Shantipath Pradarshan

Author(s): Jinendra Varni
Publisher: Jinendravarni Granthamala Panipat
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/002675/1

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zAnti-patha pradarzana * jinendra varNI

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zAnti-patha pradarzana jinendra varNI

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prakAzaka zrI jinendra varNI granthamAlA 58/4, jaina sTrITa, pAnIpata (hariyANA) - 132103 dUrabhASa : 01742-638655 (c) sarvAdhikAra surakSita prathama saMskaraNa dvitIya saMskaraNa 2000 pratiyA~ 1000 pratiyA~ 2000 pratiyA~ tRtIya saMskaraNa caturtha saMskaraNa pA~cavA saMskaraNa chaThA saMskaraNa sAtavA~ saMskaraNa 3000 pratiyA~ AThavA~ saMskaraNa 3000 pratiyA~ navam saMskaraNa 3000 pratiyA~ 3000 pratiyA~ mUlya 90/ 2000 pratiyA~ 2000 pratiyA~ mudraka vidyA prakAzana mandira li0 (praisa yUniTa) san 1960 san 1963 san 1976 san 1982 san 1988 san 1992 san 1994 san 1998 san 2001

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EasirationaOMMMARAgram zrI jinendra varNI (janma 14 maI 1921, sallekhanA 24 maI 1983)

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racayitA kA camatkAra jainendra pramANa koSa kI racanA 'jainendra sidvAnta koza' ke racayitA tathA sampAdaka zrI jinendra varNIkA janma 14 maI 1922 ko pAnIpata ke suprasiddha vidvAn sva0 zrI jayabhagavAn jI jaina eDavokaTa ke ghara huaa| kevala 18 varSa kI Ayu meM kSaya roga se grasta ho jAne ke kAraNa ApakA eka phephar3A nikAla diyA gayA jisake kAraNa ApakA zarIra sadA ke lie kSINa tathA rugNa ho gayA / san 1949 taka Apako dharma ke prati koI vizeSa ruci nahIM thI / agasta 1949 ke paryUSaNa parva meM apane pitA-zrI kA pravacana sunane se ApakA hRdaya akasmAt dharma kI ora mur3a gyaa| pAnIpata ke suprasiddha vidvAn tathA zAnta- pariNAmI sva0 paM0 rUpacanda jI gArgIya kI preraNA se Apane zAstra- svAdhyAya prArambha kI aura san 1958 taka sakala jaina-vADmaya par3ha DAlA / jo kucha par3hate the usake sakala Avazyaka sandarbha rajisTroM meM likhate jAte the, jisase Apake pAsa 4-5 rajisTara ekatrita ho gae / svAdhyAya ke phalasvarUpa Apake kSayopazama meM acintya vikAsa huA, jisake kAraNa prathama bAra kA yaha adhyayana tathA sandarbha-saMkalana Apako aparyApta pratIta hone lgaa| ataH san 1958 meM dUsarI bAra sakala zAstroM kA AdyopAnta adhyayana karanA prArambha kara diyaa| ghara chor3akara mandira jI ke kamare meM akele rahane lage / 13-14 ghaNTe prati dina adhyayana meM rata rahane ke kAraNa dUsarI bAra vAlI yaha svAdhyAya kevala 15-16 mahInoM meM pUrI ho gaI / sandarbhoM kA saMgraha abakI bAra apanI suvidhA kI dRSTi se rajisTroM meM na karake khule paracoM para kiyA aura zIrSakoM tathA upazIrSakoM meM vibhAjita una paracoM ko varNAnukrama se sajAte rahe / san 1959 meM jaba vaha svAdhyAya pUrI huI to paracoM kA yaha vizAla Dhera Apake pAsa lagabhaga 40 kilo pramANa ho gayA / paracoM ke isa vizAla saMgraha ko vyavasthita karane ke lie san 1959 meM Apane ise eka sAMgopAMga grantha ke rUpa meM lipibaddha karanA prArambha kara diyA, aura 1960 meM 'jainendra pramANa koSa' ke nAma se ATha moTe-moTe khaNDoM kI racanA Apane kara DAlI, jisakA citra zAnti- patha pradarzana ke adhyAya 25 meM aMkita huA dikhAI detA hai / sva0 paM0 rUpa canda jI gArgIya ne apraila 1960 meM 'jainendra pramANa koSa ' kI yaha bhArI lipi, prakAzana kI icchA se dehalI le jAkara, bhAratIya jJAnapITha ke mantrI zrI lakSmI canda jI ko dikhaaii| usase prabhAvita hokara unhoMne turanta use prakAzana ke lie mAMgA / gharantu kyoMki yaha kRti varNI jI ne prakAzana kI dRSTi se nahIM likhI thI aura isameM bahuta sArI kamiyAM thIM, isalie unhoMne isI hAlata meM ise denA svIkAra nahIM kiyA, aura paNDita jI ke Agraha se ve aneka saMzodhanoM tathA parivardhanoM se yukta karake isakA rUpAntaraNa karane lge| parantu apanI dhyAna samAdhikI zAnta sAdhanA meM vina samajhakara mArca 1962 meM Apane isa kAma ko bIca meM hI chor3akara sthagita kara diyA / paNDita jI kI preraNAyeM barAbara calatI rahIM aura san 1964 meM Apako puna: yaha kAma apane hAtha meM lenA par3A / pahale vAle rUpAntaraNa se Apa aba santuSTa nahIM the, isalie isakA tyAga karake dUsarI bAra punaH usakA rUpAntaraNa karane lage jisameM anekoM naye zabdoM tathA viSayoM kI vRddhi ke sAtha-sAtha sampAdana vidhi meM bhI parivartana kiyA / jainendra pramANa koSa kA yaha dvitIya rUpAntaraNa hI Aja 'jainendra sidvAnta koSa' ke nAma se prasiddha hai / isaliye 'jainendra siddhAnta koSa' ke nAma se prakAzita jo atyanta pariSkRta kRti Aja hamAre hAthoM meM vidyamAna hai, vaha isakA prathama rUpa nahIM hai / isase pahale bhI yaha kisI na kisI rUpa meM pA~ca bAra likhI jA cukI hai| isakA yaha antima rUpa chaThI bAra likhA gayA hai| isakA prathama rUpa 4-5 rajisTraroM meM jo sandarbha saMgraha kiyA gayA thA, vaha thA / dvitIya rUpa sandarbha saMgraha ke khule paracoM kA vizAla Dhera thaa| tRtIya rUpa 'jainendra pramANa koSa' nAma vAle ve ATha

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(iv) moTe-moTe khaNDa the jo ki ina paracoM ko vyavasthita karane ke lie likhe gaye the| isakA cauthA rUpa vaha rUpAntaraNa thA jisakA kAma bIca meM hI sthagita kara diyA gayA thaa| isakA pA~cavAM rUpa ve kaI hajAra slipeM thIM jo ki jainendra pramANa koSa tathA isa rUpAntaraNa ke AdhAra para varNI jI na 6-7 mahIne lagAkara taiyAra kI thIM tathA jinake AdhArapara ki antima rUpAntaraNa kI lipi taiyAra karanI iSTa thI / isakA chaThA rUpa yaha hai jo ki 'jainendra siddhAnta koSa' ke nAma se Aja hamAre sAmane vidyamAna hai| yaha eka Azcarya hai ki itanI rugNa kAyA ko lekara bhI varNI jI ne koSa ke saMkalana sampAdana tathA lekhana kA yaha sArA kArya akele sampanna kiyA hai / san 1964 meM antima lipi likhate samaya avazya Apako apanI ziSyA bra0 kumArI kauzala kA kucha sahayoga prApta huA thA, anyathA san 1959 se san 1965 taka 17 varSa ke lambe kAla meM Apako tRNa mAtra bhI sahAyatA isa sandarbha meM kahIM se prApta nahIM huii| yahA~ taka ki kAgaja juTAnA use kATanA tathA jilda banAnA Adi kA kAma bhI Apane apane hAtha se hI kiyaa| yaha kevala unake hRdaya meM sthita sarasvatI mAtA kI bhakti kA pratApa hai ki eka asambhava kArya bhI sahaja sambhava ho gayA aura eka aise vyakti ke hAtha se sambhava ho gayA jisakI kSINa kAyA ko dekhakara koI yaha vizvAsa nahIM kara sakatA ki isake dvArA kabhI aisA anahonA kArya sampanna huA hogaa| bhakti meM mahAna zakti hai, usake dvArA pahAr3a bhI tor3e jA sakate haiM / yahI kAraNa hai ki varNI jI apane itane mahAna kArya kA kartRtva sadA mAtA sarasvatI ke caraNoM meM samarpita karate Ae haiM, aura koSa ko sadA usI kI kRti kahate Aye haiM / yaha hai bhakti tathA kRtajJatAkA aadrsh| __ yaha koSa sAdhAraNa zabda-koSa jaisA kucha na hokara apanI jAti kA svayaM hai| zabdArtha ke atirikta zIrSakoM upazIrSakoM tathA avAntara zIrSakoM meM vibhakta usakI ve samasta sUcanAyeM isameM nibaddha haiM, jinakI ki kisI bhI pravaktA lekhaka athavA saMdhAtA ko AvazyakatA par3atI hai| zabda kA artha, usake bheda prabheda, kArya kAraNa bhAva, heyopAdeyatA, nizcaya vyavahAra tathA usakI mukhyatA gauNatA, zaMkA samAdhAna, samanvaya Adi koI aisA vikalpa nahIM jo ki isameM sahaja upalabdha na ho sake / vizeSatA yaha ki isameM racayitA ne apanI ora se eka zabda bhI na likhakara pratyeka vikalpa ke antargata aneka zAstroM se saMkalita AcAryoM ke mUla vAkya nibaddha kiye haiN| isalie yaha kahanA koI atizayokti nahIM hai ki jisake hAtha meM yaha mahAn kRti hai usake hAtha meM sakala jaina-vAGmaya hai| -sureza kumAra jaina gArgIya

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mukhabandha (bhArata ke suprasiddha cintaka va hindI sAhityakAra zrI jainendra kumAra dehalI ) saba prANiyoM meM manuSya kI yaha vizeSatA hai ki vaha jInA hI nahIM cAhatA, jAnanA bhI cAhatA hai| asala meM rahane aura jIne meM yahI antara hai| rahate hama vivazatA se haiN| vicAra-viveka ke sAtha rahane kA Arambha hotA hai, ki tabhI jIvana kA saccA artha bhI Arambha hotA hai / svatantratA kA prArambha bhI yahI hai| arthAt vicAra- viveka svAdhIna jIvana ke avibhAjya aMga haiN| vicAra-hInatA se manuSya, manuSyatA pazutA meM A giratA hai / kintu vicAra kI maryAdA hai vaha dvaita ko janma detA hai, use lAMgha nahIM sktaa| jIvana ke sambandha meM bhI uThakara dhArA ke madhya se vicAra isa yA usa taTa kI ora bar3hane ko bAdhya haiN| nadI meM pAnI ho to do taTa ho hI jAte haiM, vaise hI vicAra meM yadi satya ho to taTa do bana hI jAne vAle haiN| jar3a-cetana, karma-dharma, bhautika-AdhyAtmika, ye hI ve taTa haiN| dharma aura karma ke bIca sadA tanAva rahA hai| dharma yahA~ taka gayA ki pApako karma kI saMjJA de dI aura mukti meM usa karma ko hI bAdhA aura bandhana btaayaa| usI taraha karmavAdiyoM ne dharma ko vahama kahA aura unnati meM use hI bAdhA aura bandhana ke rUpa meM dikhalAyA / adhyAtmavAda aura bhautikavAda, isa taraha paraspara vilaga aura vimukha bane rahe haiN| dharma aura adhyAtma ke bAda ne nivRtti para aura akarmapara bala diyA hai, usake virodha meM pravRtti aura padArtha kI unnati ne sadA karma ke Arambha samArambha para jora DAlA hai| isa vivAda meM se adhikAMza vighaTana aura vitaNDA hI phalita hue haiM, jijJAsutA nahIM bar3hI hai, na kisI AtmokarSakI anubhUti hI ho pAI hai| , Aja kI manaH sthiti yaha hai ki pracalita aura anivArya ina donoM taToM ko paraspara kI vimukhatA se adhika sammukhatA meM dekhA jAe aura samanvayapUrvaka jIvana ko donoM se mukta athavA yukta banAne kA yatna kiyA jaae| jIvana apanI sthiti aura gati ke lie donoM taToM kA nirvAha karatA aura donoM ko hI sparza karatA huA pravAhita rahatA hai| mujhe prasannatA hai ki brahmacArI zrI jinendra kumArajI kA yaha grantha 'zAntipatha-pradarzana' jIvana ko dharma tattva ke nAma para kisI aikAntika vyAkhyAkI ora nahIM kheMcatA hai, apitu usa tatva kA jIvana ke sAtha mela sAdhane meM yoga detA hai| apane amuka mantavya ko, AvazyakatA se adhika usa para bala DAlakara, matavAdI aura sAmprAdAyika bhI banA diyA jA sakatA hai| usase asahiSNutA aura jar3atA paidA hotI hai evaM Atma-caitanyapara kSati AtI hai| prastuta grantha meM vaha doSa nahIM hai| AdhAra usakI racanA meM jaina zabdAvalI kA liyA gayA hai aura tattva nirUpaNa meM bhI jaina tattvavAdako bhUmikA hai| kintu pAribhASika bhASAkA jIvanAnubhava se mela baiThAkara racanAkAra ne grantha ko panthagata se adhika jIvanagata banA diyA hai| ina guNoM se yaha grantha yadi jainoM ke lie vizeSa, to sAmAnyatayA hareka ke lie upAdeya bana gayA hai| mAno granthakAra ne apanI ora se hI sAmpradAyika abhinivezoM kA dhyAna rakhA hai aura unheM uddIpana dene se bacAyA hai| zabda kI iyattA se adhika sUcakatAkI ora unakA saMketa rahA hai| isa prakAra anyAnya matavAdoM ke sAtha jaina mata ke saMgama ko yaha grantha sugama kara detA hai| AtmA aura pudgala jaina vicAra meM ye do hI pradhAna tattva haiN| AtmA zuddha paramAtmA hai, aura karma zuddha pudgala hai| isa taraha para-tattva jaina vicAra krama se nitAnta uttIrNa aura mukta hai / kintu brahmavAdI ke parabrahma aura 'ekaM brahma dvitIyo nAsti' ko bhI granthakArane paramAnanda ke bhAva ke sAtha apanA liyA hai aura apanI bhASA meM samA liyA hai| sarva dharma samabhAva kI yahI bhUmikA hai| Aja ke dina ahiMsA kA prazna bhI taraha-taraha se logoM ko vikala kara rahA mAlUma hotA hai| rASTra-saMgharSa kI avasthA meM AsAnI se hiMsA ahiMsA ke prazna ko ulaMjhA aura sulajhA liyA jA sakatA hai| isa jagaha para dharma-vicAra kI dRSTi se bar3I sAvadhAnI kI AvazyakatA hai| spaSTa hai ki hiMsA se paripUrNa mukti sadehAvasthA meM akalpanIya hai| isIse ahiMsA parama dharma mAnanA hotA hai aura hiMsA kI aparihAryatA ko lekara usa sambandha meM bhrama utpanna nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| prastuta grantha meM usa sAvadhAnI ke lakSaNa dikhAI dete haiN| satya kA tattva usase bhI jaTila hai aura nAnA praznoM ko janma detA hai| usa sambandha meM granthakAra kA yaha vacana mArmika hai ki "svaparahita kA abhiprAya rakhakara kI jAne vAlI kriyA satya hai|" dUsare zabdoM meM satya kriyamANa hai, sthira jJAnastha vaha nahIM hai| yaha bhI usameM garbhita hai ki vaha kriyAtmaka se adhika abhiprAyAtmaka yA bhAvAtmaka hai| ataH mUlataH vaha satya svaparahita mUlaka ho jAtA hai| isa paddhati se satya ko amuka mata tathA maMtavya se haTAkara svaparahita ke abhiprAya se jor3a denA meM parama hitakArI mAnatA hU~ dharma ko yadi tattvavAda kI caTTAna se TakarAkara TUTanA nahIM hai, balki jIvana ko prazasta aura ujjavala banAne meM laganA hai to usake abhiprAya aura kriyA ke zodhana kA dAyitva vaktA aura vyAkhyAtA para AtA hai aura jinendra jI isa sambandha meM paryApta prabuddha rahe haiN| 1 kula milAkara isa grantha aura isake granthakAra kA maiM abhinandana karatA huuN| jainoM meM sAmpradAyika matavAda evaM tattvavAda kA sAhitya to milatA rahA hai, usa sabakA jIvana krama ke sAtha mela baiThAkara prakaTAne vAlA sAhitya adhika dekhane meM nahIM aataa| isa grantha kI gaNanA usameM kI jA sakatI hai aura mujha jaise eka jaina ke liye yaha parama harSa kA viSaya hai| -jainendra kumAra 25-1-63

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ouma prAkkathana prastuta grantha adhyAtma-vijJAna se otaprota hai / adhyAtma-vijJAna atyanta pariSkRta aura komala ruci vAle vyaktiyoM ke lie hai / isa vijJAna ke chAtra kA mana itanA komala hotA hai ki sva athavA parake tanika se bhI duHkha ko dekhakara use nivAraNa karane ke lie chaTapaTAne lagatA hai| use kevala zAnti kI AkAMkSA hotI hai / laukika sukha bhoga vastutaH sthUla rUcivAle vyaktiyoM ko lubhA sakate haiM, komala ruci vAloM ko nhiiN| laukika sukha-bhogoM ke sAtha anivArya rUpa se lagA rahane vAlA tRSNA-janaka duHkha jaba kisI aise sUkSma rucivAle vyakti ko saMsAra se udAsIna banA detA hai, taba hI vaha vyakti adhyAtma-vijJAna ke rahasya ko samajha pAtA hai, aura yaha vijJAna usI vyakti ke lie kAryakArI bhI ho sakatA hai / zeSa vyaktiyoM meM to isakA paThana-pAThana, mAtra bhoga hai, yoga nahIM-- 'bhuktye na tu muktaye' / sAtha kintu aise vyakti mana se komala hone para bhI atyanta dRr3ha saMkalpa zakti ke hote haiM / jina vipattiyoM ke dhyAna mAtra se hama laukika vyaktiyoM kA mana kA~pane lagatA hai, unhIM vipattiyoM kA sAmanA vaha eka zItala madhura muskAna kiyA karate haiM / unakA nArA hotA hai kareMge yA mareMge, 'kAryaM vA sAdhayeyam dehaM vA pAtayeyam' / yaha mArga komala-hRdaya, parantu vIra puruSoM kA hai / adhyAtma-vijJAna jIvana - vijJAna hai| isameM jIvana kI kalA nihita hai / jIvana kA saumya vikAsa isakA prayojana hai / jisa prakAra laukika jIvana arthAt rahana-sahana kA stara U~cA uThAne ke lie arthazAstra, bhautika zAstra athavA rasAyana zAstra par3hA jAtA hai, usI prakAra AdhyAtmika jIvana ko U~cA uThAne ke lie adhyAtma - vijJAna par3hA jAnA cAhie / isa vijJAna kI prayogazAlA jIvana hai| mana, zarIra aura vANI isa vijJAna kI prayogazAlA ke yantra / yaha vijJAna jIvana ko mRtyu se amaratva, andhakAra se jyoti aura asat se sat kI ora le jAtA hai| bhArata ke bAlaka-bAlikAoM ko isa vijJAna ke mUla siddhAnta paitRka sampatti ke rUpa meM prApta hote haiM / ve siddhAnta haiM- dayA, dAna aura damana / bhautika vijJAna ne hameM jo kucha diyA usakA virodha yA anumodana karanA yahA~ abhipreta nahIM hai, parantu yaha Avazyaka hai ki hama usakI sImAyeM smjheN| jIvana ke upakaraNoM kA arthAt dhana, aizvarya aura zarIra kA jIvana se tAdAtmya sambandha mAnanA samasta anartha kA mUla hai| inameM sAdhana-sAdhya sambandha hai, tAdAtmya sambandha nahIM / vijJAna ne hameM naye-naye manoraMjana aura yAtAyAta ke sAdhana diye, tadartha vijJAna kA svAgata hai, kintu vijJAna kI cakAcauMdha meM par3akara apane ko bhUla jAne kA koI adhikAra hameM nahIM hai / prastuta grantha ke lekhaka bIsavIM zatI ke eka sAdhaka vaijJAnika haiN| bhArata meM adhyAtma-vijJAna jAnane vAle pahale bahuta se sAdhaka hue, parantu unakI paribhASAvalI aura lekhanazailI hama bIsavIM zatI ke logoM ke lie na utanI sugama hai aura na utanI AkarSaka / vartamAna samaya meM adhyAtma-vijJAna ke prati arucikA yaha bhI eka kAraNa hai / prastuta grantha nizcaya hI isa abhAva kI pUrti karegA / - DaoN0 dayAnanda bhArgava, ema0 e0 rAmajasa kaoNleja 25-11-60

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o3ma eka sammati (DaoN0 dayAnanda bhArgava ema0 e0 saMskRta vibhAgAdhyakSa rAmajasa kAleja dillI) miTTI kI bahuta mahimA hai| pratyakSata: miTTI se hI hamArA janma hotA hai, miTTI meM hamArI sthiti hai tathA miTTI meM hI hama antata: vilIna ho jAte haiN| aisA AbhAsa hotA hai mAnoM miTTI hI hama saba kI parama pratiSThA hai / parantu paramArthata: miTTI svAzrita nahIM, jalAzrita hai| na jala hI svAzrita hai, jala agni para, agni vAyu para tathA vAyu AkAza para pratiSThita hai| to kyA AkAza hI parama pratiSThA hai? kyA saba prANI antata: AkAza meM vilaya ho jAte haiM ? AbhAsata: aisA hI pratIta hotA hai, parantu paramArthata: AkAza svapratiSTha nahIM hai, vaha bhI jJAnAloka para pratiSThita hai / isa jJAnAloka se hI lokAloka Alokita haiN| isa jJAnAloka ko hI hama saba 'maiM ' kI saMjJA dete haiN| yaha 'maiM ' athavA Atmatattva svayaM prakAza hai, svapratiSTha hai| mere mAnasa me aharniza pravartamAna saMkalpa-vikalpa saba isI Atma-prakAza ke rUpAntara haiN| saMsAra ke samasta jar3a-cetana padArthAntara saba isI AtmA ke nimitta hI to mujhe priya haiN| kitanA zAnta evaM saumya hai merA yaha cidrUpa? tanika apane mAnasa meM jhA~kakara dekhU / aho ! kaisA anokhA saMsAra basa rahA hai mere antara meM ? mere mAnasa ke mA~sala kUla (sudRr3ha kinAre) ko vicAroM kI lahara para lahara cATe jA rahI hai| yaha rAga, yaha dveSa, yaha karuNA, yaha zatrutA, yaha maitrI, yaha utsAha / adbhuta bhAvoM ke sataraGgI indradhanuSa mere mAnasAmbara meM nikale rahate haiN| vicAra-vIcipara vicAra-vIci calI A rahI haiN| kyA eka kSaNa ke lie inakI gati ko avaru kiyA jA sakatA? kyA maiM ina vicAra-vIciyoM kA pravartaka hI hU~, niyantA nahIM hU~ ? aho ! mAnava kI asahAyatA !! iSTAniSTa, hitAhita evaM priyApriya, jaise-kaise bhI vicAra use jisa ora bhI dhakelate haiM vaha bebasa usI ora cAhe-anacAhe cala detA hai| vicAra-vIci AtI hai aura lauTa jAtI hai, parantu vaha khAlI AtI hai aura na khAlI lauTatI hai| vaha apane sAtha kucha navIna rajakaNa lekara AtI hai aura kucha purAne rajakaNa bahA le jAtI hai / vyaSTi rUpa meM rajakaNa badalate rahate haiM, parantu samaSTi rUpa meM rajakaNoM kI vaha parata sadA banI rahatI hai| kyA ina rajakaNoM kI moTI tahake nIce dabA huA Apake mAnasa kA komala dharAtala kabhI inake bhAra se chaTapaTAyA hai ? ye rajakaNa navIna vicAra-vIciyoM ke lie cumbaka kA kAma karate haiN| ina rajakaNoM kI cira-pipAsA ko mAno vicAra-vIciyA~ hI zAnta kara sakatI haiN| tathA ve vicAra-vIciyAM inake nimantraNa para Apake saba nimantraNoM ko viphala banAkara uchalatI-kUdatI nitya nUtana rajakaNoM sahita Apake mAnasa meM utara jAtI haiM / jina rajakaNoM ko ye vIciyAM mAnasa ke dharAtala para chor3a jAtI haiM ve rajakaNa puna: nUtana vIciyoM ko bulA lete haiM / aura yaha krama sadA calatA rahatA hai| mere antarmana kA yaha itihAsa kitanA rocaka hai ? parantu isa itihAsa ke ura meM chipI huI eka kasaka hai, eka TIsa hai| vicAra-vIciyoM ke nirantara nartana ne mere mana meM eka duHkhada mamatA, eka rAgAtmaka bhAvanA utpanna kara dI hai / vaha mamatA dhana, putra, kIrti aura na jAne anya kina-kina padArthoM meM vyApta ho gaI hai / sAMsa ukhar3A huA hai, hoza guma hai, kintu phira bhI yaha mamatA-mAyA mujhe bebasa daur3A rahI hai / lakSya ajJAta hai, kevala gatAnugatika nyAya se daur3a rahA huuN| isa daur3a meM jo ruke vaha pAgala hai, jo Apase rukane ko kahe vaha mUrkha hai, jo daur3a se pRthak hokara eka kinAre para khar3A hokara zAnta-bhAva se daur3a ko kevala dekha rahA hai vaha niThallA hai| inakI ora dhyAna die binA kevala daur3ate raho / sveda Aye to pauMcha lo, azru AyeM to roka lo, Thokara lage, rakta bahe to paTTI bAMdha lo, parantu binA yaha pUche ki jAnA kahAM hai basa kevala daur3ate rho| isa daur3ako dekhakara haMsanA bhI AtA hai aura ronA bhI / yoM to isa daur3a meM bahuta rasa hai, AkarSaNa hai| kintu kyA Apake jIvana meM aise kSaNa bhI Aye haiM jaba yaha AbhAsa huA ho ki daur3a nirarthaka hai, nirI mUrkhatA hai, korI mRgatRSNA

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(vii) hai| isa daur3a meM Thokara khAnepara yA kisI anya daur3ane vAle se TakarA jAnepara kyA jhanajhanAkara Apake manane kabhI yaha bhI kahA hai ki isa daur3a se dUra haTa jAyeM to acchA hai| kintu isa daur3a se dUra haTanA kyA sarala hai ? kucha samaya ke lie bAhya daur3a-dhUpa se balAt nigrahakara bhI liyA jAye to bhI Antarika dvandva to rukatA nhiiN| yaha bhI spaSTa hai ki vAstavika samasyA to yaha Antarika dvandva hI hai, bAhya daur3a-dhUpa to usa Antarika dvandva kA pratIka mAtra hai| isa Antarika dvandva ko niyantrita karanA saMsAra kA kaThinatama tathA kaThoratama sAdhana-sAdhyakArya hai| ina kaThora sAdhanoM kI siddhi ke lie aisA sudRr3ha sAdhaka apekSita hai, jo rAga-dveSa ke jvAra bhAToM meM zilA ke samAna aDiga rahe, tanika bhI vicalita na ho| aura isa sabake vinimaya meM use kyA prApta hotA hai ? kucha nahIM aura saba kucha / isa daur3a-dhUpa kA avasAna ho jAtA hai, raja kSINa ho jAtA hai, tathA usa ekAtmarasa cidAnanda Anandaghanaikarasa zuddha buddha nijasvarUpa kI upalabdhi ho jAtI hai jise prApta karake prANI kRtakRtya ho jAtI hai / usa avAGmanasagocara prapaMcopazama advaita dazA kA, zeSa bhI azeSata: varNana karane meM azakta hai, asmadAdi akiMcana prAkRta janoM kI to kathA hI kyA hai? ___kadAcit yaha daur3a ekAntata: samApta na bhI ho, to bhI sAdhaka kI daur3a meM niyamitatA to A hI jAtI hai| vaha daur3ate hue bhI viveka nahIM kho baiThatA / daur3ate hue bhI vaha yathAsambhava na kisI ko Thokara mAratA hai, evaM phalasvarUpa na kisI kI Thokara khAtA hai / vaha daur3ate hue bhI nahIM daur3atA / usakI daur3a kA bhI anta nikaTavatI hI samajhanA caahie| __ vASkali muni ne bAdhva se AtmA kA svarUpa pUchA / bAdhvane kahA, "brahma svarUpa suno"| yaha kahakara bAdhva mauna ho ge| vASkali ne kahA, "bhagavan ! Apa mauna kyoM haiM? AtmA kA svarUpa batAiye na?" bAdhva phira bhI mauna rahe / vASkali ne kahA, "bhagavan ! Apa brahma kA svarUpa kyoM nahIM batalAte?" bAdhva bole, "maiM to brahma kA svarUpa batalA rahA hU~, kintu tU nahIM samajhatA / yaha AtmA upazAnta hai|" / aisI zabdAtIta upazAnta AtmA kA varNana isa zAntipatha-pradarzana meM hai| pandraha varSa pUrva sTezanoM para pIne ke pAnI para 'hindu-pAnI' aura 'muslima-pAnI' likhA rahA karatA thaa| aba kevala pIne kA pAnI' likhA rahatA hai| saubhAgya se aba hama yaha samajhane lage haiM ki pAnI hindU yA muslima nahIM hotA, vaha 'pIne ke lie hotA hai| kyA sabhI mAnava jAti yaha bhI samajhegI ki dharma hindU yA muslima, jaina yA bauddha athavA isAI aura yahUdI nahIM hotA, vaha to vastu ke svabhAva kA nAma hai ? yadi kabhI aise sahaja mAnava dharma kI nIMva par3egI, to prastuta grantha-ratna usa nIMva meM sudRr3ha pASANa kA sthAna grahaNa karegA, aisA merA vizvAsa hai| mujhe pustaka ke praNetA ke mukhAravinda se ina pravacanoM ke amRtapAna kA saubhAgya milA hai| lekhaka ke kSallaka dIkSA grahaNa karane ke avasara para eka patra meM, ina pravacanoM kI jo pratikriyA mujhapara huI vaha maine zlokabaddha karake lekhaka kI sevA meM preSita kI thii| usI patra ke antima aMza ke katipaya zloka uddhRta karate hue maiM apanI lekhanI ko vizrAma detA huuN| paM0 rUpacandajI gArgIya ke Agrahapara mUla saMskRta kA paJca cAmara chanda meM hindI padyAnuvAda bhI de rahA huuN| zloka saMkhyA meM tathA pratyeka zloka ke antima caraNa meM so'ham mahAvAkya AtA hai, ata: cAheM to ise so'hamaSTaka bhI kaha sakate haiM : (so'ham-aSTaka) apApaviddho ya iti prasiddhaH, svayaM svakIyairniyamairnibaddhaH / / siddhaH prabuddhaH satataM vizuddhaH so'haM na pApe karavANi buddhim // 1 // jJAnAni sarvAni yadAzritAni, jJAne ca yasyA saphalAni khAni / sarvANi zAstrANi ca yatparANi, so'haM na pApe karavANi vANIm // 2 // adhyAtmazAstrANi cidAtmakaM yaM, sukhAtmarUpaM paramAtmasaMjJam / dehAdibhinnaM zivamAhurenaM, so'haM na pApe karavANi deham // 3 //

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(ix) janmAdihetuH jagata: parantu, saMsArapAthonidhipArasetuH / vimokSadevAlayatuGagaketuH, so'haM paraMbrahma niraMjano'smi // 4 // 'kavirmanISI paribhUH svayambhU' - 'raNoraNIyAn mahato mahIyAn / ' bhAntaM yamevAnuvibhAti sarvaM, sa jyotiSAM jyotirahaM vidhUma: // 5 // yathA svaputraM paricumbya mAtA, na vetti kiJciddhi sukhAtiriktam / nAntarvipazyantra bahirna cobhau, so'haM tathAnandasamudralIna: // 6 // Ananda caitanyavilAsarUpaM, kriyAkalApAdikasAkSiNaM yat / jAnAmi nityaM hRdaye vibhAntaM, so'haM svayaM jJAnadhanaprakAza: // 7 // yena svayaM sA niramAyi mAyA, tathA ca lIlAmanusRtya baddhaH / vedo'pi jAnAti na yasya bhedaM, mAyApati: so'hamacintyarUpa: / / 8 / / (paJca cAmara chanda) apApabiddha jo prasiddha, zuddha buddha siddha hai, svayaM svakIya-pAsase nibaddha bhI svatantra hai / prasiddha zAstra meM sukhAtma-rUpa jJAnakI prabhA, videha-rUpa kauna hai ? aho, yahI svayam 'aham' / azeSa-veda-zAstra nitya kIrti ko bakhAnate, na indriyAdi-gamya jo samasta-jJAna-mUla hai / girA-zarIra-buddhi kI malInatA-vihIna hai, samasta-zAstra-sAra-bhUta hai yahI svayam 'aham // prapaJca-hetu bhI yahI, prapaJca-setu bhI yahI, vimokSa-deva-mandirocya-bhavyaketu bhI yahI / yahI mahAna se mahAna, sUkSma se atisUkSma hai, kavIndra, prAjJa, sarvabhU, vidhUma-jyoti hai yahI / yathA svakIya-putra kA vizAla bhAla cUmatI, na janmadA sva-dehako, na anya vastu jAnatI / tathA pramoda ke payodhikI taraMga meM raMgA haA 'ahaM' na bAhya ko, na anta ko viloktaa|| nijAtma-janma-heta, yaha samasta lokakI prabhA, dhana-prakAza-rUpa, citsvarUpa, rUpa ke binaa| kriyA-kalApa-sAkSibhUta, cidvilAsa-rUpiNI, pramodakI parA sthalI, aho yahI svayam 'aham' / na veda bhI abhedya bheda jAnatA parezakA, kabhI yahA~ kabhI vahA~, kabhI kahIM kabhI khiiN| banA svayaM vizAla eka jAla khela khelatA, __parantu jo ki vastuta: vimukta hai, svatantra hai / / iti zam -DaoN0 dayAnanda bhArgava, ema0 e0

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prakAzakIya vaktavya (prathama saMskaraNa) svadoSa-zAntyA vihitA'tmazAnti:, zAntervidhAtAzaraNaM gatAnAm / bhUyAdbhava-kleza-bhayopazAntyai, zAntirjino me bhagavAn zaraNya: / / jinhone apane doSoM kI arthAt ajJAna tathA rAga-dveSa kAma-krodhAdi vikAroMkI zAnti karake (pUrNa nivRtti karake) AtmA meM zAnti sthApita kI hai (pUrNa sukha svarUpa svAbhAvika sthiti prApta kI hai) aura jo zaraNAgatoM ke lie zAnti ke vidhAtA haiM, ve zAnti-jina mere zaraNabhUta hoN| __sarva sAdhAraNa manuSya-samAja ke hitArtha 'zAntipatha-pradarzana' grantha kA prakAzana karate hue mujhe bar3A harSa va ullAsa ho rahA hai, kyoMki yaha merI una bhAvanAoM kA phala hai jo mere hRdaya se usa samaya uThI thIM, jaba ki maiMne yaha sunA ki ba0 jinendra kumAra jI ke apUrva pravacanoM ke dvArA mujaphpharanagara kI mumukSu samAja meM adhyAtma pipAsA jAgRta huI hai aura usake prati eka advitIya bahumAna bhii| taba maiMne socA ki ye pravacana to bahuta thor3e vyaktiyoM ko sunane ko mila sakeMge aura hamAre deza kA eka bahuta bar3A bhAga inake sunane se vaJcita raha jaayegaa| maiMne unase prArthanA kI ki yaha pravacana lipibaddha kara deN| merI tathA mujaphpharanagara samAja kI prArthanA para unhoMne ve saba pravacana saMkalita kara diye / phalasvarUpa isa bar3e grantha zAntipatha-pradarzana kI racanA ho gaI, jisameM jaina darzana kA sAra atyanta sarala va vaijJAnika bhASA meM jagata ke sAmane pragaTa huaa| yaha grantha dhArmika sAmpradAyikatA ke viSa se nirlipta hai jisake kAraNa sabhI vicAroM, sabhI jAtiyoM va sabhI dezoM ke loga isase lAbha uThA sakate haiM / anya sthAnoM para bhI yahI pravacana cale jinase vahA~ kI samAja bar3I prabhAvita huI aura udAra hRdaya se isake prakAzanArtha yoga dAna diyaa| maiM isa sahayoga ke lie una sabakA hRdaya se AbhArI huuN| bra0 jinendra kumArajI ne vizva jaina mizana ke dharma-pracAra kArya kI pragati, tathA asAmpradAyika mAnava prema ko dekhakara isa grantha ke prakAzana kA zreya isa saMsthA ko dene kA vicAra prakaTa kiyA, aura vizva jaina mizana ke pradhAna saMcAlaka DaoN0 kAmatA prasAda jI kI svIkRti se pAnIpata kendra dvArA isake prakAzana kI yojanA kI gii| bra0 jinendra kumAra jI, jaina, vaidika, bauddha va anya jainetara sAhitya ke suprasiddha pAraMgata vidvAn pAnIpata nivAsI zrI jaya bhagavAn jI jaina eDavokeTa ke suputra haiN| yahI sampati paitRka dhana ke rUpa meM hamAre yuvaka vidvAn ko bhI milii| adhyAtma kSetra meM ApakA praveza binA kisI bAhara kI preraNA ke svabhAva se hI ho gyaa| bAlapane se hI apane hRdaya meM zAnti prApti kI eka TIsa chipAye ve kucha virakta se rahate the| phalasvarUpa vaivAhika bandhanoM se mukta rahe / ilaikTrika va reDiyo vijJAna kA gahana adhyayana karane ke pazcAt Apane apanI pratibhA-buddhi kA prayoga, vyApAra kSetra meM iNDiyana TreDarsa pharma kI sthApanA karake dasa sAla taka kiyA aura khUba pragati kI / parantu dhana va vyApAra ke prati inako kabhI AkarSaNa na huaa| apane donoM choTe bhAiyoM ko samartha banA dene mAtra ke lie Apa apanA eka kartavya pUrA kara rahe the| isIlie kalakattA meM ThekedArI kA kAma sambhAlane meM jyoM hI ve samartha ho gaye, Apa vyApAra chor3akara vApasa pAnIpata A gaye aura sacce hRdaya se zAnti kI khoja meM vyasta ho gaye / zIghra hI Apa isa rahasya kA kucha-kucha sparza karane lge| yaha sAdhanA inhoMne kevala ATha varSa meM kara lii| san 1950 meM inhoMne svatantra svAdhyAya prArambha kiyA, san 1954 va55 meM sonagar3ha rahakara inhoMne usa svAdhyAya ke sAra ko khUba mAMjA / adhyAtma jJAna ke sAtha-sAtha antara-anubhava va vairAgya bhI barAbara bar3hatA gayA, yahA~ taka ki san 1957meM Apa vrata dhAraNa karake gRha-tyAgI ho gaye / san 1958 meM Apa IsarI gaye aura pUjya gaNeza prasAda jI varNI ke samparka meM rahakara Apane saiddhAntika jJAna ko bar3hAyA aura vizeSa anubhava prApta kiyaa| ApakA hRdaya antara zAnti va prema se otaprota sAmya va mAdhurya kA AvAsa hai / san 1959 meM prathama bAra mujaphpharanagara kI mamakSa samAja ke samakSa inako apane anubhava kA paricaya dene kA avasara prApta huaa| taba se inakI lokapriyatA itanI bar3ha gaI ki aneka sthAnoM se nimantraNa Ane lage aura unako pUrA karanA inake lie asambhava ho

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(xi) gyaa| jJAna va antara-zAnti ke atirikta, zArIrika svAsthya atyanta pratikUla hote hue bhI inakI bAhya cAritra sambandhI sAdhanA ati prabala hai, jisakI sAkSI ki inakA samaya-samaya para kiyA huA parigraha-parimANa va jihvA indriya sambandhI niyantraNa detA rahA hai / pauSa va mAgha kI sardiyoM meM bhI Apa do dhotiyoM va eka patalI sI sUtI cAdara meM santuSTa rahe haiN| aba to Apane vairAgya bar3ha jAne ke kAraNa vikalpoM se tathA parigraha se mukti pAne ke lie bhAdoM zu0 tIja saM. 2019 (san 1962) ko IsarI meM kSullaka dIkSA bhI le lI hai| Apa isa vaijJAnika yuga meM rUr3hi va sAmpradAyika bandhanoM se pare eka zAnti-priya pathika haiM / ApakI bhASA bilkula bAlakoM sarIkhI sarala va madhura hai / ATha varSoM ke unake gahana svAdhyAya ke phalasvarUpa 'jainendra koSa' jaisI mahAn kRtikA nirmANa huA hai jo jaina vAGmaya meM apanI taraha kI apUrva kRti hai / isakI ATha moTI-moTI jildeM haiM / isake atirikta bhI inake hRdaya se anekoM grantha svata: nikalate cale A rahe haiM, jo ucita vyavasthA honepara prakAza meM aayeNge| yadyapi isa grantha meM saMkalita viSayoM ko paramparAgata zAnti-patha arthAt mokSa mArga ke udyotaka va sAdhaka bhagavan kundakunda, zrI umAsvAmI zrI pUjyapAda svAmI, zrI zubhacandra Adi mahAn AcAryoM dvArA racita Agama se preraNA lekara likhA hai to bhI zrI bra0 jinendra kumAra jI ne apane adhyAtma bala va samyaka AcAra-vicAra kI dRr3hatA se prApta anabhava ke AdhAra para hI Adhunikatama vaijJAnika DhaMga se atyanta sarala bhASA meM isakA sampAdana kiyA hai| prastuta grantha kevala siddhAnta para AdhArita zAstra nahIM hai, kintu siddhAnta para AdhArita zAnti-patha pradarzaka hai / patha para calakara hI dhyeya kI parti hotI hai| jaba patha para calatA hai taba antaraMga meM dhyeya kA sAkSAta rahanA Avazyaka hai aura jaba antaraMga meM dhyeya kA sAkSAt hai to patha para calanA sarala ho jAtA hai / ina dinoM adhyAtma va AcAra viSayaka sAhitya kA bahuta bar3A nirmANa huA hai tathA zikSaNa-saMsthAyeM va AdhyAtmika santa bhI isa dizA meM bahuta yoga de rahe haiM, parantu viSaya kI jaTilatA va alaukikatA aura tatsambandhI jaina paribhASAoM ke loka-vyavaharita na rahane ke kAraNa bhautika AvezoM se raMgA huA Aja kA yuvaka adhyAtma paramparA se cyuta hotA calA jA rahA hai| ina kaThinAiyoM ko dUra karane meM yaha grantha avazyameva mahattvazAlI siddha hogA tathA vizva ko sukha va zAnti kA mArga dikhAne meM sahAyaka hogaa| yadyapi adhyAtma-vidyA svAnubhUti se hI prApta hotI hai to bhI anubhava prApta puruSoM ke mArga-pradarzana se yaha sAdhya adhika sarala ho jAtA hai|| chale jamAne meM adhyAtma-vidyA, parikSottIrNa adhikAriyoM ko chor3akara, sarva sAdhAraNa se gopanIya rahatI calI AyI hai parantu jaba se kAgaja kA nirmANa huA hai aura prakAzana-kalA kA vikAsa bar3hA hai, isa vidyA kA sAhitya dinoMdina loka-samparka meM bar3hatA jA rahA hai, aura isa vijJAna kI carcA vArtA bahuta hone lagI hai| yaha jJAna-pradhAna yuga hai parantu AcaraNa meM dina-dina zithilatA AtI jA rahI hai| isI bAta ko dhyAna meM rakhate hue isa grantha meM jJAna ke anukUla AcaraNa dhAraNa karane kI ora adhika dhyAna AkarSita kiyA gayA hai| AptamImAMsA meM kahA hai "ajJAnAnmohato bandho nAjJAnAdvItamohataH / jJAnastokAcca mokSa: syAt mohAnmohito'nyathA // 98 // " mohIkA ajJAna bandhakA kAraNa hai, parantu nirmohI kA ajJAna (alpa jJAna) bandha kA kAraNa nahIM hai / alpa jJAna hote hue bhI mukti ho jAtI hai parantu mohI ko mukti prApta nahIM hotii| __ "jammaNamaraNajalaughaM duhayarakilesasogavIcIyaM / iya saMsAra-samudaM taraMti cdurNgnnaavaae|" artha-yaha saMsAra samudra janma-maraNarUpa jalapravAha vAlA, duHkha kleza aura zoka rUpa taraMgovAlA hai| ise samyagdarzana, samyagjJAna, samyagcAritra aura samyak tapa rUpa caturaMga nAvase mumukSujana pAra karate haiN| "chIje sadA tana ko jatana yaha, eka saMyama paaliye| baha rulyo naraka nigoda mAhIM, viSaya kaSAyani ttaaliye| zubha karama joga sughATa AyA, pAra ho dina jAta hai| 'dyAnata' dharama kI nAva baiTho, zivapurI kuzalAta hai / / phAlguna zu0 8 vI0 ni0 saM. 2489 rUpacandra gArgIya jaina, pAnIpata

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sammatiyeM zAntipatha-pradarzana kA prathama saMskaraNa par3hane ke pazcAt pAThakoM ke saikar3oM prazaMsA patra mere pAsa Aye haiM / unameM se isa grantha ke viSaya meM kucha mahatvapUrNa sammatiyA~ hI yahA~ para prakAzita kara rahA hU~ / rUpacanda gArgIya jaina 1 1. nirvikalpa dhyAna ke abhyAsI, AdarzatyAgI 91 varSIya 105 kSu0 vimala sAgara jI zolApura - zAntipatha-pradarzana nAma kA grantha maiMne dekhA, Adhunika DhaMga para sarala bhASA meM likhA huA grantha bahuta acchA hai sAmAnya janatA meM isakA pracAra honA saMbhava hai / zrImAn bra0 jinendra kumAra ke zAnti patha kA puruSArtha lekha bahuta acchA hai / brahmacArIjI samyak jJAnI haiM, acche lekhaka haiM, aura acche vyAkhyAna- paTu bhI haiM / unako merA AzIrvAda / 28. 1. 63 ke patra meM likhate haiM- "bAla brahmacArI rahakara kSullaka dIkSA lI isase bar3A santoSa hai / khyAti pUjA Adi ke pyAse nahIM haiN| maiMne bahuta se kSullaka vratI dekhe magara aise nahIM dekhe / " 2. 105 kSu0 padmasAgarajI dakSiNa prAnta bra0 jinendra jI ne grantha acche DhaMga se likhA hai, unhoMne apane udgAra bahuta acchI taraha prakaTa kiye haiN| sacamuca yaha grantha vizvavyApI honA caahiye| jaisA grantha kA nAma hai vaisA hI usakA bhAva hai| mujhe to svAdhyAya karane se ai AhlAda pragaTa huA hai / 3. 105 kSu0 cidAnandajI - 6.1.63 1 Apane zAntipatha-pradarzana kA prakAzana karAkara samAja kA bahuta hI upakAra kiyA hai| vartamAna meM usakA hI svAdhyAya kara rahA hU~ / zrI 105 kSu0 jinendra kumAra jI ne yaha grantha bahuta anubhava-pUrNa Adhunika sarala bhASA meM likhA hai / gRhastha dharma kA pUrNarIti se digdarzana karAyA hai aura samajhAyA hai ki apanA kalyANa kisa prakAra ho sakatA hai| isa granthako adhika se adhika saMkhyA meM chapAkara isakA ghara-ghara meM pracAra honA cAhiye / 4. bra0 zrI choTelAlajI varNI adhiSThAtA zrI zAntiniketana bAvanagajAjI bar3avAnI- 18. 8.61 saubhAgya se zAntipatha-pradarzana dekhane ko milaa| pustaka kI lekhana zailI va bhASA bilkula samayopayogI hai| vartamAna pAThakoM aura adhyayanArthiyoM ko tattvAdhAna karane meM bar3I hI sarala hai| niHsandeha zrI bra0 jinendra jI ne ise likhakara bar3I bhArI kamI ko pUrA kiyA hai| 5. zrI bra0 bAbUlAla adhiSThAtA di0 jaina udAsIna Azrama indaura mujhe zAntipatha-pradarzana grantha ke svAdhyAya kA avasara milaa| itanA rocaka lagA ki kaI bAra pddh'aa| jo rasAsvAda AyA usakA varNana lekhanI se nahIM kara sakatA / indaura meM jina ucca zikSA prApta logoM ne ise par3hA athavA bra0 jI ke pravacana sune ve Azcarya cakita ho gaye aura antaraMga se udgAra nikale ki 'mAnava ke liye zAnti- pradAyaka dharma ke svarUpa va karttavya kA aisA sugama varNana hamane Aja taka par3hA na sunaa|' prAcIna RSiyoM dvArA likhita siddhAnta-granthoM meM zrutajJAna kA mahattvapUrNa aTUTa bhaNDAra bharA hai, parantu usakI bhASA va pratipAdana zailI itanI sugama va AkarSaka nahIM haiM jo Aja kA janasAdhAraNa usase lAbha uThA ske| isa bAta kI pUrti sahI artha meM isa grantha dvArA huI hai, jisakI bhASA va zailI atyanta sugama va sarala hai| eka bAra par3hanA prArambha karake chor3ane ko jI nahIM cAhatA tathA jisake par3hane mAtra se zAnti kI prApti hotI hai, to use jIvana meM utArane se kyoM na hogI ? maiM lekhaka kA parama upakAra mAnatA huA kAmanA karatA hU~ ki mAnasa- mAnasa ke hRdaya mandira meM zAnti hetu zAntipatha-pradarzana base /

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(xiii) 6. zrI gokulacanda gaMgavAla udAsIna Azrama bUMdI-14.7.61 jisa sarala zAnti ke upAya kI khoja meM thA vAstava meM vaha vivaraNa zAntipatha-grantha meM paayaa| 7. DaoN0 kAmatA prasAda jaina pramukha saMcAlaka vizva jaina mizana, alIgaMja 'zAntipatha-pradarzana' bAla bra0 (aba kSu0 jinendra varNI) zrI jinendra kumAra jI ke pravacanoM kA saMgraha hai| koI bhI vastu jJAna meM yadyapi eka hai, parantu usakA vivecana karane kI zailiyA~ aneka haiM / jainAgama kI bhASA meM ise naya kahA jAtA hai / kSu0 jI kI apanI nirAlI zailI hai, apanI bAta apanI zailI meM vizleSaNAtmaka DhaMga se kahate haiM, rocaka bhI banAte haiM jisase ki vaha sarva sAdhAraNa janatA ke gale utara jAve |at: unake pravacana kA mUlyAMkana unakI kathana zailI aura vicArAdhIna naya ke anukUla hI ThIka-ThIka kiyA jA sakatA hai / dArzanika kSetra meM viSamatA taba hI utpanna hotI hai jaba ki vicAraka dUsare ke mata athavA kRti ko apane dRSTikoNa se dekhatA hai aura vipakSI ke mata aura dRSTikoNa ko najara-andAja kara detA hai| jaina vidvAnoM meM bhI kucha isI prakAra kA pakSa-moha jar3a pakar3atA jA rahA hai| ve soceM ki isase anekAnta dharma kI siddhi kisa prakAra hogI? saMsAra meM saba kucha azuddha hI azuddha hai, na jIva zuddha hai na pudgl| isakA artha yaha ki saba kucha paryAyAdhIna hai| parantu isake kAraNa hI zuddharUpa athavA vasturUpa-dravya kA yathArtha jJAna sambhava hai| jaise andhakAra ke hone para hI prakAza kA parijJAna hotA hai, vaise hI azuddhi hai tabhI zuddhi kA bodha hotA hai, ajJAna hai tabhI jJAna dIkhatA hai / kSu0 jI kI zailI meM yaha vizeSatA hai ki ve bAhara se andara kI ora cale haiM, kyoMki sArA saMsAra bahirdraSTA hai aura bahirjagata meM ulajhA huA hai| kSu0 jI bAharI sthitiyoM ke kharekhoTe kA mUlyAMkana karate huye antara kI ora bar3hate haiN| isIliye unhoMne saiddhAntika paribhASAoM ko naye raMga DhaMga meM lA rakhA hai, jo bilkula svAbhAvika hai / unake pravacanoM meM jJAna kA camatkAra uttarottara bar3hatA cale, isI meM hama sabakA kalyANa hai| 8. vartamAna meM Arya-gurukula bhaiMsavAla(rohataka) ke priMsipala, vedoM aura upaniSadoM ke marmajJa, prakANDa vidvAna paM0 vidyAnidhi zAstrI, vyAkaraNAcArya sAhityAcArya, sAdhU Azrama hoziyArapura-24.4.61 ___ maiM bra0 jinendra jI yativara kA prokta ati gambhIra parantu sarala bhASA meM varNita jainAgama pratipAdita zAntipatha-pradarzana kA adhyayana manana karake kRtArtha ho rahA huuN| grantha kyA hai sacamuca eka amUlya cintAmaNi hai jisakI prApti hone para saba kAmanAoM ke abhAvarUpa zAntipatha kA darzana hotA hai / pratyeka prakaraNa ko sugamatA se samajhAte hue atyanta namra tathA ahaMkAra rahita apane ko tucchAtituccha mAnakara atyujjvala nirmala Atmatattva kA darzana karAyA hai| Azrava bandha kA prakaraNa to itanA hRdaya-grAhI hai jise maiM bAra-bAra par3hatA nahIM thktaa| zubha kriyAoM se bhI hamArA jIvana aparAdhamaya hai yaha eka adbhuta Atmazodhana kA maMtra batAyA hai| ye zabda smaraNa karane yogya haiM-zubha kriyAoM ko karane ke lie kahA jAya to ve sukha denevAlI haiM aisA mAnakara unako hI hitarUpa samajhane lagatA hai,abhiprAya ko badalane ke lie kahA jAya to una kriyAoM ko hI chor3ane ke lie taiyAra ho jAtA hai / donoM prakAra muzkila hai, kisa prakAra samajhAyeM / aise kaheM to bhI nIce kI ora jAtA hai aura vaise kaheM to bhI nIce kI ora hI jAtA hai| nIce kI ora jAne ko nahIM kahA jA rahA hai bhagavan ! Upara uThane ko kahA jA rahA hai / kamAla kara diyA hai / maiM to laTU ho rahA hU~, jaba unakA jIvana bhI vaisA dekhatA hU~ / he prabhu ! kRpA karo, jinendra jI zatavarSa-jIvI hoN| 9. zrI hIrAcanda voharA 3. A. L... " kalakattA-28.6.61 zAntipatha-pradarzana pustaka par3hakara hRdaya atyadhika prabhAvita huaa| bahuta sundara DhaMga se likhI gayI hai |aisaa lagatA hai ki mokSamArga prakAzaka (paM0 ToDaramalajI racita) ke bAda isa prakAra kI yaha racanA apane DhaMga kI advitIya hai| aisI sundaratama pustaka kA bar3A vyApaka prabhAva ho sakatA hai| pratyeka dharma tathA sampradAya ke vyakti ke lie paThanIya sAmagrI kA saMkalana zrI pUjya bra0 jI kI apUrva dena hai| ve ciraMjIvI hoN| isa pustaka kI sarAhanA ke patra mere pAsa ajamera ke kaI mitroM se Aye haiN|

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(xiv) 10. DaoN0 kastUrUnda jaina ema. e risarca skaoNlara jayapura - 4. 4. 61 zAntipatha-pradarzana pustaka milI, hArdika dhanyavAda / pustaka bahuta sundara hai evaM AdhyAtmika rasase otaprota hai / brao jI ne apane hRdaya ke udgAroM ko pAThakoM ke samakSa upasthita kiyA hai, jinase Atmika zAnti kA anubhava hotA hai / sarala evaM sarasa bhASA se pustaka kI upayogitA meM aura bhI vRddhi huI hai| pAnIpata mizana zAkhA ne ise prakAzita karake prazaMsanIya evaM anukaraNIya kArya kiyA hai| 11. zrImAna dAnavIra jaina ratna seTha hIrAlAla jaina indaura maiMne zrI zAntipatha-pradarzana grantha kA AdyopAnta adhyayana kiyA hai| yaha grantha vAstava meM yathA-nAma tathA guNa hai / bhASA sarala madhura evaM AkarSaka hai / azAnta se azAnta mAnava bhI kahIM se koI bhI prakaraNa par3hanA prArambha karate hI zAnti kA anubhava karane lagatA hai / gahana se gahana bAta ko saralatA se samajhAyA gayA hai| vartamAna ke zikSita grejueToM ko svAdhyAya kI ruci isase hotI hai| jainetara samAja ke lie bhI isameM adhyayana evaM manana ke lie utkRSTa sAmagrI hai| yaha grantha sAmpradAyikatA se pare mAtra dharma ko hI samyak rUpa se nirUpaNa karanevAlA hai, jo ki Aja ke samaya kI paramAvazyakatA hai / lekhaka kI vizAla dRSTi, gahana adhyayana evaM anubhava kA isameM pUrA-pUrA AbhAsa milatA hai / sAMsArika duHkhoM se trasta mAnava ko yaha grantha zreSTha pathapradarzaka evaM parama zAnti kA dAtA hai| vAstava meM santoM kI vANI sva-paropakArI hotI hai jo ki mAnava ko zAnti kI ora AkRSTa kara letI hai / isIlie zAnti pAne ke icchuka sajjana isa grantha kA manana kara lAbha prApta karate raheM, yahI kAmanA hai| 12. zrImAna TIkamacanda jaina mAlika pharma zrI ghIsAlAla jatanalAla baiMkarsa nasIrAbAda - 21. 2. 63 bhautika bAhyADaMbaroM kI cakAcauMdha aura isa yuga - vizeSa kI arthopArjana kI vibhISikA ne jaba isa nazvara saMsAra ke mAnava prANI kI sva para kI AdhyAtmika cintana zakti para vajrapAta kara caitanyasvarUpa jJAtA dRSTA, cidAnanda cidsvarUpa Anandadhana AtmA ko ajJAna AvaraNa se AcchAdita kara diyA, taba aise durdama samaya meM zAntipatha ke pathika banane meM nirAzA jhalakatI thI / parantu AzA kI alaukika evaM vimala kiraNa udita huI ki hama saba mumukSuoM ko saubhAgya se yaha grantharAja jIvana ke upahAra svarUpa upalabdha huA / yaha kahane meM koI atizayokti nahIM hai ki 'zAntipatha-pradarzana' grantharAja saMjIvanI ne hama alpajJoM ko punarjIvita hI nahIM kiyA hai varan amRtapAna karAyA hai| isake lie hama saba zAnti ke upAsaka, vandanIya pUjya zrI 105 kSu0 jinendra kumAra varNI jI ke atyadhika AbhArI haiM ki jinakI kuzAgra evaM vimala buddhi ke phalasvarUpa, tAtvika vivecanA itanI vaijJAnika sarala bhASA meM anupama udAharaNoM ke sAtha ho sakI hai ki pAThakoM ke lie hRdayasparzI hokara nitya svAdhyAya kI vastu ho gaI hai| isI kAraNa yaha mUla meM bhUla kI vAstavikatA ko batalAnevAlA yathAvat grantha kisI eka hI samudAya vizeSa kA na rahakara jAti-pA~ti aura varNa-bheda kI saMkIrNatA ko chor3akara isa yuga-vizeSa kA jana-mAnasa grantha bana gayA hai jo isa jaina samAja kA gaurava hai / anta meM yaha anumodana karatA huA ki-- "parama zAnti dIje hama sabako par3heM jinheM puni cAra saMgha ko " 13. ugamarAja mohanota, muMsipha maijisTreTa prathama zreNI nasIrAbAda (rAja0)-- zAntipatha-pradarzana par3hakara merI AtmA ko atyanta zAnti prApta huii| isameM kahI huI bAteM AtmA hI gaharAI se nikalI huI anubhava kI bAteM haiM / jo bhAva vyakta kiMvA avyakta rUpa se mere antaraMga meM joza mAra rahe the, lekina zAstra- jJAna se aparicita hone ke karaNa jinheM pragaTa karane kA sAhasa nahIM hotA thA, unheM DaMke kI coTa isa pustaka meM dekhakara AtmA ko bahuta santoSa huaa| isake lie maiM lekhaka kA bahuta AbhAra mAnatA hu~ / isake par3hane ke bAda samayasAra, pravacanasAra, niyamasAra ityAdi amUlya grantha ratna AsAnI se samajha meM A jAte haiN| mumukSu bandhuoM ke lie yaha grantha atyanta upakArI siddha hogA. isameM majhe sandeha nahIM mAlUma par3atA /

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(xv) 14. paM0 jJAnacanda jaina 'svatantra' sampAdaka aura vyavasthApaka 'jainamitra' sUrata - 31. 7.61 'zAntipatha-pradarzana' grantha aise marmajJa vidvAn aura akhaNDa brahmacArI mahAnubhAva dvArA likhA gayA hai jo sacamuca meM zAnti- patha para cala rahA hai| phira isa grantha dvArA mAnava samAja ko zAnti kA mArga na mile aisA ho hI nahIM sakatA aura na mAnA jA sakatA hai / grantha kI yahI vizeSatA mahAnatA aura lokapriyatA hai ki kucha mahInoM meM hI grantha hAthoM hAtha uTha gayA hai / aba isake dUsare saMskaraNa kI pratIkSA kI jA rahI hai| maiM isa grantha kA eka bAra akSarazaH svAdhyAya kara cukA hU~, phira bhI yahI balavatI bhAvanA ho rahI hai ki punaH ekabAra paDhUM / jisa sAhitya ke par3hane meM mana bhIgA rahe aura dobArA par3hane kI icchA ho aura navInatA mile vahI satsAhitya hai / isase acchI paribhASA satsAhitya kI aura koI nahIM ho sakatI / grantha ke racayitA mahAnubhAva ko atyanta zAnti sukha kI prApti ho / 15. paM0 ugrasena M. A. LL. B. rohataka - 31. 12.62 pUjya bAla bra0 105 kSu0 jinendra kumAra jI dvArA racita zAnti patha-pradarzana grantha ko pddh'aa| unakA yaha kArya atyanta prazaMsanIya hai / isa grantha meM jaina dharma kA digdarzana vidvAn lekhaka ne bar3I hI sarala tathA AkarSaka bhASA meM vaijJAnika DhaMga se karAyA hai| jaina dharma kA paricaya prApta karane ke icchuka jaina tathA ajaina sabhI bandhu isako par3hakara lAbha uThAyeMge / grantha bar3A upayogI hai, jaina navayuvakoM meM isa grantha kA pracAra khUba honA cAhiye tAki ve ise par3hakara apane dharma ke sambandha meM kucha bodha prApta kara skeN| pariSad parIkSA borDa kI ucca kakSAoM ke dharma zikSA korsa meM yadi ise rakha leM to acchA hogA / 16. jaina samAja ke prasiddha kavi dhanyakumAra jaina 'sudheza' - 27. 3. 61 zAntipatha-pradarzana grantha kI upayogitA evaM mahattA se maiM prabhAvita huA huuN| zrI jinendra jI svayaM zAntipatha ke saphala pathika haiM / ata: unakI isa racanA meM sarvatra anubhUti ke darzana hote haiM / unake dvArA pradarzita zAnti- patha para calakara saMsAra zAnti prApta kara sakatA hai, isameM sandeha nhiiN| unakA yaha grantha vAstava meM zAnti patha ke pathikoM ke lie jyoti stambha kA kArya kregaa| ataH zrI bra0 jinendrajI kA yaha prazasta prayAsa pratyeka mAnava dvArA abhinandanIya hai / 17. zrI AdIzvara prasAda jaina M.A. sekreTarI jaina mitra maNDala, dehalI zAnti patha-pradarzana grantha ko sabhI rUci pUrvaka par3ha rahe haiN| hameM yaha bahuta hI upayogI va zikSAprada pratIta huA hai / anya granthoM ke par3hane meM kabhI itanI ruci aura Ananda nahIM aayaa| lekhana zailI bahuta hI Adhunika hai / 18. zrI ayodhyAprasAda goyalIya DAlmiyAnagara brao jinendra jI ne adhyAtma sAgara meM bahuta gaharI DubakI lagAkara mUlyavAn ratna nikAle haiM / 19. zrI manohara lAla jaina M. 5. zrI mahAvIra jI - 17.7.61 'zAntipatha-pradarzana' jaise vaijJAnika evaM Adhunika zailIvAle grantha ke prakAzana ke lie hArdika badhAI / prAcIna zailIvAle granthoM ke par3hane meM abhiruci na rakhanevAle yuvakoM ke lie isa prakAra kI zailI jahA~ AkarSaNa kA kArya karatI hai vahA~ dhArmikatA ke aMkura utpanna karane meM bhI sahAyaka banatI hai / 20. zrI nihAlacanda pANDayA, selsa Taiksa insapekTara, TauMka zAntipatha-pradarzana grantha bahuta hI rahasyamaya pratIta huaa| yahAMkI jaina samAja use bahuta hI ruci pUrvaka par3ha rahI hai| 21. ku0 vidyullatA zAha BA.B.T. pramukha di0 jaina zrAvikAzrama zolApura - 12. 2.62 zAntipatha-pradarzana pustaka bahuta pasanda AyI / Azrama kI bAiyA~ ise bahuta ruci pUrvaka par3ha rahI haiN| maiM isakA marAThI meM anuvAda karanA cAhatI huuN| isa viSaya meM bra0 jinendra jI kI anumati tathA AzIrvAda bhejane kI kRpA kareM /

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(xvi) 22. zrI pUranacanda jaina, mu0 gar3hAkoTA(sAgara) -2.4.61 zAntipatha-pradarzana grantha yathA-nAma tathA-guNa ko caritArtha karatA hai / jisa manovaijJAnika DhaMga se sarala rocaka zailI meM grantha kAra ne viSayoM ko rakhA hai vaha atIva AkarSaka va prabhAvotpAdaka hai| koI bhI pravacana zarU karane para chor3ane ko jI nahIM caahtaa| pUre grantha meM kisI bhI AcArya ke mUla zabdoM ko na rakhakara kisI viSaya kA apanI zailI se vivecana karanA atIva parizrama va anubhava kA kArya hai va maulika sUjha-bUjha hai| bhojana-zuddhi kI sArthakatA kA pratipAdana rUr3hi ke DhaMga para na karake vaijJAnika DhaMga se kiyA hai jo prabhAvazAlI hai| zrI vIraprabhu se hArdika abhilASA hai ki isa grantha kA pracAra ho aura lekhaka ko isa zailI ke naye-naye grantha racane kA utsAha dviguNita ho / 23. di0 jaina svAdhyAya maNDala damoha saubhagya se zAntipatha-pradarzana grantha kA svAdhyAya kara zAnti-premiyoM ne jo zAnti kA anubhava kiyA hai vaha avarNanIya hai, ataeva Apa jayavanta va prakAzavanta rheN| 24. zrI prakAza hitaiSI zAstrI sampAdaka sanmati sandeza maiMne zAntipatha-pradarzana grantha AdyopAnta pddh'aa| isameM Atma-kalyANa meM pravRtti karAne ke lie anubhavapUrNa evaM zAstra-sammata vicAradhArA dekhane ko milii| zrI pUjya kSu0 jinendra jI varNI ne bar3e sarala evaM vaijJAnika DhaMga se ArSa siddhAntoM ko anubhava pUrNa bhASA meM pratipAdana kara samAja kA mahAn upakAra kiyA hai| 25. svAmI gItAnandajI, gItA bhavana pAnIpata___maiM zrI bra0 jinendra jI racita zAntipatha-pradarzana grantha kA adhyayana karake yaha pramANita karatA hU~ ki vAstava meM yaha grantha apane nAma ke anusAra hI pAThakoM ko zAntipatha-pradarzana karane meM yathA yogya sampUrNatayA samartha hai / yadyapi isa grantha kA adhyayana maiMne abhI saMkSepa meM hI kiyA hai kintu alpakAla ke thor3e se adhyayana mAtra se hI maiMne yaha niSkarSa nikAlA hai ki lekhaka ne kisI mata-matAntara kA pakSa na lete huye vaijJAnika DhaMga se sarala hindI bhASA meM jo apane anubhavapUrNa bhAva prakaTa kiye haiM ve ni:saMdeha prazaMsanIya haiM / ata: maiM zAnti kI icchuka zraddhAlu janatA ko preraNA karatA hU~ ki eka bAra isa grantha kA adhyayana avazyameva kreN| 26. zrI jaya bhagavAnjaina aiDavokeTa zAntipatha-pradarzana meM saMkalita pravacanoM ke pravaktA kA jahA~ yaha abhiprAya vyakta hai ki ve loka kalyANArtha sabhI ko zAntipatha-pradarzana karA sakeM unakA yaha bhI abhiprAya rahA hai ki tadartha prayukta hone vAlI bhASA aisI sarala va subodha ho ki vaha zikSita tathA azikSita sabhI ke samajha meM A sake / koI jamAnA thA ki tattvajJoM ke anubhUta va anusandhAnita tathyoM ko samajhane ke lie unake dvArA AviSkRta gUr3ha viziSTa paribhASAoM ko jAna lenA Avazyaka hotA thA, jisakA pariNAma yaha huA ki tAttvika vidyAyeM kucha ine-gine vidvAnoM kI hI sampatti bana kara raha gaI aura jana-sAdhAraNa unake rasAsvAdana se vaMcita raha gayA, jo kabhI bhI tattvajJoM ko abhipreta na thaa| bhASA antata: bhAva-abhivyaMjana kA eka mAdhyama mAtra hai, isIse usakA mahattva va upayogitA banI hai, jaisA ki samayasAra gAthA meM bhagavan kundakunda ne kahA hai--'na zakyo'nAryo'nAryA bhASAM binA tU graahyitum'| anArya jana AryabhASA ko nahIM samajhate ata: pravaktA kA kartavya hai ki jisa deza aura yuga kI janatA ko sandeza denA abhISTa ho unhIM kI bhASA aura muhAvaroM ko apanAve / ina pravacanoM ke pravaktA ne isa dizA meM jo kadama uThAyA hai vaha atyanta sarAhanIya aura abhinandanIya hai| isa grantha ke prakAzana ke Arambha se hI jo lokapriyatA milI hai usake lie ni:saMdeha isake pravaktA mahAn zreya ke pAtra haiN|

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prakAzakIya vaktavya (navam saMskaraNa) ati harSa kA viSaya hai ki "zAnti patha pradarzana" kI lokapriyatA ke phalasvarUpa isa grantha kA navam saMskaraNa prakAzita ho rahA hai, isa grantha kA aSTam saMskaraNa san 1998 meM prakAzita huA thaa| usa samaya bhI artha kI vyavasthA karake 3000 pratiyA~ prakAzita karAI gayI thI, kintu do varSa ke alpa samaya meM hI yaha saMskaraNa samApta ho gayA / zrI jinendra varNI granthamAlA ke prabandhaka zrI sureza kumAra jaina, varNI jI ke parama ziSya karmaTha kAryakartA bra0 arahaMta jaina evaM vidUSI bA0 ba0 DA0 manoramA jaina se vicAra vimarza ke uparAnta hI sabhI prakAra ke prakAzana kArya sampanna kiye jAte haiM / granthamAlA ke kAryoM meM gAjiyAbAda nivAsI zrI sUrajamala jaina evaM bA0 bra0 DaoN0 ku0 nirmalA jaina, vArANasI kA bhI sahayoga prApta hotA rahatA hai / zrutajJAna ke pAragAmI zraddheya guruvara kA sAhitya unakI gahanatam anubhUtiyoM ko mukharita karatA hai| jaina tathA jainetara vAGmaya ke sUkSma rahasyoM ko jAnane ke liye, unakA sAhitya kunjI kA kArya karatA hai, jisake dvArA svAdhyAyazIla vyakti kisI bhI granthi ko AsAnI se khola sakatA hai / samasta svAdhyAya premiyoM tathA mumukSu janoM ke prati merA vizeSa Agraha hai, ki ve isake adhyayana se vaMcita na raheM / 23 maI 1981 ko parama zraddhaya gurudeva zrI jinendra varNI jI ke sAnidhya meM hI sthApita 'zrI jinendra varNI granthamAlA' nAmaka yaha saMsthA unake mahatvapUrNa granthoM ko prakAzita karAne meM sakSama huI hai| isa saphalatA kA samasta zreya, zraddheya gurudeva ko hI hai, jinake zubhAzIrvAda se hama unake amulya granthoM ko prakAzita karAne meM saphala ho sake haiN| aba taka isa granthamAlA ke dvArA, aneka saMskaraNoM meM ye sAhitya, 1 zAntipatha pradarzana, 2 naya darpaNa, 3 varNI darzana, 4 karma rahasya, 5 karma siddhAnta, 6 padArtha vijJAna, 7 kundakunda darzana, 8 satya darzana, 9 adhyAtma lekhamAlA, 10 prabhuvANI, 11 jaina darzana meM karma siddhAnta eka adhyayana, prakAzita ho cukA hai| prakAzana meM presa kA sArA kArya bhAI arihaMta jI kI dekharekha meM hotA hai, granthamAlA Apa kI bahuta AbhArI hai| prastuta saMskaraNa meM nimna mahAnubhAvoM ne Arthika sahayoga dekara apane dhana kA sadupayoga kiyA hai / granthamAlA sabhI kA hArdika dhanyavAda vyakta karatI hai| jinavANI ke prakAzanArtha kI gaI unakI yaha niHsvArtha sevA unake adhyAtma patha ko avazya hI prazasta karegI / 1. bA0 bra0 DaoN0 kumArI manoramA jaina, rohataka 2. zrI anila kumAra jaina suputra zrI govinda rAma jaina, rohataka 3. zrI sUrajamala jaina suputra sva0 zrI catarasena jaina, gAjiyAbAda 4. zrI digambara jaina samAja, vikAsanagara, deharAdUna 5. zrImatI saroja jaina dharmapatnI sva0 rAmagopAla jaina (zrImatI darzana devI va zrI phakIra canda jaina kI smRti meM) 6. zrImatI rAjabAlA jaina, pAnIpata 11000/ 5100/ 5100/ 5100/ 2100/ 501/ zrI jinendra varNI granthamAlA pAnIpata

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citra sUcI citra saM0 adhyAya dharma kA prayojana zAnti ___ zAnti mArga jIva tattva ajIva tattva niyativAda samyagdarzana sAdhanA sAdhanA 123 126 citra vivaraNa saMsAra vRkSa vAstava meM mahAna haiM ye (dhyAnastha yogI) jo sabako tattva dRSTi se dekhate haiM aura svayaM saccI zAnti meM nimagna rahate haiN| ur3a re paMchI U~ce-U~ce, A apane zivapura meN| are jIva bAraha bhAvanAoM se dharma naukA kI rakSA kara le, ise saMsAra sAgara meM DUbane se bacA le cala bhale dhIre-dhIre cala / parantu jIva va ajIva tattva kA viveka utpanna karatA cl| viveka jAgRta hone para sAdhu bana jAegA tuu| samasta vAdoM se atIta AtmasvarUpa meM sthita bhagavacaraNoM meM jAti virodhI jIvoM kI maitrii| samyagdarzana ko prApta jIvAtmA kA paramAtmA svruup| anta: zUnyaM bahizUnyaM, citta zUnyaM vikalpa muktaM / anta: pUrNa bahipUrNaM, zAnti pUrNaM hi mokSa tattvaM / / SaTlezyA vRkSa guru dezanA ko prApta ziSya sAdhanA dvArA samasta vighnoM ko parAsta kara apane bhItara apanA svarUpa dekha kara Azcarya cakita raha gyaa| zubha karama joga sughATa AyA, pAra ho dina jAta hai| dhanya hai ApakA vIratva, antaraMga tathA bahiraMga koI bhI zatru jise parAsta karane ko samartha nahIM guru dezanA ko prApta jIva bAhya tathA Abhyantara jagat se zUnya kevala cijjyoti, saccidAnanda svarUpa ko prApta kara letA hai| yaha hai svAdhyAya kA pratApa 'jainendra pramANa koSa' / ahiMsA pratiSThAyAM tatsannidho vaira tyAga: / ' baikTeriyA karva dayA kara o mAnava dayA kara / jinake gale para tU churI calA rahA hai, ve bhI bAla baccedAra haiN| ye haiM dayAlutA ke Adarza bhagavAna mahAvIra / ahiMsaka kA pyAra hI vANa se hata haMsa kI auSadhi bana gyaa| "rUpAtIta zakladhyAna meM sthita nIraMga, nistaraMga. zanya citta dhyAnastha sAdhu / " vIra bhAmAzAha kA Adarza aparigraha vrata / yaha saba sampatti merI hai hI kaba vizva kI hai, vizva kI rhegii| gRhastha dharma guru upAsanA 12.8 155 guru upAsanA 157 svAdhyAya ahiMsA bhojana zuddhi bhojana zuddhi 164 180 187 195 bhojana zuddhi 199 sAdhu dharma 227 aparigraha . 235

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(xix) uttama kSamA 241 uttama Arjava 248 citta kI zAnti hI uttama kSamA hai| zAnta sarovara meM par3e candrabimba kI bhA~ti isI meM tattva prakAzita hotA hai / jJAnI bAhara meM sote hue bhI antaraMga meM sadA jAgate haiN| saMskAra senA unase bhaya khAkara bhAga jAtI hai| lobha aura mAyA kI kuTila vAsanAoM ke cakkara meM phaMsakara kyoM pativratA zAnti sundarI ko antargRha se nIce dhakela rahA uttama zauca 252 uttama satya 256 uttama tapa uttama tapa uttama tapa jisa prakAra isa nAriyala ke bhItara usakI sArabhUta girI hai usI prakAra tere zarIra ke bhItara satya svarUpa cetana hai| AtApana yogy| varSA yog| saMyama hI parama tapa hai| saMyama ahiMsA hai, saMyama satya hai, saMyama vizvaprema hai, saMyama citta vizrAnti hai aura saMyama hI parama pada 263 263 269 hai| uttama tyAga 283 uttama AkiMcanya 287 uttama brahmacarya 291 tyAga meM hai zAnti aura grahaNa meM hai saMgharSa / (kile se nikalatI senA) / jyoM hI mAnastambha meM virAjita samatAmUrti para dRSTi gaI, indrabhUti kI antarcetanA jAgRta ho gaI, abhimAna galita hokara AkiMcanya avasthA ko prApta ho ge| pUrNa brahmacArI haiM ye, urvazI tathA rambhA sI deva kanyAeM bhI jinheM vicalita karane ko samartha nhiiN| kAla rUpI siMha se koI bacAne vAlA nhiiN| cAroM gatiyoM meM jo duHkha tUne bhoge unheM yAda kr| akelA hI saba sukha-duHkha bhogatA hai| -- isase adhika apavitra kyA hai| tanika cecaka nikala Ae to dekha isakI sundaratA tathA svacchatA tapasA nirjarAzca / (AtApana tathA varSA yoga) 30. 32. 33. azaraNa bhAvanA saMsAra bhAvanA ekatva bhAvanA azuci bhAvanA 295 296 297 298 nirjarA bhAvana 298

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viSaya sUcI saM0 62 saM0 viSaya pRSTha viSaya 1. darzana khaNDa | 11. kAryakAraNa vyavasthA 1. adhyayana paddhati 1.kArya zabda. 2. paMca samavAya, 3. svabhAva, 1. kArya kI prayojakatA, 2. adhyayana ke vina, 4. nimitta, 5. nimittopAdana maitrI, 3. vaktA kI pramANikatA, 4. vivecana ke doSa, 6. puruSArtha / 5. zrotA ke doSa, 6. mahAvidha pakSapAta, 12. niyativAda 68 7. vaijJAnika bana, 8. pakSapAta nirsn| 1. niyati tathA bhavitavya, 2. niyati kI 2. dharma kA prayojana siddhi, 3. anekoM prazna, 4. niyati puruSArtha, 1. antara kI mA~ga, 2. vijJAna-vidhi, 3. satya 5.niyati nimitta, 6. akAla mRtyu, puruSArtha, 4. icchA garta, 5. saMsAravRkSa / 7. Agama AjJA, 8. sarvAMgINa maitrii| 3. zAnti 20|13. Asrava tattva 76 1. bhoga mahAroga, 2. caturvidha zAnti, . 1. pAramArthika aparAdha, 2. kArmaNa zarIra, ... 3. saccI zAnti / 3. dvividha aparAdha, 4. rAgadveSa, 5. kriyA kI 4. dharma kA svarUpa anisstttaa| 1. saccA dharma, 2. dharma kA lakSaNa, puNyAstrava 80 3. antardhvani tathA saMskAra / 1. puNya bhI aparAdha, 2. puNya bhI pApa, 5. zAnti mArga 3. icchA darzana, 4. puNya meM pApa, 5. jJAnI 1. vayAtmaka patha, 2. lakSya bindu, 3. zraddhA, kA puNya, 6. abhiprAya kA phera, 4. caaritr| 7. puNya-samanvaya, 8. manovijJAna, 6. tattvArtha 9. caturvidha kriyaa| 1. sAta tathya, 2. tattva, 3. tattvArtha / | 15. bandha tattva 7. jIva tattva 1. bar3I bhUla, 2. saMskAra-nirmiti / 1. 'maiM' kI khoja, 2. jIvarAzi, | 16. saMvara tattva 3. sthAvarakAya meM jIvana-siddhi, 4. antastattva, 1. bhUla-nivRtti, 2. saMskAra-nivRtti / 5. zAnti merA svAbhAva, 6. zAnti kI khoja, | 17. nirjarA tattva 7. jala meM mIna pyaasii| 1. nirjarA, 2. saMskAra-kSati, 3. pratikUla ajIva tattva vAtAvaraNa, 4. saMvara meM nirjarA / 1. dvividha jagat, 2. ajIva tattva, mokSa tattva 3. shriir| 1. mokSa tattva, 2. kAlpanika mokSa, 3. bhAva 9. viveka jJAna mokss| 1. viveka, 2. sadasad viveka, 3. sva-para | 19. samyagdarzana 101 viveka, 4. SaTkArakI svatantratA, 5. janmamRtyu 1.paMcalakSaNa samanvaya, 2.vividha aNg| rahasya, 6. utpAda vyaya dhrauvya,7. bheda-vijJAna / 20. samanvaya 111 jJAnadhArA karmadhArA 1. sapta tattva samanvaya, 2. ratnatraya samanvaya, 1.sva bhaja para taja.2.jAnakarma-viveka. 3. syAdvAda, 4. upasaMhAra / 3. satya puruSArtha /

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pRSTha | saM0 (xxi) viSaya viSaya pRSTha 2. sAdhanA khaNDa 29. tapa 200 21. sAdhanA 119 1. sAmAnya paricaya, 2. bhaya-nivRtti, 1. mahAvidha, 2. SaTlezyA vRkSa, 3. zakti-varddhana, 4. zarIra kA sArthakya, 3. Abhyantara sAdhanA, 4. bAhya sAdhanA, 5. mAnasa tapa,6. nv-sNskaar| 5.smnvy| |30. dAna 208 22. gRhastha dharma 127 | 1. sahaja dAna, 2. dAnadharma, 3. pAtrApAtra 1. sAmAnya pricy| vicAra, 4. pAtra dAna, 5. sAmAjika dAna / 23. devapUjA 129/31. zrAvaka dharma 213 1. Adarza bhikhArI, 2. Adarza dAtA, 1. zAnti kA saMskAra, 2. svAbhAvika 3. Adarza deva, 4. Adarza pUjA, 5. aSTa dravya vairAgya. 3. abhyAsa kI mahattA. 4. zalya pUjA, 6. zaMkA samAdhAna--( deva viSayaka, 5. aNuvratI, 6. sAmAyika, 7. doSoM kI ii. pUjA viSayaka, iii. pratimA viSayaka, sambhAvanA, 8. aticAra aura anAcAra, in mandira vissyk)| 9. Age bddh'| 24. guru upAsanA 150/32. sAdhu dharma 220 1. punarAvRtti, 2. guru kauna, 3. Adarza zikSA, 1. sAmAnya paricaya, 2. indriya-jaya, 4. Adarza upAsanA, 5. parAzraya meM svAzraya, 3. mahAvrata, 4. samiti, 5. SaD Avazyaka, 6. sacce guru| 6. gupti, 7. dharma, 8. anuprekSA, 25. svAdhyAya 158 9. pariSahajaya, 10. cAritra, 11. tapa, 1. svAdhyAya kA mahattva, 2. zAstravinaya, 12. mhimaa| 3. zAstra kyA, 4. prayojanIya viveka / 33. aparigraha 228 26. saMyama 165 | 1. digambaratva, 2. laMgoTI bhI bhAra, 1. saMyama sAmAnya, 2. preraNA, 3. indriyaviSaya , / 3. lakSya pUrti, 4. aparigrahatA sAmyavAda, vibhAjana, 4. antaraMga va bAhya saMyama, 5. AMzika aparigrahatA, 6. parigraha svayaM 5. indriya saMyama, 6. prANa saMyama, 7. paMca pApa, duHkha,7. aparigrahatA svayaM sukh| 8. hiMsA, 9. saMyama kA prayojana, 10.vizva / 34. uttama kSamA 236 prema, 11. tAttvika smnvy| 1. sAmAnya paricaya, 2. gRhastha kI kSamA, 27. ahiMsA 178 kSamA, 4. adhyAtma sambodhana, 1. karttavya viveka, 2. yatnAcArI ahiMsA, 5. gRhastha ko prernnaa| 3. virodhI hiMsA meM ahiMsA, 4. zatru kauna, |35. uttama mArdava 242 5. krUra jantu zatru nhiiN| 1. abhimAna, 2. Atma sambodhana, 28. bhojana zuddhi 184] 3. lokeSaNA dmn| 1. tAmasa rAjasa viveka, 2. bhakSyAbhakSya viveka, uttama Arjava 246 3. baikTeriyA vijJAna, 4. maryAdA kAla, 1. sAmAnya paricaya, 2. gRhastha kI 5. chUAchUta, 6. mana vacana kAya zuddhi, kuTilatA, 3. sAdhu kI kuTilatA, 7. AhAra zuddhi,8. mAMsa niSedha, 9. machalI 4. aatm-smbodhn| aNDA niSedha, 10. carma niSegha, 11. dUdha dahI 37. uttama zauca 249 kI bhakSyatA, 12. smnvy| 1. saccA zauca, 2. gaMgA tIrtha, 3. lobha pApa kA baap|

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saM0 38. viSaya uttama satya 1. satyAsatya viveka, 2. dazavidha satya, 3. parama satya / 39. uttama saMyama 9. yama va niyama, 2. indriya saMyama, 3. prANa saMyama, 4. parama saMyama / 40. uttama tapa 1. paricaya, 2. SaDvidha bAhya tapa, 3. SaDvidha Abhyantara tapa / 41. dhyAna 1. dhyAna sAmAnya, 2. dhyAna vidhi, 3. Arttaraudra dhyAna, 4. dharmma dhyAna, 5. mantra jApya, 6. stotra pATha, 7. bhAvanA bhAvana, 8. tattva cintana, 9. nirIha vRtti, 10. padasthArdi dhyAna, 11. zukla dhyAna / 42. uttama tyAga 1. tyAga va grahaNa, 2. Adarza tyAga / 43. uttama AkiJcanya 1. sAdhyAsAdhya viveka, 2. dRr3ha saMkalpa, 3. AkiJcanya, 4. saccA tyAga / (xxii) pRSTha saM0 253 44. 257 45. pariSahajaya va anuprekSA 260 270 281 viSaya uttama brahmacarya 1. brahmacarya, 2. brahmacArI, 3. kramonnata vikAsa / 284 1. pariSahajaya, 2. anuprekSA, 3. kalpanAoM kA mAhAtmya, 4. bAraha bhAvanAyeM / 46. cAritra 1. sAmAnya paricaya, 2 . paMcavidha cAritra, 3. samanvaya - 47. sallekhanA 1. upAsaka kI garjanA, 2. deha - sambodhana, 3. samatA, 4. samAdhi-maraNa, 5. AtmahatyA nahIM / 48. upasaMhAra 1. nizcaya vyavahAra maitrI / pRSTha 288 292 300 303 307

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( zAnti patha pradarzana ) OM maMgalAcaraNa OM kArtika ke pUrNa candramA vata tIna loka meM zAnti kI zItala jyoti phailAne vAle he zAnti candra vItarAga prabhu ! jisa prakAra prArambha meM hI jaga ke isa adhama kITa ko, bhAI bandhuoM kI rAga rUpa kardama se bAhara nikAla kara Apane isa para anugraha kiyA hai, usI prakAra Age bhI sadA usakI sambhAla krnaa| saMskAroM ko lalakAra kara unake sAtha advitIya yuddha ThAnane vAle mahA parAkramI bAhubalI ! jisa prakAra kardama se bAhara nikAle gae isa kITa ke sarva doSoM ko kSamA kara isakA bAhya mala Apane pUrva meM hI dhoyA thA, usI prakAra Age bhI isa nirbala ko bala pradAna karanA / tAki puna: mala kI ora isakA gamana na ho| mahAna upasarga vijayI he nAgapati ! jisa prakAra vratoM kI yaha nidhi pradAna kara, isa adhama kA Apane usa samaya uddhAra kiyA thA, usI prakAra Age bhI ise usa mahAna vidhAna se vaJcita na rkhnaa| he vizva mAtezvarI sarasvatI ! kusaMgati meM par3A maiM Aja taka terI avahelanA karatA huA, anAtha banA dara dara kI ThokareM khAtA rhaa| mAtA kI goda ke sukha se vaMcita rhaa| aba mere sarva aparAdhoM ko kSamA kara / mujhe apanI goda meM chipA kara bhava ke bhaya se mukta kara de| he vairAgya Adarza gurUvara ! mujhako apanI zaraNa meM svIkAra kiyA hai, to aba atyanta zubha candra jyoti pradAna karake mere ajJAna andhakAra kA vinAza kiijiye|

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darzana khaNDa sarva-samabhAvI-dharma, svAnubhUti-rasa-marma nirdvandva - mano - vizrAnti candAsama zItala zAnti

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1. adhyayana paddhati 1. kArya kI prayojakatA; 2. adhyayana ke vighna; 3. vaktA kI pramANikatA; 4. vivecana ke doSa; 5. . zrotA ke doSa; 6. mahAvighna pakSapAta 7. vaijJAnika bana; 8. pakSapAta nirasana / cidAnandaika rUpAya zivAya paramAtmane / paramalokaprakAzAya nityaM zuddhAtmane namaH // "nitya zuddha usa paramAtma tattva ko namaskAra ho, jo parama-loka kA prakAzaka hai, kalyANasvarUpa hai aura eka mAtra cidAnanda hI jisakA lakSaNa hai / " svadoSa - zAntyA vihitA'tmazAntiH, zAntervidhAtA zaraNaM gatAnAm / bhUyAdbhava-kleza- bhayopazAntyai, zAntirjino me bhagavAn zaraNyaH // jinhoMne apane doSoM ko arthAt ajJAna tathA kAma krodhAdiko zAnta karake apanI AtmA meM zAnti sthApita kI hai, aura jo zaraNAgatoM ke liye zAnti ke vidhAtA haiM ve zAntinAtha bhagavAn mere liye zaraNabhUta hoM / 1. kArya kI prayojakatA -- aho ! zAMti ke Adarza vItarAgI guruoM kI mahimA, jisake kAraNa Aja isa nikRSTa kAla meM bhI, jaba ki cahuM ora hAya paisA hAya dhana ke sivAya kucha sunAI nahIM detA, kahIM-kahIM isa kacare meM dabI yaha dharma kI icchA dikhAI de hI jAtI hai / Apa saba dharma- premI bandhuoM meM usakA sAkSAtkAra ho rahA hai| yaha saba guruoM kA hI prabhAva hai| saubhAgya hai hama sabhI kA, ki hameM vaha Aja prApta ho rahA hai| loka para dRSTi DAlakara jaba yaha anumAna lagAne jAte haiM, ki aise vyakti jinako ki guruoM kA yaha prasAda prApta huA hai kitane haiM, to apane isa saubhAgya prati kitanA bahumAna utpanna hotA hai apane andara ? sarvaloka hI to isa dharma kI bhAvanA se, yA isake sambandha meM sunane mAtra kI bhAvanA se zunya hai| Aja ke loka ko to yaha 'dharma' zabda bhI kucha kaDuA sA lagatA hai| aisI avasthA hamAre andara dharma ke prati ullAsa ? saubhAgya hai yaha hamArA / parantu kucha nirAzA sI hotI hai yaha dekhakara, ki dharma ke prati kI bhAvanA kA yaha bhagnAvazeSa kyA kAma A rahA hai mere ? par3A hai andara meM yoM hI bekAra sA / kucha dina ke pazcAt vilIna ho jAyegA dhIre-dhIre, aura maiM bhI jA milUMgA unhIM kI zreNI meM, jinako ki isake nAma se cir3a hai| bekAra vastu kA par3A rahanA kucha acchA bhI tI nahIM lgtaa| phira usake par3e rahane se lAbha bhI kyA hai ? samaya barabAda karane ke sivAya nikalatA hI kyA hai usameM se ? usa bhAvanA ke dabAva ke kAraNa kucha na cAhate hue bhI, ruci na hote hue bhI, jAnA par3atA hai mandira meM, yA par3hatA hU~ zAstra, yA kabhI calA jAtA hU~ kisI jJAnI ke upadeza meN| maiM svayaM nahIM jAnatA ki kyoM ? kyA milatA hai vahAM ? kabhI-kabhI upavAsa bhI karatA hU~ dekhAdekhI, para kSudhA kI pIr3A meM rakhA hI kyA hai ? calo phira bhI yaha socakara ki lAbha na sahI hAni bhI to kucha nahIM hai, apanI eka mAnyatA hI pUrI ho jAyegI, calA jAtA hU~ mandira meN| bApa dAdA se calI A rahI mAnyatA kI rakSA karanA bhI to merA karttavya hai hI / bhale mUrti ke darzana se kucha mila na sakatA ho, vaha merI rakSA na kara sakatI ho mujha para prasanna hokara, parantu kucha na kucha puNya to hogA hI / bhale samajha na pAU~, kyA likhA hai zAstra meM, para ise par3hane kA kucha na kucha phala to milegA hI Age jAkara, agale bhava meM mujhe / ina paNDita jI ne yA ina kSullaka mahArAja ne yA ina brahmacArI jI ne kyA kahA hai, bhale kucha na jAna pAU~, para kAna meM kucha par3A hI to hai ? kucha to lAbha huA hI hogA usakA, aura isa prakAra kI aneka dhAraNAe~ dharma ke sambandha meM hotI haiN|

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2. adhyayana ke vina 1. adhyayana paddhati niSprayojana uparyukta kriyAyeM karake saMtuSTa ho jAnevAle bhI cetana ! kyA kabhI vicAra kiyA hai isa bAta para, ki tU kyA kara rahA hai, yahA~ kyoM kara rahA hai, aura isakA pariNAma kyA nikalegA? loka meM koI bhI kArya binA prayojana tU karane ko taiyAra nahIM hotA, yahA~ kyoM ho rahA hai ? aneka jAti ke vyApAra haiM loka meM, aneka jAti ke udyoga dhandhe haiM loka meM, parantu kyA tU sabakI ora dhyAna detA hai kabhI? usI ke prati to dhyAna detA hai ki jisase terA prayojana hai? anya dhandhoM meM bhale adhika lAbha ho para vaha tere kisa kAma kA? kisI bhI kArya ko niSprayojana karane meM apane puruSArtha ko khonA mUrkhatA hai| Azcarya hai ki itanA hote hae bhI usa bhAvanA ke isa bhagnAvazeSa ko kahA jA rahA hai terA saubhAgya / ThIka hai prabha! vaha phira bhI terA saubhAgya hai / kyoMki una vyaktiyoM ko to, jinheM ki isakA nAma sunanA bhI nahIM rucatA isake prayojana va isakI mahimA kA bhAna honA hI asambhava hai ; isako apanAkara lAbha uThAne kA to prazna hI kyA? parantu isa tucchamAtra niSprayojana bhAvake kAraNa tujhe vaha avasara milane kA to avakAza hai hI ki jise pAkara tU samajha sakegA isake prayojana ko va isakI mahimA ko / aura yadi kadAcit samajha gayA to, kRtakRtya ho jAyegA tU, svayaM prabhu bana jAyegA tU / kyA yaha koI choTI bAta hai ? mahAn hai yaha / kyoMki tujhe avasara prApta ho jAte haiM kabhI-kabhI jJAnI janoM ke samparka meM Ane ke jo barAbara prayatna karate rahate haiM tujhe yaha samajhAne kA ki dharma kA prayojana kyA hai aura isakI mahimA kaisI adbhuta hai / yaha avasara unako to prApta hI nahIM hotA, samajheMge kyA becAre? aneka bAra Aja taka tujhe aise avasara prApta ho cuke haiM, pUrva bhavoM meM, aura prApta ho rahe haiM Aja / basa yahI to terA saubhAgya hai, isase adhika kucha nhiiN| "aneka bAra sunA hai maiMne dharma kA svarUpa va usakA prayojana va usakI mahimA / parantu sunakara bhI kyA samajha pAyA hU~ kucha ? ata: yaha saubhAgya bhI huA na huA barAbara hI huA", aisA na vicAra / kyoMki abataka bhale na samajha pAyA ho, abakI bAra avazya samajha jAyegA, aisA nizcaya hai| vizvAsa kara, Aja bahI saubhAgya jAgrata ho gayA hai jo pahale supta thaa| 2. adhyayana ke vighna na samajhane ke kAraNa kaI haiN| ve saba kAraNa Tala jAyeM to kyoM na samajhegA? pahalA kAraNa hai terA apanA pramAda, jisake kAraNa tU svayaM karatA huA bhI, andara meM use kucha phokaTa kI va bekAra kI vastu samajhe hue hai, jisake kAraNa ki tU isake samajhane meM upayoga nahIM lagAtA ; kevala kAnoM meM zabda par3ane mAtra ko sunanA samajhatA hai, vacanoM ke dvArA bolane mAtra ko par3hanA samajhatA hai aura A~kha ke dvArA dekhane mAtra ko darzana samajhatA hai / dUsarA kAraNa hai vaktA kI aprmaanniktaa| tIsarA kAraNa hai vivecana kI akramikatA / cauthA kAraNa hai vivecana-krama kA lambA vistAra jo ki eka do dina meM nahIM balki mahInoM taka barAbara kahate rahane para hI pUrA honA sambhava hai| aura pA~cavA kAraNa hai zrotA kA pksspaat| pahilA kAraNa to tU svayaM hI hai| jisake sambandha meM ki Upara batA diyA gayA hai| yadi isa bAta ko phokaTa kI na samajhakara vAstava meM kucha hita kI samajhane lage, kAnoM meM zabda par3ane mAtra se santuSTa na hokara vaktA ke yA upadeSTA ke yA zAstroM ke ullekha ke abhiprAya ko samajhane kA prayatna karane lage, to dharma kI mahimA avazya samajha meM A jaave| zabda sune jA sakate haiM para abhiprAya nhiiN| vaha vAstava meM rahasyAtmaka hotA hai, parokSa hone ke kAraNa aura isIliye una-una vAcaka zabdoM kA ThIka vAcya nahIM bana rahA hai| kyoMki kisI bhI zabda ko sunakara usakA abhiprAya Apa tabhI to samajha sakate haiM, jabaki usa padArtha ko, jisakI ora ki vaha zabda saMketa kara rahA hai, Apane kabhI chUkara dekhA ho, sUMgha kara dekhA ho, A~kha se dekhA ho, athavA cakhakara dekhA ho / Aja maiM Apake sAmane amarIkA meM paidA hone vAle kisI phala kA nAma lene lagaM, to Apa kyA samajheMge usake sambandha meM? zabda kAnoM meM par3a jAyegA aura kucha nhiiN| isI prakAra dharma kA rahasya batAne vAle zabdoM ko sunakara kyA samajheMge Apa? jaba taka ki pahale una viSayoM ko jinake prati ki ve zabda saMketa kara rahe haiM, kabhI chUkara, sUMghakara, dekhakara va cakhakara na jAnA ho Apane / isIliye upadeza meM kahe jAnevAle athavA zAstra meM likhe zabda ThIka-ThIka apane arthakA pratipAdana karane ko vAstava meM asamartha haiM / ve kevala saMketakara sakate haiM kisI vizeSa dizA kI ora / vaha batA sakate haiM ki amuka sthAna para par3A hai ApakA abhISTa / yaha

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1. adhyayana paddhati 3. vaktA kI pramANikatA bhI batA sakate haiM, ki vaha Apake liye upayogI hai ki anupayogI / parantu vaha padArtha Apako kisI bhI prakAra dikhA nahIM sakate / hAM, yadi zabda ke una saMketoM ko dhAraNa karake, Apa svayaM calakara, usa dizA meM jAyeM, aura usa sthAna para paha~cakara svayaM use upayogI samajhakara cakheMusakA svAda leM. kisI bhI prakAra se. to usa zabda ke raha avazya sakate haiN| 3. vaktA kI pramANikatA--'dharma kA prayojana va usakI mahimA kyA hai ? ' yaha samasyA hai, usako sulajhAne ke pA~ca kAraNa batalAye gaye the kala / pahilA kAraNa thA isa viSaya ko phokaTa kA samajhanA tathA usako rucipUrvaka na sunanA / usakA kathana ho cukA / aba dUsare kAraNa kA kathana calatA hai| dUsarA kAraNa hai vaktA kI apanI apramANikatA / Aja taka dharma kI bAta kahanevAle aneka mile, para unameM se adhikatara vAstava meM aise the, ki jina becAroM ko svayaM usake sambandha meM kucha khabara na thii| aura yadi kucha jAnakAra bhI mile to unameM se adhikatara aise the jinhoMne zabdoM meM to yathArtha dharma ke sambandha meM kacha paDhA thA. zabdoM meM kacha jAnA bhI thA, para svayaM usakA svAda nahIM cakhA thaa| avvala to kadApi aisA milA hI nahIM, jisane ki usakI mahimA ko jAnA ho, aura yadi saubhAgyavaza milA bhI to kathana paddhati Agama ke AdhAra para rhii| una zabdoM ke dvArA vyAkhyAna karane lagA, jinake rahasyArtha ko Apa jAnate na the, sunakara samajhate to kyA samajhate? jJAna kI aneka dhArAyeM haiM / sarva dhArAoM kA jJAna kisI eka sAdhAraNa vyakti ko honA asambhava hai| Aja loka meM koI bhI vyakti anadhikRta viSaya ke sambandha meM kucha batAne ko taiyAra nahIM hotaa| yadi kisI sunAra se pUche ki yaha merI nabja to dekha dIjiye, kyA roga hai, aura kyA auSadha lUM? to kahegA ki vaidya ke pAsa jAiye, maiM vaidya nahIM hU~, ityAdi / yadi kisI vaidya ke pAsa jAkara kahU~ ki dekhiye to yaha jevara khoTA hai ki kharA? khoTA hai to kitanA khoTA hai? to avazya yahI kahegA ki sunAra ke pAsa jAo, maiM sunAra nahIM hU~, ityAdi / parantu eka viSaya isa loka meM aisA bhI hai, jo Aja kisI ke lie bhI anadhikRta nhiiN| saba hI mAno jAnate haiM use| aura vaha hai dharma / ghara meM baiThA, rAha calatA, moTara meM baiThA, dukAna para kAma karatA, mandira meM baiThA yA caupAla meM jhADU lagAtA koI bhI vyakti Aja bhale kucha aura na jAnatA ho para dharma ke sambandha meM avazya jAnatA hai vaha / kisI se pUchiye, athavA vaise hI kadAcit carcA cala jAye, to koI bhI aisA nahIM hai ki isa phokaTa kI vastu 'dharma' ke sambandha meM kucha kalpanA ke AdhAra para batAne kA prayatna na kre| bhale svayaM use yaha bhI patA na ho ki dharma kisa cir3iyA kA nAma hai| bhale isa zabda se bhI cir3a ho use, para Apako batAne ke liye vaha kabhI bhI TAMga ar3Aye binA na rhegaa| svayaM use acchA na samajhatA ho athavA svayaM use apane jIvana meM apanAyA na ho, para Apako upadeza dene se na cUkegA kbhii| sociye to, kyA dharma aisI hI phokaTa kI vastu hai ? yadi aisA hI hotA to sabake saba dharmI hI dikhAI dete / pApa, atyAcAra, anartha Adi zabda vyartha ho jaate| parantu saubhAgyavaza aisA nahIM hai| dharma phokaTa kI vastu nahIM hai| yaha atyanta mahimAvanta hai| saba koI isako nahIM jAnate / zAstroM ke pAThI bar3e-bar3e vidvAna bhI sabhI isake rahasya ko nahIM pA sakate / koI biralA anubhavI hI isake pAra ko pAtA hai| basa vahI ho sakatA hai pramANika vaktA / isake atirikta anya kisI ke mukha se dharma kA svarUpa sunanA hI isa prAthamika sthiti meM, Apake liye yogya nhiiN| kyoMki aneka abhiprAyoM ko sunane se, bhrama meM ulajhakara jhuMjhalAye binA na raha skoge| jitane mukha utanI hI bAteM, jitane upadeza utane hI AlApa, jitane vyakti utane hI abhiprAya / saba apane-apane abhiprAya kA hI poSaNa karate hue varNana kara rahe haiM dharma ke svarUpa kA saccI samajhoge ? kyoMki saba bAteM hoMgI eka dUsare ko jhUThA ThaharAtI, paraspara virodhii| vaktA kI kiJcita pramANikatA kA nirNaya kie binA jisa kisI se dharma carcA karanA yA upadeza sunanA yogya nhiiN| parantu isa ajJAna dazA meM vaktA kI pramANikatA kA nirNaya kaise kareM? ThIka hai tumhArA prazna / hai to kucha kaThina kAma para phira bhI sambhava hai| kucha buddhi kA prayoga avazya mA~gatA hai, aura vaha tumhAre pAsa hai| dhele kI vastu kI parIkSA karane ke lie to Apa meM kAphI caturAI hai| kyA jIvana kI rakSaka atyanta mUlyavAna isa vastu kI parIkSA na kara sakoge? avazya kara skoge| pahicAna bhI kaThina nhiiN| sthUlata: dekhane para jisake jIvana meM una bAtoM kI jhAMkI

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5. zrotA ke doSa 1. adhyayana paddhati meM isa dikhAI detI ho jo ki vaha mukha se kaha rahA ho, arthAt jisakA jIvana sarala, zAnta va dayApUrNa ho, jisake zabdoM meM mAdhurya ho, karuNA ho aura sarva satva kA hita ho, sabhyatA ho, jisake vacanoM meM pakSapAta kI bU na AtI ho, jo haThI na ho, sampradAya ke AdhAra para satyatA ko siddha karane kA prayatna na karatA ho. vAda vivAda rUpa carcA karane se DaratA ho Apake praznoM ko zAntipUrvaka sunane kI jisameM kSamatA ho, tathA dhairya se va komalatA se use samajhAne kA prayatna karatA ho, ApakI bAta sunakara jise kSobha na A jAtA ho, jisake mukha para muskAna khelatI ho, viSaya bhogoM ke prati jise andara se kucha udAsI ho, prApta-viSayoM ke bhogane se bhI jo ghabarAtA ho tathA unakA tyAga karane se jise santoSa hotA ho, apanI prazaMsA sunakara kucha prasannasA aura apanI nindA sunakara kucha ruSTasA huA pratIta na hotA ho, tathA anya bhI aneka isI prakAra ke cinha haiM jinake dvArA sthUla rUpa se Apa vaktA kI parIkSA kara sakate haiN| 4. vivecana ke doSa-tIsarA kAraNa hai vivecana kI akrmiktaa| arthAt yadi koI anubhavI jJAnI bhI milA aura sarala bhASA meM samajhAnA bhI cAhA to bhI abhyAsa na hone ke kAraNa yA par3hAne kA ThIka ThIka DhaMga na Ane ke kAraNa, yA paryApta samaya na hone ke kAraNa, krama pUrvaka vivecana kara na pAyA, kyoMki usa dharma kA svarUpa bahuta vistRta hai, jo thor3e samaya meM yA thor3e dinoM meM ThIka-ThIka hRdayaMgata karAyA jAnA zakya nahIM hai| bhale hI vaha svayaM use ThIka samajhatA ho, para samajhane aura samajhAne meM antara hai / samajhA eka samaya meM jA sakatA hai, aura samajhAyA jA sakatA hai kramapUrvaka kAphI lambe samaya meM / samajhAne ke liye 'ka' se prArambha karake 'ha' taka kramapUrvaka dhIre-dhIre calanA hotA hai, samajhane vAle kI pakar3a ke anusAra / yadi jaldI karegA to usakA prayAsa viphala ho jaayegaa| kyoMki anabhyasta zrotA becArA itanI jaldI pakar3ane meM samartha na ho skegaa| isalie itane jhaMjhaTa se bacane ke lie tathA zrotA samajha bAta kI paravAha kiye binA adhikatara vaktA, apanI ruci ke anusAra pUre vistAra meM se bIca-bIca ke kucha viSayoM kA vivecana kara jAte haiM, aura zrotAoM ke makha se nikalI vAha-vAha se tapta hokara cale jAte haiN| zrotA ke kalyANa kI bhAvanA nahIM hai unheM, hai kevala isa 'vAha-vAha' kii| kyoMki isa prakAra saba kucha suna lenepara bhI, vaha to raha jAtA hai korA kA korA / usa becAre kA doSa bhI kyA hai? kahIM-kahIM ke TUTe hue vAkyoM yA prakaraNoM se abhiprAya kA grahaNa ho bhI kaise sakatA hai ? _ aura yadi buddhi tIvra hai zrotA kI, to isa akramika vivecana ko pakar3a to legA para vaha khaNDita pakar3a usake kisI kAma na A skegii| ulTA usameM kucha pakSapAta utpanna kara degI, una prakaraNoM kA, jinheM ki pakar3a pAyA hai| aura vaha dveSavaza kATa karane lagegA una prakaraNoM kA, jinheM ki vaha yA to sunane nahIM pAyA aura yadi sunA bhI hai to pUrvottara mela na baiThane ke kAraNa, eka dUsare ke sahavartIpana ko jAna nahIM paayaa| donoM ko pRthaka-pRthaka avasaroM para lAgU karane lagA aura pratyeka avasara para dUsare kA mela na baiThane ke kAraNa kATa karane lagA usakI / isa prakAra kalyANa kI bajAya kara baiThA akalyANa; hita kI bajAya kara baiThA ahita, prema kI bajAya kara baiThA dveSa / athavA yadi saubhAgyavaza koI anubhavI vaktA bhI milA aura kramapUrvaka vivecana bhI karane lagA, to zrotA ko bAdhA ho gii| adhika samaya taka sunane kI kSamatA na hone ke kAraNa, yA paristhitivaza pratidina na sunane ke kAraNa yA apane kisI pakSapAta ke kAraNa kisI zrotA ne sana liyA usa samparNa vivecana kA eka bhAga, aura kisI ne sana liyA dUsarA bhaag| phala kyA huA? vahI jo ki akramika vivecana meM batAyA gyaa| antara kevala itanA hI hai, ki vahA~ vaktA meM akramikatA thI aura yahA~ hai zrotA meM / vahA~ vaktA kA doSa thA, aura yahA~ hai zrotA kaa| parantu phala vahI nikalA pakSapAta, vAda-vivAda tathA ahit| 5. zrotA ke doSa Upara batAye gaye doSa ke atirikta zrotA meM aura bhI kaI doSa haiM / jinake kAraNa pramANika va yogya vaktA milane para bhI vaha usake samajhane meM asamartha rahatA hai| una doSoM meM se mukhya hai usakA apanA pakSapAta, jo kisI apramANika athavA ayogya vaktA kA vivecana sunane ke kAraNa usameM utpanna ho gayA hai athavA pramANika aura yogya vaktA ke vivecana ko adhUrA sunane ke kAraNa usameM utpanna ho gayA hai, athavA pahale se hI binA kisI kA sikhAyA koI abhiprAya usameM par3A hai / yaha pakSapAta vastu-svarUpa jAnane ke mArga kA sabase bar3A zatru hai|

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1. adhyayana paddhati 6. mahAvighna pakSapAta kyoMki isa pakSapAta ke kAraNa avvala to apanI ruci yA abhiprAya se anya koI bAta use rucatI hI nahIM aura isalie jJAnI kI bAta sunane kA prayatna hI nahIM karatA vaha / aura yadi kisI kI preraNA se sunane bhI calA jAye, to samajhane kI dRSTi kI bajAya sunatA hai vAda-vivAda kI dRSTi se, zAstrArtha kI dRSTi se, doSa cunane kI dRSTi se| apanI ruci ke viparIta koI bAta AI nahIM ki par3a gayA usa becAre ke pIche, hAtha dhokara, tathA apane abhiprAya ke poSaka kucha pramANa usa hI ke vaktavya meM se chAMTakara, pUrvApara mela baiThAne kA svayaM prayatna na karatA huA, bajAya svayaM samajhane ke samajhAne lagA vaktA ko| "vahA~ dekho tumane yA tumhAre guru ne aisI bAta kahI hai yA likhI hai, aura yahA~ usase ulTI bAta kaha rahe ho?" aura pracAra karane lagatA hai loka meM isa apane pakSakA, tathA virodha kA / phala nikalatA hai tIvra dveSa / zrotA kA dUsarA doSa hai dhairya-hInatA / cAhatA hai ki turanta hI koI saba kucha batA de / eka rAjA ko ekabAra kucha haTha upjii| kucha jauhariyoM ko darabAra meM bulAkara unase bolA ki mujhe ratla kI parIkSA karanA sikhA dIjiye, nahIM to mRtyu kA daNDa bhogiye / jauhariyoM ke pAMva tale kI dharatI khisaka gii| asamaMjasa meM par3e socate the ki eka vRddha jauharI Age bar3hA / bolA ki "maiM sikhAU~gA, para eka zarta para / vacana do to kahU~ / " hAM hAM taiyAra hU~, mAMgo kyA mAMgate ho? jAo kozAdhyakSa ! de do seTha sAhaba ko lAkha karor3a jo bhI caahiye|" vRddha bolA, "ki rAjan? lAkha karor3a nahIM cAhie balki jijJAsA hai rAjanIti sIkhane kI aura vaha bhI abhI, isI samaya / zarta pUrI kara dIjiye aura ratna-parIkSA kI vidyA le liijiye|" "parantu yaha kaise sambhava hai" rAjA bolA, "rAjanIti itanI se dera meM thor3e hI sikhAI jA sakatI hai? varSoM hamAre maMtrI ke pAsa rahanA pdd'egaa|" "basa to ratna parIkSA bhI itanI jaldI thor3e hI batAI jA sakatI hai ? varSoM rahanA par3egA dukAna para / " aura rAjA ko akala A gii| isI prakAra dharma sambandhI bAta bhI koI thor3I dera meM sunanA yA sIkhanA cAhe to yaha bAta asambhava hai / varSoM rahanA par3egA jJAnI ke saMga meM, athavA varSoM sunanA par3egA usake vivecana ko / jaba sthUla, pratyakSa, indriya gocara, laukika bAtoM meM bhI yaha niyama lAgU hotA hai, to sUkSma, parokSa, indriya-agocara, alaukika bAta meM kyoM lAgU na hogA? isakA sIkhanA to aura bhI kaThina hai / ata: bho jijJAsu ! yadi dharma kA prayojana va usakI mahimA kA jJAna karanA hai to dhairya parvaka varSoM taka sananA hogA, zAnta bhAva se sananA hogA, aura pakSapAta va apanI pUrva kI dhAraNA ko dabAkara sunanA hogaa| 6. mahAvita pakSapAta-dharma ke prayojana va mahimA ko jAnane yA sIkhane sambandhI bAta calatI hai, arthAt dharma sambandhI zikSaNa kI bAta hai / vAstava meM yaha jo calatA hai, ise pravacana na kahakara zikSaNa-krama nAma denA adhika upayukta hai| kisI bhI bAta ko sIkhane yA par3hane meM kyA-kyA bAdhaka kAraNa hote haiM unakI bAta hai| pAMca kAraNa batAye gaye the| unameM se cAra kI vyAkhyA ho cukI, jisa parase yaha nirNaya karAyA gayA ki yadi dharma kA svarUpa jAnanA hai aura usase kacha kAma lenA hai to, 1-usake prati bahamAna va utsAha utpanna kara, 2-nirNaya karake yathArtha vaktA se use sana 3-akramarUpa na sunakara 'ka' se 'ha' taka kramapUrvaka suna,4-dhairya dhArakara binA cUka pratidina mahInoM taka suna / aba pAMcaveM bAdhaka kAraNa kI bAta calatI hai| vaha hai vaktA va zrotA kA pakSapAta / vAstava meM yaha pakSapAta bahuta ghAtaka hai| isa mArga meM sAdhAraNata: yaha utpanna hue binA nahIM rhtaa| kAraNa pahale batAyA jA cukA hai| pUrA vaktavya kramapUrvaka na sunanA hI usa pakSapAta kA mukhya kAraNa hai| thor3A jAnakara 'maiM bahuta kucha jAna gayA hU~' aisA abhimAna alpajJa jIvoM meM svabhAvata: unpanna ho jAtA hai, jo Age jAnane kI use AjJA nahIM detaa| vaha 'jo maiMne jAnA so ThIka hai, tathA jo dUsare ne jAnA so jhUTa hai'| aura dUsarA bhI 'jo maiMne jAnA so ThIka tathA jo Apane jAnA so jhUTha' eka isI abhiprAya ko dhAra paraspara lar3ane lagate haiM, zAstrArtha karate haiM, vAda-vivAda karate haiM / usa vAda-vivAda ko sunakara kucha usakI ruci ke anukUla vyakti usake pakSa kA poSaNa karane lagate haiM, tathA dUsare kI ruci ke anukUla vyakti dUsare ke pakSa kA / usake atirikta kucha sAdhAraNa va bhole vyakti bhI, jo usakI bAta ko sunate haiM usake anuyAyI bana jAte haiM, aura jo dUsare kI bAta ko sunate haiM ve dUsare ke binA isa bAta ko jAne ki ina donoM meM se kauna kyA kaha rahA hai ? aura

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6. mahAvita pakSapAta 1. adhyayana paddhati isa prakAra nirmANa ho jAtA hai sampradAyoM kA, jo vaktA kI mRtyu ke pazcAt bhI paraspara lar3ane meM hI apanA gaurava samajhate haiM, aura hita kA mArga na svayaM khoja sakate haiM aura na dUsare ko darzA sakate haiN| maje kI bAta yaha hai ki yaha saba lar3AI hotI hai dharma ke nAma pr| yaha duSTa pakSapAta kaI jAti kA hotA hai| unameM se mukhya do jAti haiM--eka abhiprAya kA pakSapAta tathA dUsarA zabda kA pakSapAta / abhiprAya kA pakSapAta to svayaM vaktA tathA usake zrotA donoM ke lie ghAtaka hai aura zabda kA pakSapAta kevala zrotAoM ke liye / kyoMki isa pakSapAta meM vaktA kA apanA abhiprAya to ThIka rahatA hai, para binA zabdoM meM prakaTa hue zrotA becArA kaise jAna sakegA usake abhiprAya ko? ata: vaha abhiprAya meM bhI pakSapAta dhAraNa karake, svayaM vaktA ke andara meM par3e hue anukta abhiprAya kA bhI virodha karane lagatA hai| yadi viSaya ko pUrNa suna va samajha liyA jAye to koI bhI virodha abhiprAya zeSa na raha jAne ke kAraNa pakSapAta ko avakAza nahIM mila sktaa| isa pakSapAta kA dUsarA kAraNa hai zrotA kI ayogyatA, usakI smaraNa zakti kI hInatA, jisake kAraNa ki sArI bAta suna lene para bhI bIca-bIca meM kucha-kucha bAta to yAda raha jAtI hai use aura kucha-kucha bhUla jAtA hai vaha / aura isa prakAra eka akhaNDita dhArAvAhI abhiprAya khaNDita ho jAtA hai, usake jJAna meM / phala vahI hotA hai jo ki akrama rUpa se sunane kA hai / pakSapAta kA tIsarA kAraNa hai vyakti vizeSa ke kula meM paramparA se calI AI koI mAnyatA yA abhiprAya / isa kAraNa kA to koI pratikAra hI nahIM hai, bhAgya se hI kadAcit pratikAra bana jaaye| tathA anya bhI anekoM kAraNa haiM, jinakA vizeSa vistAra karanA yahA~ ThIka sA nahIM lgtaa| hameM to yaha jAnanA hai, ki nija-kalyANArtha dharma kA svarUpa kaise samajheM? dharma kA svarUpa jAnane se pahale isa pakSapAta ko tilAMjali dekara yaha nizcaya karanA cAhiye, ki dharma sampradAya kI cAradIvArI se dUra kisI svatantra dRSTi meM utpanna hotA hai, svatantra vAtAvaraNa meM palatA hai va svatantra vAtAvaraNa meM hI phala detA hai / yadyapi sampradAyoM ko Aja dharma ke nAma se pukArA jAtA hai, parantu vAstava meM yaha bhrama hai, pakSapAta kA viSailA phala hai / sampradAya koI bhI kyoM na ho dharma nahIM ho sakatA / sampradAya pakSapAta ko kahate haiM, aura dharma svatantra abhiprAya ko kahate haiM jise koI bhI manuSya, kisI bhI sampradAya meM utpana huA, choTA yA bar3A, garIba yA amIra, yahA~ taka ki tiryaMca bhI, saba dhAraNa kara sakate haiM, jabaki sampradAya isameM apanI TAMga ar3Akara, kisI ko dharma pAlana kA adhikAra detA hai aura kisI ko nahIM detaa| Aja ke jaina-sampradAya kA dharma bhI vAstava meM dharma nahIM haiM, sampradAya hai, eka pakSapAta hai / isake AdhIna kriyAoM meM hI kUpamaNDUka banakara vartane meM koI hita najara nahIM aataa| pahale kabhI nahIM sanI hogI aisI bAta. aura isaliye kacha kSobha bhI sambhavataH A gayA ho| dhAraNA para aisI sIdhI va kaDI coTa kaise sahana kI jA sakatI hai? yaha dharma to sarvocca dharma hai na jagata kA? paranta kSobha kI bAta nahIM hai bhAI / zAnta ho / terA yaha kSobha hI to vaha pakSapAta hai, sAmpradAyika pakSapAta jisakA niSedha karAyA jA rahA hai / isa kSobha se hI to parIkSA ho rahI hai tere abhiprAya kI / kSobha ko dabA, Age calakara svayaM samajha jAyegA, ki kitanA sAra thA tere isa kSobha meM / aba jarA vicAra kara, ki kyA dharma bhI kahIM U~cA yA nIcA hotA hai ? bar3A yA choTA hotA hai ? acchA yA burA hotA hai ? dharma to dharma hotA hai usakA kyA U~cA-nIcApanA? usakA kyA jaina va ajainapanA? kyA vaidikapanA va musalamAnapanA? dharma to dharma hai jisane jIvana meM utArA use hitakAraka hI hai, jaisA ki Age ke prakaraNoM se spaSTa ho jAyegA / usa hita ko jAnane ke liye kucha zAntacitta hokara suna / pakSapAta ko bhUla jA thor3I dera ke liye| tere kSobha ke nivAraNArtha yahA~ isa viSaya para thor3A aura prakAza DAla denA ucita samajhatA huuN| kisI mArga-vizeSa para zraddhA na karane kA nAma sampradAya nahIM hai sampradAya to antaraMga ke kisI vizeSa abhiprAya kA nAma hai, jisake kAraNa ki dUsaroM kI dhAraNAoM ke prati kucha anadekhA sA bhAva prakaTa hone lagatA hai| isa abhiprAya ko parIkSA karake pakar3A jA sakatA hai, zabdoM meM batAyA nahIM jA sktaa| kalpanA kIjiye ki Aja maiM yahA~ isa gaddIpara koI brahmadvaitavAda kA zAstra le bailUM aura usake AdhArapara Apako kucha sunAnA cAhUM, to batAiye ApakI antaravRtti kyA hogI? kyA Apa use bhI isI prakAra zAnti va ruci pUrvaka sunanA cAheMge, jisa prakAra ki ise suna rahe haiM ? sambhavata: nhiiN| yadi mujhase

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1. adhyayana paddhati 11 7. vaijJAnika bana lar3ane na lage to, yA to yahA~ se uThakara cale jAoge aura yA baiThakara cupacApa carcA karane lagoge, yA UMghane lagoge aura yA andara hI andara kucha kur3hane lagoge, "sunane Aye the jinavANI, aura sunane baiTha gaye anya mata kI kathanI / " basa isI bhAva kA nAma hai sAmpradAyikatA / isa bhAva kA AdhAra hai guru kA pakSapAta / arthAt jinavANI kI bAta ThIka hai, kyoMki mere gurune kahI hai, aura yaha jhUTha hai kyoMki anya ke guru ne kahI hai| yadi jinavANI kI bAta ko bhI yukti va tarka dvArA svIkAra karane kA abhyAsa kiyA hotA, to yahAM bhI usI abhyAsa kA prayoga karate / yadi kucha bAta ThIka baiTha jAtI to svIkAra kara lete, nahIM to nhiiN| isameM kSobha kI kyA bAta thI ? bAjAra meM jAyeM, aneka dukAnadAra Apako apanI ora bulAyeM, Apa saba hI to suna lete haiN| kisI se kSobha karane kA to prazna utpanna nahIM hotaa| kisI se saudA paTA to le liyA, nahIM paTA to Age cala diye| isI prakAra yahA~ kyoM nahIM hotA ? T basa isa adekhasa ke bhAva ko TAlane kI bAta kahI jA rahI hai| mArga ke prati jo terI zraddhA hai, usakA niSedha nahIM kiyA jA rahA hai / yukti va tarka pUrvaka samajhane kA abhyAsa ho to saba bAtoM meM se tathya nikAlA jA sakatA hai| bhUla bhI kadApi nahIM ho sakatI / yadi zraddhAna saccA hai to usameM bAdhA bhI nahIM A sakatI, sunane se Dara kyoM lagatA hai ? parantu 'kyoMki mere guru ne kahA hai isaliye satya hai' tere apane kalyANArtha isa buddhi kA niSedha kiyA jA rahA hai| vaijJAnikoM kA yaha mArga nahIM hai / ve apane guru kI bAta ko bhI binA yukti ke svIkAra nahIM krte| yadi anusandhAna yA anubhava meM koI antara par3atA pratIta hotA hai, to yukti dvArA grahaNa kI huI ko bhI nahIM mAnate haiN| basa tattva kI yathArthatA ko pakar3anA hai to isI prakAra karanA hogaa| guru ke pakSapAta se satya kA nirNaya hI na ho sakegA, anubhava to dUra kI bAta hai / apanI dahI ko mIThI batAne kA nAma saccI zraddhA nahIM hai / vAstava meM mIThI ho tathA usake miThAsa ko cakhA ho, taba use mIThI kahanA saccI zraddhA hai I dekha eka dRSTAnta detA hU~ / eka jauharI thA, usakI Ayu pUrNa ho gaI / putra thA to, para nikhaTTU / pitAjI kI mRtyu ke pazcAt alamArI kholI, aura kucha jevara nikAlakara le gayA apane cacA ke pAsa / 'cAcAjI, inheM bikavA dIjiye / ' cAcA bhI jauharI thA, saba kucha samajha gyaa| kahane lagA beTA ! Aja ne beco inheM, bAjAra meM grAhaka nahIM haiM, bahuta kama dAma uTheMge / jAo jahA~ se lAye ho vahIM rakha Ao inheM aura merI dukAna para Akara baiThA karo, ghara kA kharcA dukAna se uThA liyA karo / vaisA hI kiyA, aura kucha mahInoM ke pazcAt pUrA jauharI bana gayA vaha / aba cacAne kahA, 'ki beTA ! jAo Aja le Ao ve jevara / Aja grAhaka haiM bAjAra meM / ' beTA turanta gayA, alamArI kholI aura jevara ke Dabbe uThAne lagA / para haiM ! yaha kyA ? eka DabbA uThAyA, rakha diyA vApisa ; dUsarA uThAyA, rakha diyA vApisa ; aura isI taraha tIsarA, cauthA Adi saba Dabbe jyoM ke tyoM alamArI meM rakha diye, alamArI banda kI aura calA AyA khAlI hAtha dukAna para, nirAzA meM gardana laTakAye, vikalpa sAgara meM DUbA, vaha yuvk| "jevara nahIM lAye beTA ?" cacAne prazna kiyaa| aura eka dhImI sI, lajjita sI AvAja nikalI yuvaka ke kaNTha se "kSamA karo cAcA, bhUlA thA, bhrama thA / vaha saba to kA~ca hai, maiM hIre samajha baiThA thA unheM ajJAnavaza / Aja Apase jJAna pAkara A~kheM khula gaI haiM merI / " basa isI prakAra tere bhrama kI, pakSapAta kI sattA usI samaya taka hai, jaba taka ki dhairyapUrvaka kucha mahInoM taka barAbara usa vizAla tattva ko suna va samajha nahIM letA / usa sampUrNa ko yathArtha rItyA samajha lene ke pazcAt tU svayaM lajjita ho jAyegA, haMsegA apane Upara / 7. vaijJAnika bana--- jaisA ki Age spaSTa ho jAyegA, dharma kA svarUpa sAmpradAyika nahIM vaijJAnika hai / antara kevala itanA hai, ki loka meM pracalita vijJAna bhautika vijJAna hai aura yaha hai AdhyAtmika vijnyaan| dharma kI khoja tujhe eka vaijJAnika banakara karanI hogI, sAmpradAyika banakara nhiiN| svAnubhava ke AdhAra para karanI hogI, guruoM ke Azraya para nahIM / apane hI andara se tatsambandhI 'kyA' aura 'kyoM' utpanna karake tathA apane hI andara se usakA uttara lekara karanI hogI, kisI se pUchakara nhiiN| guru jo saMketa de rahe haiM, unako jIvana para lAgU karake karanI hogI, kevala zabdoM meM nahIM / tujhe eka philAsaphara banakara calanA hogA, kUpamaNDUka banakara nahIM / svatantra vAtAvaraNa meM jAkara vicAranA hogA, sAmpradAyika bandhanoM meM nahIM /

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8. pakSapAta nirasana 1. adhyayana paddhati dekha eka vaijJAnika kA DhaMga, aura sIkha kucha usse| apane pUrva ke anekoM vaijJAnikoM va philAspharoM dvArA svIkAra kiye gaye sarva hI siddhAntoM ko svIkAra karake, usakA prayoga karatA hai vaha apanI prayoga-zAlA meM, aura eka AviSkAra nikAla detA hai| kucha apane anubhava bhI siddhAnta ke rUpa meM likha jAtA haiM, pIche AnevAle vaijJAnikoM ke liye / aura ve pIchevAle bhI isIprakAra karate haiM / siddhAnta meM barAbara vRddhi hotI calI jA rahI hai, parantu koI bhI apane se pUrva siddhAnta ko jhUThA mAnakara 'usako maiM nahIM paDhUMgA' aisA abhiprAya nahIM bnaataa| saba hI pIche-pIchevAle apane se siddhAntoM kA Azraya lekara calate haiN| una parva meM kiye gaye anasandhAnoM ko panaH nahIM doharAte / isI prakAra tujhe bhI apane pUrva meM hue pratyeka jJAnI ke, cAhe vaha kisI nAma va sampradAya kA kyoM na ho anubhava aura siddhAntoM se kucha sIkhanA cAhiye, kucha na kucha zikSA lenI cAhiye / bAhara se hI, kevala isa AdhAra para, ki 'tere guru ne tujhe amuka bAta, amuka hI zabdoM meM nahIM batAI hai' unake siddhAntoM ko jhUThA mAnakara, unase lAbha lene ke bajAya unase dveSa karanA yogya nahIM haiM / vaijJAnikoM kA yaha kArya nahIM hai| jisa prakAra pratyeka vaijJAnika jo-jo siddhAnta banAtA hai, usakA AdhAra koI kapola kalpanA mAtra nahIM hotA, balki hotA hai usakA apanA anubhava, jo vaha apanI prayogazAlA meM prayoga-vizeSa ke dvArA prApta karatA hai / pahale svayaM prayoga karake usakA anubhava karatA hai, aura phira dUsaroM ke liye likha jAtA hai, apane anubhava ko| koI cAhe to usase lAbha uThA le na cAhe to na uThAye / parantu vaha siddhAnta svayaM eka satya hI rahatA hai, eka dhruva satya / __isI prakAra aneka jJAniyoM ne apane jIvana kI prayogazAlAoM meM prayoga kiye, usa dharma sambandhI abhiprAya kI pUrti ke mArga meM / kucha use pUrNa kara pAye aura kucha na kara pAye, bIca meM hI mRtyu kI goda meM jAnA par3A / parantu jo kucha bhI una sabane anubhava kiyA, yA jo-jo prakriyAyeM unhoMne una-una prayogoM meM svayaM apanAIM, ve likha gaye hamAre hita ke liye, ki hama bhI inameM se kucha tathya samajhakara apane prayoga meM kucha sahAyatA le sakeM / sahAyatA lenA cAheM to leM, aura na lenA cAheM to na leM parantu ve siddhAnta satya haiM, parama satya / isa mArga meM itanI kamI durbhAgyavaza avazya rahatI hai, joki vaijJAnika mArga meM dekhane meM nahIM aatii| aura vaha yaha hai ki yahA~ kucha svArthI anubhava-vihIna jJAnAbhimAnI jana vikRta kara dete haiM una siddhAntoM ko, pIche se apanI dhAraNAyeM unameM mizraNa karake / aura vaijJAnika mArga meM aisA hone nahIM pAtA / para phira bhI ve vikRtiyAM dUra kI jA sakatI haiM kucha apanI buddhi se, apane anubhava ke AdhAra para / bho jijJAsu ! tanika vicAra to sahI, ki kitanA bar3A saubhAgya hai terA ki una jJAniyoM ne jo bAteM bar3e balidAnoM ke pazcAt bar3e parizrama se jAnI, binA kisI mulya ke de gaye tujhe / arthAt bar3e parizrama se banAyA huA apanA bhojana parosa gaye tujhe / aura Aja bhUkhA hote hue bhI, tathA unake dvArA parosA yaha bhojana sAmane rakhA hote hue bhI, tU khA nahIM rahA hai ise, kucha saMzaya ke kAraNa yA sAmpradAyika vidveSa ke kAraNa, jisakA AdhAra hai kevala pakSapAta / tujhasA mUrkha kauna hogA? tujhasA abhAgA kauna hogA? bho jijJAsu ! aba isa viSa ko ugala de aura suna kucha naI bAta, jo Aja taka sambhavata: nahIM sunI hai aura sunI bhI ho to samajhI nahIM hai / sarva darzanakAroM ke anubhava kA sAra, aura svayaM mere anubhava kA sAra, jisameM na kahIM hai kisI kA khaNDana, aura na hai nija kI bAta kA pakSa / vaisA vaisA svayaM apane jIvana meM utAra kara usakI parIkSA kara / batAye anusAra hI phala ho to grahaNa karale, aura vaisA phala na ho to chor3a de| para vAda-vivAda kisa ke liye aura kyoM? bAjAra kA saudA hai, marjI meM Aye le, marjI meM Aye na le| yaha eka ni:svArtha bhAvanA hai, tere kalyANa kI bhAvanA aura kucha nhiiN| kacha lenA denA nahIM hai tajhase / tere apane kalyANa kI bAta hai| nija hita ke liye eka bAra sana to sahI. tajhe acchI lage binA na rhegii| kyoM acchI na lage, terI apanI bAta hai, ghara baiThe binA parizrama ke mila rahI hai tujhe, isase bar3A saubhAgya aura kyA ho sakatA hai? nija hita ke liye aba pakSapAta kI dAha meM isakI avahelanA mata kara / 8. pakSapAta nirasana-parantu pakSapAta ko chor3a kara sunanA / nahIM to pakSapAta kA hI svAda AtA rahegA isa bAta kA svAda na cakha skegaa| dekha eka dRSTAnta detA huuN| eka cIMTI thI namaka kI khAna meM rahatI thii| koI usakI sahelI usase milane gii| bolI "bahana tU kaise rahatI hai yahA~ ? isa namaka ke khAre svAda meM / cala mere sthAna para cala, vahA~

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1. adhyayana paddhati 8. pakSapAta nirasana bahuta acchA svAda milegA tujhe, tU bar3I prasanna hogI vahA~ jAkara / " kahane sunane se calI AI vaha, usake sAtha usake sthAna para, halavAI kI dukAna meM / parantu miThAI para ghUmate hue bhI usako vizeSa prasannatA na huii| usakI sahelI tAr3a gaI usake hRdaya kI bAta, aura pUcha baiThI usase "kyoM bahina AyA kucha svAda ?" "nahIM kucha vizeSa svAda nahIM, vaisA hI sA lagatA hai mujhe to, jaisA vahA~ namaka para ghUmate hue lagatA thA / " soca meM par3a gaI usakI sahelI / yaha kaise sambhava hai ? mIThe meM namaka kA hI svAda kaise A sakatA hai ? kucha gar3abar3a avazya hai / jhukakara dekhA usake mukha kI ora / "parantu bahana ! yaha tere mukha meM kyA hai ?" "kucha nahIM, calate samaya socA ki vahA~ yaha pakavAna mile ki na mile, thor3A sAtha le cala / aura mu~ha meM dhara lAI choTI sI namaka kI DalI / vahI hai yaha " / "are ! to yahA~ kA svAda kaise Ave tujhe ? mu~ha meM rakhI hai namaka kI DalI, mIThe kA svAda kaise AyegA ? nikAla ise|" DaratI huI ne kucha-kucha jhijhaka va AzaMkA ke sAtha nikAlA use / eka ora rakha diyA isaliye ki thor3I dera pazcAt punaH uThA lenA hogA ise, aba to sahelI kahatI hai, khaira nikAla do isake kahane se / aura usake nikalate hI pahuMca gaI dUsare loka meM vaha / "uThAle bahana ! aba isa apanI DalI ko " sahelI bolI / lajjita ho gaI vaha yaha sunakara, kyoMki aba use koI AkarSaNa nahIM thA, usa namaka kI DalI meM / 13 basa tuma bhI jabataka pakSapAta kI yaha DalI mukha meM rakhe baiThe ho, nahIM cakha sakoge isa madhura AdhyAtmika svAda ko / AtA rahegA kevala dveSa kA kar3avA svAda / ekabAra mu~ha meM se nikAlakara cakho ise| bhale phira uThA lenA isI apane pahale khAje ko / parantu itanA vizvAsa dilAtA hUM, ki eka bAra ke hI isa naI bAta ke AsvAda se, tuma bhUla jAoge usake svAda ko, lajjita ho jAoge usa bhUla pr| usI samaya patA calegA ki yaha DalI svAdiSTa thI ki kar3avI / dUsarA svAda cakhe binA kaise jAna pAoge isake svAda ko ? ataH koI bhI naI bAta jAnane ke liye prArambha meM hI pakSapAta kA viSa avazya ugalane yogya hai / kisI bAta ko sunakara yA kisI bhI zAstra meM par3hakara, vaktA yA lekhaka ke abhiprAya ko hI samajhane kA prayatna karanA / jabaradastI usake artha ko ghumAne kA prayatna na karanA / vaktA yA lekhaka ke abhiprAya kA galA ghoMTakara apanI mAnyatA va pakSa ke anukUla banAne kA prayatna na karanA / tattva ko anekoM dRSTiyoM se samajhAyA jaayegaa| saba dRSTiyoM ko pRthaka-pRthaka jAnakara jJAna meM unakA sammizraNa kara lenA / kisI dRSTi kA bhI niSedha karane kA prayatna na karanA athavA kisI eka hI dRSTi AvazyakatA se adhika poSaNa karane ke liye zabdoM meM kheMcatAna na karanA / aisA karane se bhI anya dRSTiyoM kA niSedha hI ho jAyegA / tathA anya bhI anekoM bAteM haiM jo pakSapAta ke AdhIna par3I haiN| una saba ko ugala DAlanA | samanvayAtmaka dRSTi banAnA, sAmyatA dhAraNa karanA / isI meM nihita hai tumhArA hita aura tabhI samajhA yA samajhAyA jA sakatA he tattva / uparokta ina sarva pA~coM kAraNoM kA abhAva ho jAya to aisA nahIM ho sakatA ki tuma dharma ke usa prayojana ko va usakI mahimA ko ThIka-ThIka jAna na pAo; aura jAnakara usase isa jIvana meM kucha navIna parivartana lAkara, kiJcit isake miSTa phala kI prApti na kara lo; aura apanI prathama kI hI niSprayojana dhArmika kriyAoM ke rahasya ko samajhakara unheM sArthaka na banA lo /

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2. dharma kA prayojana 1. antara kI mAMga; 2. vijJAna vidhi; 3. satya puruSArtha; 4. saMsAra vRkSa / 1. antara kI mAMga- dharma sambandhI vAstavikatA ko jAnane ke liye vaktA va zrotA kI AvazyakatAoM ko tathA zikSaNa paddhati krama ko jAnane ke pazcAt, aura dharma sambandhI bAta ko jAnane ke liye utsAha prakaTa ho jAne ke pazcAt ; aba yaha bAta jAnanA Avazyaka hai, ki dharma karma kI jIvana meM AvazyakatA hI kyA hai ? jIvana ke liye yaha kucha upayogI to bhAsatA nhiiN| yadi binA kisI dhArmika pravRtti ke hI jIvana bitAyA jAe to kyA harja hai ? philAsphara banane ke liye kahA gayA hai na mujhe / prazna bahuta sundara hai, aura karanA bhI cAhiye thA / andara meM utpanna hue prazna ko kahate hue zarmAnA nahIM cAhie, nahIM to yaha viSaya spaSTa na hone pAyegA / prazna bedhar3aka kara diyA karo, DaranA nahIM / vAstava meM hI dharma kI koI AvazyakatA na hotI yadi mere andara kI sabhI abhilASAoM kI pUrti sAdhAraNataH ho jaatii| koI bhI puruSArtha kisI prayojanavaza hI karane meM AtA hai| kisI abhilASA vizeSa kI pUrti ke liye hI koI kArya kiyA jAtA hai| aisA koI kArya nahIM, jo binA kisI abhilASA ke kiyA jA rahA ho / ataH uparokta bAta kA uttara pAne ke lie mujhe vizleSaNa karanA hogA apanI abhilASAoM kaa| aisA karane se spaSTataH kucha dhvani antaraMga se AtI pratIta hogii| isa rUpa meM ki "mujhe sukha cAhie, mujhe nirAkulatA cAhiye / " yaha dhvani choTe bar3e sarva hI prANiyoM kI ciraparicita hai| kyoMki koI bhI aisA nahIM hai jo isa dhvani ko barAbara uThate na suna rahA ho| aura yaha dhvani kRtrima bhI nahIM hai| kisI anya se prerita hokara yaha sIkha utpanna huI ho aisA bhI nahIM hai, svAbhAvika hai / kRtrima bAta kA AdhAra vaijJAnika nahIM liyA karate parantu isa svAbhAvika dhvani kA kAraNa to avazya jAnanA par3egA / apane andara kI isa dhvani se prerita hokara, isa abhilASA kI pUrti ke lie, maiM koI prayatna na kara rahA hU~ aisA bhI nahIM hai| maiM barAbara kucha na kucha udyama kara rahA huuN| jahA~ bhI jAtA hU~ kabhI khAlI nahIM baiThatA, aura kabase karatA A rahA hU~ yaha bhI nahIM jAnatA / parantu itanA avazya jAnatA hU~ ki saba kucha karate hue bhI, bar3e se bar3A dhanavAna yA rAjA Adi na jAnepara bhI yaha dhvani Aja taka zAnta hone nahI pAI hai| yadi zAnta ho gaI hotI, yA usake liye kiyA jAnevAlA puruSArtha jitanI derataka calatA rahatA hai, utane antarAla mAtra ke liye bhI kadAcit zAnta hotI huI pratIta hotI to avazya hI dharma Adi kI koI AvazyakatA na hotii| usI puruSArtha ke prati aura adhika udyama karatA aura kadAcit saphalatA prApta kara letA / vaha zAnti kI abhilASA hI mujhe bAdhya kara rahI hai koI nayA AviSkAra karane ke liye, jisake dvArA maiM usakI pUrti kara pAU~ / AvazyakatA AviSkAra kI jananI hotI hai| isI kAraNa dharma kA AviSkAra jJAnIjanoM ne apane jIvana meM kiyA aura usI kA upadeza sarva jagata ko bhI diyA tathA de rahe haiM, kisI svArtha ke kAraNa nahIM, balki prema va karuNA ke kAraNa ki kisI prakAra Apa bhI saphala ho sakeM abhilASA ko zAnta karane meM / 2. vijJAna vidhi - kisa prakAra kiyA unhoMne yaha AviSkAra ? kahAM se sIkhA isakA upAya ? kahIM bAhara se nahIM, apane andara se / upAya DhUMDhane kA jo vaijJAnika DhaMga hai, usake dvArA upAya DhUMDhane kA vaijJAnika va svAbhAvika DhaMga yadyapi sabake anubhava meM pratidina A rahA hai, para vizleSaNa na karane ke kAraNa saiddhAntika rUpa se usakI dhAraNA kisI ko nahIM hai / dekhiye usa kabUtara ko jisakI abhilASA hai ki Apake kamare meM kisI na kisI prakAra praveza kara pAye, apanA ghoMsalA banAne ke liye / kamare meM praveza karane kA upAya kisa se pUche ? svayaM apane andara se hI upAya nikAlatA hai, ata: prayatna karatA hai| kabhI usa dvAra para jAtA hai aura banda pAkara vApasa lauTa AtA hai| kucha dera pazcAt usa khir3akI ke nikaTa jAtA hai, vahAM sarie lage pAtA hai / sariyoM ke bIca meM gardana ghusAkara prayatna karatA hai ghusane kA parantu sariyoM meM antarAla kama hone ke kAraNa usakA zarIra nikala nahIM pAtA, unake bIca meM se| phira lauTa AtA hai,

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2. dharma kA prayojana 4. icchA -garta dUsarI dizA meM jAtA hai, vahA~ bhI vaisA hI prayatna / phira tIsarI meM aura phira cauthI dizA meM, kahIM se mArga na milaa| sAmanevAle muMDera para baiThakara soca rahA hai vaha, aba bhI usI kA upAya / nirAza nahIM huA hai vaha / haiM ! yaha kyA hai, Upara chatake nikaTa ? calakara dekhU to sahI? eka rozanadAna / jhukakara dekhatA hai, andara kI ora / kucha bhaya ke kAraNa to nahIM haiM vahAM? nahIM, nahIM kucha nahIM hai / rozanadAna meM ghusa jAtA hai, kamare kI kArnasa para baiThakara pratIkSA karatA hai, kucha dera kamare ke svAmI ke Ane kii| svAmI AtA hai, to dekhatA hai gaura se usakI mukhAkRti ko / krUra to nahIM hai? nahIM, bhalA AdamI hai| aura phira jAtA hai aura AtA hai, be rokaToka, mAno usake lie hI banAyA thA yaha dvAra / isI prakAra eka cIMTI bhI pahu~ca jAtI hai apane khAdya padArtha para, aura thor3I dera idhara-udhara ghUmakara mArga nikAla hI letI hai| vizleSaNa kIjie ina choTe se jantuoM kI isa prakriyA kA / dhairya aura sAhasa ke sAtha bAra-bAra prayatna krnaa| asaphala rahane para bhI ekadama nirAza na ho jAnA / eka dvAra na dIkhe to dUsarI dizA meM jAkara DhU~r3hanA yA dUsare dvAra para prayala karanA aura anta meM saphala ho jAnA / yaha hai, krama kisI abhISTa viSaya ke upAya DhU~r3hane kaa| ise vaijJAnika jana kahate haiM 'Trial & Error Theory', 'saphala na hone para prayatna kI dizA ghumA dene kA siddhAnta / ' Apa svayaM bhI to isa siddhAnta kA prayoga kara rahe haiM, apane jIvana meM / koI roga ho jAnepara, Ate ho vaidyarAja ke pAsa, auSadhi lete ho / tIna cAra dina khAkara dekhane ke pazcAt koI lAbha hotA pratIta nahIM hotA, to vaidyajI se kahate ho, auSadhi badala dene ke liye| usameM bhI yadi kAma na cale to puna: vahI krama / aura anta meM tIna bAra auSadhi badalI jAne para, mila hI jAtI hai, koI anukUla auSadhi / isa prakriyA kA vizleSaNa karane para bhI uparokta hI phala niklegaa| basa yahI hai vaha siddhAnta, jo yahA~ zAnti-prApti ke upAya ke sambandha meM bhI lAgU karanA hai| kisI anubhUta va dRSTa viSaya kA vizleSaNa karake eka siddhAnta banAnA, tathA usI jAti ke kisI anubhUta va adRSTa viSayapara lAgU karake abhISTa kI siddhi kara lenA hI to vaijJAnika mArga hai, koI navIna khoja karane kaa| zAnti kI navIna khoja karanI hai to uparokta siddhAnta ko lAgU kIjiye / eka prayatna kIjiye, yadi saphala na ho to usa prayatna kI dizA ghumAkara dekhiye, phira bhI saphalatA na mile to puna: koI aura prayoga kIjiye, aura prayogoM ko barAbara badalate jAiye, jaba taka ki saphala na ho jaayeN| 3. satya puruSArtha-aba prazna hotA hai ki kyA Aja taka prayala nahIM kiyA? nahIM aisI to bAta nahIM hai / prayatna to kiyA aura barAbara karatA A rahA hai / prayatna karane meM kamI nahIM hai| dhana upArjana karane meM, jIvana kI Avazyaka vastue~ juTAne meM, unakI rakSA karane meM tathA unako bhogane meM avazya tU puruSArtha kara rahA hai, aura khUba kara rahA hai / phira kamI kahA~ hai jo Aja taka asaphala rahA hai, usakI prApti meM? kamI hai prayoga ko badala kara na dekhane kii| prayatna to avazya karatA A rahA hai, para avvala to Aja taka kabhI tujhe yaha vicArane kA avasara hI nahIM milA, nahIM mila rahI hai, aura yadi kucha pratIti bhI huI, to prayoga badalakara na dekhA / vahI purAnA prayoga cala rahA hai, jo pahale calatA thA-dhana kamAne kA, bhogoM kI upalabdhi va rakSA kA tathA unheM bhogane kaa| kabhI vicArA hai yaha ki adhika se adhika bhogoM ko prApta karake bhI yaha dhvani zAnta nahIM ho rahI hai to avazyameva merI dhAraNA meM, mere vizvAsa meM kahIM bhUla hai? dhana yA bhoga zAnti kI prApti ke upAya hI nahIM haiN| yadi aisA hotA to avazya hI maiM zAnta ho gayA hotaa| AvAja kA na dabanA hI yaha batA rahA hai ki merA upAya jhUThA hai / vAstava meM upAya kucha aura hai, jise maiM nahIM jaantaa| ata: yA to kisI jAnakAra se pUchakara yA svayaM puruSArtha kI dizA ghumAkara dekhU to sahI / isa uparokta prayoga ko yadi apanAtA, to avazya Aja taka vaha mArga pA liyA hotaa| ___ aba sunane para tathA apanI dhAraNA badala jAne ke kAraNa kucha icchA bhI pragaTa huI ho yadi prayatna badalane kI, to usase pahale tujhako yaha bAta jAna lenI Avazyaka hai, ki kisa cIja kA AviSkAra karane jA rahA hai tU, kyoMki binA kisI lakSya ke kisa aura lagAyegA apane puruSArtha ko? kevala zAnti va sukha kaha dene se kAma nahIM cltaa| usa zAnti yA sukha kI pahacAna bhI honI cAhie, tAki Age jAkara bhUlavaza pahale kI bhA~ti usa duHkha yA azAnti ko sukha yA zAnti na mAna baiThe, aura tRptavat huA calatA jAye usI dizA meM, bilkula asaphala va asantuSTa / 4. icchA-garta zAnti kI pahicAna bhI anubhava ke AdhAra para karanI hai, kisI kI gavAhI lekara nahIM aura bar3I sarala hai vaha / kevala antaraMga ke pariNAmoM kA yA usa antardhvani kA vizleSaNa karake dekhanA hai / asantoSa meM DUbI latA

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5. saMsAra-vRkSa 2. dharma kA prayojana Aja kI dhvani pratikSaNa mA~ga rahI hai, tujhase, 'kucha aura' / 'kucha aura cAhiye abhI tRpta nahIM huA, abhI kucha aura bhI cAhiye', barAbara aisI dhvani sunane meM A rahI hai| vAstava meM isa dhvani kA nAma hI to hai abhilASA, icchA yA vyAkulatA / kyA kucha sandeha hai isameM bhI? yadi hai to dekha, Aja tujhe icchA hai apanI yuvatI kanyA kA jaldI se jaldI vivAha karane kI, para yogya vara na milane ke kAraNa kara nahIM pA rahA hai / terI icchA pUrI nahIM ho rahI hai / basa yahI to hai tere andara kI vyAkulatA, vyagratA, azAnti yA duHkh| puruSArtha karake adhikAdhika kamA DAlA, para usa dhvani kI ora upayoga gayA to Azcarya huA yaha dekhakara ki jyoM-jyoM dhana bar3hA vaha 'kucha aura' kI dhvani aura bhI balavAna hotI gii| jyoM-jyoM bhoga bhoge, bhogoM ke prati kI abhilASA aura adhika bar3hatI gii| kyA kAraNa hai isakA? jitanI kucha bhI dhana-rAzi kI prApti huI thI, utanA to isako kama honA cAhie thA yA bar3hanA? basa siddhAnta nikala gayA ki icchAoM kA svabhAva hI aisA hai, ki jyoM-jyoM mAMga pUrI kareM tyoM-tyoM dabane kI bajAya aura adhika bar3he / icchA ke bar3hane meM bhI sambhavata: harja na hotA, yadi yaha sambhava hotA ki ekadina jAkara isakA anta A jAyegA, kyoMki icchA kA anta A jAne para bhI maiM puruSArtha karatA rahUMgA aura adhika dhana kamAne kA, aura eka dina itanA saMcaya kara lUMgA ki usakI pUrti ho jAye / parantu vicArane para yaha spaSTa pratIti meM AtA hai ki icchA kA kabhI anta nahIM hogaa| icchA asIma hai aura isake sAmane par3I huI tIna loka kI sampatti sImita / sambhavata: itanI mAtra ki icchA ke khaDDe meM par3I huI itanI bhI dikhAI na de, jaisA ki koI prmaannu| isa para bhI isako baMTavAne vAlI itanI bar3I jIvarAzi? kyoMki saba hI ko to icchA hai usakI, terI bhA~ti / batA kyA sambhava hai aisI dazA meM isa icchA kI pUrti? isakA anantavAM aMza bhI to sambhavata: pUrNa na ho sake? phira kaise milegI tujhe zAnti, dhana prApti ke puruSArtha se ? basa bana gayA siddhAnta / dhana va bhogoM kI prApti kA nAma sukha va zAnti nahIM, balki unakA abhAva zAnti hai, aura isa lie dhanopArjana yA bhogoM sambandhI puruSArtha, isa dizA kA puruSArtha nahIM hai| 5. saMsAra-vRkSa-dekha terI vartamAna dazA kA eka sundara citra darzAtA huuN| eka vyApArI jahAja meM mAla bharakara videza ko claa| anekoM AzAyeM thI usake hRdaya meM / para use kyA khabara thI ki adRSTa usake liye kyA liye baiThA hai| dUra kSitija meM se sA~ya-sA~ya kI bhaMyakara dhvani pragaTa huI, jo barAbara bar3hatI huI usakI ora Ane lgii| ghabarA gayA vaha / haiM ! yaha kyA? tUphAna sarapara A gyaa| AndhI kA vega mAnoM sAgara ko apane sthAna se uThAkara anyatra le jAne kI hor3a lagAkara AyA hai| sAgara ne apane abhimAna para itanA bar3A AghAta kabhI na dekhA thaa| vaha ekadama garja uThA, phukAra mArane lagA aura uchala-uchalakara vAyumaMDala ko tAr3ane lgaa| vAyu va sAgara kA yaha yuddha kitanA bhayaMkara thA / dizAyeM bhaMyakara garjanAoM se bhara gii| donoM naye-naye hathiAyara lekara sAmane A rahe the| sAgara ke bhayaMkara thaper3oM se AkAza kA sAhasa TUTa gayA / vaha eka bhayaMkara cItkAra ke sAtha sAgara ke pairoM meM gira gyaa| ghaDaDaDar3a / oha ! yaha kyA Aphata AI ? Akaza phaTa gayA aura usake bhItara se kSaNa bhara ko eka mahAna prakAza kI rekhA prakaTa huI / rAtri ke isa gahana andhakAra meM bhI isa vajrapAta ke advitIya prakAza meM sAgara kA kSobha tathA isa yuddha kA prakopa spaSTa dikhAI de rahA thA / vyApArI kI nabja Upara car3ha gaI, mAno vaha niSprANa ho cukA hai| itane hI para basa kyoM ho? AkAza kI isa parAjaya ko megharAja sahana na kara skaa| mahA-kAla kI bhA~ti kAlI rAkSasa senA garjakara Age bar3hI aura eka bAra puna: ghora andhakAra meM saba kucha vilIna ho gyaa| vyApArI aceta hokara gira pdd'aa| sAgara uchalA, gar3agar3AyA, megharAja ne jalavANoM kI ghora varSA kI / mUsalAdhAra pAnI par3ane lgaa| jahAja meM jala bhara gayA / vyApArI aba bhI aceta thaa| do bhayaMkara rAkSasoM ke yuddha meM becAre vyApArI kI kauna sune? sAgara kI eka vikarAla taraMga-oha ! yaha kyA? puna: vajrapAta huA aura usake prakAza meM. ..? jahAja jora se Upara ko uchalA aura nIce girakara jala meM vilapta ho gyaa| sAgara kI goda meM samA gyaa| usake agoMpAMga idhara u gaye / hAya, becArA vyApArI, kauna jAne usakI kyA dazA huii| prabhAta huaa| eka takhate para par3A sAgara meM bahatA huA koI aceta vyakti bhAgyavaza kinAre para A lagA / sUrya kI kiraNoM ne usake zarIra meM kucha sphUrti utpanna kii| usane A~kheM kholI / maiM kauna hUM? maiM kahA~ hU~? yaha kauna deza hai ? kisane mujhe yahA~ pahu~cAyA hai ? maiM kahA~ se A rahA hUM? kyA kAma karane ke lie ghara se nikalA thA? mere pAsa kyA hai ? kaise nirvAha karU~? saba kucha bhUla cukA hai aba vaha /

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17 2. dharma kA prayojana 5. saMsAra-vRkSa use navajIvana milA hai, yaha bhI patA nahIM hai use| kisakI sahAyatA pAU~, koI dikhAI nahIM detaa| gardana laTakAye cala diyA jisa aura muMha uThA / eka bhaMyakara cItkAra / are ! yaha kyA ? usakI mAnasika stabdhatA bhaMga ho gyii| pIche mur3akara dekhaa| meghoM se bhI kAlA, jaMgama-parvata tulya, vikarAla gajarAja sUMr3a Upara uThAye, cIkha mAratA huA, usakI ora daudd'aa| prabhu ! bacAo / are pathika ! kitanA acchA hotA yadi isI prabhu ko apane acche dinoM meM bhI yAda kara liyA hotA / aba kyA banatA hai, yahAM koI bhI terA sahArA nahIM / daur3ane ke atirikta zaraNa nahIM thii| pathika daur3A, jitanI jora se usase daur3A gyaa| hAthI sarapara A gayA aura dhairya jAtA rahA usakA / aba jIvana asambhava hai / "nahIM pathika tUne ekabAra jihvAse prabhu kA pavitra nAma liyA hai, vaha nirarthaka na jAyegA, terI rakSA avazya hogI", AkAzavANI huI / Azcarya se A~kha uThAkara dekhA, kucha santoSa huA, sAmane eka bar3A vaTavRkSa khar3A thaa| eka bAra puna: sAhasa baTorakara pathika daur3A aura vRkSa ke nIce kI ora laTakatI do upazAkhAoM ko pakar3akara vaha Upara car3ha gyaa| hAthI kA prakopa aura bhI bar3ha gayA, yaha usakI mAnahAni hai / isa vRkSa ne usake zikAra ko zaraNa dI hai| ata: vaha bhI aba raha na pAyegA / apanI lambI sUMDa se vRkSa ko vaha jora se hilAne lgaa| pathika kA rakta sUkha gayA / aba mujhe bacAnevAlA koI nhiiN| nAtha ! kyA mujhe jAnA hI hogA, binA kucha dekhe, binA kucha cakhe? "nahIM, prabhu kA nAma bekAra nahIM jaataa| Upara dRSTi uThA kara dekha", AkAzavANI ne puna: AzA kA saMcAra kiyaa| Upara kI ora dekhaa| madhu kA eka bar3A chattA, jisameM se bunda-bUnda karake jhara rahA thA usakA mada / ___ Azcarya se muMha khulA raha gyaa| yaha kyA? aura akasmAt hI-A hA hA, kitanA madhura hai yaha? eka madhubindu usake khule muMha meM gira pdd'aa| vaha cATa rahA thA use aura kRtakRtya mAna rahA thA apane ko / eka bUMda aura / muMha kholA, aura puna: vahI svAda / eka bUMda aura... / aura isI prakAra madhubindu ke isa madhura svAda meM kho gayA vaha, mAno usakA jIvana bahuta sukhI bana gayA hai| aba use aura kucha nahIM cAhie, eka madhubindu / bhUla gayA vaha aba prabhu ke nAma ko / use yAda karane se aba lAbha bhI kyA hai ? dekha koI bhI madhubindu vyartha pRthvI para na par3ane paave| usake sAmane madhubindu ke atirikta aura kucha na thA / bhUla cukA thA vaha yaha ki nIce khar3A vaha vikarAla hAthI aba bhI vRkSa kI jar3a meM sUMDa se pAnI de dekara use jora-jora se hilA rahA hai| kyA karatA use yAda karake, madhubindu jo mila gayA hai use, mAnoM usake sAre bhaya Tala cuke haiN| vaha magna hai madhubindu kI mastI meN| _vaha bhale na dekhe, para prabhu to dekha rahe haiN| arere ! kitanI dayanIya hai isa pathika kI dazA / nIce hAthI vRkSako samUla ukhAr3ane para tatpara hai aura vaha dekho do cUhe baiThe usa DAla ko dhIre-dhIre kutara rahe haiM jisapara kI vaha laTakA huA hai| usake nIce usa bar3e andhakUpa meM, mu~ha phAr3e vikarAla dAr3hoM ke bIca lambI lambI bhayaMkara jihvA lapalapA rahI hai jinakI / lAla-lAla netroM se, Upara kI ora dekhate hue cAra bhayaMkara ajagara mAno isI bAta kI pratIkSA meM haiM ki kaba DAla kaTe aura unako eka grAsa khAne ko mile| una becAroM kA bhI kyA doSa, unake pAsa peTa bharane kA eka yahI to sAdhana hai / pathabhraSTa anekoM bhUle bhaTake pathika Ate haiM, aura isa madhubindu ke svAda meM khokara anta meM una ajagaroM ke grAsa bana jAte haiM / sadA se aisA hotA A rahA hai, taba Aja bhI aisA hI kyoM na hogA? gar3a gar3a gar3a, vRkSa hilA / madhu-makSikAoM kA santulana bhaMga ho gyaa| bhinabhinAtI huI, bhannAtI huI ve ur3IM / isa navAgantukane hI hamArI zAnti meM bhaMga DAlA hai / cipaTa gaI ve saba usako, kucha sara para , kucha kamara para, kucha hAthoM meM, kucha pAvoM meM / sahasA ghabarA uThA vaha ....yaha kyA? unake tIkhe DaMko kI pIr3A se vyAkula hokara eka cIkha nikala par3I usake muMha se, 'prabhu ! bacAo mujhe' / puna: vahI madhubindu / jisa prakAra rote hue zizu ke mukha meM madhubharA rabara kA nipala dekara mAtA use salA detI hai. aura vaha ziza bhI isa bhrama se ki majhe svAda A rahA hai. santaSTa hokara so jAtA hai: usI prakAra puna: kho gayA vaha usa madhubindu meM, aura bhUla gayA una DaMkoM kI pIr3A ko| pathika prasanna thA, para sAmane baiThe parama karuNAdhArI, zAntimUrti jagatahitakArI, prakRti kI goda meM rahane vAle, nirbhaya gurudeva mana hI mana usakI isa dayanIya dazApara A~sU bahA rahe the| Akhira unase rahA na gyaa| uThakara nikala Aye / "bho pathika ! eka bAra nIce dekha, yaha hAthI jisase Darakara tU yahA~ AyA hai, aba bhI yahA~ hI khar3A isa vRkSa ko ukhAr3a rahA hai|

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5. saMsAra vRkSa 18 2. dharma kA prayojana Upara vaha dekha, sapheda va kAle do cUhe terI isa DAla ko kATa rahe haiM / nIce dekha ve ajagara muMha bAye tujhe lalacAI- lalacAI dRSTi se tAka rahe haiN| isa zarIra ko dekha jisapara cipaTI huI madhu makSikAyeM tujhe cUMTa-ghUMTa kara khA rahI haiN| itanA hone para tU prasanna hai / yaha bar3A Azcarya hai| AMkha khola, terI dazA bar3I dayanIya hai| eka kSaNa bhI vilamba karane ko avakAza nahIM / DAlI kaTane vAlI hai| tU nIce girakara niHsandeha una ajagaroM kA grAsa bana jAyegA / usa samaya koI bhI terI rakSA karane ko samartha na hogA / abhI bhI avasara hai / A merA hAtha pakar3a aura dhIre se nIce utara A / yaha hAthI mere sAmane tujhe kucha nahIM kahegA / isa samaya maiM terI rakSA kara sakatA hUM / sAvadhAna ho, jaldI kara / " saMsArI ja saMsAra vRkSa parantu pathika ko kaise sparza kareM ve madhura vacana / madhubindu ke madhurAbhAsa meM use avakAza hI kahA~ hai yaha saba kucha vicArane kA ? "basa gurudeva, eka bindu aura, vaha A rahA hai, use lekara calatA hUM abhI Apake sAtha / " bindu gira cukA / "calo bhayyA calo," punaH gurujI kI zAnta dhvani AkAza meM gUMjI, dizAoM se TakarAI aura khAlI hI gurujI ke pAsa lauTa AI / "basa eka bUMda aura, abhI calatA hUM, " isa uttara ke atirikta aura kucha na thA pathika ke pAsa / tIsarI bAra punaH gurudeva kA karuNApUrNa hAtha bddh'aa| aba kI bAra ve cAhate the ki icchA na hone para bhI usa pathika ko kaulI bharakara vahA~ se utAra leM / parantu pathika ko yaha saba svIkAra hI kaba thA ? yahA~ to milatA hai madhubindu aura zAntimUrti ina gurudeva ke pAsa hai bhUkha va pyAsa, garmI va sardI, tathA anya anekoM saMkaTa kauna mUrkha jAe inake sAtha ? lAta mArakara gurudeva kA hAtha jhaTaka diyA usane aura kruddha hokara bolA, "jAo apanA kAma karo, mere Ananda meM vighna mata DAlo / " gurudeva cale gaye, DAlI kaTI aura madhubindu kI mastI ko hRdaya meM liye, ajagara ke mu~ha meM jAkara apanI 200 Aa sadgurU kA vimAna

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2. dharma kA prayojana 5. saMsAra-vRkSa jIvanalIlA samApta kara dI usane / kathA kucha rocaka lagI hai Apako, para jAnate ho kisakI kahAnI hai? ApakI aura merI sabakI AtmakathA hai yaha / Apa ha~sate haiM usa pathika kI mUrkhatA para, kAza eka bAra ha~sa lete apanI mUrkhatA para bhii| isa apAra va gahana saMsAra-sAgara meM jIvana ke jarjarita pota ko khetA huA maiM calA A rahA hU~ / nitya hI anubhava meM AnevAle jIvana ke thaper3oM ke kar3e adhAtoM ko sahana karatA huA, yaha merA pota kitanI bAra TUTA aura kitanI bAra milA, yaha kauna jAne ? jIvana ke utAra car3hAva ke bhayaMkara tUphAna meM cetanA ko khokara maiM bahatA calA A rahA hU~, anAdi kAla se| mAtA ke garbha se bAhara nikalakara Azcarya bharI dRSTi se isa sampUrNa vAtAvaraNa ko dekhakara khoyA-khoyA sA maiM rone lagA kyoMki maiM yaha na jAna sakA ki maiM kauna hU~, maiM kahAM hU~, kauna mujhe yahAM lAyA hai, maiM kahAM se AyA hU~, kyA karane ke lie AyA hU~, aura mere pAsa kyA hai jIvana nirvAha ke liye / sambhavata: mAtA ke garbha se nikalakara bAlaka isIlie rotA hai| 'mAno maiM koI apUrva vyakti hU~', aisA socakara maiM isa vAtAvaraNa meM koI sAra dekhane lgaa| dikhAI diyA mRtyurUpI vikarAla hAthI kA bhaya / Darakara bhAgane lagA ki kahIM zaraNa mile| bacapana bItA, javAnI AI aura bhUla gayA maiM saba kuch| vivAha ho gayA, sundara strI ghara meM A gaI, dhana kamAne aura bhogane meM jIvana ghulamila gayA, mAno yahI hai merI zaraNa, arthAt gRhastha-jIvana jisameM haiM aneka prakAra ke saMkalpa vikalpa, AzAyeM va niraashaayeN| yahI haiM ve zAkhAyeM va upazAkhAyeM jinase samaveta yaha gRhastha jIvana hai vaha zaraNabhUta vRkSa / AyurUpI zAkhA se saMlagna AzA kI do upazAkhAoM para laTakA huA maiM madhubindu kI bhAnti ina bhogoM meM se AnevAle kSaNika svAda meM khokara bhUla baiThA hU~ saba kuch| kAlarUpa vikarAla hAthI aba bhI jIvana taru ko samUla ukhAr3ane meM tatpara barAbara ise hilA rahA hai / atyanta vega se bItate hue dina rAta Thahare sapheda aura kAle do cUhe, jo barAbara Ayu kI isa zAkhA ko kATa rahe haiN| nIce mu~ha bAye hue cAra ajagara haiM cAra gatiye-naraka, tiryaMca, manuSya va deva, jinakA grAsa banatA, jinameM paribhramaNa karatA maiM sadA se calA A rahA hU~ aura aba bhI nizcita rUpa se grAsa bana jAne vAlA hU~, yadi gurUdeva kA upadeza prApta karake isa vilAsitA kA Azraya na chor3A to| madhamakSikAyeM haiM strI, patra va kuTumba jo nitya caMTa-caMTakara majhe khAye jA rahe haiM, tathA jinake saMtApa se vyAkula ho maiM kabhI-kabhI pukAra uThatA hU~ 'prabhu ! merI rakSA kareM' / madhubindu hai vaha kSaNika indriya sukha, jisameM magna huA maiM na bItatI huI Ayu ko dekhatA hU~, na mRtyu se bhaya khAtA hU~, na kauTumbika cintAoM kI paravAha karatA hU~ aura na cAroM gatiyoM ke paribhramaNa ko ginatA huuN| kabhI kabhI liyA huA prabhu kA nAma hai vaha puNya, jisake kAraNa ki yaha tuccha indriyasukha kadAcit prApta ho jAtA hai| yaha madhubindu rUpI indriya sukha bhI vAstava meM sukha nahIM, sukhAbhAsa hai| jisa prakAra ki bAlaka ke mukha meM diyA jAnevAlA vaha nipala, jisameM se kucha bhI svAda bAlaka ko vAstava meM nahIM AtA, kyoMki rabara ke banda usa nipala meM se kiJcit mAtra bhI madhu bAhara nikalakara usake mu~ha meM nahIM AtA / jisa prakAra vaha kevala miThAsa kI kalpanA mAtra karake so jAtA hai usI prakAra ina indriya-sukhoM meM miThAsa kI kalpanA karake merA viveka so gayA hai, jisake kAraNa gurudeva kI karuNAbharI pukAra mujhe sparza nahIM karatI tathA jisake kAraNa unake karuNA bhare hAtha kI avahelanA karate hue bhI mujhe lAja nahIM aatii| gurudeva ke sthAna para hai yaha guruvANI, jo nitya hI pukAra-pukArakara mujhe sAvadhAna karane kA niSphala prayAsa kara rahI hai| yaha hai saMsAra-vRkSa kA ma~ha bolatA citraNa va merI aatmgaathaa| bho cetana ! kabataka isa sAgara ke thaper3e sahatA rahegA? kaba taka gatiyoM kA grAsa banatA rahegA? kaba taka kAladvArA bhagna hotA rahegA? prabho ! ye indriyasukha madhubindu kI bhA~ti ni:sAra haiM, sukha nahIM sukhAbhAsa haiM, 'eka bindusm'| ye tRSNA ko bhar3akAne vAle haiM, tere viveka ko naSTa karanevAle haiN| inake kAraNa hI tujhe hitakArI guruvANI suhAtI nahIM / A ! bahuta ho cukA, anAdikAla se isI sukha ke jhUThe AbhAsa meM tUne Aja taka apanA hita na kiyaa| aba avasara hai, bahatI gaMgA meM mu~ha dhole / binA prayAsa ke hI gurudeva kA yaha pavitra saMsarga prApta ho gayA hai| chor3a de aba isa zAkhA ko, zaraNa le ina guruoM kI aura dekha adRSTa meM tere liye vaha parama Ananda par3A hai, jise pAkara tRpta ho jAyegA tU, sadA ke liye prabhu bana jAyegA tuu| /

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3. zAnti 1. bhoga mahAroga, 2. caturvidha zAnti, 3. saccI zAnti 1. bhoga mahAroga-zAnti kI pahicAna kI bAta calatI hai| dhanopArjana yA viSaya-bhogoM meM zAnti nahIM hai, yaha bAta kala batAI gaI / parantu santoSa na huA use sunkr| abhI bhI aMtaraMga meM baiThA koI abhiprAya yaha kaha rahA hai ki bhale icchAkA anta na Aye, para bhoga Adi ke kSaNoM meM to usa madhu-binduvat kucha sukha pratIta hotA hI hai / phira sarvathA use duHkha kisa prakAra kaha sakate haiM ? ThIka hai bhAI ! prazna sundara hai| yaha bAta hI Aja batAI jAyegI ki vaha kSaNika sukha jo bhoga bhogate samaya pratIta hotA hai, jhUThA hai| mere kahane mAtra para vizvAsa na kara lenA, aura kisI ke kahane se vizvAsa AtA bhI to nhiiN| hRdaya kaba mAnatA hai ? le to isa bAta kI pramANikatA svayaM terI aMtardhvani se hI siddha karatA hUM / eka bAta to A cukI ki jyoM-jyoM bhogoM kI prApti hotI hai tyoM-tyoM icchA bar3hatI hai, hitakArI bAta bhI nahIM suhAtI / isaliye bhogoM kI prApti meM zAnti nhiiN| dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki bhoga bhogate samaya bhI to use zAnti nahIM kaha sakate / jarA yaha to vicAra ki vaha kSaNika sukhAbhAsa sukha hai yA kSaNika tIvra vedanA kA pratikAra ? dekha bhoga bhogane se pahale usa bhoga ke prati akasmAt hI koI tIvra icchA utpanna hotI hai / yaha icchA terI pUrvavAlI icchAoM ke atirikta koI navIna hI hotI hai, kisI tIvra- rogavat / bhogadvArA isa navIna icchA kA pratikAra mAtra kiyA gayA, jisake kAraNa kucha kSaNoM ke lie vaha icchA dabasI gaI / para yaha na vicArA tUne ki isake isa prakAra dabAne kA (AphTara iphaikTa) uttara phala kyA huA ? pUrva kI icchA meM aura vRddhi / bhoga pUrva navIna tIvra icchA aura bhoga ke pazcAta pUrva-icchA meM vRddhi hote hue bhI, kyA isa bhoga ko sukha kahA jA sakatA hai ? kisI prakAra bhI ise sukha kaha liyA jA sakatA yadi bhogate samaya bhI purAnI icchA meM koI kSaNika kamI A jAtI / usameM to usa samaya bhI kucha na kucha vRddhi huI pratIta hotI hai / bhoga bhogate samaya jo vaha icchA pratIti meM nahIM AtI, vaha bhrama hai| dekha, kalpanA kara ki tere dAMto meM darda hai, bar3A tIvra / tar3apha rahA hai tU usakI pIr3A se / isI hAlata meM baiThA diyA tujhe kucha khar3I suiyoMpara / to batA dAMta kI pIr3A bhAsegI yA suiyoM ke cubhane kI ? spaSTa hai ki usa samaya dAMta kI pIr3A tere upayoga meM hI na A skegii| kyA pIr3A calI gaI ? nahIM, jyoM kI tyoM hai| aba uThA liyA gayA una suiyoM para se| taba kucha sukhasA lagA, yA duHkha ? spaSTa hai ki kucha sukha sA mahasUsa hogaa| kyoMki suiyoM kI tIvra pIr3A jisane dAMta kI pIr3A ko Dhaka diyA thA, aba dUra ho gaI hai| batA to sahI ki kyA dAMta kI pIr3A meM kucha kamI par3I? nahIM jyoM kI tyoM hai| balki suiyoM para se uThane ke pazcAt avazeSa rahI suiyAM cubhane kI kucha pIr3A bar3ha gaI hai| isameM / aura kucha dera pazcAt vahI dAMta kI pIr3A, vahI tar3apana, sAtha sAtha suiyoM kI thor3I sI pIr3A bhI / basa isI prakAra bhoga bhogate hue smjhnaa| bhoga kI tIvra abhilASA kucha dera ke liye, pahale kI icchA para hAvI hokara use upayoga meM Ane se avazya roka letI hai, para usakA abhAva nahIM kara detI / bhoga bhogate samaya isa navIna tIvra icchA kA kucha pratikAra ho jAne ke kAraNa, upayoga meM AI vaha icchA dabI sI avazya pratIta hotI hai, para pUrva icchA aba bhI koI kamI nahIM AtI balki isa navIna icchA ke pratikAra ke uttaraphalarUpa meM usameM vRddhi avazya ho jAtI hai, jaise ki miyAdI bukhAra ko auSadhi ke dvArA dabA dene para dila kI kamajorI Adi kaI navIna roga utpanna ho jAne para bhI rogI apane ko acchA huA mAna letA hai / yaha usakA bhrama nahIM to aura kyA hai ? T 2. caturvidha zAnti - loka meM anubhava kI jAne vAlI zAnti kaI prakAra kI hotI haiN| usake kucha bhedoM ko darzA denA yahA~ Avazyaka hai / kyoMki unako jAne binA saccI va jhUThI zAnti meM viveka nahIM kiyA jA sakegA aura usake abhAva meM apane puruSArtha kI dizA kI bhI ThIka prakAra se parIkSA nahIM kI jA skegii| kyoMki vAstava meM mArga kI parIkSA kA AdhAra Agama nahIM balki zAnti kA anubhava hai /

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21 3. zAnti 2. caturvidha zAnti zAnti ko mukhyata: cAra koTiyoM meM vibhAjita kiyA jA sakatA hai, jo uttarottara kucha adhika nirmalatA va santoSa liye huye haiN| eka zAnti to vahI hai jo Upara darzA dI gaI arthAt bhoga kI navIna-tIvra icchA ke kiJcita pratikAra se, kSaNa bhara ke liye pratIti meM Ane vAlI, indriya bhogoM sambandhI / dUsarI zAnti, jo isase kucha U~cI hai vaha prAya: apane kartavya kI pUrti hone para kadAcita anubhava karane meM AtI hai| bhogoM se nirapekSa hone ke kAraNa vaha kucha pahalI kI apekSA adhika nirmala hai| dRSTAnta dvArA isakA anumAna kiyA jA sakatA hai| kalpanA kIjiye ki ApakI kanyA kI zAdI hai / nAtA karane ke dina se hI ApakI cintAyeM sAmAna juTAne ke sambandha meM bar3ha rahI haiM, yahA~ taka ki usa dina jisa dina ki bArAta ghara para AI huI hai Apa pAgala se bana gaye haiN| na Apako cintA nahAne kI hai na khAne kI / Apako yaha bhI yAda nahIM ki Aja kamIja.hI nahIM hai badana meM / baukhalAye hue se, sabakI kucha-kucha bAteM sunane para bhI, kisI ko kucha uttara nahIM de sakate / "maiM kucha nahIM jAnatA bhAI, tuma karalo jo cAho" basa hotA thA eka vAkya, jo kabhI-kabhI nikala jAtA thA mu~ha se| bArAta vidA huI, DolA AMkhoM se ojhala haA, ghara ko lauTe aura baiTha gaye cabUtare para do miniTa ko kucha santoSa kI ThaNDI sA~sa lene| A hA hA ! aba kacha bojha halkA haA.mAno kisI ne manoM kI gaTharI sara se utAra lI ho| bhale hI agale minaTa meM anya anekoM cintAyeM Akara ghera leM, para usa kSaNa meM to kacha halkApana sA, kacha zAnti sI avazya pratIti meM AI hI; jisakA sambandha na khAne se thA, na dhana kI upaja se, na anya kisI bhoga vilAsa se| phira bhI yaha zAnti kyoM? kevala isaliye ki gRhastha ke karttavya kA eka bhAra thA jo Aja halkA ho gyaa| tIsarI zAnti kA dRSTAnta suniye / kalpanA kIjiye ki Apa basa meM cale jA rahe haiM / basa rukI kucha vyakti car3ha gaye aura kucha raha gaye / eka vyakti calatI gAr3I meM car3hane lagA, DaNDA hAtha meM na AyA, gira par3A, sara phUTa gayA, sArA zarIra chila gayA, lahuluhAna ho gayA aura basa rukii| sAre yAtrI utara gaye aura ghAyala vyakti ko ghera kara khar3e ho gaye / koI kaNDakTara ko dhamakAne lagA aura koI DrAIvara ko gAliyA~ dene lgaa| parantu ApakA dhyAna kevala usa vyakti kI ora thaa| karuNA ke mAre Apa apanA kAma bhI bhUla gaye / eka TaiksI rokI aura use usameM DAlakara Apa haspatAla le gye| DAkTara se kahA ki jo kharcA lagegA dUMgA, ise acchA kara diijiye| tIna dina taka lagAtAra savere zAma Apa haspatAla jAte aura usa vyakti se premapUrvaka saMbhASaNa karate huye Apako eka apUrva prakAra kI zAnti kA anubhava hotaa| tIna dina pazcAt yaha nirNaya ho jAne para ki usakI hAlata aba bahuta acchI hai aura yaha khatare se nikala cukA hai, Apane santoSa kI sAMsa lii| isa prakAra prANiyoM kI ni:svArtha sevA se utpanna hone vAlI yaha tIsarI zAnti, dUsarI kI apekSA bahuta svaccha hai / yaha usakI apekSA adhika sthAyI bhI hai| yahA~ bhI ni:svArthatA hai aura bhogAbhilASa kA abhAva hai / dUsarI kI bhA~ti kartavya parAyaNatA se utpanna haI hai| para yahA~ ApakA kartavya pA~ca vyaktiyoM ke kadamba meM sImita na rahakara sAre vizva meM vyApa gayA hai| ApakI yaha vyApaka-dRSTi hI isa zAnti kI ujjvalatA kA kAraNa hai / aba cauthI zAnti kI bAta suniye / vAstava meM usakA dRSTAnta sambhava nahIM hai kyoMki dRSTAnta usI vastu kA diyA jA sakatA hai jo ki jAnI dekhI ho / parantu isa jAti kI zAnti kA darzana Apa ko aba taka nahIM huA hai / ata: isake prati saMketamAtra diyA jA sakatA hai| vaha akathanIya hai, kevala anubhavanIya hai| itanA mAtra isake sambandha meM avazya anumAna karAyA jA sakatA hai ki tIsarI koTi se bhI ananta guNI hai isakI nirmalatA / aura usakA kAraNa bhI hai usakI apekSA anantagaNI sAmyatA, nirabhilASitA tathA daSTi kI vyaapktaa| yadyapi vyAkhyA karate samaya isa zAnti kA varNana niSedha ke Azraya para hI kiyA jAnA sambhava hai, jaise ki "jahA~ cintAoM va abhilASAoM kA athavA vikalpoM va buddhiyoM kA abhAva hotA hai, vahA~ hI vaha zAnti hai|" parantu isake sAtha meM rahane vAle sAmyatA va vyApakatA ke vizeSaNa isameM kucha vicitratA batA rahe haiN| yaha zAMti vAstava meM suSaptivat kevala abhAvAtmaka nahIM hai balki kucha sad bhAvAtmaka hai| ni:svapna dazA meM bhI nirvikalpatA hotI avazya hai para usakA kAraNa to hai vaha andhakAra jisameM anta:karaNa zUnyavat ho jAtA hai, kyoMki usa samaya vahA~ kucha dikhAI detA hI nhiiN| padArthoM kA hI nahIM balki jJAna ke bhAsa kA yA citprakAza kA bhI abhAva ho jAtA hai vahA~, parantu jisa zAnti kI

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3. zAnti 3. saccI zAnti tarapha merA saMketa hai vaha prakAzasvarUpa hai, aisA prakAza jisameM akhila vizva yugapat apane kArya meM vyasta dikhAI de, jisameM yaha vizva eka mahAna nATyazAlA ke rUpa meM dikhAI de, jise maiM darzaka banakara kevala dekhatA mAtra hUM para usameM 'kyA' aura 'kyoM' karane ko mere liye koI avakAza nahIM hai / jisako maiM dekhatA hUM para batA nahIM sktaa| arthAt dekhatA huA bhI kucha nahIM dekhatA aura na dekhatA huA bhI saba kucha dekhatA hUM / jahA~ eka vizAla va taraMgita sAgara mere sAmane hai, parantu isameM kitanI taraMge haiM aura kahA~ kahA~ haiM yaha jAnane kA vikalpa nahIM / jahA~ maiM yA mere jJAna ne hI vizva kA rUpa dhAraNa kiyA hai, jahA~ vizva khaTapaTa karate eka bar3e bhArI kArakhAnevat dikhAI detA hai para isameM kitane purje haiM aura kahA~ kahA~ haiM, yaha jAnane kA vikalpa nahIM / aisI zAMti kAMtirUpa hai aura suSupti kI zAMti andhayArI hai|' 3. saccI zAnti-tIna prakAra kI zAntiyoM para se vizleSaNa kara lene para, hama zAnti kI yarthAthatA va nirmalatA sambandhI eka siddhAnta banA sakate haiM / zAMti vahA~ hai jahA~ abhilASA na rahe, zAnti vahA~ hai jahA~ sarva ke prati sAmyatA ho, zAnti vahA~ hai jahA~ dRSTi meM vyApakatA ho, zAnti vahA~ hai jahA~ koI laukika svArtha na ho| isake atirikta eka pA~cavIM bAta aura bhI hai, jo ina tIna meM to nahIM para usa cauthI zAnti meM pAI jAtI hai| vahI cinha vAstava meM usameM aura isa tIsarI meM bheda darzAtA hai| aura vaha hai sarva lokAbhilASA kA sarvathA prazamana, eka mAtra usI zAnti ke prati kA bahumAna / jahA~ antara meM uThane vAlI, 'kucha aura' kI dhvani simaTakara, rUpa dharale 'basa yahI' kA / "basa yahI cAhie mujhe, kucha aura nhiiN| tIna loka kI sampatti bhI dhUla hai, isake saamne|" aisA bhAva jahAM utpanna ho jAe, vaha hai cauthI zAnti / tIsarI zAnti meM isa cihna kA na pAyA jAnA isa bAta kA dyotaka hai ki isameM kahIM chipI par3I hai koI abhilASA, aura jahA~ abhilASA kA kaNa mAtra bhI zeSa hai jahA~ nirabhilASitA kA lakSaNa ghaTA nahIM kahA jA sktaa| basa jisa upAya se yaha cauthI zAnti prakaTa ho sake, use hI dharma samajho, kyoMki vahI merA abhipreta va lakSya hai, vahI merI antardhvani kI mAMga hai, usakI parIkSA 'basa yahI' vAle lakSaNa se kI jA sakatI hai| 'basa yahI' kI pUrti nahIM kahI jA sakatI aura isI kAraNa tIsarI zAnti isa mAMga ko pUrA karane meM asamartha hai| AMS TA " X vAstava meM mahAna haiM ye jo sabako samAna samajhate haiM, sabako tattvadRSTi se dekhate haiM aura parama zAnti ko prApta karate haiN|

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4. dharma kA svarUpa 1. saccA dharma ; 2. dharma kA lakSaNa, 3. antardhvani tathA saMskAra / 1. saccA dharma - aho ! zAntimUrti vItarAgI janoM kI niHsvArthatA, ki itane bar3e udyama se bar3e se bar3e kaSTa sahakara, apane jIvana kI prayogazAlA meM anubhava prApta karake, mahAna vastu, zAnti, Aja bAMTa rahe haiM ve niHzulka muphta | jo cAhe vaha le / manuSyoM ko hI deM, yaha bAta nahIM tiryaMcoM ko bhii| rAjA ho ki raMka, sattAdhArI ho ki phakIra, strI ho ki puruSa, bAla ho ki vRddha patita samajhe jAne vAle ve vyakti hoM jinako ki Aja zUdra kahA jA rahA hai yA ho koI tilakadhArI brAhmaNa, saba unakI dRSTi meM eka haiN| sabako adhikAra hai use lene kA / udAratA, mahAn udAratA / parantu kheda hai ki phira bhI maiM hAtha kheMca lUM usase, kucha bekAra kI vastu smjhkr| aisA na kara prabhu / hAtha bar3hA, tU bhI ina guruoM ke prasAda se vaMcita na raha, tere hI hitakI bAta hai, bahuta svAda lagegI tujhe / vizvAsa kara ki eka bAra cakhane ke pazcAt pUrI kI pUrI khAkara peTa bhare binA chor3egA nhiiN| kRtakRtya ho jAyegA tU, bhava-bhava kI icchA chor3akara bhAga jAyeMgI tujhe, aura nirabhilASa svayaM bana jAyegA tU pUrNa zAnta va santuSTa, pUrNa prabhu / eka bAra thor3I sI avazya cakha le, mere kahane se cakha le| bahuta svAda hai isameM, maine svayaM ise cakhA hai, vizvAsa kr| aura phira tujhase kucha le to nahIM rahe haiM, kucha na kucha de hI rahe / acchA na lagegA to chor3a denA, para eka bAra lekara dekha to sahI / dharma bekAra kI vastu nahIM balki vaha mahAna vastu hai, jo mujhe merA sabase bar3A abhISTa, jisake liye ki maiM na mAlUma kaba se asaphala puruSArtha karatA A rahA hUM arthAt zAnti pradAna karatA hai, icchAoM ko parAsta karatA hai / vaise to pUrva meM kahe anusAra kauna sA aisA vyakti hai jo dharma ke sambandha meM kucha na kucha apanI TAMga na ar3AtA ho, apanI ruci va kalpanAoM ke AdhAra para kucha na kucha managhar3anta va kapola kalpita dharma kA svarUpa na batA rahA ho, binA isa bAta kA nizcaya kiye ki maiM kyA kahe jA rahA hUM / parantu yahA~ jo bAta isake sambandha meM batAI jAyegI, vaha kapola-kalpita nahIM hogI / vaha vahI hogI, jisakA ki AviSkAra yogIjanoM ne kiyA hai, anubhava dvArA, svayaM apane jIvana meM utArakara / yaha bAta vahI hai jisakI eka dhImI sI rekhA kA, Aja isa nikRSTa yuga meM bhI, maiM svayaM sAkSAtkAra kara rahA huuN| yaha bAta vaha hai jisakA AdhAra kalpanA nahIM, yukti hai, kalyANa hai, jisakA mUla zAnti hai, jisakI kasauTI zAMti hai, jisakI parIkSA kA AdhAra anubhava hai, sAmpradAyikatA yA pakSapAta nahIM / mAnA ki Aja loka ke kone-kone se dharma kA bAnA pahanakara barasAtI meMr3hakoM kI bhA~ti nikala par3ane vAle vaktAoM kI anekoM paraspara virodhI bAteM suna-sunakara eka jhuMjhalAhaTa sI utpanna ho cukI hai, tere andara / eka avizvAsa sA utpanna ho cukA hai tere andara, dharma ke prati / parantu eka bAra aura sahI, yaha bAta avazya suna, saba jhuMjhalAhaTa, saba avizvAsa dUra ho jaayegaa| samajha meM na Aye, aisI bhI bAta nahIM hai, bar3I sarala bAta hai, tere apane jIvana para se gujarI huI, terI Apa bItI, kyoM na samajha meM AyegI ? Dara mata ! idhara A eka bAra kevala eka bAra / 2. dharma kA lakSaNa -- dharma ke anekoM lakSaNa sunane meM A rahe haiM, para kisI na kisI prakAra pratyeka meM kucha na kucha svArtha chipA par3A hai, una vaktAoM kA / ataH parIkSA karake tU svayaM pahicAna sakatA hai unakI asatyArthatA / koI, jise roTI khAne ko nahIM milatI, kahatA hai ki bhUkhoM ko bhojana bAMTanA dharma hai / koI, jise khyAti kI bhAvanA hai, kaha rahA hai ki brAhmaNoM kI sevA karanA dharma hai| koI jise paise kI bhUkha lagI hai, kaha rahA hai ki divAlI para jUA khelanA dharma hai| koI, jise mAMsa kI cATa par3I hai kaha rahA hai ki devatA para bakare kI bali car3hAnA dharma hai / koI, jise svayaM dhanikajanoM se dveSa hai, kaha rahA hai ki inakA dhana chIna liyA jAnA dharma hai| koI, jise bhogoM kI abhilASA hai, kaha rahA hai ki dharma-karma kucha nahIM, 'khAo pIo mauja ur3Ao' yahI dharma hai| koI, jo upAyahIna hai, kaha rahA hai ki bhagavAna ko bhoga lagAnA dharma hai / koI, jisameM dveSa kI agni adhika hai, kaha rahA hai ki zAstrArtha karanA dharma hai / koI, jise dhana kI hAya lagI hai, kahatA hai ki bhagavAna ko rizvata denA, arthAt bolata-kabUlata karanA dharma hai / yahA~ taka ki san 47 ke

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24 4. dharma kA svarUpa 2. dharma kA lakSaNa hatyAkAMDa meM hinduoM ke dvArA musalamAnoM kA aura musalamAnoM ke dvArA hinduoM kA krUratA se rakta bahAyA jAnA bhI dharma thaa| coroM taka kA koI na koI dharma hai / phalitArtha, jitane mu~ha utanI bAteM, jitanI jAti kI ruci utanI hI jAti ke dharma / isa jAti ke lakSaNoM kI asatyArthatA to spaSTa hI hai, kucha kahane kI AvazyakatA nhiiN| kyoMki isameM svArtha kA hI nagna nRtya dikhAI de rahA hai / saba lakSaNoM meM hai prathama koTi kI zAnti kI abhilaassaa| isake atirikta bhI dharma ke anekoM lakSaNa haiM, jo jJAnIjanoM ne bhinna-bhinna abhiprAyoM ko dRSTi meM rakhate huye kie haiN| udAharaNa ke rUpa meM, dayA dharma kA mUla hai; ahiMsA parama dharma hai; ni:svArtha sevA dharma hai; paropakAra dharma hai; dAna yA tyAga dharma hai; zraddhA, jJAna va cAritra dharma hai; tathA anya anekoN| ina saba para tathA anya anekoM lakSaNoM para vizeSa dRSTi DAlane se, bahuta se lakSaNa ekArtha-vAcaka se dikhAI dete haiM / jaise dayA, ahiMsA, sevA va paropakAra ekArtha vAcaka se haiN| gaNoM ko yadi saMkucita karake dekheM to mukhyata: tIna rUpa meM dekha pAte haiM-dayA (ahiMsA), dAna (tyAga), damana (sNym)| ye tInoM garbhita kiye jA sakate haiM eka cAritra meM, arthAt jIvana caryA meN| aura isa prakAra zraddhA, jJAna cAritra vAlA lakSaNa kucha vyApaka sA dikhAI dene lagatA hai| ina saba hI lakSaNoM kA vizeSa vistAra to Age ke prakaraNoM meM AyegA / yahA~ to kevala inakI satyArthatA va asatyArthatA kA vicAra karanA hai| jaisA ki pahale batAyA jA cukA hai, dharma kA phala cauthI koTi kI zAnti honA cAhiye / yahI kasauTI hai, dharma ke kisI bhI lakSaNa kI satyArthatA va asatyArthatA kA nirNaya karane kI / ata: uparokta tathA anya bhI, jina kriyAoM ke karane se, mujhe AMzika rUpa se 'basa yahI' vAlI zAnti kA kucha vedana antara meM hotA huA pratIta hotA ho, ve saba kriyAyeM satyArtha dharma kahalA sakatI haiN| usake abhAva meM saba vahI kriyAyeM asatyArtha haiN| kyoMki sabhI kriyAyeM do DhaMga kI hotI haiN| eka usa zAnti ke sAtha-sAtha calane vAlI aura eka usa zAnti se nirapekSa, kisI bhAvukatA yA sAmpradAyikatA vaza calane vaalii| isIliye tujhe abhI se ina donoM sambandhI viveka jAgRta karake, apane ko sAvadhAna kara lenA caahiye| tAki Age Age ke kathana krama meM Ane vAlI, athavA loka meM yatra-tatra dIkhane vAlI, unhIM yA usa hI jAti kI kinhIM kriyAoM meM tujhe dharma sambandhI bhrama na ho jAye aura terA puruSArtha phira niSphalatA kI dizA me pravAhita na hone laga jaaye| itane hI nahIM, kucha aura bhI lakSaNa jJAnI-janoM ne kiye haiM, jo bahuta adhika AkarSaka pratIta hote haiN| unameM se do mukhya haiM--1. 'vastu kA svabhAva dharma kahalAtA hai' / 2. jo jIvana ko saMsAra ke duHkhoM se uThAkara uttama sukha meM dharaM de so dharma hai| ye donoM hI lakSaNa bahuta adhika spaSTa haiN| kyoMki donoM zAnti kI ora saMketa kara rahe haiN| pahale lakSaNa ko yadyapi jIva ke atirikta anya padArthoM para bhI lAgU kiyA jA sakatA hai, jaise ki jala kA svabhAva zItala hone se zItalatA jala kA dharma hai, aura agni kA svabhAva uSNa hone se uSNatA agni kA dharma hai, ityAdi / parantu yahA~ jIva ke dharma kA prakaraNa hai, ata: lakSaNa meM kahe gae 'vastu' zabda kA artha prakaraNavaza yahA~ jIva grahaNa karanA cAhiye / jIva kA svabhAva spaSTata: cidAnanda arthAt jJAna va zAnti hone se, zAMtipanA jIva kA dharma hai| dUsarA lakSaNa spaSTata: hI uttama sukha arthAt zAnti prApti ke upAya ko dharma batA rahA hai| alpajJoM ke liye dharma ke ye do lakSaNa bahuta adhika spaSTa aura AkarSaka haiN| Upara batAye gaye dayA Adi se isa sukha paryanta ke anekoM lakSaNoM ko sunakara ulajhane kI AvazyakatA nhiiN| inameM se kauna se lakSaNa ko satya mAnUM, isa saMzaya ko avakAza nahIM / kyoMki jaisA ki dayA Adi ke lakSaNoM kI satyArthatA va asatyArthatA batAte huye samajhA diyA gayA hai, yadi ve dayA Adika lakSaNa antaraMga zAnti-sApekSa haiM, to ye sarva hI isa eka zAnti vAle jIva-svabhAva meM garbhita ho jAte haiN| kisa prakAra ? so dekhiye zraddhA jJAna va AcaraNa kA artha hai, zAnti ke prati atyanta ruci, pratIti va bahumAna, zAnti ke sacce svarUpa kA tathA jIvana meM kacha isa prakAra ke kArya karanA jisase ki AMzika rUpa se Apako zAMti kA vedana hotA rhe| isakA vistAra agale adhikAroM meM kiyA jAne vAlA hai| ahiMsA yA isameM garbhita hone vAle anya dayA Adi ke lakSaNoM kA artha hai apanI zAMti ke vedana se prakaTe, usake bahumAnavaza, dUsare jIvoM ko bhI zAnta dekhane kI icchA /

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4. dharma kA svarUpa 3. antardhvani tathA saMskAra phalasvarUpa unako svayaM dukhI karane yA pIr3A dene se dUra rahanA athavA kisI dUsare se pIr3ita huA dekhakara, unake kaSTa ko jisa kisa prakAra bhI dUra karake unheM puna: zAnti pradAna karanA / tyAga yA damana kA artha hai, sabhI una vastuoM tathA kAryoM kA tyAga karanA, jinake dvArA vikalpotpAdaka azAMti meM athavA vyAkulatA kI jananI abhilASA meM vRddhi hone kI sambhAvanA ho| ata: ve sarva hI lakSaNa eka zAMti kI siddhi ke liye haiN| antara kevala itanA hai ki pahale vAle vAle dayA Adi ke lakSaNa cAritra yA puruSArtha ko Azraya karake likhe gaye haiM, svabhAva lakSaNa zraddhA va jJAna ko Azraya karake likhA gayA hai, tathA sukha meM dharane vAlA lakSaNa uparokta kriyAoM ke phala ko dRSTi meM rakhakara kiyA gayA hai| isa prakAra dharma kI AvazyakatA tathA satyArtha-zAMti va dharma kI pahicAna jAna lene ke pazcAt aba usa dharma kI siddhi ke upAya yA krama kI bAta calatI hai jo kala se prArambha hogii| 3. antardhvani tathA saMskAra-anAdi kAla se Aja taka ke itane lambe jIvana meM pahilA avasara hai jabaki maiM dharma prArambha karane calA hU~ / navajAta zizu calanA prArambha karane kA prayAsa karatA hai| Aja atyanta saubhAgya kA dina hai| prabhu kI zaraNa meM AnA hI zubha cihna hai / isase uttama zubha muhUrta aura kauna sA ho sakatA hai? mujhe AzIrvAda dIjiye guruvara ! vaha kauna sA AdhAra hai, jisako pakar3akara mujhe apane DagamagAte huye paga isa dharma mArga para rakhane hoMge? bacce ko gaDIlanA diyA jAtA hai, mujhe kisakA sahArA lenA hogA guruvara? kyA ApakA sahArA paryApta hai ? nahIM, merA sahArA tujhe adhika lAbha nahIM pahu~cA sakatA / merA sahArA to kevala itanA hI hai, ki maiM kinhIM dizA-vizeSoM kI ora saMketa karake Age Ane vAlI ThokaroM se tujhe sAvadhAna kara duuN| para calanA to tujhe hI hogA apanA sahArA lekara, arthAt antardhvani kA sahArA lekara / maiM to kevala usa antardhvani ko par3hane kA upAya tujhe darzA sakatA hU~ para use tere andara utpanna nahIM karA sktaa| ata: usa antardhvani kI mere kahe anusAra pahicAna kara, vahI tere mArga kA sabase bar3A sAthI hogA, pada-pada para vahI terI rakSA kregaa| dekha ! koI bhI burA kAma karake kyA terA anta:karaNa tujhe dhikkAratA huA pratIta nahIM hotA? vicAra to sahI ki kauna zakti hai jo usa bAlaka ko apane sAthI kI pustakaM curAte huye kaMpA detI hai ? kisakI preraNA se vaha idhara udhara tAkane lagatA hai ? pustaka uThAtA aura sIdhe cala detA ghara / vahA~ kauna thA use rokane vAlA? kisI vyakti kI cugalI kara dene ke pazcAt tU kyoM usa vyakti se A~kha nahIM milA sakatA? kauna zakti hai jo tujhe usa vyakti se A~kha curAne ke liye majabUra karatI hai ? nadI meM DUbate huye kisI aparicita bAlaka ko nadI se nikAlakara tU kyoM pulakita sA ho jAtA hai ? usako sAtha lekara usake ghara taka jAte haye kyoM tajhe garva sA pratIta hotA hai? bhakhA hote haye bhI. kisI dasare ke hAtha para se roTI kyoM nahIM uThA letA ta? kauna hai vaha zakti jisakI preraNA se ta zabha kAryoM ko karate haye harSita hotA hai, aura azabha kAryoM ko karate huye DaratA hai ? bAhara meM to koI bhI tujhe rokatA nahIM, yA karane ke liye kahatA nhiiN| basa isI tere anta:karaNa kI zakti-vizeSa ko yahA~ antardhvani' zabda kA vAcya banAyA jA rahA hai / sarva jIvoM kI yaha koI svAbhAvika dhvani hai, jo antara meM chipI, svata: binA pUche, azubha kArya karane kA niSedha aura zubha kArya karane kI preraNA detI rahatI hai| isake sambandha meM adhika kahane kI AvazyakatA nahIM, kyoMki yaha sarva-paricita hai| itanI bAta avazya hai ki kinhIM vyaktiyoM meM, kinhIM kArya vizeSoM ke liye yaha bar3I jora se pukArA karatI hai, aura kinhIM vyaktiyoM meM, kinhIM kArya-vizeSoM ke liye isakI AvAja bahuta dhImI hotI hai / sambhavata: itanI dhImI ki vaha svayaM bhI use sunane na pAye / Aja kA eka DAkU corI karane kA niSedha karatI huI usa antardhvani ko suna nahIM pAtA, parantu vahI usa kAma ko karane ke prArambhika divasa meM bahuta jora se suna rahA thA use / itane para se yaha nahIM kahA jA sakatA ki Aja usakI antardhvani sarvathA mara cukI hai| 'aceta ho gaI hai' yaha bhale kaho / kyoMki Aja bhI apane sahAyaka DAkuoM kI sampatti para hAtha DAlane kA sAhasa use nahIM hai ? Aja ke yuga kA eka vizeSa AviSkAra usake hRdaya meM dabI haI usa antardhvani kI kisI tejahIna kaNikA ke astitva ko darzA rahA hai ? bhArata meM na sahI para iMgalaiNDa kI nyAyazAlAoM meM yaha yantra kAma meM A rahA hai| kitanA bhI bar3e se bar3A tathA siddha hasta doSI isa yantra para hAtha rakhakara apane ko nirdoSa siddha karane kA prayatna kare to isa yantra ko dhokhA nahIM de sakatA / usakI kAMpatI haI saI yaha batA hI detI hai ki aba taka bhI isake hRdaya meM apane doSa ke prati kucha kampana par3A huA hai jo isako barAbara dhikkAra rahA hai / yaha bhale hI usako sunane na pAve, para isa yantra ko vaha spaSTa sunAI de rahA hai|

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4. dharma kA svarUpa 26 3. antardhvani tathA saMskAra isa vaktavya va dRSTAnta meM se eka bahuta bar3A siddhAnta nikala rahA hai| pratyeka prANI ke anta:karaNa meM eka svAbhAvika antardhvani pratikSaNa uThatI rahatI hai / yaha dhvani sadA use doSoM se haTAne kA upadeza detI hai, doSa ho jAne para use dhikkAratI hai, kucha bhale kArya karane ke liye use utsAhita karatI hai, aura aisA koI kArya ho jAne para usakI prazaMsA karatI hai, kamara thapathapAtI hai| kisI bhI kArya ke prArambha meM isakI AvAja U~cI hotI hai, para jyoM-jyoM usa kArya-vizeSa meM abhyAsa bar3hatA jAtA hai, tyoM-tyoM vaha AvAja dhImI par3atI jAtI hai, aura eka dina kucha aceta sI hokara par3I rahatI hai / AvAja ke dabane kA kAraNa hai, usakI avahelanA / puna: puna: saceta karatI huI usa AvAja ko sunate huye bhI, jaba maiM usakI paravAha kie binA, kucha apanI manamAnI karatA hU~ to eka prakAra se usakI avahelanA karatA hU~, usakA apamAna karatA hU~, usako ThukarA detA huuN| aura yadi maiM barAbara usakA apamAna karatA calA jAU~ to kahA~ taka aura kaba taka de sakegI vaha merA sAtha ? Akhira dhImI par3ate-par3ate aceta ho jAyegI / itanA saubhAgya avazya hai ki vaha amara hai, avasara pAne para puna: saceta hokara mujhe jhaMjhor3a DAlatI hai aura maiM sAvadhAna hokara apane pahale kRtya para pazcAtApa karane lagatA hai| isa antardhvani ko aMgrejI meM 'kaunraoNsa' kahate haiN| yaha sadA prANI ko hita kI ora le jAne tathA ahita se haTAne kA prayatna kiyA karatI hai| isake atirikta eka dUsarI zakti bhI hai, jise maiM 'saMskAra' zabda se pukAratA huuN| yaha usa uparokta antardhvani kA zatru hai| isakI AvAja sadA usake virodha meM uThA karatI hai.? vaha jidhara le jAnA cAhe, ye saMskAra usase viparIta dizA meM hI kheMcane kA prayatna karate haiN| pratyeka prANI ke ye saMskAra, usake dvArA hI svayaM Age pIche banAye jAte haiM, jisa prakAra bacapana se dhIre-dhIre corI kA abhyAsa karate huye Aja vaha DAkU bana gayA hai| jisa corI ko karate huye pahale vaha DaratA thA, vahI Aja usake liye khela hai / kampana ke sAtha prArambha kiyA jAne vAlA vaha kArya Aja usakI Adata bana cukA hai, eka saMskAra bana cukA hai| aMgrejI meM isakA nAma 'Instinct' hai| kyoMki isakA prArambha antardhvani kI avahelanA-pUrvaka hotA hai isaliye yaha usakA zatru banakara rahatA hai aura usakI avahelanA karane ke liye mujhe ukasAtA rahatA hai| isakI zakti yahA~ taka bar3ha jAtI hai ki phira maiM antardhvani ko sananA bhI pasanda nahIM krtaa| vaidika kaviyoM ne isI bhAva ko devAsura-saMgrAma ke ati sundara alaMkArika rUpa meM citrita kiyA hai| ye do zaktiyA~ pratyeka prANI meM pAI jA rahI haiM, inameM se eka zAntipatha-pradarzaka hai aura eka icchA tathA cintApatha-pradarzaka, eka svAbhAvika hai aura dUsarI kRtrima, eka amara hai aura eka vinAzIka kyoMki prANiyoM ke ye saMskAra to badalate huye dekhe jAte haiM para antardhvani nhiiN| isaliye yahI vaha sahAyaka sAthI hai jo sadA terA sAtha degA, isakA Azraya lekara clnaa| Aja taka saMskAra ko sAtha letA aura antardhvani kI avahelanA karatA calA AyA hai, isI kAraNa duHkhI va azAnta banA huA hai| aba auSadhi badala denI hogI, krama ko ulTA kara denA hogA, antardhvani kA Azraya lekara saMskAra kI avahelanA karake calanA hogaa| isake viruddha satyAgraha karanA hogA, jo yaha kahe use svIkAra na karanA hogA, cAhe kitane bhI kaSTa kyoM na uThAne pdd'eN| aura isa prakAra avahelanA ko sahana karane meM asamartha, ye saMskAra terA deza chor3akara sadA ke liye vidA ho jaayeNge| raha jAyegI vaha amara antardhvani akelI, jisake sAtha zAMtipatha para hI calatA rahegA tU, vicalita na hone pAyegA tuu| parantu usa antardhvani ko sunakara usakA ThIka-ThIka artha lagAnA pratyeka kA kAma nhiiN| usake liye kucha viveka cAhiye jisake binA ki antardhvani va saMskAra ina donoM kI AvAjoM va preraNAoM meM ThIka-ThIka bheda nahIM ho paataa| kabhI kabhI unakA artha ThIka bhI lagA letA hai aura kabhI galatI bhI khA jAtA hai / arthAt antardhvani kI AvAja ko mAna baiThatA hai saMskAra kI, aura saMskAra kI AvAja ko mAna baiThatA hai antardhvani kii| kabhI-kabhI ThIka-ThIka jAna lene para bhI saMskAra ke prAbalya ke kAraNa antardhvani kA artha z2abaradastI ghumA DAlatA hai, aura isa prakAra sarvadA hita se vaMcita hI rahA hai| isa viveka ko utpanna karane ke liye kucha vizeSa sAmagrI cAhiye, vaha hI bar3e vistAra ke sAtha agale prakaraNoM meM clegii| jarA dhIraja dharakara dhyAna-pUrvaka sunanA, sambhavata: kaI mahInoM taka barAbara sananA par3e nahIM to idhara ke rahoge na udhara ke|

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5. zAnti mArga 1. trayAtmaka patha, 2. lakSya bindu, 3. zraddhA, 4. cAritra / 1. trayAtmaka patha -- svatantra rIti se zAnti kI khoja karane kI bAta hai| sahAyatA lenI hai antardhvani kI, bacanA hai saMskAra se / ina donoM virodhI bAtoM meM viveka utpanna karane ke liye kucha vizeSa bAteM calanI haiM aba, arthAt mUla viSaya, zAnti - patha, dharma-mArga athavA mokSa mArga / kisI bhI kArya meM pravRtti karane ke krama kA yadi vizleSaNa karane baiThate haiM to use trayAtmaka pAte haiM / arthAt tIna mukhya bAtoM kA eka piMDarUpa hI vaha pravRtti hotI hai / ve tIna aMza hai zraddhA, jJAna va cAritra / dekhiye DAkTarI ke kArya meM pravRtti kA vizleSaNa krke| 'mujhe DAkTara bananA hai', aisA lakSyabindu arthAt 'mere liye yahI hitakara hai aura kucha nahIM,' aisI dRr3ha zraddhA va ruci roganidAna, roga ke kAraNa, aura roga kI auSadhi sambandhI jJAna; tathA dukAna para baiThakara rogiyoM para usa jJAna kA prayogarUpa cAritra / yahI to hai DAkTara kI pravRtti / yadi eka aMga kI bhI kamI ho, to vicAriye ki kyA usakA DAkTarI kara sakanA sambhava hai ? lakSyabindu yadi phoTo grAphara banane kA ho, yA phoTogrApharI ko hI apane liye hitakara samajhatA ho aura usI kI ruci rakhatA ho, to kyA sambhava hai ki vaha DAkTarI kare, bhale hI DAkTarI kA jJAna bhI kyoM na ho? aura yadi lakSya meM to DAkTarI karanA ho tathA usako hitakara mAnakara usameM ruci rakhatA ho, para tatsambandhI jJAna na ho, to kyA citta masosakara hI na raha jAegA vaha ? aura yadi lakSya va ruci bhI ho, tathA DAkTarI kA jJAna bhI ho, para dukAna para baiThe nahIM, yA baiThakara rogiyoM ko dekheM nahIM, aura par3hA kare nAvila to kyA DAkTarI kara sakegA vaha ? isI prakAra jauharI kI, baz2Az2a kI yA kisI aura kI pravRtti kA bhI vizleSaNa karake yahI phalitArtha nikalegA / pratyeka pravRttitrayAtmaka hI hogI / basa isI prakAra zAnti-patha para calane kI pravRtti bhI trayAtmaka hI hai / zAnti kA lakSyabindu arthAt isa hI ko hitakara mAnakara, antaraMga se isakI ruci va zraddhA karanA, zAnti sambandhI jJAna karanA tathA una kriyA vizeSoM meM pravRtti jinake karane para ki usa zAnti kA anubhava ho, arthAt cAritra karanA, jisakA ullekha ki Age kiyA jAne vAlA hai / 2. lakSya bindu - ina zraddhAna, jJAna va cAritra ke sacce jhUThepane kI parIkSA lakSyabindu se hotI hai| DAkTarI kA lakSyabindu rakhane vAle ke liye zAnti-patha sambandhI zraddhA jhUThI hai| usa lakSyabindu kI pUrti ke liye zAnti yA zAntipatha sambandhI jJAna tathA cAritra jhUThA hai / aura isI prakAra zAnti kA lakSya rakhane vAle ke liye DAkTarI sambandhI zraddhAna, jJAna va cAritra jhUThA hai| lakSyabindu ke anukUla hI yaha trayAtmakatA kAryakArI hai| isaliye zAnti - patha kI jijJAsA rakhane vAle bho bhavya ! tanika apane andara meM utarakara isa jijJAsA va ruci kI parIkSA to kr| kahIM aisA na ho ki lakSyabindu to par3A rahe dhana kamAne yA bhoga bhogane kA aura sIkhane yA sunane lage zAntipatha sambandhI bAteM / yadi aisA hai to sunA sunAyA bekAra ho jaayegaa| kyoMki jo bAta batAI jAyegI usase tere lakSyabindu kI siddhi na ho skegii| yaha mArga jo ki batAyA jAne vAlA hai, dhana kamAne kA nahIM hai| isase kadAcit dhanahAni to honA sambhava hai para dhanalAbha nahIM / ataH dekha le, dila kar3A karanA hogA, aura usake liye badalanA hogA apanA lakSyabindu / binA lakSyabindu banAye calA kisa ora aura calA jAyegA kisa ora, yaha kauna jAne ? lakSya-rahita vyakti vanoM meM bhaTakane ke atirikta aura karegA hI kyA ? yadyapi pahale bhI batA diyA gayA hai, parantu eka vistRta viSaya cAlU karane se pahale usako puna: yAda dilA denA Avazyaka hai ki vaha vistRta kathana kevala lakSya-bindu ko AdhAra banAkara calegA / pada-pada para, vAkya vAkya meM usa hI kI ora saMketa karAyA jaayegaa| eka kSaNa ko bhI use bhUlanA na hogA, kyoMki use bhUla jAne para kathana kA rahasya samajha meM na A skegaa| vaha saba vistAra kucha managhar3aMta sA, kucha sAmpradAyika sA dikhAI dene lgegaa| vaha lakSyabindu hai 'zAnti' / vaha zAMti jisake prakaTa ho jAne para antara se uThane

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28 3. zraddhA vAlI 'aura cAhiye' kI dhvani badala jAyegI 'basa yahI cAhiye, isake atirikta kucha nhiiN| tIna loka kI sampatti, hIre motI Adi saba dhUla-samAna haiM, ThukarA diye jAne yogya haiM isake sAmane, isa rUpa meN| yaha lakSyabindu dRr3hatA se hRdayaMgama kara lenA yogya hai / yaha tujhe zakti pradAna karegA, usa vistRta kathana ko samajhane kI tathA usase kucha hita utpanna karane kii| isa lakSyabindu kA bar3A mahattva hai pratyeka kArya meN| kyoMki kisI bhI dizA meM jAne kI, yA koI bhI kArya karane kI, usa kArya meM saphalatA va asaphalatA kA nirNaya karane kI, kAryakrama kI satyArthatA va asatyArthatA batAne kI zakti isI se milA karatI hai / uttara dizA meM calatA calatA dUra nikala jAne vAlA koI vyakti, yadi usa dizA meM calanA banda karake, dakSiNa kI ora mukha karake khar3A ho jAya, usa ora calane kA lakSya rakhakara, to kyA use dakSiNa deza ke nikaTa huA na kaheMge? bhale abhI vahIM khar3A ho, paga bhI Age rakhe binaa| isI prakAra zAnti ke upAya ko jIvana meM ghaTita kiye binA bhI, azAnti kI ora jAne vAle bho cetana ! yadi kevala azAnti ke abhiprAya ke kAryoM ko chor3akara, zAnti 5. zAnti mArga abhiprAya mAtra ko dhAraNa karake, tU zAnti kA lakSyabindu banAle to apane ko zAnti ke nikaTa hI samajha / parantu saccA lakSyabindu use kahate haiM jo antaraMga se rucipUrvaka usa dizA meM hI calane ke liye vyakti ko ukasAye aura anya dizA meM calane se roke / ataH yahA~ lakSyabindu kA tAtparya kevala zAbdika zAnti yA mokSa kI abhilASA se nahIM hai / aisI abhilASA yA mokSa ke prati kA jhUThA lakSyabindu to Aja bhI banA huA hai, sbko| saba hI to kahate haiM ki prabhu ! kisI prakAra mujhe zAnti pradAna kreN| Aja ke isa lakSya-bindu kI asatyArthatA kA patA calatA hai isa dRSTAnta se : ---- eka seTha jI the / bhagavAna ke bar3e bhakta the, prabhu ke sAmane apane udgAra prakaTa karate, stuti karate tathA apane doSoM ke liye rote huye kaI-kaI ghaNTe mandira meM vyatIta karate / yahI thI unakI eka pukAra, ki bhagavan ! kisI prakAra mokSa pradAna kIjiye / unakI bhakti kI parIkSA kA avasara aayaa| eka deva Akara kahane lagA, "seTha jI ! ApakI bhakti se bar3e prasanna huye haiM bhagavAna, mujhe bhejA hai ApakI icchA pUrti ke liye / " seTha jI kI bA~che khila gaI / Aja unheM mokSa milane vAlI thI / para ve svayaM nahIM jAnate the ki mokSa kise kahate haiM ? deva bolA " seThajI ! Apake dasa putra haiM tathA dasa kArakhAne / eka putra prati dina maregA aura eka kArakhAnA roja phela hogaa| dasa dina pIche tuma putra hIna ho jAoge aura kaMgAla bhI / basa gyArahaveM dina maiM le jAU~gA tumheM Akara / " parantu seTha jI sahama gaye, yaha bAta sunkr| putroM kI mRtyu bhI sambhavataH lI par3atI, para kaMgAla honA ? nahIM-nahIM, yaha to bar3I Ter3hI khIra hai, gale se nIce na utara skegii| deva se bole " bhAI; bar3A kaSTa kiyA hai tumane mere liye, eka kaSTa aura detA hU~, kSamA karanA / prabhu se yaha prArthanA karanA ki yadi kisI aura kvAliTI kI, kisI aura prakAra kI mokSa ho to pradAna karane kI kRpA kareM, parantu isa kvAliTI kI mokSa to sambhavata: mujhe paca na skegii|" basa aisA hI hai hamArA bhI lakSyabindu / dhana na chUTe, kuTumba na chUTe, khUba bhoga bhogatA rahU~, aura zAnti bhI cakhatA rahU~ / arthAt viSa bhI pItA rahU~ aura amRta kA svAda bhI letA rhuuN| aisA lakSya vAstava meM lakSyabindu kahalAtA hI nahIM, sunI-sunAI sI koI bAta hai jo raTa sI gaI hai| cauthI jAti kI saccI zAnti ke prati saccA lakSyabindu banAne ke liye kahA jA rahA hai; vaha lakSyabindu jisake kAraNa laukika sarva bAdhAyeM A par3ane para bhI usake mArga para se terI pragati manda na par3ane pAve / 3. zraddhA -- mArga kI trayAtmakatA kala batAI gaI usameM se pahalA aMga hai zraddhA, usakI bAta clegii| zraddhA kA artha hai lakSyabindu, ruci, pratIti va abhiprAya / kisI bAta ko binA parIkSA kiye mujhe svIkAra nahIM karanA hai | maiM vaijJAnika banakara calA hU~ sAmpradAyika nhiiN| 'zraddhA' isa mArga kA sarvaprathama va sarvapramukha aMga hai, kyoMki binA ThIka-ThIka lakSyabindu va ruci ke usakA tatsambandhI jJAna va cAritra akAryakArI hai| ina agale do aMzoM kI satyArthatA kA AdhAra yaha zraddhA hI hai / yadyapi zraddhA va lakSyabindu donoM eka hI bAta haiM, parantu phira bhI zraddhA ke sambandha meM sAdhAraNataH bahuta bhrama calatA hai / lakSyabindu rahita kevala sAmpradAyika zraddhA ko saccI mAnA jA rahA hai aura usI para santoSa dharakara kucha kriyAyeM kevala andhavizvAsa ke AdhAra para kI jA rahI haiM, jinakA koI phala nahIM / niSphala usa puruSArtha se Ubakara Aja I

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5. zAnti mArga 3. zraddhA kA jagat dharma kI jijJAsA hI chor3a baiThA hai aura bhoga vilAsa ke tIvra vega meM bahA calA jA rahA hai, besudha / ata: zraddhA kI satyArthatA va sundaratA batA denA Avazyaka hai, jisase ki bhramAtmaka usa jhUThe santoSa se paga-paga para sAvadhAna rahA jA sake; usa abhiprAya ke anukUla zraddhA kI, jisa abhiprAya ko rakhakara ki usakA svarUpa dikhAyA jA rahA hai| jaisA ki Age ke prakaraNoM meM dikhalAne meM aayegaa| abhiprAya yA zraddhA para hI kisI kriyA vizeSa kI satyArthatA va asatyArthatA nirbhara hai| zraddhA ke sambandha meM kacha aisI dhAraNA bana rahI hai, ki maiM to ThIka hI svIkAra karatA huuN| amaka hI prakAra ke deva, guru va dharmAdi ko svIkAra karatA hU~, anya prakAra vAle ko nahIM aura yahI gurudeva kI AjJA hai / guru-vacanoM meM kabhI saMzaya nahIM karatA, bhale ve samajha meM AveM yA na AveM, hRdaya use svIkAra kare yA na kare, kyoMki bhaya hai isa bAta kA ki kahIM merI zraddhA jhUThI na par3a jAya, saMzaya utpanna karane se / parantu bhAI ! kabhI vicArA hai yaha ki vaha zraddhA saccI hai hI kaba, jo jhUThI par3a jAyegI? pahale hI se jo jhUThI hai usakA kyA jhUThA par3anA? bhale bAhara se zabdoM meM zaMkA na kara, para antaraMga kI zaMkA ko kaise dabAyegA? aura yadi antaraMga meM zaMkA nahIM hai to tattva samajhate samaya 'yaha to bilkula ThIka hai parantu .............?' yaha 'parantu' kahA~ se A rahI hai ? isake atirikta zAstra ke AdhAra para tattvoM sambandhI kucha jAnakArI sI karake "yaha bilkula ThIka hai, aisA hI hai, anya matoM ke dvArA prarUpita tattva ThIka nahIM haiM", isa prakAra ke sAmpradAyika andha-zraddhAna ko zraddhA kI saccI koTi meM ginA jAtA hai parantu yadi aisA hI hotA to aisI zraddhA to saba ko hI hai / musalamAnoM dvArA prarUpita tattva ko mAne so momina aura na mAne to kAphira / veda ko mAne to Astika aura na mAne to nAstika / unake isa kathana meM tathA tere uparokta kathana meM antara hI kyA rahA? yadi apanI-apanI dahI ko mIThA batAne kA nAma hI saccI zraddhA hai to loka meM koI bhI jhUThI zraddhA nahIM rahegI, saba zAnti-patha gAmI hoNge| ata: sAmpradAyika zraddhA kA nAma saccI zraddhA nahIM hai yaha sAmpradAyika nahIM vaijJAnika mArga hai| andha-zraddhA ko yahA~ avakAza nhiiN| binA 'kyA' aura 'kyoM' kiye svIkAra kI gaI bAta svIkRta nahIM kahI jA sakatI, kyoMki aisA hI hai' isa zraddhA kA viSaya, kevala usa tattva sambandhI zabda haiM, usa tattva kA rahasyArtha nahIM / arthAt aisI zraddhA kevala zAbdika hai tAttvika nhiiN| jIva, ajIva Adi ke bheda-prabhedoM ko zabdoM meM jAnate huye bhI vAstava meM vaha nahIM jAnatA ki jIva kisa cir3iyA kA nAma hai aura ajIva Adi ke sAtha isakA kyA sambandha hai| isa prakAra ke zAbdika jJAna se vidvAna bana sakatA hai, tArkika bana sakatA hai, vaktA bana sakatA hai, para zraddhAlu nhiiN| kula paramparA ke AdhAra para andhavizvAsa karane vAle kI to bAta nahIM, vaha to hai hI korA andhazraddhAlu, parantu 'tatvoM Adi ko jAnane vAlA bhI saccA zradvAlu nahIM', yahA~ to yaha batAyA jA rahA hai| kisI bhI viSaya sambandhI saccI zraddhA to vAstava meM usa samaya taka sambhava nahIM jaba taka ki usa viSaya kA anubhava na ho jaay| anubhava se pahale kI jAne vAlI zraddhA kI pocatA kI parIkSA bhI kI jA sakatI hai| dRSTAnta suniye- kalpanA karo kisI aisI paristhiti kI, jisameM ki Apa svayaM ghira gaye haiN| kisI gA~va ko lakSya meM rakhakara calate-calate pahu~ca gaye kisI bhayAnaka vana meM, jahA~ se bahuta sI pagaDaNDiyA~ phUTa jAtI haiN| asamaMjasa meM par3e vicArane lage ki kauna sI pagaDaNDI para calU~? kisI rAhagIra kI pratIkSA karate ho / saubhAgya se eka vyakti dikhAI diyA jisakA zarIra naMgA, kevala ghuTanoM se U~cI mailI kucailI eka dhotI thI usakI TA~goM meM kucha asta-vyasta sI ulajhI haI, kandhe para eka laTTha, haTTA kaTTA kAlA kalUTA sA eka mAnava, jise rAta ko dekheM to bhaya ke mAre sambhavata: prANa hI nikala jaayeN| khaira, sAhasa karake pUchA bhI to uttara milA itanA karkaza ki mAno khAne ko hI daur3atA hai| "calA jA apanI dAIM ora / mArga jAnatA nahIM, A gayA pathika bnkr|" Apa hI batAiye ki kyA usake dvArA batAI gaI dizA meM Apa eka bhI paga rakhane ko samartha ho sakoge? bhale hI rAta vana meM bitAnI par3e, para usake kahe para Apako kadApi vizvAsa nahIM aayegaa| parantu kucha hI dera pazcAt dikhAI diyA eka aura bhalA parantu aparicita koI anya vyakti sapheda sAde vastra pahane, mastaka para tilaka lagAye, aura hAtha meM DorI loTA liye| usase bhI pUchA apanA iSTa mArga / bar3e madhura va sahAnubhUtipUrNa zabdoM meM uttara milA / karuNA hI Tapaka rahI thI una zabdoM se / "ThIka mArga para nahIM Aye ho pathika, vana

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5. zAnti mArga 3. zraddhA bar3A bhayAnaka hai, bhayAnaka jantuoM kA vAsa; hai yahA~, yadi rAtri par3a gaI to jIvita na bacoge / khaira aba bhI samaya hai, isa dAhinI ora vAlI pagaDaNDI para clo| lagabhaga Der3ha mIla jAne para eka nAlA milegA, jisa para par3A hogA khajUra kA eka tanA, pula ke rUpa meM / nAle ko pAra kara jAo, eka mIla aura Age dikhAI degA vRkSoM kA eka bahuta bar3A jhuNDa / bar3A sAyA rahatA hai vahA~ / vahA~ pahu~cakara bAIM ora mur3a jAnA, AdhA mIla hI raha jAyegA vahA~ se ApakA sthAna / " vicAriye, kyA aba bhI usa dizA meM ApakA paga na uThegA? Apako avazya usake kahane para vizvAsa A jAyegA aura Apa prasanna-citta cala par3oge usa dizA meN| bhalA kyA antara thA pahile tathA isa vyakti ke saMketa meM? mArga to usane bhI vahI batAyA thA jo ki isane / parantu pahale maiM avizvAsa aura aba vizvAsa? kyA kAraNa hai ? kAraNa hai vaktA kI praamaanniktaa| isI prakAra yahA~ dharma ke sambandha meM vItarAgI guruoM hI kI bAta Apako svIkAra hai, rAgIjanoM kI nahIM / kAraNa ki Apako dikhatI hai vahA~ ni:svArthatA va karuNA / jo bAta ve mukha se kahate haiM usakI jhAMkI unake jIvana meM spaSTa dikhAI detI hai / aura inhIM guNoM ke kAraNa ve ApakI dRSTi meM prAmANika haiN| zraddhA ke patha para ApakA yaha pahalA paga hai, jisameM kyA kamI hai so Age darzAtA huuN| cale avazya jA rahe ho usI mArga para parantu hRdaya meM hai kucha kampana sA-"yadi yaha bhI mArga ThIka na nikalA to? yA Age jAkara phira bhaTaka gayA to? bIhar3a vana hai kauna jAne pahu~ca bhI pAU~gA yA nahIM? khaira calo bhagavAna sahAyI haiM, aura isa prakAra ke anekoM vikalpa / tanika vicAro, pakSa ko chor3akara, kyA yahI avasthA na hogI Apake hRdaya kI isa zraddhA kI prathama zreNI meM ? basa spaSTa ho gayA isa zraddhA kA jhUThApanA yA andhavizvAsapanA / antardhvani se Ane vAlI yaha 'to' isa bAta kI sAkSI hai ki svIkAra karate huye bhI ApakA saMzaya dUra nahIM huA hai abhI / isI prakAra yahAM dharma-mArga meM bhI, yadyapi svIkAra haiM guruoM kI bAteM parantu "nizcaya se na sahI, vyavahAra se to ThIka hai na yaha hamArI pahale kI dhAraNA?" isa prakAra jo poSaNa karane kA prayatna kiyA jA rahA hai, apane hI abhiprAya kA, yaha kahA~ se nikala rahA hai ? basa yahI hai bAta kI ki vAstavika tattva Apako svIkAra hI nahIM hai, anyathA ApakI dhAraNA badala jAnI cAhiye thii| Age caliye, nAlA dikhAI diyA aura sAtha meM vaha khajUra kA pula bhii| vicAriye to ki kucha kamI par3egI usa kampana meM yA nahIM? avazya pdd'egii| "nahIM nahIM, yaha mArga ThIka hI hogA, vahI pahilA cihna jaise batAyA thA A gayA, aba kucha saMzaya nahIM rahA isameM, aba to A hI jAyegA gAMva / " kucha aisI sI bAta prakaTa ho jaayegii| yadyapi saMzaya bahata manda par3a cukA hai parantu yaha nahIM kahA jA sakatA ki usakA sarvathA abhAva ho gayA hai, jisakI 'ThIka hI hogA,' 'A hI jAyegA' ye kucha zabda de rahe haiN| dRr3ha zraddhAna meM sandeha-sUcaka zabdoM kA prayoga nahIM huA krtaa| aura isI prakAra isa dharma-kSetra meM bhI guruvANI se tattvoM ko sIkhakara yadyapi kucha vratAdi dhAraNa kara liye haiM, parantu phira bhI una tattvoM kI zraddhA meM sandeha par3A huA hai| jisakI sAkSI isa abhiprAya se milatI hai ki bhale Aja na sahI para vratAdi karate-karate Age kabhI to 'hogI hI' mokSa / yaha zraddhA kI dUsarI koTi hai, yadyapi pahale se kucha dRr3ha, para saccI nhiiN| Age caliye, vRkSoM kA jhuNDa AyA, hRdaya meM eka AhlAda utpanna huA, mAno TAMgoM meM zakti A gaI ho, aura tejI se kadama uThane lge| "basa aba gAMva A hI gayA samajho, basa isa mArga meM kiMcita bhI saMzaya nahIM, yaha ThIka hI hai / " isa prakAra kI dRr3hatA, yadyapi isa zraddhA kI dRr3hatA ko sUcita kara rahI hai, tadapi zraddhA aba bhI dRr3ha nahIM hai / yaha bAta gale utaranI kucha kaThina par3atI hai, parantu vicAra karane se avazya isakI satyatA dhyAna meM A jAyegI / kalpanA kIjiye ki kucha hI dUra jhuNDa se Age nikala jAne para, ApakA koI ciraparicita mitra mila jAtA hai, aura kucha Azcarya meM par3akara Apase pUcha baiThatA hai, "kahAM jA rahe ho mitra isa mArga se? bAla baccoM kA prabandha kara Aye ho yA nahIM?" svabhAvata: hA jAyeMge usakI isa bAta para ki kyA kAraNa hai usake isa Azcarya kA? aura yadi vaha batAye ki tamheM galata mArga para DAlA gayA hai, Age usI Thaga kA gA~va par3egA jisane ki tumheM mArga batAyA hai, to kyA Apa kAMpa na uThoge? batAiye kahA~ calI jAyegI ApakI isa samaya taka kI dRr3ha zraddhA? basa yahI bAta sAkSI hai ki yaha tIsarI koTi kI atyanta dRr3ha dIkhane vAlI

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5. zAnti mArga 31 3. zraddhA zraddhA bhI vAstava meM saccI nahIM hai| isI prakAra dharma-kSetra meM bhI vratoM Adi yA vidvattA Adi ke kAraNa, sammAna se milI pratiSThA se bhramita hokara, bhale Apa yaha mAna baiTheM ki merI zraddhA bilkula saccI hai, yahI guruoM ke dvArA pratipAdita mArga hai, itane bar3e-bar3e prasiddha vyakti tathA vidvAna isa merI zraddhA kA samarthana kara rahe haiM; parantu vAstava meM yaha zraddhA bhI saccI nahIM hai / kyoMki bhale bAhara meM Apake mukha se koI zabda aisA na nikale jisa para se tArkika Apake abhiprAya meM bhUla nikAla sakeM, bhale hI bAhara meM yaha kahate sune jAyeM ki mujhako bar3A Ananda A rahA hai isa jIvana meM, parantu Apa svayaM yaha jAna nahIM pAte ki yaha Ananda jIvana meM se A rahA hai ki pratiSThA ke kAraNa lokaiSaNA meM se ? Apake antaraMga meM to yaha mArga kucha kaThina sA bhAsa rahA hai, asidhArA ke samAna / basa jIvana meM isa kaThinAI kA vedana hI isa bAta kA sAkSI hai ki ApakI yaha tIsarI koTi kI zraddhA bhI saccI nahIM hai, bhale dUsaroM kI apekSA adhika dRr3ha ho yaha / aura Age caliye, vaha dekho kalaze sara para rakhe gAMva kI striyA~ kue~ para se pAnI lAtI dikhAI de rahI haiM / sAmane mandira ke zikhara para laharAtI dhvajA mAno hAtha kI jholI de-dekara Apako bulA rahI hai, aura kaha rahI hai ki cale Aiye, yahI hai vaha gAMva jahA~ Apa jAnA cAhate the / aba vicAriye ki svayaM vIra prabhu bhI Akara yaha kahane lageM ki "kidhara jAte ho ? yaha mArga ThIka nahIM hai|" to kyA unakI bAta svIkAra kareMge Apa ? kadApi nahIM / ApakI AMkhoM ke sAmane gAMva hai| isa cAkSuSa pratyakSa ke sAmane Apa bhagavAna kI bAta ko bhI svIkAra karake koI saMzaya utpanna karane ko taiyAra nhiiN| basa isI prakAra dharma-kSetra meM bhI sAkSAt cauthI koTi kI zAnti kI rUpa rekhAoM kA jIvana meM saMvedana ho jAne para, loka kI koI zakti Apako Apake zAnti patha se vicalita karane meM samartha na ho skegii| saMvedana-pratyakSa ke sAmane Apako gurujanoM ke Azraya kI bhI AvazyakatA nahIM rahegI / anubhavAtmaka cauthI koTi kI yaha zraddhA hI vAstava meM saccI zraddhA kahI jA sakatI hai| I yahA~ zAnti ke isa vaijJAnika mArga kI trayAtmakatA meM abhipreta zraddhA se tAtparya isa uparokta cauthI koTi kI zraddhA hai / kula paramparA ke AdhAra para huI, yA sAmpradAyika pakSapAta ke AdhAra para huI, yA guruoM para bhakti Adi kI bhAvukatAvaza huI, yA vidvattAvaza huI, yA loka-pratiSThAvaza huI zraddhAoM kA nAma yahA~ zraddhA nahIM kahA jA rahA hai| zraddhA vAstava meM vaha hotI hai jo binA kisI anya kI sahAyatA ke svayaM rucipUrvaka usa vyApAra vizeSa ke prati antaraMga jhukAva utpanna karA detI hai| jisake kAraNa zIghrAtizIghra vaha apane jIvana ko usa zraddhA ke anurUpa DhAlane kA prayatna karane laga jAtA hai, zakti ko nahIM chipAtA, na hI koI bahAne talAza karatA hai, apanI zraddhA ko dUsaroM para jatAne ke liye| jaise- "kyA karU~, karanA to bahuta cAhatA hU~ para karma karane nahIM dete| ajI gRhasthI ke jaMjAla meM pha~sA hU~ burI taraha, " ityAdi / uparokta kathana para se yaha bhI grahaNa na kara lenA ki uttarottara vRddhi ko pAtI ve tIna koTi kI zraddhAyeM sarvathA bekAra haiM / nahIM, aisA nahIM hai| yadi aisA hotA to Apa usa mArga para paga hI na rkhte| isaliye pahale pahala mArga para agrasara karAne ke liye, tathA usa ora kA uttarottara adhikAdhika ullAsa utpanna karAne ke liye ve zraddhAyeM avazya apanA mahattva rakhatI haiM / parantu unameM santoSa pA liyA hai jisane, usakA niSedha karane ke liye, tathA vAstavika saccI zraddhA kA sundara rUpa darzAne ke liye athavA bhrama miTAne ke liye hI itanA kathana kiyA gayA hai| andhavizvAsa bhI jisako nahIM hai, aise vilAsI jIvoM kI apekSA to vaha kucha acchA hI hai kyoMki bhale andhavizvAsa ke AdhAra para hI sahI, zAnti kI khoja karane to lagA hai vaha / zAnti kA anubhava kara lene para khula jAyegA isa andha-zraddhAna kA rahasya, aura prasanna hogA yaha jAnakara ki usake dvArA kiyA gayA vaha jhUThA zraddhAna bhI sacce ke anurUpa hI nikalA / parantu andhazraddhAna A~kha mIcakara hI nahIM kara lenA cAhiye / bAta-bAta meM parIkSA karate huye calanA hai / ata: kevala unhIM kI bAta para zraddhA karanI yogya hai, jinakA jIvana sthUla dRSTi se zAnta dikhAI de, jinake upadeza kA lakSya zAnti ho tathA jinakI kathana paddhati bhI zAnta ho / svArthI janoM kA bhogoM ke prati AkarSaNa karAne vAlA upadeza, isa mArga kA bAdhaka va abhilASA-vardhaka hone ke kAraNa svIkAra karane yogya nahIM hai /

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5. zAnti mArga 4. cAritra 4. cAritra-trayAtmaka mArga ke prathama aMga kA kathana pUrA huaa| jJAna nAmaka dvitIya aMga kA kathana Age yathAsthAna kiyA jaaegaa| aba usake tRtIya aMga 'cAritra' kA kathana calatA hai / "cArittaM khalu dhammo, dhammo jo so samo tti nnihittttho| mohakkhohavihINo, pariNAmo appaNo hu smo||" cAritra kA artha hai dharma arthAt jIva kA svabhAva aura vaha hotA hai samatA svarUpa / AtmA yA jIva kI vaha svAbhAvika pariNati hI samatA kA lakSaNa hai jisameM na hai moha aura na hai kSobha, arthAt jisameM na hai sthAna tAttvika aviveka ko aura na hai avakAza indriya mana tathA citta kI caMcalatA ko / tAttvika aviveka kI nivRtti ho jAtI hai viveka jJAna se, jisakA ullekha Age kiyA jAne vAlA hai| caMcalatA kyA aura usakA abhAva kyA isa viSaya meM thoDI nakArA yahA de denA Avazyaka hai / isa sambandha meM Apa kucha na jAnate hoM aisA bhI nahIM hai / nitya ke anubhava kI bAta hai| kauna nahIM jAnatA ki usakI pA~coM indriyA~ eka kSaNa ko bhI vizrAnta hokara nahIM baiThatI / eka viSaya ko chor3akara dUsare para aura dUsare ko chor3akara tIsare para sadA bhAgatI rahatI haiN| abhI calo hoTala meM aura abhI sinemA meM / aba reDiyo suno aura aba karo zarIra kA zrRMgAra / indriyA~ becArI kyA kareM? ye to ThaharI sevikAyeM mana kii| jo AjJA milatI hai vahI karatI haiN| ina sabakA svAmI to mana hai / vividha prakAra ke saMkalpa-vikalpa karanA hI usakA svarUpa hai| yaha vastu mujhe iSTa hai yaha aniSTa, yaha zatru hai yaha mitra, yaha sajjana hai yaha durjana, yaha sukha hai yaha dukha, yaha janma hai yaha maraNa, yaha puNya hai yaha pApa, yaha dharma hai yaha adharma ityAdi na jAne kitane paraspara virodhI dvandvoM kI vAsanAyeM par3I haiM isake garbha meM / ananta hai usakA vistAra / inhIM vAsanAoM se prerita hokara sadA AjJA detA rahatA hai yaha indriyoM ko, sadA daur3AtA rahatA hai yaha indriyoM ko, isa vastu ko prApta karo, isakA tyAga karo, isakA saMrakSaNa karo, isakA nAza karo aura jAne kyA kyA / yahI kAraNa hai ki eka kSaNa ko bhI vizrAma nahIM milatA jIvana meN| cintAoM kA bhAra liye prAta: bistara se uThanA, do cAra loTe pAnI ke jaldI se zarIra para DAla, ulTe sIdhe kapar3e pahana, moTarakAra para savAra ho kisI eka dizA meM cala denA, ghara meM bIvI-baccoM ko tathA mAtA-pitA ko eka nirAzA kI ulajhana meM chor3akara / kucha ghaNToM meM jaldI-jaldI kabhI idhara daur3a aura kabhI udhara Age-Age daur3a aura pIche-pIche chor3a karatA lagabhaga 30 mIla kA cakkara lagA liyaa| dasa daphtaroM meM svayaM jAkara ho Aye,30 se TelIphona para bAta kara lI, aura dopahara ko khAnA khAne ke samaya lauTa Ae ghara para, kuTumbiyoM ke cehare para saMtoSa kI dhImI sI rekhA kheMcate / khAnA khAne baiThe, do cAra Tukar3e khAe, TelIphona kI ghaNTI bajI aura khAnA bIca meM hI chor3a bhAge / puna: vahI moTarakAra, vahI sar3aka, vahI daphtara, ghara meM bIvI-bacce va mAtA-pitA puna: udAsa / binA khAe cale jo gae haiM Apa / dina bhara kI daur3a dhUpa se thake-mAMde lauTe ghara para rAtri ko 9 baje bilkula sone ke samaya / na bIvI se bAta, na baccoM se ha~sI, na mAtA-pitA ko sAMtvanA ke do zabda, so gae / so kyA gae, rAta bitA dI cintAoM meM ki kala ko yaha karanA hai aura vaha karanA hai / prAta: ho gaI, puna: vahI ckr| yaha hai bAhya jIvana kA sthUla-kSobha, jisakA kAraNa hai manogata uparyukta sUkSma-kSobha / donoM hI prakAra ke kSobha kA abhAva cAritra yA dharma hai aura vaha hai vAstava meM vahI vizrAnti yA zAnti jisakA kathana cala rahA hai| ise Apa samatA kaho, sAmyatA kaho, mAdhyasthatA kaho, zuddhabhAva kaho, yA kaho vItarAgatA / sabhI zabdoM kA avasAna hotA hai usI pradhAna artha meM arthAt zAnti meN| . samatA kA artha hai saba meM samAna bhAva-maiM tU meM, yaha vaha meM, strI puruSa meM, bAlaka vRddha meM, nirdhana sadhana meM, mUrkha vidvAn meM, U~ca nIca meM, brAhmaNa cANDAla meM, manuSya tiryaMca meM, gAya kutte meM, hAthI cIMTI meM, svarNa pASANa meM, lAbha alAbha meM / moha kA abhAva ho jAne ke kAraNa athavA tAttvika viveka jAgRta ho jAne ke kAraNa, sabhI padArthoM meM tattva kA darzana karane vAle usa mahAbhAga ke citta meM ina viSamatAoM ko avakAza kahA~ ? aura ina viSamatAoM ke abhAva meM iSTAniSTa Adi uparyukta dvandvoM ko praveza kahA~ ? na hai usake liye kucha iSTa na aniSTa, na zatru na mitra, na sajjana na durjana, na sukha na dukha, na janma na

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5. zAnti mArga 33 4. cAritra maraNa, na puNya na pApa, na dharma na adharma, na grAhya na tyAjya / aura yahI hai kSobha kA abhAva, pUrNa vItarAgatA, pUrNakAmatA, kRtakRtyatA / ise hI kahate haiM cAritra aura yahI hai dharma / pUjA Adi kriyAoM ko dharma kahanA to upacAra hai| vAstava meM vastu kA svabhAva hI dharma kA lakSaNa hai / kyoMki zAnti arthAt nirvikalpatArUpa hone ke kAraNa yaha samatA merA svabhAva hai, isaliye yahI merA dharma hai| vicitra bAta suna rahe haiN| hama to sanate the ki "yaha chor3a, yaha kara, yaha khA, yahA~ raha", ityAdi kriyAoM kA nAma cAritra hai, aura deva pUjA Adi kA nAma dharma, parantu Apa to kucha aura hI kaha rahe haiM ? zAnta ho prabhu ! zAnta ho, terA sunA huA bhI galata nahIM hai| vaha vAstava meM cAritra nahIM cAritra kI sAdhanA hai| vaisA-vaisA karate huye dhIre-dhIre jIvana kI bhAga-daur3a samApta hotI jAtI hai, pahile bAhya jIvana kI aura phira bhItarI jIvana kii| aura isa prakAra eka lambe kAla taka abhyAsa karate rahane para vaha dina bhI A jAtA hai jabaki sAdhaka kA dvividha kSobha zAnta ho jAtA hai aura nija svabhAva-svarUpa sAkSAt cAritra kI upalabdhi karake, kho jAtA hai vaha usameM sadA ke liye| jisa prakAra 'anna' prANa nahIM, paranta prANoM ko TikAye rakhane kA kAraNa hai. aura isIliye loka-vyavahAra meM 'anna hI prANa hai aisI ukti pracalita hai. usI prakAra grahaNa-tyAga Adi kI ukta kriyAyeM cAritra nahIM parantu usakI prApti kA kAraNa yA upAya haiM, aura isIliye loka-vyavahAra meM 'grahaNa-tyAga, zuddha-bhojana, deva-darzana, sAmAyika dhyAna Adi cAritra athavA dharma haiM', aisI ukti pracalita hai. ur3a re paMchI U~ce U~ce A apane zivapura meM / khoja rahA kyA isa bhava vana meM, kyA bhUlA vibhrama meM | svaccha loka kA vAsI tU hai, divya loka kA vaasii| Urdhva gamana hai pariNati terI, tU asIma vilAsI // MATI

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6. tattvArtha 1. sAta tathya, 2. tattva, 3. tttvaarth| 1. sAta tathya-kisI bhI kArya ko prArambha karane se pahale zraddhA kA mahattva darzAyA jA cukA hai, parantu zraddhA kisa bAta kI kI jAya yaha nahIM batAyA gyaa| koI padArtha taiyAra karane ke liye eka kArakhAnA lagAne se pahale svAbhAvika rIti se hamAre mana meM tathA eka vaijJAnika ke mana meM sAta prazna uThate haiN| ve sAta bAteM hI kisI kArya kI saphalatA ke liye yathArthata: jAnane va zraddhA karane yogya haiN| kyoMki unake jAne va zraddhA kiye binA vaha kArya prArambha hI nahIM kiyA jA skegaa| yadi una sAta bAtoM meM se kisI eka do bAtoM mAtra kA jJAna va zraddhAna rakhakara anya bAtoM kI paravAha na karake kArya prArambha kara diyA jAya, to andhavat hI idhara-udhara hAtha pA~va mArane par3eMge, aura phala nikalegA niSphala puruSArtha yA pUMjI kA vinAza / dRSTAntara se yaha bAta spaSTa ho skegii| _ve sAta bAteM nimna prakAra haiM.-1. mUla padArtha (raoN maiTIriyala) kyA hai ? 2. usake samparka meM Ane vAle anya padArtha (imporiTIja) kyA haiM? 3. mizraNa kA kAraNa kyA hai ? 4. padArtha kA mizrita svarUpa kyA hai ? 5. mizraNa ke prati sAvadhAnI kA upAya / 6. mizrita anya padArthoM ke zodhana kA upAya / 7. zuddha padArtha kA svarUpa kyA hai; dekhiye eka DeyarIphArma lagAnA iSTa hai, to ye sAta bAteM jAnanI pdd'eNgii| 1. mUla padArtha (dUdha) kyA hai| 2. isake sAtha rahane vAle 'pAnI' 'baikTeriyA' Adi (sUkSma jantu) kyA haiM / 3. baikTeriyA kI utpatti ke kAraNa kyA haiM / 4. jala va baikTeriyA se mizrita dadha kA svarUpa kyA hai| 5.baikTeriyA kI navIna utpatti rokane kA upaay| 6.parva baikTeriyA ke vinAza kA tathA dugdha zodhana kA upAya / 7. zuddha dUdha (pyora milka) kA svarUpa kyA hai / isI prakAra kisI roga kA pratikAra iSTa hai to ye sAta bAteM jAnanI va zraddhA karanI pddeNgii| 1.maiM nIroga haiM. 2. vartamAna meM rogI ha~, 3. roga kA kAraNa apathya sevana, 4. roga kA nidAna, 5. apathya sevana kA niSedha, 6. yogya auSadhi, 7. nIrogI avasthA kA svruup| aba Apa hI vicAriye ki kyA ina sAta bAtoM ke jJAna va zraddhAna binA kArakhAnA yA DeyarIphArma lagAnA yA roga kA dUra kiyA jAnA sambhava hai / aura yadi ina sAta bAtoM meM se kisI eka do mAtra bAtoM ke jJAna va zraddhAna ke AdhAra para kArya prArambha karane kA duHsAhasa bhI kara liyA to kyA phala hogaa| lAbha kI bajAya hAni / baikTeriyA kI utpatti va usake dUra karane kA upAya na jAnane ke kAraNa usake prati sAvadhAnI na raha sakegI, phalata: dUdha sar3a jaayegaa| roga ke kAraNoM arthAt apathyakA yA ThIka auSadhi kA jJAna na hone ke kAraNa apathya-sevana na chor3a sakU~gA, tathA galata auSadhi le lU~gA, phalata: roga ghaTane kI bajAya bar3ha jAyegA ityAdi / ata: zraddhA kI viSayabhUta sAta bAteM jAnanI Avazyaka haiN| yahA~ jIvana kA zAntirUpa kArya abhISTa hai / ata: sAta bAteM jAnanI va zraddhA karanI yogya haiM / 1. 'maiM', jise zAnti cAhiye, vaha kyA hai| 2. samparka meM Ane vAle anya padArtha kyA haiM / 3. azAnti kyoM / 4. azAnti kyA hai| 5. navIna azAnti ko rokane kA upAya / 6. pUrva-azAnti ke kAraNoM kA vinAza kaise / 7. zAnti kyA / ina saba bAtoM kA Agama meM sAta tattva kahakara nirdeza kiyA gayA hai| ina sAtoM tattvoM ke nAma haiM-jIva, ajIva, Asrava, bandha, saMvara, nirjarA va mokSa / ina sabakA vistRta svarUpa Age calegA, kyoMki unake vistAra kA jJAna huye binA zraddhA kisa para kreNge| nAmamAtra jAnane se to kAma calatA nhiiN| nAma to bhale kacha aura rakha lIjiye, para zAnti-patha meM upayogI ina uparokta bAtoM kA svarUpa jAnanA atyAvazyaka hai / jJAnI janoM ne kahIM bhI andhavizvAsa karane ko nahIM kahA hai / Agama, anubhava ina tInoM se parIkSA karake hI svIkAra karane kA nirdeza kiyA hai| ina tInoM meM bhI anabhava pradhAna hai jaisA ki kalavAle zraddhAna ke prakaraNa meM spaSTa kara diyA gayA hai| 2. tattva isIliye yahA~ tathya zabda kA prayoga na karake tattva zabda kA prayoga kiyA gayA hai| tattva arthAt tat + tv| tat' kA artha hai 'vaha' aura 'tva' kA artha 'panA' yA svabhAva; jaise agni kA svabhAva uSNatva, jala kA svabhAva

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6. tattvArtha 35 3. tatvArtha zItalatva, jIva kA svabhAva cetanatva / isa prakAra tattva zabda kA artha huA vaha kA vahapanA, arthAt jisa kisI bhI padArtha kA, dravya kA athavA bhAva kA kathana karanA abhipreta hai, usakA svabhAva / isa prakAra dRSTi ko vizAlatA pradAna karatA hai yaha zabda, dvaita se advaita kI ora le jAtA hai yaha zabda / vaha kaise, so dekhie / svabhAva kahate haiM kisI padArtha kI usa jAtIyatA ko jo ki usa hI prakAra ke aneka padArthoM meM anugata ho| jaise aneka agniyoM meM anugata eka agnitva arthAt eka agni-jAtIyatA, aneka jIvoM meM anugata eka cetanatva arthAt eka cetana-jAtIyatA, aneka jar3a paramANuoM meM anugata eka jar3atva arthAt eka jdd'-jaatiiytaa| isa dRSTi se dekhane para patA calatA hai ki dravya aura tattva meM kucha bheda hai| tattva sAmAnya hai aura dravya usake vizeSa / bhale jIvadravya aneka hoM parantu saba meM anugata cetanatva yA cetanatattva eka hai| bhale paramANu aneka hoM parantu una saba meM anugata jar3atva yA jar3atattva eka hai / isa prakAra yaha zabda dvaita meM advaita utpanna karatA hai aura batAtA hai ki jIvatattva eka hai, bhale hI jIvadravya aneka huA kareM / isI prakAra ajIvatattva eka hai, bhale hI ajIva dravya aneka huA kareM / isI prakAra Azrava-bandha tathA saMvara-nirjarA ye cAroM tattva bhI eka-eka haiM, bhale Azrava tathA bandha ke antargata Ane vAle rAgadveSAdi bhAva aneka hoM athavA saMvara nirjarA ke antargata ginI jAne vAlI vrata, samiti, gupti Adi kriyAyeM tathA vairAgya Adi bhAva aneka hoM / isI prakAra mokSatattva bhI eka hai bhale hI muktajIva aneka huA kareM / tattva zabda ke dvArA nirdiSTa yaha advaita-dRSTi zAntipatha kA prANa hai kyoMki isa dRSTi se dekhane para na rahatA hai maiM-tU kA tathA ya kA bheda, na rahate haiM acche-bure ke tathA heya-upAdeya Adi ke dvandva, aura na rahatA hai karane-dharane kA vikalpa / prakaTa ho jAtI hai vyApaka samatA, zAnti, Ananda / 3. tattvArtha-tattva mAtra na kahakara tattvArtha kahanA aura bhI adhika rahasyAtmaka hai / vaha kaise? dekhiye-kisI bhI zabda kA artha batAte yA samajhate samaya koSakAra kA athavA vidyArthI kA lakSya kidhara hotA hai-una zabdoM kI ora jinake dvArA ki usa artha kA pratipAdana kiyA jA rahA hai, athavA usa padArtha kI ora jisake prati ve zabda saMketa kara rahe haiM ? 'gAya' zabda kA artha pustaka meM likhA 'gAya' athavA bolA yA sunA gayA 'gAya' zabda hai yA ki hai usa zabda kA vAcya, jItA jAgatA vaha pazu-vizeSa jisake dUdha kA hama nitya pAna karate haiN| ata: spaSTa hai ki tattvArtha pada meM prayukta 'artha' isa bAta kI cetAvanI detA hai ki isa prakaraNa meM jIva Adi zabdoM dvArA jina sAta bAtoM yA tattvoM kA ullekha kiyA jAnA hai, yahA~ una zabdoM kA athavA unakI lambI caur3I vyAkhyAoM kA zraddhAna karAnA iSTa nahIM hai, pratyuta una bhAvoM kA yA svabhAvoM kA zraddhAna karAnA iSTa hai jinake prati ki ye zabda athavA vyAkhyAyeM saMketa kara rahe haiN| ve bhAva bhI kahIM bAhara meM nahIM haiM, pratyuta svayaM Apake manoloka meM, buddhi loka meM, athavA hRdaya loka meM nihita haiN| isaliye na ve indriya-pratyakSa ke viSaya haiM aura na Agama athavA anumAna ke| kevala svAnubhava-pratyakSa hI ekamAtra zaraNa hai unako jAnane ke liye| sampradAya ko avakAza.nahIM isa vaijJAnika mArga meM / isakA sAyA bhI yahA~ na par3ane pAye, aisI sAvadhAnI rakhane kI AvazyakatA hai| ata: ina jIvAdi sAta bAtoM kA svarUpa kucha isa prakAra se sunanA yA vicAranA iSTa hai, jisa para vicAra karake tathA apane jIvana meM usa-usa upAya se usa-usa viSaya ko par3hane kA prayatna karake usakA kiMcita anubhava ho sake / usakA anubhava ho jAne ke pazcAt hI zAnti-mArga prArambha hogaa| parantu usako anubhava karane se pahale bhI yaha Avazyaka hai ki eka bAra zabdoM meM use avazya grahaNa kara liyA jAya, aura tarka va yukti se usakI satyArthatA kA nirNaya kara liyA jaay| usa apane nirNaya ko vItarAga-praNIta Agama se bhI milAna karake dekha liyA jAya / kyoMki binA aisA kiye avvala to maiM anubhava karane kA prayatna hI kisa viSaya ke prati karU~gA aura yadi andhoM kI bhA~ti zabdoM kA spaSTa rahasyArtha samajhe binA karane lagA to lAbha kyA hogA? ata: aba Age ke prakaraNoM meM ina sAta bAtoM kA hI kramaza: vistRta vivecana clegaa| lambA kathana hai| sunate-sunate Uba na jAnA, sArA kA sArA sunanA / bIca meM eka bhI prakaraNa ke chUTa jAne para Age ke prakaraNoM kA rahasya pakar3a meM na A skegaa| binA krama se aura binA pUrA sune abhISTa kI siddhi honA asambhava hai|

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7. jIva-tattva 1. maiM kI khoja, 2. jIva rAzi, 3. sthAvarakAya meM jIvana siddhi, 4. antastattva, 5. zAnti merA svabhAva, 6. zAnti kI khoja, 7. jala meM mIna pyAsI / 1. 'maiM' kI khoja -- aho ! caitanyaghana kA atula prakAza, jisane puna: puna: prerita karate huye tathA antaraMga meM cuTakiyAM bharate huye isa gahana bhoga vilAsa ke andhakAra meM bhI, mujhe Aja yaha saubhAgya pradAna kiyA ki kiMcita mAtra apanI mahimA ke darzana pAkara maiM kRtArtha ho skuuN| dharma kI jijJAsA ke sAra-svarUpa zAnti tathA usakI prApti ke liye kucha prAthamika Avazyaka sAmAnya bAteM jAna lene ke pazcAt, Aja mere andara yaha jAnane kI jijJAsA jAgRta ho uThI hai ki maiM kauna hU~, jisameM yaha zAnti kI pukAra uTha rahI hai, arthAt jIva tattva kyA hai ? bahuta prayatna kiyA hai, gurujanoM ne mujhe merI mahimA darzAne kA, mujhe merA svarUpa batAne kA, para dekhiye kitane Azcarya kI bAta hai ki nitya hI 'maiM hU~', 'maiM hU~' kI pukAra karatA maiM Aja taka 'maiM' ko jAna na skaa| kyA-kyA kalpanAyeM banAtA rahA apane sambandha meM / kabhI vicAra karatA ki manuSya, pazu, pakSI Adi kI jo AkRtiyA~ dIkha rahI haiM, ve hI 'maiM' hU~ / kabhI vicAra karatA ki ye jo putra, strI Adi parivAra dikhAI de rahA hai, apane cAroM ora, vahI 'maiM' hU~ / kabhI vicAra karatA ki ye jo gRha, svarNAdi kucha AkarSaka padArtha dikhAI de rahe haiM vahI 'maiM' hU~ / arthAt ina sabameM 'maiM', aura mujhameM 'ye saba' ota prota ho rahe haiM, mAno / dekho kitanA bar3A Azcarya hai ki apane ko dekhane kI icchA karate huye maiM svayaM kahA~ kahA~ khojatA phiratA hU~ isa 'maiM' ko / isa mahat ke arthAt isa sampUrNa brahmANDa meM vyApta AkAza ke eka-eka pradeza para idhara se udhara, aura udhara se idhara TakkareM mAra-mAra kara maiMne khoja kI isakI / kaisI dazA banI huI thI usa samaya merI ki binA sudhabudha usa pradeza se isa para aura isase usa para phira rahA thA mArA-mArA, tRSAtura mRgavat / isa pradeza para dikhAI detI hai kucha merI camaka-sI, bhAgA udhara / are yahA~ to kucha nahIM / nahIM-nahIM, yahA~ nahIM thI, vaha dekha kucha dUrI para dikhAI de rahI hai, kitanI teja camaka, A~kheM cundhiyA rahI haiM jise dekhakara / bhAgA vahA~, para yaha kyA ? yahA~ bhI kucha nahIM / aura isI prakAra becaina behoza ghUmatA thA, maaraa-maaraa| kitanI tIvra gati thI usa samaya merI, abhI pAtAla ke usa chora para aura agale hI kSaNa loka ke zikhara para, bilkula apane pitA siddha-prabhu ke nikaTa / abhI Urdhva-loka meM devoM ke nikaTa aura agale hI kSaNa adho-loka meM nArakiyoM ke nikaTa / abhI madhya loka kI eka pRthvI para aura abhI asaMkhyAta yojana dUra usa antima pRthvI para / abhI samudra meM aura abhI vAyumaNDala me / abhI ina calate-phirate dikhane vAle manuSya, pazu va pakSiyoM ke zarIra meM aura agale hI kSaNa vanaspatiyoM meM / kahA~ taka ginAU~ ? eka pradeza bhI to isa AkAza kA khAlI nahIM chor3A, jahA~ jAkara maiMne 'maiM' ko na khojA ho / kitanA vyagra thA usa samaya isakI khoja ke pIche, ki Ane aura jAne, jIne aura marane ke sivAya, mujhe aura kucha cintA hI nahIM thI / eka eka zvAsa meM aThAraha aThAraha bAra badala DAlA maiMne apanA colA / para mRgatRSNA thI, korA bAlU kA Dhera, kucha bhI na thA vahA~ / jAtA, daur3atA, janma letA aura nirAza ho jAtA / turanta hI Age kucha pratIta hotA, basa mara jAtA, vahAM jAkara janma letA, aura phira nirAzA ho jaataa| kisI kAraNavaza rotA- rotA zizu jisa prakAra svayaM bhUla jAtA hai ki kyoM ronA prArambha kiyA thA usane, kevala yAda raha jAtA hai ronA use, usI prakAra daur3ate-daur3ate, eka zvAsa meM aThAraha aThAraha bAra marate, maiM svayaM bhUla gayA ki kyoM yaha daur3a dhUpa yA jInA maranA prArambha kiyA thA maine ? kevala yAda raha gayA jaldI-jaldI jInA aura maranA mAtra / khAne kI sudha thI na pIne kI, na kisI se bolane kI na pUchane kI, na kucha sUMghane kI na dekhane kI, na sunane kI na vicArane kI, behoza ho gayA thA, thakakara cUra-cUra / chUkara jAna to sakatA thA usa samaya, para kahA~ thI hoza mujhe chUne kI

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7. jIva-tattva 37 2. jIva rAzi vahA bhI? idhara se udhara daur3ane athavA jIne-marane ke sivA phursata hI kahA~ thI, kucha aura karane kI? kaI bAra to pUrI taraha janmane bhI nahIM pAyA ki mara gyaa| aura yadi pUrA janmA bhI to kitanA choTA thA merA zarIra jo kisI ko dikhAI bhI na par3a ske| mAikroskopa ke bhI to gamya nahIM thA vaha ? pahAr3a va lohakhaNDa meM bhI ghusakara Ara-pAra ho sakatA thA vaha / nigoda kahA karate the jJAnI loga usa samaya mujhe / sarvasAdhAraNajana to merI sattA se bhI aparicita the / na dekha sakane ke kAraNa, ve yaha bhI nahIM jAna pAte the ki maiM koI hU~ bhI yA nhiiN| cha patA na calA. to pathvI banakara. jala banakara. agni banakara. vAya banakara paDA rahA sadiyoM logoM kI ThokareM khAtA. idhara-udhara bikharatA yA ubAlA jAtA Aga para pavana ke dvArA tADita kiyA jAtA, paMkhoM kI mAra saha par3A rahA sadiyoM, ki kabhI to kahIM to sparza kara hI jAUMgA maiM, 'mujha' ko| para nirAza, kucha na diikhaa| vahA~ se bhI bhAgA, vanaspati bana gayA, kabhI jala para kI kAI banA aura kabhI acAra para kI phaI, kabhI ghAsa banA aura kabhI jhAr3I, kabhI bela to kabhI vRkSa, kabhI pattA to kabhI phala, kabhI khaTTA banA to kabhI mIThA, kabhI sugandhita to kabhI durgandhita / kyA-kyA rUpa dhAre the usa samaya maiMne? yAda kara-karake kalejA kAMpa uThatA hai| cIrA jAkara aura agni meM jala-jalakara anekoM kaSTa sahe, isa 'maiM' ko sparza karane ke liye para nirAza, kucha na dekhA vahA~ bhii| sparza hI na kara pAyA, phira cakhane, sUMghane, dekhane, sunane va vicArane kA to prazna hI kyA? nirAza lauTa pdd'aa| sarva-sAdhAraNajana mujhe socate rahe jar3a, kevala apane bhoga kI koI vastu, parantu maiM bhale yaha na jAnatA hU~ ki maiM kyA hU~, para usa samaya bhI itanA avazya jAnatA thA ki maiM vaha nahIM hU~ jo ve samajhate the mujhe / citta masosakara raha jAtA thA, kyoMki zakti hI nahIM thI batAne kii| chUne mAtra se to patA na calA, calo aba cakhakara bhI dekho, sambhavata: kucha patA cala jAve aura isa abhiprAya ko rakhakara, dhAraNa kiye laTa va keMcuA Adi ke anekoM rUpa, kabhI kucha aura kabhI kucha / sUMghane, dekhane, sunane va vicArane kI cintA kiye binA, kevala chUkara va cakhakara khoja karanI cAhI maiMne apanI, para nirrthk| nirAza daur3A, cIMTI, kanakhajUrA Adi anekoM rUpoM meM, jahA~ chUne va cakhane ke atirikta sUMghane kI zakti kA bhI prayoga kiyA maine / itanA hI nahIM, makkhI, bhaMvarA Adi banakara dekhane ke yantra ko bhI prayoga meM lAyA aura cir3iyA, gAya, machalI, va manuSyAdi bana-banakara sunane ke, yahA~ taka ki vicArane taka ke yantroM kA nirmANa kara DAlA, para kisI prakAra bhI to usa rahasyAtmaka 'maiM' kA patA na calA / kyA AkAza meM, kyA pRthvI para aura kyA jala meM, kahAM nahIM khojA maiMne ise? atyanta du:kha va pIr3A kI bhI paravAha na karate hue, maiM isakI khoja ke liye nArakI taka banA, para isakA patA na claa| tAtparya yaha ki nAraka, tiryaJca, manuSya va devoM kI caurAsI lAkha yoniyoM meM; pRthvI, apa, teja, vAyu va vanaspati bhUtoM meM, bhramaNa karate-karate Aja taka na mAlUma kahA~-kahA~ ghUmA, kitanA samaya bIta gayA, tathA isa kAla meM kyA-kyA duHkha sahe isakI khoja ke liye, para isa 'maiM' kA patA na claa| choTe se choTA mAikroskopa se bhI na dIkhane vAlA tathA bar3e se bar3A parvata sarIkhA zarIra banAyA, para usakA patA na claa| 2. jIva rAzi--yaha batAne kI AvazyakatA nahIM ki isa prakaraNa meM jIvatattva kI lokaprasiddha 84 lAkha yoniyoM kA arthAt unakI anekavidha jAtiyoM kA paricaya dene kA prayatna kiyA gayA hai| Age sAdhanA khaNDa meM prANasaMyama kA vivecana karane ke liye tathA use ThIka prakAra se samajhane ke liye jIva kI ina vividha jAtiyoM kA avadhAraNa atyanta Avazyaka hai| isaliye ina sabhI kA spaSTa ullekha yahA~ kara denA ucita pratIta hotA hai| jIva jAtiyoM kA yaha vibhAjana pradhAnata: 4 apekSAoM se kiyA jA sakatA hai.---gatiyoM kI apekSA, indriyoM kI apekSA, prANoM kI apekSA aura kAyakI apekSA / ina cAroM apekSAoM kA pRthak-pRthak kathana karatA huuN| (1) gatiyoM kI apekSA kathana karane para jIva cAra prakAra ke haiM--nAraka, tiryaJca, manuSya tathA deva / inameM se nAraka, manuSya tathA deva to eka-eka hI prakAra ke haiM, parantu tiryaJca gati kA vistAra bahuta adhika hai / pRthvI, apa, teja vAyu, vanaspati, kITa, pataMga, pazu, pakSI saba tiryaJca haiM / mAikroskopa se na dIkhane vAlI uparyukta sUkSma jIva-rAzi bhI isI meM antarbhUta hai|

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7. jIva-tattva 2. jIva rAzi (2) jAnane ke dvAra indriya kahalAte haiN| ve pA~ca haiM-sparzana, rasanA, ghrANa, netra va zrotra / ina sabako Apa acchI taraha jAnate haiM / ina pA~coM indriyoM kI apekSA jIva bhI pA~ca prakAra ke hote haiM--ekendriya, dvIndriya, trIndriya caturindriya aura paJcendriya / kevala eka sparzana indriya ke dhArI hone ke kAraNa pRthvI Adi haiM ekendriya jIva, jinameM kevala chUkara jAnane kI zakti hai| inakI siddhi Age kI jaayegii| sparzana tathA rasanA (jihvA) ina do indriyoM ke dhArI hone ke kAraNa peTa ke bala rIMgakara calane vAle jokha, keMcuA, kIr3A Adi haiM dvIndriya jIva / sparzana rasanA aura ghrANa (nAsikA) ina tIna indriyoM ke dhArI hone ke kAraNa choTe-choTe aneka pA~va para calane vAle cIMTI, kanakhajUrA Adi haiM trIndriya jIva / ina tIna ke sAtha netrendriya ko bhI dhAraNa karane ke kAraNa ur3ane vAle samasta kSudra prANI makkhI, macchara, bha~varA Adi haiM caturindriya jiiv| aura pAMcoM indriyoM ko dhAraNa karane vAle manuSya pazu-pakSI Adi haiM paMcendriya jIva / inameM bhI manuSya to mana nAma kI chaThI indriya se yukta hone ke kAraNa samanaska yA saMjJI hI hote haiM, parantu pazu-pakSiyoM meM samanaska tathA amanaska donoM vikalpoM vAle pAye jAte haiM / jitane kucha bhI paricaya meM Ate haiM ve saba prAya: samanaska haiM / amanaska ke dRSTAnta ativirala haiN| (3) prANa 10 hote haiM--pA~ca to uparyukta indriyA~ tathA inake atirikta mana, vacana, kAya, zvAsocchavAsa aura Ayu / inako dhAraNa karane ka kAraNa jIva prANI kahalAte haiN| isa apekSA se ve 6 prakAra ke haiM / eka, do va tIna prANoM vAlA koI jIva nahIM hotA / kama se kama cAra prANoM vAle hote haiN| Ayu, zvAsocchavAsa aura kAya ye tIna sabhI meM pAye jAte haiN| inake sAtha eka sparzanendriya mila jAne ke kAraNa sakala ekendriya jIva cAra prANadhArI haiN| pA~ca prANadhArI koI jIva nahIM hotA, kyoMki rasanA indriya yukta ho jAne para dvIndriya jIva meM yugapata do prANoM kI vRddhi ho jAtI hai-cakhakara jAnane kI zakti tathA bolane kI zakti / isaliye sakala dvIndriya jIva cha: prANavAle haiM / ghrANendriya yukta hone se trIndriya jIva sAta prANadhArI, netrendriya yukta hone se caturindriya jIva ATha prANadhArI aura zrotrendriya yukta hone se paJcendriya jIva nau prANoM ke dhArI haiN| inameM amanaska to nau hI prANoM vAle haiM parantu eka mana aura mila jAne se samanaska jIva dasa prANavAle hote haiN| inameM cAra prANadhArI ekendriya jIva ke anekoM bheda-prabheda haiM, jo Age 'kAya' vAle vikalpa meM batAye jAne vAle haiN| (4) kAya kahate haiM zarIrarUpa paramANu piNDa ko| isakI apekSA dekhane para jIva do prakAra ke hote haiM- sthAvara tathA trasa / bhaya kA kAraNa upasthita ho jAne para bhI jo svayaM apanI rakSArtha bhAgane daur3ane ke liye samartha nahIM haiM, ve sthAvara kahalAte haiM aura isa prakAra kI sAmarthya se yukta jIva trasa kahe jAte haiM / sthAvara jIvoM kA zarIra pA~ca jAtiyoM kA hotA hai-prathama hai pArthiva jAti jisameM miTTI, pASANa, koyalA dhAtu Adi sabhI khanija padArtha sammilita haiN| dvitIya hai jalIya jAti jisameM jala, hima, osa Adi sammilita haiN| tRtIya hai tejo jAti jisameM agni, jvAlA, cinagArI, aMgAra Adi sammilita haiM / caturtha hai vAyu jAti jisameM dhanaJjaya Adi aneka prakAra kI vAyu sammilita haiM aura sthAvara kAya kI paJcama jAti hai vanaspati, jisakA bar3A lambA caur3A vistAra hai / mAikroskopa ke bhI agamya jisa sUkSma nigoda-rAzi kA pahale varNana kiyA jA cukA hai vaha isI meM sammilita hai| Age bhojana-zuddhi vAle prakaraNa meM mAikroskopa gamya jisa baikTeriyA kA kathana kiyA jAne vAlA hai, vaha bhI vanaspati kAya meM hI garbhita hai / inako Adi lekara phUI, kAI, ghAsa, jhAr3I, bela, paudhA, vRkSa, pattA, pravAla, phUla, phala, jar3I-bUTiyA~, anna, kASTha, kapAsa Adi saba vanaspati kI hI santAna haiN| trasajIva yadyapi dvIndriya se lekara samanaska tiryaJca athavA manuSya paryanta aneka prakAra ke haiM, parantu una sabakI kAya eka mAMsAsthi paJjara vAlI jAti kI hI hotI hai| deva va nArakI kA zarIra yadyapi mAMsajAtIya nahIM mAnA gayA hai tadapi usakA saMgraha isI bheda meM kara liyA jAtA hai / isa prakAra kAya kI apekSA jIvarAzi kula cha: prakAra kI ho jAtI hai--pA~ca prakAra kI sthAvarakAya aura eka prakAra kI trskaay| Aja kA mAnava jIvoM ke ina sarva bheda-prabhedoM meM se eka manuSya ko hI jIva mAnatA hai, anya ko nahIM / Aja bakarI Adi taka ko bhI vaha apanI bhoga kI vastu samajhatA hai tathA unake bhI prANa haiM, unako bhI pIr3A hotI hogI', isa bAta kA use bhAna nahIM hai / isase Age bhI yadi bar3hA to manuSya va gAya do ko hI jIva mAnane lagA, anya ko nahIM /

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7. jIva-tattva 3. sthAvara kAya meM jIvana siddhi yadi bakarI Adi ko jIva svIkAra bhI kiyA to gAya kI apekSA usameM prANoM kI kamI dekhate huye / aura yahI kAraNa hai ki Aja jahA~ mAnava kI rakSA ke liye pratyeka deza meM zaktizAlI rAjya sthApita haiM, vahA~ anya jIvoM kI rakSA ke liye koI zAsaka yA samAja nahIM hai| adhika se adhika kahIM dikhAI bhI dI to gorakSaka samAja milatI hai| isase bhI Age koI bar3hA to pazu-pakSI ko jIva kI koTi meM gina liyaa| ina becAre makkhI, macchara, cIMTI, bhirra, sarpa, bicchU, meMDhaka, machalI Adi kI bAta pUchane vAlA yahA~ koI nahIM hai| phira bhI yadi samajhAne bujhAne para koI aura kucha Age bar3he bhI to pratyakSa meM calate phirate dIkhane vAle ina sthUla do indriya taka ke jIva ko bhale hI svIkAra kara le parantu mAikroskopa se dIkhane vAle choTe zarIra ke dhArI usa hI jAti ke jIvoM ko, tathA pA~ca bhedarUpa pRthvI se vanaspati paryanta taka ke ekendriya jIvoM ko kauna jIva svIkAra karatA hai ? inako jIva kahanA unakI dRSTi meM mAno kucha kapola kalpanA sI lagatI hai parantu aisA nahIM hai, apanI sthUla dRSTi ke kAraNa hI vaha aisA kahatA hai| bhAI ! tU AyA hai zAnti kI khoja meN| tU una logoM kI apekSA bhinna ruci lekara AyA hai| ataH pratyakSajJAniyoM dvArA jAnI gaI isa sampUrNa jIva-rAzi ko svIkAra kara, kyoMki aisA svIkAra kie binA tU apane jIvana ko saMyamita na banA sakegA / yadi kevala sthUla calate phirate jIvoM ke sambandha meM saMyamita banA bhI, to Age jAkara pUrNa-saMyamita na ho skegaa| ina sUkSma va ekendriya prANiyoM ko bAdhA na pahu~cAne kA viveka tujhameM jAgRta na ho skegaa| aviveka ke rahate zAnti kI pUrNatA na kara skegaa| aura inako svIkAra kara lene para tU isa vyomamaNDala ke eka-eka pradeza para jIvatattva ke darzana karegA tathA usake AdhAra para nijatattva ke aura usake svabhAva ke arthAt zAnti ke / ' 39 3. sthAvara kAya meM jIvana siddhi pRthvI, jala, agni, vAyu va vanaspati, ina pA~coM meM sthUla dRSTi se dekhane para cetana tattva kA grahaNa yadyapi nahIM hotA, jar3avat se bhAsate haiM, parantu ina pA~coM meM se vanaspati zarIradhArI prANiyoM ke sambandha meM kucha sUkSma vicAra karane se unake prANadhArI hone kA vizvAsa isa alpa parokSa jJAna se bhI ho sakanA sambhava hai| Aja ke vijJAna ne bhI unameM prANoM ko svIkAra kiyA hai| tU bhI indriya- pratyakSa dvArA vanaspati meM prANoM ke cinha dekha sakatA hai| dekha yogya AhAra jala Adi ke na milane para ve becAre kumhalA jAte haiM, pIr3A ko na saha sakane ke kAraNa behoza ho jAte haiM, aura AhAra mila jAne para punaH saceta ho jAte haiM, prasanna hokara nAca uThate haiN| kucha vizeSa jAti kI mAMsabhakSaka vanaspati jhADiyAM va ghAsa bhI dekhena meM AtI haiN| aphrIkA ke jaMgaloM meM jhAr3iyoM ke rUpa meM aura bhArata ke vanoM meM ghAsa ke rUpa meM pAI jAne vAlI yaha vanaspati kitane bhayAnaka rUpa se pazu pakSI yA manuSya ko pakar3akara usakA khUna cUsa letI hai, yaha bAta sunI hogii| nahIM sunI ho to sun| isa jAti kI jhAr3iyAM khUba lambI-lambI bar3I majabUta kAMTedAra TahaniyoM vAlI pAI jAtI haiM, Upara kI ora mu~ha kiye khar3I rahatI haiM, aura isI prakAra se isa jAti kI ghAsa bhii| apane zikAra ko nikaTa AyA jAna ve ekadama saba kI saba TahaniyAM jhukakara usake Upara gira par3atI haiM aura lipaTakara itanI phurtI se usake zarIra ko bAMdha letI haiM ki vaha becArA svayaM yaha nahIM jAna pAtA ki akasmAt hI yaha kyA Aphata A gaI, yahA~ to kucha bhI nahIM dikhAI detA / para vanaspati meM prANa na svIkAra karane vAlA vaha mAnava yaha na jAnatA thA ki vanaspati kA rUpa dhAraNa kiye huye usakA bhakSaka yahA~ vidyamAna hai| una TahaniyoM ke agrabhAga kI nokeM usake zarIra meM praveza karake kucha hI dera meM usakA rakta cUsa letI haiM aura DhA~cA mAtra zeSa raha jAne para usa kalevara ko chor3akara punaH pUrvavat Upara kI ora mu~ha karake khar3I ho jAtI haiN| AhAra yA jala meM viSa milAkara siMcana kiye jAne para per3a paudhoM kI mRtyu hotI dekhI jAtI hai| isa prakAra vanaspatiyoM meM manuSyoMvata hI AhAra grahaNa karane kI kriyAyeM va bhAvanAyeM spaSTa dekhane meM AtI haiN| pRthvI, jala, agni va vAyu kAya ke jIvoM meM isa prakAra spaSTa rIti se prANoM kI siddhi nahIM hotI jaisI ki vanaspati meM, parantu phira bhI khAnoM meM par3e sarva hI khanija padArthoM ke zarIroM kI vRddhi kA honA vahA~ unake andara jIvana ko darzA rahA hai, tathA khAna meM se nikala jAne para unakI vRddhi kA ruka jAnA unakI mRtyu ko yA prANoM ke nikala jAne ko darzA rahA hai, kyoMki khAna meM par3e patthara kI bhA~ti ye aba bar3hate dikhAI nahIM dete| bAr3ha ke samaya jala kA, tUphAna ke samaya vAyu kA aura pavana se tAr3ita hokara agni kA pratyakSa dIkhane vAlA prakopa jisake sAmane manuSya kI zakti hAra

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7. jIva-tattva mAnatI hai, una padArthoM meM jIvana kA dyotaka hai, prANoM ko siddha karatA hai| pratyakSa jJAniyoM ne to pratyakSa hI unameM prANoM ko dekhA hai, ina sabako sukha-dukha kA vedana karate huye jAnA hai, parantu kucha vyakti vartamAna meM bhI vRkSoM ke hAvabhAva para se tathA unake hilane Dulane para se unakI antaraMga pIr3A yA harSa ke bhAvoM ko pahicAnane meM samartha haiN| ataH vizvAsa kara ki ina pA~coM jAti ke ekendriya jIvoM meM prANa haiM, unheM bhI sukha dukha kA vedana hotA hai, unameM bhI kucha icchAyeM yA AkAMkSAyeM chipI haiM / mAikroskopa se dIkhane vAle dvIndriya Adi jIva pratyakSa hI calate phirate dikhAI dete haiM, aura ekendriya jIva baikTeriyA Adi bar3hate huye dikhAI dete haiN| vizeSa prakriyAoM ke prayoga dvArA prayogazAlAoM meM 4 yA 5 dinoM meM hI unakA vRddhiMgata rUpa kadAcit kucha jhAr3iyoM ke rUpa meM Upara bhI pratyakSa dIkhane lagatA hai, tathA saubhAgyavaza Aja ke vijJAna ne unako prANadhArI svIkAra kiyA hai / 40 4. antastattva--kahA~ taka karatA phirU~ maiM inakI siddhi aura kahA~ taka karatA phirU~ maiM inakI ginatI ? kyA lAbha hai vyartha kI ina tarkaNAoM se ? andhakAra meM hAtha mArane se kyA kucha milatA hai kisI ko ? anantakAla bIta gayA yahI tarkaNAyeM karate-karate / tarkaNAyeM hI kyoM, maiMne svayaM jA-jAkara dekhA hai cAroM gatiyoM meM, svayaM dhAra dhArakara dekhA hai pA~coM indriyoM ko aura dazoM prANoM ko aura svayaM or3ha-or3hakara dekhA hai chahoM kAyoM ko, para usa 'mai' kA patA nahIM calA kahIM bhI mujhe, jise khojane kA uddezya lekara ki yaha mahA-puruSArtha prArambha kiyA thA maine / calatA bhI kaise ? ghara meM khoI huI sUI ko sar3aka para khojane jAU~ to kyA milegI ? 'maiM' ko 'maiM' meM na khojakara maiMne use AkAza meM khojA tathA khojA Upara saMketa kiye gaye vibhinna jAti ke caurAsI lAkha zarIroM meM / kaise patA calatA usakA ? 'maiM' ko 'maiM' meM na khojakara maiMne khojA strI va puruSa meM, kAle-gorepana meM dhanavAna va nirdhanoM meM prAkRtika sundaratAoM va vikAroM meM, tUphAnoM meM va bAr3hoM meM, jhopar3iyoM meM va mahaloM meN| para kaise milatA vaha vahA~, jabaki vahA~ vaha thA hI nahIM ? aura Aja bhI isa unnata vijJAna kI sahAyatA se bar3e-bar3e AviSkAroM ke dvArA anusandhAnazAlAoM meM, maiM barAbara khoja rahA hU~ isako, para vyartha / 4. antastattva Aja parama saubhAgya se ina vItarAga gurudeva kI zaraNa ko prApta ho, mAno maiM kRtakRtya ho gayA hU~ / itane kAla taka isakI khoja ke pIche vyAkula hokara bhaTakatA huA maiM Aja inakI kRpA se isa rahasya ko pAkara kitanA santuSTa huA hU~ kaha nahIM sakatA, mAno merA bhrama hI miTa gayA hai| Aja use jAnakara mujhe svayaM apane Upara ha~sI A rahI hai| kitanI sarala sI bAta thI aura kitanA bhaTakA isake pIche / yaha bhrama kI hI koI acintya mahimA thI, jo Aja taka mujhe isake darzana nahIM hone detI thI / Aja gurudeva ke prasAda se yaha bhrama dUra ho gayA aura maiM jAna pAyA ki vaha mere atyanta nikaTa hai, jise maiM itanI-itanI dUra khojane gayA / vicAriye to sahI ki koI hIre kI aMgUThI Apa tijorI meM rakhane 'jAte ho, mArga meM 'maiM' mila jAU~ aura Apako koI Avazyaka kArya batA dUM / Apa aMgUThI ko apanI aMgulI meM pahanakara kAma meM juTa jaayeN| sA~jha par3e ghara AyeM to aMgUThI yAda Aye / haiM ! kahA~ gaI ? tijorI meM punaH punaH dekheM, sandUka kholeM, rasoI ghara meM eka bartana ko uThAkara aura kabhI dUsare ko, sambhavataH unheM Thoka Thokakara bhI dekhane lageM, ki kahIM ye bartana nigala hI na gaye hoM use / aura vyAkulatA meM na mAlUma kyA-kyA karane lgeN| para kyA isa prakAra vaha aMgUThI milegI ? yadi maiM Apase pUcheM ki kyoM jI, usa aMgUThI kA DhUMDhanA sarala hai ki kaThina, to kyA kahoge ? na sarala kahate banatA hai na kaThina / jaba taka nahIM pAtI taba taka kaThina aura aMgulI para dRSTi jAne ke pazcAt kyA sarala aura kyA kaThina ? DhUMDhane kA prazna hI kahA~ hai ? aura yaha gaI hI kahA~ thI ? isakA DhU~DhanA to na sarala thA na kaThina, mere bhrama kA dUra honA hI kaThina sA thA / basa to isa prakAra bho cetana ! tU vyartha hI idhara-udhara bhaTaka rahA hai| jise tU khoja rahA hai vaha to yahA~ hI hai, tere atyanta nikaTa / nikaTa bhI kyA, tU svayaM hI to hai vaha / kidhara dekha rahA hai bAhara kI ora ? udhara kucha nahIM hai, udhara to yaha camar3e haDDI kA kucha Dhera mAtra hI par3A hai| vaha zarIra hai, tU nhiiN| idhara dekha bhAI ! idhara dekha / are ! phira udhara hI ? udhara nahIM, idhara dekh| maiM jisa ora saMketa kara rahA hU~, udhara dekha / are! phira udhara hI ? are bhAI, dekha isa aMgulI kI bilkula sIdha meM, usa nizAne para, jahA~ se yaha maiM kI dhvani calI A rahI hai, jahA~ se zAnti kI icchA prakaTa

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7. jIva-tattva 41 4. antastattva hotI dikhAI de rahI hai, jahA~ sukha-dukha kA vedana ho rahA hai, jahA~ vicAranAoM kA kAma kiyA jA rahA hai / netra indriya se dekhane kA prayatna mata kara bhAI ! inheM banda karake dekha kucha apane hI andara DubakI lagAkara, apane se hI prazna karake uttara le| maiM kI dhvani svarUpa antaraMga meM pratIta hone vAle he paramatattva, tU kauna hai ? 'mujhe zAnti cAhie' 'mujhe zAnti cAhie' hara samaya isa prakAra kI Tera lagAne vAle, tU kauna hai| are ! yaha kyA? 'tU' kise kaha rahA hai? yaha svayaM maiM hI to hU~ / antaraMga meM prakAzamAna, svAnubhava-gocara, amUrtIka, indriyAtIta, caitanya-vilAsarUpa, zAzvata, parabrahma, yaha 'tU' maiM hI to huuN| kyoMki, yaha dekha- prazna karane vAlA kauna ? 'maiN'| prazna kA uttara dene vAlA kauna hai ? 'maiM' / sarvatra 'maiM' hI 'maiM' huaa| 'tU' ko kahA~ avakAza rahA? kitanA bar3A Azcarya, bagala meM chorA aura nagara meM DhaMDhorA / "dila ke Aine meM meM hai tasvIre yAra, jaba jarA gardana jhukAI dekha lii|' vyartha hI idhara-udhara dUra-dUra bhaTakatA rahA, ThokareM khAtA rahA, kaSTa sahatA rahA, para jise DhUMDhatA rahA, vaha svayaM 'maiM' hI to thaa| cAra brAhmaNa putra banArasa se par3hakara aaye| mArga meM nadI pdd'ii| cAroM pAra ho gye| usa pAra pahu~cane para ginane lge| cAroM ne ginA para saMkhyA tIna hI thii| eka kauna sA DUbA? kyA maiM DUbA? nahIM maiM to huuN| kyA ye DUbe? nahIM ye to haiM / para eka, do, tIna, cauthA kahA~ gayA? basa vahI hAlata thI merI aba taka / nigoda se lekara manuSya taka sAre zarIroM ko gina DAlA, para apane ko ginanA sadA hI bhUlatA rahA / Azcarya kI bAta, apanI mUrkhatA na kahU~, to kyA kahU~ ise? calA hU~ zAnti lene, para yaha patA nahIM ki zAnti bhogegA kauna? calA hU~ laDaDU khAne, para yaha patA nahIM ki ise uThAkara mu~ha meM dene vAlA kauna? samajha cetana ! samajha, tujhe isa 'maiM' kA lakSaNa darzAtA huuN| jisameM jAnane kA kArya ho rahA hai, jisameM kucha cintAyeM utpanna ho rahI haiM, jisameM sukha-dukha mahasUsa kiyA jA rahA hai, jisameM vicArane kA kAma cala rahA hai| vaha eka cetana tattva hai, jJAnAtmaka tattva, indriyAtIta-amUrtIka tattva / nigoda Adika rUpoM meM eka vahI to prakAzamAna ho rahA hai, vahI to ota-prota ho rahA hai| ve sarva isI kI to koI avasthAyeM haiM, jinakA nirmANa apanI kalpanAoM ke AdhAra para svayaM isane kiyA hai, jisake hone se hI ye saba cetana haiM aura jisake na hone se jdd'| isaliye Izvara, parabrahma va jagata kA sraSTA yahI to hai| paramAtmA va prabhu isI kA to nAma hai| acintya hai isakI mahimA / usI parama-tattva kA nAma 'maiM' hai| isI ko AgamakAra jIvAtmA kahate haiM, koI ise 'sola' kahate haiM, koI ise 'rUha' kahate haiM / para ina saba nAmoM kI apekSA isakA nAma 'maiM' liyA jAnA adhika upayukta hai, kyoMki 'maiM' zabda ko sunakara sAkSAt rUpa se merA vikalpa usa parama cetana tattva kI ora jAtA hai, aura jIva yA AtmA sunakara maiM ise kahIM anyatra khojane lagatA huuN| dekhiye, kyA anekoM bAra mere meM yaha vikalpa utpanna hotA nahIM dekhA jAtA ki eka dina maiM bhI marUMgA, loga mujhe arthI para lAdakara le jAyeMge aura jalA deMge, aura yaha AtmA isameM se nikalakara kahIM anyatra jAkara janma dhAraNa kara legA? mAno ki vaha AtmA mujhase pRthak koI dUsarA padArtha ho / isaliye isa saba lambe vaktavya meM jIva zabda ke sthAna para 'maiM' zabda kA prayoga kruuNgaa| bilkula usI prakAra jisa prakAra ki krAisTa ne 'bAIbila' meM aura veda-vyAsa jI ne 'gItA' meM kiyA hai| jitanA choTA zabda utanA hI mahAn tattva / eka akSara vAle isa choTe se zabda kA vAcya yaha mahAtattva yadyapi sAdhAraNa dRSTi se dekhane para dIkhatA hai kevala deha pramANa, vAyu kI bhA~ti saMkoca-vistAra dvArA yathAlabdha choTe yA bar3e zarIra meM samA jAne vAlA; tadapi tAttvika dRSTi se dekhane para yaha hai vibhu, sarvavyApaka, sarvagata / "AdANANapamANaM NANaM nneyppmaannmuddittuN| NeyaM loyAloyaM, tamhA NANaM tu savvagayaM / " Atmatatva vAstava meM jJAnapramANa hai, arthAt vaha zarIrAdi kI bhA~ti uThAI dharI jAne vAlI vastu nahIM hai, pratyuta hai jJAnamAtra / jJAna arthAt cijjyoti hI usakA svarUpa hai / isIliye jJAnIjana use 'bhA' 'jJa' 'cinmAtra' kahate haiM / aura yaha jJAna yA cijjyoti hai jJeyapramANa arthAt darpaNa kI bhA~ti jo kucha bhI isake samakSa Aye usa sabako apane bhItara pratibimbita kara lene vAlA, usa sabako grasa jAne vAlA / aba prazna hotA hai yaha ki 'jJeya' kyA? jo jAnA jAne yogya ho vahI jJeya / tIna loka meM kauna sI aisI vastu hai jo jAnI jAne yogya na ho? sabhI isa mahimAvanta jJAna ke prati

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7. jIva-tattva 42 4. antastatva apanA svarUpa arpaNa kara rahe haiM, loka tathA tadgata vastuyeM hI nahIM, usake bAhara sthita AkAza kA vaha ananta bhAga bhI jahA~ ki AkAza ke atirikta anya koI vastu nahIM, aura isaliye 'aloka' kahalAtA hai jo / loka tathA aloka sabhI jJeya haiM, sabhI isa mahimna kI upAsanA kara rahe haiM, isake caraNoM meM apanI zraddhAMjaliyA~ arpaNa kara rahe haiN| isaliye sarvagata hai yaha / jahA~ jAnA cAhe vahA~ calA jAye, jise jAnanA cAhe use hI jAna le / calA jAne kA yaha artha nahIM ki zarIra kI bhA~ti ise pAMva se calakara jJeya ke pAsa jAnA par3e, pratyuta yaha hai ki jJeya svayaM calakara isake pAsa A jAte haiM, jisa prakAra ki padArtha svayaM Akara darpaNa meM pratibimbata ho jAte haiN| aura isaliye AtmA yA jIva-tattva hai vAstava meM vibhu, sarvavyApaka, srvgt| bAta kucha naI sI lagatI hai, kyoMki Aja taka yahI sunate cale Aye haiM ki AtmA to dehapramANa hotA hai, aura apanI saMkoca-vistAra zakti ke dvArA yathA-prApta choTe yA bar3e jisa kisa bhI zarIra meM samAkara raha jAtA hai / ThIka hai bhAI ! tUne bhI galata nahIM sunA hai dRSTibheda hai vaha bAta jJAniyoM ne kisI aura dRSTi se kahI hai aura yaha bAta kisI aura dRSTi se kahI jA rahI hai / vahA~ hai indriya Adi daza prANoM kI apekSA aura yahA~ hai una daza prANoM ke bhI prANa kisI mahAprANa kI apekSA, jisake prANa se anuprANita haiM ye saba, jisakI dIpti se dIptimanta hai yaha loka aura jisake Aloka se Alokita hai asIma aloka / dasa prANoM se jo jItA hai, jItA thA tathA jIvegA, vaha kahalAtA hai jIva paranta isa cetana prANa se, isa lokAloka vyApI jJAna prANa se jo jItA hai, jItA thA aura jIvegA, use kyA kaheM? samasta sthUla tathA sUkSma jJeyoM ko apane eka choTe se kone meM sameTa lene vAle isa mahAtattva ko kyA kaheM? kauna kara sakatA hai bakhAna usakA zabdoM meM ? kevala svAnubhava gocara hai vaha, kevala rasAsvAdanarUpa hai vaha / isIliye jJAnIjana kahate haiM use saccidAnanda bhagavAna aatmaa| sattAdhArI maulika padArtha hone ke kAraNa 'sat', cinmAtra hone ke kAraNa 'cit', aura AnandAnubhUti-rUpa se paricaya meM Ane ke kAraNa 'Ananda' / jJAna, darzana, vairAgya, samatA, sukha, zAnti, vIrya Adi ananta aizvarya kA nitya upabhoga karate rahane ke kAraNa bhagavAna hai vaha, aura svayaM merA nijasvarUpa hone ke kAraNa 'AtmA' / " uttama guNANadhAma, savvadavvANa uttamaM davvaM / taccANa paraM taccaM, jIvaM jANeha Nicchayado / / " bhale hI sAdhAraNa-janoM ko samajhAne ke liye 'jIva' nAma se kahA gayA ho yaha, parantu vAstava meM dekhA jAya to sarva gaNoM kA dhAma yaha mahAtattva sarva dravyoM meM uttama dravya hai aura sarva tattvoM meM uttama tattva hai| 5. zAnti merA svabhAva-guruoM ke prasAda se saccidAnanda bhagavAna ke athavA nija parama cetana tattva ke darzana kara lene ke pazcAt isase pahale ki maiM zAnti meM bAdhaka anya padArthoM ke svarUpa kA varNana karUM, yaha jAnanA Avazyaka pratIta hotA hai ki yaha zAnti kyA hai aura kahAM rahatI hai ? kyoMki zAnti kA nivAsa jAne binA, 'maiM isakI rakSA kahAM jAkara karUM' yaha zaMkA banI rhegii| pUrvakathita sAta bAtoM meM isa prazna kA antarbhAva pahalI bAta meM arthAt 'maiM kyA hU~, vAle prazna meM ho jAtA hai kyoMki 'maiM' kA lakSaNa karate huye usa lakSaNa ke aMga svarUpa eka bAta yaha bhI kahI gaI hai ki jisameM se zAnti kI icchA utpanna ho rahI hai. vahI 'maiM' haiM / zAnti kI yaha icchA hI zAnti kI ora mere jhakAva ko siddha karatI hai| svataMtra rUpa meM jisa ora vastu kA jhukAva hotA hai use svabhAva kahate haiM, jaise ki agni ke dvArA garama kiyA gayA jala agni ke samparka se judA hokara svatantra rUpa se zItalatA kI ora hI jhukatA hai, aura yadi dera taka puna: agni kA saMyoga prApta na hone pAve to vaha svayaM zItala ho jAtA hai / isaliye jala kA svabhAva uSNa na hokara zItala hai / isI prakAra agale prakaraNoM meM batAye jAne vAle anya padArthoM se samparka dUra hone para maiM svatantra rUpa se zAnti kI ora hI jhukatA huuN| virodha dUra ho jAne para jhukAva zAnta hone ke prati hI hotA hai / ata: merA svabhAva zAnti hai, bhale anya ke samparka meM Akara azAnta ho rahA huuN| isaliye 'zAnti kyA' hai aura zAnti kahA~ hai ina donoM praznoM kA antarbhAva, 'maiM kyA hU~' isa pahale prazna meM ho jAtA hai / ata: isa sthAna para isakI vyAkhyA kara denA yogya hai / 'zAnti kyA hai ?' isake sambandha meM adhikAra na0 3 meM sAdhAraNata: cAra prakAra kI zAnti kA pradarzana karate huye kAphI prakAza DAlA jA cukA hai| aba 'zAnti kahA~ hai' yaha bAta calatI hai|

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7. jIva-tattva 7. jala meM mIna pyAsI 'mujhe sukha cAhiye', 'mujhe sukha cAhiye' haradama antara meM uThane vAlI isa prakAra kI pukAra se prerita huA maiM Aja taka, kyA khAlI baiThA rahA? kyA maiMne Aja taka use nahIM khojA ? nahIM aisI bAta nahIM haiM, jisa prakAra Aja taka maiM apane ko khojatA phirA, usI prakAra isa zAnti kI khoja bhI kucha kama na kI, aura Aja bhI barAbara kara rahA hU~ / 6. zAnti kI khoja-anAdi kAla ke isa bhava-saMtApase saMtapta hokara maiMne vicArA ki merA jJAna hI sambhavataH azAnti kA kAraNa hai / yadi isakA vinAza ho jAya to azAnti kA vedana kauna karegA ? yaha vicAra kara apane jJAna 43 mUrchita kara sadiyoM par3A rahA maiM aceta nigoda avasthA meM, isa bAta kA anubhava karane ke liye ki sambhavataH mujhe zAnti mila jAya, parantu vaha na milI / yadyapi aceta ho jAne ke kAraNa mujhe kucha bAhya bAdhAoM sambandhI kaSTa pratIta na ho sakA, aura kucha azAnti va vyAkulatA kA bhAna bhI na ho sakA, tadapi maiM zAnti kA bhI anubhava na kara sakA / jaise ki klorophArma sU~ghAkara aceta kiye gaye rogI ko bhale usa samaya Aparezana kA kaSTa pratIta na ho, para isa para se yaha nahIM kahA jA sakatA ki vaha sukhI hai balki behozI dUra ho jAne para avazyameva use bar3e kaSTa kA vedana ho jAne vAlA hai, isa apekSA se use dukhI kahA jA sakatA hai| isI prakAra 'nigoda avasthA se kabhI bhI saceta hone para mujhe azAnti kA vedana hI hogA' isa apekSA tathA 'ajJAna svayaM dukha hai' isa apekSA, maiM vahA~ isa jJAnahIna dazA meM bhI zAnti kI bajAya azAnta banA rahA / 'maiM' kI khoja ke antargata batAye gaye krama se maiMne pRthvI manuSya va deva paryanta anekoM vicitra rUpa dharakara ise khojA, para sadA azAMta banA rahA / zAnti kI khoja meM jahA~ bhI maiM gayA, mere vizvAsa ke viruddha vahA~ hI anekoM bAdhAyeM sahanI pdd'iiN| pRthvI, jala, agni, vAyu va vanaspati ke rUpoM meM raha-rahakara kudAliyoM kI coTa, Upara se nIce girAye jAne kA kaSTa, paMkhe se tAr3ita hone kI pIr3A, kulhAr3iyo se kATe jAnA Adi anekoM kaSTa sahe / do indriyoM se paMcendriya taka ke choTe rUpoM meM rahate huye kucale jAnA, agni meM jalAye jAnA Adi anekoM kaSTa sahe / paMcendriya pazu-pakSiyoM ke rUpa meM rahate huye gAr3IvAna ke haMTaroM tathA DaMDo ke dvArA tathA garamI sardI ke dvArA pratyakSa pratidina dekhane meM AnevAle kaSTa sahe, jinako sahastra jihvAoM ke dvArA bhI kahA jAnA zakya nahIM hai| manuSyoM meM AyA to paraspara kI lar3AI, mArapITa, dveSa Adi ke atirikta dhanopArjana sambandhI vacanAtIta cintAoM ke dvArA Aja pratyakSa duHkha saha rahA huuN| nArakiyoM ke dukhoM kA to ThikAnA hI , devoM meM jAkara bhI mujhe caina na milA / anya devoM kI sampatti ko dekhakara uThI huI antardAha meM jalatA rahA / gayA zAnti khojane, milI azAnti / maiMne ise ThaNDe, garama va cikane rUkhe padArthoM meM khojA, khaTTe mIThe va capare, padArthoM meM khojA; sugandhi meM khojA, nRtyoM meM khojA, sinemA thiyeTaroM meM khojA, madhura gIta vAditra meM khojA, sundara vastroM meM khojA, bar3e-bar3e mahaloM meM khojA, hIre panne mANika meM khojA, svarNa ratana meM khojA, bartanoM meM pharnIcaroM meM khojA, svAdiSTa padArthoM meM khojA, krIma pAuDara meM khojA, parantu phira bhI azAnta banA huA huuN| rAjA va cakravartI banakara khojA, dUsaroM ko dAsa banAkara khojA, eTamabama banAkara khojA, candra sUrya taka jA-jAkara khojA aura kahA~ nahIM khojA, sarvatra khojA para Aja taka azAnta kyA, huA hUM / pratyakSa ko pramANa kI AvazyakatA nahIM, merA apanA itihAsa hai kauna nahIM jAnatA ? 7. jala meM mIna pyAsI--bar3I vicitra bAta hai ki puruSArtha karU~ zAnti kA, aura mile azAnti ? bhojana khAU~ aura peTa na bhare ? parantu aisA vAstava meM nahIM hai| bhojana kiyA to sahI para mu~ha meM DAlakara nahIM, zarIra para potkr| kaise peTa bhare ? puruSArtha kiyA to sahI, para jisa dizA meM karanA cAhiye thA usa dizA meM nhiiN| Azcarya hai isa bAta kA ki asaMtuSTa rahatA huA bhI Aja taka mere hRdaya meM yaha bAta utpanna na huI ki sambhavataH kahIM na kahIM merI bhUla raha rahI hai puruSArtha karane / kyoMki puruSArtha kA phala bhale alpa ho, para ulTA nahIM huA krtaa| roga zamana na hote huye bhI auSadhi badalakara Aja taka na dekhA / eka dvAra se mArga kA patA na calane para bhI dUsare dvAra kI ora jAkara na dekhA / pUrvakathita (TrAyala eNDa erara thiyorI) siddhAnta para na claa| phira kyoM na hotI asaphalatA ? siddhAnta ke nirAdara se aura nikalatA hI kyA hai ? khoja kI, parantu vaijJAnika dRSTi chor3akara, kevala pUrva-abhyAsa se prerita hokara, eka hI dizA meM / Aja mahAn saubhAgyavaza zAnti-bhaMDAra vItarAgI guru kI zaraNa meM Akara bhI kyA ise na khoja sakU~gA ? nahIM nahIM, aba ise avazya khoja nikaaluuNgaa| guruvara ne vAstavika vaijJAnika siddhAnta ke prayoga dvArA khoja nikAlA hai,

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7. jIva-tattva 7. jala meM mIna pyAsI apanI jIvana kI prayogazAlA meM baiThakara / yahI mArga mujhako batA rahe haiM ki prabhu ! isa naI prayogazAlA meM arthAt apane cetanaghana svarUpa meM Akara ise khoja, indriya-viSaya sambandhI bhogoM meM nahIM / vahA~ isakA sAyA bhI nahIM hai, na mAlUma kyoM tujhe vahA~ hI apanI zAnti ke hone kA bhrama ho gayA hai? sambhavata: isa kAraNa se ho ki unake bhoga ke samaya kiMcita zAnti sI pratIta hotI hai| parantu bhAI vaha saccI zAnti nahIM hai, azAnti ko aura bhI bhar3akA dene ke liye dAvAnala hai / cAra prakAra kI zAnti kA svarUpa darzAte huye pahale hI isa bAta ko siddha kiyA jA cukA hai| 'jala meM mIna pyAsI, mujhe suna-suna Ave haaNsii|' eka bAra koI jijJAsu, guru se jAkara pUchane lagA ki prabhu ! zAnti de diijiye| kahane lage ki itanI choTI sI vastu dete huye maiM kyA acchA lguuN| jAo, sAmane nadI meM eka magaramaccha rahatA hai, usase jAkara kahanA, vaha degA tumheM zAnti / nadI para gayA, magara ko AvAja lagAI aura guru kA Adeza kaha sunaayaa| magara bolA, zAnti avazya de dUMgA parantu kucha pyAsa lagI hai| pahale pAnI pilA do pIche dUMgA, pathika yaha sanakara ha~sa paDA aura ekAeka nikala paDA usake makha se vahI uparokta vAkya 'jala meM mIna pyAsI. majhe suna-suna Ave haaNsii|' maccha bolA, jA yahI upadeza hai zAnti kI khoja kA / zAnti meM vAsa karane vAle bho jijJAsu ! zAnti sAgara meM rahate huye bhI zAnti kI khoja karatA phiratA, bar3e Azcarya kI bAta hai| tU to svayaM zAnti kA mandira hai, zAnti terA svabhAva hai| jo puruSArtha tU kara rahA hai vaha bhale hI tU zAnti kA samajhakara kara rahA hai parantu vAstava meM zAnti kA nahIM hai, azAnti kA hai| bhogoM kI prApti ke prati prayatna karanA icchAoM kI agni meM ghI DAlanA hai / kyoMki bhogoM kI adhikAdhika upalabdhi ke dvArA icchAoM meM guNAkAra hotA dekhA jAtA hai| (dekho pR0 24) / ata: isa dizA se, arthAt bhogasAmagrI yA kisI anya padArtha se apane upayoga ko haTAkara vahA~ lagAne se zAnti kI prApti ho sakatI hai jahA~ ki usakA vAsa hai arthAt nija svabhAva meM ekAgra honA hI zAnti prApti ke prati svAbhAvika puruSArtha hai| usI kA kAraNa va upAya agale prakaraNa meM darzAyA gayA hai| ( M are jIva bAraha bhAvanAoM se dharma naukA kI rakSA kara le, ise saMsAra sAgara meM DUbane se bacA le|

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8. ajIva-tattva 1. dvividha jagat, 2. ajIva tattva, 3. zarIra / 1. dvividha-jagat -- aho ! vItarAgI guruoM kI zaraNa, unakI mahAn karuNA tathA yaha mahAn avasara ki jisake prasAda se Aja maiM apanI mahimA jAna pAyA, svayaM apane darzana karane ko samartha ho skaa| jinakI kRpA se Aja merI bhava-bhava kI icchA pUrNa huI, saMtApa miTA, zAnti ke prati saccA puruSArtha jAgRta huA, atula prakAza milA, aura vaha bar3I bhUla bhAsI jo anAdi kAla se binA kisI se sIkhe barAbara puSTa hotI calI A rahI thI, arthAt 'maiM' ko 'maiM' meM na khojakara anya meM khojanA jo svayaM vicAra karane se 'maiM' rUpa bhAsate nahIM, jinameM 'maiM' kAra arthAt ahaM pratyaya kA nAma nahIM, jo sukha-duHkha kA svayaM anubhava kara sakate nahIM, jinameM svayaM vicAra karane kI zakti nahIM, jo caitanyavat dIkhate haiN| avazya para vAstava meM acetana haiM, jinake pIche bhramatA huA Aja taka apanI zAnti ko khojatA huA maiM azAnta banA rahA, saMtapta va vyAkula banA rhaa| dekha to cetana ! jarA apanI mUrkhatA, svayaM ha~sI A jAyegI apane Upara / 'maiM' zabda nikalate hI kisa ora jAnA cAhiye thA terA lakSya, aura kisa ora jA rahA hai vaha ? usa vicArazIla antaraMga meM prakAzamAna sukha va zAnti ke bhaNDAra parabrahma paramezvara - svarUpa, 'ahaM pratyaya' ke tathA caitanya tattva ke prati na jAkara tU ulajhA jAtA hai zarIra meM, isake pRthvI se paryanta taka ke aneka AkAroM meM, isakI indriyoM meM, isake strI puruSa napuMsaka cinhoM meM ? tU khojane lagatA hai apanI mahimA isameM, apanI zAnti isameM, mAna baiThatA hai isake janma meM apanA janma, isakI mRtyu meM apanI mRtyu, isake nAma meM apanA nAma, isake vinAza meM apanA vinAza, isakI bAdhA meM apanI bAdhA, isakI rakSA meM apanI rakSA, isakI bhUla meM apanI bhUla, isakI nagnatA meM apanI nagnatA, isake iSTa meM apanA iSTa, isake aniSTa meM apanA aniSTa, isake nAtedAroM ko apanA nAtedAra, isake sevaka ko apanA sevaka, isake ghAtaka ko apanA ghAtaka, isake mAtA-pitA ko apanA mAtA-pitA, isase nirmita dhanAdi padArthoM ko apane padArtha, isake kArya ko apanA kArya, aura na mAlUma kyA-kyA ? parantu bho 'maiM' ! kyA vicArA hai tUne kabhI yaha ki indriyoM se dikhane vAlA bAhara kA yaha sthUla jagata vAstava meM kyA hai, aura isake atirikta yahA~ kucha anya hai yA nahIM ? tanika dekha apane bhItara utara kara aura khula jAyegI isa Dhola kI pola / sthUla-zarIroM ke saMgraha ke atirikta anya kucha bhI nahIM hai isa ajAyabaghara meN| koI hai pRthivI, apa, teja, vAyu tathA vanaspati ina pA~ca meM se kisI eka sthAvara- kAyika jIva kA zarIra aura koI hai cIMTI se manuSya paryanta taka ke vividha jIvoM meM se kisI eka trasa - kAyika jIva kA zarIra; koI hai sajIva, koI hai nirjIva aura koI hai inameM se kinhIM do cAra Adi zarIroM kA smmishrnn| inake atirikta aura kyA dikhatA hai tujhe yahA~ ? I pRthvI Adi kI to bAta nahIM kyoMki ve to nAma mAtra ko hI haiM cetana tere liye, cIMTI se manuSya paryanta ke jo prANI cetana dikhate haiM tujhe, ve kauna haiM-- cetana tattva yA usake zarIra ? kyA indriyoM ke dvArA bAhara meM cetana tattva dRSTa hotA hai kisI ko ? unakI bAharI ceSTAoM ko dekhakara bhale kaha le tU unheM jIva yA cetana, parantu vAstava meM jo tujhe dIkha rahA hai vaha to usakA zarIra hai| isa prakAra cetana dIkhane vAle saba padArtha zarIra haiM, isake atirikta anya kucha nahIM / aura ye jinheM ki tU jar3a kahatA hai, kyA zarIra ke atirikta kucha aura haiM ? nirjIva zarIra hI to haiM ye kinhIM tere bhAIyoM ke athavA svayaM tere, jinheM tU aba pIche chor3a AyA hai| dekha ! yaha makAna, mazIneM, jevara, bartana Adi kyA haiM ? pRthivI - kAyika kisI jIva ke mRta zarIra yA kucha aura ? aura isI prakAra jala, agni tathA vAyu jinakA tU nitya sevana kara rahA hai apane pratyeka kArya meM, kyA haiM? apa, teja tathA vAyu-kAyika jIvoM ke mRta zarIra yA kucha aura ? anna jo tU khAtA hai, vastra jo tU pahanatA hai, kursI palaMga Adi jina para tU baiThatA hai athavA sotA hai, kAgaja jisa para tU likhatA hai| ityAdi sarva vastuyeM kyA haiM? vanaspati- kAyika jIva ke mRta zarIra yA kucha aura ? isa prakAra zarIra saMghAta ke

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8. ajIva-tattva 2. ajIva tatva atirikta kucha nahIM hai yahA~, isa bAhya jagat meN| zarIra bhI sthUla na ki sUkSma aura isIliye atisthUla hai yaha bAhyajagat / karmoM yA saMskAroM kA janaka hone ke kAraNa tathA unakA janya hone ke kAraNa, unako utpanna karane meM sahAyaka hone ke kAraNa tathA unhIM ke hetu se nirmita hone ke kAraNa, Agama bhASA meM kahA gayA hai ise nokrm| isI prakAra bhItara bhI basA huA hai eka vizAla jagat / isa bAhya jagata se bhI anantaguNA hai usakA vistAra / hI sukSma hone ke kAraNa sAdhAraNa dRSTi kA viSaya na bana pAve vaha, parantu jJAnIjanoM kI sUkSma-dRSTi se kaise ojhala raha sakatA hai vaha ? isameM sammilita haiM pUrvokta dasa prANa-pA~ca indriyA~, mana, vacana tathA kAyabala, Ayu aura shvaasocchvaas| inakA vistAra hai vacanAtIta / baddhi tathA isakI vividha tarkaNAyeM, dhAraNAyeM va smatiyA~: ahaMkAra tathA isakI vividha vAsanAyeM, kAmanAyeM, icchAyeM va kaSAyeM; mana tathA isake vividha saMkalpa vikalpa, iSTAniSTa rUpa dvandva va rAga dveSa; vacana tathA isake vividha antarjalpa aura bAhyajalpa; zvAsocchvAsa yA prANa tathA deha meM sphUrti garamI va kAnti utpanna karane vAlI isakI vividha zaktiyA~, ye saba haiM vAstava meM ina dasa prANoM kA kuTumba / Agama bhASA meM 'karma' nAma se prasiddha hai yaha 'bhAva karma', aura jaisA ki Age batAyA jAne vAlA hai, yahI hai bhagavAna AtmA kA yathArtha bandhana jisase mukta hone kA prayAsa kara rahA hai yh| isa prakAra dekhane se karma tathA nokarma ke atirikta kucha bhI nahIM hai isa jagat meM / abhyantara jagat hai 'karma' aura bAhyajagat hai 'nokrm'| 2. ajIva tattva yaha kahane kI AvazyakatA nahIM ki bAhyajagat ke aMgabhUta anekavidha trasa va sthAvara zarIra jar3a haiM, jar3a paramANuoM ke piNDa haiM, ajIva tattva haiM, aura mRtyu ke samaya inakA jar3atva sabako pratyakSa bhI ho jAtA hai| parantu jisa tAttvika kSetra meM praveza pAne ke liye yaha saba kathana kiyA jA rahA hai, vahA~ to abhyantara kA yaha vistAra bhI jar3a se adhika kucha nhiiN| yadyapi mukti ke samaya inakA jar3atva pratyakSa ho jAtA hai, parantu sAdhAraNa janoM ke liye use jAnane kA koI sAdhana nahIM hai / isaliye yukti se siddha karane kA prayatna karatA huuN| jisa padArtha kA jo svabhAva hotA hai vaha sadA usa padArtha ke sAtha hI rahatA hai usase vilaga nahIM hotA, aura jo la usake sAtha rahakara vilaga ho jAya vaha usakA svabhAva nahIM kahalA sktaa| jaba maiM apane andara meM DabakI lagAkara usa cetanA meM rAgAdi bhAvoM ko khojane ke liye jAtA hU~ to vahA~ unakA abhAva pAtA hU~, aura jaba bAhya meM DubakI lagAkara unheM khojane jAtA hU~ to ve pratyakSa ho jAte haiM / batAiye unheM kisake kaheM, cetana ke yA bAhya-jagat ke? jisa vastu meM jisakI sattA dikhAI de usI vastu kI use kahA jA sakatA hai, dUsare kI kaise kaheM? ata: rAgAdi bhAvoM ko cetana yA jIva ke na kahakara adhyAtma ke unnata kSetra meM jar3a yA jJeya-padArthoM ke kahA jAtA hai| __ agni meM DAlane se lohA lAla ho gayA, agnirUpa ho gyaa| lohe meM rahane vAlI yaha agni vAstava meM lohe kI nahIM hai, kyoMki vaisA garma va lAlapanA lohe kA svabhAva nahIM hai| ata: vaha lAlI agni kI hI kahI jAtI hai| isI haA jala garma ho gyaa| jala ke andara rahane vAlI yaha garamI vAstava meM jala kI nahIM hai, kyoMki vaisA garamapanA usakA svabhAva nahIM hai| ata: vaha garamI jala kI na kahI jAkara agni kI kahI jAtI hai| isI prakAra bAhya-jagat ke saMyoga se jJAna rAgAtmaka ho gayA / jJAna meM dIkhane vAle ye rAgAdika jJAna ke nahIM haiM, kyoMki ve jJAna ke svabhAva nahIM haiN| ata: inheM bAhya-jagat kA hI kahA jA sakatA hai, cetana tattva kA nhiiN| kisI kI koI dharohara mere pAsa rakhI hai, kucha dina ke pazcAt vaha le jAtA hai / jaba le gayA taba to usakI hai hI, para jaba taka mere pAsa rakhI rahI taba taka bhI kyA vaha merI kahI jA sakatI hai? bhale hI mere sAre jIvana mere pAsa rakhI rahe, para merI nahIM kahI jA sktii| isI prakAra jo rAgAdika kSaNa bhara mere pAsa rahakara cale jAte haiM ve mere kaise kahe jA sakate haiM? eka rAga AyA calA gayA. dasarA rAga AyA calA gayA. aura isI taraha yaha rAga santati bhale hI anAdi kAla se mere sAtha calI A rahI ho para merI nahIM kahI jA sakatI / ThIka usI prakAra jisa prakAra ki eka baiMka meM anekoM vyaktiyoM kA paisA AtA rahatA hai aura jAtA rahatA hai, para vaha paisA vAstava meM baiMka kA nahIM kahA jA sakatA, upacAra mAtra se hI usakA kahA jAtA hai|

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8. ajIva-tattva 47 3. zarIra sUkSma dRSTi se dekhane para yaha patA calatA hai ki rAga kI vyApti cetana ke sAtha nahIM hai balki moha ke sAtha hai, arthAt bahirmukhI vRtti ke sAtha hai| jisake hone para jo ho aura jisake na hone para jo na ho use vyApti kahate haiM / dhUma hone para agni hotI hI hai aura agni na hone para dhUma hotA hI nahIM hai / isa dRSTAnta meM to eka taraphA vyApti hai, kyoMki dhUma hone para agni hotI hI hai parantu agni hone para dhUma ho bhI athavA na bhI ho isI prakAra jIva meM aura rAga meM eka taraphA vyApti hai, kyoMki rAga hone para to jIva hotA hI hai parantu jIva hone para rAga ho bhI athavA na bhI ho / hA~ jIva na hone para rAga sarvathA nahIM hotaa| parantu uparyukta moha tathA rAga meM do tarafA vyApti hai, kyoMki jisa-jisa kSetra meM va jisa-jisa kAla meM yaha hotA hai usa-usa kSetra meM va usa-usa kAla meM rAga hotA hI hai, aura jisa-jisa kSetra meM va jisa-jisa kAla meM vaha nahIM hotA hai usa-usa kSetra meM va usa-usa kAla meM rAga hotA hI nahIM hai, bhale hI vahA~ jIva vidyamAna ho / moha sahita saMsArI-jIva meM rAga hotA hI hai aura moha-rahita mukta-jIva meM vaha hotA hI nahIM hai| isa vyApti para se hI yaha nirNaya kiyA gayA hai ki rAgAdika ko jIva ke na kahakara moha ke kahanA ca kahakara jar3a karmoM ke kahanA caahiye| isakA yaha tAtparya nahIM hai ki rAgAdika pASANa jAti vAle kinhIM jar3a karmoM kI koI avasthAyeM haiN| ve haiM to cetana kI hI avasthAyeM parantu isa vyApti ke kAraNa, kAraNa meM kArya kA upacAra karake, inako jar3a karmoM kI kaha diyA jAtA hai / jisa dRSTi meM 'cetana' cetana mAtra hI ho, usa dRSTi meM rAga ko cetana kA nahIM kahA jA sktaa| yaha dRSTi kI vicitraMtA hai / vAstava meM rAgAdika camagAdar3avat haiM / jisa prakAra camagAdar3a caupAyA hone ke kAraNa pazu tathA paMkha hone ke kAraNa pakSI bhI hai, usI prakAra rAgAdi cetana ke sAtha vyApta hone ke kAraNa cetana aura karmoM ke sAtha vyApta hone ke kAraNa jar3a bhI haiN| jisa prakAra camagAdar3a kI kriyA adhikatara pakSiyoM se mela khAne ke kAraNa use pakSI hI kahane meM AtA hai pazu nahIM, usI prakAra rAgAdi kI adhika vyApti karmoM ke sAtha hone ke kAraNa inheM karmoM kA hI kahA jAtA hai cetana kA nhiiN| jisa khAte meM jar3a va cetana ina do vyaktiyoM ke hI hisAba par3e hoM, tIsarA koI hisAba hI na ho, vahA~ isa camagAdar3a rAga ko kisake hisAba meM DAleM? zuddhacetana 'jIva tattva' hai aura jar3a karma 'ajIva tattva' / azuddha-cetana kA isa dRSTi meM koI hisAba hI nahIM hai| phira Apa hI batAiye ki ina rAgAdi ko kisake nAma likheM? jisake sAtha adhika mitratA hai usake hI nAma likhA jAnA ucita hai / ata: rAgAdi ko jar3a karmoM ke hisAba meM hI likhA jA sakatA hai cetana ke hisAba meM nhiiN| bhale hI pASANavat athavA uparyukta zarIroMvat jar3a na kaheM Apa, parantu cetana bhI nahIM kaha sakate haiM Apa inheM, kyoMki yadi aisA hotA to mukta ho jAne ke pazcAt bhI jJAna va zAnti Adi kI bhA~ti jIva meM inakI sattA dikhAI denI cAhiye thii| isaliye adhika carcA meM na par3akara apanA kAma sAdhane ke liye 'cidAbhAsI' kaha lIjiye inheM Apa, arthAt cetana sarIkhA dIkhane vAlA jdd'| aura isIliye jisa prakAra bAhya jagat ke pRthivI se lekara manuSya paryanta ke sakala trasa sthAvara zarIra ajIva tattva meM garbhita haiM, usI prakAra Abhyantara jagat ke indriya-mana-buddhi, vAsanAyeM Adi bhI ajIva tattva meM hI ginI jAne yogya haiM, jIva tattva meM nhiiN| 3. zarIra--jisa prakAra aneka paramANuoM kA pracaya athavA piNDa hone ke kAraNa bAhara kA yaha zarIra kahalAtA hai 'kAya', usI prakAra anekavidha sUkSma saMkalpa-vikalpoM Adi kA piNDa hone ke kAraNa Abhyantara kA yaha vistAra bhI kahalAtA hai 'kAya' athavA jisa prakAra hAtha-pA~va Adi aneka avayavoM kA saMghAta hone ke kAraNa yaha kahalAtA hai 'piNDa' usI prakAra mana buddhi Adi avayavoM kA saMghAta hone ke kAraNa Abhyantara jagat bhI kahalAtA hai 'piNDa' / jisa prakAra jIrNa-zIrNa ho jAne ke kAraNa bAhyapiNDa kahalAtA hai 'zarIra', usI prakAra jIrNa-zIrNa svabhAvI hone ke kAraNa abhyantara-piNDa bhI kahalAtA hai zarIra / vizeSatA kevala itanI hI hai ki indriyagamya hone ke kAraNa bAhyapiNDa hai sthUlazarIra aura indriyagamya na hone ke kAraNa abhyantarapiNDa hai sUkSmazarIra / sthUla-zarIra ko Agama bhASA meM kahA gayA hai 'audArika' aura sUkSma-zarIra ko do vibhAgoM meM vibhAjita karake kahA gayA hai 'tejasa' aura 'kArmaNa' / indriyoM meM

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8. ajIva-tattva 3. zarIra tathA zarIra meM sphUrti, garamI tathA kAnti utpanna karane vAlA prANAtmaka vibhAga to kahalAtA hai 'tejasa', aura jar3a karmoM ke sAtha-sAtha indriya, mana, buddhi Adi ko utpanna karane vAlA rAgadveSAtmaka vibhAga kahalAtA hai 'kArmaNa' / Abhyantara jagat meM ina donoM hI prakArake zarIroM kA pratyakSa kiyA jAnA sambhava hai| sthUla ho athavA sUkSma donoM hI zarIra zIrNa-svabhAvI haiN| vizeSatA hai kevala itanI ki pahalA to zIrNa ho jAtA hai kevala eka bhava meM aura dUsarA hotA hai anantoM bhavoM meN| mRtyu ke samaya sthUla zarIra to apanA tyAga-patra dekara mahAprabhu-jIva-tattva se vilaga ho jAtA hai, parantu yaha sUkSma zarIra eka sacce mitra kI bhA~ti bhava-bhavAntaroM meM bhI apanI sevA se nivRtta nahIM hotaa| jaba-jaba, jahA~-jahA~, jisa-jisa bhava meM bhI cetana bhagavAna jAne kI icchA karate hai, yaha turanta unako vahA~ pahu~cAne kA prabandha kara detA hai| itanA hI nahIM, svayaM bhI unake sAtha jAkara unakI vAsanA ke anusAra, unake rahane ke liye, turanta eka nayA bhavana banAkara khar3A kara detA hai tAki vahA~ paradeza meM kisI prakAra kA kaSTa na hone pAve unheM / arthAt bhava-bhava meM jIva ke sAtha jAkara naye-naye zarIroM kA nirmANa karate rahanA hI isa vizvakarmA kA kAma hai| samaya taka jaba taka ki isakA svAmI yaha jIva rAjA svayaM apane svAmitva ko samajhakara isake caMgala se bAhara nahIM nikala jaataa| usI samaya patA calatA hai use ki yaha vAstava meM usakA mitra thA yA mIThA zatru / yadi pAramArthika mitra hotA to prathama kSaNa meM hI sAre rahasya kA udghATana karake vaha ise bhava-bhramaNa se bacA letaa| isa prakAra bAhya aura abhyantara kA yaha sakala vistAra ajIva hai, jar3a hai athavA cidAbhAsI hai| MERS SME 4 . ANWAR nA WCOM Indline 2 // - CI - (G cala bhale dhIre dhIre cala / parantu jIva va ajIva tattva kA viveka utpanna karatA cl| viveka jAgRta hone para sAdhu bana jAegA tuu|

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9. viveka-jJAna 1. viveka, 2. sadasad viveka, 3. sva-para viveka, 4. SaTkArakI svatantratA, 5. janma-mRtyu rahasya, 6. utpAda vyaya dhrauvya, 7. bhed-vijnyaan| 1. viveka-zAnti-patha ke antargata zraddhA ke viSayabhUta sAta tattvoM meM se jIva ajIva nAma vAle prathama do pradhAna tattvoM kI bAta calatI hai| donoM tattvoM kA rahasyAtmaka paricaya pA lene ke uparAnta kucha prazna svata: samakSa Akara khar3e ho jAte haiN| (i) pahalA prazna to yaha hai ki isa bAhyAbhyantara ananta vistAra meM maiM ina donoM tattvoM ke yathArtha darzana kaise kruuN| yaha saba kucha vaisA hI hai jaisA ki dikhAI de rahA hai, yA kucha aura hai? arthAt kyA yaha sat hai mahAtattvoM kA koI svAMga jo ki una donoM ne paraspara meM milakara majhe Thagane ke liye dhAraNa kiyA hai? arthAta sadasata viveka / (ii) dUsarA prazna yaha hai ki dUdha pAnI kI bhA~ti ekameka hokara dhAraNa kiye gaye ina donoM tattvoM ke isa svAMga meM maiM tathA merA kyA va kitanA aMza hai aura mujhase bhinna parakA kyA va kitanA aMza hai ? arthAt sva-para viveka / (iii) tIsarA prazna yaha hai ki atimahimAvanta tathA svatantra cetana tattva hote huye bhI mai isa jar3a yA ajIva tattva ke adhIna kaise bana baiThA hU~, hajAra prayatla karane para bhI isake caMgula se chuTakArA sambhava nahIM ho pA rahA hai / (iv) cauthA prazna yaha hai ki vaha kauna sI vidhi hai jisase ki isa jagat meM rahate huye bhI maiM prapaMca kA sparza na karate huye kevala isakA draSTA banA rhuuN| (v) pAMcavAM prazna yaha hai ki ye donoM tattva kisa prakAra paraspara meM milakara bAhyAbhyantara prapaJcarUpa isa akhila vizva kI tarkAtIta kArya-vyavasthAkA saMcAlana kara rahe haiM? arthAt kAraNa-kArya-vyavasthA / aba lIjiye krama se eka-eka prazna para vicAra karate haiN| 2. sadasada viveka-pahalA prazna hai sata-asata viveka / yaha batAne kI AvazyakatA nahIM ki jo kucha bhI bAhara meM athavA bhItara meM dikhAI de rahA hai, vaha saba asat hai, sat nahIM / bar3I vicitra bAta suna rahe haiM / A~khoM se pratyakSa dikha rahA hai aura asat ? nitya prayoga meM lA rahA hU~ aura asat ? koI svapna thor3e hI dekha rahA hU~ ki asat samajha lU~ ise? kevala Apake kahane mAtra se kaise asat mAna lU~ ? dekho Apake zarIra para cuTakI bharatA huuN| kucha pIr3A hotI hai ki nahIM? phira asat kaise samajha lU~ ise? ThIka hai bhAI ! terI zaMkAyeM bilkula ucita haiM / vyAvahArika dRSTi se dekhane para to aisA hI hai| parantu maiM jisa pAramArthika dRSTi kI bAta kara rahA hU~, jisa tAttvika dRSTi kI bAta kara rahA hU~, usase dekhane para yaha sarvathA asat hI hai| dekha, 'sat' kise kahate haiM? jisakI apanI koI maulika yA pAramArthika svatantra sattA ho| haldI tathA cUne ke saMyoga se utpanna hone vAle lAla raMga kI kyA apanI koI svataMtra sattA hai? haldI pIlI aura cUnA sapheda / phira yaha lAla raMga kahA~ se A TapakA / sat kaheM ise ki asat ? basa yahI hai vaha dRSTi jisase dekhane para, yaha akhila prapaJca asat hokara raha jAtA hai / haldI aura cUne ke saMyoga se utpanna lAla raMga kI bhA~ti bAhyAbhyantara yaha sakala vistAra bhI vAstava meM maulika sattAbhUta kucha na hokara unake saMyoga se utpanna hone vAlI paryAyeM haiM, kucha dravya-paryAyeM aura kucha bhAva-paryAyeM / bAhya jagat ke mRta zarIra yA jar3a dravya haiN| kevala paramANuoM ke piNDa aura jIvita-zarIra haiM jIvAtmA sahita paramANuoM ke piNDa / isI prakAra Abhyantara jagat ke bauddhika jJAna tathA mAnasika rAga-dveSa haiM jJAna ke sAtha jJeya kA saMyoga ho jAne ke kAraNa utpanna hone vAle bhAvAtmaka piNDa / payAyeM hone ke kAraNa sabhI haiM utpnn-dhvNsii| bhale, paryAyArthika dRSTi se dekhane para inakI vyAvahArika sattAyeM pratIta hotI hoM, parantu dravyArthika dRSTi se dekhane para inakI koI pAramArthika sattA nhiiN| jo Aja hai aura kala nahIM, usakA bharosA hI kyA, aura sat kaise kahA jA sakatA hai use, sattAbhUta kaise samajhA jA sakatA hai use? jisa prakAra sAgara se bhinna usakI taraMga kI koI svatantra sattA nahIM isI prakAra jIva ajIva tattva se bhinna isa bAhyAbhyantara jagat kI koI svatantra sattA nhiiN| isaliye jisa prakAra svatantra sattAdhArI hone se sAgara hI sat hai taraMga

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9. viveka jJAna 3. sva-para viveka nahIM, isI prakAra svatantra sattAdhArI hone se jIva ajIva tattva hI sat haiM, yaha bAhyAbhyantara jagat nahIM / jisa prakAra lAla raMga cUne aura haldI kA saMyogI svA~ga hai anya kucha nahIM, isI prakAra yaha bAhyAbhyantara jagat bhI jIva ajIva tattvoM kA saMyogI svA~ga hai anya kucha nahIM / 3. sva-para viveka aba taka do tattva batAye gaye, jIva aura ajIva / inameM se kauna svatattva hai aura kauna paratattva yaha bAta khojanI hai yaha spaSTa hai ki sva kA artha "maiM" hai, aura "maiM" cetana hai, isaliye svatattva jIva hI ho sakatA hai, ajIva kadApi nahIM / ajIva tattva do koTiyoM meM vibhAjita kiyA jA sakatA hai-eka vaha ajIva jo dUdha-pAnIvat mere sAtha isa prakAra milA par3A hai ki usa mizraNa meM jIva kauna va ajIva kauna yaha viveka bhI sthUla dRSTi se honA asambhava hai, aura dUsarA ajIva vaha hai ki mujhase tathA mere isa zarIra se pRthak par3A huA pratyakSa dikhAI de rahA hai / pahale ke antargata Ate haiM bAhara tathA bhItara ke mere apane sthUla va sUkSma zarIra aura dUsare ke antargata Ate haiM anya vyaktiyoM ke zarIra tathA strI, kuTumba, dhana, makAna Adi / ajIva hone ke kAraNa ye saba paratattva haiM / aba lIjiye jIva tattva | jIva tattva yadyapi svapadArtha kahA gayA hai, parantu sarva hI aisA nahIM hai / ata: jisa jIva- vizeSa meM caitanya ke atirikta isa "maiM" pane kA lakSaNa vizeSa to svapadArtha hai, aura kevala caitanya lakSaNa vAle zeSa sarva jIva parapadArtha haiN| isameM to kisI saMzaya ko avakAza nahIM, parantu isakA bhI eka vizeSa aMza aisA hai jise yahA~ parapadArtha rUpa se dikhAnA abhISTa hai / sAdhAraNa dRSTi se to vaha aMza svapadArtha rUpa hI dikhAI detA hai kyoMki vaha svayaM merI hI koI avasthA - vizeSa hai, jo bhale hI uparokta para - padArthoM kA Azraya lekara utpanna hotA ho, para hai caitanyarUpa, jar3arUpa nahIM / merA saMketa abhyantara ke usa cidAbhAsI jagat kI ora hai jisakA ki saMgraha ajIva tattva ke antargata kiyA gayA hai / 50 jIva svapadArtha kahe jA sakeM ghaTita hotA ho vaha eka jIva yahA~ itanA hI batAnA iSTa hai ki sthUladRSTi se dIkhane vAle, bhinna kSetra meM sthita, jar3a padArtha arthAt dhanAdika aura cetana padArtha putra Adika; kucha sUkSma dRSTi se dIkhane vAle eka kSetra meM sthita jar3apadArtha arthAt zarIra va karma Adika aura atyanta sUkSma dRSTi se dIkhane vAle atyanta nikaTa va tanmayarUpa se prakAzamAna mana-buddhi Adika; tathA unameM nitya-nirantara nRtya karane vAle rAgAdika, ina sabako para padArtha rUpa se grahaNa karanA cAhiye / tAtparya yaha ki sakala bAhyAbhyantara vistAra paratattva hai| dhana kuTumbAdika tathA zarIra ina padArthoM ko para kahanA to bahuta sthUla bAta hai kyoMki binA parizrama ke hI samajha meM A jAtI hai| cetana va ina dravyoM kI jAti meM hI bheda hai| tIna kAla meM bhI eka nahIM ho sakate / zarIrAdi ko jIva kahanA spaSTa asatyArtha hai / adhyAtmavAdI kabhI bhI yaha kahanA svIkAra nahIM kara sakatA / parantu hama to tumheM isase bhI kahIM Age le jAnA cAhate haiM, vahA~ jahA~ ki adhyAtmakA sUkSma rahasya chipA hai / trikAlI bhinna sattAdhArI dravyoM meM pRthakatA dekhanA sthUla adhyAtma hai aura eka hI padArtha ke do kSaNika bhAvoM meM pRthakatA dekhanA sUkSma adhyAtma hai| pahale kA viSaya dravya hai aura dUsare kA paryAya arthAt dravya kI avasthA / pahalA dravyArthika nayakA viSaya hai aura dUsarA paryAyArthika nayakA / yaha dRSTi padArtha ke apane andara meM par3I usa sUkSma sandhi ko dekhatI hai, jo laukika-sthUla dRSTi meM AnI asambhava hai| prajJA chainI ke dvArA hI usa sUkSma sandhi kA sAkSAtkAra kiyA jA sakatA hai| padArtha zuddhasvabhAva arthAt pAriNAmika-bhAva ko lakSya meM lekara padArtha kA vicAra karane para hI yaha rahasya samajhA jA sakatA hai, usakI paryAyoM ko lakSya meM lekara nahIM / indriya-agrAhya cetana aura indriya-grAhya jar3a donoM hI dravyoM meM do prakAra ke kSaNika bhAva yA avasthA - vizeSa dekhane ko milatI haiM-- svabhAva- avasthA tathA usake viparIta vibhAva- avasthA / jisameM kisI kA mela yA saMyoga na pAyA jAya vaha svabhAva-bhAva hai aura jisameM kisI prakAra se bhI anya kA mela yA saMyoga pAyA jAya vaha vibhAva-bhAva hai| akelA paramANu jo indriya ke dvArA dRSTa nahIM ho sakatA, usake sparza, rasa, varNa, gandha Adi jar3a padArtha ke svabhAva-bhAva haiM aura jo ye sampUrNa dRSTa-sthUlapadArtha haiM, unake sparza, rasa, varNa, gandha Adi unake vibhAva-bhAva haiM, kyoMki aneka sUkSma- paramANuoM kA saMyoga huye binA unakA nirmANa hotA nahIM / isI prakAra loka-zikhara parama dhAma meM virAjamAna nitya niraMjana va zarIra rahita nirAkAra siddha-bhagavAna yA mukta-AtmA tathA usake sarvajJatva Adi guNa jIva ke svabhAva-bhAva haiM aura ye saba zarIradhArI saMsArI jIva tathA unake krodhAdi guNa

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9. viveka-jJAna 4. SaTkArakI svataMtratA jIva ke vibhAva-bhAva haiM / 'svabhAva-bhAva' nija-bhAva yA sva-bhAva kahalAte haiM aura 'vibhAva-bhAva' para bhAva kahalAte haiN| isa prakAra eka hI dravya ke apane bhAvoM meM hI sva va para kA vibhAjana karake dvaita darzAnA sUkSma dRSTi kA kArya hai| paryAya yA avasthA kabhI dravya se judI hokara pRthak nahIM rhtii| dravya svayaM prati kSaNa badalatA huA aneka avasthAoM meM se gujaratA hai| ata: ina sva va para bhAvoM yA avasthA-vizeSoM se tanmaya akhaNDa-dravya meM bhI kiJcit vijAtIyatA kA AbhAsa hone lagatA hai| yahA~ jar3a dravya ko chor3akara kevala jIva-dravya meM hI usa vijAtIyatA kI siddhi karate haiN| tahA~ jar3a-dravya meM yathAyogya rUpa se svayaM lagA lenA / jIva-dravya eka vicitra prakAra kA vastubhUta yA sattAdhArI amUrtIka padArtha hai, kalpanA mAtra havA nahIM hai| vaha apane ko bhI jAna sakatA hai aura parako bhii| jAnanA mAtra hI huA hotA to koI harja na hotA / yahA~ jAnane ke sAtha-sAtha kucha aura bhAva bhI paidA hotA hai / apane ko jAnate huye to isako sva va para donoM hI padArtha dikhAI dete haiM, kyoMki jJAna darpaNa ke samAna hai| jisa prakAra darpaNa khate samaya darpaNa tathA anya padArthoM ke pratibiMba saba hI dikhAI dete haiM, usI prakAra jJAna ke sambandha meM bhI smjhnaa| kintu para ko jAnate huye ise nijarUpa dikhAI nahIM detaa| apane ko jAnate samaya isakA bhAva apane sAtha tanmaya hotA hai aura parako jAnate samaya parake sAtha / tanmaya kA artha yahA~ usa padArtha rUpa bana jAnA nahIM kyoMki cetana kA jar3a bana jAnA tIna kAla meM bhI sambhava nahIM hai| apane ko bhUlakara kevala usa padArtha ko hI dekhanA para-padArtha ke sAtha tanmayatA kahalAtI hai| apane sAtha tanmaya hone ke kAraNa pahalA jJAna sva-bhAva hai aura parake sAtha tanmaya hone ke kAraNa dUsarA jJAna para-bhAva hai / mAnasika saMkalpa vikalpa, bauddhika tarkaNAyeM, rAga-dveSAdi kaSAyeM tathA vAsanAyeM usakA svarUpa haiN| isa prakAra yathAyogya rUpa se aneka prakAra ina rAgAdika bhAvoM rUpa abhyantarajagata ko jIva kA nahIM kahA jA sktaa| yahI vizuddha-adhyAtma kA bheda-vijJAna hai, jisakA grahaNa atyanta sUkSma dRSTi meM hI honA sambhava hai / eka jJAna meM hI vivakSAvaza sva va para kA dvaita utpanna karAyA gayA hai| sAdhAraNa dRSTi meM to sva va para kI kalpanA atyanta sthUla hai, para yahA~ sva-para kI vyAkhyA atyanta sUkSma hai / pahale vAlI sthUla dRSTi dravyArthika nayakI dRSTi hai, para yahA~ paryAyArthika RjusUtra nayakA viSaya hai, jisakI apekSA jo bAlaka hai use bUr3hA nahIM kahA jA sakatA aura jo bUr3hA hai use bAlaka nahIM kahA jA sktaa| isa dRSTi meM bAlaka va bUr3hA pRthak-pRthak do svatantra vyakti haiM / jJAna ke sAtha tanmaya rahane vAlA jJAtA vyakti koI aura hai aura bAhyajagat ke sAtha tathA tatsambandhI karane dharane rUpa vikalpoM ke sAtha tanmaya rahane vAlA kartA vyakti koI aura haiM isIliye kahA hai ki "jo jJAtA hai vaha kartA nahIM aura jo kartA hai vaha jJAtA nhiiN|" isa prakAra yahA~ isa prakaraNa meM bhalI-bhAMti sva-para kA sUkSma viveka jAgRta karAyA gayA / yadyapi viSaya kucha kaThina sA hai, para bhAI ! isake samajhe binA chaTakArA nahIM hai| Age Ane vAle sAre mArga kA mala AdhAra yahI viveka-jJAna hai| antaraMga jIvana kI vAstavikatA isake binA honI asambhava hai| ata: jisa kisa prakAra bhI ise tU avazya samajha aura jIvana ke 24 ghaNToM kI pravRttiyoM meM isa siddhAnta ko vicAraNA kA viSaya banAne kA prayala kara / zAnti-patha kA yaha prANa hai / isake binA sampUrNa dhArmika anuSThAna niSphala haiN| 4. SaTkArakI svataMtratA-zAnti-patha kI siddhi ke artha jIva ajIva tattvoM kI bAta calatI hai| unakI milI-julI avasthA meM viveka utpanna karane ke liye kucha praznoM para vicAra kiyA jA rahA hai / sat-asat viveka tathA sva-para viveka viSayaka praznoM kA samAdhAna ho jAne ke uparAnta aba tIsarA prazna AtA hai yaha ki, ati mahimAvanta tathA svatantra cetanatattva hote huye bhI maiM isa jar3a yA ajIva tattva ke AdhIna kaise bana baiThA, jo hajAra prayatna karane para bhI isake caMgula se chuTakArA sambhava nahIM ho pA rahA hai / prazna bar3e mahattva kA hai / isa para vicAra karate haiM / abhI-abhI tIna koTi ke para-padArtha batAye gaye haiM--eka to bhinna kSetrAvagAhI dhana, kuTumbAdi, dUsarA eka kSetrAvagAhI sthUlazarIra aura tIsarA mere sAtha kucha tanmayasA dIkhane vAlA rAgadveSAtmaka sUkSmazarIra / yaha tIsarA zarIra hI merA vAstavika bandhana hai, na hai dhana kuTumbAdi aura na hai yaha sthUlazarIra / isase mukta hone ke liye mujhe yaha jJAna honA cAhaye ki isakI mere andara utpatti kisa prakAra tathA kisa kAraNaM se hotI hai / isI kA uttara Aja clegaa|

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9. viveka-jJAna 4. SaTkArakI svataMtratA apane Aja ke vikalpAtmaka saMsAra para dRSTipAta karake yadi meM isakA vizleSaNa karU~ to spaSTata: yaha bAta dhyAna meM A jAtI hai ki kyoM aura kisa prakAra maiM Aja pratikSaNa naye-naye vicAra va vikalpa uThA-uThAkara unameM svayaM phaMsA huA vyAkula banA rahatA hU~ / ina vikalpoM kA mUla vAstava meM zarIra hai, kyoMki jitane bhI vikalpa ho rahe haiM ve saba usakI iSTatA ke liye ho rahe haiM / mere Ajake vikalpoM meM mukhya dhanopArjana kA vikalpa hai, dhanopArjana kI icchA kevala paMcendriya viSayoM kI pUrti ke liye hai aura paMcendriyoM kA AdhAra zarIra hai / isI prakAra dhanopArjana kuTumba pAlane ke artha bhI hai aura kuTumba-pAlana bhI isI liye hai ki usako maiM isa zarIra kA rakSaka va vRddhAvasthA meM isakA sahAyaka mAnatA haiN| ina viSayoM meM, kaTamba meM yA dhanopArjana meM bAdhA par3a jAne para majhe cintA hotI hai| usa cintA kI nivatti ke liye maiM aura-aura vikalpa karatA hU~ aura isa prakAra eka jAla meM ulajha jAtA hU~ / jyoM-jyoM isa jAla se nikalane kA prayatna karatA hU~, tyoM-tyoM makar3I ke jAla meM ulajhI makkhIvat adhika-adhika ulajhatA jAtA hU~ / ina vikalpoM se nivRtti pAne kI icchA rakhate huye bhI maiM inase kyoM nahIM nikala pA rahA hU~, isakA kAraNa hI nIce batAyA jAtA hai / isakA kAraNa sva-para-padArthoM kA mizraNa hai| mizraNa bhI eka prakAra se nahIM, do prakAra se| eka to fijIkala arthAt prAdezika rUpa se, kSetra rUpa se aura dUsarA maiNTala arthAt mAnasika rUpa se / yahA~ prAdezika mizraNa kI to bAta chor3a dIjiye kyoMki vaha pratyakSa hai| maiNTala yA mAnasika mizraNa kI bAta vicAraNIya hai, kyoMki prAdezika mizraNa mere liye vizeSa bAdhAkAraka nahIM hai, mAnasika mizraNa hI mukhya bAdhaka hai joki merI zAnti ko ghAta rahA hai| isa mAnasika mizraNa kA AdhAra mere andara meM par3A eka vizvAsa hai jisake AdhAra para maiM sarva-padArthoM kI svatantratA svIkAra na karake unheM paratantra banAne kA prayatna kiyA karatA huuN| unakI paratantratA ko hI maiM bhramavaza apanI svatantratA samajhatA huuN| bAta kevala itanI hI nahIM hai, maiM apanI svatantratA ko bhI svIkAra nahIM karatA, isako paratantra mAna baiThatA huuN| maiM vyaktigata rUpa meM akelA hI aisA kara rahA hU~ aisA bhI nahIM hai / Apa saba tathA sarva loka ke anantAnanta prANI bhI usI vizvAsa ke AdhIna pravRtti kara rahe haiM / isa prakAra kala batAI gaI tIna koTiyoM meM se prathama do koTi ke para-padArthoM ko maiM apane AdhIna tathA apane ko unake AdhIna mAna baiThA huuN| isI prakAra se ve para-padArtha bhI mujhe apane AdhIna tathA apane ko mere AdhIna mAna baiThe haiM arthAt mere kiye binA una para-padArthoM kA koI bhI kArya nahIM cala sakatA aura unakI sahAyatA ke binA maiM kucha nahIM kara sktaa| merI preraNA pAkara hI ve citra-vicitra kArya kara rahe haiM aura unakI preraNA pAkara hI maiM yaha vikalpAtmaka rAga-dveSAdi kArya kara rahA huuN| mere pAle binA kuTumba kA poSaNa nahIM ho sakatA aura kuTumba kI sahAyatA ke binA maiM jIvita nahIM raha sktaa| mere hilAye binA zarIra hila nahIM sktaa| aura zarIra kI sahAyatA ke binA maiM jAna nahIM sktaa| aura isI prakAra anekoM cintAyeM tathA vikalpAtmaka parAzrita dhAraNAyeM haiM / svatantratA mile to kaise mile aura paratantratA meM zAnti kaise jIvita rahe? maje kI bAta yaha ki isa prakAra adhikAdhika paratantratA ke puruSArtha ko hI zAnti kA puruSArtha samajhatA huuN| adhikAdhika bhogoM kI prApti se zAnti milegI, bhogoM kI prApti isa zarIra kI kriyA se hogI, zarIra kI kriyA ko maiM karU~gA isa prakAra maiM apanI zAnti kA vedana kara luuNgaa| ata: merA sarva puruSArtha zAnti ke liye hI to hai| he zAnti-bhaNDAra cidAnanda bhagavAna ! zAnti to svatantratA meM basatI hai, paratantratA meM nahIM / aba isa paratantratA ko chor3a, svatantra dRSTi utpanna kara, jisameM pratyeka padArtha jar3a ho ki cetana, sva ho ki para, svatantra dikhAI dene lge| suna-sunAkara yA par3ha-par3hAkara yaha kaha denA mAtra paryApta nahIM ki "hA~ hA~, sarva padArtha svatantra haiM, koI kisI kA nahIM, maiM pRthak hU~, zarIra pRthak haiM" ityAdi / isa prakAra to sabhI kahA karate haiN| do dravyoM kI pRthakatA kA artha itane para hI samApta nahIM ho jAtA ki unakI svatantra sattA svIkAra kara leN| sattA trayAtmaka hotI hai utpAda-vyaya dhrauvya svarUpa arthAt barAbara banI rahate huye bhI barAbara badalate rahanA usakA kAma hai| yaha bAta Age batAI jAne vAlI hai| svabhAva kisI dUsare kI sahAyatA nahIM mAMgatA, jisa prakAra ki jala ko zItala banAne ke liye kisI dUsare padArtha kI AvazyakatA nhiiN| sattA ko usI samaya svatantra mAnA kahA jA sakatA hai jabaki isake tInoM aMzoM ko svatantra mAna liyA jAve, arthAt usakA badalate rahanA bhI svataMtra mAnA jaave| vicAriye to sahI ki kisI bhI padArtha ko badalane ke

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9. viveka-jJAna 5. janma-mRtyu rahasya liye kisI sahAyaka kI pratIkSA karanI par3atI hai kyA? ki amuka sahAyaka Aye to maiM badaleM, nahIM to badalanA cAhate huye bhI kaise badalU~ ? aura jaba taka yogya sahAyaka na mile to badale binA hI par3A rahU~? nahIM nahIM, aisA nahIM hai aura na saiddhAntika rUpa se Apa aisA svIkAra hI karate haiM / kareM bhI kaise? saba ghoTamaTAlA ho jAe, vizva kUTastha ho jAe arthAt sattA kA hI vinAza ho jAe, saba zUnya jo jaay| aura yadi sattA ko utpAda-vyaya dhauvyarUpa svIkAra karate ho arthAt Tike rahate huye bhI svAbhAvika rUpa se svayaM badalatI huI svIkAra karate ho to, 'ise maine badalA' isa prakAra ke ahaMkAra ko kahA~ avakAza hai? calatI gAr3I ke nIce calatA kuttA bhale yaha vicAre ki gAr3I ko vaha calA rahA hai parantu usake bhramAtmaka vicAra ke kAraNa gAr3I usake AdhIna nahIM ho jaayegii| isI prakAra tU bhale yaha kalpanA kare ki maiM isa vizva kA kAma kara rahA hU~, mere kiye binA becArA yaha jar3a kyA karegA, parantu tere bhramAtmaka vikalpa ke kAraNa vizva tere AdhIna nahIM ho jaayegaa| sArA loka bhI yahI bhrama banAye kyoM na baiThA rahe. para vizva arthAta sarva padArtha-samaha to svatantra hI rahegA. apanI sarva palaTane kI kriyAoM meM / apane svabhAva ke atirikta use anya kisI kA Azraya nahIM hai| uparokta sarva vaktavya para se merA prayojana kevala yaha siddha karanA hai ki kisI dRSTi-vizeSa se dekhane para pratyeka padArtha jar3a ho ki cetana, apanA-apanA kArya karane ko pUrNa svatantra hai| pratyeka padArtha binA dUsare kI sahAyatA ke parivartana karane ko svayaM samartha hai aura kara rahA hai / SaTkArakI rUpa se svatantra hai, kyoMki pratyeka padArtha svayaM badalane kI zakti rakhatA hai / isaliye vaha svatantra rUpa se badalatA huA hI apanI kisI vizeSa avasthA ko svayaM utpanna karatA hai, svayaM apane dvArA utpanna karatA hai, svayaM apane liye utpanna karatA hai arthAt usa avasthA ko utpanna karake svayaM hI sAtha tanmaya ho jAtA hai, apane meM se hI nikAlakara utpanna karatA hai, apane svabhAva meM rahate huye hI utpanna karatA hai aura isaliye yaha avasthA-vizeSa usa hI kI hai, kisI anya kI nhiiN| isI ko SaTkArakI svatantratA kahate haiN| avasthA utpanna karanA hI padArtha kA kAma hai| isaliye kaha sakate haiM ki uparokta SaTkArakoM rUpa se pratyeka dravya svayaM apanA kArya karatA hai, kisI dUsare kI sahAyatA kI use AvazyakatA nhiiN| jaisA ki agale adhikAra meM batAyA jAne vAlA hai, bhale hI vastu kI kArya-vyavasthA meM nimittoM Adi kI sahAyatA kA koI sthAna ho parantu vastu-svabhAva ko dekhane vAlI isa tAttvika dRSTi meM usakA koI sthAna nahIM hai| 5. janma-mRtyu rahasya-lIjiye isI tathya ko dRSTAnta dekara samajhAtA hU~ / dRSTAnta bhI tumhArA apnaa| thor3I dera ke liye lauTa Aiye vahIM jahA~ ki ajIva tattva kA varNana karate hae isa cetana kI murkhatA kA digdarzana karAyA jA rahA thA, usa mUrkhatA kA jisake kAraNa ki vaha 'maiM' kI khoja nija zAnti svabhAva meM na karake karatA hai vividha zarIroM meM, inake nAtedAroM meM tathA inake janma maraNa meM / phira Apa hI sociye ki kaise sambhava ho sakate haiM cetana bhagavAna ke darzana? jar3a zarIroM meM jaba vaha hai hI nahIM to vahA~ vaha milegA kaise? yugoM bIta gae, parantu Aja taka na smbhlaa| ghara meM putra utpanna huA, ahA hA ! kitanI anokhI bAta huI, kitane harSa kA sthAna huA, eka navIna vastu jo banA DAlI hai maiMne mAno ki usakI sattA hI banA DAlI ho, isase pahale vaha loka meM hI na ho / eka mahAn kAma jo kiyA hai maiMne, apane hI jaise eka navIna vyakti kA sRjana karake, parantu apanI hI bhA~ti mUrkha / mUoM kI TolI meM eka kI vRddhi jo kara dI hai maine / aura yaha kyA ? are kAla ! hAya hAya ! nahIM tU to calA jA yahA~ se / dekha dekha ! jarA dUra raha, yahA~ mata A / yaha to merA putra hai, merI sRSTi hai, isa para to merA adhikAra hai| tU kahA~ le jAnA cAhatA hai ise, mere binA pUche ? vyApAra meM kucha lAbha huaa| ahA hA ! kitanA bar3A kAma kiyA hai maiMne, kitanA catura hU~ maiM jo itanA dhana le AyA hU~ ? mAnoM koI naI vastu hI, banAkara lAyA huuN| isase pahale yaha isa jagat meM thI hI nahIM ! are re ! yaha kyA ? hAni? are re / tujhe kisane bulAyA ? jA jA, jaba bulAveM taba AnA, binA bulAye AnA sevaka kI mUrkhatA hai| mAno merI hI to AjJA cala rahI hai vizva para, mere hI AdhIna rahanA cAhiye sabako, maiM svAmI jo hU~ sbkaa| mUoM ko saba hI mUrkha na dikhAI deM to kyA dikhAI de ? aura isI prakAra kabhI ha~satA aura kabhI rotA calA A rahA hU~ na jAne kaba se?

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9. viveka jJAna 54 5. janma-mRtyu rahasya mere andara AtmA bola rahI hai, merI mRtyu eka dina A jAyegI, mujhe citA para rakhakara phU~ka diyA jAyegA aura AtmA ur3a jAyegI isameM se, eka phU~ka sI nikalakara / aura isake pazcAt maiM ? maiM to jalA diyA gayA na ? eka andhakArasA, jisameM kucha nahIM bhAsatA ki maiM rahA yA vinaza gyaa| nahIM-nahIM, maiM to vinaza hI gyaa| mRtyu jo A gaI / aba kahA~ dIkhU~gA maiM ? kise dIkhUMgA maiM ? kise pukAreMge loga amuka nAma lekara ? janma se pahale kaba thA maiM ? kise dIkhatA thA maiM ? kauna pukAratA thA mujhe amuka nAma lekara ? hA~ hA~, ThIka hai, janma se pahale maiM thA hI nahIM aura mRtyu ke pazcAt maiM rahU~gA nahIM / janma se mRtyu taka ke liye, basa itanA hI to hU~ maiM, itanA hI to hai merA jIvana / jitanI mauja ur3AI jAye ur3Ale, jitanI sampatti khAI jAye khAle, phira kauna jAnatA hai ki rahe yA na rhe| sadA se jI-jIkara maratA A rahA hai Aja taka isI prakAra / sadA se barAbara vinaza rahA hai tU, sadA se citA meM jalAyA jA rahA hai tU / para maje kI bAta yaha ki 'maiM hU~' yaha kahane vAlA Aja bhI tU apane hone kA poSaNa kara rahA hai| sadA se bhoga rahA hai tathA khA rahA hai isa loka kI sampatti ko, para Aja bhI yaha jyoM kI tyoM banI huI hai, isa dharAtala para / are bhAI ! yaha vicArA hai kabhI ki yaha jise tU phU~ka sI ur3a jAne vAlI AtmA kaha rahA hai, jise tU apane andara bolatA huA dekha rahA hai, vahI to tU hai, cetana-jyoti paramatattva, abAdhya va akATya / jise tU jalatA huA dekha rahA hai, vahI to hai 'ajIva tattva' cetana-zUnya jar3a / yadi vizvAsa nahIM AtA to apane ko, usa phU~kasI ko nikAlakara dekhale isa Dhola kI pola / kahA~ calI jAtI hai isakI jyoti va teja ? A~kha hote hue bhI kyoM nahIM dekha sakatA hai yaha ? mu~ha hote hue bhI kyoM nahIM bola sakatA hai yaha ? kAna hote hue bhI kyoM nahIM suna sakatA hai yaha ? nAka hote hue bhI kyoM nahIM sU sakatA hai yaha ? agni para rakha dene para bhI kyoM pIr3A nahIM hotI hai ise aba ? kyoM cIkha-pukAra nahIM karatA hai Aja yaha ? yaha tU hI thA ki jisake kAraNa isameM jyoti thI, teja thA / yaha tU hI to thA jisake kAraNa yaha dekhatA thA / yaha tU hI to thA jisake kAraNa yaha bolatA thA / yaha tU hI to thA jisake kAraNa yaha sunatA thA / yaha tU hI to thA jisake kAraNa yaha sUMghatA thA, aura yaha tU hI to thA jisake kAraNa agni lagane se yaha cIkhatA thA / parantu vicAra to kara apanI buddhi ke phera pr| apane ko phUMkavat phokaTa kI vastu mAna baiThA aura ise 'maiM' mAna baiThA hai| apanI mahattA bhUlakara isakI mahattA ginatA hai / apane ko jar3a va ise cetana mAnatA hai / bhAI ! tU Aja taka kabhI marA nahIM / maratA to Aja baiThA 'maiM' kahane vAlA tU kahA~ se AtA ? yadi vizvAsa nahIM AtA to punarjanma ke una pratyakSa dRSTAntoM ko dekha jo Aja ke samAcAra patroM ke yuga meM pratyakSa par3hane, sunane, dekhane va anubhava karane meM A rahe haiN| apane ko maiM kahane vAlA koI bhI vyakti-vizeSa, punarjanmapara vizvAsa na karane vAle vAtAvaraNa meM utpanna hokara bhI, arthAt musalamAnoM va IsAIyoM meM janma dhAraNa karake bhI kyA Aja yaha kahatA sunA nahIM jAtA ki maiM isase pahale amuka deza meM, amuka grAma meM, amuka mAtA-pitA kA putra yA putrI, amuka kA pitA yA mAtA, amuka kA pati yA strI thA / amuka vyApAra karatA thA, amuka makAna merA hI thaa| yaha merI hI dukAna thI, amuka vyakti ko itanA paisA denA thA mujhe amuka sthAna para amuka vastu rakhI huI thI maiMne tathA anya bhI anekoM aisI bAteM jinakI khojabIna va parIkSA kara lene ke pazcAt, una sarva bAtoM kI satyatA prakAzita ho jAne ke pazcAt, yaha kahe binA na banegA ki niHsandeha apane ko A 'maiM' kahane vAlA yaha vyakti vahI hai jo isa bAra janma lene se pahale isase pUrvakI avasthA meM bhI apane ko 'maiM' hI kahatA vidyamAna thaa| bhale hI pahale andhavizvAsa para AdhArita rahA ho yaha tathya, para Aja ke yuga meM to saubhAgyavaza andhavizvAsa kA viSaya nahIM raha gayA hai yaha / hastAmalakavat Aja pratyakSa ho rahA hai, isa parama satya kA / 6. utpAda-vyaya- dhrauvya--- isaprakAra dekhane para Aja jo janmA hai vaha vahI hai jo pahale kahIM se marA hai koI nayA nahIM / aura yadi aisA hI hai to janma lete samaya kauna naI vastu janmI aura maraNa pAte samaya kauna pahalI vastu vinazI ? bilkula isI prakAra jisa prakAra ki vicAra karane para yaha bAta dhyAna meM A jAtI hai ki dhana-lAbha hote kauna naI vastu A gaI aura dhana-hAni hote kauna vastu vinaza gaI ? yahA~ hI thI yahA~ hI rahI, na kucha AI na kucha gii| isI prakAra tU bhI yahIM thA yahI rahA, na kucha janmA na kucha marA / tere isa janma se yA dhana-lAbha se loka meM na kucha lAbha huA na vRddhi huI aura terI isa mRtyu se yA dhana-hAni se loka meM na kucha ghaTotarI AI na kucha hAni huI / 'maiM' kahane vAle jitane

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9. viveka - jJAna 6. utpAda - vyaya - dhrauvya vyakti the aba bhI utane hI rhe| jitanI sampatti thI aba bhI utanI hI rhii| kevala 'maiM' ke zarIroM kI kucha AkRtiyeM yA sthAna mAtra badala gaye aura isIprakAra sampatti ke bhI rUpa va sthAna mAtra badale / pahale kalakatte ke eka brAhmaNa kula meM thA aura Aja isa mujaphpharanagara ke eka vaizya kula meN| pahale kabhI pazu ke zarIra meM thA aba manuSya ke zarIra meM, pahale kabhI cIMTI ke rUpa meM thA aba manuSya ke rUpa meM aura isI prakAra sarva rUpoM meM, sarva zarIroM meM, barAbara krama se parivartana karatA, eka sthAna se dUsare sthAna ko jAtA rahatA, Aja bhI apane astitva ko terA yaha 'maiM' pratyakSa prakAzita kara rahA hai| aura isI prakAra yaha sampatti bhI, pahale viSTArUpa thI aura Aja annarUpa, pahale pRthvI rUpa thI aura Aja svarNarUpa, pahale patthara rUpa thI aura Aja ApakI sundara aMgUThI rUpa, pahale kisI ke pAsa thI aura aba Apake pAsa, pahale pazuoM kI bhojya thI aura Aja aapkii| isI prakAra anekoM rUpoM meM parivartana karatI, eka sthAna se anya sthAna para jA-jAkara bhramaNa karatI, Aja bhI yaha kisI na kisI rUpa meM apane astitva ko siddha kara rahI hai / 55 isI prakAra yaha zarIra bhI to pahale viSTArUpa thA, phira miTTI ho gayA, anna bana baiThA, kisI ke dvArA bhakSaNa kiye jAne para usa hI zarIra ke aMgopAMga rUpa se parivartita ho camar3A haDDI bana gayA, jalakara rAkha ho gayA, aura rAkha phira pRthvI bana gii| yA usa bhojya kA hI kucha bhAga viSTA banakara phira pIche miTTI bana gayA athavA mAtA-pitA ke dvArA grahaNa kiyA gayA vaha bhojana kisI anya bAlaka ke zarIra rUpa bana gayA aura eka dina akasmAt prakaTa hokara Azcarya meM DAla diyA usane sabako / batAiye to kyA janmA kyA marA? zarIra kA padArtha bhI to koI nayA utpanna huA nahIM aura na hI vinazA, rUpa se rUpAntara hotA tathA sthAna se sthAnAntara hotA yaha vahI to hai jo pahale thaa| na kucha vinazA na kucha upajA / yadi kahIM itanI yogyatA huI hotI ki isa cetana ke tathA isa zarIra ke aMgasvarUpa ina pRthvI-jala Adi tattvoM ke, pratyeka kSaNa meM hone vAle parivartana kA barAbara nirIkSaNa kara sakatA to yaha spaSTa pratibhAsa ho jAtA ki isa pRthvI kA eka kaNa koMpala meM A gayA, aura dekho vahI aba anna meM baiThA huA hai, aura dekho aba isa zarIra meM baiThA huA apane astitva barAbara darzA rahA hai / athavA yaha 'maiM' kahane vAlA vyakti jo Aja kutte ke zarIra meM bolatA dIkha rahA hai, dekho vaha ur3A rahA hai AkAza meM pUrva kI dizA ko, yaha dekho isa phUla meM A baiThA aura oha ! kitanA bar3A rUpa dhAraNa kara, ye dekho vahI isa vRkSa meM baiThA hai athavA isa mAtA ke garbha meM praveza pA gayA aura dekho Aja yaha tere zarIra meM baiThA apane ko usI 'maiM' zabda ke dvArA pukAratA huA apane lambe astitva kA paricaya de rahA hai / taba yaha bhrama na raha pAtA mujhe, jo Aja hai / bhale pratyakSa rUpa na sahI para saubhAgyavaza Aja bhI parokSarUpa se, tarka va anumAna ke AdhAra para ye saba uparokta bAteM pratyakSavat ho rahI haiM aura apanI satyatA ko siddha kara rahI haiM / prabho ! tujhe buddhi milI hai| vicAra va anubhava ke AdhAra para kisI chipe hue rahasya kA patA lagAne kA prayatna kr| yaha sarva tathya parokSa hoM, aisA bhI nahIM, hai| mere guruvara tathA yogIjanoM ko isakA pratyakSa bhI huA hai, jisake AdhAra para ki mujhe sambodhana ke lie tathA merI bhUla dUra ho jAya isa abhiprAya se parama karuNApUrvaka likha gaye haiM ve, ina zAstroM meN| aura isIliye mere anumAna va tarka kI sAkSI dene vAlA yaha Agama bhI usa tathya kI satyatA ko siddha kara rahA hai| uparokta sarva kathana para se siddhAnta nikalA yaha ki : 1. loka meM do jAti ke padArtha haiN| eka cetana tathA dUsarA acetana (jar3a) / eka vicArane va sukha-duHkha kA vedana karane kI zakti rakhane vAlA aura dUsarA ina zaktiyoM se rahita / eka amUrtika tathA dUsarA muurtiik| eka indriyoM se dekhA jAne tathA jAnA jAne yogya aura dUsarA indriyoM se agocara / cetana va amUrtika tattva kA nAma jIva yA (sola) aura dUsare jar3a va mUrtIka tattva kA nAma pudgala yAM (maiTara) hai / 2. donoM hI sadA se haiM aura sadA raheMge, na naye paidA hote haiM aura na kabhI vinazate yA apanI sattA khote haiN| donoM hI apanI-apanI avasthAyeM apane-apane meM barAbara badala rahe haiM arthAt unameM sadA naI avasthAyeM utpanna hotI rahatI haiN| tathA purAnI avasthAyeM vinazatI rahatI haiN| arthAt vastu utpAda-vyaya-dhauvya ina tInoM aMzoM kA akhaNDa piNDa hai / ve donoM hI eka sthAna se anya sthAna ko prApta hote rahate haiM / avasthA badalate rahate bhI jIva sadA jIva hI banA rahatA aura pudgala sadA pudgala /

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9. viveka-jJAna 56 7. bheda vijJAna 3. jIva-tattva rUpa 'ahaM pratyaya' ke dvArA sadA sukha-duHkha kA vedana hotA rahatA hai aura pudgala ke dvArA zarIra kA nirmANa / zarIra aura zarIradhArI ke sambandha meM jakar3e hue ye donoM dUdha aura pAnIvat ekameka hokara rahate haiM / ekameka hokara rahate hue bhI jIva kabhI pudgala aura pudgala kabhI jIva bana nahIM sktaa| yaha siddhAMta zAnti-patha kA prANa hai| binA ise jAne zAnti pA lenA asambhava hai / ata: bho cetana ! apanI bhUla sudhArane ke liye isa rahasya ko suna / tarka, anumAna, anubhava va Agama ke AdhAra para usakA nirNaya kara aura apane kSaNa-kSaNa kI vicAraNAoM meM use avakAza de / aisA karane se tujhe apane jIvana ke sakala vyavahAra meM sarvatra eka mAtra vastu-svabhAva dekhane kA abhyAsa ho jAyegA, jisake kAraNa tU apane yA kisI anya ke kAryoM meM eka dUsare kI sahAyatA na dekhakara unheM svatantra rIti se hotA huA hI dekhegA, kiyA jAtA huA nhiiN| 7. bheda vijJAna-isI kA nAma hai svapara-padArthoM kI pRthakatA, jJAna kA acintya mahAtmya / mile jule rahate hue bhI, mizrita padArthoM meM jJAna se bheda dekhA jA sakatA hai, pRthakatA dekhI jA sakatI hai / nimitta naimittika sambandha par3e rahate hue bhI SaTkArakI svatantratA dekhI jA sakatI hai| yadi mile-jule meM bheda na dekhe to jJAnI kAhe kA? pRthak padArthoM ko pRthak to andhA bhI kaha degA / usameM kauna caturAI hai ? jauharI to tabhI kahalA sakatA hai ki jaba khoTe jevara meM svarNa va khoTa kA sahI-sahI anumAna karake, usI avasthA meM una donoM ko pRthak pRthak dekhe aura khoTa ko jAnate hue bhI kevala svarNa kA mUlya A~ke, khoTa kA nahIM, yadyapi use patA hai ki kucha na kucha mUlya to khoTakA bhI hai hii| isI prakAra nimitta-naimittika-rUpa se SaTkArako sambandha rahate hue bhI SaTakArakI bheda dekhanA hI jJAna kA mAhAtmya hai| ina donoM kA pratyakSa bheda ho jAne para to andhA bhI inameM kartA-karma Adi bhAva na ghttaayegaa| usa samaya unameM svatantratA dekhanA kahA~ kI caturAI hai ? jJAnI to tabhI kahalA sakatA hai ki jaba baddha-avasthA meM donoM ke kArya kI sImAoM kA pRthak-pRthak nirNaya karane, kevala upAdAn arthAt svapadArtha kA hI mUlya A~ke, nimitta yA para-padArtha kA nahIM, yadyapi use patA hai ki kucha na kucha kAma to nimitata kA bhI hai hii| - tU jJAniyoM kI santAna hai, andhoM kI nhiiN| ata: yahI yogya hai ki parataMtra dRSTi ko chor3akara svatantra dRSTi ko apanA / nimitta ko jAnate hue bhI usakA mUlya na gina / sva va para donoM ko pUrNa svatantra dekha, SaTkArakI rUpa se svatantra arthAt svayaM apane dvArA, apane liye, apane meM hI apanA kAma karate hue dekha / 'sunAra ne jevara banAyA' aisA na vicArakara, 'svarNa se jevara banA' aisA vicAra / 'maiMne kuTumba pAlA yA zarIra ke artha dhana kamAyA' aisA na vicArakara, 'maiMne kevala vikalpa utpanna karake apanA ahita kiyA' aisA vicAra / isakA nAma hai do dravyoM kI pRthakatA, zarIra Adi kA mujhase judApanA, yA svapara-bheda vijJAna / kevala 'zarIra judA aura maiM judA' yA 'zarIra merA nahIM, kuTumbase merA koI nAtA nahIM' itanA kahane se kAma na clegaa| 'merA nahIM' kA artha, 'SaTkArakI rUpa se merA nahIM' aisA hai / arthAt na maiM isakA koI kAma kara sakatA hU~ aura na yaha merA / na maiM isake dvArA koI kAma karA sakatA hU~, na yaha mere dvArA / na maiM isake liye koI kAma karatA hU~, na yaha mere liye / na maiM isake svabhAva meM jAkara koI kAma karatA hU~ na yaha mere svabhAva meM aakr| apane-apane svabhAva tathA apanI-apanI sattA se donoM pRthak haiN| apane-apane pradezoM se bhI donoM pRthak haiN| apane-apane kAla yA avasthAoM se bhI donoM pRthak haiM / arthAt pRthak-pRthak raha kara apanI-apanI avasthAyeM svatantra rUpa se utpanna kara rahe haiN| apane bhAvoM ke bhI svayaM svAmI haiM / isa prakAra hai svapara-padArthoM kI pRthktaa| ajAyabaghara kI vastuoM meM Apako yaha vizvAsa hai ki ye mere dvArA prApta nahIM kI jA sakatIM, inako prApta karane kA mujhako adhikAra nahIM hai| aura isI kAraNa unako prApta karane kA vikalpa Apako nahIM AtA, bhale dhyAna se unako dekhA kro| parantu bAjAra kI vastuoM ke prati Apako vizvAsa hai ki unako grahaNa karane yA banAne bigAr3ane kA Apako adhikAra hai / isaliye vikalpa uTha jAte haiM, unako grahaNa karane ke yA banAne bigAr3ane ke| uparyukta svatantra dRSTi meM isa banAne bigAr3ane sambandhI kartApane ke vizvAsa ko hI tur3Ane kA prayatna kiyA gayA hai| isake dUra ho jAne para ajAyabaghara kI vastuoM kI bhA~ti, Apa isa vizva ke samasta padArthoM ko dekhoge hI, banAne bigAr3ane Adi ke bhAva nahIM karoge / basa yahI prayojana hai sva-para bheda vijJAna kA, yA SaTkArakI bheda kA / kyoMki jJAtA dRSTA hI vaha sAmyatA yA zAnti hai jisakI khoja meM ki maiM nikalA huuN|

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10. jJAnadhArA karmadhArA 1.sva bhaja para taja, 2. jJAna-karma viveka, 3. satya puruSArtha / 1. sva bhaja para taja-jIva ajIva tattva-viSayaka viveka-jJAna jAgRta karane ke liye anekoM prazna utpanna hue the| unameM se tIna praznoM kA kramaza: uttara dekara vastu-svAtantrya kA digdarzana karA diyA gyaa| aba caturtha prazna hai yaha ki kisa vidhi se isa jagata meM vicaraNa karU~ jisase ki yaha prapaJca mujhe sparza na kara sake, aura maiM kevala dRSTA banA isakA tamAzA dekhatA rahU~, merI zAnti akSuNNa banI rahe, vividha vikalpoM ke nIce dabakara aceta na ho jAya / uttara to sarala hai para kiyA jAnA kaThina / uttara meM to itanA mAtra kaha denA paryApta hai ki "sva ko bhaja aura para ko tj|" parantu isakA tAtparya kyA? maiM to svayaM 'maiM' hU~ hI, isakA bhajanA kyA? aura para padArtha mujhameM haiM hI nahIM, unakA tajanA kyA? ghara-bAra dhana-kuTumba haiM, lo inheM chor3akara vana meM calA jAtA huuN| "bhaiyA ! itanA mAtra hI nahIM hai, terA bhaNDAra ananta hai, usa sabako chor3ane kI bAta hai|" acchA lo yaha vastra bhI utAra detA huuN| "bhaiyA ! isase kyA hogA? kevala bAhara kA gilApha utregaa| terA bhaNDAra bharA kA bharA hI raha jaayegaa|" taba kaise karU~ ? aura kucha to yahA~ dIkhatA nahIM, yaha zarIra avazya hai| lo ise bhI gar3A mA~ ke caraNoM meM samarpita kara detA huuN| "parantu aisA karane se bhI kyA hogA? turanta dUsarA mila jaayegaa|" taba kyA karU~? baDI vicitra samasyA hai| inake atirikta aura hai hI kyA, jinakA ki maiM tyAga kruuN| __ bhaiyA ! terI dRSTi bAhya jagata meM hI ghUma rahI hai isIliye tujhe apanA akSaya bhaNDAra dikhAI nahIM detA hai / dekha apane bhItara usa abhyantara-jagata kI ora jisakA vivecana ajIva-tattva ke antargata kiyA gayA hai, aura jise viveka-jJAna ne para padArtha svIkAra kara liyA hai| yahI hai terA vaha akSaya koSa jisakA tyAga karanA hai / dhana, kuTumba, vastra tathA deha ke tyAga kI bAta nahIM hai-mana, buddhi, ahaMkAra Adi ke tyAga kI bAta hai| "parantu inakA tyAga kaise karU~ ? kyA zarIra ko kATakara isameM se mana-buddhi Adi ko nikAlakara bAhara pheMka dUM ? parantu isase kyA hogA? turanta dUsare mila jAyeMge / isaliye mA~sa-piNDarUpa dravya-mana Adi ke tyAga kI bAta nahIM hai, bhAva-mana Adi ke tyAga kI bAta hai, saMkalpa-vikalpoM ke tathA unameM nitya udita ho-hokara lIna hone vAle iSTAniSTAdi vividha dvandvoM ke tyAga kI bAta hai, taka-vitakoM ke tyAga kI bAta hai, icchAoM kAmanAoM tathA vAsanAoM ke tyAga kI bAta hai|" / parantu inakA tyAga kaise karU~? ye to jJAna ke sAtha ekameka hue par3e haiN| kyA jJAna kA tyAga kara dUM? jJAna kA tyAga kara diyA to phira raha hI kyA gayA? jJAna hI to merA svarUpa hai / usake tyAga kA artha hai apanA tyAga, apanA naash| aura phira aisA karanA sambhava bhI to nahIM hai| kyA agni kabhI uSNatA kA tyAga kara sakatI hai? "bAta ThIka hai bhaiyA ! sakSama hone ke kAraNa kacha aTapaTI sI avazya lagatI hai paranta vAstava meM aisA nahIM hai| le samajhAtA huuN| tanika sUkSma-dRSTi se samajhane kA prayala kiijiyo|" __ jIva-padArtha meM jJAna guNa hI pramukha hai, anya saba usakA vistAra hai| cetana ke saba guNa hI cetana haiM arthAt jJAnAtmaka va anubhavAtmaka haiM / jJAna to jJAna hai hI, zraddhA bhI jJAnAtmaka hai aura cAritra yA pravRtti bhI, kyoMki jJAna ke saMzaya-rahita rUpa ko zraddhA kahate haiM aura usI ke samatAbhAvI rUpa ko cAritra kahate haiM / zAnti bhI jJAnAtmaka hai kyoMki anubhava karanA jJAna kA hI nAma hai| isI kAraNa AtmA citpiDa kahA jAtA hai / yA yoM kahiye ki jJAnamAtra hI 'jIva' hai / ata: jJAna ke kAryoM ko hI jJAna kA viSaya banAnA iSTa hai / yaha bAta na bhUlanA ki yaha sUkSma-dRSTi paryAya kI kSaNika sattA ko lakSya meM lekara calI hai, dravya kI dhrava sattA ko nhiiN| yadyapi jJAna kA kArya jAnanA hai, para usake sAtha kucha aura bhAva bhI saMlagna haiN| jAnanA do prakAra kA hotA hai--eka kevala jAnanA aura dUsarA kalpanA vizeSa ke sAtha jAnanA / ajAyabaghara meM rakhI vastuoM ko jAnanA kevala

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10. jJAnadhArA karmadhArA 2. jJAna karma viveka jAnane kA udAharaNa hai / athavA rAha calate kisI bhI sAdhAraNa vyakti ko jAnanA kevala jAnane kA udAharaNa hai aura ghara meM par3I vastuoM ko athavA apane putra ko jAnanA kalpanA-sahita jAnane kA udAharaNa hai| ajAyabAghara meM koI vastu iSTa-aniSTa yA terI-merI nahIM; para ghara kI vastuoM meM koI iSTa hai koI aniSTa, koI merI hai aura koI terI / isI prakAra meM calatA sAdhAraNa vyakti mere liye acchA hai na barA. zatra hai na mitra: paranta apanA patra mere liye acchA hai. merA apanA hai, merI sevA karane vAlA hai| ajAyabaghara kI vastaye na grAhya haiM na tyAjya, na banAne yogya haiM aura na bigAr3ane yogya; parantu ghara kI vastuoM meM koI grAhya hai aura koI tyAjya, koI banAne yogya hai aura koI bigAr3ane yogya / isI prakAra rAha calatA vyakti na prema kiyA jAne yogya hai aura na dveSa kiyA jAne yogya, na bAdhA pahu~cAyA jAne yogya hai aura na sahAyatA kiyA jAne yogya; parantu apanA putra prema kiyA jAne yogya hai dveSa kiyA jAne yogya nahIM, sahAyatA kiyA jAne yogya hai bAdhA pahu~cAye jAne yogya nahIM / isI prakAra anyatra bhI jAna lenaa| yahA~ ajAyabaghara kI vastuoM ko jAnanA athavA rAha calate vyakti ko jAnanA to kartApane yA bhoktApane kI kalpanAoM se atIta kevala jAnanA hai, aura ghara kI vastuoM ko jAnanA athavA apane putra ko jAnanA kartA-bhoktA kI kalpanAoM sahita hone ke kAraNa jAnane ke sAtha kacha aura bhI hai| jJAna kI pahalI jAti ke kArya ko 'jJAnadhArA' kahate haiM aura dUsarI jAti ke kArya ko 'karmadhArA' kahA gayA hai| ina pAribhASika zabdoM ko yAda rakhanA, kyoMki agale prakaraNoM meM inakA adhika vistAra Ane vAlA hai| jJAnadhArA jJAtAdRSTrA-bhAvarUpa hai aura karmadhArA krodhAdi vikAroM ruup| jJAnadhArA jJAna ke pAriNAmika bhAva yA svabhAva ke sAtha tanmaya hai arthAt usake bilkula anurupa hai, isalie yaha cetanabhAva hai / aura karmadhArA para-padArthoM ke karane dharane ke vikalpoM-sahita hone ke kAraNa jJAna ke pAriNAmika bhAva yA svabhAva ke sAtha tanmaya nahIM hai arthAt usake bilkula anurUpa nahIM hai, ata: parabhAva hai, cetana-bhAva se anya hai aura isIlie vaha acetana yA jar3a bhAva hai| . ina donoM jAti kI kriyAoM meM jJAna eka samaya eka hI kArya kara sakatA hai, kyoMki upayoga-vizeSa arthAt jAnanA-vizeSa jJAna kI eka kSaNika avasthA hai| pahale kucha aura jAnatA hai pIche kucha aura, pahale kucha aura taraha se jAnatA hai pIche kucha aura taraha se| eka hI kSaNa eka hI jJAna kI donoM avasthAyeM nahIM ho sktiiN| isaliye 'jJAnadhArA' ke sadbhAva meM 'karmadhArA' aura 'karmadhArA' ke sadbhAva meM 'jJAnadhArA' honI asambhava hai| arthAt krodha va rAgAdi vibhAva-bhAvoM ke samaya jJAtA-dRSTApane kI sAmyatA aura sAmyatA ke samaya krodha va rAgAdi vibhAva-bhAva hone asambhava haiN| ___jJAnadhArA se tanmaya cetana 'jJAtA' kahalAtA hai aura karmadhArA se tanmaya cetana 'kartA' / isakA kAraNa bhI yahI hai ki jJAna kA apane jAnanA-svabhAva ke anurUpa kArya athavA paryAya hI jJAna kI jAti kA kArya yA paryAya kahA jA sakatA hai| kartA-bhoktApane kI kalpanAyeM jJAna ke pAriNAmika bhAva yA svabhAva kI jAti kI nahIM hone ke kAraNa, unheM jJAna kI jAti kA kArya yA paryAya nahIM kahA jA sakatA / jJAnabhAva se tanmaya jJAna kA kArya 'jJAna' kahalAtA hai aura kalpanAoM yA vikalpoM meM tanmaya jJAna kA kArya vikalpa yA 'rAga' kahalAtA hai| 2. jJAna karma viveka-isa prakAra jJAna ke rUpoM kA vizleSaNa karane se patA calatA hai ki vaha do jAti kA hai--eka to kevala vastu ke vartamAna svarUpa ko athavA usake bhUtabhAvI svarUpa ko yA trikAlI svarUpa ko jAnane mAtra rUpa aura dUsarA usa vastu ke sAtha apanA SaTkArakI nAtA utpanna karake usameM acche bure kI kalpanA karane rUpa / jJAna ke pahale rUpa kA nAma jJAnadhArA hai aura dUsare kA karmadhArA / jJAnadhArA va jJAtA-draSTApanA ekArthavAcI haiM, aura karmadhArA va kartAbuddhi ekArthavAcI haiN| yaha jJAna kisI bhI padArtha ke sambandha meM kyoM na ho, donoM jAti kA ho sakatA hai| aisA nahIM hai ki nija-AtmA yA bhagavAna sambandhI jJAna tA jJAnAdhArArUpa ho aura anya padArthoM sambandhI jJAna karmadhArA rUpa ho / nijasvarUpa va bhagavAna sambandhI jJAna karmadhArArUpa honA sambhava hai aura laukika padArthoM sambandhI jJAna jJAnadhArArUpa honA sambhava hai / so kaise vahI darzAtA huuN|

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10. jJAnadhArA karmadhArA 3. satya puruSArtha ___ "mai hU~, jJAna-svabhAvI hU~, zAnti merA svabhAva hai, pahale bhava meM maiM kutte ke rUpa meM thA, agale bhava meM maiM deva ke rUpa meM ho jAne vAlA hU~", AtmA sambandhI yaha saba vicAraNAyeM jJAnadhArArUpa haiM / arthAt jahA~ bhUta, vartamAna va bhaviSyat kAla sambandhI anekoM avasthAoM meM guMthe hue mere eka akhaNDa rUpa kI sattA mAtra dikhAI detI hai, vahA~ jJAnadhArA hai| kyoMki yahA~ para 'thA, hU~ aura hU~gA' ke atirikta kisI bhI anya padArtha ke sAtha yA apanI hI kisI avasthA vizeSa ke sAtha SaTkArakI sambandha jor3akara unameM iSTatA-aniSTatA utpanna nahIM kI gaI, kevala hone mAtra kI svIkAratA hai / parantu "maiM pahale bhava meM bahuta nikRSTa dazA meM par3A thA, bahuta dukhI thA, aba maiM kucha dharma karU~gA yA bhoga bhoguuNgaa| deva bana jAU~ to bahuta acchA lagegA", isa prakAra kA sarva-jJAna karmadhArArUpa hai, kyoMki yahA~ anya padArthoM tathA apanI hI kinhIM vizeSa avasthAoM ke sAtha SaTkArakI sambandha jor3akara unameM iSTatA-aniSTatA kI kalpanA kI jA rahI hai / isI prakAra "bhagavAna pUrNa zAnti meM sthita haiM, ve tIna loka ko dekha rahe haiM, pahale nigoda meM rahate the, Age sadA Ananda meM magna raheMge", bhagavAna sambandhI ye saba vicAraNAyeM jJAnadhArArUpa haiN| aura "bhagavAna adhamoddhAraka haiM, unakI pUjA va bhakti mere liye bar3I hitakArI hai / ve apane AzritoM ko apane samAna kara lete haiM", ityAdi prakAra kA jJAna karmadhArA-rUpa hai| isI prakAra "yaha viSTA nAma kA eka padArtha hai, isakA raMga pIlA hai, isameM eka vizeSa prakAra kI gandha hai, usakI utpatti isa prakAra hotI hai, yaha pahale anarUpa thI, aba khetoM meM khAda ke rUpa meM DAlI jAtI hai," ityAdi viSTA-sambandhI sarva jJAna jJAnadhArArUpa hai| parantu "yaha bahuta ghinAvanI hai, durgandhita hai, ise mere pAsa se haTAo" ityAdi prakAra kA usI viSTA sambandhI jJAna karmadhArArUpa hai / "yaha yuddhasthala hai| yahA~ anekoM yoddhA paraspara meM lar3akara mRtyu kI goda meM so jAyA karate haiN| yaha yuddha sikandara va porasa ke madhya huA thA," ityAdi prakAra sarva-jJAna jJAnadhArArUpa hai / parantu yaha "yuddha mere deza ke liye bar3A hAnikAraka siddha huA bhaviSya meM hameM aise yuddhoM ke prati roka-thAma karanI cAhiye" isa prakAra kA sarva jJAna karmadhArArUpa hai / "Aja kA dina bahuta garama rahA hai" yaha jJAnadhArA hai aura "isase mujhe bar3I pIr3A huI hai, garmI kucha kama ho jAtI to acchA hotA" yaha karmadhArA hai / isI prakAra anya bhii| vAstava meM dekhA jAya to jJAnadhArA buddhi ke prayAsa dvArA vicAraNAyeM utpanna karane rUpaM nahIM hotI, kyoMki aisA karane se to vaha saba jJAna karmadhArA rUpa bana jaayegaa| vaha kevala sahaja pratibhAsa rUpa hotI hai| jaisA-kaisA bhI, jisa-kisa bhI vasta kA pratibhAsa ho jAne para mana kI sarva vicAraNAyeM zAnta ho jAtI haiM tathA vaha vyakti kacha usa pratibhAsa ke sAtha tanmaya sA hokara khoyA-khoyA sA mahasUsa karane lagatA hai / vaha dazA kucha advaita-sI hotI hai aura isaliye zAnti rUpa hai / jitanI dera bhI aisI sthiti rahatI hai mana ko thakAna nahIM hotI balki Ananda meM kucha jhUmatA-sA rahatA hai parantu vahA~ se haTakara yadi karmadhArA meM A jAtA hai to buddhipUrvaka kA prayAsa prArambha hone ke kAraNa, taba use unhIM vicAraNAoM meM kucha thakAna mahasUsa hone lagatI hai| 3. satya puruSArtha-isa kathana para se mAnavIya puruSArtha ke hI do rUpa darzA diye gye| unameM se karmadhArArUpa puruSArtha to sarva-loka sadA se karatA A rahA hai / zAnti kA upAsaka ise chor3akara jJAnadhArA rUpa puruSArtha kA Azraya letA hai aura jIvana ko tadanurUpa DhAlane kA dhIre-dhIre abhyAsa karatA hai / laukika aura alaukika puruSArthameM yahI antara hai| yadyapi usakA bAhya jIvana to ekadama vaisA hone nahIM pAtA, parantu usakA dArzanika jIvana, jisakA AdhAra ki kevala zraddhA hai, avazya palaTA khAtA hai, aura karane-dharane kI yA kAraNa-kArya-bhAva khojane kI Teva virAma pAtI hai| isa abhyAsa yA prayatna kA nAma hI mokSa mArga yA zAntipatha hai / yadyapi vyavahArika jIvana meM usakI karmadhArA calatI rahatI hai para dArzanika antaraMga jIvana meM sarvatra jJAnadhArA vyApa jAtI hai| jisake phalasvarUpa vaha sadA hI apane sarva bAhya rAgAtmaka karmadhArAvA rAvAle katyoM ke liye apane ko dhikkAratA haA barAbara andara hI andara unase pIche haTane kA. tathA jAnadhArA meM Tikane kA prayAsa karatA rahatA hai| aisI mizrita dazA usakI usa samaya taka calatI rahatI hai jaba taka ki karmadhArA kA abhyAsa pUrNata: zamana na ho jAye / yahI vyavahAra va nizcaya mArga kI maitrI hai| isakA yaha artha nahIM hai ki vaha donoM ko upAdeya mAnatA hai / karmadhArArUpa vyavahAra karate hue bhI vaha use sarvathA aparAdha hI samajhatA rahatA hai aura jJAnadhArA ko satya samajhatA rahatA hai|

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10. jJAnadhArA karmadhArA 3. satya puruSArtha yaha bAta usa zraddhA yA abhiprAya kI hai jo bAhara meM dRSTa nahIM ho pAtI, sAdhaka ke andara hI andara cuTakiyeM liyA karatI haiM. jise vaha svayaM jAna sakatA hai. dasarA nhiiN| anya laukika prANI to use parvavata hI karmadhArA meM ulajhA haA dekhate haiM. para vaha andara hI andara jJAnadhArA kI ora jhakatA jAtA hai. karmadhArA ke apane sarva-vikala va mithyA prapaJcarUpa aGgIkAra karatA jAtA hai| phira bhalA vaha kaba abhiprAya-pUrvaka yaha kaha sakatA hai ki amuka kArya amuka ne kiyA yA amuka kAraNa se huaa| kisane kiyA? svabhAva ne / nimitta kA kyA sthAna? huA kare, para vaha bhI svAbhAvika hI hai| usake dekhane kA DhaMga badala jAtA hai / laukika jIvoM ko bhale usakI bAta aTapaTI lage para usake liye vaha satya hai, parama satya / vizva kI svatantra va svAbhAvika kArya-vyavasthA vaha pratyakSavat dekhatA hai, aura isIliye virodha karane vAle sAdhAraNa anabhijJa va ajJAnI janoM ke AkSepoM para vaha kevala muskarA detA hai| vaha jAnatA hai ki sarva sAdhAraNa jana isa rahasya ko samajha na sakeMge / isaliye vAda-vivAda karanA vyartha samajhatA hai| aura kevala vItarAga guruoM ke Adarza ko hI eka mAtra zaraNa samajhatA huA nirbhIka apane mArga-para bar3hatA calA jAtA hai / jJAnadhArA ko puSTa karane vAle carcAgrasta prANI usa carcA meM ulajhe hue pIche par3e raha jAte haiN| unake prati use kevala mAdhyasthatA hI rahatI hai, dveSa yA virodha nahIM; kyoMki vaha jAnatA hai ki ye becAre vastu svarUpa kI yA nimitta-upAdAna kI bAteM hI karanA sIkhe haiM, jJAnadhArA meM baiThakara vastu-vyavasthA ko dekhanA nahIM sIkhe haiM / isI kAraNa nizcaya yA svabhAva kI bAta kahate to avazya sune jAte haiM, para karmadhArA kI pakar3a chor3ate nahIM dekhe jAte / karmadhArA kA kAMTA gale meM aTakA huA hai; isIliye, 'vyavahAra se to mere ahaMkAra kI yA kartApane kI athavA nimitta-kAraNoM kI sArthakatA kharI' isa prakAra kI bAta sAmane Aye binA nahIM rhtii| ye lakSaNa hI karmadhArA kI ora unake antaraMga abhiprAya ke yA jhukAva ke sAkSI haiM / yahI karmadhArAkI atIva vedanA hai jisameM paDA samasta jagata tar3apa rahA hai| kyA kiyA jAye, yaha bhI svatantra rIti se hI ho rahA hai| sarva jagata to na kabhI samajhA hai aura na kabhI samajha skegaa| samajhane vAle hI samajhate haiM aura ve birale hI hote haiN| isaliye use jagata kI isa ahaMkAra pUrNa buddhi para kevala haMsI AtI hai aura kucha karuNA bhii| sAdhaka ke vicAra sadA jJAnadhArA rUpa rahate haiN| yadi vicAroM meM bhI yaha parivartana na huA hotA to sAdhaka kAhe kA? yadi laukika jIvoM kI bhA~ti nimittoM meM hI kartA yA kAraNapanA dekhatA rahA yA usa hI kI bAta karatA rahA, to laukika jIvoM meM aura usameM kyA antara rahA ? donoM kA jhukAva hI karmadhArA kI ora rhaa| bhale hI bAhya kriyAoM meM abhI karmadhArA ke darzana hote hoM, para sAdhaka ke antaraMga abhiprAya meM jJAnadhArA vyApa cukI hai| vaha jo bhI bAta yA carcA yA upadeza dArzanika athavA saiddhAMtika dRSTi se karatA hai, vaha saba jJAnadhArA kI ora jhukakara hI karatA hai| isaliye vastu kI svatantra kArya vyavasthA ke pratipAdana meM usake dvArA nimittoM ke kartApane kA yA usake ahaMkAra kA koI sthAna svIkAra nahIM kiyA jaataa| bhale hI karmadhArA meM jAne para unakA bhI koI sthAna vahA~ dikhAI detA ho, para jJAnadhArA meM to saba kArya svata: hote hue hI dikhAI dete haiM, kisI ke dvArA kiye jAte hue nhiiN| isa honepane me nimitta apanA yogya sthAna lete hue avazya dikhAI dete haiM, para isa kalpanA ko kahIM avakAza milane nahIM pAtA ki, 'yadi yaha na hotA to yaha ho jaataa|' jJAnadhArA kA aisA hI koI aciMtya mAhAtmya hai| bhale hI ise ekAnta kaho para sAdhaka ko yahI sundara lagatA hai| yaha usakI Antarika sAdhanA hai| isI sAdhanA ke AdhAra para, jala meM kamalavat vaha saMsAra meM rahatA huA bhI isase bhinna rahatA hai / jisa prakAra ki putra kI mRtyu ke eka mahIne pazcAt hI apanI kanyA kA vivAha karane vAlA koI vyakti, bAhara meM saba kucha rAgaraMga karatA huA bhI andara meM rone ke sivAe kucha nahIM kara pAtA / vaha haMsatA bolatA avazya hai, bAjA Adi bhI bajavAtA avazya hai, miThAI bhI banavAtA avazya hai, haMsa-haMsakara atithiyoM kA satkAra bhI karatA avazya hai, para andara se nahIM bAhara se / usakA antaSkaraNa to yaha saba kucha karatA huA bhI apane putra ke zoka se vihvala, kevala ro hI rahA hai| yaha saba kucha khela-tamAzA mAno usakA galA ghoMTa rahA ho, aisA use pratIta hotA hai / isI prakAra zAnti-patha kA sAdhaka bhI vyApAra Adi karatA avazya hai, bhoga Adi bhI bhogatA avazya hai, para andara se nahIM kevala bAhara se / andara se to ina saba kAryoM ko karatA huA vaha rotA mAtra hai, mAno vaha saba kucha ADambara usake

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10. jJAnadhArA karmadhArA 61 3. satya puruSArtha Antarika jIvana kA galA ghoMTa rahA ho / loka ko vaha avazya saba kucha karatA huA dikhatA hai, para vAstava meM vaha svayaM kucha bhI nahIM kara pAtA / isI ko aruci pUrvaka karanA kahate haiM / yahI 'gItA' kA anAsakta yoga hai| yahI jala meM kamalavat bhinna rahane kA abhiprAya hai / ghara meM rahate hue bhI virAgI isI kA nAma hai / laukikajana isa sthiti ko sAdhanA kA anta mAnate haiM, para vAstava meM adhyAtmamArga kI sAdhanA yahA~ se prArambha hotI hai / yaha to laukika dizA kI bAta kahI / dhArmika dizA meM bhI vaha pUjA, upavAsa, vrata, upadeza Adi saba kucha karatA hai, para andara se nahIM kevala bAhara se / ina kAryoM ko vaha isaliye nahIM karatA ki yaha saba kArya use acche yA hitarUpa lagate haiM, balki isaliye karatA hai ki aisA karate hue use kSaNa bhara ke liye adhika puSTa karmadhArA se haTakara hInAdhika rUpa se jJAnadhArA meM praveza pAne kA avasara mila jAtA hai| vaha hI vAstava meM usake liye amRta hai, hita hai / jisa prakAra anna khA prANoM kI rakSA hotI hai aura isaliye anna ko hI prANa kaha dete haiM; usI prakAra ina bAhya dhArmika kriyAoM kA Azraya lene se use uparokta amRta yA hita kI prApti hotI hai, isaliye ina dhArmika kriyAoM ko bhI hita kahA jAtA hai / parantu vAstava meM yaha saba dhArmika kArya karanA use andara meM sadA akharatA rahatA hai| 'una kAryoM ko karane ke sarva vikalpa karmadhArA rUpa haiM' yaha samajhatA huA vaha una vikalpoM ko sadA tyAjya mAnakara unase pIche haTane kA prayatna karatA rahatA hai| I para isa kA artha yaha na samajha jAnA ki ina dhArmika kriyAoM ko sarvathA aniSTa mAnakara, vaha anya laukika kArya to kare, parantu inako na kre| abhiprAya ThIka-ThIka smjhnaa| Age bhI 'Asrava' ke prakaraNa meM ina dhArmika kriyAoM ke niSedha kA kathana AyegA, ataH yahA~ hI abhiprAya ko samajhane kA prayatna kareM anyathA anartha ho jaayegaa| jJAnadhArA meM utarane kI atIva utkaNThA ke kAraNa vaha unako chor3akara dhyAna nimagna ho jAnA cAhatA hai, yahI uparokta vaktavya kA prayojana hai| una kriyAoM ko chor3akara laukika karmadhArA meM ulajhanA jIvana ko aise andhakUpa meM girA degA jahA~ se nikalanA ananta-kAla meM bhI sambhava na ho sakegA / deva, guru, zAstra va uparokta dhArmika anuSThAna usa samaya taka atyanta Avazyaka haiM, jaba taka ki sAkSAt jJAnadhArA kI upalabdhi ho nahIM jAtI, bilkula usI prakAra jisa prakAra ki anna khAne kI usa samaya taka atyanta AvazyakatA rahatI hai jaba taka ki isa zarIra ke prati kA kiJcit bhI rAga hRdaya meM vAsa karatA hai / pratyeka bAta punaH doharAI jAnI sambhava nahIM hai, ataH isako yahA~ hI dRr3hatayA hRdayaMgama kara lenI yogya hai, nahIM to Age ke prakaraNoM meM ulaTA artha grahaNa hue binA na raha skegaa| aura yadi aisA ho gayA to prabhu hI jAne ki kyA hogA / nAtha ! aisI kubuddhi se sabakI rakSA ho / karanA aura bAta hai aura vicAranA aura / karane aura vicArane meM mahAn antara hai / sAdhaka kA sarva hI zubha va azubha kriyAoM kA karanA to karmadhArArUpa hotA hai para vicAranA jnyaandhaaraaruup| usakI carcA kA viSaya bhI jJAnadhArA kI ora hI jhukA rahatA hai, kyoMki andara se use vahI bhAtI hai| bAhara aura andara meM isa mahAn antara ko dekhane meM asamartha jagata usakI carcA meM Agama-virodha va ekAnta ke darzana karatA hai, para use svayaM ko aisA pratIta nahIM hotA / ise hI kahate haiM vyavahAra va nizcaya-mArga kI sandhi / andara va bAhara kI kriyAoM meM yaha antara kaise sambhava hai, isa bAta kA uttara Age Asrava prakaraNa meM diyA jAyegA / yadi andara va bAhara meM yaha antara na ho to kevala eka zubhAzubha karmadhArA meM hI rahe yA kevala eka zuddha jJAnadhArA meM hI rahe / parantu ye donoM hI 'mokSamArgI' nahIM kahalAye jA skte| kevala karmadhArAvAlA to niHsandeha saMsAramArgI hai hI; parantu kevala jJAnadhArA vAlA bhI mokSamArgI nahIM hai| vaha yA to svayaM bhagavAna hai aura yA svachandAcArI -jJAnavAdI- ekAnta dRSTi hai, yA to mokSa rUpa hai aura yA ghora-saMsArI hai| jo svayaM mokSarUpa ho jAtA hai vaha 'mokSamArgI' nahIM hotA / mokSamArgI ke andara ke abhiprAya meM to TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAnadhArA kA hI vAsa hai, parantu bAhya pravRtti meM do bAteM dikhAI detI haiM- pratyakSa rUpa se to niSiddha-buddhipUrvaka zubha va azubha karmadhArA aura parokSa yA adRSTa rUpa se AMzika jJAna va karmadhArA kA mizraNa / yahI mokSamArga hai| cauthe se bArahaveM guNasthAna taka arthAt nIce se Upara taka kI sAdhanA viSayaka zreNiyoM meM vaha uttarottara jJAnadhArA kI ora jhukatA calA jAtA hai, yahA~ taka ki usake anta meM jAkara pUrNa jJAnadhArA meM nizcala sthiti pA jAtA hai / isa rahasya ko samajhe binA adhyAtma-carcA lAbha kI bajAe hAni pahu~cAtI hai, kyoMki aisI avasthA meM vaha vAdavivAda rUpa vijigISu kathA bana jAtI hai, vItarAga-kathA rahane nahIM pAtI / O

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11. kArya kAraNa vyavasthA ( 1. kArya zabda; 2. paMca samavAya; 3. svabhAva; 4. nimitta; 5. nimittopAdana maitrI; 6. puruSArtha / aho dRSTi kI vyapAkatA ! jisake prakaTa ho jAne para sampUrNa vizva-vyavasthA kA svAtantrya hastAmalakavat spaSTa dIkhane lagatA hai / jisake prakaTa ho jAne para kartAbuddhi svata: kinArA kara jAtI hai aura eka jJAyaka-mAtra-bhAva, sAkSI rahane mAtra kA bhAva jAgRta ho jAtA hai, sAmyatA avatAra letI hai aura jIvana zAnta ho jAtA hai / suna prabho suna ! Aja svAtantrya kI jaya ghoSaNA ho rahI hai, vizva kA kaNa-kaNa Aja harSa ke hiMDole meM jhUla rahA hai| kyoM na khuzI manAye Aja vaha ? jIva ajIva tattva viSayaka viveka-jJAna ke antargata uThane vAle vividha praznoM meM se cAra praznoM pa praznoM para vicAra kiyA jA cukA / aba calatA hai pA~cavA prazna, "ye donoM tattva kisa prakAra paraspara meM milakara bAhyAbhyantara prapaJcarUpa isa vizva kI tarkAtIta kArya-vyavasthA kA saMcAlana kara rahe haiM?" viSaya kucha kaThina tathA jaTila hai / parantu nirAza hone kI AvazyakatA nhiiN| yathAsambhava sarala banAne kA prayatna kruuNgaa| isa viSaya kI jaTilatA ko dekhakara grantha ko chor3a na denaa| Age puna: sarala tathA rocaka ho jaayegaa| 1. 'kArya' zabda-apane jIvana kI azAnti kA mala khojane jAU~ to pratyakSa hI hai| 24 ghanTe kI yaha karane-dharane kI, banAne-bigAr3ane kI, milAne-haTAne kI daur3adhUpa hI to jIvana kI vaha azAnti hai jise dUra karanA iSTa hai| arthAta maiM hara samaya kacha na kacha kAma karanA cAhatA hU~, aura kara rahA hai, isa bAta se bilkala bekhabara ki maiM kyA kara rahA hU~ aura kyA karanA cAhatA huuN| isa tathya kI khoja nikAlane ke liye pahale mujhe yaha nirNaya karanA hai ki kAma, jisake pIche meM hara samaya lagA rahatA hU~, vaha vAstava meM hai kyA blaa|| Aiye vicAra kareM / dekho maiM kaha rahA hU~ "mujhe Aja dehalI jAnA hai|" vicAriye ki kyA karanA hai / sahAranapura se uThakara dehalI jAne kA yA apanA sthAna-parivartana kara dene kA nAma hI to dehalI jAnA hai yA kucha aura ? arthAt dehalI jAne kA kAma apanA sthAna parivartana kara lene ke atirikta aura kucha nhiiN| "pustaka uThAkara lAo", yaha dUsarA vAkya hai / isameM bhI chipA hai eka kAma / vicAriye, pustaka uThAkara lAnA, usake sthAna parivartana ke atirikta aura kyA? eka sthAna se uThAkara dUsare sthAna para paha~cA denA hI to pastaka uThAkara lAnA hai yA kacha aura ? "mere liye eka meja banA do" yaha tIsarA vAkya hai / vicAra kareM to lakar3I kI hAlata badalakara anya hAlata-vizeSa meM lAnA hI to meja banAnA hai yA kucha aura? arthAta lakar3I kA rUpa-parivartana karanA hI vAstava meM meja banAne kA kAma hai| au isI prakAra koI bhI loka kA kAma karane kA vicAra kIjiye, vaha ina donoM koTiyoM meM se kisI na kisI prakArakA hegaa| yA to hogA apanA va kisI anya kA sthAna parivartana karane rUpa aura yA hogA apanA yA kisI anya kA rUpa-parivartana karane ruup| basa siddhAnta nikala AyA, ise yAda rakhanA, Age ke prakaraNoM meM ise lAgU karanA hogaa| "kAma kahate haiM sva tathA para kisI bhI padArtha ke sthAna parivartana ko yA rUpa-parivartana ko|" 2. paMca samavAya aba dekhanA hai ki vastu meM yaha kArya karane kiye jAne kI vyavasthA kisa prakAra ho rahI hai arthAt kAma kauna karatA hai, kisake dvArA karatA hai, kisake liye karatA hai, kisameM-se karatA hai aura kisa ke sahAre karatA hai / jaba taka spaSTa rUpa se yaha bAta jAna na lU~gA, merI pUrva kI dhAraNAoM meM antara par3anA asambhava hai, jisake binA isa karane dharane kI vyagratA se chuTakArA milanA asambhava hai| ata: zAnti ke upAsaka ke liye vastu kI kartA-karma yA kArya-kAraNa vyavasthA kA paricaya pAnA atyanta Avazyaka hai| yadyapi viSaya kucha saiddhAntika rUpa dhAraNa karake avatarita huA hai, jo merI zailI ke viruddha hai, para kyA karU~ isake binA kAma calegA nahIM / apanI purAnI dhAraNAoM ko tor3ane ke liye mujhe vastu-vyavasthA par3hanI hI hogii| viSaya sambhavata: kucha kaThina lage parantu dhyAna doge to kucha kaThina na par3egA, kyoMki hara bAta anubhava meM A rahI hai|

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11. kArya kAraNa vyavasthA 63 2. paMca samavAya AvazyakatA kevala isa bAta kI hai ki yadi dhAraNAoM meM pahale kA koI pakSa par3A hai to thor3I dera ke liye use choDa diijiye| abhiprAya meM kheMcatAna na rkhiye| kyoMki vasta-vyavasthA baDI jaTila va ulajhI haI hai| yadyapi eka hI bAra saba kucha dekhane meM to kheMcatAna kA kAma nahIM hai parantu zabdoM meM use eka hI bAra darzAne kI zakti na hone ke kAraNa krama se hI vyAkhyA kI jAnI sambhava hai| ata: kathana-krama meM kabhI to aisI bAta AyegI jo ki ApameM se kucha vyakti pahale se hI svIkAra karate haiM aura zeSa vyakti nahIM aura kucha bAta aisI AyegI jo ki ve zeSa vyakti to svIkAra karate haiM para pahale vAle kucha nhiiN| isakA kAraNa yahI hai ki hamane kucha vyakti-vizeSoM se sunakara yA kinhIM zAstra vizeSoM se par3hakara ve bAteM avadhArita kara lI haiM, parantu unake atirikta zeSa bAtoM kA yA to niSedha sunane meM AyA hai yA ve sunane par3hane ko hI milI nahIM haiN| isaliye una-una bAtoM kA kucha pakSa par3A huA hai| vaha sambhavata: aba bhI Apako vastu-vyavasthA samajhane meM bAdhaka pdd'e| apane anukUla bAta sunakara svabhAvata: hI kucha prasannatA tathA pratikUla bAta sunakara kucha khiMcAva sA citta meM utpanna huA karatA hai, jisameM se anekoM zaMkAyeM va prazna kheMcatAna kA rUpa dhAraNa karake nikala par3ate haiN| kyoMki vyavasthA jaTila hai aura eka dina meM hI batAI nahIM jA sakatI, isaliye AvazyakatA isa bAta kI hai ki aisI zaMkAoM ko taba taka ke liye dabA rakheM jaba taka ki prakaraNa pUrA na ho jAye / vizvAsa dilAtA hU~ ki prakaraNa pUrA ho jAne ke pazcAt Apake hRdaya meM koI zaMkA nahIM raha pAyegI aura phira bhI yadi raha gaI to anta meM prazna kara lenA, abhI nhiiN| dhIre-dhIre ApakI sarva zaMkAoM kA samAdhAna ho jaayegaa| dUsarI AvazyakatA isa bAta kI hai ki zabdoM ma kI pakar3a ko chor3akara vastu meM kucha par3hane kA prayatna kreN| jo bAteM usameM nitya anubhava meM Aye yA dikhAI deM una sabako saralatA parvaka svIkAra kareM aura eka kA bhI niSedha karane kA prayatna na kareM. kyoMki isa prakAra Apake jJAna meM vastu kA tadanurUpa pratibimba na par3ane pAyegA; vaha laMgar3A ho jaayegaa| isaliye vaha jJAna bajAya sAdhana hone ke Apake mArga kA bAdhaka bana baiThegA aura hAni Apako hogI mujhe nahIM, kyoMki merI dhAraNA to jaisI hai vaisI hI rhegii| apane hita-ahita ko socakara aba jJAna ko DhIlA karake suniye| padArtha ke svabhAva arthAt pAriNAmika bhAva ko lakSya meM lekara padArtha kA vicAra karane para hI yaha rahasya samajhA jA sakatA hai, usakI zuddha va azuddha vyaJjana paryAyoM ko lakSya meM lene se nhiiN| ata: sUkSma adhyAtma kA paricaya pAne ke liye antara meM sthira dRSTi karane kI AvazyakatA hai| caJcala dRSTi meM usakA praveza nhiiN| kyoMki prasaMga Ane para vaha dRSTi apane lakSya se bahaka jAtI hai / 'jJAna se tanmaya hone ke kAraNa AtmA kA kAma jAnane ke atirikta aura kucha nahIM hai' isa bAta ko svIkAra kara lene para bhI, 'ghaTa banAnA kumhAra kA kAma nahIM' jaba aisA samajhAne kA avasara AtA hai, to turanta vaha dRSTi apane pUrva ke lakSya para se bahakakara isa cintA meM par3a jAtI hai ki kumhAra ke banAye binA ghaTa banA kaise? arjuna ko lakSya sAdhate samaya jisa prakAra kauve kI A~kha ke atirikta aura kucha dikhAI nahIM detA thA, bhale hI vahA~ vRkSAdi anekoM padArtha par3e hoM, isI prakAra padArtha kA lakSya sAdhate hue tumheM bhI usake pAriNAmika bhAva yA svabhAva ke atirakti kucha anya dikhAI nahIM denA cAhiye, bhale hI vahA~ nimitta-naimittika anekoM saMyoga par3e hoN| aise sthira lakSya meM nimitta-naimittika bhAva bhI abheda va akhaNDa vastu ke apane andara hI dekhA jAtA hai, jaisA ki granthAdhirAja samayasAra kI 100 vIM gAthA kI TIkA karate samaya bhagavat-amRtacandrAcArya kahate haiM ki "jJAnI yA ajJAnI koI bhI ghaTa banA nahIM sktaa| upAdAna-rUpa se to nahIM para nimittarUpa se bhI nahIM banA sktaa| ajJAnI bhI nimitta rUpa se yadi kucha kara sakatA hai to kevala ghaTa banAne kA vikalpa hI kara sakatA hai, isake Age kucha nhiiN|" ata: isa sUkSma dRSTi ko samajhane ke liye aba lakSya ko sthira kiijiye|| vastu kI kArya-vyavasthA meM hama pA~ca bAteM dekhate haiM / 1. vastu kA svabhAva, 2. kisI na kisI anya bAta kA saMyoga yA nimitta, 3. vastu kA puruSArtha, 4. kAla yA samaya kA niyatipanA yA kAla labdhi, 5. bhavitavya / ina pA~coM kA krama se vizleSaNa kiyA jAnA hai, dhyAna se sunanA aura jJAna meM sabako ekatrita karate rahanA, kyoMki kArya vyavasthA meM

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11. kArya kAraNa vyavasthA 64 4. nimitta pA~coM hI bAteM samAna rUpa se Avazyaka haiN| yA yaha kahiye ki ye pA~coM hI vastu-vyavasthA ke Avazyaka aMga haiN| eka aMga ke hone para pA~coM aMga hote hI haiM aura eka ke na hone para pA~coM hI nahIM hote / ina pA~coM meM Age-pIche hone kA bhI koI krama nahIM hai, parantu kathana-krama meM avazya Age-pIche kahe jAne kA bheda hai| vastu-vyavasthA tathA kathana-krama meM antara hai| ata: kisI eka samaya meM jo kathana kiyA jAtA hai use vastu-vyavasthA kA pUrNa rUpa na samajha baiThanA, kevala eka aMga mAtra hI smjhnaa| hA~ jJAna meM sarva aMgoM ko ghuTamiTa karake jo dikhAI de vaha vastu kI pUrNa vyavasthA avazya hai / jJAna meM pUrNa vyavasthA dekhane kI zakti hai para vacana meM kahane kI nhiiN| isIliye anekAntavAda tathA syAdvAdane janma dhArA hai| aba suniye pA~coM aMgoM kA krama se vivecana / 3. svabhAva--pahale siddha kara Aye haiM ki vastu parivartanazIla hai / (dekho 9.6) arthAt pratikSaNa vaha eka rUpa ko chor3akara anya rUpa ko tathA eka sthAna ko chor3akara anya sthAna ko prApta kara rahI hai| rUpoM va sthAnoM meM nitya parivartana karate rahanA vastu kA svabhAva hai, aura svabhAva ahetuka hotA hai, usameM tarka nahIM cltaa| aisA parivartana vastu meM nitya dikhAI de rahA hai| yadi kisI bhI eka padArtha meM kisI bhI eka kSaNa yaha parivartana rukA huA dikhAI diyA hotA to use hama svabhAva kabhI na kahate, kyoMki svabhAva meM kabhI aisI bAdhA nahIM par3A karatI ki kabhI to dikhAI de jAe aura kabhI nhiiN| yadi vastu meM svayaM aisA parivartana karane kA svabhAva na huA hotA to loka kI koI bhI zakti use parivartana karAne meM samartha na huI hotii| jalane yogya padArtha ko hI jalAyA jA sakatA hai, abaraka ko nhiiN| yadi parivartana karanA vastu kA svabhAva na huA hotA to loka meM koI bhI kArya dekhane meM na AtA, loka kUTastha ho jaataa| vizva meM dIkhane vAlI yaha bhAga daur3a kaise dRSTi meM AtI? aura yaha to spaSTa dekhane meM A rahI hai, ise asvIkAra nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| pratyakSa dIkhane vAle ko asvIkAra karanA pakSapAt hai / ata: nizcit huA ki vastu meM kArya arthAt parivartana, usa vastu ke apane parivartanazIla svabhAva ke kAraNa ho rahA hai, yaha kArya-vyavasthA kA eka aMga huaa| 4. nimitta svabhAva se kevala parivartana ho sakatA hai vizeSa kArya nahIM / kArya kisI bhI yogya anya vastu kA saMyoga prApta karake hI hotA hai / saMyoga-vihIna koI bhI kArya Aja vizva meM dikhAI nahIM detA / yaha pustaka mere hAtha ke binA uTha nahIM rahI hai / isa lakar3I kA yaha caukI vAlA rUpa bhI binA khAtI ke bana nahIM pAyA hai / eka aNu bhI dUsare aNuoM se AkarSita hue binA gatimAna hotA dikhAI nahIM detaa| yaha khambA bhI binA havA-pAnI yA garmI-sardI kA saMyoga mile jIrNa nahIM ho rahA hai| yadi yathAyogya saMyoga na ho to kArya honA asambhava hai| kyoMki yaha pratyakSa dikhAI de rahA hai, ata: saralatA-pUrvaka svIkAra kara lenA cAhiye / dekhate hue bhI mAtra bhrama kahakara ise TAla denA aura svIkAra na karanA pakSapAt hai, jJAna kI kheMca hai / jJAna ko DhIlA karake dekheM to na svIkAra karane kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| yahA~ bhale kisI bhI pakSavaza svIkAra na kareM para jIvana pravAha ke 24 ghanToM meM bhI inakI svIkRti na ho, taba maaneN| are are ! mukhapara yaha udAsI sI kyoM dIkhane lagI? nirAzA kI rekhAyeM kyoM khiMcane lagI? sambhala prabhu sambhala ! pahale hI sAvadhAna kara diyA thA aura aba phira kara rahA huuN| antaraMga kI isa kheMcatAna ko chor3a, tere hRdaya meM uThane vAlI isa zaMkA kA mujhe bhAna hai / 'vastu -svatantratA ke prakaraNa meM yaha paratantratA kaisI?" yahI hai terA prazna yA kucha aura? ghabarA nahIM, kathana-krama meM yathA sthAna uttara A jAyegA aura viSaya spaSTa kara diyA jaayegaa| yahA~ vastu ko paratantra banAne kA abhiprAya nahIM hai, "saMyoga hote dikhAI dete haiM yA nahIM" basa itanI bAta hai / saMyoga hue binA kyA koI kArya hotA dikhAI detA hai? yadi nahIM to kyoM svIkAra nahIM kara letA? basa itanI hI bAta svIkAra karane ko kaha rahA hU~ ki saMyoga hotA hai saMyoga jabaradastI karatA yA karAtA hai| yaha siddha nahIM kiyA jA rahA hai, aura na hI aisA abhiprAya hai / jitanI bAta kahI jAye utanI hI bAta grahaNa kareM, binA kahe apanI ora se usameM kucha anya bAta milAne kA prayatna na kareM / saMyoga prApta hone para kArya kaise hotA hai aura kauna karatA hai, yaha bAta Age kahI jaayegaa| ata: kArya-vyavasthA meM saMyoga yA nimitta kA honA bhI eka aMga avazya hai jisake binA kArya honA asambhava hai| nimitta kevala upasthita mAtra ho aisA bhI nahIM hai, kyoMki vastu meM kArya yA parivartana hone ke samaya upasthita to aneka padArtha huA karate haiM, para ve saba nimitta nahIM huA karate / nimitta to una saba upasthita-padArthoM meM se hama usI

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11. kArya kAraNa vyavasthA 5. nimittopAdana maitrI padArtha vizeSa ko kaha sakate haiM, jo svayaM bhI usa parivartana ke anurUpa hI kucha kArya kara rahA ho aura usake anurUpa yA usake sAtha parivartana karane kI zakti-vizeSa ko le karake vahA~ AyA ho? dekho, isa pustaka ke uThate samaya yahA~ mere hAtha ke atirikta yaha caukI va veSTana bhI upasthita avazya haiM para ina tInoM meM se isasamaya isa pustaka ke uThane meM nimitta merA hAtha hI hai, ye donoM nahIM / isaliye kevala upasthita mAtra kahakara svIkAra karanA na karane ke barAbara hai| isalie zabdoM kI kheMcatAna ko chor3akara vyavahAra meM nitya kahe jAne vAle nimitta ke kartApane ke vAkyoM para ha~sane kI bajAya, unako yathA yogya svIkAra kara lenA hI tere jJAna kI saralatA kA dyotaka hogaa| yahA~ puna: kaha denA Avazyaka hai ki aisI svIkRti se vastu paratantra nahIM banegI, aisA vizvAsa rakha, jaisA ki agale prakaraNoM meM siddha kara diyA jaayegaa| yaha dhyAna rakha ki yahA~ saMyoga kI dRSTi se bAta ho rahI hai, svabhAva yA anya aMgoM kI dRSTi se nhiiN| jaba unakA nambara AyegA taba vaisI hI bAta hogii| kisI eka bAta kI siddhi ke liye usameM dUsarI bAta ko bIca meM lAne se eka bhI bAta samajha meM na A skegii| 5. nimittopAdana maitrI-dRSTAnta para se samajhiye mere abhiprAya ko, anna bonA arthAt khetI karanA eka kAma hai| mere A ra bIjane svayaM badalakara anna bone kA kAma kiyA. apane dvArA badalakara kiyA. apane liye kiyA, arthAt usa navajAta anna ke sAtha tanmaya hokara kiyA, apane se kiyA arthAt apane svabhAva meM rahate hue kiyA, kisAna banakara nhiiN| kucha ha~sI-sI AyegI yaha bAta sunakara Aja taka aisI bAta sunI nhiiN| parantu nahIM bhAI ! vicAra karake dekha, isakI satyatA prakAzita ho jAyegA / yadyapi loka meM sAdhAraNata: tU kisI bhI kAma ko na isa prakAra karatA huA dekhatA hai, na isa bhASA meM kahA jAte hue sunatA hai, aura na isa prakAra svayaM kabhI kahatA hai, parantu vAstava meM hai aisA hI / dekho dRSTAMta detA huuN| uparokta khetI kA hI dRSTAMta liijiye| yadyapi loka meM yaha prasiddha hai aura kisAna bhI yahI kahatA hai ki "maiMne khetI boI," parantu vicAra kIjiye ki yadi baila isa bAta ko suna pAve to becAre ke hRdayapara kyA bIte ? "khUna pasInA eka kara DAlA para tanika bhI to zreya na diyaa| ahaMkAra meM andha ho gayA hai yaha kisAna, kisI dUsare kI mehanata ko mehanata hI nahIM samajhatA" aura isa prakAra vicAratA haA vaha baila rUTha jAye to kyA ho? kisAna kA sArA ahaMkAra pAnI banakara baha jAye, aura sulaha karanI par3e Akhira usa baila se / acchA bhAI ! bigar3a mata, kSamA kara, galatI huI, sAre kAma meM AdhA sAjhA terA svIkAra kiyaa| cala uTha abra, aura isI prakAra hala se, kue~ se, rahaTa se, pAnI se, miTTI se aura bIja se sulaha karate-karate use patA cala jAye ki khetI bone meM tUne kitanA kAma kiyA hai| kevala sAtavA~ hissA / parantu kisAna to cetana padArtha hai| zarIra aura vaha pRthak-pRthak haiM / ata: zarIra kI mA~ga bhI ruka na skii| kisAna ko svIkAra karanA hI par3A ki hA~ bhAI ! terA bhI hissA shii| hama saba AThoM ne milakara hI kI hai khetI, isaliye sabane AThavA~-AThavA~ hissA kAma kiyA hai. majhe svIkAra hai| paranta bIja becArA kaise saMtaSTa ho / usake kAma meM aura zeSa sAta ke kAmoM meM to mahAna antara hai| zeSa sabane to kucha-kucha kAma hI kiyA hai, parantu rahe apane rUpa meM hii| unheM svayaM apanA rUpa to na badalanA pdd'aa| para usa becAre ne to apanA sarvasva hI arpaNa kara diyA, anna ugAne ke liye, yahA~ taka ki Aja usakA patA bhI nahIM ki kahA~ hai vaMha? isa prakAra svayaM sAre anna ke sAtha ghula-mila hI gayA hai, athavA svayaM hI vaha rUpa dhAraNa kara liyA hai| AThaveM hisse meM kaise santoSa pAve ? svIkAra karanA par3egA ki tere kAma kI jAti hI bhinna prakAra kI hai| ghor3e aura gadhoM kA kyA mela? tere kAma kA mukAbalA hama sAtoM milakara bhI nahIM kara sakate / arthAt kucha bAhya mAtra sahAyatA sambandhI kArya kA sAtavA~ hissA hama saba ne kiyA, parantu anna ugAne kA kAma to vAsvata meM terA hI hai| sAjhe kI khetI kA milA-julA kAma kisI eka kA nahIM hai, sabakA hai| isaliye isa eka mile-jule kAma kA vizleSaNa karanA cAhiye / tabhI patA cala sakegA ki AThoM meM se pratyeka ne kauna-kauna kAma kiyA hai| vicArane se patA cala sakatA hai ki antaH prakAzarUpa caitanya kisAna kA kAma kevala "maiM anna utpanna karU~" isa vikalpa ke atirikta aura kucha nahIM / vaha becArA amUrtIka aura kara bhI kyA sakatA hai, jAnane dekhane va vikalpa utpanna karane ke atirikta ?

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11. kArya kAraNa vyavasthA 6. puruSArtha zarIra kA kAma hai kucha vizeSa prakAra se hilanA-DulanA aura isI prakAra baila Adi sarva padArthoM ke pRthak-pRthak kArya kI bhI koI sImA hai, jisako usane hI kiyA hai aura vaha hI kara sakatA hai| na anya ne kiyA hai aura na anya kara sakatA hai| yadyapi yaha bAta sarvathA mithyA bhI nahIM hai ki AThoM ke hI kAryoM meM paraspara koI nimitta-naimittika sambandha hai, arthAt kisAna ke nimitta se zarIra aura zarIra kI preraNA se baila, baila ke nimitta se hala va rahaTa aura isI prakAra anya bhI apanA-apanA kArya kara sake haiN| yadi ye na hote to kara na sakate / parantu yaha dRSTi to laukika hai, vikalpotpAdaka hai| isake tyAgane ke liye hI to saba puruSArtha hai| ata: hai bhavya ! isa dRSTi dvArA parama kalyANakArI usa alaukika dRSTi kA ghAta karane kA prayatna mata kara / isa dRSTi ko hI Upara paratantra zabda se kahA gayA hai aura usa alaukika dRSTi ko svatantra zabda se| donoM hI dRSTiyeM apane-apane sthAna para satya haiM / para mujhe to jisa-kisa prakAra bhI zAnti kA prayojana siddha karanA hai| jisa bhI dRSTi se siddha hotA jAnUM use hI apanA karttavya mAnUM dUsarI ko nahIM / jAnanA aura bAta hai, mAnanA aura / yadyapi eka vItarAgI ko bhI jAnatA hU~ aura eka cANDAla ko bhI parantu isakA yaha artha nahIM ki donoM mere upAsya haiM / upAsya to vItarAgI hI hai cANDAla nahIM / upAsya na kahane se cANDAla kA abhAva nahIM ho jaayegaa| isI prakAra paratantra-dRSTi ko to pahale se hI jAnatA thA, aba svatantra dRSTi bhI jAna gayA / jAnatA donoM ko hU~ para isakA yaha artha nahIM ki donoM dRSTi hI lakSya meM rakhanI yA Azraya karanI yogya haiM / zAnti-patha meM kevala eka svatantra dRSTi hI lakSya meM rahatI hai, paratantra-dRSTi nahIM / lakSya meM na rahane mAtra se dUsarI dRSTi ke AdhAra para nimitta kI nimittatA kA lopa nahIM ho jaataa| ___yadi dUsarI dRSTi para hI lakSya rakhanA hai to nimna prakAra kyoM nahIM rakhatA ki jisase terI dRSTi meM bhI bAdhA na par3e aura vikalpa bhI haTa jAveM / vizAla-dRSTi karake sampUrNa vizva ko yugapat anumAna meM le, to eka bahuta bar3e kArakhAne ke rUpa meM dikhAI detA hai jisameM sva tathA para sarva padArtha bar3I va choTI garAriyoM vat paraspara samparka meM rahate barAbara badala rahe haiM. aura kArakhAnA kAma kara rahA hai| yadi koI eka choTI sI garArI bhI nikAla lI jAe mazIna banda ho jAe, yA jabaradastI koI naI garArI Thoka dI jAya to bhI sArI mazIna banda ho jaae| para kyA aisA honA sambhava hai ? kyA aisA Aja taka kabhI huA hai ? saba dravya paraspara nimitta-naimittika rUpa se barAbara kAma kara rahe haiN| nimitta ko haTAne vAlA yA milAne vAlA tU kauna hai? tujhe yaha adhikAra kisane diyA? tujhameM itanI zakti hai bhI yA nahIM? samasta vizva kI advaita kriyA ko dRSTi meM rakhakara ina praznoM kA uttara khojeM to isa dizA meM apanI asamarthatA kA bhAna hue binA na rahe / nimitta milAne va haTAne ke sarva vikalpa dUra ho jAyeM, vizAla-dRSTi utpanna ho jAe, jJAtA dRSTA mAtra raha jAe / yahI to iSTa hai| Aja ke tere vikalpoM kA mUla kUpamaNDUka bane hue paratantra-dRSTi kA rakhanA hai, aura isI kAraNa anya ke kartApane kA ahaMkAra hotA hai| ataH paratantra-dRSTi ko saMkucita karane kA niSedha kiyA jA rahA hai, sarvathA niSedha nhiiN| yadi vizAla dRSTi se nahIM dekha sakatA, to isa paratantra dRSTi para ke lakSya ko sarvathA miTAne kA prayatna kara / bhrama na kara, zaMkA na kara, dRSTi miTAne se padArtha na mittegaa| tujhe apanA kalyANa karanA hai, nimitta kI rakSA nhiiN| Ama khAne haiM per3a nahIM ginane haiN| donoM dRSTiyoM meM se svatantra dRSTi hI isa mArga meM atyanta upAdeya va hitakara hai aura sAdhAraNa rUpa se paratantra dRSTi mahAna aniSTa, jaisAki Age-Age ke prakaraNoM meM siddha ho jaayegaa| 6. puruSArtha-kArya-vyavasthA kA tIsarA aMga hai 'puruSArtha' / unake binA bhI loka kA koI kArya hotA dekhA nahIM jAtA / yahA~ puruSArtha zabda kA vaha artha na samajhanA jo ki loka meM prayoga kiyA jAtA hai| loka meM to kevala manuSya ke yA adhika bar3he to cetana padArtha ke puruSArtha ko hI puruSArtha kahA jAtA hai / jar3a-tattva meM sAdhAraNa-janoM ko koI puruSArtha hotA dikhAI nahIM detaa| 'puruSArtha' yaha zabda bhI, puruSa yA jIva tattva kA icchApUrvaka hone vAlA jo prayatna yA pravRtti hai, usake prati saMketa karatA hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki ahaMkAra ko dhAraNa karane vAlA loka jar3a-padArthoM ko bilkula ni:zakta kI mAga

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11. kArya kAraNa vyavasthA 67 6. puruSArtha tathA apane AdhIna mAna baiThA hai / adhyAtma meM kisI bhI zabda kA itanA saMkucita artha grahaNa nahIM kiyA jAtA / yahA~ puruSArtha zabda kA artha bar3A vyApaka hai| pratyeka padArtha meM koI na koI puruSArtha prati-samaya pAyA jAtA hai, kyoMki pratyeka padArtha, jar3a ho ki cetana, choTA ho ki bar3A, apanI eka avasthA-vizeSa ko tajakara dUsarI avasthA-vizeSa ko dhAraNa karane ke prati yA eka sthAna ko tajakara anya sthAna ko prApta karane ke prati barAbara jhukane kA prayatna kara rahA hai| jaise agni para rakha dene se jala kA dhIre-dhIre USNatA kI ora jhukanA, athavA bhApa ko kisI bartana meM roka dene para usakA vahA~ se nikalane ke prati udyama krnaa| yaha bAta avazya hai ki Apake puruSArtha kI jAti kisI anya prakAra kI hai aura jar3a ke puruSArtha kI jAti anya prakAra kI / jo kAma lAkhoM vyakti milakara nahIM kara sakate vaha eka aNu kara sakatA hai| Apa cetana padArtha haiM, vicArazIla haiM, ata: Apake puruSArtha kI jAti bhI vicAraNAoM rupa haiM / paramANu jar3a hai, ata: usake puruSArtha kI jAti bhI jar3Atmaka hai| ApakA vikalpa karane rUpa puruSArtha indriyagocara nahIM hai, para usakA gamanAgamanarUpa kArya ke prati kA athavA agni Adi lagAne rUpa kArya ke prati kA yA anya kisI kArya ke prati kA jhukAva, sAkSAt athavA yantra-vizeSoM kI sahAyatA se indriyagocara hai| ata: siddhAnta yaha nikalA ki pratyeka padArtha meM puruSArtha hotA hai, bhale vaha jar3a ho yA cetana / antara kevala itanA hai ki jar3a kA puruSArtha jar3Atmaka hai aura cetana kA puruSArtha cetanAtmaka / jar3Atmaka hone ke kAraNa usa jar3a-padArtha meM puruSArtha kA abhAva nahIM kaha sakate / yadi koI padArtha svayaM apane andara apane dvArA apane liye navIna avasthA ko utpanna karane ke prati na jhuke to purAnI avasthA vinaza jAne para vaha padArtha avasthA-vihIna ho jAe, aura aisA ho jAe to isa vizva meM kucha bhI dikhAI na de, sarva-zUnya ho jaae| puruSArtha kA yaha AdhyAtmika vyApaka rUpa yadi 'puruSArtha' zabdoM meM Apako dikhAI na de sake to bhale hI isa zabda ko badalakara 'pariNati' aisA zabda kaha lIjiye parantu 'puruSArtha' zabda kA isa sthala para prayoga karane kA merA kyA abhiprAya hai, use samajha liijiye| Agama-bhASA meM kahane para, sarva padArthoM meM vIrya nAma kA eka sAmAnya guNa svIkAra kiyA gayA hai / jar3a kA vIrya jar3Atmaka aura cetana kA vIrya cetanAtmaka hotA hai / isa vIrya-guNa kI paryAya yA pravRtti-vizeSa ko puruSArtha kahate haiN| kahA bhI hai 'jo pariNamana kare so kartA kahalAtA hai, usakA jo pariNamana so usakA karma yA kArya kahalAtA hai, aura jo usakI arthAt eka avasthA ko tajakara dUsarI avasthA ke prati gamana karane kI pravRtti-vizeSa hai so usakI kriyA kahalAtI hai|' pariNamana aura pariNati meM itanA hI antara hai ki pariNati kriyA hai aura pariNamana usakA phala / arthAt jo navIna paryAya utpanna huI use pariNamana kahate haiM, aura pariNati usa pariNamana ko utpanna karane kI pravRtti yA jhukAva-vizeSa kA nAma hai / basa vastu kI isa pariNati ko hI yahA~ puruSArtha zabda kA vAcya banAyA jA rahA hai| ThIka hai ki yaha artha bAdala Adi kI vaisrasika arthAt anya-nirapekSa kriyAoM meM to spaSTa lAgU hotA hai, parantu ghaTa paTa banAne rUpa prAyogika yA anya-sApekSa kriyAoM meM lAgU hotA pratIta nahIM hotA; parantu dRSTAnta dekara isa prakAra ke prAyogika kAryoM kA vizleSaNa Upara kiyA jA cukA hai| jaise sAjhekI khetI meM kisAna akele amUrtIka cetana kA kArya yA kriyA rAga yA vikalpa karanA hai, usake zarIra kA kArya yA kriyA hilana-Dulana karanA hai, tathA isa eka mile-jule kArya meM baila, hala Adi sarva hI sAjhedAroM kA pRthak-pRthak kArya dRSTi meM lA diyA gayA hai, usI prakAra ghaTa-paTa Adi sarva hI laukika va vyavahArika kAryoM kA vizleSaNa karake pratyeka sAjhIdArake pRthak-pRthak kArya kA grahaNa ho jAne para, loka kA koI bhI kArya usa dRSTi meM prAyogika na dIkha sakegA balki vaisrasika hI diikhegaa| la kArya hai| jaba kArya ko hI padArtha kA sthAna va rUpa-parivartana-mAtra sthApita kara diyA gayA taba 'puruSArtha' pariNati ke atirikta aura kise kaha sakate haiN| vastu kI isa apanI pariNatirUpa puruSArtha ke abhAva meM, vastu kI avasthAoM meM kisI bhI prakAra kA parivartana honA asambhava hone ke kAraNa, puruSArtha bhI kArya vyavasthA kA eka aMga avazya hai| parantu isakA yaha artha nahIM ki puruSArtha hI paryApta hai, kyoMki nimitta Adi anya aMgoM ke abhAva meM vaha akelA kucha na kara skegaa|

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12. niyativAda 1. niyati tathA bhavitavya; 2. niyati kI siddhiH 3. anekoM prazna; 4. niyati puruSArtha; 5. niyati nimitta; 6. akAla mRtyu, 7. Agama AjJA; 8. sarvAMgINa maitrii|| 1. niyati tathA bhavitavya vastu kI kArya-vyavasthA meM cauthA aura pA~cavA aMga hai 'niyati' tathA 'bhvitvy'| AdhyAtmika prakaraNoM meM yaha viSaya sabase adhika jaTila tathA vivAdagrasta hai / yaha prakaraNa sunakara Apako aisA lagegA mAno pahale kahe gaye nimitta va puruSArtha vAle aMgoM para pAnI hI pherA jA rahA ho, para vAstava meM aisA abhiprAya nahIM hai / sarva aMgoM ko yugapat kahA jAnA sambhava nahIM hai, isaliye eka-eka aMga ko pRthak-pRthak grahaNa karake kahA jA rahA hai| pahale jaba svabhAva kI bAta kahI thI taba kevala usa hI kA pakSa kiyA thA anya aGgoM kA nhiiN| isI prakAra jaba nimitta va puruSArtha kA nambara AyA to unakA hI pakSa kiyA gayA anya aGgoM kA nahIM / aba niyati va bhavitavya kI bArI AI hai, ata: isa prakaraNa meM kevala inhIM kA pakSa kiyA jAyegA anya aGgoM kA nhiiN| vacanoM ke dvArA eka samaya meM eka hI aGgakA pratipAdana kiyA jAnA zakya hai, isIliye vacana sarvadA ekAntarUpa hote haiN| eka pakSa ko pakaDakara usakA hI kathana karanA aura anya aGgoM kA kathana usa samaya pIche DAla denA, isako Agama meM 'naya' kahate haiM / yadi isameM se dUsare aGgoM kA abhiprAya sarvathA lopa kara diyA jAya to yaha naya 'durnaya' yA 'ekAnta' kahalAtI hai, aura yadi abhiprAya meM anya aGgoM kI maitrI barAbara banI rahe to 'sunaya' kahalAtI hai / 'ekAnta' yA 'durnaya' vyakti ke adha:patana kA kAraNa hai, kyoMki vaha usameM pakSapAt utpanna kara detI hai, parantu 'sunaya' vastu-vyavasthA kA ThIka-ThIka nirNaya karAke vyakti ke jJAna ko vyApaka va sarala banA detI hai, pakSapAt kA vinAza karatI hai| ata: niyati ke isa prakaraNa ko sunakara kevala isI kA pakSa pakar3a lenA yogya nahIM hai, balki jaisAki Age samanvaya karate samaya pA~coM aGgoM kI maitrI darzAI jAyegI usI prakAra jJAna meM sarva aGgoM ko avakAza dete hue vastu-vyavasthA meM sarva ko hI yugapat dekhane kA prayala karanA, anyathA pahale sarva kathana para isa niyati se avazya hI pAnI phira jaayegaa| karmadhArArUpa mAnavIya ahaMkAra para yaha 'niyati' itanI kar3I coTa hai, ki use vaha sahana nahIM kara sakatA aura bar3e jora se cIkhane lagatA hai| isa 'niyati' se kA~patA huA vaha kabhI Agama kI duhAI detA hai aura kabhI puruSArtha va kartavya kI. kabhI nija-svatantratA kA dvAra khaTakhaTAtA hai aura kabhI pratyakSa rUpa se daSTa kAryoM kI sAkSI kabhI nimittoM se rakSA kI prArthanA karatA hai aura kabhI svacchandAcAra kA bhaya dikhatA hai| garaja usa tattva ko pacAnA to dUra usake sunane kI bhI zakti Aja ke mAnava meM nahIM hai / usake sunate hI hRdaya meM khalabalI utpanna ho jAtI hai| mana baukhalA uThatA hai aura zaMkAoM kA tUphAna umar3a par3atA hai| ata: bhAI ina zaMkAoM ko kucha dera ke liye dabAkara dhairyapUrvaka sunane kA prayatna kara / vizvAsa dilAtA hU~ ki anta meM terI saba zaMkAyeM dUra ho jaayeNgii| __ 'niyati' zabda kAla-sUcaka hai aura 'bhavitavya' bhAva-sUcaka / 'niyati' kA artha hai nizcita samaya para kisI kArya kA honA, aura 'bhavitavya' kA artha hai vaha kArya joki usa nizcita samaya meM hone yogya hai / 'niyati' kA nirdeza Agama meM 'kAla-labdhi' zabda dvArA kiyA gayA hai, aura saurASTra se Ane vAlI 'kramabaddhatA' kI guJjAra isI kI ora saMketa karatI hai / 'niyati' yA nizcita samaya, dravya, kSetra, kAla, bhAva, nimitta va puruSArtha saba para lAgU hotA hai / arthAt jisa dravya meM kArya yA avasthA utpanna honI hotI hai vaha usa samaya nizcita rUpa se vahI hotA hai, jisa sthAna para vaha kArya honA hotA hai vaha kSetra bhI usa samaya nizcita rUpa se vahI hotA hai, jisa samaya meM vaha kArya honA hotA hai vaha samaya bhI nizcita rUpa se vahI hotA hai, jisa prakAra kA tathA jo kArya honA hotA hai vaha kArya yA bhavitavya bhI usa samaya vahI hotA hai, jisa nimitta se honA hotA hai, vaha nimitta bhI usa samaya vahI hotA hai, aura jisa prakAra ke puruSArtha dvArA honA hotA hai vaha bhI usa samaya nizcita rUpa se vahI hotA hai, dUsare zabdoM meM yoM kaha lIjiye ki "jisa padArtha ko, jahA~, jaba, jisa prakAra se, jisa nimitta ke dvArA, jisa prakAra ke puruSArtha dvArA, jo kArya yA bhavitavya karanA hotA hai; vaha

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12. niyativAda 2. niyati kI siddhi padArtha, vahA~, taba, usI prakAra se, usI nimitta ke dvArA, usI prakAra ke puruSArtha dvArA, vahI kArya yA bhavitavya nizcita rUpa se karatA hai; isameM jinendra yA devendra koI bhI pheraphAra karane ko samartha nahIM hai, aisI isa siddhAnta kI nirbhIka ghoSaNA hai / 69 dekha isa bAta ko sunate hI uthala pathala macane lagI tere bhItara - 1. puruSArtha kA abhAva ho jAyegA / 2. mokSa jaba honA hogA ho jAyegA, sAdhanA kyoM karU~ ? 3. niyati ke AdhIna hokara paMgu bana jAU~gA maiM / 4. saba kucha niyata hai to nimittoM ke grahaNa-tyAga kI bhI kyA AvazyakatA raha jAyegI hameM, jIvana ke pratyeka kArya meM ? 5. akAla-mRtyu nAma kI koI cIja nahIM raha jAyegI / 6. Agama meM niyativAda ko mithyAtva kahA gayA hai| usake sAtha virodha AyegA / 7. niyati ko svIkAra kara lene para vastu paratantra ho jAyegI / ityAdi-ityAdi anekoM prazna uThane lage tere hRdaya meM / terA koI doSa nahIM / viSaya hI ati jaTila hai / yadi samajhanA hai to ina zaMkAoM ko kucha dera ke liye dabA, jJAna ko sarala kara, ahaMkAra ko pIche haTA, vyApaka dRSTi utpanna kara, karmadhArA kI ora se haTa, pUrvokta jJAnadhArA meM praveza pA, kyoMki yaha viSaya karmadhArA kA nahIM hai jJAnadhArA kA hai| karmadhArA meM jAne para tere sAre hI prazna sArthaka haiM aura usa avasthA meM maiM una sabako terI mAnyatA ke anusAra saharSa svIkAra karatA hU~ / parantu yahA~ to eka alaukika vicitra dRSTi kA paricaya diyA jA rahA hai, joki zAntipatha kA mUla AdhAra hai| aura saba bAteM to jAnI dekhI haiM, parantu yaha bAta sarvathA aparicita hai, isaliye anokhI lagatI hai| samajhane kA prayatna kara, samajha meM baiTha jAne para ye sarva AzaMkAyeM svataH dUra ho jAyeMgI / yahA~ jJAtAdRSTA banAne kI bAta hai, hRdaya meM prabhutva utpanna karane kI bAta hai, vartamAna meM hI sarvajJa banAne kI bAta hai, tere jJAna kI mahimA darzAne kI bAta hai| bAta alaukika hai, ataH laukika dRSTi se nahIM divya dRSTi se samajhI jA sakatI hai | bhagavAna kA virATa rUpa dikhAne ke liye gItA meM arjuna ko divyacakSu pradAna kI gaI thI, usI ke dvArA dekhane kA prayatna kara / sarva hI matoM sampradAyoM kI bhA~ti jaina darzana ne bhI bhaviSyagrAhI jJAna svIkAra kiye haiN| bhaviSya meM hone vAle kisI kArya tathA saMyogoM Adi ko vartamAna meM hI pratyakSa tathA nizcit rUpa se jAnane vAle jJAna ko bhaviSyagrAhI jJAna kahate haiM / yadyapi vartamAna meM ina jJAnoM kA pratyakSa nahIM hotA hai parantu sarva hI sampradAyoM ke AgamoM meM usakI sattA para vizvAsa avazya kiyA jAtA hai / eka jJAna to aisA hai ki Age hone vAle ghaTa paTa Adika dRSTa kAryoM ko, athavA mAnavIya vyApAra dhandhoM ko, athavA janma-maraNa ko athavA dhana kI lAbha-hAni ko, athavA zatru-mitra yA anya padArthoM ke saMyoga-viyoga ko tathA isI prakAra ke anya bhI anekoM sthUla kAryoM ko, kaI varSa pahale se jAna letA hai| aise jJAna ko 'avadhijJAna' kahate haiM / yaha jJAna ina sarva kAryoM ko vartamAna meM hI pratyakSavat dekhatA hai| jyotiSa jJAna bhI ina sarva kAryoM kA pahale se nizcita anumAna lagA letA hai / yaha yadyapi avadhijJAnavat pratyakSa nahIM hotA parantu nizcita avazya hotA hai, jaise ki sUrya grahaNa kA nizcita samaya batAne vAlA jnyaan| isako Agama meM nimittajJAna kahate haiN| yaha bhI svara, cihna Adi ATha prakAra kA hotA hai / vistAra ke bhaya se yahA~ unake bheda-prabheda kahanA iSTa nahIM hai| eka jJAna aisA hotA hai jo Age hone vAle mAnavIya buddhi ke adRSTa vikalpoM ko bhI pahale se pratyakSa jAna letA hai / vaha yahA~ taka batA detA hai ki do mahIne pIche amuka samaya amuka vyakti aisA vicAra kregaa| isako Agama meM 'mana:paryayajJAna' kahA gayA hai| cauthA jJAna sarvajJa kA hai, jo jar3a va cetana ke sakala carAcara, sUkSma va sthUla, dRSTa va adRSTa, zuddha va azuddha, svAbhAvika va vaibhAvika, bhUta- vartamAna- bhavaSyita ke sarva hI kAryoM ko hastAmalakavat vartamAna meM dekhatA hai / use AgamakAroM ne 'kevalajJAna' ke nAma se kahA hai / yaha jJAna atyanta vyApaka va nirvikalpa hone ke kAraNa hamAre anumAna kA viSaya nahIM hai tathA vivAdAspada bhI hai, parantu avadhi Adi pahale tIna bhaviSyagrAhI jJAna spaSTa rUpa se vikalpAtmaka svIkAra kiye gaye haiM / 2. niyati kI siddhi niyati kI siddhi yadyapi Agama, anubhava, tarka va vijJAna ina cAroM prakAroM se kI jAnI sambhava hai, tadapi grantha-vistAra ke bhaya se, viSaya lambA khiMca jAne para kadAcit isa pakSa kA poSaNa AvazyakatA se adhika na ho jAe isa bhaya se, tathA nimitta Adi anya aGga niHsAra bhAsane na laga jAyeM isa bhaya se, kevala Agama tathA anubhava se hI siddha karake chor3a detA hU~ /

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70 12. niyativAda 4. niyati-puruSArtha yahA~ itanA hI anumAna kiyA jAtA hai ki yadi koI bhI bhaviSyagrAhI jJAna kI sattA svIkAraNIya hai to 'niyati' ko svIkAra karanA hI hogaa| binA niyata-vastu-vyavasthA ko svIkAra kiye isa prakAra ke jJAna, kalpanA mAtra banakara raha jaayeNge| kyoMki jaisA kArya pahale huA thA vaisA hI jJAna vartamAna meM jAnatA hai aura jaisA jAnatA hai vaisA hI huA thaa| isI prakAra jaisA kArya vartamAna meM ho rahA hai vaisA hI jJAna jAnatA hai aura jaisA vaha jAnatA hai vaisA hI ho rahA hai / isI prakAra yaha bhI mAnanA hogA ki jaisA kArya Age bhaviSya meM hogA vaisA hI vaha jJAna vartamAna meM jAnatA hai, aura jaisA vaha jAnatA hai vaisA hI hogaa| jisa prakAra jAnane ke anusAra hI bhUtakAla kA kArya nizcita hai, usameM phera phAra sambhava nhiiN| jJAna ke AdhAra para kArya kI nizciti avalambita nahIM hai, pratyuta kArya kI nizciti para jJAna avalambita hai / jJAna ne jAnA hai isaliye vaisA nahIM hotA, pratyuta kArya kA honA isa prakAra se nizcita hai isaliye jJAna vaisA jAnatA hai / jisa prakAra darpaNa meM jaisA pratibimba par3a rahA hai, nizcita rUpa se vaisA hI padArtha usake sAmane vidyamAna hai; isI prakAra jJAna meM jaisA pratyakSa ho rahA hai, nizcita rUpa se vaisA hI jJeya athavA kArya usake sAmane vidyamAna hai| isa prakAra jJAna se niyati siddha hotI hai| anubhava ke AdhAra para bhI siddha kI jA sakatI hai yaha / Apa sabake jIvana meM nitya anekoM aise avasara Ate haiM, jabaki Apa karanA to kucha aura cAhate haiM aura samaya Ane para ho kucha aura jAtA hai| kadAcit jyotiSI ke dvArA batAI gaI bhaviSyata sambandhI kisI bAta ko jhUThA karane kA apanI ora se pUrA-pUrA udyama karate ho, para phira bhI vaha ghaTanA samaya Ane para usI prakAra ghaTa jAtI hai, jisa prakAra ki batAI gaI thii| pUjya varNIjI ke jIvana kI eka ghaTanA yotiSI ne batAyA ki amuka dina 9 baje kI gAr3I se sammedazikhara jaaoge| barAbara yAda rakhane kA prayatna kiyA usa bAta ko, paranta jaba vaha dina AyA to itanI tIvra jijJAsA udita haI yAtrA karanekI ki saba kacha bhala ge|9 baje vAlI gAr3I se hI ravAnA ho gae, aura gAr3I cala cukane para yAda AyA ki maiM jyotiSI kI bAta ko jhUThA karane kI socatA thA para kara na sakA / na cAhate hue bhI samaya Ane para Apako kadAcit koI aisA kArya karanA par3a jAtA hai jisakA Apako pahale bhAna taka nahIM thaa| vistAra ke bhaya se udAharaNa nahIM detA, para mere tAtparya ko Apa samajha gae hoNge| niyati ke atirikta aura kyA kaha sakate haiM ise ? 3. anekoM prazna-yahA~ anekoM prazna mana ko kSubdha karane lagate haiN| yathA-1. niyati ko svIkAra kara lene para puruSArtha kA jIvana meM koI sthAna nahIM raha jAtA / 2. mokSa jaba honI hogI taba ho hI jAyegI, sAdhanA karake kyA kruuN| 3. yadi puruSArtha bhI niyata hai to maiM hara prakAra se niyati ke AdhIna hokara paMgu bana jaauuNgaa| 4. yadi nimitta kA milanA bhI niyata hai to unake grahaNa tyAgakI kyA aavshyktaa| 5. niyati svIkAra karane para akAla mRtya kA tathA karmoM ke utkarSaNa apakarSaNa kA koI artha nahIM raha jAtA, jabaki zAstroM meM unakA spaSTa nirdeza kiyA gayA hai / 6. Agama meM niyati kI svIkRti ko mithyAtva batAyA gayA hai| ina sabakA samAdhAna krama se kiyA jAyegA, thor3A citta ko zAnta karake suniye| yadyapi inake atirikta bhI anya anekoM prazna udita ho sakate haiM, yathA--1. jo honA thA huA, karane vAle kA kyA doSa / isa prakAra jagata meM aparAdha nAma kI koI vastu nahIM raha jaayegii| 2. yadi AcArya, kA yaha siddhAnta mAnya hai to unhoMne dharma karma kA upadeza kyoM diyA / 3. niyati kyA vastu hai, dravya hai, guNa hai yA paryAya hai / 4. anekAnta ke anusAra niyati ke sAmane aniyati kaise ghaTita hotI hai, ityAdi / parantu ina sabake pRthak-pRthak uttara yahA~ diye jAne sambhava nahIM hai / uparokta 6. meM hI inake uttara svayaM garbhita ho jAte haiN| 4. niyati-puruSArtha lIjiye aba krama-pUrvaka ApakI zaMkAoM kA samAdhAna karatA hU~ / prathama zaMkA hai yaha ki 'niyati ko svIkAra kara lene para paruSArtha kA abhAva ho jaayegaa|' bhAI / paruSArtha kA artha samajhAte samaya pahale yaha bhalI bhA~ti batAyA jA cukA hai ki pratyeka padArtha, jar3a ho yA cetana, parivartana-svabhAvI hai| pratyeka kSaNa navIna-navIna parivartana yA kArya karate rahane vAlI usakI nija pariNati hI usakA puruSArtha hai| tU bhI eka cetana vastu hai| avasthA-parivartana rUpa kArya karate rahanA terA svabhAva hai / svabhAva kA abhAva tIna kAla meM sambhava nhiiN| binA koI na koI puruSArtha kiye tU raha hI nahIM sktaa| ata: terA yaha prazna nirarthaka hai|

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12. niyativAda 71 5. niyati-nimita dUsarA prazna hai 'mokSa jaba honI hogI ho jAyegI, sAdhanA kyoM karU~, so bhI ThIka nahIM kyoMki khAlI to tU baiTha nahIM sakatA, kucha na kucha to karanA hI hogaa| aba batA ki kyA karanA acchA lagatA hai tujhe? yadi karmadhArA-rUpa laukika kArya karanA bhAtA hai taba to 'niyati' para zraddhA huI kaise kahI jA sakatI hai, kyoMki niyati kI to yaha ghoSaNA hai ki "laukika viSaya ho yA alaukika kisI ko bhI apane anukUla banAne kA adhikAra tujhe nahIM hai / ata: donoM hI dazAoM meM karane-dharane sambandhI vikalpa ko chor3akara, jo kucha ho rahA hai yA hone vAlA hai, use kevala dekha tathA jaan|" mokSamArga ko niyati para chor3anA aura saMsAra mArga ko puruSArtha kI ora baiMcanA, yahI to batA rahA hai ki tere abhiprAya meM karmadhArA hai jJAnadhArA nhiiN| saba kucha niyata dekhanA hI jJAna dhArA hai / bAhara meM kucha apanI kalpanA ke anusAra parivartana karane kA vikalpa kara dhiArA hai, jisakA AdhAra niyati nahIM aniyati hai| kyoMki kArya-vyavasthA ko aniyata jAnane vAlA hI bAhara meM kucha karane-dharane kA prayatna karatA hai, use niyata jAnane vAlA nhiiN| tAtparya yaha ki karmadhArA niyati ke anurUpa nahIM pratyuta aniyati ke anurUpa puruSArtha hai| donoM hI dazAoM meM puruSArtha bAdhita nahIM hotaa| niyati meM rahatA hai jJAnadhArArUpa puruSArtha aura aniyati meM rahatA hai karmadhArArUpa puruSArtha / tIsarA prazna hai yaha ki maiM 'niyati ke adhIna hokara paMgu bana jAU~gA' / isa prazna kA uttara bhI pUrvokta do praznoM meM A cukA hai / jaba taka karmadhArArUpa puruSArtha kara rahA hai taba taka to tujhe niyati para vizvAsa hI nahIM hai / usake AdhIna kaise ho sakatA hai ? aura jaba niyati para vizvAsa karake usake AdhIna bana jAyegA, to usa samaya jJAnadhArArUpa puruSArtha karatA huA hogA tU / paMgu kaise banegA? usakI yaha AdhInatA to iSTa hI hai|| 5. niyati-nimitta--aba cauthA prazna hai ki 'nimittoM kA milanA bhI yadi niyati hI hai to phira unako grahaNa-tyAga karane kI AvazyakatA hI kyA?' isa prazna kA uttara dene se pahale hama tujhase pUchanA cAhate haiM ki yaha prazna kisa ruci se kara rahA hai-jJAnadhArA kI ruci se yA karmadhArA kI ruci se? aisA pratIta hotA hai ki andara meM to ruci par3I hai karmadhArA kI aura bAhara meM bAta kara rahA hai jJAnadhArA ke viSayabhUta niyati kI / mela baiThe to kaise baiThe ? kisI bhI kArya karane kI preraNA niyati nahIM, ruci detI hai| dekha vartamAna meM tujhe dhana kamAne kI ruci hai to tU usI prakAra kI pravRtti bhI karatA hai / upArjita dhanakA upayoga karane ke liye tadanukUla viSaya-sAmagrI kA saMgaha karatA hai aura usa bhoga ke AdhArabhUta isa zarIra ko svastha rakhane kA prayatna bhI karatA hai / isa prakAra se ina sakala nimittoM ke prati pravRtta honA hI to dhanopArjana viSayaka puruSArtha hai yA kucha aura? aura isa puruSArtha ke phalasvarUpa dhana tathA viSaya-sAmagrI kI prApti kA honA hI hai usakA phala yA bhavitavya / isa prakAra ke puruSArtha para se terI antaraMga zraddhA kA tathA ruci kA paricaya milatA hai| yadi yaha ruci badalakara zAnti-prApti kI dizA ke prati jhuka jAye to usake liye tU kucha prayatna karegA yA nahIM ? kyA sarvathA niThallA baiTha jAnA sambhava hai ? mana se, vacana se tathA kAya se, tInoM se kucha na kucha to karegA hii| yA to sarva mAnasika vikalpoM ko haTAkara jJAnadhArA meM nizcala rahane kA prayatna karegA aura yadi vaisI sAmarthya nahIM hai to deva-guru-zAstra kI zaraNa meM jAkara tadanukUla koI dhArmika anuSThAna kregaa| isa dizA meM tIsarA koI kArya kiyA jAnA sambhava nhiiN| sAkSAt rUpa se jJAnadhArA meM nizcala rahane ko to abhI tU samartha nahIM hai, isaliye tadanukUla karmadhArA rUpa koI vyavahArika puruSArtha hI kara sakatA hai| aura sakala vyavahArika puruSArtha kA svarupa hai vahI jo ki dhanopArjana kI dizA meM Upara batAyA jA cukA hai, arthAt anukUla nimittoM kA grahaNa aura pratikUla kA tyAga / ata: yaha kaise sambhava hai ki dharma yA zAnti kI ruci jAgata ho jAne para aura karmadhArA kI bhami para sthita rahate hae ta dharma ke sAdhaka nimittoM kA grahaNa tathA usake bAdhaka nimittoM kA tyAga na kare / yahI terA isa dizA kA puruSArtha hai, jo ki batA rahA hai ki niyati yA kAlalabdhi aba sudhara gaI hai terI / puruSArtha ke phalasvarUpa dhIre-dhIre vikalpoM kI nivRtti-pUrvaka terA jJAnadhArA meM praviSTa ho jAnA nizcita hai, aura yahI hai isa puruSArtha kA bhavitavya / tAtparya yaha ki yadi tU deva-guru-zAstra Adi kI zaraNa meM jAkara apanI zakti ke anusAra dharmika anuSThAnoM meM pravRtta hone kA prayatna kare to avazya hI mokSa kA pAtra bana jAye / isI meM niyati-darzaka jJAnadhArAkI rUci bhI svata: siddha hai|

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12. niyativAda 7. Agama AjJA nimittAdi kA grahaNa - tyAga to karatA rahe dhanopArjana kI dizAvAlA, aura bAta karatA rahe niyati kI tathA jJAnadhArA kI, yaha to niyati kI svIkRti kahalAtI nahIM / yathAzakti dhanopArjana kI dizAvAle kAryoM se haTakara dhArmika dizAvAle kAryoM meM pravRtta hone kA pUrA-pUrA prayatna kare, to usI meM niyati kI anukta svIkRti nihita hai, kyoMki aisA karane se hI terI buddhi dhIre-dhIre vikalpoM se haTakara jJAnadhArA meM praveza pAne ke yogya hotI calI jAyegI / jAnane, zraddhA- karane tathA pravRtti karane meM bar3A antara hai / jAnA kucha aura jAtA hai aura kiyA kucha aura jAtA hai| jAnA to jAtA dhanopArjana, aura dukAna meM mAla bharane ke liye kiyA jAtA hai dhana vyaya / isI prakAra jAnI to jAtI hai jJAnadhArA vAlI nirvikalpatA, aura pravRtti kI jAtI hai tadanukUla nimittoM ke grahaNa tyAga rUpa vikalpoM kii| isI pravRtti meM par3I hai niyati kI svIkRti / kyoMki vikalpAtmaka hote hue bhI isa prakAra kI pravRttikA lakSya hai nirvikalpatA / isa lakSya kI pUrti kA yahA~ sarvathA abhAva ho aisA bhI nahIM hai| AMzika rUpa se usakI prApti bhI barAbara ho hI rahI hai / laukika dizA vAlI tIvra karmadhArA dhIre-dhIre virAma pAtI jA rahI hai aura zAnti kI dizA vAlI manda jJAnadhArA dhIre-dhIre udita hotI jA rahI hai / 72 6. akAla-mRtyu -- pA~cavAM prazna hai akAla-mRtyu sambandhI / samaya se pahale viSabhakSaNa Adi se hone vAlI mRtyu ko 'akAlamRtyu' kahate haiM / karma-siddhAnta ke antargata pUrvabaddha karmoM kI sthiti Adi ke ghaTane bar3hane ko ' apakarSaNa' va 'utkarSaNa' kahate haiM aura prakRti ke badala jAne ko 'saMkramaNa' kahate haiN| samaya se pahale karma ko udaya meM lAnA 'udIraNA' kahalAtI hai aura samaya se pahale unheM jhAr3a denA 'nirjarA' kahalAtI hai| 'Agama-kathita ye saba viSaya niyati ke bAdhaka haiM, aisI AzaMkA bhI karanI yogya nahIM, kyoMki usakA uttara to vahI uparokta vikalpa hai, jisake Ane para tadanurUpa hI pravRtti svata: hotI hai| tIvra-krodha Ane para hI viSabhakSaNa Adi kA kArya hotA hai, usake abhAva meM nhiiN| isI prakAra apakarSaNa, udIraNA va nirjarA Adi ke sambandha meM bhI jAnanA / kyoMki akAla mRtyu kA artha Ayu-karma kI udIraNA ke atirikta aura kucha nahIM hai| akAla to kevala isaliye kahI jAtI hai ki jitanI Ayu baMdhI, utanI sthiti pUrI nahIM kI / vAstava meM koI bhI karma aisA nahIM jisakI sthiti bandha ke anusAra hI udaya meM AtI ho / buddhihIna sUkSma prANiyoM meM bhI ye utkarSaNa Adi barAbara ho rahe haiN| jaisA jaisA vikalpa usa-usa samaya AtA hai, vaisI vaisI pravRtti usa-usa samaya hotI hai, tatphalasvarUpa vaisA-vaisA hI navIna bandha va utkarSaNa Adi hotA hai / utkarSaNa Adi ke pariNAma koI aura hoM aura bandha ke koI aura, aisA nahIM hai| eka samaya ke jisa eka pariNAma yA pravRtti se bandha hotA hai, usI se usI samaya yathAyogya utkarSaNa, apakarSaNa Adi bhI hote haiM, ataH inase niyati bAdhita nahIM ho sakatI / 7. Agama AjJA--chaThA prazna hai yaha ki 'niyati kI svIkRti ko 'Agama meM mithyAtva batAyA gayA hai' / so bhAI ! yaha bAta bhI dRSTi kI saMkIrNatA ke kAraNa hI nikala rahI hai / gomaTTasAra Adi granthoM meM jahA~ ise mithyAtva batAyA hai, vahA~ yaha dekha ki prakaraNa kyA cala rahA hai, aura phira usake anusAra hI usakA artha lgaa| Azcarya hogA yaha sunakara ki jahA~ para tujhe niyati kA niSedha dikha rahA hai, vahA~ para hI tujhe niyati kA samarthana dikhane lgegaa| so kaise ? vahI batAtA hU~ / vahA~ para prakaraNa ekAnta - mithyAtvakA hai, jisake 363 bheda karake dikhAye haiM / asti nAsti Adi sapta bhaMga, jIvAdi sapta tattva yA nava padArtha, nitya anitya Adi vikalpa tathA loka meM prasiddha 8 vAdoM ko paraspara meM guNA karake kriyAvAdiyoM Adi ke anekoM bhaMga banAye gaye haiM, jina sabakA jor3a 363 hotA hai / ve AThavAda bhI ye haiM - 1. svabhAvavAda, 2. AtmavAda, 3. IzvaravAda, 4. kAlavAda 5. saMyogavAda, 6. puruSArthavAda, 7. niyativAda, 8. daivavAda / usa sthala para ina AThoM vAdoM ke lakSaNa mAtra kiye gaye haiM unakA niSedha nahIM / hA~ prakaraNavaza unake niSedhakA tAtparya vahA~ avazya hai, parantu sarvathA niSedha kA prayojana nahIM hai / una-unako ekAnta rUpa se grahaNa karanA, arthAt apanI ruci ke anusAra unameM se koI eka yA do Adi vAda to svIkAra kara leM aura anya kA niSedha kara deM, aisA karanA ekAnta mithyAtva hai / isa prakAra yadi gaura se dekhA jAye to vahA~ eka niyativAda ko hI mithyAvAda batAyA gayA ho, aisA nahIM hai / vahA~

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12. niyativAda 73 8. sarvAGgINa maitrI to sapta bhaMga, sAta tattva, nava padArtha, ina sabakI svIkRti ko ekAnta batAyA gayA hai| tU yadi puruSArtha yA saMyoga va nimitta ke gAna gAtA hai to vahA~ unakI svIkRti ko bhI mithyAtva kahA gayA hai / vahA~ to svabhAva kI svIkRti ko bhI mithyAtva kahA hai| jainAgamakA kauna-sA aisA tattva hai jise vahA~ mithyAtva na kahA gayA ho / yadi usa kathana para se niyati kA niSedha karanA hai to anya sarva vAdoM va aMgoM kA bhI niSedha karanA pdd'egaa| aura yadi aisA kara de to raha hI kyA gayA ? kyA sarva zUnya kI svIkRti ko samyaktva kahegA ? bhAI ! vahA~ niyati kA niSedha nahIM kiyA hai balki sapta tattvoM Adi kI bhA~ti usako bhI svIkAra karane ke liye kahA hai / vahA~ to yaha batAyA hai ki jisa prakAra nimitta va puruSArtha se hIna niyati kI svIkRti ekAnta hai usI prakAra niyati se hIna puruSArtha va nimitta Adi kI svIkRti bhI mithyAtva hai / kyoMki sarva kathana kara dene ke pazcAt AcArya svayaM vahA~ eka gAthA kaha rahe haiM, jisakA tAtparya yaha hai ki, "ekAnta mithyAtva ke ye 363 bheda kaha diye gaye, para ye itane hI nahIM haiM, asaMkhyAta haiM, kyoMki jitane vacana vikalpa haiM utane hI nayavAda haiM aura jitane nayavAda haiM utane hI ekAnta haiM / anya matavAdiyoM ke vahI vacana mithyA haiM kyoMki ve 'sarvathA' zabda ke sAtha vartate haiM, parantu jaina yA anekAnta vAdiyoM ke vahI vacana samyak haiM kyoMki ve 'kathaJcit' pada se cinhita haiM / " isa gAthA ke anusAra 'niyati' kA sarvathA niSedha karake zeSa bace 362 kI svIkRti bhI ekAnta kahalAyegI / kisI na kisI prakAra ina 363 tathA inake atirakti anya aneka bAtoM ko yugapat svIkAra karanA hI vAstava meM vyApaka-anekAnta-dRSTi hai aura vahI samyaktva hai / aba tU hI nirNaya karale ki yahA~ niyati kA niSedha karAyA gayA hai| yA svIkAra ? 8. sarvAGgINa maitrI - prazna samApta ho gae, parantu hRdaya aba bhI samAhita nahIM huA / niyati kA bala svIkAra kara lene para vastu paratantra sI hotI pratIta hone lagatI hai| so bhAI ! bar3I muzkila kI bAta hai| svabhAva ko kahane jAtA hU~ to vastu svabhAva ke AdhIna hokara paratantra hone lagatI hai, nimitta ko kahane jAtA hU~ to vastu nimitta ke AdhIna hokara paratantra hone lagatI hai aura niyati ko kahaneM jAtA hU~ to vastu niyati ke AdhIna hokara paratantra hone lagatI hai, samAdhAna karU~ to kaise karU~ ? bhaiyA ! vastu kA tathA usakI kArya-vyavasthA kA svarUpa bar3A jaTila hai| vAstava meM jo kucha bhI eka samaya meM kahA jAtA hai, vastu-vyavasthA vaisI hai nhiiN| vaha hai ina pA~coM samavAyoM kA eka akhaNDa-piNDa / kevala jJAnadhArA hI samartha hai use dekhane ke liye, jisakA ullekha nimittopAdAna maitrI meM pahale kiyA jA cukA hai / 1 kisI bhI kArya ke liye anekoM kAraNakUToM kI AvazyakatA hotI hai / yahA~ to kevala pA~ca hI kA ullekha kiyA hai, usameM to anantoM aMga eka hI samaya par3e haiN| jaba taka vastu ko par3hane kA prayatna na karegA prazna uThate hI rahegeM / yadyapi sabhI kA tarkapUrNa uttara upalabdha hai, tadapi sthAnAbhAva ke kAraNa sabakA ullekha yahA~ kiyA jAnA sambhava nahIM hai / sabhI bAtoM ko yugapat dekhe to svataH sabakA samAdhAna prApta ho jaay| kisI eka mazIna ke purje yathA sthAna jar3e rahate hue bhI yadi usameM se eka choTI sI kIla nikAla lI jAe to saba ghoTamaTAlA ho jaae| bhale hI paise kI dRSTi se usakA mUlya na ke barAbara ho, parantu mazIna kI kArya-vyavasthA meM usakA bhI utanA hI mUlya hai jitanA ki kisI bar3I bhArI garI kaa| isI prakAra vizva kI sahaja kArya-vyavasthA meM sabhI aMgoM yA samavAyoM kA samAna mUlya hai, na kisI kA kama na adhika / bhale hI tattva - dRSTA kI dRSTi meM nimitta kA koI mUlya na ho parantu vastu kI kArya-vyavasthA meM usakI upekSA nahIM kI jA sakatI, aura isI prakAra anya aMgoM kI bhI / ataH zabdoM kI kheMcatAna chor3akara sAkSI - bhAva se isa bAhyAbhyantara jagata kA tamAzA dekha | ina pA~coM samavAyoM meM vastu kA 'utpAda-vyaya-dhauvya' svabhAva to trikAla sat hai aura isaliye usameM kucha bhI kiye jAne kA prazna nahIM / niyati koI vastubhUta padArtha nahIM hai / na vaha koI dravya hai, na kisI dravya kA koI guNa hai aura na kisI kI koI paryAya / vaha hai usa kAla kA nAma jisameM ki koI vivakSita kArya siddha honA hotA hai| isa prakAra bhavitavya bhI hai mAtra usa kArya kA nAma jo ki usa kAla meM siddha honA hotA hai| ataH ina donoM aMgoM meM bhI vyakti ko karane ke liye kucha nahIM hai| aba raha gae nimitta tathA puruSArtha / tahA~ nimitta ke rUpa meM yaha guruvANI tathA tere apane

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12. niyativAda 74 8. sarvAGgINa maitrI jJAna kI zakti vartamAna meM tujhe sahaja prApta hai, isaliye use prApta karane ke liye bhI tujhe kucha karanA nahIM hai / prApta ko prApta karane kA prayatna kauna karatA hai ? raha gayA akelA puruSArtha / vahI karane kI bAta hai / guruvANI rUpa isa nimitta kI zaraNa meM jAkara usakI AjJAnusAra satya puruSArtha kare to ye nimitta bhI sArthaka haiM, anyathA tere liye ve nimitta bhI nahIM kahe jA sakate / parantu puruSArtha kyA ? isa bAta kA uttara pahale diyA jA cukA hai (dekho 10.3) / tIvra laukika karmadhArA se haTakara manda karmadhArA kA arthAt dhArmika kriyAoM kA Azraya le| phira usase bhI haTakara sAkSAt jJAnadhArA meM pravezakara, aura sAkSI-bhAva se isa jagata kA tamAzA dekha / yahI hai satya puruSArtha / aura yadi kadAcita ina pA~coM meM se koI bhI eka Akara apanI zekhI baghArane lage tathA apane sahavIM anya samavAyoM kA tiraskAra karane lage to isa prakAra samajhAkara use zAntakara denA cAhiye (1) jaba svabhAva kA vicAra karate hue aisA pratIta hAne lage ki svabhAva hI saba kucha hai, nimittAdi kA kucha mUlya nahIM hai to mantA kA karttavya hai ki vaha puruSArtha kI ora dekhakara aisA vicAra kare ki svabhAva to eka kAlAtIta sAmAnya bAta hai / vaha to na kucha karatA hai na kisI ko kucha karane kI preraNA detA hai| kArya karanA to mere puruSArtha ke AdhIna hai| jaba jaisA puruSArtha karU~gA taba vaisA hI kArya hogA aura yahI hai usakI niyati aura bhavitavya / (2) jaba nimitta kA vicAra karate hue aisA pratIta hone lage ki nimitta hI sarvesarvA hai, niyati Adi kA mUlya nahIM, to mantAkA kartavya hai ki tatsahabhAvI svabhAva, puruSArtha aura niyati ina tInoM kI ora dekhakara aisA vicAra kare ki yadi merA svabhAva pariNamana karane kA na hotA to nimitta becArA kyA karatA / athavA yadi usake sadbhAva meM bhI maiM postI banA baiThA rahatA hai to vaha becArA kyA karatA / yadi preraka nimitta Akara yaha kahane lage ki maiM tujhe puruSArtha karane ke liye bAdhya kara sakatA hU~ to sAtha meM rahane vAlI niyati kI ora dekhakara tU usake isa ahaMkAra ko dUra karade aura use kaha de ki jaisI niyati hogI vaisA hI nimitta AyegA / apanI marjI se koI bhI nimitta jaba cAhe prApta ho jAe, yaha sambhava nahIM / niyati ke AdhIna hone ke kAraNa jo svayaM paratantra hai vaha dUsare ko kyA paratantra bnaayegaa| ruSArtha Akara yaha ahaMkAra karane lage ki sarvatra merI hI pradhAnatA hai, anya sarva bAteM tuccha haiM, to mantAkA karttavya hai ki vaha niyati kI ora dekhakara use yaha samajhA de ki dekha bhAI ! terA pakSa yadyapi prabala hai, parantu tanika yaha vicAra ki binA hArdika ruci ke bhI kyA ta jAgRta ho sakatA hai kabhI? aura hRdaya ke rAjya meM kisI bhI prakAra kI kRtrimatA ko avakAza nahIM / vaha to samaya Ane para svata: sphurita ho jAtI hai na jAne kyoM tathA kaise| isa prakAra ruci niyati ke AdhIna hai, aura vahI terI jananI hai / jaba jaisI niyati hotI hai, taba vaisI hI ruci hotI hai, jaba jaisI ruci hotI hai taba vaisA hI puruSArtha jAgRta hotA hai aura jaba jaisA puruSArtha hotA hai taba vaisA hI kArya yA bhavitavya hotA hai / ata: vyartha kA garva mata kr| (4) jaba niyati kA vicAra karate hue aisA pratIta hAne lage ki isane vastu ko sarva ora se jakar3a liyA hai, to sAtha meM rahane vAle puruSArtha kI Are dekhate hue use yaha kahakara zAnta kara de ki he mAtA ! tU to kucha karane kI preraNA kisI ko detI nahIM, tU to mAtra usa kAla kA nAma hai jisa kAla meM ki vaha kArya honA hotA hai| kArya karanA to puruSArtha ke AdhIna hai / jaba jaisA puruSArtha karU~gA taba vaisI hI merI pravRtti hogI, taba vaise hI nimittoM kA grahaNa-tyAga hogA aura jaba jaise nimittoM kA grahaNa-tyAga hogA taba vaisA hI kArya yA bhavitavya siddha hogaa| (4) jaba bhavitavya Akara apanI DIMga hA~kane lage to sAtha meM rahane vAle zeSa cAra aMgoM kI ora dekhate hue use yaha kahakara jarA DarA de ki terA to apanA koI svatantra svarUpa hI nahIM hai| jahA~ jaba jaisA puruSArtha jAgRta hokara jaise kaise nimittoM kA grahaNa-tyAga karatA hai, tahA~ taba vaisA hI kArya siddha ho jAtA hai, aura hone yogya vaha kArya hI terA svarUpa hai| ___ isa prakAra pA~coM kA yugapat eka dUsare ke sAtha guMthe rahanA hI vastu-vyavasthA hai| kisI eka aMga ko bhI haTA diyA jAe to kArya kI gati ruka jAe / svabhAva na ho to parivartana hI na ho, kArya kaise hogA, cAhe jora lagAleM saba milakara / yadi nimitta na ho to parivartana hI na ho / kAla nAmaka sAmAnya nimitta na ho to mRttikA meM athavA tantuoM meM sAmAnya parivartana na ho, aura cakra-cIvara Adi vizeSa nimitta na hoM to unameM ghaTarUpa yA paTarUpa vizeSa parivartana na ho,

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75 12.niyativAda 8. sarvAGgINa maitrI svabhAva yA puruSArtha kyA kareMge becAre ? yadi puruSArtha na ho to pravRtti hI na ho, baiThe raheM svabhAva, nimitta tathA niyati hAtha para hAtha rakhe / yadi niyati na ho to hRdaya meM kAma karane kI ruci hI jAgRta na ho aura usake abhAva meM puruSArtha kA janma hI na ho / yadi bhavitavya na ho to kArya hI na ho, kyoMki kArya kA nAma hI to bhavitavya hai / jaba kArya hI nahIM to sarva aMgoM kA milanA vyrth| pA~ca aMgoM se samaveta yahI hai vastu kI svatantra kArya vyavasthA, jise dekhA jA sakatA hai aura dekhakara Ananda lUTA jA sakatA hai, kevala jJAnadhArA ke dvArA / karmadhArA ko AjJA nahIM hai isake rAjya meM praveza pAne kI / ata: apane jJAna ko kucha sarala kara, kheMcatAna chor3a, apane kisI pakSa ke kAraNa vastu-svarUpa kA yA siddhAnta kA nirAdara na kara / pA~coM samavAyoM ko yathocita rUpa meM svIkAra kara / vastu svAtantrya kA yaha artha nahIM ki usameM nimitta kA koI sthAna nahIM, aura nimitta kI svIkRti kA yaha artha nahIM ki niyati tathA bhavitavya koI vastu nahIM aura na hI niyati tathA bhavitavya kI svIkRti kA yaha artha hai ki puruSArtha tathA nimitta vyartha haiM / sabako yugapat dekhane kA prayatna kara aura vaha tabhI sambhava hai jaba ki tU zabdoM ke gharoMde se nikalakara Upara vyoma meM calA jAe aura vahA~ sthira rahakara dekhA kare isa sakala vistAra kA tmaashaa| MATH SARMPARAN B y . samasta vAdoM se atIta AtmasvarUpa meM sthita bhagavad caraNoM meM jAti virodhI jIvoM kI maitrii|

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13. Astrava-tattva ( 1. pAramArthika aparAdha; 2. kArmaNa zarIra; 3. dvividha aparAdha; 4. rAgadveSa; 5. kriyA kI anisstttaa| 1. pAramArthika aparAdha-aho ! aparAdhoM se atIta vItarAgI guru, ApakA upakAra karuNA va ni:svArthatA / nipaTa andhe ko A~khe pradAna karake ise aparAdhoM ke pratyakSa darzana karA dene vAle hai garuvara ! isake aparAdhoM ko aba zAnta kro| zAnti-patha ke pathika ko svapara-bheda karA cukane ke pazcAt, aba yaha bAta calatI hai ki kauna sA aisA aparAdha hai jisakA ki daNDa use isa vyAkulatA ke rUpa meM mila rahA hai / gurudeva ke dvArA pradAna kI gaI divya cakSu se Aja mujhe pratyakSa dikhAI de rahA hai vAstava meM merA sArA jIvana hI aparAdha hai| caubIsa ghaNTe meM karatA hI kyA hU~, aparAdha ke atirikta ? yahA~ aparAdha se tAtparya rAjadaNDya laukika aparAdha na le lenA, balki vaha pAramArthika aparAdha lenA jisake kAraNa ki vyAkulatA kA daNDa uThAnA pdd'e| kauna dene vAlA hai vaha daNDa ? koI dUsarA nahIM, maiM svayaM hI hU~, kyoMki jo aparAdha meM karatA hU~ vaha svayaM vyAkulatA rUpa hI hai / isI aparAdha ko AgamakAroM ne 'Asrava' nAma se kahA hai| 2. kArmaNa zarIra-Asrava arthAt A+ srv| 'A' kA artha cAroM ora se aura 'sava' kA artha sravanA, risanA yA dhIre-dhIre praveza karanA / arthAt jo dhIre-dhIre praveza kara rahe haiM unheM Asrava kahate haiN| do vastue~ haiM jo isa prakAra praveza kara rahI haiM--eka to merA apanA caitanyAtmaka aparAdha aura dUsarA vaha jar3a padArtha, jo ki isake kAraNa se kucha eka vizeSa nimitta banane kI zakti ko lekara AtA hai| ise 'karma' kahate haiN| merA aparAdha mere jIvana meM praveza pAtA hai aura karma zarIra meN| mere aparAdha se Age batAye jAne vAle mere saMskAroM kA nirmANa hotA hai auna ina karmoM se sUkSma-zarIra kA athavA kArmaNa-zarIra kaa|| ___ vAstava meM sUkSma zarIra hI merA bandIgRha hai, sthUla-zarIra nhiiN| yadi aisA na hotA to isa zarIra ko AtmahatyA ke dvArA tyAgakara sambhavata: maiM isa bandIgRha se nikala bhAgatA, aura isa prakAra isakA abhAva ho jAne para isa sambandhI icchAe~ mujhe prakaTa na ho sakatIM, maiM zAnta ho jAtA / parantu durbhAgyavaza aisA nahIM hai / sthUla zarIra kA viccheda ho jAne para icchAoM kA viccheda nahIM hotA, aura yaha kAmarNa-zarIra puna: naye zarIra kA nirmANa kara detA hai| ata: zAnti kA upAya sthUla-zarIra kA viccheda karanA nahIM hai, balki kucha aura hai| ___ yadi usa sUkSma zarIra kA kisI prakAra viccheda kara diyA jAe to sahAyaka ke abhAva meM yaha sthUla zarIra bhI TikA nahIM raha sakatA, tyAgapatra dekara svayaM calA jAtA hai, aura usakA yaha tyAgapatra sadA ke liye hotA hai| pratidina-vAlI yaha mRtyu vAstavika nahIM hai, taba isakI mRtyu vAstavika hotI hai| yaha phira mujhako bandI nahIM banA sakatA, parantu usa sUkSma-zarIra kA viccheda kaise kiyA jAe, so vicAranIya hai| sUkSma va adRSTa hone ke kAraNa tathA dUdha-pAnIvat mere sAtha milakara par3A hone ke kAraNa, kisI yantra ke dvArA usakA vinAza kiyA jAnA asambhava hai / agni ke dvArA bhI use bhasma nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / vAstava meM usakA viccheda karanA mere basakI bAta nhiiN| jise maiM chU va dekha taka nahIM sakatA, usake viccheda karane kA svapna dekhanA bhrama hai / hA~ maiM usa aparAdha kA viccheda avazya kara sakatA hU~ jisake kAraNa se ki isakA praveza ho rahA hai| ___ aparAdha ko karane vAlA svayaM maiM hU~ aura vaha aparAdha tatkSaNa vyAkulatA ke rUpa meM mere anubhava meM A rahA hai / maiM usase bhalI bhA~ti paricita huuN| use karane kA va na karane kA mujhe pUrA adhikAra hai aura yadi maiM svayaM aparAdha na karU~ to koI zakti jabaradastI mujhe aparAdha karane ke liye bAdhya nahIM kara sktii| ina uparokta karmoM kA dAsa banA Aja kA jagata apane ko usa sUkSma zarIra ke AdhIna mAnatA hai| "mujhase to aparAdha vaha karA rahA hai| jaba taka vaha rAstA na degA, maiM kyA kara sakatA hU~ ? usakA udaya hogA to mujhe aparAdha karanA hI pdd'egaa| maiM kyA karU~ ? maiM svayaM to aparAdha karanA cAhatA nahIM, para yaha merA pIchA chor3atA nhiiN| yadi gurudeva dayA karake isase merA pIchA chur3A deM to maiM aparAdhI kabhI na bneN|" aura isa prakAra apanA doSa dUsaroM ke gale ma~r3hatA hai, svayaM ko nirdoSa siddha karane kA prayatna karatA hai| apane aparAdha ko svIkAra karane taka kA sAhasa jisameM nahIM hai, vaha becArA pAmara vyakti kabhI yaha nahIM vicAratA ki

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13. Asrava-tattva 3. dvividha aparAdha kyA isa prakAra tujhe zAnti milanI sambhava hai ? yaha zarIra to sadA se hai aura sadA rahatA rahegA, tujhase aparAdha karAtA rahegA / svabhAvata: hI usa tere aparAdha se usameM aura vRddhi hotI rahegI, isa prakAra na kabhI usakA vinAza hogA na tere aparAdha kA / tU sadA bandI banA khAtA hI rahegA ThokareM, isa vyAkulatAmaya jagata kI / prabho ! aba viparIta buddhi ko chor3a, tujhe Aja prakAza mila rahA hai, kucha dekha, apane aparAdha ko svIkAra kara aura ise tor3ane kA prayatna kr| isa para terA basa cala sakatA hai, usa becAre jar3a zarIra ko apane aparAdha ke kAraNa kyoM kosatA hai / 77 prakAza ko pITane se prakAza kA abhAva nahIM ho jAtA, dIpaka bujhAne se hI hogaa| golI kA uThAkara chetane se golI lagane kA bhaya nahIM jAtA, usake liye vyAdha (zikArI) para AghAta karanA hotA hai, jaisAki siMha karatA hai / parantu zvAna usase ulTA vyAdhapara na jhapaTakara golI para jhapaTatA hai, tathAM mArane vAle para na jhapaTakara lAThI para jhapaTatA hai| bhalA vicAro to, lAThI becArI kA kyA doSa ? vyakti uThAkara lAyA to vaha AI, use ghumAyA to vaha ghUma gaI / usI prakAra isa becAre jar3a zarIra kA kyA doSa ? tUne aparAdha karake use bulAyA to Akara baiTha gayA / aparAdha karane meM hI rasa mAna- mAnakara tU use ghumAtA hai to ghUma jAtA hai, arthAt udaya meM A jAtA hai| vaha becArA to terA dAsa hai, jaisI tujhase AjJA pAtA hai vaisA karatA hai| vetana na de to svayaM bhAga jaayegaa| nayA-nayA aparAdha karake Ananda mAnanA hI usako vetana denA hai / prabhu jAga ! dekha tU siMha kI santAna hai, zvAna kI nahIM, lAThI ko mata pakar3a, usa becAre ko mata kosa, mUla para AghAta kara, apane aparAdha ko dekha aura usako svIkAra kara / 1 bhagavan ! tU svatantra hai| svapara- bhedavijJAna kiyA hai, phira bhI apane ko isa becAre jar3a kArmaNa zarIra ke AdhIna kyoM mAnatA hai ? 'jo yaha karAyegA vahI tujhe karanA par3egA', arthAt tujhameM apanA to kucha bala hai hI nahIM / koI kaha rahA hai ki Izvara jaisA karAyegA vaisA karanA par3egA aura tU kaha rahA hai ki karma jaisA karAyegA vaisA karanA par3egA; bAta to eka hI rahI, kevala nAma kA bheda rhaa| usakA Izvara AkAza meM baiThA koI kAlpanika vyakti hai, aura terA Izvara karma / anAdi se paratantra dRSTi banI rahI, vyAkulatA kA nizAnA banatA rahA, Aja saubhAgya se gurudeva kA upadeza prApta huA / yahA~ bhI purAnI Teva na chodd'ii| usI paratantratA kA poSaNa kiyaa| kutte kI duma ko bAraha varSa nalakI meM rakhA para jaba nikalI Ter3hI hI niklii| apanI svatantra zakti ko aba taka nahIM pahicAnA, gurudeva ke batAne para bhI vizvAsa nahIM karatA / kaise hogA kalyANa ? kyA kahA ? gurudevapara va unakI vANI para to pUrA vizvAsa hai ? para bAta to vAstava meM ThIka nahIM ja~catI / kevala kahane mAtra kA vizvAsa ho to ho, para saccA vizvAsa to hai nahIM / vizvAsa vaha hotA hai jisakA pratibimba jIvana meM dikhAI de / jIvana meM to avizvAsa hI dikhAI de rahA hai| 'ApakI bAta svIkAra hai, para karU~gA to vahI jo karanA hai' kucha aisI bAta hai / phira batA kaise kaheM ki vizvAsa hai ? kyA bheda vijJAna isI kA nAma hai ki 'zarIra judA maiM judA ' itanA kahA aura ho gayA ? yadi pUrvakathita rUpa se gurudeva ke samajhAne para zarIra meM aura apane meM SaTkArakI bheda kA nizcaya kiyA hai, to batA tU kaise kaha sakatA hai ki karma terA kAma kara sakeMge ? bhAI ! apanA aparAdha karane vAlA tU svayaM hai, svatantra rahakara karatA hai, apane dvArA karatA hai| karma becAre kA kyA doSa ? yadi tere-nikaTa par3A bhI hai to par3A rahane de, kyA mA~gatA hai terA ? vaha apanA kAma karatA rahe aura tU apanA vaha tujhe kAma karane se to rokatA nhiiN| jidhara cAhe jA, jisa prakAra cAhe vicAra kara, cAhe to ina aparAdhoM meM rasa le, cAhe to na le / ye becAre jar3a tujhe kyA kahate haiM ? aba gurudeva kI zaraNa meM AyA hai / sva-parakA svarUpa nizcaya kiyA hai to basa para ko para samajha, usa para se lakSya haTA aura 'sva' para lakSya kara / guNa yA doSa jo kucha bhI dekhanA hai sva meM dekha, sva meM hI puruSArtha kara, tabhI kalyANa sambhava hai| karmoM se bhikSA mA~gakara bhikhArI banA huA kyoM apane kula ko kalaMka lagAtA hai ? A tujhe samajhAyeM, vaha terA aparAdha kyA hai, jo kSaNa prati kSaNa barAbara tere jIvana meM praveza kara rahA hai| 3. dvividha aparAdha -- zAnti ke ghAtaka tathA vyAkulatA ke kAraNabhUta Asrava kA kathana calatA hai| jar3a Asrava arthAt karmAsrava kI bAta ho cukI / aba mukhya Asrava kI bAta calegI jo pratyakSa rUpa se zAnti kA ghAtaka hI nahIM balki svayaM vyAkulatA svarUpa hai, jo apane anubhava meM AtA hai, jo svayaM merA hI koI duSkRta hai, jisako svatantra rUpa maiM kara rahA hU~, aura isalie yadi cAhU~ to svatantra rUpa se roka bhI sakatA huuN| yaha Asrava bhI yadyapi karma kahalAtA hai|

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78 13. Astrava-tatva 4. rAgadveSa para yaha jar3Atmaka nahIM hai, cetanAtmaka hai, merI hI koI avasthA-vizeSa hai| kyoMki vyAkulatA svarUpa hai isaliye zAnti ke prati karttavya nahIM hai, aparAdha hai| yaha aparAdha bhI do prakAra kA hai, zubha aura azubha / zubha hai puNya aura azubha hai pApa / pahale azubha arthAt pApa kI bAta calanI hai| 'Asrava' jo sarva ora se pratikSaNa mujhameM praveza pA rahA hai, arthAt vaha aparAdha jo pratikSaNa maiM kiye jA rahA hU~, isa bAta se bilkula bekhabara ki isase mujhe zAnti milegI ki azAnti / jaisA ki sAkSAt anubhava meM A rahA hai, maiM pratisamaya koI na koI naI-naI kriyA mana se, vacana se va kAya se kiyA karatA hU~ / yadi vicAra karake dekhU to una saba kriyAoM kA mUla antaraMga meM uThane vAle ve vikalpa haiM, jo indriya-bhogoM se kucha na kucha sambandha rakhate haiM tathA una bhogoM ke prati zRGkhalAbaddha icchAoM meM se utpanna hote haiN| mana meM uThe hue ye vikalpa hI isa zarIra ko tathA jihvA ko prerita karake koI na koI zArIrika yA vAcika kriyA karane ko bAdhya karate haiN| yadi mana meM ye vikalpa na AyeM to zarIra va vacana se vaisI kriyAyeM na hoN| mana-vacana-kAya kI ye saba bhoga-viSayaka kriyAyeM icchAoM ke AdhIna haiM tathA paramparA rUpa se icchA kI uttejaka hone ke kAraNa zAnti kI ghAtaka haiM, svayaM vyAkulatArUpa haiN| ata: zAnti-pathagAmI mere liye saba aparAdha-svarUpa haiM, pApa haiM / hiMsA, asatya, corI, abrahma tathA parigraha ye pA~coM pApa isI ke antargata haiN| 4. rAgadveSa-zarIra kI camar3I ko sundara dekhakara, ise hRSTa-puSTa dekhakara, ise sundara vastrAlaMkAra dekhakara, isako cikanA-cupar3A dekhakara na mAlUma kyoM mujhe eka prakAra kA Ananda sA AtA hai / rasIle va miSTa padArthoM ko khAte, sugandhita va svAdiSTa padArthoM kA bhakSaNa karate na mAlUma kyoM mujhe eka prakAra kA Ananda sA AtA hai / akasmAt hI kisI puSpa kI yA kisI miSTAnna kI yA itara-tela Adi kI sugandhi nAka meM par3ate hI na mAlUma kyoM apane ko maiM usa ora kucha khiMcA khiMcA sA anubhava karane lagatA huuN| bAjAra meM koI sundara cIja yA mUrti dekhakara, yA halavAI kI dukAna meM sajI huI miThAI dekhakara, koI sundara reDiyo, grAmophona Adi dekhakara, sinemA ke calacitra para kucha calate phirate citra dekhakara, yA thiyeTara-sarka sake kacha sIna dekhakara.yA natya dekhakara yA kisI sandara strI kA makha dekhakara. yA apane kisI parama mitra ko dekhakara, na mAlUma mana meM kahA~ se uthala-puthala macAtA yaha eka AkarSaNasA A ghusatA hai ki kisI prakAra maiM ye padArtha prApta kara pAU~ to kitanA acchA ho? kahIM se AtI huI mIThe rAga kI dhvani tathA merI prazaMsA ke zabda na jAne kyoM mere kAna khar3e kara dete haiM, aura mujhe saba kAma chor3akara apanI ora hI dhyAna dene tathA kucha abhimAna karane ko bAdhya kara dete haiM ? anya bhI anekoM prakAra ke ye pA~ca indriyoM sambandhI viSaya mujhe apanI ora AkarSita karate haiM, unameM mujhe kucha Ananda sA bhAsatA hai / sAkSAt unakI prApti to dUra, unakI kalpanA mAtra se hI antaraMga meM kucha miThAsasA vartatA hai / viSayoM ke prati isa prakAra ke ArkaSaNa kA nAma 'rAga' hai aura isa jAti ke ye viSaya 'iSTa-viSaya' kahe jAte haiN| adhika garamI meM yA dhUpa meM calate hue, yA sardI meM kAma karate hue, maile yA khuradare vastra zarIra para dhAraNa karate hue, zarIra para maila jamI jAnate hue, isa para kisI prakAra coTa Adi khAte hue athavA isa para macchara Adi ke kATane para na mAlUma kyoM kucha pIr3AsI, kucha haTAvasA, kucha burA sA pratIta hone lagatA hai ? koI bhI kar3avA yA kasailA yA rUkhA padArtha khAte hue, yA svata: hI mu~ha meM se yA kisI kuSTI ke zarIra meM se yA kahIM anyatra se kisI prakAra kI durgandha nAka meM A jAne para, na jAne kyoM mu~ha pherane ko yA zIghra se zIghra vahA~ se haTa jAne ko jI cAhatA hai ? kisI kurUpa se kuSTI ko dekhakara, yA kisI bhI maile-kacaile vyakti ko dekhakara, yA viSTA ko dekhakara, apane kisI zatru ko dekhakara athavA kisI rogI ko dekhakara na jAne kahA~ se kucha ghRNA sI, kucha bhaya sA utpanna hone laga jAtA hai ? gAlI kA yA vyaMga kA koI vacana sanakara yA apanI nindA kA vacana sunakara yA vaise hI koI karkaza sA zabda sunakara na jAne kyoM kucha burAsA lagane lagatA hai, kyoM krodha sA Ane lagatA hai ? tathA anya bhI anekoM prakAra ke ye pA~ca indriyoM sambandhI viSaya mujhameM kucha adekhasa kA-sA, kucha haTAva kA-sA, kucha krodha kA-sA, kucha burA sA bhAva utpanna kara dete haiN| unameM kucha mujhe haTAvasA vartatA hai / sAkSAt unakI prApti to dUra, unakI kalpanA mAtra se antaraMga meM kucha halacala-sI maca jAtI hai / viSayoM ke prati isa prakAra ke adekhasake bhAva kA nAma 'dveSa' hai aura isa jAti ke ye viSaya aniSTa viSaya' kahe jAte haiN| iSTa viSayoM kI prApti meM rAga tathA unakI aprApti yA vinAza meM dveSa hotA hai / aura isake viparIta aniSTa viSayoM kI prApti meM dveSa tathA aprApti va vinAza meM rAga vartatA hai / basa yaha rAga dveSa hI majhe pratikSaNa mana dvArA inakI yathAyogya

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13. Astrava-tattva 5.kriyA kI aniSTatA prApti va aprApti sambandhI kalpanAyeM karane ke liye, upAya socane ke liye bAdhya karate haiM / vacana dvArA kisI ko premapUrNa vAkya kahane ke liye aura kisI ko gAlI Adi dene ke liye majabUra karate haiM / zarIra dvArA idhara daur3a udhara daur3a, idhara A udhara jA, Upara car3ha nIce utara, hAtha uThA hAtha ghumA, jhukane yA sIdhe khar3e rahane, baiThane yA leTane Adi-rUpa kArya karane kI preraNA dete haiM / una-una viSayoM kI prApti ho jAne para hI ye kArya hote to bhI khaira thI, parantu unakI nikaTa sambhAvanA na hone para bhI zekhacillI kI bhA~ti ye kriyAyeM barAbara calA karatI haiN| koI eka hI kriyA bahuta dera taka calatI rahatI ho, so bhI nahIM, pratikSaNa badalatI rahatI hai / agale-agale kSaNoM meM pahale se apUrva hI koI naI kriyA huA karatI hai| 5.kriyA kI aniSTatA-prabho ! socA hai kabhI isa sambandha meM ki yaha kyA hai ? yahI to hai vaha aparAdha jise vikalpa nAma se kahA jAtA hai / Age-Age ke prakaraNoM meM Ane vAle 'indriya viSaya' 'rAgadveSa' 'vikalpa' Adi zabdoM kA yahI to tAtparya hai / kyA ina kriyAoM ko karate hue pratikSaNa vyAkulatA sI nahIM bhAsatI hai ? kyA barAbara hotI rahane vAlI ina kriyAoM se tU kucha thakA-thakA sA nahIM mahasUsa karatA hai ? sAkSAt vyAkulatArUpa ina kriyAoM meM phira bhI tU bar3I lagana se pravRtti karatA hai, mahAna Azcarya hai / vAstava meM tUne Ajataka vicArakara dekhA hI nahIM ki ye kriyAyeM sukha rUpa haiM ki duHkha rUpa / vicAratA bhI kaise, ina do mahA subhaTa 'rAga' va dveSa' kI asIma icchA-senA se kauna bhayabhIta nahIM ho jAtA? ina icchAoM se saMtapta hI tU Aja taka binA vicAre, kiye jA rahA hai yaha kArya, pratikSaNa nayA-nayA aparAdha / yadi eka kSaNa ko bhI idhara dhyAna de to sadA ke liye isase mukti mila jAye, ina vikalpoM se chuTTI mila jaae| phira ye kArya karane kI AvazyakatA hI na par3e / isaliye vAstava meM icchAyeM karanA hI vaha aparAdha hai, jisake prati ki saMketa karanA iSTa hai| sva va para meM bheda-jJAna na hone yA jhUThA bheda-jJAna hone ke kAraNa hI ina pUrva kathita padArthoM kA Azraya vartatA hai, jinakI mahimA se aparicita rahane ke kAraNa isa zarIra yA bhoga-sAmagrI Adi para padArthoM kI mahimA terI dRSTi meM AtI hai| yadi yaha samajha letA ki ina padArthoM se terA koI kArya siddha hone vAlA nahIM hai, kyoMki ye para padArtha haiM, SaTkArakI rUpa se svatantra haiM, to ina kriyAoM ko avakAza na rhtaa| yadi yaha samajha letA ki ye SaTkArakI rUpa se svatantra para padArtha tere AdhIna nahIM haiM, to inakI prApti va vinAza kI icchA tujhameM jAgRta na hotii| yadi yaha samajha letA ki ye SaTkArakI rUpa se svayaM apanA sarvakArya karane ko samartha haiM, to tujhe anya kI sahAyatA karane kI AvazyakatA na pdd'tii| yadi yaha samajha letA ki SaTakArakI rUpa se svatantra tU svayaM zAnti kA bhaNDAra hai to ina vastuoM meM apanI zAnti kI khoja karane kI bhUla kabhI na karatA / yadi yaha samajha letA ki SaTakArakI rUpa se svatantra tU inake AdhIna nahIM hai to kadApi inakA Azraya lene kA prayatna na karatA / svatantra rUpa se, apane dvArA, apane liye, apane meM se, apane hI svabhAva ke AdhAra para prayatna karatA zAnti prApti ke liye, aura zIghra hI saphala ho jaataa| vikalpa miTa jAte, sarva icchAoM kA lopa ho jAtA aura ye subhaTa rAga va dveSa apanA rAstA nApate dikhAI dete| bhAI ! jarA to buddhi se kAma le / icchAoM kI jvAlA meM ghI DAlane vAlI ye terI mAnasika, vAcika va zArIrika kriyAyeM tere liye hitakArI haiM ki ahitakArI, sukha rUpa haiM ki duHkha rUpa ? icchAoM kA dAsa banakara apanI prabhutA ko bhUla gayA, isa bhUla kI mahimA ginatA hai, isase AkarSita hotA hai, apanI zAnti kI barAbara avahelanA kiye jA rahA hai, apamAna kiye jA rahA hai, bhogoM kA rUpa dhAraNa kiye ina icchAoM rUpI vezyAoM ko ghara meM vAsa diye jA rahA hai| para dhanya hai vaha patibhaktA zAnti rAnI, jo anAdi kAla se apamAnita hote hue bhI Aja taka tere ghara meM baiThI hai / aba bhI usakI ora dekha / suna ! kitanI madhuratA se yaha tujhe apanI ora bulA rahI hai / "svAmin ! Aiye, eka bAra kevala eka bAra mere mukha para dRSTi DAla lIjiye, phira bhale cale jAnA udhara hI / maiM apako rokU~gI nhiiN| itanA hI kheda hai ki jaba se Aye ho ekabAra bhI to A~kha uThA kara merI ora nahIM dekhaa|" bhAI ! ThIka to kahatI hai, eka bAra dekhane meM kyA harja hai ? nahIM acchI lagegI to choDa denaa| yadi nirvikalpa isa zAnti ke darzana kare to vikalpAtmaka isa mana-vacana-kAya sambandhI kriyA ko aparAdha svIkAra kiye binA na rahe aura terA jIvana badala jAe / jo jaba icchAoM kI jvAlA meM svAhA hone jA rahA hai, vahI phira zAnti-sudhA ke nirmala sarovara meM snAna karane lge| .

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14. puNyAtrava 1. puNya bhI aparAdha; 2. puNya bhI pApa; 3. icchA darzana; 4. puNya meM pApa; 5. jJAnI kA puNya; 6. abhiprAya kA phera;7. puNya samanvaya; 8. manovijJAna; 9. caturvidha kriyaa| 1. puNya bhI aparAdha-zAnti ke ghAtaka tathA icchA-jvAlA meM nitya mujhe bhasma karane vAle Asrava kI bAta calatI hai / isake do aMgoM meM se azubha Asrava arthAt azubha aparAdha kI bAta ho cukii| aba calegI zubha aparAdha kI bAta / isa prakaraNa ko prArambha karane se pahale yaha bAta yahA~ batA denI Avazyaka hai ki isa prakaraNa meM dharma-karma sambandhI puNya rUpa kriyAoM kA niSedha karane meM aayegaa| usakA abhiprAya ThIka-ThIka grahaNa kara para mahAna anartha ho jaayegaa| paNya kriyAoM ke niSedha kA yaha artha nahIM hai ki unheM choDakara laukika pApa-kAryoM meM pravRtti karane lge| balki isakA artha yaha hai ki yadyapi sAdhaka dazA meM azubha rAga ko chor3ane ke liye zubha rAga kA Azraya kathaMcit iSTa hai, para zubha rAga se bhI dhIre-dhIre haTate hue adhikAdhika svarUpa-nimagna hone kA prayatna kara, yahA~ taka ki anta meM jAkara inako sarvathA tajakara dhyAnastha ho jaa| inakI aniSTatA dikhAne kA yahI prayojana hai ki kahIM inako hI jIvana kA sAra mAnakara tU ina hI meM ulajhakara na raha jAe, arthAt puNya meM rasa lene na laga jaae| kyoMki aisA hone para terA patana avazyambhAvI hai| vartamAna kI alpa sthiti meM heya buddhi pUrvaka, apane prayojana kI kiJcit siddhi karane ke liye ina zubha dhArmika kriyAoM kA Azraya lenA Avazyaka hai, yaha bAta Age ke prakaraNa meM spaSTa batAI jaayegii| kala ke prakaraNa meM batAI gaI hI ve mana-vacana-kAya kI kriyAyeM hoM, aisA nahIM hai| dharma-karma ke sambandha meM bhI unakI kriyAyeM calA karatI haiN| una kriyAoM kA AdhAra bhI kisI vizeSa jAti kI icchAyeM hI haiM aura icchA mUlaka hone ke kAraNa ina kriyAoM kA samAveza bhI Asrava yA aparAdha ke prakaraNa meM kiyA jA rahA hai, kyoMki icchA vyAkulatA kI jananI hai aura vyAkulatA sarva hI aparAdha rUpa hai| dharma-karma sambandhI ve kriyAyeM mana ke dvArA, vacana ke dvArA yA kAya ke dvArA, sacce deva kI pUjA va bhakti ke rUpa meM, athavA zAnta-mUrti vItarAgI guru kI upAsanA ke rUpa meM athavA zAntipatha-pradarzaka pravacana ke adhyayana manana ke rUpa meM, ahiMsA, satya acaurya brahmacarya va parigraha-tyAga Adi vratoM ke rUpa meM prANiyoM para dayA ke rUpa meM dharmopadeza ke rUpa meM, paropakAra ke rUpa meM, deza-sevA ke rUpa meM, sAdharmI janoM para prema ke rUpa meM, tapa-japa zIla-saMyamAdi ke rUpa meM, ityAdi anekoM rUpoM meM, maiM nitya hI kiyA karatA huuN| ina saba kriyAoM kA varNana Age krama se kiyA jAne vAlA hai| yahA~ kevala itanA mAtra darzAnA iSTa hai ki ye sarva kriyAyeM Asrava haiM, aparAdha haiN| oha ! kyA kahA jA rahA hai ? mAno bANa hI pheMke jA rahe haiM / kalejA chalanI huA jAtA hai ye vacana sunakara / dhArmika kriyAyeM aura aparAdha ? nikAla do isa vaktA ko bAhara, kauna se deza kI bAta sunAne AyA hai, nAstika kahIM kaa| basa-basa banda karo yaha vacanAlApa, aisI bAta sunane ko hama taiyAra nahIM / japa, tapa, zIla, saMyama, pUjA, dAna, bhakti, sevA saba aparAdha ? are re ! kitanA kaThora hai terA hRdaya ? prANiyoM kI rakSA karanA aura aparAdha ? hama se nahIM to Izvara se to Dara / aura isa prakAra kI anekoM bAtoM kA mAno tUphAna hI uTha gayA ho, Apa sabake hRdaya meM / aisI bAta kabhI na sunI, na dekhii| eka anokhI bAta / itanI kaThinAI uThA-uThAkara jina kriyAoM ko bar3e-bar3e yogIzvaroM ne kiyA, Aja unheM aparAdha batAyA jA rahA hai / yaha koI naI jAti kA dharma calAnA cAhatA hai, sabako hI nAstika banAnA cAhatA hai| zAnta ho prabhu ! zAnta ho ! yaha nAstika banAne kI bAta nahIM hai, zAnti dilAne kI bAta hai / terA koI doSa nahIM, vAstava meM kabhI itanI nirbhIkatA se aisI bAta kA na sunanA hI tere isa kSobha kA kAraNa hai / 'mana-vacana va kAya kI ye kriyAyeM atyanta hitarUpa haiM, dharmarUpa haiM, mokSa dene vAlI haiM, isa prakAra kI terI purAnI dhAraNAyeM hI tere isa kSobha kI

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14. puNyAtrava 3. icchA darzana kAraNa haiN| zAnta hokara suna, tU svayaM pachatAyegA apanI isa bhUlapara / bAta kaThina nahIM hai samajha meM A jaayegii| aba taka sunI nahIM, isaliye samajhI nhiiN| aba zAntacitta hokara suna / mere kahane mAtra para vizvAsa na kara, terA anta:karaNa svayaM 'hA~' kara de to svIkAra kara nahIM to na kara / merI bAta mere pAsa hI to rahegI, tujhase kucha chIna to na luuNgaa| 2. puNya bhI pApa-kala batAI gaI azubha kriyAoM ko to duniyA hI pApa batAtI hai, aparAdha batAtI hai, parantu dekho vItarAga ke mArga kI alaukikatA ki dhArmika kriyAoM ko bhI aparAdha batAyA jA rahA hai, pApa kahA jA rahA hai / puNya va pApa meM antara dekhane vAlA zAnti kA upAsaka nahIM hai, yaha kahA jA rahA hai / kucha Azcarya kI bAta hai / kitanI nirbhIkatA hai vItarAgI guruoM kI bAta meM ? sarva loka eka ora aura ve akele eka ora, bedhar3aka dhArmika kriyAoM ko pApa batAne vAle / yahA~ taka kaha diyA hai jJAnIjanoM ne ki bhagavan ! mujhe saba kucha ho, bar3e se bar3I bAdhA bhI svIkAra hai, para puNya kabhI na ho| are ! kaisI ajIba bAta hai yaha ki jisa puNya ko, jisa dharma ko saba cAhate haiM use jJAnI inkAra karate haiN| yAda hogI Agare ke virAgI gRhastha zrI banArasI dAsa jI ke jIvana kI vaha ghaTanA jaba unhoMne bAdazAha akabara se yaha mA~gA thA ki agara Apa mujha para prasanna haiM, to kRpayA Aja ke pIche mujhe apane darabAra meM na bulAnA / aura Azcarya meM par3a gayA thA sArA darabAra usa samaya / kyA mA~gA isane? pAgala ho gayA hai zAyada ? jisakI naz2ara ke liye Aja sArA deza tarasatA hai, vaha vyakti usake pAsa bulAne para bhI AnA nahIM cAhatA / basa aisI hI aTapaTI bAta hai jJAniyoM kI / sAmAnya manuSya ko yaha rahasya samajha meM nahIM A sakatA aura vahI hAlata hai aapkii| parantu ghabarAiye nahIM, gurudeva kI zaraNa meM Aye ho, ajJAnI na rahoge, isa rahasya ko avazya samajha loge| viSaya samajhane se pahale yaha bAta avazya hRdayaMgata kara lIjiye ki siddhAnta vahI hotA hai jo sarvatra samAna rIti se lAgU ho| kahIM lAgU ho jAya aura kahIM nahIM, use siddhAnta nahIM kahate, vaha kalpanA hai, pakSapAt hai| vaijJAnika mArga meM pakSapAt ko avakAza nahIM, bhale hI pahale kI poSI sarva dhAraNAoM kA tyAga kyoM na karanA pdd'e| 'satya' satya hI rhegaa| ApakI kalpanAoM ke anukUla ho to satya, nahIM to asatya, aisA satya kA lakSaNa nahIM hai| koI bhI svIkAra na kare to bhI 'satya' to satya hai / ApakI kalpanAoM ke kAraNa satya na badalegA, satyake kAraNa Apako hI dhAraNAyeM badalanI hoNgii| yaha to vicAriye ki yadi ApakI dhAraNAyeM va kriyAyeM saccI hotI to Aja duHkhI kyoM hote ? adhika nahIM to kucha na kucha zAnti to avazya hotI aura prArambha se hI to yaha batAyA jA rahA hai ki vAstavika siddhAnta va rahasya se aparicita terI saba dhAraNAyeM bhUla ke AdhAra para TikI huI haiN| vahA~ to sunakara kSobha nahIM AyA thA, yahA~ kyoM A gayA? pratIta hotA hai ki anya dhAraNAoM kI apekSA isa dhAraNA kI zakti sabase prabala hai, isakI pakar3a bahuta majabUta hai / isaliye hI sarva zakti lagAkara ise haTAne kA prayatna kiyA jA rahA hai / yaha bAta tere hita ke liye hai, ahita ke liye nhiiN| 3. icchA darzana-dekhiye pahale to yaha yAda kIjiye ki Apa kyA prayojana lekara nikale haiM ? 'zAnti' / acchA to aba batAiye ki zAnti kA kyA lakSaNa Apane svIkAra kiyA hai ? 'nirabhilASatA yA nirviklptaa|' ThIka / aba yaha batAiye ki Apa abhilASAyeM cAhate ho yA unakA nirodha? 'unakA nirodh'| zAbAza. zAnti ke upAsaka ke mu~ha se isake atirikta aura nikala bhI kyA sakatA hai? siddhAnta ko to Apa khUba samajhe huye ho, parantu phira bhI uparokta bAdhA kyoM ? khaira dhIre-dhIre dUra ho jaaegii| aba yaha batAiye ki yadi kucha icchAoM ko nikAlakara kucha icchAyeM bAkI chor3a dI jAyeM to ? 'kisI bhI jAti kI eka bhI icchA nahIM rahanI caahiye|' vAha, kitanA sundara uttara hai| anekoM pIr3AyeM pahu~cAkara jaba thaka gaye to aMgrejoMne bhI yahI prazna pUchA thA gAndhI se ki kucha svatantratA to le lo aura kucha hamAre hAtha meM rahane do / usa samaya gAndhI ne bhI yahI uttara diyA thA jo Aja Apane diyA hai / "cAhe Apa svarNa ke bhI banakara AyeM, cAhe mujhe saba kucha dene ko taiyAra ho jAyeM para mujhase yaha AzA na karanA ki maiM paramANu mAtra bhI adhikAra tumhAre hAtha meM rahane duuN| mujhe pUrNa svatantratA cAhiye, aura pUrNa hI lU~gA, rattI bhara kama nhiiN|" acchA nirNaya ho cakA ki saba icchAoM kA abhAva karanA hI ApakA prayojana hai / aba yAda rakhanA ise, Age A jAiye aba mUla viSaya para / vicAriye ki uparokta dhArmika kriyAyeM icchA ke binA kI jAtI haiM yA icchA sahita ? dekhiye hamArI Aja kI koI kriyA bhI cAhe puNya rUpa ho yA pAparUpa, cAhe dharmarUpa ho ki adharmarUpa, binA icchA ke nahIM ho rahI hai / yaha bAta alaga hai ki icchAyeM kaI jAti kI hotI haiM, azubha bhI hotI haiM, aura zubha bhii|

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14. puNyAtrava 3. icchA darzana azubha icchAyeM kahate haiM bhogAbhilASa ko, jinakA kathana ki kala ke pravacana meM A cukA hai, aura zubha icchAyeM kahate haiN| bhogAbhilASa se nirapekSa deva pUjA yA gurusevA Adi uparokta kArya karane kI icchA ko / bhogAbhilASa ke abhAva ke kAraNa hI ina kriyAoM ko niSkAma-karma kahate haiM, jisakA ki gItA meM kathana AyA hai| paranta vicAriye ki kyA bhogAbhilASa kA abhAva ho jAne ke kAraNa una kriyAoM ko nirabhilASa mAna leM ? yadi ina dhArmika kriyAoM ko bhI karane kI abhilASA na hotI to batAiye una kriyAoM meM pravRtti hI kaise hotI ? merI hara zubha yA azubha kriyA ke pIche kisI na kisI icchA kI preraNA avazya hotI hai| aba dekhanA yaha hai ki ve icchAyeM jo isa dharma-kSetra meM mere antaraMga meM utpanna hokara mujhe ve kriyAyeM karane kI preraNA de rahI haiM, kitane prakAra kI haiN| ye saba uparokta kriyAyeM anekoM prakAra kI icchAoM va abhiprAyoM se prerita hokara kI jA rahI haiN| vicArane se saba spaSTa ho jAtI haiN| 1. pahalI icchA to atyanta sthala bhogoM kI prApti ke prati hai| jisake kAraNa ki una kriyAoM kA rUpa antaraMga meM kucha aisA sA hotA hai ki ina kriyAoM ko karane se mujhe dharma hogaa| dharma kA phala dhana-dhAnya kI prApti, rAjya sampadA, sundara striyeM, AjJAkArI putra tathA sevaka Adi hI to haiM, isaliye ye kriyAyeM mujhe iSTa haiM / athavA prabhu mujhapara prasanna hokara mujhe uparokta sampadA pradAna kara deMge, mukadamA jitA deMge, parIkSA meM saphala karA deMge, zatru para vijaya karA deMge ityAdi / isa prakAra kI icchAyeM rakhakara pUjA karanA, chatra car3hanA, bolata-kabUlata karanA Adi anekoM aisI sthUla kriyAyeM hotI haiM jinameM ki unake antaraMga kI icchAyeM spaSTa prakaTa ho jAtI haiN| 2. dUsarI icchA vaha hai jisake AdhAra para isa bhava-sambandhI bhogoM kA to nahIM parantu agale bhavasambandhI bhogoM kA abhiprAya antaraMga meM chipA rahatA hai| usakA rUpa kucha isa DhaMga kA hai-tiryaJca va naraka gati to bar3I dukhadAI haiM, vahA~ to dharma-karma bhI honA bar3A kaThina hai, kisI prakAra deva gati mile to acchA, yA bhoga-bhUmi mile to acchA / vahA~ sukha hai, sarva anukUla hai, koI ciMtA nahIM hai, jIvana sukhapUrvaka bItegA, ityAdi / isa prayojana kI siddhi kyoMki vrata, upavAsa, pUjA, prabhAvanA, pAtradAna Adi ke dvArA batAI gaI hai, ata: ye kriyAyeM mujhe iSTa hai / " isa abhiprAya-pUrvaka adhikAdhika bhakti, tapa va dAna Adi kriyAyeM karatA hai / yadyapi sthUlata: bAhara meM vaha abhiprAya pUrvavat pragaTa hone nahIM pAtA, parantu bAtabAta meM vaha avazya pragaTa ho jAtA hai, isaliye yaha icchA bhI sthUla bhogoM sambandhI hI hai| 3. tIsarI icchA vaha hai jisake AdhAra para svargAdi sambandhI na sahI, para mokSa sambandhI abhiprAya andara meM chipA rahatA hai| parantu yahA~ mokSa kA svarUpa kisI anya prakAra kI kalpanArUpa rahatA hai| isakA rUpa kucha isa prakAra kA hai-"devagati ke sukha ko to gurujana duHkha batAte haiM, ata: ThIka hai, mujhe vaha saba kucha nahIM cAhiye, parantu mokSa ke liye to svayaM ve bhI prayatna kara hI rahe haiN| ina kriyAoM kA phala mokSa bhI to hai hii| kahA jAtA hai ki mokSa meM ananta sukha hai, sarva indroM ke sukha se bhI anantaguNA / vAha vAha / isase acchI bAta kyA? vahA~ to khUba mauja meM rhuuNgaa| mokSazilA bhI sundara batAI jAtI hai, usa para baiThane mAtra se hI bar3A sukha milegaa| phira anantoM siddha vahA~ virAjamAna haiM, unako sAkSAt sparza karane kA avasara mujhe milegaa| pavitrAtmAoM ke sparza se tathA unake darzana se kitanA sukha milegA jabaki sAdhuoM taka ke sparza kI va darzana kI bar3I mahimA gAI jAtI hai ? aura kucha na sahI, loka meM khyAti to ho hI jAyegI ki bar3A dharmAtmA hai / ata: mujhe ina dhArmika kriyAoM meM pravRtti karanA iSTa hai|" yaha abhiprAya bhI vacanoM para se jAnA jA sakatA hai, jo ki sthUla hai| yadyapi sAdhAraNata: dekhane para bhogAbhilASa pratIta nahIM hotI, parantu hai yaha bhI bhogAbhilASa kI koTi meM hI kyoMki mokSasukha se anabhijJa kevala zilAsparza, siddhoM kA samparka aura unakA sparza bhI indriyasukha hI hai atIndriya nhiiN|| 4. cauthI icchA vaha hai jisake antargata videha-kSetroM meM jAkara sImandhara-prabhu ke darzana kA abhiprAya chipA hai| usakA rUpa kucha aisA hai--"puNya karane se deva-gati meM jAUMgA aura vahA~ se prabhu ke darzana ko |athvaa yahA~ se sIdhA videha kSetra meM utpanna ho jAUMgA, prabhu ke darzana karake samyaktava prApta karUMgA, aura phira mokSa / " parantu yahA~ para bhI mokSa kA svarUpa pahalA hI rahA aura sImandhara-prabhu ke darzana meM bhI usI jAti ke kisI sukha kI kalpanA rahI, yA rahI korI bhAvukatA / so bhI tIsarI icchA ke samAna hI hai aura yaha vacanAlApa se pragaTa ho jAtI hai|

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14. puNyAtrava 4. puNya meM pApa 5. pAMcavI icchA hai sacce mokSa kI icchA, jisakA rUpa kucha isa prakAra kA hai--"mujhe kevala zAnti cAhie aura kucha nhiiN| mujhe mokSazilA lekara kyA karanA hai ? dUsare siddhoM se merA kyA prayojana siddha hogA? ata: mere hRdaya meM usa lokazikhara vAle siddha loka ke prati koI AkarSaNa nahIM / yaha ThIka hai ki vahA~ hI jAnA hogA parantu isakI koI mahattA nhiiN| naraka loka meM jAkara bhI yadi zAnti rahatI ho to vaha bhI mere liye mokSa hai / aura kahIM jAne kI mujhe kyA AvazyakatA, mujhe to yahA~ hI zAnti bartatI hai, yahI merI mokSa hai, kucha kamI hai pUrI ho jaayegii| ye dhArmika kriyAyeM zAnti kI dRSTi se kucha prayojanIya nahIM hai / jo kucha bhI inakA phala batAyA jAtA ho para mere liye inakA koI phala nhiiN| jo inakA phala dhanAdi kI prApti hai vaha mujhe cAhiye nhiiN| vartamAna meM sAkSAt vikalpAtmaka hone se ye kriyAyeM svayaM azAntirUpa haiN| bhale kucha zAntirUpa hoM para vaha zAnti nahIM jo nirvikalpa samAdhi meM hotI hai| parantu phira bhI jaba samAdhi meM sthira na raha sakU taba kyA karUM? azAnti meM to jAnA hI hogaa| kahIM bhogAdikoM kI ora pravAha ho gayA to gajaba ho jAyegA, saba kamAI luTa jaayegii| ata: 'sArA jAtA dekhie to AdhA lIjie bAMTa' isa ukti ke anusAra, calo inhIM kriyAoM meM mana ko ulajhA do|" ityAdi prakAra se ina kriyAoM meM pravRtti karatA hai / yadyapi yaha pravRtti saccI hai, yahA~ kisI bhI rUpa meM bhogoM kI abhilASA kI rekhA dikhAI nahIM detI, na hI bAhya kriyAoM se yA vacana se koI bhI usa prakAra kA abhiprAya pragaTa hone pAtA hai, to bhI 'mujhe kisI prakAra zIghra zAnti mile', itanI to vyagratA hai hI / basa isIliye atyanta sUkSma bhI yaha icchA hI to hai| aba siddhAnta lAgU kiijie| kyoMki pA~coM meM hI koI na koI icchA hai, ata: saba dhArmika kriyAyeM aparAdha haiN| itanI vizeSatA hai ki naM01 se naM0 4 taka kI icchAyeM to bhogAbhilASa sambandhI hone ke kAraNa azubha haiM, aniSTa hai| isalie una icchAoM-pUrvaka kI gaI ve kriyAyeM bar3A aparAdha hai / parantu naM0 5 kI icchA atyanta sUkSma va bhogAbhilASa se nirapekSa hone ke kAraNa tathA usa icchA kA bhI antaraMga meM niSedha vartate rahane ke kAraNa zubha hai tathA iSTa hai / usa sUkSma icchA ke sAtha vartanevAlI kriyAyeM zAnti meM itanI bAdhaka nahIM par3eMgI, jitanI ki pahalI cAra / balki sAdhaka kI, bhogAbhilASa meM ulajhane se rakSA karane ke kAraNa, kucha sahAyaka hI raheMgI ata: isa dazA meM ve kriyAyeM kathaJcit iSTa haiN| parantu siddhAnta bAdhita nahIM honA caahie| jitanI kucha bhI icchA hai, itanA aparAdha hI hai| ata: yaha pA~cavIM bhI hai aparAdha hI, Asrava hii| 4. puNya meM pApa-aho ! zAnta AtmAoM se mujhameM pratibimbita hone vAlI zAnta AbhA jayavanta raho / vaha zAnti jisane bhavasaMtapta mujha adhama ko eka apUrva zItalatA pradAna kI, vaha zItala zAnti jisake sAmane dAhotpAdaka ye paMcendriya ke bhoga citAtalya haiM. vaha madhara zAnti jisake sAmane bhogoM ke saba rasa phIke haiM. dene vAlI vaha dyutivanta zAnti jisake sAmane bhogoM kI camaka phIkI hai, vaha mahimAvanta zAnti jisake sAmane bhogoM kI mahimA tuccha hai, vaha mUlyavAna zAnti jisake sAmane tIna loka kI vibhUtikA bhI koI mUlya nahIM / he devI ! apanA mukha dikhAyA hai to aba chipA na lenA, maiM tere liye sarvasva nyochAvara kara dene ko taiyAra huuN| terI ora nihArakara aba maiM kabhI isa sampadA kI ora A~kha uThAkara na dekhuugaa| he nAtha ! mujhako zakti pradAna kIjiye ki isa ApadAjanaka sampadA kI ora isa bhava meM to kyA Age kisI bhava meM bhI maiM dRSTi na uThAU~, sadA ise ThukarAtA calU~ / zAnti-rAnI ko pAkara kauna aisA hai jo isa kulaTA kA mukha dekhegaa| aura jaba isa sampadA hI kI ora se dRSTi haTa gaI to phira isake kAraNabhUta puNya ko maiM kyA samajhU ? vaha bhI mere dvArA apamAnita hue binA na raha sakegA / maiM pApa ke phala kA svAgata karane ko taiyAra hU~ para puNya ke phala kA nahIM, vaha puNya jo pApa se adhika bhayAnaka hai| pApa to Upara se hI bhaya dilA detA hai, jisase ki isake prati svAbhAvika ghRNA utpanna ho jaay| parantu puNya aisA lubhAvanA jAla phailAtA hai ki svata: Akara prANI isameM phaMsa jAte haiM, aura tar3apa-tar3apakara prANa de dete haiN| vaha puNya tIsare bhava meM naraka kA dvAra dikhalAtA hai aura vartamAna bhava meM icchAoM kI jvAlA meM ghI DAlatA hai| kyoMki svAbhAvika rIti se hI icchita padArtha kI prApti ho jAne para usameM Asakti hue binA raha nahIM sakatI,

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14. puNyAtrava 6. abhiprAya kA phera isaliye bhoga-sampadA yA devAdi padoM kI icchA se kI jAne vAlI puNya rUpa kriyAoM ke kAraNa bhogAdika prApta ho jAne para unameM Asakti hue binA raha nahIM sakatI, yaha bAta sarva sammata hai| bahuta pratIkSA ke pazcAt milI huI strI meM kyA atyanta AsaktatA hotI nahIM dekhI jAtI ? aura AsaktatA kA phala kyA honA cAhiye, so saba jAnate haiM / dekhiye apanI bhUla kA viSailA phala / dhArmika kriyAoM ko bhogAbhilASa ke kAraNa apane hitarUpa mAnakara una kriyAoM ko karane meM santoSa dhAraNa kiyA, 'maiMne bahuta acchA kAma kiyA hai, maiM bahuta dharmAtmA hU~', aisA abhimAna utpanna huaa| yaha vartamAna bhava meM phala milaa| bhogoM kI tIvra icchA ke kAraNa santApa utpanna huA, yaha dUsare bhava meM phala paayaa| tIsare bhava meM usa Asakti ke phalasvarUpa kugatiyoM meM aneka duHkha sahe, yaha milA tIsare bhava meM una kriyAoM kA phl| phira bhI una kriyAoM ko atyanta hitarUpa mAnatA hai, kheda hai isakI isa bhUla para / isI se jJAnIjana unako aparAdha kahate haiN| 5. jJAnI kA puNya-una kriyAoM ko aparAdha batA dene se yaha tere andara meM utpanna huA kSobha hI yaha bAta darzAtA hai ki unake prati tujhe miThAsa vartatA hai| tarka kiyA jA sakatA hai ki jJAnI ko bhI to una kriyAoM meM miThAsa hI AtA hai ? nahIM vaha kriyAyeM karatA avazya hai para use inameM miThAsa kabhI nahIM AtA / miThAsa to eka mAtra zAnti meM hI AtA hai aura isalie usako inakA niSedha sunakara kSobha nahIM aataa| svayaM antaraMga se vaha yahI bhAvanA kiyA karatA hai ki ye kriyAyeM karane kI AvazyakatA use na pdd'e| phira terI miThAsa aura usakI miThAsa meM antara bhI to mahAn hai| terI miThAsa apanI zAnti se aparicita rahane ke kAraNa kevala tere una cAra jAti ke bhogAbhilASa sambandhI abhiprAyoM meM se nikala rahI hai, jinake sambandha meM ki kala batAyA gayA thA, parantu usakI miThAsa pA~cavIM jAti ke zAnti-sambandhI usa abhiprAya meM se nikala rahI hai, jisameM kevala zAnti kI apekSA hai, anya kisI bAta kI nhiiN| una kriyAoM meM tujhe jo tanmayatAsI dIkhatI hai, usakA AdhAra ve madhura sura, tAla, laya, majIre, Dholaka Adi haiM, jinake dvArA bhakti karane ko tU bahuta mahattA detA hai; parantu usakI tanmayatA kA AdhAra apanI vaha zAnti hai joki use usa samaya bhagavAna kI zAnti ko dekhakara yAda A jAtI hai, aura apane andara jisakA vaha pratyakSa vedana karane lagatA hai / tU ina kriyAoM ko karate hue unheM hitarUpa samajhatA hai, aura ina kriyAoM sambandhI apane puruSArtha ko hita rUpa samajhatA hai, inake prati apane jhukAva ko hita rUpa samajhatA hai; parantu vaha ina kriyAoM ko karate hue bhI inheM hita rUpa nahIM samajhatA, ina kriyAoM kI icchA ko bhI hitarUpa nahIM samajhatA, ina kriyAoM sambandhI upane puruSArtha ko bhI hitarUpa nahIM samajhatA, tathA unake prati antaraMga meM use kabhI jhukAva bhI utpanna nahIM hotA / usakA saccA jhukAva hai to kevala zAnti ke vedana ke liye| abhiprAyoM meM mahAn antara hone se unake phaloM meM bhI mahAn antara par3a jAtA hai| phala to donoM ko hI yadyapi bhoga-sampadA milanA hai, tujhako kadAcit jitanI mila pAtI hai usase bhI hajAroM gunA use mila jAtI hai| parantu tU usa sampadA meM ulajha jAtA hai, kyoMki kriyAyeM karate hue usI kI abhilASA mana meM baiThI huI thI; aura vaha use prApta karake bhI usase udAsIna banA rahatA hai tathA samaya par3ane para use ThukarA detA hai; vaha use jaJjAla bhAsatI hai| deva gati ko tU acchA samajhatA hai aura vaha use teMtIsa sAgara kI kaida, kyoMki yaha mArga meM na AtI to vaha itane samaya pahale hI apane prayojana ko siddha kara cukA hotaa| tujhe tIsare bhava meM usakA phala pApa meM milatA hai aura use sadA puNya hI puNya meN| aura isI kAraNa terI ve kriyAye kahI jAtI haiM, pApAnubandhI puNya, aura usakI ve hI kriyAyeM kahalAtI haiM puNyAnubandhI puNya / dekha bAhara meM kriyAyeM eka hote hue bhI kevala abhiprAyoM ke pherase kitanA mahAn antara par3a gayA hai donoM meN| apane andara meM jhukakara z2arA gaura se dekha, vahI yA usI jAti ke kucha aura abhiprAya baiThe huye haiM yA nahIM? zAnti ke prati kA abhiprAya to tujhe ho nahIM sakatA, kyoMki terA hRdaya svayaM kaha rahA hai ki usakA vedana tujhe abhI ho nahIM pAyA hai, vaha aba bhI usake lie tar3apa rahA hai| ata: bhAI ! kSobha tajakara antara ke abhiprAya ko badalane kA kucha prayatna kara jisase kadAcit una kriyAoM kI sArthakatA ho jAe aura jaisA ki kahA jAtA hai, paramparA-rUpa se zAnti-patha meM ve kucha sahAyaka ho jaayeN| abhiprAya badale binA ye paramparA rUpa se bhI sahAyaka nahIM ho sktiiN| 6. abhiprAya kA phera--yaha sunakara Azcarya kara rahA hogA ki bhinna abhiprAya rakhate hue bhI kArya kaise ho sakatA hai ? ThIka hai terA prazna / Age bhI saMyama Adi ke prakaraNoM meM tujhe yahI zaMkA utpanna hogii| jJAnI gRhastha kI

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14. puNyAstrava 6. abhiprAya kA phera mahimA kA bakhAna kiyA jAne para ki vaha bhoga bhogate bhI vairAgI hai, tujhe yaha zaMkA hue binA na rhegii| ata: isa zaMkA ke nivAraNArtha hI yahA~ yaha siddha karane kA prayatna karatA hU~ ki 'aisA honA sambhava hai ki abhiprAya kucha aura ho tathA kriyA kucha aura / ' abhiprAya meM usakA niSedha vartate hue bhI bAhya meM vaha kriyA karatA huA dIkhatA hai / antaraMga meM rasa na lete hue bhI bAhara meM kucha letA huA sA pratIta hotA hai| le suna ! Agama meM bhI isa bAta kA samAdhAna bharata-cakrI sambandhI eka sundara dRSTAnta dekara kiyA gayA hai| yaha prazna kisI vyakti ke dvArA kiyA jAne para, eka tela-bharA kaTorA usake hAtha meM diyA aura AjJA dI ki sAre nagara meM ghUmakara Aye, para tela kI eka bUMda bhI na girane paaye| girI to tatkSaNa sara ur3A diyA jaayegaa| AjJAkA pAlana huaa| lauTa Ane para usa vyakti se pUchA gayA ki usane nagara meM kyA dekhA / kyA batAtA becArA? tela aura apanA sara yA talavAra ke atirikta aura kucha dikhAI hI nahIM diyA thA use, nagara meM kyA dekhatA ? basa jJAnI ko bhoga bhogate samaya kaisa rasa Ave? use to dikhAI detA hai kevala apanI zAnti kA lakSya yA vartamAna meM upalabdha kiJcit zAnti ke vedana meM bAdhA par3ane kI smbhaavnaa| dUsarA Agama kA dRSTAnta hai arjuna kA / kauve ke netra bIMdhane ko dhanuSa bANa car3hAye arjuna khaDA hai / guru pUchate haiM ki kyA dikhAI detA hai| javAba milA ki kauve kA eka netra aura vaha bhI usa samaya jaba ki vaha putalI meM AtA hai, isake atirikta aura kucha nahIM / vahA~ usa kauve kA itanA bar3A zarIra vidyamAna hote hue bhI use dikhAI kaise detA? usake lakSya meM to thA kevala eka netra / isI prakAra puNya kriyAoM meM jJAnI ko miThAsa kyoM Ave? use to vartamAna meM yA bhaviSyata meM dikhAI detI hai kevala eka zAnti / lakSya lagA hai kevala usI para / yaha hai lakSyabindu yA abhiprAya kI mhimaa| inake atirikta sunie eka laukika udAharaNa / kalpanA karo ki Apa kisI mukadame meM ulajha ge| apanI rakSA ke lie kucha sAmAna va rUpayA lekara maijisTreTa ke ghara gae aura bar3e prema se vaha sAmAna ghUsa ke rUpa meM bheMTa kiyaa| bole baccoM ke lie hai| usake baccoM ke prati prema bhI bahuta dikhaayaa| unheM khilAtA, bAjAra le jAtA, jo kucha unheM cAhatA lAkara de detaa| baccoM kI mA~ bhI samajhatI ki use bar3A moha par3a gayA hai baccoM se aura pitA bhI samajhatA ki use prema hai hamAre kuTumba se parantu Apa jAno ki kaisA prema hai Apako? mukadamA jItA ki saba prema havA meM ur3A / basa jJAnI ko patA hai ki kaisI ruci hai use ina dhArmika kriyAoM ke prati / zAnti milI ki saba ruci bhaagii| vartamAna kI yaha jhUThI ruci dikhAvaTI hai, azabha bAtoM meM vikalpa na cale jAyeM, kevala isa bhaya ke kAraNa hai| usase viparIta terI ruci hai, una baccoM ke sAtha mAtA ke premavat hita buddhi rkhkr| aura bhI udAharaNa hai, jisase sambhavata: abhiprAya kI atyanta sUkSmatA kA sparza kiyA jA sake / kalpanA kIjie ki ApakI Ayu 60 varSa kI ho cukI haiM, aura santAna nahIM huii| strI ne bahuta ilAja karAe para nirAza rhii| nirAza hokara apane bhAI kA koI baccA rakha liyA apane paas| khUba prema karate the isa abhiprAya se ki do tIna varSa meM paraca jAegA, taba goda le leNge| eka dina gA~va jAte-jAte mArga meM saubhAgyavaza vRkSa ke nIce baiThe dikhAI die eka avadhijJAnI digambara sAdhu / bhakti umar3I, namaskAra kiyA aura kaha DAlI apane mana kI vyathA / uttara milA ki jAo eka varSa pazcAt putra hogaa| santoSa huA tathA atIva prasannatA bhI / ghara Akara strI se btaayaa| para becArI bilkula nirAza ho cukI thI, kaise vizvAsa karatI ? Upara se hA~ hU~ kara dI, para bhItara se yahI AvAja AtI rahI ki are ! kyA rakhA hai baccA hone ko ? svAmI ko to sAdhu kI bhaktivaza aise hI vizvAsa ho gayA hai, baccA honA asambhava hai| aba bhI usa dattaka putra para donoM kA sneha barAbara thaa| parantu vicArie ki strI va Apake sneha meM kucha antara par3A ki vaisA hI hai ? yadyapi strI kA sneha jyoM kA tyoM rahA para Apake sneha meM kucha antara par3a gayA hai, kyoMki vizvAsa thA ki do tIna sAla pIche usa bAlaka ko cale jAnA hogA apane ghara / tIna mahIne bIta ge| garbha ke cihna dikhAI die / batAie ki kyA kucha antara par3egA usa dUsarI sthiti ke prema meM ? avazya pdd'egaa| ApakA prema pahale kI apekSA bhI kucha kama ho jAegA aura strI ke prema meM bhI kucha antara par3a jaaegaa| aba cauthI sthiti, bAlaka paidA ho

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14. puNyAtrava 86 7. puNya samanvaya gyaa| kyA kucha antara par3A tIsarI sthiti ke prema meM? avazya par3A aura sambhavata: aba to usa dattaka putra para bhI vaha antara kucha prakaTa sA hone lgaa| kabhI-kabhI dhamakAne kI bhI naubata Ane lgii| aba bAlaka ho gayA do varSa kaa| batAie aba bhI prema rahA usa pahale bAlaka para ? nahIM, aba to kucha bhAra dIkhane lagA vaha / yadyapi zarma va lihAja ke kAraNa svayaM bAlaka ko vidA na kiyA para yaha icchA avazya rahI ki jitanI jaldI calA jAe acchA hai| dekhiye, vizvAsa meM antara par3ate hI prema meM antara par3a gyaa| pahalI sthitiyoM meM vaha antara sUkSma rahA, bAhara prakaTa nahIM hone pAyA aura Age kI sthitiyoM meM uttarottara sthUla hotA gayA tathA aba bAhara bhI usake cinha dikhAI dene lge| isa udAharaNa para se yaha bAta bhalI bhA~ti jAnI jA sakatI hai ki abhiprAya badala jAne para kisa krama se kriyA meM dhIre-dhIre antara par3A karatA hai tathA abhiprAya meM kriyA kA niSedha vartate hue bhI pahalI sthitiyoM meM kriyA barAbara hotI rahatI hai| aura bhI eka sundara va spaSTa udAharaNa hai| eka kisAna khetI karatA hai aura eka kaidI bhii| donoM hI dattacitta kAma meM jaTe hae dikhAI dete haiM. donoM hI khetI ko phalI dekhakara prasannacitta dikhAI dete haiN| kriyA donoM se ho rahI hai. para kyA abhiprAya donoM kA samAna hai ? kisAna hita buddhi se khetI karatA hai aura kaidI daNDa samajhakara / kisAna kI tanmayatA hita buddhi ke kAraNa dhruva hai aura kaidI kI kSaNika / Aja chuTTI mile to cAhe khetI meM Aga lage, usakI balA se| khetI ke liye jela meM rahane ko taiyAra nhiiN| parantu kisAna ko mRtyu-zayyApara par3e hue bhI sambhavata: yahI vicAra rahe ki kahIM kheta meM gAya na ghusa gaI ho| kisAna kI prasannatA usake phala ko bhogane ke liye hai aura kaidI kI prasannatA kevala apane parizrama ko phalita huA dekhane ke kAraNa, bhoktApane se nirapekSa / kisAna kI khetI abhiprAya ke anukUla aura kaidI kI khetI abhiprAya ke prtikuul| basa isa prakAra terI dharmika kriyAyeM haiM abhiprAya ke anukUla, hitabuddhipUrvaka, unameM miThAsa lete hue; aura jJAnI kI kriyAyeM haiM abhiprAya se pratikUla, ahita buddhi rakhakara, usameM kucha kar3avAsa lete hue| mahAna antara hai, AkAza-pAtAla kA antara / dhAnya kUTate samaya dekhane-vAle ko kyA patA ki yaha dhAnya kUTatA hai yA tuSa ? okhalI meM Upara to tuSa hI dikhAI detA hai / isI prakAra jJAnI ko pUjA Adi karate dekhakara tU kyA samajhe ki yaha bhagavAna kI pUjA karatA hai yA apanI zAnti kI? Upara se to bhagavAna kI hI pUjA karatA hai| dekhama dekhI vaha dekhane vAlA apane ghara jAkara tuSa kUTane lage to kyA nikalegA usake parizrama kA phala ? yadyapi parizrama to utanA hI karanA par3egA jitanA ki dhAnya kUTane-vAle ko| usI prakAra jJAnI kI dekhama dekhI tU bhI pUjA Adi karane lage to kyA nikalegA usa parizrama kA phala ? yadyapi parizrama to utanA hI karanA par3egA jitanA ki jJAnI ko| 7. puNya samanvaya-dhArmika kriyAoM ko aparAdha batAyA jA rahA hai / terI tathA jJAnI kI una kriyAoM sambandhI antaraMga abhiprAya meM kyA antara hai yaha bAta kala darzAI gii| ina kriyAoM ko aparAdha kahatA sunakara upajA kSobha yadyapi zAnta ho cukA hai para usakA sthAna eka saMzaya ne le liyA hai / usakA spaSTIkaraNa hI Aja kiyA jaayegaa| _ to kyA ina zubha kriyAoM ko tyAga deM ? yadi yaha bAta hai to bar3A hI acchA huaa| Aja taka bhUlakara vyartha hI samaya gavAtA rahA, dukAna kA bhI vyartha hI harja karatA rhaa| yaha rahasya kholakara tathA mujhe jagAkara bar3A upakAra kiyA Apane / Aja se mandira meM na jaauuNgaa| bekAra hI loga dhana barabAda karate haiM mandira Adi banavAkara yA pratimA sthApita karavAkara" ityAdi anekoM vikalpa uTha rahe hoMge Aja Apake mana meN| nahIM bhAI aisA nahIM hai / sambhala ! dekha kahA~ jA rahA hai tU ? tere isa pravAha ko rokane ke liye hI to jJAnI-janoM ne ye kriyAyeM tere liye acchI batAI haiM / dhanya hai unakI karuNA, jisameM jJAnI athavA ajJAnI sabako barAbara sthAna prApta hai| jJAnIjana mUrkha nahIM the ki tere Upara koI vyartha kA sAmpradAyika bhAra lAda dete / unake upadeza meM jana-kalyANa ke atirikta koI anya abhiprAya nahIM hotaa| prabhu ! vicAra kara, apane hita ahita ko pahicAna, kucha buddhi lagA, kevala dUsaroM ke saMketa para mata cala / tujhe jJAnI banane ke liye kahA jA rahA hai, mUr3hatA tyAgane ke lie kahA jA rahA hai / parantu hara bAta kA ulTA hI artha le to kahane vAle kA kyA doSa ? una kriyAoM ko karane ke liye kahA jAya to 'mujhe sukha pradAna karane vAlI hai' aisA mAnakara unako hI hitarUpa samajha jAtA hai aura abhiprAya ko badalane ke liye kahA jAya to una kriyAoM ko

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14. puNyAtrava 9. caturvidha kriyA hI chor3ane ke liye taiyAra ho jAtA hai / donoM prakAra muzkila hai / kisa prakAra samajhAyeM / aise kaheM to bhI nIce kI ora jAtA hai aura vaise kaheM to bhI nIce kI ora jAtA hai| nIce kI ora jAne ko nahIM kahA jA rahA hai bhagavan !Upara uThane ko kahA jA rahA hai| donoM hI prakAra se nIce hI jAne kA prayatna kyoM karatA hai ? Upara uThane kA prayatna kr| jarA vicAra to sahI ki ina kriyAoM ko chor3akara yaha samaya tU kisa kArya meM bitAyegA ? yadi dukAna Adi ke dhandhoM meM, to lAbha kyA huA? kucha hAni hI huI, puNya kI bajAe pApa hI huA, dharma arthAt zAnti to na huii| pApa meM dhakelane ke liye to aparAdha nahIM batAyA jA rahA hai ina kriyAyoM ko, dharma meM le jAne ke liye batAyA jA rahA hai, jisase ki terI dRSTi pApa va puNya se atIta usa tIsarI bAta para jA sake jo tere liye sAkSAt hitakArI hai, jise tU Aja taka bhUlA huA hai| dukAna Adi ke dhandhe meM na jAkara yadi zAnti meM sthiti pAne sambandhI puruSArtha karanA iSTa hai isa samaya meM, to isase acchI bAta hI kyA hai ? avazya ina kriyAoM ko tyAga de zIghra tyAga de, aura zAnti kA vedana karane meM nizcalatA dhaar| 8. manovijJAna-dekha siddhAnta ghaTita karate haiN| pahalI bAta to yaha hai ki koI bhI samaya aisA nahIM ki tU binA kucha kAma kiye raha rahA ho / dukAna kA kAma, kahIM jAne kA kAma, kucha uThAne-dharane kA kAma, ityAdika aneka kAryoM ke atirikta yadi khAlI bhI baiThA hai to bhI kucha na kucha vicArane kA kAma to hara samaya kiyA hI karatA hai / aura kisI kAma se pharasata mila jAye to mila jAya para vicAra dhArAoM se avakAza pAnA kaThina hai| mana vaha rAkSasa hai jo hara samaya tujhase kAma mA~gatA hai / ise kAma meM lagA de to lagA de nahIM to vaha svayaM tujhe apane kAma meM lagA legaa| 'hAtamatAI' eka pikcara AI thI, usameM thA yaha sIna / mantroM dvArA apane kArya kI siddhi ke artha vaza kiyA eka rAkSasa apane svAmI se kahatA hai ki 'kAma de nahIM to tujhe khA jaauuNgaa|' yaha kAma batAyA, vaha kAma batAyA, Akhira kaba taka? itane kAma the hI kahA~ ki ekasamaya ke liye bhI khAlI na rahane pAve vaha ? vicArA ki yaha to acchI balA mola le lI, acchAI ke lie siddha kiyA thA ise parantu gale hI par3a gyaa| vaha aba chor3e se bhI to nahIM chtttaa| vicAra-vicAra kara eka upAya sUjhA / ThIka hai, Ao kAma batAtA huuN| eka jInA banAo, Upara car3ho aura utaro, vaha TUTa jAe to phira banAo, phira car3ho aura utaro / barAbara isI bhA~ti karate raho jaba taka ki maiM tumheM na bulAU~ / aba to saba rAkSasapanA havA ho gyaa| vaha khAlI na rahane pAyA aura svAmI bhaya se mukta ho gyaa| isI prakAra tU bhagavAna AtmA, mana terA sevaka, parantu eka aisA sevaka jo hara samaya kAma mA~gatA hai, eka kSaNa ko bhI khAlI nahIM raha sakatA hai| kArya na de to vikalpa-jAla meM ulajhAkara aisA dhakkA de tujhe ki dharAtala para Akara tar3aphane lge| bhAI ! isa rAkSasa ko kisI na kisI kAma meM ulajhAye rakhanA hI zreya hai, bhale hI vaha kArya niSprayojana kyoM na ho| 9.caturvidha kriyA-aba yaha dekhanA hai ki ve kAma kitanI jAti ke hone sambhava haiM jinameM ki mana ko ulajhAyA jA sake / kula kriyAoM ko zAnti-patha kI dRSTi se tIna koTiyoM meM vibhAjita kiyA jA sakatA hai / eka azubha-Asrava ke antargata batAI gaI bhogAbhilASa-sahita tathA bhogoM meM ramaNatArUpa azubha kriyaa| dUsarI zubha-Asrava ke antargata batAI gaI do jAti kI zubha kriyAyeM, eka bhogAbhilASa sahita aura dUsarI isase nirapekSa kevala zAnti kI abhilASA-sahita / tIsarI hai sAkSAt zAnti ke vedana ke sAtha tanmayatArUpa zuddha kriyaa| zubha kriyA ke do bheda ho jAne se kula kriyAyeM cAra prakAra kI ho jAtI haiN| pahalI kriyA ko azubha yA pApa kahate haiN| zubha ke prathama bheda rUpa dUsarI kriyA ko pApAnabandhI puNya rUpa zubha-kriyA kahate haiN| zubha ke dvitIya bhedarUpa tIsarI kriyA ko paNyAnabandhI rUpa zabha kriyA kahate haiM aura cauthI kriyA zuddha kriyA kahalAtI hai| ina cAra kriyAoM meM se eka samaya meM eka hI kriyA kI jAnI zakya hai do nahIM, arthAt mana meM eka samaya meM eka kriyA sambandhI hI vicAra uTha sakate haiM, do kriyA sambandhI nhiiN| aisA ho sakanA sambhava hai ki vacana va kAya kisI dUsarI kriyA ko karate hoM aura mana kisI dUsarI kriyA ko, jaisA ki pratidina anubhava karate haiM, kAya yA vacana se to bhagavAna kI pUjA Adi kArya karate haiM aura mana bAjAra meM ghUmatA hai / parantu yaha nahIM ho sakatA ki mana hI bhagavAna kI pUjA sambandhI vicAra kara rahA ho aura usI samaya bAjAra meM bhI ghUmatA ho / jaise ki dhyAna-pUrvaka yaha pravacana sunate hue

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14. puNyAtrava 9. caturvidha kriyA Apako klAka kI Tana-Tana sunAI nahIM detii| apanI caJcalatA ke kAraNa yaha bar3I drutagati se gamana kara sakatA hai| abhI gRhastha sambandhI vicAra kara rahA hai to agale hI kSaNa mokSa va zAnti sambandhI / ina do vicAroM ke bIca kA antarAla kabhI adhika bhI ho jAtA hai aura kabhI kama bhii| adhika antarAla hone para to hameM yaha jAna par3atA hai ki eka samaya meM eka hI kArya huA aura dUsarA kArya kucha dera pazcAt dUsare samaya meM huA, parantu alpa antarAla hone para hameM aisA lagane lagatA hai ki kAma yugapat ho rahe haiN| jaise ki yaha pravacana sunate hue bhI isa klAka kI Tana-Tana Apa kadAcit suna lete ho| yadyapi mana, vacana va kAya ina tInoM kI kriyAoM meM svatantratA dekhane ko milatI hai, parantu ye saba kriyAyeM buddhi pUrvaka nahIM huA karatI, svata: calA karatI haiM / buddhipUrvaka kI mana, vacana va kAya kI kriyAoM meM bheda nahIM huA karatA, mana se buddhi rAjAnA. usI dizA meM zarIra se gamana kiyA jAnA. usI ke makAna para jAkara ruka jAnA aura usI vyakti vizeSa se vahI bAteM kI jAnA / isI prakAra manakI vicAraNAoM ke Upara bhI zarIra va vacana kI kriyAoM kA prabhAva barAbara par3A karatA hai| kriyA ThIka cala rahI hai yA nahIM yaha dekhane ko mana svata: lauTA karatA hai| mana, vacana va kAya ina tInoM kI uparokta pravRttiyoM se saba paricata haiM / kevala vizleSaNa na kara pAne ke kAraNa hameM unake krama kA patA nahIM cltaa| 1. mana ko hara samaya kucha na kucha vicArane ko cAhiye / yaha khAlI nahIM raha sakatA / 2. mana eka samaya meM eka hI vicAra kara sakatA hai / 3. buddhipUrvaka kI gaI zarIra va vacana kI kriyAoM se mana bhI usI ora AkarSita ho jAtA hai| isa siddhAnta para se yaha spaSTa ho gayA ki mana ko kisI eka kriyA-vizeSa meM juTA dene para vaha usa samaya dUsarI kriyA na kara sakegA aura zarIra va vacana kI sahAyatA se usako kucha dera kadAcit vahA~ hI aTakAye rakhA jA sakatA hai| aba yaha vicAranA hai ki kauna-sI kriyA meM juTAnA adhika zreyaskara hai| hamAre pAsa cAra kriyAyeM haiM-pApa, pApAnubandhI puNya, puNyAnubandhI puNya tathA zuddhakriyA / ina cAroM meM kauna kriyA hitarUpa hai aura kauna kriyA ahitarUpa, isakA tola hameM zAnti kI tulA se karanA hai / jisameM sarvathA azAnti hai vaha sarvathA heya hai, jisameM adhika azAnti hai vaha adhika heya hai, jisameM kucha zAnti hai vaha kucha upAdeya hai, tathA jisameM sarvathA zAnti hai vaha sarvathA upAdeya hai| uparokta cAroM kriyAoM kA tola karanese, isameM to koI saMzaya hai hI nahIM ki pahalI pApa aura cauthI zuddha kriyA, ina donoM meM pahalI atyanta heya hai aura cauthI atyanta upaadey| vicAranA to dUsarI va tIsarI kriyA ke sambandha unheM heya mAne yA upAdeya ? isa bAta kA uttara lene ke liye hameM yaha vicAranA hogA ki ye kriyAyeM azAntirUpa hI haiM yA kucha zAnti rUpa bhii| eka upayoga meM eka hI kArya siddha hone ke kAraNa yadyapi eka hI kArya meM zAnti aura azAnti donoM aMzoM kA sadbhAva eka samaya meM rahanA kucha a~catA nahIM hai, parantu vicAra karane para eka hI kArya meM ye donoM aMza rahane asambhava pratIta nahIM hote / zAnti aura azAnti pRthak-pRthak bhI raha sakatI haiM aura mizrita rUpa meM bhii| dekhiye smjhiye| upayoga va zAnti meM kucha antara haiM--upayoga kevala jAnane kA nAma hai aura zAnti hai svAda kA nAma, upayoga jJAna hai aura zAnti jJeya, upayoga prakAzaka hai aura zAnti prakAzya / jJAna meM bhale krama rahe para jJeya meM krama rahane kI AvazyakatA nahIM / yadi do yA adhika jJeya milakara ekameka ho jAyeM to eka hI samaya meM kyA jJAna use jAna na legA ? jaise ki aneka pudgaloM ke piNDa rUpa skandhako yA jIva-pudgala mizrita manuSya ko jAnane meM kyA Age pIche jAnane kI AvazyakatA par3atI hai ? yA namaka mirca Adi aneko masAloM ke mizrita svAda ko jAnane yA anubhava karane ke kyA krama kI AvazyakatA par3atI hai ? arthAt namaka kA svAda pahale jAnoge, phira mirca kA, pIche anya kisI masAle kA, kyA isa prakAra jAnoge? itanA avazya hai ki jisa prakAra mizrita masAle kA svAda cakhate samaya namaka-mirca Adi kA bhinna-bhinna svAda na Akara eka vijAtIya hI prakAra kA mizrita svAda AtA hai, jo na akele namaka-sarIkhA hai na sarIkhA: isI prakAra mizrita zAnti kA svAda lete samaya bhI zAnti tathA azAnti kA bhinna-bhinna svAda na Akara, zAnti-azAnti-mizrita koI vijAtIya hI svAda AtA hai, jo na akelA zAnti rUpa hai, aura na akelA azAntirUpa, balki inake madhyavartI kisI tIsarI hI jAtirUpa hai, jisakA nirNaya mizraNa meM par3e zAnti va azAnti ke

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14. puNyAstrava 9. caturvidha kriyA aMzoM para se kiyA jA sakatA hai / zAnti kA aMza adhika rahane para kucha zAnti kI ora jhukA huA aura azAnti kA aMza adhika rahane para kucha azAnti kI ora jhukA huA svAda AtA hai / phalitArtha nikalA yaha ki pApa kriyA tIvra azAntirUpa hai kyoMki vahA~ bhogAbhilASa ke sAtha-sAtha bhogane kI vyagratA kA spaSTa vedana ho rahA hai; dUsarI kriyA sarvathA manda azAnti rUpa hai kyoMki vahA~ bhogAbhilASa sambandhI hI rAgadveSAdi haiM, bhogane sambandhI vyagratA nhiiN| tIsarI kriyA zAnti azAnti ke mizraNarUpa hai, kyoMki yahA~ bhogAbhilASa kA abhAva hai aura usake bhogane kI vyagratA kA bhii| jitane aMza meM kriyA karane ke prati vyagratA hai, utanI azAnti hai aura jitane aMza meM vItarAgatA hai utane aMza meM zAnti / cauthI kriyA sarvathA zAntirUpa hai| isapara-se ina cAroM kI heyopAdeyatA kA nirNaya karanA bar3A sahaja ho jAtA hai / pahalI pApa kriyA azAnti ke kAraNa sarvathA heya hai| dUsarI kriyA azAnti ke kAraNa yadyapi heya hai para pahalI kI apekSA manda azAnti hone ke kAraNa kathaJcit upAdeya bhI hai| tIsarI kriyA yadyapi kriyArUpa na hokara bhAvarUpa hai, zAnti kA aMza rahane ke kAraNa upAdeya hai, parantu cauthI kriyA kI apekSA azAnti kA aMza rahane ke kAraNa heya hai| cauthI kriyA pUrNa zAnti rUpa hone ke kAraNa pUrNa upAdeya hai| yaha cauthI kriyA vAstava meM AsravarUpa nahIM hai, aparAdha rUpa kisI taraha bhI nahIM hai| yaha saMvararUpa tathA nirjarArUpa hai / arthAt jJAnadhArA meM raMgI sarvakriyAyeM upAdeya haiM aura karmadhArA meM raMgI sarva kriyAyeM heya haiM / AMzika jJAnadhArA meM raMgI kriyAyeM prathama bhUmikA meM abhyAsa karane ke artha prayojanavAn haiN| isa sAre prakaraNa meM pApa ke atirikta donoM zubha-kriyAoM ko sarvathA tathA kathaJcit aparAdharUpa batAyA gayA thA, so siddha kara diyA gyaa| parantu isakA tAtparya una zubha-kriyAoM kA jIvana meM se sarvathA niSedha karanA nahIM hai balki abhiprAya badalanA hai / una kriyAoM meM jo 'bahuta acchI haiM, hitarUpa haiM, aisA miThAsa vartatA hai, use chur3Ane kA tAtparya hai| aisA abhiprAya sarvathA heya hI hai / parantu abhiprAya ke heya ho jAne para kriyAyeM eka dama chor3a dI jAyeM, aisA nahIM huA karatA, jaisAki pahale dRSTAnta dvArA samajhA diyA gayA hai| aba prazna hotA hai yaha ki abhiprAya badla jAne ke pazcAt kriyA kauna-sI kareM, kyoMki kucha karanA to par3egA hI, niSkriya to raha nahIM sakatA? isa prazna kA uttara lene ke liye hameM uparokta cAroM kriyAoM meM se chA~Ta karanI hai| parantu jisameM cAroM prakAra kI kriyA karane kI zakti na ho vaha kitanI meM se chA~Ta karegA ? utanI meM se hI to karegA jitanI ki vaha kara sakatA hai / jJAnI jIva jinhoMne kucha bhI zAnti kA vedana kara liyA hai ve to cAroM kriyAyeM kara sakate haiM aura isIliye unheM to,cAroM meM se chA~Ta karanI hai, parantu ve vyakti jinhoMne kucha bhI zAnti kA paricaya prApta nahIM kiyA hai, kevala pahalI do kriyAyeM hI kara sakate haiM / agalI do unake pAsa haiM hI nahIM, kyA kareM ? yadyapi abhiprAya meM se bhogAbhilASa jAtI rahI hai, parantu zAnti ke vedana-rahita hone se inakA samAveza tIsarI kriyA meM nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / isaliye unheM kevala pahalI do kriyAoM meM se hI chA~Ta karanI hai| viSaya spaSTa ho gayA / jJAnI vyakti to cauthI kriyA karane kA hI bharasaka prayatna karegA, paranta alpa bhamikA meM zakti kI hInatA vaza vahA~ adhika samaya na TikA raha sake to zeSa samaya tIsarI kriyA meM bitAne kA prayala kregaa| dUsarI kriyA usase hogI hI nahIM kyoMki zubha-kriyAoM meM usakI pravRtti tIsarI koTi meM calI jaayegaa| gRhastha dazA meM, karane kA abhiprAya na hote hue bhI pUrva-saMskAravaza yadi kadAcit pahalI kriyA huI bhI to usake prati apanA bahuta adhika nindana grahaNa kregaa| parantu ajJAnI jIva abhiprAya badala jAne para aura zAnti kI jijJAsA jAgRta ho jAne para dUsarI kriyA ko karane kA tathA tIsarI kriyA kI koTi meM praveza pAne kA bhI bharasaka prayatla kregaa| pahalI kriyA karane kA svayaM prayatna nahIM karegA, parantu yadi saMskAravaza ho hI gaI to usake liye apanI nindA kregaa| __zAstra se udhAra lI huI 'zuddho'haM', 'prabuddho'haM', 'niraJjano'haM', athavA brahmAsmi' kI raTa lagAne se to tU vaha bana jAyegA. kramaparvaka abhyAsa karane se hI bnegaa| prathama kriyA ke sopAna ko choDakara dvitIya kriyA ke sopAnapara. usa para pA~va jamane ke uparAnta use chor3akara tRtIya sopAna para, aura isameM bhI abhyasta ho jAne para caturtha sopAna para car3hate jAnA hI vaha krama hai / batAiye aba kahA~ rahA virodha ko avakAza ? parantu aparAdha rUpa to ve kriyAyeM rahI hI rhiiN| siddhAnta tIna kAla bhI bAdhita nahIM ho sktaa|

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15. bandha-tattva ( 1. bar3I bhUla; 2. saMskAra nirmiti| 1. bar3I bhUla-svatantratA kI upAsanA ke dvArA sampUrNa bandhanoM kA viccheda karake, pUrNa svatantratA sahita, nija caitanya-deza meM zAnti-rAnI ke saMga vilAsa karane vAle, parabrahma anantasiddha bhagavanta mujhe bhI zakti pradAna kareM ki unakI bhA~ti maiM bhI ina bandhanoM kA viccheda karake nija sAmrAjya kA bhoga kara skuuN| parantu bandhana kyA hai ? yaha bAta pahale jAnanI pdd'egii| kyA kisI ne ber3I DAlI hai pA~va meM, yA banda kiyA hai jelakhAne meM ? kucha bhI to aisI bAta dikhAI nahIM detI, phira bhI bandhana kyA ? aisA nahIM hai bhAI ! yaha bandhana ber3iyoM rUpa nahIM hai para ber3iyoM se bhI adhika dRr3ha hai / yaha bandhana jelakhAne rUpa nahIM hai para jelakhAne se bhI adhika prabala hai / so do prakAra se dekhA jA sakatA hai--eka antaraMga meM aura dUsarA bAhara meN| yadi maiM svayaM antaraMga meM na banyU~ to bAhara meM mujhe bA~dhane vAlI koI zakti nahIM / isa zarIra ko apanA mAnakara niSprayojana isakI sevA meM juTe rahanA athavA isake lie kucha iSTa se dIkhane vAle dhanAdika acetana para padArthoM kI tathA kuTumba Adi cetana para padArthoM kI sevA meM juTe rahanA to antaraMga bandhana hai, jo svayaM maiMne apane sara liyA huA hai| kuTumba Adi vAstava meM bandhana nahIM haiN| yadi maiM inakI sevA na karU~ to koI zakti aisI nahIM jo mujhe inakA sevaka banA ske| sevaka bane rahanA merI apanI bhUla hai aura maz2A yaha ki isa bhUla meM bhI maiM Ananda mAnatA huuN| yaha merI bhUla hI andara meM mujhe kucha priyasI, kucha madhura sI lagatI hai| yadi merA koI atyanta hitaiSI mujhe isase chur3Ane ke lie inakI svArthatA darzAe bhI to mujhe vaha bhAtA nhiiN| maiM antaraMga meM kisI dAha se vyAkula huA, hAya-hAya karatA antaraMga se pukAra avazya karatA hU~, para usakI mAnane ko eka bhI taiyAra nahIM / kitanA dRr3ha hai yaha bandhana ? isake kAraNa se Asrava-tattva meM darzAye gaye kArmaNa-zarIra yA sUkSma-zarIra meM uttarottara adhikAdhika vRddhi hote jAnA, isa zarIra kA nitya naye-naye jar3a karmoM ke praveza dvArA puSTa hote rahanA, so bAhya bandhana hai arthAt karmabandha hai| yadyapi atyanta sakSama hone se yaha zarIra hama ko dRSTigata nahIM hotA, parantu pratyakSa-jJAnI ise hastAmalakavat dekhate haiN| tadapi mere kalyANa meM yaha becArA jar3a kyA bAdhA pahuMcA sakatA hai ? yadi maiM svayaM bhUla na kareM to par3A hai, par3A hI rhegaa| par3A rahane de, kyA mA~gatA hai becArA / "karma becAre kauna, bhUla merI adhikaaii| agni sahe ghanaghAta loha kI saMgata paaii|" yadi maiM ina para padArthoM kI sevA svayaM svIkAra na karUM to koI zakti nahIM ki jabaradastI mujhe inakI sevA karane ko bAdhya kara sake / inakI sevA svIkAra karane vAlA maiM hU~, binA kisI bAhya ke dabAva ke svatantra rUpa se svIkAra karatA hU~ aura pIche pukArA karatA hU~ ki hAya-hAya ina karmo na mujhe paqaDA, koI chur3Ao koI chudd'aao| are ! kaisI markhatA hai? vRkSa kI kaulI bharakara yadi maiM Ate jAte pathikoM se yaha pakAra karU~ ki bhAI ! merI sahAyatA karo, dekho isa vRkSa ne majhe pakar3A hai, isase mujhe chur3Ao, to kitanI mUrkhatA hogI ? maiM nitya anya ko upadeza detA hU~, tote kA dRSTAMta sunA-sunA kara mAno jagata ko rijhAtA huuN| zikArI ke dvArA laTakAI gaI nalakI para baiThA totA nalakI ghUma jAne ke kAraNa jaba svayaM ghUmane lagatA hai to yaha jAnakara ki 'are maiM to nIce girA', nalakI ko aura dRr3ha pakar3a letA hai aura usa para ulTA laTakA rahatA hai, parantu vicAratA yaha rahatA hai ki nalakI ne mujhe pakar3a liyA hai / para phar3aphar3AtA hai ur3ane ke liye parantu pA~va na chor3e to kaise ur3e ? 'nalakI ne mujhe pakar3A koI chur3Ao' / vahI dazA to merI hai / svayaM dAsatA svIkAra karake, 'hAya isa dAsatA se mujhe chur3Ao' / kitanI haMsI kI bAta hai ? dekho bandara kI mUrkhatA, zikArI ke dvArI pRthvI meM gAr3I canoM se bharI haMDiyA meM canoM ke lAlacavaza hAtha DAle svayaM, canoM kI muTThI bhare svayaM aura banda muTThI haMDiyA ke mu~ha me se na nikala sake to pukAra kare, hAya-hAya haMDiyA ne mujhe pakar3A, koI chur3Ao koI chudd'aao| yadi usa samaya usako yaha kahA jAe ki bhAI ! muTThI ko khola de, chuTA hI to

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15. banya-tattva 2. saMskAra nirmiti par3A hai, to muTThI kholane ke liye kabhI taiyAra nahIM, bhale zikArI pakar3a le| kisane pakar3A hai usako? haMDiyAne yA usake lAlaca ne ? haMDiyA becArI kA kyA doSa ? aba chor3e aura bhAga jaae| par3I rahegI becaarii| vaha kaba use pakar3ane ko vRkSa para car3hegI ? bandara kI mUrkhatA para Aja maiM haMsa rahA hU~ para kheda hai ki apanI mUrkhatA mujhe dikhAI nahIM detii| zarIra, dhana va kuTumbAdi kI sevA svayaM svIkAra karake kosa rahA hU~ karmoM ko / hAya ina karmoM ne mujhe pakar3A, dekho niSkAraNa taMga kara rahe haiN| prabho ! kisane pakar3A hai tujhe? vicAra to sahI, sevA cAkarI chor3a, kauna rokatA hai tujhe? ye becAre jar3a karma to bilkula niraparAdha haiM, ye kaba pakar3ate haiM tujhe ? tU svayaM hI bulA-bulAkara pakar3a letA hai unheM / aparAdha apanA aura gale maMDhe karmoM ke, kaise maje kI bAta hai ? he bhAI ! tujhe kalyANa cAhie, hita cAhie,sukha cAhie, zAnti cAhie, to bAhara meM inakI ora na dekha / dekha apanI ora, apanI prabhutA kI ora / tU to pahale hI se kalyANa rUpa par3A hai, tU to aba bhI zAnti kA bhaNDAra hai / kisane chInA hai use ? kucha bhI to nahIM bigar3A hai terA / apanI zAnti ko sevA cAkarI meM khojane jAtA hai, basa isa kalpanA hI ne to pakar3A hai tujhe / yahI ve bandhana haiM jo mahAtmAoM ne toDa diye haiM / tU bhI toDa de to vaisA hI ho jAve / siddha-prabhu meM aura tujha meM tanika bhI to bheda nahIM hai, kAhe duhAI detA hai / unake dvAra para ki tujhe zAnti pradAna kareM / tU sarva-samartha hai, zakti kA puJja hai| 2. saMskAra nirmiti-zarIra va kuTumba kI sevA cAkarI kA bhAva kauna paidA karatA hai tere hRdaya meM ? kyA koI sikhAtA hai tujhe ye bAteM ? paidA hote hI bAlaka daur3a par3atA hai stana kI ora / kauna sikhAtA hai use ? svayaM sIkhA sikhAyA hI to utpanna huA hai| pahale kabhI yaha kriyA karane lagA thA, Aja Adata bana gaI, saMskAra bana gyaa| kahIM bhI jAye, isa rUpa meM yA usa rUpa meM, manuSya ke zarIra meM yA tiryaJca ke zarIra meM, narakagati meM yA deva-gati meM, saMskAra ko sadA sAtha lekara jAtA hai / phira kisa sikhAne-vAle kI AvazyakatA hai ? svayaM sIkhatA hai, svayaM saMskAra banAtA hai, svayaM sAtha le jAtA hai| svayaM tU hI to hai inakA nirmANa karane vAlA / tU svayaM inako na banAye to karma becAre kyoM AyeM ? tU ina saMskAroM ko tor3a de to karma bhI becAre terA sAtha chor3a deN| karmoM se prArthanA karane se ki 'bhAI ! adhika na satAo, kRpayA mujhe rAstA de do, meM dharma karane jA rahA hU~, kyA lAbha hai ? ina becAroM ko kyA sunAI detA hai ? apane saMskAroM ko pahacAne, unakA nirmANa tU nitya kisa prakAra kara rahA hai use jAne, tathA aisI bhUla karanA chor3a de to bandhana kAhe kA? svatantra hI to par3A hai| apane andara meM utarakara dekha, saMskAra pratyakSa dikhAI de rahe haiM / saMskAra usa Adata kA nAma hai jo tUne dhIre-dhIre nitya naye-naye aparAdha karake Asrava ke dvArA puSTa kI hai, aura usI purAnI Adata rUpa saMskAroM se prerita huA nitya naye-naye aparAdha kara rahA hai, bilkula viveka nahIM rahA hai| aparAdha, saMskAroM kA nirmANa, Age unakI preraNA se puna: -puna: vahI naye-naye aparAdha, saMskAroM kA aura poSaNa, adhika-adhika aparAdha, saMskAroM kI adhika-adhika puSTi / basa yahI to vaha cakra hai jisameM tU ulajhA par3A hai| yaha bAta samajhanI bhI kaThina nahIM hai, sabake anubhava meM AI hai, kevala vizleSaNa karane kI kamI hai / jJAnI va ajJAnI meM tathA eka philAsphara va eka sAdhAraNa vyakti meM itanA hI to antara hai ki philAsphara to vastu kA vizleSaNa karake banA letA hai siddhAnta aura dUsarA raha jAtA hai tAkatA usake mu~ha kI ora / siddhAnta kA AdhAra anubhava hai, vizleSaNa karo to Apa bhI banA sakate ho / yadi siddhAnta banAne kI zakti nahIM to samajha to sakate hI ho / dekhiye dRSTAnta dekara samajhAtA hU~ saMskAra nirmANa kA krama tathA usa saMskAra kI vaha zakti jo tujhe naye-naye aparAdha karane kI preraNA detI hai| dekhiye usa vyakti kI ora jo Aja kA eka vizvavikhyAta DAkU hai| kyA vaha DAkU banakara janmA thA? nahIM, janmA thA taba to bilkala bholA-bhAlA thA, choTA sA baccA thA, baDA priya lagatA thaa| Aja kA yaha bhayAnaka rUpa kaise dhAraNa kiyA? DAkU bananA usane prArambha kiyA thA usa samaya jaba ki vaha skUla meM par3hane ke lie bhejA gayA thaa| pahale hI dina usakI dRSTi par3I apane sAthI kI painsila para, jo use kucha sundara sI lagI / na mAlUma eka vicAra sA kahA~ se uThA usake andara ? eka bijalI kI camaka kI bhA~ti use kucha dhakkA sA lagA-"aura yadi uThA lU~ ise to? avakAza kA hI to samaya hai ? raisesa hai| koI bhI to nahIM hai yahA~ ? saba sAthI khela meM lage haiM ? koI bhI to nahIM dekha rahA hai ? kisI ko kyA patA calegA ki maiMne uThAI hai ?" aura cAroM ora caukannA hokara na jAne kise khoja rahA

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15. bandha-tattva 2. saMskAra nirmiti hai vaha? hAtha yakAyaka bar3hatA hai painsila kI ora / para yaha kyA ? 'are ! nahIM nahIM yaha ThIka nahIM hai / yadi kisI ne dekha liyA to? mAra par3egI burI taraha aura vaha becArA sAthI to royegaa| nahIM nahIM mata uThA', hRdaya burI taraha kA~patA huA sA / puna: caukanIsI dRSTi cahu~ ora / aura sAhasa baTora kara uThA hI letA hai usa painsila ko, hRdaya ke kampana ko dabAne kA prayatna karatA huaa| ghara jAkara prasanna hotA hai usa painsila ko dekhakara / are do paise kI to hogI hI, kitanI sundara hai, calo Aja to do paise kmaaye| aura agale dina vahI dRSTi par3I eka sAthI kI pustaka para / caukannI sI A~khe ghUmane lagI yakAyaka cAroM ora, hRdaya meM kampana, hAtha bhI kucha kA~pe-kA~pe se, parantu na to thA kala jitanA vismaya, na thA kala jitanA bhaya, na thA kala jitanA kampana, na thI kala jitanI glAni / kitAba uThAI aura baste meM DAla lI / ghara jAkara kitAba ko ulaTa-palaTakara dekhA to bilkula naI hai| vAha-vAha ! kitanA acchA huaa| aba to mujhe kitAba kharIdanI hI na pdd'egii| tIsare dina usI prakAra davAta, aura phira cauthe pA~caveM dina anya-anya vstueN| para Age-Age ko hIna-hIna vismaya, hIna-hIna bhaya, hIna-hIna kampana aura hIna-hIna glAni / inake sAtha-sAtha dhIre-dhIre sAhasa meM vRddhi / aura Aja vahI hai sAhasI, nirbhIka DAkU jisake andara na hai vismaya, na hai bhaya, na hai kampana , na hai glAni / basa bana gayA saMskAra, eka puSTa aura prabala DAkA DAlane kA saMskAra / pahalI dUsarI Adi sthitiyoM meM hI rokatA to ruka jAtA, para Aja use kitanA bhI daNDa mile vaha saMskAra rukane vAlA nhiiN| pahale dina jisa saMskAra kA Arambha kA~pate huye hRdaya se huA thA, Aja vaha use preraNA karatA hai, sAhasa detA hai, bar3e-bar3e DAke DAlane kaa| isI prakAra kisI mitra kI preraNA se pahale dina ghRNA-buddhi se, kA~pate hue hRdaya ke sAtha, zarAba kI eka ghuTamAtra pI lene vAle usa vyaki ko Aja zarAba ke binA caina nhiiN| pahale dUsaroM ke paise se pInI prArambha karane vAlA Aja apanI lahU-pasIne kI kamAI ko bhI zarAba ke-liye phUMka rahA hai| kauna zakti hai, kauna preraNA hai ? vahI saMskAra kI zakti, vahI saMskAra kI preraNA, jise uparokta krama se svayaM usane puSTa kiyA hai| basa bana gayA saMskAra-nirmANa kA siddhAnta / koI bhI vyakti kabhI eka nayA aparAdha karatA hai, taba saMskAra kI rUpa rekhA mAtra sI andara meM bana jAtI hai jo use puna: vaha aparAdha karane ke liye bala pradAna karatI hai tathA usake bhaya ko haTAtI hai| usase prerita huA vaha puna: usI jAti kA aparAdha karatA hai / usa saMskAra kI puSTi ho jAtI hai aura vaha puSTa saMskAra aura adhika preraNA va bala detA hai / puna: usa jAti kA aparAdha doharAtA hai, puna: saMskAra kI puSTi ho jAtI hai aura isI prakAra puna:-puna: nayA-nayA aparAdha yA Asrava aura tatphalasvarUpa saMskAroM kI puSTi yA pUrva-pUrva saMskAra meM naI-naI zakti kA bandha / isI prakAra Age jAkara bana baiThatA hai vaha eka prabala saMskAra, eka Adata, eka insaTiMkTa, jisako aba yadi dabAnA bhI cAhegA to kucha asambhava sA pratIta hogaa| isI prakAra maiM anAdi se kacha naye-naye aparAdha yA Asrava karatA calA A rahA hai| jisa-jisa jAti ke aparAdha karatA hU~ usa-usa jAti ke aparAdha pahale kiye the, ata: usa-usa jAti ke saMskAra antaraMga meM pahale se hI par3e haiN| aba kA kiyA nayA aparAdha mila jAtA hai apanI jAti ke pUrva saMskAra ke sAtha aura puSTa kara detA hai use / isI prakAra sarva hI pUrva-saMskAroM kA barAbara siJcana karatA calA A rahA hU~ / barAbara Asrava tattva ke dvArA unakA poSaNa karatA calA A rahA hU~, barAbara unheM vetana detA calA A rahA hU~ / yahI hai vAstava meM mere bandhana arthAt bandhatattva jisakI preraNA se karatA hU~ maiM nitya naye-naye aparAdha, aura jisakI preraNA se svIkAra kI hai maiMne zarIra Adi kI dAsatA / / yadi Aja isa dAsatA ko chor3akara naye-naye aparAdha karanA banda kara dU~ to ina saMskAroM ko AhAra kahA~ se milegA ? inheM vetana kauna degA? svayaM sUkha jAyeMge becAre yA bhUkhe marate chor3a jAyeMge mujhe aura koI dUsarA dvAra jA khttkhttaayeNge| ata: bhAI yadi svatantratA cAhie to karmoM ko kosane se kucha na banegA, na hI prabhu se bhikSA mA~gane se kAma calegA / svatantra rUpase tane hI inakA nirmANa kiyA hai aura svatantra rUpa se t hI inheM kATa sakatA hai / kaise ? so agale pravacana meM A jaaegaa|

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16. saMvara-tattva 1. bhUla nivRtti; 2. saMskAra nivRtti / 1. bhUla nivRtti--bhava - santapta isa pathika ko zAnti pradAna kIjie nAtha ! ApakI zaraNa meM Akara kyA itanA bhI na milegA ? sunate Aye haiM ki apane Azrita ko Apa apane samAna kara liyA karate haiN| anekoM adhama uddhAre haiM Apane / maiM bhI to eka adhama hU~, mujha para bhI kRpA kIjie prabhu / zAnti mA~gatA hU~ aura kucha nahIM / dhana sampatti mA~gane AyA hU~ aura vaha Apake pAsa hai hI kahA~ jo ki de dete| vahI vastu to dI jA sakatI hai jo ki kisI ke pAsa ho / Apake pAsa hai zAnti kA aTUTa bhaNDAra, mujhe bhI dIjie nAtha / thor3I-sI hI de dIjie, isa hI meM santoSa kara lU~gA / dekhie apane dvAra se khAlI na lauttaaiye| merA to kucha na bigar3egA kyoMki maiM to pahale hI raMka hU~, aba bhI raMka raha lU~gA / jagata ApakI hI nindA karegA ki kAhe kA bar3A jo bhUkhe kI jholI meM eka muTThI cAvala bhI nahIM DAlatA / nahIM nahIM, aisA honA asambhava hai, ApakI zaraNa meM jo AyA hai vaha khAlI nahIM lauTa sktaa| mujhameM lene kI zakti honI cAhie, Apa to mArga darzA hI rahe haiN| saMvara kA mArga, arthAt samyak prakAra varaNa karane kA mArga, samyak-prakAra Dhaka dene kA arthAt dabA dene kA maarg| kinako ? Asrava adhikAra meM batAye gae pratikSaNa hone vAle navIna-navIna aparAdhoM ko jo sAkSAt vyAkulatA rUpa haiM, antardAhaka haiM / unake daba jAne kA nAma hI zAnti hai, ata: yaha saMvara kA mArga hI zAnti kA mArga hai| lo suno ! sunane mAtra 'kAma na calegA, jIvana meM utArane se kAma clegaa| AjatakaM jIva ajIvAdi tattvoM kI raTanta kI hai, zAnti mile to kaise mile ? aba vaisI bAta na samajhanA, kucha sUtra yAda karane se koI lAbha nahIM, unake rahasyako jIvana meM utArane se lAbha hai / le to usI rahasya ko sUtroM meM nahIM, bar3I sarala bhASA meM, bar3A sahala karake dhIre-dhIre samajhAtA hU~ / dhyAna se suna, vicAra kara aura Aja se hI apane dainika jIvana meM usake anusAra kucha parivartana lAne kA prayatna kara / ve bAteM kucha aisI nahIM hoMgI jo tU-na kara sake yA unake karane meM tujhe kaThinAI par3e / gurudeva bar3e upakArI haiN| choTe choTe bar3e se bar3e zaktihIna va zaktizAlI sabakA upakAra karate haiM, sabako mArga darzAte haiM, usa-usakI zraddhA ke anusAra tathA usa-usakI zakti ke anusAra / pakSapAt va sAmpradAyikatA kI bAta nahIM hai, sarva hita bAta hai| koI bhI kyoM na ho, pazu ho yA deva, brAhmaNa ho yA zUdra, jo kare so pAve / jIvana meM utArane kA kAma karanA hai, Upara kI kucha dikhAve kI athavA zarIra ko tor3ane-maror3ane kI yA padArthoM ko idhara se udhara dharane kI kriyAoM kA nAma karanA nahIM hai| aho ! karuNA- sAgara gurudeva ! kitanA sahala banA diyA hai mArga, hara kisI ko avakAza pradAna kara diyA hai, mAno sarvadharma samabhAva kA bigula hI bajAyA hai / Apake zAsana meM brAhmaNa ko U~cA va zUdra ko nIcA darjA prApta ho, aisA bheda hai hI nahIM aura vAstava meM Apake zAsana meM zUdra nAma kA zabda hI nahIM hai / jisa mArga kI nIMva meM hI dveSa DAlA gayA ho, brAhmaNa va zUdra meM dveSa utpanna kara diyA gayA ho, usa mArga ko sAmyatA kA mArga hone kA dAvA kiyA jAe, yaha Azcarya hai / dveSa va sAmyatA donoM kaise ikaTThe raha sakeMge ? zAnti prApta ho to kaise ho ? mUla meM hI bhUla hai phala kaise lage ? bhagavan samajha ! svaparabheda vijJAna prApta karake isa bhUla ko nikAla de aura phira sAmya-rasa meM bhIgI usa gurudeva kI vANI ko suna / yadyapi Aja taka una kriyAoM meM se Apa saba bahuta sI kriyAyeM pahale se karate A rahe haiM jaise ki devapUjA Adi, tadapi antaraMga abhiprAya ThIka na hone se unakA vaha phala nahIM huA joki honA cAhie thA arthAt zAnti / isIlie yaha kahane meM AtA hai ki jitane adhika dharma karane vAle vyakti haiM utane hI adhika duHkhI haiN| yaha bAta jhUThI bhI nahIM hai kyoMki vAstava meM Upara se dekhane se aisA hI dikhAI de rahA hai| usakA kAraNa yaha hai ki yA to ve kriyAyeM mithyA abhiprAya-pUrvaka kI jA rahI haiM arthAt Asrava prakaraNa meM batAye gae dUsare abhiprAya-pUrvaka kI jA rahI haiM, yA kevala kula paramparA se binA samajhe kI jA rahI haiN| sacce abhiprAya-pUrvaka arthAt Asrava prakaraNa meM batAe gae tIsarI koTi abhiprAya-pUrvaka ina kriyAoM ko karane vAlA tIna-kAla meM bhI kabhI duHkhI raha nahIM sakatA, aisA dAve ke sAtha kahA jA sakatA hai / ata: pratyeka kriyA kI parIkSA apane abhiprAya se karate hue calanA hai| abhiprAya para hI jora hai, vahI mukhya hai / kriyA kI itanI mahattA nahIM jitanI usakI hai| ataH abhiprAya ko par3hane kA abhyAsa karanA cAhiye /

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16. saMvara-tattva 2. saMskAra nivRtti sthala-sthala para dRSTAnta Adi ke dvArA abhiprAya par3hane kA upAya bhI batAyA jAtA rhegaa| use par3hakara gaNa-doSa ko khojane tathA apanI bhUloM ko dUra karane kA prayatna karanA, tabhI ve kriyAyeM saccI kahalA sakatI haiN| ___ eka udAharaNa detA huuN| kisI sAdhuko svarNa banAne kI rAsAyanika vidyA AtI thii| eka gRhastha ko patA cala gyaa| vidyA lene kI dhuna ko lie vaha usa sAdhu kI sevA karane lgaa| do varSa bIta gae, bahuta sevA kI, sAdhu ne prasanna hokara use vidyA de dI arthAt vaha kApI jisameM vaha upAya likhA thA use de dI / prasannacitta gRhastha ghara lauTA, bhaTTI banAI, sArA sAmAna juTAyA aura jisa prakAra kApI meM likhA thA, karane lgaa| bar3I sAvadhAnI baratI ki kahIM galatI na ho jaay| pratyeka kriyA ko par3ha-par3hakara kiyA, para svarNa na banA / phalata: zraddhA jAtI rhii| socane lagA 'do varSa vyartha hI kho die, sAdhu ne yoM hI jhUTha-mUTha apanI khyAti phailAne ke lie DhoMga raca rakhA thA, sonA Adi banAnA use AtA hI na thaa| kApI meM bhI yoM hI kAlpanika bAteM mere mana bahalAne ko likha dIM' / krodha meM bhara gayA vaha, para krodha utAre kisa para ? sAdhana sahI usakI kApI to hai| caurAhe para baiThakara lagA kApI ko jatoM se pITane / sahasA vahI sAdha usa mArga se A niklaa| gahastha kI mUrkhatA ko dekhakara saba kucha samajha gyaa| bolA, "kyoM itanA krodha karatA hai, bhUla svayaM kare aura krodha utAre kApI para? isa becArI ne kyA liyA hai terA? cala mere sAtha maiM dekhatA hU~ ki kaise nahIM banatA sonA?" bhaTTI ke pAsa donoM Aye, sAmAna juTAyA, prakriyA cAlU huI / saba ThIka, parantu nIMbU par3ane kA avasara AyA to lagA cAkU lekara nIMbU kaattne| sAdhu bIca meM hI bolA, 'kyA karatA hai ?' 'nIMbU kATatA huuN|' 'kahA~ likhA hai isameM nIMbU kATanA' 'kATanA na sahI, nIMbU kA rasa to likhA hai| binA kATe rasa kaise nikale?' sAdhu ne gRhastha se nIMbU chIna liyA aura donoM hatheliyoM ke bIca sAbuta nIMbU rakhakara jora se dabA diyA / rasa nicur3a gyaa| bolA ki aise nikalatA hai rasa / yaha na socA buddhi lagAkara ki cAkU se lohe kA aMza jAkara sAre phala kA vinAza kara degA ? sonA bana gayA aura gRhastha lajjita huA apanI bhUla para / parantu 'aba pachatAe hotakyA jaba ciDiyA caga gaI khet|' vidyA ko sAdha apane sAtha hI le gyaa| tAtparya kevala itanA darzAnA hai ki sarva kriyA ThIka hote hue bhI koI aisI bhUla jo dRSTi meM AtI nahIM sarva phala kA vinAza kara DAlatI hai, aura yathAkathita phala na milane para bajAe apanI bhUla khojane ke prANI kA vizvAsa kriyA para se hI uTha jAtA hai aura isa prakAra bajAe hita ke apanA ahita kara baiThatA hai / ata: pahale se hI abhiprAya kI sUkSmatA ko par3hane ke liye kahA jA rahA hai tAki sUkSma se sUkSma bhUla kA bhI sudhAra kiyA jA sake aura kriyA se vahI phala prApta kiyA jA sake jo ki usase honA caahiye| 2. saMskAra nivRtti--saMvara kahate haiM pratyeka kSaNa hone vAle naye-naye aparAdha ko roka denA arthAt jisa prakAra bhI laukika-bhogAdi sambandhI athavA khyAti-pratiSThA Adi sambandhI bahirmukhI vRtti rokI jA sake use rokanA karttavya hai| vAstava meM padArthoM ko jAnanA aparAdha nahIM hai / jAnane mAtra se rAga dveSa utpanna nahIM ho sakatA / rAga dveSa hotA hai iSTAniSTa buddhi se / dekhie Apa apane barAmade meM khar3e sar3aka kI ora dekha rahe haiM / aneka pazu, pakSI va vyakti sar3akapara se gujarate Apane dekhe / kucha paricita the aura kucha aparicita bhii| kucha dera pazcAt usI sar3aka para dekhA apane putra ko Ate hue| turanta yaha socakara ki kucha kArya-vaza mere pAsa hI A rahA hai, ekAeka bola uThe "kyoM ! kyA kAma hai ? itanI jaldI kaise lauTa Ae Aja ?" putra ko dekhakara yaha vikalpa kyoM ? kAraNa yahI ki anya vyaktiyoM meM thI mAdhyasthatA aura putra meM thI iSTatA / isI prakAra Apa inhIM A~khoM se dekhate ho haspatAla meM par3e burI taraha karAhate hue aneka rogiyoM ko aura inhIM netroM se dekhate ho apane rogI putra ko / parantu jisa vyAkulatA tathA vedanA kA bhAva putra ko dekhakara Apa meM jAgRta hotA hai vaha anya rogiyoM ko dekhakara kyoM nahIM hotA ? kAraNa yahI ki putra meM hai iSTatA aura anya meM hai mAdhyasthatA / aura yadi kadAcit anya ko dekhakara thor3I mAtrA meM vyAkulatA ho bhI gaI to usakA kAraNa hai kucha karuNA, jisakA AdhAra hai rAga yA iSTatA / yadi pUrNa mAdhyasthatA hotI to unheM dekhakara bilkala vyAkalatA na hotii| uparokta siddhAnta ke anusAra hameM yaha dekhanA hai ki aisI kauna sI kriyAyeM sambhava haiM jinameM iSTatA aniSTatA ko pUrNa rUpa se yA AMzika rUpa se avakAza na ho| anekoM kriyAe~ honI sambhava haiN| saMvararUpa kriyAe~ tIna bhAgoM meM vibhAjita kI gaI haiM-eka gRhastha ke yogya dUsarI zrAvaka ke yogya aura tIsarI sAdhu ke yogya / tInoM hI prakAra kI kriyAoM kA vizeSa vistAra Age sAdhanA-khaNDa meM kiyA jAne vAlA hai|

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17. nirjarA - tattva 1. nirjarA; 2. saMskAra kSati; 3. pratikUla vAtAvaraNa; 4. saMvara meM nirjarA / 1. nirjarA -- yaha nizcaya ho jAne ke pazcAt ki saMvara tattva ke dvArA arthAt vahA~ batAe gaye vistRta kriyA kalApa kI sAdhanA dvArA zAnti ke bAdhaka saMskAroM kA damana kiyA jAnA zakya hai, yaha prazna upasthita hotA hai ki kyA itanA hI paryApta hai ? nahIM-nahIM, he bhavya ! jaldI mata kara, ghabarA bhI nahIM, sunatA raha, kyoMki viSaya lambA hai| abhI mArga prArambha hI huA hai, isa mArga kI pUrNatA to bahuta Age jAkara hogI / saMvara se bekhabara vikalpa- sAgara meM gote khAte jIvoM kI to bAta nahIM, saMvara se bAkhabara ke bhI jIvana meM se kucha dera ke lie AMzika rUpa meM yA Ayu paryanta ke lie kevala ina vikalpoM ko roka denA mAtra paryApta nahIM hai, kyoMki aisA karanese bhale hI ve pUrva ke saMskAra Age ko aura adhika puSTa na hone pAveM tathA vartamAna meM jIvana kucha halkI sI zAnti ko lie hue anubhava meM Ane lage, parantu pUrva se DerA jamAe hue una saMskAroM se to baca na paaegaa| bhale hI Aja ke saMvaraNa ke kAraNa unako kucha nidrAsI yA behozIsI A gaI ho, parantu tere tanika bhI asAvadhAna hone para yA yaha anukUla vAtAvaraNa badala jAne para yA kAla cakra dvArA jabaradastI kisI pratikUla vAtAvaraNa meM pheMka die jAne para, kyA ve saMskAra saceta hokara ekadama tujha para AkramaNa na kara baiTheMge ? usa samaya sambhavataH usa AkramaNa ko tU saha sakane meM samartha na hogA aura baha jAegA punaH unake dvArA prerita usI pahalI rau meM / zatru kA bIja nAza kara denA hI nIti hai / jisa prakAra ki eka kuzA-ghAsa ke pA~va meM cubha jAne para cANakya ne usa sArI jaMgala kI kuzA-ghAsa kA bIja nAza kara diyA thA, usI prakAra jaba taka eka bhI saMskAra zeSa hai tujhe santoSa nahIM karanA caahie| barAbara usake uccheda kA udyama karate rahanA cAhie, thor3A-thor3A yA adhika-adhika, apanI pUrI zakti lagAkara / jisa prakAra koI rAjA apane zatruoM se sAvadhAna hokara unheM parAjita karane liye pahale usa dala ko nahIM cher3atA kucha chipA chipA sA dUra se hI prahAra karatA hai, pratyuta usa dala kA pahale sAmanA karatA hai jo bilkula usake nagara meM praveza kara gayA hai / parantu use parAsta kara lene ke pazcAt bhI vaha caina se nahIM baiTha jAtA balki turanta hI usa chipakara prahAra karane vAle zatru kI ora daur3atA hai tathA use lalakAra kara guphAoM se bAhara nikAlatA hai| eka-eka kA vinAza karatA huA taba taka caina nahIM letA jaba taka ki aisI avasthA meM na pahu~ca jAe ki usakI lalakAra sunane vAlA vahA~ koI na rhe| usI prakAra zAnti nagara kA rAjA yaha bhagavAna AtmA Asrava tathA bandha tattvoM se arthAt navIna vikalpoM tathA pUrva saMskAroM se sAvadhAna hokara unheM parAjita karane ke liye, bhale pUrva- saJcita saMskAroM ko cher3ane kI bajAya pahale navIna-vikalpoM ko parAsta kare arthAt saMvaraNa kare, parantu kevala saMvaraNa karane para hI vaha caina se nahIM baiTha jAtA, santuSTa nahIM ho jAtA balki turanta hI pUrva-saMskAroM para daur3atA hai aura krama-krama se eka-eka ko lalakAra kara unase yuddha ThAnatA hai / taba taka caina nahIM letA jaba taka ki unakA mUloccheda na kara de / aura bhI, jisa prakAra navIna jala-praveza ke mArga ko roka dene mAtra se johar3a meM bhare gande pAnI ke kITANuoM se sambhAvita rogaprasAra kA bhaya dUra nahIM ho jAtA balki bhayamukta hone ke lie usa sampUrNa jala ko sUrya kiraNoM dvArA sukhAnA Avazyaka hai| usI prakAra navIna vikalpoM ke praveza ko roka dene mAtra se antaraMga meM par3e saMskAroM se sambhAvita vikalpoM ke prasAra kA bhaya dUra nahIM ho jAtA balki mukta hone ke liye ina sampUrNa saMskAroM kA antardRr3hatA, bala va sAhasa ke sAtha vinAza karanA Avazyaka hai| yaha bAta Apa sabake anubhava meM bhI A rahI hai / mandira ke anukUla vAtAvaraNa meM prAtaH kI isa guruvANI kA zravaNa karate hue eka ghaNTe ke liye bhale hI kucha zAnti sI, kucha halkApanasA, kucha anokhAsA pratIta hone lagatA hai ki are ! kyA rakhA hai isa gRhastha jaJjAla meM, jisa-kisa prakAra bhI basa chor3a de ise / itanI tIvra jijJAsA bhI kadAcit utpanna huI hogI ki yadi gurudeva hote to avazya unakI zaraNa ko chor3a aba maiM ghara na jAtA / parantu mandira se nikalate

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17. nirjarA-tattva 2. saMskAra - kSati hI gRhastha ke vAtAvaraNa meM gaye aura phira vahI hAla / kahA~ gaI zAnti aura kahA~ gae ve vicAra, kucha patA nhiiN| vahI vikalpa-jAla, vahI azAnti / kauna zakti hai jo merI binA icchA ke mujhe dhakelakara yaha saba kucha karane para bAdhya karatI hai ? vAstava meM anAdi ke par3e ve khoTe saMskAra arthAt pahalA karmabandha hI vaha zakti hai jisase mujhe vikalpa karane kI preraNA mila rahI hai / ina saMskAroM ke prati bala va sAhasa dhArakara yuddha ThAnanA hI yogya hai| tU vIra kI santAna hai, svayaM vana, isa AdhyAtmika yuddha se mata ghabarA / 96 Aja tere pAsa zakti hai usa prakAza kI, usa jJAna kI, usa jijJAsA va bhAvanA kI, usa Antarika preraNA kI jo ki guruvANI sunane se saubhAgyavaza tere andara utpanna huI hai / aba bhI yadi ina saMskAroM ko na lalakArA aura inake sAtha yuddha karake apanA parAkrama na dikhAyA to kaba dikhAyegA ? kyA usa samaya jabaki kAla cakra dvArA eka aise vAtAvaraNa meM pheMka diyA jAegA jahA~ na hogI guruvANI, na hogA deva darzana, na hogI Aja kI bhAvanA, na hogA yaha jJAna va prakAza ; parantu tU hogA ina saMskAroM ke prakopa kA zikAra, bahatA huA hogA ina vikalpoM ke aise tIvra vega meM ki jahA~ tere hAtha pA~va mAranA bhI nirarthaka hogaa| yAda rakha ki ye duSTa saMskAra bar3e prabala haiM, sadA hI apanI rakSA ke prati sAvadhAna rahA karate haiM / kabhI prANI meM jJAna kA prakAza nahIM hone dete kyoMki ye jAnate haiM ki isa prakAza kI eka kiraNa bhI yadi hRdaya meM praveza pA gaI to lene ke dene par3a jaayeNge| isa kAraNa bhaya va pralobhana ke anekoM vikalpoM se ye kabhI bhI prANI ko avakAza lene nahIM dete / Aja jo tujhe yaha svarNa avasara prApta huA hai ise kevala apanA saubhAgya samajha / sambhavataH isa avasara para Akara ina saMskAroM ko kucha UMgha A gaI thI, tabhI to yaha vAtAvaraNa tere dvArA prApta kiyA jAnA sambhava ho sakA hai / Aja ye saMskAra svayaM apanI bhUla para pachatA rahe haiM aura dekha kitane sahame hue se pratIta ho rahe haiN| inakA virodhI vaha prakAza jo praveza kara gayA hai tere andara ? usI se bhayabhIta haiM ye / aba inako sandeha ho rahA hai svayaM apane jIvana kA / soca rahe haiM ki kahIM isa ghara ko chor3ane kI naubata na A jAya / parantu inake pAsa bar3A sainya bala hai, ghabarAye hue bhI ye AsAnI se nikalane ko taiyAra nahIM / Aja ye sAmane na Akara chipa-chipakara prahAra karane kI cintA meM haiM ataH gAphila mata honA, jIvana meM jitanA samaya zeSa hai use inake sAtha yuddha karane meM lagA denaa| yadi isa bhava meM hI inako parAsta na kara sako to bhI koI cintA bAta nahIM, inake bala ko Apa kSati pahu~cAne meM to Aja bhI samartha haiM hii| yadi ise Aja hI yuddha prArambha kara diyA to Age ke bhavoM meM bhI ApakI isa jJAna-kiraNa ko ye chIna na sakeMge aura isa prakAra ApakA yuddha bAdhita na ho skegaa| tIna-cAra bhavoM meM barAbara yuddha ko cAlU rakhate hue eka dina Apa inako pUrNata: parAsta kara deMge aura abAdha, zAzvat va vikalpa mukta zAnti-rAnI ko vara leMge / saMskAroM ko lalakAra-lalakAra kara inase ThAnA jAne vAlA yaha yuddha hI Agama-bhASA meM kahalAtA hai 'tapa' tathA usake phalasvarUpa honevAlI saMskAra - kSati 'nirjarA - tattva' / isameM bahuta adhika bala lagAne kI AvazyakatA hai aura isIlie isa tapa ko bar3e parAkramI tathA nirbhIka yogIjana hI mukhyataH dhAraNa kiyA karate haiN| parantu isakA tAtparya yaha nahIM ki isako tU AMzika rUpa meM bhI dhAraNa nahIM kara sktaa| tU itanA napuMsaka nahIM hai / jitanA bala laukika kAryoM meM lagAtA hai yahA~ bhI lagA, zakti ko chipAne ke lie bahAnA na banA, yaha tere hita kI bAta hai / 2. saMskAra - kSati - zAnti - prApti kI dizA meM pUrva - saMskAroM ko tor3ane ke lie, tapake dvArA vartamAna alpa-sthiti meM apanAI jAne vAlI una kriyA-vizeSoM ko batAne se pahale isa sthAna para yaha batalA denA Avazyaka hai ki kisI bhI acche yA bure laukika saMskAra ko banAne kA krama pahale batAyA jA cukA hai / (de0 15.2) basa usase ulTA krama saMskAra tor3ane kA honA cAhie / yadyapi saMskAra tor3ane ke isa krama ko Apa saba jAnate haiM kyoMki Apake anubhava meM AyA huA hai, parantu vizleSaNa na kara sakane ke kAraNa vaha jAnA huA bhI na jAnane ke samAna hai, kyoMki binA vizleSaNa kie dIkhane vAlI kriyA ke kramika aGgoM ke bhAna binA, navIna rUpa se usa kriyA kA prArambha karake usake antima phala ko prApta karanA asambhava hai / maiM Apako yahA~ koI naI bAta batAne vAlA nahIM hU~, yaha bAta vahI hai jise Apa saba jAnate haiM / antara kevala itanA hI hai ki Apa vizleSaNa rahita jAnate haiM aura maiM usI kA vizleSaNa karake dikhA rahA hU~ /

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17. nirjarA-tattva 2. saMskAra-kSati bandha-tattva meM saMskAra ko banAne ke krama kA vizleSaNa karate hue yadyapi cora kA dRSTAnta diyA gayA hai, parantu sulabhatA se samajhAyA jA sake isa prayojana se yahA~ gAlI ke saMskAra ko tor3ane kA dRSTAnta diyA jA rahA hai| ApakI dRSTi se bahuta se vyakti aise gujare hoMge jo hara bAta meM kisI gAlI rUpa azlIla vacana kA prayoga kara jAte haiM para svayaM yaha jAna nahIM pAte ki unhoMne koI bhI ayogya vacana kahA hai| eka lambe abhyAsa vaza Aja vaha kriyA unakI abuddhi-pUrvaka kI koTi meM jA cukI hai| isI ko loka meM takiyA kalAma kahakara pukArA jAtA hai| svayaM jAna pAne kI bAta to rahI dUra, Apake dvArA saMketa karane para bhI unheM ApakI bAta para vizvAsa nahIM AtA aura kaha baiThate haiM ki 'nahIM-nahIM ! maiMne to koI azlIla vacana nahIM kahA hai|' itanA puSTa ho gayA hai vaha saMskAra ki unake viveka ko sarvathA Dhaka liyA hai / ve doSa karake bhI usako svIkAra karane ke lie taiyAra nahIM hote| dRSTAnta meM unake saMskAra ko tor3ane kA krama batAnA hai| isako tor3ane ke lie sAdhaka ko uttarottara anekoM sthitiyoM meM se gujaranA pdd'egaa| pahalI sthiti to aviveka-pUrNatA kI Upara kahI huI vaha sthiti hai jahA~ ki usako doSa kA svIkAra hI nahIM hotA / yaha hai puruSArNa-hInatA kI sthiti aura isalie isakA samAveza abhISTa mArga meM nahIM ho sktaa| hA~ isase Age kI usa dUsarI sthiti se avazya mArga prArambha ho jAtA hai jabaki vaha Apake sujhAne para yaha vicArane lagatA hai ki "ThIka hI hogA, gAlI avazya mere mu~ha se nikalI hogI, nahIM to ye mujhe kyoM Tokate, inako mujhase koI dveSa thor3e hI hai|" aura isa prakAra Apake kahane para kevala vizvAsa ke AdhAra para apane aparAdha ko svIkAra kara letA hai| isase Age tIsarI sthiti vaha hai jabaki kadAcit apane mu~ha se nikalI gAlI para svata: hI usakA upayoga calA jAne para use yaha bhAna hAne lage ki "hA~, gAlI nikalatI to avazya hai, mere mitra ThIka hI kahA karate haiN|" cauthI sthiti vaha hai jaba ki usako apane mu~ha se nikalI usa gAlI kI aniSTatA kA bhAna hone lage ki "merI yaha Adata acchI nahIM hai, sabhya-vyaktiyoM ko yaha zobhA nahIM detI, ise avazya tyAganA cAhie" arthAt aparAdha-sambandhI nindA va use chor3ane kI tIvra-jijJAsA usameM jAgRta ho jAe / pA~cavIM sthiti vaha hai ki Apake dvArA sAvadhAna kie jAne para tatkSaNa hI vaha usake mu~ha se nikalA zabda usake dhyAna meM A jAe aura antaraMga meM vaha apane usa kRtyapara pachatAne lge| chaThI sthiti vaha hai jabaki binA apakI sahAyatA ke svata: hI, kaha cukane ke pazcAt use bhAna hone lage ki vaha zabda usake mu~ha se nikala cukA hai tathA apane kRtya para vaha pachatAne lage / yahA~ usakI yaha kriyA abuddhi se buddhi kI koTi meM A cukI hai / sAtavIM sthiti vaha hai jabaki AdhA zabda nikalA hai aura AdhA zabda nikalane ko hI thA ki usane bala pUrvaka roka liyA tathA ho cukane vAle Adhe kRtya para vaha andara hI andara apanI nindA kara rahA hai / AThavIM sthiti vaha hai jabaki andara meM bolane ke prati abhI prayatna yA caJcalatA huI hI thI ki use isakA patA cala jAtA hai aura vahIM use dabA detA hai, bAhara meM bilkula prakaTa hone nahIM detA aura antara meM bhI kyoM prakaTa huA, usakI cintA karane lagatA hai / navamI sthiti vaha hai jabaki antara meM vaha caJcalatA honI hI banda ho jAtI hai 1 basa aba usakA vaha saMskAra TUTA hI jaano| gAlI kA saMskAra tor3ane kA eka lambe samaya taka calane vAlA vaha puruSArtha, vizleSaNa dvArA nau koTiyoM meM vabhAjita karake darzAyA gyaa| isakA yaha artha nahIM ki sarvatra nau hI koTiyA~ banAne kI AvazyakatA hai, tattva ko samajhane se matalaba hai / yahA~ Upara kI nau sthitiyoM meM hama spaSTa dekha rahe haiM ki pratyeka Age-Age kI sthiti iSTa kI siddhi meM pahalI-pahalI se kucha U~cI hai kyoMki Age-Age saMskAra kI zakti meM kucha hAni dekhI jAtI hai / yadi aisA na huA hotA to puruSArtha kA Age bar3hakara antima phala ko prApta kara lenA asambhava thaa| basa jitane aMza meM prati-sthiti saMskA kSati AI hai utane aMza meM usa saMskAra kI nirjarA haI hai| parNa kSati kA nAma parNa-nirjarA yA saMskAra se mukti hai| krodha ke saMskAra ko tor3ane kA bhI yahI niyama hai / kisI bhI dUSita saMskAra ko tor3ane kA yahI krama hai-1. aparAdha kA svIkAra, 2. aparAdha kA anubhava, 3. use tor3ane kI jijJAsA va usa kRtya kI nindA, 4. kisI anya kI sahAyatA se usakA abuddhi se buddhi kI koTi meM AnA tathA tatsambandhI pachatAvA karanA, 5. binA kisI kI sahAyatA ke buddhi kI koTi meM AnA tathA apane kRtya para apane ko dhikkAranA, 6. AdhA aparAdha hone para Adhe ko roka lenA aura pachatAnA, 7. sampUrNa ko bAhara prakaTa hone se roka lenA tathA antara meM uThe tatsambandhI vikalpa ko dhikkAranA, 8. aparAdha sambandhI antara vikalpa ko bhI roka lenaa| DrDAK

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17. nirjarA-tattva 4. saMvara meM nirjarA 3. pratikUla vAtAvaraNa basa yahI krama hai una puSTa saMskAroM ko tor3ane kA jinake kAraNa maiM apanI icchA ke binA bhI apane atirikta anya cetana va acetana padArthoM meM iSTa va aniSTa bhAva kara baiThatA hU~ aura vyAkulatA-janaka vikalpajAla meM phaMsakara azAnta ho jAtA huuN| uparokta dRSTAnta para se yaha bAta bhI bhalI bhA~ti siddha ho jAtI hai ki isa prakAra kiyA gayA puruSArtha pratikUla vAtAvaraNa meM hI ho sakatA hai anukUla vAtAvaraNa meM nhiiN| ghara ke ekAnta kamare meM baiThakara gAlI ke saMskAra ko tor3ane kA prayatna nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| jahA~ koI dUsarA vyakti hI na ho aura bolane kA avasara hI na mile to kaise calegA usakA puruSArtha, kaise pahu~cegA Upara-Upara kI sthiti meM ? arthAt krama calanA asambhava ho jaaegaa| yaha krama tabhI cala sakatA hai jabaki usake sAmane koI anya vyakti ho jisase bAta karane kA avasara use prApta ho aura gAlI kA zabda mu~ha se nikalatA ho| isI prakAra una-una padArthoM meM iSTatA-aniSTatA sambandhI saMskAra bhI tabhI tor3e jAne sambhava haiM jabaki ve padArtha indriyoM ke viSaya bana rahe hoM aura vikalpa uTha rahe hoM / mandira meM baiThakara saMskAra-viccheda sambandhI yaha puruSArtha kiyA nahIM jA sktaa| kyoMki jahA~ padArtha bhI nahIM aura vikalpa bhI nahIM vahA~ kisako lAyegA buddhi kI koTi meM, kisake prati karegA pazcAttApa aura apane kisa kRtya ko dhikkAregA? arthAt mandira se viparIta ghara gRhastha ke vAtAvaraNa meM rahakara hI yaha puruSArtha kiyA jAnA sambhava hai aura vaha vAtAvaraNa sahaja Apako prApta hai| 4. saMvara meM nirjarA-isakA yaha tAtparya nahIM ki mandira meM Ane se athavA saMvara-adhikAra meM batAI jAne vAlI vizeSa kriyAoM se usa puruSArtha kI bilkula siddhi nahIM hotii| kucha aMza meM saMvara ke aMga rUpa una kriyAoM se bhI ina saMskAroM kI kSati avazya hotI hai aura use Apa saba anubhava kara rahe haiN| yadi aisA na huA hotA to Apa Aja uparokta krama kI cauthI koTi meM baiThe hue na hote / arthAt isa pravacana dvArA prerita hokara apane-apane doSoM ko svIkAra kara, apane jIvana meM unakA anubhava, unake prati ghRNA, unako tor3ane kI jijJAsA tathA yahA~ batAye jAne para una doSoM kI apane upayoga meM pakar3a aura unake prati nindA, jo isa samaya Apake hRdaya meM uthala-puthala macA rahI hai, kadApi prakaTa na huI hotii| - ata: yaha bAta svIkArya hai ki jahA~ saMvara hotA hai vahA~ nirjarA bhI avazya hotI hai| jahA~ kucha samaya ke lie anukUla vAtAvaraNa meM rahakara vikalpoM ko dabAne kA puruSArtha hotA hai vahA~ saMskAra bhI avazya kSINa hote haiM / parantu yahA~ nirjarA kI mukhyatA kA prakaraNa hai arthAt saMskAra-prAbalya ke viccheda kI mukhyatA kA, jo saMskAra ki pratikUla-vAtAvaraNa meM mujhe saba kucha bhulA detA hai, sune va sIkhe saba para pAnI phera detA hai| to phira saMvara va nirjarA meM antara hI kyA rahA, donoM eka hI to haiM ? nahIM antara bhI hai| donoM meM hone vAlA puruSArtha yadyapi eka hI jAti kA hai arthAt vikalpa ko rokane kA hai tathApi 'saMvara' anukUla vAtAvaraNa meM rahakara vikalpoM ko dabAne kA nAma hai aura 'nirjarA' pratikUla-vAtAvaraNa meM rahakara vikalpoM ko utpanna hI na hone dene ke prayatna kaa| arthAt utpanna hote hue vikalpoM ko uparokta krama se rokane kA nAma nirjarA hai| saMvara meM bhI puruSArtha lagAnA hotA hai, buddhipUrvaka kucha karanA hotA hai aura nirjarA meM bhii| parantu saMvara meM thor3e bala se hI kAma cala jAtA hai jabaki nirjarA meM adhika bala kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| anukUla vAtAvaraNa kI apekSA pratikUla-vAtAvaraNa meM rahakara koI kAma karanA adhika kaThina hai| ___ anukUla-vAtAvaraNa meM rahakara saMvara ke sAtha-sAtha hone vAlI nirjarA karane kA bala to hamAre andara hai hI parantu pratikUla-vAtAvaraNa arthAt gRhastha meM rahakara nirjarA karane ke, arthAt saMskAroM kI zakti adhikAdhika kSINa karane ke bala se bhI Aja saubhAgyavaza hama zUnya nahIM haiN| ata: apanI zakti ko na chipAkara saMskAra-kSati kI dizA meM usakA pUrA-pUrA prayoga kareM, mana kI gaharAiyoM meM chipe saskAroM ko lalakAreM aura unase yuddha kreN|

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18. mokSa-tattva ( 1. mokSa tattva; 2. kAlpanika mokSa; 3. bhAva mokss| 1. mokSa tattva-samasta saMkalpoM-vikalpoM ke mUla saMskAroM kA nirmUlana karake AtyaMtikI zuddhatA va nirmalatA ko prApta, he pavitra AtmAoM ! kyA mujhapara dayA na karoge? mujhako bhI zakti pradAna kIjiye nAtha ! jisase ki maiM bhI ina sarva duHkhada saMskAroM kA mUlocchedana kara sakU~, inakI nirjarA karake mukti prApta kara sakU~ / zAnti-mArga ke vivecana meM sAta tathya yA tattva vicAraNA ke liye sthApita kiye gae the| jIva, ajIva, Asrava, bandha, saMvara tathA nirjarA ina cha: tattvoM para vicAra kara liyA gayA aba bAta calanI hai antima tattva 'mokSa' kii| 'muc' dhAtu se bane mukti zabda kA artha hai chuuttnaa| chUTanA kisI bandhana se hI hotA hai / jo baMdhA hI nahIM usakA kyA chUTanA ? gAya rasse se ba~dhI hai, rassA khulane para usase mukta ho jAtI hai / siMha piMjare meM banda hai, nikala jAne para piMjare se mukta huA kahA jAtA hai / vana meM svatantra vicaraNa karane vAle siMha kI kyA mukti ? bandI-gRha meM par3A bandI hI mukta kiyA jA sakatA hai, svatantra nAgarika nhiiN| ata: mokSakA artha bandhana-sApekSa hai / jahA~ bandhana nahIM vahA~ mokSa nahIM aura jahA~ bandha hai vahA~ mokSa bhI hai| mujhe anya padArthoM kI mokSa se koI prayojana nahIM, mujhe to apanI mokSa khojanI hai / mokSa khojane se pahale apanA bandhana khojanA hogaa| bAhara meM khojane para to koI bandhana dikhAI detA nahIM / bandI to maiM hU~ nahIM, kuTumbAdine bhI mujhe pakar3akara biThA nahIM rakhA hai| svayaM merI kalpanAyeM hI bandhana haiM aura isaliye ina kalpanAoM se chaTane kA nAma hI mokSa hai arthAta antaraMga meM puSTa ve saMskAra jinase prerita hokara maiM ye saMkalpa-vikalpa kara rahA hU~ unase chUTane kA, unake vinaSTa hone kA nAma hI merI mukti yA mokSa hai / isakA upAya nirjarA va tapake prakaraNa meM A cukA hai / arthAt saMskAroM se rahita apanI svAbhAvika, pUrNa-svatantra tathA zAnta dazA kA nAma mokSa hai| 2.kAlpanika mokSa mokSa ke sambandha meM jo kalpanAyeM aba taka kI haiM ve saba jhUThI haiM kyoMki ve zAnti se nirapekSa haiN| una kalpanAoM kA jhukAva zAnti kI ora na jAkara jA rahA hai loka ke zikhara para, AkAza ke kisI vizeSa kSetra kI ora, athavA anumAnata: kisI patthara kI banI huI zilA kI ora, athavA pahale se virAjamAna aneka zuddha AtmAoM kI ora aura isalie anekoM saMzaya va saMdeha utpanna ho rahe haiM usake sambandha meM / bhale mukha se kahatA huA DaratA hU~ ki kahIM guruvANI ke prakopa kA bhAjana na bana baitthuu| para isa prakAra mukha banda kara lene se hRdaya kI zaMkAyeM to Tala nahIM jAtIM? billI ke Ane para yadi kabUtara A~kha mUMda le to billI to Tala nahIM jAtI ? antaraMga meM jhukakara dekha, kucha isa jAti ke anekoM saMzaya bhare par3e haiM vahA~ yA nahIM--"kyA rakhA hai mokSa meM, na kucha khAne ko na kucha pIne ko, na kucha baiThane ko na kucha sone ko, na calane-phirane ko na saira karane ko, na susajjita mahala rahane ko, aura na moTara va havAI jahAja ghUmane ko, na bhAI-bandhu bolane ko, na sundara striyA~ bhogane ko / kucha bhI to nahIM hai vahA~, baiThe raho mukha sIye / barAbara meM anekoM baiThe raheM vahA~ para saba gamasama, mAnoM patthara ke bata gar3hakara biThA diye hoN| yaha bhI koI jIvana hai ? jJAna-jJAna kI raTa sanate haiM para kyA kareM usa jJAna ko ? or3he yA bichAyeM ? kisI ko batAyA taka na jA sake, kucha nayA AviSkAra nikAlA na jA sake, huA na huA barAbara hai| Aja isa unnati ke yuga meM jaba cAroM ora jJAna kA camatkAra dikhAI de rahA hai, aise jJAna kA kyA mUlya ? kevala andha-zraddhAna kA viSaya hai, kiye jAo, parantu kaba taka ? eka roja to chor3anA hI hogaa|" ___ "mujhe nahIM cAhiye aisI mokSa / vartamAna meM hI kyA kamI hai mere pAsa ? bar3e-bar3e mahala, kImatI se kImatI vastra va alaMkAra, ghUmane ko moTara va jahAz2a, baiThane-sone ko khUba gaddedAra Danalapa-pilo ke sofA-saiTa va palaMga, khAne ko svAdiSTa se svAdiSTa vyaJjana, bhogane ko devAMganA sarIkhI strI, bAla bacce, aura kyA nahIM ? ina sabako chor3akara eka zUnya-sthAna meM jAU~ jahA~ inameM se kucha bhI nahIM ? par3e raho akele| itanA bhI to nahIM ki apanA gama kisI ko sunA dU~ / are re ! mokSa kahate haiM ise? korI kaida hai| bhagavAna bacAye isa mokSa se / bhalA khAlI baiThe rahanA kahIM zobhA detA hai manuSya ko? na bhAI na ! koI bahuta bar3A rAjapATa bhI dakSiNA meM de aura kahe ki kisI prakAra mokSa le lo, to na luuN|"

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kssnhiiN| 18. mokSa-tattva 100 3. bhAva-mokSa phira yaha nitya hI mokSa kI raTanA kyoM ? "mujhe kyA patA thA ki vaha mokSa isa prakAra kI hogI ? maiM to samajhA thA ki koI AkarSaka vastu hogI, sArA jagata jisake guNagAna karatA hai / socatA thA ki vaha kucha to hogA hI, parantu khodA pahAr3a aura cuhiyA bhI to na niklii| bhalA kauna svIkAra karegA jar3a sama banakara par3e rahanA ? kise acchA lagatA hai sofA-saiTa ko chor3akara patthara kI zilA para par3e rahanA, yoM hI aceta saa|" aura isI prakAra kI anekoM klpnaayeN| bhalA vicAriye to sahI ki phira bhI isa mokSa kI yaha raTaMta kyoM ? isameM sAmpradAyikatA ke atirikta aura hai hI kyA ? kucha rur3hiyA~ va pakSapAt aura haMsI A jAtI hai Aja mokSa kA nAma sunakara, purAne jamAne kI bAta kahA~ se lAye ho nikAla kara vijJAna ke isa yuga meM ? 3. bhAva-mokSa-mokSa kA svarUpa samajhe binA kaise dabA sakegA ina vikalpoM ko aura ye kalpanAyeM dabAye binA kyoM karane lagA itane bar3e tapazcaraNAdi kA parizrama / ata: bhAI mokSa-tattva ko jAnanA atyanta Avazyaka hai / "to kyA isako jAne binA yA isakI zraddhA kiye binA aba taka kI sArI par3hAI bekAra hai ?" vAstava meM aisA nahIM hai, aba taka kI sArI par3hAI eka alaukika dena hai, usakI avahelanA mata kara, mokSa kA saccA svarUpa jAnane kA prayatna kr| loka-zikhara meM sthita AkAza ke kisI Tukar3e kA nAma mokSa nahIM / mokSazilA kA nAma mokSa nhiiN| vahA~ para virAje pUrva AtmAoM ke samparka kA nAma mokSa nahIM teja meM teja kI bhA~ti apane se bhinna kisI sattA meM samA jAne kA nAma mokSa nhiiN| dIpakavata bajhakara apanI sattA naSTa kara dene kA nAma mokSa nhiiN| jJAna ke abhAva kA nA jar3a banakara par3e rahanA bhI mokSa nhiiN| itanA kucha prayAsa aise mokSa ke liye nahIM kiyA jaataa| aisA mokSa lenA to bahuta AsAna hai, khUba jI bharakara pApa karo, basa mila jAyegI aisI mokSa / nigoda kA rUpa dhAraNa karake par3e rahoge sAgaroM ke lie aceta, loka-zikhara meM, usI patthara kI zilA para, unhIM pavitra AtmAoM ke samparka meN|| bhAI ! mokSa itanI tuccha sI vastu nhiiN| vahA~ se dRSTI haTA / mokSa ko bAhara meM mata khoja, apane andara meM dekha, usI prakAra jaise ki aba taka Asrava, baMdha, saMvara, nirjarA Adi ko dekhatA AyA hai / mokSa kisI kSetra kA nAma nahIM hai, balki terI apanI hI kisI dazA-vizeSa kA nAma hai jisameM na saMkalpa hai na vikalpa, na rAga na dveSa, na icchAyeM na cintAyeM, na bAhya padArthoM kA grahaNa na tyAga, na unameM iSTatA na aniSTatA / kevala hai eka sAmyabhAva jisameM sarvaprANI kevala prANI mAtra haiM, na hai koI putra, na hai koI pitA, na hai koI bahana, na hai koI mAtA, na hai koI mitra, na hai koI zatru, na hai koI rAjA, na hai koI raMka, na hai koI bar3A, na hai koI choTA, na hai koI brAhmaNa, na hai koI zUdra, na hai koI deva, na hai koI tiryaJca / jahA~ hai eka sAmyatA va zAnti, vikalpa uThane ko avakAza nahIM, preraka saMskAroM kA Atyantika viccheda jo kiyA jA cukA hai pahale hii| vikalpoM ke abhAva meM zarIra kA nirmANa kisaliye kareM ? bhinna-bhinna rUpa kyoM dhAreM ? kyoM kisI ko patra mitrAdi banAyeM ? kisake liye yaha saba jaJjAla mola leM? kisake liye dhana kamAyeM ? kisako vastra pahanAyeM ? kisake liye bhojana banAyeM ? kisako par3hAyeM-likhAyeM ? kisakI rakSA kareM tathA kisake liye bhIkha mAMgeM? jahA~ vikalpa hI nahIM vahA~ icchA kisa bAta kI ? jahA~ zarIra nahIM vahA~ mahala, sauphA, palaMga, svAdiSTa padArtha, sundara strI Adi kI AvazyakatA hI kaisI? mitroM Adi se bAtacIta karane kI AvazyakatA hI kyA ? AvazyakatA ke binA unake pratikA puruSArtha kaisA? puruSArtha ke binA vyagratA kaisI ? vyagratA ke binA duHkha kyA aura duHkha ke binA rahA hI kyA? kevala eka zAnti jo terA svabhAva hai, terA sarvasva hai / ina vikalpoM ke nIce hI to dabI par3I thI vaha, kahIM bhAga to na gaI thI jo kahIM se lAnI pdd'tii| Upara se yaha saba kUr3A-karkaTa phUMka DAlA, basa yaha rahI terI pavitratA, zAnti-rAnI / aura kyA cAhiye thA tujhe? isI ko to lakSya meM lekara calA thA, isI ke lie to lakSya banAyA thA, isI ke lie to itanA lambA prayAsa kiyA thaa| basa mila gaI vaha, abhISTa kI prApti ho gyii| jo karanA thA so kara liyA jahA~ jAnA thA vahA~ pahu~ca gayA, kRtakRtya ho gayA, mArga samApta ho gyaa| aura kyA cAhiye? aura kucha cAhiye to phira vahIM jAnA hogA, vikalpoM meM, vyagratAoM va cintAoM meM jinako chor3akara ki yahA~ AyA hai / isa pUrNa va AtyantikI terI apanI zAnti kA nAma hI mokSa hai| yahA~ na khojakara vahA~ khojane ke lie gayA, tabhI to usa seTha ne mokSa jAnA svIkAra na kiyA / kyoMki vahA~ use na dikha sake apane dasa putra, aura na dikha sake dasa kArakhAne / kyA karatA vahA~ jAkara? bhAI ! mokSa kI saccI abhilASA hai to abhI se isa bAhya jaJjAla se tathA ina sambandhI antaraMga vikalpoM se dhIre-dhIre mukti pAnA prArambha kara / jitanI-jitanI inase mukti pAyegA utanI-utanI antaraMga meM zAnti prakaTa hogI / basa utanI-utanI hI mokSa huI smjh|

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19. samyagdarzana ( 1. paMca lakSaNa samanvaya; 2. vividha aMga / 1. paMca-lakSaNa-samanvaya zAnti mArga kI kriyAtmakatA ke antargata zraddhA, jJAna va cAritra kA tathA inake viSayabhUta sAta tattvoM kA kathana pUrA huaa| aba isa mArga ke sarvaprathama aMga 'zraddhA' kA athavA samyagdarzana kA kucha vizeSa vistAra karanA yahA~ prayojanIya hai| yahA~ yaha sandeha utpanna hotA hai ki Agama meM samyaktva yA zAntimArga-sambandhI saccI zraddhA ke anekoM lakSaNa diye gaye haiM, parantu yahA~ unameM se eka bhI kahA nahIM gayA hai, kevala eka zAnti kI raTa lagAte cale Aye haiM / to kyA Agama ke ina lakSaNoM ko mithyA mAna leM? nahIM bhAI ! aisA bhUlakara bhI na karanA aura unheM mithyA mAnane ke lie avakAza bhI to nahIM hai| tanika samajha meM phera hai, dhyAna dekara samajhe to sabhI lakSaNoM meM eka hI bAta dRSTigata hotI hai / bhinna-bhinna rucivAle ziSyoM ke anugrahArtha hI gurujanoM ne eka hI bAta ko bhinna-bhinna rUpoM se kA ho, parantu sabameM abhiprAya eka hI hai / jisa prakAra maiM batAtA hU~ usa prakAra dekha, ina sabameM eka zAnti hI nRtya karatI dikhAI de rahI haiM samyaktva sambandhI lakSaNa Agama meM mukhyatayA cAra prakAra se karane meM AtA hai-1. sacce deva, sacce guru, sacce zAstra yA sacce dharma ke prati dRr3ha zraddhAna / 2. sAta tattvoM para dRr3ha shrddhaan| 3. svapara-bheda-dRSTi / 4. AtmAnubhava va svAtma ruci / 5. inake atirikta eka lakSaNa vaha jo ki maiM karatA calA AyA hU~. 'zAnti ke prati ruci va jhkaav'| ye pAMcoM hI lakSaNa vAstava meM zAnti ke prati saMketa karate haiN| vaha kaise ? dekhiye 1. yadyapi zabdoM meM ye pAMcoM lakSaNa pRthak-pRthak dIkha rahe haiM parantu gaura se dekhane para ina pAMcoM meM koI bheda nahIM hai| dekho pahalA lakSaNa hai, 'sacce deva, guru va dharma para dRr3hazraddhAna' / isa lakSaNa kA spaSTIkaraNa karane ke liye mujhe AvazyakatA par3egI yaha pUchane kI ki tU deva va guru kise samajhatA hai / yadi nagna zarIra, keza-luMcanAdi tathA anya zArIrika lakSaNoM sahita ko guru aura advitIya teja:puJja-zarIradhArI tathA chatra, camara Adi sahita ko deva mAnakara, una sambandhI dRr3ha zraddhA kare to use to samyaktva kaheMge nahIM kyoMki usakA nAma deva va guru hai hI nahIM ? vAstavika deva va guru ko jAnA nahIM, zraddhA kisakI karegA? kula-paramparA se nagna-zarIra ityAdi lakSaNoM ko dekhakara devAdi svIkAra karanA to sAmpradAyika zraddhA hai, andhazraddhA hai| binA parIkSA kiye koI bAta svIkAra karanA zraddhA nhiiN| sAmpradAyika zraddhA to apane-apane deva va guru ke prati sabako hI hai| yadi kaho ki merI zraddhA sacce deva-guru ke prati hai isaliye yaha saccI hai, so bhI ThIka nahIM hai kyoMki binA parIkSA kiye sacce va jhUThe kA patA kaise calA? tere pitA ne kahA hai ki vaha sacce haiM, isakA nAma to parIkSA nhiiN| Age sAdhanA-khaNDa meM isa viSaya para kAfI prakAza DAlA jAne vAlA hai| zAnti yA vItarAgatA ke Adarza kA nAma deva va guru hai, zAnti va vItarAgatA sambandhI upadeza kA nAma zAstra hai, zAnti va vItarAgatA ko prApta karane ke mArga kA nAma dharma hai / binA zAnti kI pahacAna ke kauna deva, kauna guru, kauna dharma va kauna zAstra ? isalie zAnti kA anubhava,hue binA deva va guru Adi kI zraddhA saccI zraddhA nahIM kahI jA sktii| ata: isa lakSaNa meM zAnti ke anubhavakI hI mukhyatA hai| 2. dUsarA lakSaNa hai sAta tattvoMpara dRr3hazraddhAna / aba tU hI batA ki sAta tattva kise kahatA hai aura unakI zraddhA kise mAnatA hai ? yadi sAta tattvoM ke nAma tathA unake bheda-prabheda mAtra ko jAnakara tatsambandhI zraddhA karane ko zraddhA kaha rahA hai taba to vaha saccI zraddhA hai nhiiN| aisI zraddhA to pratyeka jainI ko hai, para saba samyagdRSTi nahIM haiM / ina sAta bAtoM meM heyopAdeya-buddhi banAkara heya ko tyAgane ke prati aura upAdeya ko grahaNa karane ke prati jhukAva ho jAve; mokSa yA pUrNa zAnti kA lakSya-bindu banAkara ajIva,Asrava tathA bandha tattvoM ko heya jAnakara chor3e aura jIva, saMvara, nirjarA tathA mokSa ko upAdeya mAnakara grahaNa kare; ajIva, Asrava tathA bandha meM AkulatA dekhe aura jIva, saMvara, nirjarA tathA mokSa meM

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19. samyagdarzana 102 1. paMca-lakSaNa-samanvaya zAnti dekhe| aise sAta tattvoM kI ekatva rUpa zraddhA kA nAma saccI zraddhA hai / zAnti ke anubhava ke binA vAstavika rIti se heyopAdeya kA bheda nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| bhale guru ke upadeza ke Azrayapara mAna letA ho, para vaha to zraddhAna zabdAtmaka huA, rahasyAtmaka nhiiN| ata: isa lakSaNa meM bhI zAnti ke vedana kI hI mukhyatA hai| 3. tIsarA lakSaNa hai svapara-bhedadRSTi / isa lakSaNa meM tathA uparokta sAta tattvoM vAle lakSaNa meM vizeSa bheda nahIM hai| kyoMki yahA~ heya tattvoM ko 'para' meM aura upAdeya tattvoM ko 'sva' meM samAviSTa kara diyA gayA hai / 'sva' arthAt maiM jIva hU~ aura saMvara-nirjarA ke dvArA prApta zAnti hI merA svabhAva hai, mokSa mere hI svabhAva kA pUrNa-vikAsa hai| ajIva 'para' tattva hai, isake Azraya se utpanna hone vAle Asrava va bandha merI zAnti ke ghAtaka haiM / ata: ajIva, Asrava, bandhako 'para' tattva samajhakara chor3a aura jIva, saMvara, nirjarAko 'sva' tattva samajhakara grahaNa kara / zAnti ke anubhava binA kaise jAne ki maiM 'jIva' kauna ? jIva ko arthAt 'sva' ko jAne binA 'para' kise kahegA? prakAza ko jAne binA andhakAra kise kahegA? kevala zarIra hI jIva-rUpa se dikhAI degA / use hI to chaDAnA abhISTa hai| bhale jIva kA nAma badalakara 'mai AtmA hU~, zarIra se pRthak hU~' aisA kaha de para anubhava ke binA vaha AtmA kyA yaha to patA nhiiN| zabdoM meM Agama ke AdhAra para bhale lakSaNa kara de para anubhava ke binA tere ve lakSaNa andhe ke tIravat hI to haiM / isalie 'svapara-bheda dRSTi' meM bhI zAnti kA anubhava hI pradhAna hai| 4. cauthA lakSaNa hai AtmAnubhava / so to spaSTa anubhava rUpa kahane meM A hI rahA hai / AtmA kA anubhava kyA? vaha bhI to zAnti kA vedana hI hai / anubhava to svAda kA huA karatA hai, sukha va duHkha kA huA karatA hai / jaise sUI cubhane kA anubhava sUI ke jJAna se kucha pRthak jAti kA hai| isI prakAra nijakA anubhava nijake jJAna se kucha pRthak jAti kA hai / jJAna meM vastu ke AkArAdi guNoM kI pradhAnatA hotI hai aura usakA pratyakSa-jJAna honA alpajJa ko sambhava nahIM hai, parantu sukha va duHkha kA pratyakSa honA pratyeka ko sambhava hai / jaise andhe ko sUI kA jJAna honA to sambhava nahIM hai para usake cubhane kA pratyakSa-vedana honA sambhava hai| isIlie AtmAnubhava kA artha hI zAntirUpa svabhAva kA anubhava hai| 5. svAtma-ruci bhI isI kA aMga hai| 'upayoga kI ruci', nija-zuddhasvarUpa meM rahanA hai arthAt nija zAnti ke anubhava kI ruci hai / para padArthoM meM jaba taka ruci rahatI hai taba taka nija svabhAvabhUta zAnti kI prApti nahIM hotI / ata: parapadArthoM kI ruci tyAgakara svAtma-ruci kA honA svAtmAnubhavakA kAraNa hai / isalie svAtmaruciko hI samyaktva kaha diyA / aura vahI to maiM bhI kahatA calA A rahA huuN| aba batAo ki ina pA~coM lakSaNoM meM kahA~ bheda dIkhatA hai ? zAnti kA vedana ho jAne ke pazcAt hI svAtma-ruci va AtmAnubhava huA kahA jA sakatA hai / isake hone para hI apanA svabhAva arthAt 'sva' tattva dRSTi meM AtA hai / isake hone para hI 'para' tattva kA yathArtha bhAna hotA hai| usake hone para hI zAnti va azAnti, nirAkulatA va vyAkulatA, sukha va duHkha upAdeya va heya kA jJAna hotA hai / jisane Ajataka zAnti hI nahIM jAnI use kyA patA ki azAnti kise kahate haiM ? usakI dRSTi meM to manda-azAnti, zAnti hai aura tIvra-azAnti, azAnti / uparokta prakAra heyopAdeya kA bheda ho jAne para hI sAta tattvoM kA bhAva samajha meM AtA hai / zAnti kA vedana ho jAne para hI zAnti ke AdarzarUpa deva va guru kA tathA zAnti ke upadeza rUpa zAstra kA athavA zAnti ke patharUpa dharma kA bhAna hotA hai / ata: sarva lakSaNoM meM eka zAnti kA hI nRtya ho rahA hai| jisane zAnti ko nahIM cakhA, vaha kaise jAna sakatA hai ki maiM kauna hU~ ? 'maiM' ko jAne binA kyA jAne ki jIva yA AtmA kise kahate haiM / apane ko jAne binA dUsare jIvoM ko kaise jAne ? jisa prakAra apane sambandha meM kalpanAyeM karatA hai usI prakAra dUsaroM ke sambandha meM bhI kregaa| kaise jAna pAyegA ki jIva-tattva kyA hai ? jIva tattva ko jAne binA va-tattva kI kyA pahicAna karegA? kyoki jIva ke saMsarga se yaha (ajIva-tattva) bilkula jIvavat cetana dikhAI de rahA hai| jIva kI pahicAna ke binA usameM bheda kaise karegA? zAnti yA nirvikalpatA ke anubhava binA vikalpoM kI pahicAna kyA karegA ? vikalpoM kI pahicAna kiye binA Asrava-bandha kise kahegA tathA nirvikalpatA ke athavA zAnti

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103 19. samyagdarzana 2. vividha aMga ke vedana binA saMvara, nirjarA va mokSa kise kahegA? korI kalpanAyeM karegA, aura isake atirikta kara bhI kyA sakatA hai? zAnti kA anubhavAtmaka yA rasAtmaka svarUpa jAne binA kise zAnti kA Adarza kahegA, kise deva va guru kahegA, kise zAnti kA mArga va upadeza kahegA, kise dharma va zAstra kahegA ? ata: sarva-lakSaNoM meM zAnti kA vedana tathA usake prati kI jhukAva rUpa zraddhA hI pradhAna hai| eka kI pradhAnatA hote hae bhI bhinna-bhinna abhiprAya vAle ziSyoM ke pratibodhanArtha bhinna-bhinna lakSaNa kiye gaye haiN| zAnti kA namanA dikhAne ke lie deva-garu kI zraddhA kahI gaI hai. kyoMki mArga kA zrI-gaNeza yahA~ se hI karanA hai| zAnti kA namUnA dekhe binA usake prati kA jhukAva kaise hogA aura jhukAva hue binA puruSArtha kyA karegA? jhukAva ho jAne para bhI yathArtha upadeza prApta kie binA puruSArtha kyA karegA? ata: prAthamika ziSyako deva, guru, dharma va zAstra kI zraddhA vAlA lakSaNa bahuta hitakArI hai inake prati bAhya kI ruci va zraddhA ke AdhAra para hI kadAcit vaha yathArtha-zAnti ko sparza kara sakatA hai| heyopAdeya ko jAne binA kisake grahaNa va tyAga kA prayAsa karegA, isalie sAta tattvoM kI zraddhA bhI prAthamika ziSya ke lie bar3I kAryakArI hai / 'svapara' meM UparI bheda jAne binA kisake prati udAsIna hogA aura kisake prati jhukAva karegA, isalie prAthamika dazA meM UparI 'svapara' bheda jAnanA bhI bahuta kAryakArI hai| isa prakAra dekhane para ina tInoM bAhya lakSaNoM meM bhI mAtra zAnti kA lakSya hI pukAra rahA hai| isa prakAra pA~coM lakSaNoM meM zabdoM kA bheda hote hue bhI abhiprAya kI ekatA hai| 2.vividha aMga-aho ! AdhyAtmika prakAza kI mahimA ! jisakA lakSya zAnti kI ora gayA usakA jIvana badala gayA, usakI vicAraNAoM kI dizA ghUma gaI, usakI rIti aTapaTI-sI bhAsane lgii| sAmAnya jagat ko usakI bAtoM para Azcarya hotA hai| vaha jagata ko aura jagata use mUrkha samajhane lagatA hai| parantu sAdhAraNa vyakti becAre kyA jAneM ki usake antaraMga meM kyA bIta rahI hai / zAnti kA upAsaka pada-padapara zAnti kA svAda lene meM magna huA calA jA rahA hai, anya saba svAdoM kA tiraskAra karatA haa| usake DhaMga nirAle haiM, usake jIvana meM anekoM cihna yA lakSaNa svAbhAvika rUpa se utpanna ho jAte haiM, jinako vaha buddhipUrvaka nahIM banAtA / laukikajana bhI usakI nakala karake apane jIvana meM jabaradastI una lakSaNoM ko banAnA cAhate haiM, jisase ki ve bhI kisI prakAra dharmiyoM kI zreNI meM gine jAne lageM / kyA kareM becAre, dharmI banane kI utkaNThA hI aisI hai jo unheM yaha kRtrima svAMga khelane ko bAdhya karatI hai / parantu usake dvArA apane andara utpanna kiye gaye ve cihna bilkula pebanda sarIkhe bhAsate haiM, usa kauvevat jisane ki mora ke paMkha car3hAkara apane ko mora banAnA cAhA hai / dharmI-jIva ke ina lakSaNoM ko hI samyaktva ke aMga yA guNa kahate haiN| ina lakSaNoM para-se dharmI jIva ko yA usa jIva ko jisakA lakSya zAnti para kendrita ho cukA hai, bhalI-bhA~ti pahicAnA jA sakatA hai anya bhI zAnti ke icchuka usake jIvana meM ina guNoM kA sAkSAtkAra karake apane isa vizvAsa ko dRr3ha banA sakate haiM aura vaha dharmI svayaM bhI ina guNoMpara-se apanI parIkSA kara sakatA hai ki kahIM mArga se vicalita to nahIM ho gayA hai| inameM se kucha isa prakAra haiM-1. ni:zaMkatA, 2. nirAkAMkSatA, 3. nirvicikitsA, 4. amUr3hadRSTi, 5. upagUhana yA upabRMhaNa, 6. sthitikaraNa, 7. vAtsalya, 8. prabhAvanA, 9. prazama, 10. saMvega, 11. anukampA, 12. Astikya, 13. maitrI, 14. pramoda, 15. kAruNya aura 16. nirhNkaartaa| Age inhIM kA pRthak-pRthak vistAra karane meM AtA hai| (1) zAnti kA upAsaka dRr3hatayA nizcaya kara baiThA hai ki vaha caitanya hai, nirbAdha hai, amUrtIka hai, jJAnapuJja hai, zAnti kA svAmI hai aura koI bhI usake ina guNoM meM bAdhA DAlane ko samartha nahIM / isaliye usameM eka nirbhIkatA-sI utpanna ho jAtI hai, koI alaukika sAhasa jAgRta ho jAtA hai / vaha isa kucha thor3e se varSoM mAtra ke jIvana meM apane ko sImita karake nahIM dekhatA, bhUtakAla meM anAdi se cale Aye aura bhaviSyata kAla meM ananta kAla taka cale jAne vAle sampUrNa jIvanoM tathA rUpoM ko phailAkara eka akhaNDa jIvana ke rUpa meM dekhane lagatA hai / isaliye mRtyu usakI dRSTi meM khela ho jAtI hai / eka khilaunA liyA tor3a diyA, dUsarA lekara khelane lagA, basa isake atirikta aura mRtyu hai bhI kyA ? isa zarIra ke tyAga kA nAma vaha mRtyu samajhatA hI nahIM, kevala purAne vastra utArakara navIna vastra dhAraNa karanevat samajhatA hai, sarAya ke eka kamare ko chor3akara dUsare kamare meM calA jAnA mAtra samajhatA hai jo sambhavata: pahale vAle se kucha acchA hai / mRtyu usakI dRSTi meM

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19. samyagdarzana 104 2.vividha aMga rUpa-parivartana mAtra hai, vinAza nahIM / usameM use koI hAni dikhAyI nahIM detii| hAni dikhAyI detI hai kevala eka hI bAta meM aura vaha hai usakI zAnti meM bAdhA / use saba kucha sahana hai para zAnti kA viraha sahana nhiiN| ata: una saMkalpa-vikalpoM ko mRtyu samajhatA hai jo kSaNa-kSaNa meM Akara use bAdhita karane kA prayatna karate haiM / usakA jIvana zarIra nahIM zAnti hai| ___ vaha hara prakAra se nirbhaya rahatA hai / 1. use loka meM kisase bhaya lage? laukika koI bhI zakti zarIra ko bAdhA pahu~cA sake to kadAcit kisI apekSA pahu~cA sake para usakI zAnti ko bAdhA pahu~cAne meM svayaM usake atirikta koI samartha nhiiN| isa jIvana meM koI usake zarIra ko bAdhA na pahu~cA de, isa bAta kA use kyA bhaya? 2. agale bhava meM kaisA zarIra yA vAtAvaraNa mile, isa bAta kI use kyA cintA ? kucha mile yA na mile, usakI zAnti usake pAsa hai| 3. zarIra kA vinAza usakA vinAza nahIM ata: use mRtyu se kyA Dara? 4. zarIra kI hI paravAha nahIM to roga Ane kI kyA cintA ? 5. anya ke dvArA apanI rakSA kI kyA AvazyakatA? 6. usakI zAnti svayaM usameM gupta rUpa se surakSita hai, ata: kisI gupta sthAna meM chipakara isa zarIra kI rakSA kA bhAva use kyoM Aye ? 7. 'akasmAt hI koI bar3A kaSTa na A par3e, bijalI na gira par3e, bama na gira par3e' ityAdi bhaya ko kahA~ sthAna ? isa prakAra sAtoM mukhya bhayoM se mukta nirbhIka-vRtti vaha siMha kI bhA~ti barAbara apanI zAnti kI rakSA karane meM tatpara huA, Age bar3hatA calA jAtA hai| loga kacha bhI kahe para vaha kisI kI sanatA nhiiN| usakA eka hI lakSya hai-'Age bar3ho zAnti kI ora / mRtya A jAe paravAha nahIM, isase pahale jahA~ taka ho sake bar3ho / mRtyu ke pazcAt agale jIvana meM puna: vahI puruSArtha cAlU karo, usa sthAna se Age jahA~ ki isa jIvana meM chor3A hai|' pIche mur3akara dekhanA usakA kAma nhiiN| loga becAre sahAnubhUti kareM, dayA darzAyeM, para vaha kisI kI nahIM suntaa| jAnatA hai ki ina becAroM ko nahIM patA ki maiM kahA~ jA rahA hU~ ? ata: kevala ha~sa detA hai unakI bAtoM para aura cala detA hai aage| vaha jAnatA hai ki logoM kI sahAnubhUti zarIra ke sAtha hai, usakI zAnti ke sAtha nahIM, ata: unake kahane para apanA mArga nahIM chodd'taa| usake hAtha meM hai (Excelsior) 'U~ce hI U~ce' kI patAkA, isakI lAja bacAnA hI usakA kartavya hai| oha kitanI nirbhIkatA? koI kRtrima-rUpa se apane meM prakaTa karanA cAhe to kyA sambhava hai ? UparI pravRttiyoM meM yA zarIrAdi kI kriyAoM meM bhale prakaTa na hone de para antara meM par3e bhaya ko kaise TAle, hRdaya to kAMpa hI rahA hai / yaha nirbhIkatA hI hai usakA ni:zaMkita guNa, arthAt use bhaya kI zaMkA svAbhAvika rIti se nahIM hotii| yaha zaMkA ho sakatI hai ki jJAnI ko bhI bhaya hotA to dekhA jAtA hai ? isa prazna kA uttara Age nirvicikitsA-guNa ke antargata diyA gayA hai, vahA~ se jAna lenaa| athavA "maiM jIva hU~, zAnti kA puJja hU~, anya kucha nahIM / anya se mujhe kucha lAbha-hAni nahIM, ina kSaNika vikalpoM ke atirikta anya koI merA zatru nahIM, vistRta rUpa se sAdhanA-khaNDa meM nirNaya kiyA gayA devadarzana Adi pravRttiyoM rUpa mArga hI merA mArga hai, pUrNa zAnti hI merI mokSa hai|" heyopAdeya tattvoM kA isa prakAra anubhavAtmaka nirNaya ho jAne para kauna zakti hai jo usake isa zraddhAna meM kampana utpanna kara sake / svayaM bhagavAna bhI AyeM to vaha apanA vizvAsa badalane ko taiyAra nhiiN| usane ahita ko va hita ko svayaM sAkSAta rUpa se ma~ha-dara-ma~ha khaDA karake use ? usakA zraddhAna pUrva meM batAye anusAra cauthI koTi kI zraddhA meM praveza pA cukA hai (dekho 5.3) / ata: 'yaha aise hai ki aise' isa prakAra tattvoM meM yA guru-vAkyoM meM use zaMkA kyoM upaje ? svAbhAvika rUpa se hI usakI isa prakAra kI sarva zaMkAyeM mara cukI haiM / yaha bhI usakI ni:zaMkatA kA hI dUsarA lakSaNa hai| laukikajana bhale usakI dekhamadekhI guru-vAkyoM meM jabaradastI zaMkA utpanna na kareM / "jina-vacana meM zaMkA na dhAro guru kA aisA upadeza hai| yadi tattvoM Adi meM zaMkAyeM karU~gA, yukti va tarka karU~gA, saMzaya karU~gA, to merA samyaktva ghAtA jAyegA, ata: cupa hI rahanA ThIka hai" aisA mAnakara tattva samajhane ke liye prazna bhI karate Darate haiM / are prabhu ! samyaktva hai hI nahIM, ghAtA kyA jAyegA? zAnti para lakSya hai hI nahIM, viccheda kisakA hogaa| bhale zabdoM meM na kahe para hRdaya meM utpanna huI zaMkAe~ kaise dabAyegA? 'yadi aisA karU~gA to samyaktva ghAtA jAyegA' aisA bhaya hI to zaMkA hai / vaha to uTha hI rahI hai| bhagavan ! yaha terI zaMkA to tujhe jAgRta karane AI hai / sAvadhAna ho / apane ko jhUTha-mUTha dharmI mAna baiThA hai kevala bAhya kI kucha kriyAe~ karane ke AdhAra para, to terI kalpanA jhUThI hai / aisA jhUThA santoSa tyAga / vastu kucha aura hI hai, use

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19. samyagdarzana 2. vividha aMga tU Aja taka jAna nahIM pAyA hai, zAstra par3he haiM para rahasya nahIM samajhA hai, ata: use samajha aura pUrva kathita mArga para cala / apane jIvana ko usa sAMce meM DhAla, zAnti kA anubhava kara aura taba prakaTegI terI niHzaMkatA / yoM naqala karane se tujhe kyA lAbha ? jabaradastI zaMkAoM ko dabAne kA nAma niHzaMkatA nahIM balki svAbhAvika rUpa se antaraMga anubhavAtmaka nirNaya ke * kAraNa zaMkA ko avakAza hI na rahe, isakA nAma niHzaMkatA hai| dharmI ko aisI hI niHzaMkatA hotI hai banAvaTI nahIM / (2) zAnti ke upAsaka ko zAnti ke atirikta kisI bAta kI abhilASA nahIM aura zAnti svayaM usake pAsa hai, bAhara kahIM se AnI nahIM hai / indriya-bhogoM ke prati use bahumAna nahIM, kyA mA~ge bAhara ke saMsargoM se ? 'isa loka meM maiM sukhI rahU~, mujhe koI bAdhA na Ave, khUba dhana ho, strI ho, kuTumba ho, khyAti ho ityAdi' tathA 'mRtyu ke pazcAt paraloka meM mujhe koI acchI gati mile, maiM naraka, pazu Adi gatiyoM meM na jAU~, deva hI banUM yA rAjA Adi padoM kI prApti ho ityAdi aisI AkAMkSAyeM use hotI hI nhiiN| usake liye saba yoni samAna haiM / saba usI ke eka akhaNDa jIvana ke bhinna-bhinna rUpa haiM, (de0 7.2) kisake prati AkarSita ho ? deva-gati meM hI kyA vizeSa AkarSaNa hai jo naraka gati meM nahIM ? devagati to usakI dRSTi meM hai teMtIsa sAgara kI kaida / cAhate hue bhI aura zakti ke hote hue bhI zAnti- pathapara Age na bar3ha sake, isase bar3A duHkha aura kyA hogA use ? hRdaya masosa kara raha jAtA hai, kyA kare qaida pUrI hue binA use kucha karane kI AjJA nahIM hai| naraka -gati meM bhI use koI dveSa nahIM hai, use to zAnti cAhiye / naraka hI kyA, isase bhI burI koI yoni ho to svIkAra hai, parantu zAnti milanI cAhiye / ataH dhana-sampatti yA sundara zarIra Adi kI, isa bhava ke liye yA agale bhavoM ke liye use kadApi AkAMkSA nahIM hotI / bAhya-suvidhA aura bAhya- bAdhA usakI dRSTi meM samAna haiN| bhogAdi ke sukha use sukha bhAsate nahIM, AkAMkSA kisakI kare ? vyavahAra meM yA nizcaya meM, kisI prakAra bhI use AkAMkSA hotI nahIM / AkAMkSA hai kevala eka apanI zAnti kI rakSA kI, anya kucha nahIM / aura to aura 'videha kSetra meM jAkara prabhu ke darzana karane se mujhe kucha lAbha hogA, ataH kisI prakAra videha kSetra meM utpanna ho jAU~ to acchA', isa prakAra kI bhI AkAMkSA nhiiN| usakA prabhu sarvadA usake pAsa hai, nitya hI vaha usakA sAkSAtkAra karatA hai, ata: vaha AkAMkSA bhI kyoM ho ? yaha hai usakA ni:kAMkSita guNa / 105 usakI dekhamadekhI loga bhI zabdoM meM 'mujhe svargAdi bhoga nahIM cAhiye, vartamAna meM bhI yaha bhoga-sAmagrI mere liye koI vizeSa AkarSaka nahIM, mujhe kucha AkAMkSA nahIM aura yadi svargAdi yA bhogAdi kI AkAMkSA karU~gA to merA samyaktva ghAtA jAyegA, ityAdi', isa prakAra bhale zabdoM meM kahatA rahe para antaraGga meM par3e inake prati ke AkarSaNa ko kaise bAye ? vahA~ to barAbara AkAMkSA chipI huI hai hI / aura rUpa meM na sahI para 'videha kSetra meM utpanna ho jAU~ to bhagavAna ke darzana se kucha lAbha uThAU~, aisI AkAMkSA to mukhapara bhI A hI jAtI hai| mukha para lAnA bhI dekhamadekhI yA suna-sunAkara rokale to antaraMga meM par3I AkAMkSA kA kyA karegA ? samyaktva hai hI kahA~ jo ki isa AkAMkSA se ghA jAyegA / prabho ! yaha upAya nahIM hai ise dabAne kA / yadi nakala hI karake AkAMkSA dabAnA iSTa hai to pUrvakathita mArga ke anurUpa apane jIvana ko DhAlane kA prayatna kr| svataH Tala jAyegI saba AkAMkSAe~ / dharmI jIvoM kA ni:kAMkSita guNa kRtrima nahIM hotA, svAbhAvika hotA hai vaha nakala karake apanAyA nahIM jAtA, jIvana meM parivartana karake apanAyA jAtA hai| (3) zAnti va sundaratA meM ota-prota vaha loka meM sarvatra zAnti hI kA prasAra dekhatA hai| cetana-acetanaM padArthoM kA nirNaya kiyA hai, usa para dRr3ha zraddhAna kiyA hai, apane sarva laukika vyavahAroM meM bhI usa nirNaya kA prayoga karane kA sarvadA prayAsa karatA rahatA hai, sarva vizva ko eka brahma ke yA Izvara ke nivAsa ke rUpa meM athavA apane dvArA kI gaI sRSTi ke rUpa meM dekhatA hai, (dekho 23.10) isIliye padArthoM ko unake asalI rUpa meM dekhatA hai| unake kSaNika ina bAhya rUpoM meM sundaratA va asundaratA use dIkhatI hI nhiiN| jar3a ho ki cetana sarva meM usa-usa jAti ke rUpa ko hI dekhatA hai| loka meM dIkhane vAle jar3a ke sundara - asundara rUpoM meM kevala jar3atvakA aura cetana ke manuSya- pazu, dhanavAn-nirdhana, svastha-rogI Adi rUpoM meM kevala cetanatva kA hI use bhAna hotA hai| bAhara ke ina rUpoM kI usakI dRSTi meM koI sattA nahIM, kyoMki jo aba hai kala nahIM, usakI kyA sattA ? (dekho 9.2) aba sundara hai aura kala asundara aba miSTAna hai aura kala

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19. samyagdarzana 106 2.vividha aMga viSTA, tIna dina pIche phira anna aura phira miSTAnna / ina rUpoM kA kyA mUlya ? bahurUpiye kA svAMga hai| vaha jJAnI isa svAMga se bhalI-bhA~ti paricita hai| use isa svAMga meM kyoM bhrama hone lgaa| isIliye use miSTAnna ke prati AkarSaNa aura viSTA ke prati ghRNA nahIM hotI, kisI puruSa meM mitratA aura kisI meM zatrutA kA bhAna nahIM hotA, kisI meM apanatva aura kisI meM paratva kA bhAva nahIM AtA / yahI hai usakA nirvicikitsA gunn| tU to kucha soca meM par3a gayA hai bhAI ! yaha sunakara / sambhavata: soca rahA ho ki gRhastha kI yA Upara kI bhI yathAyogya bhUmikAoM meM, jJAnI kI yathArthatayA yaha dazA dekhane meM nahIM AtI, kyoMki koI bhI miSTAnna kI bajAe viSTA khAne ko taiyAra nahIM aura gRhastha-jJAnI bhI pitA va pathika meM ekatva mAnane ko taiyAra nhiiN| phira ekatA kaise kahate ho? terA vicAra ThIka hai bhAI ! aisA hI hai. tanika gaharAI meM utarakara abhiprAya kI parIkSA kara bAhA kriyA ko mata dekh| yaha prakaraNa samyaktva arthAt zraddhA ke guNoM kA hai, cAritra ke guNoM kA nahIM / abhiprAya meM sAmyatA A jAne para turanta cAritra meM sAmyatA AnA Avazyaka nhiiN| abhiprAya pUrva-kSaNa meM hI pUrA ho jAtA hai parantu usake anurUpa jIvana banAne meM bahata dera lagatI hai| dhIre-dhIre jIvana yA cAritra bhI Age calakara usake anurUpa avazya bana jAtA hai / dekha gRhastha-avasthA meM rahate hue jo vyakti pitA va pathika meM yA mitra va zatru meM kucha bheda-vyavahAra karatA thA, sAdhu banane ke pazcAt bilkula nahIM krtaa| yaha guNa kyA usameM ekadama pragaTa ho gayA? nahIM, gRhastha-avasthA meM hI sAdhanA ke prathama kSaNa se pragaTa honA prArambha huA thA, yahA~ Akara pUrNa huaa| pUrNa ho jAne se pahale bhale tU use na dekha pAye, para vaha usake jIvana meM kiMcit bhI na ho aisA nahIM thaa| gRhastha avasthA meM bhI isa prakAra kA bheda-vyavahAra karane se vaha saMtuSTa nahIM thA, use apanI isa pravRtti ke prati ghRNA thI, vaha isake lie apane ko dhikkArA karatA thA aura barAbara isa bheda-buddhi ko dUra karane kA prayatna karatA thaa| usa samaya usake abhiprAya meM sAmyatA avazya thii| usI ne bar3hate-bar3hate aba cAritra kA rUpa dhAraNa kiyA hai| isa prakAra yogI hone ke pazcAt bhI viSTA va miSTAnna meM bheda rahatA hai parantu abhiprAya meM jAkara dekhe to abheda hI hai| kyoMki use isa bAta kA dRr3ha nirNaya hai ki donoM hI padArtha kevala jJeya haiM bhojya nahIM, bhale zakti kI hInatA va zarIra ke rAgavaza unako bhogane kA vicAra AtA hai parantu yaha vicAra aniSTa hai / bAhara meM pragaTa dIkhane vAlA yaha bheda isa rAga kA kArya hai, abhiprAya kA nhiiN| abhiprAya meM to yahI hai ki kauna dina Aye ki khAne-pIne ke rAga se mukta ho jAU~ ?' basa jisa dina aisI avasthA meM praveza kara jAtA hai arthAt arhanta avasthA meM, to vaha abhiprAya hI pUrva-dRSTAntavat sAkAra hokara sAmane A jAtA haiM / sAdhu-avasthA taka use pUrva-dRSTAntavat isa bheda-buddhi ke prati barAbara Atmanindana hotA rahatA hai| viSTA se tU bhI ghRNA karatA hai aura eka jJAnI bhI, para mahAna antara hai donoM kI ghRNA meM / terI ghRNA ke pIche par3A hai yaha abhiprAya ki yaha ghRNA tere lie hitakara hai aura usaka andara meM par3A hai yaha abhiprAya ki yaha ghRNA usakA doSa hai, tyAjya hai, jitanI jaldI chUTa jAe acchA hai| isI prakAra eka bhaMgI va brAhmaNa meM bhI bhale vartamAna-rAgavaza yA pUrva saMskAravaza vaha kucha bheda karatA ho, bhaMgI se bacane kA prayatna karatA ho parantu abhiprAya meM apane isa kRtya kI nindA karatA hai, ise tyAjya samajhatA hai, jabaki tU ise hI apane-lie hitakArI samajhatA hai| bilkula isI prakAra niHzaMkita-guNa meM kathita jJAnI va ajJAnI kI bhayarUpa pravRtti meM bhI antara samajha lenaa| dharmI kA aisA svabhAva hI hai / vaha koI banAvaTa karake yaha bAta paidA nahIM krtaa| usameM akRtrima rUpa se svata: hI yaha bhAva utpanna hotA hai| kisI kI dekhamadekhI yA suna-sunAkara zabdoM meM koI isa sAmyatA kA guNagAna karane lage aura ghRNA na kare to vaha guNa prakaTa huA kahA nahIM jA sktaa| kyoMki antaraMga meM par3I ghRNA ko kaise nikAlegA? banAvaTI-rUpa se ghRNA na kare to nirvicikitsA guNa nahIM bntaa| abhiprAya meM antara par3anA cAhiye jo binA vastusvabhAva samajhe nahIM ho sakatA arthAt AtmAnubhava hue binA nahIM ho sktaa| sAdhAraNa cetana tathA acetana dravyoM ke prati to uparokta prakAra ghRNA kA abhAva ho hI jAtA hai parantu isake atirikta vizeSa gaNI jIvoM ke prati yahI pariNAma kacha aura vizeSatA dhAraNa kara letA hai| zAnti saka anya jIvoM ke prati use itanA prema va AkarSaNa ho jAtA hai ki yadi kadAcit aise kisI jIva ke zarIra meM koI roga ho jAve, usameM se mala Adi bahane laga jAve, usameM durgandha utpanna ho jAve, usakI aisI dazA ho jAve ki kisI kA pAsa khar3e

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19. samyagdarzana 107 2. vividha aMga rahanA bhI kaThina ho jAve, to vaha dharmI-jIva usakI hara prakAra se sevA karane meM bilkula glAni nahIM karatA balki usakI sevA karanA apanA saubhAgya samajhatA hai / usake mala-mUtra ko apane hAtha para uThAne meM bhI use saMkoca nahIM hotA, kafa yA nAsikA ke mala ko apane hAtha meM dhAraNa kara lene para bhI glAni usako nahIM hotI / una padArthoM ke prati alpAvasthA ke kAraNa jo kucha glAni usakI pravRtti meM dikhAI detI thI, vaha usa pAtra ke guNoM ke prati jo bahumAna use utpanna huA hai, usameM dabakara raha gaI hai| yaha hai usakA nirvicikitsA gunn| ___ aho zAnti kI mahimA ! jisake kAraNa binA prayAsa ke hI itane guNa svata: prakaTa ho jAte haiN| kitanA bar3A kuTumba hai isa zAnti kA? bAta calatI hai dharmI-jIva ke guNoM athavA usake lakSaNoM kI, jinapara se yaha nirNaya kiyA jA sake ki amuka vyakti dharmI hai ki adharmI arthAt zAnti kA upAsaka hai ki bhogoM kA? usake aneka guNoM meM se tIna guNa nizaMkatA, nirAkAMkSatA va nirvicikitsA kI bAta kala cala cukii| Aja agale kucha guNoM kI bAta calatI hai| (4) anubhava ke AdhAra para zAnti kA va zAnti ke Adarza kA dRr3hatA se nirNaya ho jAne ke kAraNa, zAnti ke AsvAda ke prati atyanta bahumAna utpanna ho jAne ke kAraNa tathA zAnti ke atirikta anya sarva prayojana lupta ho jAne ke kAraNa, aba usakA svAbhAvika bahumAna zAnti ke AdarzabhUta deva-guru-zAstra ke prati athavA zAnti rUpa dharma ke prati athavA inake upAsakoM ke prati hI rahatA hai, kisI anyake prati nhiiN| yaha bAta.kRtrima nahIM hotI, kyoMki loka meM bhI aisA dekhane meM AtA hai ki juArI kA bahumAna juArI ke prati hI hotA hai, anya ke prati nhiiN| usameM usakI dRSTi bhrama ko prApta hotI nahIM / isI kA nAma hai amuuddh'dRssttipnaa| isakA yaha artha nahIM ki unake atirikta anya sarva se use dveSa ho jAtA hai| apane patra se prema karane kA yaha artha nahIM ki dUsaroM ke putroM se Apako dveSa ho / rAga va dveSa ke atirikta eka tIsarI bAta bhI hotI hai jise mAdhyasthatA kahate haiN| Apa sabako bhI mAdhyastha-pariNAma kA bhAna hai, parantu yaha pakar3a nahIM hai ki mAdhyasthatA usI kA nAma hai / dekhiye Apake ghara ke Age se anekoM vyakti A rahe haiM aura jA rahe haiN| Apa apane barAmade meM khar3e hokara sabako dekha rahe haiM / bAtAiye unase Apako prema hai ki dveSa ? na prema hai na dveSa, yaha Apa bhalI bhA~ti jAnate haiN| phira bhI unako kyoM dekhate haiM ? isI kA nAma mAdhyasthatA hai| isameM na dekhane va bolane kA koI abhiprAya hai aura na unake niSedhakA / basa isI prakAra kA mAdhyasthabhAva una anya vyaktiyoM Adi ke prati use rahatA hai| na unake prati bahumAna kA kucha abhiprAya hai aura na niSedha kaa| isI guNa ke sambandha meM ThIka-ThIka paricaya na hone ke kAraNa Aja sAmpradAyika vidveSa ko amUr3hadRSTipanA grahaNa karane meM A rahA hai, jisake kAraNa Aja hama anya devI-devatAoM kI nindA va avinaya karane taka ko taiyAra ho jAte haiM, unake prati mukha karake khar3A honA bhI Aja hameM sahana nahIM hotaa| yA to aise sthAnoM para jAte hue hI hama ghabarAte haiM aura yadi kisI ke dabAva ke kAraNa jAnA bhI par3e to unakI tarapha pITha karake khar3e ho jAte haiM ki kahIM unakA prabhAva na par3a jAye aisA karane meM hameM itanA bhI vicAra nahIM rahatA ki unake upAsaka jo anya bhaktajana haiM, unheM hamArI isa pravRtti ko dekhakara kitanA du:kha hogaa| sAkSAt hiMsA hote hue bhI hama use guNa mAna baiThe haiM ? bhagavan ! isakA nAma amUr3hadRSTipanA nahIM hai, yaha sAmpradAyika vidveSa hai, yaha guNa nahIM mahAna doSa hai, amUr3ha-dRSTi nahIM mUr3ha-dRSTi hai| usake prati pITha ghumAne kA artha hai yaha ki Apa unameM kucha vizeSatA dekha rahe haiN| yadi sAmAnya dRSTi se dekhA hotA to apane ghara ke sAmane se gujarane vAle vyaktiyoM meM tathA unameM kyA antara thA ? jaise mAdhyastha bhAva se una jAte hue vyaktiyoM ko dekhate the vaise hI mAdhyastha bhAva se unako bhI dekha lete, kyA bAdhA AtI thI ?-ata: bhagavan ! aba vItarAgI guruoM kI zaraNa meM Akara isa sAmpradAyika vidveSa ko tyAga / sabake prati mAdhyasthatA dhAraNa kara / (5) zAnti-pathapara barAbara Age bar3hanevAlA jIva, usameM bAdhA pahu~cAne vAle apane aparAdhoM ke prati sadA jAgRta rahatA hai, eka kSaNa ko bhI unase gAfila nahIM hotaa| isIliye vaha sadA apane jIvana meM doSa hI doSa DhUMr3hane kA prayatna karatA hai / yadyapi usako anekoM guNa prApta ho cuke haiM para unake prati usakI dRSTi nahIM jaatii| pUrNatA ke lakSya meM use

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anata 19. samyagdarzana 108 2. vividha aMga kamI hI kamI dikhAI detI hai / isa kamI ko jisa-kisa prakAra bhI dUra karanA apanA karttavya samajhatA hai| apane guNoM ke pratida lI jAne se abhimAna utpanna ho jAtA hai| oha ! 'maiM ina laukika raMka-jIvoM se kitanA U~cA haiM. aisA abhimAna use aisI khAI meM dhakela degA jahA~ se vaha uThane kA nAma bhI na le skegaa| isake viparIta use anya jIvoM ke jIvana meM guNa hI guNa dikhAI dete haiM / guNoM ke prati bahumAna jo hai use, guNoM ko apane jIvana meM utpanna jo karanA hai use ? guNoM kA vaha saccA grAhaka hai| bAjAra meM jAyeM to svabhAvata: ApakI dRSTi una padArthoMpara hI par3atI hai jinakI ki Apako AvazyakatA hai, anyapara nhiiN| usI prakAra kisI bhI anya vyakti ke jIvana meM usakI dRSTi guNoM para hI par3atI hai doSoM para nahIM, bhale hI usameM doSa par3e raheM / unakI use AvazyakatA hI nahIM, kyoM dekhe unakI ora ? | tAtparya yaha ki vaha sadA apane doSoM ko dekhatA hai aura dUsare ke guNoM ko, apane doSoM ko prakaTa karatA hai aura dUsaroM ke guNoM ko, apane guNoM ko chipAtA hai aura dUsaroM ke doSoM ko, apanI nindA karatA hai aura dUsaroM kI prshNsaa| dUsaroM ke doSoM ko chipAne yA gopane ke kAraNa usake isa guNa kA nAma upagUhana hai aura sAtha-sAtha apane guNoM meM vRddhi karate jAne ke kAraNa isa guNa kA nAma upabRMhaNa hai| Aja hamAre jIvana kA adhika bhAga bItA jA rahA hai bilkula isase viparIta doSa meM arthAt apanI prazaMsA karate hue aura dUsaroM kI nindA karate hue / Aja dUsaroM ke anahue yA tRNavat doSa bhI hameM bahuta bar3e bhAsate haiM aura apane andara par3e hue zahatIra jitane bar3e doSa bhI dikhAI nahIM dete| apane anahue guNa bhI prakaTa karate hue aura dUsaroM ke doSoM kA bhI DhiMDhorA pITate hae harSa manAte haiN| yaha pravRtti bar3I ghAtaka hai| isameM aba breka lagA prabhU ! apane hita ke lie dUsaroM ke lie nhiiN| AtmaprazaMsA va paranindA karane se doSoM meM vRddhi aura AtmanindA va para prazaMsA karane se guNoM meM vRddhi hotI hai / gurudeva kI zaraNa meM Akara guNoM meM vRddhi kara doSoM meM nhiiN| (6) zAnti ke upAsaka kA lakSya paga-paga para apanI zAnti kI rakSA karanA hai| isalie prArambhika avasthA meM jaba-jaba zakti kI hInatAvaza vaha apanI zAnti se cyuta hotA hai taba-taba puna: usI meM sthita hone kA barAbara prayAsa karatA hai, aisA usakA svabhAva ho gayA hai| kyoM na ho? kyA dukAna meM hAni ho jAne para usameM lAbha prakaTa karane ke lie, svabhAvata: hI Apa adhikAdhika prayAsa nahIM karate haiM ? yaha hI hai usakA sv-sthitikrnn|| itanA hI nahIM apanI zAnti ke AsvAda se chUTa jAne para use jo pIr3A hotI hai, vaha vahI jAnatA hai / cakravartI ke SaTakhaNDa kA rAjya chUTa jAne para bhI use itanI pIr3A nahIM hotI hogii| isalie anya zAnti ke upAsakoM kI pIr3A bhI usake lie asahya hai / 'are ! itanI durlabha vastu ko, atyanta saubhAgyavaza prApta karake bhI, yaha prANI ina kucha bAhya bAdhAoM ke kAraNa use chor3ane ko taiyAra ho gayA hai ? nahIM-nahIM, aisA nahIM ho sakatA, mere hote yadi vaha zAnti kI rakSA na kara sakA to merA jIvana nirarthaka hai' tathA isI prakAra ke anya anekoM vicAra svata: antara meM uThakara use becaina banA dete haiM, aura use usa jIva kI yathAyogya rakSA karane ke liye bAdhya kara dete haiM, cAhe isa prayoga meM use kucha kSati hI kyoM na uThAnI pdd'e| yadi Arthika paristhiti ke kAraNa vaha mArga se vicalita ho rahA hai to dhana dekara yA usake yogya koI kAma dekara use puna: vahA~ sthita karatA hai| yadi zArIrika roga ke kAraNa vaha mArga se vicalita ho rahA hai to yogya auSadhi dekara tathA zArIrika sevA karake use pana: vahA~ sthita karatA hai| yadi kisI ke mithyA upadeza yA kasaMgati ke kAraNa mArga se cyuta ho rahA hai to yogya upadeza dekara use puna: vahA~ sthita karane kA prayatna karatA hai tathA anya kinhIM kAraNoMvaza yadi vaha aisA kara rahA hai to jisa-kisa prakAra usakI yathAyogya sevA karane ko vaha hara samaya udyata rahatA hai| yAda hogI Apako vAriSeNa RSi kI kathA / apane ziSya puSpaDAla ko mArga para sthita karane ke liye ayogya kArya karane se bhI ve na Dare / yaha jAnate hue bhI ki isa kArya se loka meM merI nindA ho jAyegI, ve use apane mahala meM le gaye aura apanI sakala sundara rAniyoM ko pUrA zrRMgAra karake sAmane Ane kI AjJA dii| isa sarva kArya meM unakA abhiprAya khoTA nahIM thA, kevala puSpaDAla ke mana kI zalya nikAlanA thA / basa isa svAbhAvika guNa kA nAma hai sthitikrnn|

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109 19. samyagdarzana 2. vividha aMga hamArI pravRtti bilkula isake viparIta hai| kisI sAdhaka ke jIvana meM kiMcit doSa lagA ki cAroM ora se dhutakAreM AnI prArambha huii| bhagavan ! rokiye isa pravRtti ko / kaSAya kI zakti vicitra hai, bar3e-bar3e nIce girate dekhe gaye haiM, girate ko girAne kA prayatna na kiijiye| jisa-kisa prakAra bhI use uThAne kA prayAsa kIjiye, use dhutakAriye nahIM balki pucakAriye, bilkula usI prakAra jisa prakAra ki calanA sIkhane vAle apane bAlaka ko Apa pucakArate haiM jabaki vaha calatA-calatA gira jAtA hai| (7) zAnti kI upAsanA se usake andara eka yaha guNa bhI prakaTa ho jAtA hai ki jahA~ bhI kisI anya apanI birAdarI ke vyakti ko dekha, arthAt kisI bhI anya zAnti ke pathika ko dekhA ki usake hRdaya meM eka ullAsa utpanna huA, jisakA kAraNa vaha svayaM bhI nahIM jAnatA kyoMki aisA usakA svabhAva hI hai / kisI dUra deza meM Apake nagara kA koI sAdhAraNasA vyakti mila jAe to milane va bolane ko jI cAhatA hai usase / ApakA yaha guNa nagara-vAtsalya hai aura usI prakAra usakA vaha guNa zAntipatha-vAtsalya hai, jisake kAraNa eka pramoda umar3a par3atA hai usake hRdaya meM / 'ise maiM sara para baiThA lU~ yA kyA kara, aisA kiMkartavya-vimUr3ha sA usakI ora AkarSita ho andara hI andara phUla uThatA hai vaha / kyoM na phUle, apanI zAnti kA svAda lete samaya bhI to yahI hAlata hotI hai usakI ? usake isa svAbhAvika guNa kA nAma hai 'vaatsly'| usakI dekhamadekhI kRtrima rUpa se bhale koI vAtsalya yA prema prakaTa karanA cAhe parantu jaba taka usa jIva meM zAnti ke darzana hote nahIM tabataka usakI kRtrimatA kA bhAna antaraMga meM sAkSAt hotA rahatA hai| aise kRtrima vAtsalyakA nAma vAtsalya nahIM hai| (8) zAnti ke AsvAdana se prabhAvita hokara usakA jIvana barAbara usakI ora bar3hatA jAtA hai| kisI aise sAJce meM DhalatA jAtA hai ki jise dekhakara logoM ko Azcarya hotA hai / kuTumbAdi va dhanAdi kI to bAta dUra rahI, zarIra se bhI upekSA hotI calI jAtI hai use, viraktatA bar3hatI jAtI hai usakI, sAmyatA va saralatA AtI jAtI hai usameM, jisake kAraNa dveSAdikA patA nahIM pAtA, sabake prati kalyANa kI bhAvanA jAgRta ho jAtI hai usake hRdaya meN| Upara batAye hue sAta mahAna guNa tathA unake atirikta anekoM anya guNa prakaTa ho jAte haiM, jIvana alaukika bana jAtA hai, aisA ki unheM dekhakara anya jIva bhI AkarSita hue binA na raha sakeM, prabhAvita hue binA na raha sakeM / yaha hai usakA prabhAvanA gunn| _ 'sarvajIvoM kA kalyANa ho, kisI prakAra zAnti ke prati unheM bhI bahumAna ho', aisI zubhAkA~kSA lekara vaha bAhara meM / aneka prakAra ke utsava tathA zAnti ke pradarzana karatA hai tAki sAdhAraNajana use dekhakara kucha prabhAvita hoM aura unake hRdaya meM zAnti ke lie jijJAsA utpanna ho / usakI dekhamadekhI laukika jIvoM dvArA jo utsava Adi kiye jAte haiM usakA nAma prabhAvanA guNa nahIM hai kyoMki unakI una kriyAoM meM se kevala sAmpradAyikatA jhAMka rahI hai, zAnti nhiiN| Aja ke utsava Adi meM kevala dhana kA pradarzana hai, jIvana kA nhiiN| vairAgya ke prakaraNasvarUpa bhagavAna kI paMca-kalyANaka pratiSThAyeM bhI Aja zAnti va vairAgya pradarzana se zUnya kevala khela-tamAzA banakara raha gaI haiM, jisameM Dhola-bAjoM ke atirikta kucha nahIM hai / isa prakAra ke meloM para lAkhoM rupayA vyartha khokara bhale yaha samajha liyA jAe ki dharma-prabhAvanA huI para yaha dhana-prabhAvanA hai, dharma-prabhAvanA nhiiN| (9) zAnti meM snAna karate rahane ke kAraNa usake jIvana meM itanI saralatA va sAmyatA A jAtI hai ki krodhAdi kI tIvratA to dUra laukika svArtha kA bhI abhAva ho jAtA hai| usake roma-roma meM zAnti khelane lagatI hai sabakI pIr3A ko apanI pIr3A samajhane lagatA hai / usako dekhakara dUsaroM ko bhI kucha zAnti pratIta hotI hai, aisA hai usakA prazama gunn| (10) bAhya viSaya-bhogoM meM aba use rasa nahIM AtA / zAnti ke sAmane inakA kyA mUlya ? halavAmAMDA khAne ko mile to sUkhI jvAra kI roTI kauna khAye ? ata: bhoga sAmagrI se use svata: hI antaraGga meM kucha udAsInatA sI ho jAtI hai| kRtrima-rUpa se dekhamadekhI isa sAmagrI kA tyAga karane kA nAma udAsInatA nahIM hai| unakA tyAga na karake bhI gRhastha meM rahate hue hI inameM pUrvavat rasa AnA banda ho jAe aisA vairAgya yA saMvega utpanna ho jAtA hai / saMsAra ke isa ja jAla se mAno aba use kaMpakaMpI sI chUTane lagatI hai| ghara meM saMcita padArthoM kA Dhera dekhakara usakA kalejA hilane

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19. samyagdarzana 110 2. vividha aMga lagatA hai / jisa kamare ko bar3I rucipUrvaka usane sajAyA thA, Aja mAno vaha use khAne ko daur3a rahA hai / saMsAra ke prati use kucha bhayasA utpanna ho jAtA hai| yaha hai usakA nirveda gunn| (11) duHkhI jIvoM ko dekhakara svata: hI binA kisI svArtha ke usakA kalejA pasIja uThatA hai / 'are ! yaha bhI to zAnti kA piNDa hai| use bhUlakara becArA saMtapta hai Aja / avazya hI isakI pIr3A kA nivAraNa honA cAhiye' ityAdi aneka prakAra ke vikalpa khar3e ho jAte haiM aura apanI zakti anusAra yathAyogya rUpa meM usakI pIr3A kI nivRtti kA upAya karatA hai, aisA hai usakA svAbhAvika karuNA va dayA gunn|| (12) zAnti kA sAkSAt vedana ho jAne para, 'are ! yaha rahA maiM to, antaraGga meM prakAzamAna, vyartha hI DhUMDhatA phirA idhara-udhara' aisA bhAva prakaTa ho jAtA hai usake sambandha meM aba use koI zaMkA nahIM hotI, cAhe koI kitanA bhI kahe vaha dRr3ha rahatA hai| A~khoM-dekhI bAta ko kauna asvIkAra kara sakatA hai ? basa isI prakAra svayaM anubhava kI huI apanI sattA ke prati kauna saMzaya kara sakatA hai ? apanI sattA kA nirNaya ho jAne para spaSTatayA anya prANiyoM kI sattA kA nirNaya ho jAnA svAbhAvika hai kyoMki una sabameM use apanA jAtipanA dikhAI de rahA hai| apane jAtipane se rahita anya jar3a yA acetana padArthoM kI sattA kA bhI anubhavAtmaka va rahasyAtmaka nirNaya ho jAtA hai| samasta vizva kI sattA kA nirNaya hI usakA Astikya guNa hai / 'asti' zabda kA artha hai 'honA' / hone pane ke nirNaya ko arthAt padArthoM kI sattA ke nirNaya ko Astikya kahate haiM / 'jo vedoM ko mAne so Astika, jo na mAne so nAstika', Astikya va nAstikya kI isa vyAkhyA meM sAmpradAyikatA jhAMkakara dekha rahI hai, ata: yaha vyAkhyA ThIka nahIM hai / 'vizva kI tAttvika sattA ko svIkAra kare so Astika, isakI sattA ko svIkAra na kare so nAstika' aisI vyAkhyA hI ThIka hai| ___parantu suna sunAkara 'maiM hU~, jIva hai, ajIva hai, vizva hai' ityAdi rUpa svIkRti bhI vAstava meM Astikya nahIM hai| kyoMki anubhava ke binA, 'maiM kauna tathA anya kauna' yaha jAna nahIM pdd'taa| kevala andhoM kI bhA~ti TaTolakara bhale kahatA rahU~ ki yaha jIva hai, ajIva hai ityaadi| - (13-16) usakI tAttvika dRSTi meM saba zAnti ke AvAsa tathA Atmavat pratIta hote haiM / yaha hai usakA maitrI bhAva / jahA~ maitrI hai, jahA~ vAtsalya hai, jahA~ kAruNya hai, jahA~ kisI ke prati glAni nahIM, jahA~ kisI kA doSa dikhAI nahIM detA vahA~ abhimAna ko avakAza nahIM / tattvajJa ko na kula jAti kA mada hotA hai, na dhana aizvarya kA aura na jJAna cAritra tathA tapa kA / usakA ahaMkAra galita ho jAtA hai| samyagdarzana ko prApta jIvAtmA kA paramAtmasvarUpaantaHzUnyaM barhizUnyaM, cittazUnyaM vikalpamuktaM / antaHpUrNaM barhipUrNa, zAntipUrNa hi mokSa tattvaM //

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20. samanvaya ( 1. saptatattva samanvaya; 2. ratnatraya samanvaya; 3. syAdvAdaH 4. upsNhaar| 1. saptatattva samanvaya-darzana-khaNDa ke prArambha meM dharma ke aneka lakSaNa batAte hue eka lakSaNa zraddhA-jJAna-cAritra batAyA gayA thaa| una tInoM kA tathA zraddhA ke AdhArabhUta sAta tattvoM kA kathana aba taka vistAra ke sAtha kiyA gyaa| usa sakala vistAra meM sarvatra isa bAta para jora diyA gayA ki pAThaka ina tInoM ko athavA ina sAtoM ko pRthaka-pRthaka tathA svatantra kucha na samajhakara eka hI jIvanopayogI akhaNDa-mArga ke vibhinna aMga samajhe, jisa prakAra ki hAtha pA~va Adi eka hI akhaNDa-zarIra ke vibhinna aMga haiN| khaNDa kI samApti para yahA~ puna: ina sarva aMgoM kA ekIkaraNa kara denA Avazyaka hai| ___ vAstava meM zraddhA va jJAna ke viSayabhUta sAtoM tattvoM kA zAbdika paricaya mAtra hI ho sakA hai arthAt inakA zAbdika jJAna hI haA hai, parantu inake rasAtmaka rahasya kA anubhava abhI nahIM ho sakA hai| yadi ho jAtA to ina sAta tattvoM meM bhI bheda dekhane meM na AtA aura uparokta dharma ke tIna aMgoM meM bhI bheda dikhAI na detaa| isaliye yaha zAbdika jJAna vAstavika mahattA ko prApta haA nahIM kahA jA sktaa| paranta phira bhI 'isa zAbdika jJAna ke binA zraddhA kisakI kare aura jIvana meM kise utAre', isa dRSTi se dekhane para isa jJAna kI bhI mahimA apAra ho jAtI hai| parantu yaha mahimA usI ke lie hai jo ise jAnakara isake anusAra apane jIvana meM kucha parivartana karane kA prayAsa kre| kevala zabdoM ke jAnane meM santoSa dhAra le to jJAna huA aura na huA barAbara hai, ulTA abhimAna kA kAraNa banakara aura bhI aniSTa kara sakatA hai| yahA~ taka kathita sAta khaNDoM meM vibhakta isa vistRta vaktavya ke anusAra apane jIvana ko DhAlane ke lie ina sAtoM meM paraspara kyA mela hai yaha jAnanA Avazyaka hai / kyoMki bhale hI jAnane meM yA batAne meM zabdoM kI kramikatA ke kAraNa isa akhaNDa eka viSaya ke sAta khaNDa banAye gaye hoM, para jIvana meM yaha sAta-khaNDa-rUpa se utArA nahIM jA sktaa| jaise ki pahale prakaraNa 6.1 meM eka zraddhA ke viSaya ko prayojanavaza vizleSaNa karake sAta bhAgoM meM vibhAjita kiyA gayA, usI prakAra aba vaha prayojana pUrA ho lene para una sAtoM khaNDoM kA ekIkaraNa karanA bhI Avazyaka hai, kyoMki zraddhA vAstava meM sAta nahIM eka hai / jisa prakAra roga kA pratikAra karane ke liye vaidya ke dvArA batAI gaI auSadhi kA jo prayoga karane meM AtA hai, usakI AdhArabhUta zraddhA meM bhale sAta khaNDa par3e hoM para vaha zraddhA eka hai; isI prakAra isa vikalpa roga ke prazamanArtha jo prayAsa jIvana meM kiyA jAne vAlA hai, usakI AdhArabhUta zraddhA meM ye sAta khaNDa bhale par3e hoM para zraddhA eka hai / aura vaha isa prakAra hai___maiM vAstava meM zAnti kA piNDa tathA caitanyAtmaka amUrtIka padArtha hU~, parantu apane ko va apane andara par3I zAnti ko bhUla jAne ke kAraNa maiM ina donoM kI khoja zAnti-azAnti-vihIna acetana tathA mUrtIka zarIra meM athavA dhanAdi jar3a padArthoM meM karatA phira rahA huuN| bilkula usa mRga kI bhA~ti jisakI nAbhi meM chipI hai gandha, para use bAhara meM khojatA huA use kahIM na pAkara vyAkula ho rahA hai, maiM bhI vyAkula banA huA huuN| yaha jIva va ajIva tattva kI ekatA huii| uparokta bhUla ke kAraNa nitya hI nae-nae vikalpa va icchAyeM dhAraNa karake, icchAoM sambandhI puSTa saMskAroM ko aura adhika puSTa karate hue, vyAkulatA meM pratikSaNa vRddhi karatA rahatA hU~ / yaha merA aparAdha hai aura isI ko Asrava-bandha tattva kahate haiM / jIva-ajIva tattva ke sAtha Asrava-bandha kA isa prakAra mela baiThA lene para yaha cAroM milakara eka ho jAte haiN| yadi unhIM jIva aura ajIva meM svapara-bheda vijJAna prakaTa karake isa bhUla ko dUra kara dUM to apanI zAnti ko bAhara khojane kI bajAya andara meM khojane lagU arthAt indriya-grAhya jo ajIva tattva hai usa para se apanA lakSya haTAkara andara meM prakAzamAna jo jIva tattva hai usakA Azraya lU~ / aura vaha vahA~ hai hI, isalie avazya use khojane meM maiM saphala ho jAU~ / zAnti ke darzana hote hI bAhya

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20. samanvaya 112 2. ratnatraya samanvaya ke vikalpa samApta hote cale jAyeM; adhikAdhika usa zAnti meM sthiratA dharane se, pUrva ke vikalpa utpanna karane vAle saMskAra kaTate cale jAyeM aura isa prakAra karate-karate eka dina saMskAroM va vikalpoM se pUrNatayA mukta nirbAdha zAnti kA upabhoga karane lagU yahI hai jIva aura ajIva ke sAtha saMvara, nirjarA va mokSa tattva kI ektaa| sAtake do khaNDa ho gaye-eka vyAkulatA utpanna karane sambandhI aura dUsarA vyAkulatA dUra karane sambandhI / pahalA heya hai aura dUsarA upAdeya / ina donoM ko milA dene se pUrNa-mArgakI rUparekhA dRSTi meM A jAtI hai arthAt vyAkulatA ke kAraNabhUta pahale khaNDa ko chor3akara zAnti ko utpanna karane vAle agale khaNDa meM vicaraNa karUM to dhIre-dhIre pahalA khaNDa kama hotA jAe aura dUsarA khaNDa bar3hatA jaae| aisA karate hue eka dina pahalA khaNDa vinaSTa ho jAyegA aura dUsarA khaNDa pUrNa ho jAyegA / basa isa prakAra ina sAtoM bAtoM meM heyopAdeyatA kA mela baiThAkara zraddhA kA eka akhaNDa viSaya bana jAtA hai| 2. ratnatraya samanvaya-yadyapi yahA~ taka isa saptAtmaka eka akhaNDa viSaya kA jJAna bhI ho gayA aura usake anurUpa zAbdika zraddhA bhI ho gaI parantu jIvana kA DhalAva bhI sAtha-sAtha jaba taka usake anurUpa na hone laga jAe arthAt usakA jhukAva bAhya-dravyoM ke vikalpAtmaka Azraya se haTakara antaraMga-zAnti kI khoja meM na laga jAe, bAhya-dravyoM se kiJcit udAsInatA na A jAe aura isa prayojana kI siddhi ke artha prArambha meM adhikAdhika samaya sAdhanA ke aGgabhUta devapUjA Adi kriyAoMmeM dene na laga jAe, taba taka vaha zraddhA 'zraddhA' nahIM kahI jA sktii| isa saptAtmaka mArga ko bhalI-bhA~ti yukti dvArA jAnakara, isapara 'aisA hI hai anya prakAra nahIM aisI dRr3ha zraddhA karake, apane jIvana ko usake anurUpa DhAlane yA AcaraNa karane kA nAma hI zAnti kA mArga hai| inameM yagapata jJAna, zraddhA va cAritra tInoM khaNDa par3e hue haiN| yahI hai zAntimArga kI yA mokSa-mArga kI yA dharma-mArga kI tryAtmakatA jisameM jJAna, zraddhA va cAritra tInoM milakara eka ho gaye haiN| itanA vizeSa hai ki sAdhanA-khaNDa meM kathita devapUjA Adi pravRttiyoM meM jisa-kisa prakAra bhI, rAga-pravRtti se haTane kI pradhAnatA rahatI hai| yathAzakti sthUla-vikalpoM se nivRtti pAkara antaraMga meM utane kI tathA vahA~ par3I huI nija-zAnti meM pravRtti pAne kI hI pradhAnatA sarvatra jAnanI caahie| isIliye jaba taka isa dharma kA vAstavika phala arthAt usa cauthI koTi kI zAnti kA sAkSAt vedana nahIM ho jAtA taba taka na cAritra rahasyAtmaka hai, na zraddhA rahasyAtmaka hai aura na jJAna rahasyAtmaka hai| jJAna va zraddhA kA AdhAra hai upadeza aura cAritra kA AdhAra hai zarIra, isaliye isa sthiti meM rahane vAle ye tInoM hI khaNDa sacce nahIM kahe jA skte| parantu kyoMki pahalI dazA meM aisA kiye binA usa rahasya kA vedana honA asambhava hai, isaliye isa prakAra kI jhUThI trayAtmakatA bhI kAryakArI hai / prArambhika bhUmikA meM isakA bar3A mahattva hai parantu prayAsa kucha antaraMga kI prApti ke prati avazya honA caahiye| kevala zArIrika kriyAoM meM saMtoSa dhAre to usa trayAtmakatA kA koI mUlya nhiiN| dhIre-dhIre isa prakAra jIvana ko eka naI dizA kI ora ghumAkara dhairya va sAhasa-pUrvaka isa para Age bar3hate jAe to eka dina aisA A jAnA sambhava hai jabaki eka kSaNa mAtra ke liye usa lakSya kA sAkSAtkAra ho jaae| usa samaya antaraMga meM kyA cinha prakaTa hoMge so pahale hI zAnti ke prakaraNa meM batAye jA cuke haiM / (dekheM adhikAra 3) usa samaya eka apUrva kRtakRtyatAsI utpanna hone lagegI, eka vicitra saMtoSa va halkApanasA pratIta hogA aura ve jJAna va zraddhA jo isa samaya taka zabdAtmaka the aba eka nayA rUpa dhAraNa kara leNge| "are ! yaha hai vaha rahasya, yaha hU~ maiM sAkSAt-rUpa se apane antaraMga meM virAjamAna, zAnti ke vedana se atyanta tRpta, sarvAbhilASA se mukta / vAha vAha ! kitanA sundara hai yaha ? yaha to hai bilkula pRthak, yaha rahA / vAstava meM kucha bhI sambandha hai nahIM ina dUsaroM se isakA / vyartha hI aba taka vyagra banA rahatA thA, vyartha hI isakI khoja itanI kaThina samajhatA thaa| yaha maiM hI to hU~ / are vAha-vAha ! kitanI vicitra bAta hai ? Ajataka yoM hI mArA-mArA phiratA rahA isakI khoja meM / isa zAnti ko chor3akara aba kahA~ jAU~ ? kucha bhI prayojanIya nahIM hai| basa aba mujhe kucha nahIM caahiye| yaha thA vaha jisakI mujhe icchA thii|" ityAdi prakAra ke vikalpa va udgAra utpanna ho jaayeNge| basa usI kSaNa se vaha zraddhA aba isa rUpa meM na raha jAyegI ki 'guru kA upadeza hai isaliye yaha aisA hI hai, balki isa rUpa ho jAyegI ki 'maine svayaM isakA phala cakhA hai, isaliye yaha aisA hI hai'| aba isakA AdhAra upadeza kI

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113 20. samanvaya 3. syAdvAd bajAya anubhava ho gayA hai| aba yaha zraddhA parAzrita nahIM rahI svAzrita ho gaI hai, zabdAtmaka nahIM rahI rahasyAtmaka ho gaI hai| aba yaha zraddhA tIna koTiyoM kA ullaMghana karake cauthI koTi meM pahu~ca cukI hai, isaliye isI kA nAma vAstavika va saccI zraddhA hai| isake ho jAne para jJAna bhI rahasyAtmaka bana jAne ke kAraNa saccA ho gayA hai aura cAritra bhI rasAsvAdanarUpa ho jAne ke kAraNa saccA ho gayA hai / vAstava meM sacce mArga kA prArambha isa dazA ke pazcAt hI hotA hai| pahale kI trayAtmakatA meM zAbdika jJAna kI pramukhatA thI aura isa rahasyAtmaka trayAtmakatA meM rasAsvAdarUpa anubhava sambandhI zraddhA kI mukhyatA hai / isaliye jahA~ sacce mArga yA dharma kA nirUpaNa kiyA jAtA hai vahA~ jJAna ko prathama sthAna na dekara zraddhA ko prathama sthAna diyA jAtA hai| aba isa trayAtmakatA kA rUpa jJAna, zraddhA va cAritra na rahakara zraddhA-jJAna-cAritra bana jAtA hai, kyoMki jJAna kI rahasyAtmakatA kA kAraNa anubhavAtmaka zraddhA hai aura Age-Age cAritra meM preraka hone vAlI bhI bajAya garu ke vahI rahasyAtmaka zraddhA hai| pahale kI bhA~ti aba garu ke kahane ke kAraNa Age nahI baDhegA balki isa svAda kA vyasana par3a gayA hai isaliye Age bddh'egaa| isI svAda kI preraNA se puruSArtha Age-Age adhikAdhika uttejita hotA jAyegA aura eka dina zraddhA, jJAna va cAritra milakara tInoM eka zAnti meM nimagna ho jaayeNge| vahA~ na hogI zraddhA, na jJAna aura na cAritra / maiM hU~gA aura merI zAnti, eka advaita dazA hogI vh| 3. syAdvAd-yadyapi darzanakhaNDa samApta huA, parantu isa para se yaha nahIM samajha lenA cAhiye ki jaina darzana bhI yahA~ hI samApta ho gayA hai / ThIka hai ki jana sAdhAraNa meM isakA itanA mAtra hI svarUpa prasiddha hai parantu vAstava meM dekhA jAe to yaha isakI eka kiraNa mAtra hai jisakI jhalaka dezakAla kI mAMga ke anusAra Aja se 2500 varSa pUrva bhagavAna vIra ne jagata ke samakSa prastuta kI thii| isakA yaha artha nahIM ki bhagavAna tattva ke viSaya meM itanA hI kucha jAnate the| jAnate ve saba kucha the parantu naitika tathA dhArmika glAni ke jisa yuga meM unakA vyaktitva raMga maMca para udita huA thA usa yuga meM tattvopadeza kI bajAya dharmopadeza kI adhika AvazyakatA thii| yahI kAraNa hai ki apane samakAlIna bauddha-darzana kI bhA~ti unakA darzana bhI tattva-pradhAna na hokara prAya: dharma-pradhAna rhaa| dharma ke kSetra meM jitanI tAttvika carcA Avazyaka thI utanI hI unhoMne kI. usase adhika nhiiN| anAvazyaka carcAoM meM ulajhanA unhoMne kabhI svIkAra nahIM kiyaa| isaliye bhagavAna vIra ke dvArA pratipAdita prastuta sAta tattvoM meM tatkAlIna bauddha darzana ke cAra Arya satyoM kI bhAMti kevala vyakti ke patana tathA utthAna ke siddhAntoM kA digdarzana karAyA gayA hai anya kucha nhiiN| vyakti ke jIvanotthAna ke kSetra meM itanA mAtra hI paryApta hai| prasaMgavaza yadA-kadA udita hone vAlI AtmA paramAtmA viSayaka jaTila tAttvika carcAoM kA donoM hI mahApuruSoM ne jisa-kisa prakAra vAraNa karane kA prayatna kiyaa| aisI paristhitiyoM meM mahAtmA buddha yaha kahakara prazna ko TAla dete the ki 'kisane dekhA hai AtmA paramAtmA ? aisI carcAoM ko chor3akara jIvanopayogI carcAyeM karane meM hI kalyANa hai' / isaliye bauddha-darzana Age calakara nAstika tathA anAtmavAdI prasiddha ho gyaa| dUsarI ora bhagavAna vIra itanA zuSka uttara na dekara eka aisI premamayI paddhati kA prayoga karate the jisase praznakartA bhI santuSTa ho jAtA thA aura prazna kA vAraNa bhI sahaja ho jAtA thaa| 'syAt arthAt kisI eka dRSTi se tuma ThIka hI kaha rahe ho', basa itanA mAtra saMkSipta sA uttara hotA thA aura kucha nhiiN| isaliye bhagavAna vIra 'syAdvAdI' prasiddha hue| unakI isa vicitra kathana paddhati ne hI Age jAkara 'syAdvAd' nAmaka eka sAMgopAMga mahA-darzana kA rUpa dhAraNa kara liyaa| darzana-zAstra kA viSayabhUta 'satya' ananta hai jise buddhi kI saMkIrNa sImAoM meM baddha nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| kisI bhI eka buddhi se yaha AzA karanA ki vaha usakA pUrNa darzana kara legI, durAzA hai| anAdi kAla se Aja taka RSijana tathA manISIjana usakA anveSaNa karate A rahe haiM / parantu na Ajataka usakA anta AyA hai aura na aayegaa| isaliye darzanoM kI saMkhyA nirdhArita kI jAnI sambhava nahIM hai| ananta ho sakate haiM ve / koI usameM vibhutvakA darzana karatA hai aura koI prabhUtvakA, koI sarvagatatva kA aura koI asarvagatatva kA, koI samaSTi kA aura koI vyaSTi kA, koI ekatva kA aura koI anekatva kA, koI nityatva kA aura koI anityatva kA, koI cetanatva kA aura koI jar3atva kA, koI dvaita kA aura koI advaita kaa| tAtparya yaha ki jitane dRSTA utane hI unake dRSTipatha, jitane dRSTipatha utane hI unake vacanapatha, jitane vacanapatha athavA dRSTipatha utane hI darzanapatha / anantoM bhUtakAla meM udita hokara kAlakavalita ho gaye,

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20. samanvaya 114 3. syAdvAd anantoM vidyamAna haiM aura anantoM Age utpanna hone vAle haiN| puruSa kitanA bhI mahAn kyoM na ho, akelA eka jihvA se sAre vizva ko upadeza de sake yaha sambhava nhiiN| isaliye bhArata ho yA abhArata sarvatra hI, yuga kI mA~ga ke anusAra samaya-samaya para, mahApuruSa utpanna hote rahe haiM, ho rahe haiM aura hote rheNge| koI unheM tIrthaMkara kahatA hai, koI avatAra, koI RSi. koI paigambara aura koI Izvara-patra / isa prakAra RSisantAna kI tathA usake darzanoM kI yaha dezakAlAnavacchinna dhArA nitya bahatI rahI hai aura bahatI rhegii| jisa prakAra kisI eka mahAnadI kA pratyeka jalakaNa pUrNa nadI na hokara kevala usakA eka kSudrAMza hai, isI prakAra darzanoM kI isa mahAdhArA kA pratyeka darzana pUrNadarzana na hokara kevala eka kisI mahAdarzana kA kSudrAMza hai / apane-apane dRSTikoNa se eka hI satya ko dekhane ke kAraNa sabhI vAstava meM usa satya ke AMzika athavA ApekSika adhyayana-mAtra haiN| isa sthalapara meM Apase kSamA cAhU~gA, kyoMki ho sakatA hai ki laukika paddhati ke anusAra Apako mujhase yaha AzA ho ki maiM anya darzanoM kA khaNDana karake jainadarzana kI mahattA sthApita kruuN| merI dRSTi meM tAttvika darzana kI mahattA khaNDana meM nahIM hai samanvaya meM hai, aura vAstava meM yahI jainadarzana kI athavA syAtpada se lAMchita isakI vANI kI mahattA hai| 'NANAjIvANANAkammaM, NANAvihaM hvelddhii| tamhA vayaNavivAdaM, sagaparasamaehiM vjjijjaa||' isa saMsAra meM nAnA prakAra ke jIva haiM, nAnA prakAra ke karma haiM, nAnA prakAra kI labdhiyA~ haiM, isaliye koI svadharmI ho yA paradharmI, kisI ke bhI sAtha vacana vivAda karanA ucita nahIM hai| ni:sandeha jaina-darzana ne jagata ko anekoM bahumUlya ratna pradAna kiye haiM, jinake-liye jagata sadA isakA RNI rahegA paranta syAdvAdI hone ke nAte isake anasandhAna kA dvAra banda nahIM ho gayA hai| Ao svatantra sandhAna ke niSpakSa vaijJAnika kSetra meM praveza karake syAdvAd kA gaurava bar3hAyeM / ise jagata ko abhI bahuta kucha denA hai| anya darzanoM ke prati adekha kA bhAva chor3akara yaha dekhane kA prayatna kareM ki unhoMne kisa dRSTikoNa se usa satya ko parakhA hai| yahI hai jainadarzana kI pUrNatA aura isake pratipAdaka maharSiyoM kI sarvajJatA / tanika vicAriye to sahI ki jitanA kucha Apa vibhinna viSayoM ke sambandha meM jAnate haiM, kyA utanA saba Apa likha sakate haiM yA kahakara batA sakate haiM ? bhale hI sarvajJa ne saba kucha jAna liyA ho parantu usake liye bhI kyA yaha sambhava hai ki jitanA kucha unhoMne jAnA vaha saba kahakara batA deM? "paNNavaNijjA bhAvA, aNaMtabhAgo tu aNabhilappANaM / paNNavaNijjANaM puNa, aNaMtabhAgo sudnnibddho||" "jAnanIya bhAvoM kA ananta-bahubhAga to anabhilApya arthAt na kahA jAne yogya hI raha jAtA hai| kevala usakA anantavAM bhAga hI kahA jAne yogya ho pAtA hai aura usakA bhI kevala anantavAM bhAga granthoM meM nibaddha ho pAtA hai|" jitanA kucha nibaddha ho pAyA hai usakA asaMkhyAtavAM bhAga bhI Aja upalabdha nahIM hai / grantha yA Agama ke itane mAtra upalabdha aMzapara-se kauna yaha kahane kA sAhasa kara sakatA hai ki jitanA kucha upalabdha jaina-zAstroM meM likhA hai utanA kucha hI jAnanA satya hai, usase adhika nhiiN| isakA artha yaha hogA ki sarvajJa itanA hI jAnate the, isase adhika nhiiN| bahuta sambhava hai ki jina jAnanIya athavA prajJApanIya tathyoM kA ullekha Aja anya darzanoM meM upalabdha hai, unhIM kA pratipAdana kisI itihAsAtIta kAla meM jaina RSiyoM ne athavA bhagavAna vIra se pUrvavartI kinhIM tIrthaMkaroM ne bhI kisI na kisI rUpa meM kiyA ho aura Aja vaha hameM upalabdha na ho rahA ho / dhavalA grantha meM anekoM aise tathya prApta hote haiM jinheM isake prakAza meM Ane se pahale koI sunane taka ko taiyAra nahIM thaa| samayasAra kA pracAra hone se pahale kauna puNya ko pApa samAna aura saMyama, tapa, tyAga Adi ko viSakumbha kahane kA sAhasa kara sakatA thaa| niSpakSa tathA vizAla-dRSTi se sampanna maharSijana hI aisA ghoSa karane ke liye samartha ho sakate haiM / ki svabhAvavAda, AtmavAda, kAlavAda, IzvaravAda, saMyogavAda, puruSArthavAda, niyativAda, daivavAda, advaitavAda, nityavAda,. anityavAda, eka-tattvavAda, aneka-tattvavAda Adi jitane kucha bhI vacanavAda Ajataka dArzanika athavA vyavahArika kSetra meM prasiddha ho cuke haiN| athavA Age hone vAle haiM, ve sabhI pUrNa satya na hokara ekAGgI satya haiM / ata: apanI ruci ke anusAra kinhIM

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20. samanvaya 115 3. syAdvAda eka do vAdoM ko svIkAra karake anya vAdoM kA lopa karane vAle pakSapAtI ke sarvavacana paraspara nirapekSa ho jAne ke kAraNa mithyA ho jAte haiM aura yathAdeza, yathAkAla va yathAbhAva eka do vAdoM kA kathana karate hue sAtha-sAtha 'syAt' pada ke dvArA anya vAdoM kA saMgraha karane vAle sarva vacana paraspara sApekSa hone ke kAraNa samyak ho jAte haiM / paraspara nirapekSa ve mithyA vacana Age jAkara sAmpradAyika pakSa bana baiThate haiM aura pArasparika vidveSa kA rUpa dhAraNa karake vyakti kA AdhyAtmika patana kara dete haiN| viparIta isake paraspara sApekSa ho jAne para ve hI vacana sampradAyavAda se Upara uTha jAte haiN| aura pArasparika prema kA rUpa dhAraNa karake vyakti kA AdhyAtmika utthAna karate haiM / " jAvadiyA vayaNavahA tAvadiyA ceva hoMti nnyvaadaa| jAvadiyA NayavAdA tAvadiyA ceva hoMti parasamayA // parasamayANaM vayaNaM micchaM khalu hodi savvahA vayaNAdo / jayaNANaM puNa vayaNaM sammaM khu kahaMci vayaNAdo ||* jaina tathA ajaina darzanoM meM yahI antara / ajaina-darzana jahA~ apanI bAta kahane kI dhuna meM yaha bhUla jAte haiM ki kucha hama kaha rahe haiM vaha usI samaya satya ho sakatA hai jaba ki sahavartI anya darzanoM ko bhI hama premapUrvaka gale lagA sakeM, vahA~ hI jaina darzana apanI bAta kahe hue barAbara yaha viveka rakhatA hai ki merI bAta se kisI bhI anya darzana ke hRdaya ko kiJcita bhI Thesa pahu~cane na paave| apane hara pakSa yA vacana ke sAtha 'syAt' yA 'kathaJcit pada kA prayoga karake vaha barAbara anya dRSTiyoM athavA darzanoM kA saMgraha karatA rahatA hai| isIliye usake vahI vacana samyak tathA kalyANakArI hote haiM jo ki anya-nirapekSa ho jAne ke kAraNa sAmpradAyika kSetroM meM, prAyaH pArasparika vaira virodha tathA vaimanasya utpanna na karake kalyANa ke hetu ho rahe haiN| pAMca janmAndhoM dvArA TaTola-TaTola kara jAne gaye hAtha ke pRthak-pRthak avayavoM kA saMgraha karake, sAMgopAMga hAthI kA yathArtha grahaNavAlA Agama prasiddha dRSTAnta bhI, isa darzana kI sarva-saMgrahakArI dRSTi kI ora saMketa karatA hai| isa prakAra svayaM apane ko apUrNa kahakara anya darzanoM kA saprema svAgata karane vAlA yaha niSpakSa ghoSa hI isa darzanakI pUrNatA tathA isake pratipAdaka RSiyoMkI sarvajJatA kA dyotaka hai| kUpamaNDUka na baniye, tanika isa kue~ se bAhara Aiye aura dekhiye zucihaMsa vAhinI aura syAt - vINAvAdinI mA~ sarasvatI ke premapUrNa hRdaya kI vizAlatA tathA usakI goda kI vyApakatA, jisameM samAna sthAna prApta hai saba darzanoM ko, saba dharmoM ko aura sarva sampradAyoM ko, sahodara bhAiyoM kI bhA~ti / kyoM na ho, usI kI to santAna haiM ye saba, jJAna- jananI mAM sarasvatI kI / dekho kisa prakAra gale se lagAtI hai vaha sabako, kisa prakAra pyAra karatI hai vaha sabako, kisa prakAra stanapAna karAtI hai vaha sabako, kisa prakAra apanI goda meM baiThAtI hai vaha sabako, kisa prakAra paraspara meM lar3ane se bacAtI hai vaha sbko| kauna kara sakatA hai syAdvAd kI isa vizAla hRdayatA kA gAna eka jihvA se, bhagavAna ananta bhI thakakara cupa raha gae jahA~ ? RSiyoMne bhI prasanna kara liyA apane citta ko yaha kaha kara ki, "jisa prakAra sAgara meM aneka nadiyA~ dekhI jA sakatI haiM parantu kisI bhI eka nadI meM sAgara nahIM dekhA jA sakatA, usI prakAra he sarvajJa ! Apake darzana meM sarva darzana dekhe jA sakate haiM parantu kisI bhI eka darzana meM ApakA darzana nahIM dekhA jA sktaa|" jarA vicAriye ki kauna se jaina-darzana kI bAta hai yaha ? kyA kevala saptatattva pradhAna jaina darzana kI yA syAdvAd-pradhAna jaina-darzana kI ? jaina-darzana kI yaha sarva-saMgrahakArI tathA sarva-samabhAvI dRSTi hI hai isakI mahAnatA, vizAlatA tathA suhRdytaa| aura yaha hI haiM isa darzana kI pUrNatA tathA isake pratipAdakoM kI vaha sarvajJatA jisake samakSa sakala vizva kA mastaka nata hai / ataH bho mumukSu ! A, sakala pakSapAt kA viSa ugalakara A, anya matoM kA khaNDana karane vAlI adekhasakI buddhi kA vamana karake A, jJAna ko sarala banAkara A, satya kA pArakhI banakara A, buddhi-rAjya kI bajAya hRdaya - rAjya kA nAgarika banakara A, tAttvika jagata ke isa khule AkAza meM jahA~ na hai jaina na ajaina, na hindU na muslima, na bhAratI na abhAratI; jahA~ hai kevala satya, khulA satya jise par3ha sakatA hai hara koI baccA va bUr3hA, dhanI va nirdhana, mUrkha va vidvAna; jahA~ hai sabakI dRSTiyoM ko yA unake abhiprAyoMko samajhane kI udAratA tathA unheM premapUrvaka gale lagAne kI suhRdayatA / phira dekha isa satya kA sundara rUpa isa ananta kA vismayakArI svarUpa / dekha dekha kevala dekha, binA kisI prakAra kA vikalpa utpanna kiye dekha, dUsare ko samajhAne kI buddhi tajakara dekh| na hai yahA~ maiM-tU kA bheda, na mere tere kA bheda, na

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20. samanvaya 116 4. upasaMhAra mata-matAntarakA bheda, na grahaNa-tyAgakA bheda / saba kucha dRSTa hai yahA~ yugapat samaSTi-vyaSTi, eka-aneka, vibhu-avibhu, dvaita-advaita, nitya-anitya, sat-asat, tat-atat / kRtakRtya ho jAyegA tU, sarvajJa ho jAyegA tU / samatA hI paramArtha dharma hai aura vahI cAritra hai / syAdvAd ke vizAla hRdaya kI zaraNa meM Aye binA vaha sambhava nhiiN| samatA va udAratA kA hetu hone ke kAraNa isakI zaraNa meM hI kalyANa hai, isakI zaraNa meM hI kalyANa hai| ... 4. upasaMhAra-ye haiM usa kAla ke tIna mahApuruSa-buddha, mahAvIra aura IsA / jAtivAda tathA sampradAyavAda kI saMkIrNa galiyoM se bAhara tAttvika AkAza ke khule vAyumaNDala meM mAnava ko maitrI, pramoda, kAruNya va mAdhyasthatA kA pATha paDhAne vAle tathA sabako gale lagAne vAle.premamarti mahA bhdr| bhaja mana tattvaM bhaja mana satyaM, taja mana pakSaM bhavyamate / prApte sannihite maraNe, nAnyat rakSati gRhe araNye // 1 // bhavya jahIhi dhanAgama-tRSNAM, kuru sadbuddhiM manasi vitRssnnaam| yallabhase nijakarmopAttaM, vittaM tena vinodaya cittam // 2 // arthamanarthaM bhAvaya nityaM, nAsti tata: sukhaleza: satyam / putrAdapi dhanabhAjAM bhIti:, sarvatreSA vihitA rItiH // 3 // mA kuru dhana-jana-yauvana-garvaM, harati nimeSAtkAla: sarvam / mAyAmayamidamAkhilaM hitvA, paraM padaM tvaM praviza viditvA // 4 // ko'haM kastvaM kuta AyAta:, kA me jananI -ko me tAta: / iti paribhAvaya sarvamasAraM, vizvaM tyaktvA svapna-vicAram // 5 // kAmaM krodhaM lobhaM mohaM, tyaktvAtmAnaM bhAvaya ko'ham / AtmajJAna-vihinA mUDhAH, te pacyante naraka-nigUDhAH // 6 // zatrau mitre putre bandhau, mA kuru yatnaM vigraha-sandhau / bhava sama-citta: sarvatra tvaM, vAJchasyazu yadi tIrthaMkaratvam // 7 // - he bhavya mativAle mana ! tU tattva tathA satya ko bhaja aura pakSa ko taja, kyoMki ghara meM athavA vana meM inake atirikta anya koI aisI vastu nahIM jo maraNa-kAla nikaTa Anepara terI rakSA kara sake // 1 // he bhavya ! tU dhana-prApti kI icchA ko chodd'| anta:karaNa meM tRSNA rahita sadbuddhi jAgRta kara / karmodayavaza jo tathA jitanA kucha bhI dhana prApta ho usI se citta kA samAdhAna kara // 2 // artha anartha hai, isakA sadA dhyAna rakha / sacamuca usase leza-mAtra bhI sukha nahIM hotA / dhanI logoM ko apane putra se bhI Dara rahatA haiM / isa saMsAra meM sarvatra aisI hI rIti hai // 3 // dhana jana aura yauvana kA garva mata kara / kSaNa mAtra meM kAla ina sabakA haraNa kara letA hai| isa akhila mAyAmaya prapaJcako chor3akara tU parama-pada ko jAna tathA usameM praveza kara // 4 // . "maiM kauna, tU kauna, kahA~ se AyA, kauna merI mAtA, kauna merA pitA ? yaha saba asAra hai", aisA cintavana kara / yaha vizva svapna ke samAna hai ise chor3akara Atma-cintana kara // 5 // ... kAma, krodha, lobha, moha ko chor3akara, 'maiM kauna hU~' isa prakAra AtmA ke viSaya meM bhAvanA kara / Atma jJAna se vihIna mUDhajana naraka meM par3e sar3ate haiM // 6 // zatru va mitra meM athavA putra va bandhu meM tor3a-jor3a karane kA prayatna mata kara / yadi zIghra tIrthaMkaratva prApta karanA cAhatA hai to sarvatra samatAbhAvI bana // 7 //

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21. sAdhanA 1. mahAvighna; 2. SaTlezyA vRkSa; 3. Abhyantara sAdhanA; 4. bAhya sAdhanA; 5. samanvaya / 1. mahAvighna- yaha to hai kevala darzana-siddhAnta, tattva - paricaya, svabhAva- nirdhAraNa / yaha to hai kevala lakSya yA gantavya, jJAta na ki prApta / kisI vastu ko jAnane mAtra se athavA kahane mAtra se prApta nahIM ho jAtI vaha / bahuta kucha karanA par3atA hai usakI prApti ke lie| bhojana ko jAnane mAtra se peTa nahIM bhara jAtA aura na kahane mAtra se; bahuta kucha karanA par3atA hai anna prApti ke liye aura bhojana pakAne tathA khAne ke lie| tIrtharAja ko jAnane mAtra se pahu~cA nahIM jAtA vahA~ aura na kahane mAtra se; calanA par3atA hai usake lie pahale-pahale grAma ko pIche chor3ate hue aura agale- agale grAmoM meM praveza karate hue / mahala kI chatako jAnane mAtra se pahu~cA nahIM jAtA vahA~ aura na kahane mAtra se, car3hanA par3atA hai usake lie pahale-pahale sopAna ko chor3ate huye aura agale- agale sopAna para paga rakhate huye| na to jAna lenA paryApta prApti ke isa kSetra meM, na kahanA mAtra aura na kisI eka grAma yA sopAna ko prApta karake santuSTa ho jAnA mAtra / karate rahanA hai prayatna ke sAtha, calate rahanA hai utsAha ke sAtha, car3hate rahanA hai pUre dhairya ke sAtha, usa samaya taka jaba taka ki prApta na ho jAya vaha lakSya athavA gantavya / vAgvilAsa ko praveza nahIM isa kSetra meM aura na hI pramAda ko / sAhasI vIra ko hI adhikAra hai praveza pAne kA isameM / A mere sAtha yadi vAstava meM prApta karanA cAhatA hai tU ise, parantu dekha kahIM bhI aTaka nahIM jAnA hai, barAbara calate rahanA hai merA pallA pakar3e barAbara bar3hate rahanA hai aage-aage| na dekhanA hai mur3akara apane pIche, na dAyeM-bAyeM, na Upara-nIce / nizcala karake calanA hogA apanI dRSTi ko, arjuna kI bhA~ti apane lakSyapara; aura stambhita karake calanA hogA apanI buddhi ko, dhruva kI bhA~ti apane gntvypr| anekoM AvAjeM sunAI deMgI tujhe, anekoM dRzya dikhAI deMge tujhe apane Age-pIche, dAyeM-bAyeM, Upara-nIce, andara-bAhara; kucha DarAvane, kucha lubhAvane aura kucha lajAvane / yAda rakha ki kahIM suna liyA unheM yA dekha liyA unakI ora to patthara kA banakara raha jaayegaa| bar3A vikaTa hai yaha mArga / baccoM kA khela nahIM hai isapara calanA / bhale hI Age calakara nirbAdha ho jAya yaha, niSkaNTaka ho jAya yaha, sukhada ho jAya yaha, parantu prArambha meM anekoM bAdhAyeM tathA vighna par3e hue haiM isameM, anantoM kaNTaka biche huye haiM isameM, ati duHkhada hai yaha / anantoM mAyAjAliye tathA svAMgiye baiThe haiM isameM / pada-pada para dhokhA deMge ve tujhe, pada-pada para phisalAne kA prayatna kareMge tujhe, Thagane kA prayatna kareMge ve tujhe; aura tU pahacAna nahIM sakegA unakI mAyA ko, tU jAna nahIM sakegA unake svAMga ko, tU pakar3a nahIM sakegA unakI ThagI ko| koI caturAI kAma nahIM AyegI terI / bar3e catura kalAkAra haiM ve / yadi pahacAna pAye unheM to phira unakI caturAI hI kyA rahI ? kevala gurudeva hI samartha haiM unheM pahacAnane ke liye anya koI nahIM, anya koI nhiiN| basa guru kA pallA pakar3akara calanA hogA, nirbhaya / samajhale ki unakA pallA chUTA ki tU gyaa| anekoM sAhasI vIra cale haiM isa para parantu dharAzAyI hokara raha gaye haiM saba, guru-caraNa-zaraNa chUTa jAne ke kAraNa / kucha to pIche mur3akara cale gaye vahIM jahA~ se ki Aye the ve arthAt dhana, strI kuTumba meM aura kucha jo cAhate huye bhI loka-lAja ke kAraNa na mur3a sake udhara, ve mur3a gaye apanI dAyIM ora, sakAma bhAvarUpa nidAna ke prati arthAt agale bhava meM prApta hone yogya rAjya-vaibhava yA deva-vaibhava ke prati / zAstra ke bhaya se jo sAhasa na kara sake isa dizA meM mur3ane , ve muDa gaye apanI bAIM ora jidhara biche huye haiM eSaNA ke vividha jAla, kucha putreSaNA ke, kucha vitteSaNA ke, kucha loSaNA ke kucha khyAti prasiddhi ke kucha suvidhA prApti ke aura kucha svArtha poSaNa ke / bar3e sUkSma haiM ye / yahI hai vaha rAkSasI 'pUtanA' jo prANa kheMcatI rahatI hai sabake, apane stanoM kA mIThA parantu viSailA dUdha pilA-pilAkara / loka dikhAve kA dambhAcaraNa hI hai isakA pradhAna zastra / bar3e-bar3e jJAnI tathA virAgI pha~sate dekhe gae haiM isake jAla meN| eka bAra pha~sakara chUTanA asambhava hai| madhura svaroM meM gA-gAkara tathA nAca-nAcakara bhagavAna kI pUjA karatA hai vaha, bar3I bhakti se

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21. sAdhanA 120 1. mahAvina tiSTho-tiSTho kahakara guru ko AhAra-dAna detA hai vaha, parantu saba yA to loka raJjanA ke liye aura yA deva-gati meM athavA bhoga-bhUmi meM jAne ke liye| bar3e-bar3e zAstra par3hatA hai vaha, bar3I-bar3I U~cI carcAyeM karatA hai vaha, dUsaroM ko bar3e-bar3e U~ce upadeza detA hai vaha, parantu yA to loka-raJjanA ke liye, yA apanA pANDitya prakaTa karane ke liye aura yA pA~va pujavAne ke liye / bar3e-bar3e tyAga tathA tapa karatA hai vaha, bar3e-bar3e vrata tathA upavAsa dhAraNa karatA hai vaha, parantu yA to mAtra loka-dikhAve ke liye yA 'bar3A tyAgI tapasvI hai' ityAdi prazaMsAyeM sunane ke liye, yA mahanta banakara pA~va pujavAne ke liye| khUba dekha-dekhakara khAtA hai vaha, gina-ginakara pRthvI para pA~va rakhatA hai vaha parantu kevala dikhAve ke liye / kahA~ taka kahA jAya, sabhI kriyAyeM kRtrima hotI haiM usakI, hRdayazUnya, prANazUnya, korA nATaka, korA dambhAcAra / aura yadi guru-kRpA prasAda se kadAcit koI eka-Adha nikala bhI bhAgA vahA~ se to calA gayA nIce dharAtala meM / ho gayA nizcayAbhAsI / abhimAna ho gayA apanI buddhi para, jJAna para / 'oha ! maiM ? itanA mahAn ? kyA jAneM ye becAre raMka mere sAmane ? bAhya-kriyAkANDa meM ulajhakara bhUla gaye haiM apane ko| kyA patA inheM kise kahate haiM jIvatattva cidAnanda bhagavAna ? antaraMga se zUnya hai inakA sarva AcAra / jar3avAda ke atirikta aura kyA kahA jA sakatA hai ise ? bhagavAna nikAle inako isa andhakUpa se / pakar3a merA hAtha, merI hI bhA~ti vicAra, merI hI bhA~ti bola 'siddho'haM, buddho'haM, ni:sogo'haM, niraJjano'haM, alipto'haM, pUrNo'haM, sAkSImAtro'haM, brhmaasmi'| "dekha uTha gayA aba tU usa jar3a-jagata se Upara aura pahu~ca gayA cetana-loka meM, jahA~ na hai koI choTA na bar3A, na iSTa na aniSTa, na grAhya na tyAjya / ho gayA aba tU jIvanmukta / jo cAhe kara, jo cAhe khA, jo cAhe pI, jo cAhe pahana, jahA~ cAhe raha, jo cAhe vicAra / tujhe kyA AvazyakatA hai kisI kI pUjA athavA vinaya karane kI? tujhe kyA AvazyakatA hai kisI kA sammAna karane kI yA kisI ko namaskAra karane kI ? tujhe kyA AvazyakatA hai aba zAstrAdi par3hane kI yA kisI kA upadeza sanane kI athavA satsaMgati karane kI? tajhe kyA AvazyakatA hai saMyama tapa, vrata, upavAsa ke kaSTa uThAne kI ? kAya-zoSaNa ke atirikta aura rakhA hI kyA hai isameM ? tujhe kyA AvazyakatA hai kisI para dayA karane kI athavA kisI ko dAna dene kI athavA dhyAna Adi karane kI ? pUrNa jo hai tU ?" bhagavAna jAne kaise pUrNa haiM ve kahane vAle aura kaise pUrNa haiM ve sunane vAle ? apanI isa mahAnatA ke garva meM bhUla gaye haiM ve yaha bhI ki 'abhimAna kA sara sadA nIcA hotA hai' jitanA mahAn samajhate haiM ve apane ko, utane hI tuccha haiM ve| yahA~ se bhI yadi jisa-kisa prakAra chaTakArA milA to cale jAte haiM Upara / gharabAra choDakara rahane lage zmazAna meM jana-saMsarga se dUra bilkula akele / sukhA DAlA zarIra mahInoM-mahInoM ke upavAsa karake / jalA DAlA ise dhUpa meM sika-sikakara athavA zIta meM khar3A rahakara / kyA milanA hai isa prakAra kI bAlakriyAoM se tathA bAla-tapa se| yahA~ se bhI yadi kadAcit chUTa pAyA to aTaka gayA vyavahArAbhAsa meM / saba kucha karatA hai vaha aura neka-niyata se karatA hai vaha / na rakhatA hai AgAmI sukhoM kI AkAMkSA, na vartamAna bhava kI lokeSaNA, na loka dikhAvA / kevala Atma-kalyANa ke liye karatA hai saba kucha, parantu tAttvika viveka se vihIna vaha saba hotA haiM puNya, na ki dharma / samajhatA rahatA hai vaha yaha ki maiM kara rahA hU~ dharma, parantu samatA-loka meM praveza na pAne ke kAraNa vaha rahatA hai usase kosoM dUra / samajhatA rahatA hai vaha use vyavahAra-dharma parantu vAstava meM hotA hai vaha vyavahArAbhAsa, na ki dharma / tAtparya yaha ki yaha saba kucha hai asat, korA prapaJca, bilkula ni:sAra, bilkula niSprANa / zAnti tathA samatA kI sarasa-pratIti to hai kahIM aura, ina sabase atIta, kevala tere Age vAlI dizA meM, jisa ora lakSya karake ki calanA prArambha kiyA thA tUne, aura jise aba bhUla cukA hai tU, ina dizAoM tathA vidizAoM meM bhaTakakara / jaisA bIja vaisA hI phala / asatya kA phala asatya aura satya kA phala sty| Apa svayaM soca sakate haiM ki kyA phala mila sakatA hai isa prakAra ke dharma-karma se, viveka-zUnya kore vyavahArAbhAsa se athavA sAdhanA vihIna kore nizcayAbhAsI vAgvilAsa se| zatru haiM ye saba tere, tujhe bhrAntiyoM meM aTakAne vAle, tujhe andhakUpa meM dhakela dene vAle, tujhe tamoloka meM le jAne vaale| sAvadhAna raha inase tathA inakI mAyAvI vakAlata se, inake pralobhanoM se aura A guru-zaraNa meM athavA anubhavI janoM kI saMgati meM / dekha kitane pyAra se bulA rahe haiM ye tujhe| pakar3a inakA hAtha aura cala apane Age kI dizA meM, usI

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21. sAdhanA 121 2. paTlezyA vRkSa lakSya-bindu kI ora / eka kSaNa ko bhI mata bhUla ki zAnti prApti ke atirikta anya kucha bhI nahIM hai terA lakSya, samatA-rasa pAna ke atirikta anya kucha bhI nahIM hai terA prAptavya / 2. SaTlezyA vRkSa - samatA kI prApti ke liye apanI pratyeka pravRtti kA sUkSmatA se avalokana karanA atyanta Avazyaka hai, kyoMki merI pratyeka pravRtti kASAyika bhAvoM meM raMgI hotI hai| mana se vicArane kA, vacana se bolane kA tathA zarIra se ceSTA karane kA jo kucha bhI kAma maiM karatA hU~ vaha saba kisI na kisI kaSAya se prerita hotA hai| hameM kevala bAhara kI pravRtti dikhAI detI hai, parantu vaha kaSAya nahIM jisakI gupta preraNA se ki vaha astitva meM A rahI hai| tIkSNa prajJA ke dvArA unheM pakar3e binA unakI nivRtti kA puruSArtha- sambhava nahIM, aura unase nivRtta hue binA samatA kA svapna dekhanA vAstava meM sAdhanA kA upahAsa hai| kaSAyAnuraJjita merI ina pravRttiyoM ko zAstroM meM 'lezyA' zabda ke dvArA abhihita kiyA gayA hai / inakA spaSTa pratibhAsa karAne ke lie gurujanoM ne tIvratA mandatA kI apekSA inheM chaH bhedoM meM vibhAjita kiyA hai-- tIvratama, tIvratara, tIvra, manda, mandatara, mandatama / kalApUrNa banAne ke lie inheM chaH raMgoM se upamita kiyA hai, kyoMki jIva ke pratikSaNa ke pariNAma ina kaSAyoM se raMge hue hone ke kAraNa hI citravicitra dikhAI dete haiM / tIvratama bhAva kI upamA kRSNa yA kAle raMga se dI jAtI hai, tIvratara kI nIle raMga se aura tIvrabhAva kI upamA kApota yA kabUtara jaise saleTI raMga se dI jAtI hai| isI prakAra manda bhAva kI upamA pIta yA pIle raMga se, mandatara kI pajha yA kamala sarIkhe halake gulAbI raMga se, aura mandatama bhAva kI upamA zukla yA sapheda raMga se dI jAtI hai / yadyapi jIva ke zarIra bhI ina chaH meM se kisI na kisI raMga ke hote haiM, parantu yahA~ zarIra ke raMga se prayojana nahIM hai jIva ke bhAvoM ke upamAgata raMgoM se prayojana hai / isa prakAra kaSAyoM yA icchAoM meM raMge hue cetana ke ye pariNAma yA lezyA cha: prakAra kI hotI haiM--- kRSNa, nIla, kApota, pIta, pajha va zukla / inhIM ko vizeSa spaSTa karane ke lie eka udAharaNa detA hU~ / eka bAra cha: mitra milakara pikanika manAne nikle| suhAvanA-suhAvanA samaya, manda-munda zItala vAyu, AkAza para nRtya karane vAlI bAdaloM kI choTI-choTI ToliyAM, mAno prakRti ke yauvana kA pradarzana kara rahI thiiN| chahoM mitroM ke hRdaya bhI aramAnoM se bharapUra the / saba hI apane-apane vicAroM meM nimagna cale jAte the / nadI ke madhura gAna ne unake hRdaya aura bhI umaMga bhara dii| ve bhUla gae saba kucha aura kho gae isa sundaratA meM / A hA hA hA ! kitanA sundara lagatA hai, aura dekho mitra isa ora ! vAha-vAha kAma bana gayA, aba khUba Ananda rahegA, jI bharakara Ama khaayeNge| sAmane hI mada jharate pIle-pale AmoM se ladA eka vRkSa khar3A thaa| eka bAra lalacAIsI dRSTi se dekhA aura svataH hI unake pAMva usa ora calane lage / chahoM ke hRdaya meM bhinna-bhinna vicAra the| vRkSa ke pAsa pahu~cate hI apane-apane vicAroM ke anusAra saba hI zIghratA se kAma meM juTa ge| eka vyakti kahIM se eka kulhAr3I uThA lAyA, jise lekara vaha vRkSapara car3ha gayA aura AmoM se ladaphada eka TahanI ko kATane lgaa| yaha dekhakara dUsarA mitra usakI mUrkhatA para ha~sane lgaa| bolA " are mUrkha ! kyoM parizrama vyartha khotA hai ? jitanI dera meM isa TahanI ko Upara jAkara kATegA utanI dera meM to nIce vAlA yaha TahanA hI saralatA se kaTa jaaegaa| TahanI meM to dasa pA~ca hI Ama lage haiM, chahoM kA peTa na bhregaa| isa Tahane meM saikar3oM lage haiM, ekabAra nIce girA lo, phira jI bharakara khAo aura sAtha meM ghara bhI bAMdhakara le jaao|" yaha sunakara nIce khar3A vaha tIsarA mitra apanI haMsI roka na sakA aura bolA, "are bhole ! yadi ghara hI le jAne haiM to nIce Ao maiM tumheM aura bhI sarala upAya batAtA huuN| vRkSapara car3hane se to coTa lagane kA bhaya hai, tathA adhika lAbha bhI nahIM hai / nIce hI khar3e rahakara ise mUla se kATa DAlo / vRkSa thoDI hI dera meM gira jAegA, phira bekhaTake khAte rahanA aura jitane cAho bharakara ghara le jaanaa| bhaiyyA ! maiM to eka chakar3A lAkara sArA hI vRkSa lAdakara ghara le jaauuNgaa| kaI dina Ama khAU~gA aura sAlabhara Indhana meM roTI pakAU~gA / chakar3evAlA adhika se adhika pAMca rupayA legaa|" aura aisA kahakara lagA mUla meM kuThAra calAne / zeSa tIna mitra andara hI andara pachatAne lage ki vyartha hI ina duSToM ke sAtha Ae jisakA phala khAyeMge usako hI jar3a se kATa DAleMge / dhikkAra hai aisI kRtaghnatA ko / kauna samajhAe aba inako / prabhu inheM sadvRddhi pradAna kareM /

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21. sAdhanA 122 2. kTlezyA vRkSa sAhasa baTorakara unameM se eka bolA ki bho mitra ! tanika Thaharo, maiM eka kathA sunAtA hU~ pahile vaha suna lo, phira vRkSa kATanA / tInoM cupa ho gae aura kathA prArambha huii| eka bAra eka siMha kIcar3a meM pha~sa gyaa| bar3I dayanIya thI usakI avsthaa| becArA lAcAra ho gyaa| kyA to usakI eka dahAr3a se sArA jaMgala tharatharA jAtA thA aura kyA Aja vaha hI sahAyatA ke lie prabhu se prArthanA kara rahA hai, ki nAtha ! abakI bAra bacA to hiMsA na karUMgA, patte hI khAkara nirvAha kara luuNgaa| prabhu kA nAma vyartha nahIM jA sktaa| eka pathika udhara se A nikalA, siMha kI karuNa-pukAra ne usake hRdaya ko pighalA diyaa| yadyapi bhaya thA parantu karuNA ke sAmane usane na ginA, aura bedhar3aka kIcar3a meM ghusakara usa siMha ko bAhara nikAla diyaa| vaha samajhatA thA ki vaha siMha apane upakArIkA ghAta karanA kabhI svIkAra na karegA, parantu usakI AzA ke viparIta siMha ne baMdhana-mukta hote hI eka bhayAnaka garjanA karake usa vyakti ko tatkAla lalakArA, "kidhara jAtA hai, maiM tIna dina kA bhUkhA hU~, tUne mujhe bandhana se mukta kiyA hai aura tUhA mujha bhUkha se makta kiyA hai aura tahI majhe bhakha se makta va kregaa|" aba to tale kI miTTI khisakane lagI, vaha ghabarA gayA, prabhu ke atirikta aba usake liye koI zaraNa nahIM thii| usane use yAda kiyA, phala-svarUpa use eka vicAra aayaa| vaha siMha se bolA ki bhAI ! aisI kRtaghnatA ucita nahIM hai siMha kaba isa bAta ko svIkAra kara sakatA thA, garajakara bolA, "loka kA aisA hI vyavahAra hai, tU aba mujhase bacakara nahIM jA sktaa|" pathika ko jaba koI upAya na sUjhA to bolA, ki acchA bhAI ! kisI se isakA nyAya karA lo| ___ vyavahArakuzala siMha ne yaha bAta saharSa svIkAra kara lI, mAno use pUrNa vizvAsa thA ki nyAya usake viruddha na jA sakegA, kyoMki vaha jAnatA thA ki manuSya se adhika kRtaghnI saMsAra meM dUsarA nahIM hai| donoM milakara eka vRkSa ke pAsa pahu~ce aura apanI kathA kaha sunaaii| vRkSa bolA ki siMha ThIka kahatA hai / kAraNa ki manuSya garmI se saMtapta hokara mere sAye meM sukha se vizrAma karatA hai, mere phaloM ke rasa se apanI pyAsa bujhAtA hai, parantu phira bhI jAte hue merI TahanI tor3akara le jAtA hai, athavA mujhe ukhAr3akara cUlhe kA Indhana banA letA hai| ata: isa kRtaghnI ke sAtha kRtaghnatA kA hI vyavahAra karanA yogya hai| nirAza hokara vaha Age calA to eka gAya milI / usako apanI kathA sunAI, para vaha bhI pathika ke viruddha hI bolii| kahane lagI ki apanI javAnI meM maiMne apane baccoM kA peTa kATakara isa manuSya kI santAna kA poSaNa kiyA, parantu bUDhI ho jAne para yaha nirdayI merA sArA upakAra bhUla gayA, aura isane mujhe kasAI ke havAle kara diyA / isane merI khAla khiMcavAlI aura usakA jUtA banavAkara pA~va meM pahina liyaa| ata: isa kRtaghnI ke sAtha aisA hI vyavahAra karanA yogya hai| jahA~ bhI ve gaye nyAya siMha ke pakSa meM hI gayA, aura siMha ne use khA liyaa| isaliye bho mitro ! tumheM bhI kucha viveka se kAma lenA caahiye| dUsare kI kRtaghnatA ko to tuma kRtaghnatA dekhate ho parantu apanI isa bar3I kRtaghnatA ko nahIM dekhte| jisa vRkSa ke Ama Apa khAyeMge usa para hI kuThArAghAta karate kyA ApakA hRdaya nahIM kAMpatA? nIce utara Ao bhaiyA, nIce utara Ao, maiM tumhAre pA~va par3atA huuN| maiM svayaM vRkSapara car3hakara tumheM bharapeTa Ama khilA duuNgaa| vaha vRkSa para car3ha gayA aura AmoM ke bar3e-bar3e gucche tor3akara nIce DAlane lgaa| yaha dekhakara dUsare mitra se bole binA na rahA gayA / bolA ki, "mitra ! tumheM bhI viveka nahIM hai / kyA nahIM dekha rahe ho ki isa gucche meM pake hue AmoM ke sAtha-sAtha kacce bhI TUTa gaye haiM, jo cAra dina ke pazcAt pakakara kisI aura vyakti kI santuSTi kara sakate the| parantu aba to ye vyartha hI cale gaye, na hamAre kAma Aye aura na kisI anya ke / ata: Apa nIce A jAiye, maiM svayaM Upara car3hakara tumheM pake-pake mIThe Ama khilA duuNgaa| yaha kahakara vaha vRkSapara car3ha gayA aura cuna-cunakara eka-eka Ama tor3akara nIce girAne lgaa| chaThA vyakti yaha saba kucha dekha rahA thA, parantu cupa thaa| kyA bole, kise samajhAye ? usakI santoSapUrNa bAta ko svIkAra karane vAlA yahA~ thA hI kauna ? vidvAna loga, mUoM ko upadeza nahIM dete / eka dina kI bAta hai ki varSA jora se ho rahI thii| eka vRkSa ke nIce kucha bandara ThiThure baiThe the / vRkSapara kucha bayoM ke ghoMsale the / ve baye sukhapUrvaka una ghoMsaloM meM

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21. sAdhanA 123 2. SaTlezyA vRkSa baiThe prakRti kI sundaratA, kA Ananda le rahe the / bandaroM kI hAlata dekhakara ve haMsane lage aura bole ki re mUrkha bandara ! tujhako Izvara ne do hAtha diye haiM, phira bhI tU apanA ghara nahIM banA sakatA / dekha, hama choTe-choTe pakSI bhI kitane sundara ghoMsale banAkara inameM sukhapUrvaka rahate haiM / kyA tujhe dekhakara lajjA nahIM AtI ? basa itanA sunanA thA ki bandara kA pArA car3ha gayA aura usane vRkSapara car3hakara saba bayoM ke ghoMsale tor3a diye aura unake aNDe phor3a diye / isI se jJAnIjanoM ne kahA hai, "sIkha tAko dIjiye jAko sIkha suhAya, sIkha na dIjiye bAndarA, baye kA ghara jaay|" aisA socakara vaha santoSI vyakti kucha na bolA aura pRthvI para pahile se idhara-udhara par3e hue kucha AmoM ko uThAkara pRthak baiTha sukhapUrvaka khAne lgaa| isa udAharaNa para se vyakti kI icchAoM va tRSNAoM kI tIvratA va mandatA kA bar3A sundara paricaya milatA hai| pahilA vyakti jo vRkSa kI jar3a para kulhAr3A calAne lagA thA atyanta nikRSTa tIvratama icchA vAlA thaa| usakI kaSAya kRSNa varNa kI thI, arthAt vaha kRSNa-lezyAvAlA thaa| Tahane ko kATane vAlA dUsarA vyakti tIvratara icchA vAlA hone ke kAraNa nIla-lezyAvAlA thaa| TahanI ko kATane vAlA tIsarA vyakti tIvra icchAvAlA hone ke kAraNa kApota-lezyAvAlA thaa| isI prakAra AmoM kA gacchA tor3ane vAlA cauthA vyakti manda icchA vAlA hone ke kAraNa pIta-lezyAvAlA thaa| kevala pake hue Ama tor3ane vAlA pA~cavA~ vyakti mandatara icchAvAlA hone ke kAraNa padma-lezyAvAlA thaa| aura vaha atyanta santoSI chaThA vyakti mandatama icchAvAlA hone ke kAraNa zukla-lezyAvAlA thaa| isa prakAra vyakti kI sarva hI kaSAyoM kI tIvratA va mandatA kA anumAna kara lenA caahiye| MAIADEVANA's WYANAVIA DANAWARENANOR AAINA WAN 14the MADAR SaTlezyA vRkSa

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21. sAdhanA 124 4. bAhya sAdhanA / jisa prakAra 'dharma kA prayojana' batAte hue dvitIya adhikAra meM icchA garta kI bhayaMkaratA darzAne ke liye saMsAra vRkSa kA kalApUrNa citraNa prastuta kiyA gayA hai, usI prakAra yahA~ sAdhanA ke prakaraNa meM kaSAyoM kI zakti darzAne ke liye lezyA vRkSakA yaha citraNa kiyA gayA hai| ye donoM citraNa jaina AmnAya meM A bAla gopAla prasiddha haiM / yatra-tatra pustakoM meM tathA mandiroM meM lage hue milate haiN| inheM kevala sajAvaTa ke liye nahIM banAyA gayA hai| vAstava meM ye donoM hI citra AdhyAtmika bhAvanAoM se tathA rahasyapUrNa upadezoM se ota prota haiN| apane Antarika bhAvoM kA darzana karate hue tIvra bhAvoM se pIche haTane meM hI inakI sajAvaTa kA sArthakya hai / isameM hI kalyANa hai| 3.Abhyantara sAdhanA--paranta AsAna nahIM hai yaha khela / saMgharSa karanA paDegA parA-parA asatya loka kI ina sarva virodhI zaktiyoM ke sAtha / jUjhanA par3egA pUre bala tathA parAkrama ke sAtha ina sarva mahAvidhoM ko parAsta karane ke liye| paraloka meM sukha-prApti kI bhAvanA nidAna' kahalAtI hai| isI prakAra isa loka meM kIrti pratiSThA Adi kI cAha 'lokeSaNA' ke rUpa meM prasiddha hai| sAdhanA ke kSetra meM loka-dikhAvA 'dambhAcaraNa' hai| tattva-viveka vihIna 'vyavahArAbhAsa' tathA 'siddho'haM zuddho'haM brahmAsmi, Adi zabdoM kA niSprANa vAgvilAsa 'nizcayAbhAsa hai| isa nizcayAbhAsa se utpanna apanI pUrNakAmatA kA ahaMkAra tathA abhimAna-pUrNa 'mithyA garva', antastattva ke sparza zUnya 'bAla-tapa', 'bAla-tyAga' tathA 'bAla-vairAgya' ityAdi jitane kucha bhI dharma tathA sAdhanA ke liMga se cinhita bhAva yA kriyA haiM ve saba kaSAyAnuraJjita mithyA prAntiyeM haiM, vyavahArAbhAsI athavA nizcayAbhAsI dambhAcAra kI zAkhAyeM tathA upazAkhAyeM haiM, sAdhana mArga ke patthara haiN| ___ sabako par3hanA hogA apane bhItara, sabako dekhanA hogA apane bhItara, sabako ThIka-ThIka prakAra pahacAnanA hogA apane bhItara / khAte, nahAte, calate, sote, hara samaya jAgaruka rahanA hogA apane bhItara / dekhate rahanA hogA pratikSaNa apane manako tathA apanI buddhi ko ki kyA kucha vicAra rahe haiM ye, kyA kucha svapna dekha rahe haiM ye, kyA kucha jAla buna rahe haiM ye| prayoga karanA hogA sUkSma-prajJAkA, pratikSaNaM inheM sambodha-sambodha kara, samajhA-samajhAkara, tAki bhaTakane na pAveM ye ina bhrAAntiyoM meM paDakara / lakSya ko sameruvata sthira rakhanA hogA. darzana-khaNDa meM kathita tattva ke prati tathA tadviSayaka viveka ke prati / aura yahI hogI, tumhArI Abhyantara saadhnaa| 4. bAhya sAdhanA-itanA hI nahIM, aura bhI bahuta kucha karanA hogA isa sva-adhyayana ke atirikta, apane mana buddhi tathA indriyoM kI bahirmukhI vRttiyoM kA nirodha karake unheM antarmukhI karane ke lie| puna: batA denA cAhatA hU~ ki kevala zAstra par3ha lene mAtra se athavA 'siddho'haM', 'pUrNo'haM' Adi rAga alApane mAtra se vizuddha nahIM ho jAte ye / vizuddha hone kI to bAta nahIM, abhimAna paripuSTa hote rahane se aura bhI adhika azuddha ho jAte haiM ye, aura bhI adhika bahirmukha ho jAte haiM ye, aura bhI adhika prAnta ho jAte haiM ye / loka-prazaMsA ke kAraNa udita ullAsa tathA zAnti ko samajha baiThate haiM ye apanI zAnti, cahu~ ora anukUlatA ho jAne ke kAraNa udita samatA ko samajha baiThate haiM ye apanI smtaa| parIkSA karane kA avasara mile to patA cale, prazaMsA kI bajAye nindA mile to patA cale, prazaMsakoM kI bhIDa dhIre-dhIre khisakakara samApta ho jAya to patA cale, anukUlatA kI bajAya pratikUlatA mile to patA cale ki kitanI zAnti hai inameM aura kitanI samatA hai inameM / sambhavata: apanI pUrvavAlI bhUmi se bhI kucha nIce gira gaye haiM ye|| chor3a ina asat bhrAntiyoM ko aura par3ha apane hRdaya kI gaharAiyoM meM jAkara ki kahIM satya kA svAMga dharakara koI asatya to nahIM ghusa baiThA hai tere ghara meM ? lar3anA hogA ina mahAvinoM ke sAtha pUrI taraha aura Aja hI se prArambha karanA hogA tujhe yaha yuddha / bhale hI navajAta honeke kAraNa adhika zakti na ho Aja tujhameM, jitanI kucha bhI prApta hai guru-kRpA se tujhe use hI lekara prArambha kara de yuddha Aja se hI, zaktihIna isa gRhastha dazA se hii| bhale na kara sake mu~ha-dara-mu~ha sAmanA, chipa-chipakara vAra karatA raha inapara, zivAjI kI bhA~ti / isa prakAra kSINa hotI jAyegI inakI zakti aura bar3hatI jAyegI terI zakti / eka dina gRhastha se yogI bana jAyegA tU, ati subhaTa, aura usa samaya kara dIjiyo sAkSAt kI ghossnnaa| bhAga khaDI hogI yaha asatya-senA satya kA rudrarUpa dekhakara usa samaya, aura amara ho jAegA ta pAkara apanI amarAvatI, jahA~ terI pratIkSA meM baiThI hai shaanti-raanii| __ isa prakAra eka hI sAdhaka zakti kI taratamatA ke kAraNa aneka koTiyoM meM vibhAjita ho jAtA hai, jinakA samAveza hama tIna pradhAna zreNiyoM meM kara sakate haiM-gRhastha, zrAvaka tathA sAdhu / 'gRhastha' sAdhaka to kahalAtA hai vaha jo ki

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21. sAdhanA guru kRpA se tAttvika viveka jAgRta ho jAne para bhI saMskAroM kI prabalatA ke kAraNa abhI ghara-gRhasthI ke kAma-dhandhoM se virakta nahIM ho pAyA hai, parantu apane lakSya kI prApti ke artha apanI zakti anusAra isa dizA-sambandhI kucha kriyAyeM karane laga gayA hai / 'zrAvaka' kahate haiM usa sadgRhastha ko jisake citta meM apane isa puruSArtha ke phalasvarUpa kucha-kucha virakti jAgRta honI prArambha ho gaI hai, parantu saMskAra kI prabalatA ke kAraNa abhI pUrNa virakta hokara sanyAsa dhAraNa karane 125 5. samanvaya yogya nahIM ho pAyA hai| tathApi apanI isa virakti ko vRddhigata karane ke lie apanI zakti ke anusAra kucha vrata yA pratijJAyeM usane avazya dhAraNa kara lI haiN| 'sAdhu kahate haiM usa sanyAsI ko jisakA citta apane isa puruSArtha ke phalasvarUpa pUrNa virakta ho cukA hai aura isa kAraNa gharabAra ko sarvathA chor3akara yA to vana meM rahatA hai yA kisI mandira Adi meM / atyanta parivRddha zakti vAlA ho jAne ke kAraNa yaha vividha prakAra ke kliSTa tapazcaraNa karane ke lie bhI samartha hai| zakti kI taratamatA ke kAraNa tInoM prakAra ke sAdhakoM kI kriyAoM meM bheda honA svAbhAvika hai / Asrava-tattvarUpa saMvaraNa karane meM sahAyaka hone ke kAraNa ye sakala kriyAyeM saMvara-tattva meM antarbhUta haiM / zubha gRhastha ke yogya kriyAoM meM 6 pradhAna haiM-- devapUjA, guru-upAsanA, svAdhyAya, saMyama, tapa va dAna / dayA bhI dAna meM garbhita hai | zrAvaka ke yogya kriyAoM meM ina chaH ke atirikta sammilita haiM aNuvrata, dezavrata tathA sAmAyika / sAdhu ke yogya kriyAoM meM 9 pradhAna haiM-- mahAvrata, gupti, samiti, dazadharma, anuprekSA, parISahajaya, cAritra, tapa aura dhyAna / 'tapa' ke atirikta yaha sakala sAdhanA vAstava meM saMvara-tattva kA vistAra hai aura 'tapa' nirjarA-tattva ke antargata hai / ina sabakA kathana kiyA jAyegA Age dhIre-dhIre, parantu itanA samajha lenA Avazyaka hai yahA~ ki bar3I sAvadhAnI ke sAtha calanA hai| sAdhaka prAyaH loka-raJjanA ke, khyAti-lAbha-pUjA kI cAha ke athavA lokeSaNA ke zikAra ho jAyA karate haiN| yahA~ aakr| aura aisA ho jAne para bar3e se bar3A puruSArtha karate hue bhI, mahAn se mahAn tapa karate hue bhI, bar3e-bar3e kaSTa jhelate hue bhI vAstava meM kucha nahIM kara pAte ve / parizrama tathA kaSTa ke atirikta kucha bhI hAtha nahIM AtA unake / kucha hAtha Ane kI to bAta nahIM sambhavata: pahalI pU~jI bhI gavAM baiThate haiM ve / mithyA prazaMsAoM ke dvArA udita tapAbhimAna ke kAraNa patana ho jAtA hai unakA, jyotirloka kI bajAya tamoloka meM praveza kara jAte haiM ve / 5. samanvaya - eka samasyA hai yaha bar3I jaTila / darzana- zAstra ke anusAra apane ko siddha tathA pUrNa mAnakara bAhyAcAra ko jalAJjali de deM to bhI tamoloka aura AcAra - zAstra ke anusAra ye saba kriyAyeM karane meM nimagna ho jAyeM to bhI tamoloka / jyotirloka kI prApti ho to kaise ho ? bhaiyA ! vAstava meM dekhA jAya to na vaha galata hai aura na yaha galata / galata to hai vAstava meM vaha ajJAna, vaha aviveka, vaha avidyA jisake kAraNa ki ina donoM kI sUkSma sandhi meM nihita rahasya ko dekha nahIM pAte ye donoM hii| donoM hI ImAnadAra haiM apane prati, donoM hI kA lakSya hai zAnti ke prati, donoM puruSArtha kara rahe haiM ati prabala, pahalevAle kara rahe haiM bauddhika puruSArtha aura dUsare vAle kara rahe haiM zArIrika puruSArtha / kisI ke bhI puruSArtha meM kamI nahIM parantu na jAne kyA rahasya hai vaha jisake kAraNa saba kucha karate hue bhI kucha nahIM kara pAte ve / niyati ke atirikta aura kyA kaheM ise ? parantu mata ghabarA bho puruSArthI ! mata ghabarA, nirAza mata ho, gurudeva kI zaraNa ko mata chor3a kasakara pakar3a aMgulI / saba kucha sulajhA deMge ve svayaM aura batA deMge vaha sUkSma rahasya bhI tujhe / jisa prakAra kisI cUrNa ke svAda meM namaka, jIrA, sauMTha Adi aneka masAloM ke svAda yugapat par3e rahate haiM, jo sabake saba yugapat eka vijAtIya svAda ke rUpa meM anubhava karane meM Ate haiM, isI prakAra ina sarva kriyAoM meM bhI do aMza rahate haiM-- eka bAhyAMza aura eka abhyantara aMza / ina donoM aMzoM kA paraspara mizrita koI vijAtIya svAda hI sAdhaka ke anubhava meM AtA hai / bAhyAMza to indriya- gamya hone ke kAraNa jagata ke dRSTipatha meM A jAtA hai parantu abhyantara aMza indriya-- grAhya na hone ke kAraNa jagata ko dikhAI nahIM detA / use yA to jAnatA hai sAdhaka svayaM yA jAnate haiM gurudeva / khyAti va prazaMsA Adi kA AdhAra vAstava meM bAhyAMza hai, abhyantara aMza nhiiN| jisa prakAra koI sarrApha khoTe svarNa ke jevara meM, usakA zodhana kiye binA hI yaha pahacAna letA hai ki isameM itanA aMza to sone kA hai aura itanA aMza khoTa kA, usI prakAra jJAnI-sAdhaka barAbara ina kriyAoM ke vijAtIya svAda kA vizleSaNa karake yaha jAnatA rahatA hai ki inameM itanA aMza to bAhya hai aura itanA aMza abhyantara / jisa prakAra tAmbA athavA cAndI rUpa khoTa kA vyavahArika kSetra meM kucha na kucha mUlya hote hue bhI

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21. sAdhanA 126 5. samanvaya sarrApha ke liye vaha bilkula bekAra hai, isI prakAra ina kriyAoM ke bAhyAMza kA prazaMsA Adi ke vyavahArika kSetra meM kucha na kucha mUlya hote hue bhI sAdhaka ke liye vaha bilkula bekAra hai| jisa prakAra jevara meM khoTa milavAne kI icchA na hote hue bhI grAhaka ko TA~ke Adi meM prayukta khoTa ko svIkAra karanA par3atA hai, kyoMki vaha jAnatA hai ki binA usake z2evara bananA sambhava nahIM; isI prakAra bAhya kriyA kI icchA na hote hue bhI jJAnI -sAdhaka ko use svIkAra karanA par3atA hai, kyoMki vaha jAnatA hai ki usakA Alambana liye binA antaraMga kI kriyA sambhava nhiiN| jisa prakAra jevara ko gale meM pahanate hue bhI grAhaka kI dRSTi meM usakA khoTa barAbara khaTakatA rahatA hai, usI prakAra ina sakala kriyAoM ko karate hue bhI sAdhaka kI dRSTi meM unakA bAhyAMza barAbara khaTakatA rahatA hai| kAraNa yaha ki una kriyAoM meM rahane vAlA abhyantara aMza hI vAstava meM amRta hai, bAhyAMza nhiiN| isake viparIta vaha to svayaM Asrava-tattvarUpa hone ke kAraNa viSa hai / isaliye usakA prayatna barAbara yahI rahatA hai ki jisa kisa prakAra bhI isa bAhyAMza kA Alambana chUTe aura abhyantaraaMza meM adhikAdhika vRddhi hotI jAya / yahI kAraNa hai ki jyoM-jyoM vaha Age calatA hai tyoM-tyoM bAhara se haTakara bhItara meM jAtA rahatA hai, bAhyAMza kama hotA jAtA hai aura abhyantara aMza bar3hatA jAtA hai| eka dina abhyantara aMza pUrNa ho jAtA hai aura bAhyAMza kA Alambana sarvathA chUTa jAtA hai| phira use kucha bhI karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM raha jAtI / kare yA na kare / vidhi-niSedha se atIta ho jAtA hai vaha, saMvara tathA nirjarA tattva kA ullaMghana karake mokSa tatva meM praveza pA jAtA hai vaha, jIvanmukta ho jAtA hai vaha, aura yahI hai, usakI pUrNatA jise prApta kara lene ke uparAnta hI usako adhikAra prApta hotA hai 'siddho'haM, pUrNo'haM brahmAsmi' Adi kahane kA / basa yahI hai vaha rahasya jise na jAnane ke kAraNa koI raha jAtA hai lokaraJjanA meM, koI khyAti, prazaMsA, pratiSThA meM aura koI pUrNatA ke mithyA abhimAna meM / ataH bhAI ! yadi tU ImAnadAra hai apanI sAdhanA ke prati to terA sarvaprathama karttavya yaha hai ki ina donoM aMzoM kI yathokta maitrI ko sAtha lekara cala / apanI ora se koI kheMcatAna na kara / tabhI kahalAyegI vaha satya sAdhanA / * gurudezanA ko prApta ziSya sAdhanA dvArA samasta vighnoM ko parAsta kara, apane bhItara apanA svarUpa dekhakara Azcaryacakita raha gyaa|

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22. gRhastha-dharma 1. sAmAnya paricaya | yAtAyAta isa sAdhana-sampanna yuga meM sAdhuoM tapasviyoM tathA tyAgiyoM ke darzana sulabha tathA bahula ho jAne ke kAraNa, aura sAtha-sAtha unake tyAga-pradhAna upadeza sunate rahane ke kAraNa jana-sAdhAraNa meM Aja eka aisI bhrAnti utpanna ho gaI hai ki gRha-tyAga athavA bhojana, vastra Adi kA adhikAdhika tyAga kiye binA zAnti patha kI sAdhanA kI jAnI sambhava nahIM hai / bhaktajanoM se prApta sAdhuoM tathA tyAgiyoM kI pUjA, pratiSThA, khyAti, va prasiddhi dekhakara pUrva - saMskAroM kI vAsanA se mana meM jo lokeSaNA jAgRta hotI hai, vaha isa bhrAnti ko bala pradAna karatI hai, aura bhole-bhAle vyakti isa jAla meM ulajhakara apane jIvana ko naSTa kara DAlate haiM / amRta bhI unake liye viSa bana jAtA hai / ata: satya-sAdhaka ko prathama-paga meM hI sAvadhAna hokara calanA hai, bAhya ke isa asatya - prasAra ko dekhakara isakI raumeM nahIM baha jAnA hai| bAhara meM chor3ane mAtra se kisI vastu kA tyAga nahIM ho jaataa| sAdhanA bAhara se bhItara ko na jAkara bhItara se bAhara ko AtI hai / bAhara meM sAdhu athavA tyAgI- jaisA veSa banA lene se athavA anucita tyAga Adi ke dvArA deha zoSaNa karane se zAnti kI siddhi nahIM hotI, viparIta isake kRtrima tathA bhAvanAzUnya hone ke kAraNa isa prakAra kA veSa tathA tyAga jIvana kA bhAra bana baiThatA hai, prazaMsA sunane kI bhAvanA use apane prazaMsakoM kA dAsa banA detI hai, aura apane nindakoM ke prati usakA mana zaMkA, bhaya, dveSa tathA ghRNA se bhara jAtA hai, prazama Adi pUrvokta guNa kinArA kara jAte haiM, hRdaya kI sarasatA naSTa ho jAtI hai aura usake sthAna para krodha va abhimAna Akara DerA jamA lete haiM / sAdhanA kA artha hai abhyAsa aura abhyAsa ekadama na hokara dhIre-dhIre huA karatA hai| isa prasaMga meM tIna bAtoM kA dhyAna rakhanA atyanta Avazyaka hai-- prakRti, zakti tathA sthiti / sarvaprathama vyakti ko apanI prakRti yA svabhAva meM parivartana lAnA cAhiye aura tatpazcAt apane balAbala tathA paristhiti ko dekhate hue yathocita tyAga Adi karanA cAhiye / na apanI zakti ko chipAnA cAhiye aura na usase adhika karanA caahiye| jaise vAtAvaraNa meM rahatA ho tathA jaisI paristhitiyoM meM se usakA jIvana gujara rahA ho usakA bhalI bhA~ti santulana karake calanA caahiye| ina bAtoM kA atikramaNa karane se vaha Upara uThane kI bajAya nIce gira jAtA hai| sadbhAvanA se zUnya hone ke kAraNa tathA khyAti Adi anyAnya asat abhiprAyoM se uttejita hone ke kAraNa isa prakAra kA sakala prayAsa use sanmArga se dUra kisI aise andhakUpa 'meM dhakela detA hai jahA~ se nikalane ke liye use asaMkhyakAla pratIkSA karanI pdd'egii| acchAI ke liye kiyA gayA ghora parizrama usakI burAI kA hetu bana jAtA hai| prathama-paga meM hI sAdhaka ko apane hRdaya-rAjya meM sadbhAvanA, saMvega, nirveda tathA vairAgya jAgRta karake use dhIre-dhIre puSTa karane kA abhyAsa karanA cAhie, jisake ho jAne para tyAga Adi kiyA nahIM jAtA pratyuta svataH ho jAtA hai, kyoMki taba usakI prakRti badala jAtI hai, usakI ruci badala jAtI hai| ve padArtha aba usako acche hI nahIM lagate, viparIta isake ve use kucha bhAra sarIkhe dIkhane lagate haiN| sAdhaka kI sarvaprathama bhUmi gRhastha hai aura usakI zakti ati-alpa hai / isameM rahate hue hI use bhAvanA vRddhi kA aura isake dvArA zakti- vRddhi kA abhyAsa prArambha karanA hai / loka- dikhAve se dUra rahanA hai, isalie jo kucha bhI karanA hai gupta rahakara karanA hai, kevala apane bhItara tathA apane lie karanA hai / aura yahI hai eka gRhastha ke yogya saMvara-tattva | apanI-apanI prakRti, zakti va sthiti ke anusAra aneka prakAra se prArambha kiyA jA sakatA hai yaha abhyAsa, tathApi anubhavI puruSoM ne isa viSaya meM cha: bAteM batAI haiM - devapUjA, guru-upAsanA, svAdhyAya, saMyama, tapa va dAna / ina chahoM meM prathama tIna arthAt devapUjA, guru-upAsanA aura svAdhyAya manomajjana athavA bhAvanA vRddhi ke lie haiM aura saMyama Adi Age kI tIna kriyAyeM yathA-zakti-tyAga va tapakA abhyAsa karane ke lie haiN| ina chahoM kA abhyAsa karane se sAdhaka zrAvaka Adi kI kramonnata bhUmiyoM meM praveza pAne kI yogyatA jAgRta kara letA hai| isalie sAdhaka kA kartavya hai

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22. gRhastha-dharma 128 1. sAmAnya paricaya ki tyAga Adi karane kI utAvala na kare aura na hI apanI zakti ko chipAe,nirAza na ho aura santoSa va dhairyapUrvaka ina chahoM kriyAoM kA abhyAsa karatA rahe / inakA vistAra to Age krama se kiyA jAne vAlA hai, parantu yahA~ itanA batA denA Avazyaka hai ki ina kriyAoMmeM deva pratimA Adi kA avalambana saMvara nahIM hai / pratyuta samatA-bhAva ke usa aMza kA nAma saMvara hai jo ki isake satya Alambana se dhIre-dhIre citta meM utpanna tathA parivRddha hotA jAtA hai| (CC . N on zubhakarama joga sughATa AyA, pAra ho dina jAta hai| / 'dyAnata' dharama kI nAva baiTho, zivapurI kuzalAta hai| 2 -

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23. deva-pUjA Aja 1. Adarza bhikhArI; 2. Adarza dAtA; 3. Adarza deva; 4. Adarza pUjA; 5. aSTa dravya pUjA; 6. zaMkA samAdhAna (i. deva viSayaka; ii. pUjA viSayaka; iii. pratimA viSayaka; iv. mandira viSayaka) 1. Adarza bhikhArI-he zAnti-sudhA-sAgara ! hameM apanA dAsa banAne kA saubhAgya pradAna kIjiye / oha ! kaisI anokhI bAta hai ki zAnti kA upAsaka maiM bhIkha mAMgane para utara AyA hU~ aura bhIkha bhI kAhe kI, dAsatvakI? parantu isameM Azcarya kI koI bAta nahIM hai bhAI ! kyoMki Aja maiM vAstava meM hU~ hI bhikhArI / bhikhArI kauna hotA hai, yaha to soca? bhikhArI ke do mukhya lakSaNa haiM--pahalA yaha ki jise kucha icchA ho, dUsarA yaha ki jisakI icchAyeM pUrNa na ho pAtI hoM yA pUrNa hone kI AzA na ho / yadi kisI ko icchAyeM na hoM yA apanI icchAoMko svayaM pUrA kara letA ho to dUsare ke sAmane hAtha phailAyegA hI kyoM ? basa to Aja kI dazA meM yaha donoM lakSaNa mujha meM ghaTita hote haiN| mujhe zAnti kI icchA hai aura gRhastha-jAla meM bandhakara vikalpa-sAgara meM DUbe hue mujhe parizrama karane para bhI vikalpoM se mukti milatI pratIta nahIM hotii| isaliye isa dazA meM rahate hue zAnti milanI bahuta durlabha lagatI hai, yahA~ taka ki itabaddhisA.nirAzasA hokara yaha hI socA karatA hU~ ki kyA karUM kaise ina vikalpoM se chaTa kaise zAnti meM sthiti pAUM / maiM bhikhArI avazya hU~, para anya bhikhAriyoM meM aura mujha meM antara hai ve haiM dhana va bhogoM ke bhikhArI aura maiM hU~ zAnti kA bhikhArI / bhikhArI banA rahanA kisI ko acchA nahIM lagatA aura mujhe bhI acchA nahIM lagatA para kyA karU~ bhUkhA maratA kyA nahIM krtaa| jisa prakAra kadAcit saubhAgyavaza una bhikhAriyoM meM se kisI eka ko yadi kisI prakAra dhana yA bhogoM kI prApti ho jAya to vaha svata: bhIkha mAMganA chor3a detA hai, usI prakAra mujhe bhI yadi kadAcit kisI prakAra zAnti kI prApti ho jAya to maiM bhI svata: bhIkha mAMganA chor3a duuNgaa| aura jaise vaha yadi Aja hI Apake kahane se yA svata: bhIkha mAMganA chor3a de to bhUkhA mara jAya, usI prakAra maiM bhI yadi Apake kahane se yA lajjA ke kAraNa zAnti kI bhIkha mAMganA chor3a dU~ to bhUkhA mara jaauuN|| 2. Adarza-dAtA-aba prazna yaha uThatA hai ki bhikhArI banakara ghara se nikalA koI bhI vyakti kisake pAsa jAe bhIkha mAMgane ? uttara spaSTa hai ki usake pAsa jo ki usakI abhISTa vastu kA bhaNDAra ho, tathA jo udAra ho kRpaNa nhiiN| basa to jisa prakAra dhana ke bhikhArI jAte haiM, dhana ke bhaNDAra tathA dAnI dhanikoM ke pAsa; dhanuSa-vidyA ke bhikhArI jAte haiM, usa vidyA ke bhaNDAra va udAra-hRdaya droNAcArya ke pAsa; Adhunika vidyA ke bhikhArI jAte haiM usa vidyA ke bhaNDAra tathA ise dene meM tatpara skUla kAlijoM ke mAsTaroM tathA prophaisaroM ke pAsa; vIratA ke bhikhArI jAte haiM vIratA ke bhaNDAra tathA dayAlu mahArANA pratApa ke pAsa; jUe ke bhikhArI jAte haiM kisI bar3e juArI ke pAsa; usI prakAra zAnti kA bhikhArI maiM jAU~gA zAnti ke bhaNDAra va vizva-kalyANa meM tatpara kisI bhI yogya vyakti ke pAsa / aba dekhanA yaha hai ki merI kAmanAoM kI parti karane vAlA. majha bhikhArI kI jholI bhara dene vAlA, uparokta lakSaNoM ko dhAraNa karane vAlA, aisA kauna vyakti hai jisake pAsa ki maiM jAU~, tathA vaha kahA~ rahatA hai ? calo khojeM use / yaha lo rAjAkI savArI AtI hai| Aiye isI se mAMga leM "rAjA mahArAja kI jaya ho, isa garIba kI jholI meM bhI kucha DAla do|" "lo do azarphI / " "para kyA karU~gA inakA ? mujhe to zAnti cAhiye, ho to de diijiye|" "are ! isa zAnti kA to maiM bhI bhikhArI huuN| bhikhArI bhikhArI ko kyA degA?" aura isa prakAra skUla kA mAsTara, profaisara, seTha, senApati, juArI, qasAI sabase mA~gakara dekho, saba svayaM bhikhArI haiM isa zAnti ke, ata: unake pAsa jAnA vyartha hai| aba Aiye idhara isa dvAra para jahA~ ki kalpanAoM ke ghor3e para savAra ye kucha vizeSa prakAra ke bhikhArI khar3e bhIkha mAMga rahe haiN| dekheM to andara kauna hai aura kyA bAMTa rahA hai ? are ! ye to muralI-manohara haiM, muralI kI dhuna meM tathA bhakta gopiyoM ke sAtha rAsalIlA meM magna, atIva sundara zarIra ke dhArI, balavAna, nItijJa, dayAlu, sakhA tathA aneka guNoM

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23. deva-pUjA 130 3. Adarza-deva ke bhaNDAra zrIkRSNa / "prabho ! mujhe bhI de dIjiye kucha ?" "hAM, hAM lo| batAo kyA cAhiye ? saMgIta kA madhura pAna cAhiye to yaha lo, apane sAthiyoM se prema karane kI icchA ho to yaha lo, vIratA cAhiye to yaha lo, rAjanIti cAhiye to yaha lo, dhana-mahala cAhiye to yaha lo| are ! tuma to kucha bolate hI nahIM ? bolo, Daro nahIM, jo cAhiye le lo|" "parantu bhagavan ! mere kAma kI to inameM eka bhI vastu nhiiN| mujhe to zAnti cAhiye, ho to de diijiye|" "haiM ! kyA kahA ? bhAI yaha to kucha kaThina samasyA hai| yahI eka vastu aisI hai jo mere pAsa nahIM hai| maiM svayaM isake liye vairAgyamUrti zmazAnavAsI ziva kI upAsanA karatA huuN|" Aiye idhara dekhiye, kaisI bhIr3a lagI hai ? are ? ye to rAjArAma haiN| kandhepara dhanuSa, dAIM ora bhrAtR-bhakta lakSmaNa aura bAIM ora mAtA sItA / ahA hA ! kitanA manojJa hai yaha dRzya, mAno vizva ko prema kA saMdeza sunA rahA hai makha para komala-komala maskAna-mAno jagata ko nirbhayatA pradAna kara rahe haiN| Ao inhIM ke sAmane jholI phailAkara dekhU, sambhavata: kucha mila jAya / dekhiye ye svayaM bulA rahe haiN| kitanA prema hai inameM / "prabho ! mujhe bhI de dIjiye kch|" "le lo bhAI ! yaha par3A hai Dhera, jo cAhe le jaao| dekho yaha par3I hai pitabhakti, idhara dekho yaha par3A hai prajApAlana, aura vaha dekho rakhA hai nyAya, yaha hai vIratA, aura yaha lo karttavya-parAyaNatA / batAo kyA cAhiye? are ! cupa kyoM ho?" kyA kahU~ bhagavana ! isa sabameM se mujhe kucha bhI nahIM cAhiye, mujhe to cAhiye kevala zAnti / " "oha ! samajhA / bahuta bhAgyazAlI ho tuma, usa mahAna vastu kI jijJAsA lekara Aye ho jisake sAmane tIna loka kI sampadA tuccha hai, jisake liye bar3e-bar3e cakravartiyoM ne rAjapATa-ko lAta mAra dI, aura jisake liye maiMne svayaM bhI isa sampUrNa jAla ko tor3akara vItarAgI-veSa dhara vanavAsa ko apanA saubhAgya samajhA / tuma sambhavata: nahIM dekha pA rahe ho mere jIvana kA vaha pichalA bhAga, jaba ki maiM rAjA rAma nahIM thA balki thA sAdhUrAma aura na dekha rahe ho merA Aja kA jIvana, jabaki maiM rAjArAma kI bajAe bhagavAna rAma bana cukA huuN| yadi zAnti cAhiye to-rAjArAma ke pAsa na milegI balki bhagavAna rAma ke pAsa milegI, muni-rAma ke pAsa milegI, tapasvI rAma ke pAsa milegI, digambara-rAma ke pAsa milegI, jisako na rahI thI mahala kI AvazyakatA, jisako nahI thI vastrabhUSaNa kI AvazyakatA, jisako na rahI thI dAsiyoM kI AvazyakatA, jisako na rahI thI dhanuSa-bANa kI aavshyktaa|" jaba usakA nAma rAma nahIM raha gayA thA balki ho gayA thA indriya-vijayI jina / (jaina mAnyatA ke anusAra sarva tIrthakaroM kI bhA~ti bhagavAna rAma tathA bhagavAna hanumAna ne bhI sanyAsa lekara tapazcaraNa dvArA mukti prApta kI thii|) kaisA madhara va niHsvArtha hai inakA upadeza ? dhanya ho gayA haiM bhagavana Aja ise sanakara Apane majhe adhika bhaTakane se bacA liyaa| yadi Apase usa zAnti-bhaNDAra muni va bhagavAna rAma ke sambandha meM paricaya na pAtA to na jAne kisa-kisa ke dara kI ThokareM khAnI pdd'tii| bar3A anugraha huA hai nAtha ApakA, kRpayA AzIrvAda dIjiye ki maiM usa parama-yogezvara ko khoja nikAlane meM saphala ho jaauuN| 3. Adarza-deva-kahAM khojUM unheM ? ghara meM yA vana meM ? calo pahale ghara meM hI khojU / are ! ye rahe ve to, mere hI ghara meN| ghara meM bhI kyA, svayaM mujhameM / mujhameM bhI kyA, svayaM maiM hI to hU~ zAnti tathA samatAkA AvAsa, mahAprabhu caitanya, mahAtattva, jIvatattva / kyA nahIM dekha rahe ho ? calo bhItara / indriyoM ke pIche tathA inake dvArA gRhIta vividha jJeyAkRtiyoM ke piiche| manake pIche tathA isake dvandvAtmaka saMkalpa-vikalpoM ke pIche, isakI rAga dveSAtmaka kaSAyoM ke pIche / buddhi ke pIche tathA isakI vividha tarkaNAoM ke pIche, dhAraNAoM tathA smRtiyoM ke pIche ahaMkAra ke pIche tathA isake vividha saMskAroMke pIche, vAsanAoM kAmanAoM va icchAoM ke piiche| bhItara, aura bhItara, hRdaya kI antastama guphA meN| kitanA pracaNDa hai isakA teja, mahAtattva kI jyoti ? isI ke teja se tejavanta hai mana tathA isakA jagata, isI kI jyoti se jyotivanta hai buddhi tathA isakA vistAra, isI kI suvAsa se vAsita hai ahaMkAra tathA isakI vAsanAyeM / sabameM anusyUta hai yaha, sabameM anugata hai yaha, mAlA ke dAnoM meM piroye gae Dore kI bhA~ti / kitanI caturAI se chipAyA hai inhoMne apanA rUpa, tAki kisI jagavAsI kI naz2ara na laga jAye inheM / atyanta sundara haiM na ye aura sAtha hI eka catara kalAkAra bhii| parantu kahA~ jAoge prabhu ! mujhase chipakara ? kyA taraMga se sAgara chipA hai kabhI ? Apa hI kA to zizu hU~ maiM, Apa hI

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23. deva-pUjA 131 3. Adarza-deva kA to aMza hU~ maiM, Apa hI kI to taraMga hU~ maiN| bhale choTA sA hU~, bhale abodha hU~ parantu ApakI eka kiraNa jo prApta karalI hai maiMne gurukRpA se| parantu yaha kyA? lupta ho gae ? itanI jaldI ? bar3e mAyA-jAliye haiM aap| Apase merA prayojana siddha hone vAlA nhiiN| eka kSaNa ko bhI nahIM Tikate, mujhe deMge kyA ? mujhe to cAhiye aise deva jinase mu~ha-dara-mu~ha bAteM kara sakU~ maiM, jinakI goda meM khela sakU~ maiM, jinakA pyAra pA sakU maiM jinako apane duHkha sukha kI vyathA sunA sakU maiM aura jinase bhIkha mAMga sakU~ maiN| aura yaha lo mere saubhAgya se RSiyoM ne banA diyA isa nirAkAra ko sAkAra, tattva ko mAnava, atimaanv| kisI ko lagA diye cAra hAtha pAMva aura kisI ko dasa / kisI kA rUpa banAyA sundara aura kisI kA bhayaMkara / vividha zaktiyoM ke pratIkarUpa meM vividha Ayudha de diye unake hAthoM meM, aura unakI pradhAna citzakti ko lA baiThAyA unake vAma-bhAga meM, unakI ardhAMginI banAkara / vividha guNoM ke pratIkarUpa meM vividha prakAra ke vastrAbhUSaNoM se alaGkRta kara diyA unake divya zarIroM ko| parantu kahA~ se lAU~ buddhi itanI ki darzana kara sakU~ ina vividha pratIkAtmaka AkAroM meM nirAkAra ke, dekha sakU~ ina atimAnavoM ko tattva ke rUpa meM, jisake pratIka banAye gaye haiM ye / mujhe to dIkhatA hai kevala unakA bAhya rUpa, unakI sundara athavA bhayaMkara AkRtiyA~, unake Ayudha tathA vastrAlaGkAra, unakI patnI tathA unake sevaka / inheM dekhakara samajha baiThatA hU~ maiM inheM sAtaveM AsamAna meM rahane vAlA koI bhogI-vilAsI, rAgI-dveSI, apane zatruoM ke prati bhayagrasta, unake sAtha yuddha karane meM rata aura na jAne kyA-kyA / eka laukika samrATa se adhika dIkhate hI nahIM ve mujhe| kaise karUM inameM deva ke darzana, apanI AdarzabhUta samatA tathA zAnti ke darzana ? ata: inase bhI merA kAma calane vAlA nhiiN| caliye aba vanakI ora, apane prabhu ko khojane, jo merI jholI meM zAnti kI bhikSA DAla skeN| are ye sAmane kauna dikhAI de rahe haiM, kitanI zAnta va saumya hai inakI mukhAkRti, roma-roma se zAnti kA prasAra karate mAno sAkSAt zAnti ke devatA hI haiM jinakA nagna veSa batA rahA hai ki inheM koI icchA nahIM, koI cintA nahIM garamI kI yA sardI kI, bhUkha kI yA pyAsa kii| inakI zAnta-muskAna batA rahI hai ki inheM koI Azcarya nahIM koI zoka nahIM, koI bhaya nahIM, jisake kAraNa ki inheM zastra apane pAsa rakhane pdd'eN| inakA pulakita zarIra batA rahA hai ki inheM koI rAga bhI nhiiN| zAnti meM inakI nizcalatA batA rahI hai ki isa vyAkula jagata se inakA koI samparka nahIM, aura na hI Age kabhI hogaa| inakA santoSa batA rahA hai ki isa zAnti kA viccheda inase kabhI nahIM hogaa| inakI sAmyatA batA rahI hai ki inheM na bhakta se prema hai na nindaka se dveSa / inakI saumyatA inake antaraMga kI sAmyatA ko darzA rahI hai tathA batalA rahI hai ki inheM koI abhimAna nahIM, kisI bhI parapadArtha kA kucha karane sambandhI moha nhiiN| inakI sarala cittatA batA rahI hai ki inheM kucha parizrama nahIM karanA par3a rahA hai| vahI to haiM / ye, jinakA darzana kiyA thA maiMne apane bhItara / unhIM kA to sAkAra rUpa hai yaha, unhIM kI to praticchAyA hai yh| khule AkAza ke nIce aspaSTa tathA alipta baiThI yaha nirbhIka-zAntamudrA na jAne mujhe kyoM rassA bAndhakara apanI ora kheMca rahI hai ? kitanI zAnti A gaI hai inake darzanamAtra se? isa samaya maiM bhUla baiThA hU~ saba kucha, yahA~ taka ki yaha bhI ki maiM yahA~ kisa kAma ke lie AyA thaa| mAno maiM svayaM hI zAnta haA jA rahA huuN| candana ke Asa-pAsa lage vRkSa bhI svata: candana bana jAte haiN| isa zAnti ke devatA kA bhI to aisA hI mahAtmya pratIta hotA hai ki inase binA kucha mAMge hI maiM tRpta huA jA rahA hU~, kRtakRtya huA jA rahA huuN| bhogoM kA rasa isa samaya mujhe viSamaya bhAsa rahA hai, strI va baccoM kI cIkha-pukAra mAno mere kAnoM ko cIre DAla rahI hai, dhana sampatti mAnoM eka bar3A bhArI bhArasA pratIta ho rahA hai, isakA upArjana va rakSaNa aba sAkSAt dAvAgnivat dikhAI par3a rahA hai / maiM bhI svayaM zAnti ke sAtha tanmayasA ho gayA hU~, zAnti sudhA kA mAno pAna hI kara rahA huuN| Aja maiM apane ko bhikhArI nahIM smjhtaa| maiM to svAmI hU~, sAmane baiThA ina jaisA hI sA samajha rahA hU~ kucha apane ko / ThIka hI sunA karatA thA ki prabhu apane AzritoM ko apane samAna kara lete haiM, Aja usa bAta kA sAkSAt ho rahA hai / antara kevala itanA hai ki taba

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23. deva-pUjA 132 4. Adarza-pUjA samajhA karatA thA yaha ki ve use kucha rAjya vaibhava Adi dekara apane barAbara karate haiM, aura aba samajhatA hU~ yaha ki unakA karanA to nAma mAtra hai, vAstava meM unake binA kiye svata: unakA Azrita unake samAna zAnta ho jAtA hai, unake binA kucha die svata: vaha vastu arthAt zAnti pA letA hai, jisakI icchA lekara vaha inakI zaraNa meM AyA thA tathA jisake lie bhaTakatA bhaTakatA vaha kucha nirAza ho gayA thaa| aho ! isa parama abhISTa zAnti ko pAkara, usa zAnti ko ki jisake pAne ke liye mujhe vyartha hI anekoM dvAroM kI ThokareM khAnI pdd'ii| maiM Aja na jAne apane ko kitanA mahAn dekha rahA huuN| kucha aisA sA lagatA hai ki mAnoM mujhe nAlI se nikAlakara siMhAsana para baiThA diyA gayA ho, rAjatilaka ke liye| parama saubhAgya hI jAgRta ho gayA hai Aja merA / Ajataka rAjA-rAma ko dekhatA rahA, aba bhagavAna rAma ko dekha rahA hU~, bhagavAna hanumanta ko dekha rahA hU~, bhagavAna RSabha ko, dekha rahA hU~, ariSTa-nemi ko dekha rahA hU~, bhagavAna pArzva va mahAvIra ko dekha rahA huuN| mAno sAkSAt brahmA ko ziva ko yA zaMkara ko dekha rahA hU~, mahAdeva yA maheza ko dekha rahA hU~, viSNu yA buddha ko dekha rahA hU~, allAha yA khudA ko dekha rahA huuN| jinako Ajataka pRthak-pRthak dekhakara vyartha dveSa kI jvAlA meM jalatA rahA, Aja unako eka zAnti ke Adarza rUpa meM dekha rahA hU~ / vAstava meM Aja maiM dhanya ho gayA huuN| jagat pukAratA rahe inheM anekoM nAmoM se, parantu zAnti ke bhikhArI mere liye yaha rAma hai na kRSNa, na rAjA hai na vIra, hai kevala zAnti kA pratIka / yaha hai merA lakSyabinda, mere jIvana kA aadrsh| yaha hai vaha jo ki bananA cA hai merA upAsya deva jisake caraNoM kA dAsa banane kI maiMne prArthanA kI thii| sarvatra ghamA para rAga va icchA. dveSa va bhaya. prema va zoka ke atirikta kucha na dekhA, saba sthAnoM se nirAza hI lauTA / sarva doSa vimukta isa zAnti ke saundarya meM mujhe vaha dikhAI de rahA hai jo maiMne kahIM nahIM dekhA arthAt vItarAgatA, choTe-bar3e U~ce-nIce sarva-prANiyoM ke prati sAmyatA, saralatA, saumyatA, sthiratA, krodhAdi-rahita prasannacittatA / aneka guNoM kA bhaNDAra yahI thA merA lakSya, jisase mujhe kucha mAMganA thA, para binA mA~ge hI jise dekhakara mujhe mila gyaa| 4. Adarza-pUjA-zAnti ke upAsaka maiMne dara-dara kI Thokare khAkara Akhira zAnti ke devatA ko arthAt apane iSTa deva ko DhUMDha hI liyaa| parantu kiMkartavya-vimUr3hasA maiM aba inakI pUjA kaise karU~ / kyA jala se ? yA candana se ? yA akSata puSpAdi se ? ina vastuoMkI inheM AvazyakatA hI kyA hai ? are bhole ! inako to terI pUjA hI kI kauna AvazyakatA hai ? inako to kucha nahIM cAhie; tU cAhe pUjA kara yA nindA, ye to donoM meM samAna haiN| cAhe jala car3hA yA viSa, donoM se hI inako lAbha-hAni nhiiN| ye haiM tere vikalpa, cAhe kisI prakAra pUre kr|| maiM kyA karU~ prabhu ! kucha bhI kie nahIM banatA, eka ora Apa zAnti ke devatA, trilokAdhipati, aura dUsarI aura / sarva loka meM aisI koI vastu hI nahIM dikhAI detI jise Apake caraNoM meM bheMTa karU~, asamaJjasa meM par3A hU~, kabhI Apako aura kabhI apane ko dekhatA huuN| kahA~ biThAU~ Apako? tInaloka meM Apake yogya sthAna hI dIkhatA nhiiN| to kyA maiM ApakI pUjA hI na kara sakU~gA? kyA seTha logoM ko hI adhikAra hai isa mahA-saubhAgya kA ? bolate kyoM nahI? maiM bhI to ApakA sevaka hU~ ? bhale kucha na AtA ho mujhe, bhale bolanA bhI na AtA ho mujhe, bhale mere pAsa dhana na ho, bhale mere pAsa ApakI bhakti ke pATha na hoM, parantu itanA to avazya hai mere pAsa ki mere hRdaya meM Apako dekhakara kucha tUfAna sA uTha khar3A huA hai| kyA kahU~ maiM use? maiM svayaM nahIM jAnatA ki kyA hai vaha ? kucha bahumAna sA hai| yadyapi Apake yogya to nahIM para kucha hai avazya / basa yahI sAmagrI hai mere pAsa / kyA svIkAra kara legeM merI pUjA ko? ahA ! zAnti hI zAnti dIkhatI hai cahU~ ora, sarva vikalpa zAnta ho gae haiM mere, koI cintA nahIM rahI hai, zAnti ke isa pravAha meM svayaM khosA gayA hai. apanI mahimA kA bhAna hone lagA hai| maiM caitanya hU~. saba bAhA dIkhane vAle nAte kahA~ hai mujhameM ? maiM 'maiM' kA vicAra kara sarvadA isameM hI khoyA rahU~ to kahA~ hai avakAza cintAoM ko, kahA~ hai avakAza vikalpoM ko, aura kahA~ hai avakAza vyAkulatA ko ? Apa jaisA hI to hU~, amUrtika va zAntisvarUpa / yadi anya kA vicAra na karU~ to zAnti hI hai / Apako dekhakara anya sarva ko maiM pahale hI bhUla cukA huuN| Apako merI isa bhakti se maiM kI

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23. deva-pUjA 4. Adarza-pUjA harSa nahIM ho rahA hai, aura na nindA se kheda / mujhe hI kyoM ho? kisI ke lie maiM cintAyeM kyoM karU~ ? kisI kI nindA se maiM du:khI kyoM hU~ ? kisI ke duHkha meM maiM duHkha kyoM mAnUM ? huA kare loka vyAkula, maiM to sukhI hU~, mujhe to apane se matalaba hai| maiM kisI kA burA bhI kyoM cintU ? maiM to abAdhya huuN| maiM zarIra, putra, dhana, dhAnyAdi ko apanA hitakArI yA ahitakArI bhI kyoM samajhU ? Apa jisa prakAra mujhe dekha rahe haiM, isa nindaka ko dekha rahe haiM, isa samavazaraNa kI vibhUti ko dekha rahe haiM, usI prakAra kyoM na dekhU maiM bhI sarva jJeya ko ? haiM ve bhI koI padArtha, par3e raheM, mujhe kyA, mujhase kyA lete haiM, mujhe kyA dete haiM ? nAhaqa vikalpa kiyA karatA thA, ni:sAra, niSprayojana / kisI kA kyA jAtA thA, merA hI bigar3atA thA, mere hI ghara meM Aga lagatI thii| Aja Apake darzana pAkara na jAne kahA~ jAte rahe haiM ye saba viklp| Apa aura maiM ? are ! yaha dvaita bhI kahA~ TikatA hai yahA~ ? jo Apa haiM so hI to maiM ha~. zAntamarti Apa aura zAntamUrti maiM / are re ! yaha kyA ? saba zAnti hI zAnti, aura kucha nhiiN| yahA~ to 'zAnti aura maiM' isa dvaita ko bhI avakAza nahIM / kahU~ bhI kyA, dUsarA kucha hai hI nahIM yahA~ / eka advaita brahma, zAntaM-zivaM-sundaraM / kaise bakhAna karUM isakI mahimA kA ? isakI mahimA kA kyA apanI mahimA kA, apane saundarya kA / zarIra ke saundarya kA nahIM kaha rahA hU~ bhagavana ! apane saundarya kI bAta hai, antaraMga saundarya kI, jisake sAmane jagata kI sundaratA bhrama hai, jisameM tanmaya ho jAne para sArA jagata kalpanA-mAtra hai, jahA~ maiM aura zAnti kA bhI bheda nhiiN| AhA ! yaha, basa yaha, isake atirikta kucha nhiiN| ___ are maiM to ApakI pUjA karane AyA thA para Apako bhUla gayA aura apane ko bhI / kauna pUjA kare, kisakI kare, aura kaise kare ? koI padArtha hI dikhAI nahIM detA, kyA arpaNa karUM? eka zAnti hai, lIjiye yahI car3hA detA hU~ caraNoM meM aura zAnti ko caraNoM meM caDhA diyA to maiM pRthaka raha hI kahA~ gayA? maiM bhI to car3ha gayA vahIM / caraNoM meM kyA car3hanA, ApakI zAnti meM hI to mila gyaa| ApakI zAnti aura merI zAnti do rahI hI kahAM? eka zAnti hI to hai aura vaha maiM hI to hU~ ? basa phira vahI zAnti, usake sAtha tanmayatA, vahI saundarya / batAiye bhagavan ! pUjA karUM to kaise karUM? punaH-puna: zAnti meM khoyA jA rahA hU~, pUjA kA vikalpa phira zAnti, phira pUjA kA vikalpe phira shaanti| yaha kaisI A~khamicaunI hai: kabhI andara lakhAtA haiM aura kabhI bAhara, kabhI apanI ora aura kabhI ApakI ora? yaha merI asthira baddhi kA hI pariNAma hai. pajA karU~ to kaise karUM? yahI to hai yathArtha pUjA, aura kyA cAhatA hai isake atirikta ? car3hAne va par3hane meM kyA rakhA hai ? apanI zAnti para nyochAvara hokara usake sAtha tanmaya ho jAnA hI prabhu ke caraNoM meM vAstavika bheMTa car3hAnA hai / tU to dhanya hai ki tujhe vAstavika pUjA kA avasara milaa| logoM ke dvArA kI jAne vAlI pUjA para kyoM jAtA hai ? ye bicAre svayaM nahIM jAnate ki pUjA kise kahate haiM / nija zAnti ke sAtha tanmayatA meM atyanta tRpti, santoSa va halkApana sA jo pratIti meM AtA hai vahI vAstava meM deva pUjA hai, antrNgpuujaa| isa pUjA meM se svAbhAvika mAdhurya A jAne para svata: hI prabhu ke prati eka bAhumAna sA utpanna ho jAtA hai / isa mAdhurya se cyuta ho jAne para arthAt nija zAnti ke vedana se haTakara prabhu kA vikalpa utpanna ho jAne para, kucha isa prakAra kI svAbhAvika dAsatA sI utpanna ho jAtI hai ki he prabhu ! mujha jaise bhava-kITa ko yaha atula nidhAna pradAna karake kRtakRtya kara diyA hai Apane / 'maiM kina zabdoM meM kRtArthatA prakaTa karU~? Apako kahA~ biThAU ?' ityAdi jo pUrva kathita vikalpoM ke AdhAra para prabhu meM tanmayatA hai, vaha hI kahalAtI hai unakI bhakti yA bahumAna / isa prakAra kA bahumAna kRtrima nahIM haA karatA, svAbhAvika hotA hai, antaradhvani se nikalatA hai. kisI garu kI preraNA se nahIM hotA. svayaM antaSkaraNa kI preraNA se, usake jhukAva se utpanna hotA hai| svAbhAvika bahumAna kA kucha citraNa isa dRSTAnta para se dRSTi meM A sakatA hai| eka seTha jI the, eka hI putra thA unako / durbhAgya se kusaMgati meM par3a gayA aura sampatti luTAne lgaa| seTha jI ko bar3I cintA huI, bImAra par3a gae, cintA bar3hatI gii| 'kyA hogA mere pIche isa lar3ake kA ? bhUkhA maregA' aura isI prakAra anekoM vikalpoM meM phaMse antima zvAsa lene lge| unakA eka mitra thaa| bar3A prema thA donoM meM / apane mana kI

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23. deva- pUjA 134 4. Adarza-pUjA vyathA kise sunAte ? mitra para dRSTi par3I aura saba kucha vyathA ugala dii| "mitra isa saMkaTa meM merI kucha sahAyatA karo, maiM to eka-do dina kA hU~, isa bacce kI rakSA kA bhAra tumheM detA hU~ / " mitra svayaM bhI eka seTha the, jagata ke aneka utAra-car3hAva dekhe the unhoMne / bole, "cintA na karo, zAnti dharo, mujha para vizvAsa karo, bacce kA jIvana kucha hI dinoM meM palaTA khAyegA / " sArI nagadI, jevara, hIre-javAharAta ghara ke eka kone meM gAr3a diye, aura seTha jI so gaye sadA ke liye / lar3akA kaI sAla taka jAyadAda beca-becakara luTAtA rahA aura eka dina fakIra ho gyaa| eka-eka karake mitroM ne apanA rAstA nApA / lar3akA becArA lagA bhUkhA marane, kabhI sUkhe cane cabA letA, kabhI pAnI hI pIkara santoSa kara letA / tanapara vastra the para nAma mAtra ko| rahane ko eka makAna hI raha gayA thA aba usake pAsa aura vaha bhI kAla ke prahAroM se bhAgnAvazeSa mAtra / bhIkha mAMgane kA sAhasa hotA to avazya bhikhArI bana gayA hotA, para isa prakAra kaba taka cale ? eka dina vyAkulacitta usake pA~va le cale use kisI ora, usI apane pitA ke mitra apane cAcA ke pAsa / cAcA jI ! A gayA Akhira Aja ApakI zaraNa meN| Apako chor3akara aura jAtA bhI kahA~ ? pichalI bAteM yAda dilAkara mujhe lajjita na karanA, merA antaSkaraNa svayaM mujhe dhutakAra rahA hai, usakI mAra asahya hai isa vedanA ko na bar3hAnA apitu merI rakSA karanA / dayAlu cAcA bole ki "beTA cintA na kara, yaha mujhe pahale se patA thA ki tU eka dina avazya AegA yahA~ / acchA hI kiyA A gyaa| kaba taka calatA vyartha bhUkhA rahakara aura tujhe isa dazA meM rahane kI AvazyakatA bhI kyA hai ? tU to aba bhI karor3oM ko svAmI hai, aba bhI cAhe to vyApAra karake apane pitA se bhI adhika dhanavAna ho sakatA hai / kamI hI kyA hai tujhako ?" parantu vizvAsa kaise Ae ? "nahIM-nahIM cacA, haMsI na kIjie, eka-eka roTI ko mohatAja aba seTha banane ke svapna dekhane ko avakAza kahA~ ? aba to roTI caahie|" "ghabarA nahIM beTA ! maiM haMsI nahIM kara rahA hU~, ThIka hI kahatA hU~, vizvAsa kara mujha para tere hita kI bAta hai, tU aba bhI hajAroM ko khilA dene yogya hai / roTI kI kyA kamI hai tujhe ? jA apane ghara kA dakSiNI konA khoda DAla / " sahama hI gayA mAno yaha sunakara koI vajra hI par3A ho jaise usa para, "saba ora se nirAzraya ho gayA hU~, eka yaha makAna zeSa hai, yaha bhI kAla ke prahAroM dvArA khAyA huA / makAna bhI kAhe kA, eka chata mAtra hai jisake nIce sara chipA letA hU~ / khoda diyA to kabhI khar3A na raha sakegA, yaha bhI mu~ha mor3a jAegA / itanI bar3I coTa sahane kI isameM zakti hI kahA~ hai ? "nahIM-nahIM cacA ! mujhe beghara banAne kI bAta na kIjie, aba adhika parIkSA na lIjie, basa peTa bharane bhara kI icchA hai / " "oha ! dayA AtI hai terI dazA para, bhUkha kA mArA Aja tU jitanA bhI saMzaya kare thor3A hai| para nahIM, aba ise chor3a vizvAsa kara, jaise maiM kahatA hU~ vaise kara, jA apane ghara kA dakSiNI konA khoda DAla / " lar3akhar3AtA huA vaha Akhira cala par3A, kucha nirAzA meM DUbA / parantu aba mArga bhI kyA hai ? dekhA jaaegaa| jahA~ itanA sahA yaha bhI saha lUMgA, cacA ke atirikta aba hai bhI kauna jisake pAsa jAUM apanI pukAra sunAne ? ghara khodanA prArambha kiyA aura kucha dera ke pazcAt -- haiM ! yaha 'khaTa' kI dhvani kaisI ? kyA hai isameM dabA huA ? koI TokanA sA pratIta hotA hai| are yaha to hai vahI jisakI ora cacA kA saMketa huA thA aura eka hI bAra ghUma gaI cacA kI saba bAteM usake hRdaya - paTa pr| 'tU aba bhI karor3apati hai, tU aba bhI karor3apati hai' mAno kone-kone se yahI AvAz2a A rahI thI / pAgala sA ho gayA vaha kucha bhAvukatA ke Aveza meM, bhUla gayA Age khodanA / hAtha bhI kaise calatA ? kRtaghnI to thA nahIM / yadyapi pRthvI kA TokanA pRthvI meM hI thA, para seTha bana cukA thA Aja vaha / 'nahIM-nahIM' yaha kRtajJatA na kahalAegI / yaha saba kucha merA hai hI kaba ? merA hotA to bhUkhA kyoM maratA ? aura yadi dUsare makAnoM ke sAtha ise bhI beca detA to kisakA hotA yaha TokanA ? nahIM-nahIM, merA kucha bhI nahIM, bhale yahA~ rahatA huuN| ve itanI preraNA na dete to khodane ko hI kaba taiyAra hotA maiM ?" aura isI prakAra ke vicAroM meM kho gayA vaha ruka gae usake hAtha, aura cala par3A daur3A-daur3A apane cacA ke ghara kI ora / " calie cacA calie, sambhAla lIjie vaha jo vahA~ se nikalA hai, Apane hI batAyA thA, ApakA hI hai|" "beTA ! jA usako nikAla le, vyApAra prArambha kara, terA kalyANa hogA / " dhanya hai cacA ApakI sahAnubhUti, dhanya hai ApakA

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23. deva-pUjA 135 5. aSTadravya-pUjA prema, dhanya hai ApakI ni:svArthatA, dhanya hai ApakA tyAga / Aja taka ApakI zaraNa meM na Akara vyartha hI ThokareM khAtA rahA, kSamA kara dIjie aba mujhe / maiM adhama hU~, nIca hU~, pApI hU~ ApakI ora Aja taka na dekhA, una duSToM ko hI mitra samajhatA rahA jinhoMne saba kucha lUTA aura yadi kadAcit isa Tokane kA bhI patA hotA to aba taka sAtha na chodd'te| Apa na hote to Aja maiM raMka se rAva kaise banatA ? maiM kaise Antarika kRtArthatA prakaTa karU~? kahane ko zabda bhI to nahIM haiM mere pAsa / kiMkartavya-vimUr3ha sA mAno saba kucha bhUla gayA hU~ maiM / jI karatA hai ki Apake caraNoM meM bicha jAUM / kyA karU~, kyA na karU~ kucha sUjha nahIM pdd'taa| 'AzIrvAda dIjie cacA', Akhira yahI nikalatA hai mu~ha se / aura isa prakAra kA kucha antapravAha baha rahA thA usake hRdaya se aaj| AMkhoM se azrudhArA mAno usakI saba pichalI bhUloM ko dhoe DAla rahI thii| aura yaha saba kucha vaha kisI dabAva se nahIM kara rahA thA, svata: hI usase aisA ho rahA thA / yadi aura bhI zakti hotI to aura bhI saba kucha karane ko taiyAra thA Aja vaha apanI Antarika kRtajJatA prakaTa karane ke lie, nayA jIvana jo milA thA use aaj| 5. aSTadravya-pUjA-Apa bhI kyA aisA hI na karate yadi hote usa paristhiti meM ? yadi kRtajJa hote to avazya aisA hI karate kyoMki yaha svabhAva hI hai eka kRtajJa kA, upakArI ke prati sahaja bhakti sahaja bahumAna / yahI hai vaha bhAva jisake prati ki saMketa kiyA gayA thA-antaraMga zAnti ke kiJcit vedana ke mAdhurya se nikalA huA deva ke prati kA svAbhAvika bahumAna, Adarza-bhakti, Adarza-pUjA, bhAva-pUjA; aura isa bahumAna se prerita hokara apanI yogyatAnusAra kucha zabdoM kI, tathA apane udgAroM kI, tathA kucha sAmagrI Adi kI unake caraNoM meM bheMTa, kucha yAcanAyeM, so hai bAhya pUjA, dravya puujaa| 1. he nAtha ! isa tRptikara atula zAnti meM vizrAma karate hue Apa to, janma-jarA-maraNa se atIta, kSaNa-kSaNa meM vartane vAle dAhotpAdaka vikalpoM kI dAha se ati dUra svayaM eka zItala sarovara ho / mujha ko bhI zItalatA pradAna kIjiye, ina vikalpoM se merI rakSA kIjiye prabhu / usa alaukika zItalatA ko pAne kI jijJAsA lekara laukika tIka yaha jala lAyA hU~ Apake caraNoM para caDhAne, mAno mere udagAra hI jala banakara baha nikale haiM aaj| 2. he deva ! isa zItala zAnta-sarovara meM vAsa karake bhava-saMtApa ke dAha kA nAza kara diyA hai aapne| mujha saMtapta kA dAha bhI nAza kIjiye prabhu / bar3A khedakhinna ho rahA hU~, cintA kA tApa aba sahA nahIM jAtA, icchAoM meM bhar3Abhar3a jala rahA huuN| merI bhI yaha dAha zAnta kIjiye nAtha / alaukika zItalatA kI icchA lekara laukika dAha-vinAzaka yaha candana lAyA hU~ Apake caraNoM kI bheMTa, mAno sAkSAt candana banakara AyA hU~ Apake caraNoM kI balihArI jAne ke liye| ___3. he zAnti ke akSaya bhaNDAra ! he atula nidhAna ! kSayakara DAlI haiM, bhagna kara DAlI haiM, saba vyAkulatAyeM Apane / yaha akSaya zAnti mujhako bhI pradAna kIjiye nAtha / isI se yaha akSat arthAt binA TUTe hue muktAphala lAyA hU~ ina caraNoM kI bheMTa, mAno apanI akSaya nidhi kI yAda banakara svayaM nyauchAvara hone AyA hU~ Apake caraNoM pr| 4. he trilokajetA ! zAnti-rAnI kA kara grahaNa karake vizva-vijayI bana, isa kAmadeva ko sadA ke liye bhasma kara diyA hai Apane / dekho dUra hI khar3A vaha kAMpa rahA hai| Apake nikaTa Ane kA sAhasa kahA~ hai usameM ? para Apase parAjita huA vaha apane krodha kI jvAlA meM bhasma kiye jA rahA hai mujha jaise tuccha vyaktiyoM ko / loka kI sampadA kI asIma kAmanAoM meM mAno jalA jA rahA hU~ maiM / rakSA kIjiye prabhu isa duSTa kAma se / ApakI zaraNa ko chor3akara kahA~ jAU~ aba jahA~ isakA sAyA na dikhAI de ? ApakI zAnti kA komala sparza karane tathA isake sugandhita zvAsa meM apane ko kho dene kI icchA lekara yaha laukika komalatA va sugandhi kA pratIka puSpa lAyA hU~, mAno atyanta sugandhita zAnta va komala ina caraNa kamaloM kA rasa lene ke liye svayaM bha~varA banakara AyA huuN| 5. he kSudhA-nivAraka ! anAdi kAla se lagI ina dhUla sarIkhe AkarSaka para-padArthoM kI bhUkha zAnta kara lI hai Apane / maiM bhI to bahuta kSudhita hU~ / tIna-loka kI sampatti kA bhoga kara-karake bhI jo Aja taka tRpta nahIM huI hai, aisI merI bhUkha ko bhI zAnta kara dIjiye prabhu / isI se laukika kSudhA-nivAraka yaha svAdiSTa caru naivaidyAdi miSTAnna lAyA hU~ ina caraNoM kI bheMTa, mAno isa zAnti se atyanta tRptavat huA maiM Aja svayaM atyanta miSTa banakara vizrAma pAne AyA hU~ yahA~ /

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23. deva- pUjA 136 6. zaMkA samAdhAna 6. he jJAna- jyoti ! he triloka prakAzaka ! Antarika andhakAra kA vinAza kara atula teja jAgRta kiyA hai Apane / koTi jihvAoM se isa teja kI mahimA kA varNana karane ko Aja bRhaspati bhI samartha nahIM hai, usa teja ke atula prakAza kI mahimA kA jisameM tIna loka va tIna kAlavartI sarva padArtha hAtha para rakhe AMvalevat pratibhAsita ho rahe haiN| Apako / isa andhe ko bhI netra pradAna kIjiye prabhu / para- padArthoM meM rasa lene meM andhA huA Aja maiM apane ko bhI dekhane meM samartha nahIM huuN| yaha prakAza mujhe bhI dIjiye jisase ki maiM apane zAnta svabhAva ke eka kSaNa ko darzana kara sakU~ / isase hI laukika prakAza kA pratIka yaha tuccha dIpaka lAyA hU~ bheMTa, mAno ApakI jyoti se udyotita huA maiM svayaM hI dIpaka bana gayA hU~ Aja / 7. he adhvara ! he tejaHpuJja ! he agni ! Apake vizuddha rUpa ke darzana se tathA Apake cintana ke prasAda se mere do bhasmIbhUta hue jA rahe haiN| apane isI bhAva ko puSTa karane ke liye maiM Apake samakSa dhUpAyana se prajjavalita agni ke andara aSTAMga-dhUpa samarpaNa kara rahA hU~ jisakI sugandhi aura dhUma aise pratIta ho rahe haiM, mAno merI bhAva-zuddhi se mere sAtha ekameka huI karmaraja ur3I jA rahI hai, merA bhAra halakA hotA jA rahA hai, aura mujhe saccI zAnti, Ananda va teja prApta ho rahe haiM / 8. he miSTaphala-pradAyaka ! Apako to ApakA lakSyabindu jo zAnti, usa phala kI prApti ho cukI hai| Apa to usake zAzvata-svAda meM magna ho rahe haiN| kucha merI ora bhI to nihAriye, isa bhikhArI kI ora bhI to dekhiye, jo dara-dara kI ThokareM khAtA kitanI kaThinAI se AyA hai isa dvAra para hara ora se nirAza hokara Aye hue ise yahA~ se nirAza na lauTAiye / isa phala kA thor3A Tukar3A merI jholI meM bhI DAla dIjiye, maiM bhI duAyeM dUMgA aapko| yaha tuccha laukika phala par3A hai merI jholI meM, niHsAra sA / parantu kyA karU~, isake atirikta aura kucha hai bhI kahA~ mere pAsa, jo ki bheMTa karU~ ? lIjiye ise hI bheMTa car3hAye detA hU~ parantu vaha apane vAlA alaukika phala 'zAnti' mujhe pradAna kara dIjiye / aura isI prakAra kI anekoM uThane vAlI antaraMga kI madhura-madhura kalpanAoM para baiThakara U~cI-U~cI ur3AneM bharatA, prabhu ke sAtha tanmaya hI hone jA rahA huuN| ina bAhya ke jala Adika dravyoM se bhagavAna kI arcanA kI jo yaha kriyA hai, use kahate haiM dravya pUjA, bAhya pUjA / antaraMga va bAhya donoM aMgoM meM guMthI yaha hai vAstavika deva pUjA jo eka zAnti kA upAsaka, zAnti ke Adarza apane deva ke prati karatA hai / kevala pUjA hI nahIM sAkSAt zAnti kA vedana hI ho jAtA hai isameM / deva ke liye nahIM balki apanI zAnti ke AsvAdana ke liye hotI hai yaha pUjA / ye udgAra haiM jo svatantra rUpa svayaM hI pravAhita ho uThate haiM / 6. zaMkA samAdhAna --- deva pUjA kI bAta calatI hai| isa prakaraNa ke antargata anekoM prazna sAmane Akara mAnasa-paTa para ghUmane lagate haiM / yathA - 1. deva kauna ? 2. pUjA kyA ? 3. bAhya pUjA kI AvazyakatAe~ kyoM ? 4. pUjA meM Izvara - karttAvAda kyoM ? 5. pratimA kI AvazyakatA kyoM ? 6. patthara Takkara mArane se kyA lAbha ? 7. jar3a - pratimA ke prati bhakti kaisI ? 8. paMcakalyANaka pratiSThA vidhAna kyoM ? 9. jo svayaM apanI rakSA karane ko samartha nahIM, vaha pratimA kisI ko kyA de sakatI hai aura kaise de sakatI hai ? 10. mandira kI AvazyakatA kyA ?11. mandira meM kaise AnA cAhie aura vahA~ Akara kyA karanA cAhie ? lIjie krama se inake uttara detA hU~ / (1) deva viSayaka pahalA prazna hai 'deva kauna ?' vAstava meM deva ke sambandha meM koI nizcita niyama nahIM banAyA jA sakatA ki amuka hI deva hai, kyoMki 'deva' nAma Adarza kA hai, aura Adarza icchA ke pUrNa-lakSya kA nAma hai / ata: deva kI parIkSA apane abhiprAya para se hI kI jA sakatI hai| jaisA apanA abhiprAya ho yA jaisI apanI icchA ho vaisA hI usa vyakti-vizeSa kA lakSya hogA, aura vaise hI kisI yathArtha yA kAlpanika Adarza ko vaha svIkAra karegA / usakI dRSTi usa para hI jAkara ThaharegI jaisA ki vaha bananA cAhatA hai| basa vaha hI hai usake lie saccA deva / jaise ki dhanavAna banane kI icchA vAle kA deva kubera ho sakatA hai, vItarAgI zAnta-mudrAdhArI yaha deva nahIM jisakI ki bAta calane vAlI hai / pitR-bhakti kI icchA vAle kA deva rAma yA zravaNa kumAra ho sakatA hai vItarAgI deva nahIM, aura isI prakAra anyatra bhI / parantu yahAM to zAntipatha-pradarzana cala rahA hai isalie kevala zAnti prApti kI icchA lekara deva ko khojanA hai, yA

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23. deva-pUjA 137 6.zaMkA samAdhAna deva kI parIkSA karanI hai / so deva pUjA ke tIsare prakaraNa meM kI jA cukI hai, aura yaha nirNaya kiyA jA cukA hai ki usa deva kA svarUpa jisakI ki maiM Adarza rUpa meM upAsanA karane calA hU~, vItarAga tathA zAnta-rasapUrNa hI honA cAhie anya nahIM, kyoMki abhiprAya se viparIta jisa-kisI ko Adarza banAkara upAsanA karane se abhiprAya kI pUrti honA asambhava hai| abhiprAya-zUnya upAsanA meM bhale yaha niyama lAgU na ho, para yahA~ jisa saccI pUjA yA upAsanA kI bAta calegI usameM abhiprAya-sApekSa hone ke kAraNa yaha niyama Avazyaka hai| (2) pUjA viSayaka dUsarA prazna hai 'pUjA kyA ?' jaisA ki kala ke pravacana meM kAphI vistAra karake batAyA jA cukA hai, zAnti ke abhiprAya kI pUrti ke artha zAnti meM tallIna kisI vyakti vizeSa ko AMkhoM ke sAmane rakhakara yA usa vyakti ke kisI citraNa ko AMkhoM ke sAmane rakhakara, athavA usa vyakti yA usake citraNa ko antaraMga meM mana ke sAmane rakhakara, athavA zAnti ke yathArtha jIvanAdarza ko mana meM sthApita karake, kucha dera ke lie anya sarva saMkalpa-vikalpoM ko chor3a usa Adarza kI zAnti ke AdhAra para, nija zAnti kA apane andara meM kiJcita vedana karate hue, usake sAtha tanmaya ho jAnA, antaraMga-pUjA hai / zAnti ke isa madhura AsvAdanavaza, nimittarUpa usa Adarza ke prati saccA bahumAna utpanna ho jAne para, apane doSoM ko tathA kamajoriyoM ko dUra karane ke lie aura usameM prakaTa dIkhane vAle guNoM kI prApti ke lie aneka prakAra se prArthanA karanA bAhya-pUjA hai / ina donoM pUjAoM meM antaraMga pUjA hI yathArtha pUjA hai, isake binA bAhya-pUjA nirarthaka hai' yaha vAkya barAbara dRSTi meM rakhanA cAhiye, kyoMki isako bhUla jAne para Apako apane praznoM kA uttara samajha meM na aaegaa| (3) yahA~ yaha prazna ho sakatA hai ki jaba antaraMga-pUjA arthAt zAnti kA vedana hI pradhAna hai to 'bAhya pUjA kI AvazyakatA kyoM ?' prazna bahuta acchA hai| vAstava meM usakI koI AvazyakatA na hotI yadi prathama-bhamikA meM hI maiM svatantrarUpa se zAnti kA vedana karake usameM sthiti pAne ke yogya ho sakA hotA / zAnti se bilkula anabhijJa maine na kabhI zAnti ko dekhA hai, na sunA hai, na anubhava kiyA hai / aisI dazA meM socie ki zAnti meM sthiti pAkara antaraMga-pUjA karanI sambhava kaise ho sakatI hai ? ata: jaba taka zAnti kA paricaya prApta na kara lUM, kisI na kisI zAnta-jIvana kA nikaTa sAnidhya Avazyaka hai, kyoMki zAnti aisI vastu nahIM jo zabdoM meM batAI jA sake, yA skUloM meM par3hAI jA sake, yA 'zAnti' zabda ke raTane mAtra se use jAnA yA kahA jA ske| yaha to kisI Antarika sUkSma-svAda kA nAma hai jo vedana kiyA jA sakatA hai tathA kisI ke jIvana para se anumAna lagAkara kiJcit jAnA jA sakatA hai, jaisA ki Age dRSTAnta para se spaSTa ho jaayegaa| itanA hI nahIM balki zAnti kA paricaya prApta kara lene para bhI, maiM nirantara usameM sthita raha sakU~ itanI zakti prathama avasthA meM honI asambhava hai| ata: utane samaya ke liye jitane samaya taka ki maiM svataMtrarUpa se usake rasAsvAdana meM laya hone ke yogya na ho jAUM, mujhe kisI bAhya padArtha ke Azraya kI AvazyakatA hogI aura isI prayojana ke artha hai antaraMga sApekSa bAhya puujaa| yahA~ itanA avazyaka jAna lene yogya hai ki yadyapi agalI bhUmikA meM jAkara isa bAhya pUjA kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM rahatI, parantu isa gRhastha-dazA meM sthita manuSya ke liye yaha atyanta Avazyaka hai / "binA kisI bAhya jIvana kA Azraya liye isa zAnti kA paricaya kyoM prApta nahIM ho sakatA ? zAnti to apanA rUpa se kyoM jAnI nahIM jA sakatI? usake jIvana kI zAnti majhameM kaise A sakatI hai. aura apanI zAnti diye binA vaha majhe zAnti kA svAda kaise cakhA sakatA hai ? ityAdi anekoM prazna isa sthala para mujhe Age calane se roka rahe haiN| acchA le pahale inakA hI spaSTIkaraNa kara detA huuN| pahale prazna kA uttara to pahale diyA jA cukA hai ki jisane Aja taka use na dekhA ho, na anubhava kiyA ho, vaha binA para ke Azraya ke use kaise jAna sakatA hai ? jaise ki jisa vastu kA AkAra hI mere dhyAna meM nahIM, usa vastu ko banAne kA kArakhAnA maiM kaise lagA sakatA hU~ / usa vastu kA eka namUnA apane sAmane rakha kara bhale hI usa jaisI anekoM vastue~ banAne meM saphala ho jAU~ / yaha ThIka hai ki kArakhAnA cala jAne ke pazcAt usa namUne kI mujhe koI AvazyakatA nahIM rahatI, parantu prArambha meM vaha mere lie atyanta Avazyaka hai| dUsarA prazna hai ki svatantra rUpa se kyoM nahIM jAnI jA sakatI ? isakA niSedha kiyA kisane ? svatantra rUpa se Tae

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23. deva- pUjA 138 6. zaMkA samAdhAna jAnI avazya jA sakatI hai, parantu kevala usake dvArA jisane ki kabhI pahale usakA paricaya prApta kiyA ho, bhale hI Aja vaha usakA paricaya prApta karake chor3a baiThA ho / yahA~ itanI bAta avazya hai ki adhika samaya taka chor3e rahane ke kAraNa vaha paricaya atyanta lupta ho sakatA hai, aisA ki prayatna karane para bhI yAda na aaye| taba use avazya punaH bAhya kA Azraya lene kI AvazyakatA par3egI, jaise ki pahalI bAra lagAyA huA kArakhAnA yadi durbhAgyavaza phela ho jAya, aura kucha varSa pazcAt punaH use cAlU karanA par3e to aba use namUne kI koI Avazyaka nahIM rahatI, svatantrarUpa se smaraNa ke AdhAra para mAla banA letA hai| parantu yadi kisI roga-vizeSa ke kAraNa usakI smaraNa-zAkti jAtI rahI ho aura phira yaha kArakhAnA cAlU karanA par3e to punaH use avazya hI namUne kI AvazyakatA pdd'egii| tIsarA prazna yaha hai ki usake jIvana kI zAnti mujha meM kaise A sakatI hai ? bahuta sundara prazna hai / terA vicAra bilkula ThIka hai / vAstava meM kisI anya kI zAnti mujhameM kadApi nahIM A sktii| usakI zAnti usake sAtha aura merI zAnti mere sAtha hI rhegii| usakI zAnti usake puruSArtha dvArA usameM utpanna huI hai, aura merI zAnti mere puruSArtha dvArA mujhameM hI utpanna honI hai| usakI zAnti kA upabhoga vaha svayaM kara rahA hai aura merI zAnti kA upabhoga meM svayaM hI kruuNgaa| aisI hI vastu kI svatantratA hai / isaliye vaha mujhe zAnti dene meM samartha nahIM hai / itanA avazya usase lAbha hai ki usakA namUnA dekhakara maiM usa parama parokSa rahasya kA kucha anumAna lagA sakatA hU~, yadi buddhi-pUrvaka prabala-puruSArtha karU~ to / jaise ki kArakhAnA lagAne vAle usa vyakti ko namUnA kucha detA nahIM hai, vaha svayaM hI usako dekhakara anumAna ke AdhAra para usa sambandhI paricaya prApta kara letA hai, vaise hI zAnta svarUpa tathA AdarzarUpa vaha vyakti mujhe kucha detA nahIM hai, maiM svayaM hI usakI mukhAkRti ko, usake zAnta paribhASaNa aura jIvana meM hone vAlI usakI kucha zAnta-kriyAoM ko dekhakara, anumAna ke AdhAra para zAnti sambandhI kucha paricaya prApta kara sakatA hU~ / 1 yahA~ yaha bAta kucha bicAraNIya hai ki anumAna ke AdhAra para kisI ke jIvana ko kaise par3hA jA sakatA hai ? isake sambandha meM eka dRSTAnta hai| eka jijJAsu kisI samaya apane guru ke pAsa pahu~cA aura bolA, prabho ! kucha hitakArI upadeza dekara merA kalyANa kiijiye| guru bole ki "bhAI ! maiM upadeza to de dUMgA, para usakA lAbha kucha na hogaa| maiM to kevala do cAra vAkya hI kaha sakatA hU~, parantu usakA rahasya tuma kaise samajha sakoge ? aise upadeza tuma pahale bhI aneka bAra suna cuke ho, parantu sunane mAtra se koI prayojana siddha hotA nahIM / jAo nagara ke vikhyAta seTha zAMti svarUpa ke pAsa cale jAo, vahA~ unake pAsa rahakara dhairyapUrvaka upadeza sunanA / " AjJAnusAra vaha seTha kI dukAna para pahu~ca gayA, guru kI AjJA kaha sunAI aura seTha ke pAsa dukAna para rahane lagA / seTha bar3A vyApArI thA, pratidina lAkhoM kA vyApAra, anekoM munIma-gumAzte, bahI-khAte aura na mAlUma kyA- kyA ? jijJAsu socane lagA ki na jAne kyA socakara gurudeva ne bhejA hai yahA~ ? kyA upadeza milegA yahA~ ? seTha jI bicAre svayaM upadeza ke pAtra haiM, svayaM jAla meM phaMse baiThe haiM, kyA jAneM ki kalyANa kisa cir3iyA kA nAma hai ? phira bhI rahanA to par3egA hI guru kI AjJA jo hai / do mahIne bIta gaye, para seTha jI kI jabAna se eka zabda bhI upadeza kA na nikalA / phira vahI pahale vAle vicAra ghUmane lage hRdaya - paTa para / isI prakAra vicAroM ke hiMDole meM jhUlatA antaraMga meM nirAza sA vyartha samaya gavAM rahA thA becArA / eka mahIne pazcAt eka munIma jI ghabarAye huye Ae seTha jI ke pAsa / mu~ha se vAkya nahIM nikalate the becAre ke / kucha sAhasa karake bole ki " cAra karor3a kA mAla jahAz2a se bhejA thA, samAcAra AyA hai ki jahAz2a DUba gayA hai| " seTha jI atyanta zAnta rahate hue hI bole, "to kyA huA ? prabhu kI kRpA hai, jAo apanA kAma karo / " eka choTA sA vAkya thA, vAkya se dhvanita kucha santoSa thA, zAnta mukhAkRti aura pUrvavat hI apane kAma meM saMlagnatA thI, mAno kucha bhI huA hI nahIM / jijJAsu ne vaha saba sunA va dekhaa| do mahIne pazcAt Aja use kucha aisA laga rahA thA ki koI use bar3A upadeza de rahA hai / vicAra-nimagna vaha sahamA sA baiThA hI raha gayA / aura do mahIne bIta gaye / eka dina punaH eka ghaTanA ghttii| munIma jI daur3e A rahe haiM, hA~pate hue, mAno do mIla se cale A rahe hoM, mastaka para pasIne kI bU~de, A~khoM meM harSa, hoMThoM para muskarAhaTa, "seTha jI ! bar3e harSa kA dina hai, bhAgya jaga gaye haiM / amuka saude meM dasa karor3a kA lAbha, abhI tAra AyA hai, yaha liijie| seTha jI Aja bhI zAnta / bole,

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23. deva-pUjA 6.zaMkA samAdhAna "to kyA huA? prabhu kI kRpA hai, jAo apanA kAma kro|" vahI do zabda, vahI santoSa, vaisI hI zAnta mukhAkRti, vaisI hI pUrvavat kAma meM saMlagnatA, mAno kucha huA hI nhiiN| Aja to jijJAsu ke Azcarya kA pArAvAra na rhaa| use mila cukA thA vaha upadeza jisake lie vaha guru ke pAsa gayA thA, sAmyatA kA Adarza / cupa rahA na gayA usase aura pUcha hI baiThA ___ "seTha jI ! maiM kyA dekha rahA hU~, kucha anokhI sI bAta ? cAra karor3a kI hAni meM bhI vahI bAta aura 10 karor3a lAbha meM bhI vahI bAta ? kucha vizvAsa nahIM aataa|" tujha ko Azcarya ho rahA hai jijJAsu parantu isameM Azcarya kI koI bAta nhiiN| "merI dRSTi ko na pahicAna sakanA hI isakA kAraNa hai| lAbha-hAni kA merI dRSTi meM koI mUlya nahIM, kyoMki bAhara se sarva ADambara kA svAmI bhale dIkha rahA hU~, para antaraGga meM maiM kevala isakA mainejara hU~, vyApAra to prabhu kA hai| sAre vizva meM usake vyApAra kI anekoM zAkhAe~ haiN| kabhI isa zAkhA se vaha rupayA usa zAkhA meM bheja detA hai aura kabhI usa zAkhA se isa zAkhA meM / maiM to kevala nAma likha detA hU~, yA jamA kara letA huuN| aura bAtoM se mujhe kyA matalaba?" samajha gayA jijJAsu sAmyatA kA rahasyArtha, jo zabdoM para se tIna kAla meM bhI samajhanA sambhava nahIM thaa| isI prakAra pUrNa-Adarza jIvana para se samajhI jA sakatI hai pUrNa-zAnti / (4) cauthA prazna bhI bahuta sundara hai ki 'pUjA meM karttAvAda kyoM?' jaba binA apanI zAnti die vaha mujhe zAnti kA svAda nahIM cakhA sakate taba yaha kaise kahA jA sakatA hai ki he prabhu ; mujhe zAnti pradAna kIjiye? jaisA ki Upara batA diyA gayA hai vaha apanI zAnti kA svayaM upabhoga karane meM samartha hai majhe dene meM nahIM: tadapi uparokta prakAra anumAna ke AdhAra para zAnti-sambandhI kucha paricaya prApta karake maiM apane jIvana meM tathA apane sambhASaNa meM vaise-vaise hI rUpa se vartane kA prayatna karane lagA hU~, usakI mukhAkRti para se usakI antarmukhI dRSTi kA anumAna karake svayaM bhI antarmukha hone kA prayatna karane lagatA hU~, jaisA ki Age ke prakaraNa meM spaSTa ho jaaegaa| apane isa prayatna meM dRr3ha rahate hue kucha samaya pazcAt svayaM usa amRta kA svAda avazya cakha sakatA hU~ / itanI hI kucha mere prayojana meM usase sahAyatA milatI hai aura isa sahAyatA ke kAraNa hI 'yaha zAnti usane dI hai' aisA kahA jA sakatA hai, jo kevala upacAra hai| kartAvAcI uparokta zabdoM ko saiddhAntika na samajhakara bhakti-paraka samajhanA caahie| ina zabdoM ko satyArtha mAnakara prabhu ko zAnti yA azAnti kA athavA duHkha yA sukha kA dene vAlA samajha baiThanA bhrama hai, puruSArthahInatA hai, hai| aisA samajhane vAlA vyakti sacce-deva ko Adarza rUpa se svIkAra kara lene para bhI zAnti kI prApti nahIM kara sktaa| 'deva hI prasanna hokara merA prayojana siddha kara deMge, mujhe svayaM kucha karanA na par3egA', aisA abhiprAya rakhane ke kAraNa vaha na apane jIvana meM kucha vizeSa parivartana karane kA prayatna karegA, aura na use vaha prApta hogii| svayaM apane udyama dvArA apane meM se utpanna kI gaI hone para bhI, bahumAnavaza kRtajJatA prakaTa karane ke lie tathA usa utkRSTa Adarza ke sAmane apanI isa hIna-dazA ko rakhakara donoM meM mahAna antara dekhane ke kAraNa, yaha kahane meM avazya AtA hai ki "yaha mahAna vibhUti Apane hI pradAna kI hai, yadi Apa na dete to majha adhama ke dvArA yaha prApta kI jAnI kaise sambhava hotI", ityAdi / bilkula usI prakAra jaise ki bahumAna-sambandhI kala ke dRSTAnta meM seTha putra ke mukha se apane cacA ke prati kahA gayA thA, aura Apa bhI nirabhimAnatA dikhAne ke artha jisa prakAra aisA kahate sune jAte ho ki "ApakI kRpA se hI saphala ho jAegA yaha kAma, yaha ApakA hI bAlaka hai, yaha ApakA hI makAna hai" ityAdi / zabdoM meM kahe jAne para bhI unakA artha vaisA nahIM hotA jaisA ki zabdoM para se dhvanita hotA hai / basa to isI prakAra bhakti ke sambandha meM bhI samajhanA / bhakti, nirAbhimAnatA va kRtajJatAvaza prabhu ko zabdoM meM apane U~ca-nIca karmoM ke kartA-hartA kahane meM bhale Aye, para usakA artha yaha grahaNa nahIM karanA cAhie ki ve kucha de rahe haiM yA de deNge| (5) pratimA viSayaka deva pUjA ke prakaraNa meM yaha pA~cavAM prazna hai ki 'pUjA meM pratimA kI AvazyakatA kyoM ? prazna bahuta sundara va svabhAvika hai, tanika vicAra karane para uttara bhI apane andara se liyA jA sakatA hai| vAstava meM hI pratimA kI AvazyakatA na hotI, yadi sAkSAt deva mere samakSa hote / sAkSAt kI to bAta nahIM, yahA~ to Asa-pAsa bhI

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23. deva-pUjA 140 6.zaMkA samAdhAna dekhane meM nahIM Ate, aura na hI unake sAkSAt nikaTa meM hone kI sambhAvanA hI hai / aura yadi AsapAsa kahIM hote bhI to itane bar3e vizva meM ve akele sabake prayojana kI siddhi kaise kara sakate arthAt vizva ke sarva vyakti unake darzana kaise kara sakate ? vyakti asaMkhyAta aura deva eka / aura yadi do-tIna, dasa-pAMca Adi bhI hoM to bhI sabhI kI abhilASA pUrNa na hotii| yadi eka dina ke darzana mAtra se kAma cala jAtA to bhI sambhavata: yaha abhilASA jIvita-deva kI upasthiti meM zAnta ho jAtI, parantu aisA nahIM hai| yaha abhilASA to nitya kI hai, aura deva kisI eka yA kucha mAtra vyaktiyoM ke liye bandhakara eka hI sthAna para raheM, yaha kaise ho sakatA hai? isaliye koI bhI kRtrima mArga nikAlanA hogaa| hama manuSya haiM, buddhimAna haiN| tiryaJca hote, pazu-pakSI hote, to sambhavata: icchA hote hue bhI kucha na kara sakate, parantu hama to bahuta kucha kara sakate haiM / ata: kRtrima deva kI sthApanA kara apanA kAma calA sakate haiN| usI kRtrima deva kA nAma pratimA hai| pratimA arthAt deva kI pratikRti, usakA hI prtibimb| bhale jar3a ho, pASANa kI ho, para isa prakAra kI koI bhI pratimA jisakI AkRti unake zarIra kI bAhya-AkRti ke bilkula sadRza ho, mere prayojana kI siddhi kara detI hai| kyoMki merA tathA Apa sabakA kucha aisA hI svabhAva hai ki kisI vyakti kA citra dekhakara yA usakA nAma sunakara bhI kucha-kucha usI prakAra ke bhAva citta meM utpanna hone lagate haiM jaise ki usa vyakti-vizeSa ke sAkSAta hone para utpanna hote haiN| apane vicAroM para jaDa citroM kA yaha prabhAva meM nitya dekhatA huuN| eka kAgaja para khiMce duHzAsana dvAsa draupadI kA cIraharaNa dekhakara kucha ronA sA A jAtA hai| rAnI jhAMsI va mahArANA pratApa kA citra dekhakara mAno merI bhujAyeM phar3akane lagatI haiN| apane zatru kA citra dekhakara mana meM kucha dveSa utpanna ho jAtA hai / sinemA ke parade para calane-phirane vAlI una kucha prakAza kI rekhAoM mAtra ko eka kSaNika citra ke rUpa meM dekhane se kyA hotA hai, yaha kisI se chipA nahIM hai / yadi kucha na huA hotA to dhana kharca karake dekhane vAle vyartha hI vahA~ nIMda na khote| kabhI kisI citra-vizeSa ko dekhakara mujhe ronA A jAtA hai aura kabhI hNsii| kyA kAraNa hai ? vaha bhI to citra hI hai, jar3a citra, jo eka kSaNa bhI sAmane TikatA nhiiN| kisI ke prati dveSa ho jAne para usake citra kI avinaya karane kA bhAva kyoM AtA hai mere hRdaya meM? kAg2ajapara khiMcI do-cAra lakIreM hI to haiN| svayaMvara meM saMyogitA ne pRthvIrAja kI pratimA ke gale meM mAlA kyA samajhakara DAla dI thI ? apane upAsya-deva yA svayaM apane citra ko jUtoM meM par3A dekhakara kyoM duHkha sA hone lagatA hai mujhe? apane kamaroM ko citroM ke dvArA kyoM sajAtA hU~ maiM ? yadi sajAUM bhI to jo koI bhI citra kyoM TAMga nahIM detA, apanI ruci ke anusAra hI kyoM TAMgatA hU~? ityAdi sarva dRSTAMtoM para se eka jar3a citra kA mere mana para kitanA bar3A prabhAva par3atA hai, yaha bAta spaSTa ho jAtI hai| vaise hI deva ke citra ko dekhakara svAbhAvika rIti se hI mere mana para kucha advitIya prabhAva avazya par3atA hai| isa prabhAva meM aura bhI kaI gunI vRddhi ho jAtI hai, jabaki maiM isameM apanI kucha vizeSa kalpanAyeM uNDela detA huuN| dasa-pAMca sUta ke dhAgoM kI banI isa deza kI dhvajA ko UMce para laharAte dekhakara mAno merA roma-roma phUla uThatA hai, aura isa choTe se vastra ke TakaDe ko apamAnita hotA dekhakara majhe svata: krodha A jAtA hai| kyA kAraNa hai ? kisI jAnakAra vyakti kI to bAta nahIM, kisI vyakti kA yA deza, nagara, grAmAdi kA citra bhI to nahIM hai yaha, kevala eka kapar3e kA Tukar3A hI to hai| parantu aisI bAta citta meM hotI avazya hai, aura jisa bAta kA sAkSAt vedana ho usase nakAra kaise kiyA jA sakatA hai ? isakA kAraNa yahI hai ki bajAja kI dukAna para rahane taka hI vaha sAdhAraNa vastra thA, parantu Aja merI kucha kalpanAoM kA AdhAra hone ke kAraNa vaha sAdhAraNa vastra nahIM rahA hai / vaha bana gayA hai deza kI lAja / yaha zakti usa jar3a vastra meM nahIM balki merI kalpanAoM meM hai| isI prakAra patthara yA lakar3I ke Tukar3e Adi meM bhI maiM deva kI kalpanA karake usI prakAra kA bhAva utpanna kara sakatA hU~ jaisA ki jIvita deva ko dekhane se hotA hai, aura yadi vaha patthara va lakar3I kA Tukar3A deva kI AkRti ke anurUpa ho to sone para suhAgA hai / AkRti-sApekSa aura AkRti-nirapekSa donoM hI prakAra kI pratimAyeM Aja hamAre dekhane meM AtI haiM / zataraMja ke khela meM lakar3I kI kucha goToM meM hAthI ghor3e va rAjA Adi kI kalpanA kI jAtI hai / vaha AkRti-nirapekSa hai aura vItarAgI zAnta-deva kI pratimA AkRti-sApekSa hai| parantu AkRti-sApekSa kA jo prabhAva sahaja hI par3atA pratIta hotA hai vaha AkRti-nirapekSa meM anubhava karane meM nahIM AtA,

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23. deva-pUjA 6.zaMkA samAdhAna jisakA kAraNa sambhavata: yaha hai ki AkRti-nirapekSa ko dekhakara mujhe buddhipUrvaka una kalpanAoM ko yAda karane ke liye adhika jora lagAnA par3atA hai aura AkRti sApekSa ko dekhate hI ve kalpanAyeM abuddhipUrvaka svata: jAgRta ho uThatI haiN| khaira kucha bhI ho yahA~ to kevala itanA siddha karanA thA ki pratimA kA koI prabhAva na par3atA ho aisA nahIM hai, usakA hamArI buddhi para bar3A prabhAva par3atA hai| uparokta bAtoM para se tIna siddhAnta nikalate haiM--eka to yaha ki kisI citra kA merI manovRtti para bar3A prabhAva par3atA hai, dUsarA yaha ki kisI bhI vastu meM kalpanA-vizeSa kara lene para usa vastu meM mujhe tadvat sA hI bhAva vartane lagatA hai, aura tIsarA yaha ki AkRti-sApekSa pratimA se mere citta para AkRti-nirapekSa pratimA kI apekSA adhika prabhAva par3atA hai| jisa pratimA ko Aja maiMne apane sAmane apanA upAsya banAkara rakhA hai usameM yaha tInoM hI bAteM pAI jAtI haiN| pratimA to vaha hai hI, cAhe pASANa kI ho yA dhAtu kI yA lakar3I kI yA kAgaja para khiMcI citrarUpa / isake atirikta usameM vItarAga-AkRti kA jyoM kA tyoM AkAra yA pratibimba bhI vidyamAna hai aura maiMne apanI kucha vizeSa kalpanAyeM bhI isameM uNDe lI huI haiM, paMcakalyANaka-pratiSThA vidhAna ke dvArA / ata: Aja jIvita deva tathA usa pratimA meM mere lie koI antara nahIM raha gayA hai| (6) chaThA prazna yaha hai ki 'patthara meM Takkara mArane se kyA lAbha ?' bho kalyANArthI ! isa saMzaya ko dUra kara, A mere sAtha aura dekha ki pratimA meM kyA dikhAI detA hai / Aja taka tUne ise pASANa kI pratimA ke rUpa meM dekhA hai, A Aja maiM ise jIvita rUpa meM dikhAtA hU~ / Aja taka pratimA ke darzana kiye haiM, A maiM jIvita deva ke darzana karAtA huuN| apanI dRSTi se nahIM merI dRSTi se dekha ki yahA~ pratimA kahA~ hai, sAkSAt deva virAjamAna haiM, jIvita deva, vahI vItarAgI zAntamudrA-dhArI deva jisake darzana ki parasoM vana meM kiye the| dekha, gaura se dekha, vahI to haiN| kyA antara hai inameM tathA unameM ? unakI mukhAkRti bhI saumya, sarala va zAnta thI aura inakI bhI vaisI hI hai; unake hoThoM para bhI mIThI-mIThI muskAna thI aura inake hoThoM para bhI vaisI hI hai; unake zarIra para bhI vastra nahIM thA aura inake zarIra para bhI nahIM hai ; unake bhI roma-roma se zAnti TapakatI thI aura inake bhI roma-roma se zAnti TapakatI hai; ve bhI mauna the aura ye bhI mauna haiM; ve bhI nizcala the aura ye bhI nizcala haiM; ve bhI vandaka va nindaka meM harSa-viSAda rahita samAna the aura ye bhI vaise hI haiN| unake darzana karane para bhI unake caitanya kA sAkSAtkAra nahIM ho rahA thA aura inake darzana karane para bhI caitanya kA sAkSAtkAra nahIM ho rahA hai; Upara se vaha bhI jar3avat bhAsate the aura ye bhI vaise hI dIkha rahe haiM; vahA~ bhI anumAna ke AdhAra para zAnti ko par3hA jA rahA thA aura yahA~ bhI anumAna ke AdhAra para zAnti ko par3hA jA rahA hai / antara kyA hai ? kevala itanA hI na ki vaha camar3e kI pratimA thI aura yaha hai pASANa kI ? parantu vahA~ to terI dRSTi meM camar3A na Akara deva hI AyA thA, eka zAnta jIvana hI AyA thA, yahA~ kyoM terI daSTi meM pASANa AtA hai ? kyoM usI dRSTi se yahA~ bhI nahIM dekhatA? inakA UparI rUpana dekhakara inake antaraMga aura una kalpanAoM ke AdhAra para jo ki maiMne inameM DAlI huI hai, inake jIvana ko dekhane kA prayatna kara / taba dekhanA ki ye jar3a dikhAI na deMge, sAkSAt cetana dikhAI deNge| __ kalpanAoM meM mahAna bala hai, zekhacillI kucha kalpanAoM ke bala para hI rAjA bana baiThA aura lAta calA dI apanI kAlpanika strI para / zekhacillI kI bAta na samajhanA, vAstava meM hama saba zekhacillI haiM kyoMki subaha se zAma taka vaisI hI kalpanAyeM kiyA karate haiM / "beTA ho jAyegA, usakA vivAha kara deMge, sundara sI eka bahU ghara meM AyegI, potA ho jAyegA, merI goda meM Akara khelegA, tutalA-tutalAkara bolegA, kitanA pyArA lagegA, kucha bar3A hokara 'bAbA jI' kahakara pukAregA mujhe| ahA ! mAno meM kisI dUsare loka meM pahu~ca jAU~gA, kitanA sundara hogA vaha dina, kaba AyegA vaha dina ?" ye saba zekhacillI kI kalpanAyeM nahIM to kyA haiM ? parantu Ananda aisA AtA hai mAno asalI dRzya hI sAmane ho| eka-vyabhicArI kevala kalpanAoM ke AdhAra para apanI premikA ke ghara para pahu~ca jAtA hai, aura prema se usakA aMga sparzatA haA kalpanA meM hI vyabhicAra-sevana karatA hai / ye zekhacillI kI kalpanAyeM nahIM to kyA haiM ? parantu Ananda aisA AtA hai mAno asalI premikA kA hI sAkSAt sparza ho rahA ho / isI prakAra kI anekoM rAgavardhaka kalpanAyeM kara karake nitya hI kabhI harSa kA aura kabhI viSAda kA anubhava kiyA karatA hU~ / aisA hotA sabako pratIta hotA hai, phira bhI

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23. deva-pUjA 142 6.zaMkA samAdhAna isa satya ke prati nakAra kyoM ? pratimA ke prabhAva va kalpanAoM kI zakti ke prati Aja jo nakAra tujhe varta rahA hai usake pIche koI pakSapAt chipA baiThA hai, koI sampradAya pukAra rahA hai / tU eka vaijJAnika banakara nikalA hai, sAmpradAyika nahIM / eka vaijJAnika hai to pakSapAta ko aba dho DAla aura isa manovijJAna se kucha lAbha utthaa| Aja taka isa manovijJAna kA dUsarI dizA meM prayoga karatA AyA hai, Aja usI kA prayoga isa dizA meM kara / dekha tujhe sAkSAt deva ke darzana hote haiM, zAnti ke darzana hote haiN| Aja taka vaijJAnika banakara darzana kie nahIM, sAmpradAyika banakara hI darzana karatA rahA aura isIlie Upara kI zaMkAyeM utpanna ho rahI haiM / abhiprAya ke tanika se phera se kriyA meM mahAn antara par3a jAtA hai, ata: abhiprAya ko ThIka banAkara Age bar3ha / pahale hI isa dizA meM kAfI samajhA diyA gayA hai tujhe / A aura dekha isa pratimA meM jIvita dev| (7) devapUjA kI bAta calatI hai / antaraMga va bAhyapUjA kA citraNa kheMca diyA gyaa| tadviSayaka anekoM praznoM meM se Aja sAtavAM prazna calanA hai 'jar3a pratimA ke prati bhakti kaisI?' apanI isa bhrAMti ko taja kyoMki jar3a hote hue bhI pratimA meM jIvita deva dekhe jA cuke haiN| punarapi usI bhAva ko dRr3ha karatA hU~ / Ao caleM, yaha lo A gayA bhagavAna kA samavazaraNa, gandhakuTI para virAjamAna sAkSAt vItarAga deva / vaha dekho sAmane vItarAga prabhu kitanI zAntamudrA meM sthita haiM / vedI meM nahIM samavazaraNa meM baiThe haiM / vedI para dRSTi na kIjie, kevala pratimA para lakSya dIjiye, jaise dhanurdhara arjuna kI dRSTi meM kauve kI A~kha hI AtI thI, usI prakAra / ye jIvita hI to haiM, jinheM vana meM dekhA thA vahI to haiN| vahI mukhAkRti, vahI vItarAgatA, vahI saralatA, vahI zAnti, vahI madhura-muskAna, vahI nizcala-Asana, vahI mauna, vahI nAsAgra dRSTi, vahI nirbhIka nagna-rUpa, vahI nizcintatA, vahI alaukika teja, vahI aakrssnn| AhA hA ! dhanya huA jA rahA hU~ Aja maiM, parama saubhAgya se milA hai yaha durlabha avasara / jinake darzanoM ko bar3e-bar3e indra tarasate haiM sarvArthasiddhi ke ahamindroM ko bhI jo saubhAgya prApta nahIM, Aja mujhe vaha saubhAgya prApta huA hai| Aja maiM isa vizva meM sabase U~cA huuN| Aja se pahale adhama thA, nIca thA, pApI thA, para Aja ? Aja na pUchiye / mujhe yaha batAne ko bhI avakAza nahIM ki Aja maiM sarvArthasiddhi ke indroM se bhI U~cA hU~, Aja mujhe kucha anya bAteM vicArane kA avakAza nahIM, kisI kI bAta sunane kA avakAza nahIM, bolane kA avakAza nahIM / are ! palaka jhapakane taka kA avakAza nahIM hai Aja mujhe / are mana ! jarA cupa raha, dekha nahIM rahA hai ki Aja deva Aye haiM tere A~gana meM / are ! javAharalAla neharU tere ghara para A jAyeM to pAgala ho jAe, socane ko bhI avakAza na rahe ki kyA karU~ aura kahA~ biThAU~ inako ? Aja tIna loka ke pati, trikAlajJa, sarvajJa padhAre haiM tere ghara to tujhe apane rAga alApane ko par3I hai ? lAja nahIM AtI? dekhe-dekha sAvadhAna ho, prabha ko baiThane ke liye sthAna banA / ghabarA nahIM, tere pAsa hai prabhu ke yogya sthaan| Aiye nAtha. Aiye / isa adhama kA AMgana pavitra kIjiye. yahA~ virAjiye, yahA~ virAjiye isa mere hRdaya-mandira meM ! bhagavan ! dekhiye to kitanA sundara banAyA hai ise, sarva saMkalpa-vikalpoM kA kUr3A-kacarA nikAla kara kitanA ujjvala dhulA-dhulAyA tathA pavitra par3A hai yaha, kevala ApakI pratIkSA meM ki kaba AyeM mere prabhu aura kRtArtha kareM mujha adhama ko| AhA hA ! mAno Aja meM sAmAnya vyakti nahIM hU~, mere pA~va Aja pRthvI para nahIM par3ate, mere ghara meM virAje haiM trilokAdhIza / Aja maiM garva ke mAre ur3A jA rahA hU~ AkAza meM / Aja mere AMgana meM bhIr3a lagI hai darzanArthiyoM kI / inheM bhI yaha saubhAgya prApta hogaa| Apa khar3e na rahiye bhagavan ! baiTha jAiye isa mana ke jar3ita Asana para, Apake liye hI to bichAyA hai ise / AhA hA ! Aja pAvana bhaye haiM netra mere, maiM huA pUrNa dhanI / merA jIvana pAvana ho gayA, merA janma pAvana ho gayA, merA tana pAvana ho gayA, merA mana pAvana ho gayA, merA hRdaya pAvana ho gayA, kRtakRtya ho gyaa| mere AMgana padhAre haiM bhagavAna, zAnti ke devatA, mere upAsya, mere lakSya, mere Adarza / __ are Thahara, Thahara re mana ! abhI mata bola, bIca meM apanI TAMga ar3Aye binA kyA eka kSaNa bhI nahIM baiTha sakatA? bar3A caJcala hai tU ! z2arA prabhu kI ora dekha, itanA nirlajja na bana, kaba-kaba padhArate haiM ye tere ghara ? suna, tanika kAna lagAkara suna, dekha prabhu mujhase bAteM kara rahe haiM / are tU bhI to apanA jIvana saphala banA le, yaha avasara phira milanA kaThina hai| ahA hA ! kitanI miSTa hai prabhu kI vANI mAno amRta hI varSa rahA hai| merI to bAta kyA, naraka meM par3e jIvoM

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23. deva-pUjA 143 6.zaMkA samAdhAna ko bhI kucha caina-sI par3a jAtI hai aise samaya meM / triloka-tRptikara yaha amRtagaMgA / are mana ! tanika apanA DhakanA to khola aura le isa gaMgA ko samA le apane meM / yAda rakha, phira na milegI isakI zItala dhArA, tarasatA raha jaayegaa| bahuta sthAna hai terI gahanatA meM, sabakI saba samAle apane andara, dekha eka bUnda bhI na bikharane pAye / aura le aba besudha hokara karane lagA maiM amRta kA pAna, karane lagA bhagavAna se baateN| bhagavAnakyA dekhA tUne adharoM meM ? eka shaant-muskaan| kyA dekhA tUne netroM meM ? isa hI kA smmaan| kyA dekhA kara-kamaloM meM ? lakSya-siddhi AlhAda / kyA sunatA hai ina kAnoM meM ? madhura-tRpti kA naad| kyA dekha rahA mere mana meM ? zAnti-sakhI kA nRty| kyA dIkha rahA tujhako tana meM ? zAnti nagara kA dRshy| Ao sakhA ! isa zAnti-nagara ke AtA hU~ bhagavan ! ruka jAo, kSaNa bhara yAtrI bana jAo? lo hAtha pakar3akara apnaao| kaisA lagatA hai aba tujhako? maiM tuma eka hue maano| kucha icchA hai to kaha DAlo? kyA kahU~ nAtha ! aba mata bolo| kyA kaha rahA hai yaha vandaka ? hoMge koI mujhe kyA inse| jA-jA, inakI kucha to sunle| inakA nAtA hI kyA mujhase ? kucha icchA hai to aba bhI kaha de| basa prabhu maiM tRpta ho gayA, kRtakRtya ho gyaa| netra banda kiye mAno maiM prabhu meM mila cukA thA, dIna-duniyA se dUra ho cukA thaa| maiM thA aura the mere zAnti Adarza vItarAga-prabhu / aura phira vahI ? are mana ! terA bhalA ho, tU apanI caJcalatA se bAja na AyA ? Akhira vahI kiyA jo tujhe karanA thA ? ghasITa hI liyA mujhe ? acchA kara le jo kucha karanA hai, apanI badakArI meM kamI mata rakha, saba aramAna nikAla le| Akhira kaba taka? eka dina bidA lenI hI hogI tujhe / bA~dha le apanA bistarA-boriyA / aba adhika dina nahIM nibhegA merA sAtha / merA rAstA yaha aura terA rAstA vaha / prabhu ko bhulA denA to ana terI sAmarthya se bAhara ho cukA hai, kyoMki aba maiM kara cukA hU~ pratimA meM jIvita-deva ke darzana, aba mere lie ve pASANa nahIM bhagavAna haiN| (8) aba taka bhale bhUla rahA hU~ para aba mujhe 'paMca-kalyANaka viSayaka' saba pichalI bAteM yAda A gaI haiN| vaha dRzya merI A~khoM ke sAmane ghUma rahA hai, jaba ki prabhu ne mAtA kI kokha meM praveza kiyA thaa| mere sAmane hI inakA janma huA thaa| vaha dina bhI mujhe acchI taraha yAda hai jaba ki inakA rAjatilaka huA thA, aura inakI prajA kA eka aMga banakara maiM sukhapUrvaka jIvana bitAtA thaa| AhA hA ! vaha dina to mAno kala hI gujarA hai| kyA dRzya thA vaha ? cahu~ ora vairAgya va vItarAgatA, laukAntika devoM kA vaha sambodhana mere kAnoM meM Aja bhI gUMja rahA hai| prabhu ko vairAgya A gayA thA usa dina, rAjapATa ko ThakarA. nIcI gardana kie vana kI ora cala par3e the ve / mujhase rahA na gayA, pAlakI uThA lAyA, prabhu ko baiThAyA aura le calA kucha dUra apane kandhoM para / oha ! kitanA utsAha thA usa dina mujha meM, jaise ki Aja hI ghara chor3akara cala dUM prabhu ke pIche / para merA durbhAgya, maiM na jA sakA / prabhu cale gaye aura maiM dekhatA hI raha gyaa| kitanI udAsIna thI sArI prajA? para prabhu prasanna the, zAnta the, mAno cale hoM kisI svayaMvara meN| yaha dazya to mAno merI AMkhoM ke sAmane hI ho rahA hai| dekho-dekho, kyA nahIM dIkha rahA hai tamheM ? lo ina yaha A~khoM se dekho, ve prabhu baiThe kisa taraha ghAsaphUsa kI bhA~ti apane keza noca-nocakara pheMka rahe haiM, aura maiMne ina hAthoM se sameTe the unake ve kesh| dhyAna meM nizcala hue ve yogI yahI to haiM jinake zarIra para khAja khujAtA huA eka mRga maiMne dekhA thaa| aura vaha dRzya jaba tInoM loka jhaMkAra uThe the, cahu~ ora yugapat gUMjane vAlI dundubhi-bAjoM kI dhvani mAno AkAza ko phAr3ane kA prayatna kara rahI thI ? usa dina utpatra huA thA bhagavAna ko vaha jJAna jisake prakAza meM ve tInoM

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23. deva-pUjA 144 6. zaMkA samAdhAna lokoM ko tInoM kAloM meM pratyakSa dekha rahe the, apane hRdaya paTa para / vaha alaukika teja jisameM ki mujhe bhI dikhAI dene lage the apane sAta bhava / AhA hA ! kaisI mahimA thI usa samaya bhagavAna kI, mAno tIna loka kI sampatti hI simaTa AI thI unake caraNoM meM / maiM to kyA sahasra jihvA bhI usakA varNana karane ko samartha nhiiN| aura anta kA vaha dina jaba bhagavAna vidA le rahe the hama saba se, sadA ke lie ? mAno anAtha banA cale the hama saba ko| maiM ro rahA thA usa samaya na jAne kyoM ? sambhavata: isa lie ki maiM bhI kabhI le sakU~gA aisI vidaa| aura Aja vahI prabhu haiM mere sAmane / mAno isa anAtha kI sudha lene Aye haiM ki bhUla na baiThA ho kahIM usa antima rudana ke bhAva ko, aura vAstava meM thA bhI vaisA hI / prabhu se kyA chipA hai ? maiM to bhUla hI baiThA thA saba kucha, yahA~ taka ki prabhu bhI pASANa dikhAI dene lage the aba mujhe| sote ko jagA diyA prabhu ne / bhagavan Apa na Ate to na jAne kyA hotA merA? isa bhava meM apane hAthoM se kI huI saba kriyAoM ko, apanI AMkhoM se dekhe hue saba dRzyoM ko, apane kAnoM se sune hue saba zabdoM ko isI bhava meM bhUla gyaa| yadi Aja Apake darzana na hote to Age kyA hotA? tabhI to kahate haiM Apako karuNAsindhu, bhakta pratipAlaka, adhmoddhaark| are bhole prANI ! kyA aba bhI samajha na pAyA ki 'kyA detI hai yaha sAmarthyahIna pratimA aura kaise detI hai ?' (9) kitanI sAmarthya hai dRSTi meM Ane vAlI isa pASANa kI mUrti meM ? bhAvanA zUnya tujhe dikhAI hI kaise degI vaha sAmarthya ? pakSapAt ke gahana andhakAra meM munda gaI haiM terI AMkheM / uparokta prakAra tanmaya hokara zAnti ke darzana kare taba patA cale ki kyA detI hai yaha pratimA, kitanI sAmarthya hai isameM / ThIka hai yaha apanI rakSA svayaM nahIM kara sakatI kyoMki jar3a hai, parantu terI rakSA avazya kara sakatI hai| hAtha kaMgana ko ArasI kyA? karake dekha uparokta prakAra isake darzana / yaha apanI rakSA nahIM karatI to kyA Azcarya, ve jIvita prabhu bhI to jinakI ki yaha AkRti hai svayaM nahIM karate the apane zarIra kI rakSA / aneka zaktiyoM va RdviyoM ke bhaNDAra hote hue bhI, isa pRthvI ko eka aMgulI para ghumA dene kI zakti rakhate hue bhI ve nahIM karate the svayaM apane zarIra kI rakSA / ve nitya jAgRta rahA karate the apanI rakSA ke liye, aura yaha pratimA bhI barAbara kara rahI hai apanI rakSA unhIM kI bhaaNti| prabhu ! isa andhakAra meM tujhe kaise sUjhe ki kise kahate haiM apanI rakSA ? eka ora kaha rahA hai zarIra aura AtmA bhinna hai aura dUsarI ora kaha rahA hai ki zarIra kI rakSA hI merI rakSA hai / bhalA kahA~ hai vizvAsa tujhe svayaM apanI bAta para ? prabhu kA vizvAsa tujha jaisA poca na thA, ve dRr3ha the isa bAta para ki ve caitanya haiN| anya kucha nahIM, zarIra kA unake sAtha koI nAtA nahIM, tanika bhii| phira batA isakI rakSA ve kyoM karate? aura kadAcit upakAra- ra bhI dete, yadi isakI rakSA karate hue svayaM arakSita na ho jAte ve / samajha bhagavan samajha, zarIra kI rakSA kyA binA isake prati rAga Aye sambhava hai ? aura rAga Ane para kyA zAnti surakSita raha sakatI hai, vaha zAnti jisake liye ki itanA puruSArtha kiyA hai unhoMna? to phira batA zarIra kI rakSA ke liye arthAt eka aisI vastu kI rakSA ke liye jo unake liye usa samaya bilkula niSprayojana bana cukI thI, rAga uThAkara apanI zAnti kA ghAta karanA, nidhi luTA denA apane hAthoM apane ghara meM Aga lagA lenA, kauna buddhimattA thI, aura prabhu aisI mUrkhatA karate hI kyoM? basa vahI Adarza to upasthita kara rahI hai yaha pratimA bhii| nizcaladhyAna-avasthA meM sthita, antara tathA bAhya-vikalpoM se rahita usa samaya prabhu bhI to jar3avat dIkhate the? kyA bhUla gayA usa dina ko jaba apane mu~ha se usa mahAyogI ko jar3a-bharata kahakara pukArA karatA thA ? yadi yaha pratimA hI jar3avat dIkhatI hai to kyA Azcarya huaa| dekha pratimA sambandhI mahAbhArata kA prasiddha dRSTAnta / bhale hI nIca kula hone ke kAraNa athavA yaha socakara ki 'mere dvArA sikhAI gaI dhanurvidyA kA durupayoga na ho jAya, isakA prayoga pazu-hiMsA ke prati na ho jAya' guru-droNAcArya ne usa bhIla ko dhanurvidyA dene se inkAra kara diyA thA, para usakI dRSTi meM to usake guru bana cuke the ve / bhale ve use apanA ziSya svIkAra na karate para usakI bhAvanA kaise badala sakate the ? 'pratyakSa na sahI parokSa hI sahI, dhanurvidyA avazya sIkhUgA' aise dRr3ha saMkalpa vAle usa bhIla ne vana meM jAkara kaccI miTTI se banAI droNAcArya kI pratimA aura eka guphA ke mukha para bar3I vinaya se virAjamAna kara diyA use / tIna samaya puSpa car3hAtA thA usake caraNoM meM / usakI dRSTi meM vaha

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23. deva-pUjA 145 6.zaMkA samAdhAna pratimA na thI, the sAkSAt guru-droNa / pratimA se hI pUcha-pUchakara karane lagA dhanurvidyA kA abhyAsa / svayaM apane hI hRdaya se prakaTa hone vAle lakSya-sAdhana ke upAyoM ko yadi pahale se hI mAna baiThatA apane, to abhimAna ho jAtA / 'guru-droNa hI kyA kareMge isameM, maiM svayaM hI sIkha lUMgA' aisA bhAva A jAtA, aura kabhI na sIkha pAtA vaha vidyA / parantu usake hRdaya meM yaha vikalpa thA hI nahIM, usakI dRSTi meM to thI guru kI vinaya / lakSya cUka jAne para guru se arthAt pratimA se kSamA mAMga letA aura lakSya saphala hone para usake caraNa chU letA / varSoM bIta gaye isI prakAra karate para eka kSaNa ko bhI usane use pratimA ke rUpa meM na dekhA / ve the usake sAkSAt guru aura eka dina siddhahasta ho gayA vaha, arjuna kI vidyA ko bhI zarmA dene vaalaa| arjuna se yaha kaise sahA jA sakatA thA ki guru-droNa kA ziSya isa nigure bhIla se nIcA raha jAe ? nahIM, yaha nahIM ho sakatA / guru se jAkara kaha hI diyaa| guru Aye aura bhIla se pUchA, kina se sIkhI hai vidyA ? guru ko sAkSAt sAmane dekhakara leTa gayA unake caraNoM meM / "AhA hA ! Akhira cale Aye Apa khiMce hue ? bhakti meM itanI sAmarthya hai| bhagavan ! aura koI nahIM Apa hI haiM mere guru", yaha thA bhIla kA uttara / guru-droNa Azcarya meM DUba gye| yaha bAta satya kaise ho sakatI hai, kyoMki unhoMne to use vidyA dene se inkAra kara diyA thA ? nahIM, maiM nahIM ho sakatA, yaha jhUTha bolatA hai, chipAnA cAhatA hai apane guru kA nAma mujhase / bhIla tAr3a gayA guru ke mana kI bAta aura le gayA unako pratimA ke pAsa / 'yadi vizvAsa na AtA ho to dekha lIjiye, ye baiThe haiM mere garu,' aura garu droNa para khala gayA sArA rahasya, jar3a-pratimA kyA de sakatI hai aura kisa prakAra de sakatI hai, yaha rhsy| bho kalyANArthI ! aba pakSapAt taja, kisI dUsare ke liye nahIM apane liye / 'mere mana meM haiM bhagavAna, kyA karUMgA pratimA ke darzana karake' aisA bahAnA chor3a de| svayaM terI zAnti kA ghAta kara rahA hai yaha, kyoMki aba taka tUne bhagavAna ke darzana kiye hI kaba haiM jo tere hRdaya meM unakA vAsa sambhava ho jaataa| bhagavAna zabda kA nAma bhagavAna nhiiN| bhagavAna jIvana kA eka Adarza hai jo tU isa pratimA meM par3ha sakatA hai yA sAkSAt bhagavAna meM / bhagavAna vartamAna meM haiM nahIM, ata: unake pratinidhi-rUpa isa pratimA kI aba zaraNa le aura apanA kalyANa kr| (10) mandira viSayaka-deva-pUjA kI bAta calatI hai, deva kA va pUjA kA svarUpa darzAyA jA cukaa| aba prazna yaha hotA hai ki 'mandira kI kyA AvazyakatA ?' prazna bahuta uttama va svAbhAvika hai, aise prazna utpanna karate samaya yadi bhaya lagegA to tattva nahIM samajhA jA skegaa| jaise maiM kahU~ vaise svIkAra kara lenA vAstava meM samajhanA nahIM hai / dekha isa prazna kA uttara svayaM apane andara se hI A jAtA hai| 'mujhe zAnti cAhie' yaha samasyA hai, isa samasyA ko sulajhAne kA aba prazna hai / zAnti prApta karane se pahale yaha jAnanA Avazyaka thA ki zAnti kyA hai, aura isakA ghAta karane vAlA kauna hai ? so bhI jAnA jA cukA ki zAnti merA svabhAva hai, aura isakA ghAta karane vAlA merA apanA hI aparAdha hai jo Asrava-tattva meM darzA diyA gayA hai, arthAt zarIra, dhana va kaTambAdi sambandhI anekoM nitya naye-naye uThane vAle vikalpa, icchAyeM va cintaayeN| yadi ye vikalpa daba jAyeM to maiM zAnta pahale hI se haiN| vAstava meM zAnti prApta nahIM karanI hai balki azAnti ko dara karanA hai. ina cintAoM ko. ina icchAoM ko, ina vikalpoM ko dUra haTAnA hai / ye dUra hue ki zAnta to maiM hU~ hI, vaha to svabhAva jo ThaharA merA / prApta kI prApti kyA? jo pahale hI se mere pAsa hai usako prApta karane kA prayAsa kyA? svabhAva kA kabhI viccheda nahIM huA krtaa| kyA agni se garma ho jAne para jala apanA zItala svabhAva chor3a detA hai ? nhiiN| to maiM hI ina vikalpoM ke kAraNa vyAkula hotA huA apanI zAnti kaise chor3a sakatA hU~ ? ata: jisa-kisa prakAra bhI ina vikalpoM kA abhAva karane kA prayAsa karanA hai| aba vicAranA yaha hai ki kyA ekadama ina vikalpoM ko rokA jAnA sambhava hai ? jaise ki bijalI kA baTana dabAyA aura prakAza banda, kyA isa prakAra 'koI kriyA vizeSa karI aura vikalpa banda', aisA honA sambhava hai ? aisI bAta yahA~ sambhava nahIM, kyoMki prArambha meM hI Asrava-bandha tattvoM ke antargata ina vikalpoM va saMskAroM ke janma kA krama darzAte hue yaha batAyA jA cukA hai ki saMskAra dhIre-dhIre hI zakti pakar3atA huA eka dina puSTa ho jAtA hai, ekadama puSTa nahIM ho

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23. deva-pUjA 146 6.zaMkA samAdhAna baitthtaa| (dekho 15.2) basa usI prakAra yahA~ bhI smjhnaa| Age tapa ke prakaraNa meM isa bAta ko savistAra batAyA jAegA ki koI bhI saMskAra kramapUrvaka hI tor3A jAtA hai / jaba taka saMskAra samUla naSTa nahIM hogA taba taka usase prerita huA maiM nitya naye-naye vikalpa bhI chor3a na skuuNgaa| rogI kA roga ekadama dabAyA nahIM jA sakatA, kramapUrvaka aura dhIre-dhIre hI dabAyA jA sakatA hai, usI prakAra vikalpa dabAne ke sambandha meM bhI smjhnaa| ina vikalpoM meM sarvadA ke lie to kyA, kucha dera ke lie bhI pUrNatayA breka nahIM lagAyA jA sktaa| hA~ itanA avazya hai ki inheM kacha dera ke lie kisI prakAra dabAyA jA sakatA hai. jisa prakAra ki mAraphIna yA kokIna ke injaikzana dvArA kucha dera ke lie pIr3A dabAI jA sakatI hai / aba mujhe yaha dekhanA hai ki kucha dera ke liye hI sahI, vaha kriyA-vizeSa kauna sI hai jisake karane se ki ve vikalpa daba skeN| anekoM bAra jaba ki maiM krodha meM atyanta vyAkula huA andara hI andara kucha jalana sI mahasUsa karatA hU~, maiMne yaha anubhava kiyA hai ki aise avasaroM para yadi maiM ghara yA dukAna Adi kA vAtAvaraNa chor3akara klaba meM jAkara khelane lagUMgA to dhIre-dhIre vaha krodha zAnta ho jAtA hai aura usa samaya taka puna: jAgRta nahIM ho pAtA jaba taka ki puna: usI prakAra kA koI anya vAtAvaraNa mere sAmane na bana jAya / basa isI apane anubhava para se siddhAnta nikAla liijie| siddhAnta yaha nikalA ki bAhya-vAtAvaraNa kA mere vicAroM ke sAtha bahuta bar3A sambandha hai| jaba juAriyoM ke vAtAvaraNa meM rahakara maiM juArI aura zarAbiyoM ke vAtAvaraNa meM rahakara zarAbI bana sakatA hU~ to nirvikalpa vAtAvaraNa meM rahakara maiM nirvikalpa kyoM nahIM bana sakatA? yadyapi svapara-bheda-vijJAna ke antargata vastuta: isakA niSedha kiyA gayA hai, aura batAyA gayA hai ki anya dravya kA anya dravya para koI prabhAva nahIM par3a sakatA aura isa bAta para mujhe vizvAsa bhI hai, yukti Adi se nirNaya bhI kiyA hai, parantu abhI taka vaha vizvAsa pUrNatayA mere jIvana meM utarane nahIM pAyA hai| pUrva vAlA parAzrita ho jAne kA saMskAra abhI dRr3ha hai| yadyapi galatI merI hai, para karatA hU~ maiM kisI vAtAvaraNa se prabhAvita hokara hI / jo bAta spaSTa anubhava meM AtI ho, usameM nakAra kaisA? vikalpa ko dabAne ke do upAya haiN| eka to yaha ki svapara-bheda jJAna ke dvArA maiM jahA~ kahIM baiThaM dRDhatA dhAra kara vAtAvaraNa kI aura daSTi na daM aura apane zAnta-svabhAva ko lakSya meM lekara antaraMga meM eka nayA vAtAvaraNa utpanna kara lUM / yaha upAya karane baiThatA hU~ to vartamAna kI isa prAthamika avasthA meM apane ko bilkula asamartha pAtA hU~, kyoMki bAta ko samajhanA sarala hai para usako kAryAnvita rUpa denA kucha kaThina / samajhane va zraddhA karane meM adhika samaya nahIM lagatA, para use pUrA karane ko eka lambA samaya caahie| upAya aisA honA cAhie jo isa atyanta nimna avasthA meM bhI kiyA jA sakanA sambhava ho, aura merI zakti se bAhara na ho| kuTumba-sambandhI cintAoM se kuTumba ke vAtAvaraNa meM rahakara, dhanopArjana-sambandhI cintAoM se dukAna para rahakara, aura zarIra-sambandhI cintAoM se zarIra kI sevA meM saMlagna rahakara, bacane kA prayAsa karate hue bhI bacA nahIM jA sktaa| ata: isa nizcaya ke AdhAra para vAtAvaraNa badala denA cAhie / aba vicAranA yaha hai ki isako chor3akara kisa vAtAvaraNa meM jAU~ ? kyA klaba meM jAne se kAma cala jAyegA? nahIM kyoMki vahA~ bhale kuTumbAdi-sambandhI vikalpa daba jAyeM para hAra-jIta sambandhI naye vikalpa utpanna ho jaaeNge| ata: vAtAvaraNa aisA honA cAhie ki jahA~ jAkara yadi vikalpa bhI utpanna hoM to vItarAgatA-sambandhI hI hoM / saubhAgyavaza zAnti ke Adarza jIvita deva yA unakI pratimA kI zaraNa meM jAne se yaha prayojana ThIka-ThIka siddha ho jAtA hai, jaisA ki isase pahale ke prakaraNa meM darzA diyA gayA hai| ina donoM meM bhI deva kI zaraNa kA to prazna nahIM kyoMki vartamAna meM kahIM dikhAI hI dete nahIM, kintu unakI pratimA avazya saubhAgyavaza prApta hai / ata: prApta sAdhana se hI kucha lAbha lenA hai| aba yaha vicAriye ki yadi yaha pratimA ghara para hI rakha lU~ to kyA vaha vAtAvaraNa chor3akara nayA vAtAvaraNa banAyA jA sakegA? yaha batAne kI AvazyakatA nahIM ki nahIM banAyA jA skegaa| eka ora strI kI naI-naI mAMge, eka ora vRddha mAtA-pitA kI karAhaTa, eka ora baccoM kI cIkha-pukAra, ina sabake hote hue pratimA ke sAmane khar3e hue bhI merA upayoga unakI upAsanA meM kaise laga sakegA ? ata: koI anya upayukta sthAna DhUMDhanA hogaa|

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23. deva-pUjA 147 6. zaMkA samAdhAna caliye vana meM khojeM / AhA ! kaisA ramaNIka va sundara sthAna hai ? yahA~ hI to dekhA thA maiMne apane prabhu ko baiThe hue| bar3A zAnta hai, prakRti ne mAno apanI vizAla goda hI phailAI hai, nagara va grAma kI sImA taka mujhe Azraya dene liye / bahuta zAnta vAtAvaraNa hai| isase acchA aura kyA ho sakatA hai| jahA~ Ate hI maiM bhUla jAtA hU~ sarva kuTumba ko, dhana ko, yahA~ taka ki zarIra ko bhI, aura kho jAtA hU~ prakRti kI sundaratA meM, usa svAbhAvika va zAzvat sundaratA meM jise racane kA yA navIna banAne kA vikalpa bhI mujhe nahIM A sakatA / basa apane prabhu kI pratimA ko yahA~ le AU~ aura kara dU~ virAjamAna kisI vRkSa ke nIce eka zilApara yA kisI miTTI ke cabUtare pr| yaha pratimA ke darzana karane meM merI bahuta sahAyatA karegA aura isI kAraNa bana gaye caityavRkSa, jisakI ora guru deva punaH-punaH saMketa kara rahe haiM, isa Agama meM / caityavRkSa arthAt pratimA rakhI gaI ho jisa vRkSa ke nIce / prAcIna samaya meM caityavRkSa hI huA karate the, jahA~ jAkara maiM kucha dera ke liye bhUla jAtA thA saba cintAyeM aura lIna ho jAtA thA prabhu kI zAnti meM jaisA ki pahale ke prakaraNa meM batA diyA gayA hai I yaha samaya vaha thA jaba ki maiM choTe-choTe gA~voM meM rahA karatA thA, do pharlAMga calA ki caityavRkSa para pahu~ca gayA / fAlatU samaya bhI kAfI hotA thaa| sau pacAsa choTI-choTI jhopar3iyoM kA grAma hotA hI kitanA bar3A hai ? cAroM ora vana hI na par3A hai aura haiM hare-hare kheta / parantu samaya ne palaTA khAyA aura Aja maiM rahatA hU~ bar3e-bar3e nagaroM meM, jahA~ se yadi kaI mIla cala diyA jAya to bhI maiM vana meM praveza na kara sakU~gA / sar3akoM Adi para bar3A vyAkula sA vAtAvaraNa rahatA hai| aura Aja itanA samaya bhI to nahIM hai mere pAsa ki mIloM calA jAU~ vana meM bhagavAna ke darzana va pUjA karane, aura ghara para lauTa AU~ / sambhavata: AdhA dina laga jAya isa kAma meN| phira maiM gRhasthI; bhalA kaise de sakatA hU~ itanA samaya ? yadi gurudeva kI preraNA se yA antaSkaraNa kI preraNA se kucha samaya nikAlane kA prayatna bhI karU~ to bar3I kaThinAI se 15 miniTa yA AdhA ghaNTA / aura phira itanA samaya bhI fAlatU kahA~ hai Aja mere pAsa ? vana ko anukUla vAtAvaraNa ke rUpa meM prayoga karanA Aja asambhava hai| ataH koI anya kRtrima mArga nikAlanA par3egA, jo bhale hI utanA sundara va svAbhAvika na ho para jisa-kisa prakAra bhI vahA~ mere prayojana kI siddhi kucha ho sake, aura nikala hI AyA eka upAya / nagara hI meM eka pRthak sthAna yA mandira banA DAlo aura usake andara ghara sambandhI koI sAmAna na rakho / vahA~ ho mere prabhu kI pratimA zAnti ke darzana ke liye / mandira kI dIvAroM ke dUsarI ora bhale par3A rahe nagara kA vyAkula vAtAvaraNa, parantu usake bhItara ho kevala eka zAnti hI zAnti / cahu~ ora dIvAroM para khiMce hoM yA to prAkRtika dRzya, yA zAnta mahApuruSoM ke citra aura yA hoM zAnti ke utpAdaka kucha guru vAkya, tAki isa sthAna meM Akara jidhara bhI dRSTi uThAU~ dikhAI de eka zAnti / ise kahate haiM mandira arthAt zAnti kA ghara / yadyapi Aja isa vilAsitA ke yuga meM Akara isameM bhI vilAsitA kA viSailA aMza praveza pA gayA hai, sone cA~dI kI adhikAdhika sAmagrI ke rUpa meM, kucha bartanoM ke rUpa meM, chatra- camaroM ke bar3e saMgraha ke rUpa meM, pharanIcara ke rUpa meM, parantu phira bhI yahA~ anyatra kI apekSA zAnti hai / karttavya to yaha hai ki isa viSaile aMza ko yahA~ se nikAlane kA prayatna karU~, aura kara bhI rahA hU~, kucha saphalatA bhI milI hai| aba yahA~ navIna Adarza-mandiroM kI sthApanA kI jA rahI hai, jahA~ na svarNa kA chatra hai, na camara, na bartana bhAMDoM kI khar3akhar3AhaTa, na adhika caukiyoM Adi kA saMgraha, na adhika pratimAyeM, na laukika AkarSaNa / har eka vizAla pratimA hai aura eka bar3I Tebala tathA baiThane ke liye kucha Asana / yaha hai mere prayojana kI siddhi meM sahAyaka zAnta vAtAvaraNa / prabhu ko to kucha nahIM, ve to vItarAga haiM, kahIM bhI baiThA do le jAkara, nizcaya va nirvikalpa hI rahate haiN| pUrNa jo ho gaye haiM ? parantu prabhu mandira meM ye vilAsitA ke aMza aneka prakAra ke vikalpa paidA karate haiM mere mana meN| maiM to abhI calanA bhI nahIM sIkhA hU~ / isI kAraNa mandira meM vilAsitA kA dRzya khaTakane lagatA hai A~khoM meM, so ThIka hI hai, phira bhI apanA kAma nikAlanA hai| yadi Adarza-mandira upalabdha ho jAya to bahuta acchA, nahIM to ina mandiroM se hI kAma calAo / jarA adhika bala lagAnA par3egA, isa rUpa meM ki dRSTi ke sAmane par3e AkarSaka padArthoM kI ora merA dhyAna khiMcane na pAve, parantu ghara va dukAna Adi se phira bhI acchA hai| anekoM anya vikalpoM se to chuTTI milatI hI hai| do

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148 23. deva-pUjA 6.zaMkA samAdhAna prakAra kI mukhya bAdhAyeM haiM jo merI zAnti ko bAdhita karatI haiM-eka indriya jJAna va unake dvArA jAne gaye padArtha, aura dUsarA mana tathA usameM utpanna hone vAle pratyakSa va apratyakSa padArthoM sambandhI vikalpa / ina donoM bAdhAoM meM se indriya jJAna sambandhI bAdhA sthUla hai kyoMki vaha bAhya meM par3e padArthoM kA Azraya liye binA utpanna nahIM hotI, aura mana sambandhI bAdhA sUkSma hai kyoMki isake vikalpoM ko bAhya meM kisI padArtha ke Azraya kI AvazyakatA nhiiN| mandira ke vAtAvarANa va ghara Adi ke vAtAvaraNa meM itanA hI antara hai ki ghara Adi meM to donoM prakAra kI bAdhAyeM sambhava haiM parantu mandira meM kevala mana sambandhI, kyoMki rAgAtmaka bAhya padArtha vahA~ dikhAI hI nahIM dete / ghara baiThakara vikalpoM ke prazamana kA puruSArtha karane meM donoM prakAra kI bAdhAoM kA sAmanA karanA par3atA hai jisameM adhika bala kI AvazyakatA hai, aura mandira meM baiThakara vahI puruSArtha karane meM kevala eka bAdhA kA sAmanA karanA par3atA hai| isake atirikta pratimA kI upasthiti majhe zAnti ke darzana karane meM sahAyatA detI hai, isalie kama bala se bhI kAma cala jAtA hai yadi vikalpoM ke prazamana ke lie paryApta bala mujha meM ho to mandira kI vAstava meM koI AvazyakatA nahIM thii| taba to ghara para baiThe, rela meM baiThe yA sar3akapara calate, kisI sthAna para bhI maiM vikalpoM ko dabAkara zAnti meM magna ho jAtA / parantu anubhava karane para yaha jAnA jAtA hai ki jIvana-caryA meM vikalpa bajAye dabane ke adhikAdhika vRddhi ko hI prApta hote haiM, isa lie vikalpa prazamana ke prayojanArtha ghara Adi kA vAtAvaraNa pratikUla par3atA hai aura mandira kA vAtAvaraNa anukuul| Age bhI sabhI jagaha yahI siddhAnta lAgU karanA par3egA ki anukUla vAtAvaraNa meM rahakara puruSArtha karane meM kama bala lagAnA par3atA hai| isalie Age ke saba prakaraNoM meM jahA~ antaraMga vikalpoM ke saMvaraNa arthAt prazamana kA aneka dizAoM meM prasAra hone lagegA vahA~ jisa-kisa prakAra bhI pratikUla nimittoM kA tyAga aura anukUla nimittoM kA grahaNa karane ko dRSTi se ojhala nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| kAraNa ki maiM adhika balavAloM kI koTi meM nahIM hU~, merI zakti bahuta hIna hai aura jarAsI bAta meM vikalpa uTha khar3e hote haiN| AgeM yadyapi zakti bar3hatI calI jAegI, tadapi tadanusAra anukUlatAe~ banAne kA prayAsa barAbara calatA rahegA, bhale hI pahale kI anukUlatAoM kA Age calakara koI mUlya na raha jaay| sAdhu dazA meM pahu~ca jAne para yadyapi mandira kA adhika mUlya nahIM raha jAtA, parantu kisI bhI anya ekAnta sthAna kA mUlya bana jAtA hai| (11) aba yaha to siddha ho gayA ki mandira meM Akara anukUla vAtAvaraNa ke kAraNa maiM cAhU~ to kiJcita zAnti prApta kara sakatA hU~ / parantu mandira meM A jAne ko paryApta mAnakara yadi santoSa kara bailUM to kyA usa prayojana kI siddhi sambhava hai ? nahIM, kyoMki yadyapi eka sthala bAdhA Tala cakI hai paranta atyanta prabala mana sambandhI sUkSma bAdhA jItanI bAkI hai| yadi usa bAdhA ko jItane kA prayatna kie binA hI, hitAhita ke viveka se hIna kevala sAmpradAyika vizvAsa ke AdhAra para mandira meM Akara hAtha joDUM aura calA jAU~ to iSTa kArya kI siddhi nahIM ho sktii| isalie itanA jAnanA Avazyaka hai ki 'mandira meM kyoM AnA cAhie, kaise AnA cAhie, aura vahA~ Akara kyA karanA caahie|' uparokta tIna praznoM meM se pahale prazna kA uttara to diyA jA cukA ki kevala vikalpoM kA prazamana karanA hI mandira meM Ane kA prayojana hai / isalie yahA~ Ane se yadi vikalpa kiJcit bhI zAnta nahIM hote to yahA~ AnA nirarthaka hai| tIsare prazna kA uttara bhI lagabhaga A gayA, ki yahA~ Akara pratimA meM jIvita deva kA darzana karate hue nija zAnti meM laya hone kA prayAsa karanA caahie| mandira meM Akara yadi 'yaha bar3A sundara hai, ye stambha saMgamaramara ke haiM, isa para bahuta paisA lagA hai, abhI isameM itanI kamI hai', ityAdi vikalpoM meM ulajhakara deva-darzana kA kArya bhUla bailUM, to yahA~ AnA nirarthaka hI huaa| isakA yaha artha nahIM ki yahA~ na AyeM, balki yaha hai ki yahA~ Akara ina vikalpoM meM ulajhane kI bajAya yathArtha deva-darzana kA kArya kareM / deva darzana va pUjA meM koI vizeSa antara nahIM hai, darzana bhI pUjana hI hai| aba yaha dekhanA hai ki mandira meM kaise AyA jAe? prayojana para dhyAna dIjiye / vikalpoM ke prazamanArtha va zAnti ke anabhavanArtha AtA hU~ yahA~ / zAnti ke darzana to deva pajA se ho jAte haiM. para vikalpoM kA prazamana svayaM karanA pddegaa| vikalpoM kI upasthiti meM deva ke bhI darzana na kara sakoge / netra karate hoMge darzana pratimA ke aura mana bhAgatA phiregA ghara va bAjAra meM / mandira to kevala nimitta mAtra hai| yadi svayaM puruSArtha pUrvaka vikalpoM kA kiJcit tyAga karU~ to mandira va

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23. deva-pUjA 149 6.zaMkA samAdhAna vAtAvaraNa sahAyaka kahalAyeM, aura yadi mana kA vyApAra calane dUM, isa para breka na lagAU~, to mandira to jabaradastI mujhase vikalpa chInane se rhaa| ata: mandira ke liye ghara se calate samaya pahalA paga jaba Age bar3he taba se hI apanA mandira sambandhI kArya prArambha karanA hai| _ "aba calA hU~ prabhu ke sAtha tanmaya hone, apanI zAnti kA athavA tRpti kA svAda lene, parama AhlAda meM nRtya karane / mAno prabhu kI vItarAgatA abhI se ghUmane lagI hai mere hRdayapaTa para / are cetana ! ye vikalpa kyoM ? kyA nAtA hai ina padArthoM se, kuTumba se, isa sampatti se yA isa zarIra se terA ? saba jar3a yA cetana pathika jA rahe haiM apane-apane mArga para barAbara baDhate hue eka lakSya kI ora, jAne kyoM ? maiM bhI jA rahA thA aba taka isake sAtha, para mujhe mur3a jAnA hai dUsarI pagaDaMDI para, aura ina saboM ko jAnA hai sIdhe isI pagaDaNDI para / jAne de inheM, tujhe kyA matalaba, kahIM jAeM, tU apanA mArga dekha aura ye dekheM apanA / nibhA liyA jitanA sAtha nibhAnA thA, sadA kisakA sAtha nibhatA hai, yoM hI milate aura bichur3ate rahate haiM, aba idhara mata dekha, isa apane mArga kI ora dekha / isa para jAte hue bhI to koI na koI sAthI mila hI jAyegA, ghabarAtA kyoM hai? bhale kama pathika jAte hoM isa mArga para, parantu jAte to avazya haiM, mArga sUnA to nahIM hai ? ve to the saba svArthI luTere, aura idhara mileMge ni:svArthI, karuNAdhArI / vaha dekha dUra dikhAI de rahA hai koI jAtA huaa| kitanI zAnta hai usakI cAla?" aura isI prakArakI vicAradhArA meM bahate-bahate na jAne kaba A jAya mandira kI ddyoddh'ii| ___"Aja bhagavAn ke darzana karane jA rahA hU~ , parama abhISTa zAnti kI upAsanA karane jA rahA huuN| sarva vikalpoM kI gaTharI chor3a de isI Dyor3hI ke bAhara / ise sara para rakhe kaise jAyegA Age, aura acchA bhI kyA lagegA isa ghasiyAre kI sI dazA meM prabhu ke pAsa jAtA huA ? yaha mAlI to yahA~ baiThA hI hai, jarA dekhate rahanA bhAI ! vApisa Akara uThA lUMgA ", aura isa prakAra saba vikalpoM ke bhAra ko tyAga kara praveza karatA hU~ mandira meM, mAno Aja maiM sAdhu hI huuN| mere meM aura sAdhu meM antara hI kyA hai ? usane ghara sampatti ko tyAga vairAgya dhArA aura maiMne bhI ghara sampatti tathA usake vikalpoM kI gaTharI ko tyAga kara vairAgya dhArA, vaha bhI zAnti kI ora unmukha aura maiM bhI zAnti kI ora unmukha / rahe ye vastra, so inakI koI mukhyatA nahIM, kyoMki isa samaya deva ke atirikta mujhe kucha dikhAI hI nahIM detA, yahA~ vastra becAre merI dRSTi meM kaise Ave? 'aura yaha dekho A gayA aba maiM sAkSAt prabhu ke sAmane / ' isake pazcAt vahI tallInatA jisake sambandha meM pahale kAphI batAyA jA cukA hai| isa prakAra apanI-apanI yogyatA ke anusAra kisI nizcita samaya ke liye 15 minaTa, AdhA ghaNTe yA eka ghaNTe ke lie sarvasaMga-vimukta hokara, ghara-gRhasthI se nAtA tor3akara, thor3e samaya ke liye mAno sAdhu hU~ aisA mAnakara, yadi mandira meM praveza karU~ to mere prayojana kI siddhi ho, aura usI kA nAma hai vAstava meM mandira jAnA / utane samaya ke liye vaisI dRr3hatA honI cAhie, jaisI ki seTha dhanaJjaya ko huI thii| dhana kI lAbha-hAni to tuccha sI bAta hai, yadi putra-mRtyu kA samAcAra bhI A jAe to netra na haTeM prabhu para se aura koI vikalpa na Ane pAve mana meM, "are ! usa putra kA nAtA hai hI kahA~ mere pAsa isa samaya? vaha to bAhara par3A hai gaTharI meN| bhAI ! z2arA bAhara pratIkSA karo, jaba bAhara jAUM to yAda dilAnA / kholU~gA usa gaTharI meM tumhArA kAgaja, kahIM mila gayA to| aba to kucha yAda nahIM par3atA, abhI daftara kA samaya huA nahIM, zAnti kA bhojana kara lUM, phira AUMgA, phira sunU~gA ki kyA kahanA hai tumheM, aba isa samaya avakAza nahIM hai|" aise hone cAhiyeM vicAra usa avasara para, taba kahA jA sakatA hai ki mandira meM jAnA saphala huA, aura use tU svayaM anubhava karegA / yaha hai vAstavika deva darzana /

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24. guru-upAsanA ( 1. punarAvRtti; 2. guru kauna; 3. Adarza zikSA; 4. Adarza upAsanA; 5. parAzraya meM svAzraya; 6. sacce guru| ) 1. punarAvRtti-pUrva saMskAroM ko jItakara mahAna-vikalpa-sAgara se pAra ho jAne vAle, tathA gambhIra prazAnta sAgara kI athAha gurutA ko prApta he guruvara ! mujhe bhI gurutA pradAna kareM / he kuzala khevaTiyA ! merI naukA isa bhavasAgara se pAra kareM / usa pAra, jahA~ na hai rAga dveSa kI jvAlA aura na hai harSa-zoka kI AMdhI, hai eka gahana zAnti / Aja maiM azAnta ha~, aura pratikSaNa milane vAlI aMtaraMga kI preraNA mujhe zAnta-dvIpa kI ora jAne ke liye vAcAla kara rahI hai, paranta vikalpoM kI isa AMdhI meM atyanta vizAla va bhayAnaka isa bhava-sAgara ko ina zaktihIna bhujAoM se kaise pAra karUM? he guruvara ! yadi janmAndha isa pAmara ko AMkheM pradAna karake Apa yaha na darzAte ki merA ghara zAnti hai aura Aja maiM azAnta-sAgara meM gote khA rahA hU~, to kisa prakAra mujhe ApakI zaraNa bhAtI, maiM kaise yaha samajha pAtA ki maiM to cidAnandaghana pUrNa paramezvara, AnandamUrti, tathA jJAna zarIrI, vartamAna meM sthita prabhu AtmA hU~, caitanya hU~, amUrtika hUM? bIva-tattva ke aise zraddhAna binA kaise yaha vizvAsa karatA ki, 'ye mere haiM maiM inakA hU~, inase mujhe sukha-dukha hai aura mujha se inheM sukha-dukha hai' isa prakAra kI dhAraNAoM ke AdhAra para dIkhane vAle bhinna kSetrAvagAhI strI, putra, dhana, makAna Adi tathA mere AMgana meM rahakara nRtya karane vAlA yaha camar3e kA zarIra athavA sUkSma-kArmaNa-zarIra aura nitya uThane vAle vikalpa Adi, sabhI padArtha 'para' haiM, mujhase atyanta bhinna haiM, inameM merA hita nihita nahIM hai / Aja taka sadA yahI mAnatA AyA hai ki. "inakA kArya maiM karatA hai aura inake kAraNa merA kAma hotA hai. inake lie maiM kArya karatA hU~ aura mere liye ye kAma karate haiM, mere svabhAva meM se inakA kArya arthAt lAbha hAni nikalatI hai aura inameM se merA kArya banatA hai, mere AdhAra para inakA jIvana va sattA hai aura inake AdhAra para merA jIvana va sattA hai, maiM na hoUM to ye na hoM, aura ye na hoM to maiM na hoUM, maiM inakI rakSA karatA hU~ aura ye merI rakSA karate haiM, ye na hote to merA bhI kalyANa ho gayA hotA, nyAya anyAya kabhI na karatA / mujha nirdoSa ko doSI banAne vAle ye haiM, maiM to ujjvala nirdoSa hU~", ityAdi / isa prakAra kI para padArthoM ke sAtha SaTkArakI abheda buddhi ke kAraNa inake hI kAma meM vyagratA dhAraNa kara, apane kAma se vimukha maiM azAnta banA huA hai, aura majA yaha ki phira bhI cAhatA zAnti hI haiN| yaha saba ApakA hI prasAda hai ki pratyakSa para padArthoM ke rUpa meM apane se bilkala bhinna SaTakArakI rUpa se pathaka dekhane meM samartha haA hai. ina sabako apanI dRSTi meM ajIva-tattvarUpa dekha pAyA huuN| vaha merI bhArI bhUla thI ki 'ajIva itane hote haiM, itane prakAra ke hote haiM, inake lakSaNa ye haiM' ityAdi jAnane ko hI ajIva-tattva kA zraddhAna ginatA rahA / kabhI vizleSaNa dvArA sva va para ko judA karake nahIM dekhaa| _ 'yadi merI bhUla hai to huA kare, isa bhUla se merI hAni hI kyA hai ?' isI prakAra kI dhAraNA Aja taka banI rhii| yaha bhI kabhI socane ko avakAza na milA ki merI vartamAna kI dazA kyA hai, aura zAnti kA svarUpa va usakI prApti kA saccA upAya kyA hai ? uparokta para-padArthoM kI vyagratA meM, icchAoM ke AdhAra para arthAt icchAoM ko kara maiM zAnti khojane baiThA hU~. yaha mahAna Azcarya hai| Apake binA majhe isa andhakAra meM kauna sajhAtA ki yahI to merA aparAdha hai, aura isa aparAdha ke hI dvArA puSTa kiye gaye nitya ke rAga dveSa ko prerita karane vAle saMskAra hI mere vAstavika bandhana haiM, azAnti ke mUla haiM ? ApakA zAbdika upadeza pAkara Aja taka yahI mAnatA AyA ki jar3a karmoM kA mere pradezoM meM AnA mAtra koI Asrava nAma kA tattva hai, aura unakA kisI vicitra prakAra se bandha hokara kArmaNa zarIra kA rUpa dhAraNa kara lenA bandha-tattva hai| Aja taka apanI zAnti va azAnti ko khojane kA prayatna nahIM kiyaa| karma haiM, aise haiM, vaise haiM, isa prakAra ke bhedoM kI ulajhana meM ulajhA apane ko jJAnI mAna baiThA, aura jhUThe abhimAna ke zikhara para baiTha, nIce par3I bilakhatI apanI zAnti kI avahelanA karane lgaa| ko

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151 24. guru-upAsanA 2. guru kauna ApakI mahAna kRpA se Aja vaha rahasya prakaTa ho jAne para mujhe pratyakSa dikhAI de rahA hai zAnti-patha, azAnti ke uparokta bhramAtmaka patha se bilkula ulTA, viparIta dizA meM jAne vaalaa| dhanya hai ApakI buddhi jo viSa meM se amRta khoja nikaalaa| anumAna ke AdhAra para yaha jAnakara ki 'vahA~ azAnti hai aura mujhe cAhiye zAnti, vahA~ vikalpa haiM aura mujhe cAhiye nirvikalpatA', yaha siddhAnta banA DAlA ki zAnti kA mArga azAnti se bilkula ulTA honA caahiye| Apane dekhA ki azAnti utpanna ho rahI hai para-padArthoM kA Azraya lene se, ata: zAnti kA mArga hogA usakA Azraya chor3a dene se aura isaliye mujha pAmara ko upadeza meM batAne lage yahI rahasya ki yadi maiM una para padArthoM kA kartA na banUM, unase lAbha hAni na mAnUM, unameM rasa na lU~, to avazya zAnta ho jAU~ / usI mArga kA arthAt saMvara kA prakaraNa cala rahA hai / lakSya hai para-padArthoM kA Azraya kataI na ho, kartA-buddhi ke AdhAra para hone vAlA rAga va dveSa bilkula na ho| rAga aura dveSa donoM sahodara haiM, 'yatra rAga: padaM dhatte dveSastatreti nizcayaH', jahA~ rAga hotA hai vahA~ dveSa hotA hI hai| koI dveSa ko burA samajhe aura rAga ko acchA mAne so galata hai, donoM hI AkulatA-janaka haiM, svayaM AkulatA svarUpa haiM, una donoM ko dUra karanA hogaa| 'ye bilkula na hoM' yaha merA lakSya hai| mujhe isa lakSya kI pUrti karanI iSTa hai, ise kAryAnvita rUpa denA abhISTa hai / lakSya-mAtra se to kAma calatA nahIM aura usakI prApti kI jijJAsA rakhakara usa ora cale binA vaha lakSya bhI kyA ? aba dekhanA yaha hai ki kyA isa lakSya kI prApti eka samaya meM ho jAnI sambhava hai, athavA kyA sampUrNa rAga-dveSa kA jIvana meM se viccheda kiyA jAnA sambhava hai ? nahIM, lakSya eka samaya meM nizcita ho jAyA karatA hai parantu prApti karane meM adhika samaya samaya lagatA hai| lakSya banAnA eka bAta hai aura usakI prApti karanA dasarI bAta / lakSya meM koI krama nahIM hotA parantu prApti ke liye koI mArga hotA hai jisameM krama par3atA hai| usa mArga meM dhIre-dhIre zakti-anusAra calanA hotA hai, isaliye calate-calate koI Age nikala jAtA hai aura koI raha jAtA hai pIche, kisI meM zAnti adhika prakaTa ho jAtI hai aura kisI meM raha jAtI hai kama / jitanA bala lagAo, jitanI tejI se qadama uThAo utanI hI jaldI zAnti ke nikaTa pahu~ca jaao| kyA adhika bala vAle aura kyA hIna bala vAle, usa mArga para calane ko dera hai, pahu~ca donoM hI jAyeMge lakSya para, koI pahale aura koI piiche| ata: prabhu ! apane ko asamartha mata samajha, usa mArga para calane kI sAmarthya tujhameM na ho aisI bAta nahIM hai / ata: cala, bhale hI dhIre-dhIre cl| zAnti ke mArga para gamana karate hue terA pahalA kartavya hogA kyA karane meM ? vaha hogA deva pUjA meM, zAnti ke pUrNa Adarza ke bahumAna meM, usakI bhakti va upAsanA meM, athavA caitya-caityAlaya va zAntasvarUpa pratimA ke bhAvapUrNa darzana meM, Adarza pUjA meM / deva kaisA honA cAhiye, pratimA va mandira se kyA lAbha, anukUla vAtAvaraNa kA mana para prabhAva par3atA hai, ityAdi bAteM batAte huye bhalI bhAMti yaha bAta darzA dI gaI thI ki deva kA Azraya lene kA yaha prayojana nahIM hai ki ve mujhe jabaradastI tAra deMge, para yaha hai ki namUne ke rUpa meM unheM apane sAmane rakhakara maiM apane jIvana meM unakA rUpa DhAlane kA prayala kara skuu| jaisA namUnA hogA vaisA hI mAla banAyA jA sakegA, isaliye namUne ke sambandha meM atyanta sAvadhA vartane kI AvazyakatA hai| khUba acchI taraha parIkSA karake apanI abhilASAoM ke anurUpa hI namUnA arthAt deva ko upAsya-rUpa meM grahaNa karanA cAhiye / binA viveka ke jaise-kaise bhI Adarza se hamArA lakSya prApta nahIM ho sktaa| 2. guru kauna-aba dUsare karttavya kI bAta calatI hai, vaha hai guru-upAsanA / jisa prakAra Upara acchI prakAra ghUma-phirakara, apane lakSya ke anurUpa deva maiMne khojA hai, usI prakAra yahA~ guru ke sambandha meM jAnanA / guru merI nAva ke khevaTiyA haiM, ata: deva se bhI adhika hai unakI mahattA / hRdaya kI jAgRti ke binA deva ko jIvita dekhanA, unase mu~ha dara mu~ha bAta karanA aura jIvanotthAna kI preraNAyeM prApta karanA sambhava nhiiN| parantu guru to jIvita hI haiM, isaliye yahA~ kaThinAI nhiiN| apane upadezoM dvArA apane abhiprAya ke anusAra ghumA sakate haiM ve apane ziSya kI buddhi ko, apane kRpA-kaTAkSa dvArA zaktipAta karake uThA sakate haiM ve apane ziSya ke jIvana ko| yadyapi guru-anveSaNa ke kSetra meM guru-parIkSA kI carcA yatra tatra sunAI detI hai, aura sAdhAraNa dRSTi se dekhane para yaha yukta bhI pratIta hotI hai, tadapi tAttvika dRSTi se dekhane para guru parIkSA sambhava pratIta nahIM hotii| kAraNa yaha ki

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24. guru-upAsanA 152 2. guru kauna guru-parIkSA kI bAta kahane vAle ke pAsa buddhi hai hRdaya nahIM / buddhigata thor3e se jJAna ke kAraNa jisakA hRdaya abhimAna se Dhaka gayA hai use isa jagata meM jaba apane se bar3A koI dikhAI hI nahIM detA to vaha parIkSA kisa kI karegA? vAstava meM hRdaya-loka meM ziSyatva kA udaya huye binA guru prApti sambhava nhiiN| isaliye parIkSA apanI hI karanI hai kisI dUsare kI nahIM / hRdaya meM ziSyatva jAgRta kareM, guru tujhe svayaM prApta ho jaayeNge| __ yadyapi guru ke sambandha meM bhI deva kI bhAMti nizcita rUpa se yaha nahIM kahA jA sakatA ki amuka hI guru haiM, kyoMki jisase apane jIvana ke liye koI bhI hita kI bAta sIkhane ko mile vahI guru hai / vyakti kA hita apanI dRSTi meM vahI hotA hai jisase ki usakA jIvana sukhamaya bane / isaliye eka juArI kA guru juArI hI ho sakatA hai, cora kA cora, pahalavAna kA pahalavAna aura dukAnadAra kA dukAnadAra / parantu yahA~ bAta hai pAramArthika hita kI, zAnti-prApti kI, jIvana ko bAhya jagata kI bAdhAoM se bacAkara bhItara kI ora unmukha karane kI / ata: Ao kisI aise guru kI khoja kareM jisase ki mere isa prayojana kI siddhi ho, jo ki isa dizA meM merA patha-pradarzana kara skeN| __ kahA~ khojeM, bhItara yA bAhara meM ? calo pahale bhItara hI khojeM / aura ye rahe ve |are bhAI ! udhara nahIM idhara,apane bhItara / nahIM dikhAI diye? bhaiyA ! kucha aura bhItara cala, abhI to tU indriyoM meM tathA mana aura buddhi meM hI aTakA hai / yahA~ nahIM haiM ve / isake bhI bhItara, aura bhItara, hRdaya kI antastama guhA meM, jahA~ na pahu~ca sakatI hai mana kI kalpanA aura na buddhi kI tarkaNA, kevala prema hI prema hai jahA~ / dekha kitane madhura haiM ye aura kitane hitaiSI, mAtA kI bhAMti / parama-mAtA haiM ye| kitanI sukhada hai inakI pyAra bharI goda, inakI caraNa-zaraNa / hara-kSaNa mere sAtha rahate haiM ye, merI aMgulI pakar3akara dhIre-dhIre calAte haiM ye, dhIre-dhIre car3hAte haiM ye sAdhanA ke kramotrata sopAnoM para / sadA mere Age-Age calakara mArga darzAte haiM ye, isa mArga ke pratyeka kaNTaka se bacAte haiM ye / bAhya jagata kI ora dekhane se citta meM rAga dveSa utpanna haA nahIM ki inhoMne turanta ghUrakara dekhA nahIM, koI bhI galata kArya huA nahIM ki turanta pyAra bharA tamAcA inhoMne mere gAla para jamAyA nahIM, vacana apane patha se bahakA nahIM ki turanta inhoMne jihvA pakar3I nahIM / aura isa prakAra barAbara dekhate rahate haiM ye mujhe| bhale hI so jAU~ maiM, para eka kSaNa ko bhI sote nahIM the| koI bhI bAta chipI nahIM hai mere mana kI ina se / jagata kI A~khoM meM dhala jhoMka sakatA hU~ maiM paranta majAla ki inheM dhokhA de jAya koI / merI sabhI cAlAkiyoM ko pahacAnate hai ye, jIvana ke sarva doSoM ko dUra karane ke liye, sarva aparAdhoM se merI rakSA karane ke liye, mere mana kA maila dhone ke liye, paga-paga para ghUrate rahate haiM ye mujhako, bAta-bAta meM ghur3akate rahate haiM ye mujhako, tamAcA lagAte rahate haiM ye mujhako / jaisA aparAdha vaisA hI daNDa / kabhI pazcAtApa mAtra, kabhI Atma-nindana, kabhI garhaNa, kabhI nija-doSAlocana, aura kabhI-kabhI rUdana va krandana / doSa ko tyAgakara jaba puna: lauTa AtA hU~ maiM apane bhItara, ina parama gurudeva ke caraNoM meM to pyAra se gale lagA lete haiM ye mujhe, mukha cUma-cUmakara madahoza kara dete haiM ye mujhe, aura so jAtA hU~ mai vizrAnta, inakI pyAra bharI goda meM / yahI haiM mere abhyantara-guru, parama guru, pAramArthika-guru, jise antardhvani nAma se abhihita kiyA gayA hai phle| ___ aba Aie bAhara meM bhI dekheM / jagata kA jar3a yA cetana pratyeka padArtha de rahA hai mujhe bar3e-bar3e upadeza / sArI rAta grAhaka kI pratIkSA meM bitA dene para prAta: nirAzA kI goda meM so jAtI hai vezyA, mujhe yaha upadeza dene ke liye ki nirAzA santoSa kI jananI hai / dekho roTI kA Tukar3A, paJjoM meM dabAe ur3I jA rahI hai yaha cIla aura idhara vaha dekho anekoM cIleM jhapaTa par3I usa para, roTI kA Tukar3A paje se chUTakara gira gayA nIce aura lar3AI ho gaI banda / upadeza de diyA isane hama sabako ki parigraha dukha kI khAna hai / yaha dekho dAla dhokara usase chilakA judA karane vAlI yaha kahArina bhI upadeza de rahI hai mujhe ki bhagavAna AtmA zarIra se pRthak haiM / aura isa prakAra kaNa-kaNa guru hai isa vizva kA, yadi koI suna sake inakA upadeza to / parantu itanI yogyatA vAle dattAtreya yA muni zivabhUti haiM hI kitane isa loka meM? ata: Ao khojeM vyavahArika kSetra meM / yahA~ bhI haiM anekoM guru, pUrvokta antarguru kI prakRti vAle, mere pathoM ke kaNTaka haTAne vAle, mujhe aparAdhoM se bacAne vAle, divya upadezoM dvArA mujhe Upara uThAne vAle, jyotirloka ke prati mujhe kramonnata sopAnoM para car3hAne vAle / antarguru the nirAkAra aura ye saba haiM sAkAra / saMskAroM kI mAyAvI vakAlata ke dhokhe meM Akara anekoM bAra cUka kara jAtA thA maiM / antardhvani kI bAta ko samajha baiThatA thA saMskAra kI aura saMskAra

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24. guru-upAsanA 153 3. Adarza zikSA kI bAta ko antardhvani kI / ina bAhya guruoM ke sAmane usa saMskAra kI tIna-pAJca calatI nahIM, kyoMki anubhavI haiM ye, anekoM utAra car3hAva dekhe haiM inhone, bAhya jIvana ke bhI aura antaraMga jIvana ke bhI, bAhya jagata ke bhI aura antaraMga jagata ke bhii| eka-eka caturAI ko jAnate haiM ye isakI / ata: vartamAna kI isa DAMvADola dazA meM atyanta upakArI haiM ye mere liye| ___isa zreNI meM sarva prathama sthAna prApta hai mAtA-pitA ko / zizu-kAla kI abodha dazA se lekara jaba taka bhalI bhAMti prabaddha na ho jAU~ maiM aura apanA hitAhita svayaM samajhane ke yogya na ho jAU~ maiM, taba taka barAbara patha pradarzana karate haiM ye merA, jIvana ke hara saMkaTa tathA kaNTaka se bacAte haiM ye mujhe / svayaM kaSTa jhelate haiM anekoM parantu mujhe kaSTa nahIM hone dete haiM tanika bhii| svayaM rUkhA khAkara mAtA ghI pilAtI hai mujhe, svayaM bhUkhI rahakara dUdha pilAtI hai mujhe, svayaM gIle meM sokara sUkhe meM sulAtI hai mujhe / kauna cukA sakatA hai inakA RNa? nata rahe mastaka sadA inake caraNoM meN|| isase kucha Age calakara Ate haiM mere zikSA-guru, skUla tathA kAleja ke adhyApakajana / kitane pyAra se par3hAte haiM ve mujhe, kisa prakAra ka se kabUtara sikhAte haiM ve mujhe, kisa prakAra choTI-choTI kathAyeM sunAkara jIvana rahasya samajhAte haiM ve mujhe aura kisa prakAra bar3e-bar3e granthoM kA adhyayana karane yogya banAte haiM ve mujhe| asaMskRta se susaMskRta banAte haiM ve mujhe, jIvana meM rahane ke vividha DhaMga sikhAte haiM ve mujhe / kaise cukA sakatA hUM unakA RNa ? nata rahe mastaka sadA inake caraNoM meN| inase bhI Upara calakara Ate haiM ve pAramArthika-guru, vItarAga-guru, jo upadeza dete haiM mujhe apane jIvana se| kitanI mamatA hai inake hoThoM para aura kitanA pyAra inakI AMkhoM meM? kitanI samatA hai inake hRdaya meM aura kitanA dulAra inakI bAtoM meM ? kitanA teja hai inake mastaka para aura kitanA Aloka inakI buddhi meM? kitane varada haiM inake hAtha aura kitanI rahasyamayI inakI caryA ? kitanA vizAla tathA udAra hai unakA hRdaya? sabhI ko samAna dekhane vAle, sabhI se nija zizuvata pyAra karane vAle, sabhI ko sanmArga darzAne vAle, sabhI ko jIvana ke atigupta rahasya batAne vAle, ve rahasya jinheM jAnane ke liye svayaM anekoM kaSTa sahe haiM unhoMne, durdhara tapazcaraNa kiye haiM unhoMne / bAhara ke santApa se bacAkara abhyantara ke pratApa meM le jAte haiM ye mujhe, asat loka kI bhayAvaha zaktiyoM se bacA kara satloka kI saira karAte haiM ye mujhe, azAnti se zAnti meM pahu~cAte haiM ye mujhe, prAyazcita dekara mala-zodhana karate haiM ye merA (de0 40/3.1) aura zuddha ho jAne para mukha cUmate haiM ye merA / kahA~ se lAU~ zabda inakA stavana karane ke liye? mere sarvasva haiM ye, mere bhagavAna haiM ye, mere jIvana haiM ye, mere prANa haiM ye / arpaNa ho jAUM mai sArA kA sArA inake caraNoM meM, tana se, mana se aura vacana se / inakI AjJA ke binA kucha na karU~ maiM, inakI AjJA ke binA kucha na bolUM maiM, inakI AjJA ke binA kucha na vicArUM maiM / aura isI meM hai merA hita, merA kalyANa, merA paramArtha / 3. Adarza zikSA-deva-pUjAvat guru-upAsanA kA prayojana bhI guru ko prasanna karanA yA rijhAnA nahIM hai balki unake zAnta-svarUpa para se apanA zAnta-svarUpa nihAranA, unake guNoM para se apane guNa smaraNa karanA tathA unake jIvana para se apane jIvana meM kucha parivartana karane kI preraNA lenA hai| isa mArga meM merI pragati barAbara bar3hatI calI jAnI caahiye| yadyapi deva pUjA karate samaya Adha pauna ghaNTe ke liye, antara kI pragati avazya kucha zAnti kI ora bar3hI thI para dainika-caryA ke anya samayoM meM laukika dhandhoM meM phaMsakara vaha puna: manda par3a jAtI hai, luptavat ho jAtI hai| guru kA jIvana mujhe mandira mAtra kA sImita karttavya nahIM darzAtA, balki caubIsa ghaNToM kI merI jIvana-caryA meM kucha yogya antara DAlane kI preraNA detA hai, tathA isa saMzaya ko dUra karatA hai ki yaha zAnti pUrNa ho sakanI zakya bhI hai yA nhiiN| guru se prazna karake nahIM balki unake jIvana para se yaha bAta par3hI jA sakatI hai ki yaha zAnti avazya pUrNa ho sakatI hai aura mujhe apane jIvana meM kucha parivartana karanA cAhiye / jaisA ki deva pUjA ke zIrSaka naM06 ke antargata tRtIya prazna kA uttara dete huye dikhAyA gayA hai, jIvita Adarza se kucha zAbdika upadeza na milane para bhI eka bhArI upadeza milatA hai / yaha upadeza kucha aira hotA hai jo sIdhA jAkara jIvana para TakarAtA hai aura jIvana kI dizA ko ghumA detA hai / do varSa kI svAdhyAya bhI itanA nahIM sikhA sakatI jitanA ki eka minaTa kI guru-upAsanA sikhA detI hai / guru jIvita Adarza haiM isaliye inakI upAsanA yA darzana mere jIvana meM eka phera lA sakane ko samartha hai / yadyapi guru maukhika upadeza bhI dete haiM, jisase bar3e-bar3e saiddhAntika rahasya

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154 24. guru-upAsanA 4. Adarza upAsanA khula jAne ke kAraNa mArga sarala bana jAtA hai, parantu jIvana ko preraNA dene vAlA upadeza vacanoM se nahIM svayaM unake jIvana se liyA jAtA hai| zAbdika upadeza hama zAstra meM bhI par3ha sakate haiM para jIvita upadeza hameM guru ke sivAya kahIM anyatra upalabdha nahIM ho sakatA / isaliye guru-upAsanA hai dUsarA paga jo ki isa mArga kA bar3A Avazyaka aMga hai| 4. Adarza upAsanA merI bhAMti una guruoM ne bhI prathama paga deva-pUjA meM hI rakhA thaa| usake kAraNa hRdaya loka meM praveza ho jAne para unheM samatA kA paricaya milA aura sAtha-sAtha unhone apane andara se AtI haI yaha garjanA bhI sunI ki "prabhu ! tU siMha hai, siMha kI santAna hai, trilokAdhipati hai, apane ko pAmara va kAyara mata samajha, apanI jAti ko pahicAna, jinakA tU upAsaka banA hai vahI tU hai|" usase hI jAgRti milI aura bana gaye vIra, indriya-vijayI / aisA vIratva apane andara jAgRta karane ke liye hI guru-upAsanA kI pradhAnatA hai| guru-upAsanA kA artha guru ke pAMva dabA denA yA unakI jhUThI prazaMsA karake unheM prasanna karane kA prayatna karanA mAtra nahIM hai, isakA Antarika artha kucha aura hai| upAsanA kahate haiM 'upa+ Asana' arthAt nikaTa meM baiThanA / guru-upAsanA kA artha huA guru ke nikaTa baiThanA, gurudeva kI Antarika zAnti ke nikaTa baiThanA, unakI samatA ke nikaTa baiThanA, unakI vItarAgatA ke nikaTa baiThanA / dhanya hai prabhu ApakA jIvana, Apake pAsa gRhastha dazA meM saba kucha hote huye bhI Apane usakI ora citta na lagAyA / vAstava meM Apane tattva ko smjhaa| mujha pAmara kA bhI udvAra kIjiye, vahI bhAvanA mere andara bhI bhara dIjiye / (vastuta: bhAvanA ye nahIM bhareMge, parantu bhakti ke Aveza meM unake prati bahumAna hone se aise zabda nikala hI jAyA karate hai) (de0 23/6.4) / gRhastha meM Apa apane ko santAna kA sahAyaka mAna rahe the, parantu kitanI jaldI choDa dI Apane vaha dhAraNA? merA bhI yaha bhrama dUra kara dIjie prabhu / Apane isa saMsAra se dUra eka nayA saMsAra basAyA hai / kitanA sundara hai yaha saMsAra jahA~ zAnti-sundarI ke sAtha Apa kilola kara rahe haiM, jahA~ isa sundarI kI kokha se Apake santati utpanna huI hai, niSkapaTatA, niSkaSAyatA tathA anya anekoM sadaguNa? mujhe bhI vahIM le calie prabhu / kitane svatantra haiM Apa? na hai vastra kI AvazyakatA, na dhana kI cAha, na kisI sahAyatA kI apekSA, na indrAdi padoM kI icchA / dhanya hai ApakI svatantratA, dhanya hai ApakI nirbhayatA, dhanya hai ApakI saamytaa| sakha-dakha meM tathA anakalatA-pratikalatA meM sadA samAna bhAva, sadaiva apane ko hI nihAranA / mujha para bhI karuNA kIjiye nAtha, yaha bhAva va zakti mujhe bhI pradAna kiijiye| dekhiye bhagavan ! ApakA vIrya kitanA bar3hA huA hai ki Apane kuTumbAdi se mamatva chor3A to chor3A parantu isase bhI Age Apane to mere isa sandeha ko ki 'kyA garmI sardI Adi kI bAdhAyeM sahana karane ko maiM samartha ho sakU~gA' dUra karake yaha siddha kara diyA ki mai avazya sahana kara skuuNgaa| Apa dhanya haiM parantu isase mere jIvana ko kucha preraNA mile tabhI to yaha 'dhanya dhanya hai| Aja ke logoM ko sambhavata: yaha bhrama hotA hai ki dizAoM mAtra ko vastra-sa karake AkAza kI khulI chata ke nIce, garmI sardI Adi kI anekAneka pIr3AyeM sahana karate huye Apa vyarthakA kaSTa jhela rahe haiM aura yaha kaSTa-sahiSNutA hI Apako mukti dilA degI, parantu yaha unakA kevala bhrama hai / Aja mujhe Apake prasAda se tattvoM kA prakAza milA hai / koI jIva azAnti ke mArga meM se zAnti pA nahIM sakatA, aisA mujhe dRr3ha vizvAsa ho gayA hai| Apake jIvana ko tapazcaraNa kA jIvana kahA jAtA hai, parantu na jAne kyoM mujhe vaha phUloM kI seja para vizrAma karatA pratIta hotA hai? yaha sukha kA mArga hai, isameM duHkha hai hI nhiiN| kar3Ake kI sardI sahana karate huye bhI ApakI mukhAkRti dekhane para Apake antara meM kallolita zAnta rasa kA sAgara mujhe pratyakSa dikhAI de rahA hai| azAnti kI eka rekhA ko bhI vahA~ praveza nhiiN| sardI Adi sahana karane se Apako duHkha hotA to Apake andara azAnti hotI, aura vaha Apake mastaka para Aye binA na rahatI, parantu yahA~ vaha dIkhatI nhiiN| aba maiM jAna pAyA ki ye bAdhAyeM Apake liye bAdhAyeM nahIM haiM, ApakA vIratva jAgRta ho cukA hai, Aja Apane sAkSAt zatruoM ko lalakArA hai, zatru sAmane khar3e haiM parantu kisI meM sAmarthya nahIM ki Apako DigA sake / dhanya hai ApakA yaha sAhasa ki yaha bAta pratyakSa dikhAdI, zabdoM se nahIM varana apane jIvana se| kitane bar3e yoddhA banakara yuddha kSetra meM utare haiM Apa, jahA~ bar3e se bar3A zatru AtA hai Apako vicalita karane ke liye, ApakI parIkSA lene ke liye pauSa-mAgha meM calane vAlA tIvra vAyu kA vega rAtri ko kitanI ThaNDI kara detA hai, parantu Apa aisI rAtri meM dhairya aura

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24. guru-upAsanA 155 4. Adarza upAsanA zAnti se cintavana meM nijAnanda-rasapAna kiyA karate haiN| Apa ke sAhasa ko dekhakara jana-sAmAnya ko kampA dene vAlA tuSAra svayaM kampAyamAna ho gayA hai aaj| vaha bhAgA jA rahA hai na jAne kisa ora? Apake prahAra se mAno bhayabhIta ho Aja khaNDa-khaNDa hokara hima ke rUpa meM Apake caraNoM meM A par3A hai vh| isa prakAra ke bhAvoM se guru kA svarUpa dekhakara, apanI zakti kI svIkRti hai unake nikaTa baiThanA arthAt guru-upAsanA / yadi isa prakAra karU~ aura karatA cAlA jAU~ to kyA samajha na pAU~gA ki mere liye bhI vaisA bana jAnA sambhava hai, aura kyA aisA karane se merI gati isa mArga meM aura na bar3hegI? isa upAsanA ke pratApa se merA lakSya aura nikaTa A jaaegaa| ata: he kalyANArthI ! he zAntipatha ke pathika ! rAga kI zaraNa ko chor3akara aba guru kI zaraNa meM aa| yaha to hai guru-upAsanA kA pAramArthika svarUpa, aura inakI mAnasika, vAcika va kAyika vinaya hai usakA vyAvahArika svarUpa / mana meM unake prati uparyukta prakAra se bahumAna jAgRta karanA hai guru kI mAnasika vinaya, aura zabdoM dvArA usa manogata bahumAna ko prakaTa karanA arthAt unakA stavana karanA hai usakI vAcika vinaya / kAyika vinaya ke antargata haiM anekoM kriyAyeM / guru ko daNDavat praNAma karanA, unake Ane para khar3e ho jAnA, unhe uccAsana pradAna karanA, pAdaprakSAlana karake use mastaka para car3hAnA, arghA-arpaNa karanA, ve caleM to natamastaka unake pIche-pIche calanA, kisI se bAta kareM to bIca meM na bolanA, koI bAta pUchanI ho to atyaMta vinamra bhAva se hAtha jor3akara pUchanA uddaNDatApUrvaka nahIM, svayaM samajhane ke liye pUchanA dUsaroM ko samajhAne ke liye nahIM ityAdi / ye kriyAyeM hI haiM inakI vyAvahArika upAsanA / athavA bahazrata hote haye bhI alpazrata garu ke samakSa apane ko taccha mAnanA hai unakI mAnasika vinaya, 'saba ApakA kRpA-prasAda hai' isa prakAra kahate hue apane sakala guNoM kA kAraNa unako aura sakala doSoM kA kAraNa apane ko mAnanA tathA batAnA hai unakI vAcika vinaya, aura zarIra dvArA puna:-puna: nati karate huye apane ko unake caraNoM meM arpaNa karanA hai unakI kAyika vinaya / 'vinaya ke abhAva meM guru se kauna kyA prApta kara sakatA hai,' abhimAna kA sira nIcA hotA hai, ye saba bAteM Age 'uttama tapa' ke antargata 'vinaya' nAmaka tapa ke prakaraNa meM batAI jAne vAlI haiM / (de0 40/3.2) zAnti ke pUrNa Adarza hone ke kAraNa deva to vandanIya tathA pUjya haiM hI, parantu guru bhI unase kisI prakAra kama nhiiN| bhale hI bhItara meM koI sUkSma antara ho to ho parantu bAhara se dekhane para donoM samAna haiN| guru kRpA ke binA kucha !!!!//II 10. Ta -new dhanya hai ApakA vIratva, antaraMga tathA bahiraMga koI bhI / IYA | zatra jise parAsta karane ko samartha nhiiN| - -

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24. guru-upAsanA 156 5. parAzraya meM svAzraya bhI sambhava nahIM, na viSayoM kA tyAga aura na tattvadarzana / phira sahajAvasthA kI prApti kA arthAt svAbhAvika zAnti kI prApti kA prazna kyA ? guru hI paramabrahma haiM, guru hI parama tattva haiM, guru hI parA-gati haiM, guru hI parama-vidyA haiM, guru hI parama dhana haiM, guru hI parama-kAma haiM aura guru hI parama Azraya haiM / deva se bhI Upara hai unakA sthAna / bhagavAna se bhI bar3hakara haiM ve| deva ko deva batAne vAle ve haiM, bhagavAna ko bhagavAna batAne vAle ve haiN| yadi apanI madhura vANI dvArA ve jagata ko yaha rahasya na batAte ki 'vaha to tumhAre bhItara hI hai, bhItara bhI kyA, vaha to tuma svayaM hI ho,' to kauna jAna pAtA ki bhagavAna kauna haiM aura kahA~ rahate haiM ? bhagavAna baiThe rahate apane ghara meM aura maiM phirA karatA DhUMDhatA unheM vanoM meM, mandiroM meM tathA vividha kalpanAoM meM / bane rahate ve bhagavAna apane liye parantu kisI ko kaise patA calatA ki ye hI haiM ve jinakI talAza thI mujhe "guru govinda doU khar3e kAke lAgauM paaNy| balihArI guru Apane, govinda diyo batAya // " kIcar3a se nikAlakara mu~ha dara mu~ha ve mujhe merA hita na darzAte to deva kA paricaya bhI mujhe kaise prApta hotA, maiM isa uttama mArga meM Akara jIvana ko kiJcita zAnta kaise banA pAtA? zAnti kI apekSA dekhane para pA~coM hI parameSThiyoM kA eka sthAna hai| AcArya kucha U~ce haiM, upAdhyAya kucha nIce haiM, arhanta sabase U~ce haiM ityAdi prakAra kA bheda eka vandaka kI dRSTi meM hai hI nhiiN| vAstava meM vaha na deva ko vandatA hai aura na guru ko / usakA vandana to hai kevala eka Adarza ko, samatA ko, jo pA~coM meM use samAna dikhAI detI hai| 5. parAzraya meM svAzraya-kisI ko pUjane meM vyakti kA koI na koI lakSya to hotA hI hai| isIlie dhana kA icchuka jo lakSmI ko pUjatA hai, bahI, bATa, tarAjU, gaz2a Adi ko pUjatA hai, so vRthA nahIM pUjatA, kyoMki usake antaraMga meM dhana-prApti kA lakSya hai / isI prakAra paMca-parameSThI kI pUjA meM bhI merA koI na koI lakSya avazya honA caahie| vaha lakSya kyA hai? "tU caitanya padArtha hai, ye saba strI-putra, dhana-dhAnyAdi tujhase bhinna haiM, zarIra tathA rAga-dveSAdi yahA~ taka ki yaha laukika paryAya bhI kisI apekSA para hai. jJAna meM inakA Azraya Ane para kacha rAgAtmaka vikalpa uThe binA nahIM rhte| ata: inakA Azraya chor3e binA zAnti milanI asambhava hai|" isa prakAra eka ora to para-tatva ko chor3ane kA upadeza diyA jA rahA hai, use aniSTa batAyA jA rahA hai aura dUsarI ora deva va guru kA Azraya lene kI, unakI pUjA, vandanA Adi karane kI preraNA dI jA rahI hai| kyA deva va guru 'sva' haiM? ye bhI to para haiM, phira usa hI kA niSedha aura usI kA grahaNa, kaisI ajIba bAta hai jo samajha meM nahIM AtI / so bhAI ! aisI bAta nahIM hai, para-tattva kA Azraya to sadaiva azAnti kA hI kAraNa hai aura hamArA karttavya eka mAtra nija zAnti meM ThaharanA hai, parantu kyA kareM alpa-dazA meM yaha sambhava nahIM dIkha rahA hai| pUrva ke prabala saMskAra vaza adhika dera zAnti meM sthiratA rahatI nahIM, puna: puna: laukika para-padArthoM kI ora upayoga bhAgane kA prayatna karatA hai, isaliye yadi para-tattva kA hI Azraya lenA hai to kisI aise kA le jisase ki laukika-tIvra-rAgAtmaka vikalpa na uTha pAveM, vikalpa hI uThe to zAnti sambandhI utthe| isI lakSya kI siddhi ke liye zAnti ko prApta kinhIM para-tattvoM kA Azraya lene ke liye kahA jA rahA hai| laukika-para-padArthoM kA Azraya parAzraya ke liye hotA haiM, inameM-se rasa lene ke liye hotA hai, parantu yaha Azraya parAzraya chur3Ane ke liye hai| guru samatA tathA prema kI mUrti hai / unake roma roma se hRdayotkarSa kA yaha mahA spanda dazoM dizAoM meM prasArita ho rahA hai| isaliye unake sAnidhya se mere hRdaya meM bhI vaisA hI spanda uThatA pratIta hotA hai| hRdaya ko Alokita karane vAlA merA yaha abhyantara spanda kyoMki majhe samatA kI yAda dilAtA hai, zAnti ke darzana karAtA hai isaliye yaha 'para' kA Azraya bhI 'sva' ke Azraya ke liye hI hai / bhaviSya kI bAta nahIM vartamAna meM hI usake AdhAra para maiM adhikAdhika sva kI ora jhukatA pratIta hotA hU~, ata: bAhya meM deva va guru kA Azraya antaraMga meM nija zAnti kA hI Azraya hai| donoM kriyAyeM sAtha-sAtha cala rahI haiM-laukika-para-padArthoM se bAhya-nivRtti, deva guru meM bAhya-pravRtti, deva guru se antaraMga nivRtti, sva-zAnti meM antaraMga-pravRtti / nivRtti va pravRtti donoM mArgoM kA kitanA sundara samanvaya hai ? yahI hai paMca-parameSThI kI pUjA yA upAsanA meM merA svArtha /

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157 24. guru-upAsanA 6. sacce guru 6. sacce guru-guru ve hote haiM jo vItarAga va zAnta hoM, jinheM garmI-sardI kA, DAMsa-macchara kA, kutte-siMha Adi krUra jantuoM kA, bhUkha-pyAsa Adi kA tathA anya bhI kisI prakAra kA bhaya na ho / jo sarvata: nirbhIka vRtti ke dhAraka hoM, sI bhI bAta kA zoka, kheda va cintA na ho, jinheM lajjA va glAni Adi ke bhAva na Ate hoM, jinheM kabhI krodha na AtA ho, jinheM apane tapa kA athavA jJAna kA athavA pratiSThA Adi kA abhimAna na ho / 'maiM itanA jJAnI va tapasvI hUM, logoM ko merI vinaya karanI cAhiye' aisA bhAva jinheM na AtA ho, apanI prasiddhi ke lie athavA ziSyamaNDalI kI vRddhi ke lie mAyAcArI ke bhAva jinameM na hoM, merI prasiddhi va khyAtI phailanI cAhiye, tathA merI ziSya maNDalI adhika honI cAhiye isa prakAra ke lobhajanaka bhAvoM kA jinameM abhAva ho / isa prakAra jinhoMne cAroM kaSAyoM ko parAsta kara diyA ho, ve vItarAgI sacce guru haiN| sArAMza yaha hai ki vItarAgI guru ve haiM jo zAnti ke pratIka hoM; kaSAyoM va pA~coM indriyoM ke vijetA hoM; ahiMsA satya, acaurya, brahmacarya va aparigraha ina pA~coM mahAvratoM se suzobhita hoM, IryA, bhASA, eSaNA, AdAna-nikSepaNa va utsarga ina pA~ca samitirUpa kavaca ke dhAraNa karane vAle hoM; samatA, vandanA, stuti, pratikramaNa, svAdhyAya va kAyotsarga ye chaha Avazyaka jinake rakSaka hoN| aisA to jinakA antaraMga jIvana ho tathA nagnatA, keza-hu~cana, adantadhovana, snAna-rahitatA, eka bAra bhojana, khar3e-khar3e kara pAtra meM bhojana, tathA bhU-zayana ina sAta bAhya guNoM ke dhAraka hoM / ina 28 mUla-guNoM sahita jo uttama kSamA, mArdava, Arjava, zauca, satya, saMyama, tapa, tyAga, AkiJcanya va brahmacarya ina dasa dharmoM ko dhAraNa karane vAle hoN| aise vIra, vijetA tathA svatantra vaibhavazAlI hI sacce guru haiM, kyoMki inake hI antaraMga va bAhya jIvana meM zAnti va vItarAgatA ke darzana hone sambhava haiM / ina saba guNoM kA vistAra Age sAdhu-dharma ke antargata kiyA jAne vAlA hai / (de0 32.1) / ina guNoM ke abhAva meM bhI yadi kinhIM meM tattva dRSTi, samatA, prema tathA vairAgya kA sadbhAva hai to prAthamika bhUmikA meM unakI zaraNa bhI kalyANakara ho sakatI hai, parantu aise guru apane ziSya ko vahA~ taka hI Upara uThA sakate haiM, jahA~ taka ki unakA apanA stara hai, usase Upara nahIM / isaliye uparyukta guru kI apekSA inakA sthAna nIcA hI rahatA hai / tadapi ziSya bhI kyoMki nimna stara kA hai isaliye vaha unako pUrNa hI dekhatA hai hIna nahIM / hInatA dekhanA abhimAna hai jisake sadbhAva meM ziSyatva sambhava nhiiN| guru dezanA ko prApta jIva bAhya tathA Abhyantara jagat se zUnya kevala cijjayoti, saccidAnanda svarUpa ko prApta kara letA hai|

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25. svAdhyAya ( 1. svAdhyAya kA mahattva; 2. zAstra vinaya; 3. zAstra kyA; 4. prayojanIya viveka / 1. svAdhyAyakA mahattva-aho ! mujha jaise alpajJa ko ghara baiThe samasta vizva kA sAkSAtkAra karAne vAlI mA~-sarasvatI kA upakAra / yadi yaha na hotI to Aja itanI nikRSTa paristhiti meM jaba ki deva dikhAI dete haiM na guru, mujhe zAnti kI bAta kauna sunAtA? zAnti-mArga kI sAdhanA ke antargata Aja svAdhyAya kI bAta calanI hai| zAnti-prApti kI siddhi ke artha AvazyakatA isa bAta kI hai ki jisa kisa prakAra bhI abhilASA-pravarddhaka vikalpoM kA, bhale kucha dera ke liye sahI, saMvaraNa kara diyA jAya, prazamana kara diyA jAya / upAya nikalA yaha ki sArI jIvana-caryA meM se Adha yA pauna ghaNTA avakAza nikAlakara, utane samaya mAtra ke liye gRhastha ke vAtAvaraNa ko bilkula bhUlane tathA zAnti kA smaraNa karane kA prayatna kIjie / mandira meM jAkara deva darzana yA pUjana kIjiye athavA guru kI zaraNa meM jAkara unakI upAsanA kIjiye / parantu vicAra karane para yaha bAta dhyAna meM Aye binA na rahegI ki ina kAmoM meM thor3I dera hI salaMgna raha sakatA huuN| svatantra-rUpa meM apane hRdaya se nikAla-nikAlakara kaba taka prabhu-bhakti ke udgAra prakaTa kara sakU~gA? sambhavata: cAra-pA~ca dina taka banA rahe yaha krama, parantu tatpazcAta ve udgAra sarIkhe dIkhane vAle bhAva zabdamAtra hI raha jAyeMge aura mana apanA kAma karatA rahegA gRhasthI meM ghUmane kaa| tAtparya yaha ki zAnti ke darzanoM meM citta aTakAne kA kAma isa prathama bhUmikA meM adhika dera taka kiyA jAnA bahuta kaThina hai| isaliye ina kAmoM ke atirikta koI aura kAma aisA DhUMDhanA hogA jisameM ki bahuta adhika dera taka upayoga ko aTakAyA jA sake, aura itanA aTakAyA jA sake ki zAnti kI bAtoM ke atirikta ise anyatra jAne ko AvakAza na mile / saubhAgyavaza eka upAya nikala hI AyA, aura vaha hai 'svaadhyaay'|| dUsarA prayojana yaha hai ki bhale hI guru meM zAnti ke darzana kara pAyA hUM para isa zAnti se bilkula aparicita mujha ko zabdoM ke binA kauna yaha batAye ki isakI prApti amuka prakAra honI sambhava hai ? namUnA apanA svarUpa batA sakatA hai para apane banAne kA upAya nhiiN| mujha ko to azAnta se zAnta bananA hai aura bar3e vikaTa vAtAvaraNa meM rahate huye bananA hai| kyA-kyA prakriyAyeM karU~, jIvana ko kaise DhAlUM jo isa prayojana kI siddhi ho? ThIka hai ki deva darzana aura guru upAsanA bhI isa mArga meM bar3I sahAyaka prakriyAyeM haiM, parantu mandira ke samaya se bace jIvana ke itane lambe kAla meM kyA vaise hI vartana karatA rahU~ jaise ki aba kara rahA hUM? aisA hI karatA rahU~ to deva va guru ke darzanoM se prApta huI zAnti thor3I dera bhI na Tika sake aura jIvana ke 24 ghaNTe atyanta tIvra vyagratA meM bitAye jAne ke kAraNa, mandira meM praveza karate samaya bhI tatsambandhI vikalpoM ke dRr3ha saMskAroM kA tyAga thor3I dera ke liye bhI na kara skuuN| ata: kucha aisI bAteM bhI avazya honI cAhiye jinako vartamAna paristhiti meM rahate huye bhI maiM apane caubIsa ghaNToM ke jIvana meM kiJcit utAra sakU aura vikalpoM kI tIvratA meM tanika mandatA lA skuu| kauna batAye yaha bAteM mujhe| ghabarA nahIM jijJAsu ! vaha dekha sAmane se AtI huI prakAza kI eka rekhA aba bhI tujhe bulA rahI hai apanI ora / cala, kucha prakAza milegA jisakI sahAyatA se tU apane jIvana ko par3ha sakegA ki kyA kucha aura karanA hai tujhe| oha ! yaha to vANI hai, mA~ sarasvatI hai, kitanA zAnta hai isakA svarUpa jisake darzana mAtra se itanI tRpti bAteM sunane se kyA na hogA? kRpA kIjie mAtA ! mujhe mArga darzAie, deva tathA guru darzana se Ane vAlI kSaNika zAnti ne mere citta meM aba yaha lagna utpanna kara dI hai ki jisa-kisa prakAra bhI isameM adhikAdhika vRddhi kruuN| aba gRhasthI sambandhI vyagratA sAkSAt-rUpa se mujhako dAha utpanna karatI pratIta hone lagI hai| merI rakSA karo maaN| svAdhyAya kA artha hai sva+adhyAya yA sva-adhyayana, arthAt nija zAnta svarUpa kA adhyayana yA darzana / yadyapi deva-darzana va guru-upAsanA meM bhI yahI kArya siddha hone ke kAraNa ve donoM kArya bhI svAdhyAya kahe jA sakate haiM parantu

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25. svAdhyAya 159 2. zAstra-vinaya adhika dera taka vikalpoM se bacakara kucha adhika zAnti meM sthiti pAne ke artha yaha tIsarA kArya adhika upayogI hai| ata: mukhyata: svAdhyAya usa tIsarI prakriyA kA nAma hai jisameM samAveza pAtA hai upadeza, maukhika yA likhit| yadyapi deva se bhI kucha mUka-upadeza prApta huA, para usakA krama adhika dera taka na cala sakA / guru ke dvArA bhI maukhika upadeza diyA gayA jisase mahAna kalyANa huA aura jI cAhA ki nirantara isa amRta kA pAna karatA rahU~ / jitanI dera taka upadeza sunatA rahA, jaisA ki yahA~ pravacana sunate huye Apako pratIta hotA hai, mAno maiM saba kucha bhUla gayA, jIvana meM eka utsAhasA AtA pratIta hotA rahA, kucha preraNA milatI rahI / parantu kahA~ hai merA itanA saubhAgya ki guru pratidina mujhako milate raheM? Aja mile kala nahIM, ramate jogI haiM, vana-vana vicarate haiM, kyA jAne kidhara nikala jAyeM, aura phira mere liye vahI andhakAra / Aja to samasyA hI dUsarI hai, eka dina kA bhI guru kA samparka honA sambhava pratIta nahIM hotA, guru hI dikhAI nahIM dete / jahA~ darzana kI hI sambhAvanA nahIM vahA~ upadeza kaisA? isa prakAra raha gayA maiM korA kA korA, asamaJjasa meM par3A, bag2aleM jhA~katA aura vicAratA ki kyA karU~, kaise rakSA karU~ ina duSTa vikalpoM se apa saubhAgyavaza sarasvatI mA~ ne AzA dilAI, aura vaha dekho aba bhI kitane prema se bulA rahI hai mujhe apanI ora / aba koI cintA nahIM, Azraya mila gayA, aisA ki cAhe kitanI hI dera sunatA rahU~ upadeza, cAhe jitanA samaya bitA dUM aura vikalpoM ko praveza pAne kA avakAza na mile| jo hara samaya mere pAsa hai, kahIM vana Adi meM jAne kI AvazyakatA nahIM arthAt guruoM kA hI likhita upadeza, Agama yA zAstra / jitanI dera cAhU~ paDhUM, jitanI bAra cAhU~ palUM, jaba cAhU~ vicArU~, jahA~ cAhU~ vicArU~, jaisI avasthA meM cAhU~ vicArU~ aura vizeSatA yaha ki vahI guru kI bAta, vahI pratidhvani, mAno sAkSAt guru hI bola rahe haiM, sAmane baitthe| gahana tathA gambhIra se gambhIra samasyAoM kA sarala upAya batA dene meM samartha, yaha Agama hI hai vAstava meM sarasvatI / zAnti meM snAna tathA antarmala zodhana ke liye yahI yathArtha gaMgA hai, aura vikalpoM se merI rakSA karane ke kAraNa yahI mAtA hai| svAdhyAya kA artha zAstra ko par3hanA mAtra nahIM hai balki usakA artha hai jisa-kisa prakAra bhI zAnti-mArga ke padeza kA rahasyArtha grahaNa karanA tathA usameM isa atyanta caMcala mana ko aTakAnA / isaliye "vizeSa jJAnI yA upayakta vaktA ke mukha se vaha rahasya sunanA, vizeSa spaSTIkaraNa ke artha zaMkAyeM uThanA, prazna kara-karake samAdhAna karanA, avadhArita artha ko ekAnta meM puna: puna: cintavana karanA yA vicAranA, jo kucha samajhA hai usakA paramparA yA AmnAya se milAna karake parIkSA karanA ki ThIka samajhA hU~ yA nahIM, kahI bhUla to nahIM hai, yadi bhUla ho to pakSapAta tajakara usake sudhAra kA prayatna karanA, jo nirNaya kiyA hai usakA upadeza anya ko denA yA jo samajhA hai usako likhanA" yaha saba svAdhyAya hai koI par3hanA jAne yA na jAne, upadeza denA jAne yA na jAne kisI na kisI prakAra svAdhyAya avazya kara sakatA hai aura mArga kA nirNaya kara apanA hita kara sakatA hai| 2. zAstra-vinaya deva tathA guru kI bhA~ti svAdhyAya meM bhI vinaya tathA bahumAna atyanta Avazyaka hai, vinaya-rahita sunA yA par3hA bekAra hai / guru va vANI ke prati bahumAna na ho to koI bhI bAta sIkhI nahIM jA sktii| mujhe kevala par3hakara svAdhyAya kI rUr3hi pUrI nahIM karanI hai balki kucha hita kI bAta sIkhanI hai| vinaya-yukta hokara hI sIkhA jA sakatA hai kucha, jisa prakAra ki lakSmaNa ne sIkhI thI vidyA rAvaNa se, athavA rAjA ne sIkhI thI vidyA cora se (de040/3.2) isIlie zAstra ko pustaka mAtra na dekhakara sAkSAt guru ke rUpa meM dekho, bilkula usI prakAra jisa prakAra ki pratimA meM jIvita deva ke darzana kiye the| zAstra jar3a nahIM haiM, yaha sAkSAt bolakara merA hita darzA rahA hai, pada-pada para Thokara se bacA rahA hai, gahana se gahana granthiyoM ko sulajhA rahA hai / aho isakA upakAra? na jAnI, na dekhI, na anubhavI, atyanta rahasyamayI sUkSma se sUkSma bAta ko hathelI para rakhakara darzA rahA hai| kitanI zItalatA pradAyaka hai aura prakAza-varddhaka hai isakI zaraNa? isakI vinaya atyanta Avazyaka hai| binA nahAye va hAtha dhoye ise chUne meM, binA zuddha vastra pahane ise hAtha lagAne meM, isakI avinaya hai| zuddhatA va azuddhatA ke viveka rahita jisa-kisI sthAna meM baiThakara ise upanyAsa kI bhA~ti par3hane meM isakI avinaya hai| uThAte va dharate samaya atyanta vinaya se sASTAMga namaskAra kie

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25. svAdhyAya 160 3. zAstra kyA binA, uddaNDatA se sAmane jAkara baiTha jAne meM isakI avinaya hai| sthAna ekAnta va zuddha honA cAhie, mandira hI usake liye sarvottama sthAna hai, aura ghara para bhI yadi par3heM to kisI ekAnta kamare meM hI par3heM, jahA~ jUte Adi na Ate hoN| jisa-kisa samaya meM par3hanA yogya nahIM, jaba anya vikalpoM se kiJcita mukti mile taba hI par3hanA yogya hai| rUr3hi pUrI karane mAtra ko eka do lakIra idhara-udhara se jaise-taise par3hakara jaldI se bhAgane kA abhiprAya rakhate huye par3hanA, par3hanA nahIM daNDa hai aura binA spaSTa uccAraNa kie, binA artha samajhe par3hanA bhI par3hanA nahIM rUr3hi hai| isa prakAra par3hanA isakI avinaya hai| ata: sarva bAtoM kA vicAra karake, apane liye atyanta kalyANakArI samajhate huye, kucha jIvana meM utArane yogya upayogI bAteM sIkhane para isake par3hane yA sunane se lAbha ho sakatA hai| kevala par3hane mAtra ke abhiprAya vAloM ke liye to yaha kucha patroM kA Dhera mAtra hai, lAbhadAyaka kucha nahIM / jaisI dRSTi se par3hegA vaisA hI phala milegaa| parantu isakA yaha artha nahIM ki 'svAdhyAya' mandira kI cAra dIvArI ke andara hI ho sakanI sambhava hai, bAhara nhiiN| jo kucha par3hA yA sunA hai usakA cintavana hama kahIM bhI baiThakara kara sakate haiM, kaisI bhI avasthA meM kara sakate haiM, kisI bhI samaya meM kara sakate haiM aura isaliye svAdhyAya caubIsa ghaNTe kI jA sakatI hai / yadyapi isI prakAra mana ke dvArA deva va guru ke darzana bhI sarvatra va sarvadA kiye jA sakate haiM, parantu jaisA ki pahale batAyA jA cukA hai usameM adhika dera sthita nahIM raha sakate / zAstra meM par3he yA sune tattvoM-sambandhI vicAranA meM aura tatsambandhI tarka-vitarkoM meM hama kaI-kaI ghaNTe bitA sakate haiM / ata: yahI hai svAdhyAya kA mahatva aura isIliye isa mArga meM bahuta Avazyaka va upayogI hai yaha / 3. zAstra kyA he mAtezvarI sarasvatI ! aba apane isa bAlaka ko anAtha na rahane do, tumhArI avahelanA karake anAtha banA dara-dara kI ThokareM khAtA rahA, aba apanI goda meM sthAna do / svAdhyAya kA prakaraNa hai--isakA prayojana, isakA artha va isake prati vinaya kI bAta A cukI, aba vicAranA yaha hai ki kauna se zAstra svAdhyAya karane yogya haiN| prArambha se Aja taka maiMne kisI bAta ko binA parIkSA kiye andhavizvAsI banakara nahIM apnaayaa| maiM vaijJAnika banakara nikalA hU~, maiM khojI banakara nikalA hU~, binA kyA aura kyoM kisI bhI bAta ko svIkAra karane ko taiyAra nahIM / deva va guru ko binA parIkSA kiye maiMne svIkAra na kiyA, to zAstra ko kaise kara lUM? deva va garu kI bhA~ti yahA~ bhI hama niyama nahIM banA sakate ki amaka hI saccA zAstra hai, kyoMki bhinna-bhinna abhiprAyoM ke AdhAra para Aja anekoM zAstra yA pustakeM yA sAhitya loka meM dikhAI de rahe haiN| kisI ko sarvathA jhUThA nahIM kahA jA sakatA aura kisI ko sarvathA saccA bhI nahIM kahA jA sakatA / sacce va jhUThe kI pahicAna abhiprAya para se hotI hai / DAkTarI sambandhI jAnakArI kA abhiprAya rakhane vAle ke liye DAkTarI sambandhI sAhitya saccA aura anya saba jhUThA, enjIniyariMga par3hane kI abhilASA rakhane vAle ke liye enjIniyariMga viSayaka sAhitya saccA aura anya saba jhUThA / isI prakAra jisakA jo bhI viSaya par3hane yA sIkhane kA abhiprAya ho usake liye tatsambandhI sAhitya hI saccA kahA jA sakatA hai, usake atirikta anya nahIM / yahA~ hama kise saccA zAstra va sAhitya svIkAra kareM? Ao khoja kareM iskii| calo pahale apane bhItara hI dekheM / dekho yaha rahA zAnti viSayaka saccA zAstra mere hRdaya meM / kitane-kitane sUkSma rahasya likhe haiM isameM, tarka tathA zabda jinakA sparza karane ko samartha nhiiN| kitanA bar3A vistAra likhA hai isameM, saba tIrthaMkara milakara batAne lage aura saba gaNadhara milakara likhane lageM to na pUrA kahA jA sake aura na pUrA likhA jA ske| kitanA adhika spaSTIkaraNa hai isameM ki zabda ke dvArA kiyA jAnA sambhava nhiiN| dRSTAnta-dArTAnta kA bhI bheda nahI jahA~ / svayaM hI dRSTAMta aura svayaM hI dAnti, svayaM hI pratijJA aura sva hI het| mahAna hai nyAsa iskaa| kitanI sarala bhASA hai isakI, ki koI bhI par3ha sake, koI bhI samajha sake, mUr3ha ho yA vidvAna, bAlaka ho yA javAna / hastAmalakavat pratyakSa haiM sakala viSaya isameM / __parantu kisI birale mahAbhAgya ko hI paricaya hai iskaa| ata: Ao bAhara meM khojeM, sambhavata: koI aura bhI zAstra mila jAe, sAhitya kI kyA kamI isa loka meM? oha kitanA vizAla hai sAhitya bhaNDAra prakRti-mA~ kaa| aNu-aNu, kaNa-kaNa hai zAstra yahA~, apane-apane viSaya ke ananta vistAra-yukta, bilkula uparyukta hRdaya-zAstra kI bhA~ti / saikar3oM varSa bIta gaye, vizva bhara ke vaijJAnika likhate-likhate thaka gae, parantu kSudrAtikSudra dikhane vAle isa choTe

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25. svAdhyAya 161 3. zAstra kyA se aNu kA vistAra pUrA na likha sake Aja taka / isI prakAra eka-eka vRkSa, eka-eka aMkura, eka-eka pazu, eka-eka pattI, eka-eka manuSya, jo kucha bhI hai yahA~, jar3a yA cetana, saba hai apanA-apanA zAstra svayaM / inhIM ke bhItara dekhakara, inhIM ko par3hakara, inhIM ke vistAra ko likhate haiM vaijJAnika athavA sAhityakAra athavA kvi| saba kucha likhA hai inameM, par3hane vAlA cAhiye, jo jitanA par3hanA cAhe utanA hI mila jAyegA use likhA huA yahA~ / parantu kisameM hai yogyatA svatantra rUpa se isa vizAla sAhitya ko par3hane kI, binA sarasvatI mA~ kI upAsanA kiye / jo par3hane ke liye samartha haiM Aja ise, inhoMne bhI kI hai sarasvatI mA~ kI upaasnaa| parantu isakA bhaNDAra bhI hai athAha / kauna sA zAstra cunUM svAdhyAya ke liye sva-adhyayana ke liye? spaSTa hai ki vahI zAstra cunUM jisameM sva-viSayaka bAteM likhI hoM, jisameM AtmA ke svarUpa kA, usakI zAnti tathA samatA kA athavA inakI prApti ke upAya kA spaSTa tathA sarala vivecana upalabdha ho / ata: zAnti-patha darzAne vAlI vANI hI saccI vANI ho sakatI hai yahA~, laukika prayojana darzAne vAlI yA zarIra poSaNa kI bAteM batAne vAlI nahIM / aba kucha buddhi kA prayoga karanA hai| Aja loka meM bahuta bar3A sAhitya hamAre sAmane hai, aura saba hI zAnti patha darzAne kA dAvA karatA hai, sabake Upara zAnti-patha kI mohara lagI hai, sabako sAkSAta bhagavAna se AyA huA mAnA jA rahA hai, aura maje kI bAta yaha ki eka zAnti ko darzAne vAle hote huye bhI paraspara eka dUsare kA virodha kara rahe haiM, mAno eka dUsare se lar3a rahe haiM / bar3I vikaTa samasyA hai, kisako saccA mAnUM? par3hane baiThatA hU~ to pratyeka meM kucha na kucha bAteM avazya zAnti pradAna karatI pratIta hotI haiM, parantu Age jAkara kucha anya bAteM aura A jAtI haiM, jo yA to zAnti meM bAdhaka haiM yA isa viSaya se unakA koI sambandha nahIM hai / aura Age jAtA hU~ to are ! kisI kA khaNDana, aura kisI kA maNDana, par3hane ko hI jI nahIM caahtaa| aho ! yaha vItarAga-vANI kA hI pratApa hai, jisase ki mujhe yaha prakAza milA ki bhAI ! hara sAhitya meM jo bAteM tujhe zAntiprada pratIta hoM, samajha le ki ve saccI haiM, athavA vicAra karake tarka va anubhava dvArA jo saccI dikhAI detI hoM, mAna le ki ve saccI haiM, athavA vicAra karake tarka va anubhava ke dvArA jo saccI dikhAI detI hoM, mAna le ki ve saccI haiM, bhale hI ve kisI bhI sAhitya meM likhI hoN| saba zAntiprada va saccI bAteM eka saccI vANI ke hI aMza haiM jinheM kinhIM jJAniyoM ne apane anubhavoM ke AdhAra para likhA hai| yaha bAta avazya hai ki adhikatara sAhitya aisA hai ki jisameM Adi se anta taka kA pUrNa mArga na darzAkara usa mArga kA eka khaNDa mAtra darzAyA hai| isakA kAraNa yahI hai ki usakA racayitA zAnti ko to pakar3a pAyA, para use pUrNa karane se pahale hI use kAla ke mukha meM jAnA par3A aura usakI bAta adhUrI raha gaI / kucha sAhitya aisA bhI hai ki jisameM isa adhUrI bAta ke sAtha-sAtha kucha anya bAtoM kA athavA kucha aprayojanIya bAtoM kA mizraNa dikhAI detA hai / tanika sA vicAra karane para yaha pebanda spaSTa dikhAI dene lagatA hai / aisA sAhitya vaha hai jo ki mUla racayitAoM kI kRti na hokara usake pIche Ane vAle kinhIM vyaktiyoM dvArA likhA gayA hai| adhUrI bAta sIkha lene ke kAraNa inako usakI pUrti ke artha kucha bAteM apanI kalpanA ke AdhAra para, binA usake sacce va jhUThepane kA anubhava kiye, isa mUla sAhitya meM milA denI par3I, aura vaha sAhitya vikRta ho gayA / usake pIche Ane vAloM ne kucha apane svArthavaza usameM aura bhI bahuta sI bAteM milA dIM aura Age calakara vaha svArtha badala gayA dveSa meM, jisake kAraNa A milA usa sAhitya meM khaNDana-maNDana kA viSa / ___ yaha to huI sAhitya ke itihAsa kI kucha rUparekhA, para itanA jAnane mAtra se koI sAhitya ke sacce va jhUThepane kI parIkSA nahIM kara sktaa| ata: parIkSA kA koI upAya honA cAhiye / vicAra karane para eka upAya nikala aayaa| dekha bhAI ! zAstra to becAre jar3a haiM, ve to svayaM bola nahIM sakate, unake andara to kucha zabdoM kA saMgraha hai aura ina zabdoM meM chipA hai vaktA kA koI abhiprAya / basa yadi vaktA kI parIkSA ho jAye to usake vAkyoM kI bhI mAno parIkSA ho gaI kyoMki zabdoM kI pramANikatA vaktA kI pramANikatA ke AdhAra para hotI hai, jaisA ki pahale zraddhA sambandhI usa pathika ke dRSTAnta meM batA diyA gayA hai / dekhiye koI grAhaka Akara Apase kahane lage ki yaha vastu amuka dukAna para yaha bhAva mila rahI hai yadi Apako isa bhAva denI ho to de do, to batAiye, kyA Apa vizvAsa kara leMge usakI bAta para? nahIM

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25. svAdhyAya 162 4. prayojanIya viveka kreNge| kyA kAraNa? eka to yaha ki spaSTa jhUTha dikhAI de rahA hai| jitane meM Apako ghara meM bhI nahIM par3I utane meM vaha use kaise beca sakatA hai? parantu ho sakatA hai ki bhAva gira gayA ho| isa saMzaya ko dUra kara detA hai usa grAhaka kA apanA svArtha, yadi isa bhAva denI hai to de do| aura yadi vahI bAta maiM Apako Akara kahU~ to Apa avazya svIkAra kara leMge, kyoMki na mujhe Apase mola lenI thI, na becanI thI, jaisA usa dukAna para sunakara AyA thA Apase kaha diyA, Apake ghara utane meM par3I hai ki nahIM par3I hai, mujhe usase kyA matalaba / ata: vaktA kI pramANikatA se hI vacana kI pramANikatA hotI dekhI jAtI hai, aura vaktA kI parIkSA usakI svArthatA va nisvArthatA para se kI jA sakatI hai| tAtparya yaha ki isa vItarAgatA va zAnti ke mArga meM vItarAga dvArA likhita zAstra hI pramANika zAstra kahA jA sakatA hai, rAgI-dveSI dvArA likhita nahIM / racayitA ke abhAva meM kaise jAneM ki vaha vItarAga thA ki rAgI? yaha bAta zAstra par3hakara jAnI jA sakatI hai| una vAkyoM kA jhukAva kisa ora jA rahA hai, kisI nijI svArtha kA poSaNa to karatA pratIta nahIM hotA, sarva-satva-kalyANa kI bhAvanA pratidhvanita ho rahI hai yA nahIM, una vAkyoM meM mAdhurya hai yA kaTutA, una vAkyoM meM kisI kI ora AkSepa to nahIM kiyA jA rahA hai, kisI eka pakSa kA poSaNa karane ke liye usa viSaya ke aMgabhUta anya bAtoM kA niSedha to nahIM kiyA jA rahA hai athavA kisI bAta ko AvazyakatA se adhika kheMcakara use ekAMgI yA sAmpradAyika raMga meM to nahIM raMgA jA rahA hai, kisI mata matAntara para yA kisI zraddhA para coTa to nahIM kI jA rahI hai, usameM kahIM koI laukika abhiprAya to dikhAI nahIM de rahA hai, kahIM kisI ko azAnti utpanna karane vAlI yA pIr3A pahu~cAne vAlI bAta to nahIM kahI jA rahI hai, pahale kucha likhakara pIche svayaM usa bAta kA niSedha to nahIM kara rahA hai athavA usa apanI hI bAta kA nirAkaraNa yA virodha karane kI bAta to nahIM likha rahA hai, kucha asambhava bAteM to nahIM likhI haiM ? ityAdi aneka bAteM par3hakara vaktA kI pramANikatA kA nirNaya kiyA jA sakatA hai| uparokta tathA isI jAti ke yadi doSa vaktavya meM dikhAI deM, to samajha leM ki vaktA pramANika nahIM hai| itanA hI nahIM aura bhI adhika sAvadhAnI kI AvazyakatA hai yahA~, kyoMki jahA~ mizrita abhiprAya par3A ho vahA~ parItatA kI parIkSA karanA kucha kaThina par3atA hai| ata: bhale hI sAre zAstra meM nirdoSa bAteM bharI par3I hoM, parantu kahI eka bhI koI daSita bAta dikhAI de to samajha lo ki una sarva nirdoSa bAtoM kA koI malya nahIM kA nahIM karanI cAhie ki bhale daSita bAta ko svIkAra na karo para nirdoSa bAta kA niSedha kyoM karate ho| so bhAI ! isake andara nirdoSa bAta kA niSedha karane kA abhiprAya nahIM hai, vaktA kA niSedha karane kA abhiprAya hai / jaisA ki Upara dRSTAnta meM batAyA gayA hai, eka hI bAta do vyaktiyoM ke mukha se sunakara grAhaka ke mukha se nikalA huA vahI vAkya jhUThA mAnA gayA aura mere mukha se nikalA huA vahI vAkya saccA mAnA gayA / koI vyakti kabhI mAtA ko mAtA kahatA hai aura kabhI mAtA ko palI bhI kaha detA hai, to kyA kaheMge Apa use? "yaha naze meM hai, isakI koI bhI bAta ThIka nhiiN| mAtA ko mAtA bhI behozI meM kaha rahA hai, ise kucha patA nahIM ki mAtA kauna aura patnI kauna / " yahI to kahoge? basa isI prakAra 99 bAteM ThIka kahakara eka bAta viparIta kaha rahA ho to usakI 99 bAteM bhI ThIka nahIM haiN| yA to kisI dUsare kI nakala karake kahI haiM yA binA samajhe bUjhe yoM hI suna-sunAkara kaha dI haiM / sambhavata: Age calakara koI aisI bAta bhI kaha de ki jo mere liye ahitakArI ho aura usa samaya pramAdavaza meM usakI parIkSA na karU~ to merA ahita ho jAya, isaliye isakI sArI hI bAteM mAnya nahIM haiN| athavA jisa prakAra koI dukAnadAra saccA vyavahAra karake pahale apanI sAkha jamA letA hai aura pIche logoM kA rUpayA mArakara bhAga jAtA hai / usI prakAra svArthI vaktA pahale bahuta sI saccI va zAnti kI bAteM batA kara apanA vizvAsa jamA letA hai, aura pIche apane svArtha kI bAta kahakara apanA ulla sIdhA kara letA hai. cAhe paDhane vAle kA hita ho yA ahita isa bAta kI use cintA nahIM / isaliye aise vaktA kI koI bhI bAta svIkAra karanI yogya nahIM, bhale zAnti kI kyoM na ho| yahI bAta yadi kisI dUsare pramANika zAstra meM likhI huI pAyeM to vizvAsa karane yogya hai / ata: zAstra kI parIkSA kA upAya yahI hai ki pUre ke pUre zAstra meM hita kI bAta ke atirikta anya bAta kiJcita bhI na ho, yadi eka bhI bAta ahita yA svArtha kI ho yA asaMgata ho, to samajha lo ki sArA zAstraM apramANa hai, par3hane yogya nahIM hai|

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25. svAdhyAya 163 4. prayojanIya viveka 4. prayojanIya viveka zAstra kI parIkSA kara lene ke pazcAt punaH ar3acana AtI hai yaha ki pramANika puruSoM dvArA likhe gaye zAstra bhI mukhyataH cAra koTiyoM meM vibhAjita kiye gaye haiM- prathamAnuyoga, karaNAnuyoga, dravyAnuyoga, aura caraNAnuyoga / 1. kucha zAstra to zAnti patha para calane vAloM ke jIvana caritra darzAkara koI Adarza upasthita karate haiM, arthAt Adarza puruSoM kI kathAoM kA nirUpaNa karate haiM / unako kathAnuyoga yA prathamAnuyoga kahA jAtA hai, kyoMki inameM prAthamika janoM ko zAnti patha kI ora AkarSita karane kA abhiprAya chipA hai aura isaliye inameM zrRMgAra rasa Adi alaMkAroM kA bhI prayoga kiyA gayA hai| jisa prakAra batAze meM rakha kara kar3avI bhI auSadhi bAlakoM ko khilA dI jAtI hai, usI prakAra sundara-sundara kathAoM tathA zrRMgAra Adi rasoM ke kathana ke sAtha, bIca-bIca meM yathAsthAna jIvanopayogI bAtoM kA va tattvoM kA nirUpaNa bhI kara diyA gayA hai| ata: prathamAnuyoga meM cAroM hI anuyogoM sambandhI bAtoM kA sundara va saMkSipta saMgraha milatA hai / 2. kucha aise haiM jinameM tattvoM kA atyanta sUkSma dRSTi se nirUpaNa kiyA gayA hai tathA atyanta parokSa va sUkSma bAtoM kA bhI, jaise ki kArmaNa zarIra tathA usake banane va bichur3ane sambandhI athavA dvIpa samudroM Adi sambandhI / use karaNAnuyoga kahate haiM / 3. kucha aise haiM jinameM vastu kA anubhavAtmaka svarUpa darzAyA hai, sva va para meM viveka karAyA hai, sukha va duHkha kA saccA svarUpa batAyA hai tarka va buddhi se usakI aneka prakAra siddhi karate huye vaijJAnika DhaMga se vivecana kiyA hai| use 'dravyAnuyoga' kahate haiM / 4. kucha aise haiM jo hameM hamArA karttavya va akartavya batA rahe haiM tathA apane jIvana ko kisa prakAra zAnti ke sAMce meM DhAlanA cAhie, kisa prakAra zAnti prApti ke artha sAdhanA karanI cAhie, yaha batA rahe haiN| ise 'caraNAnuyoga' kahate haiM / T yadyapi ye cAroM hI pramANika haiM parantu isa vartamAna kI bhUmikA meM kyA cAroM hI par3he jAne yogya haiM ? nahIM bhAI ! inameM se pahale do kI to isa avasthA meM tere liye AvazyakatA nhiiN| prAthamika koTi se tU nikala cukA hai, tabhI to yahA~ baiThA suna rahA hai, itanI ruci se / isaliye prathamAnuyoga vartamAna meM tere liye vizeSa prayojanIya nahIM hai| abhI taka to tU sthUla bAtoM taka kA bhI nirNaya nahIM kara sakA, sUkSma ko kaise jAna sakegA ? atyanta parokSa bAtoM ko jaise karma va dvIpa samudroM ke varNana ko abhI jAna kara kyA karegA, aura dRSTi sUkSma bane binA vaha terI samajha meM bhI kyA AyegA ? ataH 'karaNAnuyoga' bhI vartamAna dazA meM tere liye vizeSa prayojanIya nahIM hai / yahA~ aisA na samajha lenA ki inake paDhane kA niSedha kiyA jA rahA hai, niSedha kA abhiprAya nahIM hai balki thor3e samaya meM adhika kalyANa kaise prApta ho, yaha abhiprAya hai / kucha anubhava tathA sthUla siddhAntoM kA grahaNa ho jAne ke pazcAt karaNAnuyoga mahAna upakArI siddha hogaa| kisI ko 'baiMgana vAyale, kisI ko baiMgana paca' arthAt jo karaNAnuyoga tere liye prayojanIya nahIM hai, vaha kisI anya ke liye jinakI dRSTi maJja cukI hai, atyanta upakArI hai, tathA jo Aja tere liye prayojanIya nahIM hai vahI kala tere liye upakArI siddha hogaa| isI prakAra prathamAnuyoga bhale hI tere liye isa samaya upayogI na ho, kyoMki terI zraddhA dRr3ha ho cukI hai, parantu aise prAthamika jana jo kabhI mandira meM bhI AnA nahIM jAnate, unako mArga kI zraddhA karAne ke liye yahI eka mAtra sAdhana hai, kyoMki kathAoM ke AdhAra para bAlakoM ko bhI kaThina se kaThina bAta samajhA denI tathA usakA phala darzAkara usa para dRr3ha zraddhA karA denI zakya hai / parantu bAta yaha calatI hai ki isa vartamAna sthiti kauna se zAstra kA svAdhyAya karU~ ? basa to vastu svarUpa-darzaka 'dravyAnuyoga' se sva-para-bheda kI bAta jAnane ke sAtha-sAtha, 'caraNAnuyoga' se karttavya- akartavya pahicAnane tathA apane jIvana ko zAnti kI ora DhAlane sambandhI bAta jAnanI cAhie / ataH 'dravyAnuyoga' aura 'caraNAnuyoga' ye donoM hI isa dazA meM tere liye vizeSa prayojanIya haiN| caraNAnuyoga kI bhI do dhArAyeM haiM- eka antaraMga meM vairAgya utpanna karane vAlI tathA dUsarI isa jIvana meM bAhya-tyAgarUpa kucha preraNA dene vaalii| ina donoM meM se bhI pahale caraNAnuyoga kI vairAgya utpanna karAne vAlI dhArA vizeSa prayojanIya hai, kiJcit vairAgya utpanna ho jAne ke pazcAt vratAdi kA upadeza dene vAlI dhArA bhI mahAna upakArI hai| yadi kisI kI buddhi itanI manda hai ki vastu svarUpa ko samajha nasake yA vairAgya kI bAta jisake gale na utara sake to usake liye prathamAnuyoga tathA caraNAnuyoga ke bAhya tyAga vAle aMga kA svAdhyAya hI kathaJcita iSTa hai| jisakI buddhi kuzAgra hai aura jisane 'dravyAnuyoga' va 'caraNAnuyoga' ko bhalI bhA~ti avadhAraNa kara liyA hai, usako nija kalyANArtha apane sUkSma-pariNAmoM kI parakha karane ke liye 'karaNAnuyoga' kA

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25. svAdhyAya 164 4. prayojanIya viveka svAdhyAya atyanta iSTa hai| jisake pAsa samaya adhika hai usake liye bhI yaha mahAna upakArI hai, kyoMki isakI ulajhI huI bAtoM ko samajhane meM buddhi itanI ulajha jAtI hai ki dina jAtA pratIta nahIM hotaa| isakA svAdhyAya karate samaya vyakti saba kucha bhUla jAtA hai aura kisI prakAra ke bhI laukika vikalpa ko jAgRta hone ke liye avakAza nahIM rhtaa| isa kathana para se svayaM apanI bhUmikA ko pahicAna kara ina cAroM meM se yathA yogya rUpa meM kisI bhI zAstra kA manana karanA terA parama kartavya hai / zAnti-patha kI sAdhanA meM yaha tIsarA paga hai| svAdhyAya kA pratApa-"jainendra pramANa koSa" kA janma hatIpa sa jamantra zabda meSa jainendra zabda koSa janendra pramANa koSa H: anendra pramANa koSa anendra pramANa koSa kora ATha moTe-moTe khaNDoM meM vibhakta, zrI jinendra varNI dvArA saMkalita tathA sampAdita yaha hastalipi hI vaha mUla AdhAra hai jo ki Age calane para jainendra siddhAnta koza ke rUpa meM rUpAntarita ho gyaa| jagat ko camatkRta kara dene vAlI yaha apanI jAti kI prathama kRti hai| koI bhI saiddhAntika zabda aisA nahIM tathA koI bhI Agama-praNIta viSaya aisA nahIM jisakA artha tathA pUrA vivaraNa inameM nibaddha na ho| koI bhI saiddhAntika zaMkA aisI nahIM jisakA samAdhAna isameM prApta na ho / "jainendra siddhAnta koza" ke rUpa meM prakAzita isa mahAna kRti se lekhaka, pravaktA, vidyArthI, adhyayetA, sandhAtA tathA jaina viSayoM para zodha karane vAle snAtakagaNa Aja kisa prakAra anugRhIta ho rahe haiM, yaha batAne kI AvazyakatA nhiiN| bhAratIya jJAna pITha ke zabdoM meM kahUM to yaha eka sukhada Azcarya kI bAta hai ki jo kArya aneka vidvAna kaI varSoM taka lagakara sampanna kara pAte use eka hI sAdhaka (zrI jinendra varNI) ne 17 varSoM kI anavarata tanmayatA ke phalasvarUpa akele sampanna kiyA hai|" isa AzcaryapUrNa mahAna kRti kI pRSTha bhUmi meM zraddheya zrI varNI jI kI vaha kaThora tapasyA nihita hai, jo unake ekAnta priya abhIkSNa-jJAnopayogI vyaktitva ne mUka bhAva se kevala jinavANI kI upAsanA ke artha 17 varSa paryanta kI hai / 'svAdhyAya: paramaM tapaH' / bra0 rAjamala bhopAla

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26. saMyama 1. saMyama sAmAnya; 2. preraNA; 3. indriya viSaya; 4. antaraMga va bAhya saMyama; 5. indriya saMyama; 6. prANa saMyama; 7. paJca pApa; 8. hiMsA; 9. saMyama kA prayojana; 10.vizva prema; 11. tAttvika smnvy| 1. saMyama sAmAnya-zAnti kI khoja meM Age bar3hane vAle pathika ko kramaza: isakI prApti kA upAya batAyA jA rahA hai / yaha upAya atyanta sarala hai jise gRhastha avasthA meM rahate huye bhI apanAyA jA sakatA hai / isake liye gRhastha chor3akara turanta sAdhu ho jAne kI AvazyakatA nhiiN| isako AMzika rUpa se bhI dhAraNa karane vAle ko tatkSaNa sahabhAvI zAnti kA vedana avazya hone lagatA hai / usa zAnti ke rasAsvAdana meM isa mArga kI kaThinAiyA~ vAstava meM kaThinAiyA~ pratIta nahIM tI, jisa prakAra ki dhana ke lobha se prakaTI dhanopArjana kI ruci meM vyApAra kI kaThinAiyA~ vAstava meM kaThinAiyA~ pratIta nahIM hotii| gRhastha ke yogya pUrvokta cha: aMgoM meM se tIna aMga, deva-darzana, guru-upAsanA va svAdhyAya batAye jA cuke / aba cauthe aMga saMyama kA prakaraNa calatA hai / mArga ke ina pRthak-pRthak karake batAye jAne vAle aMgoM kA yaha artha nahIM ki jIvana meM bhI ye pRthak-pRthak pAlana kiye jAveM arthAt jaba deva-darzana ho taba guru upAsanAdi anya aMgoM kA abhAva ho aura jaba saMyama pAlana karatA ho to devadarzanAdi kA abhAva ho / ye cAroM tathA Age batAye jAne vAle jitane bhI aMga haiM ve saba zarIra ke hAtha-pA~va Adi aMgoMvat eka gRhastha jIvana meM yugapata pAlana karane yogya hote haiM / yugapata hone para hI usa gRhastha-jIvana zAnti kA mArga banatA hai / pRthak-pRthak rahane para vAstava meM ve mArga nahIM rahate aura na hI unheM jIvana ke aMgarUpa svIkAra kiyA jA sakatA hai| ve bandara kI nakala mAtra banakara raha jAyeMge jinakA koI mUlya nhiiN| samajhe binA tathA una aMgoM meM zAnti kA darzana kiye binA sarva aMga zUnyamAtra haiM, niSphala haiM / kyoMki zAnti patha kI prApti ke liye apanAye gaye ye sarva aMga yadi tatkSaNa zAnti vedana na karA sake, to phala ke abhAva meM ina sarva aMgoM ko niSphala hI to kheNge| saMyama arthAt 'saM + yama' / 'sa' arthAt samyaka prakAra, 'yama' arthAt yamana karanA, niyaMtraNa karanA, dabAnA, samyak prakAra dabA denA vyAkulatA utpAdaka una vikalpoM ko jo ki viSaya-bhogoM ke dRr3ha saMskAravaza yA kartavya-hInatAvaza pratikSaNa nayA-nayA rUpa dhAraNa karake mere antaSkaraNa meM praveza pAte yA Asravate hue mujhe a tathA vihala banAye rahate haiN| zAnti ke upAsaka ko aura cAhiye hI kyA? vikalpoM kA parNatayA abhAva hI to iSTa hai aura vikalpoM ke Asravana kA nirodha saMvara hai| ata: saMyama saMvara kA hI eka aMga hai| pUrNa saMyama ke pratIka haiM deva va guru, jinakI bhakti va upAsanA kI bAta cala cukI, jinake darzanoM se maiMne zAnti kA svarUpa samajhA, usa zAnti kA jo ki saMyama kI avinAbhAvI hai| unase mujhe saMyama dhAraNa karane kI zikSA milatI hai, isaliye deva-darzana va guru-upAsanA kA phala jIvana ko saMyamita banAne meM hI nihita hai, usI prakAra jisa prakAra ki una saMyamI guruoM dvArA praNIta Agama meM batAyA gayA hai / svAdhyAya se usI saMyama ko dhAraNa karane kI jijJAsA kA protsAhana tathA use dhAraNa karane ke mArga kA jJAna karAyA gayA hai, usa saMyama ko jisako ki svayaM apane jIvana meM lAkara una guruoM ne yaha siddha kara diyA ki isakA pAlana azakya nahIM hai aura isakA pAlana hI zAnti hai / unhoMne tabhI upadeza diyA jaba ki apane jIvana kI prayogazAlA meM prayoga karake usake phala kA nirNaya svayaM kara liyaa| saMyama ko do bhAgoM meM vibhAjita kiyA jA sakatA hai--eka vaha bhAga jisake dvArA maiM apanI indriya viSayoM sambandhI lolupatA va Asakti kA samyak prakAra damana kara sakU arthAt 'indriya-saMyama' aura dUsarA vaha jisake dvArA isa jIvana meM apanI zAnti kI rakSA karane ke sAtha-sAtha dUsare prANiyoM ke prati karttavyaniSTha banA raha sakU, arthAt una kuTila saMskAroM kA samyak prakAra damana karane meM samartha ho sakU jo ki mujhe karttavyahIna banAye huye haiM, arthAt zAnta

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26. saMyama 166 3. indriya-viSaya vibhAjana 'prANasaMyama' inake kAraNa maiM svayaM manuSyatA ko bhUlakara apane sAthI anya choTe-bar3e prANiyoM ke sAtha sambhavata: pazuoM se bhI adhika nIcA rAkSasI vyavahAra kara rahA hU~ aura phira bhI apane ko manuSya kahane kA garva karatA huuN| kramapUrvaka ina donoM aMgoM kA vistAra sahita kathana kiyA jAyegA, dhairya se sunnaa| 2. preraNA--gurudeva to pUrNa ho cuke haiM, indriya saMyama meM bhI aura prANa saMyama meM bhii| pA~coM indriyoM ko apanI dAsI banA cuke haiM ve / kisI prANoM ko bhI kisI prakAra kI bAdhA dene ke liye avakAza nahIM rahA hai unake jIvana meM / kaSAyoM para bhI pUrNa niyantraNa kara liyA hai unhoNne| ve ho cuke haiM pUrNa indriya-saMyamI, pUrNa indriya-vijayI, pUrNa kaSAya-vijayI, pUrNa ahiMsaka yA prANa sNymii| Aja saubhAgyavaza unakI zaraNa meM Akara bhI kyA maiM khAlI lauTa jAU~gA, jaisA ki anAdi kAla se karatA AyA hU~? nahIM, aba taka bhUlA to bhUlA aba vahI bhUla puna: na doharAU~gA, isa avasara ko aba na khoUMgA, isa avasara kI mahAna durlabhatA ko maiM aba jAna pAyA hU~ / prabhu ! mujhe zakti pradAna kareM ki maiM bhI Apake samAna saMyamI banakara jIvana zAnta banA sakU, aisA hI jaisA ki ApakA hai| ApakI bhA~ti hI abhiprAya meM sAmyatA ko sthAna de skuu| sunatA hU~ ki jo ApakI zaraNa meM AtA hai vaha Apa sarIkhA bana jAtA hai| dhanika kA dhanikapanA bhI kisa kAma kA jo yAcaka ko apane samAna na banA le? Apa Adarza haiM, kyA mujha para dayA na kareMge, kyA mujhako na ubhAreMge? mAnA ki maiM aparAdhI hU~, parantu Apa aparAdhiyoM kA hI uddhAra karane vAle haiM, niraparAdhiyoM ko ApakI AvazyakatA hI kyA? he adhamoddhAraka! aba sahI nahIM jAtI vyAkalatA kI mAra, merI rakSA kiijiye| parantu bho cetana ! kyA isa prakAra kI anunaya, vinaya, prArthanA, stuti tathA yAcanA mAtra se kAma cala jAyegA? prabhu ne to dayA kara dI, apane jIvana ke Adarza ke AdhAra para tujhe terA jIvanAdarza darzA diyaa| aba jIvana ko udyamapUrvaka vaise sAMce meM DhAlanA terA kAma hai / yaha kAma to prabhu na kreNge| ata: atyanta hitakArI isa saMyama ko aba zIghrAtizIghra jIvana meM utArane kA prayatna kara, sAhasI bana, Age bar3ha, kAyaratA chor3a, bAdhAoM se mata ghabarA / vIra-prabhu ko Adarza mAnA hai to vIra bana / yadi bhaviSya meM amaka paristhiti ho gaI 'to'? yaha ghAtaka 'to' hI vAstava meM tere jIvana kI kAyaratA hai. ise tyaag| prabha kA Azraya liyA hai to vizvAsa kara ki tere jIvana meM isa 'to' ke liye aba samaya na aayegaa| ___are ! yaha cintA, yaha asamaMjasa kaisA? hA~ hA~ ThIka hai, ekadama vaisA huA nahIM jA sakatA, kyoMki zakti kI hInatAvaza aura pUrva-saMskAravaza itanI bAdhAoM kA tere dvArA sahA jAnA vartamAna meM azakya hai| parantu pUrNatayA vaisA banane ke liye to vartamAna meM nahIM kahA jA rahA, vaisA banane kA prayatna karane ke liye hI to kahA hai| isa prayala meM chipI hai isa mArga kI saralatA va zakyatA / ghabarAne va Darane kI AvazyakatA nhiiN| bAra-bAra rassI ke gujarane se patthara bhI kaTa jAtA hai. isI prakAra dhIre-dhIre jIvana ko isa ora jhukAne se kyA eka dina tU Adarza ke anurUpa na bana jAyega jAyegA? bhale samaya adhika lage isa bAta kI cintA nahIM, parantu kara to sahI / eka bAra prArambha kara, pUrNatA ke lakSya se, pUrNatA ke abhiprAya se, dhIre-dhIre Age cala, arthAt zakti kA saMtulana karatA huA parantu zakti ko na chipAtA huaa| kramaza: thor3A-thor3A viSayoM para kAbU pAne se eka dina tU bhI pUrNa indriya-vijayI ho jAyegA, jisakA ullekha Age uttama-saMyama nAmaka 39 veM adhikAra meM kiyA jAne vAlA hai| 3. indriya-viSaya vibhAjana-saMyama ke ina do bhAgoM meM se pahale indriya saMyama kI bAta calatI hai / isa prayojana kI siddhi ke artha mujhe vizleSaNa dvArA apane viSayoM ko do bhAgoM meM vibhAjita karanA hogA-eka Avazyaka bhAga arthAt 'nesaiserIz2a' aura dUsarA anAvazyaka bhAga arthAt 'laksarIz2a' / zarIra para yA kuTumbAdi para arthAt merI gRhasthI para kisI bhI prakAra kI bAdhA, tIvra-rAgavaza yA zakti kI hInatAvaza, Aja majha se sahana na ho sakane ke kAraNa, bhale Aja Avazyaka viSayoM ko arthAt nesaiserIz2a ko tyAgane meM yA unakI upekSA karane meM maiM apane ko samartha na pAU~, parantu anAvazyaka viSayoM arthAt laksarIz2a ko tyAgane meM maiM Aja bhI samartha hU~ kyoMki inake tyAga se mere zarIra meM yA gRhasthI meM koI bAdhA AnI sambhava nahIM / yadi aisA abhiprAya bana jAye to avazya hI indriya-viSayoM ke usa bar3e bhAga se maiM baca

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26. saMyama 167 5. indriya- saMyama jAU~, jo mere jIvana meM adhika bhArarUpa haiM, jisake kAraNa mujhe adhika vyAkulatA ho rahI hai, jisake kAraNa maiM apanA viveka bhUla baiThA hU~, jisake kAraNa maiM hita ko ahita aura ahita ko hita mAna rahA hU~, isa prakAra vikalpoM ke eka bar3e samUha ko jIta lene ke kAraNa maiM pUrNa rUpa se na sahI, parantu AMzika rUpa se avazya indriya-vijayI bana jAU~gA / I parantu yahA~ itanA samajha lenA Avazyaka hai ki indriya zabda kA tAtparya yahA~ zarIra meM dIkhane vAle ye kucha netrAdi cinha mAtra nahIM haiM, balki hai mere andara kA vaha abhiprAya jisake kAraNa ki na mAlUma kyoM Apa hI Apa ina netrAdi indriyoM ke dvArA grahaNa kiye gaye arthAt jAne gaye padArthoM va viSayoM kI ora rucipUrvaka maiM jhuka jAtA hU~, jisake kAraNa ki una-una padArthoM va viSayoM kA una-una indriyoM se grahaNa karate samaya mujha meM svataH hI kucha miThAsa vartane lagatA hai, kucha Ananda sA Ane lagatA hai, aura isa prakAra kA bhAva A jAne para unake punaH-punaH grahaNa kI icchA antaraMga meM jAgRta hone lagatI hai / aho ! yaha to bahuta svAdiSTa hai, aisA hI aura bhI lAkara denA, kucha aisA sA bhAva hI vAstava meM yahA~ indriya zabda kA vAcya banAyA jA rahA hai| Upara kahe jAne vAle anAvazyaka viSayoM kA grahaNa to sarvata: unhIM bhAvoM ke AdhAra para hotA hai, parantu Avazyaka viSayoM ke grahaNa kA AdhAra bahuta aMzoM meM hai sahana-zakti kI kamI, tathA thor3e aMzoM meM hai vaha uparokta vizeSa jhukAva kA bhAva / icchAoM ko bhar3akAne ke kAraNabhUta isa vizeSa jhukAva vAle bhAva kA niSedha hI prathama avasthA meM karttavya hai / kyoMki usake tyAga se merI zAnti meM bAdhaka icchAoM kA eka bar3e aMza meM nirAkaraNa ho jAtA hai, isaliye kramaza: saMyama dhAraNa ke prakaraNa meM pahale anAvazyaka viSayoM ke tyAga kA upadeza diyA gayA hai / mujhe pada-pada para apanI zAnti kI rakSA kA abhiprAya lekara calanA hai ata: isa zAnti meM jo bhI bAta adhika bAdhA pahu~cAtI pratIta ho use hI pahale mArga se haTA denA Avazyaka hai / 4. antaraMga va bAhya saMyama--antaraMga abhiprAya TAlane ko kahA hai na ? bAhara meM tyAgane se kyA lAbha? are prabhu ! dayA kara apane Upara, tU svayaM yaha prazna karake santoSa nahIM pA rahA hai, phira bhI Azcarya hai ki prazna kiye jA rahA hai ? kyA bAhara kA grahaNa binA antaraMga ke abhiprAya ke sambhava hai ? kyA binA antaraMga jhukAva ke hI itanA vyagracitta banA apanI zAnti kA galA ghoMTa rahA hai ? nahIM-nahIM, aisA na kaha, bAhya kA grahaNa antaraMga abhiprAya kA lakSaNa hai / yaha ho sakanA sambhava hai ki bAhara kA tyAga ho jAye aura antaraMga kA abhiprAya na chUTe, para aisA honA asambhava hai ki antaraMga kA abhiprAya chUTa jAne para bAhya viSaya na chUTe / ataH antaraMga tyAga para mukhyatA se jora diyA jA rahA hai isakA abhiprAya bAhara kA grahaNa nahIM hai / hara kriyA ke mukhya do aMga haiM, eka antaraMga aura dUsarA bAhya, jaisA ki pahale deva darzana va guru upAsanA meM batAyA jA cukA hai| donoM aMga avinAbhAvI rUpa se sAtha-sAtha calate haiM / yahA~ bhI antaraMga kriyA hai una una vastuoM ke prati jhukAva kA tyAga, aura tatphalasvarUpa bAhya kriyA hai una una anAvazyaka vastuoM kA tyAga / yadyapi Avazyaka vastuoM vAle bhAga meM se bhI miThAsa lene vAle antaraMga bhAva kA tyAga ho jAtA hai, parantu zakti ke abhAva ke kAraNa zarIra ke rakSaNArtha bAhya viSaya kA tyAga nahIM hotaa| yaha bAta kucha aTapaTI sI laga rahI hogI, para vAstava meM aisA nahIM hai / zAnti ke upAsaka ko vItarAgatA ke prati gamana karane meM utsAha vartatA hai, ata: use svabhAvataH una-una viSayoM meM se miThAsa AnA banda ho jAtA hai / ve aba use kucha jaMjAla se bhAsane laga jAte haiM / 5. indriya- saMyama indriya saMyama aura prANa saMyama aise dvividha saMyamoM meM se pahale indriya saMyama kI bAta cala rahI hai / indriya pA~ca haiM, sparzana, rasanA Adi, aura isaliye inake viSaya bhI pA~ca prakAra ke haiN| pA~coM ke anAvazyaka bhAga kA tyAga hI terI bhUmikA vAloM ke liye indriya saMyama hai| aba ina pA~coM kA pRthak-pRthak nirdeza prArambha kiyA jAtA hai| (1) udAharaNa rUpa meM sparzana - indriya ko liijie| isake do viSaya haiM - eka garamI sardI kA bhAna karate huye sukha-duHkhI honA, aura dUsarA komala-kaThora tathA cikane rUkhe ko sparza karake sukhI - duHkhI honA / isa indriya sambandhI ina do viSayoM meM se pahalA viSaya isa alpa gRhastha bhUmikA ke liye Avazyaka hai, kyoMki garamI ke dinoM meM garamI aura sardI ke dinoM meM sardI sahana karane ko maiM samartha nahIM hUM / yadyapi pUrNa Adarza kI dRSTi meM vaha bhI tyAjya hai, tadapi isa I

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26. saMyama 168 5. indriya-saMyama bhUmikA meM isakA tyAga Avazyaka nahIM / isaliye bhale hI vastrAdi pahaneM, zItAdi-upacAra karU~, pavana prayoga meM lAU~, parantu bhI cetana / sundara, kImatI, silkI va UnI vastra, jarI ke vastra, jevara tathA anya bhI isI prakAra kI komala va zarIra ko sajAne ke abhiprAya se grahaNa kI gaI vastueM, zarIra ko mala-malakara dhone ke liye sAbuna va ise cikanA banAne ke liye tela-krIma tathA isI prakAra ke anya bhI prayoga yadi tyAga diye jAe~, to vicAra ki terI gRhasthI meM isase kyA bAdhA par3egI, yA tujha ko kisa aisI pIr3A kA vedana hogA jisako ki tU saha na sakegA? kucha bhI to nahIM, ye viSaya to sarvata: anAvazyaka hI haiN| inake tyAga se bAdhA honI to dUra bahuta sI bAdhAoM kA pratikAra ho jaayegaa| kisa prakAra so dekhie / Aja se pacAsa varSa pUrva kA apane pUrvajoM kA jIvana hameM yAda hai, jinake pAsa hote the garamI-sardI se bacane ke liye kevala do-cAra vastra / na TraMka the na sandUka, eka joDA dhoyA aura eka pahana liyA, tIsare kA kAma nahIM, yA kahIM jAne Ane ke liye kisI ne rakhA to eka jor3A aura basa itanA hI paryApta thaa| na koI sAbuna jAnatA thA na zarIra para malane ke liye tela, krIma / jevara the para Thosa, jaba cAho beca lo aura pUre dAma banA lo, nukasAna kA kAma nahIM / phalitArtha, jIvana halkA tathA santoSI thA, AvazyakatAe~ va cintAyeM kama, ata: dhanopArjana ke prati kI lAlasA bhI kama / nija-hita ke liye arthAt dharmasAdhana ke liye yA mitroM meM baiThakara kucha ha~sane bolane tathA manoraMjana karane ke liye kAphI samaya thA unake paas| ___Aja kA jIvana bhI hamAre sAmane hai, jaba ghara meM TraMka sandUkroM kA Dhera lagA hai, eka ke Upara eka lade haiN| unameM se pratyeka ThasAThasa satI. UnI. rezamI tathA jarI ke kImatI vastroM se bharA haa| zarIra ko mala-malakara dhone ke liye aneka bhA~ti ke sAbuna, isako cikanA-cupar3A banAne ke liye aneka jAti ke pAuDara, krIma, sukhI, tela aura na mAlUma kyA-kyA / eka bharI huI pUrI alamArI kA sAmAna, parantu phira bhI abhI kama hai, kyoMki bAjAra meM upalabdha jo haiM nitya nae-nae DhaMga kI nAnA prakAra kI vastuyeM / jevara haiM parantu aise ki jinameM svarNa kA mUlyAtmaka aMza bahuta kama, kA~ca hI kA~ca, aura kahA jAtA hai svarNa kA jevara / yadi becane jAo to sambhavata: mUlya kA AThavA~ bhAga bhI na mila ske| phalitArtha, jIvana svayaM eka bhAra, jisameM hai eka vyAkulatA va kalakalAhaTa, jhuMjhalAhaTa va kalaha, asIma AvazyakatAyeM, asIma tRSNAyeM, 'yaha bhI cAhiye, yaha bhI cAhiye' 'aura lA aura lA' kI pukAra se vyagra citta, cintAoM kI dAha, ata: dhanopArjana kI bhAga daudd'| nija-hita arthAta dharma-sAdhana ke liye yA mitroM meM baiThakara manoraMjana karane ke liye eka saikeNDa kA avakAza nahIM, ghara meM bIbI baccoM se ha~sane va bolane kA avakAza nahIM, mAtA-pitA ko sAMtvanA dene kA avakAza nahIM, kabhI 4 ghaNTe soye to kabhI do ghaNTe aura kabhI na soye to na shii| pratidina kI yAtrA, kabhI moTara meM to kabhI rela meM / kahA~ taka batAyA jAya, saba hI jAnate haiM isa jIvana kI kazamakaza / kyA yahI hai jIvana kA sAra, kyA isIliye pAyA hai yaha manuSya janma? isase acchA to tiryaMca hI rahate, Age pIche kI cintA to na rahatI? ___ Azcarya hai ki itanA kucha hone para bhI apane ko sukhI mAnU~ aura naye-naye viSayoM ke adhika-adhika grahaNa karane kA prayatna kruuN| sambhala cetana smbhl| saubhAgyavaza tajhe vaha prakAza mila rahA hai jisameM yadi A~kheM kholakara dekheM to ina viSaile sarpo se jinako andhakAra meM ta cikane-cikane sandara hAra samajhatA rahA. avazya sAvara aura apane jIvana meM anAvazyaka sparzana-indriya sambandhI viSayoM se avazya apanI rakSA kare / vAstava meM sparzana-indriya viSayaka sAmagrI rakSA karane kI itanI AvazyakatA nahIM hai jitanI ki antaraMga miThAsa rUpa vizeSa-bhAva se bacane kI hai| Aja vastra Adi zarIra DhA~pane ke liye nahIM haiM, balki haiM zarIra ko sajAne ke liye aura isI prakAra anya vastuyeM bhii| zAnti kI khoja meM saMlagna pathika ko, zAnti meM bAdhaka vikalpoM ke niSedhArtha, jIvana ko yathAzakti saMyamita banAne kI preraNA kI jA rahI hai| saMyama ke prathama aMga indriya-saMyama ke antargata sparzana indriya saMyama kI bAta ho cukI hai| aba calatI hai jihvAdi zeSa indriyoM ko saMyata karane kI baat| (2) sparzana-indriyavat rasanA-indriya ke viSayoM ko bhI do bhAgoM meM vibhAjita kiyA jA sakatA hai-eka Avazyaka bhAga aura dUsarA anAvazyaka bhaag| Avazyaka va anAvazyaka kI vyAkhyA sparzana-indriya-sambandhI prakaraNa meM kI jA cukI hai| Avazyaka bhAga meM AtA hai kSudhA zamanArtha kiye gaye bhojana ko cabA-cabA kara andara dhakelanA,

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26. saMyama 169 5. indriya-saMyama tathA samparka meM Ane vAle sAdhAraNa va asAdhAraNa vyaktiyoM se yogya saMbhASaNa krnaa| anAvazyaka bhAga meM AtA hai usa kiye gaye bhojana ke svAda meM yA anya svAdiSTa miSTAna yA cATa Adika padArthoM meM Asakti kA honA, aura niSkAraNa dveSa yA pramAdavaza kisI kI nindA yA cugalI karanA, gAlI yA vyaMga ke vacana kahanA, apanI prazaMsA karanA ityaadi| sparzanendriyavat yahA~ bhI yadyapi Avazyaka saMbhASaNa va bhojana-grahaNa kI kriyAoM kA vartamAna meM tyAga karanA zakti ke bAhara kI bAta hone ke kAraNa bhale usakA tyAga na ho sake parantu uparokta anAvazyaka bhAga kA tyAga karane se gahastha jIvana kI dainika caryA meM koI bAdhA nahIM aatii| phira bhI isake tyAga ke prati kyoM utsAha nahIM karatA? tanika vicAra karake dekhe to patA cale binA na rahegA ki isa prakAra kI Asakti ke kAraNa tujhe samaya-samaya prati kitanI jAti ke saMkalpa-vikalpa utpanna ho-hokara vyAkula banA rahe haiM / anukUla svAda na milane para krodha ke kAraNa tU kisa prakAra svayaM apane svarUpa ko sAkSAt jalatA huA anubhava karatA hai, eka hI vastu meM aneka svAda utpanna karane ke liye tujhe kitanA kucha karanA par3atA hai tathA isake kAraNa tere dainika bajaTa para kitanA bhAra par3A huA hai, jisakI pUrti ki tU apanA sArA samaya dhanopArjana ke artha lagA dene para bhI kara nahIM pAtA / kyA kabhI vicArA hai ki Aja ke tere jIvana ko bhAra banA dene vAlI yaha svAda kI AsaktipUrNa bhAvanA terI zAnti ko kitanI bAdhA pahu~cA rahI hai ? isake tyAga se tere zarIra ko yA gRhasthI ko bAdhA pahu~cAne kA to prazna nahIM, viparIta isake tujhe bar3A lAbha hogA, Arthika dRSTi se aura svAsthya kI dRSTi se bhI / Arthika dRSTi se isake tyAga ke kAraNa avazya hI tere dainika kharca meM bahuta bar3I kamI A jAyegI / sambhavata: kSudhA nivRtti ke liye hone vAlA terA kharca svAdArtha hone vAle kharca kA tIsarA bhAga bhI na ho| isake phalasvarUpa usakI pUrti kI jo cintA Aja tujhe lagI rahatI hai usase tujhe mukti milegI, aura dhanopArjana se kucha samaya kA avakAza pAkara tU zAnti kI upAsanA kara skegaa| svAsthya kI dRSTi se bhI isa svAda kI bhAvanA se dabAyA gayA tU anekoM bAra jAnate-bUjhate kinhIM aise padArthoM kA sevana kara letA hai, jinake kAraNa anekoM roga yA kaSTa tere zarIra meM utpanna ho jAte haiN| unase rakSA karane ke liye bhI isa para kAbU pAnA zreyaskara hai| isake atirikta nindanIya sambhASaNa va para-nindA meM terA kitanA samaya vyartha calA jA rahA hai, kyA kabhI vicAra kiyA hai isa para? isa kriyA se tajha ko kauna sA laukika va alaukika lAbha hai? laukika apekSA se bhI hAni aura alaukika apekSA se bhI / laukika apekSA se isaliye ki isake kAraNa hI aneka vyakti tere zatru bana baiThate haiM aura tujhe bAdhA pahu~cAne meM kadAcita saphala bhI ho jAte haiN| alaukika hAni isaliye ki isake kAraNa se protsAhita terA antadveSa svayaM tere andara dAha utpanna karake terI zAnti ko jalA DAlatA hai / ata: isa vartamAna gRhastha-dazA meM rahate huye bhI tU svAda ke prati apanI Asakti kA tyAga karane ke liye, bAjAra kI miThAI cATa Adi kA tyAga karake yA ghara para bhI svAdiSTa vastuyeM banavAne kA yathAsambhava tyAga karake, athavA kisI ke sAtha ayogya azlIla va nindanIya sambhASaNa kA tyAga karake, eka deza rUpa se jihvA-indriya sambandhI saMyama dhAraNa kara sakatA hai / yahA~ bhI sparzana-indriya saMyama kI bhA~ti antaraMga abhiprAya kI pradhAnatA jAnanA / isase avazya hI tujha ko zAnti kI AMzika prApti hotI pratIta hogI, jIvana halkA ho jAyegA, citta meM sAttvika vicAra udita hoMge aura antarprakAza meM vRddhi hogii| (3) aba lIjiye tIsarI nAsikA-indriya sambandhI saMyama kI baat| isake viSaya ko bhI Avazyaka va anAvazyaka aMgoM meM vibhAjita karane para zvAsa lene kI pravRtti rUpa eka Avazyaka aMga tathA sugandhi durgandhi ke prati rAga va ghRNA-bhAva rUpa anAvazyaka aMga ye do bAteM vicAraNIya ho jAtI haiM / zvAsa lenA bhale na tyAgA jA sake parantu dUsarA viSaya tyAga dene para zarIra ko yA gRhasthI ko koI kSati nahIM hotii| vAstava meM dekhA jAya to durgandhi sugandhi nAma kI do sattAyeM hI kahIM nahIM haiN| pratyeka bhautika padArtha meM koI na koI gandha to avazya hai, para vaha sugandhi hai yA durgandhi isa bAta kA nirNaya kauna kare? jo tujhe acchI lage so sugandhi, jo na ruce so durgandhi / isa prakAra apanI ruci ke anusAra kisI bhI gandha meM 'su' va 'du' upasarga lagA denA kyA nyAya-saMgata hai ? padArtha ke svarUpa kA nirNaya karane kA tujhako yaha adhikAra hai hI kahA~ ? ata: vAstava meM tujhe kisI bhI gandha ke Ane para 'su' va 'du' kA athavA acchI va

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26. saMyama 170 5. indriya-saMyama burI kA bhAva lAkara, rAgadveSa-janaka vyAkulatA utpanna karanA aura apanI zAnti ko ghAtanA nahIM cAhiye, donoM meM hI sAmyatA rakhanI cAhiye, jaise ki pahale deva va guru ke Adarza-jIvana meM dekha AyA hai / parantu phira bhI apanI zakti kA saMtulana karane para tujhe aisA lagatA hai, ki prayatna karane para bhI sambhavata: durgandhi Ane para terI nAka sukar3e binA na raha sake, kyoMki usake prati ghRNA ke kucha dRr3ha-saMskAra hI aise par3e huye haiN| khaira yadi aisA hai to bhale durgandhi ke prati kI glAni vartamAna meM na chUTe, parantu sugandhi ke prati kA jhukAva chor3ane meM to tere gRhastha-jIvana meM yA dainika-caryA meM koI bAdhA nahIM par3a sakatI / balki isake tyAga se tujhako laukika va alaukika donoM prakAra kA lAbha hI hogA, Arthika dRSTi se aura svAsthya kI dRSTi se bhii| Arthika-dRSTi se dekhane para isa viSaya para kAbU pA lene ke pazcAt, pAuDara, krIma, vaisalIna, saiNTa Adi anekoM aise bekAra padArthoM kI koI AvazyakatA na raha jAyegI tujhe jinameM ki terI Aya kA eka bar3A bhAga vyaya ho jAtA hai| isa prakAra tere vyaya meM nyUnatA ho jAne se svAbhAvata: dhanopArjana sambandhI terA bhAra kucha kama ho jAyegA, tatsambandhI cintAoM se nivRtti ke kAraNa tU kucha samaya bacA sakegA, aura zAnti kI upAsanA ke mArga para sugamatA se agrasara hone kA avasara prApta kara sakegA / svAsthya kI dRSTi se dekhane para una uparokta padArthoM ke kAraNa utpanna hone vAle bAloM kI saphedI, najalA tathA anya bhI kaI isI prakAra ke rogoM se mukta ho jAyegA / ata: pUrNatayA na sahI parantu kevala sugandhi ke prati kA rAga chor3akara isa viSaya kA bhI ekadeza tyAgI tU avazya bana sakatA hai| (4) aba dekhiye netra-indriya sambandhI viSaya ko jisakA kAma hai dekhanA, rAga-bhAva se va dveSa-bhAva se jaise kuTumbI janoM ko tathA kisI zatru ko, karuNA-bhAva se va krUra-bhAva se jaise apane rogI putra ko aura sarpAdi ko, prema se va bhaya se jaise sva-strI ko aura siMha ko, bahamAna se va manoraMjana se jaise deva va garu ko athavA dhArmika utsavoM ko aura sinemA Adi ko, tathA isI prakAra anya bhI anekoM virodhI abhiprAyoM se dekhnaa| ina sarva abhiprAyoM meM rAga se, nirvikAra-bhAva se, karuNA se, prema se va bahumAna ityAdi bhAvoM se dekhe binA vartamAna avasthA meM calanA pratIta nahIM hotA to na sahI; parantu dveSa-bhAva se, vikRta-bhAva se, krUra bhAva se, bhaya se tathA manoraMjana Adi ke bhAvoM se dekhane kA tyAga to sahaja hI kara sakatA hai, aura ina dRSTiyoM ke tyAgane se terI dainika cayAM meM bAdhA Ane kI bajAya laukika va alaukika dono rIti se kucha sundaratA hI AyegI / loka meM hone vAle apayaza se bacegA, yaha hai laukika sundaratA / sinemA Adi manoraMjana ke sAdhanoM se milatI hai ni:zulka zikSA sarva khoTI bAtoM kI tathA vyasanoM kI / deza meM pracalita DAke mArane ke liye naye-naye DhaMga, jebakatarI, vyabhicAra-sevana, madya va mAMsa kA sevana, naye-naye zrRMgAra va phaizana, ina sabake pracAra-kendra vAstava meM ye sinemA Adi hI to haiM / ata: inako dekhane kA tyAga karane se anekoM vyasanoM se tU apanI rakSA kara skegaa| isake atirikta vikArI bhAva se utpanna hone vAle kaSAya se prerita jo vezyAgamana Adi mahAna aparAdha haiM, unase bhI bacA rhegaa| isI prakAra ina aparAdhoM ke kAraNa hone vAle vyartha ke apavyaya kI cintA se baca jaayegaa| dhanopArjana sambandhI bhAra se chuTakArA aura anya bhI anekoM lAbha hoNge| ata: yadi pUrNa nahIM to AMzika rUpa se avazya Aja bhI isa netra-indriya sambandhI uparokta anAvazyaka aMga ko chor3akara tU saMyamI bana sakatA hai| (5) aba lIjiye pA~cavI zrotra indriya kI baat| gRhastha-kSetra meM, vyApAra-kSetra meM tathA dhArmika-kSetra meM kaTamba vAloM kI, grAhakoM kI aura gurujanoM kI yA upadezakoM kI bAteM sunanA athavA dhArmika bhajana sunanA to Avazyaka aMga hone ke kAraNa chor3A nahIM jA sktaa| parantu sinemA ke azlIla gAne sunane kA tyAga karane se tujhe kyA bAdhA paDegI? isameM to nihita hai terA lAbha / sinemA para hone vAle tathA reDiyo, grAmophona Adi para hone vAle vyartha ke vyaya se bacegA aura isa prakAra dhanopArjana sambandhI bhAra halkA pdd'egaa| jo samaya ina kAryoM meM vyartha jAtA hai vaha baca jAyegA jise tU upayoga meM lA sakegA nija-hitArtha / isake atirikta zrotra-indriya kA eka aura bhI viSaya hai, bar3A bhayAnaka parantu Upara se dekhane meM sundara, jisa sundaratA se AkarSita hokara sAdhAraNa manuSya kI to bAta nahIM dhArmika kSetra meM Age bar3he huye vyakti-vizeSa bhI dhokhA khAye binA nahIM rahate / aisI paTakhanI khAte haiM ki cAroM khAne citta nIce Ate haiM, aura usa khAI meM jA par3ate haiM jahA~ se ve

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26. saMyama 171 7. paJca-pApa kaba nikala sakeMge yaha kauna jaane| vaha viSaya hai nija-prazaMsA ke zabda sunakara unake prati kA miThAsa va jhukAva / zAnti ke upAsaka ko isa duSTa viSaya se pada-pada para sAvadhAnI rakhane kI AvazyakatA hai| (6) pA~coM indriyoM kI bAta ho cukI, parantu ina pA~coM ke adhipati mana kI bAta zeSa raha gaI, jisase ina pA~coM ko preraNA mila rahI hai, jisake bala para ina pA~coM kA bala hai, jisake jIvita rahane para ye pA~coM jIvita haiM tathA jisakI mRtyu se ina pA~coM kI mRtyu hai| isa mana kA koI eka nizcita viSaya nahIM hai, pA~coM hI indriyoM ke viSaya isake viSaya haiN| jisa prakAra devapajA, garu-upAsanA va svAdhyAya ke prakaraNa meM batAyA jA cukA hai tathA sparzanendriya-damana sambandhI viSaya ke sAtha bhI batAyA jA cukA hai, pratyeka kriyA ke do aMga haiM, jo sadA sAtha-sAtha rahate haiM--eka aMtaraMga-aMga aura dasarA bAhya aMga / yahA~ bhI arthAt indriya-saMyama ke prakaraNa meM bhI vahI bAta hai / pratyeka indriya kA bAhya-viSaya to hai una-una padArthoM kA grahaNa aura antaraMga-viSaya hai unakA grahaNa hone para antaraMga meM utpanna hone vAlI miThAsa, ruci va jhukAva, jo ki mujhe Age-Age puna: puna: adhika-adhika una-una viSayoM ke grahaNa kI preraNA detA hai tathA atyanta Asakta va gRddha banAkara mujhe usake upabhoga meM aisA phaMsA detA hai ki unase chUTane kA bhAva mere andara utpanna na hone pAve, hitAhita kA viveka bhI jAtA rhe| ina sarva indriyoM ke antaraMga viSaya milakara eka mana kA viSaya bana jAtA hai / ata: mana ko kAbU karane ke liye pA~coM indriyoM sambandhI anAvazyaka va Avazyaka viSayoM ke prati kA jhukAva antaraMga meM na hone dene ke liye sAvadhAnI rakhanI Avazyaka hai| isa prayAsa se bhI gRhasthI-sambandhI kisI caryA meM bAdhA AnA sambhava nhiiN| isake atirikta bhI Age-Age ke prakaraNoM meM Ane vAlI sarva antaraMga kriyAyeM mana kI viSaya haiM / una sarva hI antaraMga kriyAoM kA yathAyogya tyAga, vivekapUrvaka sAvadhAnI ke sAtha nirbAdha rIti se karane kA nAma hI hai mana kA saMyama / isako vaza meM karane para saba indriya sahaja hI vaza meM ho jAyeMgI / isa prathama bhUmikA meM isa hI ko mukhyata: vaza meM karane kI bAta calatI hai| 6. prANa-saMyama-zAnti-prApti kI sAdhanA ke antargata saMyama kA kathana calatA hai| jaisA ki pahale batAyA gayA thA, vaha do prakAra kA hai-indriya-saMyama aura prANa-saMyama / indriya-saMyama kI bAta ho cukI aura aba calatI hai prANa-saMyama kI bAta / jIva ke dasa prANoM kA tathA unakI apekSA jIva ke aneka bheda-prabhedoM kA kathana jIva -tattva ke antargata A cukA hai| (dekho 7.2) / prANa saMyama kA artha hai isa prakAra kI sAvadhAnI ki mere dainika jIvana meM mere dvArA mana se, vacana se athavA kAya se koI bhI isa prakAra kI pravRtti na ho jisake kAraNa ki cIMTI se lekara manuSya paryanta kisI bhI choTe yA bar3e vyavahAragata prANI ke prANoM ko, sAkSAta rUpa se yA paramparA rUpa se kisI bhI prakAra pahu~ca sake / na kevala Ayu nAma vAle pradhAna prANa ko athavA kAya yA zarIra nAma vAle prANa ko pratyuta kisI bhI prANa ko; na pA~coM indriyoM meM se kisI bhI eka indriya ko, na mana ko, na vacana ko, na kAya ko, na zvAsocchavAsa ko aura na Ayu ko| na kevala unako naSTa-bhraSTa na karanA, pratyuta pIr3ita na karanA / prANa-saMyama kA yaha vyApaka lakSaNa samajha na pAne ke kAraNa hI pRthvI para dekha-dekhakara paga rakhane vAle tathA annako bIna-bInakara khAne vAle saMyamIjana bhI vAstava meM raha jAte haiM asNymii| yaha jAne binA ki merI kisa-kisa prakAra kI pravRtti se kisa ke kisa prANa ko kisa prakAra kI pIr3A pahu~ca rahI hai, saMyama kA yaha viveka dhAraNa karanA sambhava nhiiN| yadi sUkSmatA se vicAra kiyA jAye to Apako yaha jAnakara Azcarya hogA ki mere dvArA kSudra jIvoM ko itanI pIr3A nahIM pahuMca rahI hai jitanI ki manuSya ko, svayaM mere bhAI ko, zarIra ke dvArA nahIM, vacana ke dvArA, mana ke dvArA / nindA, cugalI tathA vyaMga Adi rUpa marmacchedI vacanoM dvArA maiM kisa prakAra usakA kalejA chalanI karatA rahatA hU~, yaha mujhe patA hI calane nahIM pAtA / __7. paJca-pApa-apanI sarva pravRttiyoM ko prANa-pIr3A kI apekSA meM pA~ca koTiyoM meM vibhAjita kara sakatA huuN| hiMsA ke dvArA, asatya ke dvArA, corI ke dvArA, vyabhicAra-sevana ke dvArA, aura saMzaya yA horDiMga ke dvArA jisakA nAma parigraha bhI hai| inheM Agama meM pA~ca pApa kahakara batAyA gayA hai| prANiyoM ko pIDA-kAraka hone se ye pA~coM jAti kI merI pravRttiyeM pAparUpa haiM, isameM koI saMzaya nhiiN| aba pRthak-pRthak ina pA~coM pApoM kA vizleSaNa karatA hU~, tanika dhyAna

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26. saMyama 172 7. paJca-pApa denA kyoMki isa vizleSaNa ye yaha bAta dhyAna meM Ae binA na rahegI ki apanI jina pravRttiyoM ko maiM nyAya-saMgata mAnA karatA hUM ve bhI anyAyarUpa haiM, pAparUpa haiN| mujhe aisI sarva pravRttiyoM se bacanA hai, apane jIvana ko saMkocakara kevala nija-zAnti meM kendrita karanA hai| bhoga-vilAsa kA yaha mArga nahIM hai| bahuvarNanIya hone ke kAraNa hiMsA kA kathana bAda meM karU~gA, pahale asatyAdi cAra pApoM kA kathana karatA huuN| (1) krodhavaza kahe jAne vAle kaTu va tIkhe zabda yA gAlI ke zabda, dveSavaza kahe jAne vAle vyaMgAtmaka zabda, lobhavaza kahe jAne vAle chala-kapaTa bhare zabda, ha~sI ThaDhe vaza kahe jAne vAle kucha aniSTakArI zabda, mAnavaza kahe jAne vAle marmacchedI zabda, isa prakAra ke zabda bolakara maiM kisI ke anta:karaNa meM dAha upajAtA hU~ / spaSTa jhUTha bolakara, cugalI yA nindA karake, aniSTakArI yA khuzAmada ke zabda bolakara jhUThe kAgaja va dastAveja Adi banAkara maiM prANiyoM ke mana ko Thesa pahu~cAtA huuN| kisI kI dharohara mere pAsa rakhI ho, usakA svAmI bhUla gayA ho yA pUrI yAda na rakha pAyA ho, aura lene Ave to kamatI mA~gatA ho, usa samaya use pUrI yAda dilAne meM cupa kheMcakara, kisI kA rahasya svayaM usake dvArA batAyA haA athavA apane Apa kinhIM anya sAdhanoM se yA usakI mukhAkRti Adi para se jAna kisI para prakaTa karake, isI prakAra anya bhI vacana sambandhita anekoM vikalpoM meM kisI ke antarmANoM ko arthAt mAnasika prANoM ko pIDA pahu~cAtA huuN| aisI pravRtti kA nAma asatya pravRtti hai| yahA~ asatya kA artha kevala jhUTha bolanA nahIM, balki pratyeka aniSTa va kaTuvacana vAstava meM asatya hai / satya bhI vacana yadi ahitakArI hai yA kaTu hai to vaha bhI yahA~ asatya kI koTi meM samajhA jAtA hai| (2) vibhinna jAti ke prANiyoM ne apanI-apanI AvazyakatAnusAra padArthoM kA jo saJcaya kiyA huA hai, vaha saba una-una prANiyoM kA dhana hai / isa dhana ko bhI jIvana kA bAhya-prANa kahA jAtA hai kyoMki isakI tanika sI bhI bAdhA yaha prANI sahana nahIM kara sakatA, aura kadAcita isa dhana ke liye apane uparokta dasa prANoM ko bhI na ginate huye Atma-hatyA taka kara letA hai / yahA~ dhana zabda kA artha rupayA-paisA mAtra nahIM hai balki jaisA ki Upara batAyA gayA hai prANiyoM kA sva-sva-yogya padArtha saMcaya hai| isa dhana kA apaharaNa karake maiM unheM pIr3A paha~cAtA huuN| athavA kucha dera ke liye chor3e gae kisI zUnya-AvAsa Adi meM Thaharakara athavA sabakA svAmitva jahA~ ho aisI dharmazAlA Adi sthAnoM meM AvazyakatA se adhika sthAna rokakara yA apane roke huye sthAna meM dUsare ko Ane kI AjJA na dekara maiM dUsaroM ke duHkha kA kAraNa bana jAtA huuN| athavA binA kisI ke diye yA dene kI antaraMga bhAvanA kiye, kisI apane paricita mitra kI koI bhI vastu lekara athavA lene kI icchA karake athavA yaha kahakara ki yaha to mujhe acchI lagatI hai, maiM vAstava meM usake hRdaya ko daHkha paha~cAtA hU~; kyoMki lihAja ke kAraNa vaha yadi bAhara se inkAra nahIM karatA to isakA yaha artha nahIM ki vaha isa vastu kA viraha svIkAra karatA hai / athavA binA dAtAra ke AhAra grahaNa karake, yA ayogya AhAra grahaNa karake bhI maiM kinhIM premIjanoM ke hRdaya ko duHkha pahu~cAtA hU~ / itanA hI nahIM dharma ke nAma para vyartha ke vAda-vivAda dvArA anekoM kI zraddhA ko Thesa pahu~cAtA hU~, usa zraddhA ko jo ki unheM prANoM se bhI adhika priya hai| isa prakAra kI merI sarva pravRttiyeM dUsaroM ke bAhya yA abhyantara dhana kA apaharaNa karane ke kAraNa corI meM garbhita hai| inake atirikta mAnasika prANoM kA bhI apaharaNa karatA hU~-sthUla va prasiddha corI karake, corI kA mAla lekara, corI karane sambandhI upAya anya ko batAkara, corI karane ke upayukta hathiyAra banAkara yA dUsare kisI ko dekara, cora ko Azraya dekara, rAjya niyama ke viruddha kAma karake, Taiksa va rela Adi kA kirAyA bacAkara, kamatI-bar3hatI bATa, gaja Adi tolane tathA mApane ke upakaraNa rakhakara, kisI cAlAkI se kama tolakara yA kama mApakara, adhika mUlya kI vastu meM kama mUlya kI vastue~ milAkara, horDiMga karake arthAt 'bhAva bar3ha jAne para becUMgA' isa abhiprAya se godAmoM meM mAla rokakara, AjJA se adhika savArI moTara meM baiThAkara, cora-bAjAra meM mAla becakara, ghUsa lekara, taraskarI karake ityAdi aneka DhaMgoM se maiM prANiyoM ko pIr3A de rahA hU~, nitya corI kiye jA rahA huuN| (3) sAkSAta strI-saMbhoga ke atirikta, strI-puruSa saMyoga sambandhI bAteM sunane va kahane meM Asakta hokara, tiryaJcoM kA saMbhoga dekhakara, zarIra ke vizeSa manohara aMgopAMgoM kI ora dRSTipAta karake, pUrva meM kI gaI maithuna kriyAoM

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26. saMyama 173 8. hiMsA jAya, kA smaraNa karake, gariSTa va tAmasika bhojana karake, zarIra kA aisA zRMgAra karake jise dekhakara dUsare kA citta vikRta ho maiM 'sadA vyabhicAra sevana karatA hU~ / patnI ke jIvita rahate dUsarA vivAha karake athavA vivAhita yA avAhita vyabhicArI yA suzIla striyoM ke ghara para jAkara yA ekAnta meM unase vacanAlApa karake, yA apane zarIra ke aMga-vizeSoM kA punaH punaH sparza karake, hasta maithuna karake athavA aMtaraMga meM kAma-vAsanA utpanna karake tathA anya bhI anekoM DhaMgoM se maiM vyabhicAra sevana kiyA karatA huuN| merI isa pravRtti kA nAma abrahma, kuzIla sevana yA vyabhicAra hai| isa pravRtti ke dvArA asaMkhyAta choTe-choTe kITANuoM ko pIr3A pahu~cAne ke atirikta maiM una una striyoM ke tathA unake svAmiyoM yA mAtA-pitAoM ke hRdaya ko atIva vedanA pahu~cAtA hU~ aura sAtha-sAtha apane mana tathA kAya-bala kA bhI nAza karatA hU~ / (4) AvazyakatA se adhika dhana-dhAnya, kapar3A-jevara, bartana, kheta tathA jAyadAda, pazu, dAsa-dAsI Adi rakhakara athavA unheM prApta karane kI icchA karake yA acche na lagane vAle padArthoM se dveSa karate huye unheM dUra karane kI icchA karake bhI maiM anekoM ko pIr3A pahu~cA rahA huuN| merI isa pravRtti kA nAma hai parigraha bhAva / savistAra vivecana Age yathAsthAna kiyA jAne vAlA hai / (de0 adhikAra 33) I 8. hiMsA - kisI ko jAna se mAra denA mAtra hiMsA nahIM hai| vaha to kevala usa kA rAjadaNr3a ghorarUpa hai| hiMsA kI vyApakatA meM to anekoM isa prakAra kI pravRttiyAM sammilita haiM jo maiM apane dainika jIvana meM nitya karatA rahatA hU~ aura jinheM karane meM rAjadaNr3a kA bhI koI bhaya nahIM hotA / yathA -- kisI pAlatU pazu ko khUMTe ke sAtha itanI choTI rassI se bAndhanA ki vaha ThIka se hilaDula yA baiTha-uTha na sake / pakSiyoM ko manoraMjana ke liye piJjareM meM rakhanA, nizAnI karane ke liye pAlatU pazu kI pU~cha Adi kATa denA, cheda denA, bheda denA athavA usakI pITha para dAga lagA denA, netra Adi usakI koI indriya phor3a denA, khassI karanA, adhika bhAra lAdanA aura na cala sake to nirdayatA se pITanA; gAya, bhaiMsa dUdha na de to unake sAtha amAnavIya vyavahAra karanA, iMjekzana lagAkara dUdha nikAlanA, krodhavaza use AhAra na denA / isI prakAra apane Azrita kisI sevaka se adhika kAma lenA, na kare to usakA vetana roka lenA yA kATa lenA yA kama denA ityAdi / cIMTI, pataMga Adi kSudra jIva to merI asAvadhAnI ke kAraNa marateM yA pIDita hote hI rahate haiM-- calate samaya pA~va ke nIce dabakara, vastu ko uThAte dharate samaya usake nIce pisakara, mala-mUtra Adi meM dabakara athavA nAlI meM bahakara, rAtri ko bhojana karate samaya usa bhojana meM phaTAphaTa par3akara, dIpaka kI lau para jalakara athavA bijalI ke balba ke sAtha TakarAkara, ityAdi / itanA hI kyoM, yaha to kevala zarIra dvArA kI gaI hiMsA ke kucha sthUla udAharaNa mAtra haiN| vAstava meM to hiMsA hotI hai mana tathA vacana ke dvArA, jo pratikSaNa barAbara calA karatI hai, gRhasthoM meM hI nahIM tyAgiyoM meM bhI aura yaha patA nahIM cala pAtA ki maiM hiMsA kara rahA hU~ / vyApakatA se dekhane para asatya Adi pUrvokta cAroM pApa bhI vAstava meM hiMsA hI haiM kyoMki kisI na kisI prakAra unase prANiyoM ke prANa pIDita hote hI haiM / itanA hI nahIM hiMsA ke vizvavyApI virATarUpa meM na jAne kyA-kyA tathA kaise-kaise aparAdha bhare par3e haiM, sthUla tathA sUkSma / una sabakA kiMcita anumAna karane ke liye hiMsaka pravRttiyoM ke anekoM bhaMga karake darzAtA hU~ / ye pA~coM hI pApa maiM mana ke dvArA karatA hUM arthAt mana meM vaisA karane kA vicAra karatA hU~ / vacana ke dvArA karatA hU~ arthAt unakA kathana kara-karake yA suna-suna ke prasanna hotA hU~ / kAya ke dvArA karatA hU~ jaisA ki aba taka darzAyA gayA hai / mana, vacana va kAya ke dvArA ina pA~coM pApoM ko maiM svayaM to karatA hI hUM, dUsare ko bhI karane ke liye ukasAtA hU~ aura kisI ko karatA dekhakara mana hI mana prasanna bhI hotA hU~ / ina nau bhaMgo se una pA~coM pApoM ko karane ke liye kabhI to prayatna mAtra karake raha jAtA hU~, kabhI tadartha kucha sAmagrI mAtra juTAkara raha jAtA hU~ aura kabhI-kabhI sAkSAt rUpa se kara bhI gujaratA hU~ / isa prakAra unake 27 bhaMga ho jAte haiM / krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha ina cAroM kaSAyoM se pRthak-pRthak prerita hokara karane ke kAraNa ve hI 108 bana jAte haiM / inako pA~coM pApoM se pRthak-pRthak guNA karane para hiMsA ke 540 bhaMga bana jAte haiM / cha: kAyavAle jIvoM ke prati lAgU hone se ye hI 3240 aura prAyaH cAra prayojanoM se pravRtta hone ke kAraNa 12960 ho jAte haiN| isI prakAra anyAnya bhI asaMkhyAtoM bhaMga banAe jA sakate haiM /

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26. saMyama 174 9. saMyama kA prayojana pakaDanA nitya vyavahAra meM Ane ke kAraNa hiMsA ke ye cAra prayojana yahA~ vizeSa rUpa se varNanIya haiM, jinake kAraNa hiMsA cAra prakAra kI mAnI jAtI hai-saMkalpI, udyogI, ArambhI tathA virodhii| niSprayojana kevala manoraMjana ke abhiprAya se yA kaSAyavaza kI jAne vAlI hiMsA saMkalpI kahalAtI hai, jaise mAMsa ke liye pazuvadha karanA, zikAra khelanA, machalI aura manoraMjana ke ke liye tItara Adi ko athavA pazuoM ko lar3AnA Adi / vyApAra-dhandhe meM hone vAlI hiMsA udyogI hai, jaise anna ke kArobAra meM hone vAlI surasI Adi kI hiMsA athavA kisI bar3e kArakhAne meM hone vAlI aneka prakAra kI hiMsA / ghara meM kAma-dhandhe meM hone vAlI hiMsA ArambhI hai, jaise ghara kI lipAI tathA saphAI meM hone vAlI athavA khAnA banAne meM hone vAlI hiMsA / apane tathA kuTumbiyoM ke athavA deza ke jAna mAla tathA mAna kI rakSA ke liye kI jAne vAlI hiMsA virodhI kahalAtI hai, jaise cora-DAkuoM ke sAtha tathA AtatAiyoM ke sAtha yuddha Adi karanA / vAstava meM hiMsA yA ahiMsA ke do zabda jo Aja prAya: sunane meM A rahe haiM, vyApaka artha meM puyakta kiye jAne yogya haiN| kisI prANI ko jAna se mAra denA to hiMsA aura jAna se na mAra denA mAtra ahiMsA aisA nahIM hai / inakA bar3A vyApaka artha hai / uparokta sarva 12960 prANa-pIr3A ke bhaMga tathA anya bhI saMbhava anekoM vikalpa, jinake dvArA kisI bhI prANI ko zArIrika, vAcika va mAnasika pIr3A tathA bAdhA ho, hiMsA meM samAveza pA jAte haiM / sUkSmarUpa se dekhane para jo kArya ahiMsAtmaka dikhAI dete haiM unameM bhI kisI na kisI rUpa meM hiMsA rahatI hI hai| dRSTAnta ke rUpa meM, maiM prayatnapUrvaka calA jA rahA hU~ aura kucha pakSI vahA~ baiThe hoM jinako mere nikaTa A jAne se kucha bhaya pratIta ho aura ve vahA~ se ur3a jAyeM, to usa mArga para una kabUtaroM ke nikaTa merA jAnA hiMsA hogA / cIMTI Adi ko unake prANoM kI rakSArtha mArga se haTAkara eka ora sarakA denA bhI hiMsA hai, kyoMki aisA karane se sambhavata: unake usa Antarika abhiprAya ko dhakkA pahuMcA hai, jisako liye huye ve amuka dizA meM jA rahe the, ityAdi anekoM prakAra se hiMsA kA vyApaka artha hai / kahA~ taka kahA jAya aura yAda bhI kaise raheMge itane vikalpa ata: eka choTI sI pahicAnaM batAtA hU~, yaha jAnane kI ki kauna kriyA hiMsAtmaka hai aura kauna ahiMsAtmaka / apanI pratyeka kriyA ko isa kasauTI para kasakara dekhane para bar3I saralatA se hiMsA va ahiMsA kI parIkSA ho jaaegii| dUsare ke dvArA hone vAlI jo bhI kriyA mujhe apane liye arucikara ho, basa vaha kriyA hiMsAtmaka hai aura jo rucikara ho so ahiMsAtmaka / ata: maiM koI bhI aisI kriyA kisI choTe yA bar3e jIva ke prati na karU~ jo svayaM mujhe apane prati pIr3A-pradAyaka bhAsatI ho| aisI sarva hiMsAtmaka pravRttiyoM kA apane jIvana meM pUrNatayA nirodha karane kA nAma hai pUrNa prANa saMyama yA sakalaprANa saMyama jo muniyoM tathA sAdhuoM meM hI sambhava hai| AMzika rUpa se isakA nirodha karane kA nAma hai ekadeza-prANa saMyama / bhale hI pUrNatayA maiM ina saba pravRttiyoM se mukta hone kI vartamAna meM kSamatA na rakhatA hU~, parantu zakti anusAra ina saba 12960 vikalpoM meM se kucha bhaMgoM kA pUrNa tyAga aura kucha kA ekadeza yA alpa-tyAga karane ko isa avasthA meM bhI avazya samartha huuN| isa viSaya kA vistAra Age ahiMsA vAle adhikAra meM kiyA jAne vAlA hai| (de0 adhikAra 27) 9. saMyama kA prayojana Aja saMyama ko adhikatara lokeSaNA kI puSTi ke liye kiyA jA rahA hai| pratiSThA ke liye, khyAti lAbha pUjA ke liye isako dhAraNa karane vAle Aja bar3e vega se isa ora bar3he cale A rahe haiN| parantu loka-kalyANa kI bAta to dUra rahI, kyA unakA apanA kalyANa bhI ho rahA hai isase, yaha vicAraNIya hai ? isa bAta kI parIkSA hai zAnti jo saMyama kA vAstavika prayojana hai| yadi phalasvarUpa, saMyama se isI jIvana meM, tatkSaNa, zAnti kA, bhUmikAnusAra vedana na huA to usakA saMyama nirarthaka hI rahA, aura aise saMyama se isa mArga meM koI lAbha nahIM / saMyama kA artha hai vikalpa-damana, jo sAkSAt zAnti svarUpa hai, isaliye saMyama kI yathArthatA va ayathArthatA kI parIkSA hotI hai antaraMga meM vikalpa-damana se, na ki bAhya kI zArIrika kriyAoM se| ___ jaisA ki sAdhanA adhikAra meM tathA devapUjA Adi prakaraNoM meM barAbara batAyA jAtA rahA hai, laukika va alaukika sarva prayojanoM meM do kriyAyeM yugapata calA karatI haiM--eka bAhya meM dIkhane vAlI zArIrika kriyA tathA dUsarI antaraMga meM vedana kI jAne vAlI antaraMga kriyaa| antaraMga meM vikalpoM ke AMzika abhAva athavA zAnti ke vedana se rahita kevala

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26. saMyama 175 10. vizva prema bAhya zArIrika kriyA prayojana kI siddhi karane meM asaphala rahane ke kAraNa nirarthaka hai / ata: yadi kucha puruSArtha karane ko udyata huA hai to usako yathArtha rIti se kara, jisase ki vaha kiyA huA puruSArtha vyartha na jAne paave| indriya-saMyama meM indriya-viSayoM kA AMzika tyAga aura prANasaMyama meM yathAzakti ahiMsA kA pAlana kevala isI abhiprAya se honA cAhiye ki tat-tat viSaya sambandhI rAgadveSAtmaka iSTAniSTa vikalpajAla hRdaya meM utpanna hokara mujhe vyAkala na banA de| isa prayojana ke artha hI paga-paga para isa bAta kI sambhAla rakhakara calanA hai ki kyA prayojana kA arthAta zAnti kA kisI aMza meM praveza ho pAyA hai jIvana meM? vastu kA tyAga karane ke liye tyAga nahIM, balki vikalpa kA icchA kA. Asakti kA yA usa vasta-vizeSa ke prati antaraMga jhakAva kA. usameM vartane vAlI miThAsa kA yA ruci kA tyAga karane ke liye tyAga hai aura vahI hai saccA sNym| isakA yaha bhI artha nahIM ki bAhya vastuoM kA tyAga nirarthaka hai / zAnti kI rakSA karane ke liye, jaisA ki indriya-saMyama meM batAyA jA cukA hai, yathAzakti bAhya viSayoM kA tyAga kara hI denA cAhiye, bhale pahale-pahale vaha kucha akharatA ho| isa prayojana kI siddhi binA abhiprAya badale nahIM kI jA sktii| mana sambandhI saMyama ke prakaraNa meM bhI isI bAta para jora diyA gayA hai / indriya-saMyama va prANa-saMyama donoM meM yaha hI pramukha hai, aura gRhastha kI isa alpa bhUmikA meM rahate huye bhI isa abhiprAya kA antaraMga se tyAga kara dene se tere zarIra ko, tere kuTumba ko yA terI sampatti ko koI bhI bAdhA honI sambhava nahIM hai| aisA karane se tere andara meM utpanna.hogA eka utsAha, eka bala, jIvana meM eka mor3a, jo dhIre-dhIre tujhe saMyamita banAtA huA le jAyegA vikalpa sAgara ke usa pAra, jahA~ zAnti khar3I terI rAha dekhatI hai| 20. vizva prema antaraMga meM prANa-saMyama ke artha uparokta saccA abhiprAya banAne ke liye, majhe eka vizeSa dRSTi utpanna karanI hogI jisake dvArA dekhane para mere hRdaya meM eka svAbhAvika maitrI-bhAva prakaTa ho jAya, vizva ke sarva choTe-bar3e prANiyoM ke prati jisameM hogA kevala prema va bhrAtRtva kA bhAva, samasta vizva hogA eka kuTumba; jisake dvArA dekhane para dikhAI degA mujhe sarvatra apanA hI rUpa, apanA hI nivAsa; eka advaitapanA sA dikhAI degA jahA~ / aho ! alokika-janoM kI alaukika bAteM, bhinna-bhinna zabdoM dvArA uparokta dRSTi ko sundara citraNa jJAnI janoM ne kiyA hai| zramaNa santoM kA to kahanA hI kyA, inakA jIvana to sadA hI sAmyatA va maitrI se bharapUra rahA hai, aupaniSadika kAla ke RSiyoM kA hRdaya bhI isa alaukika bhAvanA se kitanA bharapara thA isakA patA ISopaniSada ke prathama maMtra ke adhyayana se laga jAtA hai| kitanA sundara hai ISopaniSad kA yaha prathama vAkya "IzAvAsyamidaM sarvaM yat kiJca jagatyAM jgt| tena tyaktena bhuJjItha mA gRdhaH kasya sviddhanam / / " arthAt "isa jagatI para jo kucha bhI hai vaha saba Izvara kA AvAsa hai / isaliye yadi jagata ke padArthoM kA upabhoga hI karanA hai to tyAga bhAva se kara, adhika lAlasA mata kara, yaha dhana kisakA hai / (kisI kA nhiiN)|" kitanA sundara bhAva hai ki isa jagata meM sabhI padArtha IzvarIya tattva se ota prota haiM, sabhI jItI-jAgatI Izvara kI mUrtiyA~ haiM, sabhI apane meM pavitratA ko liye huye haiM, sabhI saMrakSaNa sahayoga aura maitrI kI adhikArI haiN| yadi ahaMkAra dRSTi ko chor3akara sabhI prANiyoM ko apane samAna Izvara kA AvAsa samajhe to vizva meM sahaja hI sukha zAnti kA rAjya sthApita ho jaay| tanika dhyAna dekara vicAra ki tU kauna hai, kahA~ se AyA hai, kahA~ jAyegA, kaise-kaise rUpa tUne dhAraNa kiye haiM aura kaise-kaise rUpa tujhe dhAraNa karane haiM? A, idhara A, jJAna-zikhara para baiTha aura vizva ko nihAra / kyA dekhatA hai? dara-dara taka phailI vRkSoM kI paMktiyAM, AkAza meM ur3ate paravAne aura pakSI, vanoM meM vicarate siMha va hAthI aura ina base hae grAmoM tathA nagaroM meM nara-nArI / inameM kauna basatA hai, eka caitanya yA kucha aura? isa patthara kI zilA meM kauna basatA thA pahale, eka caitanya yA kucha aura? naye ghara meM cale jAne para Aja kyA tU apane purAne ghara ko apanA kahanA chor3a detA hai ? isI prakAra yaha samasta vizva eka caitanya kA nivAsa sthAna hai, kucha vartamAna kAla meM aura kucha bhUtakAla meM / vicAra to sahI ki tU kauna hai ? tU bhI to caitanya hai| unameM basate caitanya meM aura tujhameM kyA antara hai ? ata: tU hI to

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26. saMyama 176 10. vizva prema basatA hai yA basatA thA ina sabameM, aura isa prakAra yaha saba terA hI to nivAsa sthAna huaa| basa tU hI to vaha Izvara, vaha caitanya prabhu, vaha jJAna jyoti, jisakA ki yaha samasta vizva kramaza: nivAsa sthAna raha cukA hai, raha rahA hai aura Age ko rhegaa| kyA aba bhI isa jagata ke sarva padArthoM ko Izvara kA nivAsa kahane meM koI zaMkA hai tujhe? kisI ke prANoM ko bAdhA pahu~cAnA apane nivAsa ko bAdhA pahu~cAnA hai, jise koI sahana nahIM kara sakatA aura isI abhiprAya kA nAma hai praann-sNym| aba idhara aa| dekha isa vizva kA dUsarA sundara citraNa jisameM vizva ko Izvara kI sRSTi banAkara dikhAyA jA rahA hai| oha ! kitanA acchA hai yaha? ise dekhakara to mAno mujhe apanA sArA pichalA itihAsa hI yAda A gyaa| vaha dina jaba ki bAhya jagata ke vyAkulatA-utpAdaka vAtAvaraNa se atyanta bhayabhIta huA maiM ghusa baiThA thA eka aisI guphA meM jisameM prakAza Ane ke liye koI bhI mArga nahIM thaa| thA eka atyanta choTA sA chidra jisameM se atyanta dhImI sI, eka choTI sI rekhA bar3I kaThinAI se praveza pA rahI thI / arthAt bhaya ke kAraNa kachue kI bhA~ti jJAna ke saba dvAra banda karake, mAtra eka sparzana indriya kA dvAra khulA rakhakara, jala, agni, vAyu va vanaspati Adi rUpoM kA sRjana karatA phiratA thA maiM, usa vyAkulatA se bacane ke liye tathA zAnti pAne ke liye / yahA~ rahate-rahate, bhaya ke kucha manda par3a jAne para, icchA huI dUsarA dvAra kholakara isa jagata kI ora spaSTa dekhane kI, aura maiMne sRjana kiyA laTa-keMcuve Adika dvIndriya zarIroM kaa| isI prakAra bhaya meM dhIre-dhIre kamI hotI calI gaI, kramaza: eka-eka dvAra apanI icchA kI pUrti ke liye kholatA gayA aura sRjana karatA gayA trIndriya, caturindriya, paMcendriya, manarahita va manasahita zarIroM kaa| adhika dina kisI bhI zarIra meM rahanA mere manane kabhI svIkAra nahIM kiyA kyoMki navInatA bhAtI thI ise / isaliye naye-naye zarIroM kA sRjana karatA, unameM kucha dina rahatA, tabiyata ukatA jAne para yA santuSTa na hone para eka-eka ko chor3atA, Aja isa manuSya ke AkAra vAle zarIra meM baiThA, apane jJAna ke sarva dvAroM se isa vizva ko dekha rahA huuN| kucha bhI to aisA dikhAI nahIM detA, jo yA jaisA maiMne sajana na kiyA ho kbhii| yahA~ kacha saSTi to hai aisI jisakA ki maiMne sajana kiyA thA pahale para jise choDa kara calA AyA hU~ maiM, aura yaha kahalAne lagI hai jaDa / kucha aisI hai jisameM merI jAti ke mere hI sage bhAI, caitanya prabhu baiThe isa jagata kI racanA ko Azcarya sahita dekha rahe haiM aura anekoM kalpanAyeM isake sambandha meM kara rahe haiM / maiM hI to hU~ jagata kA racayitA vaha Izvara? kauna padArtha aisA hai jise maiMne nahIM banAyA? yahA~ dIkhane vAlA patthara, khambhA mere dvArA usa samaya banAyA gayA thA jaba mai pRthvI rUpa zarIra meM baiThA thaa| isa caukI meM prayukta lakar3I kA sRjana maiMne vanaspati kA zarIra dhAraNa karake kiyA thA ye saba mere mRta zarIra hI to haiM / kitanI bar3I mahimA hai merI ki jise Aja taka AMkheM banda kiye rahane ke kAraNa svayaM maiM jAna na paayaa| kisI bhI prANI kA nAza karanA apanI hI sRSTi kA nAza karanA hai, isI abhiprAya ko kahate haiM praann-sNym| aura bhI dekha yaha tIsarA citraNa jisameM sArA jagata eka brahma dikhAI detA hai, isake atirikta kucha nahIM? vAha-vAha kitanA sundara? so to maiM hI hU~ | jitane bhI vibhinna jAti ke zarIra haiM ve saba mere dvArA sRjana kiye jAne ke kAraNa tathA mere nivAsa-sthAna rahane ke kAraNa mere hI to haiM / ve saba maiM hI to hU~, bhUta-rUpa se yA vartamAna-rUpa se / ina saba meM vahI to bhAvanAyeM uTha rahI haiM jo mujhameM, ina sabakI vahI to icchAyeM haiM jo merI, ye saba usI ke liye to udyama kara rahe haiM jisake liye ki maiM ? choTA ho ki bar3A, kIr3A ho ki hAthI, vanaspati ho ki manuSya, sabameM zAnti kI icchA, AhAra maithuna va parigraha kI AkAMkSA, bhaya khAkara rakSA karane kI bhAvanA, kyA eka sI nahIM haiM? phira inameM aura mujhameM kyA antara hai? yaha saba mAno mere antaSkaraNa kA hI to pratibimba hai, pratibimbita ho rahA hU~ maiM hI to ina saba meM, isake atirikta aura dIkhatA bhI kyA hai yahA~ ? jise apanI yA apanI bhAvanAoM kI khabara nahIM, aise vikArI dRSTi vAle ko hI sambhavata: ina sabameM aura apane meM kucha antara dikhAI de / ata: vaha bhedabhAva, vaha dvaitabhAva bhrama hai| aura ye jar3a padArtha? ye bhI to mere hI zarIra hone ke kAraNa, maiM hI huuN| kauna sA padArtha aisA hai jo mujhe isa samaya 'maiM' rUpa dikhAI nahIM detA? manuSya bhI 'maiM' rUpa, pazu-pakSI bhI 'maiM' rUpa, pRthvI Adi bhI 'maiM' rUpa / merA hI nAma to hai 'brahma', kyoMki maiM AtmA hU~, pUrNa caitanya prabhu hU~ / sarvatra maiM hI maiM, AtmA hI AtmA, brahma hI brahma, aura kucha nahIM / ahA hA ! kitanA sundara

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26. saMyama 11. tAttvika samanvaya hai rUpa merA, saba maiM hI maiM aura kucha nahIM, 'ekaM brahma dvitIyo nAsti / sarva khalvidaM brahma / ' tattvamasi, eka brahma hI brahma hai dUsarA kucha nahIM, yaha brahma nizcaya se eka hI hai, aura vaha tU hI to hai| kitanI sundara bAta haiM, sAmyatA kA uccatama aadrsh| kisI bhI prANI ko pIr3A denA brahma ko pIr3A denA hai| yahI abhiprAya hai prANa-saMyama kA / 177 aura bhI dekha yaha cauthA citraNa, jisameM sarva vizva eka kuTumba darzAyA gayA hai| maiM caitanya tathA yatra-tatra jahA~ dekhUM caitanya, jise dekhUM caitanya, merI jAti kA, merI birAdarI kA, merI samAja kA hI koI bhAI caitanya / jJAna ke nAte, svarUpa ke nAte, icchAoM ke nAte, saba haiM mere hI sahodara bhAI, saba eka caitanya kI santAna arthAt eka caitanya-bhAva ke citra-vicitra rUpa | aura ye saba jar3a ? usa hI caitanya ke zarIra, usa hI ke nivaas| choTe-bar3e rUpa meM caitanya mere bhAI hI to haiM, mere jaise hI to haiM ? ataH yaha sarva vizva hai eka kuTumba, saba kI prasannatA hai merI prasannatA, aura saba kI pIr3A hai| merI piidd'aa| yaha abhiprAya hI hai prANa-saMyama | 11. tAttvika samanvaya--- ina uparokta cAroM citraNoM kA saiddhAntika artha bhI yahA~ batA denA yogya hai / jIva, ajIva, Asrava va bandha tattvoM kA nirUpaNa kiyA jA cukA hai, jisameM batAyA gayA thA ki jIva tattva arthAt yaha caitanya apane se para-tattvasvarUpa zarIra meM athavA usake nAma-rUpoM meM mamatvabuddhi karake barAbara antaraMga meM saMskAroM kA tathA bAhara meM karmarUpa jar3a padArtha kA bandha karatA rahatA hai, jisake phalasvarUpa barAbara naye-naye zarIroM kA yA nAma-rUpoM kA svata: nirmANa hotA rahatA hai| jaise karma karatA hai vaise hI zarIra kA nirmANa ho jAtA hai| isaliye yadi isa caitanya ko zarIra kA nirmAtA yA sRSTA kahA jAya to atizayokti na hogii| isa prakAra ke eka yA do nahIM anantoM zarIra yA rUpa anAdikAla se Aja taka yaha banA cukA hai| vAstava meM loka meM dikhAI dene vAlA koI rUpa yA zarIra aisA nahIM jo isane anantoM bAra banA-banAkara chor3a na diyA ho / ataH yadi kisI eka caitanya ke pUrva ke sarva jIvanoM ko dRSTi meM lUM to aisA dikhAI dene lagatA hai ki sAre hI dRSTa rUpoM kA sRSTA yaha raha cukA hai, aura Aja bhI jo kucha yaha pasArA dikhAI de rahA hai vaha saba isa caitanya-tattva dvArA hI sRjana kiyA jA rahA hai| jIvAtmAoM ke rUpa meM yaha caitanya eka nahIM anantoM haiM, ataH prati samaya hone vAlI una saba kI sammilita yaha sRSTi bhI ananta hai / yadi eka caitanya- jAtIyatA rUpa se dekhA jAya to ve ananta jIvAtmAyeM eka caitanya nAma se hI pukAre jAne ke kAraNa eka haiN| yaha parama caitanya hI 'Izvara', 'brahma' yA 'puruSa' hai aura karma va karmaphalarUpa vistAra 'prakRti' hai / isa prakAra puruSa va prakRti milakara vizva ke sRSTA haiN| ina saba hI dRSTa-rUpoM meM yaha caitanya tattvasvarUpa Izvara basatA hai yA pUrva bhavoM meM basatA thaa| isa prakAra ye saba hI Izvara ke nivAsa-sthAna haiN| ise hI vizAla dRSTi se dekhane para yadi bhUta aura vartamAna kA vikalpa haTA diyA jAya to sarvatra eka Izvara, eka brahma, eka puruSa, eka caitanya-tattva tathA usake hI citra vicitra rUpoM ke atirikta kucha dikhAI nahIM detA / isa prakAra sarvatra eka akhaNDa brahma-tattva ke darzana hote haiM / ananta cetanoM kI eka jAtIyatA ke kAraNa hI ise eka jIva-tattva kI saMtati kahA jAtA hai| isa prakAra yaha sarva vizva eka caitanya kA kuTumba batAyA gayA hai| AdhyAtmika artha meM vizAlatA hotI hai, ata: vizAla dRSTi se dekhane para hI usa artha kI sundaratA kA bhAna hotA hai, anyathA nahIM / ina cAroM vikhyAta dRSTiyoM meM kahA~ hai vaimanasya ko sthAna, kahA~ hai dveSa ko sthAna, kahA~ hai ghRNA ko sthAna, kahA~ hai kaTutA ko sthAna ? jahA~ sarvatra merA hI nivAsa hai, vahA~ prema ke atirikta aura kisI bAta ko avakAza kahA~ ? sarva-sattva meM maitrI, sarva prANiyoM meM prema, sarva meM sAmyatA, jahA~ choTA bar3A koI nahIM, kITANu va manuSya meM bheda nahIM / yahI to hai vaha mahAna antaraMga - abhiprAya jo prANa-saMyama kA mUla hai| yaha dRSTi ahiMsA kA Adarza hai; 'ahiMsA paramo dharmaH', sAmyatA, vItarAgatA, prema, zAnti va sarvasva hai / isa vizva-prema ke bhAvo meM se svataH hI nikala AyegA, vaha bhAva jisakI Aja rASTrIya dRSTi se isa vizva ko bar3I AvazyakatA hai, jo ahiMsA yA prANa saMyama kA eka mahattvapUrNa aMga hai, vizeSata: mAnava-samAja meM, aura vaha hai aparigrahatA, jisakA kucha saMketa hiMsA ke anekoM aMgoM vAle prakaraNa meM A cukA hai| isa bhAva kA vistAra karane kI Aja bar3I AvazyakatA hai, jo Age adhikAra 33 meM kiyA jAne vAlA hai /

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27. ahiMsA 1. katrtavya viveka; 2. yatnAcArI ahiMsA; 3. virodhI hiMsA meM ahiMsA; 4. zatru kauna; 5. krUrajantu zatru nhiiN| 1. karttavya-viveka-zAnti ke bAdhaka vikalpoM se bacane ke liye prANa-saMyama kI bAta calatI hai arthAt dUsare prANiyoM ke prati merA kyA karttavya hai aura maiM kisa rUpa meM karttavya-vihIna banA isa loka meM vicaraNa kara rahA hU~, dUsaroM kI zAnti kI avahelanA karatA svayaM azAnta banA huA huuN| merI kisI bhI pravRtti ke dvArA kisI bhI bar3e yA choTe prANI ko bAdhA nahIM pahu~canI cAhie, aisI sAvadhAnI rakhanA merA kartavya hai| isI kA nAma hai prANa-saMyama / parantu kucha pramAdavaza, kucha manoraMjanavaza aura kucha paristhitivaza maiMne isa karttavya kI paravAha nahIM kI aura sadA nirargala calate huye mujhako kevala eka hI bAta kI cintA rahI ki jisa kisa prakAra bhI pA~coM indriyoM ke viSayoM kI pUrti dvArA merA bhogavilAsa akSuNNa banA rahe, cAhe anya jIva yA mere par3osI mareM yA jIyeM, royeM yA ha~se / sambhala bhagavan sambhala, tere jIvana kA koI lakSya hai use smjh| darzana-khaNDa meM cAritra ke antargata mana kI caMcalatA kA digdarzana karAne ke liye pahiyoM para daur3ane vAle mAnava ke avizrAnta jIvana kA citraNa kiyA gayA hai| soca to sahI ki kyA vahI hai mAnava jIvana kA sAra, kyA vahI hai terA bhoga aura vilAsa? jo puruSArtha tU sukha ke liye kara rahA hai, usase ulTA duHkhI hI ho rahA hai, adhikAdhika jAla meM phaMsatA jA rahA hai| anya jIvoM ke sambandha meM apanA kartavya vicArane kI to bAta nahIM, tujhe to apane kuTumba ke prati bhI apanA karttavya sambhavata: yAda nahIM rahA / cintA-sAgara meM DUbA tU calA jA rahA hai kisa ora, , tujhe svayaM khabara nhiiN| sambhala, sambhala, tujhe gurudeva prakAza de rahe haiM, A~kha kholakara dekha / karttavyahIna banakara to dekha liyA, nikalI cintAyeM va vygrtaayeN| aba kucha samaya ko kartavyaparAyaNa bhI banakara dekh| yadi acchA lage to karanA nahIM tA chor3a denaa| jabarI nahIM hai, karuNApUrNa preraNA hai| hiMsA, asatya, corI, vyabhicAra va parigraha ke 12960 kula bhaMgoM ke dvArA jIvoM ke prANoM ko roMdatA meM calA jA rahA hU~ kisa ora, mujhe svayaM khabara nahIM / avvala to unakI pIr3A mere upayoga meM nahIM AtI aura Ave bhI to itanA kahakara santoSa pA letA hU~ ki 1. kyoM Aye ye prANI mere mArga meM? yA yaha kaha kara apanI nirargalatA kA poSaNa kara letA hU~ ki 2. yadi sarva hI jagata saMyamI bana jAye to jagata kA vyavahAra kaise cale, jagata kA vyavahAra calAnA bhI to kisI kA kartavya hai hI, basa vaha karttavya pUrA kara rahA hU~ / yA yaha kahakara santoSa kara letA hU~ ki 3. maiM to gRhastha hU~, isa sabake binA merA kAma nahIM clegaa| yA yaha kahakara apanA svArtha puSTa kara letA hU~ ki 4. yaha sarva sRSTi mere bhoga ke liye hI to banI hai| ityAdi anekoM ghAtaka abhiprAya haiM jinake kAraNa sAkSAt merA ahita ho rahA hai aura azAnti ke sAgara meM DUbA jA rahA hU~ maiM bekhbr|| (1) bhagavan chor3a de ina nirviveka vikalpoM ko eka kSaNa ke liye, kisI dUsare ke liye nahIM apanI zAnti prApti ke liye / anya jIvoM meM aura tujhameM bar3A antara hai / anya kSudra jIvoM meM to jJAna nahIM isIliye becAre A jAte haiM mArga meM, bhUkha jo satAtI hai unheM ? AhAra kI khoja meM nikala Ate haiM isa ora becAre, andhe kI bhA~ti / yadi baiThe rahate apane nizcita sthAna para to tU hI batA kauna detA khAnA unheM ? jisa prakAra tujhe khAne kI cintA hai isI prakAra unheM bhI to apane udara-poSaNa kI cintA hai| ve bhI to tere samAna hI prANI haiM / tujhe jJAna milA hai, buddhi milI hai, sAdhana mile haiM, parantu unako to ye nahIM mile haiN| andhA mArga para calA jAtA hai aura tU bhI usI mArga para calA jAtA hai, to batA bacanA kisakA karttavya hai, andhe kA yA terA ? usa becAre ke netra hI nahIM, bacegA kaise? bacanA to terA hI karttavya hai, AMkhavAlA, jJAnavAlA jo ThaharA tU / tujhe jJAna, buddhi va sAdhana isIliye to mile haiM ki tU apanI rakSA kare aura dUsaroM

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179 27. ahiMsA 2. yatnAcArI ahiMsA kI bhI / ina jJAnAdi kA milanA tabhI to sArthaka hai jaba ki unakA upayukta prayoga ho, anyathA tujhe kauna kahegA jJAnI tathA isa jJAna se terA hita bhI kyA hogA? (2) kitanA acchA ho ki sakala jagata ke saMyamI banane kA terA vikalpa pUrA ho jAya / yadyapi yaha bAta asambhava hai, kyoMki vartamAna meM jIvana ke liye atyanta uttama samajhA jAne vAlA eMjIniyariMga-lAina kA grahaNa sarva sammata va AkarSaka hote huye bhI, kyA yaha sambhava hai ki saba hI eMjIniyara bana jAyeM? yadi jhUThI kalpanA isa prakAra kI banAkara yaha pharja bhI kara liyA jAya ki sarva jagata saMyamI bana gayA, to isase acchI bAta kyA hai ? jagata kA vyavahAra calatA rahe, isa bAta kI AvazyakatA hI kyA hai tathA tujhe isa jagata vyavahAra ko calAne kA ThekedAra banAyA kisane? sarva jagata saMyamI ho jAya to na ho icchAyeM, na ho cintAyeM, na ho daur3a-dhUpa, na ho dveSa, na, ho ghRNA, na ho yuddha, na ho eTamabama; kintu ho kevala zAnti kA prasAra isa dharAtala para, mAno yahI mokSa-sthAna hai, baikuNTha hai| isase uttama bAta kyA ho sakatI hai? kyA uparokta ina cintAoM Adi kA abhAva bhI nahIM bhAtA tujhe? isa tere jhUThe vilAsa ne terI buddhi ko Dhaka diyA hai| bho cetana ! vicAra to sahI, tU svayaM nizcinta honA cAhatA hai aura jagata kA nizcinta honA tujhe bhAtA nhiiN| kaise pAyegA nizcintatA tU svayaM? (3) ThIka hai tU gRhastha hai, pUrNatayA ina sarva 12960 vikalpoM kA tyAga karake tU vartamAna meM na cala sakegA, kyoMki itanI zakti hI nahIM tujhameM, parantu sunakara hI ghabarA jAnA puruSArthI kA kAma nahIM, yaha kAyaratA hai / tU una vIra guruoM kI santAna hai jinhoMne usa zatru ko parAsta kiyA jisase bar3e-bar3e cakravartI samrATa hAra mAna gaye, jinhoMne antarvikalpoM kA nAza kiyA aura atyanta nirmala zAnti meM sthiratA prApta kI / tujhe zakti se adhika karane ke liye nahIM kahA jA rahA hai, jitanA kaheMge utanI zakti aba bhI tere andara avazya hai| prANoM ke bAdhAkAraka uparokta 12960 vikalpoM ko pUrNatayA bhale tyAga na sake parantu inameM se kucha vikalpoM ko tyAgane meM tU aba bhI samartha hai / ArambhI, udyogI tathA virodhI hiMsA meM lAga hone vAle jo vikalpa haiM unako avazya tu vartamAna paristhiti meM nija-zarIra kuTumba aura sampatti Adi ke mohavaza tathA zakti kI hInatAvaza nahIM tyAga sakatA, parantu niSprayojana tathA kevala manoraMjana ke artha hone vAlI saMkalpI hiMsA ke bhaMgoM ko tU avazya tyAga sakatA hai, arthAt zikAra khelanA athavA hiMsaka jantu kuttA Adi paalnaa| inake tyAga dvArA parokSa (inaDAyarekTa) rUpa meM tU anekoM mUka pazuoM tathA pakSiyoM ke prANoM ko pIr3A pahu~cAne se apane ko roka sakatA hai / kyA aisA karane se tere zarIra ko yA gRhasthI ko koI bhI bAdhA honI sambhava hai? 2. yatnAcArI ahiMsA-zAnti kA khojI banakara nikalA hai to dUsaroM ke sukha va zAnti kI ciMtAoM para apanI zAnti kA prAsAda banAne kA prayatna mata kara / kitane dina TikA rahegA vaha prAsAda? isa prAsAda meM tU nirbhaya na raha skegaa| ata: una saba 12960 vikalpoM meM se saMkalpa dvArA binA prayojana vAle pUrvokta 324 vikalpoM kA tyAga kara hI denA caahiye| zeSa rahI udyogI, ArambhI va virodhI hiMsA, so unameM bhI tujhe nirargalatA kA tyAga karake apane ko saMyamI banAnA cAhiye / udyogAdika kI Avazyaka kriyAoM meM hone vAlI hiMsA se gRhastha meM rahate huye tU sarvata: nahIM baca sakatA, parantu una kriyAoM meM bhI yatnAcAra va viveka rakhakara tU bahuta adhika hiMsA se baca sakatA hai / annAdi kA zodhana karake uname se nikalI jIva-rAzi ko yadi mArga meM na DAlakara kisI kone meM DAle to tUne unakI zAnti kA satkAra avazya kiyA, aura itane aMza meM tU saMyamI avazya huaa| jalAdi se vanaspati paryanta jIvoM kI pUrNa rakSA tU bhale na kara sake, parantu kevala AvazyakatAnusAra unakA prayoga karane se kyA pramAdavaza hone vAle unake anAvazyaka vyaya se bhI tU nahIM baca sakatA? jitane kama se kama pAnI meM kAma cale usase calA, nala ko khAlI khulA na chodd'| roja kI AvazyakatA ke anusAra hI vanaspati ghara meM lA, phAlatU nahIM / dhar3iyoM vanaspati na sukhA / paMkhe ko phAlatU calatA huA na chodd'| agni ko yA balba ko AvazyakatAnusAra hI jalA phAlatU nhiiN| yadi aisA yatnAcAra varte to bar3e aMza meM tU ina sthAvara va jaMgama jIvoM kI hiMsA se baca sakatA hai| yaha to bAhya-sthUlakAyika hiMsA se bacane kI bAta hai, isase bhI Upara bAta hai, usa ahiMsA kI jo asatya, corI, abrahma aura parigraha ina cAroM pApoM kA yathAzakti tyAga karane

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27. ahiMsA 180 3. virodhI hiMsA meM ahiMsA se prApta hotI hai, aura usase terI gRhasthI bigar3ane kI bajAya kucha acchI banatI hai| tU hI batA ki yadi vyaMgAtmaka yA marmacchedI vacanoM ke dvArA tU kisI kA hRdaya chalanI na kare to kyA hAni hai terI? lAbha hI lAbha hai| sabake sAtha sahaja maitrI va prema prApta ho jAtA hai| isI prakAra mana se kisI kA aniSTa cintavana na kare to kyA hAni hai terI? ina sUkSma hiMsAoM kI upekSA karake saMyama ko kevala kAyika hiMsA ke nirodha taka sImita rakhanA isake artha kI hiMsA karanA hai| 3. virodhI hiMsA meM ahiMsA-prANa-saMyama kI bAta calatI hai, usake antargata saMkalpI-hiMsA kA pUrNa tyAga aura udyogI va ArambhI hiMsA meM bharasaka yatnAcAra rakhane ke liye kala batAyA jA cukA hai| aba calatI hai virodhI hiMsA kI bAta / gRhastha meM rahate huye apanI, kuTumba kI, va apanI sampatti kI rakSA karanA merA kartavya hai| ghara meM koI cora yA DAkU merI sampatti kA apaharaNa karane ke liye ghusa Ave to merA karttavya vahA~ se bhAga jAnA, yA cupake se jo mAMge de denA nahIM hai, aisA karanA kAyaratA hai| isake atirikta mere deza para, usa para jisakA sInA cIrakara utpanna kI gaI sampatti sakhaparvaka maiM upabhoga kara rahA hU~, yadi koI AkramaNa karane ko udyata haA ho to yaha samajhakara ki isa virodhI kA mukAbalA karane meM anekoM kA lahU baha jAyegA maiM hiMsaka bana jAU~gA, mu~ha chipA lenA kAyaratA hai / ahiMsA yA prANa saMyama kAyaratA kA nAma nahIM, ahiMsA vIroM kA bhUSaNa hai, kSatriyoM kA dharma hai, atula baladhArI hI isakA pAlana kara sakate haiM / yaha ahiMsA kI pratiSThA kA hI koI acintya pratApa hai ki siMha-gAya, billI-cUhA, sarpa-nevalA Adi jaise virodhI jIva bhI paraspara kA vaira bhUlakara baiTha jAte haiM vItarAgI janoM ke caraNoM meM zAntacitta / RAMESi ye haiM ahiMsA ke Adarza pUrNa saMyamI jo kisI kA virodha nahIM karate, PA aura isIliye jinake caraNoM meM Akara Timal anya jIva bhI vaira virodha bhUla jAte haiN| -aveal ahiMsA pratiSThAyAM tatsannidhau vairtyaag:"| ahiMsA kA ThIka-ThIka paricaya na hone ke kAraNa hI Aja kA vizva ahiMsA ko kAyaratA kA pratIka kaha rahA hai, isI ko bhArata deza ke hrAsa kA kAraNa kaha rahA hai| parantu kyA use aba bhI vizvAsa nahIM huA ahiMsA ke parAkrama para, jaba ki eka isI hathiyAra ke dvArA mukAbalA kiyA gayA topoM kA, TaiMkoM kA, bamoM kA, tathA Adhunika bar3e-bar3e hathiyAroM kA, aura jIta huI isI ke pakSa kI arthAt bhArata svatantra ho gayA, binA rakta kI eka bUMda giraaye| sambhavata: vizvAsa nahIM phira bhI isake mahAna parAkrama para / to dekha aura aneka DhaMgoM se dikhAtA hU~ ahiMsA kA parAkrama / gRhasthI para yA deza para uparokta avasara A par3ane para eka gRhastha ahiMsaka kA kartavya hai ki apanI va anya kI tathA deza kI rakSA karane ke liye bAjI lagA de apanI jAna kI, bhale zatru prabala ho para bhir3a jAve usase / ahiMsaka ko apamAna ke jIvana kI apekSA mRtyu adhika priya hai| mRtyu usake liye baccoM kA khela hai, jaise ki eka khilaunA liyA aura TUTa jAne para dUsarA le liyaa| kisa kAma AyegA phira yaha camar3e kA zarIra, yadi Aja mere sammAna kI rakSA meM isase koI sahAyatA na mile| itane dinoM se barAbara ise poSatA calA AyA hU~ Aja avasara AyA hai isakI parIkSA kA, merI sevA kA mUlya cukAne kaa| aura yadi

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27. ahiMsA 181 4. zatru kauna Aja isane kRtaghnatA dikhAne kA prayala kiyA to phira yaha merA kaisA? mitra se usI samaya taka prema hotA hai jaba taka ki usakI kataghnatA prakaTa nahIM ho jaatii| yA to Aja ise saharSa apanA kartavya nibhAkara apanI katajJatA prakaTa karanI hogI, yA mere dvArA ise daNDa bhoganA hogaa| donoM dazAoM meM ise kSati hI uThAnI hogI, donoM dazAoM meM ise mRtyu kA AliMgana karanA hogA, parantu eka dazA meM hogI vIroM kI mRtyu aura dUsarI dazA meM kutte kI mRtyu / batA kauna sI mRtyu svIkAra hai tujhe? socane kA avakAza nahIM, zatru sAmane khar3A hai| ye hotI haiM kucha vicAradhArAyeM, jo eka sacce ahiMsaka ke hRdaya meM aise avasaroM para utpanna huA karatI haiN| kyoMki isa bAta kA dRr3ha vizvAsa hotA hai use pratyakSavat, ki vaha abAdhya va aghAtya cidAnanda bhagavAna AtmA hai, aura zarIra usakA sevaka usakI zAnti kI rakSA karane ke liye hai| isaliye vaha bilkula nirbhaya hotA hai| zarIra calA jAyegA to aura mila jAyegA, para sammAna calA jAyegA, dharma calA jAyegA, sAhasa calA jAyegA, to phira na mileMge, mere antaraMga kI sarva sampatti hI luTa jaayegii| nahIM-nahIM yaha saba kucha use asahya hai| jo ahiMsaka anya avasaroM para cIMTI para bhI dayA karatA hai, aise avasaroM para atyanta nirdaya ho jAtA hai| ___ bAta kucha aTapaTI sI laga rahI hogI / ahiMsA aura rakta-pravAha, do virodhI bAta kaisI? parantu yaha prazna taba hI taka tere hRdaya meM sthAna pA rahA hai jaba taka ki ahiMsA kA yathArtha rUpa jAna nahIM pAtA / kriyAoM meM avazya virodha dIkha rahA hai para abhiprAya meM virodha nahIM hai / hiMsaka bhI zatru se yuddha karatA hai aura ahiMsaka bhI, donoM ke dvArA hI yuddha meM manuSya-saMhAra hotA hai, parantu phira bhI hiMsaka nirdaya aura ahiMsaka dayAla hI banA rahatA hai| isakI parIkSA bAhya kI sakatI. andara kA abhiprAya paDhanA hogaa| donoM ke antaraMga abhiprAya meM mahAna antara hai| hiMsaka ke andara hai AkramaNa aura ahiMsaka ke andara hai kevala rakSA, hiMsaka ke hRdaya meM hai dveSa aura ahiMsaka ke hRdaya meM hai kssmaa| (dekho 34.2) hiMsaka ko hotA hai isa nara-saMhAra ko dekhakara harSa aura ahiMsaka ko hotA hai pazcAtApa / isaliye hiMsaka nyAya-anyAya ke viveka se zUnya hokara prahAra karatA hai hathiyAra rahita para bhI, sote huye para bhI, strI bUr3he va bacce para bhI, ghAyala va apAhija para bhii| dUsarI ora ahiMsaka kA hRdaya aise vicAra mAtra se bhI kAMpatA hai, kisI mUlya para bhI viveka becane ko vaha taiyAra nhiiN| use apanI hAra kI cintA nahIM, use apanI mRtyu kI cintA nahIM, cintA hai kevala nyAya va karttavya kI aura isaliye kabhI prahAra nahIM karatA chipakara yA hathiyAra-rahita para, sote para, yA pITha dikhAkara bhAgate para, yA bacce va baDhe para, yA ghAyala aura apAhija para / hiMsaka karatA hai apanI ora se pahala dusare ke ghara para jAkara, aura ahiMsaka karatA hai sAmanA apane ghara para Ae hue kaa| hiMsaka ghAyala va apAhija zatruoM para karatA hai aTTahAsa, aura ahiMsaka karatA hai unase mitravat prema / zAnta-sambhASaNa ke dvArA prayatna karatA hai vaha unheM sAntvanA dene kA / yuddha ke pazcAt ahiMsaka svayaM karatA hai ghAyaloM kI sevA, aura hiMsaka mAratA hai unako ThokareM / hiMsaka ke hRdaya meM hai badale kI bhAvanA aura ahiMsaka ke hRdaya meM hai kSamA / yaha hai donoM kI kriyAoM meM antara, jo antaraMga abhiprAya ke dvArA hI honA sambhava hai| abhiprAya meM isa antara ke kAraNa hI eka hai hiMsaka aura dUsarA hai ahiNsk| isa abhiprAya pUrvaka bAhara meM virodhI-hiMsA karane vAlA gRhastha vAstava meM antaraMga meM hiMsA karatA hI nahIM, aura isaliye usake prANa-saMyama meM bAdhA AtI nhiiN| ata: virodhI-hiMsA ko yadi Avazyaka samajhatA hai apane liye isa paristhiti meM, to bhI abhiprAya meM to kucha parivartana kara hI sakatA hai| unase to koI bAdhA nahIM AtI terI gRhasthI ko yA tere zarIra ko? 4. zatru kauna-zAnti-prApti ke upAya meM prANa-saMyama arthAt ahiMsA kI bAta calatI hai / ahiMsA kA vyApaka rUpa darzA diyA gayA-apanI rakSArtha virodhI hiMsA yathAyogya rUpa meM karanA eka vIra ahiMsaka gRhastha kA kartavya batA diyA gayA, parantu isa virodha kA pAtra kauna hai, yaha bAta bhI yahA~ jAnanI Avazyaka hai / kyoMki yaha jAne binA tathA viveka kiye binA to maiM jisa-kisI ko bhI virodhI kI koTi meM ginane lagUMgA / jahA~ tanika bhI kisI manuSya, tiryaMca, kIr3e, makor3e Adi ke dvArA merI ruci ke viruddha koI kArya huA ki mai samajha baiThA use virodhI, aura daur3a par3A usakA nAza karane ke

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27. ahiMsA 182 5. krUra jantu zatru nahIM liye| yaha saMyama nahIM khlaayegaa| aisA to sarva laukika jana hI karate haiM, phira tujhameM va unameM, eka saMyamI meM aura eka asaMyamI meM antara hI kyA raha jAyegA? aisA karanA ThIka nahIM, jisa-kisI ko apanA zatru mAna lenA yogya nahIM / terI iSTatA va aniSTatA mitra va zatru kI pahicAna nahIM / buddhi rakhane vAle mAnava ! kucha viveka utpanna kr| zatru va mitra kI pahicAna kA AdhAra terI ruci nahIM balki una-una jIvoM meM vartane vAlA koI abhiprAya vizeSa hai| patra kI yA munIma kI kisI galatI ke kAraNa vyApAra meM hAni ho jAne para bhI Apa unheM apanA zatra nahIM mAna lete, parantu munIma kI beImAnI ke kAraNa vyApAra meM hAni par3a jAne para avazya use zatru samajhate ho| DAkTara ke dvArA kisI auSadhi se yA Aprezana se Apake putra kI mRtyu ho jAne para Apa use zatra nahIM mAnate parantu kisI vidveSI ke dvArA viSa se yA hathiyAra se Apake putra kI mRtyu ho jAne para Apa use zatru samajhate ho, ityAdi / ina dRSTAntoM para se mitra va zatru kA lakSaNa banA lenA yahA~ upayukta hai| "mitra use kahate haiM jisake abhiprAya meM merA hita ho, prema ho; aura zatru use kahate haiM jisake abhiprAya meM merA ahita ho, dveSa ho|" mitra va zatru ke atirikta eka tIsarI koTi bhI jIvoM kI hai aura vaha hai unakI jinheM ki mujhase na prema hai na dveSa, jaise ki sarva nagaravAsI / zatru ke uparokta lakSaNoM para kucha aura vizeSatA se, kucha aura sUkSmatA se vicAra karane para hara vaha prANI jisake hRdaya meM mere prati ahita kI bhAvanA ho, merA zatru nahIM ho sktaa| kyA virodhI hiMsA ke antargata zatru se yuddha karatA uparyukta ahiMsaka apane virodhI kA zatru kahA jA sakatA hai? nahIM kyoMki vaha virodhI yadi usake sammAna para, usake deza para svayaM AkramaNa na karatA to usa ahiMsaka ke liye vaha tIsarI koTi kA eka sAmAnya manuSya mAtra thA, na thA zatra aura na thA mitra / kyA mahAtmA gAMdhI ko aMgrejoM kA zatru kahA jA sakatA hai? nahIM, kyoMki mere deza ko chor3a do, aura kucha nahIM cAhie mujhe tumase aisA abhiprAya rakhane vAlA gAMdhI na unakA zatru thA na mitra / phalitArtha yaha nikalA ki dveSa do prakAra kA hai, eka svArthavaza kiyA jAne vAlA aura eka apanI rakSA ke artha kiyA jAne vAlA / kevalaM rakSA ke artha kiyA jAne vAlA dveSa kSaNika hotA hai tathA usake pIche par3I rahatI hai samatA va mAdhyasthatA, jisameM na zatra kA bhAva rahatA hai na mitra kaa| svArthavaza kiyA jAne vAlA dveSa dhruva hotA hai, niSkAraNa hotA hai, jaba bhI maukA dekhatA hai taba hI niSkAraNa hAni pahu~cAne kA prayatna karatA hai| ye huI dveSa kI do koTiyA~ jinameM uparokta dRSTAntoM para se yaha siddha hotA hai ki 'rakSArtha kSaNika dveSa rakhane vAlA prANI zatru nahIM ho sakatA aura svArthavaza niSkAraNa dveSa rakhane vAlA prANI zatru hai|' 5. krUra jantu zatru nahIM-zatru ke isa lakSaNa para se zatru kA nirNaya kara lene para hI virodhI hiMsA ko gRhastha kA kartavya batAyA gayA hai-nirargala hiMsA ko nahIM / isa viveka ke abhAva meM hI Aja kA mAnava una sarva jIvoM ko, jo kisI bhI abhiprAya se usake zarIra ko bAdhA pahu~cA rahe hoM athavA jinase kadAcit bAdhA pahu~cane kI sambhAvanA ho, apanA zatru mAnakara jisa-kisI prakAra bhI unake vinAza ke upAya kiyA karatA hai| udAharaNa ke rUpa se siMha, sarpa, biccha bhirra tataiyA saba usake zatra haiM kyoMki bhale Aja na sahI para kala unase bAdhA pahu~cane ke / sambhAvanA ho sakatI hai aura isI kAraNa mAnava kA Aja aisA abhiprAya bana rahA hai ki niSkAraNa bhI jahA~ kahIM ve mileM unheM mAra ddaalo| __ zatru kA ukta lakSaNa ghaTita karane para Apako Azcarya hogA ki jise zatru samajhA jA rahA hai yahA~ vaha vAstava meM mAdhyastha vAlI tIsarI koTi kA prANI hai / kyoMki uparokta siMha Adi kabhI kisI para niSkAraNa AkramaNa nahIM karate aura mAnava niSkAraNa kevala dveSavaza una para AkramaNa karatA hai / ve prANI yadi mAnava ko bAdhA pahu~cAte haiM to apanI rakSArtha aura mAnava unheM mAratA hai to svArthavaza, dveSavaza, niraparAdha / yaha bAta sabhI jAnate haiM ki sarpa, bicchU, bhirra, tataiyA Adi binA dabe arthAt binA apane para upasarga jAne, binA apane para prahAra huye, kabhI kisI para prahAra nahIM karate / karate avazya haiM para apanI rakSArtha kevala usa samaya jabaki unheM apane para bAdhA AtI pratIta ho| javAharalAla neharU jela meM jo koTharI milI usameM bhiroM ke kaI bar3e-bar3e chatte the| bhireM jaba bhaya ke kAraNa kaSTa dene lagIM isa mahAna netA ko to usane mAranA prArambha kara diyA unheM / bhireM usake sAtha ghora yuddha karane para utara AI / netA saba samajha ge| unhone unake sAtha sandhi kara lI aura unako mAranA banda kara diyaa| yuddha ruka gyaa| bhireM bhI vahA~ raheM aura netA bhI, na vaha unheM bAdhA pahu~cAve aura na ve use kATeM /

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27. ahiMsA 183 5. krUra jantu zatru nahIM __ aba rahI siMha Adi una jantuoM kI bAta jinheM krUra kahA jAtA hai| vahA~ bhI yadi kucha gaharAI se vicAra kareM to patA calegA ki krUra kauna hai, siMha ki mAnava, jo ki una krUroM ke prati bhI krUra hai, jo unakA niSkAraNa binA aparAdha zatru bana baiThA hai ? vAstava meM yadi dekhA jAya to jagata kA sabase adhika krUra prANI mAnava hai, jisase sarva hI sRSTi bhaya khAtI hai, jise eTamabama dvArA jagata meM pralaya macAte bhI koI jhijhaka utpanna nahIM hotii| para svArthI mAnava apane ko aparAdhI kaise batAye? dRSTi para car3hA hai svArtha kA cazmA jisase use saba dikhAI dete haiM zatru va krUra / yadi siMha ko mAnava se kisI prakAra ke AkramaNa kI AzaMkA na ho tathA usake prema ke prati use vizvAsa dilA diyA jAya to Apako Azcarya hogA yaha sunakara ki yaha bar3A madhura hai, bar3A svAmI bhakta hai aura bar3A kRtajJa hai / mAnava kRtaghnI ho sakatA hai para vaha nahIM, mAnava apane upakArI ko bhUlakara svArthavaza usakA aniSTa kara sakatA hai aura kara rahA hai, para usake dvArA aisA honA sambhava nhiiN| yUnAna ke eka dAsa enDrayokulyIz2a kA vizvavikhyAta dRSTAnta hara kisI ko yAda hai, saccI ghaTanA hai, kapola-kalpanA nhiiN| ghaTanA hai usa jamAne kI jaba yUnAna meM dAsa-prathA bar3e joroM para thI, manuSya pazuvat bAjAroM meM bikate the. unake sAtha pazaoM kA sA vyavahAra kiyA jAtA thA aura usa becAre ko ufa karane kA bhI adhikAra nahIM thaa| yadi taMga Akara binA svAmI kI AjJA se ghara se bhAgA to rAjya kI ora se thA usake liye mRtyu-daNDa, aura vaha bhI bar3I krUratA se, sAre nagaravAsiyoM ke sAmane / enDrayokulyIz2a eka dhanika kA dAsa thA, svAmI ke vyavahAra se taMga Akara ra se bhAgA. palisa ke Dara se rAjyamArga choDakara vana kI rAha lI aura calate-calate vana meM praveza kiyaa| eka hRdaya-bhedaka karrAhaTa usake kAna meM pdd'ii| sahasA hI usake paga ruke aura vaha ghUma gayA usa dizA kI ora jidhara se ki vaha pIr3A-mizrita karrAhaTa A rahI thii| Aja use mRtyu kA bhaya nahIM thA, mRtyu to AnI hI hai Aja nahIM to kala, rAjya ke dvArA daNDa bhI to mRtyu kA hI milanA hai, phira karttavya se vimukha kyoM rahU~? sAmane dekhA eka siMha jo bAra-bAra apanA pA~va jamIna para paTaka rahA thA / eNDrayokulyIz2a ko yaha jAnate dera na lagI ki usake pA~va meM asahya pIr3A ho rahI hai| nirbhaya hokara vaha Age bddh'aa| usake hRdaya meM thA karttavya, dayA va prema / siMha ne pA~va Age kara diyA aura dayAlu dAsa ne usake pA~va se vaha tIkhA zUla kheMcakara phaiMka diyA jo AdhA usake paMje meM ghusa cukA thA, jisakI pIr3A se vaha becaina ho rahA thaa| siMha ne eka najara apane upakArI kI ora dekhA aura phira pakar3I apanI rAha / / pulisa se bacakara kahA~ jAtA becArA, pakar3A gayA, nagaravAsI ikaTThe kiye gye| bIca meM rakkhA thA eka bahuta bar3A jNglaa| eNDrayokulyoz2a usameM khar3A apane jIvana kI zeSa ghar3iyoM ko nirAzApUrvaka gina rahA thaa| siMha kA piMjarA lAyA gayA aura chor3a diyA siMha usa jaMgale meM / loga TakaTakI lagAye dekha rahe the / cAra dina kA bhUkhA siMha aba khA jAyegA isa becAre ko aura vaha bhI thA bhayabhIta / siMha tejI se Age bar3hA eka garjanA ke sAtha / parantu haiM? yaha kyA? kyA yaha bhI sambhava hai? loga A~khe mala-malakara dekhane lage aura Akhira vizvAsa karanA pdd'aa| nikaTa Akara siMha ne use saMghA aura jyoM kA tyoM zAnta vApisa lauTa gyaa| siMha ko bhakhA rahanA svIkAra thA para apane upakArI ko apanA bhojya banAnA svIkAra nahIM thA / eka do minaTa mAtra kA hI to samparka huA thA usa vana meM una donoM kA, para siMha usako na bhUla sakA, usa gandha ko jo use usa samaya AI thI usa manuSya meM se jabaki usane usakA kAMTA nikAlA thaa| yaha hai siMha kI kRtajJatA kA dRSTAnta / isaliye bho mAnava ! kucha viveka kara, hara kisI ko niSkAraNa apanI golI kA nizAnA na banA / aisA karane kA nAma virodhI hiMsA nahIM hai| sAMpa bicchU Adi ko bhI niSkAraNa mAranA virodhI hiMsA nahIM hai / prahAra na karate huye to ye zatru haiM hI nahIM, parantu prahAra karate huye bhI ye zatru kahe nahIM jA sakate, kyoMki unakA isa prakAra kA puruSArtha rakSArtha hotA hai| sabake sAtha tU prema karanA sIkha / tU dUsaroM kA rakSaka banakara AyA hai bhakSaka banakara nahIM / dUsaroM kI rakSA karanA hI terA gaurava hai, nahIM to tU hI batA ki tujhameM aura pazu meM kyA antara? niSkAraNa unheM mArane vAle ! terA jIvana sambhavata: unase bhI nIcA hai|

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28. bhojana-zuddhi 38888880 1. tAmasa rAjasa viveka; 2. bhakSyAbhakSya viveka; 3. baikTeriyA vijJAna; 4. maryAdA kAla; 5. chuA-chUta; 6. manavacana kAya zuddhiH 7. AhAra-zuddhiH 8. mAMsa niSedha; 9. machalI aNDA niSedha; 10. carma niSedha; 11. dUdha dahI kI bhakSyatA; 12. smnvy| zAnti arthAt Antarika nirmalatA, svacchatA va saralatA kI prApti kI bAta ke antargata saMyama kA prakaraNa cala cukA / kyoMki jIvana kI svacchatA kA antaraMga tathA bahiraMga-saMyama ke sAtha ghaniSTha sambandha hai isaliye isa prakaraNa kA vistAra kucha adhika ho jAnA svAbhAvika hai| saMyama hI vAstava meM zAnti-patha para calane kA abhyAsa hai, isake binA kevala tattva carcA karane se athavA zAstrAbhyAsa kara lene mAtra se jIvana zAnta honA asambhava hai| jIvana ko zAnta banAne ke liye una sarva vyApAroM se ise rokane kI AvazyakatA hai jo ki azAntijanaka vikalpoM kI utpatti meM kAraNa par3ate haiN| indriya-saMyama meM indriyoM ko rokane kI arthAt una para niyantraNa karane kI bAta kahI; aura prANa-saMyama meM apane Asa-pAsa rahane vAle anya choTe va bar3e prANiyoM ke prati apanA kartavya akartavya dazAMkara, vizvyApI antargama jAgRta karane kA prayatna kiyA gayA / aba bAta calatI hai bhojana-zuddhi kii| kyoMki AcAra-vicAra kI zuddhi mana:zuddhi para avalambita hai aura manaH zaddhi AhAra zaddhi para, usa para jo ki hamAre jIvana kI sarvapradhAna AvazyakatA hai| isaliye saMyama ke isa prakaraNa meM isa viSaya kA vistRta vicAra honA atyanta Avazyaka hai| 1. tAmasa-rAjasa-viveka bhojana ko vicAroM para tathA jIvana para prabhAva DAlane kI apekSA tIna koTiyoM meM vibhAjita kiyA jA sakatA hai-tAmasika, rAjasika va sAtvika / tAmasika bhojana zAnti-patha kI dRSTi se atyanta nikRSTa hai kyoMki isase prabhAvita huA mana adhikAdhika nirviveka va karttavyazUnya hotA calA jAtA hai / tAmasika vRtti vAle vyakti apane liye hI nahIM balki apane par3osiyoM ke liye bhI duHkhoM kA tathA bhaya kA kAraNa bane rahate haiM, kyoMki unakI Antarika vRtti kA jhakAva pramukhata: aparAdhoM, hatyAoM. anya jIvoM ke prANa-zoSaNa tathA vyabhicAra kI ora adhika rahA karatA hai| rAjasika bhojana kA prabhAva vyakti ko vilAsatA ke vega meM bahA le jAtA hai aura indriyoM kA poSaNa karanA hI usake jIvana kA lakSya bana jAtA hai / sAtvika bhojana kA prabhAva hI jIvana meM saralatA, sAdagI, viveka, kartavya-parAyaNatA va sahiSNutA utpanna karane meM samartha hai| tAmasika bhojana se tAtparya usa bhojana se hai jo prANa-pIDana ke viveka se rahita hokara nirargala rUpa se banAyA gayA ho; jisameM mAMsa, madya, madhu, aMjIra, lahasuna, pyAja, kanda, mUla, phUla Adi kucha aise padArthoM kA grahaNa karane meM AyA ho jinakI utpatti bar3e yA choTe prANiyoM ke prANoM kA (de072) ghAta kiye binA nahIM hotii| hInAdhika rUpa meM aise sarva padArtha mana para tAmasika prabhAva DAlate haiM arthAta mana meM andhakAra utpanna karate haiM. jira rate haiM. jisake kAraNa viveka va kartavya hI dikhAI nahIM detA, zAnti-prApti kA to prazna kyA? rAjasika bhojana se tAtparya usa bhojana se hai jo indriya-poSaNa aura vilAsitA kI arthAt svAda kI dRSTi se banAyA gayA ho / Aja ke yuga meM isakA bahuta adhika pracAra ho gayA hai| hoTaloM va khauMce vAloM kI bharamAra vAstava meM mAnava kI isa rAjasika vRtti kA hI phala hai / adhika caTapaTe, ghI meM talakara adhikAdhika svAdiSTa banA diye gaye, tathA eka hI padArtha meM aneka DhaMga se aneka svAdoM kA nirmANa karake grahaNa kiye gaye, yA yoM kahiye ki 36 prakAra ke vyaMjana yA bhojana kI kismeM (Varieties) athavA pauSTika va rasIle padArtha saba rAjasika bhojana meM garbhita haiN| aisA bhojana karane se vyakti jihvA kA dAsa bane binA nahIM raha sakatA aura isaliye zAnti-patha ke viveka se vaha kosoM dUra calA jAtA hai| sAtvika bhojana se tAtparya usa bhojana se hai jisameM aisI hI vastuoM kA grahaNa ho jinakI prApti ke liye sthUla hiMsA na karanI par3e arthAt anna, dUdha, dahI, ghI, khAMDa va aisI vanaspatiyAM jinameM trasa jIva arthAt ur3ane va calane phirane

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28. bhojana-zuddhi 185 2. bhakSyAbhakSya-viveka vAle jIva na pAye jAte hoN| aisA bhojana grahaNa karane se jIvana meM viveka, sAdagI va dayA Adi ke pariNAma surakSita rahate haiM / yahA~ itanA jAnanA Avazyaka hai, ki uparokta sAtvika padArtha hI tAmasika yA rAjasika kI koTi meM cale jAte haiM yadi inako bhI adhika mAtrA meM prayoga kiyA jaave| pUrI bhUkha se kucha kama khAne para anna sAttvika hai aura bhUkha se adhika khAne para tAmasika, kyoMki taba vaha pramAda va nidrA kA kAraNa bana baiThatA hai| eka sImA taka ghI kA prayoga sAtvika hai para usase adhika kA prayoga tAmasika yA rAjasika ho jAtA hai| 2. bhakSyAbhakSya-viveka sAdhaka jyoM-jyoM apane mArga para Age-Age bar3hatA jAtA hai, tyoM-tyoM usake vicAra adhika-adhika ujjvala hote jAte haiN| aura jyoM-jyoM vicAra ujjvala hote jAte haiM, tyoM-tyoM AhAra-viSayaka viveka bhI sUkSma hotA jAtA hai / zAnti-patha kI pahalI bhUmikAoM meM sAtvika kA uparokta lakSaNa hI saMtoSajanaka rahatA hai para Age jAne para usameM adhika svacchatA lAne kA viveka jAgRta ho jAtA hai| uparokta padArthoM ko bhI do bhAgoM meM vibhAjita kara liyA jAtA hai, eka vaha jisameM bahuta adhika arthAt asaMkhya (Countless) sUkSma-jIvarAzi pAI jAtI hai aura eka vaha jisameM kama arthAta saMkhyAt (Countable) taka hI pAyI jAtI hai / yahA~ sUkSma-jIva se tAtparya una jIvoM se hai jo sAdhAraNa rUpa meM netra-gocara nahIM hote para sUkSma-darzI yantra (Microscope) se spaSTa dikhAI dete haiM / isa prakAra ke prANI Aja kI paribhASA meM baikTeriyA kahalAte haiN| ye pramukhata: sthAvara hote haiN| baikTeriyA hara padArtha meM, vaha dUdha ho ki dahI, ghI ho ki makkhana, phala ho ki phUla-patte, yahA~ taka ki jala meM bhI hInAdhika rUpa meM avazya pAye jAte haiN| ye jar3a nahIM hote balki prANadhArI hote haiN| jIva-hiMsA kI dRSTi se, svAsthya-rakSA kI dRSTi se tathA tAmasika va sAtvika kI dRSTi se asaMkhya-jIva-rAzivAlI vanaspatiyAM yA dUdha ghI Adi padArtha tyAjya ho jAte haiM aura saMkhya-jIva-rAzi vAle grAhya / yahA~ yaha prazna nahIM karanA cAhie ki yaha saMkhya rAzi vAle padArtha bhI to jIva-hiMsA ke kAraNa tyAjya hI hone cAhiyeM / yadyapi pUrNatA kI dRSTi se to ve avazya tyAjya hI hote haiM, parantu unakA sarvathA tyAga karane para jagata meM koI khAdya padArtha hI nahIM raha jaataa| taba zarIra kI sthiti kaise sambhava ho sakatI hai, aura zarIra kI sthiti ke abhAva meM zAnti-patha kI sAdhanA bhI kaise sambhava ho sakatI hai ? ata: vartamAna kI hIna-zaktivAlI dazA meM sAdhaka ko sarva padArthoM kA tyAga karake apane ko mRtyu ke havAle karanA yogya nhiiN| 'sArA jAtA dekhiye to AdhA lIjiye bAMTa' isa lokokti ke anusAra ayogya va hiMsAyukta hote huye bhI prayojanavaza adhika hiMsA kA tyAga karake alpa hiMsA kA grahaNa kara lenA nIti hai| parantu abhiprAya meM yaha alpa-hiMsA bhI tyAjya hI rahatI hai / isI kAraNa Age-Age kI bhUmikAoM meM jyoM-jyoM zakti bar3hatI jAtI hai sAdhaka inakA bhI tyAga karatA jAtA hai, yahA~ taka ki pUrNatA kI prApti ke pazcAt use khAne pIne kI hI AvazyakatA nahIM raha jaatii| yahA~ una asaMkhya-jIva-rAzi vAle padArthoM kA kucha paricaya de denA yukta hai| machalI, aMDA, zarAba, mAMsa, madhu ye padArtha to sAkSAt rUpa se hiMsA ke dvArA utpanna hone ke kAraNa sarvathA abhakSya haiM hI, abhakSya kyA sparza karane yogya bhI nahIM haiM; yahA~ to barabanTI, pIpalabanTI, gUlara, aMjIra, kaTahala, bar3hala Adi kI jAti vAlI ve sarva vanaspatiyA~ bhI abhakSya haiM, jinameM ki anekoM ur3ane vAle choTe-choTe jantuoM kA nivAsa rahatA hai| pratyeka vaha padArtha jo bAsI ho jAne ke kAraNa yA adhika paka jAne ke kAraNa yA gala-sar3a jAne ke kAraNa apane prAkRta svAda se calita ho jAtA hai, usa koTi meM A jAtA hai / bhale hI pahale vaha bhakSya rahA ho para aba abhakSya hai / aise padArthoM meM bAsI bhojana, acAra, murabbe, khamIra, caTanI, kAMjI-bar3e Adi athavA galI-sar3I vanaspati tathA anya bhI anekoM vastuyeM sammilita haiM / vanaspatiyoM meM kucha aisI haiM jo pRthvI ke andara phalita hotI haiM jaise AlU, aravI, gAjara, mUlI, Adi; athavA atyadhika kaciyA sabjI jaise koMpala yA bahuta choTe sAIja kI bhiMDI, torI, kakar3I Adi; athavA pRthvI aura kATha ko phor3akara nikalane vAlI vanaspati jaise khUmbI, sA~pa kI chatrI Adi, tathA anya bhI anekoM Agama-kathita vastuyeM isa koTi meM sammilita haiN| zAntipatha-gAmI ko inakA vizeSa parijJAna Agama se prApta karake inakA tyAga kara denA yogya hai / yadyapi pakAne yA kATane chAMTane se, alpa-saMkhyaka-jIva-rAzi vAlI vanaspatiyoM kI bhA~ti ye bhI prAsuka ho jAtI haiM, parantu inako prAsuka karane meM adhika hiMsA kA prasaMga AtA hai, tathA ye antara meM kucha tAmasika vRtti kI utpatti kA kAraNa bhI banatI haiM, isaliye kisI prakAra bhI inakA prayoga karanA ucita nahIM hai|

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186 28. bhojana-zuddhi 3. baikTeriyA-vijJAna 3. baikTeriyA-vijJAna antazuddhi ho jAne se antarrAnti meM nivAsa karane vAle he gurudeva ! mere jIvana meM zuddhi kA saMcAra kareM / antazuddhi ke liye bAhya zuddhi aura vizeSata: bhojanazuddhi atyanta Avazyaka hai| kala ke prakaraNa meM grAhya aura agrAhya padArthoM kA nirUpaNa kara cukane ke pazcAt, bhojana pakAne meM kyA-kyA sAvadhAnI rakhI jAne yogya hai aura kyoM, aisA viveka utpanna karAnA bhI Avazyaka hai / isa prakaraNa ko rUr3hi ke rUpa meM to Apa meM se anekoM jAnate va prayoga meM lAte haiM parantu usI bAta ko yahA~ maiM sUkSma-jantuvijJAna (Micro-biology) ke AdhAra para samajhAne kA prayatna kruuNgaa| bhojana-zuddhi kA prayojana una sUkSma jIvoM se bhojana kI rakSA karanA hai jinheM Aja kA vijJAna baikTeriyA nAma se pukAratA hai / baikTeriyA se bhojana kI rakSA karanA tIna dRSTiyoM se upayogI hai--1. ahiMsA kI dRSTi se, 2. svAsthya kI dRSTi se aura 3. sAdhanA kI dRSTi se arthAt apane pariNAmoM kI rakSA kI dRSTi se / yadyapi DAkTara loga svAsthya kI dRSTi se hI baikTeriyA va unase bacane ke upAya batAte haiM, para hama usI siddhAnta ko sAdhanA kI dRSTi se grahaNa karate haiM, jisameM svAsthya kI rakSA svata: ho jAtI hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki eka sacce tyAgI arthAt zuddha bhojI ko roga yA to hote nahIM aura hote haiM to bahuta km| baikTeriyA usa sUkSma prANI ko kahate haiM jo prAya: sUkSma-dI-yantra se hI dekhA jAnA sambhava hai naMgI A~khoM se nhiiN| ye kaI jAti ke hote haiN| inakI jAtiyoM kA nirNaya inake bhinna-bhinna kAryoM para se kiyA jAtA hai, kyoMki jo kArya eka jAti kA baikTeriyA kara sakatA hai vaha dUsarI jAti kA nahIM kara sktaa| ye yadyapi trasa va sthAvara donoM jAti ke ho sakate haiM, parantu jina bhakSya padArthoM kA grahaNa yahA~ kiyA gayA hai inameM kevala sthAvara jAti ke baikTeriyA hI hote haiM / trasa jAti vAle baikTeriyA zarAba jaisI mAdaka vastuoM meM milate haiM, jinakA niSedha pahale hI kara diyA gayA hai| kucha baikTeriyA to aise haiM jo yadi dUdha meM utpanna ho jAyeM to dUdha kI dahI bana jAtI hai / unako apanI bhASA meM dahI ke baikTeriyA kaha liijiye| isI prakAra dahI, panIra, krIma, makkhana, khamIra, madya (zarAba) Adi padArtha-vizeSoM ke bhinna-bhinna jAti ke baikTeriyA samajhanA / vaijJAnika logoM ne inake bhinna-bhinna nAma bhI rakhe haiM para yahA~ una nAmoM se prayojana nahIM hai / ye mukhyata: sthAvara hote haiN| kucha baikTeriyA padArtha meM utpanna hokara use khaTTA banA dete haiM, kucha durgandhita banA dete haiM, kucha use nIlA, harA yA bhUre raMga kA banA dete haiM, kucha usa para phUI paidA kara dete haiM aura isI prakAra anya bhI anekoM bAteM jo nitya hI bhojya padArthoM meM dekhane ko milatI haiN| isa para se yaha bAta samajha lenI cAhiye ki bhojya padArthoM meM jo kucha bhI rUpa, gandha va rasa Adi kA vikAra utpanna hotA dikhAI detA hai vaha saba sUkSmajIvoM kI arthAt baikTeriyA kI upaja kA pratApa hai| ata: pratyeka aisA vikRta padArtha ahiMsA, svAsthya va sAdhanA tInoM dRSTiyoM se abhakSya ho jAtA hai| uparokta jAtiya tayoM meM se kacha baikTeriyA to mAnavIya svArthavaza (arthAta svAda yA prayojana-vizeSavaza) iSTa haiM aura kucha aniSTa / svAsthya ko hAniprada sarva baikTeriyA aniSTa kI ginatI meM Ate haiM, aura dahI va panIra Adi ke baikTeriyA iSTa mAne jAte haiM, kyoMki ye padArtha meM kucha ISTa svAda va gandha vizeSa utpanna kara dete haiM aura svAsthya ko hAni nahIM pahu~cAte / DAkTarI dRSTi se bhale aisA mAna leM para sAdhanA kI dRSTi se to baikTeriyA mAtra hI jIva-hiMsA ke bhaya se aniSTa haiN| phira bhI do cAra jAti ke baikTeriyA isa mArga meM bhI iSTa mAne jAte haiM, jaise ki makkhana va dahI ke baikTeriyA / ina aniSTa jAtiyoM ke baikTeriyA ko iSTa mAnane kA eka prayojana hai, aura vaha hai sAdhanA meM kucha shaaytaa| kisI bhI padArtha meM baikTeriyA usa samaya taka utpanna nahIM ho sakate jaba taka ki usameM koI eka yA do tIna baikTeriyA bIja rUpa meM praveza na kara jAyeM yA karA diye jaayeN| dahI jamAne ke liye dUdha meM jAmana (Adjunct) milAnA vAstava meM usameM dahI ke baikTeriyA kA bIjarUpa se praveza karAnA hI hai / basa eka bAra bIjAropaNa huA nahIM ki inakI santAnavRddhi huI nahIM / baikTeriyA-santAna kI upaja padArtha meM eka se do aura do se cAra ke krama se arthAt (Fiction Method) se hotI hai / pratyeka kucha-kucha minaTa ke pazcAt ve barAbara dugune-dugune hote cale jAte haiM /

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28. bhojana-zuddhi 187 4. maryAdAkAla ___ vastu meM praveza pAne ke pazcAt kucha dera taka arthAt lagabhaga AdhA yA pauna ghaNTe taka to unakI upaja Arambha nahIM hotI, jitane praveza pA gaye haiM utane hI rahate haiM, parantu isa kAla ke pazcAt bar3e vega ke sAtha inakI upaja barAbara uttarottara minaToM meM vRddhi ko pAtI huI lagabhaga 5 yA 6 ghaNToM meM vRddhi kI carama sImA ko sparza karane lagatI hai / yahA~ pahu~cakara upaja meM Age vRddhi honI to ruka jAtI hai, parantu jitanI upaja uttarottara minaToM meM yahA~ aba ho rahI hai utanI hI raphtAra se barAbara Age ke 8 yA dasa ghaNToM taka yA eka do dina taka calatI rahatI hai| itane kAla pazcAta upaja kI raphtAra ghaTane lagatI hai, aura pA~ca yA chaH ghaNToM taka upaja zUnya para pahu~ca jAtI hai, arthAt Age upaja honI aba bilkula banda ho jAtI hai / parantu jitane baikTeriyA utpanna ho cuke haiM ve aba bhI isameM usa samaya taka jIvita rahate haiM jaba taka ki yA to inakI Ayu samApta na ho jAya aura yA kinhIM bAhya prAkRtika athavA manuSyakRta-prayogoM se dUra na kara diye jaayeN| vRddhi of -samaya isa karva meM naM0 1 usa samaya ko darzAtA hai jisa samaya meM ki upaja prArambha hI nahIM huI hai| naM0 2 upaja kI uttarottara adhikAdhika vRddhi ko, naM0 3 utkRSTa upaja ke pravAha ko, naM0 4 upaja kI hAni ko aura naM0 5 navIna upaja ke abhAva ko pradarzita karatA hai| 4. maryAdAkAla--bhojana zuddhi ke sambandha meM baikTeriyA kI utpatti-krama kA yaha naM0 1 vAlA arthAta prathama Adha yA pauna ghaNTA prayojanIya hai| utpatti krama kA vaha bhAga navIna utpatti se rahita hone ke kAraNa vastuta: zuddhi kA maryAdA-kAla (Time Limit) kahA jAtA hai| Agama meM bhojya padArthoM kI maryAdA kA kathana AtA hai / usase tAtparya yahI pahalA kucha samaya hai jise antarmuhUrta yA adhika se adhika 48 minaTa svIkAra kiyA gayA hai / hama bhI Age ke prakaraNoM meM ise maryAdA nAma se pukAreMge / maryAdA kA ullaMghana kara jAne para baikTeriyA-rAzi adhika utpanna ho jAne ke kAraNa padArtha abhakSya kI koTi meM calA jAtA hai| bhojana-zuddhi meM maryAdA para bahuta jora diyA jAtA hai, kyoMki isase sAdhanA va svAsthya kI rakSA hotI hai| isIliye jala va dUdha ko chAna lene ke tathA thanoM se nikalane ke pazcAt yathAzakti turanta hI arthAt adhika se adhika pauna ghaNTe ke andara andara garama karanA yA ubAla lenA batalAyA hai, kyoMki itane samaya taka to kevala saMkhyAta (Countable) hI jIvoM kI hiMsA hotI hai, parantu isase Age jIva-rAzi bar3ha jAne ke kAraNa unako garama karane yA ubAlane se asaMkhyAta (Countless) jIvoM ke nAza kA prasaMga AtA hai| kucha baikTeriyA to aise haiM jo alpa mAtra hI garmI ko sahana kara sakate haiM, kucha aise haiM jo bahuta adhika bhI garmI ko sahana karane meM samartha haiM / aura kucha aise haiM jo bahuta adhika garmI meM utpanna hote haiN| isaliye eka samasyA hai ki yadi padArtha ko thor3A garama karate haiM to sarva baikTeriyA dUra nahIM hote aura yadi adhika garama karate haiM to naM0 2 jAti ke baikTeriyA utpanna ho jAte haiN| isa samasyA ko hala karane ke liye do upAya vijJAna batAtA hai, eka to yaha ki padArthoM ko kucha sekeNDoM ke liye bahuta adhika garama kara diyA jAve aura eka yaha ki adhika dera taka thor3A garama rakhA jaaye|

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28. bhojana-zuddhi 188 4. maryAdAkAla mukhyata: jala va dUdha Adi tarala padArthoM ko yadi Adha-ghaNTe taka 63 DigrI tApamAna para, yA 3 minaTa taka 80 DigrI tApamAna para garma kara diyA jAya to usameM rahe baikTeriyA prAya: dUra ho jAte haiN| isa prakriyA kA nAma pAscarAijezana (Pasturisation) hai| bar3e-bar3e DeyarI phArmoM meM tathA anya kArakhAnoM meM mazInoM ke dvArA ThIka-ThIka tApamAna dene ke sAdhana vidyamAna hone ke kAraNa unake liye to yaha sambhava hai, parantu eka bhAratIya sAdhAraNa gRhastha ke liye yaha sambhava nahIM ki ThIka-ThIka samaya va tApamAna diyA jA sake / zakya kArya hI kiyA jAnA sambhava hai, isaliye prAya: dUdha va jala ko ubAla liyA jAnA cAhiye, parantu barAbara kaI ghaNToM taka ubalate rahane na diyA jAye / do yA tIna ubAla A cukane para agni para se haTAkara unheM ThaNDA karane ko rakha diyA jAnA cAhaye, tAki garama jAti vAle baikTeriyA usameM utpanna hone na paaveN| kama tApamAna utpanna hone vAle naM0 1 jAti ke baikTeriyA se isakI rakSA karane ke liye Avazyaka hai ki usa ubalate huye padArtha ko zIghrAtizIghra ThaNDA kara diyA jaaye| yadi raiphrIjaireTara (Refrigerator) upalabdha ho to usameM rakhakara. nahIM to ThaNDe jala meM rakhakara / aisA karane se garmI ke dinoM meM bhI 24 ghaNToM taka dadha khar3A nahIM hotaa| dahI jamAne ke liye bhI yadi isa prakriyA ko apanAyA jAya to garmI ke dinoM meM dahI bahuta mIThI va kar3I jamatI hai, vaha pAnI nahIM chor3atI tathA phaTatI nhiiN| parantu yaha Avazyaka hai ki ubAlane kI kriyA dUdha va jala kI prApti ke pazcAt zIghrAtizIghra (adhika se adhika pauna ghaNTe ke pUvokta maryAdA kAla ke andara-andara) karanI caahiye| kyoMki maryAdAkAla bIta jAne para una padArthoM meM baikTeriyA kI santAna meM vRddhi honI prArambha ho jAtI hai, ata: taba ubAlane kA kArya karane meM adhika hiMsA kA prasaMga AtA hai| baikTeriyA kI utpatti ke liye cAra bAtoM kI AvazyakatA hai-vAyu, jala, AhAra (Nutrient), va tApamAna / khAdya padArthoM meM bhI gIle khAdya padArthoM meM jaise vanaspati va pake huye bhojana meM to cAroM cIjoM kI upasthiti hone ke kAraNa unakI utpatti sarvathA rokI nahIM jA sakatI, parantu sUkhe anna, khANDa, namaka, ghI va tela Adi meM yadi namI kA praveza na hone diyA jAye to vahA~ unakI utpatti rokI jA sakatI hai| annAdi ko dhUpa meM sukhAkara tathA ghI, tela Adi ko ubAlakara yadyapi namI dUra kI jA sakatI hai, parantu kyoMki vAyumaNDala meM se mukhyata: varSA Rtu meM ye padArtha svata: namI kheMca lete haiM, isaliye sukhAne ke pazcAt inheM lohe, dhAtu yA kAMca Adi ke banda bartanoM meM hI rakhA jAnA yogya hai / borI meM yA miTTI ke bartanoM meM rakhane se inameM namI kA praveza rokA nahIM jA sakatA / DabboM ke Dhakane bhI bahuta TAiTa hone cAhiyeM kyoMki r3hIle DhakanoM meM se namI praveza kara jAtI hai / DhakanoM ko ughar3A chor3anA bhI isa dizA meM atyanta aniSTa hai| pake huye padArthoM ko yadyapi baikTeriyA kI utpatti se sarvathA surakSita nahIM rakhA jA sakatA, para yadi bAhara se baikTeriyA isameM praveza na hone diyA jAye to bIjAropaNa ke abhAva ke kAraNa inako kucha kAla taka avazya baikTeriyA kI upaja se rokA jA sakatA hai / vastuta: anna khANDa Adi uparyukta sarva padArthoM meM bhI sarvathA ke liye unakI upaja ko roka diyA jAve, yaha hamAre liye zakya nahIM hai, kyoMki vAyu va namI kA sarvathA abhAva karane ke yA DibboM meM banda kara lene ke sAdhana hamAre pAsa nahIM haiN| isaliye bhojana zuddhi ko banAe rakhane ke liye guruoM ko anumAna se kAma lenA par3atA hai / bhinna-bhinna vastuoM meM prAya: kitane kAla pazcAta baikTeriyA-utpatti Arambha ho jAtI hai, yaha anumAna karake guruoM ne padArthoM kA maryAdAkAla hamAre liye nizcita kara diyA haiM usa kAla ke pazcAt baikTeriyA kI upaja ho jAne ke kAraNa ve bhakSya padArtha hI abhakSya kI koTi meM cale jAte haiN| isako maryAdA kAla bhI kahate haiN| jaise ATe kI maryAdA sardI meM 7 dina, garmI meM 5 dina aura varSA Rtu meM 3 dina batAI hai| isI prakAra khANDa kI maryAdA sardI meM eka mahInA, garmI meM 15 dina, varSA Rtu meM eka saptAha hai| roTI va pakI huI dAla kI maryAdA 6 ghaNTe, pakI huI bhAjI kI maryAdA 12 ghaNTe, tale huye padArtha kI maryAdA 24 ghaNTe aura isI prakAra anya sarva padArthoM kI maryAdA bhI Agama meM batAI hai, vahA~ se jAna lenaa| itane kAla ke andara hI ye padArtha sAvadhAnI pUrvaka prayoga meM lAye jAne cAhie~, itane kAla pazcAt nhiiN|

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28. bhojana-zuddhi 189 6. mana vacana kAya zuddhi uparyukta maryAdAyeM vAstava meM usa samaya meM sthApita kI gaI thIM jaba ki Aja ke jaise sAdhana nahIM the, ATA Adi padArtha miTTI ke ghar3oM meM rakhe jAte the, jinameM se namI praveza kara jAtI thI, para Aja unakI apekSA kucha acche sAdhana upalabdha haiN| isaliye vastuta: vAyu-zUnya (airtight) DabboM va kAMca ke bartanoM meM sUkhe padArthoM ko rakhakara aura rephrIjireTara meM pake huye gIle padArthoM ko rakhakara yadyapi vastuoM kI maryAdA bar3hAI jA sakatI hai, tadapi pramAda viSayaka doSa se apanI rakSA karane ke liye tathA AgamAjJA kA ullaMghana na ho jAye isa bhaya se Agamokta maryAdAoM ko svIkAra karane meM hI sAdhaka kA hita hai| 5. chuAchUta-baikTeriyA praveza ke pramukha dvAra pA~ca haiM-1. vAyumaNDala, 2. vaha kamarA yA ghara jahA~ ki khAdya padArtha rakhA hai, 3. bartana, 4. vastra, 5. zarIra / vAyumaNDala meM sarvatra prAya: baikTiriyA kA nivAsa hai aura gande vAyumaNDala meM bahuta adhika rahate haiM / vAyumaNDala ke baikTeriyA se padArtha kI rakSA karane ke lie yathAsambhava vastu ko r3hakakara hI rakhanA cAhie, ughar3A huA nhiiN| saMvArane se pahale chilake vAlI vanaspati tathA bInane se pahale sUkhA anna bhale khulA par3A rahe, para isake pazcAt nahIM, kyoMki chilake vAlI vanaspati yA anna Adika prAkRtika rUpa se chilake ke andara banda haiN| dhUla, dhUma, gobara, mala, mUtra athavA anya bhI kisI durgandhita padArtha kI sannikaTatA se vAyumaNDala apavitra ho jAtA hai, kyoMki ye tathA aise sarva padArtha baikTeriyA ke puMja haiM unameM se nikala-nikalakara ve bar3e vega se vAyumaNDala meM tathA dIvAroM Adi ke chidroM meM yA masAmoM (Pores) meM praveza pAne tathA panapane lagate haiN| bartanoM meM bhI yadi kahIM maila lagA raha jAye yA ThIka se na maMjane ke kAraNa unameM cikanAhaTa raha jAye to vahA~ baikTeriyA kI santAna vRddhi ko prApta ho jAtI hai| jisa bartana meM khaDDe par3a gae haiM usa bartana meM prAya: bahuta adhika baikTiriyA rAzi pAI jAtI hai / kyoMki una khaDaDoM meM maila ekatrita huye binA nahIM raha sakatA / cikane, camakadAra, sApha va binA khaDaDoM vAle bartanoM meM baikTeriyA utpanna nahIM hote parantu unako yadi sApha karake gIle hI rakha diyA jAe to utpanna ho jAte haiM, sUkhoM meM bilkula utpanna nahIM hote| bartanoM kI bhA~ti vastroM meM tathA zarIra meM bhI samajhanA / maile vastroM meM yA maile zarIra meM ve bahuta vega se panapa uThate haiM, sApha va sUkhe vastroM meM unakI utpatti nahIM hotii| isaliye kisI bhI padArtha ko binA acchI taraha hAtha dhoe chUnA yogya nhiiN| ina pA~coM padArthoM ke nikaTa-samparka meM Ane para khAdya-padArtha meM baikTeriyA praveza pA jAte haiM aura vahA~ unakI santAnotpatti bar3e vega se vRddhi pAne lagatI hai, isaliye aise padArthoM se chuA huA khAdya-padArtha apavitra mAnA jAtA hai| isI kAraNa vastra va zarIra-zuddhi meM chuAchUta kA bahuta vicAra rakhA jAnA yogya hai| vastra va zarIra ko dho lenA hI paryApta nahIM hai balki dhulane ke pazcAt unakI apavitra va gandI vastuoM ke tathA anya vyaktiyoM ke vastroM va zarIra ke sparza se rakSA karanA bhI atyanta Avazyaka hai / vastra Adi dhone kA artha yahA~ pAnI meM se nikAlakara sukhA denA mAtra nahIM hai, vaha to kevala rUDhi hai, acchI taraha se sAbuna yA soDe Adi ke prayoga dvArA yA soDe sAbuna ke pAnI meM pakAkara yA bhApa (steam) meM pakAkara usakA maila nikAla lenA tathA bilkula svaccha kara lenA yogya hai / ise rUr3hi na samajhanA, yaha eka vaijJAnika tathya hai / DAkTara loga bhI Aprezana rUma meM tabhI praveza karate haiM jabaki bhApa meM pakA eka lambA koTa pahana leM, tAki sarva apavitra vastra usake nIce chipa jAyeM aura vahA~ se baikTeriyA nikalakara rogI ke ghAva meM praveza na kara pAyeM / yahA~ taka ki mu~ha va nAka ke Age bhI eka svaccha vastra bAMdha lete haiM tathA sAbuna se acchI tara hAtha dhokara hI aujAroM ko chUte haiN| 6. mana vacana kAya zuddhi-andara meM pavitra zAnti kA bhoga karane ke liye bAhya meM zuddha bhojana kA hI grahaNa Avazyaka hai| bhojana-zuddhi ke sambandha meM anekoM bAteM siddhAnta rUpa se pahale prakaraNoM meM samajhA dI gaI haiN| Ao aba unakA prayoga apanI caryA meM karake dekheM ki kisa rUpa meM ve hamArI caryA meM hamako sahAyatA de sakatI haiN| bhojana zuddhi ke sambandha meM cAra bAteM mukhyata: vicAranIya haiM-1. mana-zuddhi, 2. vacana-zuddhi, 3. kAya-zuddhi, 4. AhAra-zuddhi / ina cAra zuddhiyoM ko mukha se uccAraNa karanA to hama saba jAnate haiM, kisI bhI tyAgI yA sanyAsI ko bhojana karAte samaya 'mana-zuddha, vacana-zuddha, kAya-zuddha, AhAra-jala zuddha hai, grahaNa kIjie', isa prakAra ke mantroccAraNa

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190 28. bhojana-zuddhi 6. mana vacana kAya zuddhi karane kI rUDhi ko pUrA karanA to hama kabhI bhUlate nahIM haiM aura vaha atithi bhI Apake ye zabda sunakara santuSTa ho jAtA hai; para na to Apa aura na vaha yaha jAnane kA prayatna karate haiM ki yaha mantra vacanoM taka hI samApta ho gayA hai yA caryA meM bhI kucha AyA hai| (1) mana zuddhi kahanA tabhI sArthaka hai jabaki Apake mana meM usa atithi ke prati bhakti ho, Apa daNDa samajhakara bhojana na de rahe hoM, balki apanA saubhAgya samajhakara, apane ko dhanya mAnakara de rahe hoM / yadi kadAcit mana meM aisA vicAra A jAe ki maiM isako bhojana dekara isa para koI ehasAna kara rahA hU~, yA aisA vicAra A jAe ki kisI prakAra yaha balA thor3A-ghanA khAkara jaldI se Tala jAye to acchA' to ApakA mana zuddha nahIM hai azuddha hai / Apake mana kI yaha azuddhatA vAstava meM bhojana meM viSa ghola detI hai| usase prabhAvita ApakA bhojana zuddha nahIM azuddha hai, jaise ki yaha lokokti hai ki 'thAlI parasI para usameM thuukkr'| (2) vacana-zuddhi kahanA tabhI sArthaka hai jabaki usa atithi ke prati Apake mukha se atyanta miSTa tathA bhakti pUrNa hI zabda nikaleM, ApakI bhASA se prema TapakatA ho, daNDa yA krodha nhiiN| kevala atithi ke prati hI nahIM balki kisI bhI anya ghara vAle ke prati yA cauke meM rahane vAle kisI anya vyakti ke prati bhI / jhuMjhalAhaTa ke yA utAvala ke zabda 'jaldI kara, jaldI parosa, pAnI lA' ityAdi mukha se nahIM nikalane cAhie~, kyoMki aisA karane se sambhavata: ghabarAkara usa vyakti se koI aisA kArya jaldI meM bana baiThe jisase ki atithi ko bhojana chor3a denA pdd'e| dhairya, santoSa va zAnti kI atyanta manda bhASA hI yogya hai anyathA bhojana azuddha ho jaayegaa| (3) kAya zuddhi kahanA tabhI sArthaka hai jabaki Apane zarIra ko bhalI bhA~ti ragar3a, dho va poMchakara isa para se maila utArakara ise svaccha va pavitra kara liyA ho / isameM kahIM bhI kisI prakAra kI glAni kA bhAva jaise koI ghAva, phor3A, phunsI, maila, mala, mUtrAdi kA sravana vidyamAna na ho| isake atirikta Apake zarIra para nIce ke vastra (Under-wear) yA Upara ke vastra saba hI svaccha va pavitra hoN| nIce ke vastra (kacchA baniyAna Adi) Upara ke (dhotI Adi) svaccha, aisA nahIM karanA cAhiye / vastra sAbuna se dhule huye bilkula svaccha hone cAhiye / isake atirikta cauke meM ghusane se pahale pA~va ko bahuta acchI taraha er3I se paMje taka ragar3akara kAphI pAnI se dho lenA cAhie, tAki pA~va ke talave para kucha bhI lagA na raha jAye / pA~va kA talavA atyanta nikRSTa aMga hai, yaha dhyAna rakhanA caahiye| eka Adha cullu mAtra pAnI pA~va ke Upara DAlakara pA~va dhone kI rUr3hi pUrI karanA yogya nhiiN| cauke meM praveza karate hI pahale hAthoM ko acchI taraha ragar3a kara tIna bAra dhonA cAhiye / snAna karane va svaccha vastra pahanane ke pazcAt yaha sAvadhAnI rakhanI cAhiye ki ApakA zarIra yA ApakA vastra ghara ke kisI bhI anya padArtha, vastra, pardA, cika, cAdara, mejapoza. dIvAra va kivADa Adi se chane na pAyeM / chaAchata ke isa viveka kA prayojana vAstava taMgata ghaNA nahIM balki baikTeriyA ke prati surakSA kA bhAva hai| yadi vyaktigata ghRNA ko avakAza diyA to mana-zuddhi bAdhita ho jAyegI, yaha dhyAna rahe / isa prakAra sArI bAteM caryA meM Ane para hI kAya-zuddhi kahI jA sakatI hai anyathA nhiiN| (4) AhAra-zuddhi-AhAra-zuddhi ke antargata cAra bAteM AtI haiM / AhAra-zuddhi kahanA tabhI sArthaka hai jaba ki ye cAroM bAteM pUrNa rIti se caryA meM A cukI hoN| ye cAra bAteM haiM--1. dravya-zuddhi, 2. kSetra-zuddhi, 3. kAla-zuddhi, 4. bhAva-zuddhi / ina cAroM kI vyAkhyA aba krama se kI jAtI hai| (1) dravya zuddhi ke antargata dasa adhikAra haiM-1. anna-zuddhi, 2. jala-zuddhi, 3. dugdha zuddhi, 4. dahI zuddhi, 5. ghRta zuddhi, 6. tela zuddhi, 7. khANDa-zuddhi, 8. sakarA-vidhi, 9. vanaspati zuddhi aura 10. IMdhana zuddhi / aba ina dasoM kA kathana krama se karatA huuN| 1. anna-zuddhi meM Ate haiM gehU~, cAvala-dAla-masAle va sUkhe mevA Adi / ina sarva padArthoM ko bhalI bhA~ti sUrya ke prakAza meM bInakara inameM se nikalI jIva-rAzi ko surakSita rUpa se kisI kone meM kSepaNa kareM, mArga meM nahIM / mArga meM hI unheM chor3a denA mahAna anartha hai kyoMki vahA~ ve becAre pA~va ke nIce Akara rauMde jAte haiM / phira inako svaccha jala meM dholeM, tAki ina para lagA gobara mala mUtrAdi kA aMza athavA inake Upara vidyamAna baikTeriyA sApha ho jAyeM / dhokara inheM dhUpa

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191 28. bhojana-zuddhi 6. mana vacana kAya zuddhi meM sukhA leN| binA dhule anna, masAle Adi kA prayoga yogya nahIM hai| cAvala va dAla ko hAtha kI hAtha dhokara rAMdhA jAtA hai, isaliye inako pahale se dhokara sukhAne kI AvazyakatA nhiiN| gehUM Adi ko sUkha jAne ke pazcAt hAtha kI cakkI meM pIsa leM / pIsane se pahale cakkI ko acchI taraha jhAr3a leM tAki usameM koI kSudra jIva na raha paave| cakkI poMchane ke liye tathA cakkI meM se ATA nikAlane ke liye jo kapar3A prayoga meM lAyA jAve vaha dhulA huA svaccha honA cAhiye, mailA nhiiN| ATA sUrya ke prakAza meM svaccha vastra pahanakara va hAthoM ko dho poMchakara hI pIsanA cAhiye / pise huye ATe, masAle Adi ko banda DabboM meM aura yadi ho sake to zIze ke jAra meM rakhanA cAhiye tAki bAhara kI namI ko ve kheMcane na pAveM / namaka ko bhojana banAte samaya hAtha kI hAtha hI pIsanA yogya hai, kyoMki usakI maryAdA bahuta hI alpa hai| mevA meM munakkA Adi prayoga meM lAnI ho to sAvadhAnI pUrvaka usake bIja nikAla dene cAhiyeM, kyoMki bIja ko grahaNa karane meM kucha doSa AtA hai| padArtha rakhane ke Dabbe aise hone cAhiye jinameM cIMTI Adi kA praveza na ho ske| binA dhule anna ko zodhakara usameM koI aisA padArtha DAlakara rakhanA cAhiye jisase ki Age usameM jIvarAzi utpanna na hone paave| miTTI meM pArA milAkara usakI TikiyA banA leM, aura pratyeka choTe-bar3e Dabbe meM yathAyogya rUpa se unheM DAla deM to isa prayojana kI siddhi ho jAtI hai| 2. aba lIjiye jl-shuddhi| jala-zuddhi meM do bAteM AtI haiN| eka jala ko chAnanA tathA dUsarI jala meM se nikale jIvoM kI rakSArtha jivAnI krnaa| jala chAnane meM chalane sambandhI viveka atyanta Avazyaka hai| chalanA dasa giraha caur3A aura savA gaja lambA honA cAhiye tAki doharA hokara vaha dasa giraha caukora bana jAye / choTA sA kapar3e kA koI Tukar3A chalanA nahIM khlaataa| rumAla yA pahanA huA kapar3A, dhotI Adi bhI chalane ke rUpa meM prayoga nahIM kiyA jAnA cAhiye / chalanA kevala jala chAnane ke kAma ke liye alaga hI rakhanA caahiye| yaha mila ke sUta kA nahIM honA cAhiye, balki hAtha ke kate sUta kA hI honA cAhiye, kyoMki hAtha kA katA sUta roe~ vAlA hotA hai, mila kA nahIM hotA / chalanA moTe khaddara kA honA cAhiye, patale kapar3e kA nahIM / khAdI bhaNDAra se isa prakAra kA hAtha kA banA moTA khaddara upalabdha ho sakatA hai| chalanA atyanta svaccha honA cAhiye, mailA nahIM aura isIlie pratyeka tIsare cauthe dina usako sAbuna sor3e se dhonA Avazyaka hai / chalane ko jala chAnane ke pazcAt turanta hI sukhAnA cAhiye, kyoMki adhika dera gIlA rahane se usameM baikTeriyA kI utpatti ho jAtI hai / jivAnI karane meM bhI itanI sAvadhAnI avazya rakhanI cAhie ki jivAnI kA pAnI bhUmi yA kue~ kI dIvAra Adi para na par3e, balki sIdhA kue~ ke bhItara pAnI meM pdd'e| ddhi ke sambandha meM Avazyaka to yaha hai ki paza ko bhalI prakAra snAna karAke dahA jAye tAki usake zarIra para lage dhUla va gobara Adi se nikalakara baikTeriyA dUdha meM praveza na kara skeN| isI prakAra duhane vAle ko bhI snAna karake svaccha vastra pahana lene cAhieM,bartana bhI camakadAra va svaccha maMjA huA honA cAhiye, duhane se pahale hAtha va thana acchI taraha dho lene cAhieM,tAki bartana kapar3e va hAthoM se bhI baikTeriyA kA praveza dUdha meM na ho ske| dUdha nikAlate hI bartanoM ko acchI prakAra Dhaka denA cAhiye, tAki vAyumaNDala se baikTeriyA kA praveza dUdha meM na ho ske| ye saba bAteM vAstava meM vahI nibhA sakatA hai jisake apane ghara para pazu ho, para Aja kI vikaTa paristhiti meM ye saba bAteM pUrNata: nibhAI jAnI asambhava haiN| isaliye jitanI adhika se adhika nibhanI zakya hoM utanI nibhAnI caahie| kama se kama bartana avazya apanA hI honA cAhiye kyoMki bAjAra vAloM ke bartana svaccha maMje huye nahIM hote, mApane kA bartana bhI apanA hI honA cAhiye / duhane vAle ke hAtha va pazu ke thana kama se kama avazya apane chane huye svaccha pAnI se dhulavA diye jAne cAhiyeM / ghara lAkara use avazya dUsare bartana meM chAna lenA caahiye| dUdha jaldI se jaldI Aga para rakha denA cAhie,tAki usameM rahe thor3e bahuta baikTeriyA dUra ho jAyeM, aura usameM unakI santAna-vRddhi na hone pAve / jala ke sambandha meM tIna vikalpa haiM--yadi cha: ghaNTe ke andara-andara prayoga meM lAkara samApta kara denA ho to usameM chAnane ke pazcAt turaMta hI pIsI huI lauMga, haraDe, jIrA Adi yA anya koI aisI auSadhi thor3I sI DAla denI cAhiye jisase ki jala kA raMga va gandha badala jaaye| mAtra 2 yA 4 sAbuta lauMga DAlakara rUr3hI pUrI karanA yogya nahIM, jala kA raMga va gandha na badale to DAlane kA koI lAbha nahIM / yadi 12 ghaNTe ke andara-andara prayoga meM le AnA ho to

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28. bhojana-zuddhi 192 6. mana vacana kAya zuddhi jala ko itanA garama kara lenA cAhiye jisameM ki hAtha diyA jA sake, bahuta kama garama karake santoSa nahIM karanA caahiye| yadi 24 ghaNTe taka kAma meM lAnA ho to use bhAta-ubAla garama karanA cAhiye / jala ko kue~ se lAte hI turanta uparokta tInoM vikalpoM meM se koI eka vikalpa avazya pUrA karanA cAhiye, use khAlI chor3anA yogya nhiiN| 4. dahI jamAne ke liye jAmana kA va dUdha ke tApamAna kA bahuta adhika dhyAna rakhanA caahiye| Aga ke nikaTa rakhakara dahI jamAne kA prayatna nahIM karanA cAhiye, kyoMki aisA karane se dahI phaTa jAtI hai tathA khaTTI ho jAtI hai| garmI ke dinoM meM dahI vAlA bartana barAbara ThaNDe pAnI meM rakhanA cAhiye aura sardI ke dinoM meM use kisI svaccha kapar3e meM lapeTakara rakhanA caahiye| jAmana ke sambandha meM bahuta viveka kI AvazyakatA hai| jAmana mIThI dahI kA hI honA cAhiye khaTTI kA nahIM, kyoMki khaTTe jAmana se dahI bhI khaTTI ho jaayegii| vaha phaTA huA bhI nahIM honA cAhiye / jAmana meM se dahI kA pAnI (Whey) nicor3akara nikAla denA cAhiye kyoMki vaha khaTTA hotA hai / jAmana ko do tIna bAra svaccha pAnI meM dho leM to aura bhI acchA hai, kyoMki aisA karane se usameM se rahA sahA saba khaTAsa nikala jAtA hai| jAmana ko dhone ke liye jAmana vAle bartana meM thor3A jala DAlakara hilA deM, phira jala ko nithArakara nikAla deM / jAmana ke prayoga kA sarala upAya to yaha hai ki kacce gole ke UparI chilake kI kaTorI ko dUdha meM DAlakara dahI jamA deM aura agale dina dahI meM se use nikAlakara sukhA deN| aba jaba bhI jAmana denA ho dUdha meM isa kaTorI ko DubA deM aura dahI prayoga karate samaya ise nikAlakara phira sukhA deM / parantu aisA karane ke liye yaha avazya jAnanA cAhiye ki isa prakAra eka kaTorI AdhA sera dUdha ko jamAne ke liye hI paryApta hai, adhika dUdha jamAne ke liye isI hisAba se adhika kaToriyA~ DAlI jAnI caahiyeN| nayA jAmana banAne ke liye AdhI chaTAMka dUdha meM thor3A jIrA DAla deM, tIna yA cAra ghaNTe ke pazcAt vaha jama jAyegA, isako jAmana ke rUpa meM prayoga kara sakate haiM / TATarI yA amacUra Adi se jamAnA ThIka nahIM kyoMki usase dahI phaTa jAtI hai| garmI meM jAmana thor3A diyA jAtA hai aura sardI meM adhika / anumAna se kAma lenA hotA hai / thor3I dera meM jamAnI iSTa ho to jAmana adhika diyA jAtA hai, aura adhika dera meM jamAnI iSTa ho to kama / 5. ghRta-zuddhi ke liye yaha viveka rakhanA Avazyaka hai ki uparyukta zuddha dahI ko bilokara usameM se nikalA makkhana turaMta hI Aga para rakha denA cAhiye / do tIna dina taka rakhane kA to prazna hI nahIM, dasa minaTa kI pratIkSA karanI bhI yogya nahIM, kyoMki isameM baikTeriyA kI utpatti bar3e vega se hotI hai| phira bhI adhika se adhika pauna maryAdA ke andara-andara avazya garma kara lenA yogya hai kyoMki isase adhika kAla bIta jAne para vaha abhakSya kI koTi meM calA jAtA hai / isa prakAra se bane huye ghI ko aSTa paharA ghI kahate haiM, kyoMki dUdha se ghI banane taka kevala 8 pahara yA 24 ghaNTe hI lage haiN| aisA aSTa paharA ghI hI zuddha hai| isako bhI barAbara prati-mAsa ubAlakara puna: puna: nithArate rahanA cAhiye, tAki baikTeriyA kA bIja vahA~ utpanna na hone pAve / Apa dekheMge ki pratyeka bAra kucha na kucha chAcha avazya nikala jAtI hai| 6. tela-zuddhi ke liye sarasoM yA tila Adi ko apane ghara para svaccha jala se dhokara sukhA leM, phira kolhU ko apane svaccha jala se acchI prakAra dhulavAkara usameM pIr3a deN| isa prakAra prApta kiyA gayA tela hI zuddha hai| 7. khANDa-zuddhi ke liye cAhiye to yaha ki ganne kA rasa nikAlane se pahale kolhU ko dhokara sApha kara leM / rasa par3ane vAlA va rasa pakAne vAlA donoM bartana bAlTI yA kar3AhA Adi dhule huye sApha hoN| ganne ko acchI taraha jhAr3a zodhakara kolhU meM DAleM, hAtha acchI taraha dhokara kAma kareM aura khANDa khAMcI ke dvArA na nikAlakara mazIna ke dvArA nikAleM / parantu isa prakAra se khANDa banAnA sabake liye sambhava nahIM / sambhava hI bAta apanAI jA sakatI hai / isaliye Aja kI paristhiti meM bAjAra kI khANDa (sugar) bhI grahaNa kara lI jA sakatI hai, parantu yaha viveka avazya rahanA cAhiye ki vaha khANDa, gur3a yA zakkara hAiDrovAlI nahIM honI cAhiye / bAjAra se AyI huI khANDa ko ghara para puna: jala meM pakAkara usakI burA kUTa lenI caahiye| aisA karane se usakI pahalI saba azuddhi dUra ho jAtI haiN| isa zuddha khANDa ko aise Dabbe meM rakhanA cAhiye jisameM cIMTI kA praveza na ho sake, zIze ke jAra meM rakhanA zreyaskara hai|

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28. bhojana-zuddhi 193 6. mana vacana kAya zuddhi 8. dravya-zuddhi ke antargata 'sakarA vidhi' bhI jAnanIya hai| zuddha tathA azuddha dravya ko sAtha-sAtha rakhanA yA pakAnA yogya nhiiN| ghI, masAle va ATA Adi utane hI lene cAhiyeM jitane ki prayoga meM Akara bAkI na bceN| ghI, masAle Adi ke pUre ke pUre bartana yA Dabbe bhojana banAte samaya pAsa meM nahIM rakhane cAhiye, kyoMki aisA karane se sambhavata: unameM anna va namIkA aMza calA jAye jisase ki unameM baikTeriyA kI zIghra utpatti hone lge| bhojana banAkara bacA huA ghI ATA Adi puna: mUla padArtha meM nahIM milAnA cAhiye kyoMki yAda rahe ki isa bace huye padArtha meM anna kA aMza A cukA hai jo padArtha meM par3akara sAre padArtha ko bigAr3a degaa| pRthak-pRthak vastuoM ko degacI se nikAlane ke liye pRthak-pRthak camace rakhane cAhiye, eka kA camacA dUsare meM nahIM denA caahiye| 9. vanaspati zuddhi meM yaha viveka avazya rakhanA cAhiye ki kisI bhI vanaspati ko binArane se pahale yA cauke meM praveza karAne se pahale use svaccha jala se eka bAra acchI taraha ragar3a-ragar3akara dho leM, tAki usake bAhara lage azuddha jala sambandhI yA chaAchata sambandhI yA baikTeriyA sambandhI sarva doSa dara ho jaayeN| 10.IMdhana-zuddhi ke antargata lakar3I Adi ko acchI taraha jhAr3akara prayoga meM lAyeM, bIjhI lakar3I kA tathA araNe va goye kA prayoga cauke meM na kareM / isa prakAra AhAra zuddhi ke antargata dravya-zuddhi ke dasa adhikAra samApta hue| (2) aba kSetra-zuddhi sambandhI bAta calatI hai / kSetra zuddhi ke antargata ApakI pAkazAlA atyanta svaccha va sApha dhulI-dhulAI honI caahie| vaha sthAna aMdhiyArA nahIM honA cAhiye / dIvAra dhue~ se kAlI ho jAyeM to cUnA karA lenA cAhie / pharza cikanI sImenTa kI ho to acchA, nahIM ho to gArA gobara se lipI huI honI cAhiye / pAkazAlA meM jAle Adi lage nahIM hone cAhiyeM aura chata para dhulA huA svaccha candovA bandhA rahanA cAhie / candovA itanA bar3A ho ki cUlhA, bartana tathA pakAne, khAne va parosane vAle saba usakI sImA ke bhItara hI raheM, bAhara nahIM / candovA mailA nahIM honA caahiye| ___ bartana sUkhe maMje hone cAhiye, khaDDe vAle bartanoM kA prayoga nahIM karanA cAhiye / ve khUba camakadAra hone cAhie~, una para cikanAI nahIM lagI rahanI cAhie / bartana poMchane kA yA hAtha poMchane kA yA roTiyA~ rakhane kA chalanA kapar3A Adi sAbuna se dhule huye atyanta svaccha rahane cAhiye, tanika bhI maile kapar3e kA praveza cauke meM nahIM honA cAhiye / bartana kA prayoga karane se pahale use svaccha jala se eka bAra dho va poMcha lenA cAhiye / pATe va paMkhe Adi jo bhI cauke meM lAye jAyeM dhokara hI lAye jAyeM / inako cauke se bAhara hI dho lenA yogya hai, binA dhulA paMkhA prayoga meM lAnA yogya nahIM / paMkhe ko dhokara sukhA lenA cAhiye, gIle kA gIlA prayoga karane se bhojana meM usase ur3ane vAle pAnI ke chIMTe par3ane kA bhaya hai| | saba padArthoM ke bartana kisI caukI para yA pATe para yA kisI U~ce sthAna para sajAkara rakhane cAhiyeM tAki idhara-udhara se AyA haA pAnI unake nIce na jA ske| jisa sthAna para ApakA pA~va AtA ho vahA~ pake haye padArtha kA bartana nahIM rakhanA caahiye| yadi nIce hI bartana rakhane par3eM to rAkha bichAkara rakhane cAhiye tAki utane sthAna meM pA~va ke Ane kA bhaya na rahe / belana kabhI pA~va para nahIM rakhanA cAhiye, roTI belakara use parAta meM hI rakhanA cAhie / apanA hAtha bhUmi se sparza nahIM hone denA cAhiye yadi ho jAe to dhonA cAhie ityAdi / anya bhI anekoM prakAra se chUAchUta kA viveka banAye rakhanA yogya hai| makkhiyoM ke praveza ke prati jitanI bhI sAvadhAnI sambhava ho karanI caahiye| cir3iyA-cUhA Adi ke praveza ke prati bhI yathAsambhava roka thAma karanI caahiye| (3) kAla zuddhi ke antargata cauke sambandhI koI kArya rAta ko yA andhere meM nahIM karanA caahiye| kama itanA prAkRtika prakAza avazya honA cAhiye ki padArtha spaSTa dikhAI de jAya / bijalI va dIpa ke prakAza meM kAma karanA yogya nahIM, kyoMki dIpaka para Ane vAle yA svAbhAvika rUpa se andhayAre vAyumaNDala meM ghUmane vAle choTe-choTe ur3ane vAle prANiyoM ke bhojana meM par3a jAne kI sambhAvanA rahatI hai| (4) bhAva zuddhi kA artha mana-zuddhi meM garbhita hai| ina cAra bAtoM ke atirikta bhojana parasane meM bhI atyadhika sAvadhAnI kI AvazyakatA hai| roTI, dAla, bhAta, jala, dUdha athavA namaka, mirca, masAlA jo kucha bhI parasanA ho acchI taraha dekha-zodhakara parasanA cAhiye tAki isameM bAla, cIMTI Adi koI aisA padArtha na raha jAye jisake thAlI meM cale jAne para atithi ko antarAya hone kI sambhAvanA

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194 28. bhojana-zuddhi 8. mAMsa niSedha ho| isa prayojana kI siddhi ke liye dAla va bhAjI Adi ko kaTorI meM DAlane ke pazcAt, camace ke dvArA Upara uThA-uThAkara kaTorI meM puna: puna: dhIre-dhIre girAyA jAtA hai, tAki usakI par3ane vAlI dhAra meM bAla Adi dikhAI de jaae| khANDa yA namaka-mirca Adi ko bhI kisI thAlI Adi caur3e bartana meM phailAkara bIna lenA cAhiye / roTI ko parasane se pahale usake cAra Tukar3e karake pratyeka Tukar3e kA pur3ata uThAkara bhItara bhalI bhA~ti gaura se dekhanA caahiye| roTI tor3anA rUr3hi mAtra nahIM hai, kabhI-kabhI bAla roTI meM belA jAtA hai aura vaha usa samaya patA calatA hai jabaki Tukar3A mu~ha meM A jAe / isaliye roTI ko dhIre-dhIre sAvadhAnI-pUrvaka dekhate huye hI tor3anA cAhiye tAki yadi andara bAla ho to tor3ate samaya aTaka jaae| jaldI va jhaTake se tor3ane se bAla bhI TUTa jAtA hai aura usakA patA lagane nahIM paataa| isI prakAra pur3ata uThAnA bhI rUr3hi nahIM hai bhItara gaura se dekhanA cAhiye ki vahA~ koI bAla yA surasI Adi to lagI nahIM hai| isI prakAra sarvatra sAvadhAnI rakhanI yogya hai| prayojana yahA~ yaha zaMkA honI sambhava hai ki isa prakAra kI sarva kriyAyeM karanA tathA baikTeriyA se sarvathA bacA jAnA kyA eka sAdhAraNa gRhastha ke liye zakya hai ? ThIka hai bhAI ! kathana para se to aisA hI pratIta hotA hai ki mAno eka sAdhaka ko jakar3ajanda kara diyA gayA ho tathA vikalpa-jAla meM ulajhAkara use mUla tattva se vaMcita kiyA jA rahA ho, kyoMki yaha saba kucha bilkula usI rUpa meM honA zakya nahIM hai jisa prakAra ki yahA~ batAyA gayA hai / parantu yaha bAta bhUlanI nahIM cAhiye ki sarva prakaraNoM meM isa bAta para jora diyA gayA hai ki sArA jAtA dekhiye to AdhA lIjiye bAMTa vAlI lokokti ko dhyAna meM rakhakara calanA hai arthAt apanI zakti ke anusAra yatna karanA hai, pramAdI bananA yogya nahIM hai| Agama-kathita isa AhAra-zuddhi-sambandhI sarva hI vikalpoM kI Adhunika rIti se sArthakatA darzAnA isa adhikAra kA prayojana hai, jisase ki yaha sarva AcaraNa korA rUr3hI mAtra sA pratIta na ho| athavA una vyaktiyoM ko jo ki bhojana-zuddhi viSayaka Arambha vartamAna meM kara rahe haiM, unakI kriyAoM meM kucha truTiyeM darzAkara unheM sAvadhAna karanA prayojana haiM, jisase ki isa ora thor3A yA dhyAna dekara ve bhojana zuddhi ke bar3e-bar3e doSoM se apanI rakSA kara skeN| patha ke sarva hI aMgopAMgoM kA jIvana meM yogya sthAna rahanA cAhiye, anyathA pramAda kA doSa AtA hai| aura hama saba apramatta to haiM nahIM, ata: yathAzakti pramAda dUra karanA kartavya hai| 8. mAMsa niSedha-jihvA ke laulupI kucha bhAratIya yuvaka apane svacchandatA kI kamara thapathapAne ke liye Aja mAMsa-machalI aura aNDe ko dUdha-dahI ke samakakSa siddha karane kA niSphala prayAsa kara rahe haiN| do aMgula kI isa indriya ke liye isa prakAra kI bAta mukha se nikAlate huye unakA kalejA nahIM kAMpatA / kauna nahIM jAnatA ki mAMsa ke ina lAla-la ma kasA niraparAdha bejabAna kI AheM chipI par3I haiM / yadi svArtha ne tajhe itanA andhA banA diyA hai to A mere sAtha meM dikhAtA hU~ tajhe usakA ruup| dekha sAmane usa vyakti ko jo usa bakarI kA kAna pakar3akara kheMcatA huA use jabaradastI kisI ora le jA rahA hai aura vaha bakarI barAbara pIche kI ora haTane ko jora lagA rahI hai, mAno vaha kisI mUlya para bhI usake sAtha jAne ko taiyAra nhiiN| kala bhI yahI bakarI dekhI thI jabaki yaha isI vyakti ke sAtha premapUrvaka khela rahI thI aura svayaM isake pIche-pIche bhAgI calI jA rahI thI / Aja kyA vizeSatA hai ? calo isI meM pUche / are pUche kisase, usakA karuNa-krandana svayaM batA rahA hai ki vaha tujhase rakSA kI bhikSA mAMga rahI hai| are ! eka bAra usakI A~khoM meM A~kheM DAlakara dekha to sahI ki kyA kaha rahI hai vaha tujhase? azrupUrNa una A~khoM meM chipA huA hai bhaya va nyAya kI duhAI tathA karuNA kI pukAra, "bho pathika ! tU bAla-baccoM vAlA hai aura maiM bhI bAla-baccoM vAlI huuN| tere bacce ko eka sUI cubhe to bekala ho jAtA hai, para Azcarya hai ki tU merI ora A~kha uThAkara bhI nahIM dekha sakatA / are dekha Age-Age ve mere donoM bacce khiMce jA rahe haiM, mA~-mA~ pukAra rahe haiM ! o krUra mAnava / dayA kara, dayA kara, Izvara se Dara / are pathika terI A~khoM ke sAmane tere baccoM ko katala kara diyA jAye to kyA gujaregI tere hRdaya para? maiM bez2abAna hU~, kauna sune merI pukAra? are mAnava ! isase pahale ki maiM apane jigara ke Tukar3e ko lahU meM nahAtA dekhU, tU merI A~khe phor3a de|"

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195 28. bhojana-zuddhi 8. mAMsa niSedha _ "are vidhAtA ! kyA koI nahIM hai yahA~ merI sunane vAlA? kyA tU bhI so gayA hai ? loga kahate haiM ki tU sarvatra hai, loga kahate haiM ki tU sabakA prati pAlaka hai, para kahA~ hai tU, kahA~ gaI terI pratipAlakatA? are mAnava ! tere bacce se kitanA bhI bar3A aparAdha ho jAye, taba to tU bar3e-bar3e nyAyAlayoM meM jAkara use chur3avA letA hai, para merI ora nahIM dekhatA / batA to sahI ki kyA aparAdha kiyA hai maiMne jisakA daNDa ki mujhe yaha mila rahA hai ? Aja mere baccoM kA merI A~khoM ke sAmane vadha kiyA jAyegA aura phira..... ? nira aparAdhI para itanA bar3A julma hotA huA tU kina A~khoM se dekha rahA hai ? maiM to mAnatI hU~ ki tU andhA hai|" "are mAnava ! maiM gir3agir3AtI hUM, minnata karatI hUM, tU mere baccoM ko chor3a de / unake mukha se nikalI huI 'mA~' kI pukAra maiM kaise sunUM ? are beTA ! jisa 'mA~' ko tU pukAra rahA hai vaha svayaM duSToM ke hAtha meM par3I hai / jahA~ rakSaka hI bhakSaka hai vahA~ pukAra kisako sunAyeM, bAr3a hI kheta ko khAne lage to kheta kI rakSA kauna kare? rAjA to Izvara kA pratinidhi samajhA jAtA hai para svArtha ke gahana andhakAra meM Aja vaha bhI apanA karttavya bhUla gyaa| kisase kareM rakSA kI prArthanA, kisake dvAra para kareM nyAya kI duhAI ?" __hariNI kA rudana dekhakara rAjA suguptagIna ne jIvana paryanta zikAra khelanA chor3a diyaa| usake pAsa to hRdaya thA isIliye use sAre jIvana usa hariNI kI chalachalAI A~khe cAroM ora dikhAI detI rahI, mAno usase pukAra-pukAra kaha rahI hoM ki tU manuSyoM kA hI nahIM hamArA bhI rAjA hai, tU hI anyAya karegA to nyAya kisase karAeMge? parantu beTA ! Aja ke mAnava ke pAsa hRdaya hai hI kahA~ ? ata: terA cIkhanA-pukAranA bekAra hai| manuSya to manuSya, Izvara bhI gaharI nidrA meM so gayA hai Aja / cupa raha beTA cupa raha, mAnava kI cAra aMgulI kI jihvA ke liye tU cupacApa apanA balidAna kara de, ora le maiM bhI A rahI hU~ pIche-pIche / " dayA kara o mAnava dyaa| tU rakSaka banakara AyA hai bhakSaka nhiiN| do aMgulI kI jihvA ke liye mAnavIyatA ko na bhuul| jinake gale para tU churI calA rahA hai ve bhI bAla baccedAra haiN| jaMgala meM vicaraNa karane vAle, tRNa bhojI ina bez2abAna pazu-pakSiyoM ko jina apane nirdaya hAthoM se tU golI kA nizAnA banAtA hai tathA apane dUdha se terI santAna ko pAlane vAlI go-mAtA kA kalejA cIratA hai, eka bAra unhIM hAthoM ko apane tathA apanI santAna ke kaleje para rakhakara yadi usakI dhar3akana suna letA, to tujhe patA lagatA ki isa duSkRta se bAja rahane ke lie ve barAbara tujhe upadeza diye jA rahe haiN| . prabhu kA nAma lene kI pavitra prabhAta-belA meM koI to apane jIvana ko pavitra banA rahA hai aura koI laha meM hAtha raMgakara use dharAtala ko pahu~cA rahA hai; koI to apane baccoM ko goda meM khilA rahA hai aura koI bejabAna baccoM ko mAtA kI goda se chIne jA rahA hai; koI to apane baccoM ko cUma-cUmakara apane hRdaya ko ThaNDA kara rahA hai aura koI talavAra kI tIkhI dhAra

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196 28. bhojana-zuddhi 9. machalI aNDA niSedha ko ina baccoM ke rakta se raMgakara mAtAoM ke hRdaya meM saMtApa upajA rahA haiM; koI to apane baccoM ke mastaka para kAlA tilaka lagA rahA hai ki kahIM najara na laga jAya aura koI ina baccoM ko talavAra ke ghATa utAra rahA hai| yadi anya se nahIM to prakRti se to Dara / prakRti ne tujhe zAkAhArI banAkara bhejA hai mAMsAhArI nhiiN| isake niyama ko bhaMga mata kara / dekha prakRti kI goda meM palane vAle citra vicitra prANiyoM kI ora / do jAti ke pazu dikhAI dete haiM yahA~, mAMsAhArI aura shaakaahaarii| siMha, billI, kuttA Adi mAMsAhArI pazu haiM aura gAya, ghor3A, bandara Adi zAkAhArI / tU kauna-sI jAti kA bananA cAhatA hai ? kyA-kahA ? mAMsAhArI jAti kA ! are ! aisA kahane se pahale prakRti se to pUcha liyA hotA / dekha svayaM kaha rahI hai ki bhole mAnava ! tujhe maiMne zAkAhArI banAkara bhejA hai, mAMsAhArI nahIM, mAMsAhArI pazuoM ke zarIra ko anya DhaMga kA banAyA hai aura zAkAhArI ke zarIra ko anya DhaMga kA, mA~sAhArI pazaoM ke nakha tIkhe banAye haiM aura zAkAhArI ke capaTe. mAMsAhArI ke dA~ta nakIle banAye haiM aura zAkAhArI ke capaTe. mAMsAhArI ke paMje gudagude banAe haiM aura zAkAhArI ke kaThora; kyoMki usa hI prakAra ke paMje se zikAra para jhapaTanA, usI prakAra ke nakha se ise phAr3anA tathA usI prakAra ke dA~toM se use khAnA sambhava hai / zAkAhArI ke kaThora va capaTe avayava isa kAma ke lie upayukta nahIM haiN| yahI kAraNa hai ki zAkAhArI pazu kabhI bhUlakara bhI mA~sa nahIM khaate| dekha le aba apane zarIra ke avayavoM ko aura nirNaya kara ki tU kauna-sI jAti kA pazu hai| sarva hI vastuyeM terI bhojya nahIM haiN| prakRti ne tujhe anna, vanaspati tathA dUdha pradAna kiyA hai| usake niyama kA ullaMghana mata kara / machalI va aNDA bhI mAMsa kI jAti se pRthak nahIM kiye jA sakate, kyoMki ve bhI bez2abAna prANI haiM / ve bola nahIM sakate, isakA yaha artha nahIM ki unake hRdaya meM terI bhA~ti aramAna na hoM, ve jInA aura jIvana kA Ananda lenA na cAhate hoM / tere pAsa buddhi-bala hai, jisakA sArthakya tabhI hai jabaki tU apane sAtha ina bez2abAnoM kI bhI rakSA kare / kyA kahA, bImArI meM khA lene meM to koI harja nahIM hai ? so bhAI ! yadi zAkAhArI pazu aisA kara lete hoM to tU bhI aisA kara le, anyathA aisA karanA prakRti se virodha karanA hogaa| mA~sa machalI va aNDA Adi hI jIvana ke rakSaka nahIM haiM, apanA puNya va Ayu hI jIvana ke rakSaka haiN| mahAtmA gA~dhI kA putra bImAra par3a gayA DAkTara ne mA~sa khAne ko batAyA, para gA~dhI ke dRr3ha saMkalpa meM se eka hI uttara nikalA-"yadyapi zarIra kI rakSA ke lie bahuta kucha kiyA jAtA hai tathA karanA cAhie para saba kacha nhiiN| mAnava-viveka bhI kacha mahatva rakhatA hai| patra ke prANoM ke lie maiM viveka becane ko taiyAra nhiiN|" ata: bhAI kucha viveka jAgRta kara, mAnavIya karttavya ko pahicAna, prAkRtika niyama ko bhaMga na kara, dayA dhAra, zarIra hI sarvasva nahIM hai| dUsaroM kI AhoM va cItkAroM ko apanI ha~sI kA AdhAra mata banA, dUsaroM kI citAoM para apane jIvana kA prAsAda mata khar3Akara, apane peTa ko dUsaroM ke mRta zarIroM kI kabra mata banA / prema kara sabase, choTe va bar3e se, mAnava va pazu se, bilkula usI prakAra jisa prakAra ki apanI santAna se karatA hai tuu| 9. machalI aNDA niSedha-machalI aura aNDe ko mA~sa se bhinna jAti kA batAne vAle mAnava ! kucha viveka utpanna kara, machalI mA~sa se pRthak nahIM kI jA sktii| pahale merI A~khoM se dekha usa ora usa machalI ko jo ki usa kANTe meM pha~sI tar3apa rahI hai| dekha usakI A~khoM kI ora par3hane kA prayatna kara ki mUka bhASA meM vaha tujhase dayA kI bhIkha mA~ga rahI hai| o mAnava ! apanI isa jihvA-poSaNa ke svArtha meM andhA ho jAne ke kAraNa tujhe kaise dikhAI de usake hRdaya kI tar3apana aura kaise sunAI de usakI yaha mUka bhASA ? aNDe ko murgI ke nIce se haTAkara eka bAra usakI A~khoM meM jhA~kakara dekha le prabhu ! ki vaha kyA kaha rahI hai tAse / "jagata kA rakSaka banakara Ane vAle o nirdayI mAnava ! jise ta sapheda-sapheda patthara kA TakaDA samajha kara uThAye lie jA rahA hai, vaha mere jigara kA Tukar3A hai| prasati-gaha meM se hI taranta janme bAlaka ko usakI mAtA se dara kara dene para vaha mAtA kitanI tar3aphegI, isa bAta kA anumAna lagA le| isa sapheda patthara meM merI AzAyeM par3I haiM, isameM vaha choTA sA komala hRdaya par3A hai jise 15 dina taka maiMne garbha meM rakhakara pAlA hai / dayA kara, dayA kara / "

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28. bhojana-zuddhi 197 10. carma niSedha kucha kA mata hai ki "bhale hI mA~sa ko trasajIva (Animal Life) kI hiMsA ke kAraNa abhakSya kaha leM para aNDA aisA nahIM hai| aNDe do prakAra ke hote haiM--eka prANa sahita aura eka prANa rahita arthAt eka vaha jisameM se baccA nikala sakatA hai aura eka vaha jisameM se baccA nahIM nikltaa| prANa-rahita aNDA to bhakSya mAnanA hI cAhie para prANa-sahita bhI bhakSya hI hai kyoMki usameM bhI prANa bahuta pIche se Ate haiM, pahale se vidyamAna nahIM hote| pahale to kevala kucha pIlA-pIlA pAnI sA hI hotA hai|" bhAI ! tanika viveka se kAma le, jihvA ke vaza meM hokara aisI ayogya bAta mata kara / Aja isa vijJAna ke yuga meM tU aisA kaha rahA hai, Azcarya hai / sUkSmadarzI yantra (Microscope) meM donoM hI jAti ke aNDoM kA vaha pIlA sA pAnI kyA dekhA hai kabhI? yadi nahIM to eka bAra dekhane kA prayatna kara, yA mujha para vizvAsa kara / vaha pIlA-pIlA dIkhane vAlA pAnI vAstava meM trasa jIvoM (Animal Life) ke puJja ke atirikta aura kucha nahIM hai / bhale hI ina cakSuoM se dikhAI na de para yantra meM ve bhAgate-daur3ate tathA kRmi-kRmi karate spaSTa dikhAI dete haiN| eka do nahIM hote asaMkhyAta (Countless) hote haiM ve / aNr3e meM prANI pIche se AtA ho so bhI bAta nahIM hai, kyoMki yadi aisA hotA to aNDA kabhI bar3A na ho pAtA / tAtparya yaha hai ki hiMsA kI dRSTi se mA~sa machalI tathA aNDe meM koI maulika bheda nahIM hai| mA~sa, machalI va aNDe khAnA to dUra, inheM chUnA bhI yogya nahIM, inakI ora dekhanA bhI yogya nhiiN| zArIrika svAsthya ke liye pUrvokta bhakSya padArthoM meM arthAt vanaspati va dUdha meM tere lie prakRti ne sarva hI pradhAna tattva arthAt viTAmina pradAna kiye haiN| 'mA~sa adhika bala vardhaka hai' isa kalpanA ko chor3a de kyoMki donoM jAti ke pazuoM meM utkRSTa baladhArI dekhe jAte haiM / mA~sAhArI pazuoM meM siMha aura zAkAhArI pazuoM meM hAthI, ye donoM samAna baladhArI haiN| antara hai to itanA hI ki siMha ke bala kA prayoga hotA hai kevala hiMsA kI dizA meM aura hAthI ke bala kA prayoga hotA hai deza va deza-vAsiyoM ke upayogI kAryoM meM, siMha krUra hai aura hAthI saumya, siMha bhaya kA kAraNa hai aura hAthI pyAra kaa| batA inameM se kisakI prakRti bhAtI hai tujhe, siMha kI yA hAthI kI ? yadi hAthIvat saumya bananA cAhatA hai to zAkAhArI bana mA~sAhArI nahIM / mA~sa meM machalI aNDA sammilita hai, yaha nahIM bhUlanA cAhie kyoMki zAkAhArI pazu mA~sa ke sAtha machalI va aNDA bhI nahIM khAte haiN| manuSya ke lie zAkAhAra hI balavardhaka aura saumyatAvardhaka hai|| ata:bho mAnava ! pratijJA kara, mere lie nahIM apane hita ke lie, apanI saMtAna ke hita ke lie, apane deza ke hita jase mA~sa. machalI va aNDA tathA anya bhI isI prakAra ke padArthoM kI ora A~kha uThAkara nahIM dekhegA, bhale hI prANa kyoM na jAyeM / bala-vaddhi ke lie tathA roga-zamana ke lie bhI kabhI inakA grahaNa na kara kyoMki zarIra hI sarvasva nahIM hai, viveka kA bhI kucha mUlya hai, dayA kA bhI jIvana meM koI sthAna hai| manuja prakRti se zAkAhArI, mA~sa use anukUla nahIM hai| pazu bhI mAnava jaise prANI, ve mevA phala phUla nahIM haiN| ve jIte haiM apane zrama para, hotI unake nahIM dukAneM / motI dete unheM na sAgara. hIre detI unheM na khAne / nahIM unheM hai Aya kahIM se, aura na unake koSa kahIM haiN| nahIM kahIM ke 'baiMkara' bakare, nahIM 'klarka' kharagoza kahIM haiN| svarNAbharaNa na milate unako, milate unheM dukUla nahIM haiN| ata: dukhI ko aura satAnA, mAnava ke anukUla nahIM hai| 10. carma niSedha-itanA hI nahIM, idhara A aura bhI kucha dikhAtA huuN| dekha sAmane khar3I isa gAya ko / kisa bedardI se chADiyoM dvArA pITA jA rahA hai ise ? jAnatA hai kyoM ? isake camaDe ko narama banAne ke lie tAki sundara kroma ke rUpa meM tere pA~va kI zobhA bddh'aae| dekha isa ora, usa gAya kA peTa cIrakara usake garbha meM se usake jIvita bAlaka ko nikAlA jA rahA hai| jAnatA hai kyoM ? isa bAlaka ke narama-narama camar3e se tere lie manI baiga banAI jaayegii| dekha isa ora, kitanA rAkSasIya vyavahAra ho rahA hai isa bez2abAna gAya ke sAtha / jIvita hI isake zarIra ko ke liA

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28. bhojana-zuddhi 198 12. samanvaya jalate hue bhApa ke phavvAroM se ubAlA jA rahA hai / jAnatA hai kisa lie ? phUle hue isake narama-narama camar3e se tere lie haiMDa-baiga taiyAra kI jaayegii| dekha vaha becArI kisa prakAra tar3apa rahI hai| are are ! yaha kyA ? basa prabho basa aura na dikhA vaha dekho Upara se lohe ke tIkhe kANToM kA yaha phaMdA nIce utarA, ubale hue usa jIvita camar3e ko usake zarIra para se udher3akara apane sAtha le Upara car3ha gayA aura jIvita gAya kA lothar3A tar3aphatA raha gyaa| idhara dekha 'phara' se banA mulAyama koTa, tathA kambala / kyA kucha sunAI detA hai tujhe isameM ? kyoM sunAI de tere kAnoM meM svArtha ke DaTTe lage haiN| suna isameM chipA huA saikar3oM bez2abAna hRdayoM kA karuNa krNdn| choTI-choTI saikar3oM lomar3iyoM ne balidAna diyA hai apane jIvanoM kA, tere isa eka koTa yA eka kambala ko banAne ke lie| kahA~ taka kahU~, kalejA dahala rahA hai| jisa eka-eka vastu meM mujhe cIkha pukAra sunAI de rahI hai, Azcarya hai ki tU unakA sukha-pUrvaka upabhoga karake Ananda manA rahA hai| 11. dUdha dahI kI bhakSyatA-Aja dUdha va dahI ke sambandha meM bhI eka saMzaya kI dhvani cAroM ora se AtI sunAI de rahI hai, jo inaheM aNDe ke samAna batA rahI hai aura usI prakAra sarvathA abhakSya / ata: yaha viSaya bhI kucha vicAranIya hai| ni:sandeha dUdha mA~sa-peziyoM meM se risa-risakara nasoM ke mArga se bAhara AtA hai, parantu isakA yaha artha nahIM ki vaha mA~sa yA mA~sa ke samakakSa hai / viSTA meM se utpanna hone mAtra se anna ko viSTA yA viSTA ke samakakSa nahIM kahA jA sakatA / dUsarI bAta yaha bhI hai dUdha meM pAye jAne valo baikTeriyA trasa-jAtIya nahIM vanaspatIya-jAtIya (Plant Life) haiN| yaha maiM apanI tarapha se kaha rahA hU~ aisA nahIM hai, sUkSma prANI-vijJAna (Biology Science) aisA kahatA hai / ve bhI saMkhyAta mAtra hI hote haiM asaMkhyAta nahIM / isalie aNDA tAmasika hai aura dUdha sAttvika / dahI jamAne ke lie yadyapi jAna bUjhakara dUdha meM jAmana ke dvArA baikTeriyA praveza karAye jAte haiM aura usameM unakI santAna-vRddhi karAI jAtI hai; parantu phira bhI vaha bhakSya hai, kyoMki unakI saMkhyA vahA~ saMkhyAte mAtra ko ullaMghana kara nahIM paatii| phira bhI 'dUdha kI apekSA dahI meM baikTeriyA adhika hote haiM' yaha satya hai aura isalie dUdha kI apekSA dahI tyAjya hai| parantu ghI banAne ke lie dahI jamAnA Avazyaka hai isalie usakA grahaNa kiyA gayA hai / Ajakala mazIna ke dvArA dahI jamAye binA hI krIma banAkara ghI nikAlA jAe to dahI-vAle ghI kI apekSA adhika zuddha hai, parantu usakI maryAdA kama hotI hai, kyoMki do mahIne ke pIche hI usameM vizeSa prakAra kI gandha Ane lagatI hai, ata: usa ghI ko adhika samaya taka rakhanA yogya nahIM hai| dUdha bachar3e kA bhAga hone ke kAraNa agrAhya ho aisA bhI nahIM hai, yA usameM corI kA dUSaNa AtA ho so bhI nahIM hai; kyoMki pahalI bAta to yaha hai ki sArA kA sArA dUdha bachar3A pI nahIM sakatA, yadi pIve to peTa aphara jaave| dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki jaba taka dA~ta nahIM nikalate taba taka to avazya dadha usakA bhAga hai para dA~ta nikalane ne kyoMki taba use bhUsA bhI sAtha-sAtha diyA jAtA hai| dA~ta prAkRtika cinha hai isa bAta kA ki use aba bhUse Adi kI AvazyakatA par3a gaI hai| isalie jitanA anna yA bhUsA use de rahe haiM utanA dUdha Apa le leM to corI kA doSa nahIM laga skegaa| Apa muphta meM dUdha lete hoM so bhI bAta nahIM haiM kyoMki Apa gAya va usakI santAna ko surakSA dete haiM, usakI AvazyakatAoM kA bhAra apane sara para lete haiM, isake badale meM gAya apanA sarvasva Apako arpaNa kara rahI hai, apanA dUdha prasannatA pUrvaka Apako denA svIkAra kara rahI hai| isa prakAra gAya kA dUdha lene meM corI nahIM hai, para itanA viveka avazya rakhanA cAhie ki bachar3e ko peTabhara bhojana avazya diyA jAe tathA jitanI use AvazyakatA hai utanA dUdha bhI / dA~ta nikalane se pahale AdhA aura pIche cauthAI dUdha bachar3e ko diyA jAnA paryApta hai| 12. samanvaya-jIva-hiMsA ke sambandha meM vicArane se to vAstava meM sarva hI padArtha abhakSya haiM, kyoMki koI bhI padArtha sarvathA baikTiriyA-rahita nahIM hotA / saiddhAntika rUpa se dekhane para yadyapi vanaspati yA dUdha Adi kucha padArtha aise haiM jinameM pahale se baikTiriyA nahIM hote, para kyoMki vAtAvaraNa kI zata-pratizata zuddhi asambhava hone ke kAraNa vahA~ se ve turanta praveza pA jAte haiM isIlie sarva hI padArthoM ko vyavahAra meM baikTeriyA-sahita kahA gayA hai / isalie kisI kI zakti AjJA de aura vaha bhojana mAtra kA hI tyAga karake jIvana calA sake tathA sAdhanAkara sake to uttama hai| parantu aisA sambhava nahIM hai, bhojana to karanA hI hogaa| aba rahI grAhya aura agrAhya kI bAta, so vyakti-vizeSa kI zakti para

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199 28. bhojana-zuddhi 12. samanvaya nirbhara hai| yaha dhyAna rahe ki yahA~ eka madhyama mArga kA vicAra ho rahA hai jisase ki jIvana bhI banA rahe, sAdhanA meM vighna bhI na ho aura jIva-hiMsA bhI kama se kama ho| yadi koI vyakti kevala sUkhe anna para nirvAha kara sake aura usakI sAdhanA bAdhita na ho to atyanta uttama hai, usako harita va dugdha kA tyAga kara denA caahie| yadi anna va vanaspati se kAma calA sake to kabhI bhI dadha pInA nahIM caahie| parantu anubhava karane para yaha pratIti meM AtA hai ki ina do padArthoM ke atirikta zarIra ko kucha cikanAI kI tathA kucha viTAminoM kI bhI AvazyakatA hai jo dUdha meM hI milate haiM, vanaspati meM nahIM / isalie yadi adhika kAla taka dUdha kA prayoga na kiyA jAve to zarIra zithila ho jAtA hai, vicAraNAyeM bAdhita ho jAtI haiM, buddhi sone lagatI hai, sAdhanA bhaMga ho jAtI hai| yadyapi apanI hI kamajorI hai para isI kamajora hAlata meM sAdhanA karanA iSTa hai| isalie tInoM meM sabase nikRSTa hote hue bhI dUdha-dahI Adi ke grahaNa kI AjJA guruoM ne dI hai| yahA~ itanA viveka avazya rakhanA cAhie ki yaha prayojanavaza rizvata dekara kAma nikAlane ke samAna hai, vAstava meM dUdha agrAhya hI hai| yadi kisI kI zakti bar3ha jAya to sabase pahale use dUdha kA hI tyAga karanA cAhie, vanaspati ke tyAga kA nambara usake pIche AtA hai| samAdhimaraNa ke prakaraNa meM jo anna kA tyAga pahale aura dUdha kA pIche batAyA hai vaha dUsarI apekSA se hai / zArIrika zakti bar3hane kI vahA~ apekSA nahIM hai, balki AhAra ghaTAne kI apekSA hai / anna kI apekSA adhika sUkSma hone ke kAraNa dUdha kA tyAga vahA~ pIche hotA hai| --- - p PAN STAN - RA SHA ye haiM dayAlutA ke Adarza bhagavAn mahAvIra / ahiMsaka kA pyAra hI vANa se hata haMsa kI auSadhi bana gyaa|

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29. tapa 388 1. sAmAnya paricaya; 2. bhaya nivRtti; 3. zakti varddhana; 4.zarIra kA sArthakya; 5. mAnasa tapa; 6.nava sNskaar| 1. sAmAnya paricaya-bAta calatI thI yahA~ se ki mujhe zAnti cAhie aura kucha nhiiN| use kaise prApta kiyA jAe yaha prazna thaa| uttara meM pichale kaI dinoM se anekoM prakaraNoM dvArA yaha batAyA gayA ki vAstava meM zAnti mujha se koI bhinna padArtha nahIM jo ki use bAhara kahIM se khojakara lAnA par3e, pratyuta svayaM merA svabhAva hai, merA dharma hai, jo yadyapi mere hI kinhIM aparAdhoM ke kAraNa bAdhita avazya ho rahI hai, parantu mujhase vilaga nahIM huI hai| yadi satya kA lakSya lekara sAdhanA karU~ to avazya use hastagata karane meM saphala ho jaauuN| vyakti kI prakati. zakti va sthiti ke anasAra sAdhanA tIna bhAgoM meM vibhAjita kI gaI hai-gRhastha-dharma, zrAvaka-dharma aura sAdhu-dharma / gRhastha-dharma ke antargata deva pUjA, guru-upAsanA, svAdhyAya tathA saMyama ina cAra aMgoM kA kathana ho cukA / aba calanA hai usake pA~caveM aMga 'tapa' kA kathana / deva pUjA Adi ke dvArA yadyapi nitya-nUtana aparAdhoM kA AMzika saMvaraNa kara liyA gayA arthAt unakA Asravana yA Agamana kucha-kucha roka diyA gayA, tadapi ve paripuSTa saMskAra jo pIche baiThe anekavidha vikalpoM dvArA merI ina aparAdhI pravRttiyoM ko preraNA dete rahate haiM, abhI pUrI zakti ke sAtha garaja rahe haiN| jaba taka inakI zakti kucha kSINa nahIM ho jAyegI taba taka zAnti-patha para merI nirbAdha gati sambhava nahIM hai| saMskAroM kI kSati hI nirjarA tattva hai aura tapa usakA sAdhana hai| yahA~ gRhasthocita dharma ke antargata isa tapa kA sAmAnya paricaya denA iSTa hai, kyoMki isakA vizeSa vistAra Age 'uttama-tapa' nAmaka 40 veM adhikAra meM kiyA jAne vAlA hai, joki prAya: sAdhuoM tathA sanyAsiyoM ke dvArA siddha kiyA jAne yogya hai| tapa kA artha hai Atma-pratapana arthAt Atmateja yA Atma-zakti kI jAgRti, jisake jAgRta ho jAne para sAdhaka ina saMskAroM ko lalakArane kA tathA unake sAtha yuddha ThAnakara unakI zakti ko kiJcita kSati pahu~cAne kA sAhasa kara ske| saMskAroM ko lalakArane kA tAtparya hai pratikUla vAtAvaraNa meM jAkara sAdhanA karanA, aba taka kI gaI sAdhanA kI parIkSA karanA. aura yadi kahIM kamI pratIta hotI hai to use dUra karanA / jaisA ki pahale batAyA jA cukA hai, (dekho 23 / 6.10) hIna zakti vAle prAthamika sAdhaka ko mArga kA prArambha arthAt apanI sAdhanA anukUla vAtAvaraNa meM rahakara karanI cAhiye / parantu usa vAtAvaraNa meM rahate hue vikalpoM kA yA tIvra kaSAyoM kA kiMcit damana ho jAne para santuSTa nahIM ho jAnA cAhie, kyoMki inakA vAstavika damana tabhI mAnA jA sakatA hai jabaki pratikUla vAtAvaraNa meM bhI ye ubharane na pAveM / yadyapi sAdhanA kA prArambha pratikUla vAtAvaraNa meM nahIM kiyA jA sakatA, tadapi anukUla vAtAvaraNa meM sAdhanA kA kucha phala prApta kara lene para zakti meM kucha vRddhi avazya ho jAtI hai / basa isa zakti ke AdhAra para aba pratikUla vAtAvaraNa meM jAkara usa sAdhanA kI parIkSA karanA hI gRhasthocit 'tapa' hai| kisI vyakti ko krodha usI samaya AtA hai, jabaki sAmane koI dUsarA vyakti upasthita ho / yadi virodhI kI anupasthiti meM krodha na Ane kA nAma hI zAnta rahanA hai, taba to loka meM sabhI zAntacitta kahalAyeMge, kyoMki kauna aisA hai jo ghara meM baiThA dIvAroM se lar3atA ho yA niSkAraNa kisI rAhagIra se cher3a-chAr3a karatA ho ? eka bAra varNI jI ne apanI mAtA se kahA ki aba maiM bahuta zAnta ho gayA hU~ / mAtA ne parIkSA ke liye eka dina khIra ke sthAna para malahar3I (chAcha kI namakIna khIra) parosa dI / khAte hI varNI jI kA pArA car3ha gayA aura thAlI phaiMka kara maarii| patA cala gayA varNI jI ko ki ve abhI zAnti se kitanI dUra haiN| basa isI prakAra apanI sAdhanA kI saphalatA taba samajho jabaki pratikUla sAdhanoM ke upasthita ho jAne para bhI zAnti meM bhaMga na paDe / isa prayojana ke lie kiyA jAtA hai tapa, jisameM jAna bUjhakara pratikUla paristhitiyoM kA AvAhana kiyA jAtA hai, pratikUla vAtAvaraNa meM praveza

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29. tapa 201 2. bhaya - nivRtti kiyA jAtA hai, aura vahA~ jAkara bhI isa bAta kI sAvadhAnI rakhI jAtI hai ki zAnti se vicalita na hone pAU~ / kadAcit antaraMga meM kSobha prakaTa hone bhI lage to use andara meM hI dabAne kA prayatna kiyA jAtA hai aura isa prakAra abhyAsa karate hue eka samaya vaha AtA hai ki svata: kabhI aise pratikUla avasara A par3eM to zAnti nirbAdha rahe, mastaka para bala na par3e, muskarAhaTa bhaMga na ho| basa taba jAno ki pratikUla saMskAra TUTa cukA hai| isI prakAra sarva jAti ke saMskAroM ke sAtha yuddha karake balapUrvaka unako pralaya karane kA nAma 'tapa' hai / 2. bhaya - nivRtti -- tapa zabda sunakara kucha bhaya sA lagatA hai, 'mujhe tapa karanA par3egA' yaha bAta sunanA bhI maiM sahana nahIM kara sakatA, kyoMki kucha aisA vizvAsa hai ki tapa karane meM bar3I bhArI pIr3A hotI hogI, bar3I vedanA hotI hogI / mahInoM ke upavAsoM dvArA zarIra ko kRza karane vAle yogiyoM kI dazA ko dekhakara merA hRdaya kA~pa uThatA hai aura pukAra uThatA hai ki bar3A kaThina hai yaha mArga, asidhArA ke samAna, mujhase na clegaa| isa prakAra ghabarAkara isa dizA kI ora lakhAne kA bhI sAhasa nahIM hotA / parantu bhUlatA hai prabhu ! vAstava meM aisI bAta hai hI nahIM / tapa meM pIr3A hotI hI nahIM, isameM hai zAnti, AhlAda aura ullaas| pahale kahe anusAra (dekho sAdhanA adhikAra) tapa meM bhI do kriyAyeM barAbara calatI haiM- eka antaraMga kriyA aura dUsarI bAhya kriyA / aMtaraMga kriyA hai apane upayoga kA zAnti ke prati jhukAva, zAnti meM pratapana, icchAoM va vikalpoM kA damana, cintAoM se mukti ; aura bAhya kriyA hai zArIrika pIr3A kA sahanA / tere uparokta bhaya kA kAraNa yahI hai ki tUne kevala bAhya kriyA dekhI hai, antaraMga nahIM / vAstava meM upayogAtmaka antaraMga kriyA ke binA bAhya-kriyA nirarthaka huA karatI hai| pIr3A ko anubhava karane vAlA upayoga hI hai, aura upayoga eka samaya meM do dizAoM meM kAma kara nahIM sakatA / isalie yadi upayoga antaraMga - zAnti meM kendrita kara diyA jAya to batAo pIr3A kA anubhava kauna karegA aura pIr3A kise hogI ? jisa prakAra bukhAra ho jAne para yadi reDiyo sunane meM upayoga lagA deM to bukhAra kA patA nahIM calatA, jisa prakAra apane zatru-dala ko pIche dhakelane meM tatpara barAbara usakI kSati karane vAlA yoddhA raNakSetra meM kadAcit apane zarIra meM lage ghAva kI pIr3A kA vedana nahIM karatA, usI prakAra zAnti ke AhlAda meM kendrita kara diyA hai| upayoga jisane tathA barAbara saMskAroM kI kSati karane vAle yogI ko bAhara kI zArIrika bAdhAoM kA patA nahI calatA, mAno kucha ho hI nahIM rahA hai| tapa kA prayojana hai saMskAroM ke sAtha yuddha ThAnakara unakA mUloccheda karanA / vaha do prakAra kA hotA hai, bAhya aura abhyantara / bAhya tapa se una saMskAroM kA uccheda hotA hai joki zArIrika pIr3AyeM A par3ane para mujhe zAnti tathA samatA se cyuta kara dete haiM, aura abhyantara tapa se una saMskAroM kA uccheda hotA hai joki mere antaraMga meM barAbara icchAoM tathA kaSAyoM ke rUpa meM jAgRta hokara mujhe vividha prakAra ke aparAdha karane ke prati niyojita karate rahate haiM / isalie bAhya-tapa meM kucha aisI kriyAyeM kI jAtI haiM jinase zarIra ko pIr3A ho aura antaraMga - tapa meM kucha aisI bhAvanAyeM kI jAtI haiM jinase merI icchAoM tathA kaSAyoM kA zamana ho inakA vistAra to Age 'uttama tapa' vAle 40 'adhikAra meM kiyA jAyegA, 'parantu yahA~ itanA batAnA iSTa hai ki ye donoM hI prakAra ke tapa sAdhaka apanI zakti ke anusAra karatA hai / bhale tujha meM Aja itanI zakti na ho ki dehapIr3AkArI bAhya-tapoM ko tU kara sake, parantu abhyantara- tapa karane kI zakti to aba bhI tujha meM hai hI / kyA hRdaya meM bhAvanAeM utpanna karane se kucha pIr3A hotI hai tujhe ? bAhya tapa bhI tU sarvathA na kara sake, aisA nahIM hai| kabhI-kabhI anazana yA upavAsa to aba bhI karatA hI hai tU / itanA hI kyoM, apane dainika jIvana meM nitya tapa kiye jA rahA hai tU, aura vikaTa se vikaTa kiye jA rahA hai tU / darzana-khaNDa ke 'cAritra' vAle prakaraNa meM tere vartamAna vyAkula jIvana kA citraNa kiyA gayA hai (dekho 5.4) / kyA vaha kucha kama tapa hai ? usake aririkta bhI dekha, vidyArthI jIvana meM vidyopArjana kI gRddhatAvaza aura gRhastha jIvana meM dhanopArjana kI gRddhatAvaza athavA strI putrAdi kauTumbika vyaktiyoM ko adhikAdhika sukhI dekhane kI gRddhatAvaza, kyA-kyA nahIM saha rahA hai tU ? parIkSA ke avasara para vidyArthI ko aura tyauhAra ke avasara para vyApArI ko na rahatI hai|

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29. tapa 202 3. zakti-varddhana khAne kI sudhi na pIne kI / khAyA-khAyA, na khAyA na khAyA, kabhI eka cAya kA kapa pIkara hI raha gye| ye 'anazana' tathA 'UnodarI' nAmaka tapa nahIM to aura kyA haiM ? pravAsa ke dinoM meM jo khAnA Apa ghara se bandhavAkara le jAte haiM yadyapi vaha rUkhA-sUkhA hotA hai tadapi jisa kisa prakAra khaDDA bhara hI lete haiM aap| yaha 'rasa-parityAga' nAmaka tapa nahIM to aura kyA hai ? dukAna para baiThakara nitya hI tathA pravAsa ke dinoM meM vizeSata: kyA-kyA kaSTa nahIM sahate haiM Apa? na garmI ko ginate haiM na sardI ko, na barasAta kI kucha paravAha karate haiM aura na gAr3I kI bhIr3a kii| kahIM ho gaI gAr3I leTa to bitA diye ghaNToM usakI pratIkSA meM / yaha saba 'kAyakleza' nAmaka tapa nahIM to aura kyA hai ? par3hane kI cintA mana meM liye vidyArthI baiThA rahatA hai sArA-sArA dina ghara se dUra kisI udyAna meM athavA nadI ke kinAre / yaha 'viviktazayyAsana' yA ekAnta sevana nAma tapa nahIM to aura kyA hai ? kisI premI bandhu ke prati kadAcit koI doSa ho jAne para, athavA apane rogI putra Adi ko kadAcit bhUla se galata auSadhi dI jAne para ApakA hRdaya ro uThatA hai, pazcAtApa se bhara jAtA hai; athavA kisI sajjana ke prati kadAcit bhUla se koI asabhyatA ho jAne para Sorry kahakara usase kSamA mA~gate haiN| yaha saba 'prAyazcit' nAmaka tapa nahIM to aura kyA hai ? skUla-kAleja meM gurujanoM tathA pustakoM ke prati, ghara meM vRddhajanoM ke prati, samAja meM pratiSThita vyaktiyoM ke prati, daphtaroM meM aphasaroM ke prati aura dukAna para grAhakoM ke prati vinamra bana jAte haiM aap| yaha ApakA 'vinaya' nAmaka tapa nahIM to aura kyA hai ? parIkSA meM phela hone kI cintA, vyApAra meM hAni hone kI cintA, dhanahInatA ke kAraNa putrI kA vivAha na kara pAne kI cintA ityAdi-ityAdi anekavidha cintAoM meM citta kA barAbara aTake rahanA 'dhyAna' nAmaka tapa nahIM to aura kyA hai ? isa prakAra Apa nitya hI kiye jA rahe haiM tapa, kevala abhyantara nahIM bAhya bhI, eka do nahIM sAre ke sAre / parantu vahA~ na lagatA hai Apako inase bhaya aura na hai citta meM inakI avazyambhAvI AvazyakatA para sandeha / phira zAnti yA samatA-prApti ke isa pAramArthika-kSetra meM aisA kyoM ? isakA to artha yaha huA ki Apako ina pAramArthika uddezyoM ke prati yA tA sarvathA gRddhatA nahIM hai, yA itanI nahIM hai jitanI ki vidyA athavA dhana Adi ke prati hai| Apa inakI bAta avazya karate haiM parantu ApakA lakSya isa ora nahIM hai| . ata: he sAdhaka ! tU Dara mata, yaha mata bhUla ki tU zAnti tathA samatA-prApti kA uddezya lekara nikalA hai| binA kaSTa sahe jaba choTI-moTI vyavahArika vastu kI bhI prApti nahIM hotI to isa mahAn vastu kI prApti kaise hogI? aura phira tujhe zakti se adhika to karane ke liye kucha kahA nahIM jA rahA hai, jitanI kucha bhI hIna yA adhika zakti tujhameM hai usake anusAra hI karane ko kahA jA rahA hai| tU apanI zakti ko mata chipA, yaha mahAn aparAdha hai / jitanI zakti laukika prayojanoM kI siddhi ke artha lagAtA hai utanI hI idhara bhI lgaa| tapa kI vRddhi ko prApta yogI-janoM ko bhI apane mahAn bala kA svAmitva eka dina meM prApta nahIM ho gayA thaa| tere jaisI hI nimna avasthA se yathopalabdha zakti kA prayoga karate hue unhoMne apane bala ko bar3hAyA thA aura utkRSTa tapa dhAraNa karane ke yogya ho kara a Aja 'yogI' kahalAne lage haiN| tU bhI apane yogya tapa dhAraNa karane ke prati mana meM kucha ullAsa jAgRta kara / inase tujhe mahAna lAbha hogA, jisakA tU svayaM anubhava karegA, aura kucha mahInoM meM tujhe yaha dekhakara Azcarya hogA ki antara A rahA hai tere jIvana meM, eka mahAn antara, AkAza-pAtAla kA antara; parivartana hotA jA rahA hai tere mana meM, jisane tujhe kisI andhakUpa se nikAlakara lA khar3A kiyA hai sUrya ke prakAza meN| 3. zakti-varddhana-"bhale thor3A sahI parantu jaba saMvara se hI nirjarA kA prayojana siddha ho jAtA hai, to tapa ke dvArA nirjarA karane kI kyA AvazyakatA ?" ThIka hai bhAI ! parantu tUne itanA na socA ki saMskAra haiM anAdi kAla ke puSTa kiye hue bar3e prabala aura unakI kSati ke liye tere pAsa samaya hai thor3A, kevala manuSya-Ayu mAtra / isa lie jaba taka inakI kSati vega ke sAtha nahIM hogI taba taka itane kama samaya meM unase mukti milanA asambhava hai| agale bhava meM kauna jAne yaha jJAna aura yaha utsAha mile ki na mile / parantu isI bhava meM yadi inakI zakti ko tapa dvArA atyanta kSINa kara diyA jAe aura apanI zakti meM vRddhi kara lI jAe to agale bhava meM bhI ye tere mArga meM bAdhA DAlane ko samartha nahIM ho skeNge| yahI kAraNa hai ki isa mArga meM tapa atyanta Avazyaka hai| dUsarI bAta yaha bhI hai ki pratikUla vAtAvaraNa meM

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29. tapa 203 3. zakti -varddhana jAkara jisa vyAkulatA kA vedana tujhe karanA par3atA hai, usase tU kisI aMza meM baca jAyegA aura vartamAna kA terA sampUrNa jIvana zAntimaya bana jAegA / kyA isa bAta kI siddhi usa samaya taka sambhava hai jaba taka ki tU pratikUla vAtAvaraNa meM rahakara kucha udyama na kare usa azAnti se bacane kA ? nahIM aisA sambhava nhiiN| basa isa udyama kA nAma hI tapa hai jisake dvArA ki azAnti se bacA jA sakatA hai| saskAroM kI kSati kA krama batAyA jA cukA hai / tapa dvArA unakI kramika kSati karatA hue jIva kisa gati se aura kaise bhAvoM se Age bar3hatA hai, Aja yaha bAta batAnI hai| hama yaha dekhate haiM ki prArambhika dazA meM kisI bhI kArya ko prArambha karate hue prANI ko kucha jhijhakasI yA bhaya sA huA karatA hai / laukika kAryoM meM evaM alaukika kAryoM meM, saba meM yaha bAta dekhane meM AtI hai / Asrava va bandha prakaraNa meM corI ke kArya-sambandhI dRSTAnta diyA thaa| vahA~ bhI prArambha meM corI karane vAle usa bAlaka ke hRdaya kA citraNa karate hue yaha dikhAyA thA ki usa samaya kitanA bhaya thA usameM / jyoM-jyo bhyasta hotA gayA, bhaya meM hAni hotI gaI, corI ke prati usakA sAhasa bar3hatA gayA aura eka dina vaha pUrA cora bana gyaa| (dekho 15.2) yahA~ bhI eka vyApArI kA dRSTAnta le liijie| pahale dina hI jaba kisI vyApArI ke putra ko disAvara jAne ke lie kahA jAtA hai to kaisI hotI hai usake hRdaya kI sthiti saba jAnate haiN| kucha jhijhaka sI kucha bhaya sA; "kaise karU~gA saudA, kahA~ bhojana karU~gA, prabandha bane ki na bane, aura bhAva meM luTa gayA to ? khaira jAnA to par3egA hI, vyApAra prArambha jo karanA hai| pahale saude meM nukasAna bhI rahA to koI bAta nahIM, isase kucha sIkha to jAU~gA hii| dhana-hAni bhale ho jAya para abhyAsa kA lAbha to ho hI jaaegaa|" isa prakAra vikalpoM ke jAla meM ulajhA vaha cala detA hai mAla kharIdane / apanI ora se parI-parI catarAI dikhAtA hai ki nayA hone ke kAraNa kisI saude meM lUTa na jAya aura mAla le AtA hai| yadi dUsaroM kI apekSA kucha adhika dAma de bhI AyA to bhI koI cintA nahIM use, kyoMki pahalA avasara hI to thA, dUsarI bAra jAyegA to yaha galatI nahIM karegA aura isalie dUsarI bAra jhijhaka va bhaya nahIM hotA, yadi hotA hai to km| aba kI bAra hotA hai usake sAtha kucha utsAha, kucha pahalI bAra ke anubhava kA sAhasa, ata: isa bAra dhokhA nahIM khAtA, yadi khAtA hai to pahale se kama / isI prakAra uttarottara tIsarI va cauthI bAra adhika-adhika utsAha ke sAtha jAtA hai, aura eka dina kuzala vyApArI bana jAtA hai| alaukika kArya-sambandhI dRSTAMta meM bhI yahI krama hai| upavAsa karane se Dara lagatA hai kisI ko| ananta caturdazI AI, usake sAthiyoM ne upavAsa kiyA, use bhI preraNA kI gaI ki upavAsa kare parantu DaratA hai| kaise karU~, Aja taka upavAsa karake dekhA nahIM, kaisA lagatA hogA? bhUkha to satAvegI hI, use kaise sahana karU~gA? nahIM-nahIM ! mujhase nahIM hogaa|" agale hI kSaNa kucha utsAha ke sAtha "are ! itanA kyoM DaratA hai, ye choTe-choTa bacce bhI to karate hI haiM, kyA tU inase bhI gayA bItA hai, aura phira thor3I bAdhA huI bhI to kyA ho jAegA, eka hI dina kI to bAta hai, sahana kara lIjiyo, maregA to nahIM" ityAdi anekoM bhayapUrNa vikalpoM meM ulajhA sAhasa karake kara hI letA hai upavAsa / kucha thor3I bAdhA huI to avazya parantu itanI nahIM jitanI ki vaha socatA thA / phalata:, "are ! koI adhika kaThina to nahIM hai, dina bIta gayA zAstra sunane meM va pUjA ke kAryakrama meM, khAnA khAne kA dhyAna hI nahIM AyA, AyA bhI to atyanta alpa / yoM hI ghabarAtA thA, aba mata ghabarAnA, prativarSa upavAsa krnaa|" ina vicAroM ke sAtha aba eka utsAha utpanna ho gayA usameM, prativarSa kramaza: adhika-adhika ruci ke sAtha upavAsa karatA hai aura eka roja abhyasta ho jAtA hai vaha upavAsa karane meM / dRSTAnta para se yaha spaSTa hai ki 1. kisI bhI kArya ke prArambha meM hotI hai eka jhijhaka, bhaya va kaTTaratA; 2. ekabAra anya se prerita hokara, jabaradastI kucha kaSTa sahana karake bhI yadi pravRtti kara lI jAe usa ora to jhijhaka ho jAtI hai kama aura usake sthAna para A jAtA hai kucha sAhasa, kucha utsAha 3. jyoM-jyoM doharAtA hai usa kArya ko sAhasa va utsAha meM uttarottara hotI hai vRddhi aura bhaya hotA hai uttarottara kama; isa krama se eka dina ho jAtA hai vaha pUrNa abhyasta aura nirbhaya / basa tapa meM bhI isI prakAra samajhanA--1. pratikUla vAtAvaraNa meM rahane ke kAraNa 'zAnti kA udyama maiM kara nahIM sakatA' isa prakAra kA bhaya hai aaj| 2. guru ke upadeza tathA jIvana se prerita hokara yadi kucha udyama karU~, to bhale

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29. tapa 204 5.mAnasa tapa adhika saphalatA na mile para jhijhaka ho jAyegI kucha kama aura sAhasa meM ho jAyegI kucha vRddhi / 3. puna: puna: usa navIna upArjita sAhasa ko lekara uttarottara adhika utsAha ke sAtha yadi isa dizA meM udyama karU~ to sAhasa va antarbala meM hogI uttarottara vRddhi tathA jhijhakane meM hAni / 4. isa prakAra eka dina ho jAU~gA maiM bhI usa yogI ke tulya jisakA bala atyanta vRddhi ko prApta ho cukA hai, jisake kAraNa ki anekoM zArIrika bAdhAyeM-kSudhA tRSA garmI sardI kRta, macchara makkhI Adi kRta, tiryaJcakRta, prakRtikRta athavA manuSyakRta upasarga A par3ane para bhI, usakI zAnti meM bAdhA nahIM par3atI usake mukhapara vikasita muskAna bhaMga nahIM hotI usake antara meM pIr3A vedana sambandhI aniSTa ArtadhyAna utpanna nahIM hotA aura vaha barAbara rahatA hai apanI zAnti meM mgn| paranta aisI avasthA kramaparvaka calane se hI aayegii| yadi ekadama vaisA banane kA prayatna karU~gA to phala ulTA hogA, pIr3A hogI, usase ArtadhyAna aura usase kugati / hara eka kArya jJAna ke AdhAra para karanA cAhie, nakala nahIM / upavAsa Adi kriyAoM kI mahimA nahIM gAI jA rahI hai yahA~, batAyA jA rahA hai tapa dvArA zakti-varddhana kA siddhaant|| 4. zarIra kA sArthakya-mata bhUla, bho cetana ! mata bhUla ki tU zakti kA arjana karane nikalA hai dhana kA nhiiN| kyoM karatA hai zarIra kI cintA? yaha hai hI kisalie? tapazcaraNa ke dvArA kSINa ho to ho / Apa kArakhAnA lagAte haiM aura usameM mazIne phiTa karate haiM to kisalie? 'yadi mazIna ko calAyA to ghisa jAyegI', kyA aisA abhiprAya rakhakara mAla banAnA banda karate haiM Apa? "ghise to ghise, TUTe to TUTe, mAla to banAnA hI hai, nahIM to mazIneM haiM hI kisalie? TUTa jAyeMgI to marammata kara leMge, adhika ghisa jAne para marammata ke yogya nahIM raheMgI to badalakara aura naI lagA leMge", yahI to abhiprAya rahatA hai ApakA yA kucha aura ? basa to zarIra ke prati yogI kA bhI yahI abhiprAya hai| Apa mazIna na samajhakara 'maiM' rUpa mAna baiThe haiM ise, isIlie isake ghisane yA TUTane se arthAt roga va mRtyu se Darate haiM, para yogI ise mazIna samajhate haiM jise unhoMne zAntirUpI mAla taiyAra karane ke lie lagAyA hai / ata: ve isake ghisane va TUTane se arthAt roga va mRtyu se nahIM ddrte| yaha ghise arthAt kSINa ho to ho, TUTe arthAt mare to mare yaha hai hI kisalie? jaba taka marammata ke yogya hai arthAt zAnti ke kAma meM kucha sahAyatA ke yogya hai taba taka isa kara-karake, ise bhojanAdi Avazyaka padArtha de-dekara isase adhika se adhika kAma lenaa| jisa dina marammata ke yogya nahIM rahegA arthAt bur3hApe se atyanta jarjarita ho jAyegA, usa dina ise chor3a denA arthAt samAdhi-maraNa dhara lenA (dekho adhikAra 47) / nayA zarIra mila jAyegA, phira usase puna: vahI zAnti kA mAla taiyAra karane kA dhandhA karanA, kArakhAnA banda na hone denA / yaha hai yogI kA tapa se prayojana, zarIra hone kA yathArtha phl| 5. mAnasa tapa-tapa kA prakaraNa calatA hai arthAt una saMskAroM ke vinAza kI yA nirjarA kI bAta calatI hai jo ki mandira se nikalakara gRhastha-jIvana meM praveza karate hI mere andara merI binA icchA ke kucha aise vikalpa utpanna kara dete haiM jinameM pha~sa kara maiM vyAkula ho uThatA huuN| isa rAgAtmaka vAtAvaraNarUpI pavana ko prApta hokara saMskAra bhar3aka uThate haiM aura mere andara cintAoM kI dAha utpanna karake majhe bhasma karane lagate haiN| dhanya hai Aja kA avasara yaha to khabara calI ki gRhasthI meM uThane vAle vikalpa bhI kucha haiM, jinheM maiM nahIM cAhatA; aura koI upAya ho to hara mUlya para inase bacane ko taiyAra huuN| isase pahale ajJAnavaza yA buddhi ke kisI vikAravaza mujhe isa dAha meM bhI kucha miThAsa sI hI pratIta hotI thI aura kisI mUlya para bhI maiM isako chor3anA nahIM cAhatA thaa| eka mahAn antara par3a gayA hai Aja mere abhiprAya meM, cUma le isa abhiprAya ko, bahumAna prakaTa kara isake prati, hara prakAra rakSA kara iskii| yahA~ anekoM cora haiM isa abhiprAya ke, isa jijJAsA ke, dekha kahIM nikala na jAe terI tijorI se yaha, tIna loka kI sampatti se bhI adhika mUlyavAna 'jijnyaasaa'| __ yaha saba kisakA prasAda hai ? kahA~ se AI zAnti mere andara ? yaha saba hai una guruoM kA prasAda, usa vItarAga vANI kA prasAda, jinakI upAsanA ki maiM pahale kara cukA huuN| kitanA mahAn phala milA hai mujhe usa upAsanA kA, bilkula pratyakSa tathA Aja hI, kala kI pratIkSA karane kI bhI AvazyakatA nhiiN| yaha hai usa nirjarA kA pratApa jo saMvara ke sAtha-sAtha dhIme-dhIme huI hai| guruoM kA prasAda prApta karake Aja mujhase adhika saubhAgyazAlI kauna hogaa| atyanta mUlyavAna isa zAnti kI jijJAsA ko prApta karake mujhase adhika dhanavAna kauna hogA?

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29. tapa 205 6. nava-saMskAra yadyapi mandira ke anukUla vAtAvaraNa meM rahate hue maiM usa zAnti kA tanika vedana kara AyA hU~, parantu gRhasthI ke vAtAvaraNa meM Ane para jabaki maiM ghara meM hotA hU~, bIvI-baccoM se bAteM karatA yA bhojana karatA hotA hU~, dukAna para grAhakoM se bAteM karatA yA mAla becatA-kharIdatA hotA hU~, daphtara meM apane svAmI se salAha karatA yA apane AdhIna ko kucha AjJA detA hU~, moTara yA rela meM yAtrA karatA yA mArga meM gamana karatA hotA hU~, taba 'vaha zAnti kahA~ calI jAtI hai' maiM nahIM jaantaa| vahA~ rahate hae bhI usako kaise sthAyI rakhA jA sake, vizeSatayA aisI sthiti meM jaba ki maiM usa uparokta vAtAvaraNa ko aniSTa jAnate hue bhI tathA usako chor3anA cAhate hue bhI chor3ane ko samartha nahIM hU~; athavA jabaki maiM usa prakAra kI kaThina tapasyA karane ko samartha nahIM hU~ jaisI ki yogIjana karate haiN| vaha kauna-sA tapa hai jo maiM aisI sthiti meM rahate hue kara sakU~ aura kiJcit mAtra apane jIvana meM saphala ho skuuN| nirAza mata ho prabhu ! bhaya mata kara / tujhe yogiyoM vAlA, kSudhAdi bAdhAoM ko jItane vAlA zArIrika tapa karane ko nahIM kahA jAyegA / kucha aisA tapa batAyA jAyegA jo tU suvidhApUrvaka kara sakegA, arthAt mAnasa tapa; kevala zakti ko na chipAkara vaisA prayatna karane kI AvazyakatA hai, isase terI gRhasthI ko athavA terI sampatti yA tere zarIra ko koI bAdhA nahIM hogii| gRhasthI ke usa vAtAvaraNa kA vizleSaNa karake mujhe yaha batA ki kyA usameM bItane vAlA terA sArA kA sArA samaya kisI Avazyaka kArya karane meM hI vyatIta hotA hai yA bIca-bIca meM kabhI aise antarAla bhI A jAte haiM jaba ki tU na bIbI baccoM se bAteM karatA ho aura na grAhakoM se, arthAta jabaki ta koI bhI Avazyaka kArya na karatA ho. yA bilkala khAlI baiThA ho, yA akelA kahIM calA jA rahA ho, yA leTA huA ho ? 'oha ! aise avasara to eka do nahIM anekoM Ate haiM, sAre dina meM / koI choTA hotA hai aura koI bar3A, arthAt kabhI antarAla pA~ca minaTa kA hotA hai aura kabhI ghaNToM kA bhii|' bhalA yaha to batA ki tU kyA kAma kiyA karatA hai ina antarAloM meM ? "kucha vizeSa kArya nahIM, kevala kucha kalpanAyeM, kucha cintAyeM isa jAti kI jo ki mujhe vyAkulatA ke vega meM bahA le jAtI haiM / bhAva ghaTa gayA hai mAla kA, pacAsa hajAra kA mAla par3A hai ghara meM, kyA hogA? koI AzaMkA sI, yadi yaha satya ho gaI 'to' ? blaDa praizara kA roga batA diyA hai DAkTara ne, bar3A bhayAnaka hai yaha, hArTa phela hone kA Dara hai / eka AzaMkA sI, yadi satya ho gaI 'to' ?' aura isI prakAra anekoM nirAdhAra kalpanAyeM, jinakA AdhAra hai kevala anumAna va saMzaya / aura yadi saubhAgyavaza koI Akara bIca meM Toka de mujhe, arthAt mere upayoga ko idhara se haTAkara khIMca le apanI ora to maiM bar3A hI prasanna ho jAtA hU~ / 'acchA hI huA yaha grAhaka A gayA, kyA hI acchA hotA ki hara samaya hI grAhaka khar3e rahate mere pAsa, aura mujhe aisI kalpanAyeM karane kA avasara hI na mila paataa|' arthAt karatA hU~ isa AzaMkA janita 'to' sambandhI cintAyeM, aura inake na Ane ko hI mAnatA hU~ apanA saubhaagy|" taba to bahuta sarala ho gayA tere lie| kisI Avazyaka kArya ko chor3ane kI yA usameM bAdhA DAlane kI AvazyakatA nahIM, kevala una phAlatU vAle antarAloM kA durupayoga na karake sadupayoga kara / kisa prakAra so sun| yaha pahale batAyA jA cukA hai ki abhiprAya yA lakSya pUrNatA kA hotA hai, parantu abhiprAya ke sAtha-sAtha kArya bhI pUrNa ho jAe yaha niyama nhiiN| hA~ yaha niyama avazya hai ki kArya karane ke prati puruSArtha avazya prArambha kiyA jAtA hai, yadi upAya sambandhI kucha jAnakArI ho to| tujhameM bhI isa vAtAvaraNa meM rahate-rahate zAnta rahane kA saccA va dRr3ha abhiprAya to bana cukA hai aura jIvana meM usa abhiprAya kI kiJcit mAtra pUrti ke puruSArtha karane ko bhI udyata huA hai, parantu upAya kA bhAna na hone ke kAraNa terA yaha abhiprAya kucha bekAra sA par3A hai / le vaha upAya batAtA huuN| 6. nava-saMskAra-kisI zatru kA vinAza karane ke lie nItijJa vyakti usake mukAbale meM usake kisI anya zatru ko bhar3akAkara khar3A kara diyA karate haiM, aura isa prakAra binA svayaM Aphata meM par3e apane prayojana kI siddhi kara liyA karate haiN| basa tU bhI yadi binA upasargAdi sahe ina saMskAroM kA vinAza karanA cAhatA hai to inake sAmane inake virodhI kisI anya saMskAra ko lAkara khaDA kara de. arthAta prayatna kara ki tere andara eka navIna jAti kA koI vizeSa

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29. tapa 206 6. nava-saMskAra zubha saMskAra utpanna ho jAe, jisakA jhukAva hara samaya zAnti ke abhiprAya ko prerita karanA ho, jisa prakAra ki vartamAna saMskAroM kA jhukAva bhoga Adi ke abhiprAya ko prerita karanA hai| saMskAra utpanna karane kA upAya bandha-tattva vAle prakaraNa meM spaSTa kara diyA gayA hai / (dekho 15.2) basa vahI prayoga isa abhISTa saMskAra ko utpanna karane ke lie bhI lAgU karanA hai / vaijJAnika DhaMga yahI hai kisI kArya ko karane kA ki anubhUta kArya kA vizleSaNa karake 'vaha kisa prakAra tathA kisa krama se karane meM AyA hai' yaha jAnA jAe aura usa krama ko eka saiddhAntika rUpa de diyA jAye, hara kArya para lAgU karane ke lie| saMskAra ko utpanna karane ke krama meM batAyA gayA thA, buddhi-pUrvaka kI koTi se prArambha karake usakA abuddhi-pUrvaka kI koTi meM cale jAnA / yahA~ bhI yaha navIna saMskAra pahale-pahale buddhi-pUrvaka bala lagAkara prArambha karanA hogA, aura isa buddhi ke prayoga ko taba taka cAlU rakhate rahanA hogA jaba taka ki dRr3ha va puSTa hokara vaha abuddhi kI koTi meM na calA jaay| kyA hai yaha buddhi kA prayoga, yahI aba batAtA huuN| maiM jIvana meM kucha aisA prayatna karU~ ki bhale hI kAma ke avasaroM meM na sahI parantu una phAlata avasaroM meM vaha bAta mere upayoga meM A jAe jo prAta: mandira meM dekhI thI.sanI thI. vicArI thI tathA dhArI thii| arthAt una avasaroM meM yadi kalpanAe~ hI karanI haiM to bajAya uparokta kalpanAoM ke kucha anya jAti kI kalpanA kyoM na karUM? usa jAti kI kalpanAe~ jinase ki ve avasara utane kAla ke lie svayaM sundara bana jAyeM, zAnta bana jAyeM, tathA agale avasaroM ko bhI vaisA banane kI preraNA deN| aura isa prakAra una phAlatU avasaroM ko maiM upayogI banA lU~ ? yaha ThIka hai ki pahale-pahale una sarva hI phAlatU avasaroM ko upayogI banAne meM maiM sambhavata: saphala na ho pAU~, parantu yadi prayatna karU~ to kyA yaha bhI sambhava nahIM ki una sarva avasaroM meM se koI eka yA do avasara kadAcit maiM upayogI banA sakU~ ? aisA ho jAnA avazya sambhava hai| upayogI bane hue una avasaroM meM svabhAvata: anubhava meM AI koI alaukika zAnti mere pUrva ke abhiprAya ko aura paSTa kara degI, parasoM vAle pravacana meM batAye anusAra virodhI saMskAra ko kucha kSati pahu~cAyegI, saphalatA ke prati mere andara meM par3e saMzaya ko dUra karegI aura sAhasa meM kucha vRddhi karegI / maiM adhika udyamI banakara zeSa rahe anya avasaroM meM bhI una bAtoM ko upayoga meM lAne kA prayatna karU~gA, tathA eka dina saphala ho jAU~gA una sarva phAlatU avasaroM ko upayogI banAne ke liye| itane para hI basa na hogaa| isa bAta kA adhika vistAra karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM ki utpanna huI usa zAni prerita hokara yaha merA paruSArtha barAbara isa dizA meM Age bar3hatA calA jAyegA, aura dhIre-dhIre una upayakta avasaroM kI ginatI meM vRddhi hone lgegii| aba kadAcit grAhaka se bAteM karate yA anya koI Avazyaka kArya karate hue bhI thor3I dera ke lie upayoga meM vaha bAta Ane lgegii| kevala buddhi-pUrvaka kA puruSArtha hI nahIM, pUrva kA abhyAsa bhI abuddhipUrvaka isa kArya meM merI sahAyatA karatA rhegaa| Age-Age upayogI avasaroM kI ginatI meM hI vRddhi nahIM hogI balki unake kAla meM bhI barAbara vRddhi hotI calI jAyegI, aura isa prakAra barAbara do dizAoM meM vRddhi hote-hote eka dina aisA A jAyegA jabaki ye sarva avasara milakara eka aTUTa dhArA bana jAyeMge arthAt usa prakAra kA upayoga barAbara andara meM banA rhegaa| calate-phirate, uThate-baiThate, khAte-pIte, nahAte-dhote, sote-jAgate hara samaya hI vaha upayoga andara meM chipA huA kucha halkI-halkI cuTakiyA~ bharA kregaa| maiM bAhara meM to saudA tolatA hU~gA grAhaka ko aura andara meM vedana karatA ta-rasa ke Ananda vAlI cuTakiyoM kA, aura aba vaha bAta kisI bhI vAtAvaraNa meM bhUla nahIM pAU~gA, jaisAki pahale ho jAyA karatA thaa| yahI to thA prayojana jisakI siddhi kramapUrvaka calane se ho gii| abhyAsa ho jAne ke pazcAt koI buddhipUrvaka kA vizeSa puruSArtha usa dizA meM karanA nahIM par3atA, vaha kArya thor3e se izAre mAtra se hI svayaM calatA rahatA hai / jisa prakAra bar3e parizrama se buddhipUrvaka paga bar3hAne kA abhyAsa karane vAlA bAlaka, abhyasta ho jAne para mAtra thor3e se izAre se daur3ane taka lagatA hai, use apanI buddhi ko vizeSatayA usa dizA meM lagAne kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotI, pA~va se calate hue bhI vaha buddhi se kucha aura bAteM vicArane kA kAma liyA karatA hai, usI prakAra uparokta abhyasta dazA ho jAne para usa sAdhaka gRhastha kI buddhi bhale hI bAhara meM kisI aura dizA kA kArya karatI rahe para antaraMga kA vaha prayojanabhUta kArya buddhi-pUrvaka kI koTi meM Akara eka saMskAra kA rUpa dhAraNa kara cukA hai / vaha saMskAra nti se hagAu na halkI

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29. tapa 207 6. nava- saMskAra jo ki pUrva ke anekoM saMskAroM ko parAsta karane meM samartha hai, aura jisakA vizvAsa ho jAtA hai antara kI usa mahAn pratIti se jo hamAre pUrva kI azAnti va vartamAna kI kiJcit zAnti ke bIca sAkSAt anubhava meM A rahI hai / abuddhi-pUrvaka kA tAtparya yahA~ yaha na samajha baiThanA ki binA kisI bhI puruSArtha ke hI vaha avasthA barAbara banI rahegI / isa avasthA meM bhI kucha puruSArtha avazya lagAnA hogA, usa navIna saMskAra kI dhArA ko barAbara pravAhita rakhane ke lie| yaha bAta avazya hai ki usa puruSArtha meM lagAye jAne vAlA bala prArambha meM lagAye jAne vAle bala se bahuta kama hogaa| jisa prakAra ki loTe meM pAnI bharakara usameM DorI bA~dhakara ghumAyeM to pahale cakkara meM jhaTakA dete samaya kucha adhika bala lagAnA par3atA hai aura sAvadhAnIpUrvaka lagAnA par3atA hai ki kahIM pAnI bikhara na jAye, parantu eka cakkara khA lene ke pazcAt Age bhI use ghUmatA rakhane ke lie bhale hI utanA bala va utanI sAvadhAnI na rakhanI par3e, parantu pratyeka cakkara ke sAtha aMgulI kA eka saMketa to denA hI pdd'egaa| kArya prArambha ho jAne ke pazcAt use cAlU rakhane ke lie jo yaha thor3A sA bala lagAnA par3atA hai, ise Aja ke vaijJAnika eJjIniyara eksIlarezana kahate haiM tathA gaNita ve loga isa prakriyA - vizeSa meM prayukta bala ko arthAt eksIlirezana pAvara ko prArambha meM prayukta bala kI arthAt sTArTiMga pAvara kI apekSA kaI guNI hIna siddha kara rahe haiN| moTara sTArTa karate samaya pahale saikaiNDa gIyara para calA jAtI hai aura eka bAra calane ke pazcAt antima gIyara para DAla jAtI hai / phasTa yA saikaiNDa gIyara para usakI gati dhImI hotI hai aura paiTrola adhika khAtI hai / parantu antima gIyara para usakI gati bhI tIvra ho jAtI hai aura paiTrola bhI bahuta kama khAtI hai; arthAt Arambha adhika bala lagAkara bhI kama kAma kara pAtI hai aura cAlU ho jAne ke pazcAt kama bala lagAne se bhI adhika kAma kara letI hai| yahI vaijJAnika siddhAnta sarvatra sabhI kAryoM meM lAgU hotA hai| siddhAnta zAnti tathA samatA kI prApti ke artha prArambha kI gaI apanI sAdhanA para lAgU kara, aura vahI hogA terI vartamAna dazA meM hone vAlA tapa, 'mAnasa tapa' jo 24 ghaNTe calatA rahegA tere dainika jIvana meM / dRSTipatha meM Ane ke kAraNa yadyapi loka meM bAhya tapa kI hI mahimA AMkI jAtI hai, parantu vividha prakAra kI eSaNAoM se mana kA zodhana kiye binA vaha saba bAla-tapa hai, adholoka - gAminI AsurI vRtti hai / isa bAta kA pratyakSa adhyayana kiye binA ki kisI prakAra anekAneka mAyAvI samAdhAnoM ke dvArA yaha mana bhItara hI bhItara vyakti kI samasta vRttiyoM ko apane AdhIna karake satya ko asatya banAtA rahatA hai, aura kisa prakAra isa pAramArthika patha meM bhI vaha svArtha puSTi ke sAdhanoM kA saMgraha karatA rahatA hai, vyakti kabhI usake rAjya kA ullaMghana karake usake sudRr3ha pAzoM se mukta nahIM ho sakatA / mana ko sarvathA niSkAma tatha samatA meM sthita kiye binA vyakti jo kucha bhI bAhara meM karatA hai, usa sabake pIche koI na koI eSaNA, koI na koI kAmanA, koI na koI svArtha avazya baiThA rahatA hai, vaha hai isa loka viSayaka, dhana-kuTumbAdi viSayaka yA khyAti prasiddhi viSayaka / kAmanApUrNa yaha svArtha hI vaha asatya hai jisake kAraNa sakala bAhya tapazcaraNa ke dvArA use vyartha deha-pIr3ana ke atirikta anya kucha bhI hAtha nahIM AtA / usameM tapa karane ke prati utsAha avazya hotA hai parantu kevala kisI eSaNA kI preraNA se na ki zAnti ke rasAsvAdana se / isalie sAdhaka kA karttavya hai ki vaha utAvala na kare, sAdhu-janoM ke tapazcaraNa kI nakala na kare, pratyuta unakI bhUmi meM praveza karane se pahale yahA~ isa gRhastha dazA meM hI mAnasa tapa ke dvArA ghor3e kI bhA~ti isa mana ko sidhAve, isase kAmanAoM va icchAoM kA virecana karAve, aura isa prakAra ise sAdhvocita samatA - bhUmi meM praveza karane ke yogya banAve /

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30. dAna ( 1. sahaja dAna; 2. dAna dharma; 3. pAtrApAtra vicAra; 4. pAtra dAna; 5. sAmAjika daan| 1. sahaja dAna zAntipatha-gAmI ko bAdhaka saMskAroM se mukti pAne kA kramika sahaja upAya batAyA jA rahA hai| gRhastha-dharma kI cha: kriyAoM ke antargata pA~cavIM kriyA (tapa) kA prakaraNa pUrA huA aura aba calatA hai chaTI kriyA (dAna) kA prakaraNa / vAstava meM dAna kA antarbhAva bhI vyutsarga yA tyAga nAma ke tapa meM ho jAtA hai| (dekho 40.3) aura isalie dAna bhI eka tapa hai, parantu satya-sAdhaka gRhasthoM ke lie isakI pradhAnatA hone ke kAraNa isakA yahA~ pRthak nirdeza kiyA gyaa| dAna kA tAtparya hai dUsare ko kucha denaa| hameM vicAra isa bAta kA karanA hai ki hama Aja kisI ko kucha de rahe haiM yA nahIM, tathA isa dAna ko hamArA karttavya kyoM batAyA jA rahA hai ? ye do prazna haiN| prathama prazna para vicAra karate hue yaha bAta pratIta hotI hai ki dhanAdi bAhya sAmagrI dene ke atirikta maiM pratikSaNa kucha aura bhI de rahA hU~ isa loka ko / maiM hI kyA isa loka ke jar3a va cetana saba hI padArtha eka dUsare ko de rahe haiM kucha na kuch| padArthoM kA yaha pArasparika AdAna-pradAna barAbara cala rahA hai / dekhiye isa ghar3I kI sUI abhI sAr3he sAta para AI aura hamAre citta ko kucha utAvalapanasA dene lagI, 'upadeza kA samaya A gayA' yaha sUcanA dene lgii| dekho bhagavAna kI jar3a pratimA hamako zAnti de rahI hai, subhASa kA citra hameM sAhasa de rahA hai, yaha viSTA hameM ghRNA de rahI hai, ye zabda jo maiM bola rahA hU~ kucha viveka de rahe haiM, mAnasiMha DAkU hameM dUra baiThA bhI bhaya de rahA hai, vana meM virAje vItarAgI guru hamako hI nahIM balki samasta vizva ko zAnti va samatA de rahe haiN| una guruoM kA abhAva ho jAne ke kAraNa hI unake dvArA diyA jAne vAlA dAna banda ho gayA hai, ata: sArA vizva asantuSTa hai aura eTama bama jaise astroM kA janma huA hai / saMzaya aura bhrama ke jhUle meM jhUlate jagata ko Aja zAnti kA dAna dene vAle vItarAgI guruoM kI bahuta AvazyakatA hai| kisa-kisa kA nAma lekara batAe~, pratyeka padArtha kucha na kucha de rahA hai, zAnti yA azAnti, bhaya yA abhaya / maiM bhI isI prakAra de rahA hU~ kucha, kisI eka do vyaktiyoM ko nahIM balki sAre vizva ko / vAstavika dAna to vItarAgI guru hI de sakate haiM jo kucha na dete hue bhI saba kucha dete haiM, jisakA mUlya tIna loka kI sampadA bhI cukA nahIM sakatI eka hAtha se nahIM balki roma-roma se de rahe haiM. eka vyakti ko nahIM balki sarva vizva ko de rahe haiM. tiryaJcoM va vanaspati taka ko de rahe haiM, zAnti kA dAna apane jIvana se / maiM bhI to unhIM kI santAna haiM, unhIM ke patha para cala rahA hai, mujhe bhI vahI kucha denA cAhie jo ve de rahe haiM; arthAt merA jIvana bhI aise sA~ce meM Dhala jAnA cAhie jisase ki sarva vizva ko nahIM to apane samparka meM Ane vAle choTe-bar3e prANiyoM ko to de hI sakU~ maiM zAnti, hIna yA adhika / yahI hai vaha antaraMga tathA Adarza-dhana jo svata: pratikSaNa diyA jAnA sambhava hai, yadi pUrvakathita rUpa se apane jIvana kA nirmANa karU~ to| 2. dAna dharma aba lIjie bAhyadAna, loka-vikhyAta dAna, arthAt dhanAdi vastuoM kA sva para kalyANArtha vyutsarga yA tyAga / isameM yadyapi dhana kA tyAga eka Avazyaka aMga hai parantu 'sva-para-kalyANArtha' isa vizeSaNa ke binA vaha nirarthaka hai| hama saba dhana kA dAna to nitya kara rahe haiM, usameM koI kamI nahIM hai aura sambhavata: isa samAja meM hone vAlI dAna kI pravRtti sabase adhika hai, parantu kyA sva-para-kalyANa vAlA vizeSaNa usameM ghaTita kiyA jA sakatA hai, yaha dekhanA hai| yadi vaha ghaTita nahIM hotA to vaha diyA-dilAyA bekAra hai| dAtAra kA sarva prathama karttavya hai ki usa mahAdoSa ke prati sAvadhAna rahe jo ki diye-dilAye sabako khatte meM DAla detA hai, kiye-karAye saba para pAnI phera detA hai, aura vaha mahAdoSa hai eSaNA-putreSaNA, vitteSaNA, lokessnnaa| 'yadi mere vyApAra meM lAbha ho jAye, athavA merI naukarI laga jAye, athavA parIkSA meM yA mukadameM meM saphala ho jAU~ athavA yadi mere

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30. dAna 209 2. dAna dharma patra utpanna ho jAya to he prabhu ! maiM tere caraNoM meM amuka vastu kI bheMTa de dU~, athavA itanA rupayA de dU~, athavA chatra car3hA dU~, athavA mandira meM vedI banavA dUM yA ghI kI jyota jalA duuN|' isa prakAra ke prayojana se bhagavAna ko dI gaI ghUsa vitteSaNA aura putreSaNA yukta hone se dAna nahIM hai| isI prakAra 'isa dAna se samAja meM merA nAma ho jAe, mere pitA, pitAmaha kA nAma ho jAe, merI kIrti phaila jAe ki maiM bar3A dhanADhya, dharmAtmA tathA dAnavIra hU~' isa prakAra ke abhiprAyoM se diyA gayA sarva dAna lokeSaNA yukta hone se nirarthaka hai| pahalA diyA jAtA hai prAya: mandiroM meM ora dUsarA diyA jAtA hai--mandiroM, dharmazAlAoM, skUla-kAlejoM, auSadhAlayoM tathA haspatAloM Adi sabhI prakAra kI sAmAjika saMsthAoM meM, aura isake atirikta sAhitya prakAzana meM bhii| kyA vicArA hai kabhI ki eSaNA yukta diye gaye isa sakAma dAna se kitanA kucha hita ho rahA hai terA athavA kisI anya vyakti kA athavA samAja kA ? isa bhAvanA se prerita hokara jina mandiroM yA pratimAoM kA tU nirmANa kie jA rahA hai nitya unakI vahA~ koI AvazyakatA bhI hai yA nahIM. athavA unakI dekhabhAla pajA-prakSAla Adi karane vAlA bhI vahA~ koI hai yA nahIM? isa bhAvanA se prerita hokara jo pustakeM chapAye jA rahA hai tU, bar3I yA choTI, athavA naye-naye sAptAhika yA mAsika patra-patrikAe~ nikalavAe jA rahA hai tU, unheM par3hane vAlA bhI koI hai yA nahIM, athavA unake par3hane se kisI kA kucha hita honA bhI sambhava hai yA nahIM ? isa sAhitya dvArA kyA kucha denA cAhatA hai tU jagata ko-samatA va prema yA sAmpradAyika vidveSa, AkSepoM ke, samIkSAoM ke tathA khaNDana-maNDana ke rUpa meM ? nitya choTI-choTI bhajanoM kI jo pustakeM chapavA-chapavAkara bA~Ta rahA hai tU, usakA sadupayoga ho rahA hai kucha yA jA rahI haiM saba yoM hI raddI kI TokarI meM? bho puruSArthI ! vicAra to kara ki kyA karegA isa nAma ko lekara, khAyegA, bichAyegA yA or3hegA ise ? mAtra terI eSaNAoM kA, kAmanAoM kA, icchAoM kA poSaNa hI to ho rahA hai isase aura kyA? aura isalie paramArthata: lAbha kI bajAya hAni hI hAni, ahita hI ahita, sva kA bhI ahita aura para kA bhI ahita / rAga athavA icchA ko kama karane ke lie diyA thA dAna aura kara baiThA usakA poSaNa / udhara lene vAle ke hRdaya meM jAgRta karake isI prakAra kI eSaNAyeM, kara diyA usakA bhI saba kucha caupaTa / saudebAjI ke atirikta aura kyA kaheM ise ? jisa prakAra bAjAra meM paisA dekara cIja kharIda lI, usI prakAra yahA~ bhI paisA dekara kIrti kharIda lii| ghUsakhorI kA vyApAra hai yaha / jisa prakAra aphasaroM ko ghasa dekara apanA ullU sIdhA kara liyA, usI prakAra bhagavAna ko ghUsa dekara apanA ullU sIdhA kara liyaa| batA aura kyA phala cAhatA hai tU isa dAna kA, isa bhava meM yA agale bhava meM ? isakA nAma dAna nahIM hai prabho ! sambhala ina daSTa saMskAroM se aura rakSA kara inase apnii| bho zAnti ke upAsaka ! yadi zAnti prApti kI saccI jijJAsA tathA zraddhA hai tere hRdaya meM, to dAtAra bana, asAdhAraNa dAtAra, niSkAma dAtAra / sAdhAraNajana dete haiM zArIrika sukha ke lie aura tU de Atmika sukha ke lie| sAdhAraNajana dete haiM viSaya bhogoM kI prApti ke lie aura tU de zAnti kI prApti ke lie| sAdhAraNajana dete haiM kevala para kalyANa ke liye aura tU de sva para kalyANa ke liye / sAdhAraNa jana dete haiM apane ko dUsare kA upakArI samajhakara aura tU de kevala karttavya samajhakara / sAdhAraNajana dete haiM rAgavarddhana ke lie aura tU de rAgavarjana ke lie / sAdhAraNajana dete haiM dhana-mAna kI prApti ke lie aura tU de dhana-mAna ke tyAga ke lie| tabhI to bana pAyegA terA yaha dAna 'tyAga' nAmaka dharma, jisakA ki kathana Age Ane vAlA hai (dekho adhikAra 42) / yogIjana karate haiM pUrNa tyAga ghara-bAra kA, dhana kuTumba kA, vastra-bhojana kA yahA~ taka ki bAhya aura abhyantara zarIra kA bhI; aura tU kara AMzika tyAga dhanadAna ke rUpa meM, annadAna ke rUpa meM, auSadhadAna ke rUpa meM, jJAna dAna ke rUpa meM aura abhayadAna ke rUpa meN| isa prakAra eka hI dAna vibhakta ho jAtA hai cAra pradhAna koTiyoM meM-annadAna, auSadhadAna, jJAnadAna aura abhaya dAna / bhakhe kI kSadhA-nivRtti ke artha diyA gayA dhana, anna yA bhojana, athavA sAdhu-janoM ko diyA gayA AhAra 'annadAna' hai / rogiyoM tathA pIr3itoM ke rogAdi kI nivRtti ke artha die gae dhana, auSadhi Adi 'auSadhadAna' hai| jJAnArthI kI ajJAna-nivRtti ke artha die gae dhana, pustaka Adi athavA adhyApana, bhASaNa, pravacana Adi 'jJAnadAna hai| dAridraya-pIr3itoM ko dI gaI Arthika sahAyatA, asamarthoM ko dI gaI zrama sahAyatA, cintitoM ko dI gaI sAntvanA,

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30. dAna 210 4. pAtra dAna nirAzritoM ko diyA gayA Azraya, zaraNArthiyoM ko dI gaI zaraNa, roga, marI, bAr3ha durbhikSa athavA rAjaviplava dvArA satAye gayoM ko dI gaI yathocita sahAyatA, sevA Adi yaha saba kahalAtA hai 'abhayadAna' / / ye cAroM hI prakAra ke dAna die jA sakate haiM apane ghara dukAna para dAna pAne kI kAmanA se Ane vAle kisI vyakti-vizeSa ko, tathA sAmUhika rUpa se sabako jina-kina ko bhI dAna pAne kI icchA hai| pahale prakAra kA dAna to Apa pratidina apane ghara dukAna para karate hI haiM, dUsare prakAra kA dAna kiyA jAtA hai sArvajanika saMsthAna khulavAkara yA dhana, anna, zrama Adi dvArA unakI sahAyatA karake; annadAna ke liye bhaNDAre khulavAkara yA unameM yathAzakti yoga dekara; auSadhadAna ke lie auSadhAlaya, haspatAla Adi khulavAkara athavA unameM yathAzakti yoga dekara; jJAnadAna ke lie pAThazAlA, skUla, kAleja khulavAkara yA unameM yathAzakti yoga dekara; abhaya-dAna ke lie Azrama, dharmazAlA Adi banavAkara.sevA samitiyeM khalavAkara athavA unameM yathAzakti yoga dekara / 3. pAtrApAtra vicAra-dAna kisako diyA jAe isa viSaya kI jAnakArI bhI Avazyaka hai| dAna ke pAtroM ko tIna koTiyoM meM vibhakta kiyA jA sakatA hai--supAtra, kupAtra tathA apAtra / 'supAtra' haiM ve jJAnIjana jinheM apane bhItara zAnti ke tathA usake AdhArabhUta cetana-tattva ke sAkSAtkAra kA saubhAgya prApta ho gayA hai aura jo yathAzakti usakI prApti kA udyama bhI kara rahe haiM / 'kupAtra' haiM ve ajJAnIjana jinheM apane bhItara tattva kA to sAkSAt darzana abhI nahIM huA hai parantu zAstrokti para zraddhAna karate hue zAnti-prApti kI jijJAsA avazya inake hRdaya meM jAgrata ho gaI, aura usake liye yathAzakti udyama bhI kara rahe haiN| isake atirikta anya sabhI vyakti bhale hI ve arthArthI hoM, dIna duHkhI daridrI hoM, prAkRtika-viplava athavA rAjaviplava ke satAye hue hoM, athavA pazu-pakSI Adi hoM, saba 'apAtra' kI koTi meM Ate haiM / supAtra tathA kupAtra ye donoM bhI sAdhanAgata nimnonnata sopAnoM kI apekSA aneka prakAra ke ho sakate haiM, parantu ve saba uttama, madhya, jaghanya ina tIna-bhedoM meM samA jAte haiN| ye puna: do koTiyoM meM vibhAjita ho jAte haiM-paricita tathA aparicita / paricita to haiM ve jo samAja ke madhya rahate haiM, jo nitya kisI na kisI prakAra Apako TakarAte rahate haiM, athavA jinake ullekha va citra Adi patra-patrikAoM meM, yA kaileNDaroM Adi para prakAzita hote rahate haiN| aparicita haiM ve jo ina sakala saMyogoM se dUra rahate haiN| bhale Aja kinhIM aise pAtroM ko Apa na jAnate hoM parantu zAstroM meM unakA ullekha Apa sabane par3hA hai / jana saMsarga se dUra zmazAnoM meM athavA vanoM meM athavA vRkSoM kI koTaroM meM athavA parvatoM kI guphAoM meM athavA nadI ke puloM ke nIce athavA kinhIM TUTe-phUTe khaNDaharoM meM rahate haiM ve / nagaroM se dUra choTe-choTe gA~va ke nikaTavartI udyAnoM meM rahate haiM ve / kevala bhikSA ke liye gA~va meM Ate haiM, aura jhalaka mAtra dikhAkara lauTa jAte haiM ve| 4. pAtra dAna-bhale hI zAnti kA upAsaka hone ke nAte dAna ke isa kSetra meM merA jitanA va jaisA jhukAva supAtra ke prati hai utanA kupAtra tathA apAtra ke prati na ho; aura alpajJa hone ke nAte jitanA va jaisA jhukAva paricitoM ke prati hai utanA tathA vaisA aparicitoM ke prati na ho, kyoMki apanI alpajJatA ke kAraNa maiM yaha jAna hI nahIM sakatA ki yaha vyakti supAtra hai yA kupAtra yA apAtra / parantu isakA yaha artha nahIM ki dAna ke isa kSetra meM kupAtroM tathA apAtroM kI upekSA kara dI jAya / jisa prakAra sampradAya-prasiddha vyaktiyoM meM yaha patA lagAnA kaThina ho jAtA hai ki bAhara se sacce sAdhu athavA zrAvaka sarIkhe dIkhane vAle ye vyakti vAstava meM vahI haiM jo ki Upara se dIkhate haiM yA kucha anya haiM, isI prakAra aparicita vyaktiyoM meM bhI yaha patA lagAnA kaThina hai ki ye vyakti antaraMga meM supAtra haiM yA kupAtra yA apAtra / bahuta sambhava hai ki Upara se dIna, duHkhI tathA daridrI sA dIkhane vAlA bhI koI vyakti tattvajJa ho aura tattvajJa sA dIkhane vAlA bhI koI vyakti korA dambhAcArI ho| "maiM paricitoM ko arthAt sampradAya-mAnya vyaktiyoM ko hI dAna +, anya kisI ko nahIM", zAnti-mArga ke pathika ko aisA sAmpradAyika pakSa ucita nahIM hai| vaha dAna detA hai sva para hita kI rakSA tathA usakI abhivRddhi ke lie na ki sampradAya poSaNa ke lie aura isalie yathAzakti sabako detA hai| Agama meM bhI kahIM kapAtroM yA apAtroM ko dAna dene kA niSedha nahIM hai| bhale hI bhAvoM meM antara ho-jise tU supAtra samajhatA hai usake prati hArdika bhakti, jise kupAtra

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30. dAna 211 5. dAna kA prayojana samajhatA hai usake prati banAvaTI bhakti aura jise apAtra samajhatA hai usake prati dayA / 'a+ pAtra' zabda kA yaha artha nahIM ki isa koTi meM gine gaye vyakti dAna ke pAtra nahIM, arthAt unako dAna nahIM denA cAhie, pratyuta yaha hai ki ve vyakti bhI dAna ke pAtroM meM apanA koI sthAna rakhate haiM, aura isalie isa kSetra meM unakI upekSA nahIM karanI caahie| unheM bhI dAna avazya denA cAhie, bhale dayA bhAva se do| hRdaya-rAjya kI apekSA bhakti tathA dayA meM koI antara nahIM / dayA bhI usI prakAra hRdaya kA bhAva hai jisa prakAra ki bhakti / isalie jisa prakAra supAtra ko dekhakara binA kisI bAhya preraNA ke mere hRdaya meM sahaja bhakti umar3a par3atI hai usI prakAra dIna, duHkhI, daridrI ko dekhakara prakaTa hone vAle dayA ke sahaja vega ko maiM kaise roka sakatA hU~? yadi unheM dekhakara vahA~ dayA utpanna nahIM hotI to isakA yaha artha hai ki mere sIne meM hRdaya nahIM pASANa hai aura yadi aisA hai to sapAtroM ko dekhakara bhI vahA~ bhakti kA umar3anA sambhava nahIM hai / eka hI hRdaya meM isa prakAra kI viSamatA kaise sambhava hai ki kisI ko dekhakara to usameM bhAva umar3e aura kisI ko dekhakara nahIM ? yadi vAstava meM maiM hRdaya-zUnya hU~ to merA supAtradAna bhI yathArthatA ko kaise prApta ho sakatA hai ? kyoMki hRdaya-hInatA ke kAraNa bhakti bhAva se to vaha diyA nahIM jA rahA hai; yA to diyA jA rahA hai dUsaroM kI dekhama dekhI yA usakI khyAti prasiddhi se prabhAvita hokara, yA sAmpradAyika AjJA ke bhaya se, yA usake pakSa se / ityAdi aneka abhiprAya ho sakate haiM, parantu sahaja bhakti ke abhAva meM ve saba sva-para-hita ke lakSaNa ko prApta karane ke lie samartha nahIM haiN| usase hogI kevala merI sAmAjika prasiddhi aura tatphala-svarUpa 'maiM bar3A dAnI tathA bhakta hU~' isa prakAra ke mithyA abhimAna kI puSTi / hRdaya-sampannatA meM isa prakAra kI viSamatA sambhava nhiiN| jisa prakAra apanI zAnti kI abhivRddhi tathA saMrakSaNa iSTa hai use, usI prakAra dUsaroM kI bhI zAnti athavA sukha kA abhivarddhana tathA saMrakSaNa iSTa hai use / jisa prakAra apanI zAnti kI bAdhA asahya hai use usI prakAra dUsaroM kI bhI zAnti kI athavA sukha kI bAdhA asahya hai use / jisa prakAra apanI tathA apane kuTumba kI zAnti ke artha hara prakAra se sahAyatA karatA hai vaha unakI, usI prakAra dUsaroM kI zAnti ke artha bhI hara prakAra se sahAyatA karatA hai vaha unkii| ... _ 'mujhase paisA lekara yaha daridrI anartha meM pravRtta hogA, mA~sa khAyegA athavA vezyA-gamana karegA' ityAdi bAteM apanI hRdaya hInatA ko chipAne ke bahAne haiN| bAta to vAstava meM yaha hai ki yA to ye bahAne karane vAlA vaha vyakti atilobhI hai aura yA kaTTara sAmpradAyika / jise usane apanA guru mAna liyA hai use tathA usakI saMsthA ko to dAna detA hai aura anya sabake prati isa prakAra ke bahAne karake hAtha kheMca letA hai| prabho ! soca to sahI ki isa vizAla vizva kI goda meM kevala usa eka vyakti-vizeSa ko chor3akara jise ki usane guru mAnA hai, kauna aisA vyakti raha jAtA hai jise ki vaha pAtra kaha sake ? usake lie eka vyakti ko chor3akara sArA jagata apAtra hI nahIM agAtra hai arthAt dehahIna jar3a pASANa hai athavA asat yA zUnya hai / Dara prabhu ! Dara isa kaNTakapanthI tathA kaTTarapanthI se Dara / denA sIkha mukta hasta se, jo koI bhI tere dvAra para Ae-supAtra kupAtra yA apAtra, sAdhu yA duHkhI dridrii| supAtra ko de bhakti bhAva se aura apAtra ko de dayA bhAva se, para de saba ko|| 5. dAna kA prayojana--dAna ke prayojana ko ThIka-ThIka na jAnanA hI vAstava meM ina saba saMkIrNa AzaMkAoM kI upaja kA hetu hai / yadi dAna kA prayojana ThIka-ThIka avagata ho jAe to phira inameM se kisI ko bhI avakAza nahIM rhtaa| prAya: dAtAra ke hRdaya meM aisA bhAva rahatA hai ki 'maiM isa dAnArthI vyakti ko athavA saMsthA ko kucha dekara usakA upakAra kara rahA hU~, usa para bar3A bhArI ehasAna kara rahA huuN| yadi isako kucha na dU~ to yaha mara jAe aura isa saMsthA kA kAma na cle|' isa prakAra ke bhAva se diyA gayA dAna vAstava meM dAna nahIM ahaMkAra hai, kyoMki jisa paramArtha-bhUmi kI yahA~ bAta cala rahI hai usameM dhana hai hI kisakA aura kauna kisI ko kyA de sakatA hai ? saba yahA~ hI thA, yahA~ hI rahegA / na koI kucha sAtha lAtA hai, na le jAtA hai / yahA~ Ane para vyakti ko usake karmAnusAra svata: prApta ho jAtA hai, aura jAne para yahA~ hI raha jAtA hai / saba puNya-pApa kA khela hai, aura kyA ? yaha daridrI vyakti bhI vAstava meM tuma jaisA hI hai / antara kevala itanA hai ki pUrva-bhavoM meM kahIM isane koI aisA duSkRta kiyA hai jisake phalasvarUpa Aja isakI yaha gati huI hai| usI pApa ke phalasvarUpa ise dharma va adharma kA kucha viveka nahIM hai| isalie dayA kA pAtra hai, na ki ghRNA kaa|

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30. dAna 212 6. sAmAjika dAna __dAna dUsare para nahIM pratyuta svayaM apane para ahasAna karane ke lie diyA jAtA hai, kyoMki dAna kA prayojana hai lobha tathA rAga kA varjana, na ki inakA varddhana, ahaMkAra kI kSati, na ki usakA poSaNa, svAmitva-bhAva kA tyAga, na ki usakA grahaNa, AkiJcanya-bhAva arthAt 'yahA~ kucha bhI merA nahIM hai' aisA bhAva / isa prakAra ke bhAvoM kI prApti tathA abhivRddhi meM hI vyakti kA pAramArthika hita nihita hai, aura kyoMki dAna isa dizA meM bahuta sahAyaka hai, isaliye ise gRhastha-dharma kA atyAvazyaka aMga mAnA gayA hai| isalie jisa prakAra devapUjA Adi anya pA~ca bAteM tU apane dainika jIvana meM Avazyaka samajhatA hai usI prakAra dAna ko bhI smjh| jisa prakAra devapUjA kiye binA bhojana grahaNa karanA tU pApa samajhatA hai usI prakAra dUsare ko khilAye binA svayaM khAnA bhI pApa smjh| dAna kA dUsarA prayojana hai hRdaya kI udAratA / terA hRdaya itanA vizAla honA cAhie ki sakala vizva tujhe apanA kuTumba dikhAI de, sabakA sukha-duHkha tujhe apanA sukha-duHkha dikhAI de, aura kyoMki isa bhAva kI abhivRddhi meM dAna sahAyaka hai isaliye yaha gRhastha-dharma kA eka Avazyaka aMga hai / ata: bho kalyANArthI ! tU lene kI bajAye denA sIkha, mukta hasta se de, udAratA pUrvaka de aura de-dekara prasanna ho / aisA abhyAsa karate rahane se tujhe vaha dina prApta ho jAyegA jaba ki tU dUsaroM ke lie apane sarvasva kA tyAga karake sAdhu kI bhUmi meM praveza kara jAyegA jahA~, AkiJcanya bhAva hI terA dhana hogA aura vahI terA jIvana / 'tyAga' tathA 'AkiJcinya' kA kathana Age yathAsthAna kiyA jAne vAlA hai / (de0 adhikAra 42 tathA 43) 6. sAmAjika dAna yahA~ yaha vicAranA Avazyaka hai ki prativarSa sAmAjika rUpa se kitanA dAna Apa karate haiM aura kisa-kisa dizA meM karate haiM ? vAstava meM dAna ko dekheM to bahuta hotA hai / parantu usase kArya kitanA siddha hotA hai, yaha dekhane jAyeM to lajjA se sara jhuka jAtA hai / prativarSa karor3oM ke dAna kA phala paryApta nahIM hotA / isa rAzi kA kucha bhAga to jAtA hai zikSaNa saMsthAoM ko, kucha haspatAloM tathA auSadhAlayoM ko, kucha patra-patrikAoM ko, kucha mandiroM tathA pratimAoM ke nirmANa kArya ko, kucha pUjA-pratiSThA Adi vidhAnoM ko, kucha dharmazAlAoM ko, kucha anAthAzramoM ko, kucha sAhitya prakAzana ko, kucha dharma-pracAra ko aura kucha tIrtha-kSetroM kI rakSA ko / inake atirikta kucha calA jAtA hai una sevA samitiyoM ko jo garmI ke dinoM meM sar3akoM para pyAo kholatI haiM pyAsoM ko pAnI pilAne ke liye mele TheloM ke avasaroM para bhaNDAre lagAtI haiM bhUkhoM kA peTa bharane ke lie, roga-marI durbhikSa Adi ke dinoM meM ghara-ghara jAkara anna tathA auSadhiyeM bA~TatI haiM, pIr3itoM kA duHkha baTAne ke liye, svayaM khatarA mola lekara jala tathA agni meM kUda par3atI haiM bAr3ha pIr3itoM kI athavA agni kANDa pIr3itoM kI rakSA ke lie, rAjya viplavake dinoM meM tambU lagAtI haiM zaraNArthiyoM ko Azraya dene ke liye aura na jAne kyA-kyA / yadyapi apane-apane sthAna para sabhI kA mahatva hai, parantu dekhanA to yaha hai ki isa vizAla dhana-rAzi kA kitanA bhAga to samAja ke kAma A rahA hai aura kitanA vyartha jA rahA hai / yadi isa rAzi ke vyaya kI koI kendrIya vyavasthA ho jAe to eka bar3A kAma ho jAe aura vyartha kA apavyaya ruka jaae| itanA avazya hai ki aisI vyavasthA ho jAne para dAtAra ko svayaM apanI icchA kA balidAna karanA hogA, sarvajana-kalyANa ko hI pramukha rakhanA hogA, kendra kI anumati ko svIkAra karane meM hI hita dekhanA hogA aura lokeSaNA ko pIche haTAnA hogA / vAstava meM ina svArtha pUrNa bhAvanAoM kA tyAga hI to dAna hai, jo zAnti patha ke isa chaThe aMga kA prayojana hai| ata: bho bhavya ! sva-parakalyANArtha apanI bhAvanAoM ko nirmala banAkara sAre vizva meM tana, mana, dhana se isa nirmala mArga-kA prasAra kr|

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31. zrAvaka dharma 1. zAnti kA saMskAra; 2. svAbhAvika vairAgya; 3. abhyAsa kI mahattA; 4. zalya; 5. aNuvratI; 6. sAmAyika; 7. doSoM kI sambhAvanA; 8. aticAra aura anAcAra; 9. Age bddh'| 1. zAnti kA saMskAra-zAnti kA upAsaka gRhastha uparokta prakaraNoM meM batAye vistAra ke anusAra, apane jIvana ko isa navIna dizA kI ora ghumAkara naye sA~ce meM DhAlane kA abhyAsa karate hue, kucha hI varSoM meM eka naI umaGga va ullAsa kA anubhava karane lagatA hai| eka jAgRti sI tathA eka prakAza sA antaraMga meM prakaTa bhAsane lagatA hai, jisake ujAle meM Aja vaha isa yogya ho jAtA hai ki apane vAtAvaraNa meM chipI huI azAnti ko spaSTa dekha paae| yadyapi pahale se bhI kisI vizvAsa ke AdhAra para usameM use kiMcit azAnti kA bhAna huA karatA thA parantu isa dizA meM abhyasta ho jAne tathA usake phalasvarUpa zAnti meM vRddhi ho jAne para athavA antaraMga meM kacha dRr3hatA va zakti ke saMcAra kA anubhava ho jAne para, Aja jisa jaJjAla-rUpa meM ise dekhane lagatA hai usa prakAra pahale kabhI dekha nahIM pAyA thaa| vicAra karate samaya kucha-kucha haTAva sA avazya vartA karatA thA para usa bhoga viSayaka sAmagrI kA sAkSAtkAra ho jAne para usa haTAva ko bhUlakara baha jAyA karatA thA usI kI rau meN| itane varSoM ke abhyAsa ke kAraNa Aja itanI vizeSatA utpanna ho jAtI hai ki aba unake sAkSAtkAra ke avasaroM meM bhI usakA vahI bhAva banA rahatA hai jo ki vicAraNA ke avasaroM meM usane buddhipUrvaka banAyA thA / arthAt saMskAra-nirmANa ke pUrvakathita kramAnusAra isa haTAva kA buddhipUrvaka prArambha kiyA gayA saMskAra Aja abuddhi kI koTi meM praveza kara jAtA hai aura pUrva meM par3e hue zAnti ke ghAtaka saMskAroM ke sAtha yuddha karane ke lie unheM lalakArane lagatA hai / yaha lalakAra hI usa bala kI parIkSA hai jisake sambandha meM kahA jA rahA hai| 2. svAbhAvika vairAgya-kitane hI tIrthaGkara, vItarAgI-santa athavA yogIjana samasta rAjapATa va devoM jaisI vibhUti ko chor3akara vana ko cale gye| kyA AkarSaNa thA usa vana meM ? kyoM chor3A usa AkarSaka tathA madhura sAmagrI ko jisako chor3ane kI bAta to rahI dUra, jisake tyAga sambandhI bAta bhI Aja mujhako suhAtI nahIM / bhale hI gurujanoM ke kahane para maiM yaha kahane laga gayA hU~ ki isa sampatti meM sukha nahIM duHkha hai, para kyA antaraMga meM isake prati isa prakAra kA bhAva uThatA pratIta hotA hai kabhI ? nahIM antaraMga meM to usake prati miThAsa hI par3I hai / antaraMga meM to yaha bAta suna rahA hU~ ki "inake bhogane meM Ananda hai, bar3I AkarSaka hai yaha, bar3I madhura tathA sundara / yaha dekhiye merA DrAiGga-rUma kitanA sundara sajA huA hai, dIvAroM para IrAnI kAlIna TaMge haiM, yatra-tatra kAzmIra kI kArIgarI kA va kASTha kA ArTa TaMgA hai, mAnoM prakRti ko sameTa lAyA hai isa kamare meM, aura yaha sundara sophAsaiTa mAno rAjya-siMhAsana kI bhI khillI ur3A rahA hai| idhara rakhA hai cAinA ArTa, aura na jAne kyA-kyA? kitanA AkarSaka hai yaha ? mujhe garva hotA hai apane kisI mitra ko isameM biThAkara / kaise kaha sakate haiM ki isameM duHkha hai ? nahIM-nahIM, yaha to yogiyoM kI bAteM haiM, mere lie to yahI sukhadAyaka hai / kRtrima rUpa se isameM duHkha va azAnti dekhane kA prayatna karate hue bhI svAbhAvika-rUpa se to isameM sukha va zAnti sI hI bhAsatI hai, kaise tyAD ise? _ inake kyA kahane, ye to mahAn AtmAe~ haiM, tIrthaGkara deva haiM, chor3akara cala diye ghara-bAra ko tathA sampatti ko, kaSTa saha-sahakara hI to karmoM ko khpaaeNge| tapazcaraNa ke binA mukti kise milI hai ? usa mukti kI sAdhanA ke liye itanI AkarSa ka va sakha prada sAmagrI ko bhI choDakara cala diye| dhanya haiM ve|" kacha aisI AvAjeM uThA karatI haiM bhAvukatAvaza / basa ye AvAjeM hI isa bAta kI sAkSI haiM ki maiM bhale zabdoM meM yogI janoM ko mahAn kahU~ yA sukhI, para unheM antaraMga se duHkhI hI samajhatA huuN| koI bhI to sukha kA sAdhana nahIM hai unake pAsa, kaise ho sakate haiM ve sukhI ? hA~, bhaviSya meM mokSa jAkara ho jAyeM to ho jAyeM, parantu aba to duHkhI hI haiM becaare| nahIM prabhu ! bhUlatA hai, vAstava meM yaha jo uparokta AvAjeM apane andara se uThatI sunAI de rahI haiM tujhe, unakA kAraNa kevala yahI hai ki usa alaukika cauthI koTi kI zAMti kA sAkSAtkAra abhI kara nahIM pAyA hai tU / isIliye

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31. zrAvaka dharma 214 3. abhyAsa kI mahattA nAma mAtra kI usa zAnti ke prati antaraMga se bahamAna va ullAsa jAgRta nahIM huA hai tujhe| usake abhAva meM vaha pahalA viSaya-sukha hI sukha bhAsA karatA hai tathA usa hI kI mahimA gAyA karatA hai / una yogiyoM kI dazA tujhase kucha bhinna prakAra kI hai, unhoMne kevala bhAvukatAvaza athavA kisI mokSa kI yA kisI bhAvI kAlpanika-sukha kI abhilASA vaza yaha mahAna tyAga kiyA ho, aisA nahIM hai| kisI bAhara ke dabAva yA bhaya vaza yA kisI lokeSaNAvaza tyAga kiyA ho, aisA bhI nahIM hai / eka zakti hai jo antaraMga se unheM preraNA de rahI hai, unake andara eka ullAsa sA, eka utsAha sA utpanna kara rahI hai yaha tyAga karane ke lie, aura vaha zakti hai zAnti kA uttarottara adhikAdhika vedana, usameM tRpti va usake prati bahumAna / bhalA eka bhikhArI ko jisake palle eka sUkhI jvAra kI roTI baMdhI hai, yadi Apa peTa bhara khIra parAsa deM to kyA vaha jvAra kI roTI khAyegA? kyA use pheMka na degA? basa alaukika zAnti ke atyanta madhura va sugandhita vyaJjana ke anubhava meM kyA usake hRdaya meM isa dhUla kA mUlya raha jAyegA? kyA ise bhogegA? kyA ise tyAga na degA? kyA isake tyAgane meM duHkha hogA use ? kisI bhAvI sukha ke yA mokSa ke yA sarvajJatA ke lAlaca se chor3a detA ho use, yaha bhI asambhava hai, kyoMki bhaviSya ke sukha kI AzA ke AdhAra para vartamAna kA sukha chor3anA mUrkhatA hai / mUrkhatA kyA, chor3A hI nahIM jA sktaa| 'kala ko divAlI hai, bar3e-bar3e svAdiSTa vyaJjana khAne ko mileMge', isa icchA ke kAraNa kyA koI aisA hai jo Aja kA bhojana chor3a de ? "tumhArI sevA se maiM bahuta prasanna huA, yaha mahala merI mRtyu ke pazcAt tumhI le lenA, lo vasIyata kiye detA hU~", kisI seTha ke aisA kahane para, kyA usakA koI sevaka apanI kuTiyA meM turanta Aga lagA dene ko taiyAra hai ? 'calo tumheM bI0 e0 kI DigrI dilA detA hU~ parantu. Aja sonA na hogA', aisA sunakara kyA sonA tyAga degA koI ? ve mahAtmA koI dUsare deza ke vAsI yA koI alaukikajana hoM aura tyAga karanA unake gale mar3ha diyA gayA ho, kyoMki mukta hone kA sarTIphikeTa prApta kara cuke haiM isalie tyAga karanA par3atA ho unheM, aisA bhI nahIM hai / bAhya meM to aisI koI zakti dikhAI nahIM detI jo unheM chor3ane ko bAdhya kare aura antaraMga se isa prakAra chUTanA sambhava nhiiN| kyA kisI rAjA kI AjJA mAtra se koI apanA ghara chor3ane ko taiyAra hotA hai ? hAtha kA eka chor3akara vRkSa ke do karanA baddhimAnoM kA kAma nahIM aura phira tIrthara prabhu to Thahare jJAnI, ve kyoM aisA karane lage? gRhastha meM rahate hue bhI unheM kisI anokhI zAnti kA vedana hone lagatA hai pUrva-bhava ke abhyAsavaza, jisa zAnti ke alaukika AkarSaNa ke sAmane isa bAhya rAjya Adi sampadA kA teja manda hI nahIM par3a jAtA balki kaTu lagane lagatA hai| vaha saba vAtAvaraNa andara se koI jaJjAla sA dIkhane lagatA hai| vaha sAkSAt kucha aisA bhAsane lagatA hai ki mAno kATane ko daur3a rahA ho / basa isI zakti kI preraNA para AdhArita hai unakA tyaag| 3. abhyAsa kI mahattA-tIrthaGkara va mahAtmA hone ke kAraNa ve kisI dUsare deza ke vAsI hoM yA kisI dUsarI jAti ke hoM, aisA bhI nahIM hai| mere hI deza ke vAsI tathA merI hI caitanya jAti ke haiM / jo kAma ye kara sakate haiM maiM bhI kara sakatA hU~; parantu unake tyAga ko dekhakara mujhe jo ghabarAhaTa hotI hai, usakA kAraNa yaha hai ki maiM yaha samajha baiThatA hU~ ki unhoMne akasmAt hI itanA bar3A sAhasa kara liyA hai / indriya-jJAna ke dvArA maiM unakA kevala vartamAna bhava hI dekha pAtA huuN| isa vartamAna ke sAhasa ke sAtha bhUtakAla meM arthAt pUrva-bhavoM meM kiyA gayA kitanA abhyAsa hai, vaha maiM nahIM dekha pAtA / ve bilkula mujha jaise gRhastha the kabhI, aura sambhavata: mujhase bhI hIna avasthA meM the apane pUrva bhavoM meM / vahA~ se hI dhIre-dhIre ataraMga meM viraktatA utpanna karake abhyAsa prArambha kiyA thA inhoMne / Aja jo akasmAt tyAga karatA dikhAI de rahA hai, vaha vahI siddhahasta jIva hai / ata: bhAI ! tU bhI mata Dara, sAhasa karake yadi Upara batAe prakaraNoM ke anusAra dhairyapUrvaka abhyAsa karanA prArambha kare to apane Age Ane vAle bhavoM meM avazya hI akasmAt tyAga karane kI zakti ko utpanna kara le| kaTar3I (bhaiMsa ke bacce) ko uThAte-uThAte bhaiMsa uThAI jA sakatI hai, isI se abhyAsa kI isa mArga meM bar3I mahattA hai| para isakA yaha artha nahIM ki 'bhaviSya meM kara lU~gA, Aja ke nikRSTa-kAla meM tathA hIna-saMhanana meM karanA sambhava nahIM', aise vicAroM dvArA zakti ko chipAyA jaae| yadi Aja kucha na karegA to bhaviSya meM bhI kucha na kara skegaa| viveka hI na hogA to karegA kaise? aura yadi kadAcit uttama-saMhanana kI prApti ho jAne para kisI kI

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31. zrAvaka dharma 215 5. aNuvratI dekhama-dekhI kara bhI liyA to viveka hIna hone ke kAraNa usakA phala vaha nahIM ho sakegA jisakA ki yahA~ prakaraNa cala rahA hai| (dekho 14.3) isa prakAra antaraMga se viSaya bhogoM sambandhI sAmagrI ke prati yadi virakta bhAva karatA huA sAhasa pUrvaka dhIre-dhIre unakA tyAga karane kA abhyAsa karatA rahe, aura saMyama adhikAra meM kathita pUrvokta sakala hiMsA ke vikalpoM kA (dekho 26.8) bhI tyAga karane kA abhyAsa karatA rahe to eka dina aisA AyegA ki tere mana kI vaha ghuNDI khula jAyegI jo dRr3hatA-pUrvaka tyAga karane kA sAhasa tujhameM utpanna hone nahIM detI arthAt unhIM kriyAoM ko vrata rUpa se tujhe aMgIkAra karane nahIM detI / vrata arthAt una bAtoM se antaraMga meM viraktatA, udAsInatA va haTAva tathA bAhya meM unake prati kI pravRtti meM breka lagAne kA prayatna / jaba taka antaraMga se vaha ghuNDI yA granthi nahIM khulatI taba taka bhale hI abhyAsa-rUpa se saba kucha tyAga kara de, tU vratI nahIM kahalA sakatA aura vrata ke binA Age bar3hA nahIM jA sakatA, sohI Age darzAte haiM / 4. zalya - vrata dhAraNa karane meM bAdhaka ghuNDI yA zalya kyA hai, isako spaSTa karatA hU~ / dekhiye Aja taka Apane mA~sa khAkara nahIM dekhA, Age bhI khAne kI sambhAvanA nahIM, parantu usako tyAgane ke lie kahA jAya to anekoM vikalpa sAmane Akara khar3e ho jAte haiN| yadi kala ko bImAra ho jAU~ aura DAkTara batA de mA~sa khAnA, to ? vrata Aja taka dhAraNa kiyA nahIM, ataH yadi bhaGga ho gayA, to ? isI prakAra anya viSayoM sambandhI tyAga kI bAta A par3ane para yaha 'to' kA bhAva binA kisI ke batAye antaraGga meM utpanna ho jAtA hai, aura merA mArga roka letA hai, mujhe pratijJA lene yA vrata dhAraNa karane kI AjJA nahIM detaa| yaha 'to' hI vaha granthi hai jisakA nAma Agama-bhASA meM 'zalya' hai / yadyapi choTI sI bAta dIkhatI hai parantu dekhiye kitanI ghAtaka hai yaha ki vrata lekara Age bar3hane nahIM detI, tyAga hote hue bhI tyAga karane nahIM detii| yahI to antara hai eka vratI - gRhastha aura avratI - gRhastha meM / parantu abhyAsa karate-karate jaba yaha vizvAsa ho jAtA hai ki "itane dinoM taka isa viSaya kA prayoga jIvana meM nahIM kiyA tathApi koI vizeSa bAdhA nahIM AI aura yadi thor3I bahuta AI bhI to usako jItane meM saphala rahA", taba yadi isa tyAga ko vrata-rUpa se grahaNa kara le to koI kaThinAI nahIM AyegI / viparIta isake eka sAhasa utpanna hogA, aura antaraMga kI 'to' ko lavakara tU usI abhyAsa rUpa tyAga ko vrata kI koTi meM le AyegA / vratI ko bhI avratI banAye rakhane vAlI isa grantha ko tor3ane meM bar3e bala kI AvazyakatA hai, usa bala kI jisake prakaTa ho jAne para citta meM itanI dRr3hatA A jAtI prANa jAyeM to jAyeM, loka kI sArI bAdhAyeM va pIr3AyeM ekatrita hokara AyeM to AyeM, isa dizA meM kadApi pravRtti na karU~gA / dekhie kitanA mahAna antara par3a gayA isa eka choTI sI ghuNDI ke khulane se / isIlie thor3A bhI tyAga karane vAlA 'niHzalya' vratI hai aura bahuta adhika tyAga karane vAlA bhI zalyavAna avatI hai 1 5. aNuvratI - isa prakAra abhyAsavaza avatI se vratI kI koTi meM Akara vaha gRhastha ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya tathA dhanasaJcaya-tyAga ina pA~ca vratoM kA AMzika rUpa se grahaNa kara letA hai, arthAt ahiMsA ke sarva bhedoM meM se calane phirane vAle sa jIvoM kI pIr3A sambandhI yathAyogya hiMsA, jhUTha, corI, vyabhicAra va dhanasaJcaya kA krama se tyAga karane lagatA hai / pahale saMkalpapUrvaka kI jAne vAlI saMkalpI hiMsA ke vikalpoM ke tyAga kA vrata letA hai, phira virodhI hiMsA ke tyAga kA aura phira krama se udyogI va ArambhI hiMsA ke tyAga kA bhI / rupaye-paise kA, ghara dukAna va jamIna kA, sone-cA~dI kA, kapar3e jevara kA, bartana pharnIcara kA, aura bhI sarva parigraha kA parimANa kara letA hai| amuka-amuka vastu isase adhika na rakhU~gA, pratidina itane samaya se adhika vyApAra na karUMgA, itane kSetra se bAhara vyApAra na karU~gA na karAU~gA, ciTThI patra bhI na likhU~gA, pratidina itane se adhika na kamAU~gA, prati rupayA itane se adhika naphA na lU~gA ityAdi / isa prakAra viSaya-bhogoM kI lAlasA tathA dainika AvazyakatAyeM kama ho jAne ke kAraNa bar3A santoSI jIvana bitAne lagatA hai vaha / vratoM ko grahaNa kara lene ke kAraNa aNuvratI yA zrAvaka saMjJA ko prApta ho jAtA hai vaha / itanA karane para bhI vaha rukatA nahIM, barAbara krama se bar3hA calA jAtA hai, pUrNatA para lakSya rakhakara / adhika-adhika upavAsa karane kA abhyAsa karake kSudhAdi bAdhAoM ko kiJcit jIta letA hai| adhika-adhika samaya taka sAmAyika

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31. zrAvaka dharma 216 6. sAmAyika karatA huA anya prAkRtika bAdhAoM ko kiJcit jIta letA hai / bhogoM sambandhI nitya prayoga meM AnevAlI khAdya va anya sAmagrI ke grahaNa kI sImA ko kama karatA huA indriyoM ko kiJcit jIta letA hai| sacitta padArthoM ke bhakSaNa kA varAtri - bhojana kA pUrNa tyAga kara detA hai / para strI kA tyAga to pahale hI kara diyA thA, aba sva- strI kA bhI tyAga karake maithuna kI bAdhA ko jIta letA hai| adhika virakta ho jAne para udyoga ko pUrNatayA chor3a detA hai aura parigraha ko tathA ghara-bAra ko chor3akara mandira meM rahane lagatA hai / anya logoM se bAta karanA bhI bahuta kama kara detA hai / aura bhI anekoM vrata dhAraNa kara letA hai, yahA~ taka ki abhyAsa bar3hAte-bar3hAte aisI avasthA meM pahu~ca jAtA hai jabaki pahanane ke lie eka laMgoTI aura or3hane ke lie eka cAdara se adhika kucha bhI pAsa nahIM rakhatA, paise ko chUnA bhI pApa samajhatA hai, mAtA-pitA Adi se koI nAtA nahIM rakhatA arthAt munivat ho jAtA hai / isa dazA meM vaha zrAvaka kI kSullaka saMjJA vAlI utkRSTa avasthA ko prApta ho jAtA hai / yahA~ bhI nahIM rukatA, aura Age bar3hatA hai kyoMki lakSya pUrNatA para hai, usase kama para santoSa Ane vAlA nahIM / bala bahuta bar3ha cukA hai, zarIra ko bhI dRSTi se haTa jAne ke liye lalakAratA hai, parantu jaba yaha dekhatA hai ki yaha pIchA chor3ane ko taiyAra nahIM to antaraMga se svayaM ise tyAga detA hai, arthAt ise kaha detA hai ki dekha maiM zAnti- patha para bahuta Age bar3hA jA rahA hU~, garmI-sardI, makkhI-macchara va bhUkha-pyAsa Adi anekoM bAdhAyeM AyeMgI, aise avasaroM para aba pahale ke samAna maiM terI sevA na kruuNgaa| aba maiM terA sevaka nahIM. tujhe merA sevaka banakara rahanA hogaa| isa prakAra zrAvaka dazA kA atikrama karake sAdhu ho jAtA hai vaha, saMnyAsI ho jAtA hai vaha / 6. sAmAyika - aNuvratI zrAvaka ke vratoM meM abhI-abhI 'sAmAyika' nAma kI sAdhanA kA ullekha kiyA gayA hai / bAhya jagata se haTakara antaraGga meM jAne ke lie isakA mahattva sarvopari hai, isalie yahA~ isakA kucha vizeSa svarUpa darzA denA ucita hai | darzana-khaNDa meM cAritra kA lakSaNa samatA kiyA gayA hai vaha samatA hI vAstava meM sAmAyika zabda kA vAcya hai / parantu sAdhaka jo ghara-bAra kA kAma-dhandhA chor3akara sAre sAre dina mandira yA upAzraya meM baiThA rahatA hai athavA vahA~ baiThakara yathAzakti mantra jApya yA dhyAna Adi karatA rahatA hai, vaha saba kyoMki samatA kA abhyAsa karane ke liye kiyA jAtA hai isaliye upacAra se sAmAyika saMjJA ko prApta ho jAtA hai / mantrajApya Adi vAstava meM sAmAyika nahIM dhyAna hai, jisakA ullekha Age yathA-sthAna kiyA jAne vAlA hai| (dekho adhikAra 41) / dhyAna kA artha hai citta kI ekAgratA arthAt citta kA idhara-udhara viSayoM meM na bhaTakakara apane zAnta-samatA-svabhAva meM sthita rahanA, Atmazakti kI bAdhaka cintAoM kA athavA iSTAniSTarUpa dvandvAtmaka vikalpoM kA pUrI taraha nirodha karanA / ise pUrNatayA karane kI sAmarthya yogI-janoM meM hI hotI hai parantu nimna bhUmikA meM bhI isakA bar3A mahatva hai, vizeSatA yaha ki yahA~ yaha prakriyA dhyAna na kahalAkara 'sAmAyika' kahalAtI hai / sAmAyika aura dhyAna vastutaH eka hI bAta hai, antara kevala itanA hai ki sAmAyika meM citta kI sthiratA dhyAna kI apekSA kama hotI hai| sAmAyikagata dvandva sthUla hone ke kAraNa buddhigamya hote haiM aura dhyAnagata ve hI sUkSma hone ke kAraNa buddhi kI pahu~ca se dUra rahate haiM, arthAt vahA~ citta kI ekAgratA adhika hotI hai / Age ' cAritra' nAma ke pRthak adhikAra meM (dekho adhika 46) 'sAmAyika' nAmaka jisa cAritra kA ullekha kiyA jAne vAlA hai, vaha bhI vAstava meM yahI hai / vizeSatA yaha ki zrAvaka kI nimnabhUmikA meM jo bAta abhyAsa karane ke liye vratarUpa se kI jAtI thI, vahI bAta sAdhu kI unnata bhUmikA meM cAritra rUpa ho jAtI hai arthAta usakA sahaja svabhAva bana jAtI hai / vrata kA tAtparya hai haThapUrvaka apane ko niyantrita rakhane kA prayatna karanA aura cAritra kA artha hai dharma yA svabhAva jisakA pahale ullekha kiyA jA cukA hai (dekho 5.4) / zrAvaka jisa bAta ko pratijJAbaddha hokara nizcita samaya ke lie prApta karane kA prayatna karatA hai vaha sAdhu ko binA prayatna ke sahaja - siddha hai| zrAvaka cAhatA to yahI hai ki yaha samatA merA svabhAva bana jAya aura mujhe isakI prApti yA rakSA ke lie prayatna karanA na par3e parantu saMskAravaza vaha aisA karane ke lie samartha nahIM hai / isalie kucha kAla ke liye aisA saMkalpa karake mandira Adi meM jA baiThatA hai ki itane kAla paryanta maiM ina indriyoM ko na to koI upabhogya viSaya dU~gA, na inheM kisI se bAta karane dUMgA aura na kinhIM vighna

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31. zrAvaka dharma 217 7. doSoM kI sambhAvanA bAdhAoM kA pratikAra karane kI AjJA dUMgA, pratyuta saba kucha sahana karatA huA samatA meM sthita rhuuNgaa| dhana luTe paravAha nahIM, putra mare paravAha nahIM, bijalI gire paravAha nhiiN| yaha hai bAhya sAmAyika aura itane kAla paryanta citta ko yathAzakti mantrajApya yA dhyAna dvArA ekAgra karane kA prayatna karate rahanA hai antaraGga-sAmAyika, kyoMki aisA karane se usakI viSayoM ke prati hone vAlI dvandvAtmaka bhAga-daur3a samApta ho jAtI hai aura hInAdhika- rUpase vaha samatA meM sthita ho jAtA hai| itanA viveka rakhanA Avazyaka hai yahA~ ki antaraGga samatA ke abhAva meM usakA kevala bAhya meM pratijJAbaddha hokara rahanA, ghara dukAna kA saba kAma-dhandhA chor3akara mandira yA upAzraya meM mauna baiThe rahanA, pIr3AyeM sahate rahanA aura hAtha meM mAlA kara usake mana sarakAte rahanA sAmAyika nahIM dambha hai, kevala loka- dikhAvA hai, ajJAna- janya rUr3hi hai / aura abhyantara-samatA ke sadbhAva meM dukAna para baiThakara grAhakoM se vyavahAra karate rahanA bhI sAmAyika hai, kyoMki jisa prayojana kI siddhi ke artha pratijJAbaddha hokara baiThatA thA, vaha aba siddha ho cukA hai aura usake lie bAhya kriyA kI aba use koI AvazyakatA nahIM raha gaI hai| 7. doSoM kI sambhAvanA -- dekho ina saMskAroM kI viDambanA ki itanA puruSArtha karate hue bhI tathA AcAra-vicAra meM U~cA car3ha jAne para bhI pIchA nahIM chor3ate / prabho ! inase merI rakSA kiijiye| aba taka ke vistRta kathana meM Upara-Upara hI car3hane kI bAta batAI gaI hai, girane kI bAta kahIM para bhI nahIM AI / isaliye aisA bhrama ho sakatA hai ki 'jo car3hA vaha car3hatA hI calA gayA, sAdhaka kabhI bhI gira nahIM sktaa|' parantu aisA nahIM hai, pariNAmoM kI bar3I vicitratA hai / dabe paDe purAne saMskAravaza yaha nIce bhI giratA hai aura phira car3ha jAtA hai, parantu bAhara meM vaisA kA vaisA hI dikhAI detA rahatA hai / yaha to rahI antaraGga pariNAmoM kI bAta, kadAcit bAhara meM bhI vikAra ko prApta ho jAtA hai vaha / aisA hone para yadi lakSya vahI zuddhatA kA banA rahe to bAhara kA vikAra bhI zIghra hI dUra ho jAtA hai| aisI avasthA ko kahate haiM niyamoM va vratoM meM aticAra yA doSa laganA / sAdhaka koI lohe kI mazIna to hai nahIM ki eka bAra calA dI aura calatI rhii| mazIna bhI to koI aisI dikhAI nahIM detI jo kabhI na bigar3e / zarIra bhI koI aisA dikhAI nahIM detA jise roga na aaye| phira yadi mujhameM arthAt mere mana meM hI kadAcit koI bigAr3a utpanna ho jAye, koI roga A jAya to kauna Azcarya ? vaha bhI to anya padArthoM kI bhA~ti eka padArtha hI hai / pUrNa ho jAne para bhale ise roga na hoM para prArambhika bhUmikA meM 'alpa-zaktivaza ho hI sakate haiM / ataH kisI sAdhaka ke jIvana meM kadAcit doSa laga jAye to use dhutakAranA yA usase ghRNA karanA yogya nahIM / jisa kisa prakAra bhI usakA sthitikaraNa karake punaH use mArga meM sthApita karanA kartavya hai / bar3e-bar3oM ko doSa lagate dekhe jAte haiM, bar3e-bar3oM se bhUleM ho jAtI haiM, bar3e-bar3e mArga se cyuta ho jAte haiM / are re ! kitane duSTa haiM ye saMskAra ? yaha saba inhIM kA to prAbalya hai ki gyArahaveM guNasthAna para car3hakara bhI, jahA~ pUrNatA kA sparza karane meM raha jAtA hai kevala eka bAla mAtra kA antara, vaha gira jAtA hai aise garta meM jahA~ se na jAne kitane kAla taka vaha nikala kara zAnti ke darzana bhI karane na paayegaa| bilkula usI prakAra gahana andhakAra meM vilIna ho jAyegA jisa prakAra ki sAdhanA prArambha karane se pahale par3A thaa| ina saMskAroM se prerita hokara kisa samaya koI bar3e se bar3A sAdhaka, kyA doSa kara baiThe kucha patA nahIM / yadi bar3A doSa karatA hai to vaha svayaM sAdhaka kI koTi se nikala jAyegA, athavA punaH svayaM saceta hone para yA guru ke dvArA saceta kie jAne para apane usa doSa kI nindA karatA huA, prAyazcita grahaNa karake phira se sAdhaka bana jAyegA, pahale se nimna zreNI kA / yadi halkA sA doSa kara baiThatA hai to turanta hI sAvadhAna hokara tathA prAyazcita lekara nirdoSa bana jAtA hai / ina donoM hI avasthAoM meM dUsaroM kA karttavya yaha hai ki usa doSI ko samajhA-bujhAkara sahI rAste para lagAveM / paraspara upakAra karane kI bhAvanA rahanI cAhie, kyoMki sabhI ko doSa lagane para pramAdavaza zithilAcAra hone kI sambhAvanA rahatI hai| kucha dRSTAntoM ke dvArA isa viSaya ko samajhiye / 1. Aja ke laukika nyAyAlayoM meM bhI aparAdha kA nirNaya abhiprAya para se kiyA jAtA hai| bar3e bar3A aparAdhI bhI kSamA kara diyA jAtA hai yadi nyAyAdhIza yaha samajha le ki usake hRdaya meM apane usa aparAdha ke prati glAni utpanna ho cukI hai aura vaha bhaviSya meM usa uparAdha ko punaH nahIM karegA /

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31. zrAvaka dharma 218 8. aticAra aura anAcAra 2. dekhie kisI bacce ko do vyakti pITate haiM, eka usakI mAtA aura dUsarA maiM / mAtA bhI kisI kAraNavaza krodha ke Aveza meM pITatI hai aura maiM bhI kisI kAraNavaza krodha ke Aveza meM pITatA hU~ / sambhavata: mAtA to use adhika pITe aura maiM kevala eka hI tamAcA lagAU~, parantu baccA phira bhI mAtA kI goda kI ora hI jAtA hai, merI ora nahIM AtA / kyA kAraNa hai ? yahI ki baccA pahacAnatA hai mAtA ke abhiprAya ko, vaha jAnatA hai ki mAtA ne antaraGga se use dveSa karake nahIM mArA, mArane ke pazcAt vaha pachatA rahI hai, 'hAya-hAya ! kitanI krUra hU~ maiM, dhikkAra hai mujhe, apane jigara ke Tukar3e ko isa prakAra mArate hue kahA~ calA gayA thA merA mAtRtva ?' isI prakAra na jAne kyA-kyA bhAva A rahe haiM aura jA rahe haiM usake hRdaya meM / bhAva kRtrima nahIM svAbhAvika haiN| isakA nAma hai pazcAtApa va Atma glAni jisake kAraNa vaha mAratI huI bhI nahI mAratI / dUsarI ora mere andara par3A hai dveSa, 'kisI prakAra phira mere kamare meM na Aye, bar3A daMgaI hai, yaha uThA vaha dhara, yaha tor3a vaha phor3a, mujhe nahIM bhAtA aisA daMgaI bAlaka', ye haiM mere bhAva / bhale eka hI tamAcA lagAyA ho parantu antaraGga ke abhiprAya-pUrvaka lagAyA hai, aura isaliye usa para mujhe koI pazcAtApa nahIM ho rahA hai, balki usa kriyA ko acchA hI samajha rahA hU~, 'calo balA TalI, binA mAre yaha mAnane vAlA nahIM thA, lAtoM ke bhUta bAtoM se nahIM mAnate', ye haiM mere bhAva / kitanA mahAna antara hai donoM ke bhAvoM meM ? isI kAraNa mAtA ne mArate hue bhI nahIM mArA aura maiMne thor3A mArakara bhI bahuta maaraa| 3. eka tIsarA dRSTAnta bhI suniye / eka vyApArI kI dukAna para rahatA hai eka munIma / bar3A ImAnadAra hai, seTha sAhaba ko pUrNa vizvAsa hai usa para, saba rupayA paisA tathA lena-dena usake hAtha meM hai / kisI samaya eka vicAra uThA munIma ke hRdaya meM, 'yadi thor3A-thor3A karake rupayA ur3Ane lagUM to seTha sAhaba ko kyA patA cala sakatA hai ? ' basa kara dI corI prArambha / pahale mahIne meM sau, aura dUsare meM tIna sau / eka sAla meM 20 hajAra rupayA ur3A liyA, seTha ko kucha khabara nahIM, hisAba-kitAba bilkula ThIka / kisI prakAra bhI corI nahIM pakar3I jA sakatI thI, parantu munIma ke hRdaya kI gati kisI aura hI dizA meM calI jA rahI thii| bAhara meM bArAbara corI kara rahA thA aura antaraGga meM, 'are ! kyA kara rahA hai tU? kisake lie kara rahA hai yaha itanA bar3A anartha ? kitane dina calegA yaha kucha ? vizvAsaghAta karanA kyA zobhA detA hai tujhe? kyA mu~ha lekara jAtA hai seTha ke sAmane ? kyA isI kA nAma hai manuSyatA?' aura isI prakAra anekoM dhikkAreM nikalA karatI thI barAbara use antastala se / corI avazya karatA thA para usake hRdaya ne kabhI usa dhana ko svIkAra na kiyA, barAbara usakI rakSA karatA rahA, pRthak hisAba kholakara baiMka meM DalavA li hAtha na lagAyA, mAno dharohara thI usake pAsa / kucha dina aura bIta gaye aparAdhI pravRtti tathA hRdaya ke isa saMgharSa meM, aura Akhira jIta huI hRdaya kii| Der3ha varSa pazcAt lAkara rakha diyA bIsa kA bIsa hajAra rupayA seThajI ke caraNoM meM, aura hAtha jor3akara khar3A raha gayA kiMkarttavya-vimUr3ha sA / 'seTha jI ! aparAdhI hU~ maiM, mujha jaisA duSTa sambhavata: loka meM koI dUsarA na ho, vizvAsaghAta kiyA hai maiMne / yaha ApakI dukAna se curAyA huA dhana hai / Azcarya na kareM, maiM hI hU~ vaha cora jisane yaha kukarma kiyA hai / daNDa dIjiye isa pApI ko|' isI ke samAna eka dUsare cora ko bhI dekhiye jo usI dukAna para se curA rahA hai aura khA rahA hai masta, mAno usake bApa kI hai yaha sampatti / bhale sAla bhara meM kevala 200 rupaye hI curA sakA ho para usa corI meM rasa le rahA hai vaha / Apa hI batAo donoM meM cora kauna ? 20,000 curAne vAlA yA 200 curAne vAlA? soca meM par3a gaye ? hRdaya kI AvAja ko chipAne kA prayatna na kIjiye / mujhe vaha spaSTa sunAI de rahI hai ki Apa samajha gaye haiM isa rahasya ko| 8. aticAra aura anAcAra-lIjiye aba isako siddhAnta kA rUpa de dIjiye tAki bhaviSya meM zaMkAyeM utpanna hone ko avakAza na raha jAya / vratI ke aparAdha do prakAra ke hote haiM--eka abhiprAyapUrvaka kiyA jAne vAlA aura dUsarA abhiprAya-rahita pramAdavaza, yA kevala kisI saMskAra ke kSaNika udayavaza kiyA jAne vAlA; eka acchA samajhakara kiyA jAne vAlA aura eka AtmaglAni-sahita svayaM ho jAne vaalaa| ina donoM meM se pahale aparAdha 'anAcAra' aura dUsare kA nAma hai 'aticAra' / anAcAra meM nirargalatA hotI hai, kiyA to sahI kiyA, kyA burA kiyA ? ThIka hI kiyA', aisA bhAva rahatA hai; aura aticAra meM usa pravRtti ko rokane kA prayatna rahatA hai, Atmanindana va glAni rahatI hai / 'yaha tUne bahuta burA kiyA, tujhe aisA nahIM karanA cAhie thA, aba kiyA to kiyA, bhaviSya meM tere dvArA aisA

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31. zrAvaka dharma 219 9. Age bar3ha kArya nahIM honA cAhie', aisA bhAva rahatA hai| aura isalie anAcAra tuccha mAtra hote hue bhI bar3A aparAdha hai aura aticAra parvata sarIkhA hote hue bhI halkA aparAdha hai| __ abhiprAya kI mahimA apAra hai| bAhara meM aparAdha na karane para bhI abhiprAya meM karane kI buddhi hote hue aparAdhI hai aura abhiprAya meM na hote hue spaSTa aparAdha karatA huA bhI niraparAdhI hai, zIghra hI sudharane ke yogya hai / dharmI-jIvana meM lagane vAle aparAdha aticAra rUpa hote haiM, anAcArarUpa nahIM / parantu barAbara bAhara se Apa logoM kI dhutkAreM par3atI raheM, use sAntvanA dene kA prayatna na kiyA jAe to ho sakatA hai ki vaha aticAra anAcAra meM parivartita ho jaae| vaha socane lage ki 'loka meM to nindA ho hI cukI, koI tere sAtha sahAnubhUti karane vAlA dikhAI detA nahIM, ata: aparAdha karane se kyoM ghabarAtA hai ? jaba aparAdhI hI bana gayA to dila kholakara kara' ityAdi / isa prakAra kalyANa ke pAtra ko Apa Dhakela deMge akalyANa ke garta meN| kitanA bar3A anartha hogA? ata: bhAI ! gA~Tha bA~dha le isa bAta ko ki kabhI kisI kA doSa dekhakara ghRNA na kregaa| premapUrvaka samajhA bujhAkara usakA doSa TalavAne kA prayatna karegA, aura yadi vaha na bhI mAne to bhI usase dveSa nahIM karegA, mAdhyasthatA hI dhaaregaa| bAhya ke aparAdhoM ko na dekhakara abhiprAya ko par3hanA sIkho, abhiprAya kI rakSA karo / pravRtti meM se doSa dhIre-dhIre svata: Tala jaayeNge| abhiprAya na badalakara pravRtti meM se doSa TAlanA cAhoge to bhale kucha dina ruke raheM, Ayu paryanta ruke raheM, para agale bhava meM sahI, eka roja to avazya jAgRta hokara hI rheNge| abhiprAya mUla hai aura pravRtti usakI zAkhA / mUla para AghAta karanA hI buddhimAnI hai, kevala zAkhA ko kATane se kucha na hogaa| isa gRhastha avasthA meM bhale hI aparAdha pravRtti meM se na Tale, para abhiprAya meM se nirargalatA va svacchandatA Tala sakatI hai / yaha mahAna kArya hai, ise avazya kara DAlo / avasara milA hai ise mata cuuko| 9. Age bar3ha-yadi dhIre-dhIre abhyAsa karatA cale aura zakti ko na chipAye, to kramaza: aNuvratI zrAvaka banakara usakI jaghanya sthiti se utkRSTa mahimApUrNa zreNI meM padArpaNa karegA, aisA nizcaya hai / bhaya chor3a, yadi zAnti kA upAsaka banA hai to zarIra se mamatva haTA, isa paryAya meM Ane vAlI bAdhAoM se na ghbraa|' tere samakSa jo kadAcit sAdhuoM ke vratoM Adi kI carcA kI jAtI hai usakA prayojana yaha nahIM ki tujhe hI isa prakAra karane ke lie kahA jA rahA hai, pratyuta yaha batAnA hai ki zAnti kA mArga utane mAtra para samApta nahIM ho jAtA jitanA ki gRhastha dharma meM karane ke lie kahA gayA hai| yadi utane hI mAtra meM santoSa dhAra legA to zAnti kI pUrNatA na ho skegii| pUrNatA kI prApti ke abhAva meM kadAcit tujhe mArga para avizvAsa na ho jAya isalie pUrNa mArga jAnanA Avazyaka hai / bhale hI zakti kI hInatAvaza usakA aMza mAtra hI jIvana meM utArA jAe, parantu yaha jAnanA Avazyaka hai ki, tere vAlI usa prathama zreNI ke atirikta jisakA aba taka kathana calA A rahA hai, do aura zreNiyA~ bhI haiM jo tere vAlI se uttarottara U~cI haiN| ve tajhameM bala kI vRddhi ho jAne ke pazcAta hI dhArI jAnI sambhava haiN| unameM se prathama kI naM0 2 vAlI zreNI to zrAvaka kI hai jise vAnaprastha bhI kahate haiM aura aNuvratI ke rUpa se jisakA ullekha abhI-abhI kiyA jA cukA hai| dUsarI naM0 3 vAlI zreNI sAdhu kI hai jise tapasvI, yogI, muni, RSi, sAdhu, sanyAsI Adi aneka nAmoM se pukArA jAtA hai| isakA yaha artha bhI na samajha lenA ki sAdhuoM kI kriyAyeM sarvathA Apake karane kI nahIM haiM, aura gRhastha kI kriyAyeM sarvathA sAdhu ko karane kI nahIM haiM, balki yaha samajhanA ki ye kriyAyeM mukhyatayA sAdhuoM ke aura AMzika rUpa meM gRhastha ke karane yogya haiN| Age sunakara Apa svayaM jAna jAoge ki aba taka jo kriyAyeM Apako karane ke lie kahA gayA hai, ve sAdhu kI kriyAoM ke hI alparUpa haiM aura ina kriyAoM ke atirikta bhI sAdhu dharma meM batAI jAne vAlI kucha kriyAyeM haiM jo gRhastha ke dvArA AMzika rUpa meM kI jAnI zakya haiN| ve saba jIvana ke prayojana saMbandhI anekoM granthiyA~ sulajhAne vAlI haiM, ata: dhyAna se sunnaa|

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32. sAdhu dharma 1. sAmAnya paricaya; 2. indriya jaya; 3. mahAvrata; 4. samiti; 5.SaD Avazyaka; 6. gupti; 7. dharma; 8. anuprekSA; 9. pariSaha jaya; 10. cAritra; 11. tapa; 12. mhimaa| 1. sAmAnya paricaya zAnti patha para dhIre-dhIre Age bar3hate hue jaba maiM isa tRtIya zreNI meM padArpaNa kara jAU~gA, arthAt sAdhu bana jAU~gA, taba merA jIvana kimAtmaka hogA, yaha bAta calanI hai, arthAt sAdhu-dharma kI bAta / gRhastha, zrAvaka tathA sAdhu tInoM ke dharmoM meM vastuta: koI bheda nahIM hai / bheda hai kevala nimnonnata zreNiyoM kA, jaghanyatA va utkRSTatA kA / jo kriyAyeM Apako aba taka jaghanya rUpa se karane ke lie kahA gayA hai prAya: vahI kriyAyeM kucha anyAnya vizeSatAoM ke sAtha sAdhu utkRSTa rUpa se karatA hai| dUsarI vizeSatA yaha hai ki zrAvaka dharma meM bAhyAcAra kI pradhAnatA hai aura sAdhu dharma meM antaraGga AcAra kii| usakA sakala bAhyAcAra sUkSma ho kara antaraGga meM utaratA calA jAtA hai, jaise ki use na aba devadarzana karane kI AvazyakatA hai aura na pratijJAbaddha sAmAyika karane kI; tattvadarzana hI aba usakA devadarzana hai aura samatA hI usakI sAmAyika / ata: bAhya meM devadarzana Adi kare yA na kare, donoM usake lie samAna haiN| sapta bAhacinha yadyapi sAdhu dharma ko kisI nizcit veSa yA liGga kI sImAoM meM bAMdhA nahIM jA sakatA, tadapi loka-vyavahAra ke artha kisI na kisI veSa meM to use rahanA hotA hI hai| vibhinna sampradAyoM meM apanI-apanI zraddhA ke anusAra sAdhuoM ke vibhinna veSa upalabdha haiM parantu vAstava meM dekhA jAe to sAdhu kA apanA koI veSa nahIM / nirveSa hI usakA veSa hai / athavA yoM kaha lIjie ki prakRti ne jisa veSa meM use utpanna kiyA hai vahI usakA veSa hai, arthAt zizu athavA pazu pakSI kI bhA~ti yathAjAta nagnatA hI usakA svAbhAvika veSa hai / isameM kucha bhI kRtrimatA karanA ahaMkAra kA kArya hai jisake rAjya kA vaha ullaMghana kara cukA hai / bhale hI koI anya use vastra or3hA de parantu jaba vaha usakI sAra sambhAla hI nahIM karegA, jIrNa-zIrNa ho jAne para bhI svayaM use badalegA nahIM, to kaisA ho jAyegA usakA veSa, yaha kahane kI AvazyakatA nhiiN| veSa kI hI bAta nahIM usakA sArA jIvana hI zizu kI bhA~ti prakRti mA~ ke Azrita hai / na koI ghara na dvAra, jahA~ kahIM bhI jaisA-kaisA bhI sthAna mila gayA, par3a gae vahIM / koI chata nahIM, milI to milI na milI to na sahI, AkAza to hai| bhale anya kisI sthAna meM koI ghusane kI AjJA na de isa naGga-dhar3aGga ko, parantu nirjana-vana, upavana, zmazAna, parvata kI guhA, vRkSa kI koTara, nadI kA pula, ghATa kI pair3I Adi sthAnoM meM kauna rokatA hai use ? ata: par3a jAte haiM vahIM, na garmI kI paravAha aura na sardI barasAta kI cintA, na DA~sa, macchara, makkhI Adi kA gama aura na vanacaroM kA bhaya / nirbhaya akele rahate haiM ve prakRti mA~ kI goda meM / unameM se bhI kisI sthAna ko apanA niketa yA ghara nahIM banAte ve, ghUmate rahate haiM sadA aniketa, beghara, Aja yahA~ aura kala vahA~, jidhara nAka uThI cala diye / na snAna karane kA bhAva, na dA~ta dhone kI cintA / bhale car3hA rahe maila deha para, bhale nAka suker3ate raheM loga ise dekhakara, unheM kyA ? sara va mUMcha dAr3hI ke bAla bar3ha gae to pheMka diye nocakara apane hAthoM se, ghAsa phUsa kI bhA~ti / nirAzraya jo Thahare, kisase kaheM, kahA~ se lAyeM paisA nAI ko dene ke lie? sAtha meM lage isa chakar3e ko kheMcane ke lie yadi kabhI kucha AvazyakatA par3I to jA alakha jagAI kisI ke dvAra para / U~ca ho yA nIca, dhanavAna ho yA nirdhana, unheM kyA ? kisI ne diyA-diyA nahIM to cala diye aage| dUsarA dvAra aura phira tIsarA / 5-7 dvAroM para jAne se kacha na kacha to kahIM mila hI jAyegA, prabhu kRpA se / na zarIra se apane lie kucha karanA, na vacana se kisI ko apane liye kucha kahanA, aura na kisI ke dvArA premavaza kucha kie gae kI mana se anumodanA krnaa| jisa prakAra bhramara eka-eka phula se rasa cusa-cUsakara apanA peTa bhara letA hai aura kisI phUla kI eka pa~khaDI ko bhI kSati paha~cane nahIM detA. usI prakAra sAdha bhI 5-7 dvAroM para jAkara kahIM kisI prakAra bhI apanA peTa bhara letA hai aura kisI gRhastha ko tanika bhI bAdhA pahu~cane nahIM detaa| jaisA kisI ne de diyA, khA liyA hAtha para

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32. sAdhu dharma 221 3. mahAvrata rakhavAkara khar3e-khar3e hI, baccoM kI bhA~ti, vaha bhI dina meM kevala eka bAra / sarasa ho yA nIrasa, rUkhA ho yA cikanA, ThaNDA ho yA garma unheM kyA ? gAya samAna jaisA kisI ne DAla diyA vaisA hI khA liyA, khaDDA bharane se matalaba | jisa prakAra ghara meM lagI Aga ko bujhAne ke lie usakA svAmI reta, miTTI, pAnI jo bhI mile pheMka detA hai usa para; usI prakAra jaTharAgni ko bujhAne ke lie sAdhu rUkhA-sUkhA, ThaMDA-garma, aisA-vaisA jo kucha bhI mile pheMka dete haiM usa para / bhaya lagatA hai unako jana-saMsarga se isaliye nahIM ki ve kucha kahate haiM unako pratyuta isaliye ki kahIM apanI hI kisI kamajorI ke kAraNa kadAcit rAga meM na ulajha jAyeM ve unake, aura isa prakAra kho baiTheM saba kucha, jo kamAyA hai| aba taka / isIliye apanI aura se sadA prayatna karate haiM ve bace rahane kA athavA unakI basatiyoM se dUra rahane kA / yadyapi sunane para yA bAhara se dekhane para kucha aisA lagatA hai ki yA to unake dimAga kI koI DibarI DhIlI ho gaI hai aura yA ve pazu kI bhA~ti kevala svacchandAcArI haiM, parantu vAstava meM aisA nahIM hai / atyanta tejapuJja haiM ve, atyanta vivekavanta haiM ve, atyanta AcAravanta haiM ve / sAdhu-sAdhu kI pahacAna na hotI hai usake veza para se aura na usake bAhyAcAra para se, pratyuta hotI hai una mahAna guNoM para se jo bhare par3e haiM usake hRdaya kI gaharAiyoM meM / vItarAgatA, zAnta-cittatA, nirbhIkatA, nirIhatA, zoka, kheda, cintA, lajjA tathA glAni-hInatA, akrodhatA, nirbhimaantaa| 'maiM itanA jJAnI tathA tapasvI hU~, logoM ko merI vinaya karanI cAhiye', aisA bhAva kabhI udita nahIM hotA unake hRdaya ,na hI apanI prasiddhi ke lie ziSya-maMDalI kA saMgraha karate haiM ve / khyAti-prasiddhi Adi kI eSaNAoM se ati dUra cAroM kaSAyoM ko parAsta kara diyA hai jinhoMne aise hote haiM sacce sAdhu / sadA dayA se Adra rahatA hai citta unakA / 'choTe-bar3e kisI bhI prANi ko mere dvArA kisI bhI prakAra kA kaSTa na phuNce| mere dvArA sabakA hita ho, kisI ke prati bhI mere mana meM kabhI koI aniSTa vikalpa udita na ho, mere mukha se kabhI bhI para - pIr3AkArI vacana na nikaleM, mere zarIra se kisI ko kiJcit bhI bAdhA na ho, isa prakAra ke bhAva rahate haiM sadA unake hRdaya meM / bhikSA Adi ke artha jaba kisI grAma meM praveza karate haiM ve, athavA kisI ke dvAra para jA khar3e hote haiM ve, to ajJAnIjana tiraskAra karate haiM unakA, asahya Akroza-vacana kahate haiM unake prati, apane dvAra para se dhutakArakara bAhara nikAla dete haiM usa agni kI kaNikA ko / "naGgA-dhar3aGgA, zarma nahIM AtI, calA AyA mA~gane, tere bApa ne banAkara rakhA hai yahA~ bhojana tere liye ? jA aba phurasata nahIM phira Aiyo", aura na jAne kyA-kyA sunanA par3atA hai unako / choTe-choTe bacce gAliyoM meM khillI ur3Ate haiM unakI, kaGkar3e pheMkate haiM unake Upara / parantu ve muskarAte rahate haiM sadA bhItara hI bhItara inakI bAla- buddhi para aura kalyANa kI kAmanA karate rahate haiM inake lie| kyA majAla ki mAthe para bala par3a jAe~ / sAdhAraNajana samajheM na samajheM parantu jJAnIjana samajhate haiM yaha ki Agama meM sAdhu ke AcAra-vicAra sambandhI jo vibhinna zIrSaka prApta hote haiM, ve saba paNDitoM kI bhASA meM kathita inake uparyukta svAbhAvika mahAn guNoM kA vistAra hai, anya kucha nahIM / yathA- 'nagnatA, asnAna, adantadhovana, kezaluJcana, pANipAtratA, ekabhukti, sthitibhukti arthAt khar3e rahakara khAnA', ye sAta bAhya kriyAyeM jinakA ki Upara ullekha kiyA gayA hai sAdhu ke Agamokta mahAna guNa haiM / inake sAtha 'pa~cendriya-jaya, pa~camahAvrata, pa~casamiti, aura SaDAvazyaka' ye 21 kriyAyeM jor3a dene para unake kula 28 mUlaguNa kahe gae haiN| inake atirikta tIna gupti, dasa dharma, bAraha anuprekSA, bAIsa pariSahajaya, cAritra aura tapa kA bhI ullekha hai / lIjie kramapUrvaka ina sabakA saMkSipta sA darzana kara lIjiye / 2. indriya jaya -- indriyoM ko dAsa banA liyA hai inhoMne / pA~coM indriyoM ke viSaya aviSaya ho gae haiM aba inake lie / zAnti kA upabhoga tathA samatA rasa meM snAna, yahI eka mAtra viSaya raha gayA hai aba inakA / isakA vistAra 'uttama saMyama' nAmaka 39 veM adhikAra meM kiyA jAne vAlA hai / 3. mahAvrata -- paJca - aNuvratoM kA kathana zrAvaka-dharma ke antargata kiyA jA cukA hai| unhIM kI pUrNatA kA nAma 'mahAvrata' hai / 'kevala zarIra dvArA hI nahIM vacana tathA mana ke dvArA bhI kisI choTe yA bar3e prANI ke kisI bhI prANa ko kiJcit bhI pIr3A na pahu~ce' isa prakAra kI sAvadhAnI hI hai ina vratoM kI pUrNatA / ahiMsA kI pUrNatA kA ullekha Age

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32. sAdhu dharma 222 4. samiti 'uttama saMyama' nAmaka 39 veM adhikAra meM, satya kA 'uttama satya' nAmaka 38 veM adhikAra meM, acaurya kA 'uttama-tyAga' nAmaka 42 veM adhikAra meM, brahmacarya kA 'uttama brahmacarya' nAmaka 44 veM adhikAra meM aura aparigraha kA 'uttama AkiMcanya' nAmaka 43 veM adhikAra meM kiyA jAne vAlA hai| isa vrata kI sAdhu-dharma meM pradhAnatA hone ke kAraNa Age 'aparigrahatA' nAmaka eka pRthak adhikAra bhI diyA gayA hai / yahA~ kevala itanA mAtra ullekha kara denA paryApta hai ki ina pA~coM mahAvratoM kI rakSA ke lie sAdhu apanI zArIrika, vAcika tathA mAnasika kriyAoM kA kisa prakAra sUkSmatA se nirIkSaNa karate haiN| ahiMsA mahAvrata kI rakSA ke lie ve apane mana meM kisI ke prati bhI koI aniSTa vicAra Ane nahIM dete, jihvA ko kisI ke prati ahitakArI zabda, aniSTa athavA kaTuka-zabda, marmacchedI athavA vyaGga kA zabda bolane nahIM dete aura zarIra ko samitirUpa yatnAcAra meM kabhI pramAda karane nahIM dete / arthAt gamanAgamana Adi sabhI kriyAyoM meM bar3I sAvadhAnI tathA yalapUrvaka pravRtti karate haiM ve| satya vrata kI rakSA ke lie na to mana meM kisI ke prati krodha jAgRta hone dete haiM ve, na lobha, na rAjA Adi kA bhaya kA upahAsa karane kA bhAva; kyoMki ye cAra hI hetu haiM jinake kAraNa vyakti ko na cAhate hue bhI asatya bolane ke lie pravRtta honA par3atA hai / barAbara yaha sAvadhAnI rakhate haiM ki kisI ke prati bhI apriya athavA kaTuka-zabda unake mukha se nikalane na paave| tRNa-mAtra kA grahaNa bhI pApa hai isalie unako acaurya-vrata sahaja hai| adatta-grahaNa kA vanavAsI ke lie prazna kyA ? tadapi zarIra kA bhAr3A cukAne ke lie bhojana avazya grahaNa karate haiM / vaha bhI kevala usI dAtAra se lete haiM jo ki hRdaya se denA cAhe, anamane-bhAva se dene vAle kA anna ve grahaNa nahIM karate, kyoMki hRdaya se na diyA gayA hone ke kAraNa vaha vAstava meM adatta hai| adatta hone ke kAraNa vRkSoM para se svayaM phala-phUla tor3akara bhI nahIM khAte ve / hAtha dhone ko miTTI taka bhI svayaM nahIM lete ve / isI vrata kI rakSA ke lie sadA vana, zmazAna athavA guphA Adi kisI aise sthAna meM rahate haiM ve jisake svAmI saba haiM athavA jahA~ rokane vAlA koI nahIM / vahA~ bhI yadi koI anya ThaharanA cAhe to use rokate nahIM ve| kisI se vAda-vivAda bhI karate nahIM ve kyoMki vaha bhI vAstava meM dUsare kI zraddhA ko lUTane kA prayatna hai, anya kucha nhiiN| kitanI sUkSma hai vrata-sambandhI inakI dRSTi ? brahmacarya vrata kI rakSA ke lie strI ke sAye se bhI dUra rahate haiM ve / strI ke rAga-viSayaka koI carcA na karate haiM aura na sunate haiM / strI ke manohara aGgoMpAGgoM kI ora kabhI A~kha uThAkara bhI nahIM dekhate haiM / gRhastha avasthA meM bhoge gae bhogoM kA mana se smaraNa nahIM krte| kabhI apane zarIra ko snAna Adi ke dvArA sApha-sutharA athavA sundara banAne kA prayatna nahIM krte| parigraha-tyAga vrata kI rakSA ke lie dhAge kA tAnA mAtra bhI pAsa nahIM rakhate ve, nagna rahate haiM / pA~coM indriyoM ke iSTA niSTa viSayoM ke saMyoga-viyoga kI cintA nahIM karate ve| jitanA tathA jo kucha bhI sahaja prApta hai, usI meM santuSTa rahate haiM ve aura isIliye kahalAte haiM mhaavrtii|| 4. samiti samiti arthAt (sama+ iti) kA artha hai antaraMga meM nija zAnti kI prApti ke prati aura bAhara meM anya jIvoM kI zAnti kI rakSA ke prati prayatna karate hae samyaka prakAra caraNa karanA / yadyapi vAstavika samiti utanI hI dera raha sakanI sambhava hai jitanI dera ki nija zAnti meM snAna karate hue dhyAnAvasthA meM sthita rahate haiM ve, kyoMki pUrNatayA zAnti kI prApti tathA anya jIvoM kI rakSA tabhI sambhava hai, anya kriyAyeM karate hue nhiiN| tadapi adhika samaya usa avasthA meM sthiti pAne kI sAmarthya na hone ke kAraNa jaba isa dazA se cyuta ho jAte haiM aura kucha zArIrika va vAcika kriyAoM meM pravRtti karane lagate haiM to 'merI ina kriyAoM se kisI bhI choTe yA bar3e prANI ko kisI bhI prakAra kA kaSTa na hone pAve' isa uddezya se atyanta sAvadhAnI pUrvaka vartate haiM ve / unakI yaha yatnAcArI pravRtti hI anya jIvoM kI rakSA ke nimitta hone ke kAraNa samiti kahalAtI hai, jo pA~ca prakAra kI hai-IryA, bhASA, eSaNA, AdAna-nikSepaNa aura pratiSThApana / inhIM kA krama se kathana karatA huuN|

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32. sAdhu dharma 223 5. SaD-Avazyaka 1. uparokta sakala zArIrika kriyAyeM karate hue sadA apane bhItara hI dekhate rahate haiM ve aura apanI dRSTi ko idhara-udhara bhaTakane nahIM dete / yadi saMskAravaza vahA~ se bhaTaka kara bAhara A bhI jAve to sadA pRthvI kI ora hI lakhAte haiM, dizAoM meM nhiiN| cAra hAtha Age dekhakara calate haiM tAki koI cIMTI Adi choTA jantu pA~va ke nIce Akara yA zarIra ke kisI bhI aMga se AghAta pAkara mara na jAye, pIr3ita na ho jaay| yahA~ taka ki mArga meM kucha prANI aise baiThe hoM jo unake akasmAta nikaTa paha~cane para Dara kara bhAgane lageM. to usa mArga ko hI chor3a dete haiM ve| 2. kisI bhI vastu ko uThAte-dharate hue usa vastu ko tathA sthAna ko komala picchI se acchI taraha zodha yA jhAr3akara hI rakhate uThAte haiM ve; tAki koI choTA jantu, jo usa sthAna para yA vastu para usa samaya baiThA huA honA sambhava hai, mara na jAya yA pIr3ita na ho jaay| 3. mala-mUtra kSepaNa karate samaya bhI yatna barAbara banA rahatA hai unheM, aura isa lie kisI gupta tathA sApha sthAna meM hI acchI taraha dekhakara yA zodha-jhAr3akara malakSepaNa karate haiM ve, nAlI Adi meM nahIM, kyoMki aise gande sthAnoM meM bar3I jIva-rAzi par3I huI hotI hai, joki usa mala se mara jAnI yA bAdhita ho jAnI sambhava hai| 4. gamanAgamana kI, uThAne-dharane kI tathA mala-kSepaNa kI kriyAoM ke atirikta, upadeza dete samaya yA apane kisI ziSya se yA anya sAdha se bAta karate samaya bhI yatnAcAra barAbara banA rahatA hai unheM ki unake makha se koI bhI zabda aisA na nikalane pAe jo ki zrotA ke lie ahitakArI ho athavA use kucha burA lge| 5. bhojana grahaNa karate samaya bhI barAbara yaha yatnAcAra vartatA hai ki bhojana kisI aisI vastu se athavA kisI aisI rIti se na banAyA gayA ho jisake kAraNa kisI choTe yA bar3e jIva ko pIr3A pahu~cI ho athavA pahu~cane kI sambhAvanA ho, yA bhojana lene se kisI anya kI udara-pUraNA meM bAdhA Ane kI sambhAvanA ho, athavA unake lie bhojana banAne meM dAtAra para koI anAvazyaka bhAra na paDA ho isa prakAra utkaSTa yatnAcAra meM pravatta rahate hae unakA jIvana hai parNa-vratI. prnn-sNymii| 5. SaD-Avazyaka-yaha to huI zarIra va indriyoM ko vaza meM karane kI bAta parantu mana ke prati bhI asAvadhAna nahIM haiM ve| use jItane ke liye arthAt use jahA~ taka ho sake adhikAdhika samaya taka akSubdha rakhane ke liye nitya prayAsa karate rahate haiM ve|1-nishcit-ruup se dina meM tIna bAra sAmAyika karate haiM ve, rAta ko bIca-bIca meM jAgakara samatAbhAva jAgRta rakhane kA vicAra karate haiM ve, dina meM tIna avasaroM ke atirikta bhI anekoM bAra usI prakAra ke vicAra karate rahate haiM, yahA~ taka ki calate-calate tathA bhojana karate hue bhI anekoM bAra zAnti meM tanmaya ho jAte haiM ve / jIvana kI anya pravRttiyoM meM duHkha-sukha, vandaka-nindaka Adi iSTAniSTa dvandva tathA rAga-dveSa na karake sAmyatA ko hI dhAraNa kiye rahate haiM ve, zAnti ko bhaGga nahIM hone dete ve / 2, 3-isa zAnti meM lagane vAle doSoM ke liye arthAt rAga A jAe to usake liye sadA AtmaglAni pUrvaka apanI nindA karate haiM ve / zAnti ke Adarza prabhu kI dina meM tIna bAra niyama se tathA anya bhI anekoM bAra zAnta-rasa meM tallIna rahane ke liye stuti va vandanA karate rahate haiM ve| 4-bAhara meM dIkhane vAle sthUla doSa unheM prAya: lagate nhiiN| kadAcit antaraMga meM rAgAdi ke kAraNa koI sUkSma-doSa laga jAve to usa para mana meM kheda karate haiM ve tathA Age ko unake prati sAvadhAnI rakhane kI pratijJA karate haiM arthAt pratikramaNa va pratyAkhyAna karate haiM ve| 5-zeSa samaya jo bace usameM apane antaSkaraNa kA adhyayana karate rahate haiM arthAta barAbara mana ke prati jAgate rahate hue yaha dekhate rahate haiM ki kahA~-kahA~ ghUma rahA hai tathA kyA-kyA vicAra rahA hai yaha / yahI unakI svAdhyAya hai| 6-sAmAyika Adi uparyukta kriyAyeM karate hue dina meM yA rAtri ko zarIra ke prati atyanta upekSita hokara, isakI bAdhAoM tathA pIr3AoM ko na ginate hue yathAzakti kucha samaya ke liye ise kASThavat tyAga dene kA abhyAsa karate haiM ve| ghaNToM khar3e rahate haiM yA baiThe rahate haiM nizceSTa, antaraGga meM apane vAstavika deha ke darzana karate hue| yaha kahalAtA hai kaayotsrg| ina kriyAoM meM sadA tatpara rahate haiM ve| ye cha: kriyAyeM unheM para vaza hone se bacAtI haiM arthAt unameM rAga-praveza ke liye avakAza Ane nahIM detI, isaliye atyanta Avazyaka samajhI jAtI haiM aura 'SaD-Avazyaka' saMjJA ko prApta hotI haiN|

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32. sAdhu dharma 8. anuprekSA pa~cendriya-jaya, pa~camahAvrata, pa~casamiti, chaH Avazyaka aura sAmAnya paricaya meM kathita nagnatA Adi sAta bAharI kriyAyeM, isa prakAra 28 mUla-guNoM ke dhArI ve barAbara bar3hate jAte haiM Age hI Age, usa samaya taka jaba taka ki saMskAroM kA mUloccheda karake inake bandhana se mukta nahIM ho jAte ve / inake atirikta jo tIna gupti, dasa dharma, bAraha anuprekSA, bAIsa parISahajaya, pa~ca cAritra aura bAraha tapoM kA nirdeza kiyA gayA hai, aba unakA kathana kiyA jAtA hai / 224 6. gupti - mana, vacana, va kAya ko pUrNa niyantrita rakhane kA nAma 'gupti' hai| vAstava meM isakI pUrNatA bhI dhyAnastha avasthA meM hI sambhava hai, jahA~ zarIra nizcala, vacana se mauna, mana se antarjalparUpa kSobha kA abhAva aura zAnti meM ekAgratA pAI jAtI hai / parantu vahA~ se haTa jAne para vaha yogI barAbara yaha prayatna rakhatA hai ki 1 - " zarIra ko hilAne-DulAne kA kAma na karU~gA, yadi karU~gA to thor3A karU~gA aura vaha bhI samiti meM batAye anusAra yanAcAra pUrvaka kruuNgaa| 2- mauna se rahU~gA, yadi bolanA par3A to thor3A bolU~gA aura usameM bhI zAnti va sva- parahita sambandhI bAta hI bolU~gA, vaha bhI niSprayojana na bolU~gA, prayojanavaza bhI atyanta miSTa bhASA meM bolU~gA / 3 - mana ke dvArA kevala nija zAnti ke atirikta kucha na socU~gA, yadi socanA par3A to adhika dera taka nahIM socU~gA, bIca-bIca meM lauTakara punaH punaH zAntiko sparza karatA rhuuNgaa| kucha dera socane meM bhI laukika vikalpa na Ane dUMgA, zAnti kI preraNA-sambandhI vikalpa hI Ane dUMgA" ityAdi / isa prakAra hamArI bhA~ti mana, vacana va kAya ke AdhIna na rahakara unako apane AdhIna banA lete haiM ve / jo kAma ve cAheMge vahI una tInoM ko karanA pdd'egaa| jo ve nahIM cAheMge use ve na kara sakeMge aura jo ve tInoM kaheMge use ve (sAdhu) nahIM kreNge| hamArI bhA~ti ve yogI unake dAsa nahIM hoMge balki ve tInoM hI hoMge unake dAsa aura isaliye ve yogI kahalAte haiM trigupti- gupta / kitanA mahAna hai unakA parAkrama va bala 7. dharma - yadyapi samatA ke abhyAsa dvArA krodha, mAna, mAyA lobha ina cAra pradhAna kaSAyoM ko atyanta kSINa kara diyA hai unhoMne aura usI prakAra paJca mahAvratoM kI sAdhanA dvArA asatya Adi kI pravRttiyeM bhI prAyaH samApta ho gaI haiN| unakI / yadi kadAcit saMskAravaza ye doSa thor3A-bahuta sara ubhArane kA prayatna bhI kareM to vaha itanA dhundhalA tathA zakti hIna hotA hai ki kisI ko yaha patA calane nahIM pAtA ki inameM jhalakamAtra bhI zeSa hai unakI / arthAt unakI zArIrika, vAcika athavA mAnasika kisI bhI kriyA meM unakA spaSTa AbhAsa nahIM hotA / zAnti-svarUpa samatA hastagata ho gaI hai unheM / AtmA kA svabhAva hone ke kAraNa yahI kahalAtA hai dharma, jisake dasa aMga haiM, jo ki sahaja prakaTa ho jAte haiM unmeN| inake nAma haiM-- kSamA, mArdava, Arjava, zauca, satya, saMyama, tapa, tyAga, AkiJcanya aura brahmacarya kramazaH hiMsA Adi paJca pApoM ke virodhI haiM; aura tapa hai nirjarA ke artha kI jAne vAlI kaThora sAdhanA, ina donoM bhAgoM ke madhya meM sthita hai| ye dasa dharma pRthak-pRthak kucha hoM, aisA na smjhnaa| eka hI dharmAtmA ke dasa lakSaNa haiM ye athavA usake samatAmayI bhAva kA vizleSaNa mAtra haiM yaha / isI kAraNa inako dasa-dharma na kahakara 'dasa - lakSaNa - dharma' kahA jAtA hai, arthAt dasa-lakSaNoM yA aGgoM vAlA eka akhaNDa- dharma, bhagavAna AtmA kA eka akhaNDa-svabhAva / yadyapi utkRSTa rUpa se ye pariNAma antarmukhI sAdhu-janoM ko hI vartate haiM, tadapi gRhastha jIvana meM inakA sarvathA abhAva ho aisA nahIM hai / ata: bhale hI gRhastha athavA zrAvaka-dharma meM inakA ullekha na kiyA ho, tadapi yathocita rUpa meM vahA~ bhI inheM apanI ora se lAgU kara lenA cAhiye / arthAt pUrvokta kriyAoM ke atirikta Apa bhI inheM yathAzakti apane jIvana meM utArane kA prayatna kareM / azAnti se ApakI rakSA karane ke lie ye vizeSa rUpa se Apake sahAyaka hoNge| ina dasoM bhAvoM ke sAtha 'uttama' vizeSaNa lagane se inakA mahattva bahuta adhika ho jAtA hai kyoMki yaha zabda ina dharmoM ke vAcyArtha ko bAhya loka se uThAkara antaraGga loka meM le jAtA hai / ina dasoM dharmoM kA vistRta vivecana Age svatantra adhikAroM meM kiyA jAne vAlA hai / 1 8. anuprekSA- vairAgya ke saMrakSaNa athavA usakI parivRddhi ke artha saMsAra, deha, bhogoM meM nissAratA dekhate hue, tadviSayaka kucha tAttvika cintavana karane kA nAma anuprekSA hai / 1. ye sabhI vastuyeM anitya haiM, 2. azaraNa haiM, 3. janma-maraNa meM athavA saMkalpa vikalpoM meM nitya saMsaraNa karAne vAlI haiM / 4. dhana, strI, kuTumba Adi koI tathA kucha bhI yahA~ merA nahIM, 5. akelA hI AyA hU~ aura akelA hI jAnA par3egA, 6. zarIra se adhika azuci isa jagata meM anya

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25 32. sAdhu dharma 12. mahimA kyA hai, phira bhI isake prati rAga kyoM, 7. isa tuccha mAtra vastu ke kAraNa kyoM nitya-nirantara puNya-pAparUpa aparAdhoM ke cakkara meM par3A huA hU~, 8. isa aparAdha yA Azrava se aba basa ho, 9. jisa-kisI bhI prakAra isa aparAdha ko preraNA dene vAle saMskAroM kA viccheda ho, 10. bAhya jagata rUpa athavA abhyantara jagata rUpa ye tInoM loka paramArthata: asatya haiM, abhUtArtha haiM, 11. koI bhI vastu yahA~ aisI nahIM jo anantoM bAra tUne grahaNa kara-karake na chor3a dI ho / ata: sabhI kucha sulabha hai, durlabha yadi hai to kevala eka bAta aura vaha hai tAttvika viveka / usI kI prApti meM sakala puruSArtha uNDela de, isI meM kalyANa hai, 12. yahI hai terA parama kartavya aura yahI hai terA svabhAva yA dharma / isa prakAra bAraha bhAvanAoM kA puna:-puna: cintana karate rahanA anuprekSA kahalAtA hai, jisakA vistAra Age 45 veM adhikAra meM kiyA jAne vAlA hai| 9. pariSaha jaya-parISaha kA artha hai 'pari+saha' arthAt hara prakAra se sahana karanA / kaSTa-sahiSNutA athavA titikSA-bhAva kA nAma hI hai parISaha-jaya / jIvana meM aura vizeSata: nirAzraya vRttivAle sAdhu ke jIvana meM paga-paga para anekavidha pIr3AoM kA milanA svAbhAvaki hai| kabhI bhUkha-pyAsa kI pIr3A to kabhI sardI-garmI kI athavA DAMsa, macchara, makkhI Adi kI pIr3A; kabhI nagnatA kI lAja to kabhI rAgadveSa janita antardAha; kabhI strI Adi viSayaka bhogAbhilASa kI jAgRti to kabhI avivekI janoM ke dvArA prApta apamAna tathA tiraskAra; kabhI baiThane, uThane va sone kI bAdhA to kabhI bhikSA-vRtti meM prApta lAbhAlAbha aura dhutkAreM; kabhI kA~TA Adi cubhane kA kaSTa to kabhI deha ke mailepana kA athavA pasIne Adi kA duHkha, kabhI buddhihInatA kI athavA alpajJatA kI cintA to kabhI Rddhi-siddhiyoM kA lobha athavA ina kamiyoM ke kAraNa dharma-karma chor3a baiThane kI bhAvanA / kahA~ taka kahA jAe, anantoM ho sakatI haiM pIr3AyeM, kucha daihika aura kucha mAnasika / sabako samatA-bhAva se sahana karate haiM ve, unakA pratikAra karane kI bhI bhAvanA udita nahIM hone dete ve apane andara / isa viSaya kA vistAra bhI Age 45veM adhikAra meM kiyA jAne vAlA hai| 10. cAritra-jaisA ki darzana-khaNDa meM batAyA jA cukA hai, cAritra kA artha hai smtaa| hara paristhiti meM samatA pUrvaka vicaraNa karate rahanA hI aba inakA svabhAva bana gayA hai, jisake liye aba inako vizeSa prayatna karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM, isalie kahalAtA hai yaha 'sAmAyika cAritra' / zrAvaka avasthA meM jisakA pratijJAbaddha hokara abhyAsa karate the, vahI yahA~ Akara bana jAtA hai unakA svabhAva aura yahI dhIre-dhIre parivRddha hotA huA bana jAtA hai yathAkhyAta arthAt apane tAttvika svabhAva ke bilkula anurUpa / yahA~ Akara samApta ho jAtI hai sAdhanA, pUrNa ho jAtA hai yogI, jIvanmukta ho jAtA hai vaha / isakA kathana bhI Age 46 veM adhikAra meM kiyA jAne vAlA hai| 11. tapa-tapa kA kathana pahale kiyA jA cukA hai parantu vaha thA gRhastha ke yogya kevala usakA sAmAnya vivecana / yahA~ Akara vizeSatA ko prApta ho jAtA hai vaha, bAhya aura abhyantara aise do bhAgoM meM vibhakta ho jAtA hai vaha / bAhya meM anazana, UnodarI, rasa-parityAga, ekAntavAsa tathA AtApana-yoga Adi vividha prakAra ke kAyakleza; aura bhItara meM prAyazcita, vinaya vaiyAvRttya arthAt gurujanoM kI sevA, svAdhyAya, dehotsarga aura dhyAna / saMskAra-viccheda ke lie ina sabhI kA yathAvasara sevana karate haiM ve, aura atyugra rUpa meM sevana karate haiM ve| isakA vistRta vivecana Age 'uttama-tapa' nAmaka 40 veM adhikAra meM Ane vAlA hai| 12. mahimA-kauna kara sakatA hai varNana sAdhu kI mahimA kaa| bhale hI ajJAnIjana samajhate raheM unheM naGga-dhar3aGga nirlajja aura karate raheM carcA paraspara meM unake pAgalapana kI; bhale utpanna hote raheM unake mana meM glAni, ghRNA, lajjA athavA dayA ke bhAva unakI nagnatA ke prati, unake maile-kucaile zarIra ke prati, unakI asnAna, adanta-dhovana Adi avyavahArika vRttiyoM ke prati; parantu jJAnIjana jAnate haiM unakI mahimA / bhartRhari jaise virAgI RSi bhI bhAvanA bhAte haiM jisakI ekAkI nispRhaH zAnta: pANipAtradigambaraH / kaMdA zambho bhaviSyAmi karmanirmalanakSamaH // "he zambho ! vaha kauna sA zubha dina hogA jabaki maiM bhI isI prakAra ekAkI, nispRha, zAnta tathA hAtha meM rakhavAkara AhAra karane vAlA digambara sAdhu hokara vana-vana vicarU~gA, aura sakala karmoM ko athavA saMskAroM ko nirmUla karane ke liye samartha hU~gA", una saMskAroM ko jo ki spaSTa pratIta ho rahe haiM unheM upanI zAnti ke bAdhaka, apane zatru /

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32. sAdhu dharma 226 12. mahimA parantu pAgala se dIkhane vAle isa yogI ko kyA paravAha hai inakI ? kAbU jo pA liyA hai usa vIra ne ina para / paga-paga para unase sAvadhAna hokara calA jA rahA hai vaha ? aura yadi kadAcit kucha Age bar3hane kA prayatna bhI kareM ve, kucha bandara-bhabhakI bhI dikhAveM ve, to TUTa par3atA hai vaha pAgala una para lekara bAraha anuprekSAoM kA kodd'aa| saba kucha sahana kara sakatA hai vaha parantu zAnti meM bAdhA nahIM, usa zAnti meM jisakI upAsanA ke pIche pAgala huA bhaTaka rahA hai vaha. jisakI pragati ke lie itanA ugra puruSArtha sAdhA hai usane / kisI mUlya para bhI apanI AdarzabhUta madhura muskAna kA viraha sahana nahIM kara sakatA vaha / usakA sakala puruSArtha, usakA sakala parAkrama calatA hai usa saMskAra para, jisake pAle par3A huA hai sArA jagata / bhalA kauna yoddhA hai jo jIta sake use? apane ko bar3A balI aura vIra yoddhA mAnane vAlA bhI kisI kA mAtra kaT zabda suna lene para apane andara meM uThe krodha ko dabA sakegA kyA? kisI sundara ra strI ke dvArA phaiMke hue eka tIkhe kaTAkSa ke prahAra ko sahana kara sakegA kyA? vihvala ho uThegA usI samaya vaha / krodha ke AdhIna ho bhUla jAyegA apane ko, yA maithuna-saMskAra kA mArA lagegA tar3apane, pAnI se bAhara nikAla kara DAlI gaI machalIvat aura patA cala jAyegA use ki kitanA bar3A vIra hai vaha, kitanA bar3A yoddhA hai vaha / havA khAne calA jAyegA usakA sarva parAkrama, usakA sarva vIratva, jisa para thA use itanA ghmnndd| khillI ur3A rahI hogI usa samaya sAmane khar3I usake antara-saMskAra kI zakti ki "basa ! ho gae dama-khatama itane meM hI, jA cUr3iyA~ pahanakara ghara meM baiTha jA, yaha to bahuta choTA sA AkramaNa thA tere Upara , isI se ro par3A? napuMsaka kahIM kaa|" / vIratva dekhanA hai to dekho usa sAmane baiThe naMge-dhaDaMge yogI kI ora, jisake zarIra kI haDDI-haDDI dIkha rahI hai, eka thappar3a ko bhI sahana karane kI zakti sambhavata: jisameM nahIM hai| uparokta choTI-choTI bAtoM se to kyA yadi loka kI sarva vikArI zaktiyA~ bhI ekatrita hokara A jAyeM, to usake mukha-maNDala para phailI AbhA, teja, muskAna tathA zAnti ko bAdhita karane meM samartha na hoM, usake andara meM krodha yA maithuna-bhAva kI vihvalatA utpanna karane meM samarthana hoN| gRhastha zrAvaka ke vividha sopAnoM kA dhIre-dhIre atikrama karate hae abhyAsavaza parivaddha ho gaI unakI zakti. prakaTa ho gayA hai unakA vIratva / zarIra ko bhI apanA dAsa banA liyA hai Aja unhoMne, usa zarIra ko jisakA dAsa banA huA hai sArA jagata / siMha-vRtti dhArakara grAma-grAma vicaraNa karate haiM ve, bilkula aparicita vAtAvaraNa meM jAkara rahate haiM ve, kSudhAdi bAdhAoM tathA pIr3AoM ko bhI kucha ginate nahIM haiM ve, sakala loka-lAja ko chor3akara dvAra-dvAra se bhikSA mA~gate haiM ve, anekoM dvAroM para dhutkAroM se svAgata kiyA jAtA hai unakA para mAthe para bala nahIM par3ane dete ve| ati mahAna hai unakI karuNA / bhale mahIne bharake bhUkheM hoM, parantu dAtAra ke dvAra para yadi kadAcit khar3A dikhAI de jAye koI kuttA yA koI annArthI to turanta lauTa Ate haiM usake dvAra para se, isalie ki kahIM mere prati upayukta ho jAne ke kAraNa vaha dAtAra ina becAroM ko sUkhA hI na TAla de| inakA peTa kATakara khAnA unheM kadApi svIkAra nhiiN| isake atirikta kadAcit yaha sandeha ho jAe ki isa dAtAra ne bhaktivaza mere nimitta apanI bisAta se adhika kucha kiyA hai, to bhI cupake se banA banAyA chor3akara lauTa Ate haiM ve vahA~ se, isalie ki mere nimitta anAvazyaka bhAra par3A hai usa para / koTi jihvA bhI samartha nahIM ina maharSiyoM ke parAkrama kA bakhAna karane ke liye / kabhI dhyAnastha hokara nizcala baiTha jAte haiM ve sardI kI kar3akar3AtI rAtoM meM nadI kinAre, kabhI jyeSTha kI cilacilAtI dopahariyoM meM jA baiThate haiM ve parvata ke zikhara para, aura kabhI barasAta kI mUsalAdhAra varSA meM vRkSa ke nIce; kevala isalie ki zarIra sukha-priya na ho jAya kahIM unakA / zArIrika hI nahIM mAnasika bAdhAoM ko bhI tuccha samajhate haiM ve / bhale hI koI gAlI de unheM, yA kare unakA tiraskAra, yA upasarga kare unake zarIra para, to bhI zApa nahIM dete ve unheM; viparIta isake kalyANa kI bhAvanA bhAte haiM unake prati / aneka RddhiyoM ke svAmI hote hue bhI pratikAra karane kA prayatna nahIM karate ve unkaa| bhale hI kaThina tapazcaraNa karane ke uparAnta jJAna kI vRddhi na ho pAve unheM, parantu yaha vikalpa udita nahIM hone dete ve apane mana meM ki 'dekho amuka vyakti to binA tapazcaraNa kie hI athavA alpamAtra tapazcaraNa karake hI, itanA adhika vidvAna tathA matkArI ho gayA aura itanA ugra-tapasvI yA dhairyavAna hote hae bhI maiM aba taka vahA~ kA vahA~ hI huuN|' sabake prati sadA kalyANamaya AzIrvacana nikalate haiM unake mukha se| tathA isI prakAra anya bhI agaNita guNa, jinheM kahane ke lie maiM samartha nahIM / aise parama pavitra tyAgI haiM pAgala se dIkhane vAle ve naMga-dhaDaMga baabaa|

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32. sAdhu dharma 227 12. mahimA kyoM ? ghabarA gayA sunate-sunate ? sambhavata: vicAratA ho ki itane kaSTa kA jIvana kaise bitAte hoMge ve aura yadi mujhe bhI kadAcit karanA par3A to kaise kara sakU~gA maiM ? parantu ghabarA nahIM; tU bhI usI siMha kI santAna hai / jaba taka bar3hatA huA svayaM nahIM pahu~ca jAtA vahA~ taba taka hI ghabarAhaTa hai, vahA~ pahu~cane ke pazcAt Ananda hI Ananda, zAnti hI zAnti / bhalA vicAra to sahI ki ve bhI to manuSya hI haiM tere jaise, unakA bhI to zarIra hai cAma-hAr3a kA hI, na ki lohe kaa| kaSTa huA hotA to kaise Tika pAte vahA~ ? raNakSetra meM apane zatru ko pIche dhakelate kSatrIya-yoddhA ke zarIra meM anekoM bANa lage hoM, lahU baha rahA ho parantu usa samaya usako pIr3A hotI hai kyA ? yaha yogI to hai alaukika vIra, uparokta sarva upasarga va parISaha sahane meM use kaSTa kyoM hone lagA, vaha unase kyoM Darane lagA ? zAnti-rasapAna meM magna calA jA rahA hai vh| QuN "rUpAtIta zukla dhyAna meM sthita nIraMga, nistaraMga, zUnya citta dhyAnastha sAdhu / "

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33. aparigraha 1. digambaratva; 2. laMgoTI bhI bhAra; 3. lakSyapUrti; 4. aparigrahatA sAmyavAda; 5. AMzika aparigrahatA; / 6. parigraha svayaM duHkha; 7. aparigrahatA svayaM sukh| 1. digambaratva-bhavArNava ke santApa se vihvala huA maiM, Aja parama saubhAgya se zAnti ke pratIka vItarAgI guruoM kI zItala zaraNa ko prApta karake, apane ko dhanya mAnatA hU~, santuSTa va kRtakRtya anubhava karatA hU~, mAno Aja mujhako guruoM kA vaha prasAda prApta huA hai jisakI khoja meM ki maiM kahA~-kahA~ nahIM bhaTakA ? pRthvI, jala, agni, vAyu tathA haritakAya ke zarIra meM raha-rahakara maiMne jisakI khoja kI; laTa, cIMTI, makkhI , gAya, kabUtara, machalI Adi ke zarIra rahakara jisakI maiMne khoja kI, ananta bAra manuSyoM ke zarIra meM raha-raha kara jisakI maiMne khoja kI aura devoM ke zarIroM meM raha-rahakara jisakI maiMne khoja kI; parantu itanA karane para bhI jise maiM na pA sakA, Aja use pAne kI pUrNa AzA hai| yaha Aja akasmAt hI maiM kahA~ A gayA hU~, kinako dekha rahA hU~ apane sAmane ? zAnta chavi dhAraNa kiye, roma-roma se zAnti kA prasAra karane vAle ye kauna haiM ? eka madhura va zAnta muskAna ke dvArA merA hRdaya mujhase chInane kA prayatna karane vAle ye kauna haiM? dhAge kA eka tAnA mAtra apane zarIra para na rakhate huye bhI atyanta prasannacitta ye mahAtmA kauna haiM? kisa deza ke vAsI haiM ye? kaisA vicitra hai jIvana inakA, kaisI AkarSaka hai AbhA inakI? yaha saba svapna to nahIM? nahIM, puna: puna: A~kheM mala-malakara dekhane para bhI ye vahI to haiM / dhokhA nahIM satya hai yaha, parama sty| ye haiM ve yogI, jo rAjya-gharAnoM meM pale, jinhoMne kabhI makhamala ke gaddoM se pA~va nIce nahIM utArA, jinako dhAna kA eka tuSamAtra bhI bistara para par3A na suhAyA, jo ratnoM ke prakAza meM pale, parantu Aja? kucha duHkhI se lagate haiM, tujhe, kucha nirlajja se pratIta hote haiM tujhe, kucha asabhya se pratIta hote haiM tujhe? isa nagna zarIra para agni barasAtI tathA vanoM meM dAvAgni utpanna karatI jyeSTha kI lU va dhUpa, poSa mAgha kI sardI kA bar3e-bar3e vRkSoM ko phUMka DAlane vAlA tuSAra, barasAta kA mUsalAdhAra pAnI, saiMkar3oM maccharoM ke tIkhe DaMkoM dvArA ekadama kiyA gayA prahAra, makkhiyoM kI aThakheliyoM ke kAraNa hone vAlA utpAta Adi saba prAkRtika prakopoM ko sahane ke kAraNa, are re ! inakA sA duHkhI Aja kauna hai? zarIra para jamI maila batA rahI hai ki varSoM se snAna bhI sambhavata: inhoMne kiyA nhiiN| isa maila ke kAraNa utpanna huI khAja se avazya hI vyAkula ho rahe hoMge ye? gharabAra ke binA khule AkAza ke nIce, bIhar3a vanoM meM bhayAnaka jantuoM kI cItkAra se inako avazya bhaya lagatA hogA? peTabhara khAne pIne ke liye bhI to inake pAsa koI sAdhana nhiiN| are re ! kitane duHkhI haiM becAre / calU~ inase pUchU to sahI ki kyA cAhiye inheM ? Aja maiM sarva samartha hU~, jo cAhie duuN| maiM inheM isa dazA meM dekha nahIM sktaa| dayA se mAno hRdaya pighalakara baha nikalA hai meraa| "aura phira naMge-dhaDaMge, striyoM ke bIca meM isa prakAra baiThe rahanA. nagara meM vihAra karate haya nagna-rUpa meM isa striyoM ke sAmane se nikalanA, binA snAna ke mailA-kucailA rahanA, kucha acchA bhI to nahIM lgtaa| koI kyA vicAregA? nahIM, nahIM yaha puruSoM kA apamAna hai, yaha manuSya mAtra ke nAma para kalaMka hai, maiM yaha sahana na kara sakUgA, inheM merI bAta mAnanI hI hogii| yadi inake pAsa kucha nahIM hai to maiM inakI AvazyakatAoM ko pUrI kruuNgaa| are ! parantu inase yaha to pUchu ki ye kauna haiM, aura yahA~ khAlI baiThe kyA karate haiM ? puruSa kA mahatva puruSArtha se hai / isa prakAra khAlI baiThe rahanA hI yadi inakA lakSya hai, to avazya yaha jIvana meM Avazyaka tathA yogya vyApAra-dhandhe ke karttavya se parAGamukha hokara. paruSArtha se ghabarAkara bhAgA haA koI napaMsaka hai| itanI kAyaratA? paruSa kA rUpa dhAre kyA ise isa kAyarapane se lajjA nahIM AtI? tU kahA~ taka sahAyatA karatA phiregA aisoM kI jo apane kartavya ko bhUle haiN| ye manuSya to haiM hI nahIM para tiryaMca bhI nahIM haiM / pRthvI ke Upara bhAra haiM, deza ke kalaMka haiN| inako avazya kucha na kucha karanA cAhiye / svayaM na kare to bhI inheM balAt karanA pdd'egaa| apAhija bhI to nahIM hai, hRSTa-puSTa zarIra aura phira yaha hAlata? Aja jabaki

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33. aparigraha 229 1. digambaratva vizva Age bar3hA jA rahA hai, bhArata meM aise phakIroM ke liye koI sthAna nahIM honA caahiye| ye ghRNA ke pAtra haiN| bhArata sarakAra ko avazya inako kAma para lagAne kA prabandha karanA cAhiye / aura isa prakAra bhakti, dayA va ghRNA ke hiNDole meM jhUlatA huA tU kyA kucha nahIM soca rahA hai inake sambandha meM, pUrNa ahiMsAdhArI vIra ke sambandha meM? parantu Dara mata ! jisa nagnatA meM tujhe kaSTa va du:kha dikhAI de rahA hai, vahA~ duHkha hai hI nahIM, vahA~ to hai zAnti, vikalpoM kA abhAva, icchAoM kA nirodha, cintAoM se mukti / zAnti ke usa madhura AsvAda meM, bAhara kI ina tuccha bAdhAoM kI kyA ginatI? garamI, sardI, barasAta, macchara, makkhI, zarIra para maila Adi kI bAdhAyeM usI samaya taka bAdhAyeM haiM jaba taka ki zAnti rasa kA AsvAda AtA nhiiN| tere hRdaya meM utpanna huA yaha karuNA kA bhAva tere liye ThIka hI hai kyoMki usa madhura svAda kI anupasthiti meM laukika jIvana kI ye bAdhAyeM svabhAvata: bar3I dikhAI diyA hI karatI haiM, parantu unameM yadi zAnti kA svAda Ane lage to aisA nahIM huA karatA / sugandhi para masta huA bhaMvarA kyA phUla ke banda hone kI bAdhA ko ginatA hai usa samaya? prakAza para lubhAyamAna pataMga kyA agni kI dAha se ghabarAtA hai usa samaya? mAra khAte huye bhI kyA billI apane paMje meM Aye huye cUhe ko chor3a detI hai ? maithuna sevana ke samaya para strIgAmI manuSya usake svAmI kI AvAja suna lene para bhI kyA usase Ane vAle bhaya ko ginatA hai ? kisI saude meM bahuta bar3e lAbha kA samAcAra Ane para kyA tU TAMga kI pIr3A se bhaya khAtA hai udhara jAne ke liye? kanyA ke vivAha ke avasara para kyA tujhe sardI yA garamI lagatI hai idhara-udhara daur3ate huye? to bhalA isa alaukika svAda ke vedana meM sAkSAt magna, unheM sardI-garamI Adi bAdhAyeM kyoM lageM? unakA bhAna bhI hone nahIM pAtA yhaaN| ata: una para terA karuNA-bhAva nirarthaka hai| tU bhI ina bAdhAoM se bhaya khAkara aparigrahatA se mata Dara / isameM se tujhe sukha va zAnti milegI duHkha nhiiN| nagnatA ko dekhakara tere andara jo lajjA-bhAva prakaTa huA hai, vaha bhI isa AsvAdana meM nissAra hai| nagnatA meM lajjA ko avakAza usI jagaha hai jahA~ mana ke andara vikAra ho / mana vikRta hone para nagna rahane vAle ko svayaM lajjA pratIta hogI aura use dekhane vAle ko bhii| parantu jahA~ lajjA kA sthAna zAnti va sAmyatA ne liyA, jahA~ puruSa va strIpane kA bheda dIkhanA banda ho gayA, jahA~ manuSya, tiryaMca, deva va nArakI meM koI bheda na rahA, jahA~ sarvatra nija jAti-svarUpa caitanya kA aizvarya dRSTigata hone lagA, jahA~ dvaitabhAva kA vinAza huA, strI va mAtA kA bheda miTa gayA, pitA va putra eka dIkhane lage, eka brahma hI mAno sarvatra vyApaka rUpa se. dIkhane lagA, vahA~ kahA~ avakAza hai citta-vikAra ko tathA nagnatA-sambandhI lajjA ko? sAmya-bhAva ke mandira, roma-roma se zAnti pravAhita karate, aparigrahatA ke Adarza-svarUpa, usa nagna zarIra ko dekhakara dekhane vAle kI dRSTi usakI nagnatA para jAegI hI kyoM? vaha to darzana karegA usameM apanI iSTa zAnti ke| eka dRSTAnta hai, zrImadabhAgavata purANa kaa| maharSi vedavyAsajI ke putra zrI zukadevajI Agarbha-digambara the, parama vItarAgI tatvajJa the| cale jAte.the zUnya-citta / hRdaya meM thA kevala eka hI bhAva, zAnti tathA samatA / nadI ke kinAre se gujare / kucha striyeM snAna kara rahI thIM vahA~ / para unheM kyA? aura ve striyeM bhI snAna karatI rahI usI prakAra / na bhaya, na lajjA / kucha hI dera pazcAt Aye unake pitA zrI vedavyAsa jI, sau varSa ke vRddha / striye zarmA gaIM aura prayatna karane lagIM apane zarIroM ko DhAMpane kA / RSi ne pUchA, "he mAtAoM ! abhI-abhI merA 25 varSIya yuvaka putra gujarA, taba to tana DhAMpane kI cintA nahIM kI tumane aura aba maiM itanA vRddha vyakti gujarA to isa prakAra sakucA gaI ho tuma?" striyoM ne uttara diyA, "kSamA kIjie bhagavan ! Apase lajjita hone kA kAraNa svayaM Apake citta meM chipA vaha vikRta bhAva hai, jisake Azraya para Apane hamArI ora lakSya karake hamArI lajjA ko tAr3a liyA aura Apake putra se lajjA na karane kA kAraNa usake citta kI vaha zUnyatA hai jisake kAraNa vaha sambhavata: yaha bhI na jAna pAyA ki usake atirikta yahA~ aura bhI koI hai|" dUsare DhaMga se bhI, kyA Apane svayaM Aja se 50 varSa pUrva 10 varSa taka ke nagna bAlakoM ko usa hI avasthA kI nagna bAlikAoM ke sAtha khelate nahIM dekhA hai ? usa samaya una bAlaka-bAlikAoM ko tathA Apako bhI nagnatA dekhakara

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33. aparigraha 230 3. lakSya-pUrti lajjA nahIM AtI thI, parantu Aja kyA aisA dekha sakanA Apa gavArA kara sakate haiM ? nahIM / kAraNa ki 10 varSa taka ke bAlakoM meM bhI aba vikAra utpanna ho cukA hai, Apake hRdaya bhI Aja utane pavitra nahIM haiN| tabhI to Aja navajAta zizu ko laMgoTa lagAne kI AvazyakatA par3atI hai| parantu jinakA hRdaya ina vikRta bhAvoM se sarvathA pavitra ho cukA hai tathA sAmyatA kA jinake hRdaya meM vAsa ho cukA hai, unheM lajjA se kyA prayojana? tana ke maila ko dekhakara glAni utpanna honA bhI tere mana kA vikAra hai / jinakI dRSTi meM zarIra kI apavitratA pratyakSa bhAsatI hai, unheM snAna karane se kyA prayojana? viSTA ke ghar3e ko Upara se dhone se kyA lAbha? bAhara se isakA pavitra honA asambhava hai| isa zarIra rUpI mandira kI pavitratA to isake andara baiThe deva kI pavitratA se hai / yaha sugandhita hai usakI sugandhi se arthAt Atma-zAnti, saralatA va sAmyatA hI isakI vAstavika pavitratA hai| jo nitya hI isa sadguNarUpI anupama gaMgA meM snAna karate haiM unheM isa bAhya snAna se kyA prayojana? yaha zarIra jinake liye parigraha bana cukA hai, isameM jinako pRthakatva bhAsane lagA hai, yaha jinako apane liye kucha bhAra dIkhane lagA hai, ve usakI sevA meM apanA samaya vyartha kyoM khoyeM, snAna ke liye jala Adi viSayaka vikalpa dvArA citta meM azAnti kyoM utpanna kareM? unako to bhojana karanA bhI begAra lagatA hai / ve barAbara usa samaya kI pratIkSA meM haiM jabaki ve nirAhAra raha sakeM aura isIliye mahInoM mahInoM ke upavAsa karake bhI apanI zAnti se vicalita nahIM hote / isI prakAra anya anekoM vikalpa bhI khar3e nahIM raha sakate yadi zAnti va vItarAgatA meM raMgI nagnatA kA mUlya samajha liyA jAya to| isa nagnatA kA mUlya samajhA thA RSi bhartRhari ne, jo abhI taka yadyapi digambara sAdhu nahIM huye the, para zIghrAtizIghra vaisA hone kI bhAvanA karate the| 2. laMgoTI bhI bhAra-"laMgoTI rakha leM to kyA harja hai ? choTI sI bAta hai, koI vizeSa hAni bhI nahIM hai? aisA prazna upasthita ho sakatA hai| bhAI ! terI dRSTi zarIra ko hI dekha pA rahI hai, zAnti para vaha aba taka nahIM pahu~ca sakI hai| yadi pahu~ca pAtI to yaha prazna hI na hotaa| tU laMgoTI mAtra ko na dekhakara, dekhatA usa laMgoTI kI rakSA-sambandhI vikalpoM ko jo usake hone para citta meM utpanna huye binA nahIM raha sakate / isa sambandhI vaha kathA Apa sabako yAda hai jisameM eka laMgoTI kI rakSA ke liye sAdhu mahArAja ko pahale billI, phira kuttA, phira bakarI aura phira gAya bAMdhane kI naubata AI, aura gAya ke eka kheta meM ghusa jAne para mahArAja ko jela ke darzana karane par3e / anya bhI eka dRSTAnta hai usa sAdhu kA jo ghara-ghara se eka-eka roTI mAMgakara khA lete the tathA isI prakAra apanA peTa bhara liyA karate the| hAtha meM hI kisI se pAnI mAMgakara pI lete the parantu jinheM eka kaTorI rakhanA bhI gavArA na thaa| eka bhakta ke kahane para unhoMne bahuta sastI sI elumIniyama kI eka kaTorI pAnI pIne ke liye svIkAra kara lii| eka dina saMdhyA ke samaya jaMgala meM jAte samaya kaTorI zivAlaya ke bAhara par3I raha gaI, jisakI yAda unako AI usa samaya jabaki zivAlaya se eka mIla dUra baiThe ve saMdhyA kara rahe the| basa phira kyA thA, saMdhyA sambandhI zAnti bhaMga ho gaI, usakA sthAna le liyA kaTorI sambandhI vikalpoM ne / koI use uThA le gayA to ? hAya-hAya ! unakA citta ro uThA, saMdhyA chor3a dI aura dauDe huye mandira ke dvAra para Aye, kaTorI vahIM par3I thii| bar3A krodha AyA apanI bhUlapara, yadi kaTorI na hotI to zAnti kAhe ko bhaMga hotii| apanI bhUla para pachatAye aura kaTorI ko tor3akara pheMka diyA jisake kAraNa ki unakI zAnti bhaMga huI thii| bhAI ! zAnti kA mUlyAMkana ho jAne para ye saba vastue~ yahA~ taka ki laMgoTI mAtra bhI vyAkulatA kA ghara dikhAI dene lagatI hai, zAnti kI rakSA karane ke liye ve sarvasva nyochAvara karane ko taiyAra haiN|" 3.lakSya-parti-parantu yaha kyA? vicAra-dhArA meM bahate haye svayaM apane ko, madhara maskAna ke alaukika AkarSaNa ko tathA una mahAtmA ke mastaka para prakaTe teja ko bhUlakara kyA soca rahA hai tU? bho cetana ! kahA~ jA rahA hai tU dekha eka bAra puna: usI dRSTi se usa zAnta rasa kI ora, aura milAna kara apane antaraMga meM prakaTe isa tUphAna ke sAtha unake antaraMga meM sthita zAnti-sudhAsAgara kaa| bhAvanAoM ke Aveza meM tUne kyA-kyA vicArA aura vyAkula citta ho aviveka pUrvaka kyA-kyA kaha DAlA, parantu udhara vahI zAnti, vahI muskAna, vahI AkarSaNa / tanika bhI to bAdhA nahIM par3I udhara, kiJcit bhI to kSobha yA bhaya dikhAI nahIM detA udhara / nirbhIka, ni:zaMka, nirAkAMkSa, glAni-rahita, nija-zAnti meM magna, ve aba bhI mAno terI vyathA para karuNA karake apane jIvana se preraNA de rahe haiM tujhe, zAnti kA rasAsvAdana karane kI /

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33. aparigraha 231 3. lakSya-pUrti ___"bho cetana ! antara-udvega ko eka kSaNa ke liye zAnta karake suna to sahI ki maiM kyA kahatA huuN| yaha tere kalyANa kI bAta hai, zAnta-citta hokara sunegA to avazya tujhe kucha acchI lgegii| apane kalyANa kI bAta, apane hita kI bAta, apane sukha kI bAta sunakara kauna aisA hai jo usakI avahelanA kare? apanI zAnti se bhaTaka kara aneka-vidha vikalpa jAla kA nirmANa karatA huA tU svayaM usameM ulajhA jA rahA hai| parantu isa dazA meM bhI maiM pratyakSa dekha rahA hU~ ki usa zAnti ke prati tere citta meM prathama kSaNa utpanna huA vaha AkarSaNa aba taka vilIna nahIM ho pAyA hai| usa AkarSaNa ko, usa jijJAsA ko apane hRdaya meM TaTolakara, usake bahumAna-pUrvaka eka bAra to merI bAta suna / " _ bho cetana ! kabhI bhakti kabhI dayA aura kabhI ghRNA ke jo aneka vikalpa isa thor3I dera meM tere citta meM utpanna hokara svayaM tujhe vyAkula banA terI zAnti tujhase chInakara le gae, tere ghara meM DAkA DAlakara terA sarvasva haraNa karake le gae, tujhako bhikhArI va du:khI banA gae, unakA kAraNa terI apanI hI koI bhUla hai, koI dUsarA nhiiN| vaha bhUla, jisake kAraNa ki ta anAdi se isI vikalpa sAgara ke thapeDe sahatA calA A rahA hai| paranta Aja saubhAgyavaza tajhe jo yaha sambala dikhAI par3A hai, aba isako mata chodd'| usa apanI bhUla ke kAraNa Aja tujhe yaha bhI yAda nahIM rahA ki jisako apane sAmane dekhakara tU bhaktivaza nata-mastaka ho gayA thA, vaha koI aura nahIM hai, vahI terA purAnA sAthI hai, jisake sAtha apane pUrva-bhavoM meM prema sahita tU khelA karatA thA tathA dveSavaza jise tU cir3A-cir3Akara taMga kiyA karatA thaa| sparzana indriya se saMtapta ho anekoM bAra jisake zarIra ko tUne khaDaDI para bunA aura bhaTTI meM pkaayaa| jihvA indriya kI mAra ko na saha sakane ke kAraNa, jisake zarIra ko anekoM bAra tUne kolhU meM pelA, churI se kATA, bandUka kI golI se chedA aura kar3hAI meM talA / nAsikA-indriya kA dAsa ho jisake zarIra ko tUne anekoM bAra bhabhake meM DAlakara ubAlA / netra indriya ke dvArA mUrchita ho jisake zarIra ko tUne anekoM bAra bhUsA bhara-bharakara apane kamaroM ko sajAyA / karNa-indriya se jIte gae tUne jisake zarIra ko anekoM bAra jantrI meM se khIMcA, chedA va bhedA tathA aura bhI bahuta kucha kiyaa| vahI maiM Aja tere sAmane isa rUpa meM vidyamAna huuN| parantu ghabarA nahIM, bhaya na kara, Aja maiM tujhase badalA lene ko nahIM AyA hU~, mere hRdaya meM aba kisI ke prati bhI dveSa nahIM hai, ve pahale kI bAteM aba maiM bilkula bhUla cukA hU~, mujha para vizvAsa kara / yadi pahale kI bhA~ti dveSAdi bhAva banAe rakhe hotA to tujhe Aja mujhameM isa zAnti ke darzana na ho pAte / yaha zAnti hI tujhe saccAI kI gavAhI dekara vizvAsa dilAne ko paryApta hai / maiM kisI aura deza kA nivAsI nahIM hU~, usI loka kA nivAsI hU~ tathA thA jisakA ki tU hai / tU svapna nahIM dekha rahA hai, jo dekha rahA hai vaha satya hai, parama sty|" 'parantu yaha mahAna antara kaisA? Apa itane zAnta aura maiM vaisA kA vaisA?' tere antara meM utpanna hone vAlA yaha prazna svAbhAvika hI hai kyoMki antara spaSTa hai / isa antara ko dekhakara yadi merI isa zAnti meM tujhe kucha sAra dikhAI detA hai to tU yaha pUcha ki kyA kisI prakAra tujhe bhI yaha prApta ho sakatI hai? hA~-hA~, avazya ho sakatI hai / dhyAna-pUrvaka vicAra, tere dvArA barAbara bAdhita kie jAne vAle ni:zakta tathA balahIna tere sAthI ne arthAt maiMne jaba use prApta kara liyA to isa U~cI. sarvasamartha tathA baddhizAlI manuSya-avasthA meM sthita kyA tere liye isakA prApta karanA kaThina hai? nahIM, tere liye to bar3A sahaja hai| mujhako to upAya batAne vAlA bhI koI nahIM thA aura tujhako to maiM upAya batA rahA hU~, vahI upa ya jisako maiMne apane jIvana meM apanAyA thaa| usI upAya kA anasaraNa karake apane jIvana meM mere kahe anusAra kucha phera-phAra kara, bhUla va bhrama ko chor3a, dhairya rakha, sAhasa kara, Aja hI se use jIvana meM utArane kA prayatna kara / pratyeka jIva barAbara kI sAmarthya nahIM rakhatA, kisI meM zakti adhika hotI hai aura kisI meM kama / yadi tujhameM zakti kI hInatA hai to bhI mata ghabarA, bar3A sahaja upAya batAU~gA jisako alpa zakti kA dhArI bhI kara sakatA hai| parantu eka bAra aisA hone kA lakSya avazya banAnA hogA, jaisA ki maiM huuN| ___lakSya pUrNatA kA hotA hai aura usakI prApti kA upAya krama-pUrvaka / lakSya eka kSaNa meM kara liyA jA sakatA hai parantu prApti zanai: zanai: hInAdhika samaya meM hotI hai / lakSya banAne se jIvana meM bAdhA nahIM AtI kintu usakI siddhi ke liye jIvana meM kucha parivartana lAnA hotA hai| upAya prArambha karane arthAt mArga para prathama paga rakhane se pahale lakSya banA pUrNatA kA, jIvana ke usa Adarza kA jise ki tU mujhameM dekha rahA hai arthAt sarva-saMga vimuktatA, nirIhatA, aprigrhtaa|

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33. aparigraha 232 4. aparigrahatA sAmyavAda 4. aparigrahatA sAmyavAda -- vaha aparigrahatA jo saMyamiyoM athavA saMnyAsiyoM kI hI nahIM, rASTra tathA samAja kI bhI sarva-pradhAna AvazyakatA hai| yaha dRSTi hai vaha jisameM sarva loka apanA kuTumba bhAsane lagatA hai, jisakI vizva Aja mA~ga kara rahA hai, jisane rUsa meM janma pAyA aura bar3I tIvra gati se vizva meM phaila gaI, jisako itane bar3e rASTra cIna ne apanAyA aura jisakI ora dhIre-dhIre hamArA bhArata deza bhI aba bar3ha rahA hai| itanA hI nahIM balki samasta vizva kA antaSkaraNa Aja jisako svIkAra kara rahA hai tathA zIghrAtizIghra jisake pracAra kI pratIkSA kI jA rahI hai| vaha dRSTi hai sAmyavAda (kaoNmyUnijama) arthAt sabhI ko samAna adhikAra dilAnA / zAnti ke usa pujArI ke hRdaya meM jise tU Aja apane Adarza rUpa meM apane sAmane dekha rahA hai tathA bhramavaza jise tUne akarmaNya tathA pRthvI kA bhAra mAna liyA thA, svayaM eka krAnti utpanna huI / jisa prakAra cAra vyaktiyoM vAle apane kuTumba kI AvazyakatAoM ko pUrI karane ke pazcAt hI Apa apanI AvazyakatA kA vicAra karate haiM, jisa prakAra apane kuTumba kI prasannatA meM hI Apa apanI prasannatA mAnate haiM, usake sukha meM hI apanA sukha samajhate haiM tathA usake lie apanA sarvasva tyAgakara bhI Apako santoSa hotA hai; usI prakAra vaha yogI jisakI dRSTi meM sAmyatA ne vAsa kiyA hai, sarva ora se nirAza huI zAnti ne jisakA Azraya liyA hai, jisako sarvatra apanA hI rUpa dikhAI detA hai, jisake lie sarva sRSTi eka brahmasvarUpa ho gaI hai, jisako sarva prANI Izvara ke AvAsa bhAsate haiM, jisake lie samasta vizva usakA kuTumba hai, (de0 26.10) jisake liye kuTumba meM se kisI eka kI bhI pIr3A usakI apanI pIr3A hai aura kisI eka kA bhI sukha usakA apanA sukha hai yadi vaha isa vizva ke lie apanA sarvasva tyAga de to kyA Azcarya kI bAta hai ? terI dRSTi saMkucita hai, isI se usake antara- pariNAmoM kA paricaya pAne meM asamartha hai| vaha vizva kA pitA hai, apanI sampUrNa AvazyakatAoM ko vizva kI AvazyakatAoM kI pUrti ke liye balidAna kara dene meM use prasannatA hI hotI hai, kyoMki usane yaha kArya kisI ke dabAva se nahIM kiyA hai, svayaM vizva ke prati apane karttavya ko pahicAna kara kiyA hai| isI bhAva kA spaSTa citraNa Age 'uttama tyAga' vAle 42veM adhikAra meM kiyA gayA hai| bhalA aisA vizva pitA kyA pRthvI kA bhAra ho sakatA hai ? yaha zabda kahanA to dUra sunate hue bhI kalejA kA~pa uThatA hai / jisane vizva ke lie apanA sarvasva tyAga diyA, vaha pRthvI kA bhAra nahIM balki pRthvI kA gaurava hai, pRthvI ke pApoM kA, isake aparAdhoM kA va zApoM kA bhAra dUra karane vAlA hai 1 Aja vizva bhautika dRSTi se unnati ke patha para pragati karate hue bhI zAnti kI dRSTi se avanati kI ora jA rahA hai / cAroM ora trAhi-trAhi macI hai, nitya kI bar3hatI huI AvazyakatAoM kI pUrti ke yogya paryApta sAmagrI ke abhAva meM asantoSa bar3hatA jA rahA hai| eka dUsare kI ora saMzaya kI dRSTi se, bhaya kI dRSTi se dekha rahA hai| eka vyakti dUsare kI sampatti kI ora lAlaca kI dRSTi se dekha rahA hai| AkAza para chAye hue yuddha ke bAdaloM ne saba ora andhakAra kara diyA hai| vizva jIvana va mRtyu ke jhUle meM jhUla rahA hai aura nirAza - sA khar3A apane dina gina rahA hai| dUsarI ora aTTahAsa karatI mRtyu apanI anekoM zaktiyoM ko sAtha liye bhaya kA prasAra kara rahI hai| jIvana bhAra bana cukA hai| kaisI dayanIya avasthA hai isakI Aja ? aparigrahatA hI isakA pratikAra hai anya kucha nahIM / vItarAgI va zAntamudrA ina yogI-janoM ko pRthvI kA bhAra batAne vAle, o kRtaghnI mAnava ! aba bhI sambhala / yadi jIvana cAhatA hai to apanI bhUla para pazcAtApa kara / jagata ke bhAra ko harane vAle una yogiyoM ke abhAva ke kAraNa hI vAstava meM Aja jagata kA bhAra bar3ha gayA hai aura yadi apane vacanoM ko vApisa lekara tUne pazcAtApa na kiyA to car hI DUbe binA na rhegaa| 'yaha jagata ko kyA de rahA hai ?' yaha prazna bhI bar3A asaMgata hai kyoMki vAstava meM 'vaha' vaha kucha de rahA hai jo koI nahIM de sakatA, sukha kA upAya, eka jIvana- Adarza, jisa para calakara Aja kA mAnava tathA samasta vizva isa bhAvI- mRtyu se apanI rakSA kara sakatA hai; vaha sandeza jisakA mUlya triloka kI sampatti se bhI cukAyA nahIM jA sktaa| yadi koI usa sandeza ko grahaNa na kare to unakA kyA doSa ? 'kisI acchI bAta ko yadi dUsarA koI grahaNa na kare to vaha bhI usako chor3a de' yaha koI nyAya nahIM / DarAne ke lie yaha bAta kahI jA rahI ho, aisA nahIM hai balki saiddhAntika satya batAyA jA rahA hai| aparigrahI jIvana se sAkSAt abhAva ke kAraNa tathA usa Adarza ke prati bahumAna ke sthAna para ghRNA praveza ho jAne ke kAraNa hI

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33. aparigraha 5. AMzika aparigrahatA Aja kA mAnava, dUsare ke prati apane karttatya se vimukha huA, atyanta svArthI banA, dUsaroM kI AvazyakatAoM kI paravAha na karatA huA, dUsaroM kI zAnti ko pada-dalita karatA huA, bhUlA huA, apanI zAnti kI khoja karane kA jo prayAsa kara rahA hai, kyA usameM phala laganA sambhava hai ? kadApi nahIM, dUsaroM kI zAnti ko bAdhita karake na koI zAnta rahA hai aura na raha skegaa| lAlaca kI bar3hatI jvAlA tathA adhikAdhika saJcaya kI bhAvanA svayaM usako bhasma kara degii| isa agni ko santoSa jala ke dvArA hI bujhAyA jA sakatA hai, eTamabama ke dvArA nahIM / aparigraha ke Adarza-bhUta yogiyoM ke prati bahamAna ke na rahane ke kAraNa hI maiM apanI daivI saMskRti ko bhUlakara AsurI saMskRti apanAne daur3a rahA huuN| kevala zatrutA, asantoSa, cintAyeM va bhaya hI mAno Aja merA gaurava bana gayA hai| bho prANI ! tanika vicAra to sahI ki kaba taka calegI yaha avasthA ? tU nahIM to terI santAna isake duSpariNAma se bacI na raha skegii| Aja hamArI bhArata sarakAra bhI deza meM isa asantoSa ke bar3hate hue vega kI rokathAma karane ke liye anekoM niyama lAgU karatI jA rahI hai jo tujhe Aja acche pratIta nahIM hote / kyoM hoM, saMgraha kiyA huA hai na tUne ? pUjIpati jo ThaharA tU, tujhe kyA paravAha dUsare kI AvazyakatAoM kI ? terA hRdaya una niyamoM ke viruddha upadrava karane ke liye prerita kara rahA hai tujhe, para kyA kare sAhasa nahIM / tere vicAra vAle deza meM haiM hI kitane ? dhikkAra hai usa svArtha ko jisane tere hI bhAiyoM ke prati tujhe itanA hRdaya-zUnya banA diyaa| aba bhI sambhala, bhale koI aura na samajhe tU to smjh| tajhako aparigrahI guruoM kI zaraNa prApta haI hai, tere hRdaya meM isa Adarza ke prati bahamAna utpanna haA hai, ta inheM pRthvI kA bhAra kahane ke lie taiyAra nahIM, tUne unako bhava-samudra meM par3I naukA kA khevanahAra svIkAra kiyA hai / isa Adarza se tU kucha grahaNa kara / Adarza kA saccA bahumAna vahI hai jo jIvana ko usa ora jhukA de, kevala zabdoM meM kahane kA yA pATha par3hane kA nAma bhakti va bahumAna nahIM hai / yaha Adarza mUka-bhASA meM tujhe aparigrahatA kA pATha par3hA rahA hai| parigraha arthAt pari + grahaNa / 'pari' arthAt 'samantAt' sarva ora se grahaNa / dasoM dizAoM se, hara prakAra, nyAya-anyAya tathA yogyAyogya ke viveka binA, nija caitanya ke atirikta anya padArthoM ke grahaNa kI bhAvanA va icchA parigraha hai| isa icchA kA tyAga so aparigraha / kevala padArtha kA nAma parigraha nahIM balki usake grahaNa kI icchA kA nAma parigraha hai / yadi aisA na ho to atyanta asantoSI jIvana bitAne vAle nirdhana-jana bhI aparigrahI khlaayeNge| parantu aisA nahIM hai kyoMki yaha parigraha-niSedha vAstava meM padArthoM ke lie yA Adarza kI nakala ke lie nahIM kiyA jA rahA hai balki unake grahaNa kI icchA ke niSedha ke liye kiyA jA rahA hai / vaha bhI isalie ki ye icchAyeM hI azAnti va asantoSa kI jananI haiM aura inake abhAva meM hI santoSa va zAnti hai / jise zAnti ke atirikta kucha nahIM cAhiye, usake hRdaya meM kaise avakAza pA sakatI haiM ye icchAyeM aura icchAoM ke abhAva meM kaise ho sakatA hai sampatti kA grahaNa tathA saJcaya ? sarakArI niyama ke dabAva se nahIM balki apane hita ke lie, svayaM atyanta harSa va ullAsapUrvaka, ina icchAoM ke tyAga kI bAta hai| kisI ke dabAva se kiyA gayA tyAga vAstava meM tyAga nhiiN| isa parigraha arthAt saJcaya kI icchA ke kAraNa, kitane prANiyoM ko tujhase anekoM prakAra kI pIr3AyeM pahu~ca rahI haiM ? isake AdhAra para upaje saMkalpa-vikalpoM ke jAla meM phaMsakara tU kyA kucha anartha nahIM kara rahA hai ? hiMsA kA eka bar3A bhAga isI icchA kI mahAna upaja hai aura isalie parigraha hiMsA kI jananI hai, mahAna hiMsA hai / jIvana ko saMyamI banAne tathA hiMsA se bacAne ke lie parigraha kA tyAga atyanta Avazyaka hai, isake binA sarva saMyama nirmUla hai| 5. AMzika aparigrahatA-aho ! kaisI ulTI bAta calatI hai ? loga Ate haiM prabhu kI pUjA ko isaliye ki dharma hogA jisake kAraNa adhika dhana milegA, prabhu para chatra car3hAte haiM isalie ki dhana milegA; parantu yahA~ batalAyA jA rahA hai ki prabhu kA darzana karo isalie ki usakA Adarza jIvana meM utara jAya, jaisA aparigrahI vaha hai vaisA hI svayaM bana jaay| vicitra bAta hai parantu Azcarya na kara kyoMki vahI vastu dI jA sakatI hai jo ki kisI ke pAsa ho| isa aparigrahI Adarza ke pAsa dhana hai hI kahA~ jo tujhe de degA? isase dhana kI yAcanA karanA bhUla hai| usake pAsa hai aparigrahatA, vItarAgatA aura use hI yaha de bhI sakatA hai, de bhI rahA hai, roma-roma se vItarAgatA kI kiraNeM phUTI par3atI haiM,

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33. aparigraha 7. aparigrahatA svayaM sukha koI lene vAlA caahie| tU isa parama saubhAgya se vaJcita na raha / isa vartamAna gRhastha- dazA meM bhale hI ekadama isa Adarzavat pUrNa aparigrahI banane meM samartha na ho, para dhIre-dhIre tyAga kA abhyAsa karate rahane se kyA tere andara vaisI hI zakti utpanna na ho jAyegI ? avazya ho jaayegii| Avazyaka vastuoM kA na sahI para anAvazyaka vastuoM kA tyAga to sahaja kara hI sakatA hai aura isase tere gRhastha meM koI bAdhA bhI nahIM AtI / gRhastha ko calAne ke lie AvazyakatAnusAra dhanopArjana kA na sahI, para AvazyakatA se adhika dhanopArjana kA tyAga to kara hI sakatA hai aura dhIre-dhIre apanI AvazyakatAoM meM bhI kramaza: kamI kara hI sakatA hai / 234 6. parigraha svayaM duHkha- parigraha- saJcaya kI bhAvanAoM meM andhA huA tU dUsaroM ke prati apane karttavya ko bhUlA to bhUlA, parantu yaha bhI bhUla gayA ki jisake pIche tU sukha ke lie daur3a rahA hai vahI tere lie duHkha kA kAraNa bana baiThA hai| jisakA saJcaya tU apanI rakSA ke lie karatA hai vaha svayaM terA hanana kara rahA hai, terI zAnti kA ghAta kara rahA hai| tU sAkSAt isameM duHkha dekhatA huA bhI nahIM dekhatA, yaha mahAna Azcarya hai / dekha bhAI ? maiM darzAtA hU~ tujhe isa parigraha kA spaSTa duHkha / tanika dhyAna de ina sundara vastroM kI ora jinako tUne zarIra kI rakSA ke lie grahaNa kiyA, parantu jinakI rakSA tujhe svayaM karanI par3a rahI hai / thakAvaTa anubhava karate hue bhI tathA baiThane kI icchA hote hue bhI tU baiTha nahIM sakatA, painTa kI krIja jo bigar3a jAegI, hajAra rupaye kI sAr3I para huA z2arI kA kAma jo khusaTa jaaegaa| Aja vastra tere lie nahIM balki tU vastra ke lie hai kyoMki vastra zarIra kI rakSA ke lie na hokara Aja zarIra ko sajAne ke lie haiN| kheda hai ki phira bhI isa vastra ko tU sukha kA kAraNa mAna rahA hai I kyA kabhI dhyAna diyA hai ghara meM par3e usa ar3aMge kI ora, jisakI rakSA tU varSoM se karatA calA A rahA hai parantu jo kabhI tere upayoga meM nahIM AtA ? divAlI ke samaya ghara kI safAI karate hue jaba usakA Dhera terI dRSTi ke sAmane AtA hai to tU svayaM usako dekhakara ghabarA jAtA hai, use pheMka dene kI icchA karatA hai, parantu safAI karane ke pazcAt sAmAna ko yathAsthAna rakhate samaya puna: vaha ar3A pUrvavat apane sthAna para pahu~ca jAtA hai, aura usa kSaNika ghabarAhaTa ko jo tujhe use dekhakara huI thI tU phira bhUla jAtA hai| tanika vicAra to kara ki ghara meM par3A yaha saba vastuoM kA Dhera yadi eka sthAna para lagAkara dekhe, to kitanI vastue~ aisI hoMgI jo tere nitya prayoga meM Ane vAlI haiM ? yadi sarva vastue~ eka hajAra hoM to sambhavata: 50 vastue~ hI aisI mileMgI jo nitya prayoga meM A rahI haiN| kucha 150 vastue~ aisI mileMgI jo kadAcit prayoga meM A jAtI haiN| parantu zeSa 800 vastue~ to aisI hI dikhAI deMgI usa Dhera meM jo kaI varSoM se kAma meM nahIM AI haiM aura na hI jinakI bhaviSya meM koI AvazyakatA pratIta hotI hai, yA aisI haiM jinakA terI dainika vazyakatAoM se to sambandha nahIM parantu netra - indriya kI tRpti ke lie athavA kevala apanI dRSTi meM apane kamaroM ko sajjita banAne mAtra ke lie rakha chor3I haiN| kabhI vicArA hai yaha ki isa anAvazyaka ar3aMge ko uThAne-dharane ke lie, isakI safAI ke lie, isakI vyavasthA ke lie tathA isakI rakSA ke lie anekoM vikalpoM meM se gujarate hue tujhe kitanI vyAkulatA hotI hai ? para kheda hai ki phira bhI tU use sukha kA kAraNa mAna rahA hai / sukha to hai icchA kI pUrti meM, parantu kyA dhana saJcaya karane kI icchA kabhI pUrI honI sambhava hai ? tIna loka kI sampatti bhI jisa icchA meM paramANuvat bhAsatI hai / usakI pUrti anantAnanta jIvoM meM vibhAjita isa sImita sampatti se kaise ho sakegI ? sampatti sImita hai aura icchA asIma / icchA kI pUrti ke abhAva meM tU kaise isa dhana saJcaya se sukha prApta kara sakegA ? yaha saJcaya to terI icchA ko aura bhar3akAnevAlA hai aura isa kAraNa adhika azAnti va vyAkulatA kA kAraNa hai, parantu Azcarya hai ki isako hI tU sukha kA kAraNa mAna rahA hai / 7. aparigrahatA svayaM sukha bho cetana ! adhika dhanavAna banane se lAbha bhI kyA hai ? 'adhika dhanavAna kauna' kyA isa bAta para vicArA hai kabhI ? kyA vaha, jisakA karor3oM rupayA fAlatU baiMkoM meM par3A hai athavA kisI farma meM lagA hai; yA ki vaha jisane sarvasva tyAga diyA hai ? vicAra to sahI ki kyA baiMka Adi meM par3e athavA tijorI meM par3e rupaye ko athavA svarNa Adi sampatti ko sAkSAt rUpa se koI bhoga rahA hai ? kyA vaha usake prayoga meM A rahI hai ? usakA bhoga to koI aura hI kara rahA hai aura santoSa ho rahA use / kyoM ? kevala isa kAraNa ki usakI buddhi meM, usake jJAna

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33. aparigraha 7. aparigrahatA svayaM sukha , yaha dhAraNA par3I hai ki amuka sthAna para par3A rupayA merA hai| basa vaha bhoga to rahA hai jJAna meM par3I svAmitva viSayaka usa dhAraNA ko aura Ananda A rahA hai use aisA mAno vaha svayaM bhoga rahA ho dhana ko / isI prakAra yadi tU bhI sarva vizva ko apanA kuTumba samajhakara (de0 26.10), vizva rUpI baiMkoM meM par3I triloka kI sampatti meM yaha dhAraNA banA le ki yaha saba merI hai, merA kuTumba hI ise bhoga rahA hai, to kyA tujhe vaisA hI Ananda na AyegA jaisA ki use svayaM bhogane se ? isa prakAra dekhane se tU hI batA ki donoM meM kauna adhika dhanavAna pratIta hotA hai ? hIMga lage na phiTakarI raMga cokhA hI cokhA / dhana kamAne ke vikalpoM meM pha~se binA tathA azAnti meM par3e binA tIna loka kA adhipati banane kI bAta hai aura isa prakAra vAstava meM sarvasva tyAgI hI yathArtha dhanika hai, bhautika dhana kA bhI tathA santoSa-dhana kA bhI / 235 vaisA banane kA lakSya banA hai to kyoM ina do cAra ThIkaroM kI camaka meM andhA ho apanI zAnti kA galA ghoMTa rahA hai, kyoM apanA kartavya bhUla baiThA hai, kyoM sva va para-prANoM kA hanana kara rahA hai ? samajha, idhara A, santoSa dhara, jIvana kI AvazyakatAoM ko sImita kara tathA usa sImA se adhika, saJcaya kA prayAsa chor3a de| Agare ke paM0 banArasIdAsa jI kA va paM0 sadAsukhadAsa jI kA jIvana yAda kara / ve bhI gRhastha the, jinake santuSTa hRdaya ne apane Upara prasanna hue DipTI se, bajAe yaha mA~gane ke ki unakA vetana bar3hA diyA jAe, yaha mA~gA thA ki unakA vetana 8 rupaye kI bajAya 6 rupaye kara diyA jAe aura kArya bajAe ATha ghaNTe ke chaH ghaNTe liyA jAe, jisase ki ve zeSa do ghaNToM meM apanI zAnti kI upAsanA kara skeN| yaha usI samaya sambhava huA jabaki unakI dainika AvazyakatAe~ bahuta kama thIM, unakA jIvana sImita thA / bhautika dhana se kahIM adhika unakI dRSTi meM santoSa-dhana kA mUlya thA / vaisA hI tU bhI banane kA prayatna kara aura tU anubhava karegA sAkSAt rUpa se, jIvana meM dhIre-dhIre praveza karatI usa zAnti kA / yadi aparigrahI Adarza kI zaraNa meM AyA hai, yadi vIra prabhu kA va digambara- guruoM kA upAsaka kahalAne meM apanA gaurava samajhatA hai, to avazya apane jIvana meM uparokta rIti se kucha na kucha santoSa utpanna kara / santoSa-dhana hI vAstavika dhana hai kyoMki yaha pratyeka jIva ke svAmitva meM pRthak-pRthak apanA-apanA hI utpanna hotA hai, aura kisI anya ke dvArA baMTavAyA nahIM jA sakatA / sImita icchA kI pUrti meM santoSa ho jAne ke kAraNa yahA~ hI sukha sambhava hai / ata: sonA-cA~dI, rupayA-paisA, ghara-jAyadAda, kapar3A-bartana, tAMgA - moTara, pazu Adi vastuoM kA aura sajAvaTa kI vastuoM kA parimANa tathA sImA bAMdhakara apane jIvana ko kucha halkA banA / Adarza kI zaraNa kA phala yahI hai / vIra bhAmAzAha kA Adarza aparigraha vrata yaha saba sampatti merI hai hI kaba / vizva kI hai, vizva kI rhegii|

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34. uttama-kSamA ( 1. sAmAnya paricaya; 2. gRhastha kI kSamA; 3. sAdhu kI kSamA; 4. adhyAtma sambodhana; 5. gRhastha ko prernnaa| 1. sAmAnya paricaya koho pIiM paNAser3a mANo vinnynnaasnno| mAyA mittANi nAser3a, loho svvvinnaasnno|| uvasameNa haNe kohaM, mANaM maddavayA jinne| mAyaM ca'jjavabhAveNa, lobhaM saMtosao jinne|| "krodha prIti ko naSTa karatA hai aura mAna vinaya ko, mAyA maitrI ko naSTa karatI hai aura lobha sarva-vinAzaka hai| ata: kaSAyoM ko jItanA sAdhu kA sarvapradhAna tathA sarvaprathama karttavya hai| unheM cAhie ki kSamA se krodha kA hanana kareM aura mArdava se mAna ko jIteM, Arjava se mAyA ko aura santoSa se lobha ko jIteM / " sAdhu-dharma kI prakriyA meM uttama-kSamA Adi dasa dharmoM kA ullekha kiyA gayA hai / aba unakA krama se vistAra karanA hai| pahalA dharma hai 'uttm-kssmaa'| khammAmi savvajIvANaM, sabve jIvA khamantu me| mittI meM savvabhUdesu, veraM majhaM Na keNa vi|| "maiM saba jIvoM ko kSamA karatA hU~, sarva jIva bhI mujhe kSamA kareM / merA unake prati maitrI kA bhAva hai aura kisI ke sAtha bhI mujhe vaira nahIM hai|" isa prakAra ke Atma-pariNAma kA nAma hai uttama-kSamA / krodhAgni ko bujhAne ke lie isake atirikta aura koI zItaladhArA nhiiN| kSamA kA artha hai zAnti aura pariNAmoM meM krodha kA na AnA hai zAnti / vAstava meM krodha hai vaha bhala jisake kAraNa apanI mahimA antaraMga meM jAgata hotI nhiiN| bhogAdi sAmagrI meM apane abhAva karake avinAzI zAnti kI avahelanA karanA anantA krodha hai / 'parapadArthoM kA maiM kucha kara sakatA hU~ aura para kI sahAyatA ke binA maiM kucha nahIM kara sakatA' aisI dhAraNA ke dvArA apanI zakti kA tiraskAra karanA, usake prati anantA krodha hai / prabho ! apanI zakti ko pahicAna, dUsare kI ora dekhanA chor3a, apane lie prayAsa kara, apanI zakti se prayAsa kara, dUsare se sahAyatA mAMgakara bhikhArI mata bn|| gRhastha va sAdhu ke jIvana meM mahAna antara hai, isalie unakI kSamA meM bhI mahAna antara hai| gRhastha avasthA meM rahate hue vyakti ko anekoM avasara krodha ke A jAte haiM, sAdhu ko itane nahIM Ate / alpa-dazA ke kAraNa gRhastha ko tIvra krodha bhI A jAtA hai parantu sAdhu ko tIvra krodha kA to prazna nahIM, manda bhI prAya: nahIM AtA hai| yadi kadAcit A bhI jAe to vaha use bAhara prakaTa hone nahIM detA, andara hI andara use zAnta kara dene kA prayatna karatA hai| krodha bAhara meM prakaTa huA to sAdhu kAhe kA ? 2. gRhastha kI kSamA-aba pahale sunie gRhastha kI uttm-kssmaa| kSamA kaI prakAra kI ho sakatI hai| eka vaha kSamA jo kisI pratidvandI ke dvArA kisI bhI prakAra apanI kSati ho jAne para usase badalA lene kI zakti kA abhAva hone ke kAraNa cuppI sAdhakara kara lI jAtI hai, parantu antaraMga meM abhiprAya yaha par3A rahatA hai ki 'yadi zakti hotI to maz2A cakhA detA isako / acchA, aba na sahI, phira dekha luuNgaa|' isa prakAra antaraMga meM kaTu dveSa kI jvAlA meM bhunate hue bhI bAhara se kaha denA ki 'jA tujhe kSamA kiyaa| isI ke antargata vaha krodha bhI A jAtA hai jo aMtaraMga meM na jAne kaba se cale Aye dveSa ke rUpa meM par3A rahatA hai aura bAhara meM usa vyakti se khUba mitratA sarIkhI dikhAtA hai, sahAnubhUti darzAtA hai ityAdi / isako kahate haiM mAtsarya / isa prakAra ke dikhAvaTI bhAva ko to loka meM bhI kSamA nahIM kahate, taba isa prakaraNa meM kaise kaha sakate haiN| vaha krodha se bhI adhika ghAtaka hai, kyoMki bahuta lambe samaya taka barAbara antaraGga meM dveSa banA rahatA hai|

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34. uttama-kSamA 237 3. sAdhu kI kSamA dUsare prakAra kI bhI kSamA hai, jo pratidvandI ko khUba mAra-pITa kara apane aramAna nikAla lene ke pazcAt 'jA mAfa kiyA, phira aisA na karanA' aise karane meM AtI hai / vaha bhI saccI kSamA nahIM hai, kahane mAtra kI hai / zakti ke anusAra jo kucha karanA thA kara liyA, krodha nikAla liyA, phira kSamA kyA kiyA? yaha bhI dveSa kI koTi meM A jAtI hai, parantu pahale ke dveSa aura isa dveSa meM mahAna antara hai pahale dveSa kI apekSA isa dveSa kI zakti kama hai, kyoMki yaha utane hI samaya mAtra ke liye rahakara samApta ho jAtA hai, pIche milane para usa vyakti se koI vizeSa ghRNA nahIM hotii| asalI kSamA vaha hai jisameM dveSa kA nAma na ho / gRhastha ko vaha kaise hotI hai ? dekhiye / karttavya-parAyaNa gRhastha ke lie apanA karttavya nibhAte hue dveSa karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM / ahiMsA vAle prakaraNa ke antargata virodhI-hiMsA kI bAta AI hai jo ki saMyamI-gRhastha bhI avasara Ane para kara gujaratA hai, parantu gaura karake dekhane para vahA~ Apako dveSa dikhAI nahIM degaa| zatru se yuddha dveSavaza nahIM kiyA jAtA, balki Atma-rakSA yA nija sammAna kI rakSA ke lie kiyA jAtA hai aura isalie yadi kadAcit zatru ko jIta liyA jAe to use taMga nahIM kiyA jAtA balki zAnti-pUrvaka samajhA bujhAkara tathA kucha upayogI zikSAyeM dekara turanta chor3a diyA jAtA hai| usakI dRSTi kevala AtmarakSA kI thI so vaha ho gaI, isake atirikta aura kucha nahIM cAhie thA, isalie avasara bIta jAne ke pazcAt vaha vyakti pahale kI bhA~ti hI dIkhane lagatA hai / yadi pahale mitra thA to aba bhI mitra dIkhatA hai aura yadi pahale sAmAnya manuSya thA arthAt na zatru thA na mitra to aba bhI vaisA hI dIkhatA hai / yaha hai gRhastha kI saccI kssmaa| bhArata ke vIroM kA yahI Adarza rahA hai / bhagavAna rAma ne rAvaNa para car3hAI kI, parantu antima samaya taka yahI prayatna karate rahe ki kisI prakAra yuddha na karanA par3e to ThIka / zakti kI kamI ho isalie nahIM balki isalie ki antaraMga meM rAvaNa ke prati koI dveSa nahIM thaa| unheM apane sammAna kI rakSA ke liye sItA darakAra thI aura kucha nahIM / unheM rAvaNa kI svarNamayI laMkA kI bilkula icchA nahIM thI aura isIlie antima samaya taka yahI sandeza bhejate rahe rAvaNa ke pAsa ki sItA lauTA do to hama yuddha nahIM kareMge, hameM tujhase koI zatrutA nahIM hai / para rAvaNa na mAnA to kyA kareM ? sammAna kI rakSA to usa samaya kartavya thA hI / yadi usa samaya usa karttavya ko pUrA na karate to kAyara the / parantu aisI paristhiti upasthita ho jAne para sAdha kA isa prakAra kA kartavya nahIM hai kyoMki aisI dazA meM sAdhu ko saba samAna haiN| Atma-sammAna hai, zAnti meM bAdhaka unake apane pariNAma hI unake zatru haiM, isalie yadi yuddha karate haiM to antara-pariNAmoM se, bAhara ke kisI vyakti se nahIM, kyoMki unakI dRSTi meM koI zatru hai hI nahIM / ve yadi bAhara meM kisI vyakti se yuddha kareM to kAyara haiM / dazA bheda ho jAne se kArya meM bheda par3a jAtA hai / apanA karttavya pUrNa karane ko ve (rAma) yadyapi rAvaNa se lar3e parantu jIta hone ke pazcAt usase anucita vyavahAra na kiyA, usakA sammAna kiyA tathA lakSmaNa ko use guru svIkAra karane kI AjJA dI / sItA mAtra ko lekara vApisa A gae, laMkA kI eka vastu bhI nahIM chuI / unheM AvazyakatA hI na thI kisI padArtha kii| batAiye kyA rAma ko krodha thA rAvaNa para? yaha hai eka gRhastha kI uttm-kssmaa| pRthvIrAja ne sAta bAra muhammada gaurI ko yuddha meM bandI banAyA parantu hara bAra use samajhAkara chor3a diyA, usakA kucha bhI nahIM chInA / AtmarakSA karanI iSTa thI, ho gaI, Age kucha nahIM kiyA, kyoMki muhammada gorI se koI dveSa nahIM thA use / pRthvIrAja vIra thA, kSamA usakA bhUSaNa thA, use apane bala para vizvAsa thA, apanI kSamA ke karttavya ko bhUlakara vaha kAyara nahIM bananA cAhatA thaa| yaha thI bhArata ke vIroM kI Adarza-kSamA / kAyaroM ko zobhA nahIM detI yaha, vIroM kA bhUSaNa hai yaha / bhale hI Aja kA yuga use bhramavaza pRthvIrAja kI bhUla batAtA ho aura usake isa mahAna kRtya ko bhArata kI parAdhInatA kA kAraNa batAtA ho, paranta jagata kI yaha bAta svArtha meM se nikala rahI hai kartavya meM se nahIM. pAmaratA me se nikala rahI hai vIratA meM se nhiiN| jisa kSamA ko kAyaratA kahA jAtA hai vahI saccI vIratA thii| bhArata kA hrAsa pRthvIrAja kI isa kSamA ke kAraNa nahIM huA, balki huA jayacanda ke usa dveSa ke kAraNa jisake vazIbhUta hokara ki usane pRthvIrAja se badalA lene ke lie zatru se sAja-gANTha kii| doSI kI dRSTi meM doSa to dIkhatA nahIM, guNa meM se doSa nikAlane kA prayatna karatA hai| Aja ke svArthI va kAyara logoM kI dRSTi bhI doSa khojane ke lie pRthvIrAja kI ora jAtI hai, jayacanda kI ora nahIM jo ki vAstava meM doSI thaa|

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238 34. uttama-kSamA 3. sAdhu kI kSamA 3. sAdhu kI kSamA-yaha huI gRhastha kI uttama-kSamA / aba suniye sAdhu kI kSamA / uparokta prakAra kisI ke sAtha yuddha ThAnane kI sthiti se vaha nikala cukA hai| yadyapi usake pAsa koI padArtha aisA nahIM jisakA apaharaNa karane ke lie koI use taMga kare, isaliye kisI ke prati use krodha Ane kA prazna nhiiN| saMjvalana kaSAyodaya ke AdhAra para krodha kI kamara thapathapAnA sAdhu ke liye Atma hanana karanA hai| saMjvalana kaSAya bahuta manda hotI hai aura kabhI bAhara meM prakaTa hone nahIM pAtI, kyoMki gRhastha-dazA meM hI kaSAyoM ke saMskAroM kA bahuta aMzoM meM vaha vinAza kara cukA hai| eka sAdhaka gRhastha ko bhI, bAta-bAta para krodha yA anya kaSAya utpanna nahIM hotI to sAdhu ko kaise ho sakatI hai ? ___ tadapi AhAra Adi ke artha carcA karate hue kadAcit nagaroM meM jAnA par3e aura koI ajJAnIjana yA koI pazu kadAcit upasarga kare to ho sakatA hai ki krodha A jAya / aura usa mahAna yogezvara meM to Atma zakti bhI atula hai, bhale hI zarIra se nirbala dIkhatA ho, para bar3I-bar3I RddhiyoM kA svAmI hai / vaha cAhe to eka dRSTi meM bhasma kara de use, yA zApa dekara kaSTa-sAgara meM DubA de use / parantu sacce yogiyoM kA yaha karttavya nhiiN| yadi apanI RddhiyoM kA prayoga bAhara meM kisI prANI para karatA hai to vaha yogI nahIM kAyara hai| yogI kisI ko zApa nahIM diyA karate, RddhiyA~ hote hae bhI unakA prayoga nahIM kiyA karate / para-kalyANa ke lie yadi karanA par3e to kadAcit kara bhI leM parantu kisI prANI ko, vaha doSI ho yA nirdoSa, kisI bhI ucita va anacita kAraNavaza ve pIr3A nahIM pahu~cAte, bhale prANa cale jaayeN| ve siMha banakara nikale haiM, zarIra ko lalakAra kara nikale haiM, ina prANoM kA unakI dRSTi meM koI mUlya nahIM / ve laukika nahIM alaukika yuddha lar3ate haiM jo bar3e se bar3A yoddhA bhI lar3ane meM samartha nahIM / ve alaukika zatruoM kI jItate haiM jinheM koI jItane meM samartha nhiiN| una kAyaroM para kyA vAra kareM jinako karttavya-akarttavya kA tathA hita-ahita kA bhI viveka nahIM / unake zatru bAhara dIkhane vAle manuSya va pazu nahIM haiM, cAhe sAkSAt zarIra kA bhakSaNa kyoM na karate hoM, isako agni meM kyoM na DAlate hoM, ubalate hue tela ke kar3hAye meM kyoM na pheMkate hoM, kuttoM se kyoM na nucavAte hoM, kyoMki jise ve kSati pahu~cA rahe haiM usa zarIra ko apanA mAnate hI nahIM ve aura jo nija-caitanya unakA zarIra hai use koI kSati pahu~cA nahIM sktaa| unake vAstavika zatru haiM antaraGga meM unake kaSAyAnuraMjita ve pariNAma jo unheM vAstava meM kSati pahu~cA sakate haiM arthAt unakI zAnti bhaMga kara sakate haiN| yogiyoM kA bala kAyara vyaktiyoM para nahIM ina atyanta subhaTa zatruoM para calatA hai| kyA kisI kSatriya kI khaDga kisI strI para yA napuMsaka para uThatI hai ? bhale usake prANa cale jAyeM para kyA vaha inake prati yuddha ThAnatA hai, inako apanA parAkrama dikhalAtA hai ? dhanya haiM ve, unakI dRSTi vilakSaNa hai, ve prANiyoM yA vastuoM ko usa dRSTi se nahIM dekhate jisase ki hama dekhate haiM aura isIlie Azcarya hotA hai unake sAhasa para / ve saba ko tAtvika dRSTi se dekhate haiM, unakI dRSTi meM ve caitanya haiM aura zarIra jar3a, jisase unakA koI nAtA nhiiN| unakI dRSTi meM loka kI koI zakti unheM bAdhA pahu~cAne meM samartha nahIM, kyoMki ve acchedya haiM, avinazvara haiM, adAhya haiM arthAt ve jala nahIM skte| jaba ve chida bhida sakate hI nahIM, jala sakate hI nahIM, to koI kaise unheM chede-bhede yA jalAye / chedanA-bhedanA to rahA dUra, unheM kaSAya utpanna karAne kI zakti bhI kisI anya meM nahIM hai / ve svayaM krodhAdi kareM to kareM, koI anya nahIM karA sktaa| yahI to hai vastu kI svatantratA, jo viveka-jJAna vAle prakaraNa meM darzAyI jA cukI hai (dekho 9.4) / vicAriye to sahI ki yadi Apa mujhe gAlI deM yA mAreM, aura maiM krodha na karU~, to kyA Apa jabaradastI majhe krodha karA sakate haiM ? Apa merI icchA ke viruddha mujhe krodha nahIM karA skte| deza-bhaktoM ko aMgrejoM ne jela meM ThoMkA, anekoM kaSTa diye, parantu kyA unameM itanI sAmarthya thI ki unase jabaradastI unakI antaraGga dezabhakti ke bhAva ko chur3A dete ? mAnatuMga AcArya ko ar3atAlIsa tAloM ke andara banda kiyA, parantu kyA koI unake andara jAgRta huI prabhu-bhakti para pratibandha lagA sakA? Aja yadi maiM Apako kahU~ ki Apako krodha karanA par3egA to kyA Apa kara sakeMge ? mahAtmA buddha ko eka vyakti ne khUba gAliyA~ sunAI para ve sunate rahe zAnta bhAva se| jaba vaha vyakti cupa ho gayA to bole ki "bhAI ! yadi koI vastu maiM tumheM dUM aura tuma na lo to vaha vastu kisakI?" "jisane dI usakI / " "to basa Apane mujhe jo zabda diye, maiMne to unheM liyA nahIM kyoMki mujhe krodha AyA nahIM, yadi krodha A jAtA to sambhavata: kaha diyA jAtA ki maiMne unheM svIkAra kiyA hai| to aba

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34. uttama kSamA 239 4. adhyAtma-sambodhana batAo ye zabda kisake, Apake yA mere ?" lajjita ho gayA vaha becArA / zabdoM meM yadi zakti hotI to unheM krodha A jAtA / aisI dRSTi meM koI anya unheM bAdhA pahu~cA sake yaha zakti kisI meM nahIM / apanI hI kisI kamajorI ke kAraNa kadAcit krodhAdi Ate haiM, ata: vaha kamajorI hI zatru hai, usake prati hI unakA yuddha hai aura usako hI apanA parAkrama dikhAtA hai sAdhu 1 4. adhyAtma-sambodhana--- (1) uttama kSamA kI bAta calatI hai| ve mahAbhAgya-divyacakSu yogIjana apane andara ke zatruoM ko kaise jItate haiM ? alaukika jIvoM ke alaukika vicAra / yadi kadAcit unakA nagna veza dekhakara koI ajJAnI kaTu-vacanoM ke bANa calAne lage, "dekho baila sarIkhA nirlajja pazu kaise calA A rahA hai, asabhya kahIM kA, nAma mAtra ko manuSya hai, mUr3ha buddhi, DhoMga race phiratA hai, dekho to kitanA bholA dIkhatA hai Upara se, luccA kahIM kA" ityAdi anekoM vacanoM dvArA tIkhe bANa hI phaiMka rahA ho mAno, kaleje ko chalanI karate nikale jA rahe hoM jo / to ve parama - yogezvara usa samaya isa prakAra vicAra karate haiM ki "are cetana ! kyoM kalakalAhaTa sI ho gaI hai tere andara ina zabdoM ko sunane mAtra se ? basa isI birate para nikalA hai saMskAroM se yuddha karane ? abhI to tujhe kucha pIr3A bhI hone pAI nahIM, zarIra para bhI koI AghAta huA nahIM, phira yaha vyAkulatA sI kyoM ? batA to sahI ki kahA~ lage haiM ye vacana tujhako ? dAyeM-bAyeM, Upara-nIce kidhara bhI to cipake dikhAI nahIM dete ? kaise mAnatA hai apane ko ghAyala ? tU caitanya, brahma, acchedya va abhedya, isakA ghAyala honA to asambhava hai hI apitu yahA~ to yaha zarIra bhI ghAyala nahIM huA, tujhe pIr3A kyoM hone lagI ? kyA zabdoM meM itanI zakti hai ki binA AghAta pahu~cAye tujhe pIr3ita kara deM ? parantu aisA honA asambhava hai| aisA mAne to tere meM aura loka ke anya jIvoM meM antara hI kyA rahA ? kisa prakAra apane ko zAntipatha kA pathika kaha sakatA hai|" "kevala ina do-cAra zabdoM mAtra se tU kyoM apanI zAnti ko apane hAtha se luTA rahA hai, itanI durlabhatA se prApta karake ise muphta meM hI diye jA rahA hai ? kahA~ gaI terI buddhi, kahA~ gayA terA viveka, apane hita ko kyoM nahIM dekhatA ? isa samaya vizva meM sarvatra hI to kisI na kisI ke dvArA koI na koI zabda bolA jA rahA hai, unake dvArA kyoM vihvala nahIM ho rahA hai tU ? yaha bhI to vizva meM rahakara hI bola rahA hai, una asaMkhyAta zabdoM meM eka yaha bhI sahI / jaba unake dvArA tujhe bAdhA nahIM ho rahI hai to isI ke dvArA kyoM ho ? jahA~ kaTu-zabda bole jA rahe haiM, vahA~ isa vizva meM kahIM na kahIM miSTa va prazaMsA ke zabda bhI to bole hI jA rahe haiN| yadi inako sunatA hai to unako kyoM nahIM sunatA ?" " aura phira vaha bhI to jhUTha nahIM kaha rahA hai, doSa tujhameM hoMge tabhI to kahatA hai / vaha to bar3A upakAra kara rahA hai, tujhe tere doSa dikhAkara sAvadhAna kara rahA hai| kitanA dayAlu hai vaha ? niSkAraNa terA roga dUra karane kI bhAvanA karatA hai / aura yadi anahue doSa kaha rahA hai to bhI acchA hI hai ki 'bhaviSya meM doSa utpanna na ho jAyeM, aisI bhAvanA dvArA pAnI Ane se pahale hI pula bAndhane ko kaha rahA hai| isase acchI bAta aura kyA ho sakatI hai ?' aura bhI anekoM isI jAti ke zItala vicAroM dvArA usa avasara meM apane ko zAnta rakhatA hai vaha, krodhAgni ko uThane se pahale hI zAnta kara detA hai vaha / yaha hai yogI kI uttama kSamA / (2) yadi kadAcit aisA avasara bhI A par3e ki koI usake zarIra ko pITane lage, thappar3a mukke mArane lage, to bhI vaha vIra zAnti ko hAtha se jAne nahIM detA / vicAratA hai ki "are cetana ! kyA huA, kyoM pIr3A hotI hai, kyA koI bAdhA pahuMcI hai tujhe ? tU to aba bhI apanI sarva zaktiyoM ko sameTe pUrNa gupta apane jJAna-durga meM baiThA hai| kyA tujhe bhI kahIM thappar3a lagA hai ? lagA hai to batA, kahA~ pIr3A ho rahI hai tujhe ? kyA jJAna meM ? parantu jJAna meM pIr3A hone kA kyA kAma, vaha to jAnatA mAtra hai / kahA~ coTa lagI hai tujhe ? kyA zarIra kI coTa ko apanI coTa samajha baiThA hai ? are ! kahA~ calA gayA terA viveka ? yadi zarIra kI coTa ko coTa mAne to isa stambha para par3I coTa ko bhI apanI coTa mAnanA cAhie | kyA antara hai zarIra meM aura isa stambha meM ? vaha bhI jar3a aura yaha bhI jar3a / yadi krodha A jAtA to avazya mAnA jA sakatA thA ki tujhe coTa lagI hai| para krodha utpanna karane vAlA to tU svayaM hI hai, ye becAre prANI tujhako krodha kaise utpanna karAyeM, kauna sA aisA hathiyAra hai unake pAsa ? aura phira yadi zarIra ko kucha bAdhA pahu~cI bhI to kyA huA,

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34. uttama-kSamA 240 4. adhyAtma-sambodhana kara isakA vinAza to haA nahIM, tere saMyama meM to bAdhA par3I nahIM, terA mArga to rukA nahIM ? jitane dina bhI yaha hai utane dina taka to tU puruSArtha kara hI sakatA hai / kyoM itane mAtra se nirAza sA huA jAtA hai ?" ityAdi aneka prakAra ke vicAroM dvArA krodha para pratibandha lagA detA hai vaha, uThane se pahale hI use dabA detA hai vaha / yaha hai yogI kI uttm-kssmaa| (3) aura yadi kadAcit aisA avasara bhI A jAya ki koI prANa hI lene ko udyata huA ho, karoMta se cIrane ko taiyAra ho, bandUka tAne sAmane khar3A ho, andha-kUpa meM dhakelane ko taiyAra ho, AdhA jamIna meM gAr3a kara dahI chir3aka rahA ho zarIra para use kuttoM se nucavAne ke lie, pakate hue tela ke kar3hAye meM dhakelane ko taiyAra ho, kolhU meM DAla diyA ho isa zarIra ko, to bhI vaha nirbhIka siMhavat vicAratA hai "are cetana kyA huA hai, kyA soca rahA hai, kyoM bhayabhIta-sA dikhAI detA hai ? kyA isalie ki mRtyu Ane vAlI hai ? are to Ane de, kauna bar3I bAta hai, mRtyu AnA to svabhAva hI hai ? aura phira isa jarjarita zarIra ko chInakara eka nayA zarIra pradAna karane vAlI aisI mahA-mAtA se bhaya kAhe kA, isameM aniSTatA kAhe kI? yaha to terI upakArinI hai jo navIna zarIra pradAna karake tujhe terI sAdhanA meM sahAyatA dene ko udyata huI hai| kitanA bar3A upakAra kara rahI hai yaha terA? yadi mRtyu se hI Dara lagatA hai to apanI vAstavika mRtyu se kyoM nahIM DaratA, jo kSaNa-kSaNa-prati tujhe A rahI hai ? eka vikalpa haTakara dUsarA, dusarA haTakara tIsa cauthA, kSaNa-pratikSaNa jo terI zAnti kA ghAta kara rahe haiM / terA zarIra to zAnti hai, yaha camar3A nhiiN| isakI mRtyu terI mRtyu kaise ho sakatI hai ? zAnti kI mRtyu to yaha karane ko samartha nahIM, vaha to tU svayaM hI hai / yadi tU krodha kare to terI mRtyu avazya ho jAe, para ve becAre raMka to krodha karAne ko samartha nahIM, vaha to tU svayaM hI hai / taba ye tere ghAtaka kaise ho sakate haiM ? jo tujhe jAnate hI nahIM ve becAre terA ghAta kyA kareMge aura tujhe jo avinazvara jJAnapuJja jAnate haiM ve terA ghAta kyA kareMge? ve becAre ajJAnI svayaM nahIM jAnate ki kyA karane jA rahe haiM ve / ina para dveSa kaisA? kyA bAlakoM kI ajJAna-kriyA para bhI kabhI kisI ko dveSa huA karatA hai ? ye bhI to bAlaka hI haiM jinhoMne abhI A~kha kholakara dekhA hI nahIM / kaise jAna sakate haiM ki ve svayaM kauna haiM ?" "aura phira yadi inheM yaha kArya karane se prasannatA hI milatI hai to isameM terA kyA harja hai ? loga to bar3A-bar3A dAna dekara, bar3I-bar3I sevAe~ karake, bar3e-bar3e kaSTa jhelakara kisI ko prasanna karane kA prayatla kiyA karate haiM aura ye binA kucha kiye sahaja hI isa zarIra ke sAtha khela-khela kara prasanna ho rahe haiM, to isase acchI bAta kyA hai ? terA sarvasva to zAnti hai, use haraNa karane ko ye samartha nahIM aura phira bhI prasanna hue jA rahA hai, isase icchI bAta aura kyA hai ?" / kyA vicAratA hai, ki yaha terA zatru hai ? parantu bhI cetana ! kahA~ gaI terI buddhi ? kyA ho gayA hai Aja tujhe ? kyA nIMda A rahI hai ? are tujhe koI bar3A roga ho jAe, tU sar3aka ke kinAre par3A ho aura koI aparicita pathika tujhe apanI moTara meM baiThAkara haspatAla le jAye DAkTara se kahe ki DAkTara sAhaba ! merA sarvasva le lIjiye para ise acchA kara diijiye| to batA ki usa vyakti se tujhe dveSa hogA yA prema? basa kaSAyoM se pIr3ita tU eka rogI, yaha dayAlu-jIva ni:svArthasevI, apanA sarva puNya luTA kara tujhe isa roga se mukti dilAne AyA hai, terA sarva bhAra apane sara lene AyA hai| bhalA dveSa kA pAtra hai yA karuNA kA ?" (4) aura bhI, "yadi ghara meM tere putra ko baurAna ho jAe aura pAgalapana meM tere kAna kATane lage to usa para tujhe dayA AyegI yA krodha ? basa ye becAre baurAna se grasita jIva svayaM isa roga se pIr3ita haiM, svayaM apane dveSa va krodha meM jale jA rahe haiN| yadi roga kI tIvratA se pAgala hokara ve isa zarIra ko kATate haiM to karuNA ke pAtra haiM yA dveSa ke? jarA to viveka kara aura phira ye becAre tujhe kucha kaha bhI to nahIM rahe haiM, isa khilaune se khelate haiM, bAlaka jo Thahare, khilaune le-lekara tor3anA to bAlakoM kA svabhAva hI hai / yadi ye isa zarIra rUpI khilaune ko tor3akara khela khela rahe haiM to inakA doSa bhI kyA hai? khelane de unheM, tujhe kyA ? terI zAnti to tere pAsa hai, use to chInate nahIM becAre / " aura isa prakAra ke anekoM vicAroM dvArA krodha ko jIta lete haiM ve prakaTa hone se pahale hI chipA dete haiM ve| yaha hai yogI kI uttm-kssmaa| kadAcit aisA avasara A jAe ki ziSya maNDalI meM se yA anya samparka meM Ane vAle vyaktiyoM meM se koI eka ziSya yA vyakti anukUla na cale, yA AjJA kA ulaMghana kare, yA abhiprAya se viparIta kArya karane lage, athavA koI

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241 34. uttama-kSamA 5. gRhastha ko preraNA jar3a-padArtha apane anukUla na bana sake to kucha-kucha hRdaya meM santApa-sA utpanna hone lagatA hai| 'are ! merI AjJA se bAhara kyoM jA rahA hai, jisa prakAra maiM kahatA hU~ usa prakAra kyoM nahIM karatA, apanI marjI se kyoM karatA hai, ityAdi / aise para vaha yogI isa prakAra vicArane lagatA hai ki "bho cetana ! kahA~ kho AyA hai Aja baddhi? kisa ko apane anukUla calAnA cAhatA hai, apane ko yA isako? isako apane AdhIna karanA to terI sAmarthya se bAhara hai| kyA pahale nirNaya nahIM kara cukA hai (dekho 9.4) / vivekI-jJAnI kahalAtA hai aura phira bhI dUsare ko apane anukUla karanA cAhatA hai ? loka meM sarva padArtha svatantra haiM, tU unako paratantra banAnA cAhatA hai, apane AdhIna karanA cAhatA hai ? tU bhI svatantra hai, ye bhI svatantra haiM, jisa prakAra cAheM kareM, tU inheM rokane vAlA kauna, ina para terA kyA adhikAra ? yadi anukUla hI pariNamAnA hai to apane ko kyoM nahIM pariNamAtA ? apane Upara to terA pUrA adhikAra hai, kyoM apanI zAnti ke pratikUla isa krodha ke Aveza meM bahA jA rahA hai ? roka, roka, basa aba ina pariNAmoM ko roka / isake prati to itanA hI kartavya thA ki isake kalyANArtha koI hita kI bAta ise batA de, so terA kartavya pUrA huA, aba yaha cAhe jaisA kare isakI marjI / loka meM anantAnanta jIva rAzi bharI par3I hai, kisa-kisa ko apanI AjJA meM claayegaa|" 5. gRhastha ko preraNA-parama dhairya ke dhArI atyanta parAkramI una yogiyoM ko to aise vicAra kabhI-kabhI kaThina avasaroM para Ate hI haiM, ata: unheM to utkRSTa kSamA hai hI, parantu yaha kSamA dhAranA unakA hI kAma ho aura ApakA na ho aisA nahIM hai / yathAyogya avasaroM para bhale kucha hIna rUpa meM sahI, Apako bhI isa alpa gRhastha-avasthA meM, isI prakAra ke vicAroM dvArA apane krodha ko dabAne kA prayatna karanA caahie| kisI se bhI dveSa karanA zAnti ke upAsaka kA kAma nahIM aura yadi Aja bhI kisI bar3e yA choTe se dveSa hai, to isa uttama-kSamA kI bAta ko sunakara usako ugalane kA prayatna karanA cAhiye, usake sAtha yuddha karanA caahiye| Apako apanA kartavya dekhanA hai, dUsaroM kA nhiiN| ata: 'vaha to barAbara mere sAtha burAI kiye jA rahA hai, maiM kaise usake prati mAdhyastha ho jAU~, kaise dveSa tyAga dUM ?' isa prakAra ke vicAroM ko tyAga kara, apane hita ke lie uparokta kSamA varddhaka pariNAmoMke Azraya para, apane zatru ko bhI Aja tumheM kSamA kara denA yogya hai / mata vicAriye ki vaha Apako kSati pahu~cAyegA, balki yaha vicAriye ki ApakA apanA dveSa yA mAtsarya hI Apako kSati pahu~cA rahA hai| prati varSa kSamAvaNI kA dina manAte haiM, kSamA-kSamA saba gaho re bhAI' kA rAga alApate haiM, mAno dUsaroM ko sunAte haiN| prabho ! svayaM sunane kA prayatna kIjiye, dUsare ko sunAne kA nahIM / dUsarA kucha bhI kare, udhara mata dekhiye, kintu dekhiye yaha ki Apa kyA karate haiM / zAnti kA mArga laukika dRSTi se viparIta hai, usa dRSTi meM isakA rahasya A nahIM sktaa| sAdhAraNa jana kyA jAneM isakI mahimA ? citta kI zAnti hI uttama kSamA hai / zAnta sarovara meM par3e candrabimba kI bhA~ti isI meM tattva prakAzita hotA hai|

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35. uttama-mArdava 1. abhimAna, 2. Atma sambodhana, 3. lokeSaNA damana / zAnti-sarovara bhagavAna AtmA ! Aja atyanta saubhAgyavaza zAnti-sAgara- vItarAgI guruoM kI zaraNa ko prApta hokara bhI yadi kaSAyodreka meM jalatA rahA, to koI lAbha na hogA isa mahAna va durlabha avasara se, ataH aba jisa kisa prakAra bhI antara- dAhotpAdaka ina kaSAyoM se yuddha kara, uttama mArdava se AkramaNa kara / ghabarA nahIM, isa hathiyAra kA sAmanA karane kI zakti ina kaSAyoM meM nahIM hai| isakI eka jhalaka mAtra se yaha gIdar3a - TolI duma dabAkara bhAgatI dikhAI degI / yaha hathiyAra tere pAsa na ho, aisA bhI nahIM hai / terI Ayudha-zAlA meM aise hathiyAroM kI kamI nahIM / I 1. abhimAna---mArdava arthAt mRdu-pariNAma, komala pariNAma, abhimAna ke virodhI pariNAma / Aja taka para-padArthoM ko apanA mAnatA huA kula, jAti, rUpa, dhana, bala, aizvarya, tapa, jJAna Adi kI mahimA ko ginatA huA, inameM rasa letA huA, inake kAraNa 'apanI mahAnatA mAnakara garva karatA huA calA A rahA hai| jhUThA hai yaha garva, jisakA koI mUlya nahIM, koI AdhAra nahIM / ina para-padArthoM se apanI mahimA va bar3appana kI bhikSA mAMgane meM hI garva karatA A rahA hai / "inakA maiM svAmI hU~, inakA maiM karatA hU~, mere dvArA hI inakA kAma cala rahA hai, ye saba mere lie hI kAma kara rahe haiM, ye saba mujhameM se hI apanA bala prApta kara rahe haiM, yadi maiM na hU~ to ye kisI kAma ke nahIM, mere AdhAra para hI Tike haiM, inako maiM bhogatA hU~, ye merA bar3A kAma sAdhate haiM, inake dvArA hI merI mahimA ho rahI hai, inake lie hI maiM itanA parizrama kara rahA hU~ inameM se hI mujhe Ananda milatA hai, inake AdhAra para hI merI sarva mahattA hai, loga merI isa vibhUti ko dekhakara natamastaka ho jAte haiM, merI mahimA kA bakhAna karate haiN|" isa prakAra kI jhUThI kalpanAoM ke andhakAra meM Aja tU apanI vAstavika mahimA ko bhUla baiThA hai, apanI vibhUti ko na ginakara bhikhArI bana baiThA hai| apane kula ko, jAti ko, apane rUpa ko, apane dhana ko, apane bala ko, apane aizvarya ko, apane tapa ko, apane jJAna ko tathA anya anekoM bAtoM ko bilkula bhulA baiThA hai| apanI isa mahimA kI avahelanA karake dUsaroM kI mahimA meM apanI mahimA mAnanA anantA abhimAna hai, apanI mahimA ke prati atyanta kaThoratA hai| eka dRSTi bhI antara kI ora jAe to apanI vibhUti ke darzana ho jAyeM, apanI mahimA kA bhAna ho jAe, usake prati bahumAna prakaTa ho jAe, para dravyoM kA abhimAna haTa jAe, nija kA abhimAna ho jAe, apanI pUrNa mahimA kA sAmrAjya prApta ho jAe, aura bhikhArIpanA jAtA rahe / loka meM bhI do prakAra ke abhimAna kahane meM Ate haiM- eka svAbhimAna aura dUsarA sAmAnya abhimAna arthAt parAbhimAna / 'maiM uttama kula kA hU~ kyoMki merA pitA bar3A AdamI hai ityAdi' to parAbhimAna hai, kyoMki pitA aura para kI mahimA meM jhUThA apanatva kiyA jA rahA hai| parantu 'merA yaha kartavya nahIM, kyoMki merA kula U~cA hai' yaha hai svAbhimAna kyoMki apane karttavya kI mahimA kA mUlyAGkana karane meM A rahA hai| parAbhimAna nindanIya aura svAbhimAna prazaMsanIya ginane meM AtA hai / isalie vAstavika abhimAna karanA hai, to svAbhimAna utpanna kara arthAt nija caitanya vilAsa ke prati mahimA utpanna kara jitanI cAhe kara / 2. Atma-sambodhana - (1) "merA kula bahuta U~cA hai, maiM sUryavaMzI hU~, vaha mahAna vaMza jisameM bhagavAna Adi-brahmA RSabhadeva ne avatAra liyA, jisameM SaTkhaNDa-svAmI bharata cakravartI utpanna hue, jisameM yama-vijetA mahAn tapasvI bAhubali utpanna hue| Apa sabako merA sammAna karanA ucita hai kyoMki maiM bhagavAna kI santAna hU~ aura Apa sabase U~cA hU~ / " are re ! kyoM apane kula ke prati itanA kaThora ho gayA hai tU ? tanika to dayA kara, bilkula raMka bana gayA hai, bhagavAna kI santAna hone kA garva karatA hai para bhagavAna hone kA nahIM ? cidAnanda- brahma, pUrNa paramezvara, svayaM bhagavAna hokara kisakI mahimA, kisakI uccatA svIkAra karAne calA hai| sAkSAt bhikhArI banakara bhagavAna ke kula ko lAMchana lagAne vAle bho cetana ! tU ucca-kulIna hai ki nIca kulIna ? svayaM tU RSabha hai, SaTkhaNDa kA hI nahIM triloka kA

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35. uttama-mArdava 243 2. Atma-sambodhana adhipati hai, sarva vibhAvoM kA vinAza karane kI zakti rakhane vAlA tU svayaM yama hai, ina alpamAtra manuSyoM dvArA hI nahIM triloka dvArA vandya hai| apanI mahimA ke prati garva kara, kaThoratA chor3a, usakA aura adhika apamAna mata kara, svayaM apanA sammAna karanA sIkha, taba banegA vAstava meM ucckuliin| (2) "merI jAti bahuta U~cI hai, mere mAmA kI AjJA anekoM deza svIkAra kara rahe haiM, mere nAnA itane dAnI the, merI mAtA bar3I viduSI hai|" are ! kyA huA yadi terI mAtA, tere mAmA aura nAnA bar3e the ? tujhe inase kyA ? tU to yaha dekha ki tU kauna hai ? unhoMne bar3e kArya kie to ve bar3e kahalAye, tU bar3A kArya karegA to tU bar3A khlaaegaa| nIca kAma karane se kauna U~cA banatA hai| apane prabhutva ko ThukarA kara nAnA mAmA se apane prabhutva kI bhikSA mAMgane vAle bhI cetana ! tanika vicAra to kara, ki tU mahAna hai ki bhikhArI ? bhagavatI sarasvatI jisakI mAtA ho, vaha tuccha buddhi vAle prANiyoM ko apanI mAtA banAe, Azcarya hai| sahaja Ananda jisakA mAmA ho vaha cintA kI citAoM meM jalane vAle ina manuSyoM ko mAmA samajhe, kheda hai / bhagavan ! A~kha khola, apanI jJAna-cetanAvalI jAti ko pahicAna, usake prati bahumAna utpanna kara, kaThoratA chodd'| cetana-jAti para garva kara, jitanA cAhe kara / (3) "maiM bar3A rUpavAna haiN| galI meM majhe jAtA dekhakara striyA~ apanA sarva kAma choDa barAmadoM meM Akara khaDI ho jAtI haiM rAha calane vAle pathika ruka jAte haiN|" are re ! kauna se rUpa kI bAta karatA hai? isa camaDe ke rUpa kI bAta? taba to avazya hI ta baDA rUpavAna hai| le eka bAra isa darpaNa meM mu~ha dekha le, isameM 10 sAla Age kA rUpa dikhAI de jAyegA tujhe| dekha kitanA sundara hai yaha? kyoM Dara kyoM gayA ? terA hI to rUpa hai jisa para garva karatA thA tU ? jarA makkhI ke paMkha samAna patalI sI isa jhillI ko utAra kara dekha isakA rUpa / kyoM kaisA lagatA hai ? jarA zauca-gRha meM jAkara dekha isakA rUpa, kaisA manabhAtA hai ? bhole prANI ! apane saccidAnanda rUpa ko bhUlakara isa camar3e para lubhAte kyA lajjA nahIM AtI? A yadi apanA saundarya dekhanA hai to dekha yahA~, jahA~ vizva-mohinI yaha zAnti sundarI tere gale meM varamAlA DAlane ko taiyAra khar3I hai| isakA apamAna karake tU kaise apane ko rUpavAna kaha sakegA ? prabhu ! anya ora se dRSTi haTA, kaThoratA taja, isa sundarI ko mRdutA se sparza kara yaha hai terA asalI rUpa / isa para abhimAna kara, jitanA cAhe kr| (4) " maiM bar3A dhanavAna hU~, bar3e-bar3e vyApArI mere dvAra para mastaka ragar3ate haiM, sArI maNDI kA bhAva mere hAtha meM hai| mere pAsa 500 gA~va haiM, yaha dekho karor3oM ke hIre javAharAta, khajAnA bharA par3A hai, kubera bhI zarmAtA hai mujhase / " are re ! kisa para garva karatA hai ? isa dhUla para jo kala hI na jAne kahA~ vilaya ho jAne vAlI hai ? apane vAstavika caitanya dhana ko bhUla kara isa dhUla se apane bar3appana kI bhikSA mAMgate kyA lAja nahIM AtI tujhe ? jAga cetana ! jAga, idhara dekha isa caitanya-koSa ko jisake eka kone meM sampUrNa loka samAyA huA hai, tIna loka kI sampUrNa vibhUti ko eka samaya meM bhoga lene kI zakti rakhane vAle bho jJAnapuJja ! isa apane jJAna kI mahimA ko svIkAra kara aura dhUla kI mahimA kI pakar3a ko chor3a / isI kA nAma hai mRdutA yA mArdava-pariNAma / usa Antarika svAnubhava-jJAna ke prati bahumAna utpanna kara, cAhe jitanA kr| (5) "maiM bar3A balavAna hU~, bar3e-bar3e parAkramI vIra merA lohA mAnate haiM, mere eka izAre para Aja vizva kAMpa uThatA hai, kisa kI zakti hai ki mujhako jIta sake ?" are ! haMsI AtI hai terI bAta para, pAmara kahIM kA / 'merI mAtA vandhyA kauna na haMsa paDegA? Azcarya hai ki isa tanika se abhimAna ke dvArA jItA haA ta vizva-vijayI hone kA dAvA karatA hai| apane bhItara to jhAMkakara dekha ki kAla kI vikarAla dAr3ha meM baiThA huA tU bhale haMsa rahA ho, para kitanI dera ke lie? abhI jabar3A banda ho jAyegA aura terA yaha abhimAna sarva jagata para svata: prakaTa hokara yaha ghoSaNA karegA ki kitanA balI hai tU / zarma kara, kAla kI pahu~ca se dUra apane yathArtha bala ko bhUlakara isa zarIra se mAMge hue bala para phUlA phiratA hai ? kahA~ gaI terI buddhi ? idhara dekha apane anantabala kI ora, jisa aura Antarika-zAnti meM tanmayatA par3I hai, nija Ananda kA Adhipatya par3A hai aura jahA~ loka kI sarva vipadAyeM va cintAyeM khar3I ro rahI haiM, eka bAra prakaTa ho jAne para jisameM kabhI kamI nahIM aatii| usakI mahimA jAgRta kara, jisase ki yathArtha balI bana jAya tU / usa para abhimAna kara, jitanA cAhe kara /

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35. uttama mArdava 2. Atma-sambodhana (6) "merA bar3A aizvarya hai / 2000 hAthI, 4000 ghor3e, 1000 ratha, itanI topeM, bandUkeM, havAI jahAz2a, TaiMka, lAkhoM sevaka, moTareM, kArakhAne aura na jAne kyA-kyA alA balA / merI AjJA sAre deza para calatI hai, merI AjJA ke viruddha kArya karane kA kisI meM sAhasa nhiiN| cAroM ora sevaka aura sevikAoM se sevita isa rAjya-vaibhava ko bhogate hue Aja mere se indra bhI zarmA rahA hai / " kisa aizvarya ko kahA jA rahA hai prabho ! usI ko, jo eka bama par3a jAne para na jAne kahA~ calA jAyegA ? usako jisake lie ki sambhavataH rAta ko tujhe nIMda bhI nahIM AtI ? kisane bhramA diyA hai tujhe ? itanA bholA to na bana ki cAhe jo Thagakara le jAya, AMkhoM meM DAle eka muTThI mirca aura sarvasva hara kara le jAe ? apane citprakAza ko bhUlane ke kAraNa Aja terI A~kheM cu~dhiyA gaI haiM isakI jhUThI AbhA meM / idhara dekha Ananda-nagara ke apane Adhipatya ko, jahA~ zAnti terI dAsI hai, jJAna terA mantrI hai, anantabala terI senA hai, aura sukha terA purohita hai / abhimAna karanA hai to isake prati kara, jitanA cAhe kara / 244 (7) "maiM bar3A tapasvI hU~ / jyeSTha kI dopahara meM dhUpa ke andara patthara kI tapatI zilA para ghaNToM baiThA rahatA hU~, poSa-mAgha kI kar3akar3AtI ThaNDI rAtoM meM zmazAna bhUmi meM yoga-sAdhatA hU~, mahInoM mahInoM kA upavAsa, nIrasa bhojana tathA anekoM kaThina se kaThina tapa karatA hU~, anekoM parISaha sahatA huuN|" kaisA tapa ? zarIra ko tapAne kA ? are re ! pratIta hotA hai ki loka ke santApa se santapta terA antaSkaraNa hI mAno bhApa banakara ur3a gayA hai| apane ko na tapAkara dUsare ko tapAne meM kauna mahimA hai ? bhaTTI ke sAmane baiThA luhAra sArA dina tapA karatA hai| kyA antara hai usake tapane meM tathA tere tapane meM ? kyA bhUla gayA pUrvokta sakala viveka ? nija svarUpa meM pratapana karane kA nAma tapa hai| usameM tApa utpanna , usameM sthiratA dhAra, zAnti ke sambhoga meM dRSTi lagA, usake prati mahimA jagA, usake guNagAna gA, taba ho sakegA terA mAhAtmya / aba kAhe kA mAhAtmya ? "maiM bar3A RdvidhArI hU~, mujhameM bar3I-bar3I zaktiyA~ haiM, cAhU~ to eka dRSTi se tujhako bhasma kara dU~, zApa dekara rAva se raMka kara dUM, AzIrvAda dekareM kRtakRtya kara dU~, AkAza meM ur3a jAU~, makar3I ke jAle para se pA~va rakha kara gujara jAU~, baiThe-baiThe sumeru ko sparza kara dUM, makkhI jaisA zarIra banA lU~ / kahA~ taka bakhAna karU~ apanI mahimA kA, apane camatkAroM kA ?" apane mu~ha apanI prazaMsA karate kyA lAja nahIM A rahI hai tujhe ? mahimA gAna karane se pahale itanA samajha letA ki kisakI mahimA kA gAna hai yaha, terI yA isa camar3e kI ? camar3e kI mahimA se mahimAvanta kaise kahalA sakegA tU ? isase to kucha zikSA le / yaha Aja lajjita karane AyA hai tujhe apane camatkAra dikhAkara, ki dekha yogI tere yoga maiM phIkA kiye detA huuN| dekha merI mahimA / kyA hai tere pAsa jo isake sAmane rakhe ? batA to sahI kyA uttara degA ki kyA hai tere pAsa ? basa par3a gayA soca meM ? are vizva ke adhipati ! apanI mahimA ko bhUlakara isakI mahimA ke camatkAra dikhAne lagA ? phira kaise jAneM ki tere pAsa kyA hai ? idhara dekha, tere pAsa vaha kucha hai jisake sAmane ina becArI tuccha zaktiyoM va RddhiyoM kI to bAta nahIM, tIrthaMkara pada bhI tuccha hai / dekha usa zAnti kI ora jisameM par3I hai atIva tRpti, santoSa va sAmyatA, jisake vedana ke sAmane anya saba kucha tuccha hai / isa zAnti kA adhipati hokara aba ina tuccha zaktiyoM kI mahimA kA bakhAna chodd'| isa zAnti para garva kara jitanA cAhe kara / (8) "maiM bar3A jJAnI hU~, bar3e-bar3e tArkikoM ko zAstrArtha meM parAsta kara dUM / mere tarkoM kA uttara dene meM kauna samartha hai ? bar3e-bar3e zAstra mere hRdaya meM rakhe haiM, jo bAta kaho nikAla duuN| amuka AcArya ne amuka zAstra meM, amuka bAta, amuka pRSTha para likhI hai, dekha lo kholakara / bar3e-bar3e paNDita merA lohA mAnate haiN| do-do ghaNTe dhArAvAhI bola sakatA hU~ / tarka, alaMkAra, vyAkaraNa, jyotiSa, siddhAnta, adhyAtma aura sarvopari karaNAnuyoga kI sUkSma-kathanI mere lie baccoM kA khela hai ?" kisa jJAna para abhimAna karatA hai cetana ! apane atula jJAna prakAza ko dekha jisameM tIna loka yugapat pratyakSa bhAsate haiM / ina mAtra do cAra zabdoM ke tuccha jJAna kA kyA mUlya hai tere atula prakAza ke sAmane ? yadi zAnti prati bahumAna jAgRta na huA to yaha zAstra- jJAna kAma bhI kyA AyegA ? kevala gadhe para pustakoM ke bhAra jaisA hai / yaha to dekha ki ina zabdoM ko yAda karane ke lie tujhe kitanA parizrama karanA par3a rahA hai ? hara samaya kI cintA, kahIM bhUla gayA to sarva vidvattA miTTI meM mila jaayegii| usa zAzvata caitanya - vilAsa ko kyoM nahIM dekhatA, jisameM sahaja hI sarva

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35. uttama-mArdava 245 3. lokeSaNA-damana vizva samAyA huA hai, jise yAda rakhane ko koI prayala nahIM karanA par3atA, zAnti meM ramaNatA ke atirikta jahA~ kucha nahIM / usa apane svAbhAvika jJAna kI mahimA kare to trilokAdhipati bana jaae| isalie prabho ! aba viveka dhAra kara isa zAbdika jJAna kI mahimA ko chodd'| 3. lokeSaNA-damana mere mukha se nikale hue ina do cAra zabdoM ko suna kara, mere gurudeva kA sAkSAtkAra na hone ke Na kucha bhramavaza, yaha jo vAha vAha, kitanA sundara upadeza diyA hai| Aja taka aisA nahIM sunA thA' isa prakAra ke vAkya Apa apane udgAroM va bhakti Adi ke Aveza meM kaha rahe haiM, unako sunakara Aja mere hRdaya meM kyA tUphAna uTha rahA hai ? mAno mujhe ur3A le jAne kA prayatna kara rahA hai, kahIM merI zAnti se dUra / nahIM nahIM bhagavan ! maiM eka kSaNa ko bhI isakA viraha sahana nahIM kara sakatA / rakSA kIjae prabhu ! rakSA kIjiye, isa mahAna bhayAnaka lokeSaNA rAkSasI se merI rakSA kIjiye, isa khyAti kI cAha se mujhe bacAiye / mujha pAmara tuccha buddhi meM kyA zakti hai ki eka zabda bhI kaha sakU~ / tutalAkara bolanA bhI jisane abhI sIkhA nahIM hai, vaha abhimAna kare pravacana karane kA ? dhikkAra hai mujhe jo Apake pravacana ko, ApakI miSTa vANI ko apanI batAU~ / yaha corI mujhase na ho sakegI bhagavan ! maiM zrotA hU~ vaktA nhiiN| ina do-cAra paccIsa-pacAsa vyaktiyoM ke mukha se nikale ina do-cAra zabdoM se hI gadgad huA jA rahA hai tU / kyA vicArA hai kabhI tUne ki kyA rasa AyA inameM se? ina zabdoM meM hai kyA ? yadi satya hote to bhI bhale kucha mAna letA, para inameM to satyatA bhI bhAsatI nhiiN| phira bhI jhUThA ahaMkAra kyoM? kabhI vicArA hai tUne, ki isa loka kA tU kitane vA~ bhAga hai ? jahA~ anantAnanta jIva basate hoM, vahA~ terI kauna ginatI ? jagata kA eka choTA sA kITa, aura isake atirikta mulya hI kyA hai terA ? bIsa-paccIsa vyakti jAna gaye aura mAna baiThA ki sarva loka meM khyAti phaila gayI hai merI / tuccha buddhi jo ThaharA, kUpamaNDUka jo ThaharA / jarA vizva meM dRSTi pasArakara to dekha ki kauna jAnatA hai tujhe? dUra kI to bAta nahIM, ye tere pradezoM meM sthita jo anekoM kITANu bhare par3e haiM, inhIM se jAkara pUcha ki kyA ve jAnate haiM tujhe? una becAroM ko bhI chor3a, svayaM apane se to pUchakara dekha ki kyA tU bhI jAnatA hai svayaM ko ? jAnatA hotA to yaha abhimAna na hotA, ina zabdoM kI mahimA na ginatA, apane antaraGga caitanya vilAsa para hI garva karatA / yadi bAhya kI hI kucha bAtoM ke kAraNa apane ko U~cA aura dUsare ko nIcA samajhatA hai to eka bAra apane aura dUsare ke jIvana ko jisa prakAra maiM kahatA hU~ usa prakAra dekha / jIvana meM bIta gaI bhUtakAlIna aneka bhavoM kI avasthAyeM, vartamAna kI eka avasthA tathA bhaviSyata meM hone vAlI aneka bhavoM kI avasthAyeM: ApakA parNa jIvana ina avasthAoM se bharA par3A hai aura usa dUsare kA jIvana bhii| donoM ke jIvanoM kI pUrNa avasthAoM ko Dora meM pirokara pRthak-pRthak do mAlAyeM taiyAra kara / ina donoM mAlAoM ko apane sAmane khUTI para laTakAkara dekha ki kauna sI bar3I hai aura kauna sI choTI, kauna sI acchI hai aura kauna sI burI ? bar3I-choTI to nahIM kyoMki donoM kI avasthAyeM barAbara haiN| acchI burI bhI nahIM, kyoMki donoM hI hAroM meM sundara-asundara acchI-burI, pApAtmaka-puNyAtmaka avasthAeM bharI par3I haiM, bhale Age pIche par3I hoN| Age-pIche ho jAne mAtra se hAra acche aura bare kahe nahIM jA skte| phira kisa prakAra apane ko U~cA dara ko nIcA mAnatA hai? aura isa prakAra vaha yogI anekoM vicAroM ke pravAha meM bahA detA hai isa duSTa abhimAna ko / utane utkRSTa rUpa meM na sahI, parantu kyA thor3e bahuta rUpa meM bhI tU apane jIvana meM yaha bAta nahIM utAra sakatA ? isa rAkSasa se apanI rakSA ke lie, mere lie nhiiN|

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36. uttama-Arjava ( 1. sAmAnya paricaya; 2. gRhastha kI kuTilatA; 3. sAdhu kI kuTilatA; 4. aatm-smbodhn| 1. sAmAnya paricaya he sarala-svabhAvI bhagavAna AtmA ! dhana, zarIra va bhogAdi meM iSTAniSTa buddhi ke kAraNa anekoM khoTe abhiprAya dhara-dhara ke maiM sadA terA aniSTa karatA calA AyA huuN| mujhe kSamA kara dIjie bhagavan ! aba taka maiM ajJAnI thA, hitAhita se bilkula anabhijJa / Aja uttama-Arjava-dharmayukta paramavItarAgI guruvara se Arjava-dharma kA upadeza sunakara merI A~kheM khula gaI haiN| Arjava-dharma kA prakaraNa hai| 'RjubhAvaM ArjavaM' Rju arthAt sIdhA, sarala / Arjava kahiye sarala bhAva, vakratA rahita, mAyAcAra rahita pariNati / jaisA antaraMga arthAt mana meM karane kA abhiprAya ho vaisA hI bAhara meM bhI karanA arthAta vacana va kAya se bhI vaisA hI kahanA yA karanA / antaraMga va bAhya kriyA meM antara na hone kA nAma hI hai saralatA tathA antaraMga abhiprAya meM kucha aura rakhate hue bAhara meM kucha aura DhaMga se bolanA yA karanA hai vakratA / vyakti kA vyaktitva vAstava meM vaha nahIM hai jo ki vaha dUsaroM ko dikhAne kA prayatna karatA hai pratyuta vaha hai jo ki vaha svayaM jAnatA hai| anekavidha loka-dikhAvI pravRttiyoM ke dvArA apane ko usase adhika dikhAne kA prayatna dambhAcaraNa kahalAtA hai, jo zAnti-mArga kA sabase bar3A zatru hai, isalie ki aisA karane vAle kI dRSTi meM sadA dUsaroM ko prabhAvita karane kI pradhAnatA rahatI hai, jisake kAraNa use apane bhItara jhAMkakara dekhane kA avasara hI nahIM miltaa| vaha bar3e se bar3A tapa karatA hai, sabhI dhArmika kriyAyeM karatA hai aura sambhavata: satya sAdhaka kI apekSA adhika karatA hai, parantu loka dikhAvA mAtra hone ke kAraNa unakA na apane liye kucha mUlya hai aura na kisI anya ke liye|| _ 'satyaM RtaM vRhat' / satya tathA Rta ina do guNoM se yukta vyaktitva vRhat hotA hai mahAna hotA hai / donoM zabda yadyapi ekArthavAcI haiM / parantu mahAna antara hai ina donoM ke rahasyArtha meM / jaisI dekhI-sunI ho vaisI kaha denA satya hai aura bAlakavat svArtha rahita sahaja rUpa se kahanA Rta hai| Rta meM satya garbhita hai parantu satya meM Rta nhiiN| sarala citta bAlaka ke dvArA sahaja rUpa se kahA gayA vacana kabhI asatya nahIM ho sakatA parantu Apake dvArA bole gae satya vacana ke lie yaha Avazyaka nahIM ki vaha Rta arthAt sarala bhI ho / isI prakAra kriyA bhI RjubhAva se kI gaI bAlaka kI saba kriyAyeM satya hotI haiM parantu Apake dvArAkI gaI satya kriyA ke lie yaha Avazyaka nahIM ki vaha Rta arthAt sarala bhI ho / svArtha-pUrti ke artha bhI anekoM bAra satya bolane meM AtA hai| gRhastha ho athavA sAdhu donoM ke hI vacanoM meM tathA kriyAoM meM isa prakAra kI viSamatA honA sambhava hai / aisA prabala hai isa kuTila mAyA-rAnI kA prbhaav| 2. gRhastha kI kuTilatA-hara vacana yA kriyA kI parIkSA abhiprAya para se hotI hai / vacana, kriyA va abhiprAya meM antara hai to ve saMvara rUpa nahIM ho sakate, kevala AsravarUpa hoMge, kyoMki vikalpa-damana kA prayojana una para se siddha nahIM hogaa| apane gRhastha-jIvana meM to maiM rAta-dina isa prakAra kI mAyApUrNa kriyAoM kA anubhava karatA hI hU~, parantu dhArmika kSetra meM bhI maiM bahuta kucha kriyAyeM aisI karatA hU~ jo mAyA ke raGga meM raGgI hotI haiM, kevala loka-dikhAve ke lie hone ke kAraNa dambha mAtra hotI haiN| 1. kisI apane sAthI ko kadAcit maiM bar3e premapUrvaka sinemA dikhAne kA nimantraNa detA hU~ isa abhiprAya se ki ha adhika par3hatA rahA to kahIM aisA na ho ki parIkSA meM mujha se adhika nambara le jAye / 2. apanI mAtA ke sAtha mere ghara para Aye hue kisI bAlaka ko maiM sundara-sundara khilaune va miThAI lAkara detA hU~ isa abhiprAya se ki isakI mAtA yaha vizvAsa kara le ki mujhe usake va usake bAlaka ke sAtha bar3I sahAnubhUti tathA prema hai| 3. apane mAlika kI dukAna para maiM bar3e parizrama se dina-rAta eka karake kAma karatA hU~ isalie ki dhIre-dhIre isakI dukAna se nitya prati jo corI karatA hU~, vaha prakaTa na ho jAye / 4. kisI vyakti ko bar3I sahAnubhUtipUrvaka 'yaha vastu tumhAre yogya hai isalie le AyA hU~' aisA kahatA huA sunA jAtA hai| kevala isa abhiprAya se ki jisa-kisa prakAra yaha ise kharIda le, pIche isake kAma Aye yA na aaye|

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36. uttama-Ajava 247 4. Atma-sambodhana yaha to hai laukika kSetra meM merA dambhAcAra / lIjiye aba dhArmika kSetra meM bhI dekhiye / 1. antaraMga meM zarIra ko hI poSaNa karane kA yA bhogoM meM se hI rasa lene kA abhiprAya rakhate hue barAbara bAhara meM yaha kahatA rahatA hU~ ki 'zarIra merA nahIM hai, mujhase pRthak anya dravya hai, bhogoM meM sukha nahIM hai, mujhe to zAnti caahie|'2. khUba suratAla se tanmayatA ke sAtha bhagavAna kI pajA karatA hU~. isa abhiprAya se ki loga majhe dharmAtmA samajheM, mere patra kA nAtA kisI bar3e ghara meM ho jaae| 3. bhagavAna kI pratimA sthApita karAtA hU~, mandira banavAtA hU~, isa abhiprAya se ki adhika dhana-lAbha ho| 4. khUba dAna detA hU~ , isa abhiprAya se ki loka meM pratiSThA ho, loga mujhe dhanika samajheM, koI AzIrvAda de de yA bhoga-bhUmi meM calA jAU~ / 5. saca bolatA hU~ isalie ki loga mujhe satyavAdI mAnakara merA sammAna kreN| 6. ati namra bhAva se kisI kA saccA-saccA doSa kaha detA hU~ isalie ki usake prati apanA dveSa nikAlane kA avasara mila jAe / ityAdi aneka prakAra se abhiprAya kI kuTilatA ke kAraNa amRta meM viSa gholakara, apane hAthoM apane pA~va meM kulhAr3I mArA karatA hU~ maiM; apane hAthoM apane ghara meM Aga lagAyA karatA hU~ maiM, apane hAthoM vyAkulatA ke sAdhana juTAyA karatA hU~ maiM aura maje kI bAta yaha ki zAnta honA cAhatA hU~, dharma karanA cAhatA huuN| 3. sAdhu kI kuTilatA-gRhastha dazA taka hI isa kuTila-bhAva kA bala calatA ho, so nahIM / yathAyogya rUpa meM bhUmikAnusAra utkRSTa sAdhu kI vItarAga dazA meM bhI yaha kuTilatA apanA jora calAkara use DigAne kA prayatna kiyA karatI hai / parantu vAstava meM paga-paga para sAvadhAnI rakhane vAle, kuzala sArathI ke ratha meM baiThe, kuzala vaidya ke nirIkSaNa meM rahane vAle, una para bhale vaha kSaNika prabhAva DAlane meM samartha ho jAe,para unheM unake pada se nahIM DigA sktii| isa kuTilatA se apanI rakSA karane ke lie hI kisI yogya AcArya kI adhyakSatA meM rahakara sAdhujana santuSTa hote haiM, aura ve mAtAvata unakI rakSA karate haiM. paga-paga para unheM doSoM ke prati sAvadhAna karate hae unake mArga ko niSkaNTaka banAte haiN| tathApi pramAdavaza yadi kadAcit koI doSa bana jAve to atyanta karuNA pUrvaka eka kuzala vaidya kI bhA~ti yathocita prAyazcitta rUpa auSadhi dekara turanta usakA zamana karate haiM / (de0 40/3.1) phira bhI dekho isa anRta mAyA kI kuTilatA ki 1. aise kalyANakArI prAyazcitta se Darakara kadAcit AcArya se apanI durbalatA batAte hue, arthAt 'kamajora hU~, khAnA nahIM pacatA hai, pIche kaI dina taka jvara raha cukA hai, ityAdi' aneka prakAra kI bAteM banAkara, sAdhu apanA doSa guru ke sAmane prakaTa karatA hai, isa abhiprAya se ki kisI prakAra prAyazcita na mile aura mile to kama mile / 2. 'mere doSa koI jAnane na pAve', isa abhiprAya se guru se prazna karatA hai ki yadi aisA doSa kisI se bana jAve to usakA kyA prAyazcitta hai ? 3. jo doSa dasaroM para prakaTa ho cuke haiM, unheM to guru se kaha detA hai parantu antaraGga ke 3 anya doSoM ko nahIM, isa abhiprAya se ki ye doSa to saba jAna hI gaye haiM, kaha kara apanI bar3AI hI kara le / 4. aura kabhI-kabhI sakala doSoM ko jyoM kA tyoM kaha detA hai, unake dvArA diyA gayA prAyazcitta bhI harSa se svIkAra kara letA hai, usakA pAlana bhI ThIka rIti se karatA hai, parantu isa abhiprAya se ki saMgha para merI saralatA kI chApa par3a jAye / 5. namaka kA tyAga kara detA hai, isa abhiprAya se ki khUba khIra, halavA, miThAI va pUr3I khAne ko mile / 6. atra kA tyAga kara detA hai, isa abhiprAya se ki khUba mevA va phala khAne ko mile| 4. Atma-sambodhana-isa prakAra aneka kuTila abhiprAyoM ko rakhakara U~cI bhUmikA meM bhI kadAcit kucha kriyAyeM ho jAtI haiM / usa samaya ve parama yogezvara vicAra karate haiM ki "bho cetana ! terA svarUpa to zAnti hai / dUsare ke lie isakA vinAza kyoM karatA hai? zarIra kI rakSA ke lie zAnti ko kyoM kae~ meM dhakelatA hai? garudeva to karuNA-buddhi se terA doSa nivAraNa karane ke lie tujhe yaha prAyazcitta de rahe haiM, dveSavaza nahIM / isameM to tujhe iSTatA honI cAhie na ki aniSTatA, isake grahaNa meM to ullAsa honA cAhie na ki bhaya / prAyazcitta-dAtA guruvara ke prati to tujhe bahumAna honA cAhie ki ni:svArtha hI kevala karuNA-buddhi se prAyazcitta rUpa auSadhi pradAna karake ve tere Upara mahAna anugraha kara rahe haiN| kyoM doSoM ko chipAne kA prayatna karatA hai ? isase to terI hI hAni hai| ye doSa eka dina saMskAra bana baiThegeM, jina saMskAroM kA ki viccheda tU barAbara karatA calA A rahA hai / saba kiyA karAyA caupaTa ho jaayegaa|"

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248 36. uttama-Arjava 4. Atma-sambodhana __ aura "yadi koI tere doSa jAna hI gayA to kauna burA huA ? vaha tujhe kyA bAdhA pahu~cA sakegA? thor3I nindA hI to karegA ? taba to acchA hI hogA, saMskAroM kI zakti aura kSINa ho jaayegii| aura tujhe cAhie hI kyA? terA manacAhA tujhe detA hai, usase bhaya khAne kI kyA bAta ? vaha to terA hitaiSI hI hai| phira anahue doSa to nahIM kahatA, jhUTha to nahIM bolatA, tUne jo doSa batAye haiM, vahI to kahatA hai / isameM kauna burAI hai ? vaha to una doSoM ko puna:-puna: kahakara tujhe sAvadhAna karane kA prayatna kara rahA hai ki tujhase aisA doSa banA thA, aba na banane pAve / batA kyA burAI huI ? mahAna upakAra kiyaa| isa upakAra se bhaya khAnA ThIka nahIM, jo kahanA hai spaSTa kaha DAla, nirbhaya hokara kaha, chipA mt|" isa prakAra vicAra karatA huA vaha apane mana ko sambodhatA hai| "are / AtmakhyAti-svarUpa bhagavAna ! isa bAhara kI khyAti para kyA jAtA hai| do dina meM vinaza jaaegii| chor3a jAegA yaha zarIra to kauna sanegA ise ? do dina ke lie kyA rIjhatA hai isa para ? aura phira terI khyAti to zAnti meM rasa lene se hai na ki ina zabdoM meM ? bhava-bhava meM khyAti dene vAlI, tIna-loka meM khyAti phailAne vAlI, apanI sahaja khyAti kI avahelanA mata kara / isa bAhya khyAti ke kAraNa eka doSa para dUsarA doSa mata lagA, sadA se doSoM kA puJja banA A rahA hai, aba inameM aura vRddhi mata kara / nija-zAnti kI ora dekha, usakI mahimA kA gAna kara / tanika sI isa khyAti kI bhAvanA ke lie prAyazcitta se mata ghabarA, yaha terI zAnti kI rakSA kregaa|" ___ "are alaukika svAda ke rasika bhagavan ! bhagavAna hokara bhI ina raMka jIvoM se miThAI, phala, mevA, khIra Adi kI bhikSA mAMgate kyA lAja nahIM AtI tujhe? jihvA indriya ko kAbU meM karane ke prayojana se tyAga kiyA jAtA hai na ki use puSTa karane ke lie? apane isa kuTila abhiprAya se Dara / cAra Ane kA anna chor3a kara dasa rupaye kA bhojana kare aura sAdhu bananA cAhe, zAnti kA upAsaka bananA cAhe, yaha kaise sambhava hai ? yadi antaraGga svAda kA bahumAna hai to kyoM isa dhUla meM svAda khojatA huA apane ko Thaga rahA hai ? yaha dekha usa ora, parade kI oTa meM kauna khar3I muskarA rahI hai, mAno terI khillI ur3A rahI hai, "calA hai sAdhu banane, mujhe jItane, patA nahIM merA nAma mAyA hai, jisane saba jaga khAyA hai ? are ! tujha becAre meM kahA~ sAmarthya ki merI ora A~kha uThAkara bhI dekha sake ? raMka kahIM kaa|" prazaMsA ke zabda sunAI dete haiM, para ina zabdoM ko nahIM sunatA / bhUla gayA apane parAkrama ko ? uTha, jAga, garajanA kara, 'mujhe zAnti cAhie aura kucha nahIM' phira dekha kahA~ jAtI hai yaha kuTilA mAyA, aura kahA~ jAtI hai isakI hNsii|" / isa prakAra ke anekoM vicAroM dvArA antaraGga ke usa sUkSma abhiprAya ko kATa pheMkatA hai vaha yogI ; tathA paramadhAma, zAnti-dhAma ko prApta kara, bana jAtA hai vahI jisa lakSya ko lekara ki calA thA vaha / utkRSTa rUpa se na saha A~zika rUpa se bhI maiM apane laukika va dhArmika jIvana meM Ane vAlI isa mAyA ko, una vicAroM ke dvArA kSati nahIM pahu~cA sakatA? isameM merA hI to hita hai, gurudeva kA to nahIM? yaha hai kucha puruSArtha, kucha bhAvanAe~ jinase ki Arjava-dharma kI rakSA kI jA sakatI hai, mAyA pariNati se tathA usakI vAsanAoM se bacA jA sakatA hai| isI viSaya kA kucha vistAra Age 'uttama-satya' ke antargata bhI kiyA jAne vAlA hai| 14 6 jJAnI bahAra meM sote hue bhI antaraMga meM | sadA jAgate haiN| saMskAra senA unase bhaya khAkara bhAga jAtI hai|

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37. uttama-zauca ( 1. saccA zauca; 2. gaMgA tIrtha; 3. lobha pApa kA bApa / 1. saccA zauca sAmyarasa-pUrNa pAvana gaGgA meM snAna karake parama pAvanatA ko prApta he parama pAvana gurudeva ! mujhe bhI pAvanatA pradAna kiijie| Aja taka pAvana apAvana ke viveka se hIna maiM ajJAnavaza bhoga-sAmagrI rUpa mala meM hAtha DAla DAlakara bAlakavata isako cATatA rahA. isameM se svAda letA rahA. isa hI meM apanA hita va kalyANa khojatA rhaa| Aja ApakI zaraNa meM A jAne para bhI, apane vAstavika svAda kA bhAna ho jAne para bhI, apane azuci hAtha mu~ha dhokara yadi zucitA utpanna na karU~, Apake jIvana meM pravAhita isa sAmyarasa gaGgA meM snAna karake pavitra na baneM, to kaba banU~gA? sadA hI viSTA kA kIr3A banA rahU~gA / uttama-zauca dharma kA prakaraNa hai| 'zarIra tathA isake bhaugya jar3a padArthoM ko, putra mitrAdi cetana padArthoM ko tathA anya sarva padArthoM ko, yahA~ taka ki paramANu mAtra ko bhI maiM apane kAma meM le AUM isameM se svAda le lU~, use bulA lUM, use bheda dU~, use milA lU~, sambandha viccheda kara dU~, banA, yA bigAr3a dU~' isa prakAra kI ahaMkAra-buddhi azuci hai, apavitra hai / 'sarva padArtha mere iSTa haiM ki aniSTa haiM, mere lie upayogI haiM ki anupayogI haiM, mere lie hita rUpa haiM ki ahita rUpa haiM' isa prakAra ke rAgadveSAtmaka dvandva hI vaha azuci hai jisako dhone kI sudha Aja taka prApta nahIM huii| nija mahimA kI avahelanA karatA huA sadA unakI mahimA gAtA AyA / mahA azuci banA huA calate-calate, bhaTakate-bhaTakate na jAne kisa saubhAgya se Aja isa sAmyarasa-gaGgA kA pavitra tIra milA ? bhagavan ! eka DubakI lagAne kI AjJA diijiye| aisI DabakI ki phira bAhara nikalane kI AvazyakatA na paDe. usa namaka kI DalI kI bhA~ti ki jise sAgara kI thAha lAne ke lie Dore se bAMdhakara usameM laTakAyA gayA ho| kacha dera pazcAt DorA khIMcakara usase pUche ki kitanA gaharA hai yaha sAgara, to vahA~ kauna hogA jo isa bAta kA uttara degA? DorA to khAlI par3A hai, namaka kI DalI ghula cukI hai usI samudra kI thAha meM / lene gayI thI usa sAgara kI thAha aura ghulamila gayI hai usameM / isI prakAra jina mahimA ke prati bahumAna pUrvaka antaraMga meM uchalate usa zAnta mahAsAgara meM, eka bAra DubakI lagAkara lene jAye usakI thAha, to kauna hogA vaha jo bAhara Akara tujhe batAyegA ki yaha zAnti itanI mahimAvanta hai ? svayaM hI laya ho jAyegA usameM / sAmyatA, saralatA, vItarAgatA, svatantratA, zAnti, saundarya va Antarika mahimA, saba usI gaGgA ke, usI mahA sAgara ke nAma haiN| isameM snAna karane se vAstavika pavitratA AtI hai, vaha pavitratA jo akSaya hai, dhrava hai| Antarika maila ko dhonA vAstavika pavitratA hai, terI nija kI pavitratA hai| zarIra kI pavitratA terI pavitratA nahIM, vaha jhUThI hai / isako dhone se, mala-malakara snAna karane se, terA zauca nahIM / svayaM usakA bhI zauca nahIM, terA to kahA~ se ho / athAha sAgara ke jala se dhokara bhI kyA pavitra kiyA jAnA sambhava hai ise ? haridvAra meM bahane vAlI pavitra gaGgA kI dhAra meM ise mahInoM taka DubAye rakhane se bhI kyA isakA pavitra honA sambhava hai ? viSTA se bharA ghar3A kyA Upara se dhone se pavitra ho sakatA hai ? khUba sAbuna maliye, para kyA isameM zucitA AnI sambhava hai ? yadi gaGgA-jala meM snAna karane athavA sAbana ragar3ane mAtra se isakI pavitratA svIkAra karate ho to jarA itanA to batAo ki jaba snAna karane ke pazcAt yaha pavitra ho cuke, taba yadi maiM eka lauTA gaMgA-jala kA DAla dU~ isa para aura usa jala ko thAla meM roka lU~ to kyA usa jala ko Apa pIne ke lie taiyAra ho jAyeMge? isI prakAra snAna ke pazcAt zarIra para dubArA lagAye gaye sAbuna ke jhAga kyA apane zarIra para potane ko taiyAra ho jAyeMge? nahIM, to phira kaise kaha sakate ho ki gaMgA meM snAna karane se maiM pavitra ho gayA, merA zarIra pavitra ho gyaa| 2. gaMgA-tIrtha-gaGgA-snAna se zucitA-prApti hotI hai taba jabaki hRdaya meM dhAraNa kiyA jAe usake taTa para tapasyA karane vAle RSiyoM tathA parama RSiyoM kI usa caraNa-raja ko, jo ki sadA se ghulatI calI A rahI hai isake jala

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37. uttama-zauca 250 3. lobha pApa kA bApa meN| isake snAna kA phala prApta hotA hai taba jabaki dhyAna kiyA jAe unake hRdaya meM sthita usa mahA samatA-sAgara kA, jisameM se udbhava haA hai iskaa| isake jala meM snAna karane kA mahattva hai taba jabaki smaraNa kiyA jAe usa maharSi bhagIratha ke pAvana hRdaya kA jisane loka kalyANArtha AhvAnana kiyA thA isakA / isase mala-zora cintavana kiyA jAya zmazAnavAsI usa parama vItarAga bhagavAna ziva kA (RSabhadeva kA) jisane apane zIza para dhAraNa kiyA thA sAmya rasa kI paramArtha dhArA ko / aisA kare to pavitratA prApta ho jAya tujhe, vaha pavitratA jo antaraMga mala ko, rAgadveSAtmaka kaSAyoM ko tathA lobha ko dho DAle aura jisake kAraNa bAhara kA yaha zarIra bhI pavitra ho jAya, itanA pavitra ki taba isa para DAlA huA jala pI jAnA Apa apanA saubhAgya samajhane lageM, use mastaka para car3hAkara apane ko Apa dhanya mAnane lgeN| isase pavitratA milatI hai taba jabaki dhyAna kiyA jAya usa mahAtIrtha kA jahA~ se ki nikalakara calI A rahI hai yaha, jisake kAraNa ki mAnA jA rahA hai ise pavitra mahAtIrtha, arthAt sAmyarasa-bhogI bhagavAna zivakA, bhagavAn RSabhadeva kaa| isakA jala sar3atA nahIM isalie pavitra nahIM hai yaha, balki isalie pavitra hai ki yaha usa sthAna se calI A rahI hai jahA~ ki isa yuga ke AdibrahmA RSabhadeva ne svayaM yathArtha zauca yA Antarika snAna kiyA thA arthAt jahA~ baiThakara tapazcaraNa-dvArA usa mahAyogI ne antara ke rAgadveSa-pravardhaka lobha kA saMhAra kiyA thaa| himAlaya kI U~cI-U~cI coTiyoM se giratI, pattharoM se TakarAtI, kala-kala nAda karatI, anekoM choTe-bar3e nAloM meM se pravAhita hotI haridvAra meM yaha ka dhAra bana jAtI hai| yaha majhe usa parama pAvana yogezvara ke zaci jIvana kI yAda dilAtI hai, jisane kailAza para sArA Antarika mala dhokara isI gaMgA meM bahA diyA thA aura isa prakAra apane jIvana meM pUrNa zAnti utpanna karake AdarzabhUta zAnti-gaMgA kA jIvana meM avataraNa kiyA thaa| yadi usa pavitra jIvana kI yAda karake maiM bhI antarmala zodhana ke prati pravRtti karU~ aura antaraMga azuci ko usa mahAna yogIvat dho DAlUM, tabhI kahalAyA jA sakatA hai gaMgA-tIrtha kA yathArtha snAna / zarIra-mAtra ko dhone se pApoM kA zamana honA sambhava nahIM, antaraMga upayoga ko zAnti-srota meM DubA dene se pApa ke bApa lobha kA zamana hotA hai| isa prakAra kA uttama snAna karate haiM ve parama digambara vItarAga yogezvara jinakI ki yaha bAta calatI hai| isa uttama-zauca se unakA antarmala dhula jAne ke kAraNa unakA zarIra pavitra ho gayA hai, itanA pavitra ki usake snAna kA jala mere lie caraNAmRta hai, jisakA pInA yA mastaka para car3hAnA maiM apanA saubhAgya samajhatA huuN| bAhara meM atyanta malina, varSoM se snAna rahita tathA dantamajjana rahita isa zarIra meM bhI itanI zucitA A jAtI hai isa uttama snAna se arthAt lobha-zodhana se| 3. lobha pApa kA bApa yahA~ sarva kASAyoM meM lobha ko hI pradhAna batAyA jA rahA hai. loka meM bhI lobha ko pApa kA bApa batAyA jAtA hai aura yaha kahanA satya bhI hai; kyoMki dekhiye to isa lobha kA prAbalya jisake kAraNa ki brAhmaNa putra ne saba viveka ko tilAJjalI de dI, kula maryAdA chor3a dI, vezyA ke hAtha se roTI kA Tukar3A mu~ha meM lekara khA gayA aura sAtha meM kucha tamAce bhii| isa prakAra samajha gayA vaha uparokta, lokokti kI satyatA / tujhako vaisA bhI karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM, apane jIvana ko par3hanA mAtra hI paryApta hai / batA to sahI cetana ! ki isa sabuha se zAma taka kI bhAgadaur3a, kalakalAhaTa, becainI va cintA kA mUla kyA hai ? yadi dhana ke prati lobha na hotA, yadi AvazyakatAyeM adhika na hotIM yadi santoSa pAyA hotA, dhana-saJcaya kA parimANa kara liyA hotA to kyA AvazyakatA thI itanI kalakalAhaTa kI va bhAga-daur3a kI aura kyA AvazyakatA thI cintita hone kI ? lobha ke Azrita rahane vAlI koI lAlasA yA kAmanA hI to hai jo ki isa nissAra dhana kI ora tajha ko isa barI taraha khIMce liye jA rahI hai| tajhe svayaM ko patA nahIM ki kitanA kamA cukA hai tU, kitanA kamAnA hai, kaba taka kamAnA hai aura kitanA sAtha le jAnA hai ? isa lAlasA ke AdhIna hokara jitanA kucha Aja taka saJcaya kiyA hai, kyA kabhI usa sarva para eka dRSTi DAlakara dekhane taka kA bhI avakAza mi / hai tajhe? are ! itanI kalakala meM rahate hae apane parizrama kA phala. vaha jo ki tajha ko atyanta priya hai, dekhane taka kI sudha nahIM, bhogane kI to bAta kyA ?

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37. uttama-zauca 251 3. lobha pApa kA bApa muhammada gajanavI kI bAta yAda hogii| sAta bAra somanAtha para AkramaNa kiyA, sArA jIvana lUTamAra meM khoyA, parantu kyA usa dina ko TAla sakA jo hama sabako DhiMDhorA pITa-pITakara sAvadhAna kiyA karatA hai ki bhAI ! maiM A rahA hU~, kucha taiyArI kara lenA calane kI, kucha bAndha lenA mArga ke lie, sambhavata: Age calakara bhUkha laga jaae| parantu isa lAlasA kI hAya-hAya meM kauna sune usakI pukAra ? usake Ane para ronA aura jhIMkanA, anunaya-vinaya karanA, 'bhAI ! do dina kI mohalata de do kisI prakAra, kucha thor3A bahuta banA lU~, aba taka bilkula khAlI-hAtha baiThA thA / bhUla gayA thA ki maranA par3egA Age jAkara, dayA kro|' usa samaya AtI hai buddhi ki kyA kiyA hai Aja taka aura kyA karanA cAhie thaa| para aba pachatAye hota kyA jaba cir3iyA~ cuga gaI kheta, vaha dina to mohalata denA jAnatA hI nhiiN| antima samaya gajanavI bistara para antima zvAsa le rahA hai. sArA jIvana mAno baDI tejI se ghama rahA hai usake hRdaya-paTa para behAla va becaina / kauna hai isa sAre vizva meM jisako sahAyatA ke lie pukAre aba vaha ? dhana ke atirikta aura hai hI kyA yahA~ ? lAo sArA dhana merI A~khoM ke sAmane Dhera lagA do, Aja maiM ronA cAhatA hU~, jI bharakara, apane liye nahIM dUsaroM ke liye ki arI bholI duniyA ! dekha le merI hAlata aura kucha pATha grahaNa kara isase, muTThI bAMdhakara AyA thA, khAlI hAtha jA rahA huuN| isa dina para vizvAsa nahIM AtA thA, sunA karatA thA para haMsa detA thaa| maiMne to bhUla kI para Apa apanI bhUla ko sudhAra leM, isa duSTa lobha se apanA pIchA chur3AyeM aura jIvana meM hI kucha pavitra vyaJjana banAkara taiyAra kara leM tAki ronA na par3e tumheM bhI Age jAkara, merI bhaaNti| dekhiye isa lobha kI sAmarthya ki jisake AdhIna ho maiM nyAya-anyAya se nahIM DaratA, bar3e se bar3A anartha karatA bhI nahIM hicakicAtA, itanA hI nahIM anyAya karake use nyAya siddha karane kA prayala karatA hU~, "ajI maiM to gRhastha hU~, jhUTha bole binA yA sarakArI Taiksa mAre binA, yA blaika kiye binA, yA adhikAra se adhika karma kiye binA kaise cala sakatA hai merA kAma, maiM koI sAdhu thor3e hI hU~ ? Apa to bahuta U~cI bAteM karate haiM, bhalA isa kAla meM aisI bAteM kaise cala sakatI haiM ? nyAya para baiThe raheM to bhUkhe mareM", ityAdi anekoM baateN| parantu prabho ! karatA raha anyAya, koI rokatA nahIM tujhe, terI marjI jo cAhe kara, guruvara to kevala tujhe usa dina kI yAda dilA rahe haiM / isa jIvana ke lie itanA kiye binA nahIM saratA, usa jIvana kI ora bhI to dekha, vaha bhI to terA hI jIvana hai kisI aura kA nahIM, usake lie binA kiye kaise calegA? 'nyAya para baiThe rahane se bhUkhA maranA par3egA', yaha to kevala usa lAlasA kI kamara thapathapAnA hai kyA santoSI jIvita nahIM rahate? itanI bAta avazya hai ki santoSa Ane para lAlasA ke prANa samApta ho jAte haiM aura tU lAlasA ko jIvita dekhanA cAhatA hai / tere bhUkhA marane kA prazna nahIM hai, hA~ lAlasA ke bhUkhA marane kA prazna avazya hai| parama vItarAgiyoM jaisI zucitA na sahI kucha zucitA to dhAraNa kara hI sakatA hai, kucha to isa lobha ko yA lAlasA ko dabAne kA prayatna kara hI sakatA hai / blaika mArkeTa se tathA ghUsakhorI se hAtha kheMca, AvazyakatA se adhika padArtha-saJcaya mata kr| dekhiye isa lobha kA parAkrama / isakI pUrti ke lie hI anekoM prakAra ke chala-kapaTa Adi kI pravRtti rUpa mAyA ko poSaNa milatA hai| isakI kiMcit pUrti ho jAne para mAna ko poSaNa milatA hai aura isakI pUrti meM kiMcit bAdhA A jAne para krodha ko poSaNa milatA hai| zeSa tInoM kaSAyoM ko bala dene vAlA yahI to hai / yadi yaha duSTa na ho to na hai AvazyakatA mAyAcArI kI, na rahatA hai avakAza mAna va krodha ko| krodha kaSAya to sthUla hai, bAhara meM pratyakSa ho jAtI hai, parantu lobha chipA-chipA antaraMga meM kAma karatA rahatA hai aura zeSa tInoM kI Dora hilAtA rahatA hai / isake jIvana para hI sarva kaSAyoM kA jIvana hai aura isakI mRtyu para saba kI mRtyu / yadyapi sarva kaSAyoM kA tathA sarva doSoM kA hI zodhana karanA zauca hai tadapi sabakA svAmI hone ke kAraNa kevala lobha ke zodhana ko zauca kahA jA rahA hai| hAthI ke pA~va meM sabakA paaNv| yaha to huI gRhastha dazA meM dhana sambandhI sthUla lobha-zodhana kI preraNA / aba calatI hai dhArmika kSetra meM prakaTa hone vAlI, pahale bhI anekoM bAra dRSTi meM lAI gaI lokeSaNA sambandhI arthAt khyAti sambandhI sUkSma-lobha zodhana kI bAta, jo sambhavata: dhana sambandhI lobha se bhI adhika bhayAnaka hai / jaghanya se utkRSTa paryanta sarva bhUmikAoM meM sthita zAnti ke

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37. uttama-zauca 252 3. lobha pApa kA bApa upAsaka dharmI jIvoM ko paga-paga para isake prati sAvadhAnI vartane kI adhikAdhika AvazyakatA hai, kyoMki jaba taka isakA kiMcit bhI saMskAra bIjarUpa se antaraMga meM par3A hai, yaha duSTa aMkurita hue binA nahIM rahatA / sanyAsI kI U~cI se U~cI dazA meM bhI isameM aMkura phUTa hI par3atA hai| tanika sI asAvadhAnI vartane para, dIvAra para lage hue pIpala ke aMkuravat yaha kucha hI samaya meM eka moTA vRkSa bana jAtA hai jo sAre makAna ko khilA detA hai aura sampUrNa makAna girAye binA usakA nirmUlana asambhava ho jAtA hai| arthAt saMvara-prakaraNa meM batAye gaye tathA jIvana meM utAre gaye sAre kiye karAye para pAnI phera detA hai ? Antarika khyAti kI mahimA jAgRta karake, dhana sambandhI va khyAti sambandhI lobha kA damana karane vAlA vaha mahAparAkramI yogI hI uttama-zauca karatA hai, uttama snAna karatA hai, zAnti-gaGgA meM snAna karatA hai, usake sAtha tanmaya ho jAtA hai aisA ki phira vaha zAnti bhaMga na hone pAve, pavitra ho jAtA hai itanA ki phira usameM apavitratA Ane na pAve / usake jIvana ko apanA Adarza banAkara calane vAle bho pathika ! tU bhI isa pAramArthika gaMgA meM yathAzakti snAna karake kiJcit zucitA, nirlobhatA, ni:svArthatA yA niSkAmatA utpanna kara / 1 KODOO lobha aura mAyA kI kuTila vAsanAoM ke cakkara meM phaMsakara kyoM pativratA zAnti sundarI ko antargraha se nIce dhakela rahA hai|

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38. uttama-satya ( 1. satyAsatya viveka; 2. dazavidha satya; 3. parama sty| 1. satyAsatya viveka-para-padArthoM ke prati ahaMkAra-buddhi rUpI asatya saMskAroM ke vijetA hai satya svarUpa prabhu ! mujhako bhI satya-jIvana pradAna kreN| Aja uttama-satya-dharma kI bAta calatI hai| satya kise kahate haiM aura asatya kise, isa bAta kA nirNaya kie binA 'jaisA dekhA-sunA gayA ho, vaisA kA vaisA kaha denA' loka meM satya kahA jAtA hai| parantu yahA~ uttama-satya kI bAta hai sAdhAraNa satya kI nahIM / jaisAki uttama Arjava-dharma meM batAyA gayA hai, vacana kA satya honA hI paryApta nahIM hai, satya hone ke sAtha-sAtha usakA Rta arthAt Rja yA sarala honA bhI atyanta Avazyaka hai| pUrvokta sabhI adhikAroM kI bhA~ti yahA~ bhI abhiprAya kI mukhyatA hai / satya asatya kA nirNaya abhiprAya para se kiyA jA sakatA hai| sva-para-hita kA abhiprAya rakhakara kI jAne vAlI mana, vacana, kAya kI kriyA satya hai aura sva-para-ahitakArI abhiprAya rakhakara yA hitAhita kA viveka kiye binA kI jAne vAlI kriyA asatya hai| vacana meM hI satya yA asatya lAgU hotA ho, aisA nahIM hai| mAnasika vikalpoM meM, vacanoM meM tathA zarIrika kriyAoM meM ina tInoM meM hI satya va asatya kA viveka jJAnIjana rakhate haiM / loka meM to kevala vacana sambandhI satya kI bAta calatI haiM aura yahA~ tInoM sambandhI satya kI bAta hai / mAnasika vikalpoM meM kisI ke prati hita honA. satya-mAnasika-kriyA hai aura ahita kI bhAvanA athavA hitAhita ke viveka-zUnya bhAvanA pragaTa honA asatya-mAnasika kriyA hai| apane yA anya ke hita ke abhiprAya se athavA satya-vikalpa-pUrvaka bolA jAne vAlA vacana laukika rUpa se asatya hote hue bhI satya hai aura apane yA anya ke ahita ke abhiprAya se athavA asatya-vikalpa-pUrvaka bolA jAnevAlA vacana laukika rUpa se satya hote hue bhI asatya hai| isake atirikta sva-para-hitakArI vacana bhI yadi kaTu hai to dukhadAyaka hone ke kAraNa asatya haiM ata: hitarUpa tathA miSTavacana bolanA hI satya-vAcika kriyA haiM / sva-para-hita ke abhiprAya athavA manovikalpa sahita kI jAne vAlI zArIrika kriyA satya hai aura svapara ahita ke abhiprAya athavA manovikalpa sahita kI jAne vAlI zArIrika kriyA asatya hai| aba ina tInoM kriyAoM ke kucha udAharaNa suniye, jinapara se ki uparokna sarva kathana kA tAtparya samajha meM A jaae| sarvaprathama abhiprAya kI satyatA ko vicaariye| tInoM kA svAmI yaha abhiprAya hI hai| abhiprAya meM pAramArthika-satya A jAne para tInoM kriyAe~ svata: satya ho jaaeNgii| abhiprAya kI asatyatA ke kAraNa hI mere jIvana meM krodhAdi kaSAyoM kA, rAgadveSa kA va cintAoM kA praveza hotA hai| kisI prakAra kI bhI kAmanA meM raMgI pratyeka svArthapUrNa kriyA kaSAya-janaka hone ke kAraNa asatya hai / svapara-bhedavijJAna hue binA vAstava meM abhiprAya meM pAramArthika satya AnA asambhava hai / 'zarIra, dhana va kuTumbAdi kA upakAra yA apakAra maiM kara sakatA hU~ athavA isake dvArA merA upakAra yA apakAra ho sakatA hai aisA nizcaya bane rahanA pAramArthika asatya hai, kyoMki vastu kA svarUpa aisA hai hI nahIM / vastu svatantra hai, svayaM apanA kArya karane meM samartha hai / vastu kI svatantratA kA nirNaya na hone ke kAraNa hI mere mana meM ye vikalpa uThA karate haiM ki kuTumba kA poSaNa maiM na karU~ to kaise ho, isa dveSI va zatru kA virodha na karU~ to kaise ho ? ina vikalpoM meM se aMkurita ho uThatA hai dUsarA vikalpa, yaha ki dhana na kamAU~ to kuTumbAdi kA poSaNa kaise ho? ina vikalpoM ke AdhAra para ho rahI haiM Aja kI merI sarva vAcika va zArIrika kriyAyeM, jinake kAraNa merA jIvana cintAoM meM jalA jA rahA hai|| va meM satya-puruSArtha kA yaha svarUpa hai hI nhiiN| isa asatya abhiprAya ke kAraNa para meM kucha karane kA puruSArtha karate hue, para meM to kucha kara nahIM pAtA, hA~ apane meM hI kucha vikalpa yA cintAyeM avazya utapanna kara letA huuN| isa puruSArtha-hInatA ko chor3akara satya-abhiprAya prakaTa karU~ to puruSArtha kI dizA 'para' se haTAkara 'sva' para A jAe, saba vikalpa miTa jAyeM, zAnti mila jAe, jIvana satya bana jAe, uttama-satya kA pAlana hone lage / vastu-svatantratA kA tathA usakI kArya-vyavasthA kA vistRta vivecana darzana-khaNDa meM kiyA jA cukA hai / (dekho 9.4)

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38. uttama-satya 254 2.dazavidha satya vastu kI isa svatantratA ko dekhate hue bhI bho bhavya ! kyoM terA abhiprAya nahIM phiratA? paidA hote hI eka jhAr3I meM phaiMka dI gayI kanyA pIche bhArata-samrATa jahAMgIra kI patnI nUrajahAM ho gyii| kisane kiyA usakA poSaNa ? vimAna se gire hanumAna kI kisane kI rakSA ? 'yaha saMsthA mere binA na calegI' yaha kahate-kahate anekoM cale gaye, para vaha saMsthA jyoM kI tyoM cala rahI hai| kauna karatA hai usakI rakSA ? pitA ke anekoM upAya karane para bhI saubhAgyavatI mainAsundarI kA bhAgya kisane banAyA ? are bhAI ! 'mere dvArA kuTumba kA poSaNa hotA hai' isa mithyA abhimAna ko chor3a / 'saba svatantra rUpa se apanA poSaNa Apa kara rahe haiM, apanA bhAgya svayaM sAtha lekara Ate va jAte haiM, maiM unameM kucha nahIM kara sakatA', aisA satya-abhiprAya bnaa| svArtha-nAzaka hone ke kAraNa yahI hai vAstavika satya, pAramArthika satya, uttm-sty| mana sambandhI satyAsatya kriyAoM ke udAharaNa abhiprAya meM hI antarbhUta ho cuke haiM, arthAt uparokta abhiprAya ke kAraNa mana meM uThane vAle, 'para' meM karane-dharane Adi ke svArthapUrNa vikalpa asatya manovikalpa haiM aura svatantratA kA abhiprAya bana jAne para nija meM zAnti vedana kA kArya satya-manovikalpa hai| aba vacana-sambandhI satyAsatya kriyA ke udAharaNa suniye / jaisA dekhA-sunA yA anubhava meM AyA hai kevala vaisA hI kaha denA vAstava meM satya kI pahicAna nahIM hai / svapara-hitakArI, parimita tathA miSTavacana hI satya haiM aura isake viparIta asatya / koI vyakti mujhase kadAcit ApakI cugalI karatA ho aura Apa pIche mujhase pUche ki yaha vyakti Apase kyA kaha rahA thA, to usa samaya jo kucha cugalI ke zabda usane mujhase kahe the ve jyoM ke tyoM Apase kaha denA yahA~ zAnti ke mArga meM satya nahIM hai, asatya hai / aura 'Apake sambandha meM kucha bAta nahIM thI, kucha aura hI bAta kahatA thA', athavA 'ApakI prazaMsA meM isa prakAra kahatA thA' aisA bola denA bhI yahA~ satya hai / kyoMki pahalI bAta se Apake hRdaya meM kSobha A jAne kI sambhAvanA hai aura Apake tathA usa vyakti ke bIca dveSa bar3ha jAne kI sambhAvanA hai, ata: pahalA vacana ahitakArI hone se asatya hai| dasare vacana ke dvArA Apako santoSa AyegA aura Apake tathA usa vyakti ke bIca par3A vaimanasya kucha kama ho jAyegA, ata: hitakArI hone ke kAraNa yaha dUsarA vacana satya hai / yaha hai vacana kI satyatA va asatyatA kI parIkSA / sAtha-sAtha itanA Avazyaka hai ki vaha vacana madhura va hitakArI honA cAhiye aura saMkSipta bhI, tAki tIsarA vyakti sunakara yaha saMzaya na karane lage ki ye paraspara meM bAta kara rahe haiM yA anargala prlaap| vacana kI bhA~ti zarIra dvArA kI gaI svapara-ahitakArI kriyAyeM, indriya-saMyama vAle prakaraNa meM kathita viSayAsakti-yukta tathA prANa-saMyama meM kathita hiMsA Adi yukta kriyAyeM asatya-zArIrika vyApAra haiM / inake viparIta svapara-hitakArI athavA saMyamita kriyAyeM satya-zArIrika vyApAra haiN| 2. dazavidha satya-laukika vyavahAra calAne ke artha bhI anekoM abhiprAyoM ke AdhAra para vacana bole jAte haiM, jo ki abhiprAya kI satyatA ke kAraNa satya aura abhiprAya kI asatyatA ke kAraNa asatya samajhe jAne caahiye| jaise- 1. aneka vyaktiyoM yA vastuoM meM se kisI eka vyakti yA vastu kI ora lakSya dilAne ke abhiprAya se bolA jAne vAlA vacana 'nAma-satya' hai, bhale hI usa nAma dvArA pradarzita hone vAle guNa usameM hoM yA na maiM Apake dvArA 'jinendra' nAma se pakArA jAtA hai| paranta yadi yahI nAma indriyoM ko jItane vAle aise jinendra-bhagavAna ke abhiprAya se mere sambandha meM koI prayukta karane lage, to vahI vacana asatya hogaa| 2. citra yA pratimA meM kisI kI AkRti yA rUpa ko dekhakara, 'yaha citra usa vyakti kA hai' aisA na kahakara, 'yaha amuka vyakti hai' aisA kaha denA 'rUpa-satya' hai| parantu isa pratimA yA citra ko koI vAstava meM vyakti samajhakara hI yaha vacana kahe to vahI vacana asatya hogaa| 3. kisI bhI padArtha meM kisI anya padArtha kI kalpanA karake, use vaha padArtha batA denA 'sthApanA-satya' hai, jaise ki zataraMja ke pAsoM meM AkArAdi na dIkhane para bhI, 'yaha hAthI hai' ityAdi kaha denA satya hai parantu koI isa pAse ko vAstavika hAthI samajhakara ise hAthI kahe to yahI vacana asatya hogaa| 4. Agamakathita tathyoM para se 'yaha aise hI hai' aisA vizvAsa rakhanA 'AjJA-satya' hai, jaise ki chinna-bhinna karane mAtra se kisI vanaspati ko acita kaha denA satya hai, kyoMki Agama kI aisI hI AjJA hai, yadyapi sambhava hai ki chinna-bhinna kara lene para bhI isameM anekoM danTiyoM kona

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38. uttama-satya 255 3. parama-satya jIva vidyamAna hoN| parantu isako vAstava meM vaisA hI samajha lenA arthAt sarvathA acit samajha lenA yA vaisA samajhakara use acit kahanA asatya hai| isI prakAra pramANika vyaktiyoM yA Agama ke vizvAsa ke AdhAra para aneka sUkSma, dUrastha va antarita padArthoM ke sambandha meM yaha kahanA 'ki ye aise hI haiM', satya hai, jaise ki dharmAstikAya Adi kA sAkSAtkAra na hone para bhI 'dravya cha: hI haiM' yaha kahanA satya hai / parantu binA kisI AdhAra ke yukti Adi dvArA kiJcit bhI nirNaya kiye binA, kevala pakSapAtavaza aisA kaha denA asatya hai / 5. aneka kAraNoM se utpanna hue kArya ko kisI eka kAraNa se utpanna huA kaha denA satya hai, jaise ki 'kisAna ke dvArA khetI boI gaI yaha kahanA satya hai / parantu anya saba kAraNoM ko bhUlakara 'kevala kisAna ne hI khetI boI' aisA kahanA asatya hai / 6. aneka padArthoM se milakara bane kisI padArtha ko eka nAma se kaha denA satya hai, jaise ki kuMkumAdi se bane padArtha ko dhUpa kahanA satya hai / parantu isa nAma kA koI pRthak sattAdhArI padArtha samajhakara dhUpa kahanA asatya hai / 7. aneka dezoM meM apanI-apanI bhASA ke AdhAra para eka hI padArtha ko aneka nAmoM se kahA jAnA 'vyavahAra-satya' hai, jaise ki bhArata meM kahe jAne vAle 'Izvara' ko iGgalaiMNDa meM 'gaoNDa' zabda dvArA kahA jAnA satya hai / parantu 'Izvara pRthak hai aura gaoNDa pRthak hai' aisA abhiprAya rakhakara kahe jAne vAle vahI zabda asatya haiN| 8. kisI bAta kI sambhAvanA ko dekhate hae 'aisA ho sakatA hai aisA kaha denA 'sambhAvanA satya' hai, jaise ki 'Aja vizva meM yuddha ho jAnA sambhava hai' yaha kaha denA satya hai / parantu yuddha avazya hogA hI' aisA abhiprAya rakhakara yahI vacana kahanA asatya hai / 9. kisI kI upamA dekara, 'yaha padArtha to bilkula vahI hai' aisA kaha denA 'upamA-satya' hai, jaise ki javAharalAla neharU jaisI kucha AkRti va kucha saMskAra dekhakara, 'yaha bAlaka to javAharalAla hai' aisA kaha denA satya hai / parantu bilkula javAharalAla mAnakara aisA kahanA asatya hai / 10. kisI kArya ko karane kA saMkalpa mAtra kara lene para 'maiM yaha kAma kara rahA hU~' aisA kahanA 'abhiprAya-satya' hai| jaise ki dehalI jAne kI taiyArI karate hue 'maiM dehalI jA rahA hU~' yaha kahanA satya hai / parantu vAstava meM isa samaya rela meM baiThe hue maiM dehalI jA rahA hU~' aisA abhiprAya rakha kara bolA huA yahI vacana asatya hai / isa prakAra aneka jAti ke abhiprAyoM ke heraphera se apane laukika vyavahAra meM vacana satya hote hae dekhe jAte haiN| 3. parama-satya-mana, vacana va kAyagata ina vyavahArika satyoM ke Upara hai vaha pAramArthika satya jise maiM hArdika satya kahatA hU~, usa hRdaya rAjya kA satya jahA~ taka deha va indriyoM kI to bAta nahIM mana va buddhi bhI pahu~ca nahIM skte| tattva meM athavA usake parama teja meM laya ho jAne ke kAraNa ina sabakI sattA sattAhIna ho cukI hai yahA~ aura sabakA teja tejahIna / sabake prayojana ni:zeSa ho jAne se zUnyamAtra banakara raha jAte haiM yahA~ / na rahate haiM saMkalpa aura na vikalpa, isalie na kucha karane kA prayojana rahatA hai yahA~ aura na kucha kahane-sunane tathA vicArane kaa| saba kucha mahAsatya meM laya ho jAtA hai, raha jAtA hai kevala eka jJAtA-dRSTA bhAva aura usameM se utpanna hone vAlA sahaja Ananda-srota / sakala vidhi-niSedhAtmaka dvandvoM se atIta ho jAtA hai vaha, 'tamAzA dekhane ke tathA dekhate rahane ke atirikta kucha bhI kartavya nahIM hai aba usakA', itanA kahanA bhI upacAra hai, kyoMki yaha to usakA svabhAva hai na ki kartavya / saMkalpa-vikalparUpa mAnasika kSobha ke nIce dabA par3A thA vaha, usake zAnta ho jAne ke kAraNa abhivyakta ho gayA hai aba / kucha bhI prayojana nahIM hai aba / usako, na satya se aura na asatya se / satya bhI asatya hai usake lie aura asatya bhI satya hai usake liye / bAlakavata prayojanahIna ho jAne ke kAraNa use kyA patA ki satya kyA aura asatya kyA? sabhI kacha khela hai usake liye| satya-niSTha ho jAne ke kAraNa jisakA vyaktitva svayaM satya bana gayA hai, usa satya-mUrti ke satya kA lakSaNa zabdoM dvArA koI kaise kare ? bane so jAne, khAye so ckhe|| na hai use kucha karane kA prayojana aura na manA karane kI haTha / jisa prakAra bAlaka ko khelane ke atirikta apanI ora se anya kucha bhI karane kA prayojana nahIM, mAtA-pitA ne kaha diyA to kara diyA, nahIM to na sahI; isI prakAra isa mahAyogI ko bhI jAnane, dekhane tathA Ananda-magna rahane ke atirikta apanI ora se anya kucha bhI karane kA prayojana nahIM, loka-saMgrahArtha kucha karanA par3A to kara diyA, nahIM to na shii| jisa prakAra mAtA-pitA ke artha karane vAle bAlaka ko usa kRtya ke acche yA bure pariNAma se koI prayojana nahIM, aura isalie kArya karake bhI usase alipta rahatA hai vaha; isI prakAra

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38. uttama-satya 256 3. parama-satya loka-saMgrahArtha karane vAle usa mahAyogI ko bhI usa kRtya ke acche yA bure pariNAma se koI prayojana nahIM, aura isalie karma karake bhI usase alipta rahatA hai vaha / saba kucha IryApatha hai usake lie, kiyA aura samApta / isalie jisa prakAra bAlaka ko vyavahArya yA avyavahArya kucha bhI karake na to kisI se bhaya hotA hai aura na chipane-chipAne kI AvazyakatA; isI prakAra usa mahAyogI ko bhI vyavahArya yA avyavahArya kucha bhI karake, na to kisI se bhaya hotA hai aura na chipane-chipAne kI AvazyakatA / isIlie antima satya hai yaha, satya va asatya donoM se atIta pAramArthika satya hai yh| parantu avyavahArika hai yaha sthiti, kevala samatA-mUrti mahA-yogiyoM ke satya-jIvana kA saMkSipta sA paricayamAtra hai yaha, na ki vyavahArika janoM ke lie anukaraNIya / satya ke pUrvokta sopAnoM ke yathAkrama avalambana pUrvaka manogata tathA buddhigata vAsanAoM ko kSINa karake mana va buddhi ko nizceSTa kiye binA aisA honA sambhava nahIM aura inake nizceSTa ho jAne para vyakti jagata-vyavahAra ke yogya rahatA nhiiN| YVAVY 35 AAW A 15 IMILMY jisa prakAra isa nAriyala ke bhItara isakI sArabhUta girI hai usI prakAra tere zarIra ke bhItara satyasvarUpa cetana hai|

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39. uttama-saMyama ( 1. yama va niyama; 2. indriya saMyama; 3. prANa saMyama; 4. parama sNym| 1. yama va niyama-bhava-bhava ke duSTa saMskAroM kA yamana karane vAle hai anvartha saMjJaka vItarAga prabhu ! mujhe yama pradAna kIjiye / pratikSaNa hone vAlI vikalpAtmaka antarmRtyu ko jItakara mRtyu kI sarvadA ke lie mRtyu kara dene vAle, mRtyuJjayapada ko prApta he yamarAja ! mujhako bhI apanI zaraNa meM lIjiye / oha ! kaisI anokhI bAta hai ki jisa yamarAja se jagata kAMpatA hai, Aja usakI zaraNa meM jAne kI prArthanA kI jA rahI hai / vismaya mata kara prabhu ! yamarAja se Darane vAlA moha se grasita jagata vAstava meM jAnatA hI nahIM ki yamarAja kauna hai ? loka meM to yamarAja kA atyanta bhayAnaka kAlpanika citraNa kheMcA gayA hai, para aisA vAstava meM nahIM hai / yamarAja kA svarUpa sundara hai, atyanta zAnta hai, loka meM sAne vAlA hai| daSTa saMskAroM kA yamana karake jinhoMne matya kI bhI matya kara dI hai. aise ve mahA mRtyuJjaya siddha prabhu hI vAstavika yamarAja haiM, unakI zaraNa meM jAne kI bAta hai arthAt svayaM yamarAja banane kI bAta hai| bhaya ko avakAza nahIM, utsAha utpanna kara / Aja saMyama kA prakaraNa calatA hai| saMyama arthAt samyak prakAra yamana karanA, niyantrita karanA, saMskAroM ko| vaise to saMyama ke sambandha meM aba taka bahuta kucha kahA jA cukA hai parantu abhI bhI paryApta nahIM hai / saMyama do prakAra kA hai--eka saMskAroM kI pUrNa-mRtyu rUpa aura dUsarA kiJcit-mRtyurUpa / pUrNa-saMyama ko yama aura kiJcita-saMyama ko niyama kahA jAtA hai| arthAt atyanta parAkramI jIvoM dvArA saMskAroM kA jIvana paryanta ke lie dhutakArA jAnA yama hai aura alpa-zaktivAle jIvoM ke dvArA unakA sImita samaya ke lie pandraha minaTa ke lie, yA Adha ghaNTe ke lie,yA pA~ca sAta dinoM yA mahInoM yA varSoM ke lie AMzika rUpa meM dhutakArA jAnA niyama kahalAtA hai| aba taka jitanA bhI kathana calA thA vaha saba niyama thA kyoMki mandira ke anukUla vAtAvaraNa meM Adha-pauna ghaNTe-mAtra taka kI sImA ke lie karane meM AtA thA, athavA vrata liye binA arthAt vrata vAle prakaraNa meM batAe gae 'to' rUpa zalya ke nikAle binA kevala abhyAsa rUpa meM kiyA jA rahA thaa| usI abhyAsa ke kAraNa zakti kI vRddhi ho jAne para vaha niyamI bana jAtA hai yamI, saMyamI arthAt saMnyAsI / taba usake bala va parAkrama ke kyA kahane ? manakI kucha bhI tIna-pA~ca nahIM calatI hai aba usake saamne|| ___ isa dazA ko prApta hokara vaha yamI bAhya meM prakaTa hone vAle sampUrNa sthUla saMskAroM kI zakti kA viccheda kara detA hai, aura puna: ve aMkurita na hone pAveM isa prayojanavaza anekoM kar3I-kar3I pratijJAyeM dhAraNa kara letA hai / 'jIvana jAe to jAe para yaha pratijJA aba bhaGga na hone pAe' aisI dRr3hatA hai Aja usakI antargarjanA meN| vaha yamarAja banane ko nikalA hai| vIroM kA vIra yaha yadyapi pahale hI se indriyoM ko vaza meM kara cakA thA aura prANiyoM ko bhI pIDA dene kA use avasara prApta nahIM hotA thA para Aja usakA vaha indriya va prANa-saMyama pUrNatA kI koTi ko sparza kara cukA hai| 2. indriya-saMyama gharabAra ko tathA rAjyapATa Adi ko lAta mArakara pUrNa saMnyAsI ho gae haiM ve Aja / vana meM akele vAsa karane vAle ve bAhya ke to sampUrNa viSayoM kA tyAga kara hI cuke haiM, antaraGga meM bhI indriyoM ko pUrNatayA jIta cuke haiM / viSayoM meM Avazyaka anAvazyaka kA koI bheda nahIM raha gayA hai aba unake lie / sakala viSaya anAvazyaka bana cuke haiM Aja unake lie| sparzanendriya ko lalakArate hue yathAjAta nagna-veSa dhAraNa kiyA hai unhoNne| garamI, sardI, barasAta, macchara-makkhI Adi kI bAdhAoM se bacane kA aba kiJcita mAtra bhI vikalpa zeSa nahIM rahA hai unameM, jisakI ghoSaNA ki unake zarIra kI nagnatA kara rahI hai / isa nagna avasthA meM bhI binA kisI Azraya ke kevala AkAza kI chata ke nIce, bIhar3a vanoM meM athavA bhayAnaka zmazAnoM meM, sardI kI tuSAra barasAtI rAtoM ke bIca, unakI nizcala va nirbhIka dhyAnastha avasthA unake pUrNa sparzana-indriya-vijetApane kA vizvAsa dilA rahI haiM / garmI kI Aga barasatI dopahariyoM meM, tapta bAlU para khule jAjvalyamAna AkAza ke nIce dhArA huA unakA AtApana yoga, zarIra ke prati unakI atIva nirmamatA kA dyotaka hai| Aja dizAyeM hI unake vastra haiM, isake atirikta aura kRtrima vastroM kI unheM AvazyakatA nhiiN| maithuna bhAva para unakI

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39. uttama-saMyama 258 3. prANa-saMyama jaya ghoSaNA karane vAlI nirvikAra zAnta-AbhA mujhe sparzana-indriya ke viSaya para unakI pUrNa vijaya kA dRr3ha vizvAsa dilA rahI hai / zarIra mailA-kucailA sApha-sutharA kaisA bhI rahe, saba samAna hai Aja unake liye| mahInoM-mahInoM ke upavAsa ke pazcAt bhI, Akula yA Asakta-citta se gRddhatAsahita AhAra kI ora dRSTi nahIM uThAnA, tathA antarAya yA kAI bhI bAdhA A jAne para zAntipUrvaka AhAra-jala kA tyAga karake puna: vana ko lauTa jAnA, unakI jihvA-indriya para pUrNa vijaya kA pradarzana kara rahA hai / AhAra lete samaya bhI svAdiSTa yA asvAdiSTa meM, namaka sahita yA namaka rahita meM, mIThe yA khaTTe meM, cikane yA rUkhe meM, garama yA ThaNDe meM, unakI mukhAkRti kA ekIbhAva unakI antarsAmyatA va rasa-nirapekSatA kI ghoSaNA karatA huA unheM jihvA-indriya vijayI siddha kara rahA hai / roma-roma ko pulakita kara dene vAlA sarvasatva-kalyANa kI karuNApUrNa bhAvanAoM se nikalA, unakA hitakArI va atyanta miSTa sambhASaNa, vacana para unakA pUrNa niyantraNa darzAtA huA unake pUrNa jihvA-indriya-vijayI hone kA vizvAsa dilA rahA hai| viSTA ke pAsa se gujarate hue bhI unakI mukhAkRti kI saralatA va zAntatA kA nirbhaGga rahanA, kisI kuSTI Adi ke glAnimayI zarIra ko dekhakara bhI unakI A~kha kA dUsarI ora na ghUmanA tathA kisI udyAna ke nikaTa se jAte hue yA vahA~ baiThe hue Ane vAlI dhImI-dhImI sugandhi kI ora unake citta kA AkarSita na honA, mukhAkRti para kisI santoSa-vizeSa ke cihna na dIkhanA unake pUrNa nAsikA-indriya-vijayIpane ko siddha karatA hai| durgandhi va sugandhi meM sAmyabhAva unakI pUrNa-vItarAgatA kA tathA zAnti ke rasAsvAdana kA pratIka hai, jisake kAraNa ki una donoM meM unheM bheda bhAsatA nhiiN| tIkhe kaTAkSa karatI, zRGgArita rambhA va urvazI sI sundara yuvatiyoM ke sAmane A jAne para bhI vikRta dRSTi se udhara nA athavA mahA-bhayAnaka koI vikarAla rUpa dIkha par3ane para bhI unakI AbhA meM koI antara na par3anA, AhArArtha cakravartI ke mahala meM yA sAdhAraNa-jana kI kuTiyA meM praveza karate unakA gauvat samAna bhAva meM sthita rahanA, unake pUrNa netra-indriya-vijayI hone kI ghoSaNA kara rahA hai| sundara-asundara, manojJa-amanojJa saba samAna hai Aja unke-lie| nindA va stuti donoM meM samAna rahane vAlI unakI samabuddhi, nindaka va vandaka donoM ke lie samAna rUpa se prakaTa hone vAlI kalyANa kI bhAvanA tathA donoM ke lie mukha se eka zAnta muskAna ke sAtha nikalA huA 'terA kalyANa ho' aisA AzIrvacana unake pUrNa karNendriya-vijayI hone kA dyotaka hai| ina sabake atirikta svarNa va kAMca meM tathA hAni va lAbha meM rahane vAlI unakI sAmyatA, nirlobhatA va niSkapaTatA unake pUrNa-niSparigrahIpane kA, pUrNa-tyAgIpane kA Adarza upasthita karatI hai / zatru va mitra meM samAnatA unakI kSamA ko, aura anekoM guNoM tathA camatkArika RddhiyoM ke yA zakti-vizeSoM ke hote hue bhI unheM prayoga meM na lAnA unakI nirabhimAnatA va kSamatA kA dyotaka hai| kahA~ taka kaheM, ye vItarAgI sAdhu jinako ki maiMne Adarza svIkAra kiyA hai, pUrNa-saMyamI haiM, pUrNa-indriya-vijayI haiM, pUrNa-kaSAya-vijayI haiN| 3. prANa-saMyama-indriya-saMyama ke atirikta prANa-saMyama bhI pUrNa ho jAtA hai yahA~ / saMyama-adhikAra ke antargata kathita jIva hiMsA ke 12960 vikalpoM kA (dekho 26.8) pUrNa tyAga kara dete haiM ve, arthAt jo kucha bhI kamI raha gaI thI use bhI dUra karake pUrNarUpeNa prANa-saMyamI bana jAte haiM ve / manuSya se lekara cIMTI paryanta calane phirane vAle trasa-jIvoM kI to bAta kyA, sthAvara-jIvoM kI hiMsA bhI pApa hai Aja unke-lie| vAyukAyika jIvoM ko bAdhA na ho isa abhiprAya se paMkhA nahIM jhalate haiM ve, vanaspati-kAyika jIvoM ko pIr3A na ho isa abhiprAya se ghAsa kA eka tinakA bhI tor3anA svIkAra nahIM karate haiM ve / kyA batAyeM unakI dayAlutA, pRthvI tathA jala ko bAdhA pahu~cAnA taka sahana nahIM hai Aja unheM / isIlie na kabhI jala meM gamana karate haiM aura na miTTI Adi lene ke lie pRthvI karedate haiM ve / dhanya hai unakI Adarza krunnaa| gahastha dazA meM unheM kevala saMkalpI-hiMsA kA tyAga thA. udyogI tathA ArambhI hiMsA kama se kama ho aisA yatna mAtra karate the, parantu usakA sarvathA tyAga nahIM thaa| apanI, apane kuTumba kI tathA apane deza kI rakSA ke lie cora-DAkuoM tathA AtatAiyoM ke sAtha yuddha karate samaya virodhI hiMsA anivArya karanI par3atI thI unheM / parantu yahA~ ina tInoM kA bhI pUrNa tyAga ho jAtA hai| sAdhu ke pAsa na hai kucha udyoga va Arambha, na vyApAra-dhandhA aura na gharabAra kA kAmakAja / dhana, gRha-kuTumbAdi ko chor3a dene ke kAraNa anya koI vastu yA deza unake pAsa hai hI nahIM, jise ki cora-DAku lUTa sakeM yA jisake lie AtatAyI AkramaNa kara skeN| aba loka kI bar3e-se-bar3I bAdhA bhI unakI zAnti

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39. uttama-saMyama 259 4. parama-saMyama hai, vaha meM vighna DAlane ko samartha nhiiN| unakA kartavya badala cukA hai aba, unakA zarIra badala cukA hai aba, unakI sampatti badala cukI hai aba, unakA kuTumba badala cukA hai aba, unakA deza badala cukA hai aba / Aja jJAna unakA zarIra hai, zAnti unakI sampatti hai, vairAgya, samatA, maitrI, utsAha, ullAsa unakA kuTumba hai, viveka unakA deza hai / inameM se kisI bhI vastu ko na to cora DAkU curAne ke lie samartha haiM aura na koI AtatAyI ina para AkramaNa karane ko samartha hai / taba kise samajheM ve apanA zatru ? unake jJAna zarIra para calane ke lie koI hathiyAra hI nahIM / garmI, sardI, barasAta AdirUpa prAkRtika bAdhAe~ hoM yA hoM makkhI-macchara AdikRta upadrava, pazu-pakSI AdikRta saMkaTa hoM yA hoM ajJAnI-janoM kRta upasarga, unake mukha-maNDala para phailI madhura muskAna kA bheda karane ko koI samartha nhiiN| aura to kucha unake pAsa hai nahIM jisa ko unase chInA jA sake, eka zarIra hai parantu vaha hai alaukika / tila-tila karane ke lie taiyAra ho koI isake, kolhU meM pelane ke liye udyama huA ho koI isako, athavA jIvita bhasma kara dene kA bhAva lekara AyA ho koI ise, kuttoM ke dvArA nucavAne ke lie dahI chir3akatA ho koI isa para, dIvAra meM cinane lagA ho koI ise, parantu unheM kyA cintA, unheM kyA bhaya ? apane dveSa kI Aga jisa vastu para, jisa zarIra para bujhAI jA rahI kA hai hI nahIM aba, usase mamatva hai hI nahIM aba, phira usa vidveSI ke prati unheM dveSa kyoM ho, ghuNA kyoM ho, krodha kyoM ho, isase mukAbalA karane kI bhAvanA kyoM ho? vaha becArA raMka svayaM nahIM jAnatA ki kyA hai isa yogI ke pAsa jisako chInane se kaSTa ho sakegA inheM / usako to dikhAI detA hai yaha camar3e kA zarIra, jise bAdhA pahu~cane para svayaM use pratIta hotI hai bAdhA / usI tulA para tolatA hai Aja vaha isa parama yogezvara kI sampatti ko, zAnti ko, aura yadi patA bhI ho use to isake chInane meM bilkula asamartha hai vaha / isalie kyoM samajheM ve yogI use zatru ? vaha to becArA hai raMka, dveSa kI antardAha meM nitya jalate rahane ke kAraNa svayaM bahuta duHkhI / vaha to hai usa yogI kI karuNA kA pAtra, virodha kA nhiiN| usake lie bhI usa yogI ke mukha se nikalatA hai kalyANAtmaka AzIrvAda jaise ki eka bhakta ke lie| yaha hai sAdhu kI pUrNa ahiMsA, unakA pUrNa praann-sNym| 4. parama-saMyama isase bhI Upara hai saMyama tathA asaMyama se atIta unakA vaha parama saMyama jise sAkSAt amata-kambha kahA gayA hai| jinake mana tathA baddhi mara cake haiM, jinake samasta saMkalpa-vikalpa parama satya meM vilIna ho cuke haiM, unake lie kyA saMyama aura kyA asaMyama ? sabaM baccoM kA sA khela hai aba unake lie| jisa prakAra eka bAlaka ke lie svayaM rAjA banakara cora ko daNDa denA bhI vaisA hI hai jaisA ki svayaM cora banakara rAjA se daNDa pAnA usI prakAra satya-svarUpa usa mahAyogI ke lie saMyama-yukta hokara rahanA bhI vaisA hI hai jaisA ki saMyama vihIna hokara rahanA / tyAga bhI unake lie vaisA hI hai jaisA ki grahaNa / jisa prakAra koI rogI roga-vardhaka kAraNoM se bacane ke lie apane Upara aneka prakAra ke pratibandha lagAtA hai parantu roga zAnta ho jAne para una saba pratibandhoM kA tyAga karake halkA ho jAtA hai; usI prakAra zAnti-patha kA sAdhaka adhyAtma yogI vikalpa-vardhaka kAraNoM se bacane ke lie apane Upara aneka prakAra ke pratibandha lagAtA hai parantu vikalpa-roga zAnta ho jAne para una sarva pratibandhoM kA tyAga karake halakA ho jAtA hai / jisa prakAra roga-mukta ho jAne para ve tyakta padArtha aba usa vyakti ko bAdhA kAraka nahIM hote haiM, usI prakAra vikalpa-mukta ho jAne para sakala tyakta padArtha aba usa mahA-yogI ko bandhakAraka nahIM hote haiM / roga-mukta ho jAne para bhI vaha vyakti yadi una padArthoM ke tyAga kI haTha na chor3e to usakA vaha tyAga hI usake lie mahA-roga bana jAtA hai, usI prakAra vikalpa-makta ho jAne para bhI ve mahA-yogI yadi una padArthoM ke tyAga kI haTha na chor3eM unakA vaha tyAga hI unake lie mahA-vikalpa bana jAtA hai / donoM ora se santulita rahanA hI svAsthya hai| isalie samatArUpa satya-bhUmi meM praviSTa mahA-yogI sakala pratibandhoM se mukta ho jAte haiM aura yahI hai pAramArthika asaMyamarUpa unakA saMyama, saMyama asaMyama se atIta tRtIya bhUmi / parantu avyavahArika hai yaha, mana buddhi se atIta samatA bhogI ke lie amRta kumbha hote hue bhI mana buddhi ke jagata meM rahane vAle vyAvahArika janoM ke lie viSakumbha hai yaha / saMyama ke pUrvokta vividha sopAnoM ke yathAkrama avalambana-pUrvaka manogata tathA buddhigata vAsanAoM ko kSINa karake mana va buddhi ko nizceSTa kiye binA aisA honA sambhava nahIM, aura inake nizceSTa ho jAne para vyakti jagata-vyavahAra ke yogya rahatA nhiiN| /

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40. uttama - tapa 1. paricaya; 2. SaDvidha bAhya tapa; 3. SaDvidha Abhyantara tapa / 1. paricaya--sarva bAhya va Abhyantara saMga se mukta he ekAntavAsI gurudeva ! mujhako bhI vikalpoM se mukta karake nija ekAnta zAnti kA AvAsa pradAna kIjiye / gRhasthocita sAmAnya - tapa kA tathA zakti va paristhiti ke anusAra mAnasa tapa kA ullekha pahale kiyA jA cukA hai| vahA~ yaha saMketa kiyA gayA thA ki abhyAsa ke dvArA zakti meM vRddhi ho kucha anya prakAra ke bhI bAhya tathA Abhyantara tapa yogI jana kiyA karate haiN| una tapa-vizeSoM kA ullekha karanA hI yahA~ prayojanIya hai / vahA~ vistAra sahita yaha bAta batAI jA cukI hai ki 'tapa' zabda kA artha hai vaha prabala puruSArtha jo ki sAdhaka saMskAroM kA mUloccheda karane ke lie kiyA karatA hai; arthAt pratikUla vAtAvaraNa meM jAkara supta saMskAroM ko jagAnA, unheM lalakAranA tathA pUrI zakti se unake sAtha yuddha ThAnanA / bahuta bala kI AvazyakatA hai isake lie jo prAya: yogI janoM meM hI honA sambhava hai, tathApi apanI-apanI zakti ke anusAra gRhastha bhI hInAdhika rUpa meM unheM kare to use kisI acintya lAbha kI prApti hotI hai / saMskAra do prakAra ke haiM - eka to ve jinakA ki kSetra hai bAhara kA yaha sthUla zarIra aura dUsare ve jinakA kSetra hai Abhyantara kA sUkSma zarIra arthAt mana, buddhi aadi| pahale saMskAroM kA kArya hai zArIrika pIr3AoM meM mujhe zAnti tathA samatA se balapUrvaka vicalita karake una pIr3AoM ke cintavana meM aTakA denaa| dUsare saMskAroM kA kArya hai mere bhItara vividha prakAra kI icchAyeM, athavA vAsanAyeM jAgrata karake mujhe vividha prakAra ke viSaya - cintavana meM niyojita kara denA / ataH tapa bhI do prakAra kA honA svAbhAvika hai-- eka bAhya-tapa jisakA prayojana hai bAhya kSetravartI saMskAroM kA mUloccheda karanA aura dUsarA Abhyantara tapa jisakA prayojana hai Abhyantara - kSetravartI saMskAroM ko naSTa karanA / donoM hI prAyaH chaH-chaH prakAra ke haiM / bAhya tapa meM sammilita haiM--anazana, avamaudarya yA UnodarI, vRtti - parisaMkhyAna, rasa-parityAga, vivikta- zayyAsana aura kAyakleza / Abhyantara tapa meM sammilita haiM--prAyazcitta, vinaya, vaiyAvRttya, svAdhyAya, vyutsarga aura dhyAna / ina sabakA ullekha krama se kiyA jAne vAlA hai| adhika vistAra na karake saMkSepa se hI paricaya dene kA prayatna karU~gA / 2. SaDvidha bAhyata -- tapa ke sAmAnya svarUpa kA vivecana karate hue yaha batAyA jA cukA hai ki zAnti tathA kI prApti ke lie sAdhaka zArIrika pIr3AoM kI cintA nahIM karatA / zarIra ko zAnti tathA samatA ke utpAdanArtha gAI gaI mazIna se adhika kucha nahIM smjhtaa| apanI zaktiyoM ko na chipAtA huA pUre utsAha ke sAtha barAbara Age bar3hatA jAtA hai nirbhaya, eka mahA-subhaTa kI bhA~ti, saMskAroM ke sAtha yuddha karatA / jyoM-jyoM vijaya prApta karatA hai una para, tyoM-tyoM vRddhi hotI calI jAtI hai usakI zakti meM, utsAha tathA ullAsa meN| basa sthiratA kA cArajAmA kasa, tapa ke hathiyAra sajA, kUda par3atA hai vaha yuddhasthala meM aura lalakAratA hai eka-eka zArIrika pIr3A ko / jAna bUjhakara utpanna karatA hai unheM, jAnabUjhakara praveza karatA hai unmeN| aura to sarva AvazyakatAyeM va icchAyeM pahale hI tyAga cukA hai vaha, kevala eka AvazyakatA zeSa raha gaI hai usakI, aura vaha hai bhojana sambandhI / isaliye usake sarva hI saMskAra Aja ekatrita hokara isa hI dizA meM apanA bala dikhA sakate haiM, aura vaha yogI bhI isI ke AdhAra para sarva abhilASAoM ke saMskAra- viccheda sambandhI puruSArtha kara sakatA hai| ataH bhojana kI mukhyatA se ina tapoM kA varNana kiyA jAyegA yahA~, para isakA yaha artha nahIM ki ye bhojana- sambandhI abhilASAoM para hI lAgU hone vAle haiN| pratyeka abhilASA para yathAyogya rUpa se lAgU karake hama usa usa jAti ke saMskAroM kA viccheda kara sakate haiN| jaise ki 'yogI kA AhAra chor3akara upavAsa karanA' aura isI prakAra Apa yadi kara sakeM to 'eka dina yA kucha mahInoM ke lie apanA dhanopArjana chor3akara lobha yA vitteSaNA ke tyAgarUpa upavAsa karanA' eka hI bAta hai| pahale se chUTatI hai bhojana kI abhilASA aura dUsare se chUTatI hai dhana kI abhilASA / isa prakAra kisI bhI dizA meM lAgU kiye jA sakate haiM ye tapa ke bheda /

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40. uttama-tapa 261 2. SaDvidha bAhyatapa (1) bhojana-grahaNa kI abhilASA-sambandhI saMskAra ko tor3a DAlate haiM ve yogIjana, eka dina, do dina, dasa dina athavA mahInoM-mahInoM taka ke upavAsa dhAraNa kara-karake / (vajravRSabhanArAca-saMhanana vAle zarIradhArI yogI varSabhara kA bhI upavAsa kara sakate haiN| upavAsa ke dinoM meM jala kI eka ba~da bhI grahaNa nahIM karate aura barAbara zAnti meM sthira bane rahate haiM ve| upavAsa nAma bhojana mAtra ke tyAga kA nahIM balki hai, 'upa' arthAt nikaTa meM 'vAsa' karane kA nAma arthAt apanI AtmA athavA zAnti ke nikaTa meM vAsa karane kA nAma upavAsa hai / bhojana chor3akara vyAkula ho jAye aura dina bItane kI pratIkSA karane lage ki kaba dUsarA dina Aye aura mujhe bhojana mile, to upavAsa nahIM kahate / ata: yogIjana upavAsa ke samaya bhojanapAna na milane para zAnti se cyuta nahIM hote aura isa prakAra tor3a DAlate haiM kSudhA se pIr3ita kara dene vAle saMskAra ko / kSudhA ho to ho para ve apane bala ke AdhAra para use ginate hI nahIM arthAt upayoga ke zAnti meM sthira rahane ke kAraNa usa ora lakSya dete hI nahIM / yaha hai bAhya-tapa kA pahalA bheda 'anshn'| (2) dUsarA saMskAra hai vaha jo ki prApta vastu kA kisI kAraNavaza kadAcit upayoga na kara pAne para citta meM eka vizeSa prakAra kI gRddhatA kA vedana jAgRta kara detA hai / jaise ki dukAna bilkula na kholanA to Apa kadAcit svIkAra kara leM. paranta kisI grAhaka ko AdhA saudA dekara, dakAna meM hote hae bhI zeSa AdhA saudA jisameM sAkSAta lAbha hone vAlA hai, kisI kAraNavaza dene se inkAra kara deM / bilkula na becane se AdhA becanA akharatA hai / isI prakAra bilkula na khAne se alpamAtra hI khAkara chor3a denA kaThina hai / yogIjana isa saMskAra kA mUloccheda karate haiM, pahale AdhA peTa bhojana grahaNa ka phira krama se eka-eka grAsa kama karate hae kevala eka grAsa mAtra meM santoSa dhAraNa karake aura Age bhI usa grAsa ko kama karate-karate kevala eka cAvala mAtra kA grahaNa karake / atyanta alpa yaha bhojana yA eka cAvala ve isalie nahIM lete ki kSudhA meM koI antara DAla degA, balki isalie lete haiM ki kSudhA ke sAtha-sAtha alpa-grahaNa meM pIr3A kI pratIti karAne vAlA saMskAra TUTa jaay| isa tapa ke dvArA yugapat do saMskAra jIte jA rahe haiM-eka kSudhA meM pIr3A ko pratIti karAne vAlA aura dUsarA alpa-grahaNa meM gRddhatA kI pratIti karAne vaalaa| isakA nAma hai 'avamaudarya yA UnodarI' tp| (3) kisI vastu kI prApti yA aprApti ke sambandha meM bhale usa samaya taka sAmyatA banI rahe jaba taka ki usakI prApti kI AzA nahIM ho jAtI parantu prApti kI AzA ho jAne para bhI grahaNa na kare aura sAmyatA banI rahe yaha bahuta kaThina hai| isa saMskAra ko ve yogI tor3ate haiN| kucha aTapaTI sI bAta vicAra lete haiM ve, aisI ki jisakA pUrA honA bahuta kaThina hai, aura use apane mana meM hI rakha lete haiM ve / spaSTa rUpa se athavA kisI bahAne se vacana ke dvArA yA kisI zArIrika saMketa ke dvArA yA kisI bhI anya kriyA ke dvArA apane usa abhiprAya ko kisI para bhI, yahA~ taka ki apane ziSya para bhI prakaTa nahIM karate ve| yaha abhiprAya akasmAt hI kAkatAlIya nyAyavat pUrA ho jAe to AhAra grahaNa kareMge anyathA nahIM, jaise ki 'Aja sarpa milegA to AhAra grahaNa kareMge, nahIM to nhiiN|' kisI ko kyA patA ki inake mana meM kyA hai ? zrAvaka logoM ko apane-apane dvAra para pratigraha (svAgata) ke lie khar3A dekhate haiM, para apanI pratijJA pUrI hote na dekhakara mauna pUrvaka lauTa Ate haiM binA AhAra liye, jabaki sabakI bhAvanA yaha thI ki kisI prakAra ye mere ghara AhAra kara leM to merA jIvana saphala ho jaae| ve becAre kucha nahIM jAna pAte ki yogI kyoM lauTa gae haiN| isa prakAra barAbara mahInoM taka nagara meM AhArArtha Ate haiM aura lauTa jAte haiM; na pratijJA pUrI hotI hai aura na AhAra lete haiN| kisI ko kyA patA ki kyA pratijJA kI hai isa yogI ne, patA ho to eka sapere ko hI lA biThAyeM apane ghara ke sAmane? yogI apanI sAmyatA kI parIkSA karate rahate haiM ki pratijJA pUrI na hone para kucha vikalpa to nahIM A rahe haiM ? yadi Ate haiM to kar3I AlocanA dvArA unheM dabAte haiM / 'mile to acchA na mile to acchA, donoM hI barAbara haiM' aise abhiprAya para barAbara dRr3ha bane rahate haiM aura isa prakAra kSudhA ke sAtha-sAtha isa tIsare saMskAra ko bhI tor3a DAlate haiM ve / yaha hai tRtIya tapa 'vRtti prisNkhyaan'| (4) bhojana ke vikalpa-sambandhI eka cauthA saMskAra bhI hai, aura vaha hai svAda kI dizA kA jhukAva / bhojana karate samaya kSudhA-nivRtti kA prayojana to prAya: yAda bhI nahIM rahatA, kevala svAda lene mAtra kI ora lakSya calA jAtA hai aura khAne .

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40. uttama-tapa 262 2. SaDvidha vAhatapa lagatA hai use khUba svAda le-lekara / svAda lage to harSa, na svAda lage to viSAda / isa duSTa saMskAra ke prati bar3e sAvadhAna rahate haiM ve jJAnI / Aja se nahIM gRhastha dazA meM pahale paga se hI ve isa prabala saMskAra ke sAtha lar3ate cale A rahe haiM / anekoM bAra pahale bhI isake sambandha meM saMketa kiyA jA cukA hai, parantu isa yogI ne ise nirmUla karane kA dRr3ha saMkalpa kiyA hai| svAda kI makhyatA manaSya ke bhojana meM prAya: cha: padArthoM se banatI hai jinheM 'SaTa-rasa' kahate haiM namaka.mIThA yA zakkara, ghI. tela, dUdha, dahI / ye cha: rasa hI bhojana ko svAdiSTa banAyA karate haiM / inameM se koI eka na ho to svAda ThIka nahIM baiThatA, aura do tIna Adi yahA~ taka ki chahoM se rahita bhojana to ghAsa ke samAna lagane lagatA hai / basa yogI mahInoM va varSoM ke lie inameM se kisI eka yA do yA chahoM kA tyAga kara dete haiM / jaba kabhI AhAra lene kI AvazyakatA par3e taba ghAsavat bhojana karake isa khaDDe ko bhara lete haiM, aura isa prakAra rasa-gRddhi ke saMskAra ko jIta lete haiM ve| isa 'rasaparityAga' kA aisA vikRta rUpa nahIM hai jaisA ki Aja dekhane meM AtA hai| eka rasa ko chor3akara anya rasa meM gRddhatA ho jAne se vaha rasa jItA nahIM jA sakatA; jaise namaka ke tyAga meM mIThe padArthoM kA bhojana kara lenA, aura mIThe ke tyAga meM namakIna padArthoM kA, athavA zakkara ke mIThe tyAga meM munakkA kA mIThA banAkara prayojana siddha kara lenA aura dUdha ke tyAga meM bAdAmoM kA dUdha banAkara / isa prakAra eka padArtha kI bajAe dUsare padArtha kA grahaNa rasatyAga nahIM kahA jA sakatA, kyoMki nIrasa meM jo aruci hai usakA parityAga nahIM kiyA jA sakA hai, bhojana ko jisa kisa prakAra bhI rasIlA banAne kA hI prayojana rahA hai / ata: rasaparityAga use kahate haiM ki namaka ke tyAga meM alonA hI khAye aura mIThe ke tyAga meM munakkA Adi kA prayoga na kare, dUdha bhI phIkA hI pI le, ityAdi / sacce yogI kRtrimatA nahIM kiyA karate, kA tyAga yA tapa dasaroM ko dikhAne ke lie nahIM apane hita ke artha tathA saMskAroM ko toDane ke artha hotA hai| yaha hai bhojana sambandhI cauthA tapa, rasa-parityAga' / yadyapi uparokta tapoM kA varNana yogiyoM kI apekSA utkRSTa rUpa se darzAyA gayA hai, parantu isase yaha artha na lenA ki yogI loga itane utkRSTa prakAra ke hI tapa dhAraNa karate haiM / jaise gRhastha dazA meM zAkti kI apekSA rakhate hue dhIre-dhIre bar3hanA hotA hai parantu abhiprAya meM utkRSTatA rahatI hai; vaise hI yahA~ bhI zakti kI apekSA rakhate hue hI dhIre-dhIre bar3hanA hotA hai parantu abhiprAya meM utkRSTatA rahatI hai / yogI bhI apanI prArambhika avasthA meM ina tapoM ko jaghanya rUpa se hI pAlatA hai aura gRhastha bhI yadi cAhe to apanI zakti ke anusAra unako pAlane kA abhyAsa kara sakatA hai| (5) jana-samparka meM Ane para, anekoM idhara-udhara kI vyartha bAteM, deza-videzoM ke pArasparika yuddha, navIna-navIna vaijJAnika khojoM ke samAcAra, coroM va aparAdhiyoM kI kathAyeM, striyoM kI sundaratA Adi kI carcAyeM, kisI kI nindA aura kisI kI prazaMsA, ityAdika aneka kathA-kalApa kI ora kyoM merA citta AkarSita hotA hai ? adhika dera taka akelA baiThA rahane meM kyoM dama sA ghuTane lagatA hai ? yaha kucha aisA saMskAra hai jisako tor3e binA abAdhita zAnti ko banAye rakhanA asambhava hai| yogIjana isa saMskAra ko tor3ane ke lie jana-samparka se bacate haiM aura ekAnta meM vAsa karate haiN| kinhIM gahana vanoM meM, pahAr3a kI kandarAoM meM, vRkSa kI koTaroM meM, kisI sUne-ghara meM yA khaNDaharoM meM vAsa karate haiM tAki koI unake pAsa Ane na paaye| unheM yaha patA hai ki zAnti ke mArga se aparicita becAre laukika janoM ke pAsa uparokta bAteM karane ke sivAya aura hai hI kyA ? vyartha samaya gavA~nA hai unake sAtha bAteM karake tathA anekoM vikalpa khar3e ho jAte haiM unakI bAteM sunakara / vikalpoM se bacane ke lie to ghara chor3A aura phira vahI vikalpa yahA~ isa dUsare mArga se praveza karane lge| yogIjana kaise sahana kara sakate haiM isa apanI mahAna hAni ko? yahI hai 'vivikta-zayyAsana' nAmakA pA~cavA~ tp| (6) inake atirikta aura bhI eka saMskAra hai / kSudhA-tRSA sambandhI antaraMga bAdhA ke atirikta zarIra para bAhara se AghAta pahu~cAne vAlI bhI anekoM bAdhAyeM haiM-garmI kI bAdhA, sardI kI bAdhA, DAMsa, macchara, makkhI, bhirra, tataiye kI bAdhA tathA siMhAdi krUra pazuoM tathA duSTa manuSyoMkRta anekoM prakAra kI asahya bAdhAyeM / inake atirikta bhayAnaka zabdoM tathA bhayAnaka dRzyoM se bhaya khAne kI bAdhA, eka Asana para adhika dera taka baiThe rahane kI bAdhA ityAdi aura bhI anekoM bAdhAyeM haiN| kahA~ taka ginAyeM ? kadAcit durbhAgyavaza ina bAdhAoM ke A par3ane para, itanI zakti mujhameM kahA~ ki

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40. uttama-tapa 263 2. SaDvidha bAhyatapa DID (.hA 8 AtApana yoga varSA yoga zAnti ko sthira rakha skuuN| yadyapi yaha jAnatA hU~ ki ina bAdhAoM se zarIra ko hAni paha~ce to paha~ce mujhe koI hAni nahIM pahu~ca sakatI kyoMki maiM to caitanya va zAntimUrti, avinAzI va avikArI, amUrtika padArtha hU~, inameM se kisI bAdhA meM bhI mujhe sparza karane kI sAmarthya nahIM; tadapi isa vizvAsa ko jIvana meM utArane ke lie apane ko asamartha pA rahA huuN| koI bhI eka saMskAra aise avasara para jabaradastI mere upayoga ko zAnti se haTAkara ina bAdhAoM meM ulajhA detA hai / maiM bajAye zAnti ke karane lagatA hU~ pIr3A kA vedana aura kartavya-akartavya ko bhUla baiThatA huuN| yogIjana isa duSTa saMskAra kA nirmUlana karane kelie Aja apanA parAkrama dikhAne nikale haiN| svata: hI ve bAdhAyeM AyeM, inakI pratIkSA kie binA svayaM jAna-bUjhakara ina bAdhAoM meM praveza kara jAte haiM ve yA navIna bAdhAyeM utpanna kara lete haiM ve, aura vahA~ usa atyanta pratikUla vAtAvaraNa meM rahakara abhyAsa karate haiM zAnti meM sthiratA rakhane kaa| anukUla vAtAvaraNa meM to sthira raha sakate the para pratikUla meM sthira raheM taba maz2A hai, aura isalie baiTha jAte haiM jyeSTha kI agni barasAtI dhUpa meM parvata ke zikhara para jahA~ zilAe~ mAno aMgAre hI banI par3I hoM, aura baiThe rahate haiM yA khar3e ho jAte haiM ghaNTo-ghaNToM ke lie usa agni meM aDiga / isa prakAra ke AtApana yoga dvArA khaNDa-khaNDa kara dete haiM ve garmI meM bAdhA pahuMcAne vAle saMskAra ko| isI prakAra pauSa kI tuSAra barasAtI rAtoM meM sArI-sArI rAta nadI ke tIra para khar3e hue dhyAnamudrA dhAraNa karake sardI meM bAdhA pahu~cAne sambandhI saMskAra ko tor3a DAlate haiM ve / mUsalAdhAra barasAta meM vRkSa ke nIce baiTha jAte haiM ve / pattoM para girane ke kAraNa aura bhI adhika bikharI huI bauchAr3oM meM, ghaNToM zAnti meM sthira baiThe rahakara barasAta meM bAdhA pahu~cAne sambandhI saMskAra ko bhI tor3a DAlate haiM ve / barasAta kI rAtoM meM vRkSa ke nIce yoga dhAraNa karake maccharoM kI bAdhA sambandhI saMskAra ko ukhAr3a pheMkate haiM ve / eka hI Asana para kaI-kaI pahara khar3e rahakara yA baiThakara dhyAna karane vAle usa yogI ko dekhakara kA~pa uThatA hai sthirAsana meM asthiratA utpanna karane vAlA saMskAra yA usameM pIr3A kA vedana karAne vAlA saMskAra, aura mApatA hI dikhAI detA hai apanA maarg| siMha kI garjanAoM, hAthI kI cItkAroM, gIdar3oM kI cIkha-pukAroM, ajagaroM kI phukAreM, pralayakAla kI A~dhIvat tIvra pavana ke jhoMkoM se TUTa-TUTa kara girane vAle vRkSoM kI gar3agar3AhaToM, pattoM kI sarasarAhaToM, dizAoM se Ane vAlI sAyeM-sAyeM kI dila dahalA dene vAlI AvAjoM, A~dhI se tAr3ita nadiyoM meM kruddha nAgoMvat uchalatI huI jala kI kalloloM ke kAraNa vAtAvaraNa ne mAno atyanta raudra rUpa dhAraNa kiyA hai / aise mahA bhayAnaka va vikaTa-vanoM meM dina-rAta dhyAnastha rahane vAle una parAkramI yogiyoM ke sAmane bhaya ke saMskAra kA kyA basa cale? isI prakAra anya bhI anekoM

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40. uttama-tapa 264 3. SaDvidha Abhyantara tapa prakAra loka kI bar3I se bar3I bAdhA ko jAnabUjhakara nimantrita karate haiM ve aura bhir3a jAte haiM unake sAtha / yahI hai bAhya-tapoM meM sabase adhika vikaTa 'kAyakleza' nAmavAlA chaTA tp| 3. SaDvidha Abhyantara tapa-antaraMga meM nitya naye-naye rUpa dhAraNa karake uThane vAle vikalpoM ke prati bhI g2Afila nahIM haiM ve / unakA mUloccheda karane ke lie jAgRta svAmI kI taraha sadA sAvadhAna rahate haiM ve: (1) tanika sI bhI rAga yA dveSa sUcaka koI AhaTa andara meM milI ki lalakArA turanta unhoMne use / daur3a par3e lekara hAtha meM nindana tathA garhaNa kI talavAra, isa AzaMkA se ki ghusa gayA ghara meM koI cora / becAre ina coroM ke prANa to vaise hI sUkhate haiM inake ghara meM praveza karate hue, yadi koI bhUlA-bhaTakA ghusa bhI jAe to phira kyA thA, dhara dabAyA use aura lage prAyazcita tathA daNDa ke kor3e barasAne usakI kamara para / udher3a dI usakI camar3I, nikAla diye usa becAre ke prANa, na rahegA bA~sa aura na bajegI bA~surI / arthAt antaraMga meM koI bhI khoTA pariNAma utpanna ho jAne para svayaM to AtmaglAni pUrvaka apane ko dhikkArate hI haiM, isakA abhyAsa to gRhastha dazA se hI karate A rahe haiM, parantu aba to guru ke samakSa jAkara bhI isakA bhANDA phor3a dete haiM ve, aura kisI rogI ko kuzala vaidya dvArA dI gayI auSadhi kI bhA~ti bar3e utsAha se saharSa tathA apanA saubhAgya samajhate hae grahaNa karate haiM unake dvArA diye gaye daNDa yA prAyazcita ko; kabhI mahInoM-mahInoM ke upavAsa, kabhI sArI-sArI rAta nizcala dhyAna, kabhI garmI kI dhUpa meM athavA sardI kI rAtoM meM khule AkAza ke nIce AtApana va zIta yoga, kabhI dIkSA-cheda aura isI prakAra anya bhI anekoM zArIrika tathA mAnasika pIr3AoM kA saharSa AliGgana / kabhI-kabhI to apane saMgha ko chor3akara varSoM taka rahanA svIkAra kara lete haiM ve kisI dUsare AcArya ke saMgha meM jahA~ unakI bAta bhI pUchane vAlA koI nhiiN| kauna jAne vahA~ yaha ki koI bar3e bhArI vidvAn haiM ye athavA vizeSa tapasvI haiM ye, bar3A bhArI sammAna hai inakA apane saMgha meM ? abhimAna kA khaNDa-khaNDa ho jAtA hai isa mAra se / isa prakAra doSoM ke anusAra yathocita prAyazcita lekara antaraMga ke doSoM kA zodhana karanA hai 'prAyazcita' nAma kA prathama aabhyntrtp| isakA abhyAsa karane ke lie AvazyakatA hotI hai cAra bAtoM kI--1. apane pariNAmoM ko ThIka-ThIka par3hane kA abhyAsa, 2. dinabhara yA rAtri ko svapnAdi meM utpanna hue vibhinna pariNAmoM kA hisAba-peTA, 3. guru-sAkSI pUrvaka unake prati nindana aura, 4. puna: na karane kI prtijnyaa| inakA bhI thor3A sA paricaya yahA~ de denA Avazyaka hai| anekavidha aiSaNAoM kA tathA kaSAyoM kA vAsa hai antaraMga ke isa cidAbhAsI athavA mAnasika jagata meM; putreSaNA, vitteSaNA, lokeSaNA, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, hAsya, rati, arati, zoka, bhaya, glAni, maithuna sevana kA bhAva, rAga, dveSa aura na jAne kyA-kyA; kucha sthUla aura kucha sUkSma, itane sUkSma ki bahata adhika baddhi lagAne para bhI jAnane meM na AveM / andara meM utpanna hone vAlA koI vivakSita pariNAma inameM se kisa jAti kA hai, yaha jAna lenA hI hai 'pariNAmoM ko par3hane kA abhyAsa / ' aba lo dUsarI bAta, 'pariNAmoM kA hisaab-pettaa| jisa prakAra eka vyApArI sA~jha ko baiThakara dina meM hue lena-dena kA athavA lAbha-hAni kA hisAba-khAtA milAtA hai, usI prakAra prAta: uThane ke pazcAt se lekara aba taka 'maiM kahA~-kahA~ gayA, kisa-kisa se milA, kisa-kisa prakAra kisa-kisa bhAva se athavA kisa-kisa kaSAya se, kyA-kyA bAteM maiMne unase kI' ityAdi saba bAtoM kA hisAba-peTA sA~jha ko baiThakara milAnA / bhale hI saba bAteM athavA sUkSma bhAva smRti ke viSaya na bana pAveM, parantu jitane bhI adhika se adhika bana pAveM una sabako apane samakSa rakhakara cintavana karanA ki 'maiMne yaha kArya kyoM kiyA', 'maiM bar3A kRtaghnI hU~, 'kaise hogA aba isa doSa kA zodhana', 'kaba kara pAU~gA ise dUra', 'he prabhu ! rakSA karo merI ina aparAdhoM se', 'zakti do mujhe ki puna: na ho pAveM mujhase aise kArya phira kabhI', ityAdi / yahI hai-'pariNAmoM kA hisAba-peTA', 'Atma-nindana' tathA 'puna: na karane kI prtijnyaa|' tIsarI ta hai 'garu kI saakssii|' yadyapi yaha saba kArya Apa apanI dakAna yA makAna para akele baiThe bhI kara sakate ho, parantu kisI anya ke samakSa apane doSoM ko kahane meM tathA unake prati AtmaglAni prakaTa karane meM kyoMki adhika bala lagAnA par3atA hai isalie aisA karane se doSoM kA zodhana jaldI ho jAtA hai, aura yadi vaha anya vyakti

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40. uttama-tapa 265 3. SaDvidha Abhyantara tapa saubhAgyavaza gurudeva hI hoM taba to kahane hI kyA, sone para suhAgA / jisa-kisI sAdhAraNa vyakti ke samakSa to yaha kArya kiyA bhI nahIM jA sakatA, kyoMki aisA karane se vyartha kI loka-nindA ke atirikta aura milatA hI kyA hai? durbhAgyavaza gurusamparka prApta na ho to mandira meM bhagavAna to haiM, unake samakSa hI sahI, akele meM karane kI apekSA to yaha acchA hai hii| guru kI yA bhagavAna kI sAkSI meM lI gayI pratijJAyeM prAya: bhaMga nahIM hotI, jabaki akele meM lI gaI pratijJAoM meM itanA bala nahIM hotaa| yaha kriyA sA~jha, savere donoM samaya kareM to bahuta acchA hai, anyathA sA~jha ko to avazya karanI hI cAhie kyoMki rAta kI apekSA dina meM doSa adhika hote haiM tathA unheM smRti kA viSaya bhI banAyA jA sakatA hai| antaraMga ke ina doSoM se apanI rakSA karane ke lie hI sAdhujana prAya: guru yA AcArya kI zaraNa meM nirbhaya rahate haiN| jaise zArIrika rogoM kA nidAna karane meM vaidya samartha hai, usI prakAra Atmika rogoM kA arthAt jIvana meM lage aneka doSoM kI sUkSma dRSTi se khoja karane meM AcArya-prabhu samartha haiN| jisa prakAra zArIrika roga ke prazamanArtha khUba soca-samajhakara usa roga ke anusAra vaidya auSadhi detA hai, usI prakAra khUba vicAra kara usa-usa Atmika doSa ke prazamanArtha usI ke anusAra AcArya-prabhu ziSyoM ko prAyazcitta dete haiM / jisa prakAra eka hI roga hote hue bhI rogI kI zakti kI hInAdhikatA ke kAraNa vaidya hInAdhika mAtrA meM auSadhi detA hai, arthAta bAlaka ko kama-baDe ko adhika, darbala ko kama-hRSTa-paSTa ko adhika, usI prakAra eka hI doSa hote hue bhI doSI-ziSya kI zakti kI hInAdhikatA ke kAraNa AcArya hInAdhika prAyazcitta dete haiN| jisa prakAra hInAdhika auSadhi dene meM vaidya ko kisI se prema aura kisI se dveSa kAraNa nahIM hai, usI prakAra hInAdhika prAyazcitta dene meM AcArya ko kisI se rAga aura kisI se dveSa kAraNa nahIM hai / jisa prakAra kar3avI bhI auSadhi rogI ke hitArtha hone ke kAraNa amRta hai, usI prakAra kar3A bhI prAyazcitta ziSya ke antarzodhana kA kAraNa hone se amRta hai / jisa prakAra kar3avI bhI auSadhi ko rogI svayaM vaidya ke pAsa jAkara z2ida karake lAtA hai, usI prakAra kar3e se kar3A prAyazcita bhI ziSyajana svayaM AcArya ke pAsa jAkara jida karake lete haiN| jisa prakAra rogI auSadhi meM apanA hita samajhatA hai, usI prakAra ziSya bhI prAyazcitta meM apanA kalyANa dekhate haiM, use daNDa nahIM samajhate, bar3e utsAha se apanA saubhAgya samajhate hue. grahaNa karate haiM tathA apane jIvana ko usa prAyazcitta ke dvArA svayaM daNDita karate haiN| (2) dUsarA Abhyantara tapa hai 'vinaya', zAnti-nagara kI yAtrA kA prathama sopAna jisakA deva pUjA guru-upAsanA aura svAdhyAya ke prakaraNoM meM kathana kiyA jA cukA hai, jisake binA isa dizA meM eka paga-bhI Age rakhA jAnA sambhava nhiiN| isake binA na upalabdhi ho sakatI hai deva kI, na guru kI aura na unake divyopadeza kI / abhimAnI banakara kauna upalabdha kara sakatA hai kucha ? bhale samajhatA rahe vaha apane ghara meM baiThA apane ko mahAn para jAnate haiM jAnane vAle ki tuccha hai becArA / cAhe ho vittAbhimAnI, cAhe rUpAbhimAnI, cAhe balAbhimAnI, cAhe jJAnAbhimAnI, aura cAhe tapAbhimAnI; saba haiM tuccha, patana ke pAtra / nayI kucha upalabdhi to dUra, jo lekara Aye haiM pUrva bhavase ve apane sAtha, use bhI ga~vA dete haiM ve| na ho sakatA hai unakA koI deva, na guru aura na apane atirikta koI Adarza / apane se adhika dIkhatA hI nahIM unheM kucha, ho to kaise ho ? maiM kisI se kucha prApta karanA cAhU~ aura khar3A ho jAU~ usake sAmane uddaNDa kI bhA~ti; na namana, na namratA, na sevA, to kyA kucha le sakatA hU~ usase ? skUla ke guru kI vinaya na kare to kyA sIkhe ? isIlie Aja ke vidyArthI skUla se utanA kucha sIkhakara nahIM nikalate jitanA ki pahale ke vidyArthI sIkhakara nikalA karate the, kyoMki Aja guru kI vinaya yuvakoM meM utanI nahIM rahI hai| rAvaNa mRtyu zaiyApara par3A thA, bhagavAna rAma ne lakSmaNa se kahA "bhAI ! jAo isa antima samaya meM rAvaNa se kucha sIkha lo, jIvana meM tumhAre kAma AyegA, vaha bar3A anubhavI paNDita hai| yadi nahIM sIkhoge to samasta vidyAyeM usake sAtha hI calI jaayeNgii|" lakSmaNa gayA aura rAvaNa ke sirahAne khaDA hokara apanA abhiprAya prakaTa kiyaa| use mauna dekhakara nirAza vApisa lauTa AyA aura rAma se bolA ki "bhagavan ! vaha bar3A abhimAnI hai, bolatA nhiiN|" rAma bole "bhUlatA hai, lakSmaNa ! abhimAnI vaha nahIM tU hai, svabhAva se hI tU uddaNDa hai, tUne avazya uddaNDatA dikhAI hogI, vaha kaise

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40. uttama-tapa 266 3. SaDavidha Adhyantara tapa bole? tujhe agara kucha sIkhanA hai to vijetA banakara nahIM dAsa banakara sIkhanA hogaa| jAo ! usake caraNoM meM baiThakara vinayapUrvaka vinatI karo, use guru svIkAra kro|" lakSmaNa kI A~kheM khula gaIM, gayA aura aba kI bAra nirAza nahIM lauTanA par3A use| isa prakAra cora se kahA rAjA ne ki tujhe sUlI para car3hAyA jAne vAlA hai, parantu sUlI para car3hane se pahale tU apanI vidyA mujhe de de / rAjA hU~ na maiM, sabhI mahAn vastuoM kA adhikArI? batA dI cora ne sArI vidyA para rAjA na sIkha pAyA kakkA bhI / cora ne kahA ki rAjA haiM Apa isameM sandeha nahIM, sabhI bhautika dhana ke svAmI haiM Apa isameM sandeha nahIM, parantu rAjA yA adhikArI banakara vidyA nahIM sIkhI jAtI bhagavan ! yaha hai AdhyAtmika-dhana jisakA adhikArI rAjA nahIM ziSya hotA hai, vinamra ziSya / khula gaI rAjA kI A~kheM chor3akara mukuTa va siMhAsana utara AyA nIce, ati vinaya se baiThAyA cora ko apane sthAna para / aba vaha cora nahIM thA usake liye, thA usakA vidyA-guru, usakA upAsya / atyanta bhakti tathA bahumAna se prakSAlana kiyA usake caraNoM kA aura mastaka para car3hA liyA vaha caraNodaka / dera nahIM lagI aba usa rAjA ko vidyA sIkhate hue, rAjA ko nahIM ziSya ko, cora ke vinamra ziSya ko / bhIla ne bhI sIkhI thI dhanurvidyA guru-droNa kI pratimA se, pratimA se nahIM sAkSAt guru se, ziSya banakara, saccA ziSya banakara, arjuna se bhI adhika vinamra; aura isI lie mAta kara diyA arjuna ko bhI usane, zarmA diyA arjuna kI bhI vidyA ko usane / yaha saba hai 'vinaya' kA mAhAtmya saubhAgya hai merA ki mujhe prApta huA hai yaha mahAratla-cintAmaNi, gurukRpA se, gurukRpA prApta karane kI kuJjI / guru e to phira raha kyA gayA? ve hI haiM saba kucha, bhagavAna se bhI mahAn / parantu kyA yaha mahAratna akasmAt upalabdha ho gayA thA mujhe ? nahIM dUra se dekhI thI isakI kucha AbhA maiMne usa samaya jaba ki baccA sA thA maiM / nitya prAya: namaskAra karatA thA jhukakara, pahale mAtA ke caraNoM meM aura phira pitA ke caraNoM meM / ve hI to the mere bhagavAna usa samaya, mere jIvana, mere sarvasva 1 unake izAre para calatA thA maiM, unakI eka-eka AjJA kA pAlana karatA thA maiM, unake khar3e hone para khar3A ho jAtA thA maiM, unake calane para unake pIche-pIche calatA thA maiM, unake padhArane para unheM Asana detA thA maiN| isI prakAra vidyArjana ke kSetra meM apane gurujanoM ke prati, aura sAmAjika kSetra meM vRddhajanoM ke, guNIjanoM ke tathA supratiSThita-janoM ke prati bhii| usa abhyAsa kA hI to pratApa hai yaha ki kRtakRtya huA jA rahA hU~ Aja maiM gurucaraNa-zaraNa ko prApta karake / aba mujhe kyA cintA / koI saMskAra para nahIM mAra sakatA yhaaN| kisakA sAhasa ki gurudeva ke samakSa jAe ? inakI hI kRpA se prApta hai mujhe yaha zAnti tathA samatA, mahAnatama upalabdhi, jagata kI bar3e se bar3I vibhUti bhI rakhI nahIM jA sakatI jisake pAsaMga meM / kaise gAU~ maiM isakI mahimA, kaise karU~ maiM isakA stavana, isa mahAnatama upalabdhi kA, zabda haiM hI kahA~ mere pAsa, aura hoM bhI to unameM zakti hI kahA~ hai aisA karane kI? jar3a zabdoM meM hArdikatA kahA~ ? maiM svayaM jAnatA hU~ isakI mahimA, svayaM hI rasapAna karatA hU~ isakA aura svayaM hI leTa jAtA hU~ isake caraNoM meM / isa prakAra apanI mahAna AdhyAtmika upalabdhiyoM ke prati kA bahumAna hai pAramArthika vinaya, nizcaya vinaya; aura unake nimittabhUta deva ke prati kA, sadguru ke prati kA, sarasvatI mA~ yA zAstra ke prati kA, mAtA ke prati kA, pitA ke prati kA, vidyAguru ke prati kA, vRddhajanoM ke prati kA, guNIjanoM ke prati kA tathA supratiSThita janoM ke prati kA bahumAna hai vyavahArika vinaya kAraNa meM kAryarUpa aupacArika vinaya, kucha sAdhu ke yogya aura kucha gRhastha ke yogya / namana, vandana, stavana, pAda-prakSAlana, arghAvatAraNa AdirUpa sabhI kriyAyeM isameM sammilita haiM / parantu vyakti kI bhUmikAnusAra ina saba kriyAyoM meM antara honA svAbhAvika hai| zAnti ke isa sarala mArga para barAbara kucha pathika cale jA rahe haiM, kucha tejI se aura kucha dhIme, kucha Age aura kucha pIche / bahuta-kucha Age nikala cuke haiM, mAno kSitija ko bhI pAra kara gaye haiM, jina para Aja merI dRSTi bhI nahIM par3atI; aura kucha mere nikaTa meM hI thor3A Age bar3he cale jA rahe haiN| aparicita mArga meM calane vAle ina pathikoM ko svAbhAvika rUpa meM hI apane se Age-vAle ke prati kacha bahamAna sA jAgata ho jAtA hai jo katrima nahIM hotaa| kisI kI preraNA se nahIM balki svayaM Age bar3hane kI jijJAsA meM-se aMkarita hae isa bahamAnavaza, vaha apane se Age vAle isa

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40. uttama-tapa 267 3. SaDvidha Abhyantara tapa pathika ko Darate-Darate pukAra uThatA hai ki prabho ? tanika Thahara jAo, merA bhI hAtha pakar3akara tanika sahArA de do; para usa becAre ko kyA patA ki usa Age vAle kI bhI ThIka yahI dazA hai / vaha apane Age vAle ko apanA hAtha pakar3ane ke lie prArthanA kara rahA hai aura vaha tIsarA bhI apane Age vAle cauthe ko / pratyeka kI pukAra meM usakA apanA svArtha chipA hai jisake kAraNa ki usako yaha bhI vicArane kA avakAza nahIM ki yadi usakI prArthanA ko sunakara yaha Age vAlA ruka jAe, yA usakA hAtha pakar3ane ke lie pIche mur3akara dekhane lage to kitanA bar3A aniSTa ho jAyegA uskaa| isase Age vAlA sambhavata: itanI hI dera meM itanA Age nikala jAye ki phira vaha dRSTi meM bhI na Aye, athavA pIche ko dekhate hae aura Age calate hae usako koI aisI Thokara laga jAe ki nIce girakara usakA sara hI phaTa jaae| pIche va Age vAle donoM pathikoM ko bhI apanI-apanI kriyA kA phala milatA hai, pIche vAle kI kriyA yA pukAra kA phala Age-vAle ko nahIM mila sktaa| ata: isakI pukAra svayaM isake lie to atyanta hitakara hai, para Age vAle ke lie vaha ahitarUpa bananI sambhava hai / vaha Age vAlA apanI alpa zakti ko dekhate hue yadi apanI rakSA ke lie svayaM pIche mur3akara na dekhe to use koI bAdhA nahIM par3a sakatI, parantu yadi kadAcit kisI bhI Aveza meM pIche mur3akara dekha le to prabha ho jAne ki kyA ho? usakA saba kiyA karAyA miTTI meM mila jaae| ThIka hai ki Age jAkara zakti bar3ha jAne para usameM itanI dRr3hatA A jAtI hai ki bar3e se bar3e pralobhana kI ora bhI vaha dRSTi uThAkara nahIM dekhatA / parantu nimna avasthA meM use avazya sAvadhAnI rakhakara calanA hotA hai| pIche vAle kA kartavya hai ki apane lie na sahI, para Age-vAle ke hita ke lie vaha AvazyakatA se adhika pukAra-pukAra kara use pIche mur3ane ke lie bAdhya karane kA prayatna na kre| yaha to kevala dRSTAnta haa| isakA tAtparya hai khyAti kI bhAvanAoM kA prazamana karanA / utkRSTa bala ko prApta sAkSAt guruoM ke abhAva ke kAraNa svabhAvata: zAnti ke jijJAsu bhavya janoM kA bahumAna, dRSTi meM Ane vAle una tuccha jIvoM kI ora baha nikalatA hai, jinake jIvana meM guruprasAda se kiMcitmAtra cihna zAnti yA zucitA ke utpanna ho gae haiN| usa bahumAna ke kAraNa usa tuccha jIva ke prati namaskAra Adi kucha aisI kriyAyeM karane lagate haiM jo adhika zaktizAlI va U~cI bhUmikA meM sthita jIvoM ke hI yogya thiiN| yadyapi unakA yaha bahumAna kRtrima nahIM aura na hI kisI kI preraNA se utpanna huA hai, svayaM unake lie yaha hitakArI bhI hai, parantu unheM kyA patA ki ina kriyAoM se usa choTe se jIva kA kitanA bar3A ahita ho rahA hai, lokeSaNA ke aMkura kA siJcana ho rahA hai ? yadyapi kisI ke Upara yaha niyama lAdA nahIM jA sakatA, ki dekho jI amuka vyakti ke prati bahumAna utpatra na karanA yA namaskArAdi na karanA, parantu svapara ke upakArArtha unase yathAyogya karane kI prArthanA avazya kI jA sakatI hai, aura yaha bAta use samajhAI bhI jA sakatI hai ki bhale hI terA bahumAna va vinaya saccA hai, tere lie hitakArI hai, para isa Age vAle ke lie kathaJcit ahitakArI hai| isakI zakti abhI itanI nahIM hai ki ina kriyAoM ko dekhakara usameM lokeSaNA utpanna na ho, ata: apane lie na sahI para isa Age vAle ke lie tU ina kriyAoM meM kucha kamI kara de, itanI ki terA bhI kAma cala jAe aura isake kAma meM bhI bAdhA na pdd'e| isalie gurudevoM ne namaskArAdi kriyAoM-sambandhI kucha niyama banA die haiM ki sAdhu ke prati sASTAMga namaskAra ke dvArA, utkRSTa zrAvaka ke prati caraNasparza ke dvArA, tathA jaghanya va madhyama zrAvaka ke prati yathAyogya aMjalikaraNa ke dvArA hI apane-apane bahumAna kA pradarzana karanA yogya hai / U~ce ke yogya namaskAra nIce ke prati karanA yogya nhiiN| (3) ina mahAna upalabdhiyoM ke prati isa prakAra kA hArdika bahumAna athavA vinaya jAgRta ho jAne para Apa hI socie ki kyA hogI merI dazA usa samaya, jabaki kadAcit durbhAgyavaza saMskAra ke dvArA prerita huA maiM cyuta ho jAU~gA apanI thati se arthAt zAnti tathA samatA se, aura Dhakela diyA jAU~gA vikalpa sAgara meM ? bilkula usa cakora sarIkhI hogI usa samaya merI dazA jo bar3e-bar3e aramAna hRdaya meM lie, bar3e utsAha ke sAtha ur3AneM bharatA ur3A jA rahA hai AkAza me, Upara hI Upara candramA kI ora aura kadAcit durbhAgayavaza ghAyala hokara kisI vyAdha ke nirdaya vANa se, A par3e pRthvI para tar3aphatA huA, phar3aphar3AtA huaa| kyA usa samaya maiM bhItara hI bhItara yaha prayatna na karU~gA ki jisa-kisa prakAra hAtha pA~va

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40. uttama-tapa 268 3. SaDvidha Abhyantara tapa mArakara maiM A sakU~ isa vikalpa-sAgara ke taTa para, jahA~ khar3I hai zAnti tathA samatA-rAnI merI pratIkSA meM; aura kyA merA yaha prayatna kRtrima hogA? sahaja rUpa se hI prakaTa ho jAegA vaha puruSArtha mujha meM / isa prakAra zAnti va azAnti ke, samatA va viSamatA ke jhUle meM jhUlate hue merA prayatna barAbara rahegA yaha ki kisI prakAra meM vahA~ se cyuta na hone pAU~, aura kadAcit durbhAgyavaza ho jAU~ to pUrA bala lagAkara prayatna karU~ puna: usI sthiti ko prApta karane kA / yaha hai apanI pAramArthika sevA aura yahI hai 'vaiyAvRttya' nAma vAlA tRtIya Abhyantara tapa / yaha to hai pAramArthika yA nizcaya vaiyAvRttya, parantu isake sAtha-sAtha kyA maiM zAnti-nagara ke prati yAtrA karane vAle apane anyAnya sAthiyoM kI bhI sevA yA vaiyAvRttya meM nahIM juTa jAU~gA usa samaya, jabaki ve bhI merI hI bhA~ti cyuta kara diye jAyeMge apanI sthiti se, saMskAroM ke dvArA? apane tana, mana, dhana tathA jIvana kisI kI bhI cintA nahIM hogI mujhe usa samaya, basa hogI eka cintA yaha ki kisI prakAra bhI ye puna: prApta kara sakeM apanI pUrva-sthiti ko, usa sopAna ko jisa para se ki Dhakela kara nIce pheMka diyA gayA hai inheM vikalpa-sAgara meM / sadaguru deva kI to bAta nahIM, unake prati to kara hI dU~gA maiM dina rAta eka, unake atirikta apane sahayAtriyoM ke prati bhI koI kasara uThA nahIM ralU~gA maiM, usI prakAra jisa prakAra ki strI-putra Adi meM se kisI ke kadAcit rogagrasta ho jAne para Apa saba kucha vyApAra dhandhA chor3akara juTa jAte haiM unakI sevA meN| itanA hI kyoM, kyA anya sAdhAraNa vyaktiyoM ke prati bhI maiM apane isa mahAkarttavya ko bhUla jAU~gA? kAI bhI kyoM na hoM ve vyakti-manaSya hoM yA hoM paza pakSI. kauTambikajana athavA premIjana hoM yA hoM rAjamArga para cale jAne vAle aparicita vyakti, sadhana hoM yA nirdhana, sabala hoM yA nirbala, jJAnI hoM yA ajJAnI, gRhastha hoM yA saMnyAsI, khAte-kamAte hoM yA hoM bhikhArI athavA duHkhita bhu:khita, sabakI sevA karU~gA maiM samAna rUpa se, unake duHkha athavA saMkaTa ke avasara para / na kevala tana se pratyuta dhana se, vacana se tathA mana se bhI / zarIra dvArA unakI Tahala sevA karake athavA unake sthAna para svayaM unake gRhasthocita kartavyoM kI pUrti karake, unake kheta meM kAma karake; dhana dvArA unakI Arthika sahAyatA karake, vacana dvArA unako sAntvanA dekara, unako dhIra ba~dhAkara aura mana dvArA unake sukha va zAnti kI kAmanA karate hue prabhu se unake lie prArthanA krke| aura kyA kRtrima hogA merA yaha prayatna, kucha bhAra-sA samajhakara ? nahIM sahaja hogA, svAbhAvika hogA, hRdaya-yukta hogaa| kyoM na ho, maiM use apane se bhinna dekhatA hI kaba hU~ ? mujhe to dIkhatA hai cetana, bilkula vaisA hI jaisAki maiM svayaM hU~, zAnti tathA samatA kA aavaas| yaha hai bAhara kA vyavahAra-vaiyAvRttya arthAt niSkAma sevA / yadi maiM aisA na karU~ athavA bhAra samajhakara kRtrimatA se kruuN| to isakA artha kyA hogA? yahI na ki maiM cetana kI bAta hI karanA sIkhA hU~, usake darzana abhI mujhe nahIM hue haiN| maiM vAstava meM jAnatA hI nahIM ki kyA-kyA aramAna chipAye baiThA hai vaha apane hRdaya meM / 'vinaya' kI bhAMti yahA~ bhI samajha lenA cAhiye ki bAhya ke isa vyavahAra vaiyAvRttya-tapa ko ullekha yahA~ sAdhu tathA gRhastha donoM ko lakSya meM rakhakara kiyA jA rahA hai| (4) prAta: mandira meM baiThakara zAstra meM jo par3hA thA athavA pravacana meM jo sanA thA, tatsambandhI kucha aisI bAteM jo vizada rIti se samajha meM nahIM A pAI thIM, Apako khAlI samayoM meM vicAranI cAhiye ki inakA yathArtha artha kyA ho sakatA hai aura usa vAkya va zabda kA ApakI zAnti kI siddha ke sAtha kyA sambandha hai ? yadi kucha nahIM to vAstava meM artha hI ThIka nahIM huaa| zAstra meM likhA eka-eka zabda zAnti kA dyotaka hai, usako ThIka rIti se samajhanA cAhiye, nahIM to vaha isa mArga meM anupayogI hI rhegaa| zAstra to svayaM bolakara batA nahIM sakatA, usameM likhe zabda avazya saMketa kara rahe haiM kisI aisI dizA ko jidhara ApakI zAnti kA nivAsa hai| usa dizA kA anamAna lagAnA tathA usa anumAna kI parIkSA anubhava ke AdhArapara karanA ApakA kAma hai| sAtha-sAtha una bAtoM ko vicAranA bhI jo ki vizada rUpa se ApakI samajha meM A gaI thIM, aura bahumAna-pUrvaka tathA hRdaya kI laganapUrvaka / inake atirikta kisI jijJAsu ko usa samajhe hue siddhAnta ke artha kA ThIka rIti se kalyANa-bhAvanA pUrvaka upadeza denA bhii| yaha prakriyA pratikUla vAtAvaraNa meM rahakara Azraya rahita kI jA rahI hai, aura isIlie kahalAtA hai yaha svAdhyAya nAma kA cauthA Abhyantara-tapa / yathArtha meM svAdhyAyatapa to yogiyoM ko hI hotA hai jo ki jIvana meM pratikSaNa samatA ke vedana rUpa

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40. uttama-tapa 269 3. SaDvidha Abhyantara tapa sva-adhyayana kiyA karate haiM, parantu utane mAtra avasara ke lie Apako bhI usI bhAvanA kA AMzika vedana ho jAne ke kAraNa, isa alpa bhUmikA meM bhI 'svAdhyAya' nAmakA tapa khlaayegaa| (5) pA~cavA~ Abhyantara tapa hai 'vyutsarga' yA tyAga / yathArtha vyutsarga to yogiyoM ko hI hotA hai jinhoMne isa gRhastha ke sarva jaMjAloM se mu~ha mor3a liyA hai, yahA~ taka ki sAtha-sAtha rahane vAle isa zarIra se bhI antaraGga se nAtA tor3a diyA hai| isa para anekoM bAdhAyeM, kSudhAdi kI athavA manuSyakRta, tiryaJcakRta, devakRta va prakRtikRta upasargoM kI, A par3ane para bhI ve kacha paravAha nahIM karate iskii| dhIra vIra bane apane Antarika sakha meM barAbara magna rahate haiN| paranta isa alpa bhUmikA meM eka gRhastha ko bhI ho sakatA hai yaha / indriya-saMyama ke prakaraNa meM batAye anusAra yathAyogya viSayoM kA tyAga karane ke atirikta (dekho 26.5) vaha tyAga karatA hai dAna ke rUpa meM jisakA kathana pahale kiyA jA cukA hai aura yogiyoM ko dRSTi meM rakhakara puna: Age kiyA jAne vAlA hai 'uttama tyAga ke prakaraNa meN| (6) chaThe Abhyantara tapa kA nAma hai 'dhyAna' sarva tapoM meM pradhAna, saba tapoM kA rAjA, jisakA kathana Age pRthak adhikAra meM kiyA jAne vAlA hai / ahiMsA paramAtmapada Hin MERE AIRunnar .. . ry saMyama hI parama tapa hai| saMyama ahiMsA hai, saMyama satya hai, saMyama vizva prema hai, saMyama citta vizrAnti hai aura saMyama hI parama pada hai|

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41. dhyAna 1. dhyAna sAmAnya; 2. dhyAna vidhi; 3. Arttaraudra dhyAna; 4. dharma dhyAna; 5. mantra jApya; 6. stotra pATha; 7. bhAvanA bhAvana; 8. tattva-cintana; 9. nirIha vRtti; 10. padasthAdidhyAna; 11. zukla dhyaan| 1. dhyAna sAmAnya antima tapa kA nAma hai 'dhyAna' aura yahI hai zAntipatha kA prANa, jisakI siddhi ke artha deva pUjA Adi kA sarva abhyAsa aba taka karatA A rahA hai| dhyAna kA artha hai citta kI ekAgratA, usakI vRttiyoM kA nirodha, arthAt vividha viSayoM meM nitya yatra-tatra bhaTakate rahane kI usakI jo anAdigata Teva hai usako tilAJjalI dekara vaha ho jAe sthira, zAnti-pravardhaka kisI bhI eka viSaya ke cintavana meM athavA nirviSaya tUSNI avasthA meM aura vizrAma kare vikalpoM kI jvAlAmukhI se dUra zAnti ke zItala-sara meM / zAnti-patha kI yaha sabase kaThina sAdhanA hai kyoMki binA lagAma vAle ucchRGkhala ghor3e kI bhA~ti anAdi kAla se Aja taka jisakA sarva jIvana bhAga daur3a meM hI bItA ho, vividha viSayoMmeM bhaTakate rahanA hI jisakA svabhAva ho, aise citta yA mana ko vaza karanA koI ha~sI-khela nahIM, bar3e-bar3e yogI hAra mAnate haiM isase / isalie kucha vistAra mA~gatA hai yaha vissy| ___ jisa prakAra lAThI kI zakti se bhramaNa karane vAlA kumhAra kA cakra lAThI ko haTA lene mAtra se turanta ruka nahIM jAtA pratyuta lAThI kI zakti se utpanna apane vegAkhya-saMskAravaza kucha samaya paryanta svata: pUrvavat ghUmatA rahatA hai, usI prakAra viSaya-janya icchA kAmanA athavA vAsanA kI zakti se bhramaNa karane vAlA mana viSaya ke haTA lene mAtra se turanta ruka nahIM jAtA pratyata vAsanAzakti-dvArA utpanna apane vegAkhya-saMskArakza kacha kAla paryanta svata: pUrvavata bhramaNa karatA rahatA hai vividha vikalpoM meN| isakA kAraNa hai yaha ki netrAdi bAhya indriyoM kI bhA~ti isa Abhyantara-indriya kA viSaya bAhara meM nahIM, svayaM usake bhItara sthita hai| andara baiThA-baiThA vaha svayaM bunA karatA hai kalpanAoM kA jAla / kSaNa bhara meM koTA-koTi brahmANDoM kA sRjana kara dene vAlA yaha mana hI hai bhagavAna brahmA, aura agale kSaNoM meM saba kucha apane meM laya karane vAlA bhagavAna ziva, jagata kA kartA, dhartA va saMhartA, sRSTA dhAtA va vidhaataa| vizAla hai isakA rAjya jisakA ora hai na chora / svayaM racanA aura svayaM nigala jAnA / viSayajanya yaha kAmanA yA vAsanA hI hai usakI pradhAna zakti; sAMkhya kI prakRti aura vedAnta kI anirvacanIyA mAyA / jisa prakAra lAThI ko haTA lene se kumhAra kA cakra kucha samaya paryanta ghUmatA rahakara saMskAra kSINa ho jAne para ruka jAtA hai svayaM, usI prakAra icchA kAmanA va vAsanArUpa isa acintya zakti ke haTA lene se mana kucha kAla paryanta bhramaNa karatA rahakara saMskAra kSINa ho jAne para ruka jAtA hai svayaM / 24 ghaNTe ghara tathA dukAna sambandhI vyavahAra yA vyApAra meM rata rahane vAle mana se kucha samaya ke lie nizcala ho jAne kI AzA karanA durAzA hai aura isIlie prAya: saba yaha kahate sune jAte haiM ki dhyAna karate samaya mana kA nizcala honA to dUra usakI gati itanI bar3ha jAtI hai ki hRdaya ro uThatA hai| kaise-kaise jagata basAtA hai usa samaya yaha aura basA-basAkara miTAtA hai usa samaya yaha, kauna batA sakatA hai ? isalie dhyAna ke sAdhaka kI sarvaprathama AvazyakatA hai yaha ki vaha jana saMsarga se dUra kisI aise ekAnta va nirjana sthAna meM abhyAsa kare jahA~ na ho koI bAta karane vAlA aura na ho kucha usake mana meM vAsanA jAgRta karane vAlA, sAtha-sAtha mauna rahane kA bhI abhyAsa kare / kevala vacana mauna nahIM manomauna bhI, kyoMki mana tathA vacana kA paraspara meM itanA ghaniSTa sambandha hai ki eka ko dUsare se vilaga kiyA jAnA sambhava nahIM / mAnasika vikalpa sadA zabdaviddha hote haiM aura zabda sadA viklpviddh| zAbdika jalpa ke binA vikalpa aura vikalpa ke binA zAbdika jalpa sambhava naha ekAntavAsa tathA mauna kA yaha artha nahIM ki gharabAra chor3akara vana meM jA baiThanA tathA kisI Agantuka ke sAtha bAta na karanA, pratyuta yaha hai ki zArIrika saMsargoM tathA vAcika saMsoM se dUra mAnasika loka meM praveza kare aura 24 ghaNTe apane mana ko premapUrvaka samajhA-samajhAkara use vikalpoM se haTAne kA tathA nija svarUpa meM lIna karane kA prayala kare, anyathA usakA sakala vanavAsa tathA mauna dambhAcAra se adhika kucha bhI mahattva dhAraNa nahIM kara skegaa|

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41. dhyAna 271 4. dharmadhyAna yaha hai dhyAna kI sabase bar3I kaThinAI jisako jIta sakate haiM, kevala maunAvalambI, vanavihArI sanyAsI jana yA sAdhu / parantu bhAI ! tU nirAza mata ho, bhale hI mauna tathA vanavAsa karane meM asamartha tU apanI isa gRhastha-dazA meM una yogiyoM jaisA nirvikalpa dhyAna na kara pAye paranta kacha aise kArya avazya kara sakatA hai jo ki dhyAna meM atya haiN| itanI bAta avazya hai ki isake liye kAphI parizrama karanA par3egA tujhe, zArIrika parizrama nahIM mAnasika parizrama / parantu kyA paravAha hai, mahAna padArtha kI prApti ke liye sabhI to mahAna parizrama karate haiM / icchA-jvAlA meM ghI DAlane vAle viSayoM se jahA~ taka sambhava ho apane 24 ghaNTe ke jIvana meM bacane kA prayAsa karatA rahe, aura kucha-kucha samaya ke liye pratidina mauna-yukta ekAntavAsa kA abhyAsa bhii| 2. dhyAna-vidhi-aura yaha hai dhyAna kI vidhi-cale jAiye kucha dera ke liye kisI nirjana tathA zAnta sthAna meM, vana meM, udyAna meM, mandira meM, athavA kisI upAzraya meM / baiTha jAiye kisI vRkSa ke nIce yA prabhu ke samakSa athavA apane hI ghara ke kisI ekAnta va zAnta kone meM, jahA~ na sunAI de baccoM kI kalakalAhaTa aura na ho macchara, makkhI Adi kI koI bAdhA / baiTha jAiye pRthvI para yA kuzAsana para, pajhAsana lagAkara athavA ardha-padmAsana lagAkara athavA anya koI bhI Asana jisakA tumheM abhyAsa ho, jo tumheM sukhada pratIta hotA ho, aura kucha dera taka jise Apako badalane kI AvazyakatA na pdd'e| kamara aura gardana ko sIdhI rakhie, aura netra atathA zrotra ina donoM indriyoM ko bAhara se haTAkara bhItara kI ora unmukha kiijiye| kucha aisI mudrA banAie ki mAno netra dekha rahe haiM apane mana meM hone vAlA koI anokhA dRzya aura suna rahe haiM vahA~ hI hone vAlA koI saMgIta / na bAhara kA kucha dikhAI detA hai aura na bAhara kA kucha sunAI detA hai / isI ko kahate haiM nAsAgra dRSTi / bhale hI yogiyoM kI bhA~ti dhyAna paripakva ho jAne para isa prakAra ke kisI vidhi-vidhAna kA Apake liye koI mUlya na raha jAe, citta-laya ho jAne ke kAraNa bhale hI taba Apake liye rAjA kA ranavAsa bhI vanavAsa aura saMstara para leTanA bhI padmAsana bana jAya, bhale hI taba calate phirate athavA kisI se bAteM karate bhI sadA Apake hRdaya meM dhyAna kI avicchinna dhArA bahatI rahe, parantu vartamAna kI isa nimna avasthA meM bahuta sahAyaka par3eMge ye sarva vidhAna Apake liye| itanI sAvadhAnI rakhanI Avazyaka hai ki kahIM U~gha yA nidrA ne to nahIM dhara dabAyA hai ApakoM athavA pramAdavaza gardana tathA kamara DhIlI par3akara nIce ko to nahIM jhuka gayI hai ApakI? yaha jAna lenA Avazyaka hai ki uparyukta paripakva bhUmi ko prApta mahAn yogiyoM kI nakala karane se tIna kAla Apake prayojana kI siddhi hone vAlI nahIM hai / zAnti kA pathika hone ke kAraNa ApakA kartavya hai ki jo kucha bhI kareM apanI bhUmikA ko pahacAna kA kareM / agrima vistAra meM anekoM prakAra ke jApya, bhAvanAyeM, cintavana Adi kA kathana kiyA jAne vAlA hai, jinameM se kucha nimna bhUmi vAloM ke liye haiM aura kucha unnata bhUmivAloM ke lie| 3. Arttaraudra dhyAna-dhyAna nAma hai citta kA kisI eka viSaya meM aTake rahanA, kisI bhI viSaya ko lekara vicAra-magna bane rahanA / aura yaha svabhAva hai isakA, hara samaya kucha na kucha dhyAna kiyA hI karatA hai yaha / bhale viSaya badalate raheM parantu dhyAna eka kSaNa ko bhI nahIM chuutttaa| kabhI iSTa viSayoM kI prApti, abhivRddhi tathA saMrakSaNa kA, kabhI aniSTa viSayoM ke parihAra kA, kabhI vedanA kA aura kabhI agrima bhava-bhavAntaroM meM prApta hone vAle iSTAniSTa saMyogoM kaa| itanA hI nahIM, isa svArtha-cintA kI rau meM bahatA huA yaha isa bAta kI bhI paravAha nahIM karatA ki jo-jo bhI upAya vaha apane ina manorathoM kI pUrti ke artha vicAra rahA hai unase kitane prANiyoM kA nirdaya utpIr3ana, zoSaNa athavA ghAtana ho jAnA anivArya hai| ise kyA par3I kisI ke duHkha sukha kI? koI roye yA ha~se, mere svArtha pUre ho jAyeM, kevala itanI mAtra cintA hai ise / binA kisI bauddhika prayala ke pratikSaNa saMskAravaza svata: calane vAlI ye sarva cintanAyeM haiM, adhogAmI dhyAna, ArtadhyAna athavA raudradhyAna, jinakA zAntipatha meM koI sthAna nahIM / viparIta isake usake virodha haiM ye, aura isaliye sAdhaka kA prayatna rahatA hai sadA yaha ki vaha inase haTAkara citta ko kinhIM aisI cintavanAoM meM aTakAye jo ki zAnti tathA samatA kI siddhi meM sahAyaka hoN| 4. dharmadhyAna-usako iSTa hai 'dharmadhyAna' jisakA vistAra Age kiyA jAne vAlA hai| yadyapi deva-pajA, guru-upAsanA aura svAdhyAya jinakA kathana pahale kiyA jA cukA hai ukta prayojana meM sahAyaka hone ke kAraNa dharmadhyAna

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41. dhyAna 272 5. mantra-jApya kI koTi meM gine jA sakate haiN| tadapi isa dhyAna kA vaha rUpa darzAnA iSTa hai yahA~ jisakA ki sAdhaka kevala isI prayojana se ekAnta meM baiThakara abhyAsa karatA hai| aneka prakAra se kiyA jA sakanA sambhava hai yaha abhyAsa-maMtrajApya dvArA, stotrAdi ke pATha dvArA, bhAvanA-bhAvana dvArA, tattva-cintavana dvArA athavA nirIha vRtti se jJAtAdRSTA-mAtra banakara rahane ke dvArA / jaisA ki pahale batAyA gayA hai sAdhaka kA kartavya hai ki apanI bhUmikAnusAra use jo upayukta jaMce usI kA avalambana le, anya kA nhiiN| 5. mantra-jApya dharmadhyAna kA sarvaprathama tathA sarvasarala rUpa hai mantrajApya, jisakA isa kSetra meM bar3A mahattva hai| aneko mantra haiM jaise 'paMcaNamokAra mantra', isa mantra ke Adya akSara 'a si A u sA', kevala 'arhanta' zabda athavA kevala 'siddha' zabda, athavA 'OMkAra' athavA 'OMnamo bhagavate mahAvIrAya' ityAdi ityAdi / apanI ruci tathA zraddhA ke anusAra sAdhaka jisakA bhI cAhe avalambana le sakatA hai| 'praNava arthAt' 'OM' mantra kI bar3I mahimA hai / 'a u m' ina ar3hAI akSaroM kA yaha zabda sabhI mantroM kA rAjA hai, kAraNa ki Upara se choTA sA dIkhane vAlA isakA rUpa apanI vizAla kukSi meM sakala vizva sameTakara baiThA huA hai| koI bhI bhAva athavA kisI bhI mantra kA artha aisA nahIM jise isameM samAviSTa na kiyA jA ske| 1. paMca parameSThI-vAcaka nAmoM ke Adya akSaroM kI sandhi se vyutpanna yaha zabda NamokAra mantra kA pratIka to hai hI, isake atirikta bhI bahuta kucha hai / 'a' kA artha adholoka, 'U' kA artha Urdhvaloka aura 'ma' kA artha madhya loka / isa prakAra tInoM loka baiThe haiM isake garbha meM / 2. itanA hI kyoM? OM kAra kA artha hai nAda, kaNTha, tAla, jihvA, oSTha Adi meM kisI prakAra kI bhI kriyA utpanna kiye binA andara se udita hone vAlI sAmAnya-dhvani, jaise ki 'a.....' / kavarga Adi sarva akSarasamUha hai isameM kaNTha, tAlU Adi ke dvArA utpanna kiye gaye vikAra / kaNTha ko suker3a lene para vaha dhvani bana jAtI hai kavarga, jihvA ke madhya bhAga ko tAlU ke sAtha lagA dene para bana jAtI hai cavarga, jihvA ke agrabhAga ko tAlU ke sAtha lagA dene para vaha bana jAtI hai Tavarga aura use hI danta ke sAtha TakarA dene para vaha bana jAtI hai tavarga / isI prakAra hoThoM ko paraspara milA dene para vahI dhvani ho jAtI hai pavarga / tAtparya yaha ki sarva akSara samUha meM anugata hai vaha, mAlA ke dAnoM meM piroe gae Dore kI bhA~ti / isa prakAra sakala akSara, unake saMyoga se utpanna vividha bhASAyeM tathA upabhASAyeM, una vividha bhASAoM meM die gae sakala vyavahArika tathA pAramArthika upadeza aura sakala vyavahArika tathA pAramArthika-sAhitya, saba kucha par3A hai isa choTe se mantrarAja ke peTa meM / isIliye sakala zrutajJAna kA, sakala dvAdazAMga vANI kA pratIka hai yaha akelaa| 3. 'a' kA artha hai anusyUti, kyoMki 'ka' 'kha' Adi sabhI akSaroM meM anukta rUpa se anusyUta rahatA hai yaha / 'u' kA artha hai utpAda, aura 'ma' kA artha hai virAma arthAt nAza yA vyaya / isa prakAra utpAda vyaya tathA ina donoM meM anusyUta dhrauvya ina tInoM kA hI yugapata vAcaka hai yh| aura yadi ina tInoM ko hI sameTa liyA isane to phira raha kyA gayA? bhUta, vartamAna, bhaviSyata ye tInoM kAla, Urdhva, adho, madhya ye tInoM loka, sakala tujJAna, utpAda, vyaya, dhrauvya ye tInoM svabhAva, saba kucha bIja rUpa se sthita hai isameM / kahA~ taka gAI jAe isakI mahimA,koI bhI aisA viSaya nahIM jo isake garbha meM na samA jAtA ho / satya-asatya, sambhava-asambhava, sthUla-sUkSma, antaraMga-bahiraMga, saba kucha par3A hai isakI kukSi meM, aura isIliye itanA U~cA sthAna hai bhAratIya saMskRti meM isakA / jaina tathA ajaina sabhI kSetroM meM apanI-apanI zraddhA tathA siddhAnta ke anusAra samAna rUpa se pUjya hai yaha / zabda kI zakti acintya hai, kAraNa ki vaha akelA na rahakara rahatA hai sadA apane vAcyArtha ke sAtha / vAcya-vAcaka sambandha dhruva tathA avicchinna hai| kisI bhI zabda kA uccAraNa karane para usakA vAcyArtha binA bulAe sAmane Akara khar3A ho jAtA hai, jisa prakAra ki 'beTA' itanA mAtra kahane se Apake putra jinadAsa kI AkRti svata: Akara khar3I ho jAtI hai Apake samakSa / bhale hI jihvA-pradeza para athavA zrotra-pradeza para samApta ho jAne vAle raTe-raTAe zabdoM meM yaha lakSaNa dRSTa na ho, jaise ki nitya bhaktAmara stotra kA pATha karate huye 'bhaktAmara' zabda kA uccAraNa hone para

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41. dhyAna 273 6. stotra pATha bhakta devagaNoM kI koI AkRti Apa na dekha pAyeM; tadapi mAnasika jagata ke sAtha sambandha rakhane vAle zabdoM meM yaha lakSaNa avazyambhAvI hai / isaliye mantrajApya ke isa prakaraNa meM kevala jihvA dvArA zabdoccAraNa karake santuSTa ho jAne kI bAta nahIM hai, pratyuta apane vAcyArtha kI AkRti ko sAtha lekara zabda ko mana meM praviSTa karane kI bAta hai, arthAt jisa mantra kA yA jisa zabda kA jihvA se uccAraNa kiyA jAe usake sAtha usake vAcyArtha kA rUpa athavA AkAra bhI mAnasa paTa para aMkita huA dikhAI denA cAhie, jaise ki arhata zabda kA uccAraNa karane para, arhad pratimA kA sAMgopAMga-rUpa mana meM pratyakSa ho jAnA caahie| isa lakSaNa ke abhAva meM vaha mantroccAraNa grAmophona kA rikArDa mAtra banakara raha jAegA, jisakA dhyAna vAle isa kSetra meM kucha adhika prayojana nahIM hai| 6. stotra pATha--isI prakAra kinhIM stotra Adi kA pATha karanA bhI yadyapi yahA~ kucha prayojanIya ho sakatA hai, parantu tabhI jabaki mantra-jApya kI bhA~ti usake vAcyArtha kA grahaNa karate huye kiyA jAe, arthAt stotra pATha ke sAtha-sAtha usa bhaktibhAva kA bhI Apake hRdaya meM udbhava ho jAe jo ki kavi ne apane bhAvoM ke anusAra usameM grathita karane kA prayala kiyA hai| kyoMki zAnti, samatA athavA jJAtAdRSTA-bhAva kI jAgRti ke abhAva meM devapUjA Adi koI bhI dhArmika kriyA dharmadhyAna nahIM kahI jA sakatI / mana hI jaba bAjAra meM ghUma rahA hai athavA anekavidha viSayoM kA bhoga karane meM rata hai to use dharmadhyAna kahoge yA ArtadhyAna ? yahA~ yaha bAta dhyAna meM rakhane yogya hai ki dhyAna kA sambandha mana ke sAtha hai, jihvA Adi kisI anya indriya ke sAtha athavA zarIra ke sAtha nhiiN| isakA yaha artha nahIM ki mantroccAraNa athavA pAThoccAraNa kA niSedha kiyA jA rahA hai, pratyuta yaha hai ki ina sakala kriyAoM dvArA dhyAna ke ukta lakSaNa kI arthAt cittavRtti-nirodha kI yarthAtha siddhi hotI rahe / niSedha hai usa ki antaraMga prayojana se nirapekSa varta rahI hai| abhyasta ho jAne ke kAraNa ye mantra va pAThoccAraNa vAstava meM Aja saMskAra kI zreNI ko prApta ho cuke haiM, inakA uccAraNa karate samaya buddhi kA prayoga karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM par3atI / Aja yaha kriyA maikenikala (mazInavata) sI ho gaI hai arthAt mana kahIM bhI ghUmatA rahe, kaise bhI vikalpoM ke jAla bunatA rahe, parantu grAmophona ke rikArDa kI bhA~ti mu~ha apanA kAma karatA rahegA, aura hAtha apanA; mujhe svayaM ko itanA bhI patA na cala pAyegA, ki kisa prayojana ko lekara maiM yahA~ baiThA huuN| antaraMga meM ghUmA karU~ rAgadveSa ke saMsAra meM aura bAhya meM karatA rahU~ dhyAna / yaha kriyA jaba kabhI pahale-pahala prArambha kI thI taba to buddhi kI koTi meM rahakara hI kI thI, parantu taba yathArtha prayoga kiyA nahIM, aura aba jabaki svayaM yaha abuddhi kI koTi meM jA cukI hai buddhi lagAkara bhI mere prayojana kI siddhi kara nahIM sakatI, ata: bekAra hai| aba prazna yaha hotA hai ki mantrajApya yA stotra-pATha Adi ke dvArA isa prayojana kI siddhi kaise ho? lIjiye, chor3a dIjiye maikenikala prakriyA ko yA kisI bhI raTe huye pATha Adi ke uccAraNa ko , aura svatantra rUpa se apanI buddhi kA prayoga karake uThAiye kucha vicAra apane bhItara gadya yA padya meM yA mAtra apane antarjalpa meM / dekhie kitanA puruSArtha karanA par3egA Apako isa prakriyA meM / buddhi yA upayoga kA kArya eka samaya meM eka hI cala sakanA sambhava hone ke kAraNa isa prakriyA ke karate huye Apako apane mana ko jabaradastI una vicAroM meM kendrita karanA par3egA aura vaha apanI icchA se idhara-udhara na bhAga sakegA / phalata: laukika rUpa vAle tere-mere ke vikalpa ruka jAyeMge aura vItarAgatA, nirvikalpatA tathA zAnti kA vedana prakaTa ho jaayegaa| basa ho gaI dhyAna ke prayojana kI siddhi / mantrajApya athavA stotra-pATha ke rUpa meM kiyA jAne vAlA yaha dhyAna alpa bhUmikA vAle gRhastha yA zrAvaka janoM meM adhika prasiddha hai, kyoMki zakti kI hInatAvaza unakA citta bhAvanA-bhAvana Adi meM Tika nahIM pAtA / vizeSatA itanI hai ki vahA~ yaha 'dhyAna' nAma na pAkara 'sAmAyika' kahA jAtA hai, jaisAki zrAvaka dharma ke antargata pahale batAyA jA cukA hai| dhyAna tathA sAmAyika vAstava meM eka hI bAta hai, vizeSatA kevala itanI hai ki sAmAyika meM citta kI sthiratA dhyAna kI apekSA kama hotI hai / vahA~ jJAnadhArA tatha karmadhArA donoM kA mizraNa rahatA hai / sAmAyika gata dvandva sthUla hone ke kAraNa buddhigamya hote haiM aura dhyAnagata ve hI sUkSma hone ke kAraNa buddhi kI pahu~ca se bAhara hote haiN|

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41. dhyAna 274 7. bhAvanA-bhAvana 7. bhAvanA-bhAvana-dharma-dhyAna kA dUsarA rUpa hai bhAvanA-bhAvana / zAstrokta pATha Adi kA avalambana lekara athavA svata:, zabda-sApekSa athavA zabda-nirapekSa, jihvA se uccAraNa karate huye athavA kevala vicArarUpa, hRdaya meM kucha aisI bhAvanAyeM jAgRta kIjiye jinake sadbhAva meM citta laukika viSayoM se virakta hokara andara meM DUbane lge| anekoM ho sakatI haiM aisI bhAvanAyeM, yathA-kSetra tathA yathA-kAla, parantu Agamagata 12 vairAgya bhAvanAoM kA ullekha kara denA hI paryApta hai yahA~ / yadyapi inakA vistAra Age kisI prakaraNa meM kiyA jAne vAlA hai (dekho 45.4) tathApi prayojanavaza yahA~ bhI unakA ullekha karane meM kucha hAni nahIM hai, kyoMki vahA~ inako jisa rUpa meM prastuta kiyA gayA hai, yahA~ unakA usase kucha bhinna prakAra kA rUpa hogaa| 1. he man ! tU isa dRSTa jagata kI ora kyoM lakhAtA hai? kyA rakhA hai yahA~ ? saba kucha 'anitya' hai| aba hai aura agale kSaNa nhiiN| kyA bharosA hai isakA ? kisI kI bhI apanI koI svatantra sattA nahIM, kinhIM sattAoM kI utpannadhvaMsI avasthAyeM hI to haiM, sAgara kI taraMgovat / unakI ye caMcala avasthAyeM bhI to vidyamAna nahIM hai, isa samaya tere samakSa / tere samakSa to vidyamAna haiM mAtra tere asat vikalpa, jinako tU svayaM banA-banAkara miTAye jA rahA hai aura svayaM hI unameM rule jA rahA hai / sambhala, apane ghara meM svayaM hI Aga na lagA, apanI zakti kA durupayoga na kara athavA ise vyartha na ga~vA / mahAna kArya kI siddhi karanI hai tajhe isase, zAMti-prApti kii| 2. apanI zakti ke dvArA apane meM utpanna kI jAne yogya isa zAnti ke liye ina bAhya padArthoM kI zaraNa meM jAte hue,inakA dvAra khaTakhaTAte hue,inase bhikSA mA~gate hue kyA lAja nahIM AtI tujhe? samasta vizva kA adhipati hokara bhI kyoM vyartha bhikhArI banA bhaTaka rahA hai tU? haTa vahA~ se aura idhara A apane bhItara, isa cetana-mahAprabhu kI zaraNa meM, bharA par3A hai jahA~ terA apanA ananta vaibhava / sthAyI hai vaha aura sty| 3. saba kacha saMsaraNazIla hai yahA~. isa ni:sAra jagata meM / abhI utpatti aura abhI vinAza abhI janma aura abhI maraNa / eka bhagadar3a macI hai sarvatra, isake atirikta aura kyA hai yahA~ ? aura isIliye bhagadar3a macI hai tere andara bhI, eka vikalpa AyA aura dUsarA gyaa| jo kucha kisI ke pAsa hai vahI to degA vaha apane zaraNArthI ko| isake pAsa hai bhagadar3a, aura vahI de rahA hai yaha tujhako / chor3a prabhu ! chor3a, aba isakI zaraNa ko chor3a aura A idhara, apane bhItara, cetana-mahAprabhu kI goda meM, aura snAna kara zAntisara ke nIraMga aura nistaraMga zItala jala meM; bhava-bhava kA saMtApa dUra ho jAyegA teraa| 4. he citta ! kisako kaha rahA hai tU apanA? bhavasAgara meM gote khAtA, thaper3e sahatA, isa taraMga se usa para aura usa taraMga se isa para phaiMkA jAtA tU yahA~ kise kahatA hai apanA? saba tujhase bhinna haiM, anya haiM, para haiM / rela meM saphara karane vAle yAtrI ko mArga meM na jAne kitane TakarAye aura kitane chUTe, ghara lauTe to eka bhI sAtha nahIM, sabhI cale gaye jahA~-jahA~ jise jAnA thaa| mAtA-pitA, strI-kuTumba, premI-bAndhava sabhI utara jAne vAle haiM apane-apane sTezana para / kyoM vyartha dekhatA hai inakI ora AzAbharI dRSTi se? haTa vahA~ se idhara A, apane hRdaya kI usa gaharAI meM jahA~ na kucha AtA hai aura na kucha jAtA hai, jo hai vahI rahatA hai aura vaisA hI rahatA hai| 5. akelA hI AyA hai aura akelA hI calA jaayegaa| na koI AyA hai tere sAtha aura na koI jAyegA tere sAtha / saba duHkha sukha bhogegA tU svayaM, koI ba~TavAne vAlA nhiiN| kyoM vyartha cintA karatA hai inakI, kyoM vyartha sahAyatA khojatA hai inakI, isa akhila jar3a-cetanavarga kI? na kucha anukUla hai yahA~ na pratikUla, na iSTa na aniSTa / haTa yahA~ se, A apane bhItara, dekha isa caitanya mahAprabhu ko / yahI hai terA pitA aura mAtA, yahI hai terA putra aura patnI / saba kucha yahI hai, iSTa bhI aura aniSTa bhI, zatru bhI aura mitra bhI, isake atirikta kucha nhiiN| isameM se hI udbhava huA hai terA aura tere sarva dvandvAtmaka vikalpoM kA, tathA isI meM samA jAne vAlA hai tU aura tere ye sakala dvandva / yahI hai Izvara, sRSTA, kartA, dhartA aura saMhartA, sakala jagata kA, bAhya jagata kA aura Abhyantara jagata kaa| 6. jisake prati jA rahA hai tU daur3A huA pAgaloM kI bhA~ti, kyA dekhA hai he mana ! tUne usakA vIbhatsa rUpa kabhI, cikane-cikane camar3e se ma~r3hA huA mAMsAsthi paJjara, viSTA kA ghar3A, mahA azuci, mahA apavitra / kauna sundaratA hai

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41. dhyAna 275 isameM, kauna AkarSaNa hai isameM, tere apane zarIra meM aura isa strI ke zarIra meM jisa para lubhAyA jA rahA hai tU ? pavitra vastuoM ko bhI apavitra kara dene vAlA isase adhika apavitra kyA hai isa jagata meM, ghinAvanA kyA hai isa jagata meM ? bhagavAna ne to terA sevaka banAkara bhejA thA ise, parantu tU svayaM bana baiThA isakA sevaka / mUrcchA, mahAna mUrcchA / haTa idhara aura apane bhItara, dekha apanA sundara zarIra, jJAna zarIra, ananta jyoti puJja, citpiNDa / 7. basa ho aba nityanUtana aparAdhoM se, isa puNya-pApa rUpa Asrava se, jisane kho diyA hai tujhe ghara -ghATa se / rakSA kara apanI isa sarvabhakSI duSTa rAkSasa se / A idhara, svayaM apane bhItara, dekha apanA saumya tathA sAmya svarUpa, isa jJAna darpaNa meM, jahA~ na hai maiM na tU, na mitra na zatru, na sajjana na durjana, na U~ca na nIca, na iSTa na aniSTa, na janma na maraNa, na hAni na lAbha, na grAhya na tyAjya / hai kevala cijjayoti, akhaNDa va agamya / 7. bhAvanA - bhAvana 8. dabA le prabhu ! dabA le, ina sarva bAhyAzrita dvandvoM ko| saMvaraNa kara de inakA, unakA jinhoMne ki naSTa kara diyA hai tujhe rulA rakhA hai tujhe / caJcala jagata kI ora dekhane se hI bhaTaka rahA hai tU ina sva-racita dvandvoM meM, vividha vikalpoM meM / yadi kadAcita dekhale eka bAra, kevala eka bAra, svayaM apanI ora, apane bhItara virAjamAna mahAprabhu kI ora, to kRtakRtya ho jAe tU, isa dvandva-sAgara se pAra ho jAe tU / 9. aura phira yaha duSTa saMskAra - rAzi bhI, jise puSTa kie jA rahA hai tU, nitya nUtana aparAdha kara-karake, bhUkhe marate chor3a jAeM terA ghara, kSINa hokara jhar3a jAe saba, patajhar3a kI bhA~ti / nirjarA ho jAe inakI, tU ho jAe nizcinta va abhaya, inase tathA inake AtaMka se / jaba inakI kucha bAta hI nahIM pUchegA tU, to kyA bigAr3a sakeMge ye terA ? aura vAstava meM ye haiM bhI to nahIM, terI kalpanAoM ke atirikta kuch| 10. dekha cetana ! dekha, apanI mahimA / tIna loka kA adhipati hai tU, isakA Izvara tathA paramezvara hai tU / tujhameM se hI nikalA A rahA hai saba kucha aura tujhameM hI lIna huA jA rahA hai saba kucha, sAgara kI taraMgoM vat, antaraMga kA yaha vaikalpika loka, jisakA na ora hai na chora / yaha vyavahArika jagata hai kevala isakA pratibhAsa, abhUtArtha va asatyArtha, sambhavata: isaliye ki kadAcit tRpta ho sake tU indriyoM dvArA pratyakSa karake apanI isa mahAna kalA kA ? parantu tU to samajha baiThA hai isako hI saba kucha aura bhUla gayA apanI kalA ko / kadAcit samajha pAtA tU apane isa kauzala ko, apane isa paripUrNa vijJAna ko vikalpa karanA, aura agale hI kSaNa sAkAra kara denA use eka zarIra kA AviSkAra krke| batA to sahI ki isake atirikta aura kyA hai yaha jise ki tU kahatA hai loka ? tere vividha zarIroM kA saMghAta hI to hai, kucha jIvita zarIroM kA aura kucha mRta zarIroM kA athavA unake nAma-rUpoM kA isake atirikta aura kyA ? 11. he trilokAdhIza ! kyoM lubhAtA hai isameM, kyoM lAlasA karatA hai isakI ? sabhI kucha to sulabha hai, isase adhika sulabhatA kyA ? kalpanA kI aura turanta ho gaI vaha sAkAra / pada-pada para bikhare par3e haiM, yoM hI bekAra se, terI kalpanAoM ke ye sAkAra rUpa / anekoM bAra grahaNa kara-karake chor3a cukA hai, banA-banAkara tor3a cukA hai / tyakta ko punaH punaH uThAte, vamana ko puna: puna: cATate, kyA glAni nahIM AtI tujhe ? kadAcit jAna pAtA tU isa jagata kI durlabhatama vastu ko to kRtakRtya ho jAtA tU sadA ke liye, so jAtA vizrAma se sadA ke liye / terI apanI nidhi, 'bodhi', jJAna / laukika viSaya-jJAna nahIM aura na hI zAbdika zAstra - jJAna, pratyuta tAttvika Atma-vijJAna, bhItarI jagata ko pratyakSa karAne vAlA rahasya-jJAna, guru kRpA ke binA sambhava nahIM hai jo / taja isa loka kI zaraNa aura pakar3a unakI zaraNa, unake dvArA pradatta Aloka kI zaraNa / 12. aura isI se jAna pAyegA tU apanA svabhAva, apanA dharma, cidAnanda kA marma, samatA- rasa, zAnti-sudhA, mukti, nirvANa aura kho jAegA tU, lIna ho jAegA tU usameM sadA ke liye / na rahegA terA yaha mana aura na raheMge usake dvandva / isI prakAra anyAnya bhI anekoM bhAvanAoM kA hRdaya meM udbhAvana karake dekha tU svayaM, ki kisa prakAra terA citta, tajakara apanA caJcala vRtta, huA jA rahA hai lIna, hRdaya- sAgara kI athAha gaharAI meM, jahA~ na hai bAhya jagata ko sthAna aura na antaraMga jagata kI sattA / hai kevala eka zAnta- rasa, dvandvAtIta samatA, aura isalie bhAvanAoM ke vikalparUpa hotA huA ' bhI yaha kahA jAtA hai dhyAna, dharmadhyAna kA tRtIya rUpa, mantrajApya tathA stotra pATha vAle prathama do rUpoM se kucha U~cA /

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41. dhyAna 276 8. tattva-cintana 8. tattva-cintana-dharmadhyAna kA cauthA rUpa hai tattva cintavana / aneka prakAra kA cintavana kiyA jA sakatA hai isake antargata, jinameM se kucha mAtra kA ullekha to Agama meM upalabdha hai aura kucha kA apanI buddhi se nikAlakara kiyA jAnA sambhava hai / isake atirikta bhI aneka citraNa kheMce jA sakate haiM apane mana se, svayaM apanI-apanI buddhi tathA zraddhA ke anusAra / Agama meM cAra cintavana prasiddha haiM- AjJA-vicaya, apAya-vicaya, vipAka-vicaya aura saMsthAna-vicaya / lIjie pahale krama se ina cAroM kA hI ullekha karatA hU~, tatpazcAt yathAsambhava anya bhAva bhI citrita karane kA prayatna karU~gA / (1) pahalA cintavana hai 'AjJAvicaya' / AjJA arthAt guru AjJA, gurudezanA / apAra hai gurudeva kI kRpA, kaise gAU~ unakI mahimA aura kaise karU~ unakI stuti, zabda hI nahIM mere pAsa / jIva Adi tattvoM ke sambandha meM dezanA dekara unhoMne mujha andhe ko A~kheM pradAna kI, anyathA kaise jAna sakatA maiM antaraGga jagata ke ye rahasya jahA~ taka indriyoM kI pahu~ca nahIM / kisa prakAra pyAra se pucakAra - pucakAra kara tathA preraNA de-dekara unhoMne mujhe isa athAha sAgara se Upara ubhArA, zAnti kA mArga darzAyA, jisa para apanI zakti anusAra barAbara Age-Age bar3hatA huA Aja maiM saMnyAsI ke isa unnata sopAna para paga rakhane yogya huA, jise pAkara kRtakRtya huA jA rahA hU~ maiN| yaha saba gurudeva kI dezanA hI to pratApa hai, aura kyA ? isa prakAra hastAvalambana dekara mujhe Upara na ubArate ve to par3A-sar3A karatA vahIM, jagata ke isa andha-kUpa meM / dhanya haiM gurudeva aura dhanya hai unakI dezanA / bhava-bhava meM prApta hotI rahe mujhe yaha, jaba taka pUrNa na ho jAU~ maiM / (2) dUsarA cintavana hai 'apAya -vicaya' / apAya arthAt prApti kA abhaav| isa dezanA kI prApti na hone ke kAraNa hI Aja taka isa vikaTa-vana meM bhaTakatA rahA, kSaNabhara ko bhI antarzAnti kA paricaya prApta na huA / merA abhAva to kabhI huA nahIM thA, klA to anAdi kAla se hI A rahA hU~, parantu kitane Azcarya kI bAta hai ki Aja taka isake prati jijJAsA hI utpanna nahIM huI mere hRdaya meN| aura isI prakAra kitane duHkhI haiM jagata ke ye sarva prANI bhI, becAroM ko ye bhI patA nahIM ki dukhI haiM yA sukhI, zAnti kI prApti ho to kaise ho ? he guruvara ! kRpA karo ina para bhI merI hI bhA~ti, dezanA dekara ubAra lo inako bhI merI hI bhA~ti / mere bhAI bandhu hI to haiM saba, eka cetana-tattva kI santAna / (3) tIsarA cintavana hai 'vipAka vicaya' / vipAka arthAt karma vipAka, saMskAroM kI jAgRti / kitane duSTa haiM ye prabala saMskAra ? sadA inake pAle par3A rhaa| kSaNa bhara ko bhI hita buddhi nahIM upajI / upajatI bhI kaise ? pahare para jo baiThe the ye duSTa, sAvadhAna ki kahIM guruvANI praveza na kara jAe hRdaya meN| aura ye jagata ke sarva prANI bhI nAca rahe haiM, merI hI bhA~ti unake AdhIna hue| bar3I sAvadhAnI kI AvazyakatA hai inase yuddha ThAnane ke lie, inake prahAra se bacane ke lie / gurucaraNa hI eka mAtra zaraNa hai yahA~ / unhoMne hI merI rakSA kI hai inase aura vahI kareMge isa akhila jagata kI rakSA / mujhe prakAza milA hai unase, mujhe bala milA hai unse| inheM aba jar3a-mUla se ukhAr3akara pheMka denA hI sarva prathama tathA sarva-pradhAna karttavya hai merA / aba inheM merA deza chor3anA hI par3egA, inake eka bacce ko bhI AjJA nahIM milegI aba yahA~ rahane kI / Aja taka inake AdhIna rahA, para aba nahIM rhuuNgaa| guru-zaraNa jo prApta ho gaI hai mujhe / (4) cauthA cintavana hai 'saMsthAna- vicaya' / saMsthAna arthAt dehAkRti / kitanA sundara lagatA hai arhanta-prabhu kA zarIra, zAnti meM nitya snAna kie jA rahA hai mAno, anekoM bAhya atizayoM se yukta antaraGga ke ananta vaibhava kA paricaya de rahA hai mAno / aura yaha gurudeva kI vItarAga AkRti, kitanI zAnta tathA saumya hai yaha ? athavA siddha prabhu kA nirAkAra AkAra, saMsthAnahIna saMsthAna mUrtihIna mUrti ? jJAna hI hai Aja unakA zarIra, lokAloka vyApI jJAna, aura isalie sarvagata hai vaha, sarva vyApaka hai vaha, cijjyoti mAtra / athavA svayaM mere bhItara hRdayaguhA meM virAjamAna vaha parama deva, saccidAnandaghana parabrahma paramezvara, paramatattva, kyA kahU~ ise, kaisA saMsthAna batAU~ isakA ? jyoti tathA teja ke atirikta kucha dIkhatA hI nahIM mujhe / aura isa prakAra anekoM saMsthAnoM kA cintavana kiyA jA sakatA hai isake antargata, anekavidha dhAraNAyeM kI jA sakatI haiM isake antargata, kalpanAgata dhAraNAyeM, parantu tattvonmukhI / yathA : -

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41. dhyAna 277 8. tattva-cintana 1. dekho kitanA mahAna hai yaha sAgara, na ora dikhatA hai na chora / tUphAna uTha rahA hai isameM, jvAra uTha rahA hai isameM, nakra-cakra Adi ne utpAta macA rakhA hai isameM, saba ora uttaMga taraMgoM meM bhayaMkara banA rakhA hai ise / aura vaha kamala tathA usakI patalI sI nAla ? kitane maje meM khar3A hai isa kSubdha-sAgara ke bIcoM-bIca, bilkula aspRSTa, nirbhaya / isakI madhyavartI karNikA para baiThA hU~ maiM, padmAsana lagAye, dhyAna-mudrA meM, jise na patA hai sAgara kA aura na usake kSobha kaa| 2. dekho merI nAbhi ke madhya meM yaha praNava, yaha OM kAra, dhImA-dhImA dhuA~ sA nikalatA pratIta ho rahA hai jisake bindu meM-se / aura lo yaha dhuA~ to bana baiThA pracaNDa jvaalaa| kisa prakAra bar3he jA rahI hai yaha AkAza kI ora, kisa prakAra bhasmIbhUta kiye jA rahI hai yaha sabako, mAno pralayAgni hI hai ? bhasma ho gayA hai merA zarIra aura yaha kamala tathA usakI nAla bhii| kevala zeSa raha gayA maiM, citpiNDa, jisa para vaza nahIM calatA iskaa| agni-jvAlAoM ke madhya kundanavat zobhita ho rahA hU~ maiM, yA hai yaha kucha thor3I sI bhasma, mere zarIra kI tathA usa kamala kii| 3. dekho kitanA bar3A tUphAna uThA pazcima kI ora se, vegavanta vAyu, atyanta vikarAla / ur3a gaI sakala bhasma usameM / phira bhI kucha mAtra dikhAI de rahI hai mujhe, mere isa citpiNDa para lipaTI huI sii| 4. yaha bhI dhulI jA rahI hai aba, tUphAna ke kAle-kAle vizAla meghoM se girane vAlI aTUTa jala-dhArAoM ke dvArA / aura aba ? kevala maiM, atyanta nirmala tathA ujjavala zuddha caitanya, aura yaha sAgara, kSobha zAnta ho cukA hai jisakA / dizAoM vidizAoM meM phailA jA rahA hai merA prakAza, asIma prkaash| (5) aba lIjiye kucha anya cintavana bhI / "maiM hU~ yaha cetana tattva" nirmala jyoti mAtra / bhUlakara ise Aja taka zarIra ko hI mAnatA rahA 'maiM', jvAlA ke garbha meM samA jAne vAle isa zarIra ko| isI kA Azraya lekara karatA rahA sadA navIna-navIna vikalpoM kI saSTi, saMskAroM kA nirmANa tathA poSaNa karatA rahA sadA unakA, besdh| yaha bhI na jAna sakA ki kisa prakAra lUTe jA rahe haiM merI sampatti ye, mere ghara ke cora, aura isalie sadA banA rahA vyAkula / Aja bar3e saubhAgya se prApta huI hai, gurudeva kI dezanA; karttavya-akartavya jAnA, hita-ahita pahacAnA, devapUjA, guru-upAsanA Adi ke dvArA saMvaraNa kiyA una saMskAroM ko tathA vividha prakAra ke bAhya aura Abhyantara tapoM dvArA zoSaNa kiyA unakI zakti kA / milI eka apUrva zAnti, jise pAkara kRtakRtya huA jA rahA hU~, prabhu banA jA rahA hU~ maiM / yaha saba guru-zaraNa kA hI to pratApa hai, aura kyA ? (6) he cetana mahA prabhu ! kyoM bhUle jA rahA hai apanI mahattA, kyoM rule jA rahA hai jagata ke isa asatya vilAsa meM, jisakI apanI koI svatantra sattA nahIM (dekho 9.2)? kyoM dekha rahA hai lalacAI-lalacAI dRSTi se inako, kinhIM sattAbhUta maulika padArthoM kI paryAyoM ko, unakI kSaNadhvaMsI avasthAoM ko? kyA bhUla gayA ki tUne hI sRjana kiyA thA apanI kAmanA tathA vAsanA-zakti ke dvArA antaraMga ke vaikalpika jagata kA aura tatphalasvarUpa anekavidha-zarIroM ke saMghAtarUpa isa bAhya-jagata athavA nokarma-jagata kA (dekho 8.1)? tU hI svayaM lIna kara lene vAlA hai apane isa akhila bAhyAbhyantara vistAra ko apane bhItara / aura isa prakAra trimUrti tU hI hai, utpAda vyaya dhrauvya / ( ) sRjana rate-karate bahata kAla bIta cakA hai tajhe dekha terA dina astAcala kI ora calA jA rahA hai aura rAtri AkAza para chAI jA rahI hai tAki isa udher3abuna se vizrAnta hokara Ananda kI nInda so sake tU, apane isa akhila vistAra ko apane meM laya karake svayaM apane meM kho sake tU / / (7) he bhagavan ! tU bhUla gayA ki tU hI hai sRSTA isa akhila vistAra kA? ina sakala sUkSma tathA sthUla zarIroM kA / kucha sRSTi tUne kI hai Aja aura kucha kI kala aura kiye jA rahA hai barAbara baccoM kI bhA~ti / kabhI eka gharoMdA banAtA hai aura kabhI dUsarA, kabhI eka khilaune se khelatA hai aura kabhI dUsare se / navInatA jo bhAtI hai tujhe? pahale gharoMde ko tor3akara dUsarA nayA gharoMdA banA liyA, pahale khilaune ko tor3akara yA chor3akara dUsarA nayA khilaunA le liyaa| terI lIlA yA vilAsa ke atirikta aura kyA kahU~ ise ? apanI hI lIlA ko kyoM itane vismaya se dekha rahA hai tU ? bhale hI kisI dUsare ke lie kucha Azcarya kI vastu ho yaha, parantu tere lie to kucha bhI nayA nahIM hai yahA~ / anekoM bAra banA-banA kara tor3e haiM tUne aura tor3a-tor3akara banAye haiM tUne ye nAma tathA ruup| aba sameTa apanI isa bAhya-dRSTi ko, isa apanI lIlA ko aura DubakI lagA svayaM apane andara / dekha saba kucha par3A hai vahA~, yugapat / (dekho 26.10)

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41. dhyAna 278 8. tattva-cintana (8) bho cetana ! kyoM vyartha rAgadveSa karatA hai jagata ke ina citra-vicitra padArthoM meM ulajhakara, kyoM iSTAniSTa kI kalpanAyeM karatA hai? tU hI basatA hai ina saba meM, kucha meM pratyakSa aura kucha meM parokSa, kucha meM Aja kucha meM kala / jar3a cetana ke bheda ko bhI avakAza kahA~ hai yahA~ ? jar3a kahalAne vAle ye saba pRthvI, pASANa, dhAtu, lakar3I, vastra Adi bhI to raha cuke haiM pahale tere AvAsa, tere zarIra ? tU hI to basatA hai yA basatA thA ina saba meM, aura isa prakAra terA hI to AvAsa hai yaha akhila vistAra ? viSamatA ko avakAza kahA~ ? jJAtA dRSTA banakara dekha apane hI isa akhila vistAra kA vilAsa, apanA kalA-kauzala / kitanI adbhuta hai isakI mahimA aura terI mahimA ? ( (9) jaDa dikhate hoM yA cetana, tere hI to zarIra haiM, terI hI to upaja hai, saba terI hI to santAna hai, koI bar3I aura koI choTI, kisI ko janma diyA thA kala aura kisI ko diyA hai Aja / terI hI bhA~ti haiM anya bhI anantoM / saba vahI to kara rahe haiM jo tU kara rahA hai| saba bhAI-bhAI haiM, saba mitra-mitra haiM-eka kuTamba hai, akhaNDa tathA nirdvandva / kahA~ hai maiM-tU kA, zatru-mitra kA, sajjana-durjana kA, U~ca-nIca kA, strI-puruSa kA, athavA iSTAniSTa kA dvandva ? kyA mAtA bhI karatI hai apanI santAna meM kabhI aisA bheda ? pyAra kara sabase, hRdaya se lagA sabako, AtmasAt kara sabako, apane se cipaTA le sabako, apane meM samA le sabako / (dekho 26.10) / (10) isameM aura mujhameM kyA antara hai / isameM bhI 'maiM', mujhameM bhI 'maiM' / donoM meM kyA antara hai / sabameM sarvatra yaha 'maiM', hI to pratibimbita ho rahA hai / isake atirikta aura dikhatA hI kyA hai yahA~ ? jise apanI tathA apanI bhAvanAoM kI khabara nahIM aise dRSTi-vihIna ko bhale saba meM aura apane meM kucha antara yA bheda dikhAI de, parantu dRSTisampanna ke liye kyA bheda, kaisA bheda / saba meM sarvatra isa 'maiM maiM maiM' kA hI to vilAsa hai / bhale gaNanA meM aneka hoM, sabake zarIroM meM pRthak-pRthak hoM, parantu kevala caitanya ko, kevala tattva ko lakSita karane vAlI dRSTi meM isa bheda ko bhI avakAza kahA~, isa dvaita kA bhI vikalpa kahA~ / usake liye to saba meM sarvatra eka citpiNDa hI lakSita ho rahA hai, anya kucha nahIM / sakala dvaita bhrAnti banakara raha jAtA hai yahA~. isa nirvikalpa cijyoti meN| aura yaha jaDa padArtha? yaha bhI isa 'maiM' kA zarIra hI to hai aura isaliye 'maiM hI to hai / AvAsa tathA AvAsI kA bheda bhI to udita nahIM ho rahA hai yahA~, isa parama samAdhi meM / kauna-sA padArtha aisA hai jo isa samaya mujhe 'maiM' rUpa nahIM dIkha rahA hai / manuSya bhI 'maiM' rUpa, pazu pakSI bhI 'maiM' rUpa, yaha jIvita AvAsa bhI 'maiM' rUpa aura ye sakala mRta AvAsa bhI 'maiM' rUpa / sarvatra eka 'maiM' hI 'maiM', cetana prabhu hI cetana prabhu / saba meM eka rUpa se pratibhAsita yaha 'maiM' hI to hai vaha cetana mahA-prabhu, vaha satya tattva jise vidvAna loga kahate haiM 'brahma' / isa prakAra dekhane para saba meM sarvatra sarvarUpa eka brahma hI bahma dIkhatA hai, anya kucha nahIM 'ekaM brahma dvitIyo nAsti, sarva khalvidaM brahma' / ahA hA ! kitanA mahimAvanta hai isa 'maiM' kA svarUpa samatA kA uccatama aadrsh| noTa-7-10 taka ke ina cAra citraNoM kA tAttvika samanvaya pahale kiyA jA cukA hai / (dekho 26.11) / (11) kitanA bar3A kArakhAnA hai terA yaha akhila vistAra / koI purjA choTA aura koI bar3A, parantu saba eka dUsare ke sAtha jar3e hae, isa prakAra kina haTAyA jA sakatA hai kucha aura na bar3hAyA jA sakatA hai kuch| phira karatA hai kisI ko banAne kA aura kisI ko bigAr3ane kA, kisI ko milAne kA aura kisI ko haTAne kA, kisI ko tor3ane kA aura kisI ko jor3ane kA? sadA se calatA rahA hai yaha isI taraha aura sadA calatA rahegA yaha isI taraha, na kabhI rukA hai aura na kabhI rukegaa| tAttvika svabhAva ke atirikta na koI calAne vAlA hai ise aura na rokane vaalaa| kevala tamAzA dekhA kara isakA, apane kalA-kauzala kaa| kevala dekha ise aura dekhatA hI raha, binA kucha karane kA vikalpa kie, sAkSI mAtra raha kara, jJAtA mAtra raha kara / (dekho 12.8) / (12) o citta ! kyoM vyartha vyagra ho rahA hai karane-dharane ke vikalpoM meM ulajhakara, jAne-Ane ke vikalpoM meM ulajhakara, kahane-sunane ke vikalpoM meM ulajhakara ? eka akhaNDa tAttvika vyavasthA hai yaha, bAhara bhI aura bhItara bhI, kAla kI, mahAkAla kii| saba kucha svata: nikalA A rahA hai usameM se aura saba kucha samAyA jA rahA hai usameM / terI hI kitanI hai isa mahA-zakti ke sAmane / yAda rakha pisa-kara raha jaayegaa| kyA nahIM dekha rahA hai ki tere jaise kitane mUrkha nitya A rahe haiM isakI jhapeTa meM aura pisa-pisakara naSTa hue jA rahe haiM yahA~, dIpa-zikhA para svayaM A-Akara kalpa

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41. dhyAna 279 9. nirIha vRtti bhasma hone vAle pataMgoM kI bhA~ti / sambhala, sambhala, basa Age na bar3ha, yahA~ khar3A rahakara hI dekha tamAzA tathA mahimA isa mahA-tattva kii| (13) he 'maiM' rUpa meM prakAzita antastattva ! dekha-dekha tU hai akelA, sarva antaraMga vikalpoM se tathA cAra koTi ke para padArthoM se rahita (dekho 9.3), jJAna-jyoti bhagavAna AtmA / kitanA zAnta hai terA yaha rUpa aura kitanA sundara, parantu hRdaya-guphA meM chipA-chipA sA kucha sA~valA-sA~valA sA / phira bhI he zyAma-sundara ! kyoM bhaTakatA hai tU kabhI isa phUla para aura kabhI usa phUla para, rasalaulupa bha~vare kI bhA~ti, chor3akara apanI pati-parAyaNA rAdhikA ko arthAt apanI ArAdhanA ko, zAnti kI ArAdhanA ko, isakI sAdhanA ko ? kyA kucha kama sundara lagatI hai tujhe yaha ? 9. nirIha vRtti yaha hai dharma-dhyAna kA cauthA rUpa-'tattva-cintana', mantrajApya stotra pATha tathA bhAvanA-bhAvana ina tIna rUpoM se kucha U~cA / aura aba calatA hai usakA pA~cavA~ rUpa 'nirIha vRtti'| jisa prakAra pAnI se bhare loTe ko eka bAra prayatna pUrvaka ghumA dene ke uparAnta vaha izAre mAtra se hI barAbara ghUmatA rahatA hai, athavA jisa prakAra kisI moTara yA aiJjina ko eka bAra pUrI taraha zakti ke prayoga dvArA calA dene ke uparAnta vaha alpamAtra zakti ke prayoga se hI barAbara calatA rahatA hai, athavA jisa prakAra kisI ucchRGkhala ghor3e ko eka bAra anekavidha upAyoM dvArA sAdha lene ke uparAnta vaha binA kisI prayoga-vizeSa ke, svAmI ke izAre para barAbara calatA rahatA hai usI prakAra citta ko baddhi ke prayalaparvaka catarvidha dhyAnoM dvArA sAdha lene ke uparAnta vaha binA kisI jApya yA cintana Adi kA Azraya lie, buddhi yA viveka ke izAre para calatA rahatA hai / kisI viSaya kI ora unmukha ho jAne para jisa prakAra pahale vaha karmadhArAoM meM baha jAtA thA, usa prakAra aba nahIM bahatA, pratyuta jJAnadhArA meM hI sthita rahatA hai, arthAt usa viSaya ko jJAtA dRSTArUpa sAkSI bhAva se jAnatA mAtra hai, usake sAtha rAgadveSa-mizrita iSTAniSTa Adi rUpa vyartha ke dvandvAtmaka vikalpa nahIM karatA / (dekho 10.23) dharma-dhyAna ke isa kSetra meM kisI padArtha yA viSaya kA jAnanA aniSTa nahIM hai, aniSTa hai usake sAtha-sAtha binA bulAye Ane vAle ve dvandvAtmaka vikalpa jo ki sAdhaka ke antastala ko kSubdha karake use azAnti ke athAha sAgara meM dhakela dete haiM / jJAna to darpaNa hai, jo bhI usake samakSa Ae use hI jAna le, use kucha bhI jAnanA aniSTa nahIM, bhale hI hoM dharma-dhyAna ke uparyakta cAra rUpoM meM citrita dhArmika tathA AdhyAtmika bhAva athavA hoM dhana. strI. kaTamba viSayaka koI laukika bhAva / dvandvAtmaka vikalpoM kA utpatti-kSetra na to hai jJAna aura na haiM usake viSaya, pratyuta hai kevala citta tathA usake anAdigata saMskAra, jinakI zakti dhyAnAbhyAsa dvArA aba itanI kSINa ho cukI hai ki buddhi kI upasthiti meM yA jAgRti ke kAraNa aba unheM ucchRGkhalatA karane kA sAhasa nahIM hotA / buddhi bhI pahale una saMskAroM ke kAraNa bahaka jAtI thI arthAt citta kI ucchRGkhalatA ke prati jAgRta rahate hue barAbara usa para dRSTi rakhane ke jisa kArya meM dhyAtA use niyojita karatA thA, vaha una saMskAroM-vaza apane usa karttavya ko chor3akara svayaM citta kA anukaraNa karane lagatI thii| usase pRthak apanI sattA kA tathA apane se pRthak usakI sattA kA bhAna bhI use nahIM rahatA thaa| dhyAnAbhyAsa ke kAraNa usane bhI aba isa prakAra bahakanA chor3a diyA hai| aba vaha barAbara apane ukta karttavya ke prati satarka rahatI hai| isalie yogI ko jApyAdi karane kI aba koI AvazyakatA nahIM raha gaI hai| use aba kevala itanA hI karanA hotA hai ki kisI bhI ekAnta sthAna meM pUrvokta prakAra nizcala baiThakara citta ko DhIlA chor3a de aura jAne de use jahA~ bhI vaha jAnA cAhatA hai, lene de use jisa-kisI bhI viSaya kA Alambana vaha lenA cAhatA hai, jAnane de use jisa-kisI bhI viSaya ko vaha jAnanA cAhatA hai| parantu buddhi ko barAbara satarka rakhatA hai aura dekhatA rahatA hai kevala itanA ki citta kahA~-kahA~ jA rahA hai, aura kisa-kisa viSaya kA Alambana le rahA hai athavA kisa-kisa viSaya ko jAna rahA hai / svayaM nirIha-vRtti se baiThA huA vaha itanA mAtra hI prayatna rakhatA hai, isase adhika kucha nahIM; na mantra-jApya karatA hai, na stotrapATha, na bhAvanA-bhAvana aura na tattva-cintana / basa itane mAtra se usake prayojana kI siddhi ho jAtI hai| citta meM dvandvAtmaka vikalpa praveza nahIM pAte / jJAna darpaNa meM calacitra kI bhA~ti padArtha Ate rahate haiM aura jAte rahate haiM; kucha alpakAla mAtra rahakara cale jAte haiM aura kucha adhika kAla rahakara / isa prakAra jJAtAdRSTA bhAvarUpa jJAnadhArA meM hI

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41. dhyAna 11. zukladhyAna sthita rahatA hai vaha, karttA-bhoktA banakara karmadhArA meM nahIM bahatA hai vaha / isa prakAra moha- kSobha - vihIna nIraMga va nistaraMga samatA-mAtA kI pyAra bharI goda meM vizrAma karatA rahatA hai vaha / 10. padasthAdi dhyAna ----- yaha hI hai dharmadhyAna kI sarvonnata bhUmi, jisase Age calakara yogI praveza karatA hai zukladhyAna kI antima bhUmi meM / Agama meM ina dhyAnoM ke lie kucha anya bhI saiddhAntika nAmoM kA prayoga kiyA gayA hai / 'mantrajApya' tathA 'stotrapATha' vAle prathama do dhyAna kahe jAte haiM 'padasthadhyAna' kyoMki inameM pada arthAt zabda kA athavA dRSTa padArtha ke nAma kA avalambana rahatA hai| 'bhAvanA - bhAvana' vAlI tRtIya bhUmiko 'piNDasthadhyAna' kahA jAtA hai, kyoMki ve saba bhAva piNDa arthAt deha ke sApekSa hote haiM / 'tattva-cintavana' tathA 'nirIha vRtti' vAlI caturtha va pa~cama bhUmiyeM 'rUpasthadhyAna' kahalAtI haiM, kyoMki isameM na to zabda yA nAma kA Alambana hotA hai aura na deha-sApekSa kisI bhAva kA, hotA hai kevala tattva ke svarUpa kA / nirIha - vRtti vAlI paJcama bhUmi meM yadyapi deha-sApekSa tathA deha-nirapekSa laukika tathA alaukika sabhI padArtha jJAna ke viSaya bana jAte haiM, parantu rAgadveSAtmaka dvandvoM kA abhAva hone ke kAraNa usakA samAveza piNDastha dhyAna meM na karake isa tAttvika rUpastha dhyAna meM hI karanA adhika upayukta hai| isake pazcAt AtA hai 'rUpAtItadhyAna' aura vahI kahalAtA hai zukladhyAna -- nAmarUpa ke Alambana se atIta hone ke kAraNa rUpa aura kevala cijjyoti mAtra kA darzana hone ke kAraNa zukla / 280 11. zukladhyAna -- citta laya ho jAne ke kAraNa bhale rAgadveSAtmaka dvandva zeSa na raha gae hoM parantu buddhi jAgRta rahane ke kAraNa antarpaTa para hone vAlI viSayoM kI bhAgadaur3a to abhI jIvita hai hii| bhale rAgadveSAtmaka uttarAla taraMgoM vAlA kSobha zAnta ho gayA ho isa mahAsAgara kA parantu jJAnAtmaka kSudra taraMgoM vAlA kSobha to zAnta nahIM ho pAyA abhI / bhale hI dRSTi meM bAhya jagata kA lopa ho jAne ke kAraNa pUrNataH nIraMga ho gayA ho vaha, moha-hIna ho gayA ho vaha parantu antaraMga meM yaha jJAnAtmaka sUkSma-jagata lupta na hone ke kAraNa pUrNataH nistaraMga nahIM ho pAyA hai vaha, kSobha-hIna nahIM ho pAyA hai vaha / moha-kSobha -vihIna sAmyarasa bar3hatA jA rahA hai, vizuddhi meM pratikSaNa anantaguNI vRddhi hotI jA rahI hai, cAritra barAbara Upara uThatA calA jA rahA hai, jyotirloka kI sImAoM meM praveza pA gayA hai parantu pUrNa nahIM ho pAyA hai vaha, sAkSAt rUpa se jyotirloka kA vAsI nahIM ho pAyA hai vaha / tathApi itane mAtra se yogI nirAza hone vAlA nahIM / tapa ke prabhAva se usakI zakti meM anantaguNI vRddhi ho cukI hai, usake sahAyakoM kI gati vegavatI ho cukI hai aura zatru senA duma dabAkara bhAgI jA rahI hai| pIchA karatA hai yaha mahA subhaTa unakA / bIja taka nAza karane kA saMkalpa kiyA hai isane unakA / citta to pahale hI zaraNa: jA cukA thA apanI jananI buddhi kI, aura lo aba yaha buddhi bhI calI, bhaya ke mAre kA~patI huI, zaraNa meM apanI jananI vAsanA kI, jAgRta vAsanA kI nahIM prasupta vAsanA kI, kyoMki vaha to mUrcchita ho cukI thI pahale hI, apanA kArya karane meM bilkula asamartha / atyanta kSINakAya vaha aba kaise roka sakatI hai antarprabhu ke darzana ko ? eka ora cetana sUrya kA atula prakAza aura dUsarI ora isakA jhInA sA AvaraNa, kaise ruka sakatA hai vaha ? khula gae hRdaya guhA ke dvAra aura ho gayA yogI ko sAkSAt usa mahAprabhu kA eka anirvacanIya jyoti ke rUpa meM, aura isIlie kahalAtA hai yaha zukladhyAna / A~kheM yogI kI, parantu daur3A vaha betahAzA apane priya kI ora usase cipaTa jAne ke liye, usameM laya ho jAne ke liye / vAsanA kI bacI-khucI senA bhasma ho gaI isa mahA teja meM aura jagajjananI vAsanA bhI samA gaI usI kI kokha meN| laya ho gayA saba kucha -- citta gayA buddhi meM, buddhi gaI vAsanA meM, vAsanA gaI mahAprabhu kI kokha meM / na rahA maiM aura na rahA tU na rahA bAhya jagata aura na rahA bhItarI jagata / 'maiM' rUpa ahaMkAra hI ni:zeSa ho gayA taba yogI bhI kahA~ ? bhale hI pratIti hotI rahe use paraM jyoti kI, parantu 'maiM amuka nAmadhArI yogI' aisI dvaita-pratIti kahA~ hai aba use ? vaha bhI lIna hokara ni:zeSa ho gaI usI meM raha gaI eka anirvacanIya zAnti tathA samatAyukta jyoti, saccidAnanda paramezvara, mahAtattva, svatattva, isake atirikta anya kucha nahIM / zUnya meM samA gayA saba kucha, bujha gayA dIpaka citta kA / yahI hai bauddha kA nirvANa, mAdhyamika kA zUnya aura jaina kA mokSa | -

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42. uttama-tyAga ( 1. tyAga va grahaNa; 2. Adarza tyaag| 1. tyAga va grahaNa-aho tyAga-mUrti vItarAgI gurudeva ! sarva bAhya parigraha ke, antaraMga vikalpoM ke tathA abhilASAoM ke pUrNa tyAga-Adarza ! mere jIvana ko bhI zAnti-pradAyaka yaha tyAga pradAna kro| acintya hai mahimA isa tyAga kI, zAnti kI khAna hai yaha / dhana-dhAnyAdi ke grahaNa meM Aja hama kucha sukha kI mahimA dekhate haiM, para eka vaha jIvana bhI hai jo isameM sAkSAt duHkha dekhatA hai| abhiprAya ke phera se viSa bhI amRta bhAsane lagatA hai, krodha kaSAya jAgRta hone para mRtyu bhI iSTa ho jAtI hai / kitanA bar3A antara hai donoM ke jIvana meM ? eka vaha jIvana hai jisameM se yaha pukAra nikala rahI hai ki 'aura grahaNa kara, aura grahaNa kara', aura eka vaha jIvana hai jo mUka bhASA meM kaha rahA hai ki 'aura tyAga kara, aura tyAga kara / ' eka vaha jIvana hai jo kaha rahA hai ki 'dhanAdi sampadA meM sukha hai, isameM hI sukha hai', aura eka vaha jIvana hai jo kaha rahA hai ki isameM hI duHkha hai, isameM hI duHkha hai|' eka vaha jIvana hai jo kaha rahA hai ki isake binA merA kAma nahIM calegA', aura eka vaha jIvana hai jo kaha rahA hai isake rahate hue merA kAma nahIM clegaa|' eka vaha jIvana hai jo kaha rahA hai 'dhana cAhie, 'dhana cAhie' aura eka vaha jIvana hai jo kaha rahA hai ki 'dharma cAhie, dharma caahiye|' aho ! abhiprAya kA mAhAtmya / nukate ke hera-phera se 'khudA' se 'judA' ho jAtA hai| Upara kA nukatA nIce kara dena mAtra se urdU meM likhA 'khudA' zabda 'judA' par3hA jAtA hai / isI prakAra zAnti para se abhiprAya ko haTAkara sampadA para lagA dene se saccidAnanda svarUpa tU vyAkulatA kI vikarAla dAr3ha kA cabInA bana jAtA hai| yaha kaise anubhava meM Ave ki grahaNa meM dukha hai ? jaba eka kSaNa ko bhI kiMcit mAtra nirAkulatA kA svAda na cakha le taba taka kaise patA cale ki isameM duHkha hai ? bhale gurudeva ke kahane para kaha dUM ki hA~ hA~ yaha duHkhoM kA mUla hai, para antaraGga meM to aisA nahIM bhAsatA / kaise bhAse? nirAkulatA se vyAkulatA meM jAye to patA cale ki vyAkulatA meM AyA hai, para vyAkulatA chor3akara puna: vyAkulatA meM hI jAe to kaise patA cale ki vyAkulatA hai yaha ? yadi dhanopArjana kI vyAkulatA ko chor3akara usakI rakSA kI vyAkulatA meM ghusa gayA to bAta to jyoM kI tyoM hI rahI / ullU sadA andhakAra meM rahatA hai, kyA patA becAre ko ki yaha andhakAra hai ? usake lie to vahI prakAza hai / yahI to hAlata hai merI Aja, kaise patA cale ki grahaNa meM duHkha hai ? kucha thor3A-sA tyAga karake dekheM to patA cale ki itane se tyAga se jaba kucha zAnti AI hai to to pUrNatyAga karake isa yogI ko kitanI zAnti AI hogii| Aja mujhe tyAga meM kaSTa pratIta hotA hai aura isIlie yogI ke jIvana ko kaSTa kA jIvana mAnatA huuN| kiMcit tyAga karake dekhU to patA cale ki tyAga-mUrti ina yogIzvaroM kA jIvana kitanA sukhI hai| 'aparigraha' nAmaka 33 veM adhikAra meM eka sAdhu kA dRSTAnta diyA hai jisameM eka sAdhAraNa sI ailuminayama kI kaTorI bhI usake lie bhAra bana gii| use tyAgakara usane santoSa kI sAMsa lii| tyAga se grahaNa meM Akara hI patA calA sAdhu ko ki kitanA duHkha hai grahaNa meM, isI prakAra grahaNa se tyAga meM Akara hI patA cala sakatA hai ki kitanA sukha hai tyAga meM / yogI kA jIvana kaSTa meM nahIM zAnti ke jhale meM jhalatA hai, abhiprAya badala cukA hai usakA / zAnti ke svAda ke sAmane kauna par3e isa jaMjAla meM, cupar3I khAne vAle ko kaise ruce kacce cane cabAnA? koI Dhera bhI lagA de unake sAmane svarNa yA hIroM kA to AkarSaNa kI to bAta nahIM, use upasarga smjheN| una para dayA karake, 'hAya, becAre ThiThura rahe haiM sardI ke mAre, eka kambala or3hA do unheM', aisA vicArakara apane zarIra para se kambala utArakara unake zarIra para DAla do, aura samajha baiTho hRdaya meM ki caina par3a gaI hogI unheM / yaha unase pUcho ki kyA bIta rahI hai unake hRdaya para, eka bar3A bhArI upasarga A par3A hai mAno / unakI zAnti ghAtI gaI hai, vikalpa uTha gaye haiN| rAjaputra the do / donoM sahodara bhAI / vairAgI ho gae para abhiprAyoM meM mahAna antara / donoM hI ne svayaM rAjya chor3A, sampadA chor3I, parantu andara meM eka samajhatA rahA yaha ki usameM sukha hai aura eka ne samajha liyA yaha ki usameM duHkha hai /

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42. uttama-tyAga 282 2. Adarza-tyAga phalitArtha, eka karane lagA zAnti rasa kI siddhi aura dUsarA karane lagA svarNa rasa kI siddhi / donoM hI saphala ho gae apane-apane prayoga meM / eka ko zAnti-rasa ke sAtha-sAtha mila gaI usakI dAsI bhI arthAt svarNa banAne kI Rddhi bhI, aura dUsare ko milA kevala dAsa, svarNa-rasa / Rddhi milane para bhI pahale ne A~kha na uThAI usakI ora aura dUsare ke harSa kA pArAvAra na rahA / bhAI kI khoja karAI aura yaha jAnakara ki nagna bane bar3I daridratA kI dazA meM jIvana bitA raheM haiM ve, dayApUrvaka AdhI tumbI svarNa-rasa kI bheja dI unake pAsa / vItarAgI ko AvazyakatA hI kahA~ thI usakI, Thokara mAra dI use / tumbI lur3haka gii| yaha samAcAra sunakara duHkha se ro uThA bhAI kA hRdaya aura cala par3A svayaM zeSa AdhI tumbI lekara / rakha dI vaha bhI bhAI ke caraNoM meM / puna: ThukarA dI usane / ro par3A bhAI / 12 varSa kI tapasyA yoM hI baha gii| "bhAI ! yaha kyA kiyA? daridratA ne tumhArI buddhi bilkula hI hara lI hai, yaha maiM nahIM jAnatA thaa|" aba barasane lagA amRta zubhacandra ke mukha se, "bhAI ! jAga, svarNa cAhie to rAjya kyoM chor3A thA ? zAnti lene nikalA thA ki svarNa ? svarNa hI cAhie to le bhara le jitanA cAhe", aura eka cuTakI raja kI apane talave ke nIce se nikAlakara phaiMka dI pahAr3a para / parvata svarNa kA bana gyaa| "grahaNa meM se zAnti nikAlanA cAhatA hai tU ? zAnti grahaNa meM nahIM tyAga meM hai| zAnti cAhie to mujha jaisA bananA hogA, jisake pAsa aTUTa svarNa-bhaNDAra hote hue bhI usakA grahaNa nahIM karatA", aura raca gayA yaha grantha jo Apake sAmane hai, 'jJAnArNava' / A~khe khula gaI svarNa-gRddha bhAI kii| grahaNa kA abhiprAya jAtA rahA, tyAga kA abhiprAya jAgRta huA aura Aja vairAgyazataka Adi anekoM usakI vairAgya-rasapUrNa kRtiyeM bhArata meM bahuta U~cI dRSTi se dekhI jAtI haiN| 2. Adarza-tyAga-dUsarI dRSTi se bhI isa tyAga kI mahimA dekhiye / gurudeva ne kara diyA sarvasva tyAga isalie ki dUsare isase lAbha utthaayeN| unheM svayaM AvazyakatA nahIM to ve bhI kyoM vaJcita raheM isase, jinako ki isakI AvazyakatA hai ? arthAt kra diyA sarvasva kA dAna unako jo jholI phailAye khar3e pukAra rahe the unake sAmane 'hAya paisA, hAya dhana' / seTha sAhaba ne sar3aka para jAte eka sAdhu ko dayA karake eka paisA de diyaa| sAdhu socane lagA ki kyA karU~ isakA? kisI mA~gane-vAle ke hAtha meM jAtA to kucha kAma AtA usa becAre ke, mere kisa kAma kaa| acchA dekho koI bhikhArI AyegA to de dU~gA use / itane meM dikhAI diyA sikandara kA lazkara, bar3e vega se calA jAtA thA ghor3e daudd'aaye| basa phaiMka diyA sAdhu ne.paisA usI ora / sikandara ke mastaka meM jA lagA vaha / cauMkA sikandara, kisane pheMkA hai yaha tuccha paisA? pakar3a lo isa sAdhu ko / sAdhu aayaa| "kyoM jI tumane pheMkA hai yaha paisA?" "hA~" / "kyA samajhakara bolA, "vicArA thA ki koI bhikhArI hai| becArA, bhUkhA hai, apanA deza chor3akara yahA~ AyA hai apanI bhUkha miTAne, calo yaha paisA bhI ise hI de do kAma AyegA isake, mujhe kyA karanA hai isakA?" sikandara kI A~kheM khula gaI, para hamArI A~kheM Aja taka nahIM khuliiN|| apane ko sukhI dAnI mAnane vAle bhI cetana ! kyA socA hai kabhI yaha ki tU dAnI hai ki bhikhArI? itanA milate hue bhI jisakI bhUkha, jisakI tRSNA, jisakI abhilASA zAnta nahIM ho rahI hai, vaha kyA degA kisI ko? jisako tU bhikhArI samajhatA hai usakA peTa tujhase bahuta choTA hai, phira tU dAnI kaise banA ? tU to usase bhI bar3A bhikhArI hai, aura lA, aura lA' kI dhvani se mAno terA sara cakarAyA jA rahA hai, ghumera A rahI hai / ulTA dIkha rahA hai tujhe, bhikhArI ko dAnI aura dAnI ko bhikhArI mAnatA hai tU / dAnI dekhanA hai to dekha usa yogI ko jisane sarvasva DAla diyA hai terI jholI meM, sarvasva tyAga diyA hai tere lie| dAnI bananA cAhatA hai to tyAga kara grahaNa nahIM, tyAga bhI ni:svArtha tyAga, apanI zAnti ke lie sarva sampadA kA tyAga yA kiMcit mAtra kA tyaag| ___Aja eka hI dhvani hai cAroM ora / 'jIvana stara ko U~cA uThAo, sTaiNDarDa Apha liviGga meM vRddhi kro|' parantu guruoM ke Adarza ko bhulA baiThane vAle becAre kyA jAneM ki jIvana kA stara kise kahate haiM ? jisa ora ve jA rahe haiM vaha jIvana kA stara hai ki mRtyu kA, zAnti kA stara hai ki vyAkulatA kA, santoSa kA stara hai ki abhilASAoM kA, nizcintatA kA stara hai ki cintAoM kA? kheda hai ki mRtyu ke stara ko jIvana-stara samajha baiThane vAlA Aja kA bhArata unnati kI bajAye avanati kI ora jA rahA hai, aura maje kI bAta yaha ki dUsaroM ko upadeza dene calA hai zAnti kaa| 'zAnti' vilAsitA yA grahaNa meM nahIM hai bhAI ! tyAga meM hai| 'jitanA grahaNa utanI azAnti aura jitanA tyAga utanI zAnti', yaha hai yahA~ kI mahAna AtmAoM kA upadeza / use suno, apanAo aura dekho ki jIvana zAnta ho jaayegaa| sAdha

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42. uttama tyAga 283 2. Adarza-tyAga apane jIvana meM utAre binA dUsaroM ko upadeza denA anadhikRta ceSTA hai| eka strI kisI sAdhu ke pAsa jAkara bolI ki 'merA lar3akA mIThA bahuta khAtA hai, taMga A gaI hU~, koI upAya batAiye / ' sAdhu bolA ki tIna dina pIche AnA / vaha tIna dina pIche AI to phira bolA sAta dina pIche aanaa| vaha sAta dina pIche AI to phira bolA ki dasa dina pIche AnA / aura isI prakAra do mahIne bIta gaye, strI nirAza hotI gii| para do mahIne pazcAt sAdhu bole ki apane lar3ake ko mIThA denA banda kara do, usakA sudhAra ho jAyegA / strI ko yaha sunakara bar3A Azcarya huA, 'kauna naI bAta batAI hai mahArAja ne do mahIne pahale hI kyoM nahIM kaha diyA thA Apane ? itane dina vyartha hI pIche-pIche ghumaayaa|' 'aisA nahIM hai devI ! itane dinoM taka maiM khAlI nahIM baiThA, tere lie upAya hI socatA rahA aura apane jIvana meM utArakara jaba yaha dekha liyA ki binA mIThA khAye bhI kAma cala sakatA hai tabhI kahA hai tujhe ki mIThA na denA / ' ata: bho prANI ! apane jIvana meM tyAga kA Adarza utAre binA dUsare ko tyAga kA upadeza denA tujhe zobhA nahIM de rahA hai| bhale thor3A hI jIvana meM utAra, para jitanA kucha jIvana meM utArA jAe utanA hI dUsaroM ko upadeza denA kAryakArI hai / Adarza-tyAga kI zaraNa meM jAkara merA grahaNa kI rau meM bahate jAnA kyA zobhanIka hai, kyA ise tyAgI guru kA Azraya kahA jA sakatA hai ? kucha to le le gurudeva se ? bhale dhana na chor3a, para ghara ke ar3aMge ko to kama kara sakatA hai / usameM laukika rIti se bhI terA lAbha hI hai| bhale use bhI kisI ko muphta meM mata de, mola beca de, usakA rupayA banAkara apane pAsa hI rakha, para use kama karake dekha to shii| bIsa - kursiyoM meM se kevala do rakha, bAkI kI beca DAla, aura phira dekha yadi kucha zAnti milatI hai to Age tyAga denA nahIM to ATha kI bajAye bAraha aura kharIda lenA / gurudeva kA tyAga isase bhI adhika tathA anupama hai, usakI mahimA acintya hai / yaha dhana-vastrAdi kA tyAga va dAna to tuccha sI bAta hai, ve to usa vastu kA tyAga kara rahe haiM arthAt dAna de rahe haiM, jo koI nahIM de sktaa| kisI eka ko nahIM, samasta vizva ko de rahe haiM, zabdoM meM nahIM jIvana se de rahe haiM, roma-roma se de rahe haiM, zAnti kA sandeza, zAnti kA upadeza, zAnti kA Adarza, jisake sAmane tIna-loka kI sampatti dhUla hai, ucchiSTa hai, vamana hai / 1 kheda hai apanI dazA para ki apanA vamana jAnate hue bhI maiM usI ko phira se grahaNa karane ke pIche daur3A calA jA rahA hU~ / jisa vastu ko eka bAra nahIM anantoM bAra grahaNa kara-karake chor3a diyA vaha vamana nahIM to kyA hai ? kauna-sI vastu yahA~ aisI dikhAI de rahI hai jo tere lie naI hai ? deva bana - banakara, indra bana banakara, cakravartI va rAjA bana-banakara kauna-sI vastu aisI raha gaI hai jo tUne na bhogI ho ? bhUla gayA hai Aja tU apanA purAnA itihAsa, isI se naI lagatI hai yaha / yAda kare to jAna jAye ki hara bhava meM tUne ise grahaNa kiyA aura hara bhava meM isane terA tyAga kiyaa| tU eka-eka karake ise grahaNa karatA, isakA poSaNa karatA, aura yaha puSTa ho hokara ekadama tujhe A~kheM dikhA detii| aise kRtaghnI ko punaH grahaNa karane calA hai, Azcarya hai| aba to A~kheM khola aura isase pahale ki yaha tujhe tyAge, tU ise tyAga de / yaha hai uttama tyAga- dharma, jo tyAga ke lie nahIM balki zAnti ke grahaNa ke lie hai / zAnti ke abhiprAya se rahita kiyA gayA tyAga duHkha kA kAraNa hai, usakI yahA~ bAta nahIM hai / eka ora hai tyAga aura dUsarI ora hai grahaNa | tyAga meM hai zAnti aura grahaNa meM hai saMgharSa /

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43. uttama AkiJcanya ( 1. sAdhyAsAdhya viveka; 2. dRr3ha saMkalpa; 3. AkiJcanya; 4. saccA tyaag| aho ! sampUrNa bAhya va antaraGga parigraha kA tyAga karake, yathArtha akiJcan avasthA ko prApta gurudeva ! ApakI mahimA gAne ko kauna samartha hai ? AkiJcanya-dharma kI bAta calatI hai / AkiJcanya arthAt 'kiMcit mAtra bhI merA nahIM hai| aisA abhiprAya mahAna dharma hai. merA svabhAva hai| apane se atirikta koI bhI anya padArtha isalie zAnti ke upAsaka kA yaha abhiprAya usakA dharma hai / 'zAnti merA svabhAva hai, mujhe vahI cAhie aura kucha nhiiN| usa zAnti ko chor3akara anya kucha bhI nahIM caahie|' yaha hai garjanA usa yogI kI, zAnti ke upAsaka kii| 1.sAdhyAsAdhya viveka-parantu yogI kauna ? sabhI to yogI haiN| yogI kA artha hai juTa jAne vaalaa| kisI lakSya kI prApti ke lie kamara kasa kara juTa jAne vAlA 'yogI' hotA hai / hama sabhI to kamara kasa kara kisI lakSya ke prati juTe hue haiM / to kyA hama yogI haiM ? hA~ avazya, parantu uparokta yogI jaise nahIM / antara hai abhiprAya meM / hamArA lakSya hai, 'mujhe tIna loka kI sampatti cAhie, isameM bAdhA yA isake atirikta kiMcit mAtra bhI mujhe sahana nahIM hai, isake sAmane dharma karma bhI mujhe cAhie nhiiN|' aura uparokta yogI kA lakSya hai, 'mujhe zAnti cAhie, isameM bAdhA yA isake atirikta kiJcit mAtra bhI mujhe sahana nahIM, isake sAmane dhana kuTumbAdi bhI mujhe cAhie nahIM / ' kitanA mahAna antara hai yogI aura yogI meM / eka kA lakSya hai asAdhya tRSNA aura dUsare kA lakSya hai sAdhya zAnti / vicAra to sahI ki kyA tIna-loka kI sampatti kA lakSya pUrA ho sakegA? mRgatRSNA meM hI daur3atA-daur3atA mara jAyegA, saba kucha yahIM chor3a jAyegA, puna: janmegA, phira usI lakSya ko rakhakara daur3atA huA mara jaayegaa| phala nikalA kevala janma-maraNa aura azAnti, mRgatRSNA kI dAha / dUsare kA lakSya hai saccA sAdhya vartamAna meM prayAsa karegA, kiJcita zAnti prApta hogii| mara jAyegA para use sAtha lekara jAyegA / Age janmegA, phira prayAsa karegA, sAtha lekara gaI huI usa zAnti meM vRddhi karegA aura do cAra bAra meM pUrI zAnti prApta kara legaa| isalie uparokta do yogiyoM meM se eka yogI hai jhUThA aura dUsarA hai saccA / abhiprAya para se hI pahicAna kI jA sakatI hai inkii| Aja ke bhI yuga meM eka yogI huA hai mahAtmA gA~dhI / vahI uparokta pukAra thI--'mujhe svatantratA cAhiye, isake atirikta kucha nahIM / tIna-loka ke pralobhana mere sAmane AyeM parantu merI pukAra badalane na pAye / svatantratA bhI kama nahIM cAhiye pUrI caahiye| kisI ko bhI kiJcit mAtra hastakSepa karane kI AjJA maiM nahIM dUMgA, kiMcit mAtra bhI aMgrejoM kI sattA ko maiM svIkAra nahIM karU~gA, unake bacce-bacce ko merA deza chor3anA hogA, merI svatantratA chor3anI hogii|' lakSya sAdhya thA, kyoMki svatantratA merA janma-siddha adhikAra hai aura isalie isa garjanA kA prabhAva samara yadi AvAja yaha huI hotI ki 'mujhe sarva vizva para sattA cAhiye, isase kiMcit mAtra bhI kama mujhe svIkAra nahIM' to Apa hI batAiye ki kyA yaha pukAra saccI hotI hai ? basa to prabhu ! apanI isa dhana kI pukAra ko badalakara koI saccI garjanA utpanna kara / yadi vAstava meM zakti kA upAsaka hai, zAnti ko lakSya meM liyA hai to sacce abhiprAya se isakI sAdhanA kr| 2. dRr3ha saMkalpa-yahI garjanA sacce yogiyoM meM uTha rahI hai, zAnti ke upAsakoM meM uTha rahI hai, "mujhe zAnti cAhiye, isake atirikta kiJcit mAtra bhI nahIM; dhana-dhAnya, ghara-jAyadAda, putra-mitra, strI, viSaya-sAmagrI, vastra ityAdi kI to bAta nahIM, unheM to pahale hI tyAga baiThA hU~, mujhe to zarIra bhI nahIM cAhiye, aura isake liye AhAra bhI nahIM caahiye| itanA hI nahIM apanI zAnti meM kiJcit mAtra bhI bAdhA mujhe sahana nahIM, ata: ye saMkalpa-vikalpa bhI nahIM cAhiye, saMskAra bhI nahIM caahiyeN| inake bacce-bacce ko merA deza chor3akara nikalanA hogA, merI zAnti chor3akara bhAganA hogaa| tIna loka kA bar3e se bar3A pralobhana bhI merI garjanA ko badala nahIM sktaa|" oha ! kitanA bala hai isa garjanA meM aura kitanI dRr3hatA, mAno Aja sArA vizva kA~pa uThA hai ise sunakara / yaha zAnti prApta karake hI haTegA, eka dina avazya dekhane meM AyegA isakA prabhAva / zAnti cAhiye to tU bhI itanI prabala garjanA utpanna kara, jisameM bala tathA dRr3hatA ho|

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43. uttama AkiJcanya 3. AkiJcanya dekhie dRr3hatA kI mahimA, eka sUkhe se patale-dubale nirdhana brAhmaNa cANakya ke pA~va meM calate-calate ghusa gaI kuzA / basa garjanA nikala par3I, ' cANakya ke pA~va meM ghusane kA sAhasa kaise huA tujhe ? kiJcit mAtra bhI terI sattA isa vana meM na rahane pAyegI, terA bIja nAza kara dU~gA / ' lagA sAre vana kI kuzA ko khoda-khoda kara usakI jar3oM meM chAcha DAlane aura taba taka caina nahIM lI jaba taka ki sarvanAza na kara diyA usakA / nanda rAjA ke mantrI ne bhI dekhA usakA yaha dRr3ha saMkalpa, mana hI mana vicArane lagA, "isakI sahAyatA se avazyameva merA prayojana siddha ho sakegA, arthAt nanda rAjA se apane apamAna kA badalA le skuuNgaa|" cANakya ke pAsa pahu~cA aura bolA ki calie brAhmaNa ! Aja nanda-rAjA ke ghara brahmabhoja hai, aura le jAkara baiThA diyA use rAjA kI rasoI meN| vilAsI rAjA nanda AyA, "are yaha kAlAkalUTA sUkhA sA nara kaMkAla kahA~ se AyA yahA~ ? nikAla do ise bAhara / " apamAna karake cANakya ko bAhara nikAla diyA gayA parantu eka garjanA utpanna huI usa dRr3ha saMkalpI brAhmaNa meM, "nanda ! isa apamAna kA daNDa bhugatanA hogA, kiJcit bhI terA zeSa nahIM choDUMgA, yaha zikhA tabhI baMdhegI jaba terA bIja nAza ho jaayegaa|" oha ! kitanA bala thA usakI garjanA meM aura kitanI dRr3hatA, samasta vizva ne dekha liyA usakA prabhAva, nanda kA sarvasva nAza kara diyA gayA / sattA AI samrATa candragupta ke hAthoM meM, jinhoMne pIche digambara yoga dhAraNa karake vahI uparokta garjanA utpanna kI apane andara, 'mujhe zAnti cAhiye isake atirikta kiJcit mAtra bhI nahIM, aura vizva ne dekha liyA usakI garjanA kA prabhAva / 3. AkiJcanya- parantu isa garjanA kA AdhAra kyA vaha hai jo ki kala ke vaktavya meM Apane samajhA arthAt 'sarvasva kA tyAga, vizva ke liye sarvasva kA dAna' ? nahIM! aisA nahIM hai / vastu kA tyAga nahIM, vastu ke dene kA nAma dAna nahIM / AkiJcanya hI yathArtha tyAga hai, yathArtha dAna hai, arthAt 'kiJcit mAtra bhI merA nahIM hai' yaha dhAraNA hI tyAga hai tathA dAna bhI / pahalI garjanA thI yaha ki zAnti ke atirikta kiJcit mAtra bhI mujhe nahIM cAhie, aura aba hai yaha ki zAnti ke atirikta kiJcit mAtra bhI merA nhiiN| 'mujhe nahIM cAhie' aura 'merA nahIM' ina donoM meM kucha antara pratIta hotA hai / pahalI pukAra meM dhvanita hotA hai yaha ki 'maiM le sakatA hU~ para nahIM lU~gA' aura dUsarI pukAra meM dhvanita hotA hai yaha ki 'maiM le hI nahIM sakatA, jabaki merA kucha hai hI nahIM' / parantu vastutaH donoM meM abhiprAya eka hai, vAstava meM merA kucha hai hI nahIM / 285 jarA vicAra karake dekho to patA cala jAe ki yahA~ vAstava meM merA hai hI kyA ? merI vastu vaha ho sakatI hai jo sadA merI hokara rahe / jina vastuoM ko maiM 'merI haiM' aisA mAnatA hU~, unheM maiM apane sAtha lekara jAtA nahIM, yahA~ rahate hue sadA ve mere sAtha rahatI nahIM, phira kaise unheM 'merI' kaha sakatA hU~ ? vAstava meM 'merI' kahanA kalpanA hai, jisake antargata chaH bhUleM par3I haiM / ina bhUloM kA nAma hai SaTkAraka / vyAkaraNa meM Apa sabane par3he haiM- kartA, karma, karaNa, sampradAna, apAdAna va adhikaraNa / ina chaH ke AdhAra para hI maiM kisI vastu ko 'merI' kahane kA sAhasa karatA hU~ / jaise ki-- putrAdi kA pAlana karatA hU~ ataH maiM unakA karttA hU~, unakA pAlana merA kartavya hai ataH ve mere karma haiM, mere dvArA unakA pAlana hotA hai ataH maiM unakA karaNa hU~, unake lie hI maiM saba nyAya-anyAya kara rahA hU~ ataH ve mere sampradAna haiM / unakA pAlana karanA merA svabhAva hai ataH ve mere apAdAna haiN| mere Azraya para hI unakA jIvana Tika rahA hai, ataH maiM unakA adhikaraNa hU~ / isalie ve mere haiN| isI prakAra ve merI sevA karate haiM ataH ve mere karttA haiM, merI sevA karanA unakA kartavya hai ataH maiM unakA karma hU~, unake dvArA hI merI sevA ho rahI hai ve mere karaNa haiM, mere lie hI ve parizrama kara rahe haiN| ata: maiM unakA sampradAna hU~, merI rakSA karanA unakA svabhAva hai ataH ve mere apAdAna haiM unake Azraya para merA yaha jIvana sukha se bIta rahA hai ata: ve mere adhikaraNa haiM / arthAt maiM unakA karttA, karma, karaNa, sampradAna, apAdAna va adhikaraNa hU~, isalie ve mere haiM; aura isI prakAra ve mere karttA, karma, karaNa, sampradAna, apAdAna va adhikaraNa haiM, isalie maiM unakA hU~ / isI prakAra maiM dhana kA karttA ( upArjana karane vAlA), karma, karaNa, sampradAna, apAdAna va adhikaraNa hU~ ataH dhana merA hai; aura dhana merA karttA (rakSaka), karma, karaNa, sampradAna, apAdAna va adhikaraNa hai ataH maiM dhana kA hU~ / isa prakAra maiM unake sAtha apanA sambandha jor3a letA hU~ / yadi zAnti cAhatA hai to bhAI ! isa bhrama ko TAla / vAstava meM koI bhI terA nahIM / dekha isa dRSTAnta para se vicAra kara / eka aphImacI par3e the nadI kinAre vRkSa ke nIce 'are ! aba kahA~ jAU~gA, calo bhUkhe hI sahI, rAta to bIta hI jAvegI

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43. uttama AkiJcanya 286 4. saccA tyAga yahA~, prAta: kI prAta: dekhI jaayegii| itane meM eka rAjA kA lazkara AyA, saMdhyA par3a rahI thI, nadI ke kinAre Dere lagA diye, Ana kI Ana meM maMgala ho gyaa| ahA hA ! kitanA sundara nagara basa gayA, kitane dayAlu haiM prabhu, apane isa bhakta para dayA karake yahA~ hI nagara basA diyA ? vAha-vAha kitanA acchA huA, aba kahIM bhI jAnA na par3egA, basa isa nagara meM aba mauja se kttegii|' prAta: hone para jaba dekhA ki raMga hI badala gayA, tambU ukhar3ane lage, kUca kA bigula bajA, cAroM ora calane-calane kI uchala-kUda macI to phira kyA thA, mAno prANa hI nikala gaye / eka vyakti se pUchA ki bhAI ! kidhara jA rahe ho ? usane kahA "kauna ho tuma?" aphImacI ne kucha nirAzAbharI AvAja meM kahA, " mere hI lie to bhejA thA na prabhu ne tumheM ?" "are cala-cala ! kauna tU aura kauna terA prabhu ? apanI marjI se Aye the aura apanI marjI se jAte haiM / na tujhase puchakara Aye na tujhase pUchakara jAte haiN| tU kauna hotA hai hamase bAta karanevAlA ?" aura nirAzA meM DabA raha gayA becArA rotA kA rotaa| kyA aisI hI dazA hamArI nahIM hai ? putra utpanna huA, "ahA hA ! merI murAda pUrI kara dI prabhu ne, mere nAma ko jIvita rakhegA yaha' aura na jAne kyA kyA ? khUba dAna do, khUba bAje bajAo, Aja merA bhAgya jagA hai|' aura jisa dina tambU ukhar3ane lage, pathika jAne lagA ? 'are re ! kidhara jAte ho ?' 'kauna ho tuma?' 'mere lie bhejA thA na prabhu ne tumheM ?' 'haTa haTa, kauna tU aura kauna terA prabhu ? apanI marjI se AyA thA aura apanI marjI se jAtA hai / na tajhase pUchakara AyA na tujhase pUchakara jAtA hU~, kauna hotA hai tU mujhase bAta karane vAlA ?' aura nirAzA meM DUbe rone lage aap| itane viSAda kA kyA kAraNa hai, kyA socA hai kabhI ? kyA usa putra kA jAnA kAraNa hai ? aisA mAnanA terI bhUla hai / putra kA jAnA viSAda kA kAraNa nahIM hai aura na hI usakA AnA viSAda kA kAraNa thA, arthAt 'jo yaha na AtA to Aja kyoM viSAda hotA', aisA mAnanA terI bhUla hai| vAstavikatA to yaha hai ki yadi tU usake andara usa samaya, 'mere liye bhejA gayA hai, merA nAma jIvita rakhegA' isa prakAra kI SaTkArakI bhUleM na karatA, to Aja yaha viSAda na hotaa| isI prakAra lakSmI ke Ane-jAne ke sambandha meM bhI samajha lenA / dRr3hatayA yaha nizcaya kiye binA, kalpanA mAtra se nahIM balki vAstava meM ki koI bhI padArtha SaTkArakI rUpa se merA hai hI nahIM, uparokta garjanA nikalanI asambhava hai| 4.saccA tyAga aisA dRDha nizcaya hone ke pazcAta samajha meM A jAyegA kala ke tyAga kA rahasya / merA kacha hai hI nahIM to kisakA tyAga? kisI vastu kA tIna kAla meM eka samaya ke lie grahaNa hI nahIM huA to kisakA dAna ? na kucha tyAga na kucha dAna, kevala mithyAbuddhi kA tyAga, mithyAbuddhi kA dAna, basa isake atirikta kucha nahIM hai tyAga kA abhiprAya / 'maiMne vizva ke lie dAna kara dI yA tyAga dI' isa abhiprAya meM to par3A hai abhimAna, usa vastu kA svAmitva arthAt 'merI thI maiMne tyAga dI' aisA aashy| yaha tyAga pAramArthika nahIM, arthAt merA dharma yA svabhAva nahIM pratyuta usakA sAdhana hai, use hastagata karane kA upAya hai| dekho ! kisI samaya merA eka loTA Apake ghara AyA aura par3A rahA vahA~ hI / mA~ganA bhUla gayA aura Apa denA bhUla gaye / prayoga meM lAte rahe aura yaha vizvAsa ho gayA Apako ki vaha ApakA hI hai| sAla bhara pazcAt Apake ghara maiM kisI kAryavaza AyA, pIne ko pAnI mA~gA, saMyogavaza vahI loTA sAmane aayaa| bhAI sAhaba ! kSamA karanA, kSobha na lAnA, yaha loTA to merA hai, yaha dekho isa para merA nAma khudA hai, sAla bhara se bhUlA huA thA' aura Apane bhI nAma dekhakara nizcaya kara liyA ki hA~ merA nahIM hai / 'kSamA karanA bhAI sAhaba bar3I bhArI bhUla huI merI, kaheM to nayA ma~gA dU~, nahIM to yahI le jaaiye|' yahI to kaheMge Apa usake uttara meM yA kucha aura? aba isI ke sambandha meM dUsarI kalpanA kiijiye| koI bhikhArI AtA hai Apake ghara aura Apa dayA karake vahI loTA de dete haiM use| loTe ke tyAga kI do kalpanAyeM Apake sAmane haiM, eka mujhe dene kI aura dUsarI bhikhArI ko dene kii| donoM kalpanAoM meM hI Apa dene vAle haiM aura vahI loTA diyA gayA hai| vicAriye kucha antara hai donoM tyAgoM meM ? mujhe jo diyA usameM to diyA hI kyA, ApakA thA hI nhiiN| bhikhArI ko diyA, so apanA karake dene ke kAraNa ho gayA abhimAna, 'maiMne usa para ehasAna kiyaa|' yaha kAhe kA tyAga? pahalA vasta-svarUpa ke AdhAra para hai aura dasarA bhrama va bhala ke AdhAra para / pahale meM nirvikalpatA hai aura dUsare meM abhimAna kA vikalpa, pahale meM zAnti hai aura dUsare meM azAnti, isalie pahalA tyAga saccA hai aura dUsarA jhuutthaa|

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43. uttama AkiJcanya 287 4. saccA tyAga yadi zAnti kI icchA hai to saccA tyAga kara, saccI garjanA utpanna kara / "yahA~ kiJcit mAtra bhI merA nahIM, kisako grahaNa karU~ aura kisako choDUM ? zAnti hI merA svabhAva hai, merA dhana hai, vahI mujhe cAhie, anya kucha merA nahIM, vaha mujhe cAhie bhI nhiiN| apanI svatantratA merA adhikAra hai, vahI mujhe cAhie, anya ko paratantra banAnA merA adhikAra nahIM, ata: paramANu mAtra ko bhI paratantra banAne kI mujhe icchA nhiiN| apane meM SaTkArakI rUpa se maiM kucha kara sakatA hU~ ata: apane meM hI kucha karanA cAhatA hU~, para meM SaTkArakI rUpa se kucha kara nahIM sakatA ata: para meM kucha karanA bhI nahIM caahtaa|" yaha hai saccI garjanA yA saccA abhiprAya, saccA aakinycny-dhrm| vAstava meM to yogI-janoM ne hI ise jIvana meM DhAlA hai, para Apa bhI apane abhiprAya ko uparokta rIti se badalakara kiJcit usa dharma ke upAsaka bana sakate haiM arthAt aisA abhiprAya bana jAne ke pazcAt una-una vastuoM meM bhale ramaNatA karo, para 'yaha merA aparAdha hai' aisI bAta antaraMga meM svAbhAvika rUpa se AtI rahe / basa vahI hogA apakA AkiJcanya dhrm| Arun 4 jyoM hI mAnastambha meM virAjita samatA mUrti para dRSTi gaI, indrabhUti kI antarcetana jAgRta hai gaI, abhimAna galita hokara AkiMcanya avasthA ko prApta ho ge|

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44. uttama brahmacarya ( 1. brahmacarya; 2. brahmacArI; 3. kramonnata vikaas| saccidAnanda brahma meM ramaNatA karake pUrNa-parabrahma pada ko prApta, he siddha prabhu ! mujhe brahmacarya pradAna kIjie / garma ghI ke chIToM se dAha ko prApta hue vyakti kI taraha anAdi kAla se ina viSaya-bhogoM kI dAha ko prApta maiM, Aja atyanta santapta ho ApakI zaraNa meM AyA huuN| merA dAha zAnta kIjie nAtha ! nija zAnti ke atirikta anya padArthoM meM ramaNa karatA meM, Aja taka vyabhicArI banA rahA, aba brahmacArI banane kI AzA lekara, pUrNa brahma kI zaraNa meM AyA hai| 1. brahmacarya-Aja brahmacarya kI bAta calatI hai, loka meM jisakI bahuta mahimA hai / logoM kI dRSTi meM brahmacArI ke lie itanA U~cA sthAna kyoM ? kyA kevala strI mAtra kA tyAga kara dene para isakA itanA U~cA sthAna hai ? yaha to bAta kucha gale utaratI pratIta nahIM hotI, kyoMki strI kA tyAga karake anya viSayoM meM khUba, ramaNa karane vAle, nyAya anyAya kA viveka na rakhane vAle atyanta kaSAyavAn tathA vilAsI jIvoM ke prati bahumAna utpanna hotA nahIM dekhA jAtA hai / kyoM ? kyA unheM strI kA tyAga nahIM hai, aura yadi hai, to kyA ve brahmacArI nahIM haiM ? nahIM vAstava meM brahmacArI nahIM haiM ve kyoMki aisA hotA to svata: hI unake prati bahumAna utpanna hue binA na rhtaa| ata: brahmacArI kA lakSaNa kevala strI-tyAgI nahIM hai, isakA lakSaNa utanA hI vyApaka hai jitanI kI isakI mhimaa| brahmacarya ke prakaraNa meM jahA~ strI ke tyAga kI bAta ko lakSya meM rakhakara kahA gayA hai vahA~ puruSa ko sambodhana kiyA gayA hai| upalakSaNa se striyoM ko pati athavA puruSa ke tyAga kI bAta samajha lenI caahiye| brahma kahate haiM saccidAnanda bhagavAna AtmA ko| usameM caraNa arthAt ramaNa karanA, AcaraNa krnaa| arthAt nija-zAnti meM sthira hone kA nAma hai brahmacarya / zAnti ke ghAtaka jo saMkalpa-vikalpa yA rAgadveSAdi haiM, unameM caraNa karane kA, rati-arati rUpa bhAva karane kA nAma hai abrahma, vyabhicAra, kAmabhAva, veda-kaSAya / yA yoM kahiye ki rAgadveSAdi kI kAraNa jo pA~coM indriyoM sambandhI viSaya-vAsanA tathA bhoga-sAmagrI, usameM caraNa karanA, ramaNa karanA so hai vyabhicAra / kala AkiMcanya dharma kI bAta ke antargata yaha batAyA gayA thA ki zAnti ke atirikta isa loka meM koI bhI padArtha merA nahIM, kisI ko karane yA bhogane kA mujhe adhikAra nhiiN| ata: kisI padArtha ko iSTAniSTa samajhakara karane yA bhogane kA prayatla karanA aparAdha hai, vyabhicAra hai| ata: aMtaraMga vikalpoM ke abhAva kI tathA nija-zAnti kI apekSA brahma kI upAsanA kaho yA brahmacarya, eka hI artha hai; aura para padArthoM meM ramaNatA tathA bAhya sAmagrI, inake tyAga kI apekSA vrata kaho, tyAga kaho, dama kaho, saMyama kaho, iMdriya-jaya kaho yA brahmacarya kaho eka hI artha hai / isIlie brahmacarya ke zabda ke prati loka meM itanA bahumAna hai| 2. brahmacArI-loka meM yadyapi brahmacarya kI vyAkhyA kevala strI-tyAga para se kI jAtI hai, para vAstava meM aisA nahIM hai| yahA~ strI zabda kA artha sampUrNa bhoga sAmagrI se hai, kyoMki vaha 'lakSmI' nAma se pukArI jAtI hai| ata: lakSmI meM ramaNatA kA nAma vyabhicAra hai aura lakSmI ke tyAga kA nAma brahmacarya / isameM do dRSTiyoM se vicAra karanA cAhie, eka grahaNa kI dRSTi se dUsarA tyAga kI dRSTi se / grahaNa kI dRSTi se nija-svabhAva meM ramaNatA arthAt para nirapekSa jJAna meM tathA nija zAnti stabhAva meM AcaraNa / tyAga kI dRSTi se para padArtha kA, para pariNati kA para ke jJAna meM ramaNatA kA tathA AcaraNa kA tyAga / isa dharma meM yadyapi sabhI kaSAyoM ke tyAga kI bAta hai parantu veda-kaSAya (kAma vAsanA) tathA paMcendriya viSayaka bhoga grI ke tyAga kI vizeSatA hai| brahmacarya kI vyAkhyA kara dene ke pazcAta yaha dekhanA hai ki brahmacArI kauna hai ? kyA kevala manuSyaNI kA sampUrNa tyAga kara dene vAlA yA lakSmI kA saMpUrNa tyAga kara dene vAlA? aisA nahIM hai, brahmacArI meM par3A yaha 'cArI' zabda mArga kA dyotaka hai arthAt brahmacArI kahate haiM brahma ke mArga meM gamana karane vAle ko arthAt hInAdhika rUpa se lakSmI ke tyAgI ko / pUrNa tyAgI vAstava meM 'cArI' nahIM ho sakatA, vaha to 'brahma' hI ho jaayegaa| pUrNatA ke pazcAt mArga

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44. uttama brahmacarya 289 3. kramonnata vikAsa kA anta ho jAtA hai phira mArgI yA cArI nahIM kahA jA sktaa| ata: pUrNa brahma ke lakSya para pahu~cane ke lie hInAdhika rUpa se lakSmI kA tyAga karane vAlA arthAt tyAga ke mArga para calane vAlA brahmacArI hai| __yadi prazna kareM ki kitane tyAgI ko brahmacArI kaheM ? to isake lie koI sImA nahIM bA~dhI jA sakatI, jisa prakAra ki madya pIne kI Adata ko chor3ane ke lie jo prayAsa kara rahA hai, use kaba jAkara madya kA tyAgI kaheM ? vAstava meM pahale dina hI jabaki usane kevala eka ghUTa kama kI thI vaha tyAgI kI koTi meM A gayA thA, bhale loga usake tyAga ko na jAna pAveM / dhIre-dhIre jaba madyazAlA meM bhI jAne kA tyAga kara degA taba hI loka jAna pAyegA ki vaha tyAgI hai / parantu logoM kI dRSTi meM A jAnA tyAga kA mApa daNDa nahIM hai, mArga ke Upara pahalA paga rakhate hI vyakti pathika bana jAtA hai / patha para Age-pIche calane vAle vyakti bhale hI lakSya kI nikaTatA va dUratA ke kAraNa agale va pichale kahalAyeM parantu aisA koI nahIM jise hama pathika na kaha sakeM / pathika saba haiM bhale Age vAlA ho yA pIche vAlA / basa isI prakAra yahA~ tyAga sambandhI brahmacarya ke mArga meM bhI lAgU kara lenA / jisa dina tyAga kA abhiprAya kiyA usa dina hI vaha tyAgI kI koTi meM A gyaa| jyoM-jyoM adhika tyAga karatA jAyegA. tyoM-tyoM Age bar3hatA jAyegA. adhikAdhika uttama vizeSaNa ko dhAraNa karatA jaayegaa| jaghanya se utkRSTa paryanta isa brahmacarya ke mArga meM bhI, anya prakaraNoM meM kathita mArga kI bhA~ti krama par3atA hai| kramAnusAra kevala uttamatA ke vizeSaNoM meM hI antara par3atA hai, brahmacaryapane meM nhiiN| prathama kSaNa meM bhI brahmacArI hai aura antima kSaNa meM bhI brahmacArI hai, abhiprAya tyAga kA honA caahie| sarvatra abhiprAya kI mukhyatA hai / tyAga ke abhiprAya-rahita kisI kAraNavaza strI va lakSmI kI prApti na ho sake, use brahmacArI nahIM kaha sakate, aura thor3e yA adhika tyAga ke abhiprAya-sahita strI yA lakSmI meM ramaNa karatA huA bhI brahmacArI kahA jA sakatA hai / strI yA lakSmI kA pUrNa tyAgI hI brahmacArI ho aisA nahIM hai, alpatyAgI bhI yathAyogya rUpa se brahmacArI hai| anya prakaraNoM kI taraha yahA~ bhI brahmacArI kI parIkSA viSayoM ke tyAga para se karanI hai, viSayoM ke grahaNa para se nahIM / yadi grahaNa para se karane lagoge to bAta gale na utregii| vartamAna kriyA ko na dekhakara jitanA tyAga kiyA hai usako dekhanA / tyAga kA nAma hI brahmacarya hai, aMzamAtra bhI viSayoM meM ramaNatA kA nAma brahmacarya nahIM ho sktaa| grahaNa kI ora se dekheM to muni ko bhI brahmacArI nahIM kaha sakoge kyoMki AhAra-grahaNa kA nAma brahmacarya nahIM, jitanA tyAga huA hai utanA hI brahmacarya hai / strI tyAga ke pazcAt bAhara meM spaSTa tyAga dikhAI de jAne para loka meM jo brahmacArI kahA jAtA hai usameM bhI tyAga kI ora dekhakara hI nirNaya kiyA gayA hai| dekho eka bhIla ne kevala kauve kA maoNsa sa khAnA choDa diyA aura anya jantaoM kA mA~sa khAtA rahA to bhI vaha isa kiMcita tyAga kI apekSA kacha zreSTha samajhA gyaa| parantu isakA nirNaya tyAga kI ora se huA anya-mA~sa ke grahaNa para se nhiiN| eka cANDAla ne kevala caturdazI kI hatyA karane kA tyAga kiyA parantu anya dina havyA karatA rhaa| usake vrata kA nirNaya bhI tyAga kI ora se hI kiyA gayA anya dinoM kI hatyA se nhiiN| 3. kramonnata vikAsa-uparokta kathana kA spaSTIkaraNa karane ke lie jisakA tyAga karanA iSTa hai aise sampUrNa vastu-samUha yA lakSmI kA vizleSaNa karanA hogA / sampUrNa sAmagrI yA lakSmI ko do bhAgoM meM vibhAjita kiyA jA sakatA hai-eka vaha jisa para ki rAjya va loka kI dRSTi meM merA adhikAra hai arthAt jo mere svAmitva meM hai, aura dUsarI vaha jisa para rAjya va loka kI dRSTi meM merA koI adhikAra nahIM hai arthAt jo dUsaroM ke svAmitva meM hai / yadyapi AkiJcanya dharma meM batAe anusAra sampUrNa sAmagrI kA SaTakAraka rUpa se tyAga karanA iSTa hai, para prathama kSaNa meM aisA honA sambhava nhiiN| ata: tyAga-mArga para paga rakhate hue dhIre-dhIre sampUrNa meM se kucha-kucha kA tyAga karanA hogaa| Apa hI batAiye ki uparokta do bhAgoM meM se pahale kisa bhAga kA tyAga karanA ucita hai, apane svAmitva meM rakhI lakSmI kA yA anya ke meM rakhI kA / spaSTa hai ki anya kI lakSmI kA tyAga pahale hogaa| paranta anya kI lakSmI kA tyAga to pahale se hI hai ? so bhI bAta nahIM hai bhAI ! yahA~ usa abhiprAya kA tyAga mukhya hai jisake kAraNa ki merI lAlAyita dRSTi usakI ora khiMca jAtI hai| sAkSAt rUpa se to usakA bhoga maiM kara hI nahIM sakatA, yA to corI kara sakatA hU~ yA kevala dekhakara lAlasA kara sakatA hU~, ata: brahmacArI ke prathama paga meM anya kI vastu ko curAne kA yo use dekhakara lAlasA -

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44. uttama brahmacarya 290 3. kramonnata vikAsa karane kA tyAga huaa| yaha tyAga yadyapi logoM kI dRSTi meM koI mahatva nahIM rakhatA parantu vAstava meM yadi vicAra karake dekhA jAe to apanI lakSmI ke tyAga kI apekSA isakA mahatva adhika hai, kyoMki anya kI la guNI hai, usakA sarva kA hI tyAga ho gayA, raha hI kitanI gaI, jise yadi sampUrNa ke barAbara rakhakara dekheM to rakhI bhI dikhAI na de / isaliye vaha vyakti jisane ki anya kI sampatti para, unake dvArA vivAha kara lAI gaI, unake svAmitva meM rahane vAlI striyoM para tathA unakI kaMvArI kanyAoM para vikAra bhAva se dRSTipAta karane kA tyAga kara diyA hai, brahmacArI hai, bhale hI inake atirikta apanI sampatti va strI meM kitanA bhI ramaNa kyoM na kare / parIkSA tyAga para se karanI hai, ramaNatA para se nhiiN| Age tyAga kI dUsarI zreNI calatI hai| sAdhaka yahA~ nija lakSmI kA bhI tyAga karanA prArambha karatA hai| ekadama sArI lakSmI kA hara prakAra se tyAga asambhava hai, ata: thor3A-thor3A karatA hai| apanI dharmapatnI meM ati gRddhatA kA tyAga karatA hai aura aisA AcAra-vicAra tathA bhojana pAna karatA hai jo kAmabhAva kA poSaka na ho| apanI sampatti ke kucha bhAga kA bhI dAna ke rUpa meM tyAga kara detA hai aura sva para-bhedajJAna meM bAdhaka vikalpoM kA bhI tyAga karatA hai| tyAga kI apekSA hI pahale se zreSTha hai yaha, grahaNa kI apekSA nhiiN| tIsarI zreNI meM Akara vaha bhogoM se kucha aMzo meM virakta ho jAtA hai, kucha saMyama grahaNa kara letA hai aura dina ke samaya kAma-bhoga kA sarvathA niyama se tyAga kara detA hai / niyamita tyAga karane se usa prakAra ke vikalpa zAnta ho jAte haiM, buddhi meM sthiratA paidA hotI hai / Atma-dhyAna meM sthiratA prApta karane ke lie niyamita rUpa se tIna kAla sAmAyika karatA hai| isase bhI Upara Akara dhana-dhAnya, rupayA-paisA Adi sabhI prakAra ke parigraha kA parimANa kara letA hai, jisase usakI AvazyakatAyeM sImita ho jAtI haiM, bAhya Arambha ke athavA parigraha ko adhika ekatra karane ke vikalpa nahIM rahate, saMyama kA stara pahale se U~cA ho jAtA hai, kAma bhoga ko bhI bahuta aMzoM meM chor3a detA hai / aSTamI, caturdazI Adi sAdhAraNa parva tathA aSTAhnikA, solahakAraNa, dazalakSaNa-dharma, ratnatraya dharma Adi vizeSa parva, ina dinoM meM tathA tIrtha yAtrA ke dinoM meM vizeSa saMyama se rahatA hai / yahA~ para tyAMga kI mAtrA pahale se adhika bar3ha jAtI hai| cauthI zreNI meM Akara tyAga kI mAtrA aura adhika bar3ha jAtI hai| dhana sampatti kA aura adhika tyAga kara detA hai, apanI dharmapatnI se bhI kAma-bhoga kA pUrNatayA tyAga kara detA hai, adhika samaya dharma-dhyAna meM bitAtA hai, sabhI prakAra ke viSaya-bhogoM se adhika mAtrA meM virakta ho jAtA hai / isa zreNI meM Ane para vaha brahmacArI pada se vibhUSita ho jAtA hai, yadyapi asalI arthoM meM pUrNa brahmacArI nahIM hotA, kyoMki pUrNatayA vikalpoM kA abhAva yahA~ nahIM huA hai / isa zreNI meM Akara yadyapi logoM kI dRSTi meM vaha pUrNa brahmacArI ho gayA hai, parantu kyoMki strI ke sAtha lagI lakSmI abhI taka calI A rahI hai isalie usakA tyAga kiye binA vaha abhI pUrNa brahmacArI nahIM kahA jA sakatA, use bhI chor3anA hogaa| yadyapi isa zreNI meM lakSmI kA saMsarga bahuta kama hai, para hai avazya / isameM bhI krama se aura kamI.karatA huA pA~cavIM zreNI meM eka laMgoTI va eka cAdara ke atirikta anya sarva kA tyAga kara detA hai / vaha bhI brahmacArI hai, cauthI zreNI se U~cA / yahA~ bhI rukatA nahIM, laMgoTI va cAdara kA bhI tyAga kara detA hai aura bana jAtA hai nagna-sAdhu / vaha bhI brahmacArI hai, pA~cavI zreNI se uuNcaa| isa chaThI zreNI meM Ane para yadyapi sthUla dRSTi se aba yaha pUrNa brahmacArI kahA jA sakatA hai, kyoMki isake pAsa strI hai na sampatti, sarva tyAga ho cukA hai, tyAgane ko aura zeSa nahIM rahA, parantu sUkSma dRSTi se dekhane para isake pAsa kucha aura bhI hai aura ve haiM usake antaraMga vikalpa / aba taka ke kramapUrvaka kiye gaye sarva tyAga ke sAtha-sAtha antaraMga vikalpoM kA tyAga bhI barAbara hotA calA A rahA thaa| jaisA ki pahale bhI kaI bAra batAyA jA cukA hai aura puna: puna: batAyA jA rahA hai, saMvara ke isa prakaraNa meM antara-vikalpoM ke prazamana karane kA puruSArtha hI mukhyatA se kiyA jA rahA hai| unake prazamana karane ke lie hI yA unake prazamana ke phalasvarUpa hI yaha sarva bAhya kA tyAga hai, vaha na ho to isa tyAga kA koI mUlya nhiiN| isalie bahuta adhika vikalpa daba cuke haiM parantu aba bhI kucha zeSa haiM jinheM tyAganA hai / pahale kucha dera ke lie tyAgatA hai aura ho jAtA hai dhyAnastha, zAnti meM nimagna, nirvikalpa / yaha bhI brahmacArI hai, chaThe se U~cA para pUrNa nahIM, kyoMki abhI bhI saMskAra zeSa haiM jo thor3I dera pazcAt isameM phira vikalpa utpanna kara deNge|

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44. uttama brahmacarya 291 3. kramonnata vikAsa AThavIM zreNI meM padArpaNa karane para antaraMga ke ina sUkSma saMskAroM ko bhI kATakara pUrNazuddha, pUrNa-nirvikalpa, sahaja svabhAvasvarUpa paramAtmA arthAt arahanta pada ko prApta ho jAtA hai| yahA~ para vaha zIla meM bAdhaka 18000 doSoM se mukta ho jAtA hai arthAt pUrNa brahmacArI ho jAtA hai / yadyapi zarIra bAkI raha jAtA hai tadapi moha tathA rAgadveSa kA pUrNatayA abhAva ho jAne se isake sambandha meM koI vikalpa nahIM rahatA / mArga samApta ho jAtA hai| zarIra ko bhI tyAga dene para lakSya tathA sAdhya ko pUrNatayA prApta kara lene ke kAraNa pUrNa brahma, siddhaprabhu bana jAtA hai vaha / yadyapi Adarza brahmacarya-dharma kA pAlana to yogI jana hI karate haiM, tadapi hama bhI apanI yogyatAnusAra kara sakate haiN| he zAnti ke upAsaka ! nija zAnti kI rakSA ke lie antardAha ko utpanna karane vAle isa strI-saMsarga kA kucha parimANa kara / parastrI, vezyA va dAsI kA to tyAga honA hI cAhie, svastrI meM bhI dina ke samaya kAma-bhoga kA tyAga avazya kara, tathA parva ke dinoM meM pUrNa brahmacarya dhAraNa karake Age bar3hane kA abhyAsa kara / jaisA ki vratoM ke prakaraNa meM pahale batAyA jA cukA hai, pathika ke mArga meM anekoM rukAvaTeM AtI haiM aura vratoM meM bhI anekoM bAra doSa laga jAte haiM / yahA~ bhI use bhUlanA nahIM cAhie / brahmacarya yA tyAga dharma kA uparokta rIti se pAlana karate hue sAdhaka ko doSa laga jAne kI sambhAvanA hai, yaha kaSAyoM kI vicitratA hai| una doSoM kA sAdhaka ko prAyazcit, Atma-nindA tathA garhA dvArA nirmUlana karate rahanA cAhie aura Age ke lie atyanta sAvadhAna rahanA cAhie / 22 pUrNa brahmacArI haiM ye, samasta saMskAroM tathA vAsanAoM ko jItakara arhanta pada ke dvAra para sthita bhagavAn mahAvIra, urvazI tathA rambhAsI devakanyAyeM bhI jinheM svarUpa sthiti se calita karane ko samartha na ho skiiN|

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45. pariSahajaya va anuprekSA ( 1. pariSahajaya; 2. anuprekSA; 3. kalpanAoM kA mAhAtmya; 4. bAraha bhaavnaayeN| 1. pariSahajaya-eka kSaNa ko bhI zAnti kA viraha sahane meM asamartha he yogIrAja ! Azcarya hai ki itane sAmarthyahIna ko bhI parAkramI batAyA jA rahA hai, vIra batAyA jA rahA hai / ThIka hI to hai, yahI to hai mahimA ApakI, zAnti ke vyApArI jo tthhre| dhana kA vyApArI dhana kA viraha sahane meM asamartha hote hue bhI usake upArjana meM AI anekoM bAdhAoM ko prasannatA pUrvaka svIkAra karatA hai| eka raNakuzala kSatriya kSatritva kA apamAna sahane meM asamartha hote hue bhI usakI rakSA ke lie bar3e-bar3e prahAroM ko phUloM kI coTa se adhika nahIM mAnatA hai| isI prakAra Apa bhI apanI sampatti va gaurava jo ki zAnti hI hai, usameM bAdhA sahane meM asamartha hote hue bhI usakI rakSA ke artha laukika bAdhAoM ke bar3e-bar3e prahAroM ko tRNa se adhika nahIM ginate haiM / tIna-loka kI sampUrNa bAdhAyeM ekatrita hokara calI AyeM ApakI zAnti ko chInane, to bhI Apa usakA pallA nahIM chodd'te| dhanya hai ApakA praakrm| Apa vAstavika kSatriya haiM. vAstavika vIra haiM, vAstavika vyApArI haiM, vAstavika raNa kuzala yoddhA haiN| Aja pariSaha-jaya kI bAta calatI hai| pariSaha kA artha hai 'pari' arthAt cAroM ora se, sampUrNa utsAha ke sAtha 'Saha' arthAt bAdhAoM ko sahanA / tapa meM bhI bAdhAoM ko sahane kI bAta kahI gaI hai aura yahA~ bhI kahI jA rahI hai, punarukti va piSTapeSaNa sA dikhAI detA hai, parantu aisA nahIM hai, tapa va pariSaha meM antara hai| tapa meM jAnabUjhakara yogI bAdhAoM va kaSToM ko nimantrita karatA thaa| aura yahA~ hai una bAdhAoM kI bAta jo manuSyoM ke dvArA, tiryaJcoM ke dvArA athavA prakRti Adi ke dvArA svata: nitya binA bulAye A par3atI haiN| tapazcaraNa ke prabhAva se zakti meM atula vRddhi ho jAne para Aja vaha itanA samartha hai ki tIna loka kI bAdhAyeM tathA pIr3AyeM bhI simaTakara yugapat usa para AkramaNa kareM to use apane svabhAva se vicalita karane meM samartha na ho skeN| isakA nAma hai pariSahajaya / bAdhAyeM Ane para zAnti ko kho baiThane tathA viSa kI cUMTa pInevat jabaradastI una pIr3AoM ko sahane kA nAma pariSahajaya nahIM hai, vaha to jaya kI bajAe hAra kahI jAne yogya hai / apanI sampatti ko hArA to hArA aura usakI rakSA meM jItA to jiitaa| bAdhAoM ko jisa kisa prakAra saha lene kA nAma jItanA nahIM / zAntipUrvaka binA kheda ke sahane kA nAma hI pariSahajaya hai, aura isalie pariSaha jItane meM yogI ko kaSTa nahIM hotA / bhale bAhara meM dekhane vAloM ko vaha pIr3ita bhAse parantu antaraGga meM vaha zAnti-rasa kA hI pAna kiyA karatA hai, ata: bahuta bar3I hai mahimA usake parAkrama kI / zatru ke Ane para cupake se apanI sampatti use sauMpa de to yoddhA kAhe kA, isI prakAra bAdhAoM se ghabarAkara zAnti ko cupake se chor3a de to parAkramI kAhe kA ? isa bAta kI kyA ginatI ki kitanI prakAra kI bAdhAyeM usa yogI para A sakatI haiM ? asaMkhyAtoM ho sakatI haiM ve| jisakA koI Azraya nahIM, prakRti hI jisakA Azraya hai; pahanane ko jisake pAsa vastra nahIM, dizAyeM hI jisake vastra haiM; rahane ko jisake pAsa ghara nahIM, AkAza hI jisakA ghara hai; rakSA karane ko sevaka va senA nahIM, zAnti hI jisakA sevaka tathA senA hai; usa vanavAsI para kitanI bAdhAyeM svayaM kabhI bhI A sakanI sambhava haiM, isakA anumAna kauna lagAye ? kucha bAdhAyeM to aisI haiM jinase ki pratidina sAmanA karanA par3atA hai use, aura kucha aisI ho sakatI haiM ki jinase kabhI-kabhI bheMTa ho jAnI sambhava hai usakI / kucha zArIrika bhI ho sakatI haiM aura kucha mAnasika bhI / ina sarva meM se mukhya bAIsa bAdhAyeM kathanIya haiN| 1. kSudhA, 2. tRSA, 3. garamI, 4. sardI, 5. DAMsa, macchara, makkhI va bicchu Adi, 6. upavAsoM se zarIra ke atyanta kRza ho jAne para bhI kaMkarIlI dharatI para barAbara vihAra karate rahanA, 7. ekAsana para bahuta dera taka baiThe rahanA yA eka karavaTa para hI leTe rahanA, 8. kisI manuSya va pazu Adi ke dvArA pIr3ita kiye jAnA, 9. roga, 10. kA~TA-kaMkara Adi

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45. pariSahajaya va anuprekSA 293 2. anuprekSA cubhanA aura 11. zarIra meM paseva Adi jharane para isakA malina va durgandhita ho jaanaa| ye gyAraha jAti kI bAdhAyeM aisI haiM jinakA sambandha zarIra se hai / svayameva koI aisI bAdhA kA kAraNa upasthita hone para vaha apanI zAnti se vicalita nahIM hotA, unase bacane kA prayatna na karake kinhIM vicAra vizeSoM ke bala para unheM dabA detA hai, aura isa prakAra bar3e se bar3I pIr3A ko na ginate hue barAbara nizcala banA rahatA hai / 1. nagnatA ke kAraNa lajjA, 2. pUrva meM anubhava kiye gaye bhogAdi kA smaraNa, 3. ekAnta meM kisI sundara va kAmuka strI ke dvArA kI gaI hAvabhAva vilAsa kI ceSTA, 4. bhayAnaka pazuoM kI garjanA se pUrNa zmazAna Adi bhayAnaka sthAnoM meM akele baiThe rahanA, 5. kisI ke mukha nikale gAlI va nindA ke zabda, 6. lambe-lambe upavAsoM se kSudhA kI agni meM jalate hue antaraMga meM kadAcit prakaTa ho jAne vAlA yAcanA yA dInatA kA bhAva, 7. ananta guNa-bhaNDAra hote hue bhI yathA yogya rUpa meM satkAra kA na milanA, 5. bhojana kI icchA hote hue bhI bhojana ke saMyoga meM bAdhA par3a jAnA, 9. bahuta jJAnI hote hue bhI anya ke dvArA jJAnI svIkAra na kiyA jAnA, 10. kaThora tapazcaraNa karate hue bhI kisI camatkArI zakti kA na milanA aura 11. isa prakAra kI bAdhAoM ke kAraNa kadAcit zraddhAna halacala paidA ho jAnA / ye gyAraha prakAra kI haiM ve bAdhAyeM jinakA sambandha mAnasika vicAroM se hai / yadyapi zarIra ko ina bAdhAoM se koI pIr3A nahIM hotI, parantu aise avasaroM para antaraMga meM eka bar3I halacala ho jAyA karatI hai jo sambhavataH zArIrika pIr3A se kaI guNI adhika santApakArinI hotI hai| ina sabhI bAdhAoM tathA mAnasika pIr3AoM ko vaha yogI apanI zAnti kI rakSA ke artha kinhIM vicAra vizeSoM ke bala se dabA detA hai| ise kahate haiM pariSahajaya / 2. anuprekSA -- aba prazna yaha hotA hai ki ve vicAra-vizeSa kyA haiM, aura unameM kauna sA sAmarthya hai jisake kAraNa ki bAhara meM rakSA kA upAya kiye binA bhI vaha itanI bar3I pIr3AoM ko, jinheM sunakara bhI kalejA dahala uThatA hai, jinake anumAna se bhI jagata kA~pa uThatA hai, jIta letA hai ? vAstava meM aisI hI bAta hai bhAI ! isameM Azcarya ko avakAza nahIM, kyoMki vicAraNAoM kA bala pratidina hamAre anubhava meM A rahA hai / putra-viyoga ho jAne para mitra dvArA sAntvanA die jAne se, kucha vicAra - vizeSa hI to hote haiM jo mere antardAha ko kucha zItalatA pahu~cAte pratIta hote haiM ? jaldI hI acche ho jAoge, vizvAsa karo, DAkTara dvArA aisA kahe jAne para, koI vicAra-vizeSa hI to hote haiM jo kucha sAntvanA sI dete pratIta hote haiM ? vicAraNAoM meM atula bala hai aura phira alaukika janoM kI to vicAraNAyeM bhI alaukika hotI haiM / unakA AdhAra kalpanAyeM nahIM vastu svabhAva hai isaliye una vicAroM ke sadbhAva meM bAdhA dIkhanI sambhava nahIM / ve bhAvanAe~ svayaM sAkAra hokara usake sAmane A khar3I hotI hai; aura vaha sAdhaka unake darzana meM kho jAtA hai| kauna jAne una bAdhAoM ko taba aura kauna vedana kare unase utpanna huI pIr3AoM ko ? isa prakAra kI vicAraNAyeM anekoM, ho sakatI haiM, phira bhI samajhAne ke lie unako bAraha koTiyoM meM vibhAjita kiyA jA sakatA hai / yadyapi vastu meM aura bhI anekoM bAteM haiM jinake sambandha meM vicAra uThAye jA sakate haiM, parantu una sabakA samAveza yathAyogya rIti se ina bAraha meM hI kara lenA caahie| aba una bAraha vicAraNAoM kA kathana calegA / inako bAraha vairAgya-bhAvanAyeM kahate haiM kyoMki inako vicArane se antaraGga virAgatA meM ekadama kucha jvAra sA hai / ina vicAraNAoM ko Agama meM 'anuprekSA' nAma se kahA gayA hai kyoMki inakA eka bAra hI vicAra kara lenA paryApta ho aisA nahIM hai, eka hI bhAvanA prayojana vaza punaH punaH na jAne kitanI bAra barAbara bhAI jAtI rahe / anuprekSA kA artha hai puna: puna: cintavana karanA aura isaliye inheM anuprekSA kahanA yukta hai / yahA~ itanI bAta avazya jAna lene yogya hai ki jisa prakAra vaidya ke ghara meM aneka auSadhiyA~ haiM, para sabhI rogiyoM ko sabhI auSadhiyA~ dI jAyeM aisA nahIM hotA, balki jo jisa rogI ko yogya va anukUla par3ane vAlI ho vahI auSadhi-vizeSa usako dI jAtI hai, usI prakAra pratyeka bAdhA ke Ane para bAraha kI bAraha yA koI sI bhI eka bhAvanA bhAnI Avazyaka ho, so bAta nahIM hai, balki jisa avasara para jo bhAnI yogya ho usa avasara para vahI bhAnI upayuktaM hai| ho sakatA hai ki kisI CTET meM bAraha kI bAraha kI bhI AvazyakatA par3a jAe, koI niyama nahIM banAyA jA sakatA /

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45. pariSahajaya va anuprekSA 294 3. kalpAnAoM kA mAhAtmya isake atirikta kaviyoM dvArA racita ina bhAvanAoM sambandhI pAThoM ke paDhane kA nAma bhI anaprekSA nahIM hai. kyoMki kevala pATha par3hane se hI vAMchita lAbha nahIM hotA hai| lAbha hotA hai mana ko kendrita karake use amuka cintana meM ulajhAne se| usameM buddhipUrvaka kucha karanA hotA hai| tatsambandhI dRSTAntoM ko yAda karanA cAhiye, apane jIvana meM yA anya ke jIvana meM pahale anubhava kI gaI yA dekhI gaI usI jAti kI ghaTanAoM ko yAda karanA cAhiye, una avasaroM para apane meM yA anya meM prakaTe sAhasa ko dhyAna meM lAne se svata: antaraMga meM jo vicAra uThate haiM unake cintavana meM puna: puna: nimagna ho jAnA caahie| aisI vicAraNAoM se hI bAdhAyeM jItI jA sakatI haiM, kevala pATha par3hane se nhiiN| hA~ ! pATha bhI isa prakAra kI vicAraNAoM meM sahAyaka avazya ho sakate haiN| ina sarva vicAraNAoM meM kevala zAnti kI rakSA kA hI abhiprAya rahanA cAhie / una vicAraNAoM ko iSTa samajheM to bhUla hogI kyoMki ve svayaM vikalpa haiM aura vikalpa azAnti ke kAraNa hote haiM / unheM tyAgane kA prayojana lekara Age bar3hA hU~, unako iSTa samajhane lagUM to kabhI bhI unako tyAga na sakU~gA aura unheM na tyAgane para pUrNa zAnti kaise prApta karU~gA? ulTA nIce gira jAU~gA / jaise roga ke prazamanArtha bhale vartamAna meM auSadhi kA prayoga karanA Arambha kara de. para sadA use sevana karate rahane kA abhiprAya rakhakara nahIM karatA, roga zamana ho jAne para turanta chor3a detA hai aura svAsthya kA bhoga karane lagatA hai / yadi phira bhI auSadhi kA barAbara sevana karatA calA jAya to ulTA adhika bImAra ho jaae| roga kI avasthA meM jo auSadhi upakArI va amRta hai, svastha avasthA meM vahI hAnikAraka tathA viSa hai| isI prakAra sara para A par3I pIr3A ke prazamanArtha vartamAna meM bhAvanAoM kA cintavana karanA yogI bhale prArambha kara de para sadA use bhAte rahane kA abhiprAya rakhakara nahIM karatA, bAdhA va pIr3A Tala jAne para turanta usa vikalpa ko chor3a detA hai aura puna: zAnti kA bhoga karane lagatA hai| yadi phira bhI barAbara bhAtA hI rahe to una vikalpoM ke kAraNa aura adhika azAnta ho jaae| bAdhAoM kI tIvra va asahya pIr3A ke A jAne para mana ko vairAgya ke vikalpoM meM ulajhAnA zreSTha hai parantu bAdhA Tala jAne para bhI vikalpoM meM aTakA rahe to yogI mukti prApta nahIM kara sakatA, zAnti kI pUrNatA ko prApta nahIM kara sktaa| mana meM uThane vAlI bhAvanAoM ko yahA~ vikalpa isalie batAyA jA rahA hai ki usameM abhI taka bhI eka aisA saMskAra vidyamAna hai jisake kAraNa ki use 'bAdhA' bAdhA dikhAI detI hai, jisakA kAraNa hai yaha ki bAdhA Ane para use pIr3A kA vedana hone lagatA hai, jisake kAraNa ki use apanI zAnti ke ghAta kA bhaya hai / yadi saMskAra TUTa gayA hotA to kyA AvazyakatA thI isa bhaya kI aura kyA AvazyakatA thI usase apanI rakSA karane kI ? vaha caitanya, nirAkAra para brahma, zAnti usakA sarvasva va svabhAva, jisakA tIna kAla meM usase viccheda honA asambhava, bAhara kI bAdhAyeM becArI use kiMcit bhI sparza karane meM asamartha, phira kyoM bhAye una bhAvanAoM ko? zAnti meM sthita hai, basa usI usI ke bhoga meM sthita rahA kare / parantu aisA nahIM hotA, kahanA AsAna hai para karanA bahuta kaThina / yadyapi bala bar3ha cukA hai tathApi abhI bhI zakti meM kucha kamI hai| choTI-moTI bAdhAoM kI to use khabara bhI nahIM lagatI parantu bar3I bhayAnaka bAdhAoM ke A jAne para avazya pIr3A kA vedana hone lagatA hai aura usakI zAnti va sAmyatA usake hAtha se nikalakara mAno bhAgatI pratIta hotI hai| aise avasaroM para jisa kisa prakAra bhI usa zAnti kI rakSA karane meM tatpara yogI, kinhIM vairAgya-pravardhaka vikalpoM ko, utane samaya ke lie jAna bUjhakara uThAtA hai jitane samaya ke lie ki vaha pIr3A zAnta na ho jAya / Age unhIM vikalpoM sambandhI kucha citraNa kheMcakara batAne kA prayatna kruuNgaa| AoM kA mAhAtmya aho ! triloka-vijayI garudeva kI mahimA va unakA praakrm| tIna loka kI bar3I se bar3I bAdhA bhI jinakI nizcalatA ko bhaMga karane meM samartha nhiiN| ratnoM ke prakAza meM tathA makhamala ke komala gaddoM para palA vaha sukumAra zarIrI eka dina tapasvI hogA, kyA svapna meM bhI koI vicAra sakatA thA ? sUrya ke prakAza meM Ane para jisakI A~khoM se pAnI baha nikale, gadde ke andara kahIM bhUlA-bhaTakA par3A eka binole kA dAnA bhI jise sahana na ho sake, rAjA ko parose gae uttama bhojana meM se bhI jo cuna-cunakara apane yogya uttama cAvala khAye, oha ! Aja vahI calA jA rahA hai kaMkarIlI bhUmi para, sUrya ke tApa meM, nagna-rUpa dhAre / kaMkaroM ke cubha jAne ke kAraNa pA~va lahUluhAna ho cuke haiM, isakA bhI jise bhAna nhiiN| are vidhAtA ! yaha kyA dRzya ? merA kalejA dahala gayA hai jisako dekhakara,

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45. pariSahajaya va anuprekSA 295 4. bAraha bhAvanAyeM parI hRdaya ro rahA hai cIkha-cIkha kara, jihvA thaka gaI hai rakSA-rakSA pukAra kara / Aja eka gIdar3I khA rahI hai dhIre-dhIre usa jIvita sUkamAla ko| ghaNTe do ghaNTe ko bAta nahIM, barAbara tIna dina ho gae haiM Aja use khAte-khAte, para sakamAla jIvita hai, pUrvavat nizcala zAnti kI upAsanA meM, pUrvavat dhyAnastha vairAgya-mudrA meN| yaha hai eka yogI kA parAkrama / kauna de rahA hai use bala itanI bar3I pIr3A para vijaya pAne ke lie? Azcarya mata kara jijJAsu ! use vaha bala koI dUsarA nahIM de rahA hai, svayaM usakA antaSkaraNa de rahA hai, parantu kyA vaha bala usI ke pAsa hai, anyatra nahIM? nahIM tere pAsa bhI vaha hai, isI samaya hai, parantu kheda hai ki tU use jAnatA nhiiN| yadi jAna jAe to isI alpa gRhastha avasthA meM apane yogya anekoM bAdhAoM ko tRNavat ulaMgha jAe / kyoM soca meM par3a gayA ? parantu soca kI kyA bAta hai bhAI ! dekha vaha bala hai terI apanI kalpanAyeM / kalpanAoM ke AdhAra khI hai aura kalpanAoM ke AdhAra para hI sukhI ho sakatA hai, kalpanAoM ke AdhAra para hI vaha yogI itanI bar3I pIr3A ko jIta gayA aura kalpanAoM ke AdhAra para hI tU isa samaya gRhastha sambandhI cintAoM ko jIta sakatA hai| parantu ve kalpanAyeM sAdhAraNa nahIM haiM, unake pIche chipA hai terA vAstavika svarUpa, parama satya / duHkhoM kA AdhAra bhI kalpanAyeM haiM, parantu unake pIche hai zUnya arthAt ve haiM kevala kalpanAe~ bilkula nirAdhAra / vartamAna kI rAgadveSa-janaka tathA bAhya padArthoM meM iSTAniSTatA-janaka ina kalpanAoM ko batAne kI AvazyakatA nahIM kyoMki ve terI cira-paricita haiM, nitya anubhava meM A rahI haiN| ve vizeSa kalpanAe~ hI jAnane yogya haiM jinakA AdhAra ki vastu-svarUpa hai / le suna / 4. bAraha bhAvanAyeM-(1) kyA soca rahA hai cetana? kyoM ho rahA hai vyAkula? kyA bhUla gayA apanA rUpa? sat, cit va Ananda svarUpa? tU to sat hai zAzvata hai| kauna zakti hai jo terA vinAza kara sake ? kyA ina tuccha-sI pIr3AoM se ghabarA gayA tU ? yAda kara kitanI-kitanI sahI haiM, isase pahale ? kitanI bAra mArA gayA, khaNDa-khaNDa kiyA gayA tU, para Aja bhI yaha 'maiM' kahane vAlA tU kaise jItA jAgatA svayaM apane kA dekha rahA hai aura vedana kara rahA hai ? oha ! aba samajhA / terI dRSTi kyoM puna: puna: isa mA~sa ke piNDa para jA rahI hai ? kyA bhUla-gayA hai isake svabhAva ko, kitanI bAra dhokhA de cukA hai yaha tujhe? aba bhI vizvAsa nahIM AyA isakI kRtaghnatA para ? ___are bhole ! isakA to svabhAva hI hai Akara jAnA / kyA Aja taka nibhAyA hai kabhI isane terA sAtha ? isakA to svabhAva hI hai vinaza jAnA / kyoM vyAkula hotA hai isake pIche ? bhedA jAtA hai to bhedA jAe,jAne de ise, tujhe kyA / jAnevAlA to jAyegA hI, tU to nahIM jA rahA hai kahIM ? taba use hI kyoM nahIM dekhatA? yaha khaNDita hotA hai to hone de, isakA svabhAva hI khaNDita hone kA hai, tU to khaNDita nahIM hotaa| jisakA Azraya hI cintA hai usake liye tU kyoM itanA itarA rahA hai| isa putale kI bAta to jAne de yaha jo loka meM itanA bar3A pasArA dikhAI de rahA hai tujhe, usameM se hI batA ki kauna-sI vastu hai jo sadA jyoM kI tyoM rahI hai ? Aja kucha rUpa hai to kala kucha aura / sArA jagata hI to parivartanazIla hai, parivartana karanA isakA svabhAva hai| karatA rahane de parivartana ise, badalane de apane nAma tathA rUpa ise, jitane cAhe, tujhe to kucha nahIM kahate becAre / kyoM unako dekha-dekhakara phUlA jA rahA hai ? una para se dRSTi haTA, dekha idhara dekha, apane zAzvata va dhruva rUpa kI or| yaha saba kucha to adhuva hai, 'anitya' hai, isase kAhe kA prema, isa para kAhe kA (kAla rUpI siMha se bacAne vAlA koI nahIM) garva isake lie kAhe kI cintA ? "mgrm SMASTAANHunain

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45. pariSahajaya va anuprekSA . 296 4. bAraha bhAvanAyeM ra rupae-paise (2) are cetana ! kyA mUrkha ho gayA hai, pIr3A meM ulajhakara buddhi kho baiThA hai ? prabhu hokara bhIkha mA~gate kyA lAja nahIM AtI tujhe? bhIkha bhI kisase mA~gatA hai, ina raMkoM se, jo svayaM bhikhArI haiM ? kinakA Azraya khojatA hai, jo svayaM nirAzraya haiM ? kinase rakSA kI pukAra karatA hai, jo svayaM arakSita haiM ? kyA zarIra kara sakatA hai terI sahAyatA ? tU cetana. yaha becArA jaDa. kyA degA tajhe? aura phira dekha jarA. A~kha to mIca? le aba kholakara dekha le. kahA~ gayA vaha itanI sI dera meM ? svayaM apanI rakSA bhI to nahIM kara sakatA becArA ? kyA yaha bhoga sAmagrI karegI terI rakSA yA karegI senA yA yaha durga, yA deva-dAnava, yA yaha mantra vidyA? batA to sahI kisake prati hai terA lakSya ? inameM se kauna aisA dIkhatA hai jo agale hI kSaNa badala na jAe, kAla rUpI siMha kA grAsa bana na jAe ? ye becAre raMka kyA kareMge terI sahAyatA ? idhara A dekha apane prabhutva ko jo trikAlI sat hai, zAzvata hai, dhruva hai, sadA se hai aura sadA rhegaa| vinAza hI nahIM hai jaba isakA, to phira rakSA kisake liye cAhiye ? svayaM rakSita ko rakSA kI kyA AvazyakatA ? yaha hI svayaM zaraNabhUta hai, anya saba 'azaraNa' haiN| (3) kidhara bhaTaka rahA hai cetana ! kisakI ora khiMcA jA rahA hai tU ? rupaye kI ora yA mAtA-pitA kI ora yA strI-putra kI ora ? inakI ora nahIM to phira kisakI ora ? are re ! jAnA rupae-paise va strI putrAdi ina donoM kI ora, cakravartiyoM kI ora, | svarga ke devoM kI or| inameM navInatA va vaibhava dikhAI detA hai | tujhe ? bhole prANI ! kyA loka-haMsI kA bhI bhaya nahIM rahA tujhe ? vamana ko cATate glAni nahIM AtI ? pIche mur3akara to dekha jarA ki ananta bAra banAyA hai tUne inako apanA aura ananta bAra bhogA hai tUne inheM / kyA aba bhI inameM navInatA raha gaI hai kucha ? aba kyA AkarSaNa raha gayA hai inameM? cAroM gatiyoM meM jo duHkha tUne bhoge haiM unheM yAda kr| kyA kahA tUne ? yaha sthAna rahane ko acchA hai / are ! kaisI bholI bAteM karatA hai, mAno kucha jAnatA hI nahIM? batA to sahI ki AkAza kA kauna-sA pradeza chor3A hai, jahA~ tU anantoM bAra jAkara na rahA ho ? caturgati meM kauna sI aisI paryAya hai jo tUne dhAraNa na kI ho? yaha hai saMsAra jisameM nitya bhramaNa karatA AyA hai tU / idhara A prabhu ! idhara A / dekha kitanA sundara hai yaha terA rUpa, pUrNa zAnta, jJAna va Ananda kA piNDa, eka | bAra bhI jisakI ora nahIM dekhA hai Aja taka / yaha hai tere lie bilkula navIna / bhoganA hI hai to ise bhoga, nitya nayA-nayA karake t YTRI] bhoga, puna: puna: bhoga, sarvadA bhoga, sarvatra bhoga, sarvata: bhog| isameM __ unheM yAda kara cAroM gatiyoM meM jo dakha tane bhoge | basA hai terA 'nayA sNsaar'| yaha hai 'saMsAra' ke svarUpa kA digdarzana - jisako vicArane se pariNAmoM meM vizuddhatA tathA dRr3hatA AtI hai| (4) kyA vicAra rahA hai bhole cetana ? kina meM khoja rahA hai apanApana ? kinako kahatA hai tU merA? kyA milegA isa prakAra tajhe? par3ausI ke dhana ko bhale apanA kahakara apanA citta prasanna kara le, para isa prakAra kyA vaha terA bana jAyagA ? nAhaka khinna hogA jaba ki sApha iMkAra kara degA vaha tujhe, jaisA ki AkiMcanya dharma ke antargata aphImacI ke dRSTAnta meM batAyA gayA hai (dekho 43.3) / sabhI padArtha apanI marjI se Ate haiM, apanI marjI se jAte haiM, na tujhase pUchakara Ate haiM, na tujhase pUchakara jAte haiM / tU kauna hotA hai unakA ? ve kauna hote haiM tere ? tanika to buddhi lgaa| rela meM baiThe apane sAtha vAle yAtriyoM ko bhale mAmA, cAcA, tAU kahakara pukAra para isase kyA vaha tere mAmA Adi bana jAeMgeM ? merA-merA karake vyartha cintAoM

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45. pariSahajaya va anuprekSA 297 4. bAraha bhAvanAya ko bulA rahA hai / vaha tujhe apanAye yA na apanAye parantu cintAyeM avazya apanA leMgI tujhe / candramA ko pakar3ane kI icchA karegA to batA rone ke atirikta kyA lagegA tere hAtha ? anahonI bAta huI hai kabhI, asambhava sambhava bana sakatA hai kabhI? kyA kahatA hai "ye putrAdi to mere haiM hI, merI sevA kareMge, yaha zarIra to merA hai hI, mere sAtha ghulA par3A hai, kahA~ jA sakate haiM ye merI binA AjJA ke ?" are bhUle rAhI ! kahA~ se A rahA hai tU, kahA~ jAne kA vicAra hai terA, kitanI dera ke liye AyA hai tU yahA~, jarA batA to sahI? kauna hai tU vicAra to sahI ? kahA~ se A rahe haiM ye putra-mitra Adi, kahA~ jA rahe haiM ye, kitanI dera ke lie Ae haiM yahA~ ? jarA inase pUcha to letA inheM apanA banAne se pahale ? Thaga na hoM kahIM ? lUTa na le jAyeM terI zAnti ko tere atithi banakara? kyA pahicAnA nahIM inako? are bhole ! vahI to haiM ye jo na jAne kitanI bAra TakarAye tujhe isa lambI yAtrA meM ? hara bAra nayA rUpa dhAraNa karake sadA tere banakara Aye aura anya ke banakara cale gaye / tU raha gayA rotA kA rotA / aba taka bhI nahIM samajhA ina ThagoM kI ThagI ? jJAnI jIvoM kI zaraNa meM AyA hai, prakAza pA rahA hai, aba to dekha le A~khe kholakara ? svapna chor3a de bhAI ! ye saba parAye haiM, pRthak-pRthak apanA svArtha lekara Ae haiM / ye tujhase anya haiM, tU inase anya hai / yaha hai 'anyatva' bhAvanA / 5. idhara A, apane ekatva ko dekha / inakI bhA~ti tU bhI to ina sabase pRthak hai / sattAdhArI bhagavAna Atman ! kyoM saMzaya karatA hai ? apanI svatantra sattA ko kyoM nahIM dekhatA? ina becAre raMkoM se kyoM mA~gatA hai apanI prabhutA kI bhIkha? aba choDa inakA Azraya dekha isa ora apane svatantra aizvarya ko, dekha apane purAne itihAsa ko, suna apanI kahAnI / anAdi kAla se tU akelA hI to calA A rahA hai| mAnA ki mArga meM anekoM mile, para sabhI to bichur3e, eka ne bhI to sAtha nahIM diyA ? akelA hI rahA, akele hI ne saba sukha-duHkha bhoge| batA to sahI ki isa svArthI TolI ne kabhI baTAye haiM tere duHkha? phira aba kyoM apanA sukha bA~Tane kI cintA meM hai ? sarpa ko dUdha pilAyegA to duHkha utthaaegaa| akele ThokareM khAI haiM, aba akele hI apane vaibhava ko bhoga / kyoM luTAtA hai ise inake liye ? ekatva bhAvanA apanI zAnti kA ta hI akelA svAmI hai, tU hI akelA ' use bhogegaa| koI use tujha se chIna nahIM sakatA, ba~TavA nahIM sktaa| aba AkAza puSpa ko tor3ane kI vyagratA chor3a, jagat ke anya pathikoM ko apanAne kI bajAya akele apane ko apanA, terI saba vyathAe~ zAnta ho jaayeNgii| zarIra kA mamatva chor3a, jo inase bhI adhika ekameka huA par3A hai tere sAtha, phira tU jAna pAyegA ki kisako ho rahI hai pIr3A, kisako khA rahI hai gIdar3I, isa par3ausI ko yA tujhe? par3ausI ko khAne de, tujhe kyA ? tU to surakSita hai nA? yaha rahA tU to akelA yahA~ baiThA, saba kucha isa khela ko dekhane vAlA / khela mAtra ko dekhakara duHkhI kyoM hotA hai ? agni dekhane se hI kyA jala jAtI hai kisI kI A~kheM ? basa to isa zarIra ko khAyA jAtA dekhakara kyA tU khAyA jAyegA? vyathA ko bhUla, idhara dekha apane vaibhava ko jisake sAtha 'akelA' tU ekameka huA par3A hai / jahA~ anya kisI kA praveza nahIM / yaha huI 'ekatva bhAvanA' / 6. are ! kisake pIche vyAkula banatA hai ? yadi kisI dUsare ko hI apanAnA thA to koI acchI cIja to chA~TatA ? yahA~ to anakoM bharI par3I haiN| kyA yaha durgandhiyukta aura ghinAvanI vastu hI acchI lagI hai tujhe ina saba meM ? are prabhu ! apanI prabhutA ko itanA bhUla gayA, itanA gira gayA ? yaha anumAna bhI nahIM kiyA jA sakatA thaa| tanika to lAja kara, hA~ to ta tIna loka kA adhipati, sandara va svaccha aura kahA~ yaha viSTA kA ghaDA jisake roma-roma se

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45. pariSahajaya va anuprekSA 298 4. bAraha bhAvanAyeM - baha rahA hai mala / durgandhi ke sivA aura hai hI kyA isameM, nahIM vizvAsa AtA to eka kSaNa bhara ko idhara A, le isa para se eka makkhI ke paMkha ke samAna patalI sI jhillI pRthak karatA huuN| aba dekha ise kaisA sundara lagatA hai yaha tujhe ? choTI-choTI makkhiyA~ hI chUTa-cU~Takara khA jAyeMgI ise / isakI sundaratA dekhanI NANE haiM to zaucagRha meM jAkara dekha / kyoM lubhAtA hai apanI isa kSaNika sundaratA para ? yadi kadAcit durbhAgyavaza ise cecaka nikala Aye to tU isake pAsa jAtA huA bhI sambhavata: Darane lge| isakI sundaratA dekhanI hai to dekha isake vRddha zarIra ko, kuSTa ho jAne ke kAraNa lAla-lAla durgandhita ghAvoM se alaMkarita ho gayA hai jo / isa atyanta ghinAvanI va azuci' deha ke sAtha isase adhika apavitra kyA hai / tanika cecaka nikala Ae yArI jor3akara, isakI rakSA karane lie apanA sarvasva to dekha isakI sundaratA tathA svcchtaa| luTA rahA hai ? Azcarya hai| ___(7) nitya naye-naye rUpa dhAraNa karake prakaTa hone vAle ina vikalpoM meM kyA dekha rahA hai bhagavan ! kyA bhUla gayA hai 'Asrava ke prakaraNa ko? aba puna: dekha le use (adhikAra naM0 13, 14) / yAda A jAyegI isakI duSTatA / isase apanI rakSA kara isameM bhUlakara AtmasamarpaNa na kr| (8) aba gurudeva kI zaraNa meM AyA hai to kucha lAbha uThA / ina vikalpoM meM breka lagA, aba taka Aye to Aye dekha Age na Ane pAeM / bhUlA na samajha jo sA~jha par3e ghara lauTa Aye / nija vaibhava kA Azraya lekara inakA tiraskAra kara de, inako dabA de, saMvaraNa kara de| 'saMvara' para diye gae itane bar3e upadeza ko yAda kara / ... (9) eka bAra tiraskAra karake dekha kahA~ jAte haiM ye ? tiraskRta hokara kaba taka par3e raheMge tere dvAra para bhUkhe naMge ye becAre / Akhira cale jAyeMge eka dina chor3akara terA sNg| jaldI chUTanA cAhatA hai inase ? taba isase acchI to bAta hI K DDD ra varSA tathA AtApana yoga

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45. pariSahajaya va anuprekSA 299 4. bAraha bhAvanAyeM kyA ? le dekha apane parAkrama ko, kara eka bAra garjanA, pUre jora se, "maiM cetanya hU~, sat-citta-Ananda aura pUrNa-brahma-paramezvara, Ao kauna AtA hai sAmane, Aja sAkSAt agni banakara AyA hU~ maiM, kSaNa bhara meM bhasma kara DAlU~gA, jIrNa kara DAlU~gA saMskAroM ko|" yuddha kara inake sAtha zAnti ke balapara, prahAra kara ina para zAnti ke zastra se, vahI zAnti jo terA sarvasva hai, terA svabhAva hai eka bAra kI dhur3adhur3I meM jhar3a jAyeMge saba, vastra para lagI dhUla kI taraha, jAyegI 'nirjarA' inakI, aura mila jAegI sadA ko mukti inase / ho (10) prabho ! apanI mahimA ko bhUlakara Aja kue~ meM ghusa baiThA hai, meMDhaka banakara ? kyoM itanA bhayabhIta huA jAtA hai, kyoM pAmara banA jAtA hai ? aba nikala isa kue~ se bAhara dekha kitanA bar3A hai yaha vizva ? tujha jaise anantoM kA nivAsa, tathA anya bhI anekoM kA ghara / sabhI hI to raha rahe haiM yahA~, apanI-apanI mauja meM, sarvatra saira karate, isakI sundaratAoM meM lIna hote / tU kyoM ghabarA gayA hai isase ? yahA~ to kucha bhI bhaya kA kAraNa nahIM / jisa prakAra anya rahate haiM usI prakAra tU bhI raha, svatantratA ke sAtha, svAmI banakara, jJAtA dRSTA banakara / dekha isameM sarvatra Izvara kA nivAsa, dekha isameM eka advaita brahma, dekha isameM apanI sRjana zakti (dekho 26.10) parantu dekhanA ajAyabaghara kI taraha, apane ghara kI taraha nahIM (dekho 12.2) / pIche dhyAna ke prakaraNa meM jo sunA thA use yAda kara / basa prakaTa ho jAyegI eka vizAla dRSTi, jisakA AdhAra hogI mAdhyasthatA va samatA aura tU bana baiThegA sarva 'loka' kA svAmI, bAhara meM nahIM, jJAna meM / (11) are re cetana ! anAdi kAla se Aja taka kyA milA hai tujhe ThokaroM ke atirikta ? dUra-dUra bhaTakatA phiratA rahA hai Aja taka / cA~dI-sone kI dhUla anekoM bAra milI, cAma- mA~sa kA piNDa anekoM bAra milA, kuTumbAdi anekoM bAra mile, devAdi ke rUpa anekoM bAra mile parantu unameM se kyA milA tujhe ? Aja dekha apane andara, kyA par3A hai, unakA kucha bacA huA bhI yahA~ ? yadi kucha milA hotA to kucha na kucha to hotA tere pAsa ? parantu yahA~ to zUnya hai, ko zUnya / kyA milA aura kyA na milA, milatA huA bhI na milaa| jo milane yogya thA vaha mila pAyA nahIM, jo nahIM milane yogya thA usameM milane kI kalpanA kI, kaise milatA tujhe ? Aja gurudeva kI zaraNa meM Akara hI milA hai kucha navIna sA, vaha jo Aja taka nahIM milA thA, vaha jisako lekara kRtakRtya ho gayA hai tU, vaha jisameM chipA par3A hai terA vaibhava | mAno terA sarvasva hI mila gayA hai Aja tujhe, vaha jisake milane kI AzA bhI nahIM thI tujhe, jo kisI birale ko hI milatA hai bar3e saubhAgya se, jise lekara aura kucha lene kI cAha nahIM rahatI, jisake mila jAne para anya koI vastu nahIM jaJcatI / kyoM na ho ? usameM dikhAI jo de rahI hai terI zAnti, terA abhISTa / atyanta durlabhatA se prApta isa 'bodhi- durlabha ratna ke prati bahumAna utpanna kara / aba tere kalyANa kA samaya nikaTa A rahA hai, 'honahAra viravAna ke cikane-cikane pAta' / guru ke dvArA pradAna kie gae, isa rahasyAtmaka jJAna se terA sarva andhakAra vinaza jAegA, aura tU bana jAegA vaha jo ki tU hai, sat-cit-Ananda, pUrNa brahma, paramezvara / (12) basa yahI to hai terA 'dharma', terA svabhAva, terI samatA, terI zAnti, terA aizvarya, terA sarvasva, Aja taka jise jAna na pAyA, jisakI khoja meM dara-dara mArA phirA / vAha vAha ! kitanA sundara hai yaha, kitanA zItala hai yaha, bhava-bhava kA santApa kSaNa bhara meM vinaSTa ho gyaa| aba taka ke batAe gae itane lambe mArga kA bhalI-bhA~ti nirNaya karake isa para dRr3hatA se vizvAsa kara, isake anurUpa banane kA dRr3ha saMkalpa kara aura banane kA prayAsa kara / isa prakAra kA jJAna zraddhAna anucaraNa, basa yahI to hai upAya usa zAnti kI prApti kA, jisakA lakSya lekara tU bhaTakatA phiratA hai yahA~ / kitanA sahala hai tathA sundara hai yaha ? le aba dhIre-dhIre pI jA ise| yaha hai 'dharma-bhAvanA' / isa prakAra anityatA, azaraNatA, saMsAra, pRthakatva (anyatva), ekatva, azuci, Asrava saMvara, nirjarA, loka, bodhi-durlabhatva va dharma ina bAraha prakAra ke vikalpoM kA Azraya letA huA, bar3I se bar3I bAdhAoM ko tRNavat nahIM ginatA hai vaha yogI / yahI hai vaha zakti jisakA svAmitva usako prApta huA hai| tU bhI anya kalpanAoM ke sthAna para ina kalpanAoM ke svAmitva ko prApta kara / ina kalpanAoM kA AdhAra hai / vastu jabaki terI kalpanAoM kA AdhAra hai korI kalpanAe~ / yaha sAra-svarUpa, hai, aura vaha saba hai nissAra / tabhI to yaha zAnti meM sahAyaka hai / sAra se hI sAra nikalanA sambhava hai, nissAra se nissAratA ke atirikta aura nikalegA hI kyA ?

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46. cAritra ( 1. sAmAnya paricaya; 2. paMcavidha cAritra; 3. smnvy| 1. sAmAnya paricaya-nitya hI zAnti meM vicaraNa karate hue, zAnti-rAnI ke sAtha krIr3A karane meM magna, he guruvara ! mujhe zAnti pradAna kareM / Aja cAritra kI bAta calatI hai / yadyapi cAritra kA kathana darzana-khaNDa meM zAnti-mArga kI trayAtmakatA kA pratipAdana karane ke lie pahale kiyA jA cukA hai, tadapi yahA~ puna: usakA kathana karanA punarukti ko prApta nahIM hotA, kyoMki vahA~ darzana jJAna cAritrarUpa ratnatraya ke antargata cAritra kA kevala sAmAnya svarUpa darzAnA iSTa thA aura yahA~ sAdhanA kA prakaraNa hone ke kAraNa usakA kramonnata vizeSa svarUpa darzAnA iSTa hai / parantu isakA yaha artha nahIM ki yaha cAritra usase sarvathA bhinna koI anya vastu hai| sAmAnya tathA vizeSa ye donoM hI eka akhaNDa vasta ke do aMga haiM, sAmAnya aMga sAdhya hai aura vizeSa aMga usakI prApti kA sAdhana / sAdhana tathA sAdhya donoM kI jAti meM koI bheda nahIM huA karatA, bheda hotA hai to kevala itanA ki svabhAva hone ke kAraNa sAdhya yA prAptavya pUrNa hotA hai, parantu usakI prApti kA upAya hone ke kAraNa sAdhana meM usI svabhAva kI kisI eka nimnatama abhivyakti ko puruSArtha-pUrvaka dhIre-dhIre bar3hAkara pUrNatA taka pahu~cAne kA prayatna yA abhyAsa kiyA jAtA hai| svabhAvabhUta tathA pUrNa-samatA rUpa na hote hue bhI kAraNa meM kArya kA upacAra karake ina sakala prayatnoM ko cAritra kaha diyA jAtA hai| aura isa prakAra isa sAdhanA khaNDa meM kathita devapUjA se lekara dhyAna paryanta ke jitane kucha bhI aMgoM kA vivecana kiyA gayA hai, ve saba aMga kyoMki eka mAtra samatA yA zAnti kI prApti, usakI abhivRddhi tathA usakI pUrti ke artha kie jAne vAle vividha abhyAsa haiM, isalie ve sabhI upacAra se cAritra kahe jAte haiN| tathApi isa prakaraNa meM isa abhyAsa ke una aMgoM kA kathana karanA iSTa hai jo ki kevala yogIrAja ke jIvana meM upalabdha hote haiM, unake jIvana meM jo ki aba taka kI lambI sAdhanA ke phalasvarUpa samatA kI uttarottara unnata vividha zreNiyoM kA atikrama karate hue, sAkSAt rUpa se zAnti kI zreNI meM athavA sopAna para padArpaNa kara cuke haiM unakA sakala bAhya cAritra arthAt sAdhanA kI aMgabhUta bAhya kriyAyeM simaTakara antaraMga meM utara cukI haiM / kramaza: abhivRddha unake isa cAritra ko pA~ca zreNiyoM meM vibhAjita karake dekhA jA sakatA hai / yogiyoM ke samatArUpa cAritra kI ina pA~ca zreNiyoM kA paricaya denA hI isa adhikAra kA prayojana hai| 2. paMcavidha cAritra-aho isa sAdhanA kI mahimA ki mujhe Aja vaha dina dekhane ko milA jaba maiM eka zizu se vIra bana gayA, eka sAhasI vIra / yoddhA kI bhA~ti maine yogI jIvana meM praveza kiyA aura adhika dRr3hatA ke sAtha pahale ke abhyAsa ko atyanta puSTa kiyA; vrata, samiti, gupti ke dvArA use nizcala va akampa bnaayaa| dasa dharmoM se siJcita tathA vairAgya bhAvanAoM se paripuSTa sAdhanA kA vaha komala paudhA Aja eka vizAla vRkSa bana gayA hai, jise dekhakara svayaM mujhe vizvAsa nahIM hotA ki maiMne kahA~ se calanA prArambha kiyA thaa| anekoM bhava pIche se prArambha kiye gaye usa puruSArtha ne Aja mujhe lakSya ke atyanta nikaTa pahu~cA diyA hai / barAbara isa jIvana meM vikalpa zAnta hote cale gaye, saMskAra naSTa hote cale gaye aura tadanusAra zAnti meM vRddhi hotI calI gii| maiMne pahale paga se hI zanti kA pallA Aja taka nahIM chor3A, hara bAhya kriyA ke sAtha-sAtha antaraMga kriyA ko nahIM bhUlA, yahI kAraNa hai ki Aja ba hai ki Aja bar3hate-bar3hate isa dazA ko pahu~ca gayA ki buddhipUrvaka kA merA zAnti meM sthiti pAne kA prayAsa abuddhi-pUrvaka kI koTi meM praveza kara gayA aura vikalpotpAdaka saMskAroM ke dvArA khAlI kiyA gayA sthAna zAnti ke saMskAra ne le liyaa| eka navIna saMskAra jIvana meM utpanna huA athavA yoM kahiye ki zAnti ke sA~ce meM DhAlA gayA jIvana Aja bAhara nikalA / gurudeva kA kRpA-prasAda na kaheM ise to aura kyA kaheM ? (1) AhA hA ! kitanA sundara hai yaha / aba isakA rUpa bilkula badala gayA hai, mAno yaha pahale vAlA maiM nahIM hU~ ise dekhakara mujhe svayaM Azcarya ho rahA hai, ki are ! kyA svapa meM bhI kabhI aisA bana jAne kI AzA thI ? parantu 'hAtha

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46. cAritra 301 2. paMcavidha cAritra kaMgana ko ArasI kyA', sAmane par3A yaha jIvana svayaM abhyAsa kI acintya mahimA ko darzA rahA hai| aba merA jIvana hai, atyanta zAnta, samatA ke sAMce meM DhalA huaa| yaha aba vikalpoM kI ora nahIM daur3atA, cAhe bAhara se AhAra karatA hU~ yA upadeza detA hU~ buddhipUrvaka kiyA gayA sImita samaya kA dhyAna, sAmAyika yA samatA kA abhyAsa Aja mere jIvana kA aMga bana gayA hai / sImita samaya ke liye hI nahIM caubIsoM ghaNToM ke lie yaha aba samatA meM caraNa karatA hai| ise aba sImita samaya ke liye dhyAna yA sAmAyika karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM, yaha svayaM sAmAyikarUpa bana cukA hai / zAnti kI vaha tuccha kaNikA bar3hate-bar3hate aba pUrNatA ke itane nikaTa pahu~ca cukI hai ki maiM nitya hI jIvana meM zAnti kA anubhava kara rahA huuN| sAdhu-jIvana ke isa aMga kA nAma hai 'sAmAyika caaritr'| (2) parantu Azcarya hai ina duSTa saMskAroM ke sAhasa para, tapa kI bhaTTI meM jhoMkakara acchI taraha jalA diyA gayA hai jinheM / jalI rassIvat par3e ve Aja bhI kabhI-kabhI apanA sara uThA-uThAkara yaha siddha kara hI dete haiM ki abhI ve jIvita haiM, bhale antima zvAsa le rahe hoN| parantu kaba taka jIvita raha sakoge baccA? aba chor3o isa dara ko, jAo kisI dUsare dvAra mA~go khAo, yahA~ rahoge to bhUkhA maranA pdd'egaa| jaba-jaba bhI inase prerita hokara kadAcit vikalpa mujhe satAte pratIta hote haiM, taba-taba hI maiM dhyAna yA sAmAyika dvArA una para kAbU pAne ke prayatna meM juTa jAtA hU~ / eka kSaNa ke liye bhI unase gAphila nahIM hU~, barAbara AhaTa letA rahatA hU~, saceta gRha-svAmI kI bhA~ti, jisake ghara meM cora bhale praveza kara jAya parantu binA hAni pahu~cAe nikala jAyegA svayaM / phalasvarUpa puna: sthApana kara detA hU~ mana ko usI zAnti meM aura sAmAyikarUpa arthAta samatArUpa hokara phira vicaraNa karane lagatA ha~ zAnti meN| kabhI sAmAyika aura kabhI cheda, puna: sAmAyika meM sthApanA aura phira cheda, puna: sthApanA aura phira cheda / isI prakAra sAmAyika, cheda va sthApanA ke jhUle meM jhUlatA huA Aja bhI barAbara Age bar3hA calA jA rahA hU~, lakSya pUrNa kiye binA saMtoSa karane vAlA nhiiN| ghabarAnA merA kAma nahIM, mere hAtha meM hai vaha dhvajA jisa para likhA hai 'Age bar3ho' / ajIba hai isa samaya mere jIvana kI dazA; calate, phirate, AhAra lete, zAstra likhate, upadeza dete, sAthiyoM se dharma-carcA karate, yahA~ taka ki sote samaya bhI barAbara sAmAyika, cheda va sthApanA isake atirikta kucha nhiiN| koI nizcita samaya hI sAmAyika kA ho, aba aisI bAta nahIM rhii| Adha yA pauna ghaNTe se adhika merI samatA kA cheda kabhI bhI hone nahIM pAtA / AhAra-vihAra karate samaya bhI yadi kadAcit vikalpa AyA to maiMne ise pakar3A, saceta huA, aura basa phira kyA thA, bhAga khar3A huA vaha / maiM puna: karane lagA snAna samatA meM, karane lagA pAna caitanya rasa kA / zarIra calane kA kAma kara rahA hai bAhara meM, aura maiM samatA meM snAna kara rahA hU~ antaraMga meM; zarIra likhane kA kAma kara rahA hai bAhara meM, aura maiM samatA meM snAna kara rahA hU~ antaraMga meM; zarIra khAne kA kAma rahA hai bAhara meM, aura maiM samatA meM snAna kara rahA hU~ antaraMga meM / yahA~ taka ki sote-sote bhI barAbara Adha-Adha pauna-pauna ghaNTe ke pazcAta svata: A~kha khala jAtI hai, majhe pana: zAnti meM sthApita karane ke liye / aura isI prakAra vikalpa va zAnti ke jhUle meM jhUlate hue barAbara Age bar3hA calA jA rahA huuN| sAdhu-jIvana ke isa aMga kA nAma hai 'chedopasthApanA caaritr'| (3) isa puruSArtha se pariNAma kI vizuddhi barAbara bar3hatI gaI aura azuddhi kA parihAra hotA gayA, ata: isa sarva antaraMga puruSArtha kA nAma hai 'parihAra vizuddhi caaritr'| (4) are ! yaha kyA ? jhUle meM jhUlate-jhUlate ghumera car3ha gaI, aura bhUla gayA saba kucha, ho gayA besudha ? calanA, phiranA, khAnA, pInA, likhanA, bolanA saba kucha chUTa gyaa| bAhya kriyA kI to bAta nahIM, 'maiM hU~ yA nahIM yaha bhI bhAna nahIM rahA / maiM jAnane vAlA aura vizva janAyA jAne vAlA yaha bhI bheda nahIM rahA / kauna jAne aura kise jAne, kauna dhyAve aura kise dhyAve, kauna vicAre aura kise vicAre, eka advaita avasthA hai, zAnti kA rudrarUpa hai, jise dekhakara saMskAroM ke ardhamRta kalevara, aba dekho khisakane lge| vaha dekho nidrA bhAgI; hAsya, rati, arati, zoka, bhaya, glAni va maithuna-bhAva bhI lage bhAgane; jisa ora jisakI nAka uThI bhAga nikle| kitane bhayabhIta haiM Aja ye ? maiMne Aja raudra rUpa dhAraNa kiyA hai, maiM sAkSAt rudra hU~, bhagavAna rudra / sAdhu-jIvana ke isa aMga kA nAma hai 'zukladhyAna kI prathama shrennii'|

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46. cAritra 302 3. samanvaya krodha, mAna, mAyA bhI becAre kyA kareM ? Apasa meM lage salAha mazvarA karane, saba sAthI chor3akara cale gaye, akele kyA kareM ? koI bAta nahIM, apanI bikharI huI senA ko eka morace para saMgaThita karo aura antima bAra AkramaNa karake dekho / aba bhI kucha dama hai inameM, yadyapi mujhe bAdhA pahu~cAne meM bilkula asamartha, parantu dUra khar3e-khar3e aba bhI kucha karane kI ThAna hI rahe haiM / dekheM to ki kyA karate haiM ye ? vaha dekho krodha kI TolI A milI mAna meM aura ye donoM A mile mAyA meM / abhI bhI paryApta nahIM hai. calo lobha ko sAtha leN| tInoM A mile lobha ke sAtha / aba ThIka hai kacha bala hai, lagAo jora, dekho eka hI bAra AkramaNa karanA, aura lobha kI adhyakSatA meM lage saba ora se bANa barasAne / parantu ina becAroM ko kyA patA ki advaitatA ke isa kavaca para aba inake bANa asara nahIM kareMge pratyuta usake bar3hate hue teja meM ve svayaM bhasma ho jaayeNge| vaha dekho lage jalane / saba jala gaye, parantu aba bhI khar3A raha gayA hai eka lobha, atyanta kSINa dazA meM, akelaa| asamaMjasa meM par3A becArA vicAra rahA hai ki aba kyA kare, bandI hAtha se nikalA jAtA hai| Azcarya hai isake sAhasa para; saba sAthI bhAga gaye, zeSa mAre gaye, para aba bhI pITha dikhAne ko taiyAra nahIM / saccA kSatriya hai, maranA svIkAra para raNa se bhAganA svIkAra nhiiN| idhara se merA advaita teja bhI bar3hA, cahu~ aura tApa phaila gayA, agni barasane lgii| oha ! Aja maiM sAkSAt agni deva hU~, isa lobha ke bhagnAvazeSa ko dagdha karane ke lie, arthAt uparokta zukladhyAna meM ekAgratA adhikAdhika bar3hatI gaI aura avazeSa rahe isa sUkSma se lobha kA saMskAra bhI bhasma ho gayA / puruSArtha ke isa utkRSTa bhAga kA nAma hai, 'sUkSma sAmparAya caaritr'| (5) saMskAroM kI antima kaNikA kA nirmUlana ho jAne ke pazcAt aba maiM atyanta nirmala ho cukA hU~ / aba koI zakti naha jo mujhe prerita karake kiJcit bhI vikalpa utpanna karA ske| zAnti meM sthiratA dRr3hatama ho gaI, pUrNatA ke lakSya kI sAkSAta prApti ho gii| Akhira jaisA banane kA saMkalpa kiyA thA vaisA bana hI gyaa| aba kabhI bhI isa avasthA se cheda ko prApta nahIM hU~gA, sarvadA ke lie zAnta ho gayA hU~ maiM / jisako lakSya meM rakhakara calA thA vaha mila gayA, jo bananA cAhatA thA vaha bana gayA, yathAkhyAta rUpa ko prApta ho gyaa| jIvana ke isa Atyantika zuddha bhAga kA nAma hai 'yathAkhyAta caaritr'| 3. samanvaya sAdhanA adhikAra meM yaha bAta bhalI bhA~ti samajhA dI gaI hai ki sAdhaka kI pratyeka kriyA meM do aMza vidyamAna rahate haiM, eka abhyantara aMza aura eka bAhya aMza / inameM se abhyantara aMza hI samatA athavA zAnti rUpa hone ke kAraNa cAritra hai, aura vikalpAtmaka hone ke kAraNa bAhya aMza acAritra hai| svatantra hone ke kAraNa abhyantara aMza mukti rUpa hai aura paratantra hone ke kAraNa bAhya aMza bandha rUpa hai| isalie abhyantara aMza amRtakumbha hai aura bAhya aMza hai viSakumbha / jyoM-jyoM sAdhaka Age bar3hatA hai tyoM-tyoM usake cAritra kA bAhya aMza kama hotA jAtA hai aura abhyantara aMza bar3hatA jAtA hai / eka dina antaraMga aMza pUrNa ho jAne para bAhya aMza bilkula samApta ho jAtA hai| antaraMga aMza kI kucha pUrNatA ho jAne para yA pUrNatA ke nikaTa pahu~ca jAne para hI jIvana sAmAyikarUpa dikhAI dene lagatA hai, kyoMki yahA~ azuddhatA kA aMza bahata hIna ho gayA hai, usakA svAda aba vizeSa nahIM aataa| sAmAyika cAritra vAstava meM bAhya kriyAoM meM par3e hue antaraMga aMza kA hI vRddhiMgata rUpa hai, koI navIna vastu nahIM / yaha aMza prathama paga arthAt devadarzana meM hI prakaTa ho cukA thA, aura aba vahI puSTa hotA-hotA itanA bar3A ho gayA hai / isa prakAra sAdhaka una kriyAoM ke kevala antaraMga aMza meM adhikAdhika sthiratA dhArane kA abhyAsa karatA huA, sAmAyika, chedopasthApanA, parihAra vizuddhi aura sUkSma sAmparAya kI zreNiyoM ko pAra karatA hue eka dina yathAkhyAta-cAritra meM praveza karatA hai / yahA~ isakA cAritra pUrNa-zuddha ho jAtA hai /

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47. sallekhanA ( 1. upAsaka kI garjanA; 2. deha-sambodhana; 3. samatA; 4. samAdhi maraNa; 5. Atma hatyA nhiiN| 1.upAsaka kI garjanA-aho zAnti ke upAsaka kI alaukika ghoSaNA, 'jIU~gA to zAnti se aura marU~gA to bhI zAnti se|' eka aMgrejI kA upAsaka kahatA hai, "haMsanA ho to aMgrejI meM aura ronA ho to bhI aMgrejI meN|' ise kahate haiM Adarza yA lakSya-bindu, dhruva-saMkalpa, Antarika-vIrya / "loka kI bar3I se bar3I bAdhA bhI mujhe mere Adarza se vicalita karane meM samartha nahIM / aba taka svAmI banakara jIyA hU~, Age bhI svAmI banakara jIU~gA, eka kSaNa ko bhI dAsatva svIkAra karanA mere liye asambhava hai| zarIra jAyegA to aura mila jAyegA para zAnti gaI to phira nahIM milegii| yadi zarIra sadA ke lie vidA lekara jAtA hai to isase acchI bAta hI kyA, na rahegA bA~sa aura na bajegI bA~surI, na rahegA zarIra aura na raheMge isake sambandhI ye bacekhuce vikalpa, jo mArga meM A-Akara merI zAnti meM ror3A aTakAte haiM / aura mujhe cAhie hI kyA ? maiM zAnti kA upAsaka banakara nikalA hU~ zarIra kA nhiiN| zarIra gayA to kucha nahIM gayA aura zAnti gaI to saba kucha luTa gyaa| marane se kyA DaranA? sabako hI maranA hai, mUrkha ho yA paNDita, bhogI ho yA yogI jaba maranA hI hai to kyoM aisA maraNa namarA jAe ki maraNa bhI sumaraNa bana jAe, maraNa kA bhI maraNa ho jaae|" sallekhanA kahate haiM sat+lekhanA arthAt apane zAnti-svabhAva ko dekhanA yA usako hI apanA jIvana samajhate hue calanA / kaSAyoM ko kRza karate hue calanA / zAnti hI jisakA deza ho, zAnti hI jisakA zarIra ho, zAnti hI jisakA sarvasva ho, usake lie isa camar3e ke zarIra kA kyA mUlya ? par3A hai to par3A rahe, jAve to jAye / par3A rahane se vizeSa lAbha nahIM aura jAne se koI hAni nhiiN| sAdhanA pUrI huI, aba marane kA samaya AyA hai| marane kA nahIM mRtyu mahotsava kA, sAdhanA kI parIkSA karane kA, samatApUrvaka deha ko vidA karane kaa| 2. deha sambodhana-isIlie apane jIvana kAla meM vaha zarIra ko dAsa banAkara rakhatA hai laukika janoM kI bhA~ti usakA dAsa banakara nahIM rahatA / zarIra se spaSTa kaha detA hai vaha ki, "dekha bhAI ! tU AyA hai to A maiM tere Ane meM koI ror3A nahIM aTakAtA, parantu zarta yaha hai ki yadi tujhe mere sAtha rahanA hai to jarA sambhalakara rahanA hogaa| terI vaha purAnI Teva jo laukika janoM para tU AjamAtA hai / yahA~ nahIM calegI, terI zakti yahA~ kAma nahIM kara skegii|" aura isa apanI ghoSaNA kI satyatA kA use vizvAsa dilA detA hai / tapazcaraNAdi anuSThAnoM ke dvArA jaba zarIra ko yaha vizvAsa ho jAtA hai ki yaha ThIka hI kahatA hai, to kutte kI bhA~ti duma hilAtA huA usakA dAsatva svIkAra kara letA hai / usake kArya meM usakI sahAyatA karatA huA usake sAtha rahane lagatA hai, jisake badale meM vaha zAnti kA upAsaka usako yogya AhAra Adi ke rUpa meM kucha vetana denA svIkAra kara letA hai| parantu yaha bAta pahale hI batA detA hai ki "dekha bhAI ! maiM spaSTata: tujhe hRdayaMgama karA denA cAhatA hU~ ki yaha vetana maiM tujhe usI samaya taka dUMgA jaba taka ki tU mere kAma meM arthAt merI zAnti kI sAdhanA meM merI kucha na kucha thor3I yA bahuta sahAyatA karatA rhegaa| maiM tere svabhAva se bhalI bhA~ti paricita hU~, maiM isa bAta ko bhalA nahIM haiM ki ta matya kA patra hai. ta saba laukika prANiyoM ko apane bAharI prapaMca meM pha~sA kara anta meM unheM dhokhA de jAyA karatA hai / bhale hI usane terI kitanA bhI sevAyeM kI hoM para usa samaya tU tote kI bhA~ti A~khe ghumAkara mAno saba kucha bhUla jAtA hai, tere saba vAyade vezyA ke vAyadoMvat banakara raha jAte haiM / usako sApha javAba dekara, usake sarvasva kA arthAt zAnti kA apaharaNa karake, use rotA jhIMkatA chor3a tU apanA rAstA nApatA dikhAI detA hai / basa to samajha le ki terA vaha dAva mujha para nahIM calegA / tujhe vetana usI samaya taka dUMgA jaba taka ki tU merA dAsa banA merI kucha sahAyatA karatA rhegaa| jisa dina bhI tUne jarA A~kha dikhAI ki maiM tujhe vetana denA banda kara duuNgaa| phira bhale hI ronA ki cIkhanA yA jagata ke jIvoM kI gavAhI lekara mAnavI nyAyazAlAoM meM AtmahatyA kI duhAI denA, maiM eka nahIM sunU~gA / yadi tujhe yaha zarta svIkAra hai to raha, nahIM to abhI se jahA~ jAnA hai calA jA, maiM tujhe rokU~gA nhiiN|"

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47. sallekhanA 304 3. samatA aisI nirbhIka garjanA bhalA zarIra ko sunane kA abhyAsa kahA~ ? vaha to jAnatA hai kevala dUsare ko dAsa bnaanaa| svayaM dAsa bananA usane sIkhA hI kaba hai ? para kyA kare, isa yogI ke sAmane peza par3atI na dekha dAsatva svIkAra kie binA aura koI cArA use dikhAI nahIM detA / isIlie jIvana kAla meM vaha usa yogI kI sAdhanA meM sadA sahAyaka rahatA hai / svAdhyAya karane meM, tattva-cintana meM, AtmadhyAna meM, zAnti ke vedana meM, garuoM kA darzana ne meM, unakA upadeza sunane meM, anya janoM kI sevA meM, tathA zAnti kI sAdhanA viSayaka anya sabhI kArya kSetroM meM vaha sadA svAmIbhakta sevaka kI bhA~ti usakA sAtha nibhAtA calatA hai, tAki use usake prati koI sandeha na raha jaaye| sambhavata: vaha soca rahA ho ki yogI ke hRdaya para apanI sevAoM kI chApa jamAkara usake citta ko apanI svAmI-bhakti ke sambandha meM pUrNa vizvAsa dilA de aura kadAcit aisA ho jAe to eka dina usase usake isa rUkhe bartAva kA badalA cukA le, arthAt mRtyu ke antima samaya meM usake ghara meM DAkA DAlakara usakA zAntidhana curAkara sadA ke lie usase vidAI le le| 3. samatA---parantu zarIra kI yaha uparokta dhAraNA vAstava meM bhramapUrNa hai| yogI sadA jAgRta rahate haiM, eka kSaNa ko bhI isake prati asAvadhAna nahIM hote| jahA~ bhI jarA bur3hApe ke cihna isa para prakaTa hue, yA kisI asAdhya roga ne ise A gherA, yA kucha anya kharAbiyoM ke kAraNa yaha sAdhanA meM kucha bAdhaka banane lagA, yA isameM zithilatA AtI dikhAI dene lagI, svAdhyAya va dhyAna Adi meM pUrvavat sAtha nibhAtA pratIta na huA, taba hI yogI use vaha pahale vAlA vAyadA yAda dilAkara sambodhane lagatA hai ki, "dekha bhAI ! paraspara meM hue usa vAyade ke anusAra hamArA aura terA nAtA aba TUTatA hai| burA na mAnanA, hameM tere prati koI dveSa nahIM hai, balki kucha karuNA hI hai tUne itane dina hamArA sAtha nibhAyA, usake lie dhanyavAda / maiM jAnatA hU~ ki terA dila aba mujhe chor3akara jAne ko sambhavata: na bhI ho, para tU kyA kare, tU to parAdhIna tthhraa| terA svAmI yama kA harakArA tere sara para khaDA hai. tajhe to usake sAtha jAnA hI hai. kyoMki ta usakA bhojya hai| maiM yadi usase terI rakSA karane ko samartha hotA to avazya karatA, para kyA karU~ yaha merI zakti se bAhara hai, aura sambhavata: aba bhI maiM tujhe vetana detA rahatA yadi isa prakAra karane se terI rakSA ho sakatI hotI, parantu yaha asambhava hai / isalie isa avasara para AhAra Adi denA tujhe to koI lAbha nahIM pahu~cA sakegA, para mujhe hAni avazya pahu~cA degA, kyoMki AhArAdi ke vikalpa utpanna karake yadi terI sevA meM maiM juTa jAU~ to merI dhyAnAdhyayana Adi rUpa zAnti kI sAdhanA bAdhita hue binA na rahe, aura tU to jAnatA hI hai ki zAnti mujhe kitanI priya hai| ata: bhAI ! aba mujhe kSamA karanA, jIvanakAla meM jo doSa tere prati mujhase bane haiM unake lie bhI tuma mujhe kSamA karanA, aura maiM bhI isa avasara para tamhAre saba doSoM ko kSamA karatA haiN| jAA bhAI jAo, tuma apane svAmI kA Azraya lo, yahI tumhArA karttavya hai, aura maiM apanI nidhi kI sambhAla kruuN| saba ko apanA-apanA karttavya nibhAnA hI yogya hai / acchA vidaa|" isa prakAra saralatA, zAnti va samatAparvaka zarIra se apanA lakSya haTAkara antardhyAna meM lIna hone kA adhikAdhika prayatna karatA huA zAnti meM kho jAtA hai vaha / use isa samaya jagata ke kisI prANI ke prati yA kisI bhI padArtha ke prati, pIchI kamaNDala Adi ke prati yA zAstra ke prati yA zarIra ke prati na koI rAga bhAva yA premabhAva hotA hai va / zarIra se yA kisI sAdha se yA ziSya se yA garu se yA yadi gRhastha hai to kaTamba se, koI bhI badalA lene kI yA unheM duHkha dene yA satAne kI bhAvanA ho, aisA bhI nahIM hai| jisa prakAra zarIra ko sambodhakara zAntipUrvaka usase vidAI lI usI prakAra kuTumbAdi ko bhI sambodhakara sabako zAnti pradAna kara detA hai vaha / usake usa samaya ke madhura sambhASaNa se kisI ko koI kaSTa ho yaha to sambhava hI nahIM hai, hA~ sabako zAnti hI milatI hai / jisake andara meM zAnti par3I hai vaha dUsaroM ko zAnti ke atirikta aura de hI kyA sakatA hai| sabako isa prakAra sambodhatA hai, "bho mere sAthiyoM ! maiM tuma sabakA bahuta AbhArI huuN| isa jIvana meM Apane merI bahuta sevAyeM kI haiM, unake badale meM Apako dene ko to mere pAsa kucha hai nahIM, hA~ kSamA cAhatA huuN| bhAIyoM ! tumhAre hRdaya meM mere prati koI rAga yA prema bhAva par3A ho to use nikAla denA, kyoMki milanA aura bichur3anA isa loka kA svarUpa hI hai / sadA ke lie kauna milakara raha sakatA hai ? sarAya ke pathikoM kI bhA~ti yaha sakala sammela thA, aba ise bhulA denA, yAda rakhane kA prayatna na karanA / hama kahA~ se Aye the hameM svayaM patA nahIM, aba kahA~ jA rahe haiM hameM svayaM patA nahIM, kina

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47. sallekhanA 305 5. yaha Atma hatyA nahIM kA sAtha chor3akara yahA~ Aye the hameM svayaM patA nahIM, Apa kA sAtha chor3akara aba kina kA sAtha pakar3eMge yaha bhI patA nhiiN| aura Apa bhI yaha saba kucha nahIM jAnate / isalie sadA sAtha bane rahane kI bhAvanA kA Apa tyAga kro| hama zAnti kI zaraNa jAte haiM, prabhu tumheM bhI zAnti pradAna kareM / hamArI saba ke prati kSamA hai, hameM bhI saba kSamA krnaa|" 4. samAdhi maraNa--isa prakAra saba ke prati samatA dhArakara jJAnadhArA meM praveza kara jAtA hai vaha / na raha jAtI hai use jIne kI bhAvanA na marane kI icchA, na jIne ke prati AkarSaNa na marane ke prati bhy| zarIra ke prati na rAga na dveSa / vetana denA banda kara detA hai aba vaha ise, arthAt khAnA-pInA chor3akara apanI ora se kASThavat tyAga kara detA hai vaha isakA aura dekhatA rahatA hai isako bhI usI prakAra jaise ki jagata ke anya padArthoM ko / rahe to cha: mahIne raha jAe, jAve to bhale Aja calA jAya / na rahane se koI lAbha na jAne se koI haani| parantu alaukika hai yaha puruSArtha / maraNa kAla Ane para hI usameM prakaTa huA ho yaha, aisA honA sambhava nahIM, kyoMki maraNa kAla meM logoM kI buddhi prAya: bhraSTa hotI dekhI gaI hai| sAre jIvana kI sAdhanA par3I hai isake garbha meM / jIvana bhara nitya kiyA gayA kAyotsarga kA abhyAsa par3A hai isake mUla meM, usa kAyotsarga kA jisakA ullekha ki 'uttama tapa' ke antargata abhyantara tapoM ke prakaraNa meM kiyA gayA hai / tAtparya yaha hai ki koI yaha samajhe ki sAre jIvana to svacchanda rahU~ aura anta samaya meM samAdhimaraNa dharake apanA kalyANa kara lU~, yaha sambhava nhiiN| jIvana paryanta samAdhimaraNa kI bhAvanA se jInA hotA hai use / samAdhi kA artha mana:-samAdhAna arthAt samatA aura maraNa kA artha deha kA sahaja tyaag| 5. yaha Atma hatyA nahIM-laukika mAnava becArA kyA samajhe isa garjanA ke mUlya ko, vaha to ThaharA zarIra kA upAsaka / usakI dRSTi meM zAnti kA kucha mUlya nahIM, zarIra hI usakA sarvasva hai / zarIra gayA to usakA saba kucha calA gayA / balki zarIra kyA usake lie to zarIra kI apekSA bhI dhana adhika priya hai| dhana gayA to saba kucha gayA, usake pIche khAnA nahAnA Adi saba kucha gayA, mAno pAgala ho gayA, aura anta meM vahI mRtyu kI goda jahA~ jAkara sabako vizrAma mila jAtA hai / dhana ke pIche khAnA nahAnA chor3akara yA aruci pUrvaka jabaradastI thor3A bahuta khAkara, pAgaloM kI bhA~ti barAbara zarIra ko kRza karatA huA eka dina mRtyu se AliMgana kara letA hai, taba to mAnava use Atma-hatyA nahIM kahatA; parantu jaba eka zAnti kA upAsaka apanI zAnti kI rakSA ke artha prasannatA pUrvaka zarIra se upekSA dhAraNa karake mRtyu kA satkAra karane jAtA hai to usako vaha Atma-hatyA kaha detA hai| dekha eka vIra yoddhA kA Adarza, yadi zatru deza para car3ha Aye to apanA tana, mana, dhana sarvasva homa de apanI svatantratA kI rakSA karane ke lie| jIU~gA to svAmI banakara, dAsa banakara jInA mujhe svIkAra nahIM, prANa jAyeM to jAyeM; aura kUda par3atA hai jAna bUjhakara yuddha kI Aga meM, isalie ki yA to tejavanta banakara nikalU~gA aura yA bhasma ho jaauuNgaa| taba to usakI isa sAhasa-pUrNa kriyA ko AtmahatyA na kahakara vIratA kahatA hai tU, parantu eka zAnti kA upAsaka yoddhA apane zAnti-deza para zarIra kI zithilatA ke dvArA kiye gaye AkramaNa kA mukAbalA karane ke lie jaba isase yuddha karane yA sarvasva arpaNa karane jAtA hai taba use AtmahatyA kI upAdhi pradAna kara detA hai tU / kyoM? isalie na ki bAhara kA deza to tujhe dIkhatA hai, usameM to terA kucha svArtha hai, para antaraGga kA zAnti-deza tujhe iSTa nahIM hai| tanika vicAra kara dekha to sahI ki kyA antara hai AtmahatyA aura sallekhanA meM ? Upara kI kriyAoM para se anamAna lagAne kA prayatna na kara, andara kI bhAvanAoM ko TaTola / Upara se to ni:sandeha kacha AtmahatyA sarIkhA hI lagatA hai, parantu andara meM utarakara dekhate haiM to AkAza pAtAla kA antara pAte haiM / sallekhanAgata yogI meM hai sabake prati sAmyatA aura AtmahatyAgata aparAdhI meM hai dveSa yA krodha-pUrti kI bhAvanA / yogI sabako zAnti pradAna karake jAtA hai aura aparAdhI saba ko dAha upajAkara jAtA hai| yogI ke andara hai zAnti kA saumya saMvAda aura aparAdhI ke andara hai dveSa kI bhar3akatI jvAlA, jisameM svayaM bhar3Abhar3a jalA jA rahA hai vaha / yogI ke mukha-maNDala para hai muskAna va AzA aura aparAdhI ke mukha para hai krodha va nirAzA / isIlie niyama se yogI ke Age Ane vAlA jIvana to hotA hai zAntipUrNa aura aparAdhI kA krodha tathA dveSapUrNa yogI to Age bhI puna: zAnti kI sAdhanA ke prati hI jhukatA hai aura aparAdhI krodha ke vaza par3A

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306 47. sallekhanA 5. yaha Atma hatyA nahIM aparAdhoM ke prati hI jhukatA hai| yogI ke Age-Age Ane vAle jIvanoM meM barAbara zAnti kI vRddhi hotI hai aura aparAdhI ke Age-Age vAle jIvanoM meM krodha kii| yogI to apane pratyeka jIvana meM zarIra ko sevaka banAkara anta samaya meM sallekhanA dvArA usakA tyAga karatA huA prakAza kI ora calA jAtA hai aura aparAdhI apane pratyeka jIvana meM usakA dAsa banakara andhakAra kI ora calA jAtA hai / do yA cAra jIvanoM ke pazcAt hI yogI kI sAdhanA to pUrNatA ko sparza kara letI hai, arthAt vaha to pUrNa zAnta yA mukta ho jAtA hai, para aparAdhI kaSAya va cintAoM ke sAgara rUpa isa saMsAra meM sadA gote khAtA rahatA hai| sallekhanA zAnti ke upAsaka kI Adarza mRtyu hai, eka sacce vIra kA mahAn parAkrama hai / isase pahale ki zarIra use javAba de vaha svayaM use samatApUrvaka javAba de detA hai, aura apanI zAnti kI rakSA meM sAvadhAna rahatA huA usameM hI laya ho jAtA hai| SAM u nanisonalisaar / / HIMANIR a shiruniyamaweirdPMunauslamNaimansuine / 4 Realedhis a - S ATTRIPMARRANA IDREAKS PARASHARE SAIlAla mandira darzana kara vApisa Ate hue bhaktajanoM ke sAtha varNI jI

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48. upasaMhAra ( 1. nizcaya vyavahAra maitrii| 1. nizcaya vyavahAra-maitrI-sAdhanA-khaNDa ke isa lambe caur3e vistAra ko par3hakara yA sunakara kisI ko aisI zaMkA utpanna ho sakatI hai, ki maiM bAhya kriyA-kANDa para adhika jora detA jA rahA hU~, jabaki zAnti prApti kA sambandha isa saba kriyA-kANDa se dUra kucha antaraMga kI pravRtti se hai| aisA vicAranA yogya nahIM kyoMki itane lambe prakaraNa meM sarvatra hI bAhya va antaraMga kI yathA yogya maitrI barAbara darzAI gaI hai, antaraMga ke jhukAva se zUnya kevala bAhya kriyA kI nissAratA barAbara batAI jAtI rahI hai / ata: usako dhyAna meM rakhakara hI sarvatra isa mArga ke rahasya ko samajhane kA prayatna kareM / dUsarI bAta yaha bhI dhyAna meM rakhanI cAhie ki yaha saba kucha unake prati kahA jA rahA hai jo abhI taka laukika pravRttiyoM meM adhika ulajhe rahane ke kAraNa antaraMga kA sparza karane ko samartha nahIM ho rahe haiM, athavA usameM adhika dera sthiti pAne meM samartha nahIM ho rahe haiN| tIsarI bAta yaha hai ki isa grantha kA nAma 'siddhAnta-darzana' nahIM balki 'patha-darzana' hai / siddhAnta-darzana huA hotA to yahI kahatA ki sarva azubha laukika pravRttiyoM kI bhA~ti devapUjA Adi chahoM zubha pravRttiyA~ bhI heya haiM, upAdeya to kevala eka antaraMga zuddha Atma-svabhAva hI hai / aisI bAta pahale 'zubha-Asrava-niSedha' ke adhikAra meM kahI bhI jA cukI hai| kahane aura karane meM yA samajhane va tadrUpa hone meM bahuta antara hai| samajhane meM thor3I dera lagatI hai, para karane meM bahuta / samajhane ke lie buddhi yA jJAna mAtra hI paryApta hai, anya sAdhanoM kI AvazyakatA nahIM, para karane ke liye kinhIM sAdhanoM va upAya-vizeSoM kI AvazyakatA par3atI haiM / kramapUrvaka ina upAyoM meM pravRtti karane kA nAma hI patha hai / devapUjA Adi sarva aMga bhI isa patha ke sAdhana kevala isalie svIkAra kiye gaye haiM, ki prArambhika bhUmikA meM inako yathAzakti karate hue kSaNa bhara ko kadAcit antaraMga pravRtti arthAt zAnti ke sAtha tanmayatA barAbara hotI rahatI hai, jaisAki una-una prakaraNoM meM pahale hI vistAra ke sAtha batAyA jA cukA hai / yadi antaraMga pravRtti kA sarvathA abhAva hotA to ve vAstava meM sAdhana bhI nahIM kahe jA sakate the| bandhuvara ! zabdoM ko pakar3akara doSa DhU~r3hane kA prayala na kareM, abhiprAya ko par3hane kA prayatna kreN| zabdoM meM doSa DhU~r3hanA pakSapAta kI upaja hai jo atyanta heya hai| prayojanavaza bhinna-bhinna zabdoM kA prayoga kiyA jAnA nyAya saMgata hai| siddhAnta darzana kahate hue jisa bAta ko honA' zabda se kahA jAtA hai, patha-darzana kahate samaya usI bAta ko 'karanA' zabda se kahA jAtA hai, kyoMki patha kacha kriyArUpa haA karatA hai| kriyA do prakAra kI hotI hai-antaraMga kriyA tathA bAhya kriyA arthAt bhAva kriyA tathA halana-DulanarUpa kriyaa| yadyapi antima lakSya para pahu~cakara kevala bhAvAtmaka antaraMga kriyA hI zeSa raha jAtI hai, parantu jaba taka bAhya kriyA kA jIvana meM se abhAva nahIM ho jAtA taba taka donoM hI kriyAoM ke prati 'karane' zabda kA prayoga kiyA jAtA hai / isalie patha-darzana ke nirupaNa meM antaraMga va bAhya donoM ora kucha karane kI preraNA chipI rahatI hai| karane kA artha do rUpa lie hue hai, kucha kA tyAga karanA aura kucha kA grahaNa krnaa| donoM hI bAtoM meM sarvatra paraspara maitrI vartA karatI hai| isIlie yahA~ sarva hI prakaraNoM meM laukika kriyAoM se yA grahaNa rUpa pravRttiyoM se haTakara una-una kriyAoM meM tathA tyAgoM meM buddhipUrvaka kucha pravRtti karane ko kahA gayA hai| parantu yadi saiddhAntika rUpa se dekhA jAe to sAdhaka vAstava meM ina kriyAoM ko karatA nahIM, balki ye sarva hI kriyAyeM usase svayaM sahajarUpa se hotI haiM / kahane aura hone meM mahAna antara hai| antaraMga ruci se karanA to 'karanA' kahalAtA hai jaise kisAna ke dvArA khetI bonA, aura binA ruci ke kisI kAraNavaza karanA par3anA 'honA' kahalAtA hai jaise kaidI ke dvArA khetI bonA / vAstava meM sAdhaka kI antaraMga ruci to yahI rahatI hai ki kisI prakAra ina sarva pravRttiyoM ko tilAJjalI dekara ekamAtra jJAyaka-bhAva meM sthiti pAU~, jJAnadhArA

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308 48. upasaMhAra 1. nizcaya vyavahAra-maitrI kA Azraya lU~, parantu andara meM uThane vAle isa rAga kA kyA kareM? isase prerita hone para na cAhate hue bhI azubha se bacane ke lie vaha ina kriyAoM ko karatA hai| yaha bAta pahale jJAnI va ajJAnI kI kriyAoM meM antara batAte hue (dekho 14.5) spaSTa kI jA cukI hai| ata: apanI zaMkA ko dUra karane ke lie pAThaka ko yaha prakaraNa puna: par3ha lenA yogya hai / abhiprAyavaza bAhara meM dIkhane vAlI yaha pravRtti vAstava meM antaraMga meM nivRttarUpa hI par3atI hai / azubha se nivRtti, zubha meM pravRtti tathA udyamapUrvaka kSaNa bhara ke lie zubha vikalpa se nivRtta aura zAnti ke vedana rUpa antaraMga meM pravRtti / yaha hai antaraMga va bAhya kA samanvaya / prayojana yaha ki antaraMga meM kiyA gayA una kriyAoM kA nivRttirUpa yaha sUkSma aMza hI zAntipatha kA bIja hai, bAhya pravRtti nhiiN| vaha to zubha Azrava hai jisakA niSedha Azrava adhikAra meM pahale kiyA jA cukA hai| alpa dazA meM usa pravRtti ke dvArA nivRtti kI siddhi hone ke kAraNa hI use dharma kA yA zAnti-patha kA aMga kahA jA rahA hai, aisA sarvatra samajhanA / prAthamika dazA ke pathika ko abhyAsa ke abhAva ke kAraNa, binA pravRtti ke antaraMga nivRtti honI sambhava nahIM, isIlie ina kriyAoM kA pratipAdana "patha-darzana meM kiyA gayA hai| cauthA prayojana hai vyavahArabhAsI una logoM ko ina kriyAoM kA rahasya samajhAnA jo kevala rUDhivaza hI inako karate jA rahe haiM / pA~cavA~ prayojana hai nizcayabhAsI una logoM ko Agamakathita ina kriyAoM meM sAra darzAnA, jo ki korA kriyAkAMDa samajhakara inase upekSita hote jA rahe haiM / chaThA prayojana hai svacchandAcArI una sAdharaNa janoM ko Agamakathita ina kriyAoM va dhArmika anuSThAnoM ko mUlyAMkana karAnA, jo ki dharma-karma ko purAne jamAne kI kalpanA samajhakara, apanI svacchanda pravRtti ke dvArA svayaM apanA aniSTa kara rahe haiN| isa prakAra ina chahoM prayojanoM ko dRSTi meM rakhakara yadi isa grantha ko par3heM to isameM sarvatra hI antaraMga sApekSa bAhya kA aura bAhya sApekSa antaraMga kA arthAt nizcaya sApekSa vyavahAra kA aura vyavahAra sApekSa nizcaya kA darzana hone lge| kisI eka hI bAta para, bhale vaha nizcaya yA antaraMga kI ho athavA vyavahAra yA bAhya kI AvazyakatA se adhika jora denA pakSapAta yA ekAMta kahalAtA hai, jisakA niSedha pahale kiyA jA cukA hai| ata: sva va para donoM ke hita ko dRSTi meM rakhakara aba bhASA ke isa pakSa ko chor3a, aura sarala vRtti dvArA donoM bAtoM kI sApekSatA ko barAbara dRSTi meM banAye rakhakara hI zAnti-patha kI koI bAta mukha se nikAla yA samajha / saMpUjakAnAM pratipAlakAnAM, yatIndra sAmAnya tapodhanAnAM / dezasya rASTrasya purasya rAjJaH. karotu zAnti bhagavAna jinendraH' / karotu zAnti bhagavAna jinendraH, karotu zAnti bhagavAna jinendraH / /

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Adarza sallekhanA isa grantha ke praNetA parama zraddheya zrI jinendra varNI jI apane jIvana ke prArambhika kAla se hI jJAna dhyAna tathA saMyama kI sAdhanA meM tatpara rahate the| 'itane asvastha zarIra se itanI svastha sAdhanA' yaha eka mAtra Apake Atmabala kA hI riNAma thaa| jisa prakAra apane jIvanakAla meM sAhitya sRjana evaM adhyAtma kI abhUtapUrva sAdhanA kI usI prakAra jIvana ke antima kSaNoM taka Adarza sallekhanApUrvaka zarIra tyAga kara mokSapathagAmiyoM ko mRtyu se amaratA prApta karane kA mArga pradarzita kiyaa| yahA~ unakI sallekhanA kA saMkSipta vivaraNa prastuta kiyA jA rahA hai sallekhanA kA sUtrapAta samAdhi bhAvanA kA saMkalpa lekara pUjya gurudeva 1980 meM rohataka cAturmAsa pUrNa hone ke pazcAt navambara mAsa meM rohataka nivAsa zrImatI kA~ti devI, bra0 manoramA evaM pAnIpata nivAsI sureza jI ko sAtha lekara AcArya zrI vidyAsAgara jI ke caraNoM meM muktAgirI ge| vahA~ se jainendra siddhAnta koza ke paMcama khaNDa ko pUrNa karane hetu vArANasI Ae aura kArya pUrNa kara navambara 1982 meM bra0 arihanta kumAra jaina ko sAtha lekara puna: AcArya zrI ke pAsa nainAgirI ge| AcArya zrI sarasvatI ke paramopAsaka ko zIghra nahIM khonA cAhate the| isa kAraNa svAstha lAbha hetu tIna mahIne sAgara morAjI varNI bhavana meM rahane kI AjJA dii| usa samaya AcArya zrI sammedazikhara jI kI vandanA ke lie prasthAna kara gae aura vandanA karake pharavarI 1983 meM sammeda zikhara ke pAdamUla IzarI zAnti niketana meM aae| svAsthya lAbha hotA na dekha AcArya zrI ne varNI jI ko IzarI meM hI Amantrita kiyaa| Apa morAjI se vArANasI hote hue IzarI pahu~ce / vahA~ para 12 apraila san 1983 ko Apane sallekhanA vrata grahaNa kiyaa| sallekhanA ke samaya AcArya zrI ke saMgha meM 9 ailaka, 9 mani tathA tIna brahmacArI virAjamAna the| varNI jI kA ananya bhakta ba0 arihanta kumAra aharniza varNI jI kI sevA meM rahatA thaa| isake atirikta unakI ziSyAyeM bra0 manoramA jaina evaM bra0 nirmalA jaina, ratnA, sureza canda jaina evaM pAnIpata, rohataka, kalakattA aura vArANasI se Ae hue bhakta gaNa bhI usa kAla meM vahA~ Ate jAte rahate the| madhubana tathA anya sthAnoM se muni, AryikA, kSullaka, kSullikA tathA anya brahmacArIgaNa bhI samAdhiniSTha varNI jI ke darzanArtha Ate rahate the| AcArya zrI ke mArgadarzana meM saMgha ne jisa bhakti va niSThApUrvaka sallekhanA niSTha varNI jI kI vaiyAvRtti kA Adarza upasthita kiyA vaha avarNanIya hai| sallekhanA ke prArambha se pUrNatA paryanta zrI jinendra varNI jI kI caryA, pragati, dhairya, viveka, zAnti va jAgRti kA jo pratyakSa darzana huA usakA yahA~ spaSTa citraNa kara rahI hU~ 12 apraila 1983 ko prAta: samasta prakAra ke anna kA tyAga kara sallekhanA vrata grahaNa kiyaa| samasta parigraha kA tyAgakara diyaa| dA~ta prayoga karane kA bhI tyAga kara diyaa| AcArya zrI se nivedana kiyA ki-"bAhya jIvana Apako sauMpatA hU~ tathA Abhyantara pariNAmoM ko maiM svayaM saMbhAla luuNgaa|" isake pazcAt kramaza: AhAra kama karate cale gae / samasta khAdya padArthoM kA tyAga kara mAtra laukI kA pAnI va munakke ke pAnI ko hI rakhA / AcArya zrI se mauna lene kI prArthanA kI, parantu AcArya zrI ne kahA ki 'Apake dvArA kisI bhavya jIva kI zaMkA kA nivAraNa ho sakatA hai' isI kAraNa mauna kI svIkRti nahIM dii| 21 apraila ko prAta: kezaloMca kiyaa| AcArya zrI vidyAsAgara jI ne unheM kSullaka dIkSA pradAna kA aura siddhAnta ke pAragAmI zrI jinendra varNI jI kA nayA nAma 'siddhAnta sAgara' rakhA / dIkSA ke pazcAta upavAsa kiyaa| 26 apraila taka munakkA va laukI kA jala gRhaNa karate rhe| isake pazcAt eka dina upavAsa aura eka dina jala grahaNa karate the| 12 maI taka yahI krama calatA rhaa| isake pazcAt kevala laukI kA jala va sAdA jala hI lenA prArambha kiyaa| jala kI mAtrA bhI dhIre-dhIre kama karate jA rahe the| makha va netroM se prakhara Atmateja jhalaka rahA thaa| yadA kadA municaryA, karma siddhAnta Adi viSayoM para bhI gahana carcA hotI thI jo ki zrotAoM ko mantramugdha kara detI thii| 18 maI se laukI ke jala kA bhI tyAga kara eka dina sAdA jala aura eka dina upavAsa kA krama rahA / 23 maI

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311 Adarza sallekhanA sallekhanA kA sUtrapAta ko jala kA bhI tyAga kara diyaa| 24 maI ko samasta saMgha ke AhAra ke pazcAt pUrNa jAgRta avasthA meM, AcArya zrI dvArA NamokAra mantra kA zravaNa karate hue, vastra mAtra kA tyAga karake vaizAkha zuklA trayodazI maMgalavAra ko prAta: 11 baje maMgala pada kA parityAga kara maMgala loka ko prasthAna kara ge| cetanA ke cale jAne para bhI zarIra aisA pratIta hotA thA mAno ardhanimIlita netroM se padmAsana lagAe dhyAnastha mudrA meM virAjamAna hoN| tyAga, tapasyA va samatA kI mUrti ke darzana kara jana-jana kA hRdaya gad-gad ho rahA thA parantu netra azrupUrNa the| IzarI bAjAra meM vimAna yAtrA nikAlane ke pazcAt zrI gaNeza prasAda jI varNI kI samAdhi ke nikaTa hI devadAra va candana kI lakar3iyoM para virAjamAna kara gole, nAriyala, ghI va kapUra ke Dhera ke bIca NamokAra maMtra kA uccAraNa karate hue agni saMskAra kara diyA gyaa| sAMyakAla 4 baje zraddhAJjali sabhA huii| agale dina bhasmotthAna kriyA huii| AcArya zrI sahita samasta muni saMgha kA upavAsa thA dopahara ko AcArya zrI ne pravacana meM kahA--"AcArya zrI zAnti sAgara jI ke bAda aisI sallekhanA huI hai / jo virale hI hotI hai / mujhe vizvAsa hai ki ve do tIna bhava meM avazya hI mokSa ko prApta kreNge| merI bhAvanA hai ki merI bhI aisI hI sallekhanA ho|" isa prakAra eka adbhuta yogI nijadarzana se, padasparzana se vacazravaNana se jana-jana ko kRtArtha kara deha ko chor3a kara amaratA kI ora agrasara ho ge| yaha thI unakI Adarza sallekhanA, samAdhi, mutyu para vijaya / yaha jana-jana ke lie eka preraNA strota hai| bAla bra0 DaoN0 manoramA jaina, rohataka SONar zrI jinendravarNI jI bhagavada pratimA kA caraNa sparza karate hue (zAntiniketana IzarI)

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zAnti sudhA kaNa duniyA ke Apta puruSoM va cintakoM dvArA zAnti va dharma ke viSaya meM kahI huI uktiyA~ :(1) Atma-svabhAva hI dharma hai aura usI meM zAnti hai / (2) jo Atma-svabhAva meM ramatA hai vahI dharmAtmA hai vahI zAnta hai / (3) dharma, ahiMsA, saMyama aura tapa sarvazreSTha maMgala hai| jisakA mana isa dharma meM lagA rahatA hai vaha apane svabhAva ko prApta karatA hai / (4) AtmA kA uddhAra aura patana usake bhAvoM kI nirbhIkatA aura malinatA para nirbhara hai / (5) dharma jIva ke ve pariNAma haiM jo use duHkha va azAnti se nikAla kara uttama sukha va zAnti meM dhara deM / (6) samadarzI loga pApa nahIM karate / (7) jo dharma ke gaurava ko pUjya mAnakara zAnta aura namra rahatA hai usI ko saccA zAnta aura namra samajhanA caahie| apanA matalaba sAdhane ke lie kauna zAnta aura namra nahIM bana jAtA hai ? (8) logo ko dikhAne ke lie dharma kA AcaraNa na karo varanA kucha phala nahIM pAoge / (9) jaba taka AdamI bure kAmoM se mu~ha nahIM mor3atA, taba taka vaha apane andara zAnti paidA nahIM karatA / jaba taka duniyA kI cIjoM kA lobha usameM se nahIM jAtA, taba taka usakA mana zAnta nahIM hotA / (10) jo niSkAma, nispRha, nirmama aura nirahaMkAra hai use hI zAnti prApta hotI hai / (11) Ao hama una bAtoM ke pIche lage jinase zAnti AtI hai / (12) dharma kA lakSya hai cirantana satya kA anubhava / (13) dharma eka hI hai bhale rUpa usake sau hoM / (14) manuSya kA bandhu eka mAtra dharma hai jo marane ke bAda bhI usake sAtha jAtA hai| bAkI hara cIja zarIra ke sAtha miTa jAtI hai / (15) sabase bar3I bAta batA rahA hU~-kAmanA se, bhaya se, lobha se athavA jAna bacAne ke lie bhI dharma ko kabhI na chor3eM / (16) mere lie satya se pare koI dharma nahIM aura ahiMsA se bar3hakara koI parama kartavya nahIM / (17) dharma ke sarvocca pAlana ke lie bilkula niSparigrahI ho jAnA jarUrI hai| samAja meM se dharma ko nikAla pheMkane kA prayatna bA~jha ke putra ko paidA karane jitanA hI niSphala hai aura agara kahIM saphala ho jAya to samAja kA usameM nAza hI hai / (18) zAnti paramArtha kI pahalI sIr3hI hai / (19) jisa ghara meM zAnti hai vahA~ bhagavAna rahate haiN| | (20) zAnti ke lie andarUnI parivartana cAhie bAharI nahIM / (21) zAnti ke samAna koI tapa nahIM, santoSa se bar3hakara koI sukha nahIM, tRSNA se bar3hakara koI vyAdhi nahIM, dayA ke samAna koI dharma nahIM / (22) vizvAsa aura zAnti kA tyAga prANotsarga ho jAne para bhI na kareM / (23) jo na logoM ko khuza karane kI lAlasA rakhatA hai, na nAkhuza hone se DaratA hai vahI zAnti kA Ananda letA hai / (24) agara tumheM apane meM hI zAnti nahIM milatI to bAhara usakI talAza vyartha hai / (25) zAnti sukha kA sabase sundara rUpa hai / (26) yadi zAnti pAnA cAhate ho to loka-priyatA se baco - bha0 mahAvIra -A0 kundakunda - bha0 mahAvIra - bha0 mahAvIra -A0 samantabhadra - AcArAMga sUtra - bha0 buddha - IsA masIha - upaniSad - gItA - bAibala - DaoN0 rAdhAkRSNan - barnarDa zaoN - manu -santa vidura -ma0 gAndhI -ma0 gAndhI - zrI brahma caitanya -zrI brahma caitanya - svAmI rAmadAsa - cANakya nIti - vivekAnanda -- kaimpisa -roze - cainiMga -abrAhama liMkana

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Adarza sallekhanA 313 sallekhanA kA sUtrapAta (27) zAnta mana se jyAdA svAsthyaprada aura Anandaprada koI cIja nahIM / -aurisana sveTamArDana (28) daniyA kI tamAma zAnozaukata se baDhakara hai Atma-zAnti sthira aura zAnta antraatmaa| -zekaspiyara (29) pahale svayaM zAnta bana, tabhI auroM meM zAnti kA saJcAra kara sakatA hai| -thAmasa kaimpI (30) jo pUrNa sadguNazIla hai, use hI Antarika zAnti milatI hai| -kanaphyUziyasa (31) Izvara se eka ho jAnA hI zAnta honA hai| -TrAina (32) jo nirjanatA se DaratA hai aura logoM ke saMga se khuza hotA hai vaha apanI zAnti khotA hai| -phajala ayAja (33) mauna ke vRkSa para zAnti kA phala lagatA hai| -arabI kahAvata (34) vijJAna aura dharma eka dUsare ke usI taraha avirodhI haiM jisa taraha prakAza aura bijlii| -revareNDa phaukI (35) pAnI meM nAva rahe magara nAva meM pAnI na rahe aise hI mumukSu duniyA meM rahe magara duniyA usameM narahe / -rAmakRSNa parama haMsa (36) zAnti ke bAdhaka kAraNa rAgAdika-bhAvoM ko heya samajhane se zAnti kA mArga to dikhAI degA kintu zAnti nahIM mila sakatI / zAnti to tabhI milegI jaba una bAdhaka kAraNoM ko haTAyA jaayegaa| -gaNeza prasAda varNI (37) satya ko sajAne kI jarUrata nahIM hotI, sajAne se usakI sundaratA kama ho jAtI hai / 'satyam zivam sundaram'-satya svayaM ziva aura sundara hai| -ma0 bhagavAnadIna terI mahimA (zrI jaya bhagavAn eDavokeTa) kyoM tRSAyuta, kyoM cintita tU / kyoM AzAhata kyoM yAcaka tU ? ||ttek // madhu amRta se bharA huA tU, hAsa udaya utkarSa patana ke, zAnti-sudhA kA sAgara / krtaa| jJAna jyoti se jagamaga jagamaga, bhavya vibhUti atula vaibhavamaya, AlokoM kA Agara // 1 // tU bhaviSya kA dhartA // 4 // jaga kI sArI lAlima lIlA, brahma Iza kA vAsa tuhI hai, zobhA suSamA tujhse| Rddhi siddhi kA saadhk| kAla cakra se yuga yuga kI hai, saba mUlyoM kA AMkana tujhase, gaurava gAthA tujhase // 2 // ___ satya asatya kA mApaka // 5 // deva asura nara pazu aru paMchI, jJAna kalA vijJAna va darzana, mIna makara kRmi bhaure| ___ dAna atula haiM tere / agni vAyu jala bhUmi vanaspati, dharma karma aru rIti niyama jaga, rUpa vividha haiM tere // 3 // saba kalpana haiM tere // 6 // satya mahAmArga aru jyoti, tU pauruSa kA dhaataa| puNya pApa sukha dukha tathyoM kA, tU hai loka-vidhAtA // 7 //

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zrI jinendra varNI sAhitya viSaya yathA nAma jaina darzana jaina nyAya jaina darzana adhyAtmopadeza yathA nAma yathA nAma 2700 332 750 275 420 96 mUlya 730.00 90.00 60.00 21.00 54.00 25.00 16.00 4.00 200 adhyAtma saM0 nAma 1. jainendra siddhAnta koza (bhAga 1 se 5 taka) 2. zAntipatha pradarzana 3. naya darpaNa 4. samaNasuttaM (sajilda) 5. vaNI darzana 6. karma siddhAnta 7. karma rahasya 8. kundakunda darzana 9. sarva dharma samabhAva 10. mahAyAtrA 11. satya darzana 12. zraddhA bindu 13. padArtha vijJAna 14. jaina siddhAnta. zikSaNa 15. upAsanA (pUjAyeM) 16. adhyAtma lekhamAlA 17. prabhuvANI 18. jaina darzana meM karma siddhAnta-eka tulanAtmaka adhyayana (karma bandhana aura mukti prakriyA kA vivecana) (lekhikA-DaoN0 ku0 manoramA jaina) 19. zrutaskandha vidhAna yathA nAma sarva darzana saMgraha vedAnta paricaya samAja zAstra jaina darzana 50 50 - 150 1.00 20.00 20.00 aprakAzita 30.00 aprakAzita presa meM 280 yathA nAma jaina darzana adhyAtma 116 25.00 adhyAtma 20 2.00 48.00 yathA nAma 8.00 patA-zrI jinendra varNI granthamAlA 58/4 jaina sTrITa pAnIpata / (hariyANA) 132103 noTa-zrI jinendra varNI granthamAlA se prakAzita sAhitya para 500 ru0 se adhika ke ArDara para 250 chaTa / paikiMga va posTeja Adi kA kharca atirikta / bhopAla meM hue pravacanoM ke (Audio) kaiseTa bhI upalabdha haiN|

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