyA pachI keI jAtanuM paNa dukha paDatuM nathI. mATe have zarIramAM na AvavuM paDe tevA prayatna karI le. eka udAharaNa dvArA tamane samajAvuM. pANIne svabhAva te zItaLatAne che. tene tapelAmAM bharIne cUlA upara garama karavA mATe mukyuM. pANI khUba garama thaI jAya che tyAre aMdarathI san sat avAja Ave che. e pANI avAja karIne zuM kahe che ? tene mATe kavie kahapanA kare che ke pANI e sat sat avAja karIne kahe che ke agnimAM tAkAta nathI ke mane bALI zake? mArAmAM te evI zakti che ke huM tene bUjhAvI zakuM chuM. paNa zuM karuM? mane tapelAmAM pUrI dIdhuM che eTale mAre baLavuM paDe che. A rIte jJAnI purUSe jyAre kaSTa paDe tyAre e vicAra kare che ke pANIne guNa zItaLatAna che paNa tapelAmAM pUrAyuM te tenA saMganA kAraNe

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532 zAradA sAgara tene agni upara caDhavuM paDayuM. ne baLavuM paDayuM. tema mAre AtmA paNa duHkha rahita che. paNa zarIra rUpI piMjaramAM pUrA hevAthI duHkha bhegavI rahyo che. - baMdhuo ! karmane lIdhe zarIra maLyuM che ne zarIra dvArA jIva pAchA navA karmo bAMdhI rahyA che ne karmo udayamAM Ave che tyAre bhagavAnane kahe che ke bhagavAna! teM mane AvuM duHkha kyAMthI ApyuM. kevuM ghara ajJAna che ! karamane lIdhe huM duHkhI thAuM chuM, chatAM paNa bUrA karmo karyo jAu chuM. ahIM bhegavuM chuM narakanI yAtanAne, chatAM nA jagADuM sUtA AtmAne, karamanI thapATe ghaNuM khAuM chuM. chatAM paNa bUrA karmo karyuM jAuM chuM. pUrvakRta karmone kAraNe ATaluM duHkha huM bhegavI rahyo chuM. evuM jANavA chatAM paNa jIva bUrA karmo karavAnuM choDane nathI ne uparathI pitAne duHkha paDe tyAre bhagavAnane olabhe Ape che ke mane duHkha AvyuM ne bIjAne kema nahi? huM tamane pUchuM ke tamane duHkha nathI gamatuM te zuM bIjAne game che? tame bhagavAnane ema kahe che ne bIjAne kema nahi? kadI evuM kaho cho bhagavAna ! amAre pADozI varSothI duHkhI che te have tene sukhI banAva. tArI peTImAM piyA na hoya te mArI tijorImAMthI laIne paNa ene sukhI banAva ! (hasAhasa). tame jevA karmo bAMdhyA che tevA bhegavavAnA che. temAM bhagavAna keIne sukha ke duHkha ApatA nathI. mATe keIne deva de nakAmo che. anAthI muni kahe che mArA zarIramAM asahya vedanA thatI hatI. te samaye mArA mAtA pitA kahetA hatA ke beTA ! tuM khUba sahana kare che. tArI vedanA amArAthI jevAtI nathI. tane roga Ave tenA karatAM je amane AvyuM hota to sAruM hatuM. tane A roga kyAMthI AvyA? A pramANe temane khUba duHkha thatuM hatuM. tethI AgaLa vadhIne temaNe zuM kahyuM : piyA me savvasAraM pi, dijjAhi mama kaarnnaa| na ya dukkhA vimoyanti, esA majjha aNAyA // utta. sU a. 20, gAthA 24 he rAjana ! mArA mATe AvelA vaide ane DokaTarane mArA pitAe kahyuM ke tame mArA dIkarAne AvI kAramI vedanAmAMthI jaldI mukata karI do. tamArI davAnA chelAmAM chellA ilAjone ajamAza karo. te tame je mAMgazo te huM ApI daIza. tyAre vede kahyuM ke ene AkhA zarIramAM baLatarA khUba thAya che to tenA zarIre lepa karavA mATe eka lAkha rUpiyAnA sAcA metI vATavA paDaze. te mArA pitAjIe kahyuM ke lAkha zuM? daza lAkhanA metI joIe te paNa huM ApI devA taiyAra chuM. mAre vahAlasoyo putra A

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zAradA sAgara 533 regathI mukta thatuM hoya to huM sarvasva daI devA mATe taiyAra chuM. mane dhana karatAM mAre putra vadhu vahAlo che. anAthimuni mATe mAtA-pitAne sAco prema che. bAkI saMsAranI mAyA ThagArI che. bApa kamAIne Ape tyAM sudhI tenA saMtAno ane patnI, badhA khammA khammA kare che paNa je kadAca tene lakavA thaye ne je tarata upaDI gayA te sAruM ne je bImArI laMbAI jAya che ema kahe ke have te TADhI mATI thAya te sAruM. bahu paisA kharcA, ujAgarA karIne thAkyA. he bhagavAna, have emanI derI tame kheMcI le, paNuM je e bApa kamAIne ApA hatA te tenA dIkarAo AvuM bolata? ATalA mATe tamane kahIe chIe ke saMsAranI mAyA ThagArI che. mATalImAM pANI ThaMDu thAya tyAM sudhI tene saMghare paNa je phUTI jAya ne tenA ThIkarA thaI jAya to tene rakhaDatA mUkI de che. kema barAbara che ne? Aje to jyAM juo tyAM paisAnI sagAI che. paisA mATe bhAI-bhAInuM, pitA putranuM khUna kare che. ne putra pitAnuM khUna kare che. parigraha keTaluM pApa karAve che? zreNIka rAjAne ke ke pAMjarAmAM pUryo. zA mATe? eka rAjyane mATe ne? eka hAra ane hAthI mATe keNake pitAnA nAnA (dAdA) sAthe khUnakhAra yuddha karyuM. temAM keTalA jIvonI hiMsA thaI? A badhuM pApa parigrahanI mamatAe karAvyuM ne? mATe je tamAre pApamAM paDavuM na hoya to parigrahanI mamatA ane svArthanI sAMkaLane teDI nAkhe. anAthI muninA pitA evA svArthI na hatA. e te pitAnuM sarvasva ApIne paNa putrane sAjo karavA IcchatA hatA. pitA kone kahevAya? jAti ti pitA . je putranuM rakSaNa kare, pAlana poSaNa kare te sAcA pitA che. ane putra kone kahevAya? punAtIti putra: | je pitAne pavitra kare, pitAnuM kuLa ujajavaLa kare te sAro putra che. anAthI muni kahe che, he rAjana! mArA pitA svArthI na hatA. paNa pitA-putranA sabaMdhane barAbara jANatA hatA eTale temaNe mAre roga maTe te mATe jeTaluM dhana kharcAI jAya teTaluM kharcavAne vede ane DokaTarone phUla orDara ApI dIdhuM hatuM. eTale paisAnA pralobhathI vaide paNa khUba sAvadhAnIpUrvaka judA judA prakAre mArI davA karavA lAgyA. koI mAnatA hatA ke UlTI karAvIne rega bahAra kADhIe, keI nAsa levaDAvIne parasevA dvArA aMdaranuM jhera kADhavA mathatA hatA, keI vilepana karIne zarIramAM ThaMDaka karAvavA mathatA hatA. paNa kaI prakAre mAre rega zAMta thaye nahi. A mArI bIjI anAthatA hatI. mArA pitAjI mane pitAne mAnatA hatA ne huM paNa temane mArA mAnato hato tethI mArA duHkhathI mArA mAtA-pitA bUratA hatA ne mane rogathI mukata karAvavA cAhatA hatA. paNa teo mane rogathI mukata karAvI zakyA nahi tethI mArA pitA anAtha hatA ne huM paNa ema Icchato hato ke mAre rega zAMta thAya te

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534 zAradA sAgara mArA mAtA-pitA mArI ciMtAthI mukta thaI jAya. paNa huM temane ciMtAthI mukta karI zakyo nahi. kAraNa ke huM pote anAtha hatA. je anAtha heAya te bIjAne nAtha kevI rIte banI zake? roganuM nidAna karavA mATe AvelA catura vaida ne DokaTare ema mAnatA hatA ke ame tene roga nAbUda karI zakIzuM. koI dhananI lAlacathI AvyA hatA. ne kaI roga maTADIne yaza meLavavA AvyA hatA te kaI dayAbhAvathI rogamukta karavA AvyA hatA. chatAM keInI tAkAta na hatI ke mAre rega eka pAI jeTale paNa ocho karI zake ! kAraNa ke teo badhA paNa anAtha hatA. baMdhuo! anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne pitAnI ApavItI kahI rahyA che. te pitAnuM mahAtmya batAvavA mATe nahi paNa rAjAne saMsAranI asAratA ane anAthatAnuM bhAna karAvavA mATe kahI rahyA che. pote sAcA saMta hatA. sAcA guru hatA. je pote saMsArasAgaramAMthI taravAne mATe saMyama rUpI naukAmAM besI gayA hatA ne bIjA ane taravA mATe mArga batAvatA hatA. tame guru ze te AvA zodhaje. sAcA guru kene kahevAya? te jANe che? aMtaramAM rahelA ajJAnarUpI aMdhakArane dUra karI jJAna rUpI prakAzanI prApti karAve te sAcA guru che. kahyuM che ke - dharmajJo dharmakartA ca, sadAdharma prvrtkH| . satvebhyo dharmazAstrANAM, dezako guru rucyate / dharmane jANanAra, dharmane karanAra, sadA dharmane pracAra karanAra tathA dareka jIvane dharmane upadeza karanAra guru kahevAya che. gurunA traNa prakAra batAvyA che. pahelA lAkaDAnI hADI jevA, bIjA kAgaLanI hoDI jevA ne trIjA paththaranI heDI jevA. jema lAkaDAnI hADI pite pANImAM tare che ke emAM besanArane paNa tAre che. eTale evA lAkaDAnI hoDI jevA guru pite saMsAra samudrane tare che ne pitAnA zaraNe AvanAra chene paNa tAre che. bIjI kAgaLanI hoDI pite pANImAM tare che paNa bIjAne tAre nahi tema bIjA prakAranA guru pite bhavasAgarane tarI jAya paNa bIjAne na tAre. trIjA prakAranI heDI pite pANImAM DUbe ne bIjAne paNa DubADI de. temAM trIjA prakAranA guruo pite te saMsAra sAgaramAM DUbe pitAnA zaraNe AvanArane paNa DubADe che. mATe mArA baMdhuo! tame guru kare te joIne karaje. kuguruone saMga kadI karaze nahi. are! kaMIka te evA hoya che ke uparathI khUba tyAgI dekhAto hoya paNa tenA aMtaramAM mAyAne pAra na hoya, saMsAra cheDe paNa mAyA nA choDe. tevA eka mAyAvI jogInI vAta kahuM.' ' saMsAra cheDo vipaNu vayanA viSa halAhala jenA hRdayamAM bharyA che tevA ThagArA jegInI kahAnI" - eka mahaMta gAmathI traNa-cAra mAIla dUra nadI kinAre jhUMpaDI bAMdhIne temanA ziSya parivAra sAthe vasatA hatA. e mahaMta avAranavAra

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zAradA sAgara 535 gAmanA pAdaramAM AvIne dhUNI dhakhAvIne ugra tapa karatA hatA. ne dhyAna dharatA hatA. tenA ugra tapa ane dhyAnathI leke upara khUba prabhAva paDase. ne lokonA ToLeTeLA temanA darzana karavA mATe AvatA hatA. ane kaI paisA te kaI mIThAI nA thALa te kaI anAja temanA caraNe dharatA hatA. AkhA gAmamAM temanI khUba prazaMsA thavA lAgI. mahaMtanI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne rAjA paNa darzana karavA mATe AvyA. rAjAe mahaMtanA darzana karyA ne temane upadeza sAMbhaLe. jAne khUba AnaMda thaye. rAjAe mahaMtane bhejana mATe rAjamahelamAM padhAravA mATe AmaMtraNa ApyuM. bIje divase pAraNuM AvatuM hatuM eTale te tapasvI mahaMte rAjAnI vinaMtIne premapUrvaka svIkAra karyo. te rAjamahelamAM bhejana karavA mATe gayA. rAjAe paNa e mahA tapasvI mahaMtane satkAra karyo. rAjA te pavitra hatA. pitAne tyAM AvA tapasvI jegInA pagalA thayA tethI tenA dilamAM anero AnaMda hate. jAtajAtanA pakavAna banAvyA che. bhojanano samaya thatAM thALIo pIrasAI gaI. rAjA ane jegI baMne jamavA mATe beThA. A rAjAne ekanI eka kuMvarI hatI. te rUpamAM khUba sauMdaryavAna apsarA jevI hatI. te pIrasavA mATe AvI. tenuM rUpa joIne jegI mugdha banI gaye. aho! A te kaI manuSANa che ke sAkSAta devI che? kuMvarIne jotAM yogInuM mana cakaDoLe caDhayuM. uparathI vezadhArI saMnyAsI hato paNa ene AtmA ujajavaLa na hato. kuMvarInuM sauMdarya joIne tenuM mana calAyamAna thaI gayuM. jyAre hadayamAM viSaya vAsanAnuM viSa phelAya che tyAre jJAna ane dhyAnanI vAte vismRta thaI jAya che. tene potAnA sTejanuM paNa bhAna rahetuM nathI. kahyuM che ke rUpa bhulAve bhAnane, susvara maThana vikAra, kAma bhulAve sthAnane, saMsArI ke aNagAra. mAyAvI jegInI kAyAmAM kAma rAkSase praveza karyo. bhejana paNa tene bhAvyuM nahi. basa, tene cittamAM evI cATa lAgI ke koIpaNa prakAre A rAjakuMvarIne huM prApta karuM. khAdhuM na khAdhuM ne jegI UbhuM thaI gayuM. ne divAnakhAnAmAM jaIne beThe. jagInA mukha upara udAsInatA chavAI gaI hatI. rAjAe pUchayuM, mahAtmAjI! Apa mAre ghera jamavA mATe padhAryA tyAre ApanA mukha upara AnaMda hato paNa jamavA beThA na beThA ne ApanuM mukha udAsa thaI gayuM che. mana aprasanna dekhAya che. te zuM mArI bhakitamAM kAMI khAmI rahI gaI che ke ApanI tabiyata barAbara nathI? je hoya te mane khuzIthI kahe. jethI ene upAya karI zakAya. rAjAnI bhakti-bhAvanA ane prema joIne jegIe vicAra karyo. atyAre kahevA lAga sAro che. evo kaI kImiye karuM te mArA manorathe kadAca saphaLa thAya.

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536 zAradA sAgara kapaTI jogIe phelAvelI kapaTa jALa" -gaMbhIra vadane jogI che, mahArAjA! ame te sAdhu leka kahevAIe. ame te paropakAra karavA mATe gAme gAma ghUmIe chIe. amAre tamArA jevA saMsArI sAthe zuM levA devA? paNa eka vAta che ke je bhakata amane bhaje, jenuM lUNa khAIe tenuM amAre bhaluM karavuM joIe. ema samajIne tamArA hitane mATe kaMIka kahevA IcchuM chuM, paNa kahetAM mArI jIbha upaDatI nathI. eTale rAjAnA manamAM jANavAnI IcchA thaI. mahAtmAjI! je hoya te kahe. tyAre kahe che mahArAjA kahevAmAM kaMI sAra nathI. mArA baMdhuo!tamane kaI kaMI AvuM kahe te tamane e vAta pUrI jANyA vagara jaMpa vaLe? te rIte rAjAne paNa jANavAnI khUba tIvra jijJAsA thaI AvI. khUba Agraha karyo tyAre jogI be - beTA! tArA bhalAne mATe huM to kahuM chuM bAkI mAre A vAtamAM kaMI levAdevA nathI. rAjA kahe che ke je hoya te mane jaldI kahe. - jogI kahe che beTA! tuM gabharAIza nahi. je sAMbhaLa. A tArI kuMvarI che tenI bhAgyarekhA bahu kharAba che. te cha mahinAmAM tArA rAjyanI ne tArA jAnanI khuvArI karI nAMkhaze. e jyAM sudhI tArA rAjyamAM raheze tyAM sudhI tArA mAthe jokhama che. eTale tArA hita khAtara kahuM chuM. bAkI mAre kaI svArtha nathI. A vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjAne kuMvarI upara khUba kaidha Avyo. kharekhara! AvA moTA rAjAone kAna hoya che paNa sAna ke bhAna nathI hotA. kAcA kAnane rAjA gInI zikhAmaNe caDhI gayo. ane jegIne pUchyuM-gurudeva! e pApaNIne kevI rIte mArI nAMkhuM? ene jIvatI bALI nAMkha ke jhera ApIne mArI nAMkhuM? ke talavAra vaDe tenA TukaDA karI nAMkhuM? zuM karuM? Ape mane jAgRta karI mArA upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. jogIe jANyuM ke mArA pAsA savaLA paDayA che. eTale vicAra karyo ke je rAjA tene mArI nAMkhaze te mArA mananA koDa te manamAM rahI jaze. ene meLavavA mATe te meM A badhI mAyAjALa bichAvI che. mATe e jIvatI rahe te mAruM kAma thAya. jogIe khUba vicAra karIne kahyuM- mahArAjA ! ApaNe evuM strIhatyAnuM pApa karavu nathI. tame je ene mArI nAMkhe to mane paNa pApa lAge. ema karo ke eka lAkaDAnI chidravALI peTI maMgAve ne temAM kuMvarIne pUrIne A gaMgA nadImAM taratI mUkI de. enuM bhAgya haze tema thaze. rAjAne A yukti gamI ne tarata peTI maMgAvIne temAM pitAnI ekanI eka vahAlasoyI kuMvarIne pUrI devA mATe rAjA tene belAve che. tyAre kuMvarI pUche che, ke pitAjI! mAre zuM vAMka che ke mane tame peTImAM pUro cho? huM to tamane keTalI vahAlI chuM ke mArI AMkha, mAthuM dukhe te paNa tamane kaMIka thaI jAya che ne A zuM? rAjA gusso karIne kahe che, ke mAre tAruM kaMI sAMbhaLavuM nathI. ema kahIne kuMvarIne peTImAM pUrIne nadImAM vahetI mukAvI dIdhI. jogIe jANyuM ke mArI mane kAmanA saphaLa

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zArada sAgara 537 thaI che eTale tene khUba AnaMda thaye ne rAjamahelamAMthI rAjAnI rajA laIne pitAnA maThamAM AvyA. tyAM AvIne pitAnA badhA ziSyone pAse belAvIne kahyuM, ke mArA vahAlA ziSyA | gaI rAtre mane eka suMdara svapna AvyuM che ke A gaMgA nadImAM eka peTI taNAtI taNAtI AvI rahI che ne temAM praba dhana bhareluM che. te Aje ApaNane kaMIka lAbha tha joIe. je dhanathI bharelI peTI maLI jAya te ApaNe jiMdagIbhara bhakato pAse bhIkha mAgavA javuM na paDe. mATe tame nadI kinAre jAo ane kaI peTI taratI taratI Ave te ahIM mArI pAse laI Ave. gurunA kahevAthI ziSyo nadI kinAre pahoMcI gayA ne peTInI rAha jovA lAgyA. baMdhuo! keIne mArI nAMkhavA mATe manuSya lAkhe prayatna kare paNa saunuM puNya te saunI sAthe rahe che. puNyavAna manuSyane kaI vALa paNa vAMke karI zakatuM nathI. te anusAra rAjakuMvarInA prabaLa puNyodaye peTI nadInA pravAhamAM taNAtI taNAtI traNa cAra mAIla dUra gaI. tyAM nadI kinAre kuMvarInA pitAjIne khaMDiye rAjA pharavA mATe Avela. teNe joyuM ke kaI peTI Ave che tethI tene potAnA mANaso dvArA bahAra kaDhAvIne pitAnA mahelanA eka alaga rUmamAM mukAvI. ne pote aMdara jaI tALuM kholyuM. te pitAnA rAjAnI kuMvarI nIkaLI. kuMvarI bebhAna dazAmAM paDelI hatI. tene zuddhimAM lAvIne pUchayuM ke beTA ! tArI A dazA kema thaI? tane keNu duzamane jIvatI A peTImAM pUrI? tyAre kuMvarIe kahyuM, ke mane bIjI te kaMI khabara nathI paNa A jaMgalamAM eka tapasvI jogI rahe che. te amAre tyAM jamavA AvelA ne temaNe pitAjIne kaMIka kahyuM. tenA kahevAthI mArA pitAjIe A kArya karyuM che. khaMDiye rAjA nA hatA paNa khUba vicikSaNa hatuM. eTale thoDAmAM ghaNuM samajI gaye. pelA jegIne paNa pApakarmanI sajA barAbara maLe e daSTithI jaMgalamAMthI eka rIMcha maMgAvyuM. e jaMgalI rIMchane peTImAM pUrAvI daIne tALuM mArI peTI gaMgA nadInA pravAhamAM taratI mukAvI dIdhI ne have A peTInuM zuM thAya che te jANavA mATe pitAnA guptacarone zeThavI dIdhA. pApa chUpuM nA rahe- A tarapha pelI peTI taNAtI taNAtI gInA maTha bhaNuM AvI. zikhe rAha joIne beThA hatA. te peTI joIne kahevA lAgyA ke gurudevanuM svapna te sAcuM che. juo nidhAna bharelI peTI AvI rahI che. paNa ziSyane bicArAne kyAM khabara hatI ke amArA gurue kevA kAma karyA che. A nidhAna che ke pachI gurunuM nidhana (mRtyu) AvI rahyuM che? zikhyo te harSabhera nadImAM pIne peTI kinAre lAvyA. peTI khUba vajanadAra hatI eTale ziSyA kahe che-jue te kharA! keTaluM badhuM vajana che? AmAM ghaNuM dhana haze! nahitara ATaluM badhuM vajana na hoya. ApaNA gurudeva paNe kevA bhAgyavAna che. Ama karatAM karatAM ziSyo peTIne pitAnA maThamAM laI AvyA. guru te

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538 zAradA sAgara peTIne joine khuza khuza thai gayA ke khasa, have mArI icchA pUrI thaze. ziSyAne kahyu ke A peTI ApaNA trIjA eraDAmAM gupta bhaMDAra che temAM laI jAo. A lakSmIdevI che mATe mAre temanuM pUjana karavu joIe, te tamAre kAie aMdara AvavuM nahi. huM jyAM sudhI bAraNAM na khakhaDAvuM tyAM sudhI tamAre mAraNa khelavu nahi. sanyAsIe vicAra karyA ke huM kuMvarI upara khaLAtkAra karavA jaiza te! te kuvarI khUme! pADaze ne mArA ziSyA badhu jANI jaze. eTale ziSyane kahyu ke huM mAraNuM kholavAnuM tamane na kahuM tyAM sudhI tame badhA nagArA ne macharA khUba jora jorathI vagADajo ne bhajana gAjo. peAtAnI pApavRttine peASavA mATe kevA upAya batAvyuM ! have jogI eraDAmAM gayA ne ziSyA teA vAjiMtrA vagADavA lAgyA. khaMdhue ! jue, kAmI puruSa peAtAnuM pApa pragaTa na thAya te mATe kevI yukitao gAThave che! jogInA hRdayamAM harSoMnA pAra nathI. tenI dhIraja khUTI gaI hatI. kahevata che ne ke kAmI hoya adhIra ane phreASI hAya badhIra. teNe teA jaldI peTI khAlI te aMdarathI bhUkhyu-tarasyuM ne khIjAyeluM jaMgalI rIMcha bahAra nIkaLyu ne jogIne phADIne khAI gayuM. pApIne tenA pApanu phaLa maLI gayuM. paranuM pUruM karatAM pahelAM peAtAnu thaI jAya.... kharekhara e kudaratanA nyAya(ra) khADA kheAda te ja paDe che, raDAvanArA peAte raDe che. abhimAnamAM nAnA meATAnuM patramAM haNAI jAya... kharekhara .... jogI kuMvarInuM ahita karavA gayA te tenuM ahita thaI gayuM. AvA dAkhalA sAMbhaLIne jIvananu parivartana thavu joie. pelA rIchanI kSudhA zAMta thai javAthI kamADanA ethe besI gayuM, A bAju ziSyA teA vAjiMtra vagADIne thAkayA paNa gurue te khAraNA khakhaDAvyA nahi. ziSyanI dhIraja khUTI gaI. bAraNAM aMdarathI baMdha hatA ne guru teA svadhAma pahoMcI gayA hatA. bAraNu kANu khAle? ziSyae khAraNuM teDI nAMkhyuM. tyAM te pelu rIMcha chalAMga mArIne bahAra bhAgI gayuM. ziSyA vicAramAM paDI gayA ke A rIMcha kayAMthI AvyuM ? ne ApaNA gurujI kayAM gayA ? aMdara jaIne jue te gurujInA hADakA ane the!DA mAMsanA leAcA paDayA che ne leAhInA khAmeAcIyA joyA. eTale niya karyo ke nakkI A rIche ApaNA gurujIne mArI nAMkhyA lAge che. ziSyAne khUba duHkha thayuM. zAkAtura hRdaye gurujInA hAkA gaMgA nadImAM padharAvyA. pelA rAjAnA guptacaroe A badhu joyu. pAchaLathI ziSyAne paNa satya hakIkata jANavAmAM AvI. tyAra pachI khaDiyArAjA pAse AvI guptacareAe badhI vAta jaNAvI. eTale khaDiyA rAjA kuvarIne laIne mATA rAjA pAse gaye! ne sarva satya hakIkata jaNAvIne kuMvarIne seAMpI dIdhI ne kahyuM- mahArAjA ! AvA mAyAvI jogInA saMge nirdoSa

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zAradA sAgara 539 kuMvarIne jAna jokhamamAM mUke neene enAM bhAgye bacAvI lIdhI che. paNa pApI jegIne te tenA duSkartavyane badale tarata maLI gayo che. - je sAcA guru maLI jAya te mAnavane naramAMthI nArAyaNa banAvI de che. te kuguru maLe te bhavasAgaramAM paththaranI naikAnI jema DUbADe che. je zreNIka rAjAne anAthI muni jevA sAcA guruno bheTo thayo te jIvana palaTAI gayuM. rAjA zreNIkane muni kahe che ke mArA pitAe mAro roga maTADavA mATe thAya teTalA IlAje karyo ne pitAnuM sarvasva daI devA taiyAra thayA. chatAM mane regathI mukata karAvI zakyA nahi. e mArI bIjI anAthatA hatI. be prakAranA anAthapaNAnI vAta thaI haju paNa anAthatAnI vAta karaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra -aMjanA satIne kaSTamAM paNa pavitra vicAre rAta paDI eTale baMne eka UMcA parvata upara caDhIne eka jagyAe besI gayA. ne navakAra maMtranA smaraNamAM rAta pasAra karI. aMjanA vicAra kare che ke aho! huM kevI kamabhAgI ke mArA vaDIlee vagara vicAryuM mane AvI zikSA karI ne te aparAdhane nirNaya pachI karaze! ketumatI sAsujI! tame paNa sAruM karyuM ke mane badanAma karIne tame tamArA kuLanI rakSA karI! he pitAjI! tame paNa tamArA saMbaMdhIonAM mana jALavyAM. vaLI meM abhAgaNe vicAryuM ke duHkhI strIone mAtA AzvAsananuM sthAna hoya che. paNa he mAtA? te paNa tAro pativratA dharma barAbara bajA. tAre to pitAjInA pagale cAlavuM joIe ne? are, mArA baMdhuo! tamAre paNa zuM deSa? pitAjInI AjJA AgaLa tamAruM zuM cAle? arere svAmInAtha! tame te mArAthI ghaNuM dUra che. je tame heta to mArI A dazA na thAta. tamArI gerahAjarImAM badhA mArA zatru banI gayA. Ama vicAra karatAM aMjanAnI AMkhamAM AMsu ubharAI AvyA. ne tenI daSTimAMthI saMsAranA ekeka svajana pasAra thaI gayA. je je snAe aMjanAne premathI pitAnI gaNI hatI te badhAe dukhanA samaye dago dIdhe. AnuM nAma saMsAra che. aMjanA kahe che bahenI kharekhara mArA jevI koI abhAgaNI nahi hoya ke ATalA varSo sudhI patine viga paDe chatAM jIvatI rahI zake! huM ja abhAgaNa jIvatI rahI chuM. aMjanAne jhurApa sAMbhaLIne vasaMtamAlAnuM haiyuM paNa kakaLI UThayuM ne tene khUba AzvAsana ApyuM chatAM paNa vasaMtamAlA rAjakumArI na hatI paNa tenI sakhI ane bIjI rIte dAsI hatI eTale enAmAM aMjanA jeTalI pairyatA na hoya eTale teNe zuM kahyuM. ' "vasaMtamAlAe kahelA veNu, sAme satInI samajAvaTa" vasaMtamAlA re ema ucare bAI tAro bApa che karmacaMDAla te, * mUrNa mAtA re tama taNI, bAMdhave kIdhuM che karma vikarAla te, AMgaNe rAkhI na adhaghaDI, kalaMka caDhAvIne dIdhuM che Ala, vasaMtamAlA vaLI ema kahe, bAi tAruM pIyare paDayuM rasAtAla te satI re

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540 zAradA sAgara huM aMjanA ! tArA pitAjI teA caMDALathI paNa khUrA nIkaLyA. jAtinA caMDALa hAya tenA dilamAM paNa cAnA chAMTA te hAya paNa tArA mApa tA karma caMDALa che. ene putrInI sheja paNa dayA na AvI. ne kANu jANe mAtAjInI te buddhi bagaDI gaI. ene ema na thayuM ke lAva, mArI dIkarIne khelAvu paNa uparathI dAsIe pAse lAta marAvI. bhAiee paNa sAmuM na joyuM bhAbhIe te maheNAM mAryA. eka aDadhA kalAka paNa AMgaNAmAM UbhI rahevA na dIdhI. kharekhara! tArA pIyarIyAnA satyAnAza jaze. A zabdo sAMbhaLIne ajanA upara vijaLI tUTI paDI hAya tevA AMcakA lAgyA. te vasaMtamAlAnA moDhe ADA hAtha daIne kahe che bahena! A tuM zuM mele che? mArA kame mane duHkha AvyuM che. emAM mArA mAtA-pitAnA zu deSa che? mArA pitAjI teA kevA pavitra ne nirmALa che ke e kadI kAinA mAthe ALa caDhAve tevA nathI. mArI mAtA teA pativratA ane zaktinA avatAra che. ne mArA bhAI sAcA pitRbhakata che. tuM emane zA mATe doSa Ape che? meM pUrvabhavamAM evA karmo karyA haze ke te mane A bhavamAM uddayamAM AvyA che. meM kAinA mAthe AvA kUDA kalaka caDhAvyA haze. kAine pANIneA pyAlA nahi pIvaDAvyeA hAya. kAi mArA jevA duHkhIne pANI pAtu haze teA me tenA hAthamAMthI khUMcavI lIdheA haze. kai patipatnIne viyeAga paDAvyA haze tethI mArI A dazA thai che. huM sakhI! DALa mmA na mola asthi / karelA karmone bheganyA vinA traNa kALamAM mAro ke tArA uddhAra thavAnA nathI. A rIte ajanA vasaMtamAlAne khelatI aTakAve che. have AgaLa zuM khanaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. bhAdaravA vada nAma ane druzama tA. 28 ane ravIvAra tA. ra9-sAmavAra A ane visAmAM khA. bra. pU. bhAvanAbAI mahAsatIjInA mAsakhamaNanI ugra tapazcaryAnuM bahumAna tathA pAraNuM hAvAthI kAMThAvADI upAzrayethI pU. mahAna vairAgI kAntIRSIjI mahArAja sAhebanA suziSyA padhAryA hatA. A prasaMge tapa upara ane tapanA mahimA upara pU. aravIdramuni mahArAja sAheba pU. navInaRSI mahArAja sAheba tathA pU. zAradAmAi mahAsatIjI Aphri sata satIjIee khUba suMdara ane mananIya tapa mahAtsava prasa Mge pravacanA pharamAvyA hatA. te prasa Mge mAnavamedyanI cikkAra bharAi hatI. ne saMta satIjIee avarNanIya tapanA mahimA samajAvyA hatA. tethI ghaNA bhAi maheneAe tapa sAdhanAmAM joDAvA mATe niyame lIdhA hatA. bhAvanAbAi mahAsatIjInA 30 upavAsa ne caMdanabAi mahAsatIjInA ATha upavAsanA tapa mahAtsava prasaMgane anusarIne 38 divasanA badhAe vrata paccakhANa lIdhA hatA.

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zAradA sAgara vyAkhyAna na 63 bhAdaravA vada 11 ne magaLavAra sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtA ne bahena ! 541 tA. 30-9-05 ana Mta jJAnI, karuNAnA sAgara, bhagavaMta jagatanA jIvAne zmAna kare che, ke he bhanya jIvA ! jo tamAre jaldI bhavasAgara taravA hAya teA tArA aMtarane svaccha khanAvIne AtmajJAna pragaTa karavA AMtaranirIkSaNa karI le AMtaranirIkSaNu e AtmajJAna pragaTa karavAnI AmAda cAvI che. ApaNA aMtaramAM zuM bharelu che? ApaNe atyAre kayAM UbhelA chIe ? kayAMthI AvyA ne kayAM javAnu che? AvA vicAra karIne aMtaranA khUNe rahelA kuvicArAne dUra karavA ne suvicAra| bharI devA. AvuM AMtanirIkSaNa karavu te AtmajJAna pAmavAnI cAvI che. eka vakhata AtmajJAnanuM sa Mvedana thayuM ke pachI saMsAra kevA lAgaze te jANA che ? kSArabhUmi jevA. smazAna jevA ne tritApanA bhaThThA jevA lAgaze. pachI sasAranA eka paNa padmA mUlyavAna nahi dekhAya. pachI vItarAga vacananu mUlya aMkAze. AMtaracakSu khulyA pachI saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM tana, mana te tyAga tarapha deADaze. Avu tattvajJAna pAmelA jIvA pApa karatA aTake che. tame je sTeja upara UbhA che te sTejane vaphAdAra zakhI jIvanamAM ceAgyatA pragaTAveA. jJAnI ane ajJAnI eka ja kriyA kare chatAM tenI bhAvanAmAM phera DAya che. jJAnI jIvaDA zAka mArakITamAM zAka kharIDhavA jAya te paNa evA vicAra kare ke jevA mAre jIva che tevA A vanaspatikAyanA jIvA che. eka vakhata huM paNa A vanaspatikAyamAM gayA hoiza. ne A pramANe vecAye, chedAyA, bheDhAyeA, zekAyeA hAiza. paNa mane AhAra sajJAnI lapa vaLagI che eTale mAre A badhI kriyAo karavI paDe che, jyAre ajJAnI jIva rasapUrvaka badhI kriyAo kare che. bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke : ullo sukkho ya do chUDhA, golayA maTTiyAmayA / do vi AvaDiyA kuDe, jo ullo sottha laggai // utta. su a. 25 gAthA 42. eka bhIne ane eka sUke ane mATInA gALA bhIMta upara nAMkhA te bhAneA gALA cAMTI jaze ne sUkA gALA nahi cAMTe. tema je manuSya duddhi ane kAma-bhegAmAM Asakata che te saMsAramAM cAMTI jAya che. ane kAmaleAgeAthI virakta sAdhaka sUkA gALAnI jema cAMTatA nathI. virakta jIva tA ema vicAra karaze ke he prabhu! A saMsAranA samadhAnI sAMkaLa tADIne kayAre asaMgI khanuM ? jene kalyANa karavAnI kAmanA jAgI che tevA anAthI nigraMtha mahAna vaibhava

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542 ) zAradA sAMgAra, choDIne saMyamI banI gayA che. pite AtmasvarUpane pAmyA che ne bIjAne pamADe che. tevA anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne kahe che, he rAjana! mAre rega maTADavA mATe mArA pitAjIe thAya teTalA IlAje karyA. vaide paNa pitAnI zakitane upayoga karIne thAkI gayA. pitAjIe mArI pAchaLa paisA kharcavAmAM pAchI pAnI karI nathI. evA mArA pitAjI premALa hatA. chatAM mane teo rogathI mukata karAvI zakyA nahi. e mArI bIjI anAthatA hatI. pitAjInI mArA pratye ananya lAgaNI hatI. chatAM kahevAya che ke mAtAnI lAgaNI te ethI adhika hoya te rIte - mAyA'vi me mahArAya ! putta soga duhaTiyA / na ya dukkha vimoyanti, esA majjha aNAhayA // utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA 25 he mahArAjA ! mArI mAtA rAta-divasa mAruM hita ciMtavavAvALI hatI. mAruM duHkha joIne tenI chAtI cIrAI jatI hatI. mArA duHkhe duHkhI ane sukhe sukhI rahevAvALI hatI. mArA putrane kema jaladI sAruM thAya te mATe prabhune prArthanA karatI hatI. chatAM paNa te mane rogathI mukta karI zakI nahi e mArI trIjI anAthatA hatI. baMdhuo! duniyAmAM badhAno prema maLaze paNa mAtAne prema nahi maLe. mAtA jevuM hRdaya nahi maLe. dIkare game teTalo moTe thAya, dIkarAne ghera dIkarA thAya paNa mAtAnI daSTimAM te te nAnuM che. koInA gherathI kAMI paNa AvyuM hoya te mAtA kadI dIkarAne mUkIne khAtI nathI, evuM mAtAnuM vAtsalya hoya che. he mahArAjA! mArI mAtA paNa mArA - pratye e prema rAkhatI hatI. mane regathI pIDAte jaIne kahetI, ke he, mArA hAlasoyA dIkarA! tArA sAmuM mArAthI jovAtuM nathI. tArA AkhA zarIramAM tane keI bhAlA bheMkI detuM hoya tevI pIDA thAya che. ame najare joIe chIe chatAM tane duHkhathI mukta karI zakatA nathI. A jagyAe je kaI bahArane zatru tArA zarIramAM bhAlA bheMko hatA te huM vacamAM ADI ubhI raheta. e bhAlA huM jhIlI leta paNa A te aMdaranA zatru tane pIDA Ape che. tenA paMjAmAMthI choDAvavA huM asamartha chuM. A rIte mArI mAtA mArA duHkhe jhUratI hatI. pitAnA saMtAno pratye mAtAne prema alokika hoya che. chatAM je pApane udaya hoya te mAtA putra pratye paNa kaThora hadayavALI banI jAya che. - brahmadattanA pitA tene nAne mUkIne gujarI gayA hatA. pachI tenI mAtA calaNI bIjA puruSanA premamAM paDI hatI. jayAre brahmadatta moTe thaze tyAre tenA manamAM thayuM ke have mAruM pikaLa khulluM thaI jaze. ema samajIne teNe eka lAkhane mahela taiyAra karAvyo ne brahmadattane temAM sUvA meka. pradhAna khUba cAlAka hato. te cukavaNuM rANInuM kArastAna sArI rIte jANato hato. rANIe mahelamAM Aga lagADI te samaye bAda tenA puNyadaye

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zAradA sAgara 543 pradhAnanI sahAyathI bacI gaye. bAkI mAtAe te niSphara banIne putrane mArI nAMkhatA pAchI pAnI karI nathI. te te (kalAka) zvAkA puruSa hatA. bhAvinA cakravatI hatA. mAtAe cauda svapna paNa joyA hatA chatAM mAtA kevI krUra banI ! paNa he mahArAjA ! mArI mAtA tevI na hatI. paNa te mArA pratye khUba vAtsalyavALI hatI. chatAM mane regathI mukta karI zakI nahi. tyAre mane bhAna thayuM ke huM mArI anAthatAnA kAraNe duHkhI thAuM chuM. mahArAjA zreNaka anAthI nigraMtha pAsethI temanA anAthapaNAnI vAta sAMbhaLatA jAya che tema tema temane muni pratye khUba Adara bhAva vadhatuM jAya che. rAjAo rAjya jatu kare paNa keInA caraNamAM zIra ne jhukAve. kAraNa ke kSatriyanA baccA maravAnuM pasaMda kare paNa koIne name nahi. hA, saMtanA caraNamAM zIra jhUkAve. zAnA prabhAve ? cAritranA. have muni pitAnI kahAnI AgaLa calAvatA kahe che - rAma ' mAgaro mAraya, sA ne vaLI ' na ya dukkhA vimoyanti, esA majza aNAhayA // utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA 26 he mahArAjA! mArA sagA nAnA ane moTA bhAIo hatA. te mArA bhAIo svAthI na hatA. paNa sAcA sukha-duHkhanA bhAgIdAra hatA. mArA bhAIo rAta-divasa khaDe page mArI sevA karatA hatA. AvA bhAIo maLavA paNa muzkela che. mAruM darda kema mATe ane kema zAMti maLe te mATe teo satata prayatnazIla rahetA hatA. rAtre reja ujAgarA karavA paDe te paNa kaMTALatA na hatA. anAthI muni kahe che he rAjan ! mArA pratye mArA bhAIone prema rAma-lakSmaNa jevo hato. A jyAre rAmacaMdrajIne vanavAsa javAnuM thayuM tyAre te vAtanI lakSamaNane khabara paDI ke mArA moTA bhAI vanavAsa jaya che. tUrata lakSamaNajI deDatAM AvyA ane kahyuM-bhAI ! huM tamArI sAthe AvIza. tyAre rAmacaMdrajI kahe che, vIrA ! tuM mArI sAthe AvIza te ahIM mAtA-pitAnI sevA koNa karaze? vananI vATe rAmanI pAchaLa lakSamaNu"- tyAre lakSamaNe kahyuM, ke moTA bhAI ! mAtA-pitAnI sevA karanArA ghaNuM che. huM to ApanI sAthe AvIza. huM ApanAthI jude nahi paDuM-Apa jaMgalamAM jAo ne huM acadhyAnI mahelAtemAM mahAluM? A mArAthI nahi banI zake. tyAre rAmacaMdrajI kahe che, lamaNu vIrA ! tuM pahelA mAtA sumitrAnI AjJA te laI Ava. je mAtAjI AjJA Ape te mArI sAthe Avaje. rAmanA A zabdo sAMbhaLI lamaNane khUba AnaMda thaye, ne mAtA sumitrAnI AjJA levA cAle. manamAM prabhune prArthanA karavA lAge, ke aho prabhu! mArI mAtAne saddabuddhi

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544 zAradA sAgara Apaje ke mane mArA moTA bhAI sAthe vanamAM javAnI AjJA Ape. je mAtA rajA nahi Ape te moTA bhAI mane sAthe nahi laI jAya. ema prArthanA karatAM mAtAnI pAse pahoMcyA ne rAmacaMdrajInI sAthe vanavAsa javAnI AjJA mAgI. - lakSmaNanI vAta sAMbhaLI sumitrAnethayele harSa": mAtA sumitrAne lakSamaNa pratye ghaNe sneha hato. chatAM putranI vAta sAMbhaLIne khUba harSa pAmI. aha! mAro putra ke vinayavAna che! vaDIla bhAInI sevA karavAne tenA dilamAM anahada AnaMda che. AvA vinayavAna putranI mAtA banIne huM paNa bhAgyazALI banI chuM. beTA! tuM khuzIthI rAmacaMdrajInI sAthe vanamAM jo tane mArI AjJA che. tArI bhAvanA uttama che. tene sevA karavAne je samaya maLe che temAM bilakula pramAda na karate. rAmane pitA ane sItAne mAtA samAna gaNI temanI khUba sevA karaje ne jaMgalamAM temane kaI jAtanuM kaSTa na paDe tenuM barAbara dhyAna rAkhaje. A sAMbhaLI lakSamaNane bhUkhyAne bhojana ane tarasyAne pANI maLe teTale AnaMda thayo. mAtAnI AjJA ane AziSa meLavIne tyAMthI patnI urmilAnI pAse gayA. lakSmaNanI patnI UrmilAnA ugAre -lakSamaNe UrmilAnI AjJA mAMgI. tyAre urmilA kahe che, svAmInAtha! dhanya che tamane ke AvI bharayuvAnImAM mahela, mahelAte ane patnI badhuM choDIne vaDIla bhAtAnI sevA karavA mATe jaMgalamAM javAnuM mana thAya che. tamArA jevA patine paraNIne mAruM jIvana dhanya banI gayuM. Apa khuzIthI moTA bhAInI sAthe jAva. baMdhuo! A pati paNa keve ne patnI paNa kevI Adarza ! ene emane kahyuM ke tamane bhAInI sAthe game che te tame jAva. paNa mAruM zuM? huM ekalI kevI rIte rahuM? vanavAsa rAmane maLe che. tamane kayAM maLe che? AvuM saheja paNa bolyA vinA premathI rajA ApI ane rAma-lakSamaNa ane sItAjI vanamAM gayA. vanamAM lakSamaNe bhAI-bhAbhInI khaDe page sevA karI che. e te badhuM tame jANe che. eTale vadhu kaMI kahetI nathI. anAthI muni kahe che, he rAjana! mArA bhAIe paNa lakSamaNa jevA sevAbhAvI ne vinayavAna hatA. mane rogathI mukta karavA mATe rAta-divasa teo ciMtAtura rahetA hatA ke zuM karIe ne amAre bhAI sAjo thAya! jyAre bhAIne roga maTaze tyAre amane AnaMda Avaze. A rIte badhA bhAIo prayatnazIla rahetA hatA. mArI sevAmAM saheja paNa UNapa AvavA de tevA na hatA. chatAM paNa teo mane rogamukta karI zakyA nahi. te mArI cethI anAthatA hatI. haju paNa anAthI nigraMtha zreNIka rAjAne anAthatAnA bhAva samajAvaze. tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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zAradA sAgara 545 caritra: "aMjanA satIne vananI vATe muninA darzanane atyaMta AnaMda" aMjanA satI ane vasaMtamAlA baMne eka pahADa para caDyA che. aMjanA potAnAM pApakarmone doSa Ape che ne duHkhamAM paNa sukha mAne che. jaMgalamAM maMgala mAne che. duniyAmAM sukhamAMthI sukha te sahu zodhe che paNa duHkhamAMthI je sukha zodhe che te sAce mAnava che. e te ema mAne che ke mane duHkha AvyuM che te paNa sArA mATe. je mane dukha na AvyuM hatuM te mArI kasoTI kevI rIte thAta? duniyAmAM kanakanI kasoTI thAya che paNa kathIranI kasoTI kaI karatuM nathI. jyAre kanaka kasoTImAMthI pasAra thAya che tyAre sAcuM kanaka kahevAya che ne tenI kiMmata aMkAya che. ema vicAra karI AtmAne hiMmata Ape che. tyAM zuM bane cheH giri guphe satI re nihALatI, tihAM kaNe dIThA che munivara dhyAne dhIra te, paMca mahAvrata pALatAM tapa, japa saMyame sohe zarIra te, avadhijJAne karI AgalA, jaI kahI aMjanAe vAMdhA che caraNa te, ati dukha mAhe AnaMda hue, bhavobhava heje re tumataNuM zaraNuM te, satI re zirAmaNuM aMjanA. aMjanA ane vasaMtamAlA baMne jyAM beThA hatA tyAMthI UbhA thaIne AgaLa cAle che. ekabIjAne AzvAsana Ape che. baMdhuo! mANasane game teTaluM duHkha Ave paNa je tene mAthe kaI mIThe hAtha pheravanAra hoya ane AzvAsananA be zabda kahenAra je hoya te paNa tenuM duHkha haLavuM banI jAya che. .. aMjanA ane vasaMtamAlA ekabIjAne AzvAsana ApatA cAlyA jAya che. aMjanA manathI, vacanathI ke kAyAthI koInuM bUruM ciMtavatI nathI. temaja sAsarIyA ke piyarIyA koIne paNa deSa detI nathI paNa pitAnA karmane niMde che, ke jIva! tArA karyA tAre bhogavavAnA che. tema vicAratI navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa kare che. baMne jaNAM AgaLa cAle che. tyAM eka vRkSa nIce paMca mahAvratadhArI, tapa ane tyAganA teja jemanA mukha upara jhaLahaLe che tevA avadhijJAnI saMtane dhyAnamAM UbhelA joyA. saMtane jotA aMjanAnA aMtaramAM AnaMda AnaMda thaI gaye. jema gADha aMdhakAramAM eka nAnakaDI mINabattI ke dhare te ke AnaMda thAya? tema aMjanAne bhayaMkara duHkhamAM maMgalakArI pavitra saMtanA darzana thatAM je AnaMda thaye te kaI alaukika ne avarNanIya hate. A AnaMda kyAre paNa thaye nathI. aMjanA vicAre che ke mArA mATe jaMgalamAM maMgala thayuM. saMtanA darzana thavAthI duHkhamAM paNa aMjanAe pitAjInI mAnelI kRpA - dharmanA pratApe aMjanAne mATe jaMgala paNa maMgalarUpI banI gayuM. aMjanAe vasaMtamAlAne kahyuM, ke he sakhI ! je pitAjInI ApaNu upara kRpA thaI na heta ane

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546 zAradA sAgara temaNe ApaNuM mATe vanamAM AvavAno mArga saraLa karI dIdhuM na hota te ApaNane A mahAtmAnA darzana kevI rIte thaI zakta? aMjanAnI A vAta sAMbhaLI vasaMtamAlAe kahyuM ke pitAjIe ApaNane jaMgalamAM ekalIne ApaNA upara zI kRpA karI? temaNe te ApaNuM upara kRpAne badale avakRpA karI che. je vAstavamAM pitAe ApaNA upara kRpA karI hota to ApaNe jaMgalamAM AvavuM na paData ane khAvA-pIvAnuM tathA rahevAnuM kaSTa paNa jogavavuM na paData. . vasaMtamAlAnI A vAta sAMbhaLI aMjanAe kahyuM, he sakhI! tame vagara vicAryuM bole che. tamAruM kathana bhUla bhareluM che. pitAnI kRpA hota te nagaramAM khAvA-pIvA AdinI sagavaDatA maLata. paNa ahI jaMgalamAM A niparigrahI saMta pAsethI ApaNane zuM maLavAnuM che? A tArI je mAnyatA che te bhUla bharelI che. ApaNane je kAMI maLe che te je sAruM che te e sthitimAM ApaNe ema mAnavuM joIe ke A saMtanA pratApathI ApaNane maLyuM che. je vastune ApaNe sArI mAnIe chIe te dharmanA pratApathI prApta thAya che. te dharma tatvane samajAvanAra tathA dharma tarapha dorI janAra A saMta mahAtmA che. AvA pavitra, niHsvArthI muninI sevA karavAthI jIvane mahAna lAbha thAya che. mArA te e mahAna sadbhAgya che ke mane ahIM vanamAM paNa saMtanA darzana thayA. - aMjanA muninA zaraNe gaI. be hAtha joDIne pradakSiNA karIne saMtanA caraNamAM paDI vaMdana karyA pachI vasaMtamAlAne kahevA lAgI, A muni kevI rIte padmAsane besI, mana-vacana-kAyAne sthira karI kevA zAMtabhAve beThA che ! jANe sAkSAta zAMtamUti! siddhAMtamAM kahyuM che, tevA A muni dazavidha yati dharma Adi mahAna guNethI yukta che A muninI karuNa ane dayA AgaLa vairabhAva TakI zake nahi. bakarI ke siMha jevA bhakSya-bhakSaka manAtA virodhI svabhAvavALA prANIo paNa AvA saraLa, saumya, zAMtamUrti AgaLa vaira bhUlI jAya e svAbhAvika che. A pramANe kahI, munine vaMdana karIne besavA lAgI, he karuNAnA sAgara prabhu! tamArI eka AMkhaDI paNa je mArA upara paDaze te paNa mAruM kalyANa thaI jaze. vasaMtamAlA ane aMjanA baMne munine vaMdana karI temanI sAme besI gayA. munie dhyAna pALyuM. pachI aMjanAne kahyuM, ke tuM rAjA mahendranI putrI jaMgalamAM AvI che? aMjanAe javAba Ape, hA, gurudeva mane ApanA darzana karavAne suyoga maLavAna hatuM eTalA mATe mane ahIM AvavAno avasara prApta thayuM che. he gurudeva! ApanA darzana thavAthI Aje amAruM jIvana dhanya banI gayuM che. amArA mananA saghaLA maratha pUrNa thayA che. mArA hadayamAM eka vAta tamane pUchavAnI IcchA thaI che. jo ke huM e vAta barAbara jANuM chuM ke mArA karelA karmo mAre bhogavavA paDe che. paraMtu huM ApanI pAse e jANavA IcchuM chuM ke

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zAradA sAgara 547. kayA karmanA udayathI mAre AvA dukhe bhegavavA paDe che. Apa kRpA karIne mArA praznano khulAsAvAra javAba Ape te mane ane mArI sakhIne paNa saMtoSa thAya. duHkhane pitAnuM kareluM mAnavAthI manane sateSa thAya che. mahApurUSoe duHkhamAM paNa manane sthira rAkhavAno upAya batAvyuM che, ke bhale sukha maLe ke dukha maLe paNa e baMne potAnA karelAM karmonuM phaLa mAnavuM. A pramANe mAnavAthI mana zAMta ane sthira thaze. aMjanAe paNa sukha-duHkhane karmanuM phaLa mAnI samabhAva keLavyo hato. eTalA mATe tenuM mana zAMta ane sthira hatuM. aMjanAnA praznano javAba ApatAM gurUdeve kahyuM ke karmanI lIlA vicitra che. je pramANe eka nAnakaDA bIjamAMthI mahAna vaTavRkSa pedA thaI jAya che te pramANe karmanI lIlA paNa vicitra che. huM tArA karmo viSe saMpUrNa vAta te kaheto nathI paNa thoDI vAta kahuM chuM. je sAMbhaLavAthI tuM karmanI lIlA kevI vicitra hoya che te jANI zakIza. have muni aMjanAnI karmakathA kaheze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 64 bhAdaravA vada 15 ne budhavAra tA. 1-10-75 vizvavatsala vAridhi, anaMta kRpAnidhi bhagavate jagatanA jInA duHkha dUra karavA mATe siddhAMta prarUpyA che. temAM teo pharamAve che, ke he bhavya che! avaLI samajaNanA kAraNe tame anaMta kALathI duHkha bhogavI rahyA cho to have sAcI samajaNa prApta kare. je sukhanA sopAne caDhavuM hoya to tamArI daSTi badalI nAMkhe. tame ahIM je kArya karI zakaze te bIjI gatimAM nahi thAya. kAraNa ke "saMvoTTI ha ra kurja paralokamAM badhibIjanI prApti thavI durlabha che. jIvanamAMthI je rAtri ane divaso pasAra thaI gayA te pAchA pharIne AvavAnA nathI ane A manuSyabhava paNa durlabha che. te e durlabha bhavanI sArthakatA karI lo. kAraNa ke bIjI gatimAM te kyAM gayA tyAM samajaNanA abhAve jIve karmanuM baMdhana karyuM che. samAvaNNA NaM saMsAre, nANAgottAsu jAisu / kammA nANAvihA kaTu, puDho vissaMbhayA payA // utta. sU. a. 3 gAthA 2. A jIve saMsAramAM vividha prakAranA karmo karIne aneka gautravALI jAtiomAM utpanna thaIne eka paNa AkAza-pradeza khAlI rAkhyo nathI, ke jyAM te janma-maraNa pAme na hoya! ane mAlikI dharAvI na hoya! chatAM paNa haju sudhI sAcuM sukha ke zAMti meLavI

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548 zAradA sAgara zakayeA nathI. jJAnIe te kahe che, ke he pAmara prANI! sukha ke zAMti e koi bahAranI cIja nathI. e teA tArA aMtaramAM rahelI che. sukha e AtmAnA nija guNu che. paNa mAnave te! ahAranA paiAlika padArtho...vastu ke vyakitamAM sukha mAnyuM ne tyAM zeAdhyuM. A tA pelA annAna kasturIyA mRga jevuM karyuM. kasturIyA mRganI DUMTImAM kasturI pADe che, tenI suMgadha Ave che paNa ajJAna mRgalAne bhAna nathI ke A sugadha zenI che ne te kayAMthI Ave che? peAtAnI nAbhimAM sugaMdha hAvA chatAM tene khakhara nathI. eNe mAnyuM che ke kAi hariyALI bhUmimAMthI sugaMdha Ave che. eTale sugaMdhanI zeAdhamAM cAre bAju bhame che. zeAdhI zeAdhIne marI jAya paNa tene sugadha maLatI nathI. kAraNa ke sugaMdha che peAtAmAM ne zeAdhe che khIjAmAM, teA kayAMthI maLe ? A ajJAna mRgane uddezIne jJAnIe samajAve che, ke mRga teA ajJAna ne tiryaM ca hatA. tethI te peAtAnI nAbhimAMthI kasturInI sugaMdha AvatI hAvA chatAM vane vane bhaTakayA ne temAM tenI jiMdragI khatama karI. tene jJAna na hatuM paNa tamane teA jJAna che ne? tame tenA jevA ajJAna tA nathI ne? chatAM tame sukhanI zodha kayAM karI rahyA che? deva madirAmAM, tIrthayAtrAmAM ke paisAmAM sukhanI kheAja karI rahyA che. paNa sukha tIrthasthAnAmAM, nadI ke kuMDamAM nathI. kailAsa, kAzI, mathurA, masjida ke paisA, patnI-putra piravAramAM nathI. paNa tamArI pAse che. je sukha DhuMDhe tu' jagamAM e teA AbhAsa che (2) sAcA sukhaneA tA tArA aMtaramAM vAsa che (ra) e jIvaDA re...adhAre bhaTakayA karavuM tane zAle nA ....manavA manavA je sukhanI kare tuM AzA tane nathI maLavAnuM, dADAdoDI phogaTa karavI tane zAle nA manavA....je sukhanI kavi kahe che, ke he sukhapipAsu prANI! sukhanA tArAmAM bhaMDAra bharyA che. te sukha tu bahAra zeAdhe che te traNa kALamAM paNa kayAMthI maLavAnuM che? mULa vastune pakaDA paNa tenA pratibiMbane na pakaDe. pratibiMkhamAM sAcI vastu pakaDAtI nathI. tenI chAyA pakaDAya che. koI pANImAM caMdranuM pratiSikha joIne pakaDavA jAya te tame zuM kaheA? kheDA. (hasAhasa) mAre temane mUrkhA nathI kahevA. yAda rAkho saMsAranA paulika padArthomAM kayAre paNa zAzvata sukha maLavAnuM nathI. sAcu sukha meLavavuM hoya te| AtmA tarapha daSTi karo. jenI draSTi AtmAbhimukha thayelI che tevA anAthI nigraMtha zreNIka rAjAne kahe che, he mahArAjA! mane bhayaMkara rAga thayA te samaye mArA mAtA-pitAe ghaNAM upAye ne upacAra karavA chatAM mane regathI mukata karI zakayA nahi. mArA pitAjIe te mAre rAga je maTADe tene peAtAnuM sarvasva ApI devAnI jAherAta karI hatI. mArA pitAe

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zIrA sAgara 549 jAhera karyuM paNa sAthe mArA bhAIo paNa evA hatA. emaNe e vicAra na karyo ke A eka bhAInI bImArImAM mAtA-pitA badhuM dhana khacI nAMkhaze te amArA bhAgamAM zuM raheze? emaNe paNa kahyuM ke amArA bhAIne mATe je ApavuM paDe te ApI devA taiyAra chIe. koI paNa rIte mAro bhAI sAje thavuM joIe. bhAyaro me mahArAya, sagAjeTTa knniddhgaa| na ya dukkhA vimoyanti, esA majjha aNAhayA // utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA 26 he mahArAjA! AvA mArA sagA nAnA ne moTA bhAIoe mArI khUba sevA karI, rAtanA ujAgarA karyA paNa mane regathI mukata karI zakayA nahi. A amArI cethI anAthatA che. baMdhuo ! gAthAmAM ema kahyuM ke anAthI muninA sagA bhAIo hatA. A to sagA bhAI che. paNa puNyadaya hoya tyAM apara mAtA hovA chatAM eka mAtAnA je prema hoya che. kRSNa ane baLabhadranI zAstramAM vAta Ave che. jyAre dvArakA nagarImAM eka paNa pratyAkhyAna na rahyuM tyAre dvIpAyana RSinA kepathI dvArakA nagarI bhaDake baLI. te samaye AkhI dvArakA nagarImAM kRSNa ane balabhadra e be bAMdhe bacI gayA hatA. bAkI AkhuM kuTuMba, rAjamahela, milakata badhuM baLIne sApha thaI gayuM. dvArakA nagarInI bahAra jaIne kRSNa kahe che, arere.... moTAbhAI ApaNuM sonAnI dvArakA nagarI banI gaI. ApaNuM mAtA-pitA, bhAIo badhA baLI gayA. ApaNe baMne nirAdhAra thaI gayA. ApaNe zuM karIzuM ? kayAM jaIzuM? tyAre balabhadrajI pitAnA laghu bAMdhavane AzvAsana ApatAM kahe che, ke vIza ! zA mATe tuM raDe che? haju ApaNuM puNya jIvatA ne jAgatA che. cAla, ApaNe ApaNuM kuMtA phaIbAne ghera jaIe. ApaNu kuMtA phaIbA ApaNI devakI mAtA jevA che. tyAre kRSNa kahe che, bhAI! phaIbAne ghera kayA meDhe jaIe? tyAM jatAM mAre paga UpaDato nathI kAraNa ke meM to pAMDene - dezanikAla karelA che. baMdhuo ! vAta ema banI hatI ke padmanAbha rAjAe deva mAraphata draupadInuM apaharaNa karAvI amarakaMkAmAM maMgAvI. tyAra pachI khabara maLatAM pAMca pAMDavo ane kRSNa draupadIne levA mATe ghAtakIkhamAM gayA, kRSNa vAsudeve eka paje pachADI AkhI amarakaMkA nagarIne dhaNadhaNAvI nAMkhI ne padmanAbha rAjAne harAvI draupadIne laIne pAchA pharyA kRSaNa vAsudeva khUba vizALa dilanA hatA. teo kahe che, he pAMDavo ! tame ane draupadI A hoDImAM besIne sAme kinAre pahoMcI jAva. tame sahIsalAmata pahoMcIne hADI pAchI mokalaje. huM rAha joIne beTho chuM. pAMca pAMDavo ane chaThThI draupadI vaDIla baMdhunI AjJA mujaba hoDImAM besIne sAme kinAre pahoMcI gayA tyAre pAMDa kahe che.

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550 zAradA sAgara ApaNe heDI nathI melavI, joIe te kharA kRSNanuM baLa temaNe eTale vicAra na karyo ke ame te paddamanAbhanI sAme hArI gayA hatA ! pAMDee kRSNanuM baLa jovAnuM mana karyuM - pAMDee kRSNanuM baLa jovA mATe heDI pAchI mokalI nahi. A taraphe ghaNo samaya thaI gaye paNa heDI pAchI na AvI tyAre kRSNane ciMtA thavA lAgI ke mArA bhAIonuM zuM thayuM haze? sahIsalAmata sAme kinAre to pahoMcI gayA haze ne? nadImAM tephAna te nahi thayuM hoyane? hoDI DUbI te nahi gaI hoyane? AvI aneka azubha AzaMkA kRSNane thavA lAgI chevaTe teo be bhujA vaDe samudra pAra karavA lAgyA. A prasaMge gaMgAdevIe temane vacamAM baMgalo banAvI dIdhe. e vAsudeva hatA. eTale emanA puNyanuM baLa hatuM. theDI vAra visAme laIne be bhujAthI gaMgA nadI taratAM taratAM kinAre AvyA. pAMDavone kSemakuzaLa jeIne kRSNa harakhAyA. hoDInu game te banyuM paNa mArA bhAIo te kSemakuzaLa che eTale mane AnaMda, kRSNa vAsudeva kinAre AvyA ne pUchayuM bhAI ! tame sahIsalAmata pahoMcI gayA che ne? tamane kaMI vAMdhe to nathI AvyuM ne? tyAre pAMDavo kahe che nA. ame te khUba AnaMdathI pahoMcI gayA chIe. tyAre kRSNa pUche che, ke hoDI kyAM gaI? e AtmAo peTamAM kapaTa rAkhe tevA na hatA. sAcuM bolI gayA. moTAbhAI ! heDI te ame pANImAM DUbADI dIdhI. zA mATe? ApanuM baLa jovA mATe. kRSNa mahArAjAe karele paDakAra - zuM amarakaMkAmAM mAruM baLa nahotuM joyuM ke atyAre mAruM baLa jevA uThayA che? basa, have tamane jIvatA na choDuM. pAMDe ne draupadI rathamAM beThelA hatA draupadIne nIce utArIne pAMDene mAravA muThThI ugAmI. meTA purUSanI muThThI kadI khAlI na jAya. tarata draupadI kRSNanA pagamAM paDI ne khUba AjIjI karI. vIrA ! je tamAre mane raMDApa Apa hato te zA mATe duzmananA pAzamAMthI choDAvI? mArA zIyaLanI rakSA karavA mATe mArA jIvanane aMta lAvata. khUba kAlAvAlA karyA tyAre kRSNajIe pAMDene rathamAMthI utArIne ratha upara eka muThThI mArI rathanA cUrecUrA karI nAMkhyA. jyAM ratha bhAMgyo hato te jagyAe nadI vahe che tene bhAgIrathI kahevAmAM Ave che. pAMDavone jIvatAM cheDayA ne pharamAna karyuM ke have AjathI mArI hadamAM paga mUkaze nahi. tyAra pachI pAMDe tyAM hastinApura nagara vasAvIne rahyA. jene dezanikAla karyA hatA tene ghera javAne vakhata Avye eTale kRSNane javAnuM mana thatuM na hatuM. paNa e mahAna purUSa banI gayelI vAtane yAda karatA nathI. banavAkALe banI gayuM. balabhadra kahe che, bhAI! ApaNuM phaIbA ke bhAIo kaI ApaNane maheNuM mAre tevA nathI. cAla, ApaNe jaladI tyAM pahoMcI jaIe. balabhadranA kahevAthI javA mATe taiyAra thayA. jeo kadI khulA page cAlyA na hatA. e bahAra jAya te temanI sAthe

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zAradA sAgara papa seMkaDo mANasA rahetA hatA. paga mUke ne dharatI dhrujAve evA trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNa ane khalabhadra ane vananI vATe ekalAaTUlA cAlyA jAya che. khuma thAka lAgyA. pANI vinA kRSNanA kaMThe sukAvA lAgyA. AMkhe aMdhArA AvavA lAgyA. kRSNujI kahe che, vIza! mArAthI have calAtu nathI. mane game tyAMthI pANI lAvI Ape. ladrabhajI kahe che bhAi! tuM ahIM sUI jA. huM tArA mATe pANI laIne Avu chu. kRSNa mahArAjA eka vRkSa nIce paga upara paga caDhAvIne sUtA hatA. temanA pagamAM padma hatuM. dUrathI jarAkumAre haraNIyuM mAnIne khANa choDayuM ne te kRSNunA paganA taLiyAmAM vAgyuM. lehInI dhAra thai paNa kRSNe eka kAra sarakhA paNu karyo nahi. tyAre jarAkumAranA manamAM thayuM ke meM khaNu mAryuM. paNa avAja kema na thayA ? tarata jarAkumAra tyAM AvyA ne kRSNane joyA. arere...bhagavAnanA vacana satya paDI gayA -jarAkumAra kRSNane jotAM pachADa khAIne paDI gayA. arara....bhAi ! tame ahIM kayAMthI ? mane khabara nahi ne meM khANu mAryuM. huM kevA pApI ! ke moTA bhAIne meM khANuM mAryuM. bhagavAnanA vacana sAcA paDayA. tamArA mATe bAra-bAra varSathI rAjyanA tyAga karIne vanamAM AvIne vasyA. chatAM A adhama pApIe tamane mANuthI vIMdhI nAMkhyA ? jarAkumAra karU svare chUTA mADhe raDayA. tyAre kRSNajI kahe che, bhAI! je manavAnuM hatuM te khanI gayuM. tu raDIza nahi. kalpAMta na karIza. jJAnInA vacana traNa kALamAM mithyA thatA nathI. paNa have tuM ahIMthI jaladI cAlyeA jA. hamaNAM meATAbhAI pANI laine Avaze. temane mArA pratye ati rAga che. eTale A badhu joze teA tane mArI nAMkhaze. ema kahIne pAtAnA hAthamAM eka kiMmatI hIrAnI vIMTI hatI te kADhIne ApI ane kahyuM, ke A vIMTI tuM kuMtA phAIne Apaje te kaheje ke A tamArA piyaranA chelle kariyAvara che. have tamArUM piyara paravArI gayuM. ATaluM kahI jarAkumArane ravAnA karyA. kRSNa mahArAjAe khANa kheMcatA DelA prANaH-kRSNanA pagamAM khANu vAgyuM hatu te kheMcIne kADhI nAMkhyuM. khUba veDhanA thAya che. thaDIvAramAM kRSNe prANa choDI dIdhA. gheADI vAre alabhadra eka pAMdaDAnA paDAmAM pANI laine AvyA. peAtAne paNa khuba tarasa lAgI hatI paNa mArA laghu madhava pANI vinA taraphaDatA hAya ne ene mUkIne mArAthI pANI kema pIvAya ? bhAi pratyenA keTalA prema! devAnupriyA ! tame A jagyA e pANI levA gayA hai| te zuM kare? tame teA ema vicAra kare ke taLAve AvIne tarasyA kANu jAya 1 huM pANI pItA jAuM ne bhAIne mATe lete jAuM. khalabhadre pANInu eka TIpu paNa na pIdhuM ne bhAIne mATe utAvaLA pANI laIne AvyA. paNa bhAI tA gADha nidrAmAM peADhI gayA che. balabhadra raDatA AMsue bhAine jagADavA prayatna kare cheH- khalabhadra kahe

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552 zAradA sAgara che, bhAI ! UTha. tAro bAMdhava pANI laIne Avyo che. Ama belyA paNa kRSNa javAba na Apyo. khUba DhaDhe paNa javAba detA nathI. tyAre balabhadrajI zuM kahe che - - jAge jAgene e kRNavIra balabhadrajI AvIyA, pANuM laIne AvyA tAre kAja, jAge ne juo mArA bhAI re, mArA vIrA ! UThe, jAge. pANI pI le. haju ApaNe ghaNe lAMbe paMtha kApavAne che. paNa koNa javAba Ape? aMdara cetanadeva heya te belene? khUba lAvyA, DhaDhaLyA to paNa javAba na maLe eTale balabhadrajIe mAnyuM ke mane pANI laIne AvatA vAra lAgI tethI mAre bhAI mArAthI rIsAI gayuM che. baMdhuo ! juo te kharA ! jIvane meha keTale muMjhave che? balabhadrajI e koI sAmAnya na hatA chatAM paNa jyAM sudhI rAga hatuM tyAM sudhI temaNe kevuM karyuM che ! vaLI pAchA bole che - kema sUtA rIsAIne Aja, U ne mArA baMdhavA kaMkaranI zayA kema sahevAya, senAnA palaMge pitA ' arere..mAre bhAI makhamalanI zaiyAmAM chatrapalaMgamAM piDhanAre Aje kAMkarAmAM sUta che. kUla zaiyAmAM sUnA bhAI, veLA vasamI paDI, paDayo A ja vikaTa verAna, karmagati vAMkaDI, managamatA bhejana jamanAra, khAmI jarA nA hatI, divasa kADhayA vanaphaLa khAI, rahI nA sukhanI gati, kamaLa phUlanI zaiyAmAM sUnA bAMdhava Aje vikaTa verAnamAM paDayo che. managamatAM mIThA bhojana roja jamatuM hatuM. jene kAMI khAmI na hatI te vanaphaLa khAIne divasa pasAra karI rahyo che. balabhadra kahe che vIrA ! tArI kamaLa kAyAmAM tane kAMkarA nathI vAgatA? UTha bhAI, jaladI UTha. AvA vanavagaDAmAM tuM mArAthI risAIne beTho che paNa mane kema gamaze? baMdhu viNa tUTI jamaNI bAMya, nirAdhAra thaI rahyo. A vane nahi kaI re AdhAra, bhAI mAre sUI rahyo. mArA bAMdhava vinA mArI jamaNI bAMya tUTI gaI che. huM nirAdhAra banI gayo chuM. A vanavagaDAmAM mAre bIjo koI AdhAra nathI. AvI rIte khUba kalpAMta karavA lAgyA. balabhadra paDaye mehapAza, rUve cAdhAra nIre, dekhI udAMdha umaTaye, jemAM samAya nahi cakSue jue, balabhadrane bhAIne keTale meha che bhAI bolatuM nathI tethI codhArA

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zAradA sAgara 553 AMsue raDe che. AMkhomAM AMsu sUkAtA nathI. paNa ema khabara nathI paDatI ke mAre bhAI jIve che ke mRtyu pAmyo che? bhAIne bolAvavA ghaNuM karyuM paNa AMkha na khelI. javAba na dIdhe tyAre bhAInuM zaba khabhe laIne balabhadra pharavA lAgyA. mArgamAM kaI maLe te tene kahetA ke mAro bhAI rIsAI gayA che tene manAvo ne? e mArI sAthe bele tema kare ne? tyAre kaI kahe A te marI gayo che. ema kahe che temane e zabda sAMbhaLavA gamatA nahi. A rIte cha mahinA sudhI balabhadra kRSNanA zabane khabhe laIne pharyA. keTale bhAtRprema! vAsudevanI evI punnAI hoya che ke cha mahinA sudhI enuM zaba saDatuM nathI ke gaMdhAtuM paNa nathI. ApaNA zarIramAMthI prANu cAlyA jAya eTale be ghaDImAM jIvanI utpatti thaI jAya che. - baMdhuo! siddhagatine prApta karavA mATe zarIra sAdhana che. mATe jyAM sudhI zarIra sAruM che tyAM sudhI kAma kADhI le, paNa ene moha na rAkhe. kRSNanA zabane laIne balabhadra pharyA kare che. chevaTe temane meha choDAvavA mATe devakamAMthI deva Ave che ne evI mAyA race che ke eka mANasa garasImAM pANI laIne valovI rahyo hato. tene pUche che ke bhAI! A tuM zuM kare che? te kahe ke pANI levuM chuM. tyAre balabhadra kahe ke mUrkha ! pANI vale kadI mAkhaNuM maLatuM haze? tyAre tene e javAba maLe ke marelA jIvatA thatA haze ke tuM tArA bhAInA zabane laIne phare che. tyAMthI AgaLa cAle te eka mANasa paththara upara haLa kheDe che. A joI balabhadrajI kahe bhAI! paththara upara te kadI haLa kheDAtA haze? paththaramAM kadI bIja ugaze? bIja te jamInamAM uge che. tyAre deva kahe che, e na bane te maDadA kadI jIvatA thatA haze ke tuM tArA bhAIne laIne phare che. tyAMthI AgaLa cAlyA te eka telI ghANImAM talane badale kAMkarA pIsI rahayo hato. A jeIne balabhadra kahe ke mUrkha ! kAMkarA pIle kadI tela maLe kharuM? tala pIle tela maLe. tyAre telI kahe che bhAI kAMkarA pIle-tela na maLe te huM cha cha mahinAthI tArA bhAInA zabane laIne phare che te zuM e tArI sAthe belaze? A rIte dareka jagyAethI eka javAba maLatAM balabhadrajIne bhAna thayuM ke mAro bhAI marI gayela . khaTa mAse dIdhe agnidAha, cheDI meha phakane, pAmyA aMtarathI vairAgya, saMyama lIdhe rAgathI. cha mahine kRSNanA zabanI aMtima kriyA karIne pote dIkSA lIdhI. bele, tamane tamArA bhAI pratye ATale prema che. tamArI badhAnI sagAI svArthanI che. saMsAramAM jyAM joIe tyAM svArtha, svArtha ne svArtha bharyo che. have A svArthanI sAMkaLane teDI samajaNanA gharamAM Ave ne parabhavanuM bhAtuM bharI lo. anAthI muni zreNaka rAjAne kahe che, he mahArAjA! mArA bhAIone mArA pratye

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554 zAradA sAgara kRSNa ane balabhadra jevo prema hate. pavitra ne premanA bharelA bhAIe paNa mane dukhathI mukata karI zakyA nahi. have AgaLa bIjI anAthatAnuM varNana karaze tenA bhAva avasare. cAritra - jenI daSTi savaLI che te badhuM savaLuM dekhe che. te anusAra satI aMjanAnI daSTi paNa savaLI hatI. te kayAre paNa keIna deSa kADhatI nathI. kuLavAna kanyAne sAsare game tevA duHkha paDe te paNa kadI bahAra vAta karatI nathI. AnuM nAma jAtivaMta. aMjanA satI khAnadAna ane jAtivAna hatI. Aje te jAti nathI jovAtI paNa rUpa jovAya che. kema barAbara ne? aMjanAne saMtanA darzana thavAthI koI anero AnaMda thayo. teNe saMtane pUchyuM, ke ahe gurudeva! meM evA zuM zuM karmo karyA ke mArA mAthe AvA kalaMka caDhyA ne mane AvA dukha paDyA? "mahAna cAritrasaMpana munie aMjanAne kahelo pUrvabhava": RSi kahe tame sAMbhaLe zakaya taNe bhave kIdhuM che karma te, tu hatI dharmanI draSaNa, ahoniza karatI jinadharma dveSa te, sAdhu taNe e cerI, tera ghaDI rAkhyo pADozaNe ema te. jihA lagI sAdhu vahere nahi, tihAM lagI annapANuM taNe mujanema te-satIre... muni kahe che sAMbhaLo, teM pUrvabhavamAM zeya upara khUba deSa karyo che. kanakapura nagaramAM kanakaratha rAjAne eka lakSmIvatI ane bIjI kanakedarI nAmanI be rANIo hatI. temAM lakSmIvatIne jenadharma pratye khUba zraddhA hatI. enI rageragamAM jaina dharma rucela hato. AvI lakSmIvatI rANI tArI zakaya hatI. tuM jainadharmanI duzmana hatI. lakSmIvatI te jaina saMtane dekhe ne gAMDIghelI thaI jAya. ene khabara paDe ke saMta padhAryA che te deDatI dharmasthAnake jAya ne gaucarI-pANIne lAbha devA khUba AgrahabharI vinaMtI karatI. saMta pitAne tyAM padhAre ne jeTalA dravya vahere teTalA dravya pote khAtI ne gAmamAM saMta hoya ane dAna devAne lAbha nA maLe te vigayane tyAga karatI. lakSmIvatInA AMgaNe AvelA keI duHkhI ke svAmI ke bhikhArI kadI khAlI hAthe jatA na hatA. khAlI AvyA hoya te kaMIka laIne jatA. raDate Avela mAnavI hasate thaIne ja. te prasanna mukhe ane samatA bharelA haiyAthI sane Adara satkAra karatI hatI ane sahune dharmano mahimA samajAvatI hatI. AvA tenAmAM saddaguNa hovAthI lokemAM tenI prazaMsA khUba thaI ne AkhA gAmamAM guNa gavAyA. muni kahe che, he aMjanA. lakSmIvatInI ghera ghera prazaMsA thAya, sahuM tene mAna Ape, te tuM (kanakedArI rANI) sahana karI zakI nahi. kahevata che ne ke manuSyane talavAranA ghA sahana karavA sahelA che, ugra tapazcaryAnA kaSTa sahana karavI sahelI che paNa bIjAne

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zAradA sAgara 555 utkruSTa sahana karavA kaThina che. jyAre khIjAnA utkarSa sahana thatA nathI tyAre manuSya khIjAnA dASA jovA prerAya che. kanakAdarI sadyA lakSmIvatInA DhASA jotI hatI. khasa, tenA manamAM ema thai gayuM ke jyAM jue tyAM enuM mAna. lAke enI prazaMsA kare. have tA kAi paNa rIte ene halakI pADavI. muni kahe che A vasaMtamAlA paNa te vakhate sulekhA nAmanI tArI sakhI hatI. te tArA vicArAmAM saMmata thaIne lakSmIvatIne hAkI pADavAnA rastA khatAvatI hatI. ajatA satIe pUrvabhavamAM zuM bhUla karI hatI? - eka vakhata jaina muni gaucarI mATe padhAryA. tu te jaina dharmanI pAkI duzmana hatI. eTale tane teA dharmanI vAta bilakula rucatI na hatI. jainanA sAdhu paNa gamatA na hatA. tu sAdhunI niMdrA karatI hatI. muni mAsakhamaNanA tapasvI hatA. teo gaucarI vahAratI vakhate rajoharaNa (AdyA) bAjumAM nIce mUkI gaucarI vahAratA hatA. A samayanA lAbha laine sulekhAnI salAha pramANe rajoharaNa chAneAmAneA laine satADI dIdhA. have muni gaucarI vaherIne pAtarA jhoLImAM bhegA karIne rajoharaNu levA jAya te rajoharaNa maLatA nathI. saMta pUche che mahena! mArA rajoharaNa kayAM gayA ? lakSmIvatIe rajoharaNu zA paNa jaDatA nathI tyAre kanakArIne pUche che bahena! teM munine rajoharaNa joyA che ? agara teM hAMsI mazkarImAM kaddAca satADI dIdhA che ? jo lIdhe hAya te ApI de. tyAre kanakeAdarI kahe che meM te joyA nathI. khuba pUchyuM paNa e teA nA mama gai. sAdhu teA roharaNa vinA eka pagalu paNa bharI zake niha. tema kAraNa vinA gRhasthIne ghera bese paNa nahi. tinha mannayarAgassa, nisejjA jassa kappar3a / jarAe abhibhUyassa, vAhiyassa tavasiNo // daza. . a. 6 gAthA 60 dazavaikAlIka sUtramAM traNa kAraNe sAdhune gRhasthane ghera besavAnI chUTa ApI che. eka sAdhu vRddha hAya, rAgI hAya, agara tapasvI hAya ne khUba thAkI jAya te gRhasthanI AjJA laine visAme levA besI zake. khAkI gRhasthane ghera besavAnI bhagavAnanI manAI che. A saMta dhyAna karIne ubhA rahI gayA. te tera ghaDI sudhI rajoharaNu saMtADI rAkhyA. chevaTe saMta dhAna pALIne kahe che mahena! have mAre mArA sthAnake gayA vinA chUTako nathI. A lIdhelA AhArapANI vAparavAnA kALa AvavAne thoDI vAra che ne rajoharaNa vinA cAlI zakAya nahI. mAre zuM karavuM? muni manamAM mUMjhAya che. tyAre lakSmIvatIne paNa pazcAtApane pAra nathI. huM kevI kamabhAgI ke mAre ghera sata padhAryA te temane AghA cArAI gayA. mAsakhamaNunuM pAraNuM paNa thayuM nathI. mane kevuM pApa lAgaze ? eNe paNa nirNaya karyo ke jyAM sudhI mArA gurudevanA AdhA maLe nahi tyAM sudhI

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556 zAradA sAgara annapANI levA nahi. rANI dhAra AMsue raDe che. ne kanakedarIne samajAve che ke bahena! A saMtane rajoharaNa vinA pagaluM paNa bharAya nahi. je te nahi maLe te upAzraye kevI rIte jaze? eka mahinAnA upavAsI che. temane pAraNuM nahi thAya te ApaNe aMtarAyanA bhAgI banIe. muninI azAtanA karavI te ghora pApa che. A rIte khUba samajAvyuM. AthI ene zuM vicAra Avaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 65 * bhAdaravA vada 13 ne gurUvAra - tA. 2-10-76 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahena ! anaMta jJAnI bhagavate jagatanA jIvonA ajJAnano aMdhakAra TALavA mATe AgamamAM zrutajJAnanI rozanI phelAvI che. naMdIsUtramAM pAMca jJAnanuM vivecana karavAmAM AvyuM che. bhagavate jJAnane mahimA khUba varNavyuM che. AtmAnA be mukhya gaNe che. eka jJAna ane bIjuM darzana temAM jJAna guNa mahAna che. jJAna e AtmAno pradhAna guNa che. "paDhamaM nA to rayA " eTalA mATe mahAna puruSo ApaNane dAMDI pITAvIne kahe che, ke jIvanamAM jJAnane vikAsa kare atyaMta Avazyaka che, ApaNuM mukhya dhyeya mekSa che ne tene prApta karavA mATe jJAnanI prApti anivArya che. jJAna e mArgadarzaka che. sakala vastutvane prakAzaka che. zAstramAM batAvelA mokSamArgane saddagurUo jJAna dvArA prakAzita kare che. paNa ApaNe je e mArgathI mAhitagAra na banIe te kArya kevI rIte sAdhI zakIzuM? mArga jANyA pachI paNa prayANa te ApaNe karavAnuM che. mArgamAM AvatA vidgothI sAvadhAna paNa ApaNe rahevuM paDaze. dareka vakhate kaMI gurUo tamArI sAthe nahi rahe. paNa temaNe ApeluM jJAna sadA sAthe rahI zakaze. jema gADAvALa baLadane je tarapha dore te tarapha baLada jAya che. tema ApaNA manane ApaNe je tarapha vALazuM te tarapha vALaze. jJAnathI viveka prApta thAya che. ane te manane sAcuM mArgadarzana Ape che. mATe jJAnanI mahattA samajIne haiyAmAM utAre ane AcaraNamAM mUko. jJAnadaSTi khIle te saMvega-vairAgya Ave. jJAnI ane vairAgI AtmA viSaya kaSAyathI chUTI zake che. jema bhUMDa viSTAmAM AnaMda mANe che tema ajJAnI ajJAnamAM AnaMda mANuM rajhaLe che. haMsa sarovaramAM rahI AnaMdapramoda kare che tema jJAnI AtmAne jJAnasAgaramAM AnaMda Ave che. baMdhuo! jJAnane mahimA eTale gAIe teTalo ocho che. jenI pAse jJAna hoya che te AtmA nirbhaya bane che. AtmA jJAnarUpI vajadvArA mithyAtva rUpI parvatane

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zArA sAgara 557 bhUko karI nAMkhe che. jJAna evA prakAranuM adabhUta amRta che ke jenuM pAna karavAthI AtmA ajara amara sthAnane prApta kare che. samyagajJAna e sAcuM amRta che. je mAnavane amRtamaya banAve che. jyAre AtmA jJAnadazAmAM khUle che. tyAre te AnaMdamaya jIvana jIve che. ajJAnadazAmAM khUlavAthI AnaMdamaya jIvanane nAza thAya che. tethI te AtmAnuM bhAvamaraNa kahevAya che. dravya prANane viga thAya te dravyamaraNa che ane AtmAnA jJAnadarzana Adi bhAva prANuM che. tenA nAzathI AtmAnuM bhAvamaraNa thAya che, ApaNAmAM jJAnarUpa bhAva prANa na hoya te zvAsocchavAsa paNa laI zakIe nahi. jJAna e ApaNe bhAvaprANa che. - koI dukAnamAM amRta rasanuM vecANa thAya che tenI tamane khabara paDe te tame levA jAo ke nahi? ane te paNa paisA vagara maphata maLe te levA taiyAra thaI jAone! tamArA mahAna puNyadaye tamane evA prakAranI dukAna maLI gaI che. paNuM maLavA mAtrathI saMtoSa mAnavAnuM nathI. paNa tame temAMthI kharIdI keTalI karI tene vicAra karo. jJAna alaukika rasAyaNa che. chatAM AzcaryanI vAta to e che ke jJAnAmRtanuM rasAyaNa samudra agara bIjI vastumAMthI utpanna thatuM nathI. tame jene rasAyaNa kahe che te te amuka pramANamAM levAya. je pramANuthI vadhu levAmAM Ave te nuksAna thAya. jyAre jJAnarUpI rasAyaNane jema vadhu upayoga karIe tema vizeSa puSTi maLe paNa nukasAna to kare nahi. ArogyanI vRddhi kare ane pharIne maraNa na thAya tevuM amarapada prApta karAve. jIve zarIra, dhana-parivAra Adi ne pitAnA mAnyA che ane je jJAnAdi guNe pitAnA che tene pArakA mAnyA che. A mAnyatA bhUla bharelI che. tame tamArA AtmAne ekAMtamAM pUcha ke tAruM pitAnuM zuM? jJAna darzanAdi guNa pitAnA che, je potAnI sAthe Ave te potAnuM che. bAkInuM badhuM parAyuM che. jJAnathI samatAnI prApti thAya che. sAcuM sukha prApta karavA mATe jJAnanI atyaMta AvazyaktA che. - jJAna prApta karavA mATe prabaLa purUSArtha karavo paDaze. jema tamAre pANInI jarUra paDe te khADo khedatAMnI sAthe pANI maLe kharuM? pahelAM paththara, mATI ne kAMkarAnA paDane bhedavuM paDe che. khUba zrama karIne jema jema uMDANamAM hatA jaIe tema Akhare nirmaLa madhura jaLanuM jharaNuM maLe che. tema AtmAnA nirmaLa jJAnanA jharaNune prApta karavA mATe viSaya-kaSAya, IrSA, rAga-dveSAdinA paDane teDavuM paDaze te jJAnanI prApti thaze. uttarAdhyayana sUtranuM 20 muM adhyayana jemAM anAthI nigraMtha apUrvajJAna sAgaramAM jhUlatAM hatA. rAjA zreNIkane potAnA jevuM jJAna prApta karAvI savaLe mArge vALavA mATe sanAtha ane anAthane bheda samajAve che. teo kahe che he mahArAjA! moTA moTA rAjavaide tathA mArA mAtA-pitA ane bhAIo kaI mane bhayaMkara vedanAthI mukta karAvI zakayA

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558 zAradA sAgara nahi. koInA puNyamAM je khAmI hoya te badhA sarakhI lAgaNIvALA na hoya. paNa mArA mATe te mArA mAtA-pitA, bhAI-bhAbhI badhA atyaMta lAgaNIzIla hatA. AgaLa anAthI muni kahe che - bhaiNio me mahArAya, sagA jeTa knnitthuugaa| na ya dukkhA vimoyanti, esA majjha aNAyA // - utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA 27 he rAjana ! mAre sagI nAnI ne moTI bahene paNa hatI. ahIM sagI bahene hatI tema kahevAnuM kAraNa zuM? tame samajyA? sAmAnya rIte joIe te pitAnI paraNelI strI sivAya koI paNa strIne dharmanA sabaMdhe bahena kahevAya che. paNa sagI bahena kahevAtI nathI. e mArI sagI bahene paNa mAro roga nAbUda karavA mATe tenAthI thAya teTalA prayatna karatI hatI. paNa mAre rega maTADI zakI nahi. baMdhuo! ahIM kadAca tamane ema thaze ke mAtA-pitA ane bhAIo tathA vaide ne DekaTare eka AnI vedanA paNa ochI karI zakyA nahi. to pachI bahenenuM zuM gajuM? jyAM sUryane prakAza kAma na lAge tyAM dIpakano prakAza zuM karI zake? A rIte anAthI muninA mAtA-pitA ane bhAIe temane dukhathI mukta na karI zakyA te pachI baheno duHkhamukata na karI zake te samajI zakAya tevI vAta che. chatAM ahIM zAstrakAre zA mATe juduM varNana karyuM haze? je kArya meTAthI na thaI zake te nAnAthI na thaI zake ema mAnI levuM te meTI bhUla che. ghaNuM ya vakhata amArI baheno tamane kaMI kahe to tame tarata kahI de che ke tuM amArI vAtamAM zuM samaje? tuM zuM karI zakavAnI che? paNa ghaNI vakhata je kArya purUSa nathI karI zakato te strI karI zake che. Aje tame juo che ne ke tamArA bhAratanA vaDA pradhAna (IndirA gAMdhI) keTalA mutsadI che. bhalabhalA buddhizALI mANasane paNa pANI pitA karI de che ne? bIjI rIte senI senAne ogALavA mATe dIvAnA prakAzathI je kArya karI zake che te kAma sUrya anaMta prakAzavAna hovA chatAM karI zakato nathI. A rIte bahene paNa mahAna kArya karI zake che. anAthI muni kahe che mahArAjA! mAre te bahene pAsethI kAMI levuM na joIe paNa mArI zakti pramANe ApavuM joIe. e bhAIne dharma che. paNa mArI bahene te mArA duHkhe duHkhI banIne pitAnuM sarvasava mArA mATe arpaNa karavAne taiyAra hatI. mArI bahene jevI niHsvArthI bahene keInI nahi hoya. koIka jagyAe bahene svArthI hoya che. are, saMsAra svArtha bharelo che. kahyuM che ke - mAtA kahe merA pUta sapUtA, bahenI kahe merA bhaiyA, gharakI je je kahe, sabase baDA rUpaiyA

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zAradA sAgara 559 mAtA kahe mAro vhAlase dIkare che ne bahena kahe mAro vIre che. paNa A badhI sagAI svArtha sare che tyAM sudhInI che. kaMIka ThekANe bahene svArthanI bharelI hoya che. tyAre kaMIka jagyAe bahena bhAInA sukhe sukhI ane duHkhe duHkhI thanArI paNa hoya che. eka bhAI pahelAM khUba sukhI hatuM tyAre bahenane ghaNuM Apato hato. paNa bhAInA puNyano dIpaka bUjhAI jatAM pApane udaya thaye ne khUba garIba banI gaye. divALInA divaso AvyA. gharagharamAM mIThAI banavA lAgI. te keIne ghera bajAramAMthI mIThAInA bekasa AvavA lAgyA. tyAre kaMIka gharamAM goLanI kaNI paNa khAvA nathI. divALI Ave tyAre zrImaMto hase che ne garabe raDe che. eka paryuSaNa parva evuM che ke keIne raDAve nahi. paNa paryuSaNa Ave tyAre sahunA dilamAM AnaMda thAya che. pelA garIba bhAIne tyAM khAvAnA paNa sAMsA hatA te mIThAI kayAMthI lAvavI? te prazna hatuM. te bhAInI bahenanA puNyane sItAre jhagamagatuM hatuM. zrImatane ghera uMcAmAM uMcI mIThAInA bekasa vahepArIone tyAMthI Ave che paNa kaI khAnAra hotuM nathI. gharamAM bharyuM hoya tyAre bhUkha lAgatI nathI. jene tyAM khAvAnuM nathI tene bahu bhUkha lAge che. ahIM bIjuM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. - eka keDAdhipati zeTha hatA. te gAmanA nagara zeTha kahevAtA hatA. zeThanA zeThANI gujarI gayelA hatA. temane eka putra ane putravadhU hatA. putra ane putravadhU baMne pitAjInI sevA khUba karatA hatA. eTale zeTha te dhanathI ane putrathI baMne rIte sukhI hatA. zeThANI nAnI uMmaramAM gujarI gayelA paNa zeThe pharIne lagna karyA nahi. yuvAnImAM brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM te rahela vAta nathI. zeThane tyAM khAvAnI kamInA na hatI paNa brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavA mATe zeTha reTa ne chAza khAtA hatA. bapore jamIne peDhI upara gayA pachI kadI bI-TAIme pAchA ghera AvatA na hatA. sAMje ghera AvatA. paNa koI divasa zeThane A DuM AvaLuM khAvAnuM mana thatu na hatuM paNa eka divasa evuM banyuM ke zeTha traNa vAge ghera AvyA. vahunA manamAM thayuM ke bApujI ATalA vahelA kadI ghera AvatA nathI ne Aje kema AvyA haze ? sasarA kahe che beTA! mane bahu bhUkha lAgI che. mane bhUkhyuM rahevAtuM nathI. kaMIka khAvAnuM Ape. vahu kahe bApujI! zIre jaladI thaI jaze. huM garama garama zIre banAvI ApuM. tyAre sasarA kahe che nA beTA ! mAre zIre nathI khAvo paNa mAre to uno une reTa ne dUdha khAvuM che. vaha kahe che, pitAjI! Tale te banAvI dauM paNa gAya roja pAMca vAge dUdha Ape che eTale dUdha DuM maLaze. to sasarA kahe che nA game tema kare paNa mane dUdha ne roTale Ape. vahue tarata roTale te banAvI dIdhuM. ne gAyane mATe kapAsiyA, ghauM, bAjarI ne maga bAphIne khANa banAvyuM hatuM te vAsaNamAM kADhIne

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zAradA sAgara gAyane khAvA ApyuM. vahu kahe pitAjI! Aje gAya vahelI devI che teA tame ene paMpALA ane huM... gAya dohI lauM. sasarAjI gAyane papALavA beThA te vahu dohavA beThI. gAya je bApheluM khANu khAya che temAMthI maganA dANA vINIne sasarAjI meDhAmAM mUke che. vahunI najara sasarA tarapha gai. gAyanA khANamAMthI sasarAne maganA dANA khAtA joine tene carADA paDayA. basa, have amArI lakSmI cAlI jaze. paDatI dazA AvavAnA A nizAna che. vahu khUba vivekI ne DAhI hatI. manamAM samajI gaI. 560 sasarAjIne jamavA besADayA. eka maTaku reTalA ne ghUMTaDA dUdha pIne tarata ubhA thai gayA. te kahe che beTA ! keNu jANe kema, mane*I cena paDatu nathI. have mAre khAvu nathI. huM peDhI upara jAuM chuM. ema kahIne zeTha teA pAchA cAlyA gayA. sAMje tenA pati ghera AvyA tyAre khAnagImAM patnIe patine badhI vAta karI. ne kahyuM ApaNI lakSmI me!DAmAM mADI cha mahinA pachI cAlI jaze. mATe svAmInAtha ! tene savyaya karo. tyAre enA pati kahe che ke zuM khApujIe be dANA maga khAdhA emAM AvuM te kaMi anatuM haze ? tArI khATI zaMkA che. patnI kahe svAmInAtha ! A zaMkA nathI paNa satya che. patnIe khUba kahyu' eTale ene pati kiMmatI ratnA laine gharamAM ane khIje sthaLe dATavA lAgyA. patnI kahe che kATaze te ya bhAgyamAM nahi hAya tA dATelu kAlasA thai jaze. tenA karatAM evA kSetramAM vAparA je je anekagaNuM thaine tamane maLe. paNa lakSmInI mamatA chUTavI heva nathI. patnI khUba DAhI, gaMbhIra ne suzIla hatI. teNe tijorImAMthI kiMmatI ratnA kADhIne eka geAdaDImAM sIvI lIdhA. ne te geAghaDI gALanI rasImAM ragadoLI rAkhavALI karIne bahAra osarImAM khIlIe mUkI dIdhI. te enuM dhyAna rAkhatI paNa evI gaMdhAtI gADIne kANu aDe ? khadhue! jyAM sudhI lakSmI bhAgyamAM Aya che tyAM sudhI tame tiorI khullI mUkaze te paNa koi aDaze nahi. ne bhAgyamAMthI javAnu haze te game tevA tALA mAraze! te paNa cAlyuM jaze. karmanI gati nyArI che. ahIM arAbara cha mahinA pUrA thayA ne ekAeka sarakAranI reDa AvI. zeThanA aMgaaA, mAla-milkata badhuM japta karI lIdhuM zeThanA koi gunhA na hatA. khIna gunegAra jhaDapAi gayA. pahere kapaDe gharanI bahAra nIkaLavAne vakhata AvyA. te samaye sarakArI mANasAne putravadhu kahe che bhAI! mAza sasarA uMmaralAyaka che. te temane sUvA mATe A ge!daDI levA deze? geDI te gadhAtI hatI. tenA upara mAkhIe aNuaNutI hatI. mANasA kahe che evI gaMdhAtI gADI ahIM nathI joItI. upADI jA. vahue gADI upADI lIdhI. pati-patnI ane sasarA bhUkhyA ne tarasyA gAma bahAra vagaDAmAM cAlI nIkaLyA. ghaNuM dUra gayA. khUma thAkI gayA, rAta paDI eTale eka jhADa nIce sUI jAya che, sasarAne khamara nathI ke A

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zAradA sAgara - 561 geDImAM vahue karoDa rUpiyAnA rane bharyA che. vahue kahyuM-pitAjI! A geDI mArA mAthA nIce mUkuM chuM. tyAre sasarAjI kahe che beTA! huM ATalo uMmaralAyaka chuM. mane mAthA nIce mUkavA joIe che ne tame kahe che ke huM mUkuM. tamane ATalo paNa viveka nathI! tarata vahue gaMdaDI sasarAne ApI dIdhI. sasarA mAthA nIce mUkIne sUI gayA. to rAtre cera AvIne gaMdhAtI gadaDI paNa uThAvI gayo. tyAre sasarAne vahue kahyuM ke meM emAM ATalA rane bharyA hatA. te mATe huM mArI pAse rAkhavAnI kahetI hatI. paNa ApaNe kismatamAM nathI tyAM kyAMthI rahe? nahitara cAra AvI gaMdhAtI gehaDI le khare? khera, je thayuM te kharuM. traNe jaNa ghaNe dUra cAlI nIkaLyA. tyAM eka gAma dekhAyuM. have te bhUkha lAgI che. eka pagaluM paNa cAlavAnI tAkAta nathI. zuM karavuM? kayAM javuM? te sUjha paDatI nathI. keI divasa page cAlyA na hatA. tene page cAlavAne vakhata Avye. gAma bahAra eka vRkSa nIce besIne pitA ane putra codhAra AMsue raDe che. tyAre patnI kahe che svAmInAtha! meM te tamane cha mahinAthI kahyuM hatuM ke saMpattine sadupayoga kare. je mArI vAta lakSamAM lIdhI hatI te puNya pApa ThelAta. ne A vakhata na Avata. juo, have ciMtA na karo. A mArA mAthAnI veNImAM eka hIrA jaDeluM sonAnuM berIyuM rahI gayuM che. tene vecIne je paisA Ave te ApaNe dAnamAM vAparI nAMkhIe. tyAre sasarA ane pati kahe che AvI kaMgAla sthitimAM dAna karI daIzuM te pachI zuM karIzuM? tyAre vahu kahe che pitAjI! tenI ciMtA na kare. sahu sArA vAnA thaze. je te paisA ApaNI pAse rAkhIzuM te paNa rahevAnA nathI. tenA karatAM ApaNe evI jagyAe jamA karAvI daIe ke cerAvAne bhaya na rahe. vahue samajAvyuM eTale bApa-dIkare mAnI gayA. e berIyuM vecyuM te lAkha rUpiyA maLyA. temAMthI pitAne khAvA mATe phakta 25 rU. rAkhIne bAkInA paisA kAnamAM vAparI nAMkhyA.-baMdhuo ! jyAre zeTha sukhI hatA tyAre temaNe lAkha ne badale be lAkha dAnamAM vAparyA hatA te paNa ATalI kiMmata na thAta. jyAre khAvAnA sAMsA che, paMDa upara bIjuM kapaDuM paNa nathI evA samaye ATalI udAratA karI tenuM mahatva vadhI jAya che. zrImaMta lAkhanuM dAna kare ne garIba so rUpiyAnuM dAna kare te te zrImaMta karatA vadhI jAya che. je 25 rU. rAkhyA hatA temAMthI khAvAnuM lAvIne khAdhuM ne gAma bahAra jhuMpaDI bAMdhIne rahyA. jaMgalamAMthI lAkaDA lAvIne gAmamAM vecavA lAgyA. tene je paisA maLe temAMthI juvAra lAvI bhaDakuM banAvIne peTa bhare che. jemaNe kadI AvA kaSTa veThayA na hatA tene lAkaDAnA bhArA vecavA javAnuM khUba AkaruM lAge che. paNa kene kahe? eka divasa sasarAjI putravadhUne kahe che beTA ! tuM bahu DAhI ne samaju che. tArA jevI guNIyala vahu maLI na hatI te amArA duHkhanA divaso kevI rIte pasAra thAta? have te A dukha amArAthI veThAtA nathI. zuM karavuM? tuM kahe tema karavA taiyAra chIe.

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zAradA sAgara 562 tyAre dIkaro kahe che lAkha rUpiyA dAnamAM ApI dIdhA. ApaNI pAse je hota te ATalA duHkhI na hota. tyAre patnI kahe che ApI dIdhA tema zA mATe kahe che? tame ema kahe ke meM bhavanuM bhAtuM bAMdhyuM che. putravadhU kahe ke ApaNe traNe ya akema karIne navakAra maMtrano jApa karIe. putravadhunI vAta sAMbhaLI bApa-dIkaro ane trIjI vahu traNe jaNa aThThama karIne besI gayA. eka citte jApa karatA hatA tyAM trIjA divasanI pAchalI rAtre putravadhune kAne devavANa saMbhaLAI. he bahena! tArA puNya prabaLa che. teM ATalI garIbAImAM lAkha rUpiyAnuM dAna karAvyuM tenA pratApe tame daza varSa sudhI duHkha jogavavAnA hatA paNa have tamAruM puNya vadhI gayuM eTale daza varSane badale daza mahinA pachI tAre bhAgya ravi camakaze ne gAmanA rAjA sAmethI tamArI pAse Avaze. tamArA mAla-milkata ne baMgalo badhuM tamane soMpI deze ne ThAThamAThathI gAmamAM laI jaze. A vAtane barAbara daza mahinA thayA ne rAjAnA mANasa zeThane zedhatAM zodhatAM jhuMpaDIe AvyA ne kahyuM ke rAjAnI AjJA mujaba tamane bIna gunegAra gaNI tamArI milkata tamane pAchI soMpI devAmAM Ave che ne tamane mAnabhera gAmamAM laI javA mATe amane rAjAe mokalyA che. kaDakaDatI garIbAimAM senAnuM hIrA jaDita berIyuM dAnamAM vAparI naMkhAvanAra vahunuM A puNya hatuM. deve tene cekhuM kahyuM ke bahena ! A tArI ekalInuM puNya che. baMdhuo! tame mAne che ke ame raLIe chIe eTale amAruM puNya che. paNa tamArA gharamAM daza mANaso che temAM konA puNyathI tame kamAo che te jJAnI jANe che. dazamAMthI eka AtmA evo puNyavAna hoya te tenA prabhAve daza mANase lahera kare che. huM chuM te badhA sukhI che te abhimAna cheDI deje. A putravadhUnA puNya daza varSanuM duHkha daza mahinAmAM dUra thaI gayuM. ne rAjAnA mANaso zeThane ThAThamAThapUrvaka gAmamAM laI gayA ne khuda rAjA temanuM svAgata karavA mATe AvyA ane bIna gunegArane sajA karavA badala mAphI mAMgI. temane baMgalo ne mAlamilkata sahIsalAmata pAchuM sepyuM ne zeTha pUrvanI jema khUba AnaMdapUrvaka rahevA lAgyA. - ApaNe puSya zuM kAma kare che te upara vAta cAlatI hatI. pele bhAI karmodaye khUba garIba hato tyAre bahena khUba dhanavAna hatI. divALInA divasomAM bahenane ghera mIThAInA pekeTa AvavA lAgyA. bahena vicAra kare che mAre bhAI karmodaye garIba thaI gayuM che. tethI bahena mIThAInA pekeTa ane kapaDA laIne bhAInA ghera gaI. bhAMgyAtUTayA jhuMpaDAM jevuM bhAInuM ghara hatuM. AMgaNAmAM nAnA bALako ramatA hatA. bahenanI gADI ubho rahyo. tyAM bahena gADImAMthI utare tyAM bALake belo uThayAH phaIbA AvyAphaIbA AvyA. te khUba rAjI rAjI thaI gayA. bALake phaIbAne joIne kema rAjI thayA

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563 zAradA sAgara te tame jANe che ne? duHkhanA samaye bahena thoDA thoDA divase bhAInI khabara levA AvatI hatI ne kaMI ne kaMI ApI jatI. paNa ApeluM kayAM sudhI cAle ? bahene mIThAInA bekasa kADhyA ne bhAI-bhAbhI ane bhatrIjAo mATe babbe joDI kapaDAM lAvI hatI te badhAne navAM kapaDAM paherAvyA ne mIThAI khavaDAvI meTuM mIThuM karAvyuM. paNa bhAInI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. bahena! mAre levAya nahi paNa apAya. are bhAI! tArA pratApe ame sukhI chIe. te amane baMdha karAvyuM che. huM zuM karI zakavAnI chuM? phakata mArI pharaja bajAvuM chuM. bhAI! tuM mAre tyAM Avaje. amArI phekaTarImAM tene karI apAvIza. bahena pitAnI phekaTarImAM sArI jagyAe nokarI apAve che ne bhAInuM puNya jAgRta thatAM pAcho hato te sukhI thaI jAya che. anAthI muni kahe che mArI bahene paNa AvI premALa ne lAgaNIzIla hatI. vadhu bhAva avasare. caritra - satI aMjanAe munine rajoharaNa tera ghaDI saMtADayo te tera varSa patine viga rahyo - - kanakedarI rANIe munine rajoharaNa saMtADI dIdhuM hatuM. kAraNa ke te jainadharmanI kaTTara dveSI hatI. jyAre lakSmIvatI rANI khUba saraLa bhadrika ane jaina dharmanI pUrI premI hatI. keI jena dharmanA ke dharmagurUnA avarNavAda bole te tenuM lohI ukaLI jatuM. atyAre potAnA gurU dhyAna dharIne UbhA che. rajoharaNa maLato nathI eTale pitAnA mahelamAM rahetA nekara-cAkara, dAsa-dAsIo badhAne pUche che ke keIe mArA gurUne rajeharaNa lIdhe che? koIe majAkamAM saMtADa hoya te ApI de. saMtane saMtApavAthI mahA cIkaNuM karma baMdhAya che. sAdhu paNa pitAnuM dhyAna pALIne kahe che bahena ! amAre bIjA prahare lIdhelA AhAra paNa suryAsta pahelA vAparI nAMkhavA joIe. rajoharaNa amAre prANu che. prANa vinAnuM zarIra kaMI kriyA karI zake nahi tema rajoharaNa vinA ame eka DagaluM bharI zakIe nahi. rajoharaNa na maLavAthI muni AtmaciMtana kare che paNa keInA upara kedha karatA nathI. sAdhu AvIne tamane ema kahe tuma taNe mana vasIye verAgya te, ApI e ne pAye namyA, sAhomAMhe upanya dharmane rAga te, saMyama sAdhIne tapa karyuM, AloyaNu viNa luo eTale phera te, kIdhA re karmanavi chUTIe, tera ghaDInA huvA tera varSa te...satI re sAdhunuM vacana sAMbhaLI tamAruM hRdaya kuNuM paDayuM ne tamane bannene khUba pazcAtApa thaye eTale tera ghaDI pUrI thatAM rajoharaNa pAcho ApI dIdhuM. ne muni pitAnA sthAnake cAlyA gayA. paNa tamArA dilamAM pApane pazcAtApa thayo ane jaina dharma pratye prema jAge. eTale dharmasthAne jaI sAdhu-sAdhvIono paricaya karyo, pravacana sAMbhaLyuM ane pite karelI

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164 zAradA sAgara bhUlane tane aharniza pazcAtApa thavA lAgyA. arere....AvA mahAna tapasvI sa Mtane sa MtApIne ApaNe kevA cIkaNA karyuM AMdhyA!have te karmane khapAvavA ApaNe dIkSA laI laIe. pApanu prakSAlana karavA mATe tame baMnee dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA laine khUba kaThora sAdhanA karavA lAgyA. ugra tapa karyA paNa tame je saMtane rajoharaNu saMtADI dIdhA hatA temanI pAse pApanI AleAcanA karI na hatI. aMtaramAM ghaNA pazcAtApa hatA paNa gurU pAse tenuM prAyazcita na lIdhuM. eTale AvA duHkha paDayA. dIkSA laIne khUba tapa karyuM. tenA prabhAve tyAMthI kALa karIne devalAkamAM gayA. devabhavanuM AyuSya pUrNa karIne tu mahendrapurInA mahendra rAjAnI ekanI eka lADakavAyI putrI ane se| mAMdhavanI bahenaDI ajanAkumArI thai. ane A sulekhA nAmanI tArI sakhI hatI te A bhavamAM paNa tArI sakhI ane dAsI anI. jema karma khAvAmAM sAtha ApanArI hatI te rIte A bhavamAM tArA duHkhamAM dvilAse| ApanArI banI che. bahena ! teM te ghaDI saMtanA roDaNu saMtAyA te A bhavamAM tane kula tera varSa sudhI tArA patineA viyeAga paDayA. kAraNa ke jema pativratA nArIne ene pati prANathI paNa priya hAya che tema sAdhu avasthAmAM jIveAnI dayA pALavA mATe satAne rajoharaNa enA prANathI paNa adhika priya hAya che. mAra khAra varSa sudhI te pavanajIe tArA sAmuM joyu nathI ane tArA sAmu joyu tyAre tArA mAthe kalaka caDhayuM che. A pramANe aMjanAe muni pAsethI peAtAnA pUrvabhavanA vRttAMta sAMbhaLyeA. have AgaLa ajanA munine zuM prazna karaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na }} bhAdaravA vada 14 ne zukravAra anaMta karUNAnA sAgara bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA vANI tenu nAma siddhAMta. . sU. 20mA adhyayanamAM anAthI sanAtha anAthanA bheda samajAve che. atyAre ahIM rAjA zreNIka anAthI muni nathI. paNa A adhikAra sAMbhaLIne ApaNe jIvanamAM e vAta samajavI che ke ApaNe A saMsAramAM kayAM anAtha chIe ? anAthI munine ghera game teTalI saMpatti ne badhAnA prema hatA paNa rAgathI mukta karI zakayu ? mATe samajI le ke karelAM ka jIvane peAtAne bhAgavavA paDe che. ttArameva anunArUM maM| karma, karanAranI pAchaLa jAya che. te karanArane bheAgavavA paDe che. mATe jo sukha ane zAMti joItAM hoya te! AtmAne karmanA bhArathI haLavA anAve. tA. 3-10-75 mukhamAMthI jharelI zAzvatI muni zreNIka rAjAne

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zAradA sAgara 565 sRtti appAnuM naradi avvAmAM / jema halakI vatu pANImAM tare che ne bhAre vastu DUbI jAya che tema kanA bhArathI haLavA banelA AtmA saMsArarUpI samudramAM tare che ane bhAre kamI AtmA sasAra samudramAM DUbe che. mATe jJAnI kahe che ke AtmAne kuza karA halakA kare te te haLavA manIne saMsAra samudra tarI jaze. anAthI muni kahe che huM mahArAjA! mArI nAnI ane meTI sagI baheneA hatI paNa te svAnI sagI na hatI. temaja bhAIe paNa bahenanI khabara le tevA hatA. ghaNI jagyAe evu jovAmAM Ave che ke bahenane bhAi pratye ghaNA prema hAya paNa bhAIne bahena pratye na hAya. dezamAM rahetI bahenaDI mukhaimAM rahetA bhAIne ghera Ave ne bhAIne kahe vIza ! huM eka aThavADIyuM rahevAnI teA tu mane mukhaimAM jovA lAyaka ginagAna, cApATI, pAlavA dara badhuM jovA laI jA. huM pahela vahelI AvI chuM. tyAre bhAI kahe ke bahena! huM laI jAuM paNa mane rivavAra sivAya rA maLatI nathI. pachI AgaLa zuM kaheA? rivAre lagnamAM ne cAMllAmAM javAnu che. temaja tArI bhAbhIe magAvela vastu levA javuM che. ele! ema kaheA ne? (hasAhasa). paNa bahenanI jagyAe sALI Ave te e dvivasa rajA laIne badhe pharavA lai jAva kevA saMsAra che! bahenI Ave teA rahetI jAya ne sALI Ave teA sADalA paherIne jAya. bahena bhAIthI DaratI phare ne sALI Ave te lADa kare, paNa anAthI muni kahe che mAre tyAM evuM na hatuM. amAre tyAM bhAi-bahenone te dUdhane pANI jevA prema hatA. jema dUdhamAM pANI nAMkhavAmAM Ave te pANI dUdha jevuM banI jAya che. ne dUdhane cUle caDhAvavAmAM Ave teA pANI maLe che. tethI dUdha ubharAvA lAge. kAraNa ke pANIne teNe mitra banAvyeA che. teA dUdha ubharAine ema kahe che ke mArA mitra baLI jAya ne huM zuM besI rahuM? eTale te ubharAine cUlAmAM paDavA jAya che. tyAre baheneA temAM pANInA be TIpA nAMkhe agara teA cUlA parathI utArI le eTale ubhare besI jAya che. A rIte dUdha pANInI jema ame eka khIjAnA sukhe sukhI ane duHkhe du:khI hatA. huM zreNIka kaiMka ahenA evI hAya che ke bhAInA sukhamAM sagI thAya paNa du:khamAM sagI na thAya. tevI bahenanuM eka dRSTAMta ApuM. kunA ye sagI bahena sagI nathI rahetI" : eka zeThane e satAna hatA. eka putra ane eka putrI. te khUkha zrImata hatA. putra ane putrI meATA thatAM anenA sArA ThekANe lagna karyA. pitAe putrIne khUba kariyAvara karyAM hatA. samaya jatAM mAtA - pitA gujarI gayA. bhAI ane bahena eka bIjAnI khakhara rAkhatA hatA. bahena jayAre Ave tyAre bhAi bahenane sArI rakama vacce badhuM ApatA ne bhAI bahenanA ghera avAranavAra jatA. tyAre paNa bahenane ghaNuM ApIne AvatA. kAraNa ke te samajatA hatA ke mArI bahenane

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zAradA sAgara mA bApa je kaMI kahe te huM chuM. bahenane ema na lAgavuM joIe ke mArA mAtA-pitA nathI. eTale bahenane saheja paNa ochuM na Ave te rIte khUba sAcavate. paNa tame jANe che ne ke saMsAramAM sadA eka sarakhA divase koInA rahetA nathI. te rIte A bhAIne tyAM vahepAramAM meTe dhakake lAgyuM. beTa gaI. Aga lAgI ne bAra mahinAnA gALAmAM te evI paDatI dazA AvI ke khAvAnA sAMsA paDavA lAgyA. patnI kahe che ke huM mArA nAtha! mArA pitA pAse ApaNe kaMIka mAMgaNI karIe. pati kahe ke nA. tuM hamaNAM jA huM mArI bahenanA ghera jAuM chuM. eka lehInI sagAI che eTale tyAM javAmAM vAMdho nahi. tenA sahakArathI huM sukhI thaIza ne pachI tane teDAvIza. patinA kahevAthI patnI piyara gaI ne pati bahenanA ghera gaye. bahena pitAnI sakhIo sAthe senAnA hiMDoLe jhUlatI hatI. bahenanI sakhIonI tathA bahenanI daSTi dUrathI AvatA bhAI upara paDI. paNa garIba hAlatamAM joIne bahene AMkha ADA kAna karyA. chevaTamAM bhAI gharanA AMgaNe Avyo paNa keIe AvakAra na Apyo. sakhIo kahe ke bahena!, tamAro bhAI che. tyAre bahena kahe ke mAre bhAI nathI paNa mArA bApane rase che. A zabdo bhAInA dilamAM khUba lAgI Ave che. chevaTe te cAlyA jAya che. pachI puNyane udaya thatAM te zrImaMta banIne Ave che. tyAre bahena jamavA tathA rahevA mATe khUba kAlAvAlA kare che. bhAI chevaTamAM kahe che ke he bahena! mAna mArA nathI. lakSamInA che. : dAme Adara dIjIye, dAme dIje mAna, prathama vakhata Avyo, ApyuM culA phaMkaNa nAma jyAre mArI kaMgALa sthiti hatI tyAre teM mane bApanA gharano rasoIye che tema kahyuM hatuM ne mArI saMbhALa paNa nathI lIdhI. tane tArA sine keTale garva che! A te huM tAre sagA bhAI hate chatAM paNa tane dayA na AvI te bicArA garIbanI tuM zuM saMbhALa rAkhe? A thALAmAM je dAgIne ne rUpiyA mUkayA che te tuM lai leje. A tArA piyarIyAne chelle kariyAvara che. have huM jAuM chuM. ema kahI bahenane praNAma karIne bhAI ravAnA thaI gayA. A bahena kevI svAthI hatI. tene tamane khyAla AvI gayAne! je sAcuM bhAna thayuM hoya to have samajIne sarakI jaje. anAthI muni kahe che he mahArAjA! mArI bahene AvI na hatI. mArA mATe pitAnI jAta homI devI paDe to devA taiyAra hatI. chatAM paNa mane dukhamAMthI mukata karAvI zakI nahi A mArI pAMcamI anAthatA hatI. have tamane ema thAya ke mAtApitA-bhAI-bahene badhuM hatuM paNa kadAca tamArI patnI nahi hAya mATe dIkSA lIdhI haze!. kAraNa ke Aje mANasane badhuM hoya paNa khammA mArA svAmInAtha! kahenArI patnI na hoya te tamane tenA vinA uNapa lAge che ne? huM tamane pUchuM chuM. sAcuM bolaje. tame

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zAradA sAgara bahAragAma gayA che ne ghera Ave evA tata tamArA zrImatIjIne na dekhe te tamArI dIkarI ke dIkarAne pUche ne ke beTA! tArI bA kema nathI dekhAtI? (hasAhasa). anAthI muni kahe che, mahArAjA! tamane ema thatuM hoya ke premALa patnI nahi heya mATe dIkSA lIdhI haze te tema nathI. mArI patnI paNa kevI hatI te sAMbhaLe. bhAriyA meM mahArAya, aNurattA aNuvvayA / aMsu puNehi nayahi, uraM me parisicai // utta. sU a. 20 gAtha 28 he mahArAjA! mAre rUparUpanA aMbAra jevI guNIyala patnI hatI. tame mane pahelA kahI gayA ne ke tamane suMdara strIo sAthe paraNavIza ne tamArI anAthatA huM dUra karIza. paNa mAre patnI na hatI ema nahi. mArI patnI pativratA ne mArAmAM anurakata rahevAvALI hatI, mArA sukhe sukhI ane mArA duHkhe duHkhI rahenArI hatI. mArI kAramI vedanA tenAthI je zakAtI na hatI. mArI bImArIne kAraNe tenI AMkhamAM AMsu sUkAtA na hatA. mahAzatakane revatI Adi 32 strIo hatI. jayAre mahAzataka dharmamAM utarI gayA ane patnIone saMsAranA sukha maLatA baMdha thaI gayA tyAre patine bALI mUkyo. paradezI rAjA dharma pAmyA ne saMsAra taraphathI temanI daSTi badalAI gaI tyAre tenI surikatA rANue tene jhera ApyuM ne gaLe dUpi daIne mArI nAMkhe. AvI svArthanI sagI patnI A duniyAmAM hoya che. paNa mAre evI patnI na hatI. paNa patine je game te mane game. patinI je IcchA te mArI IcchA. patinuM duHkha te mAruM duHkha mAnanArI pativratA patnI hatI. puNyavAnane AvI pavitra patnI maLe che. jema anAthI muninI patnI hatI tevI guNIyala strInuM dRSTAMta A jagyAe yAda AvavAthI kahuM chuM. | vinayacaMdra nAmane eka vaNikaputra hatuM. tenI patnI paNa vinayavAna hatI baMne vacce khUba prema hatuM. tene traNa varSane bAbo hate. patnInI tabiyata ekAeka bagaDI. khUba bhAre bImArI AvI gaI. patnIne thaI gayuM ke have huM jIvIza nahi. tenuM mana khUba udAsa thaI gayuM. potAnA bAbAnA sAmuM Tagara Tagara joine AMkhamAM AMsu sAratI. tyAre tene pati kahe che ke tuM zA mATe udAsa banI gaI che? ne mArI sAthe kema bolatI nathI? tyAre patnI kahe che svAmInAtha! have A pathArImAMthI huM beThI thaI zakuM tevI mane AzA nathI. mane huM marI jaIza tenI ciMtA nathI. paNa A eka bAbAnI ciMtA che. tyAre pati kahe che tuM A zuM bole che? tAre bA che to zuM mAre nathI? tArA karatAM paNa mane adhika vahAla che. tuM tenI saheja paNa ciMtA nA karIza. huM jyAM sudhI beThe chuM tyAM sudhI bAbAne vALa paNa vAMke nahi thavA dauM. patnI kahe svAmInAthI tame belyA che tevuM pALaje ne bAbAne saheja paNa ochuM AvavA deze nahi. patie vacana ApyuM ne tarata prANa

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568 zAradA sAgara paMkheruM uDI gayuM. patine khUba AghAta lAge. dukhita dile patnInI aMtima kriyA badhuM karyuM. mAtA vinA traNa varSane bAluDo paNa jhare che. pitA paNa bAbAne dekhe ne tenI mA yAda Ave che. pitA bAbAne khUba sAcave che. -- patnIne gujarI gayA pachI cha-bAra mahinA thayA eTale mAtApitA ane kuTuMbIjane kahe che beTA! tArI uMmara nAnI che. tuM pharIne lagna kara vinayacaMdra kahe ke, mAre lagna karavI nathI. tenI uMmara phakata 28 varSanI hatI. tene lagna karavA na hatA. paNa mAtA pitAne khUba Agraha thavAthI lagna karavA paDyA. vinayacaMdra patnIne kahe che, tuM kyAre paNa bAbAne duHkha ApIza nahi. game teTaluM nukasAna thAya paNa bAbAne khUba sAcavaje. ene heja paNa ema na lAgavuM joIe ke mArI apara mAtA che. enuM mana jarA paNa dubhAvIza nahi. bAbAnuM mana dubhAvIza to samajI leje ke huM tAre nathI. patnI kahe bhale svAmInAtha! ApanI AjJA pramANe karIza. bAbAnuM nAma rameza hatuM. navI mAtA bAbAne khUba sArI rIte sAcavatI hatI. ene saheja paNa ochuM AvavA detI na hatI. be varSa pachI tene paNa eka bAbe thaye. eTale dhImedhIme vereva thavA lAgyuM. A mAre ne A parAya. patnInA dilamAM mArAtArAnA tophAna ubhA thayA. paNa baMne bhAIo vacce khUba prema hatuM. baMne bhAIo ekameka thaIne rahetA hatA. paNa mAtA khAvApIvAmAM, kapaDAmAM badhI rIte vereva karavA lAgI. dhImedhIme eTale badhe vereva thaye ke ramezane mAMDa peTa pUratuM khAvA maLatuM. te paNa je nekarane mATe roTalI ne bhAta judA banAvavAmAM AvatA temAMthI ApatI hatI. - ramezanI gaMbhIratA - chokaro khUba guNIyala ne sahanazIla hatA. kadI tenA bApanA maDha ke bIjA koInI pAse kaMI kahetuM nathI. bApa ghaNIvAra ramezane pAse besADIne kahetA ke beTA ! tuM kema sUkAto jAya che? tArI, mAtA taraphathI kaMI dukha nathI ne? tyAre rameza kahe che mArI bA te mane evI rIte rAkhe che ke maranAra mAne huM bhUlI gaye. mane khabara paNa nathI paDatI ke A mArI sagI mA nathI. A te ADozI pADozIe kahyuM ke tArI mAtA tane traNa varSane mUkIne marI gaI che. bAkI mArI bA te mane jamADayA pahelAM kadI jamatI nathI. e mArA pratye prema rAkhe che. dIkarAnA mukhethI vAta sAMbhaLI bApane khUba saMtoSa thato. paNa bApane zuM khabara ke mA dIkarAne kevA duHkha Ape che? Ama karatAM rameza 18 varSane thaye. eTale sArA kuTuMbanI kanyAonA rameza mATe kaheNa AvavA lAgyA. eTale pitA kahe che beTA ! have tArA lagna karIe. tyAre dIkare kahe che pitAjI! tamArA dIkarAne sukhI jevA cAhe che ke dukhI? tyAre kahe che beTA! tuM A zuM bole che? bApa te pitAnA dIkarAne sukhI jevA Icche ne? to

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569 zAradA sAgara Apa mArA lagna karavAnuM rahevA de. paNa pitA ramezanI gUDha vAta samajI zakayA nahi. eTale kahe che beTA! tuM lagna na kare te duHkhI kahevAya. lagna karyA hAya tA sukhI kahevAya. rameza manamAM vicAra kare che, ke mArI mAtA mArA mAthe du:khanA jhADa ugADe teTaluM kare che. paNa pitAjI jANatA nathI. eTale kAne kahevu...? jo mArA nasIbamAM sukha hAta te mArI mAtA mane traNa varSanA mUkIne zA mATe cAlI jAta ? te manamAM samaje che paNa Apane kahetA nathI. chevaTe pitAjInA khUba Agraha thavAthI ramezanA lagna eka khAnadAna kuTuMbanI ramA nAmanI chokarI sAthe thAya che. khUba dhAmadhUmathI lagna patI gayA. divasa AnaMdathI pasAra thayA. rAtre rameza ane ramA navapatI bhegA thAya che. tyAre ramezanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. tyAre patnI vicAra karavA lAgI ke haju te huM A rUmamAM paga mUkuM chuM. kaMI belI cAlI nathI ne mArA pati kema raDatA haze ? zuM huM temane nahi gamatI hAuM? agara te khIjA koInA premamAM haze? zuM haze? ema aneka tarka vitarka kare che. vacana "pAtAnA patinI AMkhamAM AMsu joi ramAnuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayu..." ramA pUche che svAmInAtha! mAre zuM vAMka gunhA che? agara mArAthI Apane kai duHkha thayu che ? je hAya te kaheA. agara Apa kAinI sAthe premamAM che ? kAIne ApI cUkayA hai| ne mAtApitAnA bANuthI mArI sAthe lagna karavuM paDayuM che ? tenA kAraNe Apane mUMjhavaNa thatI hoya te Apa khuzIthI mArI mahenane gharamAM lAve. huM tenI dAsI banIne rahIza. phkata Apa mArA tarapha amIdraSTi rAkho ne kAika divasa mArI khakhara lejo ke tAre zuM joIe che? khAkI huM saMsAranA sukhanI tamAza taraphathI AzA nahi rAkhu. kadI mArI bahena pratye dveSa nahi rAkhu. tyAre rameza kahe che, tu je kalpanA kare che tevu kAi kAraNa nathI. paNa mane eka ciMtA che ke mArI mAtAne svabhAva khUba vicitra che. mane AvA duHkha Ape che te huM sahana karuM chuM paNa AvanArI kema sahana karI zakaze ? tu sahana nahi karI zake teA gharanI Ijjata khullI thai jaze. A kAraNe mArI lagna karavAnI icchA na hatI. paNa pitAjInA AgrahathI paraNavuM paDayuM che. tArA sAsu tArA kapaDAM ne dAgInA badhuM mAMgI leze te tu zuM karIza? tyAre patnI ramA kahe che, ahe svAmInAtha! Apa ATalI ciMtA zA mATe kare che ? tame ATalA vakhatathI AvA duHkha sahana kare che. te zu mArAthI nahi veDhAya? ApanA sukhe sukhI ane du:khe duHkhI banIne rahIza. huM badhuM sahana karIza. Apa tenI sheja paNa ciMtA nA karaze. ramA haju paraNIne AvI che. chatAM badhu dAkhe ne badhuM kAma kare che. chatAM sAsujInuM mukhaDuM kAma karavA lAgI gaI. sAsunA paga malakAtuM nathI. tAjI paraNela vahune

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570 zAradA sAgara nokaraDInI mAphaka kAma karAvavA lAgI. paraNyAne cAra-cha divasa thayAM ne sAsu kahe che vahu ! tamArA sasarAe karAvelA dAgInA ne kapaDAM badhuM mane seMpI de. tarata vahue sAsarAnA ane piyaranA baMnenA dAgInA ne kapaDAM ApI dIdhA. phakata be joDI kapaDAM rAkhyA chatAM sAsujInA guNa gAya che. ke tame kevA udAra che. Ape mane A jokhama sAcavavAnI ciMtAthI mukata karI. mane khUba AnaMda thaye. dareka jagyAe je AvI vahue hoya te A saMsAra svarga jevuM banI jAya. kayAMya jhaghaDAnuM nAma na rahe. paNa jyAM puNyane udaya hoya tyAM AvI patnI hoya che. ghaNu vakhata jo sArI patnI na hoya te purUSanI paristhiti evI banI jAya che ke e nathI te, mAtAne kahI zakata ke nathI patnIne kahI zako. ane sUDI vacce sopArI jevI temanI paristhiti thAya che. * ramA khUba sahanazIlatA vALI ane patinA vicAramAM anurakta rahevAvALI hatI tethI ramezane khUba AnaMda hato. ramA khUba duHkha sahana karIne paNa AnaMdathI rahe che. chatAM sAsu tenA patine kahe che A dIkarA vahune have judA kare. jo e bhegA raheze te mAre jIvavuM nathI. patnInA zabdo sAMbhaLI ene patinI UMgha uDI gaI. mAre rameza ke guNIyala ne vinayavaMta che ne vahu paNa devI jevI che. chatAM A patnI judA karavAnI vAta kare che. mAre tene kevI rIte jude kare? ane meM enI mAtAne vacana dIdhuM che ke huM tene kadI duHkha thAya tevuM nahi karuM. mArA vacananuM zuM? A vicAre tenI UMgha UDI gaI. savAra paDatAM AMkha lAlacoLa thaI gaI hatI. rameza pUche che pitAjI! Aje Apa udAsa kema che? ane AMkha lAlacoLa kema thaI gaI che? pitA kahe- kaMI nathI. paNa rameze khUba pUchayuM tyAre kahyuM ke tArI mAtA Ama kahe che. paNa mAruM mana mAnatuM nathI. rameze e vicAra karyo ke mArA pitAjIne mArA mATe sahana karavuM paDe che. te have mAre ahIMthI cAlyA javuM joIe. pati-patnie paherelA kapaDe kaMI paNa lIdhA vagara sAsu-sasarAne praNAma karI vidAya lIdhI. ramAe ema paNa na kahyuM ke mArA piyaranA kapaDAM ne dAgInA te mane Ape. kaI cIja na lIdhI. teo ghaNe dUra eka gAmamAM jaIne vasavATa kare che. ramezanA puNyane udaya hato eTale jatAveMta sArI nekarI maLI gaI. rahevA nAnakaDI rUma laI lIdhI. dhIme dhIme nokarI karatAM karatAM vahepAra zarU karyo. vahepAramAM ghaNe sAre nA maLajo ne mATe zrImaMta banI gaye.. A tarapha puNyavAna dIkarAnA gayA pachI pitAjInA pApane udaya thayo. eTale dhaMdhAmAM moTI beTa AvI. baMgalAmAM Aga lAgI ne badhuM sApha thaI gayuM. sAsu-sasarA baMne behAla dazAmAM phare che. teo pharatA pharatA rameza rahe che te gAmamAM AvyA. bhikhArI jevI hAlatamAM mAtA-pitA cAlyA jAya che. rameza gAdI upara beThA hatA. teNe mAtA-pitAne

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571 zAradA sAgara oLakhyA. te tarata gAdI uparathI ubhuM thaI gaye ne jaIne pitAjInA caraNamAM paDI ga, ne kahyuM ke pitAjI! A dukAna ane peDhI ApanI che. padhAre! tarata ramAne paNa khabara ApI ke bA paNa AvyA che, eTale ramA tarata sAsu pAse jaIne caraNamAM paDI pitAne ghera lAvI. putra pUche che pitAjI! ApanI A dazA kema? tyAre pitAjIe kahyuMbeTA ! tame puNyavAna che. tame ane gharamAMthI nIkaLyA ne amArI A dazA thaI. khUba raDI paDayA. sAsu paNa vahunA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che, he vahu! meM tane bahu duHkha dIdhA che. tArA piyaranA dAgInA ke kapaDAM paNa tane paheravA mATe ApyA nathI. chatAM tArI kevI udAratA che. kharekhara, huM kamabhAgI chuM. meM tamane duHkhI karyA badala kSamA mAMgu chuM. meM tane oLakhI nahi. pachI dIkarAnI pAse paNa kSamA mAMge che. ne putravadhU sAsunA caraNamAM paDe che ne temanI sevAmAM rata rahe che. anAthI muni kahe che AvI mArI patnI mArAmAM anurakata rahenArI hatI te mArA sukhe sukhI ne duHkhe duHkhI rahetI hatI. mAruM duHkha joIne te eTalI raDatI hatI ke tenA AMsuthI mAruM haiyuM bhIMjAvI detI hatI. haju paNa anAthI muni rAjA zreNIkane AgaLa vAta kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. - caritra -muni pAsethI pitAne pUrvabhava sAMbhaLI aMjanAe hAtha joDI pharIne munine pUchayuM, ke he gurudeva! Apa je pramANe bhUtakALanI vAta jANe che te pramANe bhaviSya sabaMdhI vAta paNa jANe che. eTalA mATe huM ApanI pAse e jANavA IcchuM chuM ke mAre AvI sthiti keTalA vakhata sudhI sahevI paDaze? mArI A sthitine aMta Avaze ke nahi? aMjanAnA praznane javAba ApatAM gurUdeve kahyuM, ke have thoDA samayamAM tamArA karmo naSTa thavAnA che ane tamArI sthiti badalAvAnI che. teM tera ghaDI sudhI munine rajeharaNa saMtAye eTale tera varSa pUrA thatAM tAza dukhane aMta AvI jaze. te duHkhamAM ghaNI sahanazIlatA rAkhI che. keIne doSa dIdhuM nathI. have bhUrIza nahi. tArA duHkhane thoDA samayamAM aMta avaze. tyAre tamAre pati paNa tamane maLI jaze ane tamArI kukSIe eka parama pratApI putra pedA thaze ke je moTe thatAM rAmane dUta banaze ane sItAjInI zodha karaze. ATaluM kahIne muni tyAMthI vihAra karI gayA. saMta pAsethI bhaviSyavANI sAMbhaLIne aMjanAne thayele AnaMda - mahAtmAnI bhaviSyavANuM sAMbhaLI aMjanAne ghaNI prasannatA thaI. aMjanAne ghaNI prasanna thatI joIne vasaMtamAlAe tene kahyuM ke he sakhI! A muni pAsethI tane evuM zuM maLyuM che ke tuM ATalI badhI AnaMdita banI gaI che? aMjanAe kahyuM - mane A muni pAsethI jJAnanI prApti thaI che. eTalA mATe ATalI badhI harSita thaI chuM. muni pAsethI jJAnanI prApti thAya che. zrI bhagavatI sUtramAM A viSe bhagavAnane e prazna pUchavAmAM AvyA cheH

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572 zAradA sAgara tahAruvANaM samaNANaM niggaMthANaM pajjuvAsaNAe kiM phalaM ? savaNa phalaM / he bhagavAna! sAcA nigraMtha zramaNanI parya pAsanA karavAthI zuM lAbha prApta thAya che? tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM ke sAdhunI sevA karavAthI zravaNane lAbha maLe che athavA zruta jJAnanI prApti thAya che. - aMjanA satIe vasaMtamAlAne kahyuM ke he sakhI! mane paNa zrutajJAnane lAbha maLe che. huM mArA karmone pakSa rUpe jANatI hatI paNa A gurUdeve kRpA karI mArA pUrvakarmane pratyakSa joIne vAta kahI che eTaluM nahi paNa bhaviSya sabaMdhI vAte je huM jANatI na hatI. te paNa A muni pAsethI jANavA maLI che. muninA vacana upara mane daDha vizvAsa thayo che ke have mArA duHkhane aMta AvavAno che. tyAre vasaMtamAlA kahetame te A pramANe kahe che paNa keNa jANe dukhane aMta Avaze ke nahi! ane tamArA pati yuddhamAMthI jIvita Avaze ke nahi? aMjanA kahe - mane saMtanA vacana upara daDha vizvAsa che. patinA sabaMdhamAM ane putranA sabaMdhamAM je kAMI kahyuM che te upara paNa vizvAsa che. Ama baMne vacce vAta cIta thaI rahI che. have tyAM zuM banaze tenA "bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. - 67 bhAdaravA vada amAsane zanivAra tA. 4-10-75 anaMta upakArI, nirvANa pathanA netA, rAganI Agane olavatA, jJAnabagIcAne khIlavatA evA vItarAga prabhue jagatanA jIvanA duHkha ane daridrane dUra karavA AgamanI prarUpaNa karI. temAM AtmAnA utthAnanA kImiyA batAvyA che. paNa jayAM sudhI aMtaramAM rahele mithyA mAnyatAne mela dUra karavAmAM nahi Ave tyAM sudhI bhagavAne prarUpelA bhAvane samajI zakAtA nathI. bhagavAnanA prarUpelA bhAve jagatanA bhAvathI judA che. bhagavAnanI sAthe sabaMdha bAMdha hoya te jagatane sabaMdha teDe paDaze. ne bhagavAnanA vacanane aMgIkAra karavAnI pAtratA keLavavI paDaze. jema keI pAtramAM vastu chalachala bharelI hoya to temAM bIjI vastu bharI zakAya nahi. paNa jyAre aMdara bharelI vastune khAlI karIzuM tyAre bIjI sArI vastu bharI zakIzuM. te rIte ApaNA aMtaramAM bharelI malIna bhAvanAone khAlI nahi karIe tyAM sudhI bhagavAne kahelA bhAvane bharI zakIzuM nahi. mahAna purUSe kahe che, ke he cetanA je tane bhagavAnanI AjJAnI ArAdhanA karavAnI bhAvanA hoya te tuM prabhunA zAsanamAM arpaNa thaI jA ne tArA malina abhiprAyane choDI de. eka vakhata pAMca-sAta mitro dArU pIne nadI kinAre punamanI cAMdanImAM pharavA mATe AvyA.

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zAradA sAgara 573 nadI kinAre eka hoDI paDI hatI. temane thayuM ke hoDImAM besIne sAme kinAre cakakara lagAvI AvIe. dArUno naze barAbara caDha hato. eTale haDImAM te beThA paNa laMgaranA deraDA choDayA nahi ane hoDIne halesA mAravA lAgyA. paNa jyAM sudhI deraDA cheDavAmAM na Ave tyAM sudhI hoDI AgaLa vadhe kharI? AkhI rAta halesA mAryA paNa heDI AgaLa vadhatI nathI. Ama karatAM rAta pUrI thaI ne paDhane prakAza phelAye. dArUnA naze paNa paNa utaryo. tyAre mitre jue che te heDI hatI tyAMnI tyAM che. saheja paNa AgaLa vadhI nathI. A rIte jJAnI purUSa kahe che te kriyAonA halesA ghaNuM mAryA paNa mithyA mAnyatAnA deraDA teM choDayA nahi tethI mahAnapurUnA vacane tArA jIvanamAM pragatinuM kArya karI zakatA nathI. eka vakhata mAna mUkI, garvane gALIne mahAna purUSanA caraNane svIkAra karI temanA vacanamAM zraddhA kare te jIvanamAM navIna pragati thaze. | uttarAdhyayana satranA vIsamA adhyayanamAM anAthI nirgatha ane zreNIka rAjAne saMvAda cAle che. mahArAjA zreNake atyAra sudhI tenI mithyA mAnyatAnA deraDA choDayA na hatA. jyAM sudhI temanI daSTi mithyAtva hatI tyAM sudhI temanA jIvanamAM pragati thaI na paNa jyAre temaNe sAcA saMta anAthI munine joyA tyAre temanA AtmAmAM ane khuM AkarSaNa thayuM ne temanA darzana karatA avarNanIya AnaMda thaye. anAthI muni kahe che, he mahArAjA! mAre tyAM saMdaryavAna, suzIla, ane zIyaLavaMtI pativratA strI hatI. tene mArA pratye atyaMta anurAga hatuM. tenA dilamAM mAruM sthAna hatuM. huM jyAre ghera houM tyAre - mane raMjana karavA mATe navA navA svAMga ne soLa zaNagAra sajatI hatI, paNa huM bahAragAma jAuM tyAre taddana sAdA kapaDAM paheratI hatI ne lUkhe AyaMbIla je AhAra karatI hatI. jevuM tenuM rUpa ne nAma hatuM tevA tenAmAM guNa hatA. jyArathI huM bImAra paDaye tyArathI te mArI pathArI pAse besIne rUdana karatI hatI. tenuM rUdana mArAthI joyuM jatuM na hatuM. "gaMdu puSTi jayahiM kare che paffsara " tenI AMkho AMsuthI bharelI rahetI hatI. tenI sADIne pAlava AMsuthI bhIne rahetuM hatuM. ne mArI pAse besIne tenA AMsuthI mArI chAtI bhIMjavI detI hatI. ene joIne mAruM kALaju cIrAI jatuM hatuM ke mane ema thatuM hatuM ke mane A bImArI mATe tema lAgatuM nathI. kAraNa ke vaide ane DekaTaree hAtha khaMkherI nAMkhyA che. koIne ilAja saphaLa nIvaDatuM nathI. ATalA upacAra karavA chatAM haju eka AnI jeTalI paNa rAhata thaI nathI eTale mAruM jIvana jokhamamAM che. mArA marI gayA pachI A kemaLa kaLI jevI patnInuM zuM thaze? haju paraNyAne cha mahinA pUrA thayA na hatA. koDa bharelI patnIne huM kaMI sukha ApI zakyA nahi ne tenA mananA manoratha pUrA thayA nahi. ne mAre tenI pAse cAkarI karAvavAno vakhata AvyA. te mArA duHkhathI keTalI duHkhI thAya che ! mane tenI khUba dayA AvatI hatI.

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574 zAradA sAgara baMdhuo! pativratA strIne mane tenuM sarvasva pati hoya che. tame tene tamArA sukha duHkhamAM bhAgIdArI karanAra ardhAganA kahe che ne! anAthI muni kahe che, tene pUrApi joIne mArI AMkhamAM paNa AMsu AvI jatAM hatA. te kahetI hatI, ke svAmInAtha! dhikAra che mArA jIvanane ! ke huM tamArI ardhAganA kahevAuM chatAM tamArA duHkhamAM bhAga paDAvI zakatI nathI. mArI sAme besIne te raDatI ne jhUratI hatI eTaluM nahi paNa teNe khAvA pIvAya tyAga karyo hato. annaM pANaM ca pahANaM ca, gandha malla vilevaNaM / mae nAyamanAyaM vA, vAlA neva bhuMjai // utta. sU. a. 20, gAthA 29 he rAjana ! mArA duHkhanA kAraNe mArI patnIe khAvuM, pIvuM tathA kesara, caMdana Adi sugaMdhI dravyonuM zarIre vilepana karavuM, snAna karavuM, zaNagAra sajavA, badhuM cheDI dIdhuM hatuM. eNe mArI bImArInA samaye bhUkha karIne khAdhuM nathI, tarasa karIne pANI pIdhuM nathI ne uMgha karIne UMghI nathI. jene pati kAramI vedanA bhogavI rahyo hoya tenI patnI zAMtino dama kevI rIte kheMcI zake? e vAta te tame jANe che ne, ke keInA zarIre pakSaghAta, thaye heya te tenuM eka aMga rahI jAya che. te jenuM eka aMga rahI jAya te bIjuM aMga sukhI kahevAya kharuM? (AtAmAMthI avAja :- nA.) te jene pati bImAra paDayo hoya tenI patnI sukhe kayAMthI rahI zake? pativratA patnIne tenA jIvanamAM sukha ke AnaMda kayAMthI hoya? te rIte anAthI muninI patnI paNa annapANIne tyAga karIne besI gaI hatI. teNe tenA manathI daDha nirNaya karyo hato ke mArA pati bImArInA bichAnethI ubhA thaze tyAre huM annapANI laIza. tyAre tenI naNaMdee kahyuM- bhAbhI! ApaNe anna vinA TakI zakIe tema nathI ane A bImArIne aMta kyAre Avaze tenI kalpanA karI zakAtI nathI. have je tame nahi khAva te mArA bhAInI sevA kevI rIte karI zakaze? mATe tamAre thoDuM paNuM khAvuM joIe. A rIte kuTuMbIjanoe khUba samajAvI tyAre rasa svAda vagaranuM bhojana aNaicchAe karatI. temaja mArA jANatAM ke ajANatAM parpha, pAvaDara, ke sugaMdhI padArthonuM vilepana karatI na hatI. basa, e te prabhune prArthanA karatI hatI ke mArA svAmInAtha jaldI svastha kema bane! meM evA zuM pApa karyo haze ke ugatI yuvAnImAM mArA patine Ave roga Avyo? eTale rAga vadhAre teTaluM rUdana vadhAre, te rIte mArI patnI mArAmAM evI anurakata hatI ke mArI bImArInA kAraNe tene kayAMya cena paDatuM na hatuM. chatAM mAro roga haLavo paDyo nahi. zreNIka rAjA jema jema muninI kahAnI sAMbhaLatA jAya che tema tema temanuM hadaya

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zAradA sAgara 575 kuNuM banatuM jAya che. ne muni pratye pUjyabhAva pragaTe che. magadha dezanA adhipatinuM mastaka Aja sudhI koInA caraNamAM mUkayuM na hatuM te muninA caraNamAM mUkI gayuM. eka pitAnA mAtA-pitA ane dharmagurUo sivAya mahAna purUSe jyAM ne tyAM zIza jhUkAvatA nathI. zreNIka te rAjA hatA paNa A bhAratanI pavitra bhUmimAM evA vaNika pradhAne thaI gayA che ke pitAnA mAthe duHkhanI jhaDI varase te paNa teo jyAM ne tyAM mAthuM jhUkAvatA na hatA. kAraNa ke ATha aMgamAM mastaka uttama aMga che. eTale e jyAM tyAM namAvAya nahi. garavI gujarAtanA pATaNa zaheramAM jayasiMha nAmane rAjA rAjya karate hato. tene zAMtanu mahetA nAmane vaNika vicikSaNa pradhAna hatuM. baMne vacce manameLa sAre hate. moTA bhAgane rAjyano vahIvaTa A zAMtanu mahetA calAvatA hatA. rAjyanI samasta sattA tenA hAthamAM hatI ane pote kArya paNa khUba pramANikatAthI karatA hatA. tenA vahIvaTane kAraNe rAjya AbAda rIte cAlatuM hatuM. pradhAnanI kIrti khUba phelAI hatI. duniyAmAM bIjAnI kati keIthI sahana thatI nathI. ghaNAM IrSyALu mANasone pradhAnanI prazaMsA sahana thatI na hatI. jyAM gAma hoya tyAM kacarApeTI heya tema bIjA IrSALu amaladAroe rAjAne cAvI caDhAvIne kAna bhaMbheryA. kahevata che ne ke moTA mANasone kAna hoya paNa sAna na hoya. koI caDhAve te caDhI jAya. paNa sAcI hakIkata samaje nahi. te rIte zAMtanuM mahetAnA virodhIoe rAjAnA evA kAna bhaMbheryuM ke rAjAne zAMtanu mahetAne deSa dekhAvA lAge. baMdhuo! jyAre mANasanI daSTi badalAya che tyAre sAmAna rAI jeTalo doSa pahADa jevo dekhAya che ke jenA pratye rAga hoya che tene pahADa jeTalo deSa rAI jeTale dekhAte nathI. te rIte ahIM jayasiMha rAjAnI daSTi badalAvAthI zAMtanu pradhAnanI rAI jeTalI bhUla pahADa jevI dekhAvA lAgI. ne tenA manamAM IrSyA paNa AvI ke huM meTe pATaNane rAjA ane prajAmAM prazaMsA enI thAya! mAre e pradhAna na joIe. samaya thatAM zAMtanuM mahetA mahAmaMtrI sabhAmAM AvyA reja pradhAna Ave tyAre rAjA ene Adara ApatA. paNa Aje to meM pheravIne besI gayA. rAjAnuM mukha joIne catura pradhAna samajI gayo ke Aje kaMIka che. theDI vAre rAjA kaDakAIthI bolyAH pradhAnajI! tame vahIvaTa barAbara karatA nathI prajAnI samakSa rAjAe pradhAnanuM ghora apamAna karyuM ne kahyuM ke mane maMtrI mudrA pAchI ApI de. pradhAne tarata ApI dIdhI. rAjAnI sAme eka zabda bolyA nahi. maunapaNe sabhAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gayA. sAce mANasa kadI apamAna sahana karI zakato nathI. pradhAna vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke jyAM dilanI dIvAla vacce taDa paDI tyAM rahevAmAM sAra nathI. vatananuM vahAla ane pyArI mAtRbhUmi choDavI kene game? chatAM zAMtanu mahetA janmabhUmi choDavA taiyAra thayA. gharanA mANasane kahI dIdhuM ke rAjAe vAMka vinA mAruM apamAna

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zAradA sAgara karyuM che. mATe have huM jAuM chuM. rAjA mAnasahita bolAvaze te AvIza. bAkI A bhUmimAM have paga nahi mUkuM. A tarapha rAjA Adi bIjA pradhAne samajatA hatA ke atyAre pradhAna mauna bhale raho paNa pachI jarUra mAphI mAMgaze. ne rAjAnI sAthe samAdhAna karaze. ane rAjA tene maMtrI mudrA pAchI Apaze. paNa enuM pariNAma viparIta AvyuM. zAMtanuM mahetA bIje divase prabhAtanA praharamAM pATaNanI pavitra bhUmine praNAma karIne mAlavabhUmi tarapha prayANa karI gayA. A vAtanI rAjAne khabara paDI. tyAre jyasiMha rAjA kapALe hAtha daI nisAso nAMkhIne bolavA lAgyA ke mAlavapati mAre kaTTo duzmana che. zAMtanu mahetA duzmananA Azraye jaIne mArA rAjya upara ApattinA vAdaLA utAraze. e mAro khAsa pradhAna eTale mArI khAnagImAM khAnagI vAta paNa jANe che. eTale have thoDA samayamAM mAruM rAjya sApha karI nAMkhaze. kevuM bhayaMkara pariNAma Avaze? A pramANe bhAvinA bhaNakArA vAgavA lAgyA ne te ciMtAmAM jayasiMha rAjAnI AMkhamAM bAra bAra jeTalA AMsu paDavA lAgyA. A pradhAnanA dehanuM pariNAma kevuM bhayaMkara Avaze te jovA mATe rAjAe tenI pAchaLa chUpI sI. AI. DI. nA mANase mokalyA. zAMtanuM pradhAna kayAMya paNa pATaNanI kItine kalaMka lAge tevuM vacana bolatA nathI, ke pATaNa upara Apatti Ave tevuM kArya karatA nathI. zAMtanu mahetA mATe mAlavapati adhIrA banyA" - mAlavapati pATaNa narezane zatru hate. mAlavapatine khabara paDI ke pATaNane pravINamaMtrI zAMtanu mahetA mArA rAjamAM Ave che. pATaNapatie tenI mudrA laI lIdhI che. A samAcAra sAMbhaLI mAlavapatine khUba AnaMda thaye. virodhI rAjAne pradhAna tyAMthI apamAnita thaIne pitAne tyAM Ave te rAjAo mATe khuzInI vAta hoya che. zatru ane vaLI maMtrI te ApaNe mitra bane eTale khuzAlInI vAta che. zAMtanu mahetAnA mAnamAM mAlavanareze A mAlavadeza teraNa ane vajA patAkAthI zaNagArI dIdhe ne mANasone mokalI tenuM bhavya svAgata karI bahumAnapUrvaka rAjAnI sabhAmAM lAvyA. zAMtanu mahetAnuM svAgata-sanmAna joIne jayasiMha rAjAnA guptacaronA dilamAM Aga uThI ke have ApaNuM rAjyanuM AvI banaze. kAraNa ke AnA jevo bIjo koI baheza pradhAna nathI. zAMtanu mahetA sabhAmAM AvIne rAjAnI samakSa ubhA rahyA paNa mAlavapatine mastaka namAvyuM nahi. A tarapha zAMtanuM mahetA jevA maMtrIne prApta karavAthI mAlavapatinI chAtI gaja gaja phUlI rahI hatI paNa pradhAne mastaka namAvyuM nahi. siMhane zikAra na maLe te bhUkhe marI jAya paNa ghAsamAM meTuM nAMkhe nahi. te anusAra mAlavapatie zAMtanuM mahetAnuM svAgata karatAM kahyuM ke padhAre maMtrIrAja ! padhAro!

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zAradA sAgara 577 khUba mAna ApyuM chatAM mastaka namAvyA vinA ubhA rahyA. tyAre mAlavapatie kahyuM maMtrIrAja ! have te mAlavapatinuM zaraNuM svIkArI mastaka namAvene ! have ApaNe jaldI pATaNapatinA hAtha heThA pADIe. zAMtanu mahetAnI vaphAdArI zAMtanu mahetA kahe che mahArAjA ! je bole te vicArIne bele. huM tamArI zaraNAgati svIkAravA nathI AvyuM. huM te raheje saheje AvyuM che. Apa zuM kahevA mAMge che? huM mArA vatana upara draha karavA mAMgatA nathI. mArI prANapriya prajA ane mArA pUjya rAjA sAthe manabheda karavA huM taiyAra nathI. Apa kahe che ke mane mastaka namAve. e traNa kALamAM nahi bane. A mastaka jayAMne tyAM nahi mUke. jayasiMha rAjAe bhale mAro deha karyo paNa A mastaka siMha rAjavInA caraNamAM namaze. gurU tarIke jaina saMtane namyuM che. ne dharma tarIke jaina dharmane namyuM che. ne mArA svAmI kahuM ke mAlika kahuM e jayasiMha rAjA sivAya koIne nahi name. Apane Azraya laI huM temane yuddhamAM nahi utAruM, A sAMbhaLI mAlava narezane AnaMda osarI gaye. A tarapha jayasiMha rAjAnA sI. AI. DI oe A badhuM najare joyuM. zAMtanu mahetAnI vaphAdArIthI khuza thaIne mArate ghaDe pATaNa AvI pahoMcyA ne rAjA jyasiMha AgaLa zAMtanu mahetAnI vaphAdArInA vakhANa karyAM. ne kahyuM ApaNA maMtrI eTale maMtrI che. teNe mAlavapatine mastaka namAvyuM nahi. tene gujarAta pratye keTaluM gaurava che ! mAlavapatie tenuM keTaluM svAgata karyuM ne kevI mAMgaNI karI ne tenI sAme mahAmaMtrIe ke javAba Ape te badhuM rAjAne kahI saMbhaLAvyuM. "jayasiMha rAjAne maMtrI pratye upajeluM mAna-rAjA jayasiMhane maMtrInI vaphAdArI pratye mAna upajayuM ne pite sAmAnya bAbatamAM maMtrInA karelA apamAna badala bhAre pazcAtApa thayo. temaNe bIjA maMtrIne AjJA karI ke zAMtanu mahetAne bahu mAnapUrvaka bhAre svAgata karIne ApaNA rAjyamAM teDI lAve. tene mArA pratye keTaluM mAna che! te mane Aje samajAya che. ATaluM ghora apamAna karavA chatAM ne bIje ATaluM mAna maLavA chatAM teNe pitAnuM mastaka namAvyuM nahi. ATaluM bolatAM jayasiMha rAjAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. zAMtanu mahetAne teDavA mATe Ave che. ne rAjAne patra maMtrInA hAthamAM Ape. patra lakhatAM rAjAnI AMkhamAMthI azrubiMduo sarI paDayA hatA. rAjAe patramAM lakhyuM hatuM, ke have mane mArI bhUla samajAI gaI che. mane mApha karI ne pAchA padhArI pATaNanI bhUmine pAvana kare. maMtrIe paNa nirNaya karyo hato ke je rAjA mane bahumAnathI teDAvaze te pATaNa jaIza. pitAnA rAjAne patra vAMcatA pradhAnanI AMkhamAM paNa AMsu AvI gayA. ne kahyuM, ke mArA mahArAjA kevA pavitra che! patra

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578 zAradA sAgara lakhavAmAM temanI keTalI namratA che! jayasiMha jAne patra vAMcIne mAlavapatinI rajA laI zAMtanu mahetAe pATaNa tarapha prayANa karyuM. ' pATaNa tarapha AvatAM thaDe mArga kApe ne adhavaca zAMtanu mahetAnI tabiyata acAnaka bagaDI. temane thaI gayuM ke have A pathArImAMthI UThI zakuM tema lAgatuM nathI. jIvaleNa darda che. dilamAM aphasosa thAya che ke zuM huM mArA mahArAjAne rUbarU nahi maLI zakuM! bIja maMtrIone kahI dIdhuM, ke huM rAjAne maLI zakuM tema lAgatuM nathI. tame temane mArA bahumAnapUrvaka praNAma kahejo. ATaluM kahIne temaNe sarva ne khamAvyA. tarata temane AtmA paralokamAM prayANa karI jAya che. rAjA te pitAnA vahAlA pradhAnanI vATa jotA hatAM. ke kyAre mAre maMtrI Ave ne motIDe vadhAvuM. tenA badale maMtrImaMDaLa taraphathI dukhada samAcAra sAMbhaLyA. tyAre rAjA bebhAna thaIne paDI jAya che. TUMkamAM ApaNe A daSTAMtamAMthI e sAra le che ke mANasane pitAnA rAjA pratye ne dharma pratye keTale prema hoya che. ke jene kAraNe pitAnA rAjA, dharma ane dharmaguru sivAya bIjA keIne pitAnuM mastaka namAvatA nathI. sAcA kSatriya keIne mastaka namAvatA nathI. ahIM zreNIka rAjAnuM aNanama mastaka anAthI nigraMthanA caraNamAM namI gayuM. tenA manamAM thaI gayuM, ke A munine ghera AvI saMpatti ne sukha hovA chatAM potAne anAtha mAne che. tyAre huM te mane pitAne nAtha mAnIne besI gayo chuM. muni kahe che, he rAjana! tame tamane pitAne magadhadezanA nAtha mAne che. paNa e mAnyatA bhUlabharelI che. mArA mATe badhAe thAya teTalA prayatna karyA chatAM mAre roga nAbUda thayo nahi. pUrvabhavamAM meM evA gADha karmo karyA haze. jyAre karmano udaya thAya che tyAre sattA, saMpatti ane kuTuMba kaI kAma lAgatuM nathI. ahIMnI sagAI ahIM rahI jAya che. dA. ta. narakamAM paramAdhAmIo nArakone khUba tarjanA kare che. keI talavAra-bhAlA mAre che, UMce uchALe che, agnimAM pheke che. khUba trAsa paDe tyAre nAraka avadhijJAna dvArA jue che. nArakI ane devene bhavapratyaya avadhijJAna hoya che. te jJAna dvArA upayoga mUke che ke A paramAdhAmI mane zA mATe mAre che? meM ene e zuM gunho karyo che? upaga mUkIne jotAM jue che te je paramAdhAmI mAre che te potAne pUrvabhavano bhAI che. tene kahe ke tuM mAro bhAI thaIne mane mAre che? tyAre paramAdhAmI kahI de che atyAre mAre ne tAre bhAInI sagAI nathI. e te e bhavamAM hatI. tyAre pharIne nAraka jJAna dvArA jue che, ke meM evA zuM karmo kyAM che? te e bhAIne e bhayaMkara roga thayuM hatuM. tene mATe kaI vaide kaI vanaspatinA pAMca pAMdaDA vATIne khAvAnA kahelA. tenA badale huM re ja tenuM AkhuM jhADa kapAvI nAMkhate hato. A rIte ghaNuM jIvonI hiMsA karI. saMtAne mATe parigraha bhegA karavA pApa bAMdhyA. tethI mAre narakamAM AvavuM paDayuM.

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zAradA sAgara, 579 tyAre paramAdhAmIne kahe che, bhAI! meM te tArA mATe AvA pApa karyA hatA. saheja te dayA kara. tyAre kahe che, meM tane kyAM UMce bAMdhe hatuM ke tuM mArA mATe pApa kara. baMdhuo! tame jene mATe pApa kare che te badhA vakhata Avye tamane Ama ja kahevAnA che. mAla khAvA sahu Avaze paNa mAra khAvA koI nahi Ave. mATe jema bane tema karma nA baMdhAya tevuM jIvana jI. - anAthI nigraMtha kahe che, ke mArA karelA karmo mAre ekalAne bhogavavA paDayA hatA. badhA mArA sAmuM joI rahetA paNa mArI vedanA keI laI zakyA nahi. haju mArI patnI mArA mATe zuM karatI hatI te vAta anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra - aMjanA satInuM AtmamaMthana ATaluM kahI aSi saMcaryA, eTale trAja guphe mAMhI siMha te, trAsa pAmyA sarve sAvA, jANe aSADha gALe che meha te, aMjanA kahe alagI rahe, vasaMtamAlA kahe maraNa dIyo mAya te, jANaze piyu paradeza gayA, e sadehe TALajo ama taNe jAya te. satI re. aMjanA satIe munine pitAne pUrvabhava pU. muni tenA praznane javAba ApI tyAMthI cAlyA gayA. aMjanA kahe che bahena! mabhUmimAM paNa bhAgyazALI AtmAne kalpavRkSa maLI Ave te AnuM nAma, muni kevA karuNanA sAgara hatA ! ApaNe baMnee pUrvabhavamAM AvuM pApa karyuM te AvuM duHkha bhegavavuM paDayuM. te anaMtakALathI A saMsAramAM bhaTakatA ApaNuM AtmAe ajJAnadazAmAM AvA to ghaNuM karmo karyA haze! ane tenA viSama vipAko paNa bhagavyA haze! kharekhara A saMsAra te choDavA jevo che. bhagavAne saMsAranuM svarUpa bhAkhyuM che te yathArtha che. jyAM sudhI A saMsAranA mohamAyAnA baMdhanamAM rahIzuM tyAM sudhI pApa thavAnA ane pApa thavAnA eTale tenA kaTu vipAke paNa sahana karavA paDavAnA. aMjanA satI gADha jaMgalamAM ne tyAM siMhanuM AvavuM banyuM - A rIte aMjanA ane vasaMtamAlA ane saMsAranA svarUpanI bhayaMkaratAnuM ciMtana karatA hatA. tyAM ekAeka siMhanI bhayaMkara garjanA saMbhaLAI. baMne dhrujI gayA ane cheDe dUra eka bhISaNa siMhane Avato je. dharatImAM tIrADa paDI jAya te rIte jorathI pUchaDAne pachADato hate. lohIthI tenuM mukha kharaDAyeluM hatuM ne gajenAthI dizAne gajAvI rahyo hate. lokhaMDanA aMkuza jevA tIkSaNa tenA nakha hatA. AvA siMhane joIne bhalabhalAnA kALajA kaMpI jAya. vasaMtamAlA kahe che bahena! ApaNe baMne jaNa A vRkSa upara caDhI jaIe. tyAre aMjanA kahe che bahena! mane nava mAsa che. vRkSa upara caDhavAnI mane hiMmata nathI. paNa

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580 zAradA sAgara tuM caDhI jA. tyAre vasaMtamAlA kahe che mArI sakhI nIce bese ne huM vRkSa upara caDhe. mAre konA mATe jIvavuM che? aMjanA kahe che bahena! ApaNe baMne marI jaIzuM te pavanane sAcA samAcAra koNa Apaze? mATe tuM vRkSa upara caDhI jA. vasaMtamAlA kahe che mAre te vRkSa upara caDhavuM nathI ne pavanane sAcA samAcAra ApavA paNuM nathI. siMha Avaze te pahelA huM sAmI jaIza. pahelAM huM marIza. mArA dekhatA siMha tane phADI khAya te huM kema joI zakuM? aMjanA kahe che sahu sArA vAnA thaze. tuM ciMtA na kara. mArI khAtara paNa tuM vRkSa upara caDhI jA. aMjanAe khUba kahyuM eTale te jhADa upara caDhI gaI. sarvaprathama aMjanAe sarva chAne khamAvI sAgArI saMthAre karyo ne pachI padmAsana lagAvIne jANe keI avadhUta yegI na beThe hoya! te rIte cittane ekAgra karIne mahAmaMtra navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karavA lAgI. \ baMdhuo ! navakAramaMtramAM keTalI tAkAta che ! navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karavAthI bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara vinno dUra thaI jAya che. paNa tamane eTalI zraddhA nathI. Aje te zanivAre hanumAnajIne tela caDhAvavA jAya. maMgaLavAre melaDI mAtAnI mAnyatA ane budhavAre bUTamAtAne page lAgavA jAya. hanumAnajI kahe che mArA upara telanA DabbAne Dao khAlI karI nAMkhe te paNa tamArAmAM mArA jevI tAkAta nahi Ave. paNa meM jema brahmacaryanuM pAlana karyuM tema tame kare te baLa Avaze. navakAramaMtra je duniyAmAM kaI maMtra nathI. tamane kaMI na AvaDe te navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karaze. te paNa beDe pAra thaI jaze. zraddhA ne bhakitane haiye jalato rAkha dIvaDe, moha, mAna, mAyA tyAgIne raMge raMge chavaDe saMkaTa samaye sahAyaka thaIne utAre bhavapAra re, hRdaye rAkhI raTaNa kare te saphaLa bane avatAra re Ave navakAra maMtrane apUrva mahimA che. aMjanA satI AvA mahAmaMtranuM eka citte yogInI mAphaka smaraNa karavA lAgI. hAlatI ke cAlatI nathI. vikarALa siMha ekadama najIka AvI gaye. jANe ema lAge ke hamaNAM satI upara tarApa mAraze. paNa aMjanAne bahAra zuM thaI rahyuM che tenI kaMi khabara nathI. paNa vasaMtamAlA te vRkSa upara beThI beThI badhuM jue che. tenuM kALajuM kaMpI gayuM. ane vRkSa upara beThI beThI bese che. aho che zIyaLanA rakSaka deve ! tame kyAM saMtAI gayA che? jenI rage rage zIyaLanI ramaNatA che. tevI nirdoSa satI saMkaTamAM AvI paDI che. eksI nirAdhAra che. A vanamAM kaI sajajana che ke nahi? A vananA rakSaka deva paNa haze ne? dhAedhAo. jaldI satInI vahAre Ave. he jena dharmanA rakSaka de? A satI hamezAM jaina dharmanuM pAlana kare che. tenI

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zAradA sAgara 581 zraddhA aDaga che. tenA mAthe ATalA duHkha paDayA paNa keIne doSa detI nathI. AvI nirdoSa ne pavitra mArI aMjanA satIne hamaNAM siMha phADI khAze. je A satInuM rakSaNa nahi kare te tamArI lAja jaze. mATe deDeDe. ema jorajorathI vasaMtamAlA bUma mArI rahI che ne prabhune prArthanA kare che ne kahe che, ke je tame satInuM rakSaNa nahi kare te babbe venI ghAta thaI jaze. A rIte vasaMtamAlA pikAra karI rahI che. tyAM zuM banyuM? "satInA zIyaLanA prabhAve deva prasanna thayA - teNe vane vyaMtara yakSa rahe, bAra jana taNe rakhavALa te, yakSaNe yakSane ema kahe, ApaNe zaraNe AvI che be bAla te. bAra ejananuM lAMbu ne pahoLuM te vana hatuM. eka vyaMtara deva te vanane rakhevALa hatuM. te devanI devI kahe che svAmInAtha! ApaNA vanamAM A eka satIne mAthe saMkaTa AvyuM che. ApaNuM vanamAM ApaNI dekharekha nIce je satInI hiMsA thAya te ApaNe sAcA rakSaka nahi paNa bhakSaka chIe. tame jaladI uTho ne satIne vahAre jAo. ApaNA zaraNe Ave tenuM rakSaNa karavuM joIe. A pramANe devI devane kahI rahI che. have aMjanAnuM rakSaNa deva kevI rIte karaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. (tA. 5-10-75 ne ravivAre kAMdAvADI mahAna vairAgI pU. kAMtISijI mahArAjasAhebanA mAsakhamaNanA mahAna tapanA prasaMge bahumAna havAthI pU. mahAsatIjI tyAM padhArela hovAthI vyAkhyAna baMdha rahela.) vyAkhyAna naM. 68 Aso suda 2 ne semavAra tA. 6-10-75 sura baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene, A jIvane A anaMta saMsAramAMthI tAranAra hoya te vItarAga prabhunI vANI che. A jinavANInuM AlaMbana laIne anaMtAnaMta AtmAo jina banI gayA ne AtmasAdhanA sAdhI gayA. tenuM kAraNa zuM ? temaNe rAga-dveSa ane mehane pitAnA zatruo mAnyA. ane e zatruone nAza karavA mATe prabaLa purUSArtha karyo. emaNe rAjyanA vaibha, vilAso, sattA, saMpatti, mahelAte ane kuTuMba parivAra badhAne tyAga karyo. are, vahAlAmAM vahAlA zarIranuM mamatva cheDI ugra tapazcaryA karavA lAgyA ane saMyama laI tapanI sAdhanA karI atyaMtara ane bAhya zatruone sAmane karI chevaTe teo rAga-dveSa ane mohanA vijetA banyA.

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582 zAradA sAgara baMdhuo ! jenA rAga-dveSa ane moha A traNa mukhya zatruo chatAI jAya che tene kevaLajJAnanI prApti thAya che. kevaLajJAna e sakala jJAna che. eTale jene AvuM sakaLa jJAna thAya che te sarvajJa bhagavaMta kahevAya che. AvA sarvajJa ane sarvadazI banelA bhagavatee jagatanA jIvone upadeza ApatA eka vAta samajAvI ke, he bhavyacho! je tamAre sAcuM sukha prApta karavuM hoya te rAgAdi AtyaMtara zatruo upara vijaya meLave. tene vinAza karo. jayAM sudhI e zatruonI hayAtI che tyAM sudhI AtmA zAMti ane sukhapUrvaka rahI zakavAne nathI. sAcA, saMpUrNa avinAzI ane abAdhita sukhanI prApti mATe rAgAdi zatruone avazya nAza kare paDaze. atyAra sudhImAM jeTalA jinezvara bhagavata thaI gayA temanAmAM kayAMya rAga - heva ke mohane aMza jovA maLato nathI. e te jina banI gayA paNa teo jyAre vitarAga pada pAmyA na hatA tyAre paNa saMsAramAM anAsakatA bhAvathI virAgI avasthAmAM rahetA hatA. ApaNA carama tIrthakara bhagavAna mahAvIra prabhunuM jIvana jue. jyAre teo saMsAramAM hatA tyAre teo atyaMta anAsakata ane udAsIna bhAvathI rahetA hatA. te yuvAna thayA tyAre mAtA trizalAjI putranA mukha upara taravarata vairAgya bhAva joIne tene lagna karavAnuM kahevA jatA paNa acakAtA hatA jenA mukha upara vairAgya bhAvanA puvArA UDatA hoya tene lagna karo ema kahevuM kevI rIte? emanAmAM ne tamArAmAM keTalo phera ? (hasAhasa) mAtA trizalA pite pitAnA putrane kahI na zakayA paNa mitrone kahevA mokalyA. vairAgI vardhamAna kumAre mitrane kahI dIdhuM ke mAre tamArI vevalI vAta sAMbhaLavI nathI. tame cAlyA jAo. vardhamAna kumAre mitronI vAta pUrI sAMbhaLI paNa nahi. jayAre mitrothI na mAnyA tyAre trizalA mAtA jAte kahevA AvyA. trizalA mAtA kahe che, e mArA lADakavAyA ! tuM te pAke virAgI che. tuM virAgI hovA chatAM mAtRbhakata che. atyAra sudhI te amArI badhI IcchAo pUrNa karI che. te have lagna karIne amArI icchA pUrI kara. tyAre virAgI vardhamAnakumAra atyaMta udAsa banI nIcuM joIne besI gayA. mAtA putranI dazA joIne gamagIna banI gayA. mAtAnI sthiti joI vardhamAnakumAre avadhijJAna dvArA e jaI lIdhuM ke mArA bhegAvalI karmo bAkI che tene bhegavyA vinA chUTake nathI. chatAM mAtAne lagna karavAnI saMmati ApI nahi. paNa ema kahyuM, ke he mAtA! strI te bhavabhramaNa karAvanAra che. te mane evA saMsAranI dhUMsarIe zA mATe joDe che? eTaluM kahI mauna rahyA. putranA e maunamAM mAtAjI ema samajayA ke putre saMmati ApI dIdhI. tethI jaldI ghaDiyA lagna levAnI taiyArI karI. ne vadhamAnakumArane paraNAvyA. paraNyA pachI paNa bhagavAna yazadAnA mohamAM hetA paDyA. bhegAvalI karmanA udayathI joDAvuM paDyuM,

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zAradA sAgara - 583 paNa tadana anAsakata bhAva hato. Aje te paraNyA eTale jANe mahArAjAnA gulAma banI gayA. jyAre saMsAranA samasta sukha maLavA chatAM paNa temAM anAsakta bhAve rahete e AtmA bhaviSyamAM mahAna banyA vinA rahe? na rahe. tame paNa AvA anAsakata bhAve rahetA zIkhe. tame sAMbhaLyuM ne ke bhAvimAM tIrthakara bananArA AtmAno grahavAsa paNa ke vairAgyathI bharapUra ho ! have bIjI evI eka vAta che, ke je AtmA bhAvimAM tIrthakara nathI banavAne paNa sarvajJa banavAno che temane saMsAra paNe kevA bhavya virAgathI UjaLuM hoya che. teo grahavAsamAM virAgI maTIne vItarAgI banI jAya che. te kezu? tame jANe che? ghaNI vakhata sAMbhaLyuM chatAM kaMI yAda rAkhyuM che? tamane te paiso ane peDhI yAda rahe paNa A yAda nathI rahetuM. (hasAhasa) RSabhadeva bhagavAnanA putra bharata cakravatI ke jemane tyAM cha cha khaMDanI sAhAbI hatI. cesaTha hajAra rANuonA svAmI hatA. batrIsahajAra mugaTabaMdhI rAjAo jemanA caraNamAM ALoTatA hatA. ne deve paNa temanI sevAmAM rahetA hatA. chatAM bharata cakravatI A badhAthI virakata hatA. chatAM kaI vakhata tenA rAgamAM raMgAI na javAya te mATe temanI keTalI sAvadhAnI hatI. pite rAjasiMhAsane bese tyAre pitAne sajAga rAkhavA pagAradAra mANaso rokyA hatA. te mANasa pAse uddaSaNa karAvatA hatA ke he mahArAjA bharata cakravatIApa rAga-dveSa ane moha A traNa mahAna zatruothI jItAI rahyA cho. ApanA mAthe motane mahA bhaya jhajhUmI rahyA che. Apa cetI jAva- - cetI jAva. A sAMbhaLatA bharata cakavatI sajAga banI jatA. ane sattAnA siMhAsane besavA chatAM paNa temanuM aMtara virAgI bhAvamAM ramatuM. ' baMdhuo! tame paNa sajAga banavA mATe AvA mANase rAkhyA che kharA? ke huM jyAre mArI ophisamAM besuM, sahu mane sAheba -- sAheba karatA hoya tyAre mane jAgRta kare ke A sattA ane saMpatti vinazvara che. temAM mehita nA bane. jiMdagI ochI che ne upAdhi jhAjhI che. temAM tamAruM kAma kADhI le. tamane divasamAM vadhu nahi paNa traNa vakhata paNa AvuM kahIne jAgRta karanAra ekAda mANasa tame rAkhe che? "nA." tame e mANasa rAkhyo haze ke bajAramAM tejI-maMdI Ave tevuM vAtAvaraNa lAge tyAre mane tarata cetAvI de. pisA ApIne paNa A mATe mANasa kyA che ne ? bole, mArI vAta barAbara che ne? (hasAhasa). vANIyAnA dIkarA mahAcatura heya. sIdhI rIte javAba na Ape. hasIne patAvI de. bharata cakravartIe cha cha khaMDanuM sAmrAjya meLavavA mATe keTalA bhayaMkara yuddha khelyA hatA. chatAM temAM temane AnaMda na hatA. cakravartInI padavI prApta thaI eTale

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584 . zAradI sAgara yuddha karavAnI kameM pharaja pADI tethI saMgrAma khelyA. sAMja paDatAM jyAre yuddha vizrAma thAya tyAre pitAnA zayanarUmamAM jaIne nAnA bALakanI jema dhrusake ne dhruske raDI paDatA ne aMtaramAMthI avAja thatuM ke ahe! jenA pitAjI Adi tIrthakara hoya, je aneka jIvane ahiMsAne upadeza ApatA hoya tene putra AvA hiMsaka yuddhamAM utare? lehInI nadIo vahAve? ne zatruonA mAthA dhaDathI judA kare? A rIte bharata cakravartInA aMtaramAM bhAre pazcAtApa thatuM hatuM ke mArA pitA agI che ne huM bhegane kIDe? A rIte pitA-putrane sabaMdha yAda karIne bharata cakravartInA aMtaramAM Ahaleka jAgate, ke huM e mArA pavitra pitA je kyAre banIza? mArA bhAIo emanA sAcA putra banI gayA che. phakata huM rahI gayuM chuM. e paMthane pathika kyAre banIza? bharata cakravartInuM tana hatuM saMsAramAM paNa mana ALoTatuM hatuM RSabhadeva prabhunA caraNomAM ne AtmaciMtanamAM. A rIte ghera pazcAtApane pAvaka pragaTAvI bharata cakavartI saMsAra avasthAmAM hovA chatAM karmonA kAne jalAvIne tenI rAkha karatA hatA. tenA prabhAve arisAbhuvanamAM eka aMguThI sarI jatAM tenA upara ciMtana thayuM ke A aMguThIthI huM zobhatuM hatuM ke aMguThIne huM bhAvuM chuM? jaDa ane caitanyanuM vibhAjana karavA lAgyA. aMguThI te jaDa che ne huM cetana chuM. cetanathI jaDa zebhe che paNa jaDathI cetana zebhatuM nathI. A rIte vicAra thatAM deha upara rahelA AbhUSaNo utAravA lAgyA. A AbhUSaNe utAratAM utAratAM bharata mahArAjA dharmadhyAna ane zukaladhyAne caDhayA ne chevaTe * kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA. tamAre bharata cakravartInI jema kevaLajJAna levuM che. kema kharuM ne? paNa temanI pavitra vicAradhArA kayAM ne kayAM tamArI vikAra bhAvanA! tene kadI vicAra karyo? saMsAramAM rahIne vItarAgI banavuM hoya te virAga lA. bhagavAna jinezvaradevanA tatvajJAnane pAmelA bhegI che paNa bhegathI alipta rahe. bAkI tamArI mAphaka bhegamAM Asakata rahIne kevaLajJAna pAmavuM e te pANuM levIne mAkhaNa kADhavA jevI vAta che. mATe bhegane tyAga kare ne tyAgane rAga kare. jenA bhAlamAM tyAganuM tilaka jhaLake che tevA anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne kahe che, he rAjana! mArI patni saMsAranA sukhanI sagI na hatI paNa mArA pratye saMpUrNa sahAnubhUti darzAvatI hatI. "anaM ra ThThA 4, jaMgha ma vivai | mA nAmanAthaM vA, sA vIrA naiva muM " U. sU. a. 20 gAthA 29 he mahArAjA! e mArI navayauvanA patnie mane rogathI pIDAte joIne bhojana karavuM, pANI pIvuM, kezara caMdanAdi sugaMdhIta dravyonuM zarIra vilepana karavAnuM ane

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zAradA sAgara 585 zaNagAra sajavAnuM badhuM choDI dIdhuM hatuM. kahevAne Azaya e che ke ene mArA pratye eTalo badhe anurAga hato ke zaNagArAdinA tyAganI sAthe teNe zarIrane puSTa karanArA sAtvika AhArane paNa tyAga karyo hate. kAraNa ke mArI vedanA evI kAramI hatI ke tene kaI padArtha pratye rUcI rahI na hatI. pote khAdhuM che ke nathI khAdhuM tenI paNa tene khabara paDatI na hatI. A badhuM e mArI patni mane dekhADavA mATe nahatI karatI paNa aMtarathI karatI hatI. mArI pratyakSa paNa vastuone upayoga karatI na hatI ne pakSamAM paNa karatI na hatI. AvI pativratA strI hatI. - kaI paNa pativratA strI potAnA prANanA bhoge paNa zIyaLanuM rakSaNa kare che. pati bahAragAma gaye hoya te paNa gharamAM besIne prabhune prArthanA karatI hoya ke mArA svAmIne kuzaLa rAkhaje. tene koI jAtanI taklIpha paDe nahi. eka jhaverI khUba catura ne dhanavAna hatA. tenI caturAIne kAraNe rAjAe tene pitAnI mAnanIya pradhAna banAvyA hatA. je jhaverAtane jANakAra prakhyAta maTe vahepArI hoya ane rAjAne pradhAna hoya tene dhananI zuM khAmI hoya? jhaverInuM nAma caMdrakAMta jhaverI hatuM ne tenI patninuM nAma suzIlA hatuM. jevuM suzIlA nAma hatuM tevA tenAmAM guNa hatA. tenuM cAritra khUba uMcuM hatuM ne pativratA strI hatI. parAyA purUSanI sAme kadI daSTi paNa karatI na hatI. caMdrakAMta jhaverInA jambara puNyane udaya hato eTale pradhAna padavI paNa khUba sArI rIte saMbhALatA hatA. enI rAjA ane prajAmAM khUba prazaMsA thavA lAgI. e na hoya te rAjAne game nahi. A joIne gAmanA ISkAra mANasone khUba IrSyA AvI. baMdhuo! ISya kevI bUrI cIja che? pApIne dhanavAna thayela joIne IrSA ochI kare paNa pitAnI jAtine svadharmI baMdhu sukhI hoya te mAnavathI sahana nathI thatuM. paNa vicAra kare sAro mANasa dhanavAna haze to tenA dhanathI aneka duHkhI ane garIbanuM piSaNa karaze. ne pApI zuM karaze? saune saunA puNyathI paiso maLe che. te bIjA mANase IrSyA karIne zA mATe cIkaNA karmo bAMdhavA joIe? ahIM caMdrakAMta khUba AgaLa AvI gaye, te bIjA lokone gamyuM nahi. eTale rAjAnI pAse jaIne kahyuM ke, caMdrakAnta pradhAna jhaverIne tamArI pAse besADI rAkho cho to keIka vAra te ene rAjyanI jarUriyAta cIjo levA mATe bahAragAma mekale. rAjAe kahyuM ke bIjA ghaNAM mANase janAra che. caMdrakAMta pradhAna vinA rAjyamAM aMdhAruM thaI jaze mATe ene mekala nathI. paNa bIjA lakone khUba Agraha thavAthI caMdrakAMta pradhAnane rAjAne mokalavAnI pharaja paDI. banavA joga e gaLe ne bIje divase rAtre gAmamAM dhADa paDI. kaMIka leke lUMTAI gayA. caMdrakAMta jhaverInA gharamAM dhADapADuo dAkhala thayA. khakhaDATa ane bUmAbUma thavAthI caMdrakAMtanI patnI suzIlA bahAra AvI. suzIlA khUba saMdaryavAna hatI. A strInuM rUpa joIne dhADapADuone

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zAradA sAgara 586 nAyaka mAha pAmI gaye. enA manamAM thayuM ke dhana ghaNuM lUTayuM. have te AvI svarUpavAna sro maLe te mArA janmAro saphaLa thAya. mAre AnA gharamAMthI dhana nathI joituM. A strI laI javI che. teNe peAtAnA sAthIdArane kahyuM ke A strI upADI javAmAM tame mane mada karo te AjanI cArImAM je dhana maLaze temAMthI tamane vadhAre hissA ApIza. cAree caMdrakAMtanI patnIne upADIne cerenI pallImAM lAvI eka jhUMpaDAmAM rAkhI suzIlA vicAra karavA lAgI ke ahe ! mArA kevA karmAnA uya che ke mArA gharamAM * ATalA badhA ratnA ane dhana hatuM te kaMi na letAM A cArane mane levAnuM mana thayuM? e mane upADI lAvyeA che. paNa mAre mArA prANanA bhAge paNa zIyaLanuM rakSaNa karavuM che. caMdrakAMta jhaverI traNa divasa pachI pAcho AvavAnA hatA. suzIlAe zIyaLanu rakSaNa karavA zIyaLanA rakSaka devAne prArthanA karIne amanA paccakhANu laI lIdhA. eka jamAnA e hatA ke mANasa aThThama tapa kare ne devanuM smaraNa kare te tenI pAse deva hAjara thatA hatA. Aje te aemane badale aThThAI, seALake mAsakhamaNa kare te paNa deva AvatA nathI. tenuM kAraNa zuM? Aje tapa nikhAlasa bhAvathI thatA nathI. UMDe UMDe mAna-praza MzAnI bhUkha hAya che. UMDe UMDe AkAMkSAe bharelI heAya che. pachI dhruva kayAMthI Ave ? suzIlAe aThThama tapa karyA. kai khAtI-pItI nathI tyAre pelA cArane nAyaka pUche che tuM kema kaMi khAtI pItI nathI? tyAre teNe kahyuM ke mAre 11 divasa sudhI kaMi khAvuM ke pIvuM nahi tevo niyama che. mATe tamAre mane 11 divasa sudhI aDavuM nahi. jo mane aDakaze te baLIne bhasma thai jaze.. tame mane lAgyA che teA have huM kayAM javAnI chuM? mATe agiyAra divasa sudhI mArA sAsu paNa joze! nahi. cAre paNa vicAra karyo ke te have kayAM javAnI che? cAra tenu dhyAna khUma rAkhatA hatA. rAjAne khukhara paDI ke pradhAnanI patnIne dhADapADuo upADI gayA che. eTale rAjAe khUba tapAsa karAvI paNa kayAMya patta paDayeA nahi. traNa divasa pUrA thatAM cAthA divase pradhAne gAmamAM praveza karyA tyAre leAkeAe rastAmAM samAcAra ApyA ke tamArI patnIne cAra upADI gayA. rAjAne maLIne tarata pradhAne kahyuM ke huM mArI patnIne zeAdhavA jAuM chuM. te maLaze teA pAchA AvIza. rAjAe sAthe bIjA ghaNA mANase lai javA mATe kahyuM. paNa pradhAne kahyuM ke mAre keInI jarUra nathI. mArA vizvAsu munima che. tene laine jaiza. pradhAna kahe ke mAru N sarvotsva cAlyuM jAyatA bhale paNa 'mArI patnInA pattA meLavavA che. jema pati ApattimAM AvI paDe che tyAre sajjana strI potAnA prANanA bhAge paNa patinu rakSaNa kare che te mAre paNa mArI patnInuM rakSaNa karavuM joie. pradhAnanI pAse kiMmatI ratnA hatA temAMthI kreDa rUpiyAnA ratnA eka thelImAM bharyA ne eka thelImAM bhAtu lIdhu. pradhAna ane munima gheADA upara beThA. temAM ratnAnI

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zAradA sAgara celI pradhAna pAse hatI ne bhAtAnI zailI munima pAse hatI. rastAmAM khUtra bhUkha lAgI eTale eka vRkSanI nIce besI bhAtuM khAdhuM ne najIkamAMthI pANI lAvIne pIdhuM. pachI pAchA ane gheADA para besIne AgaLa vadhyA. A vakhate bhAtAnI zailI pradhAna pAse AvIne ratnAnI thelI munima pAse AvI. pradhAnane munima para khUba vizvAsa hatA. eTale ene sAthe lAvye hune. paNa ratnenI thenrI hAthamAM AvatA munimanI dAnata bagaDI. jo kAipaNa prakAre zeThane mArI nAkhuM teA karoDa rUpiyAnA ratnA mane maLI jAya. eNe eka kimiyA ghaDayA thoDe AgaLa gayA eTale kahe che zeThajI! mane khUba tarasa lAgI che. kaDa sUkAya che. A ghe!DA upara paNa mArAthI esAtu nathI. game tema karIne mane pANI lAvI Ape. zeTha kahe che ATalAmAM kayAMya kUve ke taLAva dekhAtA nathI. je kUvA Ave te pANI lAvI Apu. gheADe dUra gayA tyAM eka meATA jaMgI kUvA AvyA. kUvA dekhIne munima kahe che A kUvA AvyeA. mane jaldI pANI lAvI Ape. zeThe kUvA kAMThe ghADe! ubhuM rAkhyuM pAse DhorI ne leATA hatA tenAthI pANI kADhavA mATe gayA. 587 A tarapha zeThANIne traNa upavAsa pUrA thayA hatA. teNe vicAra karyo ke svAmInAtha! AvyA vinA te nahi rahe. e Avaze ne temane khabara paDaze ke tarata mane zeAdhavA nIkaLaze. paNa manavA joga che. kaddAca mArI zeAdha karatAM vAra lAge ne agiyAra divasamAM nahi paDeAMcI zake te mAruM cAritra lUMTAze. cAritra lUTAvavA karatAM game te rIte marI javuM te sAru' che. cAritranuM rakSaNa karavA mATe game tema karIne marI javuM te ApaghAta nathI. eTale te divase nAyaka cArI karavA gayelA. te tenA e mANasA cAkI karavA rahelA. paNa te sheja ADA avaLA thayA tene lAbha laIne suzIlA chaTakI gaI ne A kUvAmAM paDelI. juo, ceAgAnuyAga kevA maLI gayA. ahIM zeTha munima mATe pANI levA kUvAnA kAMThe gayeA. kadI pANI kADhavu nathI eTale dArI kema khaMdhAya te paNa AvaDatuM na hatuM. jema tema karIne leATAne dorI bAMdhI kUvAmAM utAryAM tyAM tarata munime pAchaLathI dhakko mA ne pradhAna kUvAmAM paDayA. jevA phUvAmAM paDayA ke tarata 'namo arihaMtANu" e zabda meDhAmAMthI nIkaLI gayA. AgaLanA kUvAmAM De aMdara aDadhA bhAgamAM jALI jevA eTalA jevu manAvatA. eTale mANasa paDe te khacI zake. A zeThANI paNa navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karIne paDelA eTale temane kAi jAtanI ijA thai na hatI. aMdara je aDadhAmAM jALI hatI temAM besI gayA hatA. te navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karatA hatA. temAM dhamAke! thayA ne 'namA arihaMtANu' khelatAM zeThane avAja sAMbhaLye. tenA manamAM thayuM ke A zeThanA avAja lAge che. paNa aMdhArAmAM dekhAtu nathI. zeThANI paNa othI namA arihaMtANuM ?" khAlyA eTale zeTha paNa zeThANInA avAja oLakhI gayA. tethI zeThANIe pUchyuM ke tame kANu 4:

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588 zAradA sAgara che? tyAre kahyuM ke huM caMdrakAMta jhaverI ne phalANA rAjAne pradhAna chuM. tyAre pradhAne pUchayuM ke tame koNa che? tyAre zeThANIe kahyuM ke huM suzIlA chuM. baMne eka jagyAe che paNa mukha joI zakAtuM nathI. e kUvAmAM eka maNidhara nAga rahetuM hatuM. tene thayuM ke A baMne pati-patnI che. koI kAraNe kUvAmAM temanuM milana thayuM che. te lAva huM prakAza karuM. teNe daramAMthI pitAnI pheNa bahAra kADhI eTale ekabIjAnuM mukha joyuM ne tarata oLakhI gayA. kUvAmAM baMnenuM milana thatAM alaukika AnaMda thaye. zeThANI zeThane pUche che tame kevI rIte kUvAmAM AvyA. tyAre zeThe saghaLI vAta kahI. munine dhakko mAryo vigere kahyuM. tenA upara bilakula dveSa karyo nahi. je thayuM te sAruM thayuM. je teNe mane kUvAmAM nAMkhe na hota te huM tane zodhIne marI jAta te te paNa kayAMthI maLata! munie ApaNA upara mahAna upakAra karyo. munima zeThane dhakako mArI ratnanI thelI hAthamAM laIne saheja AgaLa cAle tyAM tene traNa divasanI bhUkhI vAghaNa sAmI maLI. munima upara tarApa mArI. ne tene khAI gaI. jenI jevI bhAvanA hoya tevuM phaLa maLe che. piTamAM pApa hoya te prakAzyA vinA rahetuM nathI. ne jemanA puNyano udaya hoya che tene duzmana paNa kAMI karI zakatuM nathI. duzmana tIra pheMke te puNyavAna upara pula thaIne paDe che. munie ratnanI lAlasAthI zeThane kUvAmAM dhakko mAryo. kUvAmAM paDayA te temane kaMI IjA thaI nahi ne uparathI jenI zodha karavA mATe nIkaLyA hatA te kUvAmAM maLI gayA ne munimanI kevI hAlata thaI! zeTha-zeThANue potAnI kahAnI eka bIjAne kahI saMbhaLAvI. ekabIjAnA milanathI khUba AnaMda thaye. emane mana pha mahela jevo banI gayo. have je koI bahAra kADhanAra maLe te nIkaLIzu. je kaI paNa kADhanAra na maLe tyAM sudhI navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karavuM. ema nakakI karIne baMne jaNe navakAra maMtranuM ekacitte smaraNa karavA lAgyA. baMdhuo navakAramaMtrane mahimA ajaba che. je eka citte navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa kare tenuM duHkha dUra thAya, thAya ne thAya. zraddhA hovI joIe. navakAra maMtranA prabhAvathI zULInuM siMhAsana banI jAya. sarpa puSpanI mALA banI jAya ne viSa amRta banI jAya che. zeTha-zeThANI kUvAmAM navakAra maMtra gaNe che. te samaye ke kheDUta kUvAmAM pANI levA Ave che. teNe pANI kADhavA Dela kUvAmAM nAMkhI. zeThANIe tenuM deraDuM pakaDayuM. kheDUta pUche che tame keNuM che? tyAre kahe che ame amArA karmodaye kUvAmAM paDyA chIe. tame je kADhe te tamArA mATe upakAra. kheDUta kahe che bahena! A deraDAthI te tame bahAra nahi nIkaLI zake, huM bIjA deraDA laI AvuM. kheDUta khetaramAM jaIne bIjA be traNa majabUta deraDA laI AvyA ne cAra majabUta vAMsanI lAkaDI lAvyuM. tenI cAre bAju daraDA bAMdhI khATalI jevuM banAvI temAM baMnene besADI traNa-cAra jaNAe bhegA thaIne

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zAradA sAgara 589 bahAra kADhayA. zeTha-zeThANa banee kADhanArane mahAna upakAra mAnya ne kahyuM tame amAre tyAM jarUra Avaje. ema kahI AbhAra mAnI pitAnuM saranAmuM ApIne ravAnA thayA. saheja AgaLa cAlyA tyAM munimanuM kalevara paDayuM hatuM ke tenI pAse jhaverAtanI thelI paDelI che. zeTha kahe che bicArAe mane kUvAmAM pheMkIne pApa bAMdhyuM paNa bhagavyA vinA cAlyo gayo. tenA mananA mane ratha pUrA thayA nahi baMdhuo! tame paNa samajI leje ke pApa karIne pisA meLave che paNa yAda rAkhaje ke pApa bheguM laI jaze paNa paisA sAthe nahi Ave. mATe karma bAMdhatI vakhate khUba vicAra karaje. caMdrakAMta ane suzIlA baMne ghera AvyA. pelI jhaverAtanI thelI munimane ghera ApI AvyA. paNa pite na rAkhI. tame A jagyAe che te zuM kare? thelI gharamAM rAkhe ke ApI Avo? tame to keza kare ke ANe mane kUvAmAM dhakake mAryo hato. kema barAbara che ne! (hasAhasa), A zeThe te AvuM kaMI na karyuM paNa ema vicAra karyo ke mane kUvAmAM nAMkhIne eNe pApakarma bAMdhyuM. pApane bhAgIdAra thaye. te e jhaverAta enA gharanAne maLavuM joIe ne! mATe ApI dIdhuM. e baMne AtmAone paNa A banAva banavAthI saMsAranI asAratA samajAI. eTale pitAnuM dhana sanmArge vAparIne saMyama mArga apanAvyuM. anAthI nigraMtha mahArAjA zreNIkane kahe che mArI patnI paNa mArA mATe rAta-divasa khUba ciMtA karatI hatI. tenA magaja para ciMtAne pAra na hato. te mane jANatAM ke ajANatAM nAna, vilepana temaja svAdiSTa bhojana Adi kAMI karatI nahi. haju paNa te strI kevI hatI tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - aMjanA ane vasaMtamAlA jaMgalamAM khUba bhayamAM AvI gayA che. tenI sAme siMha chalAMga mArIne Avyo. vasaMtamAlAne vRkSa upara beThA beThA kaMIka thaI javA lAgyuM ne bolavA lAgI. he zIyaLanA rakSaka de! tame A nidoSa satInI vahAre Ave, deDo deDe ke te bacAve. A pramANe pikAra karavA lAgI. tyAre vyaMtarI devInA kahevAthI vyaMtara deva satInI vahAre Avyo. teNe baLavAna siMhanuM rUpa laIne AvelA siMhane phADI nAMkhe. A samaye aMjanA navakAramaMtranA dhyAnamAM lIna banelI hatI. zuM banyuM tenI tene kaMI khabara nathI. chevaTe deva pragaTa thaye. devatA sahAya ziyale hue, AnaMde zIyala taNuM guNa gAya te, nArI sarva mAhe nimelI be karajeDI deva loce che pAya te, ziyala he ziva sukha saMpaje, ziyalathI maLaze tAre kaMta te, ziyala he mAmAjI Avaze, tihAM lage nArI raho nizcita to satI re, baMdhuo ! zIyaLavratanuM pAlana karanArane deve paNa sahAya kare che. je devane prasanna

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590 zAradA sAgara karavA mATe lokone dhyAna dharavuM paDe che. mazAnamAM jaIne kaThera sAdhanA karavI paDe che. te devo brahmacArIne sahAya karavA mATe sAmethI Ave che. deva kahe che he satI ! dhanya che tArA zIyaLavratane! tArA zIyaLavratanA prabhAve tane sahAya karavA Avyo chuM. have tuM nizcita banIne A vanamAM rahe. tAro kaI vAMko vALa karI zakaze nahi. tArA zIyaLa vratanA prabhAvathI tAro pati paNa have thoDA samayamAM Avaze haju yudhdhathI pAchA pharyA nathI. jevA yudadhethI Avaze ke tarata tArI zodha karavA Avaze. paNa tAre pati AvatA pahelA tArA mAmA Avaze ne tane laI jaze. vANavyaMtara devane avadhijJAna hoya che. temane rahevAnA asaMkhyAtA nagara che. temAM temanA bhavane, devIo Adi khUba Rddhi hoya che. paNa temane suMdara vRkSa upara besavuM, suMdara vanamAM pharavuM A badhuM bahu game che. emane vaibhava ghaNo che. paNa temane eka jagyAe besI rahevuM gamatuM nathI. tethI vanamAM AMTApherA mAryA kare che. avadhijJAnanA upayogathI deva kahe che bahena! tArA mAmA na Ave tyAM sudhI tuM nirbhayapaNe rahe. ema kahI deve pitAnI zaktithI rahevAnI sagavaDa karI ApI ane aneka prakAranA phaLa-phUlanA jhADa banAvyA tethI baMne sakhIo madhura phaLa khAya che. sAmAyika, pratikramaNa Adi dharmakriyAo barAbara niyamita kare che ne deva-devI tenuM rakSaNa kare che. tenA khuba guNa gAya che. keI yAcakajana Ave te dAna paNa Ape che. A rIte AnaMdathI vanamAM aMjanA ane vasaMtamAlA baMne rahe che. - citra mAsa vadI aSTamI, puSya nakSatrane somavAra te, pAchale pahere che ramaNane, aMjanA jAya che hanumaMta kumAra te, jANe ke suraja pragaTa, svargathI sura kahe jayajayakAra te, rAkSasa relaNa upanyo, rAmane sevaka dharmane dhAra te-satI divase jatAM caitra vada AThamanA divase puSya nakSatrane vega varte che ne semavArane divasa che. te samaye rAtrinA pAchalA prahare hanumAnakumArane janma thaye. AvA mahAna- puruSone janma lagabhaga divase thato nathI. mAtAnI eba khullI nA thAya te mATe lagabhaga pAchalI rAtre janma thAya che. putra eTale badhe tejasvI hatuM ke jANe aMdhArAmAM sUrya pragaTe ne jema teja phelAI jAya tema tenA janmavAthI teja teja prasarI gayuM, tene janma thatAnI sAthe devalokamAMthI deve "jaya he, vijaya he mahAsatI aMjanAne ane tenA putrane!" ema jaya jayakAranI ghoSaNA karatA bolavA lAgyA ke A putra rAmacaMdrajIne parama bhakata. banaze. ne dharmamAM dhuraMdhara banaze. A pramANe deve bolavA lAgyA. AvA tejasvI putrane jeIne vasaMtamAlA ane aMjanAnA AnaMdane pAra nathI. paNa e AnaMdamAM aMjanAne kevA kevA oratA thaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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zAradA sAgara 591 vyAkhyAna naM. 69 viSaya : "sadAcAranI sarabha" Ase suda 3 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 7-10-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! jenA kALajaDAmAMthI karuNAne dhadha vahe che, haiyAmAM hetane haja bharelo che, AMkhamAMthI amInI dhArA vahe che tevA vItarAga prabhue anaMta ane aphATa saMsAra sAgaramAM DUbakI khAI rahelA jene joIne temanA aMtaramAM karuNa AvI eTale temane taravA mATe jinavANIrUpI naukA ApI. A saMsAra e bhayaMkara ghUghavATA karato sAgara che. jemAM meha mamatAnA mojA uchaLI rahyA che evA saMsAra sAgarane taravA mATe jinavANIrUpI naukA te maLI gaI. paNa je tene calAvanAra nAvika na maLe to naukA sAme kinAre laI javI muzkela che. kSemakuzaLa sAme kinAre pahoMcavA mATe sArI naukA ane kuzaLa nAvika baMneno sahAre joIe. nakA keNa ane nAvika keNu?":- baMdhuo! ApaNane saMsArasAgara taravA mATe ne sAmA kinAre laI javA mATe kalyANa svarUpa kuzaLa sadagururUpI nAvika maLI gayA che. e saddagurunI AjJA pramANe parama purUSArtha karIne saMsAra sAgarane taravAnI taiyArI te karavI paDaze. jethI jaldI saMtarUpI sukAnI tamArI jIvana naukAne sAme kinAre pahoMcADI zake. paNa eTaluM dhyAna rAkho ke tamArI jIvananaiyA keI kugurUnA hAthamAM na jAya. je kugurUnA hAthamAM gaI te samajI leje ke A saMsAra paribhramaNane aMta Avaze nahi. saMsArane mArga TUMke banavAne badale lAMbe ane viSama banI jaze. ATalA mATe jJAnIo kahe che ke saMga kare to sAcA saMtana kare, paNa kadI kusaMga karaze nahi. kusaMganuM pariNAma kaparuM Ave che ne satsaMganuM pariNAma suMdara Ave che. jyAM sudhI satsaMga nahi kare tyAM sudhI sAcA kheTAnI pIchANa nahi thAya. pariNAme AtmAnI badhI zakti saMsAramAM kharcAI jaze ne vAsanAmAM veDaphAI jaze. sAcA sadguruo tenuM bhAna karAvI AtmAne vAsanA taraphathI upAsanA tarapha dorI jAya che. jema varasAdanuM pANI dariyAmAM jAya te khAruM banI jAya che ane nadImAM jAya te mIThuM bane che. nahera agara Dema bAMdhIne te pANIne saMgraha karavAmAM Ave to temAMthI anna vagerenuM utpAdana kare che tema jIvananI je zakitao vAsanA tarapha veDaphAI rahI che te zakitane satsaMga tarapha vALavAmAM Ave che temAMthI jJAna-darzana-cAritra, tapa AdinuM suMdara utpAdana thAya che. jevuM jyAM vAtAvaraNa hoya tevI asara thAya che. ukaraDA pAse jaIne UbhA raheze te mAthuM bhamI jAya tevI durgadha Avaze ne bagIcA pAse jaIne

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592 zAradya sAgara UbhA raheze te sugaMdha Avaze. tema je sajajanane saMga karavAmAM Ave te saddaguNonA sumanenI suvAsa maLaze ne durjanane saMga karaze te durgAnI durgadha maLaze. je havA ukaraDA tathA gaTarane spazane Ave che temAM durgadha Ave che ne je havA bagIcAne sparzane Ave che. temAMthI sugaMdha Ave che. te rIte ApaNuM jIvana jeTaluM saddagurUnA samAgamamAM vyatIta thaze teTaluM AtmAnuM utthAna thaze ne durAcAre cAlyA jaze. durjanA saMgathI jIvanamAM durAcAra vadhe che ne AtmA patananA paMthe jAya che. ATalA mATe jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke je saMga hoya tevA raMga lAge che. je tamArI bhAvanAmAM pavitratA ane ktavyamAM tejasvitA haze te tenI sauthI prathama asara tamArA jIvana upara paDaze. tyAra pachI tamArA saMgamAM rahenArA ane paDethI prabhAvita thaze ne AgaLa jatAM tamAre prabhAva samAja temaja jagata upara paDaze. temAM saMgati mATe bhAga bhajave che. saritAnuM mIThuM pANI sAgaramAM jaIne khAru kema banI jAya che? amRta jevuM mIThuM dUdha khaTAzane sparza thatAM phATI kema jAya che? tene jJAnIo e javAba Ape che keH "saMsanA koSaTTT mavatti " A te saMgatinuM pariNAma che. durjananI saMgati kayAre paNa sukha ApatI nathI. durjananI anukULatA ane pratikULatA bane duHkha prada hoya che. jema baLatA kelasAne sparza hAthane dajhADe che ne bUjhAyelA kolasAno sparza hAthane kALA kare che. barapha pAse besavAthI zItaLatA maLe che ne tenAthI mana prasanna thaI jAya che ane agni pAse besavAthI uSNatA maLe che ne tenAthI mana akaLAI jAya che. A rIte durjanane saMga thatAM hRdaya dukhathI vyathita bane che ne sajajananA darzana thatAM mana praphullita banI jAya che. A saMgatinuM spaSTa pariNAma che. saMta kabIre kahyuM che ke : kavirA saMgati sAdhakI, jyoM gAMdhIkI vAsa / jo kucha gAMdhI de nahi, to bhI vAsa suvAsa // tame gAMdhInI dukAne jAo to kesaranI sugaMdha maLe che ne? tema sAdhunI pAse Avaze te sadAcAra rUpI kesaranI suvAsa maLaze. tame gAMdhInI dukAne jaIne kesara le ke na le paNa sugaMdha to jarUra maLaze te rIte tame sAdhunI pAse AvIne kaMIka guNa grahaNa kare ke na kare, agara te saMta tamane upadezanA be zabdo saMbhaLAve ke na saMbhaLAve paNa temanA sadAcAranI saurabha te jarUra maLaze. ane durjananI saMgati kevI hoya che te tame jANo cho? juo, zarAbane bATalo paDa hoya tene pIdhe na hoya te paNa tenI durgadhathI mAthuM phATI jAya che. athavA te keIe zarAba pIdhela hoya tenI bAjumAM besaze te paNa tenuM moDhuM gaMdhAya che. mATe saMgati karatA pahelAM vastu tathA vyakitanA guNa ane deSa jANI levA joIe. sArI saMgatithI hameMzA AnaMda ane ulAsa maLe che ane kharAba saMgatithI duHkha maLe che.

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zAradA sAgara 593 nisteja kALo kolase paNa agnine sparza thatAM tejasvI banIne caLakATa prApta kare che te zuM pApI ane patita manuSya sAdhupurUSane saMga kare te sajajana ane sadAcArI na banI zake? jarUra bane. mANasane je saMga thAya che te raMga caDhe che. ekendriyamAM paNa saMgathI parivartana thAya che to pacendriya evA manuSyamAM kema na thAya? juo, ekendriya che paNa bIjA sAthe potAnA guNa mUkI de che. jema ke lIMbu khATuM che. paNa je tenI kalama saMtarAnI kalama sAthe dATavAmAM Ave te khaTAzano guNa mUkI mIThAzano guNa apanAve che ne te saMtarU bane che. tema saMtanI raja jIvanamAM caDhAvavAmAM Ave te jIvana pAvana bane che. svAti nakSatranA varasAdanuM biMdu sarpanA mukhamAM paDe to jhera rUpe pariName che. lIMbaDA upara paDe to kaDavAza, maracI upara paDe te tIkhAza rUpe pariName che. ane tavA upara paDe te baLIne bhasma thaI jAya che. ne kamaLanA patra upara paDe ne tenA upara je sUryanA kiraNe paDe to metI jevI zabhA prApta kare che. ne chIpanA piTamAM jAya te matI pAke che. ITa ke pattharanI divAla para lagADelI sImenTa paNa ITa ke paththaranI jema vraja lepa jevI banI jAya che. e sImenTane je mATInI divAla upara lagADavAmAM Avaze te mATI jevI kamajora banI jaze. ATalA mATe jJAnI kahe che ke jevI sebata tevI asara thAya che, saMta samAgama karyA pachI jIvanamAM parivartana thAya che. tenA aneka dAkhalA zAstramAM ane ItihAsamAM maLe che. aMgulimAla je lUMTArU buddhanA samAgamathI sudharI gayo. vAlIye lUMTAro nArada RSine samAgama thatAM vAlI maTIne vAlmika RSi banya. mRgAputrane saMtanA darzana thatAM jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. saMyati rAjA gardabhAlI munine bheTe thatAM sAdhu banI gayA. ApaNe tyAM nAnA mahAsatIjIo adhikAra vAMce che. temAM devabhadra ane jazebhadra e be bAluDAne paNa saMtane samAgama thatAM jAtismaraNa jJAna thatAM vairAgya Avyo. paradezI rAja kezIsvAmIne samAgama thatAM pApI maTIne pAvana banI gayA. kozAgaNikA sthUlibhadrane samAgama thatAM parama zrAvikA banI gaI. rejanA sAta sAta khUna karanAre arjunamALI sudarzana zeThane bheTe thatAM prabhunA darzana karavA gaye ne prabhunA darzana karI dIkSA laIne cha mahinAmAM te karmone kaccaraghANa karI nAkhe, naTaDInA mohamAM pitAnI jJAtinuM bhAna bhUlelA IlAcIkumArane dera upara nAca karatAM sAmI havelImAM gaucarI padhArelA satanA darzana thatAM ajJAnano aMdhakAra osarI gayo ne kevaLajJAna thayuM. ApaNe rejo cAlu adhikAra jemAM mahArAjA zreNIkanA AtmA upara jyAre mithyAtvanA paDaLa caDhelA hatA tyAre te tene potAnAthI nIcA samajate hate. te anAthI nigraMthane bheTe thatAM mithyAtvanA paDaLa tUTI gayA ne tenA jIvanamAM samyakatvane sUrya prakAzita thaye.

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594 zAradA sAgara zreNIka rAjA anAthI nigraMtha pAsethI sanAtha ane anAthanA bhedabhAva sAMbhaLe che. muni kahe che ke he rAjana ! mArI patnI kevI hatI? mArI vedanA joIne teNe khAvuM pIvuM badhuM choDI dIdhuM hatuM. mArI sevA karatAM kaMTALatI na hatI. Aje te kaI bhAIne laka thAya ne cha-bAra mahinA pathArImAM sUtA sUtA De-pezAba badhuM karAvavuM paDe ne rojanA ujAgaro thAya te vahAlAmAM vahAlI patnI paNa thAkI jAya. ane te bole che ke have te bhagavAna emanI derI kheMcI le to sAruM. paNa he rAjana ! mArI patnI ema thAkI jAya tevI na hatI. khaNaM pi me mahArAya ! pAsAo me na phitttti| na ya dukkhA vimoyanti, esA majjha aNAyA / utta. sU a. 20, gAthA 30 he mahArAjA! mArI patnI devAMganAne zaramAve tevI saMdaryavAna hatI. je bahAra dekhAva hato te tenA aMtarano bhAva hate. hRdayamAM saraLatA hatI. AMkhamAMthI amI jharatI hatI. tenI vANImAM mRdutA hatI. zarIra pula jevuM komaLa hatuM. mAre zuM joIe che te AMkhanA IzAre samajI jatI hatI. mArA sukhe sukhI ne duHkhe duHkhI thavAvALI hatI. mane rega AvyA tyArathI snAna, vilepana, attara, senTa, puSpanImALA, ane khAnapAnane tyAga karyo. A badhA zaNagArane tyAga bAhya dekhAva mATe nahi paNa aMtarathI karyo hate. ane mArAthI eka kSaNavAra paNa aLagI thatI na hatI. keI kahe ke tAre rejanA ujAgarA che kaMi khAtI-pItI nathI te have thoDIvAra sUI jA. to paNa te dUra jatI na hatI. mArI pAse besIne vahAlathI mArA mAthe hAtha pheravatI hatI. ne prabhune prArthanA karatI ke he prabhu! mArA patine badhe rega kheMcI le ne temane hatA tevA sAjA karI de. enI A prArthanAnI pAchaLa tenI abhilASA viSaya sukhanI na hatI. paNa mane kema sAruM thAya, huM kema vedanAthI mukta banuM te tenI bhAvanA hatI. AvI pavitra patnI paNa mane rogathI mukta karAvI zakI nahi e mAruM anAthapaNuM hatuM. | muni kahe che he rAjana! tame mane kahetA hatA ne ke huM tamane suMdara kanyAo sAthe paraNAvuM ne tame Icchita sukha bhogavo. ane manuSya janma saphaLa kare. huM paNa tamArI mAphaka mAnatA hatA. jema hAthI-gheDA-dhana vigere hevAthI tuM tane pitAne sanAtha mAne che. tema huM paNa mane anAtha mAnato hate. paNa jyAre zarIramAM vedanA thaI ne tene maTADavA mATe vaido, hakIma, DokaTare, mAtA-pitA, bhAI-bahene patnI badhAe game teTalA upacAro karyA chatAM mane rogathI mukta karAvI zakyA nahi. tyAre mane lAgyuM ke huM pote anAtha chuM. mArI strI, mAtA-pitA badhA mane vedanAthI mukata na karI zakyA

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zAradA sAgara pa te sAruM thayuM. je temanA upacArothI mAre roga nAbUda thayo hota te huM temane badhAne sanAtha mAnIne temane gulAma banI jAta, e badhAnI vAta te bAjue mUko paNa huM je zarIramAM rahuM chuM tenA para paNa mArI sattA nathI. AkhA magadha dezanA rAjya upara tamArI sattA cAle che. tame jema kahe tema thAya che paNa tamArA zarIra upara tamArI sattA che kharI? tame mAno ke mAre mArA zarIramAM kaMI roga AvavA de nathI te te banI zake kharuM? zreNIka rAjA kahe che evI koInI tAkAta nathI. te vicAra karo ke huM ne tame kenA nAtha chIe? mane kaI sagAM ke nehI regathI mukata karI zakayuM nahi tyAre huM samajI gayA ke mArA mAtA-pitA bhAIo - bahene, patnI ne vaide badhA pote anAtha che to mane nAthe kevI rIte banAvI zake? | muninuM kathana sAMbhaLIne rAjA zreNIka temane kahevA lAgyA ke he munirAja! ApanI kahAnI sAMbhaLIne mAro garva gaLI gayA che. huM je saMpatti ane vaibhava para mane pitAne sanAtha mAnato hato te vaibhava ane saMpatti ane sanAtha banAvanAra nathI. paNa anAthatA vadhAranAra che. te have Apa mane jaldI e vAta samajAve ke ATalA upacAra karavA chatAM je vedanA zAMta na thaI te kevI rIte zAMta thaI ! ane sAcI sanAthatA prApta karavAne upAya karyo che? rAjA zreNukane jaldI jANavAnI jijJAsA thaI che. tenA javAbamAM anAthI muni kahe che ke he rAjana ! mane rAtre UMgha AvatI na hatI. jyAre mane kaI rogathI mukata karavA samartha na thayuM tyAre mane sUtA sUtA aneka prakAranA vicAro AvavA lAgyA ke mArA pUrvanA kaI gADha karmone kAraNe mane A roga A che te zuM huM pahelAM paNa hatuM? je pUrve na hota to A karmo kayAMthI hota? mArA pUrvanA karmo che te huM paNa pUrve hate. te vAta nakakI che. te pUrve paNa AvA karmonA udayathI AthI paNa bhayaMkara duHkha bhogavyA haze ! AvA aneka prazna manamAM uThatAM ne manathI huM tenuM samAdhAna karato. tao haM evamAhaMsu, dukkha mAhu puNo punno| veyaNA aNubhaviuM je, saMsArammi annNte|| utta. sU. a. 20, gAthA 31, he rAjana ! roga na maTavAthI vicAra karatAM mane vizvAsa thaye ke A anaMta saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatAM meM vAraMvAra AvI vedanA anubhavI che. AvA prakArane vizvAsa thavAthI huM ema vicAravA lAge ke saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karavAnuM ane vAraMvAra AvA kaSTa bhogavavAnuM kAraNa zuM? A prazna para vicAra karatAM huM e siddhAMta para AvyuM ke mohane AdhIna banIne AtmA sAMsArika padArtho dvArA pite sanAtha banavA che. paNa e saMsArika padArthone jema jema rAga vadhatuM jAya che tema tema AtmA

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zAradA sAgara anAtha banatuM jAya che. e anAthatA saMsAramAM bhavabhramaNa karAvanAra temaja AvA eTale ke meM bhagavyA tevA ane tenAthI paNa adhika duHkhone anubhava karavAmAM kAraNabhUta che. devAnupriye! A anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne anAtha sanAthanA bheda samajAve che. temAMthI ApaNane ghaNuM jANavAnuM maLe che. Aje mAnava pitAnI strI, putra, parivAra, saMpatti ane nokara cAkaro upara pitAnI sattA jamAvIne tene pitAne nAtha mAne che, paNa kharekhara e samajavA jevuM che ke A duniyAmAM kahyuM kevuM che? A badhA uparathI mamatva bhAva uThAvIne tenAthI aliptabhAve rahe. jene meLavavA mATe lAkha prayatno karo cho. pApa bAMdhe che, nyAya-nItine neve mUke che, satya ne sadAcArane to paisA mATe sImADe mUkI dIdhA che. ane Aje jyAM juo tyAM bhraSTAcAra vadhI gayela che. dharma dhekA khAya che ne adharma aDadIyA uDAve che. A paristhiti sarjAI che. paNa eTaluM samajI leje ke A je kaMI mojamajhA uDAve che te pUrve karelA satkarmane pratApa che. jyAM dharma-zIyaLa, satya, sadAcAra hoya che tyAM lakSmI ane kItine sadA vAsa hoya che. ahIM mahArAjA vikramanA jIvanane eka prasaMga yAda Ave che. mahArAjA vikama nItivAna ane nirAbhimAnI rAjA hatA. jenAmAM nIti, namratA ane nirAbhimAnatAne triveNI saMgama hoya che te AkhI duniyAne mitra bane che. namratA e alaukika guNa che ke te AkhI duniyAne namAve che. vikramarAjAe A mukhya guNe dvArA prajAne prema saMpAdana karyo hato. rAjA vikrama khUba pramANikatAthI rAjya calAvatA hatA eTale enA mAthe kaI ciMtA na hatI. ciMtA kone hoya? jyAM kAvAdAvA ne apramANikatA hoya tyAM heya ne? tamane keTalI ciMtAne kIDo karI khAte haze ke A sarakAra ATalA Tekasa nAkhe che, makAnanI AMkaNuM kare che. have te dharmasthAnako upara paNa Tekasa nAkhe che, be paisA dAnamAM vAparavAmAM paNa keTalI ciMtA che! AvI ciMtAmAM sukhe UMgha nathI AvatI. eTale UMgha lAvavA mATe TebleTa levI paDe che. vikrama rAjA ATaluM moTuM rAjya calAvatA hatA chatAM eka rati jeTalI ciMtA temanA mAthe na hatI. pathArImAM sUve evA tarata UMdhI jatA. ne savAre sUryodaya thatAM pahelAM be ghaDI agAu UThI jatA. mahAna purUSe aghorInI jema Ughe nahi. tamArI mAphaka senAnA naLIyA thAya tyAM sudhI pathArImAM sUve nahi. (hasAhasa). vikama rAjAnA aMtaramAM zAMti hatI eTale sukhe sUve ne sukhe UThe. eka divasa vikrama rAjA TAIma thatAM sUI gayAM. tarata UMgha AvI gaI. rAtrIne prathama prahara pUro thavAne thoDI vAra bAkI hatI. te pahelAM eka svapna AvyuM. svapnamAM khUba prakAza je. sAmI daSTi kare che te eka navayauvanA svarUpavAna strIne joI. eTale rAjAe pUchayuM ke tame koNa cho? tyAre e strIe kahyuM ke huM tamArA gharanI lakSmIdevI che. tamane

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zAradA sAgara 597 eka agatyanA samAcAra ApavA mATe AvI chuM. rAjA pUche che zuM? tyAre kahe che huM AvatI kAle savAre tArA gharamAMthI vidAya thavAnI che. te tamane samAcAra ApavA AvI chuM. tyAre rAjA kahe che tamAre kahevA AvavAnI tasdI zA mATe levI paDI? tyAre lakSamIdevI kahe che temane kahyA vinA kevI rIte javAya? rAjA kahe che savAre zuM atyAre vidAya thAo. sukhe sidhAve. mAre tamArI jarUra nathI. tyAre lakSamIdevI kahe che he rAjA! tuM mane AvI uddhatAIthI javAba Ape che paNa vicAra kara. A badhe caLakATa lakSmIne che. mATe vicAra kara. mArA gayA pachI A tamane khammA khammA thAya che te nahi thAya. jyAM lakSmI nathI tyAM kusaMpa, kaleza ne ragaDA jhagaDA thAya che. tamane pANI mAMgatA dUdha maLe che te nahi maLe. tane koI pUchaze paNa nahi. tuM jhAMkho paDI jaIza. garIba gAya jevo banI jaIza ne cappaNIyuM laIne bhIkha mAMgavAno vakhata Avaze. rAjA kahe che tamAre enI ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI. mArI pAse guNane prakAza che. tenA dvArA mAruM jIvana cAlaze. mATe tame tamAre abaghaDI sukhe sidhAvo. tamArA sarbhAvamAM mane sukha nathI ne abhAvamAM duHkha nathI. tyAre lahamIdevI kahe che rAjA! kaMIka te vicAra kara. mane tArI dayA Ave che ke mArA gayA pachI tArI zI dazA thaze? A tArI mahela-mahelAte cAlI jaze. pachI tuM kayAM jaIne rahIza? tyAre rAjA kahe che kaMI ciMtA nahi. eka keIne eTale te maLaze ne? are, eTale paNa nahi maLe ne roTalo paNa nahi maLe. are Tale te nahi maLe paNa mATInuM zakeruM ya nahi maLe. tyAre rAjA kahe che bhale kaMI nahi maLe te dharatImAtA jagyA Apaze ne? tyAre lakSamIdevI kahe che dharatImAtA paNa jagyA nahi Ape. rAjA kahe che bhale kaI jagyA nahi Ape te sAdhu banI jaIza. paNa tuM tAre cAlI jAne. (hasAhasa) rAjAnI makkamatA joIne lakSamIdevI te vIle maDhe cAlyA gayA. paNa devAnupriyo! tamane pUchuM ke tamane lakSamIdevI svapnamAM AvIne AvuM kahe che tame zuM kare? huM te mAnuM chuM ke tamArI UMgha uDI jAya. raDe, jharo ne kalpAMta karo. mahinA sudhI to khAvAnuM paNa na bhAve. kema sAcI vAta che ne vikrama rAjA te ghasaghasATa UMghI gayA. rAtrine bIjo prahara zarU thaze tyAM rUmajhuma karatAM bIjA devI AvyA. rAjA jAgI gayA. ne devIne pUchayuM ke tame koNa che? tyAre kahe che huM kIrtidevI chuM. ApanI pAsethI vidAya levA AvI chuM. mArI sakhI lakSmIdevInI sAthe huM paNa jAuM chuM. mane enA vinA kSaNavAra na game tyAre rAjA kahe che na game te sukhe sidhAvo dvAra khullA che. rAjana ! vicAra karo. atyAre cAre taraphe tamArI kItine kaLaza caDhaye che. te kIrti cAlI jatAM tamane keI oLakhaze nahi. atyAre darekanA mukhe tamAruM nAma gavAya che. pachI tamane kaI yAda nahi kare. tamAruM nAma bhUlAI jaze. tyAre rAjA kahe che A duniyAmAM je janme che te mare che. caDhe che te paDe che. udaya che tene asta che. ane jenuM nAma che tene nAza avazya thavAne che. moTA cakravatio paNa cAlyA gayA

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598 zAradA sAgara che te pachI mArI kayAM vAta karavI? mAre nAmanI sAthe keI nisbata nathI. nAma te dehanuM che. dehane nAza thatAM nAmane nAza thavAne che. tethI kaMI mArA AtmAne nAza thavAne nathI. mAro AtmA to traNe kALe amara rahevAne che. mATe mAruM nAma nahi rahe te tenI mane ciMtA nathI. A javAba sAMbhaLI kIrtidevI cAlyA gayA ne rAjA UMdhI gayA. tyAM trIjA prahare trIjI devI AvI. rAjA pUche che tame koNa che? mane sukhe sUvA detA paNa nathI. tyAre kahe che huM sattAdevI chuM. lakSmI ane kIrti je na rahe te mATe paNa rahevuM nathI. tyAre rAjA kahe che bhale sidhAve. huM tamane bahumAnapUrvaka vidAya ApuM chuM. tyAre sattAdevI kahe che mahArAjA! ame traNe jaIzuM te tamArA rAjayamAM aMdhAruM thaI jaze. A rAjasiMhAsana uparathI Apa pheMkAI jaze. tamArI prajA paNa tamArA sAmuM nahi juve. mATe je tame kahe te huM lakSmI ane kIrtine manAvIne pAchI belAvI lAvuM. tyAre rAjA kahe che mAre e sattAnA siMhAsananI jarUra nathI. huM te mArI prajAnA hRdaya siMhAsana upara rAjya karuM chuM. mAre koInI jarUra nathI. cAlatA thaI jAo. eTale sattAdevI paNa vidAya thayA ne rAjA te UMghI gayA. gheDIvAra thaI tyAM khUba prakAza dekhAya ne traNa tejasvI purUSa dekhAyA. vikrama rAjA pUche che tame koNa cho? tyAre kahe che ame 1) dharmarAjA 2) satyarAjA ane 3) cAritra rAjA chIe. ame traNe tamArI pAsethI vidAya levA AvyA chIe. A sAMbhaLI tarata rAjA temanA palaMgamAMthI UbhA thaI gayA ne kahevA lAgyA. arere...tame cAlyA jaze? mArA jIvatAM huM tamane vidAya nahi ApI zakuM. A duniyAmAMthI Apa vidAya leze te pahelAM mArI vidAya thaze. tyAre kahe che. ame traNe te nirNaya karIne AvyA chIe. tamane jANa karavA AvyA hatA. rAjA tenI myAnamAMthI talavAra kheMcIne dharmarAjAnA hAthamAM ApIne kahe che ke, mAruM mastaka uDAvI de. pachI tame vidAya thAo. huM tamArA vinA nahi rahI zakuM. dharma vinAnuM jIvana prANa vinAnA kalevara jevuM che. dharma e mAro prANa che. satya e mAro zvAsa che ne cAritra e mAruM hArTa che. prANa, hArTa ane zvAsa vinA keI jIvI zakatuM nathI. tema huM paNa tamArA vinA eka kSaNa paNa jIvI zakuM tema nathI. baMdhuo! juo, rAjAnI kevI daDha zraddhA che! pelI traNa devIone javA dIdhI paNa dharma, satya ane cAritrane javA detA nathI. tamane AvI zraddhA che ne? A traNe deva rAjAnA hAthamAMthI talavAra pakaDI le che ne ekI avAje bole che...dhanya che rAjana tArI zraddhAne. ame te tArI parIkSA karavA AvyA hatA. tArI aDaga zraddhA joIne khuza thayA chIe. tArA jevA zraddhAvAna bhakatane choDIne bIje kayAMya javA mAMgatA nathI. A pramANe kahyuM tyAM traNeya devIe AvIne kahe che rAjan ! ame paNa tane choDIne javA

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199 mAMgatA nathI. jyAM dharma-satya ane cAritra che tyAM ame paNa rahIzu. amane enA vinA gamatuM nathI. zAradA sAgara juo, rAjA tenI zraddhAmAM makakama rahyA te badhuM pAchuM AvyuM. paNa pahelAM sahana karavuM paDayuM. eka vakhata te AtmAe kaseATImAM aDaga rahevuM paDe che. jyAM dharma, satya ane cAritrane vAsa che tyAM duniyAnI samagra sa MpattinA vAsa che. mATe dharmanuM, satyanuM ne cAritranuM pAlana karatAM jo kAi kaseATIne prasaMga Ave te makakama rahejo. anAthI munine tyAM badhI saMpatti hatI. keAI jAtanI kamI na hatI. mAtra temane zArIrika sukha na hatu. anAthI muni kahe che he rAjan! mArI vedanA kAI paNu rIte zAMta na thai tyAre huM mArA AtmA tarapha vaLye ne AtmaciMtana karavA lAgyA, duniyAmAM kahevata che ne ke "vAkhyA na vaLe paNa hAryo vaLe," tema mane paNa pahelAM mArA AtmA tarapha jovAnuM mana na thayuM. mane AzA hatI ke mArA mAtA-pitA, bhAi-bahena, ane mArI patnI mAruM darda jarUra dUra karaze. paNa kAi mAru dUra na karI zakayu ne khadhethI hatAza thaye tyAre huM mArA AtmA taraphe vatcA. eka vakhata ghaNAM mANaseA seAnAnI khANa khAdI rahyA hatA. tamane seAnu paheravu bahu game che. paNa khANamAMthI seAnu kADhatAM keTalI mahenata paDe che te jANA che!? ghaNI UMDI khANu khAdIne temAM mANasA utarIne mATImAMthI senu kADhatA hatA. aMdarathI mATInA tagArA bharIbharIne Ape ne bahAra UbhelA tene khAlI karatA hatA. temAM eka mANasa mATInuM tagAruM letA aMdara dhasI paDayA. kAIne khakhara na paDI. kAma patI jatAM mATI nAMkhIne khADo pUrI de che. pelA aMdara paDelAnA upara mATI paDe che. te aMdarathI khUmeA pADe che ke khacAve...khacAve. paNa tenA karmacAge kAI sAMbhaLatuM nathI. paNa khADo pUratAM sheja peAlANu rahI gayelI. te khAnArA mANasA te cAlyA gayA. paNu khIjA mANasA pharatA pharatA tyAM Ave che. tyAre tAjI khAdelI khANamAMthI avAja Ave che ke mane kADho bacAve. kAi yA kare. A avAja sAMbhaLIne AvanArA mANasA bhaDakayAM ke ahIM te! bhUta lAge che. badhA bhAgI gayA. paNa eka dayALune vicAra thayA ke kAi mANasa daTAi gayA lAge che. teNe nIDara thaIne mATI dUra karI teA mANasa nIkaLyeA. bahAra teA kADhayA paNa tenA AkhA zarIramAM khUba duHkhAve thavA lAgyA. hAlI cAlI zakatA na hatA. eTale yALu mANasa gADI karIne tene haeNspitAlamAM laI gayA. DAkaTare phoTo pADIne kahyuM ke enA hADakAmAM phrekacara thayuM che. mADhu oparezana karavu' paDaze. Aparezana paNa jokhamabharelu che. tenA gharanA badhA mANasAne khelAvyA. bIje divase Aparezana karavAnuM nakkI thayuM. mATuM hADakuM bhAMgI gayu che eTale ghaNA du:khAvA thAya che. UMgha AvatI nathI. te samaye te mANasa prabhune pAkAra kare che ke

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600 zAradA sAgara he nAtha 1 huM tArA zaraNe chuM. DaoNqaTara oparezana karaze tema chatAM jIvavAnA vIme che. te huM nAtha! huM tane prArthanA karu chu ke tu mArA DaoNkaTara che. mArA bhagavAna che. huM tArA zaraNe chuM. tAruM zaraNu lauM chu. tA mane zraddhA che ke mArU daI vagara eparezane maTI jaze. nahi maTe te| tArI lAja jaze. mAru kai javAnuM nathI. A rIte-eka citte prabhune prArthanA karIne prabhunA smaraNamAM lIna banI gayA. jema jema samaya gayA tema tema tenI veDhanA zAMta thatI gai ne savAra paDatAM te UThIne pharavA lAgyA. jANe kai banyuM nathI. DaoNkaTara tapAsavA Agye. tyAre kahe che ke have mane tapAsavAnI jarUra nathI. eparezana paNa karavuM nathI. badhuM maTI gayuM. DaoNkTara kahe che paNa bhAI! A zuM? tane kALu DAkaTara maLI gayA ? DaoNkaTare pharIne phATA pADIne joyuM te hADakAmAM tIrADa paNa dekhAI nahi. madhu svastha hatu. bhakata kahe che ke A hADakA sAMdhanAra khIjo koi DaoNkaTara nahi paNa mAre bhagavAna che. madhue ! AtmazraddhA kevuM kAma karI jAya che! DAkaTara paNa Ine joine AzcamAM paDI gayuM. jene dharma pratye atUTa zraddhA hAya che tene phaLyA vinA rahetI nathI. anAthI muninA aMtaramAM have AtmA pratyenI zraddhA jAgI che. tenA kAraNe vicAra kare che ke mArA kane kAraNe huM duHkhI thai rahyA che. haju paNa AgaLa zuM vicAraNA karaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra - aMjanAe tejasvI putrane janma ApyA che. putranuM mukha joine ajanA tathA vasaMtamAlAnA hanA pAra nathI. putranuM mukha joine ajanA badhuM duHkha bhUlI gaI. sahIyare putra pakhALye, nirjharaNA mAMhe pakhALyA cIra te, putra pADhAyA re pAthare, sItAne vArU hanumaMta vIr tA, nIrakhatAM tRpti pAme nahi, mahAmAMhe beu sakhI ema kare vAta te, janma mahAtsava koNa kare, kaTake cAlyA che kuMvaranA tAta tA....satI re... aMjanAe putrane janma ApcA ke tarata devanI sahAyathI tyAM eka nAnakaDuM sarAvara anI gayuM. eTale vasatamAlAe putrane navaDAvIne aMjanAne paNa snAna karAvI azucI dUra karAvI. ane khALakane jhADanA pAMdaDA bhegA karI tenA upara sUvADayA. devAnupriye ! karmanI lIlA kevI vicitra che ! ajanA ane vasatamAlA ane A bALakane joIne vicAra kare che ke ahA! pavanajInA janma pachI ratnapurImAM ghaNAM samaye A lADakavAyA janmyA che. aMjanA putrane kheALAmAM laine AMsu sAratI khAle che beTA ! jo tArA janma rAjamahelamAM thayA hAta tA Aje kaMika janma kedIone kedamAMthI mukti maLata. kaMika nirdhana yAcakone dhana maLata. tArA janmAtsava khUba dhAma dhUmathI ujavata. tArA mATe A pAMdaDAnI pathArIne badale seAnAnu` ratnajaDita pAraNIyuM hAta. tane ramADavA aDhAra dezanI dAsIo hAjara haiAta. paNa ahIM tArA janma mahAtsava kANu kare ? tAza

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zAradA sAgara 601 pitAjI te yuddhamAM gayA che ne pAchaLathI mArI A dazA thaI che. ATaluM bolatAM tenI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. A Asu pitAne duHkha paDayuM tenA nathI. paNa pitAnA mAthe je kalaMka caDhayuM che te je na Utare te duniyAmAM ema kahevAya ke aMjanA AvI jaina dharmanI zraddhAvALI ne AvI nIkaLI? mArA jena dharmane lAMchana na lAgavuM joIe ane mArA sAsarA - piyaranI nirmaLa kIrtimAM saheja paNa DAgha na lAgavo joIe. dilamAM A vAtane DaMkha hato. ne AvA putranA janmasamaye patinI gerahAjarI che. tethI tenA dilamAM ochuM AvyuM. bALaka te haju tAje janmela che. tarata janmelo bALaka AMkha ughADe nahi. paNa A tejasvI kumAra to AMkha kholIne aMjanAnI sAme mITa mAMDIne joI rahyo che. enA mukha uparathI jotAM ema lAge ke jANe aMjanAne ema kahete na hoya ke, he mAtA? have tuM jarA paNa gabharAIza nahi. have huM saheja mATe thAuM eTale tane duHkha denArA dAdA-dAdInI, bA-bApujInI tathA mAmA-mAmIonI badhAnI khabara laIza. tema jANe saMketa karato na hoya ! tema jaNAya che. vaLI pAchI punamanI cAMdanI khIlI che. ajavALI rAte aMjanA bALakane hAthamAM laIne ramADe che ne vasaMtamAlA paNa harakhAtI aMjanAnI sAme beThI che. A bALaka AkAzanI sAme bAtha bhIDIne jANe tArA ane caMdrane levA mathata na hoya! tema hAtha UMcA nIcA kare che. enA mukha uparathI tenuM parAkrama spaSTa jaNAI Ave che. vasaMtamAlA kahe che bahena ! have tuM jarA paNa gabharAIza nahi. A bAluDA ApaNA duHkhe dUra karaze. A pramANe AnaMdapUrvaka vArtAlApa kare che. tyAM zuM banyuM. 'mAmA aMjanA taNuM tiNa same, zurasena rAjA che tenuM nAma te, yAtrA karIne pAchA vaLe, AvI vimAna thaMbhya teNe ThAma te.satI re. A samaye aMjanA satInA mAmA vidyAdhara cUrasena rAjA yAtrA karIne pAchA pharIne pitAnA gAma jaI rahyA che. te A rastethI te vidyAdharanuM vimAna pasAra thatuM hatuM. barAbara aMjanA je jagyAe beThI hatI tenA mAthA upara vimAna AvyuM. sthira thaI gayuM. vimAnane calAvavA mATe ghaNI mahenata karI paNa nathI AgaLa jatuM ke nathI pAchaLa haThatuM. satI aMjanAnuM keTaluM prabhAvazIla cAritra hatuM tenI A pratIti karAve che. A te vidyAdharanuM vimAna hatuM. paNa devanuM vimAna hoya to paNa A satInI uparathI pasAra thaI zake nahi. satInA ziyaLanA prabhAve bhalabhalA devanA vimAna paNa sthaMbhI jAya che. vidyAdharanuM vimAna cAlatuM nathI. chevaTe vicAra karyo ke vimAnane nIce utArI joIe eTale nIce utAre che. vimAna nIce utaravA lAgyuM. have A vimAna kevI rIte Utaraze satI aMjanAne jaMgalamAM mAmAnuM milana kevI rIte thaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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602 zAradA sAgara vyAkhyAna na - 70 AsA suda 4 ne budhavAra sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtA ne bahena ! zAzvata sukhanA svAmI banavA mATe sasArarUpI samarAMgaNamAM karma zatruonI sAme kezariyA karI muktinagarInA mahemAna banyA che tevA jinezvara bhagavatAe bhavamAM bhramaNa karatA bhavya jIvAne jAgRta karavA mATe AgamavANI prakAzI-khatrIsa AgamamAM ceAthuM mULa sUtra uttarAdhyayana sUtranA vIsamA adhyayanamAM anAthI nigraMtha mahArAjA zreNIkane anAtha nAthanA bheda samajAvatAM kahe che. AtmAnI anAthatAnuM kAraNa zuM? AtmA ane paramAtmA vaccenI ekatAne bhUlI javI. jo koi AtmA ane paramAtmAnI ekatA sAdhI bhinnatAne dUra karavAnA saMkalpa kare te AtmAnI anAthatA dUra thayA vinA rahe nahi. tA. 8-10-75 anAthI muni kahe che ke aneka prayatna karavA chatAM paNa mAre rAga zAMta thaye nahi. tyAre mane evuM bhAna thayuM ke mane khIju kAi du:kha Apatu nathI. paNa mAre AtmA mane duHkha ApI rahyA che, teA khIjo keAi mArA rogane kevI rIte maTADI zake? jo mane khIjA kAi duHkha ApatA hAta teA mArA mAtA-pitA, bhAI, bahena, patnI ane vaidA, hakImA badhA mane rogathI mukta karI zakta. paNa jyAM mArA peAtAnA AtmA duHkha ApI rahyA hAya tyAM khIjA kayAMthI maTADI zake? vibhAvamAM jaine mArA AtmAe bAMdhelA karmone kAraNe mane A duHkha Avyu che. teA vibhAvane vaIne svabhAvamAM saMcarIne mArA AtmA duHkhane dUra karaze. mahAna puruSAnA jIvanamAM kevI samajaNu hAya che! AvI samajaNu bhavane aMta lAve che. paNa jayAM samajaNu nathI tyAM bhavRddhi thAya che. jene Atma svarUpanI pichANu thai ne pachI saMta banyA che tevA anAthI nigraMtha pAte bhavanA aMta karI bhagavata manavA mATe AtmasAdhanAnA paMthe prayANa karatAM grAmAnugrAma vihAra karatAM maDIkukSa bagIcAmAM AvyA ne zreNika rAjA pharavA mATe AvyA. tyAM anenuM madhuruM milana thayuM. saMtanu milana e sattu milana che. satA pote sattne sAdhI, satane pichANI temAM ramaNatA kare che. ane peAtAnI pAse AvanArane paNa satnI pichANu karAve che. ne duHkhanA aMta karAve che. tame ema nahi mAnatA ke saMta pAse jaie eTale paise Take sukhI banI jaie ne saMsAramAM kahevAtu duHkha maTADI daie. A tamAruM mAneluM paisA, patnI ane putranu duHkha maTADavAnI vAta nathI paNa AtmAne janma-maraNanA du:khA lAgelA che tene dUra karavAnI vAta che. 'je karAve bhavanA aMta, tADAve tRSNAnA taMta, te che sAcA saMta. te pAme sukha anata.'

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zAradA sAgara 603 AvA pavitra saMtone samAgama AtmAnI oLakhANa karAve che. Aje duniyAmAM jyAM juo tyAM oLakhANanI jarUra che. koIne sArI nokarI meLavavI hoya te paNa sArA mANasanI oLakhANa hoya te jhaTa nekarI maLI jAya che. keI garIbane cheka dezamAMthI muMbaI savasa mATe Ave che je koI sArA zrImaMta mANasanI oLakhANa hoya te tene jaladI nekarI maLI jAya che. nahitara be mahinA rahI gharanA roTalA khAIne pAcho hate te vidAya thAya che. Aje tame nathI jotA ke muMbaImAM bI. e. thayelA chokarAo bicArA nekarI, dhaMdhA vinA rajhaLe che. ne nena meTrika thayelA chokarAone oLakhANane kAraNe nekarI maLI jAya che. sastA bhADAnI cAlIe baMdhAya che temAM rUma levA mATe paNa lAgavaga joIe che. lAgavagavALAnuM kAma jhaTa thaI jAya che ne lAgavaga vinAnA rajhaLe che. keI bahAragAmathI phALo karavA Ave ne vAlakezvara saMghanA zeThiyAone kahe ke bhAI! amArA gAmamAM saMtonI avarajavara khUba che. mATe tyAM upAzraya baMdhAvavAnI jarUra che. to tame zuM kahezo? ke ame tamane oLakhatA nathI. oLakhANa hoya te badhuM thAya. kema Ama kahene? kaI bahAragAmane jhaverI ramaNIkabhAInI ophise Avyo. tene mAla kharIda che te ramaNIkabhAI tene hIrAnA paDIkA batAve. vahepArI mAla jaIne kahe ke A eka lAkhanA hIrAnuM paDIkuM mane Ajano divasa ghare jevA mATe laI javA de. anukULa haze te kharIdI laIza. nahitara tamane kAle savAre pAchuM ApI jaIza. te tame tene laI javA de kharA? tame tene kahI deze ke bhAI ! huM tamane oLakhate nathI. paNa A sthAne kaI paricita ne vizvAsu vahepArI hoya te khuzIthI laI javA deta. A te lAkha rUpiyAnA hIrAnI vAta thaI paNa pAMca-paccIsa rUpiyA paNa tame eALakhANa vinA koIne ApavA taiyAra nathI. paNa je kaI e ajANyAnI oLakhANa karAvanAra maLI jAya te tene kaI jAtane vadhe AvatuM nathI. tame kahe che ne ke oLakhANa e meTI khANa che. eALakhANavALo mANasa sukhI thAya che ne oLakhANa vinAne rajhaLI paDe che. mAre oLakhANanI vAta karIne tamane e vAta samajAvavI che, ke je AtmAnI oLakhANa kare che te sukha prApta kare che. AtmAnI oLakhANa keNa karAve? je mahAna purUSee AtmAne oLakhe che te AtmAnI oLakhANa karAve che. jema moTo vahepArI ajANyA vahepArIne bajAramAM bIjA vahepArInI oLakhANa karAvI tene AgaLa lAve che. tema bhagavAnanA sAcA saMto paNa temanI pAse je jijJAsu che Ave che temane AtmasvarUpanI oLakhANa karAvIne mukitanagarInA mahAna sukhamAM mahAlavA mATe mokale che. jenA upara saMtanI daSTi paDe ne saMta jene hAtha pakaDe te te nyAla thaI jAya. saMtanuM milana mahA lAbhadAyI che. eka bhakate paNa gAyuM che ke :

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64 zAradA sAgara tAruM eka milana phaLadAyI, mATe janmojanmanI judAI, tuM kAMDuM jenuM jhAle, te mukta banIne hAle- tAre saMga e mukhakArI. saMtano saMga e sAco saMga che. ahIM zreNIka mahArAjAe kone saMga karyo? te jANo cho ne? rAjA zreNIke anAthI nigraMthane saMga karyo te AtmasvarUpanI pichANa thaI ne AtmasvarUpanI pichANa thatAM mithyAtvanA gADha vAdaLane bhedIne samyakatvane sUrya pragaTa. ne bhavobhavanI bhAvaTa bhAMgI nAMkhI, AvatI covIsImAM tIrthakara pada prApta karaze. aneka bhavya jInA tAraNahAra banaze. saMtanA saMge temanA jIvanamAM jAdu karyuM. tame vyavahAramAM paNa dekhe che ke koI garIba mANasane zrImaMta hAtha pakaDe te samaya jatAM garIba paNa zrImaMta banI jAya che. keI mahArAjAnI garIba upara kRpA varase te garIba paNa nyAla thaI jAya che. eka jamAne e hatuM ke rAjAe pitAnA rAjyamAM keIne duHkhI joI zakatA nahi. rAjA bheja kevA paraduHkhabhaMjana hatA. bIjAnA duHkhane potAnuM duHkha mAnI bIjAnuM duHkha dUra karatA hatA. rAjA vikrame kevuM suMdara rAjya calAvyuM! tame divALInA divase navA cepaDA lakhe che. divALI Ave tyAre jUnA copaDA adhUrA hoya te paNa tene mUkI de che ne navA copaDA lakhe che. A navA copaDA lakhavAnI zarUAta koNe karAvI hatI te jANe che? jyAre vahepArIomAM khUba anIti vadhI ane loko lehI cUsyA vyAja letA thaI gayA tyAre vikemarAjAe jUnA copaDA UMce caDhAvI dIdhA ne navA nAme copaDA lakhavAnI zarUAta karAvI ne prajAne karajanA duHkhamAMthI mukata karAvI hatI. te sivAya temanA rAjyane niyama hatuM ke je kaI mANasa ne rahevA Ave tene dareka prajAjanee ekeka sonAmahora ane ekeka ITa ApavI. eTale AvanArA mANasanuM ITothI ghara baMdhAI jAya ne AkhA gAmanA loke ekeka sonAmahora Ape te tene dekhAya nahi ne sAmAnuM kAma cAlu thaI jAya. AvuM suMdara rAjya calAvIne rAjA vikrame tenA jIvanamAM eka vikama sthApyo hate. baMdhuo ! rAjA vikrame nava vikrama sthApIne prajAne karajamAMthI mukata karI. te tame paNa dhAre to tamArA jIvanamAM A vikrama sthApI zake. ApaNo AtmA anaMta kALathI karmanA karajamAM DUbI rahyA che. tenA kAraNe parAdhIna banIne mahAna duHkha bhogavI rahyo che te AtmAne karmanA karajamAMthI mukta karAvI sukhI banAvavA mATe purUSArtha kare. koziSa kare ane tamArA prabaLa puNyodaye tamane je mahAna sukha ne saMpatti maLyA che tene sadupayoga karIne garIbAIthI pIDAtA tamArA svadharmIone sukhI karo. tame hAthI jevI daSTi keLave. hAthInI sUMDhamAM ke ghAsa Ape ke lADavA Ape to te madamasta banIne jhUlate khUlate cAle che. e khAte jAya ne thoDuM vera

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zAradA sAgara 605 jAya che. e khAte khAte vete jAya che temAM gAya-bheMsa-bakarAnA peTa bharAI jAya che. hAthInuM peTa moTuM hovA chatAM ke udAra che! paNa mArA AjanA kahevAtA zrImaMtonuM peTa hAthI jeTaluM udhAra nathI. are e kayAMka jato hoya ne potAne sage bhAI pUche ke bhAI! kayAM jAo che? te paNa sAcuM nahi kahe. kAraNa ke je e jANI jAya to pitAnA dhaMdhAne dhakko lAgI jAya. keTalI saMkucitatA che. eka tiryaMca jeTalI paNa udAratA nathI. sAthe zuM laI javAnA cho? tene vicAra kare. kaMIka zrImaMta sAgara jevA gaMbhIra hoya che. te jamaNA hAthe dAna kare to tene DAbo hAtha paNa jANe nahi. gharanAne paNa gaMdha na Ave ke ATaluM dAna karyuM che. kahevata che ne ke sAgaramAM game teTalI nadIo ThalavAya paNa sAgara chalakAtuM nathI ne game teTalI garamI paDe te paNa sukAte nathI. bharelo ghaDo chalakAto nathI. adhUro ghaDo chalakAyA vinA rahetuM nathI. tema je manuSya saMkucita dilanA che te pitAnA sukhane mATe lAkho rUpiyAnA dhumADA kare che paNa bIjAnA duHkhanI paravA karatA nathI. te adhUrA ghaDA jevA che. eka jamAne e hatuM ke garIba vidhavA mAtAo ghaMTInA paDA pheravI aDadhe maNa anAja daLIne pitAnuM gujarAna calAvatI ne peTano khADe pUratI. paNa Aje vaijJAnika yugamAM te ghera ghera ghaMTIo AvI gaI. pANInA be-pAMca beDA bharIne paNa poSaNa karatI paNa Aje ghara gharamAM naLa AvI gayA. badhuM kAma yaMtra dvArA thavA lAgyuM eTale garIbane te AjIvikAmAM moTo dhakko lAgI gaye, paNa zrImate mAne che, ke badhuM amAre ghera AvI gayuM. vijJAne kevA sukhI banAvI dIdhA ! kaMIka bahene ema kahe che ke, ApaNe kevA bhAgyazALI ke AvuM sukha ApaNA jamAnAmAM AvyuM. ApaNuM sAsujInA te kUve pANI bharI bharIne paga ghasAI gayA. cUlo saLagAvatAM dhUmADAthI AMkhamAM pANI bharAI jatAM. phAnasa saLagAvavA roja cImanI uTakavI paDe, ghAsaleTa pUravuM paDe, keTalI mAthAkUTa? ne ApaNe te eka naLa pheravIe te gaMgAne jamanA vahe che. kUkara caDhAvI daIe eTale dALa-bhAta ne zAka taiyAra thaI jAya. eka svIca beThA beThA dabAvIe te gharamAM jhaLahaLate prakAza patharAI jAya ne paMkhe calAvIe te garamI dUra thaI jAya. kevuM majAnuM sukha!( hasAhasa) AvuM sukha bhegavyA vinA cAlyA gayA. TUMkamAM kahevAno Azaya e che, ke jaDa sukhanA bhikhArI ne jaDa sAdhano maLatA keTale AnaMda Ave che. te jaDanI oLakhANa kare che. jaDane pUjArI jAnI vRddhimAM AnaMda mAne che. paNa tene khabara nathI ke jeTalA paisA vadhyA teTalI paLojaNa - vadhI. sAdhana vadhyA teTalA baMdhana vadhyAM ne sagavaDatA vadhI eTalA karmanAM karaja vadhyAM. bAMdhelA karmo udayamAM Avaze tyAre game teTalI bUmo pADaze te paNa kaI bacAvavA nahi Ave. koI mANasa jANI joIne jhera pI jAya ne pachI buma pADe, ke mArI nADIo

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zAradA sAgara tUTe che mane bacAve....bacAvo. tyAre tene zuM kahe, ke tane koNe UMce bAMdhe hatuM ke te jhera pIdhuM. jANIne jhera pI gaye ne have bUma pADe che? jJAnIo kahe che, "jhera te te pIdhA jANI jANI." tame e to jANe che ne ke karelAM karmo te jIvane bhegavavA paDe che. jIvanI sAthe sArA narasA karmo Avaze. Aje jyAM juo tyAM ragaDA -jhaghaDA ane karmabaMdhananAM kAraNe jovA maLe che. A avasarpiNI kALamAM thayelA mahAna puruSoe bhUtakALamAM ajJAna avasthAmAM karmo karyA. e karmo rUpI jheranA kaTorA pIvAno vakhata AvyA tyAre hasatA mukhe amRta samAna gaNIne e jheranA-kaTerA pI gayA. gajasukumAra, baMdhaka muni, paradezI rAjA Adi mahAna purUSane kevA karmo udayamAM AvyA ! tyAre temaNe temanA AtmAne ema samajAvyuM, he Atmana ! teM jhera te jANI jANIne hasatA mukhaDe pIdhA che. have tenA kaTu vipAka bhogavavA samaye zA mATe saMtApa kare che! mahAna purUSe jheranA ghUMTaDAne peTamAM pacAvIne amRtano oDakAra le che. kALI kAjaLa jevI gherI karmodayanI rAtaDImAMthI prakAzane prApta kare che. kALI mATImAM annane pAka thAya che tema duHkhamAM samatA rAkhIne dharmanuM zaraNuM grahaNa karI satkarmone pAka utAre che. paththaranA parvatamAMthI zItaLa jharaNuM khaLakhaLa vahe che tema jJAnInA AtmAmAM, duHkhamAM paNa sukhanuM jharaNuM vahe che. jema pAnakhara pachI vasaMta Ave che tema jagata sAme duHkha rUpa kaDavA jheranA ghUMTaDA pIdhA pachI je samatAbhAva raheze to sAcA sukhanuM amRta maLe che. duHkha pachI sukha maLavAnuM che. bhale, jIvanamAM duHkhanA kALA vAdaLA chavAI jAya paNa tame jozo te kALA vAdaLAnI pAchaLa dheLA vAdaLA heya che. tema duHkhanI pAchaLa sukhano sUrya hoya che. baMdhuo ! A duniyAmAM jeTalA mahAna purU thaI gayA te badhAne pahelAM te sahana karavuM paDyuM che. jheranA kaDavA ghUMTaDA pIvA paDyA che. pachI mahAna banyA che. senAne sarva prathama sonI agnimAM nAMkhI kasoTI para caDhAve che, tejAbamAM nAMkhe che pachI tenI kiMmata aMkAya che. jhaverIe hIrAne paNa sarANe caDhAve che, pachI tenI kiMmata aMkAya che. jaDanI paNa ATalI kasoTI thAya che te pachI cetananI te thAya ne? temAM zuM navAI? paNa ATalI bairyatA kenAmAM che? Aje te paisA mATe mA-dIkare, pitA-putra, sAsuvahu ane bhAI-bhAI jhaghaDe che. dIkarAnA majiyArA vaheMcAya tyAre mAtA vicAra kare ke mAro nAne dakere jA maLe che te ene DuM vadhu ApuM te meTAnA dilamAM tarata thaI jAya ke joyuM ne! nAne dIkaro bAne vahAlo che. e dIkare che te zuM ApaNe dIkarA nathI? tarata AMkhamAM IrSyA AvI jaze. A kALamAM vizALa daSTi nathI. cothA ArAmAM gajasukumAre mAthe aMgArAnuM kaSTa sahana karyuM ne karmanI nirjarA karI te Aje

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zAradA sAgara kaTu vacana sahana karavAthI kanI nirA thAya che. mATe kaTu vacananuM jhera pacAvI amRta chUTatA zIkhe. bhagavAnanA aMguThe caDakauzIke DaMkha dIdhe te prabhue tene dUdha ApyuM. mIrAMbAine rANAe jheranA pyAlA mAkalyA te mIrAM amRta samAna jANIne pI gayA. rANAe mIrAMne nAza karavA sarpanA karaDayA mAkalyA. mIrAMe premathI kheAlyA teA puSpanI mALA banI gai. A zenA prabhAva ! eka te bhagavAna pratyenI akhUTa zraddhA ne khIju kSamA. mahAna AtmAonI sAme jheranA pyAlA AvyA teA paNa temaNe mAnavatAnI mheka choDI nahi ne jheranA kaTArA pI gayA. paramAtmAnA pyAra jherane paNa amRta manAvI de che. pAMDavA-kauravAnA jIvanane paNa eka prasaMga che. jyAre pAMDavA ane kaurave vacce kurUkSetramAM yuddhanA jaMga jAmyA ne khUnakhAra laDAI thaI te vakhate khIjA sainikA teA ghaNAM hatA. paNa eka tarafa sA (100) kauravA ane khIjI tarapha pAMca pAMDavA hatA. yuddhamAM 99 kaurave! bhImanI bhISaNa gAnA ghaNAM sainiko ghavAyA. kauravAnA parAjya thaye| ne pAMDavAnA vAvaTA pharakayA. duryodhana ghAyala thaI ne paDayA che, jIva gabharAya che? A samaye tenA acelA sainike pUche che meTAbhAI! tamArI zuM icchA che. je hAya te kaheA. tyAre duryodhana raDatA raDatA kahe che bhAI! mAru bhAgya phUTayuM` mArA 99 bhAIe khatama thaI gayA. sainyanA kaccaraghANa vaLI gayA. mArI mAjI dhULamAM maLI gai. have zuM karuM ? mArA mananI murAda have pUrI thAya tema nathI. tyAre tenA mANasA kahe che kaheA ne kaheA. tamArI aMtima icchA amArA prANanA bhAge paNa pUrI karIzuM. tyAre durgaMdhane kahyuM ke mArI aMtima icchA e che ke pAMca pAMDavAnA mAthA kApIne lai Ave teA mArA AtmAne zAMti vaLe. bhAga manI gayA. pakSamAM vijayane 607 vairanI bhISaNa Aga : madhue ! jue, duSTa mANusa maratAM paNa vera cheADatA nathI. UMTa mare teA paNa tenu mADhuM te mAravADa tarapha hAya che. tema kahevAya che. te rIte jenA jIvanamAM jhera bharyuM. DAya te matI vakhate paNa amRta kayAMthI chUTI zake ? ene duSTa vicAra aMtima samaye rajU karyA. jo A vakhate tene peAtAnA pApanA pazcAtApa thayeA hAta ke arere... meM pApIe A zuM karyuM ? huM kAnI sAme laDayA ? me' pAMDavAne te kharI rIte anyAya karyo che. chelle chelle paNa huM dharmAMrAjA pAse mArI bhUlanI mAphI mAMgI la; ane e vicAra teNe amalamAM mUkyA hAta teA tenA pApa dhAvAI jAta. pazcAtApanA pAvakamAM AtmA zuddha banI jAta. paNa bhArekamI jIvane AveA vicAra paNa kayAMthI Ave ? tenI aMtima icchAmAM paNa keTaluM jhera bharyuM" hatuM! tenI vAta sAMbhaLIne sainike stabdha banI gayA. te AvI krUra mAMgaNI karaze tene svapne paNa khyAla na hato. sA eka khIjAnA sAmu jovA lAgyA. chevaTe azvatthAmA tene vacana Ape che ke huM game tema karIne pAMDavAnA mAthA kApI lAvIza.

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zAradA sAgara rAtre pAMDe pitAnI chAvaNImAM zAMtithI sUtA hatA. ghaNAM divase yuddhavirAmanA aMte Aje pAMDavo zAMtithI ghasaghasATa UMghatA hatA. barAbara madhyarAtre azvatthAmA pAMDavonI chAvaNImAM gaye. pAMDavonA pAMca putre draupadInI bAjumAM sUtA hatA. e pAMceya pAMDa che ema mAnIne talavAranA eka jhATake pAMDenA putrenA mAthA dhaDathI judA karyA. ne pAMceyanA lehIthI nItaratA mastaka laIne azvatthAmAM duryodhana pAse AvyA. "arara...A zuM karyuM? kenA badale kenA mAthA lAvyA ?" - pAMDavonA putronA mAthA jeIne duryodhana kaMpI uThe. azvatthAmA ! teM A zuM karyuM? mAre te pAMDa sAthe vaira hatuM. A kumaLA phUla jevAM bALakoe mAruM kaMI bagADyuM nathI. mArA vairIo jIvatA rahyA ne pavitra bALake haNAI gayA. Ama kahetAM duryodhananuM prANa paMkheruM UDI jAya che. A tarapha putranA khUna thavAthI lohInI nIke vahI ne draupadInI pathArI bhInI thatAM ekadama jAgIne jue che to pitAnA pAMceya putronA khUna thayelA joyA. A joI draupadInA mukhamAMthI kAramI cIsa nIkaLI gaI. deDodaDe. keI hAjara che ke nahi? tarata pAMce pAMDa ne seMkaDo sainike bhegA thaI gayA. A kAramuM karUNa hRdayadrAvaka dazya joIne saunA hRdaya kaMpI uThayA. chAvaNImAM hAhAkAra macI gayo. azvatthAmA paNa samajatA hato ke hamaNuM khUnInI ja thaze ane mAruM AvI banaze. eTale te Darane mAryo jhADImAM jaIne chupAI gayA. pitAnA putranuM A rIte khUna thavAthI draupadI kedhathI lAlacoLa banIne kahe che ke mArA putrone mAranAra khUnIne pakaDI lAve. tenuM mAthuM vadherI tenuM lohI jhIlI mArA mAthAmAM nAMkhIza tyAre mArA AtmAne zAMti vaLaze. bhIma te gadA laIne upaDa. pAMce pAMDavo ane sainike khUnIne zodhavA cAlI nIkaLyA. zodhatAM zodhatAM jhADImAMthI azvatthAmA pakaDAI jAya che. tene pakaDIne kRSNavAsudeva pAse laI jAya che ne kahe che, A pAMca nidoSa bALakonA khUna karanAra pApI che. ene zikSA karo. tyAre kRSNajI kahe che je mAtAnuM dila dubhAyuM che, je putranA viyegathI purI rahI che te dvIpadI pAse ene laI jAva. e tene zikSA karaze. tarata azvatthAmAne dropadI pAse laI jAya che. "kaupadInI vicAradhArAe lIdhele pam - azvatthAmAne jatAM draupadInA romeromamAM Aga varase che. te kahe che e pApInuM mastaka dhaDathI juduM kare. te vakhate bhIma azvatthAmAnA mAthAmAM mAravA mATe gadA uThAve che. tyAM draupadInI vicAradhArA palaTAya che. teNe vicAra karyo ke mArA pAMca putra gayAM te AnuM khUna karAvavAthI thaDA pAchA maLavAnA che. huM nAnI chuM te mane haju putronI prApti thavAnI AzA che. Aje mArI kasoTI che. mane mArA putronA javAthI je duHkha thayuM che tevuM duHkha tenI vRddha mAtAne thaze ne!

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zAradA sAgara 609 kAraNa ke tenA pitA ane patnI te paraleAkavAsI thai gayA che. tenI mAtA enA patinA viyegathI du:kha bhegavI rahI che. ane A putra jaze te enI mAtAnuM zuM thaze ? duniyAmAM vairanI vasulAta vairathI thatI nathI paNa vairanI vasulAta premathI thAya che. duniyAnA dareka mahApurUSAe jagatanA kaDavA ghUMTaDA pIne paNa amRta Apyu che teA huM eka satI nArI thaine A azvatthAmAnI hatyA karu te mane zaiAle che? mAre karma mAMdhavA nathI paNa mahAnapurUSAnA Adarza jIvanamAM apanAvavA che. tarata bhImane kahe che sabUra kare.... sabUra karo. ene jIvatA choDI mUke. mAre jANIne AvA duSTa karmanA jhera pIvA nathI. chevaTe azvatthAmAne jIvatA choDI mUke che. tyAre te tarata draupadInA caraNamAM jhUkI paDe che. ne kahe che he mAtA mane kSamA kara. mArI bhayaMkara bhUla thai gai che. draupaDhIe dilamAM paDelA putrAnA AghAtanA duHkhanA jhera pacAvIne paNa azvatthAmAne kSamA ApI. draupadIe putrAnA rAga cheDI AtmasvarUpanI pichANu karI. jyAre jIvane AtmAnI eLakhANu thAya che tyAre tenI dazA judI hAya che. AtmAne oLakhe che tyAre te jherane amRta mAnIne pI jAya che. duzmanane paNa dAsta mAne che. AvA mahAnapurUSAnA zAstramAM ne itihAsamAM kaiMka uddAharaNA che. jene AtmasvarUpanI pichANu thaI che tevA anAthImunine paNa koi prakAre rAga na maTaye| tyAre te potAnA AtmAmAM sthira thayA. te saMsAranA svarUpanu nirIkSaNa karavA lAgyA. te zreNIka rAjAne kahe che huM mahArAjA! mArI vedanA maTADavA kAI zakitamAna na banyuM tyAre mArA AtmAmAM camakAro thaye ke A saMsAranA sarva sabadhA anAtha che. badhA sukhA nakalI che. je tamane paNa Ave! camakArA thAya te A saMsAranA sukhA DAMgaranA phAtarA jevA lAge. tame jANA chene DAMgara kothaLAmAM bharIne sAcave che. paNa cAkhA bahAra kADhI lIdhA pachI phAtarAne DhagalA bahAra cAkamAM paDaye hAya che. A saMsAranA sukha phAtarA jevA che. paNa tamane sAkara jevA lAgyA che. paNa yAda zakhajo ke eka divasa tA choDavA paDaze. have anAthImuni AtmasvarUpamAM sthira thayA che. kaI rIte roga maTe, tene mATe zuM saMkalpa karaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. (AvatI kAle pU. mahAna vairAgI kAMtIRSIjI mahArAjasAhebanu mAsakhamaNunu pAraNuM hAvAthI kAMdAvADI javAnu che. eTale vyAkhyAna aMdha che.) vyAkhyAna na. 31 AsA suda 6 ne zukravAra sujJa khaMdhuo, suzIla mAtA ne bahena ! tA. 10-10-75 anaMta karUNAnIdhi zAstrakAra vItarAga prabhune vaMdana karavAthI paNa jIvane mahAna lAbha thAya che. uttarAdhyayananA sUtranA 29 mAM adhyayanamAM pRcchA karavAmAM AvI ke H

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610. zAradA sAgara "vaMdaNaeNaM bhaMtaM jIve kiM jaNayai ? vaMdaNaeNaM nIyAgoyaM kamma khavei uccAgoyaM kammaM nibndhi|" vitarAgI saMtone namaskAra karavAthI paNa jIvane keTalo badho lAbha thAya che! ke nIca gotra karmane khapAve che ne uMca zetra karma bAMdhe che. tamArI lakSmImAM ATalI tAkAta che? ke tamAro bhUtakALa sudhArI zake? dharmamAM evI tAkAta che ke bhUtakALamAM karelI bhUlane vartamAnamAM sudhArI zakAya che. bhUtakALamAM jIve bhUlo karI tethI tenA phaLa svarUpe nIca gotra karmanuM baMdhana thayuM. vItarAgI saMtane vaMdana karatAM e karma khapI jAya che. ne uMca gotra karma baMdhAya che. eTale bhUtakALamAM karelI bhUlathI baMdhAyeluM karma khapI gayuM ne uMca gotra karma baMdhAyuM. eTale bhUtakALa ane vartamAnakALa sudharyo ane jene vartamAna kALa sudharyo tene bhaviSyakALa paNa avazya sudhare che. eTale dharmathI ApaNuM traNe kALa sudhare che. karmanA kacarAne sApha karavA mATe je kaMI maMtra hoya ke jaDIbuTTI hoya te vItarAgane dharma che. baMdhuo! dharma e karmanA baMdhana teDAvanAra che. je AtmA dharmanA svarUpane samaje nathI te jIva karma bAMdhe che. karmanuM mULa bIja rAga-dveSa ane mamatA che. dukhakAraka nahi vastu vyakita, duHkhadAyaka che mamatA rAga, baMdhana che Asakita kAje, jagata prabhune suMdara bAga. koI mANasa ApaNane na gamatuM hoya te ema thAya ke A sAra nathI. A vyakitae mAruM ahita karyuM. paNa kharekhara jJAnI kahe che ke koI vastu ke vyakti kharAba nathI. koI ApaNuM ahita karI zakatuM nathI. koI bhaMgI viSTAne Tepalo laIne jato hoya to nAka ADA DUcA de ane kaI mAbI phUlanI chAbaDI laIne jato hoya te nAka tANIne sugadha le cho ne? kaI mANasa gulAba-mogarAnuM senTa ke attara chAMTIne Ave te bahu game ane kaI gaTaranA gaMdA pANIne bATale laIne Ave che tenA pratye durgachA thAya. A sugaMdhIdAra padArtho tamane ema nathI kahetA ke mArA pratye rAga kare ane durgadhI padArtho ema nathI kahetA ke mArA pratye dveSa kare, paNa te vastu pratyenI Asaktine kAraNe jIvane rAga ane dveSa thAya che. jyAre jIva teramAM guNasthAnake pahoMcaze tyAre enA rAga-dveSa naSTa thaze. kAraNa ke teramuM ane caudamuM e be guNasthAnaka kevaLInA che. rAga ane dveSa naSTa thAya tyAre jIva kevaLajJAna pAmI zake che. kevaLajJAna pAmyA pachI indrione upayoga kare paDatuM nathI. e te sarvAgethI jaI zake che. AkhA jagatanuM nATaka te jue che paNa keInA pratye temane rAga-dveSa thatuM nathI. jyAre tame bahAragAma jAo ane peparamAM vAMce ke amuka eriyAmAM amuka makAnamAM Aga lAgI te tarata dilamAM duHkha thaze. zA mATe duHkha thayuM? e eriyAmAM e makAnamAM tame rahe che. tethI. mArA gharamAM te nukazAna nahi thayuM hoya ne? bahene reja savAramAM

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zAradA sAgara 611 pepara vAMce che temAM sauthI prathama jaina maraNamAM najara nAMkhaze. jo bhUlecUke peAtAnA sagAM ke snehInA maraNanA samAcAra vAMcaze te cAnA ghUMTaDA paNa gaLe utare? nA. zA mATe ? enA pratyenA zaga che. bAkI te ghaNAM AganA, ekasIDenTanA ane maraNanA samAcAra peparamAM vAMcIe chIe paNa duHkha thAya che? jenA pratye rAga che tenuM duHkha che. jJAnI kahe che huM sAdhaka ! terame guNasthAnake javuM hoya teA tAre paDele dhaDAke mamatAnA tyAga karavA paDaze. mamatA maraze te meAkSa maLaze. mekSa meLavavA mATe saMsAranA paDhArtha pratyenI vismRti karavI paDaze ne AtmAnI smRti karavI paDaze. paNa Aje teA AtmAnI vismRti ane saMsAranI smRti thaI rahI che. tamAre teA saMsAranI smRti rAkhIne AtmAnI smRti rAkhavI che. te kayAMthI banaze ! eka myAnamAM be talavAra rahI zakatI nathI. tema jyAM saMsAranI smRti che tyAM AtmAnI smRti rahetI nathI. upAzrayamAM Ave che tyAre ophIsanI, gharanI ke dukAnanI vAtA bhUlatA nathI. paNa ephIsamAM, dukAnamAM ke gharamAM dharmanI vAtA legI rAkhA che ? jenI vismRti karavAnI che tenI smRti karI che ne jenI smRti karavAnI che tenI vismRti kare cheo. ghaNI jagyAe mATA dharmasthAnakAmAM vyAkhyAna pUru thayA pachI badhA bhAIe bahAra bAMkaDA upara bese ane vAteA kare ke phalANAne chokarA sArA che ne phalANAnI chekarI sArI che. haju sthAnakanA kaMpAunDanI bahAra nathI nIkaLyA. vyAkhyAnamAM paranI paMcAta cheDavAnI vAta sAMbhaLI ane kapAunDamAM besIne paranI paMcAta karavA mAMDI. A badhI paranI smRti thaI rahI che ne? vyAkhyAnamAM sAMbhaLelu keTaluM yAda rahe che? paNu kAi kaTu zabda kahe te bhUlAya? e bhUlAtuM nathI. kAraNa ke tyAM paranuM smaraNa che. jo AtmAnuM smaraNu hAya te! AvI vAta bhUlAi jAya ne AtmatattvanI ramaNatA thAya. madhuo! parabhAvamAM paDI anata-zaktinA adhipati AtmA gekharamAM gAthAM khAI rahyA che. chANumAM kIDA utpanna thAyane chANumAM mare che. tene chANumAM khaDhaDhavu game che. A Asakita e baMdhana che. sUyagaDAMga sUtramAM bhagavAna kahe che ke vublingatti ti'kRiSnA, vaMdhaLuM rinALiyA / hai cetana! tu baMdhanane jANa ane tADa, tuM jAte khadhanamAM khaMdhAyA che. te tArA purUSAthathI tUTaze. kozeTo potAnA meDhAmAMthI lALa kADhIne peAtAnI jAte baMdhAya che ne harakhAya che ke huM kevA jADA dekhAuM chuM. paNa ene khabara nathI ke hamaNAM mane garama pANImAM jhoLI deze ne mAruM jIvana khatama thai jaze. te rIte saMsAramAM mAna--sanmAna maLe eTale jIva harakhAya che ke mAruM keTaluM adhu mAna che! mArI keTalI vAha vAha thAya che. paNa ene khabara nathI ke A vAha vAha khelAvavA mATe pApa karU chuM. paNa naraka ane tiryaMca gatimAM phUMkAI jaIza. jIve anatakALathI

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zAradA sAgara 612 paranA rAga karyA che. nAnI kahe che ke paranA rAga cheDI svaneA rAga kara. ane tArI sUtelI cetanAne jagADa. A cetanAne jagADavA mATe kayA ghaTa rAkhavA paDaze ? vIra tArA dharmanA ghaMTa vAgyA, mArA sUtelA AtmA jAgyA vItarAga tArA dharamanA ghaTa vAgyA ... .... vAlakezvaramAM vItarAgavANInA ghaMTa vAge che. te ghaTa AtmAne jagADe che. jyAre AtmA jAgaze tyAre pudgalanI ALapapALa nahi kare. atyAre zarIrane pUche chene ke tAre zuM khAvu che? cA, dUdha, kophI, badAmapurI, aDadIyA, gAMThIyA ane sATA khAvA che ne? paNa cetanane kAika divasa te pUcho ke tAre zuM joie che? mAlikane bhUlIne nAkanI sevAmAM paDI gayA che. paNa yAda rAkho ke A zarIranI jeTalI saMbhALa rAkheA che teTalI AtmAnI sabhALa rAkheA tA kheDApAra thaI jAya. rAja vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe che temAMthI jo ekeka zabda sAMbhaLIne hRdayamAM utArA te| anAzakata bhAva Avaze jyAre Asikata chUTI jaze tyAre koInA pratye rAga ke dveSa nahi thAya. mAnI le ke tame bahArathI ghera gayA. paherelA kATa UtArIne henDalamAM bharAkhyA ne chokarAe tene hAtha aDADaye. tethI DAgha paDI gayA te vhAlA dIkarAne paNa lApho mArI deze. paNa vicAra karA. jo keTa pratye rAga na heAta te AvuM duHkha thAta? nA. korTa sAcavavA karatAM aMdara beThelA cetanadevane sAcave. ApaNe! AtmA zuddha svarUpamAM joDAze teA siddha khanI jaze. anaMtakALathI parabhAvamAM bhamatAM AtmAne svabhAvamAM sthira karA. jeTalu mAruM-tAruM vadhu karaze teTalA parabhAva vadhaze. baherAmagAra nAmanA eka khAdazAha thai gayA. te prajAnA sukhe sukhI ane prajAnA duHkhe duHkhI hatA. te eka divasa prajAnA sukha duHkha jovA mATe peAtAnA rAjyanA gAmaDAomAM nIkaLyeA. te pharatA pharatA eka dADamanI vADImAM pahoMcyA. A vADImAM dADamaneA pAka khUba thayeleA. gAmanA rAjA hAlIcAlIne peAtAnI vADImAM AvyA eTale kheDUtane khUba AnaMda thayuM. rAjAnu svAgata karyuM. kheDUtanA manamAM harSoMne pAra na hatA. unALAnA divaseA hatA. garamI paDatI hatI. tethI bAdazAhanA kaMThe sUkAtA hatA tethI bAdazAhe kheDUtane kahyuM bhAi! mane ahI pANI pIvA maLaze? kheDUta kahe hA, leA ThaMDu majAnuM pANI pIe. dADamanA rasa pIo. ahIM amArA upara kudaratanA cAra hAtha che. kheDUte bAdazAhane pIvA mATe ThaMDuM pANI ApyuM. pachI eka suMdara dADamanA rasa kADhayA. eka dADamanA rasathI AkhA glAsa chalakAi gayA. rAjAne dADamane rasa pIvaDAvye|. dADamanA rasanA mIThA madhuro svAda rAjAnI dADhamAM rahI gayA. rasa pIne rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke ahA ! dADamanAM rasamAM kevI mIThAza che ! Ave rasa tA meM kayAre paNu pIdhA nathI. ne eka dADamamAM ATale meTA glAsa bharIne rasa

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zAradA sAgara nIkaLe che ! A bhUmino mAlika te huM chuM. A bhUmi keTalI phaLadrupa che. ema vicArIne bAdazAhe kheDUtane pUchayuM-bhAI ! dara sAla A vADImAMthI keTalA dADama utare che ? bheLA . dilanA kheDUte kahyuM- sAheba! eno te kAMI hisAba hAya! ApanI kRpAthI dADamane pAka ghaNe thaye che. be ne jhube dADama thayA che. gADegADAM bharAya teTalA dADama utare che. kheDUtanI vAta sAMbhaLI rAjAnuM mana cerAyuM. manamAM vicAra karyo ke mArI jamInamAM A suMdara pAka thAya che te A kheDUtane keTalI kamANI thatI haze? rAjAe kheDUtane pUchayuM-tyAre tame rAjyane keTalo kara Apo cho? kheDUta kahe che sAheba! Apa evA dayALu che ke Tekasa letA nathI. rAjAe manamAM nirNaya karyo ke kAle kacerImAM TharAva karuM ke jamInane Tekasa le. A kara kema jAte karAya? mArA rAjyamAM AvI to ghaNI vADIo che. thaDo kara bharavAmAM reyatane zuM bhAra paDI javAne hato? bAdazAhe manamAM evo nirNaya karI lIdho. juo, kheDUte rasa pIvaDAvyuM tyAre rAjAnuM mana cerAyuM. DI vAra besIne rAjA UThe che. tyAre kheDUta kahe che bApu! bIjo eka glAsa rasa pItA jAo. ame garIba mANasa ApanI zuM sevA karI zakIe? kheDUta pahelAM jevuM suMdara dADama laI Avyo. ne rAjAnI najara samakSa dADamano rasa kADhavA mAMDayo. cAra cAra dADamano rasa kADho tyAre mAMDa glAsa bharAya. rAjA kahe bhAI! pahelA to eka dADamamAMthI pyAle bharIne rasa nIkaLyo hato. ane A vakhate cAra cAra dADamano rasa kADhaye te paNa pUre glAsa na bharAye. tenuM zuM kAraNa? kheDUta kahe che bApu! dADama pahelAnAM jevuM ja che. paNa Ama kema banyuM tenuM kAraNa te mane paNa samajAtuM nathI. paNa pahelAM gharaDA mANase kahetA hatA ke rAjA athavA dharatImAtA rUThe tyAre vastumAMthI rasakasa ochA thAya che. pahelAM rasa lAvyA tyAre ApanuM mana bharyuM bhAdaryuM haze. have vicAra badalAye lAge che? ApanuM mana carAyuM lAge che. nahitara AvuM na bane moTA mANasanI vRtti saMkucita bane te AvuM thAya. " baMdhuo ! Aje AvI ja paristhiti che ne ? A bhAratabhUmimAM anAjanI keTalI relamachela hatI ! Aje anAja Adi dareka cIja keTalI moMghI maLe che! anAja paDIke baMdhAya che. A paristhiti kema thaI? rAjAonA ane mANasanA mane saMkucita banIne cirAyA te dharatImAMthI paNa rasakasa cerAyA ! pahelAM eka camacI khAMDa nAMkhe te tapelI bharIne dUdha mIThuM banatuM ane Aje te keTalI badhI khAMDa joIe che. dareka cIjamAMthI rasakasa ochA thaI gayA che. juo, rAjAe manamAM saMkucita vicAra karyo ne dADamamAMthI rasa cerAI gaye. kheDUtanI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjA paNa vicAramAM paDI gayA ke meM to manamAM vicAra karyo ne kheDUta kyAMthI jANI gaye? mANasa vicAra kare ke huM manamAM kaI vicAra

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614. zAradA sAgara karuM agara keI na dekhe tevI rIte pApa karuM te ke jANavAnuM che? paNa samajI leje ke anaMta jJAnIo ane siddha bhagavate te samaye samaye jANI-dekhI rahyA che. pachI kenAthI chAnuM rAkhavuM che? mATe pApa karatAM bhaya rAkhe, pApabhIru banazo te pavitra banaze ne bhavabhIru banaze te bhavaTTI karaze.. -~-- bAdazAhe vicAra karyo je mArI sArI narasI bhAvanAone paDaghe ahIM sudhI paDatuM hoya te mAre prajA pratyenA vicAre udhAra rAkhavA joIe. mArI prajA sukhI te huM paNa sukhI ja chuM ne! theDe vadhu kara Ave te ya zuM ne ocho Ave te ya zuM? have mAre kaI paNa khAvAnI cIja upara Tekasa nAM nahi. ane kheDUtane kahyuM have tuM dADamane rasa kADha. tyAre camatkAra thaye hoya tema eka ja dADamathI Akhe glAsa rasathI chalakAI gaye. rAjA rasa pIne khuza thaIne cAle gaye. baMdhuo! rAjAnuM mana jyAre malIna banyuM tyAre dADame rasa corI lIdhe ne jyAre mana nirmaLa banyuM tyAre rasanA jharaNuM vahyA. A uparathI Apane samajAya che ne ke mAnavInA mananI asara vanaspati upara paNa paDe che. have tamane lAge che kharuM ke ApaNe je zreyanA pathe javuM che te manane jarUra pavitra banAvavuM paDaze. kavio paNa kahe che te AtmArUpI dhabI! tuM mana rUpI A vastrane dheIne zuddha tathA svaccha banAvI de. kapaDuM jyAre svaccha banI jAya che athavA tene mela dUra thaI jAya che tyAre te kapaDuM ujaLuM ane halakuM banI jAya che. te rIte jyAre pApa rUpI mela AtmAthI alaga thaI jaze tyAre AtmA zuddha ane halake banI jaze ne urdhvagamana karaze. AtmA jyAre karmamelathI mukta thaI jAya che tyAre te paramAtmA banI jAya che. tamane kadAca zaMkA thaze ke manarUpI vastra meluM zA mATe thayuM? tene javAba ApatAM eka kaDImAM batAvyuM che ke mithyAtve karIne mana meluM thayuM re, pApanA lAgyA che deza re, kALuM thayuM che viSaya kaSAyathI re, denI UThe che durvAsa re... dhabIDA mithyAtvanA kAraNathI AtmAe sAcAne khoTuM ane beTAne sAcuM mAnI lIdhuM che. A TApaNAnA kAraNathI A manarUpI vastra meluM banI gayuM che. A manarUpa kapaDAM para aDhAra prakAranA pAponAM DAgha lAgyA che. kedha, kapaTa, asatya, garva, kaSAya, AdinA ghaNuM cIkaNuM dhAbA paDI gayA che. ane tethI te kALuM banI gayuM che. bhagavatI sUtramAM raMganA viSayamAM batAvavAmAM AvyuM che ke pAMca raMgamAMthI kaye raMga zubha che ne ke raMga azubha che? kALa, lIle, lAla, sapheda ane pILe A pAMca rage mAMthI kALe raMga azubha ane sapheda raMga zubha mAnavAmAM AvyA che. - kavAyarUpI raMgathI manarUpI kapaDuM meluM banI gayuM che. tathA pAparUpI denI

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zaradA sAgara 615 emAMthI durgadha AvI rahI che. mananuM melApaNuM ane durgadhane duniyAne koIpaNa mAnavI sAruM nathI mAnate. temaja te AtmA pitAnA AtmAnuM kaMIpaNa kArya siddha karI zakato nathI. eTalA mATe jJAnI purUSe vAraMvAra Takora karIne jagADe che ne kahe che te AtmA! tuM tArA manarUpI vastra para caDhelA kakSAnA kALA raMgane gheIne dUra karI de ane pAparUpI doSathI AvatI durgadhane paNa haTAvI de. rAga ane dveSanA kALA raMgathI A mana evuM raMgAI gayuM che ke enI sarva nirmaLatA nAza thaI gaI che. sAthe sAthe ajJAnanA paNa DAghA lAgI gayA che. eTaluM nahi paNa ghaNuM kuTevane kAraNe manarUpI kapaDuM ghaNuM cIkaNuM banI gayuM che. te cIkAzane ane DAghAne dUra karavA mATe khUba mahenata karavI paDaze te manarUpI vastra svaccha banI zakaze. - jyAM sudhI jIvana zuddha nahi bane ane manamAM kaluSitatA raheze tyAM sudhI saMta puruSonA upadezarUpI sAbunI paNa zuM asara thaze? jevI rIte cIkaNa ghaDA upara pANI nAkhavAthI te nirarthaka jAya che tevI rIte rAga-dveSathI malIna banelA AtmAne game teTale suMdara upadeza ApavAmAM Ave te paNa nirarthaka jAya che. manane zuddha karavA mATe rAga-dveSane tyAga kare paDaze. rAga-dveSanA kAraNe saMsAramAM kaleza-kaMkAsa thAya che. eTalA mATe rAga-dveSane dUra karIne saMsAranA padArtho pratye rahelI Asakitane jItI levAthI mana zuddha bane che. kedha-mAna-mAyA-lebha A cAre kaSAye manane malIna banAve che. je bhavya AtmA kaSAya vijetA bane che. tenuM mana zuddha ane svaccha bane che. eka vAra rAmakRSNa paramahaMse svAmI vivekAnaMdane kahyuM ke huM tamane aSTa-siddhi ApavA mATe icchuM chuM. kAraNa ke tame tamArA jIvanamAM ghaNuM ghaNuM sArA kAryo karavAnA che. temAM te tamane ghaNI sahAyaka banaze. bole e levAnI tamArI IcchA che? vivekAnaMda DI vAra khUba gaMbhIratAthI vicAra karyo pachI kahyuM-he mahAtmA ! Apa mane je aSTa siddhi ApavA Iccho cho tenAthI zuM mane Izvara maLaze? rAmakRSNa kahyuM-nA. enAthI izvaranI prApti to nahi thAya. A sAMbhaLIne vivekAnaMde kahyuM-je siddhiothI mane Izvara na maLe paraMtu sAMsArika yaza ane lAbha maLe tene laIne huM zuM karuM? mAre enI keI AvazyakatA nathI. te vastunI prApti zreSTha che ke jenA dvArA AtmA karmabhArathI halake banIne paramAtma padane prApta kare. te prApta karavA mATe manarUpI vastrane zuddha banAvavAnI jarUra che. manane nirmaLa banAvavA mATe jJAnI purUSoe ke suMdara upAya batAvyo che? jinazAsana sarovara che zetuM re, samakitanI samI pAla re, dAna, zIla, tapa, bhAvanA re, cAra e dvAra che vizAla re. dhabIDA tuM cheje mananuM dhotIyuM re....

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zAradA sAgara jJAnI kahe che melA manane tuM jinazAsanarUpI sarovara upara laI jA. A sarovaramAM kayuM pANI bharyuM che? te tamane khabara che? A sarevara- jinezvaranA vacane rUpI nimaLa-svaccha pANIthI bhareluM atyaMta zobhAyamAna che? A sarovarane pALa kaI? agyatvanI jenI pALa bAMdhelI che. A sAMbhaLIne kadAca tamane manamAM thaze ke A sarovaranI oLakhANa kevI rIte thAya? ane tyAM sudhI kevI rIte javAya? tene paNa upAya batAvyo che ke dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAva e cAra evA vizALa pravezadvAra che ke jemAM praveza karIne A sarovara sudhI pahoMcI zakAya che. A jinazAsanarUpI sarovaramAM saMta munirAjerUpI hase AnaMda killela-karI rahyA che ne saMyamamAM ramaNatA karI rahyA che. jevI rIte haMsa motIne cAre care che ane kAMkarAne choDI de che tevI rIte A bhagavAnanA saMte rUpI haMsa paNa sAra sAra vastune grahaNa kare che ne asAra tatvane choDI de che, Akho divasa ciMtana, manana ane jJAna dvArA tattvanuM jJAna meLave che. haMsa tathA jagatanA dareka prANI potAnI tRSA zAMta karavA mATe pANInuM pAna kare che tema munirUpI haMse paNa A tRSA miTAvAnI sAthe AtmAnI tRSA zAMta karavAne mATe japa-taparUpI nirmaLa jaLanuM pAna kare che. te tapa-japa paNa kevA? jenA badalAmAM kaI paNa vastunI kAmanA nathI hatI. sAMsArika vaibhave te IcchatA nathI. paraMtu deva ane indrapadanI prAptinI paNa IcchA nathI rAkhatA. bhagavatI sUtramAM kAmalI tApasano adhikAra Ave che. tAmalI nAmane eka gAthApati hatA. tene ghera saMpattine kaI pAra nahote. temaja samAjamAM tenuM khUba mAna hatuM. eka divasa rAtre jAgrata thatAM manamAM vicAra AvyuM ke ahe! huM ATaluM badhuM sukha bhegavuM chuM. samAja mane khUba mAnanI dRSTithI dekhe che te A badhuM sukha huM kevI rIte pAme? huM pUrva janmamAM sArA karmo karIne Avyo chuM tenA phaLa svarUpe ATalI saMpatti, pratiSThA badhuM maLyuM che. paNa huM A janmamAM je kaMI sukRta nahi karuM te AvatA janmamAM mane kyAMthI maLaze? A vicAra AvatA tAmasI gAthA patie saMsAranA sarva sukha choDIne prANAyAma nAmanI tApasa dIkSA lIdhI. A dIkSA laIne temaNe chaThThanA pAraNe chaThTha karavAnA zarU karyA. chanA pAraNane divase rAMdhelA cekhA lAvI tene 21 vAra joIne pI jatA. A rIte ugra tapa karavA lAgyA. tapamAM paNa besI rahevAnuM nahi paNa jema sUrya phare te dizAmAM pharavAnuM. evI rIte AtApanA letA hatA. A rIte 60,000 varSo sudhI tapa karyo. pachI jyAre lAgyuM ke have mAruM A zarIra sAdhanAmAM sahAyaka nahi bane tethI temaNe pApagamana saMthAre karyo. eTale vRkSa jema paDyuM hoya tema hAlyA-cAlyA vagara paDI rahevAnuM. tAmalI tApase saMthAre karyo. A bAju balIcaMcA rAjadhAnInA IndranuM AyuSya

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zAradA sAgara 617 pUruM thayuM eTale badhA deve vicAra karavA lAgyA ke have ApaNI rAjadhAnInA Indra kone banAvazuM? upaga mUkIne jotAM jJAnathI joyuM ke tAmralipta nagaranA tAmalI nAmane tApasa jeNe saMthAro karyo che te ApaNI rAjadhAnInA Indra banavAne mATe barAbara yogya che. tethI badhA deve bhegA maLIne kAmalI tApasanI pAse gayA ane bolyA -Apa amArI rAjadhAnInA Indra banavAne mATe samartha che. tethI kRpA karIne amArI prArthanAne svIkAra kare. Ape bIjuM kaMI karavAnuM nathI. phakata A5 eTaluM kahe ke mArA tapa ane saMyamanuM baLa hoya to huM balIcaMcA rAjadhAnIne Indra banuM. Apa eTaluM belaze to tame amArA Indra banI jaze ne ame dhanya banI jazuM. tAmalI tApase zuM javAba Ape? temaNe devenI prArthanAne asvIkAra karatAM kahyuM, meM kaI paNa phaLanI IcchAthI tapazcaryA nathI karI. mArI karaNInuM phaLa mane maLavAnuM che. paraMtu je huM AvI bhAvanA karuM to mane eTaluM maLe, vadhAre na maLe, tethI huM tapanA badalAmAM koI paNa phaLanI IcchA nahi karuM. mArI tapazcaryA pramANe mane je kaMI maLavAnuM haze te maLaze. A pramANe tAmalI tApase devee ghaNuM kahyuM chatAM paNa niyANuM na karyuM te te bIjA devalokana Indra IzAnendra banyuM. kahevAno Azaya e che ke tAmalI tApase pote tApasa hovA chatAM paNa AvA pralobhano maLavA chatAM jarA DagyA nahi ne niyANuM paNa karyuM nahi. je AtmA zuddha bhAvanAthI tapAdi kare che te tenuM phaLa tene svayaM maLI jAya che. mAgavAnI AvazyakatA nathI rahetI. mAgavAthI athavA niyANuM karavAthI tenuM phaLa maryAdita maLe che. zuddhabhAve tapa-japa rUpI jaLanuM pAna karanAra AtmA pitAnuM zreya sAdhI zake che. AtmAne pitAnuM utthAna karavuM hoya te A jinazAsana rUpI nirmaLa sarovaramAM muni rUpI haMsa krIDA karI rahyA che tevA saMtanA zaraNe javuM joIe. Apa have samajI zakyA haze ke manarUpI vastrane zuddha karavA mATe kevA upAya AcaravA joIe. bebI jyAre vastra dhUe che tyAre te kapaDAne koI salA para pachADIne tene mela dUra kare che. te rIte manarUpI vastrane jovA mATe jJAnI bhagavate zama, dama ane kSamAnI zIlA batAvI che. zama eTale zAMti, dama eTale Indriyadamana ane kSamA. kSamA e eka e amUlya guNa che ke jenI tulanAmAM bIje kaI guNa na AvI zake. kSamA upara eka banelI aitihAsika kahAnI yAda Ave che. araba dezanI A suMdara vAta che. eka vakhata koI mANase eka arabanA putranuM khUna karyuM. putranA viyegathI atyaMta zekAtura, duHkhI ane putranI ghAta karanAra para krodhita thaIne pitAnA putranA ghAtakane badale levA mATe te araba te ghAtakanI zodhamAM pharato hato. A bAju e saMga bane, ke arabanA putrane ghAtaka jyAre eka divasa

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618 zAradA sAgara koI bIjA zaheramAM javA mATe ravAnA thayA tyAre rastAmAM pracaMDa garamI ane garama garama havAthI tene lU lAgI gaI. lU evI sakhata lAgI ke tethI tene ekadama joramAM tAva AvI gayo. tAvanI ghaNI pIDAthI becenI thaI ne te ghAtake tyAM najIkamAM vizrAma levAne vicAra karyo. tyAM najIkamAM teNe eka taMbU je. paDate AkhaDate te taMbunA daravAjA para poMe. paraMtu tyAM sudhI pahoMcatA te bebhAna thaIne paDI gaye. kalAka, be kalAkano samaya vyatIta thayA pachI te taMbUne mAlika bahAra AvyA. ane teNe joyuM ke eka mANasa tAvathI pIDAte tenA daravAjA para behoza thaIne paDaye che. A mANasane joIne taMbunA mAlikanA dilamAM karUNA utpanna thaI. tethI te tAvathI pIDAtA mANasane upADIne pitAnA taMbUmAM laI gayo ne pathArI pAtharIne tene suvADa. ahIM AzcaryanI vAta te e banI ke taMbune mAlika te araba hatuM ke je pitAnA putranA ghAtakane zedhavA mATe nIkaLyuM hatuM. rAta paDI javAthI pite ArAmane mATe taMbU nAMkhIne rahyo hato ane tenA daravAjA para beheza thaIne paDele mAnava te arabanA putrane ghAtaka hatuM ke jenI zodhamAM araba keTalA divasathI AkuLa vyAkULa banIne pharate hate. potAnA putraghAtakane pitAnA taMbUmAM jaIne arabanuM lehI ukaLI gayuM. manamAM kela AvI zake ane tenI garadana uDAvavAne mATe talavAra laIne mAravAne mATe taiyAra thaI gayA. paraMtu te kSaNe arabanA dilamAM viveka jAge. manamAM karUNa jAgI ane tene vicAra thaye ke mArA putranA ghAtakanI pAse atyAre kaMi zastra nathI. te zarahita che. vaLI te bebhAna che ane mAre atithi che. jene meM zaraNuM ApyuM te bhale mAre duzmana hoya te paNa have tene mAre te mArA mATe yogya nathI. zaraNe AvelAnuM bhakSaNa te na ja karAya. A vicAra manamAM AvatAnI sAthe teNe ugAmelI talavAra bheMya mUkI dIdhI ane mAMdA putraghAtakanI sevAmAM lAgI gaye. te pahelAM te keTalAMka zIpacAra karIne tene bhAnamAM lAvyA. pachI pitAnI pAse je khAvApIvAnI cIje hatI te tene khAvA-pIvA mATe ApI. pote tanamanathI tenI sevAmAM lAgI gayo. abe te ghAtaka vyakitanI sevA zuzruSAmAM kaI kamInA na rAkhI. rAta-divasa jAgIne te rogInI sevA karI. pariNAme te ghAtaka mAnavane eTaluM sarasa thaI gayuM ke te have mAIlenA mAIle sudhI lAMbI musApharI sahelAIthI karI zake. te ghAtaka mAnavIne khabara na hatI ke jeNe mArI ATalI sevAbhakti karI che te koNa che? ghAtanI tabiyata barAbara thaI gayA pachI eka divasa arabe kahyuM - bhAI ! juo, tame mArA putranA ghAtaka che. ane je huM IcchuM te tamane atyAre mRtyulokamAMthI vidAya ApI zakuM chuM. paraMtu tame mArA zaraNamAM AvyA che ane mAMdA hatA tethI

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zAradA sAgara 619 tevA mANasane mAravAnI mArI IcchA nathI. have meM tamane barAbara svastha banAvI diIdhA che. have Aje tame mAruM A sauthI baLavAna jhaDapI gativALuM UMTa laI jAva ane jeTalA jaldI jeTaluM dUra jaI zake teTaluM jAva. meM atithi satkAra athavA ApanI sevAnuM eka kartavya barAbara pUruM karyuM che. paraMtu putranA mRtyune badale le je mAruM bIjuM kartavya che te bAkI che. eTalA mATe atithinA badalAmAM huM tamane A sArUM baLavAna uMTa ApIne ahIMthI bhAgI javAno mane ApuM chuM. paraMtu putranA mRtyune badale levAne mATe be kalAka pachI huM tamArI pAchaLa AvIza. mATe tame mArAM pahoMcatA pahelA jahadI cAlyA jAva nahitara huM tamane pakaDIne mArI nAMkhIza. arabanA A vacane sAMbhaLIne ghAtakanA dilamAM ekadama ke AvI gaye. tenI AMkhe jANe kapALa para caDhI na gaI hoya tevuM thayuM. paraMtu sAthe e vAta jANI ke A mahAna mAnave mane putrane ghAtaka jANavA chatAM paNa mArI khaMtathI ne dilathI ATalA divasa sudhI sevA karI. tyAre tene jema garamIthI ati AkuLa vyAkuLa thayelA ane tRSAthI pIDAtA mAnavIne ThaMDuM pANI maLe ne jevI zItaLatA thAya tevI te ghAtakanA dilamAM zItaLatA thaI ane ThaMDaka vaLI ane pote karelA kharAba kAryanuM smaraNa thatAM tene eTale badhe pazcAtApa thaye ke te tyAMthI eka pagaluM bharavA paNa samartha na banI zake. uparathI pazcAtApapUrvaka raDatA raDatA te arabanA caraNamAM mUkI gayA ane bolya-he jIvanadAtA ! he mArA parama upakArI! tame mAnava nahi paNa deva che. tamArA putranI hatyA jevuM pApa karIne have huM jIvavA mATe nathI Icchate. are, Ape be kalAka kahA che paNa be kalAka pachI te zuM paNa A kSaNe ApanI talavAra upADe ane mAruM mAthuM dhaDathI alaga karI de. huM mahApApI chuM. huM adhama chuM. mArA pApanuM prAyazcita karavA mATe huM saharSa taiyAra chuM. bhAI! Apa jarA paNa vilaMba na karo. jaldI talavAra upADe ne A kSaNe mAre vadha karIne mane pApathI mukta banAvI de. baMdhuo! ghAtakanA dilanA pazcAtApapUrvakanA AvA zabdo sAMbhaLyA pachI te araba ke jeNe ghAtakane pitAne zatru jANavA chatAM pitAnA dilathI sevA karI hatI te zuM tene have mArI zake kharo! na mArI zake. arabe potAnI talavAra eka bAju pheMkI dIdhI ne atyaMta udAratApUrvaka pitAnA putranA ghAtakane kSamA ApI, hadayathI ekabIjA bheTI paDayA. Ape sAMbhaLyuM ne ke kSamAnuM kevuM ajoDa ne benamUna A udAharaNa che. zuM sAmAnya vyakti ATalI kSamAM rAkhI zake kharA? nahi. A te mahAna purUSanI vAta che. Ape A aitihAsika vAta te sAMbhaLI. paNa A vAta ApaNuM jIvanamAM ghaTAvavAnI jarUra che. tamane tamArA jIvanano anubhava che ne ke tamane keI eka TUMkAro kare ke tamAruM dhAreluM kArya na thAya tyAre jIvanamAM kevI Aga bhabhUkI UThe che!

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60 zAradA sAgara sAcA zabdomAM kahuM teA phUMphADA mAratA nAga sAme Ave te sAre| paraMtu krodhathI dhamadhamatA phUMphADA mAratA mAnava sAme Ave te! nahi sArA. krodha eTale bhayaMkara che te maLe ne jenA para ThAlave tene paNa maLe. paNa je mAnavInA jIvanamAM kSamAnA jharaNAM vahyA che tevuM eka adbhuta uddAharaNa Ape sAMbhaLyuM. kharekhara je mAnava putrane mAranAra evA ghAtakane mAravA mATe pharatA hatA. tenA badalAmAM enA upara eNe keTalI karuNA karI! keTalI kSamA karI! are, ene mRtyumAMthI jIvatadvAna paNa ApI dIdhuM. dhanya che te arakhane! paNa chelle chelle teNe je camakArI ApI ke have tuM cAlyA jA ane je tenI sAme rajUAta karI tethI ghAtakInI paNa AMkha ughaDI gai ane zu khelyAH ahAhA...huM mahApApI chuM. Apa mArA mahAna upakArI che. tame manuSya nahi paNa deva che. Apa ApanI talavAra khuzIthI upADeA. ne mAruM' mAthuM dhaDathI alaga karI do. baMnenA jIvanamAMthI vera rUpI jhera nIkaLI gayA. ane pavitra banI gayA. hatyArA hatyAro na rahyA ne vera lenAro verI na rahyA. TUMkamAM samaya thai gayA che. kSamAnu Avu Adaza dRSTAMta sAMbhaLIne dareka AtmAe kSamA apanAvavAnI jarUra che. kSamA vIrasya bhUSaNam " kSamAnI sAthe tapanI ArAdhanA karavAnA kAlathI pavitra divase AvI rahyA che. kSamA e paNa eka tapa che. Apa sau kAi jANA che ke AvatI kAle AyaMbila tapanI ArAdhanAnA pavitra divaseA zarU thAya che. anaMtakALathI AtmA AhAra sajJAmAM vibhAva dRSTie mRdhdha banyA che. zuddha avasthAe te te aAhAraka che. e pada prApta karavA mATe ane indriyavijetA banavA mATe AyaMbila tapanI ArAdhanAmAM joDAvAnA bhAva vadhAraze. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na. 72 AsA suda 7 ne zanivAra tA. 11-10-75 A saMsAra sAgaramAM anatakALathI paribhramaNa karatA jIvanuM bhramaNa maTADavA mATe karUNAsAgara bhagavaMte siddhAMtanI prarUpaNA karI. siddhAMtamAM jJAnI bhagavA pharamAve che, huM sukhanA icchuka prANIe! jo tamAre sukha joitu hAya teA viSayAnuM vamana kare.. kaSAyAnuM zamana kare ane indriyAnuM damana kare. anaMta AtmAe viSayAnu. vamana, kaSAyAnuM zamana ane indriyAnuM damana karI saMsAra sAgarane pAra karI Atmika sukhanA bheAkatA anyA che. jo tamane paNa Avu sukha meLavavAnI icchA thatI hAya teA A mahAna purUSAnA batAvelA mArge AvI jAva. samyak purUSArtha karaze teA eka divasa A viSama saMsAra aTavIne pAra karIne meAkSa majhale pahAMcI javAze. kadAca tame prakhaLa purUSArtha na karI zake ne jaldI meAkSa maMjhile na jai zake te dhIme dhIme paNa purUSA cAlu

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- 21 zAradA sAgara rAkhe. kadAca tamane kalyANane mArga na maLato hoya to mArganuM saMzodhana karatA raho. pUchatAM pUchatAM sAce mArga maLI raheze. jema ke I musAphIra bhUlabhUlAmaNImAMthI pasAra thaIne meIna roDa upara jaIne Ubho rahe che te mArga upara kaMIka vAhana dvArA ane kaMIka pagapALA musAphare cAlI rahyA che. temAM koIka sajajana mANasa te ajANyA mANasane pUche ke tamAre kyAM javuM che? te te kahe ke mAre amuka ThekANe javuM che to te mArga batAve che. ane te ajANe musAphIra potAnA Icchita sthAne pahoMcI jAya che. tema mekSamAM javAne icchuka mAnavI je mokSe javAnA meIna roDa upara AvIne Ubhela haze te tene paNa saMta rUpI sajajana purUSane kyAreka bheTe thaI jatAM mokSane mArga batAvaze ne eka divasa mokSa maMjhile pahoMcI javAze. uttarAdhyayana sUtra 20 muM adhyayana jemAM sanAtha-anAthanA bhAva cAlI rahyA che. eka vakhatanA mithyAtvanA pAzamAM paDelA evA zreNuka rAjAne anAthI muni jevA mahAna AtmArthI saMtane bheTa thayA. saMtane samAgama jIvanarUpI bagIcAmAMthI durguNanI durgadha dUra karI sadgaNonI saurabhathI maheMkata kare che. patItane pAvana banAve che ne anAthane nAtha banAve che. anAthI muni zreNuka rAjAne pote kevI rIte sanAtha banyA te vAta samajAvI rahyA che. anAthI muni kahe che, he rAjan ! mane rogathI mukta karavA keI samartha na thayA tyAre mane mArI jIvanadizA badalavAne avakAza maLe. A saMsAranA badhA saMbaMdha kevA asahAyane kSaNika che tenuM bhAna thayuM. keInuM zaraNuM kAma na lAgyuM tyAre meM vicAra karyo ke mAre AtmA anaMtakALathI saMsAramAM rajhaLe che ne AvI vedanAo anaMtIvAra bhegavI che. have A vedanA maTADavAno bIjo upAya hovo joIe. baMdhuo! anAthI munie have tenI vicAradhArA badalI. jyAre sAcI samajaNa Ave che tyAre para taraphathI daSTi badalAIne sva tarapha Ave che. tamArI daSTi badalAya che kharI? tame javAba nahi Ape. paNa huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tame eka makAnamAM rahevA gayA ne pachI tyAM je tabiyata barAbara na rahe agara te te gharamAM gayA pachI keInuM mRtyu thayuM te tarata ema thaze ke ahIM rahevA AvyA pachI sukhI thayA nahi. mATe A makAnamAM rahevuM nathI. bIjI vAta. tame navI ophisa khelI. vahepAra zarU karyo paNa temAM je vahepAra barAbara na cAle te manamAM thaI jAya che, ke A ophIsamAM naphAne badale nukazAna thAya che. kheTa Ave che. mATe have A ophIsa nathI joItI. tyAM tamArI daSTi badalAI gaI ne? tyAM tame sthAna badalavAno vicAra karyo ne? paNa naMdalAlabhAI! kadI evo vicAra thAya che ke mAro AtmA anaMtakALathI saMsAramAM rajhaLe che. have A sthAna badalavAnuM mana thAya che? je A sthAna badalavuM heAya te mahAna purUSanuM zaraNuM grahaNa kare. e zaraNuM tamAre uddhAra karaze. -

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zAradA sagire 622 jema kaMI mANasanI pAchaLa sarpa deDI rahyo hate. sapanA bhayathI dekhate mANasa jaI rahyo hato. tyAM vacamAM garUDa maLe. garUDa pUche che, ke bhAI-hAMphaLA-phAMphaLo kayAM jaI rahyo che? tyAre kahe che mArI pAchaLa sarpa Ave che. eTale doDuM . tyAre garUDa kahe che mAruM zaraNuM le te tuM bhayamAMthI mukta banIza. tyAre te mANasa kahe mAre te tAruM zaraNuM levuM nathI. ema kahIne AgaLa cAle. tyAM thoDe dUra tene khAciyAmAM DrAuM DrAuM karato deDako maLe. teNe pUchayuM ke bhAI! tuM utAvaLa kayAM jaI rahyo che? have mAruM zaraNuM le. te ajJAna mANase garUDane cheDIne dekAnuM zaraNuM grahaNa karyuM. have vicAra kare ke sapanA bhayamAMthI mukata thavA mATe garUDanuM zaraNuM sAruM ke deDakAnuM zaraNuM sAruM? sarpa te mANasane karaDe ne deDakAne Akhe ne Akhe gaLI jAya che. bele, deDako manuSyane bacAvavAne hate? saMtane garUDanI ane saMsAranA sagAsabaMdhIone deDakAnI upamA ApI che. bele, have tame konuM zaraNuM grahaNa karaze? saMsAranA sagAM te ravAthI che. te saMsAranA kAdavamAM kheMce che ne bIjAne paNa khaMcADe che. jyAre te niHsvAthI che. te pite tare che ne bIjAne tAre che. saMsArarUpI sarpanA bhayathI mukta karAve che. mATe sAcuM zaraNuM bhagavAnanuM che. je bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM aMgIkAra kare che tene ke ciMtA rahetI nathI. zaraNuM grahaNa karyuM meM prabhunuM, have mane Adhi ane vyAdhi ke upAdhi keI ciMtA nA rahI. mane hatuM pise mArI pAsa che, sukha ane zAMti mArA dAsa che have jANavuM bure ene sAtha che, enI sAthe azAMtine vAsa che, badhuM mAruM dhana, dharyuM meM prabhune, have mane Adhi ane vyAdhi ke upAdhi keI ciMtA nA rahI. je manuSya badhuM choDIne bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM grahaNa kare che tene keI jAtanI ciMtA rahetI nathI. bhakata kahe che ke jyAM sudhI mArI ajJAna dazA hatI tyAM sudhI huM mAnate hato ke paise mAro paramezvara che. paisAthI sukha ane zAMti maLe che. mehane pUjArI ane bhegane bhikhArI banIne jyAM ne tyAM bhaTako. paNa have mane samajAyuM ke sukha-dukha karmone AdhIna che. jJAnI kahe che ke he AtmA! tuM badhethI chaTakI zakIza paNa karmarAjAnI kedamAMthI "chaTakI zakIza nahi. karma te tAre pitAne bhogavavA paDaze. zreNIka rAjA bhagavAnanA parama bhakta hatA. temanI prabhu pratye ne prabhunA vacanamAM kevI atuTa zraddhA hatI ! eka divasa zreNIka rAjAe bhagavAnane vaMdana karIne pUchayuM ke he prabhu! huM mRtyu pAmIne kayAM jaIza? tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM ke he rAjana ! tame mRtyu

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zAradA sAgara pAmIne pahelI narakamAM jaze. A sAMbhaLIne mahArAjA zreNIkanA mAthe jANe vIjaLI paDI hoya te AghAta lAgyo ne kahyuM - prabhu! huM Apane ananya upAsaka ne mArI AvI gati thaze? tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM he rAjan karmanA avicaLa kAyadAne koNa teDI zake tema che? tame ajJAnapaNamAM garbhavatI haraNIne garbha sahita vIMdhIne temAM harakhAyA. te samaye tame nikAcita karmano baMdha pADe. te have tamAre bhogavavAne che. temAM keI kAMI karI zake tema nathI. tyAre zreNIka rAjA kahe che prabhu! ApanuM vacana satya che, tathya che. paNa ApanA jevA jagate dhAraka veda ane mArA je dadI che. te pachI Apa mAruM darda dUra na karI zake? mane narake jona aTakAvI zake? bhagavAna te jANatA hatA ke zreNIka rAjAne narake javAnuM che te nakkI che paNa temanA AzvAsana mATe cAra upAya batAvyA chatAM temAMno eka paNa upAya phaLIbhUta thaye nahi. tyAre zreNika rAjA hatAza banI gayA. TUMkamAM nikAcita karma bhegavyA vinA chUTake thatuM nathI. eka daSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM. eka karoDapati zrImaMta zeTha hatA. zeThane pitAnI saMpattinuM khUba abhimAna hatuM khAI pIne pitAnuM peTa bharavAmAM AnaMda mAne paNa koI garIbanI dAda sAMbhaLate nahi. eka vakhata zeTha jamI paravArIne palaMgamAM poDhI gayA hatA. te samaye eka pavitra saMtA gaucarI mATe nIkaLyA hatA. gharagharamAM nirdoSa AhAranI gaveSaNa karatAM teo A zeThanA gharamAM AvyA. zeThane UMghatA joIne saMta pAchA pharavA jAya che tyAM zeThanI AMkha khulI gaI. sAdhune joIne zeTha khUba gusse thaIne belyA-he jagaTA! pUchyA vinA tuM mArA gharamAM kema Ave? tane eTalI paNa khabara nathI paDatI ke atyAre jamIne amAre ArAma karavAno samaya hoya tyAre mAre koInA ghera javuM joIe nahi. baMdhuo ! juo, paisAne naze ke che! kaMIka ne ghera saMta na padhAre te tenI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jAya ane AvA bhArekamI jIvane ghera saMta sAmethI lAbha devA gayA te paNa tene gamyuM nahi. lAbha levAne badale karmabaMdhana karyuM. supAtre dAna devAno suavasara AvyuM. azubha karmonI nirja karavAnuM sthAna hatuM chatAM zeThe navA karmo bAMdhyA. sAdhune eka ghara nathI ene te ghaNuM ghara che. bAra kuLanI gaucarI khape che. saMta te kSamAnA sAgara hatA. zeThanA kaTu vacanethI temanA dilamAM saheja paNa duHkha na thayuM ke zeThanA upara bilakula keba paNa na Avyo. temaNe zAMtipUrvaka zeThane kahyuM-zeTha huM gaucarI mATe AvyA hatA. kaI jagyAe mAlikanI IcchA na hoya te gaucarI levI kalpatI nathI. huM cAlyuM jAuM chuM. zeThe kahyuM jaldI cAlyuM jA. sAdhu tyAMthI gaucarI mATe bIjA sthaLe cAlyA gayA. gaucarImAM AvA kaTu vacana sAMbhaLavA maLe tyAre samatA rahevI te sahelI vAta nathI. je saMta AvA samaye samatA rAkhe te gaucarI karatAM paNa ghaNAM karmonI nirjarA kare che. tamArA muMbaImAM ke vAlakezvaramAM Ave parisaha Avato nathI. paNa gAmaDAmAM anyadhamIne tyAM gaucarI jaIe tyAre Ave

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624 zAradA sAgara avasara Ave che. saMto te samaye e vicAra kare ke e bicAre ajJAna che. mArA nimitte te karmabaMdhana kare che. AvI tenI dayA khAya. A vAtane ghaNuM divasa vItI gayA. eka divasa zeThane tyAM nanAme patra AvyuM temAM lakhyuM hatuM ke zeTha! tamArI pAse ghaNI lakSmI che. paNa tene tame ekalA upaga kare che. keIne rAtI pAI paNa parakhAvatA nathI. to sArA kAryomAM sadupayoga kare. je nahi karo te yAda rAkhajo ke ame tamAruM badhuM dhana lUMTI laIzuM ne tamane jAnathI mArI nAMkhIzuM. baMdhuo! tamArA ghera Ave nanAme patra Ave to tamane paNa ciMtA thAya ke nahi? hAjA gagaDI jAya. (hasAhasa). are nanAmA patranI vAta kyAM kare che, sarakAranI reDa AvavAnI che evI havA Ave te paNa gabharATa thAya che. paisA kayAM saMtADavA ne zuM karavuM? A zeThanA hAjA gagaDI gayA. zuM karavuM te samajaNa paDatI nathI. aneka prakAranA vicAro AvavA lAgyA. dhana javAnI bIka che sAthe prANu khAvAno paNa prazna che. chevaTe zeThe nirNaya karIne badhuM mUlyavAna jhavezata bheguM karIne temanA gheDAne davA pIvaDAvavAnI eka moTI nALa hatI. temAM badhuM bharI dIdhuM. ne tenA moDhe rU bharAvIne nakAmA lAkaDAne Dhagalo hato temAM nALa mUkI dIdhI. zeThe vicAra karyo ke kadAca lUMTArA dhana lUMTavA Avaze te kabATa-tijorImAM tapAsa karaze paNa A lAkaDAnA DhagalAmAM kaMI cheDI tapAsa karavAnA che? AvuM mAnI zeTha sUI gayA. devAnupriye! mANasa dhanane sAcavavA keTaluM kare che? game tyAM saMtADo paNa bhAgyamAM hoya te Take che. bAkI kaI rIte cAlyuM jAya che tenI khabara paDatI nathI. banavA joga evuM banyuM ke te rAtre zeThanA ghaDAnA peTamAM evI vyAdhi thaI ke jorathI paga pachADavA lAgyo. thoDI vAre te bebhAna thaIne jamIna para paDI gayo. gheDAnI saMbhALa rAkhanAra nekara jAgI gayo. gheDAne ghaNIvAra AvuM thaI jatuM. tenI davA te jANute hato. tethI gheDAne davA pAvA mATe nALa zodhavA lAgyA. paNa jyAM nALa mUktA hatA tyAM na maLI. eTale zedhatA zedhatA nakAmA lAkaDAnA DhagalAmAMthI nALa maLI gaI. eka te rAtrine samaya hate. aMdhAruM khUba hatuM. eTale teNe davA laI nALamAM bharI. cheDI davA nALamAM bharAI eTale teNe ghaDAnuM moTuM paheluM karIne temAM nALa bharAvI davA pIvaDAvI dIdhI. bIjI vAra paNa nALamAM bharIne davA pIvaDAvI eTale zeThanuM badhuM mUlyavAna jhaverAta gheDAnA peTamAM utarI gayuM. ne bIje divase lAdamAM bhaLIne nIkaLI gayuM bIje divase evuM banyuM ke zeThanI bAe saMtane joyA. saMtane joIne AnaMdapUrvaka kahe che gurUdeva! mArA ghera gaucarI padhAro. saMta kahe bahena ! tame kayAM rahe che ? zeThANI kahe sAme. muni kahe-bahena! amArA AvavAthI tamArA dIkarAnuM dila dubhAya che. mATe nahi AvuM. Ama sAMbhaLatA zeThANInI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA ne khUba karagarI

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zAradA sAgara 625 parANe munine pitAne ghera laI gaI. tyAM zeTha tADUkyA. te sAdhuDA! tuM kema AvyuM? saMta tarata pAchA phare che. tyAM zeTha kahe UbhA rahe, ema kahIne ghaDA e lAda karI hatI te laI Ave ne mahArAjanA pAtramAM lAda ThalavI daIne harakhAtA belyA jAva khAje. tame Ane lAyaka che. munie joyuM paNa zeTha upara manamAM saheja paNa kedha nA karyo. uparathI zeThanI ajJAnatA mATe temanA dilamAM karUNAnI dhArA vahevA lAgI ke aho! A zeTha karma khapAvavAnA sthAne kevA karmo bAMdhe che? tene bicArAne khabara nathI ke A hasI hasIne karma bAMdhu chuM tene raDatAM raDatAM bhegave paNa pAra nahi Ave. jevA rase karma bAMdhyA hoya tevA rase bhegavavA paDe che. A rIte munine zeTha pratye karUNa utpanna thaI. kharekhara mahAna purUSanuM hRdaya vizALa hoya che. duHkhanA samaye gajaba samatA rAkhI. duHkhamAMthI sukha zodhe che. jyAre caMdanabALAne mULA zeThANIe mastake muMDana karAvI, hAtha pagamAM beDI paherAvI bhoMyarAmAM pUrI. AvA kaSTa ApyA paNa bhagavAnane abhigraha caMdanabALAnA hAthe pUrNa thaye ne devee senaiyAnI vRSTi karI tyAre caMdanabALAe mULA mAtAne zuM kahyuM te tame jANo cho? caMdanabALAe kahyuM ke mAtAjI! A badhuM Apane pratApa che. Apa mArI A dazA na karI hatI te bhagavAnane pAraNuM karAvavAnuM mAruM bhAgya kyAMthI jAgata! he mAtA ! tame mane Aje pAvana banAvI dIdhI. mArA bhAgyanI tijorI khelI nAMkhI, mAtAjI! tamane mArA keTI vaMdana che. A hatI mahAsatI caMdanabALAnI kSamatA. muni pele AhAra parAvavA mATe nirjIva bhUminI tapAsa karatAM karatAM AgaLa cAlyA jAya che. tyAM eka garIba zrAvaka sAme maLe. tenI sthiti garIba hatI paNa bhAvanA garIba na hatI. sAdhune joIne te khUba AnaMda pAme ne potAne ghera baicarI padhAravA mATe vinaMtI karI. tyAre munie kahyuM- bhAI! mArA pAtramAM paraThavavA yogya AhAra AvI gayo che. te huM parAvavA javuM chuM. te zrAvake kahyuM ke mahArAja! mArA gharanI pAchaLa khullI jagyA che. tyAM Apa paraThavI de. munie nirdoSa jagyA joIne tyAM lAda paraThavI dIdhI. ane pAtra sApha karIne AhAra vaherIne cAlatA thayA. paNa A zrAvakane vicAra thayo ke muninA pAtramAM evI te zI vastu AvI haze ke temane paraThavavI paDI? lAvane jouM. tyAM jaIne joyuM te lAdane Dhagale che. te vicAravA lAgyo ke aho ! AvA pavitra saMtane supAtradAna devAne badale AvI lADha keNe vaharAvI haze? ema vicAra karI lAdane eka goLa bhAMge tyAM aMdarathI kiMmatI ratna nIkaLyA bIje gebe bhAMge te bIjA ratna nIkaLyA. Ama teNe badhA geLA bhAMgI nAMkhyA ne temAMthI je jhaverAta nIkaLyuM te badhuM bheguM karIne laI lIdhuM. enA zubha karmane udaya thatAM dhananI prApti thaI.

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zAradA sAgara A bAju zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke cAra lUMTArA keI AvyA nathI te have jhaverAta tijorImAM mUkI dauM. ema vicAra karIne zeTha pelI nALa zodhavA lAgyA. nALa na jaDatAM badhAne pUchayuM te ghaDAnA nekare badhI vAta kahI saMbhaLAvI. sAMbhaLatA zeThane khUba dukha thayuM paNa have zuM thAya? gheDAnI lAdamAM rane nIkaLI gayA hoya paNa lAdate sAdhunA pAtramAM vaharAvI dIdhI hatI. e mArA karmo mAre bhogavavAnA raheze. muni te vihAra karI cAlyA gayA. have kyAM zedhuM? chatAM muninI zedha karI paNa maLyA nahi. chevaTe zeThane khUba pastAvo thaye. nANAM gayA ne karma baMdhAyA. sAdhunuM ghora apamAna karavAthI ghaNuM karmo bAMdhyA. maraNa vakhate chANanA DhagalA dekhyA. ne pariNAme te marIne chANane kIDe thayo. abhimAnanA nizAmAM jIvane bhAna nathI rahetuM ke huM kone kaSTa ApuM chuM! badhethI chUTAze paNa karma rAjA nahi choDe. pAchaLathI pastAvo kare te karatA pahelA vicAra karaje. anAthI muni paNa zreNIka rAjAne e vAta samajAve che ke karelA karmo te jIvane avazya bhegavavA paDe che. meM pUrva bhavamAM evA karmanA bhAtA bAMdhyA haze ke jethI mane A bhavamAM A bhayaMkara roga thaye ne ghaNuM upacAro karavA chatAM maTe nahi. tyAre meM mArA AtmA sAthe nakakI karyuM ke - saI ca jai muccejjA veyaNA viulo io| khanto danto nirArambho, pavvaie aNagAriyaM / utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA 32 je huM eka vakhata A vipula vedanAmAMthI mukata thAuM te kSamAvAna, Indrione damaNahAra, AraMbharahita thaIne sAdhu banI jAuM. roga maTayA pachI mAre A bheganA kIcaDamAM phasAvuM nathI. AvA kAmo te mArA jIve anaMtIvAra bhegavyA che. saMsAranA saMbaMdhe badhA kSaNika che. mATe je mane A roga maTI jAya te saMsAranI sAMkaLa teDI nAkhuM. A daDha saMkalpa karyo. baMdhuo! anAthI munie te tyAgI banavAne daDha nirNaya karyo ne e te sAdhu banaze. paNa Aje AyaMbIlanI oLInA maMgala divasanI zarUAta thAya che te have tame paNa daDha nizcaya karyo haze ne ke mAre AyaMbIlanI oLI te avazya karavI. AyaMbIla tapa e mahAna tapa che. paryuSaNa parva jeTaluM AyaMbIlanI oLInuM mahatva che. paNa tamane teTaluM mahatva samajAyuM nathI. AyaMbIla tapanI ArAdhanA karavAthI karmanI nirjarA thAya che. rasendriya upara vijaya meLavAya che ne keDha jevA mahAna go paNa maTI jAya che. arkaMI Adi tapamAM te khAvAnuM nathI mATe keIthI nA thAya. paNa AyaMbIla tapamAM te eka vAra khAvAnuM che. phakta rasendriya upara kAbu meLavavAne che.

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zAradA sAgara 67 AyakhIla tapanA nava divaseAmAM ApaNe navapadmanI ArAdhanA karavAnI che. arihaMta, siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu ane jJAna-darzana-cAritra-tapa. A navapadyamAM Aje arihaMta padmanI prApti karavA mATe ApaNe arihaMta prabhunI ArAdhanA karavAnI che. ArAdhuM huM teA nava pada ALI nidhAna, pahele pada arihaMta ArAdhu, zrI jinazAsana nAtha, teM sAceA samA batAvyA, caraNe namAvu zIza...ArAdhuM huM tA arihaMta bhagavate ApaNane sAcA rAha matAnyA che. mATe ApaNA upara arihaMta prabhunA mahAna upakAra che. emaNe mahAna kaSTo veThI pramAdane tyAgI, kama sAme jaMga khelI arihaMta padmanI prApti karI che. ApaNe paNa temanA jevu khanavu che. te mATe ahiMta padmanI ArAdhanA karI ne vadhu sArI saMkhyAmAM AyakhIlanI oLInI ArAdhanA thavI joIe. AyakhIla tapanA zuM mahimA che tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. - caritraH- "aMjanA satIne jaMgalamAM mAmA mAmInA meLApa - satI ajanA peAtAnA vahAlaseAyA putrane kheALAmAM laine cAMdanI rAtamAM beThI hatI. sAme peAtAnI priya sakhI vasaMtamAlA eDI che. mane manamAM AratA kare khApanA rAjyamAM thayA hAta te Aje keTalI AnaMdanI Urmio A vicAramAM anenI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA che. che putranA janma tenA uchaLI rahI hAta ! ajanAnA mAmA zUrasena rAjA yAtrA karavA gayA hatA. tyAMthI pharIne peAtAnI nagarImAM jai rahyA che. aMjanAnA mAthA uparathI vimAna pasAra thatAM sthaMbhI gayuM. cAlatuM nathI paNa nIce utAravA mAMDayuM teA utaravA lAgyuM. vidyAdhara rAjA zUrasena vicAramAM paDI gaMdhA ke ahIM kaMika kAraNu hAvuM joIe. tethI vimAna nIce UtAryuM. vanamAMhuM beThI che bAlikA, carija pAmIne mAlI nAr tA, mAmIe ajanAne ALakhI, nayaNe chUTI jala taNI dhAra teA...satI re. mAmAe rUpa rUpanA avatAra samAna e yuvAna strIone joI. temanA manamAM thayuM ke A gADha jaMgalamAM kANu strIe beThI haze! kAi satI strIne saMkaTa paDayuM lAge che. te tenAM : satItvanA prabhAvathI mAruM vimAna aTakI gayuM che. paNa ekalI strIe DAya tyAM ema purUSane javuM cegya nathI. ema vicArI vidyAdhare potAnI rANIne temanI pAse melI. mAsIe jotAnI sAthe aMjanAne eLakhI. ahA! A tA mArI-bhANeja che. A seA se bhAionI lADakavAyI bahena che. jene pANI mAMgatA dUdha maLe, jene khammA khammA karanArI aneka dAsIe hAya, tevI mArI bhANeja ekalI aTUlI A jaMgalamAM kyAMthI ? teNe kadI taDakA - chAMyA paNa joyA nathI. ne A zuM? vasaMtamAlA paNa tarata oLakhI gaI. aMjanAe paNa mAsIne ALakhyA.

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628 zAradA sAgara mAmIne joIne jema mAtAthI vikhuTuM paDeluM bALaka mAtAne dekhe ke koTe vaLagI paDe tema aMjanA ane vasaMtamAlA baMne mAmInI koTe vaLagI paDayA. aMjanAnI AMkhamAM daDadaDa AMsuDA paDe che. aMjanAnuM rUdana joI mAmInuM haiyuM cIrAI gayuM ne mukhamAMthI cIsa nIkaLI gaI. tata tenA mAmA tyAM AvyA. pitAnI bhANejanI A dazA joIne dilamAM pArAvAra duHkha thayuM. ke aho! A mArI lADalI bhANeja nahi sAsare, nahi. piyara, nahi masALa ne A vanavagaDAmAM kyAMthI? aMjanAnuM haiyuM have hAtha rahetuM nathI. tamane anubhava che ke mANase ghaNAM dukha veThayA pachI je ke pitAnuM svajana maLI jAya te temane joIne hadaya DhIluM paDI jAya che. vaLI aMjanAne prasUti thayA haju 24 kalAka thayA che. AvI sthitimAM mANasane ghaNuM duHkha thAya. have aMjanAne tenA mAmA pUchaze ke tArI A dazA kema thaI? AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 73 A suda 8 ne ravivAra tA. 12-10-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahena! zAstrakAra bhagavate jagatanA jIvonA kalyANane mATe Agama vANuM prakAzI. utta. sUtra. vasamuM adhyayana jemAM anAthI nigraMthane adhikAra cAle che. anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne kahe che ke mane lAgyuM ke saMsAranA sarva saMbadha anAtha che. mane kaI bimArImAMthI mukta karI zakayuM nahi. tyAre meM saMkalpa karyo ke - saiMca jai muccejjA, veyaNA viulo io| khanto danto nirArambho, pavvaie aNagAriyaM // utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA 32 . A vipula vedanAmAMthI eka vAra mukta thAuM te kSamAvAna, Indrione damaNahAra, AraMbharahita sAdhu banuM baMdhuo ! anAthI munie saMkalpa karyo ke je mAro roga maTI jaze to saMsAra cheDIne saMyamI banIza. AvI bhayaMkara vedanA thatI hoya tyAre manuSya A saMka9pa te karI le che. paNa saMkalpa karyA pramANe bane, vedanA zAMta thaI jAya to paNa AvI addhi-siddhino tyAga karIne saMsAra choDI saMyamI banavuM te helI vAta nathI. paNa anAthI munine saMkalpa tamArA jevo na hato. daDha saMkalpa hate. tame eTaluM to samaje che ne ke saMyamanuM pAlana mAtra manuSyabhava sivAya bIje kyAMya thaI zakatuM nathI. AvI bharapUra sukha sahAyabImAMthI manane rokavuM te manuSyabhavamAM thaI zake che. mRtyu lekane mAnavI je karI zake che te deve paNa karI zakatA nathI. mATe manuSyane mukitane adhikArI kahyo che.

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zAradA sAgara 629 saMyama kone kahevAya? saMyama eTale AtmAmAM aTala zraddhA ane huM ajara amara e AtmA chuM. e Atma svabhAva keLave te saMyama che. te zarIranI pravRttimAM ke bIjA para padArthamAM nathI paNa mArA AtmabhAvamAM che. te dharma bahArathI AvatuM nathI. mArAmAM che ane mArAmAMthI pragaTe che. vibhAvane dUra karI svabhAvamAM ramaNatA karo te dharma pragaTa thaI jaze. je bhava mATe de talase che tene vRthA gumAve nahi. paravazapaNe jIvane ghaNAM dukho bhegavavA paDe che. karmanI thapATa lAgatAM zuM nathI thatuM? bimArI Ave che. mahinA sudhI khAvAnuM maLatuM nathI. patnI-putra vigerene viyoga paDe che. te badhuM sahana thAya che. paNa je kahevAmAM Ave ke atyAre AyaMbIlanI obI cAle che. to evI kare, upavAsa kare. eka divasa gharano moha choDIne piSadha kare. te kahe ke mahAsatIjI! amArAthI te banI zake tema nathI. je dukhe parAdhInapaNe bhogavavA paDe che tene aMza bhAga je svecchApUrvaka sahana karavAmAM Ave te AtmAne uddhAra thaI jAya. saMyama e AtmAne eka evo apUrva vizrAma che ke jemAM dukhane saheja paNa aMza nathI. saMyama Ave sukhakArI hovA chatAM aMgIkAra kara mahAduSkara che. mAnavabhava, jainadharma, ane sUtrazraddhA hovA chatAM saMyamamAM daDhatA ghaNI ochI jovAmAM Ave che. eTale saMyamamAM daDhatA keLavavAmAM mAnavajIvananI saphaLatA che. je AtmAo viSaya sukhamAM paDayA rahIne karmanuM baMdhana kare che tene tevA karmanI sajA bhogavavA mATenaraka-tiryaMcAdi durgatimAM javuM paDe che. saMyamanuM pAlana karavA mATe sarva prathama pitAnA hRdayakSetrane zuddha karavAnI jarUra che. te samyakatva bhAvathI thAya che. vastunA svarUpane te rIte oLakhavAthI thAya che. huM jJAnarUpa chuM ema samajanAra AtmA viSaya kaSAyamAM pravRtta nahi thAya. jeNe potAnA upara dayA karI AtmabhAvanI rakSA karI vibhAvane haThA teNe duniyA upara dayA karI, jJAnI AtmAone Indriya damana saraLa che. kAraNa ke jJAnadaSTi jAgRta thatAM badhI Indriyo vazamAM AvI jAya che. | sarvajIta nAmane eka rAjA hatA. teNe AkhI duniyA jItI lIdhI hatI. badhA tene sarvajIta kahetA. paNa tenI mAtA tene sarvajIta nahetI kahetI. eka divasa te tenI mAtA pAse jaIne pUchavA lAge, ke he mAtA! mane badhA sarvajIta kahe che ne tuM mane sarvajIta kema nathI kahetI? tyAre mAtAe kahyuM ke tuM sarvajIta kayAM thaye che? tyAre rAjAe kahyuM, kema nathI thaye? tyAre mAtAe kahyuM-te badhuM jItyuM che paNa pAMca Indrione chatI nathI. pAMca IndriyanA viSayenA vikAre te tArA AtmAnA kaTTA duzmane che. ene pahelAM jIta, pachI tuM sarvajIta kahevaDAvavAne gya banIza. kahevAne Azaya e che ke AtmAnA sAcA duzmane te pAMca IndrionA viSayanA vikAre che. tene jIte te jagata tamane

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630 zAradA sAgara namaze. saMsAramAM je sukha dekhAya che te ahIM rahI javAnu che. eka AtmA pAtAnA che. AtmA sivAyanA badhA paDhA para che. bhalA-pUrA karyAM AtmAnI sAthe AvavAnA che. karmone bALavA mATe tapanI jarUra che. tame jANeA che, ke mahAna tapanI ArAdhanA evI AyakhIlanI oLI cAlI rahI che. Aje tenA khInne divasa che. kharekhara, tapa zA mATe che? te samajAya te tamane ArAdhanA karavAnuM mana thaze. jema khetaramAM kheDUtane vADa nAMkhatA teA tame joyA che ne! vADa zA mATe? pazupa`khI anAjane veDaphI na nAMkhe te mATe ne? te pramANe AtmAnA rakSaNu mATe vADanI jarUra che. dazavaikAlika sUtranA prahelA adhyayananI prathama gAthAmAM ahiMsAne pALavA mATe sayamarUpI vADanI jarUra batAvI che. saMyama vinA ahiMsA pALI zakAtI nathI. eTale pahelA ahiMsA mUkI pachI saMyama mUkayA ne pachI tapa mUkayA. eTale khIjI rIte kahIe te| taparUpI tijorInA saMyamarUpI guptakhAnAmAM ahiMsArUpI ratna raheluM che. bhIMtane camakatI karavA mATe jema polisanI jarUra che te pramANe AtmAnI samRddhi mATe taparUpI paoNlizanI jarUra che. zarIrane svastha rAkhavA mATe khArAkanI jarUra che tema AtmAne sArA rAkhavA mATe taparUpI pathyanI jarUra che. kapaDAMne svaccha karavA mATe dhAkA marAya che te rIte AtmArUpI kapaDAMmAM mela bhazaveA hAya te taparUpI dhAkA mAravAnI jarUra che. navapadmamAM tapanuM sthAna chellu ApavAmAM AvyuM che chatAM tenI kiMmata vadhAre che. kevI rIte ? jema lagnamAM ceAthA pherAnI kiMmata vadhAre hAya che, AgagADImAM gArDanA DabbAnuM mahattva che. kAraNa ke tenA AdhAre gADI cAle che. citArA citramAM chellI orDara mAre che tenAthI citranI zeTalA vadhe che te rIte navapadyamAM chellA padma tapanI kiMmata vadhAre che. makAna game tevA pRththaranu` mAMdhelu hoya paNa temAM pAliza vinA raMga caDhatA nathI tema AtmAmAM tapa rUpI paoNliza vinA jJAna-cAstrine raMga caDhatA nathI. zarIramAM kaLatara khUba thatu hAya te zekanI jarUra che tema AtmA karma dvArA khUba duHkhAtA hoya te tapa rUpI zenI jarUra che. baMdhue ! anaMtakALathI jIvane sahuthI jUnAmAM jUnI kuTeva hoya ke mahA cepI rAga hAya tA te khAvAnA che. kAraNa ke ekendriyathI laIne pacendriyanA bhavamAM sahuthI pahelAM jIva AhAra kare che. koi evuM sthAna nathI ke jyAM jIve AhAra na karyAM hAya. tethI aNAhArI banavA mATe khAra prakAranA tapamAM pahelA anazana tapa khatAnyA che. manuSyabhava rUpI AMkha maLyA pachI, jaina dharma rUpI ratna ajavALuM nahi hAya tA te jaina-dharmanI ArAdhanA nahi jJAnanuM phaLa che. jJAnadvArA tapane pariNamavAnuM che. tapanI tAkAta ghaNI ajabagajabanI che. maLyA pachI paNa taparUpI thaI zake. tapa e sAkSAt

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zAradA sAgara 631 rAjanA sAta sAta jIvAnI ghAta karanAra arjunamALI teja bhavamAM mekSa pAmyA. te zenA prabhAva ? tapanA prabhAve. mATInI Ama kAMi kiMmata nathI. paNa jyAre mATIneA kuMbha anI jAya che tyAre te vizeSa kiMmatI khanI jAya che. kuMbha zukanarUpa manAya che. tema zarIra rUpI mATI dvArA AtmA tapa rUpI kuMbha banAve te tenu zarIra paNa zukanarUpa manI jAya che. tapa e mAMgalika vastu che. tapa karyAM vinA zarIrane bhAgavavuM e mUDIne sAph karavA jevu' che. tyAre tapa dvArA zarIranA upayAga karavA e mUDIne tijorImAM mUkavA jevuM che. gAmanuM rakSaNa karavA mATe jema killAnI jarUra che tema AtmAnuM rakSaNu karavA mATe tapa rUpI killAnI jarUra che. pANInA svabhAva zItala che. tema AtmAnA mULa svabhAva aNuAhArI che. dA. ta. siddha bhagavAna; siddha bhagavAna AhAra vinA rahe che. vadhu khAIne ajINu thavAthI marI gayAnA ghaNAM dAkhalA haze. paNa ochuM khAine marI janAzanA dRSTAMta huM alpa maLaze. maLelI zikita rUpI nadInA baMdha mAMdhavAnuM kAma tapa kare che. paccakhANu rUpI nahera dvArA AtmA akhuTa pAka bhegA karI zake che. cApaDImAM ke neTamAM DAghA paDayA hAya tA te rakharathI bhUMsAi jAya che. tema AtmAnA asa MkhyAta pradeza para lAgelA karmonA DAghA tapa rUpI rakhathI bhUMsAi jAya che. jeneA AhAra vadhAre tenI nidrA paNa vadhAre hAya che. eTale nidrA upara kAbU meLavavA mATe AhAra upara vijaya meLavavA joie. ' rAganuM nidvAna karavA mATe DAkaTaro sauthI prathama jIbha bahAra kaDhAve che. kAraNa jIbha upara badhe mela Ave che. te batAve che ke badhA melanu sthAna jIbha che. jenI jIbha kAbUmAM nahi tenI AMkha paNa bagaDe che. AMkha bagaDatAM kAna-nAka bagaDe che. jIbhane anukULa viSayA game che. tethI sarva rAgAnuM mULa jIbha che ane tapamAM te jIbha upara kaDaka kAbu Ave che. khAra prakAranA tA dareka jIva karI rahyA che. paNa te meharAjAnI AjJAthI kare che. te kevI rIte kare che te ApaNe joie. TAiphAiDa thayeA hAya te vakhate DAkaTara kahe ke mahinA bhUkhyA rahevuM paDaze te ApaNe bhUkhyA rahIe chIe. A mAherAjAnuM aNuzaNu tapa che. peTamAM cAMduM paDayuM hAya ne DAkaTara kahe ke echuM khAvuM paDaze te ApaNe ochu khAIe chIe. A mAharAjAnu uNAdarI tapa che. hAjarI mada paDI hAya ke avAranavAra peTamAM duHkhAvA thatA hAya DAkaTara kahe kaDhALa, taLeluM temaja bhAre vastu nahi vaparAya A meharAjAnu vRttisakSepa tapa thayuM. kharajavu thayu. hAya DAkaTara kahe dUdha, ghI, mIThuM, taLeluM, dahI, gALa, khAMDa Adi vastu aMdha karavI paDaze te te pramANe ApaNe karIe chIe. A mAharAjAneA rasatyAga thayA. zarIra nakhaLuM hAya ne zarIrane majabUta banAvavA mATe DekaTara kahe roja cAra mAIla cAlavuM paDaze. A mAhurAjAnuM kAyaleza tapa thayuM. hArTanuM darda thayuM hAya athavA Dakhala nyumeniyA thayA hAya ne DokaTara kahe pathArI bahAra

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932 zAradA sAgara nahi javAya che te pramANe amala karIe. A meharAjAnuM pratisaMsInatA tapa che. Ama e prakAranA bAhyatA maharAjAnA hukamathI ApaNe anAdi kALathI karatA rahyA chIe. ApaNe je cAritra rAjAnA hukamathI upavAsa Adi anazana tapa, ochuM khAvA rUpa udarI tapa, ochA dravya vAparavA rUpa vRtisakSepa tapa, vigaya tyAga karIne managamatA bhojanane tyAga karavA rUpa rasatyAganuM tapa, vihAra, laca Adi karavA rUpa kAyakaleza tapa ane agene saMkecI rAkhavA rUpa pratisalInatA tapa karIe to ApaNuM AtmAne nisvAra thAya, saMsAra alpa thAya ane aMte zAzvata paripUrNa sukhanA letA banI zakIe. maharAjAnI AjJAthI thatA bAhyatapane vicAra karyo. have AtyaMtara tapano vicAra karIe. pIroTI khasI gaI hoya to pAMca divasa na khAvArUpa prAyazcita karIe chIe. dhana meLavavAne mATe zeTha zAhukArane keTale vinaya-viveka sAcave che? gharamAM patnIputra-parivAra Adi mAMdA paDayA hoya te te badhAnI premapUrvaka vaiyAvaccasevA kare che A rIte maharAjAnI AjJAthI prAyazcita, vinaya, vaiyAvacca Adi tapa kare che. cothuM tapa che svAdhyAya. saMsAramAM mohadazAne kAraNe jIva A mAre putra, A mArI patnI, A mArA mAtA-pitA, A paiso, baMgale, hATa-havelI badhuM mAruM che ema tenA dilamAM satata mArApaNane jApa cAlu hoya che. A che moharAjAnuM svAdhyAya 5. saMsAranA padArthomAM ke vepAramAM evA layalIna banI jAya che ke game tevA ghaMghATa thAya to paNa te sahana kare che. tyAre keNa AvyuM ne keNu gayuM tenI paNa khabara paDatI nathI. eTale dhyAna paNa kare che. jyAre pula sIjhana heya ne khUba gharAkI hoya tyAre be traNa kalAka paNa khaDe page ubhA rahe. te tapa je AtmAno kamela kADhavA karIe te sAcuM sukha hatheLImAM ramatuM thaI jAya. bAya kemikanI bAra davA game tevA rogane nAza kare che tema jainazAsananA bAra prakAranA tape AtmAnA game tevA rogone nAza kare che. temaja zarIranA regone paNa nAza kare che. tapathI labdhi pragaTa thAya che. tapa karavAthI kaSTa sahana karavAne abhyAsa paDe che. tethI duHkhamAM samAdhi rahe che. maLelI sAmagrIne choDyA vagara tapa thatuM nathI. eTale tapa e sukhanI sAmagrIne choDavAnuM zIkhavADe che. jema kei mANasa gAmaDAmAM phekacara thayuM hoya to te mANasa muMbaI, amadAvAda jevA moTA zaheramAM jAya to sAruM thAya che. tema tapa karavAthI bhavanAM pApa paNa A bhavamAM nAza pAme che. jema kaI dadIne peTamAM eka ratalanI gAMTha thaI hoya ane tenuM oparezana karavAmAM Ave te vajana ochuM thAya chatAM oparezana thavAthI dardI rAjI thAya che ke mAre rAge gayA. te rIte tapazcaryAthI zarIra ochu thAya che. paNa karma roga dUra thAya che. bAra prakAranA tapamAMthI

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zAradA sAgara 633 koI paNa eka tapa vinA eke AtmA mokSe gaye nathI. mokSe jato nathI ne javAno paNa nathI. e batAve che ke tapazcayane mahimA khUba ne uttama che. AvA tapa je jIvanamAM haze to tame brahmacarya paNa sAruM pALI zakaze. bhegI jI kevI rIte bheganI pAchaLa paDe che te huM Apane samajAvuM. eka vakhata eka thANadAra koI strI upara Asakata thaye. divaso jatAM te strI pratyenI tenI Asakita vadhatI gaI. eka vAra tenI badalI thaI. te vicAra karavA lAge ke AvI suMdara strIne mUkIne mAre javuM paDaze? te strIne teNe kahyuM ke mane tArA vinA gamaze nahi. tuM mArI sAthe cAla. tyAre teNe kahyuM ke huM tArI sAthe AvI zake tema nathI. tyAre thANadAre A vAta pitAnI eka strI mitrane kahI. teNIe kahyuM ke tame tyAM chupAIne jeje. huM badhuM ThIka karI daIza. te strI pelI strI pAse gaI ne bolI he devI! tuM khUba mAnItI lAge che. kema kharuM ne? huM tane ja pUchuM tene javAba ApIza? mAre e jANavuM che ke tAre atyAra sudhI keTalA keTalA sAthe prIti baMdhANuM che? tyAre pelI strI eka nahi paNa aneka nAmo bolatI gaI. ne A strI kAgaLa upara lakhatI gaI. 65 nAma thayA. pachI te belI haju paNa yAda kara. te sIe bIjA pAMca nAma lakhAvyA. 70 thayA. vadhu dabANa karatAM be bIjA yAda AvyA. paNa pelA thANadAranuM nAma kyAMya na AvyuM. te strIe thANadAra pAse jaIne kahyuM ke meM tenA premIonA nAma lakhI lIdhA che te vAMcI le. temAM tAruM te nAma nathI. ene tArA upara prIti nathI. thANadAranA manamAMthI premanuM bhUta nIkaLI gayuM che te strI pratyenI Asakti utarI gaI. tene samajAyuM ke huM mArga bhUlyA hatA. parastrImAM paDavuM te mahApApa che. jJAnI purUSe ATalA mATe kahe che ke he AtmA! tuM bIjAnA mohamAM paDIne zA mATe tArI amUlya jiMdagI barabAda kare che? uttama saMyama dharmanA pAlana mATe moha-mUchIne tyAga karavo jarUrI che. bhagavaMte saMyama be prakArane batAvyA che. viSayamAM na paDatA Indri u5ra saMyama rAkhave te indriya saMyama che, ne chakAya chanI rakSA karavI te prANu saMyama che. samyakajJAnanI prApti thatAM mana-vacana ane kAyAthI jIva saMyamamAM pravRtti karI zake che. mithyAtvI, parigrahanA lepI ane vyasanamAM paDelA jIve saMyamanuM pAlana karI zakatA nathI. zarIra pratyenI mamatA cheDI tene te saMyama pALavAnuM sAdhana mAne. paNa je AtmA zarIrane pitAnuM sarvasva samajI tenI mAvajata karavAmAM paDI rahe te maLele uttama bhAva hArI jAya che. eka vakhata eka rAjA hAthI upara besIne jaMgalamAM zikAra karavA mATe jato hato. tyAre eka kaLIe zAba pIne rAjAnA hAthIne joIne pUchyuM ke he rAjA ! tu hAthI vecIza? rAjAne khUba gusso caDha. teNe rAjadarabAramAM te kebIne bolAvyA ne

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zAradA sAgara pUchyuM, ke zuM tuM mArA hAthI kharIdIza? te samajI gayA ke mArI koI bhUla thai che. teNe kahyuM ke mahArAjA! huM garIba mANasa Apane hAthI kyAMthI kharIdI zakuM? tyAre maMtrIe kahyuM ke e nahAtA khAlatA. paNa e zAkha pIdhelA khelatA hatA. tapAsa karatAM khabara paDI ke e kALIe dArU pIdhA hatA. A rIte jIva mAha-madirAnu pAna karIne je peAtAnu nathI temAM mamatva buddhi karI zata-visa kaleza pAmI rahyo che. mATe meha-mamatvanuM aMdhana tADIne temAMthI alaga thaI saMyamanuM pAlana kareA. ajJAnI jIvAne saMyamanu' mahattva samajAtu nathI. 34 banyuM che ema ke eka paDita eka vakhata rAjAnA darakhAramAM gayA. paNa kAie teneA bhAva na pUchyA. eTale teNe rAjaztAramAM mlAka kahyAH- ** ' tvaM cennI janAnurodhena, vazA 'smAsumaMdAdaraH / kA no sAnayamAnahAniriyatA syAkti tvamekaH prabhuH // guMjApuMja paramparAparicayadi bhallIjane sUjjhitaM / muladAma na dhAma dhArayati kiM kaNThe kuraMgIdazAm // he rAjan ! tuM nIca ane adhama puruSAnI vAteAmAM paDIne daztAramAM amArA jevA jJAnInA Adara kaphtA nathI. tArA dvilamAM amArA taraphanA Adara ocho thai gayA haze. paNa tethI zuM amArU mAna ghaTI javAnu che? jaMgalamAM rahetI bhIlaDIone jo motInA hAra maLe teA te ajJAnane vaza thaine metIne dhULamAM rAkhI nAMkhe te zu mAtInI kiMmata ochI thai javAnI che? te te eka divasa jarUra kAi rANInA gaLAnA hAra manavAnA che. evI rIte AjanA asacamI yugamAM saMyamanI upekSA thAya che. pazu tethI kaMi tenuM mahattva ochuM thaI jatuM nathI. saMyama aMgIkAra karIne janya jIvA anata sukha prApta kare che. mATe je sayama dhAraNa kare temAM zraddhA rAkhe, sayamanI kaLA khIlave ane temAM tallIna banI jAya teA tenA uddhAra thaI jAya che. manuSyane meAkSe lai janAra saMyama che. sayama mATe bIjo eka nyAya ApuM. vizalyA pUrvajanmamAM tenu haraNu karanAre tene bhayAnaka jaMgalamAM mUkI dIdhI hatI. tyAM te jaMgalamAM vanaphaLa khAIne rahetI hatI. A rIte keTalAya varSo jaMgalamAM duHkha leAgavatA vItI gayA. chevaTamAM tenA pitA zodhatA zodhatA tyAM Ave che. te samaye vizalyAne pakaDavA AvatA ajagara joyA. tethI tenA pitA ajagarane mAravA jAya che. tyAre vizalyA mAravA nathI daitI ne ajagara DhADIne nadImAM paDI jAya che. vizalyAe ajagarane mAratA bacAvyA. temAM vaLI peAtAne gaLI javA DhADatA hatA ne bacAvyA. te abhayadAnanA pratApe vizalyAnA evA prabhAva paDyA ke tenA nAvaNunuM pANI kAi rAgI upara chAMTe

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zAradA sAgara 635 te tene roga maTI jato. A abhayadAna ane saMyamane pratApa che. A graMthakAranI vAta che. mATe huM tamane kahuM chuM ke yathAzakti saMyamanuM pAlana kare, je saMyamanuM pAlana karaze te tame tamArA jIvanane surakSita banAvI zakaze. saMyamathI mAnavajIvananI zobhA che. saMyama vinAne mANasa manuSyanA LiyAmAM pazu jevuM che. anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne kahe che he mahArAja! meM evA gADha karmo bAMdhyA hatA te mArA puruSArtha vinA kema chUTe? bIjA badhA game teTalA prayatna kare, sevA kare, davA kare, ubhA ne ubhA rahe paNa bhogavavAnuM kone? potAne ja ne? baMdhuo! tame mAnatA ho ke mArI pAse paise che. mANaso che. badhuM che. have mAre zuM duHkha che. paNa eTaluM yAda rAkhajo ke - udaya AvatA tyAre, lega phI ehanA, vipAke bhAgI nA keI, bAMdhanAre ja bhagave. jyAre karelA karmo udayamAM Avaze tyAre temAM kei bhAga nahi paDAve. anAthI muninI vAta tame sAMbhaLe che ne? tene tyAM keTalI samRddhi hatI ne kevuM premALa kuTuMba hatuM. chatAM kaI rega maTADI zakayuM nahi. tyAre temaNe eka nizcaya karyo ke manuSya janma prApta karIne AtmasAdhanA karavA mATe saMyama e zreSTha sAdhana che. saMyamarUpI naukAne sahAre na letA meM mAtA-pitA, patnI Adine mAre rega maTADanArA samajIne temane vaLage. paNa e ja bicArA anAtha hatA te mAre roga kyAMthI maTADI zake? jyAre mArAthI vedanA sahana na thaI tyAre rAtre sUtA sUtA meM e nirNaya karyo, ke je mAre rega maTI jAya to huM saMsArarUpa sAgarane taravAnI saMyamarUpI uttama naukAmAM besI jAuM. emAM mArA AtmAne sukha maLaze. sukha e kaI bahAranI cIja nathI. sukha e AtmAne nija guNa che. te parathI maLe tema nathI. tArAmAM akhUTa sukhano khajAne hovA chatAM paNa tuM duHkhI kema che? AvA vicAre caDhI gaye. basa, eka vAra A vipula vedanAmAMthI mukta thAuM te huM ke muni banuM?khate eTale krodhAdi kaSAyane tyAga karuM, daza cati dharma che. temAM pahelo dharma che kSamA. sAdhu ghara choDIne saMyamI bane che tyAre te nakakI kare che ke saMyamamAM mane game tevA pariSaha ke upasargo Avaze, kaI mArI sAme prazaMsAnA puSpa pAtharaze te harakhAIza nahi ane kaI kaTu vacana, niMdAnA kaMTaka pAtharaze te paNa tenA upara gusse nahi karuM. baMne prasaMgomAM samAnabhAva rAkhIza. gurU kadAca mArA para gusse thaze te paNa huM Akare nahi banuM. evI kSamA rAkhIza. daMta - pAMca indrionuM damana karIza. gocarI jaIza tyAre anukULa ke pratikULa saMgamAM saheja paNa dukha nahi dharuM. e rIte pAMceya Indrione saMyamamAM rAkhIza. ane nirAraMbhe jemAM koI paNa jIvanI hiMsA thAya tevA AraMbhanA kAryane huM tyAga karIza. e kSAnta

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36 krAnta, nirAra bhImuni banIza. me Ave! dRDha nizcaya karyo evaM ca cintaittANaM, patto me narAhivA / pariyattantie rAie, veyaNA me khayaM gayA // zAradA sAgara uta. sa. a. 20 gAthA 33 huM narAdhipa! AvI citavaNA karIne huM pathArImAM sUi gayeA. mArA zuddha saMkalpanA aLe mArA vedanIya kramanA aMta AvavAnA haze tethI jema jema rAtrI vyatIta thatI gai tema tema mArI vedanA zAMta thavA lAgI. ghaNAM divasathI UMgha karIne UMndhyA na hatA. mArA mAtA-pitA, patnI, bhAI, bahene ane mitrA badhA mArA mATe rAtrinA akhaMDa ujAgarA karatA hatA. mArA roga zAMta thavAthI huM cIseA pADatA baMdha thayA ne AMkha mIMcAI gaI. mane UMgha AvelI jANIne mArA mAta-pitAne khUba AnaMdna thayA. kAraNa ke je rAgIne UMgha AvatI nathI tenA rAga asAdhya manAya che, mane UMgha AvatI na hatI tethI mArA mAtA-pitA Adi mArA rega asAdhya mAnIne ciMtAthI du:khI thaI rahyA hatA. paNa mane UMgha AvI javAthI mArA mAtA-pitA, patnI, bhAI-baheneA badhA khuza thayA. teo ema samajavA lAgyA have A rAgathI mukata thaze. te vakhate tene kevA Anada thayA haze ! tenu varNana huM karI zaktA nathI. mArA gharanA badhA mane UMghI gayelA mAnatA hatA. paNa he rAjA! mArI nidrA bIjA prakAranI hatI. e badhA mane sUtele samajatA hatA, ne peAtAne jAgRta samajatA hatA. paNa mArA mAnavA pramANe hu jAgatA hatA ne gharanA badhA sUtelA hatA. pAtAnI suSupti ane gharanA mANasAnI jAgRtimAM muni zuM aMtara khatAve che te A zleAka dvArA samajI zakAze. yA nizA sarva bhUtAnAM tasyAM jArgati saMyamI / yasyAM jArgAta bhUtAni sA nizA pazyato muneH // badhAM leAkA jene rAta samaje che temAM sayamI purUSa jAgatA rahe che. ane jemAM Akhu jagata jAge che ene tattvajJAnI muni rAta samaje che. matalakha e che ke saMsAranA mehamAM lapaTAyelA leke jene satya samaje che tene jJAnI purUSa asatya samaje che. ane je tattvanI vAta saMsAranA mAhamAM phasAyelA leAkAthI chUpAyelI hAya che tene jJAnIe spaSTa dekhe che. anAthI muninA AtmA have sajAga banyA hatA. eTale temanI dRSTi saMsArathI parADa.mukha khanI AtmA tarapha DhaLI hatI. eTale temanI dRSTithI peAte UMghI gayA haiAvA chatAM jAgRta hatA. ne temanA mAtA-pitA vigere saMsAranA mehamAM jakaDAyelA hatA. tethI mAnatA hatA ke have ApaNA putra sAjo thaze ane ApaNI icchAo pUrNa karaze. jethI teo Anandva vibhAra banyA hatA. eTale jAgRta hAvA chatAM uMghatA hatA. have anAthI

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zAradA sAgara muni kahe che huM uMghamAMthI savAra paDatAM jAgRta thaye tyAre mAtA-pitA badhA mane zuM kahevA lAgyA te vAta avasare. anAthI munie saMyama levAne saMkalpa karyo ne temane roga nAbUda thaI gaye. tema AyaMbIla tapa karavAthI paNa mANasanA mahAna roga nAbUda thAya che. AyaMbIlanI ebIne Aje bIjo pavitra divasa che. ApaNA jaina dharmamAM tapanI mahattA khUba che. AyaMbIlane mahimA paNa kaMI je te nathI. AyaMbIla tapamAM rasendriyano svAda jItavAne che. tapa dvArA junA cIkaNuM karmonI nirjarA thAya che. AyaMbIla tapanI ArAdhanA karavAthI bhalabhalA roga maTI jAya che. te mATe zrIpALa rAjAnuM javalaMta daSTAMta che zrIpALa rAjAne kevI rIte kaDhano rega thaye ne kevI rIte maTaye te thoDuM vicArIe. eka rAjAne mayaNAsuMdarI ane surasuMdarI nAmanI be putrIo hatI. mayaNasuMdarInI mAtA jaina dharmanI anurAgI hatI. ane surasuMdarInI mAtA anya dhamI hatI. baMne putrIone bhaNAvavA mATe upAdhyAya judAjudA rAkhelA. mayaNAsuMdarIne jaina dharmanuM suMdara jJAna maLyuM hatuM. jaina dharmamAM karmanI phIlesophI khuba suMdara rIte samajAvavAmAM AvI che. baMne kuMvarIo bhaNIgaNIne taiyAra thaI. eka divasa baMne bahene taiyAra thaIne pitAjInI pAse jAya che. tyAre pitAjI baMne putrIone pitAnI pAse besADIne prazno pUche che. mayaNAsuMdarIe kahela satya vAta H mayaNAsuMdarI jena dharmanI anurAgI hatI eTale beTI vAtamAM hA kahenArI na hatI. tenA pitAjI pUche che beTA! A duniyAne sukhI koNa banAvI zake che? tyAre surasuMdarI kahe che pitAjI! eka teM megharAjA. megharAjAnI maherabAnI hoya te duniyAnA dareka jIvane annapANI maLe ne AnaMdathI jIvI zake. paNa megharAjAnI maherabAnI vinA, anna pANI vinA herAna parezAna banI jAya che. ane bIjA Apa. ApanI maherabAnI hoya te prajA sukhe rahI zake. Apa dhAre te badhAne sukhI ke duHkhI banAvI zako cho. A putrIne javAba sAMbhaLI pitAjI rAjI thayA. mayaNAsuMdarIe kahyuM. pitAjI! sukha-dukha e sonA pUrvakarmanuM phaLa che. A duniyAmAM kaI kaIne sukha ke duHkha ApI zakatuM nathI. dareka pitAnA puNyathI sukha bhogave che ne pApakarmanA udayathI dukha bhegave che. A sAMbhaLI rAjAne mayaNAsuMdarI upara keja Avyo, ane jeNe pitAnI "hA" mAM "hA milAvI te sura suMdarIne eka rAjakumAra sAthe paraNAvI. tyAra bAda te gAmamAM 500 keDhIyAonuM TeLuM pharatuM pharatuM te gAmamAM Ave che. te dIkarInA javAbathI pitAjIne praka5 - A koDha e bhayaMkara hato ke ghaNuM dUrathI tenI durgadha AvavA lAge. ane rega paNa khuba cepI hatA. temanA saMgamAM je rahe temane rega thAya. eTale A keThIyAone kaI gAmamAM pesavA detuM nathI. tyAre koDhIyAo je gAmamAM jAya te gAmanA rAjA pAse mAMgaNI karatA ke amane gAma bahAra

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zAradA sAgara 3. khAvAnI sagavaDatA Ape. nahitara gAmamAM AvIzu eTale temane mATe rAjA khAvApIvAnI sAmagrI mAkalI ApatA. ne kADhIyA khAI pIne AnaMda karatA. A kADhIyAnI ToLImAM zrIpALa zajA kevI rIte AvyA hatA? zrIpALa tA nAnA hatA ne tenA pitA laDAimAM mRtyu pAmyA. eTale tenI mAtA tene laine duzmanathI chUpI rIte bhAgI chUTelI. te nAsatI bhAgatI vagaDAmAM AvI. tyAM teNe koDhIyAnu TALu joyuM. e kADhIyAoe pUchyuM ke he mAtA! tuM ATalI badhI bhayabhIta kema che ? tyAre rANIe badhI vAta karI. koDhIyAoe kahyuM tArA dIkaro amane soMpI de. paNa amArI sAthe raheze teA kADhIyeA thai jaze. tyAre mAtAe eka ja vicAra karyo ke "jIvatA nara bhadrA pAme." mArA dIkarA kADhIce thaI jaze paNa jIvatA haze te kayAreka rAjyanA vArasadAra banaze. ema samajIne keADhIyAne putra soMpI dIdhA. kADhIyA tene ukharANA kahetA. ne tene 500 nA uparI rAjA banAvye. koDhIyAo kahe ke amArA barANA rAjakanyA paraNaze. - A 500nuM TALu pharatu pharatu te gAmamAM AvyuM. temane prajAjane kahe che gAmamAM na Avaze. paNa e teA kahe che amArA kharANAne A gAmanA rAjAnI kuMvarI paraNAvavI che. tyAre leAkeA kahe che tamane kuMvarI kANu paraNAvaze ? A kahe che rAjA pAvaze. rAjAne A vAtanI khakhara paDI eTale zajAe mayaNAsuMdarIne kADhIyAnI sAthe paraNAvI dIdhI ne kahyuM ke saiA puNya pramANe sukha-duHkha bhAgave che. te have tuM paNa tArA puNya pramANe sukha bhagavI leje. AvI svarUpavAna kanyAne joine kharANA kahe che tu mane aDakIza nahi. jo tu mane aDakIza teA tane paNa Ave roga lAgu paDaze. huM paNa tArA jevA svarUpavAna hatA. paNa cAritranA rakSaNa mATe mArI mAtA mane laIne bhAgI chUTI hatI. A kADhIyAoe mane sahAro ApyA. temanA saMgamAM rahevAthI huM paNa temanA jevA khanI gayA che. mATe tuM amArAthI dUra rahe. pitAnA kApa sAme paNa aTala jainadharmAMnI zraddA - jene rage rage jaina dharmanA raga lAgelA che tevI mayaNAsuMdarI kahe che svAmInAtha! mane kaMI thavAnuM nathI. Apa mArI ciMtA na karo. mayaNAsuMdarI kADhIyA sAthe jAya che. A joIne gAmanA lAke cAMdhAre AMsue raDe che. ahA! AvI apsarA jevI putrIne kADhIyA sAthe kema paraNAvI? rAjA kema AvA nirdaya anI gayA? tyAre kaMIka ema khAlavA lAgyA teNe pitAne kevA uddhRta javAba ApyA? mATI jaina dharmanI DhIMgalI thaIne nIkaLI che teA have tenA jaina dharmAMtene sukhI karaze. game te rIte khelavA lAgyA paNa mayaNAsuMdarInA dilamAM sheja paNa glAni nathI. hasate cahere jai rahI che. khUba premathI kADhIyA patinI sevA kare che. pharatI pharatI mayaNAsuMdarI meAsALanA gAmamAM AvI paNa koine potAnI ALakhANu ApatI nathI. te samajatI hatI ke AvI sthitimAM kAkA mAmA kAi sagA nahi thAya.

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zAradA sAgara AyaMbIla tapane mahAna prabhAva-gAmamAM jaina muni birAjatAM hatAM. A mayaNAsuMdarI saMtanA darzana karavA mATe gaI. saMte tene oLakhI. tethI pUchayuM che mayaNAsuMdarI! tuM ahIM kyAMthI? mayaNa kahe che gurUdeva! hamaNAM ame ahIM AvyA chIe. zuM tArA lagna thayA che? tyAre mayaNAe pitAnI badhI vAta karI ane kahyuM. gurUdeva! mane A rIte paraNAvI tenuM mane leza mAtra duHkha nathI. phakta mane duHkha eTaluM che ke mAre jena dharma niMdAya che. joke ema kahe che ke dharmane khAtara AvA patine paraNI ! te kevI duHkhI thAya che? mATe kRpA karIne mAro jaina dharma niMdAya nahi te mArga mane batAvo. bIje divase Aso suda sAtamane divasa AvatuM hatuM. gurUdeve kahyuM ke Aso suda sAtamanA divasathI tame AyaMbIla tapanI ArAdhanA kare. temAM paMca parameSTi ane jJAnadarzana-caritra ane tapa e nava padanI ArAdhanA kare. tenI vidhi samajAvI, mayaNAsuMdarI vicAra karavA lAgI ke AyaMbIla kyAM karavuM? gAmamAM koI amane Azraya Ape tema nathI. A vakhate zeTha zrI maNIbhAI vIrANI jevA gAmanA udAra nagarazeTha tyAM beThA hatA. temaNe kahyuM ke bahena! tame mAre ghera AyaMbIla karavA Avaje. A lAbha mane maLavuM joIe, tyAre mayaNAsuMdarIe kahyuM bhAI! mArI sAthe 500 kahIyA che ne teo cepI regavALA che. kadAca cepa lAge te zuM? tyAre nagarazeTha kahe che e te sonA karma thAya che. tamAre mAre tyAM AvavAnuM che. mayaNAsuMdarI zeThanA AmaMtraNane svIkAra kare che ne badhA tyAM Ave che. 500 keDhIyA kahe che bahena! tame ane amArA uMbarANa tyAM jAva ame te dharmazALAmAM rahIzuM. paNa zeThane atyaMta Agraha hovAthI badhA tyAM Ave che. mayaNAsuMdarI khUba zraddhA pUrvaka navapadanI AyaMbIlanI oLInI ArAdhanA kare che. ane badhAne karAve che. navakAra maMtra gaNIne badhAnA zarIre hAtha pherave che. juo, AyaMbIla tapane ke prabhAva che. nava divasamAM badhe roga maTI gayA ne cAmaDI jevI cAmaDI thaI gaI. ne badhA pitAnA asala rUpamAM AvI gayA. uMbarANe rAjAne kuMvara hate. temaja 500 keDhIyA paNa rAjAnA kuMvare hatA. badhA mayaNAsuMdarInA pagamAM paDI gayA. aho! he satI! tuM je amane na maLI heta te amane AvA rogamAMthI mukta koNa karata? A badhe tAre pratApa che. badhA tene upakAra mAnatAM navapadanuM smaraNa karatAM pitapatAnA sthAne cAlyA gayA. samaya thaI gayo che. have mayaNAsuMdarI tenA patinI sAthe saMtanA darzana karavA jaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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640 zAradA sAgara vyAkhyAna naM - 74 Aso suda 9 ne semavAra tA.131075 anaMta jJAnI mahAna purUSAe jagatanA jInA uddhAra mATe siddhAMtanI prarUpaNA karI. temAM bhagavAnanI aMtima vANI uttarAdhyayana sUtranuM 20muM adhyayana jemAM anAthI nigrathane bhAna thayuM ke saMsAranA saMbaMdhe badhA svArthamaya che. evI anubhUti thayA pachI Atma tatvanI atUTa zraddhA pragaTa karI che te potAnA anubhavathI AtmasvarUpane nizaMka nirNaya karyo che. baMdhuo ! mAnava janmamAM AvIne je jIve sAcI sAdhanA karI, sAdhavA jevuM sAdhyuM, meLavavA jevuM meLavyuM ne pitAnA dehanI upAdhi choDI AtmasvarUpanI sAdhanA karI "tasya manuSyanama: sat" tenuM A mAnavajIvana saphaLa bane che. bAkI AkhI jiMdagI dhanArAmamAM gumAvI, lAkha rUpiyA pedA karyA, moTI ImArata baMdhAvI tethI AgaLa vadhIne saMghamAM, rASTramAM ne dezamAM netAnuM pada prApta karyuM paNa jyAM sudhI AtmasvarUpane nirNaya karyo nathI, vItarAge kahelA deva-gurU ane dharma pratye zraddhA pragaTI nathI tyAM sudhI jagatanI game teTalI kAryavAhI karI te badhI DAMgaranA tarAne khAMDavA samAna che. jJAnI kahe che he jIva! bhautika padArtho pAchaLa tuM je AMdhaLI deTa lagAvI rahyo che ne jaDanA jhaLakATamAM mohI gayA che te taraphathI tArI daSTi pheravIne eka vAra tArA caitanya devane oLakhI le te janmojanmanA daridra TabI jaze. anAdikALathI jenI zodha karI rahyo che te zodhane aMta AvI jaze. mahAna purUSa e saMdeza Ape che ke teM artha ane kAmanI pAchaLa jiMdagIbhara mahenata karI paNa Atma tatvanI pIchANa karavA mATe keTalI mahenata karI? bolo mArA vAlakezvaranA jhaverIo! tame keTalA vakhatathI hIrA tapAsa che? tenA jhaverI banyA paNa AtmarUpI amUlya kahInura hIrAnI kiMmata AMkavAnA jhaverI banyA che ? (hasAhasa). AnuM mULa kAraNa e che ke jeTalI jIvane jaDa padArtho pratyenI rUcI che teTalI tattvajJAna prApta karavA pratyenI rucI jAgI nathI. "vIrA tattva sunti, ghasnetta, satta, pAnti ' virala mANase tattvane sAMbhaLe che, hadayamAM dhAre che, zraddhA kare che ne tenuM pAlana kare che. A duniyAmAM mAnavanI saMkhyAne tUTe nathI. tema dharma karanAranI saMkhyA paNa ghaNI che. paraMtu jene bAhA padArthone meha cheDIne AtmAne jANavAnI jijJAsA jAgI che te AtmA pAtra banyo che, pAtratA prApta karatAM pahelAM pote pAtra banavuM paDaze. pAtra haze te pAtratA Avaze. je gRhasthAzramamAM satya, nIti ane pramANikatAnuM devALuM haze bhakSyAbhaNyanuM bhAna nahi hoya, dayA ane dAnanA saMskAro nahi hoya to AtmatatvanI vAto sAMbhaLavAnI rUci kayAMthI thaze? je AtmA taraphanI rUci pragaTAvavI hoya te sarva

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zAradA sAgara 641 prathama saddagurUne samAgama karI bhUmikAne cekhI kare. UdhI mAnyatA ane avaLA saMskAre dUra nahi thAya tyAM sudhI AtmatattavanI rUci nahi thAya mATe pAtratA pragaTAve. dareka bhavya cha siddhapadanA adhikArI che paNa pAtratA vinA pAmI zakAya nahi. parama tattvane pAmavA mATenI sAcI jijJAsA, vinaya, viveka, gRhasthAzrama pavitra temaja vahepAramAM nyAya, nIti ane pramANikatA hoya tene sAcI rUci pragaTe che. je jenakuLamAM janmyA che. jenAmAM enatvanA saMskAra che. haju samyagdarzana pAmyA nathI paNa pAmavAnI lAyakAta che tene jIvana vyavahAra ke suMdara hoya che ! anItinA lAkhe rUpiyA maLe to tene mATe nadInI retI barAbara che. te samaje ke mane jema dArU na khape tema anItinuM dhana paNa na khape. che Aje ATalI bhAvanA ! Aje to paisA mATe vahepArIne dArU pIvaDA paDe te pivaDAve. ahAhA ! keTalA bhava mATe AvA karmo jIva karI rahyo che ! AvA che jenakuLamAM janmavA chatAM jaina nathI. devAnupriye! jenAmAM jainatvanA sAcA saMskAra che. tenA aMtaramAM kevA pavitra bhAve hAya! kaI mArI stuti kare ke niMdA kare che temAM mAre zuM? hIrA-mANeka suvarNa Adi game teTalA maLe te temAM mAruM zuM? e te badhA pRthvIkAyanI jAtinA che. te rahe te ya zuM na jAya te paNa mAruM zuM javAnuM che? lakSmI maLavAthI mane sAcuM sukha maLavAnuM nathI. paNa mane AtmasvarUpanI ramaNatAmAM sAcuM sukha maLavAnuM che. saMsAranA zAstra bhautika padArthonI prAptimAM sukha batAve che tyAre vItarAganA zAstro AtmasvarUpanI ramaNatAmAM sAcuM sukha batAve che. bhautika padArthonuM sukha vinAzI che ne AtmAnuM sukha avinAzI che. temAM AkuLatA vyAkuLatA nathI. AvA zAzvata sukhane sAce upAya jaina darzanamAM batAvyuM che. jyAre AtmAne tenuM jJAna maLe che tyAre AtmAnA svarUpanuM bhAna thAya che. ne tenI sAna ThekANe Ave che. - anAthI muninA AtmAe pUrvabhavamAM evuM gADha karmabaMdhana karyuM haze ke jethI A bhavamAM bhayaMkara remanA bhaMga banI gayA. duniyAmAM thAya teTalA upacAra karavAmAM AvyA chatAM vedanA zAMta na thaI. tyAre e nirNaya karyo ke pUrvabhavamAM mArA AtmAe kevA karmo karyA haze? te karmo mane udayamAM AvyA che te have te karmo mArA purUSArtha dvArA khapaze. pApakarma evuM nikAcina bAMdhyuM che to have bhagavatI vakhate zeka zA mATe karavo joIe? ApaNe AgaLa kahI gayA ne ke jene AtmasvarUpanI pachANa thAya che te jIva karmodayanA samaye samAdhibhAvamAM rahe che. paNa kadI cittamAM asamAdhi lAvate nathI. hAyaya karato nathI. e to e vicAra kare che ke meM pApakarma nikAcIta bAMdhyuM che te te udayamAM AvIne duHkha ApyA vinA rahevAnuM nathI. te te samaye je cittamAM asamAdhi thaze, ke Avaze te navA karmo baMdhAze.

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642 zAradA sAgara khaMdhue ! karma jeTalI sthitinu jevA se ne jevA pariNAme khAMdhyu hAya che te teneA AbAdhA kALa pUrA thatAM udayamAM Ave che ne bhegavAya che. dA. ta. jIve pApa ka khAMdhyuM, udayamAM AvyuM, duHkha paDayuM ne bhegavAIne kharI gayuM. te rIte zubha karma khAMdhyuM, udayamAM AvyuM, sukhanI sAmagrI maLI ane bheLavatAM e karma kharI gayuM. A rIte AtmA upara lAgelA badhA karmo kharI jAya eTale meAkSa thAya. tattvArtha sUtramAM umAsvAtijIe kahyu che. " tsana varmakSayo mokSaH / '' saMpUNaeN kanA nAza eTale mekSa. jIva anaMtakALathI saMsAramAM bhame che. zubhAzubha karmonusAra sukha-duHkha bhAgave che. devAnupriye!! tamane saMsAra gulAmanA phUla jevA maneAhara lAgyA che ne? paNa yAda rAkhajo ke emAM svArthInA sApelIyA samAyA che, paNa tamArI pAse ene jovAnI ArasI nathI. e ArasI kai? te tame jANeA che ? siddhAMta. e siddhAMta rUpI ArasIthI svArthanA sApeAlIyA joi zakAya che. Aje tame sukha-saMpattinI tRSNAmAM taNAI rahyA che! ne AMdhaLI doTa mUkI rahyA che paNa yAda rAkhajo ke pAchaLathI pastAvu na paDe. tattvajJAnI purUSAe peAkArIne kahyuM che, ke saMsAra azAMtimaya che, jIMjhavAnA nIra samAna che ne aMdhArAnI amAvAsyAnI rAtrInA duHkha jevA che. te duHkha rUpI kaTakA ane khaDAthI bharelA che. paNa tamane e haju duHkharUpa lAgyA nathI. tamane teA saMsArasva samAna lAgyA che ne ? paraMtu samaya Avye samajAya che. ane ahIMyA eka vAta yAda Ave che. eka hatA dhanAlAla. paNa dhana vinAnA, dhanAlAlanI mUjhavaNa visedivase vadhatI jatI hatI. kAraNa ke pAse dhana na hatu. ane enI patnI teA kedhamukhI hatI. krodha karavA te tenuM mukhya kartavya hatuM. dhanAlAla ghaNI mahenata kare paNa paisA maLatA nathI. tame jANA che ne ke paisA vinAnA mANasa saMsAramAM kaMsAra jevA nahi paNa kasAra jevA gaNAya che. dhana teA bhAgyathI maLe che. dhana vinAnA dhanAlAlane tame kevI rIte elAvA! eka gujazatI kahevata che ke nANA vinAnA nAthIyA, nANe nAthAlAla. te rIte dhana vinAnA dhanIe ! A dazAmAM AkhA svArtha bharelA saMsAra je jJAnIoe kahyA che te tamane samajAya che? mane lAge che ke ekAda vAra lAta paDe teA tamane samajAya. paNa A mahinA dheAdha eTaleA khadhA vahI rahyA che ke temAM tamArI AMkha ughaDatI nathI. dhanAnI patnIe karkaza vacana saMbhaLAvI dIdhA ne dhamakI paNa ApI dIdhI. have A gharamAM paisA vagara paga mUkavA Avaze! nahi. tIkSNa dhAra jevA patnInA vacane sAMbhaLI paisA vinAnA taraphaDatA dhaneA jenu haiyu vacanethI vIMdhAI rahyuM che teNe vicAra karyo have mAre jIvavAne zuM artha che? kAraNa, ke huM jene mArA mAnatA hatA te badhA sagA mArA nathI paNa paisAnA sagA che. ahAhA! kevI svArthavRtti! meM mArA jIvanamAM ATale bhega ApyA chatAM eNe mane kevA zabdo kahyA masa, Avu' jIvana jIvIne zuM karavuM che?

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zAradA sAgara kharekhara A jagatamAM svArthanI sattA cAle che. 643 "saguM tAru' kANu sAcu' re saMsAriyAmAM mAtA, pitA, bhAi, bahena, patnI, kuTuMba-khIle bhale mAro mAne paNa huM cetana! e tAruM kAI nathI. vItarAgadevanA zAsanamAM saMsAranA svarUpane mahA bhayaMkara kahyuM che te vAta khATI nathI. svArthathI kaMika ana thAya che. svArtha e bhISaNa khAI che. khAImAM paDanAra temAMthI nIkaLI zakatA nathI. temAM A te koI vicitra khAI che ! nIkaLavA mathuM tA ya nIkaLI zakate nathI. kharekhara, Aje mArI patnIe je vacanA kahyA che te mane haiyAmAM Aga samAna lAgyA che. joyA ne tamArA saMsAra kevA che ? tamArI mAnI tamArA kalyANane gumAvI rahyA che. saMsAra e retImAM ramya raheThANu che. eTale dariyAnA kinAre retInA DhagalA joI khALaka mahela banAve che. pachI tenu mana nAcI UThe che. enI Urmio dvilamAM ubharAI uThe che. paNa jyAM pavananA jhapATo Ave tyAM tenA retIneA ramya mahela ratIvat khanI jAya che. bALaka teA ajJAna hAvAthI A dRzya joi sthira banI gayA. kharekhara ajJAna keTaluM bhayaMkara che. ajJAna bALakanA retInA ramya raheThANunI jema saMsAranA pravAsI paNu duHkhabharelA sa MsAramAM sukhanA svapnA sevI rahyA che. A rIte dhanAlAlane AtmA kakaLI uThatA saMsAranI vATe upaDayA, ane eka vaDalAnI vaDavAie gaLe phrAMsA khAvA taiyAra thayA. kAraNake anatakALathI jIvane sukha upara rAga ane duHkha upara dveSa che. paNa jo te karmanA svarUpane samaje te kayAre paNa tene Ave vicAra nahi thAya. paNa te samajaze ke mArA khAMdhelA kramanuM phaLa huM bhAgavuM chuM. ajJAnadazAmAM paDelA dhanAlAlane te vicAra na Avye ke zuM A duHkhathI trAsIne gaLe phrAMsA khAiza te mArA mATe svargamAM seAnAnA siMhAsana taiyAra karyAM che? paNa ghAra ajJAnatAe tene sAcI krizA bhUlAvI dIdhI ane te AvuM kAryaM karavA uThayA. jayAM e phrAMse khAvA jAya che tyAM azya deraDuM tUTI gayuM ne te khacI gayA. bheAMya paDIne kheAlavA lAgyA ke A svAthI duniyAmAM pApI peTane bharavA mATe have mAre nathI jIvavuM.... nathI jIvavuM. mArA prANane bacAvavA pAzathI mukata karanAra he vidhAtA! pApI nirdhanane bacAvIne tuM zuM karIza? paisA vinAnA prANInI A duniyAmAM kiMmata kayAM che ? deve kahyuM ke huM purUSa! tAru puNya jAgyuM che. tArA pApI peTanI ciMtA tu cheADI de. tArA prANanuM rakSaNa karavA huM. tArA upara prasanna thaye| .... mAMga....mAMga. devanA darzana kadApi niSphaLa jatA nathI. prasanna thayelA devanA vacana sAMbhaLI dhanAlAlanI prakRti prabhAtanA khIlelA puSpanI jema prapullita banIne eTalI uThI huM mArA deva! Apa mArA upara prasanna thayA che. e mArA parama aDDAbhAgya che. mAre sukha joIe che. huM duHkhathI

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644 zAradA sAgara kaMTALI gaye chuM. tethI huM prANa tajavA taiyAra thayA hatA. Apane mane sukhI kare che te thoDo samaya mane Apo. te huM sukha zodhIne AvuM. ne pachI huM mAMgIza. tathAstu kahI deva adazya thaI gayA. dhanAlAla te upaDayA. eka moTI havelImAM tenA vaibhava vilAse jaIne tenuM mana nAcI uThayuM. ahAhA ! basa, mAre AvuM sukha joIe che. tyAM aMdarathI eka rUdanano sUra saMbhaLA. are, huM AvA sukha pAchaLa hiMga banuM chuM te aMdara keNa raDe che? tyAre aMdara kaI bAIne joIne pUchayuM - are bahena! tamAre ATaluM badhuM sukha che chatAM ATaluM badhuM kema raDo cho? are bhAI! mane sukha-zAMti denAra keI nathI. A badhuM sukha bhaMgAra jevuM che. mAnavInA paDachAyA jevuM che, kAraNa ke sukha pAchaLa duHkhane dariye AvI rahela che. mArA pati saMsAra sukha tajI svargagamana karI gayA che. kahe bhAI! tuM ene sukha mAne ke duHkha? are, bahena! ene sukha kahevAya! e to duHkha ja kahevAya. dhanAlAla AgaLa jAya che. pharIne bIjo baMgale dekhe che. tyAM zeTha-zeThANIne raDatA jue che. zeThane pUche che - are ! tame ATalA badhA sukhI cho ne raDo cho kema? are! bhAI! huM sukhI nathI. meM paiso bhego karavA lehInA TIpA pADayA che. pArAvAra pApa karyuM che. paralokane vicAra nathI karyo, tijorIo tara bharI che. putranA pAraNanI pAchaLa AzAmAM ne AzAmAM huM vRddha bane paNa haju mAre ghera dIkaro nathI. A saMsAra madhubiMdu jevo che. temAM sukhanI AzA rAkhavI te mUrkhAI che. janma-maraNa-saMga-viyoga, ane sukha-duHkhanI ghaTamALathI bharele A saMsAra tene sukhamaya mAnavo te mahAmUrkhatA che. baMdhuo ! A badhI vAta tamane samajAya che ne? jyAM sudhI tamArA haiyAmAM saMsAra khaTakaze nahi tyAM sudhI deDadhAma aTakaze nahi. jyAM sudhI doDadhAma aTakaze nahi tyAM sudhI rakhaDapaTTI pUrI thaze nahi. A badhuM vicAratAM dhanAlAlanuM mana cagaDoLe caDhayuM. aho ! A saMsAra duHkhathI bharelo che. temAM sukha zodhavuM te mUkhaI che chevaTe tene vairAgya Ave che ne dIkSA le che. dhanAlAlane sAcuM sukha samajAI gayuM. tene e jJAna thayuM ke sAcuM sukha tyAgamAM che paNa saMsAramAM nathI. tenuM ajJAna dUra thayuM ne AtmajJAna thatAM saMyama mArge prayANa karyuM. AtmajJAna e jhaLahaLato dipaka che ne ajJAna e aMdhakAra che. jJAnI AtmAonI rage rage dharma rUcelo hoya che. prANa karatAM paNa dharmapriya hoya che. game teTaluM tene sukha maLe paNa te dharmano tyAga karIne sukha meLavavA IcchatA nathI. tamane dharma te game che ne? dharma vahAle che ne? paNa kevo vahAlo che e samaya Avye khabara paDe. eka vakhata eka madArI be mAMkaDA laIne kaI gAmamAM vecavA mATe AvyA. pharate pharate nAnA rAjAnA darabAramAM pahoMcI gaye. rAjAne kahyuM sAheba! mArA A be

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zAradA sAgara mAMkaDA kharIde. tamane khUba upayogI thaze. tyAre rAjAe pUchyuM, mAMkaDA mAre zuM upayogI thaze? tyAre madArI kahe ke sAheba! eka tamArI cokI karaze ne eka mazAla pakaDIne ubhuM raheze. rAjAne thayuM ThIka, mAre cokIdArane pagAra bacI jaze. eTale baMne mAMkaDA kharIdI lIdhA. rAtre eka rAjAnI cAkI bhare ne bIjuM mazAla pakaDIne ubhuM rahe. barAbara eka mahinA sudhI mAMkaDAe A kAma karyuM. rAjAne A joIne khUba AnaMda thaye ke aho! madArIe kevI sarasa TreInIMga ApI che. te mANasanI mAphaka kAma kare che. mAre te pagAra bacI gaye? eka vakhata rAtre eka mAMkaDuM cAkI kare che ne bIjuM mazAla pakaDIne ubhuM che samaya thatAM rAjA uMghI gayA. rAtanA rAjAne nekara kerIne karaMDIye laIne mahelamAM AvyuM. ane rAjAnA rUmanI bahAra ajavALuM paDatuM hatuM tyAM kerIo jevA beTho. ke keTalI kerIo pAkI che ne keTalI bagaDI gayelI che. sArI ane bagaDelI kerIo judI karavA lAgyuM. kerIo joIne mAMkaDAnuM mana lalacAyuM. mAMkaDAe mazAla rAjAnA upara pheMkI dIdhI ne ceka karanAra paNa cekI karavI cheDI karI levA mATe doDI gayA. rAjA upara saLagatI mazAla paDatA tenI sAla saLagI. rAjA ekadama jAgI gayA to bacI gayA. paNa mAMkaDAne mana rAjAnI kiMmata keTalI hatI? jyAM sudhI kerI nahotI joI tyAM sudhI rAjAnuM rakSaNa karyuM paNa kerI maLatAM rAjA banI jaze ke tenuM zuM thaze tenI paravA na karI. A daSTAMta mAre tamArA upara utAravuM che. devAnupriye ! sAmAyika karavA mATe hAthamAM patharaNuMnI thelI laIne upAzraye AvavA taiyAra thayA. paNa dIkare kahe ke bApujI! Aje te dukAne tamAruM ja kAma che. Aje moTe vahepArI AvavAno che. je tame haze te mATe sede thaze ne temAM naphe thaze. tyAre tame zuM karaze? patharaNanI thelI mUkI deze ke upAzraye Avaze? bole. te vakhate te patharaNanI thelI khIMTIe bharAvI dezo. upAzraye to kAle javAze paNa A vahepArI kAle hAthamAM nahi Ave. (hasAhasa). bele have tamArAmAM ne mAMkaDAmAM kaMI phera khare? mAre tamane mAMkaDA nathI kahevA paNa tamArI jAte tame samajI leje. e to bicArA tiryaMca jAti hatA paNa tame te buddhivAna manuSya che ne! ene kerI maLatAM. rAjA upara mazAla pheMkIne kerI levA dekAraNa ke ene rAjAnI kiMmata samajAI na hatI. tema tamane paNa jeTalI dhananI kiMmata samajAI che teTalI dharmanI kiMmata samajAI nathI, je dhana karatAM dharmanI kiMmata vadhu AMkI hatA te patharaNanI thelI khIMTIe bharAvI deta nahi. pahelA sAmAyika karI lauM. pachI dukAne jaIza. je bhAgyamAM haze te maLaze. AnuM nAma dharmanI kiMmata samajyA kahevAya. karma kyAre udayamAM Avaze ne AyuSya kayAre pUruM thaze tenI tamane khabara nathI. mATe bane

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646 zAradA sAgara teTalI dharma ArAdhanA karI le. jo AtmAne bhayaMkara ApattimAMthI khacAvanAra kAi hoya tA te dharma che. anAthI nigraMthanA gADha karmanA :utkraya thatAM rAga AvyA. temane kAI rAgathI mukta karavA samartha na thayuM tyAre anAthI munie saMkalpa karyo ke jo huM A rAgathI eka vAra mukta thauM teA kaSAya rahita, kSamAvAna ane ArabhathI 'hita sAdhu banuM. saMyama dharmanuM zaraNuM svIkAruM. kAraNa ke dharma vinA zAMti maLavAnI nathI. ema samajIne saMkalpa karyAM. anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne kahe che : evaM ca cintaittANaM, pasuttomi narAhivA / pariyatantI rAIe, veyaNA me khayaMgayA // utta. sa. a. 20, gAthA 33 huM rAjan! huM A rIte nizcaya karIne sUtA ke tarata mArI AMkha mIMcAI gaI. khuba veDhanA thatI hatI tenA kAraNe nidrA AvatI na hatI. rAta te divasathI paNa lAMkhI lAgatI hatI. AMkheA maTakuM paNa mAratI na hatI. tenA khale sayama levAnI bhAvanA bhAvI ke tarata sUtA veMta nidrA AvI gaI. jyAM jAgRta thaye tyAM jANe mane koi rAga na hAya tema sarva pIDA nAza thaI gaI. he rAjana! banyuM ema ke jema jema rAtrI vyatIta thatI gaI tema tema mArI vedanA ghaTatAM ghaTatAM prabhAta thatAM badhI zAMta thaI gai. dravyarAtrI vItatAM bhAvarAtrI rUpI ajJAna TaLavA lAgyuM. TaLatAM TaLatAM jJAnarUpI pADha pragaTayuM. dravyarAta gaI tyAM kAramI vedanA gai ne bhAvarAtrIrUpI ajJAna TaLatAM aMtaranA mela dhAvAi gayA. dravye sUrya ugyeA ane bhAve samyaktva rUpI sUryanA prakAza thayA. eTale AtmAnI zAMti prApta thai. huM ghaNAM dvivasathI udhyeA na hatA. tethI mane nidrA AvI javAthI badhAne khUSa AnaMda thayA. huM. te uMghI gayeA hatA chatAM te madhA jAgatA besI rahIne mArI rakSA karatA hatA. huM jAgRta thayA. mArI vedanA zAMta thavAthI mAruM mukha prapullita hatu. te jotAM te khadhAne jANe navu jIvana AvyuM hoya tema AnaMdamAM AvI gayA ne mArA mAtA-pitA pUchavA lAgyA ke beTA? tane kema che! bhAI- bahenA kahe che vIrA kema che? patnI pUche ke svAmInAtha! kema che? badhA ekI sAthe pUchavA lAgyA tyAre meM javAba ApyA. ke mane taddana sAru che. mane kAI jAtanI vedanA thatI nathI. tyAre mAtA kahe che. beTA! me amuka devanI mAnyatA mAnI hatI. te Aje phLI. bhAi-mahene kahe ke ame kharA dvilathI sevA karI hatI te saphaLa thai. patnI kahe meM badhI cIjone tyAga karyo hatA ne huM tamAre mATe rAja prabhune prArthInA kaztI hatI. te mArA pAkAra prabhue sAMbhaLyeA. tyAre vaidA ane DaoNkaTarI kahe ke amArA IlAjonI asara thaI. tethI bhAIne sAru thayu. saiA pAtapAtAnI rIte

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zAradA sAgara 647 kahevA lAgyA. tyAre meM kahyuM ke juo, tame badhA ATalA divasathI badhuM karo cho kharuMne? tame keTalA divasathI devanI mAnatA mAnI che. tyAre kahe tame bimAra paDyA tyArathI te ATalA divasa thaI gayA chatAM talamAtra mArI vedanA ochI thaI na hatI. te hakIkta che ne? badhA kahe hA. te meM gaIrAtre eka devanI mAnatA mAnI che ne saMkalpa karyo che ke je mAre rega maTe to mAre Ama karavuM. saMkalpa karyo ke tarata mane uMgha AvI gaI che. te bele. mArA devane prasanna karavA mATe saMkalpa pUrNa karavAmAM tame badhA sAtha Apaze ne? sarva prathama mA-bApane pUchayuM ke mArI mAnatA pUrI karavAmAM tamArI saMmati che ne? mAtA-pitAe kahyuM ke beTA! tuM sAjo thaye te amAre mana moTe lAbha che. tAro je saMkalpa haze te pUre karavAmAM amAro pUre sAtha che. A rIte bhAIo, bahene, patnI badhAne pUchatAM dareke mAre saMkalpa pUro karavAmAM saMmati ApI. vadhu pachI vicArIzuM - AyaMbIla tapane mahimA ke che te vAta cheDI samajAvuM. gaI kAlanI adhurI vAta che. zrIpALa rAjA sahita 500 keDhIyAno roga AyaMbIla tapanI ArAdhanA karavAthI maTI gayo. koDha maTI javAthI zrIpALanuM seMdarya evuM khIlI uThayuM hatuM ke jANe devakumAra na hoya! te zobhate hate. mayaNAsuMdarI tenA pati sAthe mahArAjanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA gaI hatI. tenI mAtA paNa vyAkhyAnamAM AvI hatI. teNe pitAnI putrI mayaNAsuMdarIne joIne tenI AMkhamAM harSanA AMsu AvI gayA paNa tenI sAthe kaI seMdaryavAna purUSane joIne ke AvI gaye. ahe kulakhaMpaNa! tuM dharmane khAtara rAjyanA sukhe choDIne eka kaDhIyA sAthe paraNI. ane have te koDhIyAne choDIne bIjA purUSanA premamAM paDI gaI lAge che. dhikkAra che mane ke meM je putrIne janma Ape te AvI kulaTA nIkaLI? AnA karatAM te huM vAMjhaNI rahI hatI te sAruM hatuM. tene parAyA purUSa sAthe AvelI joIne mAruM kALajuM baLI jAya che. hamaNAM ghera jaIne mArA bhAIne vAta karuM ne eka talavAranA jhATake AnA be TukaDA karAvI nAMkhyuM. A rIte manamAM vicAra karatI hatI. saMta munirAja tenI mAtAnA mukha uparanA bhAva samajI gayA. vyAkhyAna pUruM thayA pachI kahe che bahena! tuM ke na karIza. tArI dIkarI satI che. teNe jaina dharmane mahimA vadhAryo che. mAtA kahe che, mahArAja ! te satI nathI kuratI che. enA bApe ene keDhIyA sAthe paraNAvI hatI. tenA reSathI huM mArA piyara AvIne rahI chuM ne e te rAjakuMvara jevA bIjA keI purUSane laIne phare che. sate mayaNAnI mAtAne kahyuM ke A te ja keDhI che. e te rAjakuMvara hatuM paNa karmanA sAgathI kaDhI banyuM hatuM. temaNe khUba zraddhApUrvaka zuddha bhAvathI AyaMbilanI oLI karI. navapadanI ArAdhanA karI. tenA prabhAvathI tene rega

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148 zAradA sAgara maTI gaye che. A badhe AyaMbIla tapane prabhAva che. jayAre saMtanA mukhethI satya hakIkta jANI tyAre mAtAnA harSane pAra rahyo. te dIkarIne bheTI paDIne belI. - aho mArI vahAlI dIkarIe to mArA kuLane ujajavaLa banAvyuM che. baMdhuo! bApe jene kaDhIyA sAthe paraNAvI te mahAna sukhI banI gaI ne jene rAjakumAra sAthe paraNAvI hatI te mahAna duHkhI banI gaI. e vAta ghaNI lAMbI che. ApaNe te AyaMbIla tapane mahimA ke che te vAta samajavI che. AyaMbIla tapanA prabhAvathI mahAna lAbha thAya che. cIkaNuM karmo khapI jAya che. svAda chatAya che. AtmAne svabhAva aNahAraka che. dehanuM poSaNa karavA mATe khAvAnuM che temAM jIbhanA svAda karavAnI nA hoya. mATe zuddha bhAvathI navapadanI ArAdhanA karo. have thoDI vAra aMjanA satIne yAda karIe. caritra aMjanA satIne mAmA mAmIne meLApa: aMjanA satIne tenA mAmA maLyA eTale have dukhane aMta AvI gayo. aMjanAne mAmA-mAmI maLatAM temane nAnA bALakanI jema vaLagI paDI. mAmA pUche che beTA ! tuM A vagaDAmAM kayAMthI? tArI A dazA kema? tyAre badhI vAta karI. dIkarI! sAsare Ama thayuM paNa tArA piyara javuM hatuM ne? ahIM ekalI kema AvI tyAre aMjanAe kahyuM- mAmA! mArA duHkhanI zI vAta karuM? mArA mAtA-pitAne zuM deSa? mArA karmane e udaya haze ke jethI mAtA-pitA ke bhAI-bhAbhIoe keIe mArA sAmuM na joyuM. are, pIvA pANI paNa na ApyuM ne gAmamAM ANu devarAvI ke koIe aMjanAne pANI paNa pAvuM nahi. eTale huM vananI vATe cAlI nIkaLI. mAmA tenA mAthe hAtha mUkIne kahe che beTA! have raDIza nahi. kAle tAruM duHkha maTI jaze. ema kahI badhA vimAnamAM beThA. vimAne besADI re saMcaryA, aMjanAne utsage hanumAna kumAra te, dIThA jaba motInA jhumakhA, uchalI aMcala dIdhI che phALa te, teDI metIne bhUmi paDaye, aMjanA mUrjita zuddha nahIM sAra te mAmojI putra lai pAchA vaLe, Apyo aMjanAne teNu vAra tesatI re mAmA-mAmI, aMjanA, vasaMtamAlA badhA vimAnamAM besI gayA. nAnakaDo bAluDe aMjanAnA meLAmAM sUve hate. vimAnamAM matInA jhummara laTakAvelA hatA. ramatAM ramatAM bALakanI najara motInA jhummara upara gaI. eTale te levA mATe hanumAna aMjanAnA kheLAmAMthI uchaLe ne motInuM jhummara teDIne vimAnanI bArImAMthI uchaLIne nIce paDe. baMdhuo! be divasanA bAluDAmAM keTalI tAkAta che! A hanumAnamAM AvuM baLa kayAMthI AvyuM? zanivAre hanumAnane tela caDhAvatA ho te vicAra karajo. tela caDhAve baLa nahi Ave. bAra bAra varSa sudhI satata brahmacaryanA pAlana pachI hanumAnano janma thaye hatA. jenA mAtA-pitA bane teTaluM brahmacaryanuM vadhu pAlana kare tenA bALake vadhu

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zAradA sAgara zaktizALI hoya che. mATe je tamAre tAkAta joItI hoya te bane teTaluM brahmacaryanuM pAlana karo. | hanumAnakumAra vimAnamAMthI nIce paDI gayo. A joIne aMjanA to bebhAna banI gaI. aho! je putranuM mukha joIne huM AnaMda pAmatI hatI. jenA upara mArI AzAnA minArA baMdhAyA hatA te paDI gayA. tenuM zuM thayuM haze ? pavanajI Avaze tyAre huM zuM javAba ApIza? e mane kaheze ke tArAthI eka bALaka na sacavAye? mane Thapake Apaze. A rIte eka sAthe aMjanAne ghaNAM vicAre AvI gayA. A vicAre te bebhAna thaI gaI. mAmAe tarata potAnuM vimAna nIce utAryuM ne putrane zodhavA lAgyA. hanumAna vimAnamAMthI eka jhADa upara paDelo. eTale jhADanI DALa tUTI ne pachI eka moTI zIlA upara paDe, te zIlAnA be TukaDA thaI gayA. paNa hanumAna khUba, puNyavAna AtmA hatuM. tenA zarIrane saheja paNa IjA na thaI. enA hADakAmAM phekacara paNa na thayuM. ne ApaNe te saheja uMcethI paDIe te hADakA bhAMgI jAya, mAmA zaidhatAM zodhatAM tyAM AvyAM. joyuM te bALake zIlAnA be kaTakA karI nAMkhyA che. jaIne jue te phUla je bALaka meDhAmAM aMguTho laIne cUse che. mAmAe zIlA mAMDa mAMDa dUra karIne bALakane tyAMthI upADIne vimAnamAM laI gayA. jyAre paDe tyAre mAmA mAmInA paNuM hazaza uDI gayA hatA. je bALakane kaMI thaze te ApaNe zuM karIzuM? paNa jIvate maLe eTale sene AnaMda thaye. bALakanuM teja ane baLa joIne mAmA paNa cakita thaI gayA che. have mAmAnA gAmamAM Avaze ne tyAM zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 75 Aso suda 10 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 14-10-75 anaMta karUNAnIdhi, samatAnA sAgara, bhagavaMte bhavya jIvonA kalyANa mATe siddhAMta prarUpyA. bhagavaMtanI vANI anaMta bhAvathI bharelI che. e apUrva ne alaukika vANInuM pAna karanAra AtmA bhavaragamAMthI mukata bane che. jyAre je vastunuM pratipAdana karavAmAM AvatuM hoya te vastu avyAti, ativyApti ane asaMbhava deSathI rahita hevI joIe. jyAre jIvanuM lakSaNa batAvavAmAM Ave tyAre A traNa deza mAMhene eka paNa deSa na hovA joIe. je eka paNa deSa saMbhava hoya te te lakSaNa dUSita kahevAya. dA. ta. jIvanuM lakSaNa caitanya che. te caitanya guNa vinAne eka paNa jIva na hoI zake. jyAM jIva che tyAM caitanya avazya hoya che. jIva game teTalA karmothI gherAI gayela hoya te paNa tene caitanya guNa avazaya nahi. nigadathI mAMDIne siddhanA jemAM caitanya

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650 zAradA sAgara guNu te vidyamAna hAya ja. jenA hRdayamAM AvI dRDha zraddhA che te jIva vItarAga kathita vANI sAMbhaLIne jIvanamAM tenuM AcaraNa karI zake che. je jIvA saMsAra sukhanA viSayamAM Asakata banelA che ane vItarAga kathita dharmI upara rUcI thatI nathI. rUcI jAge te sukha ane du:kha ane avasthAmAM dharma game che. paNa jene saMsAranA sukhA taraphnI gADha rUcI che temane dharmanA paMthe vALavA prayatna karIe te kadAca dharma kare kharA paNa saMsAranA sukhanI AkAMkSAthI kare che. jo nasIkhayeAge dharmanA paMthe vaLyA ne sa MsAranuM sukha maLI jAya te te dharma saMsAranA sukha mATe kare. AvA jIvA dhamITa DAvA chatAM dayAne pAtra che. jJAnI kahe che dharma karA te samajaNa-pUrvaka kare. bhAganA rAga bhAgathI zAMta nahi thAya. jema koi bALakane TATIyeA (mATI udharasa ) thai hAya ne te sAkara ke patAsuM khAvA mATe game teTaluM raDe te zu tenI mAtA Apaze kharI ? kAne sa'grahaNInA rAga thayA hoya ne te saMgrahaNInA dI dUdha pIvA mAMge te tenA hitastrIe Apaze kharA ? ( zreAtAmAMthI javAkhaH- nA.) kema nathI ApatA ? dI pratyenI lAgaNI ne karUNNA che. te vastue tenA rega upara jhera jevI che. mATe tenuM hita icchIne ApatA nathI. tema tamArA sadgurUe paNa tamArI sAcI mAtA khanIne bhavarAganI vRddhi na thAya te mATe bhAga-viSaya Adi apathyakArI vastuenuM sevana karavAnI tamane nA pADe che. dharmanA upadezaka bhagavAna ane temanA satAnI yA e phakata dravya yA nathI paNa bhAva dayA che. je AtmAe ema samaje che ke meAkSamAM javA mATe dharma e uttama sAdhana che te sAcA jJAnI che. jyAM sudhI sasAra dAvAnaLa jevA na lAge ane meAkSanI rUcI na jAge tyAM sudhI badhuM ekAra che, mATe A saMsAranuM bhayAnaka svarUpa nihALIne paNa meAkSanI rUcI pragaTAvA, tamane bhUkha na lAge teA bhAre bhAre bhasma tathA davAe khAIne paNa khAvAnI rUcI thAya tevA tame prayatnA karI che ne? hA. te pachI meAkSanI rUcI kema nathI jagADatA | vicAra kare| meAkSamAM kevI mastI che! kevA AnaMda che ne kevu zAzvatuM sukha che! eka vakhata game tema karIne zraddhA pragaTa karavAnI jarUra che. nAnA bALakane hR thAya tyAre tenI mA tene davA pIvaDAvavA mATe keTalA vAnA kare che. khUba samajAvavA chatAM jo na pIve te tenuM nAka dabAvIne mehu' paheALuM karIne DhavA reDI de che. tema jo tamane meAkSanI vAtAmAM majA na AvatI hAya teA tamArA dharmagurU aneka prakAre mekSanI akasIra davA dharma che tenI rUcI karAvavA mahenata kare che. AlA, have zu che ? ( sabhA -meAkSanA sukha pratyakSa dekhAya teA zraddhA thAya ne ?) te huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamane meAkSanA sukhA pratyakSa nathI dekhAtA paNa tamArA saLagatA saMsAranA duHkhAnI sajA tA pratyakSa dekhAya che ne? saMsAra keve! saLagI rahyA che! tamane

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zAradA sAgara 651 kayAMya sukha dekhAya che? kaI vAte tame sukhI che? tamArA pUryodaye maLeluM sukha paNa sarakAra kayAM sukha bhogavavA de che? chatAM sukha mAnIne besI gayA che. AvA dukhathI bharelA saMsAranA sukha mATe amUlya zakti ane samaya khacI rahyA che. paNa dharma mATe khe che? Aje te dharmanuM sthAna kyAM rAkhyuM che? mAnI le ke tamArA ghera dIkarAnA lagna che. khUba sukhI che. samAjamAM tamAruM mAna paNa ghaNuM che. eTale lagna prasaMge bhAratanA vaDApradhAnane lagnamAM AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM che. tame vaDApradhAnane AmaMtraNa Ape eTale vaDApradhAna ekalA ne Ave paNa tenI pAchaLa te tenA paheregIre, polIse ne paTTAvALA badhA Ave ne? have sAcuM bolo - tame pahelAM tenuM svAgata karaze? pahelAM te vaDApradhAnanuM svAgata thAya pachI nAnA amaladAra ane polIse vigerenuM thAya. have tame kahe ke tamArA aMtaramAM paheluM sthAna kenuM che? saMsAranA vyavahAranuM ke dharmanuM? Aje dazerAne divasa che. ghaNI jagyAe cAMllA Adi saMsAranA zubha prasaMge haze. gAmamAM saMte paNa birAje che. AyaMbIlanI eALInI ArAdhanAnA pavitra divaso cAle che. te tame pahelAM dharmasthAnake Avaze ke cAMllAmAM jaze? . pahelA cAMllAmAM. navarA paDe tyAre upAzrayamAM. kema kharuM ne? (tAmAMthI avAja -nA, evuM nathI. mane te lAge che ke ravIvAre paNa koI prasaMga AvI jAya te ahIM paNa AvavAnuM baMdha rahe. eka kavie kahyuM che : huM tane bhajuM chuM ravIvAre, bAkI kyAM che samaya prabhu mAre, Ama te haMmezA sthAnake AvuM, AvuM te pAche sIdhAvuM, be ghaDI besuM chuM ravIvAre, bAkI kyAM che samaya prabhu mAre..huM tane... kadAca mArA jevAe bAdhA ApI ke tamAre ja darzana karavA AvavuM. te paNe Ave kharA paNa ubhA ubhA darzana karIne cAlatA thaI jAya. paNa je vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavuM hoya te ravIvAre. koInA lagna, cAMdalA ke pArTImAM javAnuM AmaMtraNa AvyuM te pachI pahelA tyAM. eTale ene artha e thAya ne ke deva-gurU ane dharma e traNenuM sthAna paTTAvALA jevuM che ne? A te dharma pratyeno prema kahevAya? je sAce dharma samajyA ho te tamArI mAnyatA badalI nAMkhe. zraddhAne raNakAra jyAre jAgaze. tyAre tamArI dazA judI haze! tamane atyAre ema lAge che ne ke baMgale, gADI, moTara, raseiyA, erakaMDIzana rUma badhuM che eTale huM sukhI chuM. paNa jyAre tamArI mAnyatA badalAze tyAre ema thaze ke A badhuM zarIrane sukha Apaze paNa mArA AtmAne sukha nahi ApI zake. AtmAne te dharma dvArA sukha maLaze. A badhI mamatA beTI che. baMdhuo ! jyAM sudhI rAga ane dveSa nathI chUTayA tyAM sudhI mamatA che. hA, kadAca

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zAradA sAgara 65ra mamatA paNa chUTI jAya. paNa je mamata nahi chUTe to kalyANa nathI. mamatA karatAM mamata kharAba che. mamata te pahelAM guNasthAnakathI AgaLa vadhavA nahi de. A jagatamAM ghaNAM vidvAne ane mahAtmAo thaI gayA. teo saMsAranI mamatA tyAgI zakyA che paNa mamata choDI zakayA nathI. strI putra, paisAno tyAga karavo sahele che paNa asatya hovA chatAM huM je kahuM chuM te sAcuM che evA kadAgrahane tyAga karavo muzkela che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA jamAI jamAlikumAra bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne vairAgya pAmyA. mAtA-pitA, patnI ane rAjyasAhyabInI mamatAnA baMdhane palakArAmAM teDI nAMkhyA ane saMyama laI mahAna jJAnI banyA. paNa bhagavate kahyuM ke "mAne ?" karavA mAMDayuM tyArathI karyuM kahevAya. tyAre jamAlie mithyA mAnyatAnA jore bhagavAnanA vacanane uthalAvI nAMkhyA mATe mahAna puruSe kahe che ke mamatA choDavI sahela che paNa mamata choDavuM muzkela che. mamatA karatAM mamata vadhu nukasAna karanAra che. mATe pahelAM mithyA mamatane choDI de, tame mAne che ke paisA che te sukha che. te mithyA mAnyatAnA doraDAne vItarAga vacananI zraddhAnA dAtaraDA vaDe kApI nAMkhe. uttarAdhyayana sUtra 20muM adhyayana anAthI nigraMthane mahAbhayaMkara vedanA thaI tyAre bhavya vicAraNuM thaI ke aho! mArA AtmAe AvI vedanA to anaMta bhavamAM parAdhInapaNe anaMtI vAra bhegavI che. have je eka vAra vedanAthI mukata thAu to A janma-jarA-maraNa ane vyAdhionA mULane bALanAra parama pAvanakArI pravajyane svIkAra karuM. A pramANe daDha saMkalpa karatAnI sAthe vedanA zAMta thaI ne AtmasvarUpanuM bhAna thayuM. AtmAmAM ane khI jAgRti ne jema AvI gayuM. jyAM sudhI ApaNe cetanya deva UMghe che tyAM sudhI karmo dabAve che. paNa pitAnI zakti pragaTa kare che tyAre karmanI tAkAta nathI ke ubhA rahI zake. AtmArUpI kesarI siMhanI sAme kameM te zIyALIyA jevA rAMka che. anAthI muninI vedanA zAMta thaI ne sukhe uMgha AvI gaI. savAra paDatAM temanAM mAtA pitA, bhAI, bhAbhIo, bahene ane patnI badhA mane kahevA lAgyA ke amArI bAdhA saphaLa thaI. anAthImuni kahe che, ema nathI. mArA devanI mAnyatA tatkALa phaLI che. bole, tamArI mAnatA pahelI ke mArI? badhA kahe che tamArI pahelI. temAM amAro sahakAra ne saMmati che. baMdhuo! anAthI muninA mAtA-pitA, bhAI, bahene ane patnIne khabara na hatI ke temanI mAnatA kevI che? eTale hA pADI. temanI pratijJA evI hatI ke mArI vedanA je Aje rAtre maTI jAya te mAtA-pitA Adi svajananI AjJA laIne savAre saMyama mArgane svIkAra kare. niyama eTale niyama. paNa kAMI upAdhi dekhI eTale pharI javuM tema nathI.

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zAradA sAgara 653 eka vakhata eka bhIlane saMta samAgama thaye. ne teNe pratijJA karI, ke mAre gaLa khAve nahi. thoDA divasomAM bhInI nyAtamAM jamaNavAra thaye. bAra varSe bhIlanI nyAtamAM jamaNuM thatuM hovAthI jamaNamAM goLanA lADavA banAvelA eTale have lADavA kevI rIte khavAya? te jamavA gayo. bhANamAM lADavA pIrasAyA. lADavA joIne bhIlanuM mana pIgaLI gayuM. tyAre bAjumAM beThele kahe che are, zuM joI rahyo che? khAvA mAMDane. tyAre kahe che mAre gALanI bAdhA che. kevI rIte lADavA khAuM? tyAre te kahe che. huM tane upAya batAvuM tuM bAdhA badalI nAkha. pharIne jyAre jamaNavAra thavAnuM che? eTale pele bhIla kahe che. agaDa re agaDa tuM merI mA. lADavA uparathI uThIne bhAta upara jA. (hasAhasa). ema kahIne bhIle te khUba lADavA khAdhA. pachI Avyo bhAta. eTale bhAta khAvAnuM mana thayuM. tethI kahe che agaDa re agaDa tuM mArI mA bhAta uparathI uThIne hatI tyAM jA. (hasAhasa) ema kahIne bhAta paNe khAI lIdhe. Ama vArApharatI bAdhA uThADIne badhuM khAI lIdhuM. tame AvI bAdhA to nathI karatA ne? nirNaya daDha have joIe. anAthI munie nirNaya karyo, ke mane rega maTI jAya te savAre dIkSA laI levI. pachI muhUrtanI rAha jevA nA rahe. tethI anAthI muni bolyA- he mAtA-pitA! mane asahya pIDA thatI hatI. e vedanA kevI hatI te to anubhave te jANI zake. tenuM varNana karI zakuM tema nathI. have mArI vedanA taddana zAMta thaI gaI che. tame badhAe kALajIpUrvaka mArI satata sevA karI che. mArI davA karAvavA mATe pANInI jema paisA vAparI nAMkhyA. moTA vaide ane hakImone temaja maMtra-taMtravAdIone teDAvyA. kiMmatImAM kiMmatI davAo mane khavaDAvI chatAM mAruM darda maTayuM nahi are maTayuM to nahi paNa jarAye ochuM na thayuM e to tame jANo cho ne? e sAcI vAta che ne? badhA e kahyuM- hA, e vAta sAcI che. tamArA karelA badhA upacAre pheIla gayA. tyAre meM mArA AtmA sAthe daDha nirNaya karyo ke mane kaI roga maTADavA samartha na thayuM. te have je mAro roga maTI jAya te savAra paDatAM svajananI AjJA laIne saMyamane svIkAra karIza. Avo daDha nizcaya karIne huM sUI gayA. ke tarata mane uMgha AvI gaI. ne veyA ne vaya mayA mArI vedanA maTI gaI, mane mArA AtmavarUpanuM A rIte bhAna thatAM jagata mAtra bhUlAI gayuM che. mATe mArI A pratijJA pUrI karavA mane dIkSA levAnI AjJA Apo. anAthI muninA A vacano sAMbhaLIne temanA mAtA-pitAne mAthe jANe vIjaLI paDI hoya tevo athavA pitAnuM sarvasva luMTAI gayuM hoya te AghAta lAgyo. anAthI muninI vAta sAMbhaLatAM temane rega masyAne je AnaMda hato te uDI gaye. ne badhAnA paga DhIlA thaI gayA paNa anAthI munine deva jevA deva calAyamAna karavA Ave to paNa temanuM mana calAyamAna thavAnuM nathI. te te AtmAne vijaya meLavaze. tamAre paNa Aje vijyAdazamIne pavitra divasa che. tenuM bIjuM nAma dazerA che.

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- 654 zAradA sAgara tene vijayanuM parva mAnavAmAM Ave che. AjanA divase bhalAIe bUrAI upara vijya meLavyuM hatuM. ane nItio anIti upara vijaya meLavyuM che. je AtmAo jagatamAM janmIne sadAcArane dipaka pragaTAvI gayA che. temane paNa yAda karavAmAM Ave che. ne jeo durAcArI jIvana jIvIne durguNanI dudha phelAvI gayA temane paNa yAda karAya che. AjanA divasa mATe be vAto pracalita che. keTalAka ema kahe che ke rAme rAvaNanI sAme tenI duSTa prakRtio upara jIta meLavavA mATe yuddhanI zarUAta karI hatI. ne keI ema kahe che ke vijayAdazamInA dine yuddhanI pUrNAhuti thaI hatI. bemAMthI game te hoya paNa AjanA divase ApaNane e vAta jANavA maLe che ke sadAcAre durAcAra upara vijaya meLavyuM hate. madhyapradeza ane uttarapradezanA ghaNuM gAmamAM AjanA divase gAmanI bahAra kAgaLathI rAvaNanuM pUtaLuM banAvIne ubhuM rAkhavAmAM Ave che. ane saMdhyA samaye gAmanA loko nAnA bALakathI laIne vRddha sudhInA badhA mANase sArA sArA kapaDA paherIne gAma bahAra jAya che. nAnA nAnA bAluDAne pUchavAmAM Ave ke tame kayAM jAo che? te te abhimAnathI kaheze ke ame rAvaNane mAravA jaIe chIe. gAmanI bahAra rAvaNanuM vikarALa ane vizALa pUtaLuM ubhuM karyuM hoya che. gAmanA dareka mANaso ekeka paththara laIne rAvaNanA pUtaLAne mAre che. baMdhuo! A jagyAe je sAco rAvaNa hoya to koInI tAkAta che ke tenI sAme ubhA rahI zake! e nAnA bALaka garvathI ema bele che ke ame rAvaNane mArI AvyA. je rAvaNano saMhAra karatAM mahA baLavAna vAsudeva evA lakSamaNane paNa cha mahinA lAgyA hatA. te rAvaNane zuM nAnA bALake paththara mArI zake? paNa rAvaNanA nAma upara kalaMka che. tame eTaluM te jarUra samajI leje ke jeNe jIvanamAMthI sadAcAra vecI nAMkhyo tenA nAma upara kaI thuMkavA paNa taiyAra nahi thAya. tene marI gayA pachI keI AMsunA be TIpA paNa nahi paDe. ane jenA jIvanamAM sadAcAranI saurabha che tenA sAthIdAre ghaNAM thaze. rAvaNanA draSTAMta uparathI A vAta ApaNe samajI zakIe chIe. e rAvaNa jyAre sadAcArI hatA tyAre seMkaDo rAjAonA mastaka tenA caraNamAM namatA hatA. te jyAM ne tyAM vijayanI varamALA paherIne pAcho pharate hato. e rAvaNa rAmanI sAme kema hArI gaye? te te tame jANe chene? jyAre satI sItAnuM haraNa karIne sadAcAranI sImA oLaMgI tyArathI tenA jIvanamAMthI sadAcArane sUrya asta thaI gaye. teno sago bhAI vibhISaNa paNa tene na rahya, prabhu mahAvIra, rAma, kRSNa, gAMdhIjI Adi je je mahAna purUSa jIvanamAM sadAcArane sUrya pragaTAvI gayA temanA jIvananI jagata gauravagAthA gAya che. paNa keI rAvaNa, kaMsa, goDase Adi vyaktionuM nAma le che kharA? Aje mAtA pitA dIkarAnuM nAma kaI rAma pADe che, kRSNa pADe che paNa rAvaNa ke kaMsa pADatA nathI. kAraNa ke tenA nAma upara paNa jagatane napharata che. mATe

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zAradA sAgara 655 mArA baMdhuo ! tame paNa tamArA jIvanamAM satya ane sadAcAranA sumane viksAvaje. AjanA divase rAvaNane mAryo ema loko kahe che paNa AdhyAtmika draSTithI ApaNe vicAra karIzuM te samajAze ke pavitra bhAratabhUmimAM Aje traNa traNa rAvaNe pedA thayA che. tene mAravAne koI prayatna kare che? A traNa rAvaNe kyA che? te tame jANo cho ? bhraSTAcAra, anAcAra ane mAMsAhAra. A traNe rAvaNane khatama karavAnI tamArAmAM tAkAta che? bhAratamAMthI A traNa rAvaNa vidAya nahi thAya tyAM sudhI tenuM uthAna thavAnuM nathI. jo tamAre A pavitra bhAratabhUminuM gaurava vadhAravuM hoya te A traNa bhAva rAvaNene nAza kare pharIne vicArIe ke vijyAdazamI sAcI rIte ujavI kyAre gaNAya? tame nahi chatAyelo evo AtmA, cAra kALI kaSA ane pAMca Indrio upara vijya meLavo tyAre sAcI vijyAdazamI ujavI gaNAya. AjanA divase kSatriyone AnaMda hoya che. te ApaNo AtmA paNa sAce kSatriya banI A daza zatru upara vijaya meLave te duniyAmAM kaI tene zatru na rahe. ne vijayAdazamInuM sAcuM mahatva samajyA gaNAya. caritra - satI aMjanAne putra joyA pachI zAMti thaI - hanumAnakumAra haju te taratamAM janmela che. chatAM tenuM baLa keTaluM che? tenuM mukha joIne mAmA te rAjI rAjI thaI gayA. aMjanA te putranA paDI javAthI bebhAna thaIne paDI hatI. bAMhe sAhIne beThI karI, putra parikSAne mahimA tuM joya te, deza videze he huM bhamyA, eha sabale na dIThe keya to, saghaLe zarIre prAye bhale, kAruNika purUSa ke avataryA sara te, DAla bhAMgI re mahAvRkSanI, paththara bhAMgIne kIdhe cakacUra te satI re... mAmA kahe che beTA aMjanA !- A tArA putrane lAvyA. jyAM dIkarAne lAvyA e zabda sAMbhaLyA tyAM aMjanAe AMkha khela. mAtAne dIkarA upara kevuM vahAla hoya che! dIkare mAtAne bhUle che paNa mAtA dIkarAne bhUlatI nathI. aMjanAne hAtha pakaDIne vasaMtamAlAe tene beThI karIne bALaka tenA meLAmAM Ave. aMjanA tenA bAluDAne nIrakhI nIrakhIne jue che ke ene kayAMya vAgyuM to nathIne? ATale UMcethI paDe. paNa tenA zarIre lohIne tasIyo paNa nathI Avyo. - mAmAe karelA vakhANa - mAmA kahe che beTA ! A tAre dIkaro khUba prabhAvazALI thaze. huM duniyAbharamAM pharyo ne ghaNu baLavAna mANasone joyA. paNa A tArA bAluDA jevo baLavAna purUSa je nathI e ke baLavAna che! vimAnamAMthI jhADa upara paDe to jhADanI DALa bhAMgI gaI ne tyAMthI zIlA upara paDaye te kAcane glAsa jema cUrecUrA thaI jAya tema zIlAnA bhUkkA uDADI dIdhA. mane te AnuM parAkrama jeIne navAI lAge che.

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zAradA sAgara atyArathI ATale baLavAna che te mATe thatAM ke baLavAna thaze? A dIkare tArI kuMkhane ujajavaLa karaze ne tenA bApanA kuLane ajavALaze. evA pratApI banaze. bApa karatAM beTe savA thaze. aMjanA pitAnA bAluDAnA vakhANa sAMbhaLIne harakhAya che. baMdhuo! je dIkarA sArA pAke te tenA mA-bApanuM nAma ujajavaLa kare che. kaMika jagyAe ApaNe joIe chIe ke mA-bApanA puNya nathI hatA. e sAmAnya sthitimAM jIvana pUru karIne cAlyA jAya che. paNa jo tene dIkare puNyavona nIkaLe te tenA mAtA pitAnuM nAma amara banAve che. prasaMga Ave tyAre belAya che ke A phalANAne suputra che. ane kaMIka jagyAe evA kuputra pAke te mA-bApanuM nAma baLe che. mAmA kahe che A tAro putra caMdra je zItaLa ne tejasvI banaze. AvA pavitra AtmAne mAre ghera laI javAne mane avasara maLe tethI huM paNa dhanya banI gaye. have ApaNe jaldI pahoMcI jaIe ne puNyAtmAne janma mahatsava ujavIe. mAmAne eTale badhe harakha che ke tenuM nAma paNa rastAmAM nakkI karyuM. mAmAne khUba AnaMda ne hoMza che. have AnaMdapUrvaka gAmamAM dhAmadhUmathI praveza karaze ne kumArane janmotsava kevI rIte ujavAze ne tenuM zuM nAma pADaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 76 A suda 11 ne budhavAra tA. 15-1-75 anaMta karUNAnA sAgara, zAsanapati prabhu mahAvIra svAmInI aMtima vANI uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 20mA adhyayanamAM anAthI munine adhikAra cAle che. anAthI nigraMtha zreNIka rAjAne sanAtha anAthanA bhAva samajAve che. je mahAne purUSe jIvanamAM sAdhanA karI gayA che temanA nAma bhagavAnanA mukhe gavAyA ne Agamana pAne lakhAyA. te mahAna purUSAe karmothI mukata banavA mATe prabaLa purUSArtha karyo. Aje te badhAne sukha joIe che paNa sAdhanA karavI gamatI nathI. koI karoDapati zeThane munima ke nekara ema mAne ke mAre zeTha ATalo zrImaMta banI gayela che. te huM kema na banuM? munima ane nekarane zeThanA jevI siddhi meLavIne jagatamAM zrImaMta zeTha tarIkenI prasiddhi meLavavI che. paNa kadI e vicAra karyo haze ke mArA zeThe karoDapati banatAM pahelAM keTalI kaThora sAdhanA karI haze? bajAramAM dukAna nAMkhavI rahela che. paNa tene jamAvavI muzkela che. dukAna ke peDhI eka vAra jAmI gayA pachI vadhe nathI Avata paNa jamAvavA mATe ghaNI mahenata karavI paDe che. ghaNI sAdhanA karyA pachI siddhi ane prasiddhinI prApti thAya che. te pachI AtmAnI siddhi meLavavA mATe keTalI sAdhanA karavI joIe? ghaNuM ema kahe che ke bharata cakravatine arisA bhuvanamAM gRhasthapaNAmAM kevaLajJAna thayuM hatuM te ApaNane

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zAradA sAgara 657 kema na thAya ? paNa vicAra kare ke e bharata cakravartinI bhAvanA kevI hatI? sauMsAramAM rahevA chatAM te saMsArathI alipta rahetAM hatA. saMsArane gaMdhAtI gaTara mAnatA hatA. gaTara ulecAtI heAya tyAM kevI durgaMdha mAre che! gaTara sAmu jovu tamane koIne game che? jema gaTara sAmuM jovu gamatu nathI tema saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM tamane saMsAra pratye sUga thavI joie ne manamAM thavu joie ke yAre aviratine tyAga karI viratinA gharamAM praveza karu? avirati eTale zuM? jyAM sudhI pratyAkhyAna nathI karyA tyAM sudhI jIva aviratinA gharamAM rahelA che. pratyAkhyAna e pApanA dvArane baMdha karanAra daravAjo che. tame je je vastuonA upabhAga nathI karatA tenA pratyAkhyAna na karo tyAM sudhI tenA pApanI kriyA cAlu rahe che. tamArA blekamAM kacarA-potA badhuM kAma thaI jAya eTale mahene jyAM kAma nathI te rUmanA dvAra baMdha karI de che. zA mATe? aMdara kacaro na pesI jAya te mATe ne! ATalA mATe jJAnIo kahe che avratanA tyAga karI vratamAM Ave. samyaktva pAmelA jIva je avizita sabhyaSTi haiAya te te paccakkhANa karI zakatA nathI. te paccakkhANa karI zake niha paNa tenA aMtaramAM evA teA bhAva ramatA hAya ke kyAre avitinA tyAga karIza ? bhagavAne mithyAtva, atrata pramAda, kaSAya ane azubhayeAga A pAMca karmabaMdhananA hetu kahyA che. sakliSTa AvI tethI patI jatu nathI paNa tene avirati khaTakavI joie. samyaktvI jIvAne avita khaTake che. jo te niyANuM bAMdhIne na AvyeA hoya te te aviratine kADhe chUTako kare. jayAM sudhI avirati na jAya tyAM sudhI samajavuM ke haju saMsAra bheA che. samyakatva pAmyA pachI paNa avarati, pramAda, kaSAya ne azubhayAga A badhu jaze nahi tyAM sudhI jIva 13 mA guNusthAne pahoMcI zakaze nahi. samyakaSTi hAvA chatAM niyANuM karIne AvelAche tevA vAsudeva aviratine cheDI zakatA nathI. temane avirati khaTake che chatAM cheDI zakatA nathI. tamane avirati khaTake che ke nahi e te jJAnI jANe, samyakatva AvyuM eTale ceAthu guNasthAnaka AvyuM. cAyA guNasthAnake AbyA eTale meAkSanA pAye nakhAye. samyakatva pAmyA pachI vasI javAthI kaika jIvAne apudgala parAvartanakALa saMsAramAM rakhaDavAnuM rahe che. samyakatva avyA pachI eTaleA kALa paNa khaTakavA joie. jema keAI vidyAthI skula agara keAlejamAM pAsa thAya te! te pAsa thavA mAtrathI khuza thatA nathI. tene AnaMda hotA nathI. kAraNa ke tene pAsa thavA sAthe paripUrNa rIjhalTa lAvavuM hatuM te na maLyuM. tema samyakatvI AtmA samyakatva pAmyA eTalethI zajI thatA nathI. paNa tene paripUrNa rIjhalTa eTale mAkSamAM na pahoMce tyAM sudhI Ana thatA nathI. jema keAi garIma mANasanA hAthamAM sattA AvI jAya pachI te bhikhArI zA mATe rahe? tema enA hAthamAM samyakatvanA pAvara AvI gaye te pAvara mekSamAM paheAMcADe che tevA che te pachI ardhopudgala parAvartana kALa zA mATe rakhaDavuM joIe? jemane avirati khaTakatI nathI tevA

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658 zAradA sAgara ja upAzrayamAM AvIne kalAka bese te paNa temane sAmAyika karavAnuM mana nathI thatuM. avirati khaTake te saMvaranA gharamAM Ave. AzravanA gharamAM na rahe, jeNe saMvaranI sAdhanA karI che tene to vAMdho nathI. paNa je jI AzravamAM paDI rahyA che tenuM zuM thaze? jJAnI kahe che he bhavya jIvo! samajIne sAdhanA karI le kAraNa ke mRtyu kayAre Avaze tenI ApaNane khabara nathI. sUyagaDAyaMga sUtramAM kahyuM che ke - DaharA buDDhAya pAsaha, gabbhatthA vi cayanti mANavA / seNe jaha vaTTayaM hare, evaM Aukkhayammi tuTTai // sUya-sU. a. 2. u. 1 gAthA 2 bALaka hoya, vRddha hoya ke garbhane jIva hoya paNa pitAne samaya pUro thatAM te maraNane zaraNa thaI jAya che. kevI rIte ? jema bAja pakSI tetara pakSI upara jhaDapathI trApa mAre che tema kALarAjA paNa ApaNA upara trApa mArI rahyA che ke kayAre Ane jhaDapI lauM! kALa AgaLa keInuM cAlatuM nathI. A batAve che ke kALa capeTA daI rahyo che mATe he cetana! jAgI jA. cha cha khaMDane svAmI bharata cakravatI cetI gayA. temane avirati khaTakI. arisA bhuvanamAM jatAM aviratinuM svarUpa samajatAM pAmI gayA. oLakhavA je AtmA che. ahAhAhuM ke? ke zarIranA zaNagAramAM zarIrane zebhAvanArane bhUlI gayo ! A zuddha vicAradhArAe caDhatAM tyAM ne tyAM kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA. bole, tamane avirati khaTake che kharI? Aje jIva cetanane bhUlIne pugalanI ramatamAM ramI rahyo che. jyAre AtmA jAgaze tyAre kSaNe kSaNe upayoga rAkhaze ke huM AtmAne bhUlato te nathI ne? jenA AtmAmAM jAgRtino jhaNakAra thayuM che tevA anAthI nigraMtha zreNIka rAjAne kahe che ke he rAjana! mane roga maTADavA keI samartha na thayuM tyAre saMsAranA sarva saMbaMdhane anAtha samajIne meM nirNaya karyo ke je mArI vedanA zAMta thAya te savAre mAre dIkSA levI. A mAre draDha saMkalpa hato ne te saMkalpanA baLe mArI vedanA zAMta thaI gaI ne huM uMghI gayo. savAre uThayA bAda meM mAtA-pitA samakSa mAre nirNaya jAhera karyo. meM kahyuM ke A saMkalpa karyA pachI mAro roga zAMta thAya che. mATe mane dIkSAnI AjJA Apo. huM rogathI mukta thayo tene temane khUba AnaMda thaye paNa jyAM dIkSA levAnI vAta karI tyAM temanA dilamAM atyaMta duHkha thayuM. ke he dIkarA! haju te tArI ugatI yuvAnI che. ne tuM dIkSA levAnI vAta kare che? mArA mAtA-pitA, patnI, bhAIo ane bahene badhA ekabIjAnA sAmuM joIne raDavA lAgyA. kAraNa ke te badhAne huM khUba priya hato. e badhAne game teTaluM duHkha thayuM paNa huM te mArA nirNayamAM aTala raho. ne sarva prathama mArI mAtA pAse dIkSAnI AjJA mAMgI.

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- zAradA sAgara A s29 vinaMtI karuM chuM huM mane dIkSAnI AjJA ApI do, mane dIkSA daIne mAtA! mArA bhavane sudhArI levA de....vinaMtI... huM kahuM chuM pratijJAthI, mAre jIvaDe raMgAyo che, A bhautika sukhe upara mane vairAgya Avyo che have AtmAnA sukha mATe mane saMyama pathe jAvA de...mane dIkSA he mAtA! tArA caraNamAM paDIne huM vinaMtI karuM chuM ke have mane dIkSAnI AjJA Ape. ne A mArA mAnavabhavane sudhArI levA de. huM je sAjo thaye heluM te A mArI pratijJAne prabhAva che. je huM bimAra rahyo hota te tame duHkhI thaI jAta. huM vedanA jogavIne thAkI jAta. mane ne tamane badhAne keIne sukha na hatuM. huM jIvatAM chatAM marelA jevo hato. vaLI je bimArImAM mAruM AyuSya pUrNa thayuM hota te tamane keTaluM duHkha thAta? tamAre keTalI hiMmata rAkhavI paData! tenA karatAM huM sAje thaye te sAruM thayuM ne? tame zA mATe hiMmata hArI jAya che? je saMyama zaktinI kRpAthI huM sAjo thaye chuM tenA zaraNe javA mATe tame mane kema rajA ApatA nathI? meM dIkSA levAne nirNaya na karyo hato te huM sAjo thayA na hata! mATe tame prasanna thaIne saMyama paMthe prayANa karavAnI AjJA Ape. A rIte meM badhAne khUba samajAvyA paNa e te badhA hiMmata hArI gayA. mArI vAta sAMbhaLIne mAtA te mUcha khAIne paDI gaI. bele, anAthI pratye tenI mAtAne keTale prema hatuM! jyAM puNyane udaya heya che tyAM ATalI khammA khammA hoya che. mAtA-pitA ane saMtAnone eka bIjA pratye paraspara aMtarano prema hoya che. bAkI pApane udaya hoya tyAM tame jozo te koI keInA sAmuM jotA nathI, are, upakArI mAtA-pitAne upakAra paNa saMtAne bhUlI jAya che. AcAraga sUtramAM pAnuM kahyuM che ke - "jehiM vA sadhdhi saMvasaMti te vi NaM egayA NiyagA puvvaM parivayaMti, so vA te Niyage pacchA parivaejjA, nAlaM te tava tANAe vA saraNAe vA, tuma pi tesiM nAlaM tANAe vA saraNAe vA, se Na hAsAe, Na koDAe, Na rattie, Na vibhuusaae|" je putrane mAtA-pitA moTI AzAthI, pAlana poSaNa karIne, khUba kaSTa veThIne meTA kare che te saMtAne moTA thatAM mAtA-pitA vRddha thatAM temanA kevA havAla kare che. tenuM A sUtramAM khUba suMdara varNana karyuM che. manuSya potAnI patnI, putra parivAranA mohamAM Asakata banIne temane khavaDAvavA, pIvaDAvavA, sArA vastra paherAvavA, sArA dAgInA paherAvavA, sArUM makAna baMdhAvavA mATe keTalA kAvAdAvA karI paisA bhegA kare che. temanA mATe pApa karatAM pAchuM vALIne jotAM nathI, paNa e saMtAne mAtA-pitAe vRddha thatAM temane tiraskAra kare che. bimAra thAya che te temanI dhRNA kare che ke A

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zAradA sAgara De khATalAmAM paDayA paDaye baLakhA kADhe che. lIMTa lapakA kAryane ghara bagADe che. have jAya te sAruM! A zabdo jyAre sAMbhaLe che tyAre tenA dilamAM thAya che ke arerA meM A dIkarAone mArA mAnIne temanA mATe keTalI mahenata-majUrI karI, keTalA duHkha veDyA! chatAM atyAre mArI sevA karatA nathI ke mane pANIne pyAle paNa pIvaDAvatA nathI. ema kahIne te vRddha tenA kuTuMbIjanenI niMdA karavA lAge che. vRddhAvasthA evI che ke je putra-patnI Adi pitAnI AjJAmAM rahetAM hatA te vRddhAvasthA AvatAM temanI avagaNanA kare che ne tenuM kahyuM karatA nathI. eka lekamAM paNa vRddhAvasthAnuM suMdara varNana karyuM che. gAtraM saMkucita gativiga dantAzca nAzaM gatAH / daSTi aurata para huti vatra 4 rAjayakti che . vAkyaM naiva karoti, bAndhavajanaH patnI na shshrsste| dhikkaSTaM jarayA bhibhUta, puruSa putrocyavajJAyate // vRddhAvasthA AvatA zarIre karacalIo paDI jAya che. paga dhruje che. dAMta paDI jAya che. AMkhe dekhAtuM ochuM thaI jAya che. rUpa jhAMkhu paDI jAya che. mukhamAMthI lALa jhare che. parivAra AjJA mAnato nathI. pyArI patnI paNa sevA karatI nathI. putre vAta sAMbhaLatA nathI. ahAhA...vRddhAvasthA kevI kaSTamaya che ! vRddhAvasthA AvatAM kevuM kaSTamaya jIvana bane che ! chatAM paNa jIva tRSNAne tyAga karato nathI. zaMkarAcAryuM paNa kahyuM che ke - . aMDa galitaM. palitaM muNDa, dazana vihInaM jAtaM tuNDama / vRdhdho yAti gRhItvA daNDaM, tadapi na muJca thAzApiNDam // . zarIranA gAtre zIthIla thai jAya che. kALA vALa dhoLA thaI jAya che ne meTuM rAMdalamAnA gokhalA jevuM bekhuM thaI jAya che. vRddhAvasthA AvatAM cAlavAnI zakita kSINa thatAM lAkaDIne sahAre levo paDe che. chatAM manuSya tRSNane tyAga karato nathI. TUMkamAM kahevAno Azaya e che ke rAgabhAvamAM paDIne kuTuMbIo para mamatva jamAvIne temane mATe pApakarma kare jAya che. paNa te kuTuMbIjane rakSaNa karavA samartha banI zakatA nathI. te rIte e vRddha manuSya paNa temanuM rakSaNa karavAmAM samartha - banI zakto nathI. e ja jIvanI anAthatA che, zarIramAM roga utpanna thAya. vRddhAvasthA ane mRtyu Ave tyAre kuTuMbIjano tene bacAvavA mATe ke zaraNa devAmAM samartha nathI. pote karelA zubhAzubha karmo jIvane bhegavavAnA rahe che. janma-jarA ane maraNanA dukhathI bacAvavA mATe kevaLI prarUpita dharma sivAya koI paNa zaraNabhUta nathI. mATe jJAnI kahe che : ke badhAne meha cheDIne dharmArAdhanA karavA tatpara bane. mAruM mAruM karIne marI rahyA che. have kaIka te mamatA ochI kare. keI tI pAI paNa sAthe parakhAvavAnuM nathI. "

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zAradA sAgara 661 eka vakhata eka vRddha zeTha khUba bimAra paDayA. ghaNAM DokaTaronI davA karI paNa zeThane rega maTayo nahi. tyAre eka anubhavI ane jANakAra vaidane belA. zeTha kahe che vaidarAja ! huM jaldI sAjo thauM tevI davA Apa. mArI bimArInA kAraNe gharanA badhA duHkhI thAya che. huM marI jaIza te A mArI vahAlI patnI ane dIkarA-dIkarIo badhAnuM zuM thaze ? vaida khUba tattvajJAnI hatA. teNe kahyuM. zeTha! have bahu mamatA na rAkhe, tame badhAne mATe ghaNuM karyuM che. have tame tamArA AtmAnuM karo. A saMsAra svArthane bharela che. keI keInuM nathI. tyAre zeTha kahe che vaidarAja! mAre ghera evuM nathI. gharanA badhAne mArA pratye eTale badhe prema che ke mArA vinA koI jIvI zake tema nathI, vaida kahezeTha! tamAre jevuM che? te huM auSadha dvArA ajamAza karI batAvuM. vaida kahe huM akasIra davA ApuM chuM tethI zeThane roga maTI jaze paNa tamAre De bhega deve paDaze. gharanA badhA kahe je karavuM paDe te karIzuM paNa jaldI sAjA thAya tema kare. eTale vaida kahe che huM zeThanA peTe lepa lagADuM chuM. ne tame eka saLagatI sagaDIne aMgArA upara hAtha garama karIne zeThanA peTe zeka kare. sauthI moTA chokarAne kahyuM tyAre teNe kahyuM ke vaidarAja ! haju tame kahe te aMgAsa upara hAtha dharIne zeka karuM paNa aMgArAne hAtha aDADuM te mArA hAtha ja baLI jAyane! tyAre vaida kahe che paNa tamArA pitAnuM darda maTADavuM hoya to e pramANe karavuM paDaze. tyAre dIkare kahe che mArA pitAnI milkatane huM eka bhAgIdAra nathI. cAra dIkarA che. cArane hisso che. - bIjA dIkarAne bolAvyuM. bIjAe vAta jANa kahyuM ke huM paisA khacI jANuM paNa mArAthI A nahi bane. trIjAne kahyuM tyAre kahe ke be moTA bhAIoe te paraNIne khUba majamajhA mANI che. ne mane paraNyA haju cha mahinA thayA che. huM kevI rIte karuM? cothA dIkarAne kahyuM. tyAre te kahe traNa te paraNuM utaryA che ne huM te kuMvAro chuM. mArA hAtha baLI jaze te mane kaNa paraNaze? chevaTe zeThANIne kahyuM tyAre zeThANIe paNa kahyuM -zeka karavAmAM vadhe nathI. paNa mArI uMmara thaI gaI che. ghaDapaNamAM hAtha baLI jAya te mArI cAkarI koNa kare? A rIte badhA judA judA javAba ApIne chUTI gayA. zeThane e meha hatuM ke mArA gharanA badhA mArI pAchaLa prANa pAtharavA taiyAra thaze. paNa A te juduM nIkaLyuM. eTale saMsAra ke svArthamaya che tenuM zeThane bhAna thayuM. badhAne maha utarI gaye. vaidarAje kahyuM zeThajI! have tamane samajAyuM ne ke A saMsAramAM koNa konuM che? juo, tamAre mATe koI kaSTa veThavA taiyAra thayuM? have mamatA choDIne bhagavAnanuM nAma le. baMdhuo! tamane paNa ghaNI vAra saMsAranA kaDavA-mIDA anubhava te thatA haze. paNa haju mamatA kayAM chUTe che? saMsAranI jelamAM kayAM sudhI jakaDAI raheze? ke

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zAradA sAgara 662 gunegArane jelamAM pUravAmAM Ave che te paNa chUTavAnA rastA zodhe che. kema karIne . jelamAMthI chUdarekanA gunhA pramANe jelamAM sajA thAya che. moTe gunho hoya to jelamAM majurI karavI paDe ane nAne gunho hoya te khAI pIne keTaDImAM besI rahevAnuM hoya che. paNa jela eTale jela. tyAM thoDuM game? manamAM ema ja thAya ke kyAre ahIMthI chUTuM? te rIte jyAM sudhI ApaNe mekSamAM na jaIe tyAM sudhI ApaNe AtmA saMsAra rUpI jelamAM beTho che. kaMIka puNyazALI AtmAone dIkSA levA mATenA badhA sAnukULa saMga hoya che. gharanA rajA Ape chatAM ene saMsAranI jelamAMthI chUTavAnuM mana thatuM nathI.' popaTane svabhAva svecchApUrvaka vanamAM uDavAno hoya che paNa pipaTa pAMjarAmAM pUrAyeluM hoya che tethI tene pAMjarU game che. keI vAra tene mAlika pAMjaruM khulluM mUkI de te paNa uDavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. parANe uDADe te thoDe dUra jaIne pAcho pAMjarAmAM AvIne besI jAya. kAraNa ke tene pAMjaruM gamI gayuM che. tema tamane paNa A saMsAranuM sonerI pAMjaruM evuM gamI gayuM che ke temAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. anAthI munine reganuM nimitta maLatAM temane AtmA jAgRta banI gaye. mahAna purUSone rega paNa sArA mATe Ave che. anAthI nigraMtha kahe che he rAjana? meM dIkSA levAnI vAta karI tethI mArA gharanAne khUba duHkha thayuM. kAraNa ke svajananA viyeAga jevuM bIjuM kaI duHkha nathI. eTale mAtA-pitA, patnI badhAne duHkha thAya te svAbhAvika che. mohanA kAraNe mane saMsAramAM rokavA khUba prayatna karavA lAgyA ke he dIkarA! vadhu nahi to amArI khAtara eka varSa te rokAI jA. paNa meM te temane kahyuM ke eka varSa te zuM eka divasa paNuM nahi rekAuM. mArA mAtA-pitA samajaNavALA ane udAra hatA. samaju mAtA pitAo saMtAnonI kasoTI kare. pachI AjJA Ape che. paNa saMyama mArge jatAM saMtAnane rokatA nathI. gajasukumAra dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA tyAre temanI mAtAne AghAta lAgyA ne dharatI upara Dhagale thaIne DhaLI paDI. jyAre mAtA bhAnamAM AvI tyAre gajasukumAre pUchayuM ke he mAtA! jo ke zatru ApaNu rAjya upara caDhI Ave to te vakhate tuM mane mahelamAM saMtADI daIza ke raNamAM laDavA mekalIza? tyAre mAtA devakIe kahyuM - he beTA! e vakhate te yuddhamAM meluM. kadAca putra garbhamAM hoya te paNa evI IcchA karuM ke putra garbhamAMthI bahAra nIkaLIne duzmananI sAme laDe! gajasukumAre mAtAne kahyuM to te mAtA! huM kamarUpI zatruonI sAme laDavA jAuM chuM. te tuM AvI vIramAtA thaIne mane zA mATe roke che? tuM zA mATe ATaluM badhuM dilamAM duHkha dhare che? bele, have mAtAne AjJA ApavI paDe ne? sAce vairAgI kadI chUpa na rahe. jene vairAgya Ave che tene koNa rokI zake che?

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zAradA sAgara eka vakhata eka vaNike kaI mahAna jJAnI saMtanuM vairAgyabharyuM. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM, saMte saMsAranI asAratA viSe khUba sarasa samajAveluM. eTale bhAInA manamAM thaI gayuM ke saMsAra Ave che? basa, have gharamAM rahevuM nathI. dIkSA laI lauM. bhAI te ghera AvyA. patnIne kahe che ke, A cAvIne jhuDe. A tijorImAM je milkata che te ane A cepaDA badhuM saMbhALI leje, ne huM te jAuM chuM. tyAre patnI kahe che paNa che zuM? kyAM jAva cho? te kahe ke A saMsAra asAra che. mAre saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. mAre dIkSA levI che. patnI cAlAka hatI. te samajI gaI vairAgyane ubhare Avyo che. ubhare kayAM sudhI Take? dUdhane ubharo Ave che temAM thoDuM pANI nAMkhe eTale ubharo besI jAya. patnIe vicAra karyo ke huM thoDuM premanuM pANI nAMkhuM. ubharo haze te besI jaze. patnI kahe che svAmInAthI paNa Ama mane mUkIne bhUkhyA ne bhUkhyA javAya? kayAM jAva cho? khIcaDI ane lavIMgane vaghAra karIne kaDhI banAvI che. khIcaDI ane kaDhI khAI le. pachI dIkSAnI vAta. zrImatIjIe khUba Agraha karyo eTale bhAI te jamavA beThA. khIcaDImAM bhArobhAra ghI ane lavIMgane vaghAra karelI TesTaphUla kahI ApI. bhAI to khIcaDI sAthe kaDhIne sabaDako laIne jamavA lAgyA, jamatAM jamatAM kahe che aho ! Aje te teM kaMI khIcaDI ne kaDhI banAvI che. A svAda te kadI AvyuM nathI. huM dIkSA lauM te mane tyAM AvI khIcaDI ne kaDhI maLaze ke nahi? tyAre patnI kahe che tyAM kayAMthI maLe? tyAM te tamAre ghara gharamAM baicarI javuM paDaze. koI vakhata ThaMDu maLaze, kaI vakhata garama maLaze ne kaI vakhata nahi paNa maLe! tyAre kahe che te huM ahIM vaheravA AvuM to tuM mane AvI khIcaDI ne kahI vaherAvIza ne? tyAre patnI kahe ke tame dIkSA le to pachI tamArA mATe banAvAya? (hasAhasa). pachI te A gAmamAM paNa vadhu na rahevAya. dIkSA laIne vihAra kare paDaze. tyAre kahe che mAre dIkSA nathI levI. (hasAhasa) bhAIne vairAgya utarI gayo. AnuM nAma khIcaDIyo vairAgya. khIcaDI khAdhIne vairAgya utarI gaye. tame tenAthI utare tevI nathI. kema barAbara ne? paNa gajasukumArane vairAgya e na hatuM. aMte mAtAne AjJA ApavI paDI. anAthI muni kahe che mArA svajane paNa mane gherI vaLyA ne kahevA lAgyA ke beTA! dIkSA levI e kaMI bALakanI ramata nathI. te kadI kaSTa veThayA nathI. khullA page cA nathI. saMyama mArgamAM kaThora pariSaha Avaze tyAre tAre saMsAranuM eka paNa smaraNa nahi karAya khUba vicArIne dIkSA leje. leje samajIne dIkSAne bhAra, saheje manaDuM caLe, saghaLuM dhULamAM maLe, - Dagale pagale tyAM khAMDAnI dhAra leje samajIne

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zAradA sAgara sagapaNa saMsArInA bhalavA paDe, muktine mAraga che tyAre jaDe, bahenI kevA haze, mA zuM karatA haze, je je yAda AvenA saMsAra-le samajIne... dIkSA lIdhA pachI tAruM mana saMyamamAM sthira nahi rahe te tArI badhI sAdhanA dhULamAM maLI jaze. mAtA, patnI temaja badhA sagapaNa tAre bhUlavA paDaze. badhA zuM karatA haze te vicAra sarakho paNa nahi karAya. tuM dIkSA levA taiyAra thayuM che te sArI vAta che. kAraNa ke saMyama vinA AtmAnI siddhi nathI. e vAta nakkI che paNa khUba vicAra karIne saMyama pathe kadama bharaje. mAtA pitAe khUba kahyuM. paNa jenuM mana daDha che te pIgaLato nathI. anAthI munie badhA praznanA barAbara javAba ApI dIdhA. have mAtA-pitA badhA kevI rIte AjJA Apaze te bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM -77 Ase suda 15 ne gurUvAra * tA. 16-10-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne baheno! anaMta jJAnI, mahAna karUNAvaMta bhagavaMta kahe che he bhavya che ! A saMsAra zuM che? je duniyA sarA hai, aura tU hai musAphIra, calA cala calA cala ye gAtI ghaDI hai! A saMsAra eka musApharakhAnuM che. ne jIva e musAphIra che. dareka jIva potapotAnA karmAnusAra judI judI yonimAM janma le che ane AyuSya pUrNa karIne cAlyA jAya che. saMsAramAM tamane game teTalA vaibhava maLe paNa e vaibhavane bhegavavAmAM rakata rahevuM e mAnava jiMdagInuM eya nathI. eka divasa te e badhuM choDIne cAlyA javAnuM che. e te tame badhA barAbara jANe che ne? agAuthI dharmakaraNa karIne bhaviSyane sudhAravAne purUSArtha kare jaIe. ahIM jIvane rahevAnuM sthAna zAzvata nathI. ApaNe eka kalpanA karIe ke kaI eka musAphIra eka gAmathI bIje gAma javA mATe ravAnA thaye. paNa vacamAM bhayaMkara vana Ave che. temAM te musAphIra mArga bhUlI gaye. vanamAM Akho divasa bhaTako paNa sAco mArga jo nahi. sUryAsta thaI jatAM vanamAM ghora aMdhakAra chavAI gaye. eTale musAphIra gabharAI gayo ke have zuM karavuM? De dUra jatAM eka jhUMpaDImAM dhIme dIva baLatuM hatuM. tene prakAza joIne te te tarapha gaye. jhuMpaDImAM eka vRddha mANasa che. teNe AvelA musApharane parabamAMthI ThaMDu pANI pAyuM. khAvA mATe bhUkhe sUko roTale Apo ne rAtre sUvA mATenI sagavaDa paNa ApI. Avela

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zAradA sAgara 65 musAphIra taDakAmAM AkhA divasa ghumyA hatA eTale bhUkha ne tarasathI herAna thatAM khUba thAkI gayA hatA ne khadhI sagavaDa maLI gai. tema ja nirjana vanamAM rAtrinA samaye hiMsaka pazuonA bhayathI khacavA surakSita sthAna sUvA mATe maLyuM. ele, AvA samaye bhAMgI tUTI jhupaDI, ThaMDu pANI ane lUkhA rATalA kevA mIThA lAge ? ne kaiTaleA AnaMda thAya ? jANe koI mRtyunA bichAnA para sUtelA mANasane saMjIvanI maLI gaI. e musAphIra khAI pIne zAMtithI sUi gayA. madhue ! e musAphIra tyAM sUi te gaye paNa zuM tyAM te kAyama paDAva nAMkhIne raheze kharA? nA. kAraNa ke tenA manamAM evI bhAvanA che ke mAre savAra paDatAM gAmamAM pahoMcI javAnuM che. A paramanI jhupaDI e kaI mAruM ghara nathI A teA mArA jevA mArga bhUlelA musAphIra mATe vizrAmasthAna che. AvI rIte jJAnI kahe che ke A sa MsAra paNa eka gaThana vana che. te jIvAtmA temAM vasanArA eka musAphIra che. te peAtAne sAcA mArga bhUlI javAthI anaMtakALathI cAra gati, cAvIsa DhaMDaka ane 84 lAkha jIvAyeAnimAM bhaTake che. temAM mahAna puNyanA cege ati durlabha mAnavajanmarUpI eka parakha maLI gaI che. paNa te jIvanuM zAzvatu sthAna nathI. mele, atyAra sudhImAM kAi paNa kAyama mATe TakayuM che kharuM ? keAI pAMca, paccIsa, pacAsa kaise varSe paNa ahIMthI vidAya le che. kAraNa ke A AtmAnu zAzvata sthAna nathI. jIvanuM zAzvata sthAna teA meAkSa che. mATe badhAe meAkSamAM javAne purUSArtha karI levA joIe. pachI mRtyu Ave te paNa ciMtA nahi. A mAnavajanma rUpI parakhamAM zItaLa pANI samAna ceDA samaya mATe sukhanI prApti thaI che. paNa aMte te tene choDavAnuM che. tA je vastu jIvane sahAyabhUta nathI thatI, sAthe AvatI nathI tenA upara mamatA rAkhavI te mUrkhatA che. vivekavAna purUSo A saMsAramAM kAIpaNa vastu ke vyakita upara mamatva rAkhatA nathI. saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM tenAthI alipta rahe che. anAthI nigraMthane AvA asthira ne kSaNika sa'sAranA sabadhAnuM bhAna thayuM. tethI AMkha khulI gai ne pote rAtre sUtA sUtA je nirNaya karyo temAM aTala rahyA. raDatA piravArane bhAna thai gayuM ke mArA dIkarAnA nirNaya akrUra che. te uparanA raMgathI raMgAyela nathI paNa aMtarane raga che. ghaNAM mANaseA mahArathI tyAgI, tapasvI hAya ane aMdarathI khAlI hoya paNa ahIM tema nathI. ahIM eka dRSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka sAsujI khama dharmanA raMge raMgAyelA hatA. rAja upAzraye jAya, vyAkhyAna vANI sAMbhaLe. mAsakhamaNunu ghara Avyu' eTale sate mAsakhamaNu tapa upara bhAra mUkayA. sAsujInA manamAM thayuM ke huM te karI zakatI nathI paNa mArI vahu mAsakhamaNa kare te sAruM mAru ghara ane mAruM kuTu Mba ujajavaLa ane, sAsune khUba hoMza hatI. ghera AvIne

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zAradA sAgaro kahyuM- beTA! je tamArAthI bane te mAsakhamaNa kare, mane khUba oMza che. vahu paNa mAsakhamaNa karavA taiyAra thaI. sAsujIe te attaravAyaNAne divase lavIMga halAvyA, ToparA chINyAM, sUTha banAvI. ghaNuM banAvIne vahune attaravAyaNuM karAvyuM. vahue bIje divase upavAsa karyo. paNa rAta paDI eTale baDabaDIyA bolavA lAgyA. uMgha AvatI nathI. gharamAM badhA sUI gayA hatA. A lAga joIne vahu pathArImAMthI ubhI thaI. rasoDAmAM jaIne DabbAmAMthI eka lADo laIne khAI gaI. bIje divase upavAsa karyone bIje divase lADa khAdhe. roja lADa khAvA lAgI. ekale lADa bhAve nahi eTale gharamAM caTaNa vigere je hoya te sAthe laIne khAI le. A rIte roja badhA uMghI jAya eTale lADa, caTaNI, athANuM khAI letI ne savAre upavAsa karatI. sAsu vicAra karavA lAgI ke lADavAno Dakhe Akhe bhareluM hatuM ne lADavA ATalA badhA ochA kema thaI gayA? khUba tapAsa karI paNa koI pakaDAyuM nahi. tethI tenA sAsu jAgatA paDayA rahyA. sADAbAra vAgyA ne vahu rasoDAmAM AvyA. lADane caTaNa khAI lIdhuM. sAsu samajI gayA ke mArI vahu ja lADa khAI jatI lAge che. have vahunI AMkha te khelAvavI joIe! sAsune paNa re ja vicAra thato ke mArI vahune paMdara sattara upavAsa thayA paNa zarIra saheja paNa sUkAtuM nathI. keIe sArI aMtarAya teDI hoya te tapazcaryA khUba zAtApUrvaka karI zake paNa zarIra te sUkAya ne? upAzraye jAya te loke paNa vicAra karatAM paNa kaI meDhe te kahI zake nahi. have sAsu vahunI pAse besIne dhIme dhIme gAvA lAgI ke mIThI kera:mArI vahue te mAsakhamaNu kIdhuM, ne rAte uThIne lADa re khAdhe, lADa khAdhe ne rAyatuM paNa khAdhuM, ne sAthe caTaNane caTake re karyo, sAsujI A rIte gAtA hatAM. vahu kahe che bA! tame A zuM gIta gAva cho? tyAre sAsu kahe vahu! tamane gAuM chuM. vahu samajI gaI ke mArI sAsune jANa thaI gaI lAge che. tenuM moTuM paDI gayuM. sAsue kahI dIdhuM ke AvA daMbha karIne tapa karyuM kahevaDAvaze te kyA bhavamAM chUTaze? gurU pAse pratyAkhyAna laine gurUne paNa chetarI rahyA che. thoDuM thAya te thoDuM tapa kare paNa zuddha tapa kare. sAsujI khUba gaMbhIra ne sajajana hatA eTale vahunuM vagoNuM na karyuM. paNa gharamAM besIne chAnImAnI zikhAmaNa ApI. bhagavAnanA zrAvake paNa AvA gaMbhIra hoya. zrAvakone zAstramAM sAdhunA ammApiyA kahevAmAM AvyA che. sAdhuo paNa evA hatA. bhUlecUke bhUla thAya te pazcAtApa karatA. tame ratnAkara paccIsI vAMcaze te khabara paDaze ke ekeka zlekamAM ke pazcAtApa bharyo che. ratnAkara paccIsInI racanA ratnAkarasUri mahArAje karI che. e racanA temaNe kayAre karI te jANe che? ratnAkarasUri mahArAje pitAnA pApane pazcAtApa temAM hAla

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zAradA sAgara che. Aje duniyAmAM paccIsa lAkhanuM dAna karanArA maLaze. aThThAithI mAMDIne mAsakhamaNunI tapazcaryA karIne tenA gANA gAnArA jovAmAM Ave che. paNa peAtAnuM pApa prakAzanAra bahu ochA jovAmAM Ave che. 667 * " saMsAra cheDayeA paNa mAyA rahI gaI '' :- ratnAkarasUri nAmanA eka mahAna vidvAna sata hatA. teo khUba Atma svarUpanI vAtA karatA. temanA pravacanamAM evu tA joma hatu ke bhalabhalA pIgaLI jAya. tethI hajAro lAke temanu pravacana sAMbhaLavA jatA. temaja temanI pAse yuvake pazu jJAnAbhyAsa karatA. jyAre ratnAkarasUri mahArAja pravacana karatAM tyAre sudhana nAmanA yuvaka khUba jhINuvaTathI sAMbhaLatA. temAM tene eka vAta ema lAgI ke gurU mahArAja khAra vratamAM pAMcamA vrata karatAM badhA vratA upara ghaNuM suMdara joradAra pravacana Ape che. paNa pAMcamA vratamAM kema DhIlA paDe che? chevaTe tenI zeAdha karavA mAMDI. pariNAma e Avyu ke badhe chAnuM chAnu joyuM paNa kaMI pattA paDatA nathI. have eka divasa evuM anya ke. gurUdevane rajoharaNanu paDilehaNa karavuM ne tenI sAthe khAMdhelI peATalI cheADavI. pATalImAM pAMca kiMmatI hIrA che te sudhana joi gayeA. tenA manamAM thayuM ke aheA ! mArA gurUe ATale moTo tyAga karyAM ne AnI emane mamatA rahI gaI! gmA mArA tAraka gurUdeva temanA upadezathI hajArA jIvanuM kalyANa kare. paNa A mAyA mArA gurUdevanuM patana karAvaze. te mArAthI sahana kema thAya? koI prayatne mArA A gurUdevanI mamatA cheDAvu. chevaTamAM teNe ghaNA graMthanu vAMcana karI eka sudara zlAka kADhayA. ne gurUdevanI pAse jaine kahyu gurUdeva! mane A zlAkanA a samajAveA. gurUdeva kahe, he sudhana! sAMbhaLa, je manuSya pApa karIne parigraha bhegA kare che ne temAM Asakti rAkhe che te jIvA marIne durgatimAM jAya che. parigraha e pApanuM mULa che. mATe vivekI AtmAoe parigrahanI mUrchA cheoDavI joIe. khUba suMdara ane sacATa sudhanane samajAvavA chatAM kahe che, gurUdeva ! A artha mArA magajamAM besatA nathI. A zlAka samajAvatAM eka mahinA thayeA chatAM sudhana javAbamAM nakAra bhaNatA hatA. tyAre gurUdevanI bhUkha ane uMgha uDI gai. are, AvA hAMziyAra sudhana tene mana A zlAka samajavA shela che chatAM kema nA pADatA haze ? satanA hRdaya pUrvakanA pazcAtApa :- satanA manamAM eka ja vicAra ghUmavA lAgyA, ke are! huM hajArA jIvAne samajAvuM ne AvA vicakSaNa sudhanane kema samajAvI zakatA nathI ? zuM mArAmAM uNapa che? zuM mArAmAM khAmI che? are huM caitanya ! tuM kAM bhUlyA chuM? tArI zuM khAmI che ke tu sudhanane zlAkanA ahRdayamAM besADI zakatA nathI ? ahAhA have mane yAda AvyuM ? bhUlye| chuM. bhUlyo chuM. ....

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zAradA sAga jagatanA jIvAne choDavA samajAvu chuM. temanI sAme paDakAra karuM chuM. are, mAMga peAkArIne kahuM chuM have parigrahanI mamatA choDA-ne choDA, jo tamArI mamatA ne mUrcyA nahi chUTe te durgatinA daravAjA khakhaDAvavA paDaze. AvI vAte huM jagatanA jIvAne samajAvuM chuM. paNa huM kayAM bhUlyA che tenuM mane kayA bhAna che? jete meM tyAga karyA che, jeneA sparza karavA paNa mane khapatA nathI. e te du dhanuM ghara che. meM ene asthira, nazvara jANIne, saMsAranA raMgarAga ane viSaya bhAgane temaja mAMsanA leAcA samAna parigrahanA chaDeceAka gurudeva ane bhagavatanI sAkSIe jene meM tyAga karyAM che, jene huM vasI gayA chuM. ahAhA....huM ene ja cATavA mATe Ubhe thaye ? ane ubhe thaye te paNa kevA ? jene tyAga pAMca miniTa paNa mAre na karavA paDe tevA rajoharaNanI aMdaranI duzI sAthe meM pAMca raste mUrchA rAkhIne bAMdhI rAkhyA che. huM AtmAnAM cera chuM. pachI sudhana mAruM samajAveluM kayAMthI samaje ? ahAhA....huM AtmAdhikkAra che tane! jo tane sudhana jeve sudhAranAra gurU na maLye heta te! tAru zuM thAta ? 668 " AtmAnuM parivartana thatAM ratnane kAMkarA jevA gaNIne pheMkI dIdhA - savAra paDatAM munie patharA lIdhA ne jema mATInI eka IMTane bhAMge tyAre hRdayamAM kaI paNa du:kha na thAya te rIte jene AtmA jAgI uThayA che, mamatA ne mUrchA - jhera jenA utarI gayA che tevA munie eka paLavAranI aMdara paththarathI ratnAnA cUrecUrA karI nAMkhyA ane e jyAM kacarA peTInI aMdara nAMkhe che tyAM dUthI sudhananI dRSTi paDI gaI. gurUdevanI A apUrva tyAgavRtti joi sudhananuM zIra dUra rahyA chatAM jhUkI paDayuM ne tarata ja te AvIne gurUnA caraNamAM paDI gayA. kema sudhana! zlokanA artha samajAya ? hA. gurUdeva ApanI kRpAe mane Aje ghaNu saceATa samajAi gayuM. meM Apane khUba khUba takalIpha ApI che. mane mApha karazo. Aja mAruM haiyuM halakuM thayuM che. Ape mane ugAryA che. A zabdo sAMbhaLatA ratnAkarasUrinI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. sudhana! huM gurU nahi paNa tuM mAre gurU che. tane samajAyu te| hatuMja paNa mAru dila zuddha karavA mATe tuM A rIte karI rahyo hateA. "pApanA ekarAra karatAM ratnAkarasurie peAtAnA prAyazcita mATe racelu stAtra" devAnupriye!.! uttama purUSanA jIvana kevA pavitra hAya che! kayAre ca paNa mahAna purUSa pApa chupAvavA nathI mAMgatA. peAtAnA pApane jene ekarAra thayeA che tevA munie peAtAnA pApanA prAyazcita mATe ratnAkara paccIsI sTeAtra racIne kharekhara temaNe pApanI AlecanA karI che. temanI vAtane phakata sudhana sivAya koi jANatuM na hatuM chatAM peAtAnA pApanI AlecanA karavA karelI bhUlanuM prAyazcita karI, jagata sAme kSamA mAgI e kAMi jevI tevI vAta nathI. temaNe ratnAkara paccIsI racIne jagatanI sAme jAhera karyuM, ke

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zAradA sAgara ThagavA vibhu A vizvane, vairAgyanA raMge dharyA, ne dharmane upadeza raMjana lokane karavA karyA, vidyA bhaNyo huM vAda mATe keTalI kathanI kahuM, sAdhu thaIne bahArathI dAMbhika aMdarathI rahuM. aho he bhagavaMta! meM te jagatane dekhADavA mATe A sAdhune veza paheryo che. ne aMtaramAM te keTale daMbha rAkhe? prabhu! mAruM zuM thaze? mArA pApanI to tArI pAse zuM vAta karuM? e pazcAtApa karyo ke jema nAnuM bALaka mAtAnI pAse raDe tema rayA. zuM bALake mA-bApa pAse bAlakIDA nava kare? ne mukhamAMthI jema Ave tema zuM nava uccare, temaja tamArI pAsa tAraka, Aja bheLA bhAvathI, jevuM banyuM tevuM kahuM temAM kazuM khoTuM nathI. he mArA prabhu! huM to tArI pAse nAnuM bALaka chuM bALake mA-bApanI pAse kAlIghelI bhASAmAM game tema bole che. tema huM paNa tAre bALaka banIne meM jIvanamAM je daMbhanuM sevana karyuM tenI tArI pAse mAphI mAMguM chuM. juo, mahAna purUSanuM hRdaya kevuM nirmaLa hoya che! sAdhu hovA chatAM potAnA pApano ke pazcAtApa karyo! A pazcAtApa dareka jIvane thAya te kAma thaI jAya. jaladI mokSamAM javuM hoya te pApano karAra karI jIvana pavitra banAvo. anAthI nigraMtha zreNaka rAjAne kahe che he rAjana ! mane heja saMsAra asAra lAge ne dIkSA lIdhI evuM nathI. paNa mane rega na maTa, ma rAthI vedanA sahana na thaI tyAre meM chello upAya ajamAvavA prabhune prArthanA karI ke he bhagavAna! je huM rogathI mukta thaIza te jarUra dIkSA laIza. e nirNaya karatAnI sAthe huM regathI mukata thaye. tyAre mArI zraddhA daDha thaI ke meM saMyama levAne saMkalpa karyo tyAM mAre dravyaroga nAbUda thayo te saMyama laIza te mAro bhAvaga paNa nAbUda thaI jaze. meM mArA saMkalpanI vAta mAtA-pitA Adi kuTuMbIjane pAse raju karI. eTale e te badhA dhArA AMsue raDavA lAgyA. keIrIte chAnA na rahyA tyAre meM kahyuM ke huM pavitra paMthe prayANa karuM, AMsuDA AMkhamAMthI zAne jhare? huM pavitra pathe...0 hiMyA zAne tamArA bane che dukhI? zAne caherA para A udAsI uThI? je prabhue lIdhe paMtha e huM lauM, nAma rozana kare e dizAmAM jAu..huM he mAtA-pitA! bhAIo ne baheno! patnI! tame badhA zA mATe raDe che? huM je paMthe jAuM chuM te paMthe te moTA moTA mahArAjAo, rAjakumAra, cakravartio

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zAradA sAgara badhA gayA che. AvA pavitra paMthe jatAM tamAre mane AzIrvAda ApavA joIe. tenA badale tame badhA A zuM kare che? tame have mane premapUrvaka pavitra pathe prayANa karavAnI AjJA Ape. tao kalle pabhAyammi, ApacchittANa bNdhve| khanto danto nirAraMbho, pavvaio aNagAriyaM // utta. sU a. 20 gAthA 34 chevaTe mAtA-pitA Adi sarvee mane rajA ApI. ane meM kSamAvAna, Indrione nirAdhI temaja nirAraMbhI banIne aNagAra dharma svIkArI lIdhe. baMdhuo! anAthI munie te dIkSA laI lIdhI. paNa have tamane koIne dIkSA levAnuM mana thAya che? anAthI munine saMsAramAM rokavA mATe temanA mAtA-pitA, patnI, bhAIo, bahene keTaluM raDayA ne jhUryA chatAM te kAyA? jemane saMsAra asAra lAge che te keInA kyA rekAtA nathI. temane mana saMsAranA sukha svapna jevA lAge che. tamArA sukha be prakAranA che. eka AMkha khule jAya ane eka AMkha baMdha thaye jAya. svapnanuM sukha AMkha ughaDe eTale khalAsa. kema barAbara che ne? A jagatamAM svapna be prakAranA che. eka te rAtre Ave che te ane bIjuM kayuM? e tamane khabara nahi hoya. le, tyAre huM kahuM. eka svapna nAnuM che ne bIjuM moTuM che. rAtre uMghamAM Ave che te nAnuM svapna ane saMsAra e meTuM svapna che. nAnA svapnAmAM AMkha khulyA pachI kAMI nahi ne meTA svapnAmAM AMkha baMdha thayA pachI kAMI nahi. svapnanI duniyAmAM tuM hAle, AMkha khule tAruM kAMI nathI, A duniyA paNa khatama mAnI le, AMkha mIMce tAruM kAMI nathI, mukitapaMtha viravAne kAje, prabhu bhajana vinA kAMI nathI, purANuM piMjara cheDIne, paMkhI pAMkha vinA uDavAnuM e uDanArA...paMkhI ke tAre kAyama nA rahevAnuM. jema rAtre koI mANasane evuM svapna Ave ke mane rAjya maLyuM. ghaNI rAjakumArIo sAthe paraNe ne mahAna sukha bhogavI rahyo chuM. nokara cAkare khammA khammA kare che. paNa savAra paDatAM AMkha khule che tyAre te hatuM te ne te hoya che. te rIte jJAnI purUSe A saMsArane svapna kahe che. saMsAramAM khUba mahenata karIne vasAvelA hATa, havelI vaibhava Adi AMkha baMdha thayA pachI zuM? bolo, kema nathI balatA? eka phUTI badAma ke kANuM pAI paNa sAthe AvatI nathI. kema barAbara che ne? te choDavAnuM mana thAya che kharuM? saMsAranI dareka vastuo anitya ane avAstavika hoya che. eTale kahevata che ne ke "svapnAnI sukhaDI bhUkha bhAMge nahi" te nIcenA draSTAMtathI spaSTa samajAze.

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zAradA sAgara 671 - eka gAmamAM eka kaMjusa zeTha raheto hato. te e kaMjusa ke "camaDI tUTe paNa damaDI na chUTe. e mammIcUsa hate. te lekone ghera jaIne jamI AvavAmAM hoMziyAra hate paNa keIne jamADatuM na hatuM. keIne tyAM jamaNavAra hoya tyAM zeThano naMbara pahelo hoya. meTI palAMThI vALIne jamavA besI jate ane e jamavA bese ne pIrasanAra jaldI na pIrase te enA para kedhane pAra AsamAne caDhI jatuM. pIrasanArane kahe ke jalebI lAva! bhajIyA lAva! bhAta lAva! khUba pAvara kare. paNa badhA kaMI ene pAvara sahana kare? eka vakhata eka yuvAna bolI uThe ke bese. jema pIrasAtuM jaze tema vArApharatI pIrasAze. tamane kaMI paheluM pIrasavAnuM nathI. ATale badho pAvara zA upara kare cho? kaI divasa tame keIne jamADayA che? eka cAnuM pANI paNa pIvaDAvatA nathI ne bIjAne ghera jamavAmAM pahelo naMbara! (hasAhasa) pelA pIrasanAranA zabda sAMbhaLIne zeTha to cUpa thaI gayA. manamAM vicAra karyo ke have eka vakhata badhAne jamADI dauM te maheNAM mAratAM baMdha thAya. maheNa upara peNe caDhAvavAnuM mana thayuM paNa jamADavA kevI rIte? jamaNavAra kare te paisA vaparAI jAya ne! zeTha Ama vicAra karatA hatAM. tyAM eka divasa pareDhiye cAra vAge zeThane svapna AvyuM. svapnAmAM zeThe sAta eAraDA sukhaDIthI bharelA joyA. eTale enA manamAM jamaNavAra karavAnI ramaNatA hatI tethI vicAra karyo ke jamaNavAra karavAnI A suMdaramAM suMdara taka che. eTale zeThanI bAjumAM eka nekara sUtele. tene uMghamAM ne uMghamAM jagADa ne kahyuM ke jA, A nagaramAM mArA taraphathI sahakuTuMbane jamavA AvavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApI Ava. A sAMbhaLI nekara ghaDIbhara AzcaryamAM DUbI gaye. aha! A zeTha te koIne pANI paNa pAtA nathI. ne AkhA gAmane jamADaze kevI rIte? A sAcuM che ke svapna zeThane pharIne pUchayuM tyAre kahe che hA hA. mArA taskethI jamaNavAra che. Aje bapore jamavAnuM netaruM ApI Ava. eTale nekara te upaDaye. gAmamAM thALI pheravI. thALI vAgI ane janatA camakIH- savAra paDatAM zeTha jAgyA eTale nokara kahe che have rasoI banAvavAnI taiyArI kare. zeTha kahe che zeThANI rasoI te banAve che. have tAre kaI rasoI banAvaDAvavI che? (hasAhasa). tyAre nekara kahe che kema? tame mane netaruM devA te meka hataH zeTha kahe che meM kyAre netaruM ApavAnuM kahyuM hatuM? nokara kahe tame mane cAra vAge jagADIne kahyuM hatuM. meM be vAra pUchayuM ne tame hA pADI. eTale AkhA gAmamAM notaruM ApI AvyuM chuM. hamaNAM agiyAra vAgaze ne loko jamavA AvIne besI jaze. tyAre zuM pIrasaze? tyAre zeThane yAda AvyuM ke meM svapnAmAM sAta oraDA sukhaDIthI bharelA joyA hatA eTale kadAca kahyuM haze. khera. je thayuM te kharuM. mAre gabharAvAnI jarUra nathI. keI yukita zodhIne lokone ghara bhegA karI

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zAradA sAgara Iza. jamaNavAra karuM te mArI keTalI lakSamI vaparAI jAya? zeThane hAya paise ne ya paiso hate. zuM maphatanA paisA Ave che ke jamaNamAM vAparI nAkhuM? (hasAhasa). pisAnA kaMI jhADa nathI ke toDI lAvuM! zeThanA AMgaNe mAnava maherAmaNa - lagabhaga agiyAra vAgyA ne zeThanA AMgaNe loko thALI vATako laIne jamavA AvyA. zeThanA nAmanI thALI pharI tyArathI saunA manamAM zaMkA thaI hatI ke A zeTha zuM jamADaze? kadI cAra mANasane jamADayA nathI ne ATale moTe jamaNavAra ekadama kare che? badhA mANaso lAInabaMdha jamavA to besI gayA paNa jamaNavAra jevI taiyArI dekhAtI nathI. keI pIrasavA paNa AvatuM nathI. sau rAha joIne beThA hatA. tyAM zeTha pote bahAra AvyA ne nokara pAse khATale ne gAdaluM maMgAvI patharAyuM. ne badhAnI vacamAM ubhA rahIne zeThe kahyuM- mArA bhAIo ne bahene! sAMbhaLo, meM rAtre svapnAmAM sukhaDIthI sAta oraDA bharelA joyA hatA. tethI tamane badhAne jamavA mATe notaryA. have huM sUI jAuM chuM. mane uMgha Ave ane uMghamAM karIne pAchA sukhaDInA bharelA eAraDA dekhIza te tamane pIrasAvIza. mATe tame badhA zAMtithI besajo. (hasAhasa) zeThanI A ThagabAjI joIne meM ghara bhegAM thaI gayA. baMdhuo ! A daSTAMta uparathI ApaNe te eTale sAra levAno che ke svapnamAM dekhelI sukhaDIe keInI bhUkha bhAMgI nahi. te rIte A saMsAramAM vaibhavavilAsa ane dhanadolatathI ApaNe AtmA kyAre saMtuSTa thavAnuM nathI. A badhuM svapnA jevuM che. AMkho baMdha thatAM badhu ahIM rahI javAnuM che. ATalA mATe bhagavaMte saMsArane svapnAnI upamA ApI che. mATe jIvanamAM bane teTalI dharmanI ArAdhanA karI le. anAthI munie jIvanamAM sAdhanA karI lIdhI. saMsAra choDIne saMyamI banI gayA. have pite kevI rIte ne konA nAtha banyA te vAta rAjA zreNukane kaheze. tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. - 78 A suda 13 ne zukravAra tA. 17-10-75 bhavanI rAzinA bhAMganAra ane parama pavitra paMthanA darzaka evA anaMta karuNAnidhi bhagavate jagatanA jIvonA uddhArane mATe AgamavANInuM nirUpaNa karyuM. uttarAdhyayana sUtra 20muM adhyayana anAthI nigraMthane adhikAra cAle che. bhavanI rAzine bhAMgavA mATe anAthI munine AtmA jAgRta bane che. AvI pavitra vANI dvArA mahanidrAmAM sUtelA jIne jagADavA mATe bhagavaMta uddaghaSaNa kare che ke he jI ! anaMtakALathI caturgati saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karI rahyA che. eka gatimAMthI bIjImAM ema cAre gatimAM cakkara

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zAradA sAgara lagAvyA kare che. narakanI bhayaMkara duHkhe sahana karyA tiryaMcamAM keTalI parAdhInatA sahana karI. nigodamAM game tyAM eka zarIramAM anaMtA janI bhAgIdArI karI. tyAM paNa mahAna duHkho veThatA veThatA akAma nirjarA karate karate jIva A mAnavabhavanA sTeIja para AvyuM che. ahIM AvIne mAnava dhAre te janma jarA ne maraNanA pherA TALI zake che. paNa kAyAnI mAyAmAM aMdha banI temAM rakta rahyo che. A dehane game teTaluM Apo te paNa ene svabhAva saDana, paDana, ne vivaMsana che. tenI ALapaMpALamAM AyuSya pANInA pUranI jema vahI rahyuM che. mATe jarA vicAra kare. jIva tAre mALe vIMkhAI jAya AyuSyane re mALe vIMkhAI jAya.jIva tAre. dinarUpI e taraNuM tArA, roja vikhUTA thAya, paLa paLa karatAM pahoMcyA pacAse, haju ya nA samajAya jIva tAre. he jIva! tAre AyuSya rUpI mALe kSaNe kSaNe vikhAI rahyo che. jema cakalA, cakalI, popaTa, kabUtara, Adi pakSIo ekeka taraNuM lAvIne tene mALo bAMdhe che paNa temAMthI kaI mANasa taraNAM vikhUTA pADe te mALe vIMkhAI jAya ne? sAvaraNImAMthI reja ekeka sabI kheMcI levAmAM Ave te sAvaraNI sAvaraNa rUpe na rahe paNa chUTI paDI jAya. keI garama zAla che temAMthI ekeka tAra kheMcavAmAM Ave te tenA tAra chUTA paDavAthI zAla zAla rUpa na rahe. tema jJAnI kahe che he mAnava! tuM samajI le ke rAtri ane divasa rUpI taraNuM chUTA paDatAM paDatAM eka divasa tAro mALo vIMkhAI jaze. pUrvabhavamAM bAMdheluM AyuSya A bhavamAM jogavAI rahyuM che. gati, jAti, sthiti, anubhAga, pradeza ane avagAhanA A cha bela A bhavamAM nakkI karIne jIva parabhavamAM jAya che. te have ucagatine prApta karavA mATe jJAna-darzana- cAritra-tapanI ArAdhanA karI le. je ArAdhanA karI nahi hoya ne javAnuM thaze tyAre ema thaze ke he bhagavAna! meM jIvanamAM kaMI karyuM nathI. have mAruM zuM thaze? pAchaLane pastA kAma nahi lAge. je jIvanabhara sAdhanA kare tene aMtima samaya sudhare che. moTA cakravarti heya ke vAsudeva hoya paNa karmo kaIne choDatA nathI. anAthI munine tyAM trAddhi-siddhine tUTe na hatuM. sagAM snehIo paNa temanI pAchaLa prANa pAthare tevA hatA. chatAM karmane udaya thaye tyAre koNa choDAvI zakayuM? sagAnuM ne paisAnuM zaraNu kAma na AvyuM. paNa dharmanuM zaraNa kAma AvyuM. temaNe eTale saMkalpa karyo ke mAre roga maTe te huM dIkSA lauM. saMkalpa karyone tarata roga zAMta thaI gaye. zarIra hatuM tevuM svastha banI gayuM. bele, A dharmanuM zaraNuM kAma AvyuM ne? tamArA dhanamAM AvI tAkAta che? kaI hIrAnA vahepArIne kensaranuM darda thAya ne te vicAra kare ke je mAruM darda maTatuM hoya te hIrAthI bharelI cAdara oDhIne sUI jAu. hIrAnI cAdara oDhIne sUI javAthI roga maTe khare? kadI na maTe. tema saMsArane meha zakhavAthI

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74 zAradA sAgara bhavarAga nAbUda thAya kharA? na thAya. A saMsAranA badhA saMba Mdhe kSaNika che. jyAM sudhI punnAI che tyAM sudhI madhu` che. bAkI sukha-duHkhamAM sAcA sakhAye dharma che. eka vakhata eka sata gaucarI jatA hatAM. mAmAM eka vRddha DAsA AMkha ADA hAtha daIne chUTI pAke raDatA hatA. mahArAje tenA mAthe hAtha mUkIne pUchyuM. bhAI! tame ATalA meTA. thaine AvI meATI pAka mUkIne kema raDe che ? tyAre bApA kahe che mahArAja! mArA duHkhanI zI vAta karU? mArA pitAjI mArA mATe pAMca rUpiyAnI mUDI mUkIne gayA na hatA. khAvA mATe muThThI jAra paNa gharamAM na hatI. khUba kaSTa veThIne mArA bAhubaLathI karoDonI saMpatti kamAyA. mAre cAra dIkarA che. cAre ya dIkarAne khUba bhaNAvyA, gaNAvyAne khUba kharca karIne sArA gharanI kanyA sAthe paraNAvyA. pachI mane thayuM ke have huM dhaMdhAmAMthI nivRtta khanIne zAMtimaya jIvana vItAvIza ne nirAMte bhagavAnanuM bhajana karIza. dIkarA - vahu badhA mArI sevA karaze, eTale meM mArI badhI milkata mAza dIkarAone vaheMcI dIdhI. dIkarAene badhI milkata maLI gai eTale temaNe badhAe mane peDhI uparathI utArI mUkayA. mane khAvApIvAmAM paNa du:kha devA lAgyA. mahArAja! mane teA cAre ya dIkarAe vAre caDhAvyA, vArA tA bhaMgInA hAya, paNa ahIM te mAre vArA pharatI mahinA mahinA jamavA javAnuM thayuM. khAvAmAM dIkarAnI vahue trAsa ApavA lAgI. mahinA pUrA thAya eTale tarata vahunA era thAya ke have khIjA dIkarAne ghera TaLeA. nhAvA garama pANI paNa nhAtI ApatI. kayAreka khAvAnuM paNa nathI ApatI chevaTe nAnA dIkarAne ghera javAnA vAro AvyeA. nAnA dIkarAnI vahue te eve trAsa ApyA ke huM kaMTALI gayA. traNa divasa khAvAnuM paNa ApyuM nahi. mAzathI bhUkha sahana na thaI eTale huM mATA dIkarAne ghera gayA. vahune kahyuM-beTA ! mArAthI bhUkha sahana nathI thatI. huM traNa divasanA bhUkhyA chuM. mane kaMika khAvAnuM Apo. tyAre meATA dIkarAnI vahue mane khAvAnu tA kaMi ApyuM nahi ne uparathI evA zabdo kahyA ke mAruM kALaju vIdhAI gayuM. huM baTaku roTalA mATe vahu pAse nAnA bALakanI jema karagaratA hatA. eTalAmAM meATA dIkarA dukAnethI AvyA. eTale vahu kahe che A DAsA tA mane herAna kare che ne mArU leAhI pI jAya che. tyAM dIkarAe mane evI lAta mArI ke mArI keDa bhAMgI gai. mArA kALajAnA kaTakA thai gayA. ke ahe!! je dIkarAone premathI pALyA, pAkhyA temaNe mArI A dazA karI? rAga dazAthI meM badhAne mArA mAnyA hatA. paNa have samajAyu` ke keNu kAnu che ? manathI mAnyA hatA ke A badhA mArA, mAnI le jIvaDA na mArA ke tArA, svArtha vinA prIta kAi karatuM nathI re...kAi kAinuM nathI re...(2) nAhakanA marIe badhA mathI mathI re...kAi koinuM nathI re...

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karSa zAradA sAgara - je dIkarAe huM kamAte hatuM tyAre khammA khammA karatA hatA. bApA zuM belyA ne zuM bolaze, mane pUchIne pANI pItA hatA eTaluM mAruM mAna hatuM paNa kamAto baMdha thayo eTale keDInuM paNa mAna na rahyuM. gharanA nekarenuM mAna che eTaluM paNa mAruM mAna nathI. mahArAja ! bhUkhyA mArA peTamAM cUMthArA thAya che. cakakara Ave che. ne adhUrAmAM pUruM peTanA dIkarAe pATu mArIne keDa bhAMgI nAMkhI. mArAthI sahana thatuM nathI eTale rahuM chuM. - saMta kahe che bApA! have tamane samajAI gayuM che ke saMsAra ke svArtha bharele che. keI keInuM nathI. tamArI AMkha khulI gaI che ne? jo AvuM duHkha na veThavuM hoya te cAlo sAthe ne sAdhu banI jAva. kaI jAtanI upAdhi nahi rahe. bAkI saMsAramAM te, dukha che. cAritrathI AtmAnuM kalyANa thaze. baMdhuo ! saMsArane meha kevo che? saMsAramAM sukha nathI chatAM mAyA mukavI muzkela che. sukhanI chAyA kayAMya nathI paNa mAyA nathI mUkAtI, mRgajaLa jevuM sukha chatAM ye tRNuM nathI chIpAtI, khAre A saMsAra chatAM ye, tene gaNuM huM pyAre bhavanA sAgaramAM bhaTakuM chatAM kyAMye maLe na kinAre bhula bharelI bamaNue che te ce nathI mUkAtI. sukhanI chAyA tarata DosA tADUkIne kahe che mahArAja ! tame tamArA manamAM zuM samaje che? e te game tevA te ya mArA chokarA che ne? samaya Avye e mArI cAkarI karaze. e mArA ne huM ene. juo, hamaNuM duHkhathI raDate hato. keI keInuM nathI e zabdo pitAnA mukhethI belyo hato ne pAcho ke pharI gaye? A zuM batAve che? saMsArane moha. eka gujarAtI kahevata che ne ke - paDa5Da karatI pANuM bhare ne beDa pheDe bahu sAsune gadheDo kahe, te ya dIkarAnI vahu. juo to kharA! tamArA saMsArane meha ke che? vahune gharamAM je vadhAre kAma karavuM paDe to te baDabaDa kare. tamArA muMbaImAM te kyAM pANI bharavAnuM che? paNa dezamAM pANI bharavA kuve javuM paDe che. pANI bharavA jAya ne beDA phADI nAkhe. temAM je sAsu ema kahe ke beTA! jarA sAcavIne beDuM mUkavuM hatuM ne mAthAnI pharela vahu hoya to sAsune kahI de ke DekarI besane have gadheDInI mAphaka zuM bhUke che? game tevI gALo de te paNa sAsu gaLI pIve ne uparathI zuM mAne ke game tevI teya mArA dIkarAnI vahu che ne! bele, keTalo moha che. tyAM jarA paNa apamAna sAle che? jene saMsArane meha utarI gaye che. saMsAranI koI paNa vastu ke vyakti pratye mamatva nathI rahyuM tevA anAthI muni AgaLa zuM kahe che -

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676 toshaM nAho jAo, appaNo ya parassa ya / savveMsa ceva bhUyANaM, tasANaM ya thAvarANa ya / / - zAradA sAgara ta. a. 20 gAthA 35 huM rAja! jyAM sudhI meM sayama lIdhA na hatA tyAM sudhI huM anAtha hatA. paNa jyAre meM sayama dhAraNa karyAM tyAre huM sanAtha banI gayA. have huM mAro potAnA paNa nAtha chuM. ne khIjAnA paNa nAtha chuM. have trasa-sthAvara Adi dareka prANIone nAtha thayA. adhuo! tamArAmAMthI ghaNAMne khabara nahi.hAya ke trasa kAne kahevAya ne sthAvara kone kahevAya! sUkSma kAne kahevAya ne khATThara kAne kahevAya? tenu jANapaNuM karA. duniyAmAM badhAnu jANapaNuM karyuM. paNa eka peAtAnA AtmAnuM jANupaNuM nathI karyuM. kAI mANasa tenA sagA saMdhI badhAne ALakhe paNa gharanA mANasAne na oLakhe te kevA kahevAya? mUrkha kaheA che ne? teA pachI tame badhA duniyAbharanuM jJAna meLavA ane tamAza AtmAnuM jJAna na meLavA teA pachI tamane mAre kevA kahevA? (hasAhasa). A hasavA jevI vAta nathI paNa samajavA jevI vAta che. khAlA, trasa kAne kahevAya? eindriya, teindriya, caurendriya ane pacendriya. je hAlecAle che ne kaSTa paDatAM jene trAsa thAya che tene trasa kahevAya, pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyA ne vanaspati A sthAvara kahevAya. je ApaNI najare na dekhI zakAya. mAtra kevaLajJAnI joI zake tevA jIvAne sUkSma jIvA kahevAya ne ApaNe jene dekhI zakIe chIe badhA khATTura jIvA kahevAya. je saMsAra choDIne saMyamI ane che te trasa ane sthAvara jIvAnA nAtha bane che. nAtha eTale zu? jIvAnI rakSA karanAra te nAtha kahevAya. jainanA satA nAnAmAM nAnA jIvAnI paNa rakSA kare che. eka paNa jIvanI hiMsA kare nahi. ane tene dubhAve paNa nahi. kevI rIte? mAnI le ke eka bApanA cha dIkarAoe sarakArane kAi gunhA karyAM have sarakAranA mANase AvyA ne kahe ke tamArA dIkarAoe gunhA karyo che teA tamArA cha dIkarAmAMthI ekane phrAMsInI sajA karavAnI che. te ele, tamArA kaye. dIkarA Ape che? Apa kayA dvIkrazane Ape? Apane mana te! badhA dIkarA sarakhA che. ekeya aLakhAmaNeA nathI. kAne phAMsIe caDhAvavA Ape? koIne nahi. tema chakAyanA jIvA bhagavAnanA ane bhagavAnanA satAnA saMtAna che. tA e chakAyamAMthI eka paNa jIvanI hiMsA karavAnuM kahe kharA? e teA nAnAmAM nAnA jIvAthI mAMDIne moTA jIvA sudhI rakSaNa karavAnuM kahe. A tA saMtanI vAta thaI. paNa bhagavAnanA zrAvaka-zrAvikA pApabhIrU hAya ane tevA zrAvaka zAka mArkeTa jAya te paNa raDI paDe. DhilamAM arezaTI thAya. saMsAramAM beThA chIe te chedanabhedana karavu paDe che ne? bhagavAnanA sa MtAnI rageragamAM karUNAnA bhAvabhaya hAya che. saMta gRhasthane ghera

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zAradA sAgara 67 gocarI jAya ne khabara paDe ke mArA nimitte banAvyuM che te te AghAkamI AhAra sAdhu le nahi. pitAne mATe sAmuM TIphIna lAvIne vaherAve te paNa sAdhu le nahi. AghAkamI AhAra levAthI sAdhunuM citta svAdhyAya dhyAnamAM sthira rahetuM nathI. jIvanamAM pramAda AvI jAya che ne karmabaMdhana thAya che. nidoSa AhAra-pANInI gaveSaNa karIne cAritra pALanAra sAdhu jJAnadhyAnanI vRddhi kare che. eka sAdhu saMsAramAM kareDAnI muDI choDIne tyAgI banyA hatA. paNa dIkSA pachI aneka zeThIyAoe tene mAnapAnamAM pADI dIdhA ane dararoja temanA mATe baicarI belAvavAnI paDApaDI thavA lAgI. pariNAme AdhAkamI AhArathI cAritramAM zithilatA AvI gaI. paNa eka divasa AMkha ughaDI gaI ne nidoSa baicarI gaSaNuM karIne lAvyA, te zuddha AhAra peTamAM jatAM cAritranuM bhAna thayuM ne sAdhupaNAmAM sthira banyA. ane cAritranA mahAna guNo pragaTayA. mATe gocarI nirdoSa hovI joIe. je sAdhu cAritra nirmaLa pALaze te pite taraze ne bIjAne tAraze. are, tamArA saMsAramAM paNa je patnI guNIyala haze te bhAna bhUlelA patine paNa ThekANe lAvaze. - saMta tulasInA jIvanane prasaMga che. tenI patnInuM nAma ratnAvalI hatuM. e kharekhara sAcA ratnanI mAphaka AtmaguNathI prakAzita thayelI hatI. tulasIbhAI ane ratnAvalI lagnagraMthIthI joDAyA pachI temanI jIvana kahAnImAM zuM banyuM che te huM kahevA mAMguM chuM. tulasIbhAInI sAthe ratnAvalInA lagna thayA ane jayAre paraNIne ghera AvyA tyAre tulasI ratnAvalInA rUpa pAchaLa e pAgala banI gayA ke dukAna ke gharanuM kAMI paNa kAma kare nahi. eka kalAka paNa ratnAvalIthI chuTe na paDe. pariNAma e AvyuM ke tene paraNyA be mahinA thayA. ratnAvalInuM piyara najIka hovAthI tene teDavA mATe AvyA. paNa mohAMdha tulasI tene koI hisAbe piyara javA detA nathI. cAra cAra vAra teDA AvyA. ane pAchA gayA. enA mA-bApe tulasIne ghaNuM samajAvyuM ke tuM ene paMdara divasa paNa piyara javA de. nahIM te ApaNuM kharAba dekhAze, mA-bApanA jIvane duHkha thAya che. paNa tulasI ke vAta samajyo nahi. ahAhA...moha dazA kevI bhayaMkara che. mehamAM aMdha banela tulasI ratnAvalInI pAchaLa pAchaLa pharyA kare che. chevaTamAM tulasInA bhAIoe ratnAvalInA bhAIene samajAvyA. tame chAnAmAnA bAjunA gharamAM rokAI jAva. ne jayAre te saMDAsa javA jaMgalamAM jAya tyAre tame laine ravAnA thaI jaje. enI sAthe enA jevA thaze to tamAruM kAma thaze. paNa tulasIbhAI te kyAMya jatA nathI. te karavuM zuM? kudaratane karavuM ke te eka divasa galamAM gaye ke tarata ratnAvalIne laI tenA bhAI ravAnA thaI gayA. be gAma vacce phakata nadI che. benane laI bhAI ghera gaye. badhA khuzakhuza thaI gayA. A bAju tulasI bahArathI AvI pahoMcyA, jyAM ratnAvalIne joI nahi tyAM

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zAradA sAgara tenA haiye hAtha paDI gaye. hAya-hAya dago karIne laI gayA. becenIthI bhamavA lAge. khAdhuM pIdhuM nahi. kevI mohanI bhayaMkara dazA che. tamArA te svAnubhavanI vAta che ne? A dazA che rAganI ne mohAMdha dazAmAM paDelA ajJAnIonI. tulasIe khAvA pIvAnuM cheDI dIdhuM ane jhara jhura kare. ema karatAM rAta paDI. badhA sUI gayA. paNa tulasIne uMgha AvatI nathI. rAganI Aga lAgavAthI pathArIne bacakA bhare che. rUMvADe rUMvADe viyeganI vedanA thAya che. chevaTe rAtanA bAra vAgyA. AkhA gAmanuM vAtAvaraNa zAMta thaI gayuM. bhAIsAhebane kAMI cena paDatuM nathI. chevaTe madharAtre pathArImAMthI ubhuM thAya che. daravAjo kholI bahAra jAya che. ahAhAmaha dazA zuM karI rahI che ! - tulasIne saheja paNa vicAra na AvyuM ke huM madharAte jAuM chuM. vacamAM nadI Ave che. huM tyAM jaIza, rastAmAM mane koI takalIpha paDaze te? mAruM mAna jaLavAze ke nahi jaLavAya? kaI paNa jAtane vicAra karyA vagara cAlI nIkaLyA. jemAsAnI Rtu hevAthI varasAda dhedhamAra paDI rahyo che. rastAmAM DhIMcaNasamA pANI che. AvuM kaSTa hovA chatAM bhegane bhikhArI deDaye jAya che. nadI kinAre pahoMce che. nadImAM pUra AvyuM che. bhalabhalA mANaso paNa hiMmata hArI jAya evA nadInA pUramAM tulasIe kAMI paNa vicAra karyA vagara potAnI jAtane ghoDApUranI sAme jhaMpalAvI dIdhI. metanA mukhamAM jate heya tema sAhasa karIne nadI oLaMgI rahyo che. nadI pAra thatAM sasarAne ghera pahoMcyo. daravAjo khakhaDAvyo. badhA uMdhI gayelA che. phakta ratnAvalI jAge che. mAre dhaNuM ATale mohAMdha che! enuM zuM thaze? Ama vicAra karatI hatI tyAM avAja AvyuM. bAraNuM khele. ratnAvalI pUche che keNuM che? tulasI kahe- huM chuM. ahAhA ! zuM tamane duniyAnI lAja paNa na AvI? mane kaI dekhI jaze te? vAsanAnA bhikhArI, pAgala jevA banI premane AdhIna thaI tame ahIM deDI AvyA che. dhikkAra che tamArI vAsanAne! baMdhuo! che tamArI strImAM tAkAta ke tamane mehanA viSamAMthI pAchA vALe ? A to nArI nathI paNa nArAyaNI che. kharekhara, zakita ane hiMmata bharelI strIe potAnA patine kaDaka zabdo kahI dIdhA. he mArA nAtha ! hADakA ane lehI mAMthI banelI kAyA para ATalI prIti karIne pAgala banyA che paNa tamArI A prIti tamane durgatimAM laI jaze. paNa ATalI prIti bhagavAnamAM karI hatI te he nAtha! tamArI bhavanI bhIti maTI gaI hota. jeTalA divasathI mArI pAchaLa pAgala che teTalA divasathI bhagavAnanI pAchaLa pAgala heta to A tamAre tiraskAra na thAta. huM premanI bhUkhI nathI tema nathI paNa darekamAM maryAdA hevI joIe. cAmaDAnI pAchaLa camAra banI AtmabhAna bhUlI gayA che. kaMIka samaje. tamArI A bhUkha tamane bharakhI khAze. | 2nAvalInA A vacana sAMbhaLI tulasInuM hadaya vIMdhAI gayuM. te ja

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zAradA sAgara 679 miniTe daravAjo kholAvyA vagara pAcho vaLI gaye. tulasI je mehamAM aMdha baneluM hatuM, pAgala banela hatuM te eka ja vacane jAgI gaye. ane e jAgyo ke potAne ghera nahi jatA satyanA raste cAlavA maMDaye. manathI vicAra karatA hadayanA pikAra sAthe belavA lAgya-ahA! jenI pAchaLa huM pAgala bane te mane pAgala kahIne bolAve? mane jAkAro kare? A karatAM meM ATale prema bhagavAna sAthe karyo hota te bhagavAna mane jAkAro na deta. bhagavAna mane daravAjethI pAcho na vALata. Ama vicArate sIdhe jaMgalamAM gaye ane bhagavAnanI ArAdhanAmAM besI gayo. ane sAcA saMta banI gaye. tulasIbhAIne badale saMta tulasIdAsa banI gayuM ane rAmAyaNane lakhanAra banI gaye. "prabhu tArI maLI che prachAyA, nathI joItI have jaganI mAyA, karama bicArA tyAM ghavAyA, ugyA dina te savAyA." tulasI vicAra kare che he prabhu! mane tArI chAyA maLI gaI che. mAre have jaganI kaI mAyA joItI nathI. jyAM tene AtmA A rIte jAgI gaye tyAM zuM karmo bicArA ubhA rahe kharA? AtmA jAgyA pachI mohanI Agane olavAyA vagara chuTakA nathI. ane jyAre mohanI Aga olavAya che tyAre divasa saphaLa bane che. A hatA saMta tulasIdAsa ane e hatI satI ratnAvalI. bela devAnupriye! tamAre ghera ratnAvalI che ne? tamane jagADe che ke nahi? bole, kema belatA nathI? khera, ratnAvalI na hoya te tame jAge ne tamArI ratnAvalIne jagADe. ApaNe rojane adhikAra tame sAMbhaLo che ne? anAthI muni zuM kahe che he rAjana! saMsAra tyAgIne huM vItarAgI saMta banyuM. eTale mAre ane sarva jIne nAtha banyA. have mane kaI paNa prakArane rega, zeka ke bhaya nathI. have huM sanAtha bane tethI kaI prakAranuM duHkha mArI sAme AvI zakatuM nathI. kadAca je kaI rega ke dukha Ave te tene maTADavA mATe huM samartha chuM. paNa enAthI gabharAIne bIjA koInA zaraNe javAnI jarUra paDaze nahi. mArI jIvana kahAnI sAMbhaLIne he rAjA! tame samajI gayA hazo ke huM pahelAM kevI rIte anAtha hato ne. atyAre kevI rIte sanAtha baneluM chuM. A uparathI tame paNa vicAra karI le ke tame pote anAtha che ke sanAtha che? he rAjana! tamAre mArI jema sanAtha banavuM hoya te saMsAranI samasta vastuo uparathI tamAre adhikAra uThAvI le. ane A saMyama rUpI zaktine zaraNe AvI jAva. pachI tame tamArA potAnA paNa nAtha banaze ne prANImAtranA nAtha banI zakaze. sAdhu na banI zake tema hoya te anAthanA denArI vastuone jeTalA aMze tyAga karaze teTalA aMze sanAtha banatA jaze. ane jyAre vastuone sarvathA tyAga karaze

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680 zAradA sAgara tyAre sarjAze tame sanAtha banI zakaze. A rIte anAthI muni pite saMyamanuM zaraNuM svIkArIne anAthamAMthI sanAtha banI gayA ne zreNIka sajAne sanAtha banavAne upAya batAvyuM. have AgaLa anAthI muni rAjAne zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. '. caritra - "pavanakumAranuM laMkAmAM AvavuM - satI aMjanA mAmAne tyAM khUba AnaMdathI rahe che. mosALamAM kaI jAtanI kamI nathI. paNa aMjanAnA dilamAM eka vAtanuM duHkha che ke pavanajI kyAre Avaze? ane mArA mAthethI kalaMka kayAre utAraze? nAnakaDe hanumAna paNa mAtAne AnaMda karAve che. aMjanA sukhamAM beThI che. - - have pavanacha aMjanA pAsethI nIkaLIne yuddhamAM gayA tyAM zuM banyuM? pavana pitAnI AjJA laIne yudhdhamAM gayA. jaI kahI rAvaNane maLyA, jhIlyuM bIDuM ne cAlyo che zUra te, sAthe he senA te atighaNuM, meghapurIja jaIne karIyuM che melANa te_bAMdhyA khara-dUSaNa choDAvo, tihAM manAvajo mArI ANuM te, varUNa rAjA tihAM AvIye, caturaMgI senAne dalamalapura te satIre meTuM lazkara laIne pavanajI laMkAmAM AvyA ne rAvaNa pAse jaIne praNAma karIne ubhA rahyA. tyAre rAvaNa kahe che meM te tArA pitAjIne bolAvyA hatA. beTA! tuM to haju nAnuM che. tuM AvuM moTuM yuddha kevI rIte khelI zakIza? tyAre pavanajI kahe che Apa tenI ciMtA na kare. yuvAna putra beThe rahe ne pitAjI yudhamAM utare te mane zebhatuM nathI. huM uMmaramAM nAnuM chuM. paNa mAruM parAkrama nAnuM nathI. Apa mane khuzIthI AjJA pharamAve. tyAre rAvaNe kahyuM - beTA! tAre varUNa sAthe yuddha karavA javAnuM che. ahIMthI jeTaluM sainya joIe teTaluM laIne jA. paNa varUNane harAvI mArA para ane dUSaNa nAmanA parAkramI senApatione teNe pakaDI lIdhA che. temane choDAvIne meghapurImAM mArI ANa vartAvaje. rAvaNane prema ane pavanakumAranuM yuddhagamanaH pavanajI moTuM sainya laIne rAvaNa pAsethI meghapurImAM AvyA ne varUNane yuddha mATe sUcanA karI. varUNa paNa je te na hatuM. mahAna baLavAna hatuM. tene khabara paDI ke prahAda rAjAne putra pavanajI AvyuM che. eTale te paNa yuddhane sajaja banAvI yuddha medAnamAM utaryo. pavana ane varaNa vacce khUnakhAra laDAI cAlI. bANanI jhaDI varasavA lAgI ne tepanA dhaDAkA thavA lAgyA. pavana ane varUNa baMne ekabIjAthI caDhiyAtA che. yuddhamAM keTalAya zUravIra subhaTe marAyA. A rIte eka varSa sudhI yuddha cAlyuM, temAM nathI pavanajI hAratA ke nathI varUNa hArate. tyAre pavanajInA dilamAM thayuM ke rAjyasattA rAjAo bhogavaze paNa vacamAM nidoSa sainikonA mAthA uDI rahyA che. pADedhADA laDe temAM jhADano kho nIkaLI jAya che, AnA karatAM baMne rAjAo sAmAsAmI yuddhamAM utarI jaIe. varUNa ane

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zAradA sAgara 681 pavanajI anee sAmasAmI laDavAnuM nakakI karyuM. traNa divasa ane laDayA pachI chevaTe pavanajIe varUNane peAtAnA parAkramathI harAvyeA. ne zavaSNunA khara-dUSaNa nAmanA parAkramI senApatione choDAvI meghapurImAM rAvaNanI ANa vartAvI dIdhI pavanakumAre varUNanA karelA parAjaya":- khUba AnapUrvaka vijayane vAvaTA pharakAvIne pavanajI pAchA lakAmAM AvIne rAvaNunA caraNamAM mastaka namAvIne ubhA rahyA. rAvaNe pavanajIne khAthamAM lai lIdhA ne kahyuM- beTA ! meM te tane nAnA mAnya hatA paNa te te mADhu kAma karyuM che. dhanya che tArI janetAne! ema kahI AzIrvAda ApyA ne peAtAnI bAjumAM besADayA. ane khUba sArI rIte sanmAna karyuM ne pavanajIne khUba mUlyavAna ratnA ane vastrAbhUSaNe bheTa ApyA. pavanajI te yuddhanA kAme AvyA hatA. te kAma pUru thayuM. have te! emanuM mana aMjanA pAse javA talasI rahyuM che. eTale jaldI javAnI rajA mAMge che. paNa rAvaNa kaheche tu haju yuddhamAMthI cAlyA Ave che. zI utAvaLa che? huM tarata nahi javA dauM' have pavanajIne divasa va jevA jAya che. peAte rahyA che lakAmAM paNa mana che ajanAmAM. paNa te AjanA chokarA jevA na hatA ke ema kahI de ke mane ajanA khUba yAda AvI che. mATe mane javA do. meATA mANasanI AjJAne anAdara kema karAya ? pavanajI rAkAi gayA, traNa cAra mahinA sudhI pavanajIne lakAmAM rAkayA. tyAra pachI pavanajIe rajA mAgI. tyAre rAvaNa kahe che he patranakumAra ! jyAre mArI jarUra paDe ne huM tamane khelAvuM tyAre pAchA vahelA Avajo. prahlAda rAjAne mArA sneha smaraNa kahejo. ema kahIne rajA ApI. have pavanajI laMkAthI nIkaLIne ratanapura Avaze. temane ajanAne maLavAnI caTapaTI lAgI che. vadhu bhAva avasare kahevAze.. vyAkhyAne na uTa Aso suda 14 ne zanivAra sujJa khaMdhuo, suzIla mAtA ne bahenA, anaMtajJAnI bhagavaMtanA mukhamAMthI nIkaLelI je zAzrvatI vANI tenu nAma siddhAMta, anAthI nigraMtha zreNIka rAjAne kahe che he rAjan! tuM khAdya pArthAnA vaibhavathI tane peAtAnA nAtha mAne che. paNa tArI e mAnyatA bhUlabharelI che. sAcI sanAthatA saMyamamAM che. jayAre saMsAranA tyAga karyA tyAre huM mArA ane sa jIvAnA nAtha banyA. tA. 18-10-75 te rIte jJAnI purUSa! kahe che huM jIvAtmAe! tame je sukha ane zAMtine jhaMkhI rahyA che te khar3AranA pArzvamAM nathI. bAhya padmA kSaNika hAvAthI temAM sukha ane zAMti ApavAnI tAkAta nathI. bhale, tame khAdya STithI kAine sukhI jotA haiA paNu

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682 zAradA sAgara tenA aMtaramAM azAMtinI vedanA thatI hoya che. bahirmukha bhAva e jIvane mATe duHkhanuM kAraNa che. kasturIyA mRganI nAbhimAM sugaMdha hovA chatAM te bahAra sugaMdhanI beja karate hoya che. ne tenA pariNAme te duHkhI thAya che. A rIte AtmA AMtaradaSTi nahi avalokatAM bAhya dRSTimAM bhamI rahyo che. AtmAe vicAra karavA joIe ke puddagala mAtra jaDa che. AtmA cetana che. ATha karmo paNa jaDa che. chatAM anaMta zakitanA dhaNI evA AtmAne ATha karmo haMphAvI rahyA che. jema tame kaI pahADI parvatamAM jatA he ane dUrathI tamane evuM dazya dekhAyuM ke siMhane gheTAM ane bakarAo haMphAvI rahyA che. A rIte banavuM asaMbhavita che. paNa je kadAca bane te chevaTe siMha pitAnA svarUpamAM AvIne je purUSArtha kare te tene bhagADatA vAra nahi lAge. e rIte AtmA rUpI siMhane jaDa karmarUpI gheTAM tathA bakAM sAmane karI rahyA che paNa jayAre AtmA jAgRta banIne eka avAja karaze tyAre bakarA ane gheTArUpI jaDa karmane bhAgatA vAra nahi lAge. be ghaDImAM ghAtakarmane khapAvavAnI tAkAta AtmAmAM che. paNa AmA meha madirAnuM pAna karIne e mUrzita banI gayo che ke potAnI zakitanuM bhAna bhUlI gayo che. baMdhuo! tame AtmAne kahe ke tuM je pudgalamAMthI sukhanI AzA rAkhe che te pudagala vinAzI che. jayAre AtmA avinAzI che, ricAra te kare ke vinAzI avinAzIne zuM uddhAra karaze? zuM kAcane TukaDe ratnaciMtAmaNu jevuM kAma karI zakaze? TUMkamAM ApaNe AtmA ratnaciMtAmaNI samAna che. ne pugala kAcanA TukaDA samAna che. pudagalanA mukhe te svapnA jevA che. jyAre temane A vAta samajAze tyAre AtmAnA sukhanI pIchANa thaze ne zAstranI vAta samajAze. bhagavAne ATha prakAranA aMdha kahyA che. temAM janmAMdha ne mamatAMdha Ave che. je janmAMdha che te sAme je vidyamAna che tene joI zakato nathI. ane je mamatAMdha che te je nathI tene jue che. kharuM ne? zarIra, ghara, kuTuMba, hATa-havelI ne jue che tyAre ema lAge che ke A badhuM mAruM che. paNa kharI rIte samaje te temAM kAMI tamAruM nathI. mAruM mAruM karI rahyo che paNa tAruM nahi talabhAra hai...(2) sagAsabaMdhI se svArthanA, putrAdika parivAra he (2).phigaTa phigaTa kulAya che, jIvana tAru jAya che. murakha manuSya tAruM jIvana eLe jAya che. je vastu pitAnI nathI tene pitAnI mAnI harakhAvuM te eka prakArane aMdhApa nahi te bIjuM zuM che? tijorI ughADe ane temAM traNa-cAra lAkha ke kareDanI rakama dekhe tyAre tamane harakha samAto nathI. paNa mahAna purUSa kahe che ke cAra lAkha heya ke daza lAkha hoya ke beMkamAM karoDo rUpiyA mUkelA hoya temAM tamAruM kAMI nathI. phakta parigrahanI mamatA choDIne jeTaluM vAparyuM haze teTaluM tamAruM che. tamAre te ema mAnavuM

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zAradA sAgara 683 joIe ke beMkamAM karoDo rUpiyAnuM jhaverAta ne milakata hovA chatAM paheregIrI karanArane tenI sAthe koI saMbaMdha nathI te rIte paralokamAM jatI vakhate pite karelA zubhAzubha karmo sAthe laI javAnA che. bAkI badhuM ahIM rahI javAnuM che. dhana tijorImAM rahI jaze. meTara gerejamAM rahI jaze. patnI gharanA daravAje ubhI rahI jaze ne svajane zmazAnamAM zarIrane saLagAvIne pAchA pharaze. A badhuM zuM tame nathI jANatA ? chatAM tamane samajAtuM hoya te have samajI le ke mamatAthI aMdha bane chuM. jyAre sAcI vAta samajAze tyAre tamane A mamatA aMdhApAthI paNa bhayaMkara lAgaze. anAthI muni kahe che he mahArAjA. huM jyAre saMsAra choDI saMyamI banyA tyAre mAre ane bIjAne nAtha bane. bIjAne eTale kono? saMnlala veva mAM, talALa tha thAvarA trasa ane sthAvara ne nAtha bane. dilamAM eka ja bhAva AvI gayuM ke mane jevuM game che tevuM duniyAnA dareka jIvane game che. mane je nathI gamatuM te keIne nathI gamatuM. kAraNa ke AcAraMga sUtramAM bhagavaMta belyA che ke " savve pANA piyAuyA, sahasAyA, dukkhapaDikalA, appiyavahA, fpayanavi kavi rAmA. sAla kavi vi " sarva jIvone AyuSyapriya che. ne sukhazAtAnI IcachAvALA che. duHkha badhAne pratikULa che. bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara dukhemAM paNa mAnavI jIvavAnI IcchA rAkhe che. maraNa saune apriya che. jIvana saine priya che. sarva che jIvananI abhilASA rAkhe che. jIvatA rahevuM te sarva jIvone priya che. jema ApaNane jIvavuM game che te rIte bIjAne paNa jIvavuM game che. mATe koI jIvanI hiMsA karavI nahi. kahyuM che ke - Atmavat sarvabhUteSu, yaH pazyati sa paMDitaH / AtmanaH pratikUlAni, pareSAM na samAcaret // pitAnA AtmA samAna badhA jIvone samaje. je vyavahAra pitAne pratikULa lAge che te vyavahAra bIjAnI sAthe nA kare. ATalI vAta je AtmAmAM ghuMTAI jAya to huM mAnuM chuM ke A duniyAmAM svarga nIce utare. svarga karatAM paNa adhika sukha mRtyu lekane mAnavI bhegave. prANImAtra pratye samabhAva AvavAthI vitarAga avasthAnI prApti thAya che. mATe tamArA dararojanA kAryakramamAM paNa bane teTalo upaga rAkho ke jethI trasa ane sthAvara jIvonI hiMsA na thAya. te sivAya mAnI lo ke tame jamavA beThA kaI vastu bhANAmAM AvI te bagaDI gaI che. tethI tamane bhAvI nahi. to te tame bIjAne ApavAthI puNya bAMdhavAnI AzA rAkhatA hoya te te tamArI bhUla che. yAda rAkhaje jevuM deze tevuM maLaze. mATe badhAne tamArA samAna gaNe. '

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zAradA sAgara : kuLavAna vahu Ave teA gharane ujjavaLa banAve - eka sArA zrImaMta ane saMskArI kuTuMbanI dIkarI paraNIne sAsare AvI. paraNIne AvyA tene mahinA thayeA. tenA manamAM thayuM ke arere... A gharamAM zuM karavAnuM? e vicAre tenu mana Asa khanI gayu. lamaNe hAtha daIne AMkhamAM AMsu sAratI beThI hatI. tyAM tenA sasarA AvI caDhayA. pUche che ke beTA? tu kema udAsa che? tane ThIka nathI. athavA tArA sAsu agara khIjA kAIe tAruM apamAna karyuM che? vahu kahe-nA. badhA mane sArI rIte rAkhe che. tA tamane zuM duHkha che? tyAre kahe-mApujI! badhA Anada che paNa A gharamAM vAsI khavAya che. huM ahIM AvI tyAthI ATalA divaseAmAM sAdhu mahApurUSA ke atithi kAi ApaNAM AMgaNe AvatA nathI. ne dvAna daIne hAtha pAvana thatA nathI. sasarAnI AMkha ughaDI gai ne vahunA kahevA mujakha dAnazALA zarU karI. hajArA leAkeAnA du:kha maTADayA. tethI zeThanI vAhavAha thaI paNa je irSyALu mANasA hatA temanAthI sahuna na thayuM. tethI eka yukita racIne zeThane kahe che ke ATalA badhAM nANAM nA kharcA. ne kAma karo. 684 tyAre zeTha pUche che te mAre zuM karavuM? tyAre pelA AvanArA kahe ke jo tamane game te| hamaNAM khaTAyelI khAjarInI sTImara AvI che, te nAMkhI devAnA bhAve maLe che. te te tame kharIdI lAvA. eTale paisAnA khacAva thaze ne dAna karyuM kahevAze. mULa zeTha lebhI svabhAvanA teA hatA. temAM AvI salAha maLI eTale zeThane joitu maLyu. zeThanI AMkha khAlAvavA vahue karelI yukita :- have zeThe khaTAyele bAjara lAvIne raseADAmAM vAparavA mAMDayA. e bAjarAnA roTalA kAinA mADhAmAM pesatA nathI. gAmamAM zeThanI apakIrti thavA lAgI. vahunA kAne vAta AvI eTale raseADAmAMthI gheADA lATa lAvIne tenA zaTale manAvyA. ne sasarAjIne rATalA bhArAbhAra ghI cApaDIne, e zAka caTaNI madhu bhANAmAM pIrasyuM. sasarAjI jamavA beThA. eka baTakuM mADhAmAM mUkayuM thU thU karavA lAgyA. meATI rADa pADIne sasarAjI kahevA lAgyA ke Aje kANe rasei banAvI che? tyAre nAnI vahu kahe che ke pitAjI! meM manAvI che, te kahe Aje rATale kevA bAjarAnA karyA che ke meDhAmAM mUkatAM paNa uchALA Ave che. tyAre vahue kahyuM khApujI! Aje rasAThe gai hatI. mane thayuM tyAMthI mAjarIne leATa lAvIne rATale banAvuM. eTale te AAjarInA roTalA banAvyeA che. tyAre sasarA kahe-e khAjarIne rATale mAre khAvAnA ? vahu kahe- emAM zuM thaI gayuM? ApaNAthI na khavAya? ApaNA paisAnu anAja che ne ApaNe te sAru' vAparIe chIe ne ! pachI khAvAmAM zuM vAMdhA che ? tyAre sasarAjI kahe ke paNa e ApaNAthI khavAya tevA khAjarI nathI. putravadhU kahe pitAjI! vicAra teA kare. ApaNAthI na khavAya te garImathI kevI rIte khavAya? ApaNe teA bhArAbhAra ghI, zAka, caTaNI madhu che. chatAM nathI khavAtA teA garIba kevI

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zAradA sAgara rIte khAya? basa, zeThanI AMkha ughaDI gaI ne hatuM tevuM rasoDuM calAvavA lAgyA. ahIM ApaNe e vicAravuM che ke je ApaNI bhAvanA uMcI haze te badhAnI uMcI thaze. kAnsamAM banI gayelI eka satya ghaTanA tamane kahuM. krAnsanA eka nAnakaDA gAmamAM be kheDUta bhAIo rahetA hatA. moTebhAI paraNela hatuM. tene be dIkarA ane be dIkarAo hatI. nAnAbhAI kuMvAro hato. tenA lagna thayA na hatA. pitAnA bApadAdAonuM eka khetara hatuM. tenA eka bhAgamAM mATebhAI khetI kare ne bIjA bhAgamAM nAnAbhAI khetI kare. eka vakhatanA prasaMgamAM pAka barAbara taiyAra thayA pachI baMne bhAIoe pAka vADhIne khaLAmAM nAMkhyA hatA. kAma karatAM karatAM sAMja paDI eTale moTAbhAIe nAnAbhAIne kahyuM ke bhAI vADhela pAka khetaramAM paDe che eTale ApaNa bemAMthI ekane te khetara para rAtavAso rahevuM joIe. atyAre huM ghera jAuM chuM. rAtanA bAra-eka vAge huM ahIM AvI jaIza. pachI tuM ja. A baMne bhAIomAM prema ne saMpa ghaNe hate. nAnabhAI kadI moTAbhAinI AjJA uthApe nahi. te moTAbhAIne pitA samAna gaNuM tenI AjJAmAM tatpara rahe. moTAbhAInI vAta sAMbhaLI nAnAbhAI kahe bhalebhAi, eTale moTebhAI ghara tarapha ravAnA thayA. nAne bhAI barAbara cekI karate beTho che. tenI najara pAkanA DhagalA upara paDatI hatI. pAka jotA tene vicAra Ave ke mAre moTe bhAI vastArI che. te cha mANasanuM kuTuMba che. ATalA pAkamAM emanuM pUruM kevI rIte thAya? vaLI te bhAI te pAcho svamAnI che. koIne kAMI kahe paNa nahi. tyAre mAre ekalAne ATalo badhe pAka zuM karavo che? lAva, tyAre se pULA moTAbhAInA DhagalAmAM nAkhI dauM. keTalI dilanI udAra bhAvanA ne bhAI pratyenI lAgaNI! ema vicAra karIne nAnAbhAIe potAnA se pULA moTAbhAInA DhagalAmAM nAMkhyA. - rAtrInA bAra vAge moTAbhAI khetaranuM rakSaNa karavA mATe AvI gayo. ne nAnAbhAIne ghera meka, rAtre vicAra karatAM karatAM meTAbhAIne vicAra AvyuM ke are! A mAre nAbhAI keTale bhoLe ne pavitra che. haju ene saMsArane A paMtha kApavAnuM bAkI che. pitAnI pAchalI jiMdagIne vicAra karIne be paisA bhegA paNa karyA nathI. te te pAcho e zaramALa ne lajajAvAna che ke bhUkhe mare paNa koInI pAse hAtha lAMbe na kare. game tema paNa huM tene moTebhAI chuM. e na mAge te ya mAre chAnA chAnA paNa ene madada karatAM rahevuM joIe. ema vicAra karIne moTAbhAIe pitAnA DhagalAmAMthI so pULA nAnAbhAInA DhagalAmAM nAMkhyA. bIje divase nAnAbhAIe joyuM te pitAne pAka pUrepUre paDe che. tethI ene

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686 zAradA sIgare . Azcarya thayuM. e rAte eNe pitAnA pULAmAMthI so pULA moTAbhAInA DhagalAmAM mUkavA mAMDayA. tyAM moTAbhAI AvI caDyA. nAnAbhAIne pitAnA pAkamAM pULA mUkate joIne moTAbhAIe kahyuM - kema bhAI ! A zuM kare che? meTAbhAI! huM ekaluM chuM, mAre ATale badhe pAka zuM kare che? Apa te vastArI che. tethI mane ema thayuM ke lAva, tyAre se pULA moTAbhAInA bhAgamAM mUkuM. meM gaI kAle rAtre mUkyA hatA paNa keNa jANe kema e mArA DhagalAmAM pAchA AvI paDyA. nAnAbhAInI AvI ucca bhAvanA joIne moTAbhAInI AMkhamAM harSanA AMsu AvI gayA. eNe kahyuM - bhAI ! gaI kAle mane paNa vicAra Ave ke tuM ekale chuM. atyAre teM be paisA bacAvyA hoya te bhaviSyamAM kAma Ave. e vicArathI prerAIne meM se pULA tArA DhagalAmAM mUkyA hatA. moTAbhAInI AvI vizALa bhAvanA jeIne nAne bhAI tenA caraNamAM namI paDe. mAre kahevAne Azaya e che ke dilanI sArI yA kharAba bhAvanAone paDaze jarUra paDe che. keTalAka sthaLa evAM hoya che ke jyAM avAjanA paDaghAM paDe che. ApaNe je bolIe chIe e thaDA vakhata pachI pharI ApaNane sAMbhaLavA maLe che. e ja pramANe eka vyaktinA aMtaHkaraNanI bhAvanA bIjI vyaktinA aMtaH karaNanI dIvAlane athaDAIne e ja rUpamAM mULa vyakti tarapha pAchI phare che. ApaNu vicAramAM ajaba zakti bharI che. jagatamAM jeTalAM jeTalAM kAryo thaI gayA, thaI rahyA che ane thaze e badhAnuM mULa vicAra che. jeTalA pramANamAM vicAra zuddha ane pavitra haze eTalA pramANamAM kArya zuddha ane pavitra thaze. pavitra vicArathI prerAIne je vaijJAnikoe jagatane suMdara sagavaDatAo ApI e vaijJAnikane jagata premathI vaMde che. ane je vaijJAnikee jagatane hiMsaka zastra bheTa dharyA e vaijJAnikone jagata dhRNAnI najare nihALe che. jemsa ele kahyuM che ke manuSya pitAnuM bhAvi pite bagADe che athavA sudhAre che. vicAra rUpI yaMtrazALAmAM e evA hathiyAra banAve che ke jethI tene pitAne vinAza thAya. tevI ja rIte evA paNa hathiyAra banAvI zake ke jethI AnaMda, ullAsa ane zAMti rUpI svagIya bhuvananAM sAhitya banAvI zake. satya vicAra pasaMda karIne tene yathAyogya upayoga thAya te manuSya deva bane. kheTA vicAra karI te upayoga kare te pazu karatAM ya nIcI paMkitamAM utare. A be cheDAnI vacamAM aneka svabhAvanA judA judA vicAronA manuSyo hoya che. ane manuSya temane kartA ane bhakatA che. , deva banavuM ke dAnava e mAnavInI pasaMdagInI vAta che. sArA vicAra karanArA deva banI zake che. ene devanI riddhi - siddhi prApta thAya che. jyAre bhUMDA vicAro karanAro mAnavI AkhuM jIvana duHkhamAM pasAra kare che. ApaNuM ane samAjanA baMnenA kalyANane arthe sadAya kalyANakArI vicAra karavA. bhale ApaNA mATe

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zAradA sAgara bIjA game te vicAra karatA hoya paNa ApaNe te sadAya bIjAnuM sAruM IcchavuM joIe. ApaNe je dilathI bIjAnuM zubha IcchatA hoIzuM te eka divasa e jarUra ugaze ke sAmI vyaktine phUDa kapaTa bharyA manebhAva paNa palaTAvAnA. baMdhuo ! keInA makAnamAM attarabharyuM hoya te zuM tyAMthI pasAra thanArA pravAsIone enI sugaMdha nahi Ave? Ave. gharanI aMdara kaI jIvajaMtu marI gayuM hoya ane saDatuM hoya te tyAMnI havA durgadhamaya nahi bane? puratA vicAra attara jevA che. ane kuvicAra saDatA kacarA jevA che. jyAre ApaNuM citta rUpI taMtramAM vicAronI ghaTamALa zarU thAya che. tyAre te vicArenI asara ApaNA zarIra upara thAya che eTaluM nahi paNa ApaNuthI na joI zakAya ke na samajI zakAya tevI adazya asara vAtAvaraNamAM paNa phelAya che. eka dAkhalo ApIne samajAvuM. banArasanA rAjA brahmadare rAjyanA lAbhathI kezala deza para caDhAI karI. ne te rAjaya jItI lIdhuM. kozala rAjA yuddhamAM mAI gayA ne tenI rANuM jaMgalamAM bhAgI gaI. te samaye tene nAne bA hatuM. tene jaMgalamAM rahIne rANIe ucheryo. ne tenuM nAma dIrdhAyu pADayuM. samaya jatAM A vAta te bhUlAI gaI. dIrdhAyune enI mAtA bhUtakALanI ghaNI ghaNI vAto karatI. sAthe e kahyuM ke dIkarA banavAnuM hatuM te banI gayuM. huM ema nathI kahetI ke tuM tArA pitAnuM vera le. verathI kadI vera zamatuM nathI, agni jema pANIthI zAMta thAya tema veranI javALA premathI zAMta thAya. A suMdara vAta tArA pitA mane ghaNuM vakhata kahetA hatA. samaya jatAM dIrdhAyu moTe thaye. tenA deha para yauvana thanaganavA lAgyuM. pitAnI AjIvikAne mATe dIghAyu brahmadattane tyAM sArathi tarIke kAma karavA rahyo. eka divasanI vAta che. brAhadatta rAjA zikAra khelavA nIkaLyA. te jaMgalamAM ghaNe dUra sudhI nIkaLI gayA. badhA sAthIdAre chUTA paDI gayA. thAkyApAyA badhA bapore eka vRkSa nIce ArAma karavA beThA. brahmahatta rAjA dIrdhAyunA kheALAmAM mAthuM mUkIne UMdhI gayA. rAjAne UMghatA joIne dIrdhAyune pitAnuM junuM vera yAda AvyuM.brahmadattane nAza karavA pAse paDelI talavAra upADI. tyAM te mAtAnI mIThI zikhAmaNa yAda AvI. beTA! verathI vera nathI zamatuM paNa premathI zame che. dIrdhAyue tarata talavAra nIce mUkI dIdhI. paNa azubha vicArane paDade paDaye heya tema rAjA brahmadatta ekadama jhabakIne jAgI gayA. brahmadattane ekadama gabharAyelo joI dIrdhAyue pUchayuM. mahArAjA! Apa ATalA badhA gabharAyelA kema dekhAva che? he dIrdhAyu! mane svapna AvyuM ke tuM kozalarAjane putra che ane pitAnuM vera levA kaTibaddha thayo che. dIghAyu kahe-hA, vAta sAcI che. te pachI he mahArAjA! mane mArI mAtAnA zabdo yAda AvyAM ane huM ApanI ghAta

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688 zAradA sAgara karatAM aTakI gaye." vera verathI nathI zamatuM paNa vera premathI zame che. A zabda sAMbhaLI rAjAe kahyuM - cAla, ApaNe ApaNe hisAba patAvI daIe. ema kahIne brahmAdare dIrdhAyune chAtI sarasa cAkhe. veranA ghA premanA pANIthI dhovAI gayA. baMdhuo ! Ape sAMbhaLyuM che ke saddabhAvanA keLavavAthI pariNAma suMdara Ave che. duzamana desta banI jAya che. brahmadare dIrdhAyune tenuM rAjya pAchuM meMpI dIdhuM. kevuM suMdara pariNAma AvyuM? zatru mitra banI gayA ne verI vahAle banI gaye. ApaNe tyAM AyaMbIla tapanI ArAdhanA cAlI rahI che. bhagavAne tapa ane tyAganI mahAna pradhAnatA batAvI che. bhagavAne mokSa prAptinA sAdhanomAM samyakajJAna samyakTazana, samyakSyAtri ane sabhyatAne mAnyA che. tathA bIjA prakArathI mekSa sAdhanAmAM dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAvane paNa ghaNuM mahatva ApyuM che. mAre kahevAne Azaya e che ke A baMne sAdhanAmAM tapane ullekha karavAmAM Ave che. tethI tapanuM sthAna anivArya che. kAraNa ke tapathI pUrve karelA karmonI nija rA thAya che. AcArya hemacanTe paNa kahyuM che ke - sadoSamapi dIptena suvarNa vahninA yathA / tapo'gninA tapyamAnastathA jIvo vizudhyati // jevI rIte mATIthI lepAyeluM sonuM animAM tapIne zuddha bane che tevI rIte taparUpI agnimAM tapIne AtmA zuddha ane pavitra thaI jAya che. tapa e jIvananA utthAnane sarvoparI mArga athavA sarvoparI sAdhana che. tapa karavAthI AtmA sarvoccapaddha tIrthakara nAma karma bAMdhI zake che. bhagavAna mahAvIre pitAnA pUrva bhavamAM naMdarAjAnA bhAvamAM 11 lAkha 60 hajAra mA khamaNa karyA hatA ne tIrthakara nAma karma bAMdhyuM hatuM. gADha karmonA baMdhanane teDavA mATe tapanI ati AvazyaktA che. te sivAya vaijJAnika paddhatithI samajIe te eka lekhake bAyekemIka davAnI sAthe tapanI suMdara sarakhAmaNI karI che. bAyokemIka paddhati anusAra tenA niSNAta mAne che ke bAyokemIkanI bAra davAe mANasanA game tevA re mATe basa che. tema AtmAnA game tevA rogo mATe A bAra prakArane tapa basa che. bAyokemIkanI bAra havAnI aMdara pahelI davAnuM nAma kelerIyAphersa che. je hADakAno duHkhA, dAMta halavA, TI. bI. vagere aneka rogonI aMdara kAma Ave che. tema anazana tapa AtmAne anAdinA lAgelA vAsanArUpa TI. bI, AhAra khAvArUpa haDakavA ane jIne saMhAra karavArUpa hiMsArUpa kensara Adi aneka rene mATe A pahelo anazana tapa karavAmAM Ave che. bIjI davAnuM nAma che pheramaphersa je kaMI paNa jAtane tAva, koI paNa jAtane

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zAradA sAgara 689 sojo, maraDo vagere mATe kAma Ave che. jo ke tenI aMdara bIjI davAnuM mizraNa te karavuM paDe che. chatAM mukhyapaNe tenuM kAma upara kahelA rogonI nAbUdI karavAnuM che." tevI rIte udarI rUpa pheramaphersa tapa karavAthI brahmacarya sAruM paLAya che. vicAronI zuddhi thAya che. mana pavitra bane che. pramAda haTI jAya che. abrahma, pramAda, mananI azuddhi vagere dUra thAya che. trIjI davAnuM nAma che phesma-phersa, je zarIramAM lohInA gaThThAo jAmI jAya, kaI aMga beTuM vadhyuM hoya temaja cAmaDI AdinA rAge mATe vaparAya che. tema vRttisaMkSepa rUpa phesmaphersa nAmane tapa parigraha upara kAbU meLave che. jIvanamAM karakasara lAve che. khAuM khAuMnI vAsanA ochI kare che. jenA dvArA maithuna saMjJA upara paNa thaDe prahAra paDe che. bIjA paNa aneka kAmamAM Ave che. je dvArA parigraha saMjJA rU5 rega temaja vAsanArUpa roganI nAbUdI thAya che. cethI davAnuM nAma che kelkara-phersa. je mAthAno duHkhAvo, khAsa karIne mukha uparanA rege, dAMtanA saDA vagere mATe kAma Ave che. tema rasatyAga rUpI kelkaraphersa tapa jIbhanI caLa, vadhu khAvAnI lata, abrahmanI azuddhi vagere AtmAnA aneka rogonA upAya mATe kAma Ave che. pAMcamI davAnuM nAma kALImUra che. e pheramaphersa sAthe apAya che. je TAIphoIDa mATe, jIbha upara thatI sapheda phellIo, ke AMkhanA rogo mATe apAya che. tevI rIte kAyakaleza rUpI kAlImUra tapa anAdi kALathI kAyAmAM pesI gayelA pramAda rUpI roga, AtmAmAM vadhI gayelA bhega vaibhavanA tAMDava rUpI rega vagere mATe akasIra IlAja che. chaThThI davAnuM nAma che kALaphersa. uMgha na AvatI hoya, bIka lAgatI hoya, gAMDapaNa jevuM lAgatuM hoya, jJAnataMtu nabaLA lAgatA hoya, jhADAmAM durgadha AvatI hoya vagere ghaNa rega mATe A davA apAya che. saMsInatA rUpa kALIpherma tapa bahu uMgha AvatI hoya. (uMgha AvavI e darzanAvaraNIya karmane udaya che.) te mATe akasIra IlAja che. je dvArA svAdhyAya, dhyAna vadhAre thAya che. upaga sAre rahe che ane upayoga sAro rahevAthI AtmAnA jJAnataMtuo khUba sateja rahe che. sAtamI davAnuM nAma kALI- salpha che. gaDagumaDa, unALAmAM thatA tApaDIyAM, kAnanuM pAkavuM, dAMtamAM rasI thavI, kharajavuM, ciMtA, vigere mATe je kAma Ave che tevI rIte jaina zAsanane sAtame tapa prAyazcita che. je dvArA anAdinI pA5 vAsanAo zAMta thAya che. aDhAre pApanA gaDagumaDa besI jAya che. AtmAnI ciMtA ochI thAya che. AtmA pApanA bhArathI haLa phUla banI jAya che. tene koI jAtane bhaya raheto nathI. A rIte aneka kAmamAM prAyazcita rUpI kAbI salpha davA kAmamAM Ave che.

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690 zAradA sAgara AThamI davAnuM nAma che megneziyA pharsa. je UTATA, zaradI, khAMsI A badhA mATe kAma Ave che. jenazAsananI vinayarUpa meneziyA phersa je ahaM rUpI khAMsI, UMTATIye, mama rUpI zaradI mATe kAma Ave che. je dvArA ahaMma rUpI Arogya prApta thAya che. navamI, davAnuM nAma che neTamamura. je baMdhakeza, sUkAyeluM kharajavuM, temAMthI pANI jharavuM, AMkhamAMthI pANI AvavuM, A mATe kAma Ave che. tevI rIte vaiyAvacce rUpa neTamamura davA jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA kSayopazama mATe tathA kSaya mATe temaja aMtarAya kamanA kSaya mATe khUba asAdhAraNa davA che. jo ke badhI davAo dareka karmanA kSaya mATe che. chatAM paNa zAstramAM vaiyAvaccane apratipAtI guNa kahyo che. tethI vaiyAvacca mATe vadhAre phersa lakhe che. - dazamI davAnuM nAma neTTamaphersa che. dAMtanA dardo, gesa, svapnadeSa, vagere mATe A davA bIjI davA sAthe milAvIne apAya che. tevI rIte svAdhyAya ta5 rU5 neTTamaphersa Atmazuddhi mATe temaja jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA kSapazama mATe temaja samyakatvanI zuddhi mATe khAsa kAmane che. agiyAramI davAnuM nAma nemasalka che. je TADhiye tAva, pezAba rokAI rokAIne Ava, tathA dama roga mATe apAya che. tevI rIte dhyAnarUpa nemasa ghAtI karmanA nAza mATe akasIramAM akasIra upAya che. bAramI davAnuM nAma che silisiyA. je vALa kharatA hoya, mAthAnI jU mATe, gumaDuM pAkatuM na hoya to apAya che. tevI rIte kAryotsarga rUpI silisiyA davA kAyAnuM mamatva mukAvavA mATe chellAmAM chello upAya che. bAyakemikanI A bAra davAo eka davA sAthe bIjI mikasa karIne paNa apAya che. tevI rIte jovA jevA AtmAnA de heya te te rIte vadhatA ochA pramANamAM bAra tapa rUpa davA levI jarUrI che. devAnupriyA bAyakemikanI bAra davAo jevI rIte dehanA daI maTADe che tevI rIte AtmAnA roga maTADavA mATe A bAra davAe te che ke cha AtyaMtara tapa ane cha bAhya tapa. anaMtakALathI AtmAe jeTalI bahAranI ciMtA karI che teTalI AtmAnI ciMtA karI nathI. jyAre aMtarAtmA jAgI uThaze ne pitAnA svarUpanI ramaNatAmAM karaze tyAre alaukika AnaMda prApta karaze. samaya thaI javA Avyo che. vizeSa A bAbatamAM kaMI kahetI nathI. AvatI kAle pUrNimAne pavitra divasa che. jIvananaiyAne bhavasAgara pAra karAvanAra amArA parama upakArI pU. gurUdeva pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjInI puNya tithine pavitra divasa che ane AyaMbIla tapanI ArAdhanAne chello divasa che. AvatI kAle suMdara ArAdhanA karI tapa tyAgamAM joDAze tevI AzA sahita viramuM chuM.

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zAradA sAgara 691 vyAkhyAna naM-80 Aso suda 15 ne ravivAra , 19-10-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! mahAna puNyanA udayathI A mAnava bhava maLe che. jJAnI kahe che A mAnava janmane saphaLa banAve. A jagatamAM pratyeka mAnavI mAnavajIvanane saphaLa banAvavA Icche che, paNa mAnavajIvana saphaLa kevI rIte bane, te tame jANo cho? ghaNAM manuSya dhana kamAvAmAM, khAvA-pIvAmAM, haravApharavAmAM ne kIrti prApta karavAmAM saphaLatA mAne che. vaLI kaI bhAga-upaga ne bhautika sukha meLavavAmAM mAnavajIvananI saphaLatA mAne che. jyAre jJAnI kahe che, ke AtmAne karmanA baMdhanathI mukta banAvavAmAM mAnavajIvananI sAcI saphaLatA che. "mAnava janmAve che mIThA paNa banI gayuM che kahe." tenuM kAraNa zuM? enuM kAraNa e che ke rUDo mAnavajanma pAmI, AtmAne karmanA baMdhanathI mukta karavAnuM eka paNa kArya na karyuM. paNa karmabaMdhana thAya tevA bUrA kAryo karyA. bUrA kAma karatAM bUrI gati thaze. ghaNAM ema kahe che, ke ghaDapaNamAM goviMdanA guNa gAIzuM. are, ghaDapaNamAM geviMdanA guNa gAzo to gAze nahitara guNa te bharaze, kema barAbara che ne? (hasAhasa). Aje jUe che ne ke mAnava je mAnava banIne khabhe mAlanA kethaLA upADe che. kALI majUrI kare che. mATe kahyuM che ke amUlya mAnavabhava pAmIne AtmAnI sAdhanA nahi sAdhe to saMsAranI guNe upADavA sivAya bIjuM zuM karaze ? baMdhuo! vicAra karo. ApaNuM jIvana kSaNabhaMgura che. A ghaDiyALane kAMTe paNa kaTakaTa avAja karIne kahe che, ke he mAnava! tuM cetI jA. A kAMTe jema cAre tarapha phare che tema tuM paNa jIvanamAM zubha kAryo nahi kare to caturgatinA cakkaramAM pharIza. A kAMTa kayAre kharI paDaze tenI khabara nathI. tema tArA AyuSyane kAMTe kayAre kharI paDaze tenI khabara nathI. alpa jiMdagImAM karavA jevuM tuM karI le. jevA karmo bAMdhIza tevA tane phaLa maLaze. zubha karmo bAMdhIza te zubha phaLa maLaze ne azubha bAMdhIza te azubha phaLa maLaze. bAvaLa vAvIne kerInI AzA rAkhe che te kyAMthI maLaze? A vAvyuM hoya te bhaviSyamAM kerI maLe ne bAvaLa vAve te kAMTA ja maLe ne? mATe jJAnIo kahe che ke AyuSya kSaNika che. cetI jAva. kALa keInI rAha jotuM nathI. Aje ApaNe keIne joyA hoya che ne savAra paDatAM te tenA azubha samAcAra sAMbhaLavA maLe che. tyAre ApaNane ema thaI jAya che, ke A zuM thaI gayuM? haju te ApaNe kAle temane joyA che. ApaNane maLI gayA che ne zuM thaI gayuM? A sAcuM haze ke kharuM? paNa kALarAjAne A vicAra nathI thatuM. kALarAjAne agAuthI sadeze paNa nathI AvatuM. atyAre te moTA bhAge. ekAeka javAnuM bane che.

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692 zAradA sAgara AgaLanA vakhatamAM pAMca signala ApavAmAM AvatA hatA. jema gADI AgaLanA sTezanethI upaDe tyAre sAmA sTezanamAM DaMkA paDe. gADI sTezanamAM AvatA pahelA pAMca miniTa agAuthI signala ApavAmAM Ave che. tema pahelAnA vakhatamAM A jIvananI gADI upaDatA pahelAM pAMca signala ApatA hatA. temAM sauthI pahelAM mAthAnA vALa kALA hatA te dheALA thAya eTale mAnava samajI jatA hatA ke mAthAmAM kALA vALa maTIne dheALA thayA. eTale mane cetavaNI Ape che. A kALa vaheNa vahetAM, sadeza kai kai kahetAM, nathI sthira kAi rahetA, tu banaje tattvavettA. nadInA vaheNa pUrajozamAM vahe che. tene be hAtha ADA devAmAM Ave te paNa tene kAI rAkavA samartha banI zakatu nathI. chatAM mAnI leA ke e kAMThe vahetI nadInA vaheNane paNa kAI upAyathI rAkI zakAya paNa kALanA vaheNane rAkavA kAI samartha nathI. jaLa pravAha samuM avizrAnta A, ghaTatu jAya kSaNika ja jIvana, kALanA vaheNa pUrozathI vahI rahyA che. te mAnavane sadezeA Ape che, ke huM mAnava! tu cetI jA. cetI jA Atama ceta have avasara cAhyA jAya che (2) AnyA hatA tu cheADavA, bAMdhIne zAne jAya che (2) svamAMthI tu' paramAM jaI, zAne vadhu rakhAya che (2) - cetI jA * je AtmAe satanA samAgama karIne svane ALakhe che te kAma kADhI jAya che. te AtmA pratyeka padArthAne parivartanazIla dekhe che. eTale tene kAI paNa padArtha pratye rAga ke dveSa thatA nathI. tame paNa jue che ne ke AtmA sivAyanA sarva padmA jaDa che ne darekanI paryAya palTAya che. tame be traNa varSanA haze tyAre tamArI mAtAe phoTo paDAvelA haze te tamane khatAvaze teA tame ema kahezo ke A phATA kAne che? yuvAnInA ane khAlapaNunA phoTo sarakhAvaze te judo lAgaze. A badhI pugalanA paryAya che. jyAM paryAya che tyAM palaTAvApaNuM che. AvA vinazvara puddagalane svabhAva joine kaMika AtmAe vairAgya pAmI gayA che ne kaMika jIve! saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM paNa nyArA rahe che. eka rAjakumAra khUba sAMDha vAna hatA. eka divasa sudara svAMga sajI pharavA jai rahyA hatA. enu lalATa jhagArA mArI rahyuM hatu. puNyavAnanA prakAza kadI chAnA rahetA nathI. kadAca sAdA vezamAM hAya tA paNa tenuM lalATa kadI chUpuM rahetuM nathI. rastAmAM eka vezyAnI havelI AvI. vezyA jharUkhAmAM UbhI che. rAjakumArane dekhI te tenA rUpamAM mugdha manI ane rAjakumArane khelAvye. kumArane khakhara nathI ke A kAnI havelI che. eTale e te havelImAM gaye te vezyAne pUchyuM-bahena! tame mane zA mATe khelAvye

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zAradA sAgara 693 che? vezyA paNa khUba svarUpavAna hatI. teNe kahyuM svAmInAtha! A mArI samasta saMpatti ApanA caraNe dharI dauM chuM. Apa tene ane mAre svIkAra kare. ApaNe sAthe rahIne saMsAranA sukhe bhegavIe. baMdhuo ! A rAjakumAra cAmaDInA rUpamAM moha pAme tevuM na hatuM. cAritra saMpanna hatA. vinazvara pulanA svabhAvane samajanAre hate. eTale saheja paNa tenuM mana calAyamAna na thayuM. jIvanamAM cAritranI khUba mahattA che. cAritra vinAnuM jIvana prANa vinAnA kalevara jevuM che. jIvanamAMthI badhuM jaze te kaI vAMdho nathI paNa cAritra gayuM te samajI leje ke jIvana dhULadhANI thaI jaze. mahAnapurUSenA jIvanamAM koTI Ave tyAre pahelAM sAmI vyakitane samajAve. paNa jo te nA samaje te jIbha karaDIne marI jAya paNa pitAnuM cAritra lUMTAvA de nahi. cAritranI rakSA karatAM A rIte maravuM paDe che te ApaghAta na kahevAya. badhI kheTa pUrI thaze paNa cAritranI beTa kaI nahi pUrI zake. mAnI le ke zeThane cAra dukAna che. eka bakAlAnI, bIjI kApaDanI, trIjI davAnI ane cethI jhaverAtanI. bakAlAnI dukAnamAM beTa Avaze te kApaDanI dukAnamAMthI pUrI karI zakAze. kApaDanI dukAnamAM khoTa Avaze te davAnI dukAnamAMthI pUrI karI zakAze. paNa je jhaverAtanI dukAnamAM khoTa Avaze te te khoTa bakAlAnI dukAna, kApaDanI dukAna ke davAnI dukAnamAMthI pUrI thaI zakaze nahi. kAraNa ke jhaverAtanAM mUlya ghaNAM hoya che. tema cAritra e jhaverInI peDhI che. mATe e peDhImAM saheja paNa khoTa AvavI na joIe. tenuM khUba lakSa rAkhe. rAjakumAra vicAre che ke aho! A vezyA pudgalanA raMgamAM keTalI Asakta banelI chepaNa tenI yuvAnI, sauMdarya, ane saMpatti kaMI sthira rahevAnA che? kharekhara e vAta satya che ke "nathI ke sthira rahetAM tuM banaje tatvavettA" he AtmA! tuM khUba sajAga bana. tAre A tarapha daSTi karavAnI nathI. je atyAre vezyAne nA kahIza te mane javA nahi de. eTale samayasUcakatA vAparIne rAjakumAra kahe che atyAre huM kaI agatyanA kAme bahAra jaI rahyo chuM. mAruM kAma pUrNa karIne keI samaye mArI jarUra paDaze tyAre AvIza. vezyA kahe che nA. huM tamane nahi javA dauM. kumAra kahe atyAre gayA vinA mAre cAle tema nathI. huM jAuM chuM. jyAre mArI jarUra haze tyAre AvIza. ema kahIne chaTakabArI zodhIne chaTakI gaye. baMdhuo! tame kaI cera agara guMDAnA sakaMjAmAM sapaDAI jAva tyAre nAsI chUTavA mATe chaTakabArI zodhe che ne? rakhe, guMDAnA pAzamAM sapaDAI jaIza te mArA paisA ne mAla milkata lUMTI leze. mATe jaldI ahIMthI kema chuTuM? te mATe rasto zodhe che ne

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zAradA sAgara lAga maLe te chaTakI paNa jAya che ne? rAjakumArane mana vezyA paNa cAritra rUpI dhana laMTanAra lUMTArI hatI eTale te tyAMthI chaTakI gaye. vezyA te rAha jotI rahI. A vAtane paMdara varSo vItI gayA. eka vakhata pharIne te rAjakumAra pharavA mATe nIkaLyo. tyAre eka strI rastAmAM paDelI joI. te kALA pANae kalpAMta kare che ne bacAva - bacAvonI bUma mAre che. A karuNa rudananA zabdo kumAranA kAne athaDAyA. tarata e ghaDethI nIce utaryo. e bAInA sAmuM joyuM. te tarata oLakhI gaye. ahe! A te pelI vezyA che. kayAM gaI tenI yuvAnI ane tenuM sauMdarya! pANI pANI kare che paNa koI paNa pAtuM nathI. zarIramAMthI durgadha chuTe che. kumAre tene zItaLa pANI pIvaDAvyuM. bIjuM pANI maMgAvI tenuM zarIra svaccha karAvyuM, eTale vezyAne kaMIka zAMti vaLI ane pUchayuM - tame koNa che? tyAre kumAre kahyuM - paMdara varSa pahelAM meM tane kahyuM hatuM ke atyAre mArI jarUra nathI. mArI jarUra paDaze tyAre AvIza. eTale kharA samaye huM AvI gayo chuM. kaMIka vicAra kara. tuM jyAre yuvAna ane sauMdaryavAna hatI tyAre bhogaviSayanI mastImAM kUdatI hatI. ane tArI pAse je purUSe Ave tene padhAre svAmInAtha....padhAro svAmInAtha kahetI hatI. ane badhAne tArA rUpamAM mugdha banAvI bhega vilAsamAM jiMdagI barabAda karI. paNa vicAra kara. atyAre kaI tArI pAse Ave che? kaI tArUM che? A zarIra rUpa, saMpatti, yauvana badhuM vinavara che. koI sthira rahenAra nathI. eka divasa badhuM cAlyuM javAnuM che. mATe tattvavettA banIne vicAra kara. A suMdara zarIra paNa ahIM rahI javAnuM che. A meMghI mAnavajiMdagI prApta karIne saddagurUnA caraNe DhaLIne mahamastIne TALI devAnI che. ane vrata-niyama dvArA A dehane pavitra banAvavAnuM che. baMdhuo! A rAjakumArane AvI tatvadaSTi kayAMthI maLI? ene sAcA saddagurU maLyA hatA. eka vakhata sAcA sadagurU maLe te mithyAtva, moha ane ajJAnanA jhera utaryA vinA na rahe. suratA sazurU caraNe DhaLe, mela je moha mAyAnA TaLe, bhAvanA bhakita rasamAM bhaLe, saccidAnaMda senuM tene maLe. sAcA saddagurUne samAgama karavAthI ene evuM jaDa ane caitanyanuM bheda jJAna thayuM hatuM. eTale keI manamohaka padArtho pratye tene rAga thatuM na hatuM. gArUDI maLI jAya te sarpanA jhera utArI nAMkhe. hoMziyAra vaida ke DekaTara heya te bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara roganuM nidAna jaldI karI zake che ane dadInA azAtA vedanIya maMda paDavAnA hoya te tenI davAthI rega zAMta thaI jAya che. te dadI DekaTara ane vaidano upakAra mAne che keI DokaTara ke vaida ema kahe ke bhAI! mArI davA le. tamAre eka meTe roga maTaze paNa bIjA traNa rega ceDA samaya pachI thaze te tame evA mUkha nathI ke enI davA le. kema barAbara che ne? eka rega bhale raho. navA rega nathI joItA. A ja rIte jJAnI kahe che, ke sAcA sazurUo bharegane nAbUda karanAra kuzaLa DekaTara che. teo kahe che ke lega viSaya

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zAradA sAgara e evuM bhayaMkara jhera che ke e A jIvane ajJAna ane mehamAM bezuddha banAvI anaMtakALa sudhI saMsAracakramAM bhamAve che. bhegamAM je bhame che tenA janma maraNa vadhe che. jyAM karma che, tyAM janma che. janma che tyAM jarA, raMga, maraNuM badhuM che. mATe bheganI gulAmI cheDe. saddagurUnA vacanAmRtanI eka paDIkI laI temanI AjJAnuM barAbara pAlana karaze te A janma-jarA - maraNanA re nAbUda thaI jaze. jyAM bhega che tyAM rega che. sarIra safjaM" A zarIra anitya che. azucImaya che. azucImAMthI utpanna thayeluM che ane duHkha ane kalezanuM bhAjana che. emAM moha pAmavA jevuM nathI. AvA sukho jIve anaMtIvAra bhegavyA paNa bhoganI bhUkha maTI nahi. nAnA bALakane lAkaDAnuM cUsaNayuM ApavAmAM Ave che. bALaka ene moDhAmAM nAMkhIne cUsyA kare che. e Akhe divasa cUsaNIyuM cUsyA kare te tenI bhUkha maTe kharI? nA. mAtA ene choDAvavA jAya te paNa cheDatuM nathI. tema tamane paNa saddagurUo bhega viSayanuM cUsaNIyuM choDAvavA paDakAra kare che. paNa mehamAM paDelA jIvene choDavuM gamatuM nathI. tattvadaSTi khule te A cUsaNIyuM chUTe. rAjakumAre sadagurUne sAce samAgama karyo hate. eTale vezyAnA mohamAM paDe nahi. paNa samaya joIne suMdara upadeza Ape. jyAre vezyA yuvAnInI mastImAM masta banela hatI tyAre Ave upadeza Apyo hato te tene samajAta nahi. enA pApane udaya thaya ne sarvasva cAlyuM gayuM. AvI durdazA thaI ane kaI enI khabara lenAra na rahyuM tyAre te kumAra maLe ne satya vAta samajAvI to tenuM jIvana sudharI gayuM. vezyA sAcI zrAvikA banI gaI. ene cAritranA mUlya samajAyA ane A zarIra, saMpatti ane svajane badhA svArthanA sagAM che. evuM bhedajJAna thatAM saMsAranI asAratAnuM bhAna thayuM che tenuM jIvana sudharI gayuM. baMdhuo ! rAjakumArane sadgarane samAgama thatAM pitAnuM jIvana sudhAryuM. ane vezyAne paNa sudhArI. sajananA saMge janAra pApImAM pApI paNa punita banI jAya che. mATe saMga kare te saMtane karo, bAkI te badhe saMga cheDavA jevo che. - Aje tamane khabara che ne kayo pavitra divasa che? zarada pUNI mAne pavitra divasa ne AyaMbIlanI oLIne chello divasa. A divasa ApaNane tapanI sAdhanA batAve che. jema unALAnA divasamAM koI mANasa jaMgalamAM bhUle paDa. pANI vinA tene kaMThe sUkAI jAya che. AMkhe aMdhArA Ave che. te samaye te mANasa pANInI zodha karatAM karate je dizAmAM pANInuM sarovara che te dizA tarapha cAle che. te te haju sarevara pAse pahoMce paNa nathI te pahelAM tenI aDadhI tRSA zAMta thaI jAya che. tenuM kAraNa sarovarane spezIne zItaLa pavana Ave che. te pavana dvArA mAnavIne zItaLatA maLe che. tamArA baMgalAnI bArIo dariyA tarapha hoya te ThaMDe pavana Ave che ne? tema saMta-saritAne spazIne

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zAradA sAgara AvatA tapa- saMyamarUpI zItaLa patrana paNa saMsAra tApathI akaLAyelA, mujhAyelA pathikane zAMta ne zItaLa banAve che. satA saMsAra tyAgIne sayamI ane che. sayamI anyA pachI bhagavAna kahe che, ke huM mArA sAdhaka! tuM tapa kara. tapa karavAthI zuM lAbha thAya che? " bhavakoDi saMciyaM kammaM tavasA nijjarijjai / kreDA bhavanA sacita kanei khALavA mATe tapanI avazya jarUra che. jo tapanI jarUra na hAta te bhagavAna tapa karata nahi. bhagavAne dIkSA laine kevA ugra tapa karyA hatA ! bhagavAna RSabhadevanA samayamAM manuSya vadhumAM vadhu khAra mahinA sudhI tapa karI zakatA hatA. vacalA khAvIsa tIrthaMkaranA samayamAM vadhumAM vadhu ATha mahinA ane carama tIrthaMkara mahAvIra prabhunA vakhatamAM vadhumAM vadhu chamAsI tapa thai zake che. AvA mahAna tapanA teja alaukika che. jaina zAsanamAM tapane apUva mahimA khatAnyA che. ane karmAM khapAvavA mATe tapanI avazya jarUra che. 66 tapa e kanA vAdaLAne vikherI nAMkhanAra vaTALa che ne sasAranI adhArI khINamAMthI siddhazIlAnI jAtiya bhUmikA para pahAMcADanAra pagadaMDI che. tapasvInA tapanA tejathI meTA meTA upadrave paNa zamI jAya che. ne devA paNa tapasvInA caraNamAM jhUkI paDe che. bhayaMkara asAdhya roga paNa tapazcaryAthI zamI jAya che. tapa bhavanI paraMparAne kApI nAMkhe che. AvI mahAna tAkAta ke Ajasa hAya te tapamAM che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA jIve naMdarAjAnA bhavamAM rAjavaibhava choDIne dIkSA lIdhI. ne dIkSA lIdhI te divase abhigraha karyo ke mAre jAvajIva sudhI mAsakhamaNane pAraNe mAsakhamaNu karavu. karmanA baMdhanAne teDI AtmazAne pAmavA mATe zarIranI sukAmaLatA choDI pramaLa purUSA upADayA. dIkSA laIne agiyAra lAkha uparAMta mAsakhamaNu karyA hatA. tame te oLI karI tA ema lAge ke meM ghaNuM karyuM. paNa anAdi kALanI vAsanA kADhavA mATe tapanI avazya jarUra che. jene karmabaMdhanathI mukta thavAnI jijJAsA jAge che te AtmAo jaldI karmIne khapAvavA sacama laIne mahAna ugra tapa kare che. tenuM lakSa karmothI mukata thai zAzvata sukha prApta karavAnuM hoya che. paNa je ajJAnI che te zuM kahe che. cha darzanamAM eka cArvAka darzana che. te zuM khele che? yAvat jIvet sukhaM jIvet, karjakRtvA ghRtaM pIbet / bhasmIbhUtasya dehasya, punarAgamanaM kutaH // A jIva paMcabhUtamAMthI utpanna thayA che ne te paMcabhUtamAM samAI jaze. zarIranA nAzanI sAthe tene paNa nAza thai jaze. dharma-karmI jevI ne paleAka jevI kaI cIja che nahi mATe A bhava mIThA tA parabhava kANe dIThA ? A zarIra dvArA khAe, pIene mAjamA uDAvI le. AvuM zarIra ne AvA sukhA pharIpharIne maLavAnA nathI. mATe

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zAradA sAgara pAse paisA na hoya te devuM karIne paNa mojamajhA uDAvI le.. tyAre ApaNA parama pitA prabhu mahAvIra kahe che ke dunda vahu mAthu mA A manuSyabhava durlabha che. tenI ekeka kSaNa amUlya jAya che. je senerI kSaNe tArA jIvanamAMthI sarI jAya che te pharI pharIne pAchI maLatI nathI. mATe khUba sajAga banI saMsAranA mejazekha choDIne sAvadhAnIpUrvaka AtmasAdhanA karI che. jo tame samajIne sAdhanA nahi kare to pAchaLathI pastAvuM paDaze. baMdhuo ! ApaNane A manuSya janma te ghaNI vakhata maLe. saruone vega ne A jaina dharma paNa maLyo haze. chatAM paNa ApaNuM kalyANa kema nathI thayuM? haju ApaNe saMsAramAM zA mATe rajhaLIe chIe? tene vicAra karo. samajaNapUrvakanI sAdhanA karI nathI. aMtaramAM mela rAkhI bahArathI ujaLA thaIne pharyA chIe tenA kAraNe rakhaDapaTTI cAlu rahI che. A jagatamAM cAra prakAranA cha che. pahelA prakAranA cha kabrastAna jevA hoya che. tame kabrastAna te joyuM haze? kabrastAnamAM kabara upara ArasanI lAdIo jaDelI hoya che. eTale te kabara uparathI cakamakatI dekhAya che tenA upara lIluM kapaDuM oDhADeluM hoya che. tenA upara phUlanA hAra caDhAvelA hoya che. ne tenI tIthinA divase tyAM dhUpa-dIpa badhuM karavAmAM Ave che. eTale tyAM sugaMdha sugaMdha maheMkatI hoya che. paNa tame aMdara juo te zuM che? A te badhe bahArane bhapake che paNa aMdara te maDadA saDI rahyA che. kIDA khadabade che ne durgadha chUTe che. A rIte ghaNuM mANaso evA hoya che ke te uparathI khUba suMdara, dhamISTha ne sajajana dekhAtA hoya che. paNa tenA aMtaramAM rAga-dveSa ane mahinA maDadA saDI rahyAM hoya che. kAmavAsanAnA kIDA khadabade che. duniyA jANe, ke A ke pavitra AtmA che ! A rIte tamAro saMsAra uparathI cakamo dekhAya che paNa aMdara te viSayakakSAnA kacarA bharyA che. rAga kerA raMgathI saMsAra che rUDa, uparathI bhabhaka paNa mAMhI che phaDe. A viSayakaSAyanA kacarAne sarSe nAbUda karavAne mATe saddagurU rUpI vaide tamane tapa ane tyAganI amUlya TebleTa Ape che. tamane kaI roga lAgu paDayo hoya ne DekaTara pAse davA levA jAva te paisA ApavA paDe, kalAka be kalAkano TAIma bagADe paDe tyAre davA maLe ane tenAthI roga maTaze ke nahi maTe te nakkI nathI. jyAre sadgurU rUpI vaide koI paNuM jAtanA svArtha vagara ane tamAro TAIma paNa bagADyA vagara tamane maphata davA Ape che. - A vaida gurUjI le lo havAI binA phIsa kI, satsaMgakI zIzI ke aMdara, jJAna davA guNakArI, eka cittase pIo kAnase, (2) mATe sala bImArI he.Aye vaida

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698 zAradA sAgara baMdhuo! tamAro viroga nAbUda karanArA saMta rUpI vaida tamane tapanI TebleTa ApavA mATe beThA che. je tapanI TebleTa leze tene bhavaroga avazya nAbUda thaze. jyAre aMtaramAM A vAta rUcaze tyAre khAvAnuM mana nahi thAya. ne vItarAga vANIne raMga lAgaze tyAre basa tapa-tyAga, svAdhyAya, dhyAna AdimAM tamAruM mana lAgeluM raheze, pachI bAhya pravRtti nahi game. bIjA prakAranA cha myunisipAliTInI meTara jevA che. myunisipAliTInI moTara uparathI raMgelI lAla caTaka jevI hoya che. paNa aMdara ISTi kare te kIcaDa, kacaro, chANa, viSTA Adi kharAba vastuo bharelI hoya che. tenuM DhAMkaNuM khelavAmAM Ave to mAthuM phATI jAya tevI durgadha mAre che. te rIte aneka jIvo evA hoya che ke tenI AgaLa kaI game teTalI sArI dharmanI vAta karaze to te tene nahi game. paNa ene te keInI niMdA, kuthalI karavI gamaze. koInA moDhe sAruM bolavuM paNa pAchaLa tenA mULa ukheDI nAkhavA. sArA dharmanA pustakanuM vAMcana karavuM tene na game. nevela vAMcavI athavA viSayakaSAya, rAga-dveSa ane vikathA karI karmanA kacarA bhegA karavA game eTale te ja myunisipAliTInI moTara jevA che. e moTara ApaNI pAsethI pasAra thAya che temAMthI durgadha Ave che. tema jJAnI kahe che, evA ne saMga karavAthI ApaNuM jIvana paNa durguNanI durgadhathI durga dhamaya banI jAya che. mATe evA ne saMga kadI karaze nahi. - have trIjA prakAranA cha lAyabrerI jevA che. lAyabrerImAM ghaNAM pustakano saMgraha karavAmAM Ave che. samAjane navuM navuM jJAna maLe te mATe lAyabrerInA saMcAlako navA navA pustake lAvIne lAyabrerImAM mUke che. paNa e lAyabrerIne eka akSaranuM paNa jJAna kharuM? mAtra lAyabrerImAM te pustakane saMgraha che. bAkI tene saheja paNa jJAna nathI. tAve dUdhapAkamAM pharyA kare che. paNa tene dUdhapAkano svAda cAkhavA maLatuM nathI. tema kaMIka manuSya potAnA jJAna dvArA bIjAne samajAvaze. te evuM samajAve ke sAmI vyakitane ema thaI jAya ke zuM AmanuM jJAna che? paNa pite pitAnA jJAnane aMza mAtra lAbha uThAvI zakyuM nathI. jJAnane sAra prANImAtra upara dayA zakhavI. "gvaM rahu nAno sAra hRk dhiMai " kaI paNa jIvanI hisA na karavI. game tevA prasaMgomAM samabhAva rAkho. AvI samajaNapUrvaka jJAnane anubhava kare. jema lAyabrerInA pustaka vAMcIne bIjA cha jJAna meLave che paNa lAyabrerIne jJAna hetuM nathI. tema ekeka jIvo evA che ke pitAnA jJAna dvArA bIjA ne sAco rAha batAve, dharmanA paMthe vALa paNa pite temAMthI kaMI prApta karI zakatAM nathI. cothA prakAranA cha maMdira jevA hoya che. jema maMdiramAM te jyAM juo tyAM prabhubhakitanA sUra gUMjatA hoya, prabhunA guNagrAma thatAM hoya che. ne tyAM pavitra ne svaccha

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zAradA sAgara 699 vAtAvaraNa hoya che. tema jenA mana maMdiramAM evI laganI rahetI hoya ke ahe prabhu! tuM ke ne huM ke? teM kedha kaSA upara vijaya meLavyo che ne huM te kakSAthI bharelo chuM. te viSayane vamI nAMkhyA che ne huM te viSacenA vamaLamAM bhamyA karuM chuM. he prabhu! huM tArA je kayAre thaIza? AvI bhAvanA jenA mana-maMdiramAM ramatI hoya tevA cha maMdira jevA che. te have tamAre kabrastAna jevA banavuM che? myunisipAliTInI moTara jevA, lAyabrerI jevA ke maMdira jevA banavuM che-tene tame AjanA pavitra divase nirNaya karI leje. have ApaNe mukhya vAta upara AvIe. AyaMbIlanI oLI, navapadanI ArAdhanA karI karmanI jaMjIra toDavA mATe chello divasa che. bIjI rIte amArA tAraNahAra pU. gurUNI pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjInI puNyatIthino divasa che. ane trIjI rIte Aje zaradupUrNimAne divasa che. pUrNimAne caMdra jema soLe kaLAe khIle che ne tenI zItaLa cAMdanInA ajavALAthI pRthvIne te prakAzathI bharI de che. tema jJAnI purUSe kahe che te cetana! tuM purUSArthanI pUrNimAne cAMda tArA aMtaramAM pragaTAva. pUrNimA prakAza Ape che ne amAsa aMdhakAra Ape che. tema purUSArtha e punama che ne ALasa e amAsa che. anaMtakALathI aMtaramAM amAsa jevA aMdhArA ghara karIne beThA che. tene dUra karI purUSArtha dvArA jJAnane dIpaka pragaTAvI aMdhakArane dUra karI de. AtmA upara caDhelA gADha jJAnAvaraNIyAdi karmo khape tyAre aMtaramAM jJAnane dIpaka pragaTe che. pUrANAM karmone khapAvavA mATe amegha auSadha hoya to te tapa che. ghaNAM AtmAoe AyaMbIlanI obInI sAdhanA karI che. A tapanA prabhAve zrIpALa rAjA temaja temanI sAthe 500 keDhIyAono keDha rega nAbUda thaI gaye. zrIpALa rAjAne mayaNAsuMdarI jevI patnI na maLI hatI te temane kehane rega maTata nahi. zrIpALa rAjAne jena dharma pamADanAra temanI patnI mayaNAsuMdarI hatI. mayaNAsuMdarIe gurUnI AjJA pramANe AyaMbIla tapanI ArAdhanA karAvI te keTalA cha zAMti meLavI zakyA! zrIpALa rAjAnA gurU tenI patnI hatI. zivAjIne rAmadAsa jevA ane rAmacaMdrajIne vasiSTha jevA gurU hatA. tema ApaNu darekane mAthe gurU hoya te ApaNI jIvana naikA tAre che. sikaMdara jevA samrATane paNa erisToTala gurU hatA. gurU vinAnuM jIvana aMdhakAramaya jIvana che. - guru vinA ko nahi muktidAtA, guru vinA ko nahi mArgajJAtA, guru vinA ko nahi jADya hartA, guru vinA ko nahi saukhykrtaa| gurU vinA keI ApaNane mukitano mArga batAvanAra nathI. je chUTelA hoya te choDAve che, baMdhAyelA hoya te kyAMthI choDAve? dareka dharmomAM gurUnuM sthAna prathama batAvyuM che.

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zAradA sAgara 700 ApaNu tAraka game tyAM birAjamAna hoya tyAM temane ApaNe vaMdana karIe chIe. tenuM kAraNa zuM? gurUdeva ApaNuM jIvanamAM suMdara rasAyaNa reDe che. ene pAvara ApaNuM jIvanamAM ghaNo lAMbo samaya TakI rahe che. saddagurU e pAvara hAusa che. ziSyonA jIvanamAM saddagurU rUpI pAvarahAusane prakAza che. tame gharamAM game teTalA bhAre leba caDhAve ke Tayuba lAITa naMkhAvI de ne svIca cAlu kare. paNa je pAvarahAusa baMdha haze te prakAza kayAMthI Avaze? je sadagurUnA caraNe jIvana naiyA jhukAvIne temanI AjJAnuM pAlana kare che tene avazya prakAza maLe che ne tenA jIvanane aMdhakAra dUra thaI jAya che. bhayaMkara aMdhakAramaya gADha bhava vana oLaMgavA mATe sadgurU dIpaka samAna che. jema bhayaMkara vagaDAmAM cAlyA jatA ho te samaye eka nAnakaDI beTarIne paNa prakAza haze te tyAM tamane vagaDA jevuM nahi lAge. eka divAsaLI peTAvaze te tenA prakAzathI vAgha-siMha Adi jaMgalI pazuo bhAgI jAya che. dIpakamAM te tamAre tela pUravuM paDe che. pAvara hAusamAM paisA bharavA paDe che. paNa sazurU rUpI dIpaka e alaukika che ke jemAM tela pUravuM na paDe. vATanI jarUra nahi. are, eka paisAne paNa kharca nahi. evA sadgurUo tamArA hitane mATe vagara kharca prakAza Ape che. tamArA duHkhanA divasomAM keIe tamane madada karI hoya te tamArA mAthe jiMdagIbhara ahesAna caDheluM rahe che. paNa sadagurUo tamArA karmodaya samaye khUba suMdara upadeza ApIne tamAruM jIvana sudhAre che. chatAM tamArA mAthe gurUnuM ahesAna kharuM? gurU haze te kaI vakhata paNa akaLAyAmUMjhAyA temanI pAse jaIne haiyAnI varALa kADhaze te te tamane Atmabodha pamADIne tamArI mUMjhavaNa dUra karavAne mArga batAvaze. gurU dIpaka gurU cAMdale, gurU vinA ghera aMdhakAra ghaDIe na visaruM mArA gurUne gurU mArA tAraNuhAra gurU janma-maraNanA cakrane maTADanAra che. ane cAritramaya jIvananuM ghaDatara karanAra che. evA amArA pU. gurUdevane amArA upara anahada upakAra che. ThANAMga sUtranA trIje ThANe traNa prakAranA traNa batAvyA che. mAtA-pitAnuM, zeThanuM ane gurUvaryonuM. mAtA-pitA ane zeThanA traNamAMthI mukata thaI zakAya che. paNa gurUnA traNamAMthI mukta thaI zakAtuM nathI. kAraNa ke teo ApaNane bhavasAgarathI tAranAra che. amArA gurUdeva khUba gaMbhIra ane guNIyala hatAM. temanuM cAritra paNa uccakeTituM hatuM. Aje ghaNe samaya thaI gayuM che mATe lAMbuM vivecana nahi karatAM TUMkamAM temanA jIvanamAM rahelA guNanuM varNana karIza. " (pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIe temanA gurUnuM mahAna viduSI sva. pU. pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjInA jIvanamAM rahelA mahAna gaMbhIra guNanuM, temanI kSamA, dhairyatA, cAritramAM rahelI aDaga makakamatA temaja bhayaMkara kensaranA dardamAM paNa khUba samabhAva rAkhI AtmAnI

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zAradA sAgara 701 je temane oLakhANa thaI hatI tenuM khUba suMdara varNana karyuM hatuM. temaja pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIne temanA gurUNadeve Aso suda 13 nA divase kahela, ke he zAradA! huM traNa divasa chuM. punamanA divase A nazvara dehane tyAga karIza. mane saMthAre kazava, pachI pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIe sAgArI saMthAro karAvyuM hatuM. aMtima samaya sudhI pU. pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjInuM jIvana jJAna-cAritranI jetathI jhagamagI rahyuM hatuM. temanuM samAdhi ane paMDita maraNa thayuM hatuM. pote je divasa ane TAIma Ape hato te rIte navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karatAM nazvara dehane tyAga karyo hato. A badhu pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIe sacoTa ne suMdara varNana karIne samajAvyuM hatuM paNa ame TUMka neMdhamAM lIdhuM che. pU. pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjInI puNyatIthi nimitte ghaNAM vrata-paccakhANa thayA hatA.) vyAkhyAna naM. 81 AtmAne vitaraNI nadInI upamA kyAre apANIH bhAdaravA vada 1 ne semavAra tA. 20-10-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMta upakArI zAsanapati, bhagavAnanA mukhamAMthI jharelI vANu e amRtanI paraba che. A paraba pAse je kaI bhAgyavAna AtmA Ave ane e parabanuM eka biMdu jeTaluM paNa pAna kare te tenA janma-maraNanA pherA TaLI jAya ane AtmA anaMta akSaya sukhane letA banIne mukita maMdiramAM pahoMcI jAya. daDhaprahArI jevA ghera hatyArA ane caMDakauzika jevA bhayaMkara daSTiviSa sarpa jevA adhama AtmAo paNa anaMta karUNAnA bhaMDAra bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA zaraNe AvyA to temanI amRtavANInI parabanA pAna karI anaMtakALanI vizvabharI vAsanAothI jIvana mukata banAvI amarapaMthanA nivAsI banI gayA. AvA anaMta upakArI bhagavAnanuM zAsana vartamAnamAM jaDavAdanA viSamakALamAM ApaNane maLyuM che. e ApaNe je te bhAgyodaya nathI. uttarAdhyayana sUtra vIsamuM adhyayana anAthI nigraMthane adhikAra cAle che. anAthI nirca the zreNIka rAjAnI sAme jIva anAtha kevI rIte bane che ane sanAtha kevI rIte bane che tenuM AbehUba varNana karyuM. have kahe che, he zreNIka rAjA ! ApaNe AtmA sukha ane dukha utpanna kare che. mane je kaMI roga thaye temAM kAraNabhUta mAre AtmA hatuM. te AtmA kayAre ke hoya che te vAta anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne samajAve che.

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702 $6 'appA naI veyaraNI, appA me kUDasAmalI / appA kAmadU hA gheNU, appA me naMdaNaMvaNaM / / " ' zAradA sAgara utta. su. a. 20 gAthA 36 huM rAjan ! mArA AtmA vaitaraNI nI samAna ane phUTa zAmalI vRkSa samAna che temaja kAmadhenu gAya samAna ane na Mdanavana samAna paNa mArA AtmA che. khaMdhue ! zAstrakAra bhagavate pApa ane puNyanA phaLa rUpe duHkha ane sukha e e bheda khatAvyA che. eTale ke puNyathI sukha prApta thAya che ne pApathI duHkha prApta thAya che. A sukha ane duHkhathI dharmanuM phaLa bhinna che. kAraNa ke dharmanuM phaLa meAkSa che. meAkSa prApta thavAthI kajanita sukha ke duHkha kaMI nathI. jo meAkSamAM karmanita sukha mAnavAmAM Ave te pachI tyAM duHkhanuM astitva svIkAravuM paDe. kAraNa ke jyAM eka pakSa hAya tyAM khIjo pakSa hAya. paNa meAkSamAM ka`janita duHkhanu nAmanizAna nathI eTale tyAM kA~janita sukha paNu nathI. jyAM sudhI jIva sarva karmanA saMpUrNa kSaya karIne meAkSamAM na jAya tyAM sudhI sukha ane du:kha ane hoya che. paNa dharmanuM phaLa meAkSa tA karmanita sukha-duHkhathI rahita che. eTale te avyAbAdha ane ekAMta sukha che. tyAM duHkhanuM nAmanizAna nathI. zAstrakAra bhagavate pApanuM phaLa duHkha khatAvyu che. du:khamAM paNa vaitaraNI nadI ane kUTa zAmalI vRkSanuM duHkha vizeSa che. A vaitaraNI nadI kayAM AvI te tamane khakhara che ? narakamAM, narakamAM kANu jAya te jANeA che ? mahA Ara bhiyAe, mahA parigdahiyAe, kuNImaMsAhAreNu, paMcendriya vaheNuM." kuTuba parivAranA mehamAM paDI je jIva mahAna AraMbha karIne jIvAnI hiMsA kare che, parigraha bhegA karavA mATe pApa karatAM pAchu vALIne jotA nathI, rasanA lAlupa banIne mAMsa bhakSaNa kare che ne paMcendriya jIvAneA vadha kare che te jIva marIne narakagatimAM jAya che. narakamAM jIvane kevA kevA duHkhA bhAgavavA paDe che. kavie eka kAvyamAM kahyuM che keH kevA kevA duHkhaDA svAmI, meM sahyA nArakImAM, eka re jANe che mArA AtmA ejI re .... eka .... labakArA karatI kALI vedanAo sahetA sahetA, varasAnA varasA svAmI meM vItAvyA trAsamAM, e...i re malakanuM jayAM puru thayuM. AkhuM tyAM, thayA re janama mArA jAnavaranA lAmAM....duHkhaDA nivArA... A jIve narakamAM devA kevA duHkhA bhAganyA che ane narakamAM nArakIne utpanna thavAnuM sthAna kevu bhayaMkara hAya che te samajAvu. pahelI narakanuM nAma ratnaprabhA che. ratnaprabhA eTale tyAM ratnA hAya che paNa

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zAradA sAgara 703 aMgArAnI mAphaka dukhadAyI che. A rIte sAte narakanuM jANavuM. narakamAM paMdara paramAdhAmI de hoya che. temAM pahelA paramAdhAmInuM nAma aMba che. aMba eTale AMbe. tame kerIne rasa kADhavA mATe kerIne ghebI ghoLIne tene rasa kADhe che ne? tema aMba nAmanA paramAdhAmI narakamAM rahelA nArakIne ghelI ghoLIne tenA zarIranA kucA kADhI nAMkhe tevuM bhayaMkara duHkha Ape che. narakamAM nArakIne rahevA mATenA narakAvAsa ghara a dhakAramaya hoya che. tyAM anaMtI gamI, anaMtI ThaMDI Adi daza prakAranI vedanAo rahelI che. vaja jevA mukha ane cAMcavALA pakSIo nArakene tIkSaNa cAMce kayA kare che. tyAM utpanna thatI vakhate nIce mAthuM ane paga uMcA evA bhayaMkara yAtanAvALA duHkhamaya sthAnamAM naraka kuMbhamAM utpanna thAya che. paramAdhAmI de e nArakIne kecI kocIne bahAra kADhe che. jyAM kuMbhamAMthI bahAra nIkaLyo ke sAme bhayaMkara siMha ane zikArI kUtarA ene phADI khAvA mATe taiyAra thaIne ubhA hoya che. sUyagaDAyaMga sUtranA pAMcamA adhyayanamAM ekalA narakanA dukhenuM varNana che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 19mA adhyayanamAM mRgAputre temanI mAtAnI sAme narakanA duonuM varNana karyuM che te vAMcatA kALajuM kaMpI jAya che. tame kaI vAra sUtranuM vAMcana kare te tamane khabara paDe ke narakamAM jIve kevI bhayaMkara vedanA bhegavI che ! paramAdhAmIe pApI chane narakamAM ukaLatA sIsAnA rasamAM nAMkhe che. AgamAM bALe che ne karavatathI kApe che. AvA dukhe ApaNuM jIve paNa bhogavyA haze! paNa atyAre jIvane keInuM eka kaTu vacana sahana thAya che? are, paramAdhAmIe nArakIne ukaLatA tAMbA ane sIsAnA dhagadhagatA rasamAM nAMkhIne ukALe che. pachI bahAra kADhI tIrNa kAMgarAvALI karavatathI vahere che. yaMtramAM pIle che. dhagadhagatI bhaThThInI AgamAM nAMkhIne zake che. jagatamAM je moTAmAM moTA dukhe kahevAya te badhAM dukhe paramAdhAmI de te nArakene Ape che. maLa, mUtra, rasI, parU vigere ati durgadhI padArthothI bharelI kuMbhamAM nAMkhI de che. emAM te bicArAnA hAtha, paga, Adi aMge gaLI jAya che. vaLI pAchA e ane jyAM vikasavA mAMDe eTale kuMbhamAM samAtA nathI. kuMbhamAM bhIMsa thavAthI jyAM moDhe bahAra kADhe tyAM paramAdhAmIo zuM bole che? haNa chidaha bhidahaNaM daheti, sadde suNettA parahammiyANaM / te nAragAo bhayabhinnasannA, kaMkhaMti kannAma disaM vyaamo| - su.ya. sU. a. 5. u. 1 gAthA 6 e pApIone haNe, chedana karo, bhAlAthI bheda, agnimAM bALe ema bele che. paramAdhAmIonA A zabdo sAMbhaLIne nArakInA cha bhayathI saMjJAhIna thaI jAya che

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704 zAradA sAgara ane vicAre che ke ame kaI dizAmAM bhAgI chUTIe athavA A mahAghera duHkhathI rakSaNane prApta karIe! paramAdhAmIe A zabda bole che eTaluM nahi paNa te jIvene pakaDIne bhAlA, talavAra, barachI laIne mAre che. tenA upara tUTI paDe che. khaDaga vaDe kApAkApI kare che ane bhAlA laIne tenA zarIramAM seMke che. te samaye te jIvone kevI tIvra vedanA thatI haze! temanA zarIranA TukaDA karI nAMkhe che. e cheDAyelA aMge pAMga pAsanI kaNIonI jema bhegA thaI jAya che. ane jyAM AkhuM zarIra banI jAya ke tarata enA zarIramAM trizULa bheMkIne tenA upara besADe che. AvI tIvra vedanA vilaMba rahita narakamAM ja bhegave che. eka pachI eka uparA upara mAra paDavAthI vedanAne pAra rahetuM nathI. lAkaDInA prahAra, talavAranA ghA, bhayaMkara garamI ane ThaMDI AdithI trAsa pAmelA ane bhayabhIta banelA nArakIo bicArA rAMka jevA banIne karUNa svare rUdana karatAM paramAdhAmI devene vinaMtI kare che ke amane khUba pIDA thAya che. ame duHkhI duHkhI thaI gayA chIe. ame hAtha joDIne Apane vinavIe chIe ke ame Apane e ze aparAdha karyo che. zA pApa karyo che ke Apa amane AvuM kaThera duHkha Ape che. A nArakIo bicArA rAMka jevA thaIne namratApUrvaka pUche che tyAre paramAdhAmIo puMphADA mAratA enA mAthAmAM ghaNane ghA mAratAM kaThora svare kahe che. he pApI! tane pUrvabhavamAM tArA dharmagurUe kahetA hatA ke koI jIvane haNaze mA, haNaze te haNavuM paDaze. jUThuM na bolaze. corI na karaze, parastrIgamana na karazo, parigrahamAM Asakta na banaze, kAMdA kaMdamULa nA khAze, rAtrabhejana nA karaze. AvA pApakarma karaze te tamAre narakamAM javuM paDaze. AvA AvA dukho bhegavavA paDaze. paNa te gurUnI hita zikhAmaNe tane gamatI na hatI. jyAre pUrvabhavamAM tuM jIvone mArI nAMkhato hate, cIrI nAMkhate hoM ane enA mAMsanI mijabAnIo uDAvatA hatA tyAre ema naheAte pUchate, ke meM e ze aparAdha karyo che ke mAre A jIvane mAravA paDe che? ane have pUche che, ke meM zuM aparAdha karyo che? mana phAve tema jahuM bolatuM hatuM, cerIo karIne lekenA hadaya kakaLAvate hatuM, parastrIomAM mahita banI bIjAnI yuvAna strIo sAthe bhoga bhegavato hato. kAcI kAkaDIne kApI upara mIThuM ne lIMbu caDhAvI kAMTAmAM bharAvI haze hoMze khAte hate. madirAnI pyAlIo majAthI pItuM hatuM. kAMdA-baTATAnA zAka hoMze hoMze khAte hate. paMdara karmAdAnanA vahepAra karatAM vicAra na karyo. have pUche che ke meM zuM pApa karyuM? paramAdhAmIo AvA maheNAM mAratA te jIvene mAra mAratA jAya che. ekeka pApanI yAda devaDAvatA jAya che ne enA upara lokhaMDI ghaNanA ghA mAratA jAya che. evA maheNunA kaThera zabda sAMbhaLe teTale samaya paNu zastranA prahAra baMdha nathI rahetA. vaLI pAchA

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zAradA sAgara 705 saMbhaLAvatA jAya ke, he duSTA tuM pUrvabhavamAM mahAna lebhI banIne kevA kevA pApa karate hato zikAra belI mRgalA jevA bheLA prANIone nirdaya banIne haNane hate. dhananA DhagalA upara gADha mUcha karate hate. akakaDa ne phakkaDa banIne pharatuM hatuM ane bIjAnI peTa bharIne niMdA karatuM hatuM. tyAre tane vicAra na AvyuM ke AvA pApa karuM chuM te mAruM zuM thaze? gurUnA vacanamAM tane zraddhA na hatI. pote mUrkha hovA chatAM potAnI jAtane paMDita mAnIne rAga-dveSa ane mohamAM kheMcIne bolate hatuM ke veda vinA bIjA kayA zAstra pramANika che? ema belIne pavitra munionI niMdA karatuM hatuM. nAstika banIne dharma svarga - mokSa-naraka jevI keI cIja nathI. basa, khAI pIne majA kare. A bakavAda karato hato. te vakhate gurUo tane sAce mArga batAvavA mATe kahetA, ke bhAI ! AvA pApa tArAthI na karAya. AvA vacana tArAthI na bolAya. te vakhate abhimAnamAM AvIne rUAbathI gurUnA vacananI hAMsI uDAvatuM hatuM ane have garIba thaIne zeno raDe che? ' AvA kaTu vacane belatAM paramAdhAmI deva nArakInA zarIranA jhINA jhINA TukaDA karIne AkAzamAM uchALe che. moTA samaDa jevA pakSIo tenA zarIrane teDI nAMkhe che. narakanA jIvo kAramI vedanA bhagave che ane karUNa svare vilApa kare che chatAM paramAdhAmIone dayA AvatI nathI. te aMge saMdhAI akhaMDa zarIra banatA bhaDabhaDatI agnimAM nAMkhIne tapAve che. loDhAnI dhagadhagatI pUtaLI sAthe tene AliMgana karAve che, e nArakIo bhUkhatarasanA duHkhathI pIDAya che tyAre raDatAM raDatAM bole che, te svAmI! ame baLI jaIe chIe. amane khUba bhUkha lAgI che, tarasa lAgI che. tyAre paramAdhAmIo tenA zarIramAMthI mAMsanA TukaDA kApI tene dekhatAM agnimAM pakAvIne tene khavaDAve che ane tAMbA ane sIsAne ukaLate rasa tenA moDhAmAM nAMkhe che. tyAre bhayaMkara dAhathI duHkhI thayelA nArake rADa pADIne kahe che basa, amArI bhUkha tarasa marI gaI. have amAre khAvuM nathI ne pANI paNa pIvuM nathI, chatAM parANe temanA moDhA pahoLA karIne sIsAne rasa reDe che. AvI atula vedanA tyAM ja bhagave che. AvA bhayAnaka trAsathI kaMTALI nArakIo tyAMthI cAre dizAmAM deDe che. doDatAM doDatAM AgaLa jAya che tyAM pANIthI bharelI khaLakhaLa vahetI vaitaraNI nadI jue che. ApaNe vaitaraNa nadInI vAta karI hatI ke te vaitaraNI nadInI A vAta che. bhagavAne siddhAMtamAM A nadInI vAta batAvI che. jai te suyA veyaraNI bhiduggA, Nisio jahA khura iva tikkhsoyaa| taraMti te veyaraNI bhiduggA, usucoiyA sattisu hammamANA // sUya. . a, 5, u. 1 gAthA 8

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706 zAztA sAgara - astrAnA samAna tIkSaNa pravAhavAnI vaitaraNI nadIne he ziSyo tame sAMbhaLI haze? e nadI ati durgama che. tyAM nArakIone bhAlAthI bhedIne prerita karyA thakA nArakIo lAcAra banIne bhayathI bhAgI e bhayaMkara nadImAM kUdIne paDe che. nArakIo ene pANIthI bharelI nadI mAne che ane AnaMda pAme che, ke hAza nadInuM ThaMDu pANI pIne ApaNI tRSA zAMta karIzuM ne ThaMDaka meLavIzuM. paNa e nadI pANIthI bharelI hotI nathI. te nadI uSNu ane lohI samAna vahetI hoya che. eTale temAM paDatAnI sAthe tenA AkhA zarIramAM jhALa uThe che. temAM nArakInA age chedAI kaTakA thaI jAya che. vaitaraNI nadImAM paDelA nArakI tyAM chedAtA thakA duHkhathI gabharAI khedita thaI paramAdhAmIe vivela nAva upara caDhavA jatAM nAvamAM beThelA paramAdhAmIo bicArA nArakInA chAne gaLAmAM lakhaMDanA garama karelA aNadAra khIlA nAMkhe che. vaLI kaI paramAdhAmI cittanA AnaMdane mATe nArakIone zUla tathA trizUlathI vIMdhIne pRthvI upara pachADe che. vaitaraNI nadImAMthI nIkaLavA nArakI ghaNA prayatna kare che, paNa jANe guMdaranA kIcaDamAM phasAI gayA hAya tema nIkaLI zaktA nathI. keTalAka vakhata nadImAM taNAtA taNAtA mahAmuzIbate bahAra nIkaLe che tyAre paramAdhAmI mAre, pakaDo evI bUma pADe che. vaitaraNI nadImAMthI mAMDa mAMDa bahAra nIkaLelA jIvo nadI kinAre rahelI retIne ThaMDI mAnIne temAM ALoTavA jAya che. paNa e retI te bhAMDamuMjAe dhANI -caNA zekavA mATe tapAvelI retI karatAM paNa anaMta gaNI uSNa hoya che. e nArakIo temAM dhANI-caNAnI jema zekAIne khAkha jevA thaI jAya che. baMdhuo ! AvI vaitaraNI nadI bhayaMkara che. A narakagatinA trAsa jevA tevA nathI. AvA dukhe jogavavAne samaya na Ave te mATe pApa karatI vakhate khUba sAvadhAnI rAkhaje. dharma karaze te sukha maLaze ne pApa karaze tene AvA duHkhe bhegavavA paDaze. mATe pApa karatAM pAchA vaLo. A gAthAmAM kahevAmAM AvyuM, ke AtmA vaitaraNI nadI che ne AtmA phUTa-zAlmalI vRkSa che. A uparathI koI ema zaMkA kare ke AtmAne vaitaraNa nadInI upamA ApI te te kema ghaTI zake? kAraNa ke AtmA te arUpI che ne vetaraNI nadI te rUpI che. AtmA cAreya gatimAM paribhramaNa kare che ne vaitaraNuM nadI to narakamAM hoya che. AtmA te cAra gatimAM bhramaNa karIne paNa aMte mokSamAM jAya che. paNa vaitaraNI nadInAduHkha te naraka gatimAM ekalA nArakene bhegavavA paDe che. to pachI AtmAne vaitaraNI nadI kevI rIte kahI zakAya? A praznanuM samAdhAna te jJAnI karI zake. zAstranA AdhAre ema kahI zakAya, ke AtmA na hoya te vaitaraNI nadI paNa na hoI zake. vaitaraNI nadI e pApa karmanuM phaLa che ne pApa karma AtmA kare che. je AtmA na hoya to pApa karma keNuM kare? ane tenuM phaLa vaitaraNI nadI paNa kevI rIte hoya? vaiitaraNI nadInI sRSTinuM sarjana karanAra AtmA che. je AtmA

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zAradA sAgara 707 na hAya tA vaitaraNI nadInuM nAma paNa na hoya. AtmAnA duSkarmanuM phaLa vaitaraNI nadI che. A pramANe kAraNa-kArya bhAvanA vicAra karIne bhagavate kahyuM che ke duSTa AtmA vaitaraNI nadI che. jo AvI bhayaMkara duHkhanI khAi samAna vaitaraNI nadImAM na paDavuM hAya tA evA pApa karaze nahi. AtmAne phUTa-zAmalI vRkSanI upamA ApI che. te vRkSa kevu che te vicArIe. paNa eka kavie narakanuM kAvyamAM suMdara varNana karyuM che. tA bhUmi parasata duHkha isA, vijjU sahaja Dase nahi tiseA, semara taLe juta dala asipatra, asi jayAM dhruha vidAre taMtra, tila tila kare deha ke khaMDa, asura liDAve. duSTa pracarDa, sindhu nIra te pyAsa na jAya te paNu eka na khUda lahAya, tIna lAka ke nAja ju khAya, miTe na bhUkha kaNA na lahAya, jIva jyAre narakamAM jAya che tyAre tyAMnI bhUmine sparza karatAM te sparza evA lAge che ke jANe hajArA vIMchIo eka sAthe caTakA na bharatA hAya! narakamAM jIvane jarA paNa zAMti nathI maLatI. asahya garamIthI gabharAIne te ThaMDaka meLavavA mATe phUTa-zAmalI vRkSanI nIce bese che te te vRkSanA talavAra samAna tIkSNa pAMDhaDA tenA zarIra para paDIne tenA agAne cIrI nAMkhe che. narakamAM asahya garamI ane ThaMDI DeAvAthI jIva asahya duHkha pAme che. narakanA duHkhanuM varNana karatAM AgaLa batAve che ke nArakI jIvA, satata duHkhI ane pIDAyukata rahevAthI Apasa ApasamAM khATI rIte laDe che. ekakhIjAnA zarIranA TukaDe TukaDA karI nAMkhe che. paraMtu eka vAra marI javAnuM ja kaSTa tyAM nathI kAraNa ke nArakInu zarIra pArAnI jema vikharAI jAya ne pachI bhegu thai jAya che ne pachI vAraMvAra bhayaMkara duHkhAne bhAgave che. sakilaSTha pariNAmavALA paramAdhAmI devA pahelI-khIjI ane trIjI naraka sudhI jaIne nArakIone temanA junA vaira yAda karAvIne ApasamAM laDAve che ne peAtAnu mana rajana kare che. jevI rIte prAcIna kALamAM rAjA tathA navAba Adi sattAdhIzeA hAthI, bheMse makarA temaja anya pazuone mardiza Aphri pIvaDAvIne uttejita karatA hatA-tathA temane Apasa-ApasamAM evI rIte laDAve che ke jyAM sudhI temAMthI eka mRtyu na pAme tyAM sudhI temanI laDAi samApta nathI thatI. AvI laDAIne leAkeA ghaNI mATI saMkhyAmAM khUba rUcipUrvaka dekhe che. ane AnaMdita thAya che. Avu kArya paramAdhAmIo nArakIenI sAthe kare che. jema kAi nagarane nAza thatA hAya te samaye kAjanaka zabdo saMbhaLAya enI mAphaka e narakamAM paramAvAsIo taraphathI azubha karmonA uya thayela nArakI jIvAne chedana, bhedana tathA agnimAM khALavA Adi trIjI naraka sudhImAM vividha prakAranA duHkhA prApta thAya che, ane cAthI narakathI sAtamI naraka sudhI anyAnya nArakI jIvA vaikraya rUpe

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708 zAradA sAgara banAvI eka bIjAne dukha Ape che. jethI tyAM te narakamAM nArakI jIva he mAta ! he tAta ! mAruM rakSaNa karo Adi karUNAjanaka zabdothI kalAhala tathA pragaTapaNe rUdana karatA hevAnA zabda saMbhaLAya che. vaLI tyAM paramAdhAmae nArakIone dukha ApavAmAM AnaMda mAnI utsAhapUrvaka nArakIone dukha Ape che. te nArakI jIvone tRSA te eTalI badhI lAge che ke tene sArA samudranuM pANI pIvA mATe Ape che te badhuM pI jAya ane bhUkha eTalI satAve che ke traNe lokanuM anAja bheguM karIne ApavAmAM Ave te khAI jAya. paraMtu tene na te eka TIpuM pANI maLe ke na te annane eka kaNa paNa khAvA maLe. AvI bhayaMkara vedanAo narakamAM chavane bhegavavI paDe che. saMta munirAje jyAre saMyama mArgamAM koI pariSaha Ave tyAre A vicAra kare che, ke mArA AtmAe keTalIvAra narakanA avarNanIya duHkhe bhegavyA che. te duHkhanI AgaLa A pRthvI para AvavAvALA pariSaha zuM gaNatarImAM che? jyAre AtmA narakanA dukhe sAthe potAnA jIvanamAM AvelA pariSahAnI tulanA kare che athavA potAnAthI adhika duHkhI vyakitaone jue che te tene pitAnuM duHkha kAMI gaNatarImAM nathI lAgatuM, eTalA mATe sAdhaka AtmAe pariSaha-upasargo Ave tyAre e vicAra kare joIe ke, he AtmA ! teM naraka gatimAM bhayaMkara duHkhe aneka vAra sahana karyA che. tiryaMca gatimAM paNa vividha yoniomAM jaIne asahya vedanA bhegavI che pachI A manuSya janmamAM tuM Avyo che. te atyAre AvavAvALA pariSaha zuM tenAthI vadhu duHkhadAyaka che ? nA. zekhazAdI ghaNA moTA vidvAna hatA. paraMtu teo bahu nidhana hatA. ApaNe vAMcIe chIe, sAMbhaLIe chIe ne joIe chIe paNa kharA ke moTA bhAge paMDita nidhana hoya che. bIjA zabdomAM kahIe te jyAM sarasvatI nivAsa kare che tyAM lakSamI nathI rahetI. e baMnemAM 36 nA AMka je meLa che. evuM zA mATe haze? eTalA mATe ke dhana mAnavIne abhimAnI tathA avivekI banAve che. ane vidyA mAnavIne buddhimAna tathA vivekI banAve che. eka rUpaka che, ke kaI mAnavIe lakSmIne pUchyuM-tuM ghaNuM karIne mukhaenI pAse rahe che. zuM paMDita ane vidvAna pratye tAre matsara bhAva che? pame! mUDhajane dahAsi draviNuM, vidvatyu ki matsare? nAhaM matsariNI na cApi capalA navAsmi mUrkha hatA ke je mUrkhabhyo draviNuM dadAmi nitarAM, tatkAraNuM zrayatAM. vidvAna sarva janeSa pUjita tana, mUrkhasya nAnyAgati: lakSamI kahe che, huM te matsariNI ke caMcaLa nathI ane mUkhaonI pAse rahuM chuM tenuM kAraNa phakata eka che ke vidvAna te vidyAne kAraNe jagatamAM sarvatra pUjAya che. paraMtu mUrkhAone mArA sivAya koI gati nathI. eTale ke tenI pAse dhana na hoya tene kaNa pUche?

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zAradA sAgara 709 - ApaNe zekhazAdInI vAta cAle che. te prasiddha moTA vidvAna hatA paNa nidhana hatA. pitAnI nirdhanatA para temane ekavAra dilamAM kheda thaye. tethI te masjidamAM namAje paDhate samaye bolyA- he khudA! he ahalA! mArA para tuM ATalo badhe nArAja zA mATe che ke huM ArAmathI zAMtithI khAI pIne rahI nathI zakto? mAre vadhu nathI joItuM paNa eTalI maherabAnI to kara ke huM sArI rIte rahI zakuM ane zAMtithI jIvana vitAvI zakuM. khudAnI pAse AvI prArthanA karIne zekhazAdI masjidanI bahAra nIkaLyA. te bahAra temaNe bhIkha mAMgavAvALA aneka phakIrane joyA. jemAM keIne AMkha na hatI, koI laMgaDA hatA, keI gaMgA to koI baherA ane keInA zarIra para te lajajA DhAMkavAne mATe eka nAnuM kapaDuM paNa na hatuM. - te bhikhArIone jotAM zekhAdInA manamAM viveka jAgRta thaI gayuM ane te bane. hAtha joDIne aMtaranI bhakitathI belyA- he khudA ! tArI mArA para keTalI badhI kupA che ke teM mane te hAtha, paga, AMkhe Adi badhuM ApyuM che. A bhikhArIo bhIkha mAMgIne bIjAnuM ApeluM khAya che paraMtu huM te svayaM kamAIne khAuM chuM. mArA para khudA tAruM keTaluM badhuM ahesAna che! , baMdhuo! mAre kahevAno Azaya e che ke je AtmA pitAnAthI nIcenI zreNIonA mANasane joIne pite saMtoSathI rahe che te lobha ane lAlacane tyAga karIne AtmAne unnata banAvI zake che. bIjI rIte kahIe te saMtoSI mANasa pariSahone sAmane samabhAvathI karI zake che. tenA manamAM haMmezA zAMti ane kSamAnI saritA vahe che. je bhavasAgarathI pAra utaravAne mATe kaSAyarahita ane saraLa banAve che. eka kavie paNa kahyuM che, ke vaca tUve pAra? kSamA hai tere tane " he mAnava! tuM A saMsAra sAgaramAM zA mATe DUbe che? kSamArUpI mahAna naikA tane bhavasAgarathI pAra utAravAne mATe ghaNuM sArI maLI che. eka saMskRta zlokamAM paNa kahyuM che ke kSamA karI te jo, kSamA Ina sIMgate? kSamA saMsAramAM vazIkaraNa maMtra che. kSamAthI zuM siddha thaI zakatuM nathI? arthAt badhuM prApta thAya che. Apane eka nAnakaDuM udAharaNa ApuM. bagadAdanA khalIphA hArU razIda khUba dharmaparAyaNa, nyAyapriya ane prajAvatsala hatA. ekavAra temanA zAhajAdA kedhathI dhamadhamatA temanI pAse AvyA. tyAre khalIphAe zAhajAdAne kedhanuM kAraNa pUchayuM. tyAre zAhajAdAe kahyuM, ApanA amuka aphasare mane ghaNI kharAba ane asahya gALI dIdhI che. khalIphAe khUba zAMtithI zAhajAdAnI (putranI). vAta sAMbhaLI pachI pitAnI pAse beThelA vajIra, pradhAna, senApati Adine pUchayuM-Apa leke mane salAha Ape te aphasarane zuM sajA karavI joIe? - khalIphAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne se potapotAnI IcchA anusAra kahevA lAgyA. kaI

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710. zAradA sAgara kahe tene phAMsInI sajA devI joIe. koI kahe tenI chama kheMcI levI joIe. ane koIe kahyuM tenA mukha para meza lagADI mukha kALuM karIne tenuM nirAla badhuM japta karIne dezanikAla karavo joIe. khalIphAe badhAnI vAta sAMbhaLI. paraMtu koI paNa sajA te aphasara mATe temane barAbara yogya na lAgI. AthI beThelA badhA stabdha thaI gayA ane khalIphA tene kaI sajA karaze tenI AturatAthI rAha jovA lAgyA. ane badhA te zikSA sAMbhaLavAne mATe utsuka thaIne cUpacApa besI gayA. khalIphAe pitAnA putrane saMbodhIne kahyuM- he putra! te aphasarane mATe saithI moTI sajA te mArI draSTimAM e che ke tame ene kSamA ApI de. kAraNa ke je mAnava bIjAnA se gunhA mApha kare che tenA hajAra gunhA paNa mApha thaI jAya che agara jo tuM evuM na karI zake ane badale levAnuM Icche che te tuM jaIne tene sAmI gALa daI de. paraMtu yAda rAkhaje ke tenAmAM ane tArAmAM keI aMtara raheze nahi. putra pitAnI zikhAmaNane marma samajI gaye ane sAcA hRdayathI te aparAdhIne kSamA ApI. mAre kahevAne Azaya e che ke kSamA jIvananI evI uttama bhAvanA che ke jemAM zAMti, dayA, karUNA, saMyama, sneha, sahAnubhUti Adi badhI zreSTha bhAvanAone samAveza thaI jAya che. TUMkamAM ApaNu AtmAe je apUrva zAMti prApta karavI hoya te jIvanamAM kSamAne pATha avazya zIkhave joIze. kSamA e Atmasukha prApta karavA mATe amogha hathiyAra che. ApaNe ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLyuM che, ke bhagavAna mahAvIrane keTalA keTalA upasargo AvyA ane anADIoe kaSTa ApyA chatAM e vIrapurUSe kyAre paNa pairyatA gumAvI nathI. te kSamAvAna banIne ApaNane kSamAne pATha zIkhavADI gayA che. te ApaNA jIvanamAM Ave e aMtaranI manISA 20 zAMti. vyAkhyAna naM. 82 Ase vada 2 ne maMgaLavAra tA. ra1-10-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMta karUNAnA sAgara zAsanapati, bhagavaMtanI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. uttarAdhyayana sUtra vIsamA adhyayanamAM anAthI nigraMthane adhikAra cAle che. have anAthI nigraMtha zreNaka rAjAne AtmAnuM svarUpa samajAve che ke AtmA pote ke cheH appAnaI veyaraNI, appA me kUDa saamlii| appA kAmadUhA gheNU, appA me naMdaNavaNaM // . utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA 36.

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zAradA sAgara 711 ApaNe AtmA vibhAvamAM jatAM vaitaraNI nadI je banI jAya che. narakamAM kevA kevA duHkhe rahelA che te vAta ApaNe gaI kAle vicArI hatI. vaitaraNa nadI vetaravAnuM kAma kare che. je nadImAM paDatAnI sAthe narakamAM rahelA nArakanA zarIramAM kALI baLatarA uThe che, cIsAcIsa kare che ke amane AmAMthI koI bahAra kADhe. A vedanA amArAthI sahana nathI thatI. tyAre paramAdhAmI de ene chAtIe paththaranI zIlAo bAMdhIne ene parANe pANImAM DUbADI de che. te mAthA upara haDAnA mAra mAre che. AvA duHkha jIvane bhegavavA paDe che. AvA duHkha bhogavavA na hoya te dUra karmone tyAga kare ne dharma upara zraddhA kare. jyAM karmanuM baMdhana thatuM hoya tyAMthI pAchA vaLe. Aje te moTA bhAge mANasone dharma pratye zraddhAnuM devALuM che. are, puNya-pApa paNa mAna nathI. jJAnI bhagavate kahe che ke tame dharmanI evI khumArI rAkho ke karmanI khuvArI nIkaLI jAya. anaMtakALathI AtmAne karmane roga lAgu paDe che. tene nAbUda karavA mATe akasIra auSadha hoya te te dharma che. ApaNuM AyuSya kyAre pUruM thaze tenI khabara nathI. AyuSyano dIpaka jalate che tyAM sudhI dharma ArAdhanA karIne karmanI khuvArI karI nAMkho. AyuSyano eka ghaDIne paNa vizvAsa nathI. , - Aje te jyAM juo tyAM ghaDiyALa AvI gaI che. paNa pahelAnA vakhatamAM jyAre ghaDiyALa na hatI tyAre ghaDI-beghaDInA DaMkA vAgatA hatA ne te DaMkA sahune cetAvatA hatA ke ghaDIne paNa tuM vizvAsa karIza nahi. AgaLa vadhIne AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja kahe che ke lIdhe zvAsa nIce mUka teTalo paNa vizvAsa karIza nahi. kAraNa ke kALa kyAre AvIne koLIyo karI jaze te tuM agara tArA snehIjane kaI jANatA nathI. mATe pramAda ane pApane cheDIne narakamAM na javuM hoya te dharma kare, kAraNa ke karmane zarama nathI. mota keIne cheDatuM nathI. pAtALamAM jaIne saMtAI jaIza to paNa kALarAjA choDaze nahi. ane aDhAre pApa karIne jene mATe aDhaLaka saMpatti bhegI karI te tArA prANa pyArA putro ane tArA snehIe tane vAMsaDe bAMdhI smazAnamAM laI jaI citA para sUvADI tArA kemaLa dehane Aga cAMpIne saLagAvaze ne bhasmIbhUta karI deze. mATe vicAra kare. chevaTamAM te ati priya zarIrane paNa bALI nAkhavAnuM che. chatAM tenA mATe pApa keTalA? kaMcana, kAmini vinA cAlaze paNa dharma vinA nahi cAle. jIvanamAM dharma che te badhuM che. dharma nathI to kaI nathI. - ' baMdhuo! jarA vicAra karo. keTalI badhI aDhaLaka puNyanI puMcha rUpI pAghaDI ApIne ApaNe A moMdhA mAnavadeha rUpI dukAna bhADe lIdhI che. temAM khUba mahenata karI AtmAnI mUDI vadhAvI che ke pachI pramAdamAM paDIne puNyanI puMjI khatama karI - dukAnanuM devALuM kADhavuM che ke mANasa bhADAnI dukAnamAM khUba paisA kharcIne raMga

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712 zAradA sAgara rAgAnAdi rIperIMga karAve te tene tame kevA kaheA ? mUrkha ja kaheA ne? te have vicAra karo; ApaNA AtmAe bhADe lIdhelI deha rUpI dukAnane zaNagAravA mATe padma, pAvaDara, ane lAlInA lapeDA zA mATe karavA joie ? meAMghA bhAvanA mevA, mIThAi ne mAlamalIdvA khavaDAvI tenI keTalI marAmata karA che? mUlAyama ne meghA vastra, hIrA-metI ane pannAnA dAgInA paherI che, A badhuM zA mATe karA che? A bhADAnI dukAna samAna dehane zaNagAravAmAM jiMdagIne amUlya samaya veDaphI nAMkhaze! te tame jJAnInI dRSTimAM kevA kahevAze ? mUrkha ne ? ApaNA cetana catura che. catura cetana peAtAnu ghara choDI dI paragharamAM jAya nahi ane jo paragharamAM gayA tA karmarAjAnI phAja tene gherI vaLaze. jene AtmAnI paDI nathI te manuSyA khAI pIne khelavAmAM AnaMda mAne che. khasa, kema kamAuM ne mArA dIkarA mATe mUDI bhegI karatA jAuM! paNa vicAra teA kare. e dIkarA kevA nIkaLaze tenI tamane khakhara che puNyanA udaya hAya teA dIkarA sArA maLe che ne mA mApanI sevA kare che paNa jo pApanA udaya hAya teA ApanI sevA karavAne baddale mApanu kALaju karIne khAI jAya tevA kAma kare che. eka zeTha khUba zrImata hatA. kALI majurI karI zeThe ghaNuM dhana bheguM karyuM. saMsAranu adhu sukha hatuM paNa eka vAtanuM duHkha hatuM ke zera mATInI kheATa hatI. zera mATInI khATa eTale te tame samajo che ne? ene tyAM lAkheAnI mUDI hatI paNa kAi saMtAna na hatuM. saMtAna mATe zeTha-zeThANIe ghaNu karyuM. chevaTe mATI uMmare zeThanI AzA phaLIbhUta thAya che. ne temane tyAM eka putrane janma thAya che. putranA janma thatAM zeTha zeThANInA AnaMdanA pAra na rahyA. pazu dIkarA janmyA tyArathI mAMdA rahevA lAgyA. dIkarAne mATe rAja DokTaro kholAvavAmAM AvatA. mahinAmAM khAra IMjekazane apAvavA paDatA hatA. mA-bApa dIkarAne sAjo karavA mATe ghaNI mahenata karatAM hatAM ke kema karIne mArA dIkarA sAjo thAya? A rIte dIkarA sAjo- mAMde rahetAM meTo thaye. skUlamAM bhaNuvA mUka. dIkarA raMge rUDA, rUpALA khama hatA paNa akkalamAM mIMDuM hatu. vadhAre pagAra ApIne skUlanA TIcarane Tayuzana rAkhatA chatAM paNa tene yAda rahetuM na hatuM. parIkSA Ave tyAre mAMDa mAMDa cAra AnI jeTalu yAda rahetu. zeThane ghera paisA khUba hatA. eTale chokarA cAra AnI mArka meLave ane bAra AnI TIcare ne paisA drumAvI tene upara caDhAvatAM hatA. Ama karatAM meTrika sudhI bhaNAvyeA. have AgaLa vadhe tema na hatu. eTale zeThe dIkarAne skUlamAMthI uThADI lIdhe, zrImata gharamAM te kaheNu ghaNAM zrImata hatA eTale sArA gharanI kanyA Ave ne? dhIme dhIme dIkarA mATo thayA: zeTha mATe kaheNa AvavA lAgyA. zeThANIne paNa ghaNI hAMza hatI ke kayAre dIkarAne paraNAvu ne vahu lAvu, ne huM sAsu anu. ghaNI jagyAe

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zAradA sAgara 713 evuM jovAmAM Ave che ke vahu AvavAnI hoya tyAre zI vAta sAsune mana vaha kahuM hoya che ne pachI hau.....hau thAya che. (hasAhasa) A zeThanA dIkarAne eka sulecaMtA nAmanI kanyA sAthe khUba dhAmadhUmathI paraNAvya. vahunuM nAma te sucanA-ahu sarasa hatuM. sulecanA eTale jenA leca sArA che tenuM nAma sucanA. paNa A sulocanAnA locana baMdha hatA. ne evI akkaDa ne abhimAnI hatI ke te keInA sAmuM jotI na hatI. basa, enuM dhAryuM karavAvALI hatI. sAsu sasarA game te hoya paNa koInI zarama dharatI na hatI. te kahe teTaluM gharamAM thavuM joIe. ene je vastu joIe te tarata hAjara karavI paDe. je nA thAya te gharamAM dhamadhamATI bolAve ne sAsune roja uThIne piza AMsue raDAve. vicAra karo, A saMsAra kevo che" keTalA lADekeDe, dIkarAne paraNAvyuM hatuM. sAsu mAnatA hatA ke vahu Avaze ne mArI sevA kaze. eka divasa sAsue kahyuM. beTA! tame zA mATe Ama kare che? ame tamAre mATe keTaluM karyuM che ! saheja to vicAra kare. tyAre krepa karIne kahe che basa. have mAre tamArA gharamAM rahevuM nathI. ema kahI potAnA patine laIne judI thaI. paNa ene khabara nathI ke dhaNImAM keTaluM pANI che. chokarAmAM kamAvAnI trevaDa na hatI. bApe je kaMI paisA ApyA hatA te badhA thoDA divasamAM uDAvI dIdhA. chokaro sAte vyasane pUro thaI gayo hato. pisA badhA khalAsa thaI gayA. vepArInI peDhImAMthI bApAnA nAme paisA levA mAMDayA. be varSamAM rUpiyA paMdara hajAranuM devuM karyuM. chevaTe zeThanA ghera ugharANI AvI. AthI zeTha camakayA ne kahyuM ke Aje huM paisA bharapAI karuM chuM. paNa have mArA dIkarAne mArA nAme kaMI paNa Apazo nahi. pariNAme dIkaro vahu khUba duHkhI thayA. mahAna purUSe kahe che. ' bhUlo bhale bIjuM badhuM paNa mA-bApane bhUlaze nahi. tame bhale badhuM bhUlI jaje paNa mA-bApanA upakArane kadI bhUlaze nahi. kAraNa ke saMtAne upara mAtA-pitAne mahAna upakAra hoya che. A chokare tenI patnInA mohamAM paDIne tenA mAtA-pitAne bhUlI gayo. paNa mAtA-pitA dIkarA mATe talase che. ApaNA ghera dIkarA-vahune jamavA mATe belAvIe. bApA dIkarAne jamavA mATe kahevA gayA. te vakhate dIkarAnI vahu tenA patine kahetI hatI ke tamArAmAM kamAvAnI tAkAta nathI ne kaI tamane paisA dhIratuM nathI. to gAma bahAra, phalANe kasAI rahe che te khUba dhanavAna che. tene kaheje ke mArA bApA marI gayA pachI tArA jeTalA paisA laIza tenAthI Dabala paisA tane ApIza. paNa mane atyAre tuM paisA Apa. bApAe bahAranA rUmamAM ubhA ubhA A zabda sAMbhaLyA ne tenuM kALajuM baLI gayuM. ahIM! je dIkarA-vahu mATe huM ATeluM karuM chuM te mArA. maravAnI rAha jue che ne kasAInA paisA levA mAMge che." dIkarAne AmaMtraNa devA gayelA pitAnA dilamAM khUba dukha thayuM, ghera AvIne

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314 zAradA sAgara zeThANIne vAta karI. zeThANInA zimAM paNu duHkha thayuM. have zeThane kayAMya cena paDatu nathI. zatre palaMgamAM sUtA hatA. uMgha AvatI nathI. mAMDa mAMDa sheja AMkha mIMcANI tyAM zeThane UMghamAM vastuM AvyuM. svapnAmAM eka mANasa gharamAMthI jhADU kADhatA hatA. AnU kADhatAM kADhatAM badhA kacarA zeThanA upara lAvIne nAMkhyA. tyAre zeThe kahyuM, ke bhAi! tuM zA mATe mArA upara kacarA nAMkhe che? tyAre e mANasa kahe che zeTha! tame mane ALakhA che ? ghaNAM vakhata pahelAM tamArA ghera huM eka nAkara hatA. mArA mA-bApa marI gayA hatA ne tamane sAza mAnI mArA paisA vizvAsathI tamAre tyAM vyAje mUkIne tamArA ghera nAkarI karatA hatA. tame mArI pAse khUba kAma karAvatA hatA. jamavAnA vakhata thAya te pazu jamavA choDatA na hatA. ghaNuM kAma karAvI je pagAra TharAvyeA hoya temAMthI aDadhA mAMDa ApatA hatA. mArI AvI dazA thatAM me vyAje mUkelA paisAnuM vyAja mAMgyuM. tame mane 'ApyuM nahi ne uparathI khUba mAra mAryA. eTale tamArA trAsathI kaMTALIne huM cAlyA gayA. tyAre tame DhaDhero pITAvyA ke lANA nAkarane kAI rAkhaze nahi. e gUDA che. cAra che, kharAba che eTale mane koie rAkhyA nahi. tethI bhUkha ane duHkhathI TaLavaLatA maraNu pAmyA. te huM tamArA nAkara tamArA dIkarA thaIne tamAre ghera AnyA chuM. tame jema nAkarane trAsa ApyA hatA tema tamArA chokarA thaine tamane trAsa Ape che ne ? e svapnuM pUruM thayuM. tyAM eka vRddha strI AvI ane kahevA lAgI ke huM zeTha ! tamArA karyo tame bheAgavA. zeThe pUchyuM-tuM koNa che? tyAre kahe ke eka vidhavA strI tamAre tyAM vyAje rakama mUkI gaI hatI. ene jarUra paDI tyAre tamArI pAse mAMgI. tyAre tame khUba phreMdhamAM AvIne kahyuM ke thApaNa zI ne vAta zI ? tame te vAgha dhaDUke tema hUkyA ne enA paisA na ApyA. ne uparathI mArI jhUDIne kADhI mUkI. te vidhavA strI khIjI kAI nahiM paNa tamArA dIkarAnI vahu sulecanA manI che, te karmanA badale le che. [ A badhu dRzya jotAM zeThanI AMkha khulI gai. peAtAnA bhUtakALa zeThane yAda AvI gayA. badhuM najara samakSa taravaravA lAgyuM ne dilamAM thaI gayuM ke ahA! A te mArA karelAM kAM huM legavuM chuM. duniyAmAM koi koine duHkha ke sukha ApanAra nathI. duHkha ane sukha denAra peAtAnAM karyAM che. zeThane potAnI bhUlanuM bhAna thatAM pAchalI jiMdagI sudhArI. anAthI muni kahe che, hu zreNIka rAjA! peAtAnA karmanA kAraNe peAtAnA AtmA vaitaraNI nadI jevA banI jAya che. pUrve jIve evA karyA karyAM hoya che ke tenA kAraNe sAMkaDI sagAImAM utpanna thaIne verane khale le che. koi vakhata pitA-putrapaNe, teA kAi vakhata mAtA-dIkarIpaNuM, sAsu-vahupaNe eka gharamAM utpanna thaIne vairanA badalA le che. sAMbhaLeA, zreNIka rAjAnA putra kANIke zreNIka rAjAne piMjarAmAM pUryA hatA. ane rAja 500 cAbUkanA khullA kharaDAmAM mAra marAvatA hatA. te pUnA kanuM kAraNa

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zAradA sAgara hatuM ne ? ka vaDanA khIja jevuM nAnu hAya che. paNa akhAdhAkALa pUrA thatAM uddayamAM Ave che tyAre mATA vaDalAnA vRkSa jevuM anI jAya che. khadhaka muninA jIve pUrve kAThImaDAnI chAla utArI hatI teA kha Mdhaka muninA bhavamAM AkhA zarIranI cAmaDI utAravAmAM AvI. devAnaMDhA brAhmaNI ane trizalA mAtA pU bhavamAM dezaNI jeThANI hatA. devAnaDhAe trizalAnA ratnanA DakhkhA cAya teA tenA ratnanA DakhkhA karatAM paNa uttama peAtAnA garbhamAM AvelA tIrthaMkara jevA pratApI putranuM sAhAnu thatu. to te ahIM rahI gayA paNa karelA karmanA phaLa rUpe tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanI mAtA banavAnuM. sAbhAgya na maLyuM ne! jyAM sudhI mahAvIra prabhunuM zAsana cAlaze tyAM sudhI trizalA mAtAnu nAma gavAho, 715 samajAyu' ne ? kema koIne choDatA nathI. tIrthaMkara hAya ke cakravati hAya pazu karelA krame sau kAIne leAgavavA paDe che. mATe jo AvA duHkhA na bhAgavavA hAya te kSaNe kSaNe karma karatAM upayAga rAkhA. have khIjA paTTamAM kahyuM che ke bappA me hUDasAmajI" mArA AtmA vibhAvamAM jAya tyAre kUTa-zAmalI vRkSa jevA bane che. phUTa zAmalI vRkSa narakamAM hAya che. nArakeA atizaya garamIthI AkuLa vyAkuLa thaI gayA haiAya che. tyAre vicAra kare che ke sAme meATA meTA ghaTAdAra vRkSAnuM vana che teA tyAM jaIne esIe te ThaMDaka ane zAMti vaLaze. ema samajIne vRkSeAthI bharacaka dekhAtA vanamAM DhADe che. e vRkSanA pAMdaDAnI dhArA talavAra ane bhAlA jevI tIkSNa hAya che. jevA e jhADa nIce jaIne bese che tevA uparathI tIkSNa dhAravALA pAMdaDA khare che. tenA agAsAMga chedAya che. hAtha paga kapAi jAya che. mAthuM cIrAI jAya che. tyAre bacAvA mAvA! ema cIsAcIsa karatAM Amatema DhADAdoDa kare che. ne e viSama vanamAMthI khaMhAra nIkaLavA phAMphA mAre che. doDatAM bahAra nIkaLavA jAya che. te vakhate paNa tIkSNa pAMdaDA ane lADhAnA gALA jevA phaLa tenA zarIra para dhaDAdhaDa karatA paDe che. tyAre asahya vedanA thAya che. parAdhInapaNe narakamAM jIva keTalI vedyanA sahana kare che! .... kUTa-zAlmalI vRkSanI nIce tenu zarIra vIdhAI jAya che. ahIM kAI jIvAne hAMze hAMze vIdhyA hAya tA tyAM vadhAvuM paDe che. Aje maMgalAnI zAbhA vadhAravA mATe kaMIka jIvA bagIcA anAve che. paNa temAM keTaluM' pApa che! rAja uThIne lIluM kUNu... ghAsa kapAvA che. mazIna pheravAvA che. pANInA hAja bharAve che. paNa yAda rAkho ke bagIcA khanAvIne baMgalAnI gheAbhA vadhAravA jatAM tamAza AtmAnA kUcA nIkaLI jaze. tame teA AyuSya pUruM thatAM cAlyA jaze paNa jayAM sudhI bagIcA raheze tyAM sudhI karmanI dhArA pAchaLa AvavAnI che. karma karavA tatpara banelA AtmA kUTa-zAmalI vRkSa jevA che. bhagavAna kahe che tuM Ara Mbha parigrahanI kriyAthI pAchA krUra. tArA puNyathI teM dhana prApta karyuM" paNa temAM Asakti rAkhavI te pApa che.

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16 na so pariggaho vRtto, nAyaputteNa tAINA / mucchA pariggahoM vRtto, ii vRttaM mahesiNo // zAradA sAgara deza. sa. a. 6 gAthA 21 tIrthaMkarA, cakravarti, badhAne ghera dhAma sAhyabI hatI chatAM te choDIne dIkSA lIdhI. kAraNa ke temAM temane AsakitabhAva na hatA. AvI bhAvanAvALAne bhagavAna aparigrahI kahe che. paNa jene mUcho khUba te parigrahavAna che. trIjA padamAM kahe che AtmA kAmadhenu jevA che ne ceAthA padmamAM bhagavata kahe che, ke AtmA' nanavana jevA che. kAmadhenu gAya mananI badhI icchAo pUrNa kare che. jenI pAse kAmadhenu gAya hAya che tene koI jAtanu bhautika duHkha hAtu nathI ane nanavana teA devAnI krIDAbhUmi che. tyAM jaIne besavAthI AtmAne zAMti ne zItaLatA maLe che. tenu vizeSa vivecana avasare karIzuM. caritraH vijaya DaMkA vagADI pavanajI AvatA thayelu. bhavya svAgata. " pavanajI rAvaNunA Adeza pramANe varUNa rAjAne harAvIne rAvaNanI ANu vartAvI vijaya DaMkA vagADI laMkAmAM ALyA. rAvaNe pavanajInuM khUba sanmAna karyuM. traNa cAra mahinA lakAmAM rAjyA. pachI pavanajIe rajA mAMgI. tyAre zavaNe tene rajA ApI eTale jaldI teo vimAnamAM esIne peAtAnA gAmanA pAdaramAM AvI gayA. nagaramAM pazu vAyuvege pavananA AgamananA samAcAra pahoMcI gayA. peAtAnA putra pavanajI varUNa jevA parAkramI rAjA upara vijaya meLavIne AvyA che. te jANI badhAne khUba mAnatu thayA. rAjA prahalAda temaja AkhA nagaranI prajAe khUba dhAmadhUmapUrvaka pavanajInuM svAgata karyuM. paNa pavanajInuM citta nagarajanAnA svAgatamAM na hatu. paraMtu aMjanAne maLavA Atura hatuM. AkhA gAmanI prajA che paNa ajanA kayAMya jovA maLatI nathI. pavanajI vicAra kare che ke kadAca mahelanA jharUkhe ubhI haze. Ama karatAM rAjamahela AvI gayA. prajAjanAe pavanakumArane dhanyavAda ApyA. pavanajIne khUba jayajayakAra khelAvIne prajAjanA sau saunA sthAne gayA. pavanatha aMjanAnA maheleH - keTakathI kuMvarajI AvIyA, mAtA-pitA taNe lAgyA che pAya te, jeTale mAtA re bheAjana kare, teTale aMjanAne ghera jAya tA, sUnA re maMdira dekhIyA, sUnA re maMdira klale kAga tA, pUrava vAta kAne suNI, teTale pavanajIne zire caDhI te....satI re.... pavanakumAra mAtA pitAne page lAgyA. ne mAtA-pitAe paNa tene AzIrvAda ApyA. mAtA-pitAnA AzIrvAda meLavI pavanajI aMjanAnA mahele gayA. mAtAe

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717 zAradA sAgara banelI vAta karI na hatI. kAraNa ke mAtA te ema samajatI hatI ke mAre dIkaro aMjanAne kayAM lAve che ke mAre tene vAta karavI ke Ama banyuM che, to , pavanajIe aMjanAnA mahelanA pagathIye paga mUka paNa mahela temane sUnakAra dekhAvA lAgyo. mahela game teTaluM suMdara hoya paNa je aMdara keIne vasavATa na hoya te tenA mahela upara kAgaDA uDe che. phakata kAkA.nA avAja AvatA hoya che. aMjanAnA mahele mahelane sAcavanArA paheregIre nIce beThA hatA. paheregIre pavanakumArane hoMzabhera aMjanAne maLavAnI AzAthI AvatA joyA. have kazuM kahevAnI hiMmata kare ke aMjanAnI A dazA thaI che! badhA samaje che ke pavanane ekadama kahevAthI AghAta lAgaze. mATe upara javA do. eka eka nekara zeThanA gherathI pitAnA gAmamAM AvyA. zeThane ghera Aga lAgI hatI ne badhA marI paravAryA hatA. meMkaranA gAmamAM zeThanI dIkarI rahetI hatI. nokare AvIne samAcAra ApyA ke bahena ! bApujIne ghera Aga lAgI hatI. tyAre dIkarIe pUchayuM- bhAI! Aga lAgI paNa gharanA badhA kSemakuzaLa che ne? enA bApane ghera eka ghaDI hatI te gharanA badhAne khUba vahAlI hatI eTale chokarI pUche che ghaDI te bacI gaI che ne? tyAre nekare kahyuM ke ghaDIne thoDI jhALa lAgI hatI, te be kalAka chavIne marI gaI che. tyAre kahe che bA te kuzaLa che ne? hA, bahena. temane paNa DuM dajhAyuM hatuM ne hespitAlamAM dAkhala karyA hatA. te covIsa kalAka pachI svargavAsa pAmyA. te chokarI kahe ke bApujI-bhAI-bhAbhIo ane bALakonuM zuM thayuM? te kahebahena! badhAne thoDI ghaNI IjA thaI hatI, ne kaI be kalAka ke cAra kalAka, cha kalAka pachI A phAnI duniyAmAMthI vidAya thayA che. A sAMbhaLIne A dIkarIne AghAta khUba lAgyA. paNa je kare sIdhuM kahyuM hatuM, ke bahena! badhA AgamAM baLI gayA te dhArake tenA prANa uDI jAta. paNa dhImethI vAta karI tethI Dhagale thaIne paDI gaI, bebhAna banI gaI paNa prANa bacI gayA. koI paNa mANasane vAta karatAM vANIne viveka rAkhave te dharma che. A pavanajI mATe paNa paheregIrAe vicAra karyo ke jo ApaNe temane kahIzuM te khUba AghAta lAgaze. eTale pavanajI, AvyA tethI padhAre padhAre rAjakumAra ! kahIne svAgata karyuM. pavanacha aMjanAne maLavA evA adhIrA banI gayA che ke kema karIne jaldI aMjanAnA samAcAra maLe. paheregIrene pUchayuM ke kema! rANI sAheba te majAmAM che ne ? te kahe, hA sAheba AnaMdamAM che. Apa upara padhAre, pavanajI bIje trIje-rothe mALe gayA. jema jema upara caDhatA jAya che tema temane mahela sUnakAra lAge che. dareka mALe nekara-cAkara beThA hatA. temane aMjanAnA samAcAra pUchatAM pUchatAM cheka

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718 zAradA sAgara sAtame mALe pahoMcI gayA. adhIrA banelA pavanajIH- sAtame mALe eka dAsI udAsa cahere aMdaranA rUmamAM beThI hatI. pavanajIe bUma pADI. kAI hAjara che? teA aMdaranA rUmamAMthI dhIme avAja AvyA ke kANu che? pavanajI tarata te rUma tarapha gayA. te| dAsIne joi. pavanajIe AturatAthI pUchyuM - ajanA satI kayAM che ? dAsIe kahyuM - hamaNAM Ave che. te kayAM gaI che ? dAsI kahe snAna karavA bAtharUmamAM gayA che. esa. ema kahIne pavanajIne besADyA. 00 kalAka, nA kalAka thayA paNa aMjanA AvI nahi tyAre pavanajIe kahyuM- keTalI vAra lAgaze? tuM jaldI samAcAra Apa ke pavanajI AvI gayA . che. eTale te jaldI Avaze. have dAsI pAse keAI javAba na hatA. eTale tenI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. tenuM mADhuM lAlacALa banI gayuM. pavanajInA bhayaMkara vilApa:- pavanajI kahe huM dAsI! tuM jaldI kahe ke mArI ajanA kyAM che? tuM javAkha kema nathI ApatI? ATaluM khelatAM pavanajInuM haiyuM' dhabakavA lAgyuM. zarIra dhrujI uThayuM. dAsI kahe- huM zuM javAma ApuM ? pavanajI kahe tu mane jaldI kahe ke zuM banyuM che? tyAre dAsIe gadgad svare kahyuM ke tame traNa divasa rokAIne gayA tyAre ajanAjIe Apane kahyuM hatuM ke Apa mAtA pitAne jANa karIne jAva. paNa tame zaramanA kAraNe mAtA-pitAne vAta karI nahi ne aMjanAjI garbha va tA banyA. sAtamA mAsa hatA tyAre khA ahIM AvelA, ajanA satIne garbhavatA joIne mAtAjI bhukha gusse thayA. tyAre satIe kahyuM ke tamArA putra AvyA hatA ne A manAva banyA che. ApanI mudrikA batAvI tA paNa mAtAjI mAnyA nahi tyAre aMjanAe kahyuM ke khA! mArI vAta Apane kheATI lAgatI haiAya te ApanA putra Ave tyAre pUchI lejo. paNa mAtAjInA gussA vadhI gayA ne satIne kADhI mUkavAnA orDara ApyA tyAre satIe kahyuM-khA! huM tamArA caraNanI dAsI manIne rahIza. tamArI e khAIne rahIza paNa tamArA putra Ave tyAM sudhI mane zakhA. pachI tamAre jema karavu hAya tema karo. paNa khA mAnyA nahi ne satIne temaja vasatamAlAne khUba mAra mAryAM ne aMte kALA kapaDAM pahezavI, kALA thamAM besADI temanA mAthe kalaMka caDhAvIne AjanA satIne temanA piyaranA gAmanA sImADAmAM mUkI AvyA. aMjanAnA mahelethI raDatA pharyAM pAchA pavanajInu hADa cIrAI gayuM. te bebhAna thaIne paDI gayA. raDavA lAgyA. aMjanAnA sUnakAra mahelamAM krIne pAchA AvyA. putranuM mukha joine mAtAjIe pUchyuM- beTA! kema pavanajIe kahyuM- mA! teM mArA upara mATA anyAya karyo che. te mArA jIvana bagIcAmAM pavanajI A zabda sAMbhaLI thoDI vAre bhAnamAM AvatA lathaDatA page mAtAnA mahele uddAsa banI gaye che? tyAre

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zAradA sAgara Aga cAMpI dIdhI che. viyAganI vedanA ane reSathI pavanajInuM zarIra dhrujatuM hatuM. beTA! zuM banyuM che te kahetyAre pavanajIe kahyuM-zuM karuM? tame kahevA jevuM zuM rAkhyuM che? nirdoSa, niSpA5 aMjanA satIne teM kalaMkti karIne dukhanA dAvAnaLamAM hAmI dIdhI. te paNa mArI gerahAjarImAM! tame kADhI mUkI te bahu khoTuM karyuM che. e mArAthI garbhavatI banI hatI. huM AvyuM hatuM te vAta teNe tamane nahotI karI? eNe tamane mudrikA hetI batAvI? pavanacha khUba gusse thayA che. mAtA te putranA vacana sAMbhaLI thaMbhI gayA. have pavanajIne zuM javAba Apaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM- 83 Ase vada 3 ne budhavAra tA. rara-10-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne baheno anaMta jJAnI zAstrakAra sarvajJa bhagavate jagatanA ane paDakAra karIne kahe che, ke he bhavya jIvo! tame jene rAga karI jenA mATe pApakarma kare che te tamArA duHkhamAM sahAyaka thavAnA nathI. na tassa dukkhaM vibhayanti nAio, na mittavaggA na suyA na bandhavA / ekko sayaM paccaNu hoi dukkhaM, kattArameva aNujAi kammaM // utta. sa. a. 13, gAthA 23 pApa karanAra vyakitane jayAre karelA karmone udaya thAya che tyAre tenA jJAtijano mitrajane, putra, patnI, bhAI, bahena, mAtA-pitA Adi koI svajane temAM bhAga paDAvatA nathI. pApa karma karanAra AtmA ekale dukha bhegave che. kAraNa ke karma karanAranI pAchaLa jAya che. sau paisAmAM bhAga paDAvaze. paNa pApa karmane udaya thatAM je dukha bhogavavuM paDe che temAM koI bhAga paDAvaze nahi. "mAla khAvA sahu Avaze paNa mAra khAvA koI nahi Ave." mATe je tamArA AtmAne sukhI kara hoya te samajI jAo. amane te tamArI dayA Ave che. kAraNa ke tame amArI najIkamAM vasanArA che. sAdhunuM guNasthAnaka chaThTha che ne zrAvakanuM guNasthAnaka pAMcamuM che. eTale tame amArAthI dUra kharA? nA, bhagavAna kahe che, he mArA sAdhaka! tuM sAdhanAnA pahADa uparathI gabaDI na paDe tene kSaNe kSaNe khyAla rAkhaje. bhagavAna je vAta sAdhune kahe temAM zrAvake paNa samajI javuM joIe. A vAta phakata sAdhu mATe che ema nathI paNa tamAre samajavAnI jarUra che. tame amArA pADozI che. pADozI ke huM joIe. eka nAnakaDA daSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM. be mitroe bAjubAjumAM drAkSanA khUba suMdara bagIcA banAvyA che. drAkSa be ne

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720 zAradA sAgara OM e AvI che. paraMtu eka bagIcAnA mAlika bagIcA haryAbharyA rAkhavA mATe potAnI jAta khattama kare che. samaye samaye tene pANI pIvaDAve che. drAkSanI velene hAni paheAMcADanAra jIvAtathI tenu rakSaNa kare che. ane nakAmu ghAsa temaja kacaro sApha karI bagIcAne surakSita rAkhe che. A rIte eka mitre agIcA para khUba dhyAna rAkhyu. tyAre khIjo mitra epavAha thaine pharavA lAgyA. drAkSa vAvI paNa pachI agIcAnu kaMi dhyAna na rAkhyuM. na te samayasara pANI pAtA ke na tA velAne hAni pahoMcADanAra kIDAthIrakSaNa karatA ke tenI tapAsa karavA paNa AvatA nahi. e khUkha pramAdI hatAM. tenu pariNAma e AvyuM ke eka vakhata e pramAdI mitranA bagIcAmAM gadheDA pesI gayA ne ArAmathI mIThI drAkSa khAvA lAgyA. bAjunA bagIcAvALA apramAdI mitra peAtAnA mitranA bagIcAmAM gadheDAne drAkSa khAI jatA joyA. tenA manamAM vicAra Avye yadyapi na bhavati hAni, parakrIyAM carati rAsabho drAkSam / vastu vinAzaM dRSTavA, tathApi me parikhidyate cetaH // A mArA pADozI mitranA bagIcAmAM gadheDA drAkSa khAI rahyo che. temAM mAruM kaIM nukasAna thatuM nathI. kAraNa ke e bagIcA mAre nathI paNa A gadheDA ajJAna che, ene mana tA ghAsa ane drAkSa sarakhA che. phakata ene teA peTa bharavu che. tene drAkSanA svAdanu kaI jJAna nathI. tethI AvI mIThI ane kiMmatI drAkSa mUrkha gadheDA khAI rahyo che te joIne mArA dilamAM duHkha thAya che. AveA vicAra AvatAnI sAthe pADozI mitre hAthamAM lAkaDI laIne pADAzI mitranA khagIcAmAMthI gadheDAne bahAra kADhayA. ghaNI drAkSa gadheDA khAI gayA hatA. chatAM je hatI tene bacAvI lIdhI. aMdhuo! A dRSTAMta nAnu che paNa temAM rahasya ghaNuM che. e ane pADozI mitrA kANu che? e vAta ApaNA upara utAravAnI che. sAdhu ane zrAvaka e ane pADeAzI mitrA che. ApaNe baMnee (sAdhu ane zrAvake) mAnavajIvana rUpI bagIcAmAM drAkSanu vAvetara karyuM" che. amAre agIcA sayama che ane tamAre bagIce gRhasthAzrama che. ame ane tame baMnee jIvanarUpI agIcAmAM jJAna-darzanacAritra ane tapa rUpI mIThI ane kiMmatI drAkSa rUpI viratinu sudara vAvetara karyuM che. te devAnupriye! huM tamane eka vAta pUchuM chuM ke bagIcAnI rakhevALI kharAkhara kANu kare che? kAnA bagIcA phAlyA phUlyA rahe che? (zrotAmAMthI avAja - sAheba! Apa khUba sajAga raheA che. ApanA bagIcA surakSita che. ame te pramAdI jIvaDA chIe. ame ApanI mAphaka bagIcAnuM rakSaNa kevI rIte karI zakIe ?) vAta ema che ke sAdhu potAne saMyama rUpI bagIcA jJAna -danacAritra ane tapa rUpI drAkSathI phAlyAphUlyA rAkhavA mATe rAta-divasa sajAga rahe che. A agIcAmAM AvatA viSaya-vikAra rUpI kacarAne sAph kare che, yA, karUNA ane sneharUpI

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zAradA sAgara 721 pANInuM haMmezA temAM siMcana kare che, kAyAnA kIDA jJAna-dana-cAritra ane tapa rUpI velane hAnI na pahAMcADe tenI sAvadhAnI rAkhe che. ane pramAda rUpI - gadheDAne temAM pesavA detA nathI. jyAre amArA pADAzI evA tame zrAvakA saMsAranA vahepAra ane vyavahAramAM jeTalA sajAga che tenA aMza bhAga paNa gRhastha jIvana rUpI drAkSanA agIcAne sAcavavA ke tene surakSita rAkhavA mATe sajAga nathI. tenuM pariNAma e Ave che ke temAM viSaya ane vikAranA kacarA bharAI jAya che. kAyAnA kIDA drAkSanA velAne hAni pahoMcADe che. ane karUNA, prema ane dayAnA jaLanu si Mcana karatA nathI. eTale bagIcA sUkAi jAya che. zIyaLanI vADa kharAkhara karI nathI eTale temAM ALasa ane pramAda rUpI gadheDA pesI jAya che ane bagIcAmAM rahelI drAkSanI velene jaDamULathI ukhADIne khAi jAya che. khaMdhue ! tamAza bagIcAnI AvI sthiti joIne tamAza pADazI mitra samAna tamArA sadgurUenA dilamAM khe thAya che ne tamArI dayA Ave che ke A mArA pADAzI mitranA bagIcAmAM pramAda rUpI gadheDA pesI gayA che. ane tenI jJAna-darzanacAritra ane tapa rUpI-kimatI drAkSa khAi rahyA che. tenuM zuM thaze ? AvI karUNA AvavAthI sadgurUe hAthamAM Agama rUpI lAkaDI laIne pramAda rUpI gadheDAne DhAMkavA mATe kahe che. huM zrAvakA ! tame jAge, kayAM sudhI pramAdanI pathArImAM paDayA raheze ? kayAM sudhI viSayanA ukaraDA uthAmaze ? je viSayeAnI lAlasA nahi cheDe te naraka tiryaMcagatimAM jaze. AvA kaDaka zabdo kadAca tamane kahI daie tA tame duHkha nahi lagADatAM. tamane ugAravA mATe premathI A zabdo kahIe chIe. tamane thaze ke mahAsatIjI te koInI zarama bharatA nathI. jevuM hAya tevuM meDhe kahe che. kAca tamane evuM lAgI jAya paNa amane te tamArA pratye karUNAbhAva che. tamAruM kiMmatI jIvana bhAga-vilAsamAM veDaphAi na jAya, tamArI durgati na thAya evI sAdhunA dilamAM karUNA che tethI tamane Take kare che. pachI jagata amane bhale game tevA he. kahenArA bhale kahetA, ame amArA bhAvamAM rahetA, banI beThA jo narasiMha mahetA, te rAga-dveSa nahi letA detA.' narasiMha mahetAne leAkeA zuM kahetA hatA? ke dIkarI kuMvaramAinuM mAmeru karavAnu che. enI sAsu tA kevA maheNAM mAre che enA mApa teA bhagataDA thaIne nIkaLI paDayA che. AkhA divasa maMjIrA vagADe che ne TIlA TapakA tANe che. e zuM mAmeru karavAnA che? lAke ghaNuM kheAlatAM hatA paNa e narasaiyAne jagatanI paravA na hatI. temane bhagavAna pratye atUTa zraddhA ne bhakti hatI. te kuMvarabAinuM mAmeru" karavA bhagavAnane AvavuM paDayuM ne ?

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zAradA sAgara A tA vaiSNava dharmanI vAta che. ApaNe te emAMthI e sAra grahaNa karavA che ke ene enA bhagavAna pratye keTalI zraddhA ane bhakita hatI! eTalI zraddhA ane bhakita che tamArAmAM ? amane saMyama pratye zraddhA che, vizvAsa che. kAi amArA satkAra - sanmAna kare ke koI tiraskAra kare paNa ame te amArA bhAvamAM rahIe chIe. jagatanI sAthe koi levAdevA nathI. amArA cAritramAM atUTa zraddhA che ke jo bhagavAnanI AjJA pramANe cAlIzuM' te jarUra saMsAra samudra tarI jaizuM. mAnatuMga AcAryane rAjAe 48mAM eraDAmAM pUryo. paNa temanI hRdayanI bhakitathI te bhakatAmara snAtranA ekeka zlAka khelatA gayA ne eraDAnA tALA tUTatA gayA. zraddhA ane bhaktithI mANasa icche te meLavI zake che. 722 vaiSNava dharmamAM kharISa nAmanA rAjAnI kathA Ave che. e amarISa rAjA bhagavAnanA paramabhakata hatA. humezA bhagavAnanI bhaktimAM lIna rahetA hatA. tenI bhakitathI prasanna thaIne bhagavAne tenI ane tenA rAjyanI rakSA karavA mATe tene cakra ApyuM hatu. amarISa rAjAne niyama hatA ke mAre ekAdazI agiyArasa ) karavI. akharISa rAjAne niyama eTale niyama. game teTalI muzkelI hAya, rAjya upara koI duzmana caDhI Ave agara yuddhamAM javuM paDe te paNa ekAdazI karavAnI cUkatA nahi. ekAdazInu pAraNuM khArasanA divase thAya. kharISa rAjAne niyama hatA ke khArasanA divase kAi atithine jamADIne pAraNu karavuM. A rAjAne niyama kevA kaDaka hatA ! ekAdazInA upavAsa karIne pauSadhanI mAphka rahetA hatA. yuddhamAM javAnu thAya teA evA vicAra nhAtA karatA ke pUnamanA divase upavAsa karI laIzuM. Aje te amArA kaMika zrAvake AThama - pAkhInA pauSadha karatA hAya. paNa te divase jo dIkarA ke dIkarInA cAMllA AvI gayA te pASadha na kare. ane vicAra kare ke pAMcamanA divase pauSadha karI laIzuM, kayAM tamArA niyamA che? Aje teA kaiMka zrAvakanA dIkarAne AThama-pAkhI kayAre hAya tenI paNa khabara hAtI nathI. AThama-pAkhInA divase pASadha karavA joie tenA baddale zAka khAvAnuM paNa cheDatA nathI. pratijJAmAM dRDha rahenAra aMbarISa - akharISa rAjAnI kayAreka khUba kasoTI thatI. te paNa ekAdazI cheADI nahi, te potAnA niyamamAM kharAkhara dRDha rahetA. eka vakhata rAjya upara duzmana rAjA caDhI AvyA. te divase ekAdazI hatI. eTale rAjA yuddhamAM javAnA na hatA. duzmane temane ghere nAMkhyuM. lAko khelavA lAgyA. A duzmana rAjAne AdhIna thavuM paDaze. ApaNane lUTI leze, mArI nAMkhaze. leAkeA rAjAne vinaMtI karavA lAgyA ke mahArAjA! rAjyanI rakSA karavA mATe te yuddha kare. chatAM kharISa rAjA DagyA nahi. tyAre bhagavAne tenI bhakti ane zraddhAthI prasanna thaIne tenA rAyanI rakSA karavA mATe ApeluM cakra chUTayuM. duzmana rAjA cakra joIne amarISanA caraNamAM namIne AvyA hatA tevA pAcho cAlyA gayA.

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zAradA sAgara baMdhue che tamArI AvI zraddhA? dharmamAM AvI dRDha zraddhA joIe. khAmaNAmAM khelA che ne ke bhagavAnanA zrAvaka DhadhamI ane priyadhI hAya, devanA DagAvyA Dage nahi. kAinA caLAvyA caLe nahi. Aje teA deva tamArI parIkSA karavA AvatA nathI. kAmadeva zrAvaka, arjunaka Aphri zrAvakanI dhruve parIkSA karI che. teA paNa te kevA aDaga rahyA che! e tA tame jANA che ne? che tamArI AvI dRDha zraddhA! devane male eka deDakA Ave ne te paNa amArA zrAvAnuM mana DagI jAya che. AvA repejI kyAM sudhI raheze!? DhadhamI aneA. 723 akharISa rAjAne ekAdazInuM pAraNuM hatu. pAraNAne divase durvAsA RSi tyAM AvI pahoMcyA. durvAsA RSi khUba tapa karatA hatA. tapanI sAthe teo dveSI paNa khUba hatA. pAraNAne divase atithi rUpamAM durvAsA RSine AvelA joi rAjAne khUba Ana thayA. rAjAe temane bhAjana karavA vinaMtI karI. durvAsAe tenA svIkAra karyAM. paNa snAna Adi karavA mATe nadI kinAre cAlyA gayA. ghaNI vAra thai paNa durvAsA RSi pAchA AvyA nahi. ahI rAjA dharmasaMkaTamAM AvI gayA. atithine jamADayA vinA pAraNuM karavuM nathI. ane ekAdazInuM pAraNuM khArasanA divase thavu joie. evu... vaiSNava dharmamAM vidhAna che. huve khArasanA samaya bahu thoDA rahyA hatA. atithine jamADayA vinA jamavAthI mahAna doSanA bhAgI banavuM paDaze. have zuM karavuM? rAjA vicAramAM paDayA. chevaTe peAtAnA niyamanuM pAlana karavA mATe gagAjaLa pIne pAraNuM karyuM. atithi jamyA na hatA. eTale bheAjana karyuM" nahi. A rIte vratanI rakSA karI. "tapanA tApa karanAra durvAsA RSi" :- durvAsA RSi AvyA. ane temane khabara paDI ke rAjAe gagAjaLathI pAraNuM karI lIdhuM. eTale temanA kredhanA pAra na rahyo. mane leAjana karavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM ne mArA bheAjana karatAM pahelAM pAraNuM karI lIdhuM? khasa, have tane khatAvI iza. tenA tapanA prabhAvathI amarISa rAjAne khALIne bhasma karavA mATe temanI jaTAmAMthI agni varasAvI. akharISa rAjA durvAsAne krodha joi sheja paNa DagyA nahi. ene khALavA agninI javALA cheDI chatAM zAMtabhAve ubhA rahyA. hAya.... hAya.... have huM maLI jaiza. mAruM zuM thaze. tevI sheja paNa ciMtA na karI. bhagavAne rakSA karavA cakra ApyuM hatuM te caDhe tenI rakSA karI. eTale durvAsAe cheDelI vALA aMbarISa rAjAne khALI na zakI. paNa cakra durvAsA RSinI pAchaLa paDayuM. cakramAMthI Aga varasatI hatI. peAtAnA prANa bacAvavA mATe durvAsA tyAMthI bhAgyA. teA cakra paNa emanI pAchaLa gayuM. durvAsA RSi khUba dAyA. doDatAM te pAMcamA brahmadevalAkamAM brahmAjI pAse zaraNa levA mATe gayA. tyAre brahmAjIe AMkha pheravIne kahyuM - ahI. tamArA mATe jagyA nathI. cAlyA jAo ahIMthI. eTale durvAsA kailAsa

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zAradA sAgara parvata upara zakarajI pAse gayA ne A cakrathI bacAvavA vinatI karI. tyAre zakarajIe paNa kahI IdhuM ke huM tamane khacAvI zakuM tema nathI. durvAsAnA paga DhIlA thai gayA. mArgomAM nAradrajI maLyA. temaNe kahyuM nArAyaNa bhagavAna pAse jAo. durvAsA nArAyaNa bhagavAna pAse gayA. temaNe gRhyuM ke huM to bhakatane AdhIna chuM. huM tamane khacAvI zakuM tema nathI. jo tamAre A cakrathI bacavu hAya teA aMbarISa rAjA pAse jAe ane tenA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMge. 724 khaMdhue ! durvAsAne acavAnA khIjo koI upAya na hate. cakramAMthI varasatI AgathI durvAsAnA zarIramAM baLatarA uThI hartA. garIba gAya jevA dIna khanIne akharISa rAjA pAse AvIne tenA caraNamAM paDI gayA. AvA mahAna RSine pAtAnA caraNamAM paDelA joIne amarISa rAjAnA hRdayamAM duHkha thayuM. tarata RSine ubhA karI rAjA temanA caraNamAM paDI gayA ane bhagavAnane prArthanA karI ke he nArAyaNa prabhu! jo tu mAza upara prasanna hoya ane mArU kuLa sadA brAhmaNAnI bhakita karatu hAya teA A durvAsA RSi cakranA mUkelA tApathI mukata thai jAya. A pramANe akharISa rAjAe prArthanA karI ke tarata cakramAMthI jharatI agni zItaLa anI gai ne durvAsA RSi saMsTaMTathI mukata banI gayA. A badhI ghaTanA khanatAM eka varSanA samaya vyatIta thaI gayA hatA. eka varSa sudhI akharISa rAjAe bhAjana karyuM na hatu. kANuM ke pAte eka va sudhI atithine bhAjana karAvI zakayA na hatA. eTale eka varSa sudhI phakata pANI upara TayA hatA. eka varSa pachI durvAsA RSi pAchA AvyA tyAre temane khUba prasannatA pUrNAMka namra vacaneAthI svaMya temanA satkAra karI sAme besIne atithine bheAjana karAvyu. pachI pAte bhAjana karyuM.. A te vaiSNava dharmonI vAta che. jaina dharmanI vAta nathI. ApaNe te emAMthI e sAra grahaNa karavA che ke amarISa rAjAnI zradhdhA keTalI majabUta hatI! khAra khAra mahinA sudhI atithine bhAjana na karAvuM tyAM sudhI bheAjana na karavuM te kaMI sAmAnya vAta che tame evA niyama lIdhA hoya ke atithi, ke sata satIjIneA gaucarI vaheArAvavAnA lAbha maLe pachI mAre jamavu. mAnI le ke tamArA aMtarAya karmanA udbhaya hAya ane traNa-cAra divasa sudhI sata gaucarI na padhAre teA tamArI zraddhA kyAM sudhI majabUta raheze? chevaTe upAzraye AvIne kaheze! ke mahAsatIjI! mAre ghera padhAre, mAre AvA niyama che. AvI tamArI zraddhA che. AgaLanA zrAvakAne dharma upara atUTa zraddhA hatI. game tevA kaSTa paDe paNa peAtAnA dharma cheDatA nahi. lIdhelA niyama prANa sAthe pALatA hatA. Aje teA niyama neve mUkAi gayA che. Aje te| mA-bApa dhISTa hAya che chatAM tenA dIkarAne dharmanu nAma

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zAradA sAgara 725 sAMbhaLavuM gamatuM nathI. are, tenuM vartana temaja khorAka jena dharmane nA chAje tevA hoya chatAM mA-bApa dIkarAne kaMI kahI zake nahi. jenI rage rage dharma paragamyo hoya te AvA dIkarAne gharamAM ubhA rahevA na de. haju sudhI meM evA mA-bApa nathI joyA ke dharmane khAtara dIkarAne meha choDe. tenI jiMdagI sudhAravA kaDaka pagaluM levuM paDe che temAM vadhe nathI. ame paNa kaDaka vacanarUpI lAkaDI laIne tamane paDakAra karatAM hoIe te temAM bIjuM kaI kAraNa nathI. paNa tame amArA pADozI che. amArA bhagavAnanA zrAvaka che, tamArA bagIcAmAMthI jJAna-darzana-cAritra ane tapa rUpI kiMmatI drAkSa pramAdarUpa gadheDe khAI rahyo che. tene hAMkI kADhI tamAruM jIvana kema unnata bane tevI lAgaNI che. te tame AvI vItarAgavANI sAMbhaLI jIvanamAMthI pramAda temaja viSayakaSAyane dUra kare ane jIvana pavitra banAve evI bhAvanA che. anAthI muni kahI rahyA che ke saMA mAM , gappA ne naMdrava he zreNIka rAjA! mAre pitAne AtmA kAmadhenu je rahela che. kAmadhenu gAya jyAre mAMge tyAre mIThuM dUdha Ape che. tema jeno AtmA kAmadhenu jevo hoya che tenI pAse game tyAre jAva te tenA mukhamAMthI amRta jevI vANInuM dUdha maLaze. te kadI kaSAyamAM joDAze nahi. keIne kaTu vacana kaheze nahi. tenI pAse te AtmAnuM jJAna maLaze. tyAra pachI anAthI muni kahe che ke mAre AtmA naMdanavana samAna che. naMdanavana merU parvata upara AveluM che. naMdanavanamAM deve saMdhyA samaye kIDA karavA mATe jAya che. naMdanavanamAM jaIne besavAthI AnaMda maLe che. zAMti maLe che ne zItaLatA maLe che. baMdhuo ! jene AtmA nyAya, nIti ane sadAcAranI saurabhathI yukata hoya che tenI pAse AvanAra manuSya paNa AnaMda, zAMti ane zItaLatA meLave che. nyAyayukta jIvana kevuM hoya che! nyAyasaMpanna AtmAo pitAnA putranA anyAya khAtara pitAnA prANanuM balidAna ApatA paNa acakAtA nathI. ' : pramANikatA mATe prANanuM balidAnaH mULarAjA mahArAjAnA mRtyu pachI temane putra garAja rAjA banyo. garAjanuM jIvana cagI jevuM hatuM. temane kSemarAja Adi cAra putro hatA. eka vakhata kSemarAja Adi cAre bhAIo dariyA kinAre pharavA mATe gayA. te divase saMdhyA samaye eka paradezI vahepArIe vahANa baMdare AvIne lAMgaryuM hatuM. A cAre ya bhAIo pharatAM pharatAM baMdara upara AvyA. peluM paradezI vahANa temaNe joyuM. tyAM jaIne tapAsa karI te vahANumAM mUlyavAna ratna, teja tUrI, kesara karatUrI Adi mUlyavAna kabethI te bhareluM hatuM. A joIne cAre putranI mati badalAI. kuvicAranI kALI vAdaLI emanA magajamAMthI pasAra thavA lAgI. thoDe dUra jaIne vicAra karavA lAgyA ke ApaNuM prajAnI AbAdI mATe ane dezanI sUrata palaTI nAMkhavA mATe ApaNe A vahANa luMTI

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zAradA sAgara laIe. cAre jaNae nirNaya karyo ke ApaNe vahANa lUMTI levuM ane tenI tamAma samRddhi deza ane prajAnA hita mATe vAparavI. eka rAtI pAI paNa pitAnA sukha mATe vAparavI nahi, bhAIoe te nirNaya karyo paNa pitAjIne A vAta gamaze ke nahi? pitAjIne pUchayA vinA A kAma karIzuM te temane duHkha thaze. mATe pitAjIne A vAta jaNAvavI. rAtrinA samaye cAreya bhAIo pitAjInI pAse AvyA. ne potAne vicAra raju karyo. putranI vAta sAMbhaLI garAja mahArAjAne khUba duHkha thayuM. ne temaNe kaDakAIthI putrane kahyuM ke he putro! sArAmAM sAruM kArya paNa halakA raste jaIne kadI siddha karAya nahi. deza tathA prajAnI AbAdIne tamAre vicAra uttama che. paNa tenI sAme ApaNA Azraye AvelA paradezInA vahANane lUMTI levAne vicAra tadana adhama che. bhale, ApaNe bhUkhyA marIe paNa anyAyanA mArge kadI javuM nathI. mArAmAM zuM UNapa ke mArA putre AvA thayA?tame mArA putra thaIne tamane Avo krara vicAra Avyo te jANI mArA dilamAM pArAvAra duHkha thayuM che. AvA AryadezamAM tame jamyA che ne tamane A anArya vicAra kema AvyA? mane te lAge che ke AmAM kAM mAro deSa haze athavA kAM te tamArI mAtAne deva haze! te sivAya AvuM bane nahi. pitAjInI vAta sAMbhaLIne cAre putre zaramAI gayA. kAMI paNa bolyA vinA pitAjInA mahelamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gayA. evo koI pApane udaya thaye ke pitAjInI AvI hita zikhAmaNa eka paNa putre sAMbhaLI nahi. ane cAre ya putrae eka thaIne nirNaya karyo ke vahANa lUMTavuM. rAtre be vAge za thI sajaja sainikenI sAthe jaIne kSemarAje vahANa luMTI lIdhuM. jene rakSaka mAnyuM hatuM te bhakSaka banI gaye. savAra paDatAM gaje A vAta jANI. temanuM kALajuM cirAI gayuM. ahe! putrane ATaluM samajAvyA chatAM pApa karatAM pAchA na vaLyA. A putranA pApanuM prAyazcita huM karI lauM. mahArAjA gAje eka citA paDakAvI. ne pite citAmAM kUdI paDayA. prajAjanee ane putrae citAmAM paDatA mahArAjAne khUba vALyA. paNa rAjA kahe che nyAya eTale nyAya, putranA anyAya khAtara pitAjIe ke nyAya te ! AvA nyAya saMpanna prajApriya rAjAnA javAthI prajAne tathA putrane khUba duHkha thayuM. paNa e te pitAnuM jIvana ujajavaLa banAvI gayA. mahArAjA yogarAje nazvara dehane tyAga karyo paNa AtmAnI saurabha mUkatA gayA. kharekhara jyAre tyAre dehano tyAga te thavAnuM che. adabhUta yogI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje paNa gAyuM che ke "deha vinAzI hama avinAzI apanI gati pakaDe che." deha vinAzI che ne AtmA avinAzI che. A zarIra ahIM paDayuM rahevAnuM che. sagAvahAlAM tene nanAmImAM bAMdhI ramazAne laI jaI citAmAM goThavIne bAbI mUkaze. paNa "hama avinAzI" huM avinAzI chuM. A rIte AtmAnA avinAzIpaNAnuM

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zAradA sAgara bhAna thAya te A jIva covIse kalAka dhananI ciMtAmAM, zarIranI mamatAmAM ne pratiSThAnA mohamAM mUMjhAIne je duHkha sahana karI rahyo che. temAMthI mukta thaI jAya. jenI mamatA marI gaI tene kaI jAtanuM duHkha nathI. - dakSiNa amerikAmAM cIlI nAmano pradeza che. ahIM beThelAmAMthI to ghaNAe je haze, e cIlI pradezamAM ghaNIvAra dharatIkaMpa thAya che. eTale tyAMnA rahevAsIoe nakkI karyuM ke ApaNe bahu uMcA makAna bAMdhavA nahi. jeTalA vadhu uMcA makAna bAMdhIzuM eTale ApaNane vadhAre bhaya che. eTale cIlI pradezamAM vasanArA mANase makAnanA pAyA uMDA ochA nAMkhe ne makAna paNa bahu uMcA na bAMdhe, kAraNa ke dharatIkaMpa kayAre thAya ne kyAre bhAgavuM paDe tene bhoso nathI. mATe makAna bahu uMcA na hoya te dabAIne marI javAne bhaya paNa ocho rahe ne? A rIte jene AtmAnA amarattavanuM jJAna thAya te AtmAo saMsAramAM rAga-dveSanA pAyA uMDA nAMkhe nahi. e sadA cIlI pradezamAM vasatA mANasonI jema apramatta ane anAsakta bhAvathI saMsAramAM rahe. baMdhuo! tame najare juo cho ne ke ApaNuM AyuSya kevuM che? dhana-lakSmI keTalI caMcaLa che. cIlImAM te amuka samaye dharatIkaMpa thAya paNa A mAnavajIvanamAM te kSaNe kSaNe bhAvamaraNa rUpI dharatIkaMpa thaI rahelA che. are, mRtyu mATe te saheja paNa vizvAsa karavA jevo nathI. sAMje sAjA sArA khAI pI ne sUtA paNa savAramAM uThaze ja tenI zuM khAtrI che. keTalA keDathI mAnavI paradeza dhana kamAvA jAya che. kamAIne pAchA AvavAne tene keTalo AnaMda hoya che! sagA-snehIone maLavAnI aMtaramAM umi hoya che paNa pAchA pharatAM pahelAM tenuM prANa paMkheruM uDI jAya che. AvA keTalA kissA tame nathI sAMbhaLatA mATe samaje A saMsAra cIlI pradeza jevo che. kayAre zuM banaze tenI khabara nathI. mATe jJAnI kahe che AtmAnI sAdhanA karI le. cIlI pradezanA mANaso makAnanA pAyA uMDA nAMkhatA nathI ne moTI totIMga ImArata caNatA nathI. tema saMsAramAM rAga-dveSanA pAyA uMDA nAMkhavA nahi ne mehanI tetIMga ImArata caNavI nahi. ATaluM samajAya te jIva mahAna sukhane anubhava karI zakaze. vadhu bhAva avasare. caritra: pavana aMjanAnA mahele gayA. ne aMjanA satIne na joI tyAre tenuM haiyuM cIrAI gayuM. mAtAnA mahele pAchA AvyA. mAtA kahe - beTA! tuM zAMta thA. ciMtA na karIza. piyarathI vahune teDAvI laIzuM. pavanajI kahe- kevI rIte zAMta thAuM? teM nirdoSa pavitra satine mAthe kalaMka caDhAvyuM! mAruM te kALajuM cIrAI jAya che. meM paraNyA pachI bAra bAra varSe sudhI tenA sAmuM joyuM nathI. evA duHkhanA samaye paNa e satIe koI purUSanA sAmuM joyuM nathI te samaye te tuM enA mArI pAse peTa bharIne vakhANa karatI hatI. zuM? te satI ATalA

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zAradA sAgara vakhatamAM kusatI anI gai? tene kalakita karIne kADhI mUkatAM tame jarA paNa vicAra na karyA? mAza AvavAnI rAha tA jovI hatI ne ? kaddAca tamane bahu ema hatu te be mANasa mArI pAse mAkalIne mane pUchAvavu hatu. paNa Avu utAvaLuM pagaluM zA mATe bharyuM ? ATaluM khelatAM pavanajInI AMkhamAM AMsu bhazai gayA. mAtA kahe che beTA ! tu` leAjana karI le. paNa pavanajI mAtAnA sAmuM paNu jotAM nathI. nIcuM joIne kahyu ke jyAM sudhI aMjanAne patto na paDe tyAM sudhI A gharanA anna pANI harAma che. huM aMjanAne zodhavA jAuM chuM. jo ajanA maLaze teA AvIza. nahitara samajI lejo ke A pavana have duniyAmAM nathI. have mArI rAha tame jozeA nahi. pavanajI mAtA ketumatInA mahelamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavA jAya che tyAM mAtA tenA hAtha pakaDIne kahe che. beTA! tuM zA mATe jAya che? ame ahIthI cAre dizAmAM subhaTo mekalIne tapAsa karAvIe chIe. 728 pavana kahe che nA. mArI bhUlanuM prAyazcita huM karI laIza. huM tamane kahevA na AvyA tyAre A madhuM banyuM ne? bAra bAra varSa sudhI meM ene duHkhI karavAmAM bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. have huM tenI pAchaLa jaIza. mAtAe ghaNAM kheALA pAtharyA paNa pavanajI mAtAnA hAtha tarachoDIne peAtAnA mitra ane pradhAnajIne laine sasarAne gAma javA vimAnamAM besIne upaDI gayA. putranA javAthI mAtAnA duHkhanA pa.ra na rahyo. mAtA rAve sukha DhAMkIne, meM tA vAta vimAsI na kIdhuM che kAma te, dala bhaNI jagu nahiM mAkalyA, tihAM lagI vahune na rAkhI ThAma tA, pAchalI buddhi nArI taNI, vAta vicArI na kIdhuM re yatana tA ketumatI kare jIrAM rAMkane hAthathI gayuM re ratana tA...satI re... mAtA mADhuM DhAMkIne raDavA lAgI. jema cAranI mAtA kAThImAM mehuM nAMkhIne raDe tevI ketumatI rANInI sthiti thaI. jema eka mAtAne eka chokarA hatA. e chekarA rAja nAhIne bhInA zarIre mAjuvALA pADeAzI AMgaNAmAM tala sUkavatAM hatAM temAM ALeATI Ave. bhInA zarIre tala coMTI jAya eTale mAtA enA dIkarAnA zarIra parathI tala khaMkherIne lai letI. rAja chokarA Avu kare te mAtA tala kha MkherI letI. paNa mAtAe kadI ema na kahyuM ke huM dIkarA ! ApaNAthI AvuM na karAya. A te cArI kahevAya. khAlapaNathI Adata paDI gai eTale chokarI mATA thatAM skUlamAM bhaNavA gayA tyAM paNa khIjA chokarAnA pustaka, pATI, pena badhuM cArIne lAvavA lAgyA, enI mAtA madhu gharamAM mUkI detI hatI. Ama karatAM chokarA cuvAna thatAM cArI karavA lAgyA. dhIme dhIme karatAM e ceAra banI gayA ne meTI mATI cArIo karavA lAgyA. aMdhuo ne bahenA ! tame tamArA saMtAnamAM AvA saMskAra kI AvavA deze|

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729 zAradA sAgara nahi. koInI nAnI cIja ajANatAM AvI jAya te paNa tene samajAvaje ke AvuM ApaNAthI na karAya. nAnI bhUla bhaviSyamAM keTalI moTI thaI jAya che tene vicAra karaje. A kare meTI meTI cerIo karavA lAgyo. te eka divasa pakaDAI gaye ne tene phAMsInI zikSA karavAmAM AvI. ene phAMsIe caDhAvyA tyAre rAjAnA mANaso pUche che bhAI! tAre keIne maLavuM che? tyAre kahe che. hA. mArI mAtA amuka jagyAe rahe che tene chelle maLI lauM. belAvI lAve. enI mAtAne bolAvI lAvyA. chokaro phAMsInA mAMcaDA upara caDhela che. te kahe che. mArI mAtAne mAre bheTavuM che. tene uMcI karo. enI mAtAne uce caDhAvI. chokarAe enI mAtAne bAtha bhIDIne tenuM nAka moDhAmAM laIne dabAvIne nAka karaDI lIdhuM. mAtA cIsa pADIne bhAgI. chekazae mAtAnuM nAka karaDIne kahyuM nAkakaTTI! teM mane nAnapaNathI vALe nahi tyAre huM cAra banyuM ne? tene pariNAme mAre phAMsIe caDhavuM paDyuM ne? ghaNuM leke tyAM bhegA thayA hatAM. pUche che bhAI! teM tArI mAtAnuM nAka kema karaDI lIdhuM? tyAre chokaro kahe che kahevAmAM sAra nathI. bahu pUchyuM tyAre pite cera kevI rIte banya te badhuM kahyuM. ne kahyuM. mane cera banAvavAmAM mArI mAtAne mATe hAtha che. nahitara huM Ave cAra banata nahi ne mane phAMsInI zikSA thAta nahi. tyAre loko kahe che ene pahelAM phAMsIe caDhAvavI joIe. TUMkamAM pachI coranI mAtA khUba raDI. eTale kahevata paDI ke "caranI mA koThImAM mAM nAMkhIne raDe." te rIte pavanajInI mAtAne paNa khUba pazcAtApa thayo. have pavana pitAnA gAmamAMthI nIkaLIne aMjanAjInI zodhamAM jaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM 84 A vada 4 ne gurUvAra tA. 23-10-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo-ne baheno! anaMta karUNAnA sAgara, vItarAga prabhunA mukhamAMthI jharelI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. bhagavAna kahe che te AtmAo! tamArI jiMdagInI ekeka kSaNa lAkheNI jAya che. mATe samayane oLakhe. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA dazamA adhyayanamAM bhagavaMta pharamAve che ke ApaNI jiMdagI kevI che? dumapattae paMDurae jahA, nivaDai rAigaNANa acce| evaM maNuyANaM jIviyaM, samayaM goyama mA pamAyae // uta. sa. a. 10 gAthA 1 vRkSanA pILA thaI gayelA pAMdaDAne kharatA vAra lAgatI nathI. tema he bhavya jIvo!

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zAradA sAgara A mAnavajIvananuM pAMdaDuM kayAre kharI paDaze tenI khabara nathI. vRkSanuM pAMdaDuM te pILuM thaIne khare che. paNa manuSyanA jIvananuM pAMdaDuM pILuM thaze ke nahi tenI khabara nathI. kAraNa ke Aje ApaNe joIe chIe ne ke vRddha bApa beTho rahe ne yuvAna dIkaro cAlyA jAya che. dareka ne mAthe kALanuM ceka gati karI rahyuM che. mATe pramAdane choDI, AtmasAdhanA sAdhavA tatpara bane. paNa haju jIvanI mamatA chUTatI nathI. savAre pathArImAMthI uThe tyArathI mAMDIne sAMja sudhI eka vAta ke kema sukha ane zAMti meLavuM! jIve sukha kayAM mAnyuM che? paisA, patnI, putra, baMgalA ane bagIcA Adi bhautika padArthomAM. paNa vicAra karo. temAM sAcuM sukha nathI. e te nakalI sukha che. dariyAnI retImAM sUryanA kiraNa paDe tyAre tame je te retI hIrAkaNInI jema caLakatI hoya che. paNa zuM e retImAM hIrAkaNIo hoya che? nA. e te khAlI retI che. temAM hIrAkaNa nathI. tema e sonuM banAvavAnI tejaMturI paNa nathI. chatAM caLakATa dekhAya che. tema A bhautika sukhe dariyAnI retI jevA asAra che. temAM sukha nathI. paNa sukhAbhAsa che. chatAM jIva sukha mAnIne tenI pAchaLa doDe che. pANI nahi hovA chatAM mRgale jhAMjhavAnA jaLane jaLa mAnIne deDe che ne tara rahI jAya che. temAM tame jemAM sukha mAnyuM che te sukha nahi paNa sukhAbhAsa che. jene tame pitAnA mAne che te badhA duHkha vakhate koI duHkhamAMthI choDAvanAra nathI. bhagavAna kahe che "nAruM te tava tALA vA, sarakhaINa vA, tuma ja teli nAruM tALAvA saraLaTU vA." tamane teo trANa-zaraNa thavAnA nathI ane temanA duHkha vakhate tame paNa temane trANa-zaraNa thavAnA nathI. paisA meLavavA mATe 18 pApanuM sevana kare che paNa yAda rAkhajo ke temAMthI eka rAtI pAI sAthe AvavAnI nathI. tene meLavatAM bAMdheluM pApa sAthe Avaze. e pApa tamane paralokamAM paDaze mATe vitarAga vANIne hRdayamAM utAro, kaMika samaje. mahAna purUSe kahe che ke, je jANI che jinavANI, te kayAM che harSa ke hANuM, jIvanayuti lo jANuM, je karavI che sAcI kamANuM. je AtmA jinavANInuM rahasya samaje che tene saMsAramAM kayAMya harSa ke zeka thato nathI. keIne ghera khUba paiso hoya, cAra meTare hoya te joIne jinavANImAM zraddhA karanArane ema nathI thatuM ke Ane ghera ATaluM sukha ne mAre nahi! AnuM samAjamAM ATaluM badhuM mAna ane mAruM nahi! jinavANI samajanArane AvuM kaMI na thAya. kAraNa ke, e samaje che ke A badhI karmanI karAmata che. kahyuM che ke - karamane keyaDe alabelo, e ene pAma nathI sahele-kamaneeka mAtAnA putra be emAM, eka catura eka ghelo, ekane pANuM mAMge nA maLatuM, bIjAne dUdhane relo...karamane...

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zAradA sAgara 731 karmane keyaDe khaba AMTIghUMTI bharelo che. ghaNI bahenenA mAthAnA vALa khUba lAMbA hoya che to temAM ghaMca paDI jAya che. e gUMca ukalaze, hIranI gAMTha ukelaze paNa A karamanA keyaDAnI gUMca ukelavI muzkela che. eka mAtAnA be lADIlA dIkarA jeNe eka mAtAnA dUdhapAna karyA che, eka mAtAnA udaramAM ALoTelA che chatAM eka khUba buddhizALI hoya che. enA paDatA bola jhIlAya che. tene pANI mAMgatA dUdha hAjara thAya che jyAre bIjAne khAvAnA sAMsA che. enI kaI khabara lenAra nathI. pANa-pANI kare che paNa kaI pANI ApatuM nathI. A karAvanAra keNa che? mArA ane tArAnA taphAna karAvanAra keNa che? karma ja ne? baMdhuo! karmanI thIerIne tame barAbara samaje. tame varSothI jinavANI sAMbhaLo che. paNa rAga-dveSa keTalA ochA thayA? kaSAya keTalI pAtaLI paDI? kaI kaTu zabda kahI jAya che tyAre samatA keTalI rahI? je ATaluM ochuM thAya te samajI leje ke jinavANIne barAbara jANI che. bAkI te bAhyabhAve ghaNo dharma karyo che. have bAhyabhAva choDIne AtmalakSe dharma karo. bAhyAbhAve karelI karaNIthI puNya baMdhAze paNa karmanI nirjarA nahi thAya. je tamAre sAcI kamANI karavI hoya te dharmanI yukita jANI lo. dharmanI yuti jANyA vinA mukitanI yukita maLavI muzkela che. A manuSya bhava e AtmAnI kamANI karavAnuM baMdara che. mATe pramAdane choDI jAgRtimaya jIvana jIvIne AtmAnI kamANI karI le. je AtmA jinavANIne sAra samaje che tene sukha ane dukhamAM samabhAva rahe che. te sukhamAM malakAto nathI ne duHkhamAM udAsa banato nathI. kaI satkAra kare te ya AnaMda ane tiraskAra kare te paNa AnaMda. jinavANI jenA aMtaramAM utare che tenuM kAma thaI jAya che. jinavANI sAMbhaLIne vItarAga prabhunI AjJAmAM rahe tenA karmanA bhUkkA thayA vinA na rahe. ziSya gurUnI AjJAmAM rahe che tenuM kalyANa thaI jAya che. tene A bhava ane parabhava sukhI bane che. AjJAnuM pAlanamAM keTaluM sukha che te eka daSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM. akabara bAdazAhanuM rAjya hatuM; te samayanI A vAta che. akabara bAdazAhanA hAtha nIce mAnasiMha nAmane rAjA AmeramAM rAjya karatA hatA. mAnasiMha rAjA pratye akabara bAdazAhane khUba mAna hatuM. tenA upara khUba prema hato. eTale bAdazAhanI kRpAthI te khUba AnaMdapUrvaka pitAnuM jIvana vyatIta karate hato. A mAnasiMha rAjAne traNa rANIo hatI. temAM sauthI moTI rANI khUba sauMdaryavAna hatI. ene enI khAnadAnI ane rUpanuM khUba abhimAna hatuM. eTale te abhimAnathI akkaDa banIne pharatI hatI. vacalI rANI zIyaLavaMtI, buddhimAna, vinayavAna ane sadA pati upara sneha rAkhavAvALI hatI. ane trIjI sauthI nAnI rANu khUba cAlAka ane bane zakya upara ISya rAkhatI hatI.

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732 zAradA sAgara ne rAjAne hamezA pitAnA premapAzamAM jakaDI rAkhavAne prayatna karatI hatI. baMdhuo! jenAmAM vinaya hoya che te vairIne paNa vaza karI zake che. vinaya e vairIne vaza karavAnuM vazIkaraNa che. te pati vinayathI vaza thAya temAM zuM navAI? vacalI rANI khUba guNIyala ane vinayavAna hatI eTale rAjAne tenA pratye khUba prema hate. vacalI rANI upara rAjAne prema joIne sauthI moTI ane sauthI nAnI rANI tenA upara khUba IrSyA karatI. rAjAnI gerahAjarImAM A baMne rANIo vacalIne khUba dabaDAvatI tene kaTu zabdo kahetI ne tene khUba kaSTa ApatI hatI. A vacalI rANIe jinavANI sAMbhaLI hatI. jinavANIne ekeka zabda tenA aMtaramAM cUMTele hate. eTale A baMne rANIe ene game tevuM kaSTa Ape te paNa eka zabda bolatI nahi. e te enA AtmAne kahetI ke he AtmA! A tArA mAthe duHkhanI hela AvI che. tuM barAbara samabhAvamAM sthira banaje. te pUrve evA karmo karyA haze, pUrve emanA upara IrSyA karI haze, jethI A bhavamAM e AtmAo tArA upara IrSyA kare che. e tane game tema kahe te tAre enI sAthe kaMI levAdevA nathI. tuM tArA bhAvamAM rahe. Aje anukULa to badhAne game che. keIne pratikULa gamatuM nathI. paNa vicAra kare. jJAnI kahe che ke pukhya mitti , pApa durvatti sArA ! jagatamAM ekeka che puNyanA zubha phaLa Irache che paNa puNya upArjana karavAnA zubha kAryo karatA nathI. karavA che pApa ane joIe che sukha te kayAMthI maLe? gherI vAvIne kerInI AzA rAkhavI che te kerI kayAMthI maLaze? thorI vAvazo te zerIyAnA kAMTA vAgaze ne AMbe vAvazo te kerI maLaze. vacalI rANI A samaye potAnA karmane deza ApatI. zeka game tevA duHkha Ape te paNa kadI rAjAne kaMI kahetI nahi. eka vakhata akabara bAdazAhanA rAjya upara duzmana rAjA caDhI AvyuM. eTale mAnasiMha rAjAne laDAImAM javAnuM thayuM. mAnasiMha rAjA sainya laIne duzmana sAme yuddha karavA mATe gayA. A tarapha vacalI rANInA pitA khUba sIrIyasa thaI gayA eTale tene teDavA piyarathI mANasa AvyA. vacalI rANI moTI rANInI AjJA laIne piyara gaI. pitA khUba sirIyasa hatAM chatAM khabara kADhIne pAchI AvI. kAraNa ke pitAne pati yuddhamAM garyo hoya tyAre rANIthI piyara agara bIje kyAMya javAya nahi. rANInuM piyara ane sAsaruM bahu dUra na hatA. vacamAM ADI nadI hatI. eTale pAchI AvI gaI. A tarapha mAnasiMha rAjA zatru upara vijaya meLavIne pitAnA gAmamAM AvyA tyAre prajAe rAjAnuM svAgata karyuM. ane rAjA te divase nAnI rANInA mahele gayA. rANIne paNa khUba AnaMda thayo ane harSapUrvaka teNe rAjAnuM svAgata karyuM. rAjA khUba prasanna hatA. moke joIne rANIe kahyuM- svAmInAtha! Apane vacalI rANI pratye khUba neha che. Apa tene khUba

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zAradA sAgara 763 vakhANa kare che paNa juo, Apa laDAImAM gayA hatA. ame te ApanA gayA pachI khAdhuM pIdhuM nathI. ame bane te Apane vijaya thAya te mATe prabhune prArthanA karatA hatA. ne ApanI vahAlI rANI te ApanI AjJA lIdhA vinA ApanI gerahAjarImAM piyara gaI hatI. eTale eNe Apane moTe gunho karyo che. A rIte maracuM mIThuM bhabharAvIne vAta karI. paNa rANI zA mATe gaI? kyA saMjogomAM gaI te kaMI kahyuM nahi. kahevata che ne ke moTA mANasone kAna hoya paNa zAna na hoya. nAnI rANI kahe che eNe A mATe gunho karyo che te tene tame zuM daMDa nahi kare? rAjA kahe ene paNa sajA karIza. e rANuM enA manamAM zuM samaje che? huM laDAImAM gayo houM ne mArI AjJA vinA enAthI piyara javAya kema? nAnI rANIe rAjAne khUba bharamAvyA. bIje divase rAtre mAnasiMha rAjA ke thI dhamadhamatA vacalI rANInA mahele gayA. eka te rANI upara gusso hato ne uMcA prakAranI zarAbanI bATalI pIne AvelA. eTale rANIne kahe che tuM tArA manamAM zuM samaje che? tuM mArI gerahAjarImAM mArI AjJA vinA piyara gaI hatI? teM rAjyanI maryAdAnuM ullaMghana karI mATe gunho karyo che. e gunhAnI tane sajA karavAmAM Ave che. tuM atyAre ne . atyAre mAruM rAjya cheDIne cAlI jA. tArA piyara jA ke vagaDAmAM jA. tAre jyAM javuM hoya tyAM cAlI jA. rAjAnuM pharamAna sAMbhaLI rANuM gabharAI gaI. chatAM khUba hiMmata karIne namratApUrvaka kahyuM - svAmInAtha! ApanI vAta satya che. ApanI AjJA vinA mAre piyara javAya nahi. paNa mArA pitAjI khUba bimAra thaI gayA hatA eTale mane jaladI tyAM javA mATe saMdeze AvyuM hatuM. tethI meTI bahenanI AjJA laIne huM gaI hatI. huM mArI bhUla kabUla karuM chuM. svAmInAtha ! mane mApha kare. juo, rANIe jinavANInuM pAna karyuM hatuM to tenAmAM keTalI saraLatA ane namratA hatI! tamAzamAM ATalI namratA che?otAnI bhUla na hovA chatAM bhUla kabUla karI te kaI sAmAnya vAta nathI. rANI rAjAne hAtha joDIne vinave che. svAmInAtha! mane mApha kare. have kadI ApanI AjJA vinA nahi jAuM. rAjA kahe che bakavAda choDI de. mAre tArI kaI vAta sAMbhaLavI nathI. tuM jaldI ahIMthI cAlI jA. sAthe eka vacana ApuM chuM ke A mahelamAMthI je vastu tane manapasaMda hoya ane khUba vahAlI hoya te laIne mArA nagaramAMthI cAlI jA. ATaluM belatAM zarAbane nazo caDhavAthI rAjA bebhAna thaIne palaMgamAM paDI gayA. nAnA gunhAnI rAjAe moTI zikSA karI. dilamAM duHkha thayuM paNa rAjA pratye jarA ya kela na Avyo. enA aMtaramAM vivekane dIpaka jalate hatA. pati pratye anahada prema hate. khUba ciMtana karatAM tene eka vicAra AvyuM. teNe be pAlakhI maMgAvI. eka pAlakhImAM pitAnI dAsIonI sahAyathI rAjAne uMcakIne pAlakhImAM sUvADI dIdhA ne

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734 zAradA sAgara bIjI pAlakhImAM rANuM beThA. ane rAtre pitAnA piyara bhegI thaI gaI. enA pitAjI sIrIyasa hatA eTale bIjA mahelamAM laI gaI. palaMgamAM rAjAne sUvADIne pite pAse besI rAjAne jAgavAnI rAha jotI beThI hatI. - mAnasiMha rAjAne zarAbane khUba naze caDha hatuM. eTale pAlakhImAM nAkhIne ahIM lAvyA chatAM jagyA nahi. savAra paDatAM nazo utaratAM jAgRta thayA. AMkha kholIne joyuM te rANune pAse beThelI joI. eTale kedhita banIne kahyuM ke meM tane nagara choDIne cAlyA javAnuM kahyuM hatuM ne haju mArI pAse kema beThI che? jahadI cAlI jA. tyAre rANIe kahyuM ke svAmInAtha! meM ApanI AjJAnuM pAlana karyuM che. rAjA kahe te mArI sAme kema beThI che? rANue hasatA cahere kahyuM. svAmInAthI Apa juo. A Apane mahela nathI. paNa mArA pitAjIne mahela che. rAjA bUma pADIne kahe che tuM mane ahIM zA mATe lAvI che? tyAre, rANI kahe che Ape mane vacana ApyuM hatuM ke tane je manapasaMda hoya te laIne cAlI jA. te he svAmInAtha! mane je vahAluM hatuM te laIne AvI chuM. ApanA sivAya mane bIjuM zuM vahAluM hoya? mArUM tane kahe, mana kahe, dhana kahe, dAgInA ke paisA je kaMI kahe te Apa cho. ApanA sivAya mane jagatamAM kaMI vahAluM nathI. devAnupriye! rANIne te ene pati vahAluM hatuM. paNa tamane zuM vaheluM che? bele te kharA ! paisAne! (hasAhasa) rANI kahe che Apa bezuddha hatA ane ApanI AjJA hatI ke tane je vahAluM hoya te laIne cAlI jA. eTale huM Apane pAlakhImAM laI AvI chuM. meM ApanI AjJAnuM barAbara pAlana karyuM che. rANInI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjAne ke zamI game te ThaMDAgAra banI gayA. have zuM bele? rANInI buddhi, viveka namratA ane prema upara prasanna thaIne kahyuM he rANI "have huM tyAM tuM ne tuM tyAM huM." tane ApelI zikSA huM pAchI kheMcI lauM chuM. cAle, ApaNe baMne tArA pitAjI bimAra che temane khabara pUchavA jaIe. rANI vinayavAna ane vivekavAna hatI. teNe rAjAnI AjJAnuM pAlana karyuM to tenA mAthe AveluM saMkaTa dUra karI zakI ane rAjAne prema saMpAdana karI zakI. A bhArata dezamAM evI pativratA strIo paNa hoya che ke je pitAnA pati upara pUrNa sneha rAkhe che. ane pitAne game ke na game paNa pitAnA patinI pratyeka AjJA zire mAnya karI tenuM premathI pAlana kare che. A traNa rANInuM daSTAMta ApaNe ApaNA upara utAravuM che. mAnasiMhajI rAjAne traNa rANIo hatI. tema cetana rAjA je dehamAM raheluM che te dehanI paNa traNa avasthAo che. bAlapaNa, yuvAnI ane vRddhAvasthA. temAM pahelI ane chellI avasthAmAM mAnavI kaMI karI zakato nathI. kAraNa ke bAlyAvasthAmAM kaMI jJAna

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zAradA sAgara 735 hotuM nathI ane vRddhAvasthAmAM zarIra ane Indrio zithila banI jAya che. tethI kaMI thaI zakatuM nathI. vacalI rANI samAna vacalI yuvAnImAM mAnavI dhAre te karI zake che. yuvAnI divAnI che. A yuvAnImAM je vivekane dipaka pragaTe te mAnavI tapa, tyAga AdinI dharmArAdhanA karI cetanarAjAne karmanI kedamAMthI mukta karAvI zAzvata sukhane svAmI banAve che. vacalI rANIe mahelamAMthI potAnA piyaranA dAgInA, hIrA, mANeka, motI, dhana kaMI na lIdhuM. ene mana ene pati che to badhuM che. evI zraddhA hatI. pati haze te hIrA, mANeka, motI, dAgInA, pitA ane rAjya badhuM che. pati na hoya te kaMI nathI. A rIte yuvAvasthAmAM ema thAya ke A gharabAra, mAla-milkata badhuM choDIne game tyAre javAnuM che. bhagavAna je mAthe dhaNI che. te enI AjJAnuM pAlana karIza te badhuM sukha che. enI AjJAnuM pAlana nahi karuM te mArI jiMdagI nakAmI che. bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavAthI ApaNuM avazya zreya thAya. sukha ane AnaMda prApta karI zakIe. have ApaNI mULa vAta upara AvIe. AtmA pote kAmadhenu gAya jevuM che. meM tamane gaI kAle kahyuM hatuM ke kAmadhenu gAya mRtyu lekamAM cakravatine tyAM utpanna thAya che. te kAmadhenu gAya kuMvArI hoya che. te jyAre joIe tyAre dUdha Ape che. tenuM dUdha amRta jevuM mIThuM hoya che. cakravatine tyAM jeTalI gAye hoya temane eka bIjI gAyanuM dUdha pIvaDAve che. Aje te gAyanA vAcharaDAne paNa pUruM dUdha pIvA maLatuM nathI. ane mANasa bazera traNazera dUdha pIve che. keTalo badhe anyAya vadhI gayo che! eka bIjI gAyane pIvaDAvatAM chevaTanuM dUdha kAmadhenu gAyane pIvaDAvavAmAM Ave che. cakravatine ghera uttama prakAranA masAlA satata 360 divasa sudhI lasoTAvAya che. te 360 divasa sudhI lasoTelA masAlA kAmadhenu gAyanA dUdhamAM nAMkhI tenI khIra banAvavAmAM Ave che. te khIra cakravarti, tenuM strIratna ane tenI dAsI e traNa jaNa pacAvI zake che. AvI kAmadhenu gAya mahAna zubha puNyane udaya hoya tene maLe che. jenI pAse kAmadhenu gAya hoya che tenuM te kAma thaI jAya che. AvI kAmadhenu gAya samAna bananAre ApaNe AtmA che. ne naMdanavana samAna banavAvALe paNa AtmA che. merU parvata upara cAra vana AvelA che. bhadrazAlavana, naMdanavana, semanasavana ane paMDagavana e cAra moTA vana che. e vanamAM deva kIDA karavA mATe jAya che. naMti rahuM veti suvA jyAM AgaLa jaIne deva AnaMda pAme che. evA te vizALa ane AnaMdakArI vana rahelA che. te merU parvata ke che? sayaM sahassANa u joyaNANaM, tikaMDase paMDaga vejayaMte / se joyaNe navanavai sahasse, uDDhussitto heTThasahassamegaM // sUya. gAthA a. 6 gAthA 10

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736 zAradA sAgara merU parvatanI kula uMcAI eka lAkha yojana pramANa che. temAMthI navvANuM hajAra jojana pRthvInI upara che ane eka hajAra jojana pRthvInI nIce che. temAM bhaumakAMDa, jAnaMda kAMDa ane vaiDUrya kAMDa nAmanA traNa kAMDa che. paMDagavana tenI patAkA jevuM zobhe che. e sumerU parvata sarva parvatemAM zreSTha che. merU parvata tapAvelA sonA jevo dedIpyamAna che. merU parvata upara AvelA badhA vanomAM naMdanavana zreSTha che. tethI AtmAne naMdanavananI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che. parvate ghaNAM che paNa traNe lokane sparzato hoya te te eka merU parvata che. badhA pazuomAM kAmadhenu gAya zreSTha che tethI kAmadhenu gAyanI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che. te A kAmadhenunA mIThA- dudhaDA pInAre kahe ke naMdanavanamAM jaIne devalokanA deve jevI majA mANanAre ApaNe pitAne AtmA che. baMdhuo! je manuSya duHkha veThIne paNa bIjAne sukha Ape che te naMdanavana samAna che. are, pitAnuM sukha jatuM karIne bIjAne sukha Ape che te AtmAo naMdanavana ane kAmadhenu gAya samAna che. eka zaheranI bahAra eka meTI nadI vahetI hatI. e nadI kinAre eka jhUMpaDI hatI. te jhUMpaDInuM nAma vAtsalyakUTIra hatuM. A muMbaI jevA zaheramAM ghaNuM baMgalA ane bilDIMgamAM huM gaucarI mATe gaI. dareka makAnanA nAma judA judA ApelA hoya che. paNa meM haju kaI makAnanuM nAma vAtsalyakUTIra vAMcyuM nathI. te vAtsalyakUTIramAM dayAzaMkara nAmanA eka vaidarAja rahetA hatA. temane vairya vaMtI nAmanI patnI hatI. ane nehala nAmane ekano eka lADakavA putra hatuM. jevA nAma tevA guNe te darekamAM bharelAM hatA. dayAzaMkaranuM dila dayAne dariyeA hatA. vAtsalya kUTIramAM vAtsalyanA vaheNa vahetA hatA. snehalanA dilamAM snehane sAgara laherAte hatuM ne vairyavaMtInuM dila dhIrajathI bhareluM hatuM. dayAzaMkara vaiduM karatA hatA, je kaI dadI Ave tenI niHsvArthabhAve sevA karatA hatA. temanuM dila khUba vizALa hatuM. jenA dilamAM vizALatA hoya che temanuM ghara paNa vizALa hoya che. dayAzaMkara dilanA dilAvara hatA. je kaI zrImaMta ke garIba rogI Ave tene tapAsIne davA ApatA hatA. darekane mATe temanI dIranA daravAjA khullA hatA. teo vizeSa pramANamAM brahmacaryanuM pAlana karatA hatA. eTale temanA mukha upara khUba teja hatuM. te sivAya teo ghaNA niyamanuM pAlana karatA hatA. jIvanamAM bilakula bhavRtti na hatI. dadI pAse ATalI phI levI te phersa na hato. dadI je premathI Ape te levuM te temanI phI hatI. AvA dayAzaMkara vaida nAma pramANe guNavALA hatA. Aje nAma te ghaNAM suMdara hoya che. paNa kAma kUMDA hoya che. tamArA zekezanA kabATamAM ghaNuM ramakaDAM beThavyA hoya che. temAM dADama, sapharajana, sItAphaLa, keLAM, kerI Adi phaLa hoya che. paNa khAvA jAya to zuM thAya? dAMta tUTI jAyane? e te mAtra zejA heAya che paNa temAM

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zAradA sAgara 737 guNa hotA nathI. te rIte nAma majhAnuM rAma hoya paNa guNa kevA? te te tamane anubhava che ne? dayAzaMkara vaidanuM jevuM nAma hatuM tevuM tenuM kAma hatuM. eka vakhata vaidarAjane dIkaro snehala bimAra paDaye. khUba tAva AvyuM. temAMthI tene Dabala nyumonIyA thaI gaye. ghaNI davA karI paNa kaI rIte tAva utarato nathI. nehala udhe paDe che ne catto paDe che. te jema Ave tema bakavA lAgyA. je hajAronA darda maTADato hoya te potAnA dIkarA mATe zuM na kare? ghaNuM sevA karI. ghaNAM upacAro karyA, paNa dIkarAne sAruM thatuM nathI. mAtA vairyavatI dIkarAnI pathArI pAse besIne raDe che. tyAre dayAzaMkaradAdA kahe che. tuM raDIza nahi. have te dIkaro bhagavAnanA caraNe dharIne bhagavAnane zuddha dilathI prArthanA kare. bhagavAna jarUra ApaNuM vahAre Avaze. rAtrinA samaye dIkare bebhAna avasthAmAM paDe che. nADInuM ThekANuM nathI. baMne mANasa dIkarAne prabhunA caraNe soMpI prabhune prArthanA kare che. baMdhuo! ApaNA jaina siddhAMta pramANe Izvara bhakatone madada rUpa thavA deDatA nathI. kAraNa ke je Izvara eTale ke siddha banI jAya temane saMsAramAM AvavAnuM nathI. vaLI temane rAga-dveSa nathI. paraMtu hiMdudharmanI mAnyatA pramANe hindu dharmamAM bhakatanI bhIDa bhAMgavA khuda Izvarane deDavuM paDe che tevuM hindu dharmanA graMthamAM lakhyuM che. draupadInA cIra kRSNa pUryA che. narasiMha mahetAnI putrI kuMvarabAInuM mAmeruM bhagavAne AvIne bharyuM che. jyAre bhaktane bhIDa paDI che tyAre bhagavAne jAte AvIne madada karIne bhakatanI bhIDa bhAMgI che. AvI vAta hindu graMthamAM lakhI che. temAMnuM A eka nAnakaDuM daSTAMta che. akabara bAdazAha ane bIrabalanI carcA - eka vakhata akabara bAdazAha temanA mAnItA pradhAna bIrabalane kahe che he bIrabala ! tamArA hiMdu dharmamAM jyAM ne tyAM lakhyuM che ke bhakatane duHkha paDe eTale bhagavAna jAte deDayA Ave ne bhakatonuM duHkha maTADe che. mane te e samajAtuM nathI ke jarA jarA kAmamAM tamArA bhagavAnane khuda kema deDavuM paDe che? zuM emane tyAM nekara cAkara nathI? ahIM bhagavAna kaMI navare beTho che? tuM ahIM ja je. keIne jarUra paDe te darabAramAMthI mANase jAya, nokaro jAya, bahu thAya to pachI dIvAna jAya paNa bhagavAna jAte zA mATe deDe che? ke pachI tamArA hindunA bhagavAna ahIM AvavAnI takanI rAha jotA navarA beThA che? - bIrabala kahe jahAMpanAha! bhagavAna navarA nathI. paNa bhagavAna bhakatonI bhakitathI bhakatane AdhIna bane che. te potAne bhajanArA bhakatane duHkha paDe tyAre deDIne Ave che. tyAre akabara kahe huM e vAta mAnavA taiyAra nathI. akabaranA praznano javAba te vakhate ApavAnuM bIrabalane yogya na lAgyuM. bIrabala utAvaLI nahate. lAga Ave tyAre saMgaThI mAranAro hate. ane vAtathI nahi paNa saceTa dAkhalAthI sAbIta karIne

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738 zAradA sAgara akabaranuM mAM baMdha karI de evA catura hatA. khIrabale racelI yukita :- khIkhale khUba vicAra karIne eka yukti racI. akabara bAdazAhane peAtAnA dIkarA khUba vahAlA hatA. e putra jevu AbehUba mINunuM pUtaLuM banAvyuM. pachI eka dAsIne kahyuM ke jyAre darabAra bharAyA haiAya tyAre tu A pUtaLu laIne aMdara Avaje ane hAthamAMthI acAnaka paDI jAya tema jorathI pADI deje. dAsI A vAta sAMbhaLIne gabharAtI hatI. paNa khIrakhale kahyuM- DaravA jevuM nathI. tane kaMI nahi thAya. khIrabale dAsIne thADA paisA ApIne enI hiMmata vadhArI. nakakI karyA mujaba khIje dvivase dAsI bharyAM darabAramAM akabaranA dIkarAne laIne AvI ne jANe Thesa vAgI hAya tema paDI ane sAthe hAthamAMthI pelA khAkhA paNa paDayA A joine akabara gabharAyA ne tarata siMhAsanethI ubhA thaIne tyAM doDayA. khAkhAne zuM thayuM? .... zuM thayu... ... karavA lAgyA. ne mAmAne upADIne chAtI saraseA cAMpyA. tyAM joyuM ke A teA sAcA - mAmA nathI paNa mINanuM pUtaLu che. akakhare pUchyuM. khIrabala! A zuM vAta che ? khIrakhale kahyuM, jahAMpanAha! A che ApanA praznaneA javAya. rAjA kahe-eTale? huM AmAM kaMi samajatA nathI. khIrabala kahe mahArAjA! Ape pUchyuM hatuM ne ke bhakto mATe mudra tamArA bhagavAnane kema doDavu paDe che? zuM emanI pAse nAkara cAkara nathI? teA he mahArAjA | Apane ATalA mATe darabAra bharyA che. Ape ApanA putrane paDatA joine bIjA koine hukama na karatAM jAte kema dADayA? Apa eka kSaNa paNu khamI zakayA? ke kAine hukama karavA jeTalI paNa dhIraja rahI! tame siMhAsana uparathI utarIne doDatA AvyA ne! te rIte amArA bhagavAnane paNa bhakatA upara dIkarA jevuM vahAla che. dIkarA jeTalA priya che. tethI bhaktanI bhIDa vakhate Apa dAyA tema jAte doDI Ave che. akabara khuza thayA. enI zaMkAnuM suMdara samAdhAna thayuM. ane khIramalanI vAta peAtAnI jIbhe kabUla karI. aMdhue ! ahIM te khIrabale akabaranA magajamAM vAta ThasAvI dvIdhI. khIramala jevI tamArAmAM buddhi che kharI? ke kAi anya dharmanA mANasa Ave . te jaina dharmanA na heAya, jaina dharmanI niMdA karatA hoya te tene tame AvI suMdara rIte jaina dharmanI philAseAphI samajAvI zakazeA ne khIjAnA magajamAM jaina dharmanI vAtA besADI zakaze! kharA ? jo tame jJAna meLavyuM haze te khIjAne samajAvI zakaze. te jJAna nahi heAya te tame tenI vAte sAMbhaLIne tenA jevA banI jaze. vItarAganA vArasadvAra zrAvakA khIramala jevA buddhizALI hAvA joie. ApaNe vAta cAlatI hatI ke dayAzaMkara vai ane tenI patnI dhairya vatI putranI pathArI pAse besI prabhune prArthanA karavA lAgyA ke hai prabhu! A dIkarA have amAre nathI paNa tamArA che. tene jIvADavA e tamArA hAthanI vAta che. jo ke prabhu kAine

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zAradA sAgara 739 jIvADI zakatA nathI ke mArI zakatA nathI. te te pitAnA AyuSya pramANe jIve che. AyuSya pUrNa thaye game teTalA upacAra karavAmAM Ave te paNa jIvI zakatuM nathI. paraMtu A te teo temanI mAnyatA pramANe prabhune kahI rahyA che. teo mAne che ke prabhu amArI vahAre Avaze tethI A pramANe prabhune prArthanA karI rahyA che. rAtanA bAra vAge vAtsalya kUTIrane daravAjo khakhaDA - A baMne mANaso prabhune prArthanA karatA hatA. barAbara zatrinA bAra vAgyA hatA. te samaye keIe vAtsalyakUTIrane daravAjo khakhaDAvyuM. vaide vicAra karyo ke A moDI rAtre keNa daravAje khakhaDAvatuM haze? vaida khUba kartavyaparAyaNa hatuM eTale temanI khyAti gAmamAM khUba phelAyelI hatI. temanA dIkarAnI khabara kADhavA paNa leke khUba AvatA. A divase paNa moDA sudhI mANaso beThA hatA. teo paNa belatA hatA ke hajAranA dardIne maTADanArane ghera paNa duHkha AvI paDayuM. prabhu! A vaidarAjanA dIkarAne jaldI sAjo karajo. badhA leke vikharAI gayA pachI A daMpati prArthanA karatAM hatAM. tyAM dvAra khakhaDayuM ke tarata vaidarAja ubhA thayAM ne bAraNuM kholyuM. te eka mANasane je ne pUchyuM ke bhAI! tuM koNa che? ne atyAre zA mATe AvyA che? te kahe che bApu! huM lAlIyA dudhAro chuM. mAro ekane eka dIkare tAvathI taraphaDe che. ghaNI davA karI paNa tAva utarato nathI. dIkare bebhAna thaIne paDayAM che. jema tema bake che ne kapaDA kheMce che. tene mUMjhAro thaye che. (hAlamAM jene nyumenIyA kahe che.) mUMjhAre kyAre thAya? jayAre vAyu-pitta ane kapha badhuM sarakhuM thaI jAya che tyAre mUMjhAre thAya che. A to dravya mUMjhAro che. paNa jayAre manuSyane artha -kAma, ane mehane bhAva mUMjhAro thAya che tyAre tene koI jAtanuM bhAna rahetuM nathI. A bhAva nyumeniyA lAgu paDatA satyAsatyane viveka mAnavInA jIvanamAMthI vidAya thaI jAya che. pitAnA svarUpanuM bhAna bhUlI jAya che. ne dharmane neve mUkI dhana mATe keTalI daDadaDa kare che ! aho ya rAo ya paritappamANe kAlAkAla samuTThAi, saMjogaTThI, aThThAlobhI, AlaMpe lolupe sahasAkAre, viNivicitte, ettha satthe puNo puNo / AcAraMga sUtra svajane ane dhanAdimAM Asakta purUSa potAne mATe tathA svajano mATe dhana kamAvA ane tenuM rakSaNa karavA rAta divasa ciMtA kare che. kALa- akALane paNa te nathI. dhana ane kuTuMbamAM lubdha banIne dhanane lAlacu mANasa viSayamAM ekAgra banIne kartavyAkartavyane vicAra karato nathI. nirbhayapaNe lUMTa calAvI bheLA janene luTe che. pRthvIkAya Adi nI hiMsA kare che. AvI rIte pitAnuM amUlya jIvana pApanI pravRttimAM veDaphI nAMkhI mAnavabhavane gumAve che. jyAM parigrahanI Asakita vadhe che tyAM prema, prameha, matrI Adi

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740. zAradA sAgara sAtvika guNene prAyaH karIne nAza thAya che. ne mAyA kapaTa, chaLa, prapaMca, svArtha, ThagAI Adi avaguNenI vRddhi thAya che. pachI kartavyAktavyane viveka bhUlI bhayaMkara pApa karatAM saMkeca pAmate nathI. bIjAne haNavA, ThagavA ke khADAmAM utAravA Adi pApe te che niHzaMka ane nirbhayapaNe kare che. A rIte lobhane vaza thaIne saMsArane paNa naraka je banAvI de che. te pitAno bhaviSyakALa paNa bagADe che. " baMdhuo ! ajJAnapaNamAM bhUtakALa game te gaye hoya paNa bhaviSyakALa sudhAro te saunA hAthanI vAta che. je tamAre bhaviSyakALa sudhAravo hoya te svajana ane saMpatti uparathI meha utArI jIvanamAM pavitratA lAve. pApanA kAryathI pAchA haThe. svArthanA kecalA teDIne paramArtha tarapha vaLe. bIjA jene tame sukha Apaze te tamane jarUra sukha maLaze. lAlI dUdhAre dayAnA dAtAra samA dayAzaMkara vaidanA caraNamAM paDe ke tame jaldI padhAro. mArA dIkarAnI sthiti gaMbhIra che. vaida vicAramAM paDyA. have zuM karavuM? eka bAju dUdhArAne dIkaro taraphaDe che ne bIjI tarapha potAnA dIkarAnI sthiti paNa gaMbhIra che. baMnene eka prakAranuM darda che. je mUkIne jAuM te dIkarAnI sthiti gaMbhIra che. eka tarapha putrane prema che ne bIjI tarapha pavitra kartavyanuM pAlana che. vaidarAja mUMjhAI gayA. kayAre paNa kartavyapAlananI pharaja cUkyA nathI. game tevI muzkelImAM kyAre paNa kaI dadIne nirAza karyo nathI. atyAre javuM kevI rIte ? khUba mUMjhAyA. pote kadAca putrane mUkIne javA taiyAra thAya te paNa patnI kevI rIte javA de? vaida mauna rahyA tyAre lAlIyo dUdhAre kahe - bApA! tame kema kaMI bolatA nathI? jaldI cAle. tyAre vaida kahe che bhAI! zuM karuM? mAro dIkaro paNa bimArInA bichAne gaMbhIra sthitimAM paDe che. tyAre dUdhAre kahe che bApA! tamArA dIkarAne bhagavAna sAjo karaze. paNa tame cAle. mAre dIkare eka sUto che, tenI mAtA marI gaI che. mAre badhe AdhAra tenA upara che. vaidarAja viTaMbaNAmAM paDyA. tenuM bAhya mana kahe che, dIkarAne A sthitimAM mUkIne tuM jaIza nahi. tyAre tenuM aMtara mana kahe che vicAra kara. tAruM nAma zuM? nAma dayAzaMkara. dayAne udhe zabda zuM bane? yAda. te dayAne yAda karIne tAruM nAma sArthaka banAva. Aje tArI kasoTIne divasa che. kumaLA phUla jevA bALakane bacAvavA mATe tAre javuM joIe. patnIne kahe che, he zairyavaMtI! tuM rajA Ape te jAuM. patnI kahe - tame zuM bele che? A mAre kalaiyA kuMvara je putra taraphaDe che ne tame javAnI vAta kare che? vaida kahe-je, meM dIkarAne bhAremAM bhAre davAo ApI che ke tuM tenI saMbhALa rAkhanArI beThI che, paNa A chokare nirAdha ra paDe che. tene sAcavanAra keI nathI. tuM paNa tArA haiyAmAM dhIraja rAkhIne tArA nAmane sArthaka kara. tAro snehala tane jeTaluM vahAle che

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zAradA sAgara 741 teTalo mane paNa vahAle che. ApaNe bhagavAnanA meLe mUkyuM che te prabhu jarUra ene bacAvaze. patnIe javAnI rajA ApI. devAnupri ! mAnI le ke AmAMthI tame kaI DokaTara che ane AvI paristhiti sarjAya te tame tamArA dIkarAnI pAse bese ke bIjA pezanTane bacAvavA jAva? (hasAhasa) Aje paramArthavRtti nathI. pahelAM pitAnuM karIne pachI bIjAnuM kare che. pilA vaidabApA lAlIyA dhAne tyAM gayA. pitAnA dIkarAnI jevI paristhiti che tevI enI paristhiti che. dayAzaMkara vaide prabhunA nAmanuM smaraNuM karI pelA chokarAnI TrITamenTa zarU karI, potAnA putrane jevI davA ApI hatI tevI kiMmatI davA ApI. dUdhArAnA dIkarAmAM dayAzaMkara vaida potAnA dIkarAne joI rahyA hatA. kharA khaMtathI davA ApI. kalAka thaye ne cheka saheja AMkha khole che. bIje kalAka pUre thatAM AMkha khelIne chokaro kahe che "bApA"! eTaluM che. eTale vaida kahe che, bhAI! have jAuM chuM. have kaMI vAMdho nahi Ave. kema rahe che te samAcAra savAre mane ApI jaje. pitAne ATe saphaLa thaye. dUdhArAnA dIkarAne zAMti thaI paNa mArA dIkarAne kema haze? e vicAramAM jhaDapabhera vaida pitAnI vAtsalyakUTIranA dvAre pahoMcI gayA. bAraNuM khakhaDAvavA jAya te pahelAM aMdathI avAja saMbhaLAya. nehala tenI mAtAne kahete hatuM ke bA. mArA pitAjI A madhyarAtrinA samaye jyAM gayA che? haju kema nathI AvyA? A avAja sAMbhaLatAM vaidanuM haiyuM harSathI nAcI uThayuM. pite kUTIramAM jaIne putrane bheTI paDyA. ne patnIne kahyuM. joyuM? A paramArthane badale pratyakSa maLe. ene dIkaro bacAve te ApaNe bacI gaye. je kAma ApaNuM davAe nathI karyuM te kAma lAlIyA dUdhArAnI duvAe karyuM. traNenI AMkhamAM harSanA AMsu AvI gayA. jema jema samaya vItato gayo tema tema dUdhArAnA dIkarAne vadhu ArAma thavA lAge. vaidabApAnI paramArthavRtti joI dUdhArAnA dilamAM paNa anero AnaMda thayo. tene thayuM ke mAre dIkare te sAjo thaye paNa emanA dIkarAnuM zuM thayuM haze? khabara kADhato AvuM ne phInA paisA Apate AvuM. dUdhAre vaidane tyAM AvIne kahe che, bApA! ApanI davAthI mArA dIkarAne ghaNo phAyado che. ApanA dIkarAne kema che? bhAI! tArA dIkarAne sAruM thayuM tema mArA dIkarAne paNa sAruM che. have kaI ciMtAnuM kAraNa nathI. lAlI dUdhAre phInA paisA Ape che tyAre vaidya kahe che tArA aMtaranI duvA e mArA dIkarAnI davA che. mAro dIkaro bacI gaye eTale phInA paisA maLI gayA. vaidarAje paisA lIdhA nahi. - baMdhuo jeno AtmA naMdanavana ane kAmadhenu je hoya che, tenuM jIvana A dayAzaMkara vaida jevuM hoya che. pote duHkha veThIne paNa bIjAne sukha Ape che. jema gulAbanuM phUla kAMTAnI vacamAM vase che. tenA choDane kAMTA hoya che. chatAM kAMTAmAM rahIne paNa gulAbanuM

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742 zAradA sAgara phUla sadA hasatuM rahe che. tene keInA mastake rADhAve, pANImAM ukALe, pIsI nAMkhe ke paga nIce kacarI nAMkhe chatAM e tamane suvAsa Ape che. e pitAne guNa choDatuM nathI. tema jJAnIo kahe che, A saMsAra paNa kAMTALI vADa jevuM che. temAM ApaNe AtmA gulabasamAna che. duHkha veThIne paNa bIjAne je sukha Ape che te AtmA naMdanavana je che. have tame vicAra karI lejo ke tamAre naMdanavana ke kAmadhena jevA banavuM che ke vaitaraNI nadI ane kUTa-zAmalI vRkSa jevA banavuM che? e pitAnA hAthanI vAta che. vadhu bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 85 Ase vada 5 ne zukravAra tA. 24-10-75 anaMta karUNanidhi, trilokInAtha, zAstrakAra bhagavaMtanA mukhakamaLamAMthI jharelI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. bhagavAnanA siddhAMta aphara rahelA che. tenA gUDha rahasyane je mAnava tenA jIvanamAM utAre che tenuM jIvana saphaLa bane che. vItarAgavANI sAMbhaLavA mAtrathI patI jatuM nathI. paNa sAMbhaLyA pachI tene hRdayamAM utArIne tenuM manana karavuM e mahatvanI vAta che. eka lekhake paNa traNa prakAra batAvyA che. zravaNa, manana ane nididhyAsana. A traNemAM alaga alaga zakita rahelI che. zravaNu pANI jevuM che. manana dUdha jevuM che ne nididhyAsana amRta jevuM che. jema tame tarasathI khUba AkuLa-vyAkuLa thaI gayA ho che te eka glAsa ThaMDu pANI pI jAva cho te thoDI vAra tenI asara rahe che. paNa pAchI tarasa lAge che. tema mAtra zravaNanI asara theDI vAra rahe che. pachI hatA tevA ne tevA thaI jAya che. tethI AgaLa vadhIne tame eka glAsa dUdha pIze te tenI asara vadhu raheze. kAraNa ke dUdhamAM satva raheluM che. tema sAMbhaLyuM che tenuM je manana karaze te tenI asara vadhu samaya raheze. ane e zravaNa ane manananuM AcaraNa thaze te AtmA amara banI jaze. jema amRta pIve ne rega nAza pAme che tema zravaNu ane manananuM nididhyAsana karavAmAM Avaze te AtmAnA janma-jarA ane maraNanA roga nAza pAmI jaze. je AtmAoe prabhunI vANuM sAMbhaLIne aMtaramAM utArI che temanA nAma zAstranA pAne suvarNAkSare lakhAI gayA che ne e mekSanA motI banyA che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranuM 20muM adhyayana anAthI nigraMtha zreNuka rAjAne sanAtha ane anAthanI vAta samajAvyA pachI AtmAnuM svarUpa samajAve che. ke AtmA jyAre pitAnA svarUpamAM ramaNatA kare che tyAre naMdanavana je bane che. ane parabhAvamAM jAya che tyAre te kUTa zAlmalI vRkSa ane vaitaraNa nadI je bane che. te zubha ke azubha bhAvamAM joDAIne

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zAradA sAgara 743 jIva jevA karmo kare che te jIvane bhegavavA paDe che. have AgaLanI gAthAmAM zuM kahe cheH appA kattA vikattA ya, duhANa ya suhANa ya / appA mittamamittaM ca, duppaTThiya suppaTThio // utta. sa. a. 20 gAthA 31 anAthI muni kahe che he rAjan! sukha ke duHkhane karyAM ApaNe! peAtAnA AtmA che. ane vikartA paNa ApaNA potAnA AtmA che. anya darzanIe kaMIka sAruM-khATuM thAya te ema kahe che ke bhagavAnane gamyuM te kharuM. bhagavAnane te kAi pratye zaga ke dveSa nathI. e zA mATe kAIne sukhI ke duHkhI kare ! bhagavAna te badhAthI nyArA che. bhagavAna te ema kahe che ke sukhI ke du:khI karanAra peAtAnA AtmA che. puNya prakRtithI sukha maLe che ne pApanI prakRtithI duHkha maLe che. puNya khAMdhavAnI prakRti nava che ne bhAgavavAnAM prakRti 42 che. ne pApa khAMdhavAnI prakRti 18 che ne bhAgavavAnI prakRti 82 che. puNya prakRtithI iSTa varNa, gaMdha, rasa, zabda ane sparzanI prApti thAya che. ne pApanI prakRtithI aniSTa zabda, rUpa, rasa, gaMdha ane sparzI maLe che. eTale puNya prakRtithI sukha ane pApa prakRtithI duHkha maLe che. anene utpanna karanArA AtmA che. e rIte AtmA potAnA zatru paNa che ne mitra paNa che. madhuo! jaina darzana eka alaukika darzana che. te te kahe che ke AtmA! tu Ate paramAtmA banI zake che. seAnuM khANamAMthI nIkaLe che tyAre te mATIthI mizrita hAya che. tenA upara ghaNI kriyA karI mATIthI alaga banAvavAmAM Ave tyAre te zuddha suvarNa ane che. tema karmanA samaigathI malIna anele! jIva manuSya, tiryaMca, deva ane naraka Adi judI judI ceAniomAM utpanna thAya che ne vividha prakAranA sukha-duHkha bhAgave che. ane te AtmA zuddha svarUpamAM sthira khanI karmanA melathI sa MpUrNa alaga ane che tyAre te paramAtmA ane che. vibhAvamAM joDAyele AtmA peAtAne zatru che. ne svabhAvamAM sthira khanelA AtmA peAtAnA mitra che. AcAraga sUtramAM bhagavAna kahe che ke "puritA tumameva tumaM mitte di vaDhiyA mittaninjIsi ? " huM AtmA! tuM svayaM tArA mitra che. bahAranA mitranI IcchA zA mATe kare che ? bahAramAM kAi tAza zatru ke mitra nathI. ApaNA AtmA anaMta zakitane adhipati che. jJAnI kahe che ke huM Atman! tuM je kaMI icche che, tu je kAMi meLavavAne mATe akhI rahyA che te tane khIju kAi ApI zakavAnuM nathI. e tane tArAmAMthI prApta thaze. tuM jene zASI rahyA che te svayaM tuM che. je cIja peAtAnAmAM rahelI che tene mahAramAM zeAdhavAthI kadI prApta thAya kharI? ajJAna mRgale peAtAnI nAbhImAM sugadhI bharelI che te vAtathI ajJAta hAvAne kAraNe bahAra bhame che. paNa mahAra

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744 zAradA sAgara che nahi te kayAMthI maLe tevI rIte AtmArUpI mRga potAnA sukhamaya svarUpane bhUlI gaye che ne bahArathI sukha meLavavAnI AzA rAkhe che. te sukhane bahAra zodhe che paNa je sukha AtmAmAM raheluM che. te bahArathI tene kevI rIte maLI zake? AtmA pitAnA anaMta sukhamaya svarUpane bhUlIne bAhya padArthonuM zaraNuM le che tyAre te vAsanAmAM phasAI jAya che. ane pitAnA svarUpathI dUra thaI jAya che eTalA mATe jJAnI purUe AtmazakitanuM bhAna karAvavA mATe kahyuM che ke tuM ja tAro mitra che. bahAranA mitronI IcchA na kara. AtmAmAM anaMta zakita che temAM tuM Atmadarzana karI temAM tene anaMta zakitane sAgara laherAto dekhAze. je saMsArika sahAya ApIne upakAra kare che te dravya mitra kahevAya che. bAhya mitrano upakAra pAramArthika thaI zaka nathI. kAraNa ke tenAthI parama purUSArthanI siddhi thatI nathI. bAhA mitrone karele upakAra ekAMtika nathI hete kAraNa ke te upakArathI apakAra paNa thaI zake che. te upakAra haMmezane mATe TakI zakatA nathI. tethI pAramArthika, ekAMtika ane AtyaMtika upakAra karavAvALo mitra pitAne AtmA che. AtmA pitAne mitra che teno artha e che ke AtmAnI zubha pariNati te mitranuM kAma kare che ane AtmAnI pariNati jayAre azubha hoya che tyAre te zatrunuM kAma kare che. zubha pariNatithI zubha karmonuM baMdhana thAya che. ane azubha pariNatithI azubha karmonuM baMdhana thAya che. athavA zubha pariNatinA udayathI sukharUpa hevAthI te mitra che ane azubha pariNatinA udayathI te duHkharUpa hevAthI zatru che. AtmasvarUpanA bhAna vinA ajJAna, mithyAtva ane kaSAyanA bhAvo je uchaLI rahyA che te zatru che. mATe tevA bhAne saMga karavA jevo nathI. baMdhuo! je AtmA samyak daSTi che, svarUpamAM sthira banelo che ane jeNe pitAnA AtmAne mitra banAvyuM che tene mana saMsAra ane saMsAranA tamAma sukhe heya che. te saMsAramAM rahetuM hoya paNa kSaNe kSaNe tene AtmA kahete hoya che ke A saMsAra ekAMta duHkhathI bhareluM che. eTale saMsAranA dareka kAryo te anAsakta bhAvathI kare che. kAraNa ke saMsAranA dareka kAmamAM Azrava rahelo che. ane jayAM Azrava che tyAM karmanuM baMdhana che. eTale samakitI jIvaDe svapna paNa saMsArane upAdeya (AdaravA yogya) mAnato nathI ane mithyAtvI jIvaDo saMsAranI vADI lIlI kema rahe te mATenA prayatna karyA kare che. eka kAma pUrNa thayuM tyAM bIju taiyAra ne bIjuM pUrNa karyuM tyAM tenA mATe trIjuM taiyAra thaI jAya che. eka ephIsa zarU karI. barAbara jAmI eTale bIje gAma ophIsa kholI. eka baMgalo baMdhAvIne taiyAra thaye eTale bIjA dIkarA mATe bIje baMgale baMdhAvI dauM. A rIte vicArenI ghaTamALa cAlyA kare che. te saMsAra rasika jIvaDo temAM gUMcavAyelA rahyA kare che jayAre samyakraSTi jIvo kayAre A jhaMjhaTamAMthI chUTuM evA svapna seve che. ene saMsAra uparathI kaMTALo Ave che.

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zAradA sAgara 745 tamane paNa ghaNIvAra kaMTALA Ave che ne! mAthe khUba Adharezana vadhI jAya, saMsAranA kAmakAjathI akaLAI-mUMjhAI jAva tyAre kaheA che ne ke have teA thAkayA! cAlA, gharamAMthI be kalAka bahAra bagIcAmAM jaIne besIe. are, ghaNAM teA muMbai cheDIne mAtherAna ane mahAbalezvara jAya che. tame cAra-ATha divasa ghara cheADIne bahAra gayA tethI khAjo haLavA thaI gayA? nA. tA have samajAya che ke sasAra khATA che. A karmAnA khAjo mAthe ghaNA vadhI gayA che, te tene dUra karavA mATe sAdhu banI jAuM. evA kadI tamane vicAra Ave che? saMsArathI kaMTALI gayA chuM teA have mAre cAra divasa ghera AvavuM nathI. dharmasthAnakamAM jaIne sAdhu pAse rahIza evuM kadI thayuM che? jo sAcuM samajo te mAtherAna ke mahAbaLezvara badhu ahIM che. saMsAramAMthI kaMTALelA jIvAne dharmasthAnakamAM saMta-satIjIe pAsethI je zAMti maLaze te khIje nahi maLe. je samajaNupUrNAMka zuddha bhAvathI dharma kare che te AtmA apUrva zAMti meLave che. dharma zuM cIja che? dharma zA mATe karavA joIe? te ghaNIvAra mANasa samajatA nathI hAtA. kAI navakAra maMtranA jApa kare paNa tenA artha ke rahasyane samajate nathI hAtA. chatAM eka aTala zraddhApUrvaka jyAre enA jApa ane dhyAnamAM lIna khane che tyAre e jApa ane dhyAnanA prabhAvathI aneka prakAranA saMkaTomAMthI te AtmA mukata bane che. tA pachI sAcA ne zudhdha bhAvathI karelI dhanI ArAdhanA ane prabhunuM smaraNu mAnavInA jIvanamAM sukha ane zAMtinuM sthApana zuM na karI zake ? jarUra kare. aMtaranA zudhdha bhAvathI bhagavAnane karelA namaskAra paNa jIvane saMsArasAgarathI tAre che. teA saMyama pAlana karavAthI, tapa karavAthI ne satata prabhunA nAmanA jApa karavAthI keTaleA badhA lAbha thAya che ! tenA lAbha te alaukika che. eka sanyAsI khAvA hatA. te ghaNAM vakhatathI saMsAra tyAgIne saMnyAsI banelA hatAM. te khIjA dharmanA sAdhu hatA paNa jaina sAdhunI mAka pAvihAra karatA hatA. ghara gharamAMthI gaucarI lAvIne khAtA hatA. eka vakhata teo vihAra karatAM karatAM narmadA nadInA kinAre AvelA gAmamAM AvyA. khUba thAkI gayA hatA. eTale nadI kinAre eka gRhasthanA maMgalA hatA. temAM utAre karyA. AkhA divasa bhajanamAM ne bhakatAne dharma samajAvavAmAM pasAra thaI gayA. rAta paDI eTale sau sUI gayA. temanA badhA ziSyA sUi gayA paNa meATA sAdhune UMgha AvatI nathI. eTale peAtAnA bichAnAmAMthI ubhA thayA. A khaMgalAnI pAchaLanA bhAgamAM mArI narmadA nadInA kinArAnI kharAbara sAme paDatI hatI. sAdhu te khArImAM jaIne beThA. narmadA nadInA nIra khaLakhaLa karatAM vahI rahyA hatA. cAre tarapha aMdhakAra chavAyelA hatA. kRSNe pakSanA cadra AchA ajavALA ApatA hatA. rAta paNa vadhatI jatI hatI ane vAtAvaraNu taddana zAMta hatuM. sAdhunA manamAM

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zAradA sAgara 746 paNa saritAnA nIranI jema vicAreAnA taragA AvatA ne zamI jatA hatA. A samaye saritAnA kinAre koi eka mANasa AvyA. sAdhunA manamAM thayuM ke A aDadhI zatre A nadI kinAre keNu mANusa AvyA haze ? pelA AvanAra mANase zuM karyuM...? teNe nadI kinAre AvI kapaDA utArIne sarva prathama snAna karyuM. ane eka nAnakaDI lUMgI paherI lIdhI. kapaDA eka paththara para mUkyA ane paga para sthira ubhe rahI hAtha joDIne AMkheA baMdha karI dhIme dhIme kaika elavA lAgyA. dhIme dhIme karatAM thoDI vAre tenA zabdonA raNakAra vadhavA lAgyA. AchA AchA ajavALAmAM mANusa dekhAtA hatA. khUkha zAMti hatI eTale tenA mukhamAMthI nIkaLatA zabdo paNa spaSTa samajAtA hatA. e mANasa AMkhA baMdha karIne ekAgra citte khelatA hatA ke " prabhu nAma sat che bIju badhu gapa che." dhIme dhIme enI ekAgratA vadhI gaI ke huM kayAM ubhe| chuM? mAruM ghara kayAM che? adhuM bhUlIne bhagavAnanA nAmamAM masta khanI gayA. asa, eka ja dhUna, eka ja raTaNa hatuM ke " prabhu nAma sat che khIju badhuM gapa che." madhue ! A vAta tamArA haiyAmAM bese che? (zreAtAmAMthI avAja:- hA ) jarA samajIne hA kahejo ne mAthuM dhuNAvo. tamane prabhunA nAmasmaraNa sivAya khIjuM badhu gapa lAgatu hAya tA AvI jAva amArA gharamAM. (husAhasa). je sat satkAra ane sAkSAtkAra kazave te che. bIju badhu gapa che. te vAta teA sAcI che. paNa haju tamArA haiyAmAM utaratI nathI. sat pelA khArImAM beThelA sanyAsInA manamAM thayuM ke A mANasa ekAgra citte mele che ke prabhu nAma sat che ne khIjuM badhuM gapa che teA lAva tenI parIkSA karI jouM. ke tenI ekAgratA sAcI che ke khATI ? eTale te sAdhue tenA upara eka kAMkarA phUMkayA. paNa te sheja paNa hAlyA nahi. tene khakhara paNa na hatI ke mArA upara kAMkarA paDayA. e teA bhagavAnanA nAmamAM eTalA masta khanI gayA hatA ke AkhuM jagata enI dhUnamAM DUbI gayuM hatuM. kharAkhara vIsa miniTa A rIte te dhUnamAM ekAgra citte masta rahyA. pachI tenA avAje dhImeA paDI gayA. kharAkhara aDadhA kalAka pUrA thatAM temanI dhUna baMdha paDI gaI. jANe koi dvivya jaLamAM snAna karIne bahAra nIkaLyeA hAya tema haLavA banI gayA hatA. kapaDAM paherIne prasanna vadane peAtAne ghera javA lAgyA. sanyAsI tarata nIce utarIne bahAra AvIne ubhA rahyA. AchA ajavALAmAM sAdhune ubhelA joIne pelA mANasa temane page lAgyA. tyAre sAdhue kahyuM ke bhAI! tame kANu che ? ane rAtrInA bAra vAge nadI kinAre AvIne A zuM kare che? tyAre pelA mANase kahyuM - mahArAja ! huM jAtinA kaNukhI chuM. bhagavAnanuM nAma levAmAM kadI samajatA na hatA. paNa eka divasa mArA bhAgyeDhI tamArA jevA sAdhune samAgama thaye ne temaNe mane dararAja A maMtranuM aDadhA kalAka smaraNu karavAnuM kahyuM che. mAre ghaNI jamIna che. patnI, chokarA mRtyu che. khetInA kAmamAM dvivase TAima maLatA nathI. khetaramAMthI zatre ghera

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747 zAradA sAgara AvIe, jamIe pachI bhagavAnanuM nAma levAya. paNa mAruM ghara nAnu che. eTale chokarA haiyAnA kakaLATa hAya. tethI mane kayAMya zAMti maLatI nathI. tethI huM dararAja A samaye A pavitra nadInA kinAre AvIne bhagavAnanuM nAma lauM chuM. aDadhA kalAka bhagavAnanuM nAma levAthI mane eTaleA AnaMda Ave che ke mAruM tana ane mana prasanna banI jAya che. mAro thAka utarI jAya che. atara pavitra bane che. mane je AnaMda ane mastI Ave che. tevA Anada AkhA divasa prabhu nAmanA jApa karanAra tamArA jevA sAdhujanAne paNanaha maLatA hAya. have sAdhu zu javAba Ape che tenI rAha joyA vinA pelA mANasa te cAlatA thai gayA. sAdhu peAtAnA bichAnAmAM jaine sUtA paNa UMgha AvatI nathI. te manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke ahA! eka saMsArI hAvA chatAM prabhunA nAmamAM tenI keTalI tanmayatA che! ATalI jaMjALa DAvA chatAM te kheDUta prabhunuM nAma bhUlatA nathI. enI pAse dhana che chatAM enu mana emAM nathI. jyAre mArI pAse dhana nathI chatAM mAruM mana dhanamAM che. AkhA divasa sauMsAranI vArtA karyAM karuM chuM. huM teA bAhya dRSTithI tyAgI banIne nIkaLI gayA chuM. kheDUtanI prabhu nAmanI laganI joi bAhya saMnyAsI sAcA sanyAsI banI gayA. khaMdhue saMnyAsIe saMsAranA tyAga karyA hatA paNa tenI ragamAMthI saMsArane rAga gayA na hatA. jyAre kheDUta saMsAramAM rahelA heAvA chatAM enu mana saMsAranA zagane badale tyAgamAM hatu, ekanuM jIvana azAMta hatuM, jayAre khIjAnuM jIvana zAMta hatuM. A dRSTAMtamAMthI ApaNe te eTaleA sAra grahaNa karavAnA che ke game teTaluM prabhu nAmanu smaraNu kare, navakAra maMtra gaNA tapa, japa Adi karA paNu jo temAM zraddhA ane sthiratA hAya te aMtaramAM prakAza pragaTe, ne AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya. bAkI upalaka bhAvathI dekhAva pUratuM bhagavAnanuM smaraNa karavAmAM Ave teA hAMsIne pAtra banAya. eka zeTha khUba dhanavAna hatA. te eTale besIne rAja mALA pheravatA. "rAma bhArgava pAra bhaye." A rIte khelIne mALAnA maNakA mUke. paNa dukAnamAM be jAtanA cApaDA ane trAjavA - kATalA paNa e jAtanA rAkhatA. khelavAnu N juduM' ne karavAnuM paNa juduM. gharAkane batAvavAnuM juduM ne ApavAnu paNa juduM. AveA tenA dhaMdhA hatA. enI dukAnanI sAme eka hajAma rahetA hatA. te A badhuM joyA karatA, ene thayuM ke A zeThanI AMkha te kheAlAvavI joie. eTale te peAtAnA eTale esIne kAma karavA lAgyA. zeTha navarA thaine mALA gaNavA beThAM ke-"rAma bhAva pAra bhare." A rIte khelavA la.gyA tyAre pelA hAma khelavA lAgyA ke mANekalAla zeTha! e lAkha, pannAlAla zeTha! pAMca lAkha, hIrAlAla zeTha! eka karADa, maNIlAla zeTha! pAMca karoDa. A rIte badhA dhanavAnAnA nAma khelavA lAgyA. zenA karatAM pazu Damala moTo avAja karIne khelavA

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748 zAradA sAgara lAgyo. tyAre zeThe hajAmane pUchyuM, tuM A zuM bele che? tyAre eNe kahyuM. zeTha! huM dhana meLavuM chuM. zeThe pUchyuM- kevI rIte? tyAre hajAme kahyuM - A badhA zeThIyAnA nAmanI sAthe temanI milkatane yAda karuM chuM. eTale temanuM dhana mArI pAse AvI jaze. tyAre zeThe hasIne kahyuM - are mUrkha ! ema te kaMI dhana maLatuM haze? tyAre hajAme paNa kahyuM ke zeTha! tame moTA avAje re ja "rAma bhArgava pAra bhaye bole che ethI kaMI ceDA pAra utaravAnA che? tame te gharAkane chetare che, anIti kare che. batAve che - juduM ne Ape che juduM. te pAra kayAMthI thaze? hajAmanA ATalA zabdothI zeThanI AMkha khulI gaI. baMdhuo ! tame paNa AvI mALA te nathI pheravatA ne? mALA te jaDa che. e jaDa mALA paNa tamane mUMge upadeza Ape che. mALA kahatI hai tujhake, kayA pherata hai mujhake, mana pherA le jagase, pAra utAruM tujhake - he mAnava ! tuM mane pherave che paNa tAruM mana jagatamAM phare che. te manane tuM tArAmAM paravI de to tAro beDo pAra thaze. bAkI game teTalI mALA pheravIza te paNa tAruM kalyANa thavAnuM nathI. paNa tArA jIvanamAM vicAra ane saAcaraNa sahita mALA gaNavAthI tAruM kalyANa thaze. * ApaNe AtmAnI vAta cAlatI hatI. AtmA karmane rtA ne bhoktA che. AtmA ghaNIvAra vinA kAraNe saMsAramAM karmo bAMdhe che. ghaNIvAra zAka mArakITamAM lIMbu maracAM ne kerI sArA Ave te eka bahena bIjI bahene kahI Ave ke Aje mArakITamAM athANAM mATe kerI, maracAM ne lIMbu AvyA che. jene levA hoya te jaldI jAva. pite pApa bAMdhyuM te ochuM hatuM ke bIjAne AmaMtraNa devA gaI. A pApanuM AmaMtraNa che. A mArI koI bahena ema kahevA kayAre gaI haze ke upAzrayamAM pU. mahAsatIjI AvyA che te gharakAma choDIne badhA jaldI upAzraye Avaje. (hasAhasa) mArI bahene! dalAlI kare te dharmanI karo. karmanI nA karaze. AvI pApanI dalAlI karI chava karma bAMdhe che. ne tenA phaLarUpe jIvane pitAne dukha bhegavavA paDe che. pApa karavAthI AtmA malIna bane che. jyAre zarIramAM kaI bimArI Ave tyAre pahelAM DokaTara pUche che ke tamAruM peTa sApha Ave che ne? saheja zaradI thAya, mAthuM dukhe te paNa pUche che ke peTa sApha Ave che ne? kAraNa ke badhI bimArInuM mULa kAraNe peTane bagADa che. piTa kyAre bagaDe te tame jANe che ne? peTamAM bAdI thAya tyAre peTa bagaDe che. je temAM dhyAna na apAya te moTI bimArI Ave che. ne herAna thaI javAya che. tema jJAnI bhagavaMte kahe che ke durbuddhithI jIva pApa karma kare che. bimArInuM kAraNa peTane bagADa che tema pApakarma karavAnuM

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zAradA sAgara 749 kAraNa duddhi che. pApanA azubha phaLa jIvane bhAgavavA paDe che. satbuddhi maLe tA kanu baMdhana ghaNuM ochuM thaI jAya. Aje mANaseA sadguddhi karatAM sa`pattine vadhu pasaMda kare che. tamArA upara kAi deva prasanna thAya ne tamane kahe ke tamAre sapatti joie ke sadguddhi joie? eTale, tame zuM mAMgaze ? meATA bhAganA saMpatti mAMgaze. paNa vicAra kare. sadguddhi haze tyAM saMpatti rahevAnI che. paNa saMpatti haze tyAM satbuddhi raheze ke nahi te nakakI nathI. mATe jo tame mAMgA te saddhi mAMgajo. sArI buddhi maLaze teA junA karmo khapaze te navA baMdhAtA aTakI jaze. satbuddhivALA AtmA mitra samAna che ne kane tADanAra che ane durbuddhivALA AtmA duzmana jevA che ne kanu baMdhana karAvanAra che. have AtmA potAnA zatru kevI rIte bane che ne AtmA pAte peAtAnA mitra kevI rIte ane che tenA vizeSa bhAva avasare. caritra:- pavanajInI mAtA ketumatIe putranA kahevAthI jANyuM ke satI aMjanA te sAva nirdoSa hatI. ne meM tene kalaMkita karIne kADhI mUkI che. aMjanAnI zeAdhamAM pavanakumAra paNa vimAnamAM besIne ravAnA thaI gayA. tethI ketumatIne khUkha pazcAtApa thayeA. peAte khUba raDavA lAgyA. peAtAnI bhUla peAtAne samajAI gaI. paNa have zuM thAya ? vahunA zabdo yAda AvyA. dAsa-dAsIe paNa kahevA lAgyA ke khA! have zuM raDA che ? pahelAM tame kAinI vAta na sAMbhaLI. rANI kahe che srInI buddhi paganI pAnIe hAya tema me paNa strI haTha karIne kAinI vAta mAnI nahi. rANI raDatA rahyA ne pavanajI aMjanAnI zodhamAM sasarAnA gAma upaDI gayA. pavanajIne mitra kahe che satI khUba pavitra hatI ne A zu banI gayuM? huM te! tane pahelethI kahetA hatA paNa e satIratnane koi pichANI zakayu nahi. pavanajI kahe ke meM kaTake jatI vakhate tene lAta na mArI hAta teA keAI jANuta nahi. paNa have zuM thAya? manavAkALa banI gayuM. satInuM zuM thayuM haze? tenI ciMtA khUba hatI chatAM manamAM eka zraddhA hatI ke ajanA jarUra tenA piyaramAM haze. kAraNa ke sAsarIyA tenA upara rUThayA ne tenA mAthe kalaMka caDhAvyuM paNa tenA mAtA-pitA teA tenA upara thADA rUThe! eTale te piyaramAM haze. pavanajI temanA sasarAnA gAmanI najIka pahoMcI gayA. temane paNa vicAra thAya che ke meM mahAna baLavAna varUNlR rAjA upara vijaya meLavyeA. khara-dUSaNane cheDAvyA ne satra jayajayakAra lAgye paNa sAsare jaIza tyAre badhA zuM kaheze? sAsu-sasarA kaheze ke tamArA mAtAjIe mArI dIkarInA mAthe Avu kalaka caDhAvyuM? te huM zuM mADhuM batAvIza ? sasarAnuM gAma najIka AvI gayuM. sasarAne kAie khabara ApI ke pavanajI Ave che. A samAcAra sAMbhaLatAM mahendra zajAnA paga DhIlA thaI gayA. jamAI sAsare kayAre Ave? peAtAnI dIkarI pratye prema hAya teA ja Ave ne! dIkarI teA che nahiM zuM karIzuM?

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750 zAradA sAgara jamAInuM sAsare keTaluM mAne heya che. paNa atyAre tevuM nathI. kAraNa ke chAzavAre ne chAzavAre sAsare jatA hoya tenuM mAna na rahe. sAsarIyA samajI jAya ke e te reja Ave che. emane zuM sAcavavA? je paradeza rahetAM hoya ne be pAMca varSe Ave te te jamAI hIrA jevA. cAra cha mahine Ave te metI jevA ne roja Ave te keDI jevA hoya che. tenuM koDI jeTaluM mAna paNa sAsare hetuM nathI. pavanacha khUba parAkramI hatA. sAmethI chAnAmAnA sAsare javuM te emanA mATe yogya na hatuM. pavanane mitra ane pradhAna paNa sAthe hatA. temaNe kahyuM ke ApaNe mahendra rAjAne samAcAra Apo. mitranA vacana suNa karI, pavanacha cAlyA che mATe maMDANa te, mitra pradhAna sAthe lIdhA, nagarane goMdare karyuM che melANa te, pavanajIe dUta ja mokale, AgaLathI jaI kaheje juhAra te, pavana ANe re AvIyA, mahendra rAjA suNuM kare vicAra te satI re pavananA dUte AvIne mahendra rAjAne samAcAra ApyA ke pavanajI Ave che. ne pavanajIe mahendrapurInI bahAra AvIne paDAva nAMkhe che. A parAkramI jamAI pahelavahelo sAsare AvatuM hoya te kayA sAsu-sasarAne AnaMda na hoya! Aje aMjanA hota ne pavanajI AvyA hatA te sADA traNa keDa remarAya khIlI uThata. tene badale mahendra rAjAne dUte samAcAra ApyA ke pavana aMjanAne teDavA mATe AvyA che. A sAMbhaLIne aMjanAnA pitAnA peTamAM phALa paDI ke have jamAIne zuM javAba ApIzuM. - mahendrarAjAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA ke aho! huM A mATe nyAyI vidyAdhara rAjA ane meM A zuM karyuM? are! meM eka pitA tarIkenI pharaja adA na karI? AMgaNe AvelI dukhIyArI dIkarIne eTaluM paNa na pUchayuM ke beTA ! tArI A dazA kema thaI? eTaluM pUchayuM te nahi paNa ene eka TIpuM pANI paNa na ApyuM. meM to bApa thaIne kasAInuM kAma karyuM. arere.... mArA ATalA badhA pradhAnemAMthI koI paNa DAhyo na nIkaLe? meM te kedhamAM AvIne teno bahiSkAra karyo, sa hAjI mAM hAjI karanAra nIkaLyA paNa mane keIe sAcI salAha na ApI. garbhavaMtI dIkarIne duHkha ApIne meM kevA gADha karma bAMdhyA? huM te narakamAM jaIza. mArA je pApI duniyAmAM koI nathI. A rIte mahendrarAjA pitAnI bhUlane pazcAtApa karavA lAgyA. rANIne paNa khabara paDI ke pavanacha Ave che. pavana ANe re AvIyA, sAMbhaLI mAtAne ura paDI phALa te, peTa phUTe re deya hAtha zuM, udare odhAna tuM kihAM gaI bAbate, ubhA thakA zira AphaLe, jANe balabharyA lAge che bANu te, mAtA re manamAMhe ciMtave, kema mukhaDuM dekhADu jamAIne jANa te satIre

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zAradA sAgara 751 pavana aMjanAne teDavA AvyA che. tevA samAcAra rANuM mane vegAnA mahelamAM pahoMcI gayA. A samAcAra sAMbhaLatAM rANInuM haiyuM thaDakavA lAgyuM. arere. mArI vahAlI dIkarI! tuM kyAM gaI? garbhavatI tuM mArA mahele AvI ane meM tArA sAmuM paNa na joyuM! dIkarInA dukhano visAmo mAtA che. sAsarethI dIkarI akaLAI mUMjhAI AvI hoya te mA pAse varALa kADhe ne mA akaLAI hoya te dIkarInA moDhe varALa kADhe. paNa meM te dIkarIne daravAjethI ja vidAya karI. are! pANI vagara taraphaDatI hatI. kaMTha sUkAI jatA hatA. pANI pANI karatI hatI. chatAM meM dayA na karI ane bIjAne paNa pANI pIvaDAvavA dIdhuM nahi. are re, huM kevI ghera pApiNI ! huM kayA bhave pApamAMthI chUTIza? are! mArI dAsIo ! me te dIkarIne mahelanA daravAje ubhA rahevAnI nA pADI ane tame bhegI thaIne tene lAta mArI. paNa dayA na karI. mArI dIkarInuM zuM thayuM haze ? e kayAM gaI haze ? ema bolatI bebhAna thaIne paDI gaI. dAsIoe upacAra karyA bAda bhAnamAM AvatA be hAthe peTa ane chAtI kUTavA lAgI. ane manamAM vicAra kare che ke jamAIne zuM moDhuM batAvuM? jamAI AvatAM harSa thavAne badale zakaya vAtAvaraNa thaI gayuM che. potAnI karelI bhUlanA kAraNe pavanajInA sAmA javAnI keInI hiMmata cAlatI nathI. sAsu-sasarA kALa kapAta kare che. have pavanajIne sAmaiyuM karIne gAmamAM kevI rIte lAvaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 86 A vada 6ne zanIvAra tA. 25-10-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! zAsanapati carama tIrthakara mahAvIra bhagavaMtanA mukhamAMthI jharelI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta bhagavaMtanI vANI atyaMta nipuNa ane pramANika che. jinezvara devanuM vacana evuM abhUta ne pramANika che ke jenA dvArA ApaNe jaDa ane cetana padArthone vAstavika rUpe jANI zakIe chIe. dharma-adharma, puNya-pApa, Azrava-saMvara, nirjara, baMdha ane mokSa vigere tanuM pratipAdana karanAra hoya te jinavacana che. A jagatanA chane jina vacanane AdhAra na heta te manuSyane game tevI AtmakalyANanI bhAvanA hovA chatAM te pitAnuM kalyANa karI zakata nahi ghera mohAMdhakArathI bharelA saMsAramAM vItarAga prabhunI vANu sahastra razminuM kAma kare che. bhavavanamAM bhUlA paDelA jene mATe bhomiyA samAna che. bhavasamudramAM jholA khAtA mAnavI mATe jahAja samAna che. meharUpI tAlakUTa viSa utAravA mATe parama maMtra samAna che. azaraNu ane nirAdhAra che mATe apUrva zaraNabhUta che. Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhi rUpa trividha tApathI saMtapta che mATe visAmAna ghaTAdAra

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kAra vaDale che. viSaya- tRSNAthI pIDita jIvA mATe gaMgAnIra samAna che. khaMdhue ! AvI pavitra vANInI prarUpaNA karanAra bhagavata-niyamA mAkSe javAnA hatA chatAM temaNe karmanI jaMjIrAthI chUTavA mATe prakhaLa purUSArtha karyAM ane jaldI karmanI kedamAMthI mukata kema manu tene temanA dilamAM ajaMpA hatA. zAradA sAgara jenA rAme rAme anukaMpA, AtmadhAra mATe ajapA evA vIranA caraNe prabhu tArA zaraNe prabhu pyArA....gAM nitya huM guNu re tamArA jeNe mamatA mArI vaLI samatA dhArI prabhu mArA....gAM nitya huM guNu re tamArA jemanA ataramAM dareka jIvA mATe karUNA hatI ke sasAramAM badhA jIvA karmanI kedamAM pUrAIne duHkha bhegavI rahyA che te duHkhanA kema jaldI aMta Ave, sva kalyANa sAthe paranu kalyANu karAvavAnI keTalI vizALa bhAvanA hatI! prabhune jaldI karmathI kema mukata thAuM te mATe emane ajape hatA. tamane apeA tA thAya che. paNa zenA? saMsAranA sukha meLavavA mATenA paNa AtmA mATenA nathI. khadhu! vicAra karajo. saMsAramAM sukha kayAM che? jo saMsAramAM sukha hAta te| mahAnapurUSA saMsArane choData nahi. sukha prApta karavA mATe STi badalavAnI jarUra che. jyAre tamane saMsAranA rAga chUTaze, daSTi DhalAze, prakRti ane pravRttinuM parivartana thaze tyAre duHkhamAM paNa sukha dekhAze. mahAvIra prabhu dIkSA laIne karma khapAvavA mATe anArya dezamAM vicaryA. tyAM ajJAnI nA leAkAe mAra mAryA. cAra kahyA. chatAM paNa dilamAM eka ja bhAva ke mArA pUrva karmanA udaya che. me pUrve emane evA kaTA ApyA haze, apamAna karyA haze eTale e bicArA mane kare che. temAM mAre zA mATe kheDha karavA joie ? gajasukumAra muninA mAthe seAmile dhagadhagatA aMgArA mUkyA, metAraja muninA zarIre vAdharI vIMTI ane naseA taDataDa tUTI. khaMdhaka muninA zarIranI cAmaDI utAravAmAM AvI. khadhaka muninA 500 ziSyAne ghANImAM pIlyA. te vakhate temaNe kevI draSTi keLavI hatI? huM AtmA! tane kaMI nathI thatu. tArA dehane thAya che. dehane duHkha paDatAM tArA kAM khare che ne tu' teA haLavA banI rahyo chuM. A duniyAmAM tane keAI sukha ke duHkha denAra nathI. sukha ane duHkha denAra tArA peAtAnA karmo che. mahAna AtmAthI AtmAe Ave vicAra kare. huM Apane paNa kahuM chuM ke bhAi! sukha-duHkhanA prasaMgamAM AtmAnA vicAra karavA. sukha-duHkha peAtAnA zubhAzubha karmothI maLe che. puNyanA cAge saMpatti vadhI jAya ane ga Ave tyAre nirAzritA tarapha najara kare. jee gaI kAla sudhI meTareAmAM mhAlatA hatA ane Aje pApanA udaya thatAM ekeka paisA mATe khIjA tarapha najara kare che. amIrI eka rAtamAM garImImAM palaTAI jAya che. saMpatti sivAya mAnavI pAse zaktinuM khaLa paNa che. sattAnu maLa paNa che.

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zAradA sAgara 753 kayAreka tene sattAne garva paNa AvI jAya che. jyAre sattAne garva Ave tyAre nepoliyana, hiTalara ke musolinI tarapha najara kare. temanA sattAzALI jIvana juo. teo eka divasa duniyAbharanA sAmrAjyane meLavavAnAM svapna sevatAM hatAM. samrATa nepoliyana te chAtI ThokIne kaheto ke mArI DikazanerImAM "asaMbhavita" je kaI zabda nathI. AvA AtmavizvAsa sAthe je dizAmAM te paga upADate te dizAnI pRthvI dhrujI uThatI. janatAnA prANa kaMpI uThatA. te abhimAnathI kaheto ke AkhI duniyAne eka divasa nepoliyananI sAme namavuM paDaze. paNa tenuM smita evuM badalAyuM ke tene maratAM kaphana paNa na maLyuM. pRthvInA prANane kaMpAvanAra dhe eka nAnA sarakhA TApu upara kedInI hAlatamAM maryo. hajAre vIronAM lehI vahAvI meLavele vijaya tenI najara sAme parAjayamAM palaTAI gaye. madAMdha musalinI upara rAkSasI vRtti evI jora karatI hatI ane pitAnI vAyusenA upara tene eTale garva hatuM ke te abhimAnapUrvaka kahe ke yudhdha te vizvanI anivArya AvazyakatA che. nAnakaDA ebisiniyA gAmane teNe keTalA jaMgalIpaNAthI kacaDI nAMkhyuM che. nAnA sarakhA dezanA Adhunika zastrasajAvaTathI rahita nAgariko upara jherI gesa che . paNa yudhane anivArya kahenAra musolinInuM gannata mastaka yudhe nIcuM namAvyuM. lazkaranI chAvaNImAM tenI jIvanalIlA samApta thaI gaI. ane hiTalarI tenuM nAma AtaMkanuM pratika banI gayuM hatuM. vizvavijyanI dhUnamAM teNe mAnavane gulAma banAvavAne AtaMka phelAvyuM hatuM. te eka hAthamAM hAthakaDI ane bIjA hAthamAM baeNba laIne duniyAne paDakArI rahyo hato. kAM te Apa cupacApa hAthakaDI paherI le kAM te tamArA upara baMba paDe, tamArA mahele upara baMba paDe ne tamArA aramAne dhUmADe thaI uDI jAya. AvuM bolanArane paNa eka divasa e Avyo ke pitAnA aramAnenI rAkha thaI gaI. mAtra tenA aramAne nahi paNa tene priya deza jarmanI paNa khaMDiyeramAM pheravAI gaye. vIjaLInA jhabakArA jevo te jagatanI raMgabhUmi upara AvyA ane te rIte nAza pAme. ane tenA zabane patte paNa na lAge. je sattA TakavAnI nathI te evI sattAno mada zI rIte Takaze? ApanI najara sAme jotajotAmAM bhAratanA sAtaso rAjAnA rajavADAonI sattA chinavAI gaI. sadIothI cAlI AvelI purANI rAjAzAhI paraMparAne khatama thatAM be mahinA paNa na lAgyA. - badhuo ! A uparathI ApaNe ema samajavAnuM che ke jyAre paNa abhimAna karavA jevuM nathI. ghaNAMne saMdaryanuM abhimAna hoya che. paNa ene khabara nathI ke vyAdhinI upAdhI tenI pAchaLa paDelI che. jyAre haspitAlamAM najara karIe chIe tyAre

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754 zAradA sAgara khyAla Ave che ke gaI kAlanI sukumAra kAyA Aje kevI rogathI gherAI gaI che. yAda rAkhaje. kadAca vyAdhithI mAnavI bacI zakaze paNa saMdaryanA duzamana jevI vRddhAvasthA Avaze tyAre te saMdaryane nAza thavAne che. A rIte keIne baLanuM abhimAna heya to teNe paNa vicAra karavAnI jarUra che ke je cakravartio eka bANa vaDe eka lAkha ddhAone mArI zakatA hatA teo paNa kALa rAjA AgaLa sadAne mATe sUI gayA. lokhaMDanI beDIone kAcA sUtaranA tAMtaNAnI mAphaka teDI nAMkhavAnI zakita dharAvanAra bahAdura paNa kALanA mukhamAM jhaDapAI gayA. tyAM temanuM baLa kAma karI zakayuM nahi. mATe jJAnIo kahe che ke badhuM abhimAna choDIne tuM tArA jIvanamAM evuM kArya karI jA ke tArA bhavanA pherA TaLI jAya kAraNa ke A mAnava janma pharI pharIne maLavAnuM nathI. A mAnava janma eka leTarI samAna che. tenA dvArA avazya mahAna puNyane saMcaya karI zakAya che. te eTale sudhI ke tIrthakara nAma karma bAMdhIne pachI mukitane prApta karI zake che. paraMtu pUrva bhavamAM je pApa karmo karyA hoya te cAhe cheDA hoya ke vadhu hoya paraMtu te badhA karmonA phaLa tene avazya bhogavavA paDe che. eka paNa karma bAkI rahetuM nathI. mahAbhAratamAM paNa kahyuM che ke yathA dhenu sahastreSu vatso vindati mAtaram / evaM pUrvakRtaM karma, kartAramanugacchati // jevI rIte vAcharaDuM hajAra gAyonI vacamAM paNa potAnI mAne zodhI le che te rIte pahelAnA karelA karmo paNa kartAne oLakhIne tenI pAchaLa jAya che. bhagavAna mahAvIra tIrthakara hatA paraMtu temane paNa pitAnA pUrve karelA karmonA kAraNe kAnamAM khIlA ThekANa. mATe jJAnIo kahe che ke karmabaMdhana karatAM pAchA vaLo. jyAre AtmA vibhAva dazAmAM joDAya che tyAre karmabaMdhana kare che. paNa svabhAva. dazAmAM Ave che tyAre karmabaMdhanane teDe che. AtmA caMdananI samAna sugaMdhavALo che paNa durasaMgane lIdhe emAM azAMti rUpa durgadha pedA thavA pAmI che. te duHsaMga karyo? A praznanA javAbamAM jena siddhAMta kahe che ke durasaMga karma janita pApa che. vedAMtIo ene "mAyA" kahe che ane sAMkhya loko ene "prakRti' kahe che. A pramANe bhinna bhinna dArzanikee durasaMga viSe bhinna bhinna kalpanAo karI che. paNa e badhAne sAra eTalo che ke AtmA pote sugaMdhamaya che. paNa durasaMgane lIdhe temAMthI durgadha Ave che. arthAt AtmAmAM te zAMti che. paNa kamasaMgane lIdhe zAMta AtmA paNa azAMta banI gayo che. ane duHkha anubhavI rahyo che. karmasaMgane lIdhe AtmAne azAMti bhogavavI paDe che. eka karoDapati zeThane eka putra ha. zeThe maratAM pahelA putrane evI zikSA ApI

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zAradA sAgara 7papa ke he putra! tuM munIma jevA sArA mANasanI saMgati karaje ne emanuM kahyuM mAnaje, paNa kharAba lekanI saMgatimAM paDIza nahi. A prakAranI zikhAmaNa ApI zeTha mRtyu pAmyA. putra yuvAna hatuM eTale yuvAnInA nazAmAM zeThanI zikSA bhUlI gayo. mAnavI yuvAnInA nazAmAM paDI jaI mojamajhA mANe che ane hitasvIoe ApelI hitazikhAmaNa paNa bhUlI jAya che. A putra paNa pitAnI hitazikhAmaNa bhUlI gaye. ane satsaMgati chaDI kharAba saMgatimAM paDI gaye. tene munimane sAre saMga have khaTakavA lAge. eTaluM nahi paNa jyAre munima vagere kusaMga choDI devAnI hitazikSA Ape tyAre te ema vicAro ke A badhA leke mArI majamajhAmAM vizna ubhA karavA Icche che. jyAre manuSya viSayanI lAlasAmAM paDI pitAnI hita zikSAnI avahelanA kare che tyAre munima AdinI zikhAmaNanI tene zI paravA hoya! viSayI purUSane te je viSayabhoganI vAta kahe te priya lAge che. ane je tene virodha kare te apriya lAge che. zeThano putra viSayavAsanAmAM paDI jaI dhanane uDADavA lAgyA. thoDA divasomAM te tenuM badhuM dhana sApha thaI gayuM. ane pariNAme makAna vagere sthAvara milkata paNa gIrave mUkavA paDayA. zeThanA putranI dazA bhikhArI jevI thaI gaI. tyAre tenA mAjazekhanA sAthIo paNa tene choDIne cAlyA gayA. jyAre zeThanA putrane khAvAnA paNa sAMsA paDavA lAgyA tyAre tene bhikSA mAgIne peTa bharavAno samaya Avye. bIjAnuM karaja cUkAvavAmAM kadAca moDuM thAya te cAlI zake paNa peTanuM karaja te cUkavavuM paDe che. have bhIkha mAMgIne peTa bharavA sivAya bIjo rasto na hate. te bhikhArI banIne gAmamAM bhaTakavA lAge. keI vAra tene pakavAna jevuM sAruM khAvAnuM maLatuM te kaI vAra raTavAnA TukaDAnA paNa sAMsA paDe sAruM khAvAnuM maLe tyAre te prasanna thate ane jayAre lukha sUko roTalAne TukaDe maLatuM tyAre duHkhI thatuM. A pramANe zeThanA putranA divase pasAra thavA lAgyA. eka divasa te bhIkha mAMgate mAMgate munImane ghera AvI pahoMce. te munImane te na oLakhI zakyo. paNa munIma tene oLakhI gayA ke A mArA zeThane putra che ane mAre mAlika che. munIme tene upara belA. pahelAM te te munImanI pAse jatAM gabharAye paNa jyAre munIme tene AzvAsana ApyuM tyAre te tenI pAse gaye, munIme tene pUchyuM ke tuM mane oLakhe che? tyAre zeThanA putre kahyuM ke tame te meTA mANasa cho eTale tamane kaeNNa na oLakhe? munIe kahyuM- tuM te mane bhUlI gaye che paNa huM tane bhUlyuM nathI. tAro munIma chuM. meM tane kharAba mANasanA saMgathI dUra rahevA khUba kahyuM hatuM paNa teM mAruM mAnyuM nahi. eTale huM tArA gharane cheDIne cAlyo Avyo chuM. chatAM paNa pUrvanA saMbadhane kAraNe tuM mAre mAlika che ne huM tAre munIma chuM.

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da zAradA sAgara munImane oLakhyA pachI zeThaneA putra potAnA duSkRtya mATe raDavA lAgyA. sakA zA mATe AvatAM haze ema kahIne leAkeA ghaNIvAra nisAsA nAMkhe che. paraMtu saMkaTa AvavA te paNa ghaNIvAra lAbhadAyaka bane che. jyAre zeThanA putra yuvAnInA nazAmAM masta hatA tyAre munImanI hitazikhAmaNa mAnI nahi, paNa jyAre mAthe duHkha AvyuM tyAre te munImanI vAta sAMbhaLavA utsAhI banyA. zeThanA putra raDatA raDatA munImane kahevA lAgyA ke meM Apanu kahevu mAnyuM nahi eTale mArI A avadazA thai che. mArI pAse je kaIM hatu te khadhu meM gumAvI nAMkhyu che. ane atyAre bhikhArInI avasthAmAM bhIkha mATe ghera ghera bhaTakuM chuM. munIme tene AzvAsana ApIne !hyuM ke tuM gabharAiza nahi. tArI bahAranI badhI vastuo cAlI gai che paNa hajI tArA gharamAM dATelu zu khAkI che te tuM jANata nathI. e mane khabara che. paNa tuM mArA kahyA pramANe rahIza ne ? zeThanA putre kahyu ke ATalI kharAba sthitie pahoMcyA pachI paNa jo ApanI hitazikhAmaNu na mAnuM te mArA jevA hatabhAgI khIjo kANu hAya? huM ApanA kahevA pramANe jarUra cAlIza ane Apa je kaheze| te pramANe vartIza. munIma kahe jo tu mArA kahevA pramANe cAlIza tA te Aje pazu zrImata che. munIme zeThanA putrane thADA krika peAtAne ghera rAkhyuM. jayAre munImane pAkA vizvAsa beThA ke have A putra mArUM kahevuM mAnaze ane kusaMga nahi kare tyAre teNe peAtAnI muDIthI zeThanu ghara gIravImAMthI choDAvyuM. ane te gharamAM TAyelA ratnA kADhI zeThanA putrane ApyA. ane tene pitAnI je pUrvI sthiti hatI eTale ke zrImata hatA te sthitie pahAMcADayA. A pramANe munIme zeThanA putrane sArA mArge caDhAvyeA te te munImanA upakAra mAne ke nahi? jarUra mAne. A te dRSTAMta che. A dRSTAMtanI pAchaLa raheleA hetu tapAse ane A dRSTAMtane tamArA jIvanamAM utAre. je pramANe te chokarI eka karoDapatinA putra hatA te pramANe ApaNe paNa bhagavAnanA putrA chIe. paraMtu jema te kharAba mANaseAnI saMgatimAM paDI jai Akhare duHkhI banyA tema ApaNe paNa karmanI saMgatimAM paDI jai duHkha anubhavI rahyA chIe. bhagavAnanA putrAe kharAba saMgatimAM na paDavuM joie. paNa bhagavAnanI zikSAnusAra zAzvata sukhane prApta karavAnA prayatnamAM saMlagna rahevu joie. ane sAcA sadgurU rUpI munImanu kahevu mAnavu joie. paraMtu A AtmA kAma, Dhedha, leAbha, rAga-dveSa Adi duSTanI sagatimAM paDI jaI sAcA sadgurU rUpI munImanuM kahevu' mAnatA nathI. jema zeThanA putre munImanI hizakhAmaNu mAnI nahi eTale munIma tenA gharamAMthI nIkaLI gayA. paNa khaLajabarI jarA paNa karI na zakayA. tema gurU paNa keAInA upara baLajabarI karatA nathI. jyAre temanu kahevuM keAI mAnatA

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zAradA sAgara nathI tyAre te tyAMthI cAlyA jAya che. munImanI hitazikSA na mAnavAthI jema zeThanA putra du:khI thai gayA ane tene bhikhArI thaIne bhaTakavAnA samaya Avye tema gurUnI hita zikhAmaNa na mAnavAthI A AtmA paNa duHkhI thai gayA che ane bhikhArInI mAphaka caturgatimAM bhaTakI rahyA che. jema bhikhArI sArU khAvAnuM maLavAthI prasanna thAya che ane lUkhuMsUku maLavAthI duHkhI thAya che. tema saMsAranA kIcaDamAM khU Mcele AtmA paNu Indriya bheganA paDhAthe maLavAthI prasanna thAya che ane jyAre evA bhAganA paDhAi maLatA nathI tyAre duHkhI thAya che. 757 A pramANe sAcA sadgurUnI zikhAmaNa na mAnavAthI ane duSTa kAmavRttinI saMgatimAM paDavAthI A AtmAmAM AvuM bhikhArIpaNuM AvI rahyuM che. leAke phAnogrApha, reDiyA, TelIvIjhana athavA naTa - naTI AdinA gIte sAMbhaLavA icche che paNa A temanuM bhikhArIpaNuM che ke nahi? e bhikhArIpaNu nathI te ema vicAro ke tame je kAnAdvArA gIta sAMbhaLavA cAhe che te kAnA upara paNa tame tamAru adhipatya rAkhI zake che? kAi baherA mANasane tame gIta sAMbhaLavAnuM kahe te te zuM kaheze ? te ema kaheze ke mAre kAna ja nathI te sAMbhaLavuM zuM? ema kahIne te raDavA lAgaze. arthAt kAna upara paNa tamAru adhipatya nathI. eTalA mATe je kAnane paNa kAna che te AtmAne oLakho. leAkeA kAnanA paNa kAna evA AtmAne eLakhatA nathI. ane indrionA viSayAnA bhikhArI-dAsa banI rahyA che. indrio upara paNa AtmAnuM adhipatya rahyu nathI. are! phAgrA, TI.. vI. reDiyA Adi padArtho upara paNa Adhipatya rahyuM nathI. TelivIjhana ADhi paNa sadA Takatu nathI. te paNa tUTI jAya che ane tyAre jIvane duHkha thAya che. A bhikhArIpaNuM nathI teA khIju zuM che? jo tame AvA bhikhArIpaNAne che|DI svataMtratA prApta karavA icchatA ha| te sadgurU kahe te pramANe AtmAne AtmasudhAranA zubha kAmamAM parAvA sadgurUnA sacanene mAnI jyAre AtmA karmarUpI duHsaMga choDI de che tyAre te sidhdha banI jAya che. A rIte anAthI munine bheTo thatAM zreNIka rAjAnA AtmA paNa kusaMga rUpI mithyAtvane cheDIne samyaktva pAme che. te pratApa hAya te saddagurUnA cega. mATe jIvanamAM jeTaluM bane teTale sAcA sadgurUne samAgama karo. tenA dvArA AtmAne viveka prApta thaze. have zAstrakAra zuM kahe cheH appA kattA vikattA ya, duhANa ya suhANa ya / appA mittamamittaM ca, duppaTThiya suppaTTao // utta. sU. a. 20, gAthA 37 ApaNA peAtAnA AtmA karmanA kartA che ne karmanA leAkatA che. jevA jevA

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758 zAradA sAgara karmo jIve khAMdhyA che te hasatAM ke raDatA peAtAne bhAgavavAnA che. bahAranI koI paNa vyakti jIvane sukha ke duHkha ApI zakatI nathI. mAtA-pitA potAnI dIkarIne sAruM ghara zeAdhIne paraNAve che. paNa jo tenA azubha karmanA udaya hoya te tene duHkha paDe che. ane puNyanA udaya hAya te| duHkha sukhamAM palaTAI jAya che. ke surasuMdarIe tenA pitAjIne kahyuM ke huM pitAjI! tame badhAne sukhI ke duHkhI karI zake che. paNa mayaNAsuMdarI samakita pAmelI hatI. teNe tenA pitAjIne kahI dIdhu ke pitAjI ! duniyAmAM kAi kAIne sukhI ke du:khI karanAra nathI. sukhI ke du:khI karanAra pAtAnA karmo che. surasuMdarInA javAbathI tenA pitA khuza thayA. ne tene rAjakumAra sAthe paraNAvIne khUba kariyAvara karyAM. ane mayaNAsuMdarIe peAtAne (rAjAne) gamatA javAba na ApyA eTale gusse thaIne kADhIyA sAthe paraNAvI. paraMtu surasuMdarInA azubha karmanA uddaya thatAM du:khI khanI gai ne mayaNAsuMdarIne puNyanA udaya thatAM duHkhImAMthI mahA sukhI banI gai. A uparathI spaSTa samajI zakAya tema che ke sukha-duHkhanA karanAra peAtAnA AtmA che. kaDhiya samaye svadoSa jovA ne paradoSa jovA nahi e samakitInu lakSaNa che. dareka jIvAtmA AvI STi keLave te tenA jIvanamAM du:kha Ave nahi. ApaNA AtmA karmanA kartA ane bheAkatA che ne kane tADanArA paNa che. eTale sukha duHkhaneA kartA ane bheAkattA ApaNA AtmA che. svabhAvamAM ramaNatA karatA evA AtmA peAtAne mitra che ne vibhAvamAM ramaNatA karanArA AtmA potAnA zatru che. haju anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne zu vAta samajAvaze te vAta avasara. caritra: pavanajI aMjanAnI zeAdhamAM pavanajI ANe Ave che tevA samAcAra maLatAM aMjanAnA mAtA pitAne khUba duHkha thayuM. jamAine zuM javAba ApIzuM? te vicAre temanA meDhA paDI gayA. khUba raDavA lAgyA. tyAre DAhyA pradhAna kahe che mahArAjA | tamane meM ghaNAM samajAvyA hatA paNa tame amArI vAtane sAMbhaLI nahi. je thayu te thayuM have Ama raDavAthI kai cAlaze nahi tame pavanajIne sAmaiyuM karIne teDI lAve. pachI je thavu haze te thaze. eTale rAjA pavanajInuM sAmaiyu karavA taiyAra thayA. senA malI karI saMcaryA, sasarA jamAinI sAme jAya te, ati duHkha rAyane sAMbhare, manamAMhe putrInA ati ghaNA dAha tA, purAhita pavanajI AvIyA, kALu mukha karI malIyA nareza tA, pavanacha iMhAM re padhArIyA, mahendra he huM kevA uttara deza te-satI pavanajInA sasarA svAgata karavA mATe sAmA AvyA. ghaNuM mANasa sAthe che. khUba dhAmadhUmathI svAgata kare che. paNu sasarAjInA mukha upara bilakula ha nathI. A joi

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759 zAradA sAgara catura pavanajInA manamAM thayuM ke sasarAjInu mukha mane joine hasatu' nathI. emanA mukha upara ciMtAnI rekhA dekhAya che. mArA sALA paNa sAmA AvyA nathI. zuM kAraNa haze? te zuM aMjanA ke tenA khALakane kaI thayuM haze ? tema pavanajI aneka vicAra karI rahyA che. khIjI bAju sasarAjI vicAra kare che ke pavanajI mahelamAM AvIne aMjanAnA khabara pUchaze te| huM zuM javA" ApIza? A rIte ane alaga alaga vicAra karI rahyA che ne bhavya svAgata thai rahyu che. AkhA zaheranI janatA aneka vicAra karI rahI che. khIjIbAju dhAmadhUmathI AkhA gAmamAM pheravIne pavanajIne mahelamAM laI AvyA. pavanajI mahelamAM padhAryA :- pavanajIe mahelamAM AvI saune vaMdana karyAM. arasaparasa maLyA. tyAra bAda temanA zarIre sugaMdhIdAra tela cALIne temane snAna karAvyuM. pavanajI ahIM AvyA che. badhA khammA khammA kare che, paNa patranajInu citta ajanAmAM che. badhA che paNa ajanA kema dekhAtI nathI ? vaLI manamAM vicAra thayA ke ajanA te bahu zaramALa eTale badhA vaDIle| hAya tyAM thADI Ave ! pachI maLaze. ema vicAra karatAM snAna karyuM. sArA vastra paherIne taiyAra thayA bAda jamavAnA samaya thatAM jamavA mATe besADayA. seAnAnA thALamAM badhI jAtajAtanI vAnagIo pIrasAi gai. paNa pavanajI jamatA nathI. bhANAmAM hAtha nAMkhatA nathI. tyAre temanA sALAo kahe che pratApI pavanakumAra! jamavAnI zarUAta kare. paNa jamatA nathI. cAre khAju dRSTi karIne ajanAnI rAha juve che. paNa te kyAMya dekhAtI nathI. ajanA vagara cena paDatu nathI. paNa pavanajI khUma zaramALa hatA. lajajAvALA hatA. tethI lajajAnA kAraNe khelatA nathI ne meDhAmAM keLiyA mUkatA nathI. temaja ajanAnuM mukha joyA vinA khAvu nathI. paNa kahevAya kevI rIte? kAraNake aMjanAnA bhAIe paNa badhA mATA che. emane kahetAM zarama Ave che. pavanajI tenA mitrane kahe che ajanA satIe dIkarIne janma ApyA lAge che. jo kuMvara janmyA hAta tA badhA vadhAmaNI Apata. khIju vasaMtamAlA te| kayAMya chupI rahe tevI nathI. e paNu kANu jANe kayAM saMtAi gai che ke dekhAtI nathI ? zu thayuM haze ? sAsue kalaka caDhAvyuM tethI ApaghAta te nahi karyA hAya ne ! A rIte ane mitrA vAta kare che. tyAre ajanAnA bhAIonA manamAM thayuM ke hamaNAM pavanajI pUchaze ke tamArI bahena kayAM gaI? te zuM javAba ApIzu? pavanajI jamatA nathI. have zu karavu ? Ave vicAra karatAM badhA AghApAchA thai gayA. pavanajI ane temanA mitra ane vicAra kare che mAnA ke na mAnA. kaMika DhALamAM kALuM che. nahitara badhA zA mATe jatA rahe ? eTalAmAM pavanajInA sALAnI nAnakaDI emI ramatI ramatI tyAM AvI. pavanajI bhANuthI ubhA thaI

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760 zAradA sAgara gayA ne bebIne khoLAmAM besADIne pUchyuM ke bebI! tArA phaIbA zuM kare che? majhAmAM to che ne? jA tArA phaIbAne kahI Ava ke mArA puvA yudhethI AvI gayA che. ne kaheje ke puvA ekalA che te tamane maLavA mATe talase che. tame zarama choDIne puvA pAse Ave. jA jaldI kahI Ava A zabda sAMbhaLIne bebI dhruske ne dhrusake raDavA lAgI. tyAre pavanajI vicAra karavA lAgyA, bebI mArAthI DarI gaI lAge che. eTale tene khissAmAMthI sonAmehere kADhIne ApI. paNa bebI to khUba raDavA lAgI. kaMI bolatI nathI. tyAre pavanajInA manamAM zaMkA thaI ke aMjanAnuM zuM thayuM haze? je ahIM hoya te eTaluM te kahe ne ke mArA phaIbA majhAmAM che. khUba pUchyuM tyAre bebIe kahyuM puvA! mArA phaIbA to AvyA hatA. paNa zuM vAta karuM? mArA dAdA dAdIe te temanA sAmuM paNa joyuM nathI. dAdInI dAsIoe mArA phaIbAne mAryA hatA. koIe rAkhyA te nahi paNa pANI mAMgatA keIe temane pIvA mATe pANI paNa na ApyuM. mAtA pitAe eNe baMdha, pApIe kIdhuM che karma caMDAla te, AMgaNe rAkhI na adha ghaDI, kalaMke caDhAvI dIdhuM che ALa te, - satI re ziromaNI aMjanA... sALAnI dIkarI praske dhrusake raDatI raDatI kahe che puvA! mArA dAdA-dAdIe ne mArA mAtA-pitAe te kasAInA kAma karyA che. huM zuM vAta karuM? mArA phaIbAnuM rUdana joyuM jatuM na hatuM. paNa ke temanuM saguM na thayuM. ne phaIbAne kADhI mUkyA. eka aDadhe kalAka paNa AMgaNe ubhA na rAkhyA. eTale mArA phaIbAne huM atyAre kayAMthI lAvI lAvuM! A pramANe sALAnI dIkarIe kahyuM. have pavanajIne ke kedha Avaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.. vyAkhyAna naM. 87 viSaya-jIvanarUpI baMgalAmAM zuM bharaze? Aso vada 7 ne ravIvAra tA. 26-10-75 anaMta karUNanA sAgara jJAnI bhagavate jagatanA jIvonA kalyANane mATe Agama vANI prakAzI. anaMtakALathI jIvane caturgatimAM paribhramaNa karatAM ane duHkha jogavatA joIne bhagavaMtanA dilamAM karUNA AvI ane belyA he bhavya che! tame kayAM sudhI bhavavanamAM bhaTakazo? ajJAna ane mehamAM paDIne ghaNuM bhamyA. have bhavabhIpuM bane. Aje ravivArano divasa che. ghaNAMne cAMdalAmAM ne lagnamAM javAnuM haze. agara sagAM snehIne maLavA javAnuM haze. haravA pharavA ne sinemA jovA javAnuM haze! jJAnI kahe che paramAM ghaNuM rakhaDa. have svagharamAM Ava saMsAranA cAMllA ghaNAM karyA have AtmAne

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761 zAradA sAgara cAMllA kare. tame mAne che ke cAMllAmAM nahi jAuM te sagA ke sabaMdhIne khATuM lAgaze. tyAM gayA vinA mAre nahi cAle. paNu kadI ema thAya che ke upAzraye mahAsatIjI padhAryA che tyAM gayA vinA mAre nahi cAle. kAraNa ke mahAsatIjI kheTu lagADavAnA nathI. upAzraye nahi jAya, dharma ArAdhanA nahi thAya te vAMdhA nahi paNa saMsArane vahevAra mAre pahele sAcavavA paDaze ema tame mAneA che. anaMtakALathI jIve puddagalanI prIta karI che. pudgalanI prIta e sAcI prIta nathI. paisA paNa puddagala che. ane pudgala e AtmAthI para che. tenA mehamAM phasAIne jIva khATAne sAcu' mAnI beThe che. koi jAdugara-mAyAvI mANasa AvIne kAi bahenane kahe ke 500 rUpiyAmAM huM pittaLanuM beDuM seAnAnuM anAvI ApuM chuM. te kAI bheALI mahena 500 rUpiyA ApIne pittaLanuM beDuM sAnAnu khanAvaDAve. paNa pachI tene khabara paDI ke huM ThagAI gaI. A jAdugara mane manAvI gayeA. tyAre tame te bahenane zuM kahezeA ? khAi ! tu kevI bhUkhI che! 500 rUpiyAmAM te kaMi sonAnA beDA anatA haze ? tame khAine bhUkhI kahI. paNa tame kevA mUrkha che te tamane khabara che? anaMta kALathI vibhAvamAM paDI je pAgalika padAthe peAtAnA nathI tene peAtAnA mAnIne besI gayA che. tenu zuM? jJAnI kahe che vibhAvanuM vismaraNa kare| ne svabhAvanuM smaraNa kare. A gharamAra-agalA madhu pudgala che ne ? bagaaA badhAnyA bAsaTha lAkhanA, Dhagalo karyA rUDI rAkhanA, upayAga kare aMtara AMkhanA, khapa karI le sadagurU zAkhanA. devAnupriye! ! tamane ema thAya che ke have pudgalanI mAyA echI karu...! vahepAra dhaMdhA echA karuM! khasa, kamAvuM, khAvuM, pIvu ne AlezAna mahelamAM sUI javu! haju mane vAMdhe! Ave tema nathI tema tamArA manamAM thAya che ne ? paNa tamArI aMtara AMkhane upayAga kareA. jarA vicAra kareA kaNu kAvu che? A kALamAM ApaNane AtmAnu bhAna karAvanAra parama avadhijJAnI, mana:paryavajJAnI ke kevaLajJAnI ApaNI pAse nathI paNa Atmadarzana karAvanAra jo kAi hoya teA sAcA sadgurUe che. eTalA mATe jJAnI kahe che ke upayAga kar aMtara AMkhaneA, khapa kara sadgurU zAkhanA" tamArA aMtaracakSu khAlI sadgurUnA samAgama karo. A deha rUpI nagarI che temAM mana rUpI mahela che. amUlya mAnava deDa jema tema maLyA nathI, mahAna puNyanA uddayathI manyeA che tene tame kevA upayAga kare che? A subai nagarImAM koie khAsaTha lAkha rUpiyAnA suMdara Alezana bhavana jeve khagave badhAnyA. te te maMgaleA devabhavana jevA hAya ne? suMdara phnIcara Adi suMdara sagavaDe temAM karI che. kAi kahe ke phalANA zeThe khAsaTha lAkhaneA agale baMdhAvyeA che ne

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762. zAradA sAgara amuka divasa sudhI khulluM mUkyuM che. jene jovA javuM hoya te jaI zake che. te bhADAnA paisA khacI samaya bagADIne jovA mATe jAva ne? paNa vicAra karo. evI te bAsaTha lAkhanI kiMmata hatI. paNa mAnavadeha te eTale kiMmatI che ke tenI kiMmata AMkI aMkAya tema nathI. mahAna puNyanA thake theka bhegA thayA tyAre A mAnavadeha maLyo che. mAnavadeha e mokSe javA mATenuM sAdhana che. kaI paNa kAryamAM sAdhananI jarUra paDe che. naLamAMthI ke taLAvamAMthI pANI bharI lAvavA mATe vAsaNanI jarUra paDe che. vAsaNa hoya te pANI bharI zakAya. kAma patI gayA pachI sAdhana cheDI devuM paDe che. tema ApaNuM zarIra paNa mekSamAM javA mATe eka sAdhana che. aMtima samaye dehane paNa vosire... sire karavAnuM che. paraMtu Aje te kaI zrAvaka bimAra hoya ne mArA jevI mAMgalika saMbhaLAvavA jAya. pachI enI sthiti joIne kahe ke zrAvakajIkaMI paccakhANa levA che? have hAthapaga cAlatA nathI. te evI bAdhA le ke A hAtha vaDe kALA copaDA cItaravA nahi. te paNa e bAdhA levA taiyAra thatuM nathI. (hasAhasa) keTalI mamatA che. kalama pakaDI zakato nathI chatAM pratyAkhyAna karIne saMvaramAM AvavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. te gardabhanI jema chAlakA upADavA che ne! (hasAhasa) chAlakA samAna mAthe pApanA poTalA paDayA che ne jIvananA aMta sudhI paNa jene A chAlakA utArI AzravamAMthI saMvaramAM AvavAnuM mana na thAya tene zuM kahevuM ke tame samajI leje. ApaNe bAsaTha lAkhanA baMgalAnI vAta cAle che. bAsaTha lAkhane baMgale te arisA jevo svaccha rAkhavuM joIe ne? emAM koI rAkhanA DhagalA kare che te ke kahevAya? kiMmatI mahelamAM badhuM vyavasthita hoya te mahela bhI uThe che. paNa jo temAM kaI jAtanI vyavasthA na hoya te bAsaTha lAkhanA baMgalAnI kaI kiMmata nathI te rIte jJAnI kahe che mAnavadeha rUpI nagarImAM manarUpI bAsaTha lAkhane mahela che. tene sadavicArothI svaccha ne suMdara rAkhavAno che. temAM kedha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, roga, dveSa ane viSayakaSAya Adi durbhAvanArUpI rAkhanA DhagalA bharatA nahi. kAraNa ke durbhAvanAnI rAkha manarUpI mahelamAM bharavAthI AtmA malIna bane che. temAM mAna AtmAne moTo duzamana che. kedhane utpanna karanAra mAne che. tame gharamAM kaIne kaMI kaho ne tamArA kahyA pramANe na thAya to tarata aMtaramAM thaze ke huM gharane vaDIla ne mAruM kahyuM na thAya? A mAna AvyuM. pachI ke dha Avaze. mAna kaSAye kevaLajJAnanI ta pragaTatAM aTakAvI che. bAhubalIe varSa divasa sudhI kevI kevI ugra sAdhanA karI! kAu dhyAnamAM aDola rahyA paNa aMtaramAM ahaMkAra bharyo hato tyAM sudhI kevaLajJAna pragaTa thayuM nahi. mATe jJAnI kahe che je tamArA aMtaramAM huMkAra lAve te AtmAne lAve ke huM koNa chuM? huM saccidAnaMda, caitanya svarUpa AtmA chuM. huM pAMca Indriya

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zAradA sAgara 763 ane manane gulAma nathI. paNa tene svAmI chuM. anaMtajJAnane puMja chuM. anaMta zakitane adhipati chuM. paNa viSaya-vikAra, vilAsa, vaibhava Adi vibhAvanI rAkhamAM ALe TanAro gardabha nathI. A huMkAra lAve ane mana rUpI mahelamAM durbhAvanAnA kacarA bhare nahi. vAlakezvaranA bhavya upAzrayamAM rAkhanA DhagalA thavA de kharA? nA. te vicAra kare. manarUpI baMgalAmAM paNa kuvAsanAnA kacarA bharAya kharA? nA. tame upAzrayamAM AvI sAmAyika laIne saMtanI sAme vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA beThA che. paNa mana mahelamAM te vahepAra ane vyavahAranA tarago uchaLatAM hoya te yAda rAkhajo ke tame rAkhanA DhagalA bhegA karI rahyA che. baMdhuo ! tamAre vahepAra ane vyavahAra A badhe Azrava che. tame mAnatA he ke amAro dhaMdhe ujaLe che. ame kayAM pApa karIe chIe? paNa UMDANathI vicAra karaze te samajAze ke tamAre ujaLe vahepAra paNa Azrava che. vahepAramAM AtmA vecAI rahyo che ne vIMdhAI rahyo che. kALA-dhoLA karI nANuM bhegAM karI karmabaMdhana kare che. atyAre samajAtuM nathI paNa karmarAjAnI sajA bhogavavI paDaze tyAre bhAna thaze. je sadgurUnI vAta samajAtI hoya ne aMtaranI AMkha khulatI hoya te have sAmAyika karI saMvaranA gharamAM Ave. te AtmA karmanA bhArathI haLa banaze. dehanagarImAM bAMdhelI mananI mahelAtamAM je viSaya-kaSAya ane dubhAvanAnA kacarA bharAI gayA che tene sApha karavA mATe sakyurUnA vacanarUpI sAvaraNuM hAthamAM laI kacaro vALaze te mana mahela sApha thaze. ne AtmA pavitra banaze. tyAre aMtarAtmA belI uThaze, ke he cetana! have tuM jAga AhAra saMjJA, bhaya saMjJA, maithuna saMjJA ane parigraha saMjJA A cAra saMjJAnuM sevana karavAmAM anaMta kALa vItAvyuM. A cAra saMjJAmAM pahele naMbara AhAra saMjJAne che. zA mATe? A jIva jyAM game tyAM teNe pahele AhAra karyo che. mAtAnA garbhamAM AvyuM tyAM sarvaprathama mAtA-pitAnA azucI pugalone AhAra kare che. eTale pahele naMbara AhAra saMjJAna che. peTa e geDAuna che. jihavA Indriya dalAla che. te lAla dvArA peTa rUpI goDAunamAM mAla bharAya che. goDAunamAM game teTaluM bharAya paraMtu jihvAIndriyane kaMI levA devA nathI. jIbha svAda pite kare che ane duHkha Ape che peTane ! A jIbha harAma kheranI jAta che. jIbhanA caTakAthI te zarIranA pratyeka aMga viphare che. mAthuM dukhe che. peTa duHkhe che. hAtha-pagamAM kaLatara thAya che. A goDAunamAM keTaluM nAMkhyuM! chatAM jyAre juo tyAre khAlI ne khAlI. jIbha e dalAla che. badhI IndriomAM jIbhanuM jora vadhAre che. dareka Indrio be che. jyAre jIva eka che chatAM be kAma kare che. eka khAvAnuM ane bIjuM bolavAnuM. A

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764 zArada sAgara jIbhanA batrIsa paheregIra che. te kyA? dAMta. eka vAra paheregIrone jIma upara asaMtoSa thavAthI baLavo karavAnuM mana thayuM. tyAre e batrIsa paheregIroe jIbhane kahyuM ke tuM sarakhI raheje. nahIM te ame batrIsa dAMta tAro kaccaraghANa kADhI nAMkhIzuM. tuM eka che tyAre ame batrIsa chIe. jIbhe dAMtane kahyuM, ke tuM mane kacarI nAMkhIza te pahelAM huM tAro kAMTo kADhI nAMkhIza. be kharAba vacana koIne kahIza to pachI tArI batrIsIne bhAMgIne bhUko karavAnuM kAma mAre ramata che. mATe mane satAvavAmAM majA nathI. A batAve che ke jihavAIndriyanuM prAbalya ghaNuM che. je sAruM bele te bIjAne AnaMda thAya ane bolatAM na AvaDe te aDhI IcanI jIbha mANasane ubhe bALI mUke che. vaLI svAda paNa jIbha kare che ne duHkha peTane bhegavavuM paDe che. A jIbhanA caTake svAda pUrA karyA te zarIramAM roga thAya che. Aje haTale resToranTa, lejo, kalabe jema jema vadhI tema tema rego paNa vadhyA. tethI jeTalA DokaTare hoya che teTalA ochA paDe che. davAkhAnAmAM davA levA mATe lAIno lAge che. nitya navI navI davAo zodhAya che. tenI sAthe navA raMgo paNa phelAya che. je TI. bI. ne upAya maLe te kensarane roga nIkaLe ane kensarane paNa upAya jaDaze te enA karatAM paNa bhayaMkara roga pedA thaze. A jagatanI aMdara bhUkhathI jeTalA mANaso maryA nathI tenAthI vadhAre mANaso vadhu khAvAthI marI gayA che. ane vadhu khavarAvavAnuM kAma jIbha kare che. ThANAMga sUtranA sAtamA ThANe bhagavaMte kahyuM che, ke sAta kAraNe AyuSya tUTe che. temAM eka bela che ke AhAra - ajIrNathI paNa AyuSya tUTe che. mAnavanA peTamAM khAdheluM pAcana na thAya, ajIrNa thaI jAya chatAM jIbhane svAda lAge eTale peTamAM nAMkhyA kare. pariNAme ajIrNa vadhatAM marI jAya che. mATe jJAnI kahe che ke "ati sarvatra varjayetA dareka vastu mApamAM sArI. ati sArI nahi. dArUgeLAmAM jo jarUriyAtathI vadhu dArU bharavAmAM Ave te duzamanane nAza karavA jatAM pahelAM pitAne-nAza thaI jAya che. eMjinanA beIlaranI aMdara paNa vadhAre paDatI varALa bhegI karavAmAM Ave te boIlara phATI jAya che. te rIte peTamAM vadhu nAMkhavAthI lAbhanA badale hAni thAya che. ochuM khAvAvALAnI buddhi ane vicAra sArA rahe che. tenI tabiyata sArI rahe che. eTale DaoNkaTaranA davAkhAnA paNa zodhavA paDatA nathI. davAno kharca bacI jAya che. A peTa dukALIyuM ane devALIyu che. dukALamAMthI Avela mANasa jeTaluM Ape teTaluM khAI jAya chatAM dharAte nathI. tene ochuM paDe che. tevI rIte A peTane game teTaluM khAvA ApyuM hoya te paNa dharAtuM nathI. te bIje divase khAlI thaI jAya che. piTane rAkSasanI upamA ApI che. rAkSasane game teTaluM khAvA Apa chatAM te dharAte nathI tema A peTane paNa jyAre Apo tyAre te bharavA taiyAra hoya che.

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zAradA sAgara 765 AjanA bhaNatara yugamAM peTa ane paisA mATe mAnava pApa karatAM acakAtuM nathI. tethI jJAnI bhagavaMtoe tapa upara khUba bhAra mUkyuM che. jo ke tapa AtmAnA reganA nAza mATe karavAnuM hoya che. chatAM tapa karavAthI zarIranA rogo paNa nAza pAme che. kheDUta dhAnya rUpI phaLa mATe bIja vAve che. ghAsa te phaLa pahelAM oTomeTIka Ave che. tevI rIte tapa e AtmA mATe karavAne che. paraMtu tapa dvArA zarIranI sukhAkArI oTomeTIka prApta thAya che. siddhAMtamAM kahyuM che ke je lUkhuM khAya che te cepaluM khAya che ane je paDeluM khAya che te lUkhuM khAya che. A mATe eka daSTAMta ApIne samajAvyuM che. eka kasAIne tyAM gAya ane tenuM vAcharaDuM che. kasAI gAyane dararoja sUkuM ghAsa khAvA Ape che ane gheTAne roja sAruM khAvA Ape che. A joIne vAcharaDuM gAyane kahe che ke mA! mA ! A gheTAne kevuM sAruM khAvAnuM maLe che ! ene kevuM sukha che! tyAre gAya kahe e sukha sukha nathI paNa duHkha che. tane enI vAta thoDA divasa pachI khabara paDaze. cha mahinA pachI eka mAMsAhArI mANasa mAMsa levA AvyA. tene mAMsa ghaNuM joItuM hatuM. gheTa sAruM sAruM khAIne hRSTapRSTa thaye hate. kasAIe tarata charIthI tenA kakaDe kakaDA karavA mAMDayA. gheTe kAramI cIso pADavA lAge. paNa tenI zaDa sAMbhaLe koNa? tyAre gAye vAcharaDAne kahyuM ke jeyuM gheTAnuM sukha! evI rIte ApaNane mahArAjA sArI sArI sAmagrI khAvA ApatA hoya che te ApaNI ghAta karavA mATe hoya che. kAraNa ke sAruM khAvAthI rega khUba thAya che. ane te dvArA pApa khUba baMdhAya che. tenA pariNAme jIvane durgatimAM javuM paDe che. tapa e AtmAnI breka che. moTara khUba jhaDape cAlatI hoya, suMdara hoya paNa tene breka na hoya to te kayAreka ekasIDanTa sarjI de che. heDI ke sTImaranI aMdara game tevI ezaArAmanI sAmagrI hoya, reDiye, paMkhe, erakanDIzana badhuM hoya paNa hoDImAM chidra hoya te e heDI DUbADe che. tema jIvana e heDI che. saMsAra bhayaMkara sAgara che. tapazvaryA dvArA jIvanarUpa heDInA chidrane veDIMga karAya to saMsArasAgarane sArI rIte tarI zakAya. ghaDiyALamAM mazIna game teTaluM sAruM hoya chatAM paNa jo temAM be kAMTA na heya te e ghaDiyALa nakAmuM bane che. te rIte je jIvananI aMdara bIjA game teTalA guNa hoya paraMtu tapa ane tyAgarUpI kAMTA na hoya te e jIvananI ghaDiyALa nakAmI kare che. tethI jJAnI bhagavaMtoe jihavA Indriya para kAbU meLavavA mATe tapa kare che. te aneka rIte jIvane lAbha kare che. AhAra saMjJAmAMthI bhayasaMjJA maithunasaMjJA ane parigraha saMjJA utpanna thAya che. badhI saMjJAnuM mULa AhAra saMjJA che. jyAre tapa e AhAra saMjJAne dUra karavA mATenuM prabaLatama sAdhana che. je AtmAne samajAI jAya che te AhAra

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766 zAradA sAgara saMjJA Adi cAre saMjJAone teADavAnA purUSArtha kare che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 14mA adhyayanamAM bhRgu purAhita ane jazAbhAryA ane temanA be putrA e cAra jIvAne samajAyuM tyAre palavAramAM saMsAra choDI sAdhu banyA. ne temanI chAMDelI Rddhi iSukAra rAjA gADA bharIne peAtAnA rAjyamAM lAve che. kamalAvatI rANIne A vAtanI khabara paDI tyAre phaTa daIne iSukAra rAjAne kahI dIdhu-he svAmInAtha! vaselA AhAranI IcchA kANu kare, kare vaLI zvAna ne kAga, sAMbhaLa hai| rAjA....brAhmaNanI chaDI Rddhi mata AdarI. A vadhelA AhAra kaNa khAya? je saMpattinuM vamana karIne je brAhmaNa Aphri cAra jIvA sayama mArge cAlyA gayA tene rAjyamAM lAvIne tamAre zuM kAma che? kramalAvatI rANIe ISukAra rAjAnI AMkha kheAlI dIdhI. paNa A zrAvikA kamalAvatI rANI jevI nathI ke tamane ema kahI de ke svAmInAtha! tame echuM kamAze| tA Adhu vAparazu. sAdAIthI rahIzu paNa tame kALAkhajAra ke anIti karaze nahi. e te ema ja vicAra kare che ke mAre hIrAnA buTIyA, vITI vigere DhAgInA joIe. ane TI vI. joie. ane tame paNa enI icchA pUrI karavA mATe taiyAra che. saMsAranI tamAma kriyAmAM Azrava che. kAI paNa kriyA saMvaranI nathI. ne saMyamamAM eka paNa kriyA saMvara vagaranI nathI. vitara ga prabhunI AjJA pramANe jo sAdhu cAle te cakravarti ane sarvArthasiddha vimAnanA devA karatAM paNa te adhika sukhI che. paNa je cAritramAM kAyara che ne paDavAI thavAnI taiyArImAM hAya che tene cAritra ejArUpa lAge che. dazavaikAlika sUtramAM bhagavAna khelyA che keH 11 4. 'lajjA dayA saMyama baMbhaceraM, kallANa bhAgissa visohI ThANaM / jenAmAM lajjA, dayA, sayama ane brahmaca e cAra hAya te patananA paMthe jatA aTake che. bhagavaMta kahe che huM mArA sAdhakeA! tamArA jIvanamAM lajjA, dayA ane saMyama haze paNa jo brahmacarya gayuM teA samajI lejo ke badhuM gayuM. kAraNa ke brahmacarya e jIvananu sAcuM nUra che. e mahAna vrata che. brahmacaryaMne rAkhIne yA, sayama ke lA haze te tu pApathI aTakIza. lajjA zuM kAma kare che te eka dRSTAMta dvArA samajAvu. eka sAdhue ghaNAM varSo sudhI cAritra pALyuM. paNa tenA pUrva karmonA yathI temanA manamAM thayuM ke ghaNAM varSa sudhI sAdhupaNuM pALyuM. have mAre sAdhupaNuM pALavu nathI. chadmasthapaNAnI lahera AvI gai ne saMsAramAM javAnuM mana thayuM. khasa, have sAdhupaNuM choDIne sa'sAramAM cAlyA jAuM, peAtAnA purUSArthanI kacAzane kAraNe sayama pratye napharata AvI gaI. eTale gurUnI AjJA lIdhA vagara rohaNu, pAtarA ane

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zAradA sAgara 767 muhapatti upAzrayamAM mUkIne vidAya thaI gayA. rajoharaNa ane muhapatti utArIne mUkI dIdhA paNa cale ne pacheDI te rahyA. kAraNa ke paisA na hatA. tethI bIjA kapaDAM lAvIne pahere kevI rIte! sAdhu pagapALA cAlyA jAya che. eka gAmanA pAdaramAM pahoMcyA. tyAM eka jANakAra zrAvaka ThaMDIta javA mATe gAma bahAra Avele, mahArAjane joIne te oLakhI gaye ke A te phalANu mahArAja sAhebanA ziSya che. paNa Ama kema? tikhune pATha bhaNuM vaMdana karIne sukhazAtA pUchI A zrAvaka khUba gaMbhIra hate. eTale ekadama kaMI na belatAM IzArAthI pUchayuM ke mahArAja sAheba! tamArI muDapatti kayAM? AgaLanA zrAvake sAdhunA caraNamAM "magheNuM vaMdAmi" kahIne mAthuM namAvatA. paNa sAthe TakarA mArIne parIkSA paNa karatA hatA. pelA sAdhu te zrAvakane joIne zaramAI gayA. ne manamAM thayuM ke have zuM javAba ApIza? vicAra karIne sAdhu kahe che. bhAI! gurUdeva pAchaLa Ave che. mArA manamAM thayuM ke huM AgaLa jAuM ne gurUdeva mATe jahadI baicarI pANI laI AvuM. tema utAvaLa karatAM muDapatti badalIne bAMdhavA jatA bAMdhavI bhUlI gaye. zrAvaka kahe-gurUdeva! kaMI vAMdho nahi. padhAre sthAnakamAM. sAdhu sthAnakamAM gayA. zrAvake pitAnA patharaNAmAMthI muhapatti kADhIne ApI. muhapatti te bAMdhI paNa pUjIne besavA mATe rajoharaNa te joIe ne? rajoharaNa to che nahi. eTale zrAvaka kahe che gurUdeva! rajoharaNa kayAM gaye? zuM javAba Ape? rajoharaNa ane muhapatti to sAdhunA jIvananA sAcA saMgAthI che. rAtadivasa muhapatti ane rajoharaNa te sAdhunI pAse hoya che. saMtethI rAtre paNa muhapatti kaDhAya nahi. sAdhu te evA lajajAI gayA ke aho! huM te sAdhuveza choDIne nIkaLe che. chatAM A zrAvaka mane laLI laLIne vaMdana kare che. sukhazAtA pUche che. caraNasparza kare che. mArA karatAM e uttama che. zrAvakane vaMdana karatA joI sAdhunA bhAva palaTAI gayA ne te zrAvakanA caraNamAM namI paDayA. zrAvakajI! huM te gRhastha karatAM paNa beda chuM. huM te sAdhu paNuM choDIne saMsAramAM javA cAlI nIkaLyuM hatuM. paNa tame mane maLI gayA te mArI bhUlanuM mane bhAna thayuM. have huM mArA gurUdeva pAse pAcho jAuM chuM. juo, zrAvaka sArA ane sAcA hoya te sAdhune ThekANe lAvI zake che. ghaNI vakhata sAsu vaDhakaNuM hoya paNa je vaha vinayavAna ane guNIyala hoya to vaDhakaNuM sAsu paNa zAMta thaI jAya che. kedhI prakRtinA gurU hoya paNa ziSya vinayavAna hoya te gurU paNa zAMta thaI jAya che. paMthakajInA gurU kevA hatA ? khAI pIne paDayA rahetA hatA paNa paMthakacha vinayavAna hatA te gurUnuM utthAna thayuM. tema pelA zrAvakane bhAvapUrvaka vaMdana karatA joIne sAdhune pitAnI sthitinuM bhAna thayuM. zrAvakane satya vAta jaNAvI dIdhI. ne temane upakAra mAnatAM gurUnI pAse pAchA gayA. pite karelI bhUlane pazcAtApa karI gurUnA caraNamAM paDIne kSamA mAMgI.

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zAradA sAgara gurUdeva ! mane mApha karo. meM mATI bhUla karI che. mArI bhUlatu mane prAyazcita Ape. peAtAnI bhUla pragaTa karIne prAyazcita lIdhuM ne pharIne dIkSA laI zuddha saMyamanuM pAlana karyuM. TUMkamAM mArA kahevAnA Azaya e che ke mAnavamAtra bhUlane pAtra che. paNa je mAnava bhUlanA pazcAtApa kare che tenu utthAna thAya che. paNa jene bhUla bhUla rUpe samajAtI nathI paNa bhUla karIne harakhAya che tenuM patana thAya che. sAdhu bhAna bhUlyA paNa brahmacarya sahita lajjA hatI teA sudharI gayA. 768 madhue! A sAdhunI vAta thai paNa tamAre zrAvakoe saMsAramAM rahIne khUba sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI jarUra che. AhArasajJA, bhaya, maithuna ane parigraha saMjJAmAM paDIne temAM Asakata rahevAnuM nathI. paNa tenAthI alipta bhAve raheA. bhagavAna kahe che nirAgatA viSNu nahi nirvANu, samajI le tuM catura sujANu, raMgarAganI khAde khANu, tyAM te hAye AdhakI hANa. nirAgatA vinA traNa kALamAM nirvANu padanI prApti thavAnI nathI. e te tame catura che kharAkhara samajo che ne? samajavA chatAM cetatA nathI pachI tamArUM zuM thaze ? mane te! tamArI ciMtA thAya che. atyAre mAha-mamatA nahi cheDA pachI paNa choDavu tA paDaze. zrImaMta hAya ke garIba hAya. saiAne eka divasa javAnu che. karmarAjAnI kArTamAM zrImaMta ke garImanA bhedabhAva hAtA nathI. zrImaMta ke garIbane maLe te tenI rAkhamAM paNa pharaka paDatA nathI. mATe dareka pudgala uparathI mamatA echI karA. pudgalanA svabhAva pariNamanazIla che. temAM Asakata na bane. tame dUdhapAka banAvA tyAre tAvethA vaDe dUdha halAvA che ne ? tAvethA dUdhapAkamAM phare che chatAM kArI ne kareA rahe che. tema tame saMsAramAM dUdha ne tAvethAnA nyAye alipta bhAvathI rahe| teA kakha dhana echu thaze. dIkarA kamAya tevA taiyAra thai gayA hoya te tame mAthethI kheAjo haLave karA. vahepAra ocho karo ne nivRtti laI ane teTalI dharmArAdhanA karo. cheka sudhI pApanI pravRtti karaze! teA utArA kayAM thaze? tenu bhAna che? saMsArathI chUTakAro thAya te muktimAM utArA thAya. mukti maMjhIle javA mATe Ave| amUlya mAnava deha maLyA che. dehanagarImAM manarUpI khAsaTha lAkhanA mATe mahela madhyeA che. temAM kuvicAranA kacarA bharavAnA nathI. je AtmA ahaMkAra, irSyA ane viSaya vAsanAnA kacarA bhare che te uttama mAnavajIvana pAmIne hArI jAya che. ne jiMdagIbhara pApa karatAM pAchuM vALIne jotA nathI. jema bhUMDa kIcaDamAM phasAi jAya che, tema pApI jIvaDA jiMIMgIbhara pApa karIne pApanA paMkramAM phasAI jAya che. pachI aMtima samaye game teTale pazcAtApa kare teA paNa karelA karyAM te bhegavavA paDe ne ? pApakama bhAgavatI vakhate koi khacAvavA nahi Ave. eka zrImaMta zeTha khUba krodhI svabhAvanA hatA. tene meATI phekaTarI hatI. temAM ghaNA

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769 zAradA sAgara mANasA kAma karatA hatAM. zeTha phekTarImAM Ave eTale badhA mANase tenAthI De. jema baMdukanA SaDAko thAya ne pArevA phaphaDe tema bicArA nAkA zeThathI phaphaDI uThatA. eka pravINa nAmanA chokarA khUba hAMziyAra hatA. mazInarI agaDe te sudhAravAmAM te khUba catura hatA. AkhI phekaTarImAM tenuM mAna khUba hatuM. zeTha khoTI rIte khaDAve e pravINathI sahana thatuM na hatuM. eka divasa zeTha tenA upara kheATI rIte garama thaIne game tevA zabdo melavA lAgyA. tyAre pravINe kahyuM- zeThajI! ame tamArA pagAra khAIe chIe teA kAma paNa kharAkhara karIe chIe. tamAre kAma sAthe nisbata che. Apa vinAprayAjane zA mATe garama thAva che ? pravINe zeThane Ama kahyuM eTale zeThane khUba lAgI AvyuM. mAna kaSAya khUma bUrI cIja che. huM mATo zeTha ane e mane A rIte kahenArA kANu ? manamAM gAMTha vALI jyAre-tyAre ene batAvI daiza. eka divasa pravINa vahelA phekaTarImAM gayA hatA. zatre mazIna bagaDI gayeluM eTale vahelA jaine te mazIna sudhAravA prayatna karatA hatA. te divase zeTha paNa vahelA pahoMcI gayA. khIjA mANasA haju kAme caDhayA na hatA. pravINu tenA kAmAM mazagUla hatA. zeTha pUche che pravINu! tuM zuM kare che? pravINa kahe - zeThajI! rAtre mazIna bagaDI gayuM che tene sudhAru chuM. pravINe mazIna kharAmara cAlu karyuM" ne pachI AMdha karIne pharIne cAkasAipUrvaka jovA e paiDAnI vacamAM te bheA hatA. have kyAMya khAmI nathI ne? te jovAmAM enu dhyAna hatuM. kharAkhara te samaye zeThe ekama svIca dabAvI dIdhI. tarata pravINa jema ghANImAM pIlAya tema mazInamAM pIlAi gayA. lAhInI serA DI. zeTha ekama bahAra AvIne kapaTathI khUmA pADavA lAgyA ke dADA .... DhoDA, pravINa mazInamAM pIlAi gayA. ema meTA avAjathI khelavA lAgyA. badhA mANasA doDI AvyA. jue, mANasa pApa karIne keTalA daMbha kare che ? paNa tene khabara nathI ke pApa karIne tene DhAMkavA game teTalA prayatna karIza paNa tethI zuM pApa kaI chupA rahevAnA che? pApI pAtALamAM jatA raheze tA paNa pApa pIcho karyA vinA nahi rahe. mATe pApa karatI vakhate khUba dhyAna rAkhajo. pravINa vidhavA mAtAnA ekanA eka lADakavAyA dIkarA hatA. ghaNI meTI AzAe khUba duHkha veThIne ucheryAM ne bhaNAbyA hatA. jyAM pravINa mazInarImAM pIlAI gayAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLyA tyAM mAtA DhagalA thaIne DhaLI paDI. khUba AghAtapUrvaka kALA kalpAMta karatI raDavA - zUravA lAgI. te vakhate zeTha uparathI zAka vyakata karatA hatA ne haiyAmAM AghAta hAya tema batAvatA hatA paNa aMtarathI khuzI thatA hatA. paNa karelA ka jyAre uddayamAM Avaze tyAre khabara paDaze. kudaratane karavuM ke A vAtane be varSa vItI gayA. ne ekAeka eka rAtre zeThe

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zAradA sAgara svapnamAM kaMika joyuM. savAra paDatAM chAtIphATa rUdana karavA lAgyA. zeThANI pUche che svAmInAtha! che zuM? ATalA badhA kalpAMta zA mATe kare che? kai mUMjhavaNu hAya te kaheA. tyAre zeTha kahe tuM mane kaMi pUchIza nahi. pharIne zeThANI kahe. vahepAramAM khATa - gaI che? kai nukazAna thayuM che? je hAya te mane kaheze| tA tamAruM haiyu haLavu thaze. tyAre zeTha kahe tu mane kaMi pUchIza nahi. huM mahApApI chuM. mArA karelA pApa phUTI nIkaLyA che. zeThANI khUkha zANI hatI. te kahe. svAmInAtha! zuM thAya che? mane kaheA ne. te samaye kAla Avye ke zeThanA ekanA eka dIkarA amerikA bhaNavA mATe gayA che. tene meTaranA ekisaDanTa thatAM te mRtyu pAmyA che. 990 A samAcAra sAMbhaLatA zeTha ane zeThANI chAtI ne mAthA phUTavA lAgyA. zeThane Avu ravapna AvyuM hatuM ne tevA samAcAra maLyA. dIkarA gayA. vahepAramAM kheta gai. gADAunamAM Aga lAgI ne lAkhAnA mAla khaLI gayA. zeTha duHkhI duHkhI thai gayA. AvA duHkhamAM temane keAI vItarAgI saMtane bheTo thayeA. ne A samaye zeThe sadgurUnI sAme pete kareluM pApa pragaTa karyuM. huM pApI chuM. rAkSasathI paNa bhayaMkara chuM. mahAna bhI chuM. gurUdeva! mArA pApanI zI vAta karU? meM pravINa nAmanA chekazane vinA gunhAe abhimAnathI mazInamAM pIlI nAMkhyuM te mArA yuvAna dIkaro A rIte mRtyu pAmyA. pachI zeThe pravINanI mAtA pAse jaine tenA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgI. mAtA! tArA lADakavAyAne mAranAra huM chuM. mane mApha kara. mAtA ! tuM te mane mAfa karaze paNa mArA karmAe tA mane kharAkhara sajA karI che, ne te sajA mane maLI gai che. pachI zeTha sadgurU pAse gayA. sadgurUe paNa avasara joine zeThane upadeza ApyA ke tame ajJAna avasthAmAM ghaNAM pApa karyAM che. paNa have keAI jIvane duHkha thAya tevuM karazeA nahi. ane teTalI dharmArAdhanA karo. aMte zeThe pAchalI jiMDhaMgI dharmArAdhanAmAM vyatIta karI. te peAtAnA bhaviSyakALa sudhAryA. baMdhue ! satanA samAgamathI ApaNuM jIvana palTAi jAya che. sadgurUe samajAve che ke A deha nagarImAM bAMdhelA bAsaTha lAkhanA manarUpI mahelamAM viSaya-kaSAyanI rAkhanA DhagalA karaze nahi. tame sAMbhaLI gayA ne ke eka mAna kaSAyane kacarA manarUpI mahelAtamAM bharAi jatAM zeTha kevuM meATu' pApa karI beThA ! e pApa karmanA uddaya thatAM kevuM duHkha bhAgavavu paDayuM ? jo tamAre AvA duHkha bhAgavavA na heAya teA pApa karatAM pAchA vaLeA. bhagavAnanA zrAvaka pApabhIrU hAya. sAcA zrAvaka paMdara karmAdAnanA vahepAra na kare. AzravamAM racyA-pacyA na rahe. ene te ema thAya ke kyAre A dIkarA taiyAra thAya, A badhu saMbhALI le. ne huM A jhaMjhaTamAMthI chUTu ne AtmasAdhanAmAM joDAuM. AzravamAM kheThA hAya paNa tenu mana savaramAM ramatu hAya che. AvA zrAvaka kSaNe kSaNe AtmAne pApa

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zAradA sAgara 771 karatAM aTakAve che. ane pitAne manarUpI mahela svaccha banAvI aMtaracakSu khelI saTTagurUnI hita zikhAmaNa hRdayamAM utArI saMsAramAMthI nirAgatA prApta karI nirvANapadane prApta kare che. tamAre paNa nirvANapadane prApta karavuM hoya te pApanA kacarAne sApha kare. vahepAradhaMdhAmAM anIti na karo, pramAdane tyAga kare. AtmasAdhanA karavAnI A taka che. AvI taka pharIpharIne nahi maLe. mATe pramAdane tyAga karI mahAna purUSanI jema prabaLa purUSArtha karI AtmakalyANa kare. - Aje bA.bra. pU. kAntAbAI mahAsatIjIne 16 upavAsa che. AvatI kAle temanA pAraNAne divasa che. A prasaMge kAMdAvADIthI pU. kAMtIlI mahArAja sAheba temanA ziSya parivAra sahita padhAravAnA che. te A prasaMge AvatI kAle 16 divasanA zuM pratyAkhyAna karavA te vicArIne Avaze. tapanuM bahumAna tapathI thAya. vadhu bhAva avasare. (Aso vada 8 tA. 27-10-75 ne somavAre bA bra. pU. kAntAbAI mahAsatIjIne 16 upavAsanuM pAraNuM hevAthI pU. mahAna vairAgI kAMtIRSI mahArAja sAheba ziSya parivAra sahita padhAryA hatA. ane te prasaMge tapanA mahimA upara pU. mahArAja sAhebee tathA pU. mahAsatIjIe suMdara mananIya pravacana karyA hatA.) - vyAkhyAna naM.-88 viSaya - "karUpa, kaidha TALe!" Aso vada 9 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 28-10-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! - anaMtajJAnI mahAna purUe jagatanA jIvone zAzvata sukha meLavavAne rAhadArI mArga batAvatAM kahyuM- he bhavya che ! tamane AtmasAdhanA sAdhavA mATe uttama mAnava jIvana maLyuM che. mAnavabhavamAM paNa jhaLakatuM jinazAsana maLavuM e kaMi jevI tevI vAta nathI. mahAna puNyanA udayathI jinazAsana maLyuM che. jinazAsana jhaverAtanI peDhI che. ahIM samyakrarzana, jJAna, cAritra ane tArUpI rannene vahepAra dhamadhekAra cAle che. jene ratna kharIdavA hoya te kharIdI le. paNa eTaluM yAda rAkhajo ke tamArA mAnelA hIrAnI A vAta nathI. tame jhaverI banIne je vepAra karyo temAM dhananI kamANI karI paNa AtmAnI kamANI karI nathI. mATe samaje. samyadarzana, jJAna, cAritra ane tapa vinA bhavaTTI thavAnI nathI. keI kaI bhavamAM jIve cAritra lIdhuM haze paNa zraddhApUrvaka Atma lakSe pALyuM nahi hoya tethI anaMtakALathI ApaNe AtmA bhavamAM bhamI rahyo che. . samyadarzanane pAyo nAMkhavA mATe manuSyajanma je bIjo eka paNa janma nathI. mAnavabhavanI amUlya kSaNane nahi oLakhe te samajI lejo ke taka cUkI gayA.

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702 zAradA sAgara hAthamAM hIrA AvyA chatAM jo jIva kAlasA grahaNa kare te tame ene mUrkhA kaheA ne? te rIte amUlya samyakdarzana, jJAna, cAritra ane tarUpI hIrA kharIdavAnA samaye jo dha mAna, mAyA, lAbha ane indrienA viSayasukha rUpa kAlasA kharIte hAya te te jIva paNa mUrkha kahevAya ne! je AtmA kaSAyamAM joDAya te caturgati saMsAramAM rajhaLe che. kaSAyA kasAithI paNa khUrI che, dveSane jJAnIe kurUpa kahyo che. kAraNa ke ati dha Ave tyAre tenuM rUpa kAI juduM ja lAge che. krodhane utpanna karanAra mAna che. kAraNa ke mAna jIvane jyAM ne tyAM mUMjhave che. koi sagAne ghera gayA. tyAM temaNe tamane joyA paNa Adara ApyA nahi, kAie khelAvyA nahiM te tarata aMdarathI mAna kaheze ke ahIM AvavA jevu kharuM ! are ! dharmasthAnakamAM AvyA ne kAie AgaLa na khelAvyA te tarata mAnanA kAraNe adrazthI krodha purUMphADA mAre che. dveSa e bhayaMkara nAga che. pelA nAga puphADA mAre che ne jenI sAthe vera hAya tene karaDe che. paNa A kurUpa krodharUpI kALA nAga te jyAM peAtAnuM dhAryuM na thAya, peAtAnuM dhAryuM" na thavA devAmAM je ADakhIla kare tene karaDe che. kAyAnA kAraNe. AtmA saMsAramAM rajhaLI rahyo che. kaSAyabhAvamAM joDAvu te jIvanI moTAmAM meATI bhUla che. jJAnI kahe che ke jo tArI TaLe nahi bhUla, te peDhI thAze phUla, sAdhana che me MghA mUla, dRSTi na rAkhazA sthUla. huM pahelAM kahI cUkI chuM ke A jainazAsana jhaverInI peDhI che. jhaverI zeTha peDhI munimAne soMpI de. munimA mAraphata kAma karAve ane pote bilakula lakSa nA Ape te vIsa paccIsa varSe paNa peDhI DUla thAya ne! tema ApaNA AtmA jhaverI che. pAMca indri ane mana enA munimA che. cetanarAjA pramADhamAM paDI A cha munimAne bharAse jIvanapeDhI sAMpI de tA kharAkhara cAle ? e munimAnI salAha pramANe cetana rAjA cAle te enI peDhI paNa phUla thavAnI. mATe jJAnI kahe che huM mArA zramaNeA ! tame mAMghA mUlanA sAdhana laIne bhUla na karaze. jo bhUla karI te samajI lejo ke peDhI DUla thai jaze. jo peDhI DUla thavA devI na hAya te| bhUlane TALeA. e bhUlane TALavA sthUla dRSTi nahi paNa sUkSmadraSTi joIze. je bhUla kare che tenI peDhI phUla kevI rIte thAya che te eka dRSTAMta dvArA samajAvu. madhue ! A tamArI vAta nathI paNa sAdhunI vAta che. varSo sudhI karelI sAdhanA krodha AvatAM khaLIne khAkha thaI jAya che. je tapazcaryA dvArA karmonA kATa sApha thaI jAya che tevI tapazcaryA karyA pachI paNa jo kredha Ave te karmanA kATa sApha karavAne badale karmanA khaDakA ubhA kare che. ane AtmA sagatine khadale drutimAM cAlyA jAya che. kuNAlA nAmanI nagarImAM eka meATA AcArya ghaNA mATA ziSya parivAra sAthe khirAjamAna hatA. khUba suMdara AtmasASanA karI rahyA hatA. cAturmAsa besavAnA visa

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zAradA sAgara 773 najIka AvyuM. tyAre ziSya judA judA sthAnamAM jaIne cAturmAsa karavAnI gurUdeva pAse AjJA mAMge che. temAM be ziSya kahe che gurUdeva ! A gAmathI be mAIla dUra A gAmanI khALa che. tenA kAMThA upara AkhuM cAturmAsa amAre ubhA rahIne dhyAna karavuM che. cAra mahinA ubhA rahIne dhyAna eTale cAra mahinAnA upavAsa karavAnA sUvAnuM nahi ne besavAnuM paNa nahi. be ziSyo kahe che amAre dhyAna karavuM che ne tyAM anazana karI mukita meLavavAnI amArI bhAvanA che. te Apa amane AjJA Ape. gurUdeva khUba jJAnI ane sUkSma dRSTivALA hatA. temaNe kahyuM he ziSyo! nagaranI khALanA kAMThe javuM nathI. tame ahIM rahIne sAdhanA kare. tyAM javuM te tamAre mATe zreyakArI nathI. devAnupriye! pahelI vAta te e che ke vinayavAna ziSya kadI gurUne ema na kahe ke mane ahIM cAtumasa mekale. paNa gurU AjJA kare ke he ziSya tamAre ahIM cAturmAsa javAnuM che. tyAre vinIta ziSya taheta gurUdeva! kahIne vadhAvI le. gurU kahe ke uTha te ubhuM thaI jAya ne besa kahe te besI jAya. paNa gurU sAme dalIla na kare. je gurUnI AjJAnuM apramattapaNe pAlana kare che tenuM avazyameva kalyANa thAya che. vinayavAna ziSya e vicAra kare ke gurU je kAMI kare che te mArA ekAMta hitane mATe kare che. ahIM gurUe nA pADavA chatAM pelA baMne ziSyo vAraMvAra AjJA mAMgavA lAgyA tyAre gurU mauna rahyA. - avinIta ziSyae gurUnA maunane artha hA mAnI lIdhuM. ane gurUnI nA hevA chatAM baMne ziSya pitAnuM dhAryuM karavA cAlI nIkaLyA. kuNAlAnagarInI bahAra pALanA kAMThe jaIne dhyAnamAM sthira thayA. cAra mahinAnA upavAsa ane gaMdhAtI khALanA kAMThe dhyAna karavuM te sahelI vAta nathI. e khALamAMthI evI durgadha chUTatI hatI ke eka mAIla dUra hoya tyArathI nAke DUcA devA paDatA. AvI khALanA kAMThe baMne saMte anazana karIne dhyAnamAM lIna banyA. emanI evI ugra sAdhanA hatI ke te joIne vyaMtara deva temanA upara prasanna thayA. e vyaMtara deva sAdhunI bhakti karatA ne temanI sAme hAtha joDIne ubho rahete. aSADa, zrAvaNa ne bhAdara mahine pUre thavA AvyuM paNa kuNAlA nagarImAM varasAda paDatuM nathI. tyAre e khALa pAse jatA AvatA leke belavA lAgyA ke varasAda paDe te e muMDakAo herAna thaI jAya ne! eTale emaNe varasAda bAMdhI dIdhe che. emanA pApe AkhI nagarInA leke herAna thaI jAya che. A vacane vAraMvAra saMbhaLAvAthI munionA dhyAnamAM bhaMga paDe. eka te tapanI garamI hatI. temAM vaLI nagarInA lokonA vacana sAMbhaLI kevathI munionuM mana dhamadhamI uThayuM. manamAM thayuM ke zuM! ame varasAda raka che? A loke amArA upara khoTuM kalaMka caDhAvI rahyA che. dhathI thato saMyamane vinAzabaMdhuo! bAvIsa pariSadamAM Akroza vacanane pariSaha sahana kare ati duSkara che. jatAM AvatAM lokenI asabhya vANIthI munienuM mana ugra banI gayuM. tethI

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774 zAradA sAgara temaNe dhyAna pALyuM. mahinAothI AvI ugra sAdhanA ane dhyAnamAM ubhA rahelA munionI ucca bhAvanA, zuddha dhyAnadazA ane nirmaLatA - jaI bhakita karatA deve munine dhyAnamAMthI calita thayelA joIne kahyuM. gurUdeva ! Ama kema? tyAre muni kahe che je tuM amArI bhakita karate heya ne amArA upara prasanna thayuM hoya to amAruM eka kAma kara. deve kahyuM-zuM? munie kahyuM tuM kuNAlA nagarImAM varasAda varasAva. tyAre deva kahe ke divase varasAvuM ke rAtre? te kahe divasa-rAta bane vakhate. deva kahe keTalA divasa varasAvuM? eka, be ke traNe divasa? te kahe-nA-nA sAta divasa ane sAta sAta varasAva. te kahe dhIme varasAvuM ke bhAre? muni kahe-mUzaLadhAra varasAva. baMdhuo! ahAhA...sAdhupaNAnuM bhAna bhUlAI gayuM. kaSAya zuM nathI karatI? muni mAna kaSAyamAM joDAIne keTalA adhama vicAre pahoMcI gayA ! saMtane dharma eka paNa jIvanI hiMsA na karavI. chakAyanI rakSA karavI te temane dharma che. tenA badale deva pAse kevI mAMgaNI karI! kaSAyanA rogamAM vicAra paNa na sUjhayo ke huM A zuM mAMgaNI karuM chuM? ane AnA pariNAme seMkaDo chenA mRtyu thaI jaze ne ghera hiMsAnuM tAMDava sarjAI jaze teTalo vicAra paNa munie karyo nahi. sAdhu sAdhuvezamAM rahyA paNa pariNAmathI temanuM sAdhupaNuM cAlyuM gayu. deva te vacana pramANe kArya karavA taiyAra thaI gayA. devAnupriye! vicAra karaze. A saMtonI sAdhanA kevI ugra hatI! saheja durgadha Ave te ApaNuM mAthuM phATI jAya. AvI durgadhamAM dhyAna sahita upavAsa karIne ubhA rahyA. paNa lekenA vacana pacAvI zakyA nahi. eTale ke dhanI jvALA bhabhUkI uThI. ane devane varasAda varasAvavA kahyuM. eTale deve varasAda varasAvyuM. eka kalAka mUzaLadhAra varasAda varasatAM kuNalA nagarImAM pANI pANI thaI gayuM. eka kalAkamAM ATalA pANI bharAI gayA te sAta divasa ane sAta rAtrI varasAda varase te zuM na thAya? AkhI nagarI DUbI gaI. AsapAsanA gAmaDA taNAI gayAM ne hajAre manuSya tathA DherAnA maDadA pANImAM taNAvA lAgyA. je saMta eka kIDI jevA jIvanI paNa dayA pALanArA tenA dedhanA AvezathI ATalA jenI hiMsA thaI gaI. je sAdhanA dvArA mokSanI TikiTa meLavavAnI hatI te sAdhanA dvArA durgatinI TikiTa phaMDAvI. Akreza vacanane pariSaha sahana na karI zakyA te cAritranI peDhI DUla thaI gaI. sAdhune dharma che ke game tevA prasaMge cAre kaSAya, pAMca Indrio ane mana upara vijaya meLavI joIe. sAce sAdhu ke hoya che? pAMca indriya vaza kare, manane rAkhe aMkuzamAM, kAma, krodha, mada, lAbhane, chatI sthira rahe saMyamamAM.

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zAradA sAgara 775 je pAMca indriya ane cha mana para saMpUrNa aMkuza rAkhe che, kedha, mAna, mAyA, lobha Adi kaSA tathA kAmavAsanAone jaDamULamAMthI ukhADIne pheMkI de che, temane paripUrNa zraddhA che ke je AtmAnuM sAcuM sukha che te A badhA vikAramAM paDavAthI kayAre paNa prApta karI zakAtuM nathI jenA manamAM jyAM sudhI viSaya vikAranI bhAvanA rahe che tyAM sudhI te saMsAranA khAdyapadArthothI sukha meLavavAnI AkAMkSA rAkhe che. ane te kAmanAo manamAM vidyamAna rahe tyAM sudhI virakita jAgrata nathI thatI. bhega ane pega bane ekabIjAthI tadana viparIta che. eka che uttara kinAro te bIje che dakSiNa kinAre. tethI e baMnene meLa kayAre paNa maLato nathI. eTalA mATe mekSanA Icchuka sAdhu purUSa saMsAra pratye Asakita nathI rAkhatA. temanuM hRdaya samabhAvathI bhareluM hoya che. temane na to kaI pratye vizeSa rAga thAya che ke na te kaI pratye dveSa. zatruonA pratye paNa temane karUNA bhAva hoya che. teo sarva jenuM kalyANa Icche che. eka nAnakaDuM udAharaNa ahIM yAda Ave che. eka samayanA prasaMgamAM kaI eka saMnyAsI saMta aneka musApharonI sAthe kaI nadIne pAra karavA mATe nAvamAM beThA. nAva nadImAM AgaLa vadhavA lAgI. tyAre keTalAka duSTa mANase paraspara eka bIjAnI majAka temaja kharAba kharAba asabhyatAyukta halakI vAta karavA lAgyA. A joIne saMte te mANasane dhIrethI samajAvIne kahyuM- he bhAIo ! ATalA mANasonI vacce besIne tamAre AvI kharAba vAta nahi karavI joIe. je tamAre vAta karavI hoya te sArI vAto kare. juo, tamArI A vAta sAMbhaLIne nAvamAM beThelA bIjA mANase paNa zaramIMdA thaI jAya che. te temane kevI suMdara vAta karI paNa temanI vAta ulTI paDI. te mANaso badhA kedhanA AvezamAM AvI gayA ne te saMtane paNa gALo ApavA lAgyA. eTalethI temane saMtoSa na thayo. paNa uparathI caMpalathI, lAtethI prahAra karavA lAgyA. duSTa mANasane saMte suMdara zikhAmaNa ApI. tenA pariNAmamAM temane mAra khA paDaze. chatAM saMtane jarA paNa kedha na AvyuM ke na te sAme temanA praznane virodha karyo. te te dhyAna lagAvIne besI gayA. te samaye AkAzavANI thaI. he pUjya! Apa kaho te A kSaNe A duSTa mANasone temanA duSTa kAryanuM phaLa cakhADavAne mATe nAva uMdhI pADI dauM. AkAzavANI sAMbhaLatA nAvamAM beThelA badhA musAphare dhrujI uThyA ane te duSTa mANase saMtanA caraNamAM paDIne pitAnA aparAdhanI kSamA mAgavA lAgyA. pharIthI AkAzavANI thaI, he mahAtmA! Apa kaho te A duSTa mANasane temanA aparAdhanI zikSA ApavAne mATe nAvane uMdhI pADI dauM. tyAre saMtanI pavitra bhAvanA zuM belI? nAvane nA ulaTA paNa buddhine ulaTA :-baMdhuo! saMte zuM javAba

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zAradA sAgara Ape? temano javAba sAMbhaLavA jevuM che ke jIvanamAM apanAvavA jevo che. AkAzavANI sAMbhaLIne te pitAnuM dhyAna pALyuM. ane A khelIne uMce joIne belyA. nahIM, nAvane uMdhI pADavAthI zuM lAbha thaze? aneka nA jAna jaze. hA, je tamAre ulaTAvuM che te A badhA mANasanI buddhine ulTAvI nAkhe. ke suMdara javAba che! AmAMthI ApaNane ghaNuM samajavAnuM maLe che. Aje Ape e vAta sAMbhaLI. pahelA be sAdhunI vAta sAMbhaLI ke jeNe mAna kaSAyamAM joDAIne kevuM kArya karyuM ke jethI seMkaDe ja mRtyunA mukhamAM homAI gayA. ane A bIjI vAta sAMbhaLI ke jeNe pitAnA upara apakAra karanArAone paNa jIvatadAna ApI bacAvI lIdhA. AvuM hoya che saMta purUSanuM cAritra. teo na te pitAnA hRdayamAM ke dhane sthAna Ape che ke na te pitAnI bhAvanA rahe che te te. lAbhA lAbhe suhe dukkhe jIvie maraNe thaa| samo niMdA pasaMsAsu tahA mANAvamANao // utta. sU. a. 19 gAthA 990 lAbha ke alAbhamAM, sukha ke duHkhamAM, jIvana ke maraNamAM, mAna ke apamAnamAM, niMdA ke prazaMsAmAM sadA samabhAvamAM rame che. pitAnA apakArIne paNa te upakAra kare che. A zakita kyAre prApta thAya che? jyAre te mana ane indrio upara pUrNa kAbU rAkhe che tyAre. mAre kahevAno Azaya e che ke samyaka darzana,jJAna, cAritranI ArAdhanA karavAvALA sAdhaka A nazvara dehane tyAga karIne paNa saMsAramAM pitAnI kIrti dvArA amara banI jAya che. ane janma-maraNanA duHkhathI sarvathAne mATe mukta thaIne kALane paNa parAjya karI de che. A badhe prabhAva cAritrane che. mahApurUSa jJAna ane darzanane prAga cAritranA rUpamAM kare che. cAritra e jJAna-darzananI sAcI kasoTI paNa kahI zakAya che. kAraNa ke cAritranI uccatA dvArA enI sAcI parakha thaI zake che. jeTalI cAritranI ucatA teTaluM jIvana saphaLa ane jeTalI nikRSTatA eTaluM jIvana asaphaLa. cAritrane daDha ane uca banAvavAne mATe je ke temane aneka kaSTo sahana karavA paDayA che, paraMtu je rIte senAne tapAvyA pachI tenuM zuddha, nirmaLa ane camakadAra thAya che te rIte vivekI AtmA ghaNu kaSTa sahana karyA pachI cAritravAna ane pratibhAvAna bane che. cAritravAna banavuM saraLa nathI paNa ghaNuM muzkela che. ghaNu mANasa vidvAna hoya che. temane keTalA pustake te kaMThastha hoya che ane keTalI badhI bhASAo AvaDatI hoya che. paraMtu je tenAmAM cAritra na hoya te e badhuM Avazyaka nathI. ghaNI vAra jovA maLe che ke moTA moTA jJAnI ane vidvAna paNa caritranI dRSTie te zUnya heya che. gAMdhIjIe paNa eka jagyAe lakhyuM che ke saccAritranA abhAvamAM phakata bauddhika

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zAradA sAgara jJAna suga Mdha vinAnA puSpa jevuM che. Apane have samajAI gayuM haze ke cAritra, sadAcAranA abhAvamAM dhana-sa MpattinuM koI mUlya nathI. jevI rIte auSadhi zarIranA rAgeAnA nAza kare che te rIte sadAcAra AtmAnA rAgene nAza karI tene zuddha manAve che. tethI cAritrane mahimA matAvatAM sUyagaDAyaga sUtramAM kahyuM che keH 666 ava purA vibhikkhuvo, AesA vi bhavanti suvvayA / eyAiM guNAI Ahute, kAsavassa aNudhammacAriNo // ya. sa. a-2 7. 3 gAthA 20 je jinezvara bhagavAna pahelA thai gayA che. te khadhA suvatI hatA. ane bhaviSyamAM thaze te badhA cAritranA prabhAve jinezvara thaze. te jinezvara bhagavAne saddaguNNAne upadeza ApyA. kAraNa ke kAzyapa gotrI bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe dharmanuM AcaraNa karyuM" hatu. game teTaluM jJAna hAya paNa nirmala ane Dha cAritranA abhAvamAM jJAnanuM hAvu na hAvu samAna che. cAritranA abhAvamAM jJAna meAjA samAna lAge che. jJAnanI sArthakatA cAritranI prAptimAM che. ane sAcA jJAnI teA te che je peAtAnA saddajJAnathI peAtAnA cAritrane dRDha ane zuddha banAve che. kAi mANasa jJAnane AcaraNamAM utAryA vinA samajI le ke kaMThastha jJAnathI amane krarmAthI mukita maLI jaze ne amAruM kalyANa thaI jaze. te te mAnava bhramamAM rahe che. mATe AtmakalyANa mATe teA samyajJAna, darzana ane cAritra traNenI AvazyakatA che. paNa jJAnanI sAthe ahaMkAra na heAvA joie. kayAre paNu arhaMkAra AvI jAya te cApU dhArIonA jJAnanuM smaraNu karavuM. ane vicAra karavA ke kayAM e mahApurUSa ane kayAM huM! jo jJAnamAM ahaMkAra Ave te samajavuM ke jJAnanuM ajINu che. e ajIne dUra karavA mATe jJAnInuM smaraNa karavuM te pAvaraphUla Ijekazana che. upAdhyAya yaAvijyajInuM nAma tame sAMbhaLyuM haze ! jaina samAjanA tee eka ghaNA moTA vidvAna thaI gayA. jaina darzananI sAthe temaNe anya darzanAne paNa khUba UMDA abhyAsa karyAM hatA. bAra varSa sudhI kAzImAM rahIne temaNe abhyAsa karyA hatA. te samayanA vidvAneAmAM temanI vidvatAnI chApa suMdara hatI. keTalIya sabhAe mAM temaNe vAdavivAdyamAM bhAga lIdhe hatA. je sabhAmAM jatA sabhAmAMthI vijaya meLavIne AvatA. badhethI maLatA vijayenI sAthe temane nyAyavizAradanI padmavI paNa maLI hatI. eka vakhatanA prasaMgamAM vidvAnAnI sabhA maLI hatI. A sabhAnA mukhya dhyeya e hatA ke badhA vidvAneA bhegA maLIne kAi zAstra ke tarka para peAtAnA maulika vicAra rajU kare. ane janatA samakSa navA vicAro prarzita kare. tethI khIjA pakSanI khoTI mAnyatAo dUra thAya te jJAnanA prakAza phelAya. paraMtu jyAre A vAda thAya tyAre

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778 zAradA sAgara temAMthI satya te dUra jatuM rahetuM ane ahaM kAma karavA lAgI jatuM. jyAre vAdamAMthI satya cAlyuM jAya che ne ahaM sthAna jamAve che tyAre vAda vAda na rahetAM vivAbanI jAya che. pachI satyanI rakSAne savAla na rahetAM vyaktigata mAna-pratiSThAno viSaya banAvavAmAM Ave che. jenuM dhyeya mAtra bIjAne parAjaya ApI potAnI pratiSThAnuM sthApana karavAnuM hoya che. tyAre jya-parAjayanI harIphAImAM satya khavAI jAya che. A sabhAmAM vidvAne kaI eka viSaya upara zAstrArtha karatA ane eka nirNAyaka jaya-parAjayano nirNaya karatA. vidvAnanI A sabhAmAM zAstrArthanuM Ayojana thayuM. temAM vijetA bananArane sabhAe pAMcaso kevAo ApavAnuM nakkI karyuM ke je tenA vijayanI nizAnI tarIke rahe. zAstrArthanI zarUAta thaI. yazovijayajIe temAM bhAga lIdho hato. pitAnI vidvatA ane pratibhAnA baLe teo vijyI banyA ne sabhAe temane 500 dhvajAonI bheTa ApI. jyAre yazavijayajI eka sthaLethI bIjA sthaLe vihAra karatA, tyAre A 500 vijAo temanA yazanA pratika tarIke AgaLa rahetI. A davAo joIne teo pitAnuM gaurava mAnatA. jyAre vicaratA vicaratA teo gujarAta tarapha jatA hatA tyAre rastAmAM AdhyAtmika yogI AnaMdaghanajIne bheTe thaye. AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja A vajAo joIne te AcAryanI manodazA samajI gayA. pite baMne pUrvanA nehIo hatA. pitAnA sAthInA manane abhimAna ogALavA temaNe prazna karyo. he AcArya ! tame sarvathI zreSThamAM zreSTha jJAnI kene mAne che? AcArya yazavijayajIe kahyuM. mArI daSTie te kevaLa jJAnI purUSa sarvazreSTha jJAnanA dhAraka che. ke jemane AtmA anaMta jJAnanA prakAzathI camakI rahyo che. gI AnaMdaghanajIe bIjo prazna karyo. tenAthI ochA jJAnavALA koNa che? AcArye kahyuM.bIje naMbare cauda pUrvadhare Ave. kevaLajJAnI pachI temane naMbara Ave. caudapUrvadharo pachI koNa kahe. siddhasena divAkara. temanA pachI? AcArya hemacaMdrasUri. ATalI carcA karyA pachI avadhUta yegI AnaMdaghanajIe prazna karyo. tamArA uttara barAbara che. have Apa mane e jaNAvaze ke te viziSTa jJAnIonI paMktimAM ApanA jJAnanuM sthAna kyAM pAme che kharuM? tyAre yazovijayajIe kahyuM- te mahAna jJAnIonI sarakhAmaNImAM te mAruM jJAna TakI zake nahi. kayAM te viziSTa mahAjJAnIo ne jyAM huM alpajJa! kayAM sAgara ane kayAM biMdu! kyAM sUrya ne kayAM Agiya! tyAre yogIe kahyuM ke to Apa e kaho ke e anaMta jJAnIonI AgaLa keTalI vajAo pharakatI hatI? A praznanA uttaramAM AcArya mauna rahyA. have temane potAnI bhUla samajAI gaI ane te vakhate temaNe pitAnI bhUla sudhArI dIdhI yazovijayajIe te pitAnI bhUla , tene svIkAra karyo ane sudhArI paNa

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zAradA sAgara lIdhI, paNa Aje jo bhUla khatAvavAmAM Ave te te bhUla khatAvanAranI TIkA karavAnuM zarU thaI jAya che. ThIka. have tame e batAvA ke tame ahIM tamArI bhUle! tapAsavA Ave! che ke tamArI praza MsAnA gItA sAMbhaLavA Ave che? jo praza MsAnA puSpa priya hAya tA yAda rAkhajo ke pragati aTakI gaI che. AcArya yazevijayajIe bhUla joi te sahaja bhAvathI tene svIkAra karyo ane sudhArI lIdhI. temaja bhUla batAvanAra pratye jarA paNu rASa ke dveSa temanA manamAM paNa na AvyA ne te kSaNe temanA manamAMthI jJAnane ahaMkAra nAza pAmyA. 779 jJAnanA mukhya hetu pragati che. paraMtu jJAnane ahaMkAra te pragatine khale patana karAve che. caMdana ThaMDu hAya che paNa tenI Aga ThaMDI nathI hAtI. Agane guNu uSNatA che eTale te te saLagAvavAnu` kAma karaze. pachI bhale te Aga lAkaDAnI hAya, kAlasAnI hAya ke caMdananI hAya paNa te jhAyA vinA raheze nahi. AganI mAka ahaMkAranA svabhAva paNaRRjhADavAnA che. te huMmezA mananI zAMtine saLagAvyA kare che. vinayanA guNune rAkha kare che. pachI bhale te ahaMkAra deDhunA hAya, saMpattinA hAya, maLane hAya, jJAnaneA hoya ke kriyAnA hAya paNa te AtmAnA guNAne te khatama karI nAMkhaze. anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne kahI rahyA che ke huM rAjan ! viSaya ane kaSAyamAM kluSita anIne vibhAvamAM paDele AtmA potAnA zatru che. ne viSaya-kaSAyathI mukata banI svabhAvanA sarAvaramAM snAna karIne zuddha banelA AtmA potAnA mitra che. anAthI muni haju paNa A viSaya upara zreNIka zajAne samajAvaze tenA vadhu bhAva avasare. caritra :- bharyo bhANethI pavanajI ubhA thai gayA. -- sALAnI dIkarIe kahyuM ke mArA phaibAne ahIMthI kADhI mUkayA che. A samAcAra sAMbhaLIne pavanajIne pArAvAra krodha caDhayA. madhue ! jue, aMjanAnA azubha karmane uddaya hatA tyAre pavanajIne tenA sAmuM jovuM paNa gamatu na hatuM. have ajanAne kADhI mUkI e samAcAra jANatAM patranajInuM hRdaya cIrAi gayuM. arere.... mArA pApIne kAraNe e satIne kevA duHkhA sahana karavA paDayA bAlikAvacana suNI karI, mAthA para pheravI nAMkhyA che thAya te, mahendrarAya AvI pAye name, pureAhita kahe tu`tA kama caDAla tA, uDI svAmI chuM besI rahyA, sui ke jIvatInI lIjIe khAja tA, sAsu re AvI ADI pharI, tuma sukha dIThA suja lAge che lAja te...satI re. ekhInA vacana sAMbhaLI pavanajI bharyobhAgethI ubhA thai gayA. ne bhejananA bharelA thALa mAthA upara traNa vAra utArIne pheMkI dIdhA. have jyAM sudhI aMjanA na maLe tyAM sudhI mAre annapANI harAma che. sasarAjIe joyu ke pavanajI ubhA thaI gayA.

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zAradA sAgara te tyAM tarata deDatA AvIne kahe che te jamAirAja! amArI maTI bhUla thaI gaI che. tamane moTuM batAvatAM paNa mane zarama Ave che. ema kahIne jamAIne ADA pharI vanyA. tyAre pavanajIe kahyuM. arere...tame te mAtA-pitA thaIne kasAInA kAma karyA! tame je dIkarIne vIsa varSanI karI tenA upara eTalo paNa vizvAsa na Avyo ke mArI dIkarI kusatI hoya nahi. duniyAmAM sAsu te sAsu ane mA te mA. sAsue aMjanAnA mAthe kalaMka caDhAvavAnI bhUla karI ne piyara kADhI mUkI. paNa tamArI te e pharaja hatI ne ke mArI dIkarIne pAse besADIne pUchuM ke beTA! tane sAsarethI * kALA kapaDe kema kADhI mUkI? kadAca tamane ema lAgyuM te huM AvuM tyAM sudhI te rAha jovI hatI. je putrI peTamAM samANu te ceDA samaya mATe paNa tamArI tapelIe na samANI? pavanajIe sAsu-sasarA pAse ghaNe ubhare ThAlavyA. temanA sALA te sajajaDa thaI gayA. ne sAsu-sasarA pavanajInA pagamAM paDIne raDavA lAgyA. tyAre pavanano mitra kahe che tame te caMDALa jevA kAma karyA che. have zuM raDavA beThAM che? pavanajI kahe-bhAI! cAlo. emanI sAthe vAta karavAmAM samaya bagaDe che. satI aMjanA kyAM haze? temanI tapAsa karIe. ema vicArI pavanajI ane temanA mitra ubhA thayA. ne javA mATe paga upADe che tyAM sAsu-sasarA ADA pharI vaLyA. ne kahyuM. tame jame te kharA! pavanajI kahe have te tamArA gharanuM TIpuM pANI paNa na pIuM. paNa sAsusasarA temane javA detA nathI. have pavanajI ane temane mitra aMjanAnI zodha karavA jaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. - 89 Ase vada 10 ne budhavAra * tA. 29-10-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! - - anaMtajJAnI zAstrakAra bhagavatee jagatanA chanA AtmakalyANane mATe, sukha mATe divya vANuM prakAzI. bhagavAne bhavya jIvonA hita mATe keTaluM suMdara mArgadarzana karyuM che! bhagavAnanI ApaNA upara kevI asIma karUNa che! mAtA-pitA Adi vaDIle saMsAramAM saMtAnane sukhI karavA mATe karUNuM kare che, paNa te A eka bhAva pUratI karUNa che. ane te sukha bhAgyamAM hoya te Takaze. jyAre ApaNuM parama upakArI bhagavAne ApaNuM upara bhavabhava sukhI thavAnI karUNA karI che. AtmasAdhanAnA zahe jatAM thaDe samaya kaSTa paDaze. paNa pachI keTaluM sukha maLaze te tame jANe cho ne? bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe saMsAra choDI saMyama lIdhe. sADAbAra varSa sudhI ugra sAdhanA karI. mahAna kanTe ane upasargo sahana karyA tyAra pachI sukhane akhUTa khajAne prApta karyo. jyAre Aje

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zAradA sAgara 781 ajJAnapaNe jIve bhautika sukha meLavavA phAMphA mAre che. ene khabara nathI ke huM garlabha laIne gheDA ApI rahyo chuM. bole, AmAMthI tame kaI gheDA ApIne gardabha kharIde kharA? (hasAhasa) tame badhA te eTalA catura cho ke gheDA ApIne gardabha kharIde tevA nathI. kema barAbara ne! te vicAra kare. saMsAranA bhautika sukhamAM AtmasAdhanAne sonerI samaya veDaphI nAMkhave te ghoDA ApIne gadheDA kharIdavA jevuM nathI? bhagavAna kahe che ke- "vALo rAjasthAna 3 mo " saMsAramAM pAMca Indriyajanya sukha anarthanI khANa jevA che. tene choDI de ane tyAga mArgamAM alpa samayanuM kaSTa veThIne lAMbA kALanuM sukha meLavI le. saMsAranA sukha meLavatAM cAre kaSAyanA kAraNe ubhA che. mAnI lo ke tamane kaSAya AvI jAya te prasaMge upasthita thaye. te samaye je samatAbhAva rahe te ghaNAM karmo khapI jAya. paNa je samatA na rahe ane baMne vyakita sarakhA bane te moTo kaSAyarUpI bhaDako thAya. kadAca keInA gharamAM Aga lAgaze te maryAdita vastuo bALaze ane baMbA Avaze te olAze. paNa kaSAyanI Aga evI bhayaMkara che ke te je phATI nIkaLaze te ApaNI bhavobhavanI sAdhanAne bALIne khAkha karI nAMkhaze jIvane kaSAya zA mATe thAya che? aMtaramAM rAga-dveSa ane moha bharyA che mATe. A rAga-dveSa ane mohinI tripuTI TaLe te kalyANa thAya. jJAnI kahe che ke ughaDe aMtaranA kamADa, mITe mehanI manavAra, TaLe rAganI raMjADa, sukha vRSTi zatadhAra, je aMtaranA kamADa khule te parabhAvamAM bhamate AtmA svamAM AvI jAya. kamADa khule te khabara paDe ke huM kayAM bhaNuM chuM? bAhAbhAvamAM rakhaDato AtmA bAhya padArthone dekhe che. pitAne dekhate nathI. tamArI tijorInA kamADa khule te temAMthI paisA ane dAgInA maLe, paNa tijorInuM bAraNuM baMdha rAkhIne kahe ke paisA joIe che te maLe? na maLe. tema aMtaranA dvAra baMdha rAkhIne avinAzIne prajAne meLave che te te kayAMthI maLe? jenA aMtaranA dvAra khulI jAya che tene bAhA ane AtyaMtara meha chUTI jAya che. mohanIya karmanI prakRti 28 che. temAM 25 cAtri mehanIyanI ane traNa darzana mohanIyanI. tame paraNavA gayA tyAre corImAM beThA hatA ne? jema corInA cAra choDa hoya che. ane ekeka choDamAM sAta sAta mATalI ema 744 = 28 mATalI hoya che. tema cerInA cAra choDa samAna cAra gati che. ane 28 mATalI samAna 28 mohanIya karmanI prakRti che. e saMsAranI cerImAM beThA eTale caturgatinA pherA pharavAnA samajI leje. bhoga viSayamAM sukha mAnIne jIva tenI pAchaLa deDI rahyo che paNa AtmA tarapha lakSa karyuM nathI.

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782 zAradA sAgara devAnupriyo ! A tamArI saMsArInI vAta thaI. paNa bhagavAna kahe che saMsAra .. choDIne sAdhu banyA pachI paNa mananI malInatA dUra na karI. nAma badalyuM paNa kAma na badalyuM, veza badale paNa vartana na badalyuM, vastu chaDI paNa vAsanA na gaI, cAritra laIne jagatane vaMdanIya banyo paNa vicAra na badalyA te veza paheryo zA kAmane? veza paherIne bhavAI bhajavI che. paraMtu sAce saMyamI sAdhaka ke jenA lalATe brahmacaryanA teja jhagArA mArI rahyA che tevA sAdhaka AtmAnI sAme kai vikArI mANasa Ubhelo hoya te teno vikAra paNa TaLI jAya che. A che brahmacaryanI zakti! paNa veza paherIne mana je vikAramAM ramatuM hoya te anaMtakALa saMsAramAM rajhaLavuM paDaze. ane A mehanI viTaMbaNAnI velI cAre tarapha vIMTaLAI vaLaze. - jenA aMtaranA kamADa khulI gayA che tevA kaMIka zrAvake saMsAramAM rahelA hovA chatAM temanuM jIvana sAdhu jevuM hoya che. upAsaMga dazAMga sUtramAM daza zrAvakene adhikAra Ave che. temAM ekeka zrAvakane kevA upasargo AvyA! deva parIkSA karavA AvyA hatA, mAraNutika upasargo AvyA chatAM mane keTaluM daDha! devanA DagAvyA paNa DagyA nahi. vicAra karo. keTale moha jItyo haze! are! mehane kacaDI nAMkhyo. sopArI game teTalI kaThaNa hovA chatAM enA kaTakA karI zakAya che. tema mehane chata kaThaNa che. chatAM je aMtaranA kamADa uDe te mehane kacaDI tenA cUrecUrA karI zakAya che. jemanA aMtaranA kamADa khulI gayA che tevA brahmacArI AtmAnI sAme vikArI AtmA Ubho hoya ne tenI daSTimAM daSTi maLe te vikArInA vikAra naSTa thaI jAya. brahmacaryanA teja AgaLa hajAre sUryanAM teja jhAMkhA paDe che. baMdhuo! cAmaDAnA kathaLAmAM rAcavA ne tenA khoLAmAM mAthuM mukavA karatA taraNa tAraNa evA trilokInAthanA meLAmAM mAthuM mUke. pAmaratAnuM sevana karavA karatA prabhutAne pAmavA purUSArtha kare. cakSukuzIla-aMga sparzanA pApa nAnA sUnA nathI. tenAthI tananA ane bhAvanA raMgane poSaNa maLe che. A mohanI mUDhatA che. mohanA kAraNe jIva anAdikALathI rAganuM poSaNa karI rahyo che. te rAganI Aga bhaDake baLe che. e Agane bUjhAvavA mATe trilakInAthanA ane sadagurUnA meLe mAthuM mUkI de keI apUrva zAMti ane zItaLatA maLaze. ukaLatA telanA moTA tAvaDAmAM bAvana caMdananuM eka TIpuM paDaze te badhuM tela zItaLa banI jaze. tema rAganI bhaDake baLatI Agane bUjhavavA mATe virAgatA rUpI bAvana caMdananuM eka TIpuM basa che. virAgabhAva e raMgarAganI gaMjIne bALanAra cInagArI che. paNa jIva anaMtakALathI raMgarAganI raMgelI pUrIne rAganI AgamAM jalI rahyo che. have je kaMIka samajAyuM hoya to rAganI sAme moraco mAMDe jethI enI raMjADa TaLI jAya. virAgabhAvanI eka cinagArI

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zAradA sAgara 783 pragaTaze te zaga kyAMya bhAgI jaze. virAganI eTalI agAdha zakti che ke je bhoganA bharacaka sAdhanone ulaMghI jAya che. jyAre rAgI bhautika sukhanA TukaDA vINate phare che. bhautika bhAganA TukaDA maLI jAya te te khuzakhuzAla thaI jAya che ane e bheganA TukaDAnI bhIkha na maLI to rAMkaDo banIne raDe che ne anaMta saMsAramAM rajhaLe che. anaMtakALathI AtmA parane dAsa banIne anAtha banI gayA che. tene sanAtha banAvavo hoya te virAgabhAvanI mastI lAvo. jyAM virAga bhAva Avyo tyAM karmanI gaMjIonI gaMjIo sApha thaI jaze. A caturgati saMsAramAM na rajhaLavuM hoya te sI maTIne vizagI bane. te aMtaranA kamADa ughaDe, mehanI manavAra maTe, rAganI raMjADa TaLe ne zAzvata sukha maLe. pachI koI sukha zodhavA javuM nahi paDe ne aMtaramAMthI zAzvata sukhanA jharaNuM vahevA lAgaze. AvA pavitra AtmAne jotAM vikArI avikArI banI jaze. eka nyAya ApuM. rAjasAhI sukhamAM vasele nagarazeThano lADakavA IlAcIkumAra eka naTaDInuM rUpa joIne eha pAme, ne naTaDI sAthe lagna karavA mATe pitAnI mahAna saMpatti cheDIne dara upara caDhIne nAcavA lAgyo. te eka rAjAnA rAjyamAM nATaka karavA mATe gayA. IlAcIkumAra dera upara caDhIne khela bhajavI rahyo che. naTaDI hela vagADI rahI che. prekSake joI rahyA che. rAjA naTaDInuM rUpa joIne mugdha banI gaye. nATaka pUruM thayuM. naTa moTA dAnanI apekSA rAkhe che. prajA paNa nATaka joIne khuza thaI che. dAna ApavA utsuka banI che. paNa rAjAnI draSTimAM vikAra bharyo che eTale dAna ApatA nathI. traNa traNa vakhata suMdara nATaka karavA chatAM rAjA rIjhatA nathI. enA manamAM evA bhAva pravarte che ke je A naTa doraDA uparathI paDe ne marI jAya to A rUpALI naTakanyA mane maLe. paNa ene khabara nathI ke A nagarazeThane chokaro mahAna sukha cheDIne kene mATe A nATaka karI rahyo che! baMdhuo! A baMnenI daSTimAM vikAra che. IlAcIkumArane naTaDI pratye meha che ne rAjA paNa naTaDI upara Asakata bane che. eTale rAjA IlAcInuM mota IcchI rahyA che. paNa have tame jeje. vikArInI draSTi avikArI para paDe che te tene vikAra ke naSTa thaI jAya che! IlAcIkumAra deraDA upara nAca kare che. sAmI havelImAM eka munirAja padhAryA che. muni navayuvAna ane svarUpavAna che. temane zrImaMta zeThANI medaka vaherAve che. zeThANuM paNa navayuvAna ane svarUpavAna che. tenA vALa vALe metI ThAselA che. AvA zeThANI meda: vaherAve che. chatAM nathI te muni zeThANI sAmuM jotAM ke nathI zeThANI muni sAme dRSTi karatA. muninI daSTi vaheravA tarapha che ne zeThANInI daSTi vahorAvavA tarapha che. baMnenI daSTi avikArI che. havelImAM zeThANu ane muni sivAya keI nathI. chatAM kevI nirmaLa daSTi che! A dazya joIne IlAcIkumAranA manamAM evA

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784 zAradA sAgara bhAva AvyA. ahA ! kayAM A pavitra AtmAe ne kyAM huM A cAmaDAnA khALe mAthu mUkI apavitra bhAvanuM sevana karanArA 1 eka naTaDInA meAhumAM paDIne mAtA-pitAne ThukarAvI A nATaka karavA cAlI nIkaLyeA. evA mane dhikkAra che ne A pavitra AtmAone dhanya che! ema vicAratAM kSapaka zreNIe caDhayA ne AtmAti pragaTatAM dvAra uparathI nIce utarI sAdhu banI gayA. samajAyu? muni sAmenI havelImAM hatA. ne ila:cIkumAra dAra upara hatA. ane dUra hAvA chatAM avikArI AtmAe kevuM kAma karyuM? vikArInA vikAra naSTa karyA. rAganI Aga mUjhAvI virAga bhAvanA cIzaga jalAnyA. rAganI TAMkImAM virAga dazAnuM eka biMdu khasa che. marUdevI mAtAne kSaNu pUratA virAga bhAva AvyA. kANu mAtA ane kANu putra! A saMsAramAM kANu kAnu che? A bhAvamAM hAthInI AMkhaDI upara beThAM beThAM kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA. reAjanA sAta sAta khUna karanArA arjunamALIne suddana zeThaneA bheTa thatAM bhagavAnanI pAse gayA. bhagavAnanA darzana kahtAM pApI pAvana banI gayA ne mekSanI TikiTa lai lIdhI. AvA te jainazAstrAmAM aneka dAkhalA che. devAnupriyA! A mAnava jiMdagI amUlya che. enI ekeka kSaNa sekaDA kAhInura hIrAthI paNa kiMmatI che. badhuM maLaze paNa AvI amUlya jiMdagI pAchI nahi maLe. AvI amUlya kSaNAne vikAramAM veDaphI nahi. jeTaleA ane teTale rAga Acho karIne virAgabhAva keLavA. teA a MtanA kamADa khulI jaze. aMtaranA kamADa khulaze teA mAharAjAne haTAvI zakAze ane rAga AtmAne anatakALathI parezAna karI rahyA che te parezAnI dUra thaze ne AtmA zAzvata sukhanA svAmI banI zakaze. jenI dRSTi khulI gai ne cAstri aMgIkAra karyuM tevA anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne kahI rahyA che ke he mahArAjA! huM. sanAtha kevI rIte banyA? mArA roga maTADavAmAM koi paNa sama` na khanI zakayA. te samaye na te mAza svajana saMbaMdhI kaMi karI zakayA, na teA vaidya hakIma peAtAnI DhavAthI mane sAruM karI zakayA. na tA mArA pitAnI aDhaLaka saMpatti mArI bimArImAM kAmamAM AvI. A sthiti joine mane AtmAmAM vizvAsa thayA ke huM... anAtha chuM. ane jyAre e dRDha vizvAsa thayA tyAre meM eka divasa sakalpa karyo ke jo hu A vedanAmAMthI mukata banI jAuM te saMyama laIne evA purUSArtha karIza ke mAre AtmA hu Mmezane mATe rAga-zeka ane janma maraNanA duHkhamAMthI mukata banI jAya, khasa, A vicAra ane dRDha sakalpa karatA mArI ghAra veDhanA ApAApa zAMta thai gai ne meM sacama aMgIkAra karyAM. have Apa ja batAvA ke tame peAtAne lAkhA vAnA nAtha samajo che. te zu koi paNa AtmA zArIrika vedanA maTADavAmAM sama che? rAjA kahe nA. muni kahe te evI sthitimAM Apa kAi paNa rIte kAinA nAtha khanI zake kharA? meM A vAtane

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zAradA sAgara 785 khUba sArI rIte samajIne A saMyamane mArga apanAvyo che. huM je kAraNathI anAtha hate te vAta meM Apane samajAvI. have bIjA prakAranI anAthatA paNa hoya che te kevI rIte? te huM tamane samajAvuM. imA hu aNNA vi aNAhayA nivA, tamega citto nihuo sunnehi| niyaMTha dhamma lahiyANa vi jahA, sIyanti ege, bahukAyarA narA // utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA 38 he rAjA ! bIjuM anAthapaNuM karyuM che te tame sthira citta karIne sAMbhaLe. sanAtha banAvanAra nigraMtha dharmane prApta karIne paNa ghaNuM kAyara purUSe patita thaI jAya che ane nigraMthapaNumAM duHkha pAme che have je sAdhakadazAmAM daDha hoya che te muni kevA hoya che? sAcA saMyamI sAdhaka muni pitAnA zarIra para paNa mamatva nathI rAkhatA te pachI adhika kapaDA te rAkhe zAnA? uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM paNa bhagavAna bolyA che ___ acelagassa lUhassa, saMjayassa tvssinno| acela eTale vastrane abhAva. tene artha maryAdita kapaDA ema laI zakAya che. te mATe eka nyAya ApIne samajAvyuM che ke eka vahepArInI pAse kaI paNa prakArane mAla che. te vahepArI te mAlane vecavA Icche che. paraMtu tenA manamAM AzA che ke bhAva vadhaze tethI te rAkhI mUke che. paraMtu durbhAgyavaza bhAva vadhavAne badale nIce paDatA jAya che. te bhAvamAM jyAre te mAla vece che te naphe bahu alpa thAya che. paraMtu te samaye kaI vahepArIne pUche che bhAI! na thayo ke nukazAna? vahepArI kahe che nukazAna nathI thayuM ne phAyado paNa nathI thaye. phakata so - baso rUpiyA maLyA che. to hajAre rUpiyAnA vahepAramAM je rIte se, baso rUpiyAnuM keI mahatva rahetuM nathI. te rIte maryAdita kapaDA paNuM vastra rahita sthitimAM AvI jAya che. baMdhuo! tamArI pAse garamI ane ThaMDInA rakSaNa mATe keTalA vacce rAkho che? ThaMDIthI bacavAne mATe aneka garama vastra, zAla, duzAla, rajAI ItyAdi tamArI pAse hoya che. paraMtu sAdhu maryAdita vastra rAkhe che. tethI bahu ochA kapaDA temanI pAse hoya che. eTalA mATe bahu ochA vastra hovA te acetanI gaNatarImAM AvI zake che. upara gAthAmAM jUha zabda AvyA che. tene artha e ke rUkSa vRttivALA. A vRtti sAdhune mATe yogya che. Apa jANe che darekanA mukhamAM jIbha hoya che. te jIbhe jIvanamAM keTaluM ghI khAdhuM haze, dUdha pIdhuM haze, mIThAIonA svAda karyo haze ! ane A rIte anekAneka sarasa vastuo khAdhI haze. paraMtu zuM kaI paNa vastune svAda athavA rasa tenI upara rahyo che khare? nA. vastu jIbhathI nIce utarIne peTamAM gaI ke te tarata rUkSa banI jAya che. sAdhuvRtti paNa evI che. je kaMI maLe te ThIka ne na maLe te paNa ThIka tame jamavA

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786 zAradA sAgara besA. kAi vastumAM jo mIThuM ochuM paDayuM athavA A mArI bahene mIThuM nAMkhavu bhUlI gaI athavA koi vastumAM kaMi uNapa rahI gai te tame thALI pachADIne bhAgethI ubhA thai jAva, paraMtu sAvRttine grahaNa karavAvALA AtmA zu evu karI zake ? nA. temane' ' vastra maLe te ThIka ne na maLe teA paNa ThIka. e rIte AhArAddhi maLe te ThIka ane na maLe teA ThIka. "Amutti na makhinnA gAmutti na songa| " maLe te abhimAna na kare ne na maLe teA zAka na kare. AvI rUkSa vRtti hovAnA kAraNe teo badhA pariSahAne sahana kare che tenuM piraNAma e Ave che ke AsakitanA abhAvathI temane karmaba Mdhana thatuM nathI. sacamI sAdhaka dhana teA rAkhatA nathI tethI dhana pratyenA lAbha ke lAlasAne prazna ja nathI hAtA. tee nava phATIe brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare che tethI kAma leAga tarapha temanuM mana jatu nathI. tethI vAta rahI vastra paheravAnI ane peTa bharavAnI. Apa jANA che ke sAdhune zveta vastrA sivAya koi paNa raMganu kiMmatI vasra khatu nathI. ane zveta vastra paNa maryAdAthI vadhu na joie. kAraNa ke potAnA vastra, pAtarA Adi pAte svayaM laine dezadeza vicare che. peAtAnuM vajana kAine ApatA nathI. AvI sthitimAM te adhika vastra rAkhatA nathI. ane je maryAdita rAkhe che tenA para temane mamatva nathI hatu. A rIte AhAra mATe che. aceta ane nirdoSa AhAra maLe te grahuNa kare che. kyAreka lUkhA sukA jevA AhAra paNa maLe che. sarasa ke nisa AhAra phakata zarIra TakAvavA mATe le che. temane mana te sarasa ane nirasa AhAra ane samAna che. kAraNake te svAdane mATe nathI khAtA. phakata peTane bhADuM ApavAne mATe khAya che. eTalA mATe khAdyapadArtha mAM paNa temanI leAlupatA rahetI nathI. A sivAya te peAtAnA saMpUrNa parivArane cheADIne saMyamI banI gayA. tethI meAha keAnA para rahe? temane mATe te saMsAranA dareka jIvA samAna che. tethI keAi jIvA pratye temanI mamatA nathI rahetI. eTalA mATe sUkI mATInA gALA samAna tevA AtmAne ka cAMTatA nathI. he rAjana! Ave che sAdhu mArga. game tevA kaparA prasaMgeAmAM paNa peAtAnA niyamathI calAyamAna na thAya ane utkRSTa bhAve mahAvratanuM pAlana karatA saMyamanI ArAdhanA kare te sAcA sanAtha che. paNa jyAre AthI viruddhamAM AhAra na maLatAM kSudhAnA pariSaha veThave paDe, pANI na maLatAM tRSAneA pariSaha veThavA paDe, satkArane badale tiraskAra, mAnane addale apamAna, mIThA vacaneAne badale Akreza vacana sahana karavAnA prasaMgA ubhA thAya te samaye je sAdhaka potAnA pariNAmathI pAche paDIne ema vicAre ke mane AvI khakhara na hatI. A karatAM mAru' ghara ane mArA parivAra sArA. AvA je adhyavasAyA kare che te sAdhaka sayamanA pariNAmathI calAyamAna thayele che. tethI te sAdhu avasthAmAM hAvA chatAM kAyaratAne kAraNe duHkhI bane che te manamAM AdhyAna ane

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zAradA sAgara 787 raudradhyAnathI sIjhAyA kare che. A sAdhu sAdhupaNAmAM hovA chatAM pariNAmathI sAdhu dazAthI calita thayela kharekhara anAtha che. ' bhagavAne ThANAMga sUtranI aMdara cothA ThANe cAra prakAranI dIkSA batAvI cheH (1) eka purUSa siMhanI jema zUravIra banIne dIkSA le ne siMhanI pere pALe te bharata cakravartinI mAphaka. (2) eka siMhanI pare dIkSA le ane ziyALa jevo thaIne mUkI de te kuMDarIkanI mAphaka, puMDarIka ane kuMDarIkanI vAta tame ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLI haze. kuMDarIke vairAgya pAmIne siMhanI mAphaka zUravIra banIne saMyama lIdhe paNa roga thatAM pitAnA bhAInA rAjyamAM AvyA ne bhAInA rAja-vaibhava joIne paDavAI thayA hatA. (3) eka ziyALanI pere dikSA le ane siMhanI pere pALe te aMgAramana AcAryanA ziSyanI pere. dIkSA lIdhI tyAre temanA bhAva madhyama hatA. paNa dIkSA lIdhA pachI ughADa thatAM jemanuM cAritra vizuddha banyuM ne ziyALanI pere dIkSA lIdhI hatI paNa siMhanI pere pALI. (4) ane cothA prakAranA cha evA che ke ziyALanI pere dIkSA laIne ziyALanI pere pALe te kALakAcAryanA ziSyanI pere. baMdhuo! je AtmAo zUravIra che temanI deva jevA deva parIkSA karavA Ave te paNa DagatA nathI. namI rAjarSi dIkSA levA mATe tatpara banyA te samaye temanI parIkSA karavA mATe Indra brAhmaNanuM rUpa laIne manuSya lekamAM AvyA ne kahevA lAgyA...he namirAja! tuM dIkSA levA nIkaLe chuM paNa jarA pAchuM vALIne te je. A tArI mithilA nagarI bhaDake baLI rahI che. tArA aMteuranI rANIe kALe kalpAMta kare che. deve badhI mAyA racI hatI eTale jenArane te ema lAge ke nagarI jalI rahI che. aMtezvaramAM rANIo rUdana kare che ne AkhA gAmamAM kelAhala macI gayo che. paNuM namI rAjarSie te Indrane rokaDa javAba ApI dIdhuM ke he brAhmaNa ! sahaM vasAmo jIvAmo, jesi mo natthi kiMcaNaM / mihilAe DajjhamANIe, na me Dajjhai kiMcaNaM // utta. sU. a. 9 gAthA 14 huM te sukhapUrvaka vasuM chuM ne sukhapUrvaka jIvuM chuM. je mAruM che te mArI pAse che. mithilA nagarI baLatAM mAruM kAMI baLatuM nathI. vaLI tame kaho cho ke nagarInA leke raDe che ne rANuo raDe che. te zuM e badhA mane raDe che? mane kaI raDatuM nathI. sau pitAnA svArthane raDe che. jema ke ghaTAdAra vRkSa para pakSIo rAtre AvIne bese che te vRkSane keI kuhADo laIne kApI nAMkhe agara vRkSa paDI jAya te pakSIo sAMja paDatAM tyAM AvIne raDe che. te zuM pakSIo vRkSane raDe che? nA. e to pitAne besavA mATenuM vizrAmasthAna cAlyuM gayuM tene raDe che. temAM mane koI raDatuM nathI, namI rAjarSinA

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788 zAradA sAgara vairAgyabharyA javAma sAMbhaLI brAhmaNa sthira banI gaye. tamAre paNa vicAravAnu che ke saMsAra kevA svArthathI bharelA che! tamane lAge ke A badhA mArA che. paNa AkhuM vAtAvaraNu svArthanI bAjIthI bharelu che. saunA pyAramAM meghA vahAlamAM, meM tA svArtha nihALyeA A saMsAramAM kAma kare tArI jyAM lagI kAyA, tArA para saune mamatA ne mAyA, ghaDapaNanI jyAM utare chAyA, peAtAnA sau thAze parAyA saunA... ...... kavi zu kahe che? sA tane khammA khammA kayAM sudhI karaze? jyAM sudhI A kAyA kAma kare che tyAM sudhI sAne tame vahAlA che. paNa A kAyA ka MpanI kamAtI baMdha thaI jaze tyAre kAI tamArA rahevAnA nathI. kema kharAkhara che ne? hA. tame AvA kaMIka kissA joyA haze paNa mamatA utaratI nathI. kAraNa ke jIvane rAganA adhanA khUba satAve che. rAganu aMdhana zuM kare che? juo, bhamarA kamaLanA rasa levA mATe kamaLanA phUla upara jaine bese che ne ATalA rasa pI lauM pachI uDI jaiza ema mAne che paNa uDatA nathI. chevaTe sUryamukhI kamaLa sUryAsta thatAM bIDAI jAya che tyAre bhamarA mATe sehAmaNuM komaLa kamaLa kaidrarUpa banI jAya che. ne chevaTamAM hAthInA mukhamAM kamaLa jatAM bhamarAnuM mRtyu thAya che. kamaLanI pAMkhaDIo keTalI kemaLa hAya che! zuM bhramara dhAre teA kamaLane vI MdhIne bahAra na nIkaLI zakata? nIkaLI zakata. paNa kamaLa pratye ene rAga che eTale tene vIMdhIne bahAra nIkaLI zakatA nathI. paNa e bhramara lAkaDAnA pATaDAne vagara zastra vIMdhIne kANuM pADI zake che. je suthAra karatAM paNa caDhI jAya. samajAyuM? bhramara lAkaDAne vIdhI nAMkhe che paNa *maLane vIMdhI zakate nathI. zuM kAraNa ? rAga. baMdhue! tamArI dazA paNa AvI che. rAga che ? tyAM Aga che. rAga jaze te dreSa paNa jaze. vItarAgatA prApta karavI hAya teA rAga-dveSa ane choDavA paDaze. rAga saMsAra vadhAre che. ahI eka nAnakaDu dRSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka gAmamAM eka dhanavAna zeTha rahetA hatA. temaNe AkhI jiMdagI dhana bhegu karavAmAM vItAvI hatI. pazu dharmazadhanA karI jiMdaMgInA sadupayeAga na karyA. tenI rageragamAM kRpaNutA vyApelI hatI. te vyAjavaTAnA dhaMdhA karatA hatA. A zeThane pAMca dIkarA hatA. eka vakhata zeTha bimAra paDayA. pAMca putra pitAjInI khaDe page sevA karavA lAgyA. putrAe vicAra karyAM ke; have ApujIne aMtakALa najIka AvyeA che eTale temanu citta dharma dhyAnamAM joDAya tema karavuM. jethI temanuM mRtyu sudharI jAya. paNa jeNe AkhI jiMdagImAM dharmadhyAna karyuM na hoya. bhagavAnanuM nAma lIdhuM na heAya tenuM citta have dhama'mAM ke prabhumAM kayAMthI cAMTe ? dIkarAoe kahyuM. bApujI! have dharmadhyAnamAM citta joDA. paNa khApujI te jIvanabhara mAyAnA kIDA banyA hatA. dharmamAM temaNe kadI citta joyuM na hatuM.

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789 zAradA sAgara eTale teo tarata eTalI uThayA. beTA! pelA gharamAM rahetA jATa pAse ame rUpiyA leNAM che, te joje bhUlI na jatA. bIjA dIkarAne thayuM ke pitAjIne izvaranuM smaraNa karAvuM. eTale teNe kahyuM ke khApujI! izvaranuM nAma le. paNa zeTha izvaranuM nAma kayAMthI le ? izvara ane mAyAne te vera DAya che. izvara ane mAyAne teA ubhA ho anatu nathI. 'eTale DAsA kahevA lAgyA ke are dIkarA ! pelA IzvaraprasAda para dAvA karavAnA che. eNe mUDI ke vyAja kaMI ApyuM nathI. teM mane yAda karAvI ApyuM te ThIka karyuM ! eTalAmAM trIjo dIkarA AnyA. teNe kahyuM- bApujI! have tame ghaDI eghaDInA mahemAna che. mATe rAma rAma kareA. rAma rAma zabda kAne paDatAM zeThane kAi purANI smRti tAjI thai hoya tema khelI uThayA - are beTA! pelA rAmA hajAmanuM khAtuM jarA joi leje. eNe ApaNane pUrA rUpiyA ApyA che ke nahi? cAcA dIkarA kahe bApujI! kRSNanuM smaraNa karaza. tyAre zeTha tarata elI uThayA - beTA ! te yAda karAvyuM te sAru thayu. pelA kIsanA mALI che ne! enI pAsethI ApaNI leNI rakamanA badalAmAM daza maNa anAja levAnuM che te bhUlatA nahi. pachI tA A badhA dIkarAe ekI sAthe khAlI uThayA ke khApujI! A badhu bhUlIne have bhagavAnanuM nAma leA. paNa zeThanI buddhi upara mAyAnA gADha paDado paDyA hatA. eTale ene bhagavAnanuM nAma yAda karatAMnI sAthe bhagavAnajI brAhmaNa pAse 500 rUpiyA mAMgatA hatA te yAda AvyA. ane kahe che beTA ! te tame yAda karIne lai Avajo. A rIte zeThanA manamAM maratA sudhI leNadeNunA vicAra cAlu rahyA. paNa temanuM citta izvaramAM joDAyuM nahi. A dRSTAMta sAMbhaLIne tamane hasavuM AvyuM. paNa AmAM hasavA jevuM kAMi nathI. maraNa samaye zeThanA jevu nA ane tenu dhyAna rAkhajo. anAthI muninA samAgamathI jema zreNIka rAjA pAmI gayA tema ApaNe paNa sata samAgama karIne bhavanA pherA TaLe te mATe, kheAdhikhIjanI prApti karI laie. te sata samAgama karyA saphaLa bane, have theDIvAra catra laie. caritra:- ajanA satInI zAdhamAM pharatA pavanajInA jhurApA -ajanAnA bhAinI dIkarIe kahyuM ke mArA phaIbAne kADhI mUkayA che. eTale pavanajI teA jamavAne thALa pachADIne ubhA thai gayA. sAsu-sasarA kahe tame ahIM rAkAi jAva. ame mANaseA mAkalIne ajanAnI zeAdha karAvIzuM. pavanajI kahe huM... eka miniTa paNa ahIM rokAvAne nathI. tamArA kasAI jevA kartavyathI mane tamArA upara paNa napharata thaI gaI che. ema

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790 zAradA sAgara kahI sAsu-sasarAne tarachoDIne pavanajI temanA mitranI sAthe jaMgalamAM AvyA. TheraThera aMjanAnI tapAsa karavA lAgyA. vanamAMhe kuMvarajI TaLavaLe, kihAM gaI dAna yA taNuM vela te, kihAM gaI dharmanI dhuMsarI, kihAM gaI ziyaLa satoSanI kela te, Ave ne mArI AgaLa rahe, jema jeuM tuma taNuM mukhanuM svarUpa te, keTakethI kuzaLa huM AvIye, ema kahI rUdana kare bahu bhUpate-satI re. pavanajI vanavagaDe ghUme che ne aMjanA vinA taraphaDe che. te vananA vRkSanI sAme ubhA rahIne kahe che, he vRkSo ! dAna ane dayAnI vela sarakhI mArI aMjanAne tame joI che? enI nasenase dharmanI bhAvanA rahelI che. enuM zIyaLa te keTaluM nirmaLa che. he vanamAM viharanArA paMkhIDAo! tame AvI pavitra aMjanAne jatAM joI che? te ahIM AvI hatI? tame mane jaldI batAve. mehamAM mANasa bhAna bhUle che tyAre ene bhAna nathI rahetuM ke huM A vRkSane pUchuM te zuM te mane javAba Apaze? kaI javAba ApatuM nathI. tyAre pavanajI kahe che. keI batAvo keI batA aMjanA" are ke batA aMjanA rei reIne rAtI thaI che AMkhalaDI, are kaI batAve mane aMjanAjI. arerehe vRkSe ! he pyArA paMkhIDAo! tame mane kema javAba ApatA nathI? zuM! mArI aMjanA ahIM nahatI AvI? je AvI hatI te tame ene rokI kema nahi? Ama bele che. paNa kaI javAba detuM nathI tyAre e bele che te aMjanA! tuM mArAthI kema rIsAI gaI che? kyAM jaIne saMtAI gaI che? huM tArA vinA gUrI rahyo chuM. tane mArI eTalI paNa dayA nathI AvatI? huM yuddhamAM varUNa rAjAne harAvIne vijayanI varamALA paherIne Avyo chuM. te tane ema paNa nathI thatuM ke huM jaldI mArA patine maLuM. tuM jyAM hoya tyAMthI mArI pAse AvI jA. tAruM mukha joIza tyAre mane zAMti thaze. huM tArA vinA jIvI zakIza nahi. Ama belatA jAya ne pavanajI raDatA jAya che. temane karUNa kalpAMta jeIne vananA pakSIo paNa raDI paDayA ne vRkSe dhrujI uThayA. pavanajIno mitra paNa vicAra kare che ke je satIne garbhavatI AvA vagaDAmAM kADhI mUkI e AvA jaMgalamAM jIvatI rahI haze? enuM zuM thayuM haze? e te jJAnI jANe paNa mitrane evuM kahevAmAM Avaze te khUba AghAta lAgaze. eTale pavanajIne kahe che vIrA ! tuM hiMmata rAkha. zAMti rAkha. ApaNe game tyAMthI aMjanAdevIne zodhI kADhIzuM. ema hiMmatabharyA zabdathI AzvAsana Ape che. paNa pavanajInI dhIraja khUTI gaI che. bhUkhyA ne tarasyA vagaDAmAM ghUmavA lAgyA. bhUkha-tarasa ane bIju aMjanAnA viyeganuM dukha pavanajIne khUba satAvavA lAgyuM. aMjanAne patte nahi paDavAthI pavana bebhAna

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zAradA sAgara 791 thaIne jaMgalamAM paDayA che. pavanacha jyAM che tyAM mAtA pitA tathA sAsu-sasarAnuM AgamanaH A tarapha pavanajI temanA mAtA-pitA pAsethI jamyA vinA nIkaLI gayA eTale mAtA-pitAne paNa duHkha te thAya ne? ane dIkaro gayo eTale mA-bApa besI te na ja rahene? mAtA-pitA mukha DhAMkIne pavanajInA gayA pachI khUba raDayA ke ApaNuM guNIyala vahu te gaI ne ApaNe dIkaro paNa gaye. ApaNe ratna jevI vahune na oLakhI. teNe te ghaNuM kahyuM paNa ApaNe mAnyA nahi. te ApaNe pastAvAne vakhata Avye. have ApaNe jAte dIkarA-vahunI tapAsa karavA jaIe. ema vicAra karIne pavanajInA mAtA-pitA moTuM lazkara laIne pahelAM mahendrapurI AvyA. tyAM paNa rAjyamAM rokakaLa cAle che. kAraNa ke darekanA dilamAM potAnI bhUlane pazcAtApa thatuM hatuM. mAtA-pitA kahe ke je dIkarI ahIM na AvI hota te ema thAta ke ahIM AvI ja nathI. paNa piyaranI moTI AzAe te bAra bAra varSe AvI. tyAre ApaNe tenA sAmuM paNa na joyuM. tene pANI paNa na pIvaDAvyuM. A rIte khUba pazcAtApa karyo. prahalAda rAjA ane ketumatI rANI temaja mahendra rAjA ane mane vegA rANI Adi baMne rAjAe potAnuM sainya laIne pavanajI ane aMjanAnI zodha karatAM karatAM jyAM pavanacha bebhAna thaIne paDyA che tyAM AvyA. pavanajIne samajAvavA lAgyA ke beTA! tArA jevA zUravIra ane parAkramI putrane A zuM zobhe che? moTA baLavAna varUNa rAjA sAthe yuddha karatAM teM ATalA ghA sahana karyo ne eka patnIne ghA sahana karI zakato nathI? karma AgaLa kaI baLIyuM nathI. amArI badhAnI moTI bhUla thaI gaI che. temAM nA nathI. paNa have tuM beThe thA. ghaNuM ghaNAM upacAra karyA ane zItaLa pavana AvyuM eTale pavanajI bhAnamAM AvyA, paNa keInI sAthe kaMI bolatA nathI. have AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM-90 Aso suda 11 ne gurUvAra tA. 30-10-75 anaMtajJAnI mahAna purUSa kahe che ke he bhavya che ! je tamAre bhavanA pherA aTakAvavA hoya te sarvaprathama jIvanamAMthI vakatAne kADhavI paDaze. tamAre baMgalA upara rASTradhvaja pharakAva haze te te vaja pharakAvavA mATe vAMkIcUkI lAkaDI kAma nahi lAge. sIdhI lAkaDI levI paDaze. te rIte mekSamAM javuM haze te ApaNI jIvana rUpI lAkaDIne saraLatAthI sIdhI banAvavI paDaze. jIvana rUpI vAMkIcUkI lAkaDI upara saguNane vaja pharakAvI zakAze nahi. jIvanamAM jeTalI saraLatA haze teTalA tame jagatamAM priya banI

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792 zAradA sAgara zakazeA. ATalA mATe ApaNA parama pitA prabhu kahe che ke huM AtmA ! tame jIvanamAMthI vakratA dUra karI saraLa aneA. hRdayanI vakratAnu nAma mAyA che. mAyA AtmAnI saraLatAnA nAza kare che. jyAM sudhI hRdayamAM vakrattA - mAyA haiAya tyAM sudhI dharmanA khIja vAvI zakAtA nathI. kheDUta jema jamIna kheDIne pAcI manAve che. pachI temAM khIja vAve te ugI nIkaLe che. tema jo hRdayamAM dharmInA bIja vAvavA haze teA hRdayanI jamIna peAcI manAvavI paDaze. dharma kAnA hRzyamAM TakI zake? sohI ujjuya bhUyassa, dhammo sudhdhassa ciTThas | nivvANaM paramaM jAI, dhayaM sittivva pAvaeM // utta. sU. a. 3 gAthA 12 saraLa AtmAmAM dharma TakI zake che. jeNe jIvanamAM saraLatA apanAvI che te meAkSa mArganA yAtrI banI zake che. vakratA parabhavamAM vadhu manAve che. tatvArtha sUtramAM umAsvAtijIe kahyu che ke mAyAya nairyotasya / " mAyA karavAthI jIva tiryaMca ceAnimAM jAya che. tiryaMcane artha vAMkApaNuM che. eTale jJAnI kahe che ke vAMkA kAma karazeA tA kUtarA, khilADA, UMTa, hAthI, ghe!DA, gAya, bheMsa AddhitiyoMcamAM utpanna thavuM paDaze. mATe vAMkApaNuM cheDI de, Aje ghaNI vAra jovAmAM ne sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave che ke mANasa mukhe juduM khele ne pAchaLa paNa judu khele. mAranA TahukAra keTaleA madhura ane priya hAya che. paNa e mAra sarpa jevA bhayaMkara viSadhara prANIne gaLI jAya che. evI rIte kapaTI mANusa uparathI sAkara jevI mIThI vANI khele che paNa temAM sAcI mIThAza keTalI che e teA pAtAnA AtmA samajI zake che. athavA kAi vyakita khUba paricita heAya te jANI zake che. kha!kI ajANyA mANasa teA tenI kheAlavAnI mIThAza joine ajAI jAya che. kAraNa ke te bhItaraneA bheda kayAMthI samajI zake ? eka vakhata rAmacaMdrajI ane lakSmaNa ane bhAio vanamAM pharavA mATe gayA. vanamAM jatAM rastAmAM eka suMdara sareAvara AvyuM. e sareAvaramAM ghaNAM kamaLA khIlyA hatA. tenI AsapAsa bhamarAe gujArava karatA hatA. A sarAvaranI zAbhA joine rAmacaMdrajI ane lakSmaNu jovAmAM sthira thai gayA. teo sAvaranI zeAbhA nihALI rahyA hatA. tyAM rAmacaMdrajIe eka agale joyA ane lakSmaNane kahyuM. e lakSmaNa ! tu jo te khare. A khagaleA kevA sapheda dUdha jevA dekhAya che! tene kevA kiMmatI sAbuthI navarAtmyA haze ke tenAmAM ATalI badhI saphedaI AvI che! te kevA dhIme dhIme pANI upara cAle che! jANe ke i sata IyAsamitinuM pa lana karatA cAlI rahyA na heAya! jenI draSTi pavitra ne nirmaLa che te AtmA badhAne sArA dekhe che. jyAre gurU drANAcArye pAMDavA ane duryodhanane kahyuM ke tame nagaramAM jaine joI AvA ke keTalA mANasA sajjana che?

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zAradA sAgara 793 ane eka nagaramAM gayA chatAM dharmarAjAne badhA sadguNI lAgyA. ane duryodhanane AdhA durguNI lAgyA. tenI STimAM phera che. rAmacaMdranI dRSTi pavitra hatI tethI temane badhu pavitra dekhAyu. tethI temaNe potAnA bhAi lakSmaNajIne kahyuM. pazya lakSmaNa paMpAyAH bakaH parama dhArmikaH / zanaiH zanaiH padaM dhatte jIveSu vadha zaMkayA // he lakSmaNu vIrA! jo tA kharA. A bagalA cegInI mAphaka prabhunI prArthanAmAM kevA lIna banIne ubhe che! jANe ke prabhuprArthanAmAM masta kAi bhakata na hAya! jaina sAdhu iryAsamiti joIne sAvadhAnIpUrvaka paga upADe che ne dhIme dhIme jatanApUrvaka pagalA bhare che. tema pagale paNa sAvadhAnIthI paga upADe che. tene bhaya che kadAca paga nIce keAI jIva cagadAI jAya. kharekhara A bagalA saMta jevA pavitra dekhAya che mATe enA dana karIne pavitra manIe. A jevI draSTi hAya che tevI sRSTi dekhAya che. jyAre rAmacaMdrajI cauda varSa vanavAsa bhAgavIne pAchA ayeAdhyA nagarImAM AvyA tyAre AkhI aAdhyA nagarInI janatA temanu svAgata kare che. hIrA ane metIDAthI vadhAve che. dilamAM Anadane pAra nathI. badhAne rAmacaMdrajIe joyA paNa mAtA kaikayIne joi nahi. tethI temanA dilamAM duHkha thAya che. janatAnA haiyA harSInA hiMcALe hIMcatA hatA. tyAre kaikayI mAtA mahelanA khUNAmAM esIne raDatA hatA. rAmacaMdrajI kaikayI mAtAnA mahele pahoMcI gayA ne mAtAnA pagamAM paDIne kahyuM: huM mAtA ! tuM zA mATe raDe che? tyAre kaikayI mAtA kahe beTA! mArI bhUlanA kAraNe raDuM chuM. meM tane rAjagAdIne badale vanavAsa apAvye.. hu pApaNI tane mAtu zu khatAvuM? rANI kaikayIne AghAtane pAra nathI. mAnava mAtra bhUlane pAtra che. paNa bhUlane bhUla kahevI khahu muzkela che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA AtmAe tripRSTha vAsudevanA bhavamAM sattAnA maDhamAM AvI zaiyApAlakanA kAnamAM sIsuM reDAyuM hatuM. te bhUlane paNa prabhue pragaTa karI dIdhI. ApaNe rAmacaMdrajInI saraLatA upara vAta cAlatI hatI. rAmacaMdrajI mAtA kaikayIne kahe che; he mAtA ! tu zA mATe raDe che ? Aje jo ayeAdhyA nagarImAM A rAmanu bahumAna thatuM hAya, pitAnI AjJAnuM pAlana karavAnuM saubhAgya mane prApta thayu hAya tA hai mAtA! tArA pratApa che. sItAnu satItva pragaTa thayuM heAya te te paNa tArA pratA5 che, mAtA! tu na hAta te A rAmane duniyA kAMthI eLakhavAnI hatI! Ama kahIne rAma mAtA kaikayInA caraNamAM paDI gayA. huM tamane pUchuM chu tamArI mAtAe Avu karyuM" hAya te tame zuM kare? e mAtAnA upakAra mAneA ke tyAga kareA ? meleA teA kharA ! ( hasAhasa) TUMkamAM mArA kahevAnA Azaya e che ke guNagrAhI ane saraLa AtmAe

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794 zAradA sAgara badhethI guNa grahaNa kare che. rAmacaMdrajIe kaikayInA DhASa na joyA paNa guNa joyA. A rIte kRSNa vAsudevanI svArI nIkaLI. saDekSI kUtarI rastAmAM paDelI joine khIjA mANasoe nAka AgaLa DUcA dIdha. paNa kRSNa nIce utarIne saDelI kUtarI pAse gayA. temaNe kIDAthI khadabadatu ne durgaMdha mAratuM zarIra nA joyuM. paNa adhA mANaseAne kahyuM ke jue te kharA? AnI khatrIsI kevI suMdara che! AkhA saDelA zarIramAMthI temaNe suMdara batrIsI joine tenA vakhANa karyAM. le, tamArI draSTI kayAM jAta! durguNI mANasa kAine rAi jeTaleA doSa haze teA tene vadhArIne mATe karaze. paNa guNu nahi jove. doSa dekhuM sadA huM avaramAM, mArA doSo na Ave najaramAM, guNa bIjAnA keMdI nA nihALuM, mAnu guNa che badhA mArA uramAM, A kharAbI mane kharaDayA kare, hA eka avaguNu mane kaeNnaDhayA kare. vArevAre mane vaLagyA kare, eka avaguNu mane naDayA kare. jenI dRSTi kAgaDA jevI hAya che tene peAtAnA doSa dekhAtA nathI. paNa khIjAnA doSa dekhAya che ane haMsa jevA AtmAe khIjAnA guNa dekhe che. jJAnI kahe che ke avaguNa e meTAmAM meATo roga che. rAmacaMdrajInI dRSTi haMsa jevI hatI. te guNunA grAhaka hatA. eTale lakSmaNunA mADha bagalAnI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. tyAre sarezavaramAM rahelI mAthvIe A vAta sAMbhaLI. eTale te aMdarathI khAlI uThI. kaH kiM varNite rAmaH, tenAhaM niSkulI kRtA / sahavAsI vijAnAti, caritraM sahavAsinAm // he saraLa ddayI rAma! tAru' hRdaya dUdha jevuM sapheda che. tethI tane khagalAmAM dUdha jevI saphedAi dekhAya che. paNa A ujjavaLatA ane dhyAna mAtra uparanuM che. aMdaranu rahasya tame kyAMthI jANeA ? e tA je sAthe rahe te jANI zake, A khagalA ceAgInu dhyAna e te mAchalA khAvA mATenuM che. A cegIe sapheda vastra paherIne dhIme dhIme cAlIne mArA vaMzanA nAza karI nAMkhyA che. A tenI sAdhanAnuM rahasya che. bhagavAnane zrAvaka jevA mahArathI hAya tevA arathI hAya. tame lAkhAnA dvAna ke tapa-tyAga kare| athavA na karI zake paNa hRdaya zuddha haze teA jaldI AtmakalyANa thaze. tame te zrAvaka che. sAdhu mATe paNa sUyagaDAyaga sUtramAM bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke :jai viya nagiNe kise care, jai viya muMjiya mAsamaMtaso / je iha mAyAi mijjaI, AgaMtA ganbhAyaNaMtaso || sUrya. su. a. 2 urdU. 1 gAthA 9 je sAdhu vasrAnA tyAga karI mAsakhamaNane pAraNe mAsakhamaNa karI jeNe

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zAradA sAgara 79 zarIramAMthI lehI-mAMsa sUkavI nAMkhyA. evA ugra tapanI sAdhanA karavA chatAM mAyAnI graMthi cheDI nahi hoya te eka vAra nahi paNa anaMtI vAra garbhamAM AvavuM paDaze. jIvanamAM saraLatA nahi hoya to AvI kaThora sAdhanA paNa tene janma maraNanA pherAmAMthI cheDAvI zakatI nathI. bhagavAna to kahe che ke mAre sAdhu hoya ke zrAvaka hoya paNa je tenAmAM saraLatA nathI te kalyANa nathI. "mAya micchAdiThI, amAthI sardIi " je AtmA mAyAvI che te mithyA daSTi che, ne mAyA vagarane AtmA samyakraSTi che. jenAmAM daMbha ke mAyA nathI te AtmA samyakatva rUpI sUryanA kiraNane prakAza meLavI zake che. hRdayanI saraLatA ane pavitratA vinAnI tamAma sAdhanAo prANa vinAnA kalevara jevI che. bhale tenAthI puNya baMdhAze ne devalokanA sukha maLaze. paNa janma-maraNanA pherA TaLaze nahi. mATe bhale thoDI sAdhanA kare paNa kapaTa rahita zuddha kare. e thelI sAdhanA paNa karmanA bhArathI AtmAne haLa banAvaze. dA. ta. aMtagaDa sUtramAM ayavaMtAkumArane adhikAra Ave che. temaNe phakata nava varSanI cheTI uMmaramAM dIkSA lIdhI hatI. temane kevI rIte vairAgya AvyuM hatuM te jANo cho? ayavaMtAkumAra rAjamahelanA cekamAM sarakhe sarakhA mitro sAthe geDIdaDA ramatA hatA. geDIdaDanI ramata ramavAmAM khUba rasa jAmyo che. A tamAre saMsAra paNa jo tame samaje te geDI daDAnI ramata jevo che. jema daDe AmathI tema pheMkAya che tema tame gherathI ophise jAya che ne ephisethI ghera Ave che A eka ramata che ne! ramata ramatAM ramatAM ayavaMtAkumAranI daSTi tyAMthI cAlyA jatAM eka vItarAgI saMta upara paDIne ramatane rasa uDI gaye. badhA mitrane choDI ramata paDatI mUkI doDate saMtanI pAse gayo. saMtane joI tenA hRdayamAM apUrva ullAsa AvI gaye. munine vaMdana karI bhAvapUrvaka pitAne ghera lAve che. AMgaNAmAM paga mUkatAM mAtAne vadhAmaNI ApatAM kahe che he mAtA ! ApaNe ghera bhagavAnane teDI lAvyo chuM. e saMta bIjA keI nahi paNa prabhu mahAvIranA paTTa ziSya autamasvAmI hatA. gautamasvAmIne joIne mAtAnA dilamAM ati harSa thayA. ne nirdoSa AhAra-pANI vaherAvyA. baicarI karyA pachI saMta pAchA phare che. tyAre nAnakaDe ayavaMtAkumAra paNa temanI sAthe jAya che. caitamasvAmIne joIne ene eTale harSa thaye ke huM emane zuM ApI dauM! saMtanA hAthamAM gaucarInI jhaLI hatI. te joIne bAluDe kahe che bhagavAna! mane A uMcakavA Ape ne! tyAre gautama svAmI kahe che ke A jhebI je amArA jevA thAya te paDI zake. tyAre bAluDo kahe che. mane tamArA jevuM banAvI de ne! baMdhuonI sAdhunuM darzana paNa keTaluM lAbhadAyI che. sAdhunAM darzanaM puNya, tIrthabhUtA hi sAdhavaH tIrtha punAti kAlena, sadya sAdhu samAgamaH //

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796 zAradA sAgara sAdhudarzIna pavitra che kAraNa ke sAdhu tIrtharUpa hAya che. sAdhuone samAgama jIveAne tArI de che. jue, AvatAkumAre kaDhI sAdhune joyA na hatA. pahelI vAra darzana karyAM ne tenuM hRdaya nAcI uThayu, ane baicarI vaheArAvI sAthe cAlyA. eTalAmAM teA tene dIkSA levAnu mana thaI gayuM. mA adhue! tame paNa keTalI vakhata sAdhunA darzana karyAM! gAcarI vaheArAvIne sAthe paNa cAlyA haze! chatAM tamane sAdhunI jhoLI pakaDavAnuM mana thAya che? sAdhunA darzanathI mahAna lAbha thAya che te temanA samAgama karavAthI keTale| mahAna lAbha thAya? sAdhunI saMgati kevI che te paNa eka AAkamAM kahyuM che. " caMdanaM zItalaM loke candanAdapi candramA | candra candranayormadhye, zItalA sAdhu saMgati / " caDhana jagatamAM zItaLa che. ane caMdanathI paNa caMdramA 'ati zItaLa che. cakrana ane caMdramA e baMnethI paNa sAdhuonI saMgati adhika zItaLa che. ayavatAkumAre saMtanA darzana karyAM. ane saMtanI sAthe cAlatAM, temanI sAthe vAtacIta karatAM aMtaramAM apUrva zItaLatA vyApI gai. gautama svAmInI sAthe khALake prabhunA samesaraNamAM praveza karyAM ne prabhunA darzana karyAM. prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLIne eka vakhatamAM vairAgya raMge raMgAi gayA. tame varSathI vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLeA che paNa vairAgyanA raMga lAgyA che? mAtA mane AjJA ApA - ayavatAkumAra kahe che prabhu! mane tamArA jevA manAvI de. prabhu kahe che ema na pranAvAya. tArA mAtApitAnI rajA laIne Ava. tarata prabhu pAsethI nIkaLI mAtA pAse AvIne kahe che huM mAtA ! mAre dIkSA levI che. mane AjJA Apo. dIkarAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne mAtA mUrchA khAIne paDI gai. dAsadAsIe zItaLa jaLane chaMTakAva kare che, kAi vIMjhaNA vIjhe che tyAre zuddhimAM Ave che ne kahe che beTA ! tuM teA haju nAnA che. tuM dIkSAmAM zuM samaje? tyAre putra kahe che he mAtA mArI vAta sAMbhaLa. [ khAnAmi tuM na bALami, gaM na gAmi ta bALami| he mAtA ! hu jene jANuM chuM te nathI jANatA ne nathI jANatA tene jANuM chuM. mAtA kahe che beTA ! A tArI gUDha vAta huM samajI zakatI nathI. tuM zuM kahevA mAge che? tyAre kahe che huM mAtA! jyAre ke tyAre eka divasa A nazvara dehanA tyAga karIne javAnu che te huM jANuM chuM. paNa kayAre jaiza te huM nathI jANatA. cAra gatimAMthI kaMI eka gatimAMthI Avye chuM te jANuM chuM. paNa ahIMthI marIne kai gatimAM jaiza te huM nathI jANatA. mAre have cAra gatinuM paribhramaNa karavuM nathI. te paribhramaNa TALavA mATe mAre dIkSA levI. che. vaLI huM e vAta samajuM chuM ke AtmA deharahita ane nitya che. dhruva che. acala che. amara che. te have mAre A vinAzI paDhArthInA saMga karavA nathI.

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zAradA sAgara 797 baMdhuo! vicAra kare. nava varSanA bAluDAmAM AtmAnuM AvuM UDuM jJAna kayAMthI AvyuM? dIkSA levA mATenI keTalI tIvra tamannA che ! tamane kadI AvI tamannA jAgI che? tame paNa sva-paranuM jJAna karatA jAo ke mAre AtmA te zuddha che. asaMgI che. rAga-dveSa ane maha vinAne che. nirmaLa jJAnavALe che. te tamane paNa kyAreka bhAvanA jAgaze. ayavaMtAkumArane tenI mAtAe kasI che. chevaTe thayuM ke have mAre dIkaro saMsAramAM reka rekAya tema nathI. eTale sAmethI hAthInI aMbADIe besADIne prabhu pAse lAvIne mAtA pitAnA vahAlA putrane prabhunA caraNamAM samarpita kare che. prabhune soMpatA pahelAM vahAlasoyA putrane zikhAmaNa ApatAM kahe che ke kahe che re mAvaDI suNa re jAyA, jaLa neNu varasAvI, mujane cheDI apara mAvaDI, mata karaje bhAI he vahAlasoyA dIkarA ! tuM mane choDIne jAya che. mane raDAvIne jAya che te have bIjI mAtAne rovaDAvavI na paDe tevI tuM saMyama mArgamAM ratnatrayanI ArAdhanA karaje. ane vahele vahele mokSanA sukhane pAmaje. evA mArA tane aMtaranA AzIrvAda che. AvI suMdara zikhAmaNa ApIne prabhune soMpe che. ne ayavaMtAkumAra dIkSA aMgIkAra kare che. dIkSA laIne khUba saraLatApUrvaka prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA lAgyA. ane navA varSanI laghuvayamAM AtmadazA prApta karI, jJAna-darzana cAritranI ArAdhanA karI kevaLajJAnanI jyota pragaTAvI te bhave mokSamAM gayA, ane zAzvata sukha prApta karyuM. AvuM suMdara cAritra je pALe che te sAce sanAtha che, baMdhuo ! bAluDo ayavaMtA muni eka vakhatanA saMta samAgamamAM tarI gayA. bole, tame keTale saMta samAgama karyo ! have zuM karavuM che te vicArI leje. caritra:- "pavanajIne nirAzAmAM AzAnuM kiraNa pragaTayuM" :- pavanajInA mAtA-pitA ane sAsu sasarA temane khUba samajAve che ke tamane jevuM duHkha che tevuM amArA dilamAM duHkha che. paNa have zuM karavuM? tArA jevA parAkramI putrane AvuM rUdana karavuM chAje nahi. tyAre pavana kahe che he mAtA-pitA! huM aMjanAnA mohamAM pAgala banIne jhUratuM nathI. paNa mArA dilamAM eka ja duHkha che ke meM bAra bAra varSa sudhI tenA sAmuM joyuM nahi ne kaTake jatAM pAcho vaLI traNa divasa gupta rIte cAra banIne tenA mahelamAM raho. phakata traNa divasukha ApyuM. tenI pAchaLa tenA mAthe Abha tUTI paDe eTalA duHkha paDayA. bAra varSamAM kadI eNe kaIne jANavA dIdhuM nathI ke mAre pati mane bolAvatuM nathI. jayAre bIjI strI hoya te bAra varSane badale bAra divasamAM Dhela pITAve ke mAre pati Ave che. eNe te tamane paNa jANa karI nathI. enA guNe mane raDAve che. mAtA-pitA kahe che beTA ! dhIraja rAkha. jarUra aMjanA maLaze, ApaNe tapAsa karAvIe chIe.

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798 zAradA sAgara aneka vimAna laMbAvIyA, aNu palANyA keI phare turaMga asavAra te, keTalAka nara pAlA phare, sAMDhIyA deDAvyA dezavideza ThAra te, e satI dIse to jIvavuM, nahitara paga mArI karuM kAla te, dezavideze jevatA, aMjanA pragaTI che mAya masAla te satI re mAtA pitA ane sAsu sasarA badhA vidyAdhara hatA. eTale temanI pAse ghaNAM vimAno hatA. dezadeza ne gAmegAma vimAna dvArA mANasone tapAsa karavA mokalyA. keTalAka mANase page cAlIne girIguphAomAM tapAsa kare che. kaMIka jagyAe gheDA ane sAMDhaNIo upara mANasone mokalyA che. badhAne gayA divase thayA, paNa kaMI samAcAra maLatA nathI. tethI pavanachanI dhIraja khUTI gaI. te kahe che ke je have ATha divasamAM mane aMjanAnA samAcAra maLaze te jIvavuM che. nahitara A talavAra mArA gaLA upara pheravIne marI jaIza. pavanajInI vAta sAMbhaLIne saunA hAjA gagaDI gayA. haiyA dhaDakavA lAgyA. dhaDakate haiye sai pavanajIne AzvAsana Ape che. Ama karatAM ATha divasa pUrA thayA paNa aMjanA satInA kaMI samAcAra na AvyA. eTale pite hAthamAM talavAra laIne gaLA upara mAravA taiyAra thayA. mAtA - pitA ane sAsu - sasarAnA hAtha-paga bhAMgI gayA. have zuM karIzuM? ApaNuM kALuM meTuM jagatane kevI rIte batAvIzuM? he prabhu! aMjanA jIvatI maLI jAya te sAsarA ane piyaranI lAja rahe. sau pavanajIne vALavA jAya che. hAthamAMthI talavAra jhUMTavI le che. paNa pavanajI kahe che have huM kaI rIte jIvavAnuM nathI. tame badhA dUra jatA rahe. mane mArA mArge javA de. Ama kahI pavanacha AMkha baMdha karI hAtha joDI prabhune prArthanA kare che ke he prabhu! mane bhAbhava aMjanA satIne sathavAro maLajo. meM ene je dukha dIdhuM che tenA prAyazcitamAM huM Aje mArA jIvanane aMta lAvuM chuM. Ama prArthanA kare che. bIjA badhA pavanajIne gherIne ubhA che. saunI AMkhamAM AMsunI dhArA vahe che. sau nirAza banIne ubhA che. hajAre nirAzAmAM paNa kayAreka AzAnI vIjaLI jhabUke che. tema ahIM paNa zuM banyuM? badhA gamagIna banIne ubhA hatA. tyAM dUrathI khUba dhULa uDatI dekhAI ne eka ghaDesvAra moTA avAjathI bole che. sabUra kare..sabUra kare. huM aMjanA satInA zubha samAcAra laIne Avyo chuM. aMjanA satI jIvatA che. have koI ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI, gheDesvAre samAcAra ApyA tyAM senA haiyA harakhAI gayA. ne samAcAra lAvanArane kahe che bhAI ! tArI jIbhanI ame AratI utArIe! tArA meDhAmAM sAkara mUkIe. Aje teM AvA zubha samAcAra ApIne amArA baMnenA kuLanI lAja rAkhI che. paNa bhAI! tuM e te kahe ke aMjanA satI kayAM che? tyAre te kahe che. emanA mosALamAM

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zAradA sAgara 199 AnaMdapUrvaka rahe che. A samAcAra maLatAM pavanajIne khUba AnaMda thayA. paNa have jaldI aMjanAne maLavAnI caTapaTI lAgI che. have badhA aMjanAnA meAsALa jaze ne zuM manaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 91 AsA vada 12 ne zukravAra tA. 31-10-75 anaMta karUNAnA sAgara, zaileAkayaprakAzaka carama tIrthaMkara mahAvIra prabhue jagatanA jIvAnA kalyANane mATe Agama vANI prakAzI. temAM uttarAdhyayana sUtranA vIsamA adhyayananA adhikAra cAle che. temAM sanAtha ane anAthanu bhagavate sura rIte ddigdarzana karAvyuM che. anAthI muni anAthamAMthI sanAtha kevI rIte banyA te vAta tame sAMbhaLI gayA. sAdhupaNuM te sanAthapaNuM che. paNa sanAtha banyA pachI jo sAvadhAnI na zakhe, zithilAcArI banI jAya te sanAthamAMthI anAtha banI jAya che. te vAta matAvatAM anAthI muni kahe che ke - jo pavvaittANaM mahavvayAI, sammaM ca no phAsayai pamAyA / aniggahappA ya rasesu gidhdhe, na mUlao chindaI baMdhana se // utta. sa. a. 20, gAthA 39, he rAjan ! je sAdhaka nigraMthapaNAne pAmIne kAyaratAthI mahAvratanu pAlana kharAkhara karatA nathI te kaMdhananA mULa kAraNAne cheThThI zakatA nathI. je manuSya saMsArane choDIne sAdhupaNuM aMgIkAra karI cAritranuM pAlana kharAkhara kare che te AtmA te bhave agara te paraMparAe amuka bhave meAkSamAM jAya che, paNa je kAi sAdhupaNu laine pramAdamAM paDIne kAyara anI jAya che ne paMca mahAvratanuM, zuddha rIte pAlana karatA nathI te kakha dhananA mUlane chedI zakatA nathI. kAraNa ke teNe veza paheryAM che. pAMca mahAvrata aMgIkAra karyAM che, paNa pramAdane vaza thaIne rasamAM mRddha banavAthI mahAvratAnuM samyak prakAre pAlana karI zakatA nathI. samyak prakAre sAdhupaNAnu pAlana na thAya te! saMsAranuM mULIyu' kayAMthI kApI zakAya ? aMdhue ! tamArI sAmAyika eTale e ghaDInuM cAritra che. e cAritramAM jo samatArasanuM pAna karavAmAM Ave te sAdhupaNAnA Ana anubhavI zakAya. tame saMsAranI koIpaNa kriyA karatA hA tyAre paNa tamArI draSTi te mekSa tarapha hAvI joie. paNa sa'sAra tarapha dRSTi rAkhIne meAkSanI kriyAe karatA hAya teA traNa kALamAM tenuM kalyANu nA thAya. eka zrAvaka sasAramAM beThA che paNa tenI dRSTi mekSa taraphanI che. jayAre bIjo mANasa sAdhupaNAmAM beThA che paNa tenI STi saMsAra ane saMsAranA sukhA tarapha che te

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zAradA sAgara bemAMthI zreSTha keNa sAdhu ke zrAvaka? saMsAramAM hovA chatAM paNa mekSa taraphanI daSTivALe zrAvaka zreSTha che. ApaNA cAlu adhikAramAM paNa e vAta cAle che ke je sAdhu dIkSA lIdhA pachI saMsAra taraphane rAga rAkhe che. rasendriyane pRddha banI sArA AhArapANImAM lepatA rAkhe che te samyak prakAre sAdhupaNAnuM pAlana karI zake nahi. kAraNa ke saMsArI jIvane paNa je brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM hoya te tene paNa svAdiSTa ane sAtvika AhArane tyAga karavo paDe che. to sAdhupaNAmAM te sarvathA brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavAnuM ja che tethI rasendriya upara jarUra kAbU rAkha paDaze. sAdhu AhAra kare te zA mATe? AcAraMga sUtramAM bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke rAyapure sayA ghIre nAmayA nAyag I Atmagupta vIra purUSa saMyamayAtrAno nirvAha karavA mATe AhAra kare che. anAsakta bhAve AhAra karIne saMyamamAM rata rahIne pitAnuM jIvana vyatIta kare che. sUyagaDAyaMga sUtramAM paNa kahyuM che ke mAra4 gAyA muja munAjJA munine kevaLa saMyamayAtrAnuM vahana karavA mATe AhAra kare joIe. ane AhAra kare te kevI rIte kare? tenI vidhi uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 35 mA adhyayanamAM batAvatA bhagavaMta kahe che - alole na rasegidhdhe, jibbhAdante amucchie| na rasaTTAe bhuMjijjA, javaNaTThAe mahAmuNI // ' utta. sU. a. 35 gAthA 17 lelupatArahita, samRddhirahita, rasendriyanuM damana karavAvALA ane bhajananA saMgrahanI mUcha rahita, eTale ke Aje sArA AhArapANI maLe che, kAle khAvA cAlaze evI bhAvanAthI vadhu laI le ne rAkhI mUke che te AhAranI saMgraha vRtti kahevAya. A rIte je kare te tenuM sAdhupaNuM cAlyuM jAya. sAdhune te "vamAthAkuM saMgA" eka pAtra paNa je saheja cIkAzanA lepavALuM rahI gayuM hoya te chaThThanuM prAyazcita Ave che. te rasane lupI banIne je sAdhu saMgraha kare tene te keTaluM moTuM prAyazcita Ave! are e sAdhu, sAdhu nathI. gRhastha karatAM paNa te nIce che. sAce sAdhaka AhAra kare che te svAda karavA mATe ke zarIrane haSTapRSTa banAvavA mATe nahi paNa saMyamanuM sArI rIte pAlana karavA mATe AhAra kare. bhagavatI sUtramAM paNa bhagavAna bolyA che ke mArA zramaNa kevI rIte AhAra kare? "saMyamamAra vana vibhava namUUM abbALAM mAramAre " sAdhu sA devI saMyamabhArane nirvAha karavA mATe jema sarpa ADAavaLe na thatAM sIdhe bila (da) mAM pesI jAya che tema udara rUpI kaThAmAM sIdhe AhAra nAMkhe paNa moDhAmAM ADe avaLe ghumAvIne svAdathI AhAra na kare. prazna vyAkaraNa sUtramAM paNa bhagavaMte pharamAna karyuM che ke -

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zAradA sAgara 801 akkho vaMjaNANulevaNa bhUyaM, saMjama jAyAmAya NimittaM / saMjama bhAra vahaNaDhAe, bhujejjA pANadhAraNaTTAe / jema gADuM ke gADI calAvavA mATe tenA paiDAmAM tela mUkavuM paDe che. zarIra upara paDelA ghAne rUjhavavA mATe tenA upara malama Adi lepa lagADavuM paDe che. tevI rIte sAdhune paNa saMyamayAtrAne nibhAva karavA mATe tathA prANene dhAraNa karI rAkhavA mATe AhAra karavo joIe. A rIte uttarAdhyayana sUtranA sAdhu samAcArI nAmanA chavvIsamAM adhyayanamAM paNa kahyuM che ke sAdhuM che kAraNe AhAra kare che. veyaNa veyAvacce, iriyaTThAe ya saMjamaTThAe / tada vALa vattiyANa, cha, gharittA che utta. sU. a. 26 gAthA 73 (1) eka te sudhAvedanIya zamAvavA mATe, (2) vaDIlenI vaiyAvacca karavA mATe, kAraNa ke je peTamAM bhUkha lAgI hoya to vaiyAvacca karavAmAM mana lAgatuM nathI. (3) irSA samitinuM pAlana karavA mATe, jyAre bhUkha sahana thatI nathI tyAre cakkara Ave che. AMkhe aMdhArA Ave che. te samaye jIvonI jatanA karI zakAtI nathI. (4) saMyamanuM pAlana karavA mATe. (5) prANanI rakSA mATe ane chaThTha dharmajAjhikA karavA mATe. A chA kAraNothI je sAdhu AhAra kare che te sAdhu bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM barAbara pAlana kare che. baMdhuo ! sAdhune saMyamamAM daDha rAkhavA ne AtmAnuM kalyANa kema jaldI thAya te mATe bhagavate siddhAMtamAM ThekANe ThekANe kevI rIte ane zA mATe AhAra kare te mATe kevI sarasa Takora karI che. A rIte bhagavAnanI AjJAne ziromAnya karI je sAdhaka saMyamamArgamAM vicare che tenuM jaldI kalyANa thAya che. saMsAra tarapha mukha rAkhIne sAdhupaNa ghaNIvAra lIdhA, tapa karyA, ghaNuM niyamanuM pAlana karyuM paNa tethI bhavane aMta Avyo nathI. paNa jemane janma-maraNane trAsa lAge che, viSa viSadhara sarpa jevA bhayaMkara lAge che tevA AtmA sAdhupaNuM laIne je kaMI kriyAo kare che te badhI mekSane anulakSIne kare che, bhAvanA paNa mekSanI ane kriyA paNa mokSanI. A baMnene je jIvanamAM suMdara sumeLa sadhAze te saMsAra samudrane tarI jatAM vAra nahi lAge. samyakadaSTi AtmAne saMsAramAM rahIne pApa karavuM paDe che paNa tene AtmA te aMdarathI raDate heya che. pApa pratye tene arUcI hoya che. eTale pApanuM kArya na chUTake dukhAtA dilathI kare che. ane dharmakriyAo AtmAnA ullAsathI rasapUrvaka kare che. jIvane mokSanI rUcI pragaTe che tyAre huM ane mAruM e rAga chUTI jAya che. rAga ane dveSa e baMne mitra che. temAM draSa karatAM paNa rAga bhayaMkara che. juo, rAga zuM karAve che? mAnI lo ke tamArA dIkarAe tamArA khissAmAMthI so rUpiyAnI noTa

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802 cAradA sAgara cArI lIdhI. tame gharamAM badhAne pUchayuM ke koInA hAthamAM neTa AvI che? khUba tapAsa karatAM dIkare pakaDAye. to tame tene gharamAM khUNAmAM besADIne be tamAcA mArI leze ne zikhAmaNa deze paNa bahAra keIne jANavA nahi de. paNa je kare corI lIdhI haze to tene kahI deze ke tuM cAra che, tene mAra mAraze, kaTu zabda kaheze ne uparathI damadATI Apaze ke polIsa pAse neMdhAvI AvIza ke A mANasa cera che. kadAca nokara bahu karagaraze to eka vakhata jatuM karazo. paNa bIjI vakhata corI kare te tene tame sarakAranA havAle karI de che ne? ene duniyAmAM cora tarIke jAhera kare che. paNa potAne dIkare paccIsa vAra corI kare te paNa bahAra kaI jANatuM nathI. AnuM kAraNa? putra pratyene rAga ane nakara pratye dveSa che. jIvane huM ane mAruM karAvanAra hoya to rAga che. paNa vicAra kare. traNa kALamAM pArakuM pitAnuM thavAnuM nathI. parayAne pitAnuM banAvavAmAM A jIva anaMta kALathI duHkhI banI rahe che. AvuM anupama vItarAga zAsana maLyA pachI mArA ane tArAnI mamatA choDI devI joIe. A deha para che ne AtmA sva che. tame jeTale tamArA gharanA sAthe sneha rAkho cho eTale bIjA sAthe rAkhe che kharA? (tAmAMthI avAja:- nA. pArakA sAthe te kAma pUrato neha rAkhIe chIe.) te samajo. A zarIra parAyuM che. te ahIM paDI rahevAnuM che. to tenI pAsethI dharmakaraNInuM kAma yukitapUrvaka kaDhAvI levA pUrata sabaMdha rAkhe, paNa tene sajAvavA pAgala na bano. tema sagAsnehI ane paisAnI pAchaLa pAgala banIne deva-gurU ane dharmane bhUlI jAva cho te keTalI mUrkhatA che. ajJAnI jIva zuM mAne che? mane deva-gurU ane dharma vinA cAlaze paNa paisA ane parivAra vinA nahi cAle. paisA e to mAre prANa che. putra-patnI ane parivAra mAro paramezvara che. enA vinA to mAre eka kSaNa paNa nahi cAle. e paisA ane parivAra maLe te rAjI rAjI ne e na maLe te nArAja. keTaluM bhayaMkara ajJAna che! - je sAdhano bhavasAgaramAM DUbADanArA che, AtmAne karmanA melathI malIna banAvanArA che tene potAnA mAnI enI pAchaLa jiMdagIne amUlya samaya veDaphI rahyA che. sAthe zarIrane khuvAra karI rahyA che, ane bhavasAgarathI pAra utAranAra dharma mATe tana, mana, dhana ane samayane keTale bhoga Apyo! dharma mATe keTalI taiyArI karI che? bole to kharA. devAnupriya! tame A bAbatamAM javAba nahi Ape. mauna rahezo. kAraNa ke tamArI vRtti saMsAra tarapha che. ghaNAM zrAvake te dharmasthAnakamAM paNa ahaM ane mama-nI mALA japatA hoya che. saMtonI sAme beThe hevA chatAM paNa manamAM pulAto hoya che, ke huM mATe tapasvI! huM mATe zrImaMta zeThIya! saMghano sekreTarI ! huM tattvane jANakAra chuM ne mATe sattAdhIza

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zAradA sAgara 803 chuM. A huMkAra je hoya te kADhI nAMkhaje. jyAM sudhI nahIM kADhe tyAM sudhI gurUne upadeza paNa aMtaramAM kevI rIte utarI zakavAne che? ahaM ane mama ne bhUlavAnA sthAne AvIne paNa je na bhUlAtAM hoya te kayAM bhUlaze? eka bhakate paNa gAyuM che ke - he.pAvanadvAre-che- mAruM sudhare nA vartana, he AvuM kema bane bhagavAna he manaDuM ryA kare maMthana he pAvana dvAre.... AvuM tamArI samIpe prabhu teye avaguNu mane jhAlI rAkhe jevuM va duniyAmAM tevuM vartu sthAnakamAM mujane nAve tamArI zarama he pAvana dvAre jyAM AvIne pApane choDavAnuM che tyAM huM karmanuM baMdhana karuM chuM. te he bhagavaMta! mArA kharAba vartananuM parivartana kyAre thaze? A bhakatanA dilamAM A vicAra thaye, te mArA baMdhuo! tamArA dilamAM e vicAra Ave che khare ke huM ATalA varSothI darzana karuM chuM. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLuM chuM. sAmAyika, pratikamaNa, upavAsa, AyaMbIla, ekAsaNuM Adi dharmArAdhanA karuM chuM paNa saMsAranI keTalI vismRti thaI ne prabhunI smRti keTalI thaI? huM ne mAruM bhU chuM ke nahi? devAnupriye! jene AtmA jAgRta baneluM che te zuM vicAra kare? "goDyuM nathi je zorDaA saMsAramAM huM ekaluM chuM. mAruM kaI nathI. saMsAranA sukhamAM tathA svajanemAM Aja sudhI bhaktithI mArApaNanI kalpanA karI. paNa jinavANInA prabhAvathI ane saddagurUnA samAgamathI mArI jAti TaLI gaI ne AtmAnI krAnti khIlI uThI. have moharAjAnI sattA nIce huM dabAIza nahi. have huM ne mAruM cheDIne anAsakata bhAvathI saMsAramAM rahIza. anAdikALathI paranI sAthe prIta bAMdhIne huM duHkhI thaye chuM. A saMsAranI raMgabhUmi upara navA navA svAMga sajIne nATakIyAnI mAphaka anaMtI vAra nAca karyA. have mAre e nAca karavA nathI. - anAdikALathI meha rUpI madArI A jIva rUpI mAMkaDAne saMsAranA sukha-rUpI muThIbhara caNAnI lAlaca ApIne bhavanA bajAramAM hajAre mANasonI hAjarImAM pitAnI IcchApUrvaka nacAvI rahyo che. A jIva rUpI mAMkaDu paNa muThIbhara caNAnI lAlacamAM harSathI nAce che. paNa Avo vItarAga dharma pAmyA pachI bAhAbhAvamAM nAcavuM zebhe nahi. mekSanI ArAdhanA karavI hoya te karmarAjAnI sAme karaDI najara kare. ne bhoga rUpI bhaMgIthI dUra rahe. viSaya rUpI viSanuM vamana karI lo. paNa huM tamane eka vAta pUchuM chuM ke tamane bhega bhaMgI jevA ne viSaye viSa jevA lAge che kharA? paisA e pizAca jevA ne baMgalAne meha AtmAnuM bagADanArA lAgyA che? sadagatinA zatru kaSAya e kasAI jevA lAge che kharA? kAminI karavata jevI ne meTare mAranArI lAgI

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804 zAradA sAgara che kharI? tamane A madhu AtmAnuM ahita karanAra lAgaze tyAre saMsAra uparathI rAga uThI jaze ne AtmAnA sukha mATenI jhaMkhanA jAgaze sAcA sAdhaka banI jaze. aMdhue ! sAcA sAdhaka kANu kahevAya? jenA jIvanamAM samabhAvanI dhArA vahI rahI che ene lAbha ane nukazAnamAM samabhAva hAya. jema zAkabhAjI vecanAranA trAjavAnA kAMTA UMcA nIcA thAya paNa jhaverIne kAMTo sama hAya che. te ce!-nIcA thatA nathI. tame zAkabhAjI kharIdavA zAka mArakITamAM gayA. tyAM zAka le che tyAre tame kaheA che ne ke khAI ! jarA namatu jokha. tyAre eNe thADuM namatu jokhI ApyuM. te paNa tame kahezo ke haju paNa gheADuM' namatu jokha. khAi pharIne namatu jokhe che. kAraNa ke tame tenA kAyamanA gharAka che. phrIne tame te zAka upara cAra maracAM ne kAthamIranI jhuDI laI jAva che. kema kharAkhara ne? have huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamAre tamArA zrImatIjIne mATe hIrAnA dAgInAnA seTa banAvaveA che. eTale hIrA kharIDhavA jhaverInI dukAne gayA. tame jhaverIne kahyu ke mAre ATalA kereTanA hIrA joIe che. tA te pramANe tamane jhaverI enA kAMTe tAlIne hIrA Apaze. tyAM tame ema kaheze| kharA ke thADuM namatu jokhA ke eka jhINA hIrA tA upara Ape ? nA. tyAM tame eka zabda paNa nahi mAlA ane mele te mUrkhA kahevAo. tame zAkabhAjIvALI khAinI pAse namatu' jokhAveA che. paNa jhaverIne tyAM kai kheAlatA nathI. tenuM kAraNa zuM? e te mAre tamane kahevuM nahi paDe. tame sArI rIte jANA che. tenu kAraNa e che ke zAkabhAjI tALavAnA trAjavA ne kAMTA hIleALA mAre che. ghaDIkamAM uMcA nIcA thai jAya che. tyAre jhaverInA kAMTA sama rahe che. te hIleLA mArIne uMcA nIcA thatA nathI. teA mArA baMdhuo! tamAre zAkabhAjI tALavAnA kAMTA jevuM khanavu che ke jhaverInA kAMTA ne trAjavA jevuM banavu che? (zre!tAmAMthI avAja jhaverInA kAMTA jevuM banavuM che.) tamAre zAkabhAjI teALanAranA kAMTA jevuM banavuM nathI paNa jhaverInA kAMTA jevuM banavu che ne? te je AtmA sapatti ne vipattimAM samAna bhAva zakhe che te sAcA sAdhaka che. ne te sAce zrAvaka che. enI sAme jIvananuM sAhAmaNuM dRzya heAya athavA mAtanI kALI chAyA hAya chatAM ii te pIche haTha karatA nathI. kAI enI sAme prazaMsAnA puSpa pAthare ke niAnA kAMTA pAthare teA paNa tene kaMi duHkha thatu nathI. ene sanmAnanA zarabatanA madhurA pyAlA pIvaDAve te premathI te pI jAya che. te rIte koI apamAnanA kaDavA jhera jevA ghUMTaDA pIvaDAve te paNa ene prasannatApUrvaka pI jaze. tame ne ame badhAe samabhAvanI vAte te ghaNI karI paNa jyAre kaSAyane prasaMga upasthita thAya tyAre samabhAvanI vAtA bhUlI jaIe chIe. jyAM sudhI duzmana AnyA nathI tyAM sudhI zastrasaraMjAma taiyAra rAkhyA, paNa jyAM duzmana lazkara laIne caDhI AvatA joyA ke zastra pheMkIne nAsI chUTayA te te kAyara gaNAya che. tema ApaNe

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zAradA sAgara 805 paNa kaSAyanuM nimitta AvatAM samabhAvanuM zastra pheMkI daIe te te eka prakAranI kAyaratA kahevAya. ame sAdhu chIe ne tame zrAvaka che. tame pAMcamA guNasthAnake che ane ame cha guNasthAnaka chIe. sAdhunI sAmAyika sarvavirati che ne tamArI sAmAyika deza virati che. tame sAdhuthI bahu pAchaLa nathI. sAmAyika e samabhAvanI eka zALA che. jyAM ApaNe kSamA ane samatAne pATha zIkhavAnuM che. tame dharma - sthAnakamAM AvIne reja sAmAyika kare che ne samatAne pATha bhaNe che. paNa ghera jatAM bhUlI jAya che. tamAre bA skUle jaIne khUba bhaNe paNa ghera AvIne badhuM bhUlI jAya te tame tenA bhaNatara pratye khuza thazo ke nAkhuza thaze? (tAmAMthI avAja nAkhuza.) ne tene zuM kaheze? kayAre hoMziyAra thaIza? TheTha nizALIo kayAre maTIza? mane tArI ciMtA thAya che. have tame ahIM sAmAyika karI samatA rasanuM pAna karIne ghera jAva ne kaSAyanuM nimitta maLatAM samatAnA pATha bhUlI jAva te tamArA gurU tamane kevA kaheze? tamArA gurU paNa ema vicAra karaze ke A mAre zrAvaka TheTha nizALIyA je kayAM sudhI raheze? e kyAre sudharaze? have samaje ne thoDuM thoDuM jIvanamAM apanAvatA jAva. sAmAyika kare, vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe, tapa kare tenA sAra rUpe jIvanamAM mamatA - tRSNa badhuM ghaTavuM joIe. te sAcI sAdhanA karI kahevAya. tame game teTaluM dhana meLo paNa traNa kALamAM tRSNAne aMta AvavAne nathI. mAnavI sateSamAM Ave te tRSNane aMta Ave. mANasa mAne ke huM ATaluM kamAI lauM. moTe keDAdhipati banI jAuM. paNa enuM dhAryuM kaMI banatuM nathI. ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. karoDapati banavAnA keDa: eka zrImaMta zeTha hatA. temane keDadhipati banavAnA keDa thayA. temanI pAse tenA dAdAnI kamANInA 55 lAkha ane pitAnI kamANInA 44 lAkha ema kula 99 lAkha rUpiyA hatA. eTale zeThe vicAra karyo ke huM eka lAkha rUpiyA kamAuM te mArA baMgalA u5ra karoDapatinI vajA pharake. tethI zeThe mATe vahepAra kheDyo. divALI AvatAM hisAba karyo te alakhanA 99 lAkha ja rahyA. tyAre zeDanA manamAM vicAra thaye ke aho! meM ATalI mahenata karI, ATale meTo vahepAra kheDe te paNa naphe na thayo! jeTaluM kamAyA teTaluM kharcAI gayuM lAge che. te A varSe ghara kharcamAM kApa karIne eka lAkha bacAvI lauM. eTale zeThe gharamAM cokhkhA ghInA badale vejITebala ghI, be-traNa zAka banatAM tene badale eka sastu zAka, kapaDAM paNa halakA ne anAja paNa satuM vAparavA mAMDayuM. AthI gharanA mANaso kaMTALI gayA ke ATalo paise hovA chatAM zeTha ATalI kaMjusAI zA mATe kare che? Ama kastAM varSa pUruM thayuM ne gaNatrI karI te 99 lAkhanA 9 lAkha rahyA. zeTha khUba mUMjhAyA ke ATalI badhI karakasara karavA chatAM eka lAkha kema vadhatA nathI? temanA manamAM vicAra thaye ke have dhana kamAvA padeza jAuM. karoDapati banavAnA manoratha sevatA zeTha paradeza kamAvA gayA. vahepAra zarU

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806 zAradA sAgara karyo. ghaNuM dhana kamAIne ghera AvyA te khabara paDI ke gharamAM cAra AvyA hatA ne ghaNuM dhana corI gayA che. eTale zeTha te mAthuM khaMjavALavA lAgyA. ne bacelA ane kamAIne lAvelA dhanane hisAba karyo te 9 lAkha thayA. paNa zeTha khUba hiMmatavAna hatA. eTale "sAhasathI siddhi e sUtra temaNe jIvanamAM vaNI lIdhuM hatuM. tethI zeTha badhuM dhana jamInamAM dATIne pAchA paradeza jaIne khUba kamAyA. ne pAchA ghera AvIne jamInamAM dATeluM dhana kADhavA jAya te dhanane badale kAMkarA nIkaLyA. eTale 9 lAkhanA 9 lAkha rahyA. keDa na thayA te na thayA. baMdhuo! juo. zeTha karoDapati banavAna keTalI mahenata kare che ! mAnavane lobhano thebha nathI. tethI potAnA kAryathI pAcho paDatuM nathI, zeThe vicAra karyo ke dhana ghera mUkIne jauM te corAI javAnI ciMtA rahe ne! te A vakhate ghara kharca jeTaluM dhana mUkIne bAkI badhuM sAthe laIne jAuM te ciMtA nahi. eTale zeTha badhuM dhana laIne trIjI vakhata paradezanI saphare upaDayA. tyAM lagabhaga keDa jeTaluM dhana kamAyA ne ghara tarapha javAne vicAra karyo. paNa manamAM thayuM ke rakhene vahANa bhAMge te mAruM badhuM dhana cAhayuM jAya. tenA karatAM koDa rUpiyAnuM eka ratna kharIduM. ema vicArI keDanI kiMmatanuM eka ratna kharIda karyuM ne jAMgha cIrI temAM peluM ratna mUkIne davAthI ghA rUjhAvI dIdhe. ne vahANumAM besI deza tarapha javA ravAnA thayA. manamAM khUba AnaMda che ke have kaI rIte mAruM dhana lUMTAvAnuM nathI. have to huM koDapati jarUra banIza. paNa tene kyAM khabara hatI ke dhArelI bAjI kayAre dhULamAM maLI jaze! mAnavI mehamAM paDI kevA kevA maneranA minArA manamAM caNe che. paNa e Takaze ke nahi tenI khAtrI che? nA. A zeTha manamAM malakAya che. paNa vahANa madhadariye pahoMcyuM tyAM dariyAmAM bhayaMkara vAvAjhoDAnuM tophAna thayuM. zeThanuM vahANa bhAMgIne bhukaka thaI gayuM. ne zeTha dariyAmAM paDayA. paNa bhAgyane hAthamAM eka pATIyuM AvI gayuM. tenA AdhAre tarIne kinAre pahoMcyA. ATalI duHkhanI chAyA gherAI chatAM zeThanA manamAM eka vAtane AnaMda che ke bhale vahANa bhAMgyuM paNa keDanuM ratna te salAmata che ne? zeTha jema tema karIne thoDA divase pitAne ghera pahoMcyA. ne pitAnA kuTuMbane maLyA. bIje divase DokaTara pAse jAMgha cIrAvI peluM ratna kADhI jhaverIone batAvyuM. tyAre jhaverIo kahe che ke ratna te keDanI kiMmatanuM che. paNa tame tene jAMghamAM rAkhyuM eTale jAMghanI garamIthI tenuM nUra jhAMkhu paDI gayuM che. tethI enI kiMmata eka lAkha rUpiyA ochI upajaze. - A sAMbhaLI zeThane khUba kheda thaye ke arere...meM keTaluM duHkha veThayuM? keTalI mahenata karI? traNatraNavAra te paradeza gaya. chatAM 9 lAkhanA 99 lAkha rahyA. kaI vAta keDadhipati banyuM nahIMpaNa mAre te keDAdhipati banavuM ja che! zeThane khAvuM,

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zAradA sAgara 807 pIvuM, haravuM, paheravuM Adi kaMi gamatuM nathI. asaMtoSanI Age temane bharakhI lIdhA hatA. eTale kaDati banavA mATe keTalAya kimiyA karyA paNa kaI rIte keDidhipati banavAnI mahecchA pUrI nA thaI. putranI mIThI zikhAmaNa - zeThano moTo putra khUba saMtoSI ne samaju hatuM. te kahe che pitAchA tame game teTalI mahenata karI paNa je bhAgyamAM hoya te maLe che. tamAre dhananI kayAM beTa che? zA mATe ATale badhe lAbha karIne jIvana vyartha gumAvo cho? je saMpatti maLI che te kaMI ochI nathI. je che te sukhethI bhogavo ne sanmArge vAparI AtmAnuM kalyANa kare. have zeTha khUba thAkayA hatA. nAsIpAsa thayA hatA. eTale dIkarAnI vAta gaLe utarI. eTalAmAM koI jJAnI saMta padhAryA. zeke temane samAgama karyo. saMte temane upadeza Ape ke jagatamAM lobha jevI bhayaMkara kaI cIja nathI. mATe tame sateSanA gharamAM Avo ne parigrahanI maryAdA karo. zeThe saMtanuM vacana ziromAnya karI saMpattinuM parimANa karyuM. tyAra pachI zeThanuM samagra jIvana palaTAI gayuM. ane saMtoSa e sAcuM dhana che. sateSamAM sukha ane zAMti rahelA che te vAta samajAI gaI. pachI to zeThanI kameTI thaI. sAmethI dhana maLavA lAgyuM. paNa maryAdA karelI hatI. zeTha te dhanane svIkAra karatA nathI. devage tenA gharamAM sonAmahorone varasAda varasyo te paNa zeTha temAM lalacAyA nahi. savAra paDatAM badhI saMpatti zeThe satkAryamAM vAparI nAMkhI. ne zeTha samasta saMsArane tyAga karI saMyamanA sohAmaNuM mArge cAlI nIkaLyA. ne AtmAnuM kalyANa karyuM. A daSTAMta uparathI ApaNe to e sAra grahaNa karavAne che ke jyAM sudhI zeDanA jIvanamAM lebha ho, keDAdhipati banavAnA keDa hatA tyAM sudhI te sukhI thayA nahi. ghaNAM kaDhe veThayA, karakasara karI ne ghaNe purUSArtha karyo chatAM bhAgyamAM keDAdhipati banavAnuM nahi hoya eTale chevaTa sudhI 9 lAkhanA 9 lAkha rahyA. paNa jyAM saddabuddhi AvI tyAM samagra jIvana palTAI gayuM. ne AtmA sudharI gaye. ATalA mATe jJAnI kahe che ke saMtoSa e te sukhanI rekhA che ne asaMteSa duHkhanI rekhA che. junI kahevata paNa che ne ke saMtoSI nara sadA sukhI. asaMtoSI jIva kadI sukha meLavI zakato nathI. mATe dareka manuSya saMtoSanA gharamAM AvavAnI jarUra che. saMteSa Avaze te kalyANa thaze. sAdhu hoya ke saMsArI hoya paNa je saMteSanA gharamAM Ave che te sanAtha banI zake che. je saMyama laIne paNa asaMtoSI bane che ne rasomAM Asakata banI mahAtrAnuM samyaka prakAre pAlana karatA nathI te sanAtha banIne pAchA anAtha banI jAya che. have anAthI muni zreNIka sajAne AgaLa vAta samajAvaze te vAta avasare. caritra - aMjanA satIne pavanajIne sALamAM meLApa - pavanajI talavAra kheMcIne maravA mATe taiyAra thaI gayA hatA. paNa barAbara te samaye eka mANase

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808 zAradA sAgara samAcAra ApyA ke aMjanA enA mosALamAM sahIsalAmata che. huM pAkA samAcAra lAvyuM chuM. A sAMbhaLI darekanA dilamAM AnaMda thaye. temAM pavanane vizeSa AnaMda thA. darekanA haiyA harSathI nAcI uThayA. jene maLavA mATe mane talasI rahyuM hoya te maLe te ke AnaMda thAya? tamAre dIkare amerikAthI jeTa vimAnamAM amuka tArIkhe AvavAne che. tethI tamArA haiyAmAM harSane pAra na hoya paNa khabara maLI ke vimAna amerikAthI upaDayuM ne vacamAM honArata thaI che. te vimAnamAM dIkare AvavAno che te A samAcArathI mAtA-pitAnuM haiyuM cIrAI jAya che. ke mArA dIkarAnuM zuM thayuM haze tyAM samAcAra Ave ke vimAnamAM akasmAta thaye paNa badhA bacI gayA che. te keTale AnaMda thAya! te rIte aMjanA jIvatA maLaze evI keI AzA na hatI. paNa jIvatAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLyA eTale pavanajInA meremamAM AnaMda thaye ne aMjanA pAse javA taiyAra thayA. AgaLathI pavanajI cAlIyA, paMkethI AvyuM che saghaLe sAtha te, Ava re sahIyare oLakhyo, e kahIe svAmInI tuma taNe nAtha to, aMjanA AvI che pAye namI, khele besADe che hanu re kumAra te, kSaNe eka putra sAmu jue, kSaNa eka jue che aMjanA nAra te satI re aMjanAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLyA. have pavanajI kSaNa paNa rekAya kharA? mAtA-pitA sAsu-sasarA badhAne choDIne pavanajI pitAnA vimAnamAM besIne jaldI ravAnA thaI gayA. ne bIjA badhA pAchaLathI jAya che. pavanajInuM vimAna hanupATaNamAM pahoMcI gayuM. temanuM mosALa sAsaruM che. eTale je samAcAra Ape te temanuM svAgata ne sanmAna khUba thAya. paNa pavanacha aMjanAne maLavA eTalA adhIza banI gayA che ke jaldI aMjanAnuM mukha jouM. temane svAgata satkAranI paDI na hatI. eTale sIdhA aMjanAnA mAmAnA mahela pAse pahoMcI gayA. te vakhate vasaMtamAlA mahelanA jharUkhe ubhI hatI. teNe pavanajIne joyA eTale harSabhera aMdara jaIne kahe che bahena...bahena! pavanacha AvyA. jaldI bahAra nIkaLa. tyAre aMjanA kahe che vasaMtamAlA! tuM mArI mazkarI na kara. badhI mazkarI karaje. paNa A mazkarI na karIza. zuM pavanajI ema thoDA ja Ave! e Avaze tyAre mArA mAmA temanuM ThAThamAThathI svAgata karaze. ema chAnAchUpA nahi Ave. vasaMtamAlA kahe- bahena! huM mazkarI nathI karatI, sAcuM kahuM chuM. tarata aMjanAe jharUkhe AvIne pavanane joyA. ane oLakhyA ke A pavanajI che. tenuM haiyuM harSathI nAcI uThayuM. pavanajI paNa jhaDapabhera mahelamAM praveza karIne upara caDhe che tyAM aMjanA satI pite nIce utare che. ne patinA pagamAM paDavA jAya che. tyAM pavanajI tene uMcakIne ubhI karatAM kahe che- he aMjanA ! tuM mArA caraNamAM paDe e lAyaka huM

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zAradA sAgara 809 nathI. huM tArA caraNamAM paDavAne lAyaka chuM. eTaluM kahetAM pavananI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. hadaya bharAI gayuM. aMjanA kahe- svAmInAtha! Apa te mahAna che. deSa badhe mArA karmane che. have duHkhanA divase pUrA thayA che. zAMti rAkhe. ema kahIne pavanajIne besADyA ne aMjanA patinA caraNamAM paDI gaI. tyAM nAnakaDe hanumAna deDa AvyA. hanumAnane joIne pavanajInuM lehI uchaLyuM ne tene uMcakIne bALAmAM besADI dIdhe. pavana eka kSaNa hanumAna kumAranI sAme dRSTi kare che ne bIjI kSaNe aMjanAnA sAmuM joIne AnaMda pAme che. haiyAmAM harSanI urmi uchaLe che. harSa samAtuM nathI. ane bIjI kSaNe e vicAra kare che ke A satIe keTalA duHkha veThayA ! A pratApI putra che. ene janma kayAM thayuM haze? huM ke pApI! putrane mahatsava paNa ujavI zako nahi. manamAM khUba duHkha thAya che. harSa ne viSAdanA kAraNe pavanacha kaMi belI zakatA nathI. emanuM haiyuM haLavuM thaze pachI e aMjanA tathA vasaMtamAlAne pUchaze ke tame kevA kevA kaSTa veThayA, te vAta avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 0ra Aso vada 13 ne zanivAra (dhanaterasa) tA. 1-11-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMta karUNAnA nidhAna bhagavate jagatanA jIve upara vAtsalyanA vaheNa vahAvI Agama vANI prakAzI, vAtsalya bharI vANInA vaheNa vahAvanArA, vizvanI virala vibhUti vItarAga prabhu atyAre ApaNI sAme upasthita nathI paNa temanA vArasTAra saMta birAjamAna che. e saMtanA sAnidhyamAM rahevAthI paNa jIvane mahAna lAbha thAya che. saMtanA samAgamathI paththara jevo mAnava paNa pArasa bane che ne melA mAnavInuM aMtara Arasa jevuM svaccha bane che. mahAna puNyano udaya hoya tyAre saMtane samAgama thAya che. eka kavie paNa koTi janmako puNya kamAI, taba saMtanako saMgati paaii| saMta saMgati jana pAve, jaba hI, AvAgamana miTAveta vahI // keDe ja manAM puNya bhegA thAya tyAre saMta samAgama thAya che. jIva je sAce samAgama kare te tenA bhavanA pherA TaLI jAya che. in zreNIka sajA mithyAtvI hatA. paNa anAthI munine samAgama thatAM samyakatva pAmI gayA. je jIvane vItarAga vacananI zraddhA thAya che te samakita pAme che. ane je samakita pAme che tene saMsAra kaTa thayA vinA rahe nathI. vahepAramAM na thAya te

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810 - zAradA sAga2 tamane vahepAra vadhAravAnuM mana thAya che. paNa kadI ema thAya che ke have saMta samAgamamAM vadhu rahIe! paise jeTaluM vadhaze teTaluM pApa vadhaze ne satsaMga vadhaze teTaluM pApa ghaTaze. pApa karIne paisA kamAyA paNa sarakAra Tekasa nAMkhIne, reDa pADIne tamArA paisA laI le che paNa bheguM pApa le che? paisAnI sAthe pApa laI jAya te vAMdho nahi. pApa te tamAre bhegavavAnuM rahe che. te baMdhuo ! have kayAM sudhI A veTha karyA karaze? A Indri paNa tamane signala ApIne cetAve che ke A kAnamAM reDiyo nAMkhavo paDe, keza kALA phITIne gheLA thayA. AMkhe jhAMkhu dekhAvA lAgyuM, zarIranuM baLa ghaTI gayuM te have te AtmAnuM bhAtuM bharo. atyAre divALI AvI eTale cepaDa cemmA karavAmAM paDyA che paNa AtmAne copaDe cekhe karavAnuM mana thAya che? - uttarAdhyayana sUtranA vIsamA adhyayanamAM anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne kahe che te rAjan ? kaMIka manuSya anAthamAMthI sanAtha banavA mATe pravajya aMgIkAra kare che. chatAM teo evA AcaraNa kare che ke te sanAthamAMthI anAtha banI jAya che. AgamamAM bhagavAne je pramANe kahyuM che te pramANe je AcaraNa kare che te sAce sAdhu che. ane te pramANe AcaraNa na karate hoya te vezadhArI sAdhu che.. tame siddhAMtanA pAnA le te khabara paDe ne ke bhagavAne sAdhune ke AcAra pALavAnuM kahyuM che. dazavaikAlika sUtramAM sAdhunA AcAranI vAta karI che. tame saMsArI, paNa zAstranuM vAMcana kare, zakita anusAra AcaraNamAM utAre ne zAstranI zraddhA kare. sAdhue te nigraMtha pravacananI AjJA pramANe cAlavuM joIe, te te sAce sAdhu che. zrAvakee paNa nirgatha pravacana upara zraddhA rAkhavI joIe. ane vyavahAramAM e nigraMtha pravacana pramANe te sAdhunuM AcaraNa che ke nahi, te jovuM joIe. tame pUrNa nathI ke temanA AMtarika bhAvene jANI zake eTale apUrNa mATe te vyavahAra je ucita che. tethI sAdhuo vyavahAramAM nitha pravacananuM pAlana kare che ke nahi? temanA mULa vrata barAbara che ne? tema jANavuM joIe. dAkhalA tarIke tame kaI mANasane tamArA munIma tarIke rAkhe. te munIma nAmuM barAbara kare che. jamA udhAranA khAtA cokhkhA rAkhe che ne hisAba paNa barAbara rAkhe che. paNa tenuM hRdaya cepyuM che ke meluM? nizcayamAM tenuM hRdaya kevuM che te tame jANatA nathI paNa vyavahAranuM barAbara pAlana kare che eTale tame munima mAnaze. paNa keI munimanuM hRdaya sApha hoya paNa vyavahAranuM kAma barAbara na karato hoya to tame tene munima tarIke rAkhaze kharA? tame ema kaheze ke je munima vyavahAra jANato nathI te munima amAre zA kAmane? eTale jyAM sudhI pUrNa jJAnI na banAya tyAM sudhI vyavahAra dvArA kaI paNa bAbatanI parIkSA karI zakAya che. jo ke vyavahAranI sAthe

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zAradA sAgara 11 nizcayanI jarUra teA che paNa nizcaya AtmasAkSIe jANI zakAya che, bAkI teA vyavahArathI jANI zakAya che. par r bAvarati zreSTattattavitarokhana: nana:| zreSTha manuSya jevu AcaraNa kare che tevu khIjA leAkeA temanuM anukaraNa karIne AcaraNa kare che. kAraNa ke vyavahAramAM AcaraNa joI zakAya che. paNa nizcaya joi zakAtA nathI. eTalA mATe bhagavata kahe che ke nizcayanI sAthe vyavahAranuM pAlana karavu joie Aje ghaNAM leke nizcayanayanI vAte karatAM thaI gayA che paNa vyavahAra vinAnA nizcaya pAMgaLA che. anAthI muni kahe che ke go vandvattAnuM mahayArUM je leke saMsAramAM beThA che te te AraMbha-parigrahamAM khUMcelA che eTale e teA bicArA anAtha che. paNa je saMsAra tyAgIne sAdhu anI gayA che te paNa jo AraMbha ne parigrahamAM kheMcI jAya che te te paNa anAtha che. he rAjan ! kaMika AtmAe evA kAyara hAya che ke jee nigraMtha dharmanA svIkAra karI anAthatAmAM paDIne duHkha pAme che. aMdhue ! saMyama lenArane mAthe ghaNI meATI javAbadArI che. jo saMyamI peAtAnI zraddhAthI vyuta thAya te ato praghyastato zrada: jevI tenI sthiti thAya che. gheADe calAvanAra jo gheADAne kAbUmAM na rAkhe te te gheADA tene pachADI de che. ane jo gheADA kAbUmAM hAya te te zAMtipUrvaka peAtAnA sthAne paheAMcI jAya che. tema je manuSyA saMyama laine peAtAnI indrio upara kharAkhara kAbU na rAkhe teA paDavAi thAya che. te peAtAne dhArelA dhyeya pUrA karI zako nathI ne saMyamamAM duHkhI thAya che. ahIM kadAca koine prazna thAya ke tame te ema kaheA che ke " AMta suTTI muLI vItarAgI|" duniyAmAM vItarAgI sata jevuM kAi sukhI nathI. te pachI .sAdhupaNu laine zA mATe duHkhI thAya che? devAnupriye! vItarAga prabhunI AjJA pramANe cAle te kai duHkha nathI. paNa A vAtanu samAdhAna e che ke mAnI leA ke koi mahAna purUSa ema jAherAta kare ke ahIMthI 100 mAila dUra AvelA parvata upara amuka jagyAe jhaverAtanA meTo khajAnA bharela che. te je tyAM jAya tene te khajAno maLaze. have hIza-mANeka, pannA Adi jhaverAtanA mAha kAne na hoya ? darekane heAya che. ane sau jhaverAtanA khajAnA levAnI AzAthI gharethI nIkaLIne cAlavA lAgyA. teA temAMthI keTalAka mANaseA adhavaca tha!DI javAthI pAchA pharyAM te keTalAka tyAM paheAMcI gayA. te rIte meAkSamAM javA mATe keTalAka manuSye dIkSA le che. temAMnA keTalAka bhagavAne kahyA pramANe pravajayanuM pAlana karIne mekSamAM paheAMcI jAya che. ane keTalAka mArgomAM maLatA pralAlanemAM gRddha khanI bhraSTa thaI gayA te duHkhI thAya che. jJAtA sUtramAM te vAta spaSTa samajAvavA mATe eka dRSTAMta ApyuM che. dhanAvAha nAmanA eka zeTha sArtha laIne paradeza kamAvA mATe jAya che. temaNe gAmamAM jAherAta

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812 zAradA sAgara karAvI ke huM sAthe laIne pardeza kamAvA mATe jAuM chuM. te jene AvavAnI icchA hAya te mArI sAthe cAle. mArgamAM khAvA-pIvAnI tathA dravya vigerenI vyavasthA huM karIza. ane vahepAra karavA mATe paisAnI jarUra haze te te paNa huM ApIza. A zeTha kahevAtA zeTha na hatA paNa duHkhInA duHkha dUra karavAnI bhAvanAvALA hatA. tame paradeza kamAvA jatA haze| tyAre gAmamAM te nahi paNa tamArI jJAtimAM te AvI jAherAta karatA hazeAne? are! kaiMka tA evA hAya che ke peAtAnA sagA bhAIne paNa khakhara na Ape. bha!I jANI jAya te bhAga paDI jAya. kema kharAkhara che ne? (hasAhasa). zeThe jAherAta karAvI. vagara kharce kamAvAnuM maLatu hAya teA kANu bhUle? ghaNAM mANase zeThanI sAthe javA taiyAra thayA. zeDa badhI vyavasthA karIne meTA kAphalA sAthe ravAnA thayA. te samaye Treina ke masAnI sagavaDa na hatI. pagapALA javAnuM hatuM. cAlatAM cAlatAM eka mADhuM jaMgala AvyuM. zeThe sAnA mANasAne kahyuM ke bhAie ! tame mArI sAthe AvyA che eTale tamArI javAbadArI mArA mAthe che. teA tame badhA mArI eka sUcanA dhyAnamAM rAkhajo. A jaMgalamAM nadIla nAmanA vRkSeA che. te vRkSeA dekhAvamAM ghaNA suMdara che. tenI sugaMdha paNa mAhaka che. tenI chAyA paNa zItaLa che. tenA phaLa dekhAvamAM meAsakhI-satarA jevA sura ne khAvAmAM mIThA che. e vRkSeA evA AkarSaka che ke te manuSyane peAtAnI tarphe kheMce che. te vRkSa nIce jaine besavAthI tenu phaLa khAvAnI icchA thAya che. paNa te nadI vRkSanA phaLa khAnAranuM mRtyu thaI jAya che. eTale te phaLa mIThuM jhera che. mATe khUkha sAvadhAnI rAkho. kaDavA viSathI khacavuM hela che. paNa A mIThA viSathI acavu' muzkela che. mATe tame kAi vRkSanI sudraratAthI, sugaMdhathI, chAyAnI zItaLatAthI ke phaLanA madhura svAdathI lAbhAi jazeA nahi. mArI A sUcanA dhyAnamAM zakhI tame mArI pAchaLa Avaze| te A aTavI sukharUpa pAra karI zakaze. paNa jo vRkSanA phaLa khAvAmAM lezabhAi jaze! te tame A aTavImAM maraNane zaraNa thaI jazeA. A pramANe badhAne sUcanA karIne zeTha AgaLa vadhyA. je mANasA zeThanI zikhAmaNu hRdayamAM utArI temanI pAchaLa cAlyA ne naMdIvRkSanA phaLamAM leHbhAyA nahi jaMgalane sukharUpa pAra karI gayA. paNu ghaNAM mANuse nadIvRkSanA phaLa joine ema kahevA lAgyA ke zeThane enA ravAdanI zu khakhara hAya? AvA sarasa mIThA phaLanA svAda cAkhyA vinA kema javAya? ema vicArI nadIphaLa hAthamAM lIdhA. cAkhyA ne khUba svAdiSTa lAgyA eTale khUba svApUrvaka khAdhA. pachI tenu jhera zarIramAM paragamyuM ne temanI nase tUTavA lAgI. tyAre temane bhAna thayuM ke zeThanI vAta sAcI hatI. zeThanI hitazikhAmaNa yAda AvI. te pastAvA lAgyA paNa phaLa khAdhA pachIne pastAvA zA kAmanA ? aMte maraNane zaraNa thayA.

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zAradA sAgara 813 madhue ! ahIM ApaNe e vicAravAnuM che ke je zeTha khAvApIvAnI badhI sagavaDa karatA hatA, jenA AdhAre paradeza javA nIkaLyA hatA te zeThe badhAnuM hita IcchIne jaMgalamAM nadIvRkSanA phaLa khAvAnI manAI karI hatI. temanA vacana upara zraddhA na karI ane temanI AjJAnuM ullaMghana karIne phaLanA svAda karavAmAM lalaca:yA. Anu` kANu ? manane vaza karavAmAM kAyara. jANavA chatAM phaLa khAvAnI bhUla karIne bhUlanA leAga potAne banavu paDayu ane jee vIra hatA teoe zeThanI AjJAnuM pAlana karI nadIphaLa khAdhA nahi te kSemakuzaLa aTavI pasAra karI gayA. A daSTAMta dvArA zu` samajavAnuM che ? bhagavAna ApaNA badhAnA sAvAha che. temanI AjJA mAnIne temanA rAhe cAlIzuM te ApaNe kSemakuzaLa saMsAra aTavIne pAra karIne mekSa nagare paheAMcI jazuM. evuM kayAre banI zake? sAdhu-sAdhvI, zrAvaka- zrAvikA adhA bhagavAnanI AjJA mAnIne temanA rAhe cAle teA. jo nadIvRkSanA phaLanI mAphka saMsAranA praaAlaneAmAM paDI jaine AtmAne vaza na zakhatAM rasanA lAlupa banIne temAM sapaDAi jaze teA saMsAra aTavIne pAra karI zakaze nahi. aMdhue ! bhagavAnanA vacana tA satya ane niHzaMka che. temAM avizvAsa karavAnuM kAI kAraNa nathI. chatAM je manuSyA khAvApIvAmAM ane leAvilAsamAM paDI jaIne bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM ullaMghana kare che tevA leAkAne anAthI muni kahe che ke kAyara che. ane A kAyaratAne kAraNe anAtha banIne duHkhI thAya che. je mANasA uparathI bhagavAnane bhaje paNa bhagavAnanI vANI upara zraddhA na kare teA te bhagavAnano sAcA bhakata nathI. bhagavAnanA sAcA bhakata teA te kaDavAya ke bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI nadIphaLanA samAna viSayabhAgAnA tyAga kare te saMsAranA koi paNa praleAbhane mAM paDe nahi tamAre paNa ane teTalA tyAga karavAnA che. nATaka, sinemA, A adyA viSayavaka sAdhanA che. jeTalA aMze bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana karazeA teTalA sukhI thazeA. ame te bhagavAnanI AjJAnu pAlana karavA nIkaLyA chIe eTale amAre te bhagavAnanI AjJAnusAra cAlavu joie. bhagavAna amane khAvA pIvAnI manAi karatA nathI paNa tee ema kahe che ke huM mArA zramaNeA ! tame khAvApIvAmAM gRddha na aneA. praleAlanAmAM na paDA. tame kaSTa sahana karIne paNa indriyA upara vijaya meLavaze| teA tamane meAkSanI prApti thaze. TUMkamAM anAthI nigraMthane kahevAnA Azaya e che ke tyAgamAM duHkha nathI, tyAgamAM te mahAna sukha che. paNa je kAyara ane che te duHkha mAne che. Aje dhanaterasanA pavitra divasa che. Aje tame lakSmInuM pUjana karazeA. ghaNI vAra bhAione amArI bahenA kaiMka kahe te te kahe che ke srIjAti zuM samaje ? paNa Aje kaiAnuM mAna che? jene meLavavA mATe prANa pAthaza che te lakSmIjI krANu che ?

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814 zAradA sAgara eka strI ja che ne ?' tIrthaMkara, cakravarti Adi mahAna purUSane janma denArI paNa strI ja che ne? eTale Aje tame lakSmInuM pUjana karI dhanaterasa manAve che. paNa te mithyAtva che. jo sAcu' samajo te A dhanaterasa nathI paNa dhaNuterasa che. dhaNuterasa nAma kema paDayuM? bhagavAna meAkSamAM javAnAM hatA tethI nava mallI ane nava lacchI ema aDhAra dezanA rAjAe pAvApurImAM chaThThuM vaiSadha karavA mATe ghaNAM meTA parivAra sAthe AvatA hatA. pAvApurImAM pahoMcyA tyAre sAMjane samaya hateA. sAMjanA samaye vagaDAmAM ghAsa caravA gayelI gAyeAnA dhaNa pAchA ratA hatA. ghaNAM mANase ane sainyane joIne gAyanA dhaNa bhaDakIne doDAkreDa karavA lAgyA. te divase terasanA divasa hatA. tethI AjanA divasane dhaNaterasa tarIke manAvavAmAM Ave che. paNa tamane dhana bahu vahAlu che. eTale tame dhanaterasa mAnIne dhananI pUjA kare che. madhue vicAra kareA. lakSmInuM pUjana karavAthI ke dhana dhAvAthI dhana vadhavAnuM nathI paNa sArA kAryamAM vAparavAthI dhana vadhe che. lakSmI kahe che ke mane tijorImAM pUrI rAkhavAthI huM akaLaI gaI chuM mATe mane bahAra kADho. je mANasane rAja majAramAM pharavA javAnI Teva hAya tene jo aThavADiyuM gharamAM rahevuM paDe te akaLAI jAya che. amane paNa cAturmAsa sivAya eka sthAne vadhu rahevu paDe te game nahi. ane bhagavAnanI paNa AjJA che ke sAdhu te vicaratA bhA. eka sthAne kAi kANu sivAya sAdhu paDI rahe te cAritramAM zithilatA Ave. kahyuM che ne ke vahetA pANI nirmaLA, badhA gaMdA hAya." je vahetu pANI hAya che te nirmaLa Aya che. paNa khAmeciyAmAM sthira rahela pANI gadhAi jAya che. tema sAdhu vicare te tenuM caritra nirmALa rahe che ane lakSmI paNa satkAmAM vaparAtI rahe te vadhe che. khIjI vAta e che ke tamArI tijorImAM lakSmI game teTalI haze, hIrA, mANeka ane mAtIthI bhaMDAra bharyA haze paNa jo khAvA mATe anAja nahi haiAya te zuM karaze ? jyAre bhISaNa duSkALa paDe che tyAre dhana game teTalu hAya paNa khAvA mATe kAma lAgatu nathI. koi samrATanA khajAnAmAM jhaverAtanA DhagalA hAya paNa jamavAnA samaya thAya tyAre te te reTIne yAda kare che. paNa koi samrATa dhana ke jhaverAtane yAda karatA nathI. atyAra sudhInA itihAsamAM tame sAMbhaLyuM che ke koI samrATa, zahenazAha ke cakravartie hIrA ke meAtInA roTalA banAvIne khAdhA haiAya? nA. jyAre sukALa heya tyAre koi mANasa tamane kahe ke mArI pAse pAMca maNu juvAra che ne pAMca sAcA kiMmatI meAtI che te temAMthI tamArI je icchA hoya te laI zake che. te tame zu leze ? tamane lakSmInA mAha che. eTale bhale tame mane javAba nathI ApatA. paNu sAcuM kahuM teA tame mAtI levA mATe hAtha lakhAvazeA. paNa jyAre mAnavAnA pApakarmAMnA uddaya thAya ne dezamAM

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zAradA sAgara 815 bhayaMkara duSkALa paDe tyAre zuM levA Icchaze ? eka vakhata eka dezamAM bhayaMkara duSkALa paDe. ane anna pANI vinA mANase taraphaDavA lAgyA. cAre ya bAju anna-pANI mATe pikAra karavA lAgyA. tyAre eka dIkarI eka vADake motIne bharIne pitAnA pitAne ghera jAya che. ne raDatI raDatI kahe che pitAjI! mArA kumaLA phUla jevA bALako anna vinA taraphaDe che. te A metIne bharelo vATake tame rakhe ne AnA jeTalI juvAra mane Apa. putrInI karuNa kahAnI sAMbhaLIne pitAnuM hRdaya bharAI AvyuM ane karUNa svare kahe che beTA! AvA be vADakA bharIne motI tuM ahIMthI laI jA ane kayAMkathI eka vADako juvAra lAvI Apa. baMdhuo ! AvA samaye kaI tamane kahe ke amArI pAse pAMca kile motI che ne pAMca kilo juvAra che te bemAMthI tame je Iccho te laI zake che. joke, have tame zuM leze? metI ke juvAra? (zretAmAMthI avAja:- AvA samaye te juvAra levAnuM pasaMda karIzuM). samajI le. hIrA ane khetI vinA eka paNa mAnavI marI jato nathI paNa annanA abhAve hajAre mAnavIo mRtyunA mukhamAM dhakelAI jAya che. peTamAM roTale paDaze to badhuM gamaze. roTI vinA kaMI gamatuM nathI. keI mANasa bhUkhe paDatuM hoya te samaye tene dharma ArAdhanA karavAnuM kahevAmAM Avaze te gamaze nahi. bhUkhyAne bhojana ApyA pachI dharmane upadeza ApavAmAM Avaze te tene gamaze. rAjasthAnImAM eka kahevata che ne ke maNe mana hoya jovA yaha lo kaMThI aura yaha lo mAlA / " peTamAM bhejana paDayuM hoya te bhajana karavuM game. nahitara mALA pheravavI paNa na game. kAraNa ke ghaDAmAM pANI pUruM bharyuM haze to te sthira rahI zake che. paNa je te adhUre haze te sthira nahi rahI zake. te rIte sAmI vyakitanuM peTa bhUkhyuM hoya ne tenuM citta asthira hoya tyAM sudhI te ApaNI dharmanI sArAmAM sArI vAta paNa sAMbhaLI zakaze nahi. mATe pahelAM enI sudhA zAMta kare. enI bhUkha maTe eTale enA cittamAM sthiratA Ave che. ane pachI te dharmanI vAta sAMbhaLI zake che. - peTa jyAre bhUkhyuM hoya tyAre tenI buddhi paNa bhraSTa thaI jAya che. eka saMskRta lekamAM kahyuM che ke - tyajet kSudhAtAM mahilA svaputraM, khAdet kSudhAtAM bhujaMgI svamaNDam / bubhukSita. kiM na karoti pApaM, kSINA narA niSkaruNA bhavanti // sudhAthI piDita strI potAnA bALakane tajI de che. sapiNI pitAnA IDAne khAI jAya che. bhUkhe mANasa zuM pApa nathI karato? bhUkhe mANasa niya banI jAya che. gujarAtImAM paNa kahevata che ne ke "bhakhI kutarI bhoTIlA khAya" je kUtarI bhUkhI

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816 zAradA sAgara hAya ne tene koi phATaleA khavaDAve nahi tA te tenA (seTIlA) galUDIyAne paNa khAI jAya che. chappaniyAnA duSkALa paDayA tyAre lAkA anna pANI vinA pIDAI rahyA hatA. e duSkALa ApaNe te joce nathI paNa ApaNe vRddho pAsethI e kachu kahAnI sAMbhaLIe chIe. tyAre kALaju kaMpI jAya che. te samaye annanA abhAve mANasA bhUkhathI pIDAine marI jatAM hatAM. jyAM ne tyAM manuSyanA maDhA rakhaDatA hatA. te samaye banelI eka karUNu kahAnI che. eka khAine cAra dIkarA hatA. anna nahi maLavAthI kumaLA phUla karamAI gayA hatA. traNa traNa divasathI bhUkhe pIDAtA hatA. ane mA....rATale Apa-roTalA Apa karatAM mAnI DAke vaLagI paDatAM hatAM. gharamAM muThThI leATa na hatA. kyAMthI rATalA manAve? paNa mAtA cUlA upara pANInI tapelI mUkIne cUlA saLagAvI cheAkarAne kahetI. hamaNAM khIcaDI radhAya che. huM tamane ApuM chuM. ema kahIne samajAvatI. mA cUle khAlI tapelI mUkI bahAra gaI. gheADAnI lAdamAMthI makAInA dANA vINIne pANImAM dhAvA lAgI. A samaye eka mANasa tyAMthI pasAra thAya che ne pUche che bahena! A zuM kare che? tyAre AMkhanA AMsu lUchatI te melI, bhAi! peTanI bhUkha maTADavA zuM nathI karavuM paDatuM? jo tArA dilamAM dayA hAya tA bhUkhe karamAi jatAM mArA e mALakane kharIDhIne lai jA. have emanuM karUNa rUdana mArAthI joyu jatu nathI. pelA mANasane dayA AvI ne e rUpiyA ApIne e bALakIne laIne cAlatA thaI gayA. e rUpiyA maLyA tenAthI pAMca divasa te pasAra thayA paNa pachI zuM? Akhare trIjA mALake bhUkhanI pIDAthI prANa choDI dIdhA. mAtA khUba raDI. mAthuM phADayuM paNa chevaTamAM tenA peTamAM bhUkhanI javALA pragaTI hatI eTale teNe vicAra karyo ke A bALaka marI gaye tA enAthI peTanI Aga zAMta karu? eTale agni saLagAvI mAtA peAtAnA hAthe peAtAnA putranu zakha zekavA taiyAra thai. te samaye peleA dayALu mANasa tyAMthI nIkaLyeA. A dRzya joi te sthabhI gayA ne pUchyuM-bahena! A zuM kare che? tu kAne zekavA taiyAra thaI che? chevaTe teNe te kAryAM khaMdha karyuM" paNu annane kaNa maLyA nahi tethI bhUkhathI taraphaDatI sUi gai ne....te paNa mRtyu pAmI. enA ATha mahinAnA bALaka mAtAnI khAjumAM sUtA hatA. te dUdhapAna karavA mATe phAMphA mAratA hatA. paNa ene kyAM khabara hatI ke mAtAnuM dUdha tA zuM paNa enuM leAhI kayAranuM sUkAI gayuM hatuM. phakata hADakAnA mALA hatA. khALaka paNa mRtyu pAmyA. A che chappaniyA duSkALanI kahAnI. je AtmAo paraduHkhabhajana banyA che temanu nAma itihAsanA pAne amara banyu che. khemA dedarANI, jagaDu zAhe dhananA sa Mgraha karyA hatA paNa jyAre bhArata para duSkALanA vAdaLA gherAvA lAgyA tyAre temaNe tijorIonA tALA khAlI nAMkhyA hatA.

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zAradA sAgara 813 varSothI bhegI karelI lakSamI dezanA baMdhuo mATe lUMTAvI dIdhI. A rIte tamArI saMpattino svayamI baMdhuonI sevAmAM, duHkhInI ane samAjanI sevAmAM sadupayoga thaze te tamane ghaNe lAbha thaze. zAMti maLaze ne AnaMda Avaze. paNa jo e nANAM bIjAne mATe nahi vApare ne mAtra tamArA paTArA bharyA karaze te kadI sukha, zAMti ke AnaMda maLavAne nathI. e saMgrahelI saMpatti vipatti rUpa banI jaze. Aje tamArI saMpattinI kaI dazA che? AjanA divase mAre te tamane e kahevuM che ke A divALInA divaso Ave che. zrImaMtane ghera mIThAInA bekasa Avaze. enI mIThAI bagaDI jaze paNa kaI khAze nahi. jyAre ghaNuM ghara evA haze ke eka goLanI kAMkarI mATe chokarA ratA haze. paNa tame te mAnyuM che ke meM khAdhuM eTale badhAe khAI lIdhuM. "mAruM peTa bharAyuM eTale pATaNa bharAyuM. huM janmyo eTale jagata janyuM." paNa AvA bhUkhyAnI saMbhALa leje. jyAM che tyAM Ape che. paNa jyAM nathI tyAM koI ApatuM nathI. evA duHkhIne zodhIne Apaze te tame dhanaterasa ujavI gaNAze. tame emAdedarANI, jagaDuzAha jevA banajo. vadhu bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 93 viSayA- "pAMca samitinuM svarUpa" Aso vada 14 ne ravIvAra (kALI caudaza) tA. 2-11-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! vItarAga prabhunI vANuM bhava baMdhananA pherA tathA trividhanA tApane TALanArI che, ne zAzvata sukhane ApanArI che. paNa e kayAre bane? A vANI sAMbhaLIne AcaraNamAM utare tyAre. vItarAgavANInuM zravaNa, manana ane ciMtana karavAmAM Ave te AtmA zuddha banI jAya che. A divALI AvI eTale bahenee gharanI sAphasuphI karI ane tame cepaDA cekhkhA karyA. paNa je sApha karavA jevo che tene te tame melo rAkhyo che. kharekhara je sApha karavA jevo hoya te ApaNo AtmA che. tene sApha karavA mATe kAMI karyuM che? Aje te chaThTha karIne besI javuM joIe tene badale tame te badhA khAvA pIvAmAM ne haravA pharavAmAM paDI gayA che. Aje te amArI bahenee gharamAMthI phUTalA - tuTavA vAsaNa ane kacarA sApha karIne kakaLATa kADhaye haze! paNa jyAre AtmA uparathI kedha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, moha, IrSyA Adi durguNonI kALAza kADho tyAre sAce kakaLATa kADho kahevAya. AtmAne pavitra banAvavA mATe vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLo.

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818 zAradA sAgara uttarAdhyayana sUtra 20 muM adhyayana, anAthI muni zreNaka rAjAne kahe che ke rAjana! je sAdhaka sAdhupaNuM lIdhA pachI sAdhutAnA bhAvamAM rahe nathI te sanAtha banIne pAcho anAtha banI jAya che. jyAre AtmA saMsAra choDIne saMyamI bane che tyAre te pratijJA kare che ke varSa rayAnAmi c 34 parvajJAmi ! huM akalpanIya cIjono tyAga karuM chuM ne kapanIya (AcaravA yogya) che tene svIkAra karuM chuM. ApaNe ahIM e vicAravuM che ke sAdhune zuM ka95nIya che? sAvadya ane saMdeSa vastu temane ka5tI nathI. je vastu manane caMcaLa banAve ane je sAdhune saMyama pathathI vicalita kare tevI koI paNa vastu ene ka5tI nathI. sAdhu potAnA vratamAM vaphAdAra rahe. je vastu pitAnA vratane bhaMga kare, vikAsane rUMdhe teno daDhatApUrvaka tyAge karI de. e tyAga bAhya dekhAva pUratuM nahi. zrAvakanI daSTie uMcuM cAritra batAvavA mATe nahi paNa pitAnA AtmAne nirmaLa banAvavA mATe zuddha cAritranuM pAlana kare. jyAM sudhI pitAnA vratamAM vaphAdAra rahIne sAdhaka cekhuM cAritra pALato nathI tyAM sudhI enI sAdhanAnA vRkSane phaLa AvatA nathI. jevI rIte kaI vyakita AMbe vAve ane cauda varSa sudhI ene pANI siMce, khAtara pUre ne khUba mahenata kare te paNa enA upara je phaLa Ave nahi te ene ciMtA to thAya ne? tema sAdhu ane zrAvaka varSo sudhI sAdhanA kare ne tenI pAchaLa kaThora parizrama kare paNa saravALe te e jovAnuM che ke e sAdhanAnA vRkSane keTalA phaLa avyA? zuM? jyAM jAya tyAM mAna - sanmAna maLe, prazaMsAnA puSpo patharAya, hajAro bhakanI bhIDa jAme. A badhuM zuM sAdhanAnuM phaLa che? nA. Ane sAce sAdhaka sAdhanAnuM phaLa mAnato nathI. AvuM badhuM te rAjyanA netA paNa pAmI zake che. kaSAyanI maMdatA, jIvananI pavitratA e sAdhanA rUpI vRkSanA sAcA phaLa che. baMdhuo! kaSAyanI maMdatA ane saraLatA jyAM sudhI ApaNA jIvanamAM AvatI nathI tyAM sudhI sAdhanAnA vRkSane phaLa AvatA nathI. munine zuM ka9pe ne zuM na kape tenI vAta ApaNe cAlatI hatI. sAdhune zuM kahape ne zuM na kape te jANavuM jarUrI che, temaja zrAvakane paNa tenA AcAranuM pAlana karavAnuM bhagavAne kahyuM che. temaNe nigraMtha pravacana pratye zraddhA rAkhIne mahA AraMbhano tyAga karavo joIe. jema bane tema jIvanamAMthI vyasana ane kaMdamULane tyAga kare jaIe. ne AraMbhathI bacavAnI bhAvanA keLavavI joIe. ApaNu cAlu adhikAramAM paNa sAdhakanA AcAranI vAta Ave che. temAM je sAdhu mahAvratane aMgIkAra karIne tenuM samyaka prakAre pAlana karatA nathI, Indriyono nigraha karatA nathI ne rasomAM Asakata banI jAya che te sAco sAdhaka nathI. te sanAtha banIne pAcho anAtha banI jAya che. have anAthI nigraMtha AgaLa vadhIne kahe che ke,

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zAradA sAgara 819 AuttayA jassa na atthikAI, iriyAe bhAsAe thsnnaae| AyANa nikkheva dugucchaNAe, na vIrajAyaM aNujAi maggaM / utta. sU. a. ra0 gAthA 40 he rAjana! dIkSA lIdhA pachI je sAdhu irSA, bhASA, eSaNa, AdAna nikSepa ane uccAra pAsavarNa Adi samitiomAM avivekathI kAma le che, jema ke cAlavAmAM, balavAmAM, gaucarI Adi karavAmAM, vastu upADavA tathA mUkavAmAM ne pAThavavAmAM je upayoga rAkhatA nathI te vIra prabhunA mArgane anuyAyI banI zakato nathI. eTale ke zUravIra purUSanA mArganuM anusaraNa karI zakatuM nathI. kAraNa ke pAMca mahAvrata, IryA samiti Adi pAMca samitio ane traNa guptionuM yathAvidhi pAlana karavuM e dhIra-vIra purUSanuM kAma che. kAyaranuM kAma nathI. eTale je sAdhaka tenuM yathArtha rIte pAlana karato nathI te mahAvIra prabhunA mArgane anuyAyI banI zakatuM nathI. A gAthAmAM pAMca samitinI vAta karavAmAM AvI che. pAMca samiti ane traNa gutimAM sAdhutAnI samasta kriyAne samAveza thaI jAya che. eTalA mATe kahevAmAM AvyuM che ke je sAdhu pAMca samiti ane traNa guptinuM barAbara pAlana karatA nathI te vIranA mArge jato nathI paNa anAthatAnA mArge jAya che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA vIsamAM adhyayanamAM pAMca samiti ane traNa guptinuM vistRta varNana karavAmAM AvyuM che. temAM Iyosamitine dravya-kSetra-kALa ane bhAvathI viveka batAvavAmAM AvyA che. temAM kahyuM che ke sAdhu jyAre cAle tyAre ema vicAre ke meM badhA kAma choDI dIdhA che. mAre atyAre phakata cAlavAnuM kAma karavAnuM che. sAdhue cAlatI vakhate ADI avaLI daSTi karAya nahi. puro gumAyA, mANo mahuM re sAce sAdhu dhUsarA pramANe bhUmine , to yatnApUrvaka pRthvI upara cAle. je pramANe pANIthI bharelo ghaDo mAthe upADI panIhArI cAlatI vakhate sAvadhAnI rAkhe te pramANe munie paNa cAlatI vakhate sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI hoya che. - mAnI le ke koI rAjAe enA nekarane AjJA karI ke A jarUrI kAma che. te tuM jaladI karIne pAcho Avaje. te kAma patAvavA mATe bahAra gaye. mArgamAM eka naTaDI nAcatI hatI te jovAmAM te rekAI gayo. te vakhate kaI hitasvI mANase AvIne kahyuM ke bhAI ! tuM ahIM kema rokAI gaye che? pahelAM rAjAnI AjJAnuM pAlana kara. tuM rAjAnI AjJAnuM pAlana karIne je rAjAne prasanna karIza te Avo khela tAre ghera paNa karAvI zakIza. A nyAya sAdhuone lAgu paDe che. sAdhuo svecchAthI bhagavAnanA sevaka banyA che. keInA dabANathI nahi, paNa svecchAthI cAritra aMgIkAra karyuM che. te bhagavAnanI AjJA che ke he sAdhaka! jJAna ochuM haze te cAlaze, kadAca tapa ocho

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820 zAradA sAgara karIza te cAlaze. paNa tAre pAMca samiti ane traNa guptinuM pAlana karavA mATe tatpara rahevuM paDaze. temAM jarA paNa AMkha mIMcAmaNa cAlaze nahi. AvI bhagavAnanI AjJA che. sAdhue yatnApUrvaka cAlavuM joIe. jema senAnuM cihna ke nizAna mAnavAmAM Ave che tema IryAsamiti e sAdhu-sAdhvInuM cihna che. eTalA mATe sAdhu-sAdhvIjIe IryAsamiti viSe khUba sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI jarUra che. sAdhu saMsAranI dhamAla javAmAM ke vAtamAM na paDatA bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana kare. jema rAjAnI AjJAnuM pAlana karanAra nokarane lAbha thAya tenAthI paNa adhika lAbha jJAnInI AjJAmAM che. mATe sAdhue koIpaNa kArya mATe cAlatI vakhate koI paNa jIvanI hiMsA na thAya te mATe khUba sAvadhAnI rAkhavI joIe. sAdhu sAdhvIne kevI rIte calAya?- IryAsamitine artha che sArI rIte joIne cAlavuM. joyA vinA cAlavAthI aneka prakAranuM nukazAna thAya che. nAnA keTalAya jIvonI hiMsA thAya che, tethI karmonuM baMdhana thAya che. bIjuM pagamAM kAMTA Adi bheMkAI javAthI tathA paththara AdinI Thokara lAgavAthI zarIrane kaSTa paDe che. nIce jaIne cAlavAthI keTalAya lAbha thAya che. pagamAM Thokara nathI lAgatI. nAnA nAnA niraparAdha prANIonI hiMsAthI paNa mAnava bacI jAya che. ahiMsAnuM mahatva phakata jene ke hindumAM che tema nathI paraMtu badhA dharmo ahiMsAne mAne che. muslima dharma paNa kahe che ke jamIna para hajAro jIvajaMtu che tethI jeIne cAle. IryAsamitinuM pAlana karavuM te phakta sAdhu mATe nathI, paraMtu dareka strI-puruSane mATe Avazyaka che. anubhavI ane jJAnI puruSa pAsethI sAMbhaLyuM che ke IryAsamitinuM zuddha bhAve pAlana karavAthI, cauda pUrvanuM jJAna thaI zake che. enuM kAraNa e che ke joIne cAlavAthI asaMkhya jIvonI hatyAthI bacI zakAya che. ane e rIte ahiMsAnuM pAlana thAya che. dharmanuM mULa ahiMsA che. moTA moTA AlizAna makAna pAke khUba majabUta hoya to TakI zake che. te rIte ahiMsA rUpI pAye majabUta hoya te dharmanuM vizALa bhavana tenA upara ubhuM karI zakAya che ane te khUba sudaDha banIne TakI zake che. ahiMsAmAM AtmAnuM utthAna che ne hiMsAmAM AtmAnuM patana che. ahiMsA sukhane rAjamArga che ane hiMsA duHkha ane azAMtinI keDI che. Aje saMsAranA samasta jI sukhAbhilASI hovA chatAM paNa dukhanI AgamAM saLagI rahyA che. cAre bAju hAhAkAra, azAMti, ane vyAkuLatAnuM sAmrAjya che. rakatakrAMtio, muDIvAda, sAmyavAda Adi vargone saMgharSa, hAIDrojana, eTaba Adi saMhAraka zastrane prayoga, A badhuM hiMsAnuM phaLa che. hiMsAe saMsArane naraka samAna banAvI dIdhuM che. kayAMya zAMtinuM nAmanizAna dekhAtuM nathI. A azAMtithI bacavA mATe jJAnI purUSoe

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zAradA sAgara ahiMsAnA upadeza ApyA che. ahiMsA eka saMjIvanI che ke je duHkhathI bebhAna anelA prANIone navajIvana praznAna kare che. ahiMsA rAmakhANa auSadha che, jenuM pAna karavAthI azAMti rUpI vyAdhi naSTa thai jAya che. ahiMsA amRta che ane hiMsA viSa che. hiMsAnA viSathI dUra rahIne ahiMsAnA amRtanuM pAna karavAthI jIva amara sthAnane prApta kare che. mATe cAlatA, krUratA Addhi dareka kAryamAM kharAkhara joine karavuM. A virATa vizvamAM evA evA sukSma jIva paNa che ke je sAyanA nAkA samAna jhINA haiAya che, ane keTalAka tA evA che ke je AMkhethI dekhAtA paNa nathI. paraMtu ApaNe jyAM sudhI ane tyAM sudhI prANIonI virAdhanAthI khacavu joie. tame game teTalI sAmAyika karA, vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLeA ke zAstra bhaNeA paraMtu jIveAnI virAdhanAthI khacaze te te tamAruM saiAthI mATu' dharmIkA thaze. tethI sa` prathama iryAsamitine mahattva Apyu che. ane dareka AtmAe tenu pAlana karavu joIe. 821 khIjI bhASA samiti che. khIjAne duHkha thAya tevI kaTu athavA sAvadya bhASA sAthI khelAya nahi. kaTharakArI, kazakArI, nizcayakArI, hiMsAkArI ADhi sALa prakAranI sAvadha bhASA sAdhuthI khelAya nahi. temaja ghaNI vAra satya haiAvA chatAM paNa jo khIjAne duHkha thatuM hAya ! tevI bhASA sAdhuthI khelAya nahi. dazavaikAlIka sUtranA sAtamA adhyayanamAM sAdhue daivI bhASA melAya ne kevI bhASA na melAya tenu varNana bhagavAne khUba suMdara rIte karyuM che. "tadeva vALa nAkhetti " koi mANasa kANe! hAya, rAgI hAya ke cAra heAya te tene kAI hai kANIyA! huM cAra! he rAgI! teA tene kevuM duHkha thAya? mATe ema na kahevAya. keAI mahena agara bhAi Ave te kema zeThANI AvyA? kema kAkI ke mAsI tame AvyA? evuM paNa na kahevAya. paNa ema kahevAya ke kema zrAvakajI! zrAvikAjI! tame AvyA? ema kahevAya. kAraNa ke sAdhu saMsArInA sagapaNanI sAMkaLa tADIne tyAgamArgamAM AvyA, ne ahIM paNa jo sagapaNa ubhA karI deze te kayAre uMcA Avaze ? te sivAya gRhastha beThA haiAya tyAre paNa sAdhu khUba upayoga pUrvaka mAle. jo upayega na rAkhe teA mATo anartha thaI jAya. eka vakhata zatre eka gurU emanA ziSyane kahe che. upAzrayamAM koi zrAvaka te nathI ne? tu joi Ava. ziSye cAre bAju tapAsa karI teA koi dekhAyuM nahi eTale kahe gurUdeva! keAI nathI. tyAre gurU kahe che jo, A tArA ugyeA che tethI A varSe bhayaMkara duSkALa paDaze. A vakhate mahArAjanI pATa nIce eka zrAvaka sUtA hatA te sAMbhaLI gayA. savAra paDatAM pATa nIcethI pele zrAvaka nIkaLIne jAya che tyAre gurUdeva pUche che zrAvakajI! tame kayAre AvyA hatA? tyAre kahe huM ahIM sUtA hatA. teA kahe, paNa tame keTalA vAge AvyA ne kayAM sUtA? amane te| kAMi khabara

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822 zAradA sAgara nathI. tyAre kahe- huM te AvyA hatA ne sUtA hatA ema khelateA khelate cAlye gayA. zrAvakane thayuM che ke mahArAja khelyA che mATe nakkI duSkALa paDaze. eTale teNe anAjanA saMgraha karavA mAMDayeA. mahArAja samajI gayA ke zrAvaka vAta sAMbhaLI gayA lAge che. have te rAtre paNa vAta karavI nahi. vAta karI te zrAvake jANyuM ne? jaina munie temanA viziSTa jJAnanA khaLathI jANe madhu. paNa tenA upayAga kadI paNa na kare. bhASA eTalavAmAM khUba upayAga rAkhe ke mArA khAlavAthI pApanuM AvAgamana na thavu joie. badhue! A te sAdhunI vAta thai paNa dareka manuSye khelavAmAM viveka rAkhave joie. vANI mIThI hAya teA vairIne paNa vaza karI zakAya che. vANI eka prakAranuM vazIkaraNa che. vANI dvArA mitrAnI sa MkhyA vadhArI zakAya ne vANI dvArA zatrue ubhA thAya. paraMtu vANI teA evI kheAlavI joie ke tenA dvArA mitrAnI saMkhyA vadhe. manuSyanI vANImAM evI amRtanI dhArA hAvI joie ke duHkhathI akaLAelA azAMta mAnavI tenI pAse Ave te tenI azAMti ane duHkha dUra thai jAya. sarpanI dADhamAM jhera hAya che. vIchInA AMkaDAmAM jhera haiAya che. paNa e te bicArA tiryaMca che. e jene karaDe. tene jhera caDhe che. paNa jJAnI kahe che he mAnava ! tu te A jagatamAM sarvazreSTha prANI che. tArI pAse kAi Ave ane ene jo jhera caDhe tevI vANI khele teA te tArI mAnavatAne mATe kalaMka che. tArI pAse teA amRta bharyuM che. eTale tu khele teA tArI jIbhamAM amRtanI dhArA vahevI joie. kAi tArI pAse zatru banIne AvyA hAya teA e jatI vakhate tArA mitra manIne javA joie. tamArI madhura vANInI suMdara chApa laine jAya. mIThI vANI khelavAmAM kAMi mUlya cUkavavA paDatAM nathI. chatAM mIThI vANI mahAna che. jyAre kaTu bhASA sastI che. enI kiMmata khATA sikkA jevI che. khATA sikko kAIne gamatA nathI tema kaTu bhASA paNa kAIne priya lAgatI nathI. ApaNe nAnA hatAM tyAre ApaNI mAtAe jIbhane dUdha vaDe dhAi hatI. teA e dUdha vaDe dhAvAyelI jIbhane kaTuvANInA jhera dvArA apavitra karAya ? nA. A jIbhe keTalI sAkara khAdhI haze? paNa vicAra karo. ATalI sAkara khAvA chatAM jIbha sAkara jevI mIThI thai kharI ? vANImAM jo mIThAza nathI AvI teA ATalI khaSI sAkara khAdhelI nakAmI gaI che. lakhatI vakhate paNa hastra, TI krAnA - mAtrA, anusvAranI bhUla na thAya tenI sAvadhAnI rAkhavI paDe che. jo eka kAnA, mAtrA ke anusvAranI bhUla thAya. tA paNu arthanA anartha thaI jAya che. tema pUrNavirAma, alpavirAma, padma, peregrAph temaja Azcacinha, praznArtha e badhA jarUra che. tevI rIte khelatI vakhate lakhavA karatAM paNa khUba sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI jarUra che. pUrNa virAma ke alpavirAmanI bhUla saMgha A karAvaze paNa khelavAmAM thayelA thADA aviveka e dilA vacce dIvAlanuM kAma karI

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zAradA sAgara 823 jAya che. jyAM premanI gaMgA vahetI hoya che tyAM tiraskAra ane ISyane agni pedA thaI jAya che. te agnimAM te belanAra eka ja nahi paNa tene badhe parivAra, samAja ane kayAreka AkhuM rASTra jalI uThe che. mATe bolatI vakhate vivekanA trAjave tevI tebIne besavuM joIe. mATe baMdhuo ! bele DuM ne kara jhAjhuM. eka arabI kahevata che ke "jIbha jenI lAMbI jiMdagI tenI nAnI." je vadhu bole che te ghaNI vAra jhaghaDA paNa moTA ubhA kare che. eTalA mATe manuSyane kudarate be kAna, be AMkha, hAtha-paga be ApyA che. paNa jIbha phakata eka che. mATe bane teTaluM mauna rAkhe. zarIranA svAthya mATe uMghanI jarUra che. tema Atmika svAthya mATe maunanI jarUra che. belivuM e cAMdI che te mauna e senuM che. vAcALapaNuM mAnacita che te maunapaNuM cita che. ApaNuM parama pitA prabhu mahAvIra svAmIe maunanI sarvazreSTha sAdhanA karI. tyAra bAda temane kevaLa jJAna prApta thayuM ne pachI je vANInI dhArA vahevA lAgI te sAMbhaLavA mATe deve svarganA sukhe tajIne AvatA hatA. zA mATe AvatA hatA? prabhunI vANImAM amRtanI dhArA vahetI hatI. satyanA tejomaya kiraNe jharatA hatA. mATe tamane belavAnuM mana thAya te kevuM belaDuM joIe! satye tUyA priyaM dUyA, tUyAt sAmapriyam satya bele, priya che. sAkara jema dUdhamAM bhaLI jaIne enA TIpe TIpAne jema madhura ne svAdiSTa banAve che tevI rIte hRdayanI madhuratA vANImAM utare che. tyAre vANuM priya banI jAya che. satya vANuM hovA chatAM koIne apriya lAge tevI vANI kadI belaze nahi. A rIte bhASA upara kaMTrola rAkhavuM khUba jarUrI che. - dazavaikAlika sUtranA AThamAM adhyayanamAM paNa batAvyuM che ke munioe sAvadha arthAt pApakArI bhASA na belavI joIe. diTuM miyaM asaMdiddhaM, paDipunnaM viaMjiyaM / ayaMpiramaNunviggaM, bhAsaM nisira attavaM // daza-sU a. 8 gAthA 49 AtmakalyANanA Icchuka sAdhaka daSTa, parimita, saMdeharahita, paripUrNa, ane spaSTa vANune prayoga kare, paraMtu e dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM joIe ke te vANI paNa vAcALatAthI rahita tathA bIjA ne udvega karAvanArI na hoya. munie asatya bhASA ke nizcayakAraka bhASA na bolavI joIe. asatya bhASAnA cAra karaNa dazavaikAlika sUtramAM batAvyA che. kedha, mAna, mAyA ane lebha. A cAra kAraNathI asatya bolavAthI pApa karmanI piTalI baMdhAya che. tethI jyAre paNa asatya bhASA nahi bolavI joIe. ' manuSyane ghaNA puNyanA phaLa svarUpe jIbha maLI che. jIbha maLyA pachI paNa keTalA

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824 zAradA sAgara puNya udaya thAya che tyAre jIbha dvArA spaSTa belavAnI zakita maLe che. tethI buddhimAna purUSa bhASA zakitane nirarthaka gumAvatA nathI paraMtu tenAthI navIna puNyane saMcaya kare che. zAstramAM puNya bAMdhavAnA nava prakAra batAvyA che temAMthI eka bheda vacanapuNya paNa che. vivekapUrvaka priya ane hitakArI bhASA bolavAthI jIva puNyane saMcaya karI zake che. tamArAM zarIramAM koI rega thAya tyAre tame vaida athavA DokaTaranI pAse jAya che. vaida davA ApavAnI sAthe e paNa kahe che ke tame amuka vastu na khAze ne amuka vastu khAva. A rIte mokSamArga para cAlavAvALAne mATe bhagavAne heya, seya ne upAdeyanuM jJAna prApta karavA mATe pharamAna karyuM che. te kahe che ke je tamAre AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM che te sAdhanAnA patha para cAle. bhASAsamitine -Azraya le tathA kaDavuM bolavuM choDIne madhura bhASAne prayAga karo. evI rIte karavAthI bhASA samitinuM pAlana thAya che ane AtmA mokSa mArga tarapha agresara thAya che. bhASA samiti para aMkuza rAkhave e saMvaranI tarapha AgaLa vadhavAne sAro prayAsa che tethI dareka AtmAe ghaNI sAvadhAnI pUrvaka potAnA vacanane praga kara joIe. trIjI eSaNa samiti" gaucarI karavAnI kaLA - sAdhue trIjI eSaNa samitinuM pAlana karavAmAM paNa khUba dhayAna rAkhavAnuM hoya che. eSaNa samitimAM kara deSarahita nirdoSa ane sUjhatA AhAra pANInI gaveSaNa karavI joIe. AhAra game te lukho sUko hoya ke svAdiSTa hoya paNa te nirdoSa hovuM joIe. je sAdhue pUjAvA mATe veza paheryo che temanI vAta judI che. paNa jemane sAcI sAdhutAnuM pAlana karavuM che temane te bhagavAne eSaNa samiti sabaMdhI je niyama batAvyA che tenuM barAbara dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe. bhagavAna kahe che te sAdhaka! tuM baicarI paNa evI rIte kare ke sva-para baMnenuM kalyANa thAya ne dAtAranA bhAva vadhe ne enI bhAvanAnI dhArA tUTe nahi. gaucarI karavAmAM viveka na hoya te gaddhAcarI thaI jAya. gRhasthanI khUba bhAvanA hoya te vaherAve khare paNa enA gharamAM keTalA mANasa che? kevI sthiti che te badhuM joIne ene tUTe na paDe, navuM banAvavuM na paDe ne enI bhAvanA ochI na thAya tevI rIte nirdoSa ane sUjhata AhAra lAvIne temAM rakta rahe. kAraNa ke sadoSa athavA tAmasika AhAra levAthI tenA jIvana ane mana para azuddha prabhAva paDe che ane mana azuddha ane pachI saMyamanI sAdhanA paNa zuddha kevI rIte thaI zake ! sAco sAdhaka AtmA te phakta zarIrane TakAvavA mATe ne saMyamanA rakSaNa mATe AhAra grahaNa kare che kAraNa ke mokSa mArganI sAdhanAnuM sAdhana zarIra che. zarIra dvArA te AtyaMtara tathA bAhAtapAdi karIne karmonI nirbhara kare che. jevI rIte mAkhaNamAMthI

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825 zAradA sAgara ghI kADhavAne mATe mAkhaNane sIdhuM agnimAM nathI nAMkhatA paraMtu koI vAsaNamAM rAkhIne tene tapAve che ne pachI ghI kADhe che, tevI rIte AtmAmAM rahelA ghI samAna samyakajJAna, darzana ane cAritra rUpa AtmAnA zubha guNene tenI ujajavaLatA prApta karavA mATe tene zarIra rUpI pAtramAM rAkhelI tapa rUpa agnimAM tapAve che. evuM karavAthI AtmA zuddha bane che ne pApa karma rUpI mela tenAthI alaga thaI jAya che. siddhAMtamAM nizItha bhASyamAM) paNa kahyuM che ke - mokkhapasAhaNa hetU, NANAdi tappasAhaNodeho / dehaTThA AhAro, teNa tu kAlo aNuNNAto // jJAnAdi guNa mekSanA sAdhana che. jJAna AdinuM sAdhana deha che ane dehanuM sAdhana AhAra che tethI sAdhakane samayAnukUla AhAra karavAnI AjJA ApI che. Apane khabara te haze ke bhikSAne "madhukarI" athavA gaucarI paNa kahevAya che. zA mATe? bhikSAne "madhukarI" zA mATe kahe che te mATe dazavaikAlika sUtranI pahelA adhyayanamAM batAvyuM che. jahA dumassa pupphesu, bhamaro Aviyai rasaM / Na ya puSpaM kilAmei, so ya poNei appayaM // daza. sU. a. 1 gAthA 2 jevI rIte vRkSanA phUla para bhramara AvIne bese che ane rasa pIve che paraMtu te puSpane jarA paNa kaSTa ApatuM nathI ne pitAnA AtmAne tRpta karI le che te rIte sAdhue paNa gRhastha rUpI phUla pAsethI thoDe zeDo AhAra levuM joIe jethI gRhasthane koI prakAranI pIDA na thAya matalaba ke tene pharIthI na AhAra banAva na paDe agara tenA manamAM duHkha na thAya te rIte AhAra grahaNa kare. te rIte gaucarI karavAthI karmanI nirjarA thAya che. eSaNa samitine bhagavAne saMvaranA 57 bhedamAM gaNI che. kadAca tamArA manamAM prazna thAya ke gocarIne saMvaramAM zA mATe gaNI? zarIrane nabhAvavA mATe AhAra pANI levA paDe che. tenA abhAvama<< zarIra babara alI zakatu % rahetuM kAraNa zusarsa ane sAdhunA AhAra karavAmAM ghaNuM aMtara che. sAdhAraNa mANasa khAvAne mATe jIve che ne sate jIvavAne mATe khAya che. baMne AhAra kare che paNa baMnenI bhAvanAmAM AsamAna jamIna jeTaluM aMtara che. moTA bhAganA mANaso atyaMta vRddhatA ane lupatAthI bhojana kare che. temanA mATe madhura, svAdiSTa ane piSTika khAvuM e mahatvapUrNa che. jyAre saMtonA jIvanane uddeza sAruM ane madhura khAvAnuM nathI paraMtu jIvanane sarvottama uddeza mekSaprAptine mATe sAdhanA karavA mATe zarIrane thoDo AhAra ApavAne che.

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826 zAradA sAgara tulasIdAsajIe paNa kahyuM che ke sAcA bhakata te bhagavAnanA gurugrAma karavAmAM magna hoya che. temanI bhUkha Atmika hAya che. zArIrika bhUkhane te tee mahattva ApatA nathI. gRhastha te| dUdha, dahI, lADavA, dUdhapAka, zrIkhaMDa Adi vividha prakAranA svAdiSTa padArtho khAya che. paraMtu sAdhu te| lUkhA-sUke agara je maLI jAya tene grahaNa kare che. paraMtu te pratye temanI Asakti nathI hAtI. ane je kAI sAdhu bheAjya padArtho pratye Asakita rAkhe te sAcA sAdhu nathI. gaucarI nirjarAnuM kAraNa tyAre ane che ke mAna-apamAnane khyAla karyA vinA jyAMthI jevA AdgAra maLe tevA niSi AhAra lAve ane samatAthI sASapUrvaka grahaNa kare. A rIte rAga-dveSa rahita thaIne AhAra lAve ne rAga-dveSa rahita thaIne tenA upayAga kare te karmanI nirdeza thAya che ne eSaNAsamitinu pAlana thAya che. sAdhu jIvanamAM bhaDApagaraNa vAparavAnuM vidhAna :- ceAthI AyANubhaDa matta nikhevA samitinu paNa sAdhue barAbara pAlana karavu joie. eTale sAdhu pAse je vastra, pAtrAdi upakaraNa hAya tene yatnApUrvaka levA ane yatnApUrvaka mUkavA joie. bhagavAne kahyuM che ke vivekapUrvaka cIjone mUkavI ane levI te saMvara che. je je cIjone sAvadhAnIthI letA ke mUkatA nathI te saMvaranA adhikArI nathI banatA paNu AzravanA adhikArI bane che, savara ane AzravamAM aMtara che. trAjavA para vastu teAlAtI hAya tyAre thADI cIja paNa je pallAmAM vadhu hAya che te palluM nIce name che. naLane Apa jaza pherave tyAM pANI AvavA lAge che ane jarA khIjI bAju pheravA eTale pANI AvatuM aMdha thaI jAya che. A rIte saMvara ane Azravanu samajavu joie. vastune sAvadhAnIthI le ne mUko teA karmonu Agamana baMdha ane asAvadhAnIthI le ke mUke teA karmanuM Agamana cAlu thai jAya che. jo sAdhaka vastu-pAtrane sAvadhAnIthI lete ke mUkatA nathI teA tene kyAreka ghaNI muzkelImAnA sAmanA karavA paDe che. eka dRSTAMta ApIne samajAvuM. eka mahAna saMta khUba cAritrasa Mpanna ane jJAnanidhi hatA. paraMtu temanA ziSya avinita hateA. gurU jyAre prasaMgeApAta kai kai zikhAmaNa Ape te te sAMbhaLe nahi ne pAtAnuM dhAruM karyA kare. eka vAra gurU ziSya ane vihAra karIne nAnA gAmamAM paheAMcyAM. jyAM jainanA 10 thI 15 ghara hatA. te divasanA vihAra khUba lAMJA thaI gayA hatA tethI gurU-ziSya ane tyAM vizrAmane mATe koi makAnamAM utaryo. gurUjIe kahyuM: huM ziSya ! tame aMdara jaine tamArA vajra, pAtra A isAvadhAnIthI nIce mUke. paraMtu ziSya teA gurUnI vAta sAMbhaLI nahi. aMdara jaIne vasra te jema tema mUkI dIdhA. paraMtu pAtrA bAMdhelI je jheLI hatI te asAvadhAnIthI UMcethI nIce pheMkI. satanI pAse

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zAradA sAgara pAtra te lAkaDAnA hoya. pAtarA khUba halakA ane pAtaLA hovAne kAraNe jhaLI jamIna para paDatAM badhA pAtarA phUTI gayA. ziSya thoDI vAra te stabdha banI gayA ne pachI gurUjInI pAse jaIne kahyuMH gurUjI! jhebI paDI gaI tethI pAtarA te badhA phUTI gayA. have gaucarI zemAM lAvuM? gurUjI A vAta sAMbhaLIne ghaNu vicAramAM paDI gayA ne kahyuM- he ziSya ! huM tamane vAraMvAra kahetuM hatuM ke badhI vastuo khUba sAvadhAnIthI rAkhe. paraMtu tame mArI zikhAmaNa mAnI nahi. have zuM thAya? A nAnA gAmamAM te pAtarA maLe nahi. tethI kAle jyAre zaheramAM pahoMcazuM tyAre tyAM pAtarAnI zodha karIne meLavazuM pachI temAM gaucarI lAvI zakAze. ziSya manamAM samasamIne rahe. te paNa vihAra karIne AvyA hatA tethI te bhUkhyA hatA paraMtu te divase upavAsa karavo paDaze. A banAvathI tene bhaviSyane mATe zikSA maLI gaI ane nizcaya karyo ke have asAvadhAnIpUrvaka kAma kayAre paNa na karavuM, eTalA mATe zAstramAM sAdhune atyaMta sAvadhAnIpUrvaka pitAnA bhaMDepakaraNa levA ane mUkavAnuM kahyuM che. ' have pAMcamI uccAra, pAsavaNa khela jala saMdhANu pariThAvaNiyA samiti - A samitinuM pAlana karavAmAM paNa sAdhue khUba sAvadhAnI rAkhavI joIe. maLa-mUtra Adi evI jagyAe pAThave ke jethI leke jugupsA na kare. je AhAra kare tene nihAra te kare paDe che, paNa te kevI jagyAe ne kayAM kare temAM khUba upaga rAkhavuM paDe che. paraThavatI vakhate sAdhake khyAla rAkhavuM joIe ke te sthAna para kaI jIva-jaMtu athavA kaDI-maMkaDA AdinA dara na hoya. je dhyAna na rAkhe te aneka jIvonI hiMsA thavAnI saMbhAvanA rahe che, A pAMca samiti ane traNa guptinuM je mahAtmA aNIzuddha pAlana kare che te jaldI kalyANa karIne mokSamAM jAya che. - anAthI muninA mukhethI pAMca samiminuM varNana sAMbhaLatAM mahArAjA zreNIka mugdha banI gayA. ahAhA... sAdhujIvana keTaluM badhuM vidhividhAnathI bhareluM che. cAlavAmAM, belavAmAM, gaucarImAM, vastrApAtra levA mUkavAmAM ane kaI paNa vastu paraThavavAmAM keTalI sAvadhAnI ane upaga saMyamI jIvana mATe batAvyuM che. AvuM utkRSTa cAritra pALanAra saMyamI munione sArA keTI vaMdana ho ! dhanya che te munionA jIvanane! dhanya che vItarAganA mArgane! Ama belatAM zreNIka sajAnuM mastaka anAthI muninA caraNamAM namI paDayuM. ahe prabhu! A mArge AvyA vinA mukita nathI. devAnupri zreNIka rAjAe te prathama vakhata muninuM darzana karyuM. tyAM temanuM mastaka saMtanA caraNamAM jhUkI paDayuM. Ape keTalA saMta satIjInA darzana karyA? samaya thaI gayuM che eTale vadhu nahi kahetAM Apane eTaluM kahuM chuM ke saMyamInA anurAgI banI

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828 zAradA sAgara sAdhaka jIvanamAM zuddha cAritra paLAya tevA sahAyaka banajo. paNa sAdhaka jIvana lUMTAya tevA rAgI khanaze nahi. vadhu bhAva avasare. AsA vada amAsane sAmavAra viSaya : vyAkhyAna na. 94 divALI paramAMthI svamAM AvA ' ne bahenA ! sujJa madhue, suzIla mAtA anaMta karUNAnA sAgara, jagata uddhAraka, ane muktipurInA mahemAna evA bhagavate jagatanA jIvAnA uddhAra mATe Agama vANI prakAzI. Agama eTale zuM? Agama eTale Atmadarzana karavAnA arise. kAcane arisA tamArA mukhanuM darzana karAve che. pazu bhagavAnanA mukhamAMthI jharelI vANInA Agama rUpI arise| AtmA upara rahelA doSAnA DAghane dUra karAvIne AtmAnuM darzana karAve che. ApaNA parama pitA prabhu mahAvIra svAmI Aje Ase vaDhI amAsanA dvivasanI pAchalI rAtre muktipurImAM paheAMcyA che ne e prabhunA paTTa ziSya gautama svAmIe kevaLa jJAnanA dIvaDA pragaTAvyA, eTale A divALInA divaseA khUba mahattvanA che. dhanaterasa, kALIcaudaza, amAsa, besatuM varSa ane bhAikhIja A pAMca divasa panAtA che. tA. 3-11-75 dhanaterasanA divase bharata cakravartine cha khaMDa sAdhavA mATe temanI AyudhazALAmAM cakraratna utpanna thayuM. RSabhadeva bhagavAna kevaLajJAna pAmyA tenI vadhAmaNI AvI. kALIcaudasanA dvivase rAmacaMdrajIe rAvaNunI AsurI prakRti upara vijaya meLavIne ayeAdhyA nagarImAM praveza karyA che. tame gai kAle kALIcauDhazanA vise kakaLATa kADhaye haze paNa kharekhara teA aMtaramAMthI kaSAyanA kALA kakaLATa kADhavAnA che. divALInA divase rAtre prabhu nirvANa pAmyA ne gautamasvAmI kevaLajJAna pAmyA. eTale besatA varSoMnA divase e mane maheAtsava ujavAya che. bhagavAnane nirvANu maheAtsava ane gautamasvAmIne kevaLajJAna mahAtsava ujavavA mATe indrA, devA ane manuSyA AvyA hatA. eTale pAvApurImAM mANasa samAtu na hatuM. eka tarapha gautamasvAmInA kevaLajJAna maheAtsavane Ana hatA ne khIjI tarapha bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI nirvANu padhAryA eTale bharata kSetramAM arihaMta prabhune vicAga paDayA eTale zeka chavAyA hatA. tethI e divasa alaukika che. prabhu nirvANu pahoMcavAthI temanA moTAbhAi nadIvardhanane khUba AghAta lAgyA hatA. te AghAtane zAMta karavA mATe bhAibIjanA divase bhAI bahenanA ghera gayelA. eTale te visane bhAIbIja tarIke manAvavAmAM Ave che. A pAMceya divasa mAMgalika panA che. eTale A divaseAmAM ane teTalI dharmArAdhanA karavI joie.

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zAradA sAgara A divasamAM bahAranA kacarA sAphasUpha karavA karatAM aMtaranA kacarA sApha karavAnI jarUra che. bahAranA kacarA ghaNI vAra sApha karyA. AMgaNAmAM suMdara raMgenI pUrI paNa have AtmAnA kacarA sApha karI jJAnaguNarUpI raMgoLI pUravAnI jarUra che. e kacarA kevI rIte sApha thAya? bhagavAne mokSamAM jatAM pahelAM chelle seLa prahara sudhI dezanA ApI. vipAka sUtra ane uttarAdhyayana sUtra A baMne sUtro bhagavAnanI aMtima vANuM che. anya dharmomAM bAIbala, gItA, kurAna, bhAgavata Adi mukhya graMthe hoya che. tema ApaNuM siddhAmAM uttarAdhyayana sUva gItA jevuM che temAM 36 adhyayana che. temAM 29 mA adhyayananA cha8 bolamAM zaitamasvAmIe prabhune prazna karyo ke he bhagavaMta! AtmaniMdA karavAthI jIvane zuM lAbha thAya? A praznanA javAbamAM bhagavaMta pharamAve che ke niMdaNayAe NaM pacchANutAvaM jaNayai, pacchANutAvaNaM virajjamANe karaNaguNa seTiM paDivajjai, karaNaguNa seDhi paDivanne ya NaM aNagAre mohaNijjaM kammaM ugghaaei| AtmadenI niMdA pazcAtApanI bhaThThI jagAve che. ane pazcAtApanI bhaThThImAM de baLavAthI vairAgya Ave che. te virakata purUSa apUrvakaraNanI zreNIne prApta kare che. ane te zreNIne prApta karanAra aNagAra mohanIya karmane khapAve che. - jJAnIjane kahe che ke tame bIjAnI niMdA na kare. paNa pitAnA AtmAnI niMdA karo. kAraNa ke AtmaniMdA karyA vinA AlocanA karavAmAM Ave che te AlocanA kevaLa Dhaga che. pazcAtApa karavAthI vairAgya Ave che. ane AtmAmAM apUrvakaraNa guNa-zreNuM pedA thAya che. apUrvakaraNa guNazreNI kevI rIte pedA thAya che tene te AdhyAtmikatAnA rahasyane jANakAra jANI zake che. bIje kaI jANI zake nahi. je pramANe ApaNuM peTamAM anna jAya che paNa peTamAM annanI kriyA kevI rIte thAya che, anna kevI rIte paripakava thAya che, rasabhAga tathA khalabhAga kevI rIte judA judA thaI jAya che tathA nAka, kAna, AMkha vigerene kevI rIte tene bhAga pahoMce che. e ApaNe joI zakatA nathI. vaida agara DokaTaranI sahAyatAthI thoDuM jANIe chIe paNa pratyakSa te kAMI jaI zaktA nathI. te rIte karmo zuM kare che? te jJAnIo jANe che. mATe jJAnInA vacana upara vizvAsa rAkhIne jANavAnI jarUra che. jema keI DokaTare koI dardIne davA ApIne kahyuM ke A davA tamAre roga maTADI deze. DekaTare che. mANasane davA ApI te mANasa DokaTaranA vacana upara vizvAsa rAkhIne davA le che. te davA lenAra mANasa pote jANI zakatuM nathI ke davA peTamAM jaIne zuM kriyA kare che paNa DokaTara upara zraddhA hovAne kAraNe te davA le che. A rIte AtmAmAM kame kevI rIte kriyA kare che ane te karmo kevI rIte naSTa thAya che te ApaNe joI zakatA nathI. paNa jJAnI te e jANe che ke karmo AtmAmAM kevA prakAranI kriyA kare che. tame davA

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zAradA sAgara 830. dvArA thatI kriyA te joI zakatA nathI paNa davAnA phaLa svarUpe AvatuM pariNAma jANI zake che. te pramANe AtmAmAM karmo je kAMI kare che te ApaNe jANI zakatA nathI. paNa karmanA phaLane anubhavI zakIe chIe. mATe jJAnIo ApaNane karmaphaLanuM pariNAma kevuM dukhamaya che te samajAve che ane kahe che ke pazcAtApa karavAthI AtmAne apUrva karaNa guNazreNI prApta thAya che. pUrvanA karmone bhasma kare che arthAta mohanIya karmane kSaya thAya che. je pramANe sUryodaya thavAthI tArAone prakAza chUpAI jAya che, caMdranuM teja phikakuM paDI jAya che. te pramANe pazcAtApathI prApta thatI apUrvakaraNa guNazreNa dvArA mohanIya karma naSTa thAya che. pazcAtApanuM phaLa batAvatAM TIkAkAra eka saMgraha gAthAmAM urImaThAi daliyaM, hiTThImaThANesu kuNai guNasedi / guNa saMkamA karai, puNa asuhAo suhammi pakkhivai / apUrvakaraNa guNazreNI uparanAM sthAnanA karmone kheMcIne adhaH sthAne laI Ave che. jema keI mANasa kaI vyakitane pakaDavA mAMgate hatuM paNa te pakaDI zakato na hate. je vyakitane pakaDI zakAya nahi te upasthitana sthAna che. paNa te vyakitane je kaMI trIje mANasa pakaDI le ane pelA pakaDanAra mANasane soMpI de te e avasthAmAM adhaH sthAna che. A pramANe je karmo udayamAM AvatA na hatA te karmane pakaDIne karaNa guNazreNI udayamAM lAve che. ane te karmamAM guNasaMkramaNa kare che. jema ke koIe leDhAne uce laTakAveluM che te kAraNe letuM tamArA hAthamAM AvatuM nathI paNa te leDuM bAMdheluM choDIne tamArA hAthamAM ApyuM ane tame te loDhAne pArasamaNa sAthe sparza kALe eTale te le tuM suvarNa banI gayuM. A pramANe karaNaguNa zreNI je karmo udayamAM AvatA na hatA te karmone udayamAM lAvIne tenAmAM guNa saMkramaNa karI de che. tamArA hAthamAM letuM hoya ane tene senuM banAvavAne suyAga maLe te zuM tame e avasarane javA deze? nA. lekhaMDa senuM banI jAya chatAM AtmAne zAMti ApI zakaze nahi paNa pazcAtApa rUpa pArasamaNIthI AtmAne apUrva zAMti maLaze. mATe pazcAtApanI avazya jarUra che. pazcAtApanA pAvakamAM karmo baLIne khAkha thaI jAya che ne AtmAnuM zuddha svarUpe pragaTa thAya che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInI jagatanA jIve upara apAra karUNa hatI. jema mAtA pitAnA vahAlasoyA dIkarAne premathI hitazikhAmaNa Ape che tema bhagavate jagatanA jI upara karUNa karI aMtima samaye paNa chatrIsa adhyayana rUpI chatrIsa zikhAmaNe ApI che. te zikhAmaNo jIvananA aMtima samaya sudhI ApaNe yAda rAkhavI joIe. jema mAtA cAlI jatAM bALakane duHkha thAya che, ochuM Ave che te rIte bhagavAna paNa

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zAradA sAgara 831 ApaNI mAtA samAna hatA. e prabhurUpI mAtA cAlI jatAM bharatakSetramAM keTalA viyoganA vAdaLA chavAyA hatA. kharekhara, mAtA e mAtA che. bALakane mAtA vinAnuM jIvana akAruM thaI paDe che. te keTale pUre che. raDe che. eka pAMca varSanA bAluDAnI karaNa kahAnI dvArA samajAvuM chuM. mA vinA ane vA"- eka mAtAne eka bAluDo hate, mAtAne bAluDA pratye apAra heta hatuM. mAtA saMskArI hatI eTale e kumaLA phUla jevA bAluDAnA jIvanamAM paNa sArA saMskAronuM siMcana kema thAya tenuM khUba dhyAna rAkhatI hatI. mAtA bALakane laIne dareka ravivAre ke bagIcAmAM agara te kaI pharavA lAyaka sthAne laI jatI hatI. ne tyAM jaIne tene mahAna purUSonA jIvana caritra seLa satInA caritra vigere saMbhaLAvatI hatI. ema karatAM mAtAnuM AyuSya pUrNa thatAM bALakane pAMca varSane mUkIne cAlI gaI. mAtA javAthI bALaka khUba jhUravA lAge. pitAne patnInA viyeganA duHkhathI hRdaya cIrAI jatuM hatuM ne bIjI tarapha mAtA vinAnA bALakane jhUrApa jo ja na hate. pitAe kaThaNa banIne bALakane chAtI sarase cAMpI dIdhe ne tene samajAvavA lAgyA ke beTA! tArI bA thoDA divasa pachI Avaze, tuM raDIza nahi. ema kahIne khUba samajAvyuM. bALakanuM hRdaya saraLa hoya che eTale jematema karIne samajAvyuM. , have pitA vicAra kare che ke A bALakanA jIvananuM adhUrUM ghaDatara mAre karavAnuM che. enI mAtA je rIte rAkhatI hatI te rIte huM tene hetathI rAkhIza. ene jarA paNa ochuM AvavA daIza nahi. paNa baMdhuo ! pitA putra upara game teTale prema rAkhe paNa mAtA jevuM heta ApI zakatA nathI. bApa kamAI jANe paNa haiyAnA heta to mAtA ja ApI zake che. jananInI joDa jagatamAM jaDatI nathI. pitAnI uMmara nAnI hatI. chatAM temaNe nirNaya karyo ke mAre have lagna karavA nathI. je lagna karUM te AvanArI sArI Ave te vAMdho nahi paNa jo sArI na hoya te A chokarAnI jiMdagInuM zuM? paiso ghaNe hato. nokara-rasoiyA hatA eTale bIjI koI ciMtA na hatI mAtAne gujarI gayA aThavADiyuM thayuM ne bALaka enA pitAne pUche che pappA! mArI mammI kayAre Avaze? kema nathI AvatI? tyAre kahe beTA! have ceDA divasamAM Avaze. ema kahIne samajAve paNa banAvaTI AzvAsana kayAM sudhI? be divasa jAya ne bAbA pUche. have zuM javAba Apo? bALaka pUche ke mArI mammI kyAre Avaze. tyAM bApanuM haiyuM cIrAI jAya che. eka divasa te mana makakama karIne kahyuM- beTA ! tArI mammI te upara gaI che. have e pAchI nahi Ave. pappA! zuM mArI mammI have nahi Ave? bALaka te A sAMbhaLI khUba raDa, gUryo. pitAe vAtsalyabharyo hAtha pheravI ne jema tema karIne samajAvyuM. Ama karatAM bAra mahinA te cAlyA gayA.

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zAradA sAgara A bAbAne enA pitAe skUlamAM dAkhala karyo. chokare roja skule jAya che. skulamAM eka chokare ene khAsa mitra banI gayela hatuM. eka divasa skUla meDI chUTI. rastAmAM mitranuM ghara AvatuM hatuM. eTale te ramezane kahe che ke Aje mAre ghera cAla. jamIne jaje. tyAre rameza kahe che nA. mAre nathI AvavuM. vAtsalyanA jharaNuM te che mAtAne prema - ramezane enA mitre khUba kahyuM eTale gaye. pele chokare paNa enI mAtAne ekane eka lADakavAyo hate. aDadhe kalAka moDuM thavAthI tenI mAtA bAraNAmAM rAha joIne ubhI hatI. je pitAne lAla AvyuM te bAthamAM laIne bheTI paDI. beTA! Aje meDuM kema thayuM? kayAM gayo hata? chokarAe kahyuM-mammI! Aje skUlamAM moTA sAheba AvyA hatA eTale meMDuM thayuM. A dazya joIne ramezane tenI mammI yAda AvI gaI. aho! mArI mammI mane AvuM vahAla karatI hatI. have te kaI vahAla karatuM nathI. mArI mammI hota te mane AvuM ja vahAla karata ne? tarata rameza ghera AvyuM. pappA mAre te mammI ja joIe che? - rameza pitAne ghera jaIne palaMga upara sUI gaye. sUtAM sUtAM pitAnI mAtAne yAda karIne khUba raDe. eTaluM badhuM raDaze ke enA kapaDA bhIMjAI gayA. je zAla oDhI hatI te paNa bhIMjAI gaI. tenA pitA ophisethI AvyA ne nekarane pUchayuM ke meza kayAM gaye? tyAre nekare kahyuM ke rameza palaMgamAM sUto che. tene ghaNuM kahyuM paNa jamate nathI ne palaMgamAM sUte sute raDe che. tenA pitA tarata tenI pAse gayA ne kahyuM beTA rameza! tuM kema raDe che? ubhe thA. ApaNe jamI laIe. tyAre rameza kahe che pappA! mAre jamavuM nathI. te kahe tane zuM thayuM che? tuM ATaluM badhuM kema raDe che? tuM kahe te apAvuM paNa tuM raDIza nahi. tAruM rUdana mArAthI joyuM jatuM nathI. tyAre kahe-pappA! mAre bIjuM kAMI joItuM nathI paNa huM skUlethI AvuM ne mane bAthamAM laI le, heta kare ne huM mammI-mammI karate tene vaLagI paDuM evI mammI joIe che. mane mammI lAvI Apo. A zabda sAMbhaLI bApa bebhAna thaIne paDI gayA. A tarapha chokaro raDe che. nekare paMkhe lAvI pitAne bhAnamAM lAvyA. chokare kahe ke hisAbe mAre mammI te joIe. bApa vicAramAM paDaze. have mAre zuM karavuM? ciMtAne pAra na rahyo. paMdara divasa jatAM enA bApanuM zarIra ekadama sUkAI gayuM. jANe hADapiMjara joI le. mANasane ciMtA jIvatA bALI mUke che. citAmAM baLI javuM sAruM paNa ciMtA bahu burI cIja che. eka divasa tene mitra tene ghera maLavA Avyo. teNe pUchyuM-mitra! tuM kema sUkAI gaye che? tArA mukha upara te nUra dekhAtuM nathI. zuM tabiyata barAbara nathI? zuM che? tyAre mitranI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. kaMI bolato nathI. rameza

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zAradA sAgara 833 kahe-kAkA! mArA pappA mane badhuM Ape che paNa huM eka vastu mAMguM chuM te ApatA nathI. meM jyArathI e mAMgaNI karI tyArathI mArA pappA khAtA-pItA nathI ne raDe che. tyAre mitra kahe tane zuM nathI ApatA? rameza kahe che mane mArI mammI nathI ApatA. mAre mammI joIe che. A zabda sAMbhaLIne mitranI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. ramezanA pitAne mitra eka rUmamAM laI gaye. ramezanA pitA mitranA meLAmAM mAthuM mUkIne khUba raDyA. emanuM haiyuM halakuM paDayuM. pachI mitra kahe che he jayaMtI! tuM ema kara. tArI uMmara te nAnI che. tuM lagna kara te chokarAnA koDa pUrA thAya. mitra! mane lagna karavAmAM vAMdho nathI. je meM lagna na karyA hoya to temAM eka kAraNa che ke navI patnI sArI na Ave to chokarAnuM zuM thAya? paNa nAdAna bALaka samajatuM nathI. duniyAmAM sAvakI mAtA badhe kharAba hoya che tevuM nathI. je sArI hoya te pitAnA peTanA dIkarAthI paNa savA sAcave. je sArI na hoya to ene duHkha de. have mAre zuM karavuM? baMne mitroe maMtra karIne nakkI karyuM ke jayaMtie pharIne lagna karavA. je chokarAnuM bhAgya haze te sArI maLaze. mitranA AgrahathI ne bALakanI haThathI pharIne lagna " - jyati kahe che mitra! mane have paraNavAne moha nathI. paNa A chokarAne khAtara lagna karIza. te tuM kaI sArI ne saMskArI mArA ramezane vahAla kare tevI kanyA gotI lAva. mAre kariyAvara ke rUpa kAMI joItuM nathI. paNa rameza mammI kahe ne e ramezane sAcave evI kanyA joIe che. mitre vicAra karyo ke zrImaMtanI kanyA sudharelI hoya che tyAre garIbanI kanyA sArI hoya ema mAnI laIe paNa ghaNIvAra saMskAra vagaranI hoya to saMsAra bagaDI jAya che. mATe madhyama gharanI chekarI pasaMda karuM. tapAsa karatAM karatAM eka madhyama gharanI chokarI pAsa karI. enA pitA pAse vAta karI tyAre te kahe ke AvuM sAruM ghara maLatuM hoya te zA mATe bhUluM? vadhAvI levA jevuM che. mitrae vAta karI ke eka bAbo che. paisAne pAra nathI. tyAre bApe kahyuM ke AvuM sAruM ghara che te zA mATe jatuM karavuM joIe? kanyAnA bApe vadhAvI lIdhuM. sagAI karI ne lagnanI taiyArIo thavA lAgI. e jamAnAmAM atyAranI jema jovA AvavAnuM na hatuM. lagnane divasa najIka AvyuM eTale chokarInI sakhIo kahe che bahena! have te tuM paraNIne sAsare jaIza. prabhutAmAM pagalA mAMDIza. tame paNa ema ja mAno cho ne? paNu prabhutAmAM pagalA maMDAya che. ke pazutAmAM bele te kharA. pahelA to be paga hatA. paraNe. eTale cAra paga thAya. pachI chokarA thAya eTale cAramAMthI cha ne ATha paga thAya. bele e pazutAmAM pagalA mAMDayA ke prabhutAmAM? (hasAhasa). chokarInI sakhIo hasavA lAgI. pahelAM te kaMI na belI paNa lagnanA be divasa bAkI rahyA eTale enI

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834. zAradA sAgara sakhI kahe che bahena! tuM lagnanA AnaMdamAM mahAle che paNa tane khabara che ke tuM paraNIne jaIza evI mA banIza? tArA bApe zuM joyuM che? joI joIne paise je ne tuM paNa kapaDAM ane dAgInAmAM mohI gaI che. paNa tane khabara che ke tArI zakyane eka kare che tuM nAnI chokarI jevI che ne paraNIne jaIza e mAmA karaze. Ama kahyuM eTale chokarInA manamAM thaI gayuM ke huM! paNa AgaLanI chokarIo mA-bApane kahI zake nahi ne have kahevAne vakhata paNa na hate. lagna thayA. kanyA paraNIne sAsare AvI. enA patie kahI dIdhuM ke je A tijorInI cAvIo ane AkhuM ghara tane teMpI dauM chuM. A badhuM gumAvIza te mane vAMdho nathI. paNa A mArA ramezane tuM sAcavaje. e bAluDo mammInA premane bhUkhe che. tuM ene mAtAne prema Apaje. ene saheja paNa e chuM na AvavA daIza e kulethI Ave eTale tuM ene bAthamAM laI leje. ene duHkha thaze to mAruM haiyuM cIrAI jaze. patnIe patinA maDhe te kahyuM sArUM. ramezane paNa mammI AvatAM harSane pAra nathI. bIje divase skulethI AvyuM. mammInA hetu mATe talasate putra": ramezanA manamAM evo AnaMda hato ke Aje te huM ghera jaIza eTale mane mArI mammI premathI bheTI paDaze ne bAthamAM laI leze ne kaheze ke vahAlasoyA dIkarA! tuM Avyo? bALakanuM hRdaya keTaluM saraLa hoya che? ene kyAM khabara che ke A mArI asalI mAtA che ke nakkI? ghara najIka AvyuM eTale e te dhIme dhIme cAlavA lAgyA. mAtAnI rAha jovA lAge. bALaka premane bhUkhyo hato paNa mAtAne prema uchaLato na hate. chevaTe gharamAM gaye. mAnA be belA nahi te paNa mAtRpremane bhUkhe bAluDe mammI kahIne tene bheTI paDaye. tyAre mAtA tene tarachoDIne kahe che haju te paraNIne cAlI AvuM chuM ne tuM zuM mane mammI mammI kare che ! ema kahIne premanA bhUkhyA bALakane tarachoDI mUkyuM. te kahe che mane mammI mammI kahIza nahi. mane to zarama Ave che. bALaka vicAra kare che mAre to mammI joItI hatI ane mammI te mane mammI kahevAnI nA pADe che. mane heta paNa karatI nathI. nirdoSa bALaka tyAMthI cAle gaye. eka rUma baMdha karIne khUba raDa. ramezane enI navI mammI bolAvatI paNa nathI. khAvApIvAmAM paNa pUruM dhyAna ApatI nathI. paNa eno pati gharamAM hoya tyAre uparathI prema batAvatI hatI. ramezanA pitA ghaNI vakhata ekAMtamAM besIne pUchatA ke tArI mammI tane barAbara sAcave che ne? tane bAthamAM le che ne? chokaro have thoDo samajaNe thayuM hatuM eTale kahe che hA...pappA. mArI mammI mane khUba premathI rAkhe che. e mane e sAcave che ke mArI

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zAradA sAgara mammI mane yAda paNa nathI AvatI. mane khUba ramADe che. premathI jamADe che. evI sArI mArI mammI che. Apa tA ephIse jAya. ene zuM khabara paDe ke patnI ramezane kevu zakhe che? e hoya tyAre premathI khelAvatI. eTale pitA mAne ke kharAkhara che. paNa chokarA eka zabda enA pitAne kahetA nathI ke mArI mammI mane Ama kare che. rameza kayAre paNa pitAne satya vAta karatA nathI. te te e vicAra kare che ke mArI mammI caMdanabALAnI vArtA karatI hatI temAM kahetI hatI ke caMdanamALA cauTe vecANI pachI mULA zeThANIe bheAMyarAmAM pUrI ane dhanA zeThe AvIne pUchyuM- beTA ruMDhanA ! tane bheAMyazamAM kANe pUrI ? hAtha pagamAM beDI kANe nAkhI? tyAre te zu khelI? mArA krame mane bhoMyarAmAM pUrI che ne eDI paNa mArA karme mane nAMkhI che. Avu kaSTa devA chatAM teNe mULA zeThANInu nAma na dIdhu te! mAre zA mATe kahevu joie? ATalA nAnA bAluDAmAM A samajaNu kayAMthI AvI? mAtAe ApelA saMskArAnu phaLa che. 35 "putrae mAtAne lakhelA patra " :- samaya jatAM e aDhI varSa vItI gayA. eka divasa tene mAtA khUba yAda AvI tethI raDatAM raDatAM jANe te mAtAnI sAthe vAte karatA hAya tema khele che hai vahAlI mammI! premanA pIyuSa pAnArI pyArI mammI! tuM mane rAja bhagavAnanI, mahAna satInI vArtA karatI hatI te badhu choDIne tu upara cAlI gaI. tArI kahelI vArtAe te mane AvaDI gaI che. paNa have kAi navI vArtA kahetuM nathI. tu nIce AvIne mane navI navI vArtAo saMbhaLAvane! Ama khelatAM tenuM haiyuM ekadama bharAI gayuM. te samaye mAtA bagIcAmAM pharavA gaI hatI. tethI tenA manamAM thayuM ke pappA kahetA hatAM ke tArI mammI upara gai che. te huM mArI mammIne patra lakhu te te jarUra Avaze. ema vicArI pitAjInA TebalanA khAnAmAMthI eka pAsTakArDa kADhyuM' ne temAM pavitra mALake lakhyuM ke . he mArI vahAlI mammI! tu te aDhI varSathI mane mUkIne cAlI gaI che. tArA vinA mane gamatu nathI. tane tArA vahAlaseAye rameza yAda nathI AvatA ? huM te! tArA mATe rAta-divasa jhUru chu. tane zuM khATu' lAgyuM che? tAre pappA sAthe jhaghaDA thayA hAya teA pappA sAthe na khelIza. paNa tArA ramezanA patra vAMcIne tuM tarata nIce Ava. mammI! tuM gai pachI khIjI mammI AvI che paNa tArA jevA prema maLate nathI. tuM mane dara ravIvAre bagIcAmAM pharavA laI jatI hatI. huM bahArathI AvatA tyAre tu mane bAthamAM laIne bheTI paDatI hatI. rAtre mane tu sArI sArI kathA kahetI hatI. navakAramaMtra khelAvatI hatI. paNa A mammI te! mane bagIcAmAM laI jatI nathI. navakAramaMtra khelAvatI nathI. mahAna purUSa! ke satIenI kathA kahetI nathI. ke mane mAre| rameza kahIne mAthamAM paNa letI nathI. mATe tuM patra vAMcIne jaldI Ava. ATaluM lakhIne

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zAradA sAgara 836 kayAMnuM saranAmu karavuM te vicAra karatA hatA temAM navA mammI sAheba bahArathI AvI pahoMcyA. rameza upara mAnA prakApa :- mAtAne joine rameze patra khissAmAM mUkI dIdhA. mAtA A joi gaI. eTale pAse AvIne kahe che te zu cArIne khissAmAM mUkayuM? rameza mAtAne joine evA phaphaDI uThayA, ke jema kUtaruM' kabUtarane gaLAmAMthI pakaDe ne kabUtara phaphaDe, khilADIthI udara phaphaDe tema rameza DavA lAgyA ne dhrujatA avAje kahe che mammI ! meM kaMi lIdhuM nathI. kaMI zuM nathI lIdhuM? meM tane TebalamAMthI laine khissAmAM mUkatAM mArI najare joyA che. ne eTu khele che ? khissAmAM je mUkayuM haiAya te kADhIne batAva. rameze teA kai lIdhuM na hatuM, phakata ene te Dara e hatA ke me patramAM Avu lakhyu che te vAMcI jaze te? paNa vAghaNu jevI mAtA pAse bALakanuM zuM gajuM? pesTakArDa kADhIne mAtAne ApyuM. temAM rameze ekeka zabde peAtAnuM dila ThAlavyu` che. mAtAne prema nathI maLateA, keAI pharavA nathI laI jatu ne mane kAi bhagavAnanI vAtA nathI kahetu A badhu lakhyu che. paNa mammI mane duHkha Ape che tevA eka zabda paNa nathI lakhyA. bALakanA premabharyA zabdo vAMcatA mAtAnA hRdayapalTo ramezane patra vAMcatA mAtA dharatI para DhaLI paDI. ene peAtAnI bhUlanuM bhAna thatAM vicAravA lAgI. ahA! huM kevI duSTa! dhikkAra che mane! mArI AkRti mAnavanI che paNa prakRti pazunI che. A kumaLI kaLI jevA bALaka jema kUtarAnA moDhAmAM kabUtara, khilADInA mukhamAM udara ane zikArInA hAthamAM pakSI phaphaDe che tema mArAthI phaphaDe che. me ene haiyAnu heta na Apyu. tyAre enI mAtAne patra lakhyuM ne! kevA nikhAlasa cheAkare che! enA pitAe mane keTalI bhaTTAmaNa karI hatI chatAM meM mAnI nahi. ramezanA manamAM Dara hatA ke mAtA patra vAMcIne zuM karaze ? paNa juduM ja banyuM. ramezane patra vAMcI kaThora mAtAnuM hRdaya kAmaLa banI gayuM. te khAlI beTA rameza ! tu raDIza nahi, beTA ! zabda sAMbhaLatAM ramezanA haiyAmAM aNuaNuATI thai. tenA zarIramAM sphUrti AvI gaI. beTA ! huM tArI mammI chuM. ema kahIne tene bAthamAM lai lIdhe!. peAtAnI jAte navarA2A, premathI jama!Daye ne sAMje bagIcAmAM pharavA lai gai. ne mahAvIra bhagavAnanA jIvananI vAta sabhaLAvI. premanA bhUkhyA bALaka prema maLatAM rAjI zajI thai gayA. e divasamAM tA, enA mukha upara alaukika teja AvI gayuM ne khuza khuza rahevA lAgyA. ne mammI mammI kahetA harakhAvA lagyA. tenA pitA kahe che beTA ! A e divasathI huM tArA mukha upara alaukika Anada jou chuM. AvA Anada tArI mammI gayA pachI meM kI tArA mukha upara joyeA

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zAradA sAgara 837. nathI. tyAre rameza kahe. pappA! mane mArI mammI maLI gaI. mane je joItuM hatuM te maLI gayuM pachI AnaMda ja hoya ne! pitA samajI gayA ke have A sAcI mammI banI lAge che. Aja sudhI te banI nathI. pitAne khUba AnaMda thaye ne patnI upara prema vo. patnI samajatI hatI ke je atyAra sudhI patine mArA pratye prema TakI rahyo hoya te tenuM eka ja kAraNa che ke rameze kadI enA pitAne pharIyAda karI nathI ke mArI mammI mane duHkha de che. A traNa mANasanuM kuTuMba premathI rahevA lAgyuM. baMdhuo ! A patnI te sArI hatI paNa sakhInA saMgamAM rahIne vacamAM maracAnI tIkhAza bhaLI gaI hatI. sakhIe tene bhaMbherI hatI ke tuM jatAveMta mA banIza. A vAta enA magajamAM ThasI gaI hatI eTale chokarAne premathI jetI na hatI. paNa chokarAnI zuddha bhAvanAthI tenuM hRdaya palaTAI gayuM tyAre tene pazcAtApa thayuM ke dIkarAne sAvako ga? TUMkamAM mAtA-pitA ane bALaka traNe jaNuM premathI rahevA lAgyA ne svarganA jevuM sukha bhogavavA lAgyA. game teTale paise hoya paNa jyAM prema nathI tyAM AnaMda nathI. game teTalI garIbAI hoya paNa jyAM prema che tyAM svarganAM sukha che. jJAnI kahe che ke paramAM sukha nathI. sukha svamAM che. jayAM sudhI mAtA dIkarAne parA-sAvake mAnatI hatI tyAM sudhI te chokarAne duzmana jevA dekhAtI hatI. ane jyAM parAyAno bhAva cAlyA gayA ne tenA haiyAmAM hetano heja bharAye tyAre dIkarAne pitAne mAnyuM te keTaluM sukha pAmI gaI. tema jJAnI kahe che ke A cetana anAdikALathI paramAM rame che. paramAMthI svamAM Ave - cetana cAle re have, sukha nahIM paramAM maLe. ' A te sAgaranA pANuM, tRSA nahIM re chIpAzuM, - tRpti nahi re maLe cetana cAle... duHkhanA dariyAmAM DUbavAne lAgyo, DUbatAne saMte AvIne ugAryo, hate svarUpathI ajANu, ene karAvI pichANa, bhavathI mukita re maLe... cetana.... he cetanadeva! tuM paragharamAM ghaNuM rame, ghaNuM bhame have svagharamAM AvI svamAM je AnaMda ne sukha che te paramAM nathI. keI mAne ke dharma maMdiramAM che, upAzrayamAM che to dharma bahAra nathI? dharma to tuM upAzrayamAM hoya, gharamAM hoya ke ophise heya sadA tamArIthe che. ne dharmathI sukha che. keI mANasa khUba tarasyA thaye hoya tene kaI dariyAnuM pANI lAvIne Ape te tenI tRSA chIpe kharI? sAgaranA pANIthI kadI tRSA chIpatI nathI. tema A tamArA saMsAranA game teTalA sukha meLo paNa tenAthI tamArI

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. zAradA sAgara 838 tRSNA chIpavAnI nathI. paNa dharmadhyAna karavAthI jIvane pitAnuM svarUpa samajAya che tyAre te paramAMthI svamAM Ave che ne tyAre alaukika AnaMda meLave che. A saMsArarUpI sAgaramAM tamArI jIvananaiyA -DUbavA lAge che tyAre sagurUe AvIne tamane jagADe che ke he AtmAo! tame jAge. jema dariyAmAM koI sTImara ke hoDI DUbavAnI aNI upara heya te samaye kaI bacAvanAra maLI jAya agara kaI uMcakIne bIjI heDImAM laI le che ke AnaMda thAya? tema saMto paNa tamane kahe che ke tame tamArA svarUpanI pichANa karo. sAce hIre kacarA nIce dabAI gayo hoya te tenuM teja dekhAtuM nathI tema ApaNuM AtmA rUpI hIre parabhAva rUpI pApanA paMkathI kharaDAI gaye che eTale pitAnuM svarUpa joI zakatuM nathI. te have bAhyabhAva cheDIne svarUpamAM kare. parane choDI svamAM ramaNatA kare te zAzvata sukhanA svAmI banaze. ApaNA parama pitA prabhu AjanA divase svasthAne pahoMcI gayA che. ne gautama svAmIe kevaLajJAnanA dIvaDA pragaTAvyA che. bhagavAne dIkSA lIdhA pachI kula 42 cAturmAsa karyA. temAM paheluM cAturmAsa asthi gAmamAM, bIju vANijya gAmamAM, daza caMpApurImAM, traNa vizAlA nagarImAM, cauda rAjagRhImAM, be bhadrikAnagarImAM eka AlaMbhikA nagarImAM, eka sAvathI nagarImAM, eka anArya dezamAM, cha mithilA nagarImAM, eka nAlaMdApADAmAM, eka apApA nagarImAM, ane chelluM cAturmAsa pAvApurImAM karyuM. bhagavAna rAmAnugrAma vicaratA vicaratA pAvApurImAM padhAryA tyAre hastipALa rAjAe potAnA kuTuMba parivAra sahita prabhunA caraNamAM paDIne vinaMtI karI hatI ke - bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne hastipALa rAjA vinaMtI kare che":theM abake cemAse svAmIjI aThekarecha,ghuMpAvApurIse paga Amati dharejI. aThe karo aThe kare aThe kare che, the carama cemAsa svAmIjI aThe kareche. hastipALa rAjA vinave karaDa pUre prabhujI mArA mananA keDa, zIza namAvI ubhA joDI hAtha, karUNuM sAgara karaje kRpAnAtha-the abake he mArA nAtha! A chellA cAturmAsano lAbha mane Ape. have Apa A pAvApurIthI dUra nA jaze. baMdhuo! tamane ema thaze ke prabhunuM A chelluM cAturmAsa che e hastipALa rAjA kevI rIte jANatA haze? te jyAre gozAlake bhagavAna upara tejalezyA choDI ne kahyuM hatuM ke tuM mArA tapanA tejathI parAbhava pAmIne pitta javaranA rogathI pIDAIne cha mahinAmAM maraNa pAmIza. tyAre kRpAnidhAna bhagavaMte kahyuM ke huM te A pRthvI tala upara soLa varSa sudhI gaMdha-hastinI mAphaka vicaravAne chuM. paNa tuM AjathI sAtame divase tArI teju lezyAthI parAbhava pAmIne, pitta javaranI pIDA bhegavIne mRtyu pAmIza. AthI rAjAe jANyuM hatuM ke bhagavAnanuM A chelluM

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zAradA sAgara 839 cAturmAsa che. jema nAnuM bALaka mAtA pAse karagare tema hastipALa rAjA, temanI rANIe, zrAvake ane zrAvikAo prabhune vinaMtI kare che ke he prabhu! mArI zALA nirdoSa ane sUjhatI che. Apa kRpA karIne cAturmAsa ahIM padhAro. AkhI pAvApurInI janatA vinaMtI karI rahI che. bhagavAna te jANatAM hatAM ke A bhUmimAMthI mAre mokSe javAnuM che. eTale dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAva joIne hastipALa rAjAnI vinaMtIno svIkAra karyo. ne chelle cAturmAsa pAvApurImAM karyuM. e bhUmi keTalI pavitra haze! hastipALa rAjAnA merame AnaMda thaze. bhagavAnanA maitamAdi 14000 saMto ane caMdanabALA Adi - 36000 sAdhvIjIo, zrAvake ane zrAvikAo prabhunI amRtamaya vANInA ghUMTaDA pI rahyA hatA. bhagavAnane mokSamAM javAne divasa najIka A jANIne nava mallI ane nava lacchI e aDhAra dezanA rAjAo pAvApurImAM prabhunI pAse AvyA. aDhAre rAya havA bhagatA, deya deya SiA kIdhA re lagatA. vIra sAmuM rahyA bhALI, vIra mugate birAjyA dina divALI badhA rAjAo caudaza pAkhInA chaThTha karIne besI gayA. prabhunA saMta satIjIne badhe parivAra temanI pAse hate. pAvApurInI prajA paNa beThI hatI. darekanA aMtarane eka avAja hatuM ke basa, have ApaNu tAraNahAra mekSamAM jaze! ApaNane mUkIne cAlyA jaze? A amRtavANInA ghUMTaDA koNa pIvaDAvaze? Ama vicAra karatAM animeSa daSTithI badhA prabhunA sAmuM joI rahyA che. eTale lAbha levAya teTale laI laIe prabhunI pAsethI saheja paNa khasavuM keIne gamatuM nathI. baMdhuo! A aDhAra dezanA rAjAo prabhunI pAse chaThTha karIne besI gayA. te zuM emane divALInuM kAma nahi hoya? tamArA karatAM emane ghaNuM kAma hatuM. chatAM badhuM ? choDIne prabhune chelle lAbha levA AvyA hatA. badhAe cha8 karyo hate. ne prabhune paNa cha8 hate. bhagavAne dIkSA lIdhI tyAre cha8 hato. kevaLajJAna prApta karyuM tyAre paNa che? hatuM ane nirvANa samaye heje cha8 thaI gayuM hatuM. e lekenI paNa keTalI bhavyatA haze! prabhue soLa prahara akhaMDa dezanA dIdhI. tamAre be kalAka besavuM hoya te keDa duHkhavA Ave, tyAre prabhunA samosaraNamAM te keIne thAka lAgatuM nathI. darekanA dilamAM e ja bhAvanA che keH zuM e zobhI rahyA che mANe chAvarIyA (2) jANe tarasyAne mIThA mIThA saravarIyA zuM ye... he prabhu! tuM ke zebhI rahyo che? zuM tArUM teja che! tArUM mukha jotAM amArA hadayane ukaLATa zAMta thAya che ne tArI vANI sAMbhaLatAM viSayanA viSa vamAI jAya che. AvA tejasvI sUryane asta thaI jaze. have kyAM jaIne zAMti meLavIzuM? prabhu te

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zAradA sAgara 840 carama tIrthakara che. have te AvatI covIsImAM zreNIka rAjA prathama tIrthakara thaze tyAre A vega maLaze. bharatakSetramAM arihaMtane mATe viga paDI jaze. A samaye indra AvI prabhunA caraNamAM paDIne kara joDIne vinaMtI karI ke he prabhu! Apa A pRthvI upara haze te amArA jevA pramAdamAM paDelA prANIone uddhAra karaze. have bharamagRha besavAne che. Apa vadhu nahi to be ghaDI zekAI jAva te bhasamagraha keIne herAna nahi kare. tyAre prabhue kahyuM na bhUto na bhaviSyati he Indra! e kadI banyuM nathI ne banavAnuM nathI. chevaTe dezanA detAM detAM prabhu amAsanI pAchalI rAtre saunI najara samakSa kAyAnI kedamAMthI mukta banI mokSa-maMjhile pahoMcI gayA. bharatakSetramAM tIrthakara bhagavAnane viyoga paDe. karoDo deva-devIe prabhune nirvANa mahatsava karavA padhAryA che. 4 arihaMtanA viyegathI sAdhu-sAdhvI, zrAvaka-zrAvikAne vilApa-" bhagavAna mekSamAM padhAravAthI gautamAdi saMtane khUba AghAta lAgyuM. kAraNa ke darekanA dilamAM gurUbhakita hatI. prabhunI bhakita saune raDAvatI hatI. gautamAdi kahe che he mArA prabhu! tame te amane mUkIne cAlyA gayA. have huM prazna kene pUchIza? mArI zaMkAonuM samAdhAna kayAM jaIne karIza? mane gamAgoyamA kahIne ke bolAvaze? ATaluM belatAM AMsu AvI gayA. paNa bIjI kSaNe AtmA parabhAvamAMthI pAcho pharyo ne svamAM sthira banyA. bhagavAnanA vacane yAda AvyA ke jyAM sudhI moha che tyAM sudhI mokSa nahi maLe. rAganuM baMdhana tUTI gayuM ne gautamasvAmI kRpaka zreNue caDhayA. bAramA guNasthAnake mehane sarvathA kSaya karI teramAM guNasthAne pahoMcyA. ne kevaLajJAnanI jyota pragaTAvI dIdhI. A vada amAsanI pAchalI rAtre prabhu ATha karmone kSaya karI mokSamAM gayA ne gautamasvAmI cAra ghAtI karmone kSaya karI kevaLajJAna pAmyA. prabhunA mokSamAM javAthI jagata upara aMdhakAra chavAye. A samaye Indra-indrANIe, deva-devIo, rAjA ane prajAe bhegA maLIne prabhune nirvANa mahatsava ane gautama svAmIne kevaLajJAna mahatsava ujavya. jeNe rAtre vIra pAmyA muti, kevaLa pAmyA gautamasvAmI, jyAre jApa jape navakAravALI, vIra mugate birAjayA dina divALI. AjanI rAtri khUba pavitra che. AkhI rAta bane teTaluM dhama dhyAna karavAnuM che. dharmajAjhikA karavAnI che. Aje sAMje pratikramaNa karavuM, cauvihAra kare, brahAcaryanuM pAlana karavuM ane pahelI rAtre, madhya rAtre ane pAchalI rAtre dareka vakhate vIsa vIsa mALA eTale kula 60 mALA khUba zuddha bhAvathI gaNavI joIe, Aje prabhu karmane gALI muktine pAmyA ne gautamasvAmI kevaLajJAna pAmyA. temaNe te sAcI divALI ujavI

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zAradA sAgara 841 tema ApaNe paNa sAcI divALI ujavIe ane karmanA baMdhana teDIe. Aje divALI viSe ghaNuM kahevAI gayuM che. samaya paNa thaI gayuM che. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 95 kArataka suda bIjane budhavAra tA. 5-11-75 anaMta karUNAnA sAgara, trilokInAtha bhagavate jagatanA jIvanA uddhArane mATe AgamavANI prakAzI. u. sU. 20 muM adhyayana anAthI nigraMthane adhikAra cAle che. temAM anAthI nigraMtha zreNIka rAjAne bIjA prakAranI anAthatA samajAve che. bhagavAne je vAtAnuM jIvanamAM AcaraNa karyuM che te vAta jagatanI sAme raju karI che. vicAra e bIja che ne AcAra e vRkSa che. bIja dharatImAM gupta hoya che. enA pariNAma rUpa vRkSa bahAra dekhAya che. mANasanuM sAruM cAritra, sArI bhASA e gupta evA sArA vicArenuM pariNAma che. tame bahArathI suzobhita banIne phare paNa aMdaranA vicArane suzobhita na banAvo to tamArI zebhAnI kAMI kiMmata nathI. bahAranI zobhA amuka TAIme jhAMkhI paDI jAya che paNa aMtaranA zuddha vicAranI zobhA jIvananA aMta sudhI prakAzavAnI che. suvicAranA sUkSama bIjamAMthI zuddha vicAra ane zuddha AcAranA phaLa phUle thavAnA che. mATe suvicAra ane sadAcAra dvArA ApaNe ta banIne aMdhakAramaya vAtAvaraNane prakAzamaya banAvavAnuM che. prakAzamaya jIvana banAvavuM hoya te mehanIya karmane jItavuM paDaze. baMdhuo! krodha ane mAna e mehanIya karmanI prakRttio che. ATha karmomAM mohanIya karma baLavAna che. te saMsArarUpa mahelanA sthaMbha samAna che. arthAta te saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karavAnuM mukhya nimitta che. tenI sthiti paNa dareka karma karatAM vadhAre che. jema eka jhADa mULamAMthI ukhaDI jamIna upara paDI gayuM hoya te tenI DALIo, pAMdaDA vigere lIlA che chatAM tene sUkAtA vAra nahi lAge. paNa te jhADanuM mULa kAyama rAkhI uparathI kApI nAMkhIe te kaI vakhata te vRkSa punaH navapallavita bane che ane tethI mUruM nAsti kRta: zAlA ema kahevAya che. te rIte mohanIya karma sivAya bIjA karmo maMda paDe te paNa saMsAranuM paribhramaNa cAlu rahe che. paNa jenuM mohanIya karma nAza thayuM tenA bAkInA karmo paNa nAza thavA lAge che. anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyanI cekaDI tathA traNa darzana mehanIya e sAta prakRtine sarvathA kSaya kare tene kSAyaka samakti kahevAya. sAte prakRtine kAMIka upazama ane kAMIka kSaya kare tyAre tene kSAyopathamika samakita kahevAya. A baMne samaktimAMthI kaI paNa samakti pAmele samaktiI jIva udayamAM AvelI vRttione samabhAvapUrvaka vede tyAre karmane nAza thAya che.

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842 zAradA sAgara Aje tA samabhAvanuM nAma nizAna jovAmAM Avatu nathI. jyAM joIe tyAM mAha, mAyA ane mamatAnA doraDe jIva khUMdhAI gayA che. zarIra uparanA rAga, svajanA pratyenA rAga ane paDhArtho pratyenA rAga jIvane uMce javA detA nathI. eka divasa te te rAga choDavA paDaze. jyAM sudhI gautamasvAmIne mahAvIra bhagavAna pratye rAga hatA tyAM sudhI kevaLajJAna na thayuM. tema padmA pratyeneA rAga nahi choDo tyAM sudhI kevI rIte kalyANa karI zakaze ? A zarIra te sAdhanA karavA mATenuM sAdhana che. mAnI leA ke kAI dAraDAnA sahAre mANasane uMce caDhavu che te te caDhanAre pahelAM tapAsa karI levI joie ke jenA sahAre uMce caDhavuM che te te deraDuM kharAkhara majabUta che ne? paNa tethI tenA meha ke rAga na hovA joIe. ApaNuM zarIra paNa meAkSamAM javA mATenuM sAdhana che. ene kAcI mATInA kuMbha jevuM mAnavAmAM Ave che. kAcI mATInA ghaDAne phUTatAM vAra lAgatI nathI tema A dehane vINusI jatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. mATe tene zaga choDIne sAvadhAnIpUrvaka zarIra dvArA sAdhanA karI le. AtmA ane zarIranu bhejJAna kareA. jyAre tamane samaya maLe tyAre vicAra kare ke huM AtmA tuM kANu che? kayAMthI AvyA che? tArU zuM svarUpa che? A zarIranA saMga kevI rIte thayA che ane kayAM sudhI zarIranA sarkajAmAM sapaDAI rahIza ? AvA vicAra ane dhyAnamAM ramaNatA karaze! teA AtmA haLavA banI jaze. apUrva zAMtine anubhava thaze ane samajAi jaze ke AtmA ane zarIra ane bhinna che. jema talavArane myAnamAM rAkhavAmAM Ave te tethI talavAra ane myAna eka thaI jatA nathI paNa alaga rahe che. dUdhamAM pANI nAMkhavAmAM Ave te dUdha ane pANI ane enA svabhAvathI teA alaga rahe che. tema AtmA ane deDhu ane paNa alaga rahe che. paNa eka thai jatAM nathI. te rIte tame paNa saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM tenAthI alaga raheA. jeTale saMsAranA ane sa MsAranA bhAgAnA zaga rAkhaze| teTaluM saMsAramAM vadhAre paribhramaNa karavu paDaze. baMdhue ! jo tamAre karmanA baMdhanamAMthI mukta thavu' hAya ! mana madArInA nacAvyA nAcaze nahi. mAnavInuM mana mArI jevu che. mana madArI, mana madArI, mana madArI mane kUMDALAmAM nacave mAruM mana madArI.... mana madArInA nacAvyeA AtmA pelA mAkaDAnI jema nAce che. tame ghaNIvAra te joyu haze ke madArI mAkaDAne ramata ramADatAM pUche ke tane tArI mA vahAlI ke tArI patnI vahAlI? te mAthuM dhuNAvIne kaheze ke mArI patnI vahAlI. ene kahe ke tArI mA mAMdI paDI che teA sheja AMcakA lAgaze ne ema kahe ke tArI patnI mAMdI paDI che tA dhruske raDavA lAgaze. ele! A mAMkaDuM evuM kayAM zIkhavA gayu haze ? (hasAhasa)

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'843 zArada sAgara madArIe jema kaLA ApI tema mAMkaDuM zIkhyuM ane nAce che tema AtmAne paNa Indrio ane mana nacAve che. pariNAme AtmA svarUpane bhUlIne karmo bAMdhe che. karmo AtmAne malina karanAra che. karmo khapAvavA mATe sAdhu saMsAra choDIne saMyama Adare che. sAdhuo kevA hoya che te vAta ahIM raju karI che. ciraM pi se muNDarui bhavittA, athiravvae tava niyahi bhaTThe / ciraM pi appANa kilesaittA, na pArae hoi hu saMparAe // utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA 41 anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne kahe che he rAjana! je mastaka muMDAve che ane saMyamanA kaSTo sahana kare che paNa je samitinuM pAlana karatuM nathI te kone sahana karavA chatAM paNa saMsArane pAra pAmatuM nathI. eTale te sanAtha banI zakato nathI. | sAdhu saMsAra choDIne saMyamI bane che te zuM gRhasthInA roTalA khAvA mATe? lokene namAvavA mATe? ke pitAne mahimA vadhAravA mATe? bIlakula nahi. sAdhu te pitAnA karmo khapAvavA mATe cAritra aMgIkAra kare che. sAdhu jIvananA niyame keTalA kaDaka che! sAdhune gaucaramAM keTalI sAvadhAnI rAkhavI paDe che. sAdhunA nimitte sAdhune uddezIne banAvela AhAra sAdhune khape nahi. je sAdhu sArA khAnapAnamAM vRddha banIne AdhAkama, uddezaka Adi doSavALe AhAra kare che tenA vaitAlika nAmanI mAchalI jevA havAla thAya che. udagassapahAveNa, sukkaM sigdhaM tamitiu / DhaMkahiM ya kaMkehi ya, AmisatyahiM te duhI // sUya. sU. a. 1 u. 3 gAthA 3 jevI rIte vizAla nAmane maccha samudranA mojAo vaDe dhakelAIne kinArA para Ave che. pachI oTa AvavAthI tyAM kinAre rahI jAya che. kAdavamAM tenA romarAya kheMcI jAya che. pachI khUba duHkha thAya che. tyAM Dhaka, kaMka Adi mAMsAhArI pakSIo tene zarIranuM mAMsa phelI khAya che. te kAraNe te matsya anaMta vedanAne anubhava kare che. e pramANe AdhAkamI AhArane eka kaNa paNa zuddha AhAranI sAthe sevana karanAra sAdhune paNa saMsAramAM bhramaNa karavuM paDe che. ane atyaMta kalezane anubhava kare paDe che. dazavaikAlika sUtramAM paNa bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke suhasAyagassa samaNassa, sAyA ulagassa nigAma sAissa, uccholaNA pahoassa, dullahA sugaI tArisagassa // daza sU. a. 4 gAthA 26 je saMyama laIne sukhazAtAne Icchaka bane che, ghaNe vakhata sUI rahe che, zarIranI zobhA vadhAravA mATe vAraMvAra hAtha paga jove che tene mATe sugati durlabha che. paNa je

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844 zAradA sAgara sAdhu saMyamane laIne barAbara pAlana kare che tene apUrva sukha ane zAMti prApta thAya che. zAstramAM kahyuM che keH- nava guphI levI tevoI devalekamAM rahelo deva ke moTe pRthvIpati rAjA, moTo abajopati, zrImaMta ke senApati je sukha bhegave che tenAthI paNa anaMtagaNuM sukha sAce saMyamI bhagave che. eka mahinAne dIkSita sAdhu vyaMtara devatAnuM sukha ulaMdhI jAya che ane eka varSane dIkSita saMyama pAlana karanAra sAdhu sarvArthasiddha vimAnanA devenuM sukha ulaMdhI jAya che. AvuM sukha hovA chatAM je sAdhu e sukhane bhUlI jAya che ane saMsAranI sukhazAtAmAM paDI jAya che te pitAnI hAni kare che. mAnI le ke kaI kaTara pAse dI davA levA mATe gaye. DokaTare tene tapAsIne davA ApIne kahyuM ke tame paMdara divasa A davA leje ne kahyA pramANe pathya pALaje. DokaTaranI salAha pramANe dadI niyamita davA le ane pathya pALe te tene roga jaldI cAlyA jAya che ne svastha banI badhI cIjo khAI zake che. paNa je dardI DokaTaranA kahyA pramANe barAbara davA na le ane carI na pALe te DokaTara dadIne zuM kaheze? tuM kahyA pramANe karatuM nathI te tAre rega kevI rIte maTaze? te pramANe bhagavAna kahe che ke te sAdhake! tame saMyamanuM barAbara pAlana kare ne saMyama pALatAM je kaSTa Ave te sahana kare te tamane mahAna sukha maLaze. ane mArI AjJA pramANe saMyamanuM pAlana nahi kare to DokaTaranI davAnI mAphaka saMyamane vyartha gumAvI devA jevuM thaze. eTalA mATe upara kahevAmAM AvyuM che ke je sAdhu sukhazAtAno gaveSI che eTale ke je sukhazIla banIne hAtha-paga dhevAmAM, uMghavAmAM ne khAvApIvAmAM mazagUla rahe che ne saMyamanuM pAlana karatuM nathI te dharma rUpI davAne vyartha gumAve che. A te saMcamInI vAta thaI. saMyamI te chakAya jIvo upara karUNAvaMta hoya che. keIne paNa duHkha ApatA nathI. te rIte tame paNa zrAvaka che. jIvadayA pALatA zIkho ne vicAra kare ke mArAthI dukha sahana thatuM nathI te bIjAthI kema thAya? AgaLanA rAjAo paNa kevA nyAya-nIti saMpanna ane dayALu hatA. pitAnI prajA sukhI che ke duHkhI tenuM khUba dhyAna rAkhatA hatA. mAnavInI mAnavatA kyAM che tenI parIkSA - lagabhaga traNaso varSo pahelAnI A vAta che. raziyAmAM eka ADAIna nAmanA rAjA thaI gayA. te ghaNuM nyAyanIti saMpanna ane prajApAlaka hatA. te prajAnA sukha-duHkhanuM khUba dhyAna rAkhatA hatA. e rAjAne vicAra thayo ke mArI prajAmAM keTalI mAnavatA che keTalA saguNa che tenI parIkSA karUM. agAunA samayamAM bhejarAjA, vikramAdi rAjAo prajAmAM keNu sukhI che? keNa duHkhI che? kenAmAM keTalA saddaguNa che te jovA mATe gupta veze nagaramAM pharatA hatA. rAjAnA veze phare te je jevuM che te jovA na maLe. eTale saMnyAsIne veza paherIne nIkaLatA. tethI kaI paNa gharamAM praveza karI zakAya. kaI kaI vAra sAmAnya veza

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zAradA sAgara 845 paherIne paNa nIkaLatA hatA. A ADAIna rAjA ghaNu vakhata sAmAnya mANasanA vezamAM nIkaLatA hatA. mArI prajAmAM atithi satkArane guNa che ke nahi te jovA mATe rAjAe eka garIba mANasano veza paheryo. ne zarIre rAkha lagAvI potAnI nagarInI bAjumAM nAnakaDA gAmamAM gayA. tyAM jaIne rAjA lokonA gharagharamAM pharatA vinaMtI kare che ke bhAI! huM ghaNe thAkele chuM. garIba mANasa chuM, mAre khAvAnuM joItuM nathI paNa mane eka rAta sUvAno sahakAra Apo to huM tamAre khUba AbhAra mAnIza. rAjAe ghaNI vinaMtI karI paNa phATelA kapaDAthI bhikhArI mAnI koI temanI vinaMtIne svIkAra karatuM nathI. bAraNAmAMthI anAdara karIne kADhI mUke che. Aje dhanavAnanA satkAra sanmAna che paNa guNavAna hovA chatAM garIbanA satkAra nathI. rAjA Akho divasa gAmamAM pharyA paNa keie sahAro na Ape. rAjAnA manamAM ghaNuM duHkha thayuM ke aho ! mArI prajAnI A dazA? mArI prajA lakSmInI ja pUjA kare che? nirAza thaIne rAjA pitAnA gAma javA pAchA pharyA. rAta paDI gaI hatI. mArgamAM eka jhUMpaDI AvI. jhUMpaDImAM eka kheDUta, tenI strI ane eka bALaka bicArA thAkyA pAyA uMdhI gayA hatA. rAjAe jhUMpaDInuM bAraNuM khakhaDAvyuM. kheDUte bAraNuM ughADayuM ane AdarapUrvaka AvavAnuM kAraNa pUchayuM. garIbanA vezamAM rahelA rAjA kahe che bhAI! huM garIba vaTemArgu chuM. cAlatAM cAlatAM khUba thAkI gayo chuM. have cAlI zakAtuM nathI. mane AjanI rAta vizrAma karavA mATe tamArI jhUMpaDImAM jagyA Apo te tamAro moTo upakAra mAnIza. garIbImAM amIrI kheDUta kahe che bhAI! AmAM te zuM tame mATI mAMgaNI kare cho ! atithinI sevA karavI e te mAro dharma che. Apa mArI jhUMpaDImAM khuzIthI padhAre. te jhuMpaDImAM laI gaye. atithine satkAra karavA mATe gharamAM jAjama nathI. ghAsanI gAdI karIne atithine tenA upara besADe. khUba satkAra karIne kahe che huM eka vAte duHkhI chuM. mArI patnI bimAra che eTale huM ApanI sevA barAbara karI zakatA nathI. gheDa vahelA padhAryA hatA te bhejana paNa taiyAra hatuM. paNa atyAre jamI levAthI phakta gharamAM aDadhe roTale rahyo che. rAjA kahe che bhAI! mane kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI che. tAre aDadhe rele paNa mane mIThe dUdha jevuM lAgaze. roTale Ape. rAjAe premathI khAdhe. ThaMDu pANI pIdhuM. thoDI vAtacIta karyA bAda kheDUta kahe che Apa AvyA che te AvatI kAle Apa rokAI jaje. kAle mArA bALakanuM nAma pADavAnuM che. rAjA kahe che bhAI ! teM mane A satkAra karI Azaro Ape. mane roTale khAvA dIdhe. ethI adhika zuM joIe che? rAjA rokAvAnI nA pADe che. paNa kheDUta khUba Agraha kare che. jenA gharamAM khAvA mATe khIcaDInA sAMsA che te kheDUta keTale Agraha kare che. theDI

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846 zAradA sAgara vAre pele kheDUta bALakane laI Avyo. rAjAe premapUrvaka tene khoLAmAM besADe. mAthe hAtha mUkI AzIrvAda ApyA ke A bALaka khUba bhAgyavAna thaze. atithinA AziSathI kheDUta khUba khuzI thaze. savAra paDatAM rAjA jyAre javA taiyAra thayA tyAre kheDUta javAnI nA pADe che. chevaTe rAjA kahe huM traNa kalAkamAM pAcho AvIza. tame mArI rAha jeje. kheDUta pUche che tame kyAM jAya che? rAjA kahe che najIkanA gAmamAM mAre dhanavAna mitra rahe che tene tyAM jaIne pAcho AvuM chuM. rAjA tyAMthI pitAne gAma pAchA Ave che. rAjA vicAra kare che ke dhanavAna kene kahe? saddaguNI kene kahe? dhanavAnane dhanavAna kahe ke A garIbane dhanavAna kahe? je mANaso kItine khAtara daza hajAra are! lAkha rUpiyA devA paDe te daI de che tevA lokee mane satkAra na ApyA. ThIka, huM te rAjA hate paNa A jagyAe kaI garIba mANasa hoya te tenI kaI sthiti thAya? A tarapha bALakanuM nAma pADavAne samaya thaI gayo paNa pelo atithi Avye nahi tenI rAha juve che. bIjI bAju rAjA pitAnA mahelamAM jaIne ghaNuM dhana laIne sArA kapaDA paherI ghoDA upara besI garIbanI jhuMpaDIe AvI pahoMcyA. Ane joIne kheDUte vicAra karyo ke mahemAna kahetA hatA ke mArA mitra dhanavAna che te A tene mitra have joIe. kheDUte pUchayuM ke bhAI! tame keNa cho ? tyAre kahe tamAre tyAM rAtre kaI garIba mANasa Avyo hato? kheDUta kahe che. te huM tene mitra chuM. mane temaNe mekalyA che. have tamArA bALakanuM nAma pADe. kheDUta kahe che mAre ghera rAtre je mahemAna AvyA hatA temaNe mane vacana ApyuM che eTale temanA AvyA vagara, huM nAma nahi pADuM. chevaTe rAjA satya hakIkta kahI de che ke huM ja tamArI jhuMpaDImAM rAtre vizrAma karavA rekAya hate. te ja tamAro atithi chuM. te bIje kaI nahi paNa gAmano rAjA chuM. huM tamArA atithi satkArathI prasanna thaye chuM. ane mAruM vacana pALavA mATe AvI gayo chuM. have AjathI tamAre putra mArA rAjyamAM mArI dekharekha nIce raheze. kheDUta badhI vAta samajI gaye. tenA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. bALakane rAjA pitAne ghera laI gayA. ane pitAnA putranI jema tenuM pAlana karyuM. ne kheDUtane rahevA mATe jhuMpaDInA sthAne mATe suMdara mahela baMdhAvI ApI temAM badhI jAtanI sagavaDatA karAvI ApI. kheDUta AnaMdapUrvaka rahevA lAgyuM. te manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke eka nAnI evI sevAnA badalAmAM rAjAe mane keTale me mANasa banAvI dIdhe! duniyAmAM moTAInI kiMmata nathI paNa saguNanI kiMmata che. eka garIba kheDUte rAjAne satkAra karyo. temanI sevA karI te tenA phaLa rUpe te ke mahAna banI gayo? te rIte dareka manuSya bhagavAnanI AjJA ziromAnya kare te

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zAradA sAgara 847 te bhaviSyamAM ke mahAna lAbha prApta kare che. ApaNe sAdhunI vAta cAlatI hatI ke je sAdhuo mastaka muMDAvIne lAMbA kALa sudhI cAritranuM pAlana kare che paNa tapa ane cAritranA niyamethI bhraSTa thayA che teo potAnA AtmAnuM ahita kare che ane saMsArane pAra pAmI zakatuM nathI. haju paNa sAdhue kevuM cAritra pALavuM joIe te vAta anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM.-96 kArataka suda 3 ne gurUvAra - tA. 6-11-75 parama kRpALu paramAtmA jinezvara bhagavate jagatanA jIne hitakara, zreyakara upadeza Apela che. e hitakara ane zreyakara je kaI mArga hoya to te tyAga mArga che. tyAga mArga je bIje kaI uttama mArga nathI. atyAre tamArI pAse khUba saMpatti che. tenA pratApe saMsAranA Icchita sukha bhogavI zake che. tenAthI AgaLa vadhIne traNa khaMDano adhipati vAsudeva mahAna sukha bhogave che. tenAthI AgaLa vadhIne joIe te cha khaMDano svAmI cakravati mahAna sukhe bhegave che. tenAthI paNa AgaLa vicAra kare. zrImaMta senApati, vAsudeva ane cakravatinA sukhane paNa vaTAvI jAya tevuM sukha devalekanA devo ane I bhegave che. devanA sukha AgaLa cakravartinuM sukha te taNakhalA jeTaluM paNa nathI. AvuM sukha hovA chatAM jJAnI te kahe che ke tyAgamAM je sukha che te sukhane eka aMza bheganA sukhamAM nathI. sukhanA be prakAra che. eka Atmika sukha ane bIjuM bhautika sukha. je AtmA bhautika sukhamAM bhAna bhUlele che tene Atmika sukhane vicAra AvavA paNa muzkela che. je tene eTalo paNa eka vakhata vicAra Ave ke he bhagavAna! Atmika sukha kevuM haze te paNa te AtmA eka divasa Atmika sukhane sAdhaka banI zakaze ane avazya eka divasa evuM sukha pAmI zakaze. je bhautika sukhane sAcuM mAne ne Atmika sukhane tuccha mAne te meTI bhUla kare che. kAraNa ke Atmika sukha e zAzvata sukha che ne bhautika sukha te kSaNika che. mAnI lo ke tame je jagyAe beThA che tyAM chAyA che ne thoDI vAra pachI tyAM taDako AvatuM hoya to te chAyA e sAcI jyA nathI. tema je sukhanI pAchaLa duHkha AvatuM hoya te sukha sAcuM kahevAya? zAzvata sukha kahevAya? nA na kahevAya. jemAM sAcuM sukha nathI temAM sAcuM sukha mAnIne A Ive paribhramaNa karavAmAM bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. anaMta kALathI paribhramaNa karatAM jIve evuM eka paNa sthAna, eka paNa kuLa, eka paNa ni ke eka paNa AkAza pradeza bAkI rAkhyA nathI ke jyAM jIve sparzanA na karI hoya. chatAM

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zAradA sAgara haju sAcuM sukha pAmI zakayA nathI. sAcuM sukha prApta karavA mATe pramaLa purUSArtha karavA paDaze. jyAM sudhI zarIramAM tAkAta che, badhI IndriyA kAma kare che tyAM sudhI AtmAnI sAdhanA sAdhI zakAya che. amArA bhAIo vahepAramAM tejI hAya tyAre khUba pazcima karIne nANAM kamAi le che. tema jyAre tamArA aMtaramAM zubha bhAvanAnI bharatI Ave tyAre tame AtmAnI kamANI karI lejo. 848 madhue eka vakhatanA zreNIka rAjA kevA mithyAtvI hatA! paNa anAthI muninA samAgamathI zreNIka rAjA samakita pAmyA. tyAra pachI temanA jIvanamAM dharmabhAvanAnI keTalI badhI bharatI AvI ke te bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA parama bhakta banI gayA. eka vakhata bhagavAna mahAvIra rAjagRhI nagarImAM padhAryA tyAre zreNIka rAjA prabhunA darzane javA mATe taiyAra thayA. temaNe peAtAnA aMtemAM paNa samAcAra mAkalI dIdhA ke huM bhagavAna mahAvIranA darzana karavA mATe jAuM chuM jene Avavu hAya te taiyAra thai jaze. rANIe, dAsa - dAsI temaja peAtAnA putra, putrIe badhAne vAhananI sagavaDatA ApIne prabhunA darzana karavA ane vANI sAMbhaLavA mATe lai gayA. tame AvI rIte badhAne saMta satIjInA darzana karavA laI jatA haze ne? zreNIka rAjAnA parivAra keTalA meTA? ne tamArA parivAra keTalA che? peAtAnA saMtAneA ane nAkara cAkarAne paNa saMtaddana ane vyAkhyAna vANI sAMbhaLavAne lAbha jo jIvanamAM avAranavAra maLatA rahe te tenA jIvanamAM paNa saMskAra paDe che. ane te saMskAranuM siMcana thatAM bhaviSyamAM temanA jIvanamAM dharmAMnuM vRkSa phAle che. zreNIka rAjAnI naMdA rANI khUba dharmanI saMskArI hatI. te vaNika putrI hatI. ne zreNIka rAjA naMdAne prathama paraNyA hatA. nAM Adi badhI rANIe bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLavA mATe gayA. bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne vairAgyanA raMga lAgyuM. nadArANIe vicAra karyo ke have teA mahArAjA bhagavAnanA parama bhakata banI gayA che. tethI te mane jarUra dIkSAnI AjJA Apaze. mane nA nahi pADe. eTale nadArANI zreNIka rAjA pAse dIkSAnI AjJA mAMgavA taiyAra thAya che. ne abhayakumArane vAta kare che huM asaya! A sauMsAra asAra che. me A saMsAranI asAratAnA anubhava karI lIdhA che. A saMsArane raMga samaye samaye badalAyA kare che. badalAya tenu nAma saMsAra. jenA raMga badalAya tenI sAthe tenA pravAhamAM taNAI javuM, ji DhagI veDaphI nAMkhavI te vivekI manuSyanu kAma nathI. vivekavAna mANasa ema vicAra kare ke AtmasAdhanA sAdhavA mATene Ave amUlya avasara pharI pharIne maLavAnA nathI. naMdArANInA jIvanamAM khUba viveka hatA. te kahe che beTA abhaya! mAre mATe A suMdara avasara che. mAjI hAthamAM che. je tArA pitA AjJA Ape te huM dIkSA levA taiyAra chuM. tyAre abhayakumAra kahe che mAtA! mane

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zAradA sAgara 849 paNa A saMsAra pratye napharata AvI gai che. huM paNa saMyama levA taiyAra chu. mAtA ane putra ane saMyama levA taiyAra thayA. teo zreNIka sajA pAse AvIne AjJA mAMge che. rAjAe naddAne rAjIkhuzIthI rajA ApI. pazu abhayakumArane kahe che tane hamaNAM AjJA nahi ApuM. jyAM sudhI mArA rAjyanuM kAma saMbhALanAra sAro mANasa nahi maLe tyAM sudhI AjJA nahi ApuM. tyAre alayakumAra kahe che pitAjI! hala ane viThThala e putra teA taiyAra thai gayA che. ane prajAmAMthI kAIne cUMTIne maMtrIpaddha Ape. ane mane mukta karI. paNa zreNIke abhayane AjJA na ApI ane nAne AjJA ApI. tethI nadrArANIe dIkSA lIdhI. enI dIkSA pachI rAjAnA dilamAM saMyama pratyenuM ahumAna vadhavA lAgyuM. ane je AtmA sama levA taiyAra thAya te emane haiyAnA hAra jevA vahAle lAge. ne tene mATe je sagavaDa joIe te taphta ApI detA. zreNIka rAjAe ghaNAM atmAone tana, mana ane dhanathI dIkSA levAmAM sahakAra ApyA che. sa MkhyAba dha dIkSA mahAtsavA ujavyA che eTaluM nahi paNa dharma-lAlI khUba karI che. rAjA zreNIka ane kRSNa vAsudeva e anee dharmAMdalAlI ghaNI karI che. khaMdhue ! AvI dalAlI keANa karI zake? jene dharma pratye rAga ane zraddhA hAya te karI zake che. Aje lAla ghaNA che. kAI jhaverAtanA, kAi kApaDanA tA kAI kariyANAnA dalAla haze. are ! kanyA ane muratIyAnI sagAi karAvanArA paNa DhalAla che. (hasAhasa) kema kharAbara che ne ? jJAnI kahe che ke sa MsAranI lAlI te kAlasAnI dalAlI che te pApanuM dhana che. paNa dharmanI dalAlI te hIrAnI dalAlI che ne nI niza che. dharmanI dalAlI karanAra zreNIka rAjAe pAtAnI nagarImAM jAherAta karAvI ke jene dIkSA levI hAya te dIkSA leA. te dIkSA lenArane je pratikULatA haze tene dUra karavA mATe huM mArAthI banatA badhA prayatna karIza. mATe jene bhAva thAya te prabhu mahAvIranA caraNamAM jIvananaiyA jhukAvI de. saMyamabhAvane rAkIne bhava vadhArazeA nahi. je sathama le tene mArA aMtaranA AzIrvAda che. A DhaMDherA phakata bahAra nahi paNa potAnA ghara sahita hatA. darekane chuTa ApI. AthI zreNIka rAjAnI 23 rANIe dIkSA lIdhI. tame sAdhu vaDhAmAM zu khele che ? zreNIkanI rANI kAlIyAdika daza jANu, daze putra viyoge sAMbhaLI vIranI vANu, ca'nabALA pe sayama lai hevA jANu, tapa karI deha zI pahoMcyA che nirvANa, naMdAki tere zreNIka nRpanI nAra, saghaLI cadanabALA pe lIdhe sayama bhAra, eka mAsa sa thAre paheMcyA mukita mAjhAra, e nevu jaNAnA a MtagaDhamAM adhikAra A rIte zreNIka rAjAnI trevIsa rANIe caDhanamALA mahAsattIjI pAse dIkSA

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zAradA sAgara laIne AtmakalyANa karI gaI che. jyAM sudhI rAjA zreNIka pote dharma pAmyA na hatA tyAM sudhI jaina dharmanA avaguNa bolavAmAM bAkI rAkhyuM na hatuM. paNa samajyA tyAre bhAvanA kevI pavitra banI gaI! ke keInA dIkarA ke pitAnA dIkarA dIkSA levA nIkaLe tyAre temanuM mastaka temanA caraNamAM mUkI paDatuM hatuM. dhanya che! bharayuvAnI hovA chatAM dIkSA leze ane huM ATalI moTI uMmarane thaye chatAM haju saMsAra choDI zakato nathI. te bhagavAna pAse jAya ne vairAgIne dikSA letA dekhe tyAre temane tyAganA bhAva AvI jatA paNa laI zaktA nahi. tene khUba aphasesa thatuM hatuM, have cAlu adhikArazreNIka samrATane anAthI nigraMtha kahe che ke he rAjana ! je sAdhu saMyama laIne veza pramANe tene vaphAdAra rahetuM nathI, mahAvratamAM asthira bane che, ane tapa-niyamathI SaSTa thaI jAya che te cAritra laIne lAMbA kALa sudhI kaSTa sahana kare paNa tenuM kalyANa thatuM nathI. anAthI muni AgaLa kahe che ke - polleva muTThI jaha se asAre, ayantie kUDa kahAvaNe vA / rADhAmaNI veruliyappagAse, amahagdhae hoI hu jANavesu // utta. sU. a. 20, gAthA 42 jema keI mAtA pitAnA bALakane rAjI karavA mATe khAlI mUThI vALIne batAve che. tyAre ajJAna bALaka samaje che ke mArI mAtAnI muThThImAM kaMIka haze eTale lAlacathI deDane jAya che. paNa mAtAnI muThThI khAlI dekhe che. tyAre nirAza thaI jAya che. tema ke mANasa khAlI muThThI baMdha karIne bIjAne batAve che jenAra ema samajaze ke e muThThImAM jarUra kaMIka haze. paNa jeNe mUkI khAlI baMdha karI che te te sArI rIte jANe che ke mArI mUkI khAlI che. Ama jANavA chatAM paNa te bIjAne ThagavA mATe jANI joIne khAlI muThThI baMdha kare che. tema che rAjana jevI rIte khAlI mUkI baMdha karIne bIjAne ThagavA e jema dhUtArAnuM kAma che tevI rIte bAhya veza paherIne vrata niyamanuM pAlana na karavuM ane bahArathI sAdhu tarIke pUjAvuM te dhUtArAnuM kAma che. sAce mANasa kadApi khAlI mahI baMdha karIne koIne Thagato nathI ane spaSTa kahI de che ke mArI muThThImAM kAMI nathI. A pramANe je sAdhupaNAnuM yathArtha pAlana na karI zake chatAM je DhaMgI nahi hoya te spaSTa kahI deze ke bhagavAne je rIte kahyuM che te rIte mArAthI pAlana thatuM nathI. A pilI mUkInuM udAharaNa ApyuM. have bIjuM beTA sikkAnuM udAharaNa Ape che. TA sikakAno koI potAnI pAse saMgraha karatuM nathI. kheTa sikko jyAM jAya che tyAMthI pAcho Ave che. ane je kaI kheTA sikkAnuM pracalana kare te sarakArane aparAdhI paNa bane che. je sikkA upara cAMdIne gileTa caDhAvavAmAM Ave che ne aMdara tAMbu ke pittaLa che. evA kheTA sikakAne buddhimAna leke saMgraha karatA nathI. Aje

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zAradA sAgara 851 A saMsAramAM jenI pAse vadhAre sikkA hoya che tene mATe mANasa mAnavAmAM Ave che. paNa je te sikakAo sAcA hoya te te dhanavAna che. bAkI to kahevA pUrato dhanavAna che. A pramANe je vrata - niyamomAM te asthira che paNa uparathI sAcA sAdhu banIne phare che te khoTA sikkA samAna che. temanI kaI kadara karatuM nathI. have anAthI muni trIjuM udAharaNa Ape che. temAM kahe che ke kAcane TukaDo game teTale camakato hoya ane sAcA hIrA jevo dekhAto hoya chatAM te sAce hIre nathI. tenI kiMmata hIrAnI jema aMkAtI nathI. Aje duniyAmAM asalI hIrA karatAM nakalI hIrA vadhu camakatA dekhAya che. paNa tenI kiMmata sAcA hIrA AgaLa kaMI nathI. te rIte jJAnIo kahe che ke sAcA sAdhu karatAM uparane DeLa batAvanAra sAdhuo ame moTA cAritravAna chIe, moTA jJAnI chIe tema jagatane batAve che paNa je sAcA AtmajJAnI che te bAhya dekhAva karatA nathI paNa tenuM AcaraNa karIne banAve che. eka brAhmaNe khUba jJAna meLavyuM. enA manamAM jJAnane khUba ghamaMDa Ave, ahaM laIne pharavA lAgyuM ke huM kaMIka chuM. jema dhana maLe to pacAvavuM muzkela che, tema kaMIka ne jJAna pacyuM nA heya te potAnA vakhANa karavA lAgI jAya. jJAna ane cAritra gupta khajAne che. tamAre ghera koI sagAvahAlA Ave to tame tene tamAruM ghara batAve che ke A mAro Iga rUma, A mAre sTera rUma, A beDarUma, A bAtharUma, saMDAsa A badhuM batAvo paNa tamArI milakata keTalI che te batAve che kharA? milkata khAnagI rAkhe che ne? tema jJAnane ane cAritrane khajAne paNa gupta rAkhavA joIe. eTale pitAnI meLe pitAnA guNa nA gAvA. abhimAna na AvavA devuM. jJAna ane cAritra bahAranI vastu nathI paNa AtmAnI vastu che. pelo brAhmaNa khaba garviSTha banIne pharavA lAgyo. tenA jJAnanA baLathI lekane utArI pADavA lAgyo. tyAre keIe kahyuM ke tuM tArA jJAnane garva laIne phare che. paNa janakavidehI pAse tuM taNakhalA je paNa nathI. tyAre brAhmaNa kahe che ke janakavidehI vaLI koNa che? jenuM nAma videhI che tevA te dehamAM vasavA chatAM tenAthI nirALA rahenArA che. deha te huM nahi ne huM te deha nahi. deha ane AtmAnuM jene bhedajJAna thayuM che te sAce videhI che. jevuM temanuM nAma tevA temanA guNa che. pelo ghamaMDI brAhmaNa pharate pharate janakavidehI pAse Avye ane temanA mahelamAM dAkhala thaye. tyAM teNe zuM joyuM? janavidehI chatrapalaMgamAM poDhelA che. temanI rANI eka hAthe janakavidehIne paMpALe che ne bIjA hAthamAM phUlanI mALA laIne janakavidehIne paherAve che. A joIne jJAnanA ghamaMDathI bharelo brAhmaNa vicAra karavA lAgyo ke aho! meM to sAMbhaLyuM hatuM ke janakavidehI khUba tattvajJAnathI bharelA che. paNa enA rome rome rANI

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852 zAradA sAgara pratyene keTale badhe rAga bharyo che. kevA mohanA nATaka kare che. zuM Ane kaMI jJAnI kahevAya? rANIe janakavidehInA kaMThamAM puSpane hAra paherAvyo. bIjI tarapha janakavidehI paNa rANInA mAthe eka hAtha mUke che ne bIjA hAthamAM saLagatA aMgArA le che. rANInA mAthe hAtha mUke tyAre brAhmaNane thayuM ke enA mohane pAra nathI. paNa bIjA hAthamAM aMgArA mUkyA che. chatAM saheje paNa uMcA nIcA thatA nathI. A joIne pele brAhmaNa stabdha banI gaye. aho! eka tarapha jouM chuM te moha bharela dekhAya che ne bIjI tarapha hAthamAM lAlacaLa aMgArA mUkyA che. hAtha baLI jAya che chatAM cUM bolatA nathI. emaNe keTale dehane rAga ja haze! ane mane to paga nIce saheja aMgAro AvI jAya te rADa pADuM chuM. A dazya joIne AvelA brAhmaNane garva gaLI gaye ne janakavidehInA caraNamAM mUkI paDe ne kahyuM ke huM jJAnane ghamaMDa laIne pharate hate. mane hatuM ke mArA je kaI duniyAmAM jJAnI nathI. paNa mAruM sAna bAhI dekhAva pUratuM che. te tamAruM jJAna AtmasparzI jJAna che. anAthI muni kahe che ke je sAce jhaverI che tenI pAse kAcanA TukaDAnI kaMi kiMmata nathI. ajJAnI mANasa kAcanA TukaDAne hIre mAnIne saMgraha kare che. paNa jhaverI te tene hAthamAM paNa pakaData nathI, ne phagAvI de che. A rIte anAthI muni traNa udAharaNo ApIne samajAve che ke jema khAlI mUkI, beTe sikako ane kAcane TukaDe asAra che te pramANe saMyamanA niyamanuM barAbara pAlana kayAM vinAne sAdhuveza ane bahAranI kriyA paNa asAra che. je bahArathI sAdhupaNuM batAve che ne aMdaramAM sAdhupaNAne AcAra nathI te paNa 5pAra che. A rIte anAthI muni kahe che anAthatAnuM bhAna thayA pachI sanAtAnuM jJAna thavuM saraLa che. jema ke beTA ratnane oLakhyA pachI sAcA ratnanI parIkSA karavI saraLa che. jene sAcI sanAthatAnuM bhAna thAya che te kadI cAritramAMthI yuta thatA nathI. paNa je cAritrathI paDavAI thavAnI aNI upara hoya tene paNa pitAnA uttama cAritranA prabhAvathI cAritramAM sthira kare che ne sAcA sanAtha banAve che. haju A bAbatamAM AgaLa zuM varNana karaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra: "pavana ane satI aMjanAnuM milana thayA bAda kahelI vItaka kahANI - pavanajI ane aMjanAnuM milana thayuM. temanA viyoganA duHkhanA vasamA divaso pasAra thaI gayA. paNa have pavanajInA manamAM jANavAnI adhIrAI AvI gaI che ke aMjanAe vanamAM kevI rIte duHkho veThayA haze? pavanajI ane aMjanA ekabIjAnA sAmuM joI rahyA che. tyAM vasaMtamAlA AvI pahoMcI. vasaMtamAlA re pAye namI, ule ghAlI lahI haiyA mejhAra te, kahe bAI tame duHkha kema sahyA, kema karI rahyo mArI mAyane mAra te,

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zAradA sAgara 853 kema karI vanaphaLa vINIyAM, kema karI parvata rahA nirAdhAra te, aMjanAe kema putra janamIye, kema karI duHkhabharI niragamyo kAlate satIre vasaMtamAlA AvIne pavanajInA caraNamAM paDI gaI. pavanajIne jatAM tenI AMkhamAM harSanA AMsu AvI gayA. pavanajIne vasaMtamAlA pratye paNa khUba prema hatuM. kAraNa ke aMjanAnA sukha ane duHkhamAM eNeja sahakAra Ape che. ne aMjanAnuM rakSaNa karyuM che. pavanajI kahe he vasaMtamAlA! mArA yudhe gayA pachI tamArA mAthe kaSTa paDavAmAM bAkI na rahyuM. tame e duHkhe kevI rIte sahana karyA? mArA gayA pachI aMjanA garbhavatI thayAnI mArI mAtAne jANakArI thaI tyAre te aMjanA upara kopAyamAna thaIne game tevA zabdo kahevA lAgI. tyAre meM kahyuM ke bA! pavanajI cokakasa AvyA hatA. tame satIne game tevA zabda na kaheze. ane nizAna batAvyA tyAre mArI mAtAe tane bAMdhIne mAra mAryo ne kalaMka caDhAvIne tamane baMnene kADhI mUkayA. pachI tame aMjanAnA piyara AvyA. tyAM paNa mAtA-pitA, bhAI ke bhAbhIe tamArA sAmuM na joyuM, pIvA pANI paNa nA ApyuM. ne tyAMthI tame vagaDAmAM cAlyA gayA. bhayaMkara vagaDAmAM vAghasiMhanI garjanAo thatI haze, jherI sarpanA rAphaDA haze, evA nirjana vanamAM aMjanA te garbhavaMtI ane te baMne strI jAti kevI rIte rahyA? vanamAM tamArI khabara lenAra kezu? bhUkhyA-tarasyAnI saMbhALa lenAra keI svajana na hatuM. rAjakumArI ane rAjakumAranI putravadhU evI aMjanA kadI khullA page cAlI na hatI. bhUkha tarasa veThI na hatI ane tyAM kevI bhUkha-tarasa veThavI paDI haze! vanaphaLa kevI rIte lAvyA ne zuM khAdhuM? ane jaMgalamAM aMjanAe putrane janma Apyo. e prasUtinA samaye koI hAjara na hatuM. tuM abaLA jAti kevI rIte dhIraja dhArI zakI? tamArA dukhanI kalpanA karatAM mAruM kALajuM kaMpI jAya che. he aMjanA ! tane duHkhI karanAre huM pApI chuM. huM yudhdha javA mATe nIkaLe tyAre tuM mane zukana devA AvI tyAre meM tane lAta mArIne ughADI karI ane badhAne jANa thaI gaI ke aMjanA ane pavanajIne aNabanAva che. vaLI adhavacathI mAruM mana palaTAtAM tArI pAse AvyA ne tuM garbhavatI banI. teM mane ghaNuM kahyuM ke mAtA-pitAne maLIne jAva tyAre paNa huM temane maLyA vinA cAlyA gayA tyAre tArA mAthe AvA dukha AvI paDayA ne? te duHkhe tame kevI rIte veThayA? te tuM mane kahe. aMjanA te ke ramALa che tethI te na bolI. paNa vasaMtamAlA kahe che e duHkha veThyA ne e samaya cAze gaye. have ene yAda karavAnI zI jarUra? tyAre pavanajI kahe nA. tuM mane kahe. tyAre vasaMtamAlA kahe che:

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854 zAradA sAgara jayAre svAmI tame se gayA tyAre sAsare pIyare amane dIdhuM che te tyAM uThI ame vana gayA, ghanaphaLa vAparI rAkhyo deha te ' vanamAMhe munIvara bheTayA, devatAe kIdhI che. Ama taNuM sAra te rAtrI divasa dharma dhyAvatAM, aMjanA guNa taNe navi lahu pAra te satI re... - he pavanajI! tame sainya laIne yuddhamAM gayA pachI aMjanA garbhavatI thayAnA khabara paDyA pachI ketumatI mAtAe amane bhUMDe hAle kADhI mUkayA. sAsu to vipharI paNa bhegI mAtA paNa vipharI bane ThekANethI amAre tiraskAra thayo. bhUkhyAM ne tarasyA lathaDatA page ame baMne vanamAM gayA. tyAM vanaphaLa maLe te khAIne divaso pasAra karatA AgaLa cAlyA jatA hatAM. amArA mAthe duHkhanuM kALuM vAdaLa gherAI gayuM hatuM. evA bhayaMkara duHkhamAM pUNa amArA puNyane udaya ke vanamAM mahAna jJAnI saMtane bheTe thaye. temanA darzana karyA. temane ame pRcchA karI ke aMjanAjIne AvA 'duHkha kema paDayA? munie amane te vAta samajAvI ane pachI teo cAlyA gayA. pachI meTe siMha A. tenA pajAmAMthI bacavA ame prabhune prArthanA karI. mArI bahenanA zIyaLa vratanA prabhAve zAsananA devee amArI arajI sAMbhaLI. ane te vanane rakSaka deva pragaTa thaye. ane amane jaMgalamAM rahevA mATe nAno baMgalo banAvI dIdhuM. te deva amArI saMbhALa rAkhato hato. jethI amane kaI jaMgalI prANI herAna karI zake nahi. vanaphaLa khAIne ame divaso kADhatAM hatAM. tyAM aMjanAe A hanumAnakumArane janma Apyo. tyAra bAda amane jaMgalamAM mAmAno meLApa thaye, ne ahIM AvyA. badhI vAta vasaMtamAlAe vistArathI pavanajIne kahI. A sAMbhaLatAM pavananI AMkhamAM daDadaDa AMsu paDI gayA ne aMjanAnA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che te aMjanA ! A pApIne tuM mApha kara. mArA pApanuM phaLa bhegavavA mAre te narakamAM javuM paDaze. aMjanA kahe-svAmInAtha! tamAre zuM deSa che? mArA karmane deSa che. huM to ApanI dAsI chuM. mAre ApanI mAphI mAMgavI joie. vasaMtamAlA kahe che mArI sakhIne te keDovAra dhanyavAda che. tenA jeTalA guNa gAuM teTalA ochA che. kAraNa ke tenA mAthe duHkhanI jhaDIo paDI te paNa teNe kadI sAsu-sasarA ke mAtA-pitAne doSa ApyuM nathI. enA manamAM paNa vikalpa nathI Avyo ke arere... he mAtA-pitA! tame paNa mane kADhI mUkI ! basa, eNe te pitAnA karmano deSa gaNyo che. AvA duHkhamAM paNa kadI sAmAyika-patikramaNa karavAnuM bhUlI nathI. A rIte badhI vAta pavanajIne kahI have vasaMtamAlA kahe che Apa yuddhamAM gayA tyAM varUNa rAjA upara kevI rIte vijaya meLavyo ! ne yuddhamAM kevA karme sahana karavA paDyA te amane kahe, pavanajI kahe che ane te kaMI kaSTa paDayuM nathI. kaSTa to tamane paDayuM che. paNa aMjanA ane vasaMtamAlA kahe amAre jANavuM che. eTale pavanajI potAnI vAta karaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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zAradA sAgara vyAkhyAna na 97 855 kArataka suda 4 ne zukravAra sujJa khaMdhuo, suzIla mAtA ne bahenA ! anaMta karUNAnidhI, zAsanapati, vIra bhagavaMtA peAtAnuM kalyANa sAdhI gayA ane adhA jIvAnu kalyANa kema thAya, madhA jIvA zAzvata sukha kema prApta kare evI karUNAbharI dRSTithI siddhAMtanI vANI raju karI. AtmAnA zAzvata sukhane mArga batAvanAra bhagavaMtanA ApaNA upara mahAna upakAra che. bhagavaMtanA mukhamAMthI je vANI nIkaLI tene gaNadhara bhagavatAe jhIlIne tenuM saMkalana karyuM che. eTale jeTalA sajJa bhagavaMtane ApaNA upara upakAra che. teTalA gaNadhara bhagavata ane AcArya bhagavAnA ApaNA upara upakAra che. kAraNa ke gaNadharo pAsethI paraMparAgata siddhAMtanI vANI AcA pAse AvI. e bhUlAvA mAMDI tyAre AcAryae tene lipibaddha karI. je AgamA lipibaddha na thayA hAta tA atyAre je meAjuda che te ApaNane maLata nahi. tA. 7-11-75 duniyAmAM vANI te aneka prakAranI che. madhI vANI karatAM jinavANI mahAna che. jinavANI upara jene zraddhA thAya tenA beDA pAra thAya che. jene jinavacana upara zraddhA thAya che te ema mAne che ke jinezvara bhagavaMtanI AjJA eTale mAre prANa che. bhagava MtanI AjJAnuM pAlana e bhavarAga nAbUdra karavAnI akasIra auSadhi che. jene vItarAga vacana upara zraddhA nathI tenu jIvana prANu vinAnA kalevara jevuM che. A vItarAga vANIne amUlya vArasA maLyA che tene javA dezeA nahi. amUlya vArasA maLyA paNa bhAgyamAM hAya tA bhAgavAya ne? jema eka garIba mANasa cAlyeA jateA hateA. tene joine devane yA AvI. eTale rastAmAM deve kiMmatI ratna mUkyuM. tyAre e samaye pelA garIba mANasanA manamAM thayuM ke AMdhaLA mANasa kevI rIte cAlatA haze ? tema vicArI AMkhe pATA bAMdhyA. pariNAme te ratna meLavI zakayA nahi. e rIte atyAranA yugamAM vItarAga vANI maLI ane vItarAga vANI sabhaLAvanArA saMte paNa maLyA. chatAM pelA garIbanI mAka AjanA mAnavI ema mAne che ke ghaDapaNamAM nirAMte dharmadhyAna karIzuM. paNa tene khabara nathI ke AyuSyaneA tAra kayAre tUTaze mATe dharmArAdhanA karI lauM. jJAnIpurUSa! sAcA sukhane rastA batAve che paNa ajJAnI jIvA te rAhe nahiM cAlatA avaLA raste cAle . che. ahIM eka rUpaka yAda Ave che. i eka divasa viSNu bhagavAna ane lakSmIjI pharavA nIkaLyA. pharatAM pharatAM lakSmIjInI dRSTi pRthvI upara paDI. joyuM te gaDhA gaMdhAtA bhUMDa, bhUMDaNI ene parivAra

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856 zAradA sAgara AgeTa je. lakSamIjIne dayA AvI. ane bhagavAnane vinavyA ke he prabhu! A bicAranA A bhUMDA hAla mArAthI jevAtA nathI. emane A gaMdavADamAMthI kADhIne vaikuMThamAM laI Ave. devInI vAta sAMbhaLIne viSNu bhagavAne hasIne kahyuM - devI! tame emane vaikuMThamAM laI jaze te paNa e nahi Ave. lakSamIjI kahe prabhu! evuM na bane. Apa nAradajIne tarata mokale ane e bhUMDanA parivArane vaikuMThamAM belAvI le. viSNu bhagavAnane hukama thatAM nAradajI pRthvI upara AvyA. ane pelA kAdavamAM ALoTatAM bhUMDanA TeLA pAse AvIne kahyuM ke he bhUMDa. tamArA nazIba pharyA. viSNu bhagavAne tamane vaikuMThamAM laI javA mATe mane meka che. mATe tame tamArA parivAra sahita mArI sAthe vaikuMThamAM cAle. bhUDe pUchayuM-bhAI! tuM keNu che? tAro viSNu bhagavAna keNa che? ane devI koNa che? tyAre nArade kahyuM ke huM nArada chuM. viSNu bhagavAna mArA prabhu che, ne lakSamIdevI mArI mAtA che. bhUMDa kahe-viSNu bhagavAnanuM nAma paNa meM kadI sAMbhaLyuM nathI. Aje ja sAMbhaLyuM che. paNa e amane zA mATe bolAve che? tyAre nArade kahyuM-tane ane tArA parivArane A gaMdavADamAM ALoTatAM joIne lakSmI devIne dayA AvI. ane viSNu bhagavAne tamane kuTuMba sahita teDavA mane mokalyo. tyAre bhUMDa kahetuM ubhuM rahe. mArI bhUMDaNIne pUchI jouM. bhUDe bhUMDaNIne pUchayuM ke koI viSNu bhagavAna ApaNane vaikuMThamAM rahevA mATe bolAve che. bela ApaNe javuM che? bhUMDaNIe kahyuM-pahelAM ene pUche ke ame ahIM khAbocIyAmAM rahIe chIe, ukaraDAmAM ALoTIe chIe e tyAM moTo ukaraDo che? ane evA durga dhabharyA khAbocIyAM che? tyAre nArade kahyuM-nA, bhAI, tyAM te AvA gaMdhAtA ukaraDA ane khAbacIyAM nathI. tyAM to majhAne suMdara mahela che. tyAM gaMdavADanuM nAmanizAna paNa nathI. tyAre pharIne bhUMDe pUchayuM - te ame ahIM khAIe chIe teve kherAka tyAM maLaze? nA. bhAI. tyAM e gade kherAka jevA paNa nA maLe. tyAre bhUMDa pUche che je tyAM ahIMnA jevuM kaMI maLatuM nathI te pachI tyAM che zuM? jA bhAI tuM tArA raste cAlyo jA ne tArA viSNu bhagavAnane kaheje ke ame ahIM ja karIe chIe. amAre tArA vaikuMThamAM AvavuM nathI. ema belatAM bhUMDa-bhUDaNI parivAra sAthe gaMda khAbocIyAmAM cAlyA gayA. baMdhuo! A te rUpaka che. paNa khUba samajavA jevuM che. bhUMDa ane bhUMDaNIne vaikuMThamAM javAnuM saubhAgya prApta thayuM paNa te samaya oLakhI zakyA nahi. ene te gaMdhAtA ne gaMdA khAbocIyAmAM majhA AvI ane gaMdavADamAM rahI gayA. evuM tame te nathI karatA ne? saMte tamane zuM kahe che he devAnupriye! A moha-mAyA ane mamatAnA kIcaDamAMthI bahAra Ave. chatAM tamane e kAdavamAMthI bahAra AvavAnuM mana thatuM nathI ane manuSyabhavanI amUlya taka bhegavilAsamAM veDaphI rahyA che. bele, mAre tamane kevA

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zAradA sAgara 857 kahevA? (hasAhasa). tame e bhUMDa jevA te nathI ne? jo A vAta samajAtI hoya te have saMsAranI mamatA cheDe.. anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne kahe che ke tatvajJAnanI prApti vinA tattvajJAnanI vAto karavI e khAlI mUkI baMdha karavA samAna che. anAthI munie anAthatA samajAvavA mATe pahelA khAlI mUkInuM dRSTAMta ApyuM. bIjuM beTA sikkAnuM ApyuM. kheTA sikkAne kaI saMgraha karatA nathI. je kaI khoTo sikako calAvavA jAya te sarakArane paNa gunhegAra bane che. tene eka nyAya ApuM. - auraMgajheba nAmane bAdazAha thaI gayo. te hindu dharmane kaTTo duzmana hatuM. enI bhAvanA evI hatI ke badhA hinduone huM musalamAna banAvI dauM. je huM badhA hinduone mArI pITIne muslIma na banAvI dauM ne alAnA dharmane phelAve na karuM te huM bAdazAha banyA zA kAmano ? have banyuM ema ke lAladAsa nAmanA eka bAvAjI paNa bAdazAhanA mitra hatA. te avAranavAra bAdazAhanA darabAramAM AvatA. bAdazAhe vicAra karyo ke je A bAvAjI mArI phIvaramAM AvI jAya te mArI IcchA pAra paDe ne badhuM kAma saphaLa thaI jAya. emaNe lAladAsane pUchayuM ke bAvAjI mAre khudAnI baMdagI karavI joIe ke duniyAnI? tyAre bAvAjIe kahyuM. emAM pUchavA jevuM zuM che? baMdagI te khudAnI karavI joIe. tyAre bAdazAhe kahyuM ke khudAnI baMdagI mATe meM e vicAra karyo che ke je loke rAjIkhuzIthI musalamAna thatAM nathI temane mAra mArI jabarajastIthI musalamAna banAvI devA. e mAre vicAra ThIka che ke nahi? lAladAse javAba Ape ke Apane je vicAra AvyuM che tene devo paNa pheravI zake tema nathI. te bIjAnuM to zuM gaju? bAdazAhe kahyuM. e te ThIka che. paNa tethI pahelAM tamAre musalamAna banavuM paDaze. lAladAse kahyuM - huM tamArAthI kayAM dUra chuM? tamane huM salAha ApuM chuM ane tame badhAne mArIne musalamAna karavA uThayA che te huM temAMthI kevI rIte bakAta rahI zakavAne chuM ! bAdazAha sAthe A rIte vAtacIta thayA pachI lAladAsa potAnA sthAne gayA. ane bAdazAhane kevI rIte samajAva tene vicAra karavA lAgyA. vicAra karatAM eka upAya sUjha ne te pramANe karavA mATe potAnA celAne samajAvI dIdhe. bIje divase lAladAsa bAdazAhanI pAse beThA hatA. te vakhate temane cele tyAM Avyo. ne lAladAsane kahyuM ke ahIMnA zarApha bahu badamAza thaI gayA che. lAladAse pUchyuM ke kema? celAe kahyuM ke huM A rUpiyA laIne pisA levA gaye hatuM paNa e lokee mane paisA na ApyA. lAladAse celAne pUchyuM ke e lekee zuM kahyuM? celAe javAba Apyo ke

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zAradA sAgara 858 e lAko kahe che ke A rUpiyA khATA che eTale ame paisA ApI zakIe nahi. sAthe ema paNa kahyuM ke tame khAvAjInA celA che eTale javA daie chIe. paNa jo tamArI jagyAe khIjo koi heta te tenA upara keza karIne krU'Da-apAvata. mATe tame cAlyA jAva. khAdazAha A vAta sAMbhaLatA hatA. teNe khAvAjIne pUchyuM ke A leke zuM vAta kare che? khAvAjIe kahyuM ke ahIMnA zarApha leAke evA maDhamAza banI gayA che ke bAdazAhanA sikkAne paNu mAnatA nathI. A mATe cele rUpiyA laine pAcho Avye che. rUpiyA upara khAdazAhI sikko hAvA chatAM te leAkeA khATA rUpiyA che ema kahIne pheMkI de che. bAdazAhe bAvAjInA hAthamAMthI rUpiyA laine joyA ane kahyuM ke A rUpiyA tame kayAMthI lAvyA ? zuM tame mArA kAyado nathI jANatA ? A rUpiyA khoTo che. ane kheATA rUpiyA calAvanArane huM sajA karuM chuM. tamane te huM sArI rIte oLakhuM chuM ke tame AvA khATA rUpiyA banAvyeA nahi hAya paNa tamane koNe ApyuM ? tyAre bAvAjIe kahyuM ke A khe!Ta che tethI zuM? A khATA upara mAdazAhI sikko te che ne! bAdazAhe kahyuM ke, mAre sikko sAcA heAvA joie. mArA nAmanA sikko hAya paNa te khATA heAya te te banAvave ke calAvavA e aparAdha che. bAvAjIe kahyuM ke jo ema che te zuM muddAnA nAme julma gujAravA ke koine jabarajastIthI mAra mArIne musalamAna banAvavA e zuM apazadha nathI! zuM A rIte karavu te khATA sikkA calAvavA jeva aparAdha nathI. khAdazAha vAtane samajI gayA ne pUchyuM ke te mAre zuM karavuM? lAlAsa khAvAjIe kahyuM ke kAi pAtAnI jAte musalamAna ane te vAta judI che. khAkI dharmanI khAkhatamAM svataMtratA hAvI joie. kAinA upara phA` karAya nahi. bAdazAhe khAvAjInI vAtanA svIkAra karyo. TUkamAM khATA sikko kAcanA maNInI jema asAra che, tenI keAI ki Mmata nathI. tema je sAdhu uparathI cAritranu pAlana karatA hAya paNa bhAvamAM cAritra na heAya te te saMyamI kheATA sikakA jevA che. AvA sAdhu, sAdhu thavA chatAM anAtha che tema anAthI suni kahI rahyA che. vadhu bhAva avasare. / caritraH- pavanajI ane ajanA satInu milana thayu che. emane AnaMdanA pAra nathI, khAra khAra varSa sudhI ajanAjIe kevA kaSTo veThayA hatA! vacamAM traNa divasa pavanajI AvyA tyAre AnaMda Avye ne pAchA duHkhanA divaseA AvI gayA. AvI pavitra satIne paNa kevA kevA kaSTo veThavA paDayA che! saMsAravAsI hAya ke saMsAra tyAgI heAya paNa jyAM sudhI AtmA dehadhArI che tyAM sudhI bAhya AMtarika vighnA tenA jIvana para prahAra karatAM rahe che. kAyara manuSya e vitAmAM gabharAI jAya che tyAre parAkramI manuSya :te vighnAne paga nIce kacaDI nAMkhI AgaLa vadhatA rahe che. guNIyala AtmA upara paNa

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zAradA sAgara 859 jagata prahAra kare che ane durjana AtmA upara paNa jagata prahAro kare che. aMjanA jevI mahAna satI upara Apattio paDavAmAM kaMI bAkI na rahI paNa mahAsatI dhIratA ane vIratAthI ApattionA jhaMjhAvAtamAM nizcala rahI te jhaMjhAvAta zamI gayo ane sukhanA divaso AvI gayA. je satI aMjanAe duHkhathI kaMTALIne ApaghAta karyo hota te pavanajInuM milana na thAta. ane tenA mAthethI kalaMka paNa na utarata ane jagamAM satI tarIke jAhera na thAta. atyAre e baMnenuM milana thatAM AnaMdanI choLo uchaLI rahI hatI. dhanya mukha dIThuM ho tuma taNuM, beu sakhI bese che madhurI vANu te, kema karI senAmAhe saMcaryA, kema karI jhIlyA rAjA varUNanAM bANuM te, bAMdhyA khara-dUSaNa choDAvyA, sAmA he subhaTanA ghaNuM sahyA ghAya te, yuddha karI je ati uryA, ati sukha ulaTa aMga na thAya te-satIre-- vasaMtamAlA ane aMjanA pavanane kahe che ke Apane joIne amArA haiye harSa samAtuM nathI. Aje Apa padhAravAnA haze tethI Aje savArethI amArA haiyAmAM anero AnaMda thato hato. ApanuM mukha joIne amane khUba AnaMda thAya che. paNa svAmInAtha! Ape AvI nAnI uMmaramAM varUNa jevA parAkramI rAjAne harAvIne vijaya patAkA laherAvI. khara ane dUSaNa nAmanA rAvaNanA zUravIra maMtrIone choDAvyA. Apane jayajayakAra belAI gayo. Apane yuddhamAM kevA kevA kaSTa sahana karavA paDyA! yuddhamAM te bhAlA, talavAranA kevA kevA ghA tamAre sahana karavA paDayA haze! te badhI vAta amane kahe. pavanajI kevI rIte yuddhamAM gayA ne tyAM kevI rIte parAkramathI laDayA te badhI vAta aMjanA ane vasaMtamAlAne kahI saMbhaLAvI. paraspara ekabIjAnI duHkhanI vAta sAMbhaLIne heyA haLavA banAvyA. eTalAmAM aMjanAnA mAtA-pitA ane sAsu sasarAnA vimAna AvI pahoMcyA. ' sAsu-sasarA ane mAtA-pitA badhAne joIne aMjanA sAmI gaI ne sAsu-sasarAnA pagamAM paDI gaI. A joI sasarAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA ne gadgad svare belyA. beTA! A pApI tArA sasarAne have page lAgavA jevuM nathI. mane hajAro vAra dhikkAra che ke meM kedanI vAta sAMbhaLI nahi. sAsu te strI jAti hatI paNa meM rAjA jevA rAjAe satIne keTale ghora anyAya karyo ne tarata kADhI mUkI. huM kyA meDhe tArA sAmuM jouM! ATaluM bolatAM sasarAnI AMkhamAM pazcAtApanA AMsu AvI gayA. baMdhuo ! AMsunA be TIpAM kevI asara kare che! pazcAtApanA AMsu Ave te tenA pravAhamAM kamanI kALAza devAI jAya che. ane iSTa vastu na maLe ne AMkhamAM AMsu Ave te tenAthI karmanuM baMdhana thAya che. aMjanA kahe-pitAjI! Apane keIne doSa nathI. deSa mAtra mArA karmane che. ema kahI sasarAjIne zAMta

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zAradA sAgara pADI sAsunA pagamAM paDI. sAsue aMjanAnA mAthe kalaMka caDhAvyuM hatuM ne kevA kevA zabda kahyA hatA! paNa satIe evo vicAra na karyo ke have te mAro pati AvI ga che ne huM niSkalaMka banI chuM. have mAre e sAsunA sAmuM paNa jevuM nathI. paNa jenuM aMtara pavitra che, mana zuddha che ne vinaya che tevA AtmAo kadI parAye deSa jetA nathI. te anusAra satI aMjanA sAsu ketumatInA caraNamAM paDI tyAre sAsu kahe che he dIkarI! meM te tArA mAthe kalaMka caDhAvavAmAM bAkI nathI rAkhI. meM bahAra tAruM keTaluM vagANuM karyuM che! tArA mAthe jhADa uge eTalA duHkha dIdhA che. meM tArI vAta paNa sAMbhaLI nathI. A pApaNI sAsune dhikakAra che. he satI! mAre aparAdha kSamA karaje. mane mApha karaje. aMjanA kahe - bA ! Apa teM mArA mahAna upakArI che. Apane mArI pAse AvI mAphI mAMgavAnI na hoya. e te mArA karmo mane duHkha ApyA che. A rIte sAsu sasarAne mIThA zabdothI sAMtvana Ape che. aMjanAnA mAtA-pitA te paDakhe ubhA rahyA che. saMsAramAM dIkarIne mAtA-pitA game teTalA vahAlA hoya paNa mAtA-pitA karatAM sAsu-sasarAne pahelA sAcavavA paDe che. have aMjanA mAtA-pitAnI pAse jAya che. mAtA-pitA AvIne maLyA, bhAi bhojAI ati ghaNe neha te pIyarIyA mukha DhAMkI re, vastra pAchAM karI nirakhe deha te, AvIne bAI saghaLI maLI, mana mAhe mAharI mata ANe lAja to mAhare ka huM vana gaI, harSa vacana thaI sahu bAlA Aja te satI re aMjanA mAtA-pitA tarapha javA paga upADe che te pahelAM mAtA-pitA enA sAmA AvyA. aMjanA mAtAnA pagamAM paDavA jAya che tyAM tenI mAtA kahe che beTA ! tAre mArA pagamAM paDavAnuM nathI. paNa mAre tane page lAgavAnuM che. ema kahI mAtA aMjanAnA pagamAM paDavA jAya che. paNa vinayavaMta dIkarI mAtAne vAMkI vaLavA de kharI? te tarata kahe che bA! e badhI vAta bhUlI jA. mAtA kahe che arere...meM tane pIvA pANI paNa na ApyuM. tene pUchayuM paNa nahi ke dIkarI! tArI A dazA kema thaI? mAre khUNAmAM besADIne tane pUchavuM joItuM hatuM. tenA badale tAruM mukha jevuM paNa na gamyuM. meM janetA banIne Ave julama karyo. tenA pitAjI paNa pitAnI bhUlane pazcAtApa karavA lAgyA. ne aMjanA pAse mAphI mAMgavA lAgyA. bhAI-bhAbhIe badhAne aMjanA pratye ghaNe prema che paNa pote aMjanAnA sAmuM joyuM nathI eTale pAse AvatAM saMkocAya che. A joIne aMjanA kahe che- he mArA parama upakArI mAtA-pitA, hAlA vaDIla baMdhuo ane bhAbhIe ! tame jarA paNa aphasosa na karazo. koI raDazo ke pUrazo nahiM. mAre je duHkha veThavA paDayA temAM tamAre jarA paNa doSa nathI. deSa mArA pUrvakarmane che. have e duHkhanA divase cAlyA gayA che. have badhA AnaMda pAme, huM

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zA agara 861 AvA kaSTamAM je jIvatI rahI zakI houM te Apa badhA vaDIlo pratApa che. Ama kahIne badhAne AzvAsana ApI senA haiyA haLavA karAvI dIdhA. ne badhA AnaMdathI aMjanAne pharatA besI gayA che. vacamAM nAnakaDe hanumAna kumAra deDAdoDa kare che ne badhAnA sAmuM jue che. tyAre tenA dAdA-dAdIe tene uMcakIne khaLAmAM besADI dIdhe. dAdA dAdI jue pitara, hanumaMta nijakula hIra e sahI haze eha, vaMza vidyAdhara vIra, bhakita yukita bahu bhAvazuM, mAme karI manuhAra sajana sahu satAjIyA, pavanajIne ati pyAra, hanumAna kumAra nAne che paNa tenA mukha upara khUba teja jhaLake che. A joIne prahAda rAjAne ketumatI rANI kahe che-A dIkare ApaNA kuLamAM hIrA jevo tejasvI ne siMha jevo parAkramI banaze. ATale mAne che chatAM tenA mukha upara ATalI tejasvitA che te moTe thaze tyAre ke tejasvI banaze! Ama kahetAM jAya che ne hanumAnakumArane jotAM jAya che. ne pyArathI sai ramADe che. bAra bAra varSe satata brahmacaryanuM pAlana karyA pachI aMjanAe hanumAnane janma Apyo hate. brahmacaryanuM pAlana karyA pachI je dIkarAne janma thAya che te dIkarA AvA tejasvI bane che. mArA bhAIo ne baheno! tamAre je tamArA saMtAne AvA zUravIra banAvavA hoya te brahmacaryanuM pAlana karaje. tame saMtAnone sAtvika padArtho khavaDAvIne je zakita nahi ApI zake tenAthI adhika brahmacaryanuM pAlana karIne ApI zakaze. badhA AnaMdathI maLyA ne traNa cAra divasa aMjanAnA mosALamAM rokAyA. have badhA javAnI rajA mAMge che tyAre aMjanAnA mAmA kahe che haju thoDA divasa rokAI jAva. khUba Agraha karyo tethI be traNa divasa vadhu rokAyA. jeTalA divasa teo rokAyA teTalA divasa aMjanAnA mAmAe gAmamAM AnaMda mahatsava ujavyuM. have baMne rAjAnA rAjya sUnA paDyA che eTale sahunuM mana javA mATe upaDI gayuM che. aMjanA tathA hanumAna kumArane laIne pitAnA rAjyamAM javA mATe pavanane tathA temanA mAtA pitAne harSa samAto nathI. dilamAM ane AnaMda che. have badhA gAmamAM kevI rIte jaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. - vyAkhyAna naM. 98 - viSayA-"vijJAna ane dharma" kArataka suda 5 ne zanivAra tA. 8-11-75 paramapaMthanA pradarzaka, zaileya prakAzaka, rAga-dveSanA vighAtaka, evA kevaLajJAnI

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zAradA mA mahApurUSoe AtmAne jJAna prApta thAya te mATe dharma ane vijJAnanI vAta samajAvI. Aje darekanA manamAM ema jijJAsA che ke bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM vijJAna hoya te sAruM Apane khyAla nathI paNa jainadarzana vijJAnathI bharacaka bhareluM che. je vAta tamArA vijJAne nathI samajAvI te jainadarzane samajAvI che. AjanuM vijJAna vinAza sarje che. jyAre bhagavAnanuM vijJAna utthAna kare che. AjanuM vijJAna vinAzI ane nAzavaMta sukha Ape che. jyAre bhagavAnanuM vijJAna avinAzI ane zAzvata sukha Ape che. ApaNane badhAne Aje vItarAga bhagavAnane zreSTha mArga ane jainadarzana saddabhAgya prApta thayA che. vijJAna eTale vizeSa jJAna. tame badhAe jJAna te ghaNuM meLavyuM che. bhautika jJAnamAM pragati te ghaNI karI che. kaladAra pedA karavAmAM te evA hoMziyAra che ke amArI buddhi te tyAM pahoMcI zake nahi. tamAruM vijJAna paNa bhautika sukha mATe bharacakabharyuM che. eka nAne lekhaMDane TukaDe paNa je vaijJAnikanA hAthamAM jAya te mazInarI banI jAya che. dharatImAM kaI jagyAe dhAtu, Adi che te jovA mATe pahelAM mazInarI mUke che ne pachI temAMthI kADhavA prayatna kare che. A tamAruM vijJAna je sukha Ape che te sukhamAM lAlasA vadhe che. lebha vadhe che A vijJAna game teTaluM AgaLa gayuM hoya te paNa e nathI zodhI zakayuM ke te marelA mANasane jIvato karI zake ke AyuSya vadhArI zake. tyAre te DokaTara paNa kahI de che ke tUTI tenI buTI nathI. vijJAna ane dharmamAM phera zuM? jena dharma vijJAnamaya che. sAcuM vijJAna to te che ke je vinAza na kare paNa utthAna kare, zUnyamAMthI sarjana kare ne AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA banAve. tamAruM vijJAna game teTaluM AgaLa vadhIne vadhaze te bhautika sukha Apaze paNa AtmAnuM sukha nahi Ape. sukha kone kahevAya? tame bole che ne ke "paheluM sukha te jAte naryA." saMsAranuM badhuM sukha hoya zarIranuM sukha na hoya to bIjA badhA sukha jhAMkhA che. game teTalI lamI hoya. meTA karoDapati hoya paNa je tenI zarIranI taMdurastI sArI nahi hoya te te mAne che ke huM dukhI chuM. rAjA jevo vaibhava hoya paNa je zarIra sAruM nahi hoya ne tene pUchaze ke bhAI! tuM to saMpUrNa sukhI che ne? tyAre te zuM kaheze? bhAI! badhuM sukha che. paNa mAruM zarIra sAruM nathI tethI mahAna sukhI hovA chatAM duHkhI chuM. ahIMyA jenA darzana ane tamArA vijJAnamAM taphAvata paDe che. jenA darzana kahe che. kadAca zarIra sAruM hoya paNa tenA jIvanamAM dharma na hoya to te zarIra mAMduM che. te zarIranI koI kiMmata nathI. mATe paheluM sukha jAte naryA tenA badale jenA darzana kahe che ke paheluM sukha te AtmajJAna. bhagavAnanuM vijJAna kahe che ke tane zarIra te sAruM maLI gayuM paNa te zarIra dvArA teM keTalA sArA kAryo karyA? keTalAnuM bhaluM karyuM? te vicAra karaje. vRkSane keI kuhADI laIne kApavA jAya te paNa te tene zItaLa chAyA Ape

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zAradA sAgara 83 che. tame tamArA jIvanathI khIjAne zuM ApI rahyA che ? ajANyA mANasa AvIne tamane kahe ke bhAI! mane eka rAta ApanA makAnamAM rahevA de. te! tame rahevA de kharA ? nA. jJAnI kahe che pahelu sukha jAte naryA te bhUlI jAva paNa paheluM sukha te AtmajJAna te sUtra apanAvIne A zarIra dvArA kAinA AMsu lUche. duHkhIonA belI khaneA ne bhavakaTI thAya tevu kArya karI le. tamAru vijJAna bahAranI badhI sagavaDa tamane pUrI pADaze. vijJAne bhautika kSetre te ghaNI pragati karI che. pahelAM maheneAne pANI bharavA mATe kUve ane taLAve javu paDatuM hatuM ne Aje teA ghara-gharamAM naLa AvI gayA. naLa khAle tyAM gharamAM gaMgA-jamanA vahevA lAge. garamI lAge eTale svIca khAve ke paMkhA cAlu thaI jAya. pahelAM rasAi karavA mATe dALa-bhAta-zAka mATe judI judI tapelIe caDhAvavI paDatI hatI. Aje ghara gharamAM kukara AvyA che. pahelAM anAja hAthe DhaLatA hatA Aje ilekaTrIka cakkIothI DhaLAya che. are! zrImatAnA gharamAM tA cakkIe AvI gaI che. tethI bahAra javAnI paNa temane ciMtA nathI. kapaDA dhovAnA mazIna AvI gayA. pahelAM gheADAgADIe ke khaLadagADIe dvAza mAnava pravAsa karatA hete jyAre Aje vijJAne gADI, meTara, plena ane raoNkeTa dADAvyA che. eTale tame echA TAimamAM vadhu musApharI karI zake. asalanA samayamAM bahenane rasAi karavA mATe cule saLagAvavA paDatA hatA. cule saLagAve tyAre keTaleAya dhumADo AMkhamAM bharAi jAya ne AMkhamAM pANI Ave tyAre culA saLage, ane Aje te gharagharamAM gyAsa thaI gayA. gyAsa saLagAvatA vAra nahi ne tenA upara raseAI thatAM paNa vAra nahi. paraMtu kayAreka gyAsa phATe tyAre te kevA vinAza sarjI de che. AjanA mAnava vijJAnanA raMge raMgAI gayA che. tethI mAne che ke vijJAne sukha zeAdhyuM che. paraMtu te sukhanI pAchaLa keTaluM du:kha raheluM che! vijJAna tamane tananI zAMti ApI zakaze paNa mananI zAMti nahi ApI zake. vijJAne je hAIDrAjana prema ane eTamakhAMba AphrinI zeAdha karI che te keTalA vinAza sarje che! amerikAe jApAna para AMkha phUMkA tyAre hIrAzImA ane nAgAzIkA AkhuM sAph thaI gayuM. temAM je koi maryA nahIM ne jIvatA rahyA che temanI karUNa kahAnI sAMbhaLIe teA ApaNuM kALaju kAma karatuM nathI. baMdhue ! A vijJAne sukha ApyuM ke duHkha ? vinAza sarjyo ke utthAna sarvyuM ? AtmAne sukha ApanAra ane utthAna karanAra te dharma che. mATe dharmanA svarUpane samajo. tame plenamAM uDA che. te samaye mazIna agaDayuM. pAyaleATa kahe-huM' mazIna sudhAravA prayatna karuM chuM. paNa tame tamArA ISTadevane yAda karI le. khele, te samaye tamane pyArI patnI, putra ke maMgalA sAMbhare kharA ? (zrotAmAMthI avAja - tyAre te badhA ekacitte bhagavAnane yAda kare.)

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zAradA sAgara jyAre puNyapALa tuTe, pApane pravAha Ave, prabhu tuM yAda Ave, nahIM hAtha keI jhAle, karmo khUba satAve, prabhu tuM yAda Ave. jIvanamAM puNyanI pALa tUTI jAya ne pApane pravAha AvavA lAge tyAre sau prabhune yAda kare. plenamAM mRtyuno bhaya sAme dekhAye eTale bhagavAnanA samaraNamAM lIna banI jAva. kAraNa ke tyAM to tame samaje che ke atyAre bacAvanAra keI hoya to dharma che. patnI, putra ke parivAra keI bacAvI zakavAnuM nathI. bAkI jyAre tame haMmezA mALA gaNatA hoya te kevI rIte gaNo? "ghaTamALA goviMdamALA, moTA maNakAvALI mALA, tuM jA huM AvuM chuM. mALAnA maNakA phastA hoya paNa mana te kayAMya bhamatuM hoya! paNa muzkelImAM Ave tyAre tenuM citta ekadama sthira banI jAya. ' AjanA vijJAnathI tamane dhana maLaze, tananI zAMti maLaze paNa mananI zAMti nahi maLe. game teTaluM dhana hoya paNa mananI zAMti na hoya te tananI zAMti zuM kAmanI? mananI zAMti ApanAra dharma che. bhArata dezamAM lokene jeTalo mananI zAMti che teTalI amerikAmAM nathI. ApaghAtanA kissA bhArata karatAM amerikAmAM ghaNAM bane che. bhAratamAM Thera Thera maMdira, derAsara, upAzraye, carca Adi che. dareka loke potapotAnA dharma pramANe dharma pALe che. mAnavIne mananI zAMti ApanAra dharma sivAya koI nathI vijJAne mAtra gati ane sagavaDatA ApI che. zAMti ke samAdhi ApavAnI vijJAnamAM tAkAta nathI. zAMti-samAdhi joIe te dharmanuM zaraNuM aMgIkAra karyA vinA chUTake nathI. jJAnI kahe che ke - dharaje dhamanI dhurA dhIra, tuM banaje ekalavAyo vIra, A jagatamAM che kAgAne kIra, jina AjJAmAM banaje sthira. dharma jIvane zAMti ane samAdhi Ape che. keI mANasa Adhi-vyAdhithI kaMTALI gaye hoya te te samaye vaijJAnika sAdhano tene aMtara zAMti ApI zakaze? nA. bAhA zAMti Apaze. jema tApathI AkuLa-vyAkuLa thaIne AvelA mANasane kIjanuM ThaMDu pANI Apaze to tene zAtA vaLaze. paNa koIne ekane eka lADakavA dIkare gujarI gaye hoya tene kIjamAM mUkeluM ThaMDu pANI Ape agara reDiyAnA madhura svara saMbhaLAve te zuM ene e sAdhane zAMti ApI zakaze? nA pati-patnI pitA-putra, derANI-jeThANuM vacce vikhavAda thayo haze te te vaijJAnika sAdhano dvArA vikhavAda zAMta thaze? nA tame saMtanI pAse jaze te bhale te tamane koI vastu nahi Ape paNa dharma samajAvIne tamane zAMti jarUra Apaze. saMyamI AtmA baLatA hRdayane zAMta kare che. ATalA mATe jJAnI kahe che "dharaje dharmanI dhUrA tuM dhIra" dharmane hadayamAM dhAravA mATe ane dharmanI duza vahana karavA mATe tuM pairyavAna banaje. sukhamAM te tuM AnaMdathI rahe che paNa

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zAradA sAgara 865 duHkha Ave tyAre akaLAIne AkuLavyAkuLa na banIza. je dharmanA svarUpane samajI zake che te duHkhamAM dhIraja rAkhI zake che. dharmavAna vairyavAna banI zake che. keI bhAI vairyavAna hoya te tame kahe che ne ke phalANAbhAI khUba pairyavAna che. e game tevI muzkelImAM mUkAI jAya paNa kadI akaLAya nahi. khUba gaMbhIra che. tamAruM vijJAna AvI vairyatA ane gaMbhIratA nahi ApI zake. e te dharma Apaze. samajo! tame tamArA baMgalAmAM dezadezanI navIna cIjo lAvIne mUke. dA. ta. jApAnanI, jarmananI, amerikAnI ne AphrikAnI A rIte tame ghaNI cIja vasAvIne bahu suMdara saMgraha karyo che. paNa huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke zuM e vastuo bimArI vakhate tamane zAMti Apaze kharI? nA. vaijJAnika sAdhane bhautika sukha Apaze paNa Atmika sukha ApavAnI enAmAM tAkAta nathI. sAcuM sukha ane zAMti meLavavI hoya te dharmanI dhurA grahaNa karIne vIra bane. jJAnI kahe che ke "thAje tuM ekalavAyo vara" he cetana! tuM sAce vIra banIne vicAra karaje ke A saMsAra upAdhione ukaraDe che. e upAdhimAMthI mukta banavA dharmanI dhurA upADI le. A jIva ekale AvyuM che ne ekalo javAne che. sAthe eka rAtI damaDI laI javAnuM nathI. je dharmanuM bhAtuM bharyuM haze te te sAthe laI javAze. mATe mAyakAMgalApaNuM cheDIne AtmAne kahe ke he cetana! tuM ziyALa je nathI paNa siMha jevA zUravIra che. eziyALe nathI paNa ojasvI che. anaMtajJAnane puMja che. anaMta teja puMja che. sahastrakiraNa tArI temAMthI bahAra nIkaLe che. sahajAnaMdI che. zuddha svarUpI che. AvI AMtarika daSTi keLave. bAhAdaSTi che. je bAhyadaSTi rAkhI, bAhya jagatamAM guMcavAyelA raheze te traNa kALamAM zAzvata sukha ke zAMti meLavI zakavAnA nathI. zAMti meLavavA mATe jinezvara bhagavAnanI vANI amRta samAna che. kahyuM che ke "A jagamAM che kAgA ne kIra, jinAjJAmAM banaje sthira." A jagatamAM vANI ghaNAM prakAranI che. paNa jinezvara prabhunI vANI sivAyanI sarva vANI mithyA che. kAgaDAnI paNa vANI che ne koyalanI paNa vANI che. kAgaDAnI vANI karkaza lAge che ne keyalanI vANI madhurI lAge che. kahyuM che ke - kahAM kAga bANa kahAM, keyalakI Tera che kahAM bhAnu teja bhayo Agi bicAre kahAM, pUnamake ajavALe kahIM, amAvAsa adhe che / kAgaDAnI vANI ane keyalanI vANImAM AsamAna jamIna jeTaluM aMtara che. jyAM sUryanA teja ne kayAM AgiyAnA teja! kayAM pUrNimAne prakAzane kayAM amAsane aMdhakAra! A paMktimAM ApaNe zuM samajavAnuM che? sarvajJa bhagavaMtanI vANImAM ane chalmasthanI vANImAM keTale taphAvata che? sarvajJanI vANI pUrNimAnA caMdra jevI che. ane chamasthanI

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866 zAradA sAgara vANI amAsanA aMdhakAra jevI che. jinezvara prabhunI vANuM duHkhathI AkuLa - vyAkuLa banelA jIvonA duHkha dUra karI tene zAMti pamADe che. paNa yAda rAkhajo ke e zakti vaijJAnika sAdhane mAM nathI. paraMtu jinavANI AphatanA vAdaLo vikherI nAkhe che. kevI rIte? nyAya ApuM. eka mAtAne eka lADakavA putra hato. putra mATe mAtAnA manamAM keTalAM aramAna hatA. paNa mANasanuM dhAryuM kaMI thatuM nathI. e dIkarAne mUkIne tenA pitA gujarI gayA. bAI vidhavA banI. sthiti sAmAnya hatI. pati pitAnI patnI ane putrane mUkIne cAle gaye. have gujarAna kema calAvavuM tenI ciMtA hatI. chatAM AzA amara che. patinA viyeganuM duHkha visAre paDayuM. mAtA lokone ghera kAma karavA lAgI. lokenA daLaNAM daLI, peTe pATA bAMdhI putrane bhaNAvavA lAgI. putrane bhaNAvavAnI sAthe sArA saMskAronuM siMcana karatI hatI. chokaro paNa khUba vinayavAna hato. Aje mAtA-pitA kaSTa veThIne chokarAone bhaNave che. paNa e chekarAo bhaNIgaNIne hoMziyAra thAya, sAruM kamAya eTale mAtA-pitAne bhUlI jAya che. enA mA-bApa kaMI kahevA jAya te kahI de che ke mArA kAryamAM kaI jAtanI ADakhIlI karaze nahi. je kaTakaTa karavI hoya te cAlatA thaI jAo. AvA zabda dIkare mA - bApane kahe eTale mA bApane keTaluM duHkha lAge! peTe pATA bAMdhIne bhaNAvyAM, gaNAvyAM ne paraNAvyA. ATalA moTA karyA tene A badalo ! A badhe vaijJAnika yugane vAyare che. dharmane pAmele saMskArI chokarI AvA zabdo bole nahi. ! vidhavA mAtAne dIkare khUba saMskArI hate. mAtA AzAmAM pitAnuM duHkha bhUlIne divase vitAve che. dIkare paNa vicAra kare che ke huM jaladI bhaNuM ane A mArI duHkhIyArI mAtAne sukha ApuM. dIkarAe meTrIkanI parIkSA ApI. pepara khUba sArA gayA. enA manamAM paNa utsAha hatuM ke huM sAza mAke pAsa thaIza. parIkSA pachI vekezana paDayuM. A chokaro vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke deDha mahinAnuM vekezana che te kaMIka kAma karuM ne mArI duHkhIyArI mAtAne zAMti Ape. je sArI savIsa maLI jAya te have bhaNavuM paNa nathI. vekezanamAM te chUTaka kAma karavA lAgyA. rIjhalTa AvI gayuM ne phasTa kalAsa pAsa thaye. eTale badhA kahe che ke tuM AgaLa bhaNa. cheka AgaLa bhaNavAnI nA pADe che. have te tenA manamAM eka ja bhAva che ke mArI mAtAne sukhI karuM. eTale sArI savI sanI tapAsa kare che. mAtAe paNa dIkarAnI AzAmAM ATalA varSo pasAra karyA. have zarIra kAma karatuM nathI. mANasa AzAmAM varSo vItAvI de che paNa AzAnA minArA tUTI jAya te be divasa te zuM tenA be kalAka paNa pasAra thatA nathI. dikarAnA manamAM mAtAne sukhI karavAne utsAha che. mAtA paNa sukhanI AzAmAM

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zAradA sAgara divase vitAve che. paNa kudaratanI kaLA nyArI che. karmane keyaDo alabele che. tene koI pahoMcI zakatuM nathI. A chokare ekAeka bimAra paDe. bimArI te evI jIvaleNa AvI ke mAtAe ghaNuM upacAra karyo paNa kaI rIte dIkare sAjo thato nathI. je kaMI bacAvIne rAkhyuM hatuM te dIkarAnI bimArImAM khalAsa thaI gayuM. kahevata che ke sAje mANasa na khAya teTaluM mAMde mANasa khAI jAya. A vidhavA mAtAnA paisA dIkarAnI bimArImAM kharcAI gayA. karmanI karAmata kevI che! mANasa dhAre che juduM ne banI jAya che juduM. karma kahe che ke "abhAgIyA tuM AthaDa mA, besI rahene bhAramAM, tuM jaIza gADImAM te huM jaIza plenamAM." ghaNuM upacAra karavA chatAM sArUM na thayuM. chevaTe eka divasa kALa gojhAro AvI gaye. dIkare mAtAne retI kakaLatI mUkI A phAnI duniyA cheDIne cAlyA gayA. mohanA jhurApAmAM suratI mAtA nathI jANatI ke mAre hAlasoye cA gayA che. tethI bole che ke huM mArA lAla! eka vAra te tuM mArA sAmuM je. mArI sAthe vAta kara. paNa jIva hoya te bele ne! badhA kahe che bahena! have dIkarAne kheALAmAMthI bheMya mUkI de. mAtAnA manamAM thayuM ke zuM mAro lAla cAlyA gaye? badhA parANe dIkarAne nIce mUkAve che. paNa mAtA to maDadAne vaLagI paDI. badhA cheDAve che paNa choDatI nathI. te evuM karUNa rUdana karavA lAgI ke paththara jevA kaThora hRdayanA mAnavInA haiyA paNa cIrAI jAya. mAtAne badhA khUba samajAve che paNa tenuM haiyuM hAtha rahetuM nathI. duniyAmAM badhAnA heta maLaze paNa mAtAnA heta nahi maLe. mAtAnI mamatA ora che. chevaTe sagAM nehIoe paraNe mAtAnA hAthamAMthI putranuM kalevara choDAvI tenI aMtima kriyA karI. mAtA putranA viyoganI vedanAthI magajane kAbU gumAve tevI tenI sthiti banI gaI. devAnupriya! AvI sthitimAM tamArA vaijJAnika sAdhane, kIja ke reDiye kaIpaNa sAdhana A duHkhIyArI mAtAnA manane zAMti ApI zakaze? are! tene kaI plenamAM agara rekeTamAM besADIne caMdralokamAM laI jAya te paNa tenA AtmAne zAMti thAya? belo te kharA. nA. have AvA prasaMge zAMti ApavA mATe tame kone belAvaze? vaijJAnikane ke saMtane? (tAmAMthI avAja - saMtane). saMta AvIne tene dharmanA be zabda saMbhaLAvaze. te ene zAMti vaLaze. DezImAM putranI pAchaLa jhUryA kare che. khAtA-pItA nathI. ene karUNa kalpAMta kethI je jato nathI. e arasAmAM gAmamAM eka mahAna jJAnI saMta padhAryA. sagAvahAlAe saMtanI pAse jaIne kahe gurUdeva! A aghaTita banAva banyuM che. e vidhavA mAtA khUba jhUre che. te Apa tyAM padhArIne tene kaMIka AzvAsana Apa.. saMta enI pAse AvIne samajAve che. he bahena! saMsAramAM koNa konuM che ? A jagatamAM saMga, viyoga cAlyA kare che. A kAyA te kAcI mATInA kuMbha jevI che. tene kUTatA vAra lAgatI nathI.

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868 zAradA sAgara tArI kAcI kAcI kAyAne tuM zAne kare che gumAna...bhajI le mahAvIra nAma kAyA tArI kAcI che, mAna zikhAmaNa sAcI che, cAra divasanI che - jiMdagAnI cAra divasanA khela, e dhana-lata kaMi kAma na Ave, tuM zAne kare che gumAna....bhajIle... A jiMdagIne vizvAsa karavA jevuM nathI. A saMsAramAM dareka cIjo azAzvata che. je keI zAzvata hoya te ApaNe AtmA che. mAtA te uMcuM jetI nathI. moDhuM DhAMkIne raDayA kare che. saMta kahe che mAtA ! tuM UMcuM te je. tyAre kahe che huM tene jouM? mArA lADakavAyAnA AghAtane ghA mArAthI sahana thatuM nathI. huM te tenI pAchaLa jaIza. tyAre saMta kahe che bahena ! kaI koInI pAchaLa jaI zakatuM nathI, tamArA pati paraleka prayANa karI gayA ke nahi? ene paNa A ja ghA lAgyo haze ne? chatAM sahana thaye ke nahi? meM kaIne A rIte eka divasa javAnuM che. mATe have putranA pugalane prema cheDI AtmadhyAnamAM sthira bane. prabhunuM nAma smaraNa kare. A rIte mAtAne aneka rIte samajAvI dharmamaya jIvana jIvavAnI kaLAnuM jJAna ApyuM ke jethI duHkhI mAtAnI azAMti TaLI ne zAMti prApta thaI. baMdhuo ! sAMbhaLyuM ne? baLatA jhaLatA AtmAne zAMti koNa ApI zake che? jagatanuM vijJAna ke vItarAgane dharma? vijJAna nahi paNa vItarAga kathita dharma zAMti ApI zake che. vItarAga kathita dharmane samajAvanArA vItarAgI saMta che. tene koI jAtane svArtha nathI. ekAMta svaparanA hitanI bhAvanA che. emanI pAse jaIne beso te paNa tamArA AtmAne zAMti maLI jAya. eka nyAya ApuM. kalyANamaMdira stotramAM kahyuM che ke"aastaamcinty mahimA jina saMstavaste, nAmA'pipAti bhavato bhavato jaganti / tIvrAtapo'pahatapAnthajanAnidAdhe, prINAtipadma sarasaH saraso'nilo'pi // " ' he bhagavaMta! tAruM stavana karavAnuM te dUra rahe paNa tAruM nAmasmaraNa karavAthI paNa jagatanA jInA pApa dUra thaI jAya che. kevI rIte? te kahe che-caitra-vaizAkha mahinAmAM sUrya khUba to hoya, dharatI dhagadhagatI hoya, evA samayamAM keI musAphira nijana vanamAM bhUlo paDa heya, tarasathI khUba AkuLa vyAkuLa thaI gayuM hoya, tyAre tene tapAsa karatAM koI sarovara maLI jAya te te thAkele ne tarasyo musAphara te tarapha deDe che. haju sarovaranuM pANI teNe pIdhuM nathI paNa te sarovarane spazIne je ThaMDo pavana Ave che tenAthI paNa tRSAtura musApharanI tRSA zAMta thAya che. nadI agara dariyA kinArAne sthIne je havA Ave che te zItaLa hoya che, te mAnavIne zItaLatA Ape che. ane raNane spazIne je havA Ave che te garama hoya che. garama havA mAnavIne AkuLavyAkuLa banAve che. te rIte baMdhuo! saMsAra rUpI raNane spazIne AvatI havA uSNa hoya che.

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zAradA sAgara 869 tene sparza thatAM mana azAMta banI jAya che. ne sata saritAne spazIne AvatA pavana azAMta mAnavInA manane zAMta banAvI de che. satanI vANI sAMbhaLIne pelI vRddha mAtAnuM mana zAMta anI gayuM. te tene saMsAranuM svarUpa samajAI gayuM. TUMkamAM mAre teA tamane eka vAta samajAvavI che ke tame vijJAnamAM sukha mAnI beThA che! paNa kharekhara emAM sukha ke zAMti ApavAnI tAkAta nathI. e tAkAta vItarAga kathita dharmamAM che. mATe viveka karIne vicAra karI ne svamAM sthira aneA. A rIte anAthI muninA samAgama thatAM rAjA zreNIkanA AtmA sthira banyA. bhagavAnanA sa MtA A mATe ApanI sAme vItarAganI vANI rUpI bherI vagADe che. bherI vagADe sadgurU paNa bhAna nahi abUjhane (2) gAi gAine gAyA tA ce jabarA tu suNanArA re.... eka jAgyA na Atama tArA.... sadgurUe karmInI sAthe jaMga khelavA mATe bherI vagADe che, ke he jIvaDA| jAgRta anIne karmanI sAthe jaMga khelI le. jaMga khelatAM raga nA jAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhaje. jene mekSamAM javAnI rUcI jAgI che te AtmAe jaMga khelavA taiyAra thai jaze. gRhasthAzramamAM beThelA jIvAne paNa rUcI jAge teA kalyANa karI jAya che. pRthvIcaMdra ane guNasAgara ane rAjAe hatA. eka paraNatI vakhate mAyarAmAM ne khIjA rAjasihAsane besatAM kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA. e kevI rIte pAmyA haze ? kevI bhavya bhAvanA bhAvI? he prabhu! A cArImAM besIne catutinA cakakaramAM kayAM sudhI rUlIza? ane A rAjyanI dhurAvahana karIne kevA pApa karmo karavA paDaze A rIte bhAvanA bhAvatAM ane pApanA pazcAtApa karatAM zubha dhyAnanI zreNIe caDhatAM kevalajJAna pAmI gayA. dhanya che te AtmAone anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne sanAthatAnuM svarUpa samajAvatAM kahI rahyA che. kusIliMgaiha dhAraittA, isijjhayaM jIviya bUhaittA / asaMjae saMjaya lappamANe, viNigdhAya mAgacchai se ciraMpi / / utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA 43 sAdhupaNAnA veza pahere ane hAthamAM RSidhvaja - eTale rajoharaNa laine phare che. paNa bhagavAne kahyA pramANe je sAdhu saMyamanuM pAlana karaztA nathI. bhAvathI asaMyamI hAvA chatAM huM saMcamI chuM evu' khele che te paMca mahAvratanI virAdhanA kare che. ane RSizvaranA cinhane lajave che. ane vrata niyamonuM pAlana na karavAthI je sAdhuliMga anAtha manAvanAra che te mahAna duHkha ApanAra anI jAya che. sAcA bhAvathI saMyama nahi pALanArA sAdhu

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870 zAradA sAgara liMga dhAraNa karIne AjIvikA calAvanAra kuzIlaliMga dhArakane ajANyA leke bhale sAdhu mAnI le ane ThagAI jAya paNa jANakAra leke emane sAdhu mAnatA nathI. A tame makAna upara rASTradhvaja pharakAve che tema amAro rASTradhvaja rajoharaNa che. je sAdhu pAMca mahAvrata ane pAMca samitinuM pAlana karatA nathI. paNa mAtra sAdhuveza ane RSivaja rAkhanArA che te pote pitAne Thage che ane bIjAne ThagavAnI ceSTA kare che. AvA sAdhuo pitAnI AjIvikA calAvavA ane mAna pratiSThA vadhAravA sAdhupaNAmAM rahe che paNa sAdhutAnA guNa nathI. phakta tenI pAse sAdhuliMga che tethI te anAtha che. AvA Thaga sAdhu jANakAra purUSane ThagI zakatA nathI. TUMkamAM jeNe sAdhune veza paherI lIdhuM che paNa vratamAM vaphAdAra nathI rahetA tenA karmo ghaTavAnA nathI. jJAnI purUSe kahe che je sAdhu sAdhupaNane vaphAdAra nathI tene paricaya paNa na karaze. jenI pAse RSidhvaja ane muhapatti che paNa jenuM jIvana kuzIla che te sAdhutva vinAne sAdhu che. mATe te anAtha che. haju AgaLa zuM kahe che? vIsaM tu pIyaM jaha kAlakUDaM, haNAi satthaM jaha kuggahIyaM / eso vi dhammo visaovavanno haNAi veyAla ivaavvnno|| utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA 44. A gAthAmAM anAthI munie keTale suMdara upadeza Ape che. A gAthAmAM khUba dharmanI vAta samajAve che. je anAthatAmAMthI nIkaLI sanAtha banavA mATe taiyAra thayA che ane jeNe jena dharmane Azraya lIdhe che paNa aMdarathI viSayanI lAlasA chUTI nathI paNa viSayanI lAlasAthI dharmane dhAraNa karyo che te te jIvavAnA Icchuka kAlakUTa viSanuM pAna kare enA jevuM kare che. jIvavA Icche che ke te mATe viSanuM pAna kare che. A baMne virodhI vAte che. A rIte uparathI dharmane upadeza Apa ne aMdarathI viSayanI vAsanA rAkhe te A vAta paNa jIvatA rahevuM ane te mATe kAlakUTa viSanuM pAna karavuM tenA samAna che. anAthI muni bIjuM udAharaNa ApatAM kahe che ke jema kaI mANasa zatrune mAravA mATe hAthamAM talavAra laIne gharamAMthI bahAra nIkaLe. paNa teNe talavAra muThathI pakaDavAne badale A taraphathI pakaDI che eTale ulTI pakaDI che. A rIte uMdhI talavAra pakaDanArane tame mUrkha kaheze ne? kAraNa ke uMdhI talavAra pakaDavAthI pitAnuM mRtyu thaI jAya che. je pramANe jIvita rahevAnI IcchA hovA chatAM kAlakUTa viSanuM pAna karanAra ane zatrune mAravA nIkaLyo hovA chatAM uhuM zastra pakaDanAra pitAnA mRtyunuM kAraNa bane che te pramANe je viSaya lAlasAnuM poSaNa karavA mATe dharmane Dhaga kare che te paNa pitAnuM ahita kare che.

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zAradA sAgara 871 trIjuM udAharaNa batAvatAM muni kahe che ke jevI rIte avazIbhUta vaitAla sAdhakano nAza karI nAkhe che tevI rIte je sAdhu bIjAne ahiMsA satya kSamA Adine upadeza Ape che paNa pite ahiMsA, kSamA Adine svIkAra karIne pAlana karatA nathI te pitAnA AtmAnA guNane nAza karI rahyo che. te sAcI sAdhanA karI zakatuM nathI. ApaNA jIvanamAM rahela ajJAnane aMdhakAra samyakajJAnanA dipaka vaDe dUra thaI jAya che. mATe jIvanamAM jJAnanI khUba AvazyaktA che. kAraNa ke jJAna vinAnuM jIvana verAna vana jevuM che ne jJAna sahitanuM jIvana phaLa - phUlathI lacelA vRkSanA vana jevuM hariyALuM che. jJAnIo jIvanamAM jJAnanI avazyaktA batAvatA uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 28 mA adhyayanamAM bolyA che ke koi vinA lUMti 42TTTT I jJAna vinA cAritra hotuM nathI. dazavaikAlIka sUtramAM paNa kahyuM che ke paDhamaM nA tamo tathA jene jIva - ajIvanuM jJAna che te dayA pALI zake che. eTalA mATe bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke pahelAM jJAna ane pachI dayA. eka hiMdI deharAmAM paNa kahyuM che ke - jJAna vinA haTatA nahi, manakA mailApana, paDA keTalA Agame, pAyA dhaulApana jema sAbu ke soDA vinA kapaDAmAMthI mela chUTuM paDatuM nathI tema jJAna vinA manane mela paNa jatuM nathI. kelasa mULa kALo hoya che paNa agnimAM paDatAM te baLI jatAM tenI zAkha sapheda banI jAya che tema ApaNe AtmA paNa je jJAna sarovaramAM sadA snAna kare te ujajavaLa banI jAya ne bhavanA pherA TALI de. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 29 mA adhyayanamAM kahyuM che ke - gA sUr sasurA padayAvi ja vizleDuM tahIM nIve sakutte saMsAre viNasmA jevI rIte dere parevelI seya hAthamAMthI paDI jAya to paNa evAI jatI nathI tevI rIte samyajJAna rUpI derAmAM parevele AtmA caturgati saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatuM nathI, mATe jIvanamAM jJAnanI khUba jarUra che. jJAna prApta karavAthI jIvane zuM lAbha thAya che? nAsaMsiyA nI sazva mAvAhima gayA jJAna prApta karavAthI manuSya dareka padArthonA bhAvane jANe che. ya muLa dophA jJAna dvArA muni thavAya che ane jJAnathI sarva padArthone jANI zakAya che. tethI AgaLa vadhIne kahe che ke sanvajha gujjoya re nA khAna nannA varadaM jJAna vizvanA tamAma rahasyane jANI zake che. gItAmAM kahyuM che ke nAnAnaH sarva maffja marmasAt te kSatA jJAnarUpI agni karmarUpI kASTane tarata bhasma karI de che. ane be ya nADumAve jJAna dvArA bhagavAna sarva bhAvane jANI zake che, AgaLa huM tamane kahI gaI te rIte jALa pAsAM jJAna prakAza karanAra che. jJAnameva vistaH jJAna e ja zakita che. jJAna e duniyAmAM AMkha samAna che. jJAna sabase baDI acchAI hai aura ajJAna sabase baDI bUrAI che! eka saMskRta zlekamAM jJAnane zuM mahimA che te vAta batAvI che..

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872 - zAradA sAgara pIyUSam samudrotthaM, rasAyanamanauSadham / ananyA pakSaaizvarya, jJAnagoSika che " jJAna e samudra vinA prApta thayeluM amRta che. auSadha vinAnuM rasAyaNa che. ane koInI paNa apekSA nahi rAkhanAruM aizvarya kahyuM che. evuM vidvAne paNa kahe che. "nApAsa sarasa pusaTIT" jJAna dvArA sarva padArthonI pichANa thAya che. ne jJAna dvArA karmanI phejane bhagADI zakAya che. mATe jJAnapaMcamInA divase ApaNe jJAnanI khUba suMdara ArAdhanA karavAnI che. jJAna e AtmAne sAce sAthI che. kAraNa ke A bhavamAM prApta kareluM jJAna parabhavamAM sAthe jAya che. jJAna ane darzana e AtmAnA sahabhAvI guNe che. jJAna e sva-para prakAzaka che. mATe jIvanamAM thoDuMghaNuM paNa jJAna prApta karavuM joIe. tame vadhu nahi te vaga kalAka, aDadhA kalAka paNa zAstranuM vAMcana karaze te jIvanamAM jJAna prakAza karI zakaze. je siddhAMtanuM vAMcana na karI zake te aDadhA kalAka ochAmAM ochuM dhArmika vAMcana karavuM. eTale niyama te avazya leje. Aje Ape vijJAna ane dharma upara temaja sanAthamAMthI anAtha chava kevI rIte thAya te ghaNuM sAMbhaLyuM. temaja jJAnapaMcamI eTale jJAnanI ArAdhanA te te kayA jJAnanI ArAdhanA? Aje tamAruM je vijJAna che te jJAnanI A vAta nathI paNa kevaLInI je vANI che te sAcuM jJAna ane vijJAna che. te jJAna je jIvanamAM Avaze te tanane ane manane baMnene zAMti maLaze. AtmakalyANanA Irachuka AtmAe jJAnIe kaheluM vijJAna jarUra samajavuM joIze. vadhu bhAva avasare. have brahmacarya vrata lenArane pratijJA apAya che. brahmacaryanI pratijJAoH mAnaddamaMtrInuM bhASaNa Aje vizeSa AnaMdanI vAta e che ke ApaNe tyAM ramaNIkabhAI rAjamala, zAMtIbhAI mahetA, naMdalAlabhAI zAha, pratApabhAI cAMdIvALA, suMdarabhAI, jayaMtIbhAI zAha, yazavaMtabhAI, DAhyAbhAI mahetA, ghelAbhAI cheDA, harakhacaMda cheDA, bAbubhAI kacchI, jazavaMtabhAI saravaiyA, Adi 12 hAthajoDa te ApaNe tyAM thaI gaI che. paNa Aje cAra hAthajoDa che. temAM eka te pU. bA. bra. viduSI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA saMsAra pakSe moTA bahena che. jeo khaMbhAta rahe che. Aje teo baMne jaNA savAramAM ApaNe tyAM AvyA che ne teo gherathI e bhAve nIkaLyA che ke jIvanane zuM bhare che? pU. mahAsatIjI khaMbhAta jyAre padhAre te karatAM ApaNe tyAM jaIne AjIvana brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karIe. tevA utkRSTa bhAvathI bhAIzrI purUSottamabhAI tathA a. sI. gaMgAbahena AvyA che. eTale teozrI tathA bIjA cAra bhAIo ane bahene kula pAMca joDI Aje brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra kare che. kharekhara pU. mahAsatIjInA

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zAradA sAgara, 873 brahmacarya ane cAritrane A prabhAva che ke ApaNuM zrI saMghamAM 16 sajoDe AjIvana brahmacaryanI pratijJA aMgIkAra thaI che. A 32 AtmAone ApaNe keTI keTI dhanyavAda che. vyAkhyAna naM.-9 viSaya- "kartavyAkartavyane viveka" kArataka suda 6 ne ravivAra tA. 9-1175 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMta.karUNAnidhI zAstrakAra bhagavatee bhavya jInA AtmakalyANane mATe, ekAMta hitane mATe kevaLajJAna pAmyA pachI AgamanI prarUpaNa karI. bhagavAnanI vANI aphera che. tamAruM vijJAna game teTaluM AgaLa jAya te paNa eka ne eka te be kaheze. jyAre paNa traNa nahi kahe. tema bhagavAnanI vANImAM kyAre paNa pheraphAra thavAne nathI. evI aphara vANI che. AtmAne te vANInI je rUcI thAya ne tenA bhAva samaje te beDo pAra thayA vinA nahi rahe. ThANAMga sUtramAM ethe ThANe bhagavAne AtmAne cAra prakAranA vahepArInI upamA ApI che. tame badhA ahIMyA vahepArI beThA cho ne? vahepArIne zuM game? vahepAra. te eka divasa je peDhI upara na jAya te manamAM thAya ke huM Aje peDhI upara gaye nathI. mArA vinA dhaMdhAmAM uthalapAthala thaI jaze ne kaMika AMTIghUMTI thaI jaze. paraMtu jyAM AtmAnI peDhI dhamadhokAra cAle che tevA saddagurUo pAse ke vyAkhyAnamAM nahi jAuM te mArA AtmAnI peDhImAM uthalapAthala thaI jaze te vicAra kayAre paNa Ave che khare ? AtmAne cAra vahepArInI upamA ApI che. temAM pahelA prakAramAM eka vahepArI sAkaranI gADI bharIne Avyo che ne jaze tyAre sAkaranI gADI bharIne javAnuM che. tame sAkara cAhe zIrAmAM nAkhe, dALamAM ke game temAM nAkho te mIThAza Avaze. te badhA kAmamAM Avaze paNa mIThuM badhe kAmamAM nahi Ave. sAkaranI gADI samAna zubha puNya, sAruM kartavya. je pUrva janmamAM zubha karaNI karIne puNya sAthe lAvyA che. jenAthI te A janmamAM sukhI rahe che. ane A janmamAM zubha karma karIne puNya bheguM kare che jethI te paralokamAM sukha meLavI zake che. A amUlya mAnava jIvana pAmIne AtmAe vicAravuM joIe ke mAnava janmanI mahattA ke vizeSatA kayAre? A bhavamAM jIvane kartavyAkartavyane viveka have joIe. mAnavamAM ane pazumAM phera zuM? mAnavImAM kartavyArtavyane viveka che jyAre pazumAM te viveka nathI hotuM. jenA jIvanamAM kartavya dharma

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874 zAradA sAgara nathI tenAmAM mAnavatAnA guNu nathI. je mAnavabhavane deve paNa jhaMkhe che te bhava tamane maLI gayA che. mAnavanA janmane devatAo akhatA, svarganA vilAsA ane ghaNIvAra DaMkhatA, premanA prakAza sanyA, uranA ujArA maLyA-AvA saMcAga nahi Ave pharIvAra samakitI daivAne svarganA vilAse paNa DaMkhe che. temanI tA eka jhaMkhanA hAya che ke jaldI mAnavabhavamAM jaine AtmasAdhanA karIe. kamAvu temAM che? nA, khAvuM banavA mATe pApa karIne bya eTale game tevA kaparA mAnavabhavanI vizeSatA zuM? khAvuM, pIvu, pharavuM, pIvuM Adi kriyAe te pazu paNa kare che.-- dhanavAna paisA bhegA karavA A tamAru kanya che? nA, mAnavanuM prasaMga Ave te paNa dharma, nyAya, nIti ke pramANikatAthI cUkavuM nahi. pANIne svabhAva zItaLatAneA che. tene eka tapelImAM bharIne agni upara mUkA tyAre te garama thaI jAya che. tapelImAM pANI bharavAthI te khaMdhanamAM AvI gayu. tethI te garama thayuM. paNa game tevuM ukaLatuM pANI bhaDabhaDatI Aga upara nAMkhaze te te agnine zItaLa manAvI deze. kAraNa ke tenA mULa svabhAva zItaLatAnA che. te| have ApaNeA svabhAva zuM? game tevA pratikULa sAme Ave te paNa ApaNe ApaNuM kartavya na chADavu joIe. kartavya eTale mAnavanA guNu. te guNumAM ahiMsA, satya, asteya, brahmacarya ane aparigraha Ave che. te guNAne kyAre paNa na choDavA joie. mATe kavyaparAyaNa aneA. siddhAMta nyAya ApyA che. sudarzana zeThane caLAvavA mATe abhayA rANIe kaI bAkI na zakhyuM. temane upADIne rAjamahelamAM lai gai ne aneka praleAbhanA ApyA. A rAjapATa badhuM tamAru che. rAjAnA nAza karavA e mArA mATe sAmAnya kAma che. suddena zeThanI sAme teNe aneka nAcagAna karyAM. ATalI lAlaceA maLavA chatAM zeThe uMcI draSTi nA karI. temaNe zuM vicAra karyo? mAruM kanya tA e che ke parastrI mAre mAtA ane bahena samAna che. mArA dharma zIyaLa che te game tevA prasagamAM lUTAve na joie. pANI peAtAnA zItaLatAnA svabhAva cheADatu nathI teA mAre mAre| svabhAva na choDavA joie. abhayA rANIe ATalA praleAbhanA ApyA chatAM sudarzana zeTha na samajyA tyAre rANIe temane dhamakI ApI ane kahyuM. huM tane phrAMsInI zikSA apAvIza. mRtyunA Dara atAnyA paraMtu sudrane AtmAmAM e vicAra karyo ke je thavu hAya te thAya. mAruM kavya che ke sukha-duHkhamAM, jIvana ke maraNamAM paNa mAruM zIyaLa sAcavavu joie. tene te huM choDIza nahi. sudarzana zeTha peAtAnA kartavyamAM aDaga rahyA. chevaTe pariNAmamAM zULI AvI gaI. zA kahe che ke he surzana ? tame AvA hA te huM mAnavA taiyAra

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zAradA sAgara 875 nathI. tame satya vAta raju kare ke tame deSita che ke rANI daSita che? devAnupriye! sudarzananI vicAradhArA te juo! sAme phAMsI taravare che chatAM zuM vicAra karyo? rANIne huM doSita kahIza te jA tene phAMsIe caDhAvaze. mArA nimitte rANInI ghAta thAya tevu akartavya mAre karavuM nathI. saune jIvADIne mAre jIvavuM che. Akhare satyane jaya thavAnuM che. sudarzana zeThe akartavyanuM pagaluM na bharyuM ne pitAnA kartavyamAM daDha rahyA te devane AvavuM paDayuM ne zULI phITIne siMhAsana banAvI dIdhuM. tyAM dharmane ne sudarzana zeThane jayajayakAra thaye. sudarzana zeThanI keTalI kartavya parAyaNatA ! AjanA nI bairyatA ne aDagatA keTalI? mRtyunA mukhamAM nathI gayA tyAMsudhI. jJAnI kahe che samaja. tArA kartavyane ane dharmane kayAre paNa choDIza nahi. ApaNe e vAta cAle che ke pahelA prakAranA cha sAkaranI gADI bharIne AvyA che ne jAya che paNa sAkaranI gADI bharIne. sAkara samAna puNya. jema sAkara mIThI che tema puNyanA phaLa mIThA che. jIva puNya nava prakAre bAMdhe che ne tenA zubha phaLa 42 prakAre bhagave che. jagatanA sarva jIvone zAtA ne sukha game che. azAtA ke duHkha koIne gamatA nathI. zAlIbhadranA AtmAe pUrvabhavamAM mAgItAgIne banAvelI khIra utkRSTa bhAve munine vaherAvI dIdhI. tethI te sAkaranI gADI samAna ghaNuM puNya saMcita karIne AvyA. te puNyanA baLe zAlIbhadranA bhavamAM aDhaLaka saMpatti pAmyA. temanI siddhi keTalI hatI? te batAvatAM kahe che ke temane tyAM haMmezA devalekamAMthI 99 peTIo AvatI hatI. je dhana, dhAnya, vastrAbhUSaNa ane kiMmatI ratnothI paripUrNa hatI. A uparathI Apa samajI zake cho ke zAlIbhadra keTalA vaibhava-vilAsamAM paDelA hatA! A dhana meLavavA mATe temane kAvAdAvA, pApa, anyAya ke anIti karavA paDayA nathI. tamAre te dhana meLavavA keTalA pApa karavA paDe che. zAlIbhadrane AvI mahAna saMpatti maLI hatI chatAM zreNaka mahArAjA jyAre zAlIbhadranI riddhi jevA temanA ghera padhAryA ne bhadrA mAtAe kahyuM. beTA zAlIbhadra! tuM nIce Ava. ApaNu-nAtha AvyA che. zAlIbhadra vicAra karyo ke huM mAnato hatuM ke huM svayaM nAtha chuM. paNa mAre mAthe nAtha che kharo ! basa, ATalI cinagArIe samasta vaibhava ane 32 rAjakanyAone choDIne cAritra laIne cAlI nIkaLyA, te je rIte puNyarUpI sAkaranI gADI bharIne AvyA hatA te rIte pharIthI zubha karmarUpI sAkaranI gADI bharIne gayA. zAlIbhadranI ATalI riddhi hovA chatAM kaI jAtanA kara, Tekasa ke lapharA na hatA. chatAM choDIne nIkaLI gayA, ane tamane to Aje sarakArane keTalo bhaya che? chatAM choDavAnuM mana thAya che kharuM? A pahelA prakAranA vahepArInI vAta karI. bIjA prakArano vahepArI te che ke je AgalA janmothI gADI khAlI karIne AvyA che ne A bhavamAM bharIne jAya che khAlI gADha artha e che ke puNyanA abhAvamAM te

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zAradA sAgara A janmamAM kaMI prApta karI zaktA nathI. paraMtu dharmadhyAna, tapa, japa ane cAritranI ArAdhanA karIne bIjA janma mATe puNya rUpI sAkara: pitAnI gADImAM bharI le che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAramA adhyayanamAM harakezI muninI vAta Ave che. pUrvanA azubha karmone kAraNe temane janma cAMDALa kuLamAM thaye. temanuM rUpa ke mukha koIne evuM paNa na game, zArIrika sauMdarya te hatuM nahi. mukha paNa kevuM bihAmaNuM! kAna supaDA jevA, haTha meTA moTA. joine paNa Dara lAge. AvuM bihAmaNuM rUpa hatuM. ne paisA te hatA ja nahi. nAnIzI jhUMpaDImAM vasavAnuM. mAMgIne peTa bharavAnuM. mAro kahevAno Azaya e che ke te jIva pUrvanA-puNyathI sarvathA rahita hatA. paNa eka nimitta maLI jatAM te vairAgya pAmI gayA. nimitta kevuM maLyuM? badhA chokarAo sAthe geDI daDe rame che ne mAre tiraskAra kare che. te temAM deSa mArA karmane che. temanAmAM kartavyano viveka hato. nimitta maLatAM cAritra laIne ugra tapa karI karmone khapAvI mokSamAM gayA. A che bIjA prakAranA vahepArI. trIjA prakAranA vahepArI pite pUrvanA zubha karmone kAraNe pitAnI gADI sAkarathI bharIne lAvyA che. paraMtu te ahIMthI jAya che tyAre khAlI karIne jAya che. AvA che pitAnA pUrvanA puNyathI sonAnA DuMgarA para janma le tema janma le che. temane tyAM saMpattinI sImA nathI hotI. brahmadatta cakravarti jevA. cakravatinI padavI jema tema nathI maLatI. e jevI tevI padavI nathI. puNyane zeka bhegA thayA hoya tyAre A padavI maLe che. 12 cakravartimAM be cakravarti ke je puNya rUpI sAkaranI gADI bharIne AvyA hatA ne jatI vakhate khAlI karIne gayA ne narakamAM pheMkAI gayA. A te cakravartinI vAta thaI paraMtu Aje seMkaDe mAnavI puNyanI TAMkI bharIne AvyA hoya che ne jatI vakhate lukhA thaIne jAya che. samajavA je samaya che. Ajane lakhapati azubha karmane udaya thatAM raMka banI jAya che. rAjAe reDapati banI jAya che. mATe jJAnI kahe che ke tane Aje je zubha avasara prApta thayo che temAM tuM tAruM kartavya adA karI le. AjanA jIne keTalI ciMtA che? je pramANikatAnuM dhana hoya te ciMtA kharI? jaina darzana jevuM kaMI vijJAna nathI. jene darzana bhArebhAra vijJAnathI bhareluM che. dareka AtmA je te apanAvI le te tene ke ciMtA na rahe. paraMtu AtmAne haju samajAyuM nathI tethI mAnavabhava samAna kiMmatI ratna hAthamAM AvavA chatAM tene kAMkaro mAnI uDADI de che. brahmadatta cakravarti jevA puNyanI gADI bharIne AvyA, paraMtu cakravati padane choDI na zakyA tethI te puNyanI khAlI karelI gADImAM karmonI mATI bharIne gayA, A che trIjA prakAranA vahepArI. cothA prakAranA vahepArI je pUrNatayA hatabhAgI hoya che, ke je na te puNya

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zAradA sAgara laIne AvyA che ke na teA puNya laIne javAnA che. ApaNe joIe chIe ke kaika jIvA vAMsanA nAnA jhuMpaDAmAM vase che. temAM besavAnI pUratI jagyA paNa nathI hAtI. khAvA pIvAnu` te lAve kyAMthI ? leAkAnI eThuM khAIne peTane thADA khArAka Ape che. tathA bhIkha mAMgIne pAtAnuM jIvana nabhAve che. pariNAma e Ave che ke puNyahIna thaine AvyA hatA ane A bhavamAM dharma, tapa, tyAga jIvanamAM karyAM nathI tethI puNya rahita thaIne jAya che. jema ke kALasarI kasAI ke je ALyeA hateA khAlI ne garcA che paNa khAlI. Aje A yugamAM kALasUrI kasAi nathI paraMtu je jIvAnI vRtti enA jevI hAya, ne mAna-lAbhamAM paDIne khIjAne lUTI letA hoya te temanA utArA kayAM thaze? 662 A cAra vahepArIne nyAya ApaNA upara utAravA che. ApaNe e vicAravAnu che ke ApaNe kevA AvyA chIe ne kevA jAvu che? jo A janmamAM gADI khAlI karIne jaze! te pachI kyAM jaIne bharaze? jIvana kema keLavavuM, kevA raste cAlavuM te ApaNA hAthanI vAta che, bhagavAne je rIte kahyu che te rIte te karI zakavAnA nathI paNa kAinu hita thAya tevuM teA kareA. ane jIvanamAM nyAya, nIti ane sadAcAranI sArabha mhekAvA teA puNya rUpI sAkaranI gADI bharIne jazeA. eka meTA vahepArI pRSTha sajjana ane pramANika hatA. te nItithI peAtAnA dhaMdhA karatA hatA, paNa azubha karma kyAre uyamAM Avaze ne hasatAne kyAre rAtA karI deze te khakhara nathI. ka Ave khUba satAve, eTalethI e nahi patAve, veranI pUrI vasulAta vALe ke dhama karAdha karA, jyAre ka yamAM Ave che tyAre jIvane khUba satAve che ne mUMjhave che. eTalethI e patAvatuM nathI paNa veranI pUrI vasulAta vALe che. vepArI zeTha ghaNAM dhanavAna hatA. paNa azubha karmanA uddaya thatAM vepAramAM khATa AvavA lAgI, dezadezamAM peAtAnI je peDhIo hatI te phUlavA lAgI. zeTha khUba pramANika che. kanyanA vivekavALA che. te vicAra kare che ke meM jenuM lIdhu che tene pAchuM devuM che. jenA me eka kALiyA khAdhA che tene huM... e koLiyA na khavaDAvuM tyAM sudhI mAru kavya majAvyuM nathI. je Dhe che te deva che, ne le che paNa detA nathI te dAnava che. kAinu laI levAnI, paDAvIne lUTIne ghara bheguM karavAnI vRtti te rAkSasI vRtti che. tamArA AMgaNe kAi bhUkhyA, raDatA LatA Ave te tene kaMika ApatA zIkheA. zeThanI badhI peDhIe DUbI gai. zeTha ghera AvIne zeThANIne kahe che ke ApaNA pUNyanA sUrya asta thayA che ne pApanA uddaya thayA che. tethI eka sAthe 10 tAra AvyA

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zAradA sAgara 878 che. badhI peDhIo nukazAnamAM phUkhI rahI che. te huM tane namra vinaMtI karuM chuM ke ApaNI pratiSThA kAyama rAkhavA mATe tathA khIjAne nukazAna nahi pahoMcADavA mATe tArI pAse seAnA, hIrA, mANeka AdinA je dAgInA hAya te badhu mane ApeA. te ApaNe jenu lIdhu che tene pAchuM ApI daie. A vepArInI patnI bIjI strIo jevI na hatI. zeTha jevA kartavya parAyaNa hatA tevA zeThANI paNa kartavyane kharAkhara samajanArA hatA. Aje ghaNA sthaLe evI patnI paNa jovAmAM Ave che ke game tevA kaTokaTInA prasaMga Ave te paNa te strI pAtAnA dAgInA madhuruM sAcavI rAkhe paNa patine sahAyaka na khane. patinA prANu javAne samaya AvI jAya te paNa peAtAnI pAse DAya te kADhIne Ape nahi. A vahepArInI patnI pativratA dharmane kharAkhara samajI hatI. peAtAnA patinI vAta sAMbhaLIne teNe kahyuM. svAmInAtha ! A badhuM Apanu che ne Apane ApavAnu che. temAM zu vizeSatA che? ema kahIne pAte hasate cahere saubhAgya mATe nAkanI saLI rAkhIne badhA dAgInA i dIdhA ane kahyuM. Apa kamAyA che. A badhu ApatuM che. mAre mana te Apa sasva che. dAgInA ke milkata badhuM Apa che. zeTha badhA dAgInA laIne peDhI upara gayA ane peAtAnA nAkara mArata badhA vahepArIne khelAvyA ne vahepArIone kahyuM. atyAre mArA vahepAramAM jabaradasta kheATa AvI che. paNa mArU ktavya che ke me jenu lIdhu che tene pAchuM devuM joIe. paraMtu huM atyAre e sthitimAM nathI ke Apa badhAnuM pUrU RNu huM cUkavI zakuM. ema kahIne dAgInAnA Dhagale karyAM. tathA khetara, ghara Adi sthAvara milkata khatAvIne kahyuM, tame ATalA badhA vahepArI che ne mArI pAse muDI ATalI che. Apa tenA hisAba mUko. ane Apa badhA arasaparasa vaheMcI le. Apa badhAnuM je kAMi vyAja ke rakama bAkI raheze te mArA puNyanA udaya thaze ne mane maLaze tyAre huM te RNa cUkavIza. paraMtu atyAre te Apa ATalu laine paNa mane RNamAMthI mukata kare. baMdhue ! duHkhanA samayamAM paNa keTalI pramANiktA ane peAtAnuM kartavya aThThA karavAnI zeThanI keTalI tamannA che! zeThanA kartavyaparAyaNu yukta mIThA vacane sAMbhaLI AvanArA badhA vahepArIe Azcaryacakti thaI gayA ane zeThanI ImAnadArI para khUba prabhAvita thayA. badhAnA manamAM ema thai gayuM ke zuM A zeThanI kartavyaparAyaNatA che! peAtAnA gharanA ghara vecI pAte khullA page ghara bahAra cAlI nIkaLIne paNa peAtAnuM kartavya adA kare che. te have ApaNuM paNa e kartavya che ke ApaNe dhasI paDatA makAnanA sthaMbha jevA banavuM joie. eTale temanA atyAre je sAge che temAM ApaNe TekA rUpa anIne temane du:khamAMthI khacAvI laie. ema vicAra karIne AvanAra badhA vahepArIoe zeThane paccIsa paccIsa hajAra rUpiyA ApyA ne kahyuM-A paisAthI tame dhaMdhA zarU karI

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zAradA sAgara 879 de. kAle savAre tame ubhA thai jaze. tame A dAgInA badhuM ghera laI jAva ane khetara, makAna paNa rahevA de. pAMca vahepArIoe paccIsa paccIsa hajAra rUA. ApyA eTale savA lAkha rUpiyA thaI gayA. zeThanI pramANikatAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne bIjA pAMca vahepArIo AvyA. temaNe paNa paccIsa paccIsa hajAra ApyA eTale kula aDhI lAkha rU. thaI gayA. je paisA levA AvyA hatA te daIne gayA. A zene prabhAva! AvA duHkhanA prasaMgamAM paNa zeTha pitAnuM kartavya bhUlyA nahi. temanA manamAM te e bhAvanA che ke jenuM meM lIdhuM che temanuM savAyuM karIne mAre ApavuM che. paisA maLatAM zeThe pitAne dhaMdho zarU karI dIdhuM ane puNyadaya jAgatAM vahepAra paNa dhamadhokAra cAlavA lAge. cha-ATha mahinAmAM te gumAvelI muDI prApta karI lIdhI. pachI temaNe badhA vahepArIone bolAvIne kahyuM he mArA parama upakArI bhAIo! huM Apa badhAne ghaNe aNuM chuM. Apa badhAe mArI kaTokaTInA samayamAM je sahAya ApI che te upakArane badale huM kayAre paNa vALI zakuM tema nathI. A badhA pratApa Apane che. Apa badhAnA sahakAra ane sadbhAvathI Aje huM gumAveluM pAchuM meLavI zaka chuM. tethI ApanI muDI vyAja sahita pAchI ApuM chuM. Apa ApanA rUpiyA vyAja sahita laI jAva. huM phakata ApanA paisAnuM RNa cUkavI rahyo chuM. paNa ApanA premanuM RNa te asIma che. te cUkavavuM asaMbhava che. AvelA vahepArIe kahe-bhAI ! ame kAMI karyuM nathI. AvA duHkhamAM AvavA chatAM tame tamAruM kartavya ane pramANiktAne cheDayA nahi. te guNethI ame ApanA pratye AkarSAyA chIe. je tamArI dAnavavRtti joi heta te ame game tema karIne tamArI pAsethI paisA laI jAta. paraMtu tamArI daivI bhAvanA joIne amAruM mana ApanA pratye sahAnubhUtivALuM banyuM. kahevata che ne ke " tyAge tene Age ne mAge tene bhAge." zeThane kaseTI AvI paNa pitAnuM kartavya choDyuM nahi te pite sukhI thayA. sonuM tejAbamAM paDe tyAre tenI kiMmata thAya che. hIre sarANe caDhe tyAre tenA mUlya aMkAya che, tema mAnavInI kaTI thAya tyAre tenI kiMmata thAya che. DAmaranA reDa para cAlatA te saune AvaDe. paNa khADA TekarAvALA rastA para cAlatAM AvaDe tene cAlatA AvaDayuM kahevAya. te rIte sukhamAM rahetA saune AvaDe paNa duHkhanA prasaMge dhIraja na gumAve ne potAnA kartavyane vaLagI rahe te sAce mAnava che. - sarakAra eka gAmathI bIje gAma javAne mATe saDaka banAve che. paraMtu tenA para zrImaMtane cAlavuM ne garIbane na cAlavuM te keI niyama nathI hotuM. koNa cAlaze ane keNu nahi cAle e vicAra nathI karatA.

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880 zArA sAgara A rIte bhagavAne sAdhu-sAdhvI, zrAvaka-zrAvikA A cAre tIrthonuM kartavya zuM che ne akartavya zuM che te suMdara samajAvyuM che ne sAthe e paNa samajAvyuM che ke kartavyanuM pAlana karavAthI AtmA vizuddha banIne utthAnanI tarapha AgaLa vadhe che. je mAnavI pitAnA vratamAM daDha nathI rahetuM ne je kartavyanuM pAlana kartA nathI te janma-maraNanA cakramAM pharyA kare che. kartavyanI vizeSatA batAvatA kahyuM che ke kartavyameva kartavyaM, prANaiH kaMThagatairapi / akartavyam na kartavyaM, prANeH kaMThagatairapi / cAhe prANa kaMThamAM kema na AvI jAya athavA mRtyu najIka AvIne kema ubhuM na rahe te paNa AtmAe kartavya karavuM joIe. paNa akartavya na karavuM joIe. zeTha sAkaranI gADI samAna puNya laIne AvyA hatA. paraMtu vacce azubha karmanA chAMTaNuM samAna dukha AvI gayuM. paNa pitAnuM kartavya cheDayuM nahi te hatI tevI sthitimAM AvI gayA ne pramANikatApUrvaka barAbara vahepAra karavA lAgyA. A zeTha puNyanI gADI bharIne AvyA hatA ne puNyanI gADI bharIne gayA. have ApaNe e vicAravAnuM che ke jena tarIke janmIne mAruM kartavya zuM che? mAro dharma zuM che? te je nahIM bhUle te AtmazAMti prApta karI zakaze. cAra prakAranA vahepArInI vAta karI. temAM have ApaNe kevA banavuM che te ApaNuM hAthanI vAta che. anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne kahI rahyA che ke he rAjana! jeo gharabAra choDIne sAdhu thayA paNa sAdhutAnuM bhAna bhUlI viSayanA gulAma banI jAya te ghaNuM duHkhanI vAta che. je upara caDhate nathI tenI vAta judI che. paNa je upara caDhIne pAcho nIce paDe che tenA tarapha badhAnI najara jAya che. ane hAhAkAra macI jAya che. A pramANe jeNe dIkSA lIdhI nathI tenI vAta judI che. paNa je dIkSA laIne Indrione vaza thaIne patIta thAya che te ghaNA duHkhane viSaya che. je lakkhaNa suviNa pauMjamANe, nimittakoUhala sNpgaaddhe| kuheDavijjA savadArajIvI, na gacchai saraNaM tammikAle // utta. sUa. 20 gAthA 45. jyAre koI AtmA vairAgya pAme che ne cAritra aMgIkAra karavA taiyAra thAya che tyAre te vicAra kare che ke huM saMyama dhAraNa karIne prabhumaya jIvana jIvIza ane mAruM kalyANa karIza tathA bIjA AtmAonuM paNa kalyANa karAvIza. tevI bhAvanAthI dIkSA le che ane tyAra bAda zAstranuM ane graMthonuM sArI rIte jANapaNuM prApta kare che ane te dvArA sva-paranuM kalyANa thAya tevI zakita meLave che. paNa te zakitane saMyama mArgathI viruddha pravartAvavA taiyAra thAya te tene mATe zuM vicAravuM?

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zAradA sAgara 881 mAnI leA ke eka kheDUta che. teNe eka pANInA adha khAMdhyA. aMdha bAMdhatI vakhate ene zu vicAra hatA? ke huM pANI dvArA khetaramAM pAkane sArI rIte peDhA karIza. paNa te pANI pAkamAM vALavAne badale AMkaDA, dhaturAM evA jherI vRkSane sIMcana ApavAmAM pANIne vALyuM ane AMkhe temaja aneka jAtanA dhAnyane pASaNa ApavAmAM pANInuM sIMcana na karyuM. tA tame te kheDUtane zuM kahezeA? mUrkha ke khIjuM kAMI ? kAraNa ke pANI te| jemAM sIMcana karavAmAM Ave tene sahAyaka bane. te jherI vRkSane si Mcana ApavAthI pANInA durUpayeAga thayA ne ? A rIte peAtAnuM ne jagatanuM kalyANa karavuM te saMyama levAnA uddeza hatA. paNa pelA mUkha kheDUtanI mAka jJAna rUpI pANInuM saMsAra vadhe temAM upayAga karyA te te sAdhaka paNa mUrkha kahevAya ne? Aje sAdhaka dazAne bhUlelA kAika satA peAtAnA dhyeyane bhUlIne jJAna dvArA je zakita maLI che tene khIjI khAju upayAga karI rahyA che. dAkhalA tarIke kAinA hAtha joIne kahevuM ke tu bahu bhAgyazALI che. kAIne bhUta, bhaviSya ane vamAnamAM thavAnI kriyAne kahevuM. kAinA hAtha, nAka, kAna joIne lakSaNa batAvavA. padminI, hastinI, citraNI Adi strIonAM bhedya atAvavA. kAine kahevuM ke tu Ama karIza te Ama thaze. A jAtanuM kAI paNa sAdhu jo sAdhupaNAmAM vartana kare te sa MsAra rUpI jherI vRkSane pASavAmAM peAtAnI zakitanA durUpayAga karyo che. sAdhupaNu lIdhA pachI kAipaNa satAe caiAtiSI jovu. nimitta-lakSaNu khatAvavA, bhaviSya bhAkhavuM, janmAkSara lakhavA ke zaktinA camatkAra batAvavA Adi eka paNa kArya karavuM te mahA pApanu kAraNa che. zAstramAM tene saMpUrNa niSedha karavAmAM Avye che. gautamasvAmI mahAlabdhidhArI hatA. je te peAtAnI labdhinA upayAga karata te eka divasamAM sakaLa saMsArane jaina banAvI zakatA hatA. temanAmAM evI labdhi hatI ke thADI khIramAM pAtAnA aMgUThe mUkI rAkhe teA teTalI khIramAMthI cakravartinI AkhI senA jamI zake. chatAM te khIra hatI teTalI ne teTalI rahe. AvA prakAranI gItama svAmI pAse zakita hAvA chatAM koi divasa tenA upayAga karyA nathI. Aje te jo AvI zakti hoya te tame tamArA svArtha sAdhavA DhoDA ane saMyama mArgane bhUlelA sAdhu camatkAra matAvavA taiyAra thAya. jJAnI kahe che ke sAdhupaNAmAM kutuhala khatAvavuM, dhana-putrAdinI prApti thaze tevu nimitte batAvavu te sAlutAthI yatIta thavAne ra che ane tevA sate anAtha che. paraMtu je A badhAnA jANakAra hAvA chatAM je upayAga karatA nathI ane peAtAnA saMyama mArgamAM saMpUrNa vaphAdAra rahe che te sAcA sanAtha che. huM Apane pUchuM chuM ke sAdhunA saga tamAre sanAtha manavA mATe karavA che ke anAtha khanavA mATe? je sAdhu thaIne lakSaNa, svapna, nimitta, kutuhala khatAve che tene jo nitha samajIne tame tenA zaraNe

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882 zAradA sAgara jaze te anAtha raheze. jo tamAre sanAtha banavuM hoya te sAcA vItarAgI saMtane paricaya kare. ane evA daDha bane ke saMtanA paricaya dvArA tamane paNa saMta banavAnI bhAvanA Ave. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna . - 100 kArataka suda 7 ne somavAra tA. 10-11-75 anaMta jJAnIo ApaNane kahe che ke A saMsAra sAgaranA pravAsI! tuM moha nidrAmAMthI jAga. janma-maraNanA anaMtA duene bhUlIne moha-mAna, mAyA, lobha, viSaya- kaSAya ane AzA-tRSNAnA ahaMkAramAM tuM kema lapaTAI gayo chuM? yAda rAkhaje ke A badhA janma-maraNa rUpI anaMtA duHkha ApanAra che. mArA baMdhuo! eka vAta samajI le, jema ke dadI hoya tene bhayaMkara daI thayuM che tethI DokaTaro tene covIse kalAka ghenamAM rAkhe che. tethI tenuM duHkha dUra cAlyuM gayuM nathI paNa tene ghenamAM khabara paDatI nathI. te rIte A saMsAramAM ezaArAma, lADI-vADI -gADI, tathA bhegavilAsa rUpI mehanIya karmo ghenanA ijekazana ApyA che tethI tame janma-maraNa rUpI anatA duHkhane vIsarI gayA che. arere tamane kaI divasa vicAra Ave che ke kyAre A duHkhamAMthI chUTuM? je A duHkhane khyAla AvatuM hoya te temAMthI chUTavAnI tamane utkaMTha bhAvanA jAgaze. ane te mATe vibhAvamAMthI svabhAvamAM AvavAno purUSArtha karaze. jyAre tamArA AtmAmAM raMga lAgaze tyAre tame ema vicAra nahi kare ke saMsAra pratye rAga mArAthI chUTatuM nathI. AvA nirmAlya zabda siMha samAna zakti dharAvanAra AtmA bole kharo? ApaNA AtmAmAM anaMta jJAna ane anaMta sukha raheluM che. ane te sukha sadA svataMtra che. jyAre A zakti pragaTa thaze tyAre rAga-dveSarUpI parataMtratA nahIM rahe. ApaNA AtmAne ApaNe jagADavAnuM che. jyAre AtmA pitAnA svarUpane jANaze tyAre te mokSa nagarane adhikArI thaze. cethA guNasthAnakathI dharmanI zarUAta karI, virAgI banI, AtmAnI aMze anubhUti karI temAM AgaLa ne AgaLa vadhavAne je jIva purUSArtha kare che te AtmA chevaTe teramA guNasthAnake pahoMce che ne kevaLajJAna pAme che. pachI bAkI rahelA adyAtI karmo khapI jatAM caudamA guNasthAnake kALa karI pUrNatAne pAme che. jo ke atyAre. ahIMthI sIdhuM mokSe javAtuM nathI paraMtu ekAvatArI banI mahAvideha kSetramAMthI mekSa pAmI zakAya che. jyAM anaMta sukha ane AnaMda che. tevA mokSa nagaranuM sukha kayAre paNa vilIna thanAra nathI. yAda rAkhaje. AmA vItarAga banavAnI zakitavALo che. paNa bIje kaMI hAtha pakaDIne mekSamAM laI janAra nathI. te purUSArtha jIvane te jAte kare

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zAradA sAgara 883 joize. kema kharAbara che ne ? jo tamArAmAM evA vicArA bharyA haze ke mArAthI saMsAra chUTI zakaze nahi, viSaya kaSAyane cheDI zakIza nahi, huM virAgI banI zakuM nahi te kyAre paNa A jIva mekSa pAmavAne nathI. huM te Apane kahuM chuM ke siMha samAna ApaNA AtmA che tene AvI ni`LatA cAle kharI ? yAda rAkheA. have tame ni`LatAne khaMkherI nAMkhA ane samajI le ke sa MsArI upaleAgA bhavavardhaka che ne anatA duHkhanuM kAraNu che. pachI teA sukha mAMgIza teA kayAMthI maLaze? vAvavA che kAMTA ane meLavavA che gulAkha te kayAMthI ane? karmarahita khanazeA te meAkSa maLaze. te mATe jabbara purUSArtha upADavA joize. Aje ghaNAM leAkeA ema kahe che ke bhAgaviSaye mAzathI chUTatA nathI. mArAmAM e tAkAta nathI ke huM saMsAra pratyenA mAha choDI zakuM. sayama laIne pariSahA kema jItI zakuM? AvI badhI nakhaLI vAtA karanArA kayAre paNa meAkSane pAmI zakavAne nathI. kharekhara jo janma maraNanA pherA duHkha rUpa lAgatA heAya te temAMthI chUTavAnI utkaMThe bhAvanA dharAva. ane viSa jevA saMsAranA viSayogAne choDIne AtmAne oLakhI AtmAmAM lIna aneA. mekSa meLavavA mATe purUSA upADe te siddhapadane pAmI zakaze. te siddhapadane pAmavA mATe mana, vacana ane kAyAthI zuddha aneA. jainadarzana kahe che ke traNamAMthI eka paNa pApamaya hAya tA kakha Mdhana thAya che. mATe pavitra ane jyAre tamArA jIvanamAM mAnavatAnA guNu pragaTaze tyAre tame khIjA jIvA mATe dhUpasaLI samAna banaze. kuSNavAsudeva ane sudAmA ane nAnapaNanA gAThIyA mitrA hatA. . banne sAthe bhaNelA, ramelA ne rahelA tethI khUkha mitrAcArI hatI. paraMtu puNyAye kRSNajI traNa khaMDanA adhipati anyA ane sudAmAnA pApanA ya tethI khAvAnuM paNa mAMDa peTa pUratuM maLatuM. temane rahevA mATe nAnIzI jhuMpaDI hatI. paraMtu temanI bhAvanA khUba pavitra ane vicAro Adarza hatA. garIbAie te temanA upara sthAna jamAvyu hatu. eka vAra prasaMgApAta suDhDhAmAnI patnI sudyAmAne kahe che. tamArA mitra kRSNajI traNa khaMDanA adhipati che. Apa temanI pAse jAva te te ApanI garIbAI dUra karI deze. tamane nyAla karI deze. sudAmA kahe ApaNe game tevA garIkha hoie paNa koinI pAse hAtha dharavA te maravA samAna che. patnInA khUba kahevAthI sudAmA kRSNavAsudeva pAse javA taiyAra thayA. sudAmA cAlatAM cAlatAM dvArakA nagarImAM kRSNavAsudevanA mahele pahoMcyA. tyAM daravAje dvArapALa bheA hateA teNe pUchyuM. tame koNa che ne zA mATe AvyA che ? sudrAmA kahe mAre kRSNajIne maLavu che. sudAmAnA deDhAra joine dvArapALa kahe ema nahi javAya. Aje paNa samAjamAM A sthiti che. dhanavAnAnA mAna-sanmAna thAya che ne garIbane keAI bhAva pUchanAra nathI. mahAna kamAlapAzA jyAre tukI rAjyanA rASTrapati hatA tyAre

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884 zAradA sAgara eka vakhata dezamAM rASTrapatine janmajayaMti samAroha ujavavAnuM hatuM. A janmajayaMti ujavavAno divasa Avyo tyAre dezanA moTA moTA zrImaMte, zeTha-zAhukArebadhA pitAnA rASTrapatinA caraNe lAkha rUpiyA bheTa dharavA lAgyA. Aje IndIrA gAMdhInA caraNe zrImate lAkha rUpiyA dhare che. kAraNa ke manamAM ema che ke je IndIrA gAMdhInI daSTi ApaNA upara paDe to ApaNuM kAma thaI jAya. paraMtu A kamAlapAzA ArjanA je rASTrapati na hato. te duHkhIone belI ane garIbone nAtha hato. te prajAnuM putravat pAlana karatA hatA. tethI prajA paNa temane potAnA pitA samAna gaNatI hatI. kamAlapAzAnI janmajayaMti hovAthI cAre bAju utsavanuM vAtAvaraNa hatuM. janatAnA dilamAM AnaMda khUba hatuM. A samAroha pUrI thayA bAda badhA lake vIkharAI gayA ne rASTrapati potAnA bhavanamAM cAlyA gayA. thoDA samaya pachI eka jarjarita zarIravALe vRddha mANasa rAjamahelanA daravAje AvIne ubhe. te kamAlapAzAne kaMIka bheTa dharavA mATe rAjamahelamAM praveza karavA jAya che tyAM polIse tene re ne kahyuM- va vaMde raho. aMdara nahi javAya. tyAre te vRdhe kahyuM- sAheba. Aje ApaNA rASTrapati kamAlapAzAnI janmajayaMti che tethI nAnakaDI bheTa temane caraNe dharavA Avyo chuM. polIsa kahe- kamAlapAzAne janmajayaMti samAroha te ujavAI gaye. keTalI rAta paDI gaI che. have tuM kayAMthI AvyA? te vRddha karagare che bhAI! mane javA de. mane mApha kare. huM nAnA gAmamAM rahuM chuM. savArathI cAlavAnuM zarU karyuM tyAre atyAre ahIM pahoMcyo chuM. huM 20 mAIla dUrathI cAlate cAlate Avyo chuM. polIsa kahe- mAre e jovAnI jarUra nathI ke tuM keTalA mAIlathI AvyA che? cAlyo jA ahIMthI. baMdhuo je te vRddhanI pAse tamArA rUpiyAne lIle kAgaLa hota te pilIsa tene javA deta. polIsane kayAM khabara che ke bhale tenI pAse lIle kAgaLa nathI paNa hadayanA bhAvane lAla kAgaLa te che ne! tame jANo cho ke paTAvALAthI laIne sAheba sudhI badhe Aje saDe peTho che. Aje nyAya-nItine te dezanikAla thaI gayo che. Aje kAravALAonI kiMmata che. tame paNa moTaravALAnuM sanmAna kare che. tame dukAne beThA ho ane kaI moTaramAMthI utarIne dukAna tarapha Ave to tame ubhA thaI jaze. tene sanmAna Apaze. paNa koI garIba Ave to? A vRddha mANasa meTara vinA AvyuM hatuM. eTale to tene rAjamahelamAM praveza hote maLato. te mANasa aMdara javA mATe khUba karagare che. tenI AMkhamAM AMsu vahe che paNa A polIsa tene javA dete nathI ne uparathI dabaDAve che. godA mAre che ne vacanonA prahAro kare che. A badhuM kamAlapAzAe potAnA mahelanI bArImAM ubhA ubhA joyuM. te tarata nIce AvyA. ne

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zAradA sAgara 885 te vRddha pAse gayA. kamAlapAzAe te vRddhanA zarIra tarapha ke melAM kapaDAM tarapha na joyuM paNa tenI ataranI bhAvanA tarapha dRSTi karI. kamAlapAzAmAM garImA pratye keTalI sahAnubhUti, prema ane pavitratA che! pavitratA ane prema e e zabdomAM ajaba zakti rahelI che. tamArA dIkarA amerikA bhaNavA mATe gayA che. teneA mitra tene daza pAnA bharIne patra lakhe che. temAM samayane ya khUba karyA che. bhASA suMdara ne akSarA motInA dANA jevA che. kavara paNa suMdara DIjhAinathI AkarSaka banAvyuM che. AvI rIte mitra patra lakhe che. te kAgaLamAM chelle tenI mAtA kAlIghelI bhASAmAM haiyAnA heta bharI cAra lITI lakhe che. lITI cAra che paNa paNa temAM vAtsalyanA vaheNa vahyA che. aMtaraneA prema bharyA che. te patra amerikA paheAMcyA. chekarAe mAtAneA ane mitranA khaMnenA patra vAMcyA. jo dIkaro mAtRpremane nahIM bhUlyA hoya ne mAtRprema tenAmAM uchaLI rahyA haze teA mAtAnI kAlIghelI cAra lITI tenI AMkhamAMthI azru vahAvaze. tenuM hRdaya tenI mAtAnA vAtsalya ane anurAgathI bhAI jaze. AnuM zuM kAraNa? mAtAnA haiyAnA heta patramAM reDelA che. tethI te cAra lITI putranA hRdayamAM kAtarAi jAya che. jyAre mitranA sudara alaMkArI bhASAthI lakhele 10 pAnAne patra tenA dilamAM sthAna jamAvI zakatA nathI. kAraNa ke tenA prema kRtrima che. sAruM lagADavA mATe lakheluM che. tethI te kAgaLa havAmAM uDI jAya che. yAda rAkhA ke hRdayamAMthI nIkaLelI vAta hRdaya sudhI pahoMce che. mAtAnA prema aMtaranA hAya che. kamAlapAzA mahelamAMthI nIce utarIne te vRddha mANusa pAse AvyA tene khUba premathI bheTayA pUchyu - zuM lAvyA che. A sevakane mATe? tyAre teNe kahyuM - Apu | Aje ApanI janmajayaMti che tethI huM Apane phUla nahi ne phUlanI pAMkhaDI Apane bheTa dharavA mATe lAgye chuM. rASTrapati AvA garIma mANasanI bhAvanA joIne khUba Anati thayA. pUchyu - bhAi ! tu zuM lAvyeA che? te vRddha kahe - nAnI kulaDI bharIne tAjuM madha ApanA mATe lAvyA . te Apane ApavuM che. ApanA janmadine Aje kaMika mANasAe lAkho rUpiyA Apane caraNe dharyAM paNa huM te phUla nahi ne phUlanI pAMkhaDI samAna ApanA mATe lAgye chuM te Apa sahu svIkAra karo. rASTrapatie temAMthI eka AMgaLI bharIne jIbha upara mUkayu ne khIjI AMgaLI bharIne te vRddhanA mAMmAM mUkayuM. pachI peAtAnI gADImAM besADIne tenA ghara sudhI mUkI AvyA. ane kahyuM- ApA ! have Apane mahenata karavAnI jarUra nathI. ema kahIne temanI AjIvikA mATe rUpiyAnI nATAnu khaDala ApyuM ne kahyuM. Apane kaMi paNa jarUra paDe tyAre A dIkarAne sevA Apajo. AnuM nAma sAcI janmajayaMti ujavI gaNAya. tame tamArI varSagAMThanA divase sArA kapaDA paherI mAMgalika sAMbhaLavA AveA che. miSTAnna jamA che paraMtu tamAruM meDhuM mIThuM karatAM pahelAM keAIkanuM tA mADhuM mIThuM karAvajo.

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86 zAradA sAgara khApAnuM madha keTaluM mIThuM haze ? e mIThAza madhanI nahi paNa hrayanI che. jemAM madha karatAM paNa vadhAre mIThA bhAveA bharelA che. mUlya bhAvanAnu che. gADAunamAM mAla bha hAya ane bajAramAM tenA bhAva traNa-cAra gaNA thaI jAya te tamArA caherA upara ronaka dekhAya che. paNa jo mAla bharyAM hAya ne bhAva besI jAya teA caherAnuM nUra uDI jAya che. tevI rIte dhArmika sAdhanAmAM paNa bhAvanuM mUlya che. zaSTrapatinA manamAM e samajAI gayuM ke peAlIse khApAne gADhA mAryA, tiraskAra karyA chatAM te jateA nathI. mArA mATe prajA jo jAna detI hAya tA mAre mAru kanya adyA karavu joIe. ema samajIne temaNe ApAnI garIbAi dUra karI dIdhI. Aje mAnava peAtAnA kartavyane bhUlI gayA che. sudAmAnA phAyA tUTayA kapaDAM ane sAva garIba jevA dekhAva joine 'dvArapALe aMdara javAnI nA pADI. tyAre sudAmA kahe che bhAi ! tame kRSNanI pAse jaine eTalu kahe ke sudAmA AvyA che. A samaye kRSNa peAtAnI gepIe sAthe khela kare che. badhA bhegA thaIne AnaM- mastI karI rahyA che. tyAre dvArapALe jaIne kahyuM. mahArAjA! suDhDhAmA Apane maLavA mATe AvyA che. ATalI geApIonI vacce AnaMda karatAM kRSNujIe ' sudAmA ' nAma sAMbhaLyuM tyAM tarata ubhA thaI gayA, ne chokarA doTa mUke tema kreTa mUkI. mahArANIe vicAra kare che ke ApaNA pati ekama DhAyA kema ? zuM temane kaMI thayuM che? Ama rANIe vicAra kare che tyAM te kRSNajI muddAmAne uMcakIne mahelamAM laI AvyA. ne palaMga para besADayA. A joine rANIe mukhya khanI gaI. ke ANe kevA melA ghelA kapaDAM paheryAM che! tevAne svAmI mahelamAM laI AvyA. zuM ApaNA pati gAMDA thaI gayA che? Ama vicAra karatI rANIo majAka karavA lAgI. kRSNajI kahe- tame badhA majAka na karo. A te mArA khAlapaNAnA mitra che. tame zuM jamADe che| tenA karatAM adhika mIThuM eNe mane jamADayu che. sudyAmAe kRSNajIne zuM jamADayuM hatuM? tAMdula. te paNa rAMdhelA nahi. keTalI kiMmatanA A cAkhA hatAM? Ama tA tenI kiMmata tyAre e paisA paNa nahi hAya, kAraNa ke te vakhate moMghavArI naheAtI temaja videzamAMthI ceAkhA magAvavA paDatA paNa naheAtA. tamArI najare e ceAkhAnI bhale kAMi ki Mmata na hAya paNa tenuM mUlya jANavu hoya te kRSNajIne pUche. kRSNa vAsudeva rANIone kahe che tenI kiMmata tame nahi AMkI zako. tamArA rasavatA leAjanamAM je svAda nathI AvatA tethI adhika mIThAza suDhAmAnA premabharyA tAMdulamAM hatI. kRSNajIe suAmAne pUchyuM-huM mArA khAla mitra! tamAre ATale sudhI kema AvavuM paDayuM? mArA lAyaka je sevA hAya te vinA sAce krUramAveA. sudAmAne khelatAM jIbha upaDatI nathI. ke huM A kAraNe Avyo chuM. kRSNajI samajI gayA ke mArA mitranI sthiti khUba garIkha thaI gaI lAge che. temaNe sudyAmAne cha mahinA peAtAne ghera rAjyA.

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zAradA sAgara : ane chAnAmAnA sudAmAnA ghera jhuMpaDInA badale mahela banAvyo ne AkhI nagarI vasAvI dIdhI. cha mahine sudAmA pitAne ghera jAya che tyAre tyAM gAma ke ghara eALakhAtA nathI. gAmaDuM hatuM te nagara banI gayuM hatuM. sudAmA AMTA mAre che ke huM A zuM jouM chuM? tyAM temanI patnIe joyA eTale kahyuM ke Apa AMTA kema mAre che? A ApaNuM ghara che. sudAmA kahe are! tuM koInA gharamAM pesI gaI lAge che. tyAre te kahe-nA, ema nathI. Apa ahIMthI gayA pachI kRSNajI ahIM AvIne A badhuM karI gayA che. ATaluM badhuM kRSNajIe karyuM. chatAM jarA paNa sudAmAne tenI khabara paDavA dIdhI nathI. A hate. kRSNa-sudAmAne prema ane temanI dilanI bhAvanA! , Aje te devAnuM thoDuM ne gAjavAnuM ghaNuM tevuM thaI gayuM che. gupta dAna denArA Aje bahu ochA che. parigraha saMjJA teDavA mATe dAna che. dAna devA chatAM je parigraha saMjJA chUTatI na hoya te te sAcuM dAna nathI. maithuna saMjJA teDavA mATe brahAcarya che. brahmacaryavrata aMgIkAra karavA chatAM je viSayanA viSa nIkaLyA nathI te te sAce brahmacArI nathI. AhAra saMjJA para vijaya meLavavA mATe tapa che. paraMtu tapa karIne je rasendriya chatAtI na hoya ne pAraNAnI rAha jovAtI hoya te te tapa sAce tapa nathI. AtmAe samajavAnI jarUra che. sAdhanAnI sAthe tenA mana-vacana-kAyAnA ga zuddha heya ne pariNAma sArA hoya che te sAdhanA mahAna phaLa Ape che. nahIM te ekanI eka kriyA hevA chatAM eka mahAna lAbha meLave che ne bIjAne tene lAbha maLato nathI. bhagavAna nemanAthanA darzana karavA trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNa vAsudeva gayA ne sAthe temane sevaka sALavI paNa gaye. bhagavAnane joIne kRSNa vAsudevanuM haiyuM harSathI nAcI uThayuM ne bhagavAnane bhAvapUrvaka vaMdana karyA. tyAM temanA hRdayamAM eka suvicAra Avyo ke meM prabhune vaMdana karyA. prabhunA aDhAra hajAra ziSya che. te badhA tapa-tyAganI mUtIo che. mekSanA metI che. rAjA, mahArAjA, zeTha, zAhukAra badhA pitAne mahAna vaibhava choDIne prabhunA caraNe arpaNa thayA che. te badhA tene Aje vaMdana karuM te kema? vicAra AvatAM tarata amalamAM mUkI ne badhA tene anukrame utkRSTa bhAvathI vaMdana karavA lAgyA. sAthe sALavI paNa badhAne vaMdana kare che. paNa tenA bhAva zuM che? rAja vaMdana kare che mATe huM karuM chuM. kayAre te vaMdana karavAnuM baMdha kare ne huM paNa baMdha karU? mane khUba thAka lAge che. sALavI baMdha thavAnI rAha juve che. kRSNavAsudeva vaMdana karatAM karmanA bhUkakA kare che. jyAre sALavIne karmanA bhUkako na thayA paNuM puNya baMdhAyuM. . kRSNa vAsudeva badhAne vaMdana karIne beThA tyAre bhagavAna nemanAtha kahe che kRSNa vAsudeva! tame badhA tene vaMdana karatAM bhavane thAka utAryo che. tyAre kRSNa vAsudeva pUche che ahe prabhu! mArI sAthe sALavIe badhAne vaMdana karyA tene zuM lAbha thaze ?

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888 zAradA sAgara tyAre prabhue kahyuM - vIra sALavIne purUSArtha mAtra kAyA kaSTa banIne rahI gaye. prabhu! ema kema? prabhue kahyuM tenuM kAraNa e che ke tame vaMdana karatA hatA temAM tamane tyAga pratye anurAga hate. saMyamI jIvana pratye zraddhA ubharAtI hatI. paraMtu jyAre sALavI vaMdana karato hato tyAre tenA manamAM e vicAra hato ke mAro mAlika namaskAra kare che eTale mAre paNa kara joIe. te te pUrI thavAnI rAha jotuM hatuM. AthI tenI mahenata mAtra anukaraNa rUpa hatI. baMnenI eka sarakhI kriyA hovA chatAM baMnenA pariNAmamAM phera hatA. pariNAmanI dhArA AtmadazAne mApavAnI pArAzIzI che. je pariNAmanI dhArA azubha tarapha jatI hoya te AtmA azubhane anugAmI che. eTalA mATe te Agama kahe che ke zubha pariNAme zubha baMdha ane azubha pariNAmethI azubha prakRtine baMdha paDe che. pariNAmane camatkAra te juo. te baMdhane paNa saMvaramAM palaTAvI de che. bhagavAna AcAraga sUtramAM bolyA che ke je gAvA te risaMvA, je sivA te AvA vicAronA pariNAme Azravane savAramAM ne saMvarane AzravamAM badalI nAMkhe che. arisAmAM tame paNa tamAruM pratibiMba juo cho ne bharata cakravartie paNa joyuM. samrATa bharata cakravatine arisAmAM pratibiMba jotAM jotAM kevaLajJAna thaI gayuM. tamane thayuM ke nahi? nA. temanI daSTi keI nirALI hatI. tenI pAchaLa zuddha pariNAmanI dhArA vahetI hatI. ane te kevaLajJAnane prakAza laI AvI. uttarAdhyayana sUtra vIsamAM adhyayanamAM anAthI nigraMtha zreNIka rAjAne anAthasanAthanA bheda samajAvI rahyA che. teo bhAva anAthatAnI vAta kare che. gaI kAle kahyuM hatuM ke je sAdhu mANasanA neNa, kAna, nAka, AMkha kapALa Adi joIne tenAM lakSaNa batAve, svapnanAM phaLa kahe, jotiSa jue, kutuhala kare, AvI kutsita vidyAethI AjIvikA calAve che te sAdhaka sanAthamAMthI anAtha banI jAya che. have AgaLa zu kahe che - tamaM tameNeva u se asIle, sayA duhI vipparIyA muvei| saMdhAvai naraga tirikkha joNi, moNaM virAhittu asAhuruve // * utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA 46 je sAdhuveza dhAraNa karIne zithilAcArI banI jAya che te sAdhu aMdhakAramAMthI aMdhakAramAM jAya che. eTale ke te ajJAnamAMthI ajJAnamAM praveza kare che. saMsArano tyAga karatI vakhate je padArtho tyAga karI sAdhupaNuM aMgIkAra karyuM hatuM te padArthomAM pAcho te lalacAya che. te keTalI ajJAnatA che! pitAnA svaracha catAra sAdhu vitarAvAnI ane rAmAnya nahi karanArA duHkhI thAya che. je sAdhu vItarAganI AjJA pramANe cAle che tenI yazako te jagamAM phelAya

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zAradA sAgara - 889 che. ane je vezane vaphAdAra nathI te saDelI kUtarInI mAphaka badhethI tiraskAra pAme che. je vezamAM sAdhupaNAmAM che paNa je kAryo gRhastha jevA kare che, AraMbha samAraMbhamAM paDI jAya che, ane gRhasthanA kAryamAM je rasa dharAve che tevA kuzIla cAritra hIna vezadhArI sAdhu saMyamathI nIce utarelA che. te A lokamAM niMdAya che ne tene paraleka paNa bagaDe che. eTale sArI gati maLatI nathI. anaMta jJAnI kahe che ke te sAdhaka! saMyama lIdhA pachI cAritranuM yathArtha pAlana karaje paNa chakAya jIvanI hiMsAmAM kyAre paNa paDIza nahi. vizeSamAM anAthI muni AgaLa ApaNane samajAvI gayA ke ApaNe AtmA vaitaraNI nadI, kUTa zAlmalI vRkSa, naMdanavana ane kAmadhenu samAna che. vaitaraNI nadImAM jIvane kevuM duHkha paDe che ne kUTa zAlmalI vRkSanA tINa charAnI dhAra jevA pAMdaDA zarIra upara paDe te kevI vedanA thAya che? je AvI vedanAnuM satata dhyAna rahe che tenAmAM kaI prakArano vikAra rahI zake nahi. A vAta spaSTa samajavA mATe eka udAharaNa ApuM chuM. eka dharmiSTha rAjA eka vakhata dhyAnamAM masta banIne beThA hatA. te vakhate eka bahurUpI enI sAme AvyuM ne teNe rAjAne hasAvavA mATe ghaNA prayatno karyA. paNa rAjA kaI rIte hasyA nahi. gabhIratApUrvaka besI rahyA. jyAre eNnuM dhyAna pUrNa thayuM tyAre bahurUpI rAjAne kahevA lAgyuM ke meM Apane hasAvavA mATe ATale badhe prayatna karyo chatAM Apa kema hasyA nahi? rAjAe vicAra karyo, ke huM kema ha nahi e vAta ene anubhava karAvIne samajAvuM. te jaldI tenA magajamAM besI jaze. A pramANe vicAra karIne rAjAe eka kUvA upara eka tUTelA jevI khurazI mUkAvI. ane te khurazI upara pAtaLA derAthI bAMdhIne eka talavAra laTakAvI pachI pelA bahurUpIne te khurazI upara besADe. tyAra pachI mazkarI karanAra majAkIyA mANasane rAjAe kahyuM ne tame Ane game tema karIne hasAvavAno prayatna karo. makarAoe mazkarI karIne bahurUpIne hasAvavA mATe khUba prayatna karyo paNa te bahurUpI haryo nahi. tyAre rAjAe tene pAse belAvIne pUchayuM ke bhAI! tane hasAvavAne ATale badhe prayatna karavA chatAM tuM kema hasya nahi? tyAre bahurUpIe javAba Ape ke mahArAjA ! mAthe nagna talavAra laTakatI hatI ne bIjI tarapha kUvAmAM paDavAne bhaya hate. evI sthitimAM hasavuM kevI rIte Ave? A anubhava karAvIne rAjAe kahyuM, ke huM jyAre dhyAnamAM hatuM tyAre mane vicAra AvyuM ke aho! mAro AtmA jyAre bhAna bhUle che tyAre kUTa zAlmalI vRkSa ane vaitaraNI nadI samAna banI jAya che. te samaye sarvajJa bhagavaMtanA kathana anusAra narakamAM vitaraNa nadI ane phUTa-za9malI vRkSa je duHkha Ape che te dukha mArI najara samakSa taravaratA hatA. evI sthitimAM mane hasavuM kevI rIte Ave? baMdhuo! saMsAra vartI dareka AtmAo A vicAra kare te saMsAranA keI

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890 zAradA sAgara paNa padArtho AtmAne baMdhanakartA nIvaDI zake nahi. ne AtmA mehamAM paDI zake nahi. je sAdhu thaIne A vAtane vicAra karatA nathI te aMdhakAramAMthI nIkaLIne aMdhakAramAM jaI rahyo che. upaniSahmAM kahyuM che ke -"saMgha tamaH pravAnti zeDaviyAnuparate " avidyA e aMdhakAra che. avidyAnuM varNana ghaNuM vistRta che paNa ApaNe TUMkamAM samajI laIe ke je mehajanita dazA che te avidyA-ajJAna che. AtmAmAM anAtmA ane anAtmAmAM AtmA, nityamAM anitya ane anityamAM nitya A adhyAsa karavo e avidyA che. jena zAstramAM paNa kahyuM che ke "nI nIva sannI anIve nI sa " jIvamAM ajIva saMjJA ane ajIvamAM jIvasaMjJA rAkhavI e mithyAtva che. mithyAtvane avidyA ke meha kahevAmAM Ave che. avinAzIne vinAzI ane vinAzIne avinAzI mAnI levuM e avidyA che. AvA prakAranI avidyAvALo chava aMdhakAramAM bhame che. je avidyA ane vidyAne yathArtha rIte samajIne avidyAno tyAga kare che te Atmatatvane jANI zake che. A rIte jaDa-caitanyane viveka karI ema vicAravuM joIe ke he AtmA ! A saMsAramAM duHkha ApanAra bIjuM kaI nathI paNa pite pitAne duHkha ApanAra che. A pramANe je ciMtana kare tenuM citta saMsAramAM eMTI zake kharuM? na roTe. jenuM saMsAra uparathI citta uThI jAya che te karmabaMdhanathI mukata thAya che. te mahAtmAo saMsAranA padArthothI lalacAtA nathI paNa te padArthothI virakta rahe che, saMsAranI kaI vAtamAM paDatA nathI. ne rAgadveSane tyAga karIne AtmasAdhanA sAdhe che. anAthI muni haju AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra' - "satI aMjanAne raDatI AMkhe mAmAe Apela vidAya." satI aMjanA, pavanacha temaja baMnenA mAtA-pitAne parivAra badhA aMjanA satInA mosALamAM khUba Agraha hato tethI khUba AnaMdapUrvaka kAyA. mAmAe paNa badhAne khaba sAcavyA. baMne rAjAe A mAmAne mahAna upakAra mAnavA lAgyA. pAMca-sAta divasa rokAIne badhA pitAnA sthAne javAnI rajA mAMge che. pavanane paNa pitAnA nagaramAM javAnuM mana thayuM che. kAraNa ke mAnavIne bIje sthAne game teTaluM sukha maLe paNa pitAnA gharamAM je AnaMda Ave che te bIje kyAMya nathI AvatuM. tame badhA tamArA sAsare jAya che. tyAM sAsu-sasarA ane sALA tamane keTaluM sAcave che? khammA khammA kare che. chatAM vadhumAM vadhu keTalA divasa game? be divasa, traNa divasa, pachI tarata pitAnuM ghara yAda Ave che. mANasa bhADAnA gharamAM rahetuM hoya tyAre ema thAya che ke bhADAnuM ghara game teTaluM moTuM hoya paNa tenA karatAM nAnakaDuM paNa pitAnuM ghara sAruM ke bhADA te bharavA na paDe. ane mAlikanI khAlI karAvavAnI ciMtA te nahi. juo, ahIM paNa pitAnuM

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zAradA sAgara paNa gharanu ghara yAda Ave che. A makAna tA 5-25 ke 50 varSa tA cheDavAnu che. AtmAne peAtAnuM zAzvata ghara (meAkSa) kadI yAda Ave che? A zarI paNu tamAruM bhADUtI ghara che. yAre khAlI karavuM paDaze tenI khakhara nathI. vaLI A kAyArANI tA evI harAmI che ke jIvane nAkA sudhI paNa vaLAvavA nahi Ave. ahIM ja paDI rahevAnI che. mATe ene tame meAha nA rAkheA. ane AtmAnuM svaghara prApta karavA purUSArtha karo. ahIM pavanajIne peAtAnuM ghara yAda AvyuM che. eTale mAmA pAsethI vidAya laine javA mATe taiyAra thAya che. 891 hanu re pATaNa thakI saMcaryA, aMjanAne ApI che ati ghaNI Atha tA, sAmeAjI AvyA re vaLAmaNe, ratanapurI lage AvyA che sahu sAtha tA. satI re. mAmAe vidAya ApatAM ajanAne khUba kariyAvara karyAM. temaja ane pakSanA mANasAne paherAmaNI paNa karI. jema dIkarIne sAsare vaLAve ne mAtA1-pitAne viyeAganuM duHkha lAge tema mAmA, mAmI, mAmAnI dIkarIe caiAdhAre AMsue raDavA lAgyA. jyAre ajanA mesALamAM AvI tyAre dilamAM pati viyeAganu temaja mAthe kalaMka hatuM tenuM duHkha hatuM paNa jyAre vidAya le che tyAre mAtA-pitA, sAsu-sasarA, pati Adi svajanA sAthe che. kalaMka utarI gayu' che ne pati milanane apUrva AnaMda che. khUba AnathI teNe meAsALamAMthI vidAya lIdhI. emane Ana thaye paNa meAsALamAM uDhAsInatA chavAI gaI. "vidAya vakhate hanupATaNa nagarInI prajAnA prema" -AkhI hanupATaNanI prajA ceAdhAre AMsue raDavA lAgI. have AvI pavitra satInA ApaNane kayAre darzana thaze ? ajanA satI evI pavitra hatI ke e jyAM jAya tyAM saune tenuM mukha joIne, tenA mIThA khAla sAMbhaLIne AnaMda thatA hatA. have AvA mIThA zabda kayAM sAMbhaLavA maLaze ? paNa vidyAya ApyA vinA chUTako na hatAM. mahemAna kyAM sudhI rAkAya ? hanupATaNathI badhA vidyAya thayA. aMjanAnA mAmA paNu vaLAvavA mATe sAthe gayA. te ratanapurI sudhI vaLAvavA mATe AvyA. have ratanapurImAM khabara paDI ke pavanajI ane ajanA satI parivAra sahita padhAre che. tyAM saunA dilamAM AnanI mi uchaLavA lAgI. nagarajane temanu dhAmadhUmapUrNAMka bhavya svAgata karaze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na.-101 kArataka sudre 8 ne maMgaLavAra sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAe ne mahene! anaMta karUNAnA sAgara, trikALInAtha zAstrakAra bhagavate jagatanA jIvAnA ekAMta tA. 11-11-05

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zAradA sAgara 892 hitane mATe siddhAMtanI prarUpaNa karI. zAstramAM bhagavate pharamAvyuM che, ke A saMsAramAM jIvane kayAMya sukha ke zAMti nathI. A saMsArane jJAnIoe jAtajAtanI ane bhAtabhAtanI upamAo ApI che. keI kahe ke saMsAra dAvAnaLa jevuM che. koI kahe saMsAra meTI aTavI jevo che. te keI kahe che ke saMsAra sAgara jevo che. utta. sUtranA 23 mA adhyayanamAM kezI svAmI ane gautama svAmIne saMvAda cAle che. temAM saMsArane sAgaranI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che. sarIramAha nAvatti, jIvo vaccai naavio| saMsAro aNNavo vutto, jaMtaranti mahesiNo // utta. sa. a. 23 gAthA 73 A mAnavadeha naukA samAna che. AtmA nAvika che ane saMsAra samudra che. je deharUpI naukAmAM besI saMsAra samudrane tarI gayA che temane maharSi kahevAya che. ahIM nAva, nAvika ane sAgaranI sarakhAmaNuM khUba sacoTa ane sArthaka che. deha eTale naukA. naukA sAgarane taravA mATenuM amegha sAdhana che. sAme pAra pahoMcIe tyAM sudhI enI mahattA che. naukA sAgara para rahe te tarI zake che. paNa je sAgaranA pANa emAM samAI jAya te ene bhUkko belAI jAya. jevI dazA nakAnI che evI dazA dehanI che. A mAnava deha dvArA saMsArane sAme pAra pahoMcI zakAya che. eTale e mahAna che. saMsAramAM deha rahe tyAM sudhI vAMdhe nahi paNa dilamAM to saMsAra na rahevuM joIe. mAnava dehanuM dehanI dRSTie mahatva nathI paNa mukita meLavavAnI enAmAM zakti che tenuM mahatva che. mukita maLI jAya pachI te A deha eka bhAga che. mukita na maLe tyAM sudhI ene AbhAra mAnavAne che. - AtmA eTale nAvika. saMsAra taravAnuM sAdhana te deharUpI nakA. saMcAlaka vinA eka tasu paNa AgaLa vadhAya nahi. nAvika e taravAnI ane tAravAnI sAdhanA karanAra purUSAthI che. e AMkha mIcIne dariyAmAM deTa mUkato nathI. paNa sarva prathama e sAgara ane enI sapATInuM avalokana kare che. dariyAmAM kevA tephAne ane AMdhIo Avaze ane te samaye mAre kevuM sAvadhAna rahevuM paDaze tene vicAra kare che. mAre kaI dizAmAM ne kayA dezamAM javAnuM che te tarapha mITa mAMDe che. A rIte badhA vicAra karIne potAnI heDIne haLavA haLavA halesAM mArIne samudranA madhya bhAga tarapha laI jAya che. vacamAM AvatA vamaLo, khaDake ane ghumarIonuM barAbara dhyAna rAkhe che. jyAre jarUra paDe tyAre saDhane kholI nAMkhe che ne samaya Ave tyAre saDhane saMkelI paNa le che. A rIte kSaNa kSaNanI satata jAgRti pachI kinAre AvatAM jema sarpa kAMcaLIne tyAgI de che tema naikAne choDIne nAvika cAlato thaI jAya che.

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zAradA sAgara 893 baMdhuo! jevI nAvikanI nIti che tevI AtmAnI rIti che. AtmAnA Adeza vinA deha muktinA mArge eka tasupaNa AgaLa vadhI zakato nathI. ene ceya taravA sAthe tAravAnuM hoya. pitAnI zakitanuM mApa kADhIne dehanuM damana kare. pitAnI kyAM keTalI zakti che ne kyAM keTalI azakita che. tene vicAra karIne pitAnI zakti anusAra dhIme dhIme deharUpI naukAne sAdhanAnA mArge prayANa karAve. vacamAM AvatA vidanethI sAvadha rahIne e AgaLa vadhe, ane dehanA nehane choDIne amaratAnA pathe kadama uThAve. saMsAra eTale sAgara, sAgaranI jema saMsAramAM janma-maraNanI gaharAI che. duHkhanA uchaLatAM pANI che. mRtyunA bhayathI hameMzA sAme dekhAtI sapATI che. saga-viyoganA tarage che. IcachAnA mojAM uchaLe che. bhavAMtaranA agAdha jaLa che. AzAnuM pAtALa che ne mehanA vamaLo che. saMtApane vaDavAnaLa che. pramAdanA hiMsaka prANIo ane mAnanA magaramaccha ahIM mAnavarUpI mAchalIne keLI karI jAya che. kalezanA kicaDanA thara jAmI gayA che. kedha-mAna-mAyA ane lebha rUpI pAtALa kaLaze che. te pAtALa kaLazanA meDhAM khulI jatAM joDApUra Ave che. AvA virATa saMsAra sAgarane marajIvo hoya te tarI zake che. ane te marajIvA maharSi purU banI zake che. kAraNa ke muktine ghATa e vIrenI vATa che. kAyaranuM ahIM kAma nathI. jenAmAM baLa nathI, AtmAnI AjhAdI meLavavAnI laganI nathI te dharmanI dharatI upara eka pagaluM paNa bharI zaka nathI. je maharSio marajIvA banIne saMsAra sAgarane taravA mATe kadama uThAve che te maharSione game teTalAM kaTo paDe, vidane Ave chatAM teo sAgaranA kinAre meLavIne jape che paNa kaMTALI jatA nathI. paNa tame badhAM te dharmanI dharatI upara kadama uThAvatAM saheja paNa kaSTa paDe basa, have dharma kare nathI tema thAya che. paNa dhana kamAtAM muzkelI Ave to kadI kahe che ke have mAre dhana nathI kamAvuM. tyAM te eka nahi ne bIjI rIte, eka dhaMdhAmAM phAvaTa na Ave te bIje dhaMdhe kare che paNa purUSArtha choDatAM nathI. paraMtu dharmanI vAtamAM purUSArtha karatAM nathI. tyAM pAchA paDatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. baMdhuo! tamane ane amane je mAnavajIvana maLyuM che mahAna kiMmatI che. AvuM jIvana bhegavilAsamAM veDaphI nAMkhavAnuM nathI. tame badhAnI ciMtA karI che paNa AtmAnI nathI karI. bApa pitAnA saMtAnanI ciMtA kare che ke huM mArA dIkarAo mATe kareDAnI milkata ane meTare mUkIne jouM to te sukhI bane. ane eTaluM mUkIne jAe te tamane paNa ema lAge ke meM mArI pharaja barAbara bajAvI che. paNa kadI e vicAra karyo che ke mArA saMtAne kadI dharma karatAM nathI to parabhavamAM emanuM zuM thaze? tame je sAcA zrAvaka ho te tamane thavuM joIe ke mAro eka paNa saMtAna dharma pAmyA vinA na rahevo joIe. tame enA jIvananuM evuM ghaDatara karo ke bIjA lekene paNa

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zAradA sAgara ema lAge ke zuM enA mAtA-pitAnA saMskAra che! satya, nIti ane sadAcAra dvArA temanuM mAnavajIvana maheMkI uThavuM joIe. citrakAra citra dere te lekhako enA citra jaIne vakhANa kare te samajavuM ke citra barAbara che. paNa loko ne vakhANe to samajavuM ke temAM khAmI che. temAM tamArA hAtha nIce keLavAyelA saMtAnanuM jIvana evuM hovuM joIe ke tenI bIjI vyaktio upara pratibhA paDe, ne tenI prazaMsA kare. jenA jIvanamAM saMskAronuM siMcana thayeluM hoya che te dharmanuM AcaraNa karI zake che. Aje jeTalA saMskAre tamArAmAM che eTalA tamArA saMtAnamAM che? atyAre tame jeTalA sukhI che teTalA pahelAM hatAM? tame zUnyamAMthI sarjana karyuM. tamArA jeTalI tamArA saMtAnane mahenata karavI paDI nathI. e te pIraselA bhANuM upara besI gayA. paNa tamArA dharmanA saMskAronuM sevana karavuM gamatuM nathI. paraMtu yAda rAkhajo ke jene dharma nathI gamate tenI kevI dazA thAya che? A tamArI ekalAnI vAta nathI. bhagavAne sAdhunA jIvananuM paNa kevuM suMdara ghaDatara karyuM che. bhagavAna kahe che ke mAro sAdhu ane zrAvaka koI durgatimAM na ja joIe. mAre sAdhu reMjIpeMjI ne mAyakAMgalo na hoya. mArA saMte siMha jevA parAkramI hovA joIe. karmazatrunI sAme jhajhumavA mATe tenAmAM parAkrama joIe. uttarAdhyayana sUtra 20 muM adhyayana jemAM anAthI muni sAdhunA AcAranI vAte samajAve che. bhagavAna kahe che ke jema mAnavamAM mAnavatAno guNa have joIe tema he sAdhaka! tArAmAM sAdhutAne guNa have joIe. mAnavamAM mAnavatAnI maheMka na hoya te tenI koI kiMmata nathI tema sAdhunA jIvanamAM sAdhutAnI suvAsa na hoya to tenI keI kiMmata nathI. sAdhunuM jIvana khUba jAgRtimaya hovuM joIe. bhagavaMte daza vaikAlika sUtramAM kahyuM che ke- " fmahU vA, manahULa vA, saMgI, vinaya, viya, vavAya, vame, vi vA, rAgo vA uo vA, risAyo vA, sujo vA, gAjaramAne vA." sAdhu athavA sAdhvI jeo saMsAra choDIne saMyamI banI gayA che, jemaNe pApa karmonA pratyAkhyAna karyA che. teo divase ke rAtre ekalA hoya ke prakhadAmAM beThA haya, sUtA hoya ke jAgatA hoya, paNa tenuM mana saMyamamAM ramatuM hoya paNa bahAra bhamatuM na hoya. chakAya jAnuM rakSaNa karavAmAM sAdhu rakta rahe che. A mATe zAstrakAra sAdhune ke AhAra kalpe te batAve che - uddesiyaM koyagaDaM niyAgaM, na muccai kiMci aNesaNijja / aggI vivA savvabhakkheM bhavittA itto cuo gacchai kaTu pAvaM // utta. sU. a. 20, gAthA 47 je sAdhu auddezika sAdhune mATe banAveluM, kayagaDe eTale vecAte lAvelo nityapiMDa, ane anaiSaNIya kiMcita mAtra padArtha choDatA nathI te agninI jema sarvabhakSI

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zAradA sAgara 85 banIne pApa karma karatA thakA narakAdi gatiomAM jAya che. paNa jene saMyamanuM yathArtha pAlana karavuM che te mRtyune kabUla karaze paNa saMyamathI patita nahi thAya. je sAdhu saMyama laIne pitAnuM kalyANa kare che ne bIjAnuM karAve che te sAce sAdhu che. paNa ghaNAM manuSya dIkSA laIne ucca bhAvanAne bhUlI jaI uddezika, kItakRta, nityapiMDa ane anaiSaNika AhAra khAvAmAM vRddha bane che. paNa bhagavAnanI zuM AjJA che. piNDaM sijjaM ca vatthaM ca, cautthaM pAyameva ya / akappiyaM na icchijjA, paDigAhijja kappiyaM // daza. sU. a-6, gAthA 48 bhagavAna kahe che te mArA sAdhu - sAdhvIo! tamAre akalpanIya AhAra, pAtra, vastra Adi sAdhu jIvanane upayogI kaI paNuM cIja akalpanIya levAya te nahi paNa mAsA vi ja pathaI manathI paNa tenI IcchA karAya nahi. jyAre dIkSA lIdhI tyAre bhagavAnanI sAme pratijJA karI hatI ke - vayaM ca vittiM labbhAmo, na ya koi uvahammai / ahAgaDesu rIyaMte, pupphesu bhamarA jahA // daza. sU. a. 1, gAthA 4 gRhathIe je AhAra pANI pitAne mATe banAvelA che tene tyAM jaIne ame koI paNa jIvanI virAdhanA na thAya te rIte AhArapANa grahaNa karIzuM. jema bhramara puSpa uparathI cheDo cheDo rasa grahaNa kare che paNa puSpane kilAmanA upajAvate nathI tevI rIte he bhagavAna! ame AhAra grahaNa karIzuM. AvI bhAvanA sahita cAritra aMgIkAra kare che paNa jyAre AhAramAM Asakata banIne rasanI lelupatAmAM paDI jAya che. tyAre sAdhune uddezIne je AhAra banAvavAmAM Avyo che te AhAra paNa kare che. temane kaI kahe ke A AhAra akalpanIya che. tyAre te kahe che ke kalpanIya akalpanIyanI vAta na kare. kalpanIya ane akalpanIya jevAnI jarUra nathI. amAre to mAtra bhAvanA zuddha hovI joIe. A pramANe kahIne te ka95nIya-akalpanIyanI vAta uDADI mUke che. paNa A rIte karavuM te zAstrathI virUddha che ane je zAthI viruddha AcaraNa kare che te bhavAMtaramAM mahAna duHkhI thAya che. jema pANImAM rahenArI mAchalI pANIthI saMtoSa mAnatI nathI paNa leTanI gebI khAvAnA pralobhanamAM paDI jAya che te tenA gaLAmAM kAMTe bharAI jAya che. ne jALamAM phasAIne pANIthI bahAra jaI taraphaDIne marI jAya che. e mAchalIne khabara na hatI ke leTanI goLI khAvA jatAM jALamAM phasAI jaIza. je tene AvuM bhAna hota te te gobI khAvA na jAta. te ajJAnane vaza thaIne jALamAM phasAI gaI, paNa sAdhu te

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zAradA sAgara jANe che ke A uddezIka AdhAkamI Adi dethI yukata AhAra levAmAM keTale deSa lAge che chatAM evo AhAra jANa prIchIne lAve te AvA asAdhu mAchalIthI paNa vadhu , ajJAna che. bhagavAne sAdhune AhAra karavAnI nA nathI pADI paNa AhAramAM Asakata banavAnI nA pADI che. potAne mATe AhAra banyuM che evI khabara paDavA chatAM athavA zaMkA paDavA chatAM paNa je gRhasthane pUche nahi. kadAca pUche te eka vakhata kahevA pUratuM pUche ane AMkha ADA kAna karIne AhAra laI le che te sAdhu mahAna deSita bane che. kAraNa ke sAdhue pahelA mahAvratamAM pratijJA karI che ke huM hiMsA karIza nahi, karAvIza nahi ane karatAne amedanA ApIza nahi. mATe sAdhu nimitte banAvelo AhAra le te deSa che. kAraNa ke temAM chae kAya jIvonI hiMsAnuM ghora pApa lAge che. ATalA mATe uddezIka AhAra levAno bhagavAne niSedha karyo che. baMdhuo! bhagavAnane sAcA sAdhuo bhUla kare nahi ne kadAca bhUla thaI te bhUla kabUla karI le ane pharIne have kadI bhUla nahi karuM te karAra kare. jenAmAM lajajA che te vAraMvAra bhUla karatA nathI. te ghaDAne Takore basa che. ene cAbUka batAvavAno heya paNa mAravAne nA hoya. lajajAvAna jaldI sudharI jAya che. rAjAne kuMvara, pradhAnano putra ane hajAmane putra e traNe mitra hatA. eka vakhata traNe jaNAM bahAragAma gayA. tyAM traNe jaNAe khUba dArU pIdhe. corI karI ane jugAra ramyA. have e gAmamAM dArU pIvAnI sakhata manAI hatI. dArUnA nazAmAM cakacUra banelA jyAM tyAM pharatA hatA. rAjAnA mANasoe temane pakaDyA ne rAjA pAse hAjara karyA. rAjAnA kuMvarane eTaluM badhuM lAgI AvyuM ke huM kyAM Avyo? ane A lokanA saMge kayAM dArU pIdhe? rAjA enuM mukha joIne samajI gayA ke A kaI rAjakumAra che. enuM lalATa teja mAratuM hatuM. puNyavAnanuM lalATa chAnuM rahetuM nathI. rAjAe pUchayuM ke bhAI ! tuM koNa che? tuM kaI uttamakuLane lAge che. tene A dArU pIve ne cerI karavI che? A sAMbhaLatAM rAjakumAra te rAjAnA pagamAM paDI gayo ne bolyo- mArI bhUla thaI gaI. mane mApha kare. enI saraLatA ane namratA joIne rAjAe kahyuM jA tAre gunha mApha. pachI pradhAna putrane bolAvIne kahyuM tane A zobhe che? tyAre enA dilamAM paNa AMcako lAge. chatAM rAjakumAra karatAM che. ene paNa khUba lajajA AvI gaI. ne rAjAnA pagamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgI. tyAre rAjAe kahyuM, tuM pharIne AvI bhUla karIza? tyAre pradhAnaputra kahe-nA. have kadI AvI bhUla nahi karuM. ene thoDI damadATI ApIne guna mApha karIne rAjAe tene choDI mUkaze. pachI hajAmanA dIkarAne kahyuM ke teM dArU kema pIdhe? tuM rAjAne gunhegAra chuM. tyAre teNe kahyuM AmAM meM zuM moTe gunho karyo che? dArU

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zAradA sAgara 897 na pIe tA majhA zuM Ave? te rAjAnI sAme thai gayA. eTale rAjA kahe che A mANasa nAlAyaka che ene jelamAM pUrI de. eNe namratA na batAvI, peAtAnI bhUlanI mAphI na mAMgI paNa uparathI rAjAnA sAmeA thayA te jelamAM purAvuM paDayuM. aMdhuo! mAnava mAtra bhUlane pAtra che. bhUla kare te mAnava che. bhUla karIne huse te dAnava che te bhUla karyo pachI tenA pazcAtApa kare che te karIne kadI bhUla nathI te te mahAmAnava che. ApaNe sAdhunI vAta cAle che. sAdhu chadmastha che eTale bhUla thai jAya paNa e bhUla karyAM pachI enA gurUvaryA kahe ke AvI bhUla sAdhuthI kAya nahi. tame bhUlanuM prAyazcita karo. ane pharIne kadI AvI bhUla thavI na joie. evI mIThI hita zikhAmaNa Ape tyAre jo ziSya gurUnA sAmeA thaI jAya, ne bhUla na sudhAre tA te ziSya, ziSya nathI paNa kuziSya che. sAdhupaNAmAM mahAna sukha che. je sukha devalAkanA devA nathI bhAgavatA te sukha paMcamahAvratadhArI saMta bhagave che. temAM paNa je vItarAganI AjJA pramANe khazakhara cAle che temanA Ana te kAi alaukika hAya che. AvA AtmA prabhunI AjJA pramANe cAlIne bhUla karaztA nathI. ne kadAca bhUla thAya tA prAyazcita karIne mAphI mAMgI le che. tenA gunhA mAruM thaI jAya che. paNa jene bhUlanA pazcAtApa thatA nathI paNa bhUla karIne harakhAya che tenI dazA hajAmanA che.karA jevI thAya che ane anata bhava sudhI tene saMsAranI jelamAM pUrAI rahevu paDe che. ApaNe uddezIka AhAranI vAta karI gayA. have krItakRta eTale sAdhune mATe AhAra kharIdIne lAvavA te. kAine ema zakA thAya ke sAdhue karyuM" nathI, karAvyu nathI ne karatAne anumeDhanA paNa ApI nathI tema sAdhue jAte kharIdayuM nathI paNa khIjAe munine mATe kharIdyuM temAM zuM vAMdhA ? AnA javAkhamAM bhagavate siddhAMtamAM kahyuM che, ke sAdhue evA AhAra levA kalpatA nathI. kAraNu ke banAvanAre paisA kamAvA mATe banAvela che. ane sAdhune mATe paisA ApIne kharIdavAmAM Ave te e banAvavAmAM je hiMsA thai temAM sAdhu paNa bhAgI banyA. gADIo tamArA mATe ja cAlatI nathI paNa paisA ApIne tame beThAM te tenA pApamAM tame bhAgIdvAra kharA ke nahi? jarUra, pApanA bhAgIDhAra aneA che. A rIte sAdhunA nimitte kaMi kharIda karavAmAM Ave tA sAdhu pApanA bhAgI ane che. tamAre sAdhune kApaDa vaheArAvavu hAya te vecAtu laI Ave te doSa lAge paNa tamArA mATe vAyala, malamala, khAdI, peApalIna lAvyA che ne satasatIjI gAmamAM padhAryA che te vakhate bahena vicAra kare ke huM eka sADA AchA paherIza paNa sAdhune vaheAzanavu che tA temAMthI tame vaheArAvA ne sAdhu-sAdhvIjI le te tene doSa lAgatA nathI. agara teA kAI kApaDanA vahepArI che te jo kApaDa vaheArAve te levAmAM doSa nathI. sAdhu bimAra paDe ne temane mATe davAnI jarUra paDe teA davAnA vahepArI jo

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888 zAradA sAgara tenI dukAnamAMthI paisA lIdhA vagara davA Ape te levAmAM bAdha na Ave paNa Aje A bhAvanA ghaTavA lAgI che. have trIjo niyAga AhAra. niyAga eTale nitya AmaMtrita AhAra. sAdhune rAja koI AmaMtraNa ApI jAya ke mAre ghera badhA joga che padhArajo. tA sAdhue te ghera AhAra levA javAya nahi. temaja dararAja eka ghera AhAra levA javuM' te paNa zAstrathI virUddha che. vAta ema che ke tamAre ghera kAi mahemAna maLavA Ave ne tame tene jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa Ape| to te jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa svIkAre teA ja tame tene mATe rasei banAve ne? e jamavAnI nA pADe teA na banAvA ne? A pramANe sAdhu haMmezA eka ghera gAcarI jAya teA nakakI thaI gayuM ke dararAja ApaNe ghera saMta-satIjI padhAre che tA have hamaNAM Avaze. badhu taiyAra rAkheA. te temAM sAdhunuM nimitta bhaLI jAya che ane sAdhu e dASanA bhAgIdAra bane che. jJAnI kahe che ke sAdhune dararAja eka gharane AhAra pe nahi. pahelethI gaucarI kayAM javAnu che te nakkI thAya nahi. amuka divase amuka lattAmAM javuM evuM paNa sAdhuthI nakkI karAya nahi. jo evI rIte ekAMtarA athavA trIje cAthe dvivase niyamita koine tyAM sAdhu jAya te paNa gRhasthane ema thAya ke Aje mahAsatIjI padhAraze mATe jaldI badhu banAvI ie. te tyAM paNa sAdhune uddezika ane nityapiMDa Adi doSa lAgI jAya che. mATe sAdhunI gaucarI atIthi hovI joIe. anAthI muni kahe che huM rAjan! je kuzIla sAdhu hAya che te AharADhimAM AvA DhASA lAge che chatAM deSanA vicAra sarakhA karatA nathI. paNa agni jema sabhakSI ane che, eTale ke agnimAM je kAMi nAMkhavAmAM Ave che tene agni khAi jAya che te pramANe kuzIla sAdhu paNa agninI jema sabhakSI banIne te kapanIya - akalpanIyane vicAra karatA nathI. ane gaucarI kare che. ane jo koi e viSayamAM kahe mahArAja! tamane AvuM Ape ? te tene te ulTu samajAvI ke che. AvA sAdhu bhale ceDA divasa AnaMda mANe paNa aMte te tenA pApa rUpa kaTu phaLa tene bhegavavA paDaze. madhue 1 A sAdhunI vAta che. tamAre paNa AtmAnI sAdhanA karavA mATe pramAda choDavA paDaze. kAraNa ke jiMgI paNa pANInA pUranI jema vahI rahI che. have teA jAgeA. kyAM sudhI bhAganA kIcaDamAM khUcyA raheze ? eka vakhata eka nagaramAM naTa ane naTaDI tenA sA sahita eka gAmamAM AvyA. naTa jyAM jAya tyAM zajAnA darakhAramAM khela gAThavatA hatA. kAraNa ke rAjA1 - mahArAjAone evA khelanA jalasA jovA bahu game. ane rAjA rIjhe teA kAma thaI jAya. eTale te naTa rAjAnA pradhAnane manyeA. ane khela gAThavavAnI vAta karI. tyAre pradhAne kahyuM. tu tArA khela batAva temAM mArI nA nathI. paNa amArA rAjA evA kaMjusIyA che ke

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zAradA sAgara ( 899 camaDI tUTe paNa damaDI nA tUTe. eTale koIne rAtI pAI parakhAvatA nathI. je tArI IcchA hoya te pigrAma gaThavIe. naTa kahe je maLavAnuM haze te maLaze nahitara rAjA khuza te thaze ne? ema vicArI pogrAma zeThaLe. rAjadarabAramAM naTano pogrAma zarU thaye. prajAjananI paNa ThaTha jAmI che. naTa dera upara caDhIne nAce che ne naTaDI Dhela bajAve che. jema jema rAta vItatI gaI tema tema jevAne raMga jAmate gayo. rAjA ane prajA ene khela joIne khuza thaI gayA. khela pUre thavA A paNa kaMjusI rAjA bheTa ApatuM nathI. have rAjA na Ape tyAM sudhI prajA paNa kevI rIte ApI zake? kaI bheTa te nathI ApatuM paNa kaI tenA nRtyane harSa vyakta karavA tAlI paNuM pADatuM nathI. rAta pUrI thavA AvI hatI. naTaDI hela banAvIne thAkI ane naTa dara upara nRtya karatA thAka hato. nRtya karatAM naTanuM dhyAna kheMcavA mATe naTaDIe eka duho lalakAya. rAta ghaDI bhara raha gaI, piMjara thAko Ama, naTaDI kahe suNa nAyakA, madhurI tAla bajAya." he svAmInAtha! rAta pUrI thavA AvI che. have huM hela banAvIne thAkI chu. tame nRtya karIne thAkayA che paNa rAjA rIjhatA nathI. have baMdha kare. A tenA dehAne mArmika bhAva hate. eno marma naTa samajI gaye. teNe paNa dehAthI tene uttara Ape. bahota gaI cheDI rahI, thoDI bhI aba jAya, thaDI dera ke kAraNe, tAlameM bhaMga na Aya. ' naTe A duho lalakAryo ne naTaDI tenA bhAva samajI gaI ke ghaNI rAta vItI gaI che. rAta pUrI thatAM ApoApa khela baMdha thavAnuM che. AkhI rAta khela karyo ne have thoDI vAra mATe khelane raMga zA mATe bagADe che? paraMtu duho sAMbhaLatAM mAnava medanImAM navuM kautuka thayuM. A medanImAM eka saMnyAsI paNa hatuM. tenI pAse savA lAkha rUpiyAnI kiMmatanI ratnakAMbaLI hatI. te kADhIne naTa upara pheMkI. tyAra bAda rAjakumAre sonAnA ratnajaDita bAjubaMdha pheMkayA ne rAjakumArIe hIrAne mUlyavAna hAra gaLAmAMthI kADhIne naTane bheTa Apo. A joIne kaMjusa rAjAne khUba Azcarya thayuM ke meM te haju bheTa ApI nathI ne mArA pahelAM AvI mUlyavAna bheTa A lokoe zA mATe ApI? on sajAe saMnyAsIne pUchayuM ke Ape ApanI kiMmatI ratnakAMbaLI A naTane zA mATe ApI dIdhI? tyAre saMnyAsI kahe-mahArAjA ! sAcuM kahuM te mAre mATe A naTa mAre gurU che. enA zabdae mArA mananuM parivartana karyuM. huM nAnI uMmaramAM saMsAra

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900 zAradA sAgara ' tyAgIne sanyAsI banI gayA chuM paNa have mAruM mana viSaye tarapha valakhA mArI rahyuM hatu paNa A naTe gAyuM ke "mahAta gaI thoDI rahI, gheADI bhI aba jAya? hai mahAtmA ! tamArI ghaNI uMmara vItI gai. ane A pAthvI jiMDhaMgImAM Ave vicAra zA mATe karA che e sAMbhaLIne mane bhAna thayuM ke he jIva! te ATalA varSo sudhI brahmacarya pALyuM, tapa karyAM, sAdhanA karI ane have jatI jiMDhaMgIe zA mATe tArI sAdhanAmAM bheganI Aga cAMpe che? A naTanA zabde sAMbhaLI mAruM mana zAMta thaI gayuM. viSayavAsanAnA vAvAjhoDAM virAma pAmI gayA. naTanA zabdeAthI mArI sAna ThekANe AvI gaI. eTale me tenA upara khuza thaIne mArI ekanI eka ratnakAMkhaLI tene bheTa ApI. pachI rAjAe peAtAnA putrane pUchyuM. tyAre kuMvare karyuM - pitAjI ! Apane sAcu kahuM. mArI vAta sAMbhaLIne Apane mArA upara dveSa Avaze. Apane sajA karavI hAya tA karo. paNa huM vicAra karatA hatA ke huM ATale mATe thayA paNa haju mArA pitA mane yuvarAjapade sthApana karatA nathI. keAI jAtanI sattA ke mattA ApatA nathI. rAjakumAra heAvA chatAM eka kaMgAlanI mAphaka rahuM chuM. Aje rAtre A pAgrAma patyA pachI huM ApanuM khUna karavAneA hateA. paNa A naTanA zabdo sAMbhaLIne mArA krodha zAMta thaI gayA. AtmAe vaLAMka lIdheA ne vicAra karyA ke tArI ATalI uMmara thai chatAM tArA pitAjIe tane rAjya ApyuM nathI. paNa have tArA pitA jIvI jIvIne keTaluM jIvavAnA che? pAMca sAta varSanA mahemAna che. ATalI dhIraja rAkhI te pAMca sAta varSoM khamI jA. nakAmuM pitRhatyAnuM pApa zA mATe vaheAre che? eTale me mArA vicAra mAkUpha rAkhyA. A naTanA zabde mArA aMtaramAM pavitratAnA jharaNAM vahAvyA ne mane pApathI macAvyeA. eTale meM tenA upara khuza thaIne bAjubaMdha ApI dIdhA. have rAjAe kuMvarIne pUchyuM tyAre kuMvarIe kahyuM-pitAjI! huM paNa Apane sAcu kahuM chuM ke mArI uMmara 40 varSanI thai. paraMtu Apane paisA kharcavA paDe, tamArA meAbhA pramANe 20-25 lAkhanA mane kariyAvara karavA paDe eTale dhananA lAbhathI Ape haju sudhI mArA lagna karyA nathI. tyAre meM vicAra karyo ke mArA pitAjI mArI jiMdragI agADI rahyA che. eTale huM pradhAnanA putranI sAthe Aje rAtre bhAgI javAnI hatI paNa A peAgrAma gAThavye eTale joyA pachI javAnI hatI paNa A naTanA duhA sAMbhaLye ke "bahAta gai magara thADI rahI, gheADI bhI ama jAya." ghaNI uMmara cAlI gai, have tAre zuM bhAga bhAgavavA che? tArA pitAjInI jiMgI paNa aheAta gai ne thADI bAkI che. tu strI jAti 40 varSanI thaI have tArI paraNavAnI veLA vItI gaI. zA mATe tArI pavitra jiMDhaMgI viSayanA kAdavathI kharaDe che? ane tArA pitAnA kuLane kalaMka lagADe che! A naTanA zabde sAMbhaLIne mArI bhAvanA pavitra banI gaI. have te mAre kdI lagna \

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zAradA sAgara 901 karavA nathI. brahmacArI rahIne Atma-kalyANa karIza. mane tenA zabdo sAMbhaLIne AvI pavitra bhAvanA thavAthI meM tenA upara khuza thaIne mAre hIrAne hAra tene bheTa Ape che. A traNenI vAta sAMbhaLIne rAjAne potAnI kaMjusAI upara napharata chUTI, dhikkAra che mane! meM udAratA na karI tyAre mArA kuMvara ane kuMvarInA dilamAM AvA bhAva thayAM ne! rAjAne potAnI bhUla samajAI. eNe naTane khUba dhana ApIne khuza karI vidAya ApI. naTaDIe te kahyuM hatuM ke huM thAkI gaI chuM. have baMdha kare te sArUM. ane naTe tene uttara ApyuM hatuM paNa e zabdae cAra AtmAonA hRdayane palaTa karAvI dIdhe. pitApitAnI rIte soe potAnA jIvanamAM ghaTAvyuM ke "bahAta gaI thoDI rahI, thoDI bhI aba jAya." A jiMdagI have thoDI bAkI che. jeTalI gaI teTalI nathI. ene zuM bhare che? A kAyA kevI che? mAnavI banate nA gADAne bela, kAyA kAcI mATIne che mahela." A kAyA kAcI mATInA mahela jevI che. pavana Ave, vAvAjhoDuM thAya tyAre kAcI mATInA makAne paDI jAya che. hamaNAM kAThiyAvADamAM bhayaMkara vAvAjheDAnuM tophAna thayuM tyAre keTalAya makAna jamInadosta thaI gayA che. amadAvAdamAM sAbaramatImAM pUra AvyuM tyAre AkhI sosAyaTIo taNAI gaI hatI. tema ApaNuM kAyA paNa kAcI mATInA mahela jevI che. tene vizvAsa karavA jevo nathI. mATe bane teTalI ArAdhanA karI le. Aje ApaNe tyAM cAra hAthajoDa che. ApaNe tyAM kula 16 jeDIe eTale 32 AtmAoe AjIvana brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karyuM che. theDI vAra aMjanA satInuM kahyA bAda brahmacaryanI pratijJA karAvIza. caritra:- "aMjanA satI ane pavanajInuM bhavya svAgata.":- pavana ane aMjanA mAtA-pitA sahita ratanapuramAM padhAre che. te samAcAra vAyuvege nagaramAM prasarI gayA. aMjanAne jyArathI kalaMka caDhAvIne kADhI mUkI tyArathI nagarImAM zeka chavAyo hato. aMjanA satI padhAre che te samAcAra sAMbhaLI prajAjanonA haiyA harSathI pulakti banI gayA ne AkhuM gAma dhajA patAkAothI zaNagArI dIdhuM ane AkhI ratanapurInI prajA gAma bahAra temanuM svAgata karavA mATe gaI. khUba dhAmadhUmapUrvaka temanuM sAmaiyuM karIne nagaramAM lAvyA. nagaramAM AvyA pachI daza divasa sudhI hanumAna kumArane janma mahotsava ujavavAmAM AvyuM. kAraNa ke janma te vagaDAmAM thayuM hatuM. eTale tyAM te kaMI thayuM na hatuM. prajAjanone paNa eTale AnaMda hato ke atyAre ja hanumAnakumArane janma thayo na hoya! tyAra pachI hanumAnakumAranI nAmakaraNa vidhi paNa pharIne karavAmAM AvI. A mAMgalika prasaMge pra(c)Ada rAjAe badhA kedIone kedamAMthI mukta karyA. kaMIka garIbanA daddhi TALI nAMkhyA. prajAjanomAM AnaMda AnaMda chavAI gaye,

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902 vairAgya pavanajI ane ajanA satI paNa AnanA hiMDoLe hIMce che. hanumAna kumAranA janma mahAtsava ujavyA bAda pradghAda rAjAne have prahAda rAjA ane ketumatI rANI vicAra karavA lAgyA ke pavanajI have rAjyanA vahIvaTa sauMbhALI zake tema che. ApaNI uMmara paNa thaI che. te have saMsAra cheDIne saMyamI banIe. have ketumatI rANI ane prahvAda rAjA pavanajIne gAdI sAMpI tapeAvanamAM javAne vicAra karaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. have brA` vrata lenArane paccakhANa ApavAmAM Ave che. zAradA sAgara vyAkhyAna na- 102 kArataka suda 9 ne budhavAra sujJa khaMdhuo, suzIla mAtA ne baheneA ! mahAna puNyadaye prApta thayelA mAnavabhava pavitratAnA paMthe purUSArtha karavA mATe maLyA che. e bhUlatA nahi. jo ahI A! jIvanamAM pavitratA nahi Ave te anA mleccha ane pazunA avatAramAM ne tamArAmAM vizeSatA zI ? mRtyu thatAM ahIM rahI janArA jaDa padArthane mATe. apavitra jIvana jIvI rahyA che te AtmAne mATe lAbhakArI nathI. yAda rAkhajo. anyAya, anIti, asatya, cArI, durAcAra ane pagrihanI dhamAla jIvane AkuLa - vyAkuLa banAve che. temaja ciMtA, saMtApa ane azAMtinI bhaThThImAM zeke che. vaLI A leAkamAM rAjadaMDa, lAkanaDhA ane apratiSThA vigerenA bhaya utpanna kare che. ane paraleAkamAM paNa duHkhanA pAra nathI rahenA. mATe adhue ! vicAra kare! A mAnavajiMDhaMgI eka svapna che. pharaka mAtra eTaleA che ke svapnamAM AMkha khule kAMi nahi ane jIvanamAM AMkha baMdha thayA pachI kAMi nahi. svapnamAM dhananA DhagalA joyA. enI rakSA mATe bIjAne sAthe jhaghaDayA paNa AMkha khulatAM badhuM DUla. tema jIvanamAM anyAya anIti karI ghaNuM dhana bheguM karyuM paNa e AMkha mIcAI jatAM madhu phUla. kheleA, A sukha zA kAmanuM? chevaTe badhu' ahIM rahI jaze. paNa tenA mATe khAMdhelA azubha karmonA kacarAnA baMDala upADIne javuM paDaze. mATe AvI nazvaratAneA vicAra karIne jIvanane apavitra nA manAve. tA. 12-11-75 jJAnI purUSa! kahe che, ke jIvanamAM vrata-niyama, ahiMsA, satya vigere sadAcAranu sthApana karI jIvanane pavitra manAve. mANasa jUThuM bole, hiMsA kare, anIti kare, A ardhuM mana khagayA vinA thatuM nathI. mananI pavitratA tyAM khatama thaI jAya che. pavitra mana e mAnava jIvananI mAMghI malAi che. pavitratA e zaNagAra che. satI sItAne thayAM hAre varSo vItI gayA chatAM emane leAke yAda kema kare che? emanI pavitratAne lIdhe ne? savaNe tene lalacAvavA ghaNAM prayatna karyA. dAdarI Adi hajArA rANIe sItAnI

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zAradA sAgara 903 jIvanabhara dAsIo manIne rahevA taiyAra thaI paNa emAM sItAjI lalacAyA nahi. tyAra pachI rAmacaMdrajIe leAkApavAthI temane vanamAM meAkkI dIdhA. chatAM temanA upara saheja paNa dveSa na karyA. tyAre e pAtAnA jIvanane unnata manAvIne prAtaHsmaraNIya banI gayA che. jene AtmAnA sAcA vaibhavanuM bhAna thayu che tevA anAthI nigraMtha zreNIka rAjAne kahe che, ke AtmA peAtAnA svarUpamAM lIna khanIne antarmukha khanI jAya tA sanAtha khanI zake. na taM arIkaMTha chettA karei, jaM se kare appaNiyA durappayA / senA macca muhaM tu patte, pacchANutAveNa dayAvihUNo // utta. sa. a 20 gAthA 48 gaLuM kApanAra dayAhIna vairI paNa je ahita nathI karatA tenAthI adhika ahita ahiM bhAvamAM paDelA krurAtmA kare che. mRtyunA mukhamAM paDatAM te durAtmAne mahAna pazcAtApa thAya che. kamaLanA puSpa upara mugdha banelA bhamarA hAthInA mukhanA kALice anI jAya che. temAM tenI peAtAnI bhUla che. A pramANe AtmA peAtAnI bhUlathI peAtAnuM ahita kare che. evu ahita mAthAnA kApanAra vairI paNa karatA nathI. Aje kAi mANusa kAinuM mAthuM talavArathI judu' karI nAMkhe te tene moTA bairI mAnavAmAM Ave che. paNa jJAnI kahe che ke durbhAvamAM joDAyelA AtmA potAnu je ahita kare che tevuM ahita mastaka chaMdanAra duzmana karI zakatA nathI. gaLu kApanAra duzmana teA zarIrane naSTa kare che ke je zarIra eka divasa tA naSTa thanAruM hatuM paNa te duzmana jIvane naraka gatimAM mokalavA samartha nathI, paraMtu evA duzmana jyAre mAthu kApatA hAya tyAre tenA upara sheja paNa kyAya na Ave te te duHkha sahana karanAra AtmA mekSamAM athavA devalAkamAM jAya che. te vakhate te vairIne pAte sahAyaka mAne che. eTale kahevAmAM Ave che ke gaLuM kApanAra vairI evI hAni karatA nathI ke jevI hAni peAtAnA durAtmA kare che. adhue ! AvA pavitra mAnava deha ane indriyA maLI che te AtmAnA kalyANa mATe maLI che. mahAna puNyanA thAka bhegA thAya tyAre mAnava deDhu maLe che ane dareka indriyA paNa surakSita maLe che. A mahAna puNyanA yathI maLelI indriyAna upayoga durAtmA kayAM karI rahyA che? meAjazeAkhamAM ane leAgivalAsamAM. A rIte je sAdhu sAdhupaNAthI patIta thAya ane indriyA upara kAbU na rAkhe te tenA AtmA paNa duzatmA che. durAtmA saMsAramAM AnaMda pAme che, sukha bhAgave che paNa jyAre mRtyunA sukhamAM sapaDAya che tyAre tene khUba pazcAtApa thAya che. te samaye maMtra-taMtra - jyAtiSa lakSaNAdi vidyAe kAma AvatA nathI. jeNe ahiMsAnA nAza karyo che ane yAnA

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zAradA sAgara 904 dezanikAla karyo che te motanA mukhamAM sapaDAya che tyAre tene peTa bharIne pazcAtApa thAya che. mahaMmada gajhanIe 17 vakhata bhArata upara lUMTa calAvI hatI ane aneka lokone rIbAvIne mAryA ne ghaNuM dhana lUMTI gayuM hatuM. paNa jyAre te maravA paDe tyAre teNe e badhA dhanane pitAnI sAme Dhagale karAvyo. ane te dhananA DhagalAne joI joIne yuke ne dhruske raDavA lAgyuM. te zA mATe raDato haze? te ApaNe nizcayathI kAMI kahI zakIe nahi paNa saMbhava che ke te e vicArathI raDato hoya ke meM lekane ATaluM badhuM kaSTa ApyuM ne dhana lUTayuM paNa e dhana te Aje ahIM paDayuM raheze. mArI sAthe te rAtI pAI paNa AvavAnI nathI. A rIte tame paNa bIjAne mATe pApa karIne paisA kamAo che paNa yAda rAkhajo ke tamArI sAthe eka rAtI pAI paNa AvavAnI nathI. sAthe te pApanA bhArA Avaze. pUMcha ahIM raheze ne pApa sAthe Avaze. mATe jIvanamAM dayAne guNa apanAve. dayA e jIvanane mukhya guNa che. bhagavAnanI ATalI hita zikhAmaNa jIvanamAM utare te zAstrane mahAna sAra tame jANI lIdhuM che. evaM khu nANiNo sAraM, jaM na hiMsai kiMcaNaM / kaI paNa jIvanI hiMsA na karavI e badhA jJAnane sAra che. bhagavAna ahiMsAnA upAsaka che. te kaI jIvanI hiMsA kare nahi, karAve nahi ne karanArane bhaluM jANe nahi. koI mANasa koI purANu pustakamAM lakheluM batAvIne tamane kahe ke vItarAga bhagavAna to puSpanI mALA paheratAM hatAM. to zuM tame e vAta mAnavA taiyAra che? tame kahI deze ke e te keI ajJAnIe lakhyuM haze. paNa bhagavAna te kayAre paNa pahere nahi. keI kahe ke sAdhue ochAmAM ochA pAMca rUpiyA to temanI pAse rAkhavA joIe. pAse paisA hoya te game tyAre kAma Ave. te zuM tame tenI vAta upara vizvAsa karaze? tame tarata kahI deze ke jena muni eka rAtI pAI paNa rAkhe nahi. amArA saMte te kaMcana-kAminInA tyAgI che. je teo parigraha rAkhe che ane tene sAdhu na kahIe. kema barAbara che ne ? baMdhuo! ApaNuM mukhya vAta zuM che te khabara che ne? jyAre AtmA durAtmA banI jAya che ne durAcAramAM pravRtti kare che tyAre te pitAnA AtmAthI pitAne dukha Ape che. sadAcArane bhUlI durAcAramAM pravRtta thayela AtmA ke banI jAya che tenA upara eka banelI kahAnI kahuM.. - eka saMskArI kuTuMba hatuM. temAM pati-patnI ane temane eka bAbo hate. bAbAnuM nAma niraMjana hatuM. niraMjana 18 divasane tha ne tenI mAtA gujarI gaI. pitA pharIne lagna kare che. tene paNa eka putra thAya che. tenuM nAma nehala che. te paNa pAMca varSane tha ne tenI mAtA gujarI jAya che. jyAM snehala sAta varSane thAya che tyAM pitA

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905 zAradA sAgara mRtyunI zayyA para paDayA che. te khUba mUMjhAyA che. niraMjana kahe che pitAjI! ApanI AMkhamAM AMsu kema che? Apane je mUMjhavaNa hoya te mane kahe. pitA kahe beTA! tuM snehalane barAbara saMbhALaje. have huM jAuM chuM. A zabdo sAMbhaLI niraMjananI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. te raDato raDate bolyo. ahe pitAjI! amArI baMnenI mAtAo te amane bALapaNamAM mUkIne cAlI gaI ane Aje tame paNa amane nirAdhAra mUkIne jAva che? ame baMne bhAIo pitAnI chAyA vinAnA seMdhArA banI jaIzuM. pahelA to te khUba raDa. pachI haiyuM haLavuM karIne kahe che pitAjI! Apa mArA nAnA bhAInI bilakula ciMtA na karaze. e mane khUba vahAle che. huM enI badhI saMbhALa rAkhIza. ene jamADIne jamIza. mAre bhAI kahuM ke mAro putra kahuM ane mane sarakhuM che. ATaluM sAMbhaLatA pitAne AtmA dehanapiMjaramAMthI uDI gayA. "niraMjana ane snehalane paDela pitAne viyoga - pitA javAthI baMne bhAInA dilamAM khUba duHkha thayuM. samaya jatAM zeka visAre paDe. baMne bhAIo khUba saguNa hatA. pitAnI theDIghaNI muDI hatI. ne niraMjana have bhaNI rahyo hate. eTale Avaka cAlu thaI gaI hatI. samaya jatAM eka sArA kuTuMbanI vanitA nAmanI kanyA sAthe niraMjananA lagna thayA. paraNatI vakhate niraMjane vanitA sAthe kabUlAta karI hatI ke mAre sAvakI mAtAne putra sAta varSane nAno bhAI che. te mane mArA sagA bhAIthI paNa adhika vahAle che. te tAre ene mAtAnI jema sAcava paDaze. ene kadI ochuM AvavA devAnuM nahi. je tane A vAta maMjura hoya te tArI sAthe lagna karuM. bhAbhInA premamAM ramate snehala be bhAbhImA" - vanitA eka sahaguNa yuvatI hatI. teNe niraMjananI vAta kabUla karI. ane bannenA lagna thayAM. bhAbhI gharamAM AvyA. nAnakaDA diyarIyA nehalane vanitA khUba pyArathI ramADe che. tenI kabUlAtanuM hRdayapUrvaka pAlana kare che. tethI snehalane vicAra thayA karato ke mAre bhAbhIne kevI rIte belAvavA? e mane mAtAnI jema sAcave che. mArI mAtA paNa mane AvuM sAcavatI na hatI. Aje ghaNuM bALake pitAnI mAtAne paNa bhAbhI kahIne bolAve che. te snehale sAMbhaLeluM. eTale tene thayuM ke mAre mAtA to che nahi ane A bhAbhI mane mAtAnI jema sAcave che te huM emane "bhAbhImA kahIne bolAvuM. eTale temAM mAtA ane bhAbhI baMne AvI jAya. tene A saMbaMdhana khUba gamI gayuM. eka divasa nehala skUlethI bhaNIne AvyuM te ja sIdhe "bhAbhImA kahIne bhAbhIne gaLe vaLagI paDaye. bhAbhIe nehalane bAthamAM laI lIdhe. bhAbhI mAtAnI jema nehalane sakhatI hatI. niraMjana, vanitA ane sanehala A traNanuM nAnakaDuM kuTuMba khUba prema ane AnaMdathI rahetuM hatuM. A AnaMda joIne zerInA mANasone IrSyA AvI gaI. zerInI bahene kahe che vanitA! tuM tArA diyarane khUba lADa laDAve che. paNa eka divasa

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906 zAradA sAgara : tAre pastAvAnA vakhata Avaze. atyAranA jamAnAmAM te peTanA dIkarA paNa peAtAnA thatA nathI. A te tArA sAvakA yira che. jo amArI vAta tArA gaLe utaratI hAya te| havethI tuM snehalane bahu meDhe caDhAvIza nahi. tyAre vanitAe cAkhkhA zabdomAM kahI dIdhuM ke bahena! e tamArI seAnerI salAha tamArI pAse zakhA. mAre enI jarUra nathI. ema kahIne vanitA peAtAne ghera AvatI rahI. pharIne te kAine ghera besavA jatI nahi. "niraMjana - vanitAnA premamAM ramatA snehala' adhue! AvI sadguNI patnI mahAna puNyanA udaya hAya tene maLe che. bhAi ghaNAM sArA hAya, AbarU paNa sArI hAya pazu jo gharanI patnI sArI na hoya te lAkhanA pati kADIneA banI jAya che. pazu jo ane sArA hoya te temanA saMsAra svarga jevA khanI jAya che. gharamAM ne bahAra tenI pratiSThA vadhe che. te pAMcamAM pUchAya che. A nitA paNa hIrA jevI hatI. nirajana DAkaTara banyA hatA ne peAtAnA nAnakaDA gAmamAM davAkhAnu calAvatA hatA. tenI * prekTIsa sArI hatI. paNa te khUba satASI hateA. jo teNe dhAryuM hAta te meTA zaheramAM davAkhAnu karIne vadhu kamANI karI zakata. paNa tene paisAne leAbha na hatA. te gAmaDAmAM rahI garIkha leAkAne AchA paisAmAM DhavA ApatA. temaja kAi nirAdhAra DAya teA tene maphata davA ApIne sevA karatA hatA. garIba lokonA dila teNe jItI lIdhA hatA. tene mana paisA karatAM premanI kiMmata vadhAre hatI. temaja vanitA sAthe lagna karyA pachI kamANI sArI thaI hatI eTale gAmaDAmAM khuMgalA TAipanu be mALanuM makAna paNa mAMdhI dIdhu hatuM. nirajana, vanitA ane snehala sAthe gADImAM besIne pharavA nIkaLatA tyAre ajANyA mANasAne ema lAgatu ke jANe DAkaTara sAheba, temanI patnI ane putra traNe karavA jaI rahyA che. thADA samaya pachI vanitAne eka putra ane eka putrI ema be saMtAneA thAya che. putranuM nAma anila ane putrInuM nAma amitA rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. peAtAne e satAnA thavA chatAM vanitAnA prema snehala pratyethI talabhAra paNa ocho na thayA. snehala have bALaka maTIne kizAra thayA hatA. chatAM bhAbhI pAse te nAnA bALakanI jema gela karatA hatA. niraMjana ane vanitAe khUba kALajIpUrvaka tene paNa DaeNAkaTaranu bhaNAvyA. ane snehala paNa khUba khaMtathI bhaNIne DAkaTara banyA. ane sudhA nAmanI kanyA sAthe tenA lagna karI dIdhA. A kuTuMba khUba sukhapUrvaka rahetu hatu. nirajananA mRtyuthI vanitA ane snehalanA hRdayamAM paDelA ghA HnirajananA bhAgyamAM lAMe samaya sukha leAgavavAnuM nahi hAya tethI acAnaka bimArI AvI. ATha divasanI TUMkI bimArI bhAgavI cha varSanI amitA ane anilane vanitAnA Azraye cheoDI nirajana mRtyunI gADhamAM poDhI gayA. teNe potAnA aMtima samaya sudhI

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radA sAgara 907 snehala pratyenI tenI pharaja adA karI hatI. patinA mRtyuthI vanitAnA mAthe jANe Abha tUTI paDayuM hAya tema duHkhanI chAyA gherAi gai. peAtAnA ane mALakane kheALAmAM laine te raDavA lAgI. bhAbhImAne raDatA joIne snehalanI AMkhA amaNA vegathI raDavA lAgI. bhAlImA! huM tamArA dIkarA chuM ema kheAlatA snehala : snehalane mAthe have javAbadArI AvI paDI. AMkhamAMthI AMsu lUchI, hAya kaThaNa karI bhAbhImAnA caraNAmAM paDI dhrujate avAje AzvAsana ApatA AlyA - bhAbhImA ! gabharAze nahi. ATalA mATe tamArA dIkarA beThA che. e tamane jarAya ochuM nahi AvavA de. anila mArA bhAI che ne amitA mArI bahena che. temane bhaNAvI gaNAvIne ThekANe pADavAnI javAbadArI huM lauM chuM. tamArA ane meATAbhAInA mArA upara mahAna upakAra che. huM jIvanaparyaMta tamArI sevA karuM te paNa tamArA upakAranA ale vALI zaku tema nathI. snehalanA A zabdo sAMbhaLIne bhAbhIne hiMmata AvI. snehala paNa bhAbhIne jarAya Achu na Ave te rIte .anila ane amitAne khApanI khoTa na sAle te rIte dhyAna rAkhatA hate. ane bhAbhImAne te pANI mAMge tyAM dUdha lAvIne hAMjara karatA hatA. snehalanA sneha joIne ghaNI vAra bhAbhImAnA manamAM thatuM ke mArA Tviyara mane kevI rIte zakhe che? paNa mArA anila mAruM ATaluM dhyAna rAkhaze ke nahi tenI mane zA che. snehala bhAbhImAne pUchIne badhuM kAma karatA hatA. 66 vanitA ane snehalanA pavitra prema upara sudhAnI irSyA rUpI Aga -" diyara bhejAinA prema joine sudhAnI AMkhamAM irSyA AvI jatI hatI. tenA manamAM thavA lAgyuM ke mArA pati badhuM kAma bhAbhIne pUchIne ja kare che, mane te kaMi pUchatA nathI. mAruM te ghamAM kaMi mAna nahi. anila ane amitA teA jANe enA prANa che. jeTaleA prema emanA upara teTalA paNa mArA pratye nathI. A rIte vicArA karI irSyAnI AgamAM jalavA lAgI. snehala ghaNA hAMziyAra DAkaTara banI gayA hatA eTale tene caza paNa ghaNA sArA maLatA hatA. tethI tene muMbainI meATI hAspitAlamAM meTA pagAranI nAkarI maLatI hatI. paNa bhAbhImA ane ane bALakonI saMbhALa rAkhavA mATe te nAkarI jatI karI. bhAbhImAe snehalane ghaNuM samajAyaiA ke tuM ane sudhA ane khuzIthI mubai jAva ane huM ahIM rahIne mALakAne bhaNAvIza. paNa snehale bhAbhImAnA snehane choDIne javAnI nA pADI. eTale sudhAnI irSyA krodhanA svarUpamAM pragaTa thai ane khAlI uThI. bhAbhImA....bhAbhImA! zuM kareA che ? emanA dIkarA mATA thaze tyAre emanI sevA karaze. tamArI nahi kare. zA mATe AvI sarasa nekarI gumAve che? snehala kahe che sudhA, khakharadvAra ! mArA bhAbhImA mATe tu eka paNa zabda khelI te ? bhAbhImA jANaze te temane keTala' duHkha thaze ! bhAbhImAe mane peTanA dIkaza karatA paNu adhika

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908 zAradA sAgara lADakoDathI ucheryo, bhaNA, gaNa, tenI ATalI kiMmata? huM ATalo badho AgaLa A houM te temane pratApa che. are ! eka kUtaro paNa upakArane badale bhUlato nathI te huM te mANasa chuM. mATe nimakaharAma banavuM ema tuM mane zIkhavADe che? e kahI nahi bane. baMdhuo! Avo AtmA durAtmA bane che tyAre ke banI jAya che! nehalane AtmA deva jevo che. game tema karIne paNa potAnA bhAbhImA ane bhAInA upakArane badalo vALavA mathe che tyAre sudhAne AtmA e durAtmA banI gayo che ke te bhAbhI ane temanA dIkarAne duzamananI draSTithI dekhe che. enA patie ene kaDaka zabdomAM kahI dIdhuM ke mArA bhAbhI mArI mAtA samAna che. tuM emanI virUddhamAM je eka zabda paNa bolIza te huM sAMbhaLavAnuM nathI. patinA AvA kaDaka zabda sAMbhaLI sudhA kaMI belI zakI nahi. paNa tenA hRdayamAM ISyanI Aga te saLagatI rahI hatI. te piyara jatI tyAre tenA piyarIyAnA magajamAM paNa ThasAvI detI hatI ke vanitAe snehalane kAMIka karI nAMkhyuM che. eTale te emane dekhe che ane bhaviSyamAM mane saMtAna thAya te paNa A be mALane baMgale ane mita anilane maLaze. mArA saMtAnane kAMI nahi maLe. A badhuM sAMbhaLIne tenA piyarIyAne paNa IrSyA vadhavA lAgI. bhAbhImA ane temanA baMne saMtAne sudhAne AMkhane kaNAnI jema khUMcatA hatA. tenuM nAma sudhA hatuM. sudhA eTale amRta. paNa sudhA amRta jevI na hatI. tene AtmA durbhAvamAM joDAIne durAtmA banI ga hate. durbhAvamAM joDAyele durAtmA pitAnuM je ahita kare che te gaLAne kApanAra dumana paNa nathI karatA. durbhAvamAM joDAyelI sudhA kevuM ahita karaze tenA bhAva avasare. * vyAkhyAna naM. 103 - kArataka suda 10 ne gurUvAra tA. 13-11-75 su baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMta karUNAnA sAgara bhagavate jagatanA jIvonuM ekAMta hita cAhIne vANIne dhodha vahAvyo che. uttarAdhyayana sUtra 20 muM adhyayana jemAM anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne sanAtha-anAthanA bhedabhAva samajAvI rahyA che. jyAre AtmA kaSAyane vaza thaIne vibhAvamAM joDAya che tyAre te ke durAtmA bane che? ne evo durAtmA pite pitAne karmanA baMdhanathI bAMdhe che. dha-mAna-mAyA ane lebha e cAre ya kaSAye moharAjAne sAthe laIne jyAre mana-vacana ane kAyA e traNa genI sAthe joDAya che tyAre karmanuM baMdhana thAya che. tIrthakara bhagavatene paNa mana-vacana ane kAyA e traNa cAro hoya che. paNa teone karmanuM baMdhana thatuM nathI. kAraNa ke temanAmAM kayAya nathI. jyAM kavAtha che

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zAradA sAgara 909 tyAM karmabaMdhana thAya che. eTale je AtmAne durAtmA banAva na hoya te kaSAye upara vijaya meLavavAnI jarUra che. tulasIdAse eka deharAmAM kahyuM che ke - tulasI ce tana kheta hai, mana, vaca, karma kisAna, - puNya pApa de bIja hai, bave so lave sujAna. A deharAmAM keTalI suMdara vAta samajAvI che. manuSyanuM zarIra eka khetara samAna che. ane mana, vacana ane karma e traNa kheDUta che. e traNe ya kheDUta khetI karIne anAja pedA kare che. tamane vicAra tha joIe ke mana, vacana ane karmarUpI kheDUte zarIra rUpI kSetramAM karyuM bIja vAve che? te tulasI kavi kahe che ke zarIrarUpI kSetramAM vAvavAmAM AveluM bIja be prakAranuM hoya che. te eka pApanuM ane bIjuM puNyanuM. je mana, vacana ane karma rUpI kheDUte pApanuM bIja vAve che to pApakarmane baMdha thAya che ne puNyanuM bIja vAve che te zubha karmane baMdha thAya che eTale "jevuM vAve tevuM laNe." dhaMturA vAvIne AMbA mAMgaze te kayAMthI maLavAnA che? te mArI vAta sAMbhaLIne tamane ema thaze ke ame evA mUrkha nathI ke dhaMtu vAvIne AMbe mAMgIe. te huM paNa samajuM chuM ke tame evA mUkha nathI. baDA catura che paNa eTaluM te jarUra kahIza ke Aje moTA bhAganA mAnavI pApanuM bIja vAvIne puNyanI IcchA kare che. Aje tame duniyA tarapha daSTi karaze te khabara paDaze ke moTA bhAganA mAnave zuM kare che? dArU-bIDI-taMbAku Adi vyasananuM sevana karIne svastha rahevA Icche che. anyAya, anIti ane dagAprapaMca karIne ghaNuM dhana kamAya pachI temAMnuM eka aMza jeTaluM dhana dAnamAM vAparIne pitAne "mahAdAnavIra' kahevaDAve che. hRdayamAM kadha, mAna, mAyA, lebha Adi kaSAyone rAkhIne devalokamAM javAnI IcchA rAkhe che. rAga-dveSa, IrSyA ane mahAdi durtha dimAgamAM rAkhIne pitAne saddaguNI ane sadAcArI kahevaDAvavAnI koziSa kare che. uparachaluM pustakanuM piTIyuM jJAna meLavIne pite jJAnI heya te dekhAva kare che. eTaluM nahi paNa hadaya malIna rAkhIne uparathI dharmAtmA dekhAvA mATe evI to bhakita kare che ke tenI bhakita joIne bhalabhalA mANaso bhUlAvAmAM paDI jAya che. TUMkamAM mAro kahevAno Azaya e che ke mAnava pApanuM bIja vAvIne puNyanI AzA rAkhe che. tame sonIne pittaLa ApIne senAno dAgIne banAvavA mATe kahe te zuM che tenI tamane senAne dAgIne banAvI deze? nA. sanI pittaLa laIne tamane senAno dAgIne ApatA nathI. tema bhagavAna kahe che ke tame pApanI kriyAo karIne zAzvata sukha meLavavAnI AzA rAkhe che te traNa kALamAM banavAnuM nathI.' kayAyanI sAthe traNa gonuM milana thAya che tyAre pApanuM bIja vavAya che. e traNa cogemAM mukhya mana che. vacana ane kAyAnI apekSAe kaSAyonI sAthe manane

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910 zAradA sAgara sahayoga pApakarmanA baMdhanamAM vadhAre rahe che. eTale e vAta spaSTa che ke pApakarmanA baMdhanamAM mukhya kAraNa mana che. vacana ane kAyA te mananA Adeza pramANe cAle che. tyAM sudhI manane jItavAmAM nathI AvatuM tyAM sudhI kaSAya zAMta thatI nathI. kahevAya che ke - jisane mana para tAbA milAyA, usane saba milA liyA, jisane mana para kAbU nahi pAyA, usane saba gavA diyA. jJAtAjI sUtramAM puMDarIka ane kaMDarIka nyAya Ave che. kuMDarIke potAnI ghaNAM varSonI sAdhanAne mana upara aMkuza na rAkhavAthI traNa divasamAM beI nAMkhI. kahevAnuM tAtparya e che ke karmabaMdhana karavAmAM mananI zakti jabarajasta che. je mana saMsAra tarIke AkarSAya che te AtmAne agatimAM dhakelI mUke che. ane saMsArathI vimukha banI jAya che te AtmAne muktimAM laI jAya che. saMskRta zlekamAM paNa kahyuM che ke - mana eva manuSyANAM, kAraNa bandha mokssyoH| bandhAya viSayAsakta, muktaM niviSayaM smRtam // mana, baMdha ane mokSanuM kAraNa che. viSayAsakta mana kamabaMdhana karAve che ane nirvikAra eTale ke viSayarahita mana mukitane prApta karAve che. A uparathI ApaNe samajI zakIe chIe ke pApa karmanuM baMdhana karAvanAra mana che. vivekazIla manuSya mana upara pUrNa saMyama rAkhIne vacanaga ane kAyamane sAcA dharmamAM jekI zake che. baMdhuo! puNya ane pApane janma ApanAra manovRtti che. manuSya pitAnA vicArone kAraNe deva ane dAnava bane che. je tenA aMtaramAM dayA samatA, sahAnubhUti ane saMvedananI lahera uThe che te te deva bane che. ane IrSyA, Sa, kAma, dha, moha, mamatA ane nirdayatAnuM tophAna cAlatuM hoya che te te dAnava banI jAya che. A amUlya mAnavajIvana pAmIne ApaNe dAnava banavuM nathI. paNa ucca vicAronI sAthe ucca AcaraNa karIne deva nahIM paNa paramAtmA banavAne prayatna karavAnuM che. bIjI paNa eka vAta huM tamane kahevA mAMguM chuM ke pApanI apekSAe puNya zreSTha che. paNa puNyanuM baMdhana karavuM e manuSya jIvananuM dhyeya nathI. kAraNa ke puNyane saMcaya karIne bhale tame ke ame devalokamAM deva banI jaIe agara te Indra banIe te paNa tyAnuM AyuSya pUrNa karIne tyAMthI maraNa ane janma te karavA paDe che. ATaluM puNya karavA chatAM paNa aMte te jIvane saMsAramAM rakhaDavuM paDe che. te saMsArathI. mukta banI zako nathI. pApanI sAthe puNya paNa kSaya thaI jAya tyAre jIva saMsAththI mukta thaI zake che. baMdhuo! puNya ane pApa e baMne beThI che. pApa e leDhAnI beDI che te puNya senAnI beDI che. pApakarmathI jIvane vadhu duHkha jogavavuM paDe che te puNyathI sukha maLe

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zAradA sAgara 911 che. paNa saMpUrNa dukhanI paraMparA samApta thatI nathI. puNyane kAraNe game teTaluM sukha maLI jAya paNa janma-maraNanA duHkha te mAthe rahelA che ne? ATalA mATe jJAnI kahe che ke pApa ane puNya bane baMdhananI beDI che. hemaM vA AyasaM vA vi, baMdhaNaM duHkha kaarnnaa| mahagdhassAvi daMDassa, NivAe duHkha saMpadA // baMdhana cAhe sonAnuM hoya ke lokhaMDanuM hoya, paNa baMdhana te aMte baMdhana che. mAnI le ke kaI mANasa keIne sonAnI lAkaDI laIne mAre te zuM senAnI lAkaDIne mAra nathI lAgatuM? zuM enAthI vedanA nathI thatI? thAya che. cAhe lAkaDAne daDo hoya ke lekhaMDane agara te senAne daMDe heya paNa mAra te vAgavAne che. paNa apekSAe pApakarmonA baMdhana karatAM puNyanuM baMdhana sAruM che. bIjI rIte puNya ane pApanuM baMdhana na karavuM ne karmanI nirjaza karavI te saithI adhika zreSTha che. ane sadA evI bhAvanA hevI joIe, ke baMne prakAranA baMdhanamAMthI jaldI mukata thaIne sAcuM ane zAzvata sukha kayAre prApta karIza? ApaNe gaI kAlanI eka kahAnI adhUrI che. kedha, bha, moha ane ISyamAM joDAIne duSTa banela durAtmA kevuM pApa kare che! bhAbhI ane bhAbhInA saMtAna upara snehala je lAgaNI ne prema rAkhe che te sudhAne bilakula gamatuM nahi. paNa belI zakatI na hatI. manamAM ISyanI AgathI jalyA karatI hatI. jyAre nehala pitAnA bhAbhImAne kema ochuM na Ave te mATe sadA sajAga rahetuM hatuM. eka AtmA ke kRtajJa ane upakArIne upakAra nahi bhUlanAre che. jyAre bIjo guNInA guNa nahi jenAra che. sudhAthI snehala ane bhAbhImAne prema sahana thatuM nathI. baMnenA vicAramAM keTalI bhinnatA che! baMne vyakitanA vicAre je sarakhA hoya to keTale sumeLa AvI jAya. eka rathanA be paiDAM sarakhA hoya te ratha khabara cAlI zake. je paiDA uMcA-nIcA hoya te stha barAbara cAlI zake nahi. tema A saMsAra rathanA pati-patnI rUpI be paiDAM je barAbara na hoya to tene saMsAra AganI mAphaka jalI rahyo hoya che. paNa je baMne AtmA dharma pAmelA hoya te saMsAra svarga samAna banI jAya che. nehalanA dilamAM ghaNuM duHkha thatuM. te ghaNI vAra sudhAne samajAvatA ke tuM zA mATe Ama kare che? mArA bhAbhImA te devI jevA che. tuM emanI sevA karIne emanA jevA guNa tArA jIvanamAM apanAva. paNa sudhAnA magajamAM A vAta besatI na hatI. sAgaramAM saphara karatI nakAne mArga sadA salAmata ane saraLa nathI hote.kayAreka tenA jIvanamAM jhaMjhAvAta paNa jAge che. paraMtu kuzaLa nAvika jhaMjhAvAtane sAmane karIne

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12 zAradA sAgara, nikAne sIdhA mArge dorI jAya che. tema mAnavInuM jIvana paNa saMsAra sAgaramAM vahetI nakA jevuM che. kayAre mANasonA vicAronA vaMTeLa kaI tarapha vahe che te kahI zakAtuM nathI. eka divasa evuM banyuM ke savAra paDI. uThavAne samaya thaI gayA hovA chatAM haju anila pathArImAMthI uThe na hate. vanitA anilane uThADavA gaI. paNa tenA zarIrane aDatAM camakI uThI. anilanuM zarIra tAvathI dhIkhI rahyuM hatuM. vanitAnI AMkho AMsuthI chalakAI gaI. tyAM nehala AvI pahoMce. ane bhAbhImAnI AMkhamAM AMsu joyA. haju kaMI pUche te pahelAM anilanA zarIra para hAtha mUkyo ane bhAbhImAnuM raDavAnuM kAraNa samajI gaye. teNe potAnA rUmAla vaDe bhAbhImAnA AMsu lUchayA ane anilanI sAravAra karavA lAge. sudhA paNa khUba sAravAra karavA lAgI. sudhAe mAyAthI karelI sevA":- anila tAvathI taraphaDo hato. traNa traNa divase pasAra thayAM paNa anilane tAva normala na thayuM. eTale nehale muMbaI jevA moTA zaheramAMthI meTA DokaTarane bolAvyA. DokaTare khUba jhINavaTathI tapAsa karIne davA ApI, te davAthI anilane be divasamAM ghaNe phera paDI gaye. sudhA mana daIne sAravAra karatI hatI paNa aMdarathI kAMTe kADhavAne lAga zodhyA karatI hatI. trIje divase evuM banyuM ke bhAbhImAM snAna karavA mATe bAtharUmamAM gayA hatA. nehala bAjunA rUmamAM kaMI kAmamAM gUMthAyA hatA. A samaye sudhAnA manamAM eka duSTa vicAra Avyo ke A anila na hoya to sAruM thAya. e kAMTAne kADhavAne eka upAya che. atyAre tene davAmAM jherI davA nAMkhIne ApI dauM te koIne mArA upara vahema nahi Ave. ema vicAra karI sudhAe kAcanI pyAlImAM davAne Dejha kADhI Tebala upara mUkI. pachI snehalanA davA rAkhavAnA kabATamAMthI jherI davAnI eka bATalI jhaDapathI kADhI ane temAMthI thoDI davA pelI pyAlImAM reDI. - baMdhuo! duSTa banela AtmA ITa, mATI, cunA ane paththarathI baneluM makAna temaja milkata mATe zuM nathI karata? sudhA niya banIne nAnakaDA nirdoSa bALakanI jiMdagI lUTavA taiyAra thaI che. paNa tenuM bhAvi juduM sarjAyuM hatuM. nehala bAjunA rUmamAM besI chApuM vAMcato hato. paNa pitAne davAno kabATa khilavAne avAja AvyuM eTale uThIne anila sUte hatuM te rUmamAM AvyuM. sudhA eka zIzImAMthI pyAlImAM kaMI reDe che. te joI nehala uMbarAmAM ubhA rahI gayA. sudhA tenA pApakarmamAM magna hatI. tene koI joI jaze e vahema paNa na AvyuM. eka hAthamAM davAnI pyAlI laI bIjA hAthe anilane uThADavA lAgI. ne belI - uThA, anilabhAI ! A davA pI le. ema kahI anilanA maDhe davAnI pyAlI aDADavA jAya che tyAM ekadama snehale pAchaLathI pyAlIne jhapaTa mArIne phagAvI dIdhI. A joIne sudhA te seMya para paDI gaI.

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zAradA sAgara 913 hAya A badhuM joI gayA haze to? e mUMjhavaNathI gabharAI gaI. chatAM pitAnuM pApa chupAvavA zAha thaIne hiMmatathI belI ke are! tame A zuM kare che? bhAIne davA te pIvA de. | mAyAne paDade khullo thayo - sudhAnA zabdo sAMbhaLI nehalanA kedhane pAra na rahyo. ane sudhAnA gAla upara cAra tamAcA mAryA. ane jorathI belI uThaye. A te davA ke jhera? tuM ATalI badhI nirdaya ane krUra che tenI te mane Aje khabara paDI. cAlI jA tAre piyara. have AjathI huM tAre pati nathI. tyAre sudhAe kahyuM ke tame vagara jANyuM ne vagara pUrAve mane zA mATe badanAma kare che? bATalI bahAra rahI gaI hatI ne kabATa khullo hato. snehala kahe che ke A khule kabATa ane A bATalI A purA nahi to bIjuM zuM che? meM mArI najare tAruM kAvavuM joyuM che. nehalane jarathI belate sAMbhaLI bhAbhImAM snAna karatAM jaldI bahAra AvyA. eka tarapha davA DhaLAI gayelI che. sudhA rUmanI bahAra ubhI che. A joIne bhAbhImA te vicAramAM paDI gayA. ane belyA,-beTA nehala! A zuM dhAMdhala macAvyuM che? snehala deDate AvI AMkhamAM AMsu sArate bhAbhInA caraNamAM paDIne bebhAbhImA! have A pApaNI ApaNA gharamAM na joIe. te anilane jhera pIvaDAvI rahI hatI. huM AvI pahoMce eTale te bacI gaye. have huM tene pati nathI ne e mArI patnI nathI. sudhA pitAnuM pApa pragaTa thaI javAthI dhUke ne dhruske raDatI hatI. A joIne nehala vadhu khIjAye. ne tene lAta mArIne kahe che- pApa karIne uparathI raDe che? tethI huM tane nirdoSa choDuM tema nathI. oramAyA diyarane bhAbhIe dIkarAthI paNa adhika vahAlathI ucheryo, bhaNA, gaNu ane paraNajo. anilane huM mAre nAne bhAI gaNuM chuM. e tAre diyara thAya.' AvA kumaLA phUla jevA diyarane vinA aparAdhe jhera ApavA taiyAra thaI te pahelAM tuM kema nA marI gaI? dhikkAra che tane! tuM strI nahi paNa rAkSasI che. sudhA te zaramanI mArI uMcI najara karI zakatI nathI. pati tiraskAra kare che. te ekalI paDI gaI. AvA samaye piyarIyA paNa tene rAkhaze ke kema? te eka mATe prazna hateA. mANasa pApa karatAM karI nAkhe che. paNa pApa pragaTa thAya che tyAre tenI mati mUMjhAI jAya che. zuM karavuM ane zuM na karavuM tenI samaja paDatI nathI. patinI pAse mAphI mAMgavAnI paNa tenAmAM hiMmata na hatI. eTale eka khUNAmAM besIne nirAdhAra bALakanI jema dhrusake ne dhrusake raDatI hatI. bhAbhInI karUNu AgaLa sudhAne hRdayapa" - sudhAne raDatI joI vanitAnuM hRdaya karUNAthI chalakAI gayuM. sudhAnI pAse jaIne tenA vAMsAmAM hetathI hAtha

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914 . zAradA sAgara pheravatI balI- nehala! have bolate baMdha thA. mArI sudhA kadI evuM kare tevI nathI. utAvaLamAM davAnI bATalIne badale bIjI bATalI laI lIdhI haze. bAkI jANIne koI anilane jhera pIvaDAvavA jAya kharuM? e vAta mArA mAnavAmAM AvatI nathI. aNasamajaNamAM bhUla thaI gaI hoya te tenA gANAM gAvAnA na hoya. A vAta ApaNA traNa sivAya cethAnA kAne javI nA joIe. tenuM tuM dhyAna rAkhaje. sudhA te haju bALaka che. e kaMI moTI thaI gaI che. eka bALAnI AvI nAnakaDI bhUlane jAhera karIne tene halakI pADavAthI tenI jiMdagI dhULa thaI jAya. mATe A vAta baMdha kara. baMdhuo! vanitAnI vANImAM keTalI madhuratA che! e badhI vAta samajI gaI hatI chatAM snehala ane sudhAne zAMta karavA mATe sudhA pratye saheja paNa dveSa rAkhyA vinA kevA madhura zabda belI! pavitra AtmAonI vANu svabhAvathI sneha, dayA, kamaLatA ane saraLatAthI bharapUra hoya che. madhura vANI ane snehabharI amIdaSTi udAra hAthe ApelA dAna karatAM paNa vadhu asarakAraka nIvaDe che. hRdayamAMthI nItaratI madhura vANI ane premabharI daSTimAM dharmanuM nivAsasthAna che. namratA ane premabharI vANI e be mAnavInA suMdara alaMkAra che. tamArA vicAra je zuddha ane pavitra haze, ane vANI je namra ane nehALa haze te tamArI pApavRttine nAza thaze ane dharmanI bhAvanA vadhaze. sevAbhAvane darzAvatI nehALa vANI A lekamAM temaja paralekamAM baMne sthaLe lAbhadAyI nIvaDe che. nehALa vANIthI zatru paNa mitra bane che. A madhurI vANImAM mahAna lAbha rahela che. bhAbhImAnA mIThA vahAlabharyA zabdo sAMbhaLIne sudhAnA hRdayamAMthI bhaya cAlya ga. te zAMta thaI gaI. paNa snehala kahe che bhAbhImA! tame A zuM bole che? A nAnI sUnI bhUla che. mAre have sudhA nA joIe. vanitA kahe che sudhA ApaNI sAthe raheze. bhAbhImA! tame zuM bole che? e to ApaNuM mAthe jhUlatI talavAra che. bhAbhImAM kahe che. sudhA havethI evI bhUla nahi kare. tenI mane khAtrI che. tArA vacanarUpI bANathI e bicArI viMdhAI rahI che. have tuM belavAnuM baMdha kara, tuM mane kahetuM hatuM ke pApane dhikakAre. pApIne nahi. zuM tuM e vAta bhUlI gaye? have tuM tene tiraskAra na kara. tene svIkAra kara. AjathI sudhA mArA anilanI bhAbhImA banaze. bhAbhImAnA A zabdoe sudhAnuM hadaya bhIMjavI nAMkhyuM. bhAbhImAnI saraLatA, udAratA ane karaNa joIne te ThaMDI thaI gaI ane bhAbhImAnA kheLAmAM mAthuM mUkIne teNe hRdayapUrvaka mAphI mAMgI. pazcAtApanA AMsuthI bhAbhImAnA caraNa bhIMjavI nAMkhyA ne gaddagadda kaMThe belI. bhAbhImA! Apa AvA vizALa ne pavitra che tenI mane Aje khAtrI thaI. kharekhara! mArI aNasamajaNa na hatI paNa IrAdApUrvaka meM anilabhAIne mArI nAMkhavA mATe A kAma karyuM hatuM.

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zAradA sAgara 915 bhAbhImA kahe- sudhA! mAnavamAtra bhUlane pAtra che. tenI tuM ciMtA na karIza. have bhUlane bhUlI bagaDelI bAjI sudhArI le. tAruM bhAvi sudhAravuM te tArA hAthanI vAta che. sudhA kahe che bhAbhI! have kadI AvI bhUla nahi karuM. snehale bhAbhImAnI AjJA zire mAnya karI sudhAne svIkAra karavAnuM kabUla karyuM. paNa sAthe sAthe kahyuM ke AjathI anilane davA pIvaDAvavAnuM kAma te huM karIza. tyAre bhAbhImAe kahyuM-nA. e badhuM kAma sudhA karaze. anilanI pAse sudhAne laI jaIne kahyuM-beTA! anilanI sAravAranuM kAma tAre karavAnuM che. akSamya gunhAne paNa bhAbhImAe mApha karI dIdhuM. A joIne nehala ane sudhA pharIthI bhAbhImAnA caraNomAM paDyA ane azra vaDe bhAbhInA paga dhoI nAMkhyA. ne belyA - bhAbhImA! Apa keTalA pavitra ane nirmaLa che ! Apane jeTale upakAra mAnIe teTalo ocho che. baMdhuo ! A dRSTAMta dvArA samajI zakayA haze ke krUra hadaya paNa sArA saMgathI palaTAI gayuM ne ISyanI Aga zItaLa banI gaI. vanitAnA sahavAsathI sudhAnA jIvananuM parivartana thaI gayuM. tenI IrSAnI Aga olavAI gaI. bhAbhImA jANIne jheranA kaDavA ghUMTaDA pI gayA. paNa tenuM pariNAma keTaluM suMdara AvyuM? je bhAbhImA paNa sudhA upara gusse thayAM heta ne tene kaTu zabdo kahyA hatA te A prema jAmata nahi. "jhera te pIdhAM che jANI jANI" e paMkti mIrAMbAI mATe hatI paNa Aje mIrAMnI vAta karavI nathI. paNa ApaNuM pitAnI vAta karavI che. ApaNe jANI jANIne jhera pIe chIe. mIrAMe te eka vAra jhera pIdhuM. te zA mATe? khabara che ne? bhagavAna pratye aDaga zraddhA ane bhakitamAM taraboLa. jAna jAya te bhale paNa zraddhA nahi jAya te mATe. ApaNe to reja pIe chIe. paNa emanA pIvAmAM ne ApaNuM pIvAmAM AsamAna ane jamIna jeTaluM aMtara che. tamane ema thatuM haze ke ApaNe jANIne pIe chIe ema kema kIdhuM ? jJAnI kahe che ke ISyarUpI jhera e kAtila jhera che. tene rasa mIThe lAge che paNa pariNAme vinAza karanAra nIvaDe che. mAnasazAstrIo paNa kahe che ke ISya e eka bhayaMkara mAnasika roga che. enI jvALAo vyaktinA vivekane haNI nAMkhe che ane jenAmAM e pragaTe che tene potAnA hitAhitanuM bhAna rahetuM nathI. ane pote pragaTAvelI ISyanI AgamAM pite baLI mare che. IrSyA, bhaya, kezya e durgaNe zarIramAM pravezatAM zarIramAM eka prakAranI evI kriyA thAya che ke jene laIne eka "eDrInAlIna" nAmanuM pravAhI zarIramAM utpanna thAya che ne te padArtha lehImAM bhaLatAM lehI garama thAya che ne e lehI zarIramAM jheranuM kAma kare che. dArU Adi nazAvALA mAdaka padArthonA jevI asara zarIrane iSya paNa kare che. dArU pInAra te jANe che ke meM dArU pIdhe che tyAre ISya potAnAmAM

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zAradA sAgara bharI hovA chatAM mANasane bhAna nathI rahetuM ke mArAmAM duSTa tattva bhareluM che. jyAM sudhI A enI astinuM bhAna na hoya agara koI kahe chatAM tene kabUla karavAnI vRtti na hoya te ene upAya kayAMthI thAya? pariNAme ISyanuM kAtila jhera zarIramAM eTaluM badhuM prasarI jAya che ke e vyaktine nAza karIne jaMpe che. IrSyA te jIva Dagale ne pagale kare che. pitAne gamatI vastu nA maLe ne bIjAne maLe te tarata IrSyA kare che. A rIte ajJAnI jIvanA tanamAM, manamAM ane lohImAM ISya rAta dina ramyA kare che ne jyAM e IrSArUpI jhera hoya tyAMthI prema, sneha, guNInA guNa jovAnI vRtti, sahAnubhUti, viveka e badhA saddaguNane nAza thaI jAya che. daSTAMtamAM tame sAMbhaLI gayAM ne ke sudhAnA aMtaramAM ISyanI Aga pragaTa thaI hatI. tyAM eka paNa guNa hatA? nA. je guNane dIvo pragaTelo hota te anilane mArI nAMkhavA taiyAra thaI na hota. snehala joI gayo te anila bacI gaye. ne bhAbhImAnI sahanazIlatA ane namratAnA baLe sudhA bacI gaI ane jIvana sudharI gayuM.. * - TUMkamAM e vAta samajavI che ke kaSAmAM pravRtta banela durAtmA bhayaMkara ahita kare che. AvuM ahita ApaNA gaLAne kApanAra duzmana nathI karatA. gaLA upara charI mAranAra eka bhava bagADe che paNa durAtmA ane pitAne AtmArUpI duzmana bhAbhava bagADe che ne te durAtmA jyAre mRtyunA mukhamAM sapaDAya che tyAre tene pitAne pazcAtApa thAya che. haju anAthI muni anAthatAnuM varNana karaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. na caritra - pavanajInA mAtApitAe dIkSA lIdhI ane pavanakumAra pRthvI pati samrATa banyA. pavana, aMjanA satI ane hanumAna kumAra khUba AnaMdapUrvaka rAjyamAM rahe che. duHkhanA divaso pUrA thayA. have te AnaMda ane sukhanA divase che. pavanajInA mAtApitAnA manamAM thayuM ke have pavanacha barAbara rAjyanI dhurA vahana karI zake tevA taiyAra thaI gayA che. te ApaNe saMsAramAM zA mATe besI rahevuM joIe ! A jiMdagIne kSaNamAtrane paNa bharose nathI. te have jaldI AtmasAdhanA karI laIe. Ama vicAra karIne pavanane rAjyane bhAra zeMpIne prahalAda rAjA ane ketumatI raNue dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA laIne pUrANuM karmone khapAvavA tapa karavA lAgyA. pavanajIne pATe besADIyA, aMjanA rAya behu ati abhirAma te, hanumaMta kaMvara vidyA bhaNe, vAnara vidyA pAmyA che bhalI bhAta te, bIjI he vidyA ati bhaye, dezavideza vadhI che vikhyAta te, pavanajI pRthvI re bhagave, vasaMtamAlAne pUchI kare vAta te satI re... rAjA-rANIe dIkSA lIdhI eTale pavanajI rAjA banyA ne aMjanA satI mahArANI banyA. pavanajI potAnA pitAnI mAphaka nyAya nItipUrvaka rAjya calAve che. temaNe prajAnA

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zAradA sAgara 917 dila jItI lIdhA che. nAnakaDo hanumAnakumAra vidyA bhaNe che. tenI buddhi ghaNI hatI. eTale jaldI vidyA bhaNI leto hato. bhaNatAM bhaNatAM purUSanI 72 kaLAmAM pAraMgata thayA. vAnaravidyA zIkhe. te sivAya bIjI paNa ghaNuM vidyAo zIkhyA hatA. pavanajIe pitAnA bAhubaLathI bIjAM ghaNAM rAjya meLavyA hatA. eTale moTA pRthvIpati samrATa rAjA banI gayA. AkhI pRthvInuM rAjya pite AnaMdathI bhegavavA lAgyA. temanuM parAkrama, zaurya ane rAjya calAvavAnI kuzaLatAne kAraNe cAre dizAmAM temanI kIrti phelAI gaI hatI. pavanajI ane aMjanA AnaMdathI rahe che. paNa sAthe pavanajI vasaMtamAlAnI paNa khUba saMbhALa rAkhatAM hatA. kaMI kArya karavuM hoya te aMjanA ane vasaMtamAlA baMnenI salAha letAM hatAM, kAraNa ke pavana vasaMtamAlAne potAnI upakArI mAnatA hatA. aMjanA satInA mAthe dukhanA DuMgarA tUTI paDyA tyAre eka vasaMtamAlA ja tenuM rakSaNa karanArI hatI. bIjI ghaNI sakhIo hatI. paNa temAMnI kaI duHkha vakhate sAtha deva AvI na hatI. duHkha vakhate te vasaMtamAlA ja ubhI rahI hatI. aMjanAnI sAthe teNe paNa duHkha veThavAmAM bAkI rAkhyuM na hatuM. eTale pavana vasaMtamAlAnuM khUba mAna sAcavatAM hatA. ane AnaMdathI rahetA hatA. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM-104 kArataka suda 11 ne zukravAra tA. 14-11-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene, anaMta karUNAnidhI bhagavate jagatanA jAne upadeza ApatAM kahe che ke - basa 7 mu 7 vi ja ghIra, viyAnuM nivamalI 1 he bhavya jIvo! tame malakarmanA ane agrakarmanA svarUpane samajIne tene AtmAthI alaga kare. jyAre tame karmanA baMdhanene teDI nAMkhaze tyAre karmarahita banIne pitAnA AtmAnA yathArtha svarUpane joI zakaze. kAraNa ke saMsAramAM samasta upAdhionuM mULa kAraNa karma che. bhagavAna AcAraMga sUtramAM bolyA che 3vAThuiM nAthad aa karmathI upAdhi utpanna thAya che. karmanA kAraNe A saMsAramAM aneka prakAranI vividhatA ane vicitratA dekhAya che. saMsAranA pravAhanuM kAraNa karma che. karmanA saMcayane kAraNe bhavanI paraMparA vadhe che. eTale saMsArane pravAha vahyA kare che. karmanA kAraNe saMsAra ane mokSamAM bheda che. bAkI nizcaya raSTithI joIe to siddhanA AtmAnuM ane saMsArI AtmAnuM svarUpa te samAna che. paNa baMnemAM bheda karAvanAra je kaI hoya te te karma che. siddha bhagavaMte AtmA karmanA kalaMkathI mukta bane che. ane saMsArI AtmA karmamalathI lepAyele che,

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918 zAradA sAgara saMsArI AtmA brahmacarya, tapa ane saMyama dvArA prabaLa purUSArtha karIne jyAre karmanA baMdhanane teDI nAMkhe che tyAre te paNa paramAtmA banI jAya che. anaMtakALathI karmarUpI lUMTArAoe AtmArUpI zAhakAranuM jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane tArUpI dhana luMTIne tene baMdhanamAM bAMdhI rAkhe che, ane enI (AtmAnI) dazA evI karI nAMkhI che ke e lUMTArAnA bhayanA kAraNe AtmA potAnI zakitane bhUlI ge che. anaMta zaktine svAmI hovA chatAM AtmA kamanI sAme rAMkaDo banI gayuM che. jevI rIte siMhanuM baccuM janmathI bakarIonA baccAnI sAthe rahevAthI pitAnA siMhatvanA zauryanuM bhAna bhUlIne bakarInA baccA je banI jAya che. paNa je kyAreka te siMhanI garjanA sAMbhaLe che tyAre te pitAnA svarUpane samajI jAya che ne bakarAnuM ToLuM choDI vanamAM paDI jAya che. tevI rIte jIva paNa karmanA kAraNe pitAnI zakitane bhUlI gayA che. paNa parama kRpALu vItarAga bhagavAna siMhanAda karIne jagADe che ke he bhavya che. tame pite anaMta zakitanA adhipati che. tame tamArI zaktinuM mApa kADhe. jAge ane purUSArthanI pagadaMDI upara prayANa karIne kamarAjAnI parataMtratAnI beDIone teDI niSkarma banI Atma svarUpanI jyotinA darzana kare. vItarAganA upadezarUpI saMjIvanInuM pAna karIne kaMIka jI pitAnA svarUpanuM darzana karI potAnA purUSArtha dvArA karmanI jaMjIramAMthI mukata banI gayA che. baMdhuo! karmathI mukta thavA mATe pahelA karmanA svarUpane jANavuM joIe. karmanA svarUpane jANyA vinA tene kSaya kevI rIte karI zakAya? jevI rIte kaI zatrune parAjita kara hoya agara tenuM nikaMdana kADhavuM hoya te prathama tenuM svarUpa, tenI zakti ane tenA chidrone jANI levA jarUrI che. e jANyA vinA zatruo upara vijaya meLavo muzkela che. tevI rIte karma zatruone parAjita karavA mATe paNa tenA svarUpane jANIne tene parAjita karavAnA upAya karavA joIe. sUtramAM be prakAranA karmo batAvyA che. (1) agrakarma ane mUlakarma. agrakarma kene kahevAya? jenuM mULa UMDuM na hoya ane jene sahelAIthI ukheDI zakAya che te agnakarma che. jema ke ghAsa ane latAne ukheDatA mahenata paDatI nathI. kAraNa ke tenA mULa UMDA hotA nathI. tema agrakarma eTale ke cAra aghAtI karma vedanIya, AyuSya, nAma ane gAtra e cAra karmono kSaya karavA mahenata karavI paDatI nathI. have bIjuM mUlakarma kone kahevAya? UMDA mULavALA vRkSane kaThInAIthI ukhADI zakAya che tevI rIte je karmo kaThInAIthI kSaya thAya che tene mUlakarma kahevAya che. jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya, mehanIya ane aMtarAya e cAra mUlakarma che. jene ApaNe ghAtakarma kahIe chIe. ATha karmomAM mehanIya karma sauthI baLavAna che. tene kSaya thavAthI bAkInA sAte ya

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zAradA sAgara 919 karmone jaldI kSaya thaI jAya che. jema tADanuM jhADa ghaNu uMcuM hoya che. paNa je tenI dherI nasamAM eka soya mAravAmAM Ave te jhADa nIce paDI jAya che. tema je saMsAra vRkSane mULamAMthI ukheDavuM hoya te tenI perI nasa samAna mohanIya karmane uccheda kare. e ATha kamene senApati che. senApati pakaDAya eTale AkhuM sainya pakaDAI gayuM tema samajI lo. nAyagammi hate saMte jahA seNA viNassai / evaM kammANi vassaMti, mohaNijje khayaM gae // jevI rIte senAno nAyaka mAryo jAya agara pakaDAI jAya te tenI AkhI senA marelA jevI banI jAya che. tevI rIte mehanIya karmane kSaya thAya to badhA karmone kSaya saheje thaI jAya che. jJAnI bhagavate akarmo ane mUlakarmono kSaya karIne mekSamAM gayA ne ApaNane paNa amUlya upadeza ApatAM gayA ke he bhavyajIvo! tame paNa ghAtI - aghAtI karmone kSaya karIne amArA rAhe cAlyA Ave. A mahAna purUSanA hRdayamAMthI nIkaLelo UMDANa bharele, maMthana ane anubhava bharelo zabda ApaNA jIvananuM parivartana kare che. jJAnIo jyAre zabda vApare che tyAre samajIne bole che paNa nirarthaka bolatA nathI. tethI temanA zabdane maMtra je gaNavAmAM Ave che. kAraNa ke te zabdanI pAchaLa ghaNuM ciMtvana hoya che. tethI te zabdo ApaNA jIvanane palaTe karAve che. ApaNuM jIvanamAM jJAnInA zabda parivartana lAvI zake che. paisA, padavI ane pratiSThA parivartana lAvI zakatA nathI. mATe jJAnInA zabdo sAMbhaLIne jIvana maMgalamaya banAvo. jenuM jIvana maMgalamaya haze tenuM dareka kArya maMgalamaya thavAnuM che. maMgalamaya banavAne A mAnavadeha rUpI suMdara avasara maLe che. A mAnavadehane je tame gAyatana banAvI dIdhe te samajI leje ke badhI bAjI bagaDI jaze. je bagaDelI bAjIne haju paNa sudhAravI hoya te A dehane-caeNgAyatana banAvI de. A janma kaMI paNa AtmasAdhanA karyA vinA gumAvaze te pachI kayAM jaze tene patte nahi paDe. jIvanane maMgalamaya banAvavA mATe mAnavadeha maLe che. bhegI mAnavInuM jIvana kadI maMgalamaya banatuM nathI. je bhegane taje che tenuM jIvana maMgalamaya bane che. mATe jIvananI ekeka palane oLakho. . baMdhue kadAca paisA gumAvyA te bahuM moTI vAta nathI paNa jIvanamAMthI je eka vAra maMgalamaya tattva cAlyuM gayuM te te pharIthI pAchuM maLavuM muzkela che. ATalA mATe mana vacana ane kAyAnI tamAma zaktio AtmAne karmanA baMdhanathI mukta karavAnA lakSa mATe hevI joIe. paNa bhaMga mATe nahi. hiTalara pAse zakita ane buddhi hatI. sAdhano hatAM paNa darekane upayoga mAnavajAtane vinAza karavA mATe karyo. jIta meLavavA mATe

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920 zAradA sAgara karyo. tenI badhI zaktinuM pariNAma zuM AvyuM? "vinAza." tenI vinAzaka zaktie mAnavajAta upara vinAza reDa ane pitAne paNa vinAza karyo. A vAtathI tame eTaluM jarUra dhyAna rAkhajo ke tamArI zakti tamane vinAzanA paMthe laI- jAya nahi. tamArI zakti, buddhi ane jIvana A saMsAranA bhego mATe nathI paNa AtmAne mATe che. A lakSa jyAre tamane Avaze tyAre tame jarUra samajI zakaze ke jIvananI kiMmata kayAre che? __ annena gAtraM nayanena vastraM, na yena rAjyaM lavaNena bhojyam / dharmeNa hinaM bata jIvitavyaM, na rAjate caMdrasabhA nizIthaM // - jema zarIrane surakSita rAkhavA mATe tene khorAka Apavo paDe che. je zarIrane kherAka ApavAmAM na Ave te gAtro nabaLA paDI jAya che. ghaNAM divasane bhUkhe mANasa vicAra kare ke mAre ahIMthI mahAlakSmI javuM che te te ekadama jaI zakatuM nathI. saheja utAvaLe cAle te thAkI jAya che. tethI kahyuM che ke anna khAdhA vagara gAtro zithila banI jAya che eTale gAtre zobhatA nathI. AMkha game teTalI sArI hoya paNa kIkI vagaranI AMkha zebhatI nathI. nyAya, nIti ane pramANiktA vagaranuM rAjya bhatuM nathI. bhejana game teTalA masAlA ane tela nAkhIne suMdara bhapakAdAra banAvyuM hoya paNa je temAM phakata mIThuM nAMkhavAnuM rahI gayuM te te bhajananI kiMmata nathI, caMdra vagaranI rAtrI robhatI nathI. tema sadharmanA AcaraNa vinA mAnavajIvana zobhatuM nathI. bAkI te zarIrane game teTalA suMdara spaDAM paheraza paNa jyAM sudhI jIvanamAM nyAya, nIti, sadAcAra, brahmacarya, pramANikatA Adi guNa AvyA nathI tyAM sudhI jIvana zobhatuM nathI. mAnavajIvana prApta karIne AtmakalyANanI pipAsA te hovI joIe. | devAnupriya! have tamArI AMkhe uparathI jaDavAdanA cazamAM dUra kare. A karmoe jIvane parAzramI ane gulAma banAvI dIdhuM che. A jaDavAdane Apa dUra karaze te Apane caitanyanA darzana thaze. jyAre Atmone caitanyazakitanuM bhAna thaze tyAre dhana-vaibhava vilAsa vigere lalacAvI nahi zake. Akhare to A dhana-vaibhavavilAsa vagere tamane dago daIne adazya thaI javAnA che. A paraMpadArthomAM tame vizvAsa na rAkhe. eTale vizvAsa tame bAhA padArthomAM rAkhe che eTale vizvAsa potAnA upara rAkho. parapadArtha upara vizvAsa karavAnI je bhUla karaze te avazya dagAnA bhaMga banI jaze ane Akhare svecchAe ke anicchAe emane choDavA paDaze. bhUla khAIne manuSya ema samajavA lAge che ke A dhana, A rAjya, A mahela, A apsarA jevI suMdarIo, A hAthI-ghoDA, mAtA-pitA, strI, putra, nokara-cAkare vigere badhA mArA che. suMdara kaMcana jevI kAyA paNa mArI che. paNa jJAnI zuM kahe che. ' tuM tArI kAyAne, vaibhavane ane potAnI sattAne abhimAna kare che paNa e

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zAradA sAgara 921 badhA ahIMnA ahIM rahI javAnA che. eka kSaNamAM e badhuM huM paNuM ane mArApaNu chUTI javAnu` che. sarvapriya padArthAne choDIne A jIva ekaleA cAlyA jAya che. ene sAtha ApanAra kAi nathI. paNa manuSya atRpta vRttine lIdhe sAcuM sukha meLavI zakatA nathI. mRga jema unALAnA divaseAmAM dhagadhagatA tApamAM pANI pIvA mATe valakhA mAre che ane mRgajaLa joine tene meLavavA doDe che. chatAM pANInuM eka biMdu paNa meLavI zakatA nathI. tema mANusa mAtra khAdya sukha joI emAM sAcA sukhanI kalpanA karI e meLavavA mATe jIvanabhara doTa mUke che. chatAM pariNAme nathI meLavatA mAhyasukha ke nathI jALavI zakatA peAtAnuM mULasthAna. jIvanabhara sukha kayAMthI meLavuM tenI pAchaLa bhamyA kare che. jyAre uttama AtmAe ema samaje che ke A saMsAranA dareka sukhA svapna samAna che. jyAre tamane samajAze tyAre A saMsAra eka dAvAnaLa jevA lAgaze. tamArA saMsAramAM kaMika ghara levAmAM Ave che ke pApanA ya hAya tyAre gharanI patnI taraphathI paNa zAMti nathI hAtI. seAnala nAmanI eka chokarI hatI. tenI uMmara mATI thaI gaI hatI chatAM sagapaNu thayuM na hatu. vakhata jatAM eka dineza nAmanA cheAkarA sAthe tenu sagapaNa thAya che. dineza bIjavara hatA. enI patnI eka bALaka ane bALakIne mUkIne marI gaI hatI, te dinezanI sAthe sAnalanA lagna thAya che. e jANIne paraNI hatI ke e nAnA bALake che. chokarAnu nAma rAhita ane chokarInu nAma ramA hatuM. rAhita pAMca varSanA ane ramA traNa varSanI che, seAnala paraNIne gharamAM AvI paNa A khALaka pratye sheja paNu mamatA khatAvatI nathI. - khALakA premanA bhUkhyAM hatAM. te mammI mammI karatAM premathI kheALAmAM jAya paNa mammI prema batAve nahi ne uparathI mAra mAre. enA pati kahe che seAnala! A mA vagaranA khALakAne tu zA mATe mAre che ? e tArI pAse keTalA premathI doDatA Ave che ne emane tu mAra mAre che? A nirdoSa khALakone sAcavIza teA tuM sukhI thaIza. tyAre sAnala kahe che e mane zuM sukhI karavAnA hatA? emane joine mAruM' teA leAhI ukaLI jAya che. A khALake mane jovAM paNa gamatAM nathI. seAnala khALakAnI milakula saMbhALa rAkhatI nathI. khavaDAvavA, pIvaDAvavA ke bhaNAvavAmAM kai dhyAna detI nathI. ene khApa dukAnethI ghare Ave tyAre emanA mAthe vhAlabharyo hAtha pheravatA. e paNa enI patnIne gamatu nahi. " sAnale bALaka upara vartAvelA kera" :- nAnA khALaka khUtra pavitra hAya che. e kaMika navI cIja dekhe te mAMge. eka divasa ramAe kahyuM-mammI! mane pugA joIe che. mane apAva ne? tyAM te seAnala rANIe dhAyamAna thaine gAlamAM tamAce mA. ramA raDavA lAgI. tyAre rAti kahe che. mammI! mArI bahenane zA mATe mAre

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922 zAradA sAgara che? Aje skUlamAM mArA TIcara kahetA hatAM ke mAtAne bALake khUba vahAlA hoya che. paNa tuM te kadI amane vahAla karatI nathI. vahAlathI belAvatI nathI ne uparathI mA mAre che? tyAre senala kahe tuM chAne mAne besI rahe. ne tuM mane zuM zikhAmaNa Apate hate? patnIne A svabhAva ane patinuM lehI baLI jatuM. pula jevA bALake karamAvA lAgyA. ene pati kahe che sonala! A bALake tane zuM naDe che? te pajavatA nathI. kevA DAhA ne zAMta che. e mAtAnA premanA bhUkhyA che. tuM emanA mAthe mITho hAtha pherava paNa sonalane te A chokarA dIThA gamatAM nathI. jyAre emane gharamAMthI kADhe e vicAra karI rahI che. samaya jatAM sonalane paNa eka putra thAya che. rohita ane ramA duHkha veThatA moTA thAya che. sonalane bAbo paNa moTe thavA lAgyo. tenuM nAma sudhIra pADayuM hatuM. pitAnA sudhIrane premathI ramADe che - jamADe che. kAraNa ke te pitAne hate. ne pilA parAyA che. jyAM mArApaNAnI mamatA che tyAM badhuM thAya che. ne mamatA nathI tyAM kAMI nathI. mArA ne tArA tephAnamAM jIva gADha karmo bAMdhe che. nAnakaDA sudhIrane rohita ane ramA premathI ramADe che. sudhIrane paNa rahita ane ramA khUba gamI gayA hatA. traNe bALake haLImaLIne AnaMdathI ramatA hatA. mAtAne mana A mAro ne A parAyA hatAM paNa bALakone mana bilakula bheda nathI. e te sagA bhAI-bahenanI jema rahetAM ne ramatAM hatA. - eka divasa dineza bajAramAMthI kAju ne akharoTa lAvyA hatA. te sonale baraNImAM bharIne mUkI dIdhA. te roja pitAnA sudhIrane ApatI ne kahetI ke tuM ekale khAI leje. pelA be jaNane ApIza nahi. sudhIra kahe- sAruM mammI! emane nahi ApuM. ema kahI deto paNa mAtA AvI jAya eTale rahita, ramA ane sudhIra traNe ya bhAI-bahena sarakhe bhAge vaheMcIne khAI letA. paNa eka divasa senala joI gaI. eTale sudhIrane uMcakIne laI gaI ne pelA baMnene khUba mAra mArI hAthamAM kAjunA dANA hatA te paNa khUMcavIne laI lIdhA. mAtAne anyAya joIne resahita ane mA dhruske ne dhruske raDavA lAgyA. nirAdhAra bALakonuM rUdana joIne raste janAranI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jatA. kumaLA bALakanI mAMga upara gujArele trAsa :- eka vakhata rahita AvIne kahe che mammI! badhA chokarAone te enI mammI roja paisA vAparavA Ape che ne tuM te amane kadI ApatI nathI. meM kaI divasa pisa mAM nathI. Aje mane eka dazake Apa. paNa tenala ApatI nathI. game tema teya bALaka che ne? khUba haTha karI paNa mAtAe dazake na Ape. tyAre rahita bahAra jaIne raDavA lAgyo. zerInA mANasa paNa kahevA lAgyA ke bahena! tuM bALakane zA mATe raDAve che? ene dazaka ApI de che. te paNa Ape nahi. hita raDato rahyo. enA pitA dukAnethI ghera

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zAradA sAgara 923 AvyA eTale seAnala kahe che khasa, game tema karo. A khALakA mAre nA joie. e bahAra besIne raDe che ne vagAve che. leAkeA paNa ema Ale che ke emAna mA duHkha de che. A mArAthI sahana thatuM nathI. kAM e nahi ne kAM huM nahi. neiza khUba mUMjhAyA. have zuM karavuM? chevaTe te mane khALakane anAthAzramamAM mUkI AvyA. emane mukIne pAchA phare che tyAre ane mALA kahe che pappA ! amane ahIM mUkIne tame kayAM jAo che? sudhIrane sAthe kema na lAgyA ? e hAta teA sAruM thAta. emane kyAM khabara hatI ke amAre ahIM rahevAnu che. pitAe emane jema tema karIne samajAvI dIdhA. ke huM sAMje AvIza. tame A adhA bALakonI sAthe rahejo. ema kahIne dineza cAlyA gayA. "rAhita ane ramA sudhIra vinA AzramamAM jhUre che" :- rahita ane ramAne khilakula gamatu nathI ne ghera sudhIrane paNa bhAI-bahena vinA cena paDatuM nathI. e raDavA lAgyA ke mArA bhAibahena kyAM gayA ? emane laI Ave. dinezanuM mana paNa uvigna banI gayuM che paNa kubhAryA patnI AgaLa cAlatu nathI. AzramamAM mane khALake jhUre che. ravivAranA divasa AbyA tyAre rAhita kahe che bahena ! cAlane Aje ApaNe sudhIrane maLI AvIe. AzramamAMthI TIcaranI rajA laIne baMne bhAi-bahena sudhIrane maLavA mATe ghera jAya che. rastAmAM tee vicAra karavA lAgyA ke ApaNe jaIe chIe tA kharA paNa mammI mAraze te? jyAM gharamAM paga mUkaye| tyAM seAnala bhabhUkI uThI. A naphphaTa chekarAone kADhI mUkayA teA paNa pAchA AvyA. eTale AvIne kahe che tame cAlyA jAe. mAre tamAruM kAma nathI. tyAre rAhita ane ramA kahe che. mammI! ame rahevA nathI AvyA. ame sudhIrane maLavA AvyA chIe. amane eka vAra sudhIne maLI levA ke pachI cAlyA jaizuM. sudhIra paNa rahitanA avAja sAMbhaLIne doDatA bahAra Avye ane bhAI-bahenane maLavA doDayA. paNa mAtA ene DhaseDIne aMdara lai gaI paNa khALakone maLavAM na dIdhAM. bhAI-bahena raDatAM raDatAM pAchA AzramamAM AvyA. "rAmacaMdrajInuM nATaka jovA gayelI seAnala"- eka vakhata gAmamAM rAmacaMdrajInuM nATaka AvyuM hatuM. temAM rAmacaMdrajIne rAjagAdIe besavAnu hatu. ayeAdhyAmAM AnaMdanI choLe! uchaLI rahI hatI paNa kaikayInA mukha upara AnaMda na hateA. dazaratha rAjA kahe che kaikayI! Aje te Ana MdanA divasa che ne tArA mukha upara udAsInatA kema che? tyAre kahe che mAre eka vacana mAMgavAnu khAkI che te atyAre mAMgu chuM. dazaratha kahe bhale, mAMge tyAre kahe che ke mAza bharatane rAjagAdI maLe ne rAmane cauda varSa vanavAsa meleA. rAjA dazarathane khUba AghAta lAgyA. paNa vacana apAi gayuM hatuM. meTA purUSAnu vacana kadI krUtu nathI. zamacaMdrajIne teA khUba Ana thayA. ane te pitAnu vacana pALavA rAmalakSmaNa ane sItA vanavAsa javA taiyAra thayA. tyAre mAtA kaiAzalyA tathA acaiAdhyAnI

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924 zAradA sAgara prajA ceAdhArA AMsue raDI rahI hatI. A dRzya joine prekSake aDhA aMdara, khelavA lAgyA ke game tema teya kaikayI teA eramAna mAtA ne? ene gheADI dayA haiAya ? mAtA kaiAzalyA keTaluM raDe che chatAM enA dilamAM asara thAya che?-rAma tA sAne raDatA mUkI pitAnI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA vanavagaDAnI vATe cAlI nIkaLyA. bharata tA mAsALa gaye hatA. te meAsALathI AvyA paNa aceAdhyAne zUnya joi mAtAne pUchyuM ke Aje nagarImAM Ana kema nathI? saiAnA mukha udAsa kema dekhAya che? tyAre kaikayI kahe che beTA! me tArA mATe rAmane vanavAsa mAkalyA. have tuM rAjagAdI leAgava. mArA bharata rAjA banaze ne huM rAjamAtA anIza. mane rAjamAtA banavAnI khUba hAMza che. bharata kahe che - mAtA ! teM A zuM karyuM ? rAjagAdI te moTAbhAIne zAle. mAre rAjagAdI joitI nathI. huM paNa bhAInI pAse vanamAM jAuM chuM. bharata jyAM rAmacaMdrajI hatA tyAM pahoMcI gayA. rAma ane bharatanu milana thayuM, ane bhAIe premathI bheTI paDayA. "rAmacaMdrajI ane bharatanA prema jotAM sAnalanA hRdayanA palTA" - / bharata kahe che vIrA! tame pAchA acaiAdhyA padhAro. tamArA vinA gAdI sUnI lAge che. juo, kaikayIe peAtAnA putrane rAjagAdI apAvavA rAmane vanavAsa apALye tyAre bharata gAdI levAnI nA pADe che. mAtAne peAtAnA ne parAyAnA bhedabhAva che paNa bhAIone dUdha sAkara jevA prema che. bharate rAmane khUba AjIjI karI paNa rAma pAchA na pharyo. bharate khUba kahyuM tyAre peAtAnI pAdukA ApIne kahyuM ke A pAdukA sihAsane mUkIne tuM mArA nAmathI zajya calAvo. bharata nirAza thaIne pAchA pharyAM. A badhu dRzya seAnale joyuM. jovA AvanAra leAkA paNa khele che ke AvI eramAna mAtA te duzmanane paNa na heAya. je bALakonA pApanA uddaya hAya tenI nAnapaNamAM mAtA marI jAya. duniyAmAM mA te mA ane khIjA madhA vagaDAnA vA. oramAna mA meTA bhAge sArI na haiAya. A dRzya joyu ne leAkeAnA mukhethI zabdo sAMbhaLyA. AthI seAnalanuM hRdaya kuNuM paDayuM, manamAM vicAra thayA ke rAhita ane ramA mATe huM paNa kaikayI ja chuM ne? emane pUrA khAvA-pIvA pazu dIdhA nathI. kadI premathI paMpALyA nathI ne uparathI anAthAzramamAM melI dIyA. bALakI mATe Azrama e vanavAsa ja che ne ? sudhIra paNa bhAi-bahenane zAlyA kare che. bhAI-bahena na maLavAthI e jhUre che. mArA sudhIra emane yAda karIne raDe che. kyAM e nirdoSa ALakAnA premamAM meM bheda paDAvye! enA dilamAM khUba pazcAtApa thayA eTale tyAMthI chUTIne sIdhI AzramamAM AvI. rAhita, ramA ane eka khUNAmAM besIne sudhIrane yAda karIne raDatA hatAM. tyAM dUrathI mAtAne AvatI joIne phaphreMDI uThayA. bahena! mammI ApaNane mAraze. ApaNe jatA rahIe. ubhA thaIne bhAgavA jAya che tyAM sAnala kahe` che ke mArA rAhita ane ramA! have mArAthI Daraze| nahi. huM tamane ghera lai javA AvI chuM tyAre khane khALaka| kahuM

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zAradA sAgara 925 che- mammI! tuM ghera laI jaIne amane mArIza ke vaDhIza te nahi ne? tuM mAra mAre te amAre nathI AvavuM. tyAre tenale baMnene bAthamAM laIne kahyuM ke beTA! have huM tamane kadI mArIza ke vaDhIza nahi. have AjathI huM sudhIranI jevI mammI chuM tevI tamArI chuM. tame mArAthI jarA paNa Daraze nahi. mAtAnA zabdo sAMbhaLI bALake temane premathI vaLagI paDayA. jANe Aje mArI mammI maLI na hoya! te banene AnaMda thayo. sonala baMnene laIne ghera AvI. sudhIra te bhAI-bahenane bheTI paDe ne badhA AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. jyAre jIvane sAcuM samajAya che tyAre beTI mAnyatA chuTI jAya che. sonalanI daSTi savaLI paDI te gharamAM AnaMda AnaMda chavAI gaye ne premabharyuM vAtAvaraNa thaI gayuM. prema vinAnuM jIvana zUnya che. ApaNe rejanA adhikAramAM e vAta cAle che ke je rUcI vinA bAhAbhAvathI saMyamanuM pAlana kare che tenuM kalyANa thaI zakatuM nathI. daMbhI sAdhuo sAdhutAne nAme keTale daMbha kare che ne pApakarmanA poTalA bAMdhe che. te vAta anAthI muni kahe che. niraTThiyA naggaruI u tassa, je uttamaDhe vivijjA samei / ime vi se natthi pare vi loe, duhao vi se jhijjhai tattha loe| utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA 49 he zreNika mahArAjA! je sAdhue uttamArthane viparIta artha kare che, je jJAna darzana cAritrane viparIta samaje che ane tenA pratye arUcI rAkhe che te sAdhu veza paherIne pAdavihAra kare, loca kare, khullA page cAle, gharagharamAM gaucarI kare, gaucarI karatAM kaI vakhate tiraskAra pAme che. AvA kaSTa veThe chatAM vyartha jAya che. kAraNa ke teNe uttama arthathI pravajya aMgIkAra karI te uttama arthane naSTa kare che ane eTalA mATe tenA badhAM kaSTo vyartha jAya che. tene A leka paNa vyartha jAya che ane paraloka paNa vyartha jAya che. eTale te Aleka ane paraloka banemAM duHkha pAme che. je AtmAnA rahevAthI sthUla saMsAra cAlI rahyo che e AtmAnI pichANe karavI te uttama artha che, je IndrionA mohamAM paDI jAya che ane AtmAne bhUlI jAya che te uttamArthane naSTa kare che. kahevata che ne ke gayA hatAM kamAvA paNa pUMcha gumAvIne AvyA. A rIte ahIM anAthI muni kahe che ke sAdhuo uttama arthane prApta karavA mATe sAdhupaNuM aMgIkAra kare che temAMnA keTalAka sAdhuo sAdhuveza paherIne paNa saMsAranI jhaMjhaTamAM paDI jaIne uttama arthane naSTa karI rahyA che. zuM saMsAranI jhaMjhaTamAM paDavA mATe sAdhupaNuM che? nA. kaI mANasa sAdhu mahArAjane pUche ke tame saMsAra choDIne sAdhupaNuM lIdhuM che te saMsAranA bhaMga mATe lIdhuM che? te kaI kadAca ema kaheze ke amArAthI sAdhupaNuM pUruM pALI

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zAradA sAgara zakAtuM nathI. paNa koI ema nahi kahe ke ame bhegopabhoga mATe sAdhupaNuM lIdhuM che. Ama hevA chatAM keTalAka sAdhuo aMdarathI uttamArthane naSTa kare che. ane uparathI uttamArtha sAdhavAne keLa kare che. teo A lokanA paNa rahetA nathI ne paralekanA paNa rahetA nathI. kAraNa ke tame saMsArI jIvaDAe saMsArano bhoga chUTathI bhogavI zake che ane vezadhArI sAdhu te rIte bhogavI zakatuM nathI. kAraNa ke tamane jyAre je vastu lAvavAnuM ke khAvAnuM mana thAya tyAre lAvIne khAI zake che. paNa sAdhu e rIte vartana karI zakatuM nathI. eTale tene saMsArane meha paNa pUro na thayo ne ahIne sAdhupaNano AnaMda paNa lUMTI zakyo nahi. jema keI bhIlaDI jaMgalamAMthI hAthInA mastakamAMthI nIkaLeluM matI meLavIne kAMkare samajIne pheMkI de athavA koIne jaMgalamAMthI bAvanA caMdananuM lAkaDuM maLyuM paNa te caMdananA lAkaDAne bALIne bhejana banAve to e jema bhayaMkara bhUla kahevAya. tema je uttamArtha pAmIne paNa saMsAranA kAmamAM tene naSTa karI de che te sAdhu paNa AvI bhayaMkara bhUla kare che. te sAdhu uttamArthane naSTa karIne A lokane bagADe che ne paralokane paNa bagADe che. mAnI lo ke tame IcchAnusAra raMgIna kapaDAM paherI zake che paNa sAdhu te sapheda paherI zake che. chatAM te e sapheda vastrane vadhu sapheda karavA prayatna kare, tenA dvArA zekha pUro karavA prayatna kare ane saMsAranI meja mANavA cAhe te temaNe uttamArthane paNa naSTa karyo. chatAM tene saMsAra zekha pUre thaye nahi. A rIte jyAre te uttamArthane naSTa karI de che tyAre tene Aloka ne paraloka baMne bagaDe che. TUMkamAM AvA sAdhuo che te sanAthamAMthI anAthamAM jAya che. jJAnI purUSe samajAvyuM che ke jIva jyAre pAMca prakAranA pramAdamAM paDe che. tyAre te pramAda saMsAra sAgaramAM jIvane rakhaDAve che. jyAre sAdhupaNuM lIdhuM tyAre dhana, kuTuMba parivAra choDyuM paNa saMyama lIdhA pachI je Atma tatvanI rUcI upaDavI joIe te na upaDI tevA sAdhunuM sAdhupaNuM nirarthaka che. kAraNa ke teNe sAdhavAnuM hatuM te sAdhyuM nahi. ane paradhyeyamAM jaI vAhavAhamAM, mAna pUjAmAM ane prazaMsAmAM paDI jaI mokSanA lakSane te AtmA cUkI gayo. A5 jANe chene keI naTa nAcavA mATe dera upara caDhe che. leko game teTalI tenI vAhavAha bele, tAlIo pADe chatAM tenuM lakSa dera upara hoya che. paNa jyAre te naTa dezanuM lakSa cUke tyAre paDayA vagara rahe kharo? paDe ja. te rIte patIta thato jIva potAnI asAvadhAnIthI lakSane cUkI jAya che ne te mokSapravRttine badale saMsAra pravRttine karavA lAge che. tethI tenA mahAvrata bhAMgI jAya che. kharekhara A sAdhu sanAthamAMthI anAtha banelo che. AnuM eja kAraNa che ke je cAritramArga teNe svIkAryo ne rUcipUrvaka ane aMtaranI urmithI pALa joIe te pALyo nathI ane tenA kAraNe tevA vezadhArI sAdhuo A leka ane paralekamAM duHkhI thAya che. jJAnI kahe che ke AtmAo! tame je bhAve saMyama lIdhe che te vItarAganI AjJAnusAra zuddha saMyama pALo. kAraNa ke A dharma ane AvuM rUDuM cAritra

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zAradA sAgara 927 anaMtakALe maLavuM durlabha che. samyak cAritra vinA uddhRAra nahi thAya. mATe saMyamanI ArAdhanA karI. je saMyama laine meAkSanA lakSane cUkI jAya che te duHkhI thAya che. sanAtha khanavuM DAya te saMyamanu yathA pAlana karo. tenAthI kalyANa thaze. vadhu bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna na-105 kArataka suda 12 ne zanivAra tA. 15-11-05 anaMtajJAnI mahAna purUSAe jagatanA jIveAnA kalyANane arthe vItarAga vANInI gaMgA vahAvI. A gaMgAmAM snAna karatAM AtmAnA janma, jarA ane maraNanA pherA TaLI jAya. A duniyAmAM evI kai auSidha nathI ke je janma- jarA - maraNanA roga maTADI de. phakata A vItarAga vANInI auSadhi evI amUlya ne kiMmatI che ke je auSadhinu pAna karatAM Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhi dUra thAya. Atmazreya mATe sauthI prathama sAdhana che zAstrAnu adhyayana. zAsra kAne kahevAya? e Apa jANe! che ? zAsati banAv kRti zAstram je leAkeA upara zAsana kare athavA AjJA kare tene zAstra kahevAya che. teA have kadAca Apane e prazna thaze ke zAstra kai rIte leAkeA para zAsana kare che ne zuM AjJA Ape che? gharma para, adharma mA j| satyaM vava, asatyaM mA yU|i dharmanuM AcaraNa karo. adharmanu' AcaraNa karaze! nahi, satya ne priya kheleA. asatya khelaze nahi. A rIte vidhi ane niSedha banenu zAstrAmAM vidhAna che. te karavA ceAgya kAryane mATe AjJA Ape che ane na karavA cAgyanA niSedha kare che. AtmakalyANane mATe je pathya che arthAt Avazyaka che. tene karavA mATe kahe che ane je AtmAne mATe kupathya (tyAjya) che tenA tyAga karavAnI AjJA ApavI e zAstranuM kAryaM che. zAstra arthAt siddhAMta e batAve che ke kyA kAraNeAthI AtmA karmathI aMdhAya che ne kayA kAraNeAthI khaMdhanathI mukta thAya che. jevI rIte vaidakazAsra zarIramAM koI roga thAya tyAre te rAgane vadhAranArI vastunA tyAga-ane rAgane ghaTADanArI vastune vAparavAnI AjJA Ape che tevI rIte AdhyAtmika zAstra AtmAne hAnI nAza upAcAnA tyAga ane AtmAne lAbha karAvanAra upAcAnA prayAga karavAnI preraNA Ape che. zAstra mAnavInA AtmAne malIna thatA aTakAvavA mATe aneka upayAgI kAni karavAnI AjJA Ape che. ane tene viSayakaSAyAthI bacAvIne adhaHpatananI tarapha laI jatAM khacAve che. kahyuM che ke zAstra sayaMtranuM cakSu:| zAstra sarvasthAnA para jovAvALI AMkha che. jevI rIte ApaNe AMkhAthI bhautika padArthone joie chIe tevI rIte zAsrarUpI netrathI jIva, ajIva, puNya, pApa, Azrava, savara, nirjarA, madha, mekSa Aphri badhAne joI zakIe chIe eTale ke te navatattva AdaeNinuM jJAna thAya che. kdAca ApanA manamAM zaMkA thAya ke

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zAradA sAgara 928 A kevI rIte saMbhavI zake? parvatanI, divAlanI ke paDadAnI pAchaLa zuM che e zAsa kevI rIte jANe che? huM Apane samajAvuM. jyAre AtmAne avadhijJAna manaHpayAMyajJAnaane kevaLajJAna thAya che tyAre A lokanI vastuo te zuM paraMtu urva, adhe ane trIcho leka e traNe lokanI vastuone joI zake che. narakamAM ne devakamAM zuM thaI rahyuM che e paNa jANI le che. AnaMda zrAvakane avadhijJAna thayuM che te jANI zakyA hatA ke svarga ane narakamAM zuM banI rahyuM che? e pATha te zAstramAM che. A badhI kRpA zAstranI che. zAstrajJAnanA abhAvamAM AvuM viziSTa jJAna prApta thavuM e asaMbhava che. baMdhuo! tamArA manamAM kadAca thAya ke duniyAmAM zAstra te aneka prakAranA che. jevA ke vyAkaraNazAstra, nyAyazAstra, jotiSazAstra, vaidakazAstra ityAdi. te zuM A zAstronuM jJAna prApta karI levAthI viziSTa jJAnanI prApti ane AtmakalyANa thaI zake? nA. A badhA zAstra samAna phaLa nathI ApatA. vyAkaraNazAstra zabdonI zuddhi karIne bhASAne nirdoSa ane suMdara banAve che. nyAyazAstra buddhine tIkaNa banAve che. jotiSazAstra sUryagrahaNa ane caMdragrahaNa kayAre thaze te batAve che. ane sAhitya zAstra kahe che ke A rIte bele ane A rIte zabdano prayoga karIne bhASAne alaMkAramaya banAvIne bha SAmAM suMdaratA lAvo. A badhA zAstra ApaNane A leka pUratI saphaLatA ApI zake che. paraMtu A koI paNa zAstra paralekane sudhArI zakatA nathI ke AtmakalyANa karAvI zaktA nathI. phakata AdhyAtmika zAstra eka evuM zAstra che ke je e batAve che ke AtmauddhAra kevI rIte thaI zake che? ane AtmA pApathI lepAya che kevI rIte ? ATaluM batAvIne patI jatuM nathI paNa AgaLa e paNa batAve che ke pApothI chuTakAro kevI rIte thAya che? kevI sAdhanA karmone nAza kare che? zAstra ApaNane batAve che ke jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapa ane dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAva rUpa dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAthI AtmA vizuddha bane che. A zAstrane abhyAsa karavAthI jIvane ya, seya ane upAdeyanuM jJAna thAya che. jyAM sudhI A vAtonuM jJAna nathI hatuM tyAM sudhI AtmA AtmAnaMttinA mArga upara cAlI zakatuM nathI. tethI mumukSu AtmAe zAzvata sukha meLavavAne mATe zAstranuM adhyayana karavuM ane temAM ApelI AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM Avazyaka che. je zAstranI AjJAnusAra vItarAganA mArge barAbara saMyamI jIvana jIvI rahyA che tevA anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne sanAtha-anAthanA bheda samajAvI rahyA che. ane kahe che ke je bhagavAnanI AjJAnusAra yathAtathya rUDI rIte saMyamanuM pAlana karI rahyA che te sanAtha che. te sAce sAdhu che. sAcA sAdhu kene kahevAya? dazavaikAlika sUtranI TIkAmAM lakhyuM che ke "sayatanAdi yoauralAyatIti sAdhu samyadarzana, jJAna, cAstri, tapa Adi dvArA je mekSanI sAdhanA kare che te sAcA sAdhu che. jagatamAM bIjA cha IndrionI AMkhavALA che

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zAradA sAgara yatha paNa gAma vahU sAdu sAdhu AgamanI AMkhavALA che. subhASita ratna bhAMDAgare paNa lakhyuM che keH yathA cittaM tathA vAco, yathA vAcastathA kriyaa| citte vAci kriyAyAM ca, sAdhunAmakarupatA // sAdhunuM mana pavitra hoya che. jenuM mana pavitra hoya che te vacana paNa pavitra eTale kalyANakAraka bole che ane te bole che te pramANe kriyA kare che. kAraNa ke sAdhuonA mana-vacana ane kriyAomAM ekarUpatA hoya che. AvA sAcA sAdhaka kadAca merU parvata Dele paNa te siddhAMtanI AjJAthI viparIta AcaraNa kayAre paNa karatA nathI. anugadvAra sUtramAM paNa bhagavAna belyA che ke sAdhu te che ke je sarSanI jema bIjAne mATe banAvelA nivAsa sthAnamAM rahe che. game tevA pariSahanA pahADa tUTI paDe te paNa te parvatanI jema saMyamamAM aDaga rahe che. agninI jema tapanA tejathI dedipyamAna hoya che. jJAnAdi ratnanA khajAnAnuM rakSaNa kare che ne vItarAganI AjJAnuM pAlana karanAra hoya che. te pRthvInI jema badhuM sahana kare che. sUryanI jema jagatanA jIvane samAna rUpathI jJAnane prakAza Ape che. upara batAvelA guNothI je alaMkRta che te AtmAthI muni che. paraMtu je vItarAganI AjJAthI viparIta cAle che te sanAtha nathI paNa anAtha che. anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne AgaLa gAthAmAM zuM kahe che emeva hA chaMda kusIlaruve, maggaM virAhittu jiNuttamANaM / kurarI vivA bhogarassANugidhdhA, niraTusoyA pariyAvamei / utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA 50 he rAjana! huM anAthatAnuM svarUpa samajAvuM chuM. keTalAka loko anAthatAmAMthI nIkaLavA mATe sAdhupaNuM te le che paNa saMsAra bhAvanA temane pAchA saMsAra bhAvanAmAM kheMcI jAya che. meM je kAMI kahyuM che tene sArI mAtra eTalo che ke je svacchaMdatAne tyAga kazta nathI ane bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM vicarato nathI te kuzIla sAdhu che. ane e kuzIla sAdhu uttama jinamArganI virAdhanA kare che. kuzIla kene kahevAya? kutsita zo yasya ti zI: je sAdhutAnuM pAlana karatuM nathI paNa kevaLa sAdhune veza dhAraNa karIne rAkhe che te kuzIla che. e kuzIla jinamArganI virAdhanA karanAra hoya che. baMdhuo! tame kaI zAka mArakITamAM gayA. tyAM tamAre kaI keTa kharIdavuM che. dA. ta. nAraMgI, saMtarA, sapharajana kAMI paNa levuM che te joIne leze ke joyA vinA leze? te uparathI joze ke aMdarathI joze? mAnI le ke te kuTa, uparathI sAruM dekhAya che paNa AMthI pocuM paDI gayeluM ne bagaDI gayA jevuM lAge che. te tame zuM kharIdaze kharA? "nA." zA mATe nA kaho cho? te uparathI te sArA che ne? paNa tyAM tame zuM vicAra karyo? uparathI game teTaluM sAruM hoya paNa aMdarathI bagaDI gayeluM

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930 varadA sAgara hoya to tene kharIdIne zuM karavAnuM? basa, mAre tamane eTaluM kahevuM che ke cAra AnAnI nAraMgI ke sapharajana kharIdavA che temAM tame ATalI badhI cakAsaNI kare che te jemanI sAthe AtmAnA kalyANane sabaMdha rahe che, jemanA paricayamAM jaI Atmatatvane pAmavuM che te zuM te sAdhuomAM joze ne ke A sAdhumAM AtmakalyANa karavAnA guNe che ke nahi? sAdhuone viSe paNa tamAre uparanA vezane nahi jotAM aMdaranA guNene jevA joIe. jemanAmAM cAritranA guNe jhaLahaLI rahyA che tevA uttama saMtanA samAgamathI AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya che ane je saMto jInezvaranI AjJAmAM vicaratA hoya temane vaMdana karavAthI kamanI bhekhaDe tUTI jAya che. paNa jeNe phakta sAdhune veza dhAraNa karyo che, paNa je svachaMdatAne tyAga karatA nathI ne bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM vicaratA nathI tevA kuzIla sAdhu jinamArganI virAdhanA kare che. AvA pAsasthA sAdhuone vaMdana namaskAra karavA te zobhAspada nathI. kAraNa ke tene vaMdana namaskAra karavA te jJAna-darzana- cAritranI virAdhanAmAM sahAyatA ApavA barAbara che. bhagavAne nizItha sUtramAM kahyuM che ke : mig Tiii va6, vatta vA sophinA ____ evaM jAva saMsattaM vandai vandantaM vA sAijjai // devAnupriye ! Ano artha e nahi samajatA ke bhagavAna keInA upara zreSa kare che. jJAnI te je che te satya hakIkta ApaNI sAme raju kare che. ne ApaNane samajAve che ke tame hADa- cAmanA pUjArI nA bane paNa guNanA pujArI bane. keI kuzIla saMta hoya ne vItarAganI AjJA virUddha cAlatuM hoya te samaye tamArAmAM je sAcuM zrAvakapaNuM haze te tame temane kahI zakaze ke amAre sabaMdha kuzIla saMte sAthe nathI paNa je bhagavAnanI AjJA mAne che te saMto sAthe che. je tame bhagavAnanI AjJA mAnatA na ho te amAre tamArI sAthe zuM sabaMdha che? jo tame A pramANe kaheze te te pAsasthA sAdhu paNa ThekANe Avaze. ane bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM ullaMghana karatAM paNa te vicAra karaze. paNa jo tame ATalA kaDaka nahi bane te pAsasthApaNanA sahAyaka thaIne pAsasthA sAdhune vadhu bagADavA jevuM karI rahyA che. kharekhara bhagavAne kahyuM che ke evA sAdhuo je pAsasthA che, kaMdaryAdimAM lIna che tevA sAdhuonI gati paNa kevI thAya che? te zAstrakAre batAvyuM che. kaMdappa kukkuyAi taha sIla sahAva hAsa vigahAhi / .. vimhAvetto ya paraM, kaMdappa bhAvaNaM kuNai // je sAdhu saMsAra choDIne sAdhu banyA che tevA sAdhuomAM jeNe veza badalyA che paNa vartana nathI badalyA ane kaMdarpa-kAmakathAo, vikathAo, zIla nirarthaka ceSTA tathA kaMdapIbhAvanAnuM AcaraNa karI rahyA che te marIne kaMdapI deva bane che tene svarganA bhAMDa

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zAradA sAgara 931 kahevAmAM Ave che. A prasaMge anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne sanAtha-anAthanA sacoTa bheda samajAvI rahyA che. e vadhu samajAvavA mATe munie eka pakSInuM udAharaNa ApyuM. A dAkhalA dvArA mAnava jaldI samajI zake che. kurarI nAmanuM eka pakSI jyAM pANInA moTA sarovara ane khUba pANI hoya tyAM rahe che. A pakSI kALA raMganuM hoya che. te mAchalInuM mAMsa khAya che. te Akho divasa mAchalInuM mAMsa khAvAnA lebhamAM tyAM paDayuM rahe che. mAMsAdi khAIne paNa te pakSI zAMta rahetuM nathI paNa raDyA kare che. A nyAya asAdhuo mATe ghaTAvatAM ema samajAvyuM ke kurarI pakSInI mAphaka jenI vRtti bhegapabhegamAM ramI rahI che te sadA kaSTane pAme che. anAthI munie kurarI pakSIne dAkhala ApIne kahyuM che ke je pramANe kurarI pakSI mAMsanI vRddhine kAraNe duHkha pAme che te pramANe je sAdhu thaIne paNa saMsAra bhAvamAM vRddhi rAkhe che te dukhane pAme che. jema bagaDI gayelI kerInI sAthe je sArI karI raheze to te paNa bagaDaze. te rIte je saMta jinAjJAno lepa kare che tene saMga sArA sAdhu karaze te temanA cAritrane paNa hAni thaze. devAnupriyo! ahIMyA keI sAdhunI TIkA karavI ke koInA virUddha bolavuM tevA bhAva nathI. anAthI munine kahevAne hetu phakta e che ke je kuzIla sAdhuo che, je svacchaMdatAne tyAga karatA nathI, je bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM vicaratA nathI tevA kuzIla sAdhuno saMga choDI devo ane te kuzIlapaNAthI kema chUTe te vicAravuM. jevI rIte tamAro dIkaro kaI khoTA raste jato hoya te tene tame kaDaka zikSA karI che. tethI tame zuM tenA zatru che? nA. tamArA e bhAva che ke mAro putra kema sudhare? A pramANe anAthI muni sAdhuone hita zikhAmaNa Ape che. sudharavA mATe zikSA Ape che. - dazavaikAlika sUtramAM rahanemI-rAjamatInuM adhyayana che. tame jANe che ne ke rAmatIe rahanemIne zuM kahyuM hatuM ?- "viSNu te nomI, jo te gIravaya #TRUT veMta rUri mArUM, the marama " he apayazanA kAmI ! tArA mATe maraNa e zreSTha che. tuM vamelAne Icche che! tane dhikkAra che! ema ghaNuM zabdo kahyA hatAM, te zuM rAjematIne rahanemI pratye koI Sa hato? nA. hitabhAvanA hatI. are! koI DokaTara dardInuM peTa cIre che te tene zuM cIravAnI bhAvanA che? nA. tenA daIne care che paNa dadI upara te karUNAbhAva che. te rIte anAthI munie sAdhuo upara karUNAbhAva rAkhI sAdhuone hitazikSA ApI che. keI pratye dveSabhAva nathI. kharekhara A adhyayanamAM anAthI munie je varNana karyuM che ne sAdhuo mATe je je vAta karI che te vAtane je saMta jIvanamAM apanAve te tenuM avazya kalyANa thAya ne tene saMga karanAranuM paNa kalyANa thAya che. susAdhunI zuddha bhAve sevA karavAthI keTaluM AtmakalyANa thAya che te mATe eka vAta yAda Ave che.

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932 zAradA sAgara ziyALAne samaya che kaDakaDatI ThaMDI paDe che. AvA samaye eka muni dhyAna dharIne ubhA che. zarIra upara eka kapaDuM pahereluM che. te samaye tyAMthI eka bharavAnuM TALuM nIkaLe che. AvI kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM dhyAnastha munine joIne te vicAra karavA lAgyA ke A munine kevI ThaMDI lAgatI haze? A rIte munine joIne temanA upara karUNabhAva AvavAthI pitAnI pAse dhAbaLo hato te munine oDhADa. muni te potAnA sthAnamAM sthira che. bharavADe khUba ThaMDI lAgavAthI muninI najIkamAM agni saLagAvIne tApaNI karavA beThA. e bharavADane jJAna nathI paNa dilanA bhadrika che. bhagavAna RSabhadevane parivAra "3SNuga" saraLa ne jaDa hato. bhUla kare paNa keI sudhAranAra maLe te sudharI jAya. bhagavAna mahAvIrane parivAra "vaMga" vAMke ne jaDa che. ane vacalA 22 tIrthaMkarano parivAra "kyupannA" saraLa ne buddhivAna hatuM. bhagavAna RSabhadevanA sAdhuo baicarI jatAM rastAmAM naTa nAcatA hatA te jevA ubhA rahyA. tethI AvatA vAra lAgI. bhagavAne pUchyuM - kema vAra lAgI? tyAre kahe naTa nAcatA hatA te jovA ubhA rahyA. bhagavAne kahyuM -ApaNuthI e na jovAya. tyAre kahe- bhale bhagavAna. have ame nahi joIe. bIjI vAra naTaDI nAcatI hatI te jevA ubhA rahyA. AvatA vAra lAgI tethI pUchyuM. tyAre kahe naTaDI nAcatI hatI te jovA ubhA rahyA. prabhu kahe ApaNAthI na jevAya. bhale, have ame nahi joIe. A badhA dilanA bhadrika paNa thoDA jaDa eTale khyAla na AvyuM ke naTa jovAnI nA pADI te naTaDI paNa na jovAya. vacalA 22 tIrthakarane parivAra saraLa ne prajJAvAna hatuM. temanA saMte eka vAra naTa nAcate jevA ubhA rahyA ne bhagavAne kahyuM ke ApaNAthI na jovAya. eTale pharIne naTaDI nAcatI jemAM te samajI gayA ke bhagavAne naTa jevAnI nA pADI eTale naTaDI paNa na jovAya. bhagavAna mahAvIrane parivAra vAMke ne jaDa che. te naTa jevA ubhA rahyA ne gurUe kahyuM - ApaNAthI na jovAya. tyAre ziSya zuM bele? tamAre mane pahelethI kahevuM hatuM ne? A uddhata javAba Ape. A bharavADoe sakhta ThaMDInA kAraNe tApaNuM karavA agni saLagAvI. te agnimAMthI eka taNakhe uDIne munine dhAbaLa oDhADa hatuM tenA upara paDe. tethI dhAbaLe saLagavA lAgyo. ne muni paNa saLagavA lAgyA. chatAM muni te dhyAnamAM hatA. chevaTe muni ya paDI gayA ne agni bujhAI gaI. paraMtu A muninA evA karmane udaya thaye ke 48 miniTamAM te temanA zarIramAM jIvAta utpanna thaI gaI. bharavADanA TeLAe A joyuM. temaNe gAmamAM jaIne je saMghanA pramukha hatA temanI pAse jaIne badhI vAta karI. pahelA pramukha dharmathI banAvAtA hatA. Aje dhanathI banAvAya che. A pramukha pAse bahu dhana na hatuM. paNa dharma te tenI hADahADanI mIMjAmAM vasele hate. jyAM bharavADanA mukhethI vAta sAMbhaLI ke tamArA gurU gAma bahAra paDyA che ne temanI A sthiti thaI che. tyAM pite jamatAM jamatAM bhANAmAMthI roTalInuM baTakuM mUkI dIdhuM ne bhANa

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zAradA sAgara uparathI ubhA thaIne gAmamAM prakhyAta chavA vaida hatA temane sAthe laIne gurU pAse gayA. jIvA vaide gurUnI sthiti joIne kahyuM ke emanA zarIramAM ghaNI chavAta thaI che ane temane anaMtI vedanA che. A mATe upacAra karavA je vastunI jarUra paDe te vastu lAvavAnuM tamAruM kAma nathI. pramukha kahe-vaidarAja! mAre nAnakaDI jhuMpaDI che te ane mArI patnInuM saubhAgya kaMkaNa che te vecI dauM ane te paisAmAMthI je auSadhI lAvavI paDe te lAvIne paNu gurUdevane jaldI sAruM kare- jue, pramukhanI keTalI gurUbhaktiA vaidya kahe-bhAI! tamAruM badhuM vecI nAkhe te paNa tamArI zakita nathI ke te auSadhI lAvI zake. pramukha kahe-te zuM karuM? bIje kaI upAya khare? jIvA veda kahe pramukhasAheba! A gAmanA nagara zeThanI putravadhU ANAmAM kariyAvaramAM cAra amIpa ane ratnakAmabI lAvI che. te vahue tenA bApujIne kahyuM. Apa jeTalA dAgInA karavAnA che teTalA mArA sAsarIyAe karyA che. bApujI! tamAre keTale kariyAvara kare che? pitA kahe- savA pAMca lAkhane. to pitAjI! A5 yAra lAkha rUpiyAnA cAra amIpa ane pAMcamI savA lAkha rUpiyAnI ratnakAmaLI Ape. dIkarI! e te dekhAvamAM cAra zIzA ane kAmaLI paga luchaNIyA jevI dekhAya. temAM mArI AbarU zI rahe? zreSThI putrI kahe-emAM AbarUne prazna nathI. enI kiMmata tarata samajAI jAya tevI che. chatAM kadAca kaI bele te bhale bele. Apa dAgInA, kapaDAM game teTalA karaze te te paDyA raheze. paNa A amIpa ane ratnakAmaLI haze te kaIka divasa koIkanA upayogamAM Avaze. tethI A nagarazeThanI vahu te vastu kariyAvaramAM laIne AvI che. savA pAMca lAkhanI vastu che chatAM kabATamAM vagara tALe paDI che. AjanuM jIvana kevuM thaI gayuM che? jyAM juo tyAM tALAne tALA. tALuM khelyA vagara vastu na maLe. A savA pAMca lAkhanI milkata che chatAM tALuM nathI. pramukha kahe. ApanI vAta sAcI paNa ApaNAthI tenI pAse kevI rIte levA javAya? tethI te pramukha ghoDA para besIne-e traNa mAIla dUra bIjA sAdhu hatA temane laI AvyA. badhI vAta kahI sAdhu te tarapha baicarI gayA. A vahue dUrathI sAdhune zaicarI- AvatAM joyA eTale te harSaghelI banI sAta ATha pagalAM sAmI gaIne mIThA zabdomAM belI padhAre gurUdeva padhAro! tamAre tyAM baicarInA samaye saMta padhAre te samajI zake ke mahArAja gaucarI mATe padhAryA che paNa te sivAyanA TAIme padhAre te tame samajI lo ke saMta kaMI kAraNasara padhAryA haze. vahue raDAmAM je badhI sUjhatI cIja hatI te batAvI. paNa gurUdevane tenI jarUra na hatI. jarUra hatI amIpa ane ratnakAmabInI. paNa te mAMgatA hiMmata nathI cAlatI. vaha kahe -gurUdeva! Apa kaMI kAraNa vinA atyAre padhAro nahi ne padhAryA che te Apane kaI paNa cIjanI jarUra haze. te ApanA dhyAnamAM mAre

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934 zAradA sAgara tyAM ka5tI cIja hoya te vinA saMkoce Apa kaho. khuba kahyuM tyAre gurUdeve kahyuM - bahena! amArA gurUdevanI A sthiti thaI che. amane jANa thaI che ke Apa kariyAvaramAM amIpa ane ratnakAmabI lAvyA che. te tenI amAre jarUra che. gurUdeva! ATalI vastu levAmAM ATale badhe saMkeca ? te vahue dAsIne kahyuM - jA. kabATamAM amIpa paDe che te laI Ava. tALuM vAseluM nahatuM to sAdhunA upayogamAM AvyuM. dAsI amIkRpa ne ratnakAmaLI levA gaI. tyAM devanuM Asana DevyuM. devanA manamAM thayuM ke A savAbe lAkhanuM dAna de che te uparathI de che ke aMtarathI? tenI parIkSA karavA mATe dAsInA hAthamAMthI amIpane zIze seravI nAMkhe. A tela bheya paDayuM eTale badhuM nakAmuM. A joIne muninA manamAM gabharATa thaye. paNa A vahunA manamAM jarA ya kheda na thaye, teNe dAsI pAse bIjo maMgAvyuM te bIjo paNa seravI nAMkhyo. trIje maMgAvyuM te trIjAnI paNa e dazA thaI. A bahene vicAra karyo ke huM kevI kamabhAgI chuM ke mArA hAtha-paga badhuM salAmata che. chatAM dAsIne orDara ApuM chuM. tyAre AvuM banyuM ne? have huM jAte laI AvuM. ema kahIne te pite uThIne ce amIpa laI AvI. je brahmacArI ke svadArA agara svapurUSa saMtevI AtmA heya tene deva sparza karI zake nahi. A bAI kahe gurudeva! cAle, huM ApanI sAthe AvuM chuM. te bahena pite gurUdevanI sAthe gaI. munine joyA. teNe dUrathI muninA zarIra upara aDadhe amI kUpa chAMTo ne ratna kAmaLImAMthI aDadhI kAmaLI phADIne zarIra para oDhADI dIdhI. pachI pite jaMgalamAM zedha karavA gaI ke ke mRta kalevara paDayuM che? jaMgalamAM zodhatAM marelI gAya joI. muninA zarIramAM je jIvAta hatI te badhI ratna kAMbaLImAM AvI gaI. te jIvAtane paNa jIvADavI che. eTale te badhI jIvAta mRta gAyanA kalevaramAM mUkI dIdhI. ane pharIne muninA zarIra upara aDadhe amI chAMTa ne kAmaLI oDhADI. eTale muninI kAyA kaMcana jevI banI gaI. muni svastha thayA ne bolyA. mArI kAyA kaMcana jevI banAvavAmAM je sahAyabhUta thayA hoya tenuM kalyANa thaje. kAyA suMdara banAvI mane cAritra pALavAmAM je nimittabhUta banyA che te AvatA bhavamAM 72 peDhI amara dekhaze. muninA mukhamAMthI sahaja bhAve A zabdo sarI paDyA. ane te bahena marUdevI mAtA banyA ke jemaNe 7ra peDhI sudhI keInuM mRtyu na joyuM. A marUdevI mAtA hAthInI aMbADI para besIne bhagavAna RSabhadevanA darzana karavA jatA hatA. tyAM pariNAmanI dhArAe caDhatAM aMbADI upara kevaLajJAna pAmyA. haju bhagavAne tIrthanI sthApanA karI na hatI te pahelAM marUdevI mAtA kevaLajJAna pAmIne mokSe gayA eTale te atIrtha siddhA kahevAya.

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935 madhue ! Ape sAMbhaLyuM ne ke susAdhunI sevA karavAthI keTaleA lAbha thAya che ? tevA sAdhu peAtAnuM kalyANa kare che ne khIjA jIvAnu paNu kalyANa karavAmAM nimittabhUta ane che. paraMtu je sAdhu vItarAganI ke gurUnI AjJA pramANe cAlatA nathI tevA kuzIla sAdhu jinezvaranA mArgonI virAdhanA kare che. zAradA sAgara tamAkunA eka moTo vepArI paradeza gaye tyAre munimajIne kahIne gayA ke tuM navA mAla kharIdrIza nahi. zeThanA gayA pachI tamAkunA bhAva ghaTI javAthI munimajIe eka lAkha rUpiyAne sAda karyo. temAM 25 hajAra rUpiyAnA naphA thayA. zeTha paradezathI AvyA tyAre munimajIe badhI vAta karI. A sAMbhaLI 25 hajAra rUpiyAnA naphA thaye hatA te zeThe munimajInA nAme lakhI dIdhA. sAthe rAjInAmu lakhI dIdhuM ne tene chuTA karI dIdhA. munimajI kahe A tA meM lAbhanu` kA` karyuM" che. zeTha kahe tArI vAta kharAkhara paNa mArI AjJA hatI ke tuM sedA na karIza. te... AjJAne bhaga karyo che eTale tane 25 hajAra rUpiyA ApIne chUTA karu chuM. te rIte kadAca game tevu sAruM kArya hoya paNa jyAM gurU AjJAnA lepa thatA hAya tyAM jema zeThe munimajIne chuTA karyA tema zAsana te ziSyane chuTA karI deze. cAtri e pAMkha che. pAMkha haze teA jIva urdhvagamana karI zakaze. je AtmA cAritra laIne bhAgamAM, rasamAM Asakata rahe che tenu kalyANa nahi thAya. tevA -muni sanAtha banavAne badale anAtha ane che. A rIte anAthI suni zreNIka rAjAne sanAtha * anAthanuM svarUpa samajAvI rahyA che. have AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. ' vyAkhyAna na. 106 viSayaH-- " zaktinA sAcA upayoga ' kArataka suda 13 ne ravIvAra sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtAe te bahena ! parama pathanA darzaka, syAdvAdanA sarjaka, mamatAnA mAraka, evA anaMta jJAnI mahApurUSAe jagatanA jIveAnA AtmAnA zreya mATe rAhadghArI mArga khatAnyeA che. jema rADanA rastA upara ajANyA pathika bhUlA na paDe paNa kAMTALA ane kAcA raste cAlavAthI bhUlA paDI jAya che tema ApaNA parama upakArI pitAe ApaNe bhavavanamAM bhUlA na paDIe te mATe samyakdana, samyajJAna ane samyak cAritrarUpI rAhadArI mA matAnyA che. ApaNe Aje e viSaya upara vicAravuM che ke zakitanA sAcA upayega.''* zakti te sarva AtmAmAM paDelI che paNa tenI kimata ke mahatva yAre te vicAravu che. jainadarzana AtmavAdI darzIna che. tenA samAna khIju kAI darzana nathI. zakitanA tA. 16-11-75

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zAradA sAgara' sAce upayoga e samajavA mATe prathama AtmAne jANa joIze. kIDImAM ane hAthImAM baMnemAM AtmA che. jenadarzana e batAve che ke AtmAnI anaMta zakita che. jeTalI zakita hAthI ane kezarI siMhamAM rahelI che teTalI kIDInA AtmAmAM rahelI che. baMnenI Atmazakita samAna che. temAM pharaka nathI. je zarIramAM AtmA jAya te pramANe saMkeca vistArathI rahe che. kIDIne AtmA eTalA Atma pradezamAM saMkocAIne rahe che ne hAthIne AtmA moTA zarIramAM hovAthI te pramANe vikasIne rahe che. kIDI nAnI tethI AtmAnI zakti ochI ne hAthI maTe eTale enA AtmAnI zakti vadhAre tema nathI. baMnene AtmA samAna che. AvazyakatA phakata tene oLakhavAnI che. dareka AtmAmAM anaMta zakita paDelI che. eka nAnI sarakhI kIDImAM paNa eTalI-moTI tAkAta che ke te hAthI jevA moTA prANIne herAna karI zake che. are! puMphADA mAratA nAga jevA jherI prANInA zarIrane kecI zake che. tene jALI jevo banAvI daI mArI nAMkhavAnI zakita tenAmAM che. zakita game teTalI hoya paNa tene upayoga kaI rIte kare che te vicAravAnI jarUra che. kIDIe pitAnI zakitano upayoga kyAM karyo ? nAganA zarIrane kecI nAMkhavAmAM. zakita maLI javAthI kAMI samasyA hala thatI nathI. manuSya janma pAmIne tame zakitane upaga kayAM karI rahyA che? zakitane sadupayoga kare che ke durUpayoga? dUdhamAM ghaNI zakita rahelI che. paNa saMgrahaNInA dadIne ApavAmAM Ave to tene roga ghaTavAne badale vadhe. dUdhanI zakti te dadIne mATe nakAmI che. e dUdhane upayoga keI nabaLA mANasane jene azakti khUba heya ne tene zakitanI temaja viTAmInanI jarUra hoya tene ApavAmAM Ave te tene zakita maLaze. gayA varSe duSkALa paDayo tyAre dezanA lokone eka Dola pANInA pAMca pAMca rUpiyA ApavA paDatA. tethI pANIne keTale upaga rAkhatA! Aje to naLa chUTA mUkI de che. te keTaluM pANI nakAmuM cAlyuM jAya che kAraNa ke tene pANInI kiMmata samajAI nathI. je pANI upara mITara mUkavAmAM Ave te pANInI kiMmata samajAya. ajJAnI chone apakAyanA jIvonI kiMmata samajAI nathI. . - Aje dhana pedA karavAmAM paNa buddhinI, zaktinI jarUra paDe che. huM te mAnuM chuM ke paisA meLavavA sahelA che paNa tene upayoga kema kare e kaThIna che, mAnavane puNyane udaya hoya te gAdI para beThA beThA lIdhA ne dIdhA balate hoya te paNa lAkha kamAI jAya che. paNa tene kharcavAmAM vadhAre buddhikauzalya joIe che. A sAMbhaLIne kadAca tamane Azcarya thaze ke paisA kharca karavAmAM te kAMI buddhi joitI haze! paNa hA. je kharca karavAnI kaLA na AvaDe to tame hajAra rUpiyA kharca karavA chatAM eTale AnaMda nahi pAmI zake ke jeTale te kaLAne jANanAra mAtra thoDA kharcamAM meLavI zake che. ghaNAM mANasa hajAra rUpiyA kharcavA chatAM kapriya banI zakatA nathI. kema ke te rUpiyA te Ape che paNa te ApavAnI kaLA jANatA nathI. jyAre keTalAka bahu ochA kharce

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zAradA sAgara ghaNu lokapriya thaI zake che. kAraNa ke te paisA vAparavAnI kaLA jANe che. saMpatti kaMI ema ne ema nathI maLatI. e te gata janmamAM puNya karIne AvyA hoya te maLe che. je saMpatti saheje maLI jatI hatI te A jagatamAM koI duHkhI ke garIba na raheta. sukha- duHkha maLavA e karmane AdhIna che. karmane keyaDe khUba alabele che. badhA koyaDA ukelI zakAze paNa karmane keyaDe ukela saheluM nathI. eka mAtAnA be saMtAna hoya emAM eka buddhizALI heya ne bIjo sAva gheluM hoya ke jenAmAM mAkhI uDADavAnI paNa buddhi nathI hotI. eka meTaramAM pharate hoya che ne bIje moTaramAM DrAyavara tarIke nekarI karato hoya che. ekane pANI mAMgatA dUdha hAjara thAya che. jyAre bIjAne pANI pAnAra koI hetuM nathI. A badhA khela karmanA che. Aje ghaNI vAra najare joIe chIe ke pati-patnI be khATalAmAM paDayA hoya te temane koI paNa pAnAra nathI hotuM, karmanI lIlA alaukika che. - ApaNe vAta cAle che zaktine sAce upayoga. tamane dhananI zakti maLI che te tene upayoga kaI rIte kare che? Aje ravIvArane divasa che. kaMika nATakasinemA ane bhegavilAsamAM keTalA paisA khacI nAMkhaze. tenA badale vicAra thAya che ke eka mANasane khAvA nathI tene rezanIMganA be kIle cekhA lAvI ApuM! jenA paisA jazekhamAM vaparAyA te gaMgAjaLanuM pavitra pANI khALakuMDImAM nAMkhyA jevuM che. samaje. jema meTara cAle tyAre te peTrola baLe paNa ubhI rahe ne mazIna baMdha na kare te paNa saDasaDATa peTrola baLe che. tema jenA paisA vyasanamAM, ne mojazekhamAM veDaphAI jAya che te vyartha jAya che. teTalA paisAthI svadharmIne saMbhALe te navuM puNya baMdhAze. dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAvamAM pahelo zabda "dAna" vAparyo che. bhUkhe mANasa na kare teTalA pApa ochA che. "makSito ra roti pas? " chevaTe bhUkhanuM duHkha sahana na karI zakavAthI mANasa cerI karavA ne lUMTa karavA taiyAra thaI jAya che. dhanano sadupayoga kayAre karyo kahevAya? jazekhamAM dhana vAparavAne badale svadharmI ane dInadukhInI sevAmAM vApare tyAre. bhagavAna kahe che ke jenane dIkare saMgrahakhora na hoya, tenA dvAra abhaMga heya. game te tenA AMgaNe jAya te pAcho nA Ave. pahelAnA zrAvake kevA hatA ? levA AvanArane upakAra mAnatA ne kahetA ke bhAI ! tame amArI pAsethI kaMI laI gayA nathI paNa ApI gayA che. tame--mArI parigraha saMjJA choDAvavA mATe AvyA che. je AtmA dukhInA AMsu lUche che te mahAna puNyanA bhAthA bAMdhe che. -A te dhananI vAta karI. AvI vAta zakita mATe che. AtmAnI zakitane jANavAnI jijJAsA karatAM Aje dehanI zaktine jANavAnI vadhu jijJAsA che. zarIranI zakita meLavavA mATe keTalAka zanIvAre hanumAnane tela caDhAve che te vicAre che ke mane

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938 zAradA sAgara hanumAna jevuM baLa ane zakita maLe. keTalAka viTAmInanI goLIo khAya che te keTalAka bhAna bhUlelA kaoNDalIvara oIla vApare che. zakita pAchaLa pAgala bananArAone huM pUrNa chuM ke je zaktine meLavavA mATe tame bhakSyAbhaDhyane viveka paNa bhUlI gayA che, are, hiMsAkArI davAo khAIne tamAruM peTa kari jevuM banAvyuM che. kharuM pUcho te zakti meLavavAne A sAce rasto nathI chatAM je temane tenAthI zakita maLI gaI te tene upaga kaI rIte karaze? zaktine upayoga tame svArthamAM karaze ke paramArthamAM? keIne phasAmaNAmAMthI bahAra kADhavAmAM karaze ke phasAmaNamAM phasAvavA mATe karaze? jJAnI kahe che je tame upara pramANe zakita meLavavA prayatna karaze to durgatimAM pheMkAI jaze. sAcI zakita te che cAritramAM. je jIvanamAM cAritra-nirmaLa haze, dila pavitra haze te je zakita Avaze tevI zakita bIje kyAMyathI nahi maLe. ApaNe ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLI gayA chIe ke zakita te duryodhana ane duzAsanane maLI hatI. temanAmAM jevuM tevuM baLa hatuM. mahAzakitazALI hatA. bIjI bAju bhIma ane arjuna paNa teTalA zakitazALI hatA. chatAM bhIma ane arjunanA nAma ItihAsanA pAne suvarNAkSare lakhAyA ane duryodhana ane duzAzananA nAma kALA akSare lakhAyA. zakita te baMnene maLI hatI. paNa eke sadupayoga karyo ne bIjAe durupayoga karyo. zakita hanumAnajIne maLI hatI ne rAvaNane paNa maLI hatI. hanumAnajIne anya dhamIo tela caDhAvI temanI zakita mAMge che ke tamArA jevuM baLa amane maLe. kAraNa ke hanumAnajI sItAnI vahAre gayA. te rAma mATe pitAnA prANa devA paDe te daI devA taiyAra hatA. eTale temanI rAma pratyenI athAga bhakita hatI. tethI Aje jagata temanA caraNamAM zraddhAnA puSpa samarpaNa kare che. jyAre rAvaNane Aje koI yAda karatuM nathI. tenuM kAraNa zuM? Apane samajAyuM? tenuM kAraNa e ke temaNe zakita meLavI paNa vAparavAnI rIta na jANI. zakitane suMdara upayoga e vikAzane paMtha che ne tene durapayoga e patanane paMtha che. jyAre zakitane sAce sadupayoga jIvanamAM Avaze tyAre jIvananI dizA AkhI badalAI jaze. pachI jagata tene game te kahe paNa te tarapha daSTi nahi heya. Aje bahArathI dhamAMtmAne dekhAva karIne pharanArA ghaNuM hoya che paNa paramAtmA jANatA hoya che ke te dharmAtmA che ke duzatmA? eka bhakta prabhunI prArthanA karatA belyA che ke - are ore ore oreDagale Dagale huM daMbha kyuM mane duniyA mAne dharmAtmA, paNa zuM bharyuM mArA manaDAmAM eka vAra juone paramAtmA che. eka vAra ... - huM DhoMga karuM chuM dhamIne paNa dharma vacce nA haiyAmAM, behAla bhale pharatI duniyA, mAre sUvuM sukhanI zasyAmAM ... are ere... ' he prabhu! huM dhamIne DhAMga karIne pharuM chuM. jagata mane dharmAtmA mAne che. paNa

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zAradA sAgara 939 mArA haiyAmAM te dharmanuM sthAna nathI. duniyAmAM ghaNAM che bhale behAla dazAmAM pharatA heya paNa huM te ArAmathI zayyAmAM piDuM . bahArathI dharmane daMbha karuM chuM paNa mArA manaDAmAM zuM bharyuM che te te prabhu ApanA vinA kaNa jANI zake? bahArathI bhagavAnane bhakata kahevAIne pharuM chuM paNa samaya Ave tyAre khabara paDe ke bhagavAnanI bhakita mArAmAM kayAM sudhI Take che? vaiSNava sAhityamAM eka nAnakaDI vAta Ave che. nAradajI potAne mahAna dharmAtmA ane viSNu bhagavAnane sAce bhakata mAnatA hatA. eka vAra nAradajI viSNu bhagavAnane page lAgIne kahe che he bhagavAna! huM Apane sauthI moTe bhakata chuM. tamArA pratye mArI atyaMta bhakita ane lAgaNI che chatAM tame mArI bhakitanI kadara karI nathI. tamArA mATe huM jAna daI dauM te bhakta chuM. mArA jevo bhakta Apane A saMsAramAM bIjo nahi maLe. nAradajInI vAta sAMbhaLI viSNu bhagavAna te samaye mauna rahyA. kaMI na bolyA. paNa manamAM eka vAra nAradajInI parIkSA karavAno nizcaya karyo. nAradajI AvI vAta karIne cAlyA gayA. cha mahinA pachI nAradajI AvyA tyAre nAradajIne joIne viSNujI AmathI tema ALoTavA lAgyA. temanA mukha upara atyaMta vedanA hoya tema dekhAtuM hatuM. nAradajI kahe-bhagavAna! Apane zuM thayuM? te kahe-mane peTamAM asahya vedanA upaDI che. nAradajI kahe-huM zuM karuM te ApanI vedanA zAMta thAya? viSNujI kahe-khUba vicAra karatAM mane eka auSadhi maLI che. paNuM temAM mizraNa karavAne je joIe che te nathI maLatuM. nAradajI kahe-Apa vinA saMkoce mane kaho. Apane zuM joIe che? tamArA mATe A bhakata jAna devA taiyAra che. viSNujI kahenAradajI! ApanI bhakti apUrva che. tArA je mahAna dharmAtmA ane mAre sAco bhakta hoya tenuM kALajuM maLI jAya che temAM davAnuM mizraNa karIne vAparavAthI mAre roga zAMta thaze. nAradajI kahe prabhu! enI zuM ciMtA huM hamaNAM thoDIvAramAM A kArya karIne AvuM chuM. " nAjI to Ama kahIne tyAMthI upaDyA. temaNe vicAra karyo ke bhagavAnanA ananya bhakate kyAM maLaze? Ama vicAra karIne te tyAMthI upaDayA. gaMgA nadInA kinArA para tyAM asaMkhya bhakate jorazorathI bhagavAna viSNuno jApa karatA thakA bhakitabhAvathI nadImAM snAna karI rahyA hatA. nAradajI A joIne khUba prasanna thayA. ane vicAravA lAgyA ke ahe! ahIM te aneka bhakate hAjara che. ekanuM te zuM paNa aneka dharmAtmA mAnanuM kALajuM maLI zake tema che. A pramANe vicAra karIne nAradajIe je khUba jorazorathI viSNu bhagavAnane jApa karI rahyo hate ne gaMgAmAM snAna karI rahyo hato tenI najIka jaIne pUchayuM he bhakatarAja! zuM tame viSNu bhagavAnanA sAcA bhakata che? tyAre te mANase kahyuM- are! zuM tamane dekhAtuM nathI ke mArI jIbha para viSNu bhagavAna sivAya bIjA keInuM

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940 zAradA sAgara nAma Ave che? huM bhakta chuM temAM tamane koI zaMkA che? ATaluM bolIne te te pAcho jaldI jaldI viSNu bhagavAnane jApa karatAM thakI snAna karavA lAgyo. pharIne nAradajI pUche che tamane bhagavAna kevA vahAlA che? eTale te mANasa kahe. tamArI buddhi kaTAI gaI lAge che. bhaktane bhagavAna te prANathI paNa adhika pyAra hoya che. nAradajI kahe, mArI buddhi kaTAI gaI nathI. paNa ema banyuM che ke Aje viSNu bhagavAnanA peTamAM asahya pIDA upaDI che. te zuM temane mATe tame mane auSadhi ApI zake che tyAre te bhakta prasanna thaIne kahe. mAre mATe vahepAra che. Apane jeTaluM dhana ane jeTalI davA joIe teTalI bhagavAnane mATe laI jAo. badhI davA davAvALAnI dukAnethI kharIdI le. are! mAruM badhuM dhana devuM paDazejo daI daIza. A bhakate te badhuM daI devAnuM kahyuM paNa tamArI sAme A prazna ubho thAya to tame zuM kare? (zretAmAMthI avAja:- maryAdita ApIe badhuM na ApIe.) A bhaktanI vAta sAMbhaLI nAradajI manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke A sAce bhakta ane dharmAtmA che. te have mAre kArya karavAmAM zA mATe vilaMba kare joIe? ema vicArIne nAradajI kahe tamAruM dhana ke dAgInA kaMI nathI joItuM. bhagavAnanuM darda evuM bhayaMkara che ke te bIjI kaI davAthI maTI zake tema nathI. temanA mATe phakata eka auSadhi che. bhakata kahe Apa jaldI batAve paNa bhagavAnane jaldI sAruM thAya tema kare. nAradajI kahe. je viSNujIne sAco bhakata ane dharmAtmA hoya te pitAnuM kaleju kADhIne Ape te temane roga maTe tema che. tame sAcA bhakta ane dharmAtmA che tethI tamAruM kALajuM kADhIne mane Apa ke jethI bhagavAnanuM darda jadI maTI jAya. A sAMbhaLatA te bhakatane kaidha bhabhUkI uTha ne be -evI te zuM davA heya kharI ? ApanuM magaja kharAba thaI gayuM che ke zuM? A saMsAramAM keNa evo mUrkha hoya ke je pitAnuM kALajuM kADhIne Ape! tamArI samaja phera thaI lAge che. cAlyA jAva ahIMthI. nIkaLI paDayA che kalejuM levA! nahIM maLe. samaya Avye parIkSA thAya che. bhakto sAcA che ke beTA? huM zrAvakone kahuM ke tamane mahAsatIjI vahAlA hoya te laI le paccakhANa ke be naMbaranuM nANuM rAkhavuM nahi. te zuM kaI paccakhANa le kharA? na le. nAradajI potAnuM apamAna thayeluM jANIne tyAMthI cAlyA gayA. paraMtu temane to bhagavAnanuM kAma karIne pitAne sAce bhakta sAbita karavo hato. tethI eka eka karatAM keTalAya bhakatanI pAse gayA paraMtu keIe kALajuM na ApyuM. uparathI apazabdo sAMbhaLavA paDyA. tethI nAradajI tyAMthI ravAnA thaIne moTA moTA maMdiramAM gayA. jyAM bhakatanI maMDaLI khuba mIThA madhurA svarathI viSNujInA guNagAna karI rahI hatI. tyAM jaIne nAdajIe badhAne samajAvyA. paraMtu keIe pitAnuM kALaju na ApyuM te na ApyuM.

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941 zAradA sAgara chevaTe thAkIne nAradajI eka jaMgalamAM gayA ane eka vRkSanI nIce udAsa mane besIne aneka vicAra karavA lAgyA. te jhADa upara eka kaThIyAre kuhADIthI lAkaDA kApI rahyo hato. teNe nAradajIne ekadama udAsa thaIne beThelA joine pUchayuM. he nAradajI! Aje Apa kema ATalA badhA udAsa thaIne beThA che? nAradajI kahe A duniyAmAM viSNu bhagavAnanA seMkaDo bhakato che paNa sAce bhakata koNa che? te samaya Avye khabara paDe. badhA dekhAvanI bhakita kare che. viSNu bhagavAnane peTamAM asahya dukhAvo thAya che. tethI temaNe sAcA bhaktanA kALajAnI mAMgaNI karI che paNa koI kALaju denAra na nIkaLyuM. kaThiyAro A sAMbhaLIne kahe che te trASijI! ATalI vAtane mATe Apa herAna - parezAna thaI rahyA che? lo, atyAre A kSaNe mAruM kALajuM bhagavAna pAse laI jAva: A kaThIyAre jovAmAM bhakata dekhAtuM nathI ke Akho divasa viSNunA nAmanI dhUna paNa lagAvatuM nathI. chatAM balidAna devA taiyAra thaye. nAradajI kahe- tuM marI jaIza. kaThIyAro kahe-huM maravAne nathI paNa amara banavAna chuM. mArA keTalA ahebhAgya ke Aje mane e suavasara maLe che ke mAruM zarIra svaMya viSNubhagavAnanA kAmamAM Avaze. enAthI vadhAre lAbha bIje kayo hoI zake? Aje mAruM jIvana dhanya banI jaze. have Apa vilaMba na kare. Apa jaldI jaldI mAruM kALajuM laI jAva ne jaladI bhagavAnane roga maTADI do. nAradajIne pahelAM te kaThiyArAnI vAta upara vizvAsa na AvyuM. te vicAra karavA lAgyA ke A keI svapna to nathI ne? paraMtu jyAre kaThiyArAnI viSNu bhagavAna mATe kALaju ApavAnI utsukatA joI tyAre te ghaNI prasannatAthI kaThiyArAnuM kALajuM laIne viSNujInI pAse pahoMcI gayA. viSNujInI pAse jaIne nAradajI bolyA-prabhu! juo, huM Apane mATe kALajuM laIne AvI gayo chuM. ApanuM dukha maTADavA mATe zuM huM pAchI pAnI karI zakuM? nAradajInI vAta sAMbhaLIne viSNujI hasatAM hasatAM bolyA-nAjI! Ape sAruM karyuM. paraMtu Apa mane e kaho ke A kAmamAM Apane ATalI badhI vAra kema lAgI? nAradajIe badhI vAta kahI ane kahyuM ke keTalI muzkelIthI sAcA bhaktanI kheja karIne kALajuM lAge chuM. nAradajInI vAta sAMbhaLI viSNu hasI paDayA ane bolyA- mArA mATe sAcA bhakata ane dharmAtmAnI kheAja karavAmAM Apane ghaNI muzIbata paDI. paraMtu RSijI! huM Apane e pUchuM chuM ke zuM ApanI pAse te kaleju nahatuM? A sAMbhaLI nAradajIne ahaM ogaLI gaye. baMdhuo ! viSNu bhagavAne Ama zA mATe kIdhuM? tenuM kAraNa e che ke je nArada pitAne moTA dharmAtmA ane bhagavAnane sAce bhakata kahIne DaMphAsa mAratA hatA te pite svaMya bhagavAnanA kaSTa samaye pitAnuM kalejuM ApavA taiyAra na thayA. ane

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942 zAradA sAgara deze . dezamAM bIjAnuM kalejuM levA mATe ghUmavA lAgyA. A zuM bhakita kahevAya kharI? nA. viSNujIe te nAradajInI parIkSA karavA mATe peTanA dardanuM bahAnuM batAvyuM hatuM. viSNujIe kahyuM - nAradajI! tame kahetA hatA ne ke huM Apane sAce bhakta chuM. dhamAMtmA chuM, ApanI satata bhakita karuM chuM chatAM mArA upara ApanI kRpA kema nathI utarI? je Apa sAcA bhakta hatA te te bIjA keInuM kALaju na levA jatAM tamAruM pitAnuM kALajuM ApI deta. huM dharmAtmA ke bhakta chuM evuM kahevAnI jarUra nathI. samaya Ave tarata oLakhAI jAya che. nAradajIne ahaM ogaLI gayA. temanI AMkha khulI gaI ne pitAnI bhUla samajAI gaI. je bhUla kare te mAnava ane bhUlane sudhAre te mahAmAnava A to viSNu bhagavAnanI mAyA hatI. chevaTe kaThIyAre paNa jIvatA rahe che. - ApaNe vAta cAlatI hatI ke zaktine sAce upaga keNe karyo? jyAre jIvanamAM zakitane sAce sadupayoga thAya che tyAre tenuM jIvana koI anokhuM hoya che. samrATa azakanuM nAma te sau keIe sAMbhaLyuM haze. temanuM zarUAtanuM jIvana kevuM hatuM ? rAjya vistAranI lolupatAthI eka jamInanA TukaDA mATe hajAre vIrenA khUnanI nadIo vahAvI. ghAsanI mAphaka mAnavIone kapAvI nAMkhyA. te azoka kaliMga deza upara caDhAI karavA gayA tyAM buddhanA be zabdoe tenA para jAduI asara karI. je azoka sAmrAjyanA vistAranI khAtara hajAre mAnavIonA balidAna ApatAM acakAte nahe te azeka buddhane samAgama thatAM eTale kemaLa hRdayI banI gayo ke pachI eka kaDI jevA nAnA prANunI hatyA thAya te paNa joI zakato na hato. AvA azoka samrATa jevA pApInuM eka vAra buddhane bheTe thatAM jIvananuM parivartana thayuM. to tame badhA keI azeka samrATa jevA pApI nathI. azekanI jema tame kayAM koInI hatyA karavA jAva cho? nathI jatAM. chatAM te samajAve ne hadaya palTAtuM na hoya te ApaNI zaktine durUpayega karI rahyA chIe. samrATa azokano paTa thaze te paNa keTale sudhI? teNe rAjyamAM Thera Thera zilAlekhe ketarAvyA ke eka paNa pazu ke prANInI koI paNa hiMsA karaze te mArA rAjyamAM jIvatA nahi rahe. temaNe prajAne prANI mAtra tarapha premavRtti rAkhavAne saMdeza Ape. eTaluM ja nahi paNa teNe bauddha dharmanA pracAra mATe pitAnA priya putra ane putrIne paNa paradezamAM mokalyA. A che samrATa azakanI zaktine sAco sadupayoga. jene ItihAsamAM arjuna mALI, paradezI zarA, jevA temanA jIvana pahelA kukRtyathI bharelA hatA. teo pitAnI zakitane durUpayoga karI rahyA hatA. paraMtu eka mahApurUSanA samAgamamAM AvatA temanA jIvanamAM aMdhakAra dUra thaye, ne prakAza phelAye. pachI temaNe pitAnI zakitane upayoga karmone teDavAmAM karyo. Aje zakitane sAce upayoga te viSayamAM ghaNI vAto karI. tame sAMbhaLI paNa ghaNI. have ApaNe e vicAravAnuM che ke

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zAradA sAgara dhana, buddhi tathA zArIrika zakti Adi je zakti mane maLI che tene huM sadupayegA karuM - chuM ke durUpayoga karuM chuM. samaya thaI gayo che paNa ApaNI rojanI sanAtha anAthanI je vAta che te DI kahIza. anAthI nigraMtha zreNIka rAjAne sAdhunA AcAranI vAto saMbhaLAve che. tamane ema thatuM haze ke zreNaka rAjA sAdhu na hatA chatAM anAthI munie emanI pAse sAdhutAnA AcAranuM varNana zA mATe karyuM haze? bhAI! zreNIka rAjA sAdhu banavAnA na hatA. ame paNa tamArI sAme sAdhunA AcAranI vAta karIe chIe te zuM tame badhA sAdhu che kharA? agara bhaviSyamAM sAdhu banaze kharA? tame sAdhu bane te AnaMdanI vAta che. paNa sAdhupaNane AcAra gRhasthane keNa batAve? je sAdhunA AcAranuM barAbara pAlana karato hoya te batAve che. je sAdhupaNunA AcAranuM barAbara pAlana karatA na hoya te e vicAra kare ke je huM sAdhune AcAra gRhasthane samajAvIza te gRhastho mArI _TIkA karaze. paNa je sAcA sAdhu che te saheja paNa gepavyA vagara gRhasthane sAdhupaNAnI vAta samajAvaze. have anAthI muni zuM kahe che - soccANa mahAvi subhAsiyaM imaM, aNusAsaNaM nANaguNovaveyaM / maggaM kusIlANa jahAyasavvaM, mahAniyaMThANa vae maheNaM // - utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA pa1. he buddhimAna rAjA! meM je subhASita ke jenuM tArI sAme varNana karyuM che te sAMbhaLIne tene viSe vicAra kara. A subhASita anuzAsana eTale ke zikSA rUpa che. ane jJAna-darzana-cAritranA guNothI yukta che. A jJAna, darzana, cAritranA guNothI yukta zikSAne sAMbhaLI tuM kuzIlene mArga choDI daIne mahA nigraMthanA mArge cAla. ahIM anAthI munie rAjA zreNIkane buddhimAna kahIne saMbodhana karyuM che. te A uparathI samajAya che ke AvI uttama hita zikhAmaNa buddhimAnane ApavI joIe. buddhihInane nahi ApavI joIe. paNa baMdhuo! ahIM to anAthI muni jevA sAdhu paNa nathI ne zreNIka rAjA jevuM buddhimAna pAtra paNa nathI. chatAM ApaNI buddhi pramANe ApaNe samajavAnuM ane vicAravAnuM che. jJAnIe be prakAranA buddhimAna batAvyA che. ghaNAM manuSya evA buddhizALI hoya che ke teo je vAta sAMbhaLe che te tarata tenA magajamAM besI jAya che. ne tenA uparathI satyAsatyano nirNaya karI le che. bIje buddhimAna manuSya e hoya che ke te vAta sAMbhaLIne tata satyAsatyane nirNaya karI zakto nathI. paNa te mATe te prayatnazIla jarUra rahe che. mAnI le ke eka mAstara che ne bIje vidyAthI che. te bemAMthI buddhizALI tame kene kaheze? je bane buddhi vagaranA hoya te eka mAstara ane bIje vidyAthI na kahevAya. ane je baMne samAna buddhivALA hoya te ekane

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zAradA sAgara mAstara ane bIjAne vidyArthI banavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI. paNa vicAra kare. mAstara vadhAre buddhivAna che ne vidyArthI o cho buddhimAna che. mAsAra vidyArthIne buddhiApe che te vidyArthI mAstara jevI buddhi meLavavAne mATe prayatna kare che. eTale te paNa buddhimAna che. tema bhale tame sAMbhaLIne tarata kaI paNa vAtane nirNaya na karI zako paNa nirNaya karavAnI IcachA te zo che ne? te mATe prayatna paNa kare che ne? jo tame paNa IcchA rAkhatA ho te tame paNa buddhimAna che. mAstarane jyAre bahAragAma javuM paDe che tyAre te hoMziyAra vidyArthIne kalAsa saMpIne jAya che. tema tame paNuM amArA hoMziyAra vidyArthI bane. sAdhunI vAlakezvaramAM hAjarI hoya ke na hoya paNa zrAvake sAdhunuM sthAna saMbhALI zake. saMghamAM zukatA AvI na jAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhe. - jyAM AvA pavitra ane jAgRta zrAvake vase che temanA tarapha saMtane paNa AkarSaNa thAya che. ane saMte buddhimAna zrAvakonI yogyatA jaIne temanI pAse pitAne amUlya mAla kADhe che. paNa pahelAM zrAvakenI parIkSA te jarUra kare che. jema kheDUta jamInamAM bIja vAvatAM pahelAM e joI le che ke A bhUmi upajAve che ke nahi? je jamInamAM ghAsa ugeluM hoya che te te joIne kheDUta vicAra kare che ke A bhUmi upara vAveluM bIja nirarthaka nahi jAya. paNa je bhUmi upara vAsa na ugyuM hoya te te bhUmimAM bIja vAvavAthI mahenata mAthe paDe che ne bIja paNa nakAmuM jAya che. tema jemanA hRdayamAM zraddhA ane bhakitanA aMkura ugelA hoya che. emane jJAna ApavAthI temanI pAse dharmakathA karavAthI lAbha thAya che. ane jenAmAM zraddhA nathI tene jJAna ApavAthI kaMI lAbha thato nathI. evA mANasane kaI parANe sAMbhaLavA lAve te paNa ene rucatuM nathI. eka nAnakaDuM gAma hatuM. te gAmamAM 7000 mANasonI vastI hatI. e gAmamAM anya dharmanA saMta padhAryA. anya dharmanA saMte rAtre pravacana ApI zake che. rAtre pravacanamAM ghaNAM mANaso lAbha laI zake che. kAraNa ke rAtre lake kAmakAjathI nivRtta. thaIne jeTale lAbha levuM hoya teTale laI zake che. e saMta rAmAyaNa ane gItA upara pravacana pharamAvatA hatA. emanI vAMcavAnI zailI madhura hatI. eTale lekene khUba rasa paDatuM hatuM. sAta hajAranI vastImAMthI lagabhaga 6000 jeTalA mANase pravacana sAMbhaLavA jatA hatA. sAMbhaLIne leke khuba vakhANa karavA lAgyA ke zuM sarasa mahAtmAnuM pravacana che! zuM temane pahADI avAja che! kevI madhura temanI zailI che. harirasa pIvAnI kevI majhA Ave che. jANe tyAMthI ApaNe uThIe ja nahi. harirasanA madhurA ghUMTaDA pIdhA ja karIe. ema ghare AvIne vAta karavA lAgyA. jene harirasa pIvAnI laganI lAge che. te pItAM dharAtAM nathI. ApaNA jaMbusvAmI sudharmA svAmInI pAse vItarAga vANInA mIThA ghUMTaDA pIvA

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zAradA sAgara 945 besatAM hatAM ne sudhamAMsvAmI jJAnAmRtanA glAsa bharI bharIne temane ApatA hatAM. te pItAM kadI dharAtA na hatA, ane tame te eka kalAka sAMbhaLatAM dharAI jAo che. (hasAhasa) A gAmanA loko khUba bhAvika ane bhakitavAna hatA. phakata 1000 jeTalA mANaso dharmanA rasathI rahita hatA. e te dareka jagyAe hoya che. gAma hoya tyAM ukaraDe to hoya. tema gAmamAM ghaNuM mANase dharmiSTha hatA paNa thaDA dharmiSTha na hatA. A gAmamAM eka avaLo nAmane 25 varSano yuvAna raheto hato. tene dharma ko game nahi. paNa eka divasa enA pADozIe kahyuM ke avaLA! tuM ahIM besI rahe che tenA karatAM amArI sAthe harirasa pIvA mATe cAlane tyAM tane khUba AnaMda Avaze. ame te e harirasa pIe chIe ke pItAM dharAtA nathI. tyAre pelA avaLAnA manamAM thayuM ke ahe! huM vicAra karate ho ke ATalA badhA mANaso roja kayAM jatA haze? ne tyAM jaIne zuM karatA haze? paNa have khabara paDI ke emane te harirasa maLe che eTale pIvA mATe jatAM haze. e badhA rAja jalasA kare che te huM paNa emanI sAthe jAuM. baMdhuo! A avaLe harirasa pIvA mATe javA taiyAra thayo. paNa tene thayuM ke harirasa pIvA mATe eka moTo vADako lete jAuM. hAthamAM pIuM te DhaLAI jAya. vATake hoya te DhaLAvAnI ke kapaDA bagaDavAnI ciMtA nahi. ene khabara nathI ke harirasa kene kahevAya? e te samajAte hato ke zeraDIne, mosaMbI ke saMtarAne rasa hoya che te harirasa paNa pIvAne rasa haze. mahAtmAnuM pravacana zarU thayA pachI thoDI vAre te tyAM pahoMcI gaye. mAnava medanI cikkAra bharAI gaI hatI eTale eka makAnanI bhIMtanA oThIMgaNe jaIne bhAI besI gayA ne rAha jovA lAgyuM ke A mahAtmA kyAre emanuM pravacana baMdha kare ne kayAre harirasa Apaze? ema vicArI cAre tarapha daSTi karavA lAgyo. ne manamAM vicAravA lAge ke je ATalA badhA mANasone rasa pIvaDAvavAnuM hoya te tene mATe kaMI vyavasthA te hevI joIe ne? ahIM te kaMI sAmagrI dekhAtI nathI. te have kayAre mahArAja harirasa pIvaDAvaze? loke saMtanA mukhethI nIkaLatI vANune rasa pIvAmAM masta che. ane pele avaLo kayAre rasa pIvaDAvaze tenI rAha jovAmAM masta hato. e bhIMtanA oThIMgaNe beTho hato. temAM uMgha AvI gaI. ene harirasa pIvAnI tIvra tamannA hatI eTale enuM moTuM uMghamAM paheluM rahI gayuM che. te samaye eka kUtare tyAM AvyuM. kUtarAno svabhAva te tame jANe che ne? jyAM sArI jagyA hoya tyAM jaIne chAMTa mArI Ave. pelA avaLAnuM moTuM paheluM che ne uMghamAM jhokuM AvI javAthI tenuM mAthuM nIcuM namI gayuM che. eTale pele re dhIme rahIne enA moDhAmAM laghunIta karIne cAlyo gayo. avaLAnuM moTuM khAruM khAruM thaI gayuM. te ekadama jAgRta thaye ne vicAravA lAgyo ke mArA moDhAmAM harirasa AvyA lAge che. paNa badhA leke te khUba vakhANa karatAM hatAM ke harirasa

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946 zAradA sAgara, mIThe amRta jevuM che ne A te khAre khAro mIThA jevo che mAruM moDhuM paNa bagI gayuM, ema belate ubhe thaI gaye ne thuthu karate cAle gaye. have te kayAre paNa ahIM AvavuM nathI. baMdhuo! eka te ene sAMbhaLavAne 2sa hatuM nahi paNa lokonA kahevAthI te harirasa pIvA Avyo. paNa harirasa kene kahevAya e te ene khabara na hatI. bIje divase pADezI kahe che kema avaLA! Aje AvavuM che ne? kAle majhA AvI hatI ne? harirasa ke mIThe che? tyAre avaLo kahe. harirasa te khAre khAre hatuM. mAre have tyAM AvavuM nathI. A avaLe te avaLe hate. e to vATako laIne bAhA rasa levA gaye hatuM paNu harirasanA bhAva samajo na ha. bhAva vinA kadI rasa Avato nathI. A rasa kaI bahArathI maLatuM nathI. aMtaramAMthI utpanna thAya che. tamane vItarAga vANImAM rasa kyAre Ave? AtmAne rasa temAM bhaLe te tame game tevA miSTAna ane pharasANa khAva paNa tene svAda kyAre Ave temAM jIbhane rasa bhaLe te, paNa je. jIbhane rasa uThI gayo hoya te khAvAmAM svAda AvatuM nathI. te rIte aMtaranA bhAvapUrvaka sAMbhaLaze te apUrva rasa Avaze nahitara pelA avaLA jevI dazA thaze. A rIte sAdhu paNa je dIkSA laIne temAM rasa na rAkhe te tene paNa je rasa ane AnaMda Ava joIe te Avato nathI. anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne kahe che ke he zreNaka! teM A sAdhupaNAnA AcAra sAMbhaLyA. tuM bhale dIkSA na laI zake te khera! paNa kusaMgI kuzIla sAdhu je na banIza. paNa suzIla ane susaMgI sAdhu je banaje. saMyamI sAdhaka saMyama laIne paNa je kaMsage caDhI jAya che te te gharane ke ghATane rahe nathI. na te saMyamI jIvanane AnaMda mANI zake ke na te saMsArI jIvanane AnaMda mANI zake. je saMyamI saMyamamAM sthira rahe che te sAce sanAthe banI zake che. haju anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 107 kArataka suda 14 ne semavAra tA. 17-11-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne baheno! anaMta jJAnI mahAna purUSae ApaNu AtmAnA ekAMta zreyane mATe Agama vANInI rajuAta karI. AgamanI vANInuM zravaNa, manana ane vAMcana karI tene eka zabda paNe je AtmAmAM utAre ne te pramANe anusare te kalyANa thayA vinA na rahe. tame kahe che ne ke amArA cepaDA eTale senAnI khANa. kAraNake copaDe leNa deNa bolaze.

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zAradA sAgara | Ama tame kaho cho paNa AtmAthI jIvane cepaDA AzravanI khANa lAge che. bhagavAnanI vANIrUpI AgamanA cepaDA e ratnonI khANa che. tenA ekeka zabda zabda zAzvata sukha raheluM che. ne akSare akSaramAM akSaya zAMti bharelI che. paNa AtmAne tenI zraddhA nathI tethI parabhAvamAM ramavuM game che. jema nAnA bALakane tenI mAtA gharamAM game teTalI cIja khAvA mATe Ape paNa tene dazaka laIne bahArathI khAvAmAM AnaMda Ave che teTale ghare sArAmAM sArI cIja khAvAmAM AvatuM nathI. kAraNa ke tene gharanI vastunI pichANa thaI nathI. e to nAnuM bALaka che paNa tame te nAnA nathI ne? bhagavAna kahe che he cetanA je tAre sukha-zAMti ane AnaMda joIe te tuM svamAM kara. svamAM je sukha-zAMti AnaMda che te paramAM nathI. jJAnI kahe che ke - jyAM che paranI mAMga, tyAM che tRSNAnI Aga, he cetana ! have te jAga, eima kahe che vItarAga. jyAM paranI mAMga che. parane rAga che tyAM tRSNAnI Aga bhaDake baLe che. game teTale pAse paise haze chatAM tRSNAnI AgamAM je manuSya jalI rahyo che te kAle zuM karavuM tenI ciMtA karyA kare che. Aje bhArata hacamacI rahyuM che. gavarmenTa nitya navA lapharA kADhe che. tamane bhayanA bhaNakArA vAgI rahyA che ke ApaNA nANuMnuM zuM thaze? para dravyanI mAMga che tyAM tRNAnI Aga che ne duHkha che. mATe para dravyane moha choDe. tenI tRSNA ochI kare ane svagharamAM sthira bane. vItarAga vacana upara zraddhA kare. upAzraye AvatAM varSo vItI gayA paNa haju cetana jAgato nathI. mohamAyA ane mamatA chUTatAM nathI. paNa he cetana ! have te tuM jAga. ema kahe che vItarAga. baMdhuo! A vItarAga vacana upara zraddhA kare. mIrAMnI kRSNa pratye kevI zraddhA ane bhakita hatI! ke tenI bhakitathI calAyamAna karI zakitane namAvavA mATe rANAe sarpanA karaMDIyA mokalyA, jheranA kaTorA mokalyA chatAM mIrAMnI bhakita ane zraddhA saheja paNa ochI na thaI, te viSanA kaTorA amRtanA kaTorA banI gayA. ne sarpane badale phUlanI mALA banI gaI. A che bhakitanI zakti. jenI zraddhA hoya, bhakita hoya tenuM te kAma thaI jAya. eka brAhmaNa khUba garIba hato. tenA manamAM thayuM ke mArA pApa karmanA udayathI huM khUba dukhI chuM. to eka vAra gaMgAmaiyAmAM snAna karI AvuM. kAraNa ke kahyuM che ke iaa pApa " gaMgA nadImAM snAna karavAthI pApa nAza thAya che. te huM gaMgA nadImAM snAna karI AvuM te mArA pApa ochA thAya ne huM sukhI thAuM. gaMgA nadImAM snAna karavAthI pApano nAza thAya che evI vaiSNava dharmanI mAnyatA che. je gaMgA nadImAM snAna karavAthI pApa nAza thatAM hoya te nadImAM rahetA magara ane mAchalAnA pApa devAI

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948 zAradA sAgara jAya. paNa gaMgA nadI ema kahe che ke mArAmAM kaI mala-mUtra Adi game te nAkhe to paNa jyAre juo tyAre mAruM pANI nirmaLa rahe che. tema tame paNa nirmaLa banaze te tamAruM kalyANa thaze. pele brAhmaNa gaMgA nadImAM snAna karavA mATe gherathI nIkaLe. pagapALA cAlate jAya che. cAlatAM cAlatAM 50 mAIla gaMgA nadI dUra rahI tyAre khUba thAkI gaye. vacamAM eka jhuMpaDI AvI. jhuMpaDImAM mocI rahetA hatA. brAhmaNanA manamAM thayuM ke jhuMpaDImAM visAme khAuM ne pachI AgaLa vadhuM. teNe jhuMpaDImAM joyuM. mecIe tene Adara satkAra karyo. besADa. brAhmaNa ghaNe dUrathI AvatA hatA. eTale tenA bUTa phATI gayA hatAM. te mecIne kahe che bhAI! mArA bUTa phATI gayA che. mocI khUba bhalo hate. tenuM nAma reyA mocI hatuM. teNe brAhmaNanA bUTa maphata sAMdhI ApyA. brAhmaNa kahe che bhAI! huM bahu bhUkhe chuM. tyAre riyA mocI kahe che tame brAhANuM che ne huM mocI chuM. tamane mAruM khape nahi. paNa A dALa ane cekhA che. tamArI jAte khIcaDI rAMdhIne jamI le. brAhmaNa bhAI pitAnI jAte khIcaDI pakAvIne jamyA. thoDIvAra sUtAM. uThIne mocInI rajA mAMgI. mocI pUche che tame kayAM jAo che? brAhmaNe kahyuM. huM gaMgA nadImAM snAna karavA jAuM chuM. tyAre mocIe kahyuM ke te tame mArI eka sopArI letA jAo. ane gaMgAmaiyAne kahejo ke he. gaMgAmaiyA! raiyA mocIe A sepArI ApI che. gaMgA mAtA hAtha dhare te A sopArI Apaje. tyAre brAhmaNa kahe che bhAI! tuM jAte jaIne ApI Avaje ne! juo, brAhmaNane jeDA maphata sAMdhI ApyA, khIcaDI khavaDAvI ne jhUMpaDImAM visAme khAvA dIdhe te paNa brAhmaNane zarama na paDI. tenI sopArI laI javI gamI nahi. ne uparathI be ke tAre tyAM javuM nathI ne gaMgA mAtAnA hAthamAM sopArI ApavI che. ema gaMgAmaiyA tArI sopArI levA hAtha dharaze? macI kahe hAtha dhare te Apaje. na dhare to kAMI nahi. brAhmaNabhAI sopArI laIne gayA. nadIe pahoMcyA pachI 9 vakhata snAna karyuM. have pAcho phare che tyAM mecInI sopArI yAda AvI. eNe kahyuM. he gaMgAmaiyA! raiyA mecIe mane A sepArI Apane ApavA ApI che. ema kahIne nadImAM pheMkavA jAya che tyAM gaMgAdevIe hAtha lAMbo karIne sopArI laI lIdhI. sopArI laIne ratnajaDita sonAnuM kiMmatI kaMkaNa nadI bahAra pheMkayuM tethI brAhmaNe kaMkaNa laI lIdhuM. kaMkaNa joIne brAhmaNa Azcarya cakita thaI gayA. kaMkaNu dekhI mecanuM mana bagaDayuM' - baMdhuo! bele, have A kaMkaNuM konuM? brAhmaNanuM ke mecInuM (hasAhasa). kaMkaNa te gaMgAdevIe mecIne ApyuM kahevAya. 9 vakhata brAhmaNe gaMgAnadImAM snAna karyuM chatAM gaMgAdevI prasanna na thayA paNa mecanI sopArI laIne prasanna thaI gayA. eTale mecInuM kahevAya. paNa kaMkaNa jeIne brAhmaNanI

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zAradA sAgara exe dAnata bagaDI, brAhmaNu viNakanA pADAzamAM rahetA hatA eTale vaNuka jevA catura banI gayA hatA. enA manamAM thayu ke jo e raste pAcho jaIza te vacamAM meAcInI jhu MpaDI Avaze ne mAre tene tyAM javuM paDaze ne mAcI pUchaze te kaMkaNu Apavu paDaze. tenA karatAM mane raste aDhalI nAMkhavA de. eTale brAhmaNe rastA alyA, ne ghera pahoMcI gayA. A tarapha meAcI rAha jotA hatA ke pelA brAhmaNa gaMgAnadImAM snAna karavA mATe gayA te ATalA badhA divasa thayA paNa pAchA pharyA nahi teA nadImAM DUkhI te nahi gayeA hAya ne? bicArA ciMtA karatA hatA. brAhmaNa ghera pahoMcyA. tenI patnI kahe che svAmInAtha! gaMgAjI ApanA upara prasanna thayA ? ne tame kaI lAvyA ? tyAre brAhmaNa kahe che mArI bhakita eTale kita. mArI bhakitathI gaMgAmaiyA prasanna thayA ne mane Avu kiMmatI kaMkaNa bheTa ApyuM. mArI bhakita AgaLa kAI TakI zake nahi evI meM bhakita karI. tyAre tenI patnI kahe che-svAmInAtha! mAre karajo. mAre Apane kahevAya nahi chatAM kahuM chuM. tame bhakita karIne gaMgAmaiyAne prasanna karyA hAya ane A kaMkaNa gagAmaiyAe Apane Apyu hAya evuM mAruM hRdaya kahetuM nathI. ApanAmAM evI pavitratA nathI.. tyAre brAhmaNe kahyuM- are! tane ATalA paNa vizvAsa nathI ? sAcuM kahuM chuM ke mArA upara gaMgAdevI prasanna thayA che. patnI kahe che ke gaMgAmaiyA prasanna thayAM ke na thayAM e tame jANeA. paNa AvuM kiMmatI kaMkaNu jo huM paherIza te kAi ema kaheze ke jhuMpaDImAM rahe che ne Avu kiMmatI kaMkaNu kayAMthI lAvyA ? kAinu cArIne nahi lAvyA hAya ne? ane Avu ki MmatI kaMkaNu ApaNane zele nahi. mATe A koMkaNu rAjAne bheTa ApIe. teA zajA prasanna thaze ne maDhelAmAM kaiMka Apaze. brAhmaNane paNu A vAta gamI gaI. eTale kaMkaNa laine rAjAne bheTa ApyuM. rAjA kaMkaNu joine khuza thaI gayA. temaNe kadI Avu kiMmatI kaMkaNu joyu na hatu. rAjA kaMkaNu laine rANI pAse gayA. ne rANIne kaMkaNu ApyuM. rANI kahe- svAmInAtha! AvuM suMdara koMkaNu kayAMthI lAvyA ? A kaMkaNu manuSyanuM anAvelu nathI devanu lAge che. tyAre rAjA kahe eka brAhmaNa lAgye che. tyAre rANI kahe- A eka kaMkaNane zu' karu? e kaMkaNu hAya te paherI zakAya. mane AvuM khIju kaMkaNu maMgAvI Ape. jenI pAse eka kakaNu che tenI pAse khIju hAvu joie. te samayamAM mArI hAlanI maheneAnI mAphaka eka hAthamAM ghaDiyALa ane eka hAthamA kaMkaNa nahAtA paheratA. rANI kahe che jo e brAhmaNu khIju kaMkaNu nA lAvI Ape te samajI lejo ke e kaMkaNa lAvanArA ce!ra che. cajA kahe che mahArANI! tamArI vAta sAcI che. huM mAnatA hatA ke strInI buddhi paganI pAnIe hAya paNa A vAtamAM jeTalI tamArI buddhi cAlI teTalI mArI nA cAlI. tarata rAjAe brAhmaNune khelAvIne kahyuM ke bhAI! A eka kaMkaNu mahArANI kevI rIte

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50 - zAragha sAgara, pahere? emane khUba gamyuM che te bIju AvuM kaMkaNuM lAvI Ape. je tuM bIjuM kaMkaNa lAvI ApIza te tuM je mAMgIza te ApIza. paNa je bIjuM kaMkaNuM nahi lAve te zULIe caDhAvIza. A sAMbhaLI brAhmaNanI AMkhe motIyA vaLI gayA. te tharathara. dhrujavA lAgyo. A te bhAre thaI. have zuM karavuM?- rAjAne kahe che mane paMdara divasanI mudata Ape. rAjA kahe- bhale. brAhmaNanA paga DhIlA thaI gayA. te udAsa thaIne ghera AvyA, patnIe pUchyuM - svAmInAtha! Apa ATalA badhA udAsa kema? brAhmaNe badhI vAta karI tyAre tenI patnIe kahyuM ke huM kahuM chuM ke pArakI thApaNa kadI pace kharI ? A kaMkaNa tamAruM che ja nahi. brAhmaNanI dazA te sUDI vacce sepArI jevI thaI hatI. tenA hAjA gagaDI gayA. bIjuM kaMkaNa lAvavuM kyAMthI ? khUba mUMjhAyo. chevaTe brAhmaNa mecIne tyAM gaye. macI kahe che huM te tamArI rAha jote ho. tame ghaNAM divase AvyA. mArI sopArI tame gaMgAmAtAne ApI hatI? tamane ATalA badhA divasa kema thayA? tyAre brAhmaNa kahe che bhAI! mane pharIne eka sepArI Apa. mAre gaMgA mAtAne ApavI che. tyAre mAcI kahe che tamAre bIjI sepArI laIne tamArA taraphathI ApI devI hatI ne? mArI pAse levA AvavAnI zI jarUra? have brAhmaNane sAcu kahyA vinA chUTake na hato. DAkaTara pAse jaIe ne daInI vAta na karIe to rega pakaDAya nahi ne davA maLe nahi. ahIM brAhmaNane paNa sAcuM kahyA vinA cAle tema na hatuM. eTale mecIne satya hakIkata kahI dIdhI. paNa macI e sajajana hato ke eNe ema na kahyuM ke tuM cAra che. mAruM kaMkaNa te laI lIdhuM. te badhI paristhiti samajI gaye. teNe brAhmaNane kahyuM ke tAre kaMkaNu joIe che ne? have tyAM javAnI jarUra nathI. ema kahI gharamAM lAkaDAnI katharoTa hatI temAM pANI laIne beThe. temAM snAna karI eka soparI hAthamAM laIne kahe che he gaMgAmaiyA! mArI sopArI svIkAraje. tarata gaMgAmaiyAe hAtha bahAra kADha. mocIe sopArI ApI ke tarata gaMgAmaiyAe hAtha bahAra kADha. gaMgAjIe mecIne kaMkaNuM ApyuM. te laIne mocIe brAhmaNane ApyuM. - baMdhuo! mANasa game teTalI bhakita kare, yAtrA kare paNa jyAM sudhI mana zuddha nathI tyAM sudhI e bhakitanA kaMI mUlya nathI. kahevata che ne ke "mana caMgA te kathareTamAM gaMgA". jenuM mana pavitra che tene ghera besIne katharoTamAM snAna kare te paNa gaMgAjImAM snAna karavA jeTale lAbha maLe che. mecInuM mana pavitra hatuM. pelA brAhmaNanA manamAM thayuM ke kharekhara! mocInI sAcI bhakita che. kadAca tamane jo AvuM maLI jAya te tame ja sopArI ApavA jAva ke nahi? tame te cheDe ja nahi. sopArInA badalAmAM kaMkaNa maLe te koNa jatuM kare? kema barAbara che ne? (hasAhasa). - A zuM batAve che? jyAM paranI mAMga che tyAM tRSNAnI Aga che. mATe bhagavAna

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W1 zAradA sAgara kahe che ke tArI amUlya jiMdagI vItI rahI che. he cetana! have te tuM jAga. kayAM sudhI parane rAga karIza? parane rAga che tyAM meta che. juo, brAhmaNe mocInuM kaMkaNu pacAvI pADayuM ane pitAnI hoMziyArI batAvavA eka kaMkaNa zAne ApavA gaye te tenI kevI dazA thaI? chevaTe mecIe bIjuM kaMkaNa ApyuM. eTale brAhmaNa khuza thaI gaye ne rAjAne kaMkaNuM ApyuM. ane brAhmaNane jIvatadAna maLyuM. brAhANanA dilamAM paNa vAta ThasI gaI ke bhakitamAM daMbha na hai joIe. bhakti karavI te zuddha dilathI karavI. bhagavAna paNa kahe che ke cetana! tAruM aMtara pavitra banAvIne tArA AtmAnuM sArthaka karI le. anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne kahe che ke ratimAthAra guNi to, gaNatta saMna sthA nirAsave saMkhaviyANaM kammaM, uveha ThANaM viuluttamaM dhuvaM // utta. sU. a. 20 gAthA para he rAjana! jyAre AtmA kuzIlene mArga cheDI daI utkRSTa saMyamanuM pAlana kare che tyAre tenAmAM bilakula Azraya raheto nathI. Azraya rahita banIne karmone khapAvIne te uttama, vipula, dhruva sthAna mukitane prApta kare che. eTale ke siddha, buddha ane mukta banI jAya che. bhagavAna kahe che ke jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapa ane vIrya A pAMca prakAranA AcAranuM pAlana karavAthI anuttara cAritranI prApti thAya che. jenAmAM jJAna vizeSa hoya che te zAstranA artha, paramArtha ane bhAvArthane sArI rIte samajI zake che. paNa jJAna dvArA jeTaluM jANe che teTaluM je AcAramAM utAre te jJAna e sAcuM jJAna che. bhale jJAna thoDuM hoya paNa eTaluM jJAna hoya te pramANe AcaraNa karanAra jJAnAcArane pALanAra che. paNa jeNe ghaNuM jJAna prApta karyuM che, je bahAra moTI moTI vAta kare, lekene upadeza Ape paNa pAlana karavAmAM je zUnya heya te te jJAnanI kaI kiMmata nathI. phakata kahevaDAvavA pUratuM jJAna che. - - bhagavAna kahe che ke huM mArA sAdhake! tame jJAna prApta kare. jJAna dvArA karmanA svarUpane, jaDa-cetananA bhedane samaje ne karmanA baMdhanane toDe. kadAca tamArAmAM jJAna ochuM haze te cAlaze paNa tuM cAritramAM barAbara majabUta he joIe. tArA cAritramAM bilakula pila levI na joIe. cAstri jeTaluM nirmaLa haze, cAritramAM jeTalI makakamatA haze teTaluM tAruM jaldI kalyANa thaze. baMdhuo! kahevAno Azaya e che ke je AtmA saMyama rUpI bAgane aneka guNarUpI puSpothI maghamaghate banAve che te Azravarahita banIne karmone khapAvIne vipula ane uttama evA zreSTha sthAna mekSane prApta kare che, haju AgaLa anAthI muni zreNIka rAjAne zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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spara zAradA sAgara caritra: mAtA pitA hanumAnakumArane jJAna ApI rahyA che - satI aMjanAjIe tenA jIvanamAM keTalA kaSTa veThayA! A saMsAramAM darekane jIvanamAM vidane te Ave che paNa je kAyara hoya che te vidane Ave tyAre ziyALa je banI jAya che. ane je pairyavAna hoya che te vidane Ave ke kaSTa paDe tyAre dhairyatApUrvaka teno sAmane kare che, ne AgaLa vadhe che. guNIyala AtmA-u5ra jagata prahAro kare paNa te pairyatA na choDe. aMjanA jevI mahAna pavitra satI upara prahAre 5DavAmAM bAkI na rahyA paNa satIe dhIratAthI ane vIratAthI Apattione samabhAve sAmano karyo te duHkhanA jhaMjhAvAte zamI gayA ne tenA jIvanamAM svasthatA ane AnaMda prApta thaye ne sau AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. pavanajIe hanumAnakumArane bhinna bhinna kaLAonuM zikSaNa ApavA mATe moTA hoMziyAra AcAryone rokyA hatA ane pavanajI pote paNa hanumAnanA zikSaNa upara dhyAna ApatA hatA. sarva jAtanI zastrakaLA ane yuddhakaLA paNa hanumAnane zIkhavavA mAMDI. hanumAnanuM baLa ane buddhi ajoDa hatA. temAM paddhatisara jJAna maLatAM temanI zakita ajoDa banI gaI. A badhA jJAnanI sAthe satI aMjanAjI hanumAnane AtmajJAna ApavA lAgyA. ne tene AtmAnuM mULa svarUpa temaja puNya pApanuM svarUpa samajAvyuM ane karmonI sAme jhajhUmI AtmakalyANa karavA mATe jinezvara bhagavAnane mArga batAvyuM. sAthe mahAna purUSenA caritra paNa hanumAnane saMbhaLAvatI hatI ne hanumAna paNa te sAMbhaLavAmAM tallIna banI jato. hanumAna mekSagAmI jIva hato eTale AvI AtmAnI, dharmanI vAta sAMbhaLIne tenuM haiyuM harSathI nAcI uThatuM. tenA aMtaHkaraNamAM vItarAga prabhune rAga jAgI uThate hate. A rIte pavanajI, aMjanA ane hanumAnanA divase pasAra thatAM hatAM ne ratanapurImAM AnaMda chavAI rahyo hate. bIjI tarapha laMkApati rAvaNa varUNa upara vijya meLavavA mATe ciMtA karato hate. tenuM abhimAnI mana varUNa upara vijaya meLavavA mATe talasI rahyuM hatuM. pahelAM ApaNe vAta AvI gaI ke pavanacha aMjanAne mUkIne yuddhamAM gayA hatA tyAre varUNanI sAme rAvaNane pakSa laIne gayelA. ane pavanajIe varUNa sAthe mitratAne sabaMdha bAMdhIne moTe mAnavasaMhAra aTakAvyA hatA. paNa rAvaNa varUNa jevA eka sAmAnya rAjAne parAjita na karI zakyA tethI tenA cittamAM ciMtAnI cinagArI jalI rahI hatI. jo ke bahAnuM maLI jAya te pharIne varUNanI sAme yuddha karIne varUNane harAvI pitAne AdhIna banAvI pite moTe mahArAjA banavAnI mahecchA pUrNa karavAne jhaMkhI rahyo hate. "abhimAna keTaluM patana karAve che" - eka vakhata rAvaNa tene zayana khaMDamAM sUto hato paNa tene uMgha AvatI nathI. eTale uThIne dvArapALane mokalIne

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953 zAradA sAgara kuMbhaka, vibhISaNu ane peAtAnA putra indrajitane kheAlAvyA. traNe ya jaNAM rAvaNa pAse AvyA. lakar3e pUchyuM ke mADI rAtre amane kema khelAvavA paDayA ? tyAre rAvaNe kahyuM ke mArI teA uMgha harAma thaI gaI che. tyAre vibhISaNe pUchyuM ke moTAbhAi! evuM te zuM che ke tamArI uMgha uDI gaI che? tyAre rAvaNe kahyuM, varUNu mArI uMgha magADI rahyA che. tyAre Indrajite kahyuM. pitAjI! zuM te laMkA upara caDhI AvyeA che? rAvaNe kahyuM nA. e caDhI AvyA nathI paNa jyAM sudhI huM tenuM abhimAna nA utAruM tyAM sudhI mane UMgha AvavAnI nathI. tyAre vibhISaNa ane kuMbhakarNe kahyuM. bhAi! ApaNe pavanajInI samakSamAM tenI sAthe mitratA bAMdhI che. have enI sAthe yuddha kema karAya? tyAre rAvaNe kahyu ke zatru sAthe vaLI mitratA kevI? e teA khara-dUSaNane mukata karavA mATe pavanajIe yukti karI hatI. tyAre vibhISaNa ane kuMbhakarNe kahyuM. bhAI! game tema karyuM" paNa ApaNe tenI sanmukha mitratA jAhera karI che ane e vAta paNa jaga jAhera thai cUkI che. have jo ApaNe tenI sAme yuddha karIe te jagatamAM anyAyI TharIe. mATe yuddha karI zakAya nahi. paNa rAvaNunA putra indrajita kahe che ke jo varUNlR upara sIdhuM yuddha karavAmAM Ave te laMkApati badanAma thAya che. ne yuddha na karIe teA laMkApatinA samrATapaNAmAM khAmI Ave che. te have ApaNe ema karIe ke varUNe ApaNI sAthe maitrInA bhaMga karyA che evI vAta vahetI mUkI devI. kAI pUche ke varUNe kevI rIte mitrAcArIne bhaga karyAM che? teA kahevuM ke ApaNI hadamAM varUNanA subhaTo pesI jAya chene lokone herAna kare che. A upAya rAvaNane khUma gamyA. paNa vibhISaNa tathA ku MbhakarNane na gamyA. indrajite pitAne khuza karavA mATe A upAya zeAdhyeA. paNa pitAnI vAta nyAyayukata che ke anyAyayukta che tenA vicAra na karyAM. paNa pitAnI icchA pUrI karavA mATe anAvaTI vAta ubhI karI. "rAvaNe yuddha karavA mATe ubhI karelI mAyA ':-rAvaNe tarata dUtane khelAvIne vaSNune sa MdezA ApavA mAkalyA. dUta sa MdezA laine varNupurI AvyeA. ne varUNlRrAjAnI sabhAmAM praveza karIne varUNarAjAne praNAma karIne ubhA rahyo. varNe pUchyuM ke tame kayAMthI Ave che? dUte kahyuM. laMkAthI. varNa kahe-laMkApati kuzaLa che ne ? varUNanA dilamAM sheja paNa zatrutAnA bhAva nathI. e te rAvaNane peAtAnA mitra mAnate hatA eTale nikhAlasatAthI sukhazAMtinA samAcAra pUchyA. tyAre te ugratAthI kahyuM ke mitra jyAre DhagA de tyAre kuzaLatA kevI rIte hAya? tyAre varUNe utsukatAthI pUchyu evA te kANu mitra che ke jeNe laMkApatine DhaMgA dIdhA? te kahyuM-varUNarAja! Apa mane zuM pUche cho ? Apa vicAra karo ne ? Ape pavanajInI samakSamAM laMkApati sAthe maitrInA saba Mdha mAMcaiA hatA. ame Aja sudhI tenuM kharAbara pAlana karyuM" che. paNa tame e maitrInA bhaga

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954 zAradA sAgara karyA che. kAraNa ke laMkAnA rAjyanI haddamAM tamArA sainikA pesI jAya che. A uparathI amane tamArA duSTa IrAdAnI gaMdha AvI gaI che. tamane ane tamArA putrAne maLanu abhimAna che tenA aMta najIkamAM lAge che. jo tamArA subhaTane pAchA nahi vALA tA amAre kaDaka pagalA levA paDaze. varUNlR kahe-bhAI! A bilakula pAyA vinAnI vAta che. amArA subhaTo kadI evu pagaluM bhare nahi. A te kAie kheATI vAta karI che. dUta kahe khATA dekhAva na karo. ne tamAre laMkApatine je saMdezA ApavA hAya te mane kaheA. varUNe kahyuM tame jAo. mAre ta sadeze| laIne laMkApati pAse Avaze. vicAra karIne varUNe peAtAnA dUtanI sAthe rAvaNane sadeze! kahevaDAvye ke amArA subhaAe laMkAmAM ghusaNukhArI karI nathI ne karavI paNa nathI. ame ApanI sAthe khAMdhelI maitrI teADavA icchatA nathI. tamane keAIe kheATI bhaMbheraNI karI che ne temAM tame deravAI gayA lAge che. te A bAbatamAM vicAra karaze. "rAvaNunA AdezathI laDAi taiyAra thai ane hanumAnakumAra yuddhamAM utaraze" :- te A pramANe sadeze| dIdhA tyAre rAvaNe kahyuM ke tArA rAjAne kaheje ke tamArA mIThA vacaneAthI rAvaNa bheLavAI jAya tema nathI. eka khAju laMkAnI hadamAM ghUsaNakhArI karavI che ne khIjI mAju mitratA rAkhavI che te kema khane? mAre te tenI sAthe yuddha karIne tenI bhUla kabUla karAvavI che. te cakAsaNI karI joi. tene lAgyuM ke rAvaNane yuddha karavu che eTale kahyuM- khuzIthI tame varUNarAja ane tenA parAkramI putrAnI ajoDa zakitanA paracA jovA khuzIthI padhAro. ATaluM kahIne dUta ravAnA thayA. rAvaNe peAtAnA samadhI ane peAtAne svAdhIna rAjAone yuddhamAM javA mATe AmatraNa mAkalI dIdhuM. eka teDuM pavanajIne paNa mekahyuM. rAvaNe peAtAnI senAne sajja thavA hAkala karI. khIjI tarapha khara-dUSaNane paNa pAtALa lakAmAMthI khelAvyA. sugrIva paNa petAnI senA laine AvI gayA. khIjA vidyAdhara zajAe paNa abyA ne pavanajIne samAcAra pahoMcatA te paNa yuddhamAM javA taiyAra thayA. A vakhate hanumAnakumAra tyAM AvI pahoMcyA ne praNAma karIne kahyuM ke pitAjI! have yuddha mATe Apane javAnuM na hoya. Apa mane AjJA ApeA. huM yuddhamAM jaiza. pavanajI kahe che beTA! tu haju nAne che. kAI dvivasa tuM yuddhamAM gayA nathI. A yuddhamAM tAru kAma nahi. varNu ane tenA putrA mahAna khaLavAna che. temane jItavA te sAmAnya vAta nathI. hanumAna kahe pitAjI| Apa mane nAne samajIne vAta kareA che paNa parAkramamAM vaya jovAtI nathI. Apa eka vakhata mane javAnI AjJA Ape. pachI Apane mArA parAkramanI pratIti thaze. pavanajI nA pADe che ne haphtamAna yuddhamAM javAnA Agraha kare che. ajanAne khabara paDatAM doDatI AvIne hanumAnane kahe che beTA! tAre yuddhamAM javuM nathI. tuM yuddhamAM zuM samaje? tArI

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55 zA sAgara zakti keTalI? hanumAna kahe che mAtA! teM bAra bAra varSa sudhI brahmacaryanuM pAlana karyA pachI je putrane janma dIdhuM che te zuM mAyakAMgale ke ziyALIo che? ke siMhaNane jA siMha che. tuM je kharI ke mArAmAM kevI zakti che. huM nAnuM hatuM ne vimAnamAMthI paDI gayA tyAre mArI zakita teM nathI joI? tuM game tema kahe paNa mAre pitAjIne te yuddhamAM mokalavA nathI. huM ja javAne chuM. laDAImAM javA mATe hanumAnakumAranI makkamatA joI aMjanA dhruske raDe che" - hanumAnanI vAta sAMbhaLIne aMjanA dhrusake ne dhrusake raDavA lAgI. aMjanAe UMDuM AlocIyuM, manamAMhe upanyo ati ghaNe zAca te, rAjA jAya te raNu rahe, kuMvara mAhare nahi varUNanI tela te satI re te manamAM vicAra kare che ke mAre zuM karavuM? mAre te pati ane putra baMne AMkho samAna che. je patine javA dauM ne kadAca yuddhamAM rahI jAya te paNa mane duHkha che. je dIkarAne javA dauM chuM te te haju nA phUla jevo che. ugIne ubhe thAya che. varUNa ane tenA putra mahAbaLavAna che. aMjanA khUba raDe che. patine paNa javA devAnI tenI icchA nathI, paNa je pati ke putra na jAya to kSatriyapaNuM lAje che. aMjanAnI AMkhamAMthI AMsu sukAtA nathI. tyAre hanumAna kahe che mAtA ! vIramAtAne AvuM karavuM na zele, tAre te vIramAtAne chAje te rIte mane vidAya ApavI joIe. tuM nizcaya mAnaje ke A tAre putra vijaya meLavIne kSemakuzaLa pAche Avaze. tuM raDavAnuM cheDIne mane AziSa Ape. chevaTe badhAe aMjanAne khUba samajAvI ane hanumAnakumAra yuddhamAM javA taiyAra thayA. sainya zastrathI sajaja thayuM. yuddhanI zerIo vAgI ne hanumAnakumAra yudhdha javA hAthI upara beThA tyAre aMjanAe hanumAnakumAranA kapALamAM kaMkunuM tilaka karIne AzIrvAda ApyA. yudhe jatI vakhate aMjanAe hanumAnanA sAmuM joyuM to tenA mukha upara alaukika kSAtra teja jhaLake che. jarUra vijaya meLavaze tema aMjanAne zraddhA thaI. have hanumAnakumAra mAtApitAnI AziSa laIne ratanapurathI ravAnA thayA. have laMkA jaIne yuddhamAM jaze ne tyAM zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 108 kArataka suda punama ne maMgaLavAra tA. 18-11-75 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne baheno! makSa mArganA pathadarzaka, rAga-dveSanA vijetA, sarvajJa, sarvadazI bhagavAna belyA che ke duniyAnA tamAma cetana prANIomAM mAnavanuM sthAna mahatvanuM che. A saMsAramAM

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zAradA sAgara mAnavanI samAnatA karavAvALuM bIjuM koI prANI nathI. manuSyanI zreSThatA, ane ceSThatA ane sarvoccatAne badhA dharmoe svIkAra karyo che. bhale anya darzanIo siddhAMtika mAnyatAmAM ekamata nathI paraMtu A vAtane mAnavAmAM badhA darzanenA dharmagurUmAM ekamata che ke mAnavajIvana sarva prANIomAM zreSTha che. ane tene meLavavuM e saraLa kAma nathI. ' baMdhuo! AvuM durlabha mAnavajIvana maLI gayuM paNa te jIvananI kiMmata kayAre aMkAya? tenA mulyAMkana kayAre thAya? A jIvanamAM mAnavatAnA dIvaDA pragaTe tyAre. mAnavanuM zarIra te ghaNIvAra maLyuM che. hajAre, lAkhe, kaDo vyaktio A saMsAramAM mAnava zarIrane prApta kare che ane cheDe che. mahatva mAnava tananuM nathI paNa mAnavatanamAM chupAyelI mAnavatAnuM che. tethI zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM belyA che ke - cattAri paramaMgANi, dullahANIha jNtunno| mANusattaM suI sadhdhA, saMjamammi ya vIriyaM // utta. sU. a. 3 gAthA 1 A cAra parama aMga (uttama saga) prANIone A saMsAramAM prApta thavA bahu durlabha che. manuSyatva, zAstrazravaNa, samyazraddhA saMyamamAM vIryanuM pheravavuM. A gAthAmAM zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIre mAnavatAne mahatva ApyuM nathI. paraMtu mAnavanA aMtaramAM raheluM manuSyatva arthAt mAnavatAne mahatva ApyuM che. rAvaNa, kaMsa, geDase, hiTalara, duryodhana Adi badhA manuSyo hatA. paraMtu te yuganA mahAmAna ane vicArakoe tathA AjanA vidvAnoe temane mAnava nahi paNa dAnava, InsAna nahi paNa hevAna kahIne pukAryA che. temanI pAse mAnavanuM tana to hatuM paNa temanA jIvanamAM mAnavatAne sUrya udayamAna nahoto thayo. temanI sAme rAma thayA. kRSNa, gAMdhIjI, yudhiSThira Adi thayA ke je mAnava hovA chatAM devasamAna banI gayAM. kAraNa ke temanA jIvanamAM mAnavatAne dIvaDo sadA jhaLahaLato rahyo. te mAnavatAnA prakAze bIjA ja paNa temanA jIvanamAM prakAza pAmyA. mAnava ane dAnavamAM aMtara eTaluM che ke je pitAnA svArthane mATe cAre bAjuthI bIjA chanuM zoSaNa karIne paNa pitAnuM sukha meLavavA prayatna kare che. te mAnava mAnava nathI paNa dAnava che. je bIjAnA hitane mATe pitAnA svArthane tyAga kare che. pitAnA piSaNane mATe bIjA jIvonuM zeSaNa nathI karatA. paraMtu bIjAnuM zoSaNa rekIne tenuM piSaNa karavAno prayatna kare che. jagatanA sarva jIne pitAnA samAna samajIne temanA duHkhamAM sAtha Ape ane paDatA prANIne sahAre ApIne tene upara lAvavAne AgaLa lAvavA mATe prayatna kare che. tenuM nAma mAnava. ke jenAmAM mAnavatAnA guNe bharacaka bharyA che.

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zAradA sAgara 957 mAnava zarIra pAmyA pachI paNa A mAnavatAnA bhAva jAgRta thavA te atyaMta durlabha che. jenA jIvanamAM A bhAvanAne udaya thAya che te vyakita eka divasa pitAne saMpUrNa vikAsa karI zake che. mAnavatApUrNa vikAsanI bhUmikA che. te carama vikAsanuM prathama sopAna che. AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA banavA mATe mAnavatAnI pagadaMDI upara prayANa karavuM paDaze. mAnavatAnA guNe jenAmAM khIlyA che te mAnava Izvara banI zake che bIje nahi. eTalA mATe zAstramAM svAdhyAya ane sAdhanAthI pahelA mAnavatAne sthAna ApyuM che ane te prApta thavI durlabha batAvI che. A saMsAranA prAMgaNamAM anaMtA che daSTi gocara thAya che. pRthvI, pANI, agni vAyara, vanaspati ane nAnA kIDI makoDA tathA moTA pazu-pakSIo Adi jInI bhinna bhinna jAtio joIe tyAre ApaNane Azcarya thAya che ane aneka jAtanA vicAra Ave che. paNa jJAnI bhagavaMta kahe che ke A saMsAramAM eka paNa jAti ke eka paNa ni evI nathI ke jyAM ApaNu AtmAe janma lIdhe na heya! mAnave vicAra karavo joIe ke anaMtakALathI keTalI Thokaro khAdhA pachI A mAnava janma maLe che. A AtmA ajJAnane kAraNe aparimita kAla sudhI nigodamAM rahyo. aMgulanA asaMkhyAtamAM bhAga jeTalA sukSma zarIramAM anaMtA nI sAthe rahyo. temanI sAthe AhAra lIdhe, zvAsocchavAsa lIdhA. evI bhayaMkara dukhamaya avasthAne A AtmA sahana karI cUka che. Aje mahAna sadbhAgya che ke te narakathI adhika dukhamaya sthAnane choDIne mAnava bane. jevI rIte eka sarakhA vahepAra karavAvALA eka lAkha mAnavomAMthI 999 mANasoe devALuM kADhayuM ane bhAgyadayathI eka mANasa zAhukAra rahI gayo. A rIte bhAgyazALI AtmA nimedanI bhayaMkara ghATIne pAra karIne mAnavajanma pAmyuM che. mahApurUe kahyuM che ke caryAzI lAkha chavAyenimAM bhramaNa karatAM karatAM A jIve anaMta zubha karmonA udayathI mAnava jIvana rUpI ratnane prApta karyuM. te AvA alabhya ratnane kAMkarA samAna mAnI veDaphI na nAMkhavuM joIe. bhagavAna mahAvIra paNa bolyA che ke durlabhatAthI maLelA jIvanane sadupayega karavA mATe athavA AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA banavA mATe eka kSaNano paNa pramAda na kare. meha nidrAmAMthI sUtelA ubhA thAva ane Atma sAdhanAnA patha upara AgaLa vadhe. A mAnava jIvana Atma sAdhanAnuM eka sAdhana che. sAdhanano upayoga be rIte karAya che. sArA ane kharAba. bhagavAna RSabhadevanA putra prathama cakravarti samrATa-bharata - mahArAjAe arisA bhuvanamAM kevaLajJAna prApta karyuM hatuM ane te bhavanamAM je kaI kUtarAne pUravAmAM AvyuM hota te bhUkI bhUkIne marI jAta. talavAra te eka che paNa je tene tenI dhAra taraphathI pakaDavAmAM Ave te pitAne hAtha kApI

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zAradA sAgara nAkhe che paNa tene mUTha taraphathI pakaDIne kAmamAM le che te tenAthI kAI duSTa vyaktithI peAtAnuM peAtAnA parivAra tathA rASTranuM rakSaNa karI zakAya che. mAru kahevAnuM tAtparyaM e che ke arisAbhavana athavA talavAra sArA ke kharAma-nathI paraMtu AtmAnI potAnI ce!gyatA anusAra tenA hitAhitamAM te nimittabhUta ane che. A rIte jo jIvanane upayoga sArA kAryo karavAmAM thAya te te amRtanA samAna amaratvane Ape che. ane jo tenA durUpayAga karyo teA te narakanA tApathI paNa bhayakara che. viveka ane savicArAnI yAti pragaTelI rahe tyAre mAnava mAnavatAnA patha upara gati karI zake che ne te potAnuM kalyANa karI zake che. tathA mAnavajAtinuM gaurava vadhArI zake che. 958 paraMtu Aje mAnava mAnavatAnA rAhane bhUlI gayA che. AjanA bhautika yugamAM tenu lakSya badalAI gayuM che. tethI adhyAtma sAdhanAne vismRtinA gahana aMdhakAramAM pheMkIne mAnava bhautika svArthane siddha karavAne mATe bhautika sAdhanAnI pAchaLa bephAma dADI rahyo che. AjanA yugamAM arthanI (dhananI) pradhAnatA che, tenI khelamAlA che. A dhananA mAhamAM manuSya dharma-kane sAva bhUlI gayA che. eka lekhake peAtAnA pustakamAM lakhyuM che dhananA abhAvamAM manuSya eTalA AMsu vahAvyA che ke meATA mahAsAgara paNa tenI sAme lajjita thaI jAya che. paraMtu mAnava jIvanane mATe tenI AMkhamAMthI eka paNa AMsu nathI paDayuM. matalaba ke mAnava janma pAmIne mAnavatAnA guNNA nathI AvyA te mATe tene jarA paNa asAsa nathI ke te mATe eka azrubindu paNa nathI paDatuM. keTalA che manuSyane dhananA lAbha! jo vahepAramAM lAkhAnA hisAbamAM eka paise paNa eche thAya te te meLa meLavavA mATe keTalA kalAkAnAM samaya ane keTalAya paisAnI lAITanA kharca kare che. paraMtu mAruM kanya zuM che? mArA dharma zuM che? te tricAra karavAne mATe samaya nathI maLatA. Aje tamane dhanane prApta karavAnI jeTalI utkaMThA che teTalI dharmanA svarUpane jANavAnI utkaMThA nathI. tethI rAta-divasa tamArA magajamAM dhananA vicAro AvyA kare che ke mAruM dhana kevI rIte vadhe? mane lAkha rUpiyA maLI jAya te leAkA mane lakSAdhipati kahe. paraMtu jJAnIo kahe che ke tuM dhananA svAmI na banatA. tenA dAsa khanI jAya che. tu' dhanane AdhIna thaI jAya che. dhananA kheAjA (bhAra) nIce khAine tArA viveka, zubha AcAra-vicAra naSTa thaI jAya che. ane dharmanI jgyAti mAI jAya che. jo tame tamArA jIvananuM utthAna karavA IcchatA hai| teA dhananI mUrchAnA cazmAne utArIne pheMkI do.dhana kharAba nathI paNa dhananA mAha, dharmanI lAlasA, ane dhananI tRSNA kharAba che ke je manuSyane dhanane gulAma banAvI de che. Aje tame dhana-parivAra ane bhautika sAdhanAne joIne prasanna thAva che. temAM mArApaNAnI buddhi karA che. paraMtu mahApurUSa kahe che ke A badhuM ahI rahevAnu che. duniyAnA koi padArtha AtmAne nathI. jyAM sudhI AMkhA

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zAradA sAgara 959 khulI che tyAM sudhI pitAnuM lAge che. paraMtu AtmA cAlyA gayA pachI suMdara strIo, anukULa mitra, kuTuMba, nokaracAkara, hAthI, gheDa paNa tamAruM rahevAnuM nathI. yAda rAkhaje badhuM ahIM raheze. tethI mahApurUSa kahe che ke dhanavAna bhale bane paNa dhananA dAsa ke gulAma na bane. A mAnava janmamAM AtmA gulAmInI beDIne teDI zake che. ApaNane A amUlya senerI avasara maLyo che. temAM ghaNe samaya vyartha vitI gayuM. have thaDe bAkI che. tene vivekapUrvaka upayoga karI le te mahAna Atmika dhana prApta thAya. je AtmA jIvananI bAkI rahelI kSaNane vyartha gumAva nathI tene kyAre paNa pastAvAne samaya Avato nathI. mATe mAnavajIvananI maLelI aNamUlI takane oLakhIne kalyANanI keDIe kadama uThAve. manuSya A saMsAramAM (matyulokamAM) zreSThatama prANI che eTaluM nahi paraMtu mRtyurlakana bahAra eTale svargamAM paNa manuSyathI zreSTha kaI prANI nathI. tethI kANuga sUtramAM bhagavAne kahyuM che ke deva paNa traNa vastuonI IcchA kare che. to TALarchuM teve vaheLA, mAju ma, gAri re, game supayAti manuSyabhava, AryakSetramAM janma, ane zreSTha kuLanI prApti. je mAnavajIvana pAmavAnI Teva paNa abhilASA rAkhe che ane sarvajJa, sarvadazI vItarAga prabhu paNa je mAnavajIvanane durlabha batAve che tenI vizeSatA zuM che? badhA prANIomAM mAnavane sarva zreSTha zA mATe kaho che mAnavamAM evI kaI zakti, kaI kalA ane suMdaratA che ke jenA kAraNe tene sarva zreSTha mAnavAmAM Ave che ? jIvanamAM be zakitaone vikAsa thate dekhAya che. eka bAhAzakitano vikAza ane bIjI AtyaMtara zaktine vikAsa. ApaNe bAphrASTithI joIe chIe te mAnavI eka sAmAnya prANI dekhAya che. zakita ane sAhasamAM manuSyathI siMha ceDA kadama' AgaLa vadhe che. siMhane dekhatAM manuSya dhujI uThe che. ne tyAMthI bhAgAbhAga karavA lAge che. are! moTA moTA ddhAo paNa siMhane Avate dekhe eTale badhuM bhUlIne tyAMthI bhAgatA najare paDe che. thoDAka varSa pahelAM piparamAM vAMcyuM hatuM ke keTalAka sainike e bamanA jaMgalamAM siMha yugalane pharatuM joyuM te joIne sainike eTalA bhayabhIta banI gayA ke teo gebI calAvavAnuM bhUlIne tyAMthI bhAgI gayA. AthI sAbita thAya che ke bAhyazakita ane zArIrika saMpattimAM siMha, vAgha, hAthI Adi vizALa, kAyAvALA prANI manuSyathI paNa AgaLa vadhI jAya che. IndrionI zaktine vicAra karIe te sAMbhaLavAnI zakita sarSamAM bahu teja hoya che. te keTalA phUTa darathI vINane avAja sAMbhaLe che. gIdha pakSI AkAzamAM uDatA uDatA eka be mAIla dUra paDelI vastune paNa sahelAIthI joI zake che. suMghavAnI tAkAta kUtarAmAM vadhu hoya che. A rIte aneka pazu- pakSI bAhya tAkAtamAM

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960 zAradA sAgara tathA zArIrika saidayamAM manuSyathI AgaLa che. suMdara strI tathA purUSanA aMgonuM seMdaryanuM varNana karavA mATe kavi tathA lekhake pazu-pakSIonA aMgethI tenI tulanA kare che. arthAt upamA Ape che. dA. ta. keInuM nAka suMdara hoya te kahevAya che ke AnuM nAka pipaTanI cAMca jevuM che. A suMdara heya te tene mRgAkSInI upamA ApavAmAM Ave che. ATalI vizeSatAo hovA chatAM paNa temane zreSTha na kahetA manuSyane zA mATe sarvazreSTha kaho che? te eka moTo prazna che. bAhya zakitane vikAsa te bIjA prANIomAM paNa jovAmAM Ave che. koI koI prANImAM te tenI bAhAzakitanI sImA manuSyanI zakitanI paridhine paNa oLaMgI jAya che. paraMtu A tara zakitane vikAsa jeTalo mAnavamAM thaye che teTale bIjA kaI prANImAM nathI thaye. bAhya zakti karatAM AtyaMtara zakitanI tAkAta adhika mahatvapUrNa che. A kAraNathI mAnavane divya zaktine pUjA kahevAmAM Avyo che. zarIranI zaktithI mananI zakti vadhu mahatvanI che. Aje mAnave siMha, hAthI Adi krUra, prANIone je pitAnA vazamAM karI lIdhA che te zarIranI zakitathI nahi, paraMtu mana ane buddhinA baLathI manuSyanI pAse mana ja eka evI zakti che ke jene vikAsa bIjA prANIomAM ocho jevAmAM Ave che. manuSya Aje je pragati karI che ane karI rahyo che ane te bhaviSyamAM paNa karato raheze. mananI zakita manuSyanI pAse che ane pazupakSImAM paNa mana che. paraMtu baMnemAM ghaNuM aMtara che. mananI zakitano vikAsa jeTale mAnavajIvanamAM thayo che teTale pazu jIvanamAM nathI thaye. mAnava ane pazumAM bIjuM aMtara e che ke pazu-pakSI bAhya AvazyakatAo sudhI parimita rahe che. temane prayatna bhUkha-tarasa ane thAkane dUra karavAne tathA bhagapabhoganI kriyA sudhI cAlu rahe che. te AtyaMtara vikAsanI tarapha vadhavAne prayatna karatA nathI. potAnA manana, ciMtana dvArA AtmavikAsa tathA paramAtmapadane prApta karavA mATe te mArge AgaLa kadama bharavA ne Atmatine pUrNa rUpathI pragaTAvavAnI zakita mAnavajIvana sivAya bIjA koImAM nathI AhArAdi cAra saMjJA pazumAM che ne mAnavamAM paNa che. temAM koI aMtara nathI. bhautika jIvana te pazu paNa jIve che. te bAhAzakitane vikAsa karavAmAM mAnavanI kaI vizeSatA nathI. mAnavanI vizeSatA che Atmazakti upara AvelA AvaraNane AtmaciMtana ane AdhyAtmika sAdhanA dvArA haTAvIne Atmazaktine vikAsa karavAmAM. tethI manuSyanI vizeSatA bhautika vikAsamAM nahi paNa AdhyAtmika vikAsamAM che ane tevA jIvanane prApta karavuM durlabha batAvyuM che.' uttarAdhyayana sUtra 20 muM adhyayana jemAM anAthI munie zreNIka rAjAnI pAse sAdhunA AcAranI vAta karI. sAce sAdhaka ke hoya te vAta samajAvI ane sanAthatA

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zAradA sAgara 961 ane anAthatAnuM bhAna karAvyuM. zreNIka rAjA sAdhu na hatA. paNa A sAdhupaNAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne dilamAM bhAva AvI jatAM ke huM AvA sAdhu banIne kyAre sanAtha manIza? AvA pavitra rAjA zreNIke dravya sAdhuveza nhAtA paheryAM paNa temanI rageragamAM cAritranI ramaNatA hatI. eTale temane uddezIne muninA mArga samajAvye, bhagavata kahe che ke evaggadaMte vi mahAtavodhaNe, mahAsuNI mahApainne mahAyase / mahA niyaNThijjamiNaM mahAsuyaM, se kAhae mahayA vitthareNaM // utta, sU. a. 20 gAthA 53 mahAnitha evA anAthI munie lAMkhA vistArapUrvaka sAdhuonuM kalyANa karavA mATe zreNIka rAjAne sAdhunA AcAranI kathA saMbhaLAvI hatI. e anAthI muni kevA hatA? " sAvaMte" ugradgAnta hatA. ahIM ugranA artha vIra paNa thAya che. te ka zatruone jItavAmAM ane indrionu kramana karavAmAM vIra hatA. mahA tapasvI, mahA prajJAvAna ane mahAna yazasvI rhatA. jema kAi zUravIra manuSya zatrune jItavA mATe zastrAthI sajja thaIne gharamAMthI bahAra nIkaLe tyAre tene kAI kahe ke pAchu vALIne jo tA kharA, tArI srI keTalI raDe che? tArA dIkarA tAvathI taraphaDe che. ane tuM zuM yuddhamAM javA cAlI nIkaLyeA che? te zuM e zUravIra kSatriya pAchA phare kharA ? sAcA zUravIra AvI vAtA sAMbhaLI kadI pAchA phare nahi. pAchA phare te nahi paNa enA sAmuM pITha pheravIne jue paNa nahi. tenA dilamAM te zatru upara vijaya meLavavAnI laganI hAya che. veduM vAtayAmi vA vA sAyAmi / kAM marI jAuM ne kAM zatru upara vijaya meLavavAnuM kA pUruM karuM. tema sAcA sAdhue paNa AvA zUravIra hAya che. sAdhu dIkSA laIne evA vicAra nathI karatAM ke dIkSA teA laI lIdhI paNa have mArAthI pAlana nahi thAya te zuM karIza? agara dIkSA nahi pALI zakuM te saMsAramAM javu paDaze te mArI AjIvikA kevI rIte calAvIza? e mATe jAtiSa, jaMtra, maMtra Adi ahIM zIkhI lauM te tenAthI mArI AjIvikA cAlaze. AtmAthI sAdhue kadI AvA vicAra karatA nathI. sAdhu kevA DAya? "nIviya AsamaraNa mayamunA| " sAcA sAdhue jIvavAnI AzA ke maraNunA bhaya rAkhatA nathI. e te meAtane muThThImAM laine phare che. teo te potAnI sAdhutAmAM masta rahI kazatruone jItavAmAM prayatnazIla rahe che. A rIte anAthI muni pAMca indrio ane manane jItanAra hatA. AvA ugra uttama purUSa indrione vaza thatA nathI. je indrionuM damana kare te dAnta che, anAthI muni TThAnta hatA. baMdhuo! AvA sayamI munie sAcA kSatriya hAya che. kSatriyane hAthanI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che. ApaNA AkhA zarIrane sparza karavAnI jo zikata hAya te te hAthamAM che. khIjuM eka paNa aMga AkhA zarIrane sparza karI zakaze nahi. AkhA

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962 zAradA sAgara zarIranuM pAlana karanAra hAtha che. khAvA-pIvAnI STie tathA kamAvAnI dRSTie hAtha zarIranuM pAlana kare che. lakhavu ke bIju kAI paNa kA hAtha dvArA thaI zake che. hAtha na hAya tA kaMI kAma thaI zakatu nathI. hAtha zarIranA koI paNa bhAganI ghRNA karatA nathI. te mukhane paNa sApha kare che ne pagane paNa sArUM kare che. tema kSatriyAne je hAthanI upamA ApI che tenu kAraNa e che ke kSatriyA keInI ghRNA karatA nathI. paNa badhAnuM pAlana kare che. brAhmaNAthI mAMDIne bhagIe sudhI adhAnu pAlana kare che. badhAnI saMbhALa rAkhe che. jema hAtha AkhA zarIrane vazamAM rAkhe che tema kSatriyA paNa badhAne peAtAnA vazamAM rAkhe che. te rIte sAdhue paNa badhI Indrionu pAlana karavAnI sAthe te Indrione peAtAnA ajAmAM rAkhe che. aMdhue ! anAthI muni AvA Indrionu drumana karanArA hatA. Indrie ane kaSAyAne jItavAne kAraNe mahAna tapasvI hatA. tapa dvArA karADA bhavanA sacita karelAM karmo maLIne khAkha thaI jAya che. upavAsa karavA eTale ja tapa nathI. upavAsa tapanu eka aMga che. bhagavAne mAra prakAranA tapa kahyo che. e tame ghaNI vAra sAMbhaLI gayA che. eTale enuM vivecana karatI nathI. paNa TUMkamAM bhagavata kahe che ke AvA mahA tapasvI ane indrionuM damana karanAra evA mahAmuni anAthI nigraMtha pAse zreNIka rAjAe sanAtha - anAthanI vAta sAMbhaLI. tethI te khama AnaMdita thayA ne AnaMdita thaIne zuM khelyA tenuM varNana kare che. tuTTho ya seNio rAyA, iNamudAhu kathaMjalI / aNAhayaM jahAbhUyaM, suTTha me uvadaMsiyaM // utta. sa. a. 20, gAthA 54 zreNIka rAjA anAthI muni pAsethI sanAtha ane anAthanA bhAvabheda sAMbhaLIne khUba saMtuSTa thayA. pahelAM te anAthatA judI rIte samajatA hatA paNa muni pAsethI satya hakIkata sAMbhaLIne temanA dilamAM judA ja bhAva AvyA. ne muninA caraNamAM hAtha joDIne mAthuM namAvI dIdhuM. rAjA zreNIka vevalA vANiyA na hatA ke jyAM ne tyAM hAtha joDIne mAthuM namAvI de. tamane teA koi ema kahe ke amuka deva-devInI mAnyatA karavAthI paisAnI prApti thAya che. putranI prApti thAya che. teA tamAruM zIra tyAM jhUkI jAya che. paNa A kSatriya zreNIka rAjA jyAM ne tyAM zIra jhUkAve tevA na hatA. bhalabhalA rAjA mahArAjAe paNa zreNIka rAjAne namAvI zakyA nathI. deva-devIe paNa vicalita karI zakayA nathI. kahyuM che ke sAcA kSatriyAne mAthe game tevA kaSTa paDe paNa te koIne mastaka namAvatAM nathI. rANA pratApane akbare kahyuM ke jo tuM mArA caraNamAM zIra jhUkAve teA tane rAjyanA moTA bhAga inAma ApuM. Avu meDhu praleAbhana ApyuM te paNa pratApe akabarane hAtha

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zAradA sAgara 963 joDayA nahi. eTale kSatriyAne namAvavA e kaMI sahelI vAta nathI. paNa AvA pavitra satAnA samAgama thatAM tenuM hRya palTAI jAya che. tenA upara satanA prabhAva paDe che tyAre bhakitane vaza thaIne kSatriyAnuM' zIra satAnA caraNamAM jhUkI paDe che. madhuo! zreNIka rAjA muninA samAgamathI anAthatAnA bhAva samajatAM satuSTa thayA ne be hAtha joDI kahevA lAgyA ke Ape mane anAthatAnu svarUpa sArI rIte samajAvyuM. rAjA zreNIka jyAM sudhI anAthatAnA bhAva samajyA na hatA tyAM sudhI te ema mAnatA hatAM ke jenI pAse soMpatti na hAya, gharabAra ane sagAMsnehI na heAya te anAtha chene jenI pAse A madhuM hoya te sanAtha che. tame paNa jenI pAse kaMi na heAya tene anAtha mAnA che ne! rAjA zreNIkanI samajaNamAM ne tamArI samajaNumAM zuM aMtara ? ! ,, rAjA zreNIka sa MpattivAnane sanAtha ane sa Mpatti vinAnA mANasane anAya mAnatA hatA. tenuM kAraNa e che ke temanI pAse saMsAranI sauMpatti adhika hatI eTale peAtAne sanAtha mAnatA hatA. ne tethI temaNe anAthI munine joyA tyAre pUchyuM hatuM ke tame AvA sAMDha vAna DAvA chatAM lega bhAgavavAnA samaye yuvAnImAM dIkSA kema lIdhI ? tenA javAkhamAM munie kahyuM ke "gaLAomi mahArAya / " huM anAtha hatA. tethI sAdhu thayA. tyAre rAjAe kahyuM ke tamArAM jevA svastha ane svarUpavAna purUSa anAtha hAya te huM mAnavA taiyAra nathI. chatAM jo Apa ema kaheA che ke huM anAtha che. te huM tamAre nAtha anu. mArA jevA magadhAdhipati tamAro nAtha ane teA pachI tamAre zuM nAtha joie ? tame mArA rAjamahelamAM cAle ane tamane game tevA bhAga bhagavA. tamArI badhI vyavasthA huM karIza paNa tame A manuSyajanmane tapa-tyAgamAM vyartha gumAvaze nahi. mArA rAjyamAM tamArA jevA suMdara zarIravALA mANase A rIte sAdhu khanIne jIvana vya gumAve huM sahana karI zakuM nahi. A rIte rAjA zreNIke anAthI munine kahyuM hatuM. tenuM kAraNa e hatuM ke pAte sanAtha-anAthanA vAstavika svarUpane samajatA na hatA. jenI pAse saMsAranI vadhAre saMpatti hAya te sanAtha che. e temanuM ajJAna hatuM. zreNIka rAjA sAcI sanAthatAnA bhAva samajyA tethI anAthI muninA caraNamAM namI paDayA ne kahevA lAgyA ke he gurUdeva! Ape mane sAcuM bhAna karAvyuM. Apa jo mane na maLyA hAta te A rAjya - vaibhava ane saMpatti rUpI cuDelanA pAzamAM huM jaDAyelA raheta tA te mane bhammI jAta. Ape mane sAcuM samajAvIne mArA jIvananuM sAcuM ghaDatara karyuM. jo tame mane na maLyA hota te mAruM zuM thAta? Apa mArA mahAna upakArI che. mAAM bhagavAna che. meM aNusamajaNamAM ApanI gheAra azAtanA karI che. mAruM zuM thaze ? have zreNIka rAjA anAthI muni pAse peAtAnA aparAdhanI mAphI mAMgaze. pAchaLanI gAthAonA bhAva ghaNAM suMdara che. paNa samaya nathI. Aje ghaNA samaya thaI

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964 zAradA sAgara gayA che. AvatI kAle sArAMza rUpe kahI iza. paNa thoDIvAra aMjanA caritra sAMbhaLe. caritra:-aMjanAnA lADIle hanumAnakumAra pAkramI vIra hatA. tenA mukha upara alaukika teja jhaLahaLatuM hatuM. mAtA-pitAnA AzIrvAda laIne hanumAnakumAra prayANa karI gayA. mAtA-pitAe tene khUba zikhAmaNa ApI. jema dIkarI sAsare jAya che tyAre tenI mAtA zikhAmaNa Ape che ke beTA! caMdra-sUryanI pUjA karaje. AMgaNu svaccha rAkhaje. agni sAthe aDapalA karIza nahi. caMdra-sUryanI pUjA karavI eTale sAsu-sasarAnI sevA karavI. temanA vinaya sAcavavA. temanI maryAdA sAcavavI. AMgaNu cAkhkhu rAkhavu' eTale zIyaLa cAkhyuM pALavuM. ne agni sAthe aDapalA na karavA tenA artha e che ke pati kahe tema karavu. temanI AjJAnuM khalana karavuM. e kahe rAta te rAta ane divasa te dvivasa. e rIte karIza tA tArA saMsAra sukhI anaze. A rIte mAtA dIkarIne zikhAmaNa Ape che. tema pavanajI ane aMjanAe pAtAnA haiyAnA hAra samAna ekanA eka lADakavAyAne yuddhamAM jatI vakhate khUma zikhAmaNa ApI ke he vhAlA dIkarA! tuM khUba parAkramathI laDaje. tArI sAme khANAneA varasAda varasaze, talavArA jhIkAze te vakhate tu pAchI pAnI karIza nahi. tu parAkramI che. jIbhane dAMta bharAvavAnA DAya nahi paNa mAtA-pitAnI tArA pratye mamatA che eTale khelAi jAya che. beTA ! tu nAnA che. khUba saMbhALIne jaje. vijayA vagADI vahele Avaje. A rIte mAtA-pitAe AzIrvAda ApyA ne hanumAnakumAra moTA sainya sAthe ratanapurathI sArA zukana joIne zubha divase ne zubha muhUrte nIkaLyA. hanumAnakumAra laMkAmAM jai rahyA che. vacamAM aMjanAnuM piyara eTale hanumAnanA mAsALanuM gAma AvyuM. tyAre hanumAnane thayuM ke mArA DhADhA - dAdI ane mAmA - mAmIoe mArI mAtAne du:khanA vakhate sAmuM paNa joyuM nathI. pANI paNa pIvaDAvyuM nathI teA have temane mArI zakitanA camakArA khatAvatA jAu eTale mahendrapurInA pAdaramAM paDAva nAMkhyA. nagarImAM jaIne tenA DhADhA - DhADhI ane mAmA-mAmIAne peAtAnI zaktinA prabhAvathI pakaDIne gADha aMdhane bAMdhI dIdhA. traNa prahara sudhI temane bAMdhI rAkhyA. tyAre pradhAna vigere mATA mANasAe AvIne vinaMtI karI ke A tamArA vaDIleA che. vaDIleAne Avu na karAya. tyAre hanumAna kahe che tamArI vAta sAcI che paNa mArI mAtAnA mAthe khATuM kalake caDhayuM te vakhate badhAe tenA kALA kapaDA joine tene kADhI mUkI. kAie sAmu paNa na joyu. pANI vagara taraphaDatI hatI. AvI sthitimAM keAInA dilamAM tenA pratye dayA na AvI ! tene koie Azraya na ApyA! tame kasAithI paNa pUrA che. Ama kahIne khUkha vacana rUpI cAbUkathI phaTakAryA. tyAra pachI pAtAnI zaktinA paricaya karAvI badhAne khaMdhanathI mukta karyAM, ane badhAne praNAma karIne hanumAnakumAra AgaLa vadhyA.

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zAradA sAgara '965 hanumaMta cAle re laMkA bhaNe, sAme AvyA che rAvaNa bhubhANu te, jhAlI bIDuM ne pAchA vaLe, meghapurI jaIne kIdhuM ke melANa te, sAmA he subhaTa te AvIyA, kheMce che dhanuSyane mUke che bANu te, reSabharyA raNa Aphle, evA subhaTa pADe daLamAM jANa te satI re hanumAna mahendrapurIthI nIkaLIne laMkA tarapha cAlyA. A tarapha laMkAmAM paNa rAvaNanA prayANanI taiyArIo cAlI rahI hatI. tyAM hanumAna hajAro subhaTo sAthe AvI pahoMce. hanumAnane dUrathI Avate joIne rAvaNane khUba AnaMda thayo. ne te hanumAnakumAranI sAme gaye. rAvaNane Avate joIne hanumAna paNa rathamAMthI nIce utaryo ne rAvaNanA sAme gayA. hanumAna ATale parAkramI hovA chatAM tenAmAM vinaya keTaluM che. zavaNa hanumAnane bheTI paDayo. ane tenuM tejasvI mukhaDuM joIne jANe A chokare vijyAMkA vagADaze evuM rAvaNanA dilamAM thaI gayuM. hanumAnanuM tejasvI mukhaDuM ane tenA sudaDha aMge joIne rAvaNe tenA parAkramanuM anumAna karI lIdhuM. laMkAmAM yuddhanI bherIo vAgavA lAgI. rAjyapusahita maMgala pleka be ne rAvaNane ratha cAlyA. rAvaNanI pAchaLa hanumAnane ratha rAkhavAmAM Avyo hato. ane hanumAnanA rathanI pAchaLa Indrajitano ratha cAlI rahyo hate. tenI pAchaLa kuMbhakarNa, meghavAhana ane sugrIvanA ratha zobhI rahyA hatA. tenI pAchaLa khara ane dUSaNane ratha deDI rahyA hatA. aneka vidyAdhara rAjAe, zUravIra senApatio, azvadaLa pAyadaLa, hastidaLanI sAthe rAvaNa varUNapurI tarapha AgaLa vadhyo. thoDA divasamAM teo varUNapurI najIka pahoMcI gayA. yuddhanA medAnathI bAra keza dUra rAvaNe sainyane paDAva nAMkhe. A tarapha varUNa paNa yuddhanI pUrNa taiyArI karIne sajja thaIne ubhe hate. varUNanA ekaekathI caDhiyAtA parAkramI so putre rAvaNanA sainyane harAvavA talapApaDa thaI rahyA hatA. aneka zaruvidyA ane avidyAnA pAragAmI senApatio laMkApatinI rAha jotAM uchaLI rahyAM hatA. rAvaNanA sainya paDAva nAMkhe ne sUryAsta thaI gayuM. jANe eka vizALa nagara vasI gayuM na hoya! te dekhAva lAgatuM hatuM. jamIne paravAryA pachI kAle keNe koNe yuddhamAM joDAvuM te kAryakrama nakkI karyo ne savAra paDatAM yuddhanI zarUAta thaI. rAvaNanA sainyanI sAme varUNanA putra jhajhUmavA lAgyA. keI bANathI te kaI sAmasAmA jALa bAMdhIne laDe che. varUNanA putra mahAna parAkramI hatA. temanI sAme rAvaNanI senA TakI zakI nahi. badhA sainiko bhAgAbhAga karavA lAgyA. eTale tarata hanumAnakumAra mokhare AvIne ubhA rahyA. hanumAnakumAra yuddha karavA AvyA che paNa tenI uMmara nAnI che, nAnA chokarA je dekhAya che. eTale tene joIne varUNane putra zuM kahe che -

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966 zAradA sAgara bajaraMgIne varUNlRsuta kahe, bhAlaka tArA veza, kANu pitA tuma kuMvarajI, kANu tamArA deza. he che.karA! tuM yuddhamAM laDavA AnyA che paNa tu zu laDI zakIza ? tu nAnA bALaka che. tu kayAMthI AvyA? tArA pitA koNa che? te mane pahelAM kahe pachI yudhdhe caDhe. tArI nAnI uMmara joine mane te! yA Ave che. vadhe teje dIpatA, pavana pi muja nAma, laghuveze huM nAnakaDA, dekhA mArA kAma. hanumAna kahe che ke huM pavanajInA putra : huM... uMmaramAM bhale nAnA chuM. paNa tame mAru kAma joze| teA stabdha anI jazeA. mATe mArI nAnI uMmara joIne ciMtA na karazeA. tyAre varUNanA putrA kahe che ke amane te! lAge che ke tu tArA mAtA-pitAne aLakhAmaNA chokarA lAge che. tArI mAtA tArI pUrvanI veraNa lAge che. nahitara AvA nAnA cheAkazane yuddhamAM mAkale kharA? nakkI tArA kALa bhamI rahyA che, tethI tuM varUNanI sAme yudhdhe caDhace che. bhale, tu mAnatA nathI paNa ame tArA upara zastra nahi calAvIe. kAraNa ke kIDI upara kaTaka calAvavuM te sAcA kSatriyAnA dharma nathI mATe haju paNa huM chokarA! tuM jIvavA icchatA hAya te pAcho vaLa. hanumAna kahe che ke pAchA vaLe te khIjA. tamArI mAtAe savA zera sUMTha khAine jo tamane janma dvIdhA hAya te| taiyAra thaI jAva. A aMjanInA jAyA pAchA paDe tema nathI. hanumAnanA zabdo varUNanA putrAne jhALa jevA lAgyA ne krodhAyamAna thaIne yuddha karavA taiyAra thayA. tyAM hanumAne zuM karyuM...? vAnarI vidyA sAdhI karI, vAnara rUpa kIdhu. teNI vAra tA, hArka karI dala haTAvIyuM, jojana bAra lagI vAje kAra tA, hAke senA sahu tharathare, vRkSa ukheDIne nAMkhe che thAya teA, pUche pherI karyA ekaThA, varUNanA putra bAMdhI nAMkhyA raNamAMya tA...satI ?... hanumAna vAnaravidyA bhaNyA hatA. eTale temaNe vAnaranuM rUpa lIdhuM ane evA huMkArA karavA lAgyA ke tenI hAka khAra jojana sudhI vAgavA lAgI. tenI hAke senAnA mANasA tharathara dhrujavA lAgyA. hanumAnakumAra vrukSA ukheDIne varNanA sainya upara nAkhavA lAgyA. varNunu sainya teA bhAgavA lAgyuM. bIjI tarapha hanumAne peAtAnA pUMchaDA vaDe sainikAne pakaDIne raNamAM pheMkI dIdhA. A joine vargune khUba krodha caDhayA ne hanumAnanI sAme AvIne kahe che ke huM cheka ! tuM A melI ramata rame che. yuddhamAM vAnaranuM rUpa levAya nahi. samAna zastrathI laDavu joie. ema kahI hanumAna sAme varUNe paDakAra karyAM. tarata hanumAnakumAre peAtAnuM mULa rUpa banAvI dIdhuM. varUNu ane hanumAna sAmasAmA AvI gayA. hanumAna ane varUNa be jaNAM laDavA lAgyA. laDatAM laDatAM evA lAga

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zAradA sAgara joIne hanumAne varUNanA vALa pakaDI lIdhA. pAchaLathI rAvaNa paNa hanumAnane Teke ApavA lAge. hanumAne varUNane pakaDIne rathamAM nAkhI dIdho. have varUNa pakaDAI gayA che. AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. - Aje kArataka suda punamanA divase amArI saMvatsarIne dina che. eTale ame vAlakezvara saMghamAM cAturmAsa AvyA. tyArathI laIne Aja sudhImAM mArAthI agara mArA eka paNa mahAsatIjIthI zrI saMghanA koI paNa bhAI-bahenane duHkha thayuM hoya agara mana-vacana ane kAyAthI koI paNa AtmAne dubhAvavAmAM nimittabhUta banyA hoIe te badhA mahAsatIjI vatI aMtaHkaraNathI kSamA mAguM chuM. pU. mahAsatIjInA A zabda sAMbhaLI badhA zrotAjanenI AMkhamAMthI varasAdanI dhArAnI jema AMsuo paDavA lAgyA ne zrI saMdha pU. mahAsatIjI pAse kSamA mAMgavA lAgyo. vAlakezvara saMghanA maMtrI nagInabhAinuM bhASaNa pU. mahAsatIjI vAlakezvara saMghanA AMgaNe cAturmAsa padhAryA tyArathI dharmaArAdhanAnA mojA uchaLI rahyA che. ApaNuM saMghamAM kadI nahi thayelI tevI addabhuta tapazcaryAo thaI che. pU. mahAsatIjIoe paNa mA khamaNa, seLa ane aThThAInI -tapazcaryA karIne vAlakezvara saMghane pAvana banAvyuM che. temaja soLaseLa jaDI eTale 3ra AtmAoe AjIvana brahmacaryanI pratijJA karI che. A badhe prabhAva pU. mahAsatIjInI addabhUta vANIne che. A rIte tapa- tyAga ane dharma ArAdhanAmAM vAlakezvara saMgha ane kAMdAvADI saMgha bRhad muMbaImAM mokhare che. dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAva e cAreya belanI khUba ArAdhanA thaI che. A cAturmAsa vAlakezvaranA ItihAsamAM senerI akSare lakheze. pU. mahAsatIjIe vAlakezvara saMghane jAgRta banAvavA mATe cAra cAra mahinA ekadhArI vItarAgavANI vahAvI che. te badala ApaNe temanAM khUba trANI chIe. pU. mahAsatIjI! pharI pharIne vAlakezvarane lAbha ApatA raheze. ane Apa gujarAtamAM padhAre te pahelAM pharIne vAlakezvara saMghane eka cAturmAsane lAbha Apaze. evI zrI vAlakezvara saMgha vatI huM Apane bhAvabharI vinaMtI karuM chuM. naMdalAlabhAIe paNa A rIte pU. mahAsatIjIne pharIne cAturmAsa karavA mATenI khUba AgrahabharI vinaMtI karI hatI. ane AvA mahAna viduSI mahAsatIjI ApaNe tyAMthI vihAra kaze ne ApaNane badhAne temane viyega paDaze. tenuM dukha vyakta karela hatuM. temaja ApaNe tyAM pU. mahAsatIjInA sumadhura vyAkhyAne je lakhAIne chapAI rahyA che. temAM meTe sahakAra dAnavIra zeTha zrI maNIbhAI zAmajIbhAI virANI temaja chaganabhAI vANInA suputra, gIjubhAI zeTha tathA hiMmatalAla nyAlacaMda dezI A badhAne mATe sahakAra che. temaja ApaNA ghaNA bhAI-bahenee sahakAra Ape che. te badala huM saune AbhAra mAnuM chuM.

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zAradA sAgara 968 pU. mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAna evA prabhAvazALI che ke game teTalI nakala bahAra paDe te paNa ApaNe badhAne pUrI pADI zakatA nathI. A uparathI samajI zakIe chIe ke bhU mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAna keTalA badhA AkarSaka ne khAdhadAyaka anyA che! A badhA prabhAva temanI vANIne che. ApaNe tyAM sAta hajAra nakala bahAra paDe che. tenA grAhako lagabhaga noMdhAi gayA che. ATalI badhI nakala bahAra pADavA chatAM leAkeAnI mAMgane ApaNe pahoMcI zakavAnA nathI. A prasaMge pharIne pU. mahAsatIjI khathA ThANAnA temaja vAlakezvara saMghanA ane vIrANI kuTuMbanA AbhAra mAnu chuM. ane koI paNa bhUla thai hAya tA kSamA mAMguM chuM. vyAkhyAna na - 109 kArataka vada 1 ne budhavAra sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtAe ne bahena! anaMta jJAnI, parama tattvanA praNetA vItarAga paramAtmAe ApaNA jevA mAla jIvAnA uddhArane mATe, anAthatAmAMthI sanAthatAmAM, ajJAnamAMthI jJAnamAM, AzravamAMthI savamAM ane parabhAvamAMthI svabhAvamAM AvavA mATe Agama vANI prakAzI. AtmAne svabhAvamAM sthira karavA mATe AgamanI vANInA sahAro levA joie. kAraNa ke AgamavANI evI pavitra ne nirdoSa che ke je tenuM pAna karIne AcaraNa kare tenA bhavanA bhukkA thayA vinA rahe nahi. tA. 19-11-75 . vANI te ghaNerI paNa vItarAga tulya nahi, pyAlA bhara pIve prANI, ceArAzI kahAnI hai duniyAmAM vANI teA ghaNA prakAranI che paNa koI vANI vItarAga prabhunI vANI jevI nathI. vItarAga vANInA ghUMTaDA game teTalA pIvAya teA paNa jIvane tRpti thatI nathI. je AtmA zraddhApUrvaka vItarAga vANInu pAna kare che te amara sthAna siddhatine prApta kare che. e eka ja sthAna evu che ke jyAM gayA pachI jIvane pAchA AvavuM paDatu nathI. manuSya ane ti McAne AyuSya pUrNa thAya eTale maravu paDe che. nArakI ane devanI vadhumAM vadhu 33 sAgarApamanI sthiti che. te pUrNa thatAM cavavu' paDe che. phakta siddha avasthA evI che ke tyAMthI pAchA AvavAnuM nathI. bhUtakALamAM anaMtA jIvA vItarAga vANInuM pAna karIne siddha thayA che. vartamAnakALe ahIthI nahi paNa mahAvideha kSetramAMthI siddha thAya che ne bhUtakALamAM thaze. kaMika jIvA eka vakhata vItarAgavANI sAMbhaLIne kAma kADhI gayA che. uttarAdhyayana sUtra 20su adhyayana jemAM zreNIka rAjAne anAthI muninA samAgama

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zAradA sAgara thaye te mithyAtvI maTIne samaktiI banyA. baMdhuo! mithyAtva e mahAna rega che. jema rogI mANasane kayAMya cena paDatuM nathI tema mithyAtvI chene ke game teTalI sAcI vAta samajAve te paNa tene sAcI dizA sUjhatI nathI. ApaNuM zarIra upara sADA traNa keDa romarAya che. ane ekeka rome paNa babbe roga rahelA che. temAM soLa re moTA che. koI mANasane ekasAmaTA seLa rogo thAya ne tenI je vedanA thAya che tenA karatAM paNa mithyAtva rUpI mahAroganI anaMtI vedanA thAya che. jema TayUbalAITanA prakAzamAM nAnA banI lAITano prakAza samAI jAya che tema mithyAtvanA mahAroga AgaLa bIjA rogo te keDiyA jevA che. mithyAtvanA rogamAM bIjA rege samAI jAya che. soLa rege e dravya roga che ne mithyAtva e bhAvaroga che. mithyAtvanA kAraNe jIvane saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karavuM paDe che. je saMsAramAM bhamavuM na hoya te sarva prathama mithyAtvanA mULIyAne ukhADI nAMkhe. keI vRkSane kADhI nAMkhavuM hoya te uparanA DALA-pAMkhaDA kApe kAma nahi Ave. enA mULIyA kADhavA paDaze ApaNuM AtmAe anAdikALathI DALA pAMkhaDA kApavAnI mahenata karI che paNa saMsAranuM mULa ukhADavA mahenata karI nathI. anAthI muni maLatAM zreNIka rAjAe mithyAtvanA mULa ukhADI nAMkhyA. sanAtha ane anAthanI vyAkhyA sAMbhaLIne zreNIka rAjAnA aMtaramAM apUrva ullAsa thaye ne anAthI muninA caraNamAM paDI be hAtha joDIne kahyuM ke he gurUdeva! Ape te mane nyAla karI dIdhuM. mAruM bhavobhavanuM dAridra TALI dIdhuM. Ape mane sanAtha ane anAthane bheda sArI rIte samajAvIne mAro manuSya janma saphaLa banAvyuM. have eka rAjA anAthI munine zuM kahe che. (pAkhI ane ekama asajajhAyanA divasa che eTale gAthA bolAya nahi paNa tene bhAva kahuM chuM) sunna sudauM hu mAthu name he mahAmuni! Apane upadeza sAMbhaLIne mane khAtrI thaI che ke suMdara manuSya janma te Apane maLyo che ne Ape manuSya janmane lAbha uThAvyo che. Apa ja sAcA sanAtha cho ne sAcA bAMdhava cho. juo, zreNIka rAjA anAthI muni pAsethI saddabaMdha rUpI bheTa meLavIne te paNa munine kevI bheTa Ape che tenuM A gAthAmAM varNana kareluM che. jema keI rAjAe kaI mANasane eka bAga bheTa Ape. rAjA dvArA bheTa pAmanAra mANasa je kRtajJa haze te bAgamAM utpanna thatAM phaLaphUla rAjAne bheTa ApyA vinA raheze nahi. A pramANe upadezane pAtra je kRtajJa haze to te bodharUpI bagIcAnA phaLaphela rUpI baMdha ApanAra gurUne je pramANe zreNIka rAjA anAthI munine rastuti dvArA bheTa dhare che tema bheTa ApyA vinA raheze nahi. A rIte karavuM te supAtranuM lakSaNa che. bhagavAne jamAline tathA gozAlakane paNa baMdha Ape hata ne reja sAta sAta jIvanI ghAta karanAra arjuna mALIne paNa bodha Ape hate.

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zAradA sAgara ki paNa jamAli ane geAzAlaka kevA nIvaDyA ne arjunamALI kevA pavitra nIvaDayA ! bhagavAnanA upadeza te badhA jIvA mATe samAna hoya che. bhagavAna AcAraga sUtramAM AvyA che. jahA puNNassa katthai tahA tucchassa katthai, jahA tucchassa katthaI tahA puNNassa katthai / vItarAga prabhu cakravartI, mAMDalika rAjA, zeTha, zrImaMta AhiM puNyavAna AtmAone je upadeza Ape che teja upadeza daridrI, kaThiyArAne Ape che. je upadeza ridrI, kaThiyArA Adine Ape che teja upadeza puNyavAnane Ape che. temAM keAI bhedabhAva hAtA nathI. jevI rIte meghanI dhArA jaLamAM ane sthaLamAM samAna rUpathI varase che tevI rIte bhagavAnanA upadezamAM paNa bhedabhAvanI vRtti hAtI nathI. paNa pAtra pAtapeAtAnI caiAgyatA pramANe tene grahaNa kare che. 970 dz rAjA zreNIka mithyAtvI hatA tyAre temaNe anAthI munine kahyuM hatuM ke Apa A manuSya janmane sAdhupaNu laine hIzane paththaranA baddalAmAM ApI devA jevuM kA karI rahyA che. paNa jyAre te muninA upadezathI medha pAmyA tyAre te zreNIka rAjAne kahevA lAgyA ke ApanA manuSya janma saphaLa che. ane Apa manuSya janmane sAcA lAbha uThAvI rahyA che. he muni! Apa ja sanAtha ane samAMdhava che. je du:kha vakhate sahAyaka ane te sAcA khAMdhava che. tame paNa mAruM ajJAna dUra karAvI jJAnanA prakAza mane ApyA che eTale mane a MdhakAramAMthI prakAzamAM lAvanAra' Apa sAcA khAMdhava che. kAraNa ke Ape jinezvara prabhunA mA grahaNa karyA che tethI Apa sanAtha che, khAMdhava che. ne manuSya janmane lAbha lenAra che. tamAru jIvana saphLa che. A rIte zreNIka rAjA anAthI muninA khUma guNagrAma karavA lAgyA. ne temane mahAna upakAra mAnavA lAgyA. temanuM haiyuM harSoMthI nAcI uThayu. ahA ! Aje mArA bhAgya khulI gayA. mane bhavasAgara tAranArA sAcA sukAnI maLI gayA. AvA satA jagatanA jIvA mATe mahAna upakArI che. te vizALa vaDalA jevA gahera gabhIra hAya che. saMsAranI upAdhithI AkuLa - vyAkuLa banelA, akaLAyelA ne mUMjhAyelA jIvAne mATe visAmArUpa che. tame saMsAranI upAdhithI game teTalA akaLAyelA haze! paNa jo saMtanI pAse AvIne besaze! ne tamArUM haiyuM ThAlavaze| te haLavA banI jaze. sAdhune zAstramAM apekSAe ukaraDAnI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che. ukaraDAmAM kaI sArI cIja nAMkhI jAya ne kAI kharAkha cIja paNa nAMkhI jAya chatAM koine kahe nahi, tema saMtanI pAse kAi sArI vAta karI jAya ne kharAba paNa karI jAya paNa satA koine kahe nahi. koi game tevuM khArUM, khATu ke kaDavuM vaheArAve te paNa ema na kahe ke ANe mane AvuM vaheArAkhyu che. dharma rUcI aNugAranA pAtramAM nAgezrIe kaDavI tuMbaDInuM zAka vaheArAkhyuM paNa kadI koinA mADha khelyA nathI. peAte kaDavA ghuMTaDA pacAvIne paNa jagatanA jIvAnA uddhAranuM nimitta bane che,

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zAradA sAgara 971 zreNIka rAjAne AvA pavitra saMta bheTI gayA. emane narakane baMdha paDI gayuM hatuM eTale vrata-pratyAkhyAna karI zakatA na hatA. paNa vItarAga vacana upara zuddha zraddhA thatAM dharmanI khUba dalAlI karI. te dIkSA laI zakayA nahi paNa dIkSA lenArane anumodanA khUba ApI. evI temanI pavitra bhAvanA hatI. rAjAnI AvI pavitra bhAvanA hatI. rAjAnI AvI pavitra bhAvanA karavAmAM nimitta anAthI nigraMtha che. anAthI nigraMtha maLyA te samyadarzana pAmyA. nimitta-naimittika saMbaMdha kAma kare che. jIvanuM upAdAna zuddha hoya te game tyAMthI nimitta maLI jAya che. te anusAra zreNIka rAjAne anAthI muni maLyA ne sAcI samajaNa prApta karI. pitAnI bhUla pitAne samajAI eTale muninA caraNamAM mastaka namAvI dIdhuM ne kahyuM he bhagavaMta! he gurUdeva! tame saMyama laIne sAcA sanAtha banIne manuSya janmane saphaLa banAvyA che. have AgaLa zuM kahe che - te si nAho bahA (6) jIrA mA tume (pa) anAthI nigraMthanA vAraMvAra guNagrAma karatAM zreNuka rAjA kahe che he munirAja! Apa jittama mArge caDhI pitAnA te nAtha banyA che paNa saMsAramAM je ja anAtha che temanA paNa nAtha banyA che. Ape je sAcI sanAthatA prApta karI che te sanAthatA jagatanI anAthatA dUra karanArI che. je avasthA pAmIne bIjA loke mohamAM paDI jAya te avasthA prApta thavA chatAM paNa tame tenAthI alaga rahI tenA mohamAM na phasAtA sajAga banIne saMyama mArgamAM joDAI gayA. mATe tame sanAtha che. anAthanA nAtha che. je pitAne nAtha banI jAya che te bIjAne paNa nAtha banI jAya che. mATe he gurudeva! Apa anAthanA paNa nAtha cho. Ape mane pahelAM kahyuM hatuM ke huM anAtha hatuM eTale dIkSA lIdhI che. have Apa saMyama laIne sanAtha banI gayA che. ane Apa ApanA nAtha banyA eTale dareka jIvanA paNa nAtha banyA che. tame pahelAM tamArI saMpattinuM varNana karI batAvyuM che, huM pahelA A zrImaMta hatA. paNa jyAre mArA zarIramAM roga utpanna thayA tyAre te zrImaMtAI, sattA ke kuTuMba kaI roga dUra karavAmAM sahAyaka na thayuM. ApanA A kathana uparathI e paNa samajI zakAya che ke koI paNa vastu upara mamatva karavAthI AtmA tene gulAma banI jAya che. eTalA mATe huM mane pitAne anAtha mAnavA lAgyuM ne saMpatti, sattA ane svajane uparathI mArI mamatA ne adhikAra uThAvI lIdhA. te mAtra uparathI nahi paNa hRdayapUrvaka Ape karI batAvyuM ke meM jyAre paravastunI gulAmI cheDI dIdhI tyAre huM sanAtha banI zakaye. he gurudeva! ApanI vAta huM barAbara samajI zake che. Apa ja sAcA sanAtha che ne badhA prANIonA nAtha paNa tame che. rAjA zreNIka ane anAthI muninA saMvAda uparathI tame paNa samajI zakyA hazo ke eka paNa paramANu upara "A mAruM che' evuM

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zIradA sAgara mamatva che tyAM sudhI AtmA anAtha che. saMsAranA dareka padArtho uparathI mamatva utarI jAya tyAre sanAtha banI zakAya che. baMdhuo! dharma upadeza sAMbhaLIne zreNuka rAjAne keTaleM badho hRdayapalaTa thaI gayo! tame AkhuM cAturmAsa anAthI muni ane rAjA zreNukane adhikAra sAMbhaLe. te A sabhAmAM keTalA zreNIka banyA? zreNIka rAjA muni pAse potAnI bhUlanI kSamA mAMge che. tamane thaze ke zreNIke zuM bhUla karI haze? muni te keIne aparAdhI mAnatA nathI. e te kSamAnA sAgara hatA. temaNe je rAjAne aparAdhI mAnyA hota te ATalI sarasa rIte sanAtha ane anAthanuM svarUpa samajAvata nahi. pitAne guhe pragaTa karatAM zreNIka rAjA kahe che he gurUdeva! Apa ekAgra citte samAdhivarpaka dhyAna karI rahyA hatA tyAre meM Ape bhega bhegavavAnA samayamAM dakSiA kema lIdhI? e tuccha prazna karyo. mane ApanuM dhyAna teDAvavAne ne A halako prazna pUchavAno zo adhikAra hate? mane adhikAra na hovA chatAM meM ApanuM dhyAna teDayuM e mAre pahele aparAdha che. rAjAe ajJAnapaNamAM munine prazna pUche ne temanuM dhyAna bhaMga karyuM. tenI vAraMvAra be hAtha jeDI muni pAse kSamA mAMge che. te vicAra kare. e moTA rAjA hovA chatAM temanAmAM keTalI namratA haze! rAjA kahe che mAro prazna tuccha hato ne ApanuM dhyAna moTuM hatuM. tuccha praznane mATe dhyAnamAM mahAna lAbhanI hAni karI che. e mAre aparAdha che A pramANe kahIne zreNuka rAjA potAnA upara munine mahAna upakAra che te vAta pradarzita kare che. bIjuM Ape ApanuM amUlya dhyAna teDIne dharmane upadeza Ape eTale mArA mahAna upakArI che. huM ApanA upakArane badalo kayAre vALIza? tame mArA anaMtA upakAvI-prabhujI-prabhujI! tame mArA anaMta upakArI. gaMdA vanamAM mArA mATe pAvana keDI tame pADI...prabhujI (2) -tame mArA A duniyA te aMdhAruM eka vana, kiraNanA kyAye thAye nA darzana, phephe mAruM jyAM tyAM athaDAu, aMdhA jevuM kazuM huM vartana, anukaMpA jAgI tamane (2) sAcI dizA mane sUjhADI...prabhujI tame mArA mArA prabhu kahuM ke mArA gurU karyuM tame ja mArA mahAna upakArI cho. tame mArA AtmA upara rahelAM aMdhakArane ulecIne mane prakAza Ape che. mATe huM Apane, upakAra kyAre paNa nahi bhUluM. . meM bIjo aparAdha e karyo ke Apane meM saMsAranA bhege paga mATe AmaMtraNa ApyuM. meM Apane ema kahyuM ke Apa A bharayuvAnImAM AvA kaSTa zA mATe sahana karo cho? tame mArI sAthe mArA rAjyamAM cAle. ane sukhethI bhegane upabhoga kare. huM ApanA jevA sanAthane paNa anAtha banAvavA cAhate hate. huM bhegane kIDe Apane

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zAradA sAgara 973 paNa bhoganA kIDA banAvavA cAhata hatuM. ajJAnatAne kAraNe Apane aparAdha karyo che. mATe mAre aparAdha mApha kare. A rIte rAjAe anAthI muninI pAse pitAnA aparAdhanI kSamA mAMgI. tyAra bAda zuM karyuM - "gvaM nittA sa rAyasIho" rAjasiMha zreNIkanA hRdayamAM munisiMha evA anAthI muni pratye paramabhakita jAgRta thaI. ane paramabhakita jAgRta thavAthI temaNe zuM karyuM? te mATe gAthAmAM kahyuM che ke potAnI rANuo, bAMdhave, karmacArIo vigere rAjasaMpadA sahita muninI pAse AvI kSamA prArthanA karI ane dharmanA anurAgI thayA. baMdhuo! A gAthAmAM rAjA zreNIkane ane anAthI munine baMnene siMhanI upamA ApI che. siMha te tiryaMca prANI che chatAM rAjAne ane munine baMnene zAstrakAre siMhanI upamA ApI che. te siMhamAM evI kaI vizeSatA che? pazuo ghaNuM che chatAM siMhanI upamA kema ApI? zvAnanI kema na ApI? siMha ane zvAnamAM zuM aMtara che? te paNa vicAravAnuM che. ghaNI vakhata zvAna (kUtarA) paNa dekhAvamAM siMha jevA dekhAtA hoya che. tenA vALa, dAMta ane pUMchaDI badhuM siMha jevuM hoya che. A rIte kUtare dekhAvamAM siMha jevo hovA chatAM zuM kUtaro siMha banI zake kharo? nA. kUtaro jyAM sudhI na bhaNe tyAM sudhI bhale siMha jevo lAge paNa bhase tyAre siMha jevI garjanA thAya kharI? e bhase tyAre A kUtare ja che tevI khAtrI thayA vinA rahetI nathI. kUtarA bAhya dekhAvathI siMha je lAge paNa tenA bhasavA uparathI te siMha che ke kUtare tenI khabara paDI jAya che. tema bAhya vezathI kaI sAdhu banI gayo hoya paNa tenA bolavA cAlavA uparathI A sanAtha che ke anAtha tenI khAtrI thayA vinA rahetI nathI. A rIte siMha ane kUtarAmAM tenA bolavAmAM aMtara che ne bIjI rIte vicArIe te kUtarAne kaI lAkaDI ke paththara mAre che tyAre te lAkaDI ke paththarane pakaDavA doDe che ne tene baTakA bhare che. paNa mAranArane pakaDatuM nathI. paNa siMha lAkaDI ke paththarane pakaDavA detuM nathI. paNa mAranArane pakaDavA deDe che. A rIte ghaNAM mANaso saMsAramAM sthAna jevI prakRtinA hoya che ne ghaNAM siMha jevI prakRtinA hoya che. siMha jevI prakRtivALA mANasane kaI gALe de ke paththara mAre che te te gALe ke paththaranA mArane na jotAM gALo ke mAra utpanna kayAMthI thayA te juve che. je duHkha AvyuM che te pedA kayAMthI thayuM te dekhe che. jema ke gajasukumAranA mastaka para aMgArA mUkyA tyAre temaNe siMha jevI vRtti keLavI ke aho! mArA mastake aMgArA mUkanAra te mAre pitAne AtmA che. somila te mAtra nimitta che. A rIte rAjAne ane munine ahIM je siMha kahyA che tenuM kAraNa e che ke baMne siMha jevI vRttivALA hatA. rAjA zreNIka parivAra sahita anAthI munine vaMdana karavA gayA. tenuM kAraNa e

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zAradA sAgara che ke bIjA lake paNa dharma pAme. jo ejyA gayA hatA te koI jANata nahi. je ekalA munine khamAvavA gayA hatA te pitAne mATe sulabha hatuM paNa nagarajane mATe sulabha na hatuM. jagata e na jANu zakta ke rAjA pahelAM kevA hatA ne have kevA banI gayA? je rAjA pahelAM nAstika hatA te rAjA jyAre rAjasaMpadA sahita munine khamAvavA mATe gayA tyAre bIjA leke upara temane ke prabhAva paDeye haze! rAjAe munine khamAvyA. temanI stuti karI pachI zuM banyuM sphasiya roma vo - siMha samAna rAjA zreNIka siMha samAna anAthI munine khamAvI temanI stuti karI vaMdana karI pitAnA mahele gayA. paNa zuM karIne gayA te tamane khabara che? temaNe pradakSiNA karIne mastaka namAvIne anAthI muninA caraNa kamalamAM vaMdana karyA. te vakhate temanA romeromamAM harSa hatA. eTale temanA rUMvADA ubhA thaI gayA. romAMca the te bhaktinuM cinha che. rAjA zreNIka anAthI muninI bhakitane vaza thayelA hatA eTale temane vaMdana karatAM marAya ubhA thaI jAya te svAbhAvika che. rAjA zreNuka munine vaMdana karIne ghera AvyA tyAre temanA mukha upara alaukika AnaMda hatuM. te gayA tyAre kevA hatA ne AvyA tyAre kevA hatA! jema keI bhUkhe mANasa bhejanazALAmAM Ave tyAre ke hoya che ne bhajana karIne jAya che tyAre ke hoya che! bhUkhya heya tyAre mukha upara AnaMda ke teja na hoya paNa bhejana karIne tRpta thAya tyAre tenA mukha upara teja heya che ne? A rIte zreNIka rAjA maMDIkakSa udyAnamAM gayA tyAre phikakA hatA paNa pAchA AvyA tyAre mukha upara tejasvitA hatI. je munine sadha sAMbhaLI rAjA zreNIkanA jIvanamAM ATaluM badhuM parivartana thayuM te muni kevA hatA! rAjA zreNIka rAjya saMpattithI samRddha hatA paNa anAthI muni guNorUpI samRddhithI samRddha hatA. zAstrakAra kahe che ke teo traNa guptithI yukta hatA. teo mana - vacana ane kAyAnA saMyamamAM lIna hatA. temaNe mana, vacana ane kAyA upara khUba niyaMtraNa rAkhyuM hatuM. AvA muni eka jagyAe besI rahetA nathI paNa moha rahita thaIne pakSIonI mAphaka nirAvalaMbI banIne pRthvI upara vicatA hatA. baMdhuo! dhanya che AvA anAthI nigraMthane ane dhanya che evA pavitra zreNIka rAjAne rAjA zreNIka samyakatva pAmI gayA ne jena dharmanA anurAgI banyA. mahAvIra prabhunA parama bhakata banyA. bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanA saMte pratye temane khUba bhakti jAgI. temanI evI parama bhakita hatI ke tenA kAraNe bhagavAna avAranavAra rAjagRhImAM padhAratA hatA. bhagavAne cauda cauda cemAsA rAjagRhI nagarImAM karyo. te dharatI kevI pavitra haze! rAjA zreNuka dharma pAmyA te jagRhI nagarImAM prabhunuM AvAgamana vadhu thayuM ne keTalAya

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zarado sAgara 975 pApI jIvane uddhAra thayo. patita pAvana banI gayA. hiMsaka ahiMsaka banyA ne pote dharmane DhaMDhero pITAvI tIrthakara nAma karma upArjana karavAnI ArAdhanA karIne AvatI covIsImAM padmanAbha nAmanA prathama tIrthaMkara thaIne aneka bhavya jIvonA tAraNahAra banIne 72 varSanuM AyuSya bhogavIne mokSamAM jaze. saMtanA samAgamathI zreNIka rAjA pavitra banI gayA. emane saMvAda ApaNane lAbhadAyI nIvaDe. A adhyayananA amUlya bhAva samajI hRdayamAM utArI jIvanamAM tANAvANAnI jema je AtmA vaNI leze tenuM AtmakalyANa thaze. chellI gAthAo khUba suMdara bhAvathI bharelI che. paNa samayanA abhAve tenuM saMpUrNa varNana thaI zakayuM nathI. phakta TUMkamAM arthamAM kahyo che. have aMjanA satInuM caritra paNa sAra rUpe TUMkamAM kahI dauM. caritra - parAkramI hanumAnakumAra varUNa rAjA sAme khUba kuzaLatApUrvaka laDaye. baMne baLIyA hatA. hanumAna nAne hatuM chatAM tenAmAM je ATaluM baLa AvyuM hoya te te brahmacaryanuM baLa hatuM. eka te mAtApitAe bAra varSa sudhI aNIzuddha brahmacaryanuM pAlana karyA bAda eka divasanA abrahmacaryanA sevanathI hanumAna kumArano janma thayela hatA. ane pote paNa zuddha brahmacArI hatA. temanuM zarIra lekhaMDI hatuM. varUNa rAjA je baLavAna rAjA paNa hanumAnanA bAhupAzathI pakaDAI gaye. brahmacaryanA pAlanathI AvA bhayaMkara saMgrAmamAM vijaya prApta karI zakAya che, nepoliyane keTalI vakhata vijaya meLavyo. enA vijayanuM kAraNa zuM hatuM te jANe che ne? te bhaNavA gayo tyAM eka strI tene, joine meha pAmI hatI. paNa nepoliyana bhaNavAmAM e masta rahete ke keInA sAme dRSTi sarakhI karato nahi. pahelethI tenuM cAritra nirmaLa hatuM. tenA baLe te dara vakhate vijaya meLavate. paNa eka vakhate yuddhamAM jatI vakhate pitAnI strIne joIne manamAM vikArI bhAva AvI gayo ne laDAI karavA gaye to yuddhamAM parAjya thaye. - hanumAna kumAra paNa tenA brahmacaryanA prabhAvathI varUNane jItI gaye. enuM parAkrama jeIne varUNa rAjA paNa meMmAM AMgaLA nAMkhI gayA ke zuM A chokarAnuM parAkrama che? ajeya yoddhAone paNa te jItI gayo. mArA so so putrone paNa teNe haMphAvI dIdhA tene khabara paDI ke A pavanakumArane putra hanumAna che. A jANe tene khUba AnaMda thaye. hanumAne varUNa upara vijaya meLavyuM paNa tenA upara vaira na hatuM. tarata tenA baMdhana toDI nAMkhyA. varUNa rAvaNanA caraNe namI gaye. teNe rAvaNanA caraNamAM zIra jhukAvyuM paNa AmAM jAgI uTha, aho! A saMgrAma A jIve anaMtI vAra karyo ne anaMtI vAra jaya-parAjya thaya ne tenA kAraNe hajAre jIvenI hiMsA thaI. te have huM AtmA sAthe evo jaMga kheluM ke pachI mAre AvA yuddha karavA na paDe. have te AtmAnuM

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zAradA sAgara zAzvata rAjya prApta karuM ke jethI A nAzavaMta rAjyanI jarUra nA rahe. ema samajIne tyAM ne tyAM varUNlR rAjA vairAgya pAmyA ne AtmakalyANu karavA mATe dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA. eTale dareka tenA caraNumAM jhUkI paDayA. rAvaNe paNa varUNanI khUba prazaMsA karI ane varUNlRnA putrane rAjagAdI upara sthApana karyo. 976 jItyA varUNa vizeSathI, nRpane kare juhAra, sthApcA sthAnaka tehane, aba nahI' jInasa lagAra, varUNa ghara che kanyakA, satyavatI tasanAma, paraNAvI hanuma'tane vara jANI abhirAma, varUNanA vairAgyanI vAta sAMbhaLIne AkhI senA ekI avAje khelI uThI ke saiAthI mATI jItu varUNarAjAe meLavI che. je AtmAne jIte che te sAcA vIra che. rAvaNune paNa tenI sAthe vaira na rahyuM. vairAgyathI vairI paNa vaza thai gayeA. varUNe vicAra karyo ke hanumAna jevA tejasvI kAi kumAra nathI. Ave va zeAdhyeA jaDaze nahi te mArI dIkarIne AnI sAthe paraNAvuM. varNe peAtAnI putrI hanumAna sAthe paraNAvI ane putrane rAjagAdI upara sthApana karIne pAte dIkSA lIdhI. hanumAnanuM parAkrama joine saunI AMkhaDI tenA upara TharI gaI. rAvaNa te e mATe hanumAnanA vakhANa kare che. hanumAnanu khaLa joIne zavaNu khuza thai gayA. hanumAnakumAranuM baLa joine rAvaNe karela satkAra H rAvaNe hanumaMta prazaMsIyA, jIrapaNethI heA raghuvara kAya tA, meTapa ANI manAvIyA, parAkrama dekhIne karyo pasAya tA, kAnanA kuMDala ApI, vaLI ApyA che atighaNAM veza tA, dIdhI che bhANejI ApaNI, paraNyA, che. padamaNIne ApyA che deza tAsatI re zirAmaNI aMjanA................. hanumAna, rAvaNu adhA peAtAnuM sainya laIne pAchA lakAmAM AvyA. tyAM AvIne rAvaNe hanumAnanA khUba satkAra karyo. nAnI uMmaramAM ATaluM badhu parAkrama joIne rAvaNe tenI khuba prazaMsA karI. ane tene kAnanA kuMDaLa, khIjA ki MmatI AbhUSaNA ghaNAM prakAranA kiMmatI peAzAka bheTa ApyA. have rAvaNune vicAra thA ke hanumAna parAkramI ane sauryavAna che. enAmAM koi jAtanI khAmI nathI. khadhA guNaiAthI yukta che. pratApI che, parAkramI che tenuM kuLa paNa nirmaLa che te| mArI putrI tenI sAthe paraNAvuM. ema vicAra karIne peAtAnI putrI, peAtAnI bhANeja temaja khIjI vidyAgharanI putrIo, sugrIvanI putrI ema eka hajAra kanyAe hanumAnanI sAthe khuba kariyAvara sahita ghaNI dhAmadhUmathI paraNAvavAmAM AvI. temaja ghaNAM deza hanumAnane bheTa ApavAmAM AvyA.

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zAradA sAgara vijayadhvaja pharakAvI hanumAnakumAra potAnA deza javA taiyAra thayA - rAvaNane Adeza laI, paraNI nAra AnaMda, hanumaMta Avyo nija ghare, mAta-pitA AnaMda. hanumAne rAvaNanI AjJA laIne laMkAthI prayANa karavA kahyuM tyAre rAvaNe paNa khuba dhAmadhUmathI hanumAnane zIkha ApI. hanumAnakumAra varUNa upara vijaya meLavIne hajAra vidyAdhara kanyAone paraNIne Ave che. tevA samAcAra pavanajI ane aMjanAne maLatAM harSane pAra na rahyo. AkhuM gAma zaNagAravAmAM AvyuM ne khUba dhAmadhUmapUrvaka hanumAnanuM svAgata karavAmAM AvyuM. AvA pratApI putrane joIne mAtApitAnI chAtI gajagaja uchaLe che. hanumAna nAno che paNa tenuM parAkrama moTuM che. hanumAna ane tenI hajAra patnIo pavanajIne tathA aMjanAne page paDI AzISa mAMgatA pavanajI ane aMjanAe temane AzIrvAda ApyA. pavanajI tathA hanumAnanA parAkramathI kaI duSTa rAjA tenI sAthe bAtha bIDI zakta nathI sau temanAthI Dare che. AvA nyAyI rAjAnA rAjyamAM prajA paNa AnaMdathI rahe che. ne pavanajI pRthvInuM rAjya AnaMdathI bhogave che. hanumAna pitAjInI AjJA pramANe rAjya kArabhAra badhe saMbhALe che. ne eka hajAra vaheo aMjanAjInI khaDA page sevA kare che. indra ane indrANI jevuM sukha pavanajI ane aMjanA bhegavI rahyA che. AvA sukhamAM aMjanA satIne zuM vicAra AvyuM? virAgya raMge raMgAyela aMjanA satI, pavanajI pAse dIkSAnI AjJA mAMge che." pAchalo prahara che yaNane, dharma ciMtA kare aMjanA devI to, cAritra mana mAhe ciMtave, pavanajIne pAye lAgI tatakheva te, janma-maraNuM dukha dehilA, rega-viyega saMsAra keleza te, viSayanA sukha pUrA huA, zikha da svAmI huM saMyama laIza te...satI re aMjanAjI darareja pAchalI sake dharma jAcikA karatA hatA. eka divasa rAtrInA chelalA prahare dharma ciMtavaNu karatAM temane vicAra Avyo ke A saMsAra asthira che. sukha pachI duHkha ane dukha pachI sukha, saMga pachI viga ne viyoga pachI saMga AvyA kare che. meM te mArA jIvanamAM badhuM anubhavyuM che. kaMI bAkI rahyuM nathI. mAre have kaMI jANavAnuM ke mANavAnuM rahetuM nathI. saMsAra sarvasabaMdhe kSaNika che. A sukhamAM kayAre dAvAnaLa lAgaze te kahI zakAtuM nathI. te have huM mArA AtmAnuM kalyANa karavA dIkSA lauM. AvI ciMtavANA karIne pavanajI pAse AvIne page paDIne kahe che svAmInAtha! anaMtakALathI ApaNe AtmA A saMsAranA reMTamAM janma-maraNarUpa cakkara lagAvI rahyo che. have mane janma-maraNane trAsa lAge che mATe have Apa mane AjJA Ape te saMsAra tyAgIne huM saMyamanA paMthe jAuM. tyAre pavanajI kahe che -

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978 zAradA sAgara pavanacha valatA re ema kahe, devI ghera beThA karo dharma tA, hajuya bAlapaNu nahAnaDA, sayama leo hai| ceAthe Azrama tA, tuma sAthe ame paNa AvaththuM, dAna devA taNA karajo ho cAla tA, aMjanA thaI re utAvaLI, vilaMba zuM kare gheADArahyo kALa tA-satI re... hai aMjanA! haju ApaNI uMmara kayAM vItI gai che. hamaNAM saMsAramAM rahIne ApaNe dharma karIe ne pachI ApaNe ane sAthe pAchalI uMmare dIkSA laIzuM. atyAre saMsAramAM rahIne dAna, dharma, Adi tArI je icchA hAya te kara paNa hamaNAM tane dIkSAnI AjJA nahi ApuM. paraMtu aMjanAnA AtmA khukha sajAga anelA hatA. tene mana ekeka kSaNa lAkheNI jatI hatI. tethI kahyuM. svAmInAtha! jyAre ApaNu AyuSya pUrNa thaze tenI khAtrI che? kALa kayAre Avaze tenI khakhara nathI. ApaNI kAyA paNu kAcI mATInA kuMbha jevI che. kayAre viSNusI jaze te kahI zakAya nahi. tevI kAyAnA ze| bhAsA ane maraNa Avaze tyAre khabara nahi Ape. mATe mane jaldI dIkSAnI AjJA Ape. ajanA satIne samajAvatAM pavanajI paNa vairAgya pAmI gayA : ajanAnA vacana sAMbhaLI pavanajIne paNa vairAgya AvI gayA ne mane jaNA dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA. pavanajIe hanumAnakumArane melAvIne vAta karI. hanumAnane mAtApitA pratye khUba mAha hatA. e teA mAtAnA kheALAmAM mAthu mUkIne raDavA lAgyuM. eka hajAra putravadhue ajanAne gherIne besI gaI. aMjanAe hanumAnane kahyuM - beTA ! tuM zA mATe raDe che? A saMsAra asthira ane asAra che. tana-dhana-parivAra, rAjya Adi kAi koInuM nathI. badhu ahIM rahI javAnu che. eka divasa sAne cheDavAnu che teA have svAdhInapaNe zA mATe na choDavuM? chevaTe hanumAnane mAtA-pitAne AjJA ApavI paDI. hanumAnakumAre khUba dhAmadhUmapUrNAMka ajanA ane pavanajInA dIkSA mahAtsava ujavyeA. ajanA satI ane pavanajIe dIkSA laine khUba jJAna prApta karI, ugra tapa karI rUDI rIte saMyamanuM pAlana karI AtmakalyANu karyuM. Aje have chelle divasa che. vItarAganI AjJA pramANe have vihAra karavAnA tethI anAthI nigraMthane temaja ajanA satInA adhikAra khUba TUMkAvIne Apane samajAvye che. vadhu bhAva avasare. OM zAMti. S zAradA sAgara samApta GCS E noMdha : zAradAsAgara pustakamAM koI paNa prakAranI bhUla rahI mudraNa doSa che. te A mATe vAcakone vinaMti karavAmAM te mATe zuddhipatrakamAM jozA. S S S GH hoya to te vyAkhyAnakArakanI ke lakhanAranI nathI paNa Ave che ke, Apane jyAM jyAM bhUla dekhAya

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zAradA sAgara 979 zAradA sAgara pustakanA agAuthI grAhaka thanAranI nAmAvalI pustakanI saMkhyA pustakanI saMkhyA 700 eka saMgrahastha 31 zrI vallabhajI narabherAma ghelANI 501 zrI maNilAla zAmajI virANI ane parivAra L25 ,, zA. zAMtilAla lAlacaMda 251 zrI vardhamAna sthA. jaina saMgha ghATakopara , manasukhabhAI kapuracaMda tejANI 201 zrI hiMmatalAla nyAlacaMda dozI vAMkAneravALA- 25 caMdulAla hukamIcaMda mahetA, caMdraloka ane rasikalAla nyAlacaMda dezI zA. cImanalAla choTAlAla khaMbhAtavALA - cunIlAla mULajIbhAI maTANI vADIlAla phulAbhAI jhaverI khaMbhAtavALA nemacaMda nAnacaMda zAha, kAMdAvADI caMdrAbahena jhaverI. pAnAcaMda DuMgarazI turakhiyA 25 , kAMtAbahena zAMtilAla jhaverI. caMpAlAla harakhacaMda koThArI 25 , kokIlAbahena prabhudAsa zAha jAmanagaravALA girajAzaMkara khImacaMda zeTha bhavAnajI meghajI. . khemacaMdabhAI koThArI 25 joramalabhAI lakSmIcaMda jhaverI. A vardhamAna sthA. jaina dharmasthAnaka, vilepAla 25 , harakhacaMda mAMDaNa, kolAbA ratanacaMda lakSmIcaMda parIkha 25, bAlacaMda sAkaracaMda sANaMdavALA nAnacaMda zAMtidAsa sthA. jaina saMghanA kAMtilAla kezavalAla bhAIo sANaMda 25 ,, bhagavAnajI mUrajI 51 , chaganalAla nAnajI zAha 25 ,, jeThAlAla mUrajI , 11 , lAbhubahena ke. ke. saMghavI 25 ,, vasanajI mUjI jhabakabahena mehanalAla daphatarI 25 ,, DuMgarazI mUrajI. 51 , bAgubahena kIrtilAla bhaNazALI 25 - caMdulAla esa. mahetA harIlAla jecaMdabhAI dezI 25 , samaratabahena catrabhUja vekarIvALA durlabhajI popaTalAla paTela 25, bacubhAI jAdavajI harakIzanabhAI subhadrAbahena rasikabhAI jhaverI 25 zrI hai. sthA. dariyApurI saMgha, surata 51 , subhadrAbahena dalapatabhAI jhaverI 25 , lAkhAIbahena devazI khetazI nisara dhIrajalAla paramANaMda desAI, DeDANavALA 25 nagInadAsa kalyANajI zAha 51 - gijubhAI umiyAzaMkara, dAdara 25 pratApa enDa bradharsa cAMdIvALA '51 zrI vardhamAna sthA. jaina saMgha, koTa 25 thI 1. sthA. jaina saMgha, dAdara 51 zrI 1. sthA. jaina saMgha, baDelI 25 , harakIzanadAsa zAmaLAjI pArekha 51 zrI 1. sthA. jaina saMgha, mulunDa 1. jazavaMtIbahena jhaverI. Te. 360267 51 zrI vardhamAna jaina saMgha, AcAroDa, saMghANI 25 dhIrajalAla vRjalAla mahetA, bombe hArDavera 51 maphatalAla cunIlAla jhaverI khaMbhAtavALA. 25 : harakIzanabhAI pArekha C/o sukumAra kaMpanI, - ha. kRSaNAntabhAi, tathA jagadIzabhAI 25 zrI 1. sthA. jaina saMgha, aMdherI (vesTa) : 51 zrI manaharalAla cunIlAla vekarIvALA 25 zrI jaina bhuvana aMdherI (isTa) .. ramaNikalAla nAgaradAsa zAha, ghATakopara .zAMtilAla ThAkarazI zAha 34 , amadAvAda cha koTI sthA. jaina saMgha 25 , amacIbahena catrabhuja ha. maNilAla paMcAbhAI zeTha, - motIlAla choTAlAla meghadUta ravicaMda sukhalAlabhAi, dAdara 21, nIlAbahena vinayacaMda desAI, cIMcapokalI meghajI velajI zAha ela. ema. zAha naMdalAla tArAcaMda verA 21 - jyotibahena choTAlAla meghadUta 25. zA. vIracaMda mIThAlAla lAlapuravALA 21 , esa. lavacaMdanI ke. 25 , maNibahena kuzaLacaMda hIrANI 21 , rajanIkAbahena arUNabhAI mahetA

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2 B E pustakanI saMkhyA 21 zrI nayanAbena harSadabhAI mahetA , pallavIbahena dilIpabhAI mahetA 21 , abhecaMda mehanalAla vorA , vardha. sthA. jaina saMgha, ceMcapokalI 21 , atula plAsTIka 15 zrI dhe. sthA. jaina saMgha, kheDA , pravINabhAI DAhyAbhAI dozI, grAMTaroDa, , tejazI nathu kusumabahena kAMtilAla zAha, ghATakopara tArAcaMda dIpacaMda avalANI, mATuMgA 15 amIcaMda oghaDabhAI saMghavI 15 zrI jharIyA sthA. jaina saMgha : nagInadAsa 14 ,, devakAbAI jAdavajI, cIMcapokalI 11 zrI vinayacaMdra harajIvana zAha sAyana 11 , kheDIdAsa gaNezabhAI dhaMdhUkA , hiMmatalAla harajIvanadAsa ghATakopara cImanalAla mehanalAla gesalIyA , choTAlAla mohanalAla gesalIyA - amRtalAla mohanalAla gesalIyA , ramaNIkalAla mehanalAla gosalIyA 11 , maganabhAI bhUrAbhAI, 132, bhagatavADI 11 , jeThAlAla lIlAdhara khAmANI zAMtilAla vardhamAna banANI amadAvAda 11 , jayaMtIlAla tArAcaMda zAha ghATakopara 11 jesIMgabhAI trIkamajI daDiyA muMbaI 11 , gIradharalAla trIkamajI daDiyA sAyana 11 , vakIla gulAbacaMda hIrAcaMda saMghANI 11 ,, jeThAlAla vIjapAra zAha, mATuMgA naTavaralAla harakhacaMda zAha mATuMgA 11 , vRjalAla kapuracaMda gAMdhI ghATakopara 11 , zrI vardhamAna sthA. jaina saMgha, thANA. 11 , prANajIvane juThAbhAI 11 , ratanazIbhAI, ANaMda - maNIlAla vIrajIbhAI vakIla 11 , rasIkalAla nAnAlAla gAMkANI TokarazI mULajI harilAla prAgajI zeTha vardhamAnabhAI prabhudAsa turakhIyA sAyana .. cImanalAla hIrAcaMda kApaDIyA sANaMda zAradA sAgara pustakanI saMkhyA 11 zrI vADIlAla chaganalAla zAha, sANaMda 11 ,, caMdanabahena bhegIlAla mahetA tAradeva 11 ,, kAMtilAla jecaMdabhAI saMghavI vIramagAma nAgaradAsa mANekacaMda zAha, lakhatara 11 , sarojabena mahendrabhAI zAha, madrAsa 11 , narabherAma lavacaMda kAmANI 11 , ema. ema. saMghavI 11 , bhadrIkabhAI ke. zAha khaMbhAtavALA cunIlAla catrabhuja koThArI 11 , guNavaMtarAya amRtalAla zAha 11 , kalApI sTorsa, kolhApura 11 , premajI bhImajI 11 , zrI sthA. jaina saMgha, kalyANa 11mahilA maMDaLa dAdara 11 , zAMtilAla cunIlAla jhaverI 10 , sagarAmapurA sthA. cha koTI saMgha, surata 9, pIyuSabhAI rUganAtha dozI 5, lakSmIcaMda chabIladAsa saMghavI - zAha damayaMtIbena aMbubhAI khaMbhAtavALA 5, amathIbAI kasturacaMda, harIpurA, surata 5 , mahAsukhabhAI, ghATakopara , ratIlAla hImajI gAMdhI muMbaI , vinayacaMdra, vADIlAla saMghavI, madrAsa kAMtilAla lakSmIcaMda modI dolatanagara, zAMtilAla caMdulAla mahetA, 5 , nagInadAsa nAnacaMda sapANI harajIvana premajI bAvIsI 5, narazI karamaNa, madrAsa sumanabhAI jemalabhAI, mATuMgA sukhalAla suvAlAla naMdarabAra 5 , dalIcaMda ena. zeTha harilAla jeThAlAla, malADa 2. kezavalAla popaTalAla bhAvasAra kALIdAsa vADIlAla bhAvasAra hiMmatalAla bhagavAnajI , jIvaNalAla puMjAbhAI saMghavI

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zAradA sAgara pustakanI saMkhyA 5 zrI kAMtilAla kamaLazI jeThAlAla nemacaMda zAha matavALa 99 5 5 99 jayasukhalAla parasotama 5 sumatilAla kevaLacaMda dozI 99 5 choTAlAla motIcaMda, khaMbhAta 39 kanaiyAlAla khetazI, pArlA 99 99 gIradharabhAI maMchAcaMda navalacaMda jINAbhAI, dAdara "" jayaMtIlAla prabhudAsa 99 99 ramezacaMdra vADIlAla vADIlAla popaTalAla gosalIyA 99 99 rasikalAla zIvalAla gAMdhI prItamalAla mohanalAla daphtarI 5 5 5 5 5 5 5 5 - 5 5 5 5 5 5 5 5 99 dIlIpakumAra vanecaMda mATalIyA caMpakalAla maNIlAla ajamerA jIMgalAla jIvarAma koThArI gulAbabahena umedalAla, govAlIyATaeNnDa ,, 99 sa 99 naTavaralAla choTAlAla jhaverI suzIlAbahena caMdrakAntabhAI mahetA "9 99 jAbahena nAnAlAla, pATaNavALA jesIMgalAla naTavaralAla koThArI 39 99 5 subhadrAbahena kumArapALa 5 naTavaralAla trIkamalAla, sImalA hAusa 99 6 99 khImajI dhanajI grAMTaroDa 5 nAnacaMda maganalAla savANI 99 5 gAMgajI khImajI zAha, sAyana 99 5 gulAla saMgharAja bAvIsI 39 5 amulakha hImajI gAMdhI, malADa 99 5 lAlabhAI ladhAbhAI "" 5 panAlAla kapuracaMda 99 99 5 giradharalAla khImajI 5 jayaMtIlAla prabhudAsa . 5 savAIlAla khetazI saMghavI 99 5 amulakha mohanacAla 99 5 nagInadAsa nAnacaMda 39 pustakanI saMkhyA 5 zrI mAdhavalAla bhAIlAla lakSmIcaMda caturabhAI vorA lAbhubahena dalIcaMda dozI amRtalAla dhana, baravALA maganalAla dharamazI 5 5 5 5 5 5 5 5 7 7 7 7 6 5 5 5 7 7 5 5 "" 99 39 99 5 "9 99 5 99 39 "9 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 99 1 ' 151 chUTaka copaDIo vAlakezvara 99 "" 101 kAMdAvADI saMgha 99 51 berIvila saMgha pustako, khaMbhAta saMpa 11 ratanazI ANaMda 11 kalyANa saM 11 puMjAlAla bhAIlAla saMghavI 5 amRtalAla dhana, baravALA maganalAla dharamazI 99 99 99 99 39 bAbulAla punamacaMda jecaMdabhAI jamanAdAsa tejANI narasiMhadAsa popaTalAla 39 hIrAbahena catrabhuja saravaiyA harajIvana kezavajI biriyA "" caMdulAla dharamacaMda popaTANI cImanalAla ke. zAha sthA. jaina saMgha, vase jayaMtIlAla zAMtilAla, peDara roDa sthA. jaina saMgha, mahuvA che. manasukhabhAI caMpAbahena hemacaMda dozI, vilepArlA lakSmIcaMda chabaladAsa saMghavI, cIMcapokalI samajubahena TAlAla gALiyA svarUpAbena kuMvarajI vorA mohanalAla amaracaMda, navasArI aMbAlAla choTAlAla, khaMbhAtavALA 99 981 ema. cImanalAla ha. sI. ema. anAvila kRSNalAla naTavaralAla sImalA hAusa 25 vardhamAna sthAnakavAsI jaina saMgha zAMtAkrujha

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zuddhi-patraka 2 0 0 zuddhi tava teNe nirmaLa mAnanIya paryAyabhAva pUje ekAgA vAMdho? paNa 14 je sAdhanA narakamAM raNNavAseNaM che. vyA. naM. pUSTha lITI azuddhi zuddhi vyA. naM. pRSTha lITI azuddhi 1 2 7 tane " tene 11 91 23 te tenA 1 2 23 kamanuM karmanuM 11 92 27 nimaLa 1 5 21 gharamAM gharamAM 12 100 30 mAnaniya (2 9 28 paiNa 13 110 1 payAvabhAva avaharati avaharaMti on 13 110 * 29 paje 13 11 jevo jevA 14 115 28 ekagra 14 10 gaI 119 19 vAdho 15 26 bacakA bAcako 125 21 jevA 18 29 NiggaMthe vacce Niggatheti vacce 125 30 sAdhanA benAtara benAtaTa 126 30 naskamAM 24 25 doggaiM duggaiM 131 22 raNavAseNa 26 31 sahaya ja draSTi samadRSTi 137 20 ane koInA AvyAnuM 0 17 138 6 e te 6 se Nio seNio 138 10 yuvaDa 36 9 mahA nirgathIka mahA nigraMthIya 17 139 23 saumyatAM -- 42 16 cellAsane cellaNAne 17 139 31 makoDAmAM 46 13 haMjIna gArDana haMgaga gArDana 17 139 31 mAna hatuM 6 47 20 saje che. samaje che 17 142 2 vApo 7 53 6 karI karI 17 142 5 vrajanA 7 59 28 lADakavAyI lADakavAyI 17 142 5 cIkaNuM 7 60 24 mileTrI miliTarI 17 143 11 dIkara 8 64 17 gurUdevavuM gurUdevanuM 17 145 8 he bAdazAha 9 71 23 adharI agharI 17 145 30 muMja taNe 9 73 4 w 17 146 7 bane 10 80 24 kya " karma 17 146 13 AgaLa 81 6 zAMta rahe zAMta rahyo te 17 146 15 dharmakiyAe caNI bera samAna 18 147 9 rakhaDatA 81 11 baMne rIte kaThaNa che. baMne rIte kaThaNa 18 147 14 anupAvaMta - te sopArI samAna 18 148 2 teSAMdhavo 11 88 18 kalyANa karI kalyANakArI 18 150 10 prakAzana ho 11 88 28-samyaphava samyakatva 18 152 28 svAmInAtha 11 90 30 tasaT tasya 19 156 9 vera e to phuvaDa saumyatA maMkoDAmAM mAna hatuM ? vajralepo vajanA cIkANuM dIkarA! he bAdazAha! muja taNe baMne tenA AgaLa dharmakriyAo rakhaDato anukaMpAvaMta temaja prakAza na hato svAmInAtha! pecca 9

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zAradA sAgara vyA. naM. pRSTha lITI azuddhi 19 156 10 19 157 10 19 160 8 20 167 20 20 168 15 21 169 29 22 175 7 22 175 6 22 175 19 22 180 4 22 181 3 22 181 7 22 181 8 22 181 19 rUM 22 22 22 22 23. 23 23 24 24 24 24 24 24 25 ZE Z W W w w 25 25 26 26 26 26 puNaravi haiyamAM ghA zA mAthe ajanA paMcagatimAM anata 19-8-75 paNa je . sata tyare lokhaMDanuM vApara ve 182 1 182 3 182 10 182 17 182 29 185 16 192 17 194 5 nA 195 2 kiMci 197 1 197 30 199 10 199 26 204 18 207 5 207 14 209 6 210 19 210 22 211 21 madhuru cihno caDhe che to zA dIkarInA ghaDiyALanuM DAyala mAnavanuM DAyala suMdara suMdara viMTabaNA viTaMbaNA bhAvi bhAyanA bhAvinA bhayanA te R bhagavavI anupA e ame nA udara siss balaMyAri pAyA - kuraM mApanA udayathI zuddhi puravi haiyAmAM vA iDDhimantarassa magahAhio karanI zA mATe janA paMcamIgatimAM anaMta 14-8-75 pANIne je saMta tyAre lokhaMDanuM vAparavA madhuru cinho ge che te| dIkarInA karmanA kaMci bhAgavavI anukaMpA e udAra be kAMTha valayAri pApA kura pApanA yahI iDDhimantassa magahA hivo jene vyA. naM. pRSTha lITI adhuni 26. 212 3 26 212 15 26 213 5 26 215 12 26 215 9 27 218 18 zakha 27 218 20 27 219 3 27 219 10 27 211 1 27 222 23 27 223 21 27 223 23 28 224 15 28 226 12 28 228 26 28 233 12 28 233 18 *_*_*_* 29 29 30 30 30 32 33 33 33 35 234 234 234 238 238 238 240 246 247 250 266 274 276 277 291 ? * . 28 11 18 28 20 8 2 2 2 2 2 2 2 29 11 11 14 5 kahe khApanA hIrA 25 bagalA thayeluM kaeNnumAnI baMgalA dhAyeluM kenumatI zaMkha tenAmAM kadAca paMcajanya hiMsA! mATe Ama kahI gAmamAM baMdhanamAMthI kaSTo tapAsa sayama saMyama zrama yajJatta e zabdo kADhI senAnAM kadaca paMcajanma hisA ! sArTa A rI gAmanA baMdhanamAMthI sTrokAro tapAMsa 18 kAInI 51 dAridra kaksavAho nAMkhIne vAMcavuM chUTI sAMbhaLAtAM sAMbhaLatA bALI bI puNa kya utta,su. .19 paracuraNa gAyA AmAM 21mI che ne ? dRSya gAthA 92 che ne? daridra kassanAho dhUtA bhujago 983 zuddhi kahe ApanA hIrAno kA paNa ja saMkica tA. bhujaMgo koInI kiM khaja saMkoca

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984 zAradA agara zuddhi kathAo khUba 1 - 435. 323 : 50 vyA. naM. pRSTha lITI azuddhi zuddhi 35 293 16 : parAvartana parivartana 35 297 8 kamayoge karmayoge 35 297 13 matro maMtra 36 299 18 zrAvaNa suda 7 zrAvaNa vada 7 36 301 4 AvyA Avyo 36 302 24 turma 36 302 25 mavaDuM mavaDuM 36 302 25 rahito narAhivA 37 310 3 gAthA 1 gAthA 48 37 311 4-5 ekala ekalo 37 315 21 AjanA 38 317 10 kayA 38 321 31 khaba nava varSanI uMmaramAM bAlyAvasthA vItI javA para ane yuvAvasthA prApta thaye 39 325 19 zrAvaNa suda 10 zrAvaNa vada 10 335 samyaka jJAna samyakajJAna 342 bhagavAnane bhagavAne 41 342 14 sU. a 9 suya. a. 8 41 344 26 dAnAM dene 42 353 16-17 jIvarAja jIvarAma 42 354 2 sahakuTuMbe sahakuTuMbe 42 355 1 yuvAni 42 355 18 utaryo utAryA 44 371 31 paMDitajIe pradhAnajIe 44 374 20 yajJa netrayajJa ja 374 1 kolDrIMga kolDrIMka 44 374, 28 paisanA 44 375 7 paresavAnI parasevAnI 44 378 31 5 paga 45 381 11 Indrione Indrione 45 382 31 paNakamAMTU tamane paNa TuMkamAM tamane vyAM. naM. pRSTha lITI azuddhi 45 386 25 vara: - 18: 45 388 - 6 Atma AtmA 45 390 14 banyA banyAM 46 - 396 16 sadakALa sadAkALa 46 397 3 mukhAviMda mukhAviMda 46 399 5 jANI che jANe che. 46 400 28 tarIke tarIke tarIke 48 416 3 krodha krodhe 48 420 5 riddhimAna RddhimAna 49 427 30 grAmanugrAma grAmanugrAma 49 425 25 he AdarzanIya! he adarzanIya! 50 433 5 vimAna viramI na 50 435 23 jIvananA jIvanA 435 31 paNa pANI 438 18 gAthA gAthA 5-6 8 gAthA gAthA 73 448 29 pinI pitAnI para 449 9 samakita devo samakitI de 52 449 12 kare che. para 453 16 IgiyAgAra IMgiyAgAra 53 457 7 maTe mATe 53 57 - 12 kA 53 461 4 mahAsatIjInA mahAsatIjInuM cAturmAsa hatA cAturmAsa hatuM 53 462 21 citrapokalIthI cacakalIthI 53 463 1 karavI 54 472 23 pane pIne 55 474 22 bico bicalI 55 475 3 zila zithila 484 vivarantaraM vivarantare 56 486 24 potanA pitAnA -57 492 16 calAvI caLAvI 58 502 25 utta.sU.a. daza. sU. a. 4 4 gAthA 7 gAthA - 7 58 502 20 sUya.sU..4 daza sU. e. 4. gAthA 8 gAthA 8 karI yuvAnI paisAnA

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, zuddhi baMne khUba 22 724 svayaM zAradA sAgara 985 vyA. na. puSTha lITI azuddhi zuddhi vyA. naM puSTha lITI azuddhi 58 503 8 lue sUe lUkho - sUko 79 687 9 ApaNAMthI ApaNAthI 58 504 10 kamAze kamAzo to 80 692 23 pudgalanA pudgalanI 59 511 4 badhuo baMdhuo! 81 701 22 bhAdaravA vada 1 Aso vada 1 59 512 24 marfI AyA 81 703 9 naraka nArakI 60 519 18 AsurA AsurI ( 81 703 25 age aMge 61 pa26 23 ravAno ravAnA81 703 28 nAma kiM nAma 62 533 24 pralobhathI pralobhanathI 81 703 29 sU.ya. sUya. 62 534 8 apavItI _ ApavItI 707 sattAdhIza sattAdhIzo, 62 534 29 vipaNaSayanA paNa viSayanA 81 709. 10 bane 534 ( 81 710 28 naMga naMdaNaMvaNaM 63 542 9 suvarSa dukkhA 3 khaba 63 543 15 svAthI svArtho 1 apaNe ApaNe 64 552 30 udAdha udadhi 723 16 vicaramAM vicAramAM 555 kamabhAgI - kamabhAgI - 19 svaya 556 tA.2-10-76 2-1975 725 23 mULarAjA mULarAja 66 565 10 hegina haMgiga 83 726 726 6 khUpa khUba 574 sA bAlA satine satIne 67 573 6 paNa paNa - 0 83 728 15 para pAra 585 pitAnI potAnuM 84 737 7 zairyavaMtI auryavaMtI 68 585 24 kame 740 nirAdhara nirAdhAra 68587 5 dAnA te dAnata 743 gAthA 31 gAthA 37 69 592 20 virA virA 85 746 1 tarago taraMge 69 594 27-anAtha sanAtha 751 7 sUkaI. 69 595 9" nAtha sanAtha 14 ravadoSa 60 - 6 29 khaba 759 sALAnA sALAnI 70 602 6 vIsamAM vIsamAM ajJAna ajJAna ane 71 617 28 araba dezanI Araba dezanI ane mehamAM 638 23 raga raMga 762 26 642 16 ane 764 varjayat varjayet 656-16 15-1-75 15-10-75 87 764 jAva.vALAnI jAvAvALAnI 76 660 17 Dha Dharzana 87 765 9 gayane gAyane 77 - 15 sukAtuM sUkAtuM 87 766 16 vitaraNa vitarAga 77 669 19 marAthI mArAthI 87 768 10 dhakI adhikI 78 676 31 bhAvabhayo bhAvabharyo 87 770 12 sadgurUnI sadgurUnI 685 5 be dIkarAo be dIkarIo 771 vAtrA 727 8 9 Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da = 2 3 = 7 7 3 = = = = = 0 0 0 0 0 4 ra 4 4 - 2 4 4 da ka 0 - 4 0 @ - 8 6 - e da # # e = t " sUkAI svadoSa 758 - khUba mehamAM thaya thAya ke mane 6 che kurUpa, karapa

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986 II I 7 7 7 8 9 8 8 9 8 9 chu vyA. naM. pRSTha lITI azuddhi I OM OM OM OM OM 8 8 8 8 8 3 4 4 4 4 4 4 3 4 4 771 29 776 10 782 11 783. 11 23 24 789 791 12 29 794 28 795 18 796 2 796 796 792 792 62 801 802 803 807 92 809 810 822 812 814 815 815 93 823 827 834 94 836 4 23 830 21 857 o o o o * = = ? o * * 9 @ 7 = = 9 96 850 853 854 854 28 874 26 877 zuddhi samyadarzanano samyakdarzananA ile badale upAsaMgadazaMga upAsakadazAMga rAjasANI rAjazAhI saMta sata sA suda 11 Aso vada 12 nairyagyonasye tairyagyonasya 20 31 818 28 vata 4 paMcana muMjiya pI AvatAkumAre marA mArA jaM jAnAmi jaM caiva jANa bhi taM na AgAmi taM caiva jaM na AgAmi na jANAmi taM ANAmi jaM caiva na jANAmi taM caiva jANAmi gAthA 73 ga bhavathI satApanA janamanA bhAgavava'nuM vAdanI caritra karaNa ke khI lobhAyA. hiMdu lobhAyA nahi te karaNa siMgiMganuM lAvI Ave che lagyo jANave pAlana bhuMjiya pI ane athavaMtAkumAra khaba ka ' patikramaNa phIvaramAM siddhAMta dhama gAthA 37 rAga bhAvathI saMgoSanA janmanA bhAgavavAnuM svAdanI cAritra kAraNa ke bhUkhI vAta kAraNa samitinuM lAvIne Ave che. lAgyo jANaesu khUba kALuM pratikramaNa varamAM siddhAMtamAM dharma vyA. naM. pRSTha lITI azuddhi zu 99 880 23 lakkhaNaM suviNa lakkhaNaM suviNaM 21 mUrtI 13 saMvaramAM 14 14 20 28 17 13 7 12 26 1 100 887 100 288 -100 29 101 892 101 94 101 894 101 898 11 897 101 902 102 902 102 910 102 911 102 913 3 104 919 17 104 105 926 928 108 105 928 14 106 943 15 107 947 27 107 -948 - 28 107 950 108 956 108 957 21 2 972 958 24 109 968 109 20 108 958 28 108 961 4 108 966 2 109 109 972 975 3 jI ' na 3 . = munIo savaramAM gaMbhIratApUrvaka gaMbhIratApUrvaka naukAnI cuo zAradA naikAnI dazavaika.lika dazavaikAlika AhadamAM bhala paccakhANa mATe tyAnuM paraparA rAkSasI karave 1 bhaSAmAM maheNa cue hArAdimAM bhUla pratyAkhyAna mATe *>< paraMparA rAkSasaNI karAve sAdhupaNa sAdhupaNu mana: payAyajJAna mana: paryAya jJAna bhASAmAM pahe khaba khUba mocInuM mana brAhmaNanuM mana sAparI sApArI ravAmo svAmI mAnavatApUrNa mAnavanA pUrNa dhanano svAmI dhanano svAmI na banatA na banatA dharmanI lAlasA dhananI lAlasA uddezIne dezIne kuvarajI padArtho kuvarajI pAme samAdhivapUrvaka samAdhipUrvaka bhUtakALamAM bhaviSyakALamAM nIvaDo. nIvaDyo.

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| sva. AcAya ratnacaMdra gurudevAya namaH || khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA sva. AcArya, gacchAdhipati gurUdeva bA. vra, pa. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sA huM banI ra7 mI puNyatithinA prasaMge gavAyela gIta'? (rAga - jahAM DAla DAla para sikaMdare Ajhama ) jaina jyotirdhara ratnagurUjI, zAsananA sitArA, gurU ratnacaMdrajI pyArA, vaMdana che. vAra hajArA jenA guNAnuM smaraNa karatAM, vahe che azrudhArA, gurU ratnacaMdrajI pyArA, gurUdeva che tAraNahArA.... pAvanakArI pavitra bhUmi, gAma galiyANA nAme, mAtA jayAbahena pitA jetAbhAI, kSatriya kuLa sahAye...(2) cauDha veSe saMyama lIdhe, chaganagurUnI pAse.... ....... ....gurU ratnacaMdrajI.... AgamanA aNamola ratna banI, jJAnAmRta pAna karAvI, jagata javAhIra Apa banI, gurUjInuM nAma dIpAvI....(2) tanamAM zAMti, manamAM zAMti, e zAMtinA karanArA ....gurU ratnacaMdrajI.... 195 sAle, AcArya padavI apace, cAtumAsa padhArI sANaMda zahere, amIrasa vANI varasAve....(2) dilamAM vairAgya bhAvanA jAge, e saMyamanA denArA ....gurU ratnacaMdrajI.... parama pratApI virala vibhUti, kSamAnI ajoDa mUti, zAstranuM anupama jJAna meLavI, lakhyA siddhAMta bahu bhArI..... (2) guNanidhi upakArI gurUjI, kema bhUlIe guNo tamArA ....gurU ratnacaMdrajI.... ardha zatAbdI dIkSA pAbI, saMyama saurabha phelAve, e hajAre ne cAranI sAthe, khaMbhAta cAtumAsa birAje... (2) bhAdaravA suda 11 dine, zAsanane hIralo luTAye ....gurU ratnacaMdrajI.... sUrya Athamya zAsana kerI, AvI pasyA ane dhArA, khaMbhAta saMghane dIvaDe bUjhAve, hAhAkAra chavAye...(2) saune choDI cAlyA gayA, e zAsananA sItArA ....gurU ratnacaMdrajI.... - kRpAnA kiraNo Apa varasAvI AziSa uranI dejo, - ziSyA vinave karajoDIne, darzana amane deje....(2) satI zAradA guruguNa gAye, kare vaMdana vAra ' hajArA ....gurU ratnacaMdrajI....