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________________ ekalA calo re yuvAcArya mahAprajJa
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________________ ekalA calo re
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________________ unililly IHAmas MILILAIm2 III MIIIII Prammmmmm Ima MTA tulasI adhyAtma nIDam prakAzana
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________________ ekalA calo re yuvAcArya mahAprajJa .IN
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________________ saMpAdaka muni dulaharAja prakAzana sahayoga : mitra pariSad, kalakattA dvArA sthApita yuvAcArya mahAprajJa sAhitya prakAzana koza / tRtIya saMskaraNa : julAI, 1985 mUlya ! pandraha rupaye prakAzaka : tulasI adhyAtma nIDam, jaina vizva bhAratI lADanUM, nAgaura (rAjasthAna) | mudraka / jaina vizva bhAratI presa, lADanUM-341306 / EKLA CHALO RE Yuvacharya Mahaprajna Rs. 15.00
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________________ prastuti vyakti ko samudAya se bhinna kahane meM kaThinAI kA anubhava kara rahA hUM / isalie ki jalarAzi se vilaga par3A kaNa apanA astitva nahIM rakha pAtA / samudAya ko vyakti se bhinna kahane meM bhI saralatA kA anubhava nahIM ho rahA hai| isalie ki jalakaNoM se bhinna jalarAzi kI apanI koI asmitA nahIM hai / vyakti aura samudAya donoM ko eka kahane meM bhI samasyA kA samAdhAna nahIM dekha rahA hUM / isalie ki jalakaNa para kabhI jalapota nahIM tairate aura jalarAzi ko kabhI sira para nahIM uThAyA jA sakatA / sarala mArga yaha hai ki jalakaNa aura jalarAzi meM rahe abheda aura bheda - donoM ko eka sAtha dekhUM / 'ekalA calo re' grantha meM yaha prayatna hai ki vyakti samUha ke bIca meM rahatA huA apane akelepana kA anubhava kare aura samUha kI asmitA kI svIkRti vyaktitva kI asvIkRti se janma na le / manobala kI kamI vyakti ko samUha meM akelA banA detI hai--asahAya banA detI hai / jisakA manobala prabala hotA hai, vaha akele meM bhI samUha jaisA anubhava karatA hai / bhaya ke sandarbha meM akelepana kA anubhava vAMchanIya nahIM hai / vaha vAMchanIya hai samudAya ke saMdarbha meM / prastuta kRti meM usake hastAkSara pAThaka ko upalabdha hai / pulisa aikeDemI, jayapura meM ( tulasI adhyAtma nIDama, jaina vizva bhAratI tathA pulisa ekeDemI, rAjasthAna ke mAdhyama se ) prekSA dhyAna ke do zivira Ayojita hue -- eka sabake lie aura dUsarA kevala pulisa ke javAnoM aura adhikAriyoM ke lie | unameM jo cintana- manthana huA, vaha 'ekalA calo re' isa zIrSaka meM guMphita hai / prastuta graMtha ke saMpAdana kA kArya muni dulaharAjajI ne kiyA hai| ve isa kArya meM dakSa haiM / dakSatA aura zrama donoM ke yoga se svayaM sauSThava A jAtA hai /
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________________ ( 6 ) AcAryazrI tulasI kI upasthiti ne zivira ko jo garimA dI, vaha apane Apa meM eka AhlAda kA viSaya hai / AcAryavara pUre zivirakAla meM pulisa aikeDamI ke samIpavartI 'saMjaya kaoNlonI' meM virAje aura zivirArthiyoM ko sAnnidhya dete rahe / unakI anukampA ne pravacana kI zRGkhalA ko rasamaya banAne meM yogadAna kiyA hai, usake lie maiM toSa kI anubhUti kara rahA hUM / yuvAcArya mahAprajJa chApalI (mevAr3a) 18 navambara, 1982
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________________ anukrama adhyAtma kI pagaDaNDiyAM `r 63 74 66 106 1. jAgarUkatA 2. mAnasika santulana 3. Atma-nirIkSaNa 4. saMkalpa-zakti kA vikAsa 5. prAmANikatA 6. karuNA 7. anuzAsana aura sahiSNutA 8. saha-astitva aura samanvaya 6. vyasana-mukti 10. racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa manobala ke sUtra 1. ajJAta dvIpa kI khoja 2. apane prabhu kA sAkSAtkAra 3. zarIra aura mana kA saMtulana 4. zithilIkaraNa aura jAgarUka 5. AhAra aura vicAra 6. AhAra, nIMda aura jAgaraNa 7. ekalA calo re 8. sUkSmaloka kI yAtrA 6. prANa-UrjA kA saMvardhana 10. puruSArtha kI niyati aura niyati kA puruSArtha dhyAna ke sopAna 1. hama zvAsa lenA sIkheM 2. AdhyAtmika svAsthya 132 158 166 175 167 220 231 241
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________________ (8) 251 261 3. sahiSNutA ke prayoga 4. prazna tIna : samAdhAna eka 5. dhyAna : jIvana kI paddhati 6. dhyAna : kaThina yA sarala 7. namaskAra mahAmaMtra : prayoga aura siddhi 8. tanAva kyoM ? nivAraNa kaise ? 280 288 264
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________________ adhyAtma kI pagaDaMDiyAM (pulisa ekeDemI; jayapura : 4 maI 1981 se 15 maI 1981)
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________________ jAgarUkatA hama sAdhanA meM praveza kara rahe haiN| hama sadA yaha yAcanA karate haiM ki hama andhakAra se prakAza meM jAeM, ajJAna se jJAna kI ora jAeM, nazvara se zAzvata kI ora jAeM, mRtyu se amaramatva kI ora jAeM / prakAza kI sAdhanA ke lie sabase adhika mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai-jaagruuktaa| jo vyakti jAgarUka nahIM hotA, vaha prakAza meM praveza nahIM pA sakatA / nIMda meM rahane vAlA aura mUrchA meM rahane vAlA vyakti prakAza kI sAdhanA nahIM kara sktaa| jAgarUkatA saphalatA kA sUtra hai / hama jAgarUka baneM / prazna hotA hai kisake prati jAgarUka baneM ? apane prati yA dUsaroM ke prati ? AdamI dUsaroM ke prati jAgarUka hotA hai| dUsarA AdamI kyA karatA hai isake prati vaha sajaga rahatA hai / AdamI kA dRSTikoNa hI aisA bana gayA ki vaha dUsaroM ko dekhanA pasanda karatA hai / dRSTi sadA bAhara kI ora jAtI hai / AdamI kA mastiSka oNbjekTiva bana gayA hai / vaha sadA oNbjekTa kI ora jAtA hai, karma kI ora jAtA hai / ___ vyAkaraNa meM do mukhya kAraka haiM--kartA aura karma / kartA svataMtra hotA hai aura karma kartA ke adhIna hotA hai| para Aja kartA paratantra bana gayA hai aura karma svataMtra ho gayA hai| manuSya kA dhyAna karma kI ora adhika jAtA hai| isakA pariNAma yaha huA ki usakI cetanA pratikriyAtmaka bana gii| AdamI kriyAtmaka cetanA kA jIvana nahIM jiitaa| vaha pratikriyAtmaka cetanA kA jIvana jItA hai / koI prazaMsA karatA hai taba vaha rAjI ho jAtA hai| koI gAlI detA hai, nindA karatA hai, taba vaha nArAja ho jAtA hai| mana ke anukUla koI ghaTanA sAmane AtI hai, AdamI prasanna ho jAtA hai| mana ke pratikUla kucha ghaTita hotA hai, AdamI aprasanna ho jAtA hai / sArA jIvana pratikriyAtmaka bana gayA hai / isIlie parivAra meM jIne vAlA vyakti bhI parivAra ke sadasyoM ke sAtha paraspara saMgati nahIM kara pAtA, phalata: pArivArika saMgharSa hote haiN| jahAM pAMca-dasa AdamI sAtha rahate haiM vahAM pArasparika saMgati ke binA zAMti nahIM raha sakatI / bhinna ruci, bhinna AcAra aura vyavahAra, bhinna vicAra-ye saba pratikriyA paidA karate haiN| yaha saca hai ki sabakI ruci, AcAra aura vicAra
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________________ ekalA calo re eka nahIM ho sktaa| inakI bhinnatA se mastiSka meM pratikriyA utpanna hotI hai / jo loga bahuta adhika saMvedanazIla hote haiM unameM pratikriyA kI mAtrA adhika hotI haiM / ve eka choTI-sI ghaTanA se asta-vyasta ho jAte haiM / ghaTanA unheM bahuta satAtI hai / AdamI apanI pratikriyA ke dvArA jitanA duHkha pAtA hai, utanA duHkha kisI ghaTanA se nahIM paataa| yaha mAnanA bhrAnti hai ki ghaTanA duHkha detI hai| ghaTanA meM duHkha dene kI zakti nahIM hai| duHkha svayaM kI vedanA kA phalita hai / jo vyakti jitanI saMvedanA karatA hai vaha utanA hI jyAdA duHkhI banatA hai aura jisa vyakti meM saMvedanA jitanI kama hotI hai vaha utanA hI kama duHkhI hotA hai / duHkha bhI svayaM kI saMvedanA se hotA hai| padArtha meM na duHkha dene kI kSamatA hai aura na sukha dene kI kSamatA hai| sukha aura duHkha hamArI saMvedanA meM hote haiN| jaba vidyut-pravAha ke sAtha hamArA cittaM jur3atA hai taba hameM sukha-duHkha kA saMvedana hone laga jAtA hai / yaha pratikriyAtmaka cetanA isIlie banatI hai ki hama dUsaroM ke prati adhika jAgarUka haiN| eka amerikana abhinetA ne likhA thA--'maiMne apane jIvana meM saikar3oM abhinaya kie / abhinaya karate-karate merI cetanA aisI bana gaI ki aba mujhe patA hI nahIM hai ki maiM kauna huuN| sadA abhinaya meM hI apane Apako pAtA huuN| maiM svayaM kyA hUM-isakA mujhe koI jJAna hI nahIM rhaa|' ____ abhinetA kauna nahIM hai ? pratyeka AdamI abhinetA hai| hara AdamI eka dina meM saikar3oM abhinaya karatA hai| yadi kisI vyakti ke prAtaHkAla se sAyaMkAla taka phoTo lie jAeM to saikar3oM prakAra ke poja A sakate haiN| kabhI AdamI prema kI mudrA meM hotA hai, snehila hotA hai to kabhI krodha kI mudrA banA letA hai, krUra ho jAtA hai| kabhI bhakti-rasa meM DUba jAtA hai to kabhI zakti kA pradarzana karane laga jAtA hai| vyaktitva ke saikar3oM prakAra bana jAte haiM / AdamI saikar3oM mudrAeM banA letA hai / isa dRSTi se pratyeka AdamI abhinaya karatA hai / vaha abhinetA hai| philma meM kAma karane vAle abhinetA kahalAte haiN| para hara AdamI apane Apa meM eka abhinetA hai| usake saikar3oM rUpa haiM, kintu yadi kisI vyakti se pUchA jAe ki tuma kauna ho to usakA uttara kaThina hogA / isakA kAraNa spaSTa hotA hai ki vaha abhinaya karatA hai, para apane Apake prati jAgarUka nahIM hai| - zvAsa-darzana prekSAdhyAna kA prathama sopAna hai| zvAsa hamAre jIvana kI bahuta bar3I ghaTanA hai / hamAre vyaktitva ke sAtha usakA bahuta bar3A saMbaMdha hai|
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________________ jAgarUkatA vyaktitva meM jo utAra-car3hAva Ate haiM, ve saba zvAsa ke kAraNa Ate haiN| AdamI choTA zvAsa bhI letA hai aura abhyAsa karake bar3A zvAsa bhI letA hai / choTe zvAsa ke samaya vyaktitva kI eka sthiti banatI hai aura gahare zvAsa ke sAtha vyaktitva kI dUsarI sthiti banatI hai| jaba gussA AtA hai, uttejanA bar3hatI hai, bure vicAra Ate haiM, taba zvAsa kI sthiti eka prakAra hI banatI hai aura sAtha hI sAtha hRdaya kI dhar3akana bhI badala jAtI hai zvAsa aura hRdaya kI dhar3akana kA gaharA saMbaMdha hai / Avega kI sthiti meM zvAsa kI saMkhyA bar3ha jAtI hai / zvAsa kI saMkhyA bar3hane kA artha hai-Ayu kA kama honaa| zvAsa kI saMkhyA ke kama hone kA artha hai-Ayu kA dIrgha honA, svAsthya kA acchA honA aura zakti kA vyaya kama honaa| hamAre jIvana kA mahattvapUrNa sUtra haiM-zvAsa / zvAsa kI gati ke AdhAra para pUre vyaktitva ko mApA jA sakatA hai| manovaijJAnika loga apane DhaMga se vyaktitva kA mApana karate haiN| unakI praznAvaliyAM haiN| unake AdhAra para tathA anya kucheka TesToM ke AdhAra para vyaktitva kA aMkana karate haiM / zvAsa bhI vyaktitva ke aMkana kA mahattvapUrNa sAdhana hai / nAr3I kI gati, hRdaya kI gati, zvAsa kI gati- ina tInoM ke AdhAra para vyaktitva kI vyAkhyA kI jA sakatI hai / yaha batAyA jA sakatA hai ki vyaktitva kA svabhAva kaisA hai ? usakA caritra kaisA hai ? vaha chichalA hai yA gambhIra ? usakI AdateM aura ruciyAM kaisI haiM ? zvAsa hara Avega ke sAtha badalatA hai| hamAre citta meM Avega aura Aveza hote haiM, vAsanAeM aura kAmanAeM hotI haiN| jisa samaya jo Avega jAgatA hai, mastiSka meM jo taraMga uThatI hai, usa samaya zvAsa bhI vaisA hI bana jAtA hai / yadi zvAsa kA rAsAyanika vizleSaNa kiyA jAe to yaha spaSTa jJAta ho jAegA ki pratyeka Avega ke sAtha-sAtha zvAsa meM kitanA parivartana A jAtA hai| dIrgha zvAsa eka mahattvapUrNa prakriyA hai| zvAsa jitanA gaharA hogA, Avega utanA hI kama ho jaaegaa| Avega ko kama karane kA yaha mahatvapUrNa sAdhana hai| __eka AdamI ne pUchA-gussA bahuta AtA hai| usako miTAne kA upAya kyA hai ? ___ maiMne kahA-tuma lambA zvAsa lenA zurU kara do, krodha kama ho jaaegaa| jaba lambe zvAsa kA abhyAsa hogA, taba uttejanA apane Apa kama ho jaaegii|
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________________ ekalA calo re tatkAla gusse se chuTakArA pAne kA eka upAya hai ki jaba gussA utarane lage taba eka kSaNa ke lie zvAsa ko roka do, nAka banda kara do| zvAsa ke banda hote hI gussA zAnta ho jaaegaa| dIrgha zvAsa kI sthiti meM koI Avega A hI nahIM sktaa| ___ hama prayatnazIla haiM ki hama apane Apa ko jAneM, apane Apako dekheM, apane Apa se paricita baneM, apane prati jAgarUka hoN| isa dizA meM pahalA prayoga hai-zvAsaprekSA, zvAsa ko dekhanA / jisa vyakti ne zvAsa ko dekhanA zurU kara diyA, usane apane vyaktitva ko samajhanA zurU kara diyA, apane Apako samajhanA zurU kara diyaa| zvAsa ke prati hamArI jAgarUkatA hotI hai, isakA gaharA artha hotA hai ki hama apane samUce vyaktitva ke prati jAgarUka bana jAte haiM / hara AdamI yaha cAhatA hai ki usakA vyaktitva prabhAvI bane / zaktizAlI bane, saphala bne| koI bhI AdamI asaphala rahanA nahIM cAhatA / koI bhI AdamI apanI hI sthiti meM rahanA nahIM caahtaa| vaha Age bar3hanA cAhatA hai, vikAsa karanA cAhatA hai / parantu vikAsa vahI kara pAtA hai jo apane vyaktitva kA prabhAvI DhaMga se nirmANa kara letA hai / jo apane vyaktitva ko nirmita nahIM karatA usake Age bar3hane kI sArI sambhAvanAeM samApta ho jAtI haiN| vyaktitva ke nirmANa kA sabase acchA sUtra hai--apane prati jAga jAnA / apane prati jAgane kA sUtra hai-zvAsa ke prati jAgarUka ho jAnA / jaba AdamI zvAsa ke prati jAgarUka hotA hai taba dhIre-dhIre usameM aisI cetanA kA vikAsa hotA hai jisase anAvazyaka Ane vAle vicAra samApta ho jAte haiN| jAgarUkatA kA eka artha hotA hai--vartamAna meM jiinaa| AdamI kA jyAdA samaya yA to atIta meM bItatA hai yA bhaviSya meM bItatA hai / vaha yA to atIta kI smRtiyAM karatA rahatA hai yA bhaviSya kI kalpanAeM karatA hai / vaha sapane saMjotA rahatA hai, vartamAna kI ora dhyAna hI nahIM detA / saphalatA kA mahAna sUtra hai-vartamAna meM jiinaa| jo vyakti vartamAna ko pakar3anA jAnatA hai, vartamAna meM jInA jAnatA hai, vaha apanI zaktiyoM kA bahuta bar3A saMgraha kara sakatA hai, unakA upayoga kara sakatA hai| kintu AdamI kI Adata hI aisI bana gaI ki vaha vartamAna meM jInA nahIM jaantaa| vaha bhojana karane baiThatA hai para vAstava meM vaha bhojana kahAM karatA hai ! vaha cintana meM baha jAtA hai, kalpanA karane laga jAtA hai, atIta kI smRtiyoM meM ulajha jAtA hai, bhaviSya ke sapane saMjone laga jAtA hai / vartamAna meM usako prApta kArya hai bhojana
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________________ jAgarUkatA karanA, kevala bhojana karanA / para vAstava meM kauna karatA hai kevala bhojana ? eka sAdhaka se pUchA- Apa kyA sAdhanA karate haiM ? usane kahA- jaba bhUkha lagatI hai taba khA letA hUM aura jaba nIMda AtI hai taba so jAtA hUM / yahI hai merI sAdhanA / usane kahA - ' bar3I sIdhI bAta hai / yaha to maiM bhI kara sakatA hUM / ' sAdhaka se kahA-acchA, Ao, bhojana kreN| donoM bhojana karane baiThe / bhojana pUrA huA / sAdhaka ne pUchA -- bhojana kara liyA? hAM kara liyA / kyA khAyA thA ? roTI, zAka, cAvala aura miThAI / kevala bhojana hIM kiyA yA kucha smRti aura kalpanA bhI kI ? bhojana karate-karate aneka smRtiyAM sAmane A giiN| mIThI-mIThI kalpanAeM bhI kIM / bhojana yaMtravat calatA rahA aura maiM una smRtiyoM aura kalpanAoM meM DUbatA rahA / parosI huI thAlI khAlI ho gaI / hAtha dhokara uTha khar3A huaa| bhAI ! tumane bhojana kahAM kiyA ? bhojana kahAM khAyA ? tumane to smRtiyAM khAyI haiM, kalpanAeM khAyI haiM, vicAra khAyA hai, roTI aura miThAI kahAM khAyI ? kevala roTI aura miThAI khAnA bahuta kaThina hotA hai / AdamI vicAra khAtA hai, kalpanA khAtA hai / Ayurveda kA eka sUtra hai - ' tanmanA bhuJjIta ' - bhojana karate samaya isI bAta kA dhyAna rahe ki maiM bhojana kara rahA hUM / yaha svAsthya kI dRSTi se kahI huI bAta hai, kintu sAdhanA kI dRSTi se yaha aura adhika mahattvapUrNa bana jAtI hai / sAdhaka jo kAma kare vaha usI meM tanmaya bana jAe, usa kAmamaya bana jaae| anyathA zarIra eka ora jAtA hai aura cetanA dUsarI ora jAtI hai / vyaktitva khaMDita ho jAtA hai / 'Duyala parsaneliTI' khataranAka hotI hai| usase jIvana saphala nahIM hotA / jahAM khaMDita vyaktitva hotA hai, vahAM koI sambandha sthApita nahIM ho sakatA / muni ne seTha kI putravadhU se pUchA - zvasurajI kahAM haiM ? usane kahAcamAra kI dukAna para gaye haiM / zvasura usa samaya ArAdhanA-kakSa meM ArAdhanA kara rahA thA / usane sunA, tatkAla vaha AyA aura bolA - mahArAja ! merI putravadhU ne asatya kahA hai / maiM ArAdhanA kara rahA thA / isane jAnate hue bhI asatya kahA hai / muni ne seTha se kucheka prazna pUche / pUchate-pUchate eka prazna ke uttara meM seTha ne kahA---dharma kI ArAdhanA to cala hI rahI thI, kintu eka bAta mana meM cakkara lagA rahI thI ki ArAdhanA pUrI hote hI maiM camAra ke yahAM jAkara jUte kharIdUMgA / jUte phaTa gae haiM, acchA nahIM lagatA / kaba ArAdhanA
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________________ ekalA calo re pUrI ho aura kaba maiM camAra ke yahAM jaauu| isI vicAra se ArAdhanA pUrI kara aba bAhara AyA huuN| muni bole-seThajI ! tumhArI pUtravadhU ne satya hI to kahA thaa| tumhArA zarIra ArAdhanA-kakSa meM thA, para citta camAra kI dUkAna ke cakkara lagA rahA thaa| binA citta ke ArAdhanA kaisI ? pratyeka AdamI kI Aja yahI dazA hai / usakA citta kisI aura dizA meM jA rahA hai aura zarIra kisI bhinna dizA meM hai| hamArA zarIra snAyavika kriyA ke AdhAra para kAma karatA hai / koI bhI vyakti jaba pahale dina sIr3hiyoM para car3hatA hai taba sAvadhAnI ke sAtha paira rakhatA hai / dasa-bIsa bAra una sIr3hiyoM para car3ha cukane ke bAda paira abhyasta ho jAte haiM aura taba utanA dhyAna denA Avazyaka nahIM hotaa| paira apane Apa kAma karate rahate hai, car3hate rahate haiN| UMTa eka bAra jisa rAste se gujara jAtA hai, phira mAlika sotA hI rahe, vaha mArga para calatA huA gantavya taka pahuMca jAtA hai| isI prakAra hamAre zArIrika snAyuoM ko abhyAsa ho jAtA hai, phira kAma ke sAtha citta ko jor3anA nahIM pdd'taa| kAma yaMtravat pUrA ho jAtA hai| hameM patA hI nahIM cltaa| isa prakriyA meM zakti kA adhika vyaya hotA hai / vyaktitva-vikAsa ke lie yaha jarUrI hai ki zakti ko hama surakSita rakheM aura usakA sahI upayoga kreN| usake lie eka saphala sUtra hai-vartamAna meM jInA / jo vyakti vartamAna meM jIne kA adhikatama abhyAsa karatA hai usakI zaktiyAM bar3ha jAtI haiM / 'jAgaramANassa vaDDae buddhI'--jo jAgRta hotA hai, usakI buddhi bar3hatI hai / buddhi bar3hane kA artha hai-smRti-zakti kA vikAsa, viveka-zakti kA vikAsa / aise vyakti kA ciMtana jyAdA kAma karatA hai kyoMki usakI zakti kalpanAoM meM jyAdA kharca nahIM hotii| yaha saca hai ki kalpanA bhI Avazyaka hotI hai aura smRti bhI Avazyaka hotI hai, kintu anAvazyaka kalpanA aura anAvazyaka smRti meM zakti kA durupayoga hotA hai| isase bacane kA eka sUtra hai-vartamAna meM jInA, jAgarUkatA kA abhyAsa karanA / bhaviSya aura atIta se haTakara vartamAna meM jIne kA abhyAsa krnaa| jAgarUkatA kA eka sUtra haitanmaya ho jAnA, jo kAma kare usamaya bana jAnA / dhyAna karate samaya dhyAnamaya bana jAnA / roTI khAte samaya roTImaya bana jAnA aura pAnI pIte samaya pAnImaya bana jaanaa| jaba AdamI calatA hai, taba do avasthAeM hotI haiN| eka hotA hai calane vAlA aura dUsarI hotI hai gati / kAma karane vAlA aura kriyA-ye do ava
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________________ jAgarUkatA sthAeM hotI haiM / kintu saphalatA ke lie yaha jarUrI hai ki yaha bheda samApta ho jaae| jo isa bheda ko samApta nahIM kara pAtA vaha apane kArya meM, jIvana meM kabhI saphala nahIM ho sakatA / jaba taka citrakAra aura citta-kriyA donoM pRthak hote haiM taba taka koI bhI vyakti saphala citrakAra nahIM ho sktaa| acchA vaijJAnika, acchA iMjIniyara yA acchA zilpI tabhI hotA hai jaba kartA aura kriyA kA bheda samApta ho jAtA hai| kartA kriyAmaya bana jAtA hai taba vaha saphala hotA hai / calane vAlA svayaM gati bana jAtA hai, kAma karane vAlA svayaM kriyA bana jAtA hai, usa sthiti meM cetanA jAgatI hai aura vizeSa bAteM niSpanna hotI haiN| tanmaya hone para saphalatA apane Apa varaNa karatI hai, saphalatA ke lie prayatna karane kI jarUrata hI nahIM hotii| vyaktitva-nirmANa kA eka mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai---choTI-choTI bAtoM para dhyAna denA / Aja kA AdamI bar3I-bar3I bAtoM para apanA sArA dhyAna kendrita kie rahatA hai, choTI bAtoM para dhyAna nahIM detaa| itihAsa isakA sAkSI hai ki Aja taka jitane bhI bar3e AdamI hue haiM, unhoMne jIvana kI choTI-choTI bAtoM para dhyAna kendrita kiyA thA / bar3I bAta karane vAlA kAma nahIM kara sktaa| bImAra ne vaidya se kahA-jukAma ho gayA hai, davA deN| vaidya bolA-mere pAsa isa choTI bImArI kA ilAja nahIM hai| maiM bar3I bImAriyoM kA ilAja karatA huuN| nimoniyA kI mere pAsa acUka davA hai| sardI kA mausama hai / jukAma hai| jAo, tAlAba meM snAna kro| tumheM nimoniyA ho jaaegaa| phira maiM tumhArA saphala ilAja kara duuNgaa| AdamI kI manovRtti bar3I ajIba hotI hai| vaha choTI bAta kA ilAja karanA nahIM caahtaa| jaba bAta bar3I bana jAtI hai taba ilAja karatA hai / usa sthiti meM ilAja ho hI, yaha nizcita nahIM hai / roga bar3hatA jAtA hai, samasyA bar3hatI jAtI hai| __ hama choTI bAtoM para dhyAna deN| eka aMgulI hilatI hai| yaha bahuta choTIsI bAta hai / AdamI baiThA hai| anAvazyaka hI aMgulI ko hilAtA rahatA hai / zarIra ko hilAtA rahatA hai| bAta to choTI hai para vaijJAnika dRSTi se dekhane para yaha spaSTa hotA hai ki zarIra ko akAraNa hilAte rahane se zakti kA apavyaya hotA hai| hilatI hai aMgulI aura zakti kharca hotI hai mastiSka kI, kyoMki eka aMgulI ke hilAne se pUre dimAga ko kAryarata rahanA hotA hai / kriyAvAhI tantu taba hilatA hai jaba mastiSka ke pAsa tadanurUpa icchA kA saMdeza
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________________ ekalA calo re pahuMcAtA hai-- aMgulI hilAnI hai| icchA kA yaha saMdeza mastiSka taka pahuMcegA aura vahAM se jaba taka phira Adeza nahIM A jAegA taba taka aMgulI nahIM hilegii| eka aMgulI ko hilAne ke lie karor3oM-karor3oM nyUTronsa ko sakriya hotA par3atA hai, sAre yaMtra ko kriyA karanI par3atI hai| ___ jIvana kI saphalatA kA eka sUtra hai---capalatA aura sthiratA kA saMtulana, sakriyatA aura niSkriyatA kA saMtulana / yaha saMtulana bahuta apekSita hai / korI sthiratA aura korI caMcalatA-donoM se kAma nahIM bntaa| korI niSkriyatA se bhI kArya pUrA nahIM hotA aura korI sakriyatA se bhI kArya pUrA nahIM hotaa| donoM kA saMtulana apekSita hotA hai| jaba hama capala hote haiM taba sthira rahane kA bhI abhyAsa kareM aura jaba hama sthira hote haiM taba capala rahane kA bhI abhyAsa kreN| hama capalatA se abhyasta haiN| sthira rahanA hama nahIM jAnate / capalatA atyanta paricita hai, sthiratA atyanta aparicita hai| isalie sthira rahane meM hameM kaThinAI hotI hai / yaha asvAbhAvika nahIM hai| ye choTI bAteM haiM, para haiM bahuta mahattvapUrNa / ye choTI bAteM hamAre vyaktitva ko bar3A banAne meM bahuta sahayogI banatI haiM / inase hamArI zaktiyoM kA vikAsa hotA hai / ___ bhAratIya saMskRti meM zikSA ke do prakAra nirdiSTa haiN| eka hai grahaNAtmaka zikSA aura dUsarI hai AsevanAtmaka shikssaa| Aja kI bhASA meM kahA jAtA hai-saiddhAntika aura prAyogika, thiyoreTikala aura prekTIkala / donoM bahuta Avazyaka haiM / Aja ke ArTsa phaikalTI meM kevala saiddhAntika jJAna karAyA jAtA hai aura vijJAna ke chAtra ko saiddhAntika aura prAyogika-donoM kA jJAna karAyA jAtA hai / yaha bahuta Avazyaka hai| tulanAtmaka dRSTi se dekhA jAe to kevala saiddhAntika jJAna pAne vAle vidyArthI adhika nikammepana kA anubhava karate haiM aura saiddhAntika jJAna ke sAtha-sAtha prAyogika jJAna pAne vAle vidyArthI jIvana meM nikammepana kA anubhava nahIM karate / ve akriya rahanA nahIM caahte| isalie donoM kA saMtulana bahuta apekSita lagatA hai| Aja jIvana ke sambandha meM jo zikSA milatI hai, vyaktitva ke sambandha meM jo zikSA milatI hai, vaha saiddhAntika adhika hai, prAyogika kama hai| sAdhanA-zivira meM hama prAyogika bAta para adhika bala dete haiN| zvAsa ko dekhanA, zvAsa ke prati jAgarUka honA, yaha prAyogika bAta hai / yaha kisI dharma yA saMpradAya kI bAta nahIM hai| zvAsa pratyeka vyakti ke pAsa hai| vaha apanA nijI hotA hai| usako dekhane ke lie kisI upakaraNa kI jarUrata nahIM hotI,
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________________ "jAgarUkatA kisI sAmagrI kI jarUrata nahIM hotii| yaha vyaktigata prazna hai| apanA-apana zvAsa aura apane zvAsa ko jAnanA, dekhanA, anubhava karanA / yaha nitAMta vaiyaktika prazna hai, vaiyaktika prayoga hai / yadyapi yaha prayoga samUha meM ho rahA hai, para hai vaiyaktika / apane-apane zvAsa ko dekhanA, anubhava karanA-yaha hamArI zikSA kA prAyogika rUpa hai| hama kevala saiddhAntika zikSA ko hI zikSA na mAneM / saiddhAntika zikSA ke dvArA hamArI bauddhika cetanA kA vikAsa hotA hai aura prAyogika zikSA ke dvArA hamArI anubhava kI cetanA kA vikAsa hotA hai| zikSA ke bAdhaka tattva pAMca haiM-ahaMkAra, krodha, pramAda, roga aura aalsy| vyakti meM ahaMkAra hotA hai| koI vyakti aisA nahIM hai jo ahaMkAra se mukta ho| ahaMkAra kI granthi aura mamakAra kI granthi-ina do granthiyoM meM pratyeka vyakti bandhA huA hai| vyakti ahaMkAra ke kAraNa socatA hai-yaha kyoM karUM? yaha prayoga kyoM karU ? prayoga kI AvazyakatA hI kyA hai ? ahaMkAra bahuta bar3I bAdhA hai| vyakti meM ahaMkAra kI bhAvanA ke sAtha hInatA kI graMthi bhI saghana hotI hai / ye donoM graMthiyAM vikAsa meM bAdhaka banatI haiN| hameM ina granthiyoM kI sImA ko pAra karanA hai| hamArA vyaktitva grahaNazIla bane / pratyeka kalyANakArI bAta ko hama grahaNa karane ke lie taiyAra rheN| hara AdamI ko itanA vinamra vidyArthI rahanA jarUrI hai, pUre jIvana bhara vidyArthI rahanA jarUrI hai, jisase usakI grahaNazIlatA pratidina bar3hatI rhe| kahIM pratirodha na aae| ahaMkAra bahuta bar3I bAdhA hai| dUsarI bAdhA hai---krodha / jaba krodha ubharatA hai taba zikSA kA grahaNa nahIM ho sktaa| uttejanA kI sthiti meM koI kisI bAta ko svIkAra nahIM kara sakatA / zAMta sthiti meM hI koI bAta svIkRta hotI hai| . tIsarI bAdhA hai-pramAda / pramAda kA artha hai-mUrchA kI cetnaa| hara bAta meM mUrchA AtI hai| nazIlI vastuoM kA sevana karanA hI pramAda nahIM hotA / binA mAdaka vastuoM ke sevana se bhI hamArI cetanA meM mUrchA kI sthiti hotI hai / pramAda kA eka artha hai-bhUla jAnA / AdamI bhUla jAtA hai| usameM taba samaya kA bodha nahIM rahatA ki usa samaya kyA karanA hai kyA nahIM karanA hai / kartavya kA bodha vismRta ho jAtA hai| smRti aura vismRti-- donoM sAtha-sAtha calatI haiN| smRti hamAre jIvana ke lie Avazyaka hai to vismRti bhI hamAre jIvana ke lie Avazyaka hai| korI smRti hI ho to AdamI tanAva se bhara jAtA hai| korI vismRti hI ho to AdamI kA vyavahAra nahIM cala sktaa| smRti aura eka vismRti donoM kA santulana apekSita
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________________ ekalA calo re hai / kucheka vyaktiyoM meM vismRti kI bar3I mAtrA hotI hai| vyaMgya hai| vaha hamArI cetanA kI sthiti ko bahuta spaSTa karatA hai / vyaMgya tIkhA hai| __do bahaneM milIM / paraspara bAta cala par3I / eka strI ne kahA-merA pati bahuta bhulakkar3a hai / eka dina bAjAra meM gayA sabjI lAne ke lie| thailA hAtha meM lie calA / bAjAra meM ghUma-ghAmakara ghara lauTA / Ate hI pUchA-are ! maiM bAjAra gayA thA, para yAda nahIM rahA ki maiM bAjAra kyoM gayA hUM? kitanA bhulakkar3a ! dUsarI strI bolI-are ! basa itanA hI bhulakkar3a ! merA pati isase bahuta Age hai / yadi usake bhulakkar3apana kI bAta sunogI to Azcaryacakita raha jAogI / eka dina kI bAta hai| vaha apane mitroM ke sAtha bAjAra meM ghUma rahA thA / akasmAt aisA yoga mila gayA ki maiM udhara se nikalI / mujhe dekhate hI usane kahA-bahanajI ! namaste / Apako kahIM dekhA hai| ApakI sUrata paricita-sI lagatI hai / kitanI vismRti ! vismRti eka vyApaka bImArI hai / kucheka loga isake zikAra ho jAte haiN| unheM aneka kaThinAiyoM kA sAmanA karanA par3atA hai| jIvana meM smRti aura vismRti kA santulana honA caahie| hama yAda bhI rakha sakeM aura bhUla bhI skeN| yAda rakhanA hI paryApta nahIM hotA, bhUlanA bhI Avazyaka hotA hai / jIvana kI aneka ghaTanAeM aisI hotI haiM jinako bhUla jAnA hI zreyaskara hotA hai / kucha priya ghaTanAeM bhI bhUlane yogya hotI haiM aura apriya ghaTanAeM bhI bhUlane yogya hotI haiN| yadi unakA bhAra Dhote hI jAyeM to duHkha kA kahIM anta nahIM hogaa| hama Avazyaka bAtoM ko yAda rakheM aura anAvazyaka bAtoM ko bhUlate cale jaayeN| apane kartavya kI vismRti zikSA kI bahuta bar3I bAdhA hai / - cauthI bAdhA hai-rog| zArIrika roga bhI zikSA meM bAdhA upasthita karatA hai / rugNa zarIra se utanA prayatna nahIM kiyA jA sakatA jitanA zikSA ke lie Avazyaka hotA hai| pAMcavI bAdhA hai-Alasya / yaha sabase bar3I bAdhA hai| AdamI alasAyA huA rahatA hai / usase svatantra cetanA kA vikAsa nahIM hotaa| jahAM AdamI ko yaha anubhUti hotI hai ki yaha kAma karanA par3a rahA hai, vahAM AdamI alasAyegA, bahAnA nikAlane kA prayatna kregaa| jahAM AdamI apanI svatantra icchA aura svatantra cetanA se kAma karatA hai, vahAM Alasya nahIM staaegaa|
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________________ jAgarUkatA zikSA ke vikAsa meM Alasya bahuta bar3I bAdhA hai| cAhe bhaugolika vAtAvaraNa eka kAraNa ho, cAhe koI dUsarA kAraNa ho, bhAratIya vyakti meM Alasya kI mAtrA adhika hai| jayaprakAza nArAyaNa eka ghaTanA sunAte the___ eka bAra ve jApAnI mitroM ke sAtha yAtrA kara rahe the| jI0TI0 roDa para yAtrA cala rahI thii| AsapAsa ke gAMva dikha rahe the / jApAnI mitroM ne jayaprakAza jI se kahA-are ! hamane to sunA thA ki bhArata bahuta garIba deza hai, para hameM to lagatA hai ki yaha bahuta samRddha deza hai, kyoMki hamane dekhA ki sthAnasthAna para loga ekatrita hokara baiThe haiM, tambAkU pI rahe haiM, gappaM kara rahe haiM / garIba deza ke logoM ke pAsa itanA samaya hI kahAM rahatA hai ki ve paraspara gappe karate rheN| ve to nirantara zrama karate rahate haiN| isa sthiti se to yaha jJAta hotA hai ki yahAM ke loga samRddha haiN| garIba deza kA AdamI itanA karmaTha aura zramazIla hotA hai ki usake pAsa nikammA samaya hI nahIM hotA hai / bhArata ke logoM meM Alasya adhika hai| isakA kAraNa bhaugolika bhI ho sakatA hai / yaha garama deza hai / garama deza meM Alasya jyAdA hotA hai / garamI meM hamAre hRdaya kI dhar3akana teja ho jAtI hai / gariSTha bhojana karane se bhI hRdaya kI dhar3akana bar3hatI hai aura Aveza meM bhI hRdaya kI dhar3akana bar3hatI hai| rakta kI kriyA meM bhI antara A jAtA hai aura Alasya kI mAtrA bhI bar3ha jAtI hai / isa prakAra zikSA ke kSetra meM ye pAMca bAdhAeM haiM-ahaMkAra, krodha, pramAda, roga aura Alasya / jAgarUkatA kA vikAsa apekSita lagatA hai, para una logoM meM jAgarUkatA kama milatI hai jinakA jIvana kevala yAMtrika hotA hai, korA anuzAsanAtmaka hotA hai / bhAratIya saMskRti kA yaha prakhara svara rahA hai ki bAharI anuzAsana ke sAtha-sAtha bhItarI anuzAsana bhI rahe / parAnuzAsana ke sAtha-sAtha AtmAnuzAsana bhI jAge / jahAM kevala parAnuzAsana hotA hai aura AtmAnuzAsana nahIM hotA, vahAM vyaktitva kA vikAsa nahIM hotaa| usase kevala yAMtrika vikAsa ho sakatA hai| pulisa, senA, majadUra Adi-Adi meM pratibaddha anuzAsana hotA hai| vahAM AtmAnuzAsana nahIM hotaa| jahAM AtmAnuzAsana nahIM hotA, vahAM jAgarUkatA kA vikAsa nahIM ho sktaa| Aja bhAratIya jIvana ke pUre ghaTakoM meM kamiyAM aura khAmiyAM mahasUsa ho
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________________ ekalA calo re rahIM haiM / koI bhI ghaTaka pUrNa svastha nahIM hai / isalie loga cAhate haiM ki jIvana kA krama badale, paddhati badale / yaha tabhI saMbhava hai jaba AtmAnuzAsana aura Aropita anuzAsana meM saMtulana sthApita ho / kore bAharI niyaMtraNa se cetanA yAMtrika bana jAtI hai| usase svataMtra cetanA kA vikAsa nahIM ho sktaa| ___ dhyAna kA pUrA prayoga AtmAnuzAsana ko jagAne kA prayoga hai / yaha Aropita anuzAsana ke lie nahIM hai / dhyAna kA abhyAsa karane vAle sAdhaka isakA saMkalpa kareM ki ve Aropita anuzAsana ko chor3a deNge| ve svataMtra cetanA se kAma kreN| jahAM pratibaddha anuzAsana hotA hai, vahAM aneka ghaTanAeM ghaTita hotI haiM, jo avAMchita hotI haiN| jahAM AtmAnuzAsana kI cetanA jAgatI hai, svataMtra cetanA kI anubhUti hotI hai, taba jisa prakAra ke vyaktitva kA nirmANa hotA hai vaha anokhA aura viziSTa hotA hai| jAgarUkatA kA abhyAsa AtmAnuzAsana ko jagAne kA prayatna hai / isa prayatna meM prayoga karAne vAlA aura prayoga karane vAlA-do bhUmikA para nahIM hote| ve donoM eka hI bhUmikA para hote haiN| adhyAtma ke kSetra meM bhUmikAeM samApta ho jAtI haiM / vahAM prayoga karAnevAlA bhI vaisA hI hai aura prayoga karane vAlA bhI vaisA hI hai / vahAM na koI Adeza dene vAlA hotA hai aura na koI Adeza mAnane vAlA hotA hai| vahAM Adeza kI bhASA samApta ho jAtI hai, kevala cetanA kA sambandha jur3atA hai, kevala maitrI kA sambandha jur3atA hai, kevala AtmA se AtmA kA sambandha jur3atA hai| isa bhUmikA meM svataMtra cetanA kA anubhava hotA hai / batalAne vAlA bhI cetana hotA hai aura karane vAlA bhI cetana hotA hai| donoM cetana hote haiN| jahAM cetanA kI bhUmikA samApta hotI hai vahAM bheda samApta ho jAte haiM / adhyAtma kI hI bhUmikA aisI hai, jahAM kevala cetanA basatI hai, AdamI bhI samApta ho jAtA hai, samudAya aura mAnyatAeM samApta ho jAtI haiM / dhAraNAeM bhI nahIM bctii| kevala cetanA bacatI hai| hama cetanAvAn haiM / hamAre meM jJAna kI zakti hai, basa yaha bacatA hai| yahI vyakti kI svataMtratA kA bodhaka hai / padArtha meM cetanA nahIM hotI, to vahAM svataMtratA bhI nahIM hotii| manuSya meM cetanA hotI hai to usameM svatantratA bhI hai / eka cIMTI rela kI paTarI para cala sakatI hai aura icchA ke anusAra nIce bhI utara sakatI hai| vaha svataMtra hai / eka gAr3I paTarI para calatI hai to jaba cAhe vaha nIce nahIM utara sktii| vaha parataMtra hai| usameM korA yaMtra hai| usameM cetanA nahIM hai| jisameM cetanA hotI hai usI meM icchA hotI hai| hama icchAzakti kA prayoga kreN| jaba svataMtra cetanA kA vikAsa hogA, taba jAgarUkatA bddh'egii| isake sAtha hI sAtha jIvana kI saphalatA bhI ghaTita hogii|
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________________ mAnasika saMtulana eka hI prakAra kI jIvana-paddhati rahe, yaha acchA nahIM hotaa| hamArI duniyA meM zAzvata aura azAzvata donoM bAteM hotI haiN| kucha bAteM zAzvata hotI haiM, kucha bAteM parivartanazIla hotI haiM / parivartanazIla yadi na badale to vaha acchA nahIM hotA / eka samaya aisA thA jaba manuSya kA Adi samAja thA, Adi yuga thA aura Aja bahuta vikasita yuga ho gayA hai / AdamI prastarayuga se aNuyuga taka pahuMca gayA hai / agara prastarayuga kI bhAvanAeM, vRttiyAM aura pravRttiyAM isa yuga meM raheM to yaha ucita nahIM hotaa| eka samaya thA ki manuSya bahuta jaldI tanAva meM A jAtA, bahuta jaldI Aveza meM A jAtA aura bahuta jaldI AkrAmaka bana jAtA / tatkAla talavAreM nikala jAtI aura zastra cala jAte / kintu Aja ke aNuyuga meM jaise talavAreM tatkAla nikala jAtI vaise aNu-astra bho tatkAla kAma meM A jAye to saMsAra kI kyA dazA ho sakatI hai, ise hama saba jAnate haiN| Aja manuSya ke lie saMtulana bahuta jyAdA jarUrI hai, saMyama bahuta jyAdA jarUrI hai| kucheka logoM kA asaMtulana sAre saMsAra ko saMhAra kI sthiti meM le jA sakatA hai| isalie Aja ke loga utane asaMtulita nahIM haiM aura asaMyata bhI nahIM haiM, isa artha meM / purAne jamAne kI bAta to hama sunate hai ki bAta-bAta meM talavAreM nikala jAtI, lAThiyAM cala par3atIM / maiM yaha nahIM kahatA ki Aja Aveza kama ho gayA hai| Aja bhI manuSya meM kAphI Aveza hai, kAphI tanAva hai / phira bhI jo adhika jimmevAra loga haiM ve apane Aveza ko kriyAnvita nahIM krte| asaMtulana kA eka bar3A kAraNa hai-tanAva / tIna prakAra kA tanAva hotA hai-zArIrika, mAnasika aura bhAvanAtmaka / ina tInoM prakAra ke tanAvoM meM sabase jyAdA khataranAka hotA hai bhAvanAtmaka tanAva / yaha vaiyaktika hai| vyakti meM apanI bhAvanAeM hotI haiM, apane Aveza aura Avega hote haiN| una AvegoM para yadi niyantraNa rakhane kA abhyAsa nahIM kiyA jAtA hai to ve Avega bar3hate cale jAte haiM aura bar3hate-bar3hate itane khataranAka bana jAte haiM ki vyakti ko sImA se bAhara le jA sakate haiM / bhArI asaMtulana paidA ho jAtA hai / yadi
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________________ ekalA calo re hama apane AvegoM para niyantraNa karanA sIkheM to mAnasika saMtulana apane Apa sadha jAtA hai| krodha AnA aura krodha ko kriyAnvita karanA--ye do bAteM haiN| krodha AyA, apane taka sImita rahA / burAI to hai, hAni bhI hai, pariNAma bhI apane lie acche nahIM hote, svAsthya ke lie acchA pariNAma nahIM hotA, kintu sAmAjika saMparkoM meM koI antara nahIM AtA / vyakti ko svayaM bhugatAna par3atA hai, sAmAjika samparka unase nahIM bigar3ate / kintu krodha jaba kriyAnvita ho jAtA hai, taba sAmAjika samparkoM meM bhI antara A jAtA hai / purAne jamAne kI eka ghaTanA hai ki eka rAjapUta ke bhAI ko kisI ne mAra ddaalaa| usake mana meM pratikriyA huii| yaha svAbhAvika hai| hara AdamI meM pratikriyA hotI hai / usane socA-maiM apane bhAI kA badalA lUM / bahuta prayatna kiyaa| jo hatyArA thA, usakA badalA lene kA kAphI prayatna kiyaa| kAphI parizrama ke bAda varSoM bAda use vaha pakar3a sakA / pakar3akara ghara para lAyA aura mArane kI taiyArI kara rahA thA / aparAdhI ne socA-bacane kA koI upAya nahIM hai / maranA hI hogaa| tatkAla eka bAta use suujhii| tinakA par3A thA, tinakA uThAyA aura muMha meM DAla liyA / usane kahA-maiM terI gAya huuN| bar3A vikarAla gussA / mAM sAmane baiThI thii| mAM ne kahA-beTA ! aba krodha ko saphala nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| jaba yaha terI gAya bana gayA, aba krodha ko saphala nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / saba jagaha krodha ko saphala nahIM karanA caahie| kahIM-kahIM krodha ko viphala bhI karanA hotA hai| talavAra rakha dI aura bilakula zAnta ho gayA / krodha AnA eka bAta hai, aura usakI kriyAnviti dUsarI bAta hai| pratyeka Avega ke lie do bAteM hotI haiM-Avega kA utpanna honA aura Avega kA kriyAnvayana karanA / AnA bhI acchA nhiiN| apane lie pratyeka Avega hAnikAraka hotA hai / kintu usakA kriyAnvayana to sAre sAmAjika samparkoM ko hI bigAr3a detA hai / sAre sambandhoM ko bigAr3a detA hai| isalie hara AdamI ke lie, cAhe vaha choTA AdamI ho, cAhe bar3A AdamI ho, cAhe zAsana karane vAlA ho, cAhe zAsita ho, koI bhI vyakti ho, pratyeka ke lie Avega para niyantraNa pAnA bahuta Avazyaka hai / prAcIna kAla meM rAjA ke lie niyama banAye gaye / mahAmaMtrI kauTilya ne, bhRgujI ne, aura bhI hindustAna meM rAjanIti ke vidvAn hue haiM, unhoMne rAjA ke lie pUrI AcAra-saMhitA bnaaii| unhoMne kahA ki rAjA ko 'svavazI' honA caahie| use apane para niyantraNa
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________________ mAnasika saMtulana rakhanA caahie| yadi rAjA niyantraNa kho detA hai to sArI prajA naSTa ho jAtI hai / rAjA ke lie bahuta Avazyaka thA ki vaha indriyajayI bane, AvegoM para niyantraNa karane vAlA bane / kyoM Avazyaka thA ? jo zAsaka apane AvegoM para niyantraNa nahIM kara pAtA, vaha paristhiti ko sahI DhaMga se samajha nahIM sakatA / AvegazIla AdamI kabhI paristhiti kA sahI aMkana nahIM kara sktaa| dUsarI bAta hai ki vaha sahI nirNaya nahIM le sktaa| Aveza aura tanAva meM AyA huA AdamI koI sahI nirNaya nahIM le sakatA / aura sahI nirNaya nahIM hotA, usa sthiti ke pariNAma kA bodha samApta ho jAtA hai| hamAre sAmane do sthitiyAM hotI haiN| eka hai pravRtti kI sthiti aura dUsarI hai pariNAma kI sthiti / AdamI pravRtti para hI sArA nirNaya le to bahuta galata hI jAtA hai / hamAre nirNaya hone cAhie pariNAma pr| pravRttikAla meM eka vAta acchI lagatI hai kintu pariNAma jaba acchA nahIM hotA to pravRtti meM acchA lagane kA artha nahIM hotA / eka bImAra AdamI hai| peTa kI bImArI hai / vaha pUrA pacA nahIM sakatA / aba khAne meM gariSTa vastu sAmane A gaI / miThAI A gaI / bahuta bhArI-bharakama cIja hai| khAne meM bahuta acchI lagatI hai / jIbha para isakA svAda hai| kintu pariNAma ko na soce aura khA jAye to kyA pariNAma hogA ? apaca kI bImArI bar3hegI aura maraNAsanna ho jaaegaa| nirNaya aura pariNAma-ye hamAre sAmane jur3e hue rahane caahie| hama kisI bhI vastu ko kAma meM leM to kevala pravRttikAla ko na dekha, pariNAmakAla ko bhI dekheM / yaha soceM-isakA pariNAma kyA hogA ? Aveza meM cAMTA bhI lagAyA jA sakatA hai / lAThI bhI uThAI jA sakatI hai / golI bhI calAI jA sakatI hai / aura kucha bhI kiyA jA sakatA hai / vaha to Aveza kI sthiti hai| AdamI ke Aveza meM saba kucha saMbhava ho sakatA hai / pravRtti ke AdhAra para nirNaya bhI liyA jA sakatA hai| kintu isa bAta ko soceM ki isakA pariNAma kyA hogA ? jaba pariNAma kA cintana hamAre sAmane spaSTa hotA hai to sthiti badala jAtI hai / pariNAma ko nahIM socate to sthiti ulajha jAtI hai / bhAratIya darzana ne pravRtti ko bahuta mahattva nahIM diyaa| hamArA darzana pariNAmavAdI rahA hai| pariNAma meM acchA hotA hai--vaha acchA hai aura pariNAma meM barA hotA hai vaha burA hai| acchAI aura burAI kA mAnadaNDa pravRtti ko nahIM mAnA gayA, kintu pariNAma ko mAnA gayA / yaha pariNAma kI sthiti
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________________ 16 ekalA calo re - lupta ho jAtI hai| Avega ke kSaNoM aura Aveza kI sthiti meM mAnasika saMtuna bigar3a jAtA hai / pratyeka zAsaka ke lie yaha Avazyaka hai ki vaha AvegoM para niyantraNa pAye / asaMtulana ke tIna mukhya kAraNa haiM - tanAva, Avega aura apane prati eka nirAzA kI bhAvanA / jaba nirAzA kI bhAvanA hotI hai to hara bAta meM saMtu-lana bigar3a jAtA hai / cauthA kAraNa hai-- bAhya paristhitiyoM kA prabhAva / hama bahuta jaldI prabhAvita hote haiM / eka hai manaHsthiti aura dUsarI hai paristhiti / paristhiti ke anukUla hamArI manaHsthiti bana jAtI hai / yadyapi hamArI cetanA kI sthiti hai manaHsthiti, vaha svatantra honI cAhie / kintu paristhiti jaisI hotI hai, AdamI vaisA hI bana jAtA hai / bahuta kama loga apanI manaHsthiti ko paristhiti se mukta rakha pAte haiM / aura jo paristhiti se mukta rakha pAte haiM ve hI loga acchA nirNaya le sakate haiM aura acchA kAma kara sakate haiM / eka ghaTanA hai DhAI hajAra varSoM pahale kI / prasenajita magadha kA rAjA thA / usane socA- mujhe apane uttarAdhikArI ko niyukta karanA hai| purAnI paramparA thI ki jo bar3A lar3akA hotA, vaha rAjA kA uttarAdhikArI bana jAtA / kintu prasenajita ne socA ki maiM aisA nahIM karUMgA / kabhI-kabhI aisA hotA hai itihAsa meM ki koI AdamI svatantratA se kAma karanA cAhatA hai | bahuta sAre loga to lakIra ke phakIra hote haiM, paramparA ke anusAra calate haiM, kintu kucha loga paramparA se haTakara bhI apanA kAma karate haiM / aura paramparA se haTane vAle logoM ne hI nayA-nayA vikAsa kiyA hai / kevala rUr3hi para calanA, paramparA para calanA koI nayI bAta nahIM ho sakatI aura usameM koI nayA vikAsa nahIM ho sakatA / mahArAjA prasenajita ne socA ki maiM isa bAta ko nahIM mAnatA aura maiM isa paramparA ko tor3akara, mere sau putra haiM, unameM se jo yogyatama hogA use uttarAdhikArI banAUMgA / unhoMne upAya socA ki kasauTI karU, parIkSA karU N, yogyatA ko parakhUM / apane sAre adhikAriyoM ko sArI vyavasthA, sArI yojanA batA dI, samajhA diyA aura sau rAjakumAroM ko bhojana ke lie eka paMkti meM baiThA diyA / sau thAla parosa die gaye / bhojana kI taiyArI hone vAlI hai / mahArAja Upara baiThe haiM jharokhe meM / saba dekha rahe haiM / jaise ho bhojana kI taiyArI huI, Adeza thA ki jaise hI sUcanA mile sabako bhojana zurU karanA
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________________ mAnasika saMtulana hai / idhara bhojana kI sUcanA milI aura udhara daravAje khule / cAroM tarapha se zikArI kutte jhapaTa pdd'e| bar3e khUkhAra kutte ! bhagadar3a maca gii| sabhI rAjakumAra prabhAvita ho ge| manaHsthiti kA santulana samApta ho gayA / bhojana chor3a-chor3akara ve bhAgane lge| sAre rAjakumAra bhAga gye| kevala eka bacA, jo sabase choTA thA / usakA nAma thA zroNika / vaha baiThA rahA, bhAgA nhiiN| bhojana kara liyA, pUrA bhojana kiyaa| bhojana ke bAda uThA aura calA gayA / dUsarA dina huaa| rAjasabhA jur3I / sau rAjakumAra sAmane baiThe haiM / pUrI maMtrI pariSad, adhikArI, saMsada ke aura nagara ke kucha pratiSThita loga baiThe haiM / rAjA ne kahA ki maiM Aja apane uttarAdhikArI kI ghoSaNA karanA cAhatA huuN| logoM ko Azcarya huaa| ghoSaNA kI kauna-sI bAta hai| bar3A rAjakumAra hI to hogaa| rAjA ne aura spaSTa karate hue kahA-maiM isa paramparA ko tor3anA cAhatA huuN| maiM use apanA uttarAdhikArI banAUMgA jo sabase yogya hogaa| maiMne yogyatA kI kasauTI kara lI hai| vaha kasauTI aba Apake sAmane prastuta karanA cAhatA huuN| sAre rAjakumAra bhI caukane ho gye|' hara vyakti socane lagA ki kisakA nAma aayegaa| zAyada yahI socane lage ki merA nAma aaegaa| vyakti ke mana meM eka bhAvanA hotI hai, AkAMkSA hotI hai / saba apane-apane muMha kI ora dekhane lge| logoM meM bhI bar3A kutUhala paidA ho gayA, sabameM jijJAsA jAga gii| bar3I utkaNThA paidA ho gaI ki kyA hogA ? rAjA ne kahA--tuma loga kala bhojana karane baitthe| bhojana kiyA ? saba-ke-saba eka sAtha bole-'mahArAja ! bhojana kaise karate ? Apake adhikArI bilakula vyavasthA ko jAnate hI nahIM / tyavasthA kA koI patA nahIM / itane gairajimmevAra haiM ki apanA dAyitva bhI nahIM nibhAte / hama to bhojana karane baiThe aura udhara se zikArI kutte bhItara A gye| unhoMne koI vyavasthA hI nahIM kI, kaise bhojana karate ? kyA kisI ne bhojana nahIM kiyA ? zreNika bolA-mahArAja ! maiMne kiyA / rAjA bolA-tuma mUrkha ho / ' ye sAre samajhadAra haiN| zikArI kutte Aye / bhojana chor3a-choDakara bhAga gaye / tuma vahAM kaise rahe ? kutte kATa khAte to kyA hotA ? zreNika bolA--maiM mUrkha nhiiN| jo akelA khAnA cAhatA hai, kutte use kATate haiN| jo dUsaroM ko khilAnA jAnatA hai, kutte use kabhI nahIM kATate / mere sAmane sau thAla par3e the| kutte Ate gaye, thAla sarakAtA rahA / ve bhI khAte rahe, maiM bhI khAtA
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________________ ekalA calo re rahA / akelA khAtA hai, use kutte kATate haiN| dUsaroM ko khilAnA jAnatA hai, jase kutte kabhI nahIM kaattte| . use uttarAdhikArI ghoSita kara diyA gyaa| vaha prabhAvita nahIM huA paristhiti se, baha annabhAvita rahA / samajhadArI se kAdha liyaa| jo vyakti paristhiti se prabhAvita nahIM hotA, jo nahIM DaratA, jo bhaya nahIM karatA, jo apane saMtulana ko nahIM khotA aura ThIka nirNaya letA hai apanI mAnasika saMtulana kI dizA ke kAraNa, vaha parAjita nahIM hotA, parAsta nahIM hotaa| ... prAyaH yaha hotA hai ki hamArI manaHsthiti paristhiti ke anukUla bana jAtI hai| vikAsa kA sUtra hai-manaHsthiti paristhiti ke anukUla na bane kintu paristhiti ko apane anukUla banAne kA prayatna kre| eka gati hotI hai anusrota meM aura dUsarI gati hotI hai pratisrota meM / ye do zanna bahuta mahattvapUrNa haiM--anuSota aura pratisrota srota ke pIche calanA aura khota ke pratirodha meM, calanA / anusrotamAmI vaha hotA hai jo srota ke sAtha-sAtha calatA hai / pratisrotagAmI vaha hotA hai jo srota ke pratikUla calatA hai / srota meM baha jAnA, srota ke sAtha calanA koI bar3I bAta nahIM hai| bahako jIbana kI eka sAmAnya ghaTanA hai / vizeSa ghaTanA vaha hotI hai jo srota ke pratikUla calatA hai| dhyAna kA abhyAsa aura mAnasika saMtulana kA abhyAsa pratisrotagAmI abhyAsa hai| jI cAhatA hai ki mana khUba jhaTake / caMcala banA rhe| aba usa mana ko sthira banAnA, asthira se sthira karanA, yaha pratisrota meM calanA hai| AdamI cAhatA hai ki zvAsa kA patA hI na cle| zvAsa ke prati bhalA dhyAna dene kI kyA jarUrata hai ? yaha to becArA aisA hai ki binA dhyAna diye AtA hai aura hamArI yaha manovRtti hai ki binA dhyAna diye Aye usakI upekSA karanA hamArA pahalA dharma hai| hama usa vyakti kI sabase jyAdA upekSA karate haiM jo upekSA karane para bhI apanA kAma karatA calA jAtA hai / zvAsa kI Apa 'kitanI hI upekSA kareM kintu AtA hai taba taka AtA hI rhegaa| cAhe Apa soye raheM, cAhe jAgate raheM / ghalase raheM, cAhe baiThe raheM / kucha bhI kareM / yaha eka aisA becArA hai ki duniyA meM isase bar3hakara koI becArA nhiiN| yaha hara miti meM ApakA sAtha detA hai para itanA khataranAka bhI hai ki jisa dina sAtha denA chor3anA hai usa dina basa, saba kucha samApta / phira bhI hama zvAsa kI baDI upekSA karate haiN| kyAkabhI dhyAna diyA ? yaha bhI koI dhyAna dene
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________________ mAnasika saMtulana jaisI bAta hai ? kabhI dhyAna nahIM dete| jabaki zvAsa hamAre sAre jIvana kA eka mahattvapUrNa mAnadaNDa banA huA hai, eka sUtradhAra banA huA hai, jisake AdhAra para hamAre jIvana kI sArI gatividhiyAM badalatI haiM, usake AdhAra para hamAre jIvana kI saphalatA aura asaphalatA ko jAnA jA sakatA hai| mAnasika saMcalana taba taka nahIM ho sakatA jaba taka zvAsa kA saMtulana nahIM hotaa| hama dIrgha zvAsa-prekSA kA prayoga kara rahe haiN| bahuta choTA lagatA hai| Apa pulisavAloM ko yaha choTI bAta lagatI hogI ki hama to itane-itane bar3e abhyAsa kara cuke / pareDa grAunDa meM na jAne kyA-kyA kara cuke aura itane bar3e ho gaye, par3he-likhe bhI haiM, itanA kAma kiyA hai aura aba hameM batAyA jA rahA hai ki dIrgha zvAsa meM bar3I choTI sI bAta lagatI hai| aTapaTI bAta lagatI hogI ki yaha kyA ? kyA hama bacce haiM ki isa prakAra kI bAteM batalAI jAeM / sahaja hI prazna paidA ho sakate haiM, para maiM yaha mAnatA hUM ki Aja hindustAna kI lagabhaga 70 karor3a janatA yadi sahI DhaMga se zvAsa lene laiMga Aye to zAyada eka nayI pIr3hI kA nirmANa ho sakatA hai| nayA cintana, nayA jIvana aura jIvana kI nayI paddhati kA nirmANa ho sakatA hai| hamArI galata zvAsa paddhati ke kAraNa isa prakAra kI manovikRtiyAM paidA hotI haiM ki Ane vAlI pIr3hI bhI isase baca nahIM pAtI / zvAsa kA itanA prabhAva hotA hai hamAre jIvana para / AvegoM para taba taka niyantraNa nahIM kiyA jA sakatA, jaba taka sahI DhaMga se zvAsa nahIM liyA jAye / sahI DhaMga se zvAsa lenA bar3I adbhuta bAta hai / : jayapura meM dUsarA prazikSaNa zivira cala rahA thaa| DaoN0 kAsalIvAla, jo meDikala sAinsa vizeSajJa haiM, upasthita the| maiMne kahA-zvAsa lete samaya peTa phUlanA cAhie aura chor3ate samaya peTa sikur3anA caahie| unhoMne kahA-yaha kaise hogA ? bar3A Azcarya huA unako / kucha vidyArthI kahate haiM ki hameM to pustakoM meM yahI par3hAyA jAtA hai ki sInA phUlanA cAhie; peTa phUlane kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai / kyoMki hama zvAsa lete haiM to zvAsa phephdd'e| se Age nahIM jAtA / peTa aura phephar3e ke bIca meM eka mAMsapezI hotI haiM-DAyAphrAma / tanupaTa kahA jAtA hai hindI meM jise / vaha eka mAMsapezI hotI hai to zvAsa usake nIce jAtA nahIM / ThIka bAta hai, zvAsa usake nIce nahIM jAtA kintu jaba DAyAphrAma nahIM sarakatA, jaba taka mAMsapezI nIce nahIM sarakatI to peTa ko acchA vyAyAma nahIM miltaa| bahuta sArI peTa kI bImAriyAM choTe zvAsa ke kAraNa hotI haiM / bahuta sArI mAnasika bImAriyAM isa galata zvAsa kI
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________________ 20 ekalA calo re paddhati ke kAraNa hotI haiN| Aja kA yuga vaijJAnika zodhoM kA yUga hai / Aja nayI-nayI bAteM sAmane A rahI haiN| hama sabase jyAdA upekSA karate haiM yA to zvAsa kI yA bhojana kii| hama bhojana ke bAre meM bahuta lAparavAha haiN| koI dhyAna nahIM dete / itanA samajha rakhA hai ki peTa bhara lenA / basa ! bAta samApta ho gyii| aba korI roTiyAM hI roTiyAM khA lIM, kArbohAiDreTa khA liyA, korA zvetakSAra khA liyA / peTa to bhara liyA para pariNAma kyA hogA ? zarIra kA saMtulana bigar3a jaaegaa| mana kA saMtulana bhI bar3A khataranAka hotA hai / santulita bhojana aura saMtulita mana, ye do sthitiyAM hotI haiM to hamArI sArI gatividhiyAM ThIka calatI haiM / saMtulita bhojana meM dUdha kI cikanAI kI bhI jarUrata hotI hai / lavaNa kI jarUrata hotI hai / viTAmina kI jarUrata hotI hai / kSAra kI jarUrata hotI hai / ye sArI AvazyakatAeM hotI haiM / proTIna bhI Avazyaka hotA hai / saba kucha milatA hai to mastiSka bhI ThIka kAma karatA hai / sArA taMtra ThIka kAma karatA hai anyathA aneka mAnasika vikRtiyAM paidA ho jAtI haiN| pahale yaha mAnA jAtA thA ki mAnasika roga mAnasika kAraNoM se hote haiM kintu Aja yaha cintana badala gayA / Aja yaha ho gayA ki asaMtulita bhojana ke kAraNa, kupoSaNa ke kAraNa bahuta sArI mAnasika bImAriyAM hotI haiM / jaise bhojana kA asaMtulana, vaise hI mana kA asaMtulana / ye donoM Aja samasyA bane hue haiM / hama cAhate haiM ki AdamI bahuta acchA vyavahAra kare, bahuta acchA bane, para nahIM banatA / isake pIche kAraNa hai ki hamArA saMtulana kisI bhI dizA meM nahIM hotA hai / mAnasika saMtulana ke lie zvAsa kA abhyAsa bahuta Avazyaka hai / zvAsa meM kevala Apa prANavAyu hI nahIM lete, korA oNksIjana hI nahIM lete, usake sAtha aneka tattva Apake zarIra meM jAte haiM / prANazakti bhI isake sAtha zarIra meM jAtI hai| hama jI rahe haiN| kevala ina nyUronsa, viTAminsa ke AdhAra para nahIM jI rahe haiM / jIvana kA sabase bar3A AdhAra hai hamArI prANazakti / prANazakti rahatI hai to AdamI acche DhaMga se jItA hai| aura prANazakti cUka jAtI hai to hajAra davAiyAM, hajAra upAya, hajAra DaoNkTara mila jAyeM, kisI ko bacAyA nahIM jA sakatA / jIne kA mukhya AdhAra hai hamArI prANazakti / hama dIrgha zvAsa ke abhyAsa ke dvArA prANa kA bhI saMgraha karate haiM / prANa ko kahIM se kharIdanA nahIM par3atA, kahIM se lAnA nahIM pdd'taa|
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________________ mAnasika saMtulana hamAre Asa-pAsa prANa bahuta hai| pUrA AkAza-maNDala prANa se bharA hai| Ajakala itanA pradUSaNa ho gayA ki prANazakti bhI kama hone laga gii| phira bhI abhI taka hindustAna meM yaha surakSA hai ki itanA pradUSaNa nahIM hai / abhI bhI prANazakti kAphI bacI hai / hama prANazakti ko le sakate haiN| jisa vyakti ne dIrgha zvAsa kA abhyAsa kiyA hai. pUrA zvAsa lenA sIkhA hai, vaha prANazakti se kabhI khAlI nahIM ho sakatA aura prANazakti ke abhAva meM vaha grasta nahIM ho sakatA bImAriyoM se, mAnasika vyAdhiyoM se| dIrgha zvAsa kA abhyAsa choTI-sI bAta lagatI hai, para choTI bAta bahuta mUlyavAna hotI hai| hamArI Adata to hai, jo sabase jyAdA anivArya hai use bhI hama sabase jyAdA kama mUlya dete haiM / pAnI hamAre lie bahuta jarUrI hai| pAnI ko kama mUlya dete haiM / sUrya kA tApa bhI hamAre lie bahuta jarUrI hai, use bhI hama koI mUlya nahIM dete, kyoMki vaha binA mUlya hI milatA hai| eka adhyApaka ne vidyArthI se pUchA ki batAo bijalI ke prakAza meM aura sUrya ke prakAza meM kyA antara hotA hai ? usane kahA-yaha to bahuta sIdhI bAta hai ki bijalI kA prakAza paise se milatA hai aura sUrya kA prakAza binA paise se / kitanI sIdhI bAta ! jo sIdhA milatA hai, jisakA mUlya nahIM hotA, usake prati hamArA dhyAna nahIM jaataa| zvAsa, havA binA paise kI milatI hai / isalie zvAsa, havA para hamArA dhyAna kendrita nahIM hotaa| roTI kA mUlya hai to bahuta sAvadhAnI baratate haiN| kapar3e kA mUlya hai to bahuta sAvadhAnI baratatehaiM / makAna kA mUlya hai to bahuta sAvadhAnI baratate haiM / jinakA mUlya hai unake prati hama sAvadhAna haiM aura jinakA mUlya nahIM hai unake prati hama sAvadhAna nahIM haiM / kintu anivAryatA kI dRSTi se dekheM to roTI ke binA eka AdamI sau dina jI sakatA hai / hamAre kucha sAdhu-sAdhviyAM aise haiM, jinhoMne sau dina taka kucha nahIM khaayaa| chaha mahIne taka kucha nahIM khAyA / chaha-chaha mahIne kA upavAsa karane vAle loga Aja bhI haiN| aura aise bhI loga haiM jo bAraha mahIne taka kevala chAcha ke Upara Ane vAle pAnI ke sivAya kucha bhI khAyA nahIM, aura piyA nhiiN| mevAr3a meM chAcha ko garma karate haiM aura Upara jo pAnI AtA hai harA-harA, use kahate haiM Acha / usa Acha ko pIkara bAraha mahIne kA pUrA samaya bitaayaa| na kucha khAyA aura na pAnI hI piyaa| aise loga haiM to khAye binA aura pAnI pIe binA to kucha dina rahA jA sakatA hai para zvAsa ke binA naha rahA jA sakatA / bahuta kama raha pAte haiM zvAsa liye binaa| agara maiM AparaM
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________________ 22 ekalA calo re kahUM ki dasa minaTa bilkula zvAsa na leM, kauna mAnegA isa bAta ko / eka vyakti bhI zAyada yahAM nahIM hogA / dasa minaTa kI bAta maiMne bahuta kaha dii| eka minaTa bhI zvAsa na leM, eka minaTa meM to jI ghabarAne laga jAegA / kisI-kisI kA koI abhyAsa kiyA huA ho to bAta chor3a detA hUM / para sAmAnya AdamI kA jI macalane lgegaa| aisA lagegA ki jI to nikala rahA hai| nahIM rahA jA sakatA / anivAryatA zvAsa kI jyAdA hai yA roTI kI ? zvAsa kI jyAdA hai / anivAryatA to hai para binA paise milatA hai, isalie upekSA zvAsa kI jyAdA hotI hai / roTI kI koI upekSA nahIM krtaa| hama isa bAta para dhyAna kendrita kreN| hama jo prayoga kara rahe haiM, vaha eka prakAra se jIvana kI nayI paddhati ko samajhane kA abhyAsa kara rahe haiM hamAre jIvana kI paddhati yaha honI cAhie ki jisakA jitanA mUlya, use utanA mUlya denA samajha leM / adhika mUlya haiM aura kama mUlya diyA jAtA hai vaha sAmAjika jIvana acchA nahIM hotA / 'pUjyapUjAvyatikramaH'--jahAM pUjya kI pUjA kA vyatikrama hotA hai vahAM samasyAeM paidA hotI haiM / jo jitana pUjya hai usakI utanI pUjA honI caahie| Aja kI hamArI sAmAjika paddhati jIvana kI paddhati aisI bana gaI hai ki jisakA jitanA mUlya usakA utana mUlya nahIM AMkA jA rahA hai| hameM zvAsa kA sabase jyAdA mUlyAMkana karana caahie| dUsarI bAta hai, prANazakti kA sabase jyAdA mUlyAMkana karana cAhie / prANazakti kA prayoga, dIrgha zvAsa kA prayoga, aura bhI aneka prayo haiN| prayogoM kI aisI zRGkhalA hai ki jisakA jitanA mUlya, use utanA mUlya diyA jAye / eka nayI jIvana kI paddhati bnegii| isakA pariNAma yaha hoga ki anAyAsa hI mAnasika santulanA prApta ho jaaegaa| ___ Aja kA yuga mAnasika tanAvoM kA yuga hai / itanI cintA, itanI pare zAniyAM, "itanA bhaya / adhikArI ko bhI bhaya aura adhikRta hai usako bhI bhaya / zAsaka haiM usako bhI bhaya hai aura zAsita hai usako bhI bhaya hai / bha se mukta koI nahIM hai / aura bhaya ko chur3Ane ke lie upAya karatA hai, vaha bhaya kA kAraNa bana jAtA hai / eka AdamI ko Dara bahuta lagatA thaa| kisa samajhadAra AdamI ke pAsa gayA / jAkara kahA ki mujhe Dara bahuta lagatA hai purAne jamAne meM ye Dore, yaMtra maMtra, taMtra kAphI calate the / Aja bhI kura calate haiN| usane kahA-eka tAbIja banA do jisase merA Dara samApta hai jAye / jAnakAra yA koI ojhA rahA hogA / tAbIja banAkara hAtha para bAM
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________________ mAnasika saMtulana 23 diyA / kucha dinoM bAda milA / pUchA- kyA sthiti hai ? bhaya terA samApta ho gayA? usane kahA---- Dara to merA kama ho gayA para eka Dara mana meM aura ghusa gyaa| vaha kyA ? nirantara Dara banA rahatA hai ki kahIM tAbIja kho na jAye / hamArI duniyA aisI hai / hamArI sAmAjika paristhiti aisI hai ki eka ke bAda eka nayA bhaya paidA hotA rahatA hai| eka bhaya miTatA hai to dUsarA bhaya paidA ho jAtA hai / AdamI ke mana meM bhaya hai ki bur3hApe meM kyA hogA / yadi pUrA dhana saMgraha nahIM huA to bur3hApe meM kyA hogA ? bImArI meM kyA hogA ? sAmane vaha sthiti A rahI hai, kyA hogA? yaha kyA hogA, yaha bAta kabhI mana se nikalatI hI nahIM / aura yaha bAta vyAvahArika bhI hai / socanA anAvazyaka bhI nahIM maantaa| hara AdamI ko socanA par3atA hai / para Apa thor3A antara kareM ki cintana karanA aura cintA karanA - ye do alaga bAteM haiM / cintana aura cintA eka nahIM hai| cintana jIvana kI eka AvazyakatA hai / aura cintA jIvana kI bImArI hai / citA, cintA aura cintana / tInoM barAbara yoga hai / cintana bhI jaba sImA se atikrAnta ho jAtA hai to cintA bana jAtA hai / cintA jaba bahuta bar3ha jAtI hai to citA bana jAtI hai / mRtyu kA sabase bar3A kAraNa akAlamRtyu kA sabase bar3A kAraNa hai ciMtA / Aja ke yuga meM hRdaya - avarodha kI bImArI aura sadyaskaghAtI bImAriyAM bahuta bar3hI haiN| isakA eka bar3A kAraNa hai cintA / AdamI itanA jora rahatA hai, itanA bodarezana hai ki hara samaya cintA se grasta rahatA hai / aura usa pitA ne hRdaya para itanA dabAva DAlA hai, ki Aja choTe-choTe vyakti bhI asamaya meM cale jAte haiM / cintA hai to citA kI taiyArI ho jAtI hai / hameM kyA karanA hogA ? hama citA kA ilAja nahIM kara sakate / anivArya ghaTanA hai / cintA kA bhI ilAja nahIM kara sakate / koI AdamI yaha soce ki cintA na karU, cintA ko miTA dUM, yaha bhI asambhava hai / hama usakA ilAja nahIM kara sakate / hama ilAja pahalI sTeja meM kara sakate haiN| jaba tIsarI sTeja meM bImArI calI jAtI kaThinAI hotI hai| kaiMsara kA prArambha sambhAvanA hotI hai aura antima sTeja jaisA bana jAtA hai| cintana kA upAya kareM jitanA ki hamAre jIvana ke lie ki cintana kA cakkA jaba cAlU ho jAtA hai to phira kabhI banda nahIM hotA / jAgate bhI banda nahIM hotA, sohe hai to ilAja nahIM ho sakatA | bar3I hotA hai taba taka to usake ilAja kI para calA jAtA hai to phira asAdhya kara sakate haiM / cintana hama utanA hI jarUrI hai / para kucha loga to aise haiM
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________________ ekalA calo re bhI banda nahIM hotA / sapane-sapane, sapane aura sapane / cakkA calatA hI rahatA dIrgha zvAsa kA prayoga nivicAratA kA prayoga hai| yaha cintana ko sImita karane kA prayoga hai| yadi acchA abhyAsa ho jAtA hai to jaba cAheM cintana kara sakate haiM aura jaba cAhe taba cintana ko roka sakate haiN| kucha loga aise hote haiM ki jinheM bhASaNa denA hotA hai to pahale pUrI taiyArI karate haiM / bolate haiM to cintana ke sAtha bolate haiN| aura bhASaNa dene ke bAda bhI cintana calatA rahatA hai| agara yaha kahatA to aura acchA hotA, yaha kahatA to aura bhI acchA hotA / tIna bhASaNa ho jAte haiN| eka janatA ke sAmane AtA hai, do apane mastiSka meM rahate haiM / tIna bhASaNa dene vAle loga hI mileNge| aise vyakti virala haiM jo bhASaNa se pahale bhI cintana nahIM karate, bhASaNakAla meM cintana kiyA aura samApta, 'niHshessm'| maiMne eka sUtra banAyA thA nizcinta hone ke lie, vaha 'niHzeSam' / hama koI bhI kAma kareM, gambhIra adhyayana, gambhIra zodha yA gambhIra pravRtti kareM, taba taka pUrI tanmayatA ke sAtha kareM, usameM DUba jaaeN| jaise hI uThe aura eka bAta kA saMkalpa le leM-niHzeSam / basa, kAma merA pUrA ho gayA, kucha bhI bAkI nahIM bacA / bAkI bacA hI nahIM / aba kala nayA adhyAya zurU kruuNgaa| nayA jIvana zurU kruuNgaa| nayA kAma zurU kruuNgaa| bAkI kucha bhI nahIM bacA hai / hama yaha bhAra lekara uThate haiM ki itanA kAma bAkI raha gayA to kAma hogA yA nahIM hogA para dimAga kI zakti avazya kharca ho jAyegI / tanAva bar3ha jAyegA aura vaha ciMtana cintA meM badala jaaygaa| Apako patA hai ki rAvaNa jaise zaktizAlI vyakti ne marate samaya kahA thA ki merI itanI bAteM adhUrI raha giiN| kauna vyakti hai jo yaha nahIM kahatA ki adhUrA raha gyaa| eka sAdhanA karane vAlA AdhyAtmika vyakti kaha sakatA hai ki merA koI kAma adharA nahIM hai / saba pUrA ho gyaa| dUsarA koI vyakti nahIM kaha sktaa| hara AdamI socatA hai ki yaha adhUrA raha gyaa| lar3ake ko vahAM bhejanA thA, adhUrA raha gayA / yaha adhUre-adhUre kI bAta ne sAre jIvana ke rasa ko sukhA diyaa| anyathA kitanA acchA ho, Aja hamane kiyA sone se pahale yA kAma se uThane se pahale utanA kara liyaa| aba kala phira nayA jIvana zurU karanA hai| koI adhUrApana nahIM hogA aura vaha ciMtana ciMtA nahIM bana paayegaa| yadi hama ciMtana aura citA ke bheda ko samajha leM to koI ulajhana nahIM hogii| eka bAra AcAryazrI tulasI ke sAmane eka vyakti AyA,
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________________ mAnasika saMtulana 25 Akara usane kahA ki eka bhIr3a A rahI hai, jAne kyA hogA ? bahuta bhaya dikhAyA, bahuta DarAvanI bAteM kIM / AcAryazrI ne eka hI uttara diyA - bahuta sundara ! cAroM zabdoM kA uttara - ciMtA nahIM, ciMtana kareM / vyathA nahIM, vyavasthA kareM / vyathA karanA alaga bAta hai aura vyavasthA karanA alaga bAta hai / cintA karanA alaga bAta hai aura cintana karanA alaga bAta hai / cintA nahIM, vyathA nahIM / cintana ho aura vyavasthA ho / I ki vaha cintana bhI cintA bana jAye / hara / para cintana bhI itanA na ho bAta kI duniyA meM sImA hotI hai usa sImA ko samajhanA aura usa sImA kA upayoga karanA bahuta jarUrI hai / mAnasika saMtulana ke lie cintana ko bhI sImita karanA Avazyaka hai aura yaha eka prayoga hai - zvAsa kA, jisase cintana ke cakke ko bhI hama roka sakate haiN| jisa samaya Apa zvAsa lete haiM, zvAsa meM dhyAna kendrita hotA hai / vikalpa samApta hotA hai, vicAra samApta hotA hai, cintana samApta hotA hai / zvAsa kA abhyAsa karate-karate bhI aisA lage ki vicAra bIca meM jyAdA A rahe haiM to eka abhyAsa kareM ki zvAsa ko bIca-bIca meM roka deN| jaise hI zvAsa kA saMyama huA, zvAsa ko rokA aura kadama vicAra zAMta ho jaaeNge| vicAroM ko zAMta karane kA bahuta acchA upAya hai - kumbhaka | dUsarA upAya eka aura bhI kiyA jA sakatA hai hai jyAdA uTha rahe haiM to jIbha ko sthira kara leN| dAMtoM ke sAtha gaharA dabA deN| jIbha sthira hotI apane Apa sthira ho jAtA hai / jIbha kA aura sambandha hai | tIsarA upAya yaha bhI kara sakate haiM ki jIbha ko ulaTa leM tAlU kI ora / tAlU kI ora jIbha ko ulaTate hI vicAroM ko pravAha ekadama ruka jAyegA / ye jo choTe-choTe abhyAsa haiM, choTe-choTe prayoga haiM- ye hamAre cintana ko cintA meM badalane se rokane vAle haiM / aura jaba cintA nahIM hotI to mAnasika santulana barAbara banA rahegA / / jaba yaha lage ki vikalpa jIbha ko jabar3e ke nIce, to vicAra aura cintana vicAroM kA bahuta gaharA hamArA cintana, hamArI kalpanA aura hamArI smRtiyAM - ye eka sImA taka to sabhI upayogI haiM kintu sImA se pAra jaba ye cale jAte haiM to ye bhI hamAre lie kaSTadAyI bana jAte haiM / isIlie to yaha kahA jAtA ki duniyA meM kucha bhI amRta nahIM hotA aura kucha bhI jahara nahIM hotA / mAtrA amRta hotI hai
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________________ ekalA calo re aura mAtrA viSa hotI hai / eka mAtrA meM hara bAta amRta bana sakatI hai / hamAre yahAM ke AyurvaijJAnikoM ne saMkhiyA ko bhI amRta batA diyA / saMkhiyA jaise ugra jahara kA amRta rUpa meM aisA prayoga kiyA ki maratA-maratA AdamI bhI baca jAtA hai| saMkhiyA bhI bar3A amRta hai| jise amRta kahA jAtA hai--dUSa ko amRta kahA jAtA hai| eka dina meM eka sAtha dasa kilo, bIsa kilo dUdha pI leM aura phira dekheM, dUdha kaisA amRta hotA hai| mAtrA kA atikramaNa hone para amRta viSa bana jAtA hai aura mAtrA ke anupAta meM viSa amRta bana jAtA hai / yaha cintana, kalpanA aura smRti hamAre lie amRta kA bhI kAma kara sakate haiM aura hamAre lie jahara kA bhI kAma kara sakate haiN| mAnasika asantulana ko paidA karane meM ye tInoM mukhya tattva bana sakate haiN| aba inheM rokane ke lie hameM bIca meM eka rekhA khIMcanI hogI aura vaha rekhA dIrgha zvAsa kA abhyAsa ho sakatA hai| hama santulana aura asaMtulana paidA karane vAle tattvoM ko jAneM aura asaMtulana ke nivAraka upAyoM ko kAma meM leM tathA saMtulana ke dvArA kase naI jIvara paddhati kA nirmANa kiyA jA sakatA hai-ina sArI bAtoM para vicAra kareM to nizcita hI jIvana Anandamaya hogA, zaktimaya hogA, cetanAmaya hogA aura mAnasika santulana kI cetanA jAgRta hogii|
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________________ Atma-nirIkSaNa zarIra ko dekhane kA abhyAsa Atma-nirIkSaNa kA eka mahattvapUrNa upAya / svayaM ko dekhanA bahuta kaThina hotA hai| jaba manuSya svayaM ko dekhane laga nAtA hai to bahuta sArI samasyAeM hala ho jAtI haiN| hama isa bAta ko na bhUleM ke vyakti Akhira vyakti hI hai / sAmAjika dAyitva aura sAmAjika kartavyoM ke bIca vaha rahatA hai, unakA anupAlana karatA hai| para jaba vyakti zarIra se svastha nahIM hotA aura mana se svastha nahIM hotA to vaha sAmAjika dAyitvoM aura kartavyoM kA samyak pAlama bhI nahIM kara sktaa| prathama bAta hai ki vyakti vastha rhe| taba vaha sAmAjika svAsthya kA anupAlana kara sakatA hai aura samAja ke prati apane kartavyoM ko nibhA sakatA hai| vaiyaktika svAsthya ke lie nAtma-nirIkSaNa eka anivArya prakriyA hai / apane Apako dekhanA, apanI kSamatA ko dekhanA, apane vikAsa ko dekhanA, apanI kamiyoM aura vizeSatAoM ko khanA / donoM ko dekhanA hai| jo vyakti kevala apanI kamiyoM ko dekhatA hai ha hInatA kI graMthi se grasita ho jAtA hai| jo vyakti kevala apanI vizeSanAoM ko dekhatA hai, vaha ahaMkAra kI granthi se grasta ho jAtA hai aura ye donoM panthiyAM vyaktitva ke nirmANa meM bAdhaka banatI haiN| vyaktitva ke nirmANa ke lie bahuta Avazyaka hai-yathArtha kA aMkana, thArtha-bodha / yathArtha-bodha honA caahie| sahI mUlyAMkana bahuta jarUrI hai / ba mUlyAMkana sahI nahIM hotA, bahuta bhrama paidA ho jAtA hai| mAdaka vastuoM kA sevana karanA isIlie varjita mAnA jAtA hai ki mAdakatA kI avasthA meM mArA yathArtha-bodha lupta ho jAtA hai| Aja ke yuvaka meM mAdaka vastuoM kA vana bahuta bar3ha rahA hai / pazcimI dezoM meM bahuta bar3ha rahA hai aura jo pazcimI zoM meM bar3hatA hai, vaha pUrvI dezoM meM bhI bar3hane laga jAtA hai / itanI mAdaka stueM cala par3I haiM, jinakI saMkhyA karanA bhI kaThina ho gayA hai / araboM-araboM payoM kI mAdaka vastueM, mAdaka dravya utpanna kie jA rahe haiM / bAjAra meM A rahe haiM / pahale kevala zarAba, bhAMga, gAMjA, carasa-ye vastueM calatI thIM / Aja to inake saikar3oM prakAra bana gaye haiM aura jaba mAdakatA AtI hai, mUrchA AtI hai
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________________ 28 ekalA calo re to yathArtha kA bodha lupta ho jAtA hai / abhI-abhI kucha dina pahale maiMne par3hA thA, eka yuvaka ne ela0 esa0 DI0 kA prayoga kiyaa| dasavIM maMjila para baiThA thA / use lagA ki vaha bilakula halkA ho gayA hai| pakSI jaisA ho gayA hai / AkAza meM ur3a sakatA hai / AkAza meM ur3ane kA prayatna kiyA khir3akI se / pariNAma jo honA thA, vahI huA / ur3A to nahIM, dasavIM maMjila se nIce Akara girA aura mara gayA / mUrcchA se yathArtha kA bodha lupta ho jAtA hai / yathArtha kI cetanA samApta ho jAtI hai / sahI bAta kA patA nahIM calatA / hamAre Atma-nirIkSaNa kA pahalA sUtra hogA - yathArtha kA bodha, yathArtha kA mUlyAMkana | manovijJAna meM kahA jAtA hai--Self Ratting (selpha reTiMga ) Atma-mUlyAMkana, apanA mUlyAMkana sahI honA caahie| bahuta bAra aisA bhI hotA hai ki apanA mUlyAMkana sahI nahIM hotA to dUsare ke dvArA bhI mUlyAMkana karAyA jAtA hai / kabhI-kabhI sva-mUlyAMkana aura para mUlyAMkana donoM ko saMyukta karake bhI mUlyAMkana kiyA jAtA hai / para mUlyAMkana jarUrI hai / jo vyakti apanI saphalatA-viphalatA kA koI aMkana nahIM karatA, vaha bahuta pragati nahIM kara sakatA aura usakA vyaktitva bahuta prabhAvI nahIM ho sakatA / AtmanirIkSaNa kA pahalA sUtra hai - yathArtha - bodha, yathArtha mUlyAMkana / jaba patA cala jAtA hai ki ye kamiyAM haiM, ye vizeSatAeM haiM to phira dUsarI bAta prApta hotI hai kamiyoM ko miTAne aura vizeSatAoM ko bar3hAne ke lie upAya kI khoja kI jAe / upAya kI khoja avazya ho / upAya aura apAya donoM jur3e hue zabda haiM / apAya hamArI pragati meM bAdhaka tattva haiM / ye bAdhA utpanna kara rahe haiM / ye doSa haiM / una apAyoM ko miTAne ke lie upAyoM kI khoja hotI hai / jo vyakti upAya ko nahIM khojatA, jo jitanA hai usameM santoSa mAna letA hai vaha pragatizIla nahIM ho sakatA aura vikAsa nahIM kara sakatA / jo loga Age bar3he haiM, jinhoMne pragati kI hai ve sadA apAya ko miTAne ke lie upAya ke khojate rahe haiN| bImArI jAna lenA eka bAta hai aura bImArI ko miTAne ke - lie upAya ko khojanA dUsarI bAta hai / yadi bImArI ko miTAne kA upAya nahIM khojA jAtA to koI bhI cikitsA paddhati vikasita nahIM hotI / jitanI cikitsA paddhatiyoM kA vikAsa huA hai, saba upAya kI khoja meM huA hai bImArI AyI aura use miTAne kA upAya khojA gyaa| pahale nidAna aura
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________________ Atma-nirIkSaNa 26. phara cikitsA / svayaM kA nidAna aura phira svayaM kI cikitsA / yaha 'upAya kI khoja' dUsarA sUtra hai-apane vyaktitva ke nirmANa kA yA Atma-nirIkSaNa kaa| upAya khoje jAte haiM aura mila jAte haiN| kucha bhI asambhava nhiiN| yaha na mAne ki upAya khojane vAle koI AkAza se Tapakate haiM yA dharatI se nikatate haiM / hara AdamI meM kSamatA hotI hai / agara vaha ekacitta, dattacitta hokara apane apAya ke lie upAya ko khoje to upAya mila jaaegaa| zarIra-prekSA sabase acchI prakriyA hai upAya khojane kii| hamAre zarIra meM kitane prakampana hote haiM, kitanI halacaleM haiM ! pUrA zarIra halacaloM se bharA hai| eka itanA bar3A kArakhAnA cala rahA hai| hama kabhI dhyAna nahIM dete| patA nahIM calatA / yadi dhyAna deM to patA calegA ki eka mAMsapezI para sUI cubho dI, ilekTroDa lagA diyA aura mazIna meM itanI teja AvAja hone lgii| abhI hama mAnasiMha memoriyala haoNspiTala (jayapura) gaye the, isI zivira ke silasile meM / hamane dekhA nyUrolaoNjI ke DaoNkTara baiThe haiN| eka bImAra AyA / mAMsapezI para sUI cubhoI aura thor3A-sA hilaayaa| mazIna meM gar3agar3AhaTa kI AvAja hone lgii| hamAre zarIra meM AvAjeM hotI haiN| teja AvAjeM hotI haiM / hRdaya kI dhar3akana, rakta kI gati, rakta kI AvAja / pratyeka avayava apanI kriyA karatA hai| usake sAtha dhvani hotI hai aura zabda hotA hai, halacaleM hotI haiM / para hama dhyAna nahIM dete, isalie patA nahIM cltaa| jaba AtmanirIkSaNa kI mudrA meM baiThate haiM aura apane dhyAna ko dUsaroM se haTAkara apane bhItara le jAte haiM to sArA patA lagane laga jAtA hai ki bhItara meM kyA-kyA ho rahA hai| vaha eka upAya hai jAgarUkatA ko bar3hAne kA, ekAgratA ko bar3hAne kA aura apane vyaktitva ko gatizIla banAne kA / jo vyakti apane prati pUrA jAgarUkatA nahIM hotA, vaha dUsare ke prati bhI pUrA jAgarUka nahIM raha sakatA / jAgarUkatA kA prArambha hamAre isa zarIra se hotA hai, mastiSka se hotA hai / Alasya kA prArambha bhI hamAre mastiSka se aura hamAre zarIra se hotA hai / pramAda aura apramAda, mUrchA aura jAgarUkatA--donoM kA prArambha isa zarIra aura mastiSka se, hamAre nAr3I-saMsthAna se hotA hai / jo apane nAr3I-saMsthAna ke prati, apane mastiSka ke prati bhI jAgarUka nahIM hai vaha apane kartavya ke prati jAgarUka kaise banegA? hama isa bhrama meM na jAyeM ki dhyAna kisI sAdhaka ke lie hai / purArI bAta hai| yaha
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________________ ekalA calo re mAnA jAtA thA ki yoga kA abhyAsa kisI yogI ke lie hotA hai / para Aja to maiM dekhatA hUM ki hara AdamI ko yogI hone kI jarUrata ho gaI hai / isalie ki purAne jamAne meM to koI rAjA hotA thaa| Aja to hara AdamI rAjA bana gyaa| jaba voTa dene kA prazna AtA hai, hara AdamI ke hAtha meM itanA adhikAra A jAtA hai ki zAsana karane vAle bhI usake pIche-pIche cakkara lagAte haiN| rAjya kA vistAra ho gyaa| vikendrita ho gaI sattA / sAdhanA kA bhI vistAra ho gyaa| Aja itanI: mAnasika samasyAeM haiM ki yadi koI vyakti thor3A dhyAna kA abhyAsa nahIM karatA, ekAgratA aura tanmayatA kA abhyAsa nahIM karatA hai to zAyada usake lie mAnasika rUpa se svastha rahanA bhI asambhava jaisA ho jAtA hai| isalie Aja pratyeka vyakti ko eka artha meM yogI honA bhI jarUrI hai| aisA hone se yaha nahIM hogA ki Apa apane karttavya se vimukha bana jaayeNge| isase karttavya ke prati vimukhatA nahIM AyegI, pratyut kartavya ke prati aura adhika prakharatA AyegI, jAgarUkatA bar3hegI, tIkSNatA aayegii| .. loga talavAra se hI lar3ate rahe haiN| saikar3oM varSoM taka talavAra aura bhAle se lar3ate rahe haiM / sAmane bandUka AyI, parAjita honA pdd'aa| phira bandUka se lar3ate rhe| topa AyI to parAjita honA pdd'aa| teja zastra AtA hai to sAmAnya zastra usake sAmane parAjita ho jAtA hai| hamAre citta kI bhI yahI bAta hai| hama eka cetanA kI avasthA para jIte haiM jo talavAra jaisI hotI hai aura sAmane bandUka jaisI cetanA AtI hai to vahAM vaha parAjita ho jAtI hai / vikAsazIla deza - kA, vikAsazIla vyakti kA hamezA yaha kartavya hotA hai ki daur3a meM pIche na rhe| sAmane banduka hai to apanI cetanA ko bhI banduka banA le / topa hai to topa banA le / aNu hai to aNu banA le / gati meM jo pIche raha jAtA hai, vaha hamezA mAra khAtA hai| yaha bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai ki cetanA ko tIkSNa banAyeM, vikAsazIla bnaayeN| hindustAna itanA bar3A deza hai-sattara karor3a AdamiyoM kA deza / yahAM antarrASTrIya khela hote haiM / muzkila se kabhI-kabhI eka skarSa, padaka milatA hogA, nahIM bhI milatA hai / rajata padaka bhI muzkila se milatA hai| bar3A Azcarya hai ! choTe-choTe deza lAkhoM aura eka karor3a kI janasaMkhyA vAle deza aneka svarNa padaka le jAte haiM, rajata-padaka le jAte haiM aura hindustAna pIche raha jAtA hai / kAraNa kyA hai ? kAraNa yahI hai ki hamane ekAgratA kA mUlyAM
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________________ Atma-nirIkSaNa kana chor3a diyA, jAgarUkatA kA mUlyAMkana chor3a diyA, dhyAna ko chor3a diyA / yaha mAna liyA ki ye hamAre lie upayogI nahIM haiN| hamAre sAmAjika jIvana meM inakA koI mUlya nahIM hai| jo hamArI vizeSatA ko bar3hAne vAle, hamArI kSamatA ko bar3hAne vAle tattva the unakI hamane upekSA kara DAlI / kisI samaya hindustAna, jo unnati ke zikhara para pahuMcA huA thA aura jo svarNa yuga meM pahuMcA thA, jagadguru banane kA gaurava isako prApta huA thA to kisI sampatti ke kAraNa nahIM huA thA, vaibhava ke kAraNa nahIM huA thA / vaibhava ke kAraNa bahuta pratiSThA bhI nahIM hotii| Aja bhI hama dekheM, kucha deza vaibhavazAlI haiM kintu vaibhavazAlI hone ke kAraNa ve koI bahuta pratiSThA nahIM pA rahe haiM / unake prati bar3A Akroza jAga rahA hai / bar3I pratikriyA jAga rahI hai / vaibhava jo vijJAna kA hotA hai, jJAna kA hotA hai, Atmabala aura manobala kA hotA hai, cetanA ke vikAsa kA hotA hai, usake prati gaurava kA bhAva jAgatA hai| hindustAna ke prati samUcI duniyA meM eka gaurava kA bhAva thaa| hajAroM-hajAroM loga yahAM kI vidyA ko sIkhane ke lie bAhara se Ate the / kintu Aja hamane bhulA dimA, apanI sampatti ko bhulA diyA aura sIkhane kI bAta, sikhAne kI bAta to dUra ho gayI, Aja kyA sikhAyeM ? sikhAne kI bAta bhI hamAre pAsa nahIM rhii| jina logoM ne hamase sIkhA, ve usakA upayoga kara rahe haiM / i dhyAna jApAna meM gayA, cIna meM gyaa| bhArata se gayA / bauddha dharma ke sAtha gyaa| bAhara ke bahuta dezoM meM gyaa| ve loga usakA upayoga kara rahe haiN| hAM aneka paddhatiyAM cala rahI haiM jo zarIra bala ko bar3hAtI haiM, manobala ko bar3hatI haiM aura anuzAsana ko bar3hAtI haiN| eka jApAnI har3atAla bhI karegA to kAma banda nahIM kregaa| korI kAlI paTTI hAtha para bAMdha degA, para kAma banda nahIM kregaa| phaikTariyAM barAbara cleNgii| koI vyavadhAna paidA nahIM hogA rASTra ke vikAsa meM / isa anuzAsana ke pIche vahAM dhyAna kI bahuta bar3I preraNA hai / ve svayaM isa bAta ko svIkAra karate haiM ki hamAre rASTra meM anuzAsana, vyavasthA kA vikAsa huA hai, usake pIche dhyAna kA bahuta bar3A bala hai / Apako Azcarya hogA ki vahAM ke sainikoM meM sabase jyAdA dhyAna calatA hai / vizvavidyAlayoM meM bhI calatA hai| svataMtra eka pAThyakrama hotA hai| chahachaha mahIne kA korsa hai aura ekAnta meM zivira lagate haiM, unheM TreniMga dI jAtI hai, kintu sainika loga sabase jyAdA dhyAna sampradAya ke anuyAyI haiM / koI kamI nahIM AyI / pratyuta vikAsa hI huA hai / hama isa bAta ko na 31
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________________ 32 ekalA calo re bhUleM ki zarIra svastha ho, mana svastha ho to phira sAmAjika svAsthya ke prati, dAyitva ke prati hamArI cetanA jAgarUka raha sakatI hai aura usake lie ina upAyoM ko khojanA bahuta jarUrI hai| upAya khojane para mila jAte haiN| para upAya sahI ho / upAya ke prati hamArA vizvAsa ho| upAya kI sahI jAnakArI--yaha Atma-nirIkSaNa kA tIsarA sUtra hai / bahuta bAra aisA bhrama hotA hai ki jo anupAya hai use upAya mAna liyA jAtA hai aura jo upAya hai, use anupAya mAna liyA jAtA hai| aisI sthiti meM cetanA kA pUrA vikAsa nahIM hotA / upAya ke prati bhI hamArI dhAraNA samyaka nahIM hotii| eka kahAnI hai / hai kahAnI para marma ko chUtI huii| eka sAsa ne bahU se kahA-bahUrAnI ! maiM abhI bAhara jA rahI huuN| eka bAta kA dhyAna rahe, hamAre ghara meM aMdherA na ghusane pAye / bahU bahuta bholI thI, atyanta bholii| viveka-cetanA jAgRta nahIM thI, buddhi bhI vikasita nahIM thI aura samajhane kI kSamatA bhI nahIM thii| sAsa ne kahA thA ki aMdhere ko bhItara ghusane nahIM denA hai, ThIka bAta hai / sAsa calI gaI, sAMjha hone ko aayii| usane socA ki aMdherA kahIM ghusa na jAye, pahale se hI vyavasthA kara duuN| sAre daravAje banda kara diye / saba khir3akiyAM banda kara dIM / jo mukhya daravAjA thA use bhI banda kara diyA / daravAje ke pAsa lAThI lekara baiTha gii| socA-daravAjA khulA nahIM hai, koI khir3akI khulI nahIM haiM, kahIM bhI koI cheda nhiiN| AyegA to daravAjA khaTakhaTAyegA, lAThI liye baiThI hUM, dekhatI hUM kaise andara aayegaa| pUrI vyavasthA kara dii| rAta jaise-jaise Dhalane lagI, aMdherA gaharAne lgaa| socA-kahAM se A gayA ! kahIM bhI koI rAstA nahIM hai / ho na ho daravAje se hI A rahA hai / andhakAra ko pITanA zurU kara diyaa| kAphI pITA ki nikala jAo mere ghara se ! kahAM se ghusa Aye ! mere ghara se bAhara cale jAo ! merI sAsa kI manAhI hai ki tumheM bhItara ghusanA nahIM hai ! khUba lAThiyAM bajAIM / lAThI TUTane lgii| hAtha chila ge| lahUluhAna ho ge| aMdherA to nahIM gyaa| parezAna hokara baiTha gii| sAsa aayii| daravAjA kholA / kahA-yaha kyA kiyA ? maiMne kahA thA ki aMdhere ko mata Ane denA ghara meM / vaha bolI-dekho, mere hAtha dekha lo| lahUluhAna ho gye| lAThI TUTa gaI / maiMne bahuta samajhAyA, bahuta rokA, para itanA jiddI hai ki mAnA hI nahIM aura yaha to ghusa hI gyaa| sAsa ne sira para hAtha rkhaa| kahA ki bahUrAnI ! aMdhere ko aise miTAyA jAtA hai ? kyA aMdherA aise miTatA hai ?
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________________ Atma-nirIkSaNa 33 samajhI nahIM tuma bAta ko sAsa gii| dIyA jalAyA, aMdherA samApta ho gayA / upAya ke bAre meM hamArI jAnakArI sahI nahIM hotI to hama prayatna to karate haiM, parizrama karate haiM, para aMdherA siTalA nahIM / kevala hAtha chila jAte haiM, lahUluhAna ho jAte haiM / lAThiyAM TUTa jAtI haiN| upAya ke abhAva meM apAya miTatA nahIM / Avazyaka hai ki hamArA upAya samyak honA cAhie / hameM pahale samyak upAya kI jAnakArI honI cAhie / hamAre bhItara bhaya hotA hai| ajJAna hotA hai| murcchA hotI hai / Aveza hotA hai / ye sAre apAya haiN| hara AdamI meM bhaya hotA hai| jisa vyakti meM prANa kA moha hai, jIne kA moha hai, usa vyAkti meM bhaya hotA hai / taba taka bhaya mahIM chUTatA jaba taka jijIviSA nahIM chUTa jAtI / prANa kA moha nahIM chUTa jAtA / eka mahilA ne apane pati se kahA- dekho, ghara meM cora ghusa gae aura maiMne bahuta bar3hiyA rasoI banAI / ve saba khA rahe haiN| Age bhI aura kucha kareMge / mAla bhI le jAyeMge / pati ne kahA- kyA karU ? patnI bolI- pulisa ko phona kareM ki ghara meM cora ghusa gaye haiM / pati bolA- pulisa ko phona karane kI koI jarUrata nahIM, pahale DaoNkTara ko phona kro| itanA bhaya laga rahA hai ki pulisa Ane se pahale hI maiM kahIM samApta na ho jAUM / bhaya hotA hai, bahuta bhaya hotA hai AdamI meM / Aveza hotA hai / apanA bhAna nahIM hotA / ajJAna hotA hai / itanA virodhAbhAsa aura itanI visaMgatiyAM hamAre jIvana meM hotI haiM ki hama sahI nirNaya nahIM le pAte / virodha meM jIte haiM, visaMgatiyoM meM jIte haiM / svayaM burAI karate cale jAte haiM / apanI burAI kA patA hame nahIM cltaa| dUsare kI burAI kA patA cala jAtA hai | eka vyaMgya hI hogA, para bahuta tIkhA vyaMgya hai / eka patnI ne apane pati se kahA- kaisA naukara rakhA hai ! yaha to bar3A cora hai / pati ne kahA kyA huA ? patnI bolI- hama kala hoTala meM gaye the aura vahAM se cAMdI kA cammaca uThA lAye the, naukara ne use curA liyA / bar3I vicitra bAta ! svayaM hoTala se cAMdI kA cammaca uThA lAye / vaha corI lagato hI nahIM hai aura naukara le gayA - cora ho gayA / yaha eka virodhAbhAsa hai jIvana kA / jIvana kI eka visaMgati hai ki manuSya ko apanI burAI kA patA nahIM calatA / ajJAna ko maiM itanA burA nahIM maantaa| ajJAna
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________________ ekalA calo re se burI bAta hai--mUrchA / moha kA AvaraNa itanA saghana hotA hai ki manuSya jAnate hue bhI nahIM jAnatA / jAnatA to hai, para jAnate hue bhI nahIM jAna pAtA / yaha sthiti bahuta bhayaMkara hotI hai| ina sAre apAyoM se nipaTane ke lie upAya khojanA jarUrI hai aura vaha upAya bhI samyak ho / / cauthA sUtra hogA, upAya ko jAna liyA para usake prati hamArA vizvAsa honA caahie| yadi vizvAsa nahIM hai to phira kAma nahIM bana sakatA / vizvAsa bahuta Avazyaka hai| punaHzikSaNa (rI-ejukezana) kI bAta AtI hai manovijJAna meM / usameM eka mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai ki rogI ko apane roga kA bhAna honA cAhie, rogI ko cikitsaka meM vizvAsa honA cAhie, rogI ko apanA roga miTAne kI tIvra AkAMkSA honI cAhie aura use sahI parAmarza milanA cAhie / ye cAra bAteM hotI haiM to roga miTatA hai / ye cAra bAteM nahIM hotI hai to bImArI kI cikitsA nahIM ho sktii| roga miTAne kI tIvra AkAMkSA nahIM hai to roga miTAne kI bAta hI prApta nahIM hotii| AkAMkSA hai aura cikitsaka meM vizvAsa nahIM hai, rogI socatA hai-davA to le rahA hUM, svastha hoUMgA yA nahIM houuNgaa| nahIM hogA-bilakula nahIM hogaa| jaba mana meM itanA saMdeha hai, itanA saMzaya hai to hone kI bAta prApta hI nahIM hotii| "saMzayAtmA vinazyati'--yaha jo kahA gayA bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai ki jisake mana meM sandeha paidA ho gayA, phira vaha saphala nahIM hogaa| pulisa kA, ArakSaka yA sI0 AI0 DI0 kA eka mahattvapUrNa sUtra hotA hai-bhedanIti yA saMdeha 'paidA kara denA / jo sandeha paidA karane meM saphalatA pA letA hai vaha jIta jAtA hai kyoMki saMdeha paidA kara diyA, isakA matalaba hai ki dhvasta kara diyaa| ___ magadha samrATa aura licchavI gaNataMtra paraspara yuddha kI sthiti meM the| 'licchavI gaNataMtra para vijaya pAnA thaa| kaise kareM ? magadha samrAT kI sthiti nahIM thI, zakti nahIM thI ki itane bar3e zaktizAlI gaNataMtra para vijaya pA leN| upAya khojaa| pracAra kiyA gayA ki rAjA ruSTa ho gayA aura maMtrI ko deza se niSkAsita kara diyaa| jaba eka deza se niSkAsana hotA hai to dUsare deza meM zaraNa lI jAtI hai| licchavI gaNataMtra ne use zaraNa dii| bar3I khuzI se zaraNa dI ki maMtrI bar3A buddhimAna hai| zaraNa mila gii| usane apanA kAma zurU kara diyaa| vaha kisI se kahatA-tuma gaNataMtra ke stambha ho| bar3e stambha ho, bar3e-zaktizAlI ho / para mujhe patA nahIM calA ki yaha tumhAre kyA cala rahA hai ? amuka vyakti se kahA ki tuma to bahuta kAyara AdamI ho /
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________________ Atma-nirIkSaNa bahuta Darapoka ho| mana meM eka sandeha paidA kara diyaa| dUsare sAMsadoM ke mana meM bhI vibhinna prakAra kA sandeha paidA kara diyaa| dUsare se phira bAta kI, tIsare se phira bAta kii| bAta kA silasilA cAlU rahA aura sabako ekadUsare ke prati saMdigdha banA diyaa| saba ke mana meM eka bhrama paidA kara diyA, eka bhrAMti khar3I ho gii| jaba dekhA ki kAma bana gayA taba magadha samrATa ko sUcanA bhejI ki aba AkramaNa kiyA jA sakatA hai| AkramaNa huA / patA calA, raNabherI bjii| gaNataMtra kI yaha prathA thI ki jaise hI raNabherI baje, saba taiyAra hokara yuddha ke lie cala pdd'eN| koI nahIM AyA, A hI nahIM rahA hai / mahAsAmanta ne socA, gaNa ke pramukha ne socA ki yaha kyA ho gayA / senApati ne socA ki yaha kyA ho gyaa| koI bhI kumAra yuddha karane ke lie nahIM A rahA hai / koI bhI sAmanta nahIM A rahA hai| koI nahIM A rahA hai, bAta kyA hai ? vyaktigata rUpa se mile| eka bolA-maI ! maiM to kAyara AdamI hUM, jo zaktizAlI haiM unako yuddha meM le jAyeM / dUsare se mile, kahAmaiM to sadAcArI nahIM hUM, bhraSTAcArI huuN| jo koI sadAcArI ho usako le jAeM / hara vyakti ke muMha zikAyata / hara vyakti ke mana meM saMdeha bharA hai / socA, gaNatantra samApta ho gyaa| aba nahIM calane vaalaa| yaha bahuta bar3A rahasya hotA hai ki vyakti ke mana meM saMdeha paidA kara denA, saMzaya paidA kara denA / jahAM saMdeha paidA ho gayA vahAM sArI zakti samApta ho gaI / cetanA hI samApta ho gii| upAya ke prati hamArA vizvAsa honA caahie| itanA gaharA vizvAsa ki yaha hogA, hogA aura nizcita hI hogaa| niyama hai kaise nahIM hogaa| eka kisAna kabhI saMdeha nahIM krtaa| agara kisAna saMdeha kare to kabhI bIja bo hI nahIM sktaa| kaise boyegA ? yaha to spaSTa hai ki varSA hogI yA nahIM hogI, nizcita nahIM hai usake sAmane / phira bhI pUre AtmavizvAsa ke sAtha bIja botA hai / kabhI varSA nahIM bhI hotii| khetI bhI nahIM hotii| bIja vyartha bhI calA jAtA hai para dUsare varSa phira taiyArI kregaa| jaise hI varSA huI vaha hala lekara bIja bone calA jAegA / yadi kisAna ke mana meM saMdeha vyApa jAye to phira saba loga mAlA hI bhajeM roTI milegI hI nhiiN| japa hI karate raheM phira, aura vaha bhI nahIM hogaa| bhUkhA AdamI kaise japa kara pAegA? para kisAna ke mana meM koI saMdeha nahIM hotaa| para patA nahIM apane vyaktitva ke vikAsa meM hara vyakti ko saMdeha ho jAtA hai| yaha karatA to hUM, para hogA yA anal
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________________ ekalA calo re nahIM hogA ? aisA ho sakatA hai kyA ? kaise saMbhava hogA ? jaba apane upAya ke prati, nizcita niyama ke prati mana meM yaha saMdeha paidA ho jAtI hai to yaha nizcita mAne ki viphalatA to A gaI, saphalatA kI sArI sambhAvanAeM samApta ho giiN| hamAre mana meM upAya ke prati vizvAsa paidA honA caahie| yaha nizcita hogaa| kyoM nahIM hogA, jaba niyama hai to apanA kAma karegA / hara sUtra kA niyama hotA hai, hara vyavasthA kA niyama hotA hai / sArA saMsAra niyamoM se cala rahA hai--prakRti kA niyama, samAja kA niyama, vyakti kA niyama / hamAre mastiSka ke bhI saMcAlana ke niyama haiN| hamAre nAr3I-taMtra ke saMcAlana ke niyama haiM / hamAre graMthitaMtra ke niyama haiN| kaNa-kaNa ke sAthaM niyama jur3A huA hai| phira jo merA upAya hai, usakA niyama kyoM nahIM hai / vaha kyoM nahIM saphala hogA ? hameM niyama aura niyati meM vizvAsa honA caahie| Atma-nirIkSaNa kA pAMcavAM sUtra hai-abhyAsa honA caahie| upAya bhI mila gyaa| vizvAsa bhI ho gayA para abhyAsa nahIM hai to pUrA kAma nahIM banegA / Aja dharma kI sthiti jo banI hai ki dharma kA pariNAma nahIM A rahA hai| dharma se AdamI ko jitanA badalanA cAhie, nahIM badala rahA hai| isakA kAraNa kyA hai ? maiM to yahI mAnatA hUM ki korsa pUrA nahIM ho rahA hai| maleriyA hai| DaoNkTara ne korsa diyA ki dasa goliyAM lenI haiN| cAra goliyAM khAyIM aura chor3a diiN| cikitsA pUrI nahIM huI aura maleriyA kA AkramaNa phira ho gyaa| DaoNkTara ke pAsa jAtA hai| DaoNkTara pUchatA hai-bhaI ! korsa pUrA kiyA yA nahIM ? korsa to pUrA nahIM kiyaa| to pahale jo lI thI vaha bekAra calI gii| usakA koI upayoga nahIM rhaa| aba naye sire se korsa karanA pdd'egaa| ailopaithI meM to yaha calatA hai ki pUrA korsa na ho, taba taka bImArI kA samAdhAna nahIM miltaa| dharma kA korsa bhI hamArA pUrA nahIM ho rahA hai / zravaNa hotA hai, hama dharma ko sunate haiN| dharma meM vizvAsa bhI karate haiM para korA sunanA aura korA vizvAsa karanA paryApta nahIM hai| tIsarI bAta haiabhyAsa honA caahie| ye tInoM bAteM hotI haiM--sunanA, sunane ke bAda usameM vizvAsa honA aura vizvAsa ke bAda usakA abhyAsa honA, to dharma kA parigAma A sakatA hai / hama do meM hI aTaka jAte haiN| suna bhI lete haiM, vizvAsa bhI kara lete haiM, para abhyAsa nahIM karate, prayoga nahIM karate / abhyAsa ke binA kAma pUrA nahIM banatA / upAya kA abhyAsa honA jarUrI hai /
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________________ Atma-nirIkSaNa dhyAna kA zivira eka abhyAsa kA zibira hai, prayoga kA zivira hai / - Apa dhyAna na kareM / sunate jAyeM, dUsaroM ko dekhate jaayeN| Apako kucha bhI patA nahIM calegA, kyoMki jo bhItara meM hone vAlA hai, vaha sunane se aura dekhane se patA nahIM calatA / dhyAna ke dvArA hamAre rasAyana badalate haiM / hamArI vidyutadhArA badalatI hai / hamAre bhItara ke sAre tattva badalate haiM / usakA patA jAnane se to nahIM cala sakatA | sunane se to nahIM cala sakatA / prayoga ke binA usakA patA nahIM cala sakatA / prayoga ke bAda hI patA cala sakatA hai| ki kisa prakAra bhItara meM parivartana hotA hai / jisa vyakti ne ekAgratA kA abhyAsa nahIM kiyA, dUsaroM ko nizAnA sAdhate dekhA, cAhe hajAra bAra dekha le, kabhI vaha nizAnebAja nahIM bana sakegA / jisa vyakti ne dUsaroM ko tairate dekhA aura svayaM pAnI para paira hI nahIM rakhA, vaha kabhI tairAka nahIM ho sakatA / tairAka vahI ho sakatA hai jisane pAnI meM DubakiyAM lI haiM, abhyAsa kiyA hai / bahuta bAra tairA hai / kabhI DUbA hai, kabhI terA hai| vahI tairAka bana sakatA hai / abhyAsa ke binA koI bhI karma hastagata nahIM ho sakatA / phira cAhe bhItara kA prayoga ho, cAhe bAhara kA prayoga / phira cAhe zilpa ho, cAhe karma ho aura cAhe vijJAna ho / prAyogika bhUmikA meM utare binA usakA hameM koI jJAna nahIM ho sktaa| jo bAteM kevala jAnane kI hotI haiM vahAM to jAnanA paryApta ho jAtA hai / kintu jo sIkhane kI bAteM haiM vahAM korA jAnanA paryApta nahIM hotA, vahAM to abhyAsa karanA hotA hai / zikSA kA matalaba hI hotA hai - punaH punaH abhyAsa | zikSA kI purAnI paribhASA hai - punaH punaH abhyAsaH zikSaNam - bAra-bAra abhyAsa karanA / hamArI do prakAra kI zaktiyAM hotI haiM--eka hai naisargika yA prAtibha zakti aura dUsarI hai Adhigamika zakti / naisargika aura pratibhA zakti vaha hai jo janmajAta kisI ko prApta ho jAtI hai / kucha loga janma se hI vidvAn hote haiM, janma se hI zilpI banate haiN| janma se citrakAra bana jAte haiM aura choTI-choTI avasthA meM bhI bar3e camatkArapUrNa kArya kara DAlate haiM / vaha unakI abhyAsa kI zakti nahIM hai, kintu naisargika zakti yA prAtibha zakti hai / kintu saba logoM ko vaisI zakti prApta nahIM hotI / adhikAMza loga abhyAsa ke dvArA apanI zakti kA vikAsa karate haiN| jitanA - jitanA paTu abhyAsa hotA hai, jitanA - jitanA acchA abhyAsa hotA hai, utanI utanI zakti bar3hatI calI jAtI hai / dUsarA mArga hai abhyAsa kA adhigamika mArga, adhigama kA aura zikSA 37
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________________ 38 ekalA calo re kA / hama dhyAna kI zikSA prApta kara rahe haiM / zikSA kA matalaba kevala jAnanA nahIM / zikSA kA artha hai - abhyAsa karanA, prayoga karanA, bAra-bAra doharAnA / yaha doharAne kI bAta kara rahe haiM / doharAte - doharAte eka bindu aisA AtA hai ki hama usa para pahuMca jAte haiM aura hamArI maMjila taya ho jAtI hai / hamAre vyaktitva nirmANa ke lie Atma-nirIkSaNa bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai aura AtmanirIkSaNa ke pAMca sUtroM kI saMkSipta-sI carcA maiMne prastuta kI / Atma-nirIkSaNa ke do sUtra aura haiN| eka hai-apane AcaraNa, vyavahAra kA anubhava karanA / usa para dhyAna kendrita karanA aura dUsarA hai--apane zarIra aura mana meM ghaTita hone vAlI ghaTanAoM kA anubhava karanA / jaba hamArA mastiSka Atma-nirIkSaNa ke dvArA jAgarUka hotA hai, taba kyA vicAra Ane vAlA hai aura kauna-sI bhAva-taraMga paidA hone vAlI hai yaha tatkAla patA cala jAtA hai / Ajakala pazcima meM apanI vRttiyoM para kaMTrola pAne ke lie. Marathisis kA prayoga karate haiM / usase patA lagA lete haiM, tApamAna kitanA haiM, kauna-sI vRtti kAma kara rahI hai| usa mazIna se patA lagatA hai aura phira abhyAsa ke dvArA usa vRtti para niyaMtraNa karate haiM / hamAre yahAM to yaha paddhati pahale se hI rahI hai / hameM bAyophIDabaika kA prayoga karane kI jarUrata nahIM / dhyAna kI gaharAI meM jAkara hama aisA jAgarUka bhAva vikasita kara lete haiM / hameM tatkAla patA laga jAtA hai ki kauna-sI vRtti jAgane vAlI hai / tatkAla phira usa vRtti para niyaMtraNa pAne kI kSamatA ho jAtI hai / krodha utarane vAlA hai, abhimAna utarane vAlA hai, uddaNDatA utarane vAlI hai, vAsanA utarane vAlI hai, bhaya utarane vAlA hai, Alasya utarane vAlA hai| kauna-sI taraMga aba mastiSka meM sakriya ho rahI hai, tatkAla patA laga jAegA aura patA lagA to Apa tatkAla usa para niyaMtraNa pAne meM sakSama ho jaaeNge| yaha eka upAya hai apane vyaktitva ko sarvatomukhI aura zaktizAlI banAne kA / maiM socatA hUM dhyAna ke dvArA hama Atma- nirIkSaNa kI vidhA meM Age bar3he, apanI cetanA ko jAgarUka banAyeM, sakriya banAyeM, itanI karmaNya banAyeM, itanI sakSama banAyeM ki bAhara kI ghaTanAoM kA Akalana bhI kara sakeM aura bhItarI ghaTanAoM kA Akalana bhI kara sakeM / bhItara aura bAhara -- ina donoM jagat kI ghaTanAoM kA Akalana kara apane yathArtha ke dharAtala para yathArtha kA jIvana jI sakeM, yahI hamArA lakSya hai / I
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________________ saMkalpa - zakti kA vikAsa daravAjA kholanA hai| Aja eka choTA baccA bhI daravAjA khola sakatA hai / kintu Adima yuga ke AdamI ko kahA jAe ki daravAjA kholo to vaha sAmane Akara khar3A ho jaaegaa| samajha hI nahIM pAegA ki kyA karanA hai / daravAjA dekhA hI nahIM, kalpanA hI nahIM ki makAna bhI hotA hai| daravAjA bhI hotA hai / banda bhI kiyA jA sakatA hai / kholA bhI jA sakatA hai / jisa vyakti ko jisakI kalpanA nahIM hotI, vaha vyakti vaha kAma nahIM kara sakatA / Aja se do sau varSa, cAra sau varSa pahale ke AdamI ko kahA jAye ki ghar3I dekho, kyA dekhegA / kucha bhI patA nahIM calegA / ghar3I vahI thI ki nIce reta gira rahI hai / pAnI nIce gira rahA hai aura ghaMTA baja rahA hai / eka minaTa kA hisAba lagAnA kaThina thA / + hamArI cetanA do prakAra kI hotI hai / eka hai padArthaniSTha cetanA aura dUsarI hai svaniSTha cetanA / cetanA kA vikAsa padArtha ke sAtha-sAtha hotA hai, padArtha kA vikAsa aura cetanA kA vikaas| dUsarA cetanA kA vikAsa svaniSTha hotA hai, antanihIta hotA hai / jitanI kama vastueM thIM, bAhya jagat kA hamArA jJAna bhI kama thA / vastuoM kA jitanA vikAsa huA, hamArA jJAna bhI bar3ha gayA | svagata cetanA kA vikAsa - yaha eka bilakula Antarika prazna hai | padArthaniSTha cetanA ke lie cetanA ko badalane kI jarUrata nahIM hotI, rUpAntarita hone kI jarUrata nahIM hotI, kevala jAnakArI bar3hAne kI jarUrata hotI hai, Akalana kI jarUrata hotI hai / hamArI zikSA AkalanAtmaka zikSA hai / bAhara se Akalana kara letI hai| AMkar3e bar3ha jAte haiM / kintu bhItara se ise badalane kI jarUrata nahIM hotI / yahI kAraNa hai ki padArthaniSTha jJAna bahuta bar3ha jAne para bhI cetanA meM jo rUpAntaraNa honA cAhie, jo parivartana honA cAhie, vaha nahIM hotA / eka bar3A vaijJAnika, eka bar3A prophesara, eka bar3A dArzanika, eka bar3A tattvavettA apanI Antarika cetanA meM utanA hI kurUpa mila sakatA hai jitanA eka anapar3ha AdamI milatA hai / cetanA kI kurUpatA aura sundaratA donoM haiM / bhItara meM kauna vyakti kurUpa nahIM hai, kahanA bar3A kaThina hai | hama loga sukhI haiM, isalie ki kevala indriyoM ke sahAre apanA.
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________________ ekalA calo re jIvana calA rahe haiM / hameM atIndriya cetanA prApta nahIM hai| pAradarzI cetanA prApta nahIM hai, yaha bahuta acchA hai hamAre lie| agara pAradarzI cetanA prApta ho jAye aura usameM apanI kurUpatA kI jhAMkI mila jAye to patA nahIM AdamI kA kyA ho jAye / jInA bhI kaThina ho jAtA hai| eka kahAnI hai / eka guru ke pAsa koI DaNDA thaa| usa DaNDe meM yaha vizeSatA thI ki jidhara ghumAo udhara usa vyakti kI sArI khAmiyAM dIkhane laga jAeM / acchA sAdhana mila gyaa| ziSya ko de diyA DaNDA / koI bhI AtA, ziSya DaNDA udhara kara detaa| saba kurUpa-hI-kurUpa sAmane dIkhate / aba bhItara meM kauna kurUpa nahIM hai ? hara AdamI kurUpa lagatA / kisI meM krodha jyAdA, kisI meM ahaMkAra jyAdA, kisI meM ghRNA kA bhAva, kisI meM IrSyA kA bhAka, kisI meM dveSa kA bhAva, kisI meM vAsanA, uttejnaa| hara AdamI kurUpa lgtaa| bar3I musIbata, koI bhI acchA AdamI nahIM A rahA hai / usane socA, gurujI ko dekhU, kaise haiM ? guru ko dekhA to vahAM bhI kurUpatA najara aayii| guru ke pAsa gayA aura bolA ki mahArAja ! Apa meM bhI yaha kamI hai, yaha kamI hai / guru ne socA ki yaha mere Upara bhI prayoga ho gayA / mere astra kA mere para hI prayoga ! batAtA gayA, kaI dina taka batAtA gayA / muru Akhira guru thaa| usane kahA ki DaNDe ko idhara-udhara ghumAte ho, kabhI apanI ora jarA ghumaao| ghumaayaa| dekhA to patA calA ki guru meM to kevala cheda hI the, yahAM to bagAre ke bagAre par3e haiM / bar3A asamaMjasa meM par3a gyaa| yaha acchA hai| hamArI indriyoM kI zakti sImita hai / bahuta kama suna pAte haiM / dUra kI bAta nahIM suna pAte / bhItara kI bAta nahIM dekha pAte / bahuta acchA hai, agara kAna kI zakti bar3ha jAye to Aja kI duniyA meM itanA kolAhala hai ki nIMda lene kI bAta hI samApta ho jaaegii| dekhane kI zakti bahuta pAradarzI bana jAye to itane bIbhatsa dRzya hamAre sAmane AyeMge ki phira AdamI kA jInA hI muzkila ho jaayegaa| kurUpatA cetanA ke bhItara hotI hai / kurUpatA hai aura acchA yaha huA ki hamArI mUrchA bhI hai / jahAM kurUpatA hai vahAM hamArA ajJAna bhI hai, vahAM hamArI mUrchA bhI hai / ajJAna ko tor3eM, mUrchA ko tor3eM aura kurUpatA banI rahe to bhayAnaka sthiti bana sakatI hai| yaha prakRti kI koI aisI vyavasthA hai ki hamArI mUrchA bhI nahIM TUTa pA rahI hai / hamArA ajJAna kA AvaraNa bhI nahIM TUTa pA rahA hai to kurUpatA bhI nibha rahI hai| barAbara nibha rahI hai| agara
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________________ saMkalpa-zakti kA vikAsa ve TUTa jAte to kurUpatA phira nahIM raha paatii| AdamI apane Apa meM bar3A vicalita aura udvigna ho jAtA / eka vakIla thA aura vakIla ko putrI bar3I kurUpa thii| bahuta kurUpa, koI zAdI nahIM karatA / socA, AMkhavAlA to zAdI nahIM kregaa| aise vyakti ko khojA jo andhA thaa| andhe ko byAha dii| kucha dinoM bAda eka vaidya AyA aura usane kahA-'vakIla sAhaba ! mere pAsa aisI davA hai ki maiM andhe ko bhI dRSTi de sakatA huuN| ApakA dAmAda andhA hai, mujhe Adeza deN| maiM cikitsA karU aura usako dRSTi de duuN|' vakIla ne kahA-'mere dAmAda ko andhA hI rahane do| kurUpa lar3akI ke pati ko andhA hI rahane do / AMkha ho gaI to phira talAka jaldI hI ho jAyegA, derI nahIM lgegii|' hamArI kurUpatA cala rahI hai, hamArI mUcrchA aura hamArA AvaraNa hai ajJAna kA islie| kintu jaba AMkha khulane lagatI hai, mUrchA thor3I-thor3I TUTane lagatI hai, ajJAna miTane lagatA hai to phira kurUpatA kA TikanA bhI kaThina ho jAtA hai| parivartanazIla saMsAra meM, badalatI haI duniyA meM cetanA kA bhI parivartana honA jarUrI hai / anyathA saMtulana sthApita nahIM raha paaegaa| cetanA ko badalane ke lie, apanI bhItarI kurUpatA ko samApta karane ke lie bahuta Avazyaka hai saMkalpazakti kA vikAsa / manuSya badalatA hai, cetanA badalatI hai / usakA eka zaktizAlI mAdhyama hai-sNklp-shkti| Aja taka jo vikAsa huA hai usameM saMkalpa-zakti kA bar3A yogadAna rahA hai / AdikAla se Aja taka manuSya ne jitanI ghATiyAM pAra kI haiM, jo nahIM thA use prApta kiyA hai, jitanA vikAsa kiyA hai, usameM saMkalpa-zakti kA bar3A yogadAna rahA hai / saMkalpa-zakti ke sahAre vaha badalatA gayA, badalatA gyaa| usake zarIra kA AkAra badalA hai, prakAra badalA hai, indriyAM badalI haiM, cetanA badalI hai| pUrA vikAsa hotA gayA / icchAzakti, saMkalpa-zakti aura ekAgratA kI zakti-ye tIna hamArI bar3I zaktiyAM haiM / ye tIna manuSya kI durlabha vizeSatAeM haiM aura ina zaktiyoM ke AdhAra para hI Aja ke vikAsa ke bindu para pahuMce haiN| saMkalpa-zakti hamArI bahuta bar3I zakti hai| __ saMkalpa-zakti kA artha hai-kalpanA karanA aura usa kalpanA ko bhAvanA kA rUpa denA, dRr3ha nizcaya karanA / jaba hamArI kalpanA uThatI hai aura vaha kalpanA dRr3ha nizcaya meM badala jAtI hai to hamArI kalpanA saMkalpa-zakti bana jAtI hai| pahale-pahala kalpanA uThatI hai, aisA ho sakatA hai, aisA honA
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________________ ekalA calo re caahie| yaha hamArI kalpanA hai| kalpanA meM itanI tAkata nahIM hotii| usameM itanA bala nahIM hotaa| jaba kalpanA ko puTa lagatI hai, usakI tAkata bar3ha jAtI hai| homiyopaithI davA meM poTensI bar3hatI calI jAtI hai| jaise-jaise sUkSmatA AtI hai, usakI kSamatA bar3hatI calI jAtI hai| Ayurveda kI davAiyoM meM aisA hotA hai| sunA hogA, abhraka eka davAI hai| bahuta kAma meM lete haiM Ayurveda ke vaidya / pAMca puTI abhraka hotI hai aura eka hajArI puTI abhraka hotI hai, mUlya meM bahuta antara hotA hai, lAbha meM bahuta antara hotA hai| hajAra puTI abhraka banAne ke lie aneka varSa laga jAte haiM / dAdA zurU karatA hai to beTe ke kAma AtI hai aura kabhI-kabhI pote ke kAma A jAtI hai| kAphI varSa laga jAte haiN| pandraha-bIsa varSa laga jAte haiM puTa dete-dete| kintu usakI tAkata bar3ha jAtI hai / bhAvanAbhAvita hone para hara vastu kI zakti bar3ha jAtI hai / dravya vahI hotA hai para jaise-jaise bhAvanA kI puTa lagatI hai vaise-vaise usakI kSamatA bar3hatI calI jAtI hai / yadi sau bAra pAnI ko bhI mathA jAe to usameM bijalI bar3ha jaaegii| pAnI ko ulaTa-pulaTa kiyA jAe, usakI kSamatA bar3ha jaaegii| dUdha sIdhA AyA aura pI liyA / dUdha ko pAMca-dasa bAra nIce DAlA, eka bartana se dUsare bartana meM ddaalaa| usase bhI vidyut-zakti bar3ha jaaegii| to yaha bhAvanA aura puTa ke kAraNa parivartana hotA hai| hamArI kalpanA-zakti jaba bhAvanA se puTita hotI hai to usako kSamatA bar3ha jAtI hai| kalpanA phira dRr3ha nizcaya aura saMkalpa bana jAtA hai aura saMkalpa kI zakti hotI hai to phira cetanA kA parivartana zurU hone lagatA hai| saMkalpa-zakti ke abhyAsa ke lie pahale karanA hotA hai--asvIkAra kI zakti kA vikAsa / jaba taka hamArI asvIkAra kI zakti nahIM bar3hatI taba taka saMkalpa-zakti kA vikAsa nahIM ho sakatA / hamArI indriyoM kI mAMga, mana kI mAMga aura paristhiti kI mAMgaina mAMgoM ko asvIkAra karane kI kSamatA nahIM hotI hai to saMkalpa-zakti kA vikAsa nahIM ho sktaa| ___ sAmane bar3hiyA bhojana hai-susvAdu, jIbha ko svAda dene vAlA / indriyoM kI mAMga hai ki aura khAeM, aura khaaeN| agara asvIkAra kI kSamatA nahIM hai to phira khAtA calA jAtA hai aura khAne kA kyA pariNAma hotA hai, vaha bhI saba jAnate haiN| bahuta sAre loga, jinameM pacAne kI kSamatA nahIM, phira bhI bahuta khA jAte haiN| duHkha pAte haiM, phira bhI khAte haiN| bar3e Azcarya kI bAta hai / aisA kyoM hotA hai ? unameM asvIkAra karane kI kSamatA nahIM hai| asvI
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________________ saMkalpa-zakti kA vikAsa 43 kAra nahIM kara pAte / sAmane AtA hai to phira rahA nahIM jAtA / na Ae to asvIkAra svayaM hai| para Ae, phira asvIkAra kara de, yaha saMbhava nhiiN| indriyoM kI mAMga, jIbha kI mAMga, AMkha kI mAMga, kAna kI mAMga-hara cIja kI mAMga ko asvIkAra nahIM kara pAte / dUsarI hai mana kI capalatA kI mAMga / mana meM itane vikalpa uThate haiM, itanI bhAva-taraMgeM uThatI haiM, unheM haca asvIkAra nahIM kara pAte / hamArI capalatA ke kAraNa hamAre mastiSka meM bhAvoM kI taraMga uThatI rahatI haiM / prayojanavaza aura binA prayojana, Avazyaka aura anAvazyaka, bhAva-taraMgeM uThatI rahatI haiN| unheM asvIkAra karane kI kSamatA na ho to jIvana kaThinAI meM par3a jAtA hai| isake bAda eka taraMga uThatI hai| hama eka bAta para dhyAna deN| hama jIvana meM vahI kAma nahIM karate jo jIvana meM hamAre lie Avazyaka hotA hai| yadi Avazyaka kAma hI kareM to bahuta sArI samasyAoM se nipaTa lete haiN| para anAvazyaka kAma bhI bahuta karate haiN| anAvazyaka lAlaca, anAvazyaka gussA, anAvazyaka bAtacIta / jIvana meM tulanA kareM ki AvazyakatAvaza kitanA kAma karate haiM aura anAvazyaka kitanA kAma karate haiN| hiMsA bhI AdamI ko karanI par3atI haiM AvazyakatAvaza / Avazyaka hiMsA kitanI karate haiM aura anAvazyaka hiMsA kitanI karate haiM, isa bAta kA viveka jAga jAe aura yaha bhedarekhA spaSTa ho ho jAye ki anAvazyaka kAma nahIM karanA hai to maiM samajhatA hUM ki dhyAna kA eka prayojana saphala ho gyaa| vaha vyakti jIvana meM saphala ho gayA jo anAvazyaka kAma nahIM karatA / kintu patA calegA ki hamAre samaya kA bahuta bar3A bhAga bhI anAvazyaka kAmoM meM bIta jAtA hai| bahuta acchA hai ki kisI kA na bIte / vaha bahuta acchA AdamI hai jo anAvazyaka kAmoM meM apane samaya kA upayoga nahIM karatA, kevala AvazyakatAvaza karatA hai| anAvazyakatAvaza AdamI ko burAI bhI kara lenI par3atI hai, jaise kalpanA kareM ki rizvata denA bahuta burA hai / lenA bhI burA hai| sthiti aisI A jAtI hai| yaha sunI huI bAteM Apake sAmane batA rahA haiM / Apa loga jAnate hI hoMge ki koI bImAra hai, haoNspiTala meM use bhartI karanA hai| yAtrA karanI hai, jarUrI hai jAnA / TikaTa nahIM mila rahA hai / aisI sthitiyAM haiM, aba aisI sthitiyoM meM rizvata ke binA kAma nahIM hotaa| bImAra ko anivAryataH bhartI karanA hai| anivAryataH yAtrA karanI hai| koI upAya nahIM, AdamI rizvata de detA hai| maiM nahIM kahatA ki rizvata denA acchA hai / Apa yaha na mAneM / maiM burAI kA
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________________ .44 ekalA calo re samarthana nahIM kara rahA hUM, para kabhI-kabhI burAI karane ke lie AdamI vivaza ho jAtA hai / vaha anivArya sthiti meM phaMsa jAtA hai| para kyA saba loga burAI karane vAle anivArya sthiti ke kAraNa karate haiM ? aisA nahIM hai / apanA svArtha, apanA lAlaca, apanI AkAMkSA, apanI durbhAvanA ke kAraNa karate haiM / yadi itanA viveka bhI spaSTa ho jAye ki koI kAma anivAryatAvaza karanA par3A to samAja use kSamA bhI kara sakatA hai ki aisI sthiti meM becArA kyA karatA, aura koI upAya nahIM thaa| kintu anivAryatA ke binA, apanI durbalatA ke kAraNa, apanI svArtha-bhAvanA ke kAraNa kitanA kAma karanA par3atA hai aura kitanA kAma loga karate haiN| isalie Avazyaka hai-asvIkAra kI zakti kA vikaas| dUsarI bAta hai vrata kI zakti kA vikAsa / bhAratIya sabhyatA aura saMskRta meM vrata kA bahuta bar3A mahattva thaa| hara dharma ne vrata kI zakti kA vikAsa kiyA thA / vratoM kA bar3A mahattva huA / sabane vratoM kA vidhAna kiyA aura saba loga vratoM ko svIkAra karate haiN| yahAM dIkSA zabda bahuta pracalita rahA / dIkSA kA artha hI thA-vratoM kA svIkAra / yajJopavIta se lekara vibhinna saMskAroM meM, saMnyAsa meM, manitva meM, kahIM bhI koI jAye, vrata kA vidhAna usake lie hotA thaa| Aja vaha vrata kA vidhAna bhI chUTa gyaa| vrata kI zakti bhI kama ho gaI / Apane aNuvrata kA nAma sunA hogA / aNuvrata kA Andolana calA / AcAryazrI tulasI ne aNuvrata Andolana claayaa| isIlie ki hamArI vrata kI zakti kA vikAsa ho / aNuvrata Andolana asAmpradAyika Andolana / usakA kisI sampradAya le saMbaMdha nahIM hai / jaina ho, vaiSNava ho, sanAtanI ho, musalamAna ho, IsAI ho, bauddha ho-kisI bhI dharma ko mAnane vAlA ho, vaha aNuvratI bana sakatA hai| usake sAtha koI upAsanA kI paddhati nahIM jur3I hai| jahAM upAsanA kI paddhati hotI hai vahAM to sampradAya kA apanA-apanA bheda ho jAtA hai| kintu upAsanA kI paddhati nahIM / kevala AdamI caritravAna kaise raha sake aura usakA sAmAjika caritra kaise acchA raha sake, naitika jIvana jI sake, isIlie aNuvrata Andolana kA pravartana huaa| usake mUla vrata haiM--saMkalpapUrvaka hatyA nahIM kruuNgaa| hatyA ho jAtI hai, jIva mara jAtA hai, hiMsA ho jAtI hai| pramAda se hiMsA hotI hai| AdamI calatA hai, jIva mara jAtA hai / AkrAmaka hiMsA kA pratikAra karanA hotA hai| kisI ne AkramaNa kara diyA, pratikAra karane kI sthiti AtI hai, hiMsA hotI hai|
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________________ saMkalpa - zakti kA vikAsa 45 isa hiMsA ko samAja roka nahIM sktaa| eka bAra hama loga dillI meM the / hindustAna pAkistAna kA yuddha cala rahA thA / hindU mahAsabhA bhavana meM hamArA cAturmAsa thA / usa samaya dillI yUnivarsiTI ke prophesara Aye / unhoMne kahA ki AcAryajI ! abhI to Apake hisAba se bahuta burA ho rahA hai / kitane loga mara rahe haiM, kitanI hiMsA ho rahI hai / Apa to jaina haiM, ahiMsA meM vizvAsa karane vAle / kitanA burA ho rahA hai / kaisA lagatA hogA ! AcAryazrI ne kahA - 'mujhe to kucha bhI aisA nahIM lagatA / koI asvAbhAvika nahIM lagatA / ' yaha kaise ? Apa to ahiMsA meM vizvAsa karate haiM ? AcAryazrI ne kahA- yaha mere hAtha meM kapar3A hai / ye kapar3e ke do chora haiM-- eka yaha aura eka vaha / eka hai parigraha kA chora aura eka hai hiMsA kA chora / agara Apa parigraha ko rakhate haiM aura phira hiMsA se bacanA cAhate haiM to maiM mAnatA hUM ki ApakI kAyaratA hai / ApakA ajJAna hai / jo AdamI parigraha rakhegA, saMgraha rakhegA, use parigraha kI surakSA ke lie hiMsA bhI anivAryata: karanI par3egI / yadi Apa aparigrahI ho jAyeM aura phira hiMsA kareM to mujhe aTapaTA lagegA / phira kaise hiMsA kareMge ? parigraha aura hiMsA--ye eka hI kapar3e ke do chora haiM / eka hI vastu ke do chora haiM / koI saMgraha to kare-dhana kA saMgraha kare, makAna kA saMgraha kare, padArtha kA saMgraha kare, jamIna kA saMgraha kare, aura yaha yaha kahe ki maiM hiMsA nahIM karUMgA to yaha mUrkhatApUrNa bAta hai, virodhAbhAsa hai / parigrahI ko hiMsA karanI par3egI, apanI surakSA karanI par3egI / Apa aparigrahI bana jAyeM, saba kucha chor3a deM, phira hiMsA Apake lie prApya hI nahIM hogI / parigraha aura hiMsA do bAta nahIM hai / eka bhrama hai ki jaina loga ahiMsA ko parama dharma mAnate haiM / maiM aisA nahIM socatA / maiM yaha socatA hUM ki bhagavAn mahAvIra ne aparigraha ko parama dharma kahA thA, ahiMsA usake bAda dUsare nambara meM hai / aparigraha hogA, taba ahiMsA hogI / jaba aparigraha nahIM hai, phira hiMsA chor3ane kI bAta prApta hI nahIM hogI / parigraha ke lie hiMsA hotI hai, hiMsA ke lie parigraha nahIM hotA / yaha siddhAnta samajha meM A jAye to Aja kI Arthika samasyAeM, sAmAjika samasyAeM sulajha sakatI haiM / kintu yaha mAna baiTheM ki parigraha to cAhe jitanA karo, ahiMsA vrata svIkAra kareMge, yaha saMbhava nahIM TM lagatA / aNuvrata kA pahalA vrata hai ki saMkalpapUrvaka hiMsA nahIM kruuNgaa| yAnI
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________________ ekalA calo re jAnabUjhakara, binA prayojana, koI uddezya nahIM hai, kevala makhaula meM kisI ko mAra diyA, pramAdavaza mAra diyA, aise hI kutUhalavaza mAra diyA-isa prakAra kI hiMsA nahIM kruuNgaa| usakA eka vrata hai ki jAti-bheda, sampradAya-bheda, liMga-raMga-bheda ke kAraNa kisI bhI manuSya ko UMcA yA nIcA nahIM mAnUMgA / manuSya jAti eka hai, kintu hamane apanI mAnyatAoM ke kAraNa, apanI dhAraNAoM ke kAraNa aisA bheda bIca meM khar3A kara diyA ki kisI AdamI ko choTA mAnate haiM, kisI ko bar3A mAnate haiN| kisI ko spRzya aura kisI ko aspRzya mAnate haiN| chUta aura achUta mAnate haiM / isa mAnyatA ke kAraNa mAnava-jAti meM bahuta bar3e vigraha paidA hue haiN| isa sAmpradAyika bheda aura jAtIyabheda ne samAja kA bar3A ahita kiyA hai| isa prakAra ke gyAraha vrata haiM aNuvrata meM jo mAnava-jAti aura mAnavasamAja ke lie bahuta kalyANakArI haiN| milAvaTa nahIM karanA, daheja kA pradarzana nahIM karanA, rupaye-paise lekara voTa nahIM denA--ye sAre ke sAre vrata haiN| vrata bahuta choTe-choTe lagate haiM kintu isa choTe-choTe vratoM ke dvArA hamArI saMkalpa-zakti kA vikAsa hotA haiN| asvIkAra kI zakti aura vrata kI zakti---ye do saMkalpa-zakti ko vikasita karane ke bar3e acche upAya haiN| ___saMkalpa-zakti ke vikAsa ke lie tIsarA upAya hai--niyamitatA / Apa eka choTA-sA prayoga kreN| ApakA iSTa maMtra alaga-alaga ho sakatA hai / itane loga baiThe haiM / maiM Apako koI maMtra nahIM btaauuNgaa| jo ApakA iSTa ho aura jisa para ApakA vizvAsa ho, usakA Apa eka nizcita sthAna meM, nizcita samaya meM pratidina jApa kreN| eka varSa prayoga karake dekheM ki ApakI saMkalpazakti kitanI bar3ha jAtI hai / ThIka vahI samaya aura vahI sthAna / nizcita deza aura nizcita kAla / usakA prayoga kareM to svayaM anubhava hogA ki merI AMtarika zakti, kSamatA aura saMkalpa-zakti kitanI bar3ha gii| jo socatA hUM vahI kara letA hUM, yaha vacana-siddhi kA bahuta bar3A upAya hai| vacana-siddhi kA artha hai ki muMha se jo bAta nikala jAtI hai vaha bAta ho jAtI hai / yaha vacana-siddhi kA bahuta sundara upAya hai ki tIna varSa taka koI AdamI eka nizcita samaya para apane iSTa mantra kA japa kare to usakI vacana-zakti meM parivartana A jaayegaa| hamArI cetanA badalatI hai, bhItara se kucha badalatA hai, aisA parivartana mahasUsa hotA hai| deza aura kAla kI niyamitatA se bhI parivartana ghaTita hotA
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________________ saMkalpa-zakti kA vikAsa 47 hai| ThIka samaya para kAma karanA aura usI samaya vahI kAma karanA jo jisa samaya karanA hai / eka sUtra thA ki bhojana ke samaya bhojana, pAnI ke samaya 'pAnI, nIMda ke samaya nIMda, jAgane ke samaya jaagnaa| yadi sArA niyamita calatA hai to cetanA bhI rUpAntarita ho jAtI hai| bhUkha lagatI hai dasa baje / Aja dasa baje khAyA / kala bAraha baje khaayaa| parasoM do baje khAyA / becAre jJAna-tantu kyA kreNge| bhItara se to srAva hone laga gyaa| yaha kaMDIzana ke sAtha calane vAlI cetanA hai / pAvalAva ne bahuta prayoga kiye ki ThIka samaya para "ghaMTI bajatI aura kutte ke muMha se lAra kA srAva hone laga jAtA / to hamArI cetanA bhI zarta ke sAtha calatI hai / hama jisa samaya bhojana karate haiM usa samaya jJAna-tantu apanA kAma karanA zurU kara dete haiN| ThIka samaya AtA hai, lIvara 'apanA kAma karanA zurU kara detA hai| pakvAzaya aura AmAzaya-saba apanI taiyArI meM laga jAte haiN| pUrI taiyArI hotI hai, tayArI to karane lage kintu dasa baje bhojana kA samaya thA aura bhojana kiyA bAraha bje| do ghaMTe taka taiyArI karate-karate ve thakakara vizrAma karane laga jAte haiN| phira Apa bhojana kareMge to ve apanA kAma nahIM kareMge / ApakA asahayoga kara deMge / ve bhI asahayoga karanA jAnate haiN| yaha mata samajho ki odamI hI asahayoga karanA jAnatA hai| ve jJAna-tantu aura karma-tantu bhI apanA asahayoga karanA jAnate haiM / nizcita samaya, niymittaa| hamAre jJAna-tantu niyama kI bhASA ko samajhate haiN| hamAre karmatantu niyama kI bhASA ko samajhate haiN| deza-kAla ina sArI bAtoM ko samajhate haiN| para hama apane jIvana meM itane asya-vyasta, itane avyavasthita, itanA niyama kA aura samaya kA atikramaNa karane vAle haiM ki patA hI nahIM cltaa| kucha logoM meM anidrA kI bImArI ho jAtI hai| nIMda nahIM AtI / eka kAraNa yaha bhI hai anidrA kA ki sone kA koI nizcita samaya nahIM hai| nIMda Ane lage aura so jAeM to nIMda A jaayegii| nIMda A rahI hai para dabAva DAlate cale jAte haiN| aisI sthiti banatI hai ki nIMda bhI apanA virodha prakaTa karatI hai aura nahIM AnA zurU kara detI hai / nIMda kI bAta jAne deM . bahuta loga koSThabaddhatA kI bImArI ke zikAra hote haiN| kabja rahatI hai / kabja kA sabase bar3A kAraNa bhI yahI hai--aniyamitatA / AvazyakatA hai zauca jAne kI / usako bhI rokate haiN| dekhate haiM ki dasa minaTa, abhI to bIca meM uThakara jAnA ThIka nahIM lgegaa| AdamI socatA hai ki sabhyatA ke yaha viparIta hogaa| abhI bIca meM kaise jAeM ? rokatA hai, rokatA hai|
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________________ 48 ekalA calo re jo jJAna-tantu sakriya hote haiM, apanA kAma karanA cAhate haiM, ve nirAza ho jAte haiM / Apa dasa bAra aisA kareM to gyArahavIM bAra ve bhI kaheMge ki aba tuma bhI dekho, kyA hotA hai, majA dekho hamArA / svAbhAvika hai, pratirodha kI bhAvanA hotI / ve bhI apanA kAma karanA, apanA saMdeza denA baMda karane laga jAte haiM aura dhIru-dhIre koSThabaddhatA banane laga jAtI hai / niyamitatA kA bahuta bar3A mahattva hotA hai saMkalpa-zakti ke vikAsa meM / saMkalpa zakti ke vikAsa ke lie tIna bAteM bahuta Avazyaka haiM-indriyavijaya, kaSTa - sahiSNutA aura mana kI ekAgratA / jisa vyakti meM ye tIna bAteM nahIM hotIM usakI saMkalpa zakti TUTa jAtI hai / eka AdamI saMkalpa karatA hai ki maiM aisA nahIM karUMgA, nahIM karUMgA / para indriyoM para kAbU nahIM / koI cIja sAmane AyI aura tatkAla saMkalpa TUTa jAtA hai| bImAra AdamI socatA hai ki isa cIja se mujhe bar3A kaSTa huA. kala yaha maiM nahIM pIUMgA, nahIM khAUMgA / kintu sAmane AyA to kala kI bAta kala hI raha gaI, Aja kI bAta nahIM bnii| kyoMki indriyoM para saMyama nahIM hai / saMkalpa zakti ke vikAsa ke lie prathama zarta hai -- indriyoM kA saMyama | dUsarI bAta hai -- kaSTa sahiSNutA / thor3A-sA kaSTa AyA aura saMkalpa TUTa gayA / kaSTa-sahiSNutA jisameM nahIM hotI, usakI saMkalpa zakti majabUta nahIM hotI / tIsarI bAta hai- mana kI capalatA / saMkalpa kiyA para mana itanA capala hotA hai ki mana meM taraMga uThI aura bAta samApta / ye tIna bAteM hotI haiM to saMkalpa - zakti kA vikAsa ho sakatA hai aura bahuta acchA ho sakatA hai / saMkalpa zakti ke vikAsa ke lie eka aura mahattvapUrNaM prayoga hai -- sujhAva kA | Suggestion yA Auto - Suggestion kA / bahuta mahattvapUrNa prakriyA hai / pazcima ke logoM ne eka cikitsA kI praNAlI kA vikAsa kiyA haiATojenika cikitsA paddhati / ATojenika cikitsA paddhati meM svataH prabhAva Astra vAlI bAta hotI hai / ve kalpanA karate haiM aura kalpanA ke sahAre vaisA anubhava karate haiM / yaha ATojenika praNAlI, ise yoga kI bhASA meM bhAvAtmaka prayoga kahA jA sakatA hai / hamAre yahAM bhAvanA kA prayoga calatA thA ki hama vaisA anubhava kreN| yaha hAtha hai / Apa bhAvanA kA prayoga kareM ki yaha Upara uTha rahA hai / apane Apa uThegA aura Apake sira para laga jAyegA, Apa uThAne
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________________ saMkalpa-zakti kA vikAsa 46 kA prayAsa nahIM kareMge / apane Apa uThegA aura sira para laga jAyegA / Apa bhAvanA kareM ki hAtha bhArI ho gayA hai| ApakA hAtha bahuta bhArI bana jaaegaa| kalpanA kareM ki hAtha halkA ho gayA hai, halkA ho jaaegaa| Apa bhAvanA kareM ki hAtha ThaMDA ho rahA hai, ThaMDA ho jaaegaa| bhAvanA kareM ki hAtha garma ho rahA hai, hAtha garma ho jaaegaa| bhAvanA hamArI cetanA ko aura vAtAvaraNa ko badalatI hai / yaha ThIka bhAvanA kA prayoga hai-ATojenika cikitsA paddhati / isa paddhati ke dvArA rogI apane Apa apane ko svastha karatA hai / dUsare mArgadarzaka kI bahuta jarUrata nahIM hotI / mAtra vaha to kahIM-kahIM sujhAva detA hai / rogI svayaM apanI cikitsA kara letA hai| hama bhAvanA ko, bhAvanA ke prayoga ko bhUla gae / sujhAva kA prayoga bahuta mahattvapUrNa prayoga hotA hai / eka AdamI pIr3ita hai kisI bhI avayava kI pIr3A se / ghuTane kA darda, kamara kA darda, gardana kA darda-ye tIna sthAna bahuta jyAdA darda ke haiM aura bhAratIya loga inase pIr3ita haiN| ye khAsa sthAna haiM / darda hai, zarIra-prekSA kA prayoga kara rahe haiM, use dekha rahe haiN| isake sAtha bhAvanA kA prayoga kreN| jahAM darda hai vahAM hAtha TikA deN| use dekhanA zurU kara deM, dhyAna usa para kendrita kara deN| aMgulo kA nirdeza aura dhyAna vahAM para kendrita hai| dIrgha zvAsa leM, dhyAna vahIM TikA rahe, bIca-bIca meM sujhAva deM ki vaha avayava svastha ho rahA hai| Apa prayoga karake dekheM ki kyA pariNAma AtA hai| kitanA adbhuta pariNAma AtA hai| bhAvanA ke dvArA, sujhAva ke dvArA hamArI cetanA badalanA zurU kara detI hai / cetanA meM parivartana honA zurU ho jAtA hai| hama AdatoM ko badala sakate haiM / jaTila se jaTila Adata ko bhAvanA ke prayoga ke dvArA badalA jA sakatA hai / jisa Adata ko badalane meM hajAroM upadeza aura hajAroM zikSAeM kAma nahIM karatI, bhAvanA ke dvArA vyakti svayaM badala sakatA hai aura apanI cetanA ko ekadama naye DhAMce meM DhAla sakatA hai / Apa jisa bAta kA prayoga kara rahe haiM, usake prati Apake mana meM bhrama na rhe| yaha koI sAmpradAyika prayoga nahIM hai / yaha spaSTa honA cAhie / jaba taka mana se yaha bAta nahIM nikalegI taba taka Apa usakA lAbha nahIM uThA pAeMge / yaha zuddha AdhyAtmika prayoga hai-zvAsa kA pryog| kyA zvAsa kisI sampradAya se sambandhita hai ? kyA apane zarIra ko dekhanA bhI kisI sampradAya se sambandhita hai ? zvAsa, zarIra, zarIra ke prakampana, zarIra kI halacaleM-ye to vaiyaktika haiM / hara vyakti kI apanI haiN| kisI kA koI sambandha nahIM jur3atA
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________________ ekalA calo re inake sAtha / aise zuddha sAdhana haiM ki nitAnta vaiyaktika sAdhana / Apake pulisakarmiyoM meM se eka vyakti dIrgha zvAsa letA hai aura eka choTA zvAsa letA hai to kyA jisane dIrgha zvAsa liyA, dUsare pAsa baiThe vyakti ko mila jAegA? nahIM milegaa| bApa lambA zvAsa letA hai, bhAvanA kA prayoga karatA hai, cetanA ko badalatA hai to kyA beTe kI bhI cetanA badala jAyegI ? bApa.beTe kI bhI nahIM bdltii| yaha to nitAnta vaiyaktika prayoga hai| jo vyakti karatA hai, usako lAbha mila jAtA hai, nahIM karatA hai use nahIM miltaa| maiM to dabAva nahIM detA ki koI kare yA na kre| karane vAle kI icchA hai, apanI icchA hai, hama kyoM thopeM ? kyoM dabAva deM ki karanA hI hogaa| apanI icchA hai / jisako lAbha uThAnA hai kare, jise lagatA hai ki mujhe koI lAbha nahIM uThAnA hai, nahIM badalanA hai, na kre| kisI ko koI Apatti nahIM ho sktii| AdhyAtmika prayoga meM parataMtratA nahIM hotI, dabAva nahIM hotA aura bAdhyatA nahIM hotI ki tumheM yaha karanA hI pdd'egaa| eka yUniphaoNrma Apake hai to Apako dabAva hotA hai ki jaba Apa pareDa ke lie jAeMge to usI yUniphaoNrma ke sAtha jaaeNge| vahAM to vyavasthA kA prazna hai, kintu jahAM cetanA ko bhItara se badalane kA prazna hai vahAM hajAra bAra dabAva DAla deM para bhItara kI cetanA nahIM badala sktii| vaha tabhI badala sakatI hai, jaba Apa cAheM ki badalanA hai / anyathA kabhI bhI nahIM badala sktii| yaha bilakula zuddha AdhyAtmika prayoga, asAmpradAyika prayoga, nitAnta vaiyaktika prayoga aura ApakI svataMtra cetanA para nirbhara prayoga hai / Apa cAheM tabhI kara sakate haiM, na cAheM to bilakula nahIM ho sktaa| bhAvanA kA prayoga aura saMkalpa-zakti ke vikAsa kA prayoga-ye do hamArI cetanA ke rUpAntaraNa ke lie bahuta mahattvapUrNa prayoga hai|
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________________ prAmANikatA hama do AyAmoM meM jIte haiM - eka vyakti aura eka samAja / pratyeka sofkta vyakti hai aura pratyeka vyakti samAja hai / samAja se kaTA huA vyakti - acchA jIvana nahIM jI sakatA aura vyakti ke binA samAja kI kalpanA nahIM sktii| eka sImA hai vyaktitva kI aura vaha sImA zarIra ke dvArA nirmita hai| eka aisA gherA jo vaiyaktika hotA hai / indriyAM, mana aura buddhi-ye apane vyaktitva ko banAye hue haiM / saMvedana vyakti ko banAye hue hai / sukha-duHkha kA saMvedana vaiyaktika hotA hai / vaha prasaraNazIla bAda meM hotA hai, kintu pratyeka saMvedana apane kAla meM vaiyaktika hotA hai / ye sArI hamArI vyaktitva kI sImAeM haiM aura ina sImAoM meM hama vyakti bane hue haiM / prANI meM kucha maulika manovRttiyAM hotI haiM | saMjJAeM hotI haiM / eka kAma kI vRtti hai, saMgharSa kI vRtti, sahayoga kI vRtti / kAma kI vRtti prANI ko sAmAjika banAtI hai / - manuSya sAmAjika banA hai-- kAma eSaNA ke dvArA / kAma eSaNA meM eka se do kI apekSA hotI hai aura vaha sAmAjikatA kA pahalA bindu banatA hai / saMgharSa kI vRtti bhI hai| saMgharSa bhI akele meM nahIM hotA, do meM hotA hai / vaha dvandva hotA hai / sahayoga bhI do meM hotA hai / ye kucha eSaNAeM aura kucha vRttiyAM vyakti ko sAmAjika banAtI haiM / vyakti ko kabhI bhI sAmAjikatA kI sImA se sarvathA atIta nahIM kara sakate / machalI pAnI meM rahatI hai aura pAnI meM jItI hai / pAnI se machalI ko alaga karane kA artha hotA hai-- mRtyu | sabase bar3A kAraNa jo vyakti aura samAja ke bIca sambandha kA hai, vaha hai saMkrAmakatA / prabhAvoM kI saMkrAmakatA / vyakti prabhAvita hotA hai, saMkrAnta hotA hai / hamAre jIvana meM saMkramaNa aura prabhAva ke bahuta tattva haiM / hama bAhara se bahuta prabhAvita hote haiM / koI vyakti yaha soce ki maiM samAja se sambandha nahIM rakhUMgA, akelA guphA meM calA jAUMgA aura kisI se samparka nahIM rakhUMgA, nitAnta akelA bana jAUMgA / para vaha nitAnta akelepana kI bAta himAlaya meM bhI sambhava nahIM hai / vizva ke kisI bhI kone meM sambhava nahIM hai / sauramaNDala kA prabhAva vahAM bhI AtA hai / hamAre vicAroM kA prabhAva vahAM bhI jAtA hai| hama jo socate haiM / hamArA vicAra kevala isa haoNla ke bhItara hI
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________________ 52 ekalA calo re nahIM rahatA / hamAre vicAra saMkramaNazIla hai / ve duniyA ke antima chora taka pahuMca jAte haiM / hamAre kArya, hamArI vANI, hamAre vicAra - ye sabhI saMkramaNazIla tattva haiM / pUrA vAtAvaraNa, pUrA vAyumaNDala aise saMkrAmaka tattvoM se bharA par3A hai jisakI vyAkhyA nahIM kI jA sakatI / ye AkAzika rekArDa, pUrA AkAza itanA bar3A rekArDa hai, itanA bar3A bhaNDAra aura khajAnA hai ki kabhI isakA pAra nahIM pAyA jA sakatA / isa AkAza meM atIta meM hue araboM, kharaboM, asaMkhya vyaktiyoM kI AkRtiyAM Aja bhI vidyamAna haiM / isa AkAza meM asaMkhya kAla pahale hue manuSya kI vANiyAM Aja bhI vidyamAna haiM aura isa AkAzamaNDala meM manuSyoM ke cintana Aja bhI vidyamAna haiM isa paristhiti meM hama kaise kalpanA kara sakate haiM ki koI vyakti nitAnta akelA ho sakatA hai / vaha nitAnta vAlI bAta kabhI sambhava nahIM hotI / akelepana kI eka sImA hai aura samAja kI eka sImA hai aura hamAre jIvana ke jitane mUlya haiM. ve sAre sApekSa mUlya haiM / eka bur3hiyA ne DhAbA khola rakhA thA / jo yAtrI Ate-jAte, unheM bhojana karAtI aura rAtri ko vizrAma ke lie sthAna kI vyavasthA bhI karatI / eka yAtrI AyA / ThaharA / bhojana kiyaa| sone kA samaya huA / usane pUchA- kyA logI ? bur3hiyA ne kahA khATa para sone ke cAra Ane / usane socA - khATa para sone ke cAra Ane lgeNge| yaha vyartha kA kharca hai / nIce AMgana meM leTa jAUMgA / usane kahA- mujhe khATa nahIM cAhie, maiM to aise hI leTa jAUMgA / bur3hiyA ne kahA- AMgana meM leToge to eka rupayA / bar3I ajIba bAta ki khATa ke cAra Ane aura AMgana para leTane kA eka rupayA / yaha bAta samajha meM nahIM AyI / bur3hiyA ne kahA -- khATa kI sImA hai ki tuma itanA sthAna rokoge / nIce leToge to patA nahIM sArA AMgana hI roka loge merA / kahAM sooge koI sImA hI nahIM hai / sImA kA apanA mUlya hotA hai aura asImA kA apanA mUlya / pratyeka bAta kA mUlya sApekSa hotA hai / hama nirapekSa dRSTi se mUlya aMkita nahIM kara sakate / vyakti kA apanA mUlya hotA hai aura samAja kA apanA mUlya / vaiyaktika svAsthya aura sAmAjika svAsthya -- ye dhyAna ke do koNa haiM | jAgarUkatA, mAnasika santulana, Atma-nirIkSaNa, saMkalpazakti kA vikAsa aura ekAgratA kI zakti kA vikAsa - ye vaiyaktika svAsthya ke koNa haiM / inakI carcA maiMne pichale pAMca pravacanoM meM kI hai| aba Age ke pravacanoM meM mujhe
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________________ prAmANikatA 53 sAmAjika svAsthya kI carcA karanI | yadi sAmAjika svAsthya acchA nahIM hai to vaiyaktika svAsthya acchA nahIM raha sakatA / vaiyaktika cAritra aura sAmAjika cAritra - donoM sApekSa haiN| maiM svAsthya aura caritra ko do dRSTiyoM se nahIM dekhatA / jo hamArA caritra hai vahI hamArA vAstava meM svAsthaya hai jo hamArA svAsthya hai vahI hamArA vAstava meM caritra hai / kyA asvastha vyakti caritravAna ho sakatA hai ? kyA asvastha vyakti ke caritravAna hone kI sambhAvanA kI jA sakatI hai ? bImArI hai to svabhAva cir3acir3A ho jAegA, caritra bhI badala jAegA, mastiSka asantulita ho jAegA / santulita dimAga usI vyakti kA ho sakatA hai jo svastha hotA hai / zarIra se svastha, mana se svastha to phira sAmAjika saMdarbha meM svastha | 'svastha' zabda bahuta mahattvapUrNa zabda hai / saMskRta vyAkaraNa ke anusAra isake do artha hote haiM / do vyutpattiyAM isakI hotI haiM - eka su-asthi / jisakI haDDiyAM acchI hotI haiM, majabUta hotI haiM, vaha svastha hotA hai / dUsarA artha hai - svasmin tiSThatIti svasthaH- jo apane Apa meM sthita hotA hai, vaha svastha hai / apane Apa meM vahI sthita hotA hai jisakA mana santulita aura samyak hotA hai / svastha zabda do artha kI vyaMjanA detA hai-- zArIrika svAsthya aura mAnasika santulana / haDDiyoM kA hamAre svAsthya ke sAtha bahuta gaharA sambandha hai / asthi jitane acche hote haiM aura asthi ke sAtha jur3I huI majjAeM jitanI acchI hotI haiM utanA hI svAsthya acchA hotA hai aura jisakI majjA acchI hotI hai, usakA mAnasika svAsthya bhI bahuta acchA hotA hai / zarIra aura mana kA samvandha hai, svAsthya aura svastha kA paraspara sambandha hai / jo vyakti svastha hotA hai vaha sAmAjika sambandhoM meM, sAmAjika samparkoM meM svastha hotA hai / to isa dRSTi se caritra aura svAsthya donoM jur3e hue haiN| jahAM dharma kI mImAMsA huI, adhyAtma kI samIkSA huI, vahAM do zabdoM kA vikAsa huA --- adhyAtma aura naitikatA | adhyAtma hai vyaktigata samparka aura naitikatA hai sAmAjika samparka | adhyAtma akelepana kI sUcanA karatA hai aura naitikatA dvaita kI, do ke sambandhoM kI sUcanA karatI hai / eka vyakti apane Apa meM acchA ho sakatA hai / eka vyakti apane Apa meM nirmala citta vAlA ho sakatA hai, adhyAtma ho sakatA hai, kintu eka vyakti apane Apa meM naitika nahIM ho sakanA / jahAM naitikatA kI koI bAta hogI
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________________ ekalA calo re vahAM sAmane koI dUsarA cAhie, sambandha cAhie, samparka cAhie / naitikatA hamArA vyavahAra kA vijJAna hai aura adhyAtma hamAre antaHkaraNa kA vijJAna ____jahAM sAmAjika samparka hai, AdamI jahAM samAja meM jItA hai, vahAM use naitika honA jarUrI hotA hai / koI vyakti AdhyAtmika ho yA na ho, kintu naitika honA samAja kI apekSA hai| yaha sahI bAta hai ki jo AdhyAtmika hogA vaha naitika hogA hii| kintu jo naitika hotA hai, usakA AdhyAtmika honA jarUrI nahIM hai / naitikatA ke lie samAja kA prema, rASTra kA prema bhI AdhAra banatA hai / kintu adhyAtma ke lie vyakti kA antaHkaraNa hI pramANa hotA hai| __ naitikatA kA eka artha hai-prAmANikatA aura dUsarA artha hai-sAmaMjasya / naitikatA kI vyAkhyA karanA bahuta jaTila kAma hai| bhAratIya AcArazAstriyoM ne aura pazcima ke AcArazAstriyoM ne, vyavahArazAstriyoM ne naitikatA kI vyAkhyA meM bahuta zrama lagAyA hai aura adhikAMza zrama pazcima ke AcArazAstriyoM ne lagAyA hai| bhArata meM naitikatA jaisI parikalpanA spaSTa nahIM thii| hamAre yahAM prAmANikatA kI bAta bahuta spaSTa thI aura prAmANikatA kI bAta hotI hai vahAM naitikatA kI alaga se carcA karanA Avazyaka nahIM hotaa| kintu jaba Aja pazcima ke AcArazAstra ke sandarbha meM hama vicAra karate haiM taba naitika zabda kA prayoga bhI hamAre lie jarUrI ho jAtA hai / tulanAtmaka dRSTi se hama naitikatA aura prAmANikatA kI carcA aura samIkSA kreN| ___ naitikatA kA eka artha hai-prAmANikatA / prAmANikatA tIna prakAra kI hotI hai-vacana kI prAmANikatA. artha kI prAmANikatA aura vyavahAra kI prAmANikatA / vacana kI prAmANikatA bhAratIya saMskRti kA eka bahuta ujjvala pakSa rahA hai / jo bAta muha se kaha dI vaha lohe kI lakIra bana gii| likhane kI jarUrata nahIM, kisI kI sAkSI kI jarUrata nhiiN| basa muMha se jo vacana kaha diyA, prANa calA jAye para vacana ko nahIM tor3anA / hamArA itihAsa isa vacana kI prAmANikatA se bharA par3A hai / gujarAta ke eka zreSThI kI ghaTanA kA ullekha karanA cAhatA hUM / eka vyApArI aura bahuta prasiddha vyApArI / nAma thA bhaiMsAzAha / ghaTanA gujarAta kI hai / rahane vAle the rAjasthAna ke / gujarAta meM gaye the| AvazyakatA ho gaI vyApAra meM eka lAkha mudrA caahie| kahAM se mile ? aparicita the, nayA kSetra aura cAhie
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________________ prAmANikatA 55. lAkha rupayA / Aja to lAkha rupayoM kA bahuta mUlya nahIM hai, para kalpanA kareM Aja se pAMca sau varSa pUrva lAkha rupaye kA kitanA mUlya thA / bar3I vicitra sthitiyAM thiiN| kala hI eka bahuta bar3e vyApArI ne, jo Aja karor3apati hai, bAta batAI ki varSa meM bAraha sau-teraha sau rupayA kamAte the aura ghara kA kharca acchI taraha cala jAtA, koI kaThinAI nahIM thii| acchI taraha se khAte-pIte, ghUmane bhI cale jAte / Aja to kalpanA kI bAta lagatI hai ki bAraha sau, teraha sau rupayoM meM pUre varSa kA kharca cala jAtA aura ArAma se jIvana bitAte / ekamAtra kAlpanika kahAnI jaisI bAta lagatI hai / usa jamAne meM eka lAkha rupayA kisI se lenA kitanI bar3I bAta thii| bhaiMsAzAha eka bar3e seTha ke. pAsa gayA / jAkara kahA--lAkha rupayA cAhie / pUchA-ApakA nAma ? bhaiMsAzAha prasiddha nAma hai / seTha ne kahA ki Apa le leM, lekina phira bhI maiM cAhatA hUM ki kucha Apa anubandha kara leM to acchA hogA / usane kahAkoI jarUrata nahIM, koI AvazyakatA nahIM / agara Apako vizvAsa na ho to yaha mUMcha kA eka bAla, bhaiMsAzAha kI mUMcha kA eka bAla rakha leM aura lAkha rupaye de deN| tatkAla lAkha rupaye nikAlakara de diye / kAma ho gayA / Aja lagatA hai ki mUMcha ke bAla kI bAta dUra hai, pUrI mUMcha bhI rakha deM to zAyada lAkha rupayA vApasa nahIM Aye / bar3A kaThina kAma hai / tIna vyakti hoTala meM Aye, bhojana kiyA aura bila cukAne kA prazna AyA to tInoM paraspara lar3ane lge| hoTala ke mAlika ne kahA-kyoM lar3ate ho ? unhoMne kahA-lar3AI isa bAta kI hai ki yaha kahatA hai jo hamArI pratiyogitA meM jItegA vahI bila cukAyegA / kyA hai tumhArI pratiyogitA? daur3a kI hama pratiyogitA kara rahe haiN| jo vyakti sabase pahale AyegA vaha bila cukaayegaa| isalie bila cukAne kI abhI bAta nahIM, aba to dekhate haiM kauna pharsTa aayegaa| hoTala ke mAlika ne kahA-yaha to bahuta acchI bAta hai, hama bhI dekheMge / karo daur3a / daur3a zurU huI / tonoM hI daur3ane lage / daur3e to daur3ate gaye ki mAlika pratIkSA karatA hI rahA, kauna pharsTa AtA hai ? yaha saba kyoM hotA hai ? jahAM hamAre vacana kA koI mUlya nahIM hotA, vANI kA mUlya nahIM hotA, isa sarasvatIdevI kI pratiSThA ko kho cukatA hai AdamI, taba koI bhI artha nahIM hotaa| hamAre jIvana kA sabase mUlyavAna sAdhana hai hamArI vANI / vANI ne samAja kI racanA kI hai| yadi vANI na ho to samAja nahIM bana sakatA / samAja ke sAre samparkoM meM, samAja ke sAre
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________________ 56 ekalA calo re sambandhoM meM sabase bar3A koI tattva hai to vaha hai vANI / Aja Apa aise samAja kI kalpanA kareM jahAM saba vANIvihIna haiN| Apa kalpanA kareM, -samAja kaise calegA, kaba taka calegA? samAja hI samApta ho jAyegA / pazuoM kA samAja nahIM bnaa| gAyoM kA, bhaiMsoM kA samAja nahIM bnaa| isalie nahIM banA ki unakI vANI nahIM hai / vyakta bhASA nahIM hai / vyakta bhASA ke binA samAja kI kalpanA nahIM kI jA sakatI / bhASA ne samAja ko janma diyA hai aura usa vANI kI pratiSThA hI jaba hama kho baiThate haiM to hamArI prAmANikatA aura naitikatA kI sArI bAta samApta ho jAtI hai / hindustAna ne hindustAna kI AdhyAtmika saMskRti ne yahAM kI sabhyatA ne isa bAta kA anubhava kiyA thA ki jIvana meM sabase jyAdA mUlya ho sakatA hai to vaha vANI kA ho sakatA hai / mana kA bahuta mUlya hai, kintu apane lie| Apake mana kI bAta apapa jaaneN| dUsare ko kyA matalaba ! Apa kisI bhI vyakti ke bAre meM burA soceM, kisI bhI vyakti ke bAre meM acchA soceM, dUsare ko patA nahIM calatA / mana hamArI vaiyaktika bAta hai / zarIra bhI kucha arthoM meM vaiyaktika hai, kintu sAmAjika sUtroM ko jor3ane vAlI hai hamArI vANI / vANI ke binA eka vyakti dUsare vyakti se jur3a nahIM sakatA / isake dvArA hI eka vyakti dUsare vyakti se jur3atA hai aura TUTatA hai / vANI ke dvArA sambandha sthApita hote haiM aura vANI ke dvArA visambandha bhI hotA hai / to yaha mUla sUtra hai-vANI / hamane vANI kI pratiSThA kI / vANI ko sarasvatIdevI kA sthAna diyA / sarasvatI kI upAsanA kI, ArAdhanA kI / Aja sabase jyAdA phira apratiSThA dI hai to vANI ko dI hai| vANI kA mUlya itanA kho cukA hai AdamI ki aisA lagatA hI nahIM ki isakA bhI koI mUlya hai / do ghaMTA pahale eka bAta kahI aura do ghaMTA bAda usako badala diyA to kyA pharka par3A / vaha bhI maukhika bAta thI, yaha bhI maukhika bAta hai| mUMcha UMcI rahe to kyA, mUMcha nIcI A gaI to kyA pharka pdd'aa| kucha bhI pharka par3ane vAlA nahIM hai / vAcika prAmANikatA pradhAna sUtra hai naitikatA kA / prAmANikatA kA dUsarA viSaya hai-Arthika prAmANikatA / artha ke saMbaMdha prAmANikatA kA vikAsa huA thA / bahuta jabaradasta vikAsa huA thA / paribhASA kI gaI ki pavitra kauna hotA hai ? arthazuciH zuciH / jo Arthika mAmale meM pavitra hotA hai vAstava meM vahI vyakti pavitra hotA hai / Arthika pavitratA kI purAnI ghaTanAeM bhI haiN| nayI ghaTanA bhI Aja hamAre sAmane hai /
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________________ 57 prAmANikatA nayI ghaTanA hai AcArya narendradeva kii| bahuta bar3e vidvAn aura bahuta bar3e rAjanItijJa hue haiM-AcAryanarendradeva / vAisa cAMsalara the| tAMge meM jA rahe the / logoM ne pUchA-yaha kaise, mahArAja ! Apake pAsa to kAra hai, phira tAMge meM kaise ? unhoMne kahA-maiM apane kAma se jA rahA huuN| kAra vizvavidyAlaya kI hai / maiM abhI vizvavidyAlaya ke kAma se nahIM jA rahA hUM, maiM apane kAma se jA rahA huuN| yaha hai Arthika praamaanniktaa| jodhapura rAjya kA dIvAna thaa| do dIye jalAyA karatA thA apane ghara meM / koI dekhane nahIM AtA thA, phira bhI ve apane ghara meM do dIye jalAte the / jaba rAja kA kAma karatA to rAjakI dIyA jalatA aura jaba apane ghara kA kAma karatA to usa dIye ko bujhA detA, apanA dUsarA dIyA jalA letaa| yaha hai Arthika praamaanniktaa| ___ artha ke viSaya meM AdamI itanA prAmANika hotA hai ki dUsare ke haka kA lenA nahIM caahtaa| Aja eka bhrAnti paidA ho gaI ki garIba AdamI prAmANika kaise raha sakatA hai ? isa bhrama ko tor3anA hogaa| yadi garIba AdamI prAmANika nahIM ho sakatA to usakI garIbI bar3A AdamI miTAyegA bhI nhiiN| bar3A AdamI isalie to aprAmANika banA huA hai ki garIba AdamI ke mana se yaha dhAraNA nahIM nikala rahI hai / Aja garIba AdamI ke mana se yaha dhAraNA nikala jAye ki acchA samAja, acchA vyakti vaha hotA hai jo prAmANika jIvana jItA hai to kucha bar3e loga aprAmANikatA se apanA kAma nahIM calA sakate / aprAmANikatA ko sahArA milA huA hai garIba logoM kI avadhAraNA kA / agara yaha avadhAraNA TUTa jAye to ve kaba taka akele cala sakeMge kucheka loga ? kintu Aja vizvAsa ho gayA hai ki binA burAI ke, aprAmANikatA ke samAja kA, vyakti kA kAma cala hI nahIM sakatA / jaba yaha vyApaka avadhAraNA bana gaI to phira kisI ko acchA banane kI koI AvazyakatA hI pratIta nahIM hotii| mujhe lagatA hai, artha ke mAmale meM, Arthika samasyAoM ke viSaya meM Aja yadi dRSTikoNa badale to unakA adhika sulajhAva hamAre sAmane ho sakatA hai / ye ulajhI huI haiM hamArI hI mAnyatAoM aura galata dhAraNAoM ke kAraNa / eka cakravyUha hai / koI aisA abhimanyu nahIM dIkhatA jo usameM praveza pA sake aura aisA nahIM dIkhatA ki vApasa nikala ske| hara vyakti burAI kI bhASA meM jaba socane laga jAye to vaha cakravyUha aura majabUta bana jAtA hai| dUdha meM pAnI milAne vAlA socatA hai-isameM kyA burAI hai ? koI kaThina nahIM hai|
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________________ 58 ekalA calo re. use burA lagatA hI nahIM / kintu jaba vaha ATA lene jAtA hai, masAlA lene jAtA hai aura milAvaTI ATA aura milAvaTI masAle milate haiM taba sira ThanakatA hai / bolatA hai-- samAja kitanA kharAba ho gayA hai| are bhAI ! jaba tuma svayaM kara rahe ho, samAja kA eka hissA burAI karegA, dUsarA nahI karegA, yaha kalpanA hI nahIM kI jA sakatI / sudharatA hai to pUrA samAja sudhatA hai, bigar3atA hai to pUrA samAja bigar3atA hai / hamAre sAmane prazna AyA ki Apa zivira kara rahe haiM, kintu pulisa ke loga to itane bhraSTa haiM, kaise sudhareMge? maiMne kahA ki kyA pulisa kA AdamI koI AkAza se TapakatA hai ? AkAza se to nahIM AtA / usa samAja se AtA hai jisa samAja meM Apa loga jI rahe haiM / koI pulisa kA AdamI, ' , koI rAjya - karmacArI, koI adhyApaka, koI vyApArI akelA acchA bhI nahIM ho sakatA, burA bhI nahIM ho sakatA / yadi burA hai to pUrA samAja hai aura acchA hai to pUrA samAja hogA / hama yaha kATakara kalpanA kareM ki pulisa ke AdamI to saba acche ho jAeMge, naitika ho jAeMge aura pUrA samAja anaitika hI raha jAegA / yaha mAtra kalpanA hogI / hama yaha kalpanA kareM ki rAjya - karmacArI to saba acche ho jAeMge, vyApArI aise hI raheMge, yaha kalpanA bhI hamArI atikalpanA hogii| hama yaha soceM, nizcita mAnakara caleM ki sudharegA to pUrA samAja sudharegA, bigar3egA to pUrA samAja bigar3egA / hama eka-eka aMga ko kATakara alaga kalpanA nahIM kara sakate / hamAre tantra kI aisI vyavasthA hai, aisI avayava aura avayavI kI saMghaTanA hai ki jisameM se eka avayava ko alaga kATakara svastha nahIM banAyA jA sakatA / yaha Arthika prAmANikatA kA prazna pUre samAja ke lie mahattvapUrNa prazna hai, jo Aja cintA kA viSaya banA huA hai aura jisake AdhAra para samUce samAja kA bhaviSya adhara meM laTakA huA hai / prAmANikatA kA tIsarA viSaya hai-- vyavahAra kI prAmANikatA / eka prakAra kA vyavahAra vizvAsa paidA karatA hai aura dUsare prakAra kA vyavahAra avizvAsa paidA karatA hai / samAja meM bahuta apekSA hotI hai ki acchA vyava-hAra mile | saba loga apekSA rakhate haiM ki mAtA-pitA se yaha vyavahAra mile / putra se pitA apekSA rakhatA hai ki yaha vyavahAra mile / par3osI par3osI se vyavahAra kI apekSA rakhatA hai| jahAM vyavahAra kI prAmANikatA hotI hai, samAja svastha rahatA hai aura jahAM vyavahAra meM aprAmANikatA A jAtI hai..
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________________ prAmANikatA 56 bar3I kaThinAiyAM paidA hotI haiM samAja meM / eka vyakti ne batAyA-merA par3osI mere sAtha vicitra vyavahAra karatA hai| apane ghara se sArA kUr3A-karakaTa nikAlatA hai aura use mere makAna ke sAmane DAla detA hai / maiMne use bahuta samajhAyA, bahuta samajhAyA-bhAI, aisA mata kro| kAphI samajhAne para bhI nahIM mAnA to socA, aba kyA kiyA jAnA caahie| bar3I samasyA hai, to phira mere naukara ne bhI aisA hI zurU kiyaa| sArA kUr3A-karakaTa vaha nikAlatA aura use sAtha milAkara donoM ko usake ghara ke Age DAla aataa| vyavahAra kA yaha jo eka saMgharSa hotA hai, vyavahAra kI yaha jo aprAmANikatA hotI hai, vaha vyakti ko bar3e saMkaTa meM DAla detI hai| vyavahAra kI eka kahAnI hai| jaMgala meM AdamI jA rahA thA / yoga aisA aisA milA, bandara baiThA thA per3a ke niice| AdamI per3a ke pAsa pahuMcA / pIche se cItA bhAgatA huA A rahA thaa| AdamI ne bhI dekhaa| bandara ne bhI dekhaa| bandara bhI per3a para car3ha gayA, AdamI bhI car3ha gayA / jIvana ke kucha kSaNa aise hote haiM jahAM paraspara maitrI jur3a jAtI hai| saMkaTa kA samaya maitrI jor3ane kA hotA hai / AdamI sukha ke samaya meM paraspara meM virodha bhI rakha letA hai para saMkaTa kI ghar3I meM to ekamata ho jAtA hai aura maitrI bhI jur3a jAtI hai| aisA hotA hai| pati-patnI meM bahuta jhagar3A calatA thaa| eka bAra par3osI ne pUchA ki tumhArA mata kabhI milatA hI nahIM hai| lar3ate-jhagar3ate rahate ho, kyA jIvana hai ? kabhI ekamata bhI hue ho? pati bolA-eka kSaNa aisA AyA thA, jaba hama ekamata hue haiM / kyA ? ghara meM Aga laga gaI thii| eka hI daravAjA thaa| eka hI daravAje se donoM eka sAtha nikele / usa samaya hama donoM ekamata the| ___ saMkaTa kI ghar3I meM maitrI jur3a jAtI hai aura sambandha bhI jur3a jAtA hai / bandara meM aura AdamI meM maitrI ho gaI, donoM per3a para car3ha gaye / cItA nIce baiThA thA / AdamI Upara aura bandara bhI Upara / donoM Upara baiThe haiN| kAphI samaya ho gyaa| cIte ne socA, aba to parAkrama se kAma nahIM clegaa| jahAM parAkrama se kAma na cale, vahAM buddhibala se kAma lenA cAhie / aura buddhibala meM bhI bhedanIti se kAma clegaa| rAta ho gii| sone kA samaya thaa| donoM ne AdamI aura bandara ne, eka upAya nikaalaa| bandara ne kahA-kucha samaya taka tuma so jAo, maiM jAgatA rhuuNgaa| phira maiM so jAUMgA, tuma jAgate rahanA /
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________________ ekalA calo re donoM ne aisA samajhautA kara liyA AdamI so gyaa| bandara paharA de rahA hai, jAgarUka hai / AdamI to so rahA hai, bandara jAga rahA hai| cItA bolA-'bandara ! tuma bhI bana ke prANI ho, maiM bhI vana kA prANI huuN| hama donoM vana ke prANI haiN| AdamI se hamArA kyA sambandha ? koI sambandha nahIM / aura dekho, AdamI bar3A dhUrta hotA hai / yaha jo vyavahAra karatA hai, bar3A vizvAsaghAtI hotA hai| merI bAta mAno, dhakkA dekara isako nIce girA do|' ... bandara ne kahA-'maiM aisA vizvAsaghAta nahIM kara sktaa| maiMne vacana diyA hai / maiMne AtmavizvAsa diyA hai / isako maiM nahIM girAUMgA aura vizvAsaghAta nahIM kruuNgaa|' - cIte ne bahuta prayatna kiyA, para bandara apanI bAta para aDiga rahA aura socA ki jisake sAtha maitrI kara lI, usake sAtha aisA jaghanya kArya kaise kara sakatA huuN| AdamI sotA rahA, cItA bhI pratIkSA karatA rhaa| - Akhira bArI AyI manuSya kii| bandara nIMda lene lagA aura AdamI baiThA hai| cItA bolA-dekho AdamI ! tuma aba jaMgala meM kaida ho aura aba jaMgala se zahara meM tuma per3a ko chor3akara jA nahIM skte| maiM yahAM se sarakaMgA nhiiN| Akhira tumheM bhUkhe maranA hai aura mara jAoge / bandara tumhArA kyA lagatA hai| yaha to jaMgala kA prANI hai| Akhira bandara hI to hai| tumhArA kucha lagatA nahIM / agara tuma merI bAta mAno, bandara ko nIce girA do to tumheM nahIM mArUMgA, tuma kuzala-kSema se ghara jA skoge|' tarka samajha meM A gayA / manuSya ne socA-'tarka bahuta acchA hai / ' AdamI kA yaha tArkika dimAga aisA hotA hai jo tarka ko pakar3a letA hai| buddhimAna AdamI thaa| bandara to itanA buddhimAna nahIM thaa| tarka samajha meM A gyaa| agara cItA do-tIna dina yahAM baiThA rahA to bhUkhe mara jAUMgA / nIce utarane kI bAta hI kisako hai| binA khAye hI mara jaauuNgaa| bar3I samasyA hai, yaha haTegA nhiiN| bandara merA kyA lagatA hai| yaha bhI to eka jaMgalI jAnavara hai| ise nIce girA dUM / AdamI bandara ko dhakkA dene lgaa| Akhira bandara to bandara hI thA / jAgA, jAgate hI dekhA ki AdamI to mujhe nIce girA rahA hai| tatkAla eka zAkhA se dUsarI zAkhA para, eka per3a se dUsare per3a para gayA aura jAkara bolA-AdamI, namaskAra ! tere-jaise dhUrta vyavahAra karane vAle hote haiM duniyA meN|
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________________ prAmANikatA yaha hai vyavahAra kI apraamaanniktaa| eka AdamI ke sAtha kaisA vyavahAra, apane mitra ke sAtha kaisA vyavahAra, apane par3osI ke sAtha kaisA vyavahAra, eka sAmAjika vyakti ke sAtha kaisA vyavahAra--ise jAnanA jarUrI hai| vyavahAra kI prAmANikatA hotI hai to samAja meM AzvAsana hotA hai aura samAja sukhI hotA hai| hara vyakti dUsare vyakti se AzaMkita rahatA hai ki na jAne yaha mere sAtha kaisA vyavahAra kare / Aja sthiti vikaTa bana gaI hai| kucha loga pUchate haiM ki Ajakala kamAne ke lie jAte ho aura paradeza meM bahuta jyAdA rahate ho / deza meM kama Ate ho| eka bhAI ne kahA--Aja kA jamAnA nahIM rahA / do dina ke lie bhI munIma ke bharose chor3akara AyeM, phira munIma kA hI patA nahIM milatA, aura-aura bAtoM kA to patA milatA hI nhiiN| itanA avizvAsa paidA ho gyaa| jisa samAja meM pArasparika avizvAsa ho jAtA hai, vaha samAja kabhI sukhI jIvana nahIM jI sakatA / sukha kA sabase pahalA sUtra hotA hai--vizvAsa ! Aja vizvAsa kI pratiSThA nahIM rhii| pati patnI kA vizvAsa nahIM karatA, patnI pati kA vizvAsa nahIM krtii| hamArI duniyA avizvAsa para AdhArita ho gaI hai| isa avizvAsa ke kAraNa zAMti hI samApta ho gii| prAmANikatA ke tIna sUtra haiM-vacana kI prAmANikatA, artha kI prAmANikatA aura vyavahAra kI praamaanniktaa| jisa samAja meM prAmANikatA kA vikAsa hotA hai, vaha samAja Age bar3hatA hai, unnati karatA hai / jisa samAja meM prAmANikatA nahIM hotI, usa samAja kA bhAgya hamezA khatare meM jhalatA rahatA hai / samAja meM sabase pahalA AzvAsana kA sUtra hotA hai-praamaanniktaa| usako bhI jaba khaNDita kara diyA jAtA hai to samAja kaise sukha kI sAMsa le sakatA hai aura kaise bharose ke sAtha jIvana-yApana kara sakatA hai ? yaha bAta kucha samajha meM nahIM aatii| para patA nahIM Aja ke isa bauddhika yuga meM, vaijJAnika yuga meM aura pragatizIla vicAraNA ke yuga meM itanI aprAmANikatA kI bAta kyoM calatI hI jA rahI hai ? Azcarya to hotA hai / socane meM jarA saMkaTa bhI paidA hai ki yaha virodhAbhAsa kyoM cala rahA hai| eka ora vaicArika dharAtala para, tArkika dharAtala para, bauddhika dharAtala para bahuta pragati kI hai manuSya ne aura jahAM antaHpakSa kA, bhAvanA pakSa kA prazna thA usa pakSa meM kAphI pragati huI hai / ulTA calA hai| hama isa bAta para nizcita vizvAsa kareM ki prAmANikatA ke binA koI bhI samAja pragatipatha para nahIM bar3ha sktaa|
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________________ 62 ekalA calo re ____maiM isa carcA ko sampanna karanA cAhatA hUM eka ghaTanA ke sAtha / ghaTanA -videza kI hai / kintu acchI bAta kahIM kI ho, hamAre lie svIkArya honI cAhie / eka bahuta bar3e rAjanetA ne yaha ghaTanA sunAI thI ki eka bhAratIya vyakti landana meM thA aura vaha jisa ghara meM ThaharA huA thA usakA mAlika dUdha-vitaraNa kA kAma karatA thA / eka dina usakI lar3akI bahuta udAsa thii| bhAratIya mitra ne pUchA-bahana ! Aja itanI udAsa kyoM ho? vaha bolIkyA karU, Aja dUdha kI saplAI to pUrI karanI hai aura mere pAsa Aja dUdha kama hai| bar3I cintA ho rahI hai ki maiM saplAI kaise kara pAUMgI? yaha kyA koI samasyA hai bhAratIya ke lie ? samasyA jaisI bAta hI nahIM / usane kahA -'itanI cintita aura itanI udAsa kyoM? aisI kyA bAta hai, hisAba lagAyA ki itanA hI to kama hai / aura tumhAre pAsa to itanA Dhera mana dUdha hai, usameM itanA-sA pAnI milA do, tumhArI bAta pUrI ho jaaegii| samasyA pUrI ho jaaegii|' usane sunaa| usakA sira tthnkaa| vaha apane pitA ke pAsa gaI, -jAkara bolI-~-pitAjI ! kisa rAkSasa ko apane ghara meM sthAna de rakhA hai ? vaha to rAkSasa hai, AdamI nahIM hai / aisI burI salAha detA hai ki dUdha meM pAnI milA do / kyA maiM dUdha meM pAnI milAkara apane rASTra ke nAgarikoM ke svAsthya ke prati anyAya karU ? aisI burI salAha dene vAle ko apane ghara se nikAla do| ___ kalpanA kareM, kyA sthiti thii| kahA gayA thA ki duniyA ke loga hindustAna meM Aye aura yahAM ke agrajanmA vidvAna se AcAra sIkhakara gaye / kyA hama Aja usa purAnI bAta ko duharA sakate haiM___'etaddezaprasUtasya, zakAsAdagra janmanaH / svaM svaM caritraM zikSerana, pRthivyAM sarvamAnavAH // ' Aja kyA zikSA milegI, bar3I vicitra sthiti hai| isa dRSTi se hameM punarvicAra karane kI jarUrata hai| kevala Apa logoM ke lie hI nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki kevala pulisakarmI hI vicAra kareM, pUre samAja kI dRSTi se cintana prastuta kara rahA hUM ki samUce samAja ko Aja punarvicAra kI jarUrata hai / yadi punarvicAra nahIM huA isa viSaya para to aprAmANikatA, pArasparika avizvAsa aura anaitikatA manuSya jAti ko bhayaMkara saMkaTa meM DAla degI, jisase ubaranA -usake lie asaMbhava ho jaaegaa| anaitikatA, aprAmANikatA samAja kA sabase bar3A saMkaTa hotA hai / Arthika saMkaTa utanA bhISaNa nahIM hotA, jitanA saMkaTa samAja kI anaitikatA kA hotA hai / isa dRSTi se, sAmAjika svAsthya kI dRSTi se hama prAmANikatA ke pahalU para punarvicAra kreN|
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________________ karuNA kala hI eka bhAI ne pUchA thA - naitikatA kA AdhAra kyA hai ? maiMne jo uttara diyA thA vaha saMkSepa meM thA / Aja maiM usakI vistAra se carcA karanA cAhatA hUM / naitikatA kA AdhAra hai - karuNA / hamArI do vRttiyAM haiM - eka hai krUratA kI vRtti aura dUsarI hai karuNA kI vRtti / karuNA kA sambandha hai saMvedanazIlatA se / manuSya jitanA saMvedanazIla hotA hai, utanI karuNA usameM jAgatI jAtI hai / manuSya jitanA saMvedanahIna hotA hai, utanI hI krUratA bar3hatI jAtI hai / mere sAmane eka prazna AyA ki kyA dhyAna ke abhyAsa ke dvArA pulisakarmiyoM ko parAkramahIna evaM zauryahIna banAnA cAhate haiM ? mujhe bar3A Azcarya huA / maiM pUchanA cAhatA hUM, kyA zaurya aura krUratA eka hI haiM ? nahIM, donoM bahuta bar3A antara hai / zaurya bhinna vastu hai aura krUratA bhinna vastu hai | rAta aura dina meM jitanA antara hai usase bhI adhika antara hai krUratA aura zaurya meM / zaurya parAkrama hai / use nyUna karane kI bAta hI nahIM hotI / parAkrama ko bar3hAyA jA sakatA hai / usakA vikAsa kiyA jA sakatA hai / usakA vikAsa vAMchanIya hai | krUratA amAnavIya dRSTikoNa hai, rAkSasI kArya hai| use kama karanA jarUrI hai / eka saMskRta kavi ne kahA hai 'vidyA vivAdAya dhanaM madAya, zaktiH pareSAM parapIDanAya / khalasya sAdhoH viparItametat jJAnAya dAnAya ca rakSaNAya / / vidyA vivAda ke lie, dhana ahaMtuSTi ke lie aura zakti dUsaroM ko pIr3ita karane ke lie - ye tIna bAteM haiM / duSTa vyakti ke lie ye tInoM prApta haiM aura sajjana vyakti ke lie ye tInoM viparIta rUpa meM hotI haiM / usake lie vidyA vivAda ke lie nahIM, jJAna ke lie hotI hai, dhana ahaMkAra kA kAraNa na banakara dAna kA kAraNa banatA hai aura zakti kA upayoga dUsaroM ko pIr3ita karane ke lie nahIM, kintu dUsaroM kI rakSA ke lie hotA hai / vaha krUra nahIM hotA / usameM karuNA kA ajasra srota bahatA rahatA hai /
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________________ 64 ekalA calo re daMDanIti kA itihAsa bahuta purAnA hai| samAja kI utpatti ke sAthasAtha daMDanIti kA vikAsa huaa| prAgaitihAsika yuga meM AdamI kA jIvana bhinna prakAra kA thA / vaha pASANa yuga meM jI rahA thaa| vaha yuga kA AdikAla thaa| usameM na samAja banA thA aura na kucha aura / vyakti vyakti thaa| vaha khetI karanA bhI nahIM jAnatA thA / na zastra the, na makAna the aura na vastra / saba kucha prAkRtika / eka prakAra se pazu kA jIvana jI rahA thA aadmii| AdamI kI AvazyakatAeM bahuta kama thiiN| unakI pUrti vRkSoM se pUrI ho jAtI thii| jo sahaja milatA, usase vaha apanA jIvana-yApana kara letA thaa| jaba kucha vikAsa huA, cetanA jAgRta huI, taba paraspara chInA-jhapaTI hone lgii| eka-dUsare ke adhikAra ko har3apane kI bAta hone lgii| lUTa-khasoTa hone lgii| krUratA bar3hane lagI / isa sthiti meM vyavasthA kI bAta socI gii| usa samaya hAkAra nIti kA pravartana huA / jaba koI vyakti dUsare ke adhikAra para AkramaNa karatA, taba use bulAkara kahA jAtA""hA ! tUne aisA kiyaa|' yaha vAkya usake lie mRtyudaNDa se bhI adhika ghAtaka hotaa| vaha phira vaisA kArya kabhI nahIM krtaa| yuga Age bar3hA / samAja-vikAsa kI prakriyA Age bddh'ii| manuSya meM lobha baDhA, saMgraha kI bhAvanA kA vikAsa huaa| aparAdha bar3hane lge| 'hAkAra' nIti ke sthAna para 'mAkAra' nIti kA pravartana huaa| koI bhI anyAya karatA, anucita kArya karatA to use bulAkara kahA jAtA-aisA mata kro| basa, vaha vyakti isa vAkya se Ahata hokara vaise kAryoM se virata ho jaataa| yuga aura Age bar3hA / aparAdha bhI vRddhiMgata hue / hAkAra aura mAkAra.... donoM nItiyAM kArya kara nahIM rahIM, taba dhikkAra nIti kA pravartana huA / 'dhikkAra hai tujhe, tUne aisA kArya kara DAlA'-yaha usa vyakti ke lie bahuta bar3A daMDa hotA thaa| daMDa apane Apa meM choTA yA bar3A nahIM hotA / vaha manuSya kI bhAvanA para AdhArita hotA hai / eka AdamI ko 'dhik' kahanA bahuta bar3I bAta ho jAtI hai aura eka AdamI kI aisI manovRtti hotI hai ki use hajAra bAra dhikkArane para bhI usameM koI antara nahIM AtA / ___jyoM-jyoM yuga Age bar3hA, manuSya kI AvazyakatAeM bar3hIM / hAkAra, mAkAra aura dhikkAra-tInoM nItiyoM kA upayoga samApta ho gyaa| ye daMDa daMDa nahIM rhe| AdamI aura adhika kara hotA gyaa| taba use kArAvAsa kA daMDa
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________________ karuNA diyA jAne lgaa| rAjya-vyavasthA kA vikAsa huA / rAjA huA, rAjyataMtra panapane lagA, daMDazakti kA vikAsa huaa| pASANa yuga bIta cukA thA / dhAtu yuma aayaa| dhAtuoM se aneka zastrAstra bane / una zastroM ke dvArA krUra daMDa bhI calane lage / aparAdhI ke hAtha kATanA, paira kATanA, AMkheM nikAlanA-ye daMDa vikasita hue| isake sAtha-sAtha yaha siddhAnta bhI vikasita hone lagA ki daMDa-bhaya ke binA samAja svastha nahIM raha sakatA / yaha eka sImA taka saca bhI hai kyoMki sabhI manuSya AtmAnuzAsita nahIM hote / yadi sabhI vyakti AtmAnuzAsita hoM to daMDa kI koI AvazyakatA hI nahIM rhtii| jahAM saba apane niyaMtraNa karane vAle hote haiM, vahAM daMDa kisako deM? kyoM deM? parantu sabhI loga AtmAnuzAsita nahIM hote / vibhinna ruci ke loga haiM / vibhinna AvAra-vicAra ke loga haiM / sabakA mastiSkIya vikAsa samAna nahIM hotaa| kucha logoM kA mastiSka bahuta vikasita hotA hai aura kucha logoM kA kama / vaise loga sabhyatA, ziSTatA aura sAmAjika mUlyoM ko bhI nahIM jAnate / jinakA dRSTikoNa mAnavIya mUlyoM para AdhArita nahIM hotA, unakA nigraha kara pAnA, unheM aparAdha se rokanA sahaja-sarala nahIM hai| unakA nigraha daNDazakti se hI kiyA jA sakatA hai / ___ daMDazakti ke vikAsa kI yaha kahAnI hai| daMDa na ho to samAja meM 'mAtsyanyAyaH pravartate-'mAtsya nyAya kA pravartana hotA hai| jaise bar3I machalI choTI machalI ko khA jAtI hai, vaise hI bar3A AdamI choTe AdamI ko, zaktizAlI AdamI kamajora AdamI ko khA jAegA, use har3apa legaa| balavAn durbala para hAvI ho jaaegaa| isa 'mAtsya nyAya' ko samApta karane ke lie daMDazakti kA vikAsa atyanta Avazyaka hai| yahI AdhAra banA daMDazakti ke vikAsa kA / kintu isakA vikAsa itanA huA ki jo daMDa sAmAjika prANI ko nigraha karane ke lie thA vaha svecchAcAritA aura krUratA meM badala gyaa| zAsaka kI jo icchA hotI, jaisI icchA hotI, aparAdhI ko daMDa de diyA jAtA / kAnUna aura nyAya saba pIche raha jaate| kisI ko adhikAra kI bAta kahane kI taba maMjUrI nahIM hotii| jaisA jaMcA, vaisA daMDa de diyaa| usake lie na koI mAnadaMDa aura na koI niyama-upaniyama / zAsaka kI kevala svecchAcAritA yA krUratA hI vahAM kAma karatI / prAcIna sAhitya meM daMDa ke jo vidhAna aura prayoga milate haiM, unako par3hakara AdamI kAMpa uThatA hai, usakA hRdaya rone laga jAtA hai, vaha barabasa cillA uThatA hai kyA AdamI
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________________ 66 ekalA calo re itanA krUra ho sakatA hai ? sAmAnya se aparAdha meM AdamI ko tela ke kar3AhoM meM ubAlanA, kAnoM meM garama sIsA DAlanA, AMkhoM meM garama-garama zalAkAeM DAlanA, pratidina thor3A-thor3A aMgaccheda karanA, zizna ko kATanA, jIvita avasthA meM bhItoM meM cina denA - ye bhayAnaka daMDa manuSya kI krUratA ke dyotaka haiM / Aja inakI kalpanA bhI bhayAvaha hotI hai / jaba samAja kA pariSkAra huA, AdamI ke vicAra badale, usameM mAnavIya cetanA kA jAgaraNa huA, taba daMDanIti meM bhI parivartana aura pariSkAra huA / Aja bhI daMDanIti ko mAnyatA prApta hai, para usameM se krUratA ke aMza nikAla die gae haiM, nikAle jA rahe haiM / mRtyudaMDa ko samApta karane kA Andolana cala rahA hai aura aneka rASTroM ne mRtyudaMDa ko samApta kara diyA hai / sabhya samAja meM phAMsI yA mRtyudaMDa zobhA nahIM detA / Aja AdamI kA mana pariSkRta huA hai / AdamI cintanazIla aura vicArazIla banA hai / Ajanma kArAvAsa daMDa hI paryApta mAnA jAtA hai / phAMsI Adi daMDa amAnavIya kRtya mAne jAte haiM / Aja kArAvAsoM ko sudhAragRhoM meM badalA jA rahA hai| hama aneka kArAvAsoM meM ge| vahAM kA rahana-sahana aura bandiyoM ke sAtha bartAva dekhA, baMdiyoM kI zilpakalA aura vastra-nirmANa kalA dekhI, bar3A Azcarya huA / baMdiyoM kA jIvana nirmANa meM lagA huA hai / dhvaMsa se cipaTI unakI AsthAeM Aja nirmANa meM sudRr3ha ho rahI haiN| yaha parivartana unake bhAvI jIvana kA sambala hai / unake mAnasika parivartanoM ke lie upAya kie jA rahe hai, jisase ki unakI krUratA miTe, aparAdha karane kI unakI krUratA miTe, aparAdha karane kI bhAvanA samApta ho / unameM mAnavIya cetanA jAge, karuNA jAge / yaha saba 'rASTroM ko mAnya ho cukA hai ki aparAdhiyoM ke sAtha bhI mAnavIya vyavahAra honA cAhie aura daMDanIti meM jo amAnavIya tathya haiM, unako nikAla denA cAhie / yadi kahIM koI krUratA kA vyavahAra hotA hai, to samUce vizva meM 'usakI bhartsanA hotI hai, nindA aura tiraskAra hotA hai / yadi sarakAra bhI krUratA kA vyavahAra karatI hai to sArA rASTra usake kRtya kI nindA karatA hai, phira krUratA cAhe aparAdhI ke prati ho yA apane adhInastha kisI karmacArI ke prati ho / kabhI-kabhI yaha itanI jaTila samasyA bana jAtI hai ki sarakAra hI ulaTa dI jAtI hai / zaurya, parAkrama yA kartavyaniSThA eka bhinna dhArA hai, aura krUratA usase bhinna hai / donoM eka nahIM haiM / agara donoM ko eka mAna lete haiM to bhrama paidA
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________________ karuNA hotA hai aura rakSA karane vAlA bhI bhakSaka bana jAtA hai, aparAdhI bana jAtA hai / zakti kA yoga jaba krUratA ke sAtha jur3atA hai taba vaha zakti para-pIr3ana meM laga jAtI hai / sudhAranA, nigraha karanA yaha bhinna prakAra hai aura krUratA karanA--yaha bhinna prakAra hai / samAja-vyavasthA ke lie anugraha aura nigrahadonoM parama Avazyaka tattva haiN| duSTa ko daMDa denA aura sajjana kI pUjA karanA, duSTa kA nigraha aura sajjana para anugraha--yaha hai samAja-vyavasthA kA sUtra / yadi ye do zaktiyAM nahIM hotI haiM to samAja kI vyavasthA nahIM cala sktii| donoM barAbara haiM, kintu daMDa meM aura nigraha meM kitanA viveka apekSita hotA hai, isako jAnanA bahuta Avazyaka hai / viveka ke binA anartha ghaTita ho jAtA hai| usa jamAne meM popAbAI kA rAjA thaa| eka dina aisA huA ki eka AdamI galI se gujara rahA thaa| acAnaka kisI ke ghara kI bhIMta girI aura vaha AdamI mara gayA / popA bAI ke sAmane zikAyata gii| popA bAI ne makAna mAlika ko bulA bhejaa| ghara kA svAmI aayaa| popA bAI ne kahA-tumhArI bhIMta girane ke kAraNa AdamI kI mauta ho gii| isake daMDasvarUpa tumheM phAMsI dI jaaegii| sArI sabhA meM sannATA chA gyaa| svAmI ne socA, koI bhaya kI bAta nahIM hai / Akhira rAjya to popA bAI kA hai| usane hAtha jor3akara kahA-mahArAja ! ApakA nirNaya zirodhArya hai| para doSa merA nahIM hai / maiM nirdoSa huuN| makAna banAne vAle cejAre ne itanI kamajora dIvAra banAI hI kyoM ? doSa usakA hai| popA bAI ne cejAre ko bulAkara kahA--tumheM phAMsI para car3hanA hogaa| tumane itanI kamajora bhIMta kyoM banAI ? usane gir3agir3Ate hue kahA--'mahArAja ! doSa merA nahIM hai jaba maiM dIvAra khar3I kara rahA thA taba eka bArAta udhara se gujara rahI thii| usake sAtha bAje baja rahe the / merA dhyAna bAjoM kI ora calA gyaa| dhyAna nahIM rhaa| gAre meM pAnI adhika gira gyaa| dIvAra kaccI raha gii| maiM doSI nahIM huuN| doSI hai bAje bajAne vAlA / popA bAI bolI-tuma ThIka kahate ho / bAje bajAne vAle ko bulAkara kahA--AdamI marA, isake jimmevAra tuma ho / tumako phAMsI dI jaaegii| tuma bAjoM ko itanA mIThA kyoM bajAte ho ki jisase dUsare kA dhyAna usa ora jAe aura anyAya ghaTita ho jAe ? usane kahA-mahArAja ! merA isameM doSa kyA hai ? sArA doSa bAje banAne vAle kA hai ki vaha itanA acchA bAjA kyoM banAtA hai ? popA bAI ne use
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________________ 68 bulA bhejA / yaha antahIna zRGkhalA hai / isase samasyA kA anta nahIM hotA / samasyA kA mUla hameM khojanA hogaa| yadi hama cAheM ki daMDazakti ke prayoga ke dvArA samAja kI samasyA kA anta ho jAe to yaha atikalpanA hI hogI / hameM dUsarI dRSTi se socanA hogA / kevala krUratA ke dvArA aparAdha ko nahIM miTAyA jA sakatA / kevala daMDa ke dvArA aparAdhI kA nigraha nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / hameM mUla ko khojanA hogA / krUratA kA mUla kyA hai, ise jAnanA hogA / ekalA calo re krUratA kA mUla hai-- lobha aura amAnavIya dRSTikoNa / eka vyakti khAnepIne ke padArthoM meM milAvaTa karatA hai / kyoM karatA hai, yaha eka prazna hai / isakA sahaja uttara hai ki vaha vyakti lobha se grasta hai, aura koI dUsarA kAraNa nahIM hai / vaha kisI ko mAranA nahIM cAhatA, kisI ko satAnA nahIM cAhatA, parantu lobhavaza vaha amAnavIya AcaraNa kara letA hai / eka vyApArI ne pazuoM ke cAre meM milAvaTa kii| hajAroM pazu mAre gaye vaha pazuoM ko mAranA nahIM cAhatA thA, para lobhavaza usane milAvaTa kI aura hajAroM pazu mara gae / yaha kalpanA nahIM, ghaTita ghaTanA hai / / eka bAra hama dillI se prasthAna kara nAMgaloI gAMva meM tthhre| vahAM inspekTara hamase paricita the / ve sAyaMkAla aae| hamane kahA- bahuta vilaMba se Ae / unhoMne kahA-- mahArAja ! kucha dinoM se pazuoM ke marane kI zikAyateM A rahI thIM / mRtyu kA kAraNa jJAta nahIM ho rahA thaa| dhIre-dhIre eka surAkha milA / hamane eka vyApArI ko pkdd'aa| usake pAsa saMgRhIta cAre kA parIkSaNa kiyA / hameM jJAta ho gayA ki usa cAre ke kAraNa hI pazuoM kI mRtyu ho rahI hai / usa vyApArI ne thor3e se lAbha ke lie usa cAre meM koI aisI nakalI cIja milA dI thI jo jaharIlI thii| Aja usI silasile meM vyasta rahanA par3A / mahArAja ! dhArmika kahalAne vAle ye upAsaka, eka ora dharma kA DhiMDhorA pITate haiM aura dUsarI ora nirdayatA kA nagna pradarzana karate haiM / kitanA virodhAbhAsa hai inake jIvana meM ! * milAvaTa karanA jaghanyatama aparAdha hai, amAnavIya dRSTikoNa hai| lobha isakA mUla kAraNa hai, anyathA vyakti itane nIce stara para nahIM A sakatA / kyA koI AdamI aisA soca bhI sakatA hai ki usake tuccha svArtha ke lie hajAroM manuSya, hajAroM pazu mara jAeM ? kintu jaba AdamI lobha se parAbhUta
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________________ 6ha hotA hai taba vaha kevala yahI cAhatA hai ki use paisA mile, phira cAhe koI mare yA jie / karuNA eka kemisTa kI lar3akI mara gaI / anubhavI DaoNkTara ne eka iMjekzana diyA / usakA riekzana huA aura lar3akI kA prANAnta ho gayA / mRtyu ke kAraNa kI khIja kI gii| patA calA ki iMjekzana nakalI thA / khoja Age bar3hI to yaha jJAta huA ki vaha iMjekzana usI kemisTa dvArA nirmita thA / usakI lar3akI ke vahI iMjekzana lagA, riekzana huA aura vaha mara gaI / davA meM milAvaTa karanA krUratA kA utkRSTa udAharaNa hai / krUratA kA bahuta bar3A kAraNa hai-- lobha, paise kA lobha, saMgraha kI vRtti / lobha ke kAraNa AdamI itanA krUra bana jAtA hai ki vaha kisI pariNAma kI cintA nahIM karatA / pratyeka AdamI yaha anubhava karatA hai ki Aja vyakti ke caritra kA patana huA hai, anaitikatA bar3hI hai| yaha bhI svIkRta tathya hai ki hai ki inake bar3hane kA sabase bar3A kAraNa hai-- paise kA lobha / kucha loga garIbI ko isakA mUla kAraNa mAnate haiM, kintu yaha saca nahIM hai| garIbI ne utanI anaitikatA nahIM bar3hAI jitanI paise ke lobha ne bar3hAI hai / yaha bhI bahuta spaSTa hai ki dhanI vyakti jitanA anaitika AcaraNa karate haiM, garIba AdamI utanA anaitikatA AcaraNa nahIM karate / garIba ke pAsa anaitikatA AcaraNa ke utane sAdhana bhI nahIM haiM jitane sAdhana dhanI vyakti ke pAsa haiM / dhanArjana ke jitane bar3e srota yA sAdhana hoMge, AdamI utanA hI anaitika hogA / garIba AdamI ke pAsa kahAM haiM dhana ke itane srota ? kahAM haiM itane sAdhana ? usake sAdhana sImita haiM / usa sImA meM hI vaha anaitika AcaraNa karatA hai / isakA phalita yaha hai ki krUratA kA sabase bar3A kAraNa hai-- lobha, dhanArjana kI ati AkAMkSA yA saMgraha kI vRtti / prazna hai ki kyA krUratA ko miTAyA jA sakatA hai ? kyA isakA visarjana kiyA jA sakatA hai ? kyA isakA koI upAya hai ? hama samasyA ko jAnate haiM / hameM usake nirAkaraNa ko bhI jAnanA hogA / samasyA kA anta taba taka nahIM hotA jaba taka hama usake nirAkaraNa kA sahI upAya nahIM jAneMge / samasyA hai to usake nirAkaraNa kA upAya bhI hai / upAya vahI hotA hai jo mUla ko chUtA hai / sahAyaka kAraNa aneka ho sakate haiM, para unase mUla samasyA kA anta nahI hotA /
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________________ 70 ekalA calo re samasyA kA anta tabhI hotA hai jaba sahI upAya hastagata ho jAtA hai| eka ghaTita ghaTanA hai / eka bAra mahArAja zivAjI ke guru samartha rAmadAsa yAtrA kara rahe the| rAste meM Ikha ke kheta Aye / unake mana meM Ikha cUsane kI bhAvanA jAgI aura unhoMne do-cAra Ikha tor3a liye / kheta kA mAlika dekha rahA thA / vaha daur3A-daur3A AyA / vaha krodha ke Aveza meM thA / use bhAna nahIM rahA / krodhAndha vyakti bhAna bhUla jAtA hai, viveka kho detA hai / vaha taba akaraNIya kArya bhI kara letA hai / kheta ke mAlika ne unako nahIM pahacAnA / vaha Aveza se abhibhUta thA / usane guru rAmadAsa ke do-cAra cAMTe jar3a die / zivAjI ke pAsa bAta phuNcii| unhoMne usa kisAna ko bulAvA bhejaa| vaha sAmane khar3A-khar3A kAMpa rahA hai| pAsa meM guru rAmadAsa bhI baiThe haiN| mahArAja zivAjI ne kahA-tUne bahuta bar3A aparAdha kiyA hai / tUne mere guru ko pITA. hai / bola, tujhe kyA daMDa diyA jAe ? vaha kisAna thara-thara kAMpa rahA hai / aba vaha kyA bole ? pahale vaha krodha ke Aveza meM thA, aba vaha bhaya ke Aveza meM hai / AdamI krodha ke Aveza meM anartha kara letA hai, para jaba avAMchanIya pariNAma bhugatane kA avasara AtA hai taba bhaya se kAMpane laga jAtA hai| krodha kA bar3A pariNAma hai-bhaya aura prakampana / vaha kAMpa rahA thaa| zivAjI Aveza meM the| guru kA apamAna asahya ho gayA thaa| zivAjI ne kahA--'isane jaghanya aparAdha kiyA hai / isako phAMsI de dI jaae|' guru rAmadAsa ne sunaa| unhoMne kahA-zivA ! aisA nahIM ho sktaa| tuma isako daMDa nahIM de sakate / isane mujhe mArA hai, maiM hI isako daMDa duuNgaa| zivAjI mauna ho gae / ve guru ke samakSa kyA bolate ? unhoMne kahAgurudeva ! Apa hI ise daMDa deN| rAmadAsa ne kahA--merA kathana tumheM svIkRta hogA ? -hAM, gurudeva ! jo kucha Apa kaheMge, maiM use svIkAra karUMgA / rAmadAsa ne kahA-isa garIba kisAna ne mujhe pITA hai maiM usake pITane ke kAraNa ko jAnatA hUM, samajhatA huuN| ise isa aparAdha ke phalasvarUpa pAMca bIghA jamIna dAna meM de dI jaae| rAmadAsa ke kathana ko sunakara saba avAka raha ge| svayaM zivAjI kiMkartavyavimUr3ha the| cAMTe mArane vAle ko pAritoSika rUpa pAMca bIghA jamIna
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________________ karuNA 71 kA dAna ! yaha kaisA daMDa ! yadi dasa cAMTe mAratA to sambhava hai dasa bIghA jamIna ise milatI aura yadi aura adhika cAMTe mAratA to aura adhika jamIna milatI / AzcaryakArI hai yaha nirNaya / zivAjI samajha nahIM sake ki gurudeva ne yaha nirNaya kyoM kiyA? apane ko pITane vAle ke prati yaha bartAva kaise kiyA ? zivAjI ko rahasya hAtha nahIM lagA / ve samajhate bhI kaise ? unakA citana dUsare prakAra kA thaa| ve daMDazakti meM vizvAsa karate the / rAmadAsa kA cintana bhinna thA / ve karuNA meM vizvAsa karate the| rAmadAsa ne rahasya ko samajhAte hue kahA-'zivA ! tumheM bAta samajha meM nahIM aayii| koI gUr3ha rahasya nahIM hai / dekho, yaha kisAna garIba hai / yadi yaha garIbI se grasta nahIM hotA to aisA vyavahAra kabhI nahIM krtaa| isane garIbI ke kAraNa hI aisA vyavahAra kiyA hai| yadi isakI aparAdha-vRtti ko miTAnA hai to isakI garIbI ko miTAnA hogaa| ise pAMca bIghA jamIna de do, phira yaha aisA vyavahAra kabhI nahIM kregaa| ___yaha hai samasyA kA samAdhAna aura yaha hai samasyA kA samyak upAya / hama mUla kAraNa kI khoja nahIM karate aura mUla kAraNa ko khoje binA samasyA kA kabhI samAdhAna nahIM ho sktaa| krUratA kI samasyA kA mUla hai-amAnavIya dRSTikoNa, phira cAhe vaha lobha ke rUpa meM abhivyakta ho, saMgrahavRtti ke rUpa meM vikasita ho / isako miTAne kA ekamAtra upAya hai-mAnavIya dRSTikoNa kA vikAsa / ise hI prAcIna bhASA meM Atmaupamya dRSTi kahA gayA hai| isakA artha hai-pratyeka prANI ko apane samAna samajhanA / Adhunika bhASA meM yahI hai mAnavIya dRSTi / isakA phalita hai ki pratyeka vyakti meM yaha cetanA jAge ki 'saba mere jaise hI manuSya haiM / hama saba eka haiM / maiM bhI manuSya huuN| vaha bhI manuSya hai / mujhe manuSya ko manuSya kI dRSTi se dekhanA caahie|' isa dRSTi kA vikAsa bahuta jarUrI hai| Aja sAmAjika jIvana meM / jaba taka isa dRSTi kA vikAsa nahIM hogA taba taka krUratA samApta nahIM hogI, vyavahAra nahIM badalegA / AdamI dUsare AdamI ke prati bahuta krUra vyavahAra kara letA hai| milamAlika majadUra ke prati, seTha karmacArI ke prati, aphasara apane adhinastha vyaktiyoM ke prati krUra vyavahAra karatA hai / sarvatra krUra vyavahAra dekhA jAtA hai / isakA kAraNa hai--bar3appana aura chuTapana kA manobhAva / yaha mAna liyA gayA hai ki eka bar3A hai, eka choTA hai / bar3A choTe ke prati krUra vyavahAra
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________________ 72 ekalA calo re kara sakatA hai, mAno ki yaha mAnyatAprApta sthiti hai| yahAM kA AdamI pazuoM ke prati bhI bahuta krUra vyavahAra karatA hai| jisa gAya se dUdha lenA hai, AdamI usI ko pITa detA hai / aisA pITatA hai ki gAya Age-Age daur3atI hai aura AdamI usa para lATiyAM barasAtA huA pIche-pIche daur3atA calA jAtA hai / jisa gAya se dUdha lenA hai, usako pITane se dUdha kahAM rahegA ? dUdha sUkha jaaegaa| dUdha bhI premapUrNa vyavahAra ke binA nahIM miltaa| jina logoM ne yaha samajha liyA ki gAya ke sAtha premapUrNa vyavahAra karane se ve adhika dUdha deMgI, unhoMne pazuoM ke rahana-sahana kI sundaratama vyavasthAeM kI haiN| unake rahane ke lie makAna banAe haiN| vahAM paMkhe calate haiN| kahIM-kahIM vAtAnukUlita makAna haiN| reDiyo bajate haiM / saMgIta kI svara lahariyAM thirakatI haiN| isa vAtAvaraNa meM rahane vAlI gAyeM adhika dUdha detI haiN| jina gAyoM ke prati krUra vyavahAra hotA hai, jinako pITA jAtA hai, gAliyAM dI jAtI haiM, tiraskAra kiyA jAtA hai, DarAyA jAtA hai, unakA dUdha dhIre-dhIre sUkha jAtA hai / hara prANI premapUrNa vyavahAra cAhatA hai| vaijJAnikoM ne vanaspati jagat para prayoga kara yaha siddha kara diyA ki jina paudhoM ko premapUrNa bhAvanA se pAnI sIMcA jAtA hai, ve paudhe adhika vikasita hote haiN| jina paudhoM ko upekSAvRtti se pAnI sIMcA jAtA hai, ve kumhalA jAte haiN| pAnI vahI hai, sIMcane vAlA bhI vahI hai, koI rAsAyanika parivartana nahIM hai, kintu bhAvanAtmaka parivartana ke dvArA eka dizA ke paudhe bar3ha gae aura dUsarI dizA ke paudhe murajhA gae / jinako Aveza meM krodha kI sthiti meM pAnI diyA gayA, ve murajhA gae aura premapUrNa bhAvanA se siMcana milane vAle paudhe bahuta bar3ha gae / ki premapUrNa vyavahAra se hama prANI se kAma bhI lenA cAhate haiM aura krUratA bhI karate cale jAte haiM, yaha pratikUla AcaraNa hai| duniyA kA niyama hai dUsare se adhika kAma liyA jA sakatA hai, jIvana meM saphasa huA jA sakatA hai, adhika sahayoga liyA jA sakatA hai parantu abhI taka mAnavIya dRSTikoNa jitanA vikasita honA cAhie utanA vikasita nahIM huA hai| isameM doSI sabhI haiM / hama kisI eka ko doSI nahIM banA sakate / eka mila mAlika apane majadUroM ke prati krUratApUrNa vyavahAra karatA hai to majadUra bhI dUsaroM ke prati vaisA hI vyavahAra karate haiN| eka bar3A aphasara apane adhInastha choTe aphasaroM ke prati krUratA kA vyavahAra karatA hai to ve choTe aphasara bhI apane adhInastha vyaktiyoM ke prati vaisA hI vyavahAra
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________________ karuNA 73 karate haiM / jisa kisI ke pAsa thor3I bhI sattA hai, zakti hai, vaha krUratA kA vyavahAra na kare, yaha nahIM dekhA jaataa| saba doSI haiN| koI bhI doSamukta nahIM hai / sattA na mile, kursI na mile, taba taka saba ThIka haiM, namra haiN| jaba sattA hastagata ho jAtI hai, phira na jAne kyoM sArA vyavahAra badala jAtA hai| namratA samApta ho jAtI hai / krUratA kA vyavahAra hone lagatA hai, bar3appana kI bhAvanA panapatI hai aura phira vaha sabako pratibimba bhUta mAnatA hai| eka hAkima thaa| usake pAsa eka cAraNa kA kesa AyA / hAkima ne nirNaya sunA diyaa| cAraNa ko lagA ki nyAya nahIM huA hai / vaha kavi to thA hii| usane tatkAla eka kavitta kaha sunAyA _ 'suNa hAkama saMgrAma, AMdho mata ho yAra / aurAM re do cAhije, thAre cAhije cAra // ' 'hAkima saMgrAmasiMha ! sattA meM andhe mata bno| suno, aura vyaktiyoM ke lie do AMkheM paryApta haiM para tuma nyAya kI kursI para baiThe ho, tumhAre cAra AMkheM cAhie / do AMkheM bAhara ko dekhane ke lie, do bhItara ko dekhane ke lie|' . jaba sattA AtI hai taba AdamI andhA ho jAtA hai| vaha nyAya ke sthAna para anyAya adhika karatA hai| sattA ho aura zakti kA durupayoga na ho, dhana ho aura zakti kA durupayoga na ho to mAnanA cAhie ki mAnavIya dRSTikoNa kA vikAsa huA hai| taba samajhanA cAhie ki karuNA kI jyoti, karuNA kI dIpazikhA prajvalita huI hai / yaha hone para hI anyAya miTa sakatA hai, AdamI ko AdamI samajhakara nyAyapUrNa vyavahAra kara sakatA hai| yaha nizcita hai ki kisI ke pAsa paisA kama ho, kisI ke pAsa paisA adhika ho, kisI ke pAsa adhikAra adhika hoM aura kisI ke pAsa kama adhikAra hoN| yaha bheda buddhi aura zakti ke tAratamya para AdhArita hai| yaha hotA hai| kabhI aisA nahIM hotA ki saba meM buddhi aura zakti samAna ho / taratamatA banI rahatI hai / para antata: AdamI AdamI hai| yadi yaha tathya anubhUta hotA hai to AdamI kI saMvedanazIlatA bar3hatI hai aura taba samasyAoM kA samAdhAna ho sakatA hai| sAmAjika svAsthya kA dUsarA sUtra hai--krunnaa| jIvana meM karuNA kA vikAsa ho, saMvedanazIlatA kI cetanA jAge aura manuSya prANI jagat ke prati karuNArdra banA rahe / aisA hone para hI krUratA samApta ho sakatI hai|
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________________ anuzAsana aura sahiSNutA pitA ne putra se kahA-tuma itihAsa meM anuttIrNa ho gae / lagatA hai tumane mana lagAkara adhyayana nahIM kiyaa| putra ne kahA-pitAjI ! kyA karUM, mujhe usa kAla ke prazna pUche gae jaba maiM paidA hI nahIM huA thaa| una praznoM ke uttara maiM kaise detA? manuSya kI eka manovRtti hai ki vaha apanI durbalatA ko svIkAra nahIM karatA / vaha durbalatA para paristhiti kA AvaraNa DAla detA hai / apanI durbalatA se bacane kA sIdhA upAya hai-paristhitivAda / utanA kAragara upAya dUsarA koI nahIM hai / AdamI kaha detA hai-'maiM kyA kara sakatA thA, paristhiti hI aisI thii|' paristhiti bahuta bar3A bahAnA hai| __ paristhiti kA apanA mUlya hai| manuSya paristhiti ke cakra ke sAtha jItA hai| vaha kabhI anukUla hotA hai aura kabhI pratikUla / vaha nirantara calatA rahatA hai / sadA anukUlatA hI rahe, aisA kabhI nahIM hotA aura sadA pratikUlatA hI rahe, aisA bhI kabhI nahIM hotaa| kintu hamArA dRSTikoNa spaSTa honA cAhie ki jisakA jitanA mUlya hai usako utanA hI mUlya diyA jAnA caahie| paristhiti ko mUlya denA koI burI bAta nahIM hai, kintu usako atirikta mUlya denA burI bAta hai| jahAM paristhiti kA mUlya hai vahAM vyakti kA bhI mUlya hai| pratyeka kArya kI niSpatti meM do kAraNa hote haiM-upAdAna kAraNa aura nimitta kAraNa / ghar3e kA upAdAna kAraNa hai miTTI aura nimitta kAraNa haikumbhakAra, pAnI, havA, daMDa, cAka Adi / vastra kA upAdAna kAraNa hai-rUI aura nimitta kAraNa hai-kisAna, kheta, bunAI Adi / upAdAna ke binA kevala nimitta kAraNa kucha nahIM kara skte| rUI nahIM hai to mila vastroM kA nirmANa nahIM kara sakate / miTTI nahIM hai to kumbhakAra ghar3A nahIM banA sakatA / rUI ho aura vastra-nirmAtA na ho to bhI vastra nahIM bana sktaa| donoM kA yoga hI kArya ko niSpanna kara sakatA hai| upAdAna bhI jarUrI hai aura nimitta bhI jarUrI hai| dUsare zabdoM meM mUla kAraNa bhI ho ora nimitta kAraNa bhI ho /
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________________ anuzAsana aura sahiSNutA 75. yaha niyama jIvana kI pratyeka ghaTanA ke sAtha lAgU hotA hai / jIvana kIM jo bhI ghaTanAeM, choTI yA bar3I, ghaTita hotI haiM, unameM upAdAna kAraNa bhI hotA hai aura nimitta kAraNa bhI hotA hai / paristhiti eka nimitta kAraNa hai / hama nimitta ko asvIkAra nahIM kara sakate / manuSya paristhiti se prabhAvita hotA hai, kintu hama sArA dAyitva paristhiti para hI DAla deM to yaha bacane kA bahAnA hotA hai, sacAI ko nakArane kI bAta hotI hai / hama donoM ko barAbara sthAna deM / paristhiti AdamI ko prabhAvita karatI hai, para AdamI kI apanI durbalatA bhI to hotI hai sAtha meM / paristhiti ke sAtha AdamI kI kamajorI kA pakSa bhI to hai / AdamI yaha nahIM dekhatA, isIlie paristhiti eka vAda ke rUpa meM siddhAnta bana bayA / yaha ekAMgI pakSa hai, saMtulita pakSa nahIM hai| saMtulita pakSa hogA paristhitivAda aura vyakti kA svayaM kA kartRtvavAda | donoM sAtha jur3e hue haiM / paristhiti kI apanI zakti hai / vyakti kI apanI zakti hai / vyakti kA kartRtva itanA prakhara hotA hai ki usase paristhiti badala jAtI hai / manuSya meM paristhiti ko badalane kI kSamatA hai / Aja AdamI ke badalane kI bAta sambhava nahIM ho rahI hai, kyoMki paristhitivAda kA eka cakra usake sAmane hai / AdamI kA sUtra hai-- jaba taka pari sthiti nahIM badalegI, AdamI kaise badalegA ? isI ke AdhAra para eka mAnyatA bana gaI ki AdamI kA svabhAva badala nahIM sakatA aura jaba AdamI bar3A ho jAtA hai taba to badala hI nahIM sakatA / rAjasthAnI bhASA meM isI kA vAcaka eka dohA hai 'jAMkA par3ayA svabhAva jAsI jIva syUM nIma na mIThA hoya, sIMco gur3a-ghIva syUM / ' isa padya meM kucha sacAI hai, para vaha sampUrNa satya hai aisA nahIM kahA jA sakatA / isako sampUrNa satya mAna lene para bhrAMti ho sakatI hai / / bAta para zodha aura anusaMdhAna Aja kA yuga vaijJAnika yuga hai ho rahA hai / aba badalane kI bAta nahIM rahI hai / manuSyoM para kama prayoga ho rahe haiM, pazuoM para aneka prayoga kiye jA rahe haiM / bandaroM para, meMDhakoM aura cUhoM para prayoga ho rahe haiM / mastiSka ke ve kendra khoja lie gae haiM jinheM sTimuleTa, uttejita karane se prANI ke svabhAva meM parivartana A jAtA hai / pratyeka asambhava
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________________ ekalA calo re do billiyoM haiN| eka ke sira para ilekTroDa lagAkara usake bhUkha ke kendra ko zAMta kara diyA gayA hai / donoM ke sAmane bhojana lAyA gyaa| eka billI tatkAla use khAne laga gaI aura dUsarI billI zAMta baiThI rahI / bhojana se usakA mana vicalita nahIM huA, kyoMki usakA bhUkha kA saMvedana zAMta ho cukA thA / bagdara ke hAtha meM kelA diyaa| vaha khAne kI taiyArI karane lgaa| itane meM hI usake sira para ilekTroDa lagAkara bhUkha ke kendra ko zAMta kara diyA / usane tatkAla kelA pheMka diyaa| ___ AhAra, bhaya, nIMda, vAsanA, uttejanA-inake utpatti-kendra vidyut ke jhaTake dekara zAnta kara diye jAte haiM / vijJAna ne ina kendroM ko khoja nikAlA cUhe aura billI kA janmajAta virodha hai / cUhA billI se DaratA hai aura billI cUhe ko dekhate hI usa para jhapaTatI hai| donoM ke sira para ilekTroDa lagA die ge| aba na cUhA billI se DaratA hai aura na billI cUhe para jhapaTatI hai / cUhA billI kI goda meM khelatA hai| billI use apane baccoM kI bhAMti pyAra karatI hai| yaha vyavahAra kA parivartana kaise huA ? ina saba prayogoM ke AdhAra para mAnA jA sakatA hai ki AdamI kI AdateM badala sakatI haiN| usakA vyavahAra aura AcAra badala sakatA hai| prAcIna sAhitya meM yaha ullikhita milatA hai ki vItarAga vyakti ke pAsa siMha aura bakarI eka ghATa para pAnI pIne laga jAte haiM / ve apane vaira ko bhUla jAte haiN| aisA kyoM hotA hai, isakI vyAkhyA vahAM prApta nahIM hai, kintu Aja kI khojoM ke bAda isake vyAkhyA-sUtra ajJAta nahIM rahe / hamArA sArA vyavahAra hamArI vidyut ke dvArA niyaMtrita hotA hai| hamAre zarIra meM bahuta vidyut hai / hajArI prANa-vidyut aura jaivika-vidyut hamAre AcAra-vyavahAra ko niyaMtrita karatI hai / yadi isa vidyut kI dhArA ko badalA jA sake to bhAvanA meM parivartana A jAtA hai / bhAvanA ke dvArA vidyut meM parivartana A jAtA hai / vItarAga vyakti meM se vidyut kI aisI dhArAeM, aisI razmiyAM nikalatI haiM ki usake pAsa Ane vAle dUSita vyakti kI bhAvanAeM samApta ho jAtI haiM, bhAvanAeM badala jAtI haiM aura vairabhAva kI vRtti samApta ho jAtI hai| nikaTa Ane vAle vyakti kI vidyut vItarAga kI vidyut se itanI prabhAvita hotI hai ki usameM se sArA doSa nikala jAtA hai, bhAvanA badala jAtI hai / yaha sArA vidyut kA hI camatkAra hai|
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________________ anuzAsana aura sahiSNutA hamArA yaha dainaMdina kA anubhava hai ki hama kisI eka vyakti ke pAsa jAkara baiThate haiM, mana praphullatA se bhara jAtA hai / dUsare vyakti ke pAsa jAkara baiThate haiM, mana udAsa ho jAtA hai, vaha cintA se bhara jAtA hai / isakA kAraNa kyA hai ? hamAre cAroM ora eka AbhAmaNDala hai / pratyeka prANI ke pAsa AbhAmaNDala hai, orA hai / jisakA AbhAmaNDala pavitra vidyut-dhArAoM se banA hai, acche raMgoM se banA hai, hare-nIle-pIle yA rakta varNa se banA hai, usa vyakti ke AsapAsa kA vAtAvaraNa pavitra aura nirmala bana jAtA hai / usa vyakti ke pAsa jAne mAtra se pramoda jAgatA hai, Ananda aura ullAsa jAgatA hai| jisa vyakti kA AbhAmaNDala kharAba raMgoM se nirmita hai, andhakAra ke raMgoM se banA hai, usake pAsa jAne mAtra se ghRNA kI bhAvanA jAgatI hai, mana duHkhI aura udA bana jAtA hai / eka kahAnI hai / rAjA kI savArI nikala rahI thI / sarvatra jaya-jayakAra ho rahA thA / savArI bAjAra ke madhya se gujara rahI thii| rAjA kI dRSTi eka vyApArI para par3I / vaha candana kA vyApAra karatA thaa| rAjA ne vyApArI M ko dekhA / mana meM ghRNA aura glAni ubhara AyI / usane mana hI mana socA -- 'yaha vyApArI burA hai / ise mRtyudaMDa de denA cAhie / ' nagara - paribhramaNa kara rAjA mahaloM meM pahuMcA / maMtrI ko bulAkara kahA- maMtrIvara ! na jAne kyoM usa vyApArI ko dekhakara merA mana udvigna ho gayA aura mana meM AyA ki usako mAra DAlA jAe / mantrI ne kahA- rAjan ! maiM sArI vyavasthA karatA hUM / maMtrI usa vyApAro ke pAsa gayA / aupacArika bAteM huIM / vyApArI ne kahAmaMtrIvarya ! candana kA bhAva pratidina kama hotA jA rahA hai| mere pAsa candana kA bahuta saMgraha hai / lAkhoM rupayoM kA ghATA ho rahA hai / mana Akula vyAkula hai, cintA se bharA hai / rAjA ke sivAya candana kauna kharIde ? rAjA bhI kyoM kharIdegA ? yaha pratidina kAma meM Ane vAlI vastu nahIM hai / yaha to maraNavelA meM pracura mAtrA meM kAma AtI hai / maiM ghATe se dabA jA rahA huuN| saca kahUM, Aja jaba rAjA kI savArI nikala rahI thI taba rAjA ko dekhakara mere mana meM AyA ki yadi Aja rAjA kI mRtyu ho jAe to merA sArA candana bika jAe, acche mUlya meM bika jAe / ' " maMtrI ne sunaa| rAjA ke udAsa hone yA vyApArI ko mRtyudaMDa dene kI bhAvanA ke jAgane kA rahasya samajha gayA / vicAra saMkramaNazIla hote haiM / ve binA kahe dUsare taka pahuMca jAte haiM / 77
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________________ ekalA calo re - vicAroM kI razmiyAM hotI haiM, taraMgeM hotI haiM aura ve taraMgeM pUre AkAzamaMDala - meM phaila jAtI haiM aura sambandhita vyakti ke mastiSka se TakarAkara use prabhAvita karatI haiM / maMtrI ne vyApArI se kahA- hameM candana kI AvazyakatA hai / tumhAre pAsa jitanA candana ho, vaha hamAre pAsa bheja denA / rAjakoSa se usakA mUlya maMgavA lenA / 78 vyApArI yaha sunakara praphullita ho gayA / usakA mana Ananda se bhara gyaa| usake mana meM AyA ki rAjA cirAyu ho| vaha kRpAlu hai / vaha hajAra varSa jIe / rAjA kI maraNa - kAmanA karane vAlA vyApArI rAjA ko AzISa dene lgaa| usake lambe jIvana kI satata kAmanA karane lagA / kucha samaya bItA / eka dina rAjA punaH nagarAvalokana ke lie nikalA / - usI vyApArI kI ora usako dRSTi gii| mana meM socA - kitanA bhalA lagatA hai yaha AdamI / aise acche AdamiyoM se hI hamAre nagara kI zobhA hai, zrI hai / vyApArI kI bhAvanA ke sAtha-sAtha rAjA kI bhAvanA badala gaI / yaha hai - betAra kA tAra / donoM ne Apasa meM bAtacIta nahIM kI, para azabda ke zabda ne - saba kucha batA DAlA / bhAvanA kA prabhAva hotA hai / vyakti ke acche vicAra nirmala AbhAmaMDala kA nirmANa karate haiM aura usake nikaTa Ane vAle prANiyoM ko prabhAvita karate haiM / paristhiti kA prabhAva hotA hai aura apane vicAroM tathA vRttiyoM kA bhI -prabhAva hotA hai, rasAyanoM kA bhI prabhAva hotA hai / AdamI nahIM badalatA, isa bAta meM bhI sacAI hai aura AdamI badalatA hai, isameM bhI sacAI hai / svabhAva aura vyavahAra nahIM badalate, yaha bhI satya hai aura svabhAva tathA vyavahAra badalate haiM, yaha bhI satya hai / donoM sApekSa haiM / sApe-kSatA ke AdhAra para nirNaya lenA hotA hai / yadi hama yaha mAnakara baiTha jAeM ki AdamI nahIM badala sakatA to samAja kA aura adhika patana hogA, sudhAra kI bAta uThegI hI nahIM / isake viparIta yadi hama isa sambhAvanA ko sadA dhyAna meM rakheM ki AdamI badala sakatA hai to hamAre prayatna cAlU raha sakeMgeM - aura una prayatnoM kA nizcita pariNAma bhI AyegA / AvazyakatA hai ki
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________________ 76 anuzAsana aura sahiSNutA badalane ke sAdhanoM para para hamArA dhyAna kendrita honA caahie| una sAdhanoM ke prastutIkaraNa meM vijJAna kA bahuta bar3A hAtha rahA hai| dharma ke pAsa kevala eka sAdhana bacA hai| vaha hai-upadeza / yaha kaTu satya hai ki upadeza se sau meM se pAMca AdamI badala sakate haiN| kisI vyakti para upadeza kI koI bAta coTa kara jAtI hai aura vaha badala jAtA hai| vaha coTa bhItarI rasAyanoM meM parivartana lAtI hai aura taba AdamI kA vyavahAra badala jAtA hai| para aisI coTa sAre upadeza nahIM kara pAte, isIlie upadeza se badalane kI bAta bahuta kama rahatI hai / jo adhika saMvedanazIla hotA hai, vaha kisI eka zabda ko itanI gaharAI se pakar3a letA hai ki bhItara meM gaharA prahAra lagatA hai| taba usakA bhItarI rasAyana badalatA hai| vaha hai upAdAna kAraNa / jaba upAdAna badalatA hai taba nimitta akiMcitkara ho jAtA hai| eka samaya thA jaba dharma ke kSetra meM abhyAsa calatA thA, taba AdamI meM parivartana AtA thA / prazna huA ki mana bahuta caMcala hai, usa para niyaMtraNa kaise kiyA jA sakatA hai ? uttara milA-abhyAsa se usako niyantrita kiyA jA sakatA hai-'abhyAsena ca kaunteya, vairAgyeNa ca gRhyate / ' yahAM nahIM kahA-'upadeze na ca kaunteya !' badalane kA pahalA sAdhana hai-upadeza aura dUsarA hai--vairAgya / vairAgya saba meM nahIM ho sakatA / abhyAsa saba kara sakate haiN| sau meM se sau vyakti abhyAsa kara sakate haiM aura usake pariNAmasvarUpa badala sakate haiM / abhyAsa kisI eka vyakti yA varga ke adhikAra kI bAta nahIM hai| vaha sabakA hai| saba usako apanA sakate haiN| do koNa hamAre sAmane haiM / eka hai-upadeza kA koNa, zikSA yA zikSaNa kA koNa, mastiSkIya zikSaNa kA koNa aura dUsarA hai--abhyAsa yA prayoga kA koNa / hama donoM kI kasauTI kareM / abhyAsa se badalA jA sakatA hai, upadeza se badalanA saMbhava nahIM hai / kAraNa bahuta spaSTa hai| hama soceM ki AdatoM kA nirmANa kahAM hotA hai ? AdatoM kA nirmANa zabdoM ke AdhAra para nahIM hotA / AdatoM kA mUla hotA hai avacetana mana meM aura ve prakaTa hotI haiM cetana mana ke stara para / yaha hamArA sthUla mastiSkIya stara hai| hama upadeza sunate haiM / upadeza ke zabda kAnoM ke mAdhyama se mastiSka taka pahuMcate haiM, use jhaMkRta kara samApta ho jAte haiN| ve vahAM taka nahIM pahuMca pAte jahAM AdatoM kA nirmANa hotA hai, jahAM AdateM banatI haiM aura bigar3atI haiN| jo AdateM hameM 'prabhAvita karatI haiM, vahAM taka becAre zabda pahuMca hI nahIM paate| phira zabdoM,
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________________ 50 ekalA calo re se, upadeza se badalane kI bAta prApta hI nahIM hotii| AdatoM ko badalane ke lie Antarika cetanA ko prabhAvita karanA hogA aura usakA eka upAya hai-dhyAna / dhyAna kA artha hai-cetanA kI gaharAI meM jAnA aura vahAM jAkara cetanA kA sparza karanA / dhyAna ke mAdhyama se hama bhItara jAte haiM, usa kendra kA sparza karate haiM jahAM AdatoM kA astitva hai, jahAM AdateM banatI haiN| vahAM jaba koI bAta pahuMcatI hai taba AdatoM meM parivartana prArambha hotA hai| ____ granthiyoM ke vibhinna srAva hote haiM / ve hameM bahuta prabhAvita karate haiM / una srAvoM ko badale binA AdatoM ko nahIM badalA jA sktaa| hama asahiSNutA kI carcA kara rahe the / asahiSNutA bhI eka Adata hai / yahAM bhI do koNa ho sakate haiM / AdamI kaha sakatA hai ki maiM asahiSNu nahIM thA, kintu paristhiti ne mujhe asahiSNu banA diyaa| asahiSNu vaha hotA hai jisameM dUsaroM kI kamiyoM ko sahane kI kSamatA nahIM hai| vaha na kamiyoM ko saha sakatA hai aura na vizeSatAoM ko saha sakatA hai aura na anukUlatA ko. saha sakatA hai aura na pratikUlatA ko saha sakatA hai| sAmAjika jIvana kI sabase bar3I samasyA hai ki vyakti aneka ke sAtha rahatA hai, jIvana-yApana karatA hai, parantu unakI kamiyoM aura vizeSatAoM ko sahana nahIM kara sktaa| yaha svayaM ke lie bahuta bar3A khatarA hai| dUsare ke lie bhI khatarA hai| vaha svayaM becainI kA jIvana jItA hai aura akAraNa hI jIvana meM aneka kaSToM ko Amantrita kara letA hai| eka AdamI thaa| vaha sadA prasanna rahatA thaa| eka dina usako udAsa dekhakara mitra ne pUchA-mitra ! tuma sadA prasanna rahate the| tumhArI sArI anukUlatAeM thiiN| para Aja tuma bahuta udAsa dIkha rahe ho, yaha kyoM usane kahA-merI prasannatA gAyaba ho gii| Aja se nahIM, bAraha mahInoM se vaha gAyaba hai / isakA bhI kAraNa hai| pahale isa gAMva meM merA makAna sabase UMcA thaa| na jAne eka vyakti kahAM se A TapakA ki usane mere makAna se bhI UMcA makAna banA ddaalaa| usI dina se merI prasannatA samApta ho gii| isakI koI davA nahIM hai| Ayurveda vijJAna meM, meDikala sAinsa meM, sAikolaoNjI meM isakI koI davA nahIM hai / yaha sAikosomeTika bImArI bhA nahIM hai / isakA koI spaSTa kAraNa nahIM bnaa| dUsare kI vizeSatA ko, dUsare kI sampannatA ko sahana na karanA hI isakA kAraNa hai| aisI bImArI kA vidhAyaka pakSa yaha hai ki vyakti apanI zakti ko bar3hAe, tIna maMjile makAna
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________________ anuzAsana aura sahiSNutA 81 ke sthAna para pAMca maMjilA makAna banAne, pAMca maMjile ke sthAna para sAta maMjilA makAna banAne kI kSamatA ko vikasita kare aura adhika kamAe, aura adhika zrama kare / yaha usakA vidhAyaka pakSa hai / manuSya kA dRSTikINa pojiTiva kama hotA hai, negeTiva adhika / usakI eproca negeTiva hone ke kAraNa vaha duHkhI hotA hai / isase asahiSNutA kA bhAva jAgatA hai aura asahiSNutA rAhU kI bhAMti cAMda ko niraMtara grasita karatI rahatI hai| sAmAjika jIvana ko svastha rakhane kA eka upAya hai-sahanA / / ___lar3akI sasurAla ke lie prasthAna kara rahI thii| mAM ne zikSA dete hue kahA-beTI ! tuma parAe ghara ko apanA ghara banAne jA rahI ho / tIna bAtoM kA vizeSa dhyAna rakhanA 1. sAsa-sasura ko sahanA, isalie ki kula khaMDita na ho aura bahU kI maryAdA kA lopa na ho| 2. devara ko sahanA, isalie ki jo samajhAne yogya hotA hai use samajhAnA cAhie, usake sAtha vidroha nahIM karanA caahie| 3. naukara ko sahanA, isalie ki kSudra ke sAtha kSudratA kA vyavahAra na ho / __ sabako sahanA hotA hai| maiM yaha nahIM kahatA ki anyAya ko sahanA cAhie, aparAdha ko sahanA caahie| pArivArika yA sAmAjika jIvana meM vyavahAra tabhI nibha sakatA hai jaba sabhI eka-dUsare ko sahana karate hoN| ghara kA lar3akA udaMDa ho gayA ho to use sahanA hI par3atA hai, anyathA bahuta bar3I samasyA paidA ho jAtI hai| par3osa ke vAtAvaraNa ko bhI sahanA par3atA hai, anyathA sukhapUrvaka nahIM rahA jA sktaa| ___ sahiSNutA kA vikAsa zakti kA vikAsa hai| isa zakti ke sahAre dUsaroM kI kamiyoM ko bhI sahA jA sakatA hai aura dUsaroM kI vizeSatAoM ko bhI sahA jA sakatA hai / Aja anuzAsana kI samasyA bahuta jaTila ho gaI hai kyoMki manuSya asahiSNu bana gayA hai| sahiSNutA ke binA anuzAsana kA vikAsa nahIM ho sakatA / anuzAsana eka pariNAma hai aura sahiSNutA kI zakti hai usakA kAraNa / pitA kI bAta putra nahIM mAnatA kyoMki usameM sahane kI kSamatA nahIM hai / putra tatkAla kaha detA hai-'mujhe kucha bhI kahane kI jarUrata nahIM hai, maiM bhI AdamI hUM, vayaska hUM, maiM bhI socatA hai, Apa mujhe bAra-bAra kyoM kahate haiM ?' adhyApaka vidyArthI ko usake hita kI bAta kahatA hai / vidyArthI tatkAla kaha detA hai-mAsTara sAhaba ! ApakA kAma par3hAnA hai,
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________________ 82 ekalA calo re zikSA denA nahIM / Apa pAThyakrama ke anusAra adhyayana karA deM, sIkha dene kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai|' kahIM bhI sahiSNutA dRSTigocara nahIM hotii| sarvatra asahiSNutA kA sAmrAjya dikhAI detA hai| eka kahAnI hai| bayA pakSI ne bandara se kahA-'bhAI bandara ! varSA se kAMpa rahe ho / tumhAre hAtha haiM, paira haiM / tuma saba kucha kara sakate ho| dekho, maiMne bhI apanA ghara (ghoMsalA) banA liyA hai| tuma bhI ghara banAkara ArAma se raho / varSA aura Atapa se phira kaSTa nahIM pAoge / maiM sukhapUrvaka raha rahA huuN| tuma mere se adhika zaktizAlI ho, AdamI jaise ho, phira duHkha kyoM pA rahe ho ? ghara banAkara sukha se rho|' ___'bandara bolA--choTe muha bar3I bAta ! mujhe sIkha de rahe ho! cupa 'raho !' bandara bayA ke ghara para jhapaTA aura use tor3akara nIce girA diyA / isIlie kavi ne kahA hai 'hAtha tere pAMva tere, manuja sarIkhI deha re / jhoMpar3I tUM chAya bandara, Upara barise meha re / / sUcImUkhI durAcArI raMDe paMDitavAdinI / asamartho gRhArambhe, samartho gRhabhaJjane // ' Aja asahiSNutA caramasImA taka pahuMca cukI hai| do bhAI haiN| do mitra haiM / taba taka bhAIcArA aura mitratA nibhatI hai jaba taka Apasa meM kucha kahA-sUnA nahIM jaataa| mana ke pratikUla kahate hI bhAIcArA TUTa jAtA hai, mitratA samApta ho jaatii| ziSya guru ke prati vinIta hotA hai, samarpita hotA hai, vinaya aura samarpaNa taba taka akhaMDa rahatA hai jaba taka guru ziSya ko kucha kaThora zabda nahIM kahate aura ziSya kA svArtha saMpAdita hotA rahatA hai| kucha kahA, kucha tApa diyA ki ziSya moma kI taraha pighalakara bikhara jAegA, TUTa jaaegaa| anuzAsana taba taka sambhava nahIM hai jaba taka sahiSNutA kA vikAsa nahIM hotaa| hama anuzAsana lAne kA bahuta prayatna karate haiM / hama cAhate haiM ki anuzAsana kA vikAsa ho, vidyArthI aura pulisakarmI meM anuzAsana Ae, majadUra aura karmacArI meM anuzAsana Ae / hara kSetra meM anuzAsana bddh'e| saba cAhate haiM kintu ve isa AdhArabhUta tattva ko bhUla jAte haiM ki sahiSNutA kI zakti kA
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________________ anuzAsana aura sahiSNutA vikAsa hue binA anuzAsana kA vikAsa nahIM ho sakatA / isalie hamArA sArA prayatna sahiSNutA kI zakti ko vikasita karane ke lie honA cAhie / taba anuzAsana svayaM phalita hogA / AdamI bahuta bhrama pAlatA hai / vaha acchA pariNAma cAhatA hai, para kAraNa* sAmagrI kI upekSA kara detA hai / AdamI bIja nahIM botA, para phala pAnA cAhatA hai | yaha hai binA kAraNa ke kArya karane vAlI bAta / AdamI kArya para adhika dhyAna kendrita karatA hai / vaha to pariNAma hai / vaha apane Apa hogA / jaisA kAraNa hogA vaisA hI kArya hogA / dhyAna kendrita honA cAhie kAraNa para, bIja para, sAdhana-sAmagrI para / 83 eka vyakti bIja bo rahA thaa| dUsare ne pUchA - 'bhAI, kyA bo rahe ho ?' - usane kahA-' nahIM batAUMgA ki maiM kyA bo rahA hUM / ' taba vaha bolA- 'mata batAo / jaba bIja ugeMge, taba svataH patA cala jAegA / ' usane kahA - 'yadi yaha bAta hai to maiM bIja boUMgA hI nahIM, phira kaise patA calegA ?' afafa bAta hai / AdamI anuzAsana ke bIja botA hI nahIM, aura saba kSetroM meM anuzAsana dekhanA cAhatA hai / anuzAsana eka kArya hai / vaha binA kAraNa ke kaise niSpanna hogA ? isa saMdarbha meM eka prazna ho sakatA hai ki sahiSNutA kA vikAsa kaise ho sakatA hai / sahiSNutA kI zakti kA vikAsa karane ke lie agra mastiSka ( phanTala * laoNba) yA emozanala eriyA) para vizeSa dhyAna kendrita karanA hogA / prekSAdhyAna kI dRSTi se ise zAMti kendra, jyotikendra kA sthAna kahA jAtA hai / asahiSNutA kI AMca yahAM hai / yaha cUlhA jala rahA hai| tApamAna kA niyaMtraNa hAipothelemasa dvArA hotA hai / mastiSka kA emozanala eriyA hI sArI utte o, AvegoM aura asahiSNutA kA janaka hai / isako badale binA yA isa para niyaMtraNa kiye binA dRSTikoNa kI zakti kA vikAsa nahIM ho sakatA / isako badalane kA kAragara upAya hai-- jyotikendra aura zAntikendra para dhyAna karanA / yaha eka bAta hai| dUsarI bAta hai ki ina kendroM para sapheda raMga kA dhyAna karanA / ye do prayoga haiM, do abhyAsakrama haiM / ye donoM mastiSka ke emozanala eriyA para niyaMtraNa karate haiM, use zAMta karate haiM / isa para niyaMtraNa jaise-jaise hotA jAegA, vaise-vaise uttejanAeM aura Avega kama hote jAeMge aura sahiSNutA kI zakti kA vikAsa hotA jaaegaa| jaba sahiSNutA kA
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________________ 84 ekalA calo re vikAsa hogA taba anuzAsana kI zakti apane Apa aaegii| isa sthiti meM AdamI kisI bAta ko sunakara tatkAla uttejita nahIM hogA, asahiSNu nahIM hogA / vaha socegA-'kahane vAlA jo bAta kaha rahA hai, usakA tAtparya kyA hai, prayojana kyA hai|' yaha socakara vaha usa bAta meM se sAratattva ko grahaNa kara, zeSa ko chor3a degaa| eka aMgreja ne mahAtmA gAMdhI ko patra likhaa| usameM gAliyoM ke atirikta kucha thA nhiiN| gAMdhIjI ne patra ko par3hA aura use raddI kI TokarI meM DAla diyaa| usameM jo 'Alapina' lagA huA thA, use nikAlakara surakSita rakha liyA / vaha aMgreja gAMdhIjI se pratyakSa milane ke lie AyA / Ate hI usane pUchA-'mahArAja ! Apane merA patra par3hA yA nahIM ?' mahAtmAjI bole-'bar3e hI dhyAna se par3hA hai|' usane phira pUchA-'kyA sAra nikAlA Apane ?' gAMdhI ne kahA--'eka Alapina nikAlA hai| basa, usa pAtra meM itanA hI sAra thA / jo sAra thA, use le liyaa| jo asAra thA, use pheMka diyA / ' jaba sahiSNutA kA vikAsa hotA hai taba AdamI saMtulita ho jAtA hai / vaha na priyatA meM phUlatA hai aura na apriyatA meM kumhalAtA hai| kabhI-kabhI priyatA bhI dhokhe meM DAla detI hai| kabhI-kabhI priyatA bhI khataranAka ho jAtI hai / mitratA ke bahAne jitanA dhokhA diyA jA sakatA hai, utanA dhokhA zatrutA ke bahAne nahIM diyA jA sakatA / mitra jitanA khataranAka ho sakatA hai utanA zatru khataranAka nahIM ho sakatA / priyatA ke bahAne AdamI jitanA dhokhA khAtA hai, utanA dhokhA apriyatA se nahIM diyA jA sakatA / jaba sahiSNutA kA vikAsa hotA hai taba priyatA meM bhI viveka karane kI zakti jAga jAtI hai aura apriyatA meM bhI viveka karane kI zakti jAga jAtI hai| sahiSNutA ke vikAsa kA sUtra hai-zAMtikendra aura jyotikendra para dhyAna karanA, tadviSayaka cintana aura vicAra karanA /
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________________ saha-astitva aura samanvaya sahiSNutA kA pratipakSa hai-asahiSNutA / asahiSNutA ne mAnavajAti ke samakSa aneka samasyAeM paidA kI haiN| unameM mukhya haiM-sAmpradAyikatA aura jAtIyatA / ina donoM ne manuSya ko vibhakta kara ddaalaa| 'ekaiva mAnuSI jAti:'--manuSya jAti eka hai, yaha zAzvata dhAraNA khaMDita ho gii| manuSya itane Tukar3oM meM baMTa gayA, jisakI koI gaNanA nahIM hai| baMTanA ekAntata: burI bAta nahIM hai| baMTanA upayogitA bhI ho sakatI hai| AdamI upayogitA ke lie aneka bheda-rekhAeM khIMcatA hai| parantu Aja kucha vicitra ho gayA hai / bhedarekhA kI upayogitA naSTa ho gii| paraspara dveSa aura zatrutA paidA ho gii| eka AdamI dUsare AdamI ko zatru kI dRSTi se, virodhI kI dRSTi se dekhane laga gyaa| isase mAra-kATa, hatyA bddh'ii| isake pIche eka hI cetanA kAma karatI hai aura vaha hai asahiSNutA kI cetnaa|| AdamI bhinnatA aura virodha ko sahana nahIM kara paataa| yaha saca hai ki hama jisa duniyA meM jIte haiM, usame paga-paga para bhinnatA hai| vicAra kI bhinnatA hai, AcAra aura ruci kI bhinnatA hai| rahana-sahana aura pahanAve kI bhinnatA hai, bhojana aura AvAsa kI bhinnatA hai| sarvatra bhinnatA hI bhinnatA hai| isa bhinnatA ko samApta nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| yaha kabhI saMbhava nahIM hai ki sabhI eka vicAra ke ho jAeM / jisa dina sabhI AdamI eka vicAra ke ho jAyeMge to manuSya jAti kA sabase bar3A durbhAgya hogaa| sabakA eka vicAra hone kA artha hai-vicAroM kI svataMtratA kA samApta ho jAnA, manuSya kA yAMtrika ho jAnA / jaba taka manuSya yAMtrika nahIM hogA taba taka manuSya jAti kA eka vicAra ho jAnA kabhI saMbhava nahIM hai| yaha manuSya kI apanI vizeSatA hai ki usake socane kA tarIkA apanA hai, svataMtra hai / sabhI AdamI apaneapane DhaMga se socate haiM / yaMtra meM aura AdamI meM yahI to antara hai / yantra ko DhAMce meM DhAlA jA sakatA hai| jar3a vastu ko eka rUpa meM, samAna rUpa meM prastuta kiyA jA sakatA hai, para AdamI ko kabhI eka rUpa meM nahIM DhAlA jA sakatA / AdamI ko eka rUpa banAne se usakI sundaratA bar3hegI nahIM, naSTa hI hogI
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________________ ekalA calo re AdamI ko eka-jaise vicAra ke lie vivaza kara DAlA, use eka DhAMce meM DhAla diyA to vahAM usakI cetanA kI vizeSatA hI samApta ho jaaegii| hama kabhI nahIM cAhate ki AdamI yAMtrika bane, yaMtra-mAtra bana jAe aura eka DhAMce meM Dhala jAye / hama cAhate haiM usakI maulikatA aura vizeSatA banI rhe| vaha apane DhaMga se svataMtra rUpa se soce aura kAma kare / AdamI-AdamI kI bhinna ruci hotI hai| hama sabako eka ruci vAle kaise banAeM ? bhojana kI ruci bhI eka nahIM hotii| parivAra ke dasa sadasya hoM to dasa prakAra kI ruciyAM hoNgii| kisI ko karelA acchA lagatA hai aura kisI ko kharAba / eka kahegA ki karele se muha kar3avA ho gayA aura dUsarA jo cInI kI bImArI se grasta hai, kahegA ki karelA bahuta upayogI hai, lAbhadAyI hai| kisI ko mIThA acchA lagatA hai aura kisI ko namakIna / hama ruci kI bhinnatA ko kaise miTAeM ? hamArI isa duniyA meM ruci kI bhinnatA banI rahegI, AcAra aura vicAra kI bhinnatA banI rhegii| yaha vAstavikatA hai, ise nahIM miTAyA jA sktaa| aisI sthiti meM hamAre samakSa do hI mArga haiM / eka mArga yaha hai ki hama bhinnatA ko sahana kareM aura dUsarA mArga hai ki jahAM bhI bhinnatA hai vahAM hama saMgharSa kreN| tIsarA koI mArga nahIM hai|' sabase acchA mArga hai--sahana karanA, samanvaya karanA aura saha-astitva kI cetanA ko vikasita krnaa| ___ AdamI bhinnatA se kaba taka lar3egA? kaba taka saMgharSa karatA rahegA ? laDAI kA kabhI kahIM anta nahIM hotaa| anta taba hotA hai jaba manuSya jAti hI samApta ho jAtI hai / lar3ate-lar3ate saba samApta ho jAeMge taba lar3AI svataH banda ho jaayegii| kintu yaha samasyA kA samAdhAna nahIM hai| yadi manuSya jAti ko jInA hai, jIvita rahanA hai to use koI vikalpa hUMr3hanA hogA, mArga nikAlanA hogaa| vaha vikalpa aura mArga hai-saha-astitva aura samanvaya kI cetanA kA vikAsa / isake vikAsa ke dvArA hI asahiSNutA kI bhAvanA ko miTAyA jA sakatA hai| paMDita neharU ne eka rASTra aura dUsare rASTra ke bIca saha-astitva kI bAta para bala diyA thaa| Aja hama usa bAta kI carcA na kareM / para kyA pArivArika jIvana meM saha-astitva Avazyaka nahIM hai ? bahuta jarUrI hai, atyanta Avazyaka hai / parivAra meM saha-astitva atyanta apekSita hai| tabhI zAnta-sahavAsa raha sakatA hai, anyathA nhiiN| zAMta-sahavAsa jIvana kI sabase bar3I saphalatA hai / /
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________________ saha-astitva aura samanvaya 87 sAtha meM rahanA aura premapUrvaka rahanA bahuta bar3I bAta hai / bahuta adhika prema ho aura ve yadi kucha kAla taka sAtha meM raha jAeM to prema ko TUTate derI nahIM lagatI / do ko sAtha meM rakhakara dekha lo ki unakA dhaniSTha prema kaise khaMDa-khaMDa hokara bikhara jAtA hai| jaba taka sAtha nahIM raha leM taba taka ghaniSThatA banI rahatI hai| sAtha rahe ki ghaniSThatA ttuuttii| sAtha rahakara ghaniSTha prema banAe rakhanA, eka bahuta bar3I upalabdhi hai / kyoMki AdamI paga-paga para TakarA jAtA hai / yaha TakarAva svArtha ke kAraNa, mAnyatAoM ke kAraNa, dhAraNAoM ke kAraNa hotA hai| usa sthiti meM saha-astitva aura samanvaya kI cetanA se hI vaha tanAva yA TakarAva samApta ho sakatA hai / putra vayaska ho cukA thaa| usane eka dina pitA se kahA-'pitAjI ! Aja se maiM Apake sAtha bhojana nahIM kruuNgaa|' yaha kathana tanAva paidA karane vAlA thA / para pitA samajhadAra thaa| usane tatkAla kahA--'beTA ! koI bAta nahIM hai / itane dinoM taka tuma mere sAtha bhojana karate rahe to Aja se maiM tumhAre sAtha bhojana karane laga jAUMgA / koI khAsa vAta nahIM hai|' putra prasanna ho gayA / tanAva miTa gyaa| Akroza samApta ho gayA / bAta banI kI banI raha gaI / koI antara nahIM aayaa| putra ke mana meM ahaM jAga gayA ki aba maiM pitA ke sAtha bhojana kyoM karU ? pitA ne usake ahaM ko parokSataH puSTa karate hue kaha diyA---'maiM tumhAre sAtha bhojana karane laga jaauuNgaa|' yaha hai samanvaya kI dRSTi / samanvaya ke dRSTikoNa ne samasyA ko sulajhA diyaa| kintu AdamI meM aneka prakAra ke Agraha hote haiM, pUrvAgraha aura abhiniveza hote haiN| eka bAta pakar3a lI to phira use chor3ane kA mana hI nahIM hotaa| jaise makor3A TUTa jAtA hai , para apanI pakar3a nahIM chor3atA, vaise hI AdamI TUTa jAtA hai, para Agraha ko nahIM chor3atA / makor3A ajJAnI hai / usakI cetanA vikasita nahIM hai / AMdamI jJAnI hai| usakI cetanA bahuta vikasita hai / vaha pakar3a ko, Agraha ko chor3a bhI sakatA hai| sAmAjika yA pArivArika jIvana meM Agraha jitanA kama hotA hai utanA hI jIvana sukhada aura zAMta rahatA hai / AgrahI vyakti choTI-sI bAta ko itanA tAna detA hai ki vaha bar3I samasyA paidA kara detI hai| sArI ulajhaneM pUrvAgraha ke kAraNa paidA hotI haiM / donoM ora kA pUrvAgraha sthiti ko bigAr3a detA hai / eka vyakti yadi Agraha ko chor3a detA hai to sthiti sulajha jAtI hai| rasso ko do vyakti donoM chora ko pakar3akara khIMcate haiM / khIMcate-khIMcate rassI bIca meM se TUTa jAtI hai aura donoM vyakti
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________________ 88. ekalA calo re dhar3Ama se jamIna para gira jAte haiN| jaba eka vyakti khIMcatA hai aura dUsarA usako DhIlI kara detA hai to khIMcane vAlA giratA hai, DhIla dene vAlA khar3A raha jAtA hai / khIMcane kA artha hI hai samasyA kA ulajhanA / samasyA sulajhatI nhiiN| . jIvana jIne kI kalA hai khicAva aura DhIla kA samanvaya / saha-astitva ke lie donoM jarUrI haiN| khicAva ke sAtha DhIla dene kI kalA bhI hama jAneM / eka tathya bahuta spaSTa hai ki jahAM bheda hotA hai, tanAva hotA hai vahAM virodha kI sthiti paidA ho jAtI hai| yaha kyoM hotA hai ? nikaTa kI riztedArI meM bhI yaha apavAda nahIM hai| jahAM bhedarekhA AyI ki cetanA badala gaI / cetanA kA parivartana kyoM hotA hai ? eka guru ke do ziSya the| donoM vinIta aura sevAbhAvI the / donoM guru kI sevA-zuzra SA karanA cAhate the| pagacaMpI karAte samaya guru ne apane donoM paroM ko donoM ziSyoM meM bAMTa diyaa| eka ziSya bAeM paira kI pagacaMpI karatA aura dUsarA ziSya dAeM paira kI pagacaMpI karatA hai| donoM ziSyoM kI cetanA baMTa gii| jaba dAyAM paira bAyI ora jAtA to usakI pagacaMpI karane vAlA ziSya bhaTakA dekara use apanI ora le jAtA aura jaba bAyAM paira dAyIM ora jAtA to dUsarA ziSya bhI vaise hI krtaa| guru ko bahuta parezAnI hotI para ziSyoM kI cetanA baMTa cukI thii| guru ko usakA pariNAma bhugatanA pdd'aa| bhedarekhA khiMcate hI cetanA meM parivartana A jAtA hai| isa samasyA kA samAdhAna manovaijJAnika DhaMga se khojanA hogA jisase ki bheda hone para bhI cetanA meM virodha na jaage| yaha eka bahuta bar3I samasyA hai| isakA samAdhAna manuSya jAti ko khojanA caahie| Aja ke manovaijJAnikoM, cintakoM aura vicArakoM ko isa samasyA ke samAdhAna meM yoga denA caahie| yadi samAdhAna nahIM khojA gayA to manuSya jAti itanI baMTa jAegI ki na jAne usakA anta kahAM hogA ? saMgharSa aura lar3AiyAM itanI bar3ha jAeMgI ki manuSya jAti kA hI aMta dIkhane laga jaaegaa| eka bhedarekhA khicatI hai aura eka sampradAya janma le letA hai| usa sampradAya se dUsarA sampradAya nikalatA hai aura taba paraspara TakarAva aura virodha prArambha ho jAtA hai| kala taka jo sAtha the, koI TakarAva aura virodha nahIM thA, Aja alaga hAte hI TakarAva hone laga jAtA hai| do bhAI kala taka prema se sAtha rahate the| Aja alaga hue / cUlhe hI alaga nahIM jale, mana bhI alaga
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________________ saha-astitva aura samanvaya 86 ho gayA, baMTa gyaa| bhArata kI prakRti meM bheda kI bAta zIghra 'uTha khar3I hotI hai| dasa vyakti milakara vyApAra prArambha karate haiM, kampanI kA gaThana hotA hai / kAma calatA hai / jaba vyApAra bar3hatA hai, lAbha bar3hatA hai, taba Apasa meM TakarAva hone lagatA hai / jo kampanI saphalatA ke zikhara ko cUmane hI vAlI bhI ki usameM TUTa-phUTa hotI hai / sadasya alaga-alaga bikhara jAte haiM aura taba saphalatA ke zikhara ko chUne kI bAta svapna-sI bana jAtI hai| sau-pacAsa varSoM taka sAjhe meM kAma karane vAlI kampaniyAM bhArata meM virala hI mileMgI / dasa varSa hote-hote baMTavArA zurU ho jAtA hai aura kampanI bikhara jAtI hai| aisI hI koI viziSTa cetanA hai yahAM ke manuSya kii| isa sthiti ke nirAkaraNa ke lie samAjazAstrI aura dharma-netAoM ko gaMbhIratA se vicAra karanA hogA aura samanvaya kI bhAvanA ko vikasita karanA hogaa| samAja meM jInA hai to sAtha meM jInA hogA, phira cAhe samAja meM rahane vAle loga bhinna-bhinna jAti ke hoM, bhinna-bhinna sampradAyoM ko mAnane vAle hoN| AdamI akelA nahIM jI sakatA / use sAtha meM jInA hai| jaba sAtha meM hI jInA hai taba vaira-virodha aura saMgharSa meM kaise jiyA jA sakatA hai ? lar3ate-jhagar3ate jInA bhI koI jInA hai, vaha to jItA-jAgatA naraka hai / usameM koI Ananda nahIM, khuzI nahIM, saumanasya nahIM, vaha duHkhapUrNa aura kaSTaprada hotA hai| jIvana meM Ananda aura saumanasya taba AtA hai jaba AdamI AdamI ko sahana karanA hai| eka AdamI dUsare kI kamI aura vizeSatA ko sahana karatA hai, bhinna AcAra aura vicAra ko sahana karatA hai| hamArI isa duniyA meM yaha manovRtti sarvatra dikhAI detI hai| do paraspara lar3ate haiM taba eka kahatA hai-isa gAMva meM yA to maiM rahUMgA yA yaha rhegaa| donoM eka sAtha isa gAMva meM nahIM raha skte| pArTI ke sadasyoM meM TakarAva hotA hai| do pArTiyAM bana jAtI haiN| donoM eka-dUsare ke astitva ko khatma karane kA prayatna karatI haiN| ___ AdamI bhUla jAtA hai ki isa duniyA meM sabako rahane kA adhikAra hai| hamArI duniyA meM virodhI vastueM bhI sAtha-sAtha rahatI haiN| isa duniyA meM Aga hai to pAnI bhI hai| aMdhakAra hai to prakAza bhI hai| hajAroM, lAkhoM, karor3oM varSa bIta gae, hamArI duniyA meM aMdhakAra bhI vaisA kA vaisA hai / aMdhakAra bhI jI rahA hai aura prakAza bhI jI rahA hai| sardI bhI jI rahI hai aura garmI bhI jI rahI hai| kyA kabhI aisA saMbhava ho sakatA hai aura aMdhakAra kaha
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________________ 60 ekalA calo re sakatA hai ki yA to maiM hI rahUMgA yA prakAza hI rahegA / sardI kaha de ki yA to maiM hI rahUMgI yA garmI hI rahegI / yaha kabhI nahIM ho sakatA / isa duniyA meM donoM ke lie avakAza hai / zarIra kI garmI yadi kaha uThe ki zarIra meM yA to maiM hI rahUMgI yA ThaMDa hI rahegI, to Apa soceM, zarIra kA kyA hogA ? AdamI murdA bana jAyegA / AdamI taba taka hI jIvita hai jaba taka zarIra meM garmI bhI hai aura sardI bhI hai / usameM eka saMtulita tApamAna hai / korI garmI bar3ha jAe to AdamI mara jAtA hai ma korI sardI bar3ha jAe to bhI AdamI mara jAtA hai / isa duniyA meM eka bhI zabda aisA nahIM hai jisakA pratipakSa zabda na ho / jisakA astitva hotA hai usakA pratipakSa bhI hotA hai / pratyeka vastu kA pratipakSa hai | jisakA pratipakSa na ho vaha sat nahIM hotA, usakA astitva hI nahIM hotA / jisa zabda kA pratipakSa nahIM hai to usakA artha bhI nahIM ho sakatA / kalpanA kareM ki yadi duniyA se aMdhakAra miTa jAegA to prakAza kA artha bhI samApta ho jAegA / prakAza kA artha hama tabhI samajha sakate haiM jabaki aMdhakAra kA astitva hai, aMdhakAra hamAre sAmane hai / hama tabhI samajha sakate haiM ki andhakAra vaha hotA hai jisameM dikhAI nahIM detA aura prakAza vaha hotA hai jisameM dikhAI detA hai / yadi cora samApta ho jAe to sAhUkAra kA artha bhI samApta ho jAegA / yaha saMsAra virodhI yugaloM kA saMsAra hai| sAre jor3e haiM, yugala haiM aura bhI virodhI yugala | saba kucha dvandva hai / dvandva ke do artha hote haiM / eka artha - yugala aura dUsarA artha hai -- lar3AI, saMgharSa, yuddha / jo yugala hogA vaha virodhI hI hogA / samAna jAti kA yugala nahIM hotA / strI-puruSa, nara-mAdA, nitya anitya, zAzvata - azAzvate, aMdhakAra-prakAza, sardI-garmI Adi-Adi yugala haiM / hama isa satya ko mAnakara caleM ki isa duniyA meM virodha rahegA, bhinnatA rahegI, pratipakSa rahegA / ise koI miTA nahIM sakatA / isameM hameM naye mArga kI khoja karanI hogii| vaha mArga hogA saha-astitva kA, samanvaya kA / isakA artha hai - hama sAtha meM raha sakeM aura samanvaya ke dvArA sAtha meM raha sakeM / isake dvArA sAmpradAyika vaimanasya, jAtIyatA kI bhAvanA miTa sakatI hai / kisI vyakti meM meM bhAvanAeM nahIM honI cAhie, kintu adhikArI meM to ye honA hI nahIM cAhie / yadi adhikArI meM ye hotI haiM to anyAya ghaTita ho sakatA hai / jaba-jaba kisI rAjA yA zAsaka ke mana meM sAMpradAyika yA jAtI
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________________ saha-astitva aura samanvaya yatA kI bhAvanA panapI hai to bar3e-bar3e anyAya hue haiM, nara-saMhAra hue haiM / Aja samrATa azoka aura akabara ko mahattva diyA jAtA hai| usake pIche yahI rahasya hai ki donoM ne samanvaya kI chAyA meM rAjya kiyA thA, samanvaya kI sAdhanA kI thii| samrATa azoka aura akabara ne apane-apane rAjya meM aisI sthiti paidA kI thI jo itihAsa meM mahattva ke sAtha ullikhita hai / samrATa azoka ke zilAlekhoM meM yaha utkIrNa hai sabhI saMpradAya prema ke sAtha raheM, koI kisI ke sAtha virodha na kreN| yaha ullekha sAmAjika itihAsa meM, mAnavajAti ke itihAsa meM svarNAMkita ullekha hai| jina zAsakoM ne sAmpradAyika Agraha se kAma liyA unake rAjya khaMDa-khaMDa hokara bikhara gae aura prajA bhI bahuta duHkhI huii| adhikAra-sampanna vyakti kA yaha kartavya hotA hai ki vaha sabhI ko vikAsa kA avasara de| jAti-bheda aura sampradAya-bheda ko vaha daphanAkara cle| vaha samanvaya kA vAtAvaraNa banAe aura samanvaya kI nIMva para apane nirNaya le| mahArAjA raNajItasiMha jI bahuta bar3e anubhavI zAsaka the| unakA yaza sarvatra vyApta thaa| unake rAjya meM hindU bhI sukhI the, musalamAna bhI sukhI the| eka bAra aisA huA, musalamAnoM kA utsava-divasa thaa| tAjiyA nikala rahA thA / sAre zahara meM dhUmadhAma thii| jisa mArga se tAjiyA gujara rahA thA, vahAM eka sthAna para bahuta bar3A vaTavRkSa thA / mArga saMkarA thA / tAjiye kA UparI hissA vaTavRkSa se TakarA rahA thA / musalamAna bhAiyoM ne usa vaTavRkSa kI DAlI ko kATanA cAhA, jisase ki tAjiyA vahAM se nikala sake, Age bar3ha sake / vaTavRkSa kI zAkhA ko kATane kI bAta hinduoM ko cubha gii| ve ar3a gae / TakarAva kI sthiti bana gaI / donoM ora se uttejanA kI sthiti bnii| maramiTane ke lie donoM ora se vyakti taiyAra the / vAta tana gaI / sthiti tanAvapUrNa bana gaI / mahArAjA raNajItasiMhajI ko patA claa| ve tatkAla usa sthAna para Ae, sthiti kA adhyayana kiyaa| samanvaya ke Aloka meM samasyA para vicAra kiyA aura acAnaka eka samAdhAna unake mastiSka meM ubhara AyA / unhoMne teja AvAja meM kahA--hindU bhAI apane sthAna se sau kadama pIche haTa jAeM aura musalamAna bhAI bhI apane sthAna se sau kadama pIche haTa jaaeN| donoM pIche haTa gae / taba mahArAjA ne apane karmacAriyoM ko Adeza diyA ki jo sar3aka UMcI hai use khodakara nIcI kara deN| sar3aka kI khudAI huI / usako ThIka kara diyA gyaa| phira mahArAjA ne musalamAnoM se kahAaba tAjiye ko dhIre se Age bddh'aaeN| tAjiyA vaTavRkSa kI zAkhA ko binA
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________________ .62 ekalA calo re chue Age bar3ha gayA / ve bahuta prasanna hue| idhara hindU bhAI bhI khuziyoM se uchala par3e / zAkhA ko kATane kI naubata nahIM AyI / tAjiyA Age bar3hA / donoM pakSoM ko samAdhAna mila gayA / rAstA UMcA thA, taba taka vaTavRkSa bAdhaka thA / rAstA nIcA kara diyA, bAdhA miTa gii| sArA tanAva miTa gayA, TakarAhaTa miTa gaI / jaba AdamI samanvaya kI cetanA se samAdhAna khojatA hai to kaThina kArya -bhI sarala bana jAtA hai / pratyeka samasyA kA samAdhAna ho sakatA hai / samasyA hai to samAdhAna bhI hai / aisI eka bhI samasyA nahIM hai, jisakA samAdhAna na ho / jahAM samanvaya kI cetanA kA vikAsa hotA hai, jahAM sApekSatA kI cetanA jAgRta hotI hai, vahAM kucha bhI asaMbhava nahIM hotaa| eka aMgulI ko dUsarI aMgulI kI apekSA rahatI hai / virodha kahAM nahIM hai / hama hAtha ko dekheM / cAra aMguliyAM aura aMgUThA virodhI haiN| donoM bhinna dizAoM meM haiN| pUrI mAnavajAti kA vikAsa isa virodha ke AdhAra para huA hai / yadi aMgUThA uMgaliyoM kI samarekhA meM hotA to manuSya jAti kA vikAsa kabhI nahIM hotA / saMskRti aura sabhyatA kA vikAsa kabhI nahIM hotA / sabhyatA aura saMskRti kA vikAsa isI virodha ke kAraNa huA hai / aMgUThA aMguliyoM kI virodhI dizA meM hai, isalie lipi kA, citrakAritA kA aura zilpa kA vikAsa huA hai / donoM kI bhinna dizAgAmitA ne vikAsa meM yoga diyA hai / inameM bhinnatA hai, para hama samanvaya karanA jAnate haiM, isIlie koI TakarAva nahIM hotI / aMgUThA bhI nahIM lar3atA aura aura aMguliyAM bhI nahIM lar3atIM / AvazyakatAvaza donoM sAmaMjasya sthApita kara lete haiM / likhanA hai to aMgulI mila jAtI hai aMgUThe se / koI kArya karanA hai to donoM paraspara mila jAte haiM / virodha prakRti meM hai / virodha kA artha hai - bhinna dizA meM honA / pratipakSa honA, yaha hamAre vastu jagat kI prakRti hai / yaha zArIrika saMracanA aura sRSTisaMracanA kI prakRti hai / isa prakRti ko kabhI nahIM badalA jA sakatA / . badalane meM koI lAbha bhI nahIM hogA / kyA aMguliyoM aura aMgUThe ko eka kara dene se kAma ho pAegA ? virodha ko miTA deM to sArI upayogitA hI samApta ho jaaegii| pAMca haiM, isalie unakI upayogitA hai| eka-eka aMgulI kI apanI upayogitA hai| pAMcoM ko eka kara da, piMDa bana jAegA / usase koI kAma nahIM ho sakegA / manuSya aura pazu meM yahI to bar3A antara hai / manuSya ke pAsa dasa aMguliyAM haiM, pazu ke pAsa ve nahIM haiM / ina dasa aMgu
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________________ saha-astitva aura samanvaya liyoM ne hI saba kucha kiyA hai| vyakti apane Apako garIba mAnatA hai, daridra mAnatA hai para jisake pAsa dasa aMguliyAM haiM vaha garIba nahIM ho sakatA, daridra nahIM ho sktaa| daridra vaha hotA hai jise apanI dasa aMguliyoM para bharosA nahIM hotaa| ye dasa haiM, isalie dina-pratidina hama vikAsa karate jA rahe haiN| Aja dasa na hoM yA sabako eka kara deM to vikAsa samApta ho jAegA, sArI sundaratA miTa jaaegii| ___ hama yaha kabhI na soceM ki saba eka ho jAeM, sArI jAtiyAM eka ho jAeM, sAre dharma aura rASTra eka ho jAeM / yaha asambhava aura durUha kalpanA hogI aura sAtha hI sAtha yaha anupayogI kalpanA bhI hogii| hamArI sundaratA bhinnatA meM hai, nAnAtva meM hai| isake sAtha samanvaya kI cetanA vikasita hotI hai nAnAtva bahata upayogI hotA hai| prazna hotA hai ki samanvaya kI cetanA kA vikAsa kaise hotA hai ? jo vyakti apane svArtha, mAnyatA aura asahiSNutA-ina tInoM vRttiyoM para zAsana karatA hai, usameM samanvaya kA vikAsa hotA hai| jisa vyakti meM svArtha kI prabalatA hai, jisameM mAnyatA kA Agraha hai aura jo asahiSNu hai, vaha samanvaya kI cetanA ko jAgRta nahIM kara sakatA / svArtha kA bhI samIkaraNa karanA hotA hai| purAne samaya meM sAmpradAyika saMgharSa aura jAtIyatA kA saMgharSa---ye do saMgharSa the / Aja tIsarA saMgharSa aura sAmane AyA hai| vaha hai-varga-saMgharSa / isakA janma Aja kI rAjanIti se huA hai| yaha varga-saMgharSa bhI taba taka nahIM miTa sakatA, jaba taka svArthoM kA samIkaraNa nahIM hotaa| Aja eka varga ke svArtha dUsare varga ke svArthoM se TakarAte haiN| mila-mAlikoM kA svArtha majadUroM se TakarAtA hai / sampanna vyakti ke svArtha garIba AdamI se TakarAte haiN| yaha TakarAva isIlie hai ki svArthoM kA samIkaraNa nahIM hotaa| ___ eka ghaTanA hai / kumhAra ke do lar3akiyAM thIM / eka kisAna ke yahAM byAhI thI aura dUsarI kA vivAha eka kumhAra ke yahAM huA thaa| eka dina pitA putriyoM se milane gayA / kisAna ke yahAM vivAhita beTI ne kahA-pitAjI ! bar3I musIbata hai / kheta bo die gae haiM / barasAta nahIM A rahI hai| AkAza meM bAdala haiM hI nahIM / sArA zrama naSTa ho jAegA / Apa prArthanA kareM ki barasAta A jAe / pitA dUsarI beTI ke yahAM gyaa| usane kahA-pitAjI !
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________________ 64 ekalA calo re sAre bhAMDa AMve meM paka rahe haiM / kahIM varSA A gaI to saba naSTa ho jAeMge / prArthanA karatI hUM ki varSA na aae| Apa bhI yahI prArthanA kreN| pitA asamaMjasa meM par3a gyaa| usane socA-aba kyA karU ? eka beTI kahatI hai ki mere lie bhagavAna se prArthanA kareM ki barasAta Aye aura eka kahatI hai, bhagavAn se prArthanA kareM ki barasAta na aae| vaha becArA kisake lie kyA prArthanA kare / usane socA-aise to kAma nahIM bnegaa| usane donoM lar3akiyoM ko bulAyA aura kahA-tuma cAhatI ho ki varSA Ae aura yaha cAhatI hai ki varSA na Ae / eka kAma karo, tuma donoM bahaneM ho| tuma donoM ke mana meM virodhI vicAra nahIM hone caahie| eka-dUsare ke prati amaMgala kI bhAvanA na panape / eka upAya sujhAtA hUM, tuma eka kAma karo ki varSA A jAye, acchI khetI ho to AdhA hissA isa lar3akI kA hogA / varSA na Ae aura khetI na ho sake aura tumhArA AMvA ThIka pake to AdhA hissA isa lar3akI kA hogA / donoM ne svIkAra kara liyaa| donoM kI ekadUsare ke prati amaMgala kI bhAvanA samApta ho gii| svArthoM kA jahAM saMgharSa hotA hai, svArthoM kA TakarAva hotA hai, vahAM bhI samIkaraNa kI bAta sambhava ho sakatI hai| aisA nahIM ki samIkaraNa na ho sake / kintu jaba samIkaraNa nahIM hotA, taba svArtha TakarAte rahate haiM aura jhagar3e calate rahate haiN| isI prakAra mAnyatAoM kA TakarAva hotA rahatA hai| vahAM bhI samIkaraNa kI bAta bana sake to bahuta acchA hotA hai| aisA huA hai| purAne jamAne meM aneka vAra aisI sthitiyAM AyIM aura vahAM samIkaraNa kiyA gayA, bahuta acchI sthiti bana gii| mahArAja jayasiMha aura siddharAja-ye gujarAta ke do prasiddha zAsaka hue haiN| ye samanvayavAdI the| AcArya hemacandra unake gurutulya the| eka bAra mahArAja siddharAja zivamandira meM ge| AcArya hemacandra sAtha the| vahAM kisI vyakti ne kahA ki AcArya hemacandra Apake sAtha to haiM para ye ziva kI stuti nahIM karate / mahArAja ne pUchA-AcAryavara ! kyA Apa ziva kI stuti kara sakate haiM ? unhoMne kahA-kyoM nahIM kara sktaa| kara sakatA huuN| unhoMne tatkAla mahAdeva para cavAlIsa zloka likhe aura prathama zloka meM unhoMne kahA "bhavabIjAMkurajananA rAgAdyAH kSayamupAgatAH yasya / brahmA vA viSNurvA. haro jino vA namastasmai // '
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________________ saha-astitva aura samanvaya ___ mujhe nAma se koI moha nahIM hai / mujhe AkAra se koI moha nahIM hai| jisa AtmA ke bhava-bIja ke utpAdaka rAga-dveSa samApta ho cuke haiM, kSINa ho cuke haiM, phira cAhe vaha brahmA ho, viSNu ho, mahAdeva ho yA jina ho, una sabako merA namaskAra / / bAta sArI samanvaya meM badala gaI / yaha hamArI samanvaya kI cetanA jaage| hama bheda meM se abheda ko khoja sakeM, virodha meM Avirodha ko khoja sakeM aura samanvaya ke dvArA TakarAva kI sthiti ko TAla sakeM, saha-astitva aura samanvaya kA vikAsa kara sakeM to samAja sundara hogA, svastha hogA aura hamArA sAmAjika svAsthya vikasita hogA / isake binA sAmAjika svAsthya kI kalpanA nahIM kI jA sktii| jo loga prazAsana meM jAne vAle haiM, prazAsana ke kSetra meM jinheM kAma karanA hai| unake lie bahuta Avazyaka hai ki ve sahaastitva aura samanvaya kI cetanA ko jAgRta karane kA abhyAsa kreN|
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________________ vyasana-mukti dhyAna kI sAdhanA prakAza kI sAdhanA hai, jyoti kI sAdhanA hai| yaha jAgaraNa kI sAdhanA hai / cetanA kI do avasthAeM hotI haiM--eka hai mUrchA kI avasthA aura dUsarI hai jAgaraNa kI avsthaa| mUrchA kI avasthA tyAjyA hai aura jAgaraNa kI avasthA upAdeya hai / jo jAgatA hai, usakA vikAsa hotA hai, usakI buddhi bar3hatI hai / jo mUJchita hotA hai, usakA vikAsa avaruddha ho jAtA hai, buddhi aura samRddhi kama hone laga jAtI hai / isalie manuSya ne sadA apane bikAsa ke lie jAgaraNa kA prayatna kiyA hai| usane cetanA meM kuMThA aura mUrchA utpanna karane vAlI sArI sthitiyoM kI varjanA kI hai| vyasana cetanA ko mUcchita karane vAlI eka avasthA hai| vyasana kA artha hai-kaSTa / yaha kaSTa kA paryAyavAcI zabda hai| jo citta kI vRtti yA caitasika avasthA manuSya ko kaSTa meM DAla detI hai, usa vRtti kA nAma bhI vyasana ho jAtA hai| vyasana-mukti kA Andolana bahuta purAnA hai| vyasana sAta haiM / sAmAjika jIvana meM unakA parihAra bahuta Avazyaka hai| mAdaka vastu kA sevana eka vyasana hai| jo padArtha mAdakatA paidA karatA hai, cetanA ko mUcchita karatA hai, usakA sevana vyasana hai| bhArata ke sabhI dharmoM meM varjanAoM kA mahattva rahA hai| 'yaha mata karo', 'vaha mata karo'-ina vAkyoM kA pracuratA se prayoga huA hai| mana ko bhAne vAlA siddhAnta to hai-saba kucha karo / jo mana meM Ae so karo / sunane meM yaha siddhAnta acchA lagatA hai, kintu yaha aneka jaTilatAeM paidA kara detA hai| una jaTilatAoM meM samAja jIvita nahIM raha sktaa| phira cora kahegA, mana meM AyA isalie corI kara lii| samAja kI vyavasthA samApta ho jaaegii| yadi varjanAeM na hoM to samAja cala hI nahIM sktaa| usameM vyavasthAeM nahIM raha sakatIM / 'yaha karo', 'yaha mata karo'---ye donoM sAtha-sAtha calate haiM, taba samAja saMtulita raha sakatA hai / kevala niSedha yA kevala vidheya se saMtulana bigar3a jAtA hai / Ajakala kucha loga kahate haiM ki samAja meM niSedha nahIM honA cAhie / saba kucha vidhAyaka honA cAhie / yaha ekAMgI dRSTikoNa hai / niSedha
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________________ vyasana mukti bahuta Avazyaka hotA hai / eka dRSTi se vaha vidheyaka kA pUraka hotA hai, bAdhaka nahIM / nazA karane kI Adata bahuta jaTila hotI hai / AdamI kaha detA hai, kabhIkabhI tambAkU pI lI to kyA huA ? do-cAra ghUMTa zarAba ke le liye to kyA huA ? ThaMDe dezoM meM zarAba pInI hI par3atI hai / vahAM usakI mAtrA adhika hotI hai, kintu garma dezoM meM yadi thor3I mAtrA meM zarAba kA sevana kiyA jAe to kyA hAni ho sakatI hai / thor3I mAtrA meM lI gaI zarAba svAsthyaprada aura bImArI ko miTAne vAlI hotI hai / ye tarka haiM / pratyeka niSedha aura vidheya ke lie tarka die jA sakate haiM / kintu tarka kA rAstA sahI nahIM hai / eka tarka hotA hai / dUsarA usakA pratitarka ho sakatA hai| tarka ho aura pratitarka na ho, yaha kabhI sambhava nahIM hotA / pratyeka vyakti ke pAsa apanA tarka hotA hai / tarka ke AdhAra para maiM yadi kisI bAta kA pratipAdana karatA hUM to mujhe yaha bhI mAna lenA cAhie ki mere tarka kA khaMDana bhI ho sakatA hai / duniyA meM eka bhI tarka aisA nahIM hai jisakA khaMDana na ho / Aja taka jitane tarkazAstrI hue haiM unhoMne apane tarka prastuta kie / zatAbdiyoM ke bAda koI aisA vyakti janmA jisane una purAne sabhI tarkoM kA khaMDana kara diyA / tarkazAstra kA itihAsa isakA sAkSI hai / koI mahAn tArkika hotA hai aura vaha apane tarka - bala se sAre siddhAntoM kA pratipAdana karatA hai / do-cAra zatAbdiyoM ke bAda koI dUsarA tArkika hotA hai aura vaha una tarkoM kA khaNDana kara apane tarka prastuta karatA hai / phira una tarkoM kA khaMDana karane vAlA bhI mila jAtA hai / yaha tarka jagat kA nizcita krama hai / koI isakA apavAda nahIM hotA / 67 maiM kevala tarka ke AdhAra para yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki vyasana hamAre lie bure haiM, kintu dUsare kucheka pahalU haiM jinase unakI vyarthatA siddha hotI hai / pahalI bAta hai, mAdaka vastuoM ke sevana se zArIrika hAni hotI hai, svAsthya bigar3atA hai | yaha tathya DaoNkTaroM dvArA sthApita ho cukA hai / ve aneka mAdhyamoM se isakA pracAra karate haiM / sigareTa ke pratyeka paikeTa para likhA hotA hai- 'tambAkU pInA svAsthya ke lie hAnikAraka hai / ' zarAba bhI hAnikAraka hai | para AdamI itanA jAna lene para bhI use chor3anA nahIM cAhatA yA kahA jA sakatA hai ki usase ve cIjeM chUTatI nahIM / prazna hotA hai ki AdamI burAI kyoM karatA hai ? burA kyoM banatA hai ? eka saMskRta kavi ne AdamI ke bure banane ke cAra kAraNa nirdiSTa kie haiM
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________________ ekalA calo re 'kecidajJAnato naSTAH, kecid naSTAH pramAdataH / kecijjJAnAvalepena, kecid naSTazca nAzitAH // ' bure banane ke cAra kAraNa haiM1. ajJAna / 2. pramAda / 3. jJAna kA ahaM / 4. bure kI sNgt| kucha vyakti ajJAna ke kAraNa burAI meM phaMsa jAte haiM, vyasana meM phaMsa jAte haiM aura naSTa ho jAte haiN| ve ajJAnI haiN| barabAdI kA dUsarA kAraNa hai pramAda / kucha loga burAI ko burAI jAnate haiM para usakA AcaraNa karate jAte haiN| eka bhAI sigareTa pItA thaa| usakA svAsthya gar3abar3A gyaa| usake 'mitroM ne kahA-tuma sigareTa pInA chor3a do| tumhArA svAsthya bigar3atA jA hai| usane kahA-kyA maiM nAdAna haiM ? kyA maiM nahIM jAnatA ? maiM grejueTa haM, mUrkha nahIM huuN| maiM jAnatA hUM ki svAsthya kharAba hotA hai, para maiM ise chor3agA nhiiN| yaha sArA pramAda ke kAraNa hotA hai / loga jAnate hue bhI burAI ko pakar3e rahate haiN| kucha loga jJAna ke ahaM ke kAraNa bigar3a jAte haiN| unameM jJAna kA ahaM itanA tIvra hotA hai ki ve dUsare kI bAta sunate hI nhiiN| ve socate haiM-hameM kauna kyA samajhAe ? kyA hama dUsaroM se kama jAnate haiM ? vaise loga apane hI ahaM ke kAraNa burAI meM par3e rahate haiM aura naSTa ho jAte haiN| naSTa hone kA eka mahattvapUrNa kAraNa hai-naSTazca nAzitA:-bure vyaktiyoM kI saMgata / kucha loga svayaM burAI meM phaMse rahate haiM aura cAhate rahate haiM ki dUsare bhI unakA anukaraNa kareM, usa burAI ko sIkheM aura apanAeM / jaba koI vyakti zarAbI kI saMgati karatA hai to zarAbI kahatA hai-are, do cUMTa zarAba pIne meM nukasAna hI kyA hai ? dekho to sahI, cakhoge taba jAnoge ki kyA majA hai zarAba meM / loga vyartha hI ise burI mAnate haiM, zarAba pInA vyasana batalAte haiN| Aja ke samAja meM jIne vAlA vyakti, Aja kI sabhyatA aura mitramaMDalI meM rahane vAlA vyaki madirA se kaise baca sakatA hai ? zarAba meM na phaMsane vAlA vyakti bhI ina tarkoM se phaMsa jAtA hai aura dhIre-dhIre zarAba kI Adata ko pAla letA hai / yaha naSTa hone kA mahattvapUrNa kAraNa hai| jo bigar3a cuke haiM ve cAhate haiM
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________________ vyasana mukti ki unakA bahumata ho, dUsare bhI bigar3eM aura unakA anusaraNa kareM / AdamI ke bigar3ane ke ye cAra kAraNa haiM / kucha loga vyasanoM meM phaMsanA nahIM cAhate, para ina kAraNoM se phaMsa jAte haiM aura phira unake lie vahAM se nikalanA kaThina ho jAtA hai / kI / hama abhI-abhI hamane AcArya zrI tulasI ke sAtha dakSiNa- yAtrA tamilanADu meM gae / pradeza sundara aura manohArI hai / upaja bhI bahuta hai, para loga bahuta garIba haiM / hamane aise sundara aura upajAU pradeza meM palane vAlI garIbI kA kAraNa DhUMDhA / hameM jJAta huA ki vahAM ke loga bacAnA jAnate hI nahIM / eka dRSTi se ve asaMgrahI haiM / jo kucha kamAte haiM, use usI dina kharca kara DAlate haiM / unakA pUrA paisA zarAba pIne aura sinemA dekhane meM kharca ho jAtA hai / prAtaH phira vahI hAlata rahatI hai / choTe-choTe gAMvoM meM zarAba kI dukAneM aura sinemAgRha milate haiM / sArA paisA inhIM meM phUMka diyA jAtA hai / unake gharoM kI hAlata bar3I kharAba rahatI hai / striyAM parezAna aura bacce bhUkhe / phira bhI una AdamiyoM kI yaha lata nahIM chUTatI / abhI-abhI vahAM kI mahilAoM ne saMgaThita rUpa se sarakAra ko Avedanapatra diyA thA aura usameM mAMga kI thI ki unake patiyoM ko zarAba aura sinemA ke zikaMje se chur3AyA jaae| unakI Arthika vipannatA ke ye do kAraNa haiN| puruSa nahIM jAna pAtA ki ghara-gRhasthI ko calAne meM striyoM ko kitanI kaThinAiyAM bhugatanI par3atI haiM / bhArata garIba deza hai / yahAM paidAvAra kama aura AnupAtika garIbI hai / - anupAta meM Aya bahuta kama hai / aisI sthiti meM ina vyasanoM ke sevana meM yadi dhana kharca hotA hai to bahuta bar3I Arthika hAni hotI hai / && vRttiyAM do prakAra kI hotI haiN| eka hai maulika manovRtti aura dUsarI hai arjita vRtti / Adata maulika nahIM hotI / vaha arjita hotI hai / koI bhI AdamI janma se zarAbI yA juArI nahIM hotA / ye AdateM dhIre-dhIre arjita hotI haiM / ve AdamI ko pakar3a letI haiN| eka zarAbI se pUchA gayA - tuma zarAba pIte ho ? usane uttara diyA - pahale to maiM zarAba pItA thA, aba zarAba mujhe pItI hai / yaha yathArtha hai / AdamI zarAba pItA hai, tambAkU pItA hai / jaba vaha yaha jAna jAtA hai ki zarAba aura tambAkU hAnikAraka tattva haiM, taba vaha unheM chor3ane kA saMkalpa karatA hai / para samaya Ane para sArI AMteM TUTane lagatI haiM, naseM phaTane lagatI haiM aura vaha zarAba bhI pI letA hai / aba
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________________ 100 ekalA calo re zarAba snAyavika mAMga bana jAtI hai| samaya Ate hI snAyu zarAba kI mAMga karate haiM aura taba AdamI ko zarAba pInI hI par3atI hai / usakA saMkalpa DhIlA bana jAtA hai / taba usakA yaha kathana yathArtha kI tulanA meM tulatA hai-pahale maiM zarAba pItA thA, aba zarAba mujhe pI rahI hai| pratyeka Adata kA eka niyama hotA hai / prArambha meM AdamI zaukiyAnA usa vastu kA sevana karatA hai| do-dasa bAra usakA sevana karatA hai aura vaha vastu usako pakar3a letI hai / eka saMskRta kavi ne isI bhAvanA ko bahuta hI sundara DhaMga se prastuta kiyA hai-- karotyAdau kiJcit saghRNahRdayastAvadazubhaM, dvitIyaM sApekSo vimRzati ca kArya prakurute / tRtIyaM niHzaMko vigataghRNamanyat prakurute, tata: pApAbhyAsAt satatamazubhesu praramate // AdamI jaba kisI azubha kArya meM yA burI Adata meM pravRtta hotA hai taba usake mana meM prArambha meM ghRNA hotI hai / vaha usa kArya ko karanA nahIM cAhatA, para vaha vaise hI use kara DAlatA hai| do-tIna bAra karane ke pazcAt vaha Adata snAyugata ho jAtI hai aura phira use vaha satata karanI par3atI hai / usase chuTakArA taba sarala nahIM hotaa| AdamI kI bahuta sArI AdateM snAyugata hotI haiN| pahalI bAra jaba koI bhI vyakti sIr3hiyoM para car3hatA hai, taba bahuta sAvadhAnI baratatA hai| unhIM sIr3hiyoM se do-cAra bAra utarane-car3hane ke pazcAt utanI sAvadhAnI apekSita nahIM hotI / para apane Apa car3hate-utarate haiM / yaha snAyugata abhyAsa hai| naze kI Adata bhI snAyugata ho jAtI hai| use chor3anA taba sarala nahIM hotaa| kyA zarAba pIne vAlA yA tambAkU pIne vAlA nahIM jAnatA ki ina vastuoM ke sevana se usakA svAsthya bigar3atA hai, Arthika hAni uThAnI par3atI hai ? vaha yaha jAnatA hai| acchI taraha se jAnatA hai aura unheM chor3anA bhI cAhatA hai, para vaha chor3a nahIM sakatA, kyoMki ve snAyavika mAMga bana cukI hotI hamane par3hA ki amerikA meM sainikoM ko dhyAna kA prayoga karAyA jA rahA hai / usakA kAraNa yaha hai ki unameM zarAba kI Adata bahuta bar3ha gaI hai / unakA svAsthya giratA jA rahA hai| sarakAra cintita hai / unameM aparAdha bar3ha rahe haiN| jaba cetanA jAgRta hotI hai taba aparAdha kama hote haiN| dhyAna cetanA-jAgRti
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________________ vyasana-mukti 101 kA sazakta mAdhyama hai / jaba cetanA meM mUrchA hotI hai taba aparAdha kI manovRtti bar3hatI hai| isa sthiti meM aparAdhoM ko nahIM rokA jA sktaa| mUrchA ho aura aparAdha na ho, yaha kabhI saMbhava nahIM hai| bhArata meM, apekSAkRta Aja bhI kama aparAdha hai / abhI yaha deza vikAsazIla hai, vikasita nahIM / vikasita dezoM meM aparAdha bahuta hote hai| prazna hotA hai, vikasita dezoM meM itane aparAdha kyoM ? AdamI meM itanA pAgalapana kyoM ? eka vidyArthI ne apane dasa sAthI vidyArthiyoM ko bhUna DAlA, unheM golI se mAra ddaalaa| pulisa ne kAraNa puuchaa| usane kahA--mere mana meM prasiddha hone kI bhAvanA jAgI aura maiMne yaha kArya kara ddaalaa| patra-patrikAoM meM lAla sukhiyoM meM merA nAma chapane kA isase acchA upAya aura kyA ho sakatA thA ? isa hatyAkAMDa ke pIche yahI bhAvanA kAma kara rahI thii| ___ bar3I vicitra manaHsthiti hotI hai AdamI kI / usakI manovRtti aisI bana jAtI hai ki sArI viveka-cetanA naSTa ho jAtI hai, lupta ho jAtI hai| mUrchA jaise-jaise bar3hatI hai, aparAdha kI manovRtti bhI vaise-vaise vikasita hotI jAtI hai / kyA vikasita rASTroM meM bauddhikatA kI kamI hai ? ve rASTra bauddhika aura vaijJAnika dRSTi se sabase Age haiN| unameM TeknolaoNjI kA pracura vikAsa hai / Arthika dRSTi se ve sampanna haiN| bhautika vikAsa kI dRSTi se ve carama zikhara ko cUma rahe haiN| una dezoM meM aparAdha bar3ha rahe haiN| AdamI kA pAgalapana bar3ha rahA hai / isakA mUla kAraNa hai----mUrchA aura mAdaka vastuoM kA sevana / ____ Aja ke vidyArthI bhI mAdaka vastuoM ke sevana meM kisI se pIche nahIM haiM / vizvavidyAlayoM ke parisara inase mukta nahIM haiM / jaba pAzcAtya dezoM ke vidyArthI aisA karate haiM taba bhAratIya vidyArthI ko aisA karanA hI hotA hai| aisA karane meM vaha gaurava kA anubhava karatA hai| ___hama isa sUtra ko vismRta na kareM ki mUrchA aura aparAdha donoM paraspara jur3e hue haiM / AcAryoM aura samAjazAstriyoM ne isa bAta para bahuta bala diyA hai ki jIvana vyasana-mukta honA caahie| AdamI ko madirA se bacanA cAhie / madirA kA pahalA prabhAva yaha hotA hai ki AdamI kI cetanA bhraSTa ho jAtI hai, cetanA vilupta ho jAtI hai / ____eka zarAbI sar3aka ke kinAre khar3A thaa| vaha naze meM dhuta thaa| pulisa ne pUchA-yahAM kyoM khar3e ho ? usane kahA-mere sAmane sArA nagara ghUma rahA hai / jyoMhI merA ghara AegA, maiM ghara meM ghusa jAUMgA / ghara kI pratIkSA meM khar3A
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________________ ekalA calo re jahAM cetanA lupta hotI hai, vahAM saba kucha lupta ho jAtA hai / zeSa kucha bhI nahIM bacatA / madirApAna ke samarthana meM aneka tarka die jA sakate haiN| usake khaMDana meM bhI aneka tarka die jA sakate haiN| tarkoM ke AdhAra para koI niSkarSa nahIM nikAlA jA sakatA / anubhava kahatA hai ki cetanA nirantara jAgRta rahanI caahie| usakA kabhI bhI mUcchita honA vAMchanIya nahIM hai| mAdaka vastueM cetanA ko mUcchita karatI hai| isake AdhAra para vyasana-mukti kI prayojanIyatA ko samajhA jA sktaa| kevala jAnanA hI paryApta nahIM hotA / burAI ko burAI jAnane vAlA bhI usase chuTakArA nahIM pA sktaa| usaco chor3ane ke lie prayatna Avazyaka hotA ghara meM cora ghusa ge| patnI ne jAna liyA, dekha liyA / vaha pati se bolI-cora ghara meM ghusa Ae haiM / seTha ne kahA-jAnatA huuN| patnI cupa ho gii| cora kamare meM ghuse| patnI ne pati se kahA-cora kamare meM ghusakara tijorI khola rahe haiN| pati bolA-jAna rahA huuN| patnI cupa ho gaI / cora kImatI sAmAna lekara calane lge| patnI ne pati ko jAnakArI dii| pati bolA-jAnatA hUM, cupa raha / bAra-bAra kyoM kaha rahI hai ? vaha kahatA rahA aura cora sArA sAmAna lekara cale ge| kisI ko kahA jAe ki yaha burAI hai, aisA mata karo / vaha tatkAla kahatA hai-'tuma kyA batAte ho ? maiM svayaM jAnatA huuN|' jAnate-jAnate sArA jIvana bIta jAtA hai / sAra kucha nahIM hotaa| mAnane aura jAnane kA cakra calatA rahatA hai / AdamI burAiyoM ko saMrakSaNa detA calA jAtA hai| vaha kabhI unase baca nahIM sktaa| burAiyoM se bacane kA ekamAtra upAya hai apanA anubhava aura apanA abhyAsa / dhyAna kI prakriyA kevala burAI kA jJAna karAne kI prakriyA nahIM hai / yaha AMtarika prakriyA hai / yaha cetanA ke sahaja parivartana kI prakriyA hai / dhyAna kA sabase bar3A lAbha hai-cetanA kA jAgaraNa / jaise-jaise cetanA kA kA jAgaraNa hogA, vaise-vaise mUrchA lAne vAlI sArI bAtoM ke prati apane Apa aruci hone laga jaaegii| zarAba pIne vAle ko zarAba se aura tambAkU pIne vAle ko tambAkU se durgandha Ane laga jaaegii| yaha gandha kahAM se AtI hai ? jaise hI bhItara kI cetanA jAgatI hai taba mUcchita cetanA jisa bAta ko svIkAratI hai, jAgRta cetanA usa bAta ko nahIM svIkAratI / yahI to yathArtha parivartana hai|
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________________ vyani-mukti eka hotA hai AropaNa aura eka hotA hai rUpAntaraNa / pitA putra para yaha bAta thopa detA hai ki tumheM zarAba nahIM pInI hai, tambAkU nahIM pInI hai / yaha hai AropaNa / AropaNa rUpAntaraNa nahIM hotaa| putra pitA ke samakSa vaha kAma nahIM kregaa| vaha sigareTa nahIM pIegA, madirA nahIM piiegaa| vaha nahIM pIne kA pradarzana karegA, para vaha bAta chUTegI nhiiN| vaha chipa-chipakara unakA sevana kregaa| jaise hI ekAnta milA, koI dekhane vAlA nahIM hogA, taba vaha vaisA AcaraNa karegA, jisakA niSedha kara diyA gayA hai, AropaNa kara diyA gayA hai| niSedha kI bAta kA AropaNa hotA hai| vaha thopI huI bAta hotI hai| kAnUna kI maryAdA AropaNa hai, vaha rUpAntaraNa nahIM hai| cetanA kI maryAdA rUpAntaraNa hai, vaha AropaNa nahIM hai / yahI to antara hai kAnUna kI maryAdA aura cetanA kI maryAdA meN| kAnUna kI maryAdA samUha kI maryAdA hai| AdamI kisI ke sAmane vaisA AcaraNa nahIM karegA jo kAnUna me niSiddha hai| vaha burAI samAja ke sAmane nahIM karegA, kintu vaha ekAnta meM use kara legA / kyoMki yaha Aropita maryAdA hai, Aropita varjanA hai, cetanA kI maryAdA nahIM hai, cetanA kI varjanA nahIM hai| cetanA kI maryAdA meM ekAnta yA samUha, dekhate hue yA chipakara karane kI bAta hI samApta ho jAtI hai| phira prakAza meM na karane aura aMdhakAra meM karane, akele meM karane aura samUha meM na karane kI bAta samApta ho jAtI hai| vaha jise nahIM karanA hai, kabhI nahIM karegA aura isalie nahIM karegA ki usakI na karane kI maryAdA Aropita nahIM hai, cetanA ke dvArA svI-. kRta hai| yaha tarka se samarthita nahIM, kintu caitanya jAgaraNa se samarthita hai| cetanA kA rUpAntaraNa dhyAna dvArA ghaTita hotA hai| yaha do-cAra-dasa dinoM meM ghaTita hone vAlA rUpAntaraNa nahIM hai| isake lie tIna bAteM Avazyaka hotI haiM-zraddhA, dIrghakAla aura sAtatya / ___ sabase pahalI bAta hai shrddhaa| jo prakriyA hama karanA cAhate haiM, usake prati zraddhA kA bhAva paidA ho, AkarSaNa ho aura hameM yaha mahasUsa ho ki yaha prakriyA rUpAntaraNa ke lie Avazyaka hai| jaba taka AvazyakatA kA anubhava nahIM hogA, taba taka saphalatA nahIM milegii| jaise jIvana-yAtrA ke lie roTI khAnA Avazyaka hai, pAnI pInA Avazyaka hai, vaise hI mAnasika yAtrA ko calAne ke lie caitasika yAtrA ko calAne ke lie saMkalpazakti aura nirvikalpatA kA vikAsa jarUrI hai| yaha zraddhA paidA ho| dUsarI bAta hai--dIrghakAlitA / abhyAsa lambe samaya taka cale / koI bhI
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________________ 104 ekalA calo re saphalatA dasa-bIsa dinoM meM nahIM mila jaatii| lambe samaya ke abhyAsa ke bAda vaha hastagata hotI hai| tIsarI bAta hai-sAtatya / AdamI lambe samaya taka eka prakriyA kA abhyAsa karatA hai| kintu vaha nirantara vaisA nahIM karatA / Aja karatA hai, do-cAra dina karatA hai, phira dasa dina chor3a detA hai| phira prArambha karatA hai, do-cAra dina karatA hai, phira pAMca dina nahIM krtaa| aisA karane vAlA kabhI saphala nahIM hotA / abhyAsa nirantara honA cAhie, anyathA lAbha sthAyI nahIM hogaa| zraddhA, dIrghakAlitA aura sAtatya-ye tIna tathya anivArya haiM purAnI Adata ko badalane ke lie aura nayI Adata kA nirmANa karane ke lie| ina tInoM ke abhAva meM na purAnI Adata badalatI hai aura na nayI Adata kA nirmANa hotA hai| vyasana-mukti bhI tabhI saMbhava hai jaba dhyAna meM rasa Ane lage / rasa rasa hotA hai / jaba ekAgratA ke rasa kI anubhUti hotI hai taba dUsare sAre rasa phIke par3a jAte haiN| dhyAna aura padArtha--ye do haiM / dhyAna hai cetanA ke jAgaraNa kA bindu aura padArtha hai cetanA ke upayoga kA bindu / donoM kI prakRti meM antara hai| eka saMskRta kavi ne rUpaka kI bhASA meM kahA hai-Ikha ! tU sundara hai, sarasa aura madhura hai / tere meM aura bhI aneka vizeSatAeM haiM, para eka kamI hai / vaha yaha ki jaise-jaise terA sevana kiyA jAtA hai, vaise-vaise tU nIrasa banatA jAtA hai| __ Ikha ko cUsane vAle jAnate haiM ki prArambha meM vaha bahuta madhura hotA hai, aura cUsate-cUsate chilakA raha jAtA hai, nIrasa raha jAtA hai| yaha sarasatA se nIrasatA kA eka udAharaNa hai| pratyeka padArtha kI yahI prakRti hai / bhoga kI yahI prakRti hai| isakA atikramaNa nahIM hotA / yaha hai padArtha kI prakRti / dUsarI hai--cetanA kI prakRti / vaha isase bhinna hai / prArambha meM usakA sevana nIrasa lagatA hai, kintu jaise-jaise samaya bItatA hai, sarasatA AtI jAtI hai / jaba dIrghakAla taka nirantara usakA sevana calatA hai, dhyAna calatA hai, taba usameM aura adhika sarasatA A jAtI hai aura AdamI usa sthiti meM saba kucha chor3a sakatA hai, kintu jAgaraNa kI prakriyA ko nahIM chor3a sktaa| padArtha kI aura cetanA kI prakRti sarvathA bhinna hotI hai| dhyAna-prakriyA ke
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________________ vyasana-mukti pahale dina ke abhyAsa meM jitanI nIrasatA lagatI hai, dasa dina ke abhyAsa-kAla ke bAda nahIM lgtii| pahale dina jo dUrI hotI hai dhyAna ke sAtha unakI vaha dasa dina ke pazcAt itanI dUrI nahIM hotii| jo dhyAna ke abhyAsa se gujarate haiM, unako aisA avazya hI anubhava hotA hai / ___ vyasana-mukti dhyAna kI eka phalazruti hai| vyasana isalie burA hai ki usake dvArA cetanA kA vilopa hotA hai, cetanA kA bhraMza hotA hai, jAgarUkatA kama hotI hai, mUrchA bar3hatI hai| dhyAna kI prakriyA se cetanA jAgatI hai, mUrchA kama hotI hai aura ekAgratA kA vikAsa hotA hai / dhyAna hI eka aisA mAdhyama hai jisase AdatoM kA rUpAntaraNa sambhava hai, varjanAoM se vaha kabhI saMbhava nahIM
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________________ racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa svastha aura rugNa sAmAjika svAsthya kA chaThA sUtra hai-racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa / vyakti svastha bhI hotA hai aura rugNa bhI / svAsthya kI parIkSA tIna dRSTiyoM se kI jAtI hai-zArIrika dRSTi se, mAnasika dRSTi se aura bhAvanAtmaka dRSTi se| AdamI zarIra kI dRSTi se svastha hotA hai, rugNa hotA hai, mAnasika dRSTi se svastha hotA hai, rugNa hotA hai, bhAvanAtmaka dRSTi se svastha hotA hai, rugNa hotA hai| isI prakAra samAja svastha bhI hotA hai aura rugNa bhI hotA hai / jaba samAja kA dRSTikoNa sahI nahIM hotA taba samAja rugNa ho jAtA hai aura jaba samAja kA dRSTikoNa sahI hotA hai taba vaha svastha ho jAtA hai| dRSTi aura AcAravyavahAra donoM paraspara jur3e hue haiN| AdamI kA AcAra-vyavahAra vaisA hI hogA jaisA usakA dRSTikoNa hogA / pahale dRSTi banatI hai, phira AcAra-vyavahAra hotA hai / mithyA dRSTikoNa vAlA samAja rugNa hotA hai aura samyak dRSTikoNa vAlA samAja svastha hotA hai| racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa samAja ke svAsthya kA lakSaNa hai| racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa kyA hai ? ___prazna hai ki racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa kise kahA jAe ? jo dRSTikoNa svArthapradhAna hotA hai vaha racanAtmaka nahIM hotA, dhvaMsAtmaka hotA hai| svArtha kA saMyama kie binA dRSTikoNa racanAtmaka nahIM ho sktaa| jisa samAja meM svArtha ko saMyamita karane kI kSamatA hotI hai, usakA dRSTikoNa racanAtmaka hotA hai / bahuta sAre loga kevala apane viSaya meM hI socate haiM / jahAM svayaM kA svArtha pradhAna banatA hai, vahAM samAja gauNa ho jAtA hai / yaha samAja kI rugNatA kA eka cihna hai| svArthapradhAna dRSTikoNa eka AdamI jaMgala meM per3a kATa rahA thA / use vahAM eka kulhAr3I milii| usane socA-yaha kulhAr3I mujhe milI hai| yaha merI hai| dUsarA sAthI usake
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________________ racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa 107 pAsa hI kAma kara rahA thA / vaha bolA -- yaha mata kaho ki kulhAr3I mujhe milI hai / maiM bhI to tumhArA sAthI huuN| tumhAre sAtha kAma kara rahA hUM / yaha kaho -- kulhAr3I hameM milI hai / ve isa prakAra Apasa meM bAteM kara rahe the| itane meM hI thor3I dUrI para kulhAr3I kA mAlika, jo vahIM kAma kara rahA thA, vaha bolA -- yaha kulhAr3I merI hai / aba jisane pahale kulhAr3I ko dekhA thA, usane apane sAthI se kahA - 'are, kulhAr3I kA mAlika A gayA / hama to aba pakar3e gye|' yaha sunakara sAthI bolA- 'kulhAr3I tumheM milI hai, isalie yaha mata kaho - hama pakar3e gaye / yaha kaho -- maiM pakar3A gayA / ' dRSTi kA kitanA bar3A antara ? jahAM vastu ko lene kI bAta AtI hai, vahAM kahA jAtA hai-- kulhAr3I hameM milI hai aura jahAM pakar3e jAne kI naubata AtI hai, vahAM kahanA par3atA hai--maiM pakar3A gayA / svArthapradhAna dRSTikoNa se samAja bahuta bImAra hotA hai / yaha sAmAjika bImArI kA sabase bar3A kAraNa hai / pratyeka vyakti apane svArtha ke lie socatA hai / vaha yaha nahIM socatA ki usa cintana se samAja kA kyA hogA ? jaba samAja bImAra hogA taba kyA vyakti usa bImArI se prabhAvita hue binA raha sakegA ? yaha kabhI saMbhava nahIM hai / vyakti aura samAja alaga-alaga nahIM haiM / samAja kA ghaTaka hai vyakti / vyakti ikAI hai aura samAja una ikAiyoM kA samUha | vyakti bImAra hogA to samAja bImAra hogA / samAja bImAra hogA to vyakti bImAra hogA / aisI koI bhI khir3akI nahIM hai ki use banda kara dene para bAhara kI durgandha na aae| havA nahIM AegI to dama ghuTane lagegA / eka kI bImArI kA pariNAma sAre samAja ko bhugatanA par3atA hai / AdamI isa tathya ko nakAratA jA rahA hai, isIlie samAja bImAra se bImAra hotA calA jA rahA hai / svArtha-saMyama racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa kA pahalA sUtra hai -- svArtha saMyama kI kSamatA / vyakti meM svArtha nahIM hotA, yaha nahIM mAnanA cAhie / vyaktigata svArtha ko M kabhI chur3AyA nahIM jA sakatA / yaha manuSya kI prakRti hai / kintu svArtha-saMyama kI kSamatA kA vikAsa kiyA jA sakatA hai| eka sImA taka svArtha mAnya ho ho sakatA hai, kintu svArtha itanA asIma na bana jAe ki vyakti saba kucha
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________________ -108 ekalA calA re svArtha ke lie hI kare / yaha asIma svArtha samAja ke lie khataranAka hotA hai| isalie yaha Avazyaka hai ki vyakti-vyakti meM svArtha para niyamana karane kI kSamatA jAge / karttavya bodha I racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa kA dUsarA sUtra hai-- karttavya-bodha / pratyeka vyakti ko apane karttavya kA bodha honA caahie| jisa samAja meM karttavya-bodha nahIM hotA, vahAM dhvaMsa zurU ho jAtA hai / pratyeka vyakti kA apanA kartavya hotA hai, dAyitva hotA hai| jahAM karttavya-bodha aura dAyitva bodha hotA hai, vaha samAja svastha hotA hai / jaba karttavya aura dAyitva kI cetanA lupta ho jAtI hai taba samAja rugNa ho jAtA hai / tAlAba bharA, pAnI se yA dUdha se eka rAjA ke mana meM yaha kalpanA jAgI ki use nAgarikoM ko parIkSA kara yaha jAna lenA hai ki unameM karttavya-bodha kI cetanA jAgRta hai yA nahIM ? ve kevala Adeza aura niyantraNa kA hI pAlana karate haiM yA unameM karttavya aura dAyitva kI cetanA bhI vikasita hai ? yaha zAzvata prazna hai / hara zAsaka ke sAmane yaha prazna rahA hai / prajA meM yadi kore niyantraNa kA hI bhaya rahatA hai to samAja kabhI svastha nahIM raha sakatA / jo zAsana ke sUtradhAra hote haiM, ve sadA yaha socate rahate haiM ki janatA meM Antarika cetanA bhI jAge / karttavya aura - dAyitva kI cetanA bhI jAge / zAsaka yaha anubhava karatA hai ki kevala DaMDe ke bala para hI samAja ko samyak rUpa se nahIM calAyA jA sakatA / rAjA ne parIkSA ke viSaya meM maMtrI se parAmarza kiyaa| eka upAya DhUMr3ha nikaalaa| dUsare dina sAre zahara meM yaha ghoSaNA karavA dI gaI - 'zahara meM jitane bhI strI-puruSa haiM, Aja rAtri kA prathama prahara bItane se pUrva, nava-nirmita - tAlAba meM eka loTA dUdha kA ddaaleN| vahAM koI nirIkSaka nahIM rahegA, dekhane vAlA nahIM rhegaa| yaha AtmAnuzAsana kA parIkSaNa hai / saba karttavya kA anubhava kareM aura eka-eka loTA dUdha tAlAba meM DAleM / ' sabane ghoSaNA sunii| eka AdamI ke mana meM yaha vikalpa AyA-- zahara meM hajAroM strI-puruSa haiM / saba dUdha DAleMge / yadi maiM eka loTA pAnI DAla dUMgA to . kyA antara AegA, kauna dekhegA ? vaha pAnI se bharA loTA lekara calA aura tAlAba meM DAla AyA / jaba eka ke mana meM yaha vikalpa uTha sakatA hai to dUsare ke mana meM kyoM nahIM uThegA ? avazya uTha sakatA hai / dUsare AdamI ne
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________________ racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa 106. socA, tIsare aura cauthe ne bhI yahI socA / tAlAba bhara gayA / hajAroM loTe usameM uDele ge| prAtaHkAla huaa| rAjA ke mana meM eka kalpanA thI ki sarvatra pAnI kA tAlAva hotA hai, para mere rAjya meM, nagara meM, dUdha kA tAlAba hogA / yaha itihAsa kI eka vicitra ghaTanA hogii| rAjA ullAsa bhare hRdaya se sthAna para gayA / maMtrIgaNa bhI sAtha the / dUdha se bhare tAlAba ko dekhane ke lie saba lAlAyita the / rAjA ne dekhA, tAlAba labAlaba bharA hai--dUdha se nahIM, pAnI se / rAjA ne maMtrI se pUchA-yaha kyA ? kyA Adeza nahIM sunAyA gayA ? maMtrI bolA-Adeza sabane sunA hai, Adeza kA pAlana sabane kiyA hai / dUdha ke badale pAnI se tAlAba bhara gayA hai / aisA isalie huA hai ki hama apane nAgarikoM meM karttavya-bodha kI cetanA nahIM jagA pAe aura jahAM karttavya-bodha kI cetanA nahIM jAgatI vahAM aisA hI hotA hai, dUdha ke badale pAnI se tAlAba bhara jAtA hai| kartavya aura dAyitva kA bodha sAmAjika svAsthya ke lie bahuta jarUrI hotA hai karttavya-bodha aura dAyitva-bodha, karttavya kI cetanA kA jAgaraNa aura dAyitva kI cetanA kA jAgaraNa / Akhira daNDa aura yaMtraNA se kaba taka kArya calegA ? kyA pUre jIvana-kAla taka AdamI niyaMtraNa se rahegA ? kyA yaha bhaya nirantara sira para savAra hI rahegA ? bhayabhIta samAja sadA rogagrasta rahatA hai, vaha kabhI svastha ho nahIM sktaa| bhaya sabase bar3I bImArI hai / bhaya taba hotA hai jaba dAyitva aura kartavya kI cetanA nahIM jaagtii| jisa samAja meM karttavya aura dAyitva kI cetanA jAga jAtI hai, use Darane kI jarUrata nahIM hotii| arjana ke sAtha visarjana racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa kA tIsarA sUtra hai-arjana ke sAtha-sAtha visarjana bhI ho| Aja kI bImArI kA bahuta bar3A lakSaNa hai-arjana aura saMgraha / AdamI arjana aura saMgraha meM jyAdA rasa letA hai / AdamI cAhatA hai ki saMgraha kA adhika se adhika upayoga apane hI lie ho / saMgraha kA bhoga sabake lie na ho| yaha bImArI kA mUla hai| jaba taka arjana ke sAtha visarjana kI bAta nahIM jur3a jAtI taba taka samAja svastha nahIM bana sktaa| AdamI prakRti kI ora dhyAna de| AdamI khAtA hai sAtha-sAtha visarjana bhI karatA hai| yadi AdamI khAtA hI calA jAe, zauca na kare to do dina meM
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________________ ekalA calo re bImAra ho jAtA hai / bar3I musIbata hotI hai jaba AdamI kevala letA hai, chor3atA nahIM / jaba lene aura chor3ane kA cakra barAbara calatA hai taba saba kucha ThIka hotA hai, anyathA gar3abar3I paidA ho jAtI hai| pravAha svaccha rahatA hai kyoMki pAnI AtA hai aura Age saraka jAtA hai| yaha krama calatA rahatA hai| gar3he meM pAnI ikaTThA ho jAtA hai, usameM AtA hI AtA hai, usase nikalatA nahIM, taba pAnI gaMdalA bana jAtA hai| Aja kI sabase bar3I samasyA yaha hai ki arjana ke sAtha visarjana kI bAta jur3I huI nahIM hai| isIlie dhvaMsAtmaka bhAvanAeM, hiMsA kI pravRttiyAM bar3ha rahI haiM / jaba hiMsAtmaka ghaTanAeM aura krAMtiyAM ghaTita hotI haiM taba sArA vAtAvaraNa vikSubdha ho jAtA hai / yaha mUla nahIM hai / yaha ciMtA kI bAta nahIM hai / yaha to lakSaNa hai| koI bhI hiMsAtmaka pravRtti hotI hai, yaha sAmAjika asvAsthya kA lakSaNa hai / DakaitiyAM, coriyAM hotI haiM, ye bhI sAmAjika asvAsthya kA lakSaNa haiM, pariNAma haiN| AdamI pariNAma kI ciMtA karatA hai, pariNAma ko miTAnA cAhatA hai, kAraNa kI ciMtA nahIM krtaa| isIlie asvAsthya nahIM miTatA / mUla kAraNa kI khoja honI caahie| Aja kA samAja arjana-pradhAna aura saMgraha-pradhAna bana gyaa| usane visarjana aura asaMgraha kI bAta bhulA dii| kevala dhanavAna hI visarjana kare, yaha bAta nahIM hai| sabameM visarjana kI bhAvanA jAganI caahie| arjana ke anupAta se visarjana hotA hai, taba racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa Age bar3hatA hai| adhika Aya, adhika visarjana / thor3I Aya, thor3A visarjana / racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa ke tIna sUtra haiM1. svArtha-saMyama kI kssmtaa| 2. karttavya-bodha aura dAyitva-bodha kA jAgaraNa / 3. arjana ke sAtha visarjana kI saMyuti / ina tIna sUtroM ke dvArA hama sAmAjika svAsthya kA anumApana kara sakate haiN| jisa samAja meM ye tIna sUtra pracalita haiM vaha samAja svastha hai, racanAtmaka haiM / jisameM ye tIna sUtra pracalita nahIM haiM, vaha samAja rugNa hai, dhvaMsAtmaka hai / racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa kI upalabdhiyAM racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa kI aneka upalabdhiyAM haiN| jaba samAja kA dRSTikoNa racanAtmaka nahIM hotA taba vaha ina upalabdhiyoM se vaMcita raha jAtA hai| Aja kA samAja usakA zikAra hai / racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa kI pAMca upalabdhiyAM
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________________ racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa 1. mAnasika zAnti 2. samasyA - mukti 3. anAsakti 4. karuNA 5. satyaniSThA racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa vAle samAja meM ye pAMca ghaTanAeM svataH ghaTita hotI 111 haiM / 1 mAnasika zAnti Aja ke isa tanAvapUrNa yuga kI bar3I samasyA hai mAnasika azAMti / usakA mUla kAraNa hai ki AdamI kA dRSTikoNa racanAtmaka nahIM hai / jaba dRSTi racanAtmaka hotI hai taba mAnasika zAMti apane Apa AtI hai / aura taba AdamI - parama prasanna rahatA hai / usakI ulajhaneM samApta ho jAtI haiM / vaha bhayamukta jIvana jItA hai / 2. samasyA- mukti racanAtmaka dRSTi se samasyA se chuTakArA mila jAtA hai / samasyA ulatI nahIM / vaha AtI hai aura sulajha jAtI hai| eka hotA hai samasyA kA cakra - aura eka hotI hai kevala samasyA / samasyA kA cakra pIr3AkAraka hotA hai / samasyA to AtI hai aura calI jAtI hai / jaba samasyA kA cakra bana jAtA hai -taba sulajhane kI bAta nahIM hotI / eka samasyA dUsarI ko paidA karatI hai aura dUsarI samasyA tIsarI samasyA ko paidA kara detI hai / yaha nirantara cakra calatA hai, kahIM anta nahIM AtA vaha ananta bana jAtA hai / samasyAoM ke puTa -lagate jAte haiM, kahIM bhI ve samApta nahIM hote / jaba dRSTikoNa racanAtmaka hotA hai taba samasyAoM kA cakra nahIM hotA, samasyA antahIna nahIM hotI / vaha AtI hai aura usakA samAdhAna mila jAtA hai / / 3. anAsakti AvazyakatA pUrti kI bAta sadA rahatI hai, para yathArtha ke prati gAr3ha Asakti nahIM hotI / AvazyakatA pUrti eka bAta hai aura Asakti dUsarI bAta hai / apane jIvana kI anivArya AvazyakatAoM ko pUrI karanA yaha to anivAryatA hai, kintu padArthoM ke prati Asakta ho jAnA, anivAryatA nahIM hai / yaha to svayaM kA hI vyAmoha hai /
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________________ 112 ekalA calo re 4.karaNA racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa se karuNA kI vRtti kA vikAsa hotA hai, krUratA samApta hotI hai / dhvaMsAtmaka dRSTikoNa meM krUratA panapatI hai aura samAja ko usake duSpariNAma bhugatane par3ate haiN| 5. satyaniSThA ___racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa ke abhAva meM vyakti kI niSThA satya ke prati nahIM hotI / usakI niSThA vastu yA padArtha ke prati hotI hai / satyaniSTha hone aura vastuniSTha hone meM bahuta bar3A antara hai / vastu kI upayogitA ko svIkAra karanA, vastu kA upayoga karanA eka bAta hai aura vastuniSTha honA dUsarI bAta hai / niSThA parama ke prati honI caahie| jo parama nahIM hai, carama nahIM hai, usake prati niSThA hotI hai to bahuta bar3A khatarA paidA ho jAtA hai| bhAratIya saMskRti kA mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai-'paraM pazyata mA'paraM / ' para (parama) ko dekho, apara (aparama) ko mata dekho| aparA-parA vidyA bhArata meM vidyAoM kI do dhArAeM rahI haiM--eka hai parAvidyA kI dhArA aura dUsarI hai aparAvidyA kI dhaaraa| aparAvidyA bhautika vijJAna kI ora le jAtI hai, vaha padArtha-vijJAna sikhAtI hai| usake dvArA AdamI apanI AjIvikA kA saMcAlana karatA hai, use pUrI karatA hai| yaha bhI mahattvapUrNa hai| isake binA kAma nahIM cala sktaa| isako chor3A nahIM jA sktaa| kintu isI meM hameM nahIM aTaka jAnA cAhie, nahIM ruka jAnA caahie| yaha antima bindu nahIM hai / yaha madhya virAma hai / yahAM aTakanA nahIM hai / yahAM jo aTakatA hai, vaha bhaTaka jAtA hai| aparA vidyA meM aTaka jAne ke kAraNa hI bhraSTAcAra aura anaitikatA panapatI hai| kyoMki jo vyakti aparA vidyA ko hI antima bindu mAna letA hai, usakI vidyA dhana meM kendrita ho jAtI hai| vaha padArthaniSTha bana jAtA hai| usase Age usakI dRSTi nahIM jaatii| vaha yena-kena-prakAreNa artha-saMgraha kI ora unmukha hotA hai| usake lie sAdhanazuddhi kI bAta samApta ho jAtI hai| yahAM eka vicAra vikasita huA thA ki sAdhya kitanA hI UMcA ho, yadi usakI prApti ke sAdhana zuddha nahIM haiM to sAdhya kA mUla kama ho jaaegaa| sAdhya zuddha hai to sAdhana bhI zuddha honA caahie| dhana kamAnA eka sAdhya hai / yaha jIvana-yApana ke lie jarUrI hai /
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________________ racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa puruSArtha catuSTayI dharma, artha, kAma aura mokSa-yaha puruSArtha catuSTayI gRhastha samAja kA mahattvapUrNa aMga hai| sabhI saMnyAsI nahIM ho skte| ghara ko chor3a saba guphAvAsI nahIM bana skte| unameM kAmanA hotI hai| kAma bhI eka puruSArtha hai| jaba kAma hai, kAmanA hai, to usakI pUrti bhI honI caahie| usakI pUrti kA sAdhana hai artha, dhana / kAma sAdhya hai aura usakA sAdhana hai artha / yadi kAma aura artha do hI raheM to samAja svastha nahIM raha sktaa| vaha unnata aura vikAsazIla nahIM ho sktaa| isake lie mokSa aura dharma kI khoja huI / mokSa sAdhya hai| yaha hamArA antima sAdhya hai| saba duHkhoM se chuTakArA pA lenA hI antima lakSya hai| usakA sAdhana hai dharma / mokSa sAdhya hai aura dharma sAdhana hai / isa prakAra puruSArtha catuSTayI meM do sAdhya haiM aura do sAdhana haiMkAma sAdhya hai, artha sAdhana hai / mokSa sodhya hai, dharma sAdhana hai / bhAratIya darzana kI yaha vizeSatA hai| usane kevala bhautikatA ko hI saba kucha nahIM maanaa| usane sarvopari sUtra diyA AdhyAtmikatA ko| donoM kA samanvaya usane sikhaayaa| korI bhautikatA bhI kAryakara nahIM hotI aura korI AdhyAtmikatA bhI kAryakara nahIM hotii| bhautikatA se duHkhoM kA anta nahIM kiyA jA sakatA to AdhyAtmikatA se roTI nahIM mila sktii| dharma se roTI aura kapar3A nahIM mila sktaa| dharma se makAna aura sukha-suvidhA nahIM mila sakatI / yadi koI kahe ki dharma karo, saba kucha ho jAegA-yaha jhUTha hai, mithyA dhAraNA hai| dharma se saba kucha nahIM hotA / jo kAma dharma se hone kA hai vahI kAma dharma se hogaa| jo kAma dharma se nahIM hone kA hai vaha kAma dharma se kaise hogA ? dharma se peTa nahIM bhara sakatA / peTa bharegA khetI karane se| yadi kisAna khetI na kara japa aura dhyAna meM laga jAe aura yaha mAna baiThe ki japa aura dhyAna se anna utpanna ho jAegA to yaha usakI bhUla hogii| japa aura dhyAna kA apanA mUlya hai, apanI upayogitA hai| sabakI apanI-apanI sImA hai / sabakI sApekSatA hai| nirapekSa koI nahIM hai, kucha bhI nahIM hai / hama kisI tathya ko nirapekSa mUlya nahIM deN| hama yaha bhI kalpanA na kareM ki saba AdamI kAma-mukta ho jAyeMge, niSkAma ho jAyeMge, yaha kabhI saMbhava nahIM hai / sAmAjika prANI meM kAmanA rahegI to usakI pUrti ke lie dhana bhI kamAnA hogA, arthArjana bhI karanA hogaa| yadi ina do kA hI astitva ho to donoM niraMkuza bana jaayeNge| kAmanA bhI niraMkuza ho jAegI aura artha kA arjana
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________________ 114 ekalA calo re bhI niraMkuza ho jaaegaa| chInA-jhapaTI, lUTa-khasoTa pnpeNge| AdamI kI isa niraMkuzatA para niyaMtraNa karane ke lie upAya kI khoja kii| usane dharma kA sahArA liyaa| dharma niraMkuzatA para aMkuza lagA sakatA hai| . svastha samAja meM kevala kAma aura artha hI paryApta nahIM hote / usameM tIsarA puruSArtha dharma bhI honA caahie| yaha kAma para bhI aMkuza rakhegA aura arthArjana ke sAdhanoM para bhI aMkuza rkhegaa| arthArjana ke sAdhana azuddha na hoN| Aja kA AdamI socatA hai-dhana kamAnA hai to phira sAdhana para vicAra kyA karanA hai ? jisa kisI sAdhana se dhana mile, use kAma meM lenA caahie| isa vicAra ne aprAmANikatA ko janma diyA aura Aja vaha carama zikhara ko cha rahI hai| yena kena prakAreNa 'yena kena prakAreNa' vAlI ukti kA citra eka saMskRta kavi ne bahuta hI sundara khIMcA hai ghaTaM bhindyAt paTaM chindyAt, kuryAd rAsabharohaNam / yena kena prakAreNa, prasiddhaH puruSo bhavet / eka AdamI ke mana meM prasiddha hone kI bhAvanA jAgI, usane upAya khoje / cintanazIla vyaktiyoM se vicAra-vimarza kiyA, para koI upAya hAtha nahIM lgaa| usameM koI aisI vilakSaNatA to thI nahIM ki loga usako AMkhoM para biThA lete| aisA koI usakA avadAna nahIM thA ki usakI pramukhatA mAnI jaatii| para prasiddhi kI bhUkha usakI bddh'ii| eka vyakti milA, usane kahA--tumhAre pAsa itanI kSamatA to hai nahIM ki acchA kAma kara prasiddha bno| acchA kAma karane vAlA prasiddha hotA hai to burA kAma karane vAlA bhI prasiddha ho jAtA hai| pahalA mArga tumhAre lie asambhava hai| tuma dUsare mArga ko cuno| usa mArga ke tIna avalambana haiM-ghar3oM ko phor3anA, kapar3oM ko phAr3anA aura gadhe kI savArI karanA / tuma bAjAra meM jAo aura vahAM bikane ke lie jo ghar3e par3e haiM, unheM lAThI se phor3a ddaalo| tumhArI isa pravRtti para loga ekatrita hoMge aura tuma sAre nagara meM prasiddha ho jaaoge| ___ yadi aisA na kara sako to apane kapar3e phAr3a DAlo, naMge hokara bAjAra se gujaro / sabakI dRSTi tuma para TikegI, tuma prasiddha ho jaaoge| ___ yadi yaha bhI na kara sako to gadhe kI savArI karo aura bIca bAjAra se
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________________ racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa 115 gujro| sabakA dhyAna tumhArI ora khiMca jAegA aura tumhAre phoTo liye jaaeNge| akhabAroM meM chapeMge aura tuma prasiddha ho jaaoge| ___'yena kena prakAreNa' kI sImA meM sAdhana-zuddhi kA praveza hI nahIM hotaa| vahAM jisa kisI tarIke se lakSya prApta karane kA hI dhyAna rahatA hai| samAja kI rugNatA kA yaha bahuta bar3A kAraNa hai| vahI samAja svastha rahatA hai jo satyaniSTha hotA hai, prAmANikatA ko sarvopari mUlya detA hai| jaba eka AdamI prAmANikatA se cyuta hotA hai to dUsarA cyuta kyoM nahIM hogA ? jaba sabhI loga aprAmANikatA ke cakravyUha meM phaMsa jAeMge to koI kaise sukhI raha pAegA? ThagAI kisakI ? __ Aja hiMsA ahiMsA ke kaMdhoM para baiThakara cala rahI hai| Aja beImAnI ImAnadArI ke kandhoM para baiThakara cala rahI hai| yadi sAre beImAna ho jAeM to beImAnI cala hI nahIM sktii| beImAnI ko ImAnadArI kA sahayoga hai, tabhI vaha calatI hai| ___ eka kisAna zahara meM AyA / gahanoM kI dUkAna para gyaa| gahane kharIde, sone ke gahane, camakadAra / dUkAnadAra ne mUlya maaNgaa| kisAna ne kahA-mere pAsa mUlya nahIM hai, rupaye nahIM haiN| ghI kA ghar3A bharA huA hai| Apa ise le leM aura gahane mujhe deN| saudA taya ho gyaa| dUkAnadAra bhI prasanna aura kisAna bhI prasanna / kisAna ghara gyaa| apane gAMva ke sunAra ko gahane dikhaaye| usane parIkSaNa kara kahA-tuma Thage gye| nIce pItala hai aura Upara svarNa kA jhola / kisAna ne socA-maiMne seTha ko ThagA to seTha ne mujhe Thaga liyA / seTha ghara gyaa| ghI ko dUsare bartana meM DAlanA caahaa| Upara ghI thA, nIce kaMkar3a-patthara / mAthe para hAtha rakhakara socA-maiM ThagA gyaa| maiMne kisAna ko ThagA aura kisAna ne mujhe Thaga liyaa| ___kisAna socatA hai-maiMne seTha ko Thaga liyaa| seTha socatA hai-maiMne kisAna ko Thaga liyaa| koI nahIM ThagA gayA / saudA barAbara ho gyaa| jaba pUrA samAja anaitika hotA hai to kauna kisako ThagegA ? kauna ThagA jAegA? sabhI socate haiM maiMne usako Thaga liyA, para Thage sabhI jAte haiN| beImAnI jaba vyApaka hotI hai, taba saba Thage jAte haiM / akelA koI nahIM ThagA jaataa| samAja meM ImAnadAra loga bhI rahate haiN| isa ImAnadArI ke kaMdhe para
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________________ 116 ekalA calo re car3hakara beImAnI cala rahI hai / satya ke AdhAra para asatya aura ahiMsA ke AdhAra para hiMsA cala rahI hai / yadi sAre hiMsaka bana jAeM to hiMsA adhika nahIM cala sakatI / hama isa bAta kA gaharAI se cintana kareM ki sAmAjika svAsthya ke lie atyanta Avazyaka hai satya kI niSThA, parAvidyA kI niSThA / aparA para hI nahIM rahanA hai / usa para aTakane kA pariNAma bhayaMkara hotA hai / aparA aura parA kA santulana banA rahe, bhautikatA aura AdhyAtmikatA kA santulana banA rahe / hama parama ko bhI dekheM, aparama ko bhI dekheM / satyaniSThA racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa kI pAMcavIM upalabdhi hai / kahane vAlA, sunanevAlA racanAtmaka dRSTikoNa ke svarUpa aura upalabdhiyoM ke viSaya meM saMkSipta carcA prastuta kI hai / Apa logoM ne vaiyaktika svAsthya aura vaiyaktika caritra tathA sAmAjika svAsthya aura sAmAjika caritra ke viSaya meM sunA / aba kahanevAloM kA koI pratibandha nahIM hotA sunanevAloM para / sunane ke bAda do sthitiyAM honI cAhie--manana aura AcaraNa / sune hue tathyoM para pratyeka vyakti manana kare, zraddhA kare aura phira AcaraNa kare / isameM saba svatantra haiM / kahane vAlA svataMtra hai to sunane vAlA bhI svataMtra hai / kahanevAlA yadi isa prabandha ke sAtha kahe ki aisA karanA hI par3egA to kahane vAlA bhI bhrama meM hai aura sunanevAlA bhI bhrama meM hai / kahanevAle kA prayojana taba pUrA ho jAtA hai jaba vaha apanI bAta pUre rUpa meM kaha DAlatA hai| isake bAda sunane vAloM kI sImA prArambha hotI hai / ve bhI pUrNa svatantra haiM / --jo unheM acchA lage, usa mArga kA avalambana leN| eka mArga hai vaiyaktika aura sAmAjika bImArI kA / dUsarA mArga hai vaiyaktika aura sAmAjika svAsthya kA / ye do mArga haiM / donoM mArga bahuta dUra taka jAte haiM / donoM samAnAntara rekhA kI bhAMti calate haiM / sAtha-sAtha calate haiM para kahIM milate nahIM / aba mArga ke cunAva kA prazna Apa para chor3a detA / jo mArga Apako acchA lage, usako apanAeM / cunAva kI yaha svataMtratA vyakti kI apanI svataMtratA hai /
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________________ manobala ke sUtra (pulisa ekeDemI, jayapura : 26 mArca 1981 se 4 apraila 1981)
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________________ manobalaM pravardhate 1. bahistanAni dravyANi, mittvA cAntardazA svayam / jIvanaM pazyato nityaM, manobalaM pravardhate / / 2. mandaM mandaM zvasana yo'sti, sohamityAttabhAvanaH / parAtmAnubhavastasya, manobalaM pravardhate // 3. yasmin pravartate vAyuH, cittaM tatraiva vartate / zarIra-manasoraikye, manobalaM pravardhate / / zithilIkaraNaM sAdhu, jAgarUkatvasaMyutam / nityamabhyasyato nUnaM, manobalaM pravardhate // 5. AhAre varjayan nityaM, apoSaNa-kupoSaNe / zarIraM vAhayet tasya, manobalaM pravardhate / / 6. saMyataM cApi nidrAti, jAgarti cApi saMyatam / satataM yatamAnasya, manobalaM pravardhate / / 7. ekatvAnubhavo dIrgha, ekAnte vAsamicchataH / avyastAnubhavastasya, manobalaM pravardhate / / 8. zabdAdiviSaye tAvada, indriyANAmagocare / cittaM pravartate tasya, manobalaM pravardhate / / 6. UrjAkendre kRtadhyAnaH, sUryAtapaM ca prANazakteH prakarSeNa, manobalaM sevate / pravardhate / / niyatyAM puruSArthe'pi, cintane cApyacintane / vizvAso vartate tasya, manobalaM pravardhate / /
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________________ ajJAta dvIpa kI khoja samudra ko do rUpoM meM dekhA gayA hai-zAnta aura taraMgita / jIvana ko bhI ina do rUpoM meM dekhA gayA hai-zAnta aura taraMgita / jIvana kabhI bahuta zAnta hotA hai aura kabhI taraMgeM hI taraMgeM, uttAla taraMgeM, UrmiyAM hI UrmiyAM / kalpanA nahIM kI jA sakatI, yaha vahI jIvana hai; kalpanA nahIM kI jA sakatI, yaha vahI samudra hai / jaba bhayaMkara tUphAna AtA hai, samudra kA rUpa badala jAtA hai / jaba bhAva kI taraMgeM, vicAra kI taraMgeM uThatI haiM jIvana kA svarUpa bhI badala jAtA hai / yaha vahI jIvana hai, aisA socanA, anumAna karanA bhI kaThina ho jAtA hai / una taraMgoM ke bIca, una taraMgoM ke nIce eka zAnta samudra hotA hai| eka zAnta jIvana hotA hai| use khojanA bahuta jarUrI hai| jIvana eka mahA-grantha hai / duniyA meM isase bar3I koI pustaka nahIM hai| isase bar3A koI grantha nahIM hai| yaha mahAgrantha hai, jisakA pratyeka pRSTha rahasyoM se bharA hai| pratyeka pRSTha ko samajhanA, usake rahasyoM ko jAnanA, sabase bar3I pahelI hai / Aja taka hajAroM-hajAroM logoM ne prayatna kiyA para isa mahAgrantha ko par3hane meM saphala nahIM hue| jIvana tIna tattvoM se nirmita huA hai-zvAsa, prANa aura cetnaa| zvAsa jJAta hai / prANa kucha jJAta aura kucha ajJAta hai / cetanA bilkula ajJAta hai| cetanA ke bAre meM hamArI jAnakArI sabase kama hai| prANa ke bAre meM usase jyAdA aura zvAsa ke bAre meM aura jyaadaa| zvAsa spaSTa hai, hama jAna lete haiM / hamAre jIvana kA lakSaNa banA huo hai zvAsa / zvAsa lene vAlA jIvita AdamI hotA hai aura zvAsa na lene vAlA mRta hotA hai| yaha hamArI pahacAna hai aura bahuta purAnI pahacAna hai / prANa ke bAre meM hamArI jAnakArI bahuta kama hai| prANa zvAsa kA hetu hai| prANa hai to zvAsa AtA hai aura prANa nahIM hai to zvAsa nahIM AtA / hamAre jIvana meM prANazakti kA eka pravAha hai / jIvana kA matalaba hI hotA haiprANa / prANa dhAraNa karanA, jInA / hamArA zvAsa prANa para nirbhara hai / loga yaha mAnate haiM ki zarIra meM viTAminsa paryApta haiM, tattva paryApta haiM--jitanA
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________________ 120 ekalA calo re kailziyama cAhie, phAsphorasa cAhie, poTeziyama cAhie, lavaNa aura khanija cAhie, ve sAre haiM isalie hamArA jIvana cala rahA hai, aura kahIM svAsthya meM gar3abar3a hotI hai, davA lete haiM aura usakI pUrti kara dete haiM, mAnate haiM ki hamArA jIvana ThIka cala rahA hai| para isa bAta kI ora hama dhyAna deM ki ye sAre tattva, sAre jIvana-svatva bhI tabhI kAma karate haiM jaba prANa kI dhArA kA pravAha ThIka calatA hai / yadi prANa kI dhArA kA pravAha ThIka nahIM hai aura prANazakti cuka jAtI hai to saMsAra kI sArI davAiyAM le leM, kisI kI sAmathrya nahIM ki jilA sake / kisI kI tAkata nahIM ki jI ske| davAiyAM bhI tabhI kAma karatI haiM jaba prANazakti ThIka hotI hai| bhojana bhI tabhI kAma karatA haiM jaba prANa kI dhArA ThIka hotI hai| svAsthya bhI tabhI ThIka kAma karatA hai jaba prANa kA pravAha ThIka hotA hai| to zvAsa se jyAdA mahattvapUrNa hai hamArA praann| isase bhI jyAdA mahattvapUrNa hai hamArI cetnaa| yaha eka ajJAta dvIpa hai, isa samudra meM kucha dvIpa jJAta haiM aura yaha eka ajJAta dvIpa hai| ise abhI taka khojA nahIM gayA / ise khojanA bahuta bar3I samasyA hai| cetanA ko pakar3anA kaThina hai aura isalie ki zvAsa sthUla hai, prANa sUkSma hai aura cetanA sUkSmatama hai / sUkSmatama ko khojanA bahuta bar3I samasyA hai| hamane dhyAna kA abhyAsa zurU kiyA hai, kevala prIti ke lie nahIM, kevala zithilIkaraNa ke lie nhiiN| jaba zithilIkaraNa hotA hai taba eka prakAra kA Ananda jAgatA hai / jaba tanAva kama hotA hai, zarIra zithila hotA hai, eka prakAra kI prIti jAgatI hai, sukha kA anubhava hotA hai / yadi dhyAna kA uddezya mAtra prIti, mAtra AnandAnubhUti ho to vaha koI bahuta bar3I bAta nahIM hai / dhyAna kA uddezya hai-satya kI khoja, ajJAta kI khoja / jo hamane nahIM jAnA, jo saccAiyAM hamAre sAmane prakaTa nahIM huIM, una saccAiyoM ko jAnanA dhyAna kA uddezya hai / socate hoMge ki dhyAna karate haiM to sabase pahale kAyotsarga, pUrA zithilIkaraNa, AMkheM banda, AkheM mUMda lete haiM / yadi dhyAna kA matalaba samasyAoM se AMkheM mUMdanA ho to dhyAna bhI eka palAyanavAdI pravRtti bana jaayegii| dhyAna palAyanavAda nahIM hai, samasyAoM se AMkha-micaunI karanA nahIM haiM, kintu samasyAoM ke srota ko khojanA, samasyAoM ko aura adhika ujAgara karanA aura unakA samAdhAna khojanA hai| bahuta bAteM khulI AMkhoM se nahIM dekhI jAtIM, ve bAteM mudI AMkhoM se dekhI
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________________ ajJAta dvIpa kI khoja 121 jA sakatI haiN| dekhane kA apanA-apanA niyama hai| kucha bAteM khulI AMkhoM se dekhI jAtI haiM to kucha AMkheM mUMdakara dekhI jAtI haiN| sabakA niyama eka nahIM hotA, darzana ke apane-apane niyama hote haiN| AMkheM mUMdane para jo saccAiyAM sAmane prakaTa hotI haiM ve khulI AMkhoM se prakaTa nahIM hotIM / hamAre sAmane samasyAeM haiM, hama svIkAra kareM isa bAta ko / pratyeka manuSya ke sAmane samasyAeM hotI haiM / isa duniyA meM janma le aura usake sAmane samasyA na ho; yaha mAnanA sabase bar3A asatya hai| koI bhI AdamI hamArI duniyA meM janma legA, use samasyAoM kA sAmanA karanA pdd'egaa| auroM kI bAta chor3a deM, maiM kahanA cAhUMgA ki loga kahate haiM ki bhagavAn sabase bar3A hotA hai, logoM ko bhASA meM kahanA cAhatA hUM ki bhagavAn bhI agara avatAra le le to duniyA meM avatAra lene ke bAda use samasyAoM kA sAmanA karanA par3egA / vaha bhI samasyA se mukta nahIM ho sktaa| __ hamArI paristhitiyAM, hamArA vAtAvaraNa, hamArI saMkramaNatA, yaha sauramaNDala kA prabhAva, sAmAjika prabhAva, vicAroM kA prabhAva, mAnasika cintana kA prabhAva, yaha smRtiyoM aura kalpanAoM kA maMthana aisA hai ki koI bhI AdamI samasyA se mukta raha nahIM sakatA aura samasyA se mukta hokara jI nahIM sakatA / kucha samasyAeM kAlpanika hotI haiM to kucha vAstavika hotI haiN| bhUkha lagatI hai, samasyA hai, roTI kI samasyA hai, ise hama kAlpanika nahIM mAna sakate / kAlpanika kaise ? vAstavika samasyA hai| roTI khAte haiM, samasyA kA samAdhAna ho jAtA hai| roTI nahIM milatI hai, samasyA prabala ho jAtI hai| jIvana kI anivArya jitanI AvazyakatAeM haiM ve vAstavika samasyAeM haiM / kucha samasyAeM hamArI kAlpanika bhI haiN| kAlpanika samasyAeM bhI kama bhayaMkara nahIM hotiiN| jitanI yathArtha kI samasyAeM bhayaMkara hotI haiM utanI hI kAlpanika samasyAeM bhayaMkara, usase bhI jyAdA bhayaMkara hotI haiM aura mujhe to yaha lagatI hai ki zAyada AdamI kAlpanika samasyAoM se jyAdA AkrAMta hotA hai| vAstavika samasyAeM bahuta thor3I haiM, inii-ginii| kintu kAlpanika samasyAoM kA kahIM anta nahIM hai / itanI jaTila samasyAeM jo pratidina hamAre sAmane ubharatI haiM, maiM iMgita kara denA cAhatA hUM kisa prakAra kAlpanika samasyAeM manuSya ko satAtI haiN| Apane kahAnI sunI hogI, do yAtriyoM kI, jo pAsa meM baiThe the| Trena meM lar3AI ho gyii| lar3AI kA kAraNa, eka samasyA / samasyA kAlpanika,
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________________ .122 ekalA calo re kevala kAlpanika / eka kahatA hai mujhe ThaMDa laga rahI hai aura dUsarA kahatA hai mujhe garmI laga rahI hai / eka uThatA hai, khir3akI ko banda kara detA hai| dUsarA uThatA hai khir3akI ko khola detA hai / TI0 TI0 AyA, yaha abhinaya dekhA aura bolA-"kyA abhinaya ho rahA hai rela meM ! calatI gAr3I meM kyA khela khelA jA rahA hai !" eka ne kahA, "havA bahuta teja cala rahI hai, mujhe ThaMDa laga rahI hai|" dUsarA kahatA hai, "khir3akI banda ho jAtI hai, mujhe bahuta garmI laga rahI hai, parezAna ho rahA hai|" TI0 TI0 gayA khir3akI ke pAsa meM aura jAkara dekhA to phema to hai lekina zIzA hai hI nahIM / aba kaise havA laga rahI hai aura kaise garmI laga rahI hai ? mAtra kAlpanika samasyA / / patI-patnI ke bIca bhaiMsa lAne kI yojanA bana rahI thii| bAta cala par3I ki bhaiMsa lAyeMge, dUdha hogA, garma kareMge aura malAI aaegii| aba patnI bolI ki malAI to maiM apanI mAM ko khilaauuNgii| pati bolA--yaha kaise ho sakatA hai ? hamAre ghara meM bhaiMsa ! saba kucha sAra-sambhAla tathA sArA zrama to hama kareM aura malAI tuma apanI mAM ko khilAogI, yaha nahIM ho sktaa| aisI teja lar3AI ho gayI Apasa meM ki par3osI ikaTThe ho ge| pUchA bAta kyA hai ? to patA calA ki malAI ko lekara lar3AI cala rahI hai| eka par3omI ne kahA ki tumhArI bhaiMsa mere kheta meM A gayI, mere kheta ko cara gaI isalie tumheM harajAnA denA hogA / vaha bolA--"bhaiMsa to abhI lAyA hI nahIM / " "to mUrkha AdamI ! kyoM lar3a rahe ho korI kalpanA se|" / pati-patnI meM jhagar3A ho gayA / patnI kahatI hai ki lar3ake ko DaoNkTara banAUMgI aura pati kahatA hai ki lar3ake ko vakIla bnaauuNgaa| par3osI ikaTThe ho gae / logoM ne kahA-are ! bAta kyA hai ? bAta batAyI ki sthiti yaha hai| patnI ne kahA-merI koI bAta sunI nahIM jAtI, maiMne eka hI to bAta rakhI jIvana meM ki lar3ake ko maiM DaoNkTara bnaauuNgii| bImAra rahatI haM, Ae dina DaoNkTara ko bulAnA par3atA hai / lar3akA DaoNkTara bana jAe to sArI samasyA hala hotI hai / pati ne kahA-merI bAta bhI Apa loga suna lenA, itane Teksaja ho gae, itanI samasyAeM, vakIloM ke cakkara meM phaMsatA huuN| agara merA lar3akA vakIla ho jAe to sArI samasyA hala hotI hai| logoM ne kahA-bAta to acchI lagatI hai / yaha DaoNkTara banAnA cAhatI haiM, Apa use vakIla banAnA cAhate haiM / para lar3ake kI icchA kyA hai, yaha to jAna lo| taba donoM ne kahA ---lar3akA to abhI paidA hI nahIM huA hai| :
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________________ ajJAta dvIpa kI khoja 123 hamArI duniyA meM na jAne kitanI kAlpanika samasyAeM hotI haiM / yadi hama saccAI para jAeM, to patA calegA ki kevala kalpanA ke AdhAra para itanI lar3AiyAM, itane saMgharSa, itane manamuTAva / yadi yathArtha ko khojate haiM to TM kucha bhI nahI nikalatA / kahAvata to yaha hai ki khodA pahAr3a nikalI cuhiyA / ina kAlpanika samasyAoM meM to cuhiyA bhI nahIM nikalatI / kucha bhI nahIM TM nikalatA, koI AdhAra hI nahIM milatA / hamArI donoM prakAra kI samasyAeM haiM -- kAlpanika samasyAeM aura yathArtha kI samasyAeM | ye hamAre manobala ko kamajora karatI haiM / mana kA bala TUTatA hai / isa pariprekSya meM hameM vicAra karanA hai ki manobala bar3ha kaise ? manobala kama na ho, isakA vikAsa kaise ho ? bhaya kI samasyA, hIna bhAvanA kI samasyA, pakSapAta kI samasyA aura asantulana kI samasyA -- ye cAra itanI bar3I samasyAeM haiM jo hamAre jIvana ko durbala banAtI haiM, manobala ko kama karatI haiM / aura jisa vyakti kA manobala kama hotA hai vaha vyakti isa duniyA meM aparAdhI kA jIvana jItA hai| durbalatA apane Apa meM eka aparAdha hai / zaktizAlI honA apane Apa meM eka nyAya hai / durbala AdamI nyAya kI bhIkha mAMgatA rahatA hai para duniyA kA niyama hai ki Aja taka durbala ko kabhI nyAya nahIM milA / kitanA bhI koI nyAya dene vAlA ho para nyAya dene vAlA kyA kare ? durbala AdamI nyAya lene kA pAtra nahIM hotA / Aja taka durbala bhIkha mAMgatA rahA, para koI use nyAya nahIM de sakA / nyAya zakti ke sAtha jur3A huA hai| jahAM zakti hotI hai, apane Apa nyAya mila jAtA hai / mAna lenA cAhie ki nyAya aura zakti donoM sAtha-sAtha calate haiM / durbalatA aura anyAya donoM sAtha-sAtha calate haiM / isameM dene vAle kA doSa maiM nahIM mAnatA / durbalatA kI prakRti hI hai ki vaha nyAya ko apanI ora AkarSita bhIM nahIM kara pAtI / bIca meM aise tarka A jAte haiM ki sAmane vAlA vyakti dekhatA hai ki maiM nyAya kara rahA hUM aura usakI durbalatA apane tarkoM kA aisA jAla bichAtI hai ki sAre nyAya kahIM cale jAte haiM, palle meM anyAya hI par3atA haiM aura atyAcAra hI par3atA hai / durvalatA apane Apa meM eka aparAdha hai / durbalatA apane Apa meM eka anyAya hai / balazAlI honA, zaktizAlI honA, zakti kA vikAsa karanA, eka nyAyocita cIja hai, saba kucha hai / pratyeka vyakti cAhatA hai ki bala kA vikAsa ho / zarIra ke bala kA vikAsa, buddhi ke bala kA vikAsa, vANI ke bala kA vikAsa, hara AdamI cAhatA hai / para manobala
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________________ 124 ekalA calo re bahuta kama logoM ko milatA hai / Apane sunA hogA, AcArya bhikSu ko aneka paristhitiyAM unake sAmane jaTila thIM / aisI sthitiyAM ki sAmAnya AdamI ke lie jInA bhI kaThina hotA / para saba sthitiyoM ko saha gae / kAraNa kyA ? manobala-bahuta majabUta manobala / zarIra kA bala Akhira kitanA hotA hai ? hAr3a aura mAMsa kA bala Akhira kitanA hotA hai ? manobala hI bar3A hotA hai / loga kahate haiM ki mahAtmA gAMdhI eka muTThI haDDiyoM kA Dhera thaa| kyA thA? kintu kitanA bar3A manobala ? itane bar3e sAmrAjya se nihatthe hokara sAmanA kiyA, kyA koI zarIra kA bala kAma de rahA thA ? bilakula nahIM / kevala manobala / Aja taka duniyA meM jitane bar3e-bar3e loga hue haiM aura jitane kAma kiye haiM, saba manobala ke sahAre kie haiM / hama isa viSaya para vicAra kareM ki kauna-sI paristhitiyAM haiM jo manobala ko kSINa karatI haiM aura kauna-sI paristhitiyAM haiM jo hamAre manobala ko bar3hAtI haiN| dhyAna ke dvArA yadi hamAre manobala kA vikAsa nahIM hotA hai to maiM mAnatA hUM ki dhyAna kI sArthakatA jIvana meM ghaTita nahIM hogii| dhyAna eka zakti hai aura usa zakti ke dvArA aneka zaktiyoM kA vikAsa hotA hai / usameM manobala kA bhI vikAsa hotA hai| eka samasyA hai bhaya jo hamAre manobala ko kSINa karatA hai| bahuta bar3A kAraNa hai| patA nahIM ki kitanI kalpanA bhaya ke sAtha jur3I hotI hai / aMdherA mana ko durbala banAtA hai / mujhe jyAdA vistAra dene kI jarUrata nhiiN| bahuta sAre loga mAnate haiM ki aMdherA hotA hai aura kisa prakAra kI kalpanAeM mana meM uThatI haiM / bhUta, preta, devatA, aura bhI na jAne kyA-kyA kalpanAeM uThatI haiN| jinheM bhaya lagatA hai ve hI jAnate haiM / kisa prakAra kI sthitiyAM AtI haiN| jo kamajora loga hote haiM, Dara taba lagatA hai| aMdhere meM akele hote haiM yA baiThe hote haiM bijalI ke prakAza meM / akasmAt bijalI calI jAtI hai usa samaya kyA bItatA hai, ve hI jAnate haiN| AzaMkAeM, mana me itanI AzaMkAeM uThatI haiM, kala kyA hogA? maiMne yaha kyA kara diyA ? kyA hogA ? aba kyA hogA? kahIM ghATA na laga jAe ? kahIM yaha sthiti na bana jAe ? itanI azubha kalpanAeM manuSya ke mana meM janma letI haiM ki AdamI nirantara usakI udher3abuna meM rahatA hai| jaba taka hameM usakI sacAI kA patA nahIM calatA, hama bhaya se mukti nahIM pA sakate / bahuta bAra to aisA hotA hai ki surakSA bhI hamAre lie bhaya kA kAraNa bana jAtI hai / hai to surakSA, para bhaya kA kAraNa mAna lete haiN|
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________________ ajJAta dvIpa kI khoja 125 purAne jamAne kI ghaTanA hai / eka bAdazAha samudra kI yAtrA kara rahA thaa| jahAja meM saba loga sAtha meM baiThe / eka sipAhI bhI sAtha meM thaa| thA sipAhI para bahuta kamajora / dUsaroM ko DarAne vAlA, para svayaM bahuta Darane vAlA / aba jahAja calatA hai aura hiloreM letA hai| dhakke lagate haiM, kabhI UMcA aura kabhI nIcA hotA hai / sipAhI to rone laga gyaa| bAdazAha ne mantrI se kahA-'kyoM rotA hai ?' 'mahArAja, ise bhaya lagatA hai| jaise hI jahAja hilatA hai, vaha socatA hai ki prANa aba gae, aba gae, aba gae / ' yaha to Dara rahA hai, smjhaao|' samajhAyA gayA / para samajhAne se kyA hogA ? samajhAne kI bAta, zabda to hamAre dimAga taka pahuMcate haiN| jahAM Dara lagatA hai, jahAM bhaya lagatA hai, vahAM to zabda jAte nahIM / eka minaTa rukatA hai aura phira jaise hI havA teja AtI hai, jahAja ulaTatA hai, pulaTatA hai, dhakke lagate haiM aura vaha jora se cillAne laga jAtA hai| bAdazAha parezAna ho gayA, mantrI parezAna, sAre loga parezAna aura usakI cillAhaTeM kAnoM ko bedha rahI haiM / mantrI ne socA ki kyA kareM ? eka upAya nikAlA, eka AdamI ko smjhaayaa| kucha AdamI gae aura use uThAkara samudra meM pheMka diyaa| pheMkA aura aba to cilla-poM zurU ho gayI, bahuta cillAyA, rone lagA, DUbane lgaa| DUbatA hai, tairatA hai, DUbatA hai, tairatA hai / AdamI kUde, tairAka the aura pakar3akara le aae| biThA diyaa| vaha bilakula zAMta / bilakula ronA zAMta / aba jahAja cala rahA hai, para ronA nhiiN| bAdazAha ne kahA-mantrI ! kyA kara diyA tumane ? kyA ho gayA, aba ronA kahAM calA gayA ? mantrI ne kahA-aba nahIM roegaa| pahale use patA nahIM thA ki jahAja meM kitanI surakSA hai / hama athAha pAnI meM jahAja meM baiThe haiM / athAha pAnI meM jahAja kitanI hamArI surakSA kara rahA hai yaha use patA nahIM thaa| thor3A-sA jahAja hilatA thA rotA thA / jaba pAnI meM DUbane lagA, rone lagA, marane lagA aura DUbane kI sthiti kA anubhava huA taba patA calA ki jahAja kA kitanA mUlya hotA hai ? aba yaha nahIM roegaa| sacamuca hamAre jIvana meM aisA hotA hai ki surakSA ko hama asurakSA mAna baiThate haiM, apanI kalpanA ke kAraNa, apane bhaya kI AzaMkA ke kAraNa / AzaMkA kI vRtti bar3I vicitra hotI hai| itanI prakAra kI AzaMkAeM liye AdamI calatA hai / merA vizvAsa hai ki jo vyakti dhyAna meM nahIM utaratA aura dhyAna ke dvArA sacAI kA anubhava nahIM karatA vaha vyakti AzaMkA kI samasyA se apane Apako kabhI nahIM chur3A pAtA / bur3hApe meM kyA hogA, bImArI meM kyA
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________________ ekalA calo re hogA ? amuka sthiti meM kyA hogA? lar3ake ne vidroha kara diyA to kyA hogA ? patnI ne roTI banAnA banda kara diyA to kyA hogA? kyA hogA' kA kabhI anta nahIM AtA jIvana meM / hara vyakti ke jIvana meM kyA hogA' kI AzaMkA jur3I huI hai / koI duniyA meM davA nahIM jo isa AzaMkA ko miTA sake / eka bAra manobala jAga jAtA hai dhyAna kI zakti ke dvArA to phira 'kyA hogA' kI bAta hI samApta ho jAtI hai / jo honA hai so hogaa| kabhI honA hai taba hogA / Aja hI to nahIM honA hai| jaba honA hai taba honA hai| honA bhI hai yA nahIM, patA nahIM, para ronA-dhonA to Aja hI ho gyaa| nahIM honA hai to phira use honA pdd'egaa| apanI durvalatA ke kAraNa AdamI isa prakAra kI kalpanA karatA hai, azubha kalpanA karatA hai aura nahIM hone vAlI ghaTanA ko bhI zAyada nimantrita kara letA hai| jisa prakAra kA mAnasika cintana bAra-bAra hotA hai to na hone vAlI ghaTanA ko bhI ghaTita hone kI sambhAvanA ho jAtI hai / yadi manobala majabUta hotA hai aura una sArI azubha AzaMkAoM ko TAla detA hai to hone vAlI ghaTanA bhI Tala jAtI hai| dhyAna eka bahuta bar3I sacAI hai, dhyAna eka bahuta bar3I zakti hai aura zakti ke vikAsa kA bahuta bar3A rahasya hai| hamArI duniyA meM bahuta sAre kAraNa haiM jo hamAre manobala para itanA prabhAva jamAe baiThe haiN| do-tIna kAraNoM kI carcA karanA cAhatA huuN| eka cetanA kA jagat, eka graMthiyAM aura eka sauramaMDala / cetanA ko khojanA hai to granthiyoM ke stara para khojanA hogaa| lezyA yA bhAvadhArA ke stara para khojanA hogA / cetanA kI eka avasthA kA nAma hai-lezyA / jo cetanA taijasa zarIra ke sAtha, sUkSma zarIra ke sAtha kAma karatI hai usa cetanA kA nAma hai lezyA aura use kucha loga vRtti bhI kahate haiM, vRttistarIya cetanA / eka bhAvadhArA kI cetanA aura vaha bhAvadhArA kI cetanA prakaTa hotI hai zarIra meM aura prakaTa hone kA taMtra hai-pranthi taMtra / zarIra meM kucha granthiyAM haiM---pIniyala, picyUTarI, thAirAiDa, perAthAirAiDa, eDrInala, gonADrasa Adi / ina granthiyoM meM vaha cetanA prakaTa hotI hai| aura vaha prabhAvita hotI hai sauramaMDala ke dvaaraa| tIna vAteM jur3a jAtI haiM--cetanA, granthiyAM aura sauramaNDala / sUrya sArI granthiyoM ko prabhAvita karatA hai / candramA hamArI granthiyoM ko prabhAvita karatA hai| maMgala, budha, bRhaspati granthiyoM ko prabhAvita karate haiM / to ye sauramaNDala ke jo tAre haiM, sTArsa haiM ve granthiyoM ko prabhAvita karate haiN| eka bAhara se, sauramaMDala ke vikaraNoM se Ane vAlA
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________________ ajJAta dvIpa kI khoja 127 prabhAva, dUsarA hamArI cetanA se Ane vAlA prabhAva aura una donoM ko jhelane vAlA hamArI granthiyoM kA prabhAva / ye tIna itane paraspara sambaddha aura jur3e hue haiM ki isa tInoM ko chor3akara jIvana kI vyAkhyA nahIM ho sakatI / kevala zvAsa ke AdhAra para jIvana ko nahIM samajhA jA sakatA, kevala prANa ke AdhAra "para jIvana kI samasyAoM kI vyAkhyA nahIM kI jA sktii| isa mahAgraMtha ko nahIM par3hA jA sakatA jaba taka lezyA kI cetanA ko hama nahIM jAna lete| hamArI jaTila samasyAeM, jaTila paheliyAM aura ulajhaneM tabhI vyAkhyAta ho sakatI haiM jaba hama cetanA ke stara para jIvana ko samajhane kA prayatna kreN| manuSya kyoM krodha karatA hai ? kyoM bhaya karatA hai ? kyoM hInabhAvanA se grasta hotA hai ? kyoM ahaMkAra se grasta hotA hai ? kyoM pakSapAta karatA hai ? kyoM priya aura apriya kA saMvedana karatA hai ? kyoM asantulana karatA hai ? ye sArI sthitiyAM, sArI samasyAeM jo vyakti kI apanI samasyAeM haiM, mAnasika samasyAeM haiM--ina sArI samasyAoM kI vyAkhyA cetanA ke stara para hI kI jA sakatI hai / bAta hai ki maMgala, sUrya, budha aura bRhaspati se Ane vAle vikiraNoM kA prabhAva par3atA hai / yaha koI andhavizvAsa nahIM hai| maiM jyotiSa ko andhavizvAsa nahIM mAnatA, bahuta vaijJAnika bAta hai yh| sAre vikiraNa prabhAvita karate haiM vyakti ko| para kaba karate haiM ? jaba hamArI cetanA kI sthiti usake anukUla hotI hai / yadi hama cetanA kI sthiti ko balavAn banA lete haiM, usake pratikUla banA lete haiM to vikiraNa Ate haiM, sparza karate haiM, para apanA prabhAva nahIM DAla pAte / eka jyotiSI hastarekhAoM ko jAnane vAlA, sukarAta ke pAsa AyA aura bolA-'maiM ApakA hAtha dekhanA cAhatA hUM aura Apake bhaviSya kI ghoSaNA karanA cAhatA huuN|' sukarAta ne kahA-'jyotiSI ! merA bhAgya maiM palaTa cukA huuN| maiM mere bhAgya kA nirmAtA bana gayA huuN| jaba jaisA cAhUM vaisA palaTa sakatA huuN| tuma kyA dekhoge, merI kuNDalI ko aura kyA dekhoge merI hastarekhA ko! maiM svAmI huuN|' ___jo vyakti cetanA ke stara para apane Apako badala letA hai, phira bAhara kA prabhAva kama hone laga jAtA hai| ___ dhyAna eka prakriyA hai cetanA ko badalane kI, cetanA ko samajhane kI aura cetanA ke rUpAntara kI / hama dhyAna ke dvArA apanI cetanA kA nirmANa karate haiM, usa cetanA kA nirmANa karate haiM ki krodha kI sthiti hai, vAtAvaraNa hai para
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________________ 128 ekalA calo re krodha nahIM A rahA hai / ahaMkAra kI sthiti hai para ahaMkAra nahIM jAga rahA hai| lar3ane kA pUrA vAtAvaraNa hai, pUrI sthiti hai, para lar3AkU vRtti kAma nahIM kara rahI hai| yaha kaise ho sakatA hai ? yaha saba cetanA ke rUpAntaraNa ke dvArA hI ho sakatA hai / manobala itanA bar3ha jAtA hai ki ye sArI sthitiyAM apanA prabhAva nahIM ddaaltiiN| hama dUra kyoM jAeM, AcArya bhikSu ko hI leN| kisI ne kahA ki ApakA muMha dekhane vAlA naraka meM jAtA hai| unheM yaha sunakara gussA nahIM aayaa| koI vyakti Akara kahe ki ApakA muMha dekhane vAlA naraka meM jAtA hai, kyA gussA nahIM AegA ? svAbhAvika hai, AnA cAhie / na Ae to adhika mAnatA huuN| usa sthiti meM AcArya bhikSu ne kahA--'ThIka hai, bahuta acchI bAta hai / tumhArA muMha dekhane vAlA svarga meM jAtA hai| bahuta acchA huA, maiMne tumhArA muMha dekhA, maiM svarga meM jAUMgA aura tuma apanI jaano|' yaha bAta kaise ho sakatI hai ? tabhI ho sakatI hai jaba cetanA kA rUpAntaraNa ho jAe / yahAM paristhitivAda ko eka cunautI hai| loga vizvAsa karate haiM ki jaisI paristhiti hotI hai vaisA AdamI banatA hai| maiM Apase yaha kahanA cAhatA hUM ki paristhiti hone para bhI AdamI vaisA nahIM banatA, yadi cetanA vaisI bana jAtI hai|| AcArya tulasI ke pAsa eka bhAI Akara bolA-maiM Apase zAstrArtha karanA cAhatA huuN| AcAryazrI ne kahA-kisalie? kahA-nahIM, karanA cAhatA huuN| AcAryazrI ne kahA-~-zAstrArthoM kA yuga bIta gyaa| purAnA jamAnA thA, vaha akhAr3oM kA yuga bIta gayA / kisalie karanA cAhate ho ? AdamI bahuta bhalA thA, sAtha hI ImAnadAra bhI thaa| ImAnadAra na hotA to mana kI bAta nahIM kahatA / usane sApha-sApha bAta kaha dI-maiM Apako parAjita karanA cAhatA hUM, harAnA cAhatA huuN| AcAryazrI ne kahA-itanI choTIsI bAta ke lie itanA bar3A shaastraarth| yaha bahuta choTI-sI bAta hai, harAne kI bAta / tumhArA uddezya to yahI hai ki zAstrArtha kara AcArya tulasI ko harAnA cAhate ho, to kyoM itanA aDaMgA racate ho bhaI ? mAna lo tuma ki tuma jIte aura maiM hArA / bAta samApta hai| kyA paristhiti nahIM hai ki koI AdamI Akara kahe ki maiM tumheM harAnA cAhatA hUM aura uttejanA na Ae / yaha koI bAta kaha de ki maiM tumheM harAnA cAhatA hUM, vaha kaba harAegA, patA nahIM para air3I se coTI taka pasInA A jAe aura sAtha-sAtha lAlI bhI chA jAe / bar3I samasyA hotI hai| hama isa andha
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________________ 126 ajJAta dvIpa kI khoja vizvAsa meM na jAeM, isa bhrAMti meM na jAeM ki jaisI paristhiti hotI hai, AdamI vaisA banatA hai / mAnatA hUM, jaba taka cetanA nahIM badalatI, dhyAna ke dvArA vyakti apanA rUpAntaraNa nahIM karatA, taba taka to yaha sacAI hai ki jaisI paristhiti, vaisI cetanA aura vaisA aadmii| kintu jaba dhyAna ke dvArA hama eka prakAra kI apanI cetanA kA nirmANa kara lete haiM, apane manobala ko bar3hA lete haiM to paristhiti AtI hai aura hama usase kabhI prabhAvita nahIM hote / hama vahI karate haiM jo apanI cetanA ke stara para ghaTita hotA hai| hajAroM ghaTanAeM hamAre sAmane haiM / yaha paristhitivAda AtmavAda ke sAmane, caitanyavAda ke sAmane kArya kara nahIM hotA / ___ santulana, taTasthatA-ye sArI ghaTanAeM parivartita cetanA meM hI ghaTita hotI haiN| maiM dhyAna ko jisa rUpa meM dekhatA hUM-vaha rUpa hai kevala eka vartamAna kA kSaNa / merI daSTi meM ahiMmA, dhyAna, sAdhutva ye koI do nahIM haiM, bilakula nahIM haiM / jo ahiMsA kI paribhASA hai vahI dhyAna kI paribhASA hai / jo dhyAna kI paribhASA hai vahI ahiMsA kI paribhASA hai| jaina AcAryoM ne ahiMsA kI. paribhASA kI ki rAga-dveSamukta cetanA yA rAga-dveSamukta kSaNa kA nAma haiahiMsA / jisa kSaNa meM, jisa cetanA meM na rAga, na dveSa, usa kSaNa kA, usa cetanA kA nAma hai-ahiMsA / dhyAna kI paribhASA aura kyA hai ? jisa cetanA meM na rAga, na dveSa kevala samatA, usa cetanA kA nAma hai-dhyAna / jaba hameM priyatA kI anubhUti nahIM, apriyatA kI anubhUti nahIM, rAga kA saMvedana nahIM, dveSa kA saMvedana nahI, vaha hara kSaNa hamArA dhyAna hai| phira cAhe hama bhojana karate haiM, calate haiM, khAte haiM, pIte haiM, sote haiM, vaha bhI dhyAna hai| sone meM bhI dhyAna ghaTita hotA hai / Apa yaha na mAneM ki jAgane meM hI dhyAna hotA hai| sone meM bhI dhyAna hotA hai aura sone meM bhayaMkara vilApa bhI hotA hai| eka AdamI nIMda letA hai, nIMda meM bhayaMkara atyAcArI hotA hai| eka AdamI nIMda letA hai, nIMda meM mahAdhyAnI bhI hotA hai| nIMda bhI hamArI cetanA kI eka avasthA hai / jAganA bhI hamArI cetanA kI eka avasthA hai| donoM hamArI cetanA kI avasthAeM haiM aura dhyAna bhI hamArI cetanA kI eka avasthA hai| jaba dhyAna kI sthiti cetanA meM avasthita ho jAtI hai to phira sote-jAgate koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| sItA ne eka saMkalpa doharAyA apanA, jaba agni kI prajvalita jvAlAeM sAmane dhadhaka rahI haiM, usake taTa para jAkara mahAsatI ne kahA ki mana meM, vacA meM aura zarIra meM-jAgRta avasthA meM bhI, svapna meM bhI,
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________________ ekalA calo re nIMda meM bhI yadi rAghava ke sivAya, rAmacandra ke sivAya kisI ke prati pati kA bhAva AyA ho to agni mujhe jalA DAle / kyA koI kaha sakatA hai ? jAgane kI bAta kahanA bhI kaThina hai, kyA koI nIMda kI bAta kaha sakatA hai ? kintu jisakI cetanA badala gayI, phira nIMda meM bhI vaha ghaTanA ghaTita nahIM ho sktii| nIMda meM bhI ve ghaTanAeM taba ghaTita hotI haiM jaba hamArI cetanAeM rUpAntarita nahIM hotI haiM / jaba cetanA hI badala gayI to phira nIMda kyA aura jAganA kyA? yaha bheda-rekhA hI samApta ho jAtI hai| isIlie bhagavAn mahAvIra kI vANI hameM milatI hai--'suttA amuNiNo, muNiNo sA jAgaraMti'-amuni haiM ve jo sadA soye hue haiN| ajJAnI AdamI jise jJAna upalabdha nahIM hai, jisakI cetanA meM jJAna ghaTita nahIM hai vaha soyA hai cAhe dina ke bAraha baje hoM, yA cAra baje hoN| sadA soyA huA hai| aura jisakI cetanA meM rUpAntaraNa ho gayA, jJAnI bana gayA, muni bana gayA, cAhe rAta ke bAraha baje hoM yA do-sadA jAgatA rahatA hai / jAganA aura sonA--ye donoM cetanA ke sAtha jur3e hue haiN| dhyAna kA sabase bar3A uddezya hai cetanA kA rUpAntaraNa / cetanA kA isa prakAra rUpAntaraNa kara lenA ki hara kSaNa meM cetanA vaisI cale, hara kSaNa meM cetanA eka samAna rahe, hara vAtAvaraNa meM cetanA eka jaisI rahe / bahuta kaThina samasyA maiMne Apake sAmane prastuta kI hai| isa samasyA para hameM vicAra karanA hai| aura usakA nirmANa kaise saMbhava ho sakatA hai, usa sambhAvanA para bhI vicAra karanA hai / Apane pahale hI sunA ki hama loga kevala isa para vizvAsa nahIM karate ki aisA karanA hai / hama to isa para vizvAsa kara sakate haiM ki isakI prakriyA kyA hai, isakA upAya kyA hai ? yaha kaise saMbhava ho sakatA hai ? yaha vizvAsa hai ki jitane apAya haiM utane hI upAya haiM / eka bhI apAya aisA nahIM jisakA upAya na ho / pratyeka bAta kA upAya hai| upAya ko hameM khojanA hai| hameM yathArtha para vicAra karanA hai aura yathArtha ke sAtha dhyAna ko samajhanA hai| yadi dhyAna ko eka satya ke rUpa meM, eka badalatI haI cetanA kI avasthA ke sUtra rUpa meM svIkAra kareMge to dhyAna se bahuta kucha upalabdha hogA aura mAtra dhyAna ko eka halkA-sA manovinoda, ArAma aura vizrAma ke rUpa meM svIkAra kiyA to jo milanA cAhie vaha pUrA nahIM milegA / jaba taka hamArI cetanA kI eka viziSTa avasthA nirmita nahIM hotI taba taka pUrNatA nahIM aatii| hara bAta ke sAtha eka-na-eka kamI raha jAtI hai| kintu jaba cetanA kA eka stara aisA nirmita hotA hai, ye sArI
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________________ ajJAta dvIpa kI khoja adharI bAteM pUrI ho jAtI haiM, AkAMkSA hI samApta ho jAtI hai aura adhurApana samApta ho jAtA hai, apekSA samApta ho jAtI hai| hama isa prakAra kI cetanA kA vikAsa karane ke lie aura manobala ko bar3hAne ke lie dhyAna kI viziSTa ArAdhanA kara rahe haiM / vaha dhyAna jo hamArI cetanA kA hI eka prakAra hai, koI alaga se nhiiN| hamArI cetanA kI eka aisI avasthA hai aura vaha avasthA ki jisake prApta hone para bahuta-sI kAlpanika avasthAeM jo cetanA ke samudra meM eka taraMga ke rUpa meM AtI haiM, apane Apa vilIna hotI haiM aura hamArI cetanA kA samudra sahaja, zAnta bana jAtA hai /
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________________ apane prabhu kA sAkSAtkAra yuvarAja bhadrabAhu apane mitra sukezI ke sAtha jA rahA thaa| dekhA, zmazAna meM murdA jala rahA hai / bhadrabAhu ne pUchA- 'sukezI ! yaha kyA ho rahA hai ?' sukezI bolA, 'rAjakumAra ! murde ko jalAyA jA rahA hai / ' nAka-bhauM sikor3ate hue kumAra bolA-'koI kurUpa hogaa|' sukezI ne kahA---'nahIM, bahuta sundara thA yaha !' 'to phira kyoM jalAyA jA rahA hai ?' 'mara gayA aura marane ke bAda jalAnA hI hotA hai| kitanA hI sundara ho, jo mara gayA, marane ke bAda usase durgaMdha Ane laga jAtI hai| zarIra gala jAtA hai, sar3a jAtA hai / use jalAne ke sivAya aura koI upAya nahIM hai|' yaha sunate hI bhadrabAhu kA ahaMkAra cUra-cUra ho gyaa| use apane saundarya para bahuta garva thA / apane Apa ko bahuta sundara mAnatA thA aura apane zarIra para bahuta garva thA / vaha ekadama cUra ho gyaa| usane socA-kyA isa zarIra ko bhI jalanA hogA ? kyA yaha eka dina jala jAegA? bhadrabAhu jo sadA prasanna rahatA thA, jo phUla sadA vikasvara thA, vaha murajhA gayA, kumhalA gayA, usameM sikur3ana paidA ho gii| pratidina yaha manovyathA use satAne laga gaI / sukezI ne socA, kAma acchA nahIM huaa| mahArAja bhI cintita ho gae ki rAjakumAra ko kyA ho gayA ? kyA kiyA jAe ? bahuta samajhAyA, para kucha nahIM samajha paayaa| Akhira siddhAcArya, siddhayogI, mahAcArya ke pAsa le ge| unhoMne sArI sthiti jAnI aura kahA-'kumAra ! tuma abhI bhUla rahe ho| zarIra sundara nahIM hotA / sundara hotA hai zarIra meM hone vAlA caitanya / zarIra kA kyA sundara aura kyA asundara ? tuma zarIra meM mata ulajho / yaha mAtra eka upakaraNa hai, eka sAdhana hai / ise itanA hI mUlya do jitanA isakA mUlya hotA hai|' bahuta bAra hama ThIka mUlya prasthApita karanA nahIM jaante| jisakA mUlya kama hotA hai, use atirikta mUlya de dete haiM aura jisakA atirikta mUlya hotA hai, use kama mUlya dete haiM / ye sArI vyavasthA kI gar3abar3iyAM mUlyoM kI vyavasthA
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________________ 133 apane prabhu kA sAkSAtkAra kI gar3abar3I ke kAraNa hotI / jisakA jitanA mUlya, use utanA mUlya denA jAna jAeM to jIvana kI bahuta sArI samasyAeM anAyAsa sulabha jAtI haiM / samasyAoM kI ulajhanoM kA mUla kAraNa hai mUlya kA atikramaNa / yaha atikramaNa miTa jAe, phira samasyA hI kyA hai ? duniyA meM koI bhI aisA tattva nahIM jo sarvathA mUlyahIna ho aura aisA bhI koI tattva nahIM, jisakA sarvatra mUlya ho / duniyA meM aisI koI bhI vastu nahIM jo sarva mUlya kI adhikArI bana sake aura aisI koI bhI vastu nahIM, jo mUlya zUnya ho, jisakA koI bhI mUlya na ho / apane sthAna para sabakA mUlya hotA hai / pUjya kAlUgaNI kA eka vAkya bahuta bAra citta ko Andolita karatA hai| aMtima avasthA meM, jIvana kI saMdhyA meM unhoMne saba sAdhuoM ko yAda kiyA aura kahA - amuka sAdhu ne merI bahuta sevA kI hai / amuka sAdhu ne bahuta sevA kI hai / koI choTA sAdhu vizeSa sevA na kara sakA to bhI unhoMne kahA - isane bhI kama se kama pArzva badalane meM, karavaTa badalane meM, sahArA diyA hai / aura kucha nahIM to eka jholI bharakara dhUlI bhI lAyA hai bAhara se / -sevA kA mUlyAMkana, jisakI jitanI sevA usakA utanA mUlyAMkana / hamArI samasyA kA mUla AdhAra hai ki hama jIvana ke kucha tattvoM ko jyAdA mUlya dete haiM aura kucha tattvoM ko kama mUlya dete haiM / yadi mUlyoM kA santulana sthApita ho jAe to phira dhyAna sadhatA hai, sAdhanA svayaM siddha hotI hai aura jIvana kI samasyA svayaM sulajhatI hai / jIvana ke tIna tattvoM kI kala carcA kI thI-- zvAsa, prANa aura cetanA / zvAsa kA hamAre jIvana meM bahuta mUlya hai / prANa kA hamAre jIvana meM bahuta -mUlya hai aura cetanA kA hamAre jIvana meM bahuta mUlya hai / maiM nahIM kaha sakatA ki tInoM kA samAna mUlya hai / tInoM ke mUlyoM meM tAratamya hai / usa tAratamya ko ThIka samajha leM aura jisakA jitanA mUlya hai usako utanA mUlya denA jAna jAeM to eka nayI dizA kA udghATana hogA / yaha sthiti taba sambhava ho sakatI hai, jaba hama antardRSTi se jIvana ko dekha sakeM / jIvana ko dekhane kI do dRSTiyAM hotI haiM-- eka hai bAhyadRSTi aura dUsarI hai Antarika dRSTi / jaba bAhyadRSTi se jIvana ko dekhate haiM taba jIvana kI eka dUsare prakAra kI pratimA ubharatI hai / jaba Antarika dRSTi se dekhate haiM to jIvana kI dUsare prakAra kI pratimA nirmita ho jAtI hai /
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________________ ekalA calo re manobala kI carcA kara rahe haiM / jIvana kI bAhyadRSTi hotI hai to manobala kSINa hotA hai / jIvana ko dekhane kI dRSTi Antarika hotI hai to manobala kA vikAsa hotA hai / manobala ke vikAsa kA pahalA sUtra hai--jIvana ko dekhane kI Antarika dRSTi kA vikAsa / zvAsa hamAre jIvana kA pahalA tattva hai, gahana tattva hai / mujhe pratIta hotA hai, duniyA ke jitane bar3e vidvAn haiM, par3ha-likhe loga haiM, Aja ke vizvavidyAlayoM kI vidyA kI aneka paddhatiyoM meM jinhoMne bahuta vikAsa kiyA hai, una logoM ne bhI apane jIvana kI gahana gutthiyoM ko sulajhAne ke lie zvAsa kA thor3A bhI adhyayana nahIM kiyA, bar3e hI Azcarya kI bAta hai| ___ zvAsa kA hamAre jIvana ke sAtha, hamArI AdatoM aura vRttiyoM ke sAtha, lezyAoM ke sAtha bahuta gahana sambandha jur3A huA hai| sAmAnya AdamI kI dhAraNA hai ki jitane zvAsa lenA hai, utanA hI jInA hai| eka zvAsa kama nahIM hogA, eka zvAsa jyAdA nahIM hogaa| yaha sAmAnya dhAraNA kI carcA kara rahA huuN| vizeSa sthiti alaga bAta hai / hama eka minaTa meM pandraha zvAsa lete haiM / sAmAnya sthiti meM baiThe-baiThe pandraha zvAsa lete haiN| jaba calate haiM, zvAsa kI saMkhyA bar3ha jAtI hai / aThAraha zvAsa ho jAte haiN| bolate haiM to zvAsa kI saMkhyA aura bar3ha jAtI hai| bIsa zvAsa ho jAte haiN| nIMda lete haiM to zvAsa kI saMkhyA aura bar3ha jAtI hai| tIsa zvAsa ho jAte haiN| Aveza AtA hai, krodha, ahaMkAra, isa prakAra kI uttejanA, vAsanA jaba bharatI hai to zvAsa kI saMkhyA cAlIsa, pacAsa, sATha taka calI jAtI hai / zvAsa kI saMkhyA ghaTatI aura bar3hatI rahatI hai| usake AdhAra para hamArI zaktiyoM kA bhI vyaya kama yA adhika hotA hai| jitanI zvAsa kI saMkhyA jyAdA hogI, utanA zakti kA vyaya jyAdA hogaa| jitanI zvAsa kI saMkhyA kama hogI, utanA zakti kA vyaya kama hogaa| dIrgha zvAsa prekSA ke abhyAsa meM sAdhaka zvAsa lambA karatA hai aura usakA anubhava karatA hai / vaha pratyeka zvAsa ko jAnate hue letA hai| Apako yaha jJAta honA cAhie ki jaba citta kI vRtti zAMta hotI hai, taba dIrgha zvAsa hotA hai| ulaTakara kaheM to jaba dIrgha zvAsa hotA hai, taba citta kI vRtti zAnta hotI hai / jaise hI citta meM azAnti kA udgama huA, koI aMkura phUTA aura sabase pahalA prabhAva zvAsa para hogA / zvAsa choTA hone laga jaaegaa| choTe zvAsa meM Avega utarate haiM / athavA jaba Avega utarate haiM taba zvAsa ko
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________________ 135 apane prabhu kA sAkSAtkAra choTA banA dete haiM / yaha kabhI nahIM ho sakatA ki lambA zvAsa cale, dIrgha zvAsa cale aura Avega bhI A jaae| donoM ghaTanAeM eka sAtha ghaTita nahIM ho sakatIM / zvAsa kA hamAre jIvana ke sAtha sambandha hai, AdatoM ke sAtha sambandha hai / zvAsa-parivartana ke sAtha sArI bAteM sambandhita haiM / abhI taka Apa kevala zvAsa kA anubhava kara rahe haiM / zvAsa A rahA hai| zvAsa jA rahA hai / jaise-jaise abhyAsa kI paTutA bar3hegI, phira Apako dUsare anubhava hoMge / zvAsa ke sparza kA anubhava kareMge / zvAsa ThaMDA A rahA hai yA garma A rahA hai -- isakA bhI anubhava kareMge / zvAsa kI gaMdha kA anubhava kareMge / zvAsa kI gaMdha sadA eka prakAra kI nahIM rahatI / kabhI zvAsa kI gaMdha bahuta madhura hotI hai to kabhI zvAsa kI gaMdha bahuta kar3avI hotI hai| jisa prakAra kA antarbhAva hotA hai, jisa prakAra kI lezyA hotI hai, jisa prakAra kI bhAvadhArA hotI hai, zvAsa kI gaMdha badala jAtI / zvAsa kI gaMdha kA anubhava kara, apane bhItara chipI svAsthya - dhArA kA anubhava kara sakate haiM / eka bAta para vizvAsa kreN| sUkSma jagat meM jo ghaTanA ghaTita hotI hai, vaha sthUla jagat meM bahuta samaya ke bAda AtI hai / Aja ke vijJAna ne isa satya ko bahuta ujAgara kiyA hai / manuSya ke zarIra meM jo bImArI paidA hotI hai, vaha bImArI usI dina paidA nahIM hotI / hamAre sUkSma zarIra meM vaha bImArI do-tIna mahIne pahale paidA ho jAtI hai aura sthUla zarIra meM kucha mahInoM ke bAda paidA hotI hai / isI AdhAra para Aja saMbhAvanAeM Age bar3ha rahI haiM ki bhaviSya meM sUkSma yantroM ke dvArA bImArI kI pUrva ghoraNAeM hoMgI aura mRtyu kI bhI pUrva ghoSaNAeM hoMgI / bhAratIya yoga ke AcAryoM ne, adhyAtma ke AcAryoM ne isa dizA meM bahuta kAma kiyA haiN| bImArI kI pUrva ghoSaNA, mRtyu kI pUrva ghoSaNA kI aneka paddhatiyAM unhoMne vikasita kI thiiN| yogazAstra una paddhatiyoM kA bahuta lambA vivaraNa prastuta karate haiN| apanI chAyA kA bodha, apane svara kA bodha, apanI AkRti ko dekhane kA bodha - ye sAre bodha bhaviSya kI sUcanAeM dete haiM / jo kArya zAyada Aja yantra nahIM kara pA rahe haiM, ve apane svara ke dvArA hote the / yahAM svaroM kA bahuta sUkSma vikAsa huA thA / isa sacAI ko hama asvIkAra nahIM kareMge ki sUkSma jagat meM ghaTanAeM bahuta pahale ghaTita ho jAtI haiM, sthUla jagat meM ve bAda meM AtI haiN| zvAsa kI gaMdha ke dvArA jAnA jA sakatA hai ki zarIra meM kyA parivartana hone vAlA hai / vRttiyoM ke parivartana ke
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________________ ekalA calo re sAtha, cetanA ke badalane ke sAtha zvAsa kA sparza badalatA hai, zvAsa kA rasa badalatA hai, zvAsa kI gaMdha badalatI hai aura zvAsa kI dhvani bhI badalatI hai| ye sArI cIjeM badalatI haiN| jaina AcAryoM ne eka bAta para prakAza DAlA thA ki tIrthaMkara ke zarIra meM bahuta sugaMdha phuTatI hai, unake zvAsa meM bahuta madhura gaMdha hotI hai, unake zarIra meM se madhura gaMdha nikalatI hai| yaha eka lakSaNa bana gayA thA siddhayogI kA ki jisakI sAdhanA siddha ho rahI hai, usakI gaMdha ko pahacAna lo| zarIra meM se kisa prakAra kI gaMdha nikala rahI hai, niHzvAsa meM se kisa prakAra kI gaMdha nikala rahI hai| yaha zvAsa atIta aura vartamAna kI vyAkhyA karane vAlA tathA bhaviSya ko nirUpita karane vAlA jIvana kA eka bahuta bar3A tattva hai, para hama svayaM soceM ki kyA hamane zvAsa ko ucita mUlya diyA hai ? hamArI dRSTi meM jitanA roTI kA mUlya hai, jitanA pAnI kA mUlya hai, utanA zvAsa kA mUlya nahIM hai| khAe binA hama vizvAsa nahIM karate ki jIvita raha sakeMge? pIe binA hamArA vizvAsa nahIM ki hama svastha raha sakeMge? saMtulita bhojana kI carcA karate haiN| pAnI kI hama carcA karate haiN| davA para bhI hamArA vizvAsa hai| para zvAsa para hamArA koI vizvAsa nhiiN| yadi hamArA zvAsa para vizvAsa hotA to hameM roTI-pAnI se adhika cintA zvAsa kI hotii| kintu duniyA kA eka niyama hai ki jo jyAdA mUlyavAna hotA hai, usakA utanA hI kama mUlya AMkA jAtA hai| jo jitanA anivArya hotA hai, usakA utanA hI kama mUlya AMkA jAtA hai| jIvana ke lie roTI aura pAnI kI utanI anivAryatA nahIM hai, jitanI anivAryatA zvAsa kI hai, para hamArI dRSTi meM usakA koI mUlya nahIM hai| hamAre sAmane eka samasyA hai-zvAsa kA avamUlyana / isase Age kI samasyA hai--prANa kA avamUlyana / zvAsa kA bahuta mUlya hai| kintu zvAsa se bhI adhika mUlya hai hamArI prANadhArA kaa| prANa hai to zvAsa hai| yadi prANa nahIM hai to zvAsa hogA hI nhiiN| prANa zvAsa kA saMcAlana karatA hai, zvAsa prANa kA saMcAlana nahIM krtaa| prANa zvAsa se Upara kA tattva hai| prANa se bhI adhika mUlya hai hamArI cetanA kA / cetanA hai to prANazakti nirmita hotI hai, aura cetanA nahIM hai to prANa kA nirmANa nahIM hogA, zvAsa kA saMcAlana nahIM hogaa| ye tIna tattva-zvAsa, prANa aura cetanA hamAre sAmane haiN| ina tInoM ko dekhane kI antardRSTi kA vikAsa manobala ke vikAsa kA pahalA sUtra
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________________ apane prabhu kA sAkSAtkAra 137 / Aja manobala ke vikAsa ke dUsare sUtra kI saMkSipta-sI carcA mujhe karanI hai / vaha hai apane astitva kA bodha / hameM apane astitva ke bAre meM jAnakArI nahIM hai / hameM darzana kI zakti prApta hai / hama draSTA haiM, jJAtA haiM / jAnate haiM, dekhate haiM / para hamAre sAmane dekhane ke viSaya do haiM - eka karma aura dUsarA kartA / hamArA sabjekTiva mAiNDa aura oNbjekTiva mAiNDa | hamAre sAmane jitanA oNbjekTa hai, jitanA karma hai, jitanA viSaya hai aura padArtha hai usa para hamArA darzana aTakA huA hai / padArtha - darzana meM hamArI dRSTi pratibaddha ho gaI hai / hama dekhate haiM dUsare ko yA padArtha ko yA para ko| kisI vyakti ko dekhate haiM yA padArtha ko dekhate haiM hamAre jIvana ke sAre kSaNoM kA lekhA-jokhA kiyA jAe to niSkarSa hogA ki hamAre samaya kA 65 pratizata bhAga para darzana yA padArtha darzana meM bItatA hai| pAMca pratizata sva-darzana yA caitanya - darzana meM bItatA hogA / yaha pAMca pratizata bhI bahuta jyAdA hai| bahuta logoM kA to zAyada zata-pratizata samaya padArtha-darzana meM hI bItatA hai / yaha saMtulana bigar3a gayA / yaha saca hai ki padArtha-darzana ke binA jIvana kI yAtrA nahIM cala sakatI / paradarzana ke binA samAja kI vyavasthA nahIM cala sakatI / anivAryatA hai / hama use chor3a nahIM sakate / kintu eka saMtulana to honA cAhie / hama kevala dUsare ko hI na dekheM, padArtha ko hI na dekheM, saMsAra ko hI na dekheM, usake sAtha apane Apako bhI dekheM / yaha saMtulana banA rahe / pratidina hamArA yaha abhyAsa cale ki dUsare ko dekheM to apane Apako bhI dekheM / aisA karane se saMtulana nahIM bigar3egA / samasyA nahIM ulajhegI / Aja to saMtulana kho gayA hai / pariNAma kyA huA ? ahaMkAra bar3hA, mamakAra bar3hA / samasyAoM ko paidA karane vAlI hamArI do avasthAeM haiM-- ahaMkAra kA vikAsa aura mamakAra kA vikAsa / ye do samasyAeM sArI samasyAoM ko janma detI haiN| AdamI dUsare ko dekhegA to ahaMkAra bar3hegA, padArtha ko dekhegA to ahaMkAra bar3hegA / eka saMskRta kavi ne bahuta sundara likhA hai-- adho'dho pazyataH kasya, mahimA no garIyasI / uparyupari pazyantaH sarva eva daridrati // AdamI meM hIna bhAvanA paidA hotI hai yA ahaMkAra kI bhAvanA paidA hotI hai / ye do mAnasika granthiyAM sArI samasyAoM ko janma detI haiN| do kaoNmpleksa haiN| do granthiyAM haiM, jo sArI ulajhaneM paidA karatI haiM / kavi ne bahuta acchA likhA hai / apane se nIce ko AdamI dekhatA hai, nIce se nIce ko, to ahaM
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________________ 138 ekalA calo re kAra bar3hatA hai| eka lakhapati ko karor3apati dekhatA hai| ahaMkAra bar3hatA hai| karor3apati ko arabapati dekhatA hai to use bahuta choTA lagatA hai| ahaMkAra bar3hatA hai| eka karmacArI ko usakA bar3A adhikArI dekhatA hai| ahaMkAra bar3hatA hai, use bar3A adhikArI dekhatA hai to ahaMkAra bar3hatA hai| yAnI apane se choTe ko dekhate jAo, ahaMkAra bar3hane kA bar3A upAya hai| kintu jaba apane se. Upara ke logoM ko dekhanA zurU karo to hInatA kI bhAvanA banI raha jaaegii| hara AdamI daridra hotA hai| jaba eka karor3apati bir3alA-TATA ko dekhatA hai to apane Apako kucha bhI nahIM lgtaa| vaha apane ko garIba mAnane laga jAtA ___ padArtha ko dekhane se, para ko dekhane se do avasthAeM phalita hotI haiMahaMkAra yA hInatA kI bhaavnaa| isake sivAya aura koI bhI pariNAma nahIM AtA / jaba taka hamArI dRSTi 'para' meM ulajhI rahegI, jaba taka hamArI dRSTi padArtha meM ulajhI rahegI, taba taka isa hInatA kI graMthi ko, ahaMkAra kI graMthi ko nahIM rokA jA sktaa| mamakAra bhI bar3hatA hai / padArtha ke prati dRSTi jAtI hai aura mamatva bar3ha jAtA hai| vyakti ke prati samArI dRSTi jAtI hai aura mamatva bar3ha jAtA hai| mamatva-hInatA aura ahaM kI graMthi ko samAdhAna dene kA eka upAya khojA gayA adhyAtma ke AcAryoM ke dvArA, aura vaha upAya hai sva-darzana / 'kabhI-kabhI to apane bhItara bhI jhAMka liyA kareM / ' sva ko dekhane kA, antardarzana kA, apane Apako dekhane kA pariNAma hotA hai, samatA yA paramAtma-darzana / __ bhAratIya darzana meM paramAtma-darzana kI bahuta bar3I carcA hai| bahuta loga kahate haiM ki paramAtmA kA darzana ho| eka bahana ne kahA ki mujhe paramAtmA kA darzana karanA hai| bhagavAn kA darzana karanA hai| maiMne kahA-kara sakatI ho / usane kahA-kaise karU ? bar3I ulajhI huI bAta hai| paramAtmA bar3A sUkSma hai, atIndriya hai / jisa vyakti kI atIndriya cetanA jAgRta nahIM hotI, vaha paramAtmA ko kaise dekha sakatA hai ? para nizcita mAneM ki hamArI duniyA meM upAyoM kI koI kamI nahIM hai| koI khoje to hara bAta kA upAya hai / bImArI hai to usakI davA bhI hai| cikitsA bhI hai| upAya bhI hai| paramAtmA ko dekhane kI bhI eka paddhati hai| yadi Apako paramAtmA kA darzana karanA ho to apanA darzana kreN| paramAtmA ke darzana kA eka sIdhA upAya hai, jisa kSaNa meM hamAre mana meM hInatA yA ahaMkAra kI vRtti hotI hai, usa samaya hamArA
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________________ apane prabhu kA sAkSAtkAra paramAtmA lupta ho jAtA hai, chipa jAtA hai, calA jAtA hai| jisa kSaNa meM hamArI cetanA meM samatA kA anubhava hotA hai, na rAga, na dveSa, na dInatA, na ahaMkAra, na koI choTA, na bar3A--yaha samatA kI cetanA hI paramAtmA hai / paramAtmA koI Upara se nahIM AtA, AkAza se nahIM aataa| na kisI dharatI se nikalatA hai / apanI cetanA meM jaba-jaba samatA kA avataraNa hotA hai, vahIM hai hamArA paramAtmA / jaina AcAryoM ne jisa namaskAra mahAmaMtra kI carcA kI, use mahAmaMtroM kI koTi meM isalie mAnatA hUM ki unhoMne paramAtmA kI bahuta yathArtha vyAkhyA hamAre sAmane prastuta kI / pAMca paramAtmA haiM-arhat paramAtmA, siddha paramAtmA, AcArya paramAtmA, upAdhyAya paramAtmA aura sAdhu prmaatmaa| itanA vyApaka artha de diyA ki sAdhu yAnI sAdhanA karane vAlA hara vyakti paramAtmA hai / jo vyakti apanI cetanA kI sAdhanA karatA hai, vaha hara vyakti paramAtmA hai| sAdhanA kA sUtra hai samatA / jisane samatA kA mUlyAMkana kiyA hai, jisane samatA ko jInA sIkhA hai aura ina rAga-dveSa kI graMthiyoM, hInatA aura ahaMkAra se Upara uThakara samatva kA anubhava kiyA hai, vaha hara vyakti paramAtmA hai| samatA ke kSaNa kA jo anubhava karatA hai, vaha paramAtmA kA darzana karatA hai| yaha na mAneM ki isa jamAne meM paramAtmA kA darzana nahIM ho sktaa| bahuta sAre loga kahate haiM ki satayuga meM to paramAtmA kA darzana hotA thA, Aja paramAtmA kA darzana nahIM hotA / satayuga meM to bhagavAn banate the, avatAra banate the, Aja koI avatAra nahIM bntaa| kyoM nahIM banatA ? kyA kAla itanI bhedarekhA khIMcatA hai ? eka kAla meM to vaha ghaTanA ghaTita ho sakatI hai, dUsare kAla meM nahIM ho sakatI / agara deza aura kAla meM bhI itanA pakSapAta ho jAegA to duniyA meM niSpakSa aura taTastha koI vyakti milegA hI nhiiN| deza aura kAla, isameM koI pakSa nahIM hotA / sArI ghaTanAeM jo satayuga meM ghaTita hotI thIM, ve Aja bhI ghaTita ho sakatI haiM aura mujhe lagatA hai, satayuga aura kaliyuga kI bhedarekhA khIMcakara hamane manuSya ko bahuta pIche Dhakela diyA / itanA pIche Dhakela diyA, hamArI cetanA itanI pratibaddha ho gaI ki hamAre sAmAne gar3hA-gar3hAyA eka uttara hai ki bhaI ! Aja to kaliyuga hai, yaha nahIM kara sakate / are bhAI, bure AcaraNa kyoM karate ho ? Aja to kaliyuga hai| nIce kyoM jAte ho ? Aja to kaliyuga hai| eka aisA bahAnA mila gayA nIce jAne kA ki hara burAI kaliyuga kI oTa meM kI jA sakatI hai| yaha jamAne kI duhAI, kaliyuga
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________________ 140 ekalA calo re kI duhAI, na jAne kyoM dI gaI ? dene vAloM ne kucha socA hogaa| kintu yaha acchA nahIM huaa| maiM samajhatA hUM ki apanI kamajorI ko chipAne kA isase sIdhA koI saudA ho nahIM sktaa| bahata sIdhA saudA hai| Apako Azcarya hogA ki jise hama satayuga mAnate haiM, usameM bhI ye duhAiyAM dI jAtI thiiN| maiMne do sau varSa purAnA eka patra par3hA kisI vyakti ko diyA huaa| usane apane putra ko likhA hai-dekho, bar3I sAvadhAnI se kAma karanA / jamAnA halAhala kharAba A gayA hai / sAvadhAna rahanA / Aja kisI para bharosA nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / yaha to do sau varSa purAne patra kI bAta hai / do hajAra varSa purAnA patra mile to usameM bhI yahI likhA hogA ki jamAnA bar3A halAhala hai| aura bIsa hajAra varSa pahale kA milegA to usameM bhI yahI halAhala kI bAta hogii| hara yuga meM AdamI apanI sArI kamajoriyoM ko deza aura kAla para DAlakara apane Apa ko mukta kara letA hai, chuTTI pA letA hai| hama ina bAtoM meM na uljhe| kAla ko apanA AvaraNa na bnaaeN| sabase bar3A hotA hai puruSArtha / puruSArthI vyakti deza aura kAla kA atikramaNa karake bhI kucha kara letA hai| yaha samatA dezAtIta aura kAlAtIta hotI hai| paramAtmA dezAtIta aura kAlAtIta hotA hai| yadi samatA bhI deza aura kAla se pratibaddha ho to maiM mAnatA hUM ki samatA kA mUlya bhI ghaTa jaaegaa| agara paramAtmA bhI kisI deza aura kAla ke sAtha jur3A huA ho ki amuka samaya meM paramAtmA ho sakatA hai aura amuka samaya meM ho nahIM sktaa| doDhAI hajAra varSa pahale paramAtmA kA darzana ho sakatA thA aura Aja nahIM ho sakatA, daravAjA banda ho gayA to paramAtmA bhI nikammA hai, hamAre koI kAma kA nhiiN| use usake sAtha meM jur3A rahane do| hamAre kisa kAma kA? yaha samatA dezAtIta aura kAlAtIta hai / isIlie samatA parama satya hai / paramAtmA hai| jo satya deza aura kAla se pratibaddha ho jAtA hai, vaha vAstava meM satya nahIM hotA / vaha deza aura kAla kA gulAma bana jAtA hai / sacAI svataMtra hotI hai| vaha kisI kI gulAma nahIM hotii| yaha samatA kA darzana paramAtmA kA darzana hai, AtmA kA darzana hai, paramAtmA kA anubhava hai| jo vyakti sAmAyika karatA hai, samatA kI sAdhanA karatA hai, vaha vyakti paramAtmA kI ArAdhanA karatA hai, paramAtmA kA anubhava karatA hai| Aja bhI aisA kara sakate haiM aura hajAra varSa pahale bhI aisA kara sakate the| koI antara Ane vAlA nhiiN| prANa kI sAdhanA, samatA kI sAdhanA, paramAtmA kI sAdhanA hai|
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________________ apane prabhu kA sAkSAtkAra 141. manobala ke vikAsa kA dUsarA sUtra hai--sva-darzana / samatA kA darzana yA paramAtmA kA drshn| Apa soceMge ki bAta to bahuta acchI hai| para bAta vahIM ulajha jAtI hai ki samatA kA anubhava kareM kaise ? kaise kareM ? kahane se to hogA nhiiN| koI upAya honA caahie| koI paddhati honI caahie| hama samatA kA darzana kaise kareM ? hamArI dRSTi to hamezA viSamatA para ulajhI rahatI hai aura jaba dUsaroM ko dekheMge to ulajhegI hii| ___ phrAMsa kI yunivarsiTI kA eka prophesara ahaMkAra meM Akara bolA-maiM duniyA kA sarvazreSTha AdamI huuN| kisI ne pUcha liyA-yaha kaise ? usane kahA-phrAMsa duniyA kA sarvazreSTha deza hai| perisa phrAMsa kA sarvazreSTha nagara aura. hamArA vizvavidyAlaya hamAre nagara kA sarvazreSTha kSetra / darzana kA vibhAga usameM sarvazreSTha / maiM usakA adhyakSa / isalie maiM sarvazreSTha aadmii| kaisA gaNita hai ! hamArI dRSTi jaba dUsaroM kI ora jAtI hai to yahI niSkarSa nikalatA hai ki hama dUsaroM ko kATate jAte haiM, tor3ate jAte haiM aura dUsaroM ke sandarbha meM hama apane ko sarvazreSTha pratiSThApita karate jAte haiN| isake atirikta koI niSkarSa nikalatA hI nahIM hai / jaba sva-darzana meM AdamI AtA hai to use anubhava hotA hai ki na phrAMsa sarvazreSTha, na perisa sarvazreSTha, na vizvavidyAlaya sarvazreSTha, na darzana kA vibhAga sarvazreSTha aura na vibhAgAdhyakSa sarvazreSTha / saba samAna hai| saba vyakti samAna, saba deza samAna, saba rASTra samAna aura saba AtmAeM samAna / jo samatA ke kSaNa meM jAtA hai, use yaha nahIM lagatA ki yaha alaga, yaha alaga / use lagatA haiM ki saba mere-jaise haiN| saba samAna haiN| yaha samAna hI samAna kA gaNita aisA calatA hai ki ananta meM se ananta nikAlo to bhI pIche ananta hI rahegA / ananta maiM ananta milAo to bhI ananta hI rhegaa| samatA meM milAte jAo, niSkarSa smtaa| samatA meM se nikAlate jAo, niSkarSa smtaa| __ yaha samatA kI anubhUti jaba jAgatI hai taba eka vicitra prakAra kA anubhava hotA hai / use jagAne kA jo sUtra hai, vaha manobala ko jagAne kA parama sUtra hai / vaha khojA gayA aura bahuta gahare meM utarakara khojA gyaa| choTA-sA sUtra, sirpha do akSara kA / vaha hai 'so'haM / yaha eka mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai / AcArAMga sUtra meM milatA hai, sArI vyAkhyAoM ke bAda so'haM / 'vaha maiM huuN|' haThayoga meM milatA hai-so'haM / vaha maiM hUM / jo paramAtmA hai, vaha maiM huuN| Apa soceMge ki bar3A ahaMkAra ho gayA ki jo paramAtmA hai, vaha maiM hN| paramAtmA
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________________ -142 ekalA calo re sabase bar3A aura apane Apako paramAtmA mAnanA kitanA bar3A ahaMkAra / bahuta bar3A ahaMkAra hotA hai| kintu eka niyama ko samajha leM ki eka aisA pada bhI hai jahAM sAre apada ho jAte haiM, sArA ahaMkAra vilIna ho jAtA hai| kaI varSa pahale AcAryajI ne eka bahuta sundara bAta kahI thI, jo Aja bhI yAda hai / tIsa varSa ke bAda bhI yAda hai / anAyAsa pravAha meM pravacana karate-karate AcAryavara ne kahA---kevalajJAnI hotA hai, vaha sarvajJa hotA hai| kevalajJAna sabase utkRSTa jJAna hotA hai| vaha ahaMkAra karane kA adhikArI hai| vaha ahaMkAra kara sakatA hai| kintu vaha ahaMkAra karatA nhiiN| jo choTe hote haiM, unheM ahaMkAra karane kA adhikAra nahIM, ve ahaMkAra meM ulajha jAte haiN| maiM itanA par3hAlikhA, itanA bar3A vidvAna, prophesara, maiMne pI-eca0 DI0 kiyA hai, DI0 liTa0 kiyA hai, Adi-Adi kiyA hai / sAre loga ulajha jAte haiN| jisako ahaMkAra karane kA adhikAra, vaha ahaMkAra karatA hI nahIM aura jinheM ahaMkAra karane kA adhikAra nahIM, ve sAre loga ahaMkAra meM ulajha jAte haiN| jitane bIca ke pada haiM, ve sAre ahaMkAra paidA karane vAle haiN| yaha paramAtmA kA pada aisA hai, jo apane Apa meM apada hai aura jahAM sAre ahaMkAra vilIna ho jAte haiN| so'haM-jo paramAtmA hai, vaha maiM huuN| yaha eka sAdhanA kA sUtra hai, jo zvAsa ke sAtha jur3A huA hai| jayAcArya ne Aja se sau varSa pahale eka graMtha likhaa| unhoMne dhyAna kI aneka paddhatiyAM batAI / kintu sabase pahalI paddhati batAI hai, so'haM kA jApa / manda zvAsa leM / zvAsa ko maMdA kara deM, lambA kara deM, eka hI bAta hai / zvAsa kA lambA karanA yA maMda karanA / aura zvAsa kI dhvani ko pakar3eM / zvAsa jaba lete haiM to dhvani hotI hai--'so' aura jaba zvAsa nikalatI hai taba dhvani hotI hai-'hN'| yaha zvAsa kA zabda hai 'sohN'| svAbhAvika zabda hai| jo loga dIrgha zvAsa kI prekSA kara rahe haiM, dhyAna kA abhyAsa kara rahe haiM, ve anubhava kareM ki zvAsa A rahA hai, zvAsa jA rahA hai| isakA abhyAsa karate-karate, phira ve kareM ki zvAsa le rahe haiM to 'so' kI dhvani ho rahI hai, zvAsa nikAla rahe haiM to 'ha' kI dhvani ho rahI hai| yaha 'so'haM' zvAsa kI dhvani hai| yaha pratIka hai zvAsa kI dhvani kaa| 'so'haM' kA eka artha hai--jo paramAtmA hai, vaha maiM haiN| yadi 'so'haM' ke dhyAna kA abhyAsa ApakA lambA ho cale, uThatebaiThate, jAgate-sote, khAte-pIte ApakA dhyAna aTaka jAe ki zvAsa cala rahA hai aura 'so'haM' kA anubhava ho rahA hai to manobala ko kSINa karane vAlI sama
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________________ apane prabhu kA sAkSAtkAra 143 syAeM, jinakI carcA kala kI thI- bhaya, hInabhAvanA, ahaMkAra kI bhAvanA aura asaMtulana - ye sArI samasyAeM apane Apa kSINa hone lagatI haiM / jaba 'soshaM' kA anubhava hai to phira bhaya kisa bAta kA ? Apa bhaya ko miTAnA cAheM, nahIM miTegA / ApakA AtmavizvAsa hI khoyA huA hai to bhaya kaise miTegA ? AtmavizvAsa kI kamI bhaya paidA karatI hai aura jaba taka paramAtma* anubhava kI lambI zrRMkhalA Apake dhyAna meM nahIM utara jAtI, taba taka bhaya ko samApta nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / jaba yaha sthiti banegI, bhaya apane Apa hI samApta ho jAegA / jaba 'so'haM' kA anubhava hai to dInatA aura uccatA kI graMthi apane Apa samApta hogI, mAnasika asaMtulana samApta hogA / ye sArI samasyAeM apane Apa hI sulajheMgI / eka bahuta bar3A sUtra thA 'so'haM' kA / usa para hama vicAra kareM / usakA * abhyAsa kreN| ina mahAn sUtra ke dvArA hamArA manobala bar3hegA aura manobala ko kSINa karane vAlI hamArI sArI samasyAeM samApta ho jAeMgI /
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________________ zarIra aura mana kA saMtulana eka prazna ubharatA hai, sAdhanA kA itanA prapaMca kyoM ? kAyotsarga, zvAsaprekSA, zarIraprekSA, caitanya kendra-prekSA, lezyAdhyAna, antaryAtrA-itanA prapaMca kyoM ? hamArA uddezya to yahI hai, apramAda Ae, jAgarUkatA bar3he / itanA choTA-sA uddezya aura usakI prApti ke lie sAdhanA kA itanA bar3A jAla ! yaha kaise ucita hogA? prazna svAbhAvika hai| isa prazna kA uttara unase liyA jAe jo makkhana cAhate haiM / thor3A-sA makkhana cAhie aura usake lie kitanA bar3A prapaMca kiyA jAtA hai / gAya yA bhaiMsa rakhI jAtI hai| use cArA-pAnI diyA jAtA hai / dUdha dUhA jAtA hai| use garama kara jamAyA jAtA hai| phira bilaunA kara makkhana nikAlA jAtA hai / chAcha ke Upara tairane vAlA makkhana kitanA hotA hai ? chAcha se ghar3A bharA rahatA hai aura usa para tairane vAlA makkhana thor3A-sA hotA hai / kintu usa thor3e-se makkhana ko pAne ke lie kitanI sAmagrI juTAnI par3atI hai ? kitanA abhyAsa karanA par3atA hai ? koI kahe, mujhe thor3A-sA makkhana cAhie, maiM itanA AyAma kyoM karU ? vaha kabhI makkhana nahIM pA sakatA / makkhana pAne ke lie use itanA prapaMca to karanA hI hogaa| Aja taka na kabhI aisA huA hai aura na hone vAlA hai ki sAdhya sIdhA mila jaae| sAdhya-prApti kA kSaNa choTA hotA hai| makkhana nikalatA hai to lagatA hai ki eka minaTa pahale kucha nahIM thA, eka minaTa ke bAda makkhana nitara aayaa| kucha bhI samaya nahIM lagA, parantu usakI prakriyA bahuta lambI hotI hai, sAdhanA lambI hotI hai| kisI bhI vyakti ne sAdhya prApta kiyA hai to vaha eka nizcita krama se calA hai aura eka nizcita prakriyA se use pAyA hai / __ Aja kI vaijJAnika paddhati se dUdha se sIdhA makkhana nikAla liyA jAtA hai| para makkhana nikalegA dUdha se hii| aisA nahIM hotA ki saMkalpa kiyA aura makkhana nikala gyaa| vaisI kAmadhenu hamAre pAsa nahIM ki mana cAhA aura makkhana sAmane A gyaa| vaisA cintAmaNi ratna kisI ke pAsa nahIM hai ki mana meM cintana kiyA aura makkhana se bharA bartana sAmane prastuta ho gyaa| Akhira
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________________ 145 zarIra aura mana kA santulana zrama to karanA hI par3atA hai| kisI eka prakriyA meM zrama kucha kama ho sakatA hai aura kisI dUsarI prakriyA meM zrama kucha adhika ho sakatA hai| zrama kie binA kucha bhI prApta nahIM ho sakatA / bhavana kyoM khar3e kie jAte haiM ? AdamI ko kevala chAMha hI to cAhie | usakI prApti ke lie nIMva kI khudAI se lekara bhavana nirmANa taka kitanA zrama karanA par3atA hai | kitanA samaya aura ciMtana lagAnA par3atA hai ? Akhira to chAMha hI karanI hai / sIdhA kAma lagatA hai / kintu jo kAma sAdhya kI bhUmikA para pahuMcane ke bAda sIdhA lagatA hai, vahI kAma sAdhanA kI prakriyA se gujarate samaya bahuta kaThina lagatA hai / prekSA eka prakriyA hai / sAdhya ko pAne kI / yaha hai kevalajJAna kI prakriyA | yaha hai kevaladarzana kI prakriyA / yaha hai jJAtA draSTA banane kI prakriyA | isake dvArA sAdhaka kevalajJAnI ho sakatA hai, kevaladarzanI ho sakatA hai, jJAtA-draSTA ho sakatA hai / prazna sAmane AtA hai ki isa jamAne meM koI kevalajJAnI yA kevaladarzanI nahIM ho sakatA / yaha to purAne jamAne kI bAta thI / usa samaya kevalajJAnI bhI hote the, kevaladarzanI bhI hote the / isa sthiti meM kevalajJAna yA kevala-darzana kA kathana kyoM ? hama paribhASA kI jaTilatA meM na ulajheM / kevalajJAna kA sIdhA-sA artha hai-- korA jJAna, kevala jAnanA / usake sAtha kucha bhI nahIM jor3anA / kevaladarzana kA sIdhA sA artha hai-- korA dekhanA, usake sAtha kucha bhI nahIM jor3anA / jJAtAdraSTA ke svarUpa ko vikasita karanA / sAdhanA kI parama upalabdhi haijJAtAdraSTA honA, sAkSImAtra honA / jo vyakti sAdhanA nahIM karatA, vaha vyakti jJAtA aura draSTA nahIM hotA / vaha ghaTanA ke sAtha-sAtha baha jAtA hai / jisa prakAra kI ghaTanA sAmane hotI hai, vaisA hI bana jAtA hai / lar3AI kI ghaTanA hotI hai to lar3ane kI taiyArI kara letA hai / rulAI kI ghaTanA hotI hai to rone kI taiyArI kara letA hai / haMsane kI ghaTanA hotI hai to haMsane kI taiyArI kara letA hai / hara vyakti ghaTanA ke sAtha-sAtha bahatA hai aura ghaTanA ke prabhAva se prabhAvita ho jAtA hai / jJAtA aura draSTA vaha hotA hai jo ghaTanA ke sAtha nahIM calatA, kintu apanI cetanA ke sAtha calatA hai / yaha avasthA cetanA ke stara para ghaTita hotI hai / hama hara ghaTanA ko, hara paristhiti ko jAnate haiM, dekhate haiM, para usase prabhAvita nahIM hote / aprabhAvita hone kI yaha avasthA sAdhanA
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________________ 146 kI carama upalabdhi hai / eka ziSya ne guru ke samakSa chaha prazna rakhe bhaMte ! maiM kaise calUM ? bhaMte ! maiM kaise ThaharU ? bhaMte ! maiM kaise baiThUM ? kahaM care / kahaM ciTThe / kahaM Ase / - kahaM saye / bhaMte ! maiM kaise soUM ? bhaMte ! maiM kaise khAUM ? -- kahaM bhuMje / bhaMte ! maiM kaise bolUM ? -- kahaM bhAse / - ye bahuta choTe-choTe prazna haiM / eka baccA isa prakAra kI bAta pUcha sakatA hai ki maiM kaise calUM ? kyA koI bar3A AdamI pUcha sakatA hai ki maiM kaise calUM ? koI AvazyakatA nahIM lagatI / guru ne eka uttara diyA, saba praznoM kA eka samAdhAna diyA, kevala eka samAdhAna | saba rogoM kI eka davA / unhoMne kahA- jayaM / basa, do zabdoM meM uttara hai / ekalA calo re guru ne kahA-- jayaM care, jayaM TThei, jaya Ase, jayaM sae / jayaM bhuMjaMto / jayaM bhAsato.... - saMyama se calo, saMyama se khar3e raho, saMyama se baiTho, saMyama se soo, saMyama se khAo aura saMyama se bolo / 1 prazna bhI pahelI aura uttara bhI pahelI / donoM paheliyAM haiM / saMyama kA "matalaba kyA hai ? nahIM calanA to saMyama ho sakatA hai para calanA saMyama kaise ho sakatA hai ? saMyama kA artha hotA hai nirodha, rokanA / sthiti saMyama ho sakatA hai, calanA saMyama kaise ho sakatA hai ? bahuta mahattvapUrNa uttara diyA ki saMyama se calo | isakA Azaya hameM samajha lenA hai / isakA tAtparya hai kevala calo, kevala calo / saMyama se calanA hai kevala calanA / kyA hama loga kevala calate haiM ? kabhI nahIM clte| calane meM hamArA zarIra sAtha detA hai / hamArI jaMghA, gAMva kI mAMsapeziyAM kAma detI haiN| unakA niyaMtraNa karatA hai mastiSka | paira calate haiM para niyaMtraNa to pairoM ke hAtha meM nahIM hai / niyaMtraNa hai sArA mastiSka ke hAtha meM / mastiSka niyaMtraNa karatA hai / hamAre paira uThate haiM, kisa prakAra paira uThAnA, teja calanA, dhIme calanA, kahAM rukanA - yaha sArA niyaMtraNa pairoM ke pAsa nahIM hai, yaha mastiSka karatA hai / kevala calanA eka saMyama hai / isI kA nAma hai-bhAvakriyA / kevala calane kA nAma hai-- bhAvakriyA | pairoM kA
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________________ zarIra aura mana kA santulana 147 / para kyA kAnapura, ilAhAbAda mahattva rahA hai ? kaise ho kama hotA hai| pairoM kI kriyA hotI hai / para hama calate haiM eka dizA meM / calanA zurU kara diyA, paira cala rahe haiM Age aura mana mastiSka dUsarI bAta meM ulajha gayA hai to eka vibhAjana ho gayA / saMyama TUTa gayA / kevala calanA nahIM rahA, calane ke sAtha aura jur3a gayA / hamArI eka jo praNAlI thI, eka nAlI thI, jo jala kI pavitra dhArA thI, usa gaMgA kI pavitra dhArA meM bahuta sArA gandA kUr3A Akara mila gyaa| pAnI sApha nahIM rahA / kevala pAnI nahIM rhaa| gaMgA ke pAnI kA bahuta mahattva hai Adi nagaroM ke pAsa bahane vAlI gaMgA kA vahI sakatA hai ? itanA dUSita padArtha milatA jA rahA hai ki pAnI apane Apa meM apavitra hotA jA rahA hai / jaba taka vaha dhArA kevala dhArA hotI hai, gaMgotrI ke pavitra udgama se nikalI huI svaccha jala kI dhArA hotI hai, usakA apanA mUlya hotA hai / jaba usameM gandagI mila jAtI hai, taba vaha kevala gaMgA nahIM rahatI / ThIka hamArI bhI yahI sthiti hotI hai / hama calate haiM, kevala hamArA calanA hotA hai / usakA eka apanA mUlya hotA hai / kintu usa calane ke sAthasAtha mana kI bahuta sArI gandagiyAM usameM jur3a jAtI haiN| kevala calanA nahIM rahatA, vaha kucha aura ho jAtA hai / guru ne uttara diyA- saMyama se clo| kevala calo / tumhArA zarIra bhI cale aura mana bhI usake sAtha-sAtha cale / - zarIra to cale aura mana usake sAtha na rahe aura gandagI usameM mila gaI to vibhAjana ho gayA, TUTa gayA / hamArI kriyA, hamArA krama vAstavika nahIM rahA / vaha aupacArika bana gayA / hara AdamI karma karatA hai / koI bhI AdamI akarma nahIM hotA, karma-zUnya nahIM ho sakatA, kriyAzUnya nahIM ho sktaa| hara kSaNa AdamI koI na koI karma karatA hai / bhAratIya darzana meM pravRtti aura nivRtti kI do dhArAeM rahIM / eka hai karma kI dhArA, eka hai akarma kI dhArA / bahuta sAre loga socate haiM ki hama karma kareM, karma hI kreN| kyA yaha saMbhava hai ? kevala karma hogA ? korA karma AdamI ko niSkriya banA degA / karma kA asaMtulana jar3atA ko paidA karatA hai / yaha sArvabhauma niyama hai ki pratyeka karma ke bAda akarma kA anubhava karanA hogA / jo vyakti akarma kA anubhava nahIM karatA, pravRtti ke bAda nivRtti kA anubhava nahIM karatA, usakI karma kI zakti bhI kuMThita ho jAtI hai / nirantara dhar3akane vAlA hRdaya kyA niraMtara dhar3akatA hai ? hRdaya kI gati hotI hai kintu hara eka-do dhar3akana ke bAda hRdaya vizrAma karatA hai / yadi hamArA
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________________ 148 ekalA calo re hRdaya vizrAma na le to vaha apanA kAma nahIM kara sktaa| hamAre zarIra meM hone vAlI pratyeka kriyA, rakta-saMcAra, pratyeka avayava kI kriyA, hara kriyA ke sAtha vizrAma jur3A huA hai / jAgaraNa ke sAtha nIMda jur3I huI hai| gati ke sAtha sthiti jur3I huI hai| agara yaha yoga na ho to korA karma nahIM cala sktaa| kevala akarma se hamArI jIvana kI yAtrA nahIM cala sktii| aura kevala karma se hamArI manaHsthiti nahIM cala sktii| manazcetanA nahIM cala sktii| donoM kA saMtulana jarUrI hotA hai| karma bhI ho aura akarma bhI ho| pravRtti bhI ho aura nivRtti bhI ho| bahuta loga isa bhASA meM socate haiM ki manuSya kA jIvana milA hai, yaha zarIra milA hai, bhoga ke lie milA hai| jitanA khAeM-pIeM, aizo-ArAma kareM, bhoga kareM, utanA hI lAbha hogaa| bhagavAn ne itane padArtha banAe hI kisalie ? khAne ke lie to banAe haiN| bhogane ke lie banAe haiN| agara hama unakA upayoga nahIM kareMge, upabhoga nahIM kareMge to ve padArtha nikamme ho jAeMge / eka bar3A tarka AdamI ke sAmane AtA hai upabhoga kA / padArthoM ke prayoga kaa| kintu ve isa bAta ko bhUla jAte haiM ki padArtha kA upayoga yA upabhoga bhI akarma ke sAtha karanA hotA hai / koI bhI AdamI karma kI sImA kA atikramaNa kara padArtha kA upabhoga karanA cAhatA hai to eka dina hI kara sakatA hai / zAyada dUsare dina nahIM kara sakatA / hara AdamI meM viveka hotA hai| khAtA hai to viveka hotA hai ki kitanA khAUM ? cAhe kitanI hI bar3hiyA vastu sAmane Ae, vaha eka sImA taka khAegA aura phira bAda meM hAtha khIMca legaa| aisA to nahIM hotA ki Aja manacAhA bhojana mila gayA to khAtA hI calA jaae| dina bhara khAtA calA jAe / eka dina bhara khA bhI le to dUsare dina phira khAne kI sthiti nahIM hogii| pratyeka karma ke sAtha akarma jur3A huA hai| hamArA viveka hai bhAvakriyA / yAnI hama karma kareM, vAstavika karma kreN| dravyakarma na kreN| kAlpanika karma na kreN| bhAvakriyA kA artha hotA hai zarIra aura mana kA saMtulana / zarIra aura mana ko bAMTeM nahIM, tor3eM nhiiN| mana zarIra kA eka hissA hai| hamane apanI suvidhA ke lie tIna bhAgoM meM bAMTa diyA-zarIra, vANI aura mana / para vAstava meM tIna kahAM haiM ? eka hI hai| ekamAtra zarIra / zarIra kA eka hissA hai vANI aura zarIra kA eka hissA hai mana / donoM zarIra ke hisse haiN| yadi zarIra meM svarayaMtra na ho to vANI kA koI sthAyitva hai kyA ?
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________________ zarIra aura mana kA santulana 146 svarayaMtra hI vANI kA udgama hai| svarayaMtra ke dvArA hamArI vANI prasphuTita hotI hai, hamArA nAda vyakta hotA hai, usakA sphoTa hotA hai| svarayaMtra hI hai bArUda / yadi mastiSka na ho zarIra meM to mana kA astitva kahAM se hogA ? mana kA apane Apa meM koI astitva nahIM hai| dArzanika bhASA meM isa prazna para bahuta cintana huA hai| bahuta gaharA cintana huA ki mana zarIra se bhinna nahIM hai / mana kI sArI sAmagrI, vacana kI sArI sAmagrI zarIra ke dvArA upalabdha karAI jAtI hai / zarIra vacana ko vyakta karatA hai aura zarIra hI mana ko abhivyakti detA hai| to vAstava meM mana aura vacana, ye donoM zarIra se bhinna nahIM haiM / hamArA mUla AdhAra banatA hai hamArA zarIra / zarIra aura mana ke santulana kA artha hotA hai-mastiSka aura zarIra ke zeSa hissoM kA saMtulana / hamAre zarIra meM nAr3I-saMsthAna meM do prakAra ke narsa hote haiM-seMsarI narsa aura moTAra narksa / jJAnatantu aura karmatantu / ina jJAnatantuoM aura karmatantuoM meM saMtulana hotA hai to hamArI bhAvakriyA hotI hai| jJAnatantu aura karmatantuoM kA saMtulana bigar3a jAtA hai to hamArI sArI kriyA gar3abar3A jAtI hai| hamAre karma gar3abar3A jAte haiN| jJAnatantu niyaMtraNa karate haiM aura karmatantu kriyA kA saMpAdana karate haiN| merI icchA huI makkhI ko udd'aauuN| hAtha uThegA aura makkhI ko ur3A degA / kyA yaha kAma karma tantuoM ne kiyA hai ? kiyA hai, nizcita hI kiyA hai| karmatantuoM ne makkhI ur3Ane kA kAma kiyA hai / para kyA jJAnatantuoM kA isameM yoga nahIM hotA to karmatantu aisA kara pAte ? jaba icchA paidA huI vaha jJAnatantuoM meM paidA huI ki makkhI ko udd'aauuN| vaha icchA mastiSka meM pahuMcI, jJAnataMtuoM ke kendra meM pahuMcI, icchA ke kendra meM phuNcii| vahAM se nirdeza milA karmatantuoM ko ki apanA kAma karo, makkhI ko udd'aao| hAtha uThA, uMgaliyAM uThI aura makkhI ko udd'aayaa| yaha kArya sampAdana kiyA ina karmatantuoM ne, kintu sArA niyaMtraNa kara rahe haiM hamAre jJAnatantu / mastiSka usakA sArA niyaMtraNa kara rahA hai| jJAna ke dvArA sAre nirdeza prApta ho rahe haiN| choTI-sI bAta lagatI hai, mana meM icchA paidA huI, hAtha uThA, uMgaliyAM uThI, makkhI ko ur3A diyA / para isa choTI-sI kriyA ke sampAdana meM kitane lAkhoM-lAkhoM, karoDoM-karor3oM zeloM ko kAma karanA par3A hai, sakriya honA par3A hai| hamArI kitanI zakti usameM lagatI hai ? agara mastiSka ke jJAnatantuoM aura karmatantuoM kI sUkSma saMracanA ko hama jAneM to hameM patA calegA ki aisA karane meM kitanA bar3A oNphisa kAma kara rahA hai /
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________________ 150 ekalA calo deM utanA bar3A oNphisa samUce rAjasthAna kI pulisa kA nhiiN| utanA bar3A oNphisa samUce rAjasthAna ke taMtra kA nahIM / rAjasthAna ko maiM chor3a dUM, pUre hindustAna kI sarakAra kA bhI itanA bar3A taMtra kAma nahIM karatA jitanA hamAre eka mastiSka meM eka taMtra kAma karatA hai / kahAM haiM karor3oM karmacArI sarakAra ke pAsa ? mastiSka meM karor3oM nyuTrona sakriya ho jAte haiM / jJAnatantuoM aura karmatantuoM kA eka yoga, eka santulana hotA hai / kintu hama isa saMtulana ko bigAr3a dete haiM yA bigar3a jAtA hai, taba eka vyava - dhAna paidA hotA hai / hamArI zakti kA vyaya hotA hai / prekSA dhyAna kA eka bar3A upayoga hotA hai-- jJAnatantuoM aura karmatantuoM meM saMtulana sthApita karanA, bhAvakriyA karanA / kitanA sIdhA uttara thA ki kevala khAo, kevala bolo, kevala soo| kyA hama kevala sote haiM ? kauna vyakti hai, jo kahatA hai ki maiM kevala sotA hUM, korI nIMda letA hUM ? nIMda meM to itane jAle bicha jAte haiM. sapane para sapane rAta bhara satAte haiM / kauna AdamI kahatA hai ki mujhe eka varSa meM koI sapanA nahIM AyA ? bhArata ke zarIrazAstrI to batalAte haiM ki hara vyakti ko rAtri meM kama se kama do cAra-pAMca bAra sapane to Ate hI haiM, patA cale yA nahI / kauna kaha sakatA hai ki maiM korA sotA hUM ? kauna kaha sakatA hai ki maiM korA khAtA hUM ? khAte samaya kitanI bAteM yAda AtI haiM / kauna kaha sakatA hai ki maiM korA calatA hUM ? AdamI calatA hai / calate-calate lar3akhar3Ane laga jAtA hai / na jAne kitanI bAteM satAne laga jAtI haiM / nIMda bhI Ane laga jAtI hai / calate-calate nIMda bhI satAne laga jAtI hai / yaha samasyA hai| hamArI koI bhI kriyA korI apramAda kI kriyA nahIM hai / jAgarUkatA kI kriyA nahIM hai / kevala kriyA nahIM hai / mikzcara hai / sArA milAvaTa hI milAhai / bAjAra meM milAvaTa hotI hai to hameM bar3A aTapaTA lagatA hai / para hama manuSya kI prakRti ko dekheM, milAvaTa to janma se hI hai / garbha meM hI vaha milAvaTa ko sIkha letA hai / milAvaTa ke sAtha hI paidA hotA hai / dhyAna zodhana kI prakriyA hai / dhyAna ke dvArA hama isa milAvaTa ko samApta kareM | vicAra meM milAvaTa na ho / svabhAva meM milAvaTa na ho / vRttiyoM meM milAvaTa na ho| yaha hamArI mAnasika milAvaTa bAjAra meM milAvaTa nahIM hogI / jaba taka mana meM milAvaTeM hotI raheMgI, hajAra kAnUnoM ke bana jAne para bhI bAjAra kI milAvaTa nahIM miTegI / isa miTegI to phira
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________________ zarIra aura mana kA santulana 151 / aura vaha burA bana milAvaTa ko miTAnA dhyAna kA bahuta bar3A uddezya hai / yaha milAvaTa kyoM hotI hai, isa para bhI hama dhyAna deN| milAvaTa kA kAraNa hai dabAva | dabAva bhItara se A rahA hai / mana meM koI milAvaTa nahIM hai / mana becArA zuddha hai / usakA kAma hai kevala yAda kara lenA, Age kI bAta soca lenA aura vartamAna kA cintana kara lenA / koI kharAbI nahIM / mana koI burA nahIM, mana koI satAne vAlA nahIM / kintu eka dabAva AtA hai usa para jAtA hai / hamAre mana para bhI kitane dabAva par3ate haiM / vRttiyoM kA dabAva par3atA hai / kabhI mana para krodha kA dabAva par3atA hai, kabhI ahaMkAra kA, kabhI ghRNA kA, kabhI IrSyA kA, kabhI dveSa kA / ye itane dabAva bhItara se A rahe haiM ki becArA mana lar3akhar3A jAtA hai| caMcala bana jAtA hai / vikSipta bana jAtA hai / pAgala bana jAtA hai / unmAdI bana jAtA hai / apane Apako saMbhAla nahIM pAtA / chipAnA cAhe to bhI chipA nahIM sakatA / dabAvoM ke kAraNa apanI vRttiyoM ko yA apane svabhAva ko vaha surakSita bhI nahIM rakha pAtA aura apanI ceSTAoM ko chipA bhI nahIM pAtA / jaba unmAda, pramAda hotA hai phira pAgalapana AtA hai / koI chipA nahIM sakatA / eka zarAbI thA / zarAba kA bahuta bar3A zaukIna / zarAba pI lI para Dara thA patnI kA ki patA na cala jAe / zarAba meM dhuta hokara AyA / socA, Aja patnI ko bilakula patA nahIM calane dUMgA / patnI dvAra ke pAsa khar3I thI / vaha ghara meM ghusA / ghara meM bhaiMsa baMdhI thI / vaha bhaiMsa ke pAsa gayA aura pUMcha ko pakar3akara bolA- pappU kI mAM ! tuma sadA to do coTiyAM banAtI ho, Aja to tumane eka hI coTI banAI hai| patnI samajha gaI ki patideva pIkara thAe haiM / jaba unmAda hotA hai, nazA hotA hai, taba AdamI ko kucha bhI patA nahIM calatA / hamAre mana para bhI zarAba kA nazA chAtA hai| bhItara meM madirA kA itanA pravAha hai, itanI mAdakatA hai, itanA lAlaca, itanA svAda, aura ye vRttiyAM jaba mana para savAra hotI haiM to hamAre sAre tarka badala jAte | hamAre sAre cintana badala jAte haiM / hamArI avadhAraNAeM badala jAtI haiM / hamArI mAnyatAeM badala jAtI haiN| phira AdamI sacAI ko nahIM dekha pAtA / vaha tarka ke sahAre jInA zurU karatA hai / maiM mAnatA hUM, jaba jIvana tArkika banatA hai, tarka ke sahAre jIvana kI yAtrA calatI hai, taba vaha svAbhAvika nahIM hotI / svabhAva meM koI tarka nahIM hotA, isalie tarkazAstriyoM ne kahA thA, 'svabhAve
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________________ 152 ekalA calo re tArkikA: bhagnA:'-jahAM svabhAva hotA hai, vahAM sAre tAkika bhagna ho jAte haiN| svabhAva meM koI tarka nahIM hotaa| kintu hamane svabhAva ko chipAkara vibhAva kA jIvana jInA zurU kiyaa| vRttiyoM kA jIvana jInA zurU kiyA, svAbhAvika cetanA ko lupta kara asvAbhAvika jIvana jInA zurU kiyA to hamAre AsapAsa cAroM tarapha tarka kA eka jAla bicha gayA aura jahAM tarka AtA hai, vahAM sAdhanA samApta ho jAtI hai| kitanA virodha hai tarka meM aura sAdhanA meM ! koI mela nahIM lagatA / jIvana kI svAbhAvika kriyA hai saMyama karanA / kevala sunanA, kevala dekhanA, kevala saMghanA-yaha eka svAbhAvika prakriyA hai "jIvana kii| jaba kanphyUziyasa se pUchA gayA-sAdhanA kyA honI cAhie ? unhoMne kahA-aura kucha nahIM, kevala suno| basa, yahI sAdhanA hai| eka choTA-sA sUtra diyA ki kevala suno| bar3A choTA lagatA hai kevala sunnaa| 'kintu sAdhanA kA sArA rahasya isameM bhara gyaa| hama kevala kahAM suna pAte haiM ? kisI kI bAta sunate haiM, bAta pUrI nahIM sunate / usase pahale hI mana meM tarka hotA hai ki kahIM Thagane ke lie to nahIM kaha rahA hai ? kahIM mujhe dhokhA to nahIM de rahA hai ? mujhe gumarAha to nahIM kara rahA hai ? kahIM maiM isake jAla meM na phaMsa jAUM ! kahIM koI mAyAjAla to isake pIche nahIM bichA hai ? pUrI bAta to sunI nahIM jAtI aura usase pahale dasa prakAra kI kalpanAeM hamAre mana meM A jAtI haiN| yaha asvAbhAvika bhI nahIM hai| duniyA meM aisA saba kucha calatA hai / isalie hara AdamI bAta ko chAnakara apane pAsa lenA cAhatA hai| kevala koI nahIM suntaa| kevala sunanA svAbhAvika bhI nahIM lagatA / bahuta loga to aise hote haiM ki maiMne ina dinoM meM dekhA, eka bhAI ne apanI bAta zurU kii| aura vaha bAta pUrI nahIM karatA, AdhI bAta kahatA hai, usase pahale hI sunane vAlA uchala jAtA hai aura ThIka vaise uchalatA hai jaise bhaTThI se canA uchalatA hai| AdamI kevala nahIM sunatA / sunane ke sAtha-sAtha aneka dhAraNAeM kAma karane laga jAtI haiM / aneka mAnyatAeM kAma karane laga jAtI haiN| ve mAnyatAeM, ve dhAraNAeM bAta ko sunane nahIM detiiN| pahale hI apanA kAma zurU kara detI haiN| eka bahuta bar3A sUtra hai sAdhanA kA bhAvakriyA, apramAda, jaagruuktaa| yAnI kevala kAma karanA / kevala karanA, kevala jAnanA, kevala dekhanA, kevala sunanA-yaha eka bahuta bar3A sUtra hai| isakI sAdhanA ke lie yaha sArA prapaMca hai| rAga-dveSa-mukta kSaNa meM jInA, vartamAna meM jInA bahuta
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________________ zarIra aura mana kA santulana 153 sIdhI bAta hai / para vartamAna meM jInA jitanI sIdhI bAta hai, utanI hI Ter3hI bAta hai / vartamAna meM kaise jIyeMge ? atIta hamArA pIchA nahIM chor3atA / bhaviSya hamArA pallA nahIM chodd'taa| donoM pakar3e hue haiN| eka Age khIMca rahA hai, eka pIche khIMca rahA hai / isI tathya ko spaSTa karatI hai yaha kahAnI purAne jamAne kI bAta hai / eka AdamI ke do patniyAM thiiN| do se vivAha karane kA matalaba hai ki siradarda mola le lenaa| eka patnI bhI bar3I musIbata hai / jahAM do ho jAeM, phira usa musIbata kA kahanA hI kyA ? vahI musIbata thii| donoM meM jhagar3A zurU ho gyaa| pati ko bhI bAMTanA par3A / pati baMTa gayA / eka dina eka ke pAsa bhojana karatA, dUsare dina dUsarI ke pAsa bhojana krtaa| makAna ko bhI dumaMjilA banA lenA pdd'aa| eka maMjila meM eka patnI rahatI aura dUsarI meM dUsarI rhtii| sIr3hiyAM bhI nahIM banAIM taba; kyoMki bAra-bAra car3hanA-utaranA hogA to aura jyAdA lar3AiyAM hoNgii| nasainI lagA dI / eka dina aisA huA ki pati kAma meM vyasta thA / vyastatA se AyA, dhyAna nahIM rahA / bArI thI nIcevAlI strI kI aura seTha Upara car3hane lagA, car3ha gayA, kucha car3ha gyaa| Upara vAlI khar3I thii| usane dekha liyA / Akara khar3I ho gaI / socA-Aja bar3A acchA huA, binA bArI pati A rahA hai / bahuta prasanna huii| nIce vAlI ko patA calA ki bArI to hai merI aura pati Upara jA rahA hai / vaha nIce se A gaI / pati to nasanI para khar3A hai, eka patnI Upara se hAtha khIMca rahI hai aura eka nIce se TAMga khIMca rahI hai / bar3I vicitra sthiti bana gii| pati bIca meM laTaka rahA hai| na Upara jA pA rahA hai, na nIce jA pA rahA hai / eka ora TAMga khIMcI jA rahI hai aura dUsarI ora hAtha khIMcA jA rahA hai / becArA bIca adhara meM laTaka rahA hai| hamArI bhI yahI sthiti hai| hama vartamAna meM rahanA cAhate haiM, vartamAna meM jInA cAhate haiM / kevala kAma karanA cAhate haiM aura kucha nahIM karanA cAhate / kintu eka atIta aura eka bhaviSya-ye donoM patniyAM donoM ora pallA khIMca rahI haiN| vartamAna kI sthiti meM raha nahIM pAte / vartamAna meM rahane ke lie jarUrI hai atIta aura bhaviSya kI patniyoM se pallA chudd'aaeN| kuMvAre hI raheM, vivAha na kareM / taba vartamAna meM raha sakate haiM / koI bhI vivAhita ho jAe aura phira vartamAna meM rahe, yaha saMbhava nahIM / kabhI saMbhava nahIM hai / hameM vartamAna meM rahane ke lie, atIta aura bhaviSya se pallA chur3Ane ke lie, apramAda kI sAdhanA, bhAvakriyA kI sAdhanA karanI hogii|
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________________ 154 ekalA calo re bhAvakriyA kI sAdhanA hotI hai prekSA ke abhyAsa se / hama dhIre-dhIre dekhane kA abhyAsa zurU kreN| Apa yaha na mAneM Aja Apane abhyAsa zurU kiyA aura Aja hI donoM patniyoM kA pIchA chUTa jAe / aisI kalpanA na kareM / Apane Aja calanA zurU kiyA hai, kAma zurU kiyA hai| nizcita mAne Aja jo paira uThA hai, vaha uThatA rahA to donoM se pallA chUTa jaaegaa| atIta se bhI pallA chuTegA aura bhaviSya se bhI chuuttegaa| na smRtiyAM satAeMgI aura na kalpanAeM staaeNgii| Apa vartamAna meM raha sakeMge / manobala ko bar3hAne ke lie eka mahattvapUrNa upAya hai-vartamAna meM jInA, zarIra aura mana meM saMtulana sthApita karanA, nAr3I-saMsthAna aura mastiSka meM jJAnatantuoM aura kriyA-- tantuoM meM saMtulana sthApita karanA / ___ yaha saMtulana hamArI zakti ko bacAtA hai| hamArI zakti kA vyaya hotA hai asaMtulana ke kAraNa / kabhI itane ulajha jAte haiM bhaviSya meM ki vartamAna meM kAma karanA chUTa jAtA hai| hAtha kucha bhI nahIM lagatA, korI kalpanA meM ulajha jAte haiM / kabhI itane ulajha jAte haiM smRtiyoM meM ki jo Aja karane kA kAma hai, vaha bilakula chUTa jAtA hai / hamArI zakti vyartha meM kharca hotI hai / yadi hama apramAda kI sAdhanA kara sakeM, prekSA kA prayoga kara sakeM, dekhanA sIkha leM to zakti kA vyartha vyaya bhI ruka sakatA hai aura sAdhya bhI prApta ho sakatA hai / dekhane kA matalaba hai-na smRti, na cintana, na kalpanA, korA dekhanA / dekhanA, anubhava krnaa| hamAre sAmane do jagat haiM--eka anubhava kA jagat aura eka buddhi kA jagat-smRti aura cintana kA jagat / anubhava meM hamArI zakti kA vyaya nahIM hotaa| isalie nahIM hotA ki anubhava meM nAr3I-saMsthAna ko bahuta kAma nahIM karanA par3atA / zakti kA vyaya taba hotA hai jaba nAr3IsaMsthAna ko sakriya honA par3atA hai| eka AdamI koI lekha likhatA hai, nibandha likhatA hai, kavitA banAtA hai aura koI bAta socatA hai to use kAphI zakti lagAnI par3atI hai / koI bhI AdamI, bar3A se bar3A lekhaka, pAMca ghaMTA niraMtara likhatA jAe to use bar3I thakAna kA anubhava hogA / eka vakIla, jisako sAre kesa kA adhyayana karanA hai, agara vaha dasa ghaMTA koI kesa par3hatA calA jAe, pUre dina aura rAta par3hatA calA jAe to phira dUsare dina use socanA hI pdd'egaa| kyoMki cintana se nAr3I-saMsthAna para dabAva par3atA hai| smRti, cintana yA dabAva se manuSya kI zakti kharca hotI hai / anubhava se koI zakti kharca nahIM hotI / nAr3I
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________________ zarIra aura mana kA saMtulana 155 saMsthAna para koI dabAva nahIM par3atA / koI kaThinAI paidA nahIM hotI / isalie manobala ko bar3hAne kA bahuta bar3A sUtra hai- vartamAna meM rahanA, apramatta rahanA, jAgarUka rahanA aura dekhane kA prayoga karanA / hamArI jJAtA aura draSTA kI zakti jAge / eka saMtulana bane / yaha to maiM nahIM kahatA ki Apa caubIsa ghaMTA jAneM aura dekheM, saMbhava nahIM hotA / kabhI ho, para Aja saMbhava ho nahIM sakatA / Aja to eka saMtulana sthApita karanA par3egA ki dina meM Apa cAra ghaMTA socate haiM to dina meM eka ghaMTA na socane kA abhyAsa bhI kareM / dina meM agara Apa cAra ghaMTA, ATha ghaMTA bolate haiM to dina meM eka ghaMTA na bolane kA bhI adhyAsa kreN| yadi Apa dina meM pAMca ghaMTA, chaha ghaMTA, ATha ghaMTAM koI kAma karate haiM to eka ghaMTA kAyotsarga kA bhI abhyAsa kareM / kucha bhI na karane kA abhyAsa kreN| yaha pravRtti aura nivRtti kA saMtulana hai, yaha karma aura akarma kA saMtulana hai / kevala jAgarUkatA kA abhyAsa agara hamArA bar3he yA saMtulana sthApita ho to mujhe lagatA hai--na kevala vyaktigata samasyAoM kA samAdhAna hogA, bahuta sArI sAmAjika aura pArivArika samasyAoM kA samAdhAna bhI hogA / AdamI jitanA tanAva meM hotA hai utanA jyAdA aparAdhI banatA hai / aparAdha aura tanAva donoM sAtha meM jur3e hue haiM / yadi tanAva kama hogA to pravRttiyoM kA cakra niraMkuza nahIM hogA / pravRtti aura nivRtti kA saMtulana hogA to hamArI samasyAeM, mAnasika ulajhaneM, aparAdhI manovRttiyAM aura bhaya - ina sArI samasyAoM kA samAdhAna milegA / manobala jo bAharI dabAvoM aura bhItarI dabAvoM se niraMtara kama hotA calA jAtA hai, use bar3hane kA aura vikasita hone kA avasara bhI milegA / hama bhAvakriyA meM hote haiM, taba jJAnatantuoM aura karma tantuoM kA saMtulana hotA hai / kintu jaba nahIM hote haiM taba kyA asantulana honA jarUrI hai ? yaha prazna ubharatA hai / bhAvakriyA ke samaya zarIra aura mana donoM eka hI kAma meM lage hote haiM; isalie tanAva kama paidA hotA hai, zakti kama kharca hotI hai / aura jaba aisA nahIM hotA hai, zarIra eka kAma meM lagA hotA hai aura mana dUsarI kalpanAoM meM lagA hotA hai to na zarIra kI paTutA bar3hatI hai, na zarIra ThIka kAma karatA aura na mana kA ThIka kAma hotA hai| donoM meM vibhAjana hone se donoM kI zaktiyAM bikhara jAtI haiM aura adhika zakti kA vyaya hotA hai / isalie jarUrI hai ki donoM meM sAmaMjasya ho jisase hamArI kArya kI paTutA bhI bar3he /
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________________ 156 ekalA calo re kuzalatA bhI bar3he / gItA meM kahA gayA hai--'yogaH karmasu kauzalam' / isakA matalaba kyA hai ? kauzala kA pahalA sUtra hai ki zarIra aura mana kA eka kAma meM laganA / isase kuzalatA bar3hegI / jaba donoM alaga-alaga kAma kareMge, kuzalatA nahIM aaegii| koI bhI zilpI, koI bhI citrakAra aisA nahIM hai ki bar3hiyA se bar3hiyA usane citra banAyA ho, aMguliyAM calI hoM aura mana kisI aura dizA meM bhaTakA ho / aisA ho nahIM sktaa| kauzala kI vRddhi kA yaha pahalA sUtra hai| kucha vyakti aisA socate haiM ki zarIra-prekSA ke sAtha-sAtha bheda-vijJAna zarIra anya hai, AtmA anya hai) kA abhyAsa nahIM hogA to yaha prekSA mAtra sthUla darzana banakara raha jaaegii| ___ yaha bheda-vijJAna vAlI bAta hama bAra-bAra duharAeM, mujhe koI jarurI nahIM lagatA / ThIka hai, jaba hama zarIra kA darzana karate haiM aura prANa-dhArA ko dekhane kA abhyAsa karate haiM to bAta samajha meM AtI hai / yaha jo hama kahate haiM ki AtmA alaga hai, zarIra alaga hai, yaha mAtra hamArI mAnyatA hai / hama kaise svIkAra kara leMge jaba AtmA ke bAre meM hamArI koI jAnakArI nahIM, hamArA sAkSAtkAra nahIM / hama soceM, eka mAnyatA ko hI hama eka naye saMskAra ke rUpa meM to nahI badala rahe haiM ? bheda-vijJAna kA artha, merI dRSTi meM, dUsarA honA cAhie / hamane prekSA ke sandarbha meM bheda-vijJAna kA artha dUsarA kiyA hai / vaha yaha hai ki zarIra aura prANa ke pravAha kI bhinnatA kA anubhava karane kA matalaba hai bheda-vijJAna / zarIra alaga hai aura zarIra ke bhItara pravAhita hone vAlI prANadhArA alaga hai| yahAM se hamArA bheda-vijJAna zurU honA cAhie / jaba taka hamane zarIra ko aura prANa-pravAha ko bhinna nahIM samajhA taba taka AtmA kI bAta to bahuta dUra hai| bahuta bAra hamArI aisI vRttiyAM hotI haiM ki daravAje meM to ghusanA hI nahIM cAhate aura bhItara meM cale jAnA cAhate haiN| yaha bAta sambhava nahIM hotii| eka krama honA caahie| krama yaha hai ki zarIra se sUkSma hai prANa / hama zarIra aura prANa ke bheda kA anubhava kara sakeM aura jo zarIra-prekSA ke dvArA prANa ke prakampanoM ko pakar3ane kA prayAsa hai, yaha bhedavijJAna kA hI prayAsa hai / isalie ise alaga se duharAnA Avazyaka nahIM lgtaa| prekSA meM eka krama nizcita hai-zarIra, prANa-vidyuta-bAyoilekTrIsiTI, jaivika vidyut, phira taijasa zarIra, jahAM se sArI vidyut A rahI hai, phira karma
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________________ zarIra aura mana kA santulana 157 spandana-vAsanAoM aura bhAvadhArA ke spandana aura phira Age calakara caitanya kA anubhava / hama itanI bhUmikAoM ko pAra kie binA sIdhI chalAMga bharanA cAhate haiM, sIr3hiyAM to haiM nahIM aura socate haiM, itanA jhaMjhaTa kyoM kareM, pacAsa sIr3hiyAM utaranI hoNgii| sIdhe hI chata para se chalAMga lagA do / bAta to chalAMga lagAne kI ho sakatI hai, kintu pariNAma kyA ho sakatA hai ? hameM sIr3hiyoM se utaranA par3egA / zuddha caitanya kA bAda meM anubhava hogaa| para yaha jo pahale bAta duharAI jAtI hai, AtmA aura zarIra ko bhinna mAna, zuddha caitanya kA anubhava kareM, yaha mAtra eka zabda-jAla-sA hI lagatA hai / hama AtmA ke jhaMjhaTa meM na jAeM / AtmA-paramAtmA ke jhaMjhaTa ko chor3a deM / hama eka prakriyA zurU kreN| zarIra se hI caleM, pudgala se hI caleM / zarIra ko dekheM, zarIra ke bhItara hone vAlI kriyAoM ko dekheM, caleM, caleM, caleM, calatecalate jo hogA, vaha apane Apa milegaa| ulajhanoM ne do dhArAeM banA dI haiM / eka nAstika bana gayA, eka Astika bana gayA / na nAstika jAnatA hai ki AtmA hai, na Astika jAnatA hai ki AtmA hai / AtmA kA khaNDana karane vAle nAstika ko bhI patA nahIM ki AtmA nahIM hai aura AtmA kA samarthana karane vAle Astika ko bhI patA nahIM ki AtmA hai| basa, tarkoM ke AdhAra para donoM cala rahe haiN| sAdhanA kA mArga tarka kA mArga nahIM, anubhava kA mArga hai / jitanA anubhava ho, utanA hI pAMva pasAreM / hama calate caleM, bhItara hogA vaha to mila hI jaaegaa| Apake bhItara, zarIra ke bhItara AtmA nahIM hai to eka hajAra bAra 'AtmA bhinna hai, zarIra bhinna hai' doharAeM milegI nhiiN| aura agara hai to Apa calate caleM, eka na eka dina nizcita mila jaaegii| yaha eka prakriyA hai / hama prakriyA meM vizvAsa karate haiN| yaha yathArtha hai aura hama yathArtha ke AdhAra para calanA cAhate haiN|
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________________ zithilIkaraNa aura jAgarUkatA hamArA saMsAra parivartanazIla hai / isameM eka bhI dravya, eka bhI tattva aisA upalabdha nahIM hotA jo na badalatA ho / hara padArtha badalatA hai, hara dravya badalatA hai| hama badalane ko pasanda karate haiN| koI bhI baccA baccA nahIM rahatA, yuvA banatA hai, aura Age se Age badalatA calA jAtA hai| badalanA eka anivArya prakriyA hai| AdamI jaisA hai vaisA rahanA nahIM caahtaa| vaha apane svabhAva ko badalanA cAhatA hai / AcaraNa ko, vyavahAra ko, sambaMdhoM ko badalanA cAhatA hai / dUsare bhI cAhate hai, dharmaguru cAhate haiM-unake anuyAyI badale / sattA para baiThe loga cAhate haiM ki prajA bdleN| janatA cAhatI hai ki siMhAsana para baiThane vAle bdleN| saba eka-dUsare se badalane kI apekSA rakhate haiN| para svayaM ko badalanA koI nahIM caahtaa| svayaM badalanA jahAM sambhava nahIM hotA vahAM niyantraNa AtA hai| para niyantraNa karane vAle bhI jAnate haiM, kaThora daNDa vyavasthA karane vAle bhI jAnate haiM ki yaha paryApta upAya nahIM hai| isase saba kucha ThIka nahIM hotA / Akhira meM ve bhI badalane kI bAta para bala dete haiN| Aja rAjanIti ke kSetra meM mastiSka ko badalane para bahata bala diyA jAtA hai / purAnA zabda hai-hRdaya-parivartana aura Aja kA zabda hai--mastiSkaparivartana / yaha ThIka hai ki hRdaya badale / para hRdaya kyA hai aura usakA artha kyA hai, yaha vimarzanIya viSaya hai| kabhI-kabhI zabdoM se bar3I ulajhana paidA ho jAtI hai / jo hArTa dhar3akatA rahatA hai aura rakta ko pheMkatA rahatA hai use hama hRdaya kahate haiM / aura vaha badale, isa artha meM hamAre sAre artha kI abhivyakti hotI hai / kintu Aja kI khojoM ne yaha bAta sunakara sApha kara dI ki yaha koI bahuta mahattvapUrNa aMga nahIM hai, usakA kAma itanA hI hai ki rakta ko pheMkanA aura dhar3akate rahanA, jIvana ko calAnA / hamAre AcAra-vyavahAra meM usakI koI niyAmakatA nahIM hai aura usakA isake atirikta koI mUlya bhI nahIM hai / sacamuca eka prazna hai ki hRdaya kisako mAnA jAe ? mujhe lagatA hai ki yaha zabda kA bhrama haA hai / prAcIna artha meM bhI hRdaya kA artha hArTa nahIM thaa|
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________________ "zithilIkaraNa aura jAgarUkatA 156 ise koI bahuta badalane kI AzA bhI nahIM kI jA sktii| isakA badalanA aura na badalanA koI vizeSa artha nahIM rkhtaa| hRdaya hamArA honA cAhie mastiSka kA agalA hissA jise sAiMsa kI bhASA meM kahate hai 'hAipothelemasa' / mastiSka kA agalA hissA hai hRdaya / yaha badalatA hai to -saba kucha badala jAtA hai| yaha nahIM badalatA hai to kucha bhI nahIM bdltaa| hadayaM cetanAdhiSThAnaM'-yaha caraka kA eka vAkya hai| cetanA kA jo adhiSThAna hai, vaha hRdaya hai| isake badalane para bahuta sArI bAteM badala jAtI haiM / hamAre zarIra meM yaha sabase jyAdA niyAmaka tattva hai| manuSya kA AcAra aura vyavahAra prabhAvita hotA hai granthi-taMtra se / hRdaya-parivartana kA artha hotA hai anthi-taMtra kA saMtulana / hamArI granthiyoM kA saMtulana hotA hai aura mukhyataH pIniyala, picyUTarI, thAyarAiDa aura eDrInala-ina cAra granthiyoM kA saMtulana hotA hai to hRdaya kA parivartana hotA hai| inameM asantulana hotA hai to hRdaya kA parivartana nahIM ho sakatA / AdamI koI kAma karatA hai to usake sAtha-sAtha tanAva bhara jAtA hai / "usake kAraNa asaMtulana paidA hotA hai| sabase bar3A kAraNa hai tanAva / mAnasika tanAva aura bhAvanAtmaka tanAva---ye tanAva asaMtulana paidA karate haiM, atizrama, aticiMtana, atiAvega-ye sAre asaMtulana paidA karate haiM, tanAva paidA karate haiM, kArya meM asaMtulana paidA karate haiN| eka granthi hai thAyarAiDa, jo kaMTha ke madhya kI granthi hai / usakA bahuta mahattvapUrNa kAma hotA hai| hamArI bahuta sArI AdatoM, vRttiyoM kA vaha niyaMtraNa karatI hai aura zarIra kA bhI niyaMtraNa karatI hai| cayApacaya kI sArI kriyA thAyarAiDa ke dvArA saMpAdita hotI hai / zarIra meM pratikSaNa karor3oM-karor3oM zela marate haiM, karor3oM-karor3oM janmate haiN| yaha cayApacaya kI jo kriyA hai vaha sArI kriyA thAyaroksana ke dvArA sampAdita hotI hai / tanAva paidA huA, tanAva ke kAraNa saMtulana bigar3a gyaa| pariNAma yaha hotA hai ki yA to kama srAva yA jyAdA srAva hogaa| yadi kama srAva hogA to Alasya, thakAna, pramAda-ye sAre ghere rheNge| jyAdA srAvA hogA to bhI tanAva paidA hogA, nirAzA hogI, duzcitAeM hoNgii| ye sArI kriyAeM asaMtulana ke kAraNa hotI haiM / prajanana granthi hai gonADsa / usakA srAva jyAdA hotA hai to AdamI jyAdA kAmuka bana jAtA hai / srAva kama hotA hai to AdamI -napuMsaka bana jAtA hai / asaMtulana ke kAraNa bahuta sArI sthitiyAM paidA hotI haiM / asaMtulana kA mukhya kAraNa banatA hai mAnasika tanAva / dhyAna kI pUrI
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________________ 160 ekalA calo re prakriyA mAnasika tanAva ko miTAne kI prakriyA hai| mAnasika tanAva miTatA hai to hamAre hRdaya kA parivartana hone meM bahuta suvidhA ho jAtI hai / hama kisI ko badalanA cAhate haiM ? cetanA ko badalanA kevala cetanA ke stara para hI ghaTita nahIM hotaa| cetanA ko badalane ke lie cetanA ko prabhAvita karane vAle rasAyanoM aura vidyut-pravAhoM ko badalanA bhI jarUrI hai| jaba taka hamAre bhItara ke rasAyana nahIM badalate haiM, jaba taka hamAre vidyut ke pravAha nahIM badalate haiM taba taka cetanA ko kaise badalA jA sakatA hai ? Apane sunA hogA--jahAM vItarAga hote haiM, tIrthaMkara hote haiM, arhat hote haiM, unake pAsa do virodhI loga jAte haiM aura unakA vaira samApta ho jAtA hai, ve mitra bana jAte haiN| Apane pratIka dekhe hoMge ki siMha aura bakarI eka ghATa para pAnI pI rahe haiN| billI aura cUhe pAsa-pAsa meM baiThe haiM / kyA yaha bAta jhUThI hai ? bilakula nahIM / yaha saMbhava hai| Aja to vaijJAnikoM ne apane prayogoM ke dvArA ina bAtoM ko aura adhika pramANita kara diyA hai| billI aura cUhe para aise prayoga kie haiM ki cUhA billI se nahIM Dara rahA hai aura billI meM AkrAmakatA samApta ho gayI hai / kaise huA yaha ? purAne jamAne meM hameM usakI vyAkhyA prApta nahIM huI / vaijJAnika prayogoM ke dvArA vyAkhyA prApta ho gii| vItarAga ke pAsa jaba koI prANI jAtA hai, vItarAgatA kI pracaMDa razmiyAM nikalakara una prANiyoM meM praveza kara unake mastiSka kI dhArA ko, unake vidyut kI dhArA ko, unake prANa kI dhArA ko badala detI haiN| jisa dhArA ke AdhAra para vaira-virodha calatA thA vaha sArA samApta ho jAtA hai| prayoga kiyA gayA / cUhe aura billI ke sira para ilekTroDa lagA diyA gyaa| donoM ko chor3a diyA / donoM sAmane Ate hai, cUhA billI se pyAra karatA hai, billI cUhe se pyAra karatI hai / billI ke pAsa cUhA jAtA hai, uchala-kUda karatA hai aura billI use pucakAratI hai| bandara ke hAtha meM kelA diyA / ilekTroDa lagA hai, bandara ke mastiSka meM eka bhAvanA pravAhita huii| vaha khAne ko Atura ho rahA hai / itane meM eka dhArA badalI aura usane kele ko pheMka diyaa| do bhayaMkara sAMDa maidAna meM Ate haiN| bIca meM eka AdamI khar3A hai, pUre yantroM se sajjita hokara / jaise hI donoM khUkhAra sAMr3a pahuMcate haiM, saba dekha rahe haiM aura sabake prANa kAMpa rahe haiN| donoM daur3ate-daur3ate usa vyakti ke nikaTa jA
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________________ zithilIkaraNa aura jAgarUkatA 161 rahe haiM / kaMTha sUkhane laga gae ki basa, aba samApta, aba samApta / itane bhayaMkara sAMr3a ki aba jaldI samApta ho jAne vAlA hai, kucha bhI bacane vAlA nahIM hai / donoM sAMDa pAsa Ate haiN| itane meM basa yaMtra kA upayoga hotA hai aura ve eka vinIta ziSya kI bhAMti pAsa meM Akara khar3e ho jAte haiN| hamane bahuta sunA hai, purAne granthoM meM par3hA hai ki unmatta hAthI, jo aneka manuSyoM ko kucalatA huA jA rahA thA, eka vyakti ke pAsa AyA aura bilakula zAMta hokara khar3A ho gyaa| __yaha sArA vyavahAra kA parivartana, AcaraNa kA parivartana kyoM hotA hai ? jaba taka hama vyavahAra aura AcaraNa ko prabhAvita karane vAle ghaTakoM kA dhyAna nahIM karate haiM, jaba taka unakA jJAna hameM nahIM hotA taba taka samasyA kA samAdhAna nahIM hotA / yaha eka bahuta bar3A rahasya hI lagatA hai, kintu yaha bAta samajha meM A jAtI hai ki AdamI kA vyavahAra aura AcaraNa cetanA ke dvArA ghaTita hotA hai| cetanA rasAyanoM se prabhAvita hotI hai| usa prabhAvita cetanA se ghaTita hotA hai yaha parivartana / ... ___ eka prazna AyA thA AtmA kA / yaha bahuta UMcI bAta hai| hama sIdhA AtmA ko pAeM, bhedavijJAna kreN| AtmA bhinna, aura zarIra bhinna, cetanA bhinna aura pudgala bhinna-isa sacAI taka pahuMceM / abhI to hama jisa cetanA ko pakar3a pA rahe haiM, vaha cetanA sArI vRttiyoM kI cetanA, lezyA kI cetanA hai, vaha cetanA sArI bhAvadhArA kI cetanA hai, hama jo cetanA ko pakar3ate haiM, lezyA kI cetanA ko pakar3ate haiM / lezyA kI cetanA meM yA to krodha kA prabhAva hotA hai, yA ahaMkAra kA prabhAva hotA hai / ajJAna kA prabhAva hotA hai, ghRNA kA prabhAva hotA hai, kisI na kisI vRtti kA prabhAva hotA hai| zuddha cetanA aura nirmala cetanA kA darzana kahAM saMbhava hai ? jaba taka yaha vRttiyoM kA saghana gherA, vRttiyoM kA, lezyAoM kA mahAn kavaca aura eka aisA vajrapaMjara hamAre Asa-pAsa banA huA hai, vaha jaba taka TUTa nahIM jAtA taba taka yaha saMbhava nahIM hai| sabase bar3A gherA to ajJAna kA hotA hai| hamAre sAmane zabda AtA hai, hama use pakar3a nahIM pAte / kitane loga ulajhe hue haiM / yoga meM eka carcA AtI hai-'maraNaM bindu-pAtena jIvanaM bindudhAraNAt'-bindu ke patana se maraNa hotA hai aura biMdu ke dhAraNa se jIvana hotA hai| bindu kA artha kiyA jAtA haivIrya / agara vIrya ke pAta se maraNa hotA hai to Aja koI jItA hI nahIM / /
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________________ 162 ekalA calo re kaise jItA ? Aja kA DaoNkTara, Aja kA meDikala sAiMsa kA vidyArthI isa bAta ko bahuta mUlya bhI nahIM detA, kintu jo biMdu kA artha thA kaha kho gayA / bahuta bAra zandoM kI aisI gar3abar3a hotI hai| koI kamajora AdamI thA, bImAra thA, pUrA pacA nahIM pA rahA thA / DaoNkTara ke pAsa gayA / DaoNkTara ne kahA- 'tuma aura khAnA eka bAra chor3a do, kevala DabalaroTI khAo' / usa AdamI ne kisI se pUchA ki 'bhaI ! Dabala kA kyA matalaba hotA hai ?' roTI to vaha jAnatA hI thaa| use Dabala kA artha batAyA--dUnA / para para aayaa| roja cAra roTI khAtA thaa| patnI se bolA-'Aja ATha roTI khilaanaa| DaoNkTara ne DabalaroTI khAne ko kahA hai|' zabda ke artha meM aisI sar3abar3a hotI hai ki mUla bAta ko pakar3a mahIM paate| zabdoM ne itanA ulajhA rakhA hai, artha hamAre se dUra calA jA rahA hai aura hama bahuta ulajhate jA rahe haiN| : - yaha mamda kI cetanA, krodha kI celanA, sArI vRttiyoM kI cetanA hamAre sAmane hai| hama zuddha cetanA kI abhI bAta nahIM kara sakate / nirmala cetanA kI, Atma-sAkSAtkAra kI abhI bAta nahIM kara skte| isase pahale dhyAna kI eka sthiti kA nirmANa karanA hogA, samajhautA karanA hogA ki cetanA ko chodd'eN| pahale cetanA ko prabhAvita karane vAle rasAyanoM ko smjhe| jaba taka hameM unakA jJAna nahIM hogA, hamArI samasyA kA samAdhAna nahIM hogaa| do dina pUrva eka bhAI kA prapana thA, jaba hama prabhAvoM kI duniyA meM jIte haiM aura sauramaNDala ke vikiraNa hameM prabhAvita karate haiM to phira yaha grahoM kI zAMti ke lie kie jAne vAle upakrama, ratnoM kA vyavahAra kyA sahAyaka nahIM banatA ? banatA hai| usakA bhI eka upayoga hai| to phira mere sAmane eka bhAI kA prazna AyA hai ki yadi ratnoM kA upayoga, grahoM kI zAMti kA upakrama, yaha hamArI sthiti ko badala sakatA hai to karmavAda bilakula vyartha nahIM ho jAegA? prazna to ThIka lagatA hai, para gahare meM utareM to patA lagatA hai ki karmavAda ko ThIka se nahIM samajhA jA rahA hai / karma ko itanA atirikta mUlya de diyA "ki hara bAta karma para thopanA cAhate haiN| karma eka choTA-sA ghaTaka hai| use sarva sattAvAna Izvara kyoM banA diyA ? Izvara ko asvIkAra karane vAle loga yadi karma ko saba kucha mAnane lageM to mujhe lagatA hai ki Izvara ko asvIkAra karane kA koI artha nahIM hogA / Izvara bhI saba kucha nahIM kara sakatA to phira
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________________ zithilIkaraNa ora jAgarUkatA karma saba kucha kaise kara pAemA ? hamArI do sthitiyAM hotI haiM, eka upAdAna aura eka nimitta / upAdAna apanA kAma karatA hai aura nimitta apanA kAma karatA hai| karma kA vipAka bhI nimittoM ke sahAre hotA hai / yadi anukUla paristhiti nahIM milatI, anukUla vya, kSetra, kAla aura bhAva nahIM milatA, anukUla vAtAvaraNa nahIM milatA to karma kA vipAka bhI nikammA calA cAtA hai| hama yaha na mAne ki karma kA vipAka hogA hI / karma kA vipAka honA bhI paristhiti-sApekSa hai / karma bahuta bAra vipAka ke binA bhI calA jA sakatA hai| karma ko aise hI bhogA jA sakatA hai, cAhe acchA karma ho, cAhe burA karma ho| bahuta acchA karma kiyA huA hai aura yadi AdamI hAtha para hAtha dharakara baiTha jAtA hai, yaha socatA hai ki acchA karma kiyA huA hai, bhAgya meM jo likhA huA hai vaha ho jAegA, to vaha bhAgya meM likhA huA kabhI nahIM hogaa| nikammA calA jaaegaa| acchA karma bhI nikammA calA jA sakatA hai aura burA karma bhI nikammA calA jA sakatA hai / karma saba kucha hotA to puruSArtha ko itanA mUlya dene kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotii| syAdvAda kI dRSTi se socane vAle AcAryoM ne eka mArga sujhAyA thA / vaha bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa mArga thaa| unhoMne kahA-kAla, svabhAva, niyati, puruSArtha, karma-ye sAre arthavAn haiM / kintu inameM Izvara koI bhI nahIM / sarva sattAvAna koI bhI nahIM hai / sabakI apanI-apanI sImA hai| kAla apanA kAma karatA hai, svabhAva apanA kAma karatA hai, karma apanA kAma karatA hai aura puruSArtha apanA kAma karatA hai| sabakA samanvaya hogA to ghaTanA ThIka se ghaTita hogii| yadi kisI eka ko pakar3a liyA to tuma bhI ulajhoge aura usako bhI badanAma karoge / phira kahoge-itanA puruSArtha kiyA aura kucha bhI nahIM huA, itanA acchA karma kiyA aura kucha bhI nahIM huA / kaise hogA? tumane eka ko pakar3a liyA / eka ko pakar3ane vAlA samana ko kabhI upalabdha nahIM ho sakatA / samagratA vahIM phalita hotI hai jahAM sabako sAtha meM saMyojita kiyA jAtA hai / hama isa bAta meM na ulajheM ki duniyA meM hara vastu kA apanA prabhAva hotA hai / jina logoM ne raMgoM ke mUlya ko samajhA hai, raMgoM ke kartRtva ko samajhA hai, ve isa bAta ko asvIkAra nahIM kareMge ki grahoM se Ane vAle vikiraNa, ratnoM ke vikiraNa, kapar3oM ke raMgoM ke vikiraNa, bhojana ke raMgoM ke vikiraNa--ye sAre ke sAre eka sAtha jur3e haiN|
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________________ 164 ekalA calo re raMga kyA hai ? eka prakAza hI to hai| prakAza ke 46veM prakaMpana kA nAma hI hai---raMga / sUrya kI kiraNoM se Ane vAlA prakaMpana hai / usameM eka raMga hotA hai| raMga aura prakAza do nahIM haiN| prakAza kA hI eka paryAya hai--raMga / jo prakAza kA prabhAva hotA hai, yadi ucita raMga mileM to prabhAva ko badalA jA sakatA hai / isalie karma ko bhI hama mUlya deN| usake badalane kI bAta ko bhI hama bhUleM nhiiN| hama isa bAta ko mAnakara caleM ki rasAyanoM ko badalanA, vidyut ke pravAha ko badalanA hamArI sAdhanA kA mukhya lakSya hai / jaise-jaise hama zithilIkaraNa kI avasthA meM jAte haiM, jaise-jaise hama jAgarUkatA kI avasthA meM jAte haiM hamAre rasAyana badalane zurU ho jAte haiN| rasAyanoM ko badalane kA sabase mahattvapUrNa upakrama hai--zithilIkaraNa / kAyotsarga ke do artha hote haizithila honA, zarIra ko chor3a denA-zarIra kI pravRttiyoM ko chor3a denA / dUsarA artha hotA hai, apane prati jAgarUka honA / ye donoM tanAva ko kama karane vAle haiN| zithila vyakti tanAva se bharA nahIM hogaa| tanAva ke kAraNa hamAre bhItara bhI haiM, aura bAhara bhI haiM / kAma, krodha, moha, mAyA, rAga-dveSa, priyatAapriyatA kA saMvedana, ghRNA, bhaya, IrSyA, dveSa-ye sAre Antarika kAraNa haiM jo tanAva paidA karate haiN| bAhara meM bhI tanAva ke nimitta haiN| eka kaTu vacana kahA aura bhItara meM krodha thA, tanAva se AdamI bhara gyaa| paidA karane vAle kAraNa aura nimitta banane vAle kAraNa cAroM ora phaile hue haiN| hara kSaNa AdamI tanAva se bhara sakatA hai| zAyada bahuta sAre aise loga bhI haiM jo eka dina meM pacAsoM bAra tanAva se bhara jAte haiM / tanAva nikala nahIM pAtA / akar3ana aura phira akar3ana ho jAtI hai / kucha manovaijJAniko ne yaha khoja kI hai ki ahaMkAra jitanA prabala hotA jAtA hai, zarIra meM aiMThana bar3hatI jAtI hai, akar3ana bar3hatI jAtI hai aura hote-hote zAyada patharI kI sthiti bhI bana jAtI hai| zarIra mana se prabhAvita hotA hai, mana zarIra se prabhAvita hotA hai / donoM kA sambandha barAbara calatA hai| hamAre pAsa tanAva ke kAraNa maujUda haiN| hamAre pAsa tanAva ke nimitta bhI maujUda haiN| isa sthiti meM hama tanAva se mukta kaise ho sakate haiM ? __ yoga ke AcAryoM ne isa viSaya para khoja kii| unhoMne sabase pahalA kAraNa khojA, maMdazvAsa yA dIrghazvAsa / dIrgha zvAsa kA matalaba hotA hai-manda zvAsa, zvAsa kI gati ko kama krnaa| zvAsa jaise-jaise manda hogA, zithilIkaraNa apane Apa prApta hogaa| Apa baiTha gae, leTa gae, zarIra zithila ho jAe, yaha
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________________ zithilIkaraNa aura jAgarUkatA koI jarUrI nhiiN| AdamI nIMda meM sotA hai, zithila honA koI jarUrI nahIM hai| nIMda meM bhI tanAva hotA hai, nIMda meM bhI loga bahuta bar3abar3AhaTa karate haiM, sapane Ate haiN| kyoMki tanAva se bhare rahate haiN| mana meM bar3A tanAva hotA hai, nIMda se sokara uThate haiM, anubhava karate haiM ki nIMda lI para halkApana nahIM aayaa| zarIra pUrA halkA nahIM huaa| pUrI zAMti nahIM milI / tanAva to bharA rahatA hai / tanAva miTAne kA sabase pahalA sarala upAya hai manda zvAsa kA prayoga / zvAsa jitanA manda hogA utanA tanAva miTegA, utanA acchA zithilIkaraNa hog|| manda zvAsa yAnI lambA zvAsa / kucha loga choTe zvAsa ko bhI sahaja zvAsa mAnakara bhrama meM par3a jAte haiN| hamArA sahaja zvAsa calatA hai usameM koI prayatna nahIM karanA par3atA / zvAsa ko manda karane meM prayatna karanA hotA hai| yaha prayatna vAlI bhrAMti bhI miTA lenI caahie| dhyAna aprayatna hai| yaha bAta acchI hai para Avazyaka prayatna karanA bhI burI bAta nahIM hai / eka bAra hama prayatna karate haiM, saMkalpa karate haiM kintu isa prayatna ke dvArA pariNAma meM aprayatna bhI prApta hotA hai / manda zvAsa huaa| zithilIkaraNa hogaa| jahAM hama eka minaTa meM 15 zvAsa lete haiM, manda zvAsa lene para eka minaTa meM 12, 6, 4, 3, 2, 1 zvAsa ho jAtA hai| jaba zvAsa manda hotA hai to donoM sthitiyAM banatI haiM-zithilIkaraNa aura jaagruuktaa| zvAsa ke prati jaagruuktaa| jAgarUkatA ko bar3hAne ke lie sabase pahalA sAdhana hai--zvAsa kI maMdatA / jisane zvAsa para niyantraNa rakhanA sIkha liyA usane jAgarUkatA kA pATha par3ha liyaa| hama mAnasika tanAvoM se ghire hue haiN| hama nahIM cAhate ki tanAva rahe, kintu use miTA nahIM pA rahe haiM aura isalie nahIM miTA pA rahe haiM ki vikalpa para vikalpa, vicAra para vicAra, cintana para cintana / dhyAna karane ko baiThate haiM to vikalpa satAne laga jAte haiN| itanI kalpanAeM AtI haiM, itane vicAra Ate haiM, nimantraNa nahIM diyA jaataa| jaise makkhiyAM binA nimantraNa ke AtI haiM, vaise hI nimantraNa ke binA ye vicAra, vikalpa, ciMtana Ate rahate haiN| kaise zAMta kareM ? eka upAya hai--zithilIkaraNa / dUsarA upAya hai-jIbha ko zithila karanA / bahuta bar3A rahasya hai jIbha kA kaayotsrg| hama pUre zarIra kA zithilIkaraNa karate haiM, pUre zarIra kA kAyotsarga karate haiM / pUre zarIra kA kAyotsarga karanA bhI bahuta acchA hai| hameM abhyAsa cAhie ki zarIra ke hara hisse kA kAyotsarga kara skeN| eka aMgulI ko zithila kara skeN| pUre hAtha ko zithila karanA hai to pUre hAtha ko zithila kara skeN|
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________________ 166 ekalA calo re calate haiM, calate hue bhI hAtha ko zithila kara sakeM / paira ko bhI zithila kara sakeM / hamAre zarIra meM kSamatA hai, bar3I kSamatA hai / agara hamArA abhyAsa paTu ho jAe to sira ke eka bAla ko AdamI hilA sakatA hai / aMgulI hilAne meM koI bAta bar3I nahIM mAnI jaatii| hama jaba cAheM taba aMgulI ko hilA sakate haiM / jaba cAheM pairA hilA sakate haiM, hAtha ko hilA sakate haiN| kAna ko nahIM hilA sakate | yaha mAnA gayA hai ki yogI kA pahalA lakSaNa hai, jisake kAna hilate hoM / hila sakate haiM, koI kaThinAI nahIM / jaise aMgulI hilatI hai, vaise hI kAna hila jAtA hai / barAbara hilatA hai| yaha koI par3hI-sunI bAta nahIM kaha rahA | hilatA hai - yaha anubhava kI bAta hai / hilatA hai kAna, eka bAla bhI hila sakatA hai / hamAre zarIra meM bahuta vicitratAeM haiM, bahuta rahasya bhare par3e hai / jIbha eka bahuta rahasyapUrNa avayava hai hamArA / yadi jIbha kA kAyotsarga karanA, usako adhara meM TikAnA jAna leM to mana ko TikAne kI samasyA hala ho jAtI hai / jisa vyakti ne jIbha ko sthira karanA sIkha liyA, usane mana ko zAnta aura nirvikalpa karanA sIkha liyA / vikalpa paidA hotA hai zabda ke dvArA / binA zabda ke koI vikalpa paidA nahIM hotA / sAre vikalpa zabda se paidA hote haiM aura zabda paidA hotA hai svara-yaMtra ke dvArA / eka svara-yaMtra aura dUsarA jIbha-- do aise rahasya haiM / jo vyakti nivicAra, nirvikalpa aura nizcintana honA cAhatA hai, cintAoM se mukta honA cAhatA hai, use ina do rahasyoM para dhyAna denA hI hogA / jo ina do rahasyoM ko nahIM samajhatA, inake prati lAparavAha rahatA hai vaha usa sthiti ko nahIM pA sakatA / vidyArthI ko eka zauka thI, usane sapheda kharagoza pAlA / bar3A pyAra karatA / pyAra to karatA kintu bar3A lAparavAha / dhyAna hI nahIM detA / zauka bhI aura lAparavAhI bhI / donoM bAteM sAtha-sAtha calatIM / mAM ne dekhA -sArasaMbhAla nahIM kara rahA hai aura kharagoza aise hI takalIpha pA rahA hai, kisI ko de diyA jAe / usane de diyA dUsare ko / kucha dina bAda dhyAna AyA ki merA sapheda kharagoza kahAM hai ? mAM se pUchA / mAM ne batAyA- maiMne to beca diyA / kaise becA ? mujhe to bahuta priya thaa| mAM ne kahA- tuma dhyAna hI nahIM dete the kabhI / patA hai kitane dina ho gae ? Aja dasa dina hue / Aja dasa dina bAda tumheM kharagoza yAda AyA hai / hama dhyAna nahIM dete / jAgarUkatA nahIM aura jAgarUkatA ke binA hamArA dhyAna nahIM jAtA / ye do sapheda kharagoza haiN| yadi jAgarUkatA ho to hamArI M
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________________ 167 zithilIkaraNa aura jAgarUkatA bahuta sArI samasyAeM, mAnasika ulajhaneM samApta hotI haiM / sabase bar3I samasyA maiM mAnasika samasyAoM ko mAnatA hUM / zArIrika samasyA utanI vikaTa nahIM hai / vikaTa hai mana kI samasyA aura isakA samAdhAna pAne kA sabase acchA sAdhana hai svara-mantra kA kAyotsarga / svara-yantra kI zithila kareM, kaNThe-bhAga para dhyAna kendrita kareM aura kaNTha ko zithila kareM / kaNTha ko zithila karane kA artha hai Apane ThIka nAr3I para hAtha de diyA hai| bahuta bAra bar3I bhrAnti hotI hai / purAne jamAne kI bAta hai / vaidya loga nidAna karate nAr3I ko dekhakara rogI thA / kisI vaidya ke pAsa gayA / bolA- 'bImAra hUM, nidAna karo aura davA do / ' vaidya kisI dUsare dhyAna meM thA / hAtha pakar3A, dekhA aura thor3I dera bAda bolA ki tumhArI nAr3I to bahuta caMcala cala rahI hai| rogI bolA'vaidyajI ! kyA batAUM, ApakA hAtha to merI ghar3I para thA, nAr3I para thA hI nahIM / ' jaba hAtha sahI nAr3I para nahIM TikatA, nidAna nahIM ho sakatA / hama abhI nidAna nahIM kara pA rahe haiM, prayoga kara rahe haiM / para prazna yahI rahatA hai ki dhyAna karate haiM, baiThate haiM, samaya lagAte haiM, para vikalpa to zAnta nahIM hote / ve satAte rahate haiM / sahI nidAna kareM / nidAna taba hogA jaba cintana, smRti, kalpanA, vikalpa - ye nahIM hoMge / ye sAre zabdoM ke dvArA hote haiM / zabda paidA hotA hai svara - yantra ke dvArA aura zabda nikalatA hai jIbha ke dvArA | svara-yaMtra caMcala hogA, jIbha caMcala hogI to vikalpa AeMge / svapnazAstriyoM ne prayatna kiyA ki eka vyakti rAta ko so rahA hai aura svapna A rahA hai / svapna ke samaya meM bhI svara yantra aura jIbha sakriya rahatI hai Apa nirvikalpa avasthA pA leM / svara-yaMtra sakriya nahIM hogA yA jIbha sakriya nahIM hogI / yA svara-yaMtra ko niSkriya banAeMge, jIbha ko niSkriya banAeMge, phira koI vikalpa nahIM hogA | yaha sahI nidAna hamAre hAtha meM laga jAe to mAnasika samasyA jaTila nahIM hogI / ---- hama manobala ko bar3hAne kI carcA kara rahe haiM manobala kSINa hotA hai tanAva ke dvArA, ulajhanoM ke dvArA aura granthi taMtra ke asaMtulana ke dvArA manobala ko vikasita karane kA hamAre pAsa eka bar3A jAgarUkatA kA samanvaya / donoM kA samanvaya kAyotsarga bhI bar3he, jAgarUkatA bhI bddh'e| nuskhA hai-- zithilIkaraNa aura ho-- zithilIkaraNa bhI bar3he, donoM sAtha meM samanvita hote haiM to
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________________ ekalA calo re mujhe lagatA hai ki manobala ko ghaTAne vAle sAre sAdhana samApta hote haiM / manobala ko bar3hAne kA, zakti ke srota ko prakaTa karane kA eka bar3A sAdhana hotA hai-azabda avsthaa| jisa avasthA meM hama azabda hote haiM-zabdAtIta hote haiM to hamArI zakti kA srota phUTa par3atA hai| isa azabda avasthA kI ArAdhanA ke lie hama kAyotsarga kareM-jIbha kA kAyotsarga kareM, svara-yantra kA kAyotsarga kreN| isa choTI-sI prakriyA se bahuta bar3I upalabdhi hogii|
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________________ AhAra aura vicAra dhyAna vikAsa kI eka prakriyA hai| hama zakti kA vikAsa, Ananda kA 'vikAsa aura cetanA kA vikAsa cAhate haiN| vikAsa cAhanA eka bAta hai aura prakriyA meM se gujaranA dUsarI bAta hai / jo vyakti korA cAhatA hai aura prakriyA meM se nahIM gujaratA, usakI cAha pUrI nahIM hotii| cAha ko pUrA karane ke lie Avazyaka hotA hai--eka sAdhanA kA upayoga / hamane prekSAdhyAna kA Alambana liyA hai, sahArA liyA hai| kintu hamArI duniyA nAnA tattvoM se banI huI hai| hama jIte haiM nAnA samparkoM meM, nAnA sambandhoM meM aura nAnA saMyogoM meN| eka ko hI mAnakara nahIM cala sakate, aneka ko bhI mAnanA par3atA hai / korA eka tantra hI nahIM calatA, aneka tantra bhI calatA hai| dhyAna citta kI vaha nirmala avasthA hai jahAM korI cetanA jAgRta hotI hai aura sArI bAteM chUTa jAtI haiN| kintu usa nirmala cetanA ko upalabdha karane ke lie aneka rAstoM se calanA par3atA hai / unameM eka mArga-AhAra / pahuMcanA dhyAna kI gaharAI meM hai, cetanA kI ucca bhUmikA meM hai, para AhAra para vicAra karanA bahuta apekSita hai| AhAra ko hamane sthUla artha meM samajhA hai| AhAra bahuta vyApaka hai| bhojana bahuta choTI cIja hai / AhAra ke binA zarIra kA nirmANa nahIM hotaa| jIvana ke chaha zaktiyAM haiM1. Ahara paryApti 2. zarIra paryApti 3. indriya paryApti 4. zvAsocchavAsa paryApti 5. bhASA paryApti 6. mana paryApti pahalI zakti-AhAra paryApti, phira zarIra kA nirmANa hotA hai, phira indriyoM kA nirmANa hotA hai, phira zvAsocchvAsa kI zakti kA nirmANa hotA hai, phira bhASA kI zakti kA nirmANa hotA hai, phira mana kI zakti kA nirmANa hotA hai|
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________________ 170 ekalA calo re jIvana kI sabase pahalI AvazyakatA hai--AhAra / AhAra kA artha hotA hai-- bAhara se lenA / paudgalika jagat kI aisI vyavasthA hai ki bAhara se lenA hotA hai / kevala prANI hI nahIM, acetana vastueM bhI letI haiM / yaha hamAre sAmane bhIMta hai / aisA lagatA hai ki yaha to sthAyI cIja hai / kintu sUkSmatA meM jAeM to aisA lagatA hai ki nirantara yaha bhIMta ananta paramANuoM ko le rahI hai aura ananta paramANuoM ko chor3a rahI hai / pratyeka padArtha kA, cAhe vaha cetana ho yA acetana, yaha niyama banA huA hai ki nayA lenA aura purAne kA visarjana karanA -purAne ko chor3ate cale jAnA / yaha prakriyA nirantara calatI rahatI hai / prANI AhAra letA hai aura letA rhegaa| eka kSaNa bhI aisA nahIM jAtA ki koI vyakti nirAhAra ho sake / jaba se garbhAdhAna huA, taba se AhAra kara rahA hai| eka prANI marane ke bAda dUsare janma meM jAtA hai, bIca kI sthiti ko kahate haiM antarAla gati / usa gati meM bhI pUrA anAhAra nahIM hotA / vahAM bhI kabhI-kabhI laMbA samaya hotA hai to bIca meM AhAra le letA hai / anAhAra honA, yaha zarIra ke lie saMbhava nahIM hai / hama zarIra ke pratyeka kaNa se lete haiM / jIvana ke prArambha meM jo lete haiM usakI saMjJA hai--oja AhAra / yaha hamArI jIvana zakti hai / yaha jaba taka rahatI hai, AdamI jindA rahatA hai, vaha cuka jAtI hai to AdamI mara jAtA hai| dUsarA rahatA hai roma AhAra / hara roma se hama AhAra lete haiM / purAne jamAne ke loga eka bAra khAte the, bAda meM aneka bAra khAne lage / parantu kitanA adhika bAra khA sakate haiM ! kintu roma AhAra hama pratikSaNa lete haiM / usa AhAra meM kaThinAI hotI hai to sacamuca kaThinAI hotI hai, dama ghuTane laga jAtA hai / AdamI jaba bahuta UMcA jAtA hai to oNksIjana nahIM milatI aura dama ghuTane lagatA hai / isalie Upara yA nIce jAne vAle oNksIjana kI vyavasthA karake jAte haiM / to hameM hara kSaNa AhAra cAhie / tIsarA hotA hai-- kevala AhAra / jo hama kaura se khAte haiM vaha hamArA bhojana hotA hai / AMkha se dekhate haiM-AMkha kA AhAra / kAna se sunate haiMkAna kA AhAra / pratyeka indriya kA apanA AhAra hotA hai / mana se vikalpa karate haiM--mana kA AhAra hai / bhASA kA AhAra karate haiM, phira bolate haiM / hamArI eka bhI vANI nahIM hotI jo AhAra ke binA cala sake / pratyeka zabda ke pahale AhAra, phira pariNamana, phira usakA visarjana - yaha barAbara
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________________ AhAra aura vicAra 176 calatA hai| vANI ko AhAra cAhie-cintana aura manana ko AhAra caahie| phira jaba AhAra anivArya to kisa prakAra kA AhAra leM ? eka AhAra hamAre vicAra ko, hamArI bhASA ko, hamAre mana ko vikRta banAtA hai| eka AhAra hamAre isa tantra ko svastha banAtA hai| jisa vyakti ne AhAra ko samajhane kA prayatna nahIM kiyA aura dhyAna karatA hai to ThIka vahI bAta hotI hai ki andhI bur3hiyA pIsatI jA rahI hai, udhara kuttA khAtA jA rahA hai / hamArI dRSTi sampannatA aura viveka-sampannatA honI cAhie / ___hameM mana ke, indriyoM ke, zarIra ke AhAra para vicAra karanA hogA aura usakA eka hissA hogA-hamArA bhojana / kevala bhojana para hI sArA vicAra kareMge to bAta ThIka baiThegI nhiiN| eka AdamI bhojana kA to bahuta saMyama karatA hai, sAdA bhojana karatA hai para AMkha kA bahuta lolupa, sparza kA bar3A lolupa, vANI kA koI saMyama nahIM aura kevala bhojana para pUrA vicAra karatA hai / jIbha se jur3A huA hai bhojana kA svAda aura jIbha se jur3I huI hai hamArI vaannii| eka pahalU para to pUrA dhyAna rakhatA hai-sAtvika bhojana karatA hai kintu sAtvika bhojana karane meM bhI koI cIja mana ke anukUla nahIM banI to gusse meM A jAtA hai, gAliyAM dene lagatA hai| to kahAM huA bhojana kA viveka ! sArI bAteM bahuta jur3I huI haiN| AhAra kA viveka bahuta vyApaka artha meM hama svIkAra kareM tabhI bAta banegI, anyathA bAta adhUrI raha jaayegii| dhyAna karane vAlA vyakti svAda kA saMyama karatA hai, kyoMki caTapaTI, mIThI aura bahuta sArI cIjeM khAne ko nahIM milatI, kintu itane mAtra se AhAra kI samasyA hala ho jAtI hai aura dhyAna meM Apako bala mila jAtA hai, yaha mAneMge to Apako bar3I bhrAMti paidA hI hogii| maharSi caraka ne socA ki maiMne jo kucha kahA, use mere ziSyoM ne, anuyAyiyoM ne ThIka se samajhA yA nahIM, isakI mujhe parIkSA karanI cAhie / kahA jAtA hai ki kabUtara kA rUpa banAkara eka per3a para ve baiThe / udhara se bahuta sAre vaidya jA rahe the| kabUtara bola uThA, jisakA artha thA-svastha kauna ? roga se mukta kauna ? vaidyoM ne socA-kauna bola rahA hai ? pakSI bola rahA hai / bahuta ne to upekSA kara dii| uttara kisI samajhadAra ko denA cAhie, kisako uttara deN| kucha logoM ne uttara diyA / ThIka baiThA nahIM, samajha meM nahIM aayaa| maharSi ne socA-yA to ye samajha nahIM pA rahe haiM yA merI upekSA kara rahe
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________________ 172 ekalA calo re haiM / vahAM se ur3e dUsarI jagaha baiThe / saMyoga milA ki vAgbhaTTa jA rahA thaa| Ayurveda meM caraka, suzruta aura vAgbhaTTa-tIna pramukha graMthakartA mAne jAte haiN| vAgbhaTTa milA to kabUtara ne phira vahI prazna doharAyA / vAgbhaTTa ne dekhA / vaha vidvAn thA, tAr3a gayA / socA-yaha kabUtara nahIM, maharSi caraka hI haiM / tatkAla bola uThA--svastha vaha hai, nIroga vaha hai jo mita bhojana karatA hai, hita bhojana karatA hai aura Rta bhojana karatA hai| pahalI bAta hai ki lUMsa-ThUsakara nahIM khAtA / lUMsa-ThUsakara khAne vAlA vyakti kabhI sAdhanA nahIM kara sktaa| sAdhanA to kyA, apane zarIra kI sAdhanA bhI nahIM kara sktaa| khA letA hai to ghaMTA bhara bAda jaba pyAsa lagatI hai to pAnI pItA hai aura vAyu banatI hai, to phira aisA hotA hai ki koI dUsarA Akara uThAye to ThIka anyathA hilaDula bhI nahIM sktaa| bar3I musIbata paidA ho jAtI hai, aura phira kahatA hai ki peTa aura AMteM sArI Thasa ho gyiiN| phira cAhie-patthara-hajama cUrNa yA ve goliyAM jo bhojana ko pacA skeN| dUsarI bAta hai-hitakara bhojana karatA hai| svAda kI dRSTi se nahIM khAtA / jo anukUla hotA hai, vahI khAtA hai| aba hita kI vyAkhyA bahuta lambI-caur3I hai / Rtu ke anusAra, svAsthya ke anusAra hitakara hotA hai aura vyakti vizeSa ke kAraNa bhI hitakara ho sakatA hai / sardI kA mausama aura khUba garama cIjeM khAyI jaaeN| hitakara ho sakatI haiM kintu garmI ke mausama meM garma cIja ahitakara ho jaayegii| garma cIja khAnA, yAnI jaise cAya piinaa| cAya kA eka doSa yaha bhI hai ki cAya pIne vAlA ThaMDI cAya nahIM pItA / itanI garma pItA hai ki kaI loga usa bartana ko hAtha meM nahIM pakar3a pAte, para muMha meM DAla lete haiM / becArI AMtoM kA kyA hogA ! AMtoM, AmAzaya aura pakvAzaya ke vANI hotI to AMteM sabase pahale virodha karatIM ki tumheM svAda lagatA hai para hamArI dazA ko dekho ki hamAre para kyA bIta rahI hai, kitanI hAni hotI hai / to bahuta garma cIja bhI khAnA acchA nahIM, zarIra ke tApamAna se ThaMDI cIja khAnA bhI ThIka nahIM / baccA choTA hotA hai to barpha khAnA sIkha letA hai jisase usakA galA tathA AMteM bigar3a jAtI haiN| phira mAM-bApa socate haiM, baccA bahuta bImAra rahane laga gayA, kamajora rahane laga gayA / ToMsala bahuta bar3ha gye| galA bahuta kharAba ho gyaa| peTa bahuta kharAba, dAMta bahuta jaldI gira ge| AMta aura dAMta-ye donoM ThaMDI cIja se bahuta jaldI kharAba hote haiM / yaha sArA ahitakara bhojana se hotA hai /
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________________ AhAra aura vicAra 173 hitakara bhojana kI bAta maiM jyAdA mahattvapUrNa mAnatA huuN| hitakara bhojana aura mita bhojana hone para bhI bhojana Rta nahIM hotA hai to pUrI bAta nahIM bntii| Rta bhojana kA sambandha jur3atA hai hamArI sUkSma bhAvanAoM se / Rta bhojana kA sambandha jur3atA hai hamArI mAnasika vicAradhArAoM ke sAtha / bhojana kamAte, paidA karate yA banAte samaya kisa prakAra kI vicAradhArA hai, sabakA prabhAva bhojana para par3atA hai| eka vyakti ne bar3I krUratA ke sAtha bhojana kA arjana kiyA / eka vyakti ne bar3I krUratA ke sAtha bhojana bnaayaa| aba khAne vAlA becArA use acche bhAva se hI khA rahA hai, kintu usa bhojana meM krUratA ke bhAva A rahe haiM to komala vyakti ko bhI vaha krUra banA degaa| aisA hotA hai bhojana kitanA gajaba DhA detA hai, kitanA anartha kara detA hai ! vyakti ke mana meM corI kI bhAvanA jAga jAtI hai| eka saMnyAsI ke mana meM aparAdha kI bhAvanA jAga gayI / aisA kyoM huA ? kAraNa khojA to patA calA ki jo bhojana milA, sArA usI kA doSa hai| jaba taka vaha bhojana rahA, taba taka bhAvanA rhii| jaba bhojana nikalA to bhAvanA bhI sAtha meM samApta ho gyii| krodha karane vAlA vyakti svayaM duHkhI nahIM hotaa| vaha apane krodha ke paramANuoM ko bikheratA hai to AsapAsa kA vAtAvaraNa bhI duHkhI ho jAtA hai / ghRNA, IrSyA, dveSa, krodha-ina sAre paramANuoM kA bar3A prabhAva hotA hai / hamAre AsapAsa meM AbhAmaNDala hotA hai| usameM se hamArI bhAvadhArA ke paramANu nikalate haiM, dUra taka phailate haiM / acche paramANu aura bure paramANu / acchI bhAvadhArA to acche paramANu, burI bhAvadhArA to bure paramANu / donoM prakAra ke paramANu nikalate haiM / eka santa ke pAsa jAkara baiThate haiM to mana Ananda se bhara jAtA hai / binA kAraNa aisA lagatA hai ki prasannatA barasa rahI hai| kisI krodhI, IrSyAlu vyakti ke pAsa jAkara baiThate haiM to mana khinna ho jAtA hai| yaha paramANuoM kA prabhAva hotA hai| hamArA saMvedanazIla mana, saMvedanazIla cetanA itanI sUkSmatA aura itanI dUrI se unheM pakar3a letI hai ki hama kalpanA bhI nahIM kara skte| isa sAre saMdarbha meM hama socate haiM ki 'Rtabhuka' kA kitanA mahattva hai| Rtabhuk yAnI vaha bhojana jisake sAtha saccAI jur3I huI hai, jisake sAtha pavitratA aura cetanA kI nirmalatA jur3I huI hai, isalie bhojana banAne vAlA, bhojana paidA karane vAlA hara koI vyakti nahIM caahie| yaha Rtabhuka kA siddhAMta bahuta mahattvapUrNa siddhAMta hai ki bhojana ke samaya hamAre citta kI
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________________ 174 ekalA calo re prasannatA ho| bhojana bhAvakriyA hai| hama bhAkazyiA ko na bhUleM / prekSAdhyAna kI sAdhanA karane vAlA vyakti bhAvakriyA ko bhUlegA to prekSAdhyAna kI sAdhanA nahIM hogii| pUrA eka ghaMTA Apa dhyAna kI sAdhanA meM lagAte haiN| vidhivat dhyAna kA prayoga karate haiM aura bhAvaniyA kA dina meM prayoma karate haiM to sAdhanA pUrI nahIM hotI / jisa samaya jo kAma karanA hai vahI kAma kreN| bhojana karanA hai to kevala bhojana hI kareM, aura kucha nahIM kreN| jaise Apako nirdeza milatA hai ki kevala dekheM, kevala zvAsa kA anubhava kreN| to citta vikalpa-zUnya rahe, zvAsa kA anubhava kareM aura kucha na kreN| bhojana ke samaya bhI vahI prayoga honA cAhie / maiMne kaI bAra socA thA ki jaba zivirAthiyoM kA bhojana ho to usa samaya eka vyakti khar3A rahe aura bAra-bAra sujhAva detA rahe ki kevala bhojala kareM, kevala bhojana kreN| aisA hotA thA purAne jamAne meN| cakravartI bharata ne eka AdamI kI niyukti kI thI, jo prAtaHkAla uThate hI unheM sAbadhAna kiyA karatA thA, jAgarUkatA paidA karatA thaa| jAgarUkatA bar3hAne ke lie bhI aise sAdhanoM kI bahuta jarUrata hai| kevala bhojana kareM, kebala bhojana karanA sIkheM / yaha kebala bhojana karanA- mana meM koI krodha kI bhAvanA, na uttejanA, na ciMtA, na cir3acir3Apana, na rAga kA bhAva, na vepa kA bhAva, kevala bhojana kA bhAva aura Age-pIche bhI pUrI zuddhatA- arjana meM bhI zuddhatA, nirmANa meM bhI zuddhatA aura khAne meM bhI zuddhatA-isakA artha hai Rtabhuk / bhojana svAsthya detA hai aura bhojana svAsthaya bigAr3atA hai| roga bhI bhojana paidA karatA hai aura Arogya bhI bhojana banAtA hai| usake lie ye tIna sUtra mahattvapUrNa haiM-mitabhuk, hitabhuk aura Rtabhuk / __ hamArA AhAra aura hamAre vicAra paraspara jur3e hue haiN| mana aura AhAra paraspara jur3e hue haiN| inake lie, zarIra kI zakti ko bar3hAne ke lie AhAra aura mana kI zakti ko bar3hAne ke lie bhI AhAra bahuta Avazyaka hai| yaha AhAra kA viSaya hamAre lie bahuta vimarzanIya hai / hama isa para bahuta gaharAI se cintana kareM, vimarza kareM, dhyAna kareM, AhAra-zuddhi kA pUrA upakrama kreN|
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________________ AhAra, nIMda aura jAgaraNa hamArI jIvana-yAtrA meM cAra vRttiyAM pramukha bhAga letI haiM-AhAra, nIMda, 'bhaya aura maithuna / aura bhI saMjJAeM haiM, vRttiyAM haiM, jo citta ko prabhAvita karatI haiM para ye cAra sabase jyAdA prabhAvita karane vAlI haiN| __ AhAra kA sambandha jIvana se jur3A huA hai| koI bhI prANI AhAra ke binA jIvana kI yAtrA ko nahIM calA sktaa| kucha loga aise hote haiM jinakI bhojana kI jarUrata samApta ho jAtI hai| Aja bhI kucha loga aise milate haiM jinheM khAnA jarUrI nhiiN| yaha eka Azcarya mAnA jAtA hai kintu jaba eka rAsAyanika parivartana hotA hai to Azcarya jaisI koI bAta nahIM rhtii| hama jo khAte haiM ve sAre dravya AkAzamaNDala meM phaile hue haiN| isIlie eka AhAra kI saMjJA rakhI gaI--manobhakSi aahaar| jaba kisI nimitta se eka zakti jAga AtI hai, vyakti mana se AhAra ko khIMca letA hai| devatA kabhI kavalaAhAra nahIM krte| ve manobhakSi AhAra lete haiN| kucha sAdhaka bhI aise ho jAte haiM jo manobhakSi AhAra lene laga jAte haiM, unheM kavala-AhAra kI jarUrata nahIM rhtii| digambara paramparA aura zvetAmbara paramparA meM eka bicAra-bheda hai / zvetAmbara mAnate haiM ki kebalI kabala-AhAra karate haiN| digambara mAnate haiM ki ve kavala-AhAra nahIM karate / mujhe aisA lagatA hai ki anekAMta kI dRSTi kA upayoga kareM to yaha koI vivAda kA viSaya nahIM hai| sAmAnya AdamI kavalaAhAra karate haiN| jinakI sAdhanA paripakva ho jAtI hai, jarUrI nahIM ki ve kavala-AhAra kareM hI / na kareM, yaha bhI jarUrI nhiiN| sAdhaka ke lie donoM sthitiyAM bana sakatI haiM, kavala-AhAra kI sthiti bhI ho sakatI hai aura kavala-AhAra na kareM to bhI jIvana kI sthiti cala sakatI hai| mamobhakSi AhAra kI sthiti jAgane para phira bAhara se AhAra lene kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotI / itanA to nizcita hI svIkAra karanA hogA ki ve maMha se na khAeM para pUre zarIra se to khAnA hI hotA hai| roma AhAra ko nahIM chor3a jA sakatA aura manobhakSi AhAra kI sthiti bhI nimitta ho sakatI hai| unake dvArA sthUla dravyoM ko bhI AkAza se khIMcA jA sakatA hai|
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________________ 176 ekalA calo re dUdha AdamI pItA hai / para dUdha banane kI eka prakriyA hai / dUdha kA paryAya avyakta hotA hai--ghAsa ke paramANuoM meM / yA pazu kA jo cArA hotA hai usameM dadha avyakta hotA hai / vaha ghAsa yA cArA gAya-bhaiMsa khAtI haiN| khAne ke bAda eka prakriyA hotI hai / prakriyA hote-hote dUdha kA paryAya prakaTa ho jAtA hai| jo dUdha gAya ke stana se nikalatA hai, vaha AkAza meM bhI bharA huA hai : jo cInI Ikha meM se nikalatI hai vaha cInI AkAzamaNDala meM bhI bharI huI hai| AkAza eka itanA bar3A khajAnA hai, itanA bar3A rekArDa hai ki aisI koI cIja nahIM jo AkAzamaNDala meM upalabdha na ho / yadi AkAzamaNDala meM anupalabdha ho to vaha phira kisI prakAra se hameM upalabdha nahIM ho sktii| jo kucha. padArtha AtA hai vaha AkAzamaNDala se hI AtA hai| jina vyaktiyoM meM sUkSma ko pakar3ane kI zakti prakaTa ho jAtI hai unheM phira pUrI prakriyA ke bAda sthUla vastu ko lene kI jarUrata nahIM hotI, vastu ko AkAza meM se hI le lete haiM aura usa paryAya meM use badala dete haiN| yaha manobhakSaNa kI prakriyA hai| __AhAra jarUra lenA hotA hai| jo loga manobhakSi AhAra lete haiM unheM bahata zuddha AhAra milatA hai| usameM vikRtiyAM nahIM aatiiN| na arjana kI vikRti, na utpAdana kI aura na khAne kI vikRti / kintu jo loga kavalaAhAra lete haiM, bhojana lete haiM, kaura se khAte haiM, unheM ina tIna vikRtiyoM para dhyAna denA jarUrI hotA hai ki arjana meM vikAra na ho / bahuta lambI carcA meM abhI hama na jAyeM, kevala eka bAta para dhyAna kendrita kareM ki arjana meM krUratA na ho| agara eka bAta bhI A jAtI hai to hamArI karuNA jAga jAtI hai, mRdutA kA bhAva jAga jAtA hai / dUsaroM ko satAne vAlI nirdayatA aura krUratA yadi samApta hotI hai to AhAra kI zuddhi kA pahalA caraNa saphala ho jAtA hai| jo vyakti dUsaroM ke prati krUra vyavahAra karatA hai, phira cAhe vaha anna khAtA hai, zAkAhArI hotA hai kintu vaha zAkAhAra bhI bahuta duSprabhAva DAlane vAlA bana jAtA hai / mAMsAhAra ke niSedha ke aura aneka tarka ho sakate haiN| unameM eka prabala tarka yaha bhI hai ki krUratA kA bhAva kie binA koI mAMsAhArI nahIM bana sakatA / vyakti meM chipA yaha krUratA kA bhAva hotA hai to vaha mAMsAhAra karatA hai / dUsarI bAta hai ki mAMsAhAra karane vAlA kevala mAMsa ko hI nahIM khAtA, kevala pazu ke mAMsa meM milane vAle viTAmina 'e' ko hI nahIM
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________________ AhAra, nIMda aura jAgaraNa 177 khAtA, apitu pazu meM vidyamAna pAzavika saMskAra -- pazutA ko bhI sAtha-sAtha khAtA hai / hama isa bAta ko asvIkAra nahIM kareMge ki bhojana ke paramANuoM meM aneka tattva vidyamAna hote haiM, aneka saMskAra mile hue hote haiM / AdamI bImAra ho gayA / rakta car3hAne kI jarUrata huI / DaoNkTara rakta car3hAtA hai to pahale grupa milAtA hai / kisa grupa kA rakta hai ? ThIka milA yA nahIM ? seTha ko rakta car3hAnA thA - eka kaMjUsa AdamI kA rakta ThIka milA, car3hAyA gayA / seTha ko patA calA ki usako kaMjUsa kA rakta car3hAyA jA rahA hai | seTha bar3A udAra thA / apane munIma ko kahA--usako tIna hajAra rupayA de do / dUsarI bAra phira khUna car3hAne kI jarUrata huI / usI kaMjUsa kA rakta seTha ne kahA--use sau rupaye de do / tIsarI bAra jarUrata huI to seTha ne eka kAgaja liyA aura usa para likhA- sAdhuvAda ! dhanyavAda ! aisA kyoM huA ? seTha to udAra thA kintu jisakA rakta car3hAyA jA rahA thA, vaha kaMjUsa thA / usakA itanA prabhAva huA ki jaba taka rakta kA pUrA prabhAva nahIM huA to tIna hajAra rupaye diye, thor3A prabhAva huA to sau rupaye aura pUrA prabhAva huA dhanyavAda diyA / cAhe rakta ho, cAhe koI dUsarI vastu ho, hamAre zarIra meM bAhara ke jo paramANu praveza pAte haiM, ve paramANu jisa prakAra ke hote haiM, apanA prabhAva DAle binA nahIM rahate / isalie yaha viSaya hamAre lie itanA mahattva kA hai ki bAhara se kyA A rahA hai, hama pUrA viveka kareM, pUrI chAnabIna kareM, phira kisI bAta ko svIkAra kreN| Ajakala pratyAropaNa bahuta hotA hai / eka vyakti meM dUsare vyakti ke aMga kA pratyAropaNa kiyA jAtA hai| eka vyaMgya mAneM kintu bahuta mahattvapUrNa prakAza DAlatA hai / eka AdamI ke mastiSka kA pratyAropaNa kiyA gayA / vaha svastha ho gayA / bahuta bolane lagA / bahuta bhASaNa dene lagA, lambI-caur3I bAteM baghArane lagA / patnI bar3I parezAna ho gii| DaoNkTara ke pAsa gaI, bolIApane kyA kara diyA ? merA pati to bahuta zAMta thA / mauna rahane vAlA thA / kintu jaba se Apane oNparezana kiyA, pratyAropaNa kiyA, taba se sAre dina bakavAsa karatA hai- -saba parezAna ho gae haiN| DaoNkTara ne apanA kAna pakar3A, bolA- tuma ThIka kahatI ho / yaha kisI rAjanetA kA mastiSka thA aura vaha lagA diyA, isalie sArI gar3abar3a ho rahI hai / AhAra ke viSaya ko hama isa pUre saMdarbha ke sAtha samajheM ki hama kitane prabhAvita hote haiM Ane vAle padArthoM se, hamAre zarIra meM praveza pAne vAle padArthoM
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________________ .278 ekalA calo re se / kisI durgandha ke pAsa se Apa gujarate haiM aura nAka AhAra karatA hai / kevala muMha hI AhAra nahIM karatA, hamArI ghrANendriyAM bhI AhAra karatI haiN| durgandha ke paramANu jAte haiM aura tatkAla ApakI bhRkuTi tana jAto hai, donoM mathune sikur3a jAte haiN| kisI parimala ke pAsa se gujarate haiM, suvAsanA AtI hai, sugandha ke paramANu cAroM ora bikharate haiM to dila aura dimAga donoM prasanna ho jAte haiM / aisA lagatA hai ki prasannatA se Apa bhara ge| to isa prabhAva aura saMkramaNa kI sthiti meM rahane vAlA vyakti AhAra ke bAre meM dhyAna nahIM degA to usakA pariNAma bhugate binA nahIM rahegA / nizcita hI bhugatanA pdd'egaa| sAdhana kA eka mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai--AhAra kA viveka / jo vyakti badalanA cAhatA hai, apanI AdatoM ko badalanA cAhatA hai, prabhAva ko badalanA cAhatA hai, apane vyavahAra ko badalanA cAhatA hai use AhAra ko bhI badalanA pdd'egaa| aisA kabhI nahIM ho sakatA ki Apa dhyAna kareM, sAdhanA kareM, sAmAyika kareM, saMyama kI sAdhanA kareM aura jo cAheM so khAte cale jAeM, jaise cAheM vaise khAte cale jAeM aura jaba cAhe taba khAte cale jAeM / jo pakSa Apa saMcAlita kara rahe haiM, vaha pUrA nahIM hogaa| ApakI kalpanA kA sapanA adhUrA kA adhUrA raha jaaegaa| hama AhAra ko dhyAna se bhinna na mAneM / yaha bhI dhyAna kA anivArya evaM mahattvapUrNa aMga hai / use atirikta nahIM dekhA jA sakatA aura alaga nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| pahale mAnasazAstrI aura mAnasacikitsaka mAnate the ki mAnasika vikR'tiyoM ke kAraNa ye sArI mAnasika bImAriyAM hotI haiM, mastiSkIya durbalatA ke kAraNa ye bImAriyAM paidA hotI haiN| kintu aba nayI khojoM se yaha patA calA hai ki apoSaNa aura kupoSaNa-ye donoM mAnasika bImAriyoM ke lie kAphI 'jimmedAra haiM / pUrA poSaNa nahIM milatA to snAyavika durbalatA hotI hai, mAna'sika roga paidA hote haiM, kupoSaNa se bhI mAnasika roga paidA hote haiM / bhojana kA matalaba korA peTa bharanA hI nahIM hai| korI roTiyAM hI roTiyAM khA lIM, ppeTa to bhara jaaegaa| pAMca-dasa roTiyAM khA lIM, peTa to bhara jAegA, kintu kupoSaNa ho jAegA, ThIka poSaNa nahIM hogaa| zarIra ko jina tattvoM ke saMtulana kI jarUrata hai, jo tattva zarIra meM pUrA kArya karate haiM, usa pUre yantra ko saMcAlita karane ke lie kArbohAiDreTa bhI cAhie, cikanAI bhI cAhie, lavaNa
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________________ AhAra, nIMda aura jAgaraNa 176 bhI cAhie, kSAra bhI caahie| viTAmina sAra tattva bhI cAhie / agara eka nahIM milatA hai to usase sambandhita aMga nikammA ho jAtA hai / zarIra kA zrama karane vAlA vyakti yadi anna jyAdA khAtA hai to kaThinAI paidA nahIM hotI / kintu kevala anna se mAnasika vikAsa kI sthiti pUrI nahIM bntii| mAnasika kAma karane vAlA, bauddhika zrama karane vAlA kore anna para rahe aura use svastha poSaNa na mile to mAnasika avasthA gar3abar3A jaaegii| isalie saMtulana yAnI na apoSaNa aura na kupoSaNa kintu samyak poSaNa / yaha Aja mAnasika svAsthya ke lie mAnasazAstriyoM ke dvArA saMbhava ho gayA hai| isa sthiti meM AhAra para aneka koNoM se vicAra karanA jarUrI hotA hai / jaisA AhAra hogA, vaisA ApakA vyavahAra hogaa| yaha bahuta pahale hI khoja liyA gayA thaa| yaha koI nayI bAta nhiiN| hajAroM varSa pahale yaha bAta khoja lI gaI thI ki jaisA khAe anna vaisA hoe mana / / saMskRta meM eka rUpaka hai, bahuta sundara rUpaka / prazna huA ki dIyA jalatA hai, prakAza hotA hai to sAtha-sAtha meM yaha dhuAM kyoM nikalatA hai ? prazna bahuta svAbhAvika hai ki dhuAM kyoM nikalatA hai| vaijJAnika vyAkhyA isakI dUsarI ho sakatI hai / kAvya kI bhASA meM isakI jo vyAkhyA kI gaI, usakA bhI apanA mUlya hai / kavi ne kahA--jaisA khAtA hai vaisA hI paripAka hotA hai| jaisA nigalatA hai, vaisA hI ugalatA hai / dIyA jalatA hai, prakAza hotA hai| andhakAra ko khAtA hai to phira usakA paripAka hogaa| vaha jo nigalegA, use chor3egA / andhakAra ko khAne vAlA dIyA dhuAM nahIM chor3egA to aura kyA chor3egA ? isa rUpaka se bhI, isa kAvya kI zabdAvalI se bhI hama isa sacAI ko prApta ho sakate haiM ki bhojana ke sAtha hamAre mana kA kitanA sambandha hai ? na kevala zArIrika svAsthya ke lie apitu mAnasika svAsthya ke lie bhI bhojana para vicAra karanA bahuta jarUrI hai| ___ eka hai zArIrika svAsthya, dUsarA hai mAnasika svAsthya aura tIsarA haiAdhyAtmika svAsthya yA bhAvanAtmaka svAsthya / bhojana kA sambandha hamArI bRttiyoM se adhika hai / kaSAya, krodha, ahaMkAra, lAlaca se bhI bhojana kA bahuta bar3A sambandha hai / eka prakAra kA bhojana karane vAlA vyakti bahuta krodhI bana jAtA hai / eka prakAra kA bhojana karane vAlA vyakti lAlacI bana jAtA hai / bahuta gaharA sambandha jur3A huA hai / ina sArI dRSTiyoM se hama AhAra para aura bhojana para vicAra kreN|
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________________ 180 ekalA calo re hama isa bAta ko na bhUleM ki AhAra eka alaga vastu hai aura bhojana eka alaga vastu hai / AhAra bahuta vyApaka hai aura bhojana AhAra kA eka aMza hai| AhAra kA artha hai ki hama bAhara se jo kucha bhI leM vaha vivekapUrvaka leM / mujhe to bahuta Azcarya hotA hai kaI bAra ki Ajakala vAtAvaraNa hI kucha ajIbasA ho gayA hai| Aja kI sabhyatA yA saMskRti bhI kucha aisI ho gaI hai ki sIdhe hoTala meM jAte haiN| maiM khAne kI carcA nahIM karUMgA, dUsarI bAta kahanA cAhatA huuN| bistare kI jarUrata nahIM, kapar3oM kI jarUrata nhiiN| mAna liyA ki Aja kI yAtrA itanI suvidhA sampanna ho gayI ki kucha bhI pAsa meM rakhane kI jarUrata nhiiN| saba kucha kirAye para milatA hai / pahanane ke kapar3e bhI kirAye para mila jaaeNge| yaha bAta to ThIka hai ki yAtrA meM to bahuta suvidhA ho gaI para jisa bistara para kala koI AdamI soyA thA yA jisa kapar3e ko koI AdamI ne or3hA thA, Aja Apa usa bichaune para sote haiM, usa kapar3e ko or3hate haiM to kyA kala jisa vyakti ne una kapar3oM kA upayoga kiyA thA usake paramANu bhI una kapar3oM ke sAtha jur3e hue nahIM haiM ? kyA ve paramANu Apako prabhAvita nahIM kareMge ? maharSi nArada jahAM bhI jAte, apanA Asana sAtha meM rakhate, kisI dUsare ke Asana para nahIM baitthte| dUsare kA kapar3A nahIM or3hate / dUsare kA kapar3A nahIM pahanate / ye kapar3e to bahuta khataranAka hote haiM / inameM bahuta sAre paramANu bhare hue hote haiN| eka cikitsA kI paddhati calatI hai ki rogI ko vaidya ke pAsa jAne kI jarUrata nhiiN| vaha kapar3e ko dekhegA, usI ke AdhAra para usakA nidAna karegA aura davA bhI de degaa| jaba kapar3e meM itane paramANu lage hue haiM to yaha bhI kyA AhAra nahIM hai ? AhAra meM to yaha bhI A jAtA hai| dUsare kA kapar3A or3hanA, dUsare kA kapar3A pahananA-yaha bhI AhAra ke sAtha jur3A huA prazna hai| sAdhanA karane vAle vyakti ko isase sAvadhAna rahanA par3atA hai--kisakA kapar3A hai, kisake or3hane kA hai aura kisake bichAvane kA hai| jaina sAhitya meM isa viSaya kI bahuta sUkSma carcA upalabdha hotI hai ki paramANuoM kA kisa prakAra saMkramaNa hotA hai aura kisa prakAra prabhAva hotA hai / koI muni kisI sthAna para baiThatA hai to yaha vidhAna hai ki sthAna kA pramArjana kie binA dUsarA na baitthe| aura yadi koI strI baiThI hai aura sAdhu ko vahAM baiThanA hai to antarmuharta kA antarAla kie binA na baiThe / Aja ye bAteM bahuta spaSTa ho giiN| Aja kI phoTogrAphI ne ina tathyoM ko itanA spaSTa
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________________ AhAra, nIMda aura jAgaraNa 181 kara diyA ki isa viSaya meM koI sandeha nahIM rahA hai / Aja bahuta saMvedanazIla kaimare bana gae haiM / hama yahAM itane loga baiThe haiN| yahAM se cale jAeM, do ghaMTe bAda bhI isa pUrI pariSad kA phoTo liyA jA sakatA hai| AdamI to calA gayA para AdamI ke paramANu to vahIM maujUda haiM, vahIM vidyamAna haiN| ve tadA-kAra rahate haiM, usI AkAra meM rahate haiN| maiMne pahale hI kahA thA ki hamArA . yaha AkAzamaNDala itanA vizAla hai, usameM itanA kucha bharA par3A hai ki pUrA to nahIM, eka aNu kA bhI patA laga jAe to bhI Azcarya se bhara jAe / dhyAna karane vAle vyakti ko bahuta jAgarUka bananA par3atA hai / hama pratikSaNa zvAsa ke prati jAgarUka raheM / hama nirantara zarIra meM hone vAle prakaMpanoM ke prati jAgarUka raheM / nirantara apane caitanya- kendroM meM hone vAle paryAyoM, pariNamanoM aura parivartanoM ke prati jAgarUka rheN| yaha jAgarUkatA kyoM ? dhyAna kA yaha matalaba nahIM ki eka jagaha dhyAna kendrita kara diyA aura usI -jagaha calate caleM / yaha koI bar3I bAta nahIM hai / dhyAna meM saMjJA - zUnyatA nahIM honI caahie| dhyAna meM mUrcchA bhI nahIM honI cAhie / dhyAna meM mAna kI vismRti bhI nahI honI caahie| dhyAna kA matalaba hai - jAgarUkatA, jAgarUkatA kA vikAsa | choTI-se-choTI ghaTanA apane zarIra ke bhItara hone vAlI aura apane AsapAsa meM hone vAlI vikasita hote-hote pUre AkAzamaNDala meM hone vAlI ghaTanA ko pakar3A jA ske| itanI hamArI saMvedanazIlatA jAga "jAe / 1 1 AhAra kI carcA meM eka bAta aura carcita karanA cAhatA hUM / AhAra bhojana aura jIbha kA bahuta gaharA sambandha haiM / jisa vyakti ne jIbha ko anuzAsita nahIM kiyA, vaha vyakti vAsanA ko anuzAsita nahIM kara sakatA / mere mana meM bhI prazna thA bahuta varSa pahale ki kahAM kA sambandha jor3A / AhAra kA, bhojana kA kAma kA aura vAsanA kA kyA sambandha hai ? kintu jaise-jaise isa viSaya kI gaharAI meM pahuMcA, mujhe lagA ki satya kabhI khoja liyA jAtA hai, satya hamAre sAmane raha bhI jAtA hai / para vyAkhyA kho jAtI hai / tAlA raha jAtA hai, cAbiyAM kho jAtI haiM / cAbiyAM nahIM hotI haiM to tAle bhI nikamme ho jAte haiM / yahI huA / hamAre zarIra kA eka kendra hai, jise haThayoga kI bhASA meM svAdhiSThAna cakra kahA jAtA hai / prekSAdhyAna paddhati meM hama use svAsthya kendra kahate haiM / isake sAtha donoM bAteM jur3I huI haiM-- kAma vAsanA aura bhojana kI vAsanA / donoM kA sambandha usa svAsthya kendra se yA svAdhiSThAna
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________________ 182 ekalA calo re kendra se hai / svAdhiSThAna cakra jitanA sakriya hogA, bhojana kI lolupatI utanI hI adhika hogii| svAdhiSThAna cakra jitanA sakriya hogA, kAma kI vAsanA utanA hI prabala hogI / svAdhiSThAna cakra ko yA svAsthya kendra ko niSkriya karanA hai| vaha niSkriya jaise-jaise hogA, vaise-vaise bhojana kI lolupatA bhI miTegI aura kAma vAsanA bhI kama hotI jaaegii| dekhatA hUM ki jaina AgamoM meM sthAna-sthAna para bhojana kI lolupatA para bahuta prahAra kiyA gayA hai| bhojana-saMyama para bahuta bala diyA gayA hai / Apa svAsthya kendra ko niSkriya karane ke lie usa para dhyAna kareM, ApakI bhojana kI aura vAsanA kI donoM kI lolupatA kama hogii| yadi Apa meM zakti hai, bala hai to Apa svAsthya kendra para dhyAna bilakula na kreN| bhojana aura mana meM uThane vAlI taraMgoM kA saMyama kareM, svAsthya kendra apane Apa niSkriya ho jaaegaa| kisI bhI rAste se caleM kintu yaha rAstA jarA kaThina hai aura svAsthya kendra ko niSkriya karanA, yaha rAstA jarA sarala hai| saralatA aura kaThinatA kI dRSTi se cunAva kiyA jA sakatA hai / donoM prakriyAeM haiN| cAhe idhara se caleM, cAhe. udhara se caleM, kintu lakSya-bindu para jarUra pahaMca jaayeNge| bhojana kI lambI carcA ke bAda aba nIMda para bhI thor3I-sI carcA kara leM / bar3A jaTila prazna hai nIMda kaa| ise bulAne kI jarUrata nahIM hotI, binA bulAe hI A jAtI hai / rasoI banAte zAyada nIMda nahIM AtI hogI, kapar3oM kI silAI karate yA gappeM hAMkate samaya nIMda nahIM AtI hogI, sinemA dekhate samaya bhI zAyada nIMda nahIM AtI hogI, kintu dhyAna meM baiThate hI nIMda zurU ho jAtI hai / jaise dhyAna meM citta ko nirmala banAne kA avasara hai utanA hI nIMda ko lene kA hai| donoM kA samAna avasara hai| yaha nIMda ke lie bahuta acchA avasara hai / aise sote samaya bhI pUrI nIMda nahIM AtI hogI / jina logoM ko nIMda nahIM AtI hai unheM nIMda kI goliyAM lene kI jarUrata nhiiN| kAyotsarga kI sthiti meM baiTha jAe to unakA kAma ho jaaegaa| apane Apa kAma ho jaaegaa| kintu kaThinAI to taba hotI hai jaba dhyAna meM nIMda sabase pahale apanA Asana bichA detI hai / ve to apanA Asana bichA hI nahIM pAte, nIMda pahale hI apanA Asana bichA detI hai / bar3I kaThinAI hotI hai| nIMda aura jAgaraNa-donoM sAtha jur3e hue haiN| jAganA aura sonA-donoM bAteM haiM / khAne ke bAre meM koI niyama nahIM banAyA jaataa| hara vyakti kI bhUkha alaga-alaga hotI hai / isI prakAra nIMda ke viSaya meM bhI niyama nahIM banatA / bana bhI kaise sakatA hai ? sabake apane-apane niyama haiN|
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________________ AhAra, nIMda aura jAgaraNa 1832 - eka kisAna thaa| kisI ne kahA ki bhojana karo to bIca meM pAnI pI liyA kro| bahuta acchA hai / anapar3ha AdamI bAta ko bahuta jaldI pakar3atA hai| aura pakar3atA hai to pUrI taraha se pakar3atA hai| phira chor3atA nahIM hai jaldI se / bIca meM pAnI pIne lagA / cAra roTiyAM khAtA thaa| do khAtA aura bIca meM pAnI pI letA / moTI-moTI roTiyAM / eka dina bhUla gayA / patlI se bolA-Aja to pAnI pInA bhUla hI gayA, yAda hI nahIM dilaayaa| to koI bAta nahIM, pAnI le Ao / pAnI pIyA aura phira cAra roTiyAM aura khA lauM / usane ATha roTiyAM khA lIM aura hajama kara gyaa| isalie eka niyama nahIM banatA AdamI ke lie| kyoMki alaga-alaga pAcana ko zakti hotI hai| ThIka isI prakAra nIMda ke lie niyama nahIM banatA ki kitanI nIMda lenI cAhie / eka vyakti do-cAra ghaMTe nIMda lekara pUrI zakti kA aura tAjagI kA anubhava karatA hai / eka vyakti sAta-ATha ghaMTe so jAtA hai to bhI UMghatA hI rahatA hai / AcAryazrI bAraha baje sote haiM aura maiM bhI bAraha baje sotA huuN| cAra baje uTha jAte haiM / maiM bhI uTha jAtA huuN| AcAryazrI kahate haiM ki nIMda jamA nahIM rhtii| mujhe lagatA hai ki nIMda jamA rahatI hai / alaga-alaga sthiti hotI hai / bahuta kama sote haiM AcAryavara / phira bhI ve kabhI mahasUsa nahIM karate ki bhAra hai, sira para karjA car3ha gayA to use utAranA hai / mujhe anubhava hotA hai ki bhAra hai aura isa nIMda kI kamI ko pUrA kiyA jaae| to alaga-alaga sthiti hotI hai| nIMda ke bAre meM koI sAmAnya niyama nahIM banAyA jA sakatA ki itanA samaya nIMda meM laganA caahie| kintu eka bAta bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai sAdhanA kI dRSTi se / usa para sAdhanA karane vAle vyakti ko to dhyAna denA jarUrI hai| isalie jarUrI hai ki sArI saMskRti aura sabhyatA badalatI jA rahI hai| Aja ATha baje uThane kI saMskRti panapa rahI hai / sUryodaya kI bAta chor3a deN| Aja ATha-nau baje uThane kI bAta sAmAnya hotI jA rahI hai| kabhI kahA gayA thA ki cAra baje uThanA, brAhma muhUrta meM uThanA-kucha samaya ke bAda to vaha bAta bhI eka kalpanA kI bAta ho jaaegii| jaise rAjA loga kalpanA kI bAta bana gae vaise hI yaha cAra baje uThane kI bAta bhI zAyada kalpanA kI bAta bana jaaegiiN| hamArA yaha koI Agraha nahIM ki ATha baje na uThA jaae| ThIka hai, jinako bahuta vyavasAya karanA hai, dhandhA karanA hai, vyasta rahanA hai, vyastatA meM jIvana ko bitAnA hai, ve cAhe ATha baje uThe, cAhe nau baje uThe, kisako
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________________ 184 ekalA calo re : Apatti hai ? kintu sAdhanA kI dRSTi se socane vAle vyakti ko isa bAta para jarUra dhyAna denA hogA ki samaya kA apanA mUlya hotA hai aura Aja usakI vaijJAnika mahattA bhI ho sakatI hai| zarIrazAstra kI dRSTi se hama isakI vyAkhyA kareM ki hamArA jo pIniyala gleNDa hai usase do prakAra ke srAva hote haiM-- serATonina aura melATonina / ye do hAramonsa bahuta mahattvapUrNa haiM / jo melATonina hai vaha kAma para niyantraNa karane vAlA hai / kAma-vAsanA ko jagAne vAle hAramonsa bAhara se Ate haiM, pIniyala se Ate haiM aura una para niyantraNa karane karane vAlA hai -- melATonina / vaha tIna yA cAra baje taka vRtti para niyantraNa rakhane kA kAma karatA hai / cAra baje ke bAda prANa ke pravAha ko bharane lagatA hai / hama bAhara se, AkAzamaNDala se bahuta prANa 'lete haiM / jaba taka melATonina apanA kAma nahIM karatA, prANa ke pravAha ko hama apane bhItara le nahIM sakate / cAra baje kA samaya hai ki usa samaya prANa kA pravAha melATonina ke dvArA pUre zarIra meM bharatA hai, nayI sphUrti aura nayI cetanA jAgatI hai| bahuta sAre AkAzamaNDala se Ane vAle vikiraNoM ke anudAna kA samaya hotA hai tIna aura cAra baje kA / isalie batalAyA gayA ki dhyAna ke lie sabase acchA samaya hai do baje ke bAda cAra baje taka kA / yoM pAMca baje taka yAnI pUrvarAta aura apararAta / jo pUrvarAta meM aura apararAta meM AtmA ke dvArA apane Apako dekhatA hai, yaha samaya sAdhanA kI dRSTi se bahuta mahattvapUrNa samaya hotA hai / rAtri ke bAraha baje ke bAda cAra baje taka kA yA pAMca baje taka kA, isa samaya jo vyakti uThatA hai vaha prANa se bharA huA anubhava karatA hai, sphUrti se apane Apako bharA huA anubhava karatA hai / bAda meM sone vAlA sotA hai to nIMda bhI letA hai aura uThatA hai to Alasya meM bharA huA / uTha jAne ke bAda AdamI aisA anubhava karatA hai ki pUrI tAjagI AyI nahIM / nIMda aura jAgaraNa para aura lambI carcA na bhI kareM, yaha nizcita hai ki mAnasika bala ko bar3hAne ke lie kama nIMda lenA bahuta jarUrI hai| bahuta sonA bahuta kharAba hai / sone meM eka hAni to pratyakSa hai / Apane sunA ki sote samaya hamArI zvAsa kI saMkhyA bar3ha jAtI hai / 15 se 18 zvAsa ho jAtI hai| zvAsa kI saMkhyA bar3hanA svAsthya aura dIrghAyu donoM hI dRSTi se hAnikAraka hai / jAganA bahuta acchA hotA hai / sAdhanA karate-karate vyakti jAgane kA itanA abhyAsa kara letA hai ki nIMda kI sthiti bhI samApta ho jAtI hai / jaise kucha vyaktiyoM ko bhojana kI jarUrata nahIM hotI to phira kucha vyaktiyoM ko kabhI nIMda lene kI jarUrata nahIM hotii| apramatta muni nIMda nahIM letA /
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________________ AhAra, nIMda aura jAgaraNa 185 jinakalpI muni bahuta thor3I nIMda lete haiM / yathAlandaka arthAt nirantara apramAda kI sAdhanA karane vAlA nIMda se pare ho jAtA hai / bhagavAn mahAvIra ne apane pUre sAdhanAkAla meM, bAraha varSa se jyAdA sAdhanAkAla meM, kevala kucha minaToM kI nIMda lI / eka ghaMTA bhI nIMda nahIM lI / isa sthiti ko bhI prApta kiyA jA sakatA hai| AhAra aura nIMda-ina donoM para ThIka vicAra kareM to ye donoM mAnasika vikAsa yA manobala bar3hAne meM bahata sahayogI banate haiM / hamAre zarIra kI zakti, sphUrti prANavattA hai / vaha bar3he aura jo isa sAdhanA ke dvArA bar3hatI hai, vaha vikAsa ke lie hotI hai aura dUsare kI bhalAI ke lie bar3hatI hai| zakti dUsare srotoM se bhI prApta kI jA sakatI hai| Apa ekAntataH isa bAta ko svIkAra na kareM / zakti bar3hAne ke dUsare srota bhI haiN| aise padArtha bhI haiM, aisI auSadhiyAM bhI haiM ki jinake dvArA zakti ko bar3hAyA jA sakatA hai, kintu eka antara AegA ki padArthoM se aura dUsare prakAroM se bar3hAI huI zakti, pachAr3ane vAlI zakti hogI / apane bhItarI srotoM se bar3hAI jAne vAlI zakti, uThAne vAlI zakti hogii| eka bacce se kahA gayA ki tuma malla-pahalavAna bno| choTA baccA nahIM thA, thor3A samajhadAra ho gayA thaa| usane pUchA-'kyoM ? kisalie? kyoMki mala bar3A tAkatavara hotA hai / yaha to ThIka bAta hai, tAkatavara to mujhe bananA hai aura batAne vAlA bolatA gayA ki itanI tAkata usameM hotI hai ki sAmane jabardasta se jabardasta vyakti ko pachAr3a detA hai / vaha bolA-nahIM banUMgA, mujhe nahIM cAhie / maiM tAkatavara to banUMgA, mujhe zakti cAhie kiMtu vaha zakti nahIM cAhie jo dUsaroM ko pachAr3a sake / vaha zakti cAhie jo dUsare ko uThA sake / zakti hotI hai para zakti ke do rUpa ho jAte haiM / sAdhanA ke dvArA, apane bhItarI srotoM ke dvArA, AhAra aura nIMda ke saMyama ke dvArA jo mana kI zakti bar3hatI hai vaha dUsare ko uThAne vAlI zakti hotI hai, dUsare kA kalyANa aura bhalAI karane vAlI zakti hotI hai| dUsare-dUsare srotoM se prApta hone vAlI zakti dUsare ko pachAr3ane vAlI zakti hotI hai| hama svayaM apanA nirNaya kareM viveka se aura aisI zakti kA arjana kareM jo svayaM ko to uThAe hI, dUsare ko bhI uThA ske|
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________________ ekalA calo re hamAre jIvana meM kucha dvandva haiM / pUrA jIvana dvandvAtmaka paddhati se cala rahA hai| eka ko khojanA hamAre lie asambhava jaisA bana gyaa| kevala prakAza aura aMdhakAra, sardI aura garmI kA dvandva hI nahIM hai| hamAre mana meM bhI bahuta sAre dvandva haiM / sukha aura duHkha kA bhI dvandva hai / duniyA meM koI bhI vyakti aisA janmA nahIM aura janmane vAlA bhI nahIM hai jisane kevala sukha kA hI anubhava. kiyA ho yA kevala duHkha kA hI anubhava kiyA ho| yaha bhI eka dvandva hai / samajhadAra AdamI dvandvAtIta honA cAhatA hai| para dvandvoM kI duniyA itanI bar3I hai ki usako pAra karanA hamAre vaza kI bAta nhiiN| yaha mahAsAgara itanA vizAla hai ki ise taira kara pAra karanA sambhava nahIM hai / akelA honA, dvandva se mukti pAnA parama lakSya hai / pUrI adhyAtma kI sAdhanA, dhyAna-roga kI sArI prakriyA akelA hone kI prakriyA hai / bhagavAn mahAvIra ne sAdhaka ke lie kucha sUtra diye / unameM se eka sUtra hai-'nikeyamicchejja vivekjoggN"| sthAna-vivikta ho sAdhaka ekAntavAsa kare / ekAMtavAsa ko jIvana kI parama upalabdhi mAnatA hUM / jisa vyakti ne ekAMta meM basanA, ekAMta meM rahanA nahIM sIkhA, jise ekAMtavAsa kA suyoga nahIM milA vaha sahI artha meM saubhAgyazAlI AdamI nahIM hai| vaha mahAna saubhAgyazAlI hai jise ekAMtavAsa kA suyoga milA huA hai| bahuta kaThina hai ekAMta meM rahanA / bhaya ghirA huA hai / do hote haiM, bhaya nahIM hotA hai / akelA huA, Dara zurU ho jAtA hai / eka vyaMgya par3hA thA maiMne / eka mitra ne kahA--Ajakala jur3avAM bacce bahuta janma le rahe haiM / dUsare ne kahA-tumheM kyoM Azcarya hone lagA ? Aja itanI hiMsA, itanI mArakATa, itane aparAdha bar3ha gae haiM, yadi koI AtA haiM to akelA apane Apa ko surakSita anubhava nahIM krtaa| isalie koI AtA hai to dUsare ko sAtha meM lekara AtA hai| lagatA hai ki pUrA vAtAvaraNa bhaya se bharA huA hai / akele AdamI ko sAhasa nahIM hotA ki yAtrA akelA kre| akelA honA, ekAMtavAsa karanA
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________________ ekalA calo re 187 parama upalabdhi hai to parama bhaya kA kAraNa bhI banatA hai / sAdhaka ekAMtavArsa kare / akelepana kA anubhava kre| AdamI isalie jyAdA duHkhI hai ki vaha akelA rahanA nahIM jaantaa| akelA rahanA eka bar3I kalA hai / hara vyakti akelA rahanA nahIM jAna sktaa| jo vyakti isa kalA ko jAna letA hai vahIM vyakti akelA raha sakatA hai| hama zAMti cAhate haiM, Ananda cAhate haiM, zakti cAhate haiM, satya ko khojanA cAhate haiM / maiM pUchanA cAhatA haM-zAnti kahAM hai ? Ananda kahAM hai ? zakti kahAM hai ? satya kahAM hai ? kyA koI dUsare loka meM hai ? kahIM nahIM / ye sAre ke sAre hamAre AsapAsa meM, hamAre cAroM ora cakkara lagA rahe haiM / zAnti hamAre cAroM ora ghUma rahI hai / satya hamAre dAeM-bAeM, Age-pIche, cAroM ora satya hI satya bharA par3A hai| Ananda ke srota hamAre pAsa meM baha rahe haiM, teja nirbhara pravAhita ho rahe haiN| saba haiM-zAMti kA srota, zakti kA srota, AnaMda kA srota, parama satya / saba hamAre AsapAsa haiM kintu hama dekha nahIM pA rahe haiM aura isalie nahIM dekha pA rahe haiM ki hama bahuta vyasta haiN| vyasta AdamI akelA nahIM ho sktaa| akelA AdamI kabhI vyasta nahIM ho sakatA / kisI se bhI kahA jAe ki dhyAna karo, sAdhanA kro| vaha kahegA, samaya kahAM hai ? bahuta vyasta huuN| kaI bAra maiM pUcha letA hUM ki itane jyAdA vyasta ho to kyA samaya 20 ghaMTe kA hotA hai ? pUre 24 ghaMTe kA samaya milatA hai, phira itanI vyastatA kyoM ? vyastatA kA artha hotA hai ki hama samaya kA ThIka niyojana karanA nahIM jAnate / jo vyakti samaya kA niyojana karanA jAnatA hai, vaha kabhI vyasta nahIM hotaa| isa vyastatA kI anubhUti ne, isa vyastatA kI bhAvanA ne hamArI AMkhoM se ina sArI sacAiyoM ko ojhala kara diyaa| eka bahuta bar3A bahAnA aura AvaraNa hamAre sAmane A gayA ki hama bahuta vyasta haiN| purAne jamAne kI ghaTanA hai ki eka cora pakar3A gyaa| kArAgAra meM DAla diyA / saMtarI paharA de rahA thaa| aisA huA ki rAta ko cora bhAga gyaa| rAjA ko patA claa| santarI ko bulAyA aura pUchA---'cora calA gayA ? kaise gayA ? kaise bhAgA ?' santarI bolA, 'mahArAja ! kSamA kareM, maiM cintana meM vyasta thA aura patA hI nahIM calA ki cora kaba bhAga gyaa|' vyastatA to eka aisA bahAnA hai ki kisI bhI paristhiti meM yaha kahA jA sakatA hai ki maiM kAma meM vyasta thA, mujhe patA hI nahIM calA / kahIM-kahIM
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________________ 188 ekalA calo re to anahonI ghaTanAeM bhI vyastatA ke nAma para mAnya ho jAtI haiM / tarka ke rUpa meM prastuta ho jAtI haiN| baccA par3ha rahA thaa| bijalI calI gii| pitA AyA, pUchA, 'kyoM re, kyA kara rahA hai ?' bolA, 'par3ha rahA huuN|' "bijalI to hai hI nahIM, kyA par3ha rahA hai ?' baccA bolA, 'are ! bijalI to hai hI nahIM, kaba calI gaI, patA ho nahIM claa|' ____eka aisA AvaraNa manuSya ke sAmane A gyaa| sArI sacAiyoM ko jhuThalAne kA eka bar3A bahAnA A gyaa| jo vyakti vyasta hai, vaha kabhI akelA nahIM ho sktaa| jo akelA nahIM ho sakatA, vaha sacAiyoM ko upalabdha nahIM ho sakatA / ekAMtavAsa eka bahuta bar3A sUtra hai-sacAiyoM ko upalabdha hone kA / ekAMta kA eka dUsarA artha aura hai| ekAMta meM rahanA yaha pahalA artha aura dUsarA artha hai-samUha ke sAtha rahate hue bhI akelepana kA anubhava karanA / sAdhanA kA parama sUtra hai-akelepana kA anubhava / bar3e-bar3e sAdhakoM ne isake prayoga krvaaye| jaina sAdhanA paddhati meM bAraha anuprekSAeM haiM / inameM eka anuprekSA hai---ekatva anuprekssaa| isakA artha hai-nirantara akelepana kA anubhava karanA, anucintana karanA / samUha meM rahate hue akelepana kA anubhava karanA nahIM jAnatA, vaha kabhI duHkhoM se apane Apako nahIM bacA pAtA / kisI ne kucha kahA, mana meM duHkha ho gyaa| koI gAlI dI, mana duHkha se bhara gayA / apriya bAta kahI, mana duHkha se bhara gyaa| mana ke pratikUla koI ghaTanA ghaTI, mana duHkha se bhara gyaa| dina meM na jAne kitanI bAra hamAre pratikUlatAeM AtI haiM, apriyatA ke saMvedana Ate haiM aura mana bhArI ho jAtA hai, duHkha se bhara jAtA hai| isalie bharatA hai ki hamane sambandha ko bhI sacAI mAna liyA hai| eka mAlika kA aura naukara kA sambandha hai, mAtra sambandha hai| sambandha ko hama sambandha mAnate haiM to koI kaThinAI nahIM hotii| sambandha kA matalaba hotA hai ki donoM kA svatantra astitva-vaha alaga aura vaha alaga / maiM akelA aura vaha bhI akelA / suvidhA ke lie hamane eka samparka sthApita kiyA, eka sambandha sthApita kiyaa| eka hamAre sambandha kI anubhUti hotI hai, eka hamArI abhinnatA kI anubhUti ho jAtI hai| jahAM abhinnatA nahIM hai vahAM hamArI abhinnatA kA AropaNa aura jahAM hamArI ekatA hai usakI vismRti, usakA pariNAma yaha hotA hai ki naukara koI bAta svIkAra nahIM
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________________ ekalA calo re 186. karatA aura mAlika tatkAla gusse meM A jAtA hai| eka barAbara kA AdamI koI bAta svIkAra nahIM karatA to jaldI gussA nahIM aataa| naukara koI bAta nahIM mAnatA to mAlika tilamilA uThatA hai| lar3akA pitA kI bAta nahIM mAnatA hai to pitA krodha se AgababUlA ho jAtA hai, isalie ki usane apane ekatva ko bhulA diyA ki maiM akelA hN| yadi isakI satata smRti rahe to vaha socegA ki jaisA merA astitva, vaisA hI sAmane vAle kA astitva / merI svatantra cetanA to isakI bhI svatantra cetanA / mujhe yadi apanA svatantra nirNaya lene kA adhikAra hai to use bhI apanA svatantra nirNaya lene kA adhihai| yadi akelepana kI anubhUti surakSita rahe to koI kaThinAI nahIM hotI, bAra-bAra Aveza Ane kI paristhiti nahIM bntii| usa sthiti meM hama akelepana kI bAta ko bhUlakara aura sambandha ko itanA 'satya' mAna lete haiM ki sambandhoM ke AdhAra para hajAra bAra duHkhoM kA bhAra Dhote rahate haiM / pati-patnI ke jhagar3e, pitA-putra ke jhagar3e, mAlika aura naukara ke jhagar3e-ye sAre jhagar3e, sAre vivAda, sAre saMgharSa jo nikaTatA ke paripArzva meM hote haiM, nikaTatA kI bhUmikA para hote haiM, ve sAre ke sAre apane Apako akelA na mAnane ke kAraNa hote haiN| samAja eka sacAI hai, kintu vyakti usase bar3I sacAI hai| vyakti svAbhAvika sacAI hai aura samAja eka vyavasthApita sacAI hai| samAja ko hamane vyavasthita kiyA hai, apanI suvidhAoM ke lie, apanI upayogitA ke lie| kintu ulTA ho gayA-hamane samAja ko to satya mAna liyA aura vyakti ko bilakula bhUlA diyaa| donoM dRSTiyoM ko hama na bhuuleN| eka vAstavika satya hotA hai aura eka vyAvahArika satya hotA hai| samAja eka vyAvahArika satya hai aura vyakti vAstavika satya hai| jahAM-jahAM vyakti kI vismRti hotI hai vahAM-vahAM samasyA paidA hotI hai| cAhe samAjavAdI vyavasthA ho, cAhe koI dUsarI vyavasthA ho, jahAM vyakti ko sarvathA gauNa kara diyA jAtA hai vahAM anapekSita kaThinAiyAM paidA ho jAtI haiM / vartamAna kI ciMtanadhArA meM jo sabase bar3I kaThinAI paidA huI hai vaha yaha hai ki vyakti ko bahuta gauNa kara diyaa| itanA gauNa kara diyA ki jitanA nahIM karanA cAhie / yaha to hotA hai ki kabhI-kabhI upayogitA ke lie eka ko gauNa aura dUsare ko mukhya karanA Avazyaka hotA hai| hama cAhate haiM to eka paira ko mukhya karate haiM aura dUsare ko gauNa karate haiN| eka paira Age bar3ha
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________________ 160 ekalA calo re jAtA hai, dUsarA pIche raha jAtA hai / pIche vAlA Age bar3hatA hai aura Age vAlA pIche raha jAtA hai / yaha svAbhAvika prakriyA hai| gauNatA aura mukhyatA hotI hai, para yadi eka paira ko nitAnta hI gauNa kara deM, agara hamArA yaha Agraha bana jAe ki bAyAM paira hI nirantara Age rahe, calatA rahe, kyoMki jyotiSI batalAte haiM, zakuna zAstrI batalAte haiM ki yAtrA karate samaya bAyAM paira hI Age rahe nirantara, to kyA Apa cala pAeMge ? kyA gati ho pAegI? nahIM, avarodha aaegaa| kabhI bAeM paira ko Age rakhane kA Agraha nahIM ho sktaa| ___Apane dekhA hai bilonA karane vAlI mahilA ko| vaha bilonA karatI hai to eka hAtha Age jAtA hai aura dUsarA pIche calA jAtA hai / phira pIche vAlA Age AtA hai aura Age vAlA pIche ho jAtA hai| yaha Agraha ho jAe ki dAeM hAtha ko hI Age rakhanA hai to kyA makkhana nikalegA? kabhI makkhana Apako upalabdha nahIM hogaa| ___gauNa aura mukhya hamArI pravRtti kI svAbhAvika prakriyA hai| kisI ko gauNa kara denA hotA hai aura kisI ko mukhyatA denI hotI hai| hama isa bAta ko na bhUleM ki jise gauNatA dI hai use hI mukhyatA denI hogI, jise mukhyatA dI hai use hI gauNatA denI hogii| taba jIvana kI yAtrA samyak prakAra se clegii| yadi gauNa aura mukhya ko Agraha banA liyA ki gauNa ko gauNa hI rakhanA hogA aura mukhya ko mukhya hI rakhanA hogA to jIvana kA ratha ThIka apanI gati se cala nahIM paaegaa| hamane vyakti ko sarvathA gauNa banA diyaa| hamArI dRSTi samAja para aTaka gaI / samAja kI saba kucha hai| hamAre sAmane samAja hai aura samAja ke sAmane vyakti ko cAhe jaise kiyA jA sakatA hai / mArA jA sakatA hai, kATA jA sakatA hai, kArAgAra meM DAlA jA sakatA hai, saba kucha kiyA jA sakatA hai kyoMki hamArA lakSya hai-samAja / samAja honA cAhie, samAja kI gati honI caahie| samAja ke sAmane vyakti kA koI mUlya nahIM hai| itanA nirmUlya vyakti ko banAne kA artha hI Aja svayaM hamAre lie samasyA bana gayA hai| sAdhanA ke kSetra meM yaha dRSTi hamArI kAryakara nahIM ho sktii| jo vyakti sAdhanA ke kSetra meM Age bar3hanA cAhatA hai, jo vyakti satya ko upalabdha honA cAhatA hai, jo vyakti duHkhoM ko kama karanA cAhatA hai use santulana sthApita karanA hogA-vyakti ko itanI gauNatA nahIM de sakatA aura apane akelepana
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________________ "ekalA calo re 161 ko bhI nahIM bhulA sakatA / barAbara usakI dRSTi meM yaha sacAI tairatI rahegI ki maiM samAja se jur3A huA hai, sambandhoM se, samparkoM se jur3A huA huuN| ye sAre samparka, ye sAre sambandha, ye sArI vyavasthAeM, ye sArI upayogitAeM jo haiM maiM 'inheM mAnatA hUM, svIkAra karatA hUM, upayoga letA hUM, detA hUM, vinimaya karatA hUM, saba kucha hai, parantu itanA hone para bhI antima bAta yaha hai ki Akhira maiM vyakti hUM-akelA huuN| yaha sacAI jisa vyakti ke sAmane rahatI hai vaha hara bAta para kruddha nahIM hogA, bAta-bAta para Aveza meM nahIM bhara jaaegaa| bAtabAta para duHkhI nahIM banegA / vaha socegA ki yaha duniyA kA svabhAva hai, aisA hotA hai| pitA ne putra ko dhokhA diyA / putra ne pitA ko dhokhA diyaa| patnI ne pati ko dhokhA diyA / pati ne patnI ko dhokhA diyaa| mAM ne beTe ko aura beTe ne mAM ko dhokhA diyA / jo vyakti akelA honA jAnatA hai, akelepana kI mahattA ko jAnatA hai vaha itane meM bAta ko samApta kara degA ki yaha duniyA kA svabhAva hai, na ho to koI Azcarya nahIM / bAta samApta ho jAtI hai| do minaTa meM ghaTanA kA prabhAva samApta ho.jAtA hai / duHkha ke gahare bAdala nahIM umar3ate / kintu jo isa bAta ko nahIM jAnatA, vaha to varSoM taka bhAra DhoegA ki maiM isa bAta ko nahIM bhUla sakatA ki mAM ne mere sAtha kyA vyavahAra kiyA thaa| aura koI dUsarA karatA hai to mujhe koI kaSTa nahIM hotA hai, kintu mere pitA ne itanA pakSapAta kiyA ki eka bhAI ko to itanA de diyA aura mujhe aMgUThA dikhA diyaa| maiM isa bAta ko nahIM bhUla sktaa| aura kucha ho sakatA hai kintu mere pitA ne mere sAtha jo zatrutA kI hai vaha jIvana bhara to kyA, janmAntara taka bhI nahIM bhUla sktaa| bhagavAna mahAvIra ke jamAne kI ghaTanA hai| rAjA ne socA ki lar3ake ko rAja nahIM dUMgA / nIti kharAba nahIM, koI vairabhAva nhiiN| socA, ki eka sAmAnya siddhAMta calatA hai-rAjezvarI narakezvarI / rAjA hotA hai, vaha naraka meM jAtA hai / maiM apane putra kA hita cAhane vAlA yaha kaise kara sakatA hUM ki merA beTA naraka meM jAe ? use rAjA nahIM bnaauuNgaa| maiM svayaM saMnyAsI bana rahA huuN| use isameM kyoM phaMsAUM ? bahuta acchI bAta socii| putra ko rAjya nahIM diyA / jo bhAnajA thA, use rAjA banA diyA / aba putra ke mana meM eka pratikriyA paidA huI / pitA ne kitanA anyAya kiyA ? mujhe rAjya nahIM diyaa| use rAjya para biThA diyA, jisakA rAjya se koI sambandha nhiiN| itanI bhayaM
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________________ 162 ekalA calo re kara pratikriyA jAgI, itanI bhayaMkara pratizodha kI Aga kI lapaTeM uThane lagIM ki vaha saba kucha bhUla gyaa| ghaTanA to ghaTa gii| pitA muni bana gayA, bhAnajA rAjA bana gayA / vaha pratizodha ke jhUle meM jIvana bhara jhUlatA rhaa| mahAmAtya abhayakumAra ne samajhAyA / auroM ne bhI samajhAyA ki tuma aisA mata kro| isa ghaTanA ko bhulA do, mana se nikAla do| tumhArA zarIra bhI ThIka nahIM ho rahA hai / zArIrika svAsthya, mAnasika svAsthya-saba gar3abar3A rahA hai / dhArmika bhI thA, dharma kI ArAdhanA, prANiyoM ke sAtha maitrI kI bhAvanA bhI karatA / kSamAyAcanA bhI karatA / jaba sAMvatsarika parva AtA, to kSamAyAcanA bhI karatA, kintu eka bAta chor3a detA / bolatA, '84 lAkha jIva yoniyAM haiN| sabake sAtha anajAne meM koI apriya vyavahAra huA ho to kSamAyAcanA karatA hUM, kevala pitA ko chodd'kr|' eka bAta chuTa jAtI hai / isalie ki auroM ne koI aparAdha kiyA ho to maiM kSamA kara sakatA hUM, kyoMki ve para haiM, dUsare haiM, kintu merA pitA mere sAtha aisA vyavahAra kare, kabhI kSamA nahIM kara sktaa| __ ye sArI manovRttiyAM hamArI banatI haiM vyakti ko bhulAne ke kAraNa / isa manovijJAna ko hama kabhI na bhUleM ki manuSya kI yaha svAbhAvika pravRtti hai ki vaha sambandha ko sAmane rakhakara nirNaya letA hai, kyoMki vaha sambandhoM ko sAmane rakhakara jItA hai, sambandhoM ko bhogatA hai, sambandhoM kA nirvAha karatA hai| kintu sambandha to sambandha hote haiM, sacAI-sacAI hotI hai| hama donoM ko eka. tarAjU meM nahIM tola sakate / donoM kI alaga-alaga tulAeM hotI haiN| yaha adhyAtma kA eka mahAn sUtra hai-samUha meM rahate hue bhI ekAMta kA anubhava karanA / sAdhanA karane vAle vyakti ke lie yaha parama vAMchanIya hai / jisa vyakti ne akelepana kA anubhava kiyA usane sacamuca apanI cetanA ko badala diyA, apane vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa kara liyaa| Apane par3hA hogA, rUsa ke mahAn sAdhaka gujiepha isakA bahuta prayoga karavAte the / tIna mahIne kA prayoga karavAte the ki eka haoNla meM 10, 20, 30 AdamI eka sAtha rheN| sAtha meM khAeM-pIeM-jIeM para nirantara 'maiM akelA hUM' isa bAta kA anubhava karate rheN| jo ekatva anuprekSA kA sUtra thA, vahI usane kAma meM liyA / satya para kisI kA adhikAra nahIM hotaa| satya sArvabhauma hotA hai| hindustAna kA vyakti ho yA rUsa kA vyakti ho, cAhe duniyA ke kisI kone meM janma lene vAlA vyakti ho, jo adhyAtma kI bhUmikA meM jAtA hai,
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________________ ekalA calo re 163 jo satya kI khoja meM jAtA hai, una sabhI ko vahI bAta milatI hai jo yahAM milatI hai / unake lie deza aura kAla kI sArI sImAeM samApta ho jAtI haiM / ekAMtavAsa kA artha hai - ekAMta meM rahane kA abhyAsa, ekAMta kA prayoga / dUsarA artha hai - ekatva kA anubhava / ekAMtavAsa kA tIsarA artha hai - pratisrota gamana kI kSamatA / bhIr3a meM calanA, srota ke sAtha-sAtha calanA -- yaha gamana kA eka prakAra hai / dUsarA, bhIr3a se vimukha hokara calanA / anusaraNa ko chor3anA --- pratisrota meM calanA hai| bahuta sahaja hotA hai anusrota meM calanA / srota baha rahA hai, koI bhI tinakA AegA, srota meM baha jAyegA / koI bhI cIja AtI hai, srota meM baha jAtI hai / srota ke pratikUla calanA, bahuta kaThina sAdhanA hai / bhItantra Aja kA hI nahIM hai, manuSya kA samAja banA taba se cala rahA hai / jaba se manuSya ne vyakti se apane Apako samAja meM DhAlA to anusaraNa kI vRtti vikasita huI / gItA kA sUtra hai ki jo zreSTha AcaraNa karatA hai, dUsarA usI kA anusaraNa karatA hai / bar3A kaThina prazna hai ki kauna zreSTha ? kabhI-kabhI to zreSTha AdamI bhI aisA AcaraNa kara letA hai ki agara dUsarA usakA anusaraNa kare to bar3I samasyA paidA ho jAtI hai / kyA zreSTha koI pramAda nahIM karatA ? kyA zreSTha koI bhUla nahIM karatA ? kyA zreSTha se koI galatI nahIM hotI ? yaha saba hotA hai, to phira yaha kaise hogA ki usakA anusaraNa hI ho ? zreSTha kA anusaraNa eka bAta hai kintu sApekSa bAta hai / hara bAta meM Aja anusaraNa kI bAta cala par3I aura aisI manovRtti bana gaI ki maiM kyA karU N, saba loga aisA karate haiM / eka AdamI bahuta bar3I galatI karatA hai, corI karatA hai, aprAmANikatA kA vyavahAra karatA hai| kahA jAe ki tuma aisA karate ho to kahegA- kyA maiM hI aisA karatA hUM, saba kyoM kaha rahe haiM ? yaha sabake pIche calane kI manovRtti, vRtti, yaha bhIr3atantra samAja ke sAtha aisA jur3a gayA ki hama kaThinAiyoM se, samasyAoM se, burAiyoM se apane Apako akelA rakhane kI sthiti meM nahIM haiM / socane kA tarIkA bhI yahI ho gayA / kara rahe haiM, mujhe anusaraNa kI mano jaba samAja ko hama isa dRSTi se dekhate haiM, ki saba loga aisA karate haiM aura yadi maiM aisA na karUM to kyA pharka par3egA athavA saba loga aisA nahIM karate haiM aura maiM aisA karUM to kyA pharka par3egA ? donoM bAteM hameM satya se dUra le jAtI haiM / ekatva kA anubhava karane vAlA vyakti, bhIr3atantra ko na mAnane
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________________ 14 ekalA calo re vAlA vyakti, anusaraNa kI vRtti ko chor3ane vAlA vyakti, sAmane yaha tarka nahIM "rakhatA ki samAja kyA karatA hai, samAja kyA nahIM karatA hai / usakA cintana yaha hogA ki mujhe kyA karanA caahie| dUsare cAhe kareM yA na kareM, merA dharma kyA hai, merA karttavya kyA hai, merA dAyitva kyA hai / isa cintana kA vikAsa ekatva kI bhUmikA ke AdhAra para hI sambhava ho sakatA hai| hamArI ekatva kI bhUmikA nahIM rahatI to mujhe nahIM lagatA ki isa prakAra kI vRtti kA vikAsa ho sake / hamAre sAmane jIvana meM anukUlatAeM evaM pratikUlatAeM AtI haiM / sardI AtI hai aura garmI AtI hai| sardI ko sahanA aura garmI ko sahanA / anukUlatA ko sahanA aura pratikUlatA ko sahanA kaThina kAma hai / pratikUlatA kI apekSA anukUlatA ko sahanA kaThina kAma hai / hara vyakti saha nahIM pAtA / jaba anukUlatA kI sthiti hotI hai to itanA ahaMkAra se bhara jAtA hai, darpa se bhara jAtA hai ki anyAya karate koI saMkoca nahIM hotA / jaba hAtha meM sattA hotI hai, adhikAra hotA hai, phira anyAya karane meM koI saMkoca nahIM hotA isalie nahIM hotA ki anukUlatA ko vyakti sahana nahIM kara pAtA / dveSa burAI to hai para itanI bhayaMkara burAI nahIM jitanI rAga kI burAI hai / apriyatA burAI to hai para utanI burAI nahIM jitanI priyatA kA saMvedana burAI hai / eka saMskRta kavi ne ThIka likhA ki jo bhaMvarA kATha ko bhedakara calA jAtA hai, vahI bhaMvarA kamalakoSa meM baddha ho jAtA hai, use bhedakara bAhara nahIM nikala pAtA / kahAM kATha aura kahAM komala kamalakoSa ! kintu kaThora kATha ko bheda denA usake vaza kI bAta hai / kintu rAga kA bandhana itanA tIvra hotA hai ki vaha use tor3a nahIM pAtA, bheda nahIM pAtA / anukUlatA ko sahana karanA bahuta bar3I samasyA hai| akelA hone vAlA vyakti, akelepana kI sAdhanA karane vAlA vyakti sabase pahale usa rAga ke bandhana ko tor3ane kI bAta ko sIkha letA hai | samAja kabhI apriyatA ke AdhAra para nahIM jur3atA / sambandha kabhI apriyatA ke AdhAra para nahIM banate / kabhI daNDazakti kA upayoga karane vAlA -dUsare ke sAtha apanA sambandha sthApita nahIM kara pAtA / kaSTa de sakatA hai, du:khI banA sakatA hai, para sambandhI nahIM banA sakatA / sAre ke sAre sambandha jur3ate haiM prema ke dhAge ke AdhAra para, AtmIyatA ke dhAge ke AdhAra para / jo prema kA dhAgA hai, usI ke AdhAra para rAga ke sambandha sthApita hote haiM / kintu -satya Akhira satya hotA hai, use jhuThalAyA nahIM jA sakatA / sAdhanA karane nvAlA vyakti, dhyAna karane vAlA vyakti bhI isa sacAI ko samajha letA hai ki
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________________ ekalA calo re isa dhAge ke AdhAra para hamane yaha sambandha sthApita kiyA hai kintu yaha prema-sneha kA dhAgA bhI bahuta majabUta dhAgA nahIM hai aura antima sacAI nahIM hai / antima sacAI yaha hai ki 'maiM maiM' aura 'tU tuu'| bahuta kaTu bAta laga sakatI hai, avyAvahArika bAta laga sakatI hai kintu hama isa sacAI ko jhuThalA nahIM skte| ThIka vaha kahAnI mujhe yAda A rahI hai| AdamI Akara bolA ki miyAM sAhaba, Ama Ae haiN| miyAM bolA-mujhe kyA ? AdamI bolA-Apake hI Aye haiN| miyAM bolA--to tujhe kyA? hama jhuThalA nahIM sakate sacAI ko / Akhira apanA apanA, parAyA praayaa| apanA apanA hotA hai, parAyA parAyA hotA hai / meha varSA / khUba ghanaghora varSA huI / gaDDhoM ne pAnI ko rokaa| choTIchoTo talAiyoM ne pAnI ko rokaa| tAlAboM ne pAnI ko rokaa| phira bhI pAnI, apAra pAnI / jitanA cAhA utanA rokA aura bAkI ko dhakkA diyA, "nikAla diyaa| becArA ghUmatA rahA, ghUmatA rahA / nadiyoM ne bhI liyA, kintu zaraNa nahIM dI / Akhira bahate-bahate samudra ke pAsa pahuMcA / taba pAnI ko anubhava huA ki jisako jitanI jarUrata hai utanA liyA, bAkI bAhara dhakkA diyA / kyoMki apanA apanA, parAyA parAyA / yaha sacAI hai ki apanA apanA hotA hai, parAyA parAyA hotA hai| samudra pAnI ke lie apanA hai / samudra se pAnI nikalA aura vApasa samudra meM calA gyaa| vahI yadi zaraNa na de to kauna zaraNa de sakatA hai ? ye sAre gaDDhe, talAiyAM, sarovara parAye the, jitanI jarUrata thI utanA pAnI to liyA aura jarUrata pUrI huI to nikAla diyaa| hama akelepana kI isa sacAI ko na bhuuleN| cAhe kaTu ho, cAhe avyAvahArika ho / jo isa satya ko samajha letA hai vaha satya ko upalabdha ho sakatA hai, zAMti ko upalabdha ho sakatA hai aura duHkhoM se baca sakatA hai| eka bahuta bar3A sUtra hai manobala ko bar3hAne kA--'ekalA clo'| maiM yaha nahIM kahatA ki bhIr3a ke sAtha mata clo| calanA par3atA hai, calanA hogaa| hama kabhI bhIr3a ko nahIM chor3a sakate / sambandhoM ko sarvathA nahIM tor3a skte| jaba taka jIvana kI yAtrA hai, zarIra hai, taba taka sambandhoM ko nahIM tor3a sakate / kintu jahAM se hamArI sAdhanA prAraMbha hotI hai usakA pahalA bindu 'saMjogA vippamukkassa aNagArassa bhikkhuNo'--koI bhikSu banA, sAdhanA ke lie calA, aNagAra banA, ghara ko chor3A jisane, usake lie pahalI bAta yaha hogI ki saMyoga se mukta ho gayA / na mAtA, na pitA / kyA muni ke mAM hotI hai ? kyA muni ke
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________________ ekalA calo re pitA hotA hai ? na mAtA na pitA, na koI bhaaii| sAre sambandha chUTa ge| bhItara ke sambandha chUTate haiM to bAhara ke sAre sambandha chUTa ge| kahanA bhI hotA hai| pahacAna bhI karAnI hotI hai| smRti ke kAraNa yo karatA hai--- merI saMsArapakSIyA mAtA / yAnI vartamAna kI nhiiN| maiM jaba saMsAra meM thA taba vaha merI mAtA thii| maiM atIta meM badala gyaa-jiite-jii| janma bhI badala gayA / to sAdhanA kA apanA janma hotA hai / sAdhanA kI apanI mRtyu hotI hai / jo vyakti sAdhanA ke lie calatA hai usakA janma bhI nayA ho jAtA hai| maiM nahIM kahatA ki zivira kI sAdhanA karane vAle bhI isa bhAvanA ko doharAeMge ki merI saMsArapakSIyA mAtA aura merI saMsArapakSIyA patnI / kintu yaha avazya kahanA cAhatA hUM ki jaba Apane dhyAna kA prayoga zurU kiyA hai, dhyAna kA abhyAsa zurU kiyA hai to kama-se-kama itanI sacAI ko to svIkAra karanA hogA ki jina sambandhoM ko hama eka vAstavikatA mAnakara calate rahe haiM, una sambandhoM ke prati dRSTi badala jAe / yaha parivartana Ae ki sambandha sambandha hotA hai aura satya satya hotA hai| satya ko sambandha na mAneM aura sambandha ko satya na mAneM / sambandha kI sacAI vyavahAra kI sacAI hotI hai aura satya vAstavika aura svAbhAvika hotA hai| ___ ekAntavAsa kI itanI dRSTi vikasita ho jAtI hai to jIvana meM Ane vAlI sardI aura garmI, anukUlatA aura pratikUlatA, priyatA aura apriyatAina sArI kI sArI paristhitiyoM ko jhelane kI kSamatA bar3ha jAtI hai, kSamatA vikasita hotI hai aura usake paripArzva meM hama hajAroM-hajAroM mAnasika samasyAoM, duHkhoM aura ulajhanoM se apane Apako mukta kara sakate haiM /
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________________ sUkSmaloka kI yAtrA hamArI svArtha cetanA samApta ho aura paramArtha kI cetanA jAge, kSudratA miTe aura mahAnatA prakaTe ; nIce le jAne vAlI saMjJAeM aura vRttiyAM mileMye tIna mahAn uddezya haiM dhyAna kI sAdhanA ke / dhyAna kI sAdhanA ke dvArA yadi paramArtha kI cetanA nahIM jAgatI, mahAnatA vikasita nahIM hotI, saMjJAeM aura vRttiyAM nahIM badalatIM, to mAna lenA cAhie ki dhyAna kI sAdhanA nahIM ho rahI hai, dhyAna ke nAma para kucha aura ho rahA hai, kevala AMkheM muMdI huI haiM, kevala zarIra DhIlA hai, mudrA dhyAna kI hai, kintu jo honA cAhie vaha nahIM ho rahA hai| pravRtti sahI hogI to nizcita hI pariNAma hogaa| yaha eka niyati hai ki jisa prakAra kI pravRtti hogI usI prakAra kA pariNAma hogaa| isa niyati ko badalA nahIM jA sktaa| dhyAna yadi sahI DhaMga se ho rahA hai to nizcita hI paramArtha kI cetanA jAgegI, vRttiyAM badaleMgI aura mahAnatA prkttegii| - hama badalA huA vyaktitva dekhanA cAhate haiN| eka baccA janma letA hai / mAtA-pitA use pAThazAlA meM bhejate haiN| isIlie ki vaha badale, jaisA hai, vaisA hI na rhe| sAkSara bane, par3hA-likhA bane, Age jAkara vizeSajJa bane / bauddhika stara para badale, mAnasika stara para badale tathA vyavahAra aura AcaraNa ke stara para badale / hara vyakti badale hue vyaktitva kI apekSA rakhatA hai| jo jaisA hai, vaisA dekhanA nahIM cAhatA, vaisA koI honA aura rahanA bhI nahIM cAhatA / dhyAna ke dvArA yaha parivartana honA cAhie, hamAro svArtha kI cetanA miTanI caahie| svArtha kI cetanA vyakti ko kSudra banAtI hai / kSudratA saMjJAoM aura vRttiyoM ko ubhAratI hai / eka cakra hai-svArtha, kSudratA aura vRttiyoM kA ubhAra / dUsarA cakra hai-jaba cetanA paramArtha kI hotI hai to mahAnatA jAgatI hai / jaba mahAnatA jAgatI hai to vRttiyAM zAMta-prazAMta hotI haiN| sva kI cetanA kaluSita hotI hai| paramArtha kA yahI artha hai ki cetanA meM se kalupatA kA aMza dhula jAe, jo mailApana hai vaha dhula jAe, nirmalatA A jaae| kaluSatA samApta huI aura cetanA paramArtha kI bana gaI / kaluSatA hotI hai to kSudratA AtI hai|
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________________ 168 ekalA calo re. khalIla jibrAna ne likhA hai---'maiMne kucha kSaNoM meM kSudratA kA anubhava kiyA / jaba aparAdha kiyA aura aparAdha kA samarthana karane ke lie pApa-pakSa kA samarthana kiyA taba kSudratA kA anubhava kiyaa|' galatI ho jAnA, pApa ho jAnA, aparAdha ho jAnA eka bAta hai, utanI kSudratA nahIM hai| eka AdamI koI aparAdha karatA hai, galatI karatA hai, usa kSaNa meM vaha sacamuca kSudra bana jAtA hai yaha hotA hai duniyA meM / eka AdamI galatI karatA hai, pramAda karatA hai, koI kahe ki tumane galatI kI to vaha use svIkAra karanA nahIM caahegaa| tatkAla yaha tarka sAmane AegA ki kyA burA kiyA maiMne ? kyA yaha kAma burA hai ? koI burA nahIM hai| tuma nahIM samajhate ho / aba taka jisa paristhiti meM maiMne vaha vyavahAra kiyA, vaha AcaraNa kiyA, usa sthiti meM aisA karanA hI caahie| jaba yaha samarthana hone lagatA hai usa kSaNa meM AdamI sacamuca kSudra bana jAtA hai| ___ 'jaba maiMne durbala vyaktiyoM ke sAmane darpa kA pradarzana kiyA taba maiMne apanI kSudratA kA anubhava kiyaa|' ___ sAmane koI bar3A hotA hai, usake sAmane darpa kA pradarzana nahIM ho sktaa|' choTA AdamI koI sAmane AyA, usake sAmane darpa kA pradarzana kiyaa| durbala vyakti ke sAmane tumane itane ahaMkAra kA pradarzana kiyA to usameM tumhArI kSudratA hI prakaTa hogI, koI mahAnatA prakaTa nahIM hogii| ___ maiMne kurUpatA se ghRNA kii| isa sacAI ko to maiM bhUla gayA ki ghRNA kI praticchAyA kA nAma hI kurUpatA hai / jisa kSaNa maiMne kurUpatA se ghRNA kI, usa kSaNa mujhe apanI kSudratA kA anubhava huaa| hara vyakti ko kucha kSaNoM meM kSudratA kA anubhava hotA hai| yaha kSudratA kA anubhava hI mahAnatA ke mArga prazasta karatA hai, mahAnatA kI dizA meM vyakti ko Age bar3hAtA hai| jaba-jaba kSudratAeM samApta hotI haiM taba-taba vyakti apane Apa nikhAra pAne laga jAtA hai| 'maiMne kartavya ke mArga ko chor3akara sukha kI pagaDaNDI ko cunA taba kSudratA kA anubhava huA / hara vyakti ke sAmane do rAste hote haiM-eka rAjamArga kA rAstA aura eka pagaDaNDI kA raastaa| kartavya kA rAstA rAjamArga hotA hai, dAyitva kA rAstA rAjamArga hotA hai aura apanI sukha-suvidhA kA rAstA pagaDaMDI kA rAstA hotA hai / maiMne jaba-jaba apane karttavya ke mArga ko chor3akara sukha-suvidhA kA mArga cunA, sukha pAne kI bhAvanA jAgI--pagaDaMDI cunI taba
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________________ sUkSmaloka kI yAtrA 166 mujhe kSudratA kA anubhava huA / ' ___'jaba kucha pAne ke lie maiMne cApalUsI kI, usI kSaNa mujhe apanI kSudratA kA anubhava huaa|' . bahuta calatA hai yaha cApalUsI kA kAma / yaha camacAgirI bahuta calatI hai| thor3A-sA svArtha sadhe to AdamI na jAne kyA se kyA karane laga jAtA hai| thor3A-sA svArtha sadha jAe to duniyA bhara kI cApalUsI karane laga jAtA hai| patA nahIM purAne jamAne meM kaisA calatA thaa| kucha loga bar3I cApalUsI karate the / rAjA ke pAsa gayA aura kucha yAcanA kI, virudAvalI gaayii| kucha milA nahIM to rUTha gyaa| tatkAla bolA-'rANA, tU to bhATo, moTA mAkhara mAhilo / ' rANA, tU patthara hai banA-banAyA, bar3e pahAr3a kA patthara hai, kucha bhI nhiiN| jaba use kucha milA, itane meM prazaMsA zurU ho gaI-kararAkhU kATho, zaMkara jyUM sevA karU / ' kitanA badala gayA eka kSaNa meM / nahIM milA to patthara bana gayA / milA to zaMkara bana gayA / . ___ jIvana meM hara vyakti ke ye kSudratA ke kSaNa Ate haiN| kSudratA kA jIvana jInA eka bAta hai aura usakA anubhava karanA dUsarI bAta hai| jo vyakti sAdhanA ke patha para ArohaNa karatA hai, kadama Age bar3hAtA hai, use spaSTa anubhava hone laga jAtA hai ki jIvana ke kina-kina kSaNoM meM kSudratA kA anubhava hotA hai aura una kSaNoM se kaise bacA jA sakatA hai| mahAnatA ke anubhava bhI hote haiN| jisa jIvana meM kSudratA hai, usa jIvana meM mahAnatA bhI chipI huI hai / kSudratA kahIM bAhara se nahIM AtI aura mahAnatA bhI kahIM bAhara se nahIM aatii| jIvana meM kSudratA aura mahAnatA, donoM sAthasAtha calate haiM / itanA-sA antara hotA hai ki eka parde para AtI hai to dUsarI parde ke pIche raha jAtI hai| dUsarI parde para AtI hai to pahalI parde ke pIche calI jAtI hai| dhyAna kA eka artha hotA hai ki kSudratA ko parde ke pIche dhakela denA, mahAnatA kA vikAsa karanA / jaba-jaba AdamI sapanoM kI duniyA se haTakara yathArtha kA jIvana jInA zurU karatA hai to use apanI mahAnatA kA anubhava hotA hai| eka hai sapanoM kI duniyA aura eka hai yathArtha kI duniyA / yathArtha kI duniyA meM jIne vAle ko apanI mahAnatA kA anubhava hotA hai| jo sapanoM kI duniyA ke sahAre hI jIvana calAtA hai, vaha hamezA dayanIya dazA meM hotA hai| dhyAna dvArA eka cetanA jAgatI hai aura sapane TUTa jAte haiM, yathArtha
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________________ 200 kA darzana hotA hai / eka bahuta mArmika kahAnI hai| pujArI thA bahuta garIba / use sapanA AyA Aja merA mandira ghevaroM se bhara gayA / aba kyA karU ! itane ghevara kauna khAe ! usane socA, samUce gAMva ko bhoja dUM / choTA gAMva thA / sabako jimAUM ! sapanA TUTA, uThA aura sabako nimantraNa de diyA Aja kisI ko rasoI nahIM banAnA hai, sabakA bhojana mere ghara hai / logoM ne socA ki garIba AdamI hai, kyA khilAegA ? kisI ne pUcha liyA ki 'kyA khilAoge ?' usane kahA- 'tuma usakI cintA mata kro| aise hI nimantraNa dene thor3e AyA huuN| kucha hai, tabhI to nimantraNa dene AyA huuN| tuma cintA kyoM karate ho ?' logoM ne socA - pujArI hai, Akhira kahIM se koI bheMTa- pUjA A gaI hogI / usa dina gAMva meM koI cUlhA nahIM jlaa| purAne jamAne ko bAta hai / cAya-pAnI hotA nahIM thA / cUlhA jalAne kI jarUrata nahIM huii| jalA ho nahIM / saba loga pratIkSA meM / nyautA bhI de diyA / Akara dekhA to maMdira meM to ghevara eka bhI nahIM haiM socA, aba kyA karUM ? sabako nyautA de AyA aura ghevara haiM hI nahIM, aba kyA karUM ? udAsa hokara baiTha gayA / dasa baja gae, bAraha bajane ko Ae / sabane socA - nimantraNa to de diyA para kucha dI hI nahIM rahA hai, kyA bAta hai ? do-cAra loga Ae / Akara kivAr3a khaTakhaTAe / bole, 'bhojana kaba karAoge ? itanI dera ho gaI / ' pujArI bolA, 'are bhAI, kyA karUM, bhUla ho gii| Apa jarA sustaaeN| eka bAra so letA hUM, phira sapanA Ae aura ghevara bana jAe to bhojana karAUMgA / ' haiM 1 ! sapanoM ke sahAre nimantraNa dene vAlA vyakti kaisA hotA hai, isa sacAI ko hama samajha sakate haiM / mahAnatA vaha hotI hai jo sapanoM ke sahAre ko chor3akara yathArtha kI dharatI para caraNa bar3hAe / hamAre jIvana meM bhI aisI bahuta sArI ghaTanAeM ghaTita hotI haiM, para hama sapanoM ko yathArtha mAnakara kitane aramAnoM ko saMjote cale jA rahe haiM ! kitane vicAroM ko vikasita karate cale jAte haiM / aura jaba samaya AtA hai to ThIka hameM anubhava hotA hai vaha to sapanA thA / phira koI dUsarA sapanA AegA, ghevara banegA taba yaha kAma hogA / ekalA calo re mahAnatA ke lie dUsarI bAta aura caahie| vaha hai-kalpanA-mukti / kAlpanika rAjya bhaMga ho jAne para jo vyakti pachatAvA nahIM karatA, usameM mahAnatA jAgatI hai | hamAre jIvana meM bahuta sArI kalpanAe hotI haiM / kalpanA
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________________ sUkSmaloka kI yAtrA 201 ko coTa lagatI hai, kalpanA khaNDita hotI hai to AdamI pazcAttApa se bhara jAtA hai| mere mana meM yaha kalpanA thI aura vaha kalpanA TUTa gaI-basa isa bAta ko jIvana bhara rotA hai, dukhar3A gAtA hai, kalapatA rahatA hai, kevala kAlpanika jagata ko sAmane rakhakara / aisA hotA hai, bahuta hotA hai| - bhikhArI so rahA thaa| haMDiyA bhIkha mAMgane kI sirahAne thiiN| nIMda AyI / sapanA AyA / dina meM rAjA kI savArI dekhI thii| vahI bAta mana meM basI rhii| aba sapane meM dekha rahA hai ki maiM 'rAjA' bana gayA huuN| merI savArI nikala rahI hai| aba mahala meM A gayA huuN| aba zaiyA para so rahA huuN| rAniyAM cAroM ora khar3I haiM aura pagacaMpI kara rahI haiN| ThIka rAjyatva kA anubhava kara rahA hai aura usI sthiti meM jI rahA hai| itane meM kutiyA aayii| sirahAne haMDiyA meM kucha bAsI barcA thA, durgandha A rahI thii| cATanA zurU kiyA / haMDiyA phUTI, nIMda TUTI, sapanA TUTA aura rAjya bhI vilIna ho gayA / aba bar3A pachatAvA huA--are ! maiM to rAjA bana gayA thaa| kahAM rAjA ? kahAM rAniyAM ? kahAM pagacaMpI ? kahAM savArI ? aba una sArI bAtoM ko yAda kara vaha rone laga gyaa| ina sapanoM ke sahAre, kalpanA ke sahAre, kAlpanika rAjya ke vaibhava ke sahAre jo vyakti yathArtha ko jhuThalAtA hai aura duHkhI jIvana jItA hai usakI mahAnatA nahIM jAga sakatI / mahAnatA ke lie do sUtra bahuta jarUrI haiM 1. hama yathArtha ko yathArtha ke sAtha svIkAra kreN| 2. kalpanA ko kalpanA jitanA hI mUlya deM aura jIvana ko kalpanA ke stara para na jiieN| - tIsarI bAta hai--saMjJAoM kA parivartanavRttiyoM kA parivartana / hamArI cetanA meM aneka saMjJAoM kA maila jamA huA hai / vRttiyAM chAyI huI haiN| AhAra kI Asakti, bhaya, vAsanA, krodha, ghaNA IrSyA, ahaMkAra, lAlacanAnA prakAra kI saMjJAeM aura vRttiyAM chAyI huI haiM / ye vRttiyAM badaleM / maiM yaha to nahIM mAnatA ki dhyAna kI sAdhanA karane vAlA vyakti dasa dina meM hI koI vItarAga bana jaaegaa| yaha svIkAra karanA bhI eka dambha hogA, kintu yaha svIkAra karanA hogA ki koI vyakti dhyAna karatA calA jAe, dasa mahIne bIta jAeM, dasa varSa bIta jAeM aura koI bhI vRtti badale hI nahIM, badalanA zurU hI na ho to mAna lenA cAhie ki dhyAna nahIM ho rahA hai| jisa vyakti ne dhyAna kI sAdhanA zurU kI hai, usakI vRttiyoM meM, vyavahAra meM nizcita
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________________ 202 ekalA calo re badalAva AegA aura Apako lagane laga jAegA ki yaha vyakti kucha kara rahA hai / yaha anivArya kasauTI hai| dhyAna ke ye tIna uddezya haiN| - aba prazna ki inakI pUrti kaise ho ? hama mana kI cetanA ke stara para jIte haiM, buddhi kI cetanA ke stara para jIte haiM aura indriyoM kI cetanA ke stara para jIte haiN| jaba taka indriya-cetanA aura mAnasika cetanA kA sambandha jur3A rahegA, taba taka hamArA manobala kama hotA calA jAegA, mana kI zakti kSINa hotI calI jAegI aura taba taka yaha dhyAna kA uddezya pUrA nahIM hogaa| yadi hama dhyAna kI saphalatA cAhate haiM, ina uddezyoM kI pUrti cAhate haiM to hameM indriya aura mana ke saMbaMdha kA viccheda karanA hogA / indriyoM kA aura mana kA sambandha vicchinna hogA to sUkSma loka kI yAtrA zurU ho jaaegii| hamane sthUla jagat ko saba kucha mAna rakhA hai aura usI ke sahAre cala rahe haiM / hamane jitanI duniyA ko dekhA hai, duniyA utanI hI nahIM hai / bahuta choTI hai duniyA hamAre samAne, hamArI indriyoM ke dvArA upalabdha hone vAlI duniyA to bahuta choTI hai aura indriyoM ke dvArA agamya duniyA bahuta virATa hai| - hamane virATa kA abhI darzana nahIM kiyA hai, kevala eka choTe kaNa kA hI darzana kiyA hai| hamArI indriyoM kI kSamatA bahuta sImita hai / hama kevala sthUla loka kI yAtrA kara rahe haiN| sthUla loka ko bhI hamane bahuta bar3A mAna rakhA hai| eka AdivAsI yadi jayapura meM AegA to use lagegA ki zahara kitanA bar3A hotA hai / jisane pAMca-sAta jhoMpar3iyAM hI dekhI hoM, jo jaMgala meM rahA ho aura ikkI-dukkI jhoMpar3iyAM hI idhara-udhara dekhI hoM, yadi jayapura meM se nikala jAe aura pAMca-dasa kilomITara zahara meM calatA cale to use kaisA anubhava hogA? use lagegA ki kyA sArI duniyA zahara hI bana gaI hai ? itanA bar3A lagegA ki vaha kalpanA hI nahIM kara paaegaa| - hamane abhI do-cAra jhoMpar3iyAM hI dekhI haiN| hamArI indriyAM, ye pAMcoM indriyoM ko hI pAMca-sAta jhoMpar3iyAM dikhAtI haiM / eka artha meM to hama pUre AdivAsI haiM, jaMgalI haiM / kevala kI yAtrA karate haiN| kucheka bAtoM ko jAnate haiM aura dekhate haiN| jisa dina hamArA kisI mahAnagara meM praveza hogA aura mahAnagara kI yAtrA kareMge taba AMkheM khuleMgI ki kitanA virAT hai yaha mahAnagara / kitanI virAT hai vaha mahAduniyA ! sUkSma-jagat ke stara jaba khulate haiM, parateM jaba ubharatI haiM, taba patA calatA hai ki jisako eka bindu mAnA thA vaha bindu bhI itanA virAT hai ki jisakI kalpanA nahIM kI jA sktii|
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________________ sUkSmaloka kI yAtrA 2037 jaina AcAryoM ne eka bahuta bar3I kalpanA yA sacAI rUpaka kI bhASA meM prastuta kI thI ki pRthvI, pAnI, agni, vAyu aura vanaspati ke sUkSma jIva hote haiM / eka suI kI noka para Tike utane sthAna meM asaMkhya yA ananta jIva samA jAte haiN| bar3I vicitra bAta lagatI hai| zarIrazAstra kI daSTi se eka Ala'pina ko sirA Tike itanI dUra meM karor3oM kozikAeM ho jAtI haiN| kitanI virAT hai hamArI duniyA ! kintu bahuta acchA hai ki indriyoM unheM dekha nahIM paatiiN| yadi dekha pAtI to becArI bahata ulajha jaatiiN| dhyAna karane vAlA vyakti isa sthUlatA kI sImA ko lAMghakara sUkSma jagat meM praveza zurU karatA hai / vaha indriyoM ke sAtha sambandha ko tor3akara duniyA se pare jinheM Aja taka duniyA nahIM jAna pAyI, usakI yAtrA zurU karatA hai aura usa sthiti meM jo manobala kSINa hotA hai vaha bar3hane laga jAtA hai / - hama rasa kA anubhava aura gaMdha kA anubhava karate haiM / jIbha ke dvArA rasa kA anubhava hotA hai aura ghrANa ke dvArA gaMdha kA anubhava hotA hai / dhyAna karane vAlA vyakti prANa kendra para dhyAna karatA hai, nAsAgra para dhyAna karatA hai / yadi lambe samaya taka prANa,kendra kA dhyAna kareM to koI gaMdha AsapAsa meM nahIM hai, phira bhI usakA anubhava hone laga jAtA hai| ____ lADanUM meM jaina vizva bhAratI meM zivira thaa| eka bhAI Akara bolA'Aja agarabattI kisane jalAI ?' kahA gayA--'kisI ne nahIM jalAI / ' usane phira kahA, 'kyA yahAM kisI ne gulAba kA itra lagAyA hai ?' uttara milA, 'kisI ne nahIM lagAyA / ' usane kahA, yaha kaise ho sakatA hai ? maiM kaise mAnUM ? mujhe sugandha A rahI hai / bahuta tIvra sugandha A rahI hai / Apa dekheM, kisI ne agarabattI jalAI ho ..yA itra lagAyA ho|' ___ maiMne kahA-na to kisI ne agarabattI jalAyI aura na kisI ke pAsa gulAba kA itra hai| mAnane kI, manavAne kI koI bAta nhiiN| Apane jaba prANa para dhyAna kiyA, dhyAna jama gayA, lambA calA, usa samaya ApakoM yaha gaMdha kA anubhava hone laga gyaa| hamAre AkAza-maMDala meM saba gaMdha ke paramANu bhare par3e haiM / koi bhI gaMdha aisI nahIM ki jisake paramANu hamAre AsapAsa meM na bhare hue hoN| bhare hue haiM, kiMtu hamAre jJAna-tantu soye hue rahate haiM / jaba dhyAna ke dvArA ve soye hue jJAna-tantu jAgRta ho jAte haiM, sakriya ho jAte haiM to phira nAnA prakAra kI gaMdhoM kA anubhava hone laga jAtA hai| hamArI jIbha meM rasa kA anubhava karane kI kSamatA hai / jIbha para jo cIja TikAo
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________________ 204 ekalA calo re use rasa kA anubhava hone laga jAyegA | svAda- tantu svAda kA anubhava karate haiM / kintu jIbha para koI bhI cIja nahIM rakhI gayI, phira bhI jisa vyakti ne . jihvA para dhyAna kA vizeSa abhyAsa kiyA hai, jIbha kI noka para dhyAna ko sAdhA hai, lambe samaya taka isakA prayoga kiyA hai, use binA vastu ke bhI isakA anubhava hone laga jAyegA / 'manonuzAsanam' ko pddh'eN| isa viSaya kI bahuta lambI carcA usameM / jaba hamArA mana sUkSmaloka kI yAtrA zurU karatA hai taba binA sAmane hote hue bhI viSaya prastuta ho jAte haiN| viSaya to prastuta hI hai / sthUla jagat meM to thor3e-se viSaya Ae haiM / kintu sUkSma jagat meM to bhare par3e haiM / kevala itanA antara hotA hai ki hama indriyoM kI sImA ko pAra kara sakeM, sUkSma meM praveza pA skeN| yaha sUkSma meM praveza pAne vAlI bAta bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai / kabhI-kabhI aisA hotA hai ki vizeSa sthiti AtI hai to do virodhI vAteM bhI mila jAtI hai aura virodhI anubhava bhI hone laga jAte haiM / kar3ave aura mIThe kA eka sAtha anubhava hone laga jAtA hai / kabhI-kabhI sugaMdha aura durgandha kA bhI eka sAtha anubhava hone laga jAtA hai | cetanA kI vibhinna paristhitiyoM meM itanA ghaTita hotA hai, Aja taka manovaijJAnika bhI usakA ThIka-ThIka vizleSaNa nahIM kara pAe haiN| aura na hI kara pAne kA rAstA spaSTa hai ki unakI cetanA viSayaka mAnyatAeM bhI abhI vikasita nahIM haiM / kintu Azcarya isa bAta kA hotA hai ki hamAre adhyAtmazAstra meM cetanA kI itanI sUkSma - sthitiyoM kA vizleSaNa aura nirUpaNa milatA hai, use Aja taka kisI vizvavidyAlaya ne eka vidyAzAkhA ke rUpa meM mahattva nahIM diyA, usakA mUlyAMkana nahIM kiyA / kintu koI bhI vizvavidyAlaya aisA nahIM hogA jahAM philaoNsaphI kA vibhAga na ho aura usake sAtha sAikolaoNjI kA DipArTameMTa na ho yA donoM sAtha-sAtha na hoM / darzana par3hanA hai to manovijJAna bhI par3hanA hogA / Aja yaha anivArya ho gayA hai / jaba manovijJAna par3hanA anivArya hai to adhyAtma kA adhyayana anivArya nahIM haiM ? para hamArA dhyAna hI nahIM gayA aura isalie nahIM gayA ki kabhI prastuta hI nahIM kiyA gayA / yaha sacAI hai ki cetanA ke vibhinna staroM kA, cetanA kI nAnA avasthAoM kA jitanA talasparzI aura sUkSma vivecana Aja bhI adhyAtmazAstra meM hai utanA mAnasazAstra meM nahIM hai / vaha abhI taka bahuta avikasita avasthA meM cala rahA hai / hama dhyAna ke dvArA cetanA ke usa loka meM vicaraNa karate haiM jisa sUkSma
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________________ sUkSmaloka kI yAtrA 205. loka meM jAnA bauddhika stara para kabhI sambhava nahIM hotA / buddhi kI apanI sImA hotI hai / par3hane vAlA vyakti cAhe manovijJAna ko par3he, cAhe adhyAtmavijJAna ko par3ha e, vaha buddhi kI sImA taka hI use par3ha pAegA, use jAna pAegA anubhava kI sImA meM hamArA praveza hotA hai dhyAna ke dvArA / bahuta bhAI Ate haiM aura kahate haiM ki itane dina zivira meM hama nahIM raha sake, aba hameM sArA batalA deN| mujhe bar3A Azcarya hotA hai ki AdamI hamezA zaoNrTakaTa hI pasanda karatA hai | aura Ajakala kI minI sabhyatA cala par3I hai ki hara bAta meM minI mArga cAhatA hai / hamezA pagaDaMDI kA mArga cAhatA hai / maiMne kahA- 'bhAI ! Apa koI savAla pUcho, to maiM uttara de dUMgA / para tumheM koI lAbha nahIM hogA / jaise tuma ho vaise ke vaise rahoge, nahIM samajha pAoge ki kyA hotA hai / maiM dekhatA hUM, zivirArthiyoM kA anubhava sunatA hUM aura unakI bAta sunatA hUM to lagatA hai ki cAra pAMca dina pahale unakA anubhava thA bilakula jIro aura Aja unheM laga rahA hai ki kucha ho rahA hai / dhyAna kI paddhatiyAM cala yaha / ' eka ne to Aja hI do anubhavI vyakti Ae aura bole-- 'caitanya - kendra para lezyA dhyAna kA prayoga kiyA, bar3A inTaresTa AyA / bar3A rocaka hai yaha to / kahanA cAhatA hUM ki lezyA dhyAna kI vidhi, jitanI rahI haiM, zAyada kisI meM nahIM haiM / eka vizeSa prayoga kahA ki aura dhyAna ke prayoga karatA hUM, taba to mere hai ki yaha prekSA dhyAna kI paddhati jainoM kI paddhati hai, hai ? kintu jaba lezyA dhyAna kA prayoga kiyA taba maiM bahuta spaSTa ho gayA ki yaha to sacamuca hI jainoM kI paddhati hai / Aja taka maiMne na kahIM dekhA, na par3hA, na sunA ki yaha prayoga kahIM cala rahA hai / mana meM yaha prazna hotA kyA dUsaroM meM aisA nahIM hama anubhava kI bAta yadi cAheM to hameM prayoga para utaranA hogA / yaha bauddha mArga nahIM hai ki Apane dasa prazna pUcha liye, uttara milA aura samA dhAna mila gayA / eka hajAra praznoM kI tAlikA banA lI / hajAra praznoM kA uttara pA leM aura pUre hajAra dina lagA deM, eka prazna kA uttara pAne ke lie eka - eka dina bhI lagA deM aura pariNAma - kAla meM jaba AyegA ki kyA pAyA - kucha bhI nahIM pAyA, jaise the vaise ke vaise bilakula zUnya / aura Apa dasa dina kA prayoga kareM, dasa dina ke bAda Apase pUchA jAe ki Apane kyA pAyA to mujhe lagatA hai ki sau meM se ninyAnave vyakti to kucha-na-kucha batalAeMge ki maiMne yaha anubhava kiyA, maiMne vaha anubhava kiyA / hai
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________________ : 206 ekalA calo re jo bAta anubhava ke stara para jAnI jA sakatI hai, vaha mana, buddhi aura - indriya ke stara para kabhI nahIM jAnI jA sakatI / dhyAna kA artha hotA hai sUkSmaloka kI yAtrA karanA / aura vaha kevala anubhava ke stara para hI kI jA * sakatI hai / jaba sUkSmaloka kI yAtrA hotI hai taba sthUla padArtha miTakara sUkSma padArtha prakaTa hote haiM, unakA sAkSAtkAra hotA hai / usa avasthA meM dhyAna ke uddezya apane-Apa pUre hone laga jAte haiM / yaha svArtha kI saMkucita sImA bhI - miTane laga jAtI hai, kSudratA bhI miTane laga jAtI hai, mahAnatA kA sAkSAtkAra hone laga jAtA hai aura hamArI vRttiyAM bhI badalane laga jAtI haiM / pUrA kA pUrA yaha cakra TUTatA hai to dUsare cakra meM hamArA praveza ho jAtA hai / isalie bahuta Avazyaka hai, hama ina mahAn uddezyoM kI pragati ke lie ma kisI vidyAlaya kI zaraNa meM jAeM, na kisI vizvavidyAlaya kI zaraNa meM * jAeM, na pustakoM kI zaraNa meM jAeM, kintu eka anubhavI kI zaraNa meM jAe / anubhava ke mArga ko cuneN| anubhava kA mArga sacamuca apUrva mArga hotA hai, - alaukika mArga hotA hai / guru kA kAma hotA hai ki ziSya ko anubhava ke -mArga meM calA deN| maiM svayaM dekhatA hUM, svayaM socatA hUM ki maiMne lagabhaga dasa. bAraha varSa taka prAkRtika cikitsA, Asana, prANAyAma, yoga ke graMtha bahuta par3ha e, par3hane kA avasara bahuta milA aura bahuta par3ha / par3hatA rahA, par3hatA - rahA / bauddhika vyAyAma karatA rahA, karatA rhaa| para jo milanA cAhie thA vaha nahIM milaa| jahAM pahuMcanA cAhie thA vahAM nahIM pahuMcA / kintu guru guru hotA hai / AcAryazrI kA eka zabda nikalA ki hameM jaina paramparA meM vilupta dhyAna kI paddhati kA puna: anusandhAna karanA hai| basa, isa eka zabda ne anubhava kA mArga khola diyA / jayapura ke nAr3I - vaidya suzIlakumAra Ae aura bole - 'maiM 'jainayoga' par3ha rahA hUM / par3hane para mujhe aisA lagA ki Apane kevala terApaMtha kA nahIM, samUcI jaina paramparA para eka vizeSa upakAra kiyA hai / dhyAna kI paddhati jo hamAre hAtha se nikala gayI thI, hama jisa bAta se zUnya ho gae the, Aja hama gaurava ke sAtha apane ko bharA-pUrA anubhava kara rahe haiN|' yaha guru kA avadAna, anudAna yA varadAna hotA hai ki vaha ziSya ko anubhava ke mArga para calA sakatA hai /
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________________ prANa-UrjA kA savadhana kala eka bhAI ne pUchA ki jaise sUkSma zarIra ke stara para kAma karane vAlI cetanA kA rUpa hamane jAnA vaise hI sUkSmatara zarIra para kAma karane ke bAre meM kucha jAnanA cAhate haiM / bahuta choTA-sA prazna kintu bahuta bar3A prazna hai| itanI virATa cetanA ke viSaya meM jAnanA eka bahuta bar3I ghaTanA hai| pratyeka bar3e kAma ke lie bar3I UrjA kI jarUrata hotI hai| choTe-moTe kAma, choTI-moTI zakti se sampanna kie jA sakate haiN| kintu bahuta bar3A kAma karane ke lie UrjA kA bahuta bar3A saMgraha cAhie, UrjA kA bhaNDAra caahie| dhyAna kA prayoga UrjA ke saMvardhana kA prayoga hai| hamArI zakti kama nahIM hai / zArIrika zakti bahuta hai, vilakSaNa zakti hai / eka vyakti apanI zArIrika zakti kA vikAsa itanA kara sakatA hai ki chAtI para se hAthI bhI nikala sakatA hai / hAtha khar3A kara diyaa| dasa AdamI lage, pacAsa AdamI laga jAeM, hAtha Tasa-se-masa nahIM ho sktaa| yaha bahuta choTI bAta hai / vAsudeva kI zakti kA varNana AtA hai| cakravartI kI zakti kA varNana AtA hai / adbhUta hai zarIra kI zakti / eka vAsudeva khar3A ho jAe, duniyA bhara kI vAhaniyAM, cAhe gajasenA, azvasenA, rathasenA, padAtisenA-sArI senAeM, sArI zaktiyAM zeSa ho jAtI haiM / eka rassA bAMdha deM paira para aura usa rasse ko khIMcane laga jAeM to bhI vAsudeva kA paira iMca bhara bhI nahIM hila sakatA / / tIrthaMkara kI amApya zakti hotI hai| indra bhI A jAe to tIrthakara kI zakti ko vicalita nahIM kara sakatA / bahuta bar3I hai hamArI zarIra kI zakti / hama apanI zakti kA eka karor3avAM-arabavAM bhAga bhI kAma meM nahIM le rahe haiM / zarIra se bahuta bar3I zakti hai hamAre mana kii| jahAM zarIra kI zaktiyoM kI sImA samApta ho jAtI hai, vahAM se mana kI zakti kA prArambha hotA hai| mana kI bahuta bar3I zakti hai / isakI zakti kA choTA-sA kaNa bhI hamAre kAma meM nahIM A rahA hai| ___usase Age hai Atma kI zakti / yaha bahuta bar3I zakti hai / itanI vizAla zakti ki jisake sahAre, jisake iMgita para mana kI aura zarIra kI zaktiyAM
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________________ 206 ekalA calo re kAma karatI haiM / itanI ananta zakti ki duniyA kI hara ghaTanA ko sahana karane meM use koI bhI kaSTa kA anubhava nahIM hotA / zArIrika zakti, mAnasika zakti aura AdhyAtmika zakti yA Atmika zakti - ye hamArI zaktiyAM haiM / hamArI zaktiyAM to bahuta haiM kintu hameM apanI zakti ke srotoM kA patA nahIM hai / UrjA ke srota hameM jJAta nahIM haiM / dhyAna kI pUrI prakriyA, UrjA ke srotoM kA patA lagAne kI pUrI prakriyA hai, UrjA ke srotoM se lAbha uThAne kI bhI prakriyA hai, kucha pAne kI prakriyA hai / jaise-jaise hamArI zakti kA saMvardhana hotA hai, bar3e kAma karane meM sahajatA kA anubhava hotA hai / koI kaThinAI bhI nahIM hotI / Aja taka duniyAM meM jitane logoM ne bar3e kAma kie haiM ve sAre ke sAre kAma UrjA ke vikAsa ke stara para kie gae haiN| cAhe koI apar3ha vyakti ho aura cAhe koI vidvAna vyakti ho, cAhe kisI bhI kSetra kA vyakti ho, UrjA ke vikAsa ke binA bar3A kAma nahIM kara sakatA / sabase bar3A kAma hotA hai isa duniyA meM abhaya / jisa vyakti meM abhaya kA vikAsa ho gayA usase bar3A duniyA meM koI kAma nahIM ho sakatA / Apa svayaM anubhava karate haiM--bar3e-se-bar3A kAma karane vAlA AdamI bhayabhIta ho jAtA hai / senApati, jo sAre saMsAra para vijaya prApta karane kI AkAMkSA rakhatA hai, svayaM mauta ke bhaya se ghirA huA hai / jitanI surakSA senApati kI hotI hai, jitanI surakSA rAjA kI hotI hai, utanI kisI kI bhI nahIM hotI / bahuta surakSA hotI hai / kyoMki vaha becArA itanA DarA huA hai ki koI mAra na DAle / duniyA meM sabase bar3A vyakti vaha hotA hai jo roga se nahIM DaratA, mauta se nahIM DaratA aura bur3hApe se nahIM DaratA / tIna bhaya haiM-roga kA bhaya, mauta kA bhaya aura bur3hApe kA bhaya / ye Ate haiM taba to satAte hI haiM, nahIM Ate haiM taba bhI kalpanA ke mAdhyama se nirantara satAte rahate haiM / jo bhayoM para vijaya prApta kara letA hai, vaha bahuta zaktizAlI ho jAtA hai / sukarAta ko jahara pilAyA jA rahA thA / eka bhAI AyA, mitra AyA bolA- 'mujhe bar3A duHkha hai / ' rone laga gayA, AMsU TapakAne laga gayA / sukarAta ne kahA- 'kyoM ro rahe ho, bhAI ? maiM to bilakula zAMta baiThA hUM, mujhe koI Dara nahIM, tuma kyoM rote ho ?' usane kahA, 'tuma nirdoSa mAre jA rahe ho / ' sukarAta ne kahA, kyA tuma yaha cAhate ho ki maiM doSI hokara mArA jAUM ? mujhe koI bhaya nahIM hai mauta kA / bilakula bhaya hI nahIM / ' aisI mitratA mauta ke sAtha sthApita kara lI jaise isa ghara ko chor3akara naye ghara meM
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________________ prANa UrjA kA saMvardhana 206 jA rahe hoM / yaha zakti usI meM vikasita ho sakatI hai jisane apanI Antarika zakti ke srota ko prakaTa kara liyA ho / ravindranAtha ke bAre meM kahA jAtA hai ki ve patra likha rahe the / eka vyakti AyA mArane ke lie| hAtha meM churA thA / Akara khar3A ho gayA / unhoMne dekhA ki koI vyakti AyA hai, dekha liyA / apanA kAma karate rahe / unhoMne kahA - 'kyA cAhate ho ?' uttara milA - maiM tumako mAranA cAhatA hUM / ' ravIndranAtha ne kahA - 'jarA Thahara jaao| mujhe jarUrI patra likhane haiN| patra likha lUM, phira tuma mAra DAlanA / ' vaha pIche khar3A hai, churA ravindranAtha apanA kAma karate cale jA rahe haiM / nizcala bhAva se rahe / koI vicalana nahIM / vyakti daMga raha gayA / usane socA, yaha bhI koI AdamI hai, maiM kaise mArUM ? jo jInA jAnatA hai, use mArane meM koI lAbha nahIM / sAmane Akara pairoM meM par3a gayA aura churA hAtha se gira par3A / yaha abhaya usa vyakti meM vikasita hotA hai jisane AMtarika zakti kA srota vikasita kara liyA ho / liye aura kAma karate jayAcArya ne likhA hai-- Acarya bhikSu apane patha para cale to unhoMne isa saMkalpa para apanI yAtrA prArambha kI ki 'maraNa dhAra sudha maga liyo' / unhoMne pahale yaha soca liyA ki maranA hai| marane ke bhaya ko mana se nikAla diyA marane ke saMkalpa ko svIkAra kara cale to phira koI bhaya nahIM rahA / ita bhaya ke prasaMga Ae, paristhiyAM AyIM kI khAne kI bhI suvidhA nahIM thI / bahuta bAra khAne ko bhI pUrA nahIM milatA thA / jayAcArya kA eka dUsarA pada hai ki 'paMca barasa laga pekha anna piNa pUro na milyo / bahuta paNa saMpekha, ghI copar3a to kihyAM hI rahyo' - AcArya bhikSu ko pAMca varSa taka to khAne ko pUrI roTiyAM bhI nahIM miliiN| ghI kI to bAta hI chodd'o| roTiyAM bhI nahIM milatIM to ghI kI kahAM bAta / AcArya bhikSu se pUchA gayA ki kahIM Apako ghI milatA hai, gur3a milatA hai, cInI milatI hai ? AcAryavara ne kahA - ' pAlI ke bAjAra meM bikatA huA dekhatA hUM / ' kyA khAne kI bAta, kaSTa kI bAta, roTI na milane kI bAta mana se nikala jAtI hai ? kyA koI bhaya nahIM hotA ? itanA bhaya hotA hai ki vahAM jAtA to hUM, kala vahAM roTI milegI yA nahIM milegI / AdamI itanA samajhadAra hotA hai ki pUrI bAta soca letA hai ki sTezana para kucha milane vAlA nahIM hai to sAtha meM rakhatA hai, barAbara vyavasthA karake jAtA hai / binA
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________________ 210 ekalA calo re vyavasthA ke to nAsamajha AdamI jA sakatA hai| AntarikSa zakti kA srota, UrjA kA srota jaba jAga jAtA hai, cetanA kI sthiti bilakula badala jAtI hai / UrjA kA saMvardhana kaise ho ? aura sUkSmatara zarIra ke sAtha hama samparka kaise kara sake ? Aja hamane zarIra-prekSA kA eka aura nayA prayoga kiyA, Aja taka nahIM kiyA thaa| sabase pahale hamane madhyavartI zarIra kI prekSA kii| use dekhane kA abhyAsa kiyaa| phira pIche se Age aura Age se pIche zarIra ko dekhane kA abhyAsa kiyaa| phira dAeM se bAeM aura bAeM se dAeM zarIra ko dekhane kA abhyAsa kiyaa| phira pUre zarIra ko eka sAtha dekhane kA abhyAsa kiyaa| yaha zakti-saMvardhana kA nayA prayoga hai| bahuta loga kahate haiM ki jaina sAdhanA paddhati meM na caitanya-kendroM kA varNana hai, na lezyA-dhyAna kA kahIM varNana hai| yaha sArA idhara-udhara se le liyA gayA hai| mujhe bar3A Azcarya hotA hai ki kyoM aisA kahA jAtA hai ? para ise maiM koI kaTu bhAva meM nahIM letA huuN| isalie nahIM letA hUM ki jo loga kahate haiM ve to nahIM jAnate / Azcarya isa bAta kA hai ki jaina vidvAn bhI nahIM jAnate / zarIra prekSA, caitanya kendra prekSA ke bAre meM jaina sAdhanA paddhati meM jo hai, use eka bhI jaina vidvAn nahIM jaantaa| maiM vidvAnoM kI bAta chor3a detA hUM kintu eka bhI AcArya aura jaina muni isa bAta ko nahIM jAna rahA hai, kyoMki jo bAta chUTa jAtI hai, jaba cAbiyAM kho jAtI haiM to sArI bAta vismRta ho jAtI hai| vyakti ke ghara meM vizAla dhana thA, koI kamI nahIM thI, para ghara kA mAlika "bhIkha mAMga rahA thA / ghara to bahuta bar3A lambA-caur3A kintu sArA vyavasAya samApta ho gayA / vyApAra-dhandhA calatA nahIM thaa| khAne ko kucha milatA nahIM thaa| vivazatA A gaI, bAdhyatA A gaI, phira lAcAra hokara roTI ke 'lie bhI dUsaroM ke sAmane sAtha pasAranA par3a rahA hai / eka jyotiSI ne dekhA ki AdamI to acchA laga rahA hai, aisA laga rahA hai ki kucha hai para bhIkha kyoM mAMga rahA hai, hAtha kyoM pasAra rahA hai dUsaroM ke sAmane ? pUchA ki bhAI, aisA kyoM kara rahe ho ? uttara milA-kyA karU, mAMganA to nahIM cAhatA, bahuta -bar3e gharAne kA hUM para aisI vivazatA o gaI ki isake sivA koI cArA nhiiN| bAta samajha meM nahIM aayii| calo, kahAM hai tumhArA ghara ? AyA, dekhaa| purAne jyotiSiyoM meM eka vizeSatA hotI thI ki ve bhUgarbha ke bhI vizeSajJa hote
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________________ 211 prANa-UrjA kA saMvardhana the / Aja bhI nepAla meM kucha ese vizeSajJa haiM jo bhUgarbha ke bAre meM bahuta jAnakArI rakhate haiM / usane saba kucha dekhA, idhara-udhara kiyA aura kahA ki eka hathaur3A laao| eka kamare ke bhItara le gayA / khudAI krvaaii| eka zilA nikalI, dUsarI zilA nikalI, tIsarI nikalI / khodate-khodate eka sImA yaha AyI ki itanA vizAla ratnoM kA bhaNDAra bharA par3A thA ki eka to kyA, cAhe to samUce deza ko bhI dhanI banA de| bar3A Azcarya hogA Apako ki itanA vizAla khajAnA hai aura AdamI bhIkha mAMga rahA hai / ThIka maiM isI sthiti se tulanA karanA cAhatA hUM ki jainoM kI bhI yahI sthiti bana gaI / unakA pUrA sAhitya, mahAvIra kI pUrI vANI dhyAna kI vANI hai / mahAvIra ne svayaM dhyAna ke prayoga kiye / bAraha varSa se adhika samaya taka dhyAna kiyA / jaba taka ve kevalI nahIM bane the, unakA sArA samaya dhyAna karane meM bItA / bahuta prayoga kie| kevalI ho jAne ke bAda unhoMne jo kahA, dhyAna ke bAre meM kahA / unakI sArI upadeza-vANI, dhyAna kI vANI hai / dhyAna ke rahasyoM ko prakaTa karane vAlI, ujagAra karane vAlI vANI hai / kintu samaya kI avadhi hotI hai, samaya kA paripAka hotA hai| aisI sthiti AyI ki jaina AcArya aura bar3e-bar3e muni bhI sAmpradAyika bAtoM meM ulajha gae, Upara kI khIMca-tAna aura pakSapAta kI bAtoM meM jyAdA ulajha gae / dhyAna ke jo mahAna rahasya the ve unake hAthoM se nikala gae, chUTa gae / aura phira mantra kI zakti meM ulajha gae, zakti pradarzana aura camatkAra meM ulajha ge| - camatkAra kI bAta bar3I lubhAvanI lagatI hai / aisA lagatA hai ki jo saMta, "jo sAdhaka camatkAra kI dazA meM paira rakha detA hai, vaha apanI niyati ko aMdhakAra ke sAtha jor3a detA hai / eka bAra to AkarSaNa lagatA hai kintu vaha Asakti meM aura mUrchA meM itanA phaMsa jAtA hai ki anya sacAI sArI lupta ho jAtI hai| eka bar3e jaina vidvAn ne, jo aMtarrASTrIya khyAti ke vidvAn haiM, Akara kahA-'Apane caitanya-kendroM kI carcA dUsare granthoM se udhAra le lI ?' maiMne kahA-'Apa kaha sakate haiM / maiM anyathA bhI svIkAra nahIM kruuNgaa| kyoMki Apako jaba jJAta bhI nahIM hai, Apa yahI jAnate haiM ki cakroM kA varNana haThayoga meM hai| tantrazAstra meM chaha cakroM kA yA nau cakroM kA varNana hai / vahAM se hamane le liyA aura jainoM meM isakI koI carcA nahIM hai / yahI to Apa kahanA
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________________ 212 ekalA calo re cAhate haiM ?' 'hAM, yahI kahanA cAhatA hai| to bilakula ThIka hai ApakA kahanA / para maiM ise svIkAra nahIM kruuNgaa|' unhoMne kahA ki 'Apa btlaaeN|' maiMne kahA, 'batAUMgA bhI nahIM / jaina sAhitya meM kahAM hai abhI Apako bilakula nahIM btaauuNgaa| samaya Ane para hI maiM batAUMgA, abhI nahIM btaauuNgaa| yaha maiM Apako vizvAsa ke sAtha kaha sakatA hUM ki caitanya-kendroM kI carcA jitanI jaina sAhitya meM hai utanI haThayoga yA tantra-sAhitya meM bhI nahIM hai| yaha bahuta bar3A vivAda kA viSaya hai|' 'yaha kaise ?' maiMne kahA-'yaha aise ho rahA hai ki hamAre pairoM ke nIce jo yaha vasuMdharA hai, ratnoM kA bhaMDAra hai, sone kA bhaMDAra bharA par3A hai kintu hamArI dRSTi nahIM ki usa bhaMDAra ko hama dekha sakeM / prekSAdhyAna kI khoja kA AdhAra kyA rahA hai aura hamane isa tattva ko kaise khojA hai, yaha bhI jAnane kI bAta hai / avadhijJAna to karma-zarIra yA sUkSmatara zarIra ke stara para hone vAlI eka ghaTanA hai / atIndriya jJAna meM avadhijJAna, manaHparyavajJAna aura kevalajJAna-ye tIna jJAna Ate haiN| sabase pahalA hai avadhijJAna, jo sUkSmatara zarIra kI cetanA ke stara para hotA hai| avadhijJAna jisa vyakti ko hotA hai use dekhane ke lie AMkha ke upayoga kI jarUrata nahIM / kAna ke upayoga kI jarUrata nhiiN| vaha indriyoM se pare, atIndriya cetanA ke vikAsa ke dvArA duniyA ke kisI bhI aMcala meM hone vAlI ghaTanA ko jAna sakatA hai, sAkSAtkAra kara sakatA hai / vaha cetanA hamAre zarIra ke bhItara hai| hamAre isa sthUla zarIra ke bhItara eka sUkSma zarIra aura sUkSma zarIra ke bhItara eka sUkSmatara zarIra tathA usa sUkSmatara zarIra ke bhItara hai cetnaa| cetanA bAhara nahIM AtI jaba taka ki usa para Dhakkana rahatA hai / Dhakkana ko yadi hama jAlIdAra banA sakate haiM to vaha cetanA bAhara A sakatI hai| yaha dhyAna kI prakriyA dAeM-bAeM, Age-pIche, madhya ko dekhane kI prakriyA hai, isa zarIra ko vidyut-cuMbakIya kSetra banAne kI prakriyA hai / yadi hama apane zarIra ko vidyut-cuMbakIya kSetra banA sakeM to vaha jo bhItara meM prakAza hai vaha chanachanakara bAhara A sakatA hai / jaba taka aisA nahIM kiyA jAtA taba taka bhItarahI-bhItara cetanA raha jAegI, bAhara nahIM A paayegii| yaha dekhane kI jo prakriyA hai, vaha zarIra ko vidyut-cuMbakIya kSetra banAne kI prakriyA hai| hama Age se dekhate haiM, Age kA hissA vidyut-cuMbakIya bana jAtA hai| pIche se dekhate haiM to pIche kA bana jAtA hai / dAeM-bAeM dekhate haiM to dAeM-bAeM kA bana jAtA
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________________ prANa-UrjA kA saMvardhana 213 hai / madhya meM dekhate haiM to madhya kA bana jAtA hai / pUre zarIra ko dekhate haiM to pUrA zarIra vidyuta-cuMbakIya bana jAtA hai| isI AdhAra para avadhijJAna ko do bhAgoM meM bAMTA gayA / avadhijJAna do prakAra kA hotA hai-eka madhyagata avadhijJAna aura dUsarA antagata avadhijJAna / jaba madhya zarIra cuMbakIya kSetra banatA hai to vaha cetanA madhya zarIra meM se bAhara nikalane laga jAtI hai| jaba antagata yAnI chora kA hamArA hissA cuMbakIya kSetra banatA hai to cetanA kI sUkSma razmiyAM usase bAhara nikalane laga jAtI haiN| antagata avadhijJAna ke cAra prakAra hote haiM-Age se hone vAlA avadhijJAna, pIche se hone vAlA avadhijJAna, dAeM bhAga se hone vAle avadhijJAna aura bAeM bhAga se hone vAlA avadhijJAna / kyA caitanya-kendroM ke binA yaha sAro prakriyA samajhI jA sakatI hai ? hamArA pUrA zarIra caitanya kendroM kA zarIra hai| cAroM ora caitanya-kendra haiN| yadi hama madhyavartI caitanya kendroM ko vikasita karate haiM to madhya kA jJAna hotA hai| Age-pIche kA karate haiM to Age-pIche kA hotA hai| dAeM-bAeM caitanya-kendroM ko vikasita karate haiM to dAeM-bAeM kA jJAna hotA haiM / mere mana meM eka saMdeha thA ki Age-pIche, madhya ke caitanya-kendra to hamArI pakar3a meM A gae / dAeM-bAeM ye caitanya-kendra nahIM samajhe jA rahe the / vahAM kaise cetanA kI kiraNeM bAhara nikaleMgI, yaha samajha meM nahIM A rahA thaa| hama isa khoja meM the / aura bAteM to khoja lI gayI, kintu yaha bAta nahIM milI thii| khoja hotI hai to samAdhAna mila jAtA hai / prazna hotA hai to uttara jarUra milatA hai| eka amerikana bhAI AyA, prekSAdhyAna kI sAdhanA ke lie| sUphI saMpradAya ko mAnane vAlA thaa| vaha pahale IsAI thA, phira musalamAna banA aura sUphiyoM ke mata kI usane bahuta kar3I sAdhanA kI, bahuta khojA / bahuta ghuumaa| na jAne kitanI kabroM ke pAsa usane samaya bitaayaa| na jAne kitanI khojeM kIM, bar3A kaSTasahiSNu aadmii| AcAryavara the momAsara meM, jahAM rela nahIM / DUMgaragar3ha se bhaTakatA-bhaTakatA basoM meM momAsara pahuMca gyaa| pUchA, 'kaise Ae ho ?' bolA, 'ludhiyAnA se AyA huuN| dharmapAla osavAla ne hameM bhejA hai prekSAdhyAna kI sAdhanA ke lie|' bar3A Azcarya huA, 'kaise pahuMca gae ?' pUchatA-pUchatA pahuMca gyaa|' 'acchI bAta hai, kyA karanA cAhate ho ?' 'prekSAdhyAna kA abhyAsa karanA cAhatA huuN| abhyAsa zurU kiyA / kAyotsarga kA abhyAsa zurU kiyaa| eka dina, do dina kiyA to bolA-'yaha to bar3A rocaka hai / mujhe bar3A acchA lagatA hai|'
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________________ 214 ekalA calo re 1 phira lambe rahane kI sthiti banI / carcAeM hotI gayIM / hote-hote sUphI saMtradAya ke sambandha meM hamArI carcA calI / usane batAyA ki bArahavIM zatAbdI meM eka sabase bar3A sUphI saMta huA hai| usane do cakroM kA varNana kiyA hai--eka dAyIM ora kAMkha ke nIce aura eka bAyIM ora kAMkha ke nIce - ye do bar3e mahattvapUrNa cakra hote haiM / sabase jyAdA dhyAna inhIM kendroM para karanA cAhie / maiMne kahA - 'tumane hamAre mana kA eka kAMTA nikAla diyA / mana kI eka bar3I jijJAsA thI / mana meM eka bar3A prazna thA ki yaha dAeM-bAeM avadhijJAna kaise ho sakatA hai ? atIndriya jJAna kaise ho sakatA hai ? aba bAta samajha meM A gayI ki dAeM-bAeM donoM ora do caitanya- kendra haiM / ina para vizeSa dhyAna karane se jaba ye jAgRta ho jAte haiM to cetanA kI razmiyAM ina kendroM se bhI bAhara nikalane laga jAtI haiN| hamArA samAdhAna ho gayA / AMkha se dekhane kI unako AvazyakatA nahIM / kaMdhoM ke bAre meM hamArI jAnakArI ho gayI / maiM to zarIra kI dRSTi se aura hAr3a-mAMsa kI dRSTi se nahIM dekhatA / hara jagaha kI yahI khoja rahatI hai ki caitanya -kendra kahAM hai ? dRSTi apanI-apanI hotI hai / isa zarIra ko loga aneka dRSTiyoM se dekhate haiN| DaoNkTara kI eka dRSTi hotI hai | mArane vAle kI eka dRSTi hotI hai aura bacAne vAle kI bhI eka dRSTi hotI hai tathA zarIra ke bhItara chipe hue rahasyoM ko khojane vAle vyakti kI bhI eka dRSTi hotI hai / eka bar3A samAdhAna ho gayA / kisa prakAra hamane caitanya - kendroM ko zarIra meM khojA, usakA mAtra eka choTA-sA udAharaNa prastuta kiyA, pUrI carcA to abhI bhI Apake sAmane nahIM karUMgA / samaya Ane para hI isa bAta kI pUrI carcA hogii| aise caitanya - kendroM ke bAre meM sAmagrI par3I hai, kintu hamArA AvaraNa abhI haTa nahIM rahA hai / UrjA saMvardhana ke lie, ina caitanya- kendroM zakti-saMvardhanoM kI khoja bahuta jarUrI hai / yaha khoja jaise-jaise Age bar3hatI hai, sUkSmatara zarIra yA kAraNa zarIra kI zaktiyoM ke bAre meM hamArI jAnakArI bar3hatI jAtI hai / hama pahale M sthUla zarIra se hI caleM / hamAre sthUla zarIra meM zakti ke tIna bar3e kendra haiM / eka nIce kA bhAga jise zakti kendra kahA jAtA hai- rIr3ha kI haDDI kA nicalA sirA yA gudA kA bhaag| dUsarA nAbhi kA bhAga aura tIsarA kaMTha kA bhAga / ye hamAre zarIra meM tIna bar3e zakti ke srota haiM / kaMTha taka zakti ke srota aura inase Upara haiM hamArI cetanA ke srota / ye tInoM bahuta bar3e kendra haiM / nAbhi kA bhAga bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai / yaha khataranAka bhI hai aura mahattvapUrNa bhI hai /
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________________ prANa-UrjA kA saMvardhana 215 sAre khatare nAbhi ke pAsa paidA hote haiM / jisa vyakti kI cetanA nAbhi ke AsapAsa ghUmatI hai, vaha bahuta khataroM meM phaMsa jAtA hai / krodha, uttejanA, bhaya, vAsanA-sAre isa pAMca-chaha aMgula ke kSetra meM phaile hue haiM / jo apanI cetanA ko nAbhi ke AsapAsa hI ghumAtA hai vaha vyakti bahuta khataroM meM phaMsa jAtA hai| kintu yaha nAbhi kA kSetra bahuta mahattvapUrNa bhI hai| koI bhI sAdhanA karane vAlA vyakti jaba taka nAbhi ke kendra ko, isa prANa-zakti ke kendra ko jAgRta nahIM kara letA, acchI taraha nahIM samajha letA taba taka vaha Age nahIM bar3ha sktaa| Age bar3hane ke lie zakti caahie| khudAI karanI hai nIce se cAhe patthara nikAlanA hai, cAhe pannA nikAlanA hai, cAhe hIrA nikAlanA hai, cAhe sonA nikAlanA hai-gaharI khudAI karanI par3egI aura khudAI karane ke lie visphoTaka padArtha caahie| agara visphoTaka padArtha nahIM hai to khudAI nahIM ho sakatI / kulhAr3I ke bala para kabhI khudAI nahIM ho sktii| phira to bar3e visphoTaka padArtha caahie| vaha nAbhi kA kendra bar3A visphoTaka padArtha hai / jo sAdhaka usakA upayoga karatA hai visphoTaka sAmagrI ke rUpa meM, use bar3I zakti prApta hotI hai / jo vyakti isa UrjA ko, isa zakti ko nahIM samajhatA vaha bar3A kAma nahIM kara sakatA / cetanA kI bar3I upalabdhi karane ke lie taijasa kendra ko jAgRta karanA jarUrI hai| hama tejasa kendra para dhyAna kendrita karate haiN| isa bAta kI sAvadhAnI ke sAtha ki yaha khataranAka kAma hai| isa para dhyAna karate haiM-yAMca-pAMca minaTa karate haiM aura samaya Ane para AdhA-AdhA ghaMTA kara lete haiM / kintu jahAM khatare hote haiM vahAM sAvadhAnI bhI baratI jAtI hai / taijasa para dhyAna karane vAlA, nAbhi para dhyAna karane vAlA, khataroM se baca sakatA hai / jo isa kSetra meM calatA hai kevala pustakoM ke sahAre, vaha bahuta bar3I kaThinAiyAM uThA letA hai| eka vyakti AyA / hamAre pAsa Akara bolA, 'maiMne yoga kI kucha pustakeM par3hIM, maiMne nAbhi para dhyAna kendrita karanA zurU kara diyA, kyoMki isakA kAphI mahattva likhA thA / pariNAma yaha huA ki merA gussA bar3ha gayA, vAsanA bar3ha gayI, maiM to aura kaThanAiyoM meM phaMsa gayA / maiM to prayatna kara rahA thA unase chuTTI pAne ke lie, kintu adhika kaThinAiyoM meM phaMsa gayA / ' maiMne kahA-'tumane galata kAma kiyA, aisA nahIM karanA cAhie thaa| yaha par3hA, lekina jaba taka pUrI bAta ko nahIM jAna lo, taba taka bAta ThIka nahIM hotii| pUrI bAta jAna lenI cAhie aura pUrI bAta jAna lene para khatare bhI apane Apa kama ho jAte haiN|
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________________ 216 ekalA calo re kevala nAbhi para dhyAna kareMge, khataranAka kAma hogaa| nAbhi para dhyAna kiyA aura dUsarA zakti kendra hamArA kaNTha hai usa para dhyAna kendrita kara leM to khatare sAre Tala jAeMge / dhyAnazakti kA vikAsa ho jaaegaa| kintu yahAM zakti ke vikAsa ke sAtha-sAtha jo khatarA paidA hotA hai, jo vAsanAeM, jo bhaya, jo pravRttiyAM panapatI haiM (eDrInala glaiNDa se jo adhika eDrInelina kA srAva hotA hai, vaha pravRttiyoM ko ubhAratA hai) unakA zamana karane ke lie zakti kendra para (kaNTha para) dhyAna kiyA to vaha dabAva unakA kama ho jAegA aura zakti kA saMvardhana ho jaayegaa|' hameM niyamoM ko samajhanA bhI bahuta jarUrI hai| jaba taka niyamoM ko nahIM jAna lete, jaba taka zarIra ke rahasyoM ko nahIM jAna lete, kevala eka bAta ko pakar3akara hama cala par3ate haiM to kaThinAI paidA hotI hai| prANa kA bahuta bar3A kendra hai yaha nAbhi / dUsarA kendra hai---gudA kA bhaag| rIr3a kI haDDI kA nicalA sirA jahAM spAinala kArDa pUrA hotA hai, usake nIce bahuta patale-patale jaise cAMdI ke tAra hoM, jAla bichA huA hai| bahuta bar3I zakti kA srota hai| vahAM bahuta bar3I zakti hai| jo prANa-UrjA nAbhi ke AsapAsa paidA hotI hai, vahI to zakti ko jenareTa karatI hai aura usakA bhaMDAra hotA hai zakti kendra meN| tIsarA bhaMDAra hai hamArA vizuddhi kendra / yaha bahuta bar3A zakti kA srota hai| zarIrazAstra ko par3hane vAlA vidyArthI yaha jAnatA hai ki thAyarAiDa glaiNDa ThIka kAma nahIM karatI hai to zarIra kI sArI kriyAeM gar3abar3a jAtI haiM / hamArA cayApacaya ThIka nahIM hotA / purAnI kozikAoM kA miTanA aura nayI kozikAoM kA nirmANa honA sArA miTa jAtA hai to zarIra kI sArI sthiti gar3abar3A jAtI hai| thAyarAiDa kA ThIka kAma nahIM hotA hai to AdamI yA to nATA bana jAtA hai yA bar3A bhayaMkara bana jAtA hai| phira dasa phITa se bhI jyAdA Age bar3hane laga jAtA hai / yaha bahuta bar3A zakti kA kendra hai hamArA / ina tInoM zakti kendroM kA vikAsa kara lene para phira cetanA ke viziSTa kendroM ko jAgRta karane kI hamArI kSamatA bar3ha jAtI hai, mAnasika kSamatAeM bhI bar3ha jAtI haiM / unake vikAsa ke kucha srota haiM--upavAsa, saMkalpa-zakti, Asana prANAyAma, AtApanA aura UrjA-kendroM para dhyAna / ye chaha srota haiM prANa-zakti ke saMvardhana ke|
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________________ prANa UrjA kA saMvardhana 217 pahalA srota hai-- upavAsa / upavAsa kI paramparA bhAratIya dharmoM meM bahuta hai / pratyeka dharma ke sAtha upavAsa kI paramparA jur3I huI hai kintu upavAsa ke bAre meM hamArI jAnakArI ThIka nahIM hai upavAsa ko bhI hamane tor3akara svIkAra kiyA hai| laMbI-laMbI tapasyAeM hotI haiM / dasa, bIsa, tIsa, cAlIsa, pacAsapacAsa dina ke upavAsa hote haiM / bahuta upavAsa hote haiM / upavAsa ke dvArA prANa-zakti bahuta bar3hatI hai / kintu prANa-zakti bar3hatI hai, usakA pariNAma bhI hotA hai / aura yaha eka Ama kahAvata bana gaI ki tapasyA to bahuta karatA hai para gussA bhI bahuta AtA hai / prANa-zakti bar3hegI to gussA kyoM nahIM AegA ? prANa-zakti to saba kAryoM ko bar3hAtI hai / prANa-zakti agara acchI bAta ko bar3hAtI hai to gusse ko bhI bar3hAegI / bAsanA ko bhI bddh'aaegii| upavAsa vAsanA ko bhI ubhAra sakatA hai, gusse ko bhI ubhAra sakatA hai / upavAsa tapasvI ko durvAsA bhI banA sakatA hai / prANa-zakti kA kAma hai, kyoM nahIM karegI vaha ? kintu upavAsa ke sAtha eka dUsarI bAta thI ki jo prANa-zakti bar3he usakA kharca kaise kareM ? bahuta bar3hI huI prANa-zakti bhI bar3I * khataranAka hotI hai| Aga ko jalA denA eka bAta hai aura Aga se cUlhA banAnA eka bAta hai / jisa vyakti ne Aga se jalAne kI bAta socI, usane cUlhA banA lene kI bAta bhI soca lI / cUlhA nahIM banAyA gayA to patA nahIM Aga kaise phaila jAe / isalie rasoI banAne vAle ko sabase pahale surakSA karanI pdd'ii| Aga jalAI to pahale hI cUlhA banA liyA, Aga ko bAMdha diyA / to prANa-zakti ko bhI bAMdhane kI jarUrata hai, eka cUlhA banAne kI jarUrata hai / prANa-zakti ko bar3hAte mata cale jAo, bar3A khataranAka hogA / cUlhA banAnA sIkha lo| use bAMdhanA sIkha lo / upavAsa yAnI dhyAna kA prayoga | korA upavAsa nahIM cala sktaa| donoM sAtha-sAtha caleMge / eka cUlhA hai / jo prANa-zakti bar3hatI hai usako yaha niyaMtrita kara detA hai / usako khapAtA hai, usako kAma meM lagA detA hai / * d". zakti kA vikAsa aura zakti kA samyak niyojana --- ye donoM bAteM sAthasAtha caleM, taba hamArI cetanA kA vikAsa saMbhava ho sakatA hai / eka bAta chUTa gii| korA upavAsa to baca gayA aura dhyAna vAlI bAta chUTa gii| korA krodha ko ubhArane vAlA, vAsanA ko ubhArane vAlA aura vRttiyoM ko ubhArane vAlA taMtra to baca gayA aura unako zamana karane vAlA tathA unakA zamana karake agalI zaktiyoM ko vikasita karane vAlA taMtra hamAre hAtha se nikala y
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________________ ekalA calo re gyaa| dUsarA srota hai--sNklpshkti| saMkalpa kA bhI yahI sUtra hai / isake dvArA bhI bar3e-bar3e kAma kie jA sakate haiM / saMkalpa ke sAtha bhI yaha bAta jur3I huI hai| saMkalpa ke sAtha kisI ko Upara uThAyA jA sakatA hai, kisI kA bhalA kiyA jA sakatA hai to kisI ko mArA bhI jA sakatA hai| saMkalpa ke dvArA dUsare kA bhalA bhI kiyA jA sakatA hai aura saMkalpa ke dvArA dUsare kA vidhvaMsa bhI kiyA jA sakatA hai| Asana aura prANAyAma ke dvArA bahuta lAbha bhI uThAyA jA sakatA hai aura bahuta hAni bhI uThAI jA sakatI hai| tIsarA srota hai--Asana / kala hI eka bahana AyI thii| bar3I jijJAsu thii| dhyAna karane ke lie usane kahA ki maiMne eka 'yogA' ke zivara meM bhAga liyA, dhyAna to haTa gayA, yogA kA matalaba korA Asana raha gayA / usa zivira meM bhAga liyA aura zIrSAsana kiyA / na jAne kyA sthiti banI, aisI ulajha gaI ki 50,000 ru0 kharca kie, aba kucha ThIka ho pAyI huuN| Asana bahuta khataranAka bhI hotA hai aura Asana bar3A bhalA karane vAlA bhI hotA hai| cauthA srota hai-prANAyAma / prANAyAma kI bhI yahI sthiti hotI hai / prANAyAma tArane vAlA bhI hotA hai aura prANAyAma mArane vAlA bhI hotA hai| ye sAre sAdhana haiM--UrjA ke saMvardhana ke / pAMcavAM sAdhana hai sUrya kI AtApanA / jaina logoM meM bahuta paramparA rahI hai--AtApanA kii| sUrya kI AtApanA prANa-zakti ko bar3hAne kA bahuta bar3A srota hai| chaThA srota hai-arjA kendroM para dhyAna / ye chaha bar3e sAdhana haiM, jinake dvArA prANa-zakti kA vikAsa kiyA jA sakatA hai aura kAraNa-zarIra yA sUkSmatara zarIra para pahuMcA jA sakatA hai / ina sAdhanoM kA hama samyak prayoga kreN| prekSAdhyAna kA eka sUtra hai-kramika vikAsa aura samyaka niyojanakevala Asana nahIM, kevala prANAyAma nhiiN| kevala prANAyAma ko bhI maiM khataranAka mAnatA huuN| hama dIrghazvAsa kA prayoga karate haiM-dIrghazvAsa prekSA / samavartI zvAsa kA prayoga karate haiM-samavartI zvAsa prekSA / yaha prANAyAma bhI hai aura dhyAna bhI hai / kebala prANAyAma kA prayoga nahIM karate, kintu prANAyAma ke sAtha dhyAna kA prayoga karate haiN| dhyAna sAtha meM hotA haiM to hara
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________________ prANa-UrjA kA saMvardhana 216. tapasyA bahuta kalyANakArI bana jAtI hai| phira cAhe prANAyAma ho yA kucha aura ho / maiM to yaha bhI cAhatA hUM ki prekSAdhyAna karane vAle Asana kareM to Asana ke sAtha bhI dhyAna ko jodd'eN| sAtha meM dhyAna kareM, korA Asana nhiiN| dhyAna kI sImAoM se mukta hokara vihAra karane vAle ye choTe-choTe paMchI, vaisI hI kaThinAI meM par3a sakate haiM jaise paMchI kA choTA baccA ur3a nahIM pAtA, vaha ghoMsale se to bAhara nikala jAtA hai, para bhaTaka jAtA hai /
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________________ puruSArtha kI niyati aura niyati kA puruSArtha AdamI koI bhI prayatna karatA hai, usakA pariNAma cAhatA hai, saphalatA cAhatA hai / jisa prayatna kA koI pariNAma na Ae, jisa puruSArtha kA koI phala na ho, usake prati hamAre mana meM bahuta AkAMkSA aura jijJAsA nahIM jAgatI / Aja prAtaHkAla jayapura ke nyAyAdhIza koThArIjI ne kahA ki do dina dhyAna kiyA aura sAre zarIra meM halacala-sI ho gaI, sakriyatA bar3ha gaI / maiMne kahA, 'kucha kareM aura patA hI na cale to phira kyA hai, kiyA yA nahIM kiyA ? patA to honA cAhie ki hama kucha kara rahe haiN| usakA anubhava honA cAhie / eka phala honA caahie| AdamI saphalatA cAhatA hai| jo bhI pravRtti prAraMbha karatA hai, usameM saphala honA cAhatA hai / saphalatA ke lie tIna zarte haiM-samyak dRSTi, samyak upAya aura samyak prayatna jaba dRSTi samyaka nahIM hotI to saphalatA nahIM miltii| upAya samyaka nahIM hotA to saphalatA nahIM milatI aura puruSArtha samyak nahIM hotA to saphalatA nahIM miltii| ye tInoM bAteM anivArya haiM aura tInoM meM se eka ko bhI nahIM chor3A jA sktaa| tInoM paraspara saMbaddha haiN| dRSTi ThIka nahIM hotI, hamArA jJAna samyak nahIM hotA to puruSArtha kI saphalatA nahIM ho sktii| hama pariNAma kI bhAvanA nahIM rakha sakate / sabase mahattva kI bAta hai-dRSTi kA samyak honaa| isIlie prekSAdhyAna ke prayoga meM hama isa bAta para sabase adhika bala dete haiM ki sabase pahale paddhati kA jitanA ThIka samyak jJAna hogA, mArga kA jitanA samyak jJAna hogA, utanA hI Age vikAsa saMbhava hogA / bahuta bAra aisA hotA hai ki batAyA kucha jAtA hai aura pakar3a kucha liyA jAtA hai| isase bhrAMti paidA ho jAtI hai / eka mahilA ne pravacana sunA / pravacana meM bAta ho rahI thI ki Izvara sarvavyApI hai, bhagavAna sarvavyApI hai| usane isa bAta ko pakar3a liyA, para usa bAta ko ThIka samajha nahIM paayii| ghara meM gaI aura kapar3oM sahita snAna karane lgii| roja kA bana gayA krama / gharavAloM ne kahA, 'yaha kyA bAta hai ? kapar3oM sahita kyoM snAna karatI ho ?' vaha bolI, 'tumheM patA nahIM hai / maiMne sunA
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________________ 221 puruSArtha kI niyati aura niyati kA puruSArtha hai-bhagavAn sarvavyApI hai / jaba sarvavyApI hai to usake sAmane nagna phira kaise huA jAe ! cAhe phira maiM snAna kitane hI ekAnta meM karUM, Akhira bhagavAn to dekhatA hai ?' eka siddhAnta ko isa prakAra pakar3a liyA ki dRSTi samyak nahIM huI / jaba dRSTi samyaka hotI hai taba siddhAnta kA grahaNa dUsarI prakAra se hotA hai| ThIka isI ghaTanA ko to dUsare rUpa meM uddhata karanA cAhatA huuN| tIna ziSya the aura tInoM ziSyoM kI parIkSA ke lie upAdhyAya ne kahA'ye kabUtara le jaao| jahAM koI na dekhe, vahAM inheM mArakara A jaao| eka gayA aura socA ki guru kA nirdeza hai ki jahAM koI na dekhe / jaMgala meM gayA aura dekhA ki idhara-udhara koI nahIM dekha rahA thA, gardana kATa dI aura A gayA / dUsarA ziSya bhI ekAMta sthAna meM calA gayA, gardana kATa dI aura A gyaa| tIsarA bahuta gahare pahAr3oM ke bIca meM claa| ekAnta sthAna, bilakula nirjana sthAna jahAM cir3iyA bhI nahIM dekhtii| socA, bilakula ekAnta sthAna meM pahuMca gayA huuN| jaise hI taiyArI karane lagA, use khayAla AyA ki koI manuSya nahIM dekhatA, koI pazu nahIM dekhatA, phira bhI paramAtmA to sarvadarzI hai| vaha to sabako dekhatA hai / guru kA Adeza hai ki koI bhI nahIM dekhe / maiM aisA kaise kara sakatA hUM? kabUtara ko lekara vApasa guru ke caraNoM meM AyA aura kahA--'yaha ApakA kabUtara prastuta hai / ' guru ne kahA, 'are ! tUne Adeza kA pAlana nahIM kiyaa| lagatA hai AlasI hai| ekAnta meM nahIM gyaa|' ziSya meM kahA-'maiM sabase Age gayA huuN|' guru ne kahA-'dekha lo, donoM A gae aura ina donoM ne mere Adeza kA pAlana kiyA hai| ye gardana kaTe hue kabUtara par3e haiM / tumane kaise nahIM kiyA ?' usane kahA-'kaise karUM ? maiM bahuta dUra gayA, bahuta dUra gyaa| kintu jaise hI Apake Adeza kA pAlana karane lagA, mere mana se eka bAta uThI ki guru kA Adeza hai ki jahAM koI bhI na dekhe / tatkAla mere mana meM yaha eka sphuraNA huI ki bhagavAn to saba jagaha dekhatA hai| aba kahIM bhI calA jAUM, cAhe nirjana se nirjana sthala meM calA jAUM kintu duniyA meM koI bhI sthAna aisA nahIM hogA ki jahAM bhagavAn na dekhatA ho, jahA~ paramAtmA na dekhatA ho, jahAM sarvadarzI kI jJAna-razmiyAM na pahuMcatI hoN| maiM lauTa aayaa|' samyak dRSTi meM antara hotA hai / bAta eka thI, bhagavAn kI sarvavyApakatA ko usa mahilA ne bhI pakar3A aura bhagavAn kI sarvavyApakatA ko usa vidyArthI
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________________ 222 ekalA calo re ne bhI pkdd'aa| kintu pakar3ane meM bahuta antara ho gyaa| - dhyAna karane vAle vyakti meM zakti jAgatI hai, UrjA kA jAgaraNa hotA hai| kintu samyaka niyojana karane vAlA usakA upayoga kara letA hai aura jo samyak niyojana karanA nahIM jAnatA vaha usakA durupayoga bhI kara letA hai / Apa yaha na mAneM ki dhyAna se kevala lAbha hI hotA hai| dhyAna se lAbha bhI uThAyA jA sakatA hai aura dhyAna se hAniyAM bhI uThAI jA sakatI haiM / dRSTi samyak ho jAe to bahuta lAbha uThAyA jA sakatA hai aura dRSTi sApha na ho, dRSTi ke doSa bane ke bane raheM to bahuta hAniyAM uThAI jA sakatI haiM / dUsarI bAta, samyak upAya honA caahie| Aja sabase bar3I samasyA hai upAya kI khoja / upAya nahIM milte| hamAre sAmane jitane upAya haiM, jitanI avidyA hai, jitane antarAya haiM, unheM zAnta karane ke lie utane upAya mila jAeM to bahuta bar3I bAta hotI hai / mujhe Azcarya hotA hai ki upAya kisa prakAra kAma kara jAtA hai| ___ maiM isa zivira kI ghaTanA hI Apako btaauuN| bihAra se eka avakAzaprApta priMsipala yahAM Ae, kRSNanaMdana zAha, jo vahAM vizvavidyAlaya kI sIneTa ke sadasya bhI haiM, bahuta prabuddha AdamI haiN| kAphI dhyAna kara cuke haiM / lAhir3I yogI hue haiM acche, unakI paddhati ke anusAra ve dhyAna kara cuke haiM aura unake guru ne kahA, 'aba tuma kuNDalinI jAgaraNa kA dhyAna mata karo, tumhArA zarIra sAtha nahIM de rahA hai|' yahAM phuNce| kala baiThe the mere pAsa / bAta cala pdd'ii| unhoMne kahA, 'yaha zarIra-prekSA kA prayoga mujhe bahuta acchA lgaa| yaha bahuta sahaja-sarala hai aura maiM kara sakatA huuN|' maiMne kahA ki ThIka hai| phira unhoMne kahA ki merI eka bImArI hai-hAthIpAMva / (paira bilakula sUjA huA thA) isake lie kyA karUM? maiMne kahA ki Apa zarIra-prekSA kA prayoga kareM aura sAtha-sAtha sujhAva kA bhI prayoga kreN| 'ATo sajezana-svayaM sUcanA aura svayaM-nirdezana kA prayoga bhI Apa kreN| bAta pUrI ho gii| aba jo vyakti prabuddha hotA hai vaha bAta ko pakar3atA hai aura samyak upAya hAtha laga jAtA hai| unhoMne rAta ko lagabhaga eka ghaMTA isa svata: sUcanA kA prayoga kiyaa| abhI mere pAsa eka zivirArthI bhAI AyA jo unase devaghara meM bahata saMparka meM hai, Akara bolA, 'priMsipala sAhaba ke jo itanI sUjana thI vaha AdhI ho gii|' maiMne vizvAsa nahIM kiyA / yaha kaise ho sakatA hai ? - thor3I dera bAda svayaM priMsipala sAhaba A gaye aura maiMne kahA, 'kyA kiyA
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________________ "puruSArtha kI niyati aura niyati kA puruSArtha 223 Apane, kucha prayoga kiyA ?' unhoMne kahA, 'prayoga hI nahIM kiyA balki dekhie merA paira, kala jo sUjana thI vaha AdhI ho gii|' __aba kalpanA nahIM kI jA sktii| yaha kahAnI-sI lagatI hai| eka rAta meM itanI bhayaMkara bImArI aura sUjana AdhI ho jaae| kintu upAya samyaka hotA hai aura AsthAvAn puruSa AsthA ke sAtha usakA prayoga karatA hai to eka vicitra ghaTanA ghaTa jAtI hai| __ AsthA aura upAya-~-donoM kA yoga honA caahie| upAya ThIka hai aura AsthA nahIM hai ki bhaI, bAta to kahI jA rahI hai. para hogA yA nahIM hogA, to bilakula nahIM hogA / mana meM jaba yaha vikalpa hai ki hogA yA nahIM hogA to nahIM hI hogA / pahale hI kSaNa meM jaba AsthA bhaMga ho gaI, vizvAsa khaMDita ho gayA to phAyadA kabhI hone vAlA nhiiN| upAya aura AsthA donoM kA yoga mile / sahI upAya aura jhUThI AsthA hai to bhI nahIM hogA aura korI AsthA se bhI kAma nahIM bntaa| AsthA hai aura sahI upAya milA to kucha bAteM aisI ghaTita ho jAtI haiM ki jinakI hama kalpanA nahIM kara skte| davA lete haiM aura tatkAla parivartana hotA hai to davA meM kSamatA hotI hai| hamAre eka bahuta kuzala cikitsaka the, bhaMvaralAla dUgar3a / unhoMne kahA ki maiM dasa dina meM dasa kilo vajana bar3hA sakatA hUM auSadhi ke dvArA / bAta bar3I ajIba-sI lagatI thii| para roja eka kilo vajana bar3he, yaha to ho sakatA hai| khAne se pahale vajana leM aura khAne ke bAda vajana leM. --eka kilo vajana bar3ha jaaegaa| pAnI pI leM DaTakara aura khA leM to eka kilo vajana bar3ha jaaegaa| yaha to saMbhava hai| para eka kilo vajana zarIra kA bar3ha jAe binA khAe-pIe, bar3e Azcarya kI bAta lagatI hai| kintu be upAya ko jAnate the| hamArI AMkhoM ke sAmane aisA kara dikhaayaa| hamane dekha liyaa| eka vyakti ne davA kA sevana kiyA aura sAta dina meM sAta kilo vajana bar3ha gyaa| upAya hote haiN| hamAre sAmane upAyoM kI koI kamI nahIM hai / itane padArtha, itane yaMtra, itanI auSadhiyAM, itane dravya haiM ki agara koI upAya ko jAne to bahata AzcaryakArI ghaTanAeM ghaTa sakatI haiN| jaba eka auSadhi ke dvArA itanA parivartana ho sakatA hai to kyA hamAre bhItara kI auSadhi ke dvArA itanA parivartana nahIM ho sakatA ? yaha sArA parivartana hotA hai rasAyanoM ke dvArA / jo rasAyana auSadhi meM milate haiM, ve sAre rasAyana hamAre zarIra ke bhItara vidyamAna haiM / yaha jo pinIyala glaiNDa, picyUTarI glaiNDa, bahuta choTe-choTe dAne jaise haiM,
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________________ 224 ekalA calo re kintu unase jo srAva hote haiM, jo rasAyana banate haiM, itane zaktizAlI rasAyana hote haiM ki pinIyala kA eka choTA-sA, thor3A-sA, eka sUI kI noka para Tike utanA-sA rasAyana, utanA-sA hAramona sAre zarIra meM halacala paidA kara detA hai / tAlapuTa ugra jahara hotA hai / usa jahara kI, eka sUI kI noka para Tike, utanI-sI mAtrA eka hAthI ke zarIra meM pahuMca jAe to hAthI calatA-calatA lur3haka jAtA hai / AdamI kI to bAta chor3a deN| itanA bhArI-bharakama jAnavara lur3haka jAtA hai| dravya kI zakti bahuta hotI hai| hamAre bhItarI dravyoM kI zakti bhI kama nahIM hai| hamAre zarIra meM rasAyana bhare par3e haiN| hamArA mastiSka aneka rasAyanoM ko paidA karatA hai| hamArI graMthiyAM aneka rasAyanoM ko paidA karatI haiN| hama niyama ko jAna leM, niyati ko jAna leM / puruSArtha ke sAtha niyati ko jAnanA bahuta jarUrI hai| puruSArtha saphala hotA hai, kintu vaha puruSArtha kabhI bhI saphala nahIM hotA jisake sAtha niyati jur3I huI nahIM hai / niyati kA bhI apanA kAma hotA hai kintu vaha niyati akiMcitkara bana jAtI hai, jisake sAtha puruSArtha jur3A huA nahIM hotaa| hama niyati ke puruSArtha ko jAneM aura puruSArtha kI niyati ko jAneM / yadi donoM bAtoM ko ThIka prakAra se jAna leM to hamArA rAstA bahuta sApha aura sarala bana jAtA hai| upAya samyak honA caahie| upAya kA bar3A mahattva hotA hai| hara jagaha jahAM samasyA AtI hai, AdamI upAya khojatA hai| samAdhAna taba taka nahIM hotA jaba taka upAya nahIM mila jaae| upAya svayaM bhI khojA jA sakatA hai aura upAya khojane ke lie guru kI zaraNa bhI lI jA sakatI hai / ___ koI saMnyAsI thaa| bhIr3a bahuta hoto| sabhI saMnyAsI aparigrahI nahIM hote / kucha saMnyAsI bahuta parigraha bhI rakhate haiN| yaha apanI-apanI paramparA hai / bar3A Azrama thA / bahuta dhana aura bahuta logoM kI bhIr3a / vaha parezAna ho gayA / guru ke pAsa jAkara bolA, 'gurudeva ! aura to saba ThIka hai para eka bar3I samasyA hai| bhIr3a bahuta ho jAtI hai, itane loga Ate haiM ki maiM apanI sAdhanA pUrI taraha nahIM kara pAtA, samaya nahIM miltaa| rAta-dina cakra-sA calatA hai|' guru ne kahA, 'tuma eka kAma karo, garIba loga AeM to unako karja denA zurU kara do aura jo dhanavAna loga AeM to unase mAMganA zurU kara do|' upAya hAtha meM laga gyaa| usane prayoga karanA zurU kara diyA-jo nirdhana Ate, unheM karja denA zurU kiyA aura dhanI Ate unase dhana mAMganA zurU kiyA / pAMca-dasa dinoM meM bhIr3a bilakula chaMTa gaI / kyoMki jinhoMne karja
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________________ puruSArtha kI niyati aura niyati kA puruSArtha 225 liyA ve vApasa kisalie Ate sAmane AnA nahIM cAhate the kyoMki vApasa to denA nahIM thA--muphta meM milA hai / aura dhaniyoM se mAMganA zurU kiyA to una logoM ne socA ki aba to jAnA ThIka nahIM hai| jAte hI pahale yaha hogA ki 'lAo-lAo' / bhIr3a kama ho gii| upAya ThIka milatA hai to donoM bAteM ho jAtI haiN| hamAre hAtha upAya laganA caahie| Aja hI eka bhAI ne pUchA ki krodha Ae to kyA karanA cAhie ? upAya kI bAta hai| krodha eka bahuta bar3I samasyA hai / jaTila samasyA hai aura pArivArika zAnti ko asta-vyasta karane meM eka sabase bar3I samasyA hai / hara bAta para Aveza A jAtA hai| itanA jhagar3A parivAra meM ho jAtA hai ki eka-dUsare kI bAta koI sunanA nahIM caahtaa| hita kI bAta bhI koI sunanA nahIM cAhatA hai to ahita kI bAta ko koI sune hI kyoM ! eka bahuta jaTila samasyA hai, para kyA yaha nirupAya hai ? nirupAya kucha bhI nahIM hai| upAya hai / upAya ke dvArA hama isa samasyA se chuTTI pA sakate haiN| sabase sIdhA upAya hai ki jaba krodha Ae tatkAla vahAM se uThakara ekAnta meM cale jaaeN| krodha kI sthiti samApta ho jaaegii| krodha hamezA Amane-sAmane AtA hai| ekAnta meM cale gae to gussA zAMta ho jaayegaa| krodha AyA aura eka kSaNa ke lie nAka ko banda kara leM, zvAsa ko roka leM, krodha kA Avega kama ho jaaegaa| purAne jamAne kI ghaTanA hai / eka yuvatI ko bahuta gussA AtA thA / bahuta teja svabhAva / sAsa koI bAta kahatI, usase pahale hI vaha uchala pdd'tii| itanA teja gussA ! ghara meM bar3A kalaha rahane lgaa| saba parezAna ho ge| socA kyA karUM? pAsa meM eka par3osI thA bahuta samajhadAra, cikitsaka aura bar3A anubhavI / vaha yuvatI usake pAsa jAkara bolI, "pitAjI ! bar3I samasyA hai| ghara meM bahata kalaha hotA hai| dinabhara lar3AiyAM calatI haiN| maiM parezAna, merI sAsa parezAna, sArA vAtAvaraNa hI azAMta ho gayA hai| merI cikitsA kareM, koI aisI davA deM jisase merA krodha zAMta ho jaae| yaha jhagar3A samApta ho jaae|' vaha bar3A anubhavI thaa| usane kahA-'beTI ! eka davA detA hUM para usakA pathya bahuta kar3A hai| dhyAna rakhanA pdd'egaa|' vaha bolI, 'jo kala Apa kaheMge, vahI kruuNgii|' bhItara gayA, eka botala lAyA aura bolA, 'yaha lo davA / jisa samaya gussA Ae usa samaya yaha davA le lo| para pathya kaDA hai| dasa minaTa taka isa davA ko muMha meM rakhanA pdd'egaa| aisA nahIM ki pAnI
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________________ 226 ekalA calo re kI taraha davA pIkara nigala lo| dasa minaTa taka use muMha meM rakho jisase 'ki pUrI lAra usake sAtha meM mila jaae| jo bhI khAyA jAtA hai, pIyA jAtA hai usameM lAra mahIM milatI to ThIka se pAcana nahIM hotaa| isa davA ke sAtha -lAra nahIM milegI to yaha pacegI nhiiN| yaha dabA tabhI kAma karegI jaba dasa minaTa taka muMha meM ise ghumAtI rho| jaba pUrI lAra mila jAegI to yaha aisI kImatI davA hai ki pahale hI dina yaha apanA prabhAva DAla degii|' vaha yuvatI davA lekara Azvasta hokara ghara calI gii| aba jhagar3A to roja kA krama thaa| aisA krama bana gayA ki sAsa ko bahU se aura bahU ko sAsa se lar3e binA zAMti nahIM miltii| jhagar3A zurU huA choTI-sI bAta pr| aba sAsa bar3I gusse meM aayii| vaha bhalA pIche rahane vAlI kaba thI ! para Aja to davA le AyI thii| socA, abhI davA lUM / bhautara gayI aura do bUMTa muMha meM DAlakara A gaI / muMha to bharA thA, bole to kaise bole ? bolane vAlI to thI para dasa minaTa taka pAlana karanA thA / dasa minaTa taka nahIM bolii| to sAsa kA gussA bhI pAMca minaTa meM hI zAMta ho gayA / gussA taba bar3hatA hai jaba sAmane IMdhana mile| IMdhana nahIM mile to Aga apane Apa bujha jAegI / IMdhana nahIM milA to sAsa bhI bolatI-bolatI zAMta ho gaI / uttejanA nahIM milI, binA uttejanA ke kucha hotA nhiiN| ye jitane sthAyI bhAva, sAtvika aura saMcArI bhAva hote haiM ve sAre uttejanA ke sahAre, "uddIpana ke sahAre calate haiN| yadi uddIpana nahIM hotA to ve apane Apa zAMta ho jAte haiN| uddIpana milA nahIM, sAsa zAMta ho gii| bahU ne socA-davA to bahuta acchI dI / pahale hI dina zAMti ho gii| do-cAra-pAMca dina prayoga kiyA / jhagar3A banda, gussA banda, lar3AiyAM banda-saba kucha samApta ho gyaa| 'cikitsaka ke pAsa jAkara bolI, 'pitAjI, Apane davA to bahuta bar3hiyA dii| aisI davA ki Apane kahA thA ki pAMca-dasa dina meM zAMti ho jAegI, lekina davA ne to pahale hI dina apanA camatkAra dikhalA diyaa| saba kucha ThIka ho gayA hai, aba kucha bhI samasyA nahIM hai|' 'beTI, pathya kA pAlana ThIka kiyA ?' "hAM, bilakula Apane kahA--vaisA hI kiyA / ' aba bhalA dasa minaTa taka jo gussA nahIM kare, vaha gussA kara hI nahIM sakatA / gussA to pahale hI kSaNa meM AtA hai| agara do kSaNa bhI gussA na kare to vaha kara hI nahIM sktaa|
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________________ puruSArtha kI niyati aura niyati kA puruSArtha 227 mApane par3hA hogA ki pazicamI jarmanI meM eka kAnUna banAyA nyAyAlayoM ne ki koI bhI kriminala kesa Ae, use tatkAla svIkAra nahIM karanA / pAMcacAra ghaMTe taka usa vyakti ko biThAyA jAe aura phira bAda meM usako svIkAra kiyA jAe / pariNAma yaha AyA ki 100 meM se 70 to aise hI lauTa jAte / aura vAstava meM 20 se 30 jo yathArtha hote, ve hI baca paate| AdamI Aveza meM bahuta kAma karatA hai aura jaba Aveza ko zAMta hone kA maukA mila jAtA hai to phira ye kSaNa Tala jAte haiN| _upAya kA samyak prayoga kareM to hamArI bahuta sArI samasyAeM Tala jAtI haiM / yaha bhI eka upAya hai ki gussA utare aura tatkAla zvAsa ko roka deN| eka minaTa meM gussA zAMta ho jaaegaa| zvAsa ke binA gussA AegA kaise ? hamAre zarIra meM hone vAlI sArI halacaleM, sAro pravRttiyAM zvAsa ke sAtha hotI haiM aura jaba zvAsa zAMta, phira Avega jIvana meM utara nahIM sktaa| krodha-zamana ke eka nahIM, dasoM upAya haiM / kevala krodha ke nahIM, vAsanA ke, bhaya ke, zamana ke dasoM upAya haiN| duniyA meM jitane apAya haiM utane hI upAya bhI haiM / hamArA dUsarA sUtra hai saphalatA kA ki hama upAyoM ko jAneM, niyamoM ko jAneM / niyati kA artha hotA hai niym| dhyAna ke apane artha hote haiM / dhyAna ke apane niyama haiN| hama adhyAtma ke niyamoM ko nahIM jAnate isalie usakA upayoga nahIM kara pA rahe haiM / dharma kI tejasvitA, adhyAtma kI zakti jo kama huI hai usakA maiM eka kAraNa mAnatA hUM ki adhyAtma aura dharma kI jo niyati thI, jo sArvabhauma niyama the una niyamoM se Aja hama aparicita ho ge| dhyAna ke prayoga kA eka bahuta bar3A artha hotA hai una niyamoM kI jAnakArI, una rahasyoM kI jaankaarii| tIsarI bAta, hamArA samyak puruSArtha ho / dRSTi bhI samyak hai| upAya kA jJAna bhI hameM ho gayA hai| kintu hama puruSArtha karano nahIM jAnate / yaha mArakosa jaisA AlasIpana / eka pazcimI vyakti huA hai--mArakosa / bahuta AlasI thA ki kAma karanA nahIM cAhatA / eka dina so rahA thaa| sote-sote sapanA A gayA ki Aja to maiM bahuta kAma kara rahA huuN| usane socA bar3A anyAya ho gayA, bhalA kAma kA aura merA saMbaMdha hI kyA ? usa dina se usane sonA hI banda kara diyA, baiThe-baiThe nIMda lene lgaa| usane socA, kahIM dUsarI bAra sapanA na A jAe ki maiM kAma kara rahA huuN| jahAM itanI puruSArthahInatA hotI hai aura itanA Alasya hotA hai to dRSTi sApha ho jAne para bhI kArya
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________________ 228 ekalA calo re hamArA samyak nahIM ho sakatA / kArya kI saphalatA ke lie tIsarA sUtra hai puruSArtha ho / puruSArtha ho aura samyak ho / ye tInoM bAteM jaba milatI haiM to saphalatA meM hameM koI sandeha nahIM hotA /
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________________ hama zvAsa lenA sIkheM mere sAmane koI pacAsa varSa kA mAdamI baiThA ho aura maiM usase kahUM ki tuma roTI khAnA sIkho, pAnI pInA sIkho, kasA aTapadA-sA lgegaa| vaha socegA ki kauna-sI bar3I bAta kaha dI, kauna-sI darzana kI gutthI ko sulajhAne kI bAta kahI ki roTI khAnA sIkho aura pAnI pInA siikho| yaha to hama saba jAnate haiM / yadi yaha nahIM jAnate to itane varSa Ate hI nahIM / agara pAnI pInA nahIM jAnate to pacAsa varSa to kyA, pAMca varSa bhI nahIM, pAMca mahIne bhI nahIM Ate / hara AdamI, jo pacAsa varSa taka jItA hai, vaha roTI khAnA jAnatA hai aura pAnI pInA jAnatA hai, isIlie pacAsa varSa taka jI rahA hai| nahIM to kaise jItA? kabhI nahIM jI paataa| usa vyakti ko yaha kahA jAe ki tuma zvAsa lenA sIkho aura bhI aTapaTA lgegaa| bar3A vicitra lgegaa| yaha koI sIkhane kI bAta hai ! jaba baccA jInA zurU karatA hai to zvAsa ke sAtha jInA zurU karatA hai| zvAsa hamAre jIvana kA lakSaNa hai| jo zvAsa letA hai vaha jItA hai| jo zvAsa nahIM letA use mRta ghoSita kara diyA jAtA hai| jIvita meM aura mRta meM kyA antara hotA hai ? antara yahI hotA hai ki jaba taka dhauMkanI calatI hai, AdamI jIvita kahalAtA hai aura jaba zvAsa banda ho jAtA hai AdamI mara jAtA hai| zvAsa ke binA prANavAyU nahIM milatI aura prANavAyU ke binA jIvana nahIM calatA / yadi kisI AdamI kI kozikAoM ko oNksIjana na mile, prANavAyu na mile to dasa sekaNDa ke bAda AdamI mUcchita ho jAtA hai, phira saceta nahIM raha sakatA, sAvadhAna nahIM raha sktaa| zarIra kI hara kozikA ko kAma karane ke lie oNksIjana cAhie, prANavAyu caahie| vaha milatA hai zvAsa ke sAtha / yadi zvAsa banda ho jAe to saba kucha gar3abar3A jAe, sArA zarIra kA taMtra gar3abar3A jAtA hai| jaba zvAsa kI kamI hotI hai taba oNksIjana kI naliyAM lagAkara kRtrima zvAsa dilAyA jAtA hai| phira sIkhane kI bAta kyA hai ? na roTI khAnA sIkhanA hai, na pAnI pInA sIkhanA hai aura na zvAsa lenA sIkhanA hai / jo apane Apa meM hone vAlI bAteM haiM, jo naisagika haiM, nisarga se hone vAlI ghaTanAeM haiM unake lie sIkhane kI kyA jarUrata
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________________ 232 ekalA calo re hai ? sahaja hI yaha tarka hogA / jahAM buddhi hai vahAM tarka honA svAbhAvika hai / maiM mAnatA hUM ki jIvana kI bahuta sArI ghaTanAeM tarka ke kAraNa hI vikRta banatI haiN| jIvana kI bahuta sArI samasyAeM tarka ke kAraNa hI ulajhatI haiM / AdamI svayaM jaba tarka meM jAtA hai to sacAI nIce raha jAtI hai, tarka Upara calA jAtA hai / donoM meM koI saMgati nahIM hotii| samasyA ulajha jAtI hai / zvAsa lenA eka bAta hai aura zvAsa vidhivat lenA dUsarI bAta hai / maiM mAnatA hUM Apake isa tarka ko ki jo jItA hai, vaha zvAsa letA hai| aisA koI nahIM hotA ki jo jItA hai vaha zvAsa nahIM letaa| zvAsa lenA eka bAta hai, kintu zvAsa kase liyA jAe, zvAsa kaise lenA cAhie yaha bilakula dUsarI bAta hai| maiM Apako yaha nahIM batA rahA haM ki zvAsa leN| yaha to svAbhAvika bAta hai, batAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai| isake lie koI upadeza kI jarUrata nahIM, koI 'sikhAne kI jarUrata nahIM / roTI ke bAre meM bhI yahI bAta hai / roTI khAnA eka bAta hai aura roTI kaise khAnI cAhie, yaha dUsarI bAta hai| pAnI pInA eka bAta hai aura pAnI kaise pInA cAhie, yaha dUsarI bAta hai| jo AdamI jAna letA hai ki roTI kaise khAnI cAhie, jo AdamI jAna letA hai ki pAnI kaise pInA cAhie usakA sArA jIvana badala jAtA hai| jo AdamI jAna letA hai ki zvAsa kaise lenA cAhie, usakA sArA jIvana badala jAtA hai| prazna hai badalane kA ki kaise badalA jAe ? tabhI badalA jA sakatA hai ki hama jaba isa bAta ko samajha leM ki kauna, kahAM, kase / ye prazna hamAre jIvana meM bahuta mahattva ke hote haiN| kauna hai kahAM hai aura kaise hai-jaba taka ina praznoM para gaMbhIra vimarza nahIM karate taba taka samasyAeM nahIM sulajhatIM / dravya, kSetra, kAla aura bhAva-hara vastu kI mImAMsA ina dRSTikoNoM se kI jAtI hai| ___vyakti kA phona AyA oNpareTara ke pAsa ki maiM paMDita javAharalAla neharU bola rahA hUM aura tuma mere Adeza kA pAlana karo / eka bAra AyA, do bAra AyA, socA kyA bAta hai, dhyAna nahIM diyaa| tIsarI bAra gusse meM bolA-maiM paMDita javAharalAla neharU bola rahA huuN| tuma mere Adeza kA pAlana kro| dhyAna nahIM diyA to bolA-tumheM patA nahIM ki maiM kauna bola rahA hUM? oNpareTara ne kahA-mahAzaya ! maiM yaha nahIM jAnanA cAhatA ki Apa kauna bola rahe haiM, maiM to yaha jAnanA cAhatA hUM ki Apa kahAM se bola rahe haiN| uttara milA---pAgalakhAne se bola rahA huuN| aba kauna bola rahA hai, itane se kAma nahIM cltaa| kahAM se bola rahA
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________________ hama zvAsa lenA sIkheM 233 hai, yaha Avazyaka hai / vahI uttara yadi milatA ki maiM prAima-minisTara hAusa se bola rahA hUM to sArI sthiti badala jAtI aura jaba uttara milA ki pAgalakhAne se bola rahA hUM to vahAM se paMDita javAharalAla neharU bole yA koI bhI bole, koI pharka nahIM par3atA / pAgala paMDita javAharalAla neharU bhI bana sakatA hai aura kucha bhI bana sakatA hai / avatAra bhI bana sakatA hai| kauna, kahAM aura kaise, jaba taka ina praznoM para mImAMsA nahIM karate, jaba taka hama ina praznoM para vimarza nahIM karate aura dhyAna nahIM dete taba taka samasyAoM ko nahIM sulajhA paate| zvAsa kaise leM? bahuta mahattva kA prazna hai, kyoMki zvAsa hamAre jIvana kA prazna hai / jIvana ke sAtha jur3A huA hai yaha / jIvana ke sAtha itanA jur3A huA hai ki usako kabhI alaga nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| na jAgane meM alaga kiyA jA sakatA hai aura na sone meM alaga kiyA jA sakatA hai| AdamI nIMda meM bhI zvAsa letA hai aura jAgatA hai taba bhI zvAsa letA hai| zvAsa nirantara sahacara, hamezA sAtha calane vAlA, sAtha rahane vAlA hai| use kaise alaga kiyA jA sakatA hai ? hama kahate haiM ki chAyA sAtha meM rahane vAlI hai / chAyA to taba hotI hai jaba dhUpa hotI hai| dhUpa nahIM hotI to chAyA nahI hotii| chAyA sAtha meM tabhI rahatI hai jaba dhUpa hotI hai| kintu zvAsa to nirantara sAtha meM rahatA hai cAhe dhUpa ho cAhe na ho| hara kSaNa sAtha meM rahane vAlA jo zvAsa hai, usake prati hama upekSA nahIM barata sakate / zvAsa kA saMbaMdha kevala hamAre bhautika zarIra se hI nahIM hai, zvAsa kA saMbaMdha hamAre mAnasika zarIra se bhI hai| mana se bhI bar3A gaharA saMbaMdha hai| jisa vyakti ne zvAsa ko nahIM samajhA, usane mana ko bhI nahIM smjhaa| abhI do dina pahale DaoNkTara mere pAsa baiThe the| unhoMne pUchA-Apane 'pustaka likhI hai aura usakA TAiTala diyA hai 'kisane kahA mana caMcala hai|' yaha kaise ? mana to caMcala hI hotA hai| yaha nayI bAta kyoM ? yaha nayA prazna kyoM ? kyA mana caMcala nahIM hotA? yadi nahIM hotA to hamAre hajAroMhajAroM AcAryoM ne kahA ki mana caMcala hotA hai| kyA Apa una sabako jhuThalAnA cAhate haiM ? maiMne kahA-'yaha koI jhuThalAne kA prayatna nahIM hai| Apa DaoNkTara haiM aura vijJAna ke bAre meM jAnate haiN| yaha bijalI jala rahI hai aura yaha paMkhA cala rahA hai / paMkhe kI tAr3iyAM itanI ghUma rahI haiM, lagatA nahIM ki tAr3iyA ghUma rahI haiN| lagatA hai ki eka cakrAkAra koI vastu ghUma rahI hai /
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________________ 234 .. ekalA calo re. tAr3iyAM jaise lupta ho gaIM, samApta ho gii| kitanA vega hai, kitanA caMcala hai ! maiM kahUM ki paMkhA kitanA caMcala hai| jhUTha to nahIM hogA kintu saca bhI nahIM hogaa| agara kahUM ki paMkhA caMcala hai to bilakula saca nahIM hogaa| yaha paMkhA taba taka caMcala hai jaba taka bijalI kA isameM pravAha hai| jaise hI pravAha rukegA, paMkhA lar3akhar3AtA-sA calane laga jAegA aura eka-do minaTa meM vaha zAMta ho jaaegaa| aba maiM Apase pUchanA cAhatA hUM, kyA paMkhA caMcala hai ? Apa kaheMge kahAM caMcala hai ? sthira hai / paMkhA caMcala nahIM hai| vidyut kA karaMTa hai, pravAha hai / svica oNna kiyA, paMkhA calane lagA, paMkhA caMcala ho gayA / bijalI calI gayI yA svica oNpha kiyA, paMkhA bilakUla zAMta ho gyaa| to aba kyA kaheM paMkhe ko, caMcala kaheM yA sthira kaheM ? paMkhA caMcala bhI nahIM hai, paMkhA sthira bhI nahIM hai / apane Apa meM kucha bhI nahIM hai| korA paMkhA hai / kintu pIche koI dhakkA lagatA hai, paMkhA teja calane laga jAtA hai aura dhakkA baMda ho jAtA hai, paMkhA calAnA banda ho jAtA hai| mere hAtha meM kapar3A hai| hila rahA hai, caMcala hai| kisI se pUchu ki kyA hai ? vaha kahegA-caMcala hai| rakha diyA nIce / aba kyA hai ? caMcalatA samApta ho gaI / kyA maiM mAna lUM ki kapar3A caMcala hai ? kyA maiM mAna lUM ki paMkhA caMcala hai ? paMkhe ko caMcala nahIM kahA jA sakatA, kapar3e ko caMcala nahIM kahA jA sakatA / caMcala banAne vAlA hai vaha koI dUsarA hI hai| bahuta bAra aisA hotA hai ki kucha loga Aropa kara lete haiN| kAma karanA kisI ko hotA hai, karAte haiM kisI se / kArya kisI kA hotA hai, nAma kisI kA ho jAtA hai| ____ AdamI na jAne kahAM, kaise, kyA AropaNa karatA hai ! apanI bAta ko dUsaroM para kaise thopatA hai / yaha bhI eka thopI huI bAta hai ki mana caMcala hai / ThIka vaise hI lagatA hai ki caMcala koI dUsarA hai, upavAsa kisI dUsare ko karanA hai aura becArI mana kI bhaiMsa ko upavAsa karavA diyA, usako hamane caMcala banA diyA / bahuta ajIba prazna hai / DaoNkTaroM ke sAtha merI jo bAta ho rahI thA vaha samApta ho gii| ve samajhadAra loga the, DaoNkTara the, bAta ko samajha gae aura unako aisA lagA ki jaise koI kAMTA nikala gayA ho| mana caMcala kyoM hotA hai ? hama kahate haiM-zAstra kahate haiM, na jAne kitane graMthoM meM, kitane zAstroM meM Apako likhA milegA ki mana caMcala hai| gItA meM likhA milegaa| uttarAdhyayana sUtra meM milegA ki yaha mana kA ghor3A itanA teja
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________________ hama zvAsa lenA sIkheM 235 calatA hai ki jisa para kAbU pAnA kAphI kaTina hai| kezI svAmI meM gautama se kahA-'bhaMte ! mana kA ghor3A duHsAhasI, bar3A bhayaMkara hai jo daur3a rahA hai aura Apa usa para car3he hue haiN| phira kaise nahIM Apako vaha kahIM le jA rahA hai| kahAM nahIM bhagA rahA hai ? yaha kaise ho rahA hai? marma carsa haiM yaha bAta jaina granthoM meM milegI, vaidika graMthoM meM milegI aura bauddha granthoM meM mileNgii| na jAne yaha prazna maiMne kyoM upasthita kara diyA / sacamuca Azcarya hai| jahAM saba granthoM meM milatA hai ki mana caMcala hai| hajAroM-hajAroM bAra nahIM, lAkhoMkaror3oM bAra hamAre vAyu-maMDala meM yaha svara gUMjA hai ki mana caMcala hai aura yahIM svara Aja bhI gaMja rahA hai| phira yaha kahanA ki mana caMcala nahIM, bar3A ajIba-sA hai| maiM Apako eka saccAI para le jAnA cAhatA hai aura vaha sacAI yaha hai ki mana ko caMcala banAne vAle do tattva haiN| eka vAsanA aura eka vAyu / ye mana ko caMcala banAte haiN| eka hai hamArI ajita vAsanA / purAnI bhASA meM use karma aura saMskAra kahA jAtA haiN| Aja kI bhASA meM kahUM toM avacetana mana meM damita vaasnaa| hamane karmoM kA saMcaya kiyaa| hamAre pAsa karmoM kA bar3A saMcaya hai / ina karmoM kI jaba-jaba pratikriyAeM hotI haiM, karma ke jaba-jaba vipAka hote haiM aura ve karma jaba-jaba apanA pariNAma dete haiM, sakriya banate haiM, jAgRta hote haiM, mana caMcala ho jAtA hai| ve sAre saMskAra jaba ubharate haiM to mana aisA caMcala hotA hai ki jaise paMkhe kI lAr3iyoM / bijalI kA pravAha itanA teja AtA hai aura tatkAla svica oNna ho jAtA hai, mana cakrAkAra ghUmane laga jAtA hai| teja gati se ghUmane lagatA hai / bahuta sAre loga to azAMta aura vyAkula ho jAte haiM / ve vicAra ko, vikalpa ko roka nahIM pAte / itanA socane laga jAte haiM ki jitanA socanA zAyada eka varSa meM bhI jarUrI nahIM hotA / eka AdamI ko eka varSa meM jitanA socanA jarUrI nahIM hai utanA eka dina meM vaha soca letA hai| cakra-sA calatA rahatA hai, roka nahIM pAtA / caMcalatA kA eka kAraNa hai-vAsanA, karma kA saMskAra, karma kA vipAka, karma kA udaya aura usakI preraNA aura pratikriyA / kriyA kI pratikriyA / eka prazna huA thA ki mukta jIva yahAM mukta huA hamAre jaMgala meM, aura vaha Urdhvaloka meM kaise calA jAtA hai ? yaha samajhAne ke lie eka udAharaNa diyA gayA ki ghar3A cAka para car3hAyA huA hai| cAka ghUma rahA hai| kumhAra ne use ghumAnA banda kara diyA, phira bhI vaha ghUmatA jA rahA hai| kyoM ? vahI kAraNa batAyA gayA ki 'pUrvaprayogAt' / abhI kumhAra cAka ko mahIM ghumA rahA haiM
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________________ 236 ekalA calo reM vega ko roka nahIM pA hamane karmoM kA aisA kintu pahale itanA teja ghumAyA ki abhI taka vaha apane rahA hai aura tejI ke sAtha ghUmatA calA jA rahA hai / zaktizAlI saMcaya aura saMgraha kiyA hai, hamane aisI kriyAeM kI haiM ki hameM aisI pratikriyAeM phalasvarUpa bhoganI par3a rahI kriyA Aja bhI cala rahI hai aura yaha mana rahA hai / / kriyA baMda ho gayI kintu pratikA cAka bilakula ghUmatA calA jA 1. eka kAraNa hai karma / dUsarA kAraNa hai vAyu / vAyu bhI bahuta caMcalatA bar3hAtA hai / mana kI caMcalatA bar3hAne meM vAyu kA bhI bar3A yoga hotA hai / jo loga vAyu kI prakRti vAle hote haiM unakA mana bar3A caMcala hotA hai / Ayurveda ke anusAra hamAre zarIra meM tIna mUla tattva hote haiM-vAta, pitta aura kapha / kapha kI prakRti vAlA AdamI lobhI jyAdA hotA hai, pitta kI prakRti vAlA AdamI krodhI jyAdA hotA hai aura vAyu kI prakRti vAlA AdamI caMcala jyAdA hotA hai, bAtUnI jyAdA hotA hai| vAyu bhI caMcalatA ko bar3hAtI hai / Ayurveda kA prasiddha zloka hai - 'pittaM paMgu kaphaH paMgu, vAyutA yatra nIyante tatra pitta paMgu hai, kapha paMgu hai, kintu vAyu gatimAna hai / vaha jidhara le jAtA hai, ve udhara cale jAte haiM / yaha sArI caMcalatA, vAyu kI caMcalatA hai / agara teja tUphAna AtA hai to bailagAr3iyAM taka uchalane laga jAtI haiM, ur3ane laga jAtI haiN| AsAma meM kucha varSoM pUrva cakravAta AyA thA, bailagAr3iyAM ur3IM, ur3akara per3oM para aTaka gayIM / patA nahIM calatA AdamI kA bhI, makAna kA bhI / havA kI zakti kA patA nahIM calatA / hamAre saMsAra kI yaha caMcalatA havA kI caMcalatA hai / vAyu mana ko caMcala banAtI hai / yaha zvAsa aura kyA hai, pavana hai / yaha zvAsa kyA hai, vAyu hai / yaha svayaM caMcala hai aura mana ko caMcala banAtA hai / mana kI caMcalatA kA eka bar3A kAraNa hai-vAyu / hama zvAsa lenA sIkheM / isa prazna ke pIche kevala jIvana kA prazna nahIM hai / kevala zArIrika svAsthya kA prazna nahIM hai kintu mAnasika svAsthya kA bahuta bar3A prazna isake sAtha jur3A huA hai / jisa vyakti ne zvAsa ko ThIka se lenA nahIM sIkhA, usane apanI mana kI avasthAoM ko samyak karanA bhI nahIM sIkhA / usakA mAnasika svAsthya acchA nahIM ho sakatA / Apako patA hai ki vyakti ko gussA kyoM AtA hai ? aura kaba AtA hai ? hara bAta ko samajhane ke lie kyoM aura paMgavaH sarvadhAtavaH / gacchanti te tathA / '
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________________ hama zvAsa lenA sIkheM 237 kaba ko samajhanA hI par3egA / gussA isalie AtA hai ki vaha zvAsa ko ThIka se lenA nahIM jAnatA / aura gussA taba AtA hai jaba zvAsa ko ThIka lenA nahIM jaantaa| zvAsa jaba choTA hotA hai taba gussA AtA hai| jaba zvAsa lambA calatA hai taba kisI ko gussA nahIM A sakatA / dIrgha zvAsa meM gussA nahIM A sakatA / choTA zvAsa calatA hai taba gussA AtA hai / oNksIjana kama ho jAtA hai aura kArbana jyAdA jamA ho jAtA hai to gussA jyAdA Ane laga jAtA hai| zvAsa ke sAtha sArA dharma kA prazna jur3A huA hai| hama logoM ne kyA kiyA ? bar3e siddhAntoM para dhyAna jyAdA diyaa| AtmA ko jAneM, AtmA ko samajhe, punarjanma ko jAneM, pUrvajanma kI carcA kareM, paramAtmA ko jAneM / darzana ke bar3ebar3e prazna haiM, una para hama dhyAna kendrita karate haiM / darzana kI bar3I-bar3I gutthiyAM haiM, unheM sulajhAne kA prayatna karate haiM aura aise sUkSmatama prazna karate haiM jinakA zAyada jIvana ke sAtha koI sIdhA saMbaMdha nahIM hotaa| kintu choTI bAtoM para dhyAna nahIM dete| aura yaha hamezA hotA hai ki jaba bar3I bAtoM para dhyAna hotA hai, choTI bAtoM para dhyAna nahIM hotA, vahAM sAre bhavana DagamagAne laga jAte haiM / AdamI nIMva para dhyAna nahIM detA aura kevala khaNDoM para dhyAna detA hai ki Upara kI maMjila kitanI acchI hogI aura usa para dhvajA kaise phhraaegii| isa bAta para jyAdA dhyAna detA hai to bhavana jyAdA Tika nahIM paataa| dharma kI bhI yahI sthiti huI hai| choTI-choTI bAtoM para dhyAna kama diyA, bar3I bAtoM para dhyAna kendrita kara diyaa| ___bhagavAn mahAvIra ke sAmane jaba koI vyakti dIkSita hotA, bhagavAn use bahuta bar3I bAteM nahIM samajhAte, bar3e upadeza nahIM dete, darzana ke gUr3ha rahasya nahIM samajhAte / ve samajhAte ki tumheM kaise calanA cAhie ? kaise khar3A honA cAhie ? kaise baiThanA cAhie aura kaise sonA cAhie ? bahuta choTI-choTI bAteM samajhAte / Apa soceMge ki mahAvIra ko aisI bAteM samajhAne kI kyA jarUrata hai ki aise sonA caahie| koI mAtA-pitA ne kyA kisI bacce ko sikhAyA ki kaise sonA cAhie / zAyada nahIM sikhAyA hogA / aura sikhAnA jarUrI bhI nahIM hai / kyA Avazyaka hai ? kaise khar3A honA cAhie, kaise baiThanA cAhie, yaha koI sikhAne kI bAta hotI hai ? apane Apa AdamI khar3A hotA hai aura apane Apa baiThatA hai / kintu mahAvIra ne sikhaayaa| isalie sikhAyA ki mahAvIra koI bar3e AdamI nahIM the| bar3e AdamI to bar3I bAteM sikhAte haiM, mahAvIra to choTe AdamI the| jo choTA AdamI hotA hai vaha choTI bAtoM
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________________ ekalA calo re para dhyAma detA hai / duniyA meM sabase bar3A AvamI vaha hotA hai jo choTI bAtoM para dhyAna yotA hai| mahAvIra una bar3oM meM nahIM the, vaise bar3e jo choTI bAtoM kI upekSA kareM aura bar3I bAtoM kA bakhAna kreN| vaise bar3e nahIM the| ve sabase mahAn isalie bane ki unhoMne choTI-choTI bAtoM para dhyAna diyaa| ____ maiMne jaba mahAtmA gAMdhI ke sAhitya ko par3hA to aisA lagA ki bhagavAn mahAbIra ke bAda choTI bAtoM para dhyAna dene vAle kucha logoM meM mahAtmA gAMdhI bhI the| eka bhAI AyA Azrama kA aura dAtUna tor3akara laayaa| gAMdhIjI ne kahA-are ! itanA kyoM tor3A ? tumane phAlatU tor3a liyaa| itane se hI tumhArA kAma bAla sakatA thA / TahanI ko jyAdA tor3a liyaa| aba bhalA nIma kI TahatIDaaise hI TUTatI rahatI hai, usa para dhyAna dene kI kyA bAta hai / AdamI to vasate calate hI prabhAva meM aisA jhaTakA detA hai ki mAtra TahanI ko hI nahIM, samUcI zanAyA ko hI girA detA hai / aura dAsUna ke lie thor3A-sA jyAdA tor3akara lAyA, gAMdhIjI ne Toka diyA / bahuta ttokaa| eka bAra eka vyakti AyA aura khaTiyA ko aise hI sarakA diyaa| gAMdhIjI ne kahA ki tumane khaTiyA sarakAI, dekhA hI nahIM ki koI jIva-jantu hai / kitanI choTI bAla ki jahAM calate samaya AdamI baiThe hue ko kucalakara calA jAtA hai aura dhyAna nahIM detA vahAM khaTiyA ko sarakAne meM jIva-jantu kA dhyAna diyA jAe / itanI choTI bAta / lagatA hai ki jo loga nikamme hote haiM ve itanI choTI-choTI bAtoM para dhyAna dete haiM / nikamme the bhagavAn mahAvIra, nikamme the mahAtmA gAMdhI, nikamme the aura kucha AcArya, jo itanI choTI-choTI bAtoM para dhyAna dete / kintu jina logoM ne apanI nIMva ko majabUta nahIM kiyA, apanI nIMba para dhyAna nahIM kiyA, aura kevala Upara kI maMjila ko sajAnA-saMvAranA cAhA, kevala patAkA phaharAnA cAhA aura apane jhaNDe ko UMcA karanA cAhI, unake makAna hamezA Dhahate gae aura jina logoM ne nIMva para dhyAna diyA unake makAna maMjila se maMjila car3hate cale gae aura patAkAeM apane Apa phaharAtI calI gii| unheM prayatna karane kI jarUrata nahIM sanca muca jIvana kA nirmANa choTI-choTI bAtoM se hotA hai / bar3I bAteM to taba banatI haiM jaba ki choTI bAteM banate-banate bahuta ikaTThI hotI haiN| pahale
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________________ hama svAsa lamA sIkheM 236 bar3I bAta banAne kI bAta bhUTha hotI hai / mujhe lagatA hai ki dhArmika jagat ne zvAsa lene kI choTI bAta ko bhulAyA, upekSA kI, isase samUcA dharma eka prakAra kI durvyavasthA meM calA gyaa| bhAja kitamA bar3A prazna ? ekAgratA nahIM hotI, svabhAva nahIM badalatA, AdateM nahIM badalatI / gussA jitanA karatA hai, utamA hI karatA jA rahA hai / koI parivartana nahIM AtA / ahaMkAra utanA kI utanA hai, roja sunate haiM, par3hate haiM, para koI parivartana nahIM hotaa| jaba taka mana ko caMcala banAne vAlI do bAtoM para bhApakA dhyAna kendrita nahIM hotA, jaba taka AdatoM meM vikAra bharane vAlI do bAtoM kI ora dhyAna kendrita nahIM hotA taba taka yaha parivartana AnA samasyAoM kA nahIM hai| eka to hai pahale kie hue karma ke vipAka ko badalane kI prakriyA aura dUsarA zvAsa lene kI kalA, jo ki mana kI caMcala banAne vAlI vAyu ko jItane kI prakriyA hai| jisa vyakti ne vAyu ko jIta liyA usane sacamuca apanI samasyAoM kA samAdhAna pA liyA, dharma kI sundaratama ArAdhanA usa vyakti ne kara lii| jitanA mahattva purAne saMcita karmoM kI kSINa karane kA hai, utanA hI mahatva vAyu ko vaza meM karane kA hai| aba prazna hogA ki vaza meM karane kI prakriyA kyA hai ? prekSAdhyAna kA pahalA sUtra hai-dIrghazvAsa prekSA / zvAsa kaise leM? dIrgha zvAsa leM, zvAsa ko laMbA karanA sIkheM / eka sAmAnya AdamI eka minaTa meM 15, 16, 17 zvAsa letA hai| yaha to hamArA sAmAnya nApa hai / jaba AdamI Avega meM jAtA hai to zvAsa kI saMkhyA bar3ha jAtI hai / krodha ke Avega meM vaha saMkhyA 25-30 ho jAtI hai| AdamI daur3atA hai to zvAsa kI saMkhyA bar3ha jAtI hai / car3hAI karatA hai to zvAsa kI saMkhyA bar3ha jAtI hai| abrahmacarya ke sevana ke sAtha zvAsa kI saMkhyA 60,70 taka calI jAtI hai / zvAsa kI saMkhyA jitanI bar3hatI hai, utanI zaktiyAM jyAdA kSINa hotI hai / zvAsa kI saMkhyA bar3ha jAtI hai, kArbana kama nikalatA hai aura oNksIjana kI mAtrA kama milatI hai / koyale ikaThe jyAdA ho jAte haiM aura prANazakti kozikAoM ko pUrI milatI nahIM / jIvana eka prakAra se lar3akhar3Ane laga jAtA hai / jaba dIrghazvAsa kA prayoga karate haiM to sthiti badala jAtI hai / jahAM eka minaTa meM 15-16 zvAsa kI bAta hotI hai, vahAM dIrghazvAsa kA prayoga karake zvAsa kI saMkhyA bAraha ho jAtI hai| dasa hotI hai, ATha hotI hai, sAta hotI hai, pAMca taka calI jAtI hai| cAra taka to bahuta loga cale jAte haiM / aura acchA abhyAsa ho jAe to eka minaTa meM
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________________ 240 ekalA calo re eka zvAsa / eka zvAsa lenA aura chor3anA eka minaTa meM / jaba eka minaTa meM pAMca zvAsa lene kI sthiti A jAe usa vyakti ke lie mana caMcala hai, yaha prazna samApta ho jAtA hai / usa vyakti ke lie mana meM azAnti hai, yaha prazna samApta ho jAtA hai / mana bhArI hai, bojhila hai, dimAga bhArI-bhArI hai, ye sAre prazna samApta ho jAte haiN| aura jaba zvAsa kI saMkhyA bar3hatI hai to mana kitanA teja ghUmane laga jAtA hai ki bhagavAn bhI bacAnA cAhe to usa vyakti ko mana kI azAnti se nahIM bacA sktaa| hamAre sAmane tInoM sthitiyAM spaSTa haiM-eka sAmAnya zvAsa kI sthiti, eka choTe zvAsa kI sthiti aura eka dIrgha zvAsa kI sthiti / sAmAnya zvAsa kI sthiti meM AdamI sAmAnya DhaMga se jItA hai kintu jaba-jaba zvAsa choTA hotA hai, Avega bar3hate haiM, taba-taba kaThinAiyAM bar3hane laga jAtI haiN| aura jaba hama zvAsa ko dIrgha karanA sIkha jAte haiM to samasyAoM ko sAtha-sAtha meM dUra karanA sIkha jAte haiM / hama mAnasika ulajhanoM ko miTAnA bhI sIkha jAte haiM / kevala mAnasika samasyAeM hI nahIM sulajhatIM, sAthasAtha meM zArIrika samasyAeM bhI sulajhatI haiM / svAsthya bhI acchA hotA hai, bar3I zAnti milatI hai, gaharI nIMda AtI hai aura sAre zarIra kI kriyA ThIka hone laga jAtI hai| kitanA bar3A prazna maiMne le liyA ki zvAsa kaise leM ? kevala zvAsa ke eka pahalU para maiM thor3A-sA prakAza DAla pAyA huuN| zvAsa kaise leM isakA pUrA vijJAna jAnanA ho to bahuta jAnane kI jarUrata hai / Aja ke DaoNkTara nahIM jAnate / unheM patA nahI hai| kisI DaoNkTara se pUche ki bAeM nathune se zvAsa ThaMDA AtA hai aura dAeM nathune se garma AtA hai, kAraNa kyA hai ? DaoNkTara Apako koI kAraNa nahIM batA pAeMge, kintu sahI bAta hai, aisA hotA hai / dAeM nathune se 10-20 zvAsa leM, sira cakarAne laga jAegA / garmI bar3ha jaaegii| na jAne zvAsa ke sAtha-sAtha kitanI rahasyapUrNa bAteM hamAre yoga ke AcAryoM ne khojI haiM, jo Aja ke vijJAna ke lie agamya banI huI haiN| ____ isa paricarcA se Apake mana meM preraNA jAge aura zvAsa kaise leM, use sIkhane kA thor3A-sA saMkalpa Apake mana meM uTha jAe to vaha saMkalpa zarIra, mana aura vANI ko svaccha karane tathA AdatoM aura svabhAva ko badalane tathA kaSAya ko kama karane ke lie kalyANakArI siddha hogA, isameM mujhe koI saMdeha nahIM hai|
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________________ AdhyAtmika svAsthya jIvana kA sAra kyA hai ? yaha prazna bahuta bAra mana meM ubharatA hai / manuSya sadA sAra ke prazna para ciMtana karatA rahA hai / asAra ko chor3anA aura sAra ko upalabdha honA, ye do bahuta bar3e kArya haiM / pratyeka kArya ke sAtha sAra kA saMbaMdha jur3A hai / jIvana ke sAtha bhI sAra kA sambandha jur3A hai / jIvana kA sAra kyA hai ? yaha bahuta mahattvapUrNa prazna hai / prazna pUchA gayA - jJAna kA sAra kyA hai ? uttara milA -- jJAna kA sAra hai AcAra / 'dharma kA sAra kyA hai ? ' - prazna pUchA gayA / uttara milA-- zAnti / jIvana kA sAra kyA hai ? isakA uttara hogA -- zvAsa / jIvana kA sAra hai--svAsthya | hamArA jIvana hai - prANa / prANI prANa se jItA hai / prANa usakA jIvana hotA hai / prANa santulita hotA hai, prANI svastha hotA hai / prANa asantulita hotA hai, prANI asvastha hotA hai / svastha vyakti jIvana kA Ananda letA hai aura asvastha vyakti nirAzA ke sAtha, duHkha ke sAtha jIvana jItA hai / vaha jIte hue bhI apane ko mRtavat anubhava karatA hai / sacamuca vahI vyakti jIvana jItA hai jo svastha hotA hai / jisakI prANa-zakti prabala hotI hai vaha sadA AzA, utsAha aura zakti sampannatA kA anubhava karatA hai / zarIra svastha hotA hai, jIvana kA rasa milatA hai / zarIra svastha ho aura mana asvastha ho to jIvana kA rasa khaNDita ho jAtA hai, pUrA Ananda kA anubhava nahIM hotA / zarIra to ThIka cala rahA hai kintu mana gar3abar3A rahA hai to zAMti samApta ho jAtI hai / zarIra bhI svastha, mana bhI svastha kintu bhAva svastha nahIM hai, to ye donoM gar3abar3A jAte haiM / svAsthya kA prazna tIna staroM para carcita hotA hai-bhAva, mana aura zarIra / bhAva svAsthya, mAnasika svAsthya aura zArIrika svAsthya | bhAva svAsthya AdhyAtmika svAsthya hai / mana kA svAsthya mAnasika svAsthya hai aura zarIra kA svAsthya zArIrika svAsthya hai / zarIra sthUla hai, mana usase sUkSma aura bhAva usase sUkSma / sUkSma, sUkSma aura sUkSmatara / sabase pahale hamAre sAmane zarIra AtA hai / hama zarIra ke svAsthya kI cintA karate / jina logoM ne sUkSma kI dizA meM prasthAna kiyA hai, sUkSma kI yAtrA zurU kI hai, ve sthUla para
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________________ 242 ekalA calo re nahIM aTakate / ve sUkSma meM jAte haiM, taba patA calatA hai ki zarIra ke svAsthya kA mUlya kevala dasa pratizata hai / mAnasika svAsthya kA mUlya tIsa pratizata hai, tigunA hai, bahuta mUlya hai / jaba aura Age jAte haiM taba patA calatA hai, mAnasika svAthya kA mUlya bhI kama hai / bhAva svAsthya yA AdhyAtmika svAsthya kA mUlya sATha pratizata hai / sarvAdhika mUlya hai bhAva svAsthya kA, AdhyAtmika svAsthya kA / jisa vyakti ne AdhyAtmika svAsthya upalabdha kara liyA, use mAnasika svAsthya ke lie cintA karane kI jarUrata nahIM hotI / vaha svataH 'upalabdha hotA hai / jisa vyakti ne bhAva svAsthya prApta kara liyA, use zArIrika svAsthya kI bhI bahuta cintA karane kI jarUrata nahIM, vaha apane Apa ho jAegA / hamArI adhikatara cintA zArIrika svAsthya ke lie hotI hai / hama mAnasika svAsthya ko gauNa karate haiM / bhAva svAsthya ko aura adhika gauNatA dete haiM / isIlie zArIrika svAsthya kI cintA bhI miTa nahIM pAtI / hama ulaTe krama se caleM / sabase pahale cintA kareM AdhyAtmika svAsthya kI, phira hamArI cintA ho mAnasika svAsthya kI, phira hamArI cintA ho zArIrika * svAsthya kI / isa krama se cintA svayaM acintA bana jAegI, samasyA sAmane nahIM rahegI / sAdhanA kA pahalA sUtra hai- AdhyAtmika svAsthya | AdhyAtmika svAsthya meM aura sAdhanA meM koI bheda-rekhA nahIM khIMcI jA sktii| jo sAdhanA hai, vaha - AdhyAtmika svAsthya hai aura jo AdhyAtmika svAsthya hai, vaha hamArI sAdhanA hai / donoM eka haiM, zabda bhinna, tAtparya sarvathA abhinna / dhyAna karane vAle AdhyAtmika svAsthya kI dizA meM prastuta hote haiM / yaha eka mahattvapUrNa kArya hai / koI bhI kArya bAdhAoM se mukta nahIM hotA / saba kAmoM meM bAdhAeM AtI haiM, vighna Ate haiM / pratyeka pravRtti ke sAdhaka-bAdhaka tattvoM ko jAnanA jarUrI hotA hai-- pravRtti ke ye bAdhaka tattva haiM aura ye sAdhaka tattva haiM / koI bhI pravRtti karane vAlA yadi bAdhaka aura sAdhaka tattvoM kA vizleSaNa nahIM kara letA, usakI pravRtti kabhI sampanna nahIM hotI, niSThA taka nahIM pahuMca pAtI, pahale hI samApta ho jAtI hai / saphalatA ke bindu taka vahI pravRtti pahuMca pAtI hai jisake sAtha sAdhaka aura bAdhaka tattvoM kA pUrA vivaraNa hotA hai, vizleSaNa hotA hai / AdhyAtmika svAsthya ke sAdhaka tattva bhI haiM aura bAdhaka tattva bhI haiM / jaise hI vyakti adhyAtma kI sAdhanA zurU karatA hai, vighna Ane zurU hote
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________________ AdhyAtmika svAsthya 243 haiM / bAdhAeM sAmane A khar3I hotI haiM / una saba bAdhAoM meM sabase pahalI aura sabase bar3I bAdhA hai-- kAmamUrcchA | bhagavAn mahAvIra ne bahuta bar3A manovaijJAnika tathya pratipAdita kiyaa| unhoMne kahA -saMjJAeM cAra haiM-- AhAra saMjJA, - bhaya saMjJA, maithuna saMjJA aura parigraha saMjJA ye cAra saMjJAeM saba prANiyoM meM hotI haiM / ye saMjJAeM avikasita sthAvara prANiyoM meM bhI hotI haiM to parama vikasita prANI manuSya meM bhI hotI haiM / sabameM cAroM saMjJAeM hotI haiM / phira prazna huA kisa prANI meM kauna-sI saMjJA kama aura adhika hotI haiM / isa prazna ke uttara se bahuta sArI manovaijJAnika gutthiyAM sulajhI haiM / pazu meM AhAra kI saMjJA 'sabase jyAdA hotI hai aura manuSya meM kAma kI saMjJA sabase adhika hotI hai / usameM kAma kA tanAva nirantara banA rahatA hai| Aja ke manovaijJAnika bhI mAnate haiM ki krodha kA tanAva sAmayika hotA hai, kAma kA tanAva nirantara banA rahatA hai / phrAyaDa ne isI AdhAra para kahA thA ki hamArI sArI vRttiyoM 'ke mUla meM seksa hai aura kAma kA aneka dizAoM meM prakaTIkaraNa hotA hai / usakA sablImezana hotA hai, udAttIkaraNa hotA hai, aneka dizAoM meM prasphuTana hotA hai / unhoMne saMgIta, bauddhika vikAsa - sabhI abhivyaktiyoM ko kAma kI abhivyakti ke rUpa meM svIkAra kiyA / isameM kucha carcanIya bhI ho sakatA hai, vivAdAspada bhI ho sakatA hai / kintu yaha sacAI hai ki kAma kA tanAva manuSya - meM sabase adhika hotA hai, kAma kI saMjJA sabase prabala hotI hai / yaha sabase bar3I bAdhA hai / kAma kI saMjJA ko kama kie binA koI bhI vyakti AdhyAtmika svAsthya ko upalabdha nahIM ho sakatA / kAma kI saMjJA ko kama karanA sabase kaThina kArya hai / donoM meM kaise samajhautA ho aura isa samasyA ko kaise khAne sulajhAyA jAe ? pUjya kAlUgaNIjI kahA karate the ki bUra kA laDDu vAlA bhI pachatAtA hai aura nahIM khAne vAlA bhI pachatAtA hai / khAtA hai, anubhava karatA hai ki khAyA, phira bhI majA nahIM aayaa| koI svAda nahIM, kucha bhI nahIM hai / aura jo nahIM khAtA vaha socatA hai ki vaha AdamI to khA rahA hai, kitane svAda kA anubhava kara rahA hogA, Ananda kA anubhava kara rahA hogA / aura maiM bilakula vaMcita raha rahA hUM / vaha tarasatA hai / donoM ora se kaThinAI hai| kAma kI bhI samasyA hai aura brahmacarya kI bhI apanI samasyAeM haiN| donoM ora samasyAeM haiM / kAma kI bhI kama samasyAeM nahIM haiM / brahmacarya kI samasyA ko ve loga jAnate haiM jo isa dizA meM jAte haiN| bahuta bar3I samasyAeM hotI haiM / Aja ke samAcArapatroM ko par3hane vAlA hara vyakti jAnatA hai
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________________ 244 ekalA calo re ki kauna-sA samAcArapatra aisA hogA jisameM AtmahatyA kI carcA na ho| AtmahatyAoM meM prema ke kAraNa AtmahatyA karane vAloM kI carcA kama nahIM hotI / bahuta bar3I samasyA hai| vivAha kara lene vAle bhI samasyAoM kA anubhava karate haiN| jahAM do vyaktiyoM kA sambandha hotA hai, koI gAraNTI nahIM ki paraspara prema sadA banA rhe| agara aisA hotA to tanAva calatA hI nahIM, tanAva kI naubata hI nahIM AtI, kintu tanAva hote haiN| yaha isa bAta kI sUcanA hai ki vivAha yA abrahmacarya yA kAma bhI eka samasyA hai| kitane jhagar3e hote haiM paraspara, kitane kalaha hote haiM, kitanI hatyAeM hotI haiM ? kAma ke sAtha bahuta sArI samasyAeM jur3I huI haiN| kahanA yaha cAhie ki kAma ke kAraNa bahuta sArI samasyAoM kA janma huA hai / hiMsA kI samasyA, corI kI samasyA, asatya kI samasyA aura unakI upajIvI samasyAeM, ye sArI samasyAeM kAma ke parivAra ke rUpa meM utpanna haiM / to kyA abrahmacarya kI koI samasyA nahIM hai ? agara koI samasyA nahIM hotI to phira yaha bAdhA hI nahIM hotI / yaha bhI bahuta bar3I samasyA hai aura isalie samasyA hai ki brahmacarya kI mAMga zarIra kI mAMga bhI hai aura mana kI mAMga bhI hai / donoM kI mAMga hai / ise kevala mAnasika nahIM kaha sakate, kAlpanika nahIM kaha sakate / zarIra aura mana donoM kI mAMga hai aura isake pIche zrRMkhalA hai saMskAra kii| isake sAtha saMskAra jur3A huA hai / brahmacarya kI apanI samasyA hai| koI brahmacArI bane aura zarIra va mana kI mAMga ko pUrA na kare to pAgala bhI ho sakatA hai, pAgala ho jAtA hai / kucha aise loga haiM jinhoMne zAdI nahIM kI, gRhasthI meM bane hue haiN| lagatA aisA hai ki jaise Adhe vikSipta hoN| Adhe pAgala bana ge| bar3I samasyA hai yaha / to phira kyA kareM ? kauna-sA rAstA cune ? abrahmacarya kI apanI samasyA, brahmacarya kI apanI samasyA aura hama loga cAhate haiM ki samasyA-mukta mArga meM jaaeN| kauna-sA mArga cuneM ? na abrahmacarya ko cuneM, na brahmacarya ko cuneM to kisako cuneM ? adhara meM rheN| AkAza bhI nahIM, pAtAla bhI nahIM, trizaMkU kI bhAMti bIca meM hI laTakate raheM ? kahAM jAeM ? bahuta bar3I ulajhana hai| nizcita mAnakara caleM ki hamAre jIvana meM koI ghaTanA, koI bhI bAta aisI nahIM hotI jisake sAtha samasyA jur3I huI na ho / kintu AdamI samasyA kA sAmanA karatA hai lakSya ke AdhAra para / jo lakSya cunatA hai usake AdhAra para samasyAoM ko sulajhAne kI bAta usake sAmane AtI hai / mUla prazna pravRtti kA nahIM hai, samasyA kA nahIM hai / mUla prazna hai lakSya kaa| jina logoM ne
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________________ AdhyAtmika svAsthya 245 lakSya ko cunA ki gRhasthI meM rahanA hai to ve gRhasthI meM jAte haiM aura saikar3oM samasyAoM ko jhelate haiN| bahuta samasyAeM hotI haiM / gRhasthAzrama itanA kaThora hotA hai ki. bhugatane vAlA jAnatA hai| bahuta loga kahate haiM--'mahArAja ! Apa bahuta sukhI haiN| Apako koI cintA nhiiN| hamAre duHkhoM ko dekheM, taba patA calegA ki gRhasthI meM kitanA duHkha hai / ' taba socatA hUM ye hameM sukhI mAnate haiM aura gRhasthAvAsa ko duHkhI mAnate haiN| zAyada dUsare kheme ke loga kabhI-kabhI socate hoMge ki kitanA sukhaprada hai ghara meM rahanA / jo mana meM AyA, banA liyA, khA liyaa| jo jaisA acchA lagA vaha kara liyaa| koI cintA nahIM, kisI kA anuzAsana nhiiN| kaba uThanA, icchA kI bAta / icchA ho to ATha baje uTho, icchA ho to bAraha baje uttho| koI kahane vAlA nahIM, koI rokane vAlA nhiiN| yahAM kitanA anuzAsana, cAra baje uThanA / dhyAna karo, svAdhyAya kro| yaha karo, vaha kro| sArA jIvana, lagatA hai ki niyantrita aura anuzAsita hai| kitanA acchA hotA ki ghara meM rahate ! bahuta svAbhAvika hai aise vicAra aanaa| idhara ve socate haiM ki ye sUkhI haiM, idhara ye socate hoMge ki ve sukhI haiN| sacamuca yaha saMbhAvanA ho sakatI hai / kintu lakSya ke sAtha jaba vyakti jur3a jAtA hai taba yaha vikalpa samApta ho jAtA hai / jina logoM ne lakSya nizcita kiyA ki mujhe sUkSma satya kA anubhava karanA hai, apane astitva kA anubhava karanA hai, apane caitanya ke stara para jIvana jInA hai. unakI samasyAeM sulajha giiN| phira koI bhI samasyA unake lie samasyA nahIM rhtii| eka saMnyAsI ko kisI saMdehavaza daMDa milA / rAjA ne daMDa diyA ki kor3e lagAe jAeM / patalA-dubalA thA bUr3hA saMnyAsI / aba kor3e lagane lge| idhara kor3e laga rahe haiM teja, aura udhara vaha musakarA rahA hai, haMsa rahA hai| kor3oM kI sajA samApta ho gii| eka AdamI dekha rahA thA, pUchA---'mahArAja ! Apake isa kSINa jarjara zarIra para kor3e barasa rahe the aura Apa musakarA rahe the| yaha kyA hai ? Apake zarIra meM kahAM tAkata hai, kahAM zakti hai ki unako saha sake ? phira bhI Apa haMsa rahe the|' saMnyAsI bolA--vipadA ko zarIrabala se nahIM sahA jA sktaa| use sahA jAtA hai--Atmabala se / zarIra koI nahIM saha sktaa| bhArI-bharakama puSTakAya zarIra kA AdamI bhI thor3A-sA kaSTa hotA hai to sabase pahale juA DAla detA hai, jhuka jAtA hai| koI bhI AdamI zarIra ke bala para kaSTa ko nahIM saha sakatA, vipatti ko nahIM saha
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________________ 246 ekalA calo re sakatA / vipatti ko sahA jAtA hai Atmabala se / phira prazna pUchA-mahArAja! rahasya batalAeM ki kaise utpanna hotA hai Atmabala ? usakA rahasya kyA hai ? jAnanA cAhatA huuN| saMnyAsI bolA, 'acche vicAra se paidA hotA hai Atmabala / ' nirantara zubha vicAra kiyA jAe, pojITiva vicAra kiyA jAe, vidhAyaka vicAra kiyA jAe, dhanAtmaka vicAra kiyA jAe, amaMgala vicAra kabhI na kiyA jAe to vaha Atmabala utpanna hotA hai / taba vyakti hara kaThinAI ko jhela sakatA hai, usakA sAmanA kara sakatA hai| eka bahuta bar3A sUtra milatA hai maMgala vicAra kA / mana meM koI amaMgala bhAvanA na Ae, kisI ke prati na aae| nirantara maMgala bhAvanA, apane prati, dUsaroM ke prati bhI aura saba dizAoM ke prati bhii| bahuta zakti jAga jAtI hai / yaha sthiti paidA hotI hai kucha AlambanoM ke dvArA / lakSya ke sAtha phira Alambana jur3ate haiN| bhagavAna mahAvIra ke sAmane bhI yaha prazna thA ki koI muni banA, brahmacArI banA aura kAma kI mUrchA satAne lagI / kyA karanA cAhie ? bhagavAn mahAvIra ne usake lie kucha sUtra batalAe / sAdhaka meM jaba kAma kI mUrchA jage to use kucha AlambanoM kA upayoga karanA caahie| ve Alambana chaha 1. rasa kA parityAga gariSTha bhojana kA parihAra, durbala bhojana kA Asevana / 2. UnodarI -bhUkha se kama khAnA / 3. anazana -bhojana kA sarvathA parihAra / ----ye tIna Alambana bhojana se saMbaMdhita haiN| 4. urdhvasthAna -khar3e-khar3e dhyAna karane kA abhyAsa karanA / 5. grAmAnugrAma viharaNa-~-eka gAMva se dUsare gAMva meM vicaraNa karanA / 6. kAma-vAsanA meM jAte hue mana kA viSaya badala DAlanA, saMkalpa ko haTA lenaa| yahAM chaha AlambanoM kA pratipAdana kiyA gayA hai| Alambana itane hI 1. AyAro 5/76-85 : avi NibbalAsae / avi omoyariyaM kujjaa| avi uDDa ThANaM tthaaijjaa| avi gAmANugAmaM dUijjejjA / avi AhAraM vocchiddejaa| avi cae itthIsU maNaM /
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________________ AdhyAtmika svAsthya 247 nahIM haiM, aura adhika ho sakate haiN| chaha nahIM, chaha sau ho sakate haiM / yaha kahanA atizayoktipUrNa nahIM hogA ki yadi chaha karor3a AdamI haiM to AlaMbana bhI chaha karor3a ho sakate haiM / yaha prANI jagat kA prazna hai / prANI yaMtra to hai nahIM ki eka hI taraha se saba bana jaaeN| yaha prazna hai caitanya jagat kA, prANI jagat kA / prANI jagat ke lie koI sArvabhauma niyama nahIM banAyA jA sakatA / prANI jagat ke lie koI jAgatika kAnUna nahIM banatA / prANI kI apanI svatantratA hotI hai, apanI kSamatA hotI hai aura kSamatA ke AdhAra para sAre niyama banate haiM / sAdhanA kA cunAva eka hI prakAra se nahIM hotA / vibhinna kSamatAoM ke AdhAra para sAdhanA ke mArga bhI alaga-alaga hote haiM / sAdhanA karAne vAle vyakti ko pahale dekhanA hotA haiM ki sAdhanA meM praveza pAne vAle vyakti kI lezyA kauna-sI hai ? tuma nirvicAra baiTho, zAnta lezyAeM chaha haiM / pratyeka vyakti meM chaha lezyAeM hotI haiM, kintu kucha lezyAeM pradhAna hotI haiM / jo vyakti kRSNalezyA pradhAna hotA hai, usameM Artta - bhAva adhika hotA hai / usase kahA jAe - tuma baiTho, mana ko eka agra para TikAo / khUba gahare meM jAo, antardhyAna kro| vaha bhaTaka jAegA, kara hI nahIM pAegA / use yaha mArga nahIM batalAyA jAnA caahie| nIla lezyA vAlA vyakti bahuta pramatta hotA hai / use kahA jAe hokara baiThA / vaha sIdhA nIMda meM calA jaaegaa| nIMda meM jAne vAle pramAdI loga hote haiM / nIla lezyA kI pradhAnatA AtI hai to AdamI nIMda meM ca jAte haiN| pramAdI kI tulanA ajagara se hotI hai / ajagara bahuta pramAdI hotA hai | par3A rahatA hai, par3A rahatA hai / AsapAsa meM kucha mila jAe to khA letA hai aura par3A rahatA hai / bilakula caMcala nahIM hotA, bahuta gatizIla nahIM hotA, bahuta ghUmatA nahIM, par3A rahatA hai / pramatta AdamI ajagara hote haiM / unako kaho, kAyotsarga karo, kitanA acchA rAstA hai, do minaTa meM hI nIMda meM cale jAeMge / basa, acchA kAyotsarga bana jAegA / nIla lezyA ke loga bahuta jaldI nIMda meM cale jAte haiM / raMga-cikitsA kA siddhAnta hai ki jisa vyakti ko nIMda na Ae, use nIle raMga kA pAnI pilAyA jAe, nIMda bahuta jaldI AegI sUrya-cikitsA meM, sUrya - razmi-cikitsA meM nIle raMga ke pAnI ko upayoga meM nIla lezyA vAle logo ke lie dhyA phira pUchA jAe ki dhyAna kaisA huA lAyA jAtA hai nIMda dilAne ke lie / sabase acchA sAdhana hotA hai nIMda kA to kaheMge- Aja to dhyAna bahuta acchA huA / /
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________________ 246 ekalA calo re eka kahAnI hai| kucha loga rAmAyaNa sunane ko aae| eka bhAI bahuta nIMda letA thaa| dUsare logoM ne dekhA, roja Akara baiThatA hai, kucha sunatA hI nhiiN| basa, do minaTa meM nIMda zurU karatA hai aura jaba pravacana pUrA hotA hai, aMgar3AI lete hue uThatA hai aura calA jAtA hai| kathAvAcaka ne socA-yaha kyA ? bar3A tamAzA hai| eka dina pravacanakAra uThA aura usake muMha meM misarI kI eka DalI DAla dii| uThAyA, jAgA to muMha bar3A mIThA thaa| pUchA-pravacana sunA ? khaa-sunaa| pUchA-kaisA lgaa| bolA, Aja to bahuta mIThA lgaa| Aja to itanA mIThA lagA ki abhI taka muMha mIThA ho rahA hai / kucha dinoM bAda vaha eka dina phira nIMda le rahA thaa| aba usake muMha meM aisI vastu DAla dI, jo bahuta kar3avI thI, durgandha bhI thii| jgaayaa| utthaa| pUchApravacana pUrA ho gayA, kaisA lagA ? usane kahA-Aja bahuta kar3avA lagA, pUcho mata, Aja to bahuta kar3avA pravacana huA ki abhI taka muMha kar3avA ho rahA hai| __ aise loga cAhe pravacana ho, cAhe dhyAna ho, cAhe aura kucha ho, cAhe adhyayana karane baiThe, tatkAla nIMda meM cale jaaeNge| aise logoM ke lie, nirvicAra dhyAna yA mana ko ekAgra karanA yA mana ko nirvikalpa karanA, ye bAteM kAma kI nahIM haiN| jo kApota lezyA ke loga haiM, unakA mana bahuta caMcala hotA hai, bhaTakatA rahatA hai, sakriya hotA hai| ve pramAdI nahIM hote| unakI tulanA karanI cAhie baMdara se| baMdara kI taraha unakA mana daur3atA rahatA hai / unako bhI kahA jAe ki bilakula sthira, ekAgra hokara dhyAna karo to ThIka vaisA hI hogA jaise baMdara ko kahA jAe, tuma sthira hokara baiThe rho| kaise sambhava hogA? yaha kahA gayA ki baMdara kabhI sthira hokara baiThe to mAnanA cAhie ki 'tat kaperapi cApalam'---usakA sthira rahanA bhI caMcalatA kA eka lakSaNa hai| ina tInoM prakAra ke logoM ko ekAgratA, nirvikalpatA, nivicAratA kI sAdhanA nahIM karAI jA sktii| yadi karAte cale jAeM, dasa varSa taka bhI karAte jAeMge to bhI nIMda hamezA sAtha rahegI, caMcalatA sAtha rahegI, pIchA nahIM chodd'egii| sAdhanA kA mArga unake lie dUsarA cunanA hogaa| dUsarA vikalpa unake sAmane prastuta karanA hogA, jisase ki ve usa rAste para caleM aura calate-calate svabhAva ko badala deM, dUsare svabhAva meM cale jAeM / tejolezyA kI adhikatA vAle vyakti meM acapalatA zurU hotI hai, vaha acapala hotA hai|
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________________ AdhyAtmika svAsthya 246 1 yahAM se acapalatA zurU hotI hai / padmalezyA vAlA vyakti prazAnta hotA hai| zukla-lezyA vAlA vyakti upazAnta hotA hai / ye tIna lezyAeM haiM, jinake lie nirvikalpatA, nirvicAratA, ekAgratA kI bAta saMbhava ho sakatI hai / hama eka hI mArga kA AlaMbana leM, eka hI bAta kA cunAva kareM, yaha koI manovaijJAnika bAta nahIM hotI / maiM socatA hUM ki dhyAna karane vAle vyaktiyoM ko bhI apanA nirNaya lenA caahie| kisa prakAra kI pravRtti hai ? pramAdI pravRtti hai yA caMcalatA kI pravRtti hai yA kucha zAMti kI pravRtti hai ? unake lie alagaalaga AlaMbanoM kA sahArA lenA ucita hogA / jo loga bahuta pramAdI hote haiM unake lie bola-bolakara japa karanA acchA rAstA hogA / bola-bolakara japa kareM, maukhika / mAnasika nahIM, vAcika / vAcika japa kreN| karate-karate aisI sthiti A sakatI hai ki ve Age bar3ha jaaeN| yaha sabase acchA mArga hogA | bhajanakIrtana Adi kI pravRtti una logoM ke lie calI hai jina logoM meM isa prakAra kI tAmasika bhAvanA thI / ve jAnate hI nahIM the ki mana caMcala hai, ise kaise ThIka kiyA jAye ? jinakA mana bahuta caMcala hai, unheM zvAsa kI kriyA kA AlaMbana lenA caahie| aura mAnasika japa ke sAtha zvAsa kI prakriyA cale / eka nathune se zvAsa leM, dUsare se chodd'eN| mAnasika japa calatA rahe / yaha eka AlaMbana ho sakatA hai mana kI caMcalatA ko kama karane kA / yaha acaMcalatA nahIM hai, niSkriyatA nahIM hai / yaha sakriya dhyAna hai / caMcalatA hai, para caMcalatA ko eka dizA de dI, eka rAstA de diyA, eka AlaMbana de diyA ki isa AlaMbana para caMcala bano, isase haTakara caMcala mata bano / tIsarA mArga hotA hai-- acaMcalatA kA, ekAgratA kA / tejolezyA vAle vyakti ke lie ekAgratA kA AlaMbana kiyA jAye / nAsAgra para dhyAna karo tathA dasa minaTa taka lagAtAra eka agra ko dekhate jAo / jyoti kendra para dhyAna karo / dasa minaTa taka lagAtAra jyoti kendra para ekAgra bane raho / yaha AlaMbana liyA jA sakatA hai / hamArI sAdhanA ke aneka AlaMbana hote haiM / brahmacarya ke bhI aneka AlaMbana haiM / chaha Alambana batAye gae aura ye AlaMbana bhI prAraMbhika haiM / AgamoM ke vyAkhyAkAra kahate haiM ki abahuzruta ke lie ye AlaMbana haiM / bahuzruta ke lie ye AlaMbana nahIM haiM / vaha bhinna AlaMbanoM kA cunAva karegA / usake lie AlaMbana hogA -- svAsthya | usake lie AlaMbana hogA -- dhyAna / kintu sAmAnya sAdhaka ke lie ye chaha AlaMbana banate haiM / ye prAraMbhika Alambana haiM / sabase pahalA Alambana hai bhojana kA /
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________________ 250 ekalA calo re yaha bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai / AhAra kA aura brahmacarya kA bahuta gaharA saMbaMdha hai / jisa vyakti ne gaharAI ke sAtha isa viSaya para vicAra nahIM kiyA, AhAra ko yathArtha mUlya nahIM diyA, sAdhanA meM AhAra kA kitanA mUlya hotA hai, use nahIM jAnA, vaha kaise brahmacArI ho sakatA hai ? maiM to nahIM samajha pAtA / svAsthya kI dRSTi se AhAra kA bahuta bar3A mUlya hai / zArIrika svAsthya ke lie. usakA itanA mUlya hai to mAnasika aura AdhyAtmika svAsthya ke lie usakA kitanA mUlya hogA, yaha saba nahIM jAnate / kucha loga pAgala bana jAte haiM / pahale to yahI mAnA jAtA thA ki snAyu-saMsthAna durbala ho gayA yA aura koI AghAta lagA ki pAgala bana gyaa| kintu Aja AhAra-zAstrIya khojoM ne aneka rahasyoM kA udghATana kiyA hai| AhAra-zAstriyoM kA kahanA hai ki apoSaNa aura kupoSaNa ke kAraNa bhI manuSya pAgala banatA hai / pUrA poSaNa nahIM milatA to pAgala bana jAtA hai| kupoSaNa milatA hai to pAgala bana jAtA hai / AhAra kA saMbaMdha to hamAre samUce jIvana ke sAtha jur3A huA hai / prAraMbha se anta taka usakA pariNAma hameM parilakSita hotA hai| bhagavAn mahAvIra ne sAdhanA ke prathama caraNa meM bhI AhAra ko bahuta mahattva diyaa| tapasyA ke bAhara prakAra haiM / tapasyA zurU kahAM se hotI hai ? AhAra ke saMbaMdha se zurU hotI hai / bAraha prakAra meM se cAra prakAra AhAra se sambandhita haiM--anazana, UnodarI, vRtti-saMkSepa aura rasa-parityAga / cAroM kA saMbaMdha hai bhojana se / brahmacarya meM bhI sabase pahale 'avi NibbalAsae'---'durbala AhAra karo, nirbala AhAra kro|' yahAM se sAdhanA zurU hotI hai| yaha bahuta bar3A viSaya hai / yaha saMbhava nahIM ki Aja isa para pUrI carcA ho sake / Aja itanA hii|
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________________ sahiSNutA ke prayoga ratna kI parIkSA karane vAlA kevala pustakeM nahIM par3hatA, ratnoM ko dekhatA hai / pustaka par3hane vAlA kabhI kuzala jauharI nahIM bana sakatA / pustaka na par3hane vAlA, kevala ratnoM ko dekhane vAlA, nirIkSaNa karane vAlA, jAMcane vAlA kuzala jauharI bana sakatA hai / jo bAta abhyAsa se AtI hai, vaha siddhAMta se nahIM AtI / siddhAMta eka suvidhA hai / jAna lene para abhyAsa meM suvidhA hotI hai / isalie siddhAMta kA bhI mUlya hotA hai / kintu vAstavika mUlya hai abhyAsa kA, prayoga kA / jaba hama abhyAsa karate haiM taba anajAnI bAteM svayaM jAna lIM jAtI haiM / jo bAteM pustakoM meM nahIM hotIM, ve bAteM bhI jAna lI jAtI haiM / ' pustakoM kA nirmANa una logoM ne kiyA hai, jo par3he-likhe nahIM the, kintu abhyAsI the / abhyAsa meM jo phalita huA, vaha pustakoM meM A gayA / karmajA - buddhi kA jitanA mUlya hai, utanA dUsarI buddhi kA mUlya nahIM bhI ho sakatA hai / karmajAbuddhi kA bahuta bar3A mUlya hai / karma karate-karate jo buddhi paidA hotI hai, vaha bahuta kAma kI hotI | sAdhanA ke kSetra meM aisA hI hai / yadi hama kevala siddhAnta ko jAneM to bAta pUrI banatI nahIM / bahuta loga Ate haiM, jaldI meM Ate hai aura kahate haiM ki mana bahuta capala hai, kaise ThIka ho, batA deN| maiM kahatA hUM yaha koI buddhi kA vyAyAma nahIM hai / batA bhI dUMgA to isase koI lAbha nahIM hogA / yadi samasyA kA samAdhAna karanA hai to abhyAsa karo, sAmane abhyAsa kro| phira pUchane kI jarUrata bhI nahIM hogI / kintu hamArI AdateM hI aisI haiM ki hama abhyAsa karanA nahIM cAhate / do TUka javAba cAhate haiM, uttara cAhate haiM prazna kA / prazna aura uttara meM to tarka kI bAta A jAegI prazna eka tarka hai aura phira usakA uttara hogA pratitarka / tarka ke prati tarka / lAbha kucha bhI nahIM hogA / abhyAsa kA hama mUlyAMkana kareM / sAdhanA svayaM eka abhyAsa hai / sAdhanA kA siddhAnta bhI hai aura sAdhanA kA abhyAsa bhI hai, prayoga bhI hai / hama prayoga kareM / kahAM se zurU kareM sAdhanA kA prayoga ? kisa bindu se zurU kareM ? vahI prazna AegA / bhojana se zurU kareM / sahiSNutA kI sAdhanA karanI hai, zakti ke vikAsa kI sAdhanA karanI hai / sahiSNutA kaise
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________________ 252 ekalA calo re bar3he ? prayoga karanA hogA, aura isake lie bhI bhojana kA prayoga bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai / AcArAMga kA eka sUtra hai-sAdhaka ko do antoM se paricita honA cAhie / eka rAga aura dUsarA dveSa / eka priyatA aura dUsarI apriytaa| ye do chora haiN| hamArI sArI pravRttiyoM ke do chora haiN| koI bhI pravRtti hotI hai, vaha rAga se zurU hotI hai yA dveSa se zurU hotI hai| vaha rAga meM samApta hotI hai, yA dveSa meM samApta hotI hai| ye donoM chora haiN| Adi-bindu meM rAga aura dveSa, priyatA aura apriytaa| samApti meM bhI donoM bindu haiM-priyatA aura apriyatA, rAga aura dveSa / sAdhaka vaha hotA hai, jo priyatA aura apriyatA-ina donoM choroM ke bIca meM nahIM rhtaa| inase pare ho jAtA hai / jisako pravRtti ke Adi-bindu meM bhI rAga nahIM, dveSa nahIM, jisakI parisamApti meM bhI rAga nahIM, dveSa nahIM, priyatA aura apriyatA nahIM, vaha sAdhaka hotA hai / yathArtha ko hama asvIkAra nahIM kara sakate, bhojana ko asvIkAra nahIM kara sakate / vaha yathArtha hai / AhAra karanA eka yathArtha kI samasyA kA samAdhAna hai| kintu priyatA aura apriyatA-ye donoM Aropita haiN| hama Aropita karate haiN| hamane aisA mAna liyA ki jihvA ko svAda milanA cAhie / jo jihvA ke jJAna-tantu haiM unheM svAda mile to hameM acchA lagatA hai, na mile to hameM burA lagatA hai| hamane usake sAtha priyatA aura apriyatA kA bhAva jor3a rakhA hai| cInI, namaka aura cikanAI ye tInoM bhojana ke anivArya aMga bane hue haiM---ina ke kAraNa aneka roga utpanna hote haiM, yaha saba nahIM jAnate / hRdaya kI bImArI ke lie tInoM niSiddha mAne jAte haiN| bahuta cInI kA prayoga bhI na ho, bahuta cikanAI kA prayoga bhI na ho| aura namaka kA prayoga sarvayA na ho to bahuta acchA hai| hRdaya kI bImArI vAle cInI, cikanAI ko to zAyada nahIM chor3ate hoMge, kintu namaka to sarvathA niSiddha hotA hai| namaka kA to hamAre zarIra ke lie koI upayoga hI nahIM hai| patA nahIM, yaha kaise calA ? yaha namaka jo khanija hai, kRtrima hai, isakA koI upayoga nahIM hai / namaka zarIra ke lie upayogI hotA hai kintu vaha namaka, jo zAka, bhAjI va phaloM meM milatA hai / vaha prAkRtika lakSaNa hai / vaha zarIra meM ghula jAtA hai| yaha kRtrima namaka upayogI nahIM hotaa| yaha zarIra meM vikAra paidA karatA hai| ucca raktacApa namaka se hotA hai / aura bhI aneka bImAriyAM namaka ke kAraNa hotI haiN| para eka bAta bahuta prasiddha hai ki vaha kyA bhojana jisameM namaka bhI na ho| itanA mUlya mila gayA ki bhojana kA matalaba hI namaka hai| yadi namaka nahIM to
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________________ sahiSNutA ke prayoga 253 bhojana hI kyA haA ? sAmAnya bolacAla kI bhASA meM bhI kahA jAtA hai ki yaha to vaisA hI phIkA rahA jaisA ki binA namaka kA bhojana / anivArya tattva mAna liyA gayA ki agara bhojana hai to namaka honA hI caahie| utane se hI kAma nahIM calatA, Upara se bhI na jAne kitanA liyA jAtA hai| rasoI banAne vAlI to namaka DAlatI hI hai, khAne vAlA Upara se aura namaka DAlatA hai / yadi namaka kA prayoga banda ho jAye to dasa-bIsa pratizata bImAriyAM bhI kama ho jaayeN| namaka ke kAraNa loga jyAdA khAte haiN| garmI ke dina haiN| phira bhI bAjAra meM se nikalo, caTapaTI cIjeM kharIdane vAloM kI bhIr3a lagI milegii| loga ye cIjeM bar3e cAva se khAte haiN| unakA tarka hai ki caTapaTI cIjeM khAne ke bAda jaba pAnI pIte haiM to vaha bar3A svAdiSTa lagatA hai, tRpti detA hai| ye garma caTapaTI cIjeM khAe binA pAnI bhI svAdiSTa nahIM lgtaa| to kRtrima svAda paidA kara hamane namaka ko bhojana kA pradhAna tattva mAna liyaa| jIbha ko svAda mile, DaoNkTaroM ko saMrakSaNa mile, unakA dhaMdhA cale aura bImAriyAM acchI taraha se pleN| prayoga zurU kareM, sAdhanA kA prayoga zurU kreN| ise maiM kevala sAdhanA kA prayoga hI nahIM mAnatA, svAsthya kA prayoga bhI mAnatA haiN| yadi pUre saptAha meM sAta dina namaka na chor3a sakeM to eka, do, tIna dina hI chor3akara dekheM aura binA namaka kA bhojana kreN| yaha priyatA aura apriyatA se bacane kA prayoga hogA, saMkalpa zakti kA prayoga hogA tathA sAtha-sAtha svAsthya kA bhI prayoga hogaa| hRdaya roga kI saMbhAvanA kama hogI, antarvaNa (kaisara) kI saMbhAvanA kama hogI / dhyAna karane vAloM ko uttejanA ke vAtAvaraNa se bacanA cAhie / namaka kRtrima DhaMga se uttejanA paidA karatA hai, rakta ko adrava banAtA hai / jaba vaha uttejanA nahIM hogI, mAnasika zAMti meM bhI sahayoga milegaa| sUtrakRtAMga meM eka carcA hai| kucha dArzanika yA kucha dhArmika sAdhaka loga mAnate the ki namaka khAne vAle ko mokSa nahIM miltaa| alavaNa bhojana honA cAhie / jo namakIna bhojana karatA hai use mokSa nahIM milatA / yaha to kahane kA DhaMga hai| eka bAta ko bahuta mahattva de diyA, kintu hameM to usase sAra lenA caahie| itanA hI artha isakA ho sakatA hai ki namaka kA prayoga sAdhanA ke lie varjita hotA hai aura svAsthya ke lie yaha vighna hai / AyaMbila karane vAle jAnate haiM, isalie namaka nahIM khAte / AyaMbila meM korA eka dhAnya aura pAnI calatA hai| kitanA prabhAva hotA hai ! AyaMbila kA prayoga aneka bImAriyoM ko miTAne vAlA prayoga hai| yaha eka
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________________ 254 ekalA calo re tapasyA kA prayoga hai kintu bhayaMkara bImAriyAM AyaMbila se naSTa hotI haiN| pakSAghAta kI bImArI bahata bhayaMkara bImArI hotI hai, kintu AyaMbila ke dvArA ThIka ho jaatii| ajIrNa aura apaca kI bImArI isase ThIka hotI hai| eka sAtha jyAdA vastueM khAne se bahuta bImAriyAM hotI haiM aura eka anAja khAne se pAcana-zakti ko bahuta rAhata milatI hai| kisI ke sira para eka sAtha bahuta kAma lAda diyA jAye to vaha ghabarA jAyegA ki itane kAma karane haiN| aura eka-eka kAma karAyA jAye, bahuta suvidhA se kara legaa| isa bAta ko samajha leM ki jahAM bhIr3a hotI hai use saMbhAlanA kaThina hotA hai / eka ko saMbhAlane meM koI kaThinAI nahIM hotii| to, eka vastu peTa meM jAtI hai to pacAne meM bahuta suvidhA hotI hai aura aneka vastueM eka sAtha peTa meM jAtI haiM to unheM pacAne meM adhika zakti lagAnI par3atI hai| lADanUM kI ghaTanA hai| eka bhAI AyA jo yaha batAtA thA ki kahAM kuAM khodanA cAhie ? kahAM pAnI nikalegA? maiMne pUchA-kyA prayoga kiyA thA tumane ? usane kahA-mere guru ne mujhe eka prayoga batAyA ki chaha mahIne taka eka anAja khAyA jAe aura kevala pAnI pIyA jAye to bhUgarbha meM chipI vastuoM kA jJAna ho sakatA hai| maiMne vaha prayoga kiyA aura mujhameM yaha tAkata paidA ho gaI / maiMne kahA-yaha to AyaMbila kA prayoga hai| eka anAja aura pAnI cale to yaha zakti paidA ho sakatI hai| AgamoM meM AyaMbila ke bahuta prayoga milate haiN| bImAriyoM meM bhI isake bahuta prayoga hote haiN| AyaMbila meM namaka kA bhojana nahIM hotA / yaha ati namaka vAlI bAta bilakula galata hai| ise chor3A jAye to koI hAni kI bAta nahIM, pratyuta lAbha hI hogaa| prAkRtika cikitsA ke loga isa viSaya para bahuta bala dete haiM ki namaka khAyA hI na jaaye| ___ kyA namaka kA upayoga na karane kI sAdhanA anya sAdhanAoM meM sahayogI banatI hai-yaha eka prazna hai / yaha priyatA aura apriyatA se bacane kA pahalA prayoga hai / jaba AhAra kA prayoga sadha jAtA hai, taba kapar3oM ke prati, zarIra ke prati, AsapAsa ke vyaktiyoM ke prati bhI yaha prayoga sadhane lagatA hai| vyakti meM priyatA aura apriyatA kA bhAva ghaTane lagatA hai| samatA kA abhyAsa sadhatA hai| namaka kI bAta pahale isalie lI gaI ki AhAra sabase adhika sanAtA hai manuSya ko / AdamI kA adhika samaya AhAra kI carcA meM bItatA hai| jaina sAhitya meM yaha pratipAdita hai ki AdamI kI carcA meM cAra mukhya viSaya hote
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________________ sahiSNutA ke prayoga 255 haiM-strI-kathA, bhakta-kathA (bhojana kI kathA), deza-kathA aura rAja-kathA / AdamI strI sambandhI carcA karatA hai, vAsanA sambandhI carcA karatA hai| vaha "bhojana kI carcA, deza kI carcA aura rAjya kI carcA meM rasa letA hai / ina saba meM bhI bhojana kI carcA mukhya hotI hai| yadi hama namaka ke parityAga se AhAra kI carcA kA niyamana kara lete haiM to zeSa carcAoM kA rasa bhI kSINa hone lagatA hai / bAMdha meM yadi eka cheda kara diyA jAye to eka dina bAMdha TUTa sakatA hai, sArA pAnI bahakara bAhara jA sakatA hai| rAga-dveSa yA priyatA-apriyatA kA dRr3ha bAMdha hai / usameM eka sthAna para cheda kara dene se vaha bAMdha TUTa sakatA __ eka vizeSa bAta hai| eka DaoNkTara ne kahA thA ki yadi baccoM ko namaka na diyA jAye to vaha mara sakatA hai| adhika namaka khAne se bhI hAniyAM hotI haiM-donoM roga haiN| namaka zarIra ke lie Avazyaka hai| yadi zarIra meM lavaNa na ho to zarIra meM viSa adhika jamA ho jAtA hai| kintu yahAM yaha viveka honA cAhie ki khanija namaka Avazyaka nahIM hai / sAga-sabjI aura phaloM meM svAbhAvika rUpa se prApta namaka upayogI hai / yaha namaka ghula jAtA hai / kRtrima namaka ghulatA nahIM / namaka ko bAhara nikAlane ke lie gurde ko bahata kAma karanA par3atA hai| vaha kharAba ho jAtA hai| kRtrima namaka kisI bhI avasthA meM upayogI nahIM mAnA jA sakatA / jaise zarIra ke lie namaka Avazyaka hotA hai vaise hI zakti ke lie cInI Avazyaka hotI hai| kintu yaha sapheda cInI nhiiN| cInI to sahaja prApta hotI hai / dUdha meM cInI hotI hai| phira cInI meM cInI milAI jAtI hai, to yaha kahAvata caritArtha hotI hai-TopI para TopalA / dUdha meM to vaisI hI cInI hotI hai, phira dUsarI cInI kI jarUrata kyA hai ? una logoM ko svAda kA kabhI patA nahIM calatA jo dUdha meM cInI DAlate haiN| kucha loga to itanI DAlate haiM ki zAyada dUdha kA svAda to becArA kahAM rahe, cInI kA svAda bhI pUrA na rhe| adhika cInI se amlatA bana jAtI hai / bahuta cInI ke sevana se bar3I hAniyAM hotI haiN| ati mAtrA meM cInI ke prayoga se bahuta bImAriyAM paidA hotI haiM / ataH cInI kA prayoga chor3A jAye / namaka-varjana aura cInI-varjana / isakA pariNAma yaha hogA ki asvAda kA prayoga hogA / hama asvAda kI dRSTi se prayoga kreN| anya bAtoM ko gauNa kareM / asvAda kI dRSTi se prayoga kareM ki dUdha meM cInI nahIM, pAnI hai| prayoga karake dekheM / roTI meM namaka nahIM DAlanA hai, prayoga karake dekheM / phira
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________________ 256 ekalA calo re priyatA aura apriyatA para bhI hamArA prahAra ho jaayegaa| aba yaha sthiti hai ki namakIna (namaka vAlA) bhojana karate haiM to priya lagatA hai| aura kabhI bhUla se rasoI banAne vAlI namaka nahIM DAlatI, vaha bhojana thAlI meM parosA jAtA hai, eka kaura liyA jAtA hai, tatkAla apriyatA kI bAta AtI hai / thor3A zAnta vyakti hotA hai to sahana kara letA hai aura Upara se le letA hai| jo uttejita prakRti kA hotA hai to thAlI ko Thokara mAra detA hai| thAlI kahIM jAtI hai aura bhojana kahIM jAtA hai / dasa-bIsa gAliyAM Upara se aura baka detA hai / apriyatA jAgatI hai / apriyatA isalie jAgatI hai ki hamane priyatA ko pAla rakhA hai| priyatA ko pAlane kA matalaba hai apriyatA ko pAlanA aura apriyatA ko pAlane kA matalaba hai priyatA ko pAlanA / priyatA aura apriyatA ko alaga-alaga nahIM kiyA jA sakatA, vAstava meM donoM eka haiM / eka avasthA meM jo priyatA hotI hai, dUsarI avasthA meM vahI apriyatA bana jAtI hai / hamArA priyatA kA saMskAra puSTa hai to apriyatA kA saMskAra bhI puSTa hogA aura rAga kA saMskAra puSTa hai to dveSa kA saMskAra bhI puSTa hogaa| dveSa kA saMskAra puSTa hai to rAga kA saMskAra bhI puSTa hogaa| rAga aura dveSa do nahIM haiM, vAstava meM eka hI bAta hai / anuyogadvAra sUtra meM bahuta sundara DhaMga se samajhAyA gayA hai ki mUla hai rAga, kevala rAga / rAga hotA hai isalie dveSa hotA hai / dvaiSa kA apanA koI mUlya nahIM hai, apanA koI astitva nahIM hai| dveSa rAga ke kandhe para car3hakara calatA hai / hama priyatA para prahAra kreN| jo hameM priya hai, usa priya kA varjana kareM, tyAga kareM, eka mahattvapUrNa prayoga hogaa| asvAda kA prayoga hogaa| yaha sthiti bana jAye ki namaka kA varjana kiyA / bhojana meM koI pharka nahIM par3A, khAne meM koI antara nahIM aayaa| aura yaha anubhava nahIM kiyA ki Aja to kucha nIrasa bhojana kara rahA hUM yA kamajora bhojana kara rahA hai / yaha asvAda kA prayoga hai, jisameM cInI na ho aura jisameM namaka na ho| kabhI cInI ko chor3eM, kabhI namaka ko chodd'eN| tIsarA prayoga yaha bhI ho sakatA hai-kabhI alaga-alaga khAyA jaae| jaise roTI khAne ke lie sAga jarUrI hotA hai / sAga na ho to roTI kaise khAyI jAye ? phulakA hai to sAga cAhie, vyaMjana cAhie / usake binA kaise khAyI jAye ? jaba asvAda kA prayoga karanA hai to roTI alaga aura sAga alg| kyoMki sAga jarUrI hAtA hai, yaha to ThIka bAta hai| para isameM to pharka nahIM par3egA ki alagaalaga khAyA jAye, pUrti to ho jaaegii| alaga khAne kA matalaba hai asvAda
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________________ sahiSNutA ke prayoga 257 kA prayoga aura sAtha hI anajAne svAsthya kA bhI bahuta bar3A prayoga ho jaayegaa| roTI ke sAtha sAga khAte haiM to pUrA cabAyA nahIM jaataa| svAsthya kA mUla siddhAnta hai ki bhojana ko jitanA cabAyA jAye utanA hI acchA hai / kahA jAtA hai, battIsa bAra eka kaura ko cabAyA jaaye| itanA nikammA kauna baiThA hai jo battIsa bAra cabAe / pAMca minaTa meM bhojana karanA hai, dasa minaTa meM bhojana karanA hai / battIsa bAra eka kaura ko cabAeM, becArA kaba taka baiThA rahe ? phira kyA khAye ? itanA kaise khAye, khA hI nahIM sktaa| eka bAta to jarUra hai ki jo itanA cabAye to use jyAdA khAne kI jarUrata bhI nahIM pdd'tii| pAMca roTiyAM jo kAma nahIM karatIM, eka-Der3ha roTI utanA kAma kara sakatI hai agara utanA cabAyA jaae| kintu AdamI to mAtrA jyAdA cAhatA hai, kvAMTiTI pUrI honI cAhie. usake binA saMtoSa nahIM hotA / cabAne kI bAta bahuta gauNa hotI hai / nahIM cabAne kA pariNAma hotA hai ki dAMta bhI kharAba hote haiM aura AMta bhI kharAba hotI hai| dAMta aura AMta donoM ke sAtha zatrutA kA poSaNa karanA ho to cabAnA chor3a do| apane Apa donoM kaSTa meM par3a jAeMge / isalie dAMta kamajora hote haiM / abhI eka bahana AyI thI sujAnagar3ha se, mAlacaMdajI DosI kI dharmapatnI / vicitra mahilA hai, vRddha mahilA hai / Apa vizvAsa nahIM kareMge, 74 varSa kI avasthA hai / Aja taka usane dAtuna nahIM kiyA, maMjana nahIM kiyA, kabhI nahIM kiyaa| davA nahIM letI kabhI, davA kA bilakula pratyAkhyAna (tyaag)| kisI bhI avasthA meM koI davA kA prayoga nahIM kiyA / maiMne kahA-tumhAre dAMta kharAba kaise hoM ? dAMta' to una logoM ke kharAba hote haiM jo bahuta mAtrA meM khAte haiM aura bAra-bAra khAte haiM, cabAte hI rahate haiM, dina bhara carate rahate haiM, unake dAMta kharAba hote haiM, unameM sar3AMdha bhI paidA ho jAtI hai / jo loga bahuta sImita khAte haiM, unake dAMta kaise kharAba hoM ? pazu ke dAMta to kabhI kharAba nahIM hote| kharAba hone kA koI kAraNa hI nahIM / dAMtoM ko kharAba karanA ho to cInI khUba khaaeN| phira koI jarUrata nahIM hai kisI kii| cInI jitanI jyAdA jAtI hai, dAMta' utane hI kamajora hote haiM / dAMtoM kI jar3eM utanI hI kamajora hotI haiM / cInI khA lete haiM aura ve cInI ke kucha aMza dAMtoM meM jame raha jAte haiN| ve sabase jyAdA dAMtoM ko hAni pahuMcAte haiM / maiM asvAda kI carcA karate hue svAda kI carcA bhI kara rahA hUM ki Apa phulakA khAte haiM gehUM kA, gehUM kI roTI khAte haiN| jina logoM ne binA sAga ke kabhI gehUM kI roTI nahIM khAyI unheM patA hI
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________________ 258 ekalA calo re nahIM ki gehaM kA svAda kaisA hotA hai / binA sAga ke gehaM kI roTI khAkara dekheM; patA calegA ki gehUM kitanI mIThI hotI hai| kitanA miThAsa hai gehUM meM, itanI mIThI hotI hai ki phira cInI DAlane kI kahIM bAta nahIM aatii| bahuta mIThI hotI hai / kintu jaba sAtha meM khAte haiM to patA hI nahIM calatA / bAjarI meM bahuta miThAsa hai, bahuta cInI hai| gehUM meM bahuta cInI hai| para namaka ke sAtha khAte haiM, sAga ke sAtha khAte haiM to becAre gehUM kA svAda kahIM daba jAtA hai, chipa jAtA hai, patA nahIM cltaa| basa, kevala namaka kA aura masAloM kA -svAda hI jIbha para hotA hai / svAda kA bhI bahuta bar3A antara hotA hai| ___ upavAsa sahiSNutA kA bar3A prayoga hai / pratidina prAtaHkAla bhojana kI mAMga ho jAtI hai / jo upavAsa karate haiM, unameM sahaja hI sahiSNutA kA vikAsa hotA hai aura saMkalpa-zakti kA vikAsa hotA hai| bhagavAn mahAvIra ne bahuta bar3I lambI tapasyAeM kI thIM aura ve korI zarIra ko satAne vAlI tapasyAeM nahIM thiiN| to yaha bhrAMti se logoM ne mAna liyA ki zarIra ko bar3A kaSTa 'diyA, staayaa| unake to ve sAre prayoga the| aba jaba prayoga kI bAta bhUla gae, taba lagA ki unhoMne zarIra ko bahuta satAyA / Aja bhI loga bahuta kahate haiM ki jaina loga zarIra ko bahuta satAte haiM / satAne kI koI bAta nhiiN| ye sArI prayoga kI bAteM haiM aura zarIra ko satAte ke lie tapasyA kI jAe to vaisI tapasyA galata hai aura aisI tapasyA honI hI nahIM cAhie / kevala prayoga honA cAhie / Ayurveda kA vizvAsa hai ki saptAha meM eka upavAsa avazya honA caahie| Aja hama upavAsa ke mahattva ko bhUla gaye aura pazcima ke logoM ne upavAsa-cikitsA kA prayoga kara rakhA hai, na jAne kitane varSoM se cala rahA hai| upavAsa-cikitsA para pazcima kI jitanI acchI "pustakeM nikalI haiM, zAyada bhArata meM nahIM nikliiN| upavAsa prayoga hai, agara prayoga kI dRSTi se kiyA jAye / para hotA kyA hai ki kala upavAsa karanA hai, Aja dhAraNA gariSTha bhojana kA honA caahie| aisA upavAsa na kareM to acchA, upavAsa kA lAbha svAsthya kI dRSTi se to bilakula calA gyaa| mAtra anazana ho jAegA, laMghana ho jaaegaa| upavAsa prayoga banatA hai jaba pahale dina halakA khAyA jAye aura pAraNA meM phira halakA khAyA jaaye| tIna dina barAbara yaha cale / pahale dina halakA bhojana, dUsare dina upavAsa aura tIsare dina 'phira halakA bhojana, taba upavAsa vAstava meM prayoga banatA hai| para mAna liyA gayA ki dhAraNA bhI bhArI ho aura pAraNA bhI bhArI ho, bIca meM pUrA halkA
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________________ 256 -sahiSNutA ke prayoga ho jAye / lAbha vaha nahIM hotA, jo honA caahie| yadi upavAsa vidhivat kiyA jAye to bImAriyAM sahaja hI ThIka ho sakatI haiN| yaha mAMDa vAlI bAta bhI purAne jamAne meM calatI thii| upavAsa meM bhI cAvala kA mAMDa pIne kI paramparA thii| Ajakala to nahIM hai, purAne jamAne meM thii| yaha mAMDa striyoM ke lie bahuta lAbhadAyI hotA hai| striyoM ke lie koSThabaddhatA (kabja) kA eka kAraNa hotA hai RtusrAva kI aniymittaa| usase bahuta bhayaMkara kabja hotI hai / aura usake lie mAMDa kA prayoga jitanA lAbhadAyI hotA hai, zAyada saiMkar3oM davAiyAM bhI utanI lAbhadAyI nahIM hotiiN| upavAsa se bahuta sArI samasyAeM hala hotI haiM, yadi vaha prayoga kI dRSTi se kiyA jAye / isa vaijJAnika yuga meM itane bauddhika vikAsa aura anusaMdhAnoM ke uparAnta bhI yadi koI paramparA kevala paramparA ke rUpa meM calatI hai to lagatA hai ki hama jAna-bUjhakara yathArtha ke sAtha AMkha-micaunI kara rahe haiM / Aja hara bAta ke pIche gaharI anusandhAna kI dRSTi honI caahie| yaha kareM to kyoM kareM ? kyA pariNAma hogA? kaise kiyA jAye ? isa paddhati meM kese vikAsa kiyA jA sakatA hai ? yaha hamArA sArA cintana spaSTa honA caahie| maiMne prayoga kI dRSTi se do-cAra bAteM prastuta kI-asvAda kA prayoga, AyaMbila kA prayoga, upavAsa kA prayoga / sAtha-sAtha meM AtApanA kA prayoga bhI hai / AtApanA kA prayoga kevala dhArmika dRSTi se nahIM, zArIrika aura mAnasika dRSTi se bhI bahuta mahattvapUrNa prayoga hai| AtApanA kA artha kevala madhyAhna kI cilacilAtI dhUpa meM leTanA, zilApaTTa para leTanA hI nahIM hai| sUrya ke Atapa ko lenA sahiSNutA kA prayoga hai, saMkalpa-zakti kA prayoga hai aura sAdhanA kA bahata mahattvapUrNa prayoga hai| sUrya-razmi-cikitsA, raMgacikitsA isake sAtha jur3I huI hai| zarIra ke lie viTAmina 'DI' bahuta mahattvapUrNa hotA hai / viTAmina 'DI' kA sabase bar3A srota hai sUrya kA Atapa / usase jitanA acchA viTAmina 'DI' milatA hai, utanA dUsarI jagaha nahIM milatA / svAsthya ke lie dhUpa kA sevana bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa hotA hai| yaha AtApanA kA prayoga hai| AtApanA ke sAtha AsanoM kA prayoga bhI jur3A huA hai| eka prakAra ke Asana meM AtApanA lene se sUrya kI razmiyoM kA eka prakAra kA prabhAva hotA hai aura dUsare prakAra ke Asana meM Atapa lene se sUrya kI razmiyoM kA dUsare prakAra kA prabhAva hotA hai| Aja ke vaijJAnikoM ne
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________________ 260 ekalA calo re kucha aisI paddhatiyAM vikasita kI haiM pAnI ko sApha karane kI, jisameM kisI padArtha kI jarUrata nahIM hotii| kevala bartanoM ko badala deM, kAMca ke bartana, unake AkAroM ko badala deM aura dhUpa meM pAnI rakha deM ina bartanoM meN| pAnI apane Apa sApha ho jaaegaa| koI vastu DAlane kI jarUrata nhiiN| pAnI bilakula sApha ho jAtA hai / abhI-abhI ina paddhatiyoM ke bAre meM kAphI khojeM huI haiN| do bAteM haiM- eka sUrya kA Atapa aura dUsarA hai saMsthAna / saMsthAna kI vizeSatA, yaMtra kI vizeSatA, rekhAoM kI vizeSatA aura mudrA kI vishesstaa| vibhinna mudrAoM meM, vibhinna AsanoM meM AtApanA kA prayoga vibhinna prakAra ke pariNAma lAtA hai / ye tapasyA ke kucheka prayoga haiN| ye prayoga sahiSNutA kI zakti ko bar3hAte haiM, saMkalpa-zakti ko vikasita karate haiN| inase sAdhanA ke prati aura adhika AkarSaNa bar3hatA hai aura sAtha-sAtha svAsthya kI samasyAeM bhI sulajhatI haiN| sahiSNutA ke vikAsa ke lie koI sAdhaka sUrya ke Atapa kA prayoga kare to kaba, kitanA aura kisa Asana meM karanA cAhie, yaha eka prazna hai / prAraMbha karane vAle ke lie prAtaHkAla sUryodaya se lekara eka ghaMTe taka yaha prayoga kiyA jA sakatA hai| kAyotsarga kI mudrA (leTe-leTe) yA padmAsana kI mudrA lAbhaprada hotI hai| prArambha meM Atapa kA sevana dasa-pandraha minaTa taka liyA jAe aura phira dhIre-dhIre use bar3hAkara eka ghaMTA taka khIMcA jA sakatA hai| hama dhyAna, Asana, tapasyA-ina sabako kevala eka rUr3ha dhArmika dRSTikoNa se na dekheM, kintu ina sabakA hamAre jIvana meM kitanA mUlya hai, isako bhI samajheM / eka vyakti jo saphala jIvana jInA cAhe, jo kucha karanA cAhe, kevala svArtha kA jIvana hI na jInA cAhe, jIvana meM apane vyaktitva ko kartRtva ko kucha naye AyAma denA cAhe, usa vyakti ke lie ina saba prayogoM kA mUlyAMkana karanA Avazyaka hai|
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________________ prazna tIna : samAdhAna eka mere sAmane tIna prazna haiM / pahalA prazna hai- -Aja kA manuSya pragati karanA cAhatA hai / sadA se vaha pragati karane kI cAha se caraNa bar3hAtA rahA hai / usakA jhukAva bAhya jagat kI ora adhika hai, antar jagat kI ora nahIM hai / pahale bhI usakI yahI sthiti thii| Aja bhI yahI sthiti hai / vaha isa sthiti ko bahuta mahattva detA hai / kyA use antar jagat kI jAnakArI nahIM thI ? hai ? yadi thI, hai, to aisA kyoM ? dUsarA prazna hai- samaya gatizIla hai / samaya ke sAtha-sAtha manuSya pragati kara rahA hai| jo pragati Aja dikhAI de rahI hai, pahale thI yA nahIM ? yadi thI to usakI gati avaruddha kyoM huI ? tIsarA prazna hai- -Aja kA manuSya asaMtuSTa dikhAyI detA hai, kyoMki "usakA mana bAra-bAra isa bAta meM ulajha jAtA hai ki marane ke bAda kyA hogA ? paraloka kisane dekhA hai ? svarga aura naraka ko dekhakara kauna lauTA hai ? isa vicAradhArA ke AdhAra para vaha mauja-mastI ke lie naye-naye upakrama karatA rahatA hai / phalasvarUpa vaha aura adhika ulajhanoM meM phaMsA hai, phaMsatA jA rahA hai / sAtha-sAtha vaha dIrghaM aura Anandamaya jIvana kI khoja bhI kara rahA hai / mAnava ina ulajhanoM se kaise mukta ho sakatA hai ? vaha nirApada aura AnaMdamaya. dIrgha jIvana kaise prApta kara sakatA hai ? ye tIna prazna haiN| tInoM kA samAdhAna eka hai aura vaha bhI kevala tIna zabdoM meM - 'AdamI jAnatA nahIM / ' usakA uttara eka hai / yadi AdamI jAnatA to antar jagat ko asvIkAra nahIM karatA / yadi AdamI jAnatA to atIta kI pragati ko najaraMdAja nahIM karatA / yadi AdamI jAnatA to ulajhanoM meM nahIM phaMsatA / ulajhanoM meM vaha isalie phaMsA hai, phaMsatA hai ki vaha jAnatA nahIM / atIta ko isalie nakAra rahA hai ki vaha jAnatA nahIM / antar jagat ko isalie asvIkAra kara rahA hai ki vaha jAnatA nahIM / hama sthUla jagat meM jIte haiM / sthUla jagat ko grahaNa karane kA mAdhyama haiM- indriyAM / inake mAdhyama se hI sthUla jagat ke sAtha hamArA saMparka banA huA hai,
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________________ 262 ekalA calo re isalie isa zarIra ko koI asvIkAra nahIM karatA, yathArtha ko bhI asvIkAra nahIM karatA / kintu prazna hai ki paramANu ko kauna svIkAra karatA hai ? jaba taka paramANu kI khoja nahIM huI, paramANu ko kauna svIkAra karatA thA ? hamArA sUkSma jagat sthUla jagat meM chipA huA hai| parde ke pIche jo hotA hai, vaha kabhI jAnA nahIM jAtA / jAnA vahI jAtA hai, jo ubharakara parde ke Upara A jAtA hai / philma ke phIte para kitane citra hote haiM, kisI ko patA nahIM calatA, kintu jaba ve parade para pratibimbita hote haiM, taba Azcarya hotA hai ki choTe-se phIte para jitane bar3e-bar3e citra haiM ? pahAr3oM, nadiyoM, manuSyoM aura pazu-pakSiyoM ke hajAroM-hajAroM citra citrapaTa para utara jAte haiM / AdamI Azcarya se bhara jAtA hai / hamArA bahuta bar3A jagat sUkSma meM chipA huA hai / hamArA AkAza-maNDala sUkSma pratibimboM kA ananta bhaNDAra hai / yadi ve pratifara bar3e AkAra meM prastuta hoM, to AdamI Azcarya se stabdha ho jAe / jitane bhI mahAyuddha Aja taka hue haiM. jitanI bhI ghaTanAeM ghaTita huI haiM, jitane bhI prasaMga mahAvIra, buddha aura rAma ke samaya meM hue haiM, una sabake pratibimba AkAzIya rekArDa meM saMcita par3e haiM / ve atyanta sUkSma haiM, isalie ina AMkhoM se nahIM dekhe jAte / samUcA AkAza ina sUkSma citrAMkanoM se bharA par3A hai| yadi inheM bar3A AkAra diyA jAe to hama yahAM baiThe-baiThe una sabako pratyakSa dekha sakate haiM / sUkSma ko pakar3ane kA sAdhana hamAre pAsa nahIM hai / hamArI indriyAM sthUla ko hI pakar3a pAtI haiM / hamArA sUkSma zarIra bhI isa sthUla zarIra kI chAyA ke nIce dabA par3A hai | kisI ko patA nahIM calatA / AdamI jAnatA hai kevala camar3I ko / sthUla zarIra ko bhI pUrA kauna jAnatA hai ? AdamI kevala jAna pAtA hai camar3I ko, rUpa-raMga aura AkRti ko / basa, hamAre lie itanA hI to hai AdamI / isase Age hamAre lie kahAM hai AdamI ? zarIra ke bhItara rakta hai, use bhI hama nahIM dekha pAte / zarIra ke bhItara mAMsa hai, use bhI hama nahIM dekha pAte / haDDiyAM bhI hamAre sAmane nahIM | majjA aura gahare meM chipI hotI hai / sthUla zarIra kI dhAtuoM ko bhI hama nahIM jAna pAte to phira sUkSma zarIra kI bAta hI kyA ? taijasa zarIra aura kArmaNa zarIra ko kaise jAna sakate haiM ? saMskAroM aura antar jagat ko kaise jAna sakate haiM ? mujhe Azcarya nahIM hotA, yadi AdamI antar jagat ko nahIM jAnatA / Azcarya yaha hotA hai ki AdamI abhI taka sthUla jagat ko bAhya jagat ko bhI nahIM jAnatA / camar3I ko jAnane ke lie bhI sUkSmavIkSaNa yaMtra kA prayoga karanA hotA hai 1 1
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________________ prazna tIna : samAdhAna eka 263 camar3I meM kitane tattva bhare par3e haiM, kauna jAnatA hai ? camar3I kI karor3oMkaror3oM kozikAeM kahAM dikhAI detI haiM ? pratyeka kozikA kyA-kyA karatI hai, kahAM dikhAyI detA hai ? sthUla jagat kI jAnakArI bhI bahuta kama hai| kahA jA sakatA hai ki eka pratizata ke karor3aveM bhAga kI bhI jAnakArI nahIM hai / jaba sthUla jagat kI yaha bAta hai to phira sUkSma jagat kI bAta hI kyA hai ? yaha svAbhAvika hai, AdamI kA jhukAva usI kI ora hogA, jisako AdamI jAnatA hai / jise vaha nahIM jAnatA, usakI ora vaha kabhI nahIM jhukegA / jhukAva kA kAraNa hI nahIM rahegA / jisase AdamI paricita nahIM hai, usake prati jhukAva yA ajhukAva kI bAta hI paidA nahIM hotI / jise maiM nahIM jAnatA, vaha na merA mitra bana sakatA hai aura na zatru bana sakatA hai / mitra bhI vahI banatA hai, jise maiM jAnatA hUM | aura zatru bhI vahI banatA hai, jise maiM jAnatA hUM / jise nahIM jAnatA, vaha kucha bhI nahIM banatA / bAta hai jAnane kI / yaha bAta saca nahIM lagatI ki manuSya kA jhukAva bAhya jagat kI ora hai / usakA jhukAva bAhya jagat kI ora adhika nahIM hai / usakA bAhya jagat kI ora jhukAva hai, kevala pratibimba kA jhukAva, kevala pratikriyA kA jhukAva / yathArtha kA jhukAva nahIM hai / eka AdamI kahatA hai - 'sArI saMpatti bhaleM hI calI jAe, merI mUMcheM nIcI nahIM hoMgI / ' kisakI ora hai jhukAva AdamI kA ? bAhya jagat kI ora jhukAva hai yA antar jagat kI ora ? yadi padArtha jagat kI ora jhukAva hotA to vaha kahatA - 'sammAna rahe yA jAe, pratiSThA banI rahe yA miTa jAe, mUMcha UMcI rahe yA nIcI, merA dhana aizvarya bacanA cAhie / ' itihAsa meM aise udAharaNa milate haiM, jinase yaha pratIta hotA hai ki kucheka vyakti aise hue haiM, jo apanI Ana para miTe / unhoMne sAre rAjya ko ThukarA diyA, kho diyA / ve apanI Ana para mara miTe / ve mAnate the, saba kucha calA jAe, aizvarya calA jAe, parivAra calA jAe, ijjata aura sammAna banA rahe / yaha bhItarI jhukAva kI bAta hai / ahaMkAra bAhya jagat kA tattva nahIM hai / yaha bhItarI saMsAra kA tattva hai / isIlie bhagavAn mahAvIra ne kaSAya ko 'AdhyAtmika' kahA hai / ye kaSAya AtmA ke bhItara hote haiM / bAhara meM inakA astitva nahIM hai / krodha bhItara se AtA hai / krodha se AviSTa vyakti bar3I se bar3I naukarI ko ThukarA detA hai, varSoM se cale A rahe sambandha ko tinake kI bhAMti tor3a DAlatA hai / yadi AdamI bAhya jagat kI ora hI jhukAva rakhatA hai to aisA nahIM karatA / krodha, ahaMkAra aura lAlaca ke kAraNa
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________________ 264 AdamI kyA kyA nahIM chor3atA, kyA-kyA nahIM ThukarAtA / vAstava meM AdamI kA jhukAva hotA hai apanI vRttiyoM ke prati / vRttiyoM se ghirA huA hai AdamI / vRttiyoM kI ora jhukA huA hai AdamI / vRttiyAM bimba haiM | padArtha ke prati hone vAlA jhukAva pratibimba hai / vRttiyAM kriyA hai aura padArtha ke prati hone vAlA jhukAva pratikriyA hai / hama pratikriyA ko dekhakara mAna lete haiM ki manuSya kA jhukAva padArtha ke prati hai / kintu gahare meM utarakara dekheM to patA calegA ki AdamI kA jhukAva vRttiyoM kI ora hai / jisa prakAra AdamI vRttiyoM se saMcAlita hotA hai, padArtha ko pakar3atA hai, chor3atA hai, vaha dvayaM hai, pahalI bAta nahIM hai / jhukAva kI pahalI zarta haivRttiyAM / vRttiyAM bAhya jagat meM nahIM haiM / saMskAra bAhya jagat meM nahIM haiM / ve saba bhItarI jagat meM haiN| jahAM saMskAra prabala hotA hai, vahAM padArtha gauNa ho jAtA hai, vaha bilakula bAMdhA nahIM DAlatA / hama isa sacAI ko samajheM ki hama anajAna meM hI antar jagat ko jAna rahe haiM, aura usase prabhAvita hokara hI saba kucha kara rahe haiM / padArtha aura bAhya jagat kA hamArA AkarSaNa bhI Antarika vRttiyoM ke kAraNa hai / yadi ye vRttiyAM Dhala jAeM, to padArtha korA padArtha raha jAe / usake prati hone vAlA AkarSaNa samApta ho jAe / yahI sAdhanA kI prakriyA hai / isa prakriyA meM padArtha korA padArtha raha jaataa| usake prati hone vAlA jhukAva samApta ho jAtA hai| bhojana rahatA hai, para usake prati hone vAlI Asakti samApta ho jAtI hai / jaba taka sAdhanA kA bhAva nahIM jAgatA, AdamI dhyAna meM nahIM utaratA, taba taka vaha bhojana karatA huA bhI bhojana ko nahIM khAtA; Asakti ko khAtA hai, bhojana kI lolupatA ko khAtA hai / vaha nahIM jAnatA ki bhojana kyA hotA hai / lolupatA itanI maharI hotI hai ki bhojana sAmane AtA hai aura vaha saba kucha bhUla jAtA hai / Asakti bhojana ko khAtI hai aura AdamI ko usa bhojana ke svAda kA bhI patA nahIM lagatA / svAda kA sahI patA usa vyakti ko calatA hai, jisake mana meM bhojana kA lobha nahIM hotA, Asakti nahIM hotI / isa sthiti meM hI AdamI jAna sakatA hai ki vaha kyA khA rahA hai / aneka vyakti aise hote haiM, jinheM yAda hI nahIM rahatA ki abhI-abhI kyA kyA khAyA thA / unako pUchane para ve kahate haiM- hameM yAda nahIM hai ki hamane kyA khAyA thA ? yaha kaise saMbhava ho sakatA hai ki khAyA aura yAda nahIM rahA ? mUrcchA itanI saghana hotI hai ki khAyA huA yAda nahIM rahatA / yadi jAgarUkatA se khAyA jAtA, ekalA calo re
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________________ prazna tIna ! samAdhAna eka 265 bhojana ko bhojana mAnakara khAyA jAtA, padArtha mAnakara khAyA jAtA to avazya hI yAda rhtaa| kintu mUchI se khAyA, lAlaca ke naze meM khAyA, lolupatA kI jvAlA meM jalate hue khAyA to AdamI ko kucha bhI patA nahIM clegaa| patA calegA lolupatA ko, lAlaca ko aura mULa ko| ___ vAstava meM AdamI bAhya jagat se prabhAvita nahIM hai / yaha kevala eka AropaNa hai ki AdamI bAhya jagat se prabhAvita hai| sacAI yaha hai ki AdamI antar jagat se prabhAvita hai aura usakA samUcA jIvana antar jagat ke dvArA saMcAlita ho rahA hai| dUsarA prazna hai-pragati kA / pragati atIta meM nahIM huI, aisA nahIM kahA jA sakatA hai| Aja hamAre saMsAra se adhika pragatizIla saMsAra aneka haiM / isa sauramaNDala meM kitane saMsAra bhare par3e haiM jo unnatazIla haiM / jaise-jaise atIta ko khojA jA rahA hai, sacAiyAM ubharakara sAmane A rahI haiM / pirAmiDa kI khoja ne Azcarya meM DAla diyaa| dillI kI kutubamInAra aura lauha-staMbha aneka vaijJAnikoM ke lie Azcarya kA viSaya bane hue haiN| saikar3oM varSa pahale aisI vastueM kaisI banAyI gaI / saikar3oM varSoM se Atapa aura varSA kA AghAta sahate hue bhI usa lauha-staMbha para jaMga kyoM nahIM jamA ? iMjIniyara svayaM Azcaryacakita haiM / ve isakI takanIka ko khojanA cAhate haiN| aura bhI aneka tathya sAmane A rahe haiM / havAI-paTTiyAM sAmane A rahI haiN| aneka prakAra ke yaMtra aura zastra mila rahe haiN| jo prAcIna jIvAzma mila rahe haiM, unheM dekhakara vaijJAnika jagat sacamUca Azcarya meM hai| prAcIna bhAratIya sAhitya meM aise prakSepAstroM kA varNana milatA hai, jinake samakSa Aja ke prakSepAstra nagaNya lagate haiN| unameM eka hai-madana prakSepAstra / usakA prakSepa hote hI sabhI AdamiyoM meM vAsanAeM jAga uThatI haiM, saba kAmagrasta ho jAte haiM / eka hai--nidrA prakSepAstra / usakA prakSeSa hote hI saba nidrAdhIna ho jAte haiN| eka hai-mAyA prakSepa / isake prakSepa se saba vyakti sammohita ho jAte haiN| isI prakAra Agneya prakSepAstra, vAruNI prakSepAstra Adi aneka astroM kA nirmANa atIta meM huA thA aura unakA prayoga bhI hotA rahA hai, kintu sadA aisA hotA hai ki AdamI atIta ko vismRta kara vartamAna se cipakatA hai / isa sthiti meM atIta kI sabhyatA bhulA dI jAtI hai, naSTa ho jAtI hai, sArA jJAna-vijJAna samApta ho jAtA hai| kevala zabda astitva meM rahate haiN| unakA artha vilupta ho jAtA hai| aisA sadA hotA rahA hai, Aja bhI hogA aura Ane vAlA bhaviSya vartamAna
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________________ ekalA calo re kI vaijJAnika upalabdhiyoM ko bhUla kevala zabdoM kI raTana karatA rahegA / ve zabda arthahIna ho jAeMge / taba AdamI vAyuyAna kI yAtrA ko, reDiyo prasAraNa aura vAyaralesa Adi ko kevala gappe mAnegA / vaha yaha kabhI vizvAsa nahIM karegA ki hamAre pUrvaja sudUra dezoM kI yAtrA vAyuyAna meM karate the / dUradUra kI duniyA ke kone meM baiThe loga reDiyo ke dvArA samAcAra suna lete the / binA tAra ke hI hajAroM miloM para baiThe logoM se isa prakAra bAtacIta ho jAtI thI, mAno ve Amane-sAmane baiThe hoN| ye bAteM kabhI samajha meM nahIM AeMgI / hajAra varSa bAda Ane vAlI pIr3hI kahegI, hamAre pUrvaja gappeM hAMkane meM agraja the / unhoMne bahuta mithyA bAteM likhI haiM / isa prakAra vijJAna kI sArI upalabdhiyAM mAitholaoNjI bana jAegI, paurANika kahAniyAM mAtra raha jaaegii| hamane bhI atIta ke sAtha yahI kiyA hai / atIta ke vikAsa kI bAteM, vaijJAnika upalabdhiyAM, jJAna aura prajA kA vikAsa-ye saba Aja hamAre lie paurANika kahAniyAM mAtra banakara raha gaI hai| unakI yathArthatA meM hamArA tanika bhI vizvAsa nahIM hai| kintu sAtha-sAtha Aja kA buddhivAdI AdamI yaha socane ke lie bAdhya ho rahA hai ki yadi atIta meM pragati nahIM hotI to Aja jo kalpanAeM aura saMbhAvanAeM ho rahI haiM ve zUnya meM nahIM hotii| jo varNana prApta haiM, unakA AdhAra avazya hI honA caahie| Aja vAtAnukUlita bhavanoM kI carcA hai| kyA atIta meM vaisA kucha nahIM thA ? kyA yaha nayI kalpanA aura nayA udbhava hai ? nhiiN| atIta meM bhI vaise bhavana nirmita hote the, jo saba RtuoM ke lie sukhadAyI hote the / garmI meM ve bhavana ThaMDe aura sardI meM garma hote the| varSA Rtu meM ve sIlana se pare hote the / una bhavanoM ko 'zItagRha' kahA jAtA thaa| una para kisI bhI Rtu vizeSa kA prabhAva nahIM hotA thaa| aise vastroM kA nirmANa bhI hotA thA, jo sardI meM garma aura garmI meM ThaMDe hote the / aise bhI vastra the jo agni meM nahI jalate the / aise kaMbala bhI banAe jAte jo eka aMgUThI ke cheda se nikAle jA sakate the| kitane mahIna hote the ve kaMbala ! para ve bhayaMkara sardI se bacAne meM sakSama hote the / Aja hama ina sabako kalpanAeM mAnakara TAla dete haiM / yaha hamArA buddhi-daurbalya pratyeka yuga meM AdamI pragati karatA hai / atIta meM pragati huI thii| Aja bhI ho rahI hai / aura bhaviSya meM bhI hotI rhegii| pragati ke ananta bindu
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________________ 267 prazna tIna : samAdhAna eka hote haiM / sAre binduoM para eka sAtha vikAsa nahIM ho sakatA / vikAsa yA pragati eka-eka bindu ko pAra karatI jAtI hai aura Age se Age yaha krama calatA rahatA hai| pragati aura pratigati kA cakra niraMtara calatA rahatA hai| kucheka sauramaMDaloM se vizeSa vikiraNa hote haiM, grahoM kA vizeSa prabhAva hotA hai| kabhIkabhI grahoM-nakSatroM kI aisI anukUla sthiti banatI hai ki vizva meM pragati kI lahara A jAtI hai aura kabhI-kabhI unakI aisI pratikUla sthiti banatI hai ki pralaya kI sthiti utpanna ho jAtI hai| usa samaya sArI pragatiyAM samApta hoM jAtI haiM, AdamI Adima yuga kA AdamI bana jAtA hai / Adima yuga kA AdamI aura vikasita yuga kA AdamI--ye do avasthAeM haiM AdamI kii| ye donoM avasthAeM sauramaMDala se prabhAvita avasthAeM haiM, isalie yaha mAnane kA bhI koI kAraNa nahIM hai ki atIta meM nahIM huI aura yaha mAnane kA bhI koI kAraNa nahIM hai ki cAla pragati kA bhaviSya meM vikAsa nahIM hogaa| nirmANa aura nAza-yaha cakra calatA rahatA hai| isa cakra ko yadi samyak avagati rahatI hai to AdamI kahIM nahIM ulajhatA / ___ Aja kA AdamI asaMtuSTa hai| saMtoSa isa jagat meM kama saMbhava hai, kyoMki asaMtoSa ko ubhArane vAle tattva yahAM bahuta adhika haiM / bAhara ke jagat meM saMtoSa khojanA bhrAnti hai| saMtoSa kevala antar jagat meM praveza pAne para hI ho sakatA hai| jisa vyakti ne sAdhanA ke dvArA, dhyAna kI ArAdhanA ke dvArA apane Apako jAnane kA prayatna nahIM kiyA, usake lie saMtoSa kI saMbhAvanAeM kama rahatI haiN| apane Apako jAnane kA artha hai-cetana ke jagat meM calA jAnA / saMtoSa kevala cetanA ke jagat meM hai, padArtha ke jagat meM saMtoSa nahIM ho sktaa| usameM tRSNA bar3hatI jAtI hai, asaMtoSa ubharatA calA jAtA hai| asaMtoSa bAhara se bhI AtA hai aura bhItara se AtA / cetanA meM yaha nahIM hotA hai / asaMtoSa ke lie Ane ke dvAra aneka haiM / kahIM rukAvaTa nahIM hai| ___ AdamI eka hoTala meM ThaharA / kamare meM gayA / sArI khir3akiyAM khole baiTha gayA / khir3akI se bandara A gyaa| AdamI ne use nikAlA / thor3e samaya pazcAt vaha vApasa A gyaa| eka nahIM, aneka bandara Ane-jAne lge| vaha parezAna ho gyaa| vaha mainejara ke pAsa jAkara bolA-bandara bahuta parezAna kara rahe haiM / kaise rahA jA sakatA hai yahAM ? bolA-cintA mata kro|
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________________ -268 ekalA calo re binA anumati liye daravAje se koI andara nahIM A sakatA / maiMne daravAje para likha diyA hai| kaisI mUrkhatApUrNa bAta hai ! bandara kyA koI AdamI hai ki vaha niSedha ko mAna legA ? daravAjA banda ho to AdamI andara nahIM A sakatA, kintu jo chalAMga lagAkara yA AkAza mArga se A jAe, usake lie daravAje para likhI huI AjJA kAragara kaise ho sakatI hai ? yaha asaMtoSa eka bandara hai / vaha Upara se bhI A sakatI hai, nIce se bhI A sakatA hai / vaha bhItara se bhI A sakatA hai aura bAhara se bhI A sakatA hai| vaha pIche se bhI A sakatA hai aura Age se bhI A sakatA hai| vaha svayaM nahIM AtA, AdamI use bulAtA hai| AdamI use isalie bulAtA hai ki vaha svayaM padArtha meM ulajhA huA hai| usakI sArI cetanA padArtha meM aTakI huI hai| vaha ulajhana aura aTakAva vRttiyoM ke kAraNa ho rahA hai / jaba taka vRttiyoM kI ora dhyAna nahIM kiyA jAtA, taba taka isa samasyA kA samAdhAna nahIM mila sakatA, ulajhana se pare nahIM jAyA jA sakatA / isalie vRttiyoM ko samajhanA bahuta bar3I AvazyakatA hai / vRttiyoM ko samajhe binA yadi asaMtoSa ko nikAleMge to vaha punaH A jaaegaa| koI eka nimitta milA, asaMtoSa nikala gayA / dUsarA nimitta milA, asaMtoSa punaH ubhara AyA / vaha miTatA rahatA hai, ubharatA rahatA hai| DaoNkTara ne rogI se kahA--maiMne cikitsA kii| ApakA bukhAra utara gayA / aba phIsa de deN| seTha ne ceka de diyaa| do dina bAda DaoNkTara bolAare, usa ceka kA bhugatAna hI nahIM huA / baiMka vAloM ne use lauTA diyaa| vaha vApasa A gayA / vaha bolA-are, isameM kyA bAta hai ? ceka vApasa A gayA to dekhie, bukhAra bhI vApasa A gyaa|' __ ceka vApasa AtA hai, bukhAra vApasa AtA hai, asaMtoSa bhI vApasa AtA hai| sArI ulajhanoM se mukta hone kA ekamAtra upAya hai vRttiyoM kA jJAna / vRttiyoM ke mUla ghaTaka haiM vibhinna rasAyana / una rasAyanoM ke kAraNa vyakti meM eka prakAra kI vRtti ubharatI hai aura eka prakAra kA vicAra banatA hai, kalpanA banatI hai / AdamI usa vicAra aura. kalpanA ko samApta karanA cAhatA hai, kintu vRtti ko samApta karanA nahIM cAhatA / jaba taka vRtti samApta nahIM hotI, taba taka rasAyana banate rahate haiM aura ve vyakti ke vicAroM aura vyavahAroM ko prabhAvita karate rahate haiM / AcaraNa, vyavahAra aura vicAra-ye saba pratikriyAeM haiM / mUla kriyA
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________________ prazna tIna : samAdhAna eka 266 ke srota haiM hamArI vRttiyAM yA saMjJAeM / hama pratikriyA ko samApta karane kI bAta na soceM, kriyA ko samApta karane kI bAta soceM / chAyAM ko miTAne se kyA hogA ? AdamI calegA to chAyA par3egI hii| yaha kaise ho sakatA hai ki AdamI cale aura chAyA na par3e / pratyeka padArtha kI chAyA par3atI hai| AdamI pratibimba ko jItA hai aura pratibimba se lar3atA hai| pratibimba se lar3ane kA koI artha nahIM hotA / yadi hameM lar3anA hai to bimba se ldd'eN| pratibimba se na lar3eM, kriyA se ldd'eN| dhyAna kA artha hai-kriyA ko samajhanA, pratikriyA se mukta honA / dhyAna kA artha hai-bimba ko samajhanA, pratibimba se mukta honaa| dhyAna meM sabase pahale zvAsa ko samajhA jAtA hai| zvAsa ko samajhanA kriyA ko samajhanA hai / zvAsa kriyA se jur3A huA hai aura sArI pratikriyAeM usake mAdhyama se bAhara AtI haiM / zvAsa ko dekhate-dekhate eka kSaNa aisA A sakatA hai ki zvAsa ke mAdhyama se utarane vAlI sArI vRttiyAM pratyakSa ho jAtI haiN| jJAta ho jAtA hai ki aba krodha utara rahA hai| krodha kisake mAdhyama se utaregA ? vaha zvAsa ke mAdhyama se utregaa| ahaMkAra bhI zvAsa ke mAdhyama se utregaa| yadi zvAsa zAnta hotA hai to na krodha A sakatA hai aura na ahaMkAra A sakatA hai / vAsanA bhI zvAsa ke mAdhyama se AtI hai| isalie zvAsa ko samajhane kA artha hai vRttiyoM ko samajhanA / zvAsa taka pahuMcane kA artha hai vRttiyoM taka pahuMcanA / yadi pahuMca ThIka hotI hai sArI bAteM ThIka hotI haiN| yadi manuSya vAstava meM ulajhanoM ko miTAnA cAhatA hai to vaha ulajhana meM phaMsakara nayI ulajhana paidA na kare / ulajhana ko miTAne ke lie upayukta AlaMbana le / ye AlaMbana haiM--zvAsa zarIra, caitanya kendra, jaivika vidyut / inase rasAyanoM meM parivartana kiyA jA sakatA hai / yadi hama taTastha bhAva se, samabhAva se sAre parivartanoM aura tattvoM ko dekhane laga jAeM to anAyAsa hI ulajhaneM samApta hone lageMgI aura aisA lagegA ki saba kucha sulajhatA jA rahA hai / hamAre lie koI ulajhana nahIM hai| ulajhana ko miTAne ke lie yadi hama asvIkAra kareM bhAvI jIvana ko, asvIkAra kareM sUkSma jagat ko to koI artha nahIM hogA / chor3a deM do kSaNa ke lie bhAvI jIvana ko, chor3a deM punarjanma ko / hameM paraloka se koI moha nahIM, punarjanma se koI moha nahIM / hama vartamAna ko samajhe, vartamAna janma ko samajha leM / yadi inheM sahI artha meM samajha liyA to punarjanma, bhAvI janma koI ulajhana paidA nahIM kregaa| yadi vartamAna jIvana ko nahIM samajhA aura buddhi ke AdhAra para kevala punarjanma kI carcA karate
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________________ 270 ekalA calo re rahe, paraloka kI carcA karate rahe to vaha carcA bhI bhArI ulajhana paidA kara degii| isalie sabase pahale Rju mArga hai-vartamAna kSaNa ko samajhanA aura vartamAna jIvana ko samajhanA, vartamAna ko dhArmika banAnA, adhyAtmamaya bnaanaa| isa sIdhe rAste para koI ulajhana nahIM AegI aura isase bar3A ulajhana-mukti kA mArga koI hai nhiiN|
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________________ dhyAna : jIvana kI paddhati dhyAna eka ajUbA banA huA hai| dhyAna karane vAle ko vizeSa mAnA jAtA hai / aisA lagatA hai ki dhyAna hamAre jIvana kA abhinna aMga nahIM hai, vaha koI vizeSa sAdhanA hai / sacAI yaha hai ki yaha jIvana kA svAbhAvika krama hai / dhyAna koI bAhara se AyA huA tattva nahIM hai, yaha jIvana kI pUrI paddhati hai / dhyAna na karane vAle kI jIvana-paddhati meM aura dhyAna karane vAle kI jIvana-paddhati meM antara hogaa| donoM kI jIvana-paddhatiyAM samAna nahIM ho sktiiN| hama dhyAna ko eka jIvana-paddhati ke rUpa meM svIkAra kreN| dhyAna se hamAre jIvana kA samUcA krama badala jAtA hai / yadi dhyAna karane se jIvana kI caryA na badale, mAnyatAeM aura dhAraNAeM na badaleM, svabhAva aura AdateM na badaleM to phira dhyAna karane kA koI vizeSa artha samajha meM nahIM aataa| hara AdamI badalatA hai| duniyA meM eka bhI aisA AdamI nahIM jo na bdle| jo loga bahuta rUr3hivAdI haiM, na badalane kI dhAraNA rakhate haiM aura yaha ghoSaNA karate haiM ki sArI duniyA badala jAe, hama kabhI nahIM badaleMge, ve bhI badalate haiM / unheM bhI badalanA par3atA hai| badalanA do avasthAoM meM hotA hai / eka hai paristhiti se badalanA aura dUsarA hai viveka se badalanA / paristhiti se badalanA bAdhyatA se badalanA hai| viveka se badalanA sahaja bhAva se badalanA hai| badalanA donoM hai, para donoM meM AkAza-pAtAla kA antara hai| eka nadI ke kinAre AtizabAjI kA kAryakrama thaa| hajAroM loga ekatrita hue / bhayaMkara AtizabAjI huI / nadI kI sArI machaliyAM bhayabhIta ho gaIM / unhoMne socA-kyA pralaya ho rahA hai ? yaha visphoTa kaisA ? saba ghabarAI huI machaliyAM bar3I machalI ke pAsa gaIM / usane kahA-yaha saba hamAre pApoM kA pariNAma hai / jo pralaya ho rahA hai, AkAza aura jamIna phaTa rahI hai, nadI meM bAr3ha jaisI A rahI hai, yaha saba hamAre hI pApoM kA pariNAma hai / hama bhayaMkara pApa karate haiM / bar3I machaliyAM choTI machaliyoM ko khA jAtI haiM,
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________________ 272 ekalA calo re usI pApa kA yaha paripAka hai| Aja se hama yaha saMkalpa kareM-bar3I machalI choTI machalI ko nahIM khaaegii| saba machaliyAM Akula-vyAkula thIM, bhayabhIta thIM / sabane yaha prastAva mAna liyA / do ghaMTe taka AtizabAjI kA kAryakrama calA / bhayaMkara visphoTa samApta haa| AkAza meM uchalane vAlI cinagAriyAM banda huii| pralaya kA dRzya samApta ho gyaa| sabhI machaliyAM bhayamukta ho gii| jaise hI bhaya miTA, bar3I machaliyAM choTI machaliyoM para jhapaTIM aura unheM nigala giiN| jisa bar3I machalI ne yaha prastAva rakhA thA, usI ne sabase pahale choTI machaliyoM ko khAnA zurU kara diyA / yaha paristhiti ke AdhAra para hone vAlA badalAva hai| yaha yathArtha meM badalanA nahIM hai / kyA samAja meM aisA nahIM ho rahA hai ? jaba koI kaThinAI yA paristhiti sAmane AtI hai, taba AdamI apane Apako badalatA hai| jaise hI kaThinAI samApta ho jAtI hai, paristhiti badalatI hai, taba AdamI mUlarUpa meM A jAtA hai / sArA parivartana samApta ho jAtA hai / jaba vyaktiyoM kI dharapakar3a hotI hai, sarakAra kA rukha kar3A hotA hai, taba AdamI bhaya se kucha badalatA hai| sArA samAja dUdha-dhulA-sA ho jAtA hai / yaha bhaya kI paristhiti se hone vAlA badalAva hai / kucha varSoM pUrva jaba 'aSTagraha' kA AtaMka chAyA thA, taba mRtyu ke bhaya se hajAroM-hajAroM vyakti badale the / jIvana kA sArA krama badala gayA thaa| aSTagraha kA jaba koI prabhAva dRSTigata nahIM huA, bhaya miTA aura AdamI mUla kA bana gayA / sArA parivartana miTa gyaa| yaha vAstavika badalanA nahIM hai, paristhiti ke kAraNa badalanA hai| ___dhyAna kI prakriyA se jIvana badalatA hai / yaha paristhiti se hone vAlA badalAva nahIM hai, viveka se hone vAlA badalAva hai / yaha yathArtha kA badalanA hai| AdamI badalatA hai| usakI dhAraNAeM badalatI haiM, mAnyatAeM badala jAtI haiM, jIvana kI dRSTi badala jAtI hai / jaba taka jIvana kI dRSTi nahIM badalatI, taba taka bAdhyatA kA badalanA hotA hai / jaba jIvana-dRSTi badalatI hai, taba sthAyI badalanA hotA hai / isa badalAva ke bAda AdamI kabhI burA AcaraNa nahIM kara sakatA, dUsaroM ko nahIM satA sktaa| jisa duniyA meM hama jI rahe haiM, usameM saba prakAra ke loga haiN| acche loga bhI haiM aura bure loga bhI haiN| hiMsA meM vizvAsa karane vAle loga bhI haiM aura ahiMsA meM vizvAsa karane vAle loga bhI haiM / saMgraha meM vizvAsa karane vAle bhI
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________________ dhyAna : jIvana kI paddhati 273 haiM aura asaMgraha meM vizvAsa karane vAle bhI haiN| sabhI prakAra ke loga haiN| kisI bhI prakAra kI yahAM kamI nahIM hai / eka AdamI, hajAroM se saMparka / pratyeka saMparka se mastiSka prabhAvita hotA hai / hiMsA ke pakSa meM tarka sunate hI AdamI kA vicAra hiMsA kA samarthana karane laga jAtA hai aura ahiMsA ke pakSa meM tarka sunakara AdamI ahiMsA kA samarthana karane laga jAtA hai / AdamI AstikatA ke tarka sunakara Astika aura nAsti - katA ke tarka sunakara nAstika bana jAtA hai / bar3I vikaTa samasyA hai | isa duniyA meM eka hI vicAra aura eka hI AcAra nahIM hai / eka hI ruci aura eka hI AkarSaNa nahIM hai / nAnA vicAra, nAnA AcAra, nAnA ruciyAM aura nAnA AkarSaNa haiM yahAM / aisI duniyA meM eka AdamI kA jInA aura una saba logoM ke bIca rahakara jInA, kitanA kaThina hotA hai, vahI jAnatA hai jo use bhogatA hai / jo nahIM bhogatA, vaha kyA jAne ? parantu yaha to pratyeka vyakti bhogatA hI / to vyakti dhyAna kI sthiti se gujaratA hai taba usameM zakti jAgatI hai, prANazakti kA vikAsa hotA hai aura yaha zakti use sthira banAtI hai / hajAroM prabhAva Ate haiM, para vaha DolatA nahIM / bar3e-bar3e tUphAna aura bavaMDaroM se parvata nahIM DolatA, vRkSa Dola jAte haiM, dharAzAyI ho jAte haiM / parvata meM itanI sthiratA A gaI ki vaha DolatA nahIM / pAnI kI tIna avasthAeM hotI haiM--tarala, barpha aura bhApa / tInoM eka hI haiM / isameM koI maulika antara nahIM hai / jaba pAnI gAr3hA hotA hai, taba barpha bana jAtA hai aura vahI pAnI jaba eka bindu para pahuMcakara ubalatA hai, taba bhApa bana jAtA hai / pAnI tarala hotA hai, barpha gAr3hA hotA hai aura bhApa ur3anazIla hotI hai / vaha AkAza meM ur3a jAtI hai, patA nahIM calatA / pAnI se barpha kA mUlya jyAdA hai / eka adhyApaka ne vidyArthI se pUchA- pAnI aura barpha meM kyA antara hai ? vidyArthI ne uttara diyA - pAnI binA paise milatA hai aura barpha ke paise lagate haiM - yaha antara hai / pAnI se barpha kA mUlya jyAdA hai aura barpha se bhApa kA mUlya jyAdA hai / citta kI bhI tIna avasthAeM haiN| eka hai pAnI kI taraha tarala, dUsarI hai barpha kI taraha gAr3hI aura tIsarI hai bhApa kI taraha ur3anazIla / jaba citta pAnI kI taraha tarala hotA hai, taba usameM saba kucha mila sakatA hai, mizraNa ho sakatA
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________________ 274 ekalA calo re hai / pAnI meM jo bhI jAegA, vaha usameM ghula-mila jAegA / yahI bAta tarala citta ke viSaya meM hogii| jaba citta tarala hotA hai, taba vaha pratyeka prabhAva se prabhAvita hotA rahatA hai / jaba pAnI barpha bana jAtA hai, taba usameM ghulanazIlatA nahIM hotii| jo bhI DAlA jAegA, vaha nIce lur3haka jAegA / usake sAtha AtmasAt nahIM ho pAegA / yahI bAta gAr3ha citta ke viSaya meM hai| dhyAna eka prakriyA hai citta ko gAr3ha banAne kii| dhyAna ke dvArA citta gAr3hA bana jAtA hai, barpha jaisA bana jAtA hai| isa avasthA meM vaha kisI bhI prabhAva se prabhAvita nahIM hotA / prabhAva AtA hai, TakarAtA hai aura nIce lur3haka jAtA hai / yaha kabhI saMbhava nahIM hai ki prabhAva na Ae, para yaha saMbhava hai ki citta use svIkAra kare yA na kare / jaba taka citta ko dhyAna ke dvArA gAr3hA nahIM banA diyA jAtA, taba taka Ane vAle prabhAvoM se hamArI mukti nahIM ho sktii| dhyAna citta ko sthira banAtA hai / jaba citta sthira banatA hai, taba AdamI prabhAvoM se mukta ho jAtA hai| pratyeka vyakti mukta honA cAhatA hai, mokSa ko prApta karanA cAhatA hai| vaha mAnatA hai ki marane ke bAda mukti milegii| kahAM hai mokSa kI prApti isa yuga meM ? eka bhAI ne pUchA-Aja uttama saMhanana nahIM hai, vajraRSabhanArAca saMhanana nahIM hai, phira yadi mukti kI utkaTa abhilASA ho to vaha kaise prApta ho sakatI hai ? maiMne kahA-kyoM kAmanA karate ho marane ke bAda hone vAlI mukti kI ? vaha to hogI, taba hogI / tuma cAho to jIte-jI mukti kA anubhava kara sakate ho aura mukta ho sakate ho / citta ko jamA kara gAr3hA kara lo, apane Apa anubhava hogA ki hara kSaNa mukti kA bIta rahA hai| jo loga dhyAna kA abhyAsa karate haiM, unheM anubhava hotA hai ki hama mukti kA jIvana jI rahe haiN| hamArI cetanA jaba rAga-dveSa se mukta hotI hai, taba mukti kA anubhava hone laga jAtA hai / baMdhana kA anubhava taba hotA hai, jaba cetanA rAga-dveSa se baMdhI huI hotI hai| dhyAna jIvana kI eka paddhati hai ? jIvana-paddhati meM artha-vyavasthA kA bahuta bar3A sthAna hotA hai / koI bhI jIvanakrama artha-vyavasthA ke binA nahIM cltaa| artha-vyavasthA ke do mukhya tattva haiM-Aya aura vyaya / Aya aura vyaya ke AdhAra para jIvana kA DhAMcA calatA hai / pratyeka vyakti Aya bhI karatA haiM aura vyaya bhI karatA hai|
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________________ dhyAna : jIvana kI paddhati 275 zakti kI bhI Aya hotI hai aura vyaya hotA hai / jo vyakti dhyAna nahIM karatA vaha zakti kI Aya kama karatA hai aura vyaya adhika karatA hai / jaba mana caMcala hotA hai, taba zakti kA vyaya adhika hotA hai, Aya hotI hI nhiiN| jisane dhyAna nahIM sIkhA, kAyotsarga nahIM sIkhA, vaha zakti kI Aya kaise kara pAegA? jisane mana ko sthira karanA nahIM sIkhA, vaha zakti kI Aya kama karatA hai, vyaya adhika karatA hai / jisane vacana ko sthira karanA nahIM sIkhA, mauna nahIM sIkhA, vaha bhI Aya kama aura vyaya adhika karatA hai / jisane zarIra kI caMcalatA ko chor3anA nahIM sIkhA, kAyotsarga nahIM sIkhA, vaha bhI Aya kama aura vyaya adhika karatA hai| ___ zarIra kA krama bar3A vicitra hai / AdamI baiThA hai / sAmane reta hai / usakI aMgulI calatI hai| vaha reta meM akSara yA citra ubhArane laga jAtA hai / yaha likhanA koI sArthaka nahIM hai, kAma kI bAta nahIM hai, prayojana kucha nahIM hai| yaha kevala caMcalatA hai / parantu kyA Apa jAnate haiM ki binA prayojana kI isa pravRtti se zakti kA kitanA vyaya hotA hai ? kevala eka aMgulI hI nahIM cala rahI hai, usake sAtha karor3oM-karor3oM selsa (kozikAeM), karor3oM-karor3oM nyUronsa sakriya hote haiM, taba kahIM eka lakIra khIMcI jAtI hai / rUpaka kI bhASA meM kahA jA sakatA hai ki hindustAna ke sAre kArakhAnoM ke sAre majadUra jitane nahIM haiM, unase adhika majadUra lagate haiM, taba kahIM eka choTI-sI lakIra khIMcI jAtI hai| zakti kA kitanA vyaya ? yadi hama kAyotsarga karanA sIkha jAeM, anAvazyaka pravRtti ko chor3a deM to nirarthaka vyaya hone vAlI zakti ko bacA sakate haiN| eka bhAI ne pUchA-Apa kahate haiM ki dIrgha zvAsa lene se phephar3oM ko pUrI havA mila jAtI hai| hara vyakti ko chaha lITara havA caahie| vaha dIrgha zvAsa se pUrI ho jAtI hai| yadi zvAsa dIrgha nahIM hotA hai to phephar3oM ko kama havA milatI hai / yaha ThIka hai parantu jaba hama kAyotsarga karate haiM, taba zvAsa dIrgha nahIM rahatA, choTA ho jAtA hai, maMda par3a jAtA hai, usase havA pUrI nahIM miltii| to kyA kAyotsarga isa dRSTi se aprojanIya nahIM hai ? __ yaha prazna svAbhAvika hai, kintu hameM yaha jAna lenA cAhie ki havA kI, oNksIjana kI jarUrata taba adhika hotI hai, jaba hama' pravRtti adhika karate haiN| jo vyakti kAyotsarga meM sthira ho jAtA hai, usakI mAnasika, vAcika yA kAyika pravRttiyAM svataH kama ho jAtI haiM aura isalie oNksIjana kI khapata
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________________ 276 ekalA calo re bhI kama ho jAtI hai| jitanA gaharA kAyotsarga, utanI hI prANavAyu kI khapata kama / usakI adhika jarUrata hI nahIM hotii| aisI sthiti ve prANavAyu bhale hI kama jAe phephar3oM meM, koI cintA nahIM hai| cintA taba hotI hai, jaba vyakti kArya meM adhika pravRtta hotA hai aura zvAsa maMda letA hai / isase asantulana paidA hotA hai, aneka gar3abar3iyAM paidA hotI haiN| asaMtulana miTAne kA upAya hai-jitanA kAma kareM, prANavAyu bhI utanI hI mAtrA meM khIMceM, jisase ki phephar3oM ko zakti mile, rakta kI pUrI saphAI ho aura kArbana pUrA nikala jaae| ____ Aja kA yuga mAnasika vikRtiyoM kA yuga hai / vikRtiyAM kyoM paidA hotI haiM ? Aja kA AdamI pravRtti-bahula ho gayA hai| vaha itanA vyasta rahane lagA hai ki eka kSaNa kI bhI use phursata nahIM hai / isa vyastatA ne mAnasika udvegoM ko protsAhana diyA hai, mAnasika bImAriyoM ko janma diyA hai| ye bImAriyAM bar3hatI calI jA rahI haiM / mAnasika bImArI mastiSka se hI janma nahIM letI, phephar3oM se zurU hotI hai| jisa vyakti ke phuphphusa meM kArbana adhika saMcita hotA hai, usake baicenI prArambha ho jAtI hai, zarIra TUTane laga jAtA hai, bhAra kA anubhava hone lagatA hai / yaha kaise nahIM hogA ? inakA mUla hai---dUpita gaisa kA saMcaya, kArbana kA saMcaya / bola-cAla kI bhASA meM kahate haiM---ghuTanoM meM darda hai, kamara aura kaMdhe meM darda hai| darda kahAM paidA nahIM hotA ? jise hamane pAla rakhA hai, vaha samaya-samaya para prakaTa hotA hai| yaha prakaTa isalie hotA hai ki vyaktiyoM kA apAnavAyu dUSita hai| jisakA apAnavAyu dUSita hai, usake aneka darda pleNge| yaha dUSita vAyu darda paidA karatA hai, avarodha utpanna karatA hai / isa apAna kI azuddhi ke kAraNa hI nayI-nayI bImAriyAM paidA hotI haiM / eka hai prANavAyu aura eka hai apAnavAyu / nAka ke dvArA jo vAyu bhItara jAtI hai, vaha hai prANavAyu aura nAbhi ke nIce jo vAyu hai, vaha hai apAnavAyu / apAnavAyu ke dUSita hone kA eka bar3A kAraNa hai bhojana / AdamI cAhatA hai-khUba khAyA jAe, gariSTha padArtha khAe jAeM / ve paceM yA nahIM, usakI use cintA nahIM hai| vaha apanI jIbha ko saMtuSTa karanA cAhatA hai / vaha yaha cAhatA haiM ki use pratyeka bhojana meM svAda kI anubhUti ho| bhojana kI isa galata dhAraNA ke kAraNa apAnavAyu dUSita hotA hai aura vaha aneka bImAriyoM ko janma detA hai| zakti kI surakSA kA ekamAtra upAya hai-prANa kI zuddhi aura apAna kI
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________________ dhyAna : jIvana kI paddhati 277 zuddhi / dhyAna karane vAlA vyakti badalatA hai| usameM kevala yahI badalAva nahIM AtA ki vaha pacAsa minaTa yA sATha minaTa taka dhyAna karatA hai / usakI sArI jIvana-caryA badala jAtI hai| khAna-pAna badala jAtA hai / rahana-sahana badala jAtA hai / vyavahAra aura AcaraNa badala jAtA hai / vaha phira hara pravRtti ko Aya aura vyaya kI kasauTI para kasatA hai| Aja hiMsA kI samasyA bahuta ugna rUpa dhAraNa kara rahI hai| yuddha chir3ate rahate haiM, lar3AiyAM bhar3akatI rahatI haiN| eka hI mAnava-samAja meM jIne vAle loga paraspara eka-dUsare ko mArane laga jAte haiM / eka AdamI kisI dUsare kI hatyA karatA hai aura aparAdha pramANita hone para use nyAyAlaya se AjIvana kArAvAsa yA phAMsI kA daNDa milatA hai| eka AdamI ko mArane para yaha sajA aura udhara yuddha ke maidAna meM eka sainika yadi aneka sainikoM ko mauta ke ghATa utAra detA hai to use 'mahAvIra cakra' jaise puraskAra milate haiM aura vaha sammAnita kiyA jAtA hai| khule meM mArane vAlA aparAdhI nahIM mAno jAtA aura chipe-chipe mArane vAlA aparAdhI mAnA jAtA hai / jIvana kI yaha paddhati isalie vikasita huI ki AdamI dhyAna karanA nahIM jaantaa| jaba taka AdamI dhyAna karanA nahIM jAnatA, taba taka vaha samatA ko nahIM jAnatA / samatA ko jAne binA isa jIvana-paddhati se chuTakArA nahIM ho sakatA / isase chuTakArA taba mila sakatA hai jaba AdamI dhyAna karanA sIkhe / dhyAna ke dvArA jIvana meM samatA kA vikAsa hogA, samatA se rAga-dveSamukta cetanA jaagegii| ___ dhyAna kA mUla artha hai-rAga-dveSa-mukta cetanA kA anubhava / jaba taka rAga-dveSa-mukta cetanA kA anubhava nahIM hotA, taba taka samatA kA avataraNa nahIM hotA aura jaba taka samatA kA avataraNa nahIM hotA taba taka sAmAyika nahIM hotI / jaba taka sAmAyika nahIM hotI, taba taka jIvana kI paddhati nahIM badala sktii| ____ gulAba kA paudhA kucha samAdhAna cAhatA thaa| use eka rAjanItijJa milaa| usase parAmarza kiyA / gulAba ne pUchA-mujhe apanI surakSA ke lie kyA karanA cAhie ? rAjanItijJa bolA-jaise ke sAtha taisA vyavahAra karanA cAhie / hamArI duniyA bar3I bhayaMkara hai / yadi tuma apanI surakSA cAhate ho to zastroM kA nirmANa kro| rAjanItijJa aura kyA salAha de sakatA thA ? gulAba ne socA-parAmarza bahuta acchA hai| vaha prabhAva meM A gyaa| usane
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________________ 278 ekalA calo re apane cAroM ora kAMToM kA jAla bichA liyA / zastra khar3e kara die| ve kAMTe use duHkha dene lage, kaSTa dene lge| vaha gulAba kA paudhA phira eka sAdhaka ke pAsa gayA aura bolA-maiMne apanI surakSA ke lie kAMTe hI kAMTe khar3e kara die / unakI cubhana mere kalevara ko bIMdha na DAle, isalie maiM kyA karUM? mujhe koI upAya btaao| ___ sAdhaka bolA--tumane kAMToM kA jAla bichAkara ucita kAma nahIM kiyaa| jIvana kI yaha paddhati khataranAka hotI hai| kAMToM se na tumhArA bhalA hai aura na tumhAre pAsa Ane vAle kA bhalA hai| tumheM jIvana-paddhati ko badalanA hogaa| tuma aba sugaMdha bikhero|| gulAba ko yaha bAta pasanda A gii| usane phUla ugAe / phUla uge, bar3e hI sundara aura AkarSaka / cAroM ora surabhi bikharane lgii| loga Ane lage / bhInI-bhInI aura madhura sugandha meM kho gae / gulAba ne dekhA / jIvana ke donoM koNa usake sAmane the / vaha donoM ko bhoga cukA thaa| jIvana-paddhati bhI do prakAra kI hotI hai| eka jIvana-paddhati hai kAMToM vAlI aura dUsarI. jIvana-paddhati hai phUloM vaalii| jo loga rAga-dveSa-mukta cetanA ko nahIM jagAte, samatA kA abhyAsa nahIM karate, sAmAyika kI upAsanA nahIM karate, ve apanI surakSA ke lie kAMTe lagAte haiM / ve cAroM ora zastroM kA aMbAra lagAte haiM aura unheM surakSA kA sAdhana aura bhaya-mukti kA kAraNa mAnate haiN| zastroM se surakSA hotI nahIM / eka ke pAsa kAMTA hai to dUsare ke pAsa usa kAMTe ko tor3ane vAlA dUsarA bar3A kAMTA hai / isa kAMToM kI duniyAM meM koI kAMTA sabase bar3A nahIM hai| hara kAMTA choTA hotA hai, jaba usake sAmane bar3A kAMTA Akara khar3A ho jAtA hai / ina kAMToM ko samApta kiyA jAtA hai, phUloM ke vistAra ke dvArA / hamArI jIvana-paddhati phUloM kI paddhati bane / vaha dhyAna, samatA aura rAga-dveSa-mukta cetanA ke dvArA hI saMbhava ho sakatI hai| dhyAna kA abhyAsa karane vAle yaha kabhI na mAne ki dhyAna kA mArga kaThinAI se mukta hai| bar3I kaThina hai dhyAna kI sAdhanA / kintu yaha jIvana kI paddhati ko badalane kA upakrama hai / jIvana kI paddhati ko badalanA, vikAsa karanA khatare se khAlI nahIM hotaa| kaThinAiyAM AtI haiM / jokhima lenI par3atI hai / isa duniyA meM aisA kabhI nahIM huA ki kisI AdamI ne vikAsa kiyA ho aura khatarA mola na liyA ho| aisA kabhI hotA nhiiN|
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________________ dhyAna : jIvana kI paddhati 276 AcArya tulasI ne terApaMtha kA bahuta vikAsa kiyA, para hama jAnate haiM ki pratyeka vikAsa ke upakrama ke sAtha khatare kI saMbhAvanA banI rahatI thI, jokhima uThAnI par3atI thii| jo khatare aura jokhima se DaratA hai, vaha phakIra kA phakIra raha sakatA hai, jahAM baiThA hai, vahIM baiThA raha sakatA hai, para vikAsa nahIM kara sktaa| jisa vyakti meM sAhasa hotA hai, dhairya hotA hai, kaThinAiyoM ko jhelane kI kSamatA hotI hai, vaha khataroM ko mola letA hai aura Age bar3hatA jAtA hai| vaise vyaktiyoM kA upAdAna pAkara hI aisI sRSTi kA nirmANa hotA hai, jahAM kAMTe nIce raha jAte haiM aura phUloM kI surabhi se sArA vAyumaNDala surabhita ho jAtA hai /
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________________ dhyAna : kaThina yA sarala dhyAna vartamAna vizva kA sabase adhika carcita viSaya hai| vijJAna bhI bahuta cacita rahA hai| kintu dhyAna usase bhI mahattvapUrNa carcA kA viSaya bana gayA / vijJAna ke pariNAmoM ko jAna lene aura dekha lene ke bAda manuSya ko lagA ki jo cAhie thA, vaha aba taka nahIM milaa| vijJAna kI bahuta upalabdhiyAM sAmane AyIM, sukha-suvidhAoM ke sAdhana bar3he, pracura vikAsa huA, pragati zikhara ko cUmane lgii| itanA hone para bhI manuSya kI pyAsa bujhI nhiiN| vaha pyAsA hI raha gyaa| usakI bhUkha miTI nhiiN| vaha bhUkhA hI raha gyaa| use yaha anubhava ho rahA hai ki pyAsa se kaMTha sUkhatA jA rahA hai aura jaTharAgni adhika prajvalita ho rahI hai / kucha aisA upAya ho, jisase pyAsa zAMta ho, bhUkha miTe / upAya kI khoja prArambha huii| prabuddha loga adhyAtma kI ora mur3e aura vizeSataH ve loga mur3e jo bhautikatA ke antima bindu para pahuMca cuke the| unhoMne yaha anubhava kiyA ki manuSya kI pyAsa adhyAtma ke dvArA hI bujha sakatI hai| vijJAna ke pAsa isakA koI upAya nahIM hai / isa nirupAyatA se phira adhyAtma kI jyoti jalI hai, phira dhyAna kA mUlyAMkana huA aura usakA mahattva bar3hA hai| isalie Aja samUce vizva meM vijJAna se bhI jyAdA carcita viSaya hai dhyAna / dhyAna adhyAtma kA prANa hai| dhyAna ke binA adhyAtma kA mUlyAMkana nahIM kiyA jA sakatA, use samajhA aura parakhA nahIM jA sktaa| vyakti ke mana meM eka prazna nirantara ubharatA rahatA hai ki dhyAna kA mahattva hai kintu usakI ArAdhanA kaThina hai| usakI sAdhanA sarala nahIM hai| prazna hai kaThinatA kA aura saralatA kaa| vaha kaThina isalie lagatA hai ki usake sAtha kucha pUrva dhAraNAeM jur3I huI haiN| usake sAtha bhaya kI bhAvanA juDI huI hai| jaise hI AdamI dhyAna karane AMkheM mUMdakara baiThatA hai, vikalpoM kA jAla-sA bicha jAtA hai| jo vikalpa sAmAnyataH nahIM Ate, calate-phirate yA kAma karate hue nahIM Ate, anyAnya kI carcA karate samaya nahIM Ate, ve sAre vikalpa, jAnI-anajAnI smRtiyAM dhyAna meM baiThate hI Ane laga jAtI haiN| dhyAna se pUrva yaha pratIta hotA
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________________ dhyAna : kaThina yA sarala 281 hai ki cetanA kA AkAza zUnya hai, khAlI hai| AMkheM banda karate hI vikalpa ke bAdala maMDarAne laga jAte haiM / ve garajate haiM, barasane kI taiyArI karate haiM aura unameM bijaliyAM kauMdhane lagatI haiN| vikalpoM kA tAMtA TUTatA hI nhiiN| eka ke bAda dUsarA vikalpa uThatA rahatA hai aura vaha antahIna bana jAtA hai| sAdhaka ghabarA jAtA hai| vaha socatA hai, yaha kyA ho gayA ? isase to acchA hotA ki dhyAna hI nahIM krte| usa samaya vikalpa kahAM the ? dhyAna meM itane vikalpa ki jinakI kalpanA bhI nahIM kI jA sktii| dhyAna bar3I kaThina sAdhanA hai| ___ eka bhAI A kara bolA--maiMne dhyAna kI sAdhanA zurU kI thI, para aba chor3a dI hai| maiMne mAlA japanA aura sAmAyika karanA bhI prArambha kiyA thA, para unheM bhI chor3a denA pdd'aa| maiMne pUchA-kyoM ? aisI kyA sthiti A gaI thI? vaha bolA-jaba maiM dhyAna nahIM karatA, mAlA nahIM japatA aura sAmAyika nahIM karatA taba acchA banA rahatA hUM aura jaba ye kriyAeM karatA hUM taba gandA bana jAtA haiN| isalie maiMne yaha nirNaya kiyA hai ki na karanA hI acchA usa bhAI kI bAta sahI hai, galata nahIM hai| para hama usa sacAI ko nahIM jAnate ki aisA kyoM hotA hai ? AdamI ne bahuta gaMdagI ekatrita kara rakhI hai| vaha bAhara kI saphAI bahuta karatA hai, para bhItara kI saphAI vaha karatA hI nhiiN| use vaha jarUrI bhI nahIM lgtii| vaha bAhara se caMgA aura bhItara se gaMdA hai| kitanA gaMdA ! eka amerikana mahilA DaoNkTara je0 sI0 TrasTa ne hAI phrIkvensI ke kaimaroM se phoTo lie| vaha apanI pustaka 'eTama eNDa orA' meM likhatI hai--maiMne sApha-suthare aura sundara zarIra vAle vyaktiyoM ke phoTo lie, kintu unakA AbhAmaNDala bahuta mailA, ghinaunA, bhaddA, dekhate hI ghRNA utpanna karane vAlA thaa| yaha unake manobhAva kA pratIka thaa| aise logoM ke bhI phoTo lie jo dIkhane meM bhadde, maile-kucale, gaMde vastra pahane hue the, kintu unakA AbhA-maMDala ujjvala, nirmala pavitra thaa| maiM yaha dekhakara hairAna raha gii| maiMne socAyaha kyoM? isakA samAdhAna yaha milA ki jisa vyakti kI bhAvanA nirmala hotI hai, usakA AcAra pavitra hotA hai, jisakA vicAra zuddha hotA hai, jisakA vyavahAra karuNa aura ahiMsA se paripUrNa hotA hai, usa vyakti kA AbhAmaMDala atyanta pavitra, nirmala aura sundara camakIleM raMgoM vAlA hotA hai, phira bhale hI
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________________ 282 ekalA calo re" vaha vyakti bhadde zarIra vAlA ho yA gaMde kapar3e pahane hue ho / jisa vyakti kA AcAra aura vicAra nirmala nahIM hai, vyavahAra krUratApUrNa hai, vaha kitane hI sApha-suthare kapar3oM meM rahe, usakA AbhAmaMDala gaMdA hogA, kAle raMgoM vAlA , bhaddA hogA / hogA, Aja ke AdamI kA vizvAsa bAharI zuddhi meM adhika hai, bhItarI zuddhi meM kama hai / vaha pratidina apane bhItara apavitra vicAroM, vAsanAoM aura bure saMskAroM kA saMgraha karatA hai, kitanA bar3A bhaNDAra bharA huA hai / use khAlI karanA bhI saMbhava nahIM hai / parata para parata jamatI calI jAtI hai / itanI parateM jama gaI haiM ki unako ukhAr3anA bhI sahaja nahIM hai / AdamI jaba pravRtti meM hotA hai taba caMcala hotA hai / caMcalatA apane Apa meM burAI hai / usa sthiti meM use bhItarI saMskAroM kA bodha nahIM hotA / jaise hI vaha sthira hotA hai, AMkheM, banda kara baiThatA hai, taba bhItarI saMskAra virodha karanA prArambha kara dete haiM / bhItara meM pratikriyA hotI hai aura taba vikalpa eka-eka kara ukhar3ane lagate haiN| kUr3AkarkaTa kA Dhera jaba jamA huA hotA hai, taba usase utanI badabU nahIM AtI, jitanI badabU ukher3ate samaya AtI hai dhyAna meM mana jaba ekAgra hotA hai, taba bhItara meM sthita vAsanAeM ubharatI haiM, krodha aura hiMsA kI bhAvanA jAgatI hai, ' kisI kI hatyA kara DAlane yA corI karane kA vicAra ubharatA hai, aura na jAne kitanI bhAvanAeM, kitane vicAra jAgate haiM aura bAhara Ate haiM / inheM dekha AdamI ghabarA jAtA hai / vaha socatA hai-- itane vicAra to pahale kabhI nahIM satAte the / jaba se maiMne dhyAna zurU kiyA hai, taba se burI burI chAyAeM, AkR-tiyAM satAne laga gaIM / / dhyAna satAne kI prakriyA nahIM hai / yaha jame hue khajAne ko bAhara nikA lane kI prakriyA hai / jo jamA par3A hai, vaha dhyAna ke dvArA ukhar3atA hai aura bAhara jAnA cAhatA / AdamI ise galata samajha letA hai / yahIM aisI sthiti meM guru kI AvazyakatA hotI hai / yadi koI upayukta guru nahIM milatA to sAdhaka sthiti se ghabarAkara jo karatA hai, use bhI chor3a detA hai aura yadi upayukta guru kA yoga mila jAtA hai, sahI mArgadarzana milatA hai to vaha ghabarAtA nahIM, socatA hai - bImArI pAla rakhI hai, davAI lenI zurU kI hai, riekzana to hogA hI / davA kA kAma hai- bImArI ko jar3a se ukhAr3anA / jaba jar3eM ukhar3eMgI to sAmane vAlA bhI pratirodha karegA, pratikriyA jatAegA / yaha pratikriyA koI burI bAta nahIM hai / use saMbhAlane kI jarUrata hai / use saMbhAlane vAlA cAhie.
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________________ dhyAna : kaThina yA sarala 283 aura ThIka vyavasthA dene vAlA caahie| isa dRSTi se kahA jA sakatA hai ki dhyAna-sAdhanA bahuta kaThina sAdhanA hai| dUsarA pahalU yaha hai ki dhyAna karanA bahuta sarala sAdhanA hai| isameM kucha karanA nahIM pdd'taa| isameM kevala sthira hokara baiThanA par3atA hai| na calanAphiranA, na bolanA, na socanA, kucha bhI nahIM karanA pdd'taa| yaha kaThina kaise hai ? kaThina taba hotA jaba isameM bhAra uThAnA hotA, lambI yAtrA karanI hotI / duniyA meM paidala calanA, yAtrA karanA, bojha uThAnA, dUkAnadArI karanA, khetI karanA, lar3AI karanA, gRhasthI calAnA--ye sAre kaThina kArya haiN| dhyAna bahuta sIdhA kArya hai| usameM kucha bhI nahIM karanA par3atA / na khAnA-pInA, na calanA-bolanA, kucha bhI nhiiN| kevala zAMta hokara baiThe rhnaa| kitanA sarala aura sIdhA kArya hai yaha ! dhyAna se adhika sarala kArya hai hI nahIM duniyA ___kaThina aura sarala kucha bhI nahIM hotA saMsAra meM / yaha kevala sApekSa kathana hai| jisakI upayogitA samajha meM na Ae, baha kAma kaThina mAna liyA jAtA hai| kisAna khetI karatA hai / usase pUchA jAe-kyA khetI karanA kaThina kAma hai ? vaha kahegA-nahIM, khetI karanA sabase sarala kAma hai / na isameM khAte-bahI kI jarUrata hotI hai aura na sarakArI kAgajAta banAne kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| isase adhika sarala kAma koI bhI nahIM saMsAra meN| cAra mAsa parizrama karo aura ATha mAsa ghara baiThe mauja kro| khetI kI upayogitA bahata spaSTa hai| jisakI upayogitA kA spaSTa anubhava hotA hai, usameM AdamI ko kisI bhI prakAra kI kaThinAI mahasUsa nahIM hotii| yadi khetI kI koI upayogitA na ho, anAja koI kAma na AtA ho, usa sthiti meM kisAna se kahA jAe ki tuma khetI karo to vaha eka hI dina meM ghabarA jaaegaa| vaha kahegA-itanI teja dhUpa meM hala calAnA, bIja bonA, kitanA kaThina kAma hai| vaha khetI nahIM kara paaegaa| kintu jisakI upayogitA ko AdamI mAna letA hai, usa kArya meM use kaThinAI kA anubhava nahIM hotA / kaThinatA aura saralatA ke nirNaya kA ekamAtra sUtra hai-upayogitA aura anupayogitA / upayogI hotA hai vaha sarala aura anupayogI hotA hai vaha kaThina / dhyAna kaThina hotA hai usake lie jisako dhyAna karane kI sahI vidhi hastagata nahIM huI hai| dhyAna kI takanIka, paddhati kA bodha honA caahie| karane kI paddhati kA bodha nahIM hotA, taba pratyeka kArya kaThina ho jAtA hai /
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________________ 284 ekalA calo re karane kI paddhati kA bodha hotA hai, taba vahI kArya sarala bana jAtA hai / AdamI avadhi yA binA paddhati se varSoM taka dhyAna karatA rahe, use milegA kucha bhI nhiiN| taba usakI dhAraNA bana jAegI ki dhyAna-sAdhanA kaThina hai / jaba paddhati hAtha meM A jAegI, taba dhyAna-sAdhanA sarala pratIta hone lgegii| unheM lagegA ki dhyAna-sAdhanA Ananda prApti kA saralatama upAya hai| Ananda kI anubhUti hai to vaha kAma kaThina kaise ? paddhati kA jJAna honA caahie| sAsa ne bahU se kahA-'bahUrAnI ! bAhara jA rahI huuN| khayAla rakhanA, ghara meM aMdherA na ghusa jaae|' sAsa calI gaI / sUryAsta huA / bahU bholI thii| usane socA---'aba aMdhere ke Ane kA samaya hai|' usane sabase pahale sAre daravAje aura khir3akiyAM banda kara diiN| sAre rAste banda kara die| aMdhere ke Ane ke lie koI rAstA khulA nahIM chodd'aa| phira bhI dhIre-dhIre aMdherA chAne lgaa| sArA ghara aMdhere se bhara gyaa| bahU ne hAtha meM lAThI lI aura aMdhere ko pITanA zurU kiyaa| hAtha chila ge| lahUluhAna ho gae / aMdherA saghana hotA gyaa| sAsa aayii| bahU kI sthiti dekhakara bolI-'bahUrAnI, aMdherA' lAThiyoM se nahIM miTatA / vaha dIpaka jalAne se miTatA hai|' sAsa gaI, diyAsalAI lI, dIpaka jalAyA, aMdherA miTa gayA / aMdhere ko miTAne kI paddhati hotI hai, takanIka hotI hai / dhyAna kI bhI eka paddhati hai, takanIka hai| dasa-bIsa varSa taka bhI dhyAna karate raho, yadi vidhi hastagata nahIM hai to aMdherA gAyaba nahIM hogA, yaha caita kA sUrya prakAzita nahIM hogA, mAyA aura mUrchA kA timira miTegA nhiiN| yadi vidhi hastagata ho jAe, cetanA kI razmi prApta ho jAe to andherA gAyaba ho jAegA, anyathA bhaTakAva ke atirikta kucha nahIM hogaa| jaba vyavasthita paddhati se dhyAna kiyA jAtA hai, taba AdamI ko aneka anubhava hote haiM aura vaha dhyAna ko nirarthaka nahIM maantaa| jaba taka koI nijI anubhava nahIM hotA, taba dhyAna usake lie nirarthaka hotA hai| __isalie dhyAna sarala hai yA kaThina, isakA koI eka uttara nahIM diyA jA sakatA / dhyAna kaThina bhI hai aura sarala bhI hai| upayogitA kA bodha ho gayA aura paddhati hastagata ho gaI to dhyAna sarala hai| upayogitA kA bodha nahIM huA aura paddhati pakar3a meM nahIM AyI to dhyAna kaThina hai / ____ Aja ke jana-jIvana meM dhyAna kI atyadhika upayogitA hai / Aja ke loga kahate haiM-aba dharma upayogI nahIM rhaa| itanI bhautika pragati aura vaijJAnika
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________________ dhyAna : kaThita yA sarala 285 zodha ho jAne ke pazcAt dharma anupayogI ho gayA, purAnA bana gyaa| vaha atIta kI smRtimAtra bana gyaa| isa ikkIsavIM sadI meM usakI koI upa. yogitA nahIM rahI yaha kathana bhramapUrNa hai| kyA hama zAzvata tattva ko anupayogI siddha kara sakeMge ? jo zAzvata hai, traikAlika hai, vaha anupayogI kaise ho sakatA hai ? dharma yadi sacAI hai, vaikAlika hai to kabhI anupayogI nahIM ho sktaa| Aja ke yuga meM dharma kI aura adhika upayogitA hai| isakA kAraNa bahuta spaSTa hai / bhautika zarIra ke lie sArI suvidhAeM juTA lene ke bAda bhI hamArA mAnava zarIra aura bhAvanAtmaka zarIra Aja jyAdA vyathita hai| hama tIna AyAmoM meM jIte haiM 1. bhautika zarIra kA AyAma, 2. mana kA AyAma, 3. bhAvanA kA AyAma / bhautika zarIra sthUla hai| mana usase sUkSma hai aura bhAvanA usase bhI sUkSma hai| bhAvanA mana ko prabhAvita karatI hai aura mana zarIra ko prabhAvita karatA hai| ye tIno jur3e hue haiN| yadi hama kevala isa bhautika zarIra ko hI pakar3ate haiM, samUcA dhyAna isI para kendrita karate haiM to samasyA kA samAdhAna nahIM hotA / yahI kAraNa hai ki Aja kA AdamI adhika pAgala hotA jA rahA hai, mAnasika vikRtiyoM se adhika grasta hotA jA rahA hai| AdamI ne apanI sArI zakti isa sthUla zarIra para kendrita kara rakhI hai / isa zarIra ko ArAma mile, ise sukha-suvidhA mile, yahI usakA lakSya bana gayA hai| kintu sacAI yaha hai ki jaba taka AdamI mana para dhyAna nahIM detA, bhAvanA para dhyAna nahIM detA, vaha samasyA se kabhI mukta nahIM ho sktaa| AdamI samasyA ko sulajhAtA hI kahAM hai ? vaha eka samasyA ko isa jeba se usa jeba meM DAla detA hai aura anUbhava karatA hai ki vaha usa samasyA se mukta ho gyaa| yaha kaisI mukti ? eka AdamI basa meM yAtrA karatA thaa| vaha basa meM kele khAtA aura chilake ko khir3akI se sar3aka para pheMka detaa| eka dina eka bhAI ne kahA-bhAI ! sar3aka para chilake DAlanA ucita nahIM hai| dUsare phisalakara gira par3ate haiN| chilakoM ko ekAnta meM DAlanA cAhie / usane kahA-acchI bAta hai| dUsare dina kI bAta hai| pUrva dina vAle donoM yAtrI eka hI basa meM baiThe hue the| eka ne kele chIle, khAe aura chilake DAla diye| sar3aka para nahIM,
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________________ 286 ekalA calo re anyatra khiiN| sAthI ne kahA-dhanyavAda ! kala maiMne kahA, use tumane mAna liyaa| Aja chilake sar3aka para nahIM pheMke / usane kahA-sar3aka para to nahIM pheMke para mere pAsa meM jo dUsarA yAtrI baiThA thA, usakI jeba meM cupake se chilake DAla diye / sar3aka para unheM DAlane kI naubata hI nahIM AyI / saMbhava hai, hara AdamI aisA hI karatA hai| vaha samasyA ko dUsaroM ke jeba meM DAlatA jAtA hai aura yaha mAna letA hai ki samasyA kA samAdhAna ho gayA / samasyA sulajhatI nhiiN| eka samasyA sulajhatI hai to dUsarI ulajha jAtI hai| samasyA samAdhAna kA sahI mArga hai-mana para dhyAna denA, bhAvanAoM para dhyAna denA / zarIra ke liye jo bhI kAma kiyA jAtA hai, usako karane se pUrva yaha socanA hogA ki maiM yaha kAma zarIra kI suvidhA ke liye kara rahA hUM, para isase kahIM mana kI samasyA ulajha to nahIM rahI hai ? kahIM bhAvanA kI samasyA gaharI to nahIM hotI jA rahI hai ? hama tInoM samasyAoM para eka sAtha dhyAna deN| jaba taka zarIra kI samasyA, mana kI samasyA aura bhAvanA kI samasyA para .samaveta rUpa meM dhyAna nahIM deMge, taba taka samAdhAna nahIM milegaa| bhAvanA kI samasyA hotI hai| bhAvanA meM rAga-dveSa hotA hai| rAga kI bhI samasyA hotI hai aura dveSa kI bhI samasyA hai| vaha soce, maiM aisA kAma to nahIM kara rahA hUM, jisase kI rAga-dveSa bar3he, bhAvanAeM malina hoN| ye Age bahuta staaeNgii| ___ zarIra ko kauna satAtA hai ? zarIra to becArA jar3a hai, use satAtA kauna hai ? ye bhAvanAeM zarIra ko satAtI haiM / bhAvanAeM bahuta sUkSma hotI haiN| jaba ye apane paramANuoM kA vikiraNa karatI haiM, taba ye mana ko satAtI haiN| mana jaba satAyA jAtA hai, taba vaha socatA hai-maiM akelA hI kyoM bhogU? zarIra bhI to merA sAthI hai / mana paramANuoM kA vikiraNa karatA hai aura taba becArA zarIra bhI satAyA jAtA hai / sabase adhika daMDa zarIra ko bhoganA par3atA hai / hama zarIra ke lie jo kucha kareM, usake sAtha-sAtha yaha bhI soca leM ki isa kriyA kA prabhAva mana para kyA hogA, bhAvanA para kyA hogA ? kintu aisA pratIta hotA hai ki mana ko dekhane vAlI AMkha bhI AdamI kI baMda hai aura bhAvanA ko dekhane vAlI AMkha bhI baMda hai / usake sAmane zarIra ko dekhane kI eka hI AMkha khulI hai| do AMkha hote hue bhI AdamI 'kAnA' (eka AMkha vAlA) bana rahA hai| eka nahIM, sabhI AdamI kAne haiM, kAne vyakti kA-sA vyavahAra kara rahe haiM / ve kevala zarIra ko hI dekhate haiM, isalie kAne haiM / ve na mana ko
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________________ dhyAna : kaThina yA sarala 287 dekhate haiM aura na bhAvanA ko / jisa vyakti ne dhyAna kiyA hai, jisane citta ko nirmala banAne kI sAdhanA kI hai, usakI tInoM AMkheM khula jAtI haiN| kitanA bar3A lAbha hotA hai| tInoM AMkheM barAbara kAma karane laga jAtI haiN| vaha pratyeka kArya ko karate samaya zarIra ko dekhatA hai, mana ko dekhatA hai aura bhAvanA ko dekhatA hai, tInoM ko dekhatA hai| phira yaha nirNaya karatA hai ki yaha kArya lAbhaprada hai yA nahIM ? yaha kArya karUM yA nahIM ? karttavya aura akartavya kA nirNaya pustakoM ke AdhAra para nahIM ho sakatA / vaha nirNaya ho sakatA hai apanI nirmala cetanA ke AdhAra para / nirmala cetanA kA jAgaraNa hotA hai, dhyAna ke dvArA / jaba AdamI jJAtA hai aura draSTA banatA hai, taba usakI nirmala cetanA jAgatI hai / jaba nirmala cetanA kA jAgaraNa hotA hai, taba bhoktA bananA kaThina hotA hai, jJAtA-draSTA bananA sarala hotA hai| jaba taka nirmala cetanA nahIM jAgatI, jaba taka bhoktA bananA sarala hotA hai, jJAtA-draSTA bananA kaThina hotA hai| dhyAna kA upayoga hai jJAtA-draSTA bananA / isakA tAtparya hai, hara ghaTanA ko jAnanA-dekhanA kintu usako bhoganA nahIM / yaha sthiti dhyAna-sAdhaka ke lie sahaja bana jAtI hai| jaba dhyAna kI cetanA nahIM jAgatI, ekAgratA aura nirmalatA kA abhyAsa nahIM hotA, usa sthiti meM bhoganA sarala hotA hai| koI bhI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai aura vaha use bhogane laga jAtA hai| usake prabhAva se prabhAvita ho jAtA hai / / isa sAre sandarbha meM jaba hama dharma yA dhyAna para vicAra karate haiM to spaSTa pratIta hotA hai ki Aja ke yuga ko inakI aparihArya AvazyakatA hai| isakA kAraNa bahuta spaSTa hai / Aja kA AdamI zArIrika, mAnasika aura bhAvanAtmaka bImAriyoM se grasta hai kyoMki vaha zArIrika (phijikala), mAnasika (meMTala) aura bhAvanAtmaka (imozanala)-ina tInoM prakAra ke tanAvoM se pIr3ita hai / Aja ye tInoM jitanI pracura mAtrA meM haiM, utanI mAtrA meM pahale nahIM the / dhyAna ke dvArA hI inase chuTakArA pAyA jA sakatA hai| isa sandarbha ko dhyAna meM rakhakara hI hama kaha sakeMge ki dhyAna kitanA kaThina hai aura kitanA sarala
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________________ namaskAra mahAmaMtra : prayoga aura siddhi pauSa kA samaya zArIrika vRddhi ke lie hotA hai aura loga akasara zarIra para bahuta dhyAna dete haiN| ve zarIra ko svastha rakhanA cAhate haiM puSTa rakhanA cAhate haiM, mAMsala banAnA cAhate haiN| vaha sundara dIkhe, yahI kAmanA rahatI hai| isa bhrama ko tor3anA hai| ___maiM yaha nahIM kahanA cAhatA ki zarIra svastha na ho yA zarIra sundara na ho / para hamArA dhyAna kevala zarIra ke saundarya para, zarIra ke svAsthya para hI kendrita ho jAtA hai to hama bahuta bar3I upalabdhi se vaMcita raha jAte haiM / vAstava meM saundarya honA cAhie masStika kaa| jisakA mastiSka sundara hai, vaha sundara hotA hai aura jisakA mastiSka sundara nahIM hotA, vaha bhaddA hai| phira cAhe vaha dIkhane meM kitanA hI gorA ho yA kitanA hI sugaThita ho, puDhe kitane hI majabUta hoN| sArI zaktiyoM kA jo mUla srota hai, vaha hai mastiSka / mastiSka se sArA kaMTrola hotA hai| jaba mastiSka ke selsa lar3akhar3A jAte haiM to jIvana kI sArI yAtrA lar3akhar3A jAtI hai| Avazyaka hai mastiSka ko svastha aura sundara rakhanA / jisa vyakti ne apanI zakti ko, cAhe sardI kA samaya ho, cAhe garmI kA samaya ho, mastiSka ke saundarya ko bar3hAne ke lie aura mastiSka ko svastha rakhane ke lie lagAI hai, vaha vAstava meM samajhadAra AdamI hai / ____ svAsthya jarUrI hotA hai / eka vyakti ko dekhA, usakA zarIra kAMpa rahA hai, na para Tikate haiM, na hAtha TikatA hai aura na kaMdhe Tikate haiN| isakA kyA kAraNa banA ? jo zarIra kA saMtulana rakhane vAlA, hamArI kanapaTiyoM ke pAsa kendra hai, usameM gar3abar3I ho gaI aura sArA zarIra lar3akhar3A gyaa| usase sArA zarIra lar3akhar3A jAtA hai, pUrA vyaktitva lar3akhar3A jAtA hai| hama aisA upAya kareM, jisase ki mastiSka svastha rahe / mastiSka svastha rahegA to zarIra apane Apa svastha rahegA / zarIra kA svAsthya aura mana kA svAsthya-donoM jur3e haiM / inheM alaga karanA bahuta kaThina kAma hai| Apako jJAta hai ki bahuta sArI bImAriyAM zarIra kI bImAriyAM nahIM hotIM, mana kI
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________________ 286 namaskAra mahAmaMtra prayoga aura siddhi bImAriyAM hotI haiM | svAsthya bhI zarIra kA nahIM, jyAdA mana kA hotA hai / Aja kAyika bImAriyAM kama haiM, manokAyika bImAriyAM jyAdA haiM / ve hI jyAdA parezAna karatI haiM / hArTa Trabala bahuta hai / kaiMsara kI bImArI bahuta hai / alsara bahuta hai / ye sArI bImAriyAM aura isa prakAra kI anya bhayaMkara bImA - riyAM manokAyika bImAriyAM haiM / hamAre sAmane do bAteM AtI haiM- zarIra kA svAsthya aura mana kA svAsthya | zarIra kA bala aura mana kA bala / ina donoM meM bhI eka sambandha hai / hama soceM vAstavika svAsthya kyA hai ? eka lekhaka ne kavitA likhI aura saMpAdaka ke pAsa prakAzanArtha bheja dI / usameM likhA- ' saMpAdaka mahodaya ! Apake patra meM Ajakala bahuta sArI kavi - tAeM chapatI haiM / maiM par3hatA hUM aura merI dhAraNA banI hai ki una kavitAoM meM sira-paira nahIM hote / maiM jo Apako kavitA bheja rahA hUM, usameM sira bhI hai, paira bhI haiM / Apa par3hakara svayaM jAna leMge / ' kucha dinoM bAda saMpAdaka ne kavitA ko lauTAte hue likhA- 'tumhArI kavitA meM sira aura paira mile, para prANa: nahIM milA, isalie lauTA rahA hUM / ' korA sira aura paira kAma nahIM detA, jaba prANa nahIM hotA / hamArI sArI: zakti kA, hamAre svAsthya kA AdhAra prANazakti hotI hai / prANa nahIM hotA to sira par3A rahe paira par3e raheM, sAre zarIra kA DhAMcA par3A rahe to kucha nahIM hotA / prANa calA gayA to saba kucha calA gayA / prANa hai to saba kucha hai / hamArI svAsthya kI dhAraNA badalanI caahie| zarIra kA sthUla honA, mAMsala honA, yaha koI svAsthya kI avadhAraNA nahIM hai / svAsthya kA artha hotA hai| prANazakti kI pracuratA / jisa vyakti meM prANazakti kI pracuratA hotI hai, vaha svastha hotA hai aura jisakI prANazakti durbala bana jAtI hai, vaha asvastha bana jAtA hai / cikitsAzAstrIya dRSTi se hara vyakti ke cAroM ora bImArI ke kITANu, nAnA prakAra ke vAyarasa parikramA karate rahate haiM, zarIra ke bhItara praveza karate rahate haiM / kintu taba taka ve AkramaNa nahIM kara sakate jaba taka hamArI pratirodhAtmaka zakti acchI hotI hai| jaba taka zarIra kI pratirodhAtmaka zakti acchI hotI hai taba taka unakA vaza nahIM calatA / jaba zarIra kI prati-rodhAtmaka zakti kama ho jAtI hai, lAla aNuoM ke sAtha zveta aNu kama ho jAte haiM aura unake lar3ane kI kSamatA kama hotI hai to ve kITANu aura jIvANu
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________________ 260 ekalA calo re - AkramaNa karanA zurU kara dete haiM / yaha rajisTeMsa paoNvara kyA hai ? yaha usI prANazakti kI eka dhArA hai jo hamAre zarIra ke bhItara pravAhita hotI hai / isa - sandarbha meM namaskAra mahAmaMtra ko samajhA jA sakatA hai / prANa- vikAsa kA bahuta bar3A sAdhana hai--- zabda | zabda kI taraMgeM hameM bahuta prabhAvita karatI haiN| do taraMgeM haiM / eka zabda kI taraMga aura eka raMga kI taraMga / ye vyakti ko bahuta jyAdA prabhAvita karatI haiN| donoM taraMgeM haiM aura donoM haiM prakAza kI taraMgeM / raMga prakAza kA unaMcAsavAM prakampana hai / zabda bhI eka prakampana hai / ye donoM prakampana vyakti ko bahuta prabhAvita karate haiM / jitane zabda haiM, ve apanI taraMga paidA karate haiM / yaha to - Apane dekhA hai ki tAlAba meM eka DhelA pheMkA aura eka lahara bana gaI / yaha zAyada nahIM dekhA ho ki bolate haiM aura eka lahara bana jAtI hai / hamane to dekhA hai / pUnA ke Dakkana kaoNleja meM hama ge| vahAM dekhA ki yaMtra lagA huA hai / jaise hI hama bolate haiM, usa yaMtra para eka lahara - sI daur3a jAtI hai / kabhI aisA lagatA ki koI sAMpa daur3a rahA hai / kabhI aisA lagatA ki koI bijalI kI dhArA pravAhita ho rahI hai / nAnA prakAra kI AkRtiyAM usameM bana jAtI haiM / hama jo bhI bolate haiM, usakI taraMgeM bana jAtI haiN| maMtra kI zakti kA eka artha hotA hai, zabdoM kA vaha cayana jo zaktizAlI prakaMpana paidA kara sake / ve pUre vAyumaMDala ko, pUre AkAza maMDala ko prakaMpita kara skeN| yaha maMtrazakti kA eka aMga hotA hai / maMtra meM zabda hotA hai, artha hotA hai, uccAraNa hotA hai aura bhAvanA hotI hai | zabda, artha, uccAraNa aura bhAvanA -- maMtra-zakti ke ye cAra avayava haiM / pahalI bAta hai ki maMtra kI sAdhanA karane vAlA vyakti isa bAta ko jAnatA hai| ki kina zabdoM kA cayana karanA hai / thor3A-sA galata hotA haiM to mantra hAni bhI bahuta pahuMcAtA hai / zabdoM kA cayana galata ho gayA, bahuta nukasAna kara -degA aura zabdoM kA cayana ThIka huA to bahuta kalyANakArI bana jAegA / * artha kA bodha bhI honA cAhie ki mantra kA artha kyA hai ? tIsarI bAta hai usakA uccAraNa sahI honA cAhie / uccAraNa meM gar3abar3I bhI bahuta kaThinAI paidA karatI hai / agara eka hI prakAra ke prakampana paidA nahIM hote, bIca meM dhAra TUTa jAtI hai, taraMga kI jitanI lambAI honI cAhie vaha nahIM hotI, -bIca meM TUTa jAtI hai to vaha zakti paidA nahIM hotI / cauthI bAta hai usake -sAtha zraddhA aura bhAvanA kA yoga honA caahie| prAthamikatA kI dRSTi se
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________________ namaskAra mahAmaMtra : prayoga aura siddhi 261 dekheM to pahalI bAta hai zraddhA / jitanA zraddhA kA yoga hogA, mantra utanA hI phaladAyI bnegaa| phira usake bAda uccAraNa kI bAta ko bhI gauNa nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / ho sakatA hai ki zraddhA hai aura galata uccAraNa meM kAma bana jAtA hai para jitanA kAma bananA cAhie, utanA nahIM bntaa| agara cAroM bAteM ThIka hotI haiM to lAbha ho sakatA hai, vaha lAbha truTi rahane para nahIM ho sktaa| ye cAroM bAteM ThIka honI cAhie-zraddhA, samyak uccAraNa, artha kA bodha aura zabdoM kA samyak cayana / __ namaskAra mahAmantra aisA mantra hai ki jisameM zabdoM kA zaktizAlI cayana huA hai / kahA jA sakatA hai ki duniyA meM jitane mantra upalabdha haiM, una mantroM se adhika zaktizAlI kahUM to Apa svIkAra kareM yA na kareM para kisI bhI mantra se yaha kAma zaktizAlI nahIM hai, yaha kahane meM mujhe koI kaThinAI nahIM lgtii| kevala jaina paraMparA ke hI nahIM, dUsare vidvAn, dUsare mantravid isa bAta ko svIkAra karate haiM ki namaskAra mahAmantra bahuta zaktizAlI mantra hai| abhIabhI saradAra zahara meM isa viSaya ko jAnane vAle eka ajaina vyakti ne kahAmaiMne aneka mantroM kA japa kiyA, para itanA zaktizAlI mantra mujhe koI nahIM lgaa| yaha pustaka kI nahIM kintu apane anubhava kI bAta batA rahA huuN| eka musalamAna bhAI thA jo namaskAra mahAmantra kA bahuta prayoga karatA thaa| vaha kahatA ki jaina loga kyoM jagaha-jagaha bhaTakate haiN| unake pAsa namaskAra mahAmantra jaisA zaktizAlI mantra hai, phira sthAna-sthAna para kyo jAte haiM ? AvazyakatA kyA hai ? zaktizAlI kyoM hai ? isa gaharAI meM abhI maiM nahIM jAUMgA kyoMki mere sAmane jo pariSad hai, vaha isa gaharAI ko nahIM pakar3a paaegii| agnitattva, vAyutattva, AkAzatattva Adi tattva haiM / kisa akSara meM kauna-sA tattva hai aura kisa prakAra ke paramANuoM kI saMghaTanA hotI hai, kauna-sA koNa banatA hai, yaha gaharA viSaya bana jAegA, para itanA avazya kahanA cAhUMgA ki jisa mantra meM 'Nam' hotA hai, vaha bahuta zaktizAlI mantra bana jAtA hai| 'Na' aura 'Na' para anusvAra hotA hai vaha bahuta zaktizAlI mantra bana jAtA hai| jisa mantra meM 'a' aura 'ra' hotA hai, vaha mantra bahuta zaktizAlI mantra bana jAtA hai aura jisa mantra meM 'siddha' zabda hotA hai, vaha mantra bahuta zaktizAlI bana jAtA hai / 'jisa mantra meM 'hU' hotA hai, 'Na' hotA hai, vaha mantra bahuta zaktizAlI bana
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________________ 262 ekalA calo re jAtA hai / 'savvasAhUNaM', isameM 'Na' hai 'hU' hai| arahaMtANaM meM 'a' hai aura 'ra' hai / agni tattva 'ra' aura AkAza tattva 'ha'--ye sAre milakara mantra ko bahuta zaktizAlI banA dete hai| zraddhA isa mantra kA mUla hArda hai / yaha mantra prArambha hotA hai 'Namo' se / 'Namo' ahaMkAra kA visarjana hai| ahaMkAra ke visarjana se hI mantra prArambha hotA hai, namaskAra se hI mantra prArambha hotA hai| jo vyakti namana karatA hai, namaskAra karatA hai, samarpaNa karatA hai, vahAM ahaMkAra ke lie koI sthAna nahIM hotaa| sAdhanA ke kSetra meM jisa vyakti ne ahaMkAra aura mamakAra para vijaya nahIM pAyI, usakI sAdhanA eka sAMsArika bana jAtI hai, mAtra laukikatA bana jAtI hai| vaha sAdhanA meM do kadama bhI Age nahIM bar3ha sktaa| sAdhanA kA rahasya hotA hai-samarpaNa aura samarpaNa kA artha hotA hai-ahaMkAra aura mamakAra kA visarjana / bahuta sAre loga samarpaNa meM ulajha jAte haiN| samarpaNa hai kyA ? apane ahaMkAra kA aura apane mamakAra kA visarjana karane kA nAma hI samarpaNa hai| jaba taka ahaMkAra aura mamakAra hotA hai, taba taka samarpaNa nahIM aataa| jaba maiM thA taba guru nahIM, aba guru hai maiM nAMhi / 'premagalI ati sAMkarI, tAM meM do na samAhi / ' kabIra ne likhA hai--jaba maiM (ahaMkAra) thA taba guru nahIM milaa| cAhe Apa AcArya tulasI ko, AcArya bhikSu ko guru mAne yA cAhe aura kisI ko guru mAneM, na Apane AcArya tulasI ko pahacAnA, na AcArya bhikSu ko pahacAnA, na kisI anya ko pahacAnA / taba taka guru Apake pAsa bhaTakegA hI nahIM, pAsa meM AegA hI nhiiN| 'pAva kosa para gAMva-gAMva to pAva kosa para hI thA, para vaha use hI DhUMr3hatA rhaa| patA hI nahIM claa| guru to pAsa meM baiThA hai para milatA hI nahIM / milatA kaise, kyoMki ahaMkAra aura guru donoM Aga aura pAnI kI bhAMti virodhI haiM, jo kabhI eka nahIM ho sakate / yA to Aga hogI yA pAnI hogaa| yadi ahaMkAra hai to guru nahIM milegaa| guru A gayA to maiM (ahaMkAra) calA gayA / vaha kaise TikegA ? yaha samarpaNa kI galI itanI saMkarI hai, yaha pagaDaMDI itanI saMkarI hai ki isameM do eka sAtha nahIM cala sakate / maiM aura guru-donoM ko eka sAtha calAnA cAhe to donoM eka sAtha nahIM cala sakate / yA to guru ko chor3anA hogA yA maiM ko chor3anA hogaa| namaskAra mahAmantra meM sabase pahale 'maiM' ko chor3ane kI bAta AtI hai|
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________________ namaskAra mahAmaMtra : prayoga aura siddhi 263 ' Namo arihaMtANaM' - Apa jaba eka bAra namaskAra kara lete haiM arhat ko, siddha ko, AcArya ko yA upAdhyAya ko to unake prati samarpaNa kA bhAva bana jAtA hai aura samarpaNa kA bhAva banA ki guru Apako mila gayA aura mantra Apake lie phaladAyI honA zurU ho gayA / Apa jAnanA cAheMge ki isakA svAsthya . se kyA sambandha hai ? prANazakti kA vikAsa, taijasa zakti kA vikAsa hI svAsthya kA mUla srota hotA hai / hamArA eka zarIra hai sthUla zarIra, jise paribhASA kI zabdAvalI meM kahate haiM- audArika zarIra / yaha hAr3a-mAMsa yA kucha dhAtuoM kA banA huA zarIra hai / kyA itanA hI hai hamArA vyaktitva ? kyA itanA hI hai hamArA astitva ? itanA hI nahIM hai / isase aura Age hai / hamAre isa zarIra ke bhItara eka dUsarA zarIra hai / usa zarIra kA nAma hai taijasa zarIra, jise prANika zarIra, vidyut zarIra kahate haiM / hamAre zarIra meM, Aja zarIrazAstra kI dRSTi se, do cIjeM mukhya hotI haiM - eka vidyut aura eka rasAyana / ye do hI hamAre sAre vyaktitva kA saMcAlana kara rahe haiM / hamAre zarIra meM bijalI hai / hamAre mastiSka ko kAphI bijalI cAhie / vaha bijalI phela ho jAe, basa mastiSka bhI phela ho jaaegaa| sabhI taMtra phela ho jAeMge / hamAre zarIra ko bijalI kI jarUrata hotI hai / yaha bijalI hamArI prANadhArA hai / Aja kI sAiMsa kI bhASA meM usakA nAma hai bijalI aura jaina darzana kI bhASA meM usakA nAma hai - prANa, prANazakti / prANazakti ke bAre meM Aja ke parAmanovaijJAnika bhI bahuta Age bar3ha gae haiN| bahuta khojeM ho rahI haiM 'vAiTala phorsa' 'aura 'vAiTala enarjI' ke viSaya meM / vAiTala enarjI jaba kama ho jAtI hai to vyakti kA sArA jIvana bImAra hone lagatA hai| eka DaoNkTara kitanI hI davA - iyAM deM, agara prANazakti ke kamajora hone para davAI kAma kare to koI AdamI maregA hIM nahIM / hara AdamI ko amara banA diyA jAegA / kintu davAI taba taka hI kAma karatI hai, jaba taka bhItara meM prANazakti prabala hotI hai / prANazakti ke manda hone para koI kAma nahIM hotA / hamAre isa zarIra ke bhItara dUsarA sUkSma zarIra hai- prANazakti kA / vaha hai taijasa zarIra yAnI bijalI kA zarIra, prakAza kA zarIra / mantra kA sambandha isa sthUla zarIra se zurU hotA hai aura mantra kI zakti pahuMcatI hai usa taijasa zarIra taka / tejasa zakti ko sakriya banAnA, prANazakti ko sakriya banAnA, bijalI ko zaktizAlI banAnA yaha maMtra kA mukhya kAma hotA hai /
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________________ 264 ekalA calo re hama 'Namo siddhANaM' kA uccAraNa karate haiN| yaha 'siddhANaM' sUrya kA sUcaka hai / hamAre zarIra ke bhItara sUraja hai, cAMda bhI hai, buddha, guru, zukra, zani aura rAhu-ketu bhI haiM / hamAre zarIra ke bhItara pUrA sauramaMDala hai| isa sauramaMDala ko purAne haThayoga ke AcAryoM ne cakra kahA / Aja ke zarIrazAstrI ise plekSas kahate haiM / jitane glaiNDas haiM, antaHsrAvI granthiyAM haiM,--pIniyala, picyUTarI, thAirAiDa Adi-Adi aura eDrInala-ye sAre ke sAre sauramaMDala haiM / prekSAdhyAna kI paribhASA meM inheM caitanya-kendra kahate haiN| ye caitanya kendra haiM / yaha hamAre bhItara kA sauramaMDala hai| jisa vyakti kA sUraja kamajora bana gayA to usakI buddhi kamajora bana jaaegii| jisa vyakti kA buddha aura bRhaspati kamajora bana gayA to usa vyakti kI vivekazakti aura cintanazakti kamajora bana jaaegii| jisa vyakti kA candramA kamajora bana gayA to usa vyakti kA mana durbala bana jAegA, svAsthya bhI kamajora bana jaaegaa| aba bhItara kA sauramaMDala kamajora banatA hai, kisI jyotiSI se dikhAo kuMDalI, to kahegA'isa graha kA prabhAva ThIka nahIM ho rahA hai aura ye gar3abar3iyAM paidA ho rahI haiN|' __ namaskAra mahAmaMtra ke dvArA apane bhItara ke sauramaNDala ko zaktizAlI banAyA jA sakatA hai, zArIrika aura mAnasika bala ko adhika vikasita kiyA jA sakatA hai / hama jaba namaskAra mahAmaMtra kA bhAvanA ke sAtha uccAraNa karate haiM to usa uccAraNa ke pAMca caitanyakendra hote haiM / 'Namo arahaMtANaM'-isakA dhyAna kiyA jAtA hai mastiSka pr| yaha jJAnakendra hai hmaaraa| 'Namo siddhANaM'-isakA dhyAna kiyA jAtA hai darzanakendra pr| donoM bhRkuTi aura donoM AMkhoM ke bIca / 'Namo AyariyANaM'--isakA dhyAna kiyA jAtA hai vizuddhikendra para, yAnI thAirAiDa para, kaMTha kA madhya bhAga-kaMThamaNi pr| 'Namo uvajjhAyaNaM' kA dhyAna kiyA jAtA hai Anandakendra para / hRdaya ke pAsa jo gaDDhA hai use Anandakendra yA anAhatacakra kahate haiM / 'Namo loe savvasAhUNaM' kA dhyAna kiyA jAtA hai zaktikendra para, jo rIr3ha kI haDDI ke nicale sire meM hai aura aisA lagatA hai ki asaMkhya cAMdI ke camakate hue tAra vibhakta ho rahe. haiN| vahAM isakA dhyAna kiyA jAtA hai| ye pAMca caitanya-kendra haiM, pAMca pada haiM aura pAMca raMga haiM / 'Namo arahatANaM'kA sapheda raMga ke sAtha, 'Namo siddhANaM' kA lAla raMga ke sAtha, bAla sUrya ke raMga jaisA, 'Namo AyariyANaM' kA pIle raMga ke sAtha, 'Namo uvajjhAyaNaM' kA
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________________ namaskAra mahAmaMtra : prayoga aura siddhi hare raMga ke sAtha aura 'Namo loe savvasAhUNaM kA nIle raMga ke sAtha / jaina dhvaja meM pAMcoM raMga haiN| isameM thor3A-sA eka bhrama ho gayA, zAyada hamArI bhUla ke kAraNa hI huaa| jaba mahAvIra kI pacIsavIM nirvANa zatAbdI manAI jA rahI thI, usa samaya cAra sampradAya ke hama cAra muni baiThe aura yaha nirNaya liyA ki jainoM kA eka dhvaja honA caahie| jaina-dhvaja ke lie hamane namaskAra ke mahAmaMtra ke pAMca padoM ke AdhAra para pAMca raMga cune / sapheda hai-arhanta kA / lAla raMga hai-siddha kA / pIlA hai-AcArya kA / harA hai-upAdhyAya kaa| muni kA honA cAhie thA nIlA, kintu yahAM zabda thA zyAma / zyAma kA artha usa samaya kAlA hI kara liyA, vAstava meM zyAma kA artha kAlA nahIM hotA / kRSNa ko zyAma varNa kahA jAtA hai| vAsudeva kRSNa kA zyAma varNa hai / para zyAma kA artha kAlA nahIM hai| zyAma kA artha nIlA hotA hai| ariSTanemi kA varNa zyAma thA, para vaha kAlA nahIM hai| yaha kAle aura zyAma ke ciMtana meM usa samaya thor3A antara raha gayA aura yaha kAlA raMga A gayA / vAstava meM yaha nIlA honA cAhie / yaha dhvaja 'namaskAra mahAmantra' kA pratIka hai| pAMcoM raMga isake sAtha haiN| ye pAMca raMga, pAMca caitanya kendra aura namaskAra mahAmaMtra ke pAMca pada-inakA pariNAma kyA hotA hai ? vaidika loga saMdhyA karate haiN| saMdhyA meM viSNu, ziva aura brahma-tInoM kI upAsanA kI jAtI hai / Aja to zAyada ve loga bhI bhUla gae mUla bAta ko / tInoM kI tIna raMgoM ke sAtha pUjA kI jAtI hai| ve tIna raMga haiM-nIla, pIta aura kAlA yA zveta / ina raMgoM meM pUjA kI jAtI thI saMdhyA ke samaya / kyoMki hamAre svAsthya para raMgoM kA bahuta adhika prabhAva hotA hai| kAraNa ki raMga hamAre rasAyanoM ko badalate haiM, zarIra kI vidyut ko badalate haiN| granthiyoM ke jo srAva hote haiM, ve srAva hI vAstava meM hamAre jIvana ko saMcAlita karate haiN| jisa vyakti kA thAirAiDa glaiNDa ThIka kAma nahIM kara rahA hai yA jyAdA kAma kara rahA hai, yA to vaha nATA ho jAegA yA phira laMbA ho jaaegaa| zarIra meM mukhya kriyA hotI hai--cayApacaya kI / vaha bigar3a jAegI, kharAba ho jaaegii| jisakA eDrInala glaiNDa ThIka kAma nahIM karatA, usakI bahuta sArI kriyAeM bigar3a jaaeNgii| ye srAva saMtulita hotI haiM-prANazakti ke dvArA / ye maMtra usako saMtulita karate haiM / thAirAiDa ko saMtulita karate haiN| harA raMga AdhyAtmika raMga hai aura sAtha-sAtha meM svAsthya ke lie bahuta anukUla hotA hai / yaha zarIra meM jamA hone vAle sAre vijAtIya tattvoM ko naSTa
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________________ 296 ekalA calo re karatA hai| elopaithI meM jitanI eMTIbAyoTiksa haiM, harA raMga sabase acchA eMTobAyoTiksa hai / usa meM bahuta viSanAzaka zakti hai| kucha loga prayoga to karate haiM / AMkha thor3I-sI duHkhatI hai aura hare raMga kI paTTI laga jAtI hai| jAnakAra loga sAMpa kATe para bhI hare raMga kA prayoga karate haiM, hare raMga kI 'paTTI lagA dete haiM / hare raMga kA kapar3A pahana lete haiN| harA raMga viSa-nAzaka hotA hai / svAsthya bigar3atA hai, zarIra meM jamA hone vAle viSoM ke kAraNa / hama loga viSa to bahuta jamA karate hI haiM, kintu use nikAlanA nahIM jaante| Apa koI bhI cIja cuna leM khAne ke lie-cAhe dUdha yA aura kucha / Apa to yahI jAnate haiM ki dUdha amRta hai, para kyA dUdha ke sAtha-sAtha viSa nahIM jAtA ? dUdha meM bhI viSa hotA hai / loga kahate haiM ki pAlaka kA sAga bahuta guNakArI hotA hai, para usameM bhI to bahuta viSa hotA hai| koI bhI bhojana aisA nahIM hai ki jisameM jahara na ho| hara vastu meM jahara hotA hai| hara vastu mAtrA-bheda se hamAre zarIra meM viSa paidA karatI hai| prAkRtika cikitsA kA to yaha siddhAMta hai ki bImArI kA matalaba hai zarIra meM vijAtIya tattvoM kA ikaTThA honA, jahara kA ikaTThA honA / unake pAsa eka hI davA hai-enImA lo, miTTI kI paTTI lgaao| zarIra meM jo viSa jamA hai, use nikAla do, apane Apa hI ThIka ho jAoge / basa svastha hone kA yahI eka sUtra hai| 'namaskAra mahAmaMtra' viSa ko nAza karane vAlA hai| 'Namo uvajjhAyANaM' kA Ananda kendra para hare raMga ke sAtha dhyAna kiyA jAtA hai to hamAre zarIra meM aura mana meM jame hue vijAtIya tattva aura viSaile paramANuoM kA utsarjana hotA hai| ve bAhara nikala jAte haiN| ___Namo loe savvasAhUNaM' yaha bahuta zaktizAlI maMtra hai| isakA raMga hai nIlA / nIlA raMga bahuta mahattvapUrNa hotA hai| nIlA raMga aneka prakAra kI bImAriyAM aura mAnasika ulajhanoM ke lie zAyada sabase zaktizAlI davA hai| garmI bar3ha gaI, raktacApa bar3ha gayA, raMga-cikitsA calatI hai| kisI raMga cikitsA ke pAsa jAeM aura pUche ki raktacApa bahuta bar3ha gayA to sIdhA sujhAva degA ki nIle raMga kI botala meM pAnI bharo, sUraja kI dhUpa meM rakho, cAra-pAMca ghaMTe bAda usa pAnI kI eka auMsa mAtrA le lo, raktacApa kama ho jAegA, garmI kama ho jAegI, yaha bImArI kama ho jaaegii| jaina AcAryoM ne svAsthya ke lie do maMtroM kA cunAva kiyA-'Namo loe savvasAhUNaM' aura usakA dUsarA rUpa kiyaa-'svvsaahuunnN'| ina donoM kA
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________________ namaskAra mahAmaMtra : prayoga aura siddhi 267 sthAna hai--zaktikendra / hamAre zarIra meM zakti ke tIna vizeSa kendra haiM--(1) rIr3ha kI haDDI kA nicalA hissA, (2) nAbhi kA bhAga aura (3) kaMTha kA bhAga / ye zakti ke tIna bar3e kendra haiN| 'Namo loe savvasAhUNaM' ke sthAna kA cunAva bhI vaha kendra kiyA gayA hai, jo zakti kA sabase bar3A bhaNDAra hai / hama bhojana karate haiM, usase prANazakti kA nirmANa hotA hai| lIvara, tillI, penkriyAja, AmAzaya, pakvAzaya, choTI-bar3I AMteM, nAbhikendra ke AsapAsayahAM zakti kA nirmANa hotA hai aura isakA bhaMDAra hotA hai rIr3ha kI haDDI ke nicale sira meM / vahAM usakA sTora rahatA hai aura phira usakA vitaraNa hotA hai, upayoga hotA hai| pIlA raMga manobala ke lie bahuta jarUrI hai| Aja ke choTe-choTe vidyArthI Ate haiM aura kahate haiM ki smRti bahuta kamajora hai| bar3A Azcarya hotA hai ki abhI dudhamuMhe bacce aura abhI smRti bahuta kamajora ! para aisA hotA hai / pIlA raMga-jJAnataMtuoM ko, manobala ko majabUta banAne vAlA hotA hai| zarIrabala ke rahane para bhI, buddhibala ke rahane para bhI manobala kamajora hotA hai to vAstava meM mastiSka svastha nahIM rahatA, bahuta durbala hotA hai / lAla raMga zakti kA pratIka hai, svAsthya kA pratIka hai / lAla raMga TaoNnika hotA hai / bahuta zaktizAlI hotA hai / siddha ve hote haiM jo parama zakti ko upalabdha ho gae haiM / 'Namo arahaMtANaM' kA dhyAna sapheda raMga ke sAtha ho / spekTrama meM sUrya kI kiraNa ke sAtha sapheda raMga dikhAI detA hai to vahAM sAtoM raMga rahate haiM, sArI zakti samAI huI rahatI hai| sapheda raMga meM sArI zaktiyAM samAI huI hotI haiN| 'Namo arahaMtANaM' meM ve sArI zaktiyAM haiN| isase mastiSka kA saMtulana, mastiSka kA vikAsa hotA hai| yaha sabase mahattvapUrNa upalabdhi hai| Aja kI nayI vaijJAnika khojoM ne kucha bahuta mahattvapUrNa bAteM btlaaiiN| mastiSka ke do hisse hote haiM-eka dAyAM hissA aura eka bAyAM hissA aura tIsarA bhAga kareM to pIche kA hissA / Aja kA AdamI zarIra se bImAra kyoM hai jyAdA ? Aja kA AdamI mana se bImAra kyoM hai ? Aja kA AdamI caritra se bImAra kyoM hai ? isakA kAraNa Aja kA zarIra-zAstrI, Aja ke sAikolaoNjisTa batalAte haiM ki jaba AdamI kA bAyAM hissA jyAdA vikasita hotA hai to vaha jyAdA bhautika banatA hai, bhautika AsthAvAlA banatA hai| usameM caritra kI AsthA nahIM hotii| usameM caritra kA bala nahIM hotaa| acchAiyAM AeMgI aura acchAiyoM ko
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________________ 268 ekalA calo re. vApasa kara degA / choTI-sI kahAnI hai yA vyaMgya hai seTha ko bukhAra A gyaa| DaoNkTara ko bulAyA, bukhAra ThIka kara dii| seTha ne eka ceka de diyaa| tIna dina bAda DaoNkTara AyA aura bolA-'seTha sAhaba ! ApakA ceka to baiMka se vApasa A gayA / seTha ne kahA-bhaI, cintA kI koI bAta nahIM hai, hamArA bukhAra bhI vApasa A gyaa| acchAiyAM AtI haiM para vaha unheM lauTA detA hai| hamAre pAsa zaktiyAM bhI AtI haiM, zaktiyoM kA avataraNa bhI hotA hai kintu hama lauTA dete haiN| unheM rakhane ke lie hamAre pAsa aisI koI tAkata nahIM, koI aisI zakti nahIM, jisase Ane vAlI zaktiyoM ko hama rijarva kara sakeM, koI bhaMDAra bhara sakeM,. surakSita rakha sakeM / aisA koI sAdhana nahIM hai / 'Namo arahatANaM' isa zabda kI taraMgoM ke dvArA jaba jJAnakendra sakriya hotA hai, mastiSka kI kozikAeM zaktizAlI hotI haiM, aura usameM sapheda raMga surakSita rahatA hai to bhaMDAra bharane kI tAkata bhI bar3ha jAtI hai| namaskAra mahAmaMtra ke padoM, unake caitanyakendroM aura raMgoM ke bAre meM thor3IsI jAnakArI dI aura usakA kisa prakAra hamAre zArIrika aura mAnasika svAsthya ke sAtha saMbaMdha hai, isa viSaya meM thor3A-sA jAnA / maiM samajhatA hUM ki itanA bhI bahuta paryApta hai / prArambha meM itanA-sA jAna liyA jAe to bahuta sArA jAna liyA jAtA hai / aba unakA kaise upayoga kiyA jAe aura svAsthya ke sAtha kaise jor3A jAe, yaha batAnA zeSa rahatA hai| agara svAsthya ke sAtha nahIM jur3atA to prANa ke sAtha bhI nahIM jur3atA aura prANa ke sAtha jur3e binA koI bhI maMtra prabhAvI nahIM banatA, zaktizAlI nahIM bntaa| mUla bAta hai-maMtra ke sAtha prANa ko sthApita kara denA / yaha maMtrazAstra kA mahAna rahasya hai / ise jAnane vAlA bahuta lAbha uThA sakatA hai| jo isa bAta ko nahIM jAnatA, vaha itanA lAbha nahIM uThA sktaa| ina choTI-choTI bAtoM ko agara Apa jAna leM to bahuta lAbhAnvita ho sakate haiN| ina sAre rahasyoM ko Apa saMketa mAtra jAna sakeM to isa mahAmaMtra ke dvArA zarIrabala. buddhibala, manobala aura Atmabala ko atirikta mAtrA meM vikasita karane meM saphala ho sakate haiM /
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________________ tanAva kyoM ? nivAraNa kaise ? Arthika jagat meM sAmyavAdI dhArA meM AsthA rakhane vAlA vyakti bhI adhyAtma ke sAtha jur3atA hai to koI virodhAbhAsa jaisA pratIta nahIM hotaa| Aja hamArI yahI samasyA hai ki jIvana meM visaMgatiyAM bahuta haiM, virodhAbhAsa bahuta haiN| jIvana-yAtrA ke tIna stara haiM--vicAra, bhAvanA aura pravRtti / ina tInoM ke sAtha bahuta visaMgatiyAM haiM aura itanI gaharI visaMgatiyAM ki jahAM saMgata jaisA kucha lagatA hI nahIM hai| kabhI-kabhI pravRttiyoM meM visaMgatiyAM AtI haiN| eka ghaTanA hai choTI-sI / isake dvArA hama mUlyAMkana kara sakate haiN| gRha maMtrAlaya se jela adhikArI ke pAsa nirdeza AyA ki purAnI jela choTI par3a rahI hai / kArAvAsa kA nayA bhavana banAnA hai| kucha hI dina bIte, dUsarA Adeza AyA ki naye bhavana banane meM sAmagrI lgegii| ataH purAnI jela kI jitanI sAmagrI hai, use kAma meM lenA hai| thor3e dina bAda tIsarA Adeza AyA ki jaba taka nayA bhavana na bana jAe, purAnA bhavana nahIM tor3anA hai| yaha kaisI visaMgati hai ! nayA bhavana banAnA hai| purAne bhavana kI sAmagrI kAma meM lenI hai / nayA bhavana na bana jAe, taba taka purAnA bhavana tor3anA nahIM hai / to yaha kevala Adeza kI visaMgati hI nahIM hai, hamAre jIvana-yAtrA meM pagapaga para aisI visaMgatiyAM AtI haiN| ina virodhAbhAsoM aura visaMgatiyoM kA kAraNa hai tanAva / mAnasika tanAva se bhI bar3A tanAva hotA hai bhAvanAtmaka tanAva / prekSA dhyAna kI bhASA meM hamArA phArmUlA hai--upAdhi, Adhi aura vyAdhi / upAdhi kA artha hai--bhAvanAtmaka tanAva / bhAvanAtmaka tanAva hotA hai, taba mAnasika tanAva hotA hai| Adhi kA artha hai-bhAnasika ulajhaneM, mAnasika bImAriyAM aura jaba Adhi hotI hai to vyAdhiyAM hotI haiM, bImAriyAM hotI haiM / Ajakala to meDikala sAiMsa meM bhI yaha mAna liyA gayA ki bahuta sArI bImAriyAM manokAyika hotI haiN| hamArI duniyA meM jahAM hama sthUla ke AdhAra para calate haiM, vahAM adhikAMza cikitsA kAyika bImAriyoM kI hotI hai / adhikAMza haoNspiTala, adhikAMza DispeMsariyAM aura jo cikitsA gRha haiM, vahAM zarIra kI bImAriyoM kA nidAna aura cikitsA jyAdA hotI hai|
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________________ ekalA calo re vyAdhiyoM ko miTAne kA prayatna hotA hai| kintu hama isa bAta ko bhI jAnate haiM ki jitanA prayAsa. zArIrika bImAriyoM ko miTAne ke lie ho rahA hai, utanI hI zAyada bImAriyAM bar3hatI jA rahI haiN| isakA kAraNa bahuta sApha hai ki davA dI jA rahI hai zArIrika bImArI kI aura davA dI jA rahI hai jarma yA kITANu ke AdhAra para, kintu yathArtha meM bImArI bhItara se A rahI hai / kevala bAhara kI cikitsA ho rahI hai| usakA jo mUla kAraNa hai, usakI cikitsA nahIM ho rahI hai isalie eka bImArI miTatI nahIM hai, dUsarI bImArI paidA ho jAtI hai| ___ hama vyAdhi para aTakeM nhiiN| zArIrika tanAva para aTake nahIM / zArIrika tanAva hotA hai to usake nikAlane ke bahuta sIdhe upAya haiM / kintu tanAva kevala zarIra meM hI nahIM hai / tanAva mana meM bhI ho jAtA hai, mana se pare bhAvanA meM bhI ho jAtA hai| tanAva kA mUla kAraNa hai bhAvanA / hama cAhate haiM vyavahAra acchA ho| eka vidyArthI se saba koI cAhate haiM ki usakA vyavahAra acchA ho / anuzAsana ho, caritra ho / saba cAhate haiM, saba adhyApaka bhI cAhate haiM, parivAra vAle bhI cAhate haiM aura dUsare bar3e-bUr3he saba loga cAhate haiN| cAhanA eka bAta hai aura honA bilakula dUsarI bAta hai / cAhate haiM para usa cAha ke pIche yathArtha kitanA hai, vAstavikatA kitanI hai, isa bAta para hama dhyAna nahIM dete| kintu manuSya kA vyavahAra aura AcaraNa do sthitiyoM se prabhAvita hotA hai / eka hai nimitta, paristhitiyAM, bAharI vAtAvaraNa aura usase bhI jyAdA prabhAvita karate haiM hamAre Antarika kAraNa / hamAre bhItara kucha aise kAraNa haiM aura unameM mukhya kAraNa haiM-glaiNDa ke srAva / zarIrazAstra kI bhASA meM jo eNDokrAina glaiNDsa sisTama hai, unake srAva hamAre vyavahAra aura AcaraNa ko jyAdA prabhAvita karate haiN| sahaja hI eka dArzanika ke mana meM, eka vicAraka ke mana meM prazna upasthita hotA hai ki hamAre AcaraNa kA kaMTrola kauna kara rahA hai ? to zAyada Izvara kI bhASA meM socane vAle isakA uttara de sakate haiM ki isakA niyaMtraNa Izvara kara rahA hai| karmazAstra kI bhASA meM socane vAle isakA uttara de sakate haiM ki purAne kie hue karma kaMTrola kara rahe haiM / ye donoM bahuta parokSa kI bAteM haiM / parokSa kI bAta meM hamArA vizvAsa kama banatA hai / to koI pratyakSa kAraNa DhUMr3hanA caahie| pratyakSa kAraNa khojeM to hamAre zarIra meM hI vaha kAraNa khojanA hogA / aura zarIra meM usakA kAraNa hai picyUTarI aura eDrInala glaiNDa / sabase
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________________ tanAva kyoM ? nivAraNa kaise ? jyAdA hameM prabhAvita karane vAlI tIna granthiyAM haiM-eka picyUTarI aura do eDrInala / unake srAva hamAre vyavahAra aura AcaraNa ko prabhAvita karate haiN| jitanA bhaya, jitanI vRttiyAM, ahaMkAra, lobha, uttejanA, sAre Avega Aveza, ve paidA hote haiM eDrInala glaiNDa ke dvArA / kAma-vAsanA paidA hotI hai gonArDa glaiNDa ke dvArA, yAnI nAbhi ke Asa-pAsa / yahAM hamArI sArI vRttiyAM janma letI haiM / aura una para kaMTrola karane vAlA hai-mAsTara glaiNDa / picyUTarI kA saMbaMdha jur3A hai piniyala glaiNDa aura hAIpothelemasa se / sira kA phranTala lAba sArA niyaMtraNa kara rahA hai aura sArI abhivyaktiyAM, jo vRttiyoM kI ho rahI haiM, vaha isake Asa-pAsa ho rahI hai / yaha niyaMtraNa kI bAta vaijJAnika stara para Aja kA pramukha ciMtaka yA vidyArthI hI samajha sakatA hai| aba dUra jAe parokSa meM, to parokSa bar3A vAdavivAda kA viSaya hai / parokSa meM jahAM sAkSAtkAra nahIM hotA, pratyakSIkaraNa nahIM hotA, vahAM tarka aura pratipakSa kA cakra calatA hai / pUrA bhAratIya darzana isa cakra se bharA par3A hai / eka ne sthApanA kI to dUsare ne usakI utthApanA kI, yA dUsare ne khaNDana kiyA / yaha maMDana-khaMDana, sthApanA-utthApanA, tarka aura pratitarka, vAda aura vivAda kA pUrA cakra hai / yaha eka vyUha jaisA lagatA hai| isakA pAra pAnA bhI sAmAnya AdamI ke lie kaThina bana jAtA hai / darzana kA artha thA pratyakSa dekhanA, jAnanA, svIkAra karanA / Aja to darzana kA artha hI badala gayA / vidyArthI ko vidyAlayoM meM aura vizvavidyAlayoM meM jo darzana par3hAyA jAtA hai, use philaoNsaphI kahate haiM, darzana nahIM kahate / yadi darzana kahA jAe to zAyada usake sAtha nyAya nahIM hogA, kyoMki vaha to mAtra bauddhika hai, anumAna aura tarka kI parikalpanA jaisA / darzana vAlI bAta to chUTa gii| prAcIna kAla meM RSi ko draSTA mAnA jAtA thaa| 'darzanAt RSi:'RSi vaha hotA hai, jo dekhatA hai / anumAna karane vAlA RSi nahIM hotA / tarka karane vAlA RSi nahIM hotA / sAkSAtkAra karane vAlA RSi hotA hai / upaniSad meM bahuta sundara kahA gayA hai ki jaba RSi samApta hone lage, taba kahA ki RSi to jA rahe haiM, prasthAna kara rahe haiM, pIche se kAma kaise calegA? ve nahIM raheMge to kAma kaise calegA ? taba RSi ke sthAna para tarka kI sthApanA kI aura kahA gayA ki isa tarka se tumhArA kAma clegaa| yaha sthAnApanna hai, mUla nahIM / mUla vyakti se jo kAma hotA hai, vaha sthAnApanna se nahIM hotaa| Aja darzana kA sArA avadhAraNa hI badala gayA / hama mAtra buddhi ke vyAyAma
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________________ ekalA calo re ko darzana mAnate cale jA rahe haiN| aura sabase bar3A tanAva kA yahI kAraNa bana gayA / yathArtha meM jaba darzana hotA hai, taba tanAva nahIM hotaa| jo jAnatA hai, dekhatA hai, vaha tanAva se nahIM bharatA / jo nahIM jAnatA, nahIM dekhatA, vaha tanAva se bharatA hai| vicAra ke stara para bhI kama tanAva nahIM hotaa| Aja vaicArika stara para kitane tanAva haiM ? pArivArika jIvana meM bhI Apa anubhava -kareM, vicAra ke stara para kitane tanAva haiM ? eka vyakti dUsare vyakti ke prati sandeha karatA hai, tanAva se bhara jAtA hai / dUsare vyakti ke prati saMzaya, anAsthA karatA hai, tanAva se bhara jAtA hai| kAraNa sApha hai, mana meM sandeha janmA aura tanAva paidA ho gyaa| jahAM parokSa haiM, vahAM sandeha honA anivArya hai| parokSa kA matalaba hI hai-sandeha ko janma denA / pratyakSa meM koI sandeha nahIM hotA / jAnanA aura dekhanA-jJAtA aura draSTA honA, yaha tanAvamukti kA sabase acchA upAya hai| prekSA kA artha hotA hai-jAnanA aura dekhanA / jo jAnatA hai, jo dekhatA hai, vaha tanAva se nahIM bharatA / tanAva kA sabase bar3A kAraNa hai apriya-saMvedana / do prakAra ke saMvedana haiM-eka hai priyatA kA saMvedana aura dUsarA hai apriyatA kA saMvedana / una donoM meM mUla bAta hai priya saMvedana / hamAre sAre jIvana ke saMcAlana ke kendra meM jo tattva hai, vaha hai lobha / manovijJAna ke anusAra hara vyakti meM kucha maulika manovRttiyAM hotI haiM / jIne kI icchA eka maulika manovRtti hai / kAma eka maulika manovRtti hai / jhagar3A karanA, saMgharSa karanA eka maulika manovRtti hai / sabameM mUla bAta hai jijIviSA-jIne kI icchaa| aba jaba jIne kA moha hotA hai to sArI vRttiyAM bhI janma letI haiN| priyatA kA saMvedana tanAva kA saMvedana hai / jaba priyatA kA saMvedana hotA hai to apriyatA kA saMvedana hogA / priyatA hogI to apriyatA honI jarUrI bAta hai / hamAre sAre tanAva isa paridhi meM ho rahe haiM ki priyatA kA saMvedana ho, priya mile, priya kA viyoga na ho aura apriyatA kA yoga na ho / basa, sArI tanAva kI yaha sImA hai| isI sImA meM sAre tanAva janma le rahe haiM, tanAva prakaTa ho rahe haiM / para mUla meM jo chipA huA kAraNa kArya kara rahA hai, vaha mAtra eka hI hai-priyatA kA saMvedana, apriyatA kA saMvedana / aba yaha saMvedana hai to bhaya bhI paidA hogaa| eka AdamI bahuta DaratA thA / vaha samajhadAra AdamI ke pAsa gayA jo maMtra ko jAnatA thaa| usake pAsa jAkara bolA-mujhe Dara bahuta lagatA hai /
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________________ tanAva kyoM ? nivAraNa kaise ? 603 "usane tAbIja banA diyA aura bolA -- isako bAMdha lo / tumhArA Dara samApta ho jAegA / tAbIja bAMdha liyaa| Dara laganA kama ho gyaa| AyA kucha dina - bAda, pUchA- bhaI ! aba Dara to nahIM lagatA ? usane kahA--jo kAlpanika thA, vaha to nahIM lagatA, kintu eka Dara aura paidA ho gayA / yaha nirantara mana meM bhaya banA rahatA hai ki kahIM tAbIja guma na ho jaae| eka bhaya to samApta huA, dUsarA bhaya aura A gayA / jaba yaha dRSTi mUla meM banI rahatI hai ki priya kA viyoga na ho jAe, - apriya kA yoga na ho jAe, taba bhaya anivArya hai / usa mUla kAraNa se tanAva paidA hotA hai / jaba priya saMvedana kI bhAvanA hai, usakA tanAva bhI paidA hotA hai / jitane indriyoM ke sukha, kAma-lolupatA hai, sAre ke sAre saMyoga haiM, ve na mileM - taba taka mana meM cAha banI kI banI rahatI hai, tanAva rahatA hai / manovaijJAnika dRSTi se Aja yaha mAnA gayA hai ki kAma kA tanAva sabase jyAdA rahatA hai / jitane tanAva haiM ve adhika nahIM ttikte| jaise krodha kA tanAva, krodha AyA * aura dasa minaTa ke bAda krodha zAnta ho gayA / tanAva bhI zAnta ho gayA / kintu kAma kA tanAva to caubIsa ghaMTe vartamAna rahatA hai| hara manuSya meM kAma kA tanAva vidyamAna hai aura sabase bhayaMkara yaha tanAva hotA hai / priyatA kA saMvedana hai, isalie ahaMkAra hotA hai / yaha eka bar3A rasa hai, kama rasa nahIM hai / jaba apane vaibhava para, zakti para apanI sattA aura adhikAra para ahaMkAra kI cetanA jAgatI hai to AdamI ko itanA rasa milatA hai ki zAyada kisI vastu meM nahIM milatA, itanA priya saMvedana hotA hai / ye sAre tanAva, - sAre kaSAya, sAre Avega janma le rahe haiM priyatA aura apriyatA ke saMvedana ke dvArA / bhagavAn mahAvIra kA eka choTA-sA vAkya hai / unase pUchA gayA ki ina sArI samasyAoM kA bIja kyA ? sAre duHkhoM kA mUla kAraNa kyA hai ? unhoMne bahuta saMkSipta-sA uttara diyA ki 'rAgo ya doso|' rAga aura dveSa, yaha karma kA bIja hai / rAga hai priyatA kA saMvedana, dveSa hai apriyatA kA saMvedana / ye karma ke bIja haiM aura sAre karma yahAM se janma le rahe haiM / ye saMvedana prabhAvita karate haiM hamArI granthiyoM ko / Aja kA zarIrazAstrI isa bAta ko jAnatA hai ki zarIra kA kaMTrola granthiyoM kA srAva kara rahA hai, kintu srAva kisa prakAra hotA hai aura kyoM hotA hai, isakA kAraNa abhI taka zarIrazAstrI bhI pUrA nahIM jAna pAe haiM / isIlie maiM isa bhASA meM socatA
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________________ ekalA calo re haM ki Aja ke vidyArthI ko kama se kama chaha zAkhAoM kA jJAna avazya honA cAhie / eneTomI, phijiyolaoNjI aura sAikolaoNjI-ye tIna to Aja bhI vidyA kI zAkhAeM haiM aura tIna prAcIna zAkhAeM ye haiM-karmazAstra, yogazAstra aura dharmazAstra / ina chaha vidyAoM kA jJAna ho to eka vidyArthI prabuddha aura saphala vidyArthI bana sakatA hai / zikSA ke bAre meM Aja kahA jAtA hai ki Aja kI zikSA praNAlI galata hai, vidyArthI acche nahIM nikalate / kintu hamArA aisA socatA nahIM hai| hama ise svIkAra nahIM krte| abhI dillI meM eka saMgoSThI hii| usameM kendrIya zikSA maMtrI, zikSA saciva, yU0 jI0 sI0 ke ceyaramaina, ena0 TI0 Ara0 sI0 ke ceyaramaina Adi-Adi saMbaMdhita loga upasthita the| goSThI calI to hamane batAyA ki saba loga jo yaha kahate haiM ki zikSA praNAlI galata hai, hama isa bAta ko svIkAra nahIM karate / agara zikSA praNAlI galata hai to Aja acche vakIla, acche DaoNkTara, acche prophesara, boTanI ke acche vizeSajJa, bAyolaoNjI ke vizeSajJa apanI-apanI kalA meM dakSa kahAM se Ae ? agara zikSA praNAlI galata hai to acche AdamI kahAM se AeMge ? yaha kahanA bhrAnti hai, aisA nahIM kahanA cAhie / balki kahanA to yaha cAhie ki zikSA praNAlI apanA ThIka kAma kara rahI hai| jo tattva diyA gayA hai, usakA kAma to ThIka ho rahA hai kintu jisakA bIja boyA hI nahIM aura phala kI AzA kareM aura doSa thopeM vartamAna zikSA praNAlI para, yaha bahuta galata bAta hai / hama AzA karate haiM ki vidyArthI meM anuzAsana Ae, caritra Ae to anuzAsana aura caritra kA tattva to koI vidyA kI praNAlI meM hai hI nahIM / aura jo par3hAyA jA rahA hai vanaspatizAstra, par3hAI jA rahI hai kemisTrI, par3hAI jA rahI hai bhUgarbha vidyA aura hama AzA kareM ki caritra Ae, anuzAsana Ae, kabhI nahIM aaegaa| viSaya hI nahIM hai / jIvana vijJAna kI zAkhA hotI hai aura vidyArthI meM caritra nahIM AtA to hameM Azcarya hotA aura vidyA praNAlI ko doSapUrNa mAna lete / kintu vaha tattva to hai hI nahIM / hamane bIja hI nahIM boyA aura hama AzA kareM ki phala laga jAegA, bar3I nirAzA hogii| hameM isa dRSTi se vicAra karanA jarUrI hai ki vidyArthI ko jo par3hAyA jA rahA hai, usameM tanAva miTAne kI prakriyA jarUrI hai| tanAva miTAe binA acche vyavahAra aura acche AcaraNa kI AzA karatA hamArI bhrAnti hai| hama tanAva ko kaise miTA sakate haiM ? yaha dharmagraMthoM kA kAma thA aura parA dharmazAstra kA vikAsa isa tanAva-visarjana
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________________ tanAva kyoM ? nivAraNa kaise ? 305 kI prakriyA ke lie hI huA thaa| usameM bhI Aja kaThinAI A gii| ye sAre ke sAre dharmazAstra lagabhaga upAsanA-pradhAna bana ge| upAsanA para bahuta bala diyA jA rahA hai / dharmasthAnoM meM jAnA, namaskAra karanA, prArthanA kara lenA isa para to atirikta bala diyA jA rahA hai / kintu apanI cetanA kA rUpAntaraNa karanA, isa para koI dhyAna nahIM aura jaba taka hamArI cetanA kA rUpAntaraNa nahIM hotA, bhItara meM cetanA nahIM badalatI taba kaise hogA acchA vyavahAra aura kaise hogA AtmAnuzAsana ? kaise hogA acchA AcaraNa ? . kyoMki bhItara meM jo srAva A rahA hai aura bAhara se jo prabhAva A rahA hai, vaha sArA kA sArA eDrInala granthi se saMbaMdhita gronArDa sa se saMbaMdhita hI A rahA hai| eka prazna pUchA mayA bhAratIya darzana meM ki-maiM kauna hUM? bahuta pUchA jAtA rahA hai / maharSi ramaNa bhI kahate, aura bhI bahuta sAre adhyAtma ke AcArya kahate rahe haiM / eka bauddha sAdhaka apane guru ke pAsa gayA aura bolA ki maiM jAnanA cAhatA hUM ki maiM kauna huuN| to guru ne cAMTA mAra diyaa| phira gayA apane bar3e guru ke pAsa aura jAkara bolA ki maiM gayA thA guru ke pAsa aura jAkara bolA ki maiM kauna hUM? unhoMne eka cAMTA jamA diyaa| to guru ne DaMDA uThAyA aura bole, unhoMne to cAMTA hI mArA, mujhase pUchatA to maiM DaMDA mAratA / yaha bhI koI pUchane kI bAta hai ki maiM kauna ? svayaM khojo maiM kauna hUM? _ 'maiM kauna hUM,' isakI yahAM bahuta carcA ho rahI hai / maiM ise dUsarI dRSTi se socatA huuN| 'maiM kauna hUM,' yaha nambara do kA prazna hai| pahale nahIM honA cAhie / pahale yaha honA cAhie ki 'maiM kahAM hUM?' yaha sabase pahalA prazna hai aura sabase mahattva kA prazna hai / prazna honA cAhie-merI cetanA kahAM hai ? agara hamArI cetanA nAbhi ke AsapAsa parikramA kara rahI hai to kitanA hI koI par3ha jAe, par3hane kA artha kama hogaa| abhI dillI meM eka dina DaoN0 DI0 esa0 koThArI, jo hindustAna ke bahuta bar3e vaijJAnika haiM, unake sAtha phijiksa ke kaI prophesara aura dUsare loga A gae / bAtacIta ho rahI thI, AcAryazrI ke sAmane / maiMne DaoN0 koThArI se pUchA-yaha bAta samajha meM nahIM A rahI ki Ajakala vaijJAnika AtmahatyA bahuta karane laga gae haiM / ve padonnati ko lekara yA aise hI sAmAnya kAraNa se AtmahatyA kara lete haiN| itane bar3e vidvAn vaijJAnika AtmahatyA kara lete haiM.
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________________ 306 ekalA calo re isakA kAraNa kyA hai ? unhoMne kahA--kara to rahe haiM, kAraNa Apa hI batAeM / maiMne kahA ---mujhe lagatA hai ki bauddhika vikAsa kA aura AcaraNa kA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai / bar3e se bar3A vidvAn aura bar3e se bar3A bauddhika vyakti AcaraNa ke mAmale meM jIro ho sakatA hai aura eka bilakula anapar3ha AdamI AcaraNa ke mAmale meM pAragAmI ho sakatA hai / AcaraNa kA bauddhikatA se koI sambandha nahIM lagatA / buddhi kA aisA khela hai ki samasyA paidA karanA aura samasyA kA samAdhAna denA / nayI samasyAeM paidA karanA aura naye samAdhAna denA / buddhi kA kAma hai - samasyAoM ko janma denA aura phira samasyAoM kA samAdhAna khojanA / samasyA aura samAdhAna | phira samasyA aura samAdhAna | yaha cakra calatA rahatA hai| Aja kA jagat bauddhika jagat hai, vaijJAnika jagat hai / maiM koI kaTAkSa nahIM kara rahA hUM, kyoMki merA bhI yaha viSaya rahA hai aura AcArya ke anugraha se mujhe isa bauddhikatA ke kSetra meM, zAstroM ke adhyayana ke kSetra meM bahuta avasara milA hai / adhyayana ke bAda maiMne anubhava kiyA ki hama buddhi kI sImA meM hI aTaka jAte haiM / yaha sabase bar3A durbhikSa hai, dAridrya hai / gItA meM kahA - indriyANi parANyAhuH indriyebhyaH paraM manaH / manasastu parA buddhiH yo buddheH paratastu saH // indriyAM para haiM aura indriyoM se para hai-- mana / mana se pare hai -buddhi / aura buddhi se pare hai paramAtmA / indriya-cetanA, manaHcetanA aura buddhi kI cetanA- -ina tInoM staroM meM hama loga jI rahe haiM / aura cauthA stara jo buddhi se pare hai, vaha hai mahAn / vaha hai paramAtmA, paramezvara / cAhe kucha bhI kaheM, sArI jo atIndriya cetanA hai, vaha buddhi se pare hai / hamane to sImA mAna lI hai, isa sImA se Age buddhi nahIM hai / isa sImA-bodha ne yugabodha ko badala diyA / sImA-bodha ke kAraNa sArI avadhAraNA badala gaI, isalie hama tanAva se bharate cale jA rahe haiM / hama rukeM nahIM, sImA na maaneN| sImA mAnanA bar3A khataranAka hotA hai ! hama saMbhAvanA ko mAnakara caleM / mujhe jisa AcArya kA anugraha milA aura jisase vidyAdAna milA, ve haiM AcArya tulasI / unase eka bAta bacapana se hI sIkhI ki saMbhAvanA kI svIkRti honI cAhie | saMbhAvanA ko kabhI samApta nahIM karanA cAhie / hama
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________________ tanAva kyoM ? nivAraNa kaise ? 307 loga bahuta jaldI saMbhAvanA ko samApta kara dete haiM aura nakArane meM bahuta rasa lete haiM / yaha niSedha ora nakAra donoM hI nahIM cAhie / hamArI svIkRti Age se Age calI jaae| agara hama saMbhAvanA ko svIkAra karate haiM to kahIM avarodha nahIM aataa| yaha buddhi kI sImA aura usase Age nakArane kI bAta, isase sAre bhArata kA darzana hI badala gayA / AtmA nahIM hai, koI sAmane nahIM hai / paramAtmA nahIM hai, koI sAmane nahIM hai| na to AtmA se milane vAlI zaktiyAM mila rahI hai aura na paramAtmA se milane vAlI zaktiyAM mila rahI haiM, kyoMki jaba nakArate haiM to phira zaktiyAM kahAM se mileMgI ? svIkRti kA jo niyaMtraNa thA, vaha bhI hamAre hAtha se calA gayA / Aja ke yuga ke vidyArthI ke sAmane vijJAna ne itane sUkSma tathya prastuta kara die ki aba kevala sthUla tathyoM ko socane-samajhane se kAma nahIM clegaa| Aja 'mAikrophilma' kI bAta ho rahI hai| amerikA jaise vikasita rASTra meM sthAna nahIM hai ki jahAM karor3oM pustakeM rakha sakeM, sArI lAibroriyAM bhara gaI aura aba bhI pustakeM A rahI haiM to aba kyA kareM ? mAikrophilma kI bAta socI gaI / itanI sUkSma pratilipiyAM jinase jagaha kama ruke, avagAhana jyAdA ho jAe / sUkSma jagat kI itanI ghaTanAeM hamAre sAmane A rahI haiM, vahAM hama sthUla jagat meM hI na soceM / yaha nizcita mAnakara caleM ki buddhi se pare ananta sacAiyAM haiM / hamArI buddhi unheM nahIM pakar3a sktii| AsthA para hama A jAte haiM to tanAva ko kama karane kI bahuta sahaja sAmagrI hameM upalabdha ho jAtI hai, vicAra ke stara para bhI, bhAvanA ke stara para bhI aura zArIrika stara para bhI aura yadi hama sImA mAnakara baiTha jAeM ki buddhi ke pare kucha bhI nahIM hai, 'maiM socatA hUM', vahI satya hai, to tanAva ko vikasita hone kA bahuta avasara milegaa| ___ tanAva-visarjana ke kucha vaicArika kAraNa haiM, kucha bhAvanAtmaka kAraNa haiM aura unake sAtha jur3A huA hai sUkSma satya kA svIkAra / bhAratIya vidyArthI meM eka nayI AsthA kA nirmANa honA cAhie / yaha koI aMdhavizvAsa nahIM hai, aMdhazraddhA nahIM hai / aMdhazraddhA ko to maiM svIkAra nahIM karatA / kucha loga kahate haiM ki pahale zraddhA hotI hai, bAda meM jJAna hotA hai| maiMne isakA khaMDana kiyA hai ki pahale jJAna hotA hai aura jJAna ke bAda zraddhA hotI hai / pahale zraddhA hotI nahIM / zraddhA kaise hogI ? nayI AsthA kA nirmANa honA cAhie aura vaha yaha hai ki satya buddhi taka sImita nahIM hai / usase pare bahuta hai / buddhi meM samAne
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________________ 308 ekalA calo re vAlA satya pAMca pratizata hai to picAnave pratizata satya buddhi se pare hai / isa eka AsthA kA nirmANa ho jAe aura vaijJAnika stara para ho jAe to bahuta sAre baicArika tanAva bhI samApta hoMge / bhAvanAtmaka tanAvoM ko samApta karane kI AdhyAtmika pRSThabhUmi bhI nirmita ho jAegI / tanAva kyoM hotA hai ? usake kAraNa kyA haiM ? aura una kAraNoM ko kaise miTAyA jA sakatA hai ? isakI saMkSipta carcA maiMne prastuta kI hai / AdamI jaise-jaise tanAva se mukta hotA jAegA, usameM vyavahAra aura AcaraNa kI pavitratA AtI jAegI /
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